EARTH BY THE SAME AUTHOR HALF IN EARNEST A Novel, Crown 8vo (Second Edition) EARTH BY MURIEL HIKE (Mrs. Sidney Coxon) LONDON : JOHN LANE THE BODLEY HEAD NEW YORK: JOHN LANE COMPANY MCMXII FOURTH EDITION THE ANCHOR PBE88, LTD. TIPTBEE, ESSEX. TO MY HUSBAND Ob, good gigantic smile o' the brown old earth, This autumn morning ! How he sets his bones To bask i' the sun, and thrusts out knees and feet For the ripple to run over in its mirth ; Listening the while, where on the heap of stones The white breast of the sea- lark twitters sweet. That is the doctrine, simple, ancient, true ; Such is life's trial, as old earth smiles and knows, If you loved only what were worth your love, Love were clear gain, and wholly well for you : Make the low nature better by your throes ! Give earth yourself, go up for gain above. ROBERT BROWSING. EARTH EARTH M CHAPTER I "A J"UMMY! . . . mummy!" Diana's clear young voice echoed through the house, rousing the echoes that had si umbered peacefully for years in the darkened corners of the hall. The great temple-gong relic of a long-forgotten campaign caught the note with a faint answering throb, as the young girl stood there, listening in- tently, at the foot of the gloomy staircase, where a solid-looking Mercury in imitation bronze ter- minated the mahogany rail, upholding an oil-lamp, retired from active service since the advent of the electric light. The solid moulding of the metal figure seemed to accentuate the delicate pose of the living one beside it, as Diana paused, head bent a little forward on the slender neck, one arched foot tapping the lowest step, her red lips parted in a smile of expectation as she listened eagerly for a movement anywhere that should answer her call. Within the dining-room doorway, "Buchanan," the cat, watched her slyly, his back curving in a sug- gestion of friendliness, as he rubbed his head with a sidling caress against the woodwork of the door. Having achieved attention by a soft croon of greet- ing, he immediately regretted it. 2 EARTH For Diana turned with a lithe movement at the sound, swooped down upon him, and the next moment they were flying upstairs together, his paws clutching desperately at her rough serge coat, his frightened yellow eyes condemning the perform- ance from over the girl's shoulder. But when she reached the landing his mistress paused, a faint line of anxiety on her smooth fore- head. She put the cat down on its feet with an absent glance, and Buchanan, quivering with wounded pride, administered the subtle rebuke of an immediate descent to the ground floor, every hair on his black and white body bristling with dignity. Heedless of this, Diana moved on up the passage, where a distant window failed to dispel the gloom of the faded Landseer prints on the time- discoloured walls. " Mummy ! " she cried more gently, " are you there ? " Eeceiving no answer, she opened the door before her with a swift glance round the morning-room and advanced gaily, her manner still full of sup- pressed excitement, her full heart bubbling over with the news she was longing to impart. " Mummy ! " Lady Cottar lifted a deprecating hand, frail and delicate as its owner, from the table where she sat, surrounded by a formidable array of the housekeeper's forces receipts, books and bills, that were crowned by a leather-bound ledger that Diana had christened privately as " the Judgment Day-book ! " " Seven and four are eleven, and five, sixteen fourpence and carry one. Ah ! " her voice rose triumphantly as she checked the fishmonger's mistake " I thought so turbot at two-and-sixpece a pound it's ridiculous ! " Completing the third column, she laid down her pen, and with a little sigh of resignation, turned to the eager girl. " I am very busy, Diana," she said, in her low, toneless voice. " What do you want ? " A ray of winter sunshine from without the heavily- curtained windows fell on her hair, which was of that undecided colour that time leaves untouched a pale gold that never silvers, but grows lifeless as the years pass on. But the face beneath still revealed a china-like delicacy of outline, and she dressed with the care of a woman who, inwardly realising the approach of the dreaded foe, refuses to recognise " middle-age " and arms herself desperately to retain the outward illusion of youth. Beside her, the radiance of Diana seemed to glow anew, her very vitality to catch fire from the ashes of that beauty that had undeniably been her mother's earlier portion ; and as she stooped to kiss the elder woman, Lady Cottar, in the glass opposite, caught not only the reflection of the embrace, but the full force of the unflattering contrast. In the painful thoughts that ensued she lost part of her daughter's speech. "... such a lovely piece of news ! " came faintly to her ears ; " and, oh, mummy, do leave those horrid accounts alone, and let me tell you all about it. I nearly ran home ! " Her words tripped over each other in her eager- ness, and she went on, with a little gasp for breath " Such luck meeting Adrienne like that! she never walks in the park as a rule, so I was glad ! She's coming round this afternoon to ask you." She broke off suddenly, conscious of her mother's frown, and following the direction of her gaze was 4 EARTH fully prepared for the sharp exclamation that followed. " Diana ! your boots ! " Lady Cottar's voice was eloquent. Diana shuffled uncomfortably. "I did, mummy, indeed I did ! on the mat outside, twice." But her mother's anger had needed but the smallest spark to quicken into flame. " Disgraceful ! " she cried ; " my poor carpets ! How often have I not told you to wipe your shoes, Diana ? But you never listen, you never think ! Here I sit, slaving for you and your father, ruin- iug my health " the accustomed phrases slipped smoothly off her tongue " economising, struggling to do my duty, day by day, ill or well, whilst you," she paused eloquently, "who should be my right-hand, you can think only of yourself, of your pleasures, your outside friends your appearance " (venom lay in the word), never of me!" The tears rose to her pale-blue eyes as Diana, after one brief survey of the slightly muddy shoes, stiffened herself, wordless, to meet the lecture, conscious of grave offence somewhere, but conscious too with the acumen of her clear young brain, of a subtle touch of injustice. " Mummy " she began. But at this moment the general entered the room. "What is it ? What is it, my love? " He recognised the ominous flutter of the lace-edged handkerchief. From behind its folds his wife's voice, muffled and querulous, penetrated faintly. " It's Diana " the words came out in jerks " her thought-less-ness her ut-ter thought . . . less . . . ness . . ." and faded into a sob. The general crossed the room with his heavy step. Awkwardly he put his arm round his wife's EARTH 5 shoulder, and with his disengaged hand he patted her arm, with little monotonous pats, as though he were soothing a fretful infant. "There . . . there . . . my love ;" his deep voice was genuinely moved. " She doesn't mean it. I'm sure the child doesn't ; do you, Diana ? " He gave the set face of his daughter an anxious glance, as she stood there, very slim and upright, staring out of the window, her lower lip caught tightly between the rows of her small white teeth. " Oh, of course you take her part," said Lady Cottar, tumultuously " of course ! I should have expected it ! " She released herself with an astonishingly agile movement from her husband's encircling arm. Diana's hazel eyes, black with suppressed feel- ing, came back from the window and surveyed the pair before her. " It was because I didn't wipe my feet," she volunteered stonily. Lady Cottar threw up her beautifully ringed hands to heaven, with a gesture inviting thunder- bolts. " And you stand there, John, and and allow this impertinence ? " She sank forward again into the lace-edged handkerchief. The general, torn asunder, turned on his daughter. " Diana, leave the room ! " The military ring of the command admitted no loophole for argument, and the girl, after one keen glance, in silence obeyed him. Immediately the general relented. " She's a good child," he told himself, and loyally added, " though thoughtless, certainly thoughtless ! " Meanwhile, having gained her point, Lady Cottar 6 EARTH was lying back, exhausted, in her chair, a hand pressed to her heart, which was beating with in- convenient haste. She answered her husband's anxious inquiry with a feeble gesture towards a bottle of medicine that stood conveniently near on the writing-table. " Please . . ." she commanded faintly. Then, as he measured her out a dose, and some- what clumsily held it to her trembling lips, she scored her last sad point. " She'll be the death of me one of these days," she gasped ; " my heart . . . won't stand . . . these scenes ! " Physically unnerved, conscious too of the strength of silence, she closed her eyes, and slipping one of her hands into her husband's, gave herself up to the soothing processes of red lavender and virtue triumphant. Meanwhile the innocent cause of all this disturb- ance had reached her own room ; that sanctum she had prepared with such delight but a few months since on her return from her long schooling abroad. Originally intended for a lumber-room, it had nevertheless been lined, by some luxurious former tenant, with sweet-smelling boards of pitch-pine, and with its sloping roof and gable-windows lent itself pleasantly to picturesque treatment. Diana loved the place. From its stained floor, innocent of carpet save for an old Turkish praying- mat and a faded tiger-skin, wheedled from her father's store of trophies, to the smooth-boarded walls, where crayon studies, pinned indiscrimi- nately, blended with amateurish water-colours and one cherished painting in oils that betrayed a master's touch ; all, all was hers her very own ! The easel under the window, with its half-finished EARTH 7 sketch, a faint lingering smell of turpentine and a deeply incrusted palette by the open box of paints, pointed to the nature of the girl's secret ambitions. This was her " studio " her cherished holy of holies. Apart from its crudely artistic atmosphere, the first feature that would strike an observant on- looker was the absence of all traces of femininity. Here were no fragments of needlework, no cush- ioned chairs, no half-read novels lying about in suggestive proximity to ribbons, laces, and sweets ; nothing to suggest the newly emancipated school- girl enjoying her first fling of idleness. The room was clean, wholesome but austere. Over the narrow mantelshelf, where a cracked piece of majolica proudly held its own, a pair of fencing- foils were hung, and in the further window, which jutted out into a bay under the eaves, dumb-bells, Indian clubs, two tennis-rackets, and a well-filled golf-bag crowded together sympathetically. It was towards this angle that Diana swept on her hurried entrance into the room. Sbe paused for a moment to strip off the tight coat that hindered her movements. Then, gather- ing up the clubs, with a swift upward glance, she retreated to where the higher ceiling gave her full play for her favourite exercise. Round and round she swung the shining clubs, now widely, in a great circle over her glossy head, now restrained to a mere movement of the supple wrists ; but ever with the perfect rhythm of youth, with that almost animal ease and precision that vanishes in after years, when the muscles thicken and the joints grow stiff. Youth health well ! ... She had both these. As her anger, slowly exhausting itself, 8 EAETH vanished in the joy of action, the thought struck her suddenly, and she slowed down from the first vigour of her swing into a testing of the more complicated movements. How different to the nerve-wrung woman down- stairs ! A sudden vision of her mother, handker- chief in hand, rose up before her, and the old tenderness of childish days awoke, stifled by the chill of petty injustice. Then pity crept in, that healer of all generous hearts. " Poor mummy ! " The girl gave a little sigh ; " it's her health it's not her, herself." Her grammar grew indescribably confused as her thoughts beat time with the circling clubs ; and with the softening impulse came the need for clear analysis of the scene, now that the first "red mists" had cleared from her eyes. She had forced her news at an inopportune moment. Unconsciously she counted aloud, the physical movements blending with her mental activity. "One . . . two . . . three . . . change!" round she swung, reversing the action, her weight on her other foot. Her boots were a little muddy it was a fact. "Four . . . five . . . six" mechanically she counted. " Now both together ! " Her supple body bent with the mad whirl, and little pearly drops stood out on her forehead. " Accounts . . . were . . . necessary e-vils. Halt ! " For a moment she stood there, breathless, clubs parallel above her, slim and virginal as the huntress whose name she bore, every muscle in her body tight with the sudden unfaltering check. "At ease!" Down went the clubs on the floor, and the strain was over. " It's a great comfort exercise ! " said Diana. EARTH 9 General Sir John Cottar, K.C.B., sat down stiffly to the luncheon-table as the last echoes of the gong resounded through the house. Punctuality was his weakness, and, knowing this, Diana was prompt to appear, fresh and rosy after her late exertions. Her father looked her over critically, and could find no fault. He hated finery of any description, and Diana's indifference to jewellery and preference for simplicity in dress fitted in with his own military precision. To-day she wore a plain silk shirt, open at the neck, with a low embroidered collar, that revealed the girlish throat, and the soft folds were drawn tightly down into the band of her serge skirt, where her father's regimental buckle completed the severe effect of a leathern belt. Her face, flushed with exercise, glowed under the shadow of her dark hair, which had that rare and distinctive beauty, a natural wave, as far distinct from "curliness" as the brook from the deeply flow- ing river; and it parted softly over her strongly- marked brows, from under whose shadows the dark- lashed hazel eyes fearlessly gazed forth. Slim, well-drilled, and erect, her youth hinted a note of boyishness, but without conveying the slightest suggestion of that abomination of the age a masculine woman ! It was more the utter absence of self-consciousness, the untroubled stillness of her fragrant virginity as yet unawakened to sex. A little look of relief swept over her face as she saw her mother's vacant chair, and passing behind Sir John, at peace with the world and herself, she yielded to a sudden wave of tenderness, and, stooping, lightly kissed the old man on his cheek. The general grunted, more pleased than he would confess at this spontaneous salute. 10 EARTH " It's all very well, getting over me like that ! " He tried to look at her severely, as she took her place at the table, " but I wish you wouldn't upset your mother, Diana." He saw the girl's quick change of expression, and went on hurriedly : " She isn't at all strong, and " he caught Diana's eloquent eyes " well, well," he fumed, " we\e got to study her, both of us." Loyally he included himself in the trouble, and a little smile flickered at the corner of his daughter's sensitive mouth. "All right, I'll try, daddy." The old man nodded his head, well content at the result of his little lecture. " And now, do let me tell you my news," she went on eagerly. "I met Adrienne in the park this morning. She's off to Hyeres for three months, and what d'you think?" She clasped her hands to- gether, her eyes sparkling with the excitement of the long-suppressed secret. "She wants to take me with her ! " " Never ! " said Sir John, mischievously. But Diana swept on, heedless of sarcasm. "Yes wouldn't it be lovely? Oh, I do hope mother will let me go." " Would you like it ? " asked her father. "Rather!" There was no mistaking the depths of her desire. She leaned across the table towards him and pleaded for his support. " Do help me, daddy, and talk to mother " but broke off suddenly, hearing the trail of a silk skirt on the stairs. " Sh ! here she comes." Her finger went to her lips. "Not just now," she whispered diplomatically " later on." Lady Cottar, entering the room, took in the scene EAETH 11 at a glance. Under her pale-blue eyes the father and daughter looked suddenly guilty, caught in the very midst of a whispered confidence. As she tidied her hair for lunch she had decided to be magnanimous, to greet Diana as though nothing had passed between them with perhaps a shade of coolness due to her personal dignity, but graciously as a queen to an erring subject. But now, in her jealous heart, suspicion rose anew, and, physically and mentally self-conscious, the mere thought of collusion between the pair convinced her that she had been the subject of their interrupted conversation. So she hardened her heart. " I'm sorry to be late," she addressed the general coldly, " but I couldn't come down before. I was not well enough." The butler passed round, handing the somewhat scanty fare ; for Lady Cottar prided herself on her unbending economy. " Have a glass of wine," said Sir John, anxiously. " Morgan, the sherry ! " The old servant thus addressed gave his mistress a sidelong glance. In the language below-stairs, it was evidently " one of 'er bad days." He filled the glass to the brim, and Lady Cottar with a faint sigh lifted it steadily to her lips. Diana's eyes were glued to her plate, and silence reigned, pregnant of an approaching storm. " 'ashed calves' 'ead, milady," said the butler, deprecatingly. It was a favourite dish of his, and the hope un- bidden rose in his heart that his mistress' indisposi- tion precluded the possibility of solid food. "No thank you." Lady Cottar's voice held a ring of martyrdom. 12 EAKTH " There's cold bif, milady, and " he gave a hurried glance at the bare sideboard and repeated persuasively "cold bif and salad." As she hesitated under her husband's imploring glance, there came the sound of the front door bell, and a certain tension faded from her face at the peculiar rap of the knocker. "If that's Master Walter, Morgan, bring him straight in." For once, in her heart, Diana prayed for her cousin to appear, and when the door opened and the young man stood there, lightly apologising for the intrusion, even the general greeted him with effusion. "That you, Walter? Glad to see you, my boy. Sit down and have lunch." " Dear lad," said Lady Cottar softly, as he bent over her gallantly, kissing the proffered cheek. " And how's my little Tantante? " He straightened his tall figure, and glanced across at Diana, whom he admired but secretly feared. Seen thus, his face showed a curious mixture of weakness and intellect. The high, well-proportioned forehead and aquiline nose gave an impression of thought and stability which the eyes, set near to- gether, small and furtive under their fair lashes, contradicted ; and, again, in the lower portion of the face the expression of the wide, somewhat sensual mouth was negatived by the weakness of the chin beneath. He had a habit of jerking his head forward to mark any emphasis in his speech, and Adrienne, long since, had christened him "The Canary" from this way he had of " pecking" so she averred. The name, as soubriquets will, had clung, follow- ing him from school and crammer steadily into the Guards. EARTH 13 Now, as he scrutinised his aunt's pale face, he " pecked " again propitiatingly. " Well V " " I'm feeling far from strong to-day," Lady Cottar responded, with a chastened smile. " Poor little Tan tan te ! " said young Maclaren. He was fond of his mother's sister in his own surface fashion, and realised with native shrewdness that to play up to her weaknesses made her a very useful ally. " I've too many worries and troubles to get really well," said that lady, in answer to his sympathetic tone. " C'est la vie ! " said the young man, philosophi- cally, clearing to Morgan's deep disgust the silver dish handed to him, and sublimely indifferent to the murmured refrain " And cold bif, sir and salad." He was fond of airing his French chiefly acquired on flying visits to Dinard and Dieppe. It was " a pretty language to use to pretty women." But looking up, he caught his cousin's quizzing eyes, and added somewhat hurriedly " To say nothing of this beastly climate ! " He turned to Sir John. " Four days now, sir, since we've seen the sun. Not a single gleam ! What with being our turn at the Tower at the other end of the world and the gloom of it and a run of bad luck at bridge, I feel almost suicidal myself." " Poor Canary ! " said Diana, sweetly ; " not at all the cage for a petted songster ! " Walter " pecked," uncertain of his ground. " If I had my way," he said with emphasis, " I'd migrate every winter regularly." He watched the butler out of the corner of his eye, as that worthy 14 EARTH showed symptoms of stinting the whiskey. " Thanks, Morgan a little more," and continued wistfully : " The south must be getting jolly nice just now. By the way, I hear our fair Adrienne is joining in the general exodus." " She's off to Hyeres next week," said Diana, quickly. " I met her in the park this morning, and, Walter what d'you think? she wants to take me with her ! " " Jolly for you," said the Canary, carelessly ; " you're going, of course ? " But already the girl had regretted her impetuous speech, her eyes fixed pleadingly upon her mother's cold face. " This is the first I ... have heard of it," said Lady Cottar, distinctly. The general fidgeted in his chair. "Well, mummy, I tried to tell you," began Diana " this morning, you know " She broke off helplessly, and started again, with a desperate glance at her father for support. " You will let me go, won't you, mummy ? Adrienne is coming this afternoon to see you. It wouldn't be for long just a month or so and oh ! " her voice rose in her excitement, " I should love it," she cried. Lady Cottar, with a faint shudder, put her hand up to her head. "Really, Diana that voice of yours! And I couldn't possibly decide at once, without a moment's reflection it's absurd. Besides, there's your father to consult." Diana fell headlong into the trap. "Oh, daddy doesn't mind!" She nodded her head at him lovingly. Lady Cottar's thin lips tightened. EAKTH 15 " Of course, if you've already talked it over, there's nothing more to be said." The general cowered under his wife's reproachful eyes. " My love," he began nervously, " the child was just speaking of it when you came in. There's been no mystery, I assure you." At that fatal suggestion, Lady Cottar drew her- self very erect. " Mystery ? " she repeated. The word lent itself to sibilant scorn. " I fail to understand you, John. Diana is quite at liberty to confide in her own father. Only " her voice faltered tragically " it seems ... a little . . . hard, that 1 am the last ... to be consulted ... in my own house ! " " Happle-tart and ginger-sweet, milady," inter- posed the suffering Morgan. Lunch would never be over at this rate, he decided. " Neither ! " said Lady Cottar, fiercely. Walter saw his chance of oil on the troubled waters. " But you're eating nothing, dear ! " His voice was soothing as he checked the indignant butler with an imperative gesture. (" Just as if the 'ouse belonged to 'im," said Morgan, under his breath.) "We must eat to live, you know. Just a teeny little bit of apple-tart, now? " With dismay he saw the flutter of the lace-edged handkerchief. " I couldn't ! " said Lady Cottar, tragically. Diana laid down her spoon and fork, nerved to a great renunciation. " Then I won't go," she announced to the world at large. Her chin wtas set in a quaint, childish likeness of her father's. Her mother turned upon her a pair of brimming 16 EARTH eyes, her lips trembling, her whole air one of strangled authority. " You will do ... what your parents decide is best," she said severely. And that was how Diana went. EARTH 17 CHAPTER II THE windows were wide open, giving free access to the fragrant air; that subtle blend of mimosa, eucalyptus, and crushed pine-needles that greets the weary tra- veller with the first sweet kiss of the south. Far away, over the Isles of Gold, the sun was set- ting peacefully, and towards the darkening crest of wooded Costabelle, two little pink clouds lingered, side by side, like straying cupids lost in the pale blue of the heavens. Away to the west the grey hills swept upwards towards Toulon, and above the bare backbone of this last link of the Maritime Alps, a young moon, crescent-shaped, was peeping, all agog for the great red ball of the sun to vanish in the tranquil waters of the Mediterranean. Adrienne de Verac drew in her breath with a deep sigh of content. Life was sweet on these sunny shores, the earth exceeding fair. Under her clasped, nervous hands lay her husband's letter that the evening post had brought, and the knowledge that his return was only a question of days, together with this material evidence of his thought for her, added not a little to the warm perfection of the hour. With all her passionate heart and soul she loved the Comte de Verac ; and this was the crowning 18 EARTH blessedness trusted him, knowing her love re- turned. A cool wind crept up over the land, stirring the dusty leaves of the palm-trees, singing its evensong in the lofty pines, and down in the gardens below the frogs began to croak by the water-tanks. As the purple shadows deepened, Adrienne shiv- ered suddenly, conscious of the chill, that " danger du crepuscule " that northerners too lightly disregard, and closing the window, she gazed anxiously down the winding drive that led from the highly-situated hotel to the level of the town below. No sign yet of Diana ! It was surely time for her to return. She glanced back at the clock with a frown on her pretty pale face, and her thoughts, busy around the girl, turned instinctively to Major Bill. Like most happily-married women, she was, at heart, a match-maker ; and it was with inward satisfaction that she had watched the friendship grow between her little cousin and the good-looking cheery soldier, so providentially cast across their path. Her mother had been Sir John Cottar's only sister, and with her intimate knowledge of the family Adrienne could easily realise Diana's somewhat diffi- cult position at home. An early marriage seemed to Madame de Verac the quickest road to happiness for all concerned ; and deliberately she threw the pair of young people together, careful to awaken no suspicioo of her project in the mind of the girl, whose very innocence, at times, proved an unexpected stumbling-block to her plans. For, with the French blood she had inherited from her father and not a little influenced by three years of married life with Guillaume in his native land, Adrienne's convictions stirred her into secret EARTH 19 revolt against the theory that underlay Diana's education, embodying an absolute ignorance of the facts of life. The child seemed so utterly uu conscious of her sex ; well-nigh an impossibility in a Frenchwoman of even fewer years. She laughed openly at love or emotion of any kind, and prided herself on those qualities and attainments which should belong by right to a healthy schoolboy rather than to her own feminine sphere. Fond as she was of her cousin, on these points they were utterly at disaccord. It was during Diana's last year at the big Auteuil school that the Comte and Comtesse de Verac had come to Paris, and the schoolgirl had spent all her Sundays and f fete-days at the cosy little flat in the rue de la Pompe, petted by its pretty mistress and teased by Guillaurne, who treated her as the happy " gamine " she in truth was, and never wearied of telling her seriously that she " should have been a boy!" The pleasantest days of her girlhood had been spent in their company ; and the gaiety of French life that penetrated even the high walls of the big school, the fervour of the art classes she attended outside, and even the brightness ot the climate itself, were not the best preparation for the life that awaited her at home. Diana had looked forward as only a young girl can to the mysterious excitement of being at length " grown-up " ; and prolonged absence from her parents had only increased her love and loyalty, weaving around them a web of imaginary perfection. To go home ! that was the acme of her desire ; each weekly letter a step nearer to the promised land, peopled by those most dear. 20 EARTH Meanwhile the holidays with the de Veracs, including one glorious summer spent at their beau- tiful Chateau de Sorbes, had unconsciously broadened her outlook, and had given her a peep into an enchanted garden where love and perfect sympathy created an atmosphere of contentment, impossible to define, but soothing even to a mere child like Diana. Had she been questioned on that intimate " vie de Chateau " with Guillaume and Adrienne, the courtly old father and his charming marquise, she would have laughingly replied that " they all got on jolly well " ; but in the depths of her sensitive soul she felt that it was something more than that. Later in life she realised with a sense of wonder on what a broad basis of understanding and mutual consideration the fabric of the young couple's passionate love was built. And from this glowing, witty, open-air summer in France, after one more term at school of final educational drill, she returned, full of health and eager anticipation, to the gloomy London house. Meanwhile her mother, unrestrained by the old necessity of " setting an example to the child," had undoubtedly degenerated. Her health, never very good, had become the one absorbing interest of her life. Even the general, since his retirement, had caught the infection of her fears, and under the advice of a specialist, consulted suddenly in haste, had trained himself to humour the patient on every tiny point. Nothing could have been more fatal in its results ! Lady Cottar, from being a pleasant, well-read woman of the world, freed from all necessity for restraint, soon became a self-centred, fretful invalid, EARTH 21 resenting the slightest opposition to her will, and tyrannising over her household under the shelter of her perpetual ill-health. Still pretty, in her faded way, her vanity perpetu- ally fed by her old husband's very genuine admira- tion, she reigned supreme in the big house, rarely venturing forth into society, but content to receive the homage of her own exclusive set of Anglo-Indian friends, to whom Sir John Cottar's name still held the glamour of past years. Picture, then, the descent of Diana into the charmed circle. As pagan in her youth and beauty as her namesake of old, alive to her finger-tips with the joy and wonder of life, she appeared vaguely "foreign" to the narrow English minds by virtue of her long schooling abroad, and her very entry pro- voked unflattering comment in the close-shut house of whispers. After her in due course the stream of young life followed school friends from Auteuil, self-conscious in their lengthened skirts ; youths from 'Varsity and crammer, playing tennis and golf ; and more horrific still an untidy class who talked of " atmosphere," the girls shapeless and absorbed, the men with unkempt hair and in- differently clean cuffs. It was more than a revolt it was a revolution ! And even the general, who loved this bright, wonder- ful, new daughter of his, rebelled when the art- students appeared upon the scene. " You must think of your mother, my dear." It was his endless cry. "Her health is not what it used to be." Here was the death-blow to every innovation. Then, to add to the general dislocation, jealousy arose, and Lady Cottar, torn from the gentle mono- tony of her days, saw in the father's indulgent eyes 22 EARTH a drain upon the full torrent of the husband's devotion. Suspicion once aroused in that narrow and spoilt nature, nothing could stem its course. She spied upon them both, as in earlier days she had spied upon her servants and her friends, detect- ing disloyalty where none flourished, ready to take affront at the barest hint of partisanship. Lonely, in her self-inflicted torture, too proud to admit the same, she turned to young Maclaren, her sister's only child. Proverbially impecunious, easy-going, and secretly piqued by Diana's open indifference and love of teasing, he rallied to his aunt's standard, seeing in her a very useful ally ; and little by little the house divided against itself, forming two factions Lady Cottar and her nephew, against her own husband and daughter. The situation was utterly beyond Diana. What- ever she did was wrong, whatever she said mis- understood ! Only on the rare occasions when her mother entertained was the family peace ensured, and this at the price of the daughter's silent effacement. At this juncture Adrienne providentially appeared upon the scene, disconsolate at her husband's de- parture for Tunis, where an interest in salt-mines necessitated an occasional visit. Into her cousin's sympathetic ear Diana poured all her woes and disillusions, hiding nothing in the frank confession of failure, but loyally striving to realise some reason for her perpetual cloud of dis- grace. Adrienne, chilled by the climate of her mother's land, doubly conscious of its insular pre- judices since her married life abroad, needed only this last disillusion the portrayal of the vaunted English " home-life " to urge her back across the narrow channel. EARTH 23 Hyeres was tempting with its promise of sun- shine ; and the knowledge that it was near Mar- seilles, where Guillaume would eventually land, completed her hastily-conceived scheme for depart- ture. But Diana must come too. Already the elder woman saw a change in the girl's bright face, a weariness she had never shown in the strenuous days of school, and a sensitive tightening of the childish mouth. For under all her laughing indifference there beat a true and loving heart. And into Adrienne's mind there crept the thought of matrimony an early marriage that should save her little cousin long days of misunderstanding and disenchantment. So that when Major Rill greeted her in the crowded restaurant car of the C6te d'Azur train, and proclaimed himself not only a fellow-traveller but bound for the same hotel, speedily evincing an interest in her pretty charge, Madame de Verac accepted his presence as a distinct encouragement from a far-seeing Providence. The mere fact of their common arrival added a touch of intimacy to the trio, relieving Adrienne from the petty onus of arrangement which she was so accustomed to cast upon her husband's capable shoulders. The soldier having stepped so unconsciously into her cherished scheme, Adrienne proceeded quietly to efface herself, pleading one subtle excuse after another to accomplish the inevitable tetes-a-tetes, to which Diana, rejoicing in all her newly-regained liberty, and the sunshine and gaiety she had so sorely missed at home, responded with the im- petuous bon camaraderie of a child. 24 EARTH This very afternoon they were bicycling together to explore the lower level by the sea, whilst Adrienne had declined their invitation to accom- pany them on the plea of long-neglected correspon- dence. Now, for the first time, she felt a shade of anxiety, as she stood at the window alone, gazing down the darkening drive, divided between her desire to afford the young people every chance, and yet to do her duty as "chaperone to the young person." She heard the grating wheels of the station omnibus lumbering up the stony zigzag road, and realised with a frown that the evening train was in, but almost immediately her anxious face cleared. For behind the trunk-laden vehicle two forms ap- peared, and round the next curve paused to wave gaily to the patient figure at the window. In vain Adrienne looked for their bicycles. They seemed to have returned on foot, and she was still puzzling over this phenomenon when the door opened, and Diana, flushed and radiant, stood on the threshold. " Here we are ! awfully late, I'm afraid but it really wasn't our fault," she began breathlessly. " At least, it wasn't the Ripple's " (so she had christened Rill !) " Fact was, I took a header, and it bent the step, and we had to walk home such a way. We've left the bikes at the shop." She stooped over her cousin, kissing her affectionately. " I do hope you weren't anxious, cherie ? " "A header?" queried Adrienne with her faint foreign accent ; " my dear, I hope you aren't hurt?" Diana laughed gaily. " Not a bit ! but look here ! " She pointed to a jagged rent in her skirt held together by a gold safety-pin. EARTH 25 " That's the Ripple's," she explained, " I mustn't orget to give it back," and went on with her story. " We were coming along that road that cuts across the salt-marshes and when we got to the narrow bit with water on either side and you can't turn and your only chance is to keep on down one of the big cart-ruts, I suddenly saw a huge stone in the way. The Ripple was just behind and I forgot and pulled up dead to jump off, but his front wheel caught mine and we all went over together." She laughed again at the recollection, but Adrienne frowned. This did not fit in at all with her rosy dream of romance ! "And Major Rill? " she inquired, her dark eyes fixed on her cousin's expressive face. " Poor old Ripple ! " came the cool, girlish voice. " He was awfully upset he thought he'd killed me!" " I don't wonder," said Adrienne, gleaning the slender consolation of the man's distress. " You might both have gone over into the water." She shuddered at the picture evoked. " And been turned into a pillar of salt, like Lot's wife," said the incorrigible Diana ; " only this was for not looking ahead." She glanced down at her muddy boots. " Oh ! my poor carpets ! " Her voice was the exact copy of Lady Cottar's, and Adrienne, after an ineffectual struggle for composure, gave in and laughed aloud. " I don't wonder your mother finds you a hand- ful," she added severely. Diana leaned forward, a dimple in each rosy cheek. " The Ripple's mud from head to foot," she confided ; " I wiped him down with some grass, and I believe " her voice shook " it made matters 26 EAKTH rather worse ! We came in by the back door and he's gone straight to the bathroom ' trailing clouds of glory ' all the way." " Well, you've only just time to get ready for dinner yourself." Madame de Ve'rac pointed to the clock. " Put on that pretty blue frock of yours I always love you in that." Diana hesitated. "Well if you really want me to." She reached the door before she turned again in a final protest, her face clouded over, her eyes anxious. "Adrienne . . I'd rather wear my old white." She drew her tattered skirt together with sudden energy, " specially as it's late the other takes such a lot of hooking up ! " " As you like ! " said Madame de Verac shortly. For once her pretty face was cross. " Quelle enfant ! " she said dejectedly as the door closed with a bang. EARTH 27 CHAPTER III ANTHOYN RILL stretched his long form comfortably in the low wicker chair, his hat titled over his eyes to shield them from the noonday glare that beat back from the white terrace under his feet. He could feel the sun's strong rays penetrating his flannel suit, and the knowledge that there was nothing on earth to do but laze and laze and laze ! basking in the heavenly warmth, and that far away, in grey London, men muffled in overcoats were hurrying over rain-soaked pavements, com- pleted the drowsy satisfaction of his mood. Upon the snowy surface of his immaculate white boots a shadow had alighted, and from under the brim of his panaina he watched with idle curiosity the vagaries of a tiny beetle, which glowed, first bottle-green, then a fine contrasting copper, in its wayward peregrinations. The air was so still he could catch at intervals the deep boom of guns at sea ; for the French fleet had steamed up early that morning from Toulon and were practising firing beyond the point of the distant lies d'Or. The vivid blue of sky and sea were veiled in a golden haze, and in the garden below the eucalyptus pods were cracking with a faint, crisp sound, adding their fragrant dust to the sweetness of the mimosa, heavy with bloom and the 28 EARTH penetrating odour of the orange-trees. Rill's strong face was tanned to a clear brown. His hair was of that uncertain colour that the French call a " blond cendr6 " and the sunshine brought into life an under-current of red reflection that this particular shade catches in certain lights. Since he had left the regiment, he had shaved off his fair moustache, originally for some theatricals in which he had taken part, and this intensified the clean-cut outline of his lean and virile face, giving him rather the keen look of the barrister than the soldier. But he bore the mark of his profession in his upright figure, the set of the well- drilled shoulders and a certain unstudied precision of dress that were unmistakable. His mind, detached from the beetle, who after a vast deal of scurrying to and fro had suddenly spread a pair of unsuspected wings and vanished on other ventures afloat, wheeled round from abstract to purely personal matters. Too lazy to open the letter which had just arrived and lay with his paper and uncut " Tauchnitz " beside him, he was nevertheless conscious that it touched a definite turning-point in his plans. Vaguely, this annoyed him. Lulled by the per- fection of the day he did not choose to contemplate a move. He was very happy as he was. Hyeres was a pleasant place and fate had pitch-forked him into congenial company. And yet he could not decently overlook his original promise to join Jack Darrell in his yacht. He was no great lover of the sea and a sense of cramp stole over him as he thought of the tiny cabin he had already once occupied, and a certain beam in the low ceiling that inevitably interfered with his comfort. So that it was with a distinct feeling of relief that EARTH 29 he heard a light footstep on the terrace behind him and the cheerful voice of Diana " Hullo, Ripple ! well, you do look lazy. No, don't move," as he made a half-hearted attempt to rise, "I'm coming here." She settled down into an adjacent chair, with a crisp rustle of her cotton frock, and proceeded to unfurl a business-like-looking holland umbrella lined with green. Against this dull background her pretty sun- burnt face laughed down at him, under its waving mass of hair that, like his own, gathered a richer note from the magic light of the south, revealing purple shadows here and there in its wonderful glossy depths. Rill's eyes lingered upon her with lazy enjoy- ment. "Lessons over?" There was mischief in his voice, for he knew it was her habit to read the French paper after dejeuner to Adrienne, who amused herself by correcting any lingering accent that her English cousin retained. "I never saw anyone look so abominably wide-awake ! " Her hazel eyes danced, little golden gleams in them, under her curling lashes. " So would you on a day like this if you weren't so old ! " He stirred a little under the laughing retort, pulling his chair sideways so that he could take in the picture of her in her pink cotton frock, severe as ever in its simple outline, girdled by the inevit- able leather belt, and open at the throat where the embroidered collar was fastened by a quaint old cameo brooch. " How nice and clean we are ! " " Thank you '. " The girl's laugh rang out at the 30 EABTH doubtful compliment. " Adrienne said I looked like a housemaid ! " She fingered the print frock, which, short cut, revealed a well-turned ankle, and one slim high-arched foot carelessly crossed over the other. " I'm glad I look clean, anyway ! " "Better than last night, what?" He could not resist the pleasure of teasing her. " For a finished rider like yourself to be overcome by the presence of a mere stone in the road " She broke in hastily. " Oh, I forgot here's your pin. You should have seen poor Celestine's face when I asked her to mend my skirt ' Mais . . . enfin! Mademoiselle! ' " She mimicked the maid's disgust. "And that's not all the damage look here ! " Leaning easily towards him, she extended her round white arm, where the short sleeve of her dress betrayed a damning proof of the accident. Obeying a sudden impulse, he took her hand in his own, and the teasing smile faded as he saw the bruise, painfully discoloured, and the long scratch hidden beneath the dimpled elbow. " By Jove ! I'd no idea you were really hurt. I'm most awfully sorry why didn't you tell me'?" For a moment he retained the soft fingers in his grasp and from under the brim of his hat his eyes stole up to the laughing unconcern of the pretty face. A slight feeling of pique shot through him. More than once had he been puzzled by her absolute lack of coquetry. Flirtation left her untroubled to a degree beyond the limit of his experience. He liked women and admitted it frankly. But, as a rule, he confined his friendships to married ones, fearing a matrimonial pitfall beneath the smiles of the debutante. Not that he held any modern theories of " free love " and the like, but in EARTH 31 common with many men he looked on marriage as a final " settling-down," to be delayed as long as conveniently possible. Like old age, it was bound to arrive, unless one drifted into the deadly monotony and loneliness of elderly club existence, but " not just yet ! " that was his daily cry. There was time and to spare, and meanwhile plenty of pretty women to flirt with who expected nothing more of a man. His own friend Annesley had summed him up frankly when, in discussing Anthony Kill, he had called him " the philanderer." " He's not exactly a flirt, and certainly not a rip, but he's got a way with women. They like him and damn it all ! why shouldn't he ? he's just a happy philanderer." Now, for once, he was at a loss. "No experience with 'flappers' that's what it is, " he told himself, but deep down in his heart there lurked a sense of respect for this clear-eyed, laughing child, heedless of moves in the "great game " ; and as he dropped her cool fingers in re- sponse to her slight, unconscious movement, he felt a transient touch of shame that should have warned him of danger had he troubled to analyse the sensation. "Why didn't you tell me you were hurt?" He repeated his question. "I didn't feel it at the time," said Diana simply; " it's only a bruise, that's all ! And it was fun, wasn't it ? I wonder we didn't both roll over into the salt-marsh." Her voice ran on impetuously. "Oh, I forgot to tell you Carquieranne is off! Isn't it a pity ? a lovely day like this, but Adrienne has a headache again and is half afraid of the sun, poor dear! So I've stopped the carriage and the 32 EARTH tea and we must have our picnic some other afternoon." Rill nodded his head, watching her thoughtfully out of half -shut eyes. "Why shouldn't we go on our bikes?" he sug- gested. And as her face lit up at the idea, " It isn't really far," he continued. " The fleet's come up this morning from Toulon you'd like that, wouldn't you? They're only just beyond the bay.' He drew himself erect, suddenly imbued with energy. " I'll go down into the town and get that step put right. We needn't take tea " man-like he hated all fuss of preparation " there's an inn where we can get some coffee. I suppose your cousin wouldn't mind being left ? " Diana hesitated, torn asunder between thought of the invalid and a great longing for adventure. Little did she guess that from behind the closed green shutters above Adrienne was watching them happily, a little song of triumph breaking from her lips, surprisingly cheerful for such a sufferer ! " I am sure they make some plan," she was saying to herself, " and the dear child, how happy she looks ! " She turned her keen black eyes on Rill, noting the strength of his supple form, his un- mistakable air of " gentilhomme," which means so much more than its English equivalent. " Un beau garc.on and not so cold as he would appear," she commented with Gallic insight, as she rubbed her pink nails energetically with her manicure pad; " enfin " she nodded her head "9ava!" She studied her own piquant face for a moment in the sun-spotted mirror before her. EAKTH 33 " We are becoming fast a confirmed invalid," she confided to her smiling reflection. Then the red lips parted in a yawn as she stretched her arms up sleepily over her head. "Ma foi ! How I wish Guillaume were here ! " " Well?" said the soldier, on the terrace below, a little chilled by Diana's indecision. " What's the matter now ? " The girl turned perplexed eyes towards him and they fell on the unopened letter by his side. "Oh, the post's in," she answered disconnectedly. " I wonder if there's anything for Adrienne. Shall I go and see, and tell her the result? I could then find out how she was and if she'd mind our leaving her." She was already on her feet. " Try and work it," said Kill, " it's such a lovely day. Besides," his hand went out to his neglected correspondence, " I mayn't be here much longer, I'm afraid. This looks to me like my marching orders." Diana checked herself in her flight as though a stone had struck her. "You're going away?" Impossible to mistake her attitude of dismay, and for the first time during their fortnight of daily com- panionship, he saw a quick flush of colour mount beneath the clear skin. She opened her mouth to speak, as quickly closed it again and was gone, her pink gown fluttering down the glaring whiteness of the terrace. Kill watched her vanish thoughtfully. Then, with a sudden squaring of his shoulders, he broke open the envelope, directed in a straggling hand that breathed of haste. " He never could write, poor old Jack ! " he re- marked to himself. " I expect this is to say I'm to D 34 EAKTH join him at Nice or Genoa," and under his breath he added sharply, " confound it ! " But, as his eyes ran down the closely-covered sheet, he gave vent to a low whistle of surprise, the news so utterly unlike his prophecy that all other thoughts faded from his mind. Married ! Jack Darrell married and sending in his papers ! What on earth did it mean ? Why, the boy must be mad to dream of it. Many a time had he sadly regretted his own early retirement, that in a measure had been forced upon him by the state of his health at the time. But that Jack Darrell, with no cursed ill-luck in the shape of an Afridi knife-thrust, should throw up the service in the full glow of youth and vigour at the mere bidding of a girl ! His disgust knew no bounds. And a theatre-girl, too. For so, unjustly, as he read, he designated the beautiful opera singer. " Esterella Rossi " whoever had heard of her ? Only a Lina Cavalieri would have been worthy of the sacrifice ; but an unknown Italian star. . . " Oh ! mad, mad, mad ! " He ground his heel into the pavement, sick at heart over the folly of the affair. Then, after a minute, went through the letter again, more steadily : the hurried apologies, the shamefaced attitude of the younger soldier at throwing over his friend. And the bewildering explanation. " Fact is, old fellow, I'm married, and off on my honeymoon to-morrow. I don't know what you'll say. In the yacht too that's the infernal cheek of it ! " Followed clumsily-worded sentiment, full never- theless of unmistakable sincerity : "I heard her sing one night in the half-empty EAKTH 35 1 Carlo Fenice ' it was the evening we put in at Genoa and since then I've only had one thought. Oh, I know you'll rot, but I'm too damned happy to care. She's the most beautiful woman in all the world, and what's more, she's mine." " Hope she'll remain so ! " said Kill, with quite unusual cynicism. "I never heard such a hare- brained affair in all my life. And Jack a sound chap like that avoided the sex, too. More than one girl's had a shot at him since he came into his money. Jack Darrell a married man ! Good Lord ! it'll be my turn next ! " He threw his head back with a laugh of utter scepticism, whole-hearted and shrewd, all the hard side of his nature uppermost. And at that moment the window above him opened and Diana's voice fell upon his ear. " It's all right, Hippie ; Adrienne says I may go. But we're to be in early." Her face glowed down upon him mischievously between the green shutters. " And no accidents this time." The sun-blinds shut with a snap and the corners of the angry man's tightly-closed mouth relaxed. "No accidents," he repeated drily, "well I don't think ! " He thrust the letter ajvay in his pocket-book and turned his thoughts to the damaged bicycle as he rose to his feet, with a parting tribute to the folly of his erstwhile junior officer : " Poor old Jack ! " 36 EARTH CHAPTER IV THE private road from the Continental Hotel ran down a steep hill, passing under an archway, and emerged full on the main thoroughfare of the little town. Knowing her cousin's love of daring, Adrienne had forbidden her to mount her bicycle until safely across the danger zone of the electric trams. So, obediently, Diana and her companion wheeled their machines through the straggling gardens of the hotel. As they passed the tiny villa on the out- skirts of the grounds, they saw a woman's face watching them curiously from the vine-wreathed porch. The soldier, after a brief answering glance, averted his steel-gray eyes, conscious, however, of something vaguely familiar in the tall figure that stood there. Diana stared frankly back with the curiosity of her age. She was immensely interested in all her neighbours in the big hotel. " That's Mrs. Maxeter," she informed him, as they turned the corner by the gate ; " don't you remember her and her long white gloves and her ' party fan ' ? " Her voice rose gaily, as she corrected herself. " Oh, of course, you were out that night. She came in to listen to the band and have coffee with the fat woman with the little husband who sit at EAETH 37 the next table to us. You should have seen her, she was gorgeous ! " People dressed very quietly at the Continental, and the advent of Mrs. Maxeter in a casino frock that evening had created quite a stir in the half empty lounge. "Who is she? " asked Kill; "it's odd but I seem to know her face." He searched his memory as they passed under the arch, crossing the tram-lines on foot and proceeded to mount their bicycles in one of the narrow roads leading out of the town. "A Mrs. Maxeter that's all I know. At least" she paused to adjust her skirt and continued, smil- ing at the sudden recollection " I can tell you a funny story about them that I heard from Margot Bowring, that day I lunched with her at the Golf Hotel. Mrs. Maxeter was there with her husband such a funny, grubby-looking little man ! and I asked who they were. They come from Suffolk, it seems " Rill's face cleared suddenly. " I've got it," he cried, breaking in upon her story. " The Foljambe's governess ! of course ! I knew I'd seen her somewhere before. I beg your pardon, do go on." "A governess?" Diana's eyes began to dance; " that's why she gives herself such airs ! Well, anyhow, it seems they come here regularly and join the golf. And last year he left his old red coat in the club, a dreadful worn-out garment, fit for nothing, and when they opened the place in October, the caddy master found it still hanging there and seeing it was too old and dirty for words, concluded it wasn't wanted and threw it away." She paused for a moment as they swung round 38 EARTH the sharp bend under the railway-bridge of the little local line. " But it seems he's very economical, this Mr. Maxeter, and the first thing he did on arriving this season was to ask for his red coat. And there was a terrible fuss ! At last a caddy found it reposing on the dust heap at the back of the golf-house and . . ." She turned her head towards her companion, her face radiant with mischief. " He's wearing it now ! " she cried. The major laughed heartily. " Poor little man ! You forget he's got to pay for those long white gloves. I remember all about the fair lady now. She used to teach the Foljambe youngsters and flirt with the old colonel, or try to rather hard work, I should say. But eventually she found a better prey and captured the vicar him- self Maxeter, that was the fellow's name, of course. He must have given up the living ; I remember he wasn't popular, too high church for that quiet country place." " Oh, but he isn't a parson any longer," said Diana quickly. " Margot Bowring told me. He went over to Rome some years ago, and of course, being married, you see, there was no chance for him in the opposite camp." " What a blow for his wife," said Rill, thought- fully. " She was a good-looking woman ; fine eyes and an assured manner. Poor Mrs. Foljambe didn't quite appreciate it sometimes ! " He smiled at the recollection. " That's years ago now." " Oh, she must be quite old," said Diana with the unconscious cruelty of youth. " I often see her about with the fat woman who has the sitting-room EARTH 39 next door to ours. She amuses me too. Haven't you seen her coming down to dinner always with one hand on her little husband's shoulder ? (who, I'm sure, is not up to the weight !) She looks like 'Mrs. Be-done-by-as-you-did ' in the 'Water-babies,' dragging poor little Tom down to be birched ! Celestine, who seems to know every thing, told me last night that they're only just married ; isn't it killing ? " "Very, I should think, by the look of him," said Bill with a laugh. He went on, a shade hastily, changing the subject "Can you smell the violets?" as their way led them between fields of blooming plants filling the air around with the very essence of spring. Diana, throwing her head back, sniffed delightedly. " Isn't it good ? oh, I do love this place ! Fancy being in England now, the damp and the greyness and the indoor life." She shivered at the bare thought, then reverting to the forsaken topic : "Well, I was telling you; what do you think their name is ? ' Brown-Bunnett.' Isn't it delicious ? I call them the brown bunnies. And she's fright- fully jealous of him, that ugly sandy little man ! This morning I was out on the balcony which adjoins theirs, trying to see the fleet, and he came out on his, and was so polite. He offered me his field-glasses and I was just getting them focussed, when I heard a voice from the room beyond " ' Airchie . . . Airchie ! ' (she's vera Scotch, ye ken !) ' It's too warm for ye out there, I'm thinking.' "If you'd seen that poor little man! he jumped as if he'd been caught red-handed. " ' I'm coming, my dear, this vera minute,' he called out obediently. 40 EAETH " But of course I had the glasses and he didn't like to go back without them and I held on like grim death, pretending I hadn't heard the summons. " ' How beautifully blue the sea is,' I said as he fidgeted about, ' and what excellent glasses ! I can see the little puff of smoke each time they fire and . . . sometimes a splash.' " ' Airchie ! ' came again, more severely from behind the shutters." Diana mimicked the impatient voice, to Rill's delight, as the bicycles swung on steadily side by side. " And then the brown bunny appeared herself, in a big white apron ; you never saw such a sight, and that untidy hair of hers all over the place. So I handed back the glasses to ' Airchie ' and said as sweetly as ever I could " ' Thank you so much it has been most in- teresting. ' " You should have seen her furious face ! she simply glared at me. So I glared back at the apron, as well I might ! She looked most ex- traordinary, like an old nurse. Perhaps she was going to give the little man his tub ! " She jumped lightly off her bicycle as they came to the steep hill by San Salvadour. " Let's walk up, it's too hot for words." Rill had laughed heartily over her story. " You'll be getting yourself disliked one of these days," he warned her ; " ' Airchie ' will lose his little heart to you and then there'll be a horrible tragedy. Supposing he did ? " His voice grew suddenly curious, his eyes half- mockingly fixed on her fair, flushed face which glowed between the folds of her pink motor-veil like the very heart of a rose. EABTH 41 " Did what ? " asked Diana, serenely. "Fell in love with you. Seriously now?" said the man. " What nonsense ! " said Diana, undisturbed ; "people don't fall in love like that." " Don't they ? " Bill was highly diverted. Diana turned an astonished face towards him. 'Why, you're as bad as the German girls at school ! " Her breath came in little pants, as the dust whirled up round them on the steep incline. Bill reached across and took the handle-bar of her machine in his other hand. " Two are as easy to wheel as one," he remarked cheerfully. " I'll push these and you talk. It's a fair division of labour on a hill like this." Then, as she showed signs of rebellion, he went on quickly " Why am I like a German girl ? I should like the answer to the riddle." Diana was no wit abashed. " Oh, they always talked like that. It's all they thought about, falling in love and cooking ! " Her voice was eloquent of her disgust. " If it wasn't the dancing-master it was the professor of elocution, and once they were caught writing notes to the man who brought the bread ! " " Combining their two weaknesses," suggested the soldier, " love and baking." But Diana was too indignant to laugh. " That settled it," she said hotly; " we got together a committee and formed a club all the English girls came in and a lot of the French. It became in the end a sort of games society ; we fixed up matches and competitions, but the main idea was that any girl who talked nonsense was tabooed nonsense about love, I mean all that sickly German stuff ! " 42 EARTH " You belonged, of course?" Rill looked at her keenly, a little surprised at this unexpected aspect of a school for girls. " I was captain, the second year," said Diana simply. They reached the summit of the hill in a silence that neither realised. The man felt suddenly out of his depths, conscious too, with a curious hint of pain, of the years that rolled between them. How young she was how very fresh and young ! This was new country indeed for the philanderer's daring footsteps ; full of unexplored turnings, un- sounded rivers that stopped him dead at the entrance to those orchards serenely blossoming afar. Younger steps than his would surely find the way ; that subtle bridge of sympathy, too frail for ex- perienced feet. He brushed the thought aside with a faint sensa- tion of weariness as they free-wheeled down the series of gentle declines that brought them at length in sight of Carquieranne, and turning by the deserted station rode slowly down the dusty village street. The scattered cottages, each with their strip of parched garden, where here and there a peach-tree still prided itself in its pearly mass of blossom, seemed void of life in the noonday heat, save for a scuttling hen or dusty mongrel that slunk away at the approach of their shining wheels ; and once as they passed the village forge came a sudden ruddy glow and the sharp sound of hammered iron broke through the drowsy sheath of silence. But for this the country lay fast asleep. " Are you ready for tea ? " Rill's voice scattered the train of thought set in motion by reference to her old school-days and EARTH 43 Diana looked up with a little start at the sudden question. "Tea?" She came back to the present. "It's rather early yet, isn't it'?" Her eyes caught a glimpse of the open sea beyond. " Can't we leave our bicycles somewhere and explore a little first ? " Eill nodded his head, ready as ever to fall in with her desire. " We'll take them to the inn and tell them we'll be back for some coffee later. It's just round the corner of the street." His own thoughts had flown back to Jack Darrell and that amazing marriage. He felt tempted to ask the young girl's opinion of the romance, but reserved it for a more propitious occasion. " Here we are Hotel de la Plage. How grand it sounds ! And absolutely deserted, of course. I shall call this No Man's land." But at last they found an astonished waiter, con- signed their machines to his charge, propping them up in the shade of the sun-peeled verandah, and set forth in the direction of the beach, towards the distant jetty where the boats, moored together, slumbered peacefully on the still and sleepy sea. The " plage " ended abruptly in a ragged heap of rocks that cut off all further view, black and imposing against the deep blue of the sky. " I'd like to get over that," said Diana, " and see what lies beyond." "You wouldn't rather have a boat and row round ?" suggested Rill. She hesitated, weighing the idea thoughtfully. "Well unless you really prefer it I'd sooner walk. It's not much of a climb and one gets so cramped bicycling." Rill smiled at her energy a little ruefully. 44 EARTH " All right we'll walk." For to-day at least her will was his. She smiled up at him gratefully, loosening her motor-veil from under her chin, and they fell into step together, Diana striding manfully beside the long-legged man. The gentle breeze from the sea played tricks with the cotton frock, swelling the pink skirt into a crinoline, and the girl laughed as she smoothed it down with her little brown hands. " How awful it must have been to live in the days of ' hoops.' When I see the old pictures by Leech I am thankful that I was born a generation later. Fancy wearing ringlets and fainting at the sight of a mouse! " "That wouldn't have suited you" Rill glanced at the slim figure beside him, instinct with life and vigour, and the wild-rose face with its straight fearless gaze. ' My grandmother wore ringlets " her voice was absent as her eyes drank in the picture of the shel- tered bay with its huddled white houses where the fisher-folk lived "fastened in with little combs at the side." " That was your father's mother? " He filled in the pause that followed. " No Grannie Bretherton. She used to live at Brighton, out Kemp Town way. When mother went back to India I stayed with her for a time. But I always went to Grannie Cottar for the summer." She stopped suddenly, screwing up her dark-lashed eyes to take in effects of light and shade in the scene before her. " Grannie Cottar kept bees," she went on dreamily, her thoughts manifestly far away. EARTH 45 Rill stifled a sudden desire to laugh, realising the seriousness of the young face. " She was a dear" said Diana slowly. All her heart was in her voice. " She's dead now." They walked on in a silence full of sympathy, skirted the jetty, and found themselves below the mass of rocks. " Why bees? " said Rill gently, fearing to snap the unusual softness of her mood. " Oh, I don't know. It was a hobby of hers. She thought them more intelligent than people." A quaint reminiscent smile parted her lips. " It's funny how little things stand out in one's memory. I remember so well the day that I got stung I'd always been warned not to go near the hives . . ." She paused to climb up the first of the big boulders that mounted upwards like a miniature pyramid, dis- daining Rill's outstretched hand with a determined shake of her head. The soldier, smiling to himself, let her have her way, and soon they had surmounted the pile and scrambled down on to the beach beyond, a tiny sheltered cove where the pebbles gave place to sand, smooth and golden, under their feet. " Oh isn't this nice ? " Diana drew in her breath with a sigh of delight. " I knew there'd be something good this side let's sit down and enjoy it." She suited the action to the words, her back against the rocks, her hands clasped around her knees, with her face turned, full of wonder, towards the glory of the shining sea. " Just smell it ! . . ." she took a deep breath of the fresh salted air " isn't it simply heavenly ? " Rill nodded his head, sprawling at full length be- side her on the firm sparkling sand. He picked up a handful and let it run through his fingers. 