a, / / v/ ^ - HER LADYSHIP BY ROBERT MCDONALD NEW YORK FRANK A. MUNSEY 1897 COPYRIGHT, l8g4 BY FRANK A. MUNSEY The retail price of this book is twenty five cents. This is the price at which it should be bought from book- sellers ; the price at which it can be bought direct from the publisher. FRANK A. MUNSEY. HER LADYSHIP. i. road which wound along the edge of Lake Michigan was like a baud of silver by the side of the vivid blue of the inland sea, spark- ling under the October sunshine. Walking along its edge were just the two figures that a clever landscape painter would have wanted there. Their backs were turned to the sun, which made a halo around the girl's golden brown hair and glorified the edges of her large brown hat. Hair and hat just matched her brown eyes, which always had golden flecks in them, sunshine or not. Her white serge dress was too light for the crisp, cold day, and she had * put around her shoulders a sealskin cape which huddled her neck, and threw out all the brilliant beauty of her sparkling face. She was a typical Yankee maiden, frank and free, full of the joy of life. The young man with her was perhaps ten year older, but they were years you were glad he had had, for every one seemed to have printed i 2 HER LADYSHIP. upon his face a new intelligence. He was slen- der, not with the slenderness of the stripling, but with the slimness of the working man who has cast aside all that is superfluous in his body. At thirty he was fairly started on the great race of life, and he would have impressed even the most casual observer, at the moment, as having left his place in the pushing throng to try to persuade this charming girl to go with him. And she was full of the knowledge of his errand, and, like every real woman before her, was determined to make the task as difficult as possible. It is only when she means to capitulate in the end that a woman takes that trouble. ' ' Of course mamma was entirely happy at the success of the ball , ' ' she was saying. " And you?" "Oh, of course I was, I have an orderly soul ; I like everything to go off well, and mamma ' ' "Always mamma's social aspirations ! How about your own ? Are you going to be a society butterfly?" " Out of the chrysalis of a Lodge City environ- ment. ?" she asked quickly. "I suppose you think that I am like that girl in Bret Harte's poem, who went from Poverty Flat." " And longed to get back to it. I am afraid, Alice " his voice lingered on her name. The edges of her ears burned at the obviousness of HER LADYSHIP. 3 what was coming, and she rushed in to push it aside. ' ' If you are going to say that you are afraid I haven't any such gay memories as dancing ' down the middle with the man that shot Sandy Mc- Gee,' you are right. Lodge City, or what we saw of it, was not gay. Mamma kept us beauti- fully and exclusively apart from all that sort of thing. We never knew anybody there but you. ' ' ' ' I confess to being far from gay at times, but I did my best. Gaiety never was my strong point, exactly. ' ' ' ' It is mine. I love to be gay. I love to have a grand new house, and lots of parties, and tee- to-tum for a while. ' ' For an instant Batterman hesitated, and thought himself a selfish brute. He was going to ask her to give up the parties and the tee-to-turnming, and go away with him. He believed that she would do it. He was a clever man, shrewd at reading faces, and he would have been a stick or a stone if he had not seen how this girl's counten- ance changed and glowed at his approach. But he loved her with a tenderness which had grown with the years. He had first known her as a little girl living on the hill above the dump of the Gray Colt mine, while her father was taking out the millions which had made him, for the moment at least, the richest man in Chicago. 4 HER LADYSHIP. Battermau was the engineer who had developed the mine and had made its working possible. He had lived near by, and had been almost a member of the Sanderson family in those early years. When the ore got richer and richer, Mrs. Sanderson took the two children her own daughter and her husband's daughter to Europe and left them there. She was too wise and clever a woman to stay abroad herself, and lose touch with Mr. Sanderson's daily and hourly life. The idea of a European education has a little different appearance to those who have gone through it and to those to whom it is a mere fancy. The life of young girls living with a governess is much the same in whatever part of the world they happen to be. It cannot fail to be quieter and a little more narrowing in a Swiss village than in a Western town. Alice Sanderson had learned to speak French and German, and to restrain much of the exuberance that her step- mother still allowed her ; but gaiety she had never known in her life until now. She spoke truly in saying that she loved it, but there was something she loved a great deal more, and that was the presence of her father's engineer, Christopher Batterman. The happiness of having him near her made her fairly vibrate with the joy of life, but Battermau, being modest, put much of it down to her delight in her new environment. HER LADYSHIP. 5 " I wonder if, when I go back, you would sit up after a ball to write me a letter, as that girl in the poem did, and tell me about your proposals on the stairs, and and all the rest of it. ' ' She was new enough to Bret Harte's poetry to remember that ' ' all the rest of it " was the assur- ance that her heart was out there, and that he had struck it. She wasn't going to tell him quite that yet. She found this playing about the subject delightful. She had always loved Chris, she thought, and she was going to tell him so after a time. She sighed with content as she thought of it. It was so sweet and natural that she should be in love with Chris be going to marry him, some day ; Chris, who had always been her hero, who was bigger and braver and cleverer than anybody else. He was the one ideal she had ever had. She stole a glance at him sidewise, and thought that no man could look the modern girl's hero more completely. There was nothing of the carpet knight about Batterman. "Oh, Connie does the letter writing, doesn't she?" " And a jolly little correspondent she is. She tells me everything, with comments. I advise your father to buy a society paper for Connie when she gets a little older. She can fill it with entertaining material." 6 HER LADYSHIP. " I am afraid she will fill a great many that belong to other people. She is a restless soul. ' ' But she spoke a little coolly. Connie was only fifteen, but at fifteen, she remembered, she her- self had been in love with Batterman. She was sorry she had mentioned her sister's name. An- other girl's name had no place just now, and in a way it had broken the spell which the day had cast around them. The subject was being changed, and she did not intend that. She was fairly holding back the great flood of things she meant to say when that little barrier that still lay between them had been crossed. The door had been half open so many times, and she had snapped it shut in her lover's face ; but for all that she wanted him to take it by assault. She wanted him to push his way through. He must know that she, the real, honest, loving Alice San- derson, was waiting for him on the other side. And meanwhile Batterman, conscious that after all he was a selfish man who wanted to take this girl's life for his own, hesitated on the other side, his soul filled with reverence for the pure white sanctuary of a young girl's heart. He felt that out of her very innocence and sweetness she might take him in too soon, before she had seen enough of the world she loved and enjoyed so much. But when youth and beauty and love come to- HER LADYSHIP. 7 gether, prudence and philosophy are pushed to the wall. Love is an arrogant god, who believes that he alone should rule ; and when he is the real thing, and not one of those chubby imita- tions which belong to fans and tapestry, and to the illustrations of society verse, he generally has his way. He was beginning to assert himself now, when a commotion a little way ahead at- tracted the two young people's attention. A horse ran out through the iron gateway of one of the handsomest places, and began plung- ing sidewise, standing on his hind legs until it reared almost backward. A groom followed and tried to get at its head, but the rider, who held a short cane in his hand, called out to the man angrily, and he drew back. Evi- dently the horseman wanted to conquer his own steed. "That's that wild horse of Judge Nelson's," Batterman said. "What idiot is trying to ride it in afternoon dress with a cane in his hand ? He ought to have a whip and a pair of spurs, and be on the prairie. ' ' " It's Lord Lurgan ! " Miss Sanderson said ex- citedly. "It's Lord Lurgan ! " I heard him tell Judge Nelson that he could ride anything, when he was talking about the horse. They say he is a great sportsman." "So he may be, but he ought to have better 8 HER LADYSHIP. sense than to try to ride like that. Come in here. He can't manage the brute." Batterman hurried her across the road and into the nearest gateway. The horse was plainly bolting, but its rider, a rather heavily built, florid faced young man, had a set expression under his tall hat which made it seem likely that he would bring his steed to terms sooner or later, and with- out leaving its back, either. "By Jove, he can stick on, eh?" Batterman exclaimed in admiration. He thought the man foolhard}*, too ready to "show off," but he was ready to give him his due. The drive seemed to be almost deserted just here at this hour, and he was going to tire the vicious brute out. Batterman, accustomed to seeing men deal with the wildest horses in the world, thought of the expression, " two of a kind." The English- man and the horse seemed to have pretty much the same disposition. Battermau had sought shelter for Alice in the gates of a fine open garden, next to a place called " The Cedars," whose driveway wound about in an eccentric fashion and was dark with the branches of the heavy, close trees. The house belonged to some old ladies who had lived here long before Chicago became the great city it is, and who clung to many of their old fashioned ways. One of these was to allow the needles of HER LADYSHIP. 9 the trees to carpet their driveway, making it noiseless. There was no gate, but two old stone posts which guarded the way. As if unconscious of the commotion going on outside, a victoria swung out into the road just as Lord I,urgau dashed along on the infuriated horse. In another second there would have been a collision, but the rider gave a mighty tug to the bridle, and changed the direction in which his steed was going, with safety to the lady in the low victoria but disaster to himself, for the horse did not stop. There were hoarse shouts from the men, a cry from the lady in the carriage, and Alice, sickened, put her hands over her eyes, while Batterman made a dash for the wall, whose sheer side dropped down to the lake. The horse and rider had dis- appeared. Men seemed to gather like flies from every- where, all of them either climbing the wall or standing on it. Alice started toward it, when she heard a voice calling her, and turned to see her stepmother, with a white face, still sitting in the victoria. The footman had followed the rest of the men. ' ' Did you see it ? What will your father say ? Oh, that brave man ! He fell over the wall to keep from running into me. I thought it was death. That great black brute's eyes were like red coals. He looked like a demon ! ' ' She had 10 HER LADYSHIP. her handkerchief to her mouth, and her eyes were stained, but her hand was not trembling. " If he is killed I can never forgive myself for coming out today. I shall feel like a murderess. I wonder if he is killed ! " A shout answered her. There was a little rise here, and the wall, not very high anywhere, was much lower a few rods down. The footman came back and touched his hat. "He's only a bit shook up, ma'am. There was a bit of sand below, and they ain't wet to speak of. ' ' In a few minutes Battermau came back sup- porting the rider, his hat not so fresh as it had been, but still on his head. He was liuipiug painfully, with a sprained knee. Mrs. Sander- son's victoria was drawn up beside him. ' ' You must come home with me, I^ord Lur- gan," she said quickly, for Judge Nelson, large and pompous, was coming down the road. " Mr. Sanderson must thank you himself for what you have done for ' ' She put her handkerchief to her lips again. 4 ' I suspect Judge Nelson ' ' 4 ' I think we have the first claim to give you the attention you could not have at your hotel." Lurgan smiled a little uneasily, and then he looked at the grave, respectful face of Alice Sanderson, who stood by the victoria's side. HER LADYSHIP. II " But I should be taking Miss Sanderson's place in the carriage. ' ' "Oh, no, I was walking," she said promptly. Judge Nelson came up, loud with self re- proaches, but Lurgan was installed against the high backed seat of the carriage by this time, and in a few minutes was being whirled toward the new Sanderson palace. Batterman watched them drive away with some of the amusement with which he had always regarded Mrs. Sander- son and her "luck," and turned to find Alice with a serious face. ' ' That was a brave thing to do, ' ' she said. " He saved mamma's life." ' ' By almost riding an unbroken horse over her?" " That isn't like you. You are generally more generous. ' ' "Am I ungenerous? I would not be that. The man seems to be courageous enough, but a trifle foolhardy. Probably he did not know the real character of the brute he attempted to ride. Nelson was responsible for that. The horse should never be put on a public road like this. ' ' The thread of their old talk was gone. ' ' How long have you known I/)rd Lurgan ? ' ' ' ' A month. He brought some letters of in- troduction to papa. We all like him very much. He is rather like a big boy in some ways. His 12 HER LADYSHIP. people are very great, they say, but he never mentions that." Batterman smiled again at the girlish idea that such reticence was remarkable. ' ' He is so solid and fresh looking, and he has done all sorts of things shot elephants and tigers and grizzly bears." "The grizzly bears should not affect a girl from Lodge City. ' ' ' ' It sounds great, doesn't it ? " She laughed up in his face with the sense of humor that was one of her greatest charms to Batterman. He was on the point of telling her so, but they were almost at the house, and the atmosphere was wanting. It seemed to him that Alice hastened her steps, and he had a vague, undefined jealousy of the man who was then in her home, and who would probably stay for weeks. He would have thought it insulting to doubt Alice. He felt absolutely sure of her love for him a love he so much respected that he wished her to have all that girlhood could give her be- fore she realized the full force of it, and the dom- inating factor that it would be in her life when it was once confessed. But he did not want an- other man to live in the same house with her, and learn to know her sweet ways as he knew them, and perhaps to care for her. He pretended to himself that there had been no meaning in the look he had caught in Lurgan's eye as it HER LADYSHIP. 13 rested upon Alice before he accepted Mrs. San- derson's invitation. They went up the driveway and through the great front door into the hall, which had been copied after that of some renaissance palace, and contained a number of treasures culled from ruined homes abroad. As they proceeded across it, a clatter of girl and dog was heard coming down the broad staircase and almost into Batter- man's arms. " Oh, Mr. Christopher ! " she cried. " We've got the live lord in the house ! Alice, mamma wants to speak to you ; ' ' and then as her sister stepped away, the child put her hand through Batterman's arm with the affectionate familiarity of fifteen. ' ' Do you know, Chris, ' ' she said confidentially, "I think I'm going to belong to the nobility ? ' ' "Why, have you designs on L,urgan ? " He lifted his eyebrows and laughed. Connie always amused him. " Not I ! But I am sure he's going to marry Alice." "Really?" still laughing. ' ' Oh, I can tell the signs. He's fairly kow-tow- ing to mamma, and she is kow-towing back. Oh, Chris, just think what it would be to have a countess for a sister ! I always knew that I was meant for better things. Find out if she really 14 HER LADYSHIP. is going to marry him, Chris, won't you, and give me a quiet tip? If she is, won't I just sit on some of these Chicagoese ! Promise me you will use every effort to find out her state of mind!" " I think I can promise that," Batterman said gravely. II. A/TRS. SANDERSON was trembling so that her hands could hardly unclasp the elegant little sable collar which she wore tightly about her throat. Her lips were set in a determined line, and the color on her cheek was high. Her husband had turned around in the wheel chair before his desk and thrown his cigar in the fire, which was always a mark of extreme irrita- tion with him. It was hard to realize that Mr. Sanderson had ever been anything but the man of position he now was. There was no sugges- tion of plebeian origin in his face, too delicate a face, his wife sometimes thought, when she had seen brute force conquer him even in some of his most delicately matured plans. He was a hand- some man, tall, dignified, and modish. His gray hair was cut at just the proper length, and care- fully parted in the middle and brushed back. His gray mustache was trimmed sharply across his fine mouth. No one would have guessed that these points were as much due to the care of his wife as the ring on his finger and the pearl in his scarf, or her own careful toilet. She 15 1 6 HER LADYSHIP. dressed him to fit the part she intended he shoirld play, and, quite unconsciously to him, she taught him most of his lines. Unfortunately, as the years went by, Mrs. Sanderson had taken on something of the air of a general in command. She had grown a little arrogant. The delicate finesse by which she had been wont to manage her husband in earlier days had been put aside more and more, as he came to depend more and more upon her judgment. She had almost forgotten how to steer away from the danger point of irritation. But as she took time to unfasten her collar, she mentally reviewed the situation, and calmed her outward agitation, although her heart was fairly boiling. She wanted to cry out, to protest ; to tell her husband not only that he should not oppose her, but that at this time he must be a wall of support to her. In her soul she almost despised him that he was not one of those heavy, hard natures which can deal bludgeon blows, instead of the gentleman he was. Sanderson, partly conscious of her errand, waited for the demand which he knew was com- ing. Instead of making it at once, she went to the window and looked out over the city. Her husband's office was in one of the tallest of the Chicago buildings, and far away up on the lake side she could see, in the brilliant sun of the HER LADYSHIP. 17 morning, the gray stone towers of her new home, which had appeared, only the other day, the pin- nacle of her ambition. Her great ' ' house warm- ing " ball had seemed to open every door to her. She had thought herself perfectly happy ; and yet, as it had always been since she was a country school teacher out in Nebraska, she found her- self, like the fisherman's wife, begging the Genius of Fate every morning for some new honor. There was an inner social kingdom, she dis- covered, of whose gates she had only caught a glimpse. She might stay out of it all her life. But Mrs. Sanderson had no intention of staying out of any place to which wit and money could effect an entrance. It was this same wit which taught her that her husband was in no mood to be bullied, and that she must take time to change her tactics. When she turned her face again, it was earnest, but calm and sweet. She walked over and put her hand around his shoulder and sat down on the arm of his chair. Mrs. Sanderson was well under fort3 r , and her figure was as slender as it had been ten years ago. Perhaps she looked younger and prettier in her husband's eyes for the moment, because she so seldom encouraged the girlish attitude in herself. She did not consider it dignified in the mother of a tall girl of fifteen and the stepmother of a beauty of twenty. 1 8 HER LADYSHIP. "Dick," she said caressingly, and then added rather sadly, " I am worried." "What's wrong? Cook out of sorts? New brougham bad style ? " His relief was so great over the change in the atmosphere that he jested foolishly, and she paid no attention. ' ' I am worried over Alice. ' ' His eyebrows began to lower and his hand relaxed on hers, but she went on before he could speak. ' ' She is in love with Lord Lurgan." Mrs. Sanderson grew cold about the heart as she said the words. They had come on the in- spiration of the moment, and while she shivered at her own temerity, she exulted at the audacity of the lie. Sanderson pushed her away from him, and stood up before her. ' ' What are you saying, Julia ? You are crazy. You have been worrying yourself to death for two months because you said that you were sure Alice had some sort of an understanding with Chris Batterman." She stood up, too, and looked at him with an expression he could never resist. Richard Sander- son had thought himself in love with his first wife when he married her ; they had been boy and girl together, and had been engaged when they were sixteen, living on adjoining HER LADYSHIP. 19 farms. She had died before he was old enough, or had lived by her side long enough, to realize anything of the depth and strength of the na- ture which she had possessed, and which she had bequeathed to her infant daughter. He had never learned it in his daughter. The second wife was the dominating passion of his life. She obscured his vision. He was a just man, a good man, a kind man, but more and more, as years went by, he allowed his impulses to be strained through her reason. Now, as he looked at her, he found himself thinking that his wife was clever and frank, and that he was unjust and vulgar to think that her first care was not for his daughter's happiness. Women understood women, according to Mr. Sanderson's creed a mistaken one which most men share. " But that was before she saw Lurgan. Today " she hesitated "today she saw him save my life at the peril of his own, at the risk of almost certain death." Sanderson's face had grown white, and he took her almost roughly by the shoulder. " What do you mean ? " " He was trying that dreadful horse of Judge Nelson's, the one that killed his groom, and I came into the way in my victoria when it was running away. He pulled it over the lake wall to save me, and only escaped death by a miracle. 20 HER LADYSHIP. I took him home with me, and I shall keep him there. Alice saw it all, and in an instant I knew what was in her mind. Young Batterman was never the man for her. After all, he is of no famih 7 , no position, no anything, but Alice has flirted with him innocently. She does not know what to do. She thinks you want her to marry him, and that you have a contempt for foreign noblemen ' ' "Generally I have." " But you know Lurgan is not just a fortune hunter. He belongs to one of the oldest and best families in the world, and they have enormous estates. ' ' ' ' Which need money. ' ' " I tell you Alice is in love with him." ' ' If she is, I suppose that settles it, but she doesn't act much like it." " That is because she is afraid of you." ' ' What must I do ? " he inquired meekly. " The first thing might be to send Christopher Batterman to the Sandwich Islands or some place, quite comfortably, so that Alice can have some decent pretext for breaking off with him. Girls have such soft consciences. Poor child ! She would probably sacrifice her life and her happi- ness, and a great future" Mrs. Sanderson had almost added, " for all of us," but she broke off in time " on account of some light word spoken HER LADYSHIP. 