iiiiiiilWiliiiPiitiiiiiliiill^ ««pi A JOURNAL OF THE L IF E O F THOMAS STORY: Containing, an Account of his REMARKABLE CONVINCEMENT Of, and Embracing the PRINCIPLES of TRUTH, As held by the PEOPLE called Q^ U A K E R Si Andalfo, of his TRAVELS and LABOURS in die SERVICE of the GOSPEL: With many Other Occurrences and Observations. NEWCASTLE UPON T T N E: Printed by Isaac Thompson and Company, at the New Printing-office on the Side. MDCCXLVII. ADVERTISEMENT. 1'Ohn W I l s o n 0/ Graithwak, James Wilson, Willi am Williamson, ani ^ John Wilson, 0/ Kendal, he'ing nominatei and appointed Truftees, hy Thomas Story, late of Juftice-Town, touching and concerning his Eftate and EffeSis in Great- Britain, and Executors of his lafl Will and Teftament^ and thereby empowered to print a Journal of his Life, relating to his Travels in the Service of the Truths written by himfelf\ the Expence and Charge of which to be defrayed out of the Rejidue and Remainder of the Money and EffeSts arifing by the Sales of his MeJfmgeSy Lands, Tenements, and Heredita- ments, and all the Rejidue of his Perfonal Eftate: they the (Survivors of the) faid Truftees have accordingly printed a certain Number of Copies of the faid Journal, to be beftowed ■upon the Publick as the Avtkov.^s'L.y.q plCv % of which Number this Volume is one. 832207 TO THE READER IT appears by the Author's fhort Introdudion to the following Journal, that he had two Points in view, which were jointly his Inducement to un- dertake the Performance. The firft was, to have always at hand a faith- ful Remembrancer ofhispaft Life; whereby, at every Opportunity, he might be enabled, with more Certainty, to make a right and ufeful Retrofpec- tion into his own religious Conduft ; and to contemplate and adore the divine Goodnefs and Mercies of G o d, abundantly manifefted in the Courfe of his own Experience and Obfervation in the World. The fecond was, that the Service of this Work might not altogether center in himfelf, but be extended to the Pu- blick, affording LelTons of Inftrudtion and a profitable Entertainment to all fuch as are inclined to enquire into Things of a religious Nature. This twofold View, being conftantly regarded by the Reader in perufing the JcunmU will afford a full Explanation and Apology for the Author's Man- ner of relating feveral particular PafTages, which otherwife might feem liable to fome Objeftion : For Inftance, the Times, Places, and Circumftances upon ma- ny ordinary and common Occafions ; and the Names and Charadlers of private Perfons, feem fometimes too minutely infifted upon, for any apparent Ufe or In- formation that can accrue to the Readers in general, efpecially at remote Di- ftances of Time and Place from thofe which the Author frequently mentions : and yet fuch Particulars might both be entertaining and very ufeful to himfelf in the Review of his own Life, as Inlets to the Memory of many other conco- mitant Scenes and Tranfadions, which the Mind is naturally difpofed to recol- left by fuch Helps and Afliftances. Again, in the Narration of what happened in feveral Difcourfes and verbal Controverfies, the Arguments are often drawn out to a greater Length, and the particular Texts of Scripture more fully quo- ted, than it can be imagined the Author could defign for his own private Ufe ; or indeed than the befl Memory could pofTibly recoiled; exadly to have happened, without Notes having been taken down during the Time of fuch Difcourfe or De- bate: In fuch Cafes it mufl be prefumed, the Author had the publick Service in view •, and therefore, after long Difputations and verbal Combats, tho' he might not remember exadly every fmall Circumftance and Part of the Controverfy, yet being at no Lofs as to the full Purport of what had pafTed, and the Strcfs of the Arguments on both Sides, he was able to give a clear and full Account of the Matter ; which he undoubtedly did : and alfo, without any Unfairnefs, might add fuch other corroborating Texts and Obfervations as he judged ufeful to the Support and Explanation of the Truth ; the Knowledge of which it was his principal Cpncern to propagate in the World. In fhort, the. Work be- a ing ii To //j^ R E A D E R. ing defigned both for his own private Ufe and Advantage, while living, and a Legacy of the hke Emolument to the Publick after his Death ; however thefe two Purpofes might require different Methods of Profecution, and, being dif- ferent Ends, might vary in the Means : yet, through the whole Courle of the Work it may eafily be obferved, that he kept a faithful Eye to both Points; and where they could not jointly be purfued, he has made no Scruple to drop one to ferve the other. It may, perhaps, be objefted, that as the Author's Purpofe with regard to himfelf, muft have been accomplilhed during his Life, and ended at his Death, why have not the Editors fupprefs'd all Parts ot the Work whofe End and Aim had obtained their full Service, and only permitted that to be publifhed which was defigned and calculated for publick Ufe ? The Anfwcr is. That the fcveral Pafts of the Work, though often plainly adapted to ferve different Purpofes and Ends, are yet in moft Places connefted in fuch a Manner, and fo interwo- ven together, that it would be no eafy Tafk (as the Editors conceive) to fcparate them, and new-model the Performance, without doing manifeft Injury to the Author. They, however, dare not prefume themfelves authorized, nor qualified for fuch an Undertaking ; and have therefore thought it prudent to leave the Matter to the Judgment and Candour of the impartial Reader, prefentirg him with the whole. and entire Journal, as the Author left it in his own Hand-wri- ting ; wifhing that a right and profitable Ufe of it may be honeftly made by every one : which appears to have been the Motive and earneft Concern of our worthy Friend the Penman. As to his own Part, there can be no Doubt but that his Labour fully anfwered his Expeftation and Defire ; and that many fe- rious Reviews, and folid Confiderations of his paft Life, were applied to his own unfpeakable Benefit and Satisfadlion : For what Advantage fo great, or what Knowledge fo ufeful, as that which Experience teaches and gives i* And what Confolation can equal the Love of G o d, and the Memory of a well Ipent Time ? • There is one Thing more, too remarkable to be paffed over Without Ob- fervation ; which is, that though the Author was known to be a Man ot excel- Jent Underftanding and extenfive Learning, and had particularly applied part of his Time to the Study of Natural Hiftory, and the phyfical Explanation of Things, yet we do not find any Difquifitions, nor Obfervations of this kind, brought into his Journal^ though Opportunities fcem not to have been a- wanting, if he had thought it proper to have made any Ufe of them ; and perhaps fome Readers may be difappointed in not finding fomething of this fort in the following \Vork. But the Author certainly judged of thefe Matters in another Manner, and efteem'd them as Subjects of too light and infignificant a Nature to bear any Part or Mixture with Things appertaining to Religion and the World to come. He was well convinced of the mutable and uncertain State of terrene Affairs ; the limited and narrow Bounds of the prefent Life ; the Shortnefs, Imperfedtion, and Vanity of all temporary Enjoyments ; and the weak and per- plex'd Condition of human Reafon, and the natural Abilities of Man, though aid- ed and improved with all the Arts and Sciences the World can give. With thefe he had compared (or rather oppofed to them) the eternal and unchangeable Manfions prepared in the Heavens for the favoured of G o d ; the wide and un-* bounded Profpefts of Immortality -, the tranfcendent Fulnefs and Duration of celeftial Joys, and the ineffable Light and fure Knowledge, revealed and mani- fefted in the Prefence and Enjoyment of the Almighty. In regard to thefe Views, and under a deep Confideration ot this fort, the World (though Go d's Creation, and, in its Place, perfeftly harmonious, and wifely deiign'd and or- der'd) To the R E a: D E R. der'd) he held of fmall Account ; and, with the Apoftle, efteemed it as Droft and Dung in comparifon with divine Riches and Attainments. It feems there- fore to have been his ftudied Care to avoid touching upon every other Subjeft, but what in fome Meafure lean'd towards rehgious Matters, or related to the Work of G o D in tlie Soul of Man : And as he had freely dedicated his Life to this great Purpofe, we do not only find that he has excluded the Amufe- ments of natural Science, and the Curiofities of human Learning from his Work, but alfo mod of the Matters ol Bufinefs and Incidents which fell to his Share in the Courfe of his fecular Affairs and Tranfaftions in the World, whe- ther of a private or publick Nature ; amongft which, it is not a little remark- able, that he has not once mentioned his ever having been in the conjugal State, though 'tis certain that he was married in 1 706 to Anne Daughter of Edward Shippen^ with whom he lived in great Harmony and Affedlion feveral Years, viz. till 171 1 or 12, when he was deprived of that Comfort, by her Death. His not talcing any Notice of a Thing of fo great private Concernment as this, makes it no Wonder that he has omitted many others of a more remote and indiffe- rent Nature ; by which Means there appear feveral Vacancies, or Chafms, of Time, concerning which he has left us no Account ; particularly one of four Years, between 1 705 and 1 709, during which Time he was moftly engaged in the Provincial Affairs of Penfylva7tia, by virtue of a Deputation from his inti- mate Friend, the Proprietor, William Penn. Alfo between 1720 and 27 we have another Vacancy in the Journal^ during which Time the Author was em- ployed in regulating feveral troublefome Affairs, which he could not avoid be- ing involved in, as well as fome vexatious Law Suits ; all which he bore and pafs'd through with great Firmnefs and Temper, and at laft cleared himfelf of, and became again free from the World and the Things thereof, and wholly de- voted to publick Service in the great and interefting Caufe of Truth and Salva- tion ; of which he was an able and faithful Minifter in the Hand of God, thro* Jesus Christ our Lord. But it is a needlefs Thing for us to attempt any Charafter or Encomkim of our deceas'd Friend •, many living Witneffes remain, even all who were acquaint- ed with him, of his high Value and Merit, as a glorious Inftrument in the di- vine Hand. To their Memory we may appeal, which will undoubtedly fupply abundantly more than it is in our Power, or even in the Compafs of Language to unfold : And as for thofe who never had the Happinefs or Opportunity of an Intimacy with, or perfonal Knowledge of Thomas Story, to them let this Legacy, his Journal, fhew forth what Manner of Man he was ; his own Work will better and more truly charadferize him, and be his Praife, than any Defcrip- tion and Recommendation of ours. A s the Manufcript was committed by the Author to our Difcretion, to be perufed by us, and publifhed or fuppreffed as we, upon a due Confideration, mif^ht adjudge it of Service, or the contrary, to Mankind ; we have honeftly, and, we hope, we may add impartially, difcharged the Truft repofed in us *: for, upon a deliberate and attentive Perufal of the Work (which we made, and divers Times repeated with great Satisfadtion) before it was put to the Prefs, we obferved the wonderful Ways and Mercies of Almighty God, clearly manifeft- ed after a moil fingular Manner, in the Convincement of the Author, and in the Courfe of his Experience ; and alfo finding many excellent Expofitions of the Holy * The Work was perufed by all the Truftees refpeftively, who unanimoufly agreed upon the Publication, though only two of them, miz. James Wilfon and John fVilfon of Ktndal, lived to fee it printed. Jll IV To the R E A D E R. Holy Scriptures, and the Principles of Truth, maintained with a more than com- mon Strength and Clearnefs, eftabliflied upon their own proper and immutable Nature, and exhibited in a Light and Force over all the Perverfion, Confufion, and Sophiftry of ignorant and ill defigning Men, we could not but think the Work highly worthy of Publication, and moft likely to be of excellent Service to Mankind, if they will be perfuaded to read it with zfingle Eye, in the unprejudiced Love of Truth ; which, that every one may, is the fincere Wifh and hearty De- firc of. Cemi^ Reader^ Thy weil-wijhing Friends, Kendal, Fifth Month 24, J A M E S W I L S O N, 1747. JOHN WILSON. ERRATA. Page 3, Line 3, in a few Copies, hi flagrant, teaA fragrant. Page 208, Line I !« concur, read concurs. Page 216, Line z, whether, rfci/ whither. P. 301, Line 10, dele to. Page 331, lajt Line but one, dele back. Page 338, Line 5, them, read\.\icy. Page 370, lajl Line but one, fent, read fet. Page ^()6, lafi Line, t\{\i,readth.\%'P\3.ce. i'af/r ;66, for 556. Page 66y, Line 28, Hidoe, read Haydock. Line 35, Acred, read Ecroyd. Page 688, Line iz, Henry Arden, «iZ(/ Henry Ardern. Page 6ijq, Line 2^, Andrews, read Atd^ra. THE -a THE LIFE O F THOMAS STORY. HAT which I intend by the Following Work, is, to record the tender Mercies and Judgments of the Lord-, to relate my own Experience of his Dealings with me thro' the Courfe of my Life ; and to write a faithful Journal of my Travels and La- bours in the Service of the Gofpel : Which I defign for my own Review ; and likewife for the ferious Perufal of all thofe who may incline to enquire into Things of this Nature. I HAVE folid Evidence to believe, that the Lord, in his great Mercy and Kindnefs, had an Eye upon me for my good, even in my Infancy, inclining my .Heart to feek after him in my tender Years : From whence, I may reafonably conclude, arofe that early Inchnation I had to Solitude •, where I fometimes had religious Thoughts, and frequently read in the Holy Scriptures : which I ever loved, and ftill do, above all Books, as moft worthy and moft profitable •, efpe- cially the New Tellament, in which I chiefly delighted. In this State, my Mind fuffered many Flowings and Ebbings -, and, as I grew up towards a young Man, I found myfelf under great Difadvantages in Mat- ters of Religion, as I was then circumftanced : For my Father, intending me for the Study of the Law, which being efteemed a genteel ProfelTion, he firft fcnt me to the Fencing-fchool, as a fafhionable and manly Accomplifhment. Flere I be- came a confiderable Proficient in a ikort Time, and obtained the chief Vogue over all my neighbouring Cotemporaries in that Faculty •, by which my Mind was greatly drawn out, and too much alienated from thofe Beginnings of Solidi- ty which I had once known : And, having acquired fome Skill alio in Mufick, the Exercife of that occafioned an Acquaintance and Society not profitable to Religion -, tho' I was hitherto preferved from fuch Things as are generally ac- counted Evils among Mankind. o After this I was put to the Study of the Law, under a Counfellor in the Country ; thereby to be initiated, with a Defign to be entered, afterwards, into one of the Inns of Court, and to make further Progrefs, and finilh there : But, being much in the Country, and the Family fober and religious in their Way, ol' the moft moderate fort of the Prefbyterians, I had again the Advan- tage of Solitude and little Company, and that innocent ; fo that my Mind re- A turned 0* The LIFE, <^c. turned to its former State, and further Search after the Truth, And tho* I had, at Times, fome youthful Airs -, yet, through fecret Grace, I was preferred from grofs Evils, and gain'd Refped from all the Family. Anno Now, the Difpenfations of God being various, accommodated to the State 1686. of the Mind in Man's Progrefs through this World, which fuffcrs great and fre- quent Mutations j (for the Lord, willing, in Mercy, to fave the Soul, ispleafed to lult various States with various Means •, and all, at lafl, to that good End :) So he hath, in Times paft, as we may obferve in Holy Writ, awaken'd and in- form' d the Mind, fometimes by Dreams, fometimes by Prophecy, fometimes by Signs, and, at other times, by immediate Revelation •, and fo, in Degree, I have found it in myfclf : For, whilft my Mind was fccrctly looking towards, the Lord, and defiring the Knowledge of his Ways, I had, one Night, a Dream in manner following. 