46 EARTH "And the tragedy," he reminded her, "the day you were stung?" " Oh, that" she laughed, amused by his persis- tence " it's not a story there's nothing in it. Only I always remember the incident on account of something my old grannie said. And I found it again afterwards, written on the fly-leaf of one of the books she left me." She paused with a shade of hesitation in her voice. " Let's hear," said Rill persuasively. He looked up at her out of his lazy grey eyes, and after a second she responded to the glance. " Well " she gathered her thoughts together " there was a boy who used to come over and play from the nearest place to ours. It was right in the depths of the country, you know, miles from a town, and oddly enough he was another ' only child ' with his parents away in India. So we fraternised. Grannie was very good to him, and we were allowed to play anywhere except near the hives. But one day Jack and I thought we'd risk it, and we went down to the forbidden corner of the orchard. It was a sunny day, and the bees were very busy, and we stood for a time watching them. I remember there was a fat chap, all yellow with pollen, trying to crawl in at the little door, and we got a walnut leaf and blocked his way just for fun. But in the end, as I was holding the leaf and he was fussing and spuffling, another bee got under my hand and stung me. " Jack was awfully worried, and he went straight to grannie and took all the blame. He was always like that a thorough sportsman ! But grannie simply sent for the blue-bag and didn't scold at all. All she said was, ' This comes of interfering with Dame Nature.' Jack said something about ' punish- EARTH 47 ment/ and grannie laughed. I can see her now with her soft white hair and hazel eyes such young eyes, always twinkling with fun . . ."A tremor came into Diana's voice : there was no mistaking the depths of her affection. " And then she quoted the words I found in the old book. ' In Nature there are neither rewards nor punishments, but only consequences.' I've always remembered somehow." All the mockery had died out oi the man's face, and with it the suggestion of the hardness it wore at times. " It's jolly true," he said slowly, " when you come to figure it out." He reached a long arm across for a tiny shell that gleamed like a pink pearl on its bed of sand, and alter a moment's observation, dropped it lightly into the girl's lap. "And who was Jack?" his mind swung back to the letter from his friend " besides being Jack of the Bee-stalk." Diana laughed, her temporary gravity thrown to the four winds of heaven. " He'd be amused if he heard you call him that. He's very much grown up now, and a ' soljer man ' I believe I haven't seen him for years." " A soldier ? " The coincidence was startling, and Rill raised himself on his elbow and repeated the question. " You haven't told me his name ? " Diana, surprised at his sudden curiosity, gazed back at him teasingly. She picked up the pink shell and weighed it in her hand. " Do you really want to know ? " " Please," said the Ripple, with mock humility. " Well . . ." said Diana slowly then with a little laugh at his look of eager suspense, " his other name was Darrell," she answered. 48 EAETH CHAPTEK V THE dim London day was drawing to a close, and Lady Cottar in the warm morn- ing-room the one really cheerful corner of the great gloomy house lay back wearily against the soft cushions of the sofa. The rose-coloured silk that covered them threw into gentle relief the pearly grey of her favourite tea-gown and added a faint glow of colour to her finely-cut features. At her feet nestled a tiny "Pekingese" the sworn enemy of Buchanan, the cat and his prominent eyes were fixed in a senti- mental stare on the tea-table beside him, where, on the massive silver tray, a cup of China tea, especially prepared and poured off the leaves, was sending up a fragrant reminder of the five o'clock hour. Lady Cottar helped herself to a pellet of saccha- rine her last doctor but one had strongly condemned sugar and proceeded to butter a slice of dry toast, placed by the attentive Morgan within easy reach of her hand. Diana's last letter, somewhat marred by the treachery of foreign note-paper, lay open on her knee, and the mother's mind had drifted back by a slow train of thought to the years that were past, when the straggling round-hand had brought not only a throb of loving solicitude to her heart but rosy dreams of the future, when her little daughter EABTH 49 should return from the long schooling abroad to become her chief companion and consolation. As usual, she repeated her thoughts aloud, whilst the Pekingese lent an attentive ear, ever on the alert for the magic word of " sugar." " When I think of my life . . ." Lady Cottar sighed, stirring the China tea, " and of all the sacrifices I have made for my only child ... of the education she has had . . . the luxury . . . the forethought . . ." she paused sadly to sip the cooling tea " I feel cut to the heart by her want of appreciation." "Wang Cho " writhed under her pathetic glance, and made a futile effort to lick the outstretched hand that lay, a picture in itself, with its fine Indian rings enshrined in the delicate laces of her gown. " I cannot understand the child," the weary voice ran on, as its owner gently caressed the round golden head of the little creature beside her. " She seems so cold, so secretive, so unlike what I was as a girl. She certainly does not resemble me, nor her poor father either." Thus, for some unknown reason, she invariably alluded to the general. A sudden vision of Grannie Cottar, with the strange contradiction of her white hair and youthful hazel eyes, rose up before her, and she drew in her breath sharply with a tightening of the lips. "Yes that's where she gets it." Her face darkened at the thought ; for there had been no love lost between herself and her mother-in-law. " She was always so ... eccentric ! " And in the utterance of that cryptic and pregnant word she threw all the accumulated prejudice of her own narrow upbringing. " So unlike my dear mother," she sighed, gazing down absently at Wang Cho, who, sick with hope E 50 EAKTH deferred, had resumed his hypnotic stare at the silver sugar-bowl. Indeed, Diana's grandmothers had presented a striking contrast, vivid enough to compel even the child's secret wonder. Lady Cottar's pale blue eyes drifted across to a portrait in water-colour that was suspended over the fireplace, in which an elderly lady with immaculate faded ringlets and a lavender silk gown whose ample folds threatened to overflow the entire foreground was receiving the studied caresses of a pair of sylph-like maidens, in white hooped frocks, impossibly sloping shoulders and contrasting curls of gold and brown, who were leaning on either side of the central figure in a con- fused coil of bare and slender arms somehow re- miniscent of the classic embarrassments of the Laocoon. At the memories the picture evoked her mind leaped the intervening years and she saw herself back again in the big Kemp Town house, wearing that very sash and bow and the tight " Jemima " boots, discreetly veiled with their little frills of lace. Those were the days of draped piano-legs, of tatting, archery, and religious revivals ! Brighton had been on the crest of fashion's wave : balls at the Pavilion and private "routs," parties every- where. And no gay gathering had been complete without Mrs. Bretherton and her two beautiful daughters. All the gossiping and the flirting, the meetings on the Parade, and the long nightly con- fidences in the pleasant bedroom that the sisters shared, rose up before her in overwhelming recol- lection. Through it all, like the dog in the fair, the widowed mother with her immaculate ringlets had threaded her way, parading her daughters' charms, EAETH 51 secretly advising their behaviour, living her own foolish young life over again in the excitement of their fluttering progress. When Medora, the younger of the pair, finally attracted the attention of gallant young Captain Cottar, it was on Mrs. Bretherton's ample bosom that she laid her blushing face and confessed with sobs of joy how "terribly she loved him! " And when the handsome Bertha, not to be behind her " darling little sister " in the full flood of mutual confidence, had made a similar announcement of "the things" that young Maclaren of the well- established firm of Maclaren, Maclaren and Vox had breathed into her pearly ear, they had all wept together and enjoyed the crowning evening of their lives. Lady Cottar's own eyes grew moist at the happy memory they were such a " united family " she heaved a tremulous sigh. And now Diana ! The contrast was bewildering. Here were no tears, no conquests no whispered secrets. She might have been a boy ! " She never confides in me," the mother fretfully complained, heedless of the patent fact that Diana had nothing to confide. " She's so still," said Lady Cottar, " one never knows what she thinks." But when the girl had once shyly unveiled the inmost shrine of her heart, showing her god of painting enthroned on his high altar of art, together with that ambition she hid from all the world be- side, it was to meet with her mother's utter lack of interest, to be told pleasantly but firmly that, " now her school-days were over," she must think of other things. 52 EARTH Her sense of humour, for once, would not answer to the call. "Just as if it had been sums!" Diana had sobbed into Buchanan's comfortable coat. " What's the good . . ." she choked back the rarely-permitted tears, " of telling . . . mother . . . any- thing ; " And her sanctuary violated, she had closed the door for good. Nevertheless, had Lady Cottar but guessed it, Diana suffered likewise from loneliness, the deep, unvoiced loneliness of youth, longing for love and sympathy from her side of the wide gulf between them as ardently as the disappointed parent herself, fully conscious of her failure to please, and, in her very anxiety to avoid all painful discus- sion, drifting farther and farther away from that home-life she had looked forward to with such an eager longing. Innately honest, she could not always agree. And to disagree with her mother was to invoke the storm. It was better to hold one's tongue and seek for sympathy outside. Only Grannie Cottar would have understood. In her moments of deep despair, when she felt out of place, a jarring presence in the quiet house, the memory of that clever old face, with its thoughtful brow and merry human eyes, would overwhelm Diana with the knowledge of her loss. Conscious of a strong likeness between them, she passed on to her father a full measure of the love her grandmother had lavished upon her. But in secret, almost furtively, knowing that to usurp any of his attention was to awaken jealousy and bring down on the general's head a portion of the cloud that hung over her own. Adrienne was her one strong rock of defence. But Adrienne lived in France, that golden land EARTH 53 where the sun shone and people wore a smile in- stead of a superior air of gloom and dared to laugh aloud, kissing each other warmly on both cheeks as if they really liked it! ate badly, perhaps, but talked on every topic, breaking boldly away from the morning paper and a study of the weather. So different from the English from the set rules that bordered a " lady's " conduct at home. " Why can't they live and be alive ? " cried Diana from the depths of her cramped young soul. Here, alas! was no orthodox young person ! And " Hush ! " came the mother's shocked accents. "How often have I not told you, Diana, to moderate your voice ? " The girl, hot-blooded and unappeased, would fly to her outdoor games anywhere to escape from the stifling atmosphere of home, where even Morgan wore a look of suppressed rebellion, and her father glanced anxiously across the table before venturing on a second helping of " hash." " And mother isn't a bit happy, when all's said and done ! " That was the climax that crowned her despair. " Whatever we all do, she seems to feel ill-used." " Duty " and " Decorum " these were her mother's gods; and under the grim folds of the united banner, Lady Cottar was blind to her own un- doubted egoism, serving her tyrants to the limit of her endurance, lashing her household into an obedience as unswerving as her own. " Whatever 's unpleasant is ' Duty,' " Diana had summed it up; " whatever's unnecessary, ' De- corum." 1 Worn-out with her perpetual burden of super- vision, never wholly at rest, totally unable to dis- sociate herself from material matters, Lady Cottar's 54 EAETH life was one long " fret," not only fatal to her own nerves but unhinging to those around her. A "hobby" might have saved her a love of gardening, a love of books. But the only thing approaching to it was a study of her own health, and even this latter was prone to be offered up at the mandate of her imperious gods. Diana, keenly sensitive to moral atmosphere, despite her youth an idealist at heart, found herself fatally involved in the struggle. Her anxious offers of help met with an almost scornful refusal on the score of her inexperience. But behind that lay the fact that her mother dreaded any infringement on her absolute monarchy. What was to be done? If only Grannie Cottar had been alive ! the cry rose daily from Diana's soul to say the right thing, to plead with the authority of her white hair and the deep love of her strong and wise old heart. She had always "under- stood." Through all the dividing years she had never misjudged the child. May and December, it was true. But there is often more sympathy be- tween the pair than is felt by July for her nearer rival September. Once the old have retired from the crowded stage of life, they watch with interest, untinged with envy, the progress of the eager young players who follow in their wake. But Lady Cottar still curtsied with grace in the centre of the scene ; and Diana, with her innocent allurement of health and youth, for all her in- experience held the danger of a sister " star." Neither of them would have admitted it to a single living soul, but both were conscious of the unspoken rivalry. In her honest heart Diana felt that her mother EARTH 55 had had her day had been beautiful, successful, admired ; had lived her own young life under Grannie Bretherton's fondly indulgent wing. Why, then, should she grudge her daughter the same golden inheritance the bright butterfly-days she had passed through herself? And across the gulf of years the mother, still conscious of her charm and the added strength of her position, shuddered at the thought of the slightest abdication. "What? with all my experience, my knowledge of the world, to make room for a mere slip of a child ? Never ! " Here was war to the knife. Between them, fond and harassed, stood the general, and behind, suave and conciliating, the shadow of Walter Maclaren. " 'E knows which side 'is bread is buttered," old Morgan assured the cook ; " 'e don't give h' all for nothink, trust 'im ! And h'as for the young leddy, she 'as my symperthy 'tain't a 'ouse fer young folk no 'ow ! " " Reckon 'er '11 do well ter marry," responded worthy Mrs. Simpson, mother of six. She folded her fat hands complacently over her well-lined apron. " An' the first one as arsks 'er, too. That's 'ow Miss Diana '11 be wed. P'raps 'tis the Lord's will." She measured the sugar with a careful hand into the kitchen basin conscious of the inexorable rule of supply divorced from demand ! Many a marriage had been made this way. Her philosophical old mind caught dimly at a settled plan of creation ; some unseen working of Nature that drove the young from out the nest to mate and reproduce and empty the nest again. She gave a comfortable sigh as she settled the scanty lumps. 56 EAKTH " 'Tis beet, I'll be bound too blue fer proper sugar. Ain't that the missus all over ? paring and scraping where there ain't no need, an' wearing 'er- self to a thread which we've all on us got ter pay for! An' the general bless 'is ole 'eart ! 'ud give 'er anythin'k ! But she don't see it not she ! " She threw some coal on the fire with a clatter of disgust, and peered into the deep oven mistrustfully at a diminutive kitchen cake ; then drawing her portly figure erect, summed up succinctly " They ain't poor not by a long way 'specially since the ole leddy died. " It's just fidgets and a sort of 'ousekeeping pride. They've every think for 'appiness as I can see. And yet some 'ow they jest misses it ! " Upstairs, in the warm and dainty room, Lady Cottar, by long and circuitous routes, had arrived at the same profound conclusion. She wiped a tear away from the corner of her pale blue eyes, and gathering up the Pekingese in her arms laid her thin face against its silky coat. " There's no happiness anywhere," she cried " no love ... no confidence. Sometimes I wish that I were dead ! " Faintly she heard the sound below of the front door closing, and pulled herself together with a start ; then the echo of her husband's step, mount- ing heavily upstairs. The door opened gently, and the old face appeared the hazel eyes so like Diana's own filled with an almost wistful expectancy. "You there, my love?" He advanced noiselessly into the pretty room, with its shaded lights and comfortable couch, drawn up beside the blaze of the log-fire. " How nice you look." He stooped and kissed his wife fondly and patted the little dog. " Now, I could just do with a cup of tea. That is," EAKTH 57 he added the saving clause, " if you've any to spare." He pulled an arm-chair forward into the warmth and held his rheumatic old hands towards the fire. " And how d'you feel this afternoon ? " " Tired," said Lady Cottar. She gave a discon- tented little laugh. " But that's nothing new ! " The general sighed, gulping his tepid tea with a tightening at his heart. Full well he recognised the mood. " Ah well," he said, " the weather's very trying. I wish you were down in the south." For his eyes had fallen on the letter she still held. " I see you've heard from the child ? " " Yes," said Lady Cottar. She gathered the un- tidy sheets together. " She seems to be having her usual good time. Adrienne spoils her, I'm afraid ; and there's a Major Rill she writes about who appears to have joined the party. Do you know the name ? " " Bill ? " said the general, venturing on a piece of toast. "Why, yes. He belongs to my club if that's the same chap tall, clean-shaven a nice fellow did well in some frontier trouble some years ago " he tapped his forehead thoughtfully "retired afterwards. Pity ! but I believe it was health." " He seems well enough now," his wife said, with a faint smile. Diana had faithfully recounted their bicycling exploits, with a generous appreciation of the word " kilometre." " She's full of Jack Darrell's marriage too, that little boy who used to play with her at Tenterleigh. It seems he's a mutual friend, and belongs to Major Rill's old regiment." The general listened attentively, and seeing the direction of Wang Cho's imploring gaze, rewarded 58 EARTH the little dog with his long-coveted lump of sugar. " I've heard my dear mother speak of the Darrells. They were neighbours of hers. Oddly enough they were discussing his marriage at the club to-day. It seems a great mistake ! some unknown Italian singer. The boy's not thirty yet ! " He caught his wife's eye and smiled, remembering his own early attachment. " A fatal age, eh ? Well . . ." Awk- wardly he leaned towards her, and his knotted fingers stole out and covered her slender hand. " Thank God, I've never regretted the step." A faint flush crept up into the delicate face so near his own. "Sure?" There was hunger in the words, a pitiful half-smile on the thin tremulous lips. For all answer the old man stooped his grey head and kissed her, a world of silent loyalty in the action. " A hard time of it I had to persuade you," he told her gallantly. " Lord ! what a pretty girl you were. Far prettier than your sister, or than the child will ever be," he concluded, with a quaint note in his voice, almost one of triumph. Unconsciously he had paid her the highest tribute in his power, and Lady Cottar's eyes brightened into a semblance of youth. "Poor Diana," she said thoughtfully, "she's such a child still ! and full of the most extraordinary notions." She held the letter out to him in a sudden burst of confidence. " Read it," she said, " and tell me what you think about this studio idea. I must confess I don't like it myself." With a rustle of lace skirts she slipped her feet down on to the ground and invited her husband to EARTH 59 sit beside her on the sofa, looking over his shoulder as he plodded his way through the thin sheets of notepaper. In the somewhat blotted effusion Diana unfolded her latest scheme, begging on her return home to be allowed to devote her mornings to art, and re- peating the offer of a girl-friend to share the latter's newly-acquired studio. "It seems such a waste to do nothing," wrote Diana, "and this is such a chance. I know you like Milly Farrar and she's quite clever, and would help me no end. Oh, please, mummy dear, say yes. I should love it so." With newly-acquired tact she refrained from all reference to her father. Lady Cottar pointed out the omission. " She seems to think I am the only one to be consulted," she observed. The general , scenting trouble, equalled his daughter on the point of reticence. " It is so extraordinary to me," continued his wife, with a little sigh, "that the child cannot be contented with her own home life ! I am sure I never wanted to do these eccentric things why should Diana ? " The general watched his wife with a puzzled frown, debating the question. " I suppose it's in the air, my love, a sort of rest- lessness peculiar to the rising generation. After all, it would give her something to do. I believe in occupation for young people keeps 'em out of mischief ! Besides, it means a quieter house for you." He could have hugged himself for this final stroke of diplomacy, and, following it up skilfully, "But, of course, you're her mother, and know best if it's wise and if you've any doubt on the sub- ject I should distinctly say ' no.' " Lady Cottar studied the letter anew, soothed by 60 EAETH the prospect of the silent house, and so absorbed that she failed to detect Wang Cho on the verge of theft. " I suppose . . . " she said at last, " we must move with the times." The general lifted the Pekingese out of the range of temptation, realising that Diana's cause was won. " It's a discontented age," said Lady Cottar severely. EARTH 61 CHAPTER VI MEANWHILE at Hyeres the warm sunny days were speeding all too fast, but bringing in due course Guillaume de Verac, and the foursome thus happily resolved, the only cloud on Adrienne's horizon was the knowledge of Major Rill's fast approaching departure. For the progress of the young couple she watched with such loving interest etill fell far short of her cherished ideals. They were such excellent friends ! In vain she waited for the chance of a lover's quarrel for a word of pique that to her vigilant ear should betray the awakening of a deeper emotion. They laughed and talked and teased each other ; argued and agreed ; bicycled for hours with utter indifference to the sun ; and once but this is a secret ! "paddled " together a whole glorious afternoon on the sands of Carqueiranne. Beyond this, nothing ! For flirtation is by mutual, albeit unspoken, consent, requiring on each side a leaven of response. And Rill, uncertain of his ground, avoided all suspicion of being classed with " those German girls." Adrienne, watching him narrowly, failed to probe his smiling calm or detect a serious motive beneath his frank interest in her pretty charge. 62 EAKTH All this she poured into her husband's listening ear, but to her added mortification failed to obtain the encouragement she craved. For de Verac ventured to disapprove. His French orthodoxy, based on the perpetual surveillance of " la jeune fille," rebelled flatly at this dangerous isolation of the pair that was the aim and object of his wife's daily mano3uvres. " People will talk. It is not . . . enfin, con- venable ! " Severely he held to his point. But Adrienne only dimpled and retorted maliciously that, " in England, men could be trusted ! " And at last, studying the unconscious victims, he arrived at the same conclusion not untinged with a shadow of contempt for the colder northern race. So, sunny hour by hour, they reached the final day of Bill's already prolonged visit. To celebrate the pathetic event he had taken a box at the little Casino, where a French touring company was pausing on its way to Nice, for a fairly harmless vaudeville, and had invited the de Ve'racs and Diana. They had driven to la Crau during the afternoon and on up the valley to an old fortified village in the hills, returning just in time to dress for the evening's dissipation. " Make yourself pretty to-night, my dear," Madame de Verac had pleaded with Diana, adding with simple guile " out of compliment to Guil- laume." So Diana, her cheeks flushed with the keen air of the hills, was now standing before her glass, her whole attention riveted on securing a silver band around the rebellious masses of her hair. The broad fillet outlined her shapely head, and as she fastened it, where the dark waves parted crisply above her smooth young brow, she added her one EARTH 63 treasure, a slender crescent of diamonds left her by " Grannie Cottar," realising with a sudden touch of vanity how the flash of the finely cut stones added a deeper brilliancy to the hazel eyes beneath. Her frock was of moonlight blue, and it sheathed her slim form closely and was cut in a sharp square at the neck, leaving the base of her rounded throat exposed ; and beneath the sunburnt laughing face the white delicacy of her skin seemed emphasised anew. The dressmaker, heedless of remonstrance, had cut the closely-draped skirt long, with a narrow train of dull silver net, that was again repeated in the transparent chemisette, and this added to her height, taking away the last touch of childishness that her short morning frocks retained. Even Adrienne gave a little movement of surprise as her cousin entered the room, conscious of a new womanly charm in the slight figure before her. " Will I do ? " Diana's face was anxious, and over her shoulder she gave her train a hurried glance of apprehension " I feel ' dressed up,' some- how ! " With her pointed silver shoe she scattered the soft folds that clung about her feet. "However I'm to walk . . ." She left the sentence tragically incomplete. But Adrienne laughed softly, pleased at the result of her diplomacy. " You look perfectly sweet." Her quick eye noted a little curl that had escaped the silver band, and deftly she pinned it into place ; then holding the pretty figure at arm's length she gave vent to her full admiration. " It does suit you, this blue ! If I were a man, now . . ." She paused, with a dainty shrug of her plump shoulders that made her meaning clear. 64 EAKTH Diana laughed, inwardly pleased by the elder woman's flattery. " If you ' were a man, now,' ... I should marry you!" she announced in her gay young voice. Adrienne, catching at a straw, decided to sink or swim. "Ah . . . my dear I would give much to see you happily married ! " She went on swiftly, drifting into French in her earnestness. "For that is happiness, vois-tu ? the greatest happiness of all a good man that one can trust and love ! it is the secret of Life." A light shadow fell across the girl's bright face, a hint of reserve that yet held a note of wistfulness. " We can't all of us find a ' Guillaume," " she retorted " and besides I don't want to marry ! " She turned to her cousin in a sudden, unusual wave of confidence. " It always frightens me, somehow, marriage it's like taking a leap into the dark." For a moment the elder woman was nonplussed. " That is only because you are so young such a child still ! " She gave a quick involuntary sigh, with a queer sense of the gulf between them succeeded by a feeling of irritation against the scheme of ignorance, miscalled " innocence," that had formed so important a part of the school curriculum. " Your turn will come " she hedged the dim- cult question " and then, cherie . . ." She broke off, looking deep into the clear hazel eyes, so full of trust, so heedless of the dangers of the world. For the first time she realised the magnitude of her scheme untold possibilities in the soul laid EARTH 65 bare before her, and a sudden fear shot into her teuder heart, a fear that love might bring suffering instead of consolation ! Diana's thoughts ran on. " I think the marriage service the most awful thing that ever was written." Her voice was sombre, holding a note of awe. " ' Until death us do part ' ! " The quotation came strangely solemn from those childish lips. " However can one know? be sure of all that ? ' until death ' . . . Why, taking the veil is nothing to it ! you've only to answer for yourself then." She gave a slight shiver, her eyes far away. " Think how one changes one's mind, even in a few years time how the things one liked as a child ar nothing now and even the people one used to admire ! How can one promise to remain the same right up to the end of one's life ? " The hazel eyes, dark with the intensity of her mood, sought her cousin's thoughtful face. But through Adrienne's quick brain was surging a flood of stirred memories. The knowledge of her own girlish doubts and fears, when first she had loved Guillaume de Verac that hesitation that every "thinking" woman, however fond, must feel when she is brought face to face with the greatest decision of her life. Would it indeed be " for ever " ? Could the glamour last ? And in Adrienne's own case her faith had been justified ; the " leap into the dark " had landed her safely into a haven of love and happiness, and a great longing tilled her that this cousin she loved should realise the joy that marriage alone could bring. " Wait," she said to the wondering girl, her voice low and full of a strangely maternal note. "Wait F 66 EAKTH ma bien-aime'e. One day you too will under- stand. . . . One cannot explain love. One can only feel and know." She took the little brown hands unresistingly in her own, and drew the girl still nearer to her. " You must not have these fears, ch6rie for all fear goes before true love, as evil before the light of the sun. And there is nothing on earth or, I truly believe, in heaven so deep as the joy and the holiness of giving oneself to the man one loves. To give . . . give . . . give into his reverent hands soul and body, and heart and brain ! That is the crown of womanhood the knowledge that one can satisfy. Why he who takes . . . Mon Dieu ! it is as nothing to the heart that gives." She broke off, her eyes shining, her lips tremulous with the passion that moved her ; all her Gallic blood warm within her veins, freed from thought of conventional hypocrisy. Diana, oceans apart, British to her finger-tips, looked gravely on with a sudden sense of isolation. Here was love beyond her comprehension, a faith that had proved itself, an enthusiasm breaking the bounds of normal self-restraint. Vaguely startled, utterly out of her depths, she went back doggedly to her theory of childhood. "All the same" she drew her hands away "I'd rather not risk it," she decided. But, as the words passed her lips, a sudden vision rose before her, the virile mocking face of Anthony Hill, with his grey world-wise eyes, and the sleepy voice that failed to conceal the restless energy of his nature. Something stirred within her. Some fatal pre- monition that should have warned her, for all her inexperience, that she could not be exempt ; that EARTH 67 through the dim ages the handed-down inheritance of her sex would surely find her out. From the man's side Eve came ; to the man's side as surely she would return ! Her own vitality was the proof, her splendid wealth of life, her exuberant brain. She could not stand aside, sexless, in Mother Nature's scheme. But close on the faint awakening came the shrinking rebound that is the strong weapon of untried virginity together with that sudden sense of shame such an inexplicable attribute of so-called " innocence." A swift flush of colour mounted to her face, and almost angrily shaking off the yoke that threatened to fall upon her, she drew herself erect, and, backed by the long school-days of vaunted sex-oblivion " Anyhow, it's all rot ! " said Diana Cottar stoutly. And at that most inopportune moment de V6rac arrived upon the scene. His mischievous dark eyes surveyed the pair of pretty women, absorbing each detail of their appearance with the appreciation that makes a Frenchman's compliment so well worth having, when sincere. " My faith ! how fine we are." He turned from his wife's dainty figure to closer scrutiny of Diana. " No longer the ' school-boy,' hein ? " His red lips parted in a smile under "his dark moustache, and he bowed low before the cousin he loved to tease. " Mes compliments mademoiselle." He offered her his arm with an exaggerated deference as the gong echoed from without the sitting-room door. "Dinner dinner at last and I, who die of hunger ! en avant, mes enfants ! " As they proceeded down the long corridor they saw Rill approaching the stairs from the opposite 68 EAKTH gallery, and behind him an untidy pair, the fat wife with one hand planted on her little husband's shoulder the Brown-Bunnetts were seeking their evening meal. Rill stood aside politely to let the couple pass, a slight involuntary smile on his face as he caught Diana's mischievous glance. " Look at the bunnies," she whispered, as they joined him ; " isn't it touching? Puir wee Airchie ! I wonder why ' Airchie's ' always have carrotty hair ? " For she was quite her irresponsible self again, vaguely grateful for any frivolity to wipe out the memory of her unusual touch of emotion. She glanced over the edge of the banisters. " There's Mrs. Maxeter and her long white gloves, and . . ." her eyes grew round with amazement "why, it's Sadie Wynton with her!" A shadow fell across the soldier's face. He gave a sharp glance at the tall, well-dressed girl who stood gazing towards the descending quartette, beside the lady of the villa. The next moment he bowed. Diana watched, a shade surprised, conscious of a little thrill of annoyance that she found hard to explain. As they reached the level of the hall, Rill hesitated. " Excuse me a moment I shall have to speak." He moved away to the group beside the palms, and as she passed on with her cousin, Diana could hear Miss Wynton's laughing exclamation " Why, it's ' Rilly ' ! How are you ? This is a glad surprise ! " Quite suddenly Diana found herself vowing the abolition of nicknames "the Ripple" included. EARTH 69 " Who is it ? " Adrienne whispered as de Verac ordered the wine. "One of the Wynton girls," said Diana carelessly. " I don't know her myself. She's a friend of Walter's." Her voice suggested cool dislike. Then she gave a little laugh, moved to it by a passing recollection. " You remember Algy Spearing how he lisps and can't pronounce the letter ' s ' ? Well, he met her one night at a dance somewhere and raved abou her for a week. ' She's shweet ' he told us ' perfectly shweet ; and her name's Shadie Wynton.' " She mimicked his thick utterance with her usual cleverness, and went on, smiling at her cousin, " So, ever since, we call her ' Shady Wynton.' It makes Walter so mad ! " Adrienne laughed with a touch of malice. The girl's bold glance had oftended her own fastidious taste, and she had no desire for fair intruders at this stage of the game. " I suppose she's staying with Mrs. Maxeter." She paused as that lady entered the room, and Kill, detaching himself from his new friends, re- joined the trio. He made the inevitable remark. "A small world fancy meeting Sadie Wynton here ! She's visiting your friend with the gloves." He smiled across at Diana and changed the sub- ject as the newcomers, joining the Brown-Bunnetts, settled themselves at an adjacent table. " I had a letter from Jack Darrell this morning. They're still in the seventh heaven. Also one from another pal who's just got engaged. Marriage is in the air." He laughed with a shade of cynicism. " It'll be my turn next ! " From where he sat, across the scanty red locks 70 EAKTH of ' Airchie ' he could catch a glimpse of Miss Wynton's piquant profile, and every now and then as she turned his way she shot him a provocative glance out of her experienced brown eyes. " They're a handsome family those Wyntons," he observed, sotto voce, to Madame de Verac, who received the confidence coldly. " They've all the same beautiful skin and that reddish curly hair." " Red ? " said Diana suddenly. She screwed round in her chair for a clearer view. " So it is ! why, it was as brown as mine last year." The moment the words had passed her lips she longed to recall them, and added, somewhat lamely, " Walter admires them all so much." Rill looked at her, with a twinkle in his eyes. " But you don't?" he dared. The girl, suddenly nettled, returned his gaze unmoved. " They're very good-looking " her voice was slightly contemptuous "but, since you ask me, I certainly don't care for their style. It's all a matter of taste." " Too tall for me," said de Verac gaily, conscious of the strained atmosphere ; " it's the fault of most of your English beauties. I like them how do you say it ? just so high as one's heart ! " He threw the compliment gallantly across to his wife, and conversation proceeded anew on indifferent topics safe-guarded by himself. But to Adrienne the evening was already spoilt this last evening from which she had hoped so much. She racked her busy brain for an excuse to leave the pair to- gether, far from Sadie Wynton's worldly eye; to fight out their little quarrel by themselves, which might who knows? end in a deeper and more lasting understanding. EARTH 71 They moved out into the hall for coffee, the first table to empty itself, and presently the porter announced the cab. Adrienne went upstairs for her cloak, and seeing that Diana had already provided herself with a wrap, she called to her husband from over the banisters, summoning him on some slight pretext. But even this small attempt to isolate the pair was foiled by an exclamation from Diana. " Oh my gloves ! I've left them upstairs." She rose to follow her cousin. " I'll go," said Bill politely " tell me where they are." For once Diana made no demur. "Thank you; they're on the sitting-room table." She trailed the pale blue dress superbly past the group that was emerging from the dining-room, her head high, her eyes very remote, apparently un- conscious of the raking glance of Mrs. Maxeter and her party, and settled herself, her back towards them, in a rocking-chair by the high cluster of palms. Bill ran lightly up the stairs, a little smile on his strongly-marked face. He was in one of his worst moods, and fully conscious of the fact. For several days past a feeling of exasperation had possessed him. Albeit Adrienne's platitude anent the trustworthiness of Englishmen and the smiling calm of the outward man, his was not the temperament to remain utterly unmoved by the almost hourly proximity of a young and pretty woman. Had Diana shown the slightest aptitude for flirtation it might have soothed his fretted nerves, but so obviously platonic a friendship was a new 72 EARTH experience to the " philanderer," and he felt piqued and off his line of country. Not that he flirted with every woman he met, but Diana attracted him more than he chose to confess. To-night the presence of Sadie Wynton, that "experienced and expensive girl of the day," served to accentuate his exasperation with the open con- trast of her readiness to flirt with the good-looking soldier, and aroused in him a distinct feeling of anger at Diana's seeming indifference. He would have liked to have forced the young rebel to her knees ! Obstinate as herself in his own way, he chafed against the mere suggestion of defeat. Well it was over. To-morrow he would proceed to Monte, and, in the excitement of the tables and the many friends he was sure to meet, forget the quaint idyll of Hyeres days. So he consoled himself as he reached the de Veracs' sitting-room, and, finding the door wide open, walked in without pausing to knock. The gloves, as Diana had said, lay on the table before him, and he was gathering them up when a movement in the bedroom beyond made him raise his head, and without the slightest intention his eyes fell on the wide mirror over the fireplace that faced the farther doorway. With an uncomfortable feeling of intrusion he retreated from the room, drawing a quick sigh of relief to find himself again in the corridor without. But the little scene thus unintentionally witnessed still burned in his brain the young wife with her husband's arms around her, her pretty head thrown back against his shoulder as, with a lingering caress, he kissed her warm throat, his lips stealing down to where the soft laces veiled the full curve of her bosom. It was the last spark needed to add to the restless- ness of Rill's present mood, and the unbidden thought EARTH 73 surged up into his mind of how triumphantly sweet it would be to hold Diana thus, for one wild satisfy- ing moment, tightly within his arms. A very ordinary man, with strong vitality and no particular ideals, the strain had told upon him this long month of lazy sunshine in the young girl's company. Already his temper suffered from it and induced a feeling of resentment at the innocent fascination of Diana and his own folly in venturing hitherto undipped wings so near the vestal flame ! He walked down the stairs moodily, and without a word handed across the gloves. " Thank you so much, Major Rill." He started at the unusually formal name. " Is Adrienne ready ? " Diana rose to her feet, her face warming a little under his steady stare, conscious of a change she could not define, a kind of animosity in the look. But Rill chose to ignore her question. " That dress suits you." His voice was almost abrupt. " You look so tall to-night, and with that crescent in your hair, appropriately Grecian 'Diana, huntress ! ' He came a step nearer. " Where are your bow and quiver and surely there should be sandals ? " His eyes swept down to the little feet in their silver shoes. The girl recovered herself, reassured by the laugh that accompanied the words. " I wish my dress were as short as hers ! at least, not quite!" Her thoughts ran back to a famous statue, and she looked up at the tall man before her, her hazel eyes dancing under their long lashes. " It must have been a jolly life," she commented " in those old Greek days ! " " All life's jolly if you know how to take it. Only " he looked down upon her, suddenly moody, with a twisted smile, "half the world's asleep, and 74 EAETH the other section spends its days crying, ' You mustn't do this ! ' and ' You mustn't do that ! ' until death, annoyed at their want of spirit, surprises them." Diana's mind swerved suddenly to her mother, bound hand and foot by convention, and she nodded her head wisely, miles away from the true feeling that underlay his philosophy. " I never listen to people now." A dimple came into her cheek. " I just do what I want, without asking." "And, by Jove, you're right I feel inclined to follow your lead." His voice held an odd ring of excitement, and Diana looked back at him curiously, conscious of tension somewhere that she could not fathom, and it was with a sense akin to relief that she saw her cousin approaching. " Come along, children, when you've finished quarrelling " Adrienne's gay voice brought the man back to actualities " we shall be ever so late." " We weren't quarrelling," said Bill slowly, " we were discussing a question of ethics." He helped Diana on with her wrap, lingering a little over the pleasant task. De Verac bustled up. " If you want to see ze first act?" he suggested. " It's ' Mademoiselle Josette, ma ferarne,' ze play ees it not, Rill ?" The soldier had recovered himself. " I believe so and not at all fit for the ' young person.' ' He darted a glance at Diana, and was rewarded by her indignant silence as they passed out into the clear evening air. Behind them, in the deserted hall, Mrs. Maxeter and Sadie Wynton, disappointed at the loss of their new-found cavalier, heads close together, discussed the exodus with unrestrained spite. EAETH 75 CHAPTER VII FATE gathered up the threads of Madame de Verac's scheme, weaving them so subtly on her loom of whims that the pretty plotter herself fell headlong into the net. Overcome by the heat of the stuffy little Casino, before the climax of the comedy was reached Adrienne found herself struggling against a growing faintness that threatened to gain the mastery. Diana watched her cousin with concern as the piquant face grew paler still, and at last, unable any longer to conceal her discomfort, the latter decided to return home, on the strict understanding that the party should not be broken up. Guillaume would see her to the hotel and then return in time to witness the third act, and although Diana pleaded generously her willingness to accompany them, she was left behind in the care of Major Bill. The fresh air on the journey home proved a speedy restorative, and by the time they had reached the winding drive Adrienue's thoughts had turned into the old channel, and she realised with inward amusement her part as pawn in the great game ! Swiftly followed the desire to prolong the unforeseen tete-a-tete. It would not be difficult to persuade her husband that his first duty was to herself. They had both 76 EAETH put in an appearance at the theatre, and under the circumstances no one could blame them for leaving the young couple to their own devices. In the semi-obscurity of the cab she smiled to herself at the thought, and with simple guile resumed her now accustomed role of pretty invalid ! Meanwhile, innocent of these Machiavellian pro- ceedings, Bill and Diana in the deserted box were criticising the vagaries of " Mademoiselle Josette," impersonated by a plump lady of uncertain age, whose skittish ways they found highly diverting and au ample compensation for the mediocre com- pany and feeble acting. It was only when the heroine had waved a last coquettish farewell, and retired on the gaunt " Premier's " arm, that they realised with surprise that Guillaume had failed to rejoin them. The audience drifted steadily away, and as no signs were forthcoming of the defaulter, Eill decided it was useless to remain. So, with a last tribute to the memory of the lead- ing lady, Diana threw her Indian shawl dramatically around her, and, head high, with mincing steps, preceded the soldier up the narrow gangway. The fatal gift of mimicry, productive of few friends and many enemies, was undoubtedly her portion, and as she passed out of the deserted hall, in a sudden burst of mischief she turned to the man behind her, changing her assumed role, and flung him iii a shrill arch voice Sadie Wynton's words " Why, it's Billy ! This is a glad surprise ! " So true to life was the imitation that the soldier laughed aloud, and at that precise moment became aware of the presence of the Brown-Bunnetts, who must have witnessed the little scene. Annoyed at the contretemps he hurried Diana EAKTH 77 forward before she had time to commit herself to further mischief. But as they reached the door her mood changed abruptly, sobered by the beauty of the night, and she was herself again the child with the artist's soul. For over the long avenue of palms, the moon shone serenely, flooding the scene with a magic radiance, silvering the very dust and investing the tawdry cupolas of the Casino with an oriental glamour, a faint unreal echo of the East. Diana drew a deep breath of delight. "Beautiful, isn't it?" said Rill softly, reading her thought. He glanced up and down the empty road. " But where's the cab? " They had been among the last to leave the build- ing, and the few vehicles standing there had already rolled away. Their own cabman, under the impres- sion that he was no longer required, after depositing the de Veracs at their hotel, had gone peacefully home, and Guillaume, anxious about his wife, had overlooked the possibility. In the distance the Brown-Bunnetts, sedately arm-in-arm, were trailing back on foot. "We shall have to walk," said Bill; "there's nothing else for it." He glanced at Diana a shade anxiously, but roused from her absorption she turned to him with a smiling face. "Walk? how lovely ! I'd far rather on a night like this." Resolutely she gathered her skirts around her, the silver slippers shining under the moon, which lingered on her dark hair and played bo-peep with the crescent's hidden fire. " You look like Cinderella returning from the 78 EAETH ball," said her companion approvingly, " and, I declare, there's a pumpkin for you, all ready to be conjured into a fairy coach-and-four." He pointed, laughing, to a huge gourd that hung as a sign over one of the shuttered shops as they turned up into the deserted main street. It swayed in the night breeze at the corner of a narrow byway that led up steeply into the old quarter of the town. Diana's glance, following his, swerved off up the street beyond. " Do look at that ! " She stopped suddenly, check- ing Eill with a quick touch on his arm. " Did you ever see such a picture ? " For the long perspective of irregular old houses was spanned midway by an ancient arch, which, by a curious trick of nature, standing out boldly against the evening sky, framed a distant view of the old church of St. Paul, far away on the summit of the hill. The dark foreground of silent street, with its inky shadows that lay like velvet on the uneven cobble- stones, threw into startling value the Lilliputian detail of the peep beyond, bathed in the clear moon- light, like a hole drilled through the night into the heart of another world. " No need for a pumpkin after all," said the soldier. " There lies fairyland, straight before us." "Isn't it wonderful?" Diana sighed. "I'm glad we've seen that." Unconsciously she included Eill in her own appreciation of the scene, and he drew a little nearer, emboldened by the unusual softness of her mood. " So am I." His voice was low, his eyes on her rapt face, as EARTH 79 she stood there, her head thrown back, all the wist- ful longing of the artist in the half-closed hazel eyes. " I should like to go through that arch . . ." she went on dreamily, "into the other side of the Beyond. Wouldn't it be lovely on the hills to-night with the moonlight over the sea and the old town below, and those straight stony paths that the Romans made? " Conscious of his gaze, she turned to him and smiled, pleased by his silence and the sympathy she divined. " You can still see the marks of their chariot wheels," she told him sagely. Faint disbelief was visible on her companion's face, and she held to her point with fervour. " You can ! it's a fact. There are deep ruts in the rocks, and the width between is the same as the tracks at Pompeii." He laughed down into her earnest face, amused at her little show of wisdom. " Let's go up aod see," he suggested lightly. But something deeper than the desire to tease underlay the words. " Really ? you mean it ? " Diana, in all in- nocence, jumped at the hint of adventure. Then she hesitated, mindful of the lateness of the hour. " Supposing Guillaume came this way ? we should miss him for a certainty." Rill, a prey to sudden temptation, overruled her objection. "If he were coming at all we should have met him by now. Depend upon it, he was too lazy to turn out again one could see the play bored him. The real question is if it's too far for you? and what about Cinderella's slippers ? " "Warranted to stand hard wear and tear, both of 80 EARTH us ! " laughed Diana. She looked longingly up the narrow street, then back at Kill, who was wavering in the grip of a passing scruple. " Come along" her voice was eloquent, and she gathered her skirts round her with a determined gesture "it can't take more than a quarter of an hour, if we step out, and we can go in by the upper door if it's open." "If?" said Rill provokingly. He knew it was generally closed at night, but it led direct from the upper story of the hotel on to the level of the old Roman road. " Do," said Diana. She leaned a little towards him, her red lips parted in her eagerness, her whole attitude a prayer. " It's your last chance," she urged, conscious of his near departure. The words went home with a significance deeper than she was aware, and scattered the man's remain- ing doubts. "All right." He gave a short laugh. "I'm game if you are ! " " But we must walk out," said Diana soberly. Rill, throwing dull care aside, broke into song " ' Madam, will you walk ? Madam, will you talk ? Madam will you walk and talk with me? ' " The echoes of the cobble-stones and jutting eaves picked up the burden of the quaint old song, and flung it back to them as they fell into step together. " ' I will give you a coach and seven.' " The deep baritone voice broke off abruptly ' That's better than a pumpkin, isn't it, Diana ? ' She looked up, a little startled by the use of her Christian name, but he sang on, with a mischievous glance in her direction " ' I will give you the keys of Heaven . . . Madam, will you walk ? Madam, will you talk ? Madam will you walk and talk with me EARTH 81 A head came out of an upper floor window, ejected a string of epithets in an unknown tongue the patois of the Italian road-menders, which is part Basque, part Italian, wholly incomprehensible to English ears and, apparently relieved, retired from sight. " You're waking the whole street," said the girl reprovingly. He fell into silence, broken by the echo of their steps, the firm elastic tread of the man and the sharp tap-tap of the little silver heels ; and Diana's thoughts ran on. She had called him "The Ripple "; it was but fair he should claim a similar privilege. "Diana? . . ." "Well?" She looked up into his bronzed face, meeting the grey eyes, no longer sleepy but full of a dancing fire, the pupils enlarged until their effect was almost black. " Oh, nothing ! . . . just . . . Diana." He smiled. " The name suits you, somehow." For once the girl could find no reply. They turned to the right into a labyrinth of twist- ing alleys, where the houses met overhead, blotting out the starry sky, and the walls, mouldy and ruinous, gave out a damp and pungent smell. Once Diana started aside with a little cry of alarm as something stirred in a gloomy doorway and a face peered out, preternaturally solemn, white-eyed, with pointed horns above it. " Only a nanny-goat," said Rill quickly. " Did you think it was the devil himself ? . . ." The girl laughed, secretly ashamed of her move- ment of panic. " . . . Come to look on at the latest temptation of Saint Anthony?" continued the other. He smiled Q 82 EABTH to himself in the darkness. " That's my name, you know ' Tony,' for short but onlv to a chosen few." His spirits were rising with every step as the night shut them in, tinged with an excitement he made no effort to check. "Will you call me ' Tony ' in future, Diana?" The words were almost a command. " I thought you were ' The Ripple.' ' A touch of shyness showed in the reply. "Well, so 1 am! and ' Rilly,' and . . . lots of other things. But not to you you're different." A pause, heavy in the stillness around. " Say ' Tony.' " Instinctively Diana's lips tightened, vaguely dis- turbed by the man's exuberant mood. " ' Madam, she will walk, but madam will not talk ' apparently," said Bill, to the world at large. "It's too steep." And indeed there was truth in the excuse, as they toiled ever upwards over the slippery pavement. " I believe we're coming out ! " She pressed for- ward with an exclamation of joy, and they emerged into the moonlight, free of the gloomy town, with the great bulk of the Eglise Saint Paul towering beside them. " It can't be far now," said Diana, unaccountably relieved. As she spoke she stumbled over a loose stone, and Rill caught her, steadying her on her feet. " Let me give you a hand." He slipped it under her arm, heedless of hrr quick movement aside, holding it in his firm grasp. "You'll be spraining your ankle next in those ridiculous shoes ! I oughtn't to have let you come." For his slumbering conscience had pricked him. EARTH 83 But the impulse passed away as the narrowness of the winding path drove them shoulder to shoulder, and through the thin sleeve he could feel the warmth of the round young arm. "We oughtn't to be playing truant like this, d'you know, Diana ? " Despite its mocking note his voice shook, and at the base of his throat he could feel a tiny pulse throbbing, like the beat of a far-off drum. " I expect we shall get scolded," said Diana philosophically. Her thoughts turned with a tinge of remorse to Adrienne. "Ah . . . well ! "Rill cleared his voice " I'll see you through. Don't be afraid." " I'm not " she resented the inference with a touch of her old spirit " and it is great fun, isn't it V " Something pleading came in to her voice, betraying her secret doubt. " Great fun ! " said Rill, his eyes upon her face, rosy with the quick exercise. As they moved upward over the uneven ground the path divided before them round a mass of rocks piled on each other like the play of a merry giant, and they paused to consider their route. " It's to the right," decided Diana at last ; " the other leads round to the church." " Left, I think," said Rill. He made a movement in that direction, but Diana, conscious of his detain- ing grasp on her arm, suddenly waxed obstinate. "I'm sure you're wrong." She drew herself away with a determined effort for freedom, both mental and physical, and held to her point. " I shall try this road you do as you like ! I expect they both lead to the top, but this one's the steepest" she turned a wilful laughing face towards him " so I shall be there first. Good-bye ! " 84 EAKTH With a flutter of blue skirts the silver shoes moved on. " All right," said Bill shortly, sensitive of a check. Not for a moment did he really intend to leave her, but something drove him to this testing of their equally strong wills and to see if she would dare the lonely pathway without him. "Have your own way," he called after her ; " I'm going mine " formulating unconsciously the modern theory of matrimonial happiness ! Diana, always open to a suggestion of being " dared," quickened her pace at the words. A little farther on, round the shadow of the rocks, the hillside rose abruptly and the track ended in a series of roughly-cut steps. Up these she mounted, resisting the desire to look behind her ; but once she thought she heard the sound of following feet, and a smile parted her lips as she clambered on breathlessly with a rueful glance at the fragile slippers threatened by the sharp stones ; and at last, panting but triumphant, she found herself on a rocky platform at the summit of the hill, in the full splen- dour of the open countryside. As she turned, in a moment Rill was forgotten the long climb, the final argument, all swept away by the view that lay before her. Up on the heights the silence was intense. Hushed in the sleep of mighty Mother Earth, the deep-embosomed hills with their feathery crown of olive trees and cork, seemed to throb with the rise and fall of her breath, and down in the purple valley below the old town nestled happily, with its irregular huddled roofs and the solemn outline of the church, keeping guard over her slumbering fold under the watchful eyes of the deep blue heavens. Far away the white curve of the sea quivered EARTH 85 faintly as the waves curled and broke on the drowsy shore, where in all her silent majesty the Mediter- ranean lay and rocked the cradle of the night. Across the deep blue water, faintly flecked with foam, the moon had thrown a magic causeway of light, a shining path to the very gates of heaven, where, throned among his merry courtiers, the stars, the man in the moon looked down with his eternal, mocking smile. "Diana!" She hardly heeded the call, standing fearlessly on the high rock where her wilful steps had led her. Below, in the Roman road, Rill watched her mischievously, conscious of his own superior choice of paths. " Diana! " He came to the base of the pinnacle where she stood outlined above him against the starry sky, rais- ing his voice with an insistent note that reached her ears, and she looked down with a little start, resenting the interruption. " Oh ! " she said, " it's you." Rill laughed shortly, piqued by her absorption. " Whom did you think it was? and what about your 'right path' now? " Then as she volunteered no response, gazing at the scene before her : " Are you going to stay there all night?" he demanded, with a rising touch of irritation. " No," said Diana slowly. She pulled herself together with a regretful sigh, and looking down at her tormenter: "What about the marks of the chariot wheels ? " she retorted ; " why, you're stand- ing right in one ! " Rill glanced carelessly at his feet. " I give in," he said with mock humility ; " mean- 86 EARTH while I should like to know how you propose to get down from your exalted position." Diana, advancing to the edge of the rocky plat- form, measured the drop with cautious eyes. "If it wasn't for these horrid long skirts . . ." she hesitated, gathering up the soft train with an open glance of disgust. " It's not far, really." "Jump," said Rill ; "I'll catch you ! " She looked down at him, as he stood there, hands outstretched, a smile upon his keen and handsome face, and her indecision grew. Some subtle instinct, hardly fear, but full of an indefinable shrinking, warned her, bringing a wave of colour to her cheek, and there came a pause, filled by the sighing of the breeze across the hills and the dull chime of a clock far away ringing slowly the full twelve notes. Diana shivered, conscious of the curious stillness that follows the midnight hour, with its hint of utter finality, its latent promise of death. " You're afraid ! " Rill's voice was tense. Instinctively he sought the spur that should touch her childish pride, and at the mocking words the girl's rising anger, fanned by this new, unaccountable sense of danger, broke into flame. " Stand clear ! " her indignant voice warned him. " I'm coming ! " and she jumped recklessly, with a flutter of the blue draperies, and a flash of silver shoes, like a wraith out of the very heart of the moonlight above. Jumped to find herself caught in a pair of power- ful arms, held tightly, exultantly for a shattering, breathless moment in Rill's strong embrace. "Now I've got you!" he cried. The words slipped out unconsciously, driven from the depths of his being. EARTH 87 A loosened straud of her hair, caught by the wind, stung him across the eyes, blinding him, but still he did not loosen his grasp. Had she remained inert all might yet have been well, but in her inexperience she started to struggle violently, her hands against his shoulders, body and soul protesting against im- prisonment. And this snapped the last link of his self-control. A moment later she was free, her eyes wide with anger and shame, her back pressed against the wall of rock, arms thrust forward as if to ward off further attack then, with a little inarticulate cry, they fell to her side. She put up her hand to her mouth with a childish gesture of disgust, as though to wipe away all memory of that passionate kiss. And at the sight, the very simplicity of the action, the furies that follow the brute's step laid hold on Bill. He was wordless in the grip of his swift remorse. But Diana had found her voice. " How dare you ! " she cried, and the words shook with anger, " you . . . cad ! " The epithet stung him like the point of a sword, and instinctively he pulled himself together, striving to defend himself. " I'm sorry I simply . . . couldn't help it." Their eyes met, hers full of open enmity and disgust, his strained, all the triumph gone from them, pleading for forgiveness. " I shall . . . never . . . speak to you again." She stepped deliberately past him, her feet turned homeward ; but the cold young voice roused an answering wave of defiance. "Diana you wwsZlisten ! . . ." He took a hurried step after her, and as she 88 EAKTH quickened her pace, disdaining all response, he laid a detaining hand upon her arm. She whipped round, shaking it off as though a viper had stung her. And the sight of this, more than anything else, drove Bill swiftly to his fate. "It's all very well" his voice was hot "but you knew . . . you knew all the time." " Knew what? " Despite her disgust a tinge of curiosity crept into her angry face. " Knew that I loved you." The words were out. Diana stood as if suddenly turned to stone. Into her bewildered brain rose the memory of Adrienne and their talk together, with a new enhanced significance. Had her cousin guessed the truth ? Could things happen in this sudden, desperate way ? She hardly heeded what followed as, seeing his advantage, he pressed the point, urging the girl before