21 in a flirtation with a boy she has known all of her life." "I'd rather see her marry Chris. He is a splendid young fellow. I have had him right under my own eye for ten years. He is as good as gold, and as clever as daylight. I wouldn't ask a better son in law, if the girls must marry." ' ' But I tell you she has fallen head over ears in love with Lurgan. Don't you know what it is to fall in love with anybody ? ' ' She laughed up in his face. She had the game in her own hands now, and she truly thought her husband the dearest man in the world. She kept down the subcousciousuess that he was not very clever or quick. "Yes, I do," he said. A quarter of an hour later, when Mrs. Sander- son stepped into her brougham at the door of the building, her face was flushed and her eyes were bright with a triumph which she only dared show to strangers. The plans were hers to make. She would be a fool indeed if she could not carry the game now. Lord Lurgan's mother in law could do almost anything. She forgot all about Alice. Her stepdaughter was merely a pawn on her chessboard. She dreamed day dreams as the carriage jolted its way toward the North Side, caught here and there in blockades. She looked out on the rushing thousands of the grimy city, 22 HER I/ADYSHIP. but she saw only a grand house for herself in London, where she entertained the great of the earth. She saw her own daughter, Constance, being presented at court by her sister, the Coun- tess of Lurgan. Perhaps who knows? she might herself be the grandmother of a prince. She hid away in the corner of her brain the knowledge that Sanderson had heart disease. It was a painful thought ; he was so dear, so good, he let her have her own way entirely, but if there was a black space beyond that "if," and on the other side of it, a vision of herself, Julia Sanderson, who used to teach Nebraska farmers' children to read, wearing a coronet. Stranger things had happened. III. '"PHE next morning, when Batterman went to the office, he found Mr. Sanderson rather nervously walking the floor. As his lieutenant came in, the mine owner looked at him with something like an appeal in his deep set brown eyes. Batterman loved Mr. Sanderson as he would have loved his father if he had lived ; and it is probable that he saw the older man's faults more leniently than he would have looked upon those of a parent. There are no sins that we so entirely condemn, of which we are so impatient, as those we ourselves possess, and a parent's foibles are likely to take on the air of direct and personal insults. Batterman was clever enough to see that Mrs. Sanderson's dominion over her husband was but the result of a tenderness of nature which had been used to her own advantage by a very clever and very selfish woman, who still kept his love by appearing to be always gentle and thoughtful. It is only your honest woman who can afford to quarrel and to get into irritating rages. Time had taught Batterman to expect some- 23 24 HER LADYSHIP. thing in the way of a change at any moment. Mrs. Sanderson had been making plans, and her husband was hesitating about carrying them out. The young man hung up his coat and hat, and came back to his desk and sat down. He found the whole top of it covered with papers and maps. They appeared to be the prospectus of a mining company in New Mexico. "What is this, Mr. Sanderson ? " " That ? Oh, yes, Chris. I wanted to ask you about that. Do you think that you could go down to New Mexico and look into that property see if it is worth what they say it is ? " " I know the history of this property, sir. It belongs to the Olla Smelter people. It was sold to them by sharp practice. The owner made them think that two other parties wanted it, and traveled about the country on false telegrams, until the Olla people thought that if it was so much in demand it ought to be theirs. Oh, yes, I know the concern. Why should you waste time on it ? You have no other properties down there. The Olla people would have to smelt the ore." ' ' I ah thought of enlarging my field. ' ' "And you want me to take my time away from the matters that brought me to Chicago to look into this hole in the ground ? ' ' " I should like you to report upon this mine." HER LADYSHIP. 25 ' ' My report is made. I know its history, and seriously advise against it. It certainly would not be profitable to you if the Olla people give it up." Mr. Sanderson hesitated for a moment, and then he said : ' ' I am not in the habit of neglecting your advice, Batterman, but I have a reason for sending you to look at the mine. I wish you to go." Batterman stood up and looked the older man fairly in the eyes. They were honest, good eyes, and the two men loved each other. "When, sir?" "Today." There was silence for a moment, and then Bat- terman drew a long breath. "Mr. Sanderson," he said steadily, "I will be perfectly frank with you, and I ask the same treatment from you. We have been together too long for one to finesse with the other. I only know the direct path, and I am accustomed to the direct word from you. I cannot think that this mine's future is the cause of my being asked to leave Chicago just now." ' ' I think I have the right to ask you to go where I choose, at any time. Those have been the relations that have long existed between us hitherto." 26 HER LADYSHIP, "The business relations, yes. But I am not sure that it is a business reason that causes you to send me away. Until this moment I did not believe that words were necessary between you and me upon a certain subject, but I fear now that it was a mistake upon my part to neglect to speak them long ago. You knew you have known, or I believed that you knew that I love your daughter, and wish more than anything else in the world to ask her to marry me. ' ' "Don't, Chris." Sanderson spoke as if it hurt him. ' ' I must speak now, sir. I suppose some men in my position might have thought twice before they spoke of marrying the daughter of as rich a man as you are, but I know that you do me the justice to recognize that I never thought of that. I am able to give the woman I marry comforts, and I have every prospect of being able to give her much more. You know me for all I am, and I believe I may say that I am not now mistaken in thinking that you have not wished to dis- courage me." ' ' No, Chris, never ! ' ' Sanderson put out his hand. ' ' If Alice were to marry you, I should give her to you with every hope for her happiness and yours. ' ' "Then, Mr. Sanderson, what is the matter now?" HER LADYSHIP. 27 ' ' I hoped that you would go away without asking. My daughter's happiness must be the first consideration to me. I cannot influence her in such a matter." " But surely, Alice " ' ' I fear you have taken her too seriously. You have lived out of the world a great deal, and you may have made an ideal of womanhood, of girlhood, which is too high. They sometimes trifle." " Not Alice," Batterman said very proudly. " Alice does not trifle." "She may not have intended to. I may be mistaken." There was relief in his voice. "Tell me, Chris, has she ever told you that she cared for you in that way ? ' ' ' ' No, she has not. She is so young, I have hesitated to ask her. ' ' "Has she put you off?" "A little, sometimes, yes." "It is very seldom that a woman loves the man she cared for in her early girlhood." Mr. Sanderson was repeating his wife's lesson now. "I am led to believe that Alice has learned to care for some one else, and is unhappy because she has encouraged you. I speak with great frankness to you, Chris, because you are both son and friend to me. But the vagaries of a girl cannot be accounted for." 28 HER LADYSHIP. There was silence in the office for a minute. The coming and going of clerks in the next room, the voices of strangers, and the heavy clang of a safe door came through the glass partition. "Mr. Sanderson," Batterman said at last, "this means too much to me to let it go even upon your word. I mean to go to Alice and ask her for the truth. She is your daughter, and she will give it to me." "You have my permission to go, and" he held out his hand " you have more than that. You have also my sincere hope that you will succeed. ' ' " Is the other man whom Alice is supposed to care for Lord L,urgan ? ' ' "Yes." Batterman set his lips tightly together. He had seen the man on horseback, had seen him unthinking of the beast under him, seen him fight it as one brute would fight another, and he did not mean that this man should marry Alice without a protest from himself. She was his own. What a fool he had been not to speak, and hear from her own lips exactly what she felt ! Well, he would know. He put on his coat, and, without saying another word to Mr. San- derson, called a cab and drove out to the North Side. IV. JV/TRS. SANDERSON had kept in touch with her husband's daughter as closely as was possible with two natures that were antagonistic at the core. Finesse was always the older woman's weapon. She was like a solitaire player who worked out the game skilfully and fairly until the point came where not another move can be made, and then she slipped a card and pre- tended to herself that she hadn't seen herself do it. It seemed so foolish to lose a game on ac- count of one card being in the wrong place. The morning after Lurgan's installation in the house, she went into Alice's room and sat down on the side of the bed. Alice was a very late riser generally, and this morning she was lying in a day dream ; all the coming days looked beautiful now. Mrs. Sanderson put her white hand caressingly on the girl's long hair, which lay out on the pillow. Alice picked it up and looked at it. " Mamma," she said, "where are all of your pretty rings ? ' ' " Oh, I have discovered that rings are not good 29 30 HER IvADYSHIP. style any more. We are too rich to wear them. I am thinking of putting all of my diamonds away. They look ostentatious. There are a great many things people with as much money as we have cannot do." "I never think about our money. I do the thing I would do, any way." " Oh, no, you do not. People wouldn't let you. There is only one safe rule for people with great fortunes, and that is, to keep as much as possible with the people who have like fortunes or the equivalent in position. They cannot gain anything from us. Money brings us a crowd of followers. I shall be perfectly miser- able, for example, until you and Constance are married to men who I know are not fortune hunters, who can offer you as much or more than you give them. It is a great responsi- bility ; ' ' and Mrs. Sanderson sighed. A fine red made the girl's face look like a rose on the white linen, and she threw the veil of her hair across her cheek. ' ' I guess Connie and I can relieve you of that responsibility. I mean to marry myself, when I get ready, and I believe Connie is going to do everything for herself. Your office is a sinecure; ' ' and she patted her stepmother's hand. "Dear," Mrs. Sanderson said impressively, ' ' do you believe that I love you, that I have your HER LADYSHIP. 31 interest at heart just as much as Constance's? I am not your own mother, although I have always tried to take her place to you." ' ' You have been as indulgent as any mother could be." " Perhaps that is rather evading the question. If f*were your own mother, it would be so easy to say what I must. Perhaps you will think diat your own mother would not have said it. I can only speak with my own limitations." Mrs. Sanderson's voice had a pathetic tremble in it. It was very unlike her not to be firm. This attitude had always been reserved for use upon Sanderson himself when everything else failed, and its strangeness made Alice sit up, full of foreboding. ' ' Is there anything wrong with papa ? ' ' "No, no." She hesitated and looked out of the window for a moment, collecting the best words to speak in. " You are very young, Alice, and I do not want you to spoil your life by to spoil two lives, if having your beautiful young life in his keeping could be anything but a great boon to any man. ' ' " What do you mean ? Be plain, be frank with me. I do not understand you." "I am speaking of Mr. Batterman." Her voice was low, and she pressed the girl's hand. "We can all see, everybody can see, that you 32 HER LADYSHIP. have a girlish fancy for him, that you have always had, and most of all he can see it has seen it for a long time. ' ' Alice gave a little gasp that was almost a sob, and fell back among her pillows. ' ' You are the daughter of the man to whom he owes everything, his future as well as his past. He is a man of honor, a gentleman who lives up to the letter of his obligations in the most scrupulous fashion. You know that. If you love him, he is ready to marry you." ' ' How can you say such things ? ' ' the girl wailed. " Because, my dear, they are true. If you should accept Mr. Batterman and he most assuredly means to ask you to marry him, for there is absolutely no other course left open to him if you do so, both your father and I know that he will be to you what is known as a ' good husband. ' Perhaps, as the years go by, you will be as happy or happier than the woman who is married because she is loved. After all, in most cases, marriage is a mere friendship. ' ' Every word dropped on the girl's heart like molten lead, scarring, burning. But Mrs. Sanderson was pitiless. " Your father did not wish me to speak to you. He thinks Christopher would never let you dis- cover the difference, but I know that he cannot help it. You would discover it for yourself, and HER LADYSHIP. 33 then there would stretch before you a long life of regret. Caring for Mr. Battermau as you do, you might be happy but for the thought, which cannot fail to come, that he married you out of honor and pity, and that you have spoiled his life." She still held the girl's hand, which lay limp in hers. Alice was not the saint who could clasp the hand that smote her. Her father was a sort of hero, a creature all sweetness and kindness. His wife had never allowed him to come close enough to his children for them to understand his faults, or to believe for a second that she ruled him. To them he was the wise, dignified ruler of his household. That he had seen her humiliation was the bitterest drop in Alice's mis- ery. His indorsement made any possibility of a mistake out of the question. The idea that her mother could be lying never for one instant crossed her mind, and yet how easy it would have been to prove it ! She had only to speak to her father, and if it were untrue the whole fabric would fall to the ground. She did not know that Mrs. Sanderson was absolutely sure that there would be no confidences between father and child. She had made that out of the question by years of intermediation. They were as far re- moved as the peasant who kneels to a saint and his God. 34 HER LADYSHIP. "I have thought over this for weeks for months. Once I thought it best to go to Mr. Batterrnan, and ask him to go away and let your girlish fancy die, so that, as time progressed, and you became older, you would laugh at your youthful folly ; and then I thought you would prefer this." ' ' Yes, yes, a thousand times yes ; I certainly should. Will you go now, mamma, and leave me alone ? ' ' Mrs. Sanderson leaned over and kissed the girl tenderly on the cheek. " Forgive me, my daughter," she said. "Yes, yes, you are right. It was the only thing to do. But promise me one thing. Do not tell papa. I,et him think, won't you, that I saw it for myself, that I was not so stupid and silly and blind ? Promise me." "I promise;" and a moment later, as Mrs. Sanderson closed the door behind her, and stood alone in Alice's sitting room, she smiled at that promise, a smile that was full of satisfaction as well as appreciation of what appeared to her a humorous point. Alice lay for moments, stunned with wounded pride, and with something that went deeper than that. Of course she saw it all now. Of course Batterrnan was all that her father and mother thought him. It was for those qualities that HER LADYSHIP. 35 she loved him. As she thought of her broken dream, she put her face in the pillow, and al- most choked with sobs that a young girl's throat should never feel. He should never, never know that she had loved him. She turned and touched the button for her maid, and with a woman's instinct asked for the prettiest house gown she owned. ' ' Is Lord Lurgan well enough to come down to breakfast, Celeste ? ' ' she asked. " Oh, yes, miss. He has been up this hour. His sprain has been so bad that he can do no walking, and they have brought a chair that the men can carry for him. He is in the breakfast room with your mamma now, miss, looking as handsome as a picture. But he is not so hand- some as Mr. Batterman is. ' ' Alice winced at the woman's insinuating tone. So even the servants knew her secret, knew that she was only waiting for a man to throw his handkerchief ! Probably they thought of her as the rich man's daughter who would buy a hus- band. ' ' I think Lord Lurgan much the handsomer, ' ' she said. "He has had more oh, I suppose you people like Mr. Chris' style," she went on loftily. ' ' Mr. Batterman is so good that every- body thinks him handsome." She lingered over her dressing, and had the 36 HER LADYSHIP. maid bring her her coffee and roll. She ached with misery, and she was trying to hide it away some- where out of sight. Never before had she made so careful a toilet for the morning, and she was still hesitating at the glass when Batterman's card was brought up to her. V. T T seemed to Alice that the name on that little bit of pasteboard was yards high. It was the most dominating thing in the room. She now felt some of Chris" magnetism in its touch. She was young enough and girlish enough, and had sufficient imagination, to remember that it had just left his pocket and his hand, and she felt as a believer in relics might when he touches some- thing that has been the property of one of his saints. Two hours ago, with the assurance in her heart that they two loved each other, she would have t>een calm. Like every woman under such circumstances, she would have been quite mistress of the situation. Now it was altogether changed. "Tell Granger to wait a moment," she said indifferently. She was surprised at her own voice, and then her thoughts ran ahead of her. Of course we were all mere machines, she reasoned, if we cared to be. All there was to do was to let your brain sit up there aloft and control your body. It could not but be a willing servant if you insisted upon it. She would show them ! 37 38 HER LADYSHIP. She, Alice Sanderson, let a man marry her out of pity ? She began to say that she disliked him for his presumption, and all the time her heart, that heart whose longings were all to be so rudely re- versed, was beating heavily, sending nervous throbs into her throat. She finished a last detail or two of her toilet and opened the door to pass the man who stood there waiting with his tray. He was one of the old servants they had had in Lodge City. "Wait here a moment, Granger," she said, " and then go down and ask Mr. Batterman to come into the breakfast room. Mamma is there, is she not ? ' ' ' ' Yes, Miss Alice but Mr. Christopher ' ' ' ' Mr. Christopher must take us where he finds us, at this hour of the morning," she answered lightly, and walked to the staircase, which ran from the end of her hall down into the conserva- tory and led her on into the breakfast room. As she removed her hand from its bronze railing, she found that Constance was in one of her erratic flights. " Oh, say, Alice," she began, "are you going in to see Chris now ? He's here asking for you. Mother has just sent me back up stairs. I think she wants to impress Lord Lurgan with an idea of the discipline she has over me. It appears to be her fancy that she can make him believe I was HER LADYSHIP. 39 brought tip in a pinafore on cold mutton, like those English schoolgirls in the novels." She gave a crowing chuckle which was yet overflow- ing with merriment. "I'll bet a dollar she thinks he thinks I never read a novel, unless it was ' Ivanhoe ' or some dusty old thing ! I love to see mother sit for her picture. But are you going in to see Chris ? ' ' "Where is he?" ' ' In the library. He has something on his mind. I know from his looks." "I sent for him to come into the breakfast room. They are all there, aren't they?" " If you mean mother and I^urgan " " I/urgan ! Oh, Connie ! You are getting so dreadfully ill bred." " Now that's just where you show how little you know ! In all the novels they always call them by their last names. They sign letters that way. You'll be calling him Lurgan all over the place. Now you needn't look like that. I know I'm " She set her small mouth, and instead of going up stairs, walked straight into the library, where Batterman stood looking out of the window at the lake and its boats gleaming in the morning sun. "Say, Chris," she said, "when Alice marries Lord, Lurgan, won't she call him ' L,urgan ' ? Isn't that fashionable ? ' ' 40 HER LADYSHIP. ' ' What are you talking about ? ' ' Batterman asked, with some impatience. ' ' I am talking about calling an English lord by his title. I knew that years ago. Alice said it was ill bred, and she wouldn't do it, but I guess she'll find out I am right when she gets over there." "If you please, Mr. Batterman," old Granger interrupted, " Miss Alice will see you in the breakfast room." "I believe I'll make a sneak back with you, Chris. Mother sent me up stairs to study, but I am dying to stay. I have a thousand questions I want to ask his lordship. ' ' "Are they all there?" " That's what Alice asked. If you mean is our noble guest there, he is. Mother isn't feed- ing him, but she's doing everything short of it." "See here, Connie, I want to see your sister for a few moments. ' ' "She knows it, but she can't tear herself away. Come into the breakfast room. They will all be going out of there in a moment, and then you can get your chance. Come along." The breakfast room at The Pillars, as Mrs. Sanderson had named her home, was smaller and cozier than the great banqueting hall which might have held the chief of a feudal castle and HER LADYSHIP. 41 all his retainers. Lurgan, lying at his ease in a chair, which had been purchased for his use that very morning, thought that his lines had fallen into pleasant places, and that Mrs. Sanderson was a very jolly, clever sort of woman. Up to this, he had thought rather more of her than of the pretty stepdaughter, although Alice had al- ways been in his mind as a possible source of income. He frankly admitted to himself that he had come to America to marry a rich girl. He had been in New York, and he had decided that the mothers and fathers of most of the eligible young women he had met there would expect too much. They were hardly American at all ; they had the ways and habits of thought of people in his own class and yet he could not quite take them upon that footing. Marrying one of those girls, whose fathers had Scotch shooting boxes, and who seemed to know the London season just a trifle more thoroughly as they were a bit sharper in everything than he himself did, was not what he wanted at all. He had the old fashioned theory of marrying an American girl to sail away with her and her fortune, and leave her relatives on their native shore. Miss Sanderson appeared to represent the proper type exactly, but he was in no particular hurry. He had unlimited faith in his own power of marrying the American girl. He had a good 42 HER LADYSHIP. position, and his carelessly sowed wild oats had never grown tall enough to cast a deep shadow over it. He thought that he had mowed down the one stalk which showed any tendency to do so. This morning, however, Mrs. Sanderson had put a new idea into his head. ' ' You must forgive me for giving you a bit of a warning," she said laughingly. " But my hus- band has a young follower who is a little trouble- some at times. I cannot tell Mr. Sanderson that young Mr. Batterman is an annoyance, but some- times I wish I were less scrupulous," she went on, with a comically humorous smile. "He is allowed to do pretty much what he likes in the guise of a lifelong friend. The last thing was to annoy my stepdaughter by trying to make love -to her. If the manifestation happens to be ex- hibited to you in any unpleasant fashion, I beg that you will consider this an apology. ' ' And lyUrgan had laughed : "I used to have a cousin who was a chap like that. Indeed, I have him yet. He was so good we couldn't turn him out, but we used to wish we could." But not long after, when Alice came in to say "Good morning," and Batterman's rather set face and somewhat stiff manner followed her, Lurgan could not prevent putting into his manner a certain empressement for which he assuredly had not planned. It was perhaps as much a sur- HER IvADYSHIP. 