'D- Thought I flood in an outward Court, before the Gates of aCaftle, or Fort ; and there flood one by me that was a great Sinner. And I be- •' held five great Lights in the Heavens -, four whereof were as Moons, greatly *' eclipfed, and of the Colour of Blood ; and the filth as the Sun, under a thick *' Cloud, and hardly to be difcerned. The firll was placed in the South-eall, " or where the Sun rifeth in the Winter Solflice ; the fecond a Degree further " South ; the third. South ; the fourth Moon, a Degree towards the Weft •, and " the fifth, (being the Sun) in the South-weft, or where the Sun fets in Winter. " Whilft I looked ftedfafdy upon the four former with Admiration, the fifth " pafs'd, infcnfibly, below the Horizon, and vanifh'd out of my Sight ; and " then alfo the Clouds departed, and the four fanguin Moons wandered to vari- *' ous and oppofite Points in the Heavens. After which, being violently mo- *' ved towards the Zenith, they met there, and were dafli'd to Pieces, one by " another, and fell to the Earth. " After this I fav/ the Stars of Heaven, and they appeared bright and " innumerable ; and, remaining in the Firmament a fhort Seafon, they alfo *' moved fuddeniy, and with Violence, one againft anotlier •, and, being broken *' in Pieces, fell likewife to the Earth, as the falling of Fruit from the Tree, " fhaken by a mighty Hand. And as die Stars fell, they gradually loft their " Light ; and as they approached near the Earth they altogether ceafed from *' fhining. And I alfo beheld the Light of the Candles to be extinguifhed j " and the Fire would not burn any longer ; and total and thick Darknefs was " upon the Face of the whole Earth, and covered the Deep, and was over all " Flefti. " And I was afraid with exceeding great Amazement, and fo was he that was *' with me ; for the great Day of the Almighty appeared to be come, even the *' Day of his righteous Judgment : And we fled with Horror unfpeakable and " precipitant Hafte, and in Confufion run towards a Stable; where, hiding us *' under an Ark, we remained in Agony, expefting the Earth fliould be dilToI- " ved, and the Elements melt with fervent Hear, and to receive a Reward ac- *' cording to our Works. " But, in the Midft of this Fear, I refigned all to the Will of him who " fhaketh the Heavens, and dilTolveth the Earth, and doth what pleafeth him- " felf in Time and Eternity. And immediately after, tho' all Hopes were gone, " the Sun arofe towards the North-eaft, as in the Strength of Summerj and, all " Fear «c It. (C of T H M A S S T R T. 5 Fear vanifliing, I came from under the Aric, but faw my Companion no more. Anno And I went out into a fpacious and verdant Valley -, where the Flowers were 1686. many, flagrant and perfeft, and young Men walking in their full Streno-th, " Beauty and Perfeftion, innocent as little Children ; and Women alfo as°the " tender Babes; and difcourling together with Countenances befpeaking a Scnfe of Deliverance ; telling of their Abfence from their own Dwellings, and jour- neying homewards when the Stars fell, and a thick and black Corruption, *' which came from them, fell on their Faces, to their great Hurt, Hindrance " and Annoyance in their Return. But we, being delivered from the horrible " Darkiiefs, by the Return and Coming of the glorious Light, rejoiced too-tther in " unfpeakable Love." During my Abode with this Counfil, I was feveral Times with him at Lon- don ; where, by the Fear of G o d, I was preferved from Vice and evil Company, which much abounds in that great and populous City, tho' not without Tempta- tions ; and fome not otherwife to be refilled than by the fecrct Influence of Grace which fupercedes them •, tho' it may not always bi; immediately apprehended by fuch as are preferved by it. And tho' I was educated in the Way of the National Church of England, yet I had no Averfion to any Clafs protefllng the Chriftian Name ; but, occafion- ally, heard feveral forts •, and yet did not fully approve any Sed in all Things, as I came to confider them clofely. At Newccijlle upon Tyne I once happened to hear a famous Prefbyterian Preacher : It was in the Reign of King Charles the Second, when the National Laws were againft them, and all other Diflenters from the National Worfiiip •, and they, being cowardly, had their Meeting in the Night, and in an upper Room, and a Watch fet below. I did not go into the Room, but flood on the tiead of the Stairs, expecting to hear fomething like Doftrine from fo noted a Man among them : But all that he entertained his Auditory with, was Suggefl:ions of Jealoufy and Diflike againft the Govern- ment ; and that\\e. delivered in fuch a Way as appeared to me very difagrceable. At another Time, I was occafionally at a Friends Meeting, on a Week Day, at Brought on, in the County of Cumberland; where I applied my Mind with as much Diligence as I could to examine what I could difcern in their Way : But, tho' I oblerved they were very grave, lerious, and Iblid, in the Time of their Worfhip, I could gather but little, at that Time, either from their Manner or Dodlrine ; only I took them to be an honefl, innocent, and well-meaning Seft. Tow AR D s the latter End of the Year 1687, we came out of the Country, 16S7. and had Chambers in the City of Carlijle : And King James II. being then on tlie Throne, and the Garrifon and Caflle in the Hands of Popifh Officers and Gover- nors, the Proteflants were apprehcnfive of great Danger, and the People much divided in their Sentiments and Intereils : For there was a loofe and treacherous fort among the Protefirants, who approached daily nearer and nearer towards the Papifts, and fell in, generally, with all their Meafures ■, which grieved the flready Part, andjuftly heightened their dreadful Apprehenfions. About this Time I went diligently to the publick Worfhip, efpccially to the Cathedral at Carlijle ; where, in time of publick Prayer, we ufcd all, (Male and Female) as foon as that Creed, call'd the Jpoftles Creed, began to be faid, to turn our Faces towards the Eaft ; and, when the Word Jesus was mentioned, we all, as one, bowed and kneeled towards the Altar-table, as they call it; where A 2 ftood 4- The LIFE, (^c. Anno ftood a Couple of Common Prayer Books, in Folio, one at each Side of the 1687. Table, and over them, painted upon the Wall, H. S. fignifying Jesus, Hominum Salvator ; Jesus, the Saviour of Mankind. I HAD read and heard many Things of the Popifh Religion; of their manifold Ceremonies, ftrange Tenets and Doftrines ; their Cruelty, Murders, and Maf- facres of all who diftcr'd from them, wherever they had Power : which I thought denoted a Degeneracy below even fallen Nature ; that making Men worfe than this. And as I was frequently concerned to enquire more and more after the Truth of Religion, the Manner of our Worfhip in the Cathedral often put me in mind of the Popifli Religion and Ceremonies, and made me conclude, that the Way we were in retained abundance of the old Relicks ; our Praycs^ Poflures^ Songs, Organs, Cringings and Shows, appearing to be litde elfe than an Abridgment ef the Popifli Mafs, and the Pomp and Show attending it. And then I began to be very uneafy with it ; and tho' I went there a little longer, yet I could not comply with feveral of the Ceremonies -, which being taken norice of, in a familiar Conference with an Acquaintance of the fame way, I afked a little pleafantly. What is that we worfliip towards the Eafl ? And why towards the Altar, more than any other Place, at the faying of the Creed ? The Perfon replied, Sure you are not fo ignorant as you would make yourfelf Phil. ii. 10. feem. The Scripture faith. At the Name of Jefus every Knee fhall bow, of Things in Heaven., and Things in Earth, and Things under the Earth. And again. Matt. .\.\iv. As the Lightning co-met h out of the Eafl, and ffjineth even unto the IVefi ; fofhall ^'^- alfo the Coming of the Son of Man be. T o the firft I returned, That our Pagan Anceftors were Worfhippers of the Sun and all the Hoft of Heaven ; and this looked very like a Remain of that ; and could not be certainly grounded on that Scripture, which I can't under- iland to fignify any other, than the gradual Manifeftation of the Power and Glory of Christ unto the World : But if he fhould literally come from the Eaft, in an outward Senfe ; which, confidering the State of the Earth, its Revo- lutions, and Relation to the Sun and other Planets, cannot be in the Nature of Things, (that being Weft to one Place which is Eaft to another) yet that Coming would not excufe our Superftition, if not Idolatry, in the mean time before he fo come : tho' I grant, if he fhould lb come, and we fee him, then, and not till then, may we lawfully and reafonably worfhip towards the Place, or imaginary Place, of his Coming. And as to bowing at the Name of Jesus, I underftand it to be in the Na- ture of a Predidion, that in the Fulnefs of Time all Powers in Heaven and Earth fhall be fubjefted and brought under the Power of C h r i st , as the next Verfe imports, which is explanatory of the former, viz. that every Tongue fhall confefs, that Jefus Chrijl is Lord, to the Glory of God the Father : Agreeing alfo with Matt, xxvii. what the Lord Jesus himfelf faith. All Power is given unto me in Heaven and '^- in Earth. And therefore, this bowing towards a Cypher of the Words J e s u s the Saviour, painted upon a Wall, whilft the Heart and Spirit of a Man is not fub- jefted to the Power of his Grace, is but a mocking of Christ, a Relick of Popery, and hath fome Shew of Idolatry in it, from which I thought all Proteftants had been thoroughly reform'd. This a little ilirprized my Acquaintance at firft, coming from one in whom fo little of the Work of Religion appeared outwardly -, but as I remained in the Di- of T HO M yi S S T RT. s Diverfions of Fencing, Dancing, Mufick, and other Recreations of the Uke fort, A n- n o littJe Notice was further taken for a while. 16S7. After this I happened to be at a Chriftening (as we caUcd it) of a Relation's Cliild ; on which Occafion I found my Mind agitated in ;in unufual Manner, and a fecret Avcrlion to that Ceremony ; which I perceived was not according to the iloly Scripture, for wc have neither Precept nor Example there for tliat Manner of Praftice. And when the Prieft came to lay the Prayer, which is a Part of tlie Service on that Occafion, a great Fear and Surprize came over my Mind -, (as I gave a more clofe Attention than ufual) lb that I could not pay ihat Regard to it as formerly : For, by way of Introduction and Foundation to the Work, the Prieft reads Part of the Tenth Chapter of Mark's Flillory of the Gofpel, where it is related. That the People brought young Children to Mark x n, Chrij}y that he Jljould touch them ; tha.t his Difcipks rebuked thcfe that brought 14. 15. J^^! them. Butivhenjefus fdzu it, be ive>smueh difpleafed ; atui fc.id unto them. Suffer '"' the little Children to come unto me, and forbid them not ; for of fuch is the Kingdom of God. Verily I fay unto you, JVhofoe-ver floall not receive the Kingdom of God as a little Child, flmll not enter therein. And he took them up in his Arms, put his Hands upon them, and bleffed them . After this they prayed, tiiat God would give his Holy Spirit to that Infant ; that fhe, being born again, and made an Heir of eveilafting Salvation, thro' our Lord Jesus Christ, might continue the Servant of God, and attain his Promife, i£c. And, after fome more Cere- mony, the Prieft faid. We receive this Child into the Congregation of Christ's Flock, and do fign her with the Sign of the Crofs, ^c. Then the Prieft, pre- tending to the Company that the Infant is, by that Rantifm, regenerated and graft- ed into the Body of Christ's Church, exhorts them to Prayer ; the Subftance whereof was this : They thanked Go d that it had pleafed him to regenerate that Infant with his Holy Spirit, to receive her for his own Child by Adoption, and to incorporate her into his Holy Church, i3c. Upon this I note, That the Scripture there hath no relation at all to Bapdfm ; much lefs to Sprinkling, which is no Baptifm : For the People brought their Children to the Lord Christ, not to be baptiled, but that he might touch them-, and he anfwered the Faith of the People accordingly, he bleffed them, and declared their Innocence and Aptitude for the Kingdom ot God, without fuch Baptiim ; and did not baptife them : So tliat this Scripture is inapplicable, and all the Con- icquences drawn from it, in this Senfe, null and chimerical. But they, tirft praying that God, in their own invented Way, would give his Holy Spirit to that Child -, and that being taken tor granted, as already done by tliat Ceremo- ny and Prayer, they then receive the Child into the Congregation of Christ's Flock ; (as they fay) acknowledging, that, by that Baptifm, that Cliikl is re- generated, and grafted into the Body ot Christ's Church-, and accord- ingly they make their Addrels oi Thanks to God for doing it. After diis Ceremony was over, I privately asked the Prieft, whether he did believe that that Ceremony, for which there is not any Foundation in Scripture, either for making little Children the Subjefts of Bapdfm, figning them witli the Si^n of the Crofs, promifmg and vowing in their Names, believing and confefi'uig in their Stead, Ipruikling them only with Water, isc. diii really then, or at any Time to come, regenerate thofe Children ? At which he only fmilcd, and faid, No ; but it being an eftabliflied Order in the Churcli, the Praflicc could not be omitted. Why then, lliid I, you do but mock God, in giving him Thanks lor tli.it which you don't ferioufly believe be hath efiedted. And the Sequel of I'hings proves there is no fuch Thing done by thofe Means : For true Baptifm B is \ The I. I ¥ E, c^'c. Amn-o is JuftifiCation and Sandtificadon, effected by the Holy Spirit of Chrtst in 1688. the Mind; and not by the Apphcation of any outward Element, or external Performance of any P'erfon whatfoever, under any Quahfication. Nevj-rtheless I continued in the national "Way of Worfhip, tho', by tlie divine Grace, my Underftanding was ftill more and more cleared. About this Time the Power of King James the Second was at the Height, and all Sed:s v/ere indulged with great Liberty ; when John Scansjield (a noted Qiiaker) having, by Leave, a Meeting on a Firft Day in the Town- Hall, fcveral young Men, amongft whom I was one, went thither to hear \vhat thofc Quakers had to fay. There was a mix'd Multitude, and fome of our Sort and Company rude enough ; but others, and myfelf, were refolved to give the beft Attention v/e could, in order to form a right Judgment. Two CiimhrlaHdFrea.chers fpoke before Jcbn Scansjield, whom fevcral of us knew •, but their Pi-eaching had no other Efi"t6t upon mt, than to confirm an Opinion wiiich I had conceived when I was a Boy ; that as a fort of People I had heard of, called Baptijis, imi- tated John the Baptijl,^ in v/afli;t:g or plunging their Followers in Water, who, I believed, had not any Authority from God for that Practice ; fo the Qu^" kers only imitated the Apoftlcs, in going about Preaching, as they did, but with- out that Power which the Apoftles were accompanied with and travelled in ; and I thought it was great Pity they v/ere not fo endued, fince I heard they took Pains as if they were. One of thefe Preachers (to me) had only a little dry, empty Talk, and the other was more lively ; but ftraining his Voice to be heard over the Multitude, he quickly grew hoarfe, loft his Voice, and fo fat down. And then ScansJjchl, tlic Stranger, from whom we had greater Expeclations, flood up, and made a more manly Appearance than either of the former. The firft thing he did was to reprove the Rudenefs of fome of the Company -, and, in his Preaching, falling upon Baptifm, amongft other things, and alledging there was no Foundation for the Pradlicc of the Church of England, in all the Scripture, con- cerning that, he advanced this Query : Suppofe, faid he, I were a Turk or a Jew, and ftiould afk thee, V/hat is the Rule of thy Praftice in that Point ? and thou fliould fay the Scripture ; and if I fhould defire to fee that Scripture, thou not being able to produce any. What could I conclude other than that thou hadft no Foundation tor thy Religion but thy own Imagination, and fo go away offended and prejudiced againft the Chriftian Religion .'' This agreed with my own former Sentiments, and gave me occafion to give further Attention. But in the reft of his Speech, he firll run down the National Church at a great Rate, and then lilce- wife the Church of Rome : And there being many Irrjh, Popifli, Military Officers prefent, and a Couple of Mufl<:eteers placed at the Door, and the Officers be- having fo tamely, as no Shew of Diflike appeared in any of them ; many fufpecled Scansjield to be a Jefuit, and that his Aim was to expofe and run down the Church ; and what he fiid, againft the Church of Rome, was only the better to cloak his Dcfign : For the King, and his Friends and Accomplices, could fup- port their Religion by the Power of the Sword, and other cruel and forcible iSIeans-, that being their ufual Method and Praftice : but there was nothing then to fupport the Church of England but the Truth of her own Principles, and the Fortitude and Stability of her Members, in the Time of an impending Dan- ger, and approaching Trial. Many of us left them when they went to Prayer; yet I was apprehenfive of a fecret Influence ot a divine Power and Prefence, in fome Degree, among that People : But that ImprelTion did not remain long with me, till renewed upon a- nother Occafion ; which will be related hereafter. This of T H M A S ST RT. 7 This was in the Year i6S8, about which Time came the News of the Anno Queen's being with Child •, and the Papifts, being greatly ovcrioycd there- 1688. at, made Bone-fires in the Market-place, and, in a publick, exalted, and trium- phant Manner, drank Healths to the young Prince : And I being a Spedlator, with many other young Men of the Town, the Officers called fevcral of us to dnnk tlic Health with them ; and then I took occafion to aflc one of the Cap- tains, how tliey knew the Child would be a Prince ; might it not happen to be a Princefs ? No, replied he, Sir, tliat cannot be, for this Child comes by the Prayers of the Church ; the Church has prayed for a Prince, and it can be no otherwife. And, when the News came of his Birth, they made another great Fire in the fame Place ; where they drank Wine, till, with that, and the I'ran- fport of the News, they were exceedingly diftrafted, throwing their Hats into the I'lre at one Plealth, their Coats at the next, their Waiftcoats at