him to a similar confession ; and, utterly losing his head, spurred on by physical excitement, under the spell of her beauty and the moonlit hour, he swept into a definite proposal of marriage. But as she realised the seriousness of his words a feeling of panic invaded the young girl. She put out her hands blindly as though to thrust the thought aside. " Don't! " she cried, " don't ! " A sob rose in her throat. " Oh, why do you say these things ? we were so happy before." Miles apart from her mood he made a movement to take her hands in his, but she went on breath- lessly, full of her one idea to check him at any price, to go back to the old safe footing before it should be too late. " I'll forgive you . , . that " she shied at EAETH 89 direct illusion to the outrage of his embrace " if only you'll say no more ; let's just go on being friends and forget everything else " But her hands were fast in his and he was draw- ing her towards him, heedless of her words. "No ... no ... no!" She shrank back, unmistakably sincere. " I won't ... I don't want to be married ! " cried Diana. Anger and tears were in her voice and a ring of truth that sobered the man as nothing else could. He looked at her, almost blankly, realising the refusal, but hardly believing his ears. " Don't be cross, Ripple I do ... like you," Diana gulped, with difficulty restraining her tears. " I like you . . . most awfully it's not that." Something in his hurt face touched her and she gave the hands still holding her own a timid pressure, pleading like a child " and, of course, I'll forgive you all you've said . . ." (the unconscious humour missed them both, slain by the deadly seriousness of the fresh young voice.) " Only let's be friends again . . . and forget " But here grief conquered, and drawing herself with a shamed movement away, she turned facing the dark rocks and buried her head in her hands. For a moment Rill stood in silence, watching the slight form shaken by sobs. The thoughts were racing each other through his mind, and as his blood cooled, relief, steadily gaining ground, was uppermost, tinged with a slight rancour at such an extraordinary turn of events. Oddly enough, it was his first orthodox "pro- posal," and he put it at its full value. Well, he had played his part, the part of an honourable man. There was nothing to be ashamed 90 EARTH of, and the insidious thought crept in nothing further to regret ! He did not attempt to define her attitude nor search for a deeper meaning beneath her simple words. With a certain innate chivalry he blamed himself for startling her. She was only a child, and he had been carried away a dear and provok- ing child, sweet as a spring blossom and pure as the stars above. A sudden wave of tenderness utterly devoid of passion invaded him at the sight of her tears. He put an arm round the quivering shoulders with a touch tbat was almost fraternal. She was the little comrade again to be petted and to be soothed. " It's all right, Diana" he whispered the words into the wind-swept masses of her hair "don't cry, child it shall be as you like." She raised her head and looked at him with wet hazel eyes, still full of doubt and that strange shame that is such a curious adjunct of utter inno- cence ; and slowly, very slowly, a smile trembled to her lips. "We're going to be friends," said Rill, "very good friends indeed." As she looked at him, at the face that was to haunt her day and night, for the first time the girl wavered in her resolve. Never, perhaps, had the man seemed so dear, so utterly to be believed in, so worthy of love. It was the psychological moment, and it passed unrealised no longer even desired by Rill himself. " You don't . . . mind ? " He stooped his head to catch the whispered words as some impulse within her gave her courage to venture the point. Rill smiled, understanding nothing. " Well not much." EAJRTH 91 Something in her attitude, something forlorn and crushed, went to his heart, and bending down he kissed her, gently, and with all reverence, on her cheek. "I'm awfully sorry" he meant more than the girl could realise. " I didn't mean to hurt you, Diana." This time, without a movement, she submitted to his will, under a spell she could not fathom, but conscious that it was the kiss of peace. So the compact of friendship she had so ardently desired was signed and sealed. Nevertheless, through the long hours of the night Diana lay awake, staring out through the darkness, following a thread of thought that had no definite end. Dumbly she realised that something was amiss, some virtue gone forth from her, and life was not the same. So unknowingly she bade farewell to the last of her childhood's days. 92 EARTH CHAPTEE VIII CAPTAIN DARRELL suffered from no illusions concerning the effect of his mar- riage upon his friends. He read between the lines of the congratulatory letters and smiled to himself, preferring Rill's openly indignant epistle to the more suave effusions. " It's no good saying anything," so the candid one delivered himself "it's done now, and I sup- pose you think it's worth it ! But the folly of leaving the service with your prospects makes me sick . . ." For his junior had been the young- est captain of his year, and Rill remembered the bitterness of his own early retirement on the heels of his brevet-majority, that not even the conscious- ness of this recognition of "valour in the field" could mitigate. Darrell guessed at the affection underlying the words and laid the letter aside, tearing up an accumulating heap of correspondence couched in vague terms and " hoping ... he would be happy." He felt so little doubt upon the point, he could afford to smile, as the sunny days slipped by and his young wife's hold upon him strengthened instead of diminishing ; and he would willingly have prolonged the uninterrupted honeymoon through the summer months. EAKTH 93 But Esterella had other views. Not for this had she married, to potter about the smaller ports of the Mediterranean and hastily depart at the sight of a friendly face. She was Neapolitan born, that race that is but partly Italian, the result of long centuries of violent invasion by Moor and Greek and Saracen and all the scum of the pirate seas. Under her smiling, drowsily-beautiful exterior she hid the shrewdness of the Levant inherited from her only surviving parent, Giacomo Rossi, who keeps that little shop just off the Chiaia where they will mend tortoise-shell for you, splicing it ex- quisitely so that no flaw is visible, and prolong the existence of broken china by a cement which (so the old man avers) is his secret alone. But if you are a friend and tread softly you may tap at the curtained door behind the littered counter so, with two raps, one long, one short and Beppo, the nephew, will admit you into the dingy den, redolent of "Toscani," red wine and Parmesan, where Giacomo, piecing together infinitesimal frag- ments of broken porcelain, will instruct you " as a father " on questions of finance ; with interest, bien entendu ! For the tortoise-shell mender had yet another trade that of usurer to the quarter. But to Darrell, contented with the well-known statement that a Southerner fattens on a handful of macaroni, the purport of the shop seemed in itself sufficient to account for the household's simple needs, and his father-in-law was to him a picturesque figure (happily tied to Naples for life !) who, realising in his only child a voice that might, in more senses than one, prove " golden," had stinted himself to provide her with an exceptional education, not omitting that essential feature to 94 EABTH Darrell a fair knowledge of the English tongue. Therefore much to be praised and, unknown to Esterella, remunerated. For, like all his race, he scattered gold where a foreigner would deal in tact with that subtle laziness that the world calls " charity," paying for exemption from a tale of woe ! Needless to say, Esterella saw no reason to en- lighten her husband on her parent's financial en- terprises during the short week the yacht lay oft vine-wreathed Castellamare. For Darrell mis- trusted the wide Neapolitan harbour with its rank odours and perpetual movement, preferring the open beauty of the bay, stretching like a polished sap- phire to the golden point of distant Possilipo. Now, as the spring progressed and the south dis- gorged its Anglo-Saxon prey, Esterella was moved to confess to a weariness of the sea. She had come away in haste, without trousseau, that time-honoured right of the bride, and it was only fair, so Jack was forced to admit, that Paris should repair the omission. They left the yacht at Marseilles and joined in the exodus north ; rioted for awhile in the gay capital and turned quite naturally, under his wife's gentle persuasion, to London for the season. Here they met with the first check in their smil- ing progress. The big white houses, newly painted and spring-cleaned, showed a strange reluctance to throw open their wide doors, as they had done the year before for Darrell the bachelor, eligible and unencumbered, to the man who had made a social mistake, marrying out of his rank. " What a pity ! " said the world, sitting tight. London, shrewd as the usurer's daughter, waited to see who should make the first move. Everywhere they were met EARTH 95 with veiled curiosity, but little friendliness, People seemed strangely busy, so Esterella thought, " hoped to call," and there it remained. And this was not at all according to her taste. In her own vivid but surface fashion she had been genuinely attracted by the good-looking young Englishman with his trim white yacht and respect- ful crew, his whole air of good breeding and British prosperity. Passion had followed in due course, but through it all ran the secret thread of ambition, that desire to rise in the world, so strong a feature of the Latin character. She had deserted the stage in the hope of a wider audience ; a prolonged "solitude a deux" held no part in her scheme of existence. But of this, Jack Darrell, very much in love, guessed nothing. He snapped his fingers, metaphori- cally, in London's face. Tired of this side of life, the round of social pleasure, and the exigencies of its unending engagements, the sooner that Esterella realised its futility, the better. Man-like, he judged her by his present stand- point, forgetful of the full cup he had quaffed him- self before satiety crept in. His present tastes in- clined to a country life, down in that old corner of Dorsetshire where he had first seen the light ; with dogs and horses and a healthy outdoor existence, and his beautiful young wife to share the quiet evenings. Not so Esterella, child of a gay city, already accustomed to the admiration of men. Singing for a season in the packed " Carlo Fenice," she had fully realised the sweets of conquest. So that the morning they met Major Bill, at the corner of Bond Street, after a shopping expedition that had already begun to pall as a central amuse- 96 EAETH ment, and were received by that worthy with hearty pleasure and promptly invited to dinner that evening, Esterella's joy knew no bounds. " But he is char-r-ining, your friend ! " she said to her husband as she gave a last glance at Kill's retreating figure, with its broad shoulders and sleek, well-carried head. " He laughs, too, like my own country, with all his teeth ! " Her own flashed forth in a brilliant smile as Darrell followed suit, amused at the apt description and the enthusiasm on the beautiful dark face. " He's a very good fellow," he admitted, pleased despite himself at the prospect of a cheery evening at the Carlton, " and one of my best pals. I'm glad you like him." He took off his hat in reply to a dowager's frigid bow. From the depths of the passing barouche she glanced coldly at his wife, with that hint of animosity in the look that the Italian was begin- ning to recognise. " He does not stare as if I am ... a strange animal at your Zoo." Her voice was merry, but a little flush betrayed her secret annoyance. Darrell looked at her sharply. " Who does that ? " His blue eyes were steely as he put the question. Esterella, pausing before Percy Edward's alluring window, gave a little shrug of her shoulders. " But . . . most of your lady friends," she answered, undisturbed. Darrell, suddenly awakened to the situation, temporised. " It's the English way, my dear. They don't mean to be rude. It's just that we're more . . . formal over here." "And yet they do not call." The singer's voice EARTH 97 was like honey, but mischief gleamed between the dark-fringed lashes that guarded those eloquent eyes. Something obstinate and pained in the man's attitude touched her, and she slid a little hand caressingly within his arm. " Cheerup ! " She ran the words together quaintly, proud of her borrowed slang; "one day I will sing to them " she made an extravagant gesture, purely Italian " and behold them all these stiff-backed at my feet." A prophecy that was to coine strangely true ! Darrell smiled. There was no resisting her buoyant mood. But the dart, launched at random, sank deep, piercing the stronghold of his pride. She could not have hit upon a happier plan to rouse her husband from his placid acceptation of society's neglect. He pondered upon it thoughtfully as they made their way back to the hotel in a silence which she was shrewd enough to respect. She was his wife, and bore, despite her stage connection, an honourable reputation, and by Jove ! recognised she should be. There was his Aunt Elizabeth to launch her, if necessary, wife of the fat little German minister whose name carried weight on either side of the cold North Sea. And the admiral . . . and Edmund Darrell the counsel ... he ran over all his neg- lected connections with a set chin that hardened, as he mused, into the lines of battle. It was all very well to guard his beautiful young wife from the feverish life of society, but to find her slighted by it that was another matter ! Esterella, her hand still within his arm, smiled to herself wisely, realising the inward conflict of the man. Meanwhile, Major Bill, having secured a table at the busy restaurant, was racking his brains for H 98 EAETH another guest to complete the little party. Anxious that the evening should be a success, he foresaw a difficulty in securing at such short notice an un- attached lady, who should come up to Darrell's standard and be pleased to meet his wife. After two polite refusals, as he stood in the stuffy telephone box, he rang up the Wyntons' number. Here was a large family of girls of the free-lance persuasion, scorning chaperonage and only too will- ing to be fed and amused at any man's expense. Sadie answered the call. " Yes home again. How are you, Hilly ? " She had much enjoyed the visit to the south. " Jack Darrell and his wife ? What f un ! " She longed to meet them what was the lady like ? A pause, filled by Bill, tactfully. All the better she " loved a pretty woman." The soldier smiled to himself with a sudden memory of Diana. " At eight sharp that would be delightful." She thanked him sweetly. " In the palm-room," and her "best frock!" A laugh tinkled shrilly across the wire. Bill put up the receiver with a sigh of relief. As he strolled along to his club for lunch, his mind reverted to Sadie's allusion to the south, and out of the crowded memories of the past few weeks Diana's face emerged, smiling but pale, as he had last seen her, waving farewell from the steps of the comfortable hotel. He had passed through an unpleasant half-hour with the de Veracs, taking all blame to himself for their midnight escapade, and he judged a certain listlessness on his little friend's side next day to be due to a "curtain lecture," on the "folly" of the proceeding. EARTH 99 De Verac had been furious and Adrienne sorely puzzled, for Diana, impervious to hints and caresses, had kept her own counsel even at the risk of her cousin's deep displeasure. It was " curry day " at the club a favourite dish of Rill's, provocative of sentiment which is mis- takenly supposed to arise solely from the heart. He made up his mind to call at the Cottars' that very afternoon. He had put it off from day to day since his return home, absorbed by the innumerable occupations that seize greedily on the traveller with the first full breath of London life. He knew Sir John slightly, a club acquaintance- ship and had heard of Lady Cottar as an invalid, picturing her elderly and somewhat infirm, and was therefore pleasantly surprised when Morgan, reply- ing to his query in the affirmative, ushered him into an early-Victorian drawing-room and he found himself shaking hands with a woman in the prime of life, slight, graceful and good-looking. She put him at his ease at once. " I have heard so much about you from my little daughter, Major Rill, that I feel you are hardly a stranger." " My little daughter," standing by the open win- dow, turned abruptly and came forward, obedient to her mother's glance, secretly annoyed at the flattering trend of the speech. "How do you do? " She evinced neither pleasure nor surprise, and the man felt rather taken aback by the coolness of the reception. He made a laughing inquiry after the de Veracs. They were quite well and in France. Diana's voice was abrupt. He could not guess the strong control she was laying on herself under the fear that 100 EABTH beset her that secret fear that her mother might divine might even imagine a romance between them ! For where there is no true confidence the idea of a forced secret is gall and wormwood to the sensitive. After a moment's hesitation she went back to her seat in the window. Meanwhile, Lady Cottar, an adept at small talk, rippled serenely on ; found mutual friends in India and elsewhere, and fell to regretting her bad health that deprived her of so much pleasure, and had prevented her this with emphasis from accom- panying her daughter south. Delicately she probed Bill on the Hyeres visit. The de Veracs were "dear people," but "so irresponsible ! " She was quite glad to have her little daughter home again, under her mother's wing. Bill was touched by the maternal solicitude, and wondered a little why the girl in all their many talks together had made so few allusions to the charming mistress of the house, referring to her father in all things pertaining to her home. " Madame de Verac has become quite French since her marriage," Lady Cottar sighed; "one would hardly imagine her to be my husband's niece." Bill responded gaily, launching out into details of the merry quartette. They had had a delightful time in fact, Monte Carlo had seemed quite tame after it ! But Diana, her back to the light, made no sign of attention, and he tried in vain to evoke an answering gleam in the steady hazel eyes. Then he waxed mischievous. " although your daughter did her best to drown EARTH 101 me," he laughed the danger out of the words, "one evening, in a salt marsh, miles from anywhere; my nerves are quite shaky still ! " Lady Cottar had heard the adventure and en- larged upon it playfully. Diana squirmed in the low window-seat ; he would think she prattled of him from morn to night! She could see the intimacy growing, her mother's charm paving the way, Bill's obvious admiration for this pretty, graceful woman, with her worldly experience, her sure knowledge of men. Never had Diana felt so hopelessly young, so "out of it," and unnecessary! For Lady Cottar made no effort to draw the girl into the conversation. She gathered up Buchanan on to her lap, and whispered into his ear, stroking his glossy coat to keep him quiet, glad of the task for her restless little brown hands. Her mother's, white and beautiful, moved with their fine rings gracefully over the tea-table, her delicate, animated face turned to her guest, every movement full of a sure composure that the girl would have given worlds to possess. Eill advanced with a tea-cup. " What a beautiful cat ! what's it called ? " " Buchanan." The word was forced from her lips. A sort of obstinacy seemed to possess her and he looked at her keenly, puzzled by her want of response. This was a new Diana, utterly different to the merry playmate of Hyeres days. " What a superior name ! " " That's my nephew's absurd idea." The soft voice came from the tea-table and drew Rill back, his polite task over, to her mother's side. " Because he's ' black and white,' you see the cat, I mean ! " 102 EARTH Rill laughed heartily. And at the well-remem- bered sound, something quivered in the girl's tightly-locked heart. He had a man's laugh, deep and throaty, full of an imperious love of life. How she had missed it in the days that had followed his departure, that and the sleepy grey eyes, the set of his smooth head on his well-drilled' shoulders. For absence had taught Diana the need of him, had completed the lesson thoughtlessly begun that moonlit evening up on the hills, when passion had travestied in the silver cloak of love. Slowly and surely, the knowledge was gaining upon her that life would never be quite the same ; that the old heedless, happy days of childhood were over. Even her painting held a gap, a need for sympathy she had not felt before. From the depths of her heart she had longed to see Rill again. And now that her wish had been granted, instead of joy came disillusion, and that haunting fear that she might betray herself, might let him see she " cared." And those merciless mother's eyes! In her new sensitiveness she felt as though a conspiracy were being laid against her. She knew Lady Cottar's love of mystery, of detect- ing trouble where none lay. Nothing was sacred before her probing glance, from the housemaid's torn love-letter to Sir John's private cash-book. Rill had said they were to be friends, " real good friends." The memory had become the full measure of her hopes. But was it possible, back in grey England? Did he even continue to desire it? She wondered, watching the pair before her. And as she arrived at this stage in her reasoning, the man rose to go. " You must come again," Lady Cottar smiled up EARTH 103 into the keen bronzed face, "and meet my husband. I am so sorry he is not in to-day." With an effort Diana put down the cat. " Good-bye." Their hands met, clasped loosely, and parted, strangers to each other. "It's a pity," said Bill to himself, as Morgan showed him out, with a sly look at this much- discussed new " friend of Miss Diana's." " These friendships begun abroad have a way of falling flat ; I suppose one misses the environment." He mused upon it, not without chagrin, conscious too of disillusion, of a certain " gaucherie " he had never before noticed in the girl. " She's very young ; " he gave a little smile, re- membering his moonlight folly, and then, oddly; something approaching a sigh. " But the mother's a charming woman," he decided. 104 EAKTH CHAPTEK IX MES. GERVASE MAULE was one of those social trials, necessary perhaps to civilisation, known colloquially, as a "managing " woman. For there will always be people in this world who have neither the wit nor the will to manage for themselves. And to this scatter-brained and help- less community the tall fair lady, with her bustling air of importance and patent desire for a finger in the pie, was welcomed as a heaven-sent relaxation from responsibility. Wherever a weak-kneed curate floundered in the bog of a charity bazaar, wherever a drawing-room performance was earnestly desired by a " profes- sional," whose chief plea to distinction was the necessity for food, there Mrs. Maule swam in her favourite element, organising, begging, borrowing ; producing a la Cinquevalle, hidden stores of pin- cushions, or the loan of a grand piano. To the irreverent she was known as the " South Kensington Gazette " : the locality to which her large and solidly-furnished house belonged, well situated, far from the damming line of the Earl's Court Koad. Now, to each of the fashionable districts of London is given an individual soul. Children of one parent, they show a family likeness in their flat EARTH 105 white walls and carefully-screened windows, their solemn painted doors and caged basements. But their characters differ as in the human race. Mayfair, gay and cosmopolitan, boasts a moving population, who come for a season and depart, leav- ing disconsolate shutters to face the winter fogs. Belgravia, with its wealthy respectability that shudders as it approaches Pimlico (one of the black sheep inseparable from so large a family), has a more settled community, an air of inherited property that insists on the quid pro quo of its heavy rates and taxes. But South Kensington is well nigh parochial. One realises that the houses, large and small, are graced with the title ''home," and it insists on an almost village-like social atmosphere that breeds distrust of neighbours and petty feuds arriving from such small issues as an unintended snub, or the common appropriation of a busy dressmaker. Hence many stirring paragraphs for a South Kensington Gazette. Major Rill had known Mrs. Gervase Maule for years. She entertained largely and was amply supported by an equally " managing " cook. This was dangled before his eyes by his friend Eustace Myers on the evening he was lured thither to an uninteresting " At Home." " Do come, there's a dear fellow ! She's always worrying me to ' bring a man from the club,' just as if they sat there to be harassed with in- vitations ! " Rill, liking Myers, went, and became, by clever tactics on the lady's part, a half-hearted habitue of the house. Since then Myers had disappeared, the one scandal rigorously suppressed by the " South Kensington 106 EARTH Gazette." For the former, after five long years of management by the capable Mrs. Maule, had suddenly taken his life into his own hands, and, incidentally, the life of another, a married woman's. It was Mrs. Gervase Maule's great managerial fiasco. It was more than that, though few people guessed. For, mixed up in the flight across the sea, together with another man's wife, his own suddenly-acquired freedom and a blasted reputation, Eustace Myers carried with him all that remained of Mrs. Maule's somewhat stony heart. Not that she had stooped to the slightest indiscretion ! She had no passion in her, from the crown of her care- fully-waved head to the well- shod feet, that were nevertheless somewhat flat. Still, to every human soul is added its own capacity for suffering, and the impeccable Gervase, with his timid manner and somewhat scanty hair, could not fill that aching corner left desolate by the flight of the handsome Myers. Mrs. Maule always wondered if Anthony Rill knew. She feared those keen grey eyes, remember- ing that weak strata in their mutual friend's com- position, that left him prone to outbursts of confidence. Therefore she greeted the soldier with additional suavity when they met, and troubled him with fewer prospectuses, programmes and offers of tickets for the various social and charitable enterprises which her activity on others' behalf forced her perpetually to inaugurate. To-night he had dined at her house, and they had proceeded afterwards to Mrs. Wilbert G. Traill's musical " At Home." The American hostess was an agreeable product of the times. Genuinely hospitable and fond of EARTH 107 social amusement, she played for her full share of the latter with the steady wit and imperturbable good temper with which she attempted bridge. The season had hardly begun, but already she had announced an early dance at the Ritz and mean- while issued invitations for the present evening, foreseeing shrewdly a goodly gathering of young people, difficult to attract, who in the present day refuse to be bored, but will make themselves genuinely pleasant with the chance of a coming ball. " Music " was printed in the far corner of the card, and underneath the one magic name, " Tetrazzini." For Mrs. Wilbert G. Traill was fast learning her world. People liked to talk nothing more boring than an insistent noise of music. But just four songs by the greatest singer of the day that was an inspiration worthy of a daughter of New York ! Now, as Rill and Mrs. Gervase Maule found seats at the end of the huge double room, the servants were quietly closing the windows that looked out on Eaton Square, fearful of any sound that might interrupt the golden flow of melody. For the prima donna would shortly appear for the second operatic selection of the evening. " It seemed so narrow-minded," Mrs. Maule wound up a recent historiette of a much-maligned lady's fate, anxious in an assembly where she recognised few friends to keep the good-looking soldier by her side ; " but then, of course, I always pride myself on the breadth of my outlook." - She lifted her shrewd eyes, set so close together as to contradict the statement, to Rill's face, noting his sudden pre-occupation. For his attention was centred on a couple who had just entered the room for whom, in fact, he had been waiting for the past half-hour. He had introduced Esterella 108 EARTH to Mrs. Traill at the Carlton, the night of the impromptu dinner, and had heard her accept that lady's prompt invitation to the party. Many glances followed his, for the Italian was surprisingly lovely that evening, and Darrell, con- scious of the little stir his wife's presence excited, carried himself proudly, inwardly pleased at the unspoken admiration. " You must let me prove it," said Rill with a smile, conscious of the silence that had followed the speech. " Your broad-mindedness, I mean; for here come some friends of mine who, for some unaccount- able reason, feel ... a little bit isolated " he paused, rinding it difficult to explain. Mrs. Maule put up her glasses, staring at the new-comers. "Surely . . ." she began, "surely you don't mean Captain Darrell and his . . . wife?" The slight hesitation was worthy of South Kensingtonia. " She was on the stage, wasn't she? " But the soldier, with a murmured excuse, had already moved from her side. She watched him shaking hands with the hand- some pair now in the centre of the room. She could hear Esterella's musical laugh from where she sat, and note how the hard glare of the electric lustre above betrayed no line in that ex- quisite creamy face, no flaw in the supple southern form, moulded by the Parisian gown. She was youth and beauty incarnate ; indolent, subtle, dangerous. So Mrs. Gervase Maule decided, drawing her chair a little forward for a better view, and in so doing caught the shabby train of the lady seated beyond her. She apologised coldly with a quick and slightly EARTH 109 contemptuous glance at the badly-dressed victim, whose clothes had the air of being thrown upon her, and presented a curious contrast to a fine row of black pearls that were twisted loosely twice around the long, bony throat. She looked the proverbial poor chaperone, beside her other neighbour, a handsome girl of eighteen summers, with a somewhat teutonic stolidity. Mrs. Maule dismissed them from her mind and returned to her interest in the little group, which had now been augmented by a pair of men, obviously soldiers, whom Jack was introducing to his wife. Suddenly she saw Rill glance in her direction and her curiosity turned swiftly to dismay. They were coming towards her. He had meant it, then this test of her broad-mindedness. She quivered with indignation, and realising flight impossible, assumed her stoniest expression. Rill's eyes twinkled as he made the introduction. Mrs. Maule bowed, but Esterella, conscious of the English custom, offered a well-gloved hand. "I am so pleased to meet you," she said with her foreign accent, smiling down into the cold face and monopolising what should have been the other woman's speech, " and we are to hear the Signora Tetrazzini I am so excited, you have no idea ! " " It must all be so very new to you," suggested Mrs. Maule. Darrell gave a quick glance, mistrust- ing the equivocal speech. " Not the music," Esterella laughed ; " I am ' artiste ' myself, you see. I sing." Two little words that showed the invincible composure of the professional. " Ah . . . you were on the stage? " Mrs. Maule raised her pale eyes to the glowing 110 EARTH ones above her, malignity peeping through the thin veil of politeness. "The opera stage," Esterella corrected gently. She glanced at the empty chair, but Mrs. Gervase Maule ignored the hint. " You must miss it," she suggested pleasantly, " the excitement of the footlights and . . . and all your many friends." " Yes," said Esterella, simply, "I do. But then " She looked up at her husband with a gay nod, and Bill, watching them, laughed. "Other compensations, eh?" and was rewarded by a smile, a quick flash of little white teeth be- tween the curved red lips. " And I can still sing," continued the Italian. " Indeed ? " Mrs. Maule looked coldly surprised. " Not for . . ." Esterella paused, flustered a little by this steady catechism. "Not profession- ally," she explained. " Jack does not like. But to myself and to him and to all my fren's." She made one of her extravagant gestures, but checked it midway at something she realised in Mrs. Maule's face. " How very pleasant for them." The insinuation was complete. It was a circle which the speaker had no intention of entering. The colour flamed up into Esterella's face as much at the patronising tone as at the words themselves, and Rill, conscious of the slight, swore beneath his breath. He blamed himself bitterly for being the un- conscious medium of the snub. But at this juncture another voice fell on their ears, a thin, elderly voice, playful and refined. " And when am I to be allowed to know my new niece ? " EARTH 111 The shabby old lady, hidden by DarreH's broad back, had risen from her chair. "Aunt Elizabeth!" He spun round on his feet. "Well, I never!" " You bad boy," said the little old lady severely ; " why haven't you been to see me?" She looked up at the flushed face of the Italian, then back at her nephew, a twinkle in the deep-set eyes. " Come now, Jack, your manners ! introduce me." " Baroness von Schlappenhohe." His voice was formality itself "my wife." Unmistakable pride lay in the closing words and, conscious of a sudden shyness on her part, he slipped a hand, as he spoke, through Esterella's arm. " And very pleased to meet you, my dear," said the old lady kindly. She saw the tears rise sud- denly in the hurt brown eyes, and Mrs. Gervase Maule scored yet another enemy as " Aunt Eliza- beth " went on, with the sure light touch of her cosmopolitan training "That worthless nephew of mine always gets round me, and, if I'm not mistaken, his wife will do the same." She held the Italian's hand firmly in her own. " Let's sit down I never can stand here's a chair for you." Not without malice she drew Esterella towards the empty one that separated her own from Mrs. Maule's. " And this is my daughter Ermentrude. Surely, Jack, you've not forgotten the little girl with the pigtails who took you to concerts in the old Leipsic days?" " Never ! " Darrell laughed, delighted at the 112 EARTH happy turn of affairs. "You have grown, Truda I could hardly reach up to pull them for you now ! " as the heavy but handsome face relapsed into a smile of greeting. But Mrs. Gervase Maule had heard enough. She realised her mistake and sought dignity in retreat. This the Baroness von Schlappenhohe, privileged at both of the leading courts, and Darrell's beloved aunt ! She rose to her feet, turning to Eill with a little air of command. " As Tetrazzini does not seem to be coming, I wonder if you would take me down for another cup of coffee? This room is so hot." Without waiting for his reply, she held out her hand courteously to her neighbour. " Au revoir, Mrs. Darrell ; I shall hope to call. You are at the 'Grosvenor Court' I believe?" But Esterella had recovered herself, her spirits rising under " Aunt Elizabeth's " approval. " At present," she conceded ; " but our move- ments are a leetle uncertain." Rill's eyes sought the Italian's for a moment and held them with a swift flush of mischievous under- standing. Then he convoyed Mrs. Maule obediently downstairs. "I knew you would like her," his voice was cheer- fully composed. " It's so rare to meet a beautiful woman who is also perfectly natural. Like the Dodo, I was beginning to think the species was extinct." He offered the enraged lady sugar and cream, delighted to observe that the hand holding the cup was not quite steady " She seems astonishingly well educated," said the South Kensington Gazette, " but then, foreigners EAKTH 113 are always so adaptive, even if they have not the . . . composure of the English." "No she's saved that," responded Bill pleasantly. His eyes had an absent expression, for upstairs Tetrazzini had begun to sing. " No good returning now," said Mrs. Maule quickly ; " we shan't get a chair." Bill, masking his disappointment, waited patiently, as his companion sipped the hot coffee, visibly glad of the excuse. She had dined him, he reminded himself, conscious of a certain obligation, together with an uncomfortable hint of being " managed." But the music called to him insistently. He loved it with all his heart. It probed to those hid- den depths of feeling he refused to recognise, and opened up possibilities of higher things the man he might have been, the man he still could be ! Music was to him a religion and had lured him through many a church doorway, the spark of faith within him kindled by the deep voice of the organ or the soaring notes of a boy's sweet soprano there to leave his " widow's mite " of inarticulate praise and thanksgiving to his Creator. Now as the clear melody above penetrated the hot air of the crowded supper-room, people paused in their chatter with a sharp involuntary " Sh . . . ! " as though a passing angel had touched these pleasure-lovers with the edge of his golden wing. " Tetrazzini." The name passed like a waft of incense over the heat and noise. Suddenly the clear notes faltered, died away. A dull silence followed, some belated applause and renewed movement on the parquet floor above. People wondered. " It can't be the end . . . something must have happened." 114 EARTH Down caine a gossip, hot-foot with news. Madame Tetrazzini was ill had been obliged to retire; a passing indisposition, so they said, but obviously there was no more music for to-night. The Pink Etruscan Band on the landing broke into the latest cake-walk, and frivolity, re-emerging, shone all the more brilliantly from the temporary eclipse. Upstairs, people grumbled with that sense of being cheated that is such a curious undercurrent to modern hospitality, based doubtless on the cost of a coupe, or the wear and tear of late hours on health itself. Mrs. Wilbert G. Traill, despair at her heart, replied feverishly to the perpetual enquiries. What could she do to counteract this unforeseen fiasco ? She gazed wildly at the sea of blank faces. "Poor woman, I'm sorry for her," said Baroness von Schlappenhohe. She turned to the placid Ermentrude, square and rigid in her satin gown. " After all, it's getting late ; we'd better slip away quietly, without saying 'good-night'." But the notion was not original. The whole atmosphere seemed suddenly charged with the spirit of departure as people remembered further engage- ments shelved for " Tetrazzini." Mrs. Traill was swept towards them, shaking hands, apologising, her good-humoured face in vain trying to conceal her chagrin. " Shall I, Jack ? " Esterella impulsively rose to her feet. " Just this once ? Say that I may, please ! " Moved by the passionate entreaty in her voice and sorry in his honest heart for his hostess' dilemma, Darrell nodded his head. " Mrs. Traill," she moved forward with a gesture unconsciously dramatic, and the clear call penetrated to that bewildered woman's brain. " Will you EAKTH 115 permit me to sing for you ? It would give me pleasure." The American jumped at the ofter with a gratitude that was touching. " My dear ! " Conscious there was no time to lose she seized her by the hand, hurrying her to the deserted plat- form, talking volubly as she went. " How very good of you . . . how kind ! " She passed her little husband and threw a quick order to that meek, distracted individual : " Wilbert ! just hustle yourself and stop the accompanist right away ; Mrs. Darrell is going to sing for us." People turned wonderingly, watching the beautiful Italian, who had by this time reached the piano and was gathering together a scattered score, left there in the general dislocation. " What shall you sing ? " said Mrs. Traill, with a deep sigh of relief as the sallow face of the pianist reappeared. " I'd better go on with this, I think," said Ester- ella coolly. She was in her own province again, thrilled with the sense of power so long denied her. The American gasped. " To go on with this," after the first singer in Europe ! What a sensation ! She nodded her head, incapable of response. Esterella was pointing out a passage to the accompanist, already subjugated by her beauty and extraordinary phlegm. " Have no fear, madame. I understand I will follow . . . everywhere." Close to the platform Darrell stood, a chair dragged up in haste for the interested Aunt Elizabeth ; beside her Ermentrude, for once faintly aroused, and in the rear, Bill and Mrs. Gervase Maule, with her glasses glued to her eyes, a slightly con- 116 EARTH temptuous smile hovering over her tightly-closed lips. A certain distinguished guest, for whom red carpet had been laid, had courteously waited, interested by the unexpected denouement, and like sheep behind a leader, people were thronging back into the half- empty room, staring, laughing, chattering. DarreH's eyes, full of a strange pride mingled with jealousy, were fixed anxiously on the beautiful figure advancing to the centre of the stage. " I r-r-regret . . ." professional etiquette moved her to explain, " I have no music with me. I am forced, unworthily, to take up Madame Tetrazzini's so sadly unfinished selection. I do make my apology to her and to you." She smiled, conscious that her quaint speech had knit her audience together. There was a little pause, and someone nervously clapped ; then over her shoulder she signed to the accompanist. At the first pure, steady notes " Aunt Elizabeth " drew a quick breath of relief, nodding her old head eagerly, and settled back in her chair. Not vainly had she spent a third of her life in the music-loving centres of her husband's native land. " The true ' bel canto ' ; style . . . precision." So she summed it up, well content that Jack's wife should prove herself a success. Out into the wide room swept the golden torrent of sound, the voice that Nature alone can give and human patience perfect, as Esterella lost all sense of physical consciousness the living instrument of her art, a medium for the highest expression of the soul that cannot die. Bill, hearing her, felt himself borne upward by a myriad unseen wings, floating towards an incomplete EARTH 117 circle of radiance that was joining . . . joining . . . for ever joining into a ring of dazzling light. The room swam before his eyes, as his senses floated out to the borderland of some vast, overwhelming enlightenment. Suddenly came a wrench of dislocation; blank silence ; then the final disillusion the insult (so it seemed to him) of insistent clapping hands. With a sense of bitter loss he came back to actuality. Baroness von Schlappenhohe had risen to her feet, pleading loudly for more. Esterella, revelling in half-forgotten sensations, conscious of being in perfect voice, smilingly responded to her hostess' eloquent appeal. She dismissed the accom- panist with a graceful word of thanks, and drawing off her long gloves, sat down in his place at the piano. She turned half round on the stool, facing her audience, and struck a careless chord, meditating on a choice of encores. Then she caught Darrell's eye and gave him a little nod, so natural and unaffected that people smiled as at the charm of a happy child. This time she sang in French, leaning a little forward, the dark eyes far away, waiting, so it seemed to Bill, for an echo that was sure to come. " Vraiment la reine, aupres d'elle, 6tait laide Quand, vers le soir, Elle passait sur le pout de Toledo En corset noir, Un chapelet du temps de Charlemagne Ornait son cou . . ." The gay lilt of the music changed abruptly and passion swept in, bitterly hopeless, mourning in a minor key " Le vent qui vient a travers la montagn Me rendra fou I " 118 EARTH Then back to the old refrain, with a reckless gaiety and entrain : " Dansez ! chantea, villageois ! La nuit tombe Sabine, ce jour, A tout donn6 sa beautd de Colombo Et son amour. Pour un anneau du Comte de Saldagne Pour un bijou Le vent qui vient a travers la montagne M'a rendu fou ! " So powerful was her art, so intense the tragedy in the veiled voice, that a little shiver passed over the room, as though a breath from the snow-laden passes had swept across it. Then the applause broke forth deafening, tumul- tuous! And Esterella smiled, realising the shrill note of enthusiasm that is incense to the artist's soul. Far away, over the sea of faces, her eyes caught Bill's, full of a passionate wonder and praise, and a little thrill passed over her, the knowledge of a link between them singling them out with a touch of brotherhood in the cult they both loved, and strengthened by the still closer sympathy of temperament. With a start she came back to herself, bowing her acknowledgments, and stepped down tranquilly from the platform, where those same people whose cold stare had so wounded her pride now pressed around her, eager for introduction. So, as she had prophesied, she sang to them, and brought " those stiff-backed " to her feet. EARTH 119 M CHAPTER X t ( IV >f ILLY, here's muffins ! " Diana waved the paper bag trium- phantly at the door of the studio, " and a visitor to tea." 41 Which will you have ? " came in Rill's laughing voice from behind her. 44 Neither ! " said the red-haired girl with discon- certing promptitude. She wriggled off the high stool under the window, where she had been work- ing on a copper etching-plate and advanced to meet the pair, wiping her hands somewhat suggestively on the holland overall. " I've a horror of indiges- tion," she explained as they shook hands. 4 ' Frank," said the soldier, " but hardly flattering. That's the worst of having known Milly from her cradle-days." He turned to Diana, his grey eyes mischievous. " She used to sit on my knee once . . . and liked it," he added with emphasis. 44 Never ! " his victim retorted ; 44 it was just lumped in with nursery puddings, chicken-pox and other evils of childhood." Her pale face broke into unexpected dimples, suddenly pretty under its mop of crinkled hair. "Besides, you only did it to please mamma or was it grannie ? I can't remember." " Oh, come now ! " Rill protested, <4 if you make such a point of my age, I shall take advantage of it." 120 EARTH Diana laughed, delighted at the sparring of these two, excited at the unforeseen encounter and the soldier's flattering curiosity over the new studio. " If you think it's safe to leave you " she looked from one to the other " I'm going to fill the kettle." " Can't I do it for you ? " But she shook her head at the man's suggestion and, nothing loth, he dropped lazily into the shabby wicker chair, a relic bought over from a former tenant, suggestive of rest as new furniture rarely is. " How cool you are," he observed approvingly, and added a saving clause, " meaning the temperature." For the season had opened with a thundery heat ominous of the comet and that swift, appalling blow that was to plunge England into grief and gloom without parallel. But as yet, unconscious of the heavy cloud, London prepared for gay doings, people crowding up from the country, the shops full of busy women delighted at the promise of sunny weather and delicate finery. Diana re-appeared with the brimming kettle, filled at the tap common to the little cluster of studios, hidden away in unexpected peacefulness at the back of a busy thoroughfare, a veritable oasis in the dusty desert of town. She wore the identical pink cotton frock that had graced their picnic at Carquieranne, when they had discovered their mutual friendship with Jack o' the Bee-stalk. Simultaneously their minds reverted to it with that subtle thread of sympathy that still unconsciously knit them the psychic bond that holds more married people together than ever the drone of the priest or the law's harsh voice. " I've just been lunching with the Darrells. We talked of you." He twisted his chair round to face Diana, busy EARTH 121 over the tea. At the other end of the room Milly Farrar was producing cups and saucers out of a battered cupboard, blowing the dust off cheerfully, with an open disregard for the uses of a beautiful set of dusters, the gift of Lady Cottar towards the new establishment. " She wants to go down the river on Sunday," continued Rill ; " that is, if the weather lasts, and we wondered if you'd care to make a fourth ? " " Rather ! " Diana beamed back at him with the old bon-camaraderie. " I think she's a dear, don't you?" and ran on without waiting for his reply. " I'd love to go that is " her face clouded suddenly " if mother will let me." " Oh, of course she will," said Rill easily ; " why shouldn't she?" A glance passed between the girls, and it was Milly who answered the question. " She might like to be asked herself, don't you know ? " Before such candour Rill hesitated. " I always imagined her to be somewhat of an invalid." Diana's back was turned to him, and to his sur- prise and amusement the red-haired girl indulged in a most expressive wink. " You'd better invite her as well," she insisted ; " she'll enjoy the chance of refusing and feel ' no negleckit.' ' Diana wheeled round, her face rather red, and frowned at her friend. " Tea's ready," she announced shortly. But Rill obstinately adhered to the subject. " Well, look here," he said, " I want you to come. Suppose I called on your mother myself and fixed it up how would that be ? " 122 EAKTH " Splendiferous ! " said Milly the irrepressible. " You can be ' awfu' sweet ' and admire Wang Cho and talk saccharine and sentiment." But Diana smiled gratefully, a burden off her mind, as she admitted the excellence of the plan. She longed to join in the merry quartette, but her loyalty forbade direct allusion to Lady Cottar's idiosyncracy. She knew only too well that an invitation that did not include her mother would raise a storm of protest against the " independence of the modern girl," and inevitably spell refusal for herself. But Milly's sidelight on the home environment did not escape the astute Kill, and he wondered if this accounted for Diana's cool reception of him at her parent's house. " Talking of Wang Cho," said Diana, as they settled down by the open window to enjoy their tea ; " I've had such an adventure on his behalf." She laughed as Kill gingerly helped himself to milk from the little dairy can. " Sorry we've got no jug ; that will come later. If you'd been brought up as tidily as I have, you'd understand the luxury of letting things slide ! " "I have had to rough it occasionally," Rill ad- mitted, " but never quite as severely as this." He took a huge mouthful of muffin and owned up to a certain compensation. " Now for the story I'm all attention." " One-third attention, two-thirds muffin," cor- rected Milly. " You'd better help yourself to sugar here's the bag, dive in and for mercy's sake don't tell tales out of school, or our parents will give us sugar-tongs at Christmas ! " She laughed gaily. " This isn't ' the refined home circle,' under- stand we're students, accumulating a 'patine' of London smuts." EAETH 123 A certain pride ran through the speech. It was their first nibble at the joys of emancipation that golden fruit dangled for years out of the school- girl's reach ! Rill found the atmosphere strangely refreshing with its clean savour of youth and health and the picture before him of Diana, dainty and sweet despite her boyish pose, in default of a third chair, perched on the edge of the long table, with an un- concerned display of neat brown ankles and well- shod feet. For about all her person was a finished detail that, added to the simplicity of her clothes, appealed to the masculine eye, a fact ignored by many women, to whom " smartness " means a superfluity of ornament. " To return to Wang Cho," said Diana. " It was yesterday afternoon. Mother had gone to Aunt Bertha's for the day and had left the dog in my charge. So, as I had some work to do, I brought him along here. He was trotting about outside, very happy, chasing the sparrows, and I was finish- ing a sketch, sitting in the window, when suddenly I heard him bark, and looking out I saw, from that big studio over there, that someone was trying to attract him. A hand came forth from that narrow window " she pointed as she spoke across the way " and a lump of sugar was thrown out, and then the . . . philanthropist hidden by that red blind, began to whistle softly, calling the dog. " He's a frightful sweet-tooth, is Wang Cho like another friend of ours " she glanced up mischiev- ously at Rill, detected in a second onslaught on the paper bag " so I wasn't surprised, having gobbled it up, when he went prospecting for more. But when the door was opened and he vanished inside and it was promptly closed again I began to feel 124 EARTH annoyed. It looked seriously like kidnapping ! Milly wasn't here and there was no one about, and after five minutes or so and no Wang Cho, I waxed exceeding wroth. She paused to fill up the brown tea-pot. " What would you have done, Ripple ? " The old familiar name awoke pleasant memories, and he answered the question with his sunniest smile that look that cries " You dear ! " more eloquently than speech. " Gone and battered the door in, of course." The hazel eyes danced. " Exactly what I did ! Only it didn't take much battering, as it happened to be on the latch. I rang and knocked loudly and, as no one answered, I just walked in." " Good for you ! " said the soldier. "I found myself in a sort of hall, very dark and gloomy, but hung with lovely old tapestries, and I was just beginning to wonder what my next move would be, when through an open door beyond I heard a voice. " ' Sit still, you little beast ! Ah ! you would, would you? Sacre nom d'un chien ! That's appro- priate. . . . And so's this. . . .' "Then the sound of a slap, followed by a howl, which so enraged me that I walked straight into the room." " Prepared for murder ? " suggested Rill. " Prepared for anything," said Diana, " except perhaps what I actually saw." She paused mischievously, realising the interest in Milly 's face. " Go on," said the latter impatiently. " What happened ? " " There was a big studio, and a man with his back EARTH 125 turned to me painting a full-length portrait of a lady in evening dress. Beyond, on the model's chair a high and beautifully carved Venetian affair lay the unfortunate Wang Cho, fastened tightly with a piece of string from his collar to each gilded arm, looking the very picture of misery. "He barked when he saw me, and the artist wheeled round and stared open-mouthed a great broad-shouldered man, with the bluest eyes you ever saw, and a pointed chestnut beard. " 'What the dickens d'you want? ' he remarked politely. " But I walked up to the platform and began to untie the dog. The fact was, I was too angry to speak, and it seemed to me too that the first thing to do was to liberate Wang Cho. " Unfortunately, in his joy he started wriggling, which made it a harder task, and seeing this the painter threw down his palette and came striding after me. " ' Leave that dog alone, d'you hear? ' " He fairly shouted the words, and put out a hand to grasp him by the collar. I was delighted to see Wang Cho snap, and, finding my voice " ' How dare you steal my dog ? ' I shouted back. And there we stood, glaring at each other across the Venetian chair, whilst Wang Cho wriggled and barked his delight. "It must have been too funny for words, but I was far too furious to think ; and quite suddenly the man realised the humour of the situation, and went off into a roar of laughter. Such a laugh ! you never heard anything like it, so hearty and infectious that after a struggle to resist, I gave way and joined in too, Wang Cho (who thought us mad) gazing from one to the other with his great goggle eyes." 126 EARTH Diana's mouth twitched at the recollection. "Well, when he'd recovered sufficiently to speak, he gasped out, his blue eyes full of tears " ' It's your dog, is it ? A thousand apologies. I took him for a direct answer to prayer.' " ' Assisted by a lump of sugar ? ' I couldn't help saying. And off he went again, his shaggy head thrown back, with all the strength of his deep chest, in sheer open delight of laughter. " ' You witnessed the whole performance? Well, I give in ; ' he wiped his eyes serenely with a painting- rag. ' It was a desperate case of kidnapping, looting whatever you like to call it ! Don't blame me. It's the fault of my Viking blood, a hark back to the good old days when dogs were ' thrown in ' along with horses and women galore ! Big wolf-hounds, I expect, not a squirming bunch of monstrosities like that.' " ' Don't abuse Wang Cho ; his ancestors were worshipped for centuries before yours were ever dreamed of.' I couldn't help adding ' You're quite a parvenu beside him.' ' Diana looked half-guiltily at her audience. " It was rather cheek, I know, but he was one of those nice sort of men you can't help being rude to." Milly groaned. "Do get on with the story. Who was he ? " " Wait a bit, I'm coming to that." Diana refused to be rushed. " When he had admitted the excellence of Wang Cho he began to explain his conduct. " 'The fact is,' he confessed, 'I'm in an awful hole over this portrait here.' He led me back to the easel where I had seen him first, and continued " ' I'm working against time to finish it for EAKTH 127 the Brussels Exhibition. I left the dog to the end merely sketched in, and I'm blest if the little brute hasn't gone and died ! ' "He pointed to a half-finished study of a Pekingese that the subject of the picture was fondling on her lap. One delicate hand lay on its golden coat, so exquisite, so full of life and feeling, that I couldn't resist a movement of wonder and ad- miration. "At this he gave me a sharp glance, that travelled down to my big apron smeared with paint, and nodded his head, realising that I was an apprentice in his art. " ' You'll understand,' he went on ; ' I see you're one of us. It's a confounded nuisance. The picture's due this week, and here am I, sans dog, sans hope, with the comforting suggestion from the lady that I should " do the darling from memory " ! Well, this morning, utterly in despair, I looked out of the window, prayed hard, and be- hold ! there saunters into view the dead spit of the dear departed. A lump of sugar, my mellifluous whistle, and the deed was done. " ' I'd just got to work when in you trip, with magnificent aplomb and a marked capacity tor un- tying knots. Do you wonder my temper could not stand the strain ? " ' And now that you understand, be merciful and leave me the pretty conceit that your pet was sent down by the angels in any case lent by one as a model ! Just for an hour longer. You can stay and watch me paint, and I'll give you some tips as we go along. And then you can see for yourself he's not ill-treated. I only slapped him once by Bacchus I swear it ! He was gnawing the arm of the chair, the sacrilegious dog ! It came out of the 128 EARTH Doge's palace, and has supported the fat of tyrants. I'm really most contrite ' his face was indescribably dr61e ' but the insult to my chair. . . I'm sure you'll understand. From Doge to Dog. It sounds like somebody's harrowing memoirs, the Palace to the Kennel, bowdlerised by John Ericsen, R.A.' " "Diana!" Milly rose to her feet, her pale face glowing with excitement. " Not Ericsen the Ericsen ? " Diana smiled mischievously, proud of the well- kept secret. " The portrait painter?" Rill's voice was eloquent. " The same," said Diana demurely ; " and he's going to give me tips ! " " Ye gods ! " Milly Farrar subsided in the low arm-chair, her hands locked round her knees, rocking herself ecstatically. " What an adventure ! I wondered, directly I heard it was the big studio but it seemed impos- sible." " He's a dear," Diana announced ; " we're going to be great friends." At the well-remembered phrase Rill started. He felt vaguely annoyed at her using those very words. " Well I congratulate you, especially as he's a most difficult person to know. There's a story told of a certain great lady who called to see him one day and was told that he was engaged. However, she insisted on being admitted and found him busily painting, a nude model on the platform, in his shirt- sleeves, with an old briar in his mouth. When she expostulated he is reported to have said " ' Madame, you used your prerogative I am using mine.' Fortunately, a sense of humour saved her, and, incidentally, him ! " EARTH 129 Rill laughed, a little hardly. " Don't forget Sunday in this new and distracting friendship." He made a movement to rise. " I suppose it's an in- verted case of ' Love me, love my dog' eh ? " Rather to his surprise Diana coloured hotly. " A man with a beard ! " Her voice was indig- nant " and old enough to be my father." Milly looked across at the pair mischievously, her green eyes mocking Rill. " louche 1 ! " She addressed the ceiling. " What a respectable thing is age." " I think it's a pity you ever grew up," said Rill severely ; " once upon a time you were quite a nice child." " Merci, gran'pere." She stood up, facing him. "If your decrepitude will allow you, you can come and help wash up." But Rill, backed by Diana's indignant protesta- tions, declined the doubtful honour. " I really ought to be going," he remarked. " I'm off," said Milly quickly ; " don't leave the child alone. Think of Ericsen, R. A., with the ' bluest eyes in the world' and Wang Cho for chaperone." She pinned her hat on with utter disregard for effect. "I've got to go I promised to be home to tea to entertain my maternal aunt." She made an expressive grimace. " It's past five now, but the delight of your society and Diana's thrilling mono- logue have made me forget my duty. Good-bye." She shook hands solemnly. " Be good to the babe and remember her tender years." " And my own grey hairs," suggested Rill with a laugh. " Thank Heaven they're not red ! " Milly turned in the doorway for a last retort. " You're lucky to have any left," she remarked severely, and so departed homeward, pleased with K 130 EARTH her simple guile. For the green eyes had seen deep down into Diana's heart and her girlish philosophy moved her to leave the pair alone. " As regards the aunt," she remarked to herself as she came out into the busy road beyond, " let us hope that Billy will not remember that mamma was an only child ! " Meanwhile Diana was shewing her visitor proudly round the studio, unearthing each treasure with visible delight. The sketch " So-and-so " had ac- tually signed in the happy Paris days, the studies pinned to the faded walls, the guitar de Verac had unearthed from a lumber-room at Sorbes, and finally, with a fine and nervous pleasure, her own portfolio of what she called " attempts." Rill, prepared for anything pretty, artistic, but betraying the amateur, was honestly taken aback. Faults there were and plenty the landscapes lacking proportion, the atmosphere unreal, but the portraits crayon heads from life, half-finished caricatures, sharp pencilled recollections of faces she had seen snowed a fineness of perception, a hidden character that took him by surprise. With the same easy power with which she mim- icked the people she met here she caught instinc- tively not only the likeness but the salient charac- teristic of the individual ; the hidden pathos that lay behind a smile ; the greed of the peasant heart piercing the veil of humility ; the everlasting " why " in a child's trustful eyes ; the querulous loneliness of age and the sullen mutiny of the poor ! To every face its history to every body its soul. For a tiny spark had survived the material struggle of birth, when Diana's hazel eyes first opened to the light, !;iiniiu^ for her the everlasting right of fellow- ship with Genius. EAETH 131 Again she appealed to Rill's respect, long dormant regarding the sex, waking that instinct of chivalry that once was an Englishman's pride. For this half-formed woman with her childish ways held a spirit that " understood " the royal prerogative withheld from the common crowd. And herein lay her strength, and at the same time her despair. For to feel too deeply is to be at the mercy of one's environment, and to suffer for others as thicker-skinned mortals suffer for themselves alone. Hence deeper joy and deeper sorrow ; the crown of happiness, perhaps, but with it the crown of thorns. As she turned the sketches over, one by one, with here a word of excuse, there a swift, shy glance for his approval, they came to a pastel portrait more finished than the rest that of a young girl with a kitten in her arms. The beautiful clear eyes laughed above the dark head of her pet, so full of youth and innocence that Rill gazed at it with open admiration. But Diana made an uneasy movement to take it from his hand, and as she did so the man's eyes fell on the words that in a fine and pointed hand were written underneath. " Here lies Doris Vane Born November the seventh, 1886 Sacrificed June the tenth, 1905." borne subtle instinct checked his first impulse of curiosity and he contented himself with another long look at the radiant face above. " I seem to know her it's odd, isn't it ? " Diana took the sketch quietly away. " I daresay you do." Her voice held a note of reserve. She hesitated for a second, then spoke out boldly. 