43 prise to him as to Batterman that she answered him as she did, and came to sit beside him. Her color was brilliant and high, and her tongue ran along in the gayest girlish talk, while Chris' face grew harder every moment, and the point of his chin more determined. When he had declined the coffee Mrs. Sanderson pressed upon him, he arose, and deliberately seated himself within two feet of Alice. I^urgan settled himself in his chair. If he was to be shut up in a house, certainly they could not have provided him with a better piece of amusement. When L,urgan was a little boy, he had been found one day, carrying an armful of kittens from their native loft out into the rain. It was discovered, upon investigation, that he had done the same thing three or four times in the course of the morning. It %ad afforded him a complete satisfaction to see the anxious mother cat pick them up one by one and carry them laboriously up ladders until she supposed them safe again. The present worry of Batterman gave him something of the same pleasure. He cynically believed that this pretty girl was merely showing him off, letting her poor Western lover see that she was quite able to have an English peer in her train ; and he was ready to assist her. ' ' You Americans are quite too luxurious, ' ' he was saying. " I shall have nothing to offer you 44 HER LADYSHIP. at my place when you come over next year. It was only the other day that we had steam put into Salby Chase. I can keep you warm, which we consider a luxury ; but all this beautiful lighting and ventilating business we haven't reached." 1 ' But you will have many other things, ' ' Alice said. ' ' To one who has been unfortunate enough to fill several years' memory space with the ways of a raw mining town, age and moss and tradi- tions are part of heaven. ' ' ' ' We can give you all of those, but are you certain, Miss Sanderson, that you would not want your mining camp again ? ' ' ' ' Now you are being unpleasant. Must I have my fitness for the wild corners of -the earth thrust upon me ? Do I so surely carry the mark of it? Must I be condemned to remain in an environment like that ? ' ' ' ' You might make a ' part of heaven ' of even that," Lurgau said audaciously, conscious of the man's face behind hers. ' ' But I do not wish to, ' ' she hastily an- swered. ' ' Then it is quite certain that you may have any part of the earth you want. Take mine. Salby Chase is at your disposal. It is old enough, and mossy enough, and crammed full of tra- dition. We have every sort of a story, and a family portrait to authenticate most of them. My HER LADYSHIP. 45 people have been tradition makers. They never knew how to die decently in their beds. They were always taken off in the midst of something, leaving a ghost behind to ' finish the job,' as you people say." " Do not be too generous," the girl said, con- scious, too, almost hysterically conscious, of the face behind her. ' ' You might repent. ' ' Not only was Batterman perplexed, but his good taste was wounded. He recognized the al- most insolent tone of the man who lay there in the chair, and his hand ached to strike him. His was not the peevish nature which could blame Alice. He did not understand her, but the dogged loyalty of years would not let him be- lieve that her words and actions, in this short hour, were a real contradiction of the character of the girl he had known so long and so well. He took himself sharply in hand, and wondered if he were not mistaken, if his sensitive nerves were not exaggerating the light talk of a young girl to a guest in her father's house. He scorned himself for foolish and unmanly jealousy. Yet all the reasoning in the world would not make less tight the tension of his heart and brain. Stronger and stronger grew his determi- nation that he must put Alice's heart to the test of words now. His talk with her father had changed everything, since only yesterday. He 46 HER LADYSHIP. would not take even the evidences of his own senses against her. She must tell him. It was probably just such girlish talk as this that had misled her father into thinking she cared for Lurgan. He would have been more than human had he not blamed her a little, but Batterman was of that best type of American manhood which allows an almost unlimited latitude to the pure, good woman he loves. He did not measure her by anything like his own standard. He had an attitude of waiting which delighted Lurgan, which was food for the Englishman's vanity, but which made Mrs. Sanderson uneasy. She had known Batterman a long time, she knew that he was not one who gave up anything easily, and she could see in his face something of which Lurgan, with his thick shell of self admiration, and his belittlement of all mankind not born in his own order, was quite unconscious an ex- pression of distaste and contempt. If Alice once became aware of this attitude of Batterman' s, her mother knew that all hope of marrying her to Lurgan might as well be given up. She might crucify the girl's heart for pride's sake, but she could not take away her belief in Batterman' s judgment. Alice would be likely to cling to that with all of a young girl's romanticism, all the more because she must give him up as a lover. Mrs. Sanderson needed every moment of Lur- HER LADYSHIP. 47 gan's stay for the furthering of her plans, and she needed an open field. She had never won any of her battles by timid methods. She knew that it is the bold stroke which counts. She had taken a few minutes to get Connie safely out of the way, and then she came back from the con- servatory with a butterfly orchid on her hand- some, round, ringless finger. ' ' Are you interested in orchids, I^ord I^ur- gan ? ' ' she asked as she held it out. "It is a new craze with me, and like all late devotees, I am mad on the subject." ' ' I know less about them than about anything on earth, but I think they are no end lovely." He took the flower, and dropped it casually on Alice's shoulder after he had admired it for a second. Her dress was cut a little low in the neck, and its purplish pinkness was a delicate contrast to the girl's white skin, on which one of the petals rested. In an instant Batterman was on his feet, and had brushed the flower to the floor. Then he stooped and picked it up, and handed it to Lurgau as if he supposed that he had dropped it accidentally, and was unable through his lame- ness to recover it. Mrs. Sanderson spoke hastily. ' ' I am going to ask you to come into the con- servatory and see my orchids. I have not many, but I think they look rather well." 48 HER LADYSHIP. At a signal two men came forward, and half lifted and half rolled the invalid chair out of the room, while Mrs. Sanderson kept up a loud, gay chatter. Battennan filled up the doorway, and turned to Alice. VI. A S Batterman thus took possession of her, a ** protest arose in Alice's mind. She dreaded the interview. She did not know what she was going to do or say. She only conned one lesson over and over and over in her mind. She must, she nmst, tell him that it was all a mistake, that she did not love him, that he had entirely mis- taken her. She wished he had seen that she was trying to tell him so, and had gone away without giving her this awful trial and making her tell the awful lie that was before her. But there was nothing left but to tell it, and to put into it all the meaning of which she was capable. " I came here this morning with your father's sanction," Batterman began. At the mention of her father all the color died out of Alice's face, and she winced. ' ' I came to say something to you which I tried to say yesterday. You must hear me now, Alice. Will you come into the library ? I think we shall be undisturbed there. ' ' "Yes, I will come." Determined to believe in her as he was, Batter- man could not fail to notice the great difference 49 50 HER LADYSHIP. in her manner between today and yesterday. It was exactly what he would expect of a woman who had been vulgarly "flirting." He would not let his mind contemplate such a possibility. Her father's words of a few hours ago came back to him. Perhaps he was taking a young girl too seriously ; he was ready to begin to allow as much ; but Alice ! He had seen her grow up in her frank maidenhood ; she was so sincere, so genuine. He turned as she preceded him through the library door, and closed it gently behind her. Then, all his fine self showing out of his kind, grave eyes, Batterman stood before her. He did not get a chair for her. They both realized that a great moment had come in their lives, and they stood to meet it. He had intended to say such gentle, tender things to her when the crisis came. He had had plenty of time to think of it. But now he spoke abruptly, and brought out that hackneyed old sentence which has done duty in novels and plays until it is known as well as the marriage service, though it seldom does actual service under natural circumstances. "Alice," he said, "I have come here to tell you that I love you with all my heart, more than all the world beside, and to ask you to be my wife." Batterman's voice was full of feeling, and to HER LADYSHIP. 51 the trembling girl who had put out a hand and picked up some trifle from the table before her, blinded, bewildered by her own emotion, it vibrated like a chord on some great organ. She drew in her breath and swallowed something. What she wanted to do, what she felt that she must do, was to put her head on the front of Chris' coat and tell him all about it. He would understand her and tell her exactly what to do. It W 7 as Chris, whom she knew so well ; Chris, who knew the instant solution to every difficulty ; Chris, who had just told her, although she knew it already, that he loved her more than all the world beside ; Chris, whom she was in the habit of believing implicitly. Here was peace and rest, and the end of every burden, particularly that big black one which had come in her step- mother's hand this morning, and which, was crushing her heart and, it seemed to her, her life. She clasped her hands and looked at him with a real appeal, which Chris could hardly resist. Perhaps, if Batterman had been a little less of the chivalrous gentleman he was, had had a grain of coarse assurance, he would have utterly de- molished her point of view, and shattered her determination. If Alice, young, trusting, in her heart half believing that it was all a mistake, could once have reached the haven of his arms, 52 HER LADYSHIP. she never would have left it. But he stood waiting, and she hesitated. His words, as the form of them was shaped in her mind, sounded perfunctory. Of course they were the lesson he had learned and had come to say. With her vivid imagination she thought of him as being overcome with self pity as he said them. Of course this was a good and honorable man ; a declaration of love he considered her due, and he would not disappoint her. " I am very sorry you have told me this," she said in a tone so low that it was with difficulty that he caught her words. " I do not I can- not " Then she caught Batterman's eyes. His face was grave to sternness. She held up her head with something like defiance. ' ' I am afraid I have misled you, Mr. Batterman. " Her voice was calm to coldness. ' ' You have taken my friendship for something else. ' ' "Yes, I have," Batterman said quite simply. " I believed that you loved me, or I should not have spoken. ' ' Again the color flamed in her cheeks, at this seeming corroboration of what she had heard. It hardened her heart. " I did not, I do not, I never have. It is all a mistake. I am very sorry I am sorry you ever felt it necessary to speak. ' ' Batterman was silent for a moment which HER LADYSHIP. 53 seemed like an eternity to Alice. The toy she had picked up from the table claimed her at- tention again, and she looked it over minutely. She never saw it again without a sick remem- brance of that hour. " I am sorry too," he said, " but for one thing. It is wrong that any woman as young as you are should have the love of a man she does not care for brought to her. It was all my mistake. I put into your heart, in fancy, something of what was in my own. It has been a fairy tale. Well ' ' he reached over and took her hands into his big, strong ones " I am going away today." ' ' Going away ? Where ? ' ' There was consternation in her tone. It almost made Batterman laugh in pure bitterness of spirit. She could stand here calmly after he had believed that he had seen the love of a woman in her face, in her tones, and in her eyes, ever since she had been a woman, and tell him that it had all been a mistake ; and then in the next moment she gave him a new proof of her love. What could he think, when her eyes grew dark and her face pale at the mention of his going away ? ' ' I am going to New Mexico to look at some mines which your father thinks of buying. I would not have gone had you had a different word for me today, but it is best for both of us that this should be ' good by. ' ' ' 54 HER LADYSHIP. "Yes," she said. Then, because she was young, and because she loved him, and because she could scarcely do without him, and because of a thousand things which culminated in an impulse, she held his hands and said : " I do not wish you to go. ' ' "Alice," Batterman said, "do not trifle with me. Tell me. Do you love me ? " And as she did not answer, he went on, "You do love me. What does this mean ? ' ' " I do not," she said proudly, " but I will not have you go away on my account." She was mistress of herself again, all womanly pride. She must show him that it was all a mistake, that she was not to be pitied, or to be married because she was her father's daughter. Better anything than that. He should stay and see that she did not love him. ' ' I will not drive you away into the wilder- ness, and I will not have you change our friend- ship. You must stay." ' ' You ask too much of me. ' ' ' ' Will it mean so much to you that my father will know that you have supposed I loved you when I did not ? ' ' Batterman dropped her hands in astonishment. This was an Alice he did not know, and whom he was beginning to think that he never had known. HER LADYSHIP. 55 " Were it to do a service to you, I would stay," he said. ' ' We will try and forget that I have been so foolish." He turned away toward the door, and she stood there. A great wave of tenderness for her went through him, and he went back and took her hands. " Alice," he said, " I am glad I spoke, for one reason. I want you to know that at any time or in any place where it is possible for me to do you a service, you have only to call me. I will come from any quarter of the earth, and will give you the best that I have to offer. ' ' He looked at her for a moment. She did not thank him, for she could not speak. He held her hands tightly, and then let them fall, and a few seconds later Alice heard the lock of the front door close with Batterman outside. VII. *"PHE subject of Batterraan's changed attitude toward Alice was not mentioned by any of the family, though perhaps only Connie was un- conscious of it. Mr. Sanderson looked wistfully at his daughter, and once his wife caught him following her from the dinner table into the draw- ing room. Mrs. Sanderson hastily broke off a con- versation with Lord Lurgan, and went in pursuit. Her husband's attention was always easily di- verted to herself, and she kept the words from being spoken which might have turned aside a stream of events. Christopher had gone back to the office and told Mr. Sanderson that he was right so far as Alice's indifference to himself was concerned ; but he could not believe yet that she found in Lurgan the ideal of her girlish fancy. Perhaps it was vanity, and it may have been instinct, which made him reason in this way. "I am ready to go to New Mexico, sir," he had said finally ; and that night he saw the lights of the villages which make the outskirts of Chi- cago flash by him. 56 HER LADYSHIP. 57 For the first time in his life he knew the real meaning of loneliness. He had become an orphan at sixteen, and had been obliged to leave school then. He had joined an expedition that was sur- veying the route of a new railroad, and by the time he was nineteen was in command of a squad of workmen under the chief engineer. This man, self made himself, liked the clever, well bred boy, and took him to South America. A revolution, and the death of the man who was his friend, threw Batterman on the world at twenty, with the assurance and experience of most men of forty. He had accepted Mr. Sanderson's offer of a place at the Gray Colt mine, and he had been the Chicago capitalist's constructor and adviser ever since. He had known what it was to live for weeks without ever seeing even a printed word in English, to lie out under the stars at night on a high Peruvian mountain, a thousand miles from anywhere, with only Portuguese labor- ers near him. He had been homeless, and with- out a close friend, but life and its good had all been before him. Now that he had lost some- thing which he had discovered to be part of the very fiber of his soul the hope, the ever growing certainty, that Alice Sanderson was to make up to him for all things he felt a gap which it would take years to fill. The air castle to which all his roads led was in ruins, and as he had not 58 HER LADYSHIP. the strength of mind to make new ones, or to turn back, he could only stand still and look at the wreck of his hopes, and try as best he could to explain to himself why the disaster had been so complete. Even yet he clung to his belief in Alice. He even let his mind dwell for a moment upon the sensational theory that she had been hypnotized. How could her whole character seemingly change in one night ? Before he left Chicago, however, Batterman had found time to do one thing, for which some people will doubtless condemn him. He cabled to an old friend in London, one of the few close friends he had ever made a quiet, studious man, who had left the wild life of an active mining engineer to become an attach^ of a great London office. His message asked for the fullest par- ticulars of the life of the Earl of Lurgan, and the general estimate of his character. He gave Clayton full liberty to go about making these discoveries in any way he chose. It was not a course he felt like suggesting to Mr. Sanderson, and he saw al- ready that Mrs. Sanderson would keep her hus- band from doing it upon his own account. He directed the answer sent to the post office nearest to the mines in New Mexico. He would stay there for a month, at any rate, within which period he expected a reply to reach him. HER LADYSHIP. 59 When he reached his destination, Batterman found a state of affairs he had not expected. He reflected grimly that by her refusal of him, and by his consequent coming down here, he had probably added a million or so to Miss Alice San- derson's fortune. The mine had virtues which neither its first owner nor the Olla Smelter people had discovered, and he immediately telegraphed this fact to Mr. Sanderson, strongly advising him to buy the property and begin work at once. The answer he received astonished him. Mr. Sanderson felt that he had mines enough, and he would not touch this one. Batterman wrote the strongest possible letter, still urging the pur- chase. The reply he received was vague and full of kindness, but still declining to take the property, and giving as a reason the fact that Mrs. Sanderson had grown alarmed at so much of her husband's fortune being invested in mines, and had asked him to give her a promise that he would go into no more ventures of this description. The situation was embarrassing for Batterman, as he had practically given his word that the property would be taken. For half a dozen years he had been in the habit of closing negotiations of this sort for Sanderson, but the letter ignored this fact entirely. Almost all one moonlight 60 HER LADYSHIP. night he sat by the door of the little wooden " shack " where he was living, and thought the matter over. Perhaps, after all, it was best that he should let the break come now. His modest savings were sufficient to make a payment on this mine. He had about thirty thousand dollars. If his belief in it were correct, the millions which came out of it would be his own. He wrote to Sanderson and told him that he felt in honor bound to take the mine, and as his employer refused to carry out the bargain, he would do so in his own name. A few days later, when a reply came, he felt that he was growing sore and sensitive when Mr. Sanderson's letter read to him almost like the words of a man who was relieved of a responsibility. He could not know how Mrs. Sanderson had used every argu- ment at her command to bring about this state of affairs; how she had made her gentle, kind, yielding husband believe that the happiness of his daughter depended upon it. Mr. Sanderson offered him any help it was in his power to give, and commended him for the desire to take up a business for himself, quite ignoring his often ex- pressed hope of presently making the young man his partner in fact and name, as he had long been in action. But Battermau did not allow one disloyal thought to one who had been his friend so long. Now, as always, he pushed away HER LADYSHIP. 6 1 from him the consciousness of the older man's weaknesses, and wrote, thanking him for his kind- ness, but accepting none of his offers. It was time for the report to come from Ixm- don, and when the month wore on and it did not appear, Batterman telegraphed again. Clayton's answer was prompt: "Mailed full statement twentieth." This was now the thirty first, and any day Chris might expect to get information which he felt he might have to send on to Chicago. He set his teeth as he realized that he would prob- ably be called a meddlesome coward in case there was any reason why Lurgan should not be the familiar inmate of the household where Alice lived. The superstition which would allow a man to shield another when they were both lovers of the same woman had no sort of weight with him. Perhaps he was too primitive, but he saw no reason why he should not look out for dangers for the woman he loved, and try to shield her from them even though she were not for him. It was a long gallop over the sun baked mesa to the little platform station where the train passed once a day, but Batterman made it him- self, evening after evening, his broad sombrero flapping before his face and cooling the still, hot air of that Southern country. 62 HER LADYSHIP. At last the letter arrived, and with it came a thick, creamy envelope directed in a schoolgirl's hand which he recognized as Connie's. The latter he put in his pocket. The temptation to read it first was almost irresistible ; it would be full of news of Alice ; but he was going to know the contents of this other letter first. It was written in the precise hand of Clayton, and every word contained therein appeared to be quite to the point : DEAR CHRIS : The ISarl of I^urgan belongs to a family which has not done anything, for a hundred years, to publicly disgrace itself ; but some members of it have needed help to keep out of trouble. The earl's mother is an eccentric lady who ap- parently believed that boys were spoiled by being kept in too tight a rein ; consequently, she gave her son none at all. At twenty, he had an establishment which was talked about, but I believe that generally it is supposed to be a thing of the past. It seemed, however, worth looking into. I find that a cottage in the very grounds of Salby Chase is occupied by a young widow who lives there with a companion, does a great deal of charitable work, and is now and then called upon by the rector's wife. The Dowager I^ady Lurgan never pays her any attention, but she must know that Mrs. Welles is the lady who assisted her son to receive his friends ten years ago, as it was she who turned the establishment out of doors. That is about all. He has great estates, but both he .and his mother are in debt. Does he want to buy a mine or marry your chief's daughter ? Yours as always, CLAYTON. ' ' I knew there was something about the brute, ' ' Chris said, and he opened Connie's letter. Inside HER LADYSHIP. 63 was another envelope, thick and white, with a few lines scribbled on it : DEAR CHRIS : I found you had not had your invitation, although we are so stylish that the others have been gone a week. Think of Alice being " her ladyship " ! CONNIE. His hands trembled so that he could hardly pull out the cards which told him that he was asked to the marriage of "their daughter, Alice, to George John Algernon, Karl of I^urgan, on the loth day of December." This was the 5th. It would take him four days to get to Chicago. VIII. TT was on the morning of Alice's wedding day that Batterman sprang out of a cab before the great doors of the Sanderson house. There was an air of festivity throughout the place. Two carriages stood at the side, under the wide porte cochere, with wedding favors at the horses' heads and on the men who stood ready to take them out. It was old Granger who let him in, or he would probably have been told that none of the family could possibly be seen this morning. The ceremony was to be at twelve, and the bride would leave the house in an hour. But Granger let him into the library. "It is Mr. Sanderson who will be glad of a minute to say how d'ye do, Mr. Batterman, sir," old Granger said. " I will speak to him." But Mr. Sanderson was not allowed to come down for more than a moment alone. As Granger knocked at his dressing room door, it was Mrs. Sanderson who looked out of her own to ask what was wanted. When she heard that it was Batterman, a frown drew itself between her eye- brows for the first time that day. 64 HER LADYSHIP. 