a tiiird, and lo on to their Shoes ; and fome of them threw in their Shirts, and then ran about naked, like Madmen : Which was no joyful Sight to the thinking and concern'd Part of the Proteftants who beheld it ; and it brought fuch a Concern upon my Mind that I could not go near them. In this Conjunfture, the whole Protcftant Part of the King's Dominions, except the Temporizers, were in great Conlfcrnation, and apprehenfive of a Po- pifli Government, and confequent Oppreffion, and Perfecution to Dclhu6tion. Neverthelefs, whether out of Fear, or other Caufe, as well the Bifliops as inferior Clergy, and the generality of the People throughout the King's Dominions, pre- fented Addreflcs to him on this Occafion, replete with the utmoft Expreflions of Loyalty and Duty that Words were capable of. And the Pulpits generally re- founded throughout the Nation with their King-pleafing, yet ambidexter Doctrine of Pafllve Obedience and Non-refillance ; (but with their own mental Referva- tions, as in ^ the Sequel prov'dj infomuch that he, among them, who could not compofe a Difcourfe on that modilh Subjeft, would beg, borrow, buy, and fteal from the more able, rather than not be faihionable •, which occafioned Jealoufy in many, left the Clergy fliould revert and embrace the old Errors ; from which they, with the People, feem'd to have been reformed. And yet fe- ven of the Bifhops flrood obftinately to their Principles, when the King com- manded them to read, or caufe to be read, his Proclamation for Liberty of Confcience in their refpeftive Diocefles -, which, tho' highly reafonable and chri- ftian, they refilled : Which could not be on any Foundation of Religion, but as contrary to thofe National Laws which perfecuted and fupprcls'd all but them- lelves, and thofe of their own Sedl. The Face of Affairs thus fmiling, and flattering the Roman Interefl, they became Zenith-high in their Expeftations and Afilirance ; imperious, inlolenr, fwaggering, and infulting every where -, and the Proteftants more and more fil- led with rational Apprehenfions of impending and approaching Danger and De- ftruiflion. Notwithstanding, there were many, both among the Pricfts and People profeffing the Proteftant Religion, as brifli and forward as the Papifts themfelves, to fall into the prefent Meafures, Interefts and Politicks ; which gave others juft occafion to tliink tliey would, in the End, prove themfelves falfe Brethren. A SOLID Confideration of the State of Affairs, the Doubtfulnefs and Hazard of the iniic, put me upon a more inward and dole Obfervation of Pcrfons and Things than ever. And one Day, at the Afl"izes at Carlifie, dining at an Inn wit! I 8 The LIFE, &c. Anno with a mix'd Company, where happened to be two of our Minifters of the i68S. Church of England, a Popifh Gentleman mov'd a Debate concerning Tran- fubftantiation ; pretending to prove, by Scnpture, that, by virtue of certain Words wliich their Priefts fay over a Piece of Bread, or Wafer, there is a fub- ftantial Converfion of it into the real Body of Christ ; the very fame that was born of the Virgin Mary, crucified at Jerufalem, and now glorified in Hea- ven. \irk xxtI The Text of Scripture he advanced to fupport this Pofition, was. And as -:6.' they were eating, J ejus took Bread, and blefs'd it, and brake it, and gave it to the Difdples, and faid. Take, eat, this is my Body. And his Argument was only this. That ChrisTj being the Word of God, and the Truth, whatever he faid muft be pofitively and literally true -, and therefore there is a real Change of the Bread into the true and real Body of Christ : And this being an Ordinance of God to his Minifters, the fame Power is annexed to that Ordinance ; fince, at the fame Time, he commanded them to do the fame, faying. This do in re- membrance of me. During this uninterRipted Difcourfe, my Zeal was kindled, fo that I could fcarce contain it : But being young, and diffident of my own Abilities, and pay- ing Regard and Preference to our two Minifters prefent, and expefting their Ap- pearance againft fo great an Error, and fo oppofite to the Protcftant Religion, I delayed till it became almoft unfeafonable to engage him. But they minding their Plates, and hanging down their Heads, with their Countenances vail'd by their Hats ; and I feeing no Sign of any Anfwer from them to ths. Papift, I took him up upon the Subjeft, thus : Sir, You of the Church of Rome take tliefe Words literally ; but we take the whole Form of his Speech at that Time, on that Subject, to be figurative; and that thefe Words, This is my Body, intended no more than. This Bread is a Sym- bol, or Figure, or Reprefentation of my Body, which fhall iTiortly hereafter be broken for you : For we ought not to divide the Sentence or Speech of Christ, and take one Part literally and another figuratively. And you may remember that, at the iame Time, he alio took the Cup, faying, This Cup is the Neiv Tcftament, in my Blood, -which is floed for you : Do you think that that Cup, whether of Gold, Silver, Glais, or Wood, was the New Teftament ? Or can't you fee, that in this latter Part ol his Speech there is a double Figure ? Firft, Metonymia, fubjeffi pro adjiinclo, the Thing containing for the Tiling contained ; and, fecondly, the Wine in the Cup, exhibited under tlie Word Ci{p, as a ti- o-ure, or Reprefentation, of his Blood ; which v/as not then aftually, or literally, fhed, or his Body broken. And feeing he faid, in the prefent Tenfe, This is my Body which is broken (not to be broken) for you \ and this Cup is the Nc-jj Teflamcnt in my Blood, ivhicb is (not which fliall hereafter be) _^ed for you ; you muft either own that Christ advanced a falfe Propofition, which you will not; or that he fpake figuratively in both Sentences -, wliich you cannot reafonably a- void. Befides, the Words utter'd by Christ himillf did not work that EfFcift you imagine -, for no Man can call a I'hing by any Name, denoting its Exift- ence, bctore it is that Thing which it is called : [Then taking up a Plate'] No Man, for inftance, can truly and literally fay, this is a Plate, if it were not a Plate before. Then, by a Parity ot Rcaibn and Truth, Christ could not fay, this Bread is my Body, if it were not his Body before : Therefore thefe Words made no Alteration ■, for if it is was fo before, thefe Words were only declarative of what was before, and not initiatory, or commenfive, of a new Being, which was not tiie-re of THOMAS S T RT. c there before : And again, if ever thefe Words had effeded a Tranfubftantiation, Anno they would when Christ himfelf uttered them. Confider then pray, that as 1687. Toon as Christ began to fpeak thefe Words, This is my Body, the Botly of Christ, born of tiie Virgin Mzry, began to ceafe to be his Body, and the Bread began to convert into it ; and that, as foon as the Words were finiflied, the Body, born of the Virgin, altogether ceafed to be what it was before ; and, by a new Way of a corporeal T'ranfmigration, infinuated itfclf into the Bread ; which, by the fame Degrees that the Body of Christ ceafed to be his Body, com- menced, proceeded, grew, and became his Body ; or elfe he liad two Bodies prefent with his Difciples at the fame Time ; and if they eat his Body that Even- ing, what Body was that which was crucified the next Day ? And v/hat Blood then fhed, if, the Night before, the Difciples had drank the Blood of Jesus in a proper and literal Senfc, and without a Figure ? And where now is that fame Cup ? If you have loft that, you liavc, in your own Senfe, loft the New Teftament, and all your Share therein. Now, Sir, if you can perfuade me, and this Company, out of our Senfes and Underftandings, fo as that we may be able to believe againft both, that a Piece of Bread is the Body of Christ, and a Cup of AVine is his Blood, then you may bid fair for our Converfion, or rather Perver- fion, to your Religion : But, till you can do that, you cannot reafonably expeft wc fhould embrace fo great Abfurdities. Upon this, feveral of the Company laughed ; and the Papift fiid, thefe were great Myfterics, and the Subjed copi- ous and intricate, and could not, at that Time, be fully profccuted, but might be more largely difcufted at fome other convenient Opportunity. I replied. Then why did you move it? Could you think we would all fit filent, to hear you pro- pagate fuch Notions, and make no Oppofition ? And fo the Matter dropp'd. But tho' I had thus oppofed him, he fhewed more Refpecl to me afterwards than to any other of the Company. Dinner being over, our Minifters retired into another Room, and I went to them •, where, with much feeming Refpeft, they addreffcd themfelves to me after this Manner, " We are very glad to hear you have fo much to fiy in de- *' fence of our Religion, and that you managed the Debate fo as that he got no " Advantage, nor could maintain his Point." But I, being ftill under the Grief and Shame, as well as Refentment, of their Temporizing, Cowardice, and Negligence, quickly returned thus -, " And I, Gentlemen, am very much " griev'd and afliam'd to find that you had nothing at all to fay in defence of *' it, which I very much wonder'd at ; for I fo long expefted one of you would " have engaged the Gentleman, that it was almoft unfeafonable to make any An- " fwer." To this they replied, that I might a great deal better, and fafer, do it than they ; for it would have been more taken notice of, and worfe refented in them ; and might have been greatly to their future Prejudice. This Reply, from Men of their Profeffion, at fuch a Crifis, when our Religion was apparently in the moft imminent Danger,' bore fuch an Afped; of Temporizing, and was fo fufpicious of a fecret Inclination to apoftatize from their own avowed Principles, and to conform to Popery, then ready to force its Way into FaOiion, that it very much offended me, increafing my former Dif- gtift •, and occafioned fuch a Crowd of Thoughts in my Mind about the Clergy, and the Religion they pretended to propagate, that I faid no moiT to them a- bout it. Th IS lO Anno 1688. The Prince of Orange landed at Torbay, Nov. 5. The LIFE, ^x. This was towards xh&'E.ndiQi Anguft, in the Year 1688 -, and, not long after, arrived the Prince of Orange •, at whofe Appearance, that Party, which had, but a hrtle before, been fo very high, defpotick, and rampant, were, at once, univerfally difpirited and dejefted to fuch a Degree, that they ftole away from fome Places in the Night, particularly Carlijle ; where there was a ftrong Caftle, and other fortified Holds, and the City alfo furroundcd with a high and ftrong Wall, and well ftor'd with Ammunition ; v/hich made many judge that their Guilt, and the Confcioufnefs of their own evil Defigns againft the Proteftant.', was the main Ground of the Pannick which feiz'd them at the News of the Arrival of that Proteftant Prince •, with whom they had good Grounds to believe the Proteftants had a fecret Underftanding -, and with whom, moft likely, they would quickly join ; which accordingly happen'd at the erefting of his Stan- dard, and diiplaying of his Banners. I (being at Carlijle when this furprizing Departure of the Popifh Party happened, and, with them, our great Fears) wrote to my Brother, Chaplain to the Countefs Dowager of Carlijle, and then with her at Hcivard-Caftle, in Tork- Jhire, a full and particular Account of all the Circumftances of it ; which being intercepted, with other Letters, and fent to the Lord Delaraere, then in Arms, in favour of the Prince, it gave him great Satisfadion. But the Noife of Paf- five Obedience and Non-refiftance being ftill frefh in my Ears ; and, thinking the Clergy would oppofe their late Doctrine by a contraiy Pra6lice, I inferted this Sentence in the Clofe of my Letter : " However, I could now wifli, that " thofe who have fo lately been preaching PafTive Obedience to others, may " not be found in aftual Rebellion themfeives." Not being aware into whole Hands It might fall ; nor had I Penetration enough to difcern, or apprehend the lubtle and ambidexter Diftindlions, contrived by the learned Clergy, to re- concile their Praftice to their Dodtrine ; diftinguifliing and explaining it fo as to make it, at laft, Paffive Obedience and no Paflive Obedience. But the Sentence above, being then unfafliionable, my Brother was direfted to admonifli me, to forbear meddling any more with that Subject. These Things gave me ftill more and more occafion to reflect, and clofely to confider the Foundation of our own Relioiion, and of thofe who feemed and pretended to propagate it: For tho' that Doftrine, rightly ftated, is a Chriftian Doiftrine and Duty ; yet the Failure in Pradice renders that Teftimony, as to them, void, how nicely and fubtilly foever they may interpret themlelves out of the Pradice of what the People underftood, and the Priefts intended they fliould underftand by it at tliat Time. But, to conclude thi3 Subjed for the prefent, tho' I was well pleafed with the Revolution of Affairs at that Time, the Circumftances thereof being attend- ed with fufficient Evidence of a very particular Providence of the Almighty, yet I took Offence at the Clergy's appearing fo much in it as they did, who had lately fo vehemently preached up contrary Principles, This great and fuddcn Revolution in the Government, feem'd to unhino-e Things for a Time •, and few, if any, knew where they would at laft fix. The Church was divided in Judgment, if not in Intereft ; fome few keeping to the Pradice of their former Dodrine, but the generality receding from it : So that, for my own Part, being young, and only a private Perfon, I could not fee any Certainty in any Thing we call'd Religion, State, or Politicks ; all be- of THOMAS ST RT. n ing fo interpreted as Time ferved ; or as if none of them had any certain or A n ^f o fleady Bottom, or longer continued the fame, than the Humour or Interefl of 1688. Pretenders run that Way : So that as Chriftianity, Heaven, and eternal Life, and the Way thither, were the general Pretences of fo many infincere and empty ProfeiTors of Christ, wholly Strangers to his holy and divine Nature-, under a deep Humiliation in a View of thefe Things, and of my own want of an expe- rimental Knowledge of God, in true Contrition, and bent of both Mind and Bo- dy before him in fecret, I often implored his divine Wifdom and Diredion for my Aid and Conduft, in a Concern of the laft Importance j in which, above all Things, we ought to be moft certain and clear, both as to the Objeft of Faith, in Things to be believed, done and fuffered ; about which there are fo many great and unchriftian-like Contefts in the pretended Chriftian World, and fo little of the wife, innocent, and holy Nature of that divine and heavenly Thing we all talk and mak.e Profefllon of. I THINK proper, in this Place, to recount fome of the gracious Dealings of the Lord wirh me from my early Days. I was not naturally addidled to much Vice or Evil ; and yet, through the Converfation of rude Boys at School, I had acquired fome Things by Imitation, tending that Way ; but as I came to put them in Practice, by Word or Aftion, I found fomething in myfelf, at fuch Times, fuddenly furprifing me with a Senfe of the Evil, and making me afham'd when alone ; tho' what I had faid or done was not evil in the common Account of fuch as I converfcd with, or among Men, in a common Acceptation. And tho' I did not know, or confider what this Reprover was, yet it had fo much In- fluence and Power with me, that I was much reformed thereby from thofe Habits, which, in time, might have been Foundations for greater Evils ; or as Stocks ■whereon to have engrafted a worfe Nature, to the bringing forth of a more plen- tiful Crop of grofler Vices. Nevertheless, as I grew up to Maturity, I had many Flov/ings and Eb- bings in my Mind ; the common Temptadons among Youth being often and ftrongly prefented : And tho' I was preferved from Guilt, as in the Sight of Men, yet not fo before the Lord; who feeth in fecret, and, at all Times, be- holdeth all the Thoughts, Defires, Words, and Aftions of the Children of Men, in every Age, and throughout the World. The Luft of the Flefh, of the Eye, and the Pride of Life, had their Objedls and Subjeds prefented : The Airs of Youth were many and potent ; Strength, Aftivity, and Comlinefs of Perfon were not a-wanting, and had their Share •, nor were natural Endowmicnts of Mind, or competent Acquirements afar off; and the Glory, Advancements and Preferments of the World, fpread as Nets in my View, and the Friendfliip thereof beginning to addrefs me with flattering Court- Ihip. I wore a Sword, which I well underftood, and had foil'd fcveral Mafters of that Science, tn the North, and at Lmidon ; and rode with Fire-arms alfo, of which I knew the Ufe ; and yet I was not quarrelfome ; for tho' I emulated, I was not envious : But this Rule, as a Man, I formed to myfelf, never to oftend, or affront any wilfully, or with Defign •, and if, inadvertently, I fliould happen to difoblige any, rather to acknowledge, than maintain or vindicate a wrong Thing; and rather to take ill Behaviour from others by the bell Handle, dian be offended, where no Offence was wilfully defigned. But then I was determi- ned to refent, and punifli an Affront, or perfonal Injury, when it was done in Contempt, or with Defign : And yet I never met with any, favc once ; and then 1 kept to my own Maxims with Succefs ; and yet fo, as neither to wound, nor la The LIFE, &c. A N >r o iicr be wounded ; the good Providence