132 EAKTH " It's Lady Oswestry, when she was a girl. She was a cousin of Milly's and a dear friend of mine." Rill gave an exclamation of surprise. " That . . . Lady Oswestry ? That beautiful child ! " For the divorce had been a particularly unpleasant one, and recent enough for the echo in India to remain vividly in his mind. Diana's hazel eyes were dark with anger. ' ' She was the dearest girl that ever walked this earth . ' ' Loyalty rang in her voice, predominant over the nervousness underlying the speech. "And yet . . . she married Peter Oswestry." Bill mused upon it, his eyes on the purity of the cleverly-drawn face " a regular wrong 'un," as everybody knew. " Excepting Doris," Diana answered hotly. " I don't know much about it all I was at school at the time but Milly does. She wrote that," she pointed to the last line of the strange inscription; "that was the year of her marriage, and she was so unhappy ! I don't think she ever cared for him poor little Doris ! but her people wanted it ; and they were very poor, you know, and the money and title and all that." She gave a significant gesture, com- pleting her sentence. " I shall never believe things against her, whatever people say! She was absolutely wretched. Why, do you know," she turned to Bill, her face serious, her candid eyes pleading in her friend's defence, " she ran away from him, on her honeymoon, all the way home from Venice, back to Milly here ? He'd been so unkind to her." " Good Lord ! " Bill, with his knowledge of the world, could not meet the pained hazel eyes. "What happened then? " EAETH 133 " Oh, he came and fetched her back. There was an awful scene, so Milly says. She hates him, of course. I simply can't understand anyone being unkind to Doris ! She was so sweet, and trusted everybody the sort of character you can't help loving. But, of course, once married she had to stay with him." Rill smiled at her simple logic. " Until she went off with Jerry Dimsdale ! " He regretted the words directly they had passed his lips, but it was evident that Diana knew the crowning catastrophe of Doris' unhappy life. For she put the sketch in among the others with a sudden movement, her face averted. " I know," her voice was sombre. " It's awful, isn't it ? But I can't help thinking, somehow, it wasn't quite her fault, that there's something . . . we can't understand." Her steady loyalty went to the tender spot in Bill's heart, and he laid a hand impulsively over Diana's own. " I expect there is, my dear I expect there is." She looked up quickly, grateful for his sympathy, and went on with her naive explanation " Milly says it's the fault of the way we're all brought up to look on marriage as a sort of end instead of a beginning of serious life." It was evident she was quoting her friendVown words, and Rill, interested, nodded his head. Diana, desperately earnest, continued " She's quite mad on the subject, you know. She says we're all expected to marry, and none of us educated for it just pitched into it like a puppy into deep water to see if it can swim. And some of us can, and some of us can't like Doris . . ." she sighed. " It does seem odd, as Milly says ; it's the 134 EAKTH main profession for women, and yet the one thing we know nothing about." A gleam of mischief came into her eyes. " Milly's so funnjr, you should just hear her ! She wants to start a campaign not ' Suffrage,' you know ! " she laughed outright " but a sort of training for girls how to manage a house and a husband and children, and all that . . . She says being happily married is nothing, any pretty fool gets the chance ! but to keep on being happily married is the difficulty." " And what do you propose ? " Rill was infinitely diverted. " I should like to hear your views as well as Milly's." Diana rose swiftly to her feet, and with great care put the portfolio together. " Oh, as for myself," her voice was light, but she kept her back turned to the man, " I have no views." She reached up easily to the dusty shelf, where a bust of Minerva gazed down with the dead wisdom of its hollow eyes slim arms over her glossy head, steadying the big book. He could see the outline of her young body against the light, the pure curve of throat and girlish breast, supple and exquisite as her Greek prototype, with a hint of immaturity that promise of fuller beauty that is the secret charm of the springtide of womanhood. " Having abjured all personal notion of matri- mony ? " Something deeper than curiosity stirred in his voice. " Yes," said Diana, steadily. EAKTH 135 CHAPTER XI SUNDAY opened with a fine haze that veiled the blue sky and promised heat. And indeed the coming of the comet seemed to have changed the usually chilly month into a fair semblance of July. Rill had successfully worked the oracle, leaving Lady Cottar at the end of his fleeting visit under the comforting impression that, failing the joy of her own society, through the tragedy of her fragile health, politeness pointed to Diana as the inevitable substitute. So her mother had bidden her good-bye with unusual graciousness ; her father, with a twinkle in his eyes at the mention of Rill, and a laughing in- junction " not to get drowned " ! All this had added to Diana's enjoyment, so often damped at the outset by the grudging consent with which her mother permitted her small dissipations. At Esterella's request to go " right out into the country " they had taken the train to Goring, far beyond the London-haunted reaches, with their scented theatrical crowd and the opulent suggestion of Jerusalem that hangs like a phantom of the city, scattering money and thick utterance from Rich- mond to Reading's outskirts of villadom. Diana was in one of her most radiant moods, instinctively in touch with the beauty of the day. 136 EAKTH The fresh green of the trees fringing the mossy banks, the dancing sunlight on the water, and the olive shadows that lay beneath the feathery willows; the blue, blue sky above them ..." one of my own dear skies," the Italian had merrily declared ; the freedom from the conventional atmosphere of town, and, above all, the presence of the man she loved, brought all the gaiety of her youth to the surface, and she chattered and chaffed and laughed until the others caught the infection of her mood, and no gayer party had ever lunched in the low-roofed parlour of the old Swan Inn. They drank their coffee on the lawn by the water's edge, and after some discussion decided on a punt and " downstream " as their destination. So Darrell guided them skilfully past the thrilling danger-board that marks the presence of the weir, and round the sharp curve to the entrance of the lock. His wife and Diana sat side by side facing him, and Bill lounged on the cushions opposite, his well-shaped head, in spite of laughing warnings, bared to the dazzling sun. It was Esterella's first experience of the river, and the novelty of the pro- ceeding, added to the excitement of the mysterious processes of the lock, had enhanced her beauty by an unusual animation. She was indeed good to look upon that sunny afternoon. The fair green of the countryside seemed but to emphasise the rich colour- ing of her skin, her full red lips parted with wonder like a child, the faint golden glow of her perfect throat that fine stately column of the singer the lustrous eyes that gazed wonderingly forth from under the heavy lids all was perfect in its warm humanity ! So Kill thought, watching her sleepily from where he lay, appreciating the whole charming picture of finely-developed womanhood. She wore EAETH 137 a linen frock that moulded her full figure and was pink a delicate, flesh-coloured shade, and, upon her dark hair, a hat of the same colour, wreathed with deep blue forget-me-nots, tied, shepherdess fashion, with wide ribbons under her pointed chin. " You look like a strawberry-ice," said Bill, lazily, " or a Watteau ' bergre ' I'm not sure which ! " " I wish I felt like one," said Darrell, towering above him, punt-pole in hand. " My faith ! it's hot to-day." Bill yawned comfortably. " How nice energy is in others." " I'll be your turn soon, old man." Jack paused to turn back a cuff. " You needn't flatter yourself I'm going to do all the work. Just take that link out, will you? my hands are wet." He leaned forward, holding his arm down to his friend. " Do let me try to punt," pleaded Diana, fascinated by the easy clear strokes with which the boat moved forward ; " it looks so nice. I promise I won't fall over." " Come along then." Darrell steadied the boat, and as she rose, Bill, nothing loth, slipped into her vacant place. His quick eye had caught Esterella's faint gesture of invitation, as she carelessly drew together the folds of the pink dress, clearing a space beside her. " Now, look here, Di you've got to stand firm and throw it out like this. . . ." For the pair had fallen back quite naturally into the friendship of childhood days. " Let's look at your heels V H'm ! you girls are all alike ! You want rubber soles for a game like this." " They aren't high," said Diana, indignantly. " I never wear high heels !" 138 EARTH " Bow-wow-wow ! " Darrell mocked her gaily. "What price Wang Cho? " Then began the usual amusing lesson. The punt under her first stroke commenced to revolve slowly, then, as she strove to check it with a second hurried effort, it plunged madly across into the nearest bank, to be thrust out again with much laughter and Esterella's pink parasol. A very demon of mischief seemed to possess its wooden soul. It capered here and there, revolved giddily, and bucketed first into one bank, then into the other. " It's getting dangerous ! " protested Bill, as a wet branch of willow trailed across his head ; and he ducked under the pink parasol, and found it a very pleasant retreat. " I'll protect you," said Esterella, softly, tilting the sunshade forward ; " do not be afraid." She smiled mischievously into the handsome face so near her own. " You won't admit there's danger ? " His grey eyes emphasised the double intention of the speech. "You should be brave . . . like me," said Darrell's wife demurely. "And face the danger?" said Bill, suiting the action to the words. A little thrill of excitement swept over her at his glance. Despite her late success and swiftly-grow- ing popularity, which had seemed at one time the height of her ambition, the fervid admiration of her theatre-days was past, and had left a blank. But a warning toot from a launch made them both sit up. Look out ! " said the soldier, sharply ; and " Dio mio ! we shall be drowned ! " cried the excitable EAETH 139 Italian, as he made a dive for the boat-hook, and tried in vain to get a hold on the nearest bank. The launch swerved past in safety. Five sedate people in cane arm-chairs, taking their pleasure as people should, gave the punt a glance of mingled horror and contempt ; a toy dog yapped, and through her tortoise-shell " inquisitors " the foremost lady stared hard at Darrell, clinging desperately with both arms round an overhanging bough, and still con- vulsed with laughter. Diana's hat had come off in the struggle, and her glossy hair shone in great curling waves over her merry, flushed face ; the dripping sleeves clung tightly to her arms, where the water had run down from the vindictive pole, and a great smear of mud was visible on her white serge skirt. The punt rocked wildly on the swell of the fast launch, and Esterella, with a movement of terror, grasped the arm of the man beside her. " That was your friend, Mrs. Gervase Maule," gasped Darrell, tears of mirth in his bright blue eyes. " Did you see her face, Rill, her look of horror and disgust? She'll never speak to you again ! Socially, you're lost ! " He collapsed into the bottom of the boat, which drifted slowly out into mid-stream. "It'll make a good paragraph," said Diana, gravely, aware of the lady's nickname ; " we shall all of us get sadly ' mauled,' 1 fear ! " " Let's moor the punt up somewhere," suggested Rill, when the laughter had subsided. He was tired of prodding muddy banks, and wanted to talk in peace. " There's a backwater just ahead ; we'll run up there." He reached for a paddle, and began to work lazily from where he lay. Silence settled down on 140 EAETH the little party, the inevitable reaction after mirth, and the drowsy heat seemed to lie on the river like a vast enfolding shawl. Under the bows they could hear the gentle ripple of the stream protesting against invasion with a cool, insistent " Glop ! . . . glop ! . . . glop ! " as they moved on up the narrow channel between the island and the bank. A kingfisher with outstretched beak crossed swiftly across their path, a flash of blue and copper in the sunlight, and among the scented reeds a moor-hen was scuttling with a shrill feminine cry of warning to her chicks the mother-note common to all nature. Heavy in the air was the odour of meadow-sweet, and from far away the bells of Basildon church were ringing, ding-dong, with the last note flat, but breathing the unmistakable Sunday calm of the peaceful countryside. Rill ran the punt up into a shady corner under the trees, and having appealed in vain to his host, jumped ashore himself, and swung the chain round a sapling's stem. Darrell lay flat on his back in the bottom of the boat, gazing sleepily up at the sky through the intricate network of the willows. " Let the lazy beggar work," he said confidentially to Diana, perched on the heaped -up cushions beyond him, " do him a power of good ! D'you want your sketch-book ? " as he saw her vainly hunting for something. " It's in the pocket of my coat beside you. Now, are you happy? " " Very," said the girl. She settled down to draw the narrowing back- water, with its sombre horizon of trees and muddy broken banks, where the cows came down to drink from the butter-cup-strewn meadows above; but the spell of the lazy hour was not to be denied, and EAKTH 141 after a few minutes she relinquished the attempt, baffled by the want of colour to give it life. Darrell's eyes were closed. Nature had triumphed openly over mere politeness, and he slept like a placid child. A sudden sense of loneliness seized Diana, a presage she hardly knew of what, some indefinite shadow of evil that threatened them. A grey cloud lined with copper was stealing up from the west, and the glare on the water seemed intensified by that peculiar stillness that heralds a coming storm. From the other end of the punt came a laugh, low and conscious, and the sound of murmuring voices. Rill was enjoying himself, pursuing his way undisturbed through the labyrinth of flirtation, and Darrell's wife, after one glance at her husband's prostrate form, was leading the chase, as she well knew how. Diana did not count with either. She gauged their feelings to a nicety, sensitive of a hurt she had no right to resent. The beautiful southern face was obscured by the lowered parasol, but she could see the man's smooth head, the clear-cut profile outlined against the dark background of foliage, and almost unconsciously she started to sketch in the lines that were already deeply engraved on her memory. Then, as, lost in her subject, she worked on steadily, a strange thing happened. For her art betrayed her, finding the weak joint in the armour of faith with which she was wont to protect the man before her. Her genius for probing beneath the surface, the almost literary talent she possessed for dissecting character brooked no denial, and as she paused to contemplate her handiwork, her brows knit, pencil 142 EARTH poised in air, it dawned upon her suddenly that here in the sketch before her was Bill himself the real man, stripped of all glamour and social veneer, strangely different from the figure-head she had set up as hero of her girlhood's romance. She stared at it in amazement, realising the selfishness of the face, a hint of cruelty in the strongly-marked mouth, a weariness in the eyes, where the innumerable tiny wrinkles, that formed the shadows beneath, each testified to a turned- down page in the book of pleasure and pain. Faint lines of irritability, satiety's outpost, negatived the lazy charm of his smile, and the merciless light showed the thinning hair on bis temples, where here and there shone an early silver thread. An abyss of years rolled between them ; of ex- periences, impossible for her to gauge either the value or the destructive power, and it seemed to Diana suddenly that here was a stranger, a man she did not know an alien soul impossible to read ! The intensity of her absorption must have sent out invisible feelers towards the subject of it, for Bill stirred under her gaze, and turned with a quick glance in her direction. "Sketching?" He lowered his voice, doubly anxious not to disturb his sleeping host. " Let's see," and stretched a long arm across. For a second Diana withheld it. Then, moved by an impulse she did not pause to analyse, she gave the block of paper into his hand. Esterella leaned across him, eager to see the result. "But . . . it is you. One sees that at a glance and excellent ! " A gleam of mischief came into her eyes, but Bill's face was inscrutable. He was by no means vain, but few men care to recognise a caricature of them- EARTH 143 selves. And to a certain extent the sketch was this, emphasising the worse side of his appearance. It was diabolically clever. He admitted it with a smile that was somewhat hard, angry in his heart that Diana Diana, of all people ! should see him in this light. The girl watched him in silence, conscious of a mistake ; a little stirred, despite the fact, by the hidden animosity she divined. For they had this strong taste in common a healthy love of battle. And though peace is the watchword of the day, it is in times of war that a nation proves to what heights of courage and fortitude the individual, shorn of mere personal solicitude, can rise. To a student in humanity the scene was complete. For this evenly-paired quartette, hidden away in the peaceful backwater, held all the elements of a possible tragedy. Rill with his dual nature, that finer side of him that betrayed the hidden idealist for ever at war with the animal and material trend of his being, between the two women who were to prove his mentors, good and bad ; and the sleeping husband, confident, loving, too staunch himself to bear a thought of suspicion, heedless of the germ of treachery that Esterella's passionate and unbalanced temperament might foster in the heart of his friend. Diana, sensitive to a fault, fatally ignorant of life, emerging like a bright butterfly from the chrysalis of the narrow home, no match for the subtle Italian, with her armour of knowledge and her centuries- deep inherited passion for intrigue. " It's very good tout-d-fait moi ! " Rill broke the silence that had fallen on the boat. " What a clever child it is ! " He looked mockingly across, and noting the quick 144 EAETH flush in Diana's cheeks, the challenging light in her hazel eyes, again that desire for conquest stung him as it had when, unconsciously, she had teased him beyond his patience upon the Hyeres hills. He longed to break her to his will a sort of obstinacy, half-passion, half-temper, possessed him, baffled by her inscrutable attitude of confident innocence. " I think it's like you," said Diana coolly, " like you are sometimes." "Now, for instance? " Rill's eyes challenged her, but the girl did not flinch, upheld by the knowledge that her pencil had not lied tempted too by the spirit in her to provoke the storm. She gave one swift glance at the Italian, smiling lazily beside him stretched luxuriously on the soft cushions with an almost feline grace. " Yes." Unfalteringly the answer came as she bent forward to take the sketch ; glanced at it for a moment, then, with a little laugh, tore it into tiny pieces and scattered it on the stream. " Ah ! . . . what a pity ! " Esterella protested. " It was ver-ry good." Under her heavy lids she glanced at Rill, instinctively realising his sombre resentment. " The nose and forehead straight one would say Greek. . . ." Her voice was almost caressing as she spoke. " You have not the English look at all." The remark, intended for flattery, produced the opposite result. " No? " Rill's tone was that of dry amusement. He caught Diana's eyes, and, leaning forward, de- liberately stirred the sleeping man. " Wake up, Jack, you lazy dog ! we can't stay here all day. Madam came out to see the river, not this little puddle." EAKTH 145 A memory slid from its hiding-place in Diana's brain- " Madam will you go ? Madam, will you row ? " She sang the words with a mischievous smile, unaccountably relieved by his action, and Rill caught it up " Madam, will you go and row with me ? " His voice broke the stillness of the glade and effectually roused Darrell. "Hullo! I believe I was asleep." He sat up, blinking his eyes. " Believe ! You're a nice host you've been snoring for a solid hour," retorted Kill. Darrell laughed, turning to Diana. " Was it a cow or Rill singing that disturbed my most excellent dreams?" " A cow," said Diana solemnly. Everyone laughed, but Esterella had been fascin- ated by the quaint refrain, and begged for more. "Do sing it," she pleaded ; and as he shook his head " Jack," she urged her husband, " make him sing ! he won't do it . . . for me." Thus pressed, Rill good-humouredly gave in. "Only I warn you, it'll rain. I'm like a German band, fatal to fine weather." Diana, bending over the side of the boat, was playing with a twig, probing the shallow water, apparently absorbed in the mystery of the weedy river-bed. As Rill started to sing, a little nervously, before her downcast eyes wound the slow panorama of their moonlit walk together. The narrow street bridged by the crumbling arch, with the far-off picture of the old church on the hill that peep 146 EAETH into the forbidden land where her wilful steps had strayed. " Madam, will you walk ? Madam, will you talk ? Madam, will you walk and talk with me ? " Darrell, with the best intentions and a voice hope- lessly flat, joined tumultuously in the chorus. Esterella beat time with a nervous foot, her sen- sitive ear shrinking from her husband's well-meant efforts. At the end she clapped her hands, congratulating the singer. "Bravo, bravissimo ! it is of a quaintness." She hummed the words under her breath " ' I will give you the keys of heaven, To close the gates when the clock strikes seven.' What does it mean ? the ' keys of heaven '?" And as no one volunteered an explanation, ran on, thinking aloud " A ' key ' that is what one turns in a door, is it not? to unlock . . . Now, what could unlock heaven? " Darrell, catching her perplexed glance, smiled, his honest face suddenly tender, his blue eyes full of meaning. Esterella, conscious of admiration, gave a soft, satisfied laugh. " E 1'amore ! " A note of triumph rang in her beautiful voice. She gave a little wise nod of her glossy head "E 1'amore." The full liquid word that breathes the very spirit of love was drowned in a sudden sharp patter on the leaves above and a far-off ominous roll of thunder. " And here," said Bill, " as I prophesied, comes the rain ! " EARTH 147 CHAPTER XII DIANA sat in the Doge's chair. The light from the high window fell softly about her, and a glint of sunshine, penetrating the morning haze, was spreading fan- shaped, full of dancing motes of gold, athwart the wide studio, and lingered on the gilded cap that crowned the high-backed seat, investing it with the dead and gone glamour of Venetian power and tyranny. On her lap, Wang Cho, as strangely inappropriate as a Chinese god, was posing negligently, unaware of the honour paid him by the painter, and the chance of his wrinkled features being handed down to posterity. It was the last sitting, and the little creature, reconciled to the proceeding by his young mistress' presence and the promise of his passion for sugar being gratified, lay as immovable as his prototype, curled round with the same unstudied grace on the cover of a high satsuma vase beyond him on the littered shelf. Ericsen, in his shirt-sleeves, puffing contentedly at his pipe, was putting the finishing touches to the portrait, talking as he worked in his usual rambling fashion in short staccato sentences between the firm strokes of his brush. " Seems to me," he had just observed, standing 148 EAETH back to view his subject with the bright blue eyes half-closed, " the modern idea of romance won't bear looking into." He pronounced the word with the accent inverted a peculiarity of his which Diana had already remarked. " I'm not given to novels as a rule, but this winter, when I was indulging in influenza, a pal sent me round a batch of books to keep me quiet." He sucked at his pipe thoughtfully, and delivered the verdict " Never read such fluff in my life ! " Diana laughed at his solemn expression. The friendship in a short week had gathered strength out of all proportion to the time, based on the strong link of a common honesty and simplicity of outlook. She liked this big untidy man, with his idealism, his extraordinary talent, and the quaint contrast of his instinctively tender heart and ex- plosive temper. " I wonder what the books were ? Tell me about them." She stroked Wang Cho's soft coat and waited for the painter's reply. '' Feeble copies from the French, for the most part without their vigour and bold detail, starred like a brandy-bottle where the author's courage failed ! And the rest, soft stuff about women trying ' to find their souls,' that's the latest fad for all the world as if they'd mislaid a shilling " He broke off, staring intently at the Pekingese. " How do they set about it ? " Diana foresaw mischief in the glint of the blue eyes. "Oh! . . . it seems a perilous sort of pursuit, involving murder and suicide and childbirth, and suchlike dramatic incidents." He paused, with a EARTH 149 sudden snort of contempt. "If people would let their souls alone and understand their bodies, they'd have more of a chance! A few good practical hints on clean living and healthy exercise and what the body consists of, and the soul would take care of itself." He took his pipe from between his lips, and tapped out the ashes against the corner of the easel with a gesture full of impatience. " Now, you, for instance. I'll bet you don't know an ounce of anatomy ! how that wonderful body of yours is made, with its perfect mechanism, its beauty and simplicity. There's romance, if you like ! whole pages of it in the human form. Made ' in the likeness of God,' and, mostly, ashamed of it ! " It knocks all the gilt off ' finding your soul.' Find your body, say I, and understand it, and you're nearer the heart of humanity than ever you were before." Diana was thinking hard, her hazel eyes serious, conscious of a new point of view. " It's odd," resumed Ericsen, " this prejudice against one's inside. Never mentioned when you come to think of it, except when one talks of disease." His voice was full of healthy disgust. " Now, why on earth it's polite to discuss appendicitis in the public way we do, and shrink from mere mention, say, of that useful organ, the stomach, is a point I can't fathom." He squeezed out fresh paint from a tube with extravagant vigour. " Maternity now, that's vetoed, though infidelity's quite the mode " He checked himself suddenly, conscious of Diana's tender years, and added somewhat lamely 150 EARTH " I've no patience with society." " Nor anything else ! " said Diana, with a chuckle ; " but it is funny I've noticed it myself what we may say and what we mayn't. Milly and you would get on. She's great at ' facing facts,' as she calls it, and down on all the humbug that people talk. One of her fads is that girls should be brought up just like boys, and not shielded and sheltered as if they would always be kept in cotton-wool." "I'm with you there," Ericsen nodded his shaggy head. " There are only two kinds of girls nowa- days that ever I come across the ' young person ' of Library Association fame, utterly ignorant and pampered, who, when she marries, expects the moon and bores her husband to tears ; and the so-called ' fast ' ones, who often make the best wives from a surer knowledge of mankind. But what we want is the happy medium innocent, if you like, but not ignorant taught to know the material facts of life, prepared to take the rough with the smooth, and to treat a man as he is, not the perfect husband they've been taught to expect. "Disillusion is bound to follow marriage ; no man, or woman either, can live up to the high standard of courtship days, but with a fair knowledge of humanity as a link between them, of its necessary weaknesses and temptations, sympathies broaden, and many a woman's heart would be saved the bitterness that too often sends her elsewhere for consolation." He filled his pipe thoughtfully, his face sombre, and continued "No . . . utter ignorance is too much of a handi- cap. It all hinges on the present-day attitude, the endless competition, the growing struggle for ex- istence not, mind you, the existence of our fore- EARTH 151 fathers. The young people want to commence where their parents left off. Simplicity is a thing to be sneered at poverty, a stain. And girls are taught they must marry, and ' marry well.' That's the pinch ! It's not the outcome of romance, but a pro- fession they adopt as a necessity. The mothers are wise enough to see they've more chance of marrying off their daughters blindfold than with their eyes open. Hence this studied education of ' innocence.' " Talk about the ' emancipation of woman ' ! Its only possibility is in a State endowment for the sex, or a definite allowance from the parents themselves that will set them free to choose between married and single life. Many brave hearts attempt it, but are daily overcome by the struggle for which I contend they are physically unfit of earning their daily bread. In France girls hold the strong weapon of their ' dot ' ; but here, in this enlightened land, the daughters are sacrificed to give their brothers the orthodox ' start in life. ' With the same financial help themselves I think the English girls could ably hold their own, but in nine cases out of ten they are forced into marriage not for love, mark you but as a means of support and to avoid the stigma attached to the title of ' old maid. ' Of course, I don't include the rare instances of girls with private means " "Like me," said Diana, happily; " thanks be to Grannie Cottar, I've just enough to indulge in my little studio and other minor luxuries." " And marry the man you want, when the time comes." Ericsen spoke impulsively, still engrossed in his theme, but a cloud gathered on the girl's smiling face. " I don't ivant to marry." Her voice held a dogged note, with a sudden hint of reserve. 152 EABTH " Too much of a gamble, eh ? " The shrewd blue eyes, quizzical but kindly, met her own, and softened at something they realised in the girl's serious expression. And at the sight, Ericsen laid down his palette and squared his shoulders resolutely. " Now, look here, Diana," the name slipped un- consciously from his lips, " don't you go tilting against any conventional windmills," his voice was almost rough. " You're too good a sort to come a cropper over a theory." He began to pace the room, his red beard thrust forward, hands loosely clasped behind him. " You marry marry the man you love but don't expect perfection. You won't get it." He stumbled over a stray tube of paint and kicked it almost savagely out of his path. " Expect humanity, full of faults and contradic- tions, witb the saving grace of love. There's nothing in life like passion nothing ! And when it's burnt out, there's enough fire in you grit and balance too to rekindle the ashes into a nice com- panionable glow of affection. Don't forget that it's the next best thing ! " For passion can't last it won't last it's all on the knees of the gods. But, for the sake of heaven, take it when it conies. And with you, Diana if I know anything about women, and I've loved a many ! it'll mean marriage with a strong man. But, mark you, strong as his love is, in proportion strong will be his sins. You don't like the word ? " For Diana had flinched. " Then go and marry a curate, and bear him fifteen children God help you!" His voice rose in sudden an^er. " That's what you girls won't understand. You want a Galahad and a Don Juan EARTH 153 combined, and they aren't made, my dear, they aren't made. And if you can't forgive, don't marry, don't look at a man. You're laying up hell for yourself fiery with recrimination and jealousy." He paused beside the Doge's chair, facing the girl deliberately. " If you want a real man, you'll get a man with his vices as well as his virtues it's the penalty of strength. But you'd never be satisfied with a weakling. Why . . . you're half a boy your- self!" His face broadened suddenly into a smile, comical but tender, the eyes as blue and candid as a June sky under their shaggy brows. " It's no good, Diana you've got to face the music. But don't let happiness slip away. God knows it may come but once ! " Something in his voice went to Diana's heart, and she held out her hand to him in a quick impulse of sympathy, divining the secret that had fallen un- consciously from his lips. Unrealised by herself, she was developing fast, the childish mists of un- reality dispersing one by one as her faith in the man she loved was shaken by his faults by his light attitude towards life the unfathomable past she divined. And alone in her bewilderment unable to confide at home she realised in Ericsen a friend who had himself suffered, but "won through," saved by the dominant note of his artist's religion an unfailing love of humanity. Ericsen, touched by her silent confidence, held the little hand in his strong grasp. " Failing love," he said gruffly, " there's always work good work I'm coming over to see yours to-morrow may I?" 154 EARTH The blood rushed up under her clear skin. " Will you really ? " Her shy pleasure was impossible to mistake. Ericsen nodded his head. "I'd like to," he answered simply " about five ? When I've got this portrait off. " " And have tea with us ? " Diana beamed. " That will be lovely. And now I must be going." She got down stiffly, tired with the long sitting. "I'm so glad Wang Cho was good," for the painter had stooped to pat the Pekingese ; " he doesn't realise what an honour you've done him." She gave a quick glance at the clock. " Past one ! I'd no idea of the time, and I've heaps to do and a dance to-night." As she reached the door she paused, then with an effort that showed itself by the jerkiness of her words, prompted by a very real gratitude "Thank you so much. I'll remember . . . what you've said." Ericsen, realising the shyness she struggled to overcome, covered the speech with tact. " You do," he answered cheerfully ; " it's not often I pose as a male Minerva, giving advice gratis. But Dianas from time immemorial have been open to mistakes . . . ." He chuckled over his little joke. " Always felt sorry for Actaeon ; but I expect it was only a case of the wrong chap, after all ! " He watched her cross the road with her light, free step, her short skirts swinging, her head high to face this unaccountable world, and was rewarded by a last wave of the hand as she vanished out of sight. Then, with a sigh, he turned back into the empty room, relit his pipe, and picking up a worn copy of de Musset, turned the pages thoughtfully until he EARTH 155 came to one that was heavily marked by use. In the margin was a note, written in the same delicate woman's hand that had traced the in- scription on the lettered title-page " A toi, mon ami. A de F." His talk with Diana still uppermost in his mind, the verses before him seemed to hold a deeper significance, and though he knew them well-nigh by heart, again he read de Musset's passionate tribute to the woman who had passed like a lightning flash with the erratic " fougue " of her genius across his life that Huntress of Love, George Sand. " Je ne veux rien savoir. ni si les champs fleurissent Ni ce qu'il adviendra du simulacre humain, Ni si ces vastes cieux eclaireront demain Ce qu'ils ensevelissent. " Je me dis seulement : a cette heure, en ce lieu Un jour, je fus aime, j'aimais, elle etait belle ; J'enfouis ce tresor dans mon ame immortelle Et je 1'emporte a Dieu." Meanwhile Diana, the little dog tucked under her arm, breathless but happy, had arrived at the gloomy house in the square just as the last echoes of the gong were dying away. She found her mother already at table, Sir John's chair occupied by Walter, who had dropped in to lunch. Lady Cottar greeted her severely. " Late again, Diana. I suppose it has not even occurred to you that this is my day At Home ? " " I'm sorry, mummy, but I did the flowers ever so early, before I left ; didn't you see? " The little hurt cloud that ever descended on the hazel eyes at home was slowly gathering. "Indeed I did," Lady Cottar's voice was tense. 156 EAETH "In your usual careless fashion! If it had not been for me the piano would have been ruined. But it is no good telling you anything. . ." She turned to Walter for sympathy. " Diana's artistic tastes shrink from the use of a duster," she added drily. Walter pecked, conscious of the danger-signal in his cousin's flushed cheeks. " Talking of At Homes," he said hastily, " I had a card last week from that Mrs. Gervase Maule for a party to-morrow, I think. She's a friend of yours, isn't she, Tantante ? Lady Cottar assented. " Her sister was out with us in Jubbulpore very nice people ; you must go if you can." She smiled fondly at her nephew, whom she genuinely admired, pleased in the depths of her heart to have one of her own kin so eminently presentable. "We shall be there about five." A little exclamation of horrified surprise broke from Diana's lips. " Oh, mummy, not to-morrow ? You never told me." " Something else on ? " Walter put in his oar, but an ominous glint came into his aunt's pale eyes. " I've asked Mr. Ericsen to tea, at the studio," Diana explained. Lady Cottar mounted her hobby-horse. "You had no business to do so without consulting me. Really, the girls of the present day, with their independent ways ... I don't know what's coming to the world ! " She threw up her hand dramatically. " Besides, I don't approve of your having men to tea; I told you so be Tore, when Major Bill went to see you. If you want to entertain, EAETH 157 you have your home and your mother, though you seem to forget the fact." Anger quivered in her voice with an hysterical note as she continued "I refuse to allow it. You will write at once and put this painter off. You have your duty to me to consider as well as this ridiculous artistic craze ! And what good does it do ? To what use do you put this wonderful talent of yours? It is pure selfishness, an excuse to escape from all control." Diana's face set at the sneering words. " In my young days," continued Lady Cottar, " we considered it a privilege to go out with our mothers. Your Aunt Bertha painted, but she never allowed it to interfere with her home life, her duty to her parents. And she really was talented! Charming little things she copied, generally flowers, fans and d'oyleys and tena-cotta plaques that made useful presents for her friends. . . ." She paused, catching her breath, and Diana hopelessly interposed. "But, mummy, you don't understand. It's Ericseu, John Ericsen, the famous portrait painter. I can't put him off! It's so awfully good of him, and he's promised to look at my work." She looked imploringly at the cold face. "I'll come on afterwards, and meet you at Mrs. Maule's anything you like, anything sooner than that ! " "I shall not allow it. I shall put my foot down." She suited the action to the words. "So long as you stay at home you will have to obey, Diana. If you cannot be ruled by love " the tears rose to her eyes "you must at least bend to authority. . . You are a naughty child ! . . . a bad daughter 158 EAETH to me. . ." The lace handkerchief fluttered forth to Walter's deep dismay. Heroically he flung himself into the breach, conscious perhaps of the five-pound-note his morn- ing visit had earned him. " I'll go with you," he said, " I'll come and fetch you any time you like." Lady Cottar, wiping her eyes, gave vent to a loud sob. Diana wrestled with herself and conquered. "Very well;" she stared past Walter, ignoring his friendly wink, out of the window into the sun- shine beyond, her heart heavy as lead. " I'll put Mr. Ericsen off." Victory was sweet to the elder woman, but rarely accompanied by the generous impulse of a larger- hearted conqueror. Now, as ever, she drove the fact home. "You will havetol" Diana's hazel eyes went black, the danger-signal of temper gaining slowly the upper hand. " Once you are married, Diana " she put the handkerchief away " you can do as you like. But until then . . ." Lady Cottar paused for in- spiration, and fell back on the well-worn phrase, the pivot on which the home circle revolved, " I shall be mistress in my own house," she concluded arrogantly. " Talking of marriage," Walter broke the storm- laden silence, " I met Jack Darrell last night and the fair Esterella, with Bill, of course, in attendance." Diana looked up quickly, caught by the laughing intention of the words. "Why 'of course'?" she inquired, her loyalty to both friends up in arms. EARTH 159 " Oh, she seems the latest attraction. Rill's a rare flirt, you know ! " To do him justice, he did not realise that the words might wound the girl, but looking up into his weak, handsome face, the receding chin accentuated by his patronising smile, his cousin felt a wild desire to box his ears. A flicker of spite came into her mother's eyes. She freely indulged herself in the feminine consola- tion of pin-point stabs, and realised an opportunity for this pleasing sport. " Take care, Walter," her voice was playful ; " Major Rill's a great friend of Diana's." Walter laughed, looking inquiringly towards her. " Really? " and suddenly " pecked," with a good- humoured disinclination to push the matter further. " I daresay it's all gossip," he added carelessly. " Sadie Wynton told me they're always together." " Sadie Wynton being so perfect herself ! " Diana's bottled wrath exploded. " How's it going, Walter ? " Thrust for thrust. The Canary coloured hotly. " I don't know what you mean ; if you're trying to pull my leg over Sadie you're on the wrong tack. But if you mean the Darrell manage " his aunt's suggestion had not escaped him "I should say Rill was enjoying himself. She's a beautiful woman, and sings, I'm told, like an angel, and DarreU's one of those sleepy, happy-go-lucky souls who can't see an inch before their eyes." But Lady Cottar interposed. "Sh ! . . ." she held up her delicate hand, "I won't have scandal, Walter, although I must say I don't care for Mrs. Darrell myself. She's a little too . . . ' artistic ' for my old-fashioned taste. But then I'm quite aware that I'm sadly behind the 160 EARTH times." She darted a look at her daughter, and added the moral severely, " When I see what the present generation is coming to, I congratulate myself that it is so ! " She rose gracefully from the table, her eyes upon the clock. " Diana ! it is time you went to dress. And don't forget . . ." She stopped the girl with an im- perious gesture as the latter reached the door, "Don't forget to write to that Mr. Ericsen." Diana went up the staircase two steps at a time. Her hands were tightly clenched, and she repeated the words angrily to herself. " That Mr. Ericsen! And she isn't fit to black his boots! with his genius and his big heart. . . ." For the moment she hated her mother, her spirit stung beyond endurance. " I shall marry, one of these days just to be free ! " She addressed the Landseer prints, and the desperation in her voice suggested that the prospect was tantamount to suicide. EARTH 161 CHAPTER XIII RILL, faithful to promise, arrived punctually at the Tarbutt's dance. They were cousins of his, and since the eldest son had departed for India, relied upon him to give them a helping hand with their occasional parties. A few guests had already drifted in, but Rill did not wish to be snapped up by the early contingent, usually so uninteresting, and had half-filled his card tbe day before, three dances notably laid apart for Diana. Everyone was discussing the illness of the King, which had taken a serious turn, and was causing widespread sorrow and alarm, and having delivered the latest bulletin from the club, Rill seized the pretext of a final look at the sitting-out arrange- ments, and slipped away downstairs to a quiet corner he had himself prepared. Here, secure from interruption, he lighted a cigarette, and gave himself up anew to the problem that so engrossed his mind. Not for the first time in his life he found himself in the cleft stick of honour and inclination pleasure pointing one way, duty another. The flirtation lightly begun with Darrell's beautiful wife had moved forward at an alarming pace, until there was no further excuse for ignoring the danger-board that now faced the pair. So far they had skated If 162 EAETH on thin ice only, heedless of the depths that lay be- neath their feet, but a chance occurrence of the night before had opened Bill's eyes to the fact that, wher- ever he chose to lead, Esterella would blindly follow. He was not ignorant of the continental stand- point, their lighter laws of love and wider indulgence to the sex ; true child of the south, her scruples, he guessed, would be few. But his own ? There was the pinch ! For Darrell was his friend, and the thought of treachery, of definite dishonour, poisoned the golden cup that passion held to his lips. And Esterella was not only his friend's wife. She was his regimental sister, sacred by all the unspoken laws that knit the service together. " His own regiment." The phrase embodied the heart of the whole matter, and every noble instinct cried out in him to desist, to flee temptation Before it should be too late. Away from her side he could see it clearly to the verge of resentment at the hold she had gained upon him ; but in her presence he was hypnotised, con- scious only of her wonderful animal magnetism, her beauty, and the magic of her voice. He knew that his only safety lay in flight. To be with her meant, one day, to lose his head. She appealed to his lowest instincts, and cynically he acknowledged it to be passion utter passion, un- worthy of the name of love. And ever behind her steps the shadow of Darrell moved like Banquo's ghost the spectre at the feast : Darrell, his friend, his trusty lieutenant in days gone by, the man whom his thoughts already dishonoured. Rill writhed in his chair, cursing fate, only too conscious of the depths of his desire, his vanity shrinking from that narrow path of retreat which honour so sternly pointed out. EARTH 163 But, all unknown to him, the habit of discipline was working in his defence. Despite the lazy London life, the days of drilling, the rigours of a long cam- paign had left their ineffaceable mark. Unflinching obedience, responsibility, hardening the outer man during his early years, still lingered in their results through the days of self-indulgence. And, listening to the far-off voices, a vision floated up before his half-closed eyes, taking shape and colour in the blue-brown wreaths of smoke. He saw himself again on that lonely frontier post, Darrell beside him, two men knit together by the sense of coming danger and the desperate need to protect a handful of men (such as England loves to risk) against an un- known strength of enemy, ruthless, shadowy, silent as the snow-capped hills themselves. Rill and Darrell. Together the two names figured, side by side in the sealed despatch that followed duly the events of that momentous night, securing for the former his brevet-majority, for the letter special mention that largely increased his chances of promotion. Then the aftermath Darrell, tender as a woman, nursing him through the fever-haunted nights. . . . Rill stood up suddenly, pitching the end of his cigarette into the fern-clad grate. By God ! he would have none of it ! . . . He swore it aloud, every muscle tense with the ultimate decision conscious too of an infinite relief that for the moment overpowered regret. What course he would pursue what excuse offer for the volte-face that cast a slur on his man- hood he refused to contemplate, and with a strong effort he wrenched himself free from his thoughts, conscious of his long absence from the ballroom and the immediate duties of the present. 166 EABTH chagrined " and Denison's coming later. He asked me to book a couple for him. Look here ! " he took the programme from her ; " what's all this ? And who on earth's ' E ' ? You can't give a chap all those dances, and supper ! It's not fair." His voice was aggrieved. " That's ' B ' ! " said Diana, mischievously, point- ing towards the elder man. Bill laughed aloud as she added in a stage-whisper, obviously intended for his ear, " And I don't even know how he dances yet ! " The band started afresh with the favourite waltz of the season. "Don't you?" said Bill; "then . . . look here ! " Coolly he put an arm round her, and before she could protest swung her out into the empty room. They had it all to themselves, for the interval had been unusually short, but the soldier had long out- grown the age of self-consciousness. "You'll have to give me up," Diana found her voice, " when my real partner appears." " Shall I ? " said Bill. He drew the slight form closer, moved by a sudden exhilaration, born partly of his conscious superiority over all these boys. For he danced divinely, led by his ear for music, with a sure and supple step that made for con- fidence in his partner. And Diana was worthy of it; her feet seemed hardly to skim the ground; she swayed to his will as though she divined each impulse that impelled him, smoothly, tirelessly, with the ease of her perfect vitality. They were one spirit, one body, one mind, united by the spell of rhythmic movement. In silence they danced, forgetful of all else, but once Bill stooped his head, and whispered into EARTH 167 the little ear, half-bidden by her glossy hair " Happy, Diana ? " aud their eyes met. With a start he read in hers what his experience could not fail to recognise the utter gift of being, the confidence beyond words that underlies sur- render in a woman's glance. " Very." Her voice was low, full of a curious thrill that moved the man to triumph as they swung on together through the thickening crowd of dancers. But his mind worked rapidly. So the child had become woman ; the germ of " liking "love ! A feeling of fate crept over Rill, together with that curious and inexplicable sensation of having lived through the scene before. Surely, in some previous life he had held the girl in his arms, moving over a polished floor to this identical waltz! He looked down at the dark head on a level with his eyes for Rill was a tall man. He could see the pure curve of her cheek, the sweep of dark lashes, the rise aud fall of the delicate bosom, charm- ing in its white and slender grace, its hint of im- maturity. And a deep feeling of tenderness rose in his heart, together with a sort of reverence, akin, had he but known it, to the highest form of love, that forbade him from presuming upon the secret the hazel eyes had revealed. So that when they paused for a moment's breathing space, it was to ask her gravely " Are you really worrying about that other man ?" Back came Diana from the land of dreams. " Yes ... I must." Her voice was forlorn. " And here he comes." For a sleek-headed youth was advancing dramatically, his eyes wide with a look of pained surprise. " Besides, I never ' cut ' dances it doesn't seem fair play." 168 EAKTH Kill smiled. He liked her childish honesty. " Quite right even at the ninth hour ! But don't forget that the rule applies to me." He lingered for a moment, and added softly " You dance . . . like no one else," and with this quietly effaced himself. But as he moved away, he caught the youth's characteristic modern greeting, in a tone that would have provoked a duel in days gone by " Look here, I say, this is mine. I've hunted the whole house jolly good cheek, Diana . . ." and with covert amusement watched his late partner being solidly jolted round. in that worn-out parody known as the " Hop " waltz. Nevertheless, through the dances that intervened, with debutantes heavy and light ; the stereotyped remarks about the floor, the flowers, the band ; the look in Diana's eyes haunted Anthony Bill. Once he came upon her in the hall, being fanned by a vigorous partner, and a fragment of their speech reached him where he stood, ministering to the material needs of a girl whose appetite for ices seemed insatiable. " You must come and have tea with us, Chips," she was saying cheerfully, "in the studio; it's great fun with Milly and me. And bring Toots Denison along and his banjo." "A regular 'sing-song,'' said the individual styled as " Chips." " Right-0, Diana. I'm an awful ' nut ' at the ' bones,' you know did ' corner-man ' at our Christy Minstrel Show last May-week. Topping sport ! You ought to come up to Cam- bridge this year ; can't you work it ? I'd show you round ! " And then, two dances later, from a sheltered corner, the sound of her clear laugh and a frank EAKTH 169 compliment breathing the sincerity of youth. " I say, that gown's stunning ; look here, Diana, . . ." and the boy's voice, full of admiration, dis- creetly lowered. Evidently she was popular, this little friend of his too popular he began to think, with an unexpected prick of jealousy. In his indisputed monopoly of the girl in far-away Hyeres, he had remained uncon- scious of Adrienne's care that this should be the case. Now a sense of competition spurred him on, and when the card announcing No. 11 was posted on the stand, Rill was there already, inwardly amused at his own unusual eagerness. " Do you want to dance ? " he asked her, as she came in, laughing, on her late partner's arm, " or are you getting tired '? " "Tired?" her voice was indignant. "I'm never tired of dancing." " Come along, then, before the room gets full." Again they tasted the magic of music and move- ment blended ; but before the waltz was over, Bill halted, and opening a little door at the farther end of the room, led his partner through, closing it behind him. " Behold the back-stairs," he waved his hand in the semi-obscurity, " in all their native beauty. I'll go first and lead the way to Aladdin's Wonderful Cave." " The wine-cellar, I suppose." Diana mocked him. She drew her dress tightly round her. " I don't think much of your road to fairyland it's un- commonly dusty." " Just you wait I didn't have all the trouble of arranging the sitting-out places for nothing, I can assure you. Now, down this passage " as they left the stairs behind them " through the pantry," 170 EAETH commanded Rill, " et nous voila ! Now, isn't this snug ? " They found themselves in a little room beyond the butler's province, intended, doubtless, for his bed- room, but unused by the Tarbutts', who kept an " outside man." Rill had arranged it with taste : a Turkish mat screens that hid the discoloured walls, two arm- chairs full of soft cushions, and a table with a little electric lamp that shone down softly on a bowl of roses, filling the air with their delicate scent. " It is nice ! " Diana settled herself in one of the comfortable chairs, while Rill scientifically piled up the cushions behind her. " Now a footstool for the silver shoes." She leaned back happily ; it was good to be waited on by the man she loved. " An 1 just one thing more." He vanished into the pantry and returned, two glasses in one hand and a bottle of champagne in the other, which he deposited triumphantly on the table. " There . . . say ' Thank you,' Tony.' " He began to cut the wire. The girl hesitated. To her intense annoyance she felt her cheeks flushing, and with an effort to laugh away her embarrassment " Thank you . . . Ripple," she answered. Rill gave her a swift glance, but refrained from comment, filling up the glasses to the brim. "Now then, Diana, drink and be merry." He handed the wine across. " A tes beaux yeux," and emptied the glass. "To . . . you ! " said Diana. The hazel eyes, full of that deep soft light that she could not hide, were raised half-shyly to his own, and Rill, gazing into them, realised again the treasure of loyalty and love laid bare before him, EARTH 171 " Say, ' Tony.' ' His voice pleaded, but she put the glass down half-empty ou the table beside her. " I mustn't have any more " she forced a half- hearted laugh " it will go to my head ; " ignoring his request with a nervousness she could hardly have explained. But Rill was as obstinate as herself. He handed the glass back, filling up his own. " Don't be absurd, child ; this stuff won't hurt you. Why won't you call me ' Tony ' ? " His voice was aggrieved. Diana sipped the wine, glad of any excuse to avoid a direct answer. She had an extraordinary secret dread of uttering the name, a feeling it would betray her, would whirl down the barrier she had strenuously built between them a barrier of laughter and indifference. But Rill's presence, the scent of the flowers, and the unusual exhilaration of the wine, acted on her highly-strung nerves to the limit of her endurance. Half-hypnotised by the knowledge of his steady gaze, drawn by a physical attraction utterly new to her experience, she turned her head slowly, and he saw as he met her glance that her eyes were full of tears. " Diana ! . . . why, my dear . . ." His voice broke; he was moved to unknown depths by the sight of her innocent distress. And at the cry the gulf of misunderstanding was bridged, his hands went out towards her, he bent forward impetuously. " Tony." The whisper had barely passed her lips, and she was in his arms. " My little girl ! " All his eloquence left him, the facile speech of his long experienced years ; he could only hold her to him, infinitely troubled, infinitely touched. But Diana had no need for 172 EARTH words. She floated in the pure ether of happiness, lost to all else but this wonderful revelation, the sense of his arms about her, his cheek pressed against her own, conscious without analysis of an undercurrent of respect that had checked the man as he kissed her from daring to touch her lips. This then was love at last, " without fear " the love that Adrienne preached and Ericsen warned her hotly not to disregard. "Oh, Tony . . . it's true, then ?" She drew herself away, then as his clasp involun- tarily tightened, in the full joy of surrender she slipped her bare arms round his neck and gave a sudden happy laugh. At the sight of her utter confidence, all that was best in Kill rose to the surface. Gently he released her, gravely looked down in the beautiful, smiling face. " Diana," he said huskily, " you must try and understand. I'm not what you think me, not a bit." He set his teeth. "I'm not good enough for you that's straight. But I think," an extraordi- nary look of tenderness came into his keen face, " I think I can make you happy will that do ?" Suddenly sobered by his mood, the girl gazed back at him, and a memory of Ericsen's talk rose up in her mind. 'Do ? " her mouth quivered. " I don't expect perfection," she quoted solemnly. " Then you'll marry me ? and soon ? " Hardly the lover's impatience that the girl before him judged it, the added clause betrayed the soldier's desire to settle a definite plan of action. But at the w r ords an odd look came into Diana's face. Kill, with his quick intuition, divined the last stand the ultimate conflict between her vaunted EARTH 173 theories put at length to the test, and this new overpowering force that threatened their extinction. A smile flickered to his lips as he waited for her reply. " You're never going to refuse me again, Diana? " He made a movement towards her. But she drew back, head erect, straight and slim before him, brows knit in the intensity of her thoughts. And a sudden apprehension seized upon Rill, knowing the strength of her curious character. "Diana . . . ?" He took her squarely by the shoulders, turning her to the light, his voice severe, his attitude that of the master. But at his touch her last scruple fled, swept away by physical contact with the man. Her little hands stole up over his own, her slim form swayed towards him. " I can't ... I must," she stammered dis- connectedly. Then from the depths of her being the full confession broke "I love you so . . . Tony . . . Tony . . ." But he stifled the last word on her lips. 172 EAKTH words. She floated in the pure ether of happiness, lost to all else but this wonderful revelation, the sense of his arms about her, his cheek pressed against her own, conscious without analysis of an undercurrent of respect that had checked the man as he kissed her from daring to touch her lips. This then was love at last, " without fear " the love that Adrienne preached and Ericsen warned her hotly not to disregard. "Oh, Tony . . . it's true, then ?" She drew herself away, then as his clasp involun- tarily tightened, in the full joy of surrender she slipped her bare arms round his neck and gave a sudden happy laugh. At the sight of her utter confidence, all that was best in Bill rose to the surface. Gently he released her, gravely looked down in the beautiful, smiling face. " Diana," he said huskily, " you must try and understand. I'm not what you think me, not a bit." He set his teeth. " I'm not good enough for you that's straight. But I think," an extraordi- nary look of tenderness came into his keen face, " I think I can make you happy will that do ?" Suddenly sobered by his mood, the girl gazed back at him, and a memory of Ericsen's talk rose up in her mind. 'Do ? " her mouth quivered. " I don't expect perfection," she quoted solemnly. " Then you'll marry me ? and soon ? " Hardly the lover's impatience that the girl before him judged it, the added clause betrayed the soldier's desire to settle a definite plan of action. But at the words an odd look came into Diana's face. Rill, with his quick intuition, divined the last stand the ultimate conflict between her vaunted EARTH 173 theories put at length to the test, and this new overpowering force that threatened their extinction. A smile flickered to his lips as he waited for her reply. " You're never going to refuse me again, Diana? " He made a movement towards her. But she drew back, head erect, straight and slim before him, brows knit in the intensity of her thoughts. And a sudden apprehension seized upon Bill, knowing the strength of her curious character. "Diana . . . ?" He took her squarely by the shoulders, turning her to the light, his voice severe, his attitude that of the master. But at his touch her last scruple fled, swept away by physical contact with the man. Her little hands stole up over his own, her slim form swayed towards him. "I can't ... I must," she stammered dis- connectedly. Then from the depths of her being the full confession broke "I love you so . . . Tony . . . Tony . . ." But he stifled the last word on her lips. 174 EABTH CHAPTEE XIV RILL saw Diana home. They did not remain to the very end of the dance, and Walter, deep in the toils of Sadie Wynton, was only too glad to be left to his own devices. The charm of the young girl and the knowledge of the love he inspired still kept the soldier in the exalted mood which follows in the wake of a battle fought and won. But when he left her at the Cottars' door in charge of the excellent Morgan, who, sleepy as he was, could not resist a smile of satisfaction when he recognised her escort, Rill had no mind for sleep, but paced along the deserted streets, thinking deeply on the course he intended to pursue. The one flaw to his mind in the whole charm- ing accident of their engagement was Diana's ardent desire that, for the present, the matter should be kept a secret between them. She dreaded her mother's curious eyes, coldly turned on the picture of their happiness ; foreseeing endless scenes and objections, and, above all, the social uses to which her engagement might be put. To her sensitive soul the revelation of Bill's continued love (for Diana firmly believed in a genuine devotion dating from the Hyeres declara- tion) was almost a holy thing, partaking of a EAETH 175 sacrament. Her faith in the man, all the more profound for the intermediate doubts that had assailed her, dismissed for ever her delusions regarding Esterella. She blamed herself severely for divining a flirtation where none lay, and shrank from all the social fuss that surrounds a definite engagement, heedless of the safety which a woman of more experience would have realised lay in publicity alone. Vainly Kill pointed out the advantages; the invitations that would include them both ; the smiling indulgence the world accords to a newly- betrothed pair. Diana would have none of it ! She hugged her secret closer, dreading not only home interference and possible displeasure, but to be engulfed later in that sickly wave of sentimentality which was the intimate creed of her mother's family. Medora's daughter was the child of another age ; less frothy on the surface, emotion well anchored by reserve. She would like to have told her father, Ericsen, and Adrienne. Kill smiled at her choice of confidantes, but listened gravely to her argu- ments. With all his heart he desired to see her happy, and there seemed no possible reason for opposing her first request. He consoled himself with the thought that the secret would soon leak out. Lady Cottar was not the woman to remain blind to the object of repeated visits on his part. " Always provided she does not imagine that I am in love with her !" he said to himself, with a sudden memory of the mother's graciousness. So Diana's will prevailed at least for a time. Not the faintest shadow lay on her happiness as she bade her lover " Good-night," and followed Morgan, candle in hand, with noiseless steps up to her room. 176 EARTH " Good-night, miss." The old man looked at her fondly out of his faded eyes. " A nice dance, miss ? " he permitted himself to inquire. " Heavenly ! " Diana's voice thrilled. " I'm so happy, Morgan." And indeed she looked it. " That's as it should be, miss," said the old servant shrewdly, " we be only young once " he sighed " and age is a weary business." He passed downstairs to his basement quarters, his feet shaky, but a smile wrinkling his face. " It's 'im," he said succinctly. " I allers thought it a fine, upstanding gentleman, and free-'anded, which they ain't always." For Bill knew the value of tips to old retainers. Meanwhile Diana undressed slowly, laying aside the pretty finery, which, by association, seemed full of an infinite friendliness. -The silver slippers that had trod the floor with him, the long white gloves that his hands had pressed, the shining frock he had praised . . . and crushed ! She gave a happy little laugh, living again the golden evening through. At last she blew out the light, welcoming the kindly darkness full of sweet visions to the glad, but adding the final touch of misery to the heart in pain ; and soothed by the luxury of soft bed to tired limbs, was sinking gently into the mists of sleep, when a quiet tap at the door brought her back with a start into consciousness and the know- ledge of her father's whispered voice. "It's only me, Diana;" a glimmer of light ap- peared. " Don't be frightened, child." Then the dear old face, the bent figure, once so erect, in its dark dressing-gown, an outstretched candlestick grasped in the gnarled, rheumatic fingers. " Daddy ! " Diana sat up in bed. " What's the EAETH 177 matter?" She stared at him, blinking her sleep- laden eyes. " Sh . . . ! " He closed the door carefully behind him. " Your mother's asleep we mustn't wake her." In the midst of his evident trouble, the ruling passion of his life peeped forth. " It's all right, dear, there's nothing wrong . . . here. But I felt I must come and tell you " He broke off disconnectedly. " What is it, daddy ? " She took the candle from him, conscious of his shaking hand, and with a quick movement threw back the heavy strands of hair, that, falling over her brow, obscured her vision. " Tell me." She laid a hand on his arm, her face troubled and anxious, as the old man sat heavily down on the edge of the narrow bed. " It's the King, Diana." His voice quivered, and he put out a hand blindly, feeling for her own. " He's . . . gone ! " Unashamed, a sob broke from him, wrung from his loyal heart. " Dead ! the King ? . . .oh, daddy ! " She flung both arms around him, drawing the old head down on to her young shoulder, her love already endowing her with the woman's inalienable right of consolation. "It can't be true . . ." She stroked the silvery hair. " I don't believe it's true ! " For it seemed as if a pillar of the earth had snapped this sharp and awful blow at the very heart of a nation. " Listen ! " From far away a bell began to toll, the first of myriad iron tongues, clanging out the message of death and disaster. 