65 She had felt almost as if she were walking on air. Her own success bewildered her. She could scarcely believe that she had been able to play with Alice's feelings, and with the paternal anxiety of her husband, until she had brought this to pass. It had been frankness between her and l,urgan after the first two days, and they laid their plans together. In the short space of three weeks, Alice had promised to marry the young Englishman, and had said that she did not care at all how soon it came off. What possible difference did it make to her ? She might as well do what everybody expected of her. I,urgan was pleasant, and ready, and quite unobtrusive. He did not offend her by love making. Of course, her own fancy was caught by the thought of being an English peeress, and her speedy mar- riage would teach Batterman how greatly mis- taken he had been in thinking that she loved him. Never, never, she told herself, could she wipe out the shame of that humiliation. Of course, to the wise and elderly, and to those to whom the temptation of salving wounded pride and becoming a countess at the same time has never been given, all these reasons are con- temptible ; but to Alice, a young girl who felt that her heart and her love were dead forever, they were quite sufficient. She had not been allowed time to think Mrs. Sanderson had at- 66 HER LADYSHIP. tended to that. Now, in this hour before they set out for the church, that lady thought she had earned a moment's respite from vigilance, and here was the tiresome Batterman obtruding him- self. "Richard," she called to her husband, "if you are going to see Mr. Batterman, ask him to come up here. I should like to see him, too." And when Batteruiau handed out the letter which Clayton had written, it was to see it passed into Mrs. Sanderson's hands. " Why do you bring us this vulgar piece of gossip, Mr. Batterman ? ' ' she asked with extreme haughtiness. ' ' I cannot call it a vulgar piece of gossip, Mrs. Sanderson. It cannot be too late to save Alice until she is actually married to this man. You know that her happiness is more to me than all the world beside." " I can hardly believe that, when you come to bring the blight of a scandal upon her wed- ding day. She is about to marry a young man who is in every way a suitable match for her, who loves her, and whom she loves. It is in- sulting to both of them that a discarded suitor should be allowed to come to her father, at this hour, and carry tales to the discredit of the man she is to marry. Christopher Battermau, I never supposed you were jealous and spiteful." HER LADYSHIP. 67 Mrs. Sandersoii would have liked to order Battermaii out of the house, but she had had a glimpse of her husband's face, and saw him more moved than she had ever known him. She could only try to belittle the accuser ; but Sandersoii put his hand on her arm with a silencing gesture. " I do not think this an idle thing. If this is true, it should be told to Alice. In any case, Lurgan should be asked to deny it." "You know it cannot be true." " I know Clayton," her husband said. ' ' At least it cannot be true that that person is there now. You cannot oh, Richard ! " Mrs. Sanderson clasped her hands and tears came into her eyes; and even as she cried she thought that tear marks would be expected of her on a day like this. "You cannot ruin the child's happiness, and cover her with humiliation on her wedding day, for a bit of hearsay gossip about an indiscretion of a man's youth. It is im- possible. If 3^ou stopped the marriage now, Alice would never hold up her head again. And Connie ! / can remember that we have more than one child." Sanderson looked at her and wavered. " She loves Lurgau. You see she loves him, and he loves her. You have seen men who had not been saints in their boyhood turn into strong men and good husbands. ' ' 68 HER LADYSHIP. "She is right, Batterman," Mr. Sanderson said at last. ' ' I have not the heart to go to her now with this story." ' ' But you should go to I/urgan with it. ' ' "Nor that!" Mrs. Sanderson said, and she threw the paper into the open fire. " Pardon me, Mr. Batterman, but I must ask you to excuse us. You have made us both miserable, but I wiU not consent to your making others unhappy. ' ' "The carriages are ready, madam," the man at the door announced. "You go up to Alice and bring her down," Mrs. Sanderson said hastily, turning to her hus- band ; and before Batterman quite realized it, he was walking down the hall, was on the staircase, every step seemingly bringing him to his own execution. Up stairs Alice was turning about to take a last look into the pretty room she was leaving. It was only the other day she had come here, wild with delight at all the pleasures of life before her, and she felt it with a dull ache which seemed to her as if it would never stop conscious of a strong, deep human love which she told herself was dead forever now. What mattered it. what became of this stupid, unfeeling Alice Sanderson? They called her again, the maids and her mother and Connie and her father surrounded her, telling her of late arrived presents, of a thousand things. HER LADYSHIP. 69 She hardly knew how she got through the ceremony. She seemed to be walking in a mist. Voices sounded afar. There were flowers and lights and music ; she said some words, and then she turned away, having exchanged her father's arm for another, which was larger and firmer, but not so familar. She had only one shock of consciousness, and that was at the door, when she looked up and saw Batterniau's white face. He had not gone into the church. Her heart contracted, her step was unsteady for a moment, and then, poor child, she remembered that it was that Chris might see it all that she had come to this place. And then confusion settled about her again, and she was left to think her own thoughts. She had a feeling of repulsion when I/urgan put his hand on hers in the carriage, and she gently drew away. She did not dislike him, but he disturbed her. There was the rush of the breakfast, the change of dress, the drive to the private car which was to take them all to New York. It was all so unnatural, that one more touch, in having L,urgan almost always beside her, was hardly noticeable. It was only at last, when the steamer left its dock, and she stood on the deck, waving good by to her people on the pier, that a little thrilling consciousness of what she had done possessed her. 70 HER LADYSHIP. They were rapidly moving down the bay, and New York and America were becoming parts of the landscape, when she turned and looked at the man beside her, and realized that he was her hus- band. For him she had given up home and country and friends, and to her he was a stranger. IX. T^HB demesne of Salby Chase was a large one, but like most properties in the agricultural counties of England, it had suffered from de- pression during the past ten years. Lurgan had done absolutely nothing to improve it by helping his people. His mother had had almost com- plete control of the estate ; all he asked was an income, and he did not receive enough to keep him from contracting debts, against which the dowager had not remonstrated. ' ' Boys will be boys, and I^urgan will marry a wife one of these days," she always said com- fortably. There was an ingrained selfishness in him upon which she thoroughly relied, knowing its workings within herself. And now he had done exactly what she had advised and supposed he would do when he went to America brought home a rich wife. Lady Lurgan was waiting for their arrival at Salby Chase this February evening, with a house party of guests about her. Steam had been put through the old building, but for all that logs of burning wood sent their pungent odors through 72 HER LADYSHIP. the house. A more or less talkative group gathered about the tea table when Lady Lurgan poured tea. Most of the people had something of the look of herself and her son, and as a mat- ter of fact they were all more or less distantly related. Their dark skins, eyes a trifle too close together, and narrow foreheads sho\ved people of the same racial characteristics. Lady Lurgan's teeth were large, and a trifle prominent when she talked, and she wore a headdress made of a lace handkerchief which gave her an appearance of being crowned. Her hands, as they moved about over the cups and saucers, were full of nervous force and energy. Unlike Mrs. San- derson, she did not feel that she was too rich to wear rings, for her fingers were covered with them, many of dim old stones in antique settings. They were the hands of a strong woman, with considerable imagination. Only a few feet from the dowager sat her niece, Lady Fortescue, who was a curious commentary upon her aunt's appearance, showing as she did what L^dy Lurgau might have looked like long ago, when the flame of youth burned within her. Nobody ever passed Lady Fortescue by without a second look. She was taller by an inch or two than almost any woman she knew. The others said that that last inch, at least, was due to arti- ficial aid, because it was only after giantesses be- HER LADYSHIP. 73 came fashionable that she took it on. She was delightfully slender, with the sweet roundness of a very young girl, although she was past thirty. There could be no doubt that the color in her hair and cheeks was genuine, for she threatened to dye her hair black, because its natural bright blonde tint was unfashionable and " vulgar " for the moment ; and besides, her color varied as she moved and spoke. But it was her eyes and mouth that held everybody with a momentary stare of wonder. Her thick brows, darker than her hair, met in a point over her nose, making heavy marks that would have been disproportion- ate to most eyes. But I/ady Fortescue had a pair of lamps which would have asserted them- selves had they been placed under a bushel. Nobody ever knew exactly what color they were only that they were big and very brilliant. They were conspicuous enough when their owner's face was in repose, but when she smiled, with full crimson lips parted over teeth as bril- liant as her eyes, the effect w r as almost startling. A jealous woman once said that Lady Fortescue reminded her of the wolf in the story of Red Ridinghood, but everybody else thought her re- mark stupid as well as unkind. Theo Fortescue had not married until com- paratively late. She had no fortune, and people generally thought she would end by marrying 74 HER LADYSHIP. some susceptible young man years her junior. There was always at least one of them dying of love for her, waiting at her elbows to fetch and carry. People even settled upon Lord Lurgan as her possible husband, but the dowager knew better than that. That worldly mother was in the habit of calling attention to the success with which she had brought up her son, and frankly naming some of her methods for keeping him out of the way of designing ' ' husband hunters. ' ' In her heart she knew that her niece did not care one straw for Lurgau, and did not want to marry him ; but she did not know when Theo might see fit to change her mind. It was a relief to everybody when she finally accepted old Lord Fortescue, who was a new baron, if he was sixty five, and who needed somebody to spend the money which had come in from his Cornish mines. His wife was doing it admirably. Standing with his back to the blaze, cutting the heat off from about one third of the room, was a brother in law of Lady Lurgan' s, who was accept- ing his nephew's marriage with all the philosophy that could be expected of a man whose home seemed likely to be broken up. When the late Earl of Lurgan died, his widow brought her hus- band's brother, the Hon. Captain Alfred Innis, to Salby Chase, as her assistant in its manage- ment. Captain Innis had served first in a crack HER LADYSHIP. 75 cavalry troop and then in a line regiment, but early in his career, without one word of explana- tion unless it was privately talked over between him and his colonel he had sent in his papers, and come back from India to private life. " It seems to me, Cecilia," Captain Innis was saying, ' ' that you might have kept that tea out until the bride came. She's getting a dismal enough welcome as it is no arches, no joy bells, no grateful tenantry, and now cold tea." ' ' There will be fresh brought in for her, and since she is inevitably going to upset so many of our ways, I do not see why we should all begin to go thirsty so soon. She can keep us waiting for tea tomorrow if she cares to. ' ' " Or give us none at all," Lady Fortescue put in vivaciously. ' ' I hear that Americans do not serve it except upon ' days, ' as they call them. It is not a meal with them, but a function. They dress it up. They only have it once a week or a fortnight, and then they put green vines and ex- pensive roses on a pink satin tablecloth, and dress young girls in ball gowns to pour the tea out, and serve sweets and salted nuts with it. Aunt Cecilia, you should have pretended that this was a ' day,' and have let me wear my yellow tulle and pour the tea for the bride." "Why isn't anybody at the station? Why this gathering, as if the new Lady Lurgan was a 76 HER LADYSHIP. will that was going to be read?" a young man in a golf suit asked. "My dear boy, that is the case exactly," Lady Fortescue said. "She's the will. We have read some of the paragraphs, and we are carrying them out. Algernon wrote that they wanted no demonstration of any sort. I believe an American reporter has followed them all the way across the ocean to see their arrival, and to telegraph the meetings and the demonstrations. Probably he belongs to a rival paper to that owned by Lady Lurgan' s papa." 1 ' Does he own a newspaper ? ' ' " My dear ignorant child ! They all do. All those American millionaires own papers, which are kept by them to further their business interests and to report the gowns of their wives and daughters. ' ' ' ' Well, I hope Lady Lurgan will have some pretty ones," the blunt young man said tact- lessly. " I hear they can simply knock out our women at dressing." " Doubtless," Lady Fortescue said dryly. There was no time for anything more, for the opening of the great hall door could be heard, and Lady Lurgan arose with precipitation, and with a little paleness in her cheek. She was a woman who prided herself upon being practical, but it was a great deal to her to have her only HER LADYSHIP. 77 son bring home his bride, the woman who had taken her own name and title, who would sit in the seat which had been hers so long, and who would probably be the mother of the Karls of Lurgan to come. Her imagination sent pictures of varying possibilities before her mind's eye. She intended to be all that was possible to this young foreigner. In her heart she despised her a little, as one who had come with money in her hand to buy a title ; but they would have the great common interest of wishing to build up the estate and keep Lurgan within bounds. Lady Lurgan was determined to be friends with the newcomer if possible. But she almost stopped short when she saw the bride, so different was the reality from her ex- pectation. Alice had put on a long traveling cloak of dark cloth with a pearl lining, and as she threw it back, her fine, delicate figure in its dark, plain gown was relieved against it. Her eyes looked from a white face into those of Lady Lurgan with almost an appeal. It would have moved most women to take the slender, almost childish creature into their arms and comfort her, to assure her that her troubles were over and that she had a haven at last. But to L,ady L,urgan it meant the strongest repulsion. "She looks as if she were trying to tell the world that Algy beats her," she thought bitterly. 78 HER LADYSHIP. " She has no pluck, uo backbone. She is going to whine." A positive feeling of rage possessed her, and the friendliness and concern that had been in her face a moment earlier all died away. "I know you are very tired," she said after the introductions had been made, and I^urgan had greeted his relatives and friends, who were saying all sorts of congratulatory things to him ; "but a cup of fresh tea will revive you. For my part I cannot see why you came home now. It would have been far wiser to have remained on the continent until May or the first of June, as you did not come home in November. This is the season when all the clever people who can afford it go to the Riviera." Alice's face flushed crimson. She had learned, in the months since her marriage, that there was a bluntness of speech which was quite harmless and meaningless, though she had never been ac- customed to it ; but the reference to " affording " touched her in a tender spot. They had met a great many English people in Rome and Paris and Vienna during their months abroad, and always and everywhere there had been more or less frank allusions to her money, and to Lurgan's good fortune in securing it. She had longed to get to some place she might call " home." It was hardly that she was homesick HER LADYSHIP. 79 for Chicago. The great house there had never seemed home-like. It was like some brilliant pavilion upon a road, in which she had stopped to dance and make merry. She had a sense, sometimes, that she had no home. The house out by the mine, where the roses grew over the window, and where Chris came to luncheon and dinner, was home. She put that thought out of her mind, however, ignoring it as quickly as possible. It was something to which she must not let herself hark back for a moment. Perhaps she would find home at Salby Chase. She had several photographs of the beautiful old house, with its different orders of architecture so blended and covered over by ivy, and set about with terraces, that any incongruity was forgotten. She had put them out where she could look at them and dream about them as they wandered about the continent. Lurgan was good natured, ready to amuse her, and not very troublesome, and she had the respect for him which any un- spoiled young girl has for the man she marries. She felt that a great happiness could never be hers no, never ! But she could and would have a home. And this was it this house full of people who looked at her curiously as if she were a barbarian from some unknown corner of the earth. She had already acquiesced in I^urgan's wish that his mother should live with them. She 80 HER LADYSHIP. had no wish to be quite alone with her husband ; but she had not expected to be told that she was a fool for coming home. "Perhaps, I,ady Lurgan," Lady Fortescue began, and then hesitated. "Or Alice I may call you Alice, may I not ? I hear that there are no end of Alices in America since that queer song of Mr. Du Maurier's became a fad over there. Are you a genuine Alice, or are you a Sweet Alice of ' Ben Bolt ' creation ? ' ' "I was christened Alice, I believe," young Lady Lurgan said, a little stiffly. ' ' Now that is another interesting thing that I do want to ask you about. I have heard that there are hundreds and thousands of Americans that were never christened at all. They just give their children names, and if the children choose, they change them when they grow up." " Oh, I know a better story than that, Theo," Lurgan put in. "I heard it in Chicago. They have a railroad out there called the ' St. Paul. ' A very religious gentleman, who builds sectarian colleges and all that sort of thing, went down into ' the Street, ' as they call Wall Street in New York, and, as the Americans say, everlastingly squeezed it dry through operating in ' St. Paul. ' So, feeling rich and generous, he put up a big stained glass window in his college chapel, the design of which is ' The Conversion of St. Paul.' " HER LADYSHIP. 8 1 In the general laugh Alice stood up. "I ain very tired," she said, " and if you will allow me, I will go up for a little while before dinner. ' ' "Yes, indeed," Lady Lurgan replied hastily; ' ' I will show you your rooms myself. ' ' ' ' Do, mother, ' ' Lurgan said. ' ' I want to run around the stables for half an hour. I bought some horses in Vienna, and I want to see where I am to put them." But after he had held the door open for his mother and his wife to pass through, he did not turn toward the stables. Lady Fortescue had seated herself in a great Turkish chair, and put the toes of her satin slippers on the fender. Her big eyes were blazing and her mouth was open. Lurgan looked back at her, and saw a woman he could understand. With a certainty of being in loose and easy mental garments, he went back, sat down beside her on an ottoman, and picked up a plate of cake. One could talk about any- thing to Theo. ' ' What brought you back ? ' ' she asked, as if it were a secret. " Fact is," he said, nursing his knees, " that Alice wanted to come home. I think she wants to settle down. She's probably full of ideas about being the head of a great estate. Wants to go in for charities and that sort of thing." 82 HER LADYSHIP. ' ' Ah ! Model cottages, or jelly and blankets? ' ' " Not much in the model cottage way, I am afraid," Lurgau laughed. "I never could see the sense in making people uncomfortable at your own expense. They don't want to pay any more rent for clean houses than for dirty ones, and the clean ones are not half so picturesque. ' ' " But the jelly and blanket field is pretty well occupied," Lady Fortescue went on pensively. "You already have ladies in the neighborhood who devote a great deal of time to the amelio- ration of the poor. ' ' "See here, Theo," Lurgau said hastily, "be a little decent to Alice, can't you? She really is an awfully good sort. She hasn't any of those aggressive Yankeeisms that we are always hear- ing about. She is a credit to this house, and Heaven knows she has put a prop under it. ' ' " Oh, I am going to be decent to her quite ! I think she is beautiful, and really looks very ladylike. A great many of those American women do. They say it is their adaptability, that they have a regular trick of apiug every- thing they see. Now I do not doubt myself that your new wife will presently be more British than the queen herself, who, poor old lady, is mostly German after all. Don't you fear. I intend to be nice to the new Lady Lurgan. She is going to have a big house in town, and do a HER LADYSHIP. 83 lot of entertaining, and all that sort of thing, of course, eh ? Now our ship has cotne in? " ' ' I suppose so. ' ' " It isn't poor little me who is likely to disturb her peace." ' ' Do not go hinting about in that beastly fashion," I^urgan said impatiently. " Hinting about what ? " his cousin asked in- nocently ; but I/urgan only looked into the fire and said nothing. As Alice and Lady I^urgan went up stairs, the young girl could only notice with delight the beautiful old tapestries and carvings everywhere. In the turn of the stair was a beautiful Hoppner portrait of some dead and gone I^ady Lurgan sur- rounded by her four children. Just across was a L,awrence of a beautiful curly haired boy. The dowager stopped. " These are some pictures which we have just been able to buy back," she said pleasantly. ' ' When Algernon was at Oxford, he was so ex- pensive, and our income was so small, that we sold these pictures when he came of age, with a number of others. Fortunately, these two came into the market again about the time he became engaged to you, and knowing that he would be able to afford to keep the portraits of his ancestors now, and that you, being an American, would attach peculiar value to them, I bought them 84 HER LADYSHIP. back. I hope we shall be able to get the others as time goes by. ' ' "Thank you," Alice said faintly. "They are beautiful. ' ' ' ' Particularly the Lawrence. It is my hus- band's grandfather. He was killed at twenty eight in a duel in France, after he had eloped with his friend's wife. The earth was rid of a scoundrel when he left it," Lady Lurgan said pleasantly as she passed on. ' ' I used to think Algernon looked like him when he was a boy, but he is more like my people now." Alice gave a little shudder which reached from her shoulders to her heart. There was the same shape of eye and forehead' in the pretty boy, with his curls, as she saw in her husband's face. She tried to wonder what her own great grand- father had been like. She was sure, at any rate, that he had not been killed in a duel. "Here are your rooms. I hope you will like them. Lurgan had a man come up from London and do them over for you. Where is your maid?" " I told her she could get a cup of tea. She has had a headache all day. ' ' "I am afraid you are a little lax, my dear," Lady Lurgan said patronizingly. "Is she an American ? I hear they always have the head- ache. I would advise you to get a good Eng- HER LADYSHIP. 