of the Almighty being ever over me, ibSS. and on my Side, as well knowing my Meaning in ail my Conduft. But, in Proceis or Time, as thefe prevalent and potent Motions of Corruption and Sin be- came ftronger and ftronger in me, fo the Lord, in great Goodnefs and Mercy, made manifeft to my Underftanding the Nature and End of them ; and, having a View of them in the true Light, and the Danger attending them, they became irkfome, dilagrecablc, and exceeding heavy and oppreffing to my Mind : And tlien the NecefTity of that great Work of Regeneration was deeply imprefs'd upon me ; but I had no Experience or Evidence of it wrought in me hitherto. This Apprehenfion greatly furprifed me with Fear, confidering the great Uncer- tainty of the Continuance of the natural Life ; and it began to put a fecret Stain upon the World, and all its Glory, and all that I had to glory in ; tho' I kept thefe Tlioughts within my own Breaft, not knowing of any Soul to whom I could llrioufly and fafely divulge them : And indeed none, for a confidcrable Time, difcerned my inward Concern by any outward Appearance ; which, I found afterwards, had been much to my Advantage and Safety. It is admirable by what various Steps the Lord is pleafed to kad the Soul of Man out of this World, and the Spirit of it, home to himfelt ; and yet I am apt to think, tliat, in his divine and unlimited Wifdom, he does not talce the fame outward Method and Steps with every one, but varies the Work of his Provi- dence, as their States and Circumltances may beft fuit and bear : For, by an Ac- cident that befcl mc, I was further alarmed to confider my Ways, the Uncer- tainty of Life, my prefent State, and latter End. I T was this : Intending to go to a Country Church with an Acquaintance, as we were riding gently along, my Horfe {tumbling, fell, and broke his Neck, and lay fo heavy upon my Leg, that I could fcarce draw it from under him ; yet I received no Hurt : But as we ftood by him a little, I had this Confideration, that my own Life might have been ended by that Occafion, and I did not find myfelf in a Condition fit for Heaven, having yet no Evidence of that neceffary Qualification of Regeneration •, which brought great Heavinefs over my Mind ; which did not totally depart till, through the infinite Mercy of God, I was fa- voured with further Knowledge, and a better State. Hitherto I had known the Grace of God in me only as a Manifefler of Evil and of Sin, a Word of Reproof, and a Lav/ condemning and judging thofe Thoughts, Defires, Words, Paffions, Affections, Acfts and Omifiions, which are feated in the firft Nature, and rooted in the carnal Mind ; in which the Sug- geftions, Temptations, and Influences of the evil one work and prevail: By vvhich divine Grace I was, in fo'me good Degree, enlightened, reformed, and enabled thereby to fliun and forbear all Words and Adts thus known to be evil, and moral Rightcoufnefs reftored in my Mind, and thereby brought forth in me. I became then fequefter'd, weaned, and alienated from all my former Acquain- tance and Company ; tlaeir Manners and Converfation, tho' not vicious, (for fuch I never liked) became burdenfome, tedious, and difagreeable ; for they had not the Knowledge of G o d, nor fuch a Converfation as I wanted. And yet I did not know the divine Grace in its own Nature, as it is in Christ; not as a Word of Faith, Sandification, Jnftification, Confolation and Redemption ; be- ing yet alive in my own Nature ; the Son of G o d not yet revealed in me ; nor I, by the Power of his holy Crofs, yet mortified and flain ; being without the Knowledge of the eiTential I'ruth, and in a State contrary to him, and un- reconciled. But the Lord did not leave me there, bur, in his matchlefs Mer- cy. of THOMAS STORT. 15 cy, followed me ftill by his holy Admonitions, and more and more inclined my A k x o Mind in an earneft Enquiry after himfelf, and his own efiential Truth and Word ; 16S7. concerning whom, I did not know of any in all the Earth could teach me, the World being univerfally, as I judged, by the general Ways and Courfes of Men, of all Forms and Ranks, altogether ignorant of the Lord, knowing only fome hifto- rical and traditional Hints concerning him, and of his Dodrine and Ways ; which having little or no Effedt or Influence upon the Minds and Converfations of Men, it feemed but a dead Knowledge or Image, and they dead whilft they yet lived, did not really and favingly believe in the true God, and ChristJesus, , of whom they made Profefiion and talked : So that I did not then know that the Lord had any People then in the World, own'd, by his Prefence with them, as his Flock and Family •, which reminds me of that Saying of the Lord, Neverthelefs, when the Son of Man cometh^ fiall he find 1-o.ilh on the Earth ? Luke 18. 8. My Mind being truly earnefl with God, thirfling unto Death for the Know- ledge of the Way of Life, he was pleafed to hear the Voice of my Neceffity j tor I wanted prefent Salvation, and the Lord knew my Cafe could not admit of farther Delay : And therefore, being mov'd by his own free Mercy and Good- nefs, even in the lame Love in which he fent his Son, the Beloved, into the World, to feek and fave the Loft, on the Firft Day of the Second Month, in the Evening, in the Year (according to the common Account) 16S9, being alone 1689. in my Chamber, the Lord brake in upon me unexpectedly •, quick as Light- ning from the Heavens, and as a righteous, all-powerful, all-knowing, and Sin- condemning Judge ; before whom my Soul, as in the deepeft Agony, trembled, was confounded and amazed, and filled with fuch awful Dread as no Words can reach or declare. M Y Mind feemed feparated from my Body, plunged into utter Darknefs, and towards the North, or Place of the North Star : And being in pcrfeft De- ipair of returning any more, eternal Condemnation appeared to furround and in- clofe me on every Side, as in the Center of the horrible Pit ; never, never to fee Redemption thence, or the Face of him in Mercy, whom I had fought with all my Soul : But, in the Midil of this Confufion and Amazement, where no Thought could be formed, or any Idea retained, fave grim eternal Death pof- fefling my whole Man, a Voice was formed and uttered in me, as from the Center of boundlefs Darknefs, " Thy Will, O God, be done ; if this be thy *' Aft alone, and not my own, I yield my Soul to thee." I N the conceiving of thefe Words, from the Word of Life, I quickly found Relief: There was all-healing Virtue in them •, and the Effect fo fwitt and powerful, that, even in a Moment, all my Fears vanifhed, as it they had never been, and my Mind became calm and ftill, and fimple as a little Child -, the Day of the Lord dawn'd, and the Son of Righteoufnefs arofe in me, with divine Flealing, and reftoring Virtue in his Countenance •, and he became the Center of my Mind. In this wonderful Operation of the Lord's Power, denouncing Judgment in tender Mercy, and in the tlour of my deepeft Concern and Trial, I loft my old felf, and came to the Beginning of the Knowledge of Him, the Juft and the Holy One, whom my Soul had lunged for. I now faw the whole Body ot Sin condemned in my own Flefli ; not by particular Ads, as whilft traveling in the Way to a perfect Moral State only, but by one Stroke and Sentence of the Great and All-awing Judge of all the World, of the Living and of the Dcicl, D the •J 4 The LIFE, ^x. ■ A N N o the wliole carnal Mind, with all that dwelt therein, was wounded, and Death 16S9. begun ; as, Seli-love, Pride, evil Thoughts, and every evil Defire, with the whole Corruption of the firft State and natural Liie. Here I had a Tafte and View of the Agony of the Son of G o d, and of his Death and State upon the Crofs, when the Weight of the Sins of all human Kind were upon him, and v/hen he trode the "Wine-prefs alone, and none to affifb him. Now ail my pail Sins were pardoned and done away ; my own Willings, Runnings, Searchings, and Strivings, were at an End ; and all my carnal Reafonings and Conceivings about the Knowledge of God, and the Myfleries of Religion, were over ; which had long exercifed my Mind, (being then natural) botli Day and Night, and talcen away my Defire of Food and natural Rcpofe : But now my Sorrows ended, and my anxious Cares were done away •, and this true Fear being, to me, the Initiation into Wifdom, I now found the true Sabbath> a holy, heavenly, divine, and free Reft, and moft fweet Repofe. This deep Exercife being over, I flcpt till the next Morning, and had greater and better Refrelhment and Comfort than I had felt for fome Weeks before. The next Day I found my Mind calm and free from Anxiety, in a State likeil that of a young Child. In this Condition I remained till Night : And about the fame Time in the Evening that the Vifitation, before related, came upon me, my v/hole Nature and Being, both Mind and Body, was filled with the divine Frefence, in a Manner I had never known betore, nor had ever thought that fuch a Thing could be ; and of which none can form any Idea, but what the holy Thing itfelf alone doth give. The divine efiential Truth was now felf-cvident ; there wanted nothing clfe to prove it. I needed not to reafon about him ; all that was fuperceded and im- merged, by an Intuition of that divine and truly wonderful Evidence and Light, which proceeded from himfelf alone, leaving no Place for Doubt, or any Que- ftion at all. For as the Sun, in the open Firmament of Fleaven, is not difco- vered or feen, but by the dire£t Efflux and Medium of his own Light, and the Mind of Man determines thereby, at Sight, and without any Train of Reafon- ing, what he is ; even fo, and more than fo, by the overfliadowing Influence and divme Virtue of the Flighcft, was my Soul aiTured, that it was tlie Lord. I SAW him in his own Light, by that blcflcd and holy Medium, which of old he promifed to make known to all Nations -, by that Eye which he himfelf had formed and opened, and alfo enlighten'd by the Emanation of his own eternal Glory. Thus I was filled with perfedl Confolation, which none but the Word of Liie can declare or give. It was then, and not till then, I knew that G o o is Love, and that perfeft Love which cafceth out all Fear. It was then I knew that G o D is eternal Light, and that in him is no Darknefs at all. "O" I WAS highly favoured alfo with a View, and certain Demonftration, of the Manner of the Operation of the Almighty, in aflliming human Nature, and clothing therewith his inacccffible divine Light and Glory, even with an innocent, holy, and divine Soul and Mind, homogeneal to the Children of Men : And diis, as with a Vail, whereby the Moft High hath fuited himfelf, and condefcended to of T n O M A S STORT. jy to the low Condition of Man, and in whom alfo Man, being refined as the tried Anno Gold, and thereby fitted for the Holy One, can approach to iiim, as by a pro- 1689. per Medium, and therein abide and dwell with the Lo i<.u, and enjoy him for ever. From henceforth I defired to know nothing but the Lo r d, and to feed on that Bread of Life which he himfelf alone can give, and did not fail to mmiftcr daily, and oftner than the Morning: And yet, of his own Free-will and Good- nefs, he was pleafed to open my Underftanding, by Degrees, into all the needful Myfteries of his Kingdom, and the Truths of his Gofpcl ; in the Procefs where- of he exercifed my Mind in Dreams, in Vifions, in Revelations, in Prophecies, in divine Openings and Demonftrations. Also, by his eternal and divine Light, Grace, Spirit, Power and V/ifdom ; by his Word, he taught, inftrufted, and inform'd my Mind-, and by I'emptations alfo, and Provings, which he fuffer'd Satan to minifter-, that I might ice my own Weaknefs and Danger, and prove, to the utmoil, the Force and Efficacy of that divine Love and IVuth, by which the Lo r d, in his boundlefs Goodnefs and Mercy, had thus vilitcd my Soul. B Y all Things I faw and heard in his wonderful Works of Creation ; by my own Mind and Body, and the Connection and Duration of them as one tor a Time -, by their Separation, and the diftin£t Exifhence of each by itfelf, in very difterent States and Modes, as if they had never been in Union, or compoicd one Man ; by the differing States, Ranks, and Underftandings of the Children of Men, tlieir Superiority, Interiority, Olrences and Aids, the Motive of every natural Man to aft regarding only himlclf. By the Animals, Reptiles, and Vegetables of the Earth and Sea, their Ranks and Subfervienctsone to another, and all of them to the Children of Men. By the Sun, Moon, and Stars, the innumerable Holl of Heaven, and infinite Worlds, and that boundlefs Space which they move and roll in, without inter- fering, or any way annoying one another, as all depending one upon another, as meet Helps and Coadjutors ; ail connected without a Chalm, and all govern'd by the fteady Lav/s, which the Almighty Word and Fiat that gave them Being, and formed them, placed them under, and fettled them in. But, as the Diadem of all, and the only true and certain Way, when it pleafed the Moft High, by the Eifufion of his own Goodnefs, to reveal in me the Son of his Love, even his Wifdom and Power, by whom he defign'd and eficclcd all Things, then I was taught to fear him ; then I v;as taught to love him ; then, O ! then, and not aright till then, was my Soul inftrudled and informed indeed. But thefe fecret Operations were confin'd to my own Brcafl:, fo th.it no one knew any thing of them ; only an Alteration was obfcrv'd in me, but the Caufc of it was not feen. I put ofi' my ufual Airs, my jovial Actions and Addrefs, and laid afide my Sword, v.hich I had wore, not thro' Dcfign of Injury, or Fear of any, but as a modifli and manly Ornament. 1 burnt alfo my Inltrumcnts of Mufick, and divefted myi'elf of the lliperfluous Parts of my Apparel, retaining only that which was neceffary, or decm'd decent. I dechned the publick Worfiiip, not with a Defign to join myfelf to any other Sect •, for I v/as rather apt to conclude, from v/hat 1 liad then obfcrved, that thcfc Manifcftations were peculiar to me, and th.u ■ i6 77j^ L I F E, ^c. Anno that there was not any People I might properly affociate with ; and alfo, at that 16S9. Time, I was induced to believe, that one Day I Ihould be obliged to oppofe the World in Matters of Religion, but when or how that Ihould be brought to pafs, I did not lorefee. Remaining in a Hill and retired State, and the Book of Life being open'd in my Mind, I read what the Lord himfelf, by the Finger of liis Power, had written, and the Lion of the Tribe of Judah had open'd there ; and the Scrip- tures of Truth, written by Mofcs and the Prophets, the Evangelifts and Apo- ftles of Christ, were brought to my Remembrance daily, when I did not read them, and made clear and plain to my Underftanding and Experience, fo far as they related unto my own State, and alio in a general Way ; tho' I lulled not to know any Myftery or thing contained therein, other than the Lor d, in lys own Free-will and Wifdom, thought fit to mamfeft. ^ And one Night, being in Bed, and all Sleep and numbering involuntgrily fufpended, and my Mind quiet and eafy, and direded towards the North, a- bout the fecond Hour in the Morning ; and, after a fhort Space, " I beheld a " Storm to arife in the Northern Ocean, towards the North Pole ; and look- " ing ftedfaftly upon it, and the Heighth, Fury, and Force of the mighty Waves, " I law an Army innumerable walking thereon toward the South: And when " they came afliore, they covered the whole Breadth of the IQand of Britain, and " all the Northern Lands •, and the Rear I could not fee, or whence they ilTued. " They were Strangers in the Earth; fuch as have not been known : Their Ap- " parel plain, appearing as if they had come from far, and travelled long : But " 1 faw no Provifion, Baggage, Sword, Spear, or W'eapon of War, but only " Staffs in their Hands, fuiting their Journey. Their Countenances were grave, " fober, and calm, importing Wifdom and Peace ; and they offered no Vio- " lence or Hurt unto any : And yet all Nations, being furprifed and amazed " with great and fudden Fear, fled before them ; and they d;d not purfue, " otherwife than by walking forward in the fame ileady Pace and Order as upon " the ftormy Seas, which had not obftrufted their March. The Inhabitants of " Britain, and of other Lands, of all Stations, Ages, Sexes, Sedls and Ranks, " as diftracted and confounded with Fears, and flying as for their Lives, when " none purfued, fell, many of them by the Way ; and, left they fhould be " overtaken, when no Man gave them chace, they cried out aloud, with con- " fufed Shreaks and Noifcs, raiflng their trembling Hands, and intermitting " Voices towards Heaven, (which they had deeply offended and neglefted be- " fore) to implore Deliverance from the dreadful Army, wliich offered them no " Harm. And when Britain's Children arrived at her fouthermoft Bounds, flie " joined herfelf to the Land of the ancient Gauls. And all Nations thus flow- " ing together, as the Concourfe of the Waters into one Sea, they vanilhed to- " gether, and I lliw them no more." 2d Mo. Some Weeks after this, having been in a very found Sleep, I was awaken'd in '"^ ^" this Manner : " There appeared a City, near the Gates whereof ftood the fairefh " Houfe therein, which was high and magnificent -, into which a Man of low " Stature feem'd about to enter: Fie was habited as a Poll, or Courier, of a " Prince, .bringing great and fwitt Commands and News, with a Trumpet in his " Right Fland, tranfparent as fine polilh'd Chryfl:al, and without Wrinkle or " Wreath, and therewith he founded towards the North, with a ftrong, con- " ftant, equal, and inarticulate Voice ■, and the Breath of his Mouth iffuing " through it, was as a Flkme of Fire, in Form of a two-edged Sword, This of T no M A S ST Rr. 17 « This Voice ralfcd me from the dead, (for I thought I had been in the Anno *' Grave) and the cogent attraftive Virtue thereof drew me towards him that 1689. " founded ; and, filled with awful Reverence, I ftood on his Right-hand ; tho' " he uttered not a Word, and I was likewife filent. " Having finifhed his Sounding towards the North, he took the Trumpet " from his Mouth, and held it in his Right-hand, with his Arm ftretched to- " wards the Eaft, and his Face ftill towards the North, with his Eyes intent *' toward Heaven ; his Right-ear turned upward, reclining toward the Eaft ; " his Mouth a little open, and his Breath glowing therefrom as a lambent " Flame j and as one hearkening, with deep Attention, for frefh Orders from " the King of Kings. "But I looked unto himfclf alone ; and, in the Twinkling of an Eye, he " fet the Trumpet to his Mouth again, with Majefty and Zeal ; and, turning " it toward the Earth, the Breath of his Mouth there-through was as a Stream " of Fire and Brimftone ; which pierced the Earth, drove it hither and thither, »'• and melted the Stones before him. "The City was then alarmed, and pale Death appeared on every Face; " the Gay of this World were aftonifhed, and the mighty thereof in War trem- *' bled in great Amazement and Fear ; but knew not where to hide them- " felves." My Sleep then vanifhing, and being fully awake, the blefTed Effeds of this Voice remained in my Mind, with heavenly Confolation, unknown to the Dead, and the Sons and Daughters ol Men, in the State in which, by Nature, they are. A s the Nature and Virtue of the divine effential Truth increafcd in my Mind, it wrought in mc daily a greater Conformity to itlcif, by its own Power ; reducing my Mind to a folid Quietude and Silence, as a State more fit for attending to the Speech of the divine Word, and diftinguifhing of it from all other Powers, and its divine Influences from ail Imaginations and other Moti- ons : And, being daily fed with the Fmit of the Tree of Life, I defired no other Knowledge than that which was given in confequence of the Strength of Mind and Undcrftanding thence arifing. And, on the Afternoon of thctwenty-firft Day of the eleventh Month, 1689, .iHi ithMo. Silence was commanded in mc, tho' not by me, in which it was given me to re- main fdl the Evening-, and then that Scripture, John xiii. 10. was brought to my Remembrance ; which I began to write, and proceeded, as Things opened in my Mind, and in Manner following : JESUS faith to hwij he that is wajhed needeth not, fave to -ujajlj his Feet, [q],„ ^-^ ,o_ itU is clean every whit. The wajhing of the Feet fignifies the cleanfing of the Ways -, and thofe who are wafhed in the Laver of Regeneration, v/ill walk in clean Paths, and bring forth Fruit according to the Nature of the Tree of Life : Such will w;dk in Faith, Love, Obedience, Peace, Holinefs, Righteoufnefs, Judgment, Mercy, and Truth. And whofoever faith he is of the Father, and hath not Chanty, he is a Liar, and the living Word rulcth not in him ; for whofoever hatJi known the E Word, i8 The L I F E, ci^'^. Anno Word, and abideth therein, hath the Father, becaufe the Word of Truth bear- 1689. eth Witnefs of the Father; and whofoever is born of God will keep his Com- mandments. To the S yl I N T S in Z I O N, A SONG oj "PRAISE. Ei\.R, O ye Mountains, and give Ear, O ye Cedars of Lebanon^ the L o R D, the Light of Jerufakm^ the Life of Saints, hath put a Song of Praife in my Mouth, and caufed me to rejoice in the Valley of Jehofophat. I WAS in tlie Defert, and he led me forth by the Power of his Right-hand ; I was fallen, and he ftretched out his Arm, and fet me upright ; yea, I was dead, and, behold, he raifed me from the Grave. I WA s alfo an hungred, and he has fed me with the Bread of his everlafting Covenant. I WEAKLY fainted in the Way ; but the King of the holy Mountain revi- ved me by the Word of his Promife, H E has laid my Foundations with Beauty, with precious Stones of divers * Colours ; and the Superftrudure is all Glory. Come fing with me, O ye Vallies, and Flowers of the Plain, let us clap our Hands with Joy ; for the King of the Eaft hath vifited us, and fmiled on our Beauty -, for he fees his holy Name on every Flower, and glorious Image on every lovely Plain. Come let us walk after him to the Seat of his Judgment, that we may fee Juilice executed on the Mountains. W o unto thee, O Babel^ and unto thy Children for ever ; for the fettled Decree is gone forth againft thee, and the Executer of Juftice comes towards thee with Wings. Tremble, O ye Nations of the Earth, who have drank of the Wine of the Wrath of her Fornication •, for ye Ihall be rooted out with her, and caft into the Lake of Oblivion everlafting : There fliall be weeping and gnalhing of Teeth, without all Hope of Redemption. Cry aloud, with Tears, O ye Worfhippers in the outward Court; for he of- fered you Peace, but ye have laid hold on War; he offered you Reconciliation, but, behold, ye went on in perfecuting the Saints of the Moft High. He called, in the Bowels of his Mercy, Come and enjoy the Fruits of my Love ; and did ye not anfwer. There is no Satisfadlion in thee .-' Y E ftood about the Doors of the Sanfluary, and he fent forth to invite you in ; but ye rcfufcd, and with-held others alfo. But of THOMAS S T RT. 19 But thus faith the Right-hand of the Majefty on high, I will arifc in my Anno Fury and come to Judgment ; I will fuddenly tear in Pieces, and there fliall be 1689. none to deliver. Who will avert my Wrath from the Children of Difobedience ? Or, who fhall with-hold my Love from the contrite ones ? Light up your Lamps, O Virgin Daughters of Jerufakm ; for the Bride- groom is come to feaft his Guefts with the Oil of Gladnefs, in the Chambers of Love. Come ye ragged ones, come fit down before the King ; for he is meek and lowly, and ioveth the humble. Tho' you be naked, he will clothe you with Kigh- teoufnefs ; tho' you be hungry, he will feed you with the Bread of eternal Life. Fear not, ye of low Degree ; for with our God there is no Refpedl: of Pcr- fons : Fear not, O ye little ones •, for he iliev/ed you his Loving-kindncfs of old ; and with him there is no Shadow of turninsr. 'O* AwAK E, awake, O ye who deep in TrcfpafTes and in Sins •, for the Trum- pet founds aloud in the City of our King : Be raifed, O ye dead, and ftand upright before him -, for he is true and faithful who fcnt forth his Word. CoNQjiER, O conquer, thou holy Love of God, thofe who in Ignorance oppofe thy Mercy. Smite thy People with great Third, OLord God of Mercy, that they may drink abundandy of the Waters of thy Salvation. Make them hungry, even unto Death, O Life of the Jufl, that they may eat abundantly, and be re- freflied by the Bread of Life everiailing. Call them from the Huflcs of outv/ard Shadows, and feed them with thy hidden Manna, and Tree of Life. Take from them the Wine of the Earth, which they have abufed to Abo- mination, and "ive them the P'ruit of the living Vine at the Father's Table. o Be RE AVE thy People, O mofl: faithful and true, of the Waters which they have polluted -, and walh them in the Laver of Regeneration, by thy holy Spirit ; and cieanfe them by thy righteous Judgments, that they may retain thy glow- ing Love. Consider their Weaknefs, O Father of Mercies ; for they are Flefli and Blood, and cannot fee through the Vail into thy holy Habitation, and Holy of Holies, in thy glorious Temple. Rend the Vail of carnal Wifdom in the earthly Mind, O thou v/onderf ul Counfellor, and difplay thy Glory in its full Perfcftion. Dissolve the great W^orld of Pride, Covetoufncls, Dioinkennefs, Lying, Curfing, OpprefTions, filthy Communications, and W horcdoms ; and eftablilh Ricihtcoufnefs and Peace for evermore. 'o The Meafure of Iniquity is now Brim-full, diat thy W^rath may have a fiill Draught of the Deftruftion of thine Enemies. lo The LIFE, &c. Anno Rejoice with us, O ye that reft in Hope ; for ye fliall fhortly be ra'ifed i68g. into Glory. For the Lord has laid hold on the Sword of his wonderful Power, and, bc- liold, \Vrath is gone forth before him to Judgment, H E will Ihake the Earth with terrible Plagues, and the Fear thereof was never equal!' d. All Nations quaked at his awful Look, and Death waxed paler at his glo- rious Prefence. The Heavens and the Earth fhall pafs away before his Breath, even the Breath of his Mouth, and fhall be found no more for ever and ever. All who hearken unto the falfe Prophet, and give Ear unto the old Serpent ; who break the Commands of the G o d of Jacob, Day by Day, and caft his Laws behind their Backs ; Who fet at naught his Statutes, and trample under Foot the Blood of his everlafling Covenant ; Who bring the Idols of their Vanity before the G o d of Purity, whofe Eyes can behold no Spot, nor talce Pleafure in their Sins and OpprefTions ; fhall fall before the Prince of Righteoufnefs, and be caft out of his holy Prefence, into the Lake of Wrath, as To-phet of old, prepared for the Devil and his Angels. The Apoftate Whore, divorced for her Adultery and Perfidy, who, mounted upon her Beaft of Self-love, Pride, Covetoufnefs, and Envy, rode head-long unto the Abominations and Plealures of Sodom and Egypt, unto the Ocean c^ the Fullnefs of Hell, fhall have her Portion with the Serpent and falfe Prophet, as a full Recompence of Reward for the Fruits of her Doings. Rejoice over her, all ye Saints of the Lamb of G o d ; for he who is mighty to lave hath delivered you from her Allurements, and dilcovered unto you the Secrets of his Counfel. I WAS filent before the Lord, as a Child not yet weaned; he put Words in my Mouth, and I fang forth his Praife with an audible Voice. I CALLED unto my God out of the great Deep ; he put on Bowels of Mercy, and had CompafTion on me, becaufe his Love was infinite, and his Power with- out Meafure. He called for my Life, and I offered it at his Footftool ; but he gave it me as a Prey, with unfpeakable Addition. He called for my Will, and I refign'd it at his Call ; but he return'd me his own in token of his Love. H E called for the World, and I laid it at his Feet, with the Crowns thereof ; I with-hcld them not at the beckening of his Hand. Bl-t of THOMAS STORT. n But mark the Benefit of Exchange ! For he gave mc, inftead of Earth, a Anno Kingdom of eternal Peace; and, in heu of the Crowns of Vanity, a Crown of 1689. Glory. My God called me from my Father, and I went a-pace ; lie called me his Son, and clothed me with his Garments. H E called me from the Wife of my Youth, and I ran in hafte ; he efpoufLxl me to his Son, and I became his near Relation. What moved thee to this, O Life of my Soul ! O Glory of thy Saints! For I was become vile with the Blacknefs of Egypt. Was it not thine infinite Love and Mercy, thine unalterable Patience, and wonderful Condefcenfion, that brought thee from thy Throne below thy Foot- ftool, in the Likenefs of Vanity, that thou mighteft exalt me above the high Heavens, in thy Kingdom of everlafling Reft ? Thou haft m.ade me bold before thee ; thou haft made me confident in thy Sight ; Behold now I fpeak without Reftraint, becaule thy Free-will lias made me free, L o, now thy Eleftion is a free Eledion, and thy Call without Difpute. THEY gazed upon me •, they faid I was mad, diftradted, and become a Fool ; they lamented becaule my Freedom came. They whifpered againft me in the Vanity of their Imaginations ; but I in- Mat. x. 27. clined mine Ear unto the Whifperings of the Spirit of Truth. I SAID what ami, that I fliould receive fuch Honour ? But he removed the Mountains out of my Way, and by his fecret Workings prefsM me forward. H E gave me a Reward, and behold I had done no Work ; Wao-cs, and I had not wrought in his Vineyard. When the Lord quickened mc, I called for Obedience •, he was pleafed with my Defire, and granted my Requeft in the Might of his Power. My Lord called, and I heard his Voice, but knew him not ; for the Dark- nefs of Ignorance had caufed Unbelief I anfwered. Who art thou, Lord? And he informed me, by the living Word of his Love and Mercy. H E gave me living Faith to lay hold on his Voice ; and fiiving Knowledo-c, to avoid the Voice of the Serpent. H E gave me Joy which no Tongue can cxprefs, and Peace which pafTctii Underftanding. M Y Heart was melted with the Heighth of Comfort -, my Soul was immerfcd in the Depths of Love ; my Eyes o'erfiow'd with Tears of greateft Pleafure. F The. 22 / The LIFE, ^c. Anno The Men of the Earth looked, as on a Man forfaken of Hope, given up to 16S9. / Fear, and furroimded with Shame. They fuid. Behold a Man foolifh in his Imaginations, feeking after Vanity, and given over to believe Lies : But I regarded not ; for I had the Jewel in pro- fpedt, the promifed Land in view. I FOLLOWED the Voice of the Shepherd, who gave me Food according to my Strength, and found all Things even as he had faid of old. H E gave me Power to open my Mouth concerning Things to come, and a Name by which I fnall be laved. I WILL call for Perfeverance in the Ways of Life ; for the hidden Manna, Day by Day received. M Y Comforter alfo taught me to pray, in Knowledge as in Faith : I begged Himself, and he gave me All. PI E gave me Power to do Wonders alfo ; to keep his Commandments, through his Holy Spirit, and to walk in the Paths of Righteoufnefs with joyful Songs. I wi ll call upon him in the Days of Temptation ; and when I am in the Shadow of Death, the Lo rd Ihall be my Strength. Wilt thou wafli my Feet, O Lord, with the Wafliing of Regeneration, that I may tread the Paths of Liie before thy Face. R E S T H S E, BLESSED art thou, O Virgin Daughter of Jerufalem , for thy Streets are laid with Peace ; thy Walls are furrounded with Power ; thy Gates are adorned with Beauty ; thine Habitations with Purity ; thy Temple is adorned with Glory within and Holinefs without ; and thy Priefts are eftablifhed for evermore. Thy King, O Z/'ra, is the mighty Lord of Hofts-, the God of all glorious Maiefty ; the Prince of Peace ; the Strength of Jacob ; the Hope of Ifrael ; the Help of the diftrefled ; the Comfort of the comfortlefs ; the Strength of the weak ; the Hufband to the Widow ; the Father to the fatherlefs ; the Feeder of the hungry ; the Cloather of the naked ; the Purifier of the unclean ; the Waflier of the filthy ; the Healer of the fick ; the Raifer of the dead j the Judge of all the World ; and the everlafting Life. How canft thou therefore fall, O Virgin Daughter of Z/(?« .? Orhowfliould thy Walls be razed, which are founded upon the Rock of Truth, on the Pillars of eternal Power ? Truth bears the Keys of the Kingdom, and a Lie cannot enter therein: For a Lie bears the Image of Darknefs ; it is near a-kin to Ignorance, Bhndnefs, Folly, Superftition, Madncfs, and Idolatry. of THOMAS ST RT. ^i A Lie is the Key of the Bottomlefs Pit, and fets the Gates thereof wide Anno open to the Children of Difobedience and Unbehevers. 