178 EARTH Sir John drew himself up, passing a hand across his eyes. " It's true, Diana. To think of it ! . . . He steadied his voice and went on jerkily " Serra- vale . . . rang me up. From the club. I couldn't sleep, and I'd gone down into the library for a book. I didn't hear you come in, child you must have been very quiet but I saw your light go out as I passed your door and I thought I'd come to you. And then I thought I wouldn't, and at last " I'm so glad you did." Diana's voice was tender. "Poor daddy! and oh! . . . the poor Queen ! . . ." Pity welled up in her heart, with a new-born realisation of what parting must mean to those who love. Through the silence of the night without came a sound of passing steps ; not the belated tread of the pleasure-seeker, but the grave, weary note of the people slowly dispersing homeward from their long vigil in the park : that silent crowd that spoke more eloquently than words to the love that England bore for the greatest monarch of the age, and, deeper still, for the man. " To think he's gone . . ." The hazel eyes so like her own met bis daughter's mute response. " All that power and foresight that wonderful tact . . . humanity . . . gone." His voice rose, suddenly indignant ; " and working up to the end ; he hadn't a chance ! . . . God knows if ever a man died for his country, it was the King ! " He got up heavily, realising Diana's white, shocked face. " Go to sleep, child. I oughtn't to have disturbed you." " Nonsense, daddy ; I'm glad you did. But it's EABTH 179 awful, isn't it? I never thought it would come to this, did you? " " I feared it feared it ; that illness at Biarritz . . . I heard he was very bad . . ." He nodded his grey head, and, stooping down, absently kissed his child, his thoughts far away with the still form that had made so brave a fight. " I'm getting old," he said slowly ; " we were the same age, born in the same month, the King and I. And he's gone first." He took up the candle, and at the door paused, his hand on the knob, and with a sincerity unmis- takable in his voice, gave utterance to the thought that summed up the unswerving loyalty of the veteran, soldier, and subject of the King "Ah! . . . my poor country. Would to God He'd taken me instead ! " Caught in the ever-widening circle of people affected by the universal mourning, like a light leaf in the social eddy, Esterella was swept outwards, away from the heart of her desire. The King's death, theoretically, meant nothing to her, except an unwonted solemnity on her husband's part, but practically it was the destruction of a well-planned scheme of ambition. For, in the days following the funeral, as if by magic, London emptied itself. The charity concerts, where she had graciously eorsented to sing, the thousand-and-one invitations w hich her rising popularity, her beauty, and " Aunt Elizabeth's " prestige had secured, were cancelled on the spot. Where sentiment failed, economy slipped in ; everyone seized the excuse for a moment of retrench- ment. 180 EAKTH Races were postponed ; Ranelagh and Hurling- ham, with their scattered groups of black-robed, mainly foreign visitors, looked for all the world like funeral parties, and the closed theatres and restaur- ants added to the general gloom. One strong and touching note was the universality of mourning. Even the very poor rose to this mark of respect to the outer limits of their strained re- sources. With a courtesy and kindly thought peculiarly charming in the daughters of a Republic, our cousins from over the water discarded gay Paris gowns, and in sombre attire showed practical sympathy for a loss outside their own range of experience. But to Esterella the world seemed wholly mad. After the first fleeting excitement of procuring suitable clothes, she found herself one of an indis- tinguishable crowd. Black, wbich in many cases accentuated the beauty of the fair English type, rendered her sallow, almost plain, robbing her hair of its sombre charm, dulling the deep lustre of her eyes. Still she clung to London and the deserted streets, loth to leave the centre of all her hopes, awaiting that faint revival of gaiety which proved, when it came, to be only a momentary flicker. The season was over, fittingly extinguished with the eclipse of the royal sun. In her enforced solitude her mind turned to Rill. Where was he ? Why did he not call V What absorbed his attention ? Foiled in her social pleasures, she placed an added value on the chance of any excitement. She flew to the telephone, but his club knew him not. She wrote him a playful letter, upbraiding merrily, with an undercurrent of feeling. EABTH 181 He answered politely, pretexing a sudden rush of affairs "hoping, one day, to call " a phrase which she knew by heart ! Exasperation seized her, tears, ennui, with a haunting suspicion of rivalry. She was a woman whom indifference held more surely than devotion, and had Rill's attitude been calculated to enhance his value in her eyes he could not have bit upon a happier scheme. Actually he was avoiding her until the engage- ment, by fair means or foul, became public property, when he would have the best of all excuses for his want of attention to herself. Then, one day, she met him, laughing gaily, in a deserted alley of the park, with his betrothed. And at something in Diana's face, a hint of shyness in the man's own greeting, a fierce anger rose within her, and she found her suspicions justified. She walked on blindly, absorbed in her jealous thoughts, but at the turning into the Row was stopped by an effusive recognition from a pair approaching her. " Good-morning, Mrs. Darrell ; isn't it a heavenly- day ? " It was Sadie Wynton, prettier and more provoca- tive than ever in the simplicity of her soft black gown. She introduced the lady with her. " Mrs. Maxeter," and they all shook hands. " Come and sit down, you look so tired." Sadie's persuasive voice, with that touch of authority that, together with her worldly manner, gave her what Milly Ferrar called an " ultra-married look," broke through the cloud of anger obscuring the Italian's brain. " Thank you, I shall be pleased." She sank back with a little sigh on the centre 182 EAETH chair, and gave herself up to the consolation of the moment. A tall man passed the trio of pretty women, and raised his hat alertly, hesitated for a moment, then, realising no signs of encouragement, strolled on. Mrs. Maxeter was studying the Italian thought- fully. People to her were either " useful " or not, a simple form of classification, but one on which acumen depended. She had come to town ostensibly for the funeral, but now that it was over, lingered on with the Wyntons in their flat, reaping the quid pro quo for her hospitality to Sadie at Hyeres. Meanwhile, Esterella had launched out into her meeting with the pair still occupying her mind, conscious that Sadie knew the soldier, who, in fact, had been the means of introducing the two women at his initial dinner to the bride. Mrs. Maxeter caught the names and joined in the conversation. " Major Kill and the fair Diana ? Is that on still ? How amusing ! They were always together last winter at Hyeres ... I really wonder that Lady Cottar allows it." " At Hyeres ? " The slumbering anger in Ester- ella's eyes awoke. " I'd no idea it was an old flirtation." Mrs. Maxeter rose to the bait. " Oh dear, yes it was the talk of the hotel. Of course, he's not a marrying man, otherwise . . ." She shrugged her fine shoulders expressively. " I always suspected the girl of being quietly fast. And really, when Mrs. Brown-Bunnett told me of the finish to the affair " She broke off, conscious of Sadie's exclamation, delighted to impart her grain of gossip. EAETH 183 " Oh, of course you don't know, Sadie it was after you left that I heard of it. You remember the evening the de Veracs went off to the theatre with the interesting couple " She paused to bow, somewhat coldly, to an obviously shabby acquaintance. " Well, it seems they came hoiue early, leaving Major Kill and Miss Cottar at the Casino. When the play was over the Brown-Bunnetts met them coming out and then lost sight of them ; where they went, nobody knows, but it was long after midnight when they turned up at the Continental. Mrs. Brown-Bunnett couldn't sleep poor dear, she suffers so from asthma and had gone into her sitting- room for a final whiskey and soda. . ." (Sadie smiled at the faint malice in the words. The Brown-Bunnetts' weakness was also common talk.) " And then," Mrs. Maxeter lowered her voice, conscious of the attention of a passing nursemaid, " she heard footsteps and peeped out. It was Bill and the fair lady. It seems the de Veracs were still up in the room next to hers, and there was a great commotion the Comte de Ve"rac justly annoyed and his wife was crying, and Kill protesting they had lost their way somewhere up on the hills. Did you ever hear such a ridiculous story ? Anyhow, he departed next day, in a fine hurry, leaving Miss Cottar looking like a ghost it was quite a stirring romance ! " Sadie Wynton laughed, happily unconscious of Esterella's silence. " What fun ! I shall have to give Walter a hint. He must keep his eye on his little cousin's be- haviour. She rather poses as being a free lance, I believe has a studio somewhere and no end of a good time all, of course, under the broad banner of Art.' 184 EARTH " Perhaps . . . they will marry ? " said Esterella lightly. She was tracing a pattern on the gravel with the point of her black parasol, steadied by the knowledge of a peril she had hitherto vaguely guessed. "Marry? Rill? Oh ! he's not that sort." Un- doubtedly Sadie knew. " I'm afraid she's wasting her time if she fondly imagines that. Still, I'm rather sorry she's got hold of him again. He's quite amusing and used to give charming little parties bachelor teas at his flat. It's just opposite my club, you know, not in front, but at the side ; you can see it from the bridge-room windows. I've been there several times with Mrs. Gervase Maule, in the days when Eustace Myers gracefully hovered. I wish he'd give some more. Really, this dull season, one is thankful for anything." Her voice was somewhat distrait. Down the long line of seats she could see the tall man saunter- ing back, and with a smiling excuse she rose, hold- ing out her well-gloved hand to Mrs. Darrell. " I must fly ; there's Clayton Giles coming and I promised to lunch with him at the Creche at two." She consulted a little jewelled watch upon her wrist. " Good-bye, dear Mrs. Darrell ; see you to-night, Ada," and nodding to Mrs. Maxeter, moved off, her sheath-like dress betraying each line of her graceful figure. "How pretty she is ! " Esterella purred ; " a typical English girl, is it not ? " '' Well, perhaps," said Mrs. Maxeter enigmatically. She resented being left in the lurch. It was so like Sadie to have kept her appointment a dead secret to the end, and the visitor thought with disgust of the inevitable cold mutton at the dreary and distant flat. EARTH 185 Some intuition prompted the younger woman to add " And now you must come back and lunch with me, if you will. I am all alone to-day ; my husband has gone to golf and I am a hay-widow." She laughed, pleased with her word of slang, and Mrs. Maxeter was careful not to correct her. " Thank you, I shall be delighted ; that is, if I may telephone to Mrs. Wynton first." She clung to her dignity, anxious not to appear too eager to accept. "You can do it from my hotel, if that will be time enough." Esterella rose and they made their way together across the tan-covered road and out through Albert Gate, in search of a passing taxi. Once comfortably ensconced, Mrs. Darrell returned to her subject. " Lady Cottar is away, so I hear at Bath with Sir John." " Taking the waters ? " suggested Mrs. Maxeter, somewhat absently, conscious that Sadie and Clayton (riles were in the hansom behind them. ''A . . . cure?" supplemented her hostess, with her slight foreign accent. " I did not know one could take a cure in England." " Oh dear, yes there's Harrogate, you know, and Woodhall Spa, and Bath. Sir John goes there for rheumatism, I fancy. It's a sleepy old place, but quite interesting, full of Roman remains." " Roman? " A sudden feeling of nostalgia seized Esterella with the picture her brain conjured up at the magic of the word. But Mrs. Maxeter went on placidly with a long- winded description of the famous pump-room, which was mercifully checked by their descent at the " Grosvenor Court." Here the Darrell s had taken one of the many tiny 186 EAETH flats, glad of the quieter life after the bustle of larger hotels. Esterella led her visitor up to the pretty bed- room, and at sight of the unmistakable luxury of her surroundings, the tortoise-shell and gold table- fittings, the filmy lace dressing-gown and row of dainty boots and shoes that stretched across the alcove, all the hidden bitterness in the elder woman's heart rose to the surface in a sudden uncontrollable wave of envy. Her own life, promising much, had proved such a conspicuous failure. Instead of the busy parochial leader she had aspired to be, assured of that peculiarly individual position granted in England to the ladies of the church, her husband's religious volte-face had shortly deprived them of the comfortable stipend and every hope of luxury, robbing him of his profession, ostracising him from his kind and, by virtue of his marriage, debarring him from entering the ranks of the Roman Catholic priesthood. Add misfortune to a cold and calculating nature and you produce spite. Mrs. Maxeter, at the sight of the opera singer's success, longed for a goad wherewith to prick her pride. And as they passed into the sitting-room a memory flashed up into her busy brain, while with a set smile on her face she glanced around her at the flowers in profusion, littered photographs and pretty trifles, and the still more potent suggestion of the great bare piano. " Talking of Bath," she said sweetly, " do you ever see anything of Mrs. Lestrange ? She used to be a great friend of mine " and added disjointedly, " poor girl ... a sad life." " Mrs. Lestrange ? " Esterella caught up the name. " I think Jack spoke of her once a cousin, is she not ? " EARTH 187 " Really ? " In the obscurity of the narrow passage Mrs. Maxeter smiled as her hostess guided her towards the lift that would take theoa up to the dining-room above. " I knew they were engaged, of course," she went on lightly. " We were at school together, and after- wards saw a good deal of one another, but I didn't understand she was a connection of Captain Darrell's." Esterella gave a little start. This was news indeed. For her husband had omitted all reference to the girl-and-boy romance, dating from Sandhurst days, which seemed so insignificant beside the one passion of his life. It had been but a " calf-love " affair, hardly warranting the name of engagement, with the local doctor's daughter, five years his senior, and indignantly repudiated at Tenterleigh by the aunt with whom he spent his annual long leave. But Esterella was in the mood in which such trifles rankle. Of late her husband had asserted himself more strongly, insisting on a depth of mourning for the King that Esterella had striven to disregard. Always tender and good-humoured towards his wife, he had nevertheless insisted on her obedience, and there had been a slight friction between them hardly a quarrel, but the first hint of trouble. Mrs. Maxeter seated herself comfortably at the little table in the long glass-roofed dining-room. " Poor Lena Lestrange . . ." She gazed at her soup with a meditative compassion. " She married a curate later and settled at Bath a very sad affair. He was consumptive, you see, and of course they had a large family a real struggle for existence. And she was never strong " she raised her eyes to her hostess and added, with a smile, "but so pretty, 188 EAETH that sort of fragile beauty that goes with pale gold hair." A pause. " What excellent soup ! " She glanced around the room. "You seem to be very comfortable here." Mrs. Darrell assented. " Although I cannot say I like the English food so heavy those dreadful large joints! " She shrugged her pretty shoulders and went back to the dangerous topic. "And she still lives at Bath, this Mrs. Lestrange, with the many children and sick husband? He takes the 'cure,' perhaps?" " The cure of souls ! " Mrs. Maxeter laughed. " I'm afraid they've no money for any other kind. Although your husband has been so kind. . . ." She paused and added gaily, " I hope I'm not be- traying a secret, but Lena has often told me of his generosity. Fancy, one year he took them south on his yacht, Lena and her husband ! It was just after he came into his money, and Cyril that's Mr. Lestrange was very ill, and the doctor ordered change and a dry climate ; so easy to order, so hard for poor folk to obey ! Just as she was in despair up turned your husband, like a ministering angel, with his yacht." She helped herself to vegetables, and added pleasantly "It's not often one comes across a man who never forgets old friends. I really believe it saved Cyril's life ; and as for Lena, I saw her return, and she looked a different creature almost a girl again. Sunshine and happiness are wonderful restoratives." And Mrs. Maxeter sighed. But Esterella had heard enough. The southern curse of jealousy, swift to kindle, needed but a spark, and already her vivid imagination was adding fuel EABTH 189 to the flame, divining a hidden motive for her husband's want of tractability, as she chose to regard his conduct of late. Only that morning, on turning over his letters, she had seen the Bath postmark on one of them, and this trifling incident, in face of Mrs. Maxeter's disclosures, suggested infinite possibilities. Not for worlds, however, would she allow her visitor to guess how deeply the gossip rankled in her soul, and adroitly turning the subject, she swept into a musical discussion which carried them safely over lunch. Only after Mrs. Maxeter had gone, leaving her to her angry thoughts in the flower-decked, pretty room, did she give way to the passionate annoyance that possessed her, and with clenched hands, dcy- eyed and resentful, she summed up the situation in one pregnant phrase of infinite disillusion " First, Rill . . . and now Jack himself!" 190 EARTH CHAPTER XV MEANWHILE Diana's happiness was complete. Inspired by love, all the hours she spent apart from Rill were devoted to her painting, and the passion that possessed her seemed to blossom forth in her work itself, under the skilful teaching of John Ericsen. For the promised " tips," that golden reward for Wang Cho's careless sittings, had resolved them- selves into a definite hour of daily instruction in the painter's studio, rendered possible by the new liberty she enjoyed since her parents had gone to Bath. From ten to eleven she sat at the feet of Gamaliel, absorbing unconsciously a fund of varied wisdom besides the study of her art. For Ericsen would ramble on in disjointed, whimsical fashion, ex- pounding his theories of brotherly love and sim- plicity : the cult of all things beautiful, the war he waged against humbug and convention, and the broad compassion that embodied his bohemian creed. Only in later days did the girl realise by what sure and skilful paths he brought her to a saner knowledge ol' life. Utterly absorbed in her lover, she hardly valued the friendship thus voluntarily laid at her feet. As the hands of the clock approached the looked-for hour, when Rill would saunter into the little nest EARTH 191 of studios, a restlessness would seize the girl, and if by chance Ericsen detained her beyond the stroke of eleven, the colour would quicken in her cheek and the hazel eyes steel longingly to the window, where the first glimpse could be caught of the tall, erect figure. Long since had the painter guessed his pupil's secret and marked that subtle blossoming of the bright young face, the rapt attention which she accorded to his treatises on love, and the new reverence that had replaced her ancient scorn of marriage. Half-glad, half-sad, he kept the knowledge to himself, hoping and praying to his pagan gods that Diana might live content. But he steadily avoided Kill. He did not wish to meet this sleek-headed, well-dressed Philistine, who bore the reputation of marked social success, unbending conventionality, and according to his views a narrow and selfish outlook. Misjudging the soldier, he disapproved the secrecy surrounding the affair. Here was a man who had won Diana's love Diana, that chaste goddess, be- loved of old Greece moreover, Diana the artist, the woman with a soul. What more could the heart desire ? Kill should have cried it on the house-tops for the envious world to hear, instead of this strange concealment and lack of exultation. For Ericsen the impressionable that blue-eyed red-haired Viking with the strength of his northern birth and the fire he had caught from the south could not remain utterly unmoved by the girl's delicate charm. He might well assure himself that he had buried passion deep in the cypress-t, haded grave on that 192 EARTH far Italian hill ; but he could not still each impulse of the generous blood within his virile frame, nor banish forever love from a nature that placed it instinctively high among the gods. But never for a moment did he betray the fact. He was the master, guiding the pupil's hand, the friend and would-be counsellor, picking up crumbs of affection that fell from the rich man's feast. Meanwhile he tried to teach Diana life, to harden her tender feet for the stony ways of the world, and to instil a knowledge of mankind that should break her fall in the dreaded hours of disillusion. But the girl, wrapped round with the cloak of faith, in the full glamour of this first exquisite love, smiled in her sleeve with a hidden touch of compassion for the cynicism she had lately divined in her artist- friend. So, unwittingly, they played at cross-purposes, each wary and pitiful for the other's obvious weak- ness, up to the morning when Rill failed to appear, and Diana, too restless to return to work, stood at the studio window, waiting, wondering. Milly, she knew, would not come round until the afternoon. By Rill's advice she had been initiated into the amazing secret ; not by any means the first intimation, for her mischievous green eyes had long since probed the situation. She appreciated their confidence notwithstanding, and showed it by her practical abandonment of the studio on those hours when she gathered they were wont to meet. The day was very hot not sunny, but that close oppression when the wood-pavements smell and London loudly protests against the crowds that ex- haust the scanty air. It was the first time that Rill had been so late, and the simple reason that he had overslept himself EAKTH 193 never presented itself to Diana's worried mind. She felt sure something had happened the close thundery day breathed a spirit of calamity; and it was with a genuine sigh of thanksgiving that she saw the tall figure cross the open space, and ran out, full of joy, to meet him. Conscious of the studios around she held out a hand shyly, but her voice betrayed the fact that she had been worrying. " Nothing wrong ? " Her eyes anxiously scanned his bronzed face. "Wrong?" said Rill dully. "No. Why? Am Hate?" He entered the studio and threw himself down in the wicker chair with an irritable sigh. " Pheugh ! it's hot ! " passing a hand wearily over his smooth head. " You haven't a telephone anywhere about, have you? " " I'm afraid not why ? " Diana's eyes were grave. The coldness of his greeting had chilled the first swift joy of his presence. " Only, in case I can't come some day, I might ring you up." He stifled a yawn. He had turned in late the night before, and slept indifferently until morning, when he had fallen into an unrefreshing doze that had carried him long past the breakfast hour. For the first time the necessity of appearing at the studio had seemed an infringement of his liberty, and he was in the mood to grumble at any and every thing, liver having gained the mastery over manners. But Diana was hurt as much by his tone of voice as by the speech itself. " There's no need to do that," she answered coolly. " If you don't turn up I shall understand, and go out alone or back to work again." o 194 EARTH For her eyes had fallen on the studio door opposite, from which Ericsen was setting forth, un- tidy as ever, in loose flannel suit and disreputable straw hat, a pipe in his mouth, and under his arm a newspaper parcel strongly suggesting boots. At the sight of him an involuntary smile broke on the girl's face, but Bill, following her gaze, frowned with a touch of temper. " What a ruffian the fellow looks ! Is that your pet painter? " Diana coloured hotly at the mocking voice, quickly on the defensive when the question con- cerned a friend. " It's John Ericsen, the B.A." her intention was obvious " and ' clothes don't make the man ' ! Not that he cares, but in any case he's too well known for it to matter." She spoke impulsively, following the artist with her eyes, as, disdaining the use of the gate, he swung himself over neatly, one hand on the topmost rail, an epigrammatic action that suggested his rule of life. " Ah well ! we can't all of us be geniuses." Eill conceded the point. " You speak so warmly, I suppose I ought to be jealous." He smiled with the conscious superiority of the man in possession. " Have you told him of our engagement, Di ? " He put up an arm carelessly and tried to draw her near him where she stood, leaning against the angle of the wall. But she stepped aside, swinging herself up on to the table edge. " No," she said, " of course not. No one knows but Milly." She broke off a sprig of lilac from the vase beside her and tucked it into her belt. The flowers were a present from Bill that had reached her overnight, and she gave him a little glance full of affectionate meaning. EARTH 195 But the man frowned. He refused to be mollified. " It's all very . . . childish ! " He spoke deliber- ately. " To be perfectly honest, Di, I'm tired of this secrecy. What good does it do ? Your people will have to know, sooner or later. Might as well get it over at once." He dug his hands into his pockets, crossing his legs, with a set expression on his face that betokened obstinacy. Even as he did so, his fingers encoun- tered a letter, the last effusion from Darrell's wife, that had met him that morning at the club and had been inspired had he but guessed it by Mrs. Maxeter's gossip. " What have we done to offend you ? You never call or write ! I am grieved to lose a friend in this cold and friendless land and you, of all men ! " The pointed Italian hand was blurred significantly. All this had added to his inward exasperation, and on the way to the studio, down the long, hot roads, he had determined to " have it out " definitely with Diana. He would be kind, but firm. Already he was adopting the husband's attitude, forgetful of the studied " by your leave " that distinguishes the lover. For, although he was genuinely fond of the girl destined to be his wife, and desired to make her happy, he lacked the quality of affection which, when joined to genuine passion, shows its depths by unselfishness by that worship that includes a spirit of reverence. For a moment Diana did not answer the words. Then she slid down off the table and stood before him, gazing with a puzzled expression into his moody face, one hand on his shoulder, resisting a sudden insane desire to smooth the well-shaped head ; that longing for the comfort of " touch " that is the very essence of young love. 196 EARTH " Why should we alter everything suddenly, like this ? I don't understand, Tony." He lowered his eyes before her steady glance, his anger rising with the sense of discomfiture, as she continued " Only the other day you were quite happy to go on as we were. I thought it was decided we should keep our engagement a secret until the season was over to avoid all fuss " she waved her hand impatiently " and then if things went right, you could come to Tenterleigh for the summer." She ran on, eager to convince him. " Mother's at Bath now, and daddy too. If you went down there and saw them, there'd be a fearful rumpus, and Cousin Sophie would get into hot water." She smiled, picturing Miss Dacon's horri- fied face the elderly relative invited to chaperone her during her parents' absence. " Fancy Cousin Sophie the centre of a romance ! Why, she'd drop every other stitch in that eternal knitting she does, and all the little Hottentots be robbed of woolly vests. It's not to be dreamed of ! " She broke into a gay langh, unaware of the seriousness of the case. But Rill's mouth was hard, thinking of Esterella. " It's all very well for you, but it puts me in a deuced awkward position." He checked himself, realising a pitfall, and seized on the first excuse. " It's not an honourable game for a man to play. I ought to go to your father, there's no doubt about it." He got up suddenly and began to pace the room, conscious that his temper was gaining the upper hand, almost persuading himself that his last argu- ment was sincere. A.S he passed the easel, the draught of his swift EARTH 197 movement caught a water-colour sketch, still wet, that lay upon it, and sent it fluttering to the ground. Wrapped in his angry thoughts he strode on deliberately, and Diana, with an exclamation of annoyance, gathered it tenderly off the floor, and seeing that her lover neither heeded nor cared, sat down at the table, taking up a brush, and began to remove the specks of dust that clung to the wet surface. Rill took this as a direct disregard of his dis- pleasure. " Diana ! " he called sharply. " Well ? " She barely turned her head. " I'm busy, can't you see? " For he had yet to learn that her nature was one to lead and not to drive. She schooled her voice to be indifferent, inwardly deeply offended by his churlish manner. Something cruel crept into Rill's keen face. " If your work is . . .of more importance than I am . . ." He drawled the words sneeringly, angry with her and the whole world of women. Diana whirled round, cheeks ablaze. "I should think that the least you could do would be to say you're sorry ! " She pointed to the smudged landscape with a hand that shook. For there is nothing so contagious as temper, and she was hot- blooded in her impetuous youth. "Indeed?" He came a step nearer and suddenly the storm broke. " I'm tired of this child's play ! " He put his hand out as though to seize the sketch, and at the gesture and the roughness of his voice, Diana leapt to her feet, guarding her treasure with arms outstretched. " How dare you ! I'm tired of you ! " Her fearless hazel eyes, the pupils enlarged until the irises seemed black, met his own unflinchingly. 198 EAKTH And as she stood there, challenging the man, with the added beauty of flushed cheeks and head tossed back, a faint grudging admiration swept across him and the knowledge of what he risked. For in some natures anger is twin-brother to desire. " You little devil ! " With a swift movement he caught her in his arms, crushing her roughly as she struggled, kissing her tight-closed, mutinous mouth. " You'll have to pay for this ! " "Let me go," she panted, vehemently forcing him back with all the strength she possessed, every muscle strained to free herself from his embrace : then, as she found herself powerless in his grasp, tears of anger rose to her eyes. "I hate you," she cried, "hate you ! " and wrench- ing an arm free, aimed wildly a blow at Bill's flushed face, which he lightly dodged, with a sudden masterful laugh. But the sight of her temper had satisfied his own. He held her firmly, delighting in the fight and the material advantage of strength as opposed to spirit, with the touch of cruelty that is hidden within every man. " Little spit-fire ! " a tenderer note crept into his deep voice. " What a wife I've let myself in for ! " He gazed down into the angry face. " So you don't love me, Diana, after all ? " A little thrill ran through her, breaking her power of resistance. Vexed, bewildered, she bit her lip, and her eyes fell before the light that had sprung up in his own. She could not know that the reaction was purely physical, that the stronger sex had prevailed by the inexorable law of nature that upholds the ascendency of the male. Vainly she tried to rally her forces and struggle against this atrophy of her will. EARTH 199 " It wasn't fair play . . . Tony," but her voice softened on the name; "it wasn't . . . somehow . . . you . . ." " I'm a brute." He let her go, suddenly re- morseful. " You're quite right, my dear." He stared past her out of the open window. "But I'm awfully bothered, old girl that's the truth of the whole matter." At the thought of trouble, resentment fled, and all the natural generosity of the girl rose to the surface. "Oh, Tony! why didn't you tell me? I'd no idea. What is it ? " She laid a little hand plead- ingly on his arm. The unconscious humour of the situation ap- pealed grimly to Rill. He could not well explain to his bride-to-be the perplexities that his weakness for another woman engendered. " It's all right, nothing very much only I've been worried ; and then this hot weather I'm afraid you'll find I'm rather irritable at times. India plays the very devil with a man's liver, you know. I'm sorry I was cross ; you forgive me eh, Diana ? " He picked up his hat and stick, anxious now to be off, and with a touch of his old gaiety promised to be " punctual and good " next day, kissed his fiancee again and departed, leaving her to her thoughts. " I'll send you round some chocolates from Harfods* as I pass," he called back from the gate, " to show I'm really penitent," with a gay wave of his hat. Ericsen, returning, caught the words. " Fool ! " he said, into his red beard ; " doesn't he know Diana better than that ? " 200 EAETH He let himself into his studio with a snarl of con- tempt. " Tied up with pink ribbons and a paper rose ! She's not to be bribed that way, my friend not by a long chalk ! " He banged his boots down heavily on the table the cobbler's shop had been shut and the day undeniably hot. " Fool triple, gilt-edged, hair-oiled fool !" and felt relieved. But Diana, over the way, was worrying. She was hurt by the want of confidence she divined, her lover's evasive answers, and the know- ledge of how little she understood the man the real Rill under his d^bonnaire London ways. Love seemed already shallow, the tie of engage- ment an excuse for a lessening of courtesy. Above all, her own inexplicable weakness stung her pride, together with the memory of her out- burst of temper, childish and ineffectual, lowering her in his eyes and in her own. The smeared water-colour lay on the table before her emblem of her own clouded happiness but work seemed a mockery in her present state of mind and she put it away with a new-born care- lessness and started out for home. But Monday, proverbially black, had another trial in store, for when Morgan let her in, it was with a message to go to Miss Dacon at once, and she found that lady in a fine flutter, superintending the packing of Diana's little trunk. "Your mother wants you, my dear the wire came after you'd gone. You've only just time to lunch and I can't find your new slippers any- where." She lifted a crimson face from over the box, but seeing the girl's blank expression, added, with a sudden sense of pity " She might have given us both a little more warning, and I'm sure I don't know what she expects me to do ! " EARTH 201 For her visit had promised both rest and economy, and she was old enough to resent a sudden change of plans. " Of course you must stay on," Diana responded quickly ; " of course, Cousin Sophie I shall be back as soon as ever I can." She stooped to rescue the ball of red wool that Buchanan had slyly annexed from the Hottentot's charity work. She was glad of the opportunity to hide her tell-tale cheeks as she went on with her speech. " And if any letters come, you will send them on ? without any delay, I mean ; won't you, Cousin Sophie ? " Miss Dacon smiled shrewdly, relieved at the thought of remaining, and not altogether innocent of Diana's little romance. For of late Rill had been a constant visitor at the house. " Certainly, my dear I'll see to it myself, and write you a line enclosing anything that arrives." An old-fashioned delicacy prompted the amend- ment, but in her heart she added with a touch of reminiscent spite, " And well sealed too I know Medora's ways ! " 202 EARTH CHAPTER XVI BUT the chocolates that had aroused Ericsen's contempt were destined to play an impor- tant part in the day's doings. For as he turned out of the Sweet Department at Harrods', Rill ran into the arms of Jack Darrell. " Hullo ! Well, you're a nice chap ! " So he was greeted. " Where have you been hiding all this time?" Rill laughed, inwardly annoyed at the meeting. " Don't ask indiscreet questions ! I've been down the river for one thing, and," he hesitated, " I've had a lot to do, one way and another." The blue eyes twinkled as Jack surveyed him. " Nothing like a busy life but you shouldn't neglect old friends. What are you doing now ? Come back and lunch with us ? though you'll have to make peace with my wife. She's furious ; says you've never replied to some invitation of hers." Rill smiled involuntarily, inventing fresh excuses as his friend steered him back to the Sweet Depart- ment, where he had a commission to execute for Esterella. "I'll take her some chocolates as a peace-offering," suggested Rill. For he had quickly made up his mind that here was a good opportunity to get his visit over, safe-guarded by the husband's presence from sentimental pitfalls. EARTH 203 He ordered a fresh box of candies to be sent to Diana, and a few minutes later they were whirling along in a taxi towards Darrell's hotel. "And how is madame?" he inquired politely. Darrell's smiling face clouded over, for of late his wife's attitude had puzzled him. "Pretty fit," he replied, "though I don't think London suits her. Of course it's a wretched season and disappointing, as she was looking forward to no end of gaiety. But as it is, I want to get her away. I've heard of a place that's going near Bath; right up on the hills, with a fine view down the valley and a chance of good shooting. So I'm off to-morrow to have a look at it. But don't say any- thing to Esterella. I want it to come as a surprise." He paused to re-direct the chauffeur, who was going astray, then, settling back in his corner, continued " It's a weary business, house hunting. So diffi- cult to find a place that's not too big and yet has decent grounds. They're most of them dismal, rambling old houses buried in high trees and sug- gestive of damp and ghosts, or else brand-new mon- strosities a stone's throw from the main road. But I'm sick of hotel life and want to settle somewhere. The beauty of this particular place is we can rent it for six months furnished with the option of taking over the lease at the end and of doing it up our- selves." " That sounds all right," Rill commented, " and I quite agree with you, that the country's the place to live in, especially now, when motors abound and people can get about. It's an easy run to Bath, and you can always fly up to town for a night or two when you feel in the mood and probably enjoy it twice as much as the people who live there." 204 EARTH " You tell my wife that." Darrell was delighted. " She shies at the thought of a country life. But then she hasn't tried it yet." He jumped out and paid the driver, and they mounted the steps together. " If I take this house you'll have to come down and stay whenever you can ; there'll always be a corner for you when you've nothing better to do." Rill found it hard to face his sunny smile. He felt a sudden humiliation, the knowledge of good friendship spoilt, and the barrier that his own folly had raised between them. "It's awfully good of you," he began, but here the lift stopped with a jerk, and he was thankful for the interruption as he followed his host down the narrow corridor. " I'll just go on and tell my wife, if you'll wait here a second," said Darrell at the outer door of the flat, and Rill could hear the conversation that followed within. " I've brought you a visitor, Carissima." Then a languid voice with a faint note of protest. " Who is it ? " And a name evidently suggested at random. " Wrong guess again ! It's Rill." A quick "Really ! " and a murmur he could not catch. Then his friend's firm step returning. "Come along in, old man. Sorry to keep you. My wife won't be long, she's just returned from the Park and is changing. Have a sherry and bitters?" Rill glanced round the pretty, familiar room, filled to overflowing with trophies of the Mediterranean cruise ; Italian faience, fans from Spain, all the hundred and one objects that had caught Esterella's fancy on their wanderings and been lavished upon her by her husband; and behind the big bowl of roses in a silver frame he recognised a photo of EARTH 205 himself, taken years before, in uniform, that Ester- ella had unearthed from among Jack's papers. Still more suggestive in the corner, a regimental group, the two friends side by side. Darrell, following his gaze, interpreted Rill's silence in his own happy fashion. " Good old days, weren't they ? I sometimes regret they're over. Still " he left the sentence incomplete and carefully dropped the bitters into the glass he held. Rill nodded his bead, a prey to conflicting thoughts, and Darrell ran on, following up his train of reasoning " What a rage you were in! I've got that letter still, the honest one of the pack." He laughed shortly, passing the glass across, and added, "Perhaps you understand better now," and, as if ashamed of his sudden touch of sentiment, raised his own aloft. " Here's luck ! " and drank, looking towards his friend. " To you both," said Rill solemnly, the toast genuinely sincere, and deep down in his heart he added another name, with a curious sense that Diana stood there, at his elbow, the soft glad light in her eyes. Then, as he tossed it off, the door at the farther end of the room opened and Esterella appeared. She was dressed all in mauve, her beautiful figure accentuated by the closely-clinging lines that were the fashion of the moment, a great cluster of violets at her breast, and from her little ears, half-hidden by the dark, luxuriant hair, antique earrings, studded with amethysts swung against the bare round throat. But brighter than the stones themselves the heavily- lashed eyes, wide with excitement, flashed a greeting 206 EARTH across to Rill; again the music of her voice as their hands met, and despite his sternest resolutions the old trouble stirred. But Darrell's face went hard as he realised that his wife had wilfully broken through his prescribed rule of mourning. " Out of black ? " The question involuntarily escaped his lips. She shrugged her shoulders and answered a shade pettishly " Oh everyone is now, except, perhaps, the Court," and the slight sneer sounded of the woman who was debarred the right of presentation. For with her farther knowledge of London the fact had begun to rankle. "And I'm not 'Court.' ' She smiled up at Rill, standing tall and handsome before her. " Only courted." He laughed back ; for habit is hard to break. " Perhaps." Her eyes were enigmatical. "Well, it's lunch time," Jack chimed in, un- willing to lecture his wife before their guest, but still sore over her indifference to his wishes. " Shall we go up?" But she had begun to untie the ribbon round the box of sweets that Rill, somewhat stiltedly, had handed to her, and gave an exclamation of childish delight as the lid fell back. " Chocolates that I ador-r-re ! " Her r's rolled with the peculiar roundness of her native accent. " How kind, and I, who thought that I was quite forgotten." "I've been so frightfully busy," Rill explained, " and out of town, too. I ought to have answered your letter before, but decided to come round for forgiveness in person. And then by a stroke of luck I ran across Jack this morning." He felt the EARTH 207 apology was lame, and wound up with a nervous laugh, " Et . . . me voici ! " 44 Ben' trovato," said Darrell, proud of his Anglo- Italian phrases, which he liked to air at times. 44 Which ? " said his wife quickly ; " Major Bill ? or the excuse ? " The touch of malice amused the older man. 44 Both," he ventured, and stepped hack for Esterella to pass. In the narrow doorway her soft dress brushed against him, and the faint perfume of its folds re- vived old memories as scent alone can its subtle claim for merit among the other senses. Esterella, watching him under half-closed lids, smiled to herself, realising fully that she was mis- tress of the situation. Already her vanity had accepted his explanation, but she meant to punish the man for his long absence from her and the formal letters in answer to her own. She was in her favourite element, during a lunch that seemed to Rill interminable, teasing, hinting, fencing with all the love of intrigue true to her nature. Rill squirmed under her clever thrusts, with Darrell sublimely unconscious beside him, pleased to see his wife once more so gay, even at the ex- pense of his friend. But when the conversation, led by the Italian, veered round to Diana Cottar, at the first word of malice Rill's face grew dark and Jack himself rose in quick defence. 44 You mustn't run down Di, my dear. She's an old love of mine." 44 1 thought you had no old loves? " She glanced curiously at her husband, for she had not forgotten 208 EAETH what she called the " Bath romance," and Mrs. Maxeter's clever suggestions of a past intimacy. " Oh, I won't say that," Darrell laughed whole heartedly ; " it's too uninteresting to be quite with- out a past." " Or even a present ? " The dark lashes hid the meaning in her eyes. " Surely presents belong to the past, eh, Kill ? You can't do these things cheaply nowadays." He chuckled over his little joke, and, as if stirred by an afterthought, launched an unexpected bomb into the domestic camp. " Which reminds me, my dear, what would you like from Bath ? I've got to run down there to- morrow, and will look in at Mallett's and buy you a new toy." He turned to his guest, anxious not to make too much of his journey on account of the secret he had already confided to the latter. " D'you know the place at all? If so, you're bound to know Mallett's, the old curiosity shop in Milsom Street. They've got some lovely things." He ordered coffee downstairs, and they rose from the table, to Kill's infinite relief. The thoughts were racing each other through Esterella's brain, all her base suspicions aroused at the magic name of Bath. The careless way her husband had dropped the news at this, the eleventh hour, pointed to a depth of deceit she would hardly have credited. For there are few people so ready to scent evil as evil-doers themselves, a fact which should be borne in mind by many a would-be saint. The revulsion of feeling under which she laboured drove her by contrast into a higher appreciation of Kill, and she dropped her teasing tone, adopting a certain sweetness of speech and glance infinitely more perilous to the man. But despite her efforts, EABTH 209 conversation flagged, and after the coffee was over she moved across to the open piano, a proceeding that was hailed by Rill with delight. He jumped at the chance of music to fill the inevitable half- hour before he could in decency depart ; for, resolutely as he strove to keep the memory of Diana before him, he could not altogether escape the spell that the other woman cast upon him. Beauty appealed to him too keenly to permit his ignoring the picture that Esterella made: the ex- quisite olive face, upturned towards him, as he stood beside the piano turning over the scattered sheets of music, whilst her slender hands, with a lazy grace, stole smoothly over the keys. By the window Darrell filled his pipe, looking moodily down on the stream of traffic surging through Oxford Street. Truth to tell, the perpetual music was getting upon his nerves. For proud as he was of his wife's beautiful voice he dearly loved a chat, and of late these were becoming rare. " What are you going to sing ? " Kill's voice broke the silence, but Esterella only smiled, drift- ing into a bass accompaniment of minor chords, dull and monotonous, like the beat of far-off drums. Then she began to chant on a low crooning note an Indian bridal song, languidly sweet, breathing the air of the Orient its perfume and spices and veiled intrigue, shut in with the sapphire sky of night under the great gold stars. The perpetual reiteration of the unchanging chords was broken now by the far-off chime of temple bells, adding the mystic touch of religion inseparable from the East ; and rising high above the note of worship through the night a clear call rang, passionate, irresistible, bidding all youth go forth and gather the lotus- P 210 EABTH flower of love or ever the petals blossomed too full and fell. Bill, to whom music was magic, keenly alive to the charm of past Indian days, set his teeth* as he listened, fighting a good fight. He felt almost a hatred for this woman who divined so subtly the secret of stirring his emotions, and appealed to the weak side of his nature as powerfully as Diana to the strong. And, as if in answer to his inward prayer, the charm was suddenly snapped. As her voice fell to the original low refrain, from the street without rose the rackety din of a passing motor-bus, vibrating harshly through the room, and Esterella paused, furious at the noisy intrusion of the West on her oriental dream. "Jack, shut that window, please," she ordered in a peremptory voice, no longer the wife but the ruffled prima donna. But her husband hesitated. " It's so hot in here, my dear ! It's only open a crack, and the room's suffocating." She made an angry movement to rise, with a swift glance of appeal to Bill. " I'll do it," he answered hurriedly ; " don't move," then checked himself, conscious he could not inter- fere. " Supposing we open the door ? " He looked across at Darrell, who closed the window noisily and walked across to the fire- place, where a huge vase of lilies was adding to the oppression of the room. " And turn these flowers out ! " Darrell seized the offending object, but his wife, irritated, made a gesture to stop him. " What nonsense, Jack I won't have my lilies touched ! " With an effort the man controlled himself, obey- EARTH 211 ing the sharply-expressed desire. He was honestly worried by his wife's changed manner, conscious that the old happy intimacy was threatened, that his presence of late seemed to prey upon her nerves. Buoyed up by a secret hope that urged him to be gentle, he nevertheless waited patiently in the close- shut room until the last note of the beautiful voice had died away, and Rill, who had recovered his phlegm, was offering congratulations. " Sorry to interrupt," said Darrell lightly, " but I've got some things to see to." In reality the longing for fresh air had prompted the excuse. " Don't let me take you away, old man," as Rill prepared for departure ; " I'll be back soon. You make yourself at home. There are the cigarettes, and you know the way to the private bar." He tapped the cupboard that held the whisky with a laughing gesture. " I know you'll excuse me, and Esterella will look after you." He glanced across at his wife, hoping in vain for a smile. "Jack always goes when I sing." There was malice in her voice. " It's a signal for his de- parture." Rill tried to laugh it off. "He's very well trained, I see." He had been searching for an excuse himself, but his hostess's last remark had made it well-nigh impossible for him to join in the exodus. Darrell nervously blundered into the breach, hurt by his wife's insinuation. " My dear girl," he protested, " you know I love to hear you sing . . . sometimes but to-day I'm rather busy. There's something I must see to before I go down to Bath." " Sometimes ! " That fatal word. It had the effect of a lash on the sensitive vanity of the singer. One 212 EARTH glance at his wife's face showed Darrell the folly of further apology, and he hurriedly beat a retreat, leaving Rill fully and uncomfortably conscious of the charged atmosphere, and deeply irritated at the turn of events which had precipitated this undesired tete-a-tte. Outwardly calm, he selected a song at random and thrust it before his hostess. " Do sing this," he urged ; " it's an old favourite of mine." Then realised, too late, the title, "Te souviens-tu ? " But Esterella paid no heed to his request. Her long-lashed eyes were fixed absently on the door, as though she waited, listening for a signal from afar. Her fingers caressed the notes in a series of soft chords, but her mind was far away, brooding, her attitude slightly strained. Rill was instinctively reminded of the scene at Mrs. Traill's, when first he had heard her sing, and he watched her anxiously, striving to divine her thoughts. The leaves of the music fluttered on the piano, threatening to fall, and he bent over her, smoothing them out, wondering at her silence and what it hid, when suddenly outside a door slammed heavily, announcing her husband's departure. At the sound a smile lighted up her face, and she raised her eyes, luminous with unshed tears, the tears of wounded vanity. Before the man could realise her intention, with- out a moment's warning, as he still struggled with the refractory music, she turned towards him, swift and supple in her southern grace, and wound her arms up round his neck with a gesture of insolent confidence, drawing his face down to meet the cry that broke from her eager lips "At last! . . .Oh, Tonio Tonio mio! " EAKTH 213 CHAPTEK XVII DIANA walked briskly up Milsom Street, Wang Cho trotting beside her. The little dog liked Bath, and preferred the sleepy old town to the endless noise and traffic of London. The Cottars had taken rooms in one of the upper terraces, and there was a garden where Wang Cho chased the birds and rendered life a hollow mockery for the household cat a proceeding strictly forbidden at home in connection with Buchanan. For the past week he had been left a good deal to himself, and had added to his other joys a series of bone-hunting raids on the scullery, even reconciling himself to the company of an aged spaniel of low origin who inhabited the kennel in the basement yard. Sir John's illness had been the reason for his emancipation, a touch of bronchitis that had sent the old man to his bed and Lady Cottar to the telegraph office with a message for Diana, feeling herself unequal to the strain of nursing the invalid alone. Accustomed to rise late and to go to bed at ten, her mother left the night work to Diana's share, and the duty of keeping up the fire (for the weather had turned damp and chilly, a foretaste of the dreary summer to come), and of ministering to the patient's needs after the household had retired to bed, devolved on the young girl. 214 EARTH As Sir John grew rapidly better and her anxiety diminished, Diana, backed by her perfect health, found enjoyment in her task. With the great love that had blossomed into life of late was in- corporated a growing tenderness for those around her and a deeper pity for the suffering of others. It was so rarely, too, that father and child were left in peace together, and she could tranquilly enjoy the old man's conversation, his fund of humour and experience and the breadth of outlook that had made him so often silent, faute de mieux, in his wife's autocratic presence. They never discussed the situation, both loyal to the core, and the only backsliding they permitted was on the subject of books. Lady Cottar had no use for literature. " There is plenty to do in life," she would say determinedly, " without confusing one's brain by a morbid in- dulgence in novels. Most unhealthy, I call it. And how people can find the time, with all their manifold duties, to do more than skim through the news of the day, I fail to understand ! The morning Paper is quite enough for me." She pronounced the word with a capital P, con- ceiving it part of the daily round, and, as such, worthy of respect. For after the hour sacred to the cook came the hour devoted to " the Paper." Between her economical struggle with the price of food, and her desire to keep abreast with the times, she was thankful when the hour of mental and physical relaxation followed devoted to her massage ! Then came a rigid toilette and an unswerving search round the house for the servants' delinquencies, and having triumphantly unearthed a thimbleful of dust, or the presence of a finger-mark upon the paint EARTH 215 she would descend, worn-out by wordy conflict, to meet her family at lunch. Indeed, as she remarked, there was " no time for reading." But Sir John loved his books. He was becoming very deaf, that terrible affliction that is treated so indifferently by those who know not the cruel barrier it erects. Conversation, unless the speaker had an unusually clear voice, was daily becoming more of a strain to the courteous old man, who preferred to retire from active participation sooner than obtrude his infirmity on others. Thus isolated, he found a real consolation in his books. Here was a bypath where he could saunter peacefully, lost to the deafen- ing noise and speed on the high road of life. Widely catholic in his tastes, he would turn from a statesman's biography to a simple story of love, one of those novels so utterly condemned by his wife ; and it was Diana's secret joy to smuggle in the latter for a stolen feast of fiction, and to see the twinkle in the old man's eye as she unearthed her latest treasure-trove from the depths of a paper bag that assuredly spelt "buns," and slipped it for greater safety under the heaped-up pillows ! To-day, as she walked up Milsom Street with her light free step, she was hugging under her arm a parcel of paper-covered books that she had bought as a parting present, anxious to leave the literary larder full of provender. For Diana's last day in Bath had dawned, and the invalid had become so far convalescent that Lady Cottar saw no further reason for the extra expense entailed by her daughter's presence. > The girl's thoughts turned to her lover with a happy consciousness of the few hours to pass before they should meet again. For two days there had 216 EAKTH not been a letter. Cousin Sophie had realised no occasion to write her little budget of news, and the red sealing-wax with which she foiled " Medora's curiosity " lay in peace on the ormolu bureau, to- gether with the skeins of wool and rolls of greyish flannel that, like the Chinaman's pigtail, were to swing the good soul into Paradise hereafter. But Diana was not anxious. Her faith in the man was unbounded, and she had decided mischievously to keep her lover in ignorance of the day of her return. She would spring it upon him as a glad surprise, and had already rehearsed a descent on the nearest telephone and the effect of a careless " Hallo, Ripple ! " greeting Rill unaware. She quickened her step at the mere thought, and a fugitive gleam of sunshine, glancing athwart the broad street, fell on her radiant face, so full of the keen joy of life that a passing man turned and stared, but with no intention of rudeness, and smiled as he realised her total unconsciousness. " I feel I should like to purr," Diana confided to Wang Oho, as they passed before Fortts' window, where an enormous wedding-cake was displayed. " Life's very good, isn't it ? " She tucked the little dog under her arm, preparing to enter the shop, nibbing her fresh cheek against his silky head as his great eyes, full of greed and adoration, vacillated between his young mistress and the window that framed this High Temple erected to his god of Sugar. " We must go in and buy those biscuits," she continued, glancing at the shopping list she held. 1 ; And there's a big furry pussy-cat inside, so I shan't let you go, my dear. Those eyes of yours are a sore temptation to anything with claws ! " She swung the door back and entered the shop. EARTH 217 Within, at a marble-topped table, Jack Darrell, in breeches and gaiters, beamed at her over a huge erection of sandwiches. "Hallo, Di! where have you sprung from?" His honest face showed the pleasure the unexpected meeting caused him as they shook hands heartily and he pushed a chair forward, adding, " Sit down and tell me all the news." " I'm staying here with my people," she ex- plained, settling Wang Cho comfortably on her lap. " Father's been ill with bronchitis, poor dear, but he's better now, and I'm going back to town this very afternoon. What are you doing here ? " " Having a rotten time until to-day, that is ! I came down about a house, a jolly old place on the hills over there." He made a vague gesture with his hand. " I only meant to stay the night, but there's been a regular muddle the agent's fault. Some other people were after it and managed to get the first refusal. And they're still ' havering.' So here I am, hanging about or rather I was until yesterday, and then I remembered some old friends of mine in the country and went over to see them, and they insisted on my moving, lock, stock, and barrel, to the vicarage. He's a parson, frightfully delicate, poor chap, and I've known his wife since she was a kid. I wonder . . ." He looked at Diana tentatively. " Did you ever meet Lena Lestrange in the old days at Tenterleigh ? " " No, I don't think so." Diana shook her head. " So you really think of settling here ? " " If I can get this house. It's a ripping nice little place, and the shooting Al." He helped him- self to a sandwich. "But don't tell Esterella. She knows nothing at present, and I want it to be a surprise." " It sounds lovely. I do hope you'll be successful." 