85 lish woman at once. I will attend to it for you." "Thank you," Alice replied sharply. . "I think I will keep the maid I have. I have had her some time. She is accustomed to my ways, and although she is French, she is welcome to have a headache now and then." " My dear, I am afraid you have a temper," L,ady L,urgan said. " Rest a while, and then put on one of your pretty American gowns and come down. We dine at eight. ' ' Alice took the long pins from her hat, flung it on the bed, and then, without taking off her coat, dropped into a chair before the fire. This was "home" ! X. " HTHERE is one thing I plainly see, Algy," Lady Fortescue said, one morning six weeks later. She had been over to the Mediter- ranean, and had been suddenly called back by the illness of her husband. Neither that nor his recovery had dimmed her color. ' ' That is, that your wife is going to settle down into a pony chaise. ' ' Lady Fortescue herself had no suggestion of pony chaises about her. She had ridden over, and while her habit had a splash here and there, her shoulders were too broad and her waist too nar- row to give any suggestion of rural lanes. She was sitting on a wooden bench in the window of the harness room at Salby Chase, where Lurgan had a desk in which he kept pipes and French novels. He had been looking at her with the admiration he had always felt for her, which, if it had not been always respectful, was at least quite genuine. "She is spending her time, I hear, going about like some new Lady Bountiful with gifts in her hand. I hear that the tenantry stand 85 HER LADYSHIP. 87 with ' God bless you's ' on their lips, their hats in one hand and the other outstretched, when- ever she goes by." "What nonsense ! This isn't a comic opera." "No?" ' ' Alice amuses herself by giving some toys to the children, I believe. It is rather silly, but if it amuses her, I do not see that it is anybody's business. ' ' "Certainly none of mine," said Theo cheer- fully. ' ' But I thought that all the children about here had dolls, and that they were all dressed in black, with neat collars and cuffs." ' ' Oh, stuff ! ' ' Then, catching her eye, his own grew reckless. ' ' They have had time to wear out. The youngsters probably need a new supply. ' ' ' ' And Alice is giving them out this time. But I have " ' ' Excuse me, Theo, ' ' I^urgan said with some resentment, ' ' but I do not want to hear any- thing more. The neighborhood must have some- thing to gossip about, I suppose, but I do not believe that it is as full of one subject as you would have me believe. Because a man tells a woman a thing in a fit of weakness, there is no reason why she should never let up on it. That old story is dead and buried. Let me and the rest go in peace. We have both forgotten it." " If that is true, what are some of the ' other 88 HER LADYSHIP. people ' doing here at your very gates, instead of in some other part of the country? " " If you are talking about the Chase Cottage, it has been empty these months." ' ' Ever since your marriage ? ' ' "Yes." "But " I/ady Theo began to speak, and then she laughed. A new idea had struck her. " Forgive my teasing, Algy. You know I never could help it. You are so good never to strike back. Is Alice at home ? I will run in to see her ; ' ' and she turned at the door and gave her cousin a smile which made him smile back with half closed eyes, and wonder what Theo was "up to." He knew perfectly well that he need never fear that she would betray his confidence. He had tried her too often for that, and she was not the woman to endanger the order of his house- hold by betraying anything unpleasant to his wife. But he knew that there were things Theo had never forgiven him, and that she might slip a rose leaf here and there under his bed of down, to give him an uneasy half hour. It was al- together probable that she had one in her hand now, and had started off to Alice He arose to follow her, and then, realizing that that was probably what she wanted him to do, he went back and sat down to his pipe and his novel. HER LADYSHIP. 89 It was a day of contentment with him. Just that day he had paid his last debt, and he had no present necessity for making any new ones. He gave the large and pleased sigh of a man whose conscience is at rest. He was going up to I,ondon in a few weeks more, to stay through the season, with a great establishment, with a place in the world which he had never had be- fore. He was married to a lovely young girl, and the whole world knew that she had brought him a large fortune. He would not ruffle his temper by going in there to be made into a shuttlecock for Theo to fling back and forth for her amuse- ment. He could afford to be content. L,ady Fortescue had not far to go. Alice was in her own little sitting room, writing letters, and tying up some packages. She looked up, glad to see her visitor, for, while her husband's cousin was not particularly attractive to her, she still kept the girlish nature which made her enjoy a visit, and she found I^ady Theo's ideas of America very amusing. " Come in," she said cordially. " I have just finished a letter to my young sister." " Is she also 3 r our father's daughter? " "Yes. We have different mothers." ' ' And your co-heiress ? ' ' "We never think of it exactly in that way. You may see them over this year. Mother 90 HER LADYSHIP. lias just written to ask about a house. She says that father misses rne very much, and wishes to come over for the season." "Ah ! " Lady For tescue said with considerable emphasis. ' ' I advise you to speak to Aunt Cecilia upon the subject. Doubtless she could find exactly the house that you want, or that your father wants. Is he very fond of society, going about, and all that ? ' ' "Not at all, but mother is," Alice answered innocently. " I think she would enjoy a London season very much." Already Alice was beginning to see that she and America were objects of curiosity to these people, that their habits of mind and ways of thought were entirely different from her own ; but she felt a certain security in the thought of her stepmother. Mrs. Sanderson would know how to manage them all. She even had visions' of conflicts between her mother and Lady Lur- gan, and she could see the suave way in which Mrs. Sanderson would inevitably come off victor. " Doubtless she would," Lady Fortescue said. ' ' Speak to my aunt about the house. By the way, I hear you are going in for charities and all that sort of thing." Alice's face flushed. " Not charities. I feel sorry for some of these poor people. They seem to have so little spirit to do anything for them- HER LADYSHIP. 91 selves. They are different from Americans in that way. It is pitiful to see how grateful they are for the least little thing. You know our poor people at least those who live in the country " But Lady Fortescue did not let her finish her sentence. " By the way," she said in off hand fashion, as she whipped a fleck of dust from her skirt. "You have a rival in charities on this estate. All that sort of thing has been supposed to belong to Mrs. Welles." " I do not remember her," Alice replied. "Is she somebody I ought to know ? " ' ' If you mean is she some one who has called here, no. I believe my aunt has never thought her worth calling upon. She lived until lately in one of the cottages on the estate, but she went away about the time that you were married. I heard today, however, that she had come back to this part of the county, and had taken a place a mile or two away. She had a pony carriage, and used to do a great deal of village visiting. Not exactly of the county families, you know, but interesting. Oh, yes very interesting. She used to wear black always, so I suppose she was a widow. It used to look just a trifle theatrical to me." " Black doesn't sound very theatrical." ' ' Oh, yes, it does with white collars and 92 HER LADYSHIP. cuffs. Mrs. Pat Campbell has worn it in some of her characters until you begin to have an un- pleasant association with the costume. But Mrs. Welles did the work you are doing now." ' ' I suppose I shall meet her, ' ' Alice said placidly. ' ' The cottages are all huddled to- gether. They are horrible little places. I am going to suggest pulling them down, and putting up some nice, dry, light American houses for the tenants." "With bath tubs and all that, I suppose. My dear cousin, if you are going to begin to rip up the traditions of Salby Chase, it is time for me to be going. I might have known that your American enterprise would come out in some fashion ; " and Lady Fortescue went laughing toward her aunt's rooms, highly delighted with her morning's work. " I am simply wild to see how they will stop her if she takes a fancy to the charming Mrs. Welles," she said to herself with hilarity. On the stairs she ran full into Captain Innis, who was on his way to the rooms of his sister in law, and stopped to speak to him. These two had a decided liking for each other, but often they talked to each other as if they were playing a game in which each might expect a check- mate at any moment. "See here, Theo," the captain said, "I hear HER LADYSHIP. 93 that that confounded woman is back. What is to be done about it ? " ' ' If I were in your place, I should write a letter to the Times and ask what she meant by it," Theo said seriously, and then, smiling brilliantly, went on down stairs. She called back at the next landing : " I shouldn't tell the family that, if I were you." XI. T T was only two days after her talk with L,ady Theo that Alice came upon Mrs. Welles. Most of the tenants of the estate lived together in a village about a mile from Salby, which con- sidered itself a town ; but away beyond that, on the other side of what was known as the Home Farm, was a house which had once been a farm house, but which had gradually deteriorated with the decay of the land about it. Money had been needed for drainage and improvements, and the landlords had not been willing to spend it ; but the family which had leased the place for generations had stuck to it with that tenacity which is at once the foundation of England and the origin of some of her great mistakes. They had grown poorer and poorer every year, and the present tenant was a poor wreck of a creature with a houseful of sickly children, who appealed to Alice more than all the others on the estate. She was in a fair way to spoil them by her own pleasure in giving them toys and com- forts of which they had never dreamed. She had ridden there through the fields and 94 HER LADYSHIP. 95 lanes, with a groom behind her. There was a road, but the groom was teaching her to leap fences, and she took them on the road by way of practice. When she turned the corner of the tumbledown house, she was surprised to see, standing by the door, a smart little dog cart with a tiny groom at the horse's head. For a moment she hesitated about going in. But the eldest daughter and housekeeper of Jennings came breathlessly to the door. "Excuse me, my lady," she said, all in oiie breath, " but Jimmie's took bad with ashma, my lady, and I'm sendin' Mrs. Welles' gentleman for Dr. Sydney, my lady." The child, hardly fourteen, looked in frightened longing at Turner on the big gray horse. Alice, slipping from her saddle, sent him for the doctor in Salby, and went into the house. A young woman, who was almost plain of face, except for an expression of habitual good humor, sat by the bed and held up a shriveled little boy on her arm. The noise of the child's painful breathing could be heard all through the room, and his miserable little face was distorted with the pain every respiration caused him. ' ' What can I do ? " Alice asked helplessly. " There is nothing to do," the young woman answered cheerfully, " except to wait until Dr. Sydney comes. They never keep any medicine 96 HER LADYSHIP. in the house. I think they all take it after the boy gets over an attack. It isn't as bad as it looks. The) 7 never die." She looked at Alice keenly, with a rather shrewd but not unkind look in her gray eyes. "You are I^ady Lurgan, I suppo.se. I ain Mrs. Welles," she said simply, as if she supposed that Mrs. Welles was as well known as Lady Lurgan. She was not familiar, but she spoke with the perfect assurance of an equal. Involuntarily Alice wondered why Theo had said that Mrs. Welles always wore black, with white collars and cuffs. Today her dress was a pretty gray, with a bunch of early violets in her bosom. She had thrown her hat off, and her thick reddish brown hair was piled up in a loose bronze knot on top of her head. ' ' Is it true that it is not dangerous ? ' ' Alice asked again. Her cheeks had grown pale at the distressing sounds. The elder sister had gone out. "Oh, quite, I believe, at least as an acute disease. He will die eventually, but so will the rest of us. But it hurts the poor little chap. He oughtn't to live in this damp place ; but I suppose it is too much to expect it to be drained on his account. It would be easier to take him away." ' ' Would that cure him ? ' ' HER LADYSHIP. 97 "I am sure I do uot know. Please do not think I am beginning to beg of you already, Lady Lurgan. I am thinking of sending the little fellow off on my own account. It isn't that I am so fond of him, but I hate to see any- body suffer physically. It annoys me. It turns my blood, as they used to say in my part of the country." A few minutes later, when the doctor came, he looked at the two women with some curiosity, and all the time he was bending over his little patient a wrinkle of wonder stood between his eyes. He had met Mrs. Welles before, but this was the first time he had come in contact with the young American wife of the earl, and he was astonished to find them there together. He wondered if a London rumor he had heard could be true, and he also wondered at the ways of Americans. Alice felt that in some sort Mrs. Welles had been introduced to her by Lady Fortescue's chance remarks, and when they came out of the little house, Mrs. Welles to her dog cart, and Alice to mount her hunter, she said so. ' ' Lady Portescue told me that I should find you a rival in my cottages," she remarked. There was no sign of a start or change of color in Mrs. Welles' face, but she stared back in friendly fashion into Alice's face. If she was 98 HER LADYSHIP. surprised at Lady Fortescue's meution of her name, and had any curiosity concerning its in- troduction, she made no sign of any sort, but gathered up her reins with entire calmness. ' ' I have not the pleasure of knowing Lady Fortescue," she said in a most matter of fact tone, as if her failure to know that lady was due entirely to the slightest of accidents. "I live very quietly down here. I did not know that she even knew my name. But I assure you, Lady Lurgan, I am no rival of yours. It is you that have been mine. I was first in the field ; ' ' and with a word to her boy, who sprang lightty up behind, and a nod to Alice, she drove rapidly down the muddy road toward the sea. After a moment's adjustment of her habit, Alice trotted slowly along the same way. There was a fine beach here. The sun was brilliant on it this spring day, and as Alice looked over the water a pang of remembrance came to her which sent the blood surging into her heart, and made her hold tightlj' to the strap at the side of her saddle. She seemed to see the blue expanse of Lake Michigan before her, and to walk once again along its borders, with Chris Batterman by her side. She never allowed him to come into her mind. She put him resolutely away from her, as one who was buried far out of sight, one whom it would be a crime to remember ; but the HER LADYSHIP. 99 sunlit face of the sea was like a picture which had been long turned to the wall, and memory took possession. In that moment she knew that, hide it as she would from her own consciousness, Batterman was always there. The remembrance of him was woven into the very fiber of her being. He was always with her. The little lamp which sometimes illumines our very inmost depths showed her Chris, Chris, always Chris. She measured everything and everybody by his standards, as she knew them, and every act of her life was something that some day he might know. She was young, and she longed to be happy. Tears of self pity came up into her eyes and ran down her cheeks. She had never heard from Batterman, nor of him, since that day at the church door. She remembered how pale he had looked. She knew he was not dead, for Connie would have written that. The tempta- tion came to her to write to Connie and ask about him ; but no, she could not let her father and mother know that she still thought of him. She struck her horse a sudden blow, and went rapidly inland towards the Chase. It was tea time when she came in, and she found her husband and mother in the hall room, in what appeared to have been an excited dis- cussion. Both faces were flushed ; Lurgan had TOO HER LADYSHIP. his hands in his pockets, and was standing sulkily before the fire. He had just come in from the golf links, and Alice thought with dis- taste that he did not look quite like a gentleman in his rough clothes. His hair was too flat upon his head, and his eyes too near together. For the first time since she had been his wife he did not greet her pleasantty, but merely gave her a gruff word and a nod. The whole atmos- phere was one of suspended thunder. Alice sat down by the tea table with a depressed air. A family quarrel seemed such a dreadful thing to her. It was something in which she would not dare to take a wife's part. The dowager Lady Lurgan was still mistress of this house. But she might try to disperse the clouds. " I am frightfully hungry after my trot," she said. "I do not believe I am ever going to really enjoy a trotting horse. I was taught to ride on a galloping Mexican pony. ' ' Lady Lurgan suddenly took up the tea pot. " My dear," she said, in a tone that was dry and hard, " this tea is perfectly cold, and as you are so tired and hungry, I will have a little luncheon and some hot tea sent up to your own room. I am sure you want to get out of that uncomfortable habit." And hardly knowing how it had happened, Alice found herself going up the stairs like a HER LADYSHIP. 101 child that had been sent out of the way in order that the elders might talk without the em- barrassment of its presence. She heard the echoes of the quarrel before she passed out of hearing. " I tell you I won't have that meddlesome old idiot on the place," Lurgan was saying vehe- mently. ' ' My affairs are my own. What right has he here? " "No particular right, except that he has saved you from destruction more than once already, and that he is still heir presumptive to this title and estate." But the quarrels of even her husband and his mother did not disturb Alice for long. She thought of her day, and of her new acquaintance. She decided that Mrs. Welles was a good deal like an American woman, with less constraint in one way, and not so great a lack of it in others, as some of the English women. She was glad to know her. Alice dressed leisurely, and did not go down until almost dinner time. She found her hus- band's mother already in the drawing room. The dowager was generally the first of the family down stairs, and had a neat little pile of books upon the sociological questions which the various physicians of the world's morals and manners attempt to solve. But she was reading none of 102 HER LADYSHIP. these now. As Alice came in, she arose, and walked the length of the room and back again. She was a domineering and a rather tactless woman, and she had something to say. "Alice," she said, "I hear that you met a woman, a Mrs. Welles, in one of the farm houses today. I must ask you never to speak to her or recognize her in any way again." The tone brought a flush to the face of her daughter in law, and into her eyes a look which Lady Lurgan had never seen there before. After a second's pause, the girl asked, " Why ? " ' ' She is not of our class at all. She does not belong here. She is not recognized. ' ' " Pardon me, Lady Lurgan," Alice said, " but I cannot consider that a reason for not speaking to Mrs. Welles. I saw her today, kind hearted, generous, ready to help in an emergency. She may not belong to your social class, but I have known a great many people who did not. I certainly should not refuse to recognize them upon that account." ' ' She is a woman with a past with a bad character." "Yet I understand that Mrs. Bingham, the rector's wife, visits her and goes about with her." "Mrs. Bingham " Lady Lurgan laughed. ' ' Mrs. Bingham is half saint and half fool. She never believes anything she does not see. ' ' HER LADYSHIP. 103 " I am neither one nor the other," Alice said, " but I believe I am a little obstinate. I shall continue to speak to Mrs. Welles when I meet her, and I shall not avoid her. ' ' " If you do," Lady Lurgan returned, with something like fury, "you will make a scandal in this county." She caught her own words, but Alice had risen to her feet, her face white. "Lady Lurgau, what do you mean?" she demanded. But her husband's mother had control of her- self. ' ' Only that they will say that we have allowed you to make acquaintances you should never have made." ' ' Speaking to this woman, however bad she may once have been, cannot hurt me. She is evidently repentant. ' ' ' ' Repentant ! ' ' Lady Lurgan flung the word out with scorn. "Repentant! She? She amuses herself ! She is here to annoy us." ' ' What is she to us?" There was pride in Alice's voice. ' ' Nothing ! She shall not become so by mak- ing you speak to her. You must not. ' ' "I shall ask my husband to tell me why before I answer you, ' ' Alice said. XII. A LICE went up stairs with her mind astir ** with that vague jealousy which has nothing whatever to do with affection. It was merely her sense of dignity that was irritated ; but per- haps the sensation was all the stronger. All the social philosophers and sages to the contrary, it is not the people who are ' ' in love ' ' with each other who are jealous. Their minds are filled up. They have the confidence that comes of per- fect understanding. It is the woman who sees herself in danger of losing something she once owned who is jealous. " To annoy us," she said over to herself. " A woman with a past a bad character ; " and her cheeks flamed. She was young, and almost ab- nornially innocent, but there were some things she quite comprehended. A wave of disgust and dislike swept across her at the thought of her husband, and then that, too, left its reaction, and she wondered if she were quite doing him jus- tice. She really knew nothing ; almost intui- tively, and not at all according to facts, she was taking a black view of the man she had married. 104 HER LADYSHIP. 