16S9. A Li E is the Path of Hypocrites, the Way to great Babel; the Streets of Babel are paved with a Lie, Pride, Covctoufnefs, and Envy, Deceit, with Craft and Oppreffion. Her Pleafure is everlafting Torment -, her Prince is the God of the Eartli, Jpollyon, the old Serpent ; her Foundations are Falfhood, and Perfidioufnefs for ever. She burns in hatred to Almighty God, and the Smoke of her Blafpheiny and Torment afcends for ever and ever. Hallelujah. T THATCH, O ye Difciples of the Lamb of God, left ye be found fleep- V V ing when your Lord cometh, and be thereby unfitted to enter into his Reft and Glory. Watch and pray, left you enter into the Temptation of Self-confidence, and lie on the Beds of Self-fecurity, and the Fire come and devour you up. Know you not, that thofe who are fleeping in Tranfgreffions, are thereby unfitted to be fed with the Bread of Comfort ? Becaufe it is as a Dream in the Night, which pafTeth away without Regard. Know you not, that whilft you are carnally minded, ye judge according to the Things of the Flefti ? But when ye are renewed in Spirit, ye judge all Things as they are in Righteoufnefs and Knowledge ; yea, through his Love who raifcd you up, you fhall judge Angels. Bow down, O ye Mountains of the Eartli, before the Majefty of the Glory of our God, in the Name of Jesus : For it is a Name of Humility, of perfedt and unfpotted Humility •, and he will be your Exaltation, through the Riches of his Love, before the* Throne. O ST AY no longer among the Swine of this World, feeding on earthly Plea- lures, ye prodigal Sons -, but leave off the Huflvs of carnal Formality, of Men's Invention, by the Wifdom of this World, and return unto your Father's Houfe, that you may be fed with the Bread of Life, to your everlafting Reconciliation. Cry aloud with Joy, O ye Vallies and Plains-, for Christ is your Exal- tation, far above all Heavens, even into Fellowfliip and Union with the Father of all comfortable Mercies. Behold, this is the Name by which alone there is Salvation ; the only Name under Heaven by which ye are faved. This is he who is your unfeigned Obedience ; your unfpotted Righteoufnefs ; your acceptable Peace-offering ; your Lamb of Innocence ; your Sprinkling of Purity i your Baptifm of Holinefs ; and your full Pcrfcftion. He 1^ The LIFE, (^x. Anno H e is your Spoufe, in relation to whom ye cry, Abba, Father ; your ever- 1689. lafting Comfort, and eternal Glory. Give Ear, O ye living Temples of the Holy Spirit, and fing Praifes to the God of Life, in his holy Mountain for evermore. Alklujah. THIS Writing, being begun about the fourth Hour in the Evening, was fi- nifhed at Twelve that Night : And then going to Bed, I had comfortable Reft till the Morning. And that Day, looking it over fedately, I obferved many Things therein writ in the firft Perfon, which did not belong to my State at that Time -, which gave me fome Uneafmefs, as if I had wrote Things not true : So that I was ready to deftroy the Writing. But being flopped by a fudden Return of Thought, and remembering and confidering the Mind in which it was writ, the fluency of the Matter prefented in my Mind, without any Premeditation, or Contrivance of my own ; but only to write as it came, and on various Subjects j and remembering alfo the undoubted Affurance and Evidence of the divine Pre- fence, and of the Truth of thefe Things at the Junfture of writing them, I was confirmed it was the Mind of Truth, and not my own only ; and that thefe Things were true in that Mind in which they were writ, and dictated ; and might anfwer the States of many I knew not •, and might be my own in time, if faith- ful and obedient : And, examining further, I found it fententious, and in Pe- riods ; and then I reduced it into the Form, as above, and fo preferved it ; but kept clofe to the Root from wlience it fprung, as my only Safety and Guide ; plainly perceiving, that the Holy Scriptures, from time to time, of old, origi- nally proceeded from the Inbreatliing and Di6lates of the Holy Spirit, of the Holy Word, Christ, in different Inffruments, various Ages, and Languages. And, about the fame Time the next Evening, being alone in the fame Room, the fame Mind returned, and filled me with great Confolation ; which reffed upon me for fome Time with perfe6t Content, which nothing but himfelf can give ; and, from the Center of that Mind, a Concern arofe in me to write again ; and, from that Fulnefs I perceived reiling in me, was apprehenfive I might write much •, and therefore took a Quire of Paper, and began to write, as Matter be- gan to appear, and with full AfTurance, in Manner following : ARISE, arife, O ye who fleep in the Mills of Sin and Folly ; put the Garments of Righteoufneis on your naked Souls : For the everlafting Day is breaking forth ; the Brightnefs of his Glory fliall difperfe the Clouds of Unrighteoufnefs ; and the Abominations of the Earth fliall fill before his Judg- ments, Go to ye, who are polluted with the f^efhly Luffs of the World -, wafh ye in the Blood of the Covenant, that ye be not fmitten wlienrhe Deffroyer cometh. Rejoice, rejoice, O ye Slaves of the Captivity of Bahel ; for the Time of your Delivery is near at hand. The King fliall command, and none fhall difobey j for his Love is free without relpetSt of Perfons. . Flow down, as Wax before the Sun, O ye Mountains of Pride ; for the Prince of Meeknefs has overcome you. Fly fwiftly before him, ye Luflis of the Flefli ; for he fliall deftroy you by the Glory of his Prefence. ' . La- of T H O M A S ST O RT. ly Lament, and be exceeding forrowful, O thou Seat of the Beaft ; for he Anno hath a Treafure of Wrath prepared for thee. „ 1689. Thou, O City of Whoredoms and Abominations of Hell, fhak be laid wafte ; for who will make IntercefTion for thee ? The Meafiire of thine Iniquities is now Brim-full ; yea, overflowing with Abominations. Thou haft polluted my People witli thy Witchcrafts ; and thy Sorceries are in all Nations. Thou haft exalted thyfelf in the Imaginations of thine own Heart j and caufed my People to adore thine Idols. Thou haft made them form Images before me of thy own inventing ; to mount up in Towers of their own building. Thus am I provoked to bring Confufion upon the Language of their carnal Imaginations ; that they know not each his Neighbour's Meaning. Many are become righteous in their own Eyes, and there are few who value Judgment. Instead of the Scepter of Peace, they have laid hold on War, and defpifed the Words of my Kingdom. They have contended about outward Things, which fliall be brought to an End ; but my living Way they have defpifed. I commanded them to love, but behold they hated ; to forgive each other, but they hatch'd Revenge. I c a L L E D for Righteoufnefs ; but the Cries of the Opprefled came up be- fore me from Day to Day. I DEMANDED their Hearts •, but they facrificed them to the World, and perfidioufly broke their Covenant. I TOLD them that my Gofpel was Truth and Peace ; but behold they have chofen War and a Lie. The Whoremongers faid unto the Drunkards, ye are wicked Men ; and thofe of filtliy Communication reproach'd the Scornful. The Sodomites were laugh'd to fcorn by the Adulterers ; and the Adulterers hils'd at by the Vipers of Malice. Thus every wicked Beaft opprefled another ; and everyone devoured his Prey. The Lo rd alfo gave them up to a reprobate Mind, in the Counfel of his Judgment, that their Iniquities might be compleat. G But z6 71je LIFE, ^c. Anno But behold, I have pronounced Sentence, faith the Lamb of God, againft 1689. thofe who have feduced my People. I wi LL bring Hanger on the Land, fuch as was not fince the Foundations of the World were laid ; and all the Earth fhall fear before me. They have delighted in the Sword, and the Sword fhall devour them ; even from one End of the Earth to the other. I N their Wickednefs they have called for Plagues and Deftruition ; and be- hold it is even at the Doors of their City. I WILL rain Fire from Heaven upon all Flelh, faith Almighty G o d ; even the Coals of Fire from off mine Altar. r'T'^ H E Heavens fhall pafs away at the Appearance of his Majefty ; and the -L Earth fhall not abide his Glory. H E will overfhadow his Spoufe with the Wings of eternal Peace ; and efta- blifh her in his wondcrous Love. The Chaff of Pollutions he will confume with Fury ; but the Rock of Truth fhall (land for evermore. II E will give his own to underftand his Counfel ; and feed them with his hid- den Knowledge. The Fruit of his everlafting Vine fhall they drink new in his Kingdom ; and fit down with him in Joy for ever. H E faw their Meeknefs, Humility, and Faith ; and gave them the Land for an everlail:ing PofTelTion. H E was found faithful to his Promife of old, in a plenteous Redemption to all Ifrael. H E remembered his Covenant with Abraham of old, and eftablifh'd his Peace with Jacob. Mat. xvii. 8. He eflabliflied his Tabernacle alone in the holy Mountain j and none affifted — xxvii. 46. in his Offeri N G of Reconciliation. Ifa. Ixiii. 3. Now, tho' I apprehended, by the Fulnefs of my Spirit, when I began to write, (as I have faid) that I might write much ; yet having wrote the lafl Paragraph, ending with the Word [Reconciliation,] my Concern ceafed, and I could not write any more at that Time, but remained in Peace and Tranquility of Mind ; but fome time then about, in the fame Mind, wrote a Prayer, as foUoweth. " f~\ Almighty, incomprehenfible, and infinitely merciful Lord God, " V^ forafmuch as none can enter into thy Reft, unlefs he be regenerated " and renewed, I humbly beg, in the Name and for the Sake of thy Son " Christ, that thou wik be pleafed to waflii me in the Water of Life, and purify " my of THOMAS ST R 7\ 27 " my polluted Soul with the holy Fire of thine infinite Love ■, that I may live A v n o " in thee, and walk in the living Way of Truth, Love, Peace, Joy, Righteoul- 1689. *' nefs, Holinefs, Temperance, and Patience, fo long as thou art pleafed to con- *' tinue me in this Garden of Labour. " And be my Strength, O my Righteoufnefs ! that I go not aftray from jer. xxiii. 6. *' chy Paths, thro' the Frailty of this earthly Taberiiacle ; but give me daily the " Bread of Life, v/hich thou freely holdcft forth to the Hungry all the Day " long. " And inafmuch as none can eat of this Bread, but thofe who hunger and " thirft after Righteoufnefs, give me a fervent Dcfire, O my Salvation ! and a " faving Faith, a living Faith, to lay hold on thy moft certain Promilc ; that " I may be made Partaker of the Glory that is laid up for thy Servants in thine " everlafting Habitations." The Converfation of Mankind being generally upon Trifles, not worthy of the Thought of rational Creatures, tending much more to Vice than Virtue ; and my Mind being a little renewed by the Influence of the divine Truth, I was much in Silence and alone : And what Thoughts I had being upon other Ohjefts than thofe I had been converfant with before I knew the Truth, 1 wrote alio fomc other Things than thofe aforegoing, as they were from Time to Time prefented in my Mind, without any Search or Labour, and unexpefted ; divers whereof I referved, and are in Manner following. o- To the Suffering B a b e s 0/ /Z;(? Immortal Seed, perfecuted hy lllimael the Mocker. "O E J O I C E aloud, ye fcorned Ones, the Lo rd your God exalted is. And hears your woful Sighs and Groans, becaufe your Caufe is furely his : ■ The mighty Hoft of God's Right-hand fhall furely fight for Jesus Christ; The haughty 5rtZ'^/, built on Sand, fhall fliortly fall, which you opprefs'd. Her Popes, her Priefts, her Orders aU, fhall fly before the mighty Wind, {J |^ 9- Which from the Mouth of God the Lord, fhall ifTue forth, even unconfin'd. Now JudaFi Lyon rbars aloud -, the Key of David now is found, The Time is come when Saints muft reign, and with Lo rd J e s u's Law be crown'd. The Lord our God /hall ever reign. And we to Egypt ne'er go hack again. To i8 The LIFE, ^c. Anno ^' To the ^ at: lo'iiis afar off, and to their VviiYiCB. s, EAR, O ye Nations, and give Ear, O ye Ends of the Earth ; The Lord, the Prince of Peace, has forfaken the Proud, and vifited the liumble in tender Love. What Nation will now rebel againft the Lord ? Or what Kindred now rejedt his powerful Name ? The Trumpet founds aloud in the Ears of the Juft i but, as for the Fools, the Flame is prepared for them ; Yea, a Furnace that fhall never be quenched, and a Dungeon where no Light appeareth. They exalted themfelves in the Imaginations of their own Hearts, laying. Who is the Lord ; and what are his Laws ? A R E not we Sons of Babel the Great ? And is not our Father, ApUyon, the Deftroyer ? Who then fliall oppofe the Purpofe of our Hearts ? Or who ihall bring us down to Judgment ? I s not Levic.than, the Fearlefs, of our neareft Blood -, and Goliab, the Strong, alfo on our Side ? Surely we ordy reign in all the Earth ; and, as for the Juft, the Lord is become their Portion. To the Sufferers under the King of Babel and his Minifiers, his Captains of Thoufands, of tens of ThoufandSy and of Multitudes in7iu?nerahle, THE Lord arofe, and gave Battle to all Nations •, the Lo R D threlh'd, and the Nations of the Earth were turned into Blood. The Strength of the Earth was cut off at one Blow j the Foundations there- of were fliaken, and Princes brought to nought. The Blafphemer came into Remembrance before the L o r d, and was cut off by his all-conquering Sword ; the Adulterer alfo was caft down from his lof- ty Seat. Then fang the Saints high Praifes before the Lord, and every Kindred blefs'd his holy Name. What Power is to be praifed like that of the Lord our God ? Or what Love on all the Earth like that of a bleeding Saviour ? Surely of THOMAS ST RT. . ^ Surely the Power of the World is but Vanity and a Lie, and the Love of A m n- o the World Enmity againft the Lo rd. i68q. Now reigns the G o d of Power (our G o d he is) alone : Our G o d is all In all, and in him we are one. A T R A T E IL " C~\ Lord, take Pity on a pcrifhing Soui, borne down under a Multitude V-/ of vile Affeftions, trodden under Foot by the Infolence of the wicked " One. I i-kint under the Yoke, O thou moll faithful and true ! and have no *' Hope but in thee. "My Heart is weary with fighing under Troubles, and my Pains increafc " as a Woman in hard Travel. When fhall my Day come, O Redemption of " the Juft 1 And when fhall I fee the Seal of my Salvation ? " O WORK in me the Law of cverlafting Love, and fix my Boundaries there " for ever and ever. O thou, who faidil unto the Worlds, Be ye finillicd, and " it was fo, fay unto my Soul, Be thou perfed, and it fliall be done. " Purify me, O G o d, by the Judgments of thy Right-hand, and let thy " Mercies ever be before me : Raifc me, that I may praife thee in the Firma- *' ment of thy Power : Humble me, that I may exalt thy Name in the midft of " the Nations." The Humility of Jesus is the Exaltation of the Juft; and the exalted in the Earth are fartheft from the Lord. A N O T H E R. Lord, do thou, who art the Creator and Difpofer of all Things, create me anew after thine own Image, and difpofe ot nie according to " thy Will i that I may fet forth thy Praife in the midft of the Nations, and do " good, in thy Power, to many People. Raife thy Standard, O Lord, over the " Heighth of the Mountains, and let all Nations flow thereunto ; for thy Children " groan with daily Oppreffions, and the Teeth of the Wicked are made bare " againft them. The Earth alio groans v/ith the Burthen of the Polluted, and " the Seas roar aloud with the Cries of the Wounded ; the Heavens eccho with " the Voice of Deftrudtion, and the Air is darken'd with Smoke from the Pit. " Break in, O Lord, as an everlafting Redeemer to thine own Seed, " and as a Fire to deftroy the Works of the wicked One. " Prepare thine Arm, make bare thy Spear, fmite home to the quick, " thou mighty One. Divide, O my G o d, between the Good and the Bad, " and make an everlafting Separation between the Juft and the Unjull •, fo fliall " the Nations praife thee, the moft higli God, and every Kindred blels thy holy " Name. Amn." H AFTER 30 The L I F Ej ^'c. Anno 1690. A FTER all this, a deep Confitkration return'd upon, and enter'd into my £%. Mind, concerning the States of many Perfons in the National Way of Wor- fhip, as alfo among the Diffenters from it, of divers Denominations •, fome of whole ' Preachers I had occafionally heard, particularly Dr Richard Gilpin of Scakby- cafile^ an able Phyfician, and ancient celebrated Preacher among the Prefby- terians ; and I had obferv'd many others who feem'd to have Sincerity and good Intentions in their refpedive Modes of Worihip ; whence a Queftion arofe. Whether it might not be thro' my own Fault, for want of the true Knowledge of G o D in myfelf heretofore, that I did not enjoy his Prefence among them, as I had done, thro' his Grace, fince I had been vifited by the Lord, and drawn into Retirement by the Comforts of his fecret Prefence ? Upon which I deter- mined to go again and fee, whether the good Prefence of the Lord would be manifefted in me there, as alone in my Retirements. And the Place I went to was that called St Cuthberfs, in the City of Carlijle ; there being ufually Prayers and a Sermon there in the Afternoons of the Firft Days ; but not with that Pomp, Noife, and Show, as at the Cathedral, and therefore I rather chofe it : And being feated there, as I had been often, and my Mind retired inward, to wait upon the Lord, as he himfelf had taught me, die Lord would not own that Worfhip by his fenfible Prefence, (tho' in himfelf omniprefent) nor me in that Place ; but my Mind became filled with Darknefs, and overwhelmed with Trouble, to fo great a Degree, that I could hardly flay till the Time was over -, but, left I fliould do a Thing which might be looked upon as indecent, I con- tinued to the End, and returning to my Chamber in Trouble, I went not among any of them any more. But tho' I thus declined all outward Worfhip, or that which was called fo, determining to follow the Lord whercfoever it might pleafe him to lead me ; yet I found an univerfal Love, Good-will, and Compaf- fion in my Mind, to all forts of People, whether Proteftants of different Denomi- nations, Romans, Jezvs, Turks, or Heathens, But I obferved their feveral Re- ligions, or what they accounted fo, every Man for himfelf, to be moftly the Effedt of Education, Tradition, or Chance. For he who is born and educated among the Proteftants of any Seft refpeftively, is Inch : He who is born and educated among the Remans, is a Roman ; and fo of all the reft, till by Accident, or Intereft, they change from Form to Form ; or fometimes, tho' more rarely, thro' the in- ward Convidlions of the Holy Spirit of God, they obtain a right Underftanding, and worfhip him in Truth. Therefore I ftood ftill, and waited for the further Leadings of the Lord, and die Evidence of his Prefence, what to do, or where to abide ; tho' the Proteftants, in general, cfpecially the National Church, were ftill nearer me than any other Sect. Thus the World, in genera!, appearing to me dead v/ith refpeft to the tnie Knowledge of God, (notwithftanding the Truth of Ibme Notions they held in relation to Matters of Fad: and literal Interpretation) and as walking Statues, I did not then fee that the Lord God had any coUedlive Body of People at that Day, who, as fuch, truly worfhippcd him, according to his own Inftitution > or that any one on Earth knew ibme Things, which the true and living God had been pleafed, of his own free Grace, and which I could neither afk or think of, to communicate unto me •, tho' I found, in due TimiC, I had been in this Point miftaken, as the Prophet of old, who thought he had been alone, and all I JJ5 s'"'''' ^M'^ departed from the L o r d. A s the Life of the Son of G o d prevailed in me, I became more and more innocent, humble, loving, and charitable to the Poor ; to whom I gave Money accord- of THOMAS STORT. 