218 EABTH Darrell, between big mouthfuls, suddenly re- membered his manners. " I say, won't you have anything? What a Goth I am ! Have a sandwich, or a Bath-bun ? " They both laughed. " Not even that. I shall be lunching directly, to catch the afternoon train. I hope it's the Flying Dutchman such a jolly name I'd like to travel by it." " Sounds like an aviation week in Holland," Darrell suggested. " Won't they think it pre- historic in the days to come for a train to be called like that ? The Flying Dutchman ! " He paused, and added seriously, "I only hope it won't be the Flying German, in full panoply of war, backed up by an ultra-modern fleet three times the strength of ours." For " Naval Estimates " happened to be the bugbear of the moment. " Talking of ships reminds me." He dived into a deep pocket and produced a box, neatly tied and sealed, which he ruthlessly proceeded to open. " I've just bought a toy for my wife, at Mallett's, over the way. Like to see it ? " He hesitated as a thought struck him. " I was going to post it, but perhaps if you're going back to-day . . ." He glanced up at her doubtfully. Diana jumped at his meaning. " Of course I'll take it ; I'd love to." She gave an exclamation of delight as out of the mass of cotton wool he gingerly produced an ex- quisite little gilded ship, the detail picked out in deep-hued enamels with all the cunning of early Italian handicraft. " It's the ' Bucentoro,' an exact model, so Mallett swears, of the Doge's barge of state. They used to EAKTH 219 throw a ring overboard, a sort of gorgeous ceremony, on one day in the year, to marry Venice to the Adriatic sea. Rum notion, wasn't it? A nice little model anyhow, don't you think?" " It's perfectly lovely." She took the little curio reverently into her hands. " How pleased your wife will be ! " " I don't mind telling you it cost a little fortune" he laughed contentedly "but it was the only thing that suggested Italy, and I thought she'd like it." He began to wrap it up. " I haven't heard from Esterella for two days. I'm afraid she's awfully dull, poor girl ! She hates being alone. But you see the difficulty. I want to get this matter settled, and the agent's a half-hearted sort of chap. I must be on the spot. Even if these people refuse it, there's a lot of red-tapism still. So you might take the toy and cheer her up, there's a good, kind Di." " Of course I will. I'll go round to-night." The clock sounded the hour, and Diana sprang to her feet. " I must fly ! I'd no idea it was so late. Catch hold of Wang Cho whilst I buy some biscuits." She hurried through her commission and returned to find Darrell still at his sandwiches. " Are you going to devour all those ? " she laugh- ingly inquired. "Probably," he answered, with his sunny smile. " I've a long ride before me. The Lestranges live a good way out. I'm taking him back some turtle- soup. He's awfully bad, poor chap. Consumptive, you know." His face was grave. " I must see what can be done." " You'll cheer him up," said Diana sympathetic- ally ; " good-bye and good luck to you," and, with 220 EAKTH a warm shake of the hands, parted from her friend of childhood days. " He's a good sort," she told Wang Cho. " And Esterella ? " She quickened her steps up the steep hill, conscious of a faint prejudice at the name. But, honestly aware of the spark of jealousy underlying it, continued to herself, " She's all right too, I think. Anyhow, they're devoted to each other, and that's the great thing." Her thoughts ran back into the old channel, and the hazel eyes, lost to the world around, wandered away into the land of dreams, love building golden castles against a sky eternally blue. Still smiling happily, she rang the bell of the tall house where they lodged, and, calling Wang Cho to heel, entered, as the little servant timidly opened the door. " Is that you, Diana ? " her mother's voice greeted her. " What a time you've been ! I hope you've brought everything back with you." Diana hurried into the sitting-room, where her father, propped up in an easy-chair, was con- templating a cup of bovril with distaste, whilst Lady Cottar, a flush on her thin face, was putting the final touches to one of her daily occupations, that of "tidying up the room." With deep dis- comfiture the general had witnessed a vigorous onslaught on his writing-table, his carefully-arranged papers swept aside into one drawer, cigars into another, and the horrible fate of his pet pen that, entangled in the folds of the duster, had bitten the dust, point downwards, on the floor. Still more harrowing disaster, a novel with lurid cover had been unearthed from under the sacred screen of " the Paper," and together, with a last week's " Globe," cherished for days on account of a EARTH 221 well-written article on military tactics, had been ruthlessly consigned to the bulging waste-paper basket. "I never saw such a room," Lady Cottar con- tinued dramatically "a regular dust-heap!" She paused for breath, worn-out with her exertion. Diana looked at her anxiously, avoiding her father's eye. " Do sit down, mummy. You look so dreadfully tired." " I'm accustomed to be tired," said Lady Cottar severely. She added her favourite homily: "But so long as there is any life in me, I hope I shall continue to do my duty." The general sighed. " It's all beautifully tidy now, my dear do take a little rest." His head ached with the perpetual movement of his wife's form, duster in hand, round the narrow room. He gulped down his tepid bovril. "There," he said soothingly, "that will do me a world of good," arid gave the cup over to Diana. Lady Cottar was examining the parcels on the table, checking them with the list she held. "And what is this? " She held up the package intended for Esterella. " Oh, that's not mine," said Diana quickly. " That's something Jack Darrell asked me to take back home to his wife." " Darrell ? " The general looked surprised. " Yes, I ran across him in the town ; it seems he's down here, house-hunting." Lady Cottar swiftly interposed. " Noiv I understand why your shopping kept you so late." She glanced up at the clock and added coldly, "You'd better finish your packing, Diana; 222 EAKTH lunch will be ready soon." She intercepted a regret- ful glance between father and daughter, deprived of a last half-hour together. " It's quite time your father had a little rest." A twinkle caine into the girl's eyes as she quietly obeyed. In the privacy of the hall she indulged in a whimsical smile. " Quite time, indeed," she repeated the words aloud ; " poor old daddy." But half-way up the stairs her mother called her back. " I forgot to tell you, Diana I've had a letter from Cousin Sophie. She's in bed with a very bad cold and dare not meet you to-day. I can't think how she gets these colds," her voice was aggrieved. " Anyhow, it will be quite light when you arrive, and Paddington is a nice station." The girl leaned down over the banisters, and obeying a sudden impulse, stooped and kissed the tired face below. " That's all right, mummy" for she had caught a note of solicitude in the older woman's voice " I can take good care of myself." At the unexpected caress, the mother's face relaxed, and into the blue eyes came a look of yearning a pathetic desire for the love that, by her own harshness and irritability, she hourly thrust from her. For down in the depths of her heart, after her own strange fashion, she loved this only child, who should have been doubly dear from the fact of her late entry into her parents' married life. As is often the case, however, Lady Cottar had become reconciled to the childless prospect, and the advent of a baby into the well-organised routine of her days, curtailing many social pleasures in the gay Indian life and necessitating the voyage home as EARTH 223 Diana grew older, proved more of a tie and a drain on the parents' resources than the blessing it is popularly supposed to be. Nevertheless, in moments like these the mother- feeling emerged, and she would have liked to have bad her big daughter once more the little child of olden days, dependent upon her, clinging to her neck with tiny, loving arms, her very own, flesh of her flesh. But some instinct warned Diana that her mother was on the verge of an emotional outburst. With all her heart she dreaded " a scene," not only for the self-abasement it caused her personally, but for the wear and tear of her mother's fragile nerves, and now, as ever, she found refuge in flight. " I must go and pack " she suited the action to the words " but don't worry about me, mummy ; I shall be all right. I'll send you a wire to say if I get kidnapped ! " The laughing words floated down into the hall, where Lady Cottar lingered, a prey to a tumult of thought. She had the curious sensation of having been cheated out of a moment o( spiritual expansion, too self-absorbed to divine the affection that could hide itself under the lightness of the speech. Her face, momentarily tender, hardened as she rejoined her husband, and to herself she said, " It's no good expecting anything of Diana. The child has no heart." 224 EAKTH CHAPTEK XVIII DIANA reached Paddington in due course and instructed her cabman to stop at the nearest telephone office on the way home. She rang up Bill's number and was answered by his man, who informed her that his master was out ; then, recognising the voice, supplemented it with the farther news that he had gone down to Hurlingham with friends but would probably return to town for dinner. Diana was disappointed. She had hoped to catch Bill at the dressing hour, but made up her mind to try another call later on in the evening. She paid a fleeting visit to Cousin Sophie, who very woe-begone but nervous of infection, drove her resolutely from the sick-room, and she went down to a solitary dinner, conscious of that blank sensation that follows a return to a deserted house and missing even the attentive Morgan, who had been given his holiday during the absence of the family. A letter lay on the hall table and she took it up eagerly, but the writing was in Walter's hand, a brief note enclosing two seats for a match at Lord's and regretting he could not dine with Diana that evening (as Cousin Sophie had thoughtfully sug- gested) as he was already engaged to the Wyntons', and was afterwards playing bridge with the fair Sadie and Mrs. Maxeter at the latter's club. Diana EAKTH 225 frowned as she read. She liked her cousin suffi- ciently to feel sorry at his undoubted infatuation for a girl whom she deemed to be utterly without heart and shrewdly guessed to be using Walter for her own purposes, with no possible thought of marriage. The housemaid waited badly and the meal seemed interminable. Lady Cottar had entrusted her daughter with a message for the cook, to be delivered the same evening, and by the time she had got rid of the garrulous old servant and had written a short letter with the result of the domestic colloquy, she realised that it was somewhat late to fulfil her promise to Jack Darrell. Nevertheless, feeling she had pledged herself to deliver the box into Esterella's hands that night she started out resolutely, somewhat consoled by the thought of being able to telephone to her lover from the Grosvenor Court Hotel. The night air was refreshing, and overhead the stars shone brightly down on the deserted square. Diana decided to walk for a little way and pick up the first passing cab. Here, however, her plans were foiled by the fact that no cab passed save those already tenanted and an invalided taxi, puffing dis- consolately along for a few inches and then stopping to vent its peevish temper in a series of loud snorts. At last in utter despair she emerged on a main road and, mounting an Oxford Street omnibus, soon arrived at her longed-for destination. The hall of the quiet hotel was deserted at this hour, and sooner than wait for the lift she mounted the stairs to the second floor and walked down the narrow corridor that led to the Darrells' flat. Finding no one about, she tapped at the outer door ; then, as this elicited no reply, repeated the Q 226 EAKTH summons and finally, losing patience, turned the handle and peeped into the little hall. Still no sign of life, but the lights were full on in the sitting-room beyond and through another door she could see that the whole flat was gaily illuminated. "Mrs. Darrell! " She called the name softly, but no voice answered, and holding her breath, her ears alert for the slightest movement, she became con- vinced at last that no one was there. An odd feeling of uneasiness swept over the listening girl and the thought sprang up unbidden in her mind that Mrs. Darrell might be ill, hidden away in the bedroom beyond. She passed timidly into the drawing-room and repeated her clear call. " Mrs. Darrell ! May I come in ? It's Diana Diana Cottar and I've brought you something from your husband." Only the echo of her words returned ; no one stirred in the brightly-lighted place. That strange premonition of disaster, peculiar to highly-strung temperaments, warned her anew of trouble, and summoning all her courage, after a tentative tapping on the half-closed door, she pulled it boldly open and walked in. The bedroom was empty ; empty, too, the dress- ing-room beyond. At the sight she felt a sudden sensation of relief, her idea of illness definitely banished, and this was immediately succeeded by one of surprise. For scattered about the pretty room, in all the confusion of a hurried packing, clothes were littered indiscriminately, and by the half-filled trunk lay a tray of delicate finery, as though its owner had suddenly tired of the task midway in its performance. EAETH 227 The whole room suggested haste and flight, the lights left burning, wardrobe open, and the table despoiled of all its dainty fittings. Something crunched under Diana's feet, and look- ing down, she saw a photo-frame, the glass splintered in every direction, on a portion of which she had inadvertently stepped. Amidst the starred edges, DarreH's face looked up at her, the photo bent and disfigured as though a heel had deliberately ground it under foot in a moment of passionate resentment. Beside it an open telegram fluttered, and innocent of all desire to pry, but moved by her growing anxiety, Diana gathered it up, hoping it might prove a key to the mystery. But the words in themselves failed to enlighten her. She could not guess that the few lines in which Jack, supplementing his letter that day, in- formed his wife of his change of address, had indeed supplied the last touch needed to fan the Italian's wrath, proving to her incontestably that the base suspicions, roused by Mrs. Maxeter's heartless gossip and fostered by the prolonged absence of her husband, were now based on indisputable fact. For Esterella's temper was of the deadly kind that steadily heaps up fuel on the smouldering ashes beneath, needing but a touch to flame forth with true Southern violence into a fiery outburst that no power on earth can check until it burns itself out ; reason, argument, even the clear, cold facts swept aside unheeded by a passion that is almost maniacal. But to Diana the problem was still unsolved. She felt in some way responsible to Jack for Esterella's well-being. Tired with her journey and strangely worried, she tried in vain to formulate 228 EAKTH some theory for the latter's absence and the scene before her eyes. Could Esterella have received bad news ? a sudden summons from abroad '? Diana jumped at the notion. But then Jack would have surely known, returning immediately at the first hint of trouble. It was not like his wife to make a definite move without his able assistance. She gathered her wits together and realising the lateness of the hour, which added to the serious aspect of the case, she proceeded to enter the remaining room of the little flat. Some scruple had restrained her from questioning the servants of the hotel, a fact she was supremely grateful for when in Jack's dressing-room she came upon the final horrifying enlightenment. For, pinned to the shaving-glass, in full publicity, with an insolent disregard of all social decency which mutely testified to the frenzy of anger that possessed her, lay Esterella's parting message to the man who had sacrificed everything for her sake, risking the loss of trusty friends, relinquishing his dearly-loved profession and all thought of worldly prestige, offering his very soul to the woman he made his wife. Diana gasped as she read the words, utterly unable to believe her eyes. " Since you stay with your mistress," so ran the pointed Italian hand, shaken with hysterical anger, " I go to my lover." That was all. The girl felt physically sick. She sat down suddenly on the nearest chair with an odd sen- sation of faintness. For the moment she could hardly believe her eyes, the blow too utterly unexpected, the inference beyond the range of her experience. EARTH 229 She had lived so serenely apart from evil, sheltered by her ignorance of the shady side of life, and here it was brought to her very feet this unimaginable insult to common morality, hitherto only possible, so it seemed to her, in the pages of doubtful fiction or among a class with which she would never by the widest chance associate herself. Esterella . . .a "lover"? And Jack ? . . . She sprang to her feet, clench- ing her hands as she thought of the candid face, the honest blue eyes of her childhood's friend. "What a lie!" The words broke from her lips indignantly and the sound of her voice startled her, echoing through the empty flat and rousing her to the peril of the moment, the need to keep her discovery a secret, to save the death-blow to Jack's pride of the gossip of hotel servants and the world at large. She took the paper down, read it steadily once more, summoning all her courage to meet the situation, folded it, and with an involuntary shudder of disgust, slipped it within the pocket of her coat. Then she switched off the light and turned back into the bedroom. Here a new thought struck her, and in a few minutes the room had regained its normal aspect, the scattered garments thrust away in wardrobe and drawers, and the trunk shut down and pushed back against the wall. The room seemed instinctively to lose that guilty look with which her new knowledge invested it. Satisfied with her work, she picked up the broken photo-frame and passed on into the sitting-room. Her quick brain had grasped the necessity of keep- ing up appearances, whatever might be the result of this horrible tragedy. For, looking down at the portrait she still held in her hands, a real tragedy she felt it to be, the wanton blow of a light and 230 EAKTH worthless woman at the heart of an honourable man, a blow from which he might never, spiritually, recover. If only something could be done ! The girl stood there thinking deeply, wondering who would break the news to Jack, shrinking from the painful task herself, yet wondering if duty demanded the price. She would have gone to her father had he been at home. Walter ? She dismissed the notion im- patiently and then, like a flash of light from afar, came the name of her lover, Anthony Bill. Of course ! She smiled involuntarily, realising that here was the very man. He was Darrell's oldest friend, and well versed in worldly wisdom, and a feeling akin to pride followed with the thought that she had the right, unknown to society, of claiming his help and advice. The clock chimed musically eleven a tiny jewelled affair that Jack had given his bride in the first week of their new life together, and Diana started as she realised the lateness of the hour. It did not even occur to her in her grave pre- occupation that the step she contemplated might be fraught with danger to herself. She turned out the lights and gently opened the door. The corridor was void of life, and slipping stealthily along it, she gained the stairs and ran down them into the hall. Here she found the porter, taking a breath of night air at the door. He glanced at her with a look of surprise, then, recognising her face, wished her a respectful good-night. " I called to see Mrs. Darrell," said Diana boldly, " but find she has not yet returned. Will you get me a taxi, please?" Her voice was most matter-of-fact, and as she got EABTH 231 into the cab, giving her home address, she added casually, in answer to his inquiry, " There's no message. I hoped to have caught her before she went out." She smiled at her stroke of diplomacy, and as soon as they turned the corner she leaned out of the window and altered the direction of their route. In a few minutes the taxi drew up at the door of Kill's rooms, a block of chambers in a side street facing a well-known ladies' club. Little did the girl think as she jumped out and paid the man that at one of the upper windows of the latter building Sadie Wynton and Walter, en- joying a brief interval of rest from bridge, watched with interest the sudden apparition on the well- known doorstep. The outer door of the chambers was closed at this time of night and Diana hunted for the bell, turn- ing as she did so, her face plainly outlined in the light of the street lamp. At the clear-cut profile, thus revealed, Walter gave a sharp exclamation of surprise, immediately checked, but, alas ! too late, for Sadie, leaning out of the open window, had arrived at the same bewilder- ing conclusion. " It's Diana Cottar ! " In her excitement she had forgotten the relationship and added mock- ingly, "at Rill's rooms. . ." There was no mistaking the malicious inference of the words. Walter, furious at the contretemps, lied. " It can't be ; she's down with her people at Bath." But Sadie only smiled, inwardly delighted at the turn of affairs. She would have liked to have known the Cottars and had attempted an intro- 232 EAKTH duction through Walter, which, owing to Diana, had been politely frustrated. Here was a fine oppor- tunity for revenge. " It's a remarkable likeness," she suggested. " Look ! she's going in." For the visitor, after a brief colloquy with Rill's man, had made a movement forward. At this moment a hansom came rattling down the street, and the girl in the doorway turned sharply and peered into the passing cab, the light full on her face, casting a halo of light round the glossy hair revealed by the small toque she wore when travelling. It was impossible to ignore her personality, and Walter groaned in spirit, realising some incompre- hensible folly on the part of his pretty cousin. The next moment the vision had gone, the door blotting it out. " Well, I'm blessed ! " Walter's voice was eloquent. " Poor old Walter I'm so sorry." Sadie in the shadow of the window-seat laid a hand gently on his arm, stifling the exultation she felt in the sudden necessity for diplomacy. But the youth's face was grave. For once he did not respond to the girl's advances. " Look here, Sadie, this must go no farther, you know ! Of course, Diana's all right. You know that," he "pecked" emphatically; "it's some childish escapade " He broke off, acutely un- comfortable, finding it impossible to frame an excuse. "Of course," said Sadie sweetly, a gleam of malice in the world- wise eyes. Here was a stone to throw, with a vengeance, at the girl who had snubbed her. " Promise me you'll not repeat what we've seen." EARTH 233 The eyes under their pale lashes were fixed on his companion's pretty piquant face and his hand tightened spasmodically on her own. "My dear boy!" Her voice was inexpressibly shocked. " What do you think ! " She drew her fingers away with a quick, hurt movement. " Surely there was no need to ask me that? Your own cousin . . ."a note of tenderness crept in and the colour flamed up suddenly under the youth's fair skin. " Darling ! forgive me I'm so sorry ; only, of course, it's very worrying, all this. I do wish Diana was like other girls." He sighed impatiently, drawing still nearer to the one beside him. " You're not offended ? " he whispered in her ear. She bent a shade forward, screened by the heavy curtain, so that her cheek just grazed his lips. " Not . . . now." Her voice was inaudible, but the man in her toils understood. " Come along, you two," it was Mrs. Maxeter's gay voice, " when you've finished flirting ; we've time for another rubber." For her luck was in and with young Maclaren for partner she had success- fully eased the pockets of the elderly colonel beside her, an arrangement which was somewhat one- sided, as Walter had already pledged himself to cover any losses which Sadie might encounter during the evening's play. Meanwhile, over the way, the girl they both in their hearts condemned was following Bill's man up the winding stairs, her brows knit at the sudden check in her adopted plan. For her lover had not returned, and it had needed all her courage to ask permission to wait for a few minutes on the chance of his speedy arrival. Dalby, the servant, was as worried as herself. 234 EARTH He could hardly refuse the astonishing request and, owing to an intimate knowledge of Rill's private affairs, gained from surreptitious peeps at letters and scraps of conversation overheard outside the telephone-box, he was fully aware of the secret engagement. Under ordinary circumstances he would not have had the slightest hesitation; but this evening of all others ! His brain whirled as he tried to evolve some brilliant excuse for denying the girl admis- sion. Luckily, there were two sitting-rooms in his master's flat, and he proceeded to usher Diana as noiselessly as possible into the little den adjoin- ing the dining-room, where Rill was wont to smoke and kept a stacked-up heap of ancient weapons, a hobby he had outlived. Having offered her the evening paper he with- drew and descended the staircase quickly, to be on the threshold when his master should return. "Pray heaven they don't meet ! " he invoked the household gods. " I don't know what 'e'll say it's notice, for sure ! " In the smoky little room Diana waited im- patiently. Already she regretted the step she had so impulsively taken, slowly realising the imprud- ence of a visit at this unheard-of hour. She began to worry about Cousin Sophie and the servants at home they would think her lost ! Her head ached, and the first excitement over, the inevitable re- action set in and she was just meditating an ignominious departure when a sound broke on her ear, low but unmistakable that of a woman crying. She sprang to her feet, amazed and alert, shak- ing off the depression that lay upon her in this new, bewildering development. The sharp staccato sobs came from the room EAETH 235 beyond and were followed by a refrain of choked words, moaning, unintelligible, breathing the utter exhaustion caused by grief. For a moment Diana hesitated. Then the desire to help drove all else from her mind and she opened the door gently and peeped in. On the sofa on the farther side of the room a woman was flung in an attitude of utter despair, her head buried in her hands, her shoulders heaving with convulsive sobs. But at the sound of the opening door, she raised her head with a start, and an eager cry broke from her lips " Tonio ! " Then, as she realised her mistake, seeing Diana Cottar rooted to the ground in open amazement and horror, the beautiful face ravaged by tears stiffened into a frightened mask, and with a gesture of utter despair and shame she sank back on the sofa, her eyes closed in a swift and merciful unconsciousness. It was Darrell's erring wife. 236 EAETH CHAPTER XIX IT would seem as though Nature provided a special reserve of recuperative power to those of her children whom the world calls " sensi- tive," foreseeing in her infinite wisdom that in moments of peril a vivid imagination might over- leap the thin line of reason without this means of balance. The unintelligent are stupefied by a sudden shock, a merciful anaesthetic denied to the rapid thinker, who, in a flash, pictures the full horror of the situa- tion but conceives an immediate desire for action, finding therein a stimulant to carry the victim safely over the danger moment. So now, as the full and sickening realisation of her lover's perfidy overwhelmed her, Diana rose to .the supreme height of her courage, acutely aware of the death-blow to all her dreams, but conscious that there was work to be done and that the fate of several lives depended on her power of dealing with the crisis. It was here that the spark of genius within her manifested itself by an intuitive grasp of the salient features of the case. As she set about almost mechanically to revive the unconscious woman before her, she summed it up in definite fashion. Esterella must be got away at once, before the EAETH 237 owner of the flat should return. She must sleep at the Grosvenor Court Hotel that night. The safeguarding of Darrell's name and, vastly more vital to Diana, Rill's own honour, demanded it. She did not pause to consider how far the latter was involved, nor the amazing fact of her lover's absence from the scene. With the crude outlook of untried innocence she judged him utterly guilty, her inexperience failing to enlighten her on the subject of the woman's share in the matter. Her one thought was to get Darrell's wife away before the appearance of Rill, and she loosened the former's collar and began to chafe the inert hands with a vague memory of Mrs. Simpson's ministra- tions to an hysterical housemaid. To her relief, this somewhat ineffectual treatment was speedily rewarded. With a fluttering sigh the patient stirred, opened wide the dark, tear-stained eyes and after a moment of bewilderment recognised the hazel ones fixed so sternly on her own. As recollection returned the lips quivered pitifully, and with a sudden strength that surprised the girl before her, the elder woman drew herself up into a sitting position, casting a look of horror at the room around her, and found her voice in a sudden rising wail of entreaty. " Take me away ! For the love of the saints, take me away ! " Diana gasped at so unexpected a request. She had nerved herself for a stormy scene, and the possibility of refusal on Esterella's part when she should suggest departure, but that the culprit her- self should passionately demand it seemed beyond her wildest hopes. She could not realise that the long and weary wait in the deserted flat under the inquisitive eye 238 EAKTH of Rill's valet had acted as a cold douche on Ester- ella's mad project and that she herself had arrived at the psychological moment when a tardy repentance so often the twin brother of physical discomfort had risen up in the suite of baffled desire. In her bewilderment Diana hardly felt the burning hands laid on her own as Esterella leaned forward, the beautiful face, ravaged by emotion, upturned like a repentant Magdalen. " I waited . . . and I waited Dio mio ! " The faltering voice was broken by a sob, " and he came not . . . Mother of God ... Oh ! wretched that I am . . . false . . . false . . all false . . ." The words swept on, choked and fitful, but the listening girl caught a fierce denunciation of the husband mixed up with bitter disillusion over the absent lover. She saw clearly that hysteria was gaining the upper hand and spoke coldly, almost commandingly, as she drew her fingers away with an involuntary movement of distaste. " Mrs. Darrell, you must pull yourself together ; I will certainly take you home. Please put on your hat." She gathered up the great plumed leghorn that Esterella had considered a becoming adjunct to her dramatic flight, and assisted the latter to secure it on her untidy hair. Then realising the whole dis- ordered appearance of her companion, she unwound a motor-veil she had used for travelling herself, and with fingers that shook, despite her studied calm, proceeded to effectually shroud the tear-stained face of the singer. Esterella sat there, helpless as a child, so utterly worn out with passion and its reaction as to be incapable of any definite move. Only once did she EARTH 239 show a flicker of the old resentment, when, in gathering up her cloak, Diana disclosed an unopened telegram lying upon the table. With a quick movement of anger the Italian fell upon it, tore it across and threw the fragments on the floor. Some intuition warned Diana that here was the message acquainting Rill with her suddenly conceived plan of flight and which, owing to his long day at Hurlingham, had failed to reach the man. With the extraordinary clearness of vision which possessed her that evening, she pieced the puzzle together, needing but the fragment which revealed Mrs. Maxeter's specious gossip to complete the whole. But after this faint show of temper the Italian had relapsed into a moody silence, watching Diana helplessly as she buttoned up the long velvet coat and searched under the sofa for a missing glove. Then just as the girl gave a sigh of relief, realising that they had arrived at the point of departure, she broke out anew, struck by a sudden appalling memory. " I cannot go ... I dare not go ... I forgot ! " So shrill and hopeless was the cry, that Diana's heart softened, despite the bitterness that possessed it. "What is it? Tell me what have you for- gotten ? " At the new, gentle quality of her companion's voice, the tears began to stream down under the heavy veil, and Esterella covered her face with her hands, once more a prey to remorse. " The letter ! " the stifled words barely escaped her lips and Diana had to bend her head to catch the failing speech. All she heard was " fastened to the glass," 240 EABTH " Jack . . ." and a reference to the hotel servants. Caught in the meshes of her own heartless in- trigue the wretched woman saw herself shut out from the only road of escape, definitely debarred a fugitive chance of salvation. " Poor girl ! " The pitiful words rose involun- tarily from Diana's generous heart, and forgetful of all else, moved by that divine desire to help, the earliest prerogative of Mother Eve, and one that will yet save womankind from the specious hum- bug of to-day's sex war, Diana laid a tender arm around the quivering shoulders. " Don't cry, my dear, it's all right ; look ! I've got it here." She pulled the slip of paper hurriedly from the pocket of her coat, holding it up to the other's amazed eyes, for the moment checking her tears. At the immense relief, too worn-out to question the miracle of its presence in Diana's hands, Este- rella gave a little inarticulate cry of wonder and thanksgiving ; then, turning impulsively, flung her arms up round the neck of the girl beside her, hold- ing her in a convulsive clasp of gratitude not un- mingled with a new-born shame. And to her everlasting credit, Diana answered to the call, the motherhood that is dormant in the heart of every woman aroused, and bending her proud young head, kissed the tear-stained face so near her own. Then, quickly disengaging herself from the cling- ing arms, she rose to her feet. " Come," she said, with an anxious glance at the clock, " we must be going." Blindly Esterella obeyed, and together they passed down the gloomy stairs and out, unheeded, into the night beyond. EARTH 241 Danby, tired of waiting and feeling the need of a tonic to brace him for the inevitable scene with Rill, had deserted his post for a flying visit to a neighbouring public-house that threatened momen- tarily to close. The Ladies' Club had extinguished its lights, and Mrs. Maxeter, whose luck showed signs of turning, had started homeward with Sadie Wynton and her old colonel still rich enough to pay for the cab 1 London had that dead and muffled aspect that so bewilders foreigners, accus- tomed to their continental capitals, glowing more feverishly as the darkness deepens, in the effort to join night to day in an uninterrupted circle of gaiety and light. Fortune favoured the two women in the shape of a loitering four-wheeler, and Esterella, relieved to find herself homeward-bound, passed creditably through the ordeal of re-entering the hotel under the sleepy blink of the night-porter's eye. In a very short time they were back in the Darrells' flat in the midst of that quiet luxury that to the worn-out singer spelt with renewed force " home " ; and as she gazed around the accustomed scene, the practical side of her folly seemed intensified and she realised anew the abyss of shame and discom- fort from which Diana's courage and cleverness had saved her. Then the shattered photo-frame caught her wandering attention. She moved forward to look down into Jack Darrell's smiling face, and divining her thoughts (for in the cab home Esterella had confided the base suspicions that had proved the last impetus in her headlong course), Diana spoke her mind out impulsively. " One of the best men that ever lived." She stared past her companion at the portrait that R 242 EARTH evoked memories of her childhood, those happy days of centuries ago, and added, with a sharp sting of envy, comparing Kill, " He worships the very ground you tread on." "Ahi! . . ." The Italian sighed with a plaintive, "Chilosa?" but already half-convinced by the earnest young voice. " Look here." Diana spoke abruptly, moved by a sudden memory, and drawing from her pocket the precious parcel which had been the pivot on which the whole adventure had turned, continued loyally, " Only to-day I met your husband in Bath, and he gave me this to bring you." A faint note of indignation stirred as she went on steadily " I don't suppose you're ever out of his thoughts." She watched the other mechanically unwrap the box, a faint flush in her pale cheeks at this unex- pected proof of affection, and timidly, fearful of giving offence, yet conscious that here was the moment for the supreme appeal, Diana leaned forward across the table. " He believes in you . . . utterly," and their eyes met. " You've got to live up to that . . . now." Something in the tired young face went to the singer's heart, that corner where a spark of faith and truth still lingered. She nodded her head, incapable of words ; then, with that peculiar sim- plicity in matters of religion that is such a con- tradiction to the bombastic vanity of the south, she slipped down on to her knees with a hurried sign of the cross. " I will. ... I will. Hear me ... Mary, Mother. . . ." Diana turned away, suddenly shy at the sight, all EARTH 243 her English reserve rising within her as the pattered Latin words broke the silence of the room, with a feeling akin to horror at this extraordinary parade of religious sentiment after the doings of the night. She could not understand that for once the woman before her was absolutely sincere, turning to the " Mater dolorosa" of her creed as simply as a child to its mother's breast, petitioning the vast hosts of the saints for intercession, and lost in the sensuous mysticism that her temperament required. But when it ended, as it was bound to do, in a flood of easy tears, Diana roused herself from her troubled lethargy, conscious that she must interfere, and that the woman before her was physically unfit for more emotion. Accustomed to her mother's nervous breakdowns, she set quietly to work to make Esterella comfort- able for the night ; raided what Jack laughingly called the " private bar," and helped her companion to undress. Only when she found herself in the dainty lace- covered bed did Esterella betray the secret dread that now possessed her. For Diana was preparing for departure, her face, white and drawn, mirrored in the glass before her. "Diana . . ." The beautiful voice came softly from among the pillows. " I will be good to Jack I will indeed. And you . . . how shall I thank " She broke into a stream of Italian, finding it impossible to express her gratitude in the cold northern tongue. Then, as the girl bent over her, a hand outstretched to say good-bye, she drew herself up into a sitting position, her eyes strained with the new anxiety that possessed her. 244 EARTH " What is it? " Diana's voice was gentle, seeing the mute question on the other's face. " Promise," begged Darrell's wife, " promise you will not tell ! not anyone . . . not a living soul, about . . . to-night." Weary and sick at heart, the girl nodded her head, fully aware that silence was the one shield, not only for the guilty woman herself, but to safeguard the honour of Rill, that strong motive that had under- lain each action of hers throughout, and had, in fact, been the source of all her courage that night. But she was at the snapping-point of her strength. The clear vision of an hour since had clouded before physical fatigue and the advance guard of that terrible depression she could no longer resist. Esterella reached out a trembling hand, and with the dramatic touch inseparable from her nature, laid it on a crucifix that hung with a rosary beside the bed. " Swear it !" her voice was shrill " swear it upon the cross ! " and she held out the ivory relic, so ever- lastingly symbolic of human suffering and doubt, looking up with wet eyes into the girl's sad face. Diana shivered suddenly, a prey to racked nerves. " I swear." She mastered a sudden overwhelming desire to cry, and with the pregnant words unknowingly sealed her fate. EARTH 245 CHAPTER XX WALTER MACLAREN retraced his steps across the square, a prey to angry thoughts that were not a little aug- mented by an inward craving for lunch. He had been prepared to give Diana every chance, magnanimously assuring himself that her extra- ordinary conduct of the night before had been but a childish freak, and not unwilling to seize the oppor- tunity of delivering a brotherly homily on the folly of Bohemian ways, and the necessity of invariably conforming to the rules of society. He did not set himself up for a saint, but he was orthodox on the " sub rosa " creed, and properly shocked, after the fashion of his nation, at any in- fringement of the statute of secrecy. There were "things a fellow could do" and "things a fellow couldn't " ; bat out and beyond all that was the necessity of keeping up a strict appearance of virtue. The mere thought of " naked truth " sent him shuddering for a ready-made cloak of conven- tion. But his admirably-prepared lecture had been ruined at the start by Diana's amazing refusal to discuss the matter. She had pointed out with un- flattering lucidity that she was in no way responsible to Walter for her conduct ; had neither denied nor admitted his accusation, but with an aplomb which 246 EARTH in reality arose from despair, but to the other's low intelligence looked uncommonly like guilt had dismissed her cousin at the sound of the luncheon- gong, unsatisfied morally and physically. A less innocent woman would have jumped at the chance he offered, and pandering to his vanity, purchased silence at the price. Not so Diana, sick at heart but honest as the day. Cousin Sophie was still confined to bed, mercifully unaware of anything unusual in the quiet house, for Diana's late return had happily synchronised with the crisis of an area flirtation on the housemaid's part, and she had been able to let herself in un- noticed, bolt and bar the heavy door, and, turning out the lights, creep silently to bed, leaving the amorous Susan in painful doubt not only regarding the hour of her young mistress' reappearance, but as to her exact knowledge of the presence of a man upon the premises. So that Walter's visit the morning after, and his evident mastery of the situation, had been a crush- ing blow to Diana, already worn out by a sleepless night of misery ; and she took no pains to conceal her old dislike of her cousin, nor her contempt for Sadie Wynton, whose name he unfortunately in- troduced into the affair. The thought that Sadie of all women ! should hold Diana's reputation with- in her malicious grasp was gall and wormwood to the girl, and in her hopeless resentment she did not spare young Maclaren's best beloved from the lash of her angry tongue. Walter had lost his temper, stating plainly what the world would say if the story got about, and for the first time the full realisation of what she had risked struck the girl, and was rendered still more painful by the side- lights thrown unsparingly by Walter on Eill and EARTH 247 his reputation with her sex a last proof to Diana of the worthlessness of the man she had learned to love. Now as the baffled mentor proceeded to his club he turned the matter over moodily in his mind. He had that intense distaste that all men feel for the chance of scandal round their womenfolk. And the thought that Diana Cottar, his cousin to use his own loose vernacular " was running off the rails " filled him with a personal discomfort quite remote from any real sorrow on her behalf. His own cousin ! his first cousin, for the matter of that one fourth part Bretherton, of the im- maculate ringlets fame it was enough to make a fellow sick ! Supposing Laing heard of it ? or the colonel himself ? And, anyhow, there was Sadie to deal with. He writhed at the thought of a slur on the family name. Wouldn't the general be furious ? This offered a remote touch of consolation. Stingy old beggar, serve him right ! He nourished the memory of an inability on the latter's part to meet a temporary loan. And Rill ? Here annoyance was blent with a faint admiration the tribute of youth to the glamour surrounding " the man of the world." And pondering upon it as he turned into Piccadilly, with a straightening of his shoulders and a surreptitious touch to his "latest" tie, it was inevitable that he should run straight into the arms of that sinner, emerging gaily from Solomon's, a bunch of roses in his hand. He greeted Walter with a careless nod, then, checking himself, stopped and asked for news of the Cottars. "Diana's back;" her cousin smiled maliciously, his near-set eyes on the other man's handsome face. 248 EARTH " I've just come from there. Hoped to see her last night, but she was out." Bill stifled a yawn, serene in his worldly armour, and having acknowledged the news, continued "You didn't go down to the polo yesterday, at Hurlingham, I mean? Very pretty work. I stayed on to dinner with Gervase Maule and his wife, but the place was almost deserted you'd never think it the season." He took off his hat with a glance at a passing victoria, and conscious of Walter's acquaintance with the "South Kensington Gazette" and the strength of this providential alibi, nodded again and was off, leaving Maclaren more hopelessly bewildered than before. "Well, I'm . . . damned! It's either a pukka lie, or else . . . ' He began to wonder if Diana had a double. But Rill's face was grave, and he quickened his steps, conscious of danger in the air around him. The touch of malice in the young man's voice had startled him, suggesting disastrous com- plications in a case already too obscure. Surely Diana could not have taken her cousin into her confidence? Rill knew how little real affection existed between the pair, and he finally dismissed the idea with a twisted smile at himself and the old proverb anent the guilty conscience. Nevertheless, he felt distinctly ill at ease as he passed down sun-dried Piccadilly, bending his foot- steps towards the Cottars' house. The soldier had passed through a night he would not lightly forget. Returning bored and sleepy from Hurlingham, his valet's stumbling explana- tions, with the knowledge that the two women had met face to face in his rooms, and Danby's EARTH 249 utter ignorance of the manner of their departure, presented a problem impossible to solve. The mere fact of Esterella's presence he dismissed with an angry shrug. She had already been there to tea, and although the lateness of the hour made it a sheer act of folly, he knew her unbalanced and excitable temperament, and put it down wearily to a sudden Bohemian freak and her apparent inability to grasp the conventions of English life. But Diana? whom he believed at Bath. Here was a mystery, difficult to explain and the horrible fact of her rinding the Italian apparently in pos- session ! What construction could she put upon the affair? And, more important still, what had passed between the two women up to the moment of their unwitnessed departure? He dreaded Esterella's disclosures, that even Diana's innocence could not be proof against, knowing himself to be guilty of deceiving them both if of no graver offence ! It was bad enough in all truth for DarreH's wife to outrage convention in that blatant way (for it did not occur to Rill that Esterella had seriously contemplated an elopement, and the torn telegram announcing her intention lay, with that other damning proof her letter to Jack in the pocket of Diana's coat), but that the young girl should visit his rooms at this unheard-of hour, alone and unannounced, was still more difficult to realise. Danby had added the last harrowing touch by recounting the sound of sobs overheard in the passage without, and of voices raised in anger or in grief, proving incontestably that his efforts to keep the two visitors apart had been singularly unsuccessful. All Rill's present solicitude centred round Diana. 250 EABTH For Esterella would always stir passion in mankind, but rarely chivalry, that quality indissolubly linked with inward respect ; and the man felt physically sick at the thought of the young girl's happy inno- cence exposed to the danger of enlightenment at the hands of the unscrupulous Italian. He knew by experience her utter lack of reticence, and that, once launched on the stream of violent emotion, her temperament would stop at nothing in its course, sweeping conventional decency aside in her absorb- ing vanity and egoism. What had she confided to Diana? How much had Diana learned ? And why, in the name of Heaven, had Diana appeared upon the scene at all ? As he turned up into the familiar square he blamed himself bitterly for his cowardice in shrink- ing from a definite break with Darrell's wife. But it is no easy matter for a man to draw back from a woman's love, and only brutal candour on the subject would have convinced Esterella, at the cost of her deep humiliation and the knowledge that she had thrown herself into the arms of a man who no longer desired her. Bill took it for granted that Diana, under the sting of disillusion, would reveal the secret engage- ment between them, and, picturing the Italian's fury, he saw himself with a sinking heart in the proverbial attitude of the possessor of two stools, irrevocably and permanently " left upon the ground ! " Armed with his present of flowers for the soldier had the old-fashioned notion that women are ever open to gentle bribery he rang the Cottars' bell, conscious that the luncheon-hour invariably found Diana at home. The day was warm, and the pane of glass behind the ironwork of the door was swung back to admit a current of air, and he could see EAKTH 251 right down into the hall to where the big gong stood outside the dining-room. At the sound of the bell a housemaid crossed the narrow stream of sunshine and disappeared, a silver dish in her hand, and through the drowsy silence he could hear her question her young mistress, and the answer in the well-known voice, cool and clear " Not at home." The edict startled him all the more as the in- terested Susan had supplemented her query with the statement " I think, miss, it's Major Rill." He drew himself up, straightening his broad shoulders as the door was opened, expressed his polite disappointment, and handed in the flowers with an impassive face ; then, a prey to moody thought, returned to his club for lunch, the second victim to hunger and vexation to be turned that morning from the Cottars' inhospitable threshold. Within the gloomy dining-room Diana stared at the flowers. In her nervous mood they seemed to her as the last insult to her intelligence ; and, rising from the table, she resisted a strong desire to throw them into the grate, and commenced anew that letter to the man which had already taxed her ingenuity "DEAR MAJOR RILL." (Her hand shook, and she took another sheet of paper and painfully traced the formal words.) " Please understand that our engagement is at an end. I do not think there is any need for further explanation. " Yours sincerely, " DIANA BATHURST COTTAR." She signed her name in full with a touch of 252 EAETH childish dignity. Kill, reading it later, felt an odd lump rise in his throat, realising the motive that impelled her. It hurt him more than the words themselves, that serious signature, replacing the gay scrawled " Di," and ringing the knell of their olden intimacy. But he was not the man calmly to face defeat. See Diana he would by fair means or foul ! In the depths of his heart he respected her for refusing him the house, but his obstinacy and determination were only augmented by it. He lunched alone, absorbed in thought. There was yet another interview to attempt where he might learn the truth, and bracing himself for a most unpleasant scene, he took a taxi to the Grosvenor Court Hotel. There the porter, after a wait that seemed inter- minable, informed him that Mrs. Darrell was ill and quite unable to receive. Check the second ! Rill swore under his breath But as the hour for tea drew near, back he went deliberately to the Cottars' house, his jaw set in a square image of obstinacy. Susan beamed upon him. This was the sort of suitor she liked, and her voice was full of respectful sympathy as she broke the distressing news : Miss Cottar was out. " But I think, sir," she stole a glance at the serious, handsome face, " she's gone round to the studio to tea with Miss Farrar." Rill smiled at the subtle suggestion. He had a happy manner with servants or rather, no manner at all, but was naturally at ease with them ; a fact that had made his men willing to die for him, nobly proved in the last action in which he was engaged. EAETH 253 Susan fluttered under the keen grey eyes. She added Diana's accustomed route, with the amend- ment that " that way he couldn't very well miss meeting her." Eill thanked her with a pleasant " Good-day," and turned away, refraining from a tip. For there is often more delicacy in accepting kindness as a gift than in immediately discharging the debt. But, ignoring the housemaid's hint, he went back to his rooms. It occurred to him that Diana might have written, and his patience was rewarded by the advent of the four-o'clock post and Danby, crushed and nervous, bearing the auspicious letter. Meanwhile Diana, feeling the need of fresh air, and anxious to escape from Cousin Sophie and her ripple of small-talk up in the closed room, redolent of eucalyptus and " charity flannel," had started out across the park for the distant studio. Miss Dacon's cold still occupied most of her attention, but the girl felt as if her secret were written upon her face, that nevertheless, in its rounded health and youth, showed little of what she suffered. But Ericsen with his shrewd blue eyes, accustomed to probe beneath the surface, and conscious of every curve and dimple and clear-cut line that built up the whole charming picture, started involuntarily when he met the girl at the entrance to the cluster of studios. "Hullo! Diana, you back again ?" His greeting, warm and eager, roused her from her painful thoughts. " Well, I'm glad." And her hand, meeting his, lingered, soothed by the firm clasp of those clever, nervous fingers. " Yes ; I got home last night." The colour mounted in her cheeks, and she went on hurriedly 254 EARTH avoiding his steady gaze" Father's better, I'm glad to say. He's been ill, you know, with bronchitis, at Bath." Her speech ran jerkily, unlike her usual spontaneous flow of chatter. Ericsen turned and walked beside her, sympathis- ing with her parent's illness and giving her time to collect her thoughts. " D'you think you could spare me a cup of tea ? " His voice was plaintive. " I'm as dry as . . ." he paused for inspiration, "The Licensing Bill," he concluded. Despite herself, Diana laughed. " Milly's out," Ericsen continued; "I looked in at the window, hoping for news of you, but the studio yawned like the darkest grave for the lack of a red head. A pity it's just missed it ... that copper glow." He rambled on in his vague happy fashion, as he stood aside for her to pass through the narrow door with its blistered paint, that, warped with the sun, required careful treatment. Once inside, he sniffed the air disgustedly. " Odd smell, isn't it ? Turpentine and patchouli." For Milly's one feminine weakness was a partiality for scent an insult to the sensitive nostrils of the artist. But Diana loyally denied it. " Patchouli? " she scoffed ; " more likely hair-oil of your own." She stared at his shaggy head, well- shaped, but innocent of parting. And off he went in his old tremendous laugh that shook the very rafters, the blue eyes joining in with their radiant gleam of mirth, the pointed red beard thrust forward, suggesting a pagan mask of comedy that mocked the modern world of saddened creeds and con- ventions. But Diana, her nerves quivering, shrank from the EARTH 255 well-remembered sound, realising suddenly the change in herself since last she had heard its chal- lenge, that infectious call for a merry laugh in return. She turned away sharply with a murmured excuse about the tea, and all the light died out of the artist's face. Something was wrong ; the girl was not the same. He opened his mouth to speak, then checked him- self, as through the haze outside he saw a figure approaching, and Bill lifted the latch of the little green gate. Instinctively he felt she must be warned, and assuming his lightest voice, his back turned to the girl busy over the tea-things " Here's your soldier-friend," he announced, "all spick and span as a daisy, not a man. I beg your pardon I oughtn't to have said that. It was the natural poetry of my nature welling up. He'd make a fine model a ' dying gladiator ' or ' Paul, kicking against the pricks.' I'd like him to sit for me." But the cup slipped from her nervous grasp and fell with a crash upon the floor. She made no effort to pick it up, but stood there stunned by the knowledge that there was no escape, with the curious lethargy of a trapped creature. Ericsen, turning abruptly at the noise, was startled by the expression of suffering on her face. He moved quickly across the room, the blue eyes tender with compassion. " You don't want to see him ? " He guessed her thought. " Then, by Bacchus ! you shan't." He towered beside her, lean and wiry, his quickly- aroused temper already thirsting for a " scrap." Bat Diana pulled herself together. 256 EAETH " I must." Her face was pale, but the look of panic had passed. The painter nodded his shaggy head, needing no explanation. " All right " his tone was perfectly matter-of- fact" I'll go." He picked up the battered straw hat and held out his hand towards her. " You might look in on your way home ; I've a picture to show you. I'm not going out any more, so you're sure to find me in. So long ! " And, having given her this gentle hint that the watchdog would be on guard, departed, forgetful of tea and all else before the tragedy he sensed. "There goes a good friend," said Diana solemnly; " and now " EARTH 257 CHAPTER XXI THE studio door was at the side, and Ericsen, with a last keen glance through the open window at the fast-approaching figure, slipped out quickly, but avoiding the patch of worn grass in front, turned sharply to the right and, with an odd sense of shame at this hole-in the-corner conduct, waited patiently, wedged into the space between the rear wall and another block of premises, until Rill should have entered the building. It was so unlike his nature to dodge and creep about, that he could not resist a smile at his own expense, but he felt instinctively it was not the moment for another man to appear upon the scene, and he wished to give the pair the full benefit of privacy. As soon as the door was shut it would be easy for him to slip across to his own quarters unperceived, but he shrank, fastidiously, from meet- ing Rill on the very threshold of the girl's studio. The plan born on the impulse of the moment was doomed to failure. Rill knocked twice, and receiving no answer, boldly opened the door. Too boldly indeed, for it had a habit of sticking against the uneven floor, and under the soldier's determined onslaught it fell back on its hinges with an ominous scraping sound, and remained widely ajar, rickety but immovable. s 258 EAETH In vain Rill tugged and swore under his breath, conscious that Diana stood before him at the open window, her back deliberately turned in his direc- tion, the sunshine playing on her hair. It was not the moment for hesitation, and his nerves strung to the utmost, with a sharp glance at the empty silence without, he left the door to its own devices and moved forward into the room, little thinking that beyond the angle of the wall, Ericsen, cramped and furious, was cursing softly to himself, seeing his road of escape cut off. But there was worse to follow. For just above the artist's head a narrow window had been intro- duced, mainly for ventilating purposes, and was now swung open to its full extent, adding to his other torments that of unavoidably hearing all that passed within. He dared not risk a sudden bolt across the open door, and furious with himself and doubly so with Rill, he stuck his fingers resolutely in his ears, his elbows pinned to his side in the narrow retreat, determined to spare himself this, the crowning humiliation of spying upon them. But no mere mortal could stand for long the strain of such a position. His arms ached and his head began to swim, and at length, realising the hopeless nature of the task, he began to reason it out and take comfort in the fact that neither Diana nor the man could dream of his hidden presence, and that he had thank God ! a still tongue in his head. And at this conclusion his arms fell tingling to his sides, and with a sudden sense of noise the reaction from enforced deafness he heard Rill say, in tones of stubborn entreaty " It's not fair play, Diana. You can't condemn a man unheard." EARTH 259 Despite his anxiety, Ericsen smiled, knowing that the'soldier had hit on the oue argument that the girl, with her sporting instincts, was bound to recognise. And after a moment's pause, his theory proved correct. " Very well," her clear voice was clouded with a flat and hopeless note. " Say what you have to say." She added, with true feminine logic, " Not that it makes any difference." Rill cleared his throat. " I want to ask you a question first. You must remember I am entirely in the dark. Why did you come to see me last night, at that unheard-of hour ? " At the unexpected remark, the unwilling listener started, utterly astounded, and the girl herself turned quickly, stung by the suggestion of the words. But Rill knew what he was about. This was not by any means his first court-martial, though never before had he occupied the position of prisoner in the dock, and he felt, even at the cost of wounding the girl he loved, he must wrest from her the key of the mystery and know exactly where he stood. " Because . . ." Diana's face was the colour of flame, and she stammered as she spoke, re- membering Walter's views on the subject, " being engaged ... I thought . . . surely . . . I had the right to come to you in such grave, grave trouble. Father was away " she caught her breath " and there was no one else. I know it was late," her shamed voice went to Ericsen's heart, " but I couldn't help that it was past ten o'clock when I got to the hotel, and there wasn't a cab anywhere. I had to walk . . . But I'd/ promised Jack I'd see his wife that night." A ray of light illuminated the darkness of the soldier's brain. 260 EARTH "I see you went round to the Darrells' flat and found them out. But what on earth was the trouble the trouble you came to see me about? " Then, as she answered nothing, gazing at him in speechless pain and amazement, hurt by the agony of reproach he divined, he went on coldly " Did you expect to find Mrs. Darrell at my flat?" " Never ! " All the vehement anger and shame, the wounded loyalty of her soul, was in the utterance. " Neither did I," said Bill. The ring of truth in the harshly- spoken words was unmistakable, and Ericsen felt a sudden newborn sympathy for the man fighting his way through this tangle of evidence. But Diana, know- ing the deadly string of facts she held, met the statement with a passionate mistrust. "I don't believe you! " She flung the gauntlet down, her voice full of a deadly scorn that roused Bill's temper, but she checked him with a gesture. " Please read this " there came a pause " and this . . ." Ericsen could only guess that a letter had passed between them; but as he pieced together the torn halves of the telegram, Bill, a prey to angry curiosity, deciphered the words aloud "Can bear this life no longer. Am coming to you to-night Esterella." An exclamation broke from his lips, startled and incredulous. " Where did you find this ? " Unconsciously, under the spur of danger, his voice took on a ring of command. " On the table in your room." She flung the answer back, a crimson patch on either cheek. " I EAKTH 261 did not open it, but once it was done " loyally she refrained from mentioning the culprit's name " I thought it better not to leave it about for your servant to read." In the midst of his rage, Kill marvelled at her unquenchable spirit, but he could not restrain his bitter tongue. "Thank you," his voice was dry; "and this?" He turned over the other document, wondering what further blow was in store. " Pinned to Jack Darrell's glass." She could not meet his eyes, but turned away as he read the incriminating words aloud. " Phew ! " He took a deep breath, realising the evidence to be overwhelming. " Also removed by you out of consideration for the servants? " Back came Diana's answer like an arrow from the bow " No ; out of consideration for an honest man." '' Myself ? " The devil prompted the word. " Hardly ! " Oh, the scorn of it ! "I mean Jack Darrell." Her temper had risen to her assistance, for the moment drowning pain all the fighting instincts of her race roused within her by the cynical attitude of Kill. " And having found it there, and removed it, may I ask what you did next ? " She went on simply with her story, her head high, her eyes steadily fixed on the man's sullen face. " I tidied up the room the trunk and general muddle, I mean and turned the lights out and left, hoping nobody would know things were wrong." " Why?" Kill watched her curiously. 