105 As she developed from the care free girl of a few months ago into the woman who felt burdens upon her shoulders, Alice had found herself in possession of that dominating composite Ameri- can conscience which belongs particularly to the women of the mixed blood of her native land. Her husband, she decided, was the one to tell her this story. Then she felt the prick of that unsleeping monitor. Wasn't she asking him be- cause she doubted him? Her thought ran swifter than her control. If it had been Chris, would she have asked him? Wouldn't she have con- sidered it an insult? ' ' It would have been, because anything dis- honorable would have been untrue ! " She an- swered herself aloud, and then hid her face in shame. Would she never get this life away from the old one? " I will ask him," she said obsti- nately. ' ' I will ask him, because it is my right to know what his mother meant." No opportunity came, however, that evening. L,ife in a great house like Salby Chase had many conventionalities, and Alice found herself carried along in their grasp. A neighbor or two came in to dine, and as Alice entered the drawing room for the second time, she encountered, at the door, a tall, broad shouldered young man with sleek, thick brown hair parted very much on one side, and with everything about him sug- 106 HER LADYSHIP. gesting blunt strength and strong individuality. He looked at her \vith the frankest interest, and bowing, held open the door for her to pass in. lyUrgan, who was talking to Sir Thomas Creighton at the fireplace, vouchsafed the young man a nod as he entered, and did not stir ; but Captain Innis walked leisurely forward, gave him a limp hand, and murmured his name to Alice, as she passed forward. It sounded to her like Weldon, and supposing its owner to be another of the young men of the neighborhood, or perhaps a relative, she gave him her hand, a pleasant word or two, and walked on to go out to dinner with Sir Thomas. But she presently found that the stranger was beside her at dinner. The head of the table had never been given to her, nor had she desired it. L,ady Lurgan still sat there as mistress of the house. Sir Thomas was one of the men who mutely beg not to be disturbed at their dinners. Captain Innis, his nephew, and an old squire, who was the third guest, were soon deep in an animated discussion, while the elder Lady L,urgan sat in gloomy silence, full of a disapproval which Alice supposed was directed toward her. It had the simple effect of tightening her lips, adding a color to her face, and bringing a hot indignation to her heart. She was so much occupied with these things that she hardly gave a moment's HER I^ADYSHIP. Toy thought to the young man beside her until he spoke. " I believe, Lady I,urgan," he said, "that we have met before." "Yes?" she said indifferently. She had met a great many Englishmen, young and old, in the past six months, and they had made generally a short impression on her. "In Chicago." Alice gave a start which was almost a jump, and a wave of crimson ran over her face. "Chicago?" ' ' Yes, last year. Your father had me out to build his picture gallery, and see that it was properly lighted and all that. You have prob- ably forgotten me." " Oh, you are Mr. Belding. Of course I re- member." She was so glad to hear of her home, to see some one who knew it, that she was on the point of putting out her hand to shake his, but an expression which she saw in the face of her husband's mother killed the impulse. "And how came you here? " Then, realizing that it was her house in name, she grew suddenly em- barrassed. " I mean, it is a surprise to see you here." " Is it ? I have been flattering myself I was here because you remembered me, and thought that picture gallery such a good piece of work. ' ' 108 HUB. LADYSHIP. " We did think it quite wonderful, and so did every one in Chicago," she said a little vaguely, but he went on. ' ' I ain rather disappointed. When you wrote me and told me to come down here and look the field over, and see what must be done about the wings, I naturally supposed that I was keeping an old customer, as the shopkeepers say. ' ' " I suppose it was your fame generally," Alice said lightly, but a proud pang went through her heart. They were going to build wings to the house ; she put resolutely away from herself the consciousness that it would be done with her money, and that she had to hear the story from the architect merely by chance. "What is your idea for this style of house, Lady Lurgan ? if I may talk shop for a moment. I had a photograph and a plan of the house be- fore I came down, and have drawn something that I think will be rather good, to submit to you." " I have formed no ideas upon the subject," Alice said bravely. ' ' I shall be very glad to see your designs. Were you in Chicago long ? ' ' "Two months. I was at my uncle's New York house when I was called out to attend to the picture gallery. I intend to go over to New York every year. I felt as if England was particularly fortunate when I heard that you HER LADYSHIP. 109 were to marry I/>rd lyUrgau. Your father and mother were good enough to send me cards to 5 7 our wedding. And what has become of that splendid young foster brother of yours wasn't he Mr. Batterman ? ' ' But Alice was fortunately saved the answering of that question by the dowager, who came in promptly and monopolized the conversation for the rest of the dinner. When they went into the drawing room again L,ady Lurgan walked directly toward the little table where her books were piled, and sat down to them without a word. There was a dis- agreeable expression on her face, one that aroused all the unpleasant traits of Alice's usually pleas- ant nature. She walked through the long rooms once or twice, and sat down near a corner where the hot water pipes were hidden from view by a screen of carving and heavy gilding. ' ' You will find no heat there, ' ' I^ady I^urgan said. "I gave orders this morning that the pipes were not to be heated again. The house has been like an oven lately. The open fire is quite sufficient to dry the air." " I understand from Mr. Belding that you are contemplating the addition of wings to the house, ' ' Alice replied. There was not a trace of sar- casm in her voice, but Lady Lurgan looked at HO HER LADYSHIP. her suspiciously. "I did not tell him that the letter he received from you was not from me." " It is an addition we have contemplated for a long time," the elder lady said very coolly. " Since you have spoken of Belding, I may as well mention that we are not in the habit of making friends of our workmen. He is a man of respectable manners and birth, but not at all one of us. I noticed that Sir Thomas looked at your effusion over him with some amazement this evening, particularly when he said that he had been invited to your wedding. It gives an erroneous idea of your position in America. ' ' The last words were spoken with something of an apologetic tone, for Alice had risen to her feet. Her impulse was to say, ' ' You are the most disagreeable and insolent old lady I ever met, and I refuse to speak to you for another moment." Fortunately her good sense came to the rescue, and although her breath came swiftly, she sat down. "Perhaps, Lady Ltirgan," she said, "you have an erroneous idea concerning my position both in America and here. We had for our friends there such people as we cared to know. ' ' "I am sure I am glad to hear that. Mrs. Leigh- Mayuard, of New York, gave me a little different idea," Lady Lurgau said with great suavity. ' ' She gave me to understand that you HER LADYSHIP. Ill wanted to know a great many people who were unknown to you. But it is needless to prolong this discussion, my dear. Your position now is that of your husband and of this family. You belong to us, and I am sure your good sense will tell you that you must be guided by the rules under which we live. Whenever you are in doubt, I shall be very glad to instruct you;" and Lady Lurgan took up her book. Alice, fairly choking, rose and went to the window. She could see the terrace shining out- side in the pleasant moonlight. The picture was so lovely that it soothed her for a moment, and calmed the hot resentment that was stirring ever}' drop of her blood ; but she drew half a dozen long breaths. She was not a child to be browbeaten, and yet she felt like one. She felt that she should know exactly how to take her proper position with that old woman. She had begun all wrong. She should have taken the reins in the beginning, should have asserted herself. She turned once and looked back at her sitting there, calm, self possessed, not even elated over her victory. She was accustomed to victories. Indeed, Lady Ltirgan had no sense of victory. She felt such a contempt for her son's wife that she put her aside as she might put aside any other little necessary annoyance of her life. The sweeter and more docile the girl was, the less 112 HER LADYSHIP. she respected her. She looked upon her as a poor spirited foreigner, ready to give her fortune, her individuality, and herself for a title and a position in the world. A sound at Alice's elbow made her turn with a smile of relief. It was good to hear a hearty young voice which was ready to speak of home. "It looks pleasant out there, doesn't it?" Belding said. "That distant view of the sea might be Lake Michigan. I wonder if you Americans who come over here are ever home- sick. I beg your pardon, Lady Lurgan," he added in a low tone. ' ' I might have known that oh, please do not. Forgive me!" Alice had given a little sob that was not much more than a sigh, but it had touched the young man with an electrical thrill of understanding which made him see in an instant how much his words had meant to her. . ' ' Never mind, ' ' she said. ' ' Let us go out for a moment. ' ' To do Alice justice, she had quite forgotten that Lady Lurgan had just asked her not to make a friend of this young man. She forgot everything except that she must not let her mother in law or the rest see her cry. Belding softly opened the window, and Lady Lurgan looked up to see the two young people walking down the terrace in the moonlight. XIII. OUT if Alice went out to hide her tears, she was far from successful. She had not cried, really cried, for months, and the pent up emotion was like one of those floods which re- quire only a slight loosening of the wall before them to sweep away every barrier and spend themselves. In a moment after reaching the terrace she found that she must weep, that she was powerless to control herself, and she remembered the little door that led into the library from the garden. She could not stand here with this strange young man, however sympathetic he might be. She must get to her own room. Bewildered, full of sympathy, he walked be- side her, dumb, wondering. "There is a door," she managed to tell him, ' ' on the other side of the house. Let us go there." They walked rapidly along in the sweet white night. The air was full of the thrill of spring, but the fresh smell of the grass, the incoming tide of life that was thrilling the earth, was but a new cause for emotion in Alice. It seemed as "3 114 HER LADYSHIP. if the earth was the one familiar thing, and she longed to throw herself upon it and ease her heart. All the time she was filled with a hor- rible embarrassment. She knew instinctively that this young man would not betray her, but she could not let her husband or her husband's mother know of her breakdown. When they reached the door, she slipped in, and turned to Belding. " I will be back in a moment. Wait for me here." "Yes come back. I am so sorry," he said. ' ' You will find me here. I will walk along this piece of shrubbery." I^ady Lurgan, the elder, sat bolt upright in her chair, the latest of the unpleasant books open before her, but not an argument or a line found comprehension in her brain. She was thinking what she should say to her son when he came in. She would not hasten him at all. In fact, she rather hoped that he would be a little late in coming in from the dining room. Then her op- portunity to say unpleasant things might be strengthened. But even I^ady L,urgan grew uneasy before the men came in. She went once to the window and looked out. There was no one in sight. The terrace was empty. It was almost an hour before I/urgan, his uncle, and the two neighbors HER LADYSHIP. 115 came in. They had gone into the harness room and looked at some new illustrations of their host's theories upon various equipments for the hunting field, and the time had slipped away rapidly. When it is only a man's wife and mother who are waiting for him, he can usually find excuses for not hastening at least when he happens to be of I^urgan's type. When he loafed in at last, in a capital good humor, he looked about for Alice, and asked for her. ' ' She has been on the terrace with your archi- tect for the past hour, ' ' his mother said calmly. "Oh, I suppose Belding is telling her where he is going to put on his additions, ' ' he said easily. To him Alice was a certainty. He saw no par- ticular harm in her going out on the terrace if she wished. ' ' She has nothing around her, and I think it would be just as well if you brought her in," I^ady Lurgan said, in a tone quite as indifferent as his own, but with a cool quality which made her son look at her with something like anger. They had had a discussion during the afternoon, in which the sou had had the one refuge of dis- respect and impertinence. Even with those weapons he felt that he had come off worsted, and he was angry with both his mother and him- self. It did not suit him to be angry. It ruffled Il6 HER LADYSHIP. and annoyed him. Long experience had taught him that in the long run it did not pay to vex his mother. ' ' Give me a wrap or something and I will go after her," he said. But it was not an easy matter to find her. Up and down the terrace and the grounds he went, without seeing a sign of his wife. Once he felt sure he must have missed her, and went back, but his mother's triumphant face sent him out again into the moonlight with a muttered impre- cation. "The Americans have a little different manners from ours," he heard her explaining to old Sir Thomas, whose red face was seen in the center of every collection of gossip talkers in the county. This time the red gleam of Belding's cigar drew him to the shrubbery by the library, and he crashed down the gravel toward the young architect, to find him alone. ' ' Where is Lady Lurgan ? ' ' the earl asked without the least preliminary. ' ' Lady Lurgan ? ' ' Belding was a young man of good heart and ardent sympathies, but he had not a very ready tact. "Lady Lurgan left me a moment ago, to go to her apartment, I believe, perhaps for a wrap ' ' seeing the scarf on Lur- gan's arm. " I told her I would wait for her." "Thank you very much, but I will relieve HER LADYSHIP. 117 you of the duty. I want to speak to my wife for a moment. ' ' Lurgan went through, the door, and left Beld- ing with his cigar, feeling that he had made a mess of it somewhere. Angry, and not at all of the disposition to conceal it, he ran up stairs, and with a hurried knock, to which he waited for no answer, went into his wife's dressing room. Alice, her face swollen with weeping, was stand- ing by her dressing table, trying to cover up the traces of tears with powder and making a sorry spectacle of herself. The sight exasperated Lurgan to the point of rudeness. She looked plain, and she displeased him. " May I ask," he said cuttingly, " if I must remonstrate with my architect for causing you this discomfort? " Three hours before Alice might have kept silent, but she had wept all her tears away, and was beginning to think she had been a fool for ever having cried at all. " My discomfort was not caused by any guest in this house, but by an accumulation of unpleasant things," she said spiritedly, although her voice caught now and then like a child's when it has cried itself to exhaustion. She turned squarely and looked at her husband, and their eyes met without one ray of under- Il8 HER LADYSHIP. standing or sympathy. They were strangers to each other, and they realized it with distaste. ' ' It began early in the evening, ' ' Alice went on calmly, ' ' speaking of my discomfort today. I met a woman in one of the cottages today, a Mrs. Welles. The fact that I had spoken to her appeared to be a sufficiently important piece of news to be carried directly to your mother, who told me that she was a woman with a past ; that it would be a scandal if I recognized her ; that she was here to annoy us. Will you be good enough to explain the situation to me?" I^urgan smiled in what he intended to be a cyn- ical, indifferent, man of the world fashion, but to save his life some element of self complacency could not be kept out. " And you do me the honor to be jealous," he said. Alice started as if she had been stung. ' ' Jealous ! I ? Of a woman I must be warned not to speak to ? You have answered my ques- tion. Understand, I^ordLurgan, that " Her face grew white, she looked at him for another instant, and walked to the door of her bed room. Then she came back, and said with a calmness which so exasperated him that he wanted to strike her, " I must ask you to leave the room." " Alice," he said, " this is infernal nonsense ! I will not have my home broken up by dissen- HER LADYSHIP. 119 sions. You are my wife. Suppose I have done a few wild things in my early youth, you did not expect me to be like one of your Christian Asso- ciation young men, did you? You yourself, tonight, have set the county talking by spending the evening on the terrace with a man who is ' ' " Will you be good enough to leave my room?" "If you put it in that fashion, certainly;" and he went out and gave himself the pleasure of drawing the door softly to its latch, when he might have slammed it, to show how very calm he was. Alice's night was miserable. She went over all the arguments which a kind and charitable world has provided for cases like this, and her vivid imagination roamed from a ' ' past ' ' for her husband to the blackest present. As soon as it was early morning, she arose and went out into the beautiful, dewy park. She wondered if she ought to go away. She wondered how much certainty a woman needed before she went away. She would write to her father but how could she ? No, she would settle it for her- self. She did not know how much money she had, but she had always heard that it was a great deal, and now she was glad of it. She made a picture in her mind of going to some quiet place, and living alone, working among the poor, doing 120 HER LADYSHIP. good, living her own simple life, until the thought of her stepmother came across the horizon. They were coming abroad for the summer, to have a house and go about during the London season. She could not disappoint them. She was still under the thrall of Mrs. Sanderson's ambition, and she could not get away from it. She drew a long breath. It might be different when her father and mother came. It must be different. Her mother could settle everything. She supposed that life could go on, outwardly, in conventional fashion. She had stopped by the side of an old marble basin, and mechanically stooped to call the gold fish, when she saw a shadow on the water and looked up to see Captain Innis walking toward her. He had been away from the Chase, more or less, ever since her arrival, and she had not grown past first acquaintance with him. There was nothing in Alice's nature which attracted him, or in his to make her look to him for sym- pathy at any time. It was with the greatest distaste that she arose to her feet upon his ap- proach, and she would have moved away with a nod of good morning. But Captain Innis stopped her. He wore all the courtly airs that were esteemed the rightful possession of one of his house upon all occasions of ceremony, and he was grave to solemnity. HER LADYSHIP. 121 " My dear I^ady Lurgan," he said, and Alice could feel the theatrical premonitions in his tone, " I must beg your pardon for what you may rightly consider an impertinence." Alice waited with an expression of face which certainly did not invite an impertinence, but Cap- tain Innis went on quite undaunted. ' ' You must understand that my nephew has always been to me like a son. I have had to take a father's place toward him ever since he was a boy, and when I see him in grief I have some- thing of the right to ask for an explanation. ' ' He looked sidewise at Alice, at the mention of grief, to see how it affected her. Captain Innis' eyes were long and black and narrow, and the sidelong expression was easy to them ; but when he caught the straightforward gaze in Alice's eyes, he turned his quickly and went on. " This morning I learned, partly from my nephew and partly from his mother, that you had taken a wrong view of a lady who lives in the neighborhood." Captain Innis paused, and an expression that somewhat resembled a look of pain passed over his face. " I can quite exoner- ate my nephew from any responsibility in bring- ing Mrs. Welles down here. In fact, she was not brought at all, but came hear me out, I beg," as Alice made a motion toward the house. 1 ' Not because she felt that she had a claim upon 122 HER LADYSHIP. ray nephew, but upon me. I beg your pardon sincerely for telling you the story. It is an old one, forgotten long ago by both of us. Mrs. Welles likes this neighborhood and stays here in her own house." Captain Innis' tone was one of deep shame and contrition, but Alice had lost sight of him in the new and complex emotion that was taking pos- session of her. She had just heard, on the best authority, that she had judged her husband hastily and wrongful!)^ and that there was no necessity for the heroic treatment she had con- templated. She was not overcome with joy. That conscience of hers was standing in its par- ticular pulpit, delivering its own homily, and in- viting her to undo processes of thought which she had quite accepted, telling her to go to I,ur- gan and beg his pardon ; and all the while the obstinate side of her was saying that he had been insulting to her, that this was only one of many things. The little god was not there with his rosy glasses to make all things beautiful in this new light, and Alice was not sure that she had not been welcoming an excuse to get away from the trials of her life. They seemed too heavy to bear. But what she must do was quite plain before her. She knew that I/urgan would not be out for two or three hours, and she went up and HER LADYSHIP. 123 sent a message to him, asking him to come to her sitting room as soon as he arose ; and then she sat down to look over the letters from home, and to answer them. Here at least were some people whom it was in her power to please. Her step- mother asked that an agent be consulted about finding a house quite near the London house of the Lurgans, and that it be large, and designed for entertaining. " Get a duke's house, if you can," she wrote ; ' ' they say that the prestige of a good house is everything. Of course we shall not need any- thing of that sort, but there is no reason for our lacking any of the advantages." Alice wrote that she had already spoken to Lady Fortescue, who told her that the dowager Lady Lurgan knew all about houses, and would be sure to select quite the proper thing. She had hardly finished, and patted on the stamp, when Lurgan entered. He was in riding costume, and had an air about him which seemed to say that it would be an excellent idea to be as expeditious as possible. His complete ignoring of the semblance of a quarrel of the evening be- fore put Alice out, and for an instant she stood speechless. To a man who loved her there would have been something sweetly pathetic in her slender girlish figure and pale face, but Lurgan looked at her coldly. 124 HER LADYSHIP. Half an hour earlier his uncle had come into his room and told him what he had done. ' ' I have only one thing to say, ' ' I^urgan had said, as he drew the razor down his thin, dark cheek, "and that is that you have made a meddlesome ass of yourself. ' ' " I believe she would have left you." "Not at all. You don't know the influences on the other side of the world. And beside, where would she go ? She is not likely to give up social life, just when she is entering upon it, for a whim. Oh, no, Alfred, the American woman does not marry over here for the purpose of getting a Chicago divorce. It was just as well to let her gradually accustom herself to the idea that she has not married a saint, nor a man who makes any pretense of being a saint. They all have to learn that lesson sooner or later, and you have done neither of us any sort of a kindness in postponing it." ' ' You do not understand the sort of woman you have married." " I understand that she is a woman, and she is my wife," Lurgan said grimly. "She must put up with the situation. I know she married me for my position, because she was in love with another man when she did it. A woman who can do that can put up with a few peccadilloes. ' ' " If that young girl you have married is a cool, HER LADYSHIP. 