31 according to my Ability, and without Oftentation, or Expedtation of Reward : A v x o One Inftance of which I think proper to relate, it being attended with fome par- 1690. ticiilar Circumftanccs. A T the Time King William the Third was fubduing Ireland^ fome Perfons and Families, retiring from the Inconveniences and Hardfhips of the War, came into England, and, among others, an Independent Teacher, and with him a Youth, his Son ; who being in Want, requefted Charity ; and, coming to my Father's Houfe in Carlijle, where I then was, I gave him Haifa Crown •, which being more than he expected, or had received (as he faid) from any other Peribn in Town, he took occafion thence to enter into Difcourfc concernino; fome Poiius of Religion, and civilly aflv'd of me, what Form of Worfliip 1 attended ? I reply'd, I had formerly frequented the National Worfhip, according to my Edu- cation ; but then, and for fome Time before, had declined it, as alio all other outward Forms, keeping retired, in my Chamber, on the ufual Days appointed tor that Purpole. And, when he heard this, he afked, if his Company, the next Lo R d's Day (as he called it) might be acceptable ■, for the National Worihip was not agreeable to him ? I gave Liberty, and he and his Son came accordingly to my Chamber, where I was fitting alone in Silence, waiting upon the Lord. After a civil Reception, and fliortPaufe of Silence, he began to magnify the great Providence of G o d, in re-eftablifhing and advancing that People, (meaning the Independents and Prefbyterians) who had been fo much hated, per- fecuted and fupprelTed, now to be made the chief Inflruments of Deliverance, Reftoration, and Reformation to the right Way of the Lord, and to his own Glory. A s he Ipoke, I obferved he was not himfelf upon the true Foundation, nor acquainted with the Mind of the Lord on that Account j but fpoke from his own Imagination, and Partiality to his own Seft, as he and they defircd it fhould have been ; his Mind natural and carnal, and hisVicws outward, toward die Power and Dominion of this World, as the Jeivs were at the Time of the Appearance of Christ among them ; and, as foon as he came to a Period, finding my Mind filled with the Sweetnefs and Meeknefs of divine Truth, I replied, " The divine Providence is indeed great over the Children of Men, and ap- *' parently over this Nation and her Dependents at this Day ; and the Neceffity " of a right and thorough Reformadon is very great, and, in the proper Time " and Way of the Almighty, will be brought to pafs : But neither by the Means *' nor Inftruments now in your View; for all the Contenders, one againft another, " by deftruclive Force, are of one Spirit divided againft itfelf, under different *' Forms and Views, in which the ftrongeft will advance themfelvcs and tlicir *• own Way •, but cannot, by fuch means, reform either themfelves or others, *' as they ought to do in the Sight of God, who does not approve or countenance *' Violence, Bloodfhed, and Unrighteoufncfs in one Se6t, and condemn the fame " Things in another -, and will therefore bring about that right Reformation, by " Inftruments of a different kind, and by another Means and Way : As it is writ- Zoch. iv. 6. " ten. Not by Might, nor by Power ; but by my Spirit, faith the Lo'-rd." Mic- iii- 8. U 1' o N this the Stranger was much broken in Spirit, and the Tears run down his Beard, and dropp'd upon liis Knee, as he fat by me ; and after that, being filled widi Love, (the fame which had reached him from my Spirit) he em.brac^d mc in his Arms, rejoicing that he had met with me ; (with fome Encomiums I re- D " JIjc life, &c Ammo don't think proper to write) but faid no more on any religious Subjeft. Soon 1690. after he departed, and J faw him no more. I now proceed with the Account of my farther Frogrefs. In writing the lail Paragraph of the foregoing Piece, (Page 18.) which I infcribed To the Saints in Zion, i^c. the People called Quakers were fuddenly, and with fome Surprize, brought to my Mind ; and fo ftrongly imprefs'd on my Remem- brance, that thenceforward I had a fccret Inclination to enquire farther concern- irg then;, their Way and Pi-inciples. '1 69 1 It was fometime in the Fifth Month, in the Year 1691, when an Opportunity was prcfented : The Occafion of it was fome Concerns that I had in tlieWeft Parts of Cumberland, when, lodging at an Inn kept by one of that Profeffion, on a Seventh Day TJight, and enquiring of him concerning fome Points of their Rclio-ion, I perceived no material Difference between his Sentiments and mine, in the Particulars then aflced after ; and he alfo perceived I was nearer them than he (or perhaps any other) had thought, (for I had formerly oppofed the fame Man in fome Things) which gave him occafion to inform me of their Meeting, to be held the next Day, at a Country Village called Broughton. A.MD, as I had been defirous to be rightly informed concerning that People, and to fee them as in truth they were, I was pleafed with the Opportunity ; and, the next Morning, the Friend and I fet forward toward theMeeting. And he, be- in-^ zealous to have me further informed, and convinced of the Truth of theirWay, fpakc cf many Things as we rode along, and with a good Intent : But my Mind bcinp compofed, and its Attention direfted towards God, who knew I wanted cnlv to fee the Truth, and not be deceived, I could not take any diftinft Notice of what the Friend faid ; which he perceiving, after fome time, defifted, and faid no more. And then we rode fome Miles together in profound Silence ; in which my Mind enjoyed a gentle Reft and Confolation, from the divine and holy Prcfcnce. And, when vve came to the Meeting, being a little late, It was full gathered ; "'" and I went among the Throng of the People on the Forms, and fat ftill among them in that inward Condition and mental Retirement. And tho' one of their Minifteri, a Stranger, began to fpeak to fome Points held by them, and declaim agaiiift fome Things held by others, and deny'd by them -, particularly Pre- deftination, as affertcd by the Presbyterians ; yet I took not much notice of it : for as I did not doubt but, like ail other SecSts, they might have fomething to fay, both for their own, and againft the Opinions of others •, yet my Concern was much rather to know whether they were a People gathered under a Senfe of the Enjoy- ment of the Prcfence of God in their Meetings ; or, in other Words, whether they worfhipped the true and living God, in the Life and Nature of Christ, the Son of God, the true and only Saviour : And the Lord anfwered my De- fire according to the Integrity of my Heart. For, not long after I had fat down among them, that heavenly and watery Cloud overfhadowing my Mind, brake into a fweet abounding Shower of celeftial Rain, and the greateft Part of tlie Meeting was broken together, diflblved and com- forted in the fame divine and holy Prefence and Influence of the true, holy, and heavenly L-ord ■, which was divers Times repeated before the Meeting ended. And in the fame Way, by the fame divine and holy Power, I had been often fa- A: Br of THOMAS STORT. 35 favoured with before, when alone ; and when no Eye, but that of Heaven, be- A v n o held, or any knew, but the Lord himfclf; who, in infinite Mercy, had been 1691. pleafed to bcflow fo great a Favour. And^ as the many fmall Springs and Streams, defcending into a proper Place, and forming a River, become more deep and weighty ; even fo, thus meetino- with a People gathered of the living God, into a Senle of the Enjoyment of his divine and living Prefence, through that blefled and holy Medium, the Mind of Jesus Christ, the Son of God, and Saviour of the World, I felt an In- creafe of the fame Joy of the Salvation of God -, and the more, by how much I now perceived I had been under the like Miftake as the Propliet of God of old ; but now otherwife informed, by a fure Evidence and Token ; by the Wit- nels of the divine effential Truth, in which no living Soul can err, or be miftaken, or deceived ; being fclf-evident and undeniable in all thofe who truly know liim. Ovvi Joy was mutual and full, dio' in the Efflux of many Tears, as in Cafes 01 the dtepeft and moft unfeigned Love ; for the Friends there, being generally fen- fible I was affeded, and tendered with them, by the Influence of the divine IVutii they knew and made Profeffion of, did conclude, I had been at that Time, and not before, convinced, and come to the Knowledge, or Senle, of the Way of Tnith among them ; and their Joy was as of Heaven, at the Return of a Pe- nitent 1 and mine as the Joy of Salvation from Gou, in view of the Work of the Lord, fo far carried on in the Earth ; when I had thought, not long before, there had fcarce been any true and living Faith, or Knowledge of God, in tlie World. The Meeting being ended, the Peace of God, which paffeth all the Un- derflanding of natural Men, and is inexpreffible by any Language but itfelf alone, remained, as a holy Canopy, over my Mind, in a Silence out of the Reach of all Words ; and where no Idea, but the Word himfelf, can be conceived. But being invited, together with the miniftring Friend, to the Houfe of the ancient Widow Hall, I went willingly with them : But the fwcct Silence commanded in me by Michael the Prince, Captain-General of the Flofbs in Heaven, ftill remain- ing, I had nothing to fay to any of them, till he was pleafed to draw the Curtain, and veil his Prefence ; and then I found my Mind pure, and in a well bounded Liberty of innocent Converfation with them. And, having ftaid there a fhortTime, I was invited to Dinner, at the Houfe of Richard Ribtsn, an ancient and honourable Friend in the Village ; where I was made kindly welcome, and where I had great Freedom of Converfation. And, being now fatisfied, beyond my Expeftation, concerning the People of God, in whom the Lord had begun, and, in a good Meafure, carried on, a great Work and Reformation in the Earth, I determined, in my Mind, that Day, to lay afide every Bufinefs and Thing which might hinder or veil in me the Enjoyment of the Prefence of the Lord, whether among his People, or alone ; or obftrudt any Service whereunto I was or might be called by him ; efpecially Things of an entangling or confining Nature : not regarding what the World might fay, or what Name they might impofc upon me. Th e Bufinefs being over which had brought me into that P.art of the Countr/, I returned to Carlijle ; where T had been but about two Weeks, till the Friend of the I lv>a 34 ^-^^^ LIFE, &c. , Anno Inn before mentioned, coming to Town, informed me of tlieir Meeting for Bufinefs, 169 1. and Affairs of their Society ; and invited me to it, being about four Miles diftant. At firfl I was a little furprized that he fliould invite me to fuch a Meeting, and hardly thought him prudent in it ; for, tho' Things had happened as above, yet I had not made any outward Profeffion with them, or declared myfelf of rhcir Communion: But, tho' I found fome Averfion, rather than Inclination, to- wards it, yet I yielded to go, that I might fee how, and in what Spirit and Wifdom, they managed the Difcipline and Bufinefs of their Society, in Matters of Rcli'i.ion : D That I might view them a little more clearly in all Circumftances, before I fliould openly declare for their Way in all Things •, (fome Doubts yet remain- ing, as to fome Points) and whether they thoroughly agreed with the Idea I had conceived in my Mind of the State of the Churchof Christ, t-zz. That they be- lieved in G o D and Christ; were fettled in the Pradtice of Chriftian Morality -, that they were able to fuffer any Perfecution, or Oppofition, for true Religion, when thereunto called, in the Courfe of divine Providence ; that the Charafteriftick Mark of the Difciples of Christ fliould be fairly upon them, to love one ano- ther^ not in Word and in Tongue only, but in Deed and in Truth ; and that they fhould be preferved, by that Love, in Uniformity and Unity among them- felves -, and alfo be loving and kind to all Men, as Occafion might offer; and evince the fame, by doing them Good, and never any Harm. These Qualifications I had deemed fufficient to demonftrate fuch to be the Children of G o d ; brought forth in his Image, Righteoufnefs and true Holi- nefs, in the Mind, or inner Man. The Meeting being {>t\.^ they had firft a Time of Silence, waiting upon GoD (as I did believe and praftife) for the renewing and ftrenthening of their Minds •, and, after that, they proceeded upon the Bufinefs of the Day. And fo it happened at that Time, that a Matter of great Moment among them was deba- ted, and not without fome Warmth on both Sides ; but the Zeal of both did not arife from the fame Root. It was concerning the Manner and Effence of their Difcipline ; which a Sedt among tlicm had oppoied, from the Time of the firft Propofal of any Difci- pline among them as a Society. The Debates arifing pretty high, and they ob- fcrving me to be tliere, and moft of them, I doubt not, having heard I feemed to favour their Way ; and, being cautious left I Ihould take Offence from their Debates, not knowing the State of the Cafe, or, perhaps, not qualified to judge in Matters fo foreign to me, fome of them, prudently, put that Friend, who had introduced me, upon an inofFenfive Way to procure my Abfence ; and according- ly he called me afide into an outer Roomi, offering to difcourfe on fome fo- reign Subjcft : But as my Mind, in time of Silence in the Meeting, had been comforted in the Life of Truth, I rem.ained under the Senfe of it -, having ta- ken little other Notice of what had pafled in Point of Argument, than in what Spirit they managed and contended on each Side. But tho' I obferved the Friend's good Intent in calling me out, I could take no Cognizance of what he faid ; for a deep Thought now entered my Mind, whether thefe could yet be the People of God? fince they feemed to be divided among of THOMAS S T RT. 3T among themfelves, and treat one another with an Acrimony of Language, which. Anno I thought, could not arife from Love, neitlier altogether fuited the Humility of i6qi. Jesus, the true ChPv I ST. The Friend, obferving my Silence, and that I was under a deep inward Concern, became filent likewife, and a Trouble alfo feized him, but of another kind ; for I was concerned to know the Truth, and on what Side, if on cither, it might lie ; and he was afraid I had, or might take Offence, and depart from the Beginnino- 1 had made among them. a And thus we remained filent for fonie Time •, during which I plainly obfcrvcd Struggle between two diftinft Powers in the Ground of Nature, working in my- felf, which exhibited two different Ideas, or Conclufions, in my Mind, concern- ing the Matter then in hand, and the Spirits and Peribns concerned as Aoents tlierein, liz. That the firft was Truth, eflablifhing himfelf in his own Nature, a Law- giver and Ruler in every Member of his Church and Body, as alone needful un- to them who were truly fo : But as he, who knoweth all Things, did forefec that many would, in Time, come into that ProfefTion, as of old, without any Knowledge of the divine Truth, or Work of it in themfelves, but, as Thieves and Robbers, climbing up fome other Way •, by Education, Tradition, Imi- tation, or finifter Interefls, and worldly Views •, who, not being under the Rule and Law of Grace in the fecond Birth, would aft and lay of themfelves, contrary to the Way of Truth, and Church of the living God : and therefore, in his Wifdom and Power, working in the Minds of the Juft, he had early effablifn- ed, and was yet more firmly eftablifhing, a due Order among his People ; for pre- lerving the Right, and paffing Judgment and Condemnation on the Wrong and Evil-doers ; that fuch as fhould profefs the Truth of God, and yet walk contraiy to the fame, bringing forth Fruits of another kind, might be bounded and confined by outward Moral Rules, adapted to jiunian Rcafon and Underftanding. And, fecondly, on the other I land, that the] Spirit of this World had been, and flill was working in the other Sort, to oppofe all Order and Diicipline, and to live loofe as they lift, without any Rule, or Account to the Society, tho' pro- feffing the fame Truth with them •, and to be judged only by their own Light, or what they called fo, and accountable only to the Spirit in themfelves: tho' feverai among that Party were only againft fome Branches of the Difcipline, already e- ftabliflied by the Body of the Society, and not againft the whole. And, during this Time of Silence, I clcariy beheld the contrary Natures and Ends of thefe differing Spirits j the one Truth, the other Error-, the one Light, the other Darknefs ; the one for Moral Virtue, and a holy pure Mind, and the other for a loofe unbounded Liberty : and yet, that thefe laft, as Creatures, did not fee the Sophiftry of the evil One, to whom themfelves were Inftrumcnts, nor the Snare, but intended well, in their own View, and Way of conceiving Things. And, in proportion and degree, as thefe Diftindtions were gradually made clear in my Underftanding at that Time, the Load and Trouble I was under 'abated -, and, at laft, my Mind fettled down again to its own Center in Peace, and became ferene, as before ; which, being i'uUy fcnfible of, I was chcarful, and faid to the Friend, we may now return into the Houfe, for the Danger is entirely