262 EAKTH " I was so sorry for Jack. That's why I came to you. He had to be told by someone and I knew that you were . . . had been " she stumbled for the first time, nervously " his best friend," she concluded. There came a heavy pause. Ericsen in his hiding-place groaned inaudibly. If she had aimed at revenge she could not have found a more deadly weapon of speech. " My God ! " The words were wrung from Rill, pierced through all the armour of his cynical defence. "And you came to me . . . and found her there in my rooms? " He turned away, unable to meet the honest hazel eyes. Diana nodded her head, for the moment incap- able of words. " Damn her ! " He set his teeth in a vain effort to master his fury and resentment. " Go on." He dared not look at the girl. But had he done so he would have seen a change upon her face. His evident bewilderment and the pain he could no longer disguise had sent a tiny ray of hope into her quick brain. Was it possible there could be some mistake? Surely if he had been a guilty partner in the intrigue the news would not have staggered him in the way it did. And if he loved Esterella, where was his solicitude ? his chivalrous defence? If the truth must be told her boyish spirit had leaped at the sound of that hearty " Damn ! " embodying disgust where she had feared desire. And she was too ignorant of life to know that there is no hate deeper than the one that rises, phoenix-like, from the ashes of a worn-out love. But Ericsen, who trusted only to the evidence of his ears, waited anxiously for the sound of her voice EARTH '263 in answer to Rill's repeated command, and when it came with a softer note, a less deliberate calm, he wondered not a little at the change. " I heard someone sobbing in the room beyond. And at last I opened the door. When . . . she . . . saw me she fainted. I brought her round and she cried a lot " (Oh, the childish innocence of the recital!) ; "and then I took her home back to the flat and helped her into bed . . . and and I think . . . that's all." Quite suddenly her strength gave out and she covered her face with her hands. Rill took a step forward, then checked himself, biting his lips until the blood came through. "And you did all this . . . alone, to save another woman?" Almost unconsciously the words escaped him, awe and incredulity struggling in his voice. " No." The muffled answer, impelled by des- perate honesty, was marked by a heavy sob. Ericsen beat his fists against the hard wall. "The fool," he choked; "the purblind British fool ! " " For Jack ? " Overwhelmed by the courage and common sense that had saved the situation, he yet felt a sudden sharp jealousy at the thought. But Diana turned, lifting a tear-stained face, all her soul shining through the anguished hazel eyes. " Oh, Tony, Tony . . . can't you under- stand ? What did anything matter but you you . . . your honour . . . ? " She broke into a flood of passionate tears, stung to the heart by his want of comprehension, rocking upon her feet where she stood facing the man who loved her and yet dared not come to her assistance. "Diana! " The cry broke from him, harsh with 264 EARTH the intensity of his suffering and the knowledge of his own unworthiness. For truth had torn the veil from his eyes at last, and he saw to the depths of the heart laid bare before him and realised, too late, what he had won, and lost ! the inestimable treasure of a good woman's love ; that love that could sink all material considerations for the safe-guarding of spiritual ones, and finding the lover utterly untrue should yet summon all its strength to bear on the salvation of his honour. " Oh, my dear . . . my dear ! " his voice broke and he went on huskily, " I didn't know, be- lieve me, I didn't know all this . . . I've been to blame, damnably, but I tried to get away . to run straight at the end." He found it impossible to explain, to lay the whole mad enterprise on the erring woman's shoulders, stung by the fact of past conduct and the knowledge of his own weakness and what might indeed have happened had Diana not ventured upon the scene. With the lightning insight that comes at such poignant minutes in life he saw, too, down to the depths of the abyss from which the girl had saved him and pictured himself irrevocably bound to a light and worthless woman, ostracised by society, a stain upon the record of his regiment and banished to the doubtful fever-spots of Europe, sinking lower and lower into the trough of the dishonoured. And out of the immeasurable deep, where gratitude and reverence stirred within him, love rose at last not that easy mixture of affection and desire which he had deemed sufficient as a basis for married life, but the pure gift from above, new-born and frail as yet, feeling its fragile wings but incontestably bear- EARTH 265 ing them, no longer a creature of earth a love that was to become the absorbing strength of his life. " Can't you forgive, Diana ? Isn't there . . . one more chance ? ' Ericsen, sensitive to the core, felt a lump rise in his throat at the broken entreaty of the voice ; and the tiny ray of hope in the girl's brain quickened, as she looked back into the grey eyes that were all the world to her. " You didn't know ? You mean you didn't ex- pect . . . her . . . last night ? " She felt desperately she must have the point made clear. " I swear it," said Bill gravely. He held out his hands towards her. "Diana . . . child " " But the letter ? ... the letter to Jack ? It wasn't true . . . what she said ? " Rill coloured up to the parting of his hair. He could not lie to Diana, neither was it possible to explain. "Not . . . exactly." His voice was strained. Ericsen, realising his difficulty, writhed in his narrow trap, cursing the scheme of innocence, the keynote of Diana's education and which, at the supreme moment of her life, forbade confidence between herself and the man she loved. For with a hurt cry the girl turned, shocked by what she deemed an equivocal reply. "No, no . . . no!" She thrust him from her, as he bent over the low wicker-chair, where she had taken refuge, feeling indeed that she could stand no longer on her feet. "Leave me . . . for mercy's sake. If you have any pity, go ! " Her face was deathly pale and the room swam before her eyes. But, cruel in his own defence, Rill stood there 266 EAKTH looking down upon her, seeking in vain a road of escape from this painful impasse. He had the horrible remorse of a man who has struck a child. She looked so young and fragile, with the dark shadows under her half-closed eyes, and the glossy hair forming a background for the sad white face. "Then . . . it's really good-bye! You won't forgive me, Diana ? " He had to stoop his head to catch the words to where, crushed and weary, she crouched in the deep arm-chair, her face buried in her hands, like a wounded creature that fears the glare of day. " I can't," said Diana, faintly, honest to the end. EAETH 267 CHAPTER XXII FOILED of its accustomed round of gaiety by the edict of mourning, society fell back on charitable enterprise as an excuse for display. A big bazaar was announced at the Eitz, where the stall-holders, laying aside their sable attire, emerged, all the brighter for their long melancholy, in picturesque costumes purporting to represent the different centuries and their feminine fashions. A great feature of the afternoon, the excellently- staged tableaux had drawn together all the survivors of the fashionable world, and among the crowd of pretty girls forming a background to the married women who had assumed the leading parts, Diana Cottar, by virtue of an old promise, found herself enrolled. Ericsen had designed her dress, a pale leaf-green in colour, draped, Grecian style over a lower one of cinnamon. And with her bare white arms and slender sandalled feet, her dark head bound by a wreath of oak-leaves, where acorns cunningly peeped forth, she looked to the artist like a spirit of the woods some Dryad stealing from a sacred grove to listen for the music of the great god Pan, and bear- ing ever in her eyes that hint of pain, the bewilder- ment of a wild creature brought face to face with a sudden knowledge of death. - 268 EARTH Only Ericsen, tender and compassionate, held the secret of the trouble she tried so hard to hide, but never by the slightest sign did he betray himself. Skilfully, obstinately, he had forced her into work, that " good work " that he had himself suggested long since, and by experience proved to be "the next best thing to love." And Diana threw herself into it feverishly, pro- fiting by her parents' absence to spend long hours at the studio over the way, where the painter still lingered, contrary to custom, deaf to the call of the sea and the open country beyond, but true to his creed of brotherhood that forbade his deserting a soul in sore distress. And ever and anon he preached in jerky, im- pressive fragments his doctrine of forgiveness, those broader sympathies that lead to understanding, and can overleap evil to reach the gates of truth. For he had made up his mind that Diana should marry Rill. Through all the worldly veneer he had probed down to the depths beneath the soldier's pride. Here was a man with all his faults ! but a man notwithstanding. And since she loved him and he loved her, no petty consideration should keep the pair apart. The lover had sinned, doubt- less (the injustice to Diana hurt the artist more than any lapse from virtue !), but who could gauge the strength of another soul's temptation? Or judge without a surer knowledge of circumstance? Many a time Diana wondered atEricsen's intuition. She would have liked to tell him the whole sad story, so sure was she of his sympathy, but her promise to Esterella forbade the confidence that would have eased her heart and the puzzled brain for ever working at the problem and finding no solution. Were men all oad ? she brought it down EARTH 269 to this all faithless and indifferent ? Or was Anthony Rill a monster among his kind ? Had he ever loved her? Or loved Darrell's wife? She faced a species of mental bigamy with a grow- ing horror and incredulity. Why were girls brought up to believe in men? to look forward to betrothal and marriage as a golden dream, evolved from faith and happiness and mutual understanding ? " Until death do us part ! " Yet one brief month of engagement had brought Diana this ! The nightmare of it obsessed her, this second great failure of her life. For her first was un- doubtedly her position at home. In some un- accountable way she had lost her mother's love; and now, swiftly, Rill's. There must be some- thing wrong; some great want in herself. Mor- bidly she began a system of self-analysis, criticis- ing her speech, her thoughts, and even her appearance. From this slough of despond Ericsen pulled her roughly. "I won't have a lazy pupil," he would cry. And once, when he found her idly dreaming over an unfinished task, to her intense indignation and his own subsequent repentance he took her bodily and shook her ! With a touch of Jesuitry entirely foreign to his nature he told himself that the end justified the means. Oddly enough, it put her on her mettle, and the friendship strengthened with the inevitable reconciliation. But for a whole day Diana stayed in her studio, and Ericsen, moody and remorseful, glowered into the dusty space dividing them. As the sun went down upon his wrath he decided to risk rebuff and conscious that Milly had pre- 270 EAETH viously departed, thrust his shaggy head in at the open window of the girl's studio. Diana, surprised at the sudden apparition, had no time to conceal her work, and the quick eyes of the painter fell upon the sketch at which she had been busy since their stormy parting overnight. At the sight he could not resist a chuckle, that after a moment, in which the girl, self-convicted, stood red and confused before him, turned into a criticism of pure enthusiasm. For he beheld a caricature of himself, so perfect in its composition, so true to life the head thrown back in a great gust of laughter, the satyr-like chin with its pointed rusty beard thrust out at the well- known angle, the blue eyes dancing, and even the detail of a missing tooth adhered to that it seemed to the man that a mirror stood before him, portray- ing the living image of himself. "By Bacchus it's fine! May I come in?" Already he had forgotten that any trouble lay be- tween them, and as he stooped over her, lost in genuine admiration, Diana felt ashamed that for a moment she could have misjudged her friend. " You don't mind ? " Her voice was shy, pleased by his word of praise. " Of course, it's an awful caricature." " H'm ! " Ericsen smiled. " I should call it a portrait. You don't flatter your sitters, though. At this rate, you won't make money, my dear." His eyes travelled slowly over the detail, noting it. " Even to the missing jewel ! " His voice was so dr61e that Diana laughed, re- membering the old joke. For, years ago, in a fight, he had lost one of his front teeth a fact that had little concerned him in his indifference to appearance ; but owing to pres- EABTH 271 sure on the part of a fair friend he had given in at last, and placed himself in the hands of the local dentist. Diana, hunting for chalk, had found the trophy in a Toby jug, among some plaster casts ; for once having stilled the lady's tongue no power on earth would induce Ericsen to fill the accustomed gap. His excuses were simple and to the point. " It quarrels with my pipe and besides, I never wear jewellery." And the happily unconscious dentist in the sleepy west-country town still mentions with pride as a patient the " great John Ericsen." " I'll sit to you to-morrow ; that's wrong . . . and that . . ." he pointed an unerring finger at its faults, "and then we'll send it to a beauty show and walk in for the prize." Diana laughed gaily and their eyes met, fenced for a moment with each other, conscious of un- uttered words but full of the old bon-camaraderie. " And I think we're quits now." He held out his well-shaped hand, with a laughing nod towards the caricature " See you to-morrow at ten. Oh, about that design for the 'Garden of Sleep' picture? It's too ornate ; you mustn't forget the poppies I want the rest neutral as simple in line, too, as possible . . ." For, glad of an opportunity to foster the dormant vanity of the girl, Ericsen had overcome his invin- cible contempt for society and had reappeared, to the vast surprise of many, on the committee-list of the fashionable bazaar. Leaving the more arduous duties of stage-man- agement to a well-known actor, he appropriated the colour scheme of the tableaux, keeping Diana well employed sketching designs searching for materials, 272 EARTH and, best of all, visiting in his sympathetic company galleries and private collections, barred from the general public, but yielding to the magic of the master's name. She was to appear in three of the eight tableaux. Diana did not guess how much she owed the fact to Ericsen's diplomacy nor with what pains he manosuvred to secure his little friend the full meed of public admiration. " That's what she wants now just bolstering up and told she's good to look upon." He guessed her sense of failure, the deadly blow that had stunned all vanity. And now as the auspicious moment dawned and the packed room, full of a gay and interested crowd, waited for the first of the promised pictures, he had slipped away, round to the back of the hall where, free from observation, he could criticise the result of his labour of love. He wedged himself into an empty seat between a fashionable lady's-maid and a struggling dressmaker already taking notes of the costumes of the great. The curtain rose smoothly with a little stir in the crowded room. It was a " Masque of Spring " staged with a luxury that promised little for that minor outlook, a surplus of funds for the charity. In the hot air a cool breath seemed to waft from the marble court with its tiny fountain where the water rose and fell, and, sweeping across the wealth of blossom, scented, delicious, steal into the faces of the delighted audience. The handsome woman who had appropriated the r61e of presiding goddess (suggesting "Summer" to the kind, and " Autumn " to the critical) lay in diaphanous draperies on the rose-strewn couch, EAETH '273 raised high in the centre of the scene against a sea and sky of /Egean blue. At her feet, kneeling, a pretty fair-haired girl (far more suggestive of " Spring " !) was offering a tribute of flowers, white-robed and graceful, her blue eyes wavering between a half-hearted allegi- ance to mature loveliness before her and the gay luring glance of a shepherd boy, piping merrily, with goatskin thrown over one stalwart shoulder a picturesque figure in the background. At the base of the marble steps, slender and sweet, Diana waited her turn, her whole soul bent on perfect immobility, lips parted in a smile born of Ericsen's last command, and in her arms a bough of green the first tender leaves of the young beech- tree, blended with a fragrant branch of laburnum, heavy with bloom. Against the kneeling figure in white and the rose- coloured draperies of the older woman, she seemed a creature apart : something so fresh and virginal in her garment of green, the dark head, crowned with its chaplet of oak, held high with the old fearless- ness, that Ericsen sighed, stirred anew by the spell of her youthful charm. Here was the Diana of his artist dreams, classic, eternal chastely free from all modern taint of artificiality. He turned his head away with an odd feeling of regret. She was not for him save in the spirit of brotherhood. And his eyes fell on a man standing in the shadows by the further door. Something tense in his attitude, the gaze riveted on the figure of the girl, the clean-shaven mouth firmly set as though the silent figure were under strong restraint, moved Ericsen's interest, and with a start he recognised Anthony Kill. Down came the curtain amidst a murmur of T 274 EABTH regret, and the applause broke out and died away in chatter. Absorbed in his discovery, Ericsen leaned back in his chair, following put a subtle train of thought. On his right the fashionable lady's-maid was im- parting information to her neighbour, with the superiority of the Mayfair habituee to a new re- cruit from the country, ignorant of the performers' names. "Indeed," bleated the latter, "that's very in- teresting ! engaged to the young gentleman in the furry coat with the Pimch-and-Judy whistle . . . and a title, too you don't say so ! " The maid from the provinces was vastly fluttered. " And the young lady in green ? " " She's the daughter of a General Sir Somebody I forget the exact name. They don't go out much," she sniffed ; " but they're ' quite nice,' I believe. Lady Cottar, that's it comes to milady's parties. Not the very best, perhaps, but the big crushes. And her daughter too . . ."she paused, " up to now." She added the amendment with a curious smile. " She's very pretty," the other ventured, but, receiving no encouragement, covered the remark with, " though I don't admire them dark." She put up a shabbily-gloved hand to her own fair locks, and tightened an aggressive fringe-net. Her neighbour, whose beady eyes missed nothing, gave a tine display of grey suede gloves, somewhat too small, but just possible owing to a mathematical inaccuracy in the fastening arrangements ; and con- scious of great condescension, continued " ' Pretty is as pretty does ' is my motto. I can't say I admire Miss C. And there's queer stories about." EARTH 275 " Well, I never ! " The country mouse pricked her ears, eager to absorb the famous wickedness of town. " Looking, too, as if butter wouldn't melt in her mouth ! " "Perhaps it's all gossip one never knows." The elder Abigail smoothed her black-edged handkerchief with annoying hesitation. " In mourning? " inquired the other sympatheti- cally, too nervous to ask outright for more of the story. "For the King," said her companion. She drew up a sigh from the capacious depths of her tight silk bodice. "A sad business," she resumed. "Milady felt it cruel, with two daughters to present, and their trains all made and the courts cancelled." " Dear, dear, what a dreadful expense ! " A pause. "And about the young lady the one in green?" For valour had gotten the better part of discretion ! "Oh . . . that? Just a mere cancan, as the French say." But she yielded to her new friend's beseeching glance. " Mr. Bingham heard the ladies talking over their coffee the other evening it were, after a dinner- party up in milady's boudoir. He's our second footman, and generally most reliable, so I think it must be true. But still," she shrugged her plump shoulders, " I'm one of the old-fashioned kind as never stoops to gossip, and it may be wrong, or again it may be right." The country mouse's eyes were popping out of her head, a proceeding that seemed facilitated by the tightness of her hair, and the raconteur relented. " Well, it seems she was seen, actually seen, you know . . ." (the bell for the curtain rang), "at mid- 276 EAETH night, a-coming-out-of-'er-lover's-rooms." She ran the words together violently, as the new tableau lay revealed before them. " Sh ! Here's another," she bent forward, peering at the performers. " That's Lady Mary Dirke, the Cabinet Minister's wife, in pink she always wears that shade with the wonderful rope of pearls." " And the dark gentleman, with ain't that funny ? a white lock on one side of his head ? " "That's Sir Derrick Kilmarny. It's an old story. He's always about with her, and the husband don't seem to mind. They do say he's going to marry the cousin the youngest Miss Chesney, her with the red hair but Mr. Bingham who's by way of being a wit says that's Lady Mary's notion to keep him in the family ! " The country mouse tittered. "It all sounds . . . very snug." (Delightful, this peep-show into the vices of the great.) " And what is the name of the gentleman as is mixed up with the other young lady ? " "Ah! . . . there you have me !" She spread the suede hands out indulgently. " It was a Major Something-or-other, but I can't recall it just now." The younger woman sighed. She had promised herself the luxury of imparting her bit of gossip to her own lady that evening in that mellow moment due to the hypnotism of hair-brushing. For many a slander grows from a tiny seed of suspicion planted in the hotbed of the servants' hall, nursed and matured by that strange world below-stairs that worships and sneers simultaneously, copying and yet despising the follies of those above. EARTH 277 Luckily for Ericsen's piece of mind, he had slipped away before the culminating enlightenment of the story, when the whispered names of the actors might have set him upon his guard. The modern scene, in which Dirke's handsome wife pre-eminently figured, was to be followed by the " Garden of Sleep," over which the artist had spent so much time and trouble, and he wished to be near at hand to give the last directions and make sure no detail had been omitted. As he pushed his way through the crowd of men, who, failing suitable seats, stood blocked together in the aisle, he again became aware of the proximity of Bill, talking quietly to a tall grey-haired man in his angle of the door. " I must be off directly. I only looked in for a minute on my way to the station." The grey-haired man nodded. " Going out of town ? You're wise it's getting insupportable." " Out of town? Well, yes ! " Rill laughed, raising his voice, as the curtain fell, above the noise of applause. " I'm off to the West Coast, almost at once. There's an expedition afloat, Congo way the Geographical Society are running it and the chance of big game and a sort of longing to get out of all this . . ."he waved his hand with an impatient gesture to include the scented, frivolous crowd " made it too tempting to refuse." His eyes wandered down his programme, searching for Diana's name, and he added, " Know that part of the world'? " " No only the Cape. Pretty unhealthy, isn't it?" " Not with proper precautions so I'm told. 278 EARTH Anyhow, one must risk something anywhere and the sport's top-hole." The grey-haired man measured him approvingly. ' Do you good." He grunted. " Wish I were going too." A note of envy sounded in his husky voice. Rill smiled, knowing the suggestion impossible. " There's still room for another, but you'll have to hurry up. I'm going down to Gatacre's to-night to meet the rest of the expedition." " And what about my wife? " Their eyes met, and into Rill's tired face crept a faint new spark of understanding. For they were old friends, and he knew that the man before him was one of the lucky few to whom marriage had brought companionship that rarer thing than passion. Ericsen, as he hurried on, deaf to siren voices that murmured his name, had heard enough to realise Rill's intention. "Going away?" He checked a first feeling of disappointment. " On a man's job, too perhaps it's for the best . . . give her time to think." He twisted round behind the scenes, and added, with his inevitable touch of humour that balance to emotion that saved him from sentimentality " Must be a pleasant relief to a fellow crossed in love to empty an elephant gun into a charging rhinocerous ! I believe I could hit that myself." For shooting was not his forte. He had a natural distaste for the taking of life and the inevitable hunting down of a creature in most cases smaller than himself. To deal out death in a wanton spirit was to defile the shrine of beauty ; and although he was only too willing to pit himself against a fellow-man, EARTH 279 the thought of a blood-stained pheasant, but a few minutes since proud in its exquisite plumage and instinct with the grace of life, a part and parcel of that nature he adored, was to fill him with a sense of horror akin to crime. Big game could hardly come under this category. The chances were more equal, and he approved of Rill's decision, and felt a touch of distinct relief that DarreU's wife would be debarred the possi- bility of any further intrigue. Far preferable his consoling himself with a tiger ! So the artist summed it up as he met Diana issuing from her dressing-room, prepared for the new scene. He kept his information, however, strictly to him- self. This was not the time nor the place for the girl's enlightenment. She greeted him anxiously, her face flushed with excitement. "Will I do ? " and not waiting for his reply, ran on : " They're putting those banks of flowers too near the front. Do stop them at once ; we shall never all squeeze in. I shall have to fly as soon as my next turn's over ; mother's coming home to-day from Bath did I tell you ? Walter's gone to meet her at the station, but I want to be back. I only heard this morning." " Then you won't stay here for tea ? " Ericsen looked disappointed, for they had promised themselves the pleasant aftermath of talk which so adds to a day's entertainment. " I can't. I'm so sorry but you see how it is. And daddy's not returning ; he's gone down into Somersetshire, to fish with an old friend, so she'll be all alone." " Good girl," Ericsen chuckled ; " why, I don't believe you ever break a commandment." But 280 EARTH Diana was not attending. She was feeling some- what aggrieved. Despite the success of the moment, a faint anxiety possessed her. Her easy popularity seemed suddenly on the wane. It was almost as though people avoided her, and the coldness of Lady Mary's barely per- ceptible bow could not be disregarded, even in this moment of excited competition, when each fair performer had thoughts for herself alone. The call-bell rang, and gathering up the sheaf of brilliant flowers, she tried to throw off her touch of doubt and depression, conscious of being the central figure in the coming scene. But she could not utterly dispel the shadow that had fallen upon her. And the vision that Anthony Rill was haunted by, over miles of changing seas, was the memory of an upturned face, troubled and sweet, seeking with a note of pain in the beautiful clear eyes for the heart of a mystery, ever elusive, for a happiness that held no hope of fulfilment, even in that garden of poppies and of dreams. EARTH 281 CHAPTER XXIII LADY COTTAR was very tired. She had a peculiar horror of travelling; a feeling of imprisonment in the narrow carriage, and her nerves fretted against the know- ledge that she was being carried along by a move- ment she was powerless to check. Out of it all she evolved an unpleasant night- mare, and not even her sense of duty, that made the journey a necessary one, could stave off the splitting headache that invariably was the result. She was thankful to see Walter's tall figure on the platform at Paddington, and to give herself over into his charge whilst he issued orders in his high voice to a dull-eyed porter, and announced cheerily that he " had a taxi waitin'." Mindful of his young dignity, she reserved all show of affection until they were comfortably on their homeward way ; then, lifting her lace veil, scrutinised lovingly this nephew of hers, who, spotless and conventional, came up to the best of the Bretherton ideals. "You're looking well, I'm glad to see ; " she laid her slender hand affectionately on his. " It's very nice of you to come and meet your old aunt." Walter " pecked " gaily. "Old? You speak like decrepitude on crutches ! May your shadow never grow less ! or more that's the difficulty nowadays, I believe." And he looked 282 EAKTH back with real admiration at the elegant woman beside him, who had, in truth, that distinguished grace that negatived all suggestion of age. Realis- ing that beneath her pride she craved for demons- trative affection a fact that Diana had never yet appreciated he leaned towards her, kissing the pale cheek with a warmth that brought a delicate flush of pleasure to her face. " Dear boy . . ." She sank back happily into the corner of the carriage, and proceeded to tell him her little budget of news. " Your uncle left by the early train. He's gone to fish with the Strangeways, down in Somersetshire, and I only hope he won't catch his death of cold men are so imprudent." Lady Cottar sighed. " It would have been much better for him to return with me, but he's growing very stubborn in his old age. What between his deafness and his increasing reluctance to listen to sound advice, I find my burden of responsibility anything but a light one." Walter nodded. Truth to tell, his thoughts were already wandering back to that extraordinary good luck of his, and the secret he was longing to impart to his aunt. Only nervousness checked his doing so at once. He was not quite sure what Lady Cottar thought of Sadie Wynton, and his face darkened as he remembered Diana's prejudices. Meanwhile his companion had been pursuing a line of meditation of her own, the subject-matter matrimony, and now continued gently in her tired, high voice. " The Darrells saw me off, despite the rain. Now, there's a happy couple, if you like ! quite charming to see in these . . . disunited times." " The Darrells? " Walter woke from his dream. EARTH 288 " Yes. They were staying at our hotel. We moved down there for the last week, you know, as the food got so wearisome in those rooms. And Mrs. Darrell arrived from town on the same day, to join her husband. They've taken a house near Bath, such a pretty place, right up on the hills. We drove over on Sunday to look at it, and it really was quite touching to see the young couple's pleasure : his anxiety that she should like it, and the pretty way she entered into all his plans, and seemed quite willing to bury herself down in the country with her young husband a real romance." Walter glanced up in some surprise at his aunt's evident interest in the pair. " You like Mrs. Darrell ? " Lady Cottar temporised, conscious of the young man's curiosity. " I think she's greatly improved. Of course, one can see she is not . . . exactly ... in his class, ana a. can't say I care for foreigners but I think she honestly tries to live up to his standard and to do her duty, which always appeals to my respect. There is no doubt about her devotion one would take them for a honeymoon couple ! and I really felt tempted to give her a hint not to spoil her husband in the way she does. But you never know nowadays how young people will take advice. She looks ill, poor woman. . . ." Lady Cottar paused, and added enigmatically, " But perhaps it is all for the best." Then, with a little air of dismissing the subject, continued, " How very wet the streets are ! You must have had a great deal of rain ? " Walter smiled. He knew his aunt's methods, and that this was the nearest approach she would make to a subject on the borderland of her conception of decorum. The news of the Darrell menage much 284 EAKTH amused him, and he wondered if Rill had received his conj6 from the beautiful Italian, indignant at the rumours afloat regarding the soldier and Diana. For despite all his care the story had got about to such an extent, and with such varied embroidery of detail, that Sadie herself had been alarmed, and searching desperately for someone to screen herself behind had offered up Mrs. Maxeter on the altar of friendship. Inviting Walter to tea, the girl had confessed, with tears of mortification in her pretty eyes, that in an unguarded moment she had let the secret fall in the elder woman's hearing, and that the latter, deliberately breaking her word, had repeated it out- side the walls of the little flat. The result had been a quarrel, short but vindictive, and the pair were now as desperate foes as they had once been friends. Sadie feared with clasped hands and an adorable upward glance towards the listening youth she very much feared that the lady of the villa was paying off old scores that dated from Hyeres days, and sowing the scandal broadcast over town. Here a few tears fell enough to brighten with- out reddening the pathetic eyes and completed the naive confession. And seeing her thus, his proud and radiant Sadie, pleading for mercy at his very feet, Walter had dared the step that for a long time he had contemplated in his heart. Sadie had listened to his avowal with downcast eyes that hid the shrewd workings of the brain behind. Here was a veritable tower of strength in the hour of need. To be engaged to Walter was to be freed from all possibility of suspicion. The scandal could not come home to roost. Moreover, it need not lead to marriage. EARTH 285 If anything better turned up? Well, there were ways and means ! And an engagement with the young guardsman, nephew to Sir John Cottar and only son of Mr. Maclaren the well-known lawyer, was quite a passable victory over other girls, to say nothing of the fun it would be to force Diana's hand and enter the charmed circle hitherto debarred her. Her mind was speedily made up, and Walter descended the long flight of stairs that led to the fourth floor flat a fatuous and deliriously-triumphant " engaged man." For Sadie had had a fright. She had told her story for once in the wrong quarter, and the re- cipient had gently pointed out how simple are the ways of the law the difference between gossip and libel and the punishment for the latter all in such a happy detached fashion, that Sadie had shivered in her shoes, and had fallen back on Mrs. Maxeter as her original informant. The only scrap of truth in her new story was her break with the married woman, but from a totally different cause namely, Mrs. Maxeter's appropria- tion of Clayton Giles. He was one of those happy-go-lucky married men to be found at every party, who are popularly be- lieved to have a delicate wife, or a wife who drinks, or a wife with an endless family an ambiguous ex- planation that allows the man a vast field for social usefulness. It also permits undisturbed flirtation, shorn of the danger (to himself) of " definite intentions," and induces him to give gay little bachelor parties and extract small doses of sympathy from indulgent elderly hostesses. As a matter of fact Mrs. Clayton Giles was any- thing but a myth. She lived in the north of 286 EARTH England, hunted and shot, and rarely came to town, preferring her own immediate " set " (which in- cluded the pick of the county) to the rapid and mixed assortment that her husband found to his taste. Childless, and with ample means, she allowed her bachelor husband enough money to permit a life in town, and, too deeply disillusioned by matrimony to contemplate another attempt, preferred this decent and inobtrusive separation to an easily-obtainable divorce. Sadie Wynton had found him useful beyond words : producing passes for Hurlinghani, Prince's, and Lord's with the delightful readiness of an automatic machine. He had a mania for collecting such social ammunition, and " ask old Giles, he's sure to have one," had become a formula. Now, at this precise moment he was sitting at the Eitz with Mrs. Maxeter by his side, pleasantly en- gaged in critcising the tableaux, and agreeing with the latter lady that " it did seem curious, among such a host of pretty girls, no corner had been found for Sadie Wynton." But both of them were thoroughly aware that the subject of their conjecture, by her own conduct, had put herself for ever outside the inner circle of London society. She might dance and skate and flirt where money secured admittance, but the door labelled " by invitation " was securely closed against her. For she was notorious for her flirtations with married men, a proceeding that ruins a girl's prestige more surely than any other. Legitimate conquests for purposes of matrimony are a matter of amuse- ment and speculation ; but when a girl stoops to notoriety with a man already bound, such ugly EARTH 287 points as questions of money arise, and the whole flock of women, by a common instinct of protection, draw together, fluttering, to chase the cuckoo away from the threatened domestic hedge. In vain had Sadie tried to curry favour with the wives. They mistrusted her honied speech, and passed on polite, but cold, to discuss the price of her gown and wonder who had paid for that be- witching hat ! In truth the girl was much maligned. Poverty and vanity had been her downfall the perpetual struggle to keep up appearances on a mere pittance, and the knowledge of her own good looks and their value in this commercial world, where a man likes to be seen with a pretty woman as an enhanced glory to his own personality. " Let them pay for it then ! " said Sadie Wynton, hardly. But the young men of the day were too spoiled themselves to dream of anything beyond a possible cab-fare, many of them in turn subsidised by a passe married woman. So to the fold of the married men she went, not really bad in intention, but taking the short-cut to pleasure, heedless of other's pain. She went in smiling, fairly innocent and greedy for admiration ; and emerged the Sadie Wynton of to-day, whom women steadily avoided and men, with a laugh, called " jolly good company." Walter was one of the few who still held illusions about her, and even he had realised enough to wonder how his aunt would take the news of their engagement. And Diana ? His face hardened at the thought of her disgust. " If she dares to say a word," he figured it out 288 EARTH angrily, " I'll give her away herself ! After all . . . it's time her mother knew." Meanwhile, as the taxi neared the square, Lady Cottar was murmuring on contentedly, blissfully unaware of her nephew's straying thoughts. " Most inconsiderate of Susan, I must say " her listener pulled himself together with an emphatic peck of sympathy. " She came to me a most inferior servant, and I have taught her everything she knows. And then to give notice, during my absence, in order to get married ! " Lady Cottar's voice breathed dis- gust. " I don't know what the present generation is coming to ! Of course, it hastened my return. Something is sure to go wrong when I leave Diana in charge." She straightened her veil and descended gracefully from the cab, as Morgan, on the alert, threw the door open to receive her. " Not a penny more, it's the correct fare . . ." Walter heard her say as she vanished within, leave ing him to dispose of a panting " runner." Miss Dacon rustled down the stairs, resplendent in a bell-shaped bengaline dress, her best lace lapels firmly pinned to her ample bosom, and an anxious smile of welcome on her wrinkled, kindly face. " Well, Medora, my dear," she accepted the other's perfunctory salute. " I hope you're not too tired ? and such a day! But the kettle's boiling." She became slightly incoherent before her cousin's calm, and cast an anxious glance at the banisters, where the dust " would settle." "I'm sure you're ready for your tea." She fell back on her own panacea for all woes, and led the way up to the pretty morning-room, where, in deference to an English summer, a fire was burning EAETH 289 cheerfully. "And Diana put the flowers. She was so upset, poor child, at not being home to meet you . . . but this bazaar . . . you know . . ." Her asthmatic breath gave out. " I did not intend coming home until next Monday." The mistress of the house glanced critically around her ; " but when I heard the bad news, I felt it my duty to return." " The . , . bad news ? " Miss Dacon's short- sighted eyes, already magnified by her spectacles, assumed alarming proportions. " You don't say so?" she quavered. " About Susan." Lady Cottar leaned back, with a little sigh, in the accustomed arm-chair. " That palm's dying," she said suddenly. " Want of attention." Little beads of perspiration broke out on Cousin Sophie's prominent forehead under the scanty decora- tion of her short grey fringe. " It's a worm" her voice was deeply apologetic " at the roots. I was only saying to Diana yester- day, supposing we had it re-potted." But Lady Cottar was firm. " Nonsense ! it's want of water ; you can't deceive me, Sophie the plant's been neglected. Ah ! here comes tea." Morgan ventured a deferential inquiry. " As well as can be expected, thank you, Morgan, but somewhat worn-out with perpetual nursing. Sir John ? oh ! quite recovered, I'm thankful to say. What is this ? " " Scones, milady." He lifted the silver dish, showing the pleasant result of unwonted care on Mrs. Simpson's part, and gave his mistress a nervous sidelong glance. Lady u 290 EAETH Cottar's finely-arched eyebrows went up a shade higher. "And sandwiches and . . . two sorts of cake ! Really, my dear Sophie, what a banquet ! " Happily for herself, Miss Dacon interpreted the speech in her own amiable fashion. She beamed at her cousin over the top of her spectacles with her watery, near-sighted eyes. " Glad you think so, my dear ; it's Diana who ordered it. We hoped to give you a welcome. I'm sure the servants have all been trying their best." Morgan, with the contempt of the old retainer for the " family's poor relatives," smiled behind his hand as he held the door open for Walter, released at last from wordy argument with the runner. "Here we are, Tantante . . . Hullo . . . Cousin Sophie ! " His face fell at the sight of the third member of the party, whose existence he had overlooked. He had reserved his great news for the intimacy of the tea-hour, deeply anxious to secure his aunt's sympathy, and foreseeing in her a mighty partisan should his people be annoyed. Bother the old woman ! He drew his chair up to the table and fell upon the scones. Miss Dacon, searching her brain for a remark, unluckily found the wrong one. " You're quite a stranger, Walter." She picked a crumb of cake off one of the lace lapels, and was spared the young man's answering glance. " I hope that I've been missed." Something in his voice caused Lady Cottar to look keenly from one to the other. On went Miss Dacon serenely. " Let me see . . . The last time you were here EAKTH 291 was . . ." She paused to consider " the morning after the evening Diana returned." She beamed triumphantly over the black-rimmed spectacles. " The auspicious evening; I believe you're right." A slight sneer hovered round the youth's weak mouth. " Why ' auspicious ' ? " said Lady Cottar, sharply. Walter "pecked." "Isn't a return always aus- picious ? " He held out his cup with a request for more tea, and smiled back at his aunt. Into Miss Dacon's brain the half-formed thought rose mistily that some returns were a trifle too much so. Medora in- spired her with a nervousness dating from childish days, when the "beautiful manners" of her cousin had served as a byword to accentuate her own clumsiness. She had the painful intuition that now, as ever, her company was undesired, and a little sadly, remembering the long day of preparation for the mistress' home-coming, rose from her seat, smoothing down the full folds of the "best " dress best for so many years, alas ! " If you will give me your keys, I will help Susan unpack. I am sure you will be glad to get into something comfortable." Her cousin languidly complied. " Thank you, Sophie. Please tell her to put out m y g re y tea-gown, and to light a little fire. I suppose" she looked up into the anxious old face " I suppose the bed is well aired ? " Miss Dacon drew herself up with a touch of wounded dignity. " Really, Medora ! " hunted for a suitable reproof, and finding none, turned simply and walked out of the room. " How very touchy she is ! " Lady Cottar's voice 292 EAETH was peevish. " It's a very ordinary question to ask, I should think, and with my health I have to be careful. It's evidently time that the mistress returned," she added darkly. But this was not at all the mood that Walter desired. " I'm very glad to see you back." He rose to his feet and walked across to a chair, facing his aunt in the glow of the bright fire. " I've been wanting to see you most awfully." He fidgeted, picking up the poker, and making little dabs at the nearest lump of coal. "I think this room is quite warm enough," Lady Cottar suggested. " Sorry." He put the poker back, stretching his long legs out before him, his hands thrust deep in his pockets, and a short silence ensued. " Look here, Tantante, I want to tell you some- thing." At the sound of his nervous voice, Lady Cottar rudely awakened from dreams of stringent domestic reform, started with a little sensation of irritability. " Yes, my dear ? " her voice was plaintive. " I'm afraid I'm rather tired a very stupid old Tantante just now." The clock struck five, with a hurried silvery note. " I'm surprised Diana is not back. I understood the tableaux began at three." Walter gulped down his annoyance, conscious at any moment his cousin might appear upon the scene. " Fact is, auntie, it's not generally known, you know, but, of course, I'd like you to know it in fact, you'll be the first . . . I've . . . er . . ." He swallowed hard, avoiding her curious eyes. " I've gone and got engaged." EARTH 293 The words were out. " Engaged ! at your age . . ." He had all her attention now. " My dear boy, to whom? " " I don't think you know her. But . . . I'm sure you'll like her when you do. She's awfully pretty . . . tall and graceful. She reminds me just a bit of you " (he hugged himself for the happy thought) " and her name's Wynton it's a Miss Sadie Wynton." But Lady Cottar had heard enough. Her hands went up in a gesture full of horror. " Sadie Wynton ! that girl ! Oh, my dear boy, what will your people say ? " " I don't see it's my people's business at all." He was honestly taken aback by his aunt's reception of the news. " It's my business, I should think." He " pecked " violently, his face red and startled. " Why do you talk like that ? She's a charming girl . . ." "I've never met her," Lady Cottar was think- ing hard, " but I've heard ... all sorts of things." " From Diana, I suppose." His anger was rising fast, together with the knowledge that he had made a great mistake in blurting out his news at an inauspicious moment. " Well . . . yes. And from other sources, too." " Just as if Diana were so perfect herself ! " The sensuous lips curled back with a snarl, and his light eyes were full of spite. " She can't afford to talk, to run down Sadie Wynton." " Walter ! " Lady Cottar leaned forward, horrified at the obvious intention of the speech. " What do you mean? I cannot allow you to speak of your cousin in that way." 294 EAKTH But Walter, obstinately silent, stared into the fire. In the pause the mother could have heard her heart beating painfully under the shocked curiosity that possessed her. "You must explain, Walter. I insist upon knowing what you mean." " She's no business to run down Sadie Wynton," the man's voice was sullen, "just because she's a pretty girl and popular . . . and all that." "I don't think your cousin does." Lady Cottar was on her dignity. " I think she has a far better reason for her dislike." Walter stood up suddenly, finding a man's neces- sity, that rarely occurs to the feminine mind, of meeting trouble securely upon his feet ; a primitive survival of the age when words melted into blows at the first hint of argument. " I suppose she says . . . she's fast." An involved sentence, but Lady Cottar under- stood, and at the bitter intonation in her nephew's voice she felt a sudden throb of pity for that mis- guided youth. " I'm very much afraid, my dear lad, that that is the trouble." But Walter ignored her proffered hand. He shook with suppressed anger and excitement, and throwing his last scruple to the winds, launched the thunderbolt. " A nice thing for a girl to say who's been caught herself going into a fellow's rooms at mid- night ! " His aunt gasped, a sudden rush of colour coming to her face as her hand went up to her side, where a sharp throb of pain warned her of the magnitude of the shock. EABTH 295 " Who ? . . . " She just managed to get the word out. " Not . . ." Her voice failed. But Walter was merciless, supplementing the name. " Diana, of course." He turned away, unable to meet the pained horror of the pale-blue eyes. " I daresay there's nothing in it " half-sulkily he admitted the point. " Some rotten idea of hers, artistic, unconventional." He kicked a footstool out of his path with savage emphasis on the words. " But it's a fact, all the same. Bill's rooms, at mid- night ! So she can't afford to talk of Sadie's little flirtations that's what I mean." His voice rose aggressively. " And I think it's beastly the way you women run down a girl, just because she's pretty and admired, and has a lot of fellows hanging around her ; and I think I'm a deuced lucky chap to have got her. And I mean to marry her, too. I don't care a damn what anyone says ! " He paused, breathless, defiant, full of the con- sciousness of what a fine fellow he was champion of a misjudged lady, ready to fight the world. "Walter," the quiet voice recalled him, "come here." He turned from his blind stare through the window and came back towards the fire, still with a slight swagger, that died away at the sight of his aunt's pale face. He had expected tears, a tiresome scene ending in sympathy and reconciliation, but this ominous calm baffled him, rousing a slight feeling of uneasiness. You never could tell, where women were con- cerned, how they'd behave! He wished suddenly that he'd held his tongue. " Where did you hear this story ? " 296 EAETH " I didn't hear it." Walter was nettled. " I saw it with my own eyes." " Please explain." Lady Cottar's rings were cutting into her hands, but her face and manner were perfectly composed, and her tone was the one that many a housemaid had heard, to her cost. Walter complied jerkily, relating the bridge- party incident and the situation of the club which commanded such an excellent view of the chambers where Bill lived. So intent were the pair upon the recital that neither of them had noticed the opening door, and for a full moment Diana stood there, surveying the scene, her face flushed with her late excitement a colour that quickly faded as she took in the import of her cousin's speech. "Mummy!" The cry of pain broke from her, mingled with indignation at Walter's treachery. Lady Cottar turned slowly, reluctantly, as if devoid of the power of movement, and the young man, with a guilty start, sprang to his feet. But Diana only had eyes for her mother's face. Never before had she so longed for a parent's love and sympathy, and the hope had crept into her heart that if she tried her best, guarded each speech and action, and started home life anew, something might come of it, some better understanding re- awakening love. Now, on the very threshold of the dream she saw herself denied it, more outcast than of old, stained with another's sin, hopelessly, irretriev- ably humiliated. Only by breaking her promise to Esterella could she clear herself, and in so doing drag down the man she loved and ruin the happiness of her childhood's friend. For a moment the temptation was overwhelming. EAETH 297 All her clean young soul shrank from the thought of her parent's condemnation. " Diana is this true ? " Lady Cottar's face, losing its studied calm, waited quivering for the girl's reply. Through Diana's set teeth it came, but she never lowered her head " Yes ; I was there. I can't explain." For a long slice of eternity or so it seemed the two women gazed into each other's eyes. Then into the mother's came a strange light a look of almost passionate relief. All the suffering, the hopeless obstinacy in Diana's face could not blur to the woman who had borne her the perfect purity beneath. And that vast and stifled accumulation of mother's love rose up in the spoiled but still womanly nature, overflowing the narrow barrier of prejudice and pride. For here was no longer Diana, the brilliant daughter, clever, beautiful, independent, but the little child of olden days, who had fallen and hurt herself, and run sobbing to her mother's side for pity and consolation. With a sudden, inarticulate cry, Lady Cottar opened wide her arms. " Diana . . . my child ! hush, hush, my pretty one ! . . . ' And they were locked together, heart to heart ; Diana on her knees, her head on the soft bosom, her tears salt beneath the tender, quivering lips. For the knowledge that her mother understood, believed her innocent against all this wealth of evidence, had overwhelmed the girl, and she could only cling the closer to the loving breast and murmur brokenly "Oh, mummy! . . . mummy! . . . mummy!" 298 EAETH Walter, utterly forgotten, stood for a moment, frowning ; then, with a sudden sense of shame made silently for the door. But Lady Cottar never made a sign. His day was over, the usurper in turn dethroned, undone by those very weapons that he himself had used. He did not turn his head, but went out hopelessly, knowing that Diana had entered into her kingdom. EAKTH 299 CHAPTER XXIV SPRING had come round again; the sweet early spring of the Italian lakes, that seems to float up from the still blue water like Botticelli's " Venus," slender and love- possessed, blown in her pearly shell to shore by the first warm breath across the snow-clad peaks. And at the tread of her slim young feet the old earth stirs anew, with a quivering of baby leaves, a peeping forth of starry faces, and faintly the song of life begins ; myriads of tiny voices chirping in hedge and thicket till the whole scented air throbs with love, with wooing and mating, wild flights of joy and busy nestings, and sex triumphs openly ; from the cicala chirping his love-note in cavalier coat of green to the great brown hawks above, cleaving the sunshine with their strong young wings, paired and alert, fierce hearts beating together in the joy of their first wild kill. Down on the lake below the boats go forth anew, swayed to the voice of the oarsman, and gay with their striped awnings, that, shaded and discreet, call to human lovers to set forth over the magic waters where many a Roman villa and dead love lies hid, and join in the reincarnation, in the spring- song, hands clasped, eyes lost in one another, past the steep wooded banks and out into the fairyland of young romance. But to Diana the message of spring was full of 300 EAETH a subtle pain. She could not give herself up to the glory of the hour, nor feel herself in touch with Como's magic spell. For the earth that gave so bountifully had also taken away, and Lady Cottar, freed at last from the round of daily duty, lay in a far-off English grave to await that hour when her faith should be justified. She had died as she had lived, slave to a set idea. But inasmuch as her servitude, living, had been mainly a selfish one, her death went far to testify to the honesty of her convictions, and had in it some- thing noble, a last courageous rally to the standard, not for herself alone, but to protect her child. Mercifully for Diana's peace of mind, the rap- prochement between the two women had survived the hour of emotion ; and that notwithstanding the fact that although she judged her innocent on the graver charge, Lady Cottar could not acquit her daughter of a gross breach of decorum. To go to a young man's rooms at night, under any provocation whatever, was a social sin, a con- tempt of common orthodoxy impossible for Mrs. Bretherton's daughter to overlook. And although her whole soul was up in arms at the thought of outside condemnation, she realised that, in a similar case, she would herself draw back from a girl who had earned a right to the scandal. Bitterly the mother blamed herself for relaxing the duties of chaperonage and for yielding to the independent spirit of the day, allowing Diana her studio, her solitary walks, and those youthful parties where married folk were excluded. The mystery underlying the adventure she did not attempt to penetrate, believing that her daughter, imbued with " these dangerous modern views," had EARTH 301 been moved by no graver motive in seeking out the man than a smiling disregard for Philistine con- ventionality. It was an escapade in keeping with her boyish ways, and lost in contemplation of the appalling result, as yet summed up in Lady Mary's contemptuous nod and Walter's scathing criticism, she did not confuse her plan of action by a side-issue of romance. Diana must be chaperoned, immediately, un- interruptedly. Despite her fragile health, Lady Cottar ranged it among her imperative duties. There was something almost heroic in the elderly woman's resolution. It cost her no little effort to emerge from the pleasant invalidism of her days booted and spurred for a new assault upon the world. Sir John, in the leafy Somersetshire lanes, read with horror his wife's latest budget of news ; how they had been to the opera, she and Diana together, to the Horse Show, and Patti's latest "farewell/ and even contemplated a descent on Henley for the regatta. " She'll kill herself," the old man cried ; " her nerves won't stand the racket. I'll write to the child at once and see what can be done." Which he proceeded to do, at length and forcibly, adding another anxiety to Diana's daily share. People wondered not a little at the sudden re- appearance, inured to the idea of the general's wife as a graceful invalid. The spiteful indulged them- selves in jokes at the pair's expense, considering this strenuous chaperonage as " a little late in the day ! " but the gossip was modified. Had Diana pleased herself, she would have avoided society, only too glad to slip away and nurse her pain apart. Undoubtedly her mother was wiser. Together they 302 EARTH put a bold front upon the matter, and the en- gagement of Walter to Sadie Wynton, which that fatuous youth proclaimed, and Lady Cottar's open displeasure at the news, pointed a very good reason for the story as bit by bit it was traced back to its fountain-head. Sir John had not been told. It was typical of Lady Cottar that she should keep her knowledge a secret, and that she who had so often suspicioned collusion between father and child should have no hesitation whatever when the case applied to herself. Moreover, she had that curious contempt for her husband's opinion that seems to result in a house- hold where one of the ruling heads is subservient to the other. Insomuch that he had always indulged his handsome, delicate wife, unselfishly giving way to her every whim and caprice, she had grown to consider him a creature easily swayed, and as such not to be depended upon in matters of judgment. Deep down in her heart she hugged the know- ledge of a confidence that was shared by her daughter and herself alone. To her it was a species of atonement. It was most unlikely that the gossip would reach Sir John. It would be a bold woman indeed who would breathe a word to the loyal old man that touched his child's good name, and a man would instinctively shrink from such an unnecessary blow. The only difficulty to face was his dismay on his return at the unwonted stir ; the comings and goings in the quiet old house, the amazing bills, and this extraordinary wave of frivolity engulfing wife and daughter. But Lady Cottar, whose health had been a comfortable pretext for staying at home, now fell back upon it as an excuse for dissipation. The doctor had ordered " movement," a little gaiety to counteract depression. EARTH 303 Her inability to persuade the latter that the mandate indeed was his provoked a change of medicos. But Sir John was unconvinced. He watched with deep dismay the thin face grow thinner still, and the quick flush of exhaustion that betrayed the strain laid on her devitalised con- stitution. But, true to her self-set task she fought bravely on through the end of the dying season, always with the grim sign " Duty " before her, and the torn banner of " Decorum " floating behind. She was undoubtedly helped by the charm that so often emanates from a woman who has been " cherished," in the full meaning of that obsolete matrimonial term. Accustomed to flattery and solicitude, she seemed to attract it as a magnet draws steel, and her popularity grew apace, and with it, insensibly, Diana's. For her mother's championship was pretty to see. No longer jealous and mistrustful, she leaned on her daughter's youthful strength, and tacitly accepting middle-age, seemed younger by contrast, her love no longer darkened by the shadow of competition. And her affection was patent to all eyes. People smiled, but felt insensibly warmed by it. For deep down in its heart this old world loves sentiment. If only mothers would realise the harm they deliberately do when publicly they discuss their children's faults and sigh over the " disappointment " their daughters have caused them, adding yet another disillusion to a weary and pitiless age ! Thus, by devious ways, the laurel leaves of success were laid at Medora's feet. But with the consciousness of victory came the inevitable collapse. And even then the gods were merciful. For she passed away in her sleep, quietly. 304 EARTH decorously, a smile still hovering round her tired lips as though she had heard the far-off cry of a higher duty still, of a love more perfect in its unity than human life could hold. But to Diana the loss was immeasurable. In vain she had tried to make her mother rest, to leave London and the dull airless days for the peace of the countryside. Deeply grateful for the motive underlying the effort, she realised with a sense of guilt the wear and tear to her mother's fragile health and her own impotence to check the ever- widening circle of consequences caused by a stone thrown in childish ignorance. All she could offer was an unswerving obedience. The studio rarely saw her despite Ericsen's anger and entreaty. Eventually Milly, innocent of the cause, explained Lady Cottar's bewildering be- haviour, and the painter, shrewdly guessing the motive and appreciating the mother's superior claim, packed up his belongings and departed for one of his favourite haunts. The Congo had swallowed up Rill, and the only other actors of this intimate comedy, the Darrells, had settled down happily into a country life, with a new hope before them that, added to the danger she had so narrowly escaped, had sobered completely the excitable Italian. Lady Cottar's sudden death served to dissipate the last cloud that hung over her daughter's reputation. From far and wide came expressions of regret and of genuine sympathy, aggravated by the news that speedily followed of Sir John's serious illness. All through the summer months Diana watched anxiously. For the old man never recovered from the shock of his wife's death. It seemed as if the mainspring of his life were broken. EAKTH 305 Bent and incredibly thin, youth had left forever the dimmed hazel eyes, and he clung to his child with a helplessness and querulous wonder at the perversity of Time that could snap the younger bough, leaving the gnarled branch still hanging on the tree. At the doctor's urgent wish they had gone south for the winter months; then, as the heat grew heavy, moved north to Como and Cadenabbio, new country for them both, mercifully stripped of all fond memories. The old man rarely rose before the luncheon hour, and Diana, up betimes, dedicated her mornings to sketching, for which indeed the whole lake-side seemed planned by its Creator. But to-day, with the call of spring in her ears, a fit of restlessness had seized her, and her thoughts of work were disturbed by a letter from Milly Farrar and the mystery of her postscript. " I saw a certain friend of yours last week. Guess who ? He asked for your address, and was off abroad. On the spur of the moment I gave it, and hope that you will not blame me." Over and over again she read it, retracing her steps through picturesque Tremezzo, with its quaint arcaded street and dazzling vistas of sky and lake, more vivid for the shadows of the arches, walking hard the while with a sudden need for exercise, to exhaust the fever of life that possessed her. In these days she thanked Heaven when she was tired, when the weariness of her limbs provoked the heavy dreamless sleep that carried her safely through the dark hours of the night. Her step was lighter than a year ago, and the little brown hands that held the fluttering letter showed the blue veins too plainly for exuberant health. x 306 EABTH But a deeper beauty lay in the thoughtful face : the magic touch that those sad sisters, knowledge and suffering, bring. The curved lips closed more firmly than of old, and the hazel eyes under their steady brows glowed with a clear fire born of the desperate fight she waged within herself. For disgust had not killed passion. Though he had dragged through the mire all her sacred things, betrayed her faith, sought to betray another, she still, wondering at herself, loved Bill. Nothing could break the in visible tie that bound them. And the thought haunted her that forgiveness the forgiveness he had craved, that to her spelt nought but weakness might yet be the salvation of the man. All her pride revolted at the thought. That she should step down into the mud, owning the impossibility of all her ideals, confessing herself beaten, and admitting this hopeless weakness, this love that still possessed her, despite the baseness of his conduct ! It was not to be dreamed of this violation of all her cherished principles. A streak of her mother's character showed itself in this self-immolation before the altar of puritanisrn. Her childish creed of life, fostered by the narrowness of her education and the utter ignorance with which she had been thrust forth to face the world, had crashed down into the depths with the awfulness of Lucifer out of heaven. She had passed through girlhood so heedless of evil, so serenely assured it would never come her way, and now it was the very man for whom she had overcome her ancient dread of marriage, putting aside her armour of shy reserve, who, fully conscious of this, had yet laid a foul hand on her robe of innocence. EARTH 307 Milly's letter had reopened the wound, forcing her again to consider the possibility of meeting Bill. For the message pointed conclusively to this immediate danger. She paused for a moment in her steady course to make way for a flock of goats driven by a ragged herdsman, their bells clanging musically as, with outstretched shaggy heads, they snatched at the thin tufts of grass sprouting at the base of the crumbling wall that divided the narrow path from the sloping vineyards above ; and she watched a peasant woman emerge from a cottage beyond, a half-naked child clinging to her skirts, as she held out a bowl with a pattering request for milk. The sun beat down on the homely scene, and a lizard, with bright, curious eyes, slipped round a tuft of maidenhair and, hypnotised by the presence of the girl, seemed suddenly turned to stone on its corner of warm wall. In the golden silence she could hear the grasshoppers chirping merrily, and far away across the hazy lake a little steamer, like a busy water-beetle, was wriggling slowly up to the pier of Bellaggio. And suddenly a great longing possessed her the physical craving for a touch of Rill's hand, for the keen glance of the laughing grey eyes overwhelm- ing the girl with the knowledge of the peril in which she stood, how weak her hold on herself and how deep love lay. Somewhere down below a woman laughed and a man's deep voice joined in. Only Diana was alone, uncared for, unmated, in this exuberant wealth of spring. She moved on with such haste that the lizard, darting away, a flash of green on the worn grey stone, encountered his deadly foe and battle ensued, short and violent, leaving the aggressive 308 EAKTH brown combatant torn and bleeding in the sun- shine. Hound the narrow turning, a faint puff of wind stirring a rose-bush far above her head sent a fluttering shower of petals across her path, and the scent of the flowers brought back that grey day in the square and Bill's last present to the girl who was to have been his wife. And into her brain ran a memory, a thread of verse gathered at random from Bricsen's varied store, breathing the broken heart of youth and the disillusion of mortal love : " I shall never be friends again with roses : I shall loathe sweet tunes, where a note grown strong Relents and recoils and climbs and closes On a wave of the sea turned back by song. There are sounds where the soul's delight takes fire Face to face with its own desire. . . ." Quite suddenly Diana's hands went up to her eyes, blotting out the glory of this garden of the south, and she stamped her foot on the worn cobble-stones. " I won't I won't ... I won't ! " she cried passionately. EARTH 309 CHAPTER XXV WHEN she came to the entrance of the Villa Carlotta, Diana saw that the gates were standing open. It was visiting day, and, glad of any excuse to escape her present painful thoughts, she decided to fill in the remaining hour before dejeuner by an inspection of the famous statuary. She found herself following in the wake of a German honeymoon couple, stolidly arm in arm, a drab and bespectacled pair, obviously proud of advertising their newly-married state ; the husband in tight new yellow boots, his Baedeker clasped in his hands, the bride, with awe-struck shiny face under her felt hat, eager to be educated on every point. Diana slipped past this travesty of love's young dream, and in a few minutes was ushered by a bland custodian into the gallery roped off for the general public. She gave a sigh of relief at finding herself alone, and passing into the farther room came face to face with the famous Eros and Psyche. The cold northern light striking on the white walls and marble floor seemed to accentuate the extraordinary purity of the grouped figures : the bare childish arms of Psyche, with her exquisite cameo-like face upturned, and the stooping form of 310 EAKTH the boy, one slender knee bent in adoration, so chaste, so utterly devoid of earthly passion that Diana caught her breath with a little gasp of wonder and admiration. This was the love she had dreamed, this white exchange of souls, winged and spiritual, suggesting the divine. Unconsciously she clasped her hands, lost to the world about her, as she gazed with all her eyes at the embodiment of her broken ideals, attracted and yet strangely troubled by Canova's wonderful con- ception, so that she did not hear the approaching footsteps of a man nor the quick exclamation with which Ericsen recognised the dark head before him. For a moment he stood in silence, watching the girl, and by that strange divination that was so strong a part of his character, his mind leaped forth to meet her very thought. " Possible only to the Immortals ! " His voice with a note of tender mockery reached her ear. "Oh! . . ." she wheeled round " you !" Impulsively both hands went out towards him, and loneliness vanished at the sight of his candid eyes under their shaggy brows and that clear glance that negatived the satyr-like suggestion of the pointed beard, lean face, and sensuous mouth. " Yes, me," he smiled down upon her. " On my way to Milan and . . . elsewhere." He shrank from explaining his annual pilgrimage to that lonely grave on the Tuscany hillside, riveting his thoughts on the face before him, noting the tired shadows beneath the eyes, the drooping corners of the closed red lips, too red by far for the faint colour of the oval face, and he felt a wild desire to pick her up in his wiry arms and pet her back into EAKTH 311 the happy child he had known but a short year since. " Beautiful but impossible" his eyes, seeing her restless beneath his gaze, went back to the marble lovers " since man is man, and woman . . . only woman ! " It never occurred to him to explain his presence there. Simply he fell in with the preoccupation of the moment. " And to my mind, not to be desired." A strong note vibrated in his voice, and he tucked his arm comfortably through the girl's. "Ever read Browning, Diana?" He was giving her time to pull herself together, realising that the tears were not far away from those hazel eyes. " There's a line in 'James Lee's wife ' that caps my meaning neatly : 11 ' If you loved only what were worth your love, Love were clear gain and wholly well for you. Make the low nature better by your throes, Give earth yourself go up for gain above.' " He drew her almost insensibly away from the still figures, and went on in his old rambling fashion that fell soothingly on the girl's ear. " And we're all low, Diana, every man-Jack of us that's worth his salt, and most women know it and many don't care ! But there are just a few to whom ' giving earth ' is the bitterest pill of all. And if there's a heaven, which I'm inclined to doubt," his face twisted whimsically, " they're the ones who'll pull us into it, willy-nilly, by the skin of our teeth." He felt her quiver, and went on hurriedly. " It's a finer job than Greek Psyche's : her faith failed her at the first test you remember the story? 312 EAKTH But a woman who loves must have a faith ye Gods ! to move mountains." Something vigorous, breathing the sturdy life of the man beside her, swept over the girl, stirring her crushed courage, and she smiled. " It's good to hear you talk again." But he broke in, full of his fixed idea. " It's no good kicking against the pricks, Diana. Even Saint Paul, that eloquent old celibate, found that though nature, I suspect, warned him off the thorny paths of love ! " He chuckled into his red beard, and continued forcibly. " Mow your hedge down and start afresh, or, better still, clip it, and see after the pruning-knife has topped the highest shoots how it will burst forth into fresh young green with the coming of the spring." He paused to take a breath that indeed was surely needed, and observed the German honeymooners descending upon them. " Come out of this place ; it's too rarified for me ! I'm getting a chill, moral and phy sical . . ."His head went back with the old tremendous laugh that rang to the high ceiling where Thorwaldson's frieze looked down in grim displeasure. " Come out into the sun, my dear and Nature and what God really planned and I'll show you a sight like the very heart of love." He led her with quick steps through a farther door that opened into the garden beyond, ignoring the printed form that mendaciously declared it "'No exit." " Close your eyes and trust to me." Amused at his eagerness the girl obeyed him blindly. Her hand lay firmly in his clasp as he hurried her along, and the sweet air played on her tired face as the warmth of the sunshine wrapped them around, EABTH 313 " Now, Diana behold ! " For a moment she could hardly see, stunned by the blaze of colour. For, before her eyes, far away to the summit of the hill, a sea of crimson broke, blood-red, toning to purple and fading again to the softest madder pink wave after wave of flowering rhododendrons, tossed by the rippling breeze, wooed by the honey-bee, waving proudly aloft the flame- banner of spring. " How exquisite ! " She drew a deep breath as though she would drink in the scene before her. " How perfectly wonderful ! I wonder . . . could one get drunk on colour? " The painter smiled, appreciating the remark, and together they stood there absorbing the beauty of this wealth of blossom. Great clumps of azaleas, fragile and golden, broke here and there the imperial purple and red. Faintly one gathered the sense of green below, so thickly were the broad leaves screened by petals, and on the farthest ridge rose the high cypresses, black-stemmed and solemn, guarding grimly the treasury of colour from the blinding contrast of the sky. " That," said Ericsen, " is passion Nature's protest against the cold claim of perfect purity. I would sooner see that . . . and die " his voice rose with an intense longing as his eyes drank in the picture before him " than live long years in that cloistered room we have left. For there's nothing like passion, Diana, nothing like it." He drew her down gently on to a stone seat, oddly carved with griffins for supports, that faced the upward slope of garden, and continued : " Sex is out of date, we're all so moral now, where we aren't degenerate ! " Nothing would check him, astride his hobby-horse, 314 EAKTH and a smile flickered up into the girl's sad face as he twisted round on the narrow bench facing her, his blue eyes fiery with sudden wrath. " We can't stand facts ; we won't give life a chance; it's smothered in humbug knee-deep." He struck his bony leg with a clenched fist. " We marry for money and call our intrigues ' sport ' ! sneer at maternity and look down our nose at love. We bear children by accident and pitch the boys into public schools, hotbeds of degeneracy, to give them ' social tone,' and train our girls to hockey or a rabid taste for dress. " But in the beginning . . . God made a garden" he waved a lean hand outward with a gesture of eloquence " and then he made Man. And after the man, Woman and a Tree of Knowledge and Sin. You can't get away from that ! And Sin brought Suffering ; and Passion grew from both, leavened by Love divine. And out of that the Child. Man, in the likeness of God, himself achieved Creation, and the woman, a higher thing still Maternity. For without Maternity where would you find the Madonna, Mother of Christ? " His voice died away, full of a curious awe, his blue eyes searching beyond the mass of blossom out through the dark-stemmed trees to the clear heaven beyond that vision that every artist craves : the inspiration of old that supreme test of genius vouchsafed but to the few picture of pictures, the Saviour of Mankind in a sad-faced woman's arms. Diana, her hands clasped round her knees, leaned forward, thinking deeply, and a silence fell between them, fraught with sympathy. Somewhere in the distance a campanile chimed, and Ericsen turned his head, studying his companion. Then, with one of his lithe movements that in the EABTH 315 ripple of his lean frame made him akin with Nature's creatures of wood and dale, he sprang to his feet. For a moment he bent over the girl, and his lips just touched the smooth young brow so lightly, that the caress hardly disturbed her thoughts. Then he drew himself very erect. " God help you ! " he cried gently. " Give earth, Diana, give earth ! And when you hold the child of the man you love in your arms, pray Heaven you'll say, ' Old Ericsen was right.' ' He broke off, unashamed, passing a hand roughly across his eyes. Then, without another word, turned and left her. She could hear him trampling down the crisp under- growth as he forged his way blindly through the bordering wood and up the hill, making a path for himself, true to his instincts, heedless of conventional bounds. Once she saw his tall figure outlined against the sky beside the belt of trees. She could picture the blue eyes lost in space, red beard thrust forward and fingers lightly locked behind his back. Then he was gone, leaving behind him still the sense of his presence, his human sympathy and the ring of his passionate voice. " Give earth, Diana, give earth." The words haunted her. 316 EAETH I CHAPTER XXVI 4 4 ^f F you really want to know what I think " Milly's freckled face, flushed with indigna- tion under her mop of curly hair, was turned towards Rill, standing grave and handsome before her " I think your coming here at all is a piece of beastly cheek. So now you've got it." She threw out a pair of paint-smeared hands with a gesture of utter intolerance. " Thank you," said Rill. He sat down in the familiar wicker-chair with a deliberate intention of remaining, despite the girl's remark. " Look here, Milly . . ." He cleared his voice, his eyes fixed obstinately on the wet patch of grass outside the studio window. "I want Diana's address." Into the girl's mind flashed a memory of Ericsen, who a few days before had called on the same errand. " Then you won't get it from me." Her green eyes flashed vindictively. " You seem to think you can have all your own way with women, just philander around and break people's hearts and think yourself a ... a ..." Inspiration failed her. Rill turned his head slowly, and something in his face checked the girl. "D'you really want to know what I think of myself?" EAKTH 317 " No," said Milly unexpectedly ; " I don't." She gave an impatient sigh and suddenly changed the subject. " When did you come back ? " " Yesterday." Milly's face softened. "I suppose you'd like some tea ? " Bill smiled involuntarily at the grudging con- cession. " Immensely." He gave a sudden shiver, and held out a pair of thin hands towards the little stove. " By Jove, it's cold in England, though." "You don't look well. Was the expedition a success? " " Not as regards myself." He gave a twisted smile. " Perhaps it would cheer you to hear that they gave me the order of the boot." Milly put the kettle on with a bang of genuine surprise. "Whatever for?" " Health." Kill was grimly laconic. " Had three goes of fever, and that sickened them, so they packed me back to the coast with the empty boxes and a row of blue beads to curry favour on the way." " Oh, I say, . . ."a note of pity crept into her voice, " what bad luck ! " " To every dog his day," said her visitor lightly. " But it evidently wasn't mine. Though, now I come to think of it, there were plenty of dog-days too. Phew ! the heat in that infernal jungle it's like going into a warm wet grave, a sort of live heat that's yet clammy and grows round you strangling you ! " He shuddered at the recollection of the home- ward march, fever-stricken, his head buzzing with quinine and the sight of the impassive black faces speculating daily on his death. It had been a 318 EARTH hideous nightmare, mercifully shortened by nights of semi-consciousness in which, like a vision of mercy from afar, he had dreamed that Diana stood there laying cool fingers on his throbbing head. " So it's rather nice to be back." He took the cup of tea she offered him and drained it thank- fully. "I saw Lady Cottar's death" he edged round to the forbidden subject " in an old paper, one day at Sierra Leone. It was very sudden, wasn't it ? " " Very." Milly fidgeted. " Heart failure ? " Bill glanced across at her. " H'm yes so the doctors say. Overdoing it, I should think. She was always out, you know, flying round with Diana." She tried to change the subject. " I suppose you've heard that Walter's engaged to Sadie Wynton ? " " Not really ? " Rill was surprised. " Like to like," snapped Milly. " A nice life they'll have together that's if it ever comes off." " Why shouldn't it ? " the soldier asked care- lessly. " Well, there is no money, you see, unless the parents help. And I don't fancy the Maclarens are pleased at the match. Sadie has nothing, of course, except debts plenty of those." She peered down into the paper bag anxiously. " There's just another lump ; here you are," and went on in the same breath : " I tell mamma I believe it's her fault entirely. If she hadn't frightened the girl it never would have happened." Rill was interested. " It would take a good deal, I should think, to frighten Sadie Wynton. What did she do?" Milly laughed at the dryness of his voice. " Suggested libel, that was all." Her face went EAKTH 319 suddenly grave. " Mamma's fond of Diana, you know, and she couldn't stand Sadie's story against her without getting one hit back. And the next thing we heard was the news of Walter's engage- ment." "Bat what was the story? " His anxious voice awoke Milly, too late, to the dangerous ground on which she had ventured. "Oh . . . just . . . gossip, you know." Her face went red and she could not meet his eye. Bill leaned forward in his chair, his mouth hardening. " Gossip about Diana ? What sort ? " Suddenly indignant at this show of ignorance the girl shot him one indignant glance. " You know as well as I do. What's the good of pretending ! " But Bill met the green eyes with a glint of his own like steel. " I must ask you to explain." At the masterful command her anger bubbled over. " Very well, I will. But you'll please to re- member Diana's my best friend, and considering you've pretty well broken her heart beside ruining her reputation, I think your happy innocence is a little misplaced . . ." But she was not allowed to continue, for the soldier was on his feet, a look of such genuine horror on his face that the girl was taken back. " Was it possible ? " she asked herself, " that he really did not know." " Milly ! " his voice was hoarse, " what are you talking about ? what's all this about Diana's reputation ? " " D'you m-mean to tell me . . ." Milly stain- 320 EARTH mered and started afresh. " I thought everyone had heard the story Sadie Wynton's story about Diana . . ." In his exasperation Bill seized her by the shoulders. " What on earth can Sadie Wynton have to say against Diana ? " Milly wriggled under the grip of the nervous hands. "Let me go, Billy; you're hurting me!" And reading no sign of mercy on the man's stern face, blurted it out. " She Sadie, of course saw Diana going into your rooms at midnight from the club windows opposite." His hands fell away, powerless, to his side, and she wound up her speech crossly. " Walter was with her, playing bridge, and that beast Mrs. Maxeter." But Bill made no response. He seemed to sway upon his feet ; then, with an odd groping movement of his hands, found his way back into the chair behind him. His face was so white that Milly was alarmed, suddenly aware of how weak the fever had left him. " I say, you aren't ill, are you ? Like some water? " She eyed him anxiously. But the man had pulled himself together, throw- ing off by sheer will-power the faintness threaten- ing him. " She could have cleared herself." The words slipped out unconsciously. " Could she ? " Milly's face lit up. " I always said so." Her voice was triumphant. " But she wouldn't. She wouldn't even admit she was en- gaged to you." Bill groaned audibly. EARTH 321 " No, I can understand that." " I guessed there was something behind it all something we didn't understand that she did it, perhaps, to shield someone else ? " The green eyes, shrewdly watching the man, saw the confirmation of her theory on his tortured face. "That's just like Diana." She drew a deep breath, full of admiration for all she divined. " She'd never give anyone away, not if she died for it ! She's a real sport." Rill nodded his head, shorn for the moment of words. " And you mean to tell me this story got about?" His husky, anxious voice roused her from her absorption, and she looked up, suddenly sorry for the speaker, and convinced of his ignorance " People talked, of course. And then Lady Cottar came back and Walter went and told her." " The cur ! " Into Rill's mind flashed a memory of their meeting in Piccadilly and the younger man's in- quisitive attitude. But Hilly was rambling on, eager to clear the ground. " To everyone's surprise her mother turned up trumps ! took to going about again, and Diana was always with her. Then, when Walter's engage- ment leaked out, I fancy people put two and two together, and tracing it back to its source, concluded the story was largely due to spite. She never had Walter inside the house again I'll say that for Lady Cottar. And of course when she died, every- one was sorry for Diana." She paused for a moment and added sombrely, "But she bad a rough time of it between them all. I've seen her sit in that chair 3-22 EARTH and cry as if her heart would break, and that isn't Diana a bit, you know she's not given to tears!" " If only I'd known ! " Bill ground his teeth, realising but too bitterly what the girl had suffered and the heroism of that silence she had voluntarily upheld. " Why did you go away like that ? " Milly asked him bluntly. " It made matters worse, you know, not better." Bill wheeled round in his chair and steadily faced his unconscious tormentor. "Because Diana refused to marry me and, by God ! she was in the right." At the utter humiliation of the cry Milly felt a lump rise up in her throat. " I see." She put out a hand impulsively to- wards him. " Look here, Billy, I'm beastly sick about all this, and sorry for you both. But I'd like to ask you something, if you don't think it cheek . . ." She grew more slangy than ever in her nervous desire to help. " Ask anything you like except . . . the other woman's name." A wave of colour came over the girl's pale face. " Oh ! " She bit her lips, digesting the pregnant speech, then went on doggedly, one aim in view. " It's just this. Are you fond of Diana still ? Fond enough ... to marry her, I mean ? " Bill's eyes answered for him. He swallowed hard, opened his mouth to speak, and closed it, powerless to express himself. " Hurrah ! " said Milly, and in the exuberance of her joy she flung her arms round his neck and kissed the astonished man. "There'll be another scandal now!" she ex- EARTH 323 claimed shamelessly. Then she sat down and fiercely wiped her eyes. "But I don't care it's going to come out all right. And your Aunt Milly will throw rice and sing ' Hallelujah ! ' ' She rocked backwards and forwards in an ecstasy of relief. " Oh, I'm so glad ! " Bill smiled wanly at the friend he had held in long past days so often on his knee, playing, as a young boy will, happily with this " jolly kid " with her mop of sandy curls. " It's all very well, my dear, but I don't stand the ghost of a chance. I can't explain to you, but it's beyond all hope of righting itself." " You . . . ass / " The red-haired girl rose to her feet, standing before him with her freckled face full of exultation. "You just go in and win. I know Diana. She'd forgive the devil himself once she saw he was down ! What's more, I happen to know it's treachery, but in a good cause ! she worships the very ground you tread on." A dimple came into her rounded cheek. There's no account- ing for tastes," she added, with a return to her old manner. Rill, immersed in thought, left the remark un- challenged. All his vision of reconciliation that far-off dream that had stood by him through the fever haunted nights, with the picture of Diana, as he had seen her last, white-robed and slender, the sheaf of poppies in her arms had broken down before the crushing news of this new barrier be- tween them, a barrier of fresh suffering for which he himself was responsible. And yet so strong is hope within the human breast that Milly's words braced him to one more effort, one desperate last endeavour to win back happiness. 324 EARTH " All right " his voice was strong " give me Diana's address." " You're never going to write ? " Milly was turn- ing over a mass of letters, hunting for the name of her friend's hotel. " No, I'm going there to-morrow." " Good." She approved his energy. " Bother the thing! wherever has it gone?" Her face fell suddenly. " I believe I gave it to Ericsen." Bill frowned. "That painter chap?" Milly shot him a side glance full of mischievous glee. " Well, you can't expect Diana to be utterly negleckit just because you convey yourself to distant cannibal lands." She gave up the search, knitting her brows thoughtfully. " It's Cadennabbia on Lake Como, you know. You get there by Berne or Bale I don't remember which. And, anyhow, it can't be a big place and Sir John's sure to be known." " Has Ericsen gone there too ? " " Like an arrow from the bow." Milly's laugh broke out, rippling through the little studio. " All in the interests of Art, of course. No I'm not dropping my h's! Personally" she glanced at his moody face " I think he's better for her than you. He's so awfully kind, with a temper like a squib pff ! and it's all over ! not the lingering sort that makes a man unpleasant over his breakfast egg. But his collars would be morti- fying to say nothing of his boots ! I don't think " she watched Rill fidget, preparing for departure "I don't think Diana cares for his boots " she gave the good-looking man before EARTH 325 her a swift, comprehensive glance, noting the neat perfection of his quiet appearance. " They won't stand the test of the judgment of Paris. You'll get the apple, Billy, never fear ; or, as our cousins over the water say the ' perfect peach.' " Their hands met and her own shrank from the soldier's hearty grasp. " You're ... a brick, Milly." He fell back on his own boyish vernacular. " I shan't forget it, either." Milly nursed her crushed fingers with a comical grimace as Rill wrestled with the refractory door. She called out after him as he turned for a last farewell, his hat raised, the smooth, well-shaped head bared to the drizzling rain. " For mercy's sake, don't ask me to be bride's- maid." And then, once more, as he reached the little gate, her hands to her mouth, her mischievous pale face radiant : " My love to Diana ! " she shouted gaily, and turning back into the empty studio, " Bless her ! " she added under her breath. Whether he went by Berne or Bale is immaterial to the story. Suffice it to relate that two days later a weary but ever-fastidious Rill astonished the proprietor of a Como hotel by demanding a mid- day bath, anxious to remove all traces of his long and dusty journey. Having published his nationality in this historic fashion, he descended leisurely to lunch, conscious that some hours must elapse before the afternoon boat started for Cadennabbia that garden of his fondest hopes and fears. In the deserted salle-a-manger a party of German tourists were taking an early meal, and the only other occupant of the long sunny room was a solitary man bending over his plate and 326 EAKTH apparently engrossed in a series of wild juggling tricks with a dish of macaroni. Rill had called for the advertised " bifstek," and, with inward misgivings, for a bottle of French beer, and refreshed by his tub, leaned back in his chair awaiting the solid repast, marvelling not a little at the ingenious alacrity with which his neighbour was absorbing the tangle of tomato-coloured "spaghetti." The lean face of the man in profile, with his high cheek-bones and pointed reddish beard, seemed strangely familiar, and as the last long thread of macaroni disappeared, and with a sigh of satisfaction the latter poured himself out a final glass of Chianti from the wicker-covered flask, he turned his head slightly in the new-comer's direction. Their eyes met and recognition was mutual. For a moment Bill stared into Ericsen's face, a prey to a sudden wild and unreasoning jealousy. So the painter chap had outstripped him after all damn his impudence ! There was that aggressive collar, and under the table he caught a glimpse of the patched and shapeless boots. But here the waiter interposed, placing triumph- antly a greyish object swathed in watercress before the irate soldier. Rill, with a puzzled frown, attacked it, fully prepared for the worst. He was one of those Englishmen to whom " England is good enough," and who peer at anything "foreign" with a sus- picious eye, refusing to admit an alien chance of perfection. Now, as ever, his worst fears were justified, and shrinking from the horrible spectacle his knife revealed he called back the man with an emphatic gesture. EAKTH 327 " This beef-steak's raw ! I can't eat it like this." The waiter, a stolid German with a leaning to impudence, listened to the complaint with a half- smile on his face, which hid hatred of the other's obvious race and profession. He himself had " served " and, enrolled in one of the many mystic societies of his kind, was thirsting for the day that was surely bound to come when the German Ocean on either side should lap on German shore. " But monsieur ordered bifstek ? " He made a show of non-comprehension, spread- ing fat hands sideways, conscious of the amused glances of the party in the window, who had all turned to watch the little comedy. Kill, tired with his journey, and irritable, opened up the offending steak with a quick movement of disgust. " Begardez! " he said briefly in his best Britannic French. " Pas cuit, pas du tout ! " The waiter smiled blandly. " Monsieur does not desire bifstek ? " A guttural comment of appreciation escaped the round table, and the smallest child with flaxen pig- tails choked over her wine. Ericsen bristled under the sound, his fighting instincts aroused. And quite suddenly, as Bill hesitated, from his neighbour came an avalanche of German, seasoned with stinging epithets and an utter disregard for the ears of polite society. The waiter cowered under the volume of im- precation and the fat Frau in the window turned horrified eyes to heaven, praying that sudden deafness might descend on the pig-tailed heads. On went the flow of words, and the maitre d'hfltel 328 EABTH bustled up from the distant desk, but Ericsen, once in his stride, was not to be checked, and Kill could only point dumbly to the cause of offence and wait until the painter had exhausted the waiter's ancestry. By this time the dish had been whisked away, presumably for burial, and the two Englishmen were left side by side, the one still breathless and indignant and the other beginning to realise the humour of the situation. "I'm very much obliged to you." Rill's eyes were twinkling as he turned to his neighbour. " I envy you your command of language. Couldn't make the fellow understand myself." " He didn't want to the German dog! " Ericsen gave one last splutter of wrath, con- scious of the explosive glances of the family in the window, and cooled down. " I hope you'll forgive my interfering." He paused. " Haven't we met before ? I never forget a face. My name's Ericsen, John Ericsen." For he had made up his mind to draw Diana's lover into conversation. " Of course ! " Bill appreciated the other's can- dour, despite the hovering touch of resentment that possessed him. And I've often seen you, from . . . Miss Farrar's studio. She's a very old friend of mine. I've known her since a child ; talented too, don't you think? But perhaps it's not fair to ask." " Her work doesn t interest me much," said Ericsen simply, " but the other, Miss Cottar, is by way of being a pupil of mine, a pupil I'm proud of too ; she ought to make her name." He attacked his dessert heartily, piling a great spoonful of curds on to the little red strawberries EARTH 329 of the woods, sweetest of their kind, with which his plate was heaped. "Yes, she's got genius," he went on thoughtfully ; " there's something more than talent. By the way," he kept his eyes lowered on his plate, " she's here you know, staying on the lake." Eill gave him a quick glance. " So Milly Farrar told me." His voice was supremely indifferent. " Cadennabbia, isn't it?" "Yes, at the Belle Vue, with her father." He looked up suddenly, as if struck by an idea. " I suppose you won't be seeing them ? Because if so, it would ease my mind . . ." and diving down into the pocket of his coat he produced a little pair of gloves, dog-skin and shabby, which he pro- ceeded to look at ruefully. " I've been guilty of a theft," he confessed, a twinkle in the clear blue eyes, " and was just wondering how to return these to Miss Cottar. She confided them to my care yesterday when we went for a row on the lake, with the result that I walked off with them." Bill eyed them greedily. " I shall be delighted," he observed. " I thought of stopping a night at Cadennabbia on my way to Varenna and golf." The polite fiction tickled Ericsen, and for a moment he was threatened with that tremendous laugh. With twitching lips he picked up the little gloves, eloquently suggestive of the slim brown hands of the wearer, and explained the meaning of his smile. " The first pair of gloves I've owned for years ! It's quite hard to give them up." He leaned across, delivering his treasure to Bill, 330 EAKTH and something in the significance of the action sobered him, bringing a sting of parting with it. He had the odd sensation of handing the young girl over into the keeping of another man. Kill placed them carefully within the inner pocket of his coat and, despite all his phlegm, a faint colour stole up under his bronzed skin. Ericsen approved the action. " Next to his heart that's how it should be ! " he told himself; "but, Lord! I wish he wasn't so ashamed of it all." He pushed his plate back and rose from the table. " He can't very well kiss them before the German waiter." Justice drove him to the amendment as that worthy bustled up bearing a dark-brown steak under the watchful eye of the dignified mattre d'hotel. "I'm off to Milan," he said aloud, "just time to catch the train. I suppose you'll go by the after- noon boat? It's a pretty trip, but I daresay you know it." He spoke with intention, a scheme forming in his mind that should bring the lovers together that very day, with the benefit of solitude and the romantic setting dear to his artist heart. " Well, yes, I thought of it." Bill looked up at the well-knit frame that suggested, in its lean energy, unbounded strength ; and then, with a touch of curiosity, at the clever, unusual face. Something wistful in the blue eyes puzzled him. He could not tell that this strange being whose unconventionality and disregard for appearance aroused a contemptuous pity in himself was capable of a renunciation that the trim soldier before him would have flinched from and fled, a deed noble and EAKTH 331 courageous, true to the creed of brotherhood, the altruism he professed. " I was going to suggest," the painter's voice was gruff, " that if you had the time, it might be worth your while to get out at a place called Lenno." He looked Rill suddenly straight between the eyes. " There's a pilgrimage church right up on the hill that's well worth seeing Our Lady of Help." His mouth twisted at the name in a curious smile, mocking and yet supremely tender. " You could send your baggage on direct by the boat, climb up there and walk across later to Cadennabbia. It's a pity to miss the chance, as you say you're going on to Varenna. I was hoping to do it myself, with Miss Cottar this afternoon. But I had to go, leaving her to a solitary climb." He held out his hand with a hurried glance at the clock. "Wish you luck, and oh! by the way, don't for- get the gloves." Something in the warm grip of the soldier's hand told him . that the other had understood. "Thanks," said Rill, "thank you." That obsti- nate British tongue of his could find no other word. He looked so guilty and confused, like a school- boy detected in some trivial offence, that Ericsen's sense of humour ran riot agaiust his will. Back went his head and the mighty laugh escaped, filling the empty room. Even the dignified maitre d'hotel chuckled at his desk at the sight of the thin man rocking in his mirth, red beard thrust forward, blue eyes dancing, the mask of comedy complete. But quite suddenly Ericsen pulled himself in hand, his face sober/ his thoughts far away. He 332 EAETH bent down over the wondering and slightly offended Bill. "It's a stiff climb," he said, "a hard climb to Our Lady of Help. But by heaven and by earth, it's worth it, man ! " Then, head high, shoulders very straight, he turned abruptly and passed out into the glare of the noonday sun. EARTH 333 CHAPTER XXVII DIANA saw her father off for his afternoon drive, with " Cousin Sophie " in attend- ance, the little old maid resplendent in a mushroom hat that bristled with black barley, from under which her wrinkled face peered forth, shortsighted and eager, like an intelligent human hedgehog. For never in all her wildest dreams and romance is by no means confined to the young had Miss Dacon contemplated the chance of travelling. That and "carriage exer- cise" had been rigorously forbidden by her slender means. And yet this miracle had come to pass ! For mindful of her quiet devotion to his wife in the days of weakness preceding her death, Sir John had clung to this last link with one of the Bretherton blood. Her perpetual wonder, occasionally tempered by dismay at " foreign ways," and her inborn mistrust of anything un-English, were a constant source of joy to the girl and often served to temporarily divert the sad old man. Now, with a vigorous cracking of whips and wild cries from the driver, viewed with a covert anxiety from behind Miss Dacon's glasses, the carriage swung briskly down the long white road, the pair of little horses moving with that short scrambling trot that seemed to belong by right to mountainous districts. 334 EAKTH For a time Diana stood there, her hand shading her eyes until, round the bend of the road, the dust swallowed them up ; then her gaze transferred itself to the sea beyond, where she could catch a glimpse of the steamer from Menaggio which should take her on to her chosen destination. A peasant woman passed, a great bundle of firewood on her head, and gazed with shrewd sympathy at the girl in her black dress, that struck a discordant note of mourning in the exuberant sunshine, and a group of Indian jugglers, picturesque in bright turbans appeared as if by magic in the garden before the hotel, and, squatting down in the dust, began a monotonous performance with the help of a mongoose and a weary-looking snake. Diana turned and watched them, but the sight of the cobra's head slowly moving to the beating of the little drum produced that sudden feeling of intense disgust so often found in the children of Anglo-Indian parents. She tried in vain to dis- tinguish long-forgotten words in the quick patter of Hindustani, but the effort failed, and shaking off the laziness of the sunny hour, she turned her back on this oriental scene, to which the palms and hot glare lent a subtle air of reality, and passed down to the pier to await the approaching steamer. Her thoughts turned to Ericsen and the preced- ing afternoon, when her father had been persuaded to join the young people in one of the comfortable boats of the lake, gay with its bright awning and sheltered from the sun. The painter had been in the happiest of moods, and between the long strokes of the oars had chat- tered unceasingly,interesting the old soldier by records of the strenuous fights that had raged round the sheet of water on this frontier post of Italy and France. EARTH 335 They had skirted Tremezzo and Lenno, and struck across for the point, passing the beautiful Villa Arconati, with its tiny harbour guarded by the four saints the site, it is believed, of Pliny's adored Villa of Comedy and on round the bend to the little island of Comacina. Here they had landed for a picnic tea, Miss Dacon presiding with fussy enjoyment, whilst Ericsen, full length on the grass, hands clasped behind his head, watched the fleecy clouds drifting against the sapphire sky and babbled on serenely of the land he loved. The spot was peculiarly sacred to him that home of refuge during the Lombard invasion, where the " Master Builders " had sheltered, unheeded and forgotten, far from the clash of arms, to emerge later, under the victorious Franks, and revive Archi- tecture in a country rased and disfigured by the German barbarians. It was from Comacina, this ancient sanctuary of Art, that Diana had first caught sight of the winding path on the mainland that led up to the pilgrimage church on the hill, and now, as she stepped on to the steamer, she tried to recall all that Ericsen had told her in connection with the place, conscious since his visit, of a new interest in her surroundings, of a wealth of legend hidden in the sleepy vine-wreathed shores. The mysticism of the story surrounding " Our Lady of Help " had touched an answering chord in her nature, and her vivid imagination played round this fourteenth-century miracle handed down intact to modern times and still fervently credited by the simple peasantry. As she sat in the bows of the slowly moving boat, gazing across the blue expanse of water, she 336 EAETH could picture to herself the little goat-herd, bare- foot and solitary, cut off from all her kind by the terrible affliction of the dumb, driving her flock before her, until on the edge of the hill she came to the grotto where the wonderful image was found that misshapen statuette that brought from the wondering child her first coherent cry, " The Madonna ! the Madonna herself ! " And the cer- tainty that followed among the rejoicing villagers that the image was endowed with the power of healing, and had descended there direct from heaven. How they had borne it to the church at Isola, and with high pomp and ceremony had placed it above the main altar, only to find it back next morning in the grotto on the hill ; and, accepting the miracle as a proof of Our Lady's desire, had builded about her the quaint old church that still marks the shrine. Thus the statue in grey stone became the mother of the lake. A sure defence in storm and sickness and tribulation, curing, rescuing, ever open to the prayers of her simple folk, living up to the old-time name, " Our Lady of Help." Diana, thrown at a most impressionable age into a Koman Catholic country, had none of the narrow distaste for an alien religion so often to be found in the young. An idealist herself, she reverenced the spirit of worship wherever it lingered, and could pray serenely in any house built by the hand of man for the God of his own sincere conviction and ultimate hope of salvation. But the simple faith of the countryside of a country, moreover, that was indissolubly linked by time with more ancient religions still appealed to her with a force that daily grew in strength as she realised how the everyday life of the people was EARTH 337 threaded with belief; the inherent trust handed down from mother to child as yet untouched in this quiet spot by the sword of secular power. And she felt m her loneliness a curious leaning for a religion that pre-eminently appeals to woman- hood, to lay her troubles at the feet of the Madonna a woman herself who had suffered and had died. As she stepped off the steamer and walked along the border of the lake into the village of Lenno, as if to accentuate the spiritual trend of her thoughts, she met an aged cure", hurrying along with two acolytes a vivid patch of scarlet and white against the cobble stones, bearing the sacra- ment to a dying parishioner, his lined old face testifying to his anxiety to arrive in time to administer the ultimate consolation. The picture haunted her, with its mystery of life and death that the sunshine seemed to mock, as she left the narrow streets behind and emerged on to the full beauty of the countryside ; fields yellow with cow- slip and buttercup and starred with cuckoo-pint, that carried the girl back to the home meadows, and her childhood days at happy Tenterleigh. She had heard that morning from Esterella. Her gratitude had taken the extraordinary form or, so it seemed to Diana of calling the little daughter she had triumphantly born to Darrell, after the name of the girl who had saved her from wrecking her life. The curious want of delicacy in the idea did not even suggest itself to the delighted mother, but Diana shivered suddenly in the sunshine at the train of thought it evoked. She paused for a moment, tempted by a patch of orchids, madder-pink with gay, spotted leaves, but decided it would be cruel to carry them through the heat, and quickening her step, passed on until z 338 EABTH the narrow path opened out into a space that was paved with stone, polished by the feet of pilgrims, before the first of the fifteen shrines that marked the steep ascent caskets of prayer, sacred to the Madonna del Soccorso. She knelt down on the worn step and gazed eagerly through the grating into the strange little octagonal chamber before her. Roughly modelled in terra-cotta, against a painted background, the scene was laid of the Annunciation, life-sized figures grouped together, crudely empha- sising the story to the peasant mind. Thrust through the rusty bars, a few withered flowers tied to a piece of holy palm testified to an offering from some passing child. From thence the road, broad and paved, rose steeply with an occasional narrow step to meet the required gradient, first upwards to the right, then round a sharp curve to the left, and the zigzag way was dotted in due course by the grey shrines, lost in a fold of the hill or peeping out from behind a knot of silvery olive-trees. The sun beat down on the hot pavement as Diana toiled 011, ever mounting, with feet that slipped as she went, thankful for the aid of her stout walking- stick. She remembered how Ericsen had said that on the great day, the " festa " of the lake, when the pilgrims from all the country around joined in a mighty procession, young and old, rich and poor, that many went on their knees, dragging them- selves painfully upwards as a mark of reverence and gratitude to the Madonna of their hopes. " But it's hard enough to walk," she decided with a smile, as she stopped to peer into the second chapel, where a highly-coloured representation of the Nativity met her eye, the oxen and manger faith- EARTH 339 fully reproduced, and among the straw the little pink-faced Babe, a gilt halo bound about its head. Crude and unpleasing as it was to her artistic sense, she realised, nevertheless, how this living New Testament must appeal to a people who shrink from the toil of reading, bringing home the scripture story with a hint of miracle about it the old realism of the era of passion-plays. " I don't wonder they're so proud of it." She marched on sturdily. " After all, I suppose it's only a matter of education, and if I had been born in one of the cottages hereabouts, I should think precisely the same and base my highest ambition on the chance of being selected to touch up the backgrounds, or re-gild the enormous star that hangs from the ceiling ! " And she smiled to herself, wishing that Ericsen had stayed and taken the walk beside her. She had fully realised that the mysterious visitor- of whom Milly wrote must have been the painter, and had tried to overcome the stab of disappoint- ment the conclusion brought. But strive as she might she could not keep her thoughts off Rill ; and this afternoon in particular, with that curious sense of the man's near approach the sixth sense still veiled in mystery she seemed to feel his presence and to realise that before long they would surely meet. And then what would happen ? Could she forgive? Was it right to forgive? Could happiness ever follow ? Ericsen's preaching lacked conviction, without his stirring voice and the hot-blooded personality of the preacher. And the old problem tortured her, still unsolved the problem of her own responsi- bility. Should she forgive? Was it indeed her 340 EARTH duty, or a weak surrender to the force of her own desires ? This was the pilgrim's load she carried tbis bitter burden of doubt, with a half- formed, wholly-romantic notion of laying it at the feet of Our Lady of Help. Would inspiration follow the little grey statue vouchsafe a sign to this child of an alien faith. Half-tenderly, half-nervously, she asked herself the question, as at last, the final stage complete, she parsed in under the grey portals of the church on the hill. After the glare of the sunshine the cold and gloom within sent a shiver through her ; and as she paused uncertainly by the door, peering through the semi-obscurity, a whispered voice reached her ear. Looking down in startled surprise beside the freat stone font, she saw a little old woman in a lue apron and snowy cap that bordered her wrinkled face, offering her a choice of candles from her store. Gravely, still moved by the one idea, Diana chose the tallest, pressing a five-franc piece into the gnarled palm, and hurriedly evading the pattered blessing it evoked, moved forward, the taper in her hand. As her eyes grew accustomed to the gloom she marked the entrance to the inner chapel, and making her way noiselessly between the long rows of chairs, with a nervous fear of breaking the silence that hung over the empty place, she passed through the narrow door into the presence of the shrine, curiously expectant, she hardly knew of what, her vivid imagination playing on her nerves as she knelt on the nearest prie-dieu and gave herself up to the spirit of prayer. EARTH 341 Slowly Diana raised her head and gazed around at the narrow, low-roofed scene. She had that acute disappointment that a dreamer feels, when the cold light of day disturbs the visions of the night. She was struck afresh by the tawdriness of her surroundings that jarring note so often found in the wayside church abroad the paper flowers on the altar, the cheap starched lace, and a little heap of dust left carelessly by a broken chair. The poverty- stricken details photographed themselves instantly on the receptive portion of her mind as she leaned forward, the unlighted candle still in her hand, her hazel eyes wistful with the shock of the reaction. The chapel seemed the shell of a worn-out religion a faith that had spent itself, seeking in vain a sign. A little sob rose in her throat. So it was all a myth, a trick her sensitive soul had played her. There was to be no help. More desperately lonely than ever she rose to her feet, and with an effort at self-control began to move round the littered walls, noting listlessly the extraordinary collection of trophies that over- flowed the place. And suddenly, in the depths of her disenchant- ment, the veil lifted, the tawdriness vanished with a flash, and the eyes of her soul opened, realising the meaning of the picture. As she was wont to probe in her painting below the surface, so now she pierced to the heart of the scene before her. It was a Temple of Worship in which she stood, glorified by gratitude and eloquent of answered prayer. The tarnished metal hearts, the dusty bead-wrought wreaths and the clumsily-worded tablets, all told a human story, mites of thanks- 342 EARTH giving laid at the Maker's feet. Here a pair of crutches, no longer required, testified to a cripple's ardent joy ; a waxen hand suggested a limb re- stored to health ; and on the walls themselves rough drawings proclaimed Divine intervention a man saved from drowning clutching the rescuing boat, a tiny child lifted out of the flames of a burning house. Everywhere salvation and gratitude intercession that had pierced the veil of heaven ! And in the far corner, small and uncomely, the Madonna del Soccorso, with her centuries old smile, worn hands extended, gazed down on the wonder- ing girl. To help, to save, to comfort the woman's in- herited right from the earliest days of time ; involving self-sacrifice, bitter disillusion, but out- lasting centuries of cruelty and sin. Our Lady of Help. The inspiration was com- plete, the way made clear at last. And as she stood there, a strangely pathetic figure, black-robed and young, so utterly alone, Diana made her supreme renunciation, offering up her pride. Clearly she gazed back into the Madonna's eyes, seeing no longer the faint, distorted vision, but a serene faith shaping itself the hope of a man's salvation. She would forgive Bill, knowing all ! Not blindly, childishly, with tight-shut eyes, refusing to re- cognise sin, but as a woman, with knowledge of temptation, with that broad sympathy that Ericsen had urged, and together they would go forth to start life anew, conscious of weakness, but conscious too of the saving grace of love. How long she stood there wrapped in profoundest EAETH 343 thought, in the vision of future days that her busy brain called forth, she never even realised. But at last a sound roused her, breaking loudly through the silence, the heavy roll of thunder echoing in the hills. Again it came, peeling through the high vault of the empty church. Then the quick patter of rain, the note of the wind rising, and a flash, blue and vivid, that lit up the shrine of the grey Madonna. Diana pulled herself together with a start of dismay, aware of the growing obscurity as the storm came rolling nearer; one of those sudden violent storms that descend upon the lake, swelling the mountain streams into rushing torrents and lashing the cold blue water into waves, deadly to fisher-folk whose light and unkeeled barques are powerless to weather the treacherous gale. As she reached the porch a peasant woman, her shawl drawn tightly over her head, her wet skirts clinging to her, slipped past into shelter, and, sinking quickly on to her knees, with a rattle of wooden beads began to pray aloud in a breathless monotone. Through the open door Diana gazed in dismay at the sudden change before her. Great grey clouds blotted out the sunshine she bad left on her entry into the church, and the paved downward way streamed with water, the rain as it beat down form- ing little rivulets between the uneven stones. The olive trees creaked and groaned before the storm that showed no sign of abatement, and the mountains were blotted out in the thick white mist. The girl glanced at her watch, noting with relief that her father would have returned by now from his drive, ready for his cherished cup of tea that English habit all the more dear in foreign lands. But her face clouded over again at the idea of his 344 EARTH probable anxiety for herself and her protracted absence. Of late he had grown nervous at the thought of her long solitary walks, and to-day Diana had said nothing of her proposed excursion, hoping to be back almost as soon as the pair in the carriage a fact she was to remember later to her cost ! But after a time the storm passed away as quickly as it had come, following the range of hills that border the long lake. From under the edge of the parting clouds the sun peeped forth, and towards the east a rainbow spanned the hills, a bridge of dissolv- ing colours, exquisite and frail, reared 011 the columns of the lofty peaks. The girl's eyes lingered on it as she walked down the hill, avoiding the little streams racing merrily onward to join the brook that bordered the path, now a leaping mass of water swirling down to the river that fed the silk-mills below. The freshness of the air after the rain was delicious and the moist smell of the earth was blent with that of the wild thyme, rosemary, and clumps of wet-faced meadow- sweet. Diana threw her head back and drank it in, her cheeks rosy with the pace at which she moved, springing down the narrow steps and taking great strides forward, until about midway she came to the steepest piece of all, sheer as a sloping rock and slippery as glass in its half-dried state. Once she saved herself narrowly from a fall and laughed aloud, that clear, meny note that would have warmed Ericsen's heart, bringing back memories of the Diana he first had known, boyish and sweet, un- dimmed by sorrow's cloud. For indeed she felt as though a burden had been removed. Her resolution taken, there should be no EARTH 345 looking back. She had decided ; the fight was over. And in the reaction from the long hours of doubt and silent conflict she felt a lightening of spirit that communicated itself to her very feet. She began to sing to herself, fragments of song, cheering the lonely way with her clear young voice, and with a tender smile she drifted back into the old refrain, the song that memory bound so closely about Bill " I will give you the keys of Heaveu To lock the gates when the clock strikes seven. Madam, will you walk ? Madam, will you talk . . ." and broke off suddenly as she saw upon the path, under her very feet, a great stag-horn beetle, dignified and obese, taking his evening stroll abroad regardless of danger. With a supreme effort she threw herself back, leaning her whole weight on her stick, and as it slipped away, went down, her leg twisted under her, with a sharp involuntary cry of pain. For a moment she lay there, a crumpled heap on the hard cobble-stones ; then with a wry smile she tried to rise from the ground. But an excruciating stab went through her and she sank back again dismayed, aware of graver trouble than a mere sprained foot. In vain she gazed about her for a sign of life. The deserted road wound in zigzags down the hill, pink with the sunset's glow, and sanctified to pilgrimage alone, far from the haunts of men and the distant cottages that framed the shore. Sick and faint with the agony of the jarred limb, she managed to drag herself across the road and down a few yards to the shelter of a shrine that 346 EARTH bounded the sharp bend of the path and commanded a view of the next descent. Slowly the red ball of the sun went down behind the hills and a cold wind stole up from the lake, making her shiver where she lay, her shoulders against the hard step, watching the empty road. She wondered dimly if she would lie there for ever. Her head throbbed and the pain in her ankle seemed steadily to increase. She was seized with an utter horror of loneliness, a dread of she knew not what, some intangible trouble that would come creeping out of the dreary fields. There had been a gruesome mystery in the English papers of late the body of a young girl of gentle birth found on the Highland moors, dead, with a broken ankle, presumably starved, far from the reach of help. Now she recalled this with a shudder of despair. It seemed too cruel to contemplate a lonely death, racked with pain, but a short hour since so full of life and hope and new-born resolutions. Once or twice she raised her voice, crying aloud for assistance, but no sound answered, only the ripple of the little stream and far away the whistle of a steamer, homeward bound up the lake. The last gleam of rose faded from the sky and that curious livid glow that heralds the twilight hour lit up the paved way, a streak of silver threading in and out of the slumbering fields. One by one the stars peered forth and a full moon, cold and unfriendly, rose up above the hills. A night bird called with a hoarse croak and a bat whirled down, still blinded by the light, and blundered on with its faint, high squeak, and in the meadows damp with the heavy dew a chorus of frogs arose with an eerie insistence that seemed to add to the loneliness of the hour. EAETH 347 Tears of weakness and pain were trickling down her face. She had given up hope at last, foretasting the horrible slow night, the cold grey dawn, and realising only too acutely that no one knew where she lay save Ericsen alone. And he was speeding south, ignorant of her danger. She seemed to lose all count of time, to lie in a world of pain, apart, removed from all humanity. And then suddenly out of the lonely spaces of the night a figure turned the bend of the road below, the figure of a man, mounting swiftly with long, even strides, head bent a little forward as though lost in thought. At the sight the girl's courage returned. Here was help, tangible and at hand. A patch of olive-trees for a moment blurred the vision ; then the man re-appeared, swinging round the further curve, broad shoulders above the intervening bank. In a spasm of joy, Diana drew herself up on her elbow, shaken with excitement, calling aloud for help. For a moment the figure paused; then with a spurt, started up the slope, and through the silence around a voice, hoarse with anxiety and long-pent-up desire, swept to the ears of the listening girl miracle of miracles ! in one short word breathing the very essence of Bill's hope " Diana ! " 348 EAETH CHAPTER XXVIII STEADILY, with cautious feet, Rill bore his precious burden down the hill, conscious of every tiny jar that sent a thrill of pain through the slender figure in his arms. He knew for the first time what it was physically to suffer for another, the sick feeling of impotence before a loved one's pain. Twice he paused to rest on the long downward road, still weak from his fever abroad, deeply ashamed that it should be so and unaware that this very lack of strength made him still dearer to the heart that throbbed so near his own. Once as his foot slipped and he groaned audibly at her start of pain, he felt the little hand, hot with fever, steal up round his neck, and Diana's voice, low and faint, breathing in his ear. " I'm going to forgive, Tony; I promised I would." "Promised whom?" He bent his head, a spirit of wonder moving him to the question, and he thought she must be wandering, when the answer came back softly from lips, tight with the effort of self-control. " Our Lady of Help," she said. The night closed in around them, blotting out the world, no longer lonely to Diana, but a fair setting to a dream of love. From Bellaggio's point a search- light flashed, sweeping the broad water with a fan- EARTH 349 shaped radiance, lingered for a moment on a belated fishmg-boat, and vanished northward with its warn- ing to contrabandists lurking along the fn-ntier shore. Bound by the Villa Arconati and its pile of rocks tongues of flame spurted : the glare of pinewood torches and strange figures of men stood revealed, motionless, arm uplifted, ready to spear the swiftly- moving fish that swirled up, dazzled, to their doom. Somewhere far away a guit ir throbbed rhythmically and a deep voice, mellow and untrained, rose and fell and was swallowed up in the silence again. All the long afternoon as they steamed up from Como and sheltered from the storm with a blissful disregard for time, moored to a friendly pier, Bill had prepared himself for this longed-for meeting, foreseeing the invincible arguments of youth, arm- ing herself for a last stand, so it seemed to him a final desperate bid for the happiness he craved. And now at a touch the phantom defences fell. Diana lay in his arms, so still, so helpless, that the miracle held him speechless, and he asked himself with a throb of pain if it were illness alone that prompted the surrender. He dreaded a swift awakening once the fever was spent and the Diana of old rebellious, broken but proud. Taking advantage of a low wall skirting the path that led into the town, he paused for a moment, resting his weight upon it, to gather his energies for the final descent down to the water's edge. Diana stirred, opening her hazel eyes. So clear was the look she gave him, so trustful and so sweet that Bill's doubts faded before it, wonder replacing fear. " Is it all true, Diana ? do you really forgive me, child?" His voice shook with the nervous strain 350 EARTH he felt as he bent his head to catch the words that trembled on her lips. But Diana checked herself. Woman-like she craved the assurance of his love before she would venture farther. " Do you care so much, Tony ? So very, very much?" " Care ? " He laid his cheek against the glossy hair that the evening breeze had loosened against his supporting shoulder, fearing to break the spell by further demonstration. " Care ? " He repeated the word strongly. " Why, Diana, you're all the world to me." The ring of truth, unmistakable, sent a glow of colour into her white face, as he went on brokenly, staring straight ahead. " I know I'm not worth it, child you're far too good for a man like me. But give me one more chance just one ? " Unconsciously he tightened his arms around her " Just one more try, Diana? " At the humble entreaty in his voice, the simplicity of the speech, Diana turned, forgetting pain, lost to all else but the longing to comfort Bill. Her hands went up to his face, and drawing it down towards her, childishly, seriously, she kissed him on his cheek. " Let's try . . . together," she said. A sudden sharp throb at the movement made her wince, and she lay back, exhausted, in his arms. But Bill, carried away by the hope that her words had raised, realised nothing but a swift rush of passion overwhelming him. "Oh, Diana, Diana!" He broke into incoherent speech, love and gratitude, all the pent-up emotion of the moment striving for utterance in promises for the days to come, and finally in halting explana- tions of the past. EABTH 351 But the girl checked him with a gesture of command. " I don't want to hear that's over, dead and buried." She shivered suddenly, drawing closer to him. " But the future's ours, Tony, to do with as we choose. And I think I can help if you'll let me. I think ... I understand." She slid a little hand into his own, but a newborn scruple seized the man, his exultation sinking as swiftly as it had come. "And what of yourself , Diana ? It's a precious poor exchange." His voice went suddenly hard. " Your youth and health, genius and high ideals for a battered man of the world." He laughed with a note of scorn. "For the philanderer, in fact middle aged, tired of life, with not even a clean record to lay before you ! " " Oh, hush, hush ! " Her eyes were shining now. " You don't understand, Tony you don't under- stand a bit. It's just because you are you, with all your faults, my dear ..." A sob rose in her throat and she went on breathlessly. " It's like a beautiful garden that's somehow choked by weeds : you were meant for finer things than you pretend. That's the Tony I see not the society man. And he's the one I want the man I mean to have ! " her voice rang with a deep note, sweet and pas- sionate " and the man who will make me proud, and give me the keys of heaven." " Ah ! " said Bill. He drew in his breath deeply, and before his mental vision the picture of another moonlit night arose in far away Hyeres, with the old church on the hill, where first they had peeped together into the heart of fairyland. "Do you remember, Diana?" He read the answer in her eyes. " But I love you better now a thousandfold, my dear." 352 EARTH She nestled back against his shoulder, feeling the battle won, tired hut supremely happy, gazing up at the clear-cut face < utlin* d against the st;irs. And quaintly, softly, sl.e be^au to sing, her eyes lost in his " ' Thou shalt give me the keys of thy heart And nought but death us twain shall part. Madam, will you walk ? Madam, will you talk ? ' " She broke off, leaving the verse unfinished, and suddenly, with a quick movement, threw her arms open as if she would gather the country that she loved and all the j_lory of the southern night, with the man she had chosen, into one close embrace. " Kiss me, Tony ! " Her voice thrilled him. So Diana " gave earth." n n ^ i < 3 _ T Q - fV _- 3 cT3 2. 3-"- O P 5 tn 3 n 2 ^"s ^.S tn 3 3 O o m 2S 3 S?^ "> flslli-l rn ,1? 7Q O *-*" t w (P 3- = S x cr I n" n D-oi* *fi|l a> S-G. S-^s^' |: O O"r en ^j (D o r+ (_ i 63 Q, sT TO ^ s; S ?* -^ S* p "" ^ pj. o> f 3 .5 O - r/i D. " 3 W Q. 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