125 calculating woman of purely commercial instincts, I must revise my study of the sex," Alfred Innis said. "You may as well begin, then," his nephew rejoined. "She is a cool hand. Sometimes she almost deceives me. I believe she has an idea of doing her duty by me, or something of that sort. She is pretty young, and innocent in most ways, but she married me to gain the title and the position." This was the belief in his heart as he stood and looked at her. To L,urgan's mind, as to that of a great many other men, women are all sly, and what they call ' ' up to tricks. ' ' They ex- pect them to be ready to play upon the feelings. A really honest woman is something they quite fail to understand. " I sent for you," Alice said, " to tell you how sorry and ashamed I am for having spoken to you of m}' unpleasant suspicions. I know what an injustice I did you. I beg your pardon." L,urgan walked over to her, kissed her lightly on the forehead and laughed. ' ' I thought you would learn, by and by, not to let imagination make you see too many things. It isn't pleasant for anybody." ' ' Of course I shall never speak to that Mrs. Welles again. She ought not to be here. Why didn't your uncle marry her? " 126 HER LADYSHIP. I^urgan's brows drew together in a hard, black line, and his mouth twitched disagreeably. "Oh, cut that, Alice," he said. " I^et the poor woman alone. The world is surely big enough for the two of you without ever cross- ing each other. She wouldn't have looked at Alfred." " But I thought " "Don't think." ' ' I am sure I shall be glad not to think about disagreeable things. Where are you going ? ' ' " Down to the home farm, and for a gallop. Good by. I may go on over and lunch with Theo ; ' ' and he went out, leaving Alice unsatis- fied, and with an uneasy sensation that after all this was not a pleasant family to belong to. The thought of having her own family in Lou- don was an unspeakable relief. She wanted Connie's gay laughter, her father's handsome face, and blessed thought ! her stepmother's talent for straightening out tangles. They were so pleasant, so smooth. I^ife had been so simple and easy at home. XIV. TT isn't exactly pleasant always to hear the truth, I will admit," L,ady Fortescue was saying, ' ' but at any rate you know exactly where you stand. They tell me that in America you habitually say pleasant things to each other, whether they are true or not, just as the Japanese do, and when you come in contact with our habit of always saying what we mean, you find us blunt and rude. Is that true? " "Sometimes," Alice admitted, "we cut out a fact which might sound rude, but I think we are habitually honest. We simply do not tell all the truth." "Neither do we English, for that matter," L,ady Fortescue admitted; "and for my part I often say a thing simply because it is rude. I like to stir up the animals. You are always so complimentary, when you say anything at all, that I generally doubt you, although I confess I am touched by the compliment of anybody want- ing to flatter me. ' ' Alice leaned back against the sofa, and smiled. They were being dined at the Fortescues' enor- 127 128 HER LADYSHIP. mous house, which appeared to have a great many of the startling characteristics of its mis- tress, but Alice was learning to enjoy some of them. Now and then there was a flavor about Lady Fortescue and her belongings which recalled Chicago. Tonight she was entertaining a duke and duchess, and was giving one of those great dinner parties which are commoner in England than they are in America, and which possess, in houses of great and ostentatious wealth like this one, almost the importance of public functions. The duchess had taken a particular fancy to Alice, and as she was not only the owner of a very eld and wealthy title, but a leader in the most conservative social world, as her husband \vas in the political, her notice was considered worth while. To Alice, she looked more like an ancient governess than anything else. Her face had the thin, haggard, and worried lines which are sometimes seen in the manager of a girls' 1 Hoarding school. She was said to be kind hearted in some directions, but intensely practical, and taken up with many affairs. She had congratu- lated the elder Lady Lurgan upon having secured such a pretty wife with such a large fortune for her son, and then she let Alice sit beside her while she told her some of the advantages of being a countess. ' ' They tell ine you have been able to put the HER LADYSHIP. 129 town house in order, aud that you will go up for the season and entertain. Are you accustomed to large entertainments? " Then, without wait- ing for an answer, she went on : " Lady Lurgan will be able to coach you in our ways, however, and you will soon be able to carry on your duties properly. ' ' ' ' My mother will be with me a great deal of the time," Alice said. Lady Lurgan sat within earshot, and Alice, who had thought of many things in the last week, saw that this might be a good opportunity for letting her mother in law know that she intended being mistress of the town house. " Your mother is an American, is she not ? " ' ' Yes. She intends taking a house in London. I am to see about it at once. She will probably entertain." ' ' They tell me a great many Americans are trying to make their way into society over here," her grace said, but with rather a lack of interest. The dowager Lady Lurgan settled back into her chair with an expression which was not pleas- ant, but it contained no look of defeat. It was rather the smile of one whose patience had been pushed to extremities, and who would calmly and judicially mete out punishment. She had arrayed herself in the glory of a velvet gown, with some heavy old Venetian point lace, and a 130 HER LADYSHIP. rather barbaric display of jewelry, and she had something of the grim stateliness of a Roman emperor. The evening had not been a very pleasant one to Alice. Wherever she went, she was conscious always of something like toleration. The women and men had evidently expected to find a very different person in the American heiress that Lur- gan had married. They had heard that Americans were vivacious, high colored, and smartty gowned, with " snap " and wit and "go" ; a little vulgar, perhaps, but quite able to take the reins in their own hands and do what they chose. Instead, they saw a very young, very gentle girl, who seemed to have little spirit, and to take no great amount of interest in life. They confessed that she was remarkably pretty, and very well dressed, but there were plent}' of girls in English society who were both those things. The men said L,ur- gan had a wife vastly too good for him, and wondered at his luck, but moved respectfully away from a young woman who seemed to care very little about them. Their wives and daugh- ters looked at her with an expressed wonder at the reputations Americans somehow managed to get for themselves. As Alice felt herself more and more an object of curiosity, she drew more and more within herself. Her very soul would have burned could she have known that Sir HER LADYSHIP. 13 1 Thomas Creighton had already told that she had gone out walking with the architect in the moon- light until her husband had been obliged to go after her. ' ' Hunting an ' ice cream parlor, ' I suppose, ' ' Sir Thomas had said, in deference to that poor old American joke of which the news- papers are so fond. Nor did she dream that the story of her meeting with Mrs. Welles had been laughed at, or received with exclamations of pity, in every house in the county. The homeward drive was a long one, and the three occupants of the Chase carriage sat silent most of the way. Alice had nothing to say, and when Lurgan and his mother spoke it was con- cerning the additions that were to be made to the house during the summer. Alice's pride kept her apart from them. She used to have courage enough, she thought, and she made up her mind to settle the question of the town house. She would make a bold stroke ; and then, her heart beating a little faster, she hesitated. It might be unpleasant. She would go and settle the matter with I/urgan, and let him make the arrangements. The possibility that he would not agree to anything she might suggest, if she really took it upon herself to take the initiative, never for one instant entered her mind. He was her husband, and this was her home. She had been indolent and stupid not to have said in the 132 HER LADYSHIP. beginning that she would take the charge of the house. Alice's ideas of the relation between a hus- band and a wife were purely American. She had seen nothing in England to contradict her theories. Lady Fortescue did exactly as she chose in her own house, and the only difference in Salby Chase was that the mother had been left in control instead of the wife. It was very late when the carriage drew up to the door. A fire was burning in the hall, and a man was there with a tray, while a jug of some- thing was brewing on the hearth. "Come here before you go up, Algernon," his mother said. " I want to speak to you. I shall probably not be down before you go to London in the morning." Alice hesitated. ' ' Are you going to London tomorrow? I if you don't mind, I think I will go with you. ' ' " I am only going up for the day, a very hasty trip, to see the lawyers," Lurgan said hurriedly, in reply. "Oh, very well, but I think I will take Celeste and go up any way. ' ' ' ' New gowns ? I thought you had enough to last for a century." " No, I want to see the town house." "That is all being prepared. You need give HER LADYvSHIP. 133 yourself no concern about the town house," I^ady Lurgan said quickly. " And then," Alice went on, speaking indiffer- ently, " I want to see if it is necessary for mamma to get a house in London. It seems to me that if ours is so large, there is no reason why papa and mamma and Constance should not stay with us." Lurgan had taken the tongs in his hands and was carefully lifting up some pieces of wood and placing them on the logs, but his mother gave a short laugh. "Sit down, Alice," she said with great good humor. " I had intended talking this matter of your people coming over here with Algernon tonight ; but since you have brought up the sub- ject, it may as well be finished now. Of course, the idea of entertaining them in our house is preposterous. ' ' Alice had grown very pale, but she faced Lady Lurgan unflinchingly. " Pardon me, Lady Lurgan," she said, "but I must be the judge of when I shall entertain my family in my own house." " In your husband's house, you mean. This is your first season in London. You are under the disadvantage of being a foreigner, of no birth, with no family connections whatever. You have married into this family, and it is its duty, and shall be its care, to see that you make no serious 134 HER LADYSHIP. mistakes. Yon could do nothing so fatal so absolutely ludicrous as to take a lot of nobodies into your house to foist upon the friends of your husband's family. We cannot allow it. Not only shall we not invite Mr. and Mrs. Sanderson and their daughter to visit us just now, but if they persist in coming to London, I shall write to your parents and tell them what a disadvantage their presence would be to you, and shall ask them to remain in America." Lady Lurgan's voice was perfectly calm and suave. " And after the trouble they have taken to place you in a good position, I believe that when they under- stand the situation they will be the last people to imperil it." "I cannot take your decision, cannot allow you to make one for me, Lady Lurgan," Alice said. " My son quite agrees with me, I am sure." Lurgan straightened up, and looked bored. " Of course it is all nonsense for you to quarrel, but Alice, you must be sensible, and see that mother is right." XV. COME characters are firm in maturity, after they have gone through a sort of mellowing process, but deserve only the description of ob- stinacy in their youth. Alice, Lady I,urgan, had one of these. She said nothing when her husband and her mother in law settled her affairs between them, but set her lips together and walked up stairs ; and the force of her new will was such that she not only did not cry, but she closed her eyes and went to sleep, first setting a tiny Dresden clock by her bedside. Her maid undressed her as usual, giving her the half careless attention which most Ameri- can women allow when they are tired at night. As she started to leave the room, Alice called to her. "Celeste," she said, "come in very early in the morning. I am going up to I^ondon during the day, and I shall want you to go with me." "Do you go with I/>rd In- dou with you ? " "No." ' ' Then good by. I hope you will find you have made a mistake iii going." " I shall not do that, in any case." Lndon. She found its roar refreshing. It was the great city ! After seeing New York and Chicago, the pictures which she had held of these metropolises of her native land dwindled. After all, she decided, if freedom had come to her and now she supposed that it never would or could she would live in England. As she thought of freedom, she thought of Batterman's generosity. He would have made it plain to her, if he could, that she was a rich woman in her own right, after all ; but she feared that he knew her secret ; knew that she was lonely, sick, longing for the touch of a sympa- thetic hand. Her face burned at the thought. She was glad, almost, that she was in a different part of the world. How could she go about her daily tasks seeing Chris every day, and never betraying herself ? It was too much to ask of any woman. She would let him do nothing for her, and he would be over there in America. There was a comfort in the thought which made the hot tears spring to her eyes. Taking up her life, now, meant entering upon a long road whose HER LADYSHIP. 213 first break must be the shadow of death. There was no destiny for her except the humdrum one of daily life. By and by the dust of every day events would sift into the ugly scars that were left. One cannot grieve always, even for one's dead parent or one's dead consciousness. XXIV. TIT" HEN at last the Sandersons were settled in London, their coming made less of a rip- ple in Alice's life than she could have dreamed in that far off time when she had first thought of them there. Mrs. Sanderson's mourning rapidly lightened itself until it was only notice- able in the wa>' of collars of black velvet sewed with pearls around her throat when she wore her evening dress low, and in a reminiscent tone when she spoke of America an attention to her native land which she bestowed less and less whenever the conversation was in her own hands. When her English acquaintances took it in theirs it was generally directed toward America. They appeared to rest under the idea that Americans must be astonished at everything they saw in England, and would delight in lecturing upon their native manners and customs to a civilized audience. Mrs. Sanderson was a woman of in- finite tact, and very clever at warding off danger- ous subjects, but Constance was either less clever or more audacious. Lurgan had welcomed them in London with 214 HER IvADYSHIP. 215 something like effusion. He was doing a great many things with a little more manner than was usual with him. His spirits were high and fever- ish, and he was going about more this season than ever before. Mrs. Sanderson had waited until all her plans were completed, and then had taken a house in Park Lane, one of which had a coat of arms carved over the doors and the gateways. She had smiled a little as she took it, and Constance, quick to read her thoughts, had turned to Lur- gan, who walked through the picture gallery of their new abode by their side. ' ' They talk about Americans caring for money ! When an American has money enough to own a house like this, he does not let it to the first chance comer, ancestors thrown in." " He hasn't any ancestors to throw in, gener- ally," Lurgan responded amiably. ' ' But he has plenty of respectable bath rooms," Miss Sanderson replied. ' ' Of the two, I believe I prefer the latter for daily use. " But they were very comfortable in the ances- tral home of a duke, with its lovely old walled garden, and in the society which flowed in upon them there. Mrs. Sanderson was entirely in her element in an ele*nent which Alice had never known. The pushing she had done with her husband's money in Chicago had left her with 2l6 HER LADYSHIP. a rather thick skin callous, indeed, here and there ; and instead of shrinking at a blow or a push, she very promptly returned it, if not ex- actly in kind, at least in a way which the recipient remembered. Presently Mrs. Sanderson, " the rich American widow," and her pretty daughter, became something like the fashion. Lurgan's marriage was reported to have turned out well. His wife was everything that was desirable, and "good form" in a quiet way; rather ignorant, no doubt, and an alien, but she had brought him a fortune and had not annoyed him. And here was another sister much hand- somer, much richer, for of course she was her mother's heiress. But there were one or two shrewd brains who looked that matter twice in the face. " See here, Alice ! " I^ady Fortescue said one afternoon, as she stopped her carriage by Alice's in the park, " who is this good looking American chap your stepmother is leading about ? Is she going to marry him, or is she training him for Connie ? ' ' "Whom do you mean ? " " Oh, come ! It's all in the family. Is your stepmother thinking of marrying again? I am sure there is no reason why she should not. She is young and pretty. She actually appears to grow younger every day of her life, and she's a HER LADYSHIP. 217 rich woman. I met the American there yester- day. It appears he was at the same place when they were abroad. Did you know him in America ? ' ' ' ' Do you mean Mr. Batterrnan ? ' ' ' ' Of course. He has been everywhere with them for the past week." ' ' You know I have had a cold for a week, and Connie has had so many engagements ' ' " Of course," I,ady Fortescue said. " I have asked him to my dinner dance next Thursday. I had no idea you had such respectable looking men in America. If you grow them like that over there, I'm sure I don't know why you come to England husband hunting. He's as big and well groomed, and appears to have decidedly better manners than most of the men about. And I suppose he has those beautiful ideas about let- ting a woman have her own way which we hear are so common in America. It is we poor English women who suffer ! " And Theo drew a deep sigh, while Alice smiled faintly. I^ady Fortescue had never allowed the slightest dicta- tion as to her own movements during her mar- ried life. The victorias parted, and Alice went on. People bowed to her, and then said to one another that I^ady L,urgan gave herself airs, which was only to be expected of an American. 218 HER LADYSHIP. But the poor girl, a girl still in heart and con- science, and in that tender sentiment which would never allow her to grow old, was carrying on a war within herself which left her miserable. Chris was here and she had not seen him ! The very mention of his name as it flew to her lips had sent a tremor over her. She fairly ground her teeth together in her vexation with herself, and back in her throat was a lump which she could not put away. It was Connie. It must have always been Connie. He was so fond of her as a child. They had always been friends. She would conquer her own feeling ! She would treat him like any- body else. On Thursday night her maid wondered what the matter could be. I,ady Lurgan, who never even asked what gown she was to wear, who read a book while her hair was being dressed, had all at once become something more than particular. She had suddenly ordered changes made in her gown. It had been heavy with lace, but she had that taken out and soft frilliugs of white chiffon put over the shoulders. After her hair was dressed in the ugly English fashion made popular by the wigs of the Princess of Wales, she had it all taken down and arranged in the soft bronze knot which she had worn in America. "It is lovely," Celeste said, "and quite my HER LADYSHIP. 219 lady's style. The other is aging. If that beau- tiful color can only be kept in the cheeks, it will be charming ! ' ' But as the carriage drew near Lady Fortescue's house, the " beautiful color " faded completely, and it was a white woman with wistful eyes and a drawn mouth who greeted Batterman when he came to speak to her for the moment before dinner. It was only a word, but it was one to which Alice replied in the stiffest tones. All through the long succession of courses and the gay talk she sat silent and distrait. There were two places at the table where in- terest centered, one where Connie was, and one where Mrs. Henderson sat resplendent with Lur- gan on one side of her and Batterman on the other. She wore a black spangled gown which was evidently designed to give a serpentine effect. Alice heard the woman beyond laugh to the man on her left, and say : " That gown reminds one of Mrs. Henderson's old desire for the music hall stage, doesn't it? " And the reply was not even whispered. ' ' She has made a mistake. That is the dress of the lady contortionist. ' ' " Where did she get that tiara ? " was the next question ; and Alice felt rather than saw that the man made a feint of looking at her own, as if to see that it was in its place, before he said : 220 HER LADYSHIP. "At any rate, they are not the family jewels. ' ' Cold to iciness on the outside, in her heart she was sick with anger. Once she thought, " How can I sit here, insulted like this ? What have / done to have such a life ? Is it that I am wrong with the world ? ' ' She sat where she could look at Batterman, but she kept her eyes resolutely turned away. She could not bear to face him. When Lady Fortescue arose, after picking up her guests with her eyes, Lurgan, as her cousin, sprang toward the door to hold it open for her to pass through. As Alice went by he smilingly leaned toward her, so that to the room it looked as if he were giving her a friendly word, but what Alice heard was, ' ' You pay Batterman too great a compliment," in the cold, sarcastic voice she had almost ceased to dread. After she had gone, Luigan's spirits appeared to grow higher. He sat down near Batterman and began to talk to him in a way which at- tracted the attention of every man at the table. His manner was so jovial that it was almost patronizing. Batterman looked at him with something like toleration for a moment, and fin- ished the cigarette he had taken up when the ladies left the room. " If you are so much interested in Mexico and Mexican mines," he said, closing a conversation HER LADYSHIP. ?2I in which he had taken no part, except to answer Lurgan's point blank questions, "I will have my secretary send you some lists of statistics, or you can have them at any time by addressing my offices in New York. ' ' The men who had been listening looked at the tips of their cigars, or the table anywhere but at each other or I/urgan's face. As he spoke, Chris arose and passed to the window, out of it, and along the flowery balcony to the drawing room. He did not get near Alice, but sat down by Lady Fortescue. If he had looked at Alice he would have seen a woman who had been born anew in the past few moments. After all, a woman is only a woman, and human nature is deep within us all. As she had married It our lives be what they ought to be. I love you. You are my wife. I will throw everything else away." HER LADYSHIP. 239 "How dare you insult me in one breath, and tell me you love me in the next ? Let me go ! " "Oh, well ! Go to the man you love ! ." he said furiously, and threw her fairly into Batter- man's arms threw her with such violence that had Chris not caught her she would have fallen to the floor. Before either of them could recover, L,urgan had walked rapidly away, the velvet cloak of his costume caught back on his tilted sword. XXVI. A S Kurgan went out of the room, Alice drew herself out of Batterman's arms, her face showing an agony of shame. It seemed to her that the very walls were crying out her secret. But Batterman held her by her arms, his hands making her conscious of something besides his physical strength. "Alice," he said, "there is no necessity of your living with that man. This is not the first time that he has insulted you. I will not have you subjected to such insults. If your father were alive he would not allow it. I will not allow it. You shall come away from him. ' ' She looked into his face with eyes that were wide and feverish. The excitement of the days which had gone had taken out the heart of her endurance, and she wanted to let herself go, to break down in sobbing weakness. It had come to this, then, that Chris was, after all, a member of the family, who spoke with authority. She must be pitied and taken care of by him, after all. ' ' But you are not my father and he is my husband. ' ' 240 HER LADYSHIP. 241 "A right which he has forfeited." Batter- man spoke calmly, but he was evidently holding himself by a strong effort. " I may not be any- thing to you, but I must always be the man who loves you more than his own soul, more than anything except your own happiness. I am, as I always have been, from the time when you were a little girl, yours to do with as you will." He stopped suddenly, and when he began again it was with a realization of what he saw in Alice's face, something he did not understand. He spoke almost as if he were answering some question she was asking him. " I love you," he said. " I have always loved you, and I would give my life to see you happy. ' ' Alice shook, as with a great chill, under his hands. " Chris," she said her voice was low, but it was not that she feared to be overheard, for these two were as much alone as every two are under the same circumstances, entirely oblivious to all the world around "Chris, did you really love me back there in Chicago ? Did you ? Tell me, did you ? ' ' " What do you mean ? You know I did. You know that all my life, after I knew you, I thought of nothing else. I thought that I saw you growing to care for me. I dreamed day and night of nothing but you. You were the very 242 HER LADYSHIP. core of my life. You are still. It can do you no harm to know that I love you today with the same heart I gave } T OU when you were a child. Only I think of you more, if that can be, for now I know that you are not happy. I want you to be happy. ' ' " Christopher," she said, " I may be a wicked woman to listen to you, and to say this but you have made me happy." She put her hands up until they touched his arms. ' ' They told me they told me that you had asked me to marry you out of pity, that you did not love me, that you pitied me because I had shown my love for you so plainly, and that ) 7 ou only spoke to spare us all mortification. And, Christopher " she was speaking in a perfectly colorless voice, in a voice which was hardly hers "I married so that you would not despise me for a lovesick girl. ' ' Suddenly she broke down and began to cry, with a spasm of self pity, as she thought what her life might have been, and how she had suf- fered. Batterman took her gently and put her into a chair, and then he went to a table and brought her a glass of water. " Do not cry," he said, as if he were comfort- ing a child, and put his hand gently on the side of her head. " Who told you that? " he asked. "My stepmother," Alice answered. "But, oh, Chris, I ought to have known ! ' ' HER LADYSHIP. 243 "Yes," he said. "You ought to have known." He was wondering if there was another man who could have had the strength to hear that the woman he had loved all his life loved him, had always loved him, and yet could go and leave her thus. And yet he could not think of doing anything else. She must be protected. Batter- man belonged to a class of men that is a great deal more numerous in all parts of the world than most people who write novels would have us think, and so common in America that such men may be said to be merely average, whose first idea of love is protection. She must be pro- tected from the brutalities of her husband ; and above all, the miserable suspicion which he had voiced must be killed at once. "Alice, listen to me," he said at last. "I must go away, but I shall stay here in Bngland. I shall be where you can always reach me always. If there comes a time when I can do anything for you, promise me that you will allow no false delicacy to stand in the way. It is best that you should stay here under L,urgan's roof for the present. In a little while you may be able to go away, and to stay away." Alice put out her hand and held his. " Oh, Chris," she said, " you will not go away and leave me? I could let you go when " she 244 HER LADYSHIP. caught her breath " when I thought 3'ou did not care, but I cannot let you go now. You are all I have in the world. You are all I have. I cannot let you go ! " she repeated. ' ' What do you want me to do ? " Batterman asked, and his voice was not steady. " That awful man will kill me. He frightens me. I have lived you do not know how I have lived," she said. It was as if the years of re- straint had broken down all this false strength of hers of which she had been so sure and so proud. In her heart and in her fancy she had lived with Chris by her side. She had done those things for which she felt sure he would admire her ; but now that he was here, now that he loved her, her instinct taught her that he was the strong bulwark between her and everything which could hurt her. She was a child again. Chris could take care of her. "What do you mean by saying that you are afraid of him, that he will kill you ? " " I mean that it has been easy enough to live in this house with Lord Lurgan all these years. He has disliked me as much as I have disliked him, but tonight he told me that he begged me to come back to him. It was when I refused that he said what he did. Oh, Chris, you must not leave me here ! Take me with you. I would be safe with you anywhere. You HER LADYSHIP. 245 love me. You would take care of me. I am so tired!" "You do not know what you are saying," Batterman said, after a moment's silence. " You cannot know. But you shall not stay here." " But where is there anybody on earth, except you, who cares ? These women I live among? What am I to them ? My stepmother parted us. She took you from me " Alice stopped, and put her hands up to her head. " Do not listen to me, Chris," she said. " It turns my brain. I have always loved you so. I have had nothing else in my life except the thought of you, and uow that I know that it has been the same to you, that you have always cared, nothing else seems of any consequence. What can be of so much consequence? Haven't we a right to our own lives ? They were taken away from us. Haven't we a right to take them back ? Whom would it hurt ? ' ' " It would hurt you," Batterman said. " If I were to take you away with me, neither of us would be happy. You would be miserable be- cause I had allowed you, in a moment of excite- ment, to give your good name to the tongues of the world. I-should be miserable because you were, and because you would have lost some- thing. I could never give you back. My love would be a poor thing if it could not take care of 246 HER LADYSHIP. you now. I am afraid it was a poor thiug that it was not strong enough in the beginning. But now that we understand each other, now that I can speak to you frankly, and have -you know that I have but one object in my life, I shall try to make another thing of your life. It was all a mistake, and we should be children if we did not realize that such mistakes are for all time. Nothing can ever wipe them out." " No," Alice said dully. " Nothing could ever wipe this one out. To you I shall always be Lurgan's wife." " It is enough for me to know that I must not think of the possibility of your ever being mine," he answered. " But, Alice, look at me." He had lifted her up, so that they stood facing each other again. "All my life long I shall live only for you, and all that I am, and all that I have, is yours. I make a sacrifice which you cannot understand in leaving you here. But here you must stay, for the present, at least. I am going now. I shall not see you again until you send for me. But I want you to tell me that you know that you are not alone, that there is one heart that is always yours." " Yes, I know," she said, but her hands hung limp in his. He put them down gently, and turned and left her, while she sat down again and put her face in her arm. XXVII. TT seemed to Alice, in those next days, that she lived in a world of unreality. Batter- man had been "suddenly called" to London, and he had left her a note with his London address at the top, and a few words of good by. That was all. Alice did not even feel the expected remorse at having asked Batterman to take her away with him. It was all right ; Chris understood. A realization of the change which had come to her dimmed everything, even in the atmosphere which was all over the house, an atmosphere made up of suspicion, of cynical amusement, and here and there of a shocked fear of what might be coming. For Lurgan had disappointed his wife's fears, and had not repeated his demonstration of affection, but was devoting himself to Mrs. Henderson in a way which passed far beyond the ordinary bounds of good breeding, and disregarded the rather lax social laws which govern a flirtation between a married man and a married woman, even in the most free and easy set in Kugli 1 i society. Lady Lurgan the elder had evidently been apprised of 247 248 HER LADYSHIP. some of the country talk, for one morning she appeared in her son's room, and the echoes of that interview were a tradition in the servants' hall for months, carried there by I^urgan's man. But Alice was living her own life, oblivious to everything. This gentle girl, whose mind and spirit had been formed for all that is good and beautiful, and whose natural expression to the world was all that was womanly, had been so distorted, against her own will, that she was almost unconscious of fine distinctions, was losing her intuitions. She went along in a daze of her own thoughts. The house party dis- persed, and the guests went their separate ways, leaving her to her dreams. lyUrgan went up to town in the same train with Mrs. Henderson, her maid, and an intimate friend. Mr. Henderson was, as usual, away in some other part of the world. The sudden beauty, the animation, which had been Alice's for such a little while, faded again, and she was like an alabaster lamp whose flame has gone out. Constance and her mother went on to some friends whom they had made, but not before Mrs. Sanderson had had an interview with Alice. She came to her one afternoon in the hour between tea time and dinner dressing. As she passed through the door, Alice could not help but admire the air of strength and sweet- HER LADYSHIP. 249 ness which seemed to surround her as a garment. She had taken off the elaborateafternoondiess Mrs. Sanderson never put so stupid a thing as a tea gown upon her fine figure and was in the white skirt and dressing sack of American un- dress. Her lineless, calm face was to Alice like a beautiful mask. It expressed everything that was good and sweet and loving ; and the younger woman looked at it with wonder. It seemed to contradict everything that she had been told con- cerning the face as a reflex of the mind. And then, as her stepmother picked up the bottles on her toilet table, and selected one to hold in her hand and dabble with the contents while she talked, Alice let her thoughts run along quite irrespective of the light talk, in a way her soli- tary heart had taught her in these years. She wondered if everybody were not equally artificial. She stole a look at her own face in a mirror opposite, and she saw its pale, quiet dig- nity, its clear eyed innocence, and she suddenly had a disgusted realization that she belonged to the class of women with what is vaguely named a " history." She was a woman married to one man and in love with another ; the sort of woman she had always supposed to exist only in a certain class of French novel. Probably everybody was only a whited sepulchre even Chris ! And her heart contracted as she thought it, and then in- 250 HER LADYSHIP. dignantly throw the idea away. At least there was no fault in Chris. He kept sure her faith in the world. And yet she had been made to doubt him once, and her heart hardened toward her stepmother. "Alice," Mrs. Sanderson said seriously, " perhaps I should not speak of it, but you need the advice of a woman of experience. ' ' ' ' Do I ? " was the indifferent reply. Mrs. Sanderson hesitated. She did not want to antagonize Alice, and yet she felt that by neglecting to speak she was running a risk of greater jeopardy than this. "Yes, you do. You are treating your hus- band very badly. You are being a bad wife to him. You are breaking the sacredest vows a woman can make. You are breaking up your home and driving your husband to courses which are going to ruin him and you." "I have nothing- to do with Lord I/urgan's affairs. What he does is of no consequence to me." ' ' It must be of consequence to you. You are his wife. Nothing can alter that. You are his wife. What makes or mars his life makes or mars yours. Do not think that I am coming to you except as a last resort. I went to him, I told him that his conduct was becoming a scan- dal. He told me that you had pushed him out HER LADYSHIP. 251 of your life, that lie had offered you love and de- votion, had begged you to come back to him, and had offered to throw everything else " ' ' What do you mean what does he mean by everything else ? ' ' " Ah er everything except his devotion and consideration for you ; that he told you he loved you, that he said everything a man could say to his wife under such circumstances, and that you repulsed him. He has grown reckless. It is your duty to save him." Alice looked out of the window while her step- mother talked, and the red came up on the tops of her cheeks in a feverish streak, but her hands were passive and idle in her lap. Suddenly she turned, and to Mrs. Sanderson's amazement laughed. It was not a particularly joyous laugh, and it was one which went so ill with the face and the character of the girl she knew that Mrs. Sanderson started. ' ' I suppose Lord Lurgan did say everything a man could say under the circumstances, but the circumstances are not just as they should be. You say it is my duty to take him back as my husband because he has done me the honor for the moment of giving me the same sort of affection he has given to perhaps a dozen other women in the course of his life. Do you consider it my duty to accept that ? ' ' 252 HER LADYSHIP. ' ' How can you place yourself in such a class ? ' ' Mrs. Sanderson said in a sincerely shocked and disgusted tone. " Because I should belong there if I listened to him." ' ' He is your husband. ' ' " I am afraid I am growing very heterodox, but I cannot see how a marriage ceremony changes the relation of two souls to each other." She waved her hand as she went on, for Mrs. Sanderson's face looked frightened. "You need not be afraid of anything I am going to do. It is only what I am not going to do. I am not going to degrade myself my own mind and heart and soul to save the reputation or even the soul, if such a thing were possible of a man I despise. He may be my husband. I am not the only one bound by ties. He broke the cords that bound us. Could I stay bound while he went free ? Suppose it had been the other way. Suppose it had been I who had insulted him, would anybody have thought that it was his duty to stand and wait for me to come back to him, to be pardoned and forgiven and loved, and my reputation saved ? Suppose that I had said, ' I love you I will throw over everybody else if you will take me back.' What would you have thought of him if he had done it ? " ' ' You are foolish. You have been listening IIKR LADYSHIP. 253 to the insane cry of those self styled reformers who want to turn the social world upside down. There can't be the same law for men and for women." ' ' I am not thinking of any law except that of my own heart. I will not degrade myself by association with such a man as Lord L,urgan. ' ' " Why did you marry him, then ? " Alice's breath came in short gasps. " Because you were a wicked woman and told me lies. Because, for some reason which I cannot fathom, you deceived me and made me believe that the man I loved did not love me. Because you played upon the hysterical ideas of a child until I was forced into a marriage I did not under- stand. And may Heaven forgive you, for I never will ! ' ' " Alice ! " Mrs. Sanderson was standing and trembling violently, but her calmness of tone was as usual. ' ' You do not know what you are saying. Heaven is my witness that I said to you what I would have said to my own daughter under the same circumstances." "That is doubtless true, but your own daughter would better have understood your character." " I take these insults, because I do not believe that you know what you are saying. You are not yourself. These theories of life which are 254 HER LADYSHIP. the result of the vulgar middle class imaginings of some women in this country, do not properly belong to you. I beg of you, Alice, to see the rector. ' ' ' ' You are mistaken. These ideas, as you call them, I have never heard. I am sorry if other women have them, for they are only born of experience. There is no use in your staying any longer. ' ' She rose abruptly, and started toward the door, as if to leave the room, but Celeste came in with a letter in her hand, and a frightened look in her face. It was a look of apology, too, and she held the very neat square envelope between her thumb and forefinger as if it might contaminate her. " What is this ? " Alice asked patiently. " It is a letter, my lady. I do not know who sent it," she said, holding it all the time in a way that belied her words. ' ' The man brought it up from the inn in the village, and he is waiting for an answer. ' ' As she gave the note to Alice she was so over- come with acute curiosity that it seemed to quiver in her very finger tips, and arrested Mrs. Sander- son's attention. But Alice took the letter care- lessly, and, walking to her desk, sat down before it, with her back to her stepmother, and there seemed to be nothing left for the older lady but HER LADYSHIP. 255 to walk out, closing the door softly behind her. She walked to Constance's room and told her to pack up at once, so that they might catch the evening train to London. She was suffering from toothache, she said, and must see a dentist at once. Alice read the note over half a dozen times, her face pale and then crimson. There were only a few lines of it. " Madam," it read, " I am here at the inn in the village, and I have something of the greatest importance to tell you. I will not write it on paper, and I know I cannot come to your house. I beg you, as you value your own happiness, to come to the kiosk by the copper beeches in the park, at nine this evening Mary Welles." At first Alice had thrown it from her impa- tiently. She felt that she had contaminated herself indeed when this woman would dare to ask for a meeting ; and then some instinct told her to go. Mrs. Welles probably wanted money. Well, she felt contemptuous enough, now, to give her some. She scribbled ' ' Yes ' ' on the back of the letter, sealed it in a new envelope, and sent it away. Celeste showed it to the butler as she passed him, and said exultantly, " Her ladyship knows how to treat her sort. She has sent the whole thing back." 256 HER LADYSHIP. Mrs. Sanderson and Constance said their good bys. " I am going to make you go to the Continent with us, Alice," Constance said with fondness, ' ' for you are looking as miserable as possible. You look as cross as all outdoors. Mother has taken a fancy to have toothache and go up to town. It is ridiculous that you do not come with us, instead of mooning about here alone." ' ' I am not lonely. ' ' Constance looked back at her as she stood on the steps of the terrace, and even as she looked, and before the carriage wheels had made a dozen revolutions, she saw her sister turn. ' ' Alice is queer. She cares nothing for any- body. It seems to me that when I was a little girl she was affectionate and soft hearted. Now she is like a hard, white stone." ' ' That is exactly what she is. It must be her mother's blood. Her father was soft hearted enough ; " and then they talked of other things. All the afternoon Alice wandered about, sorry that she had promised Mrs. Welles that she would meet her, disliking herself that such a circumstance could arise in her life. She had actually no idea what could have brought this woman to the Chase. The idea that she wanted to make herself disagreeable, that she had stories to tell, never entered Alice's mind. HER LADYSHIP. 257 The long dinner was duller than usual to- night. There were only I^ady Lurgan the elder and Alice. Everybody else had gone. The late twilight left it fairly light at half past eight when at last it was possible to walk out into the park. As she started I,ady I/urgan spoke to her. There were lines about the haughty face which spoke of hours when ^the strong coun- tenance was relaxed into an expression the proud woman would not have cared to let the world see. " I should like to speak to you a moment, now that we are alone," she said. " My son's life has been ruined by his marriage with you. You are not a child now. You are a woman, and a woman who pretends to have a sense of duty. If for no other reason , can you not try to restore some of the wreck that you have made ? The fate of this house depends upon you." Alice hesitated, and then she said coldly : " If you had thought that earlier, we might all have been happier. But at no time would it have been true. I was wrong to marry your son, but had I been allowed I would have been a good wife to him. You did not allow me. I can do nothing now. But " she turned with some curiosity " why do you tell me this at this mo- ment ? In what is the situation different from what it has been?" 258 HER LADYSHIP. 1 ' You are driving Algernon to extremes. You are causing him to ruin himself, to make a scandal." ' ' You mean that he is making a scandal, and that you wish me to do what I can to save him from its consequences. When he is making himself notorious before the world is the time when I am expected to call him to me ! " Alice spoke with infinite disdain, and went out of the door. She did not know the short way to the kiosk, and it was late before she arrived there. She saw, seated in the dimness inside, a figure which arose as she came near. She recog- nized Mrs. Welles at once, although she had never seen her since that day at the station. She was stouter now, just as well dressed, and with a certain look of tranquility which probably no life she might live would ever entirely destroy. "lam very glad that you came," she said, without any greeting or any nervousness of manner. " I have something to tell you which I think you should know. I know that you do not care for your husband, so that it will be no particular shock to you except that it may hurt your pride. It is your pride that I am relying on to save him." ' ' Why should you care to save him from any- thing ?" " Well, I have known him since he was a boy, HER LADYSHIP. 259 and I suppose I am still fond of him in a way, although he has treated me badly enough. Per- haps, if I were to be strictly honest in the mat- ter, I should say that, as he didn't quite throw himself away for me, I can't bear to see him do it for another woman. There may be something in that. At any rate, he has made all his arrange- ments to leave London tomorrow with that Mrs. Henderson. They have been on the point of going several times, I understand, but it hasn't come off. Perhaps you have prevented it. I came to tell you now, so that you could prevent it in this case." ' ' I can do nothing. ' ' " I suspect that means that you don't care to do any thing. You made him leave me. Retreated me so badly after that quarrel he had with you that I had to give him up. ' ' Mrs. Welles spoke in a quiet tone, as if such an interview were the most natural thing in the world. ' ' And I had known him much longer than you, and had had much more influence over him. He promised me that he would never marry, and I was fool enough to believe him. I never expected him to marry me. I am not sure that I should have been happy if he had. It would have spoiled his life. He liked going about and meeting people, and he would have been miserable when he couldn't do it any more. I used to enjoy 260 HER LADYSHIP. seeing his name in the papers." She laughed a little in a rather comfortable sort of way. ' ' I believe I came to feel a sort of motherly feeling for him. Of course I hated you, but there is nothing wrong with you except that I can see that you are cold natured. You are not very forgiving. After we parted, I hoped he would make it up with you, and you'll excuse the advice of a woman who knows Lurgan through and through when I tell you that you are going the right way to drive him to the bad. Unless something is done at once he has already gone there." " How dare you come here and talk like this to me ? ' ' Alice asked. Mrs. Welles drew her cloak about her throat with a jerk, and started to go. ' ' I dare because I want you to save Lurgan from making a fool of himself. I know you are not the sort that wants scandals and divorce in the family, and wants to spoil the chances of your sister. I supposed you were the sort that would try to smooth things over, and I fancy, after all, that you will." She turned after she had taken some steps away. " This is straight, because Lurgan's man came and told me. He thought I might stop it ; " and then she went on, leaving Alice with just one word ringing in her ears, and that word was divorce ! XXVIII. next morning, at eleven o'clock, Batter- man strode up and down the floor of the parlor which Alice had taken at one of the great Condon hotels. Alice was trembling violently, as you could see whenever she lifted her hands for an instant ; but she had been speaking in a rapid, even tone. " Where did they go ? " Batterinan asked. "I do not know." " Do you know that they have gone ? " " I know only what she told me, and that I