over. I knew thy Meaning before we cama out of the other Room ; and commend your 3(5 The LIFE, ^c. A N N- your Care and Caution. With this he was greatly pleafed ; and fo were the 1 69 1, reft, \vhen they came to know it. AfTizcs at • After this I was at feme other Meetings •, but Httle Notice was taken of it by any of my Relations or Acquaintance, till the Time of the Affizes at Carlijle ; Cayh}e. ' ' where fome Friends, being Prifoners in the County Goal, for Non-pay- ment of Tithes, others attended the Aflizes, as their Cuftom was, the better to obviate Occafion of Troubles, or Hurt, to any of the Society, and to minifter Counfel, or other Help, as Need might be ; and thefe went to a Meeting at Scot- h\\ about two Milts from the City j and thither I went alfo. DuR iNG the Time of the Meeting, I found a great and unufual Load on my Spirit, and Hardneis in my Heart ; in fo much that I could hardly breathe un- der the Oppreflion ; nor could I fay I had any Senfe of the Comforts of the divine Prc-fence there, but that the Heavens were as of thick Brafs, and the Bars there- of as of flrong Iron. But tho' I had no Enjoyment in myfclf, yet I was fenfible the Prefence and Goodnefs of the Lord was there, and many therein greatly comforted -, and therefore did conclude my Condition of Mind was from fome other Caufe, and not relating to the State of the Meeting in general. And, after the Meeting was over, one of them alked me how I did ; I anfwered. Indiffe- rently. Then he, and fome others, perceived my Spirit was opprefled, and fym- pathiz'd with me therein. I COULD not, all this Time, perceive the particular Matter which thus af- fected me, (for I knew not of any Thing I had done or faid to bring it upon my- felf) till that Evening, being returned to my Father's Houfe, very fohtary, li- lent, and inward, there came in one 'Thomas Tod, an Acquaintance of mine ; who, alter fome Compliments of Civility, (for at that Time I had not quite declined the common Modes of Salutation) defired to fpcalc with me apart -, and then told me, that he had a Trial to come on next Day, concerning certain Houfes of his in the Town of Penrith, being the greateft Part of all he had in the World ; that one of his WitnelTes to his Deeds of Conveyance was dead -, another of them gone into Irela7td, and could not be had ; but I, being the third, and having made the Writings, he hoped, through my Evidence and Credit, to gain his jull Point againft his unfair Adverfary : and defired me to be in readi- ■ nefs in the Morning ; for die Trial was hke to come on very early. A s foon as he began this Relation, the Word of Life began likewife to work in me, in a very powerful Manner ; and the holy Hammer of the L o r d I fenfibly felt, and law to be lifted up upon that Hardnefs of Heart, which, for fome Time, (as above) had been my State : and it began to be broken, foftened, and diflfol- ved ; and the Senfe of the Love of God, in fome Degree, to be renewed : And then I faw plainly, that this was the hard Thing I had to go through ; and that now was the Time of Trial, wherein I mull take up the Crofs of C h r i s t ; Rom. X.I o. acknowledge his Doftrine fully in that Point; and openly, according to the Underftanding given me ; and to defpife the Shame and Reproach, and other Sufferings, which I well knew would enfue quickly ; or I muft forfake the Lord tor ever : For, denying his Dodtrine, in the Senfe I had now plainly feen it, would be a denying of himfelf before Men -, and if I had then denied Mat. X. 33. him, I could expeft no lefs, but, according to his Word, to have been imme- diately, and for ever, denied of him, and left under that Hardnefs of Heart, and want of the Enjoyment of his divine Prefence, wherewith I had been favour- ed before, and all the dreadful Confequences of a Beginning fo v/^oful. Bur of T BO M A S ST RT. 57 But, according to the Advances of the Word and Work of the Lord in Anko me at that Time, my Heart inchned to him : And, as my Acquaintance was 1691. fpeaking, and by the Time he had fully done, I was furnifhcd with a full Refo lution to give him a plain and diredt Anfwer ; which was on this Manner : " I " am concern'd it Ihould fall out fo ; (for I had a real Refpeft for him, and law his " Cafe to be very hard) I will appear, if it pleafe God, and teftify what I know *^ in the Matter, and do what I can for you that Way ; but I cannot fwear." This was fo great a Surprize to him, both from the Nature of his Cafe, and Confidence he had of my ready Compliance, he having had no Occafion of any Sufpicion of my prcfent Condition till that Moment, that he broke into a PalTion, and, with an Oath, or Curfe, faid, " What, you are not a Quaker lure!" But, tho' I had made Confeflion to Truth fo far, in that Point, and the di- vine Prcfence fenfibly returned and advanced in me ; yet, upon this, I was again filent, till clear in my Underilanding what to anfwer in Sincerity and Truth : For as no Body, before that Time, had called me a Quaker, fo I had not af- fumed the Appellation ; which, being given in reproach, was not grateful ; tho' the Thing, in its proper Senfe, moft delightful. Nor did I then fee whether I had fo much Unity with all their Tenets, as might juftify me in owning the Name, (for in the Unity of divine Love and Life only I had known them) till the Power of that Life of him, who forbiddeth all Oaths and Swearing, arifing yet clearer and fuller in me, opened my Underilanding, cleared my Way, and ena- bled me thereto ; and then I faid, " I muft confefs the Truth, I am a Quaker." But, as this Confeffion brought me ftill nearer to the Son of God, his Love increafing yet more fenfibly in me, fo likewife it heightened the Perplexity and Difturbance of my Friend •, whole Cafe thereby became more defperate, in his own Opinion : Upon which, in an Increafe of Heat, and ExprefTions therefrom, ■ fuiting fo obvious a Difappointment, as it then appeared to Jiim, he threatened to have me fined by the Court, and proceeded againil with the utmoft Rigour of the Law ; " What ! mull I lofc my Eilate by your groundlefs Notions and « Whims ?" But the higher my Enemy arofe, and raged in this well-meaning, but mif- taken Man, who thus, without Defign, became the Inftrument of my Trial, the fuller and more powerful ilill was the Love of God ; whofe Caufe I had now efpoufed, through his own Aid, and the Power of an cndlcfs Life from him, made manifeft in me : Upon which I replied, in that Calm of Mind, and Refig- nation to the Will of God, that the Life of the Son of God enables to, and teacheth, " You may do what you think proper that Way ; but I cannot coin- " ply with your Requeft in this Matter, whatever be the Ifllie of it." And then he departed under great Diflatisfaflion, with all the Threats and Reproaches his enraged Paffions could fuggeft to him, under a View of fo great Lofs. Immediately I retired into my Chamber ; for, perceiving my grand Ene- my to be yet at work, to introduce a flavidi Fear, and, by that Means, fub- jeft my Mind, and bring me again into Captivity and Bondage, I was willinn- to be alone, and free from all the Interruptions of Company -, that I miglit more fully experience the Arm of the Lord, and his divine Inftrudions and Council, in this great Concern and Exercife. The Enemy, (being a crafty and fubtle Spirit) wrought upon my Paffions, K not 58 Tie LIFE, ^x. Anno not fully fubjefted, and more artfully applied to my natural Reafon, (my Under- 1691. Handing not being fully illuminated) as his moft fuitable Inftrument. He urged the Fine and Imprifonment, and the Hardfhips accompanying that Condition, and how little Help I could expedt from my Father or Friends ; who would be highly difpleafed with me, for fo foolifli and unaccountable a Refolution, as they would think it ; and alfo the Scoffings, Mockings, Derifion, Scorn, Contempt, Lofs of Friends and Friendfhips in the World, with fuch other Inconveniences, Hardfhips, and ill Confcquences, as the Enemy could invent and fuggeft. During all which Time, from about Eight in the Evening till Midnight* the Eye of my Mind was fixed on the Love of God ; which ftill remaiiied fen- fible in me, and my Soul cleaving thereto in great Simplicity, Humility, and Trufi: therein, without any yielding to Satan, and his Reafonings on thofe Subjefts, where Flefli and Blood, in its own Strength, is eafily overcome by him. But, about Twelve at Night, the Lord put him to utter Silence, with all his Temp- tations, for that Seafon, and the Life of the Son of God alone remained in my Soul ; and then, from a Senfe of his wonderful Work and redeeming Arm, Rom. viii. 2. this Saying of the Apoftle arofe in me with Power, The Law of the Spirit of Life in Chrifi Jefus, hath made me free from the Law of Sin and Death. And then the Teachings of the Lord were plentiful and glorious ; my Underftanding further cleared, and his holy Law of Love and Life was fettled in me -, and I admitted into fweet Reft: with the Lord my Saviour, and given up in perfeft Refignation to his holy Will, in whatfoever might relate to this great Trial of my Faith and Obedience to the Lord. I N the Morning I went up toward the Hall where the Judges fat, expefling to be called as a Witnefs in the Cafe before mentioned ; but, before I reached the Place, I faw my faid Acquaintance approaching me, with an Air in his Coun- tenance denoting Friendfhip and Affeftion ; and, when met, he faid, " I can " tell you good News; my Adverfary has yielded the Caufe; we are agreed to " my Satisfaction." Upon this I flood ftill in the Street ; and, reviewing in my Mind the Work of the Lord in me the Night before, as already related, tliis Scripture came Philip, ii. 13. frefh into my Remembrance, in the Life of it. It is God who worketh in you, both to will and to do of his good Pleafure : For I was fenfible it was the Lord's doing, and accounted it a great Mercy and Deliverance •, tho' I was, by this Means, expofed to the View and Obfervation of all ; the Pity of many, (as they judged of my Cafe) and the Scoffs and Cenfures of the bafer and more ig- norant Ibrt, which was for C h r i s t's Sake only ; for none had any Immorality to charge me with. 'D~ This happening at the Time of the AlTizes, and People from all Quarters there, I quickly became the common Subjeft of Difcourfe and Debate : For fev/ could beheve the Report, and many came to fee ; and, during the Affizes, would get together, talking and wondering ; and, when they happened to fee me afar off in the Streets, would come in Crowds to gaze. Some would take off their Hats, and pretend to fhow more than ordinary Complaifance, ialuting me as at other Times ; but I not making any Returns of that kind, fome would fleer, and giggle, and feoff, and grin, and run away in loud Laughter, faying, I was mad : Yet fome others were ftruck with another PafTion ; they turned pale, looked forrowful, and returned weeping : And one, who had been educated at an of T H M A S S T RT. 59 an Univerfity, to lliew, at once, his Temper, Manners, and Learning, after he A v n o had gazed upon me a while, among the bafer fort, he cried out, as" if he had i6c)i. then been furprized with the Dilcovcry of fome new Syftem, " He knows not a Genus Irom a Species /" when there was not any Thing previous leadino- to fucli an Expreffion : Yet he was miftaken in that ; for I knew very well that Dog is a Genus^ and Cur, Bull-dog, and Blood -hound, are diftind Species of that Ce;ms; and, at that Time, law the Nature and Way of thefe Brute Animals too mucli refembled in that giddy Mob ; tho' I faid very little to any of them, but o-avc them my Face to their fill of gazing. And fome who, but a Day or two be- fore, durft not have difcovered a difobliging Look upon me, now infulted and triumphed ; which put me in mind of a Saying of Job, But mvj the)\ -uoho are younger than /, have we in Derifion ; -aihofe Fathers I -aould haz-e difdained to have fet with the Dogs of my Flock : And likewife of fome Expreffions in that little Piece before inferted ; [Page i8.] which I did not think, at the Time of writing it, would be fo foon, if ever, fulfilled upon myfelf, viz. " They gazed upon me ; they faid I was mad, diftradled, and become a *' Fool ; they lamented becaufe my Freedom came." The Fool's pretended Pity and Inftruftions, who could not fee and pity his own miferable Cafe, or knew what himfelf faid, was hardeft to bear : Yet all thefe Things did not provoke, or move me ; for die Grace and Prefence of the Lord was with me, and my full Strength and Prefervation. My Heart was furrounded with a Rampart of invincible Patience, and my Soul filled with divine Love. This UHige gave me a much clearer View of the low, mean, miferable, bru- tifh State of many Men, and of the greateft Part of that Mob, than I ever had before, or could have imagined. But I was more civilly ufed by Ibmc Coun- fellors who came the Circuit from London, among whom I had fome Bufincfs ; efpecially Dormer, who was afterwards a Jutlge : They were kind, fami- liar, and without a Scoff or taunting Grin. The Bufinefs of the Aflizes being over, fome of my Acquaintance, Gentle- men both of Town and Country, who wifh'd me well, in their own Senfe, think- ing I had been deluded, as they ufually call'd it, by the Quakers, confultetl how to reftore and reclaim me : And feveral Ways were propofed, efpecially by a Meeting and Confultation of fome of the Clergy -, who, they imagined, might folve thofe Doubts I might be under, and but yet wavering ■, fuppofing thofe Sentiments to be but lately embraced by me, and I not yet fettled in them ; tho' I do not think any of them knew what the true Quakers, or their Principles, were. The Clergy generally Ihunn'd me, and I quickly obfervcd a particular En- mity in them againft me ; tho' I had no more Averfion to them, as Men, than to others. But fome of thefe others, (my Well-wifliers abovefaid) fuppofing me me- lancholy, becaufe reduced from my former Airs and Chearfulnefs, to Silence and Gravity, got together in a Tavern, and my Father with them, intending to liave me among them, to drink a hearty Glafs -, and try f in their Way) v/hcther they could raife my Spirits into a more fociable I'emper, and bring me off from fuch Thoughts. -O' While they were contriving this Scheme, I was retii-ed alone io my Clum- ber, 40 The LIFE, ^'c. Anno bcr, and favoured with a Senfe of the good and Soul-nourifliing Prefence of 1 69 1. the Lord ; but, after fome Time, a Concern came upon me, which gave me to expeft fomething was in agitation concerning me ; and, loon after, an At- torney at Law, of my Acquaintance, came from the Company to me, and mentioned certain Gentlemen who defired to fee me at the Tavern. I WAS not hafty to go, looking for the Countenance of the Lord therein, neither did I refufe ; but my Father, and fome others, being impatient to have me among them, came hkewife to me. I arofe from my Seat when they came in, but did not move my Hat to them as they to me : Upon which my Father fell a-weeping, and faid, I did not ufe to behave fo to him. I intreated him noc to refent it as a Fault ; for tho' I now thought fit to decline that Ceremony, it was not in Difobedience, or Difrefpefl to him or them ; for I honoured him as much as ever, and defired he would pleafe to think fo, notwithftanding exterior Alteration. But moft of the reft kept up another Air, hoping to bring me into the fame at the Tavern : But I, thro' Grace, faw their Intents, and was aware ; and I had now Freedom in my Mind to go among them : And, when we came there, the Company all arofe from their Seats, and feeming generally glad, put on Airs of Pleafantnefs. I N feating tliemfelves again they placed me fo as that I was in the Midft, invi- ron'd by them, and then they put the Glafs round ; and, to relifh it the more, they began a Health to King William. But the fecret Prefence of the L o r d be- ing with me, tho' hid from them, it affeded them all in a Way "they did not expeft ; for fcarce had two of them drank, till their Countenances changed, and all were filenced. The Glafs, nevcrthelefs, went forward, tUl it came to me, and then I told them, I wifti'd both the King and them well, and if I could drink to the Health of any at all, I Ihould more efpecially to the King's, but fliould drink no Health any more; and fo refufed it: And the Glafs never went round; for feveral of them fell a-weeping, and were much broken, and all of them fi- lenced for a Time ; which, when over, fome of them faid, they believed I in- tended well in what I did, and that every Man muft be left to proceed in the Way which he thinks right in the Sight of God : And fo we parted in folid Friendfhip. It was the fecret Grace of God which wrought this ; and to him, the Lord alone, did I impute it. And, the Company difperfing, I returned to my Cham- ber in divine Peace and true Tranquillity of Mind ; with which I was favoured for many Days. I H A D not, all this while, converfed with any Friend about their Principles, or read any of their Books •, nor did any of them come near me for fome Time ; for my Father would not then allow them to come to his Houfe : Yet fome of them, not long after, fent me three fmall Books ; which I took kindly, as well intended. But I was favoured of the Lord with fomething to give me Under- ftanding and Support in time of Need, more excellent than Books ; for that Book, wliich had been fealed as with feven Seals, was now, in Meafure, opened by the powerful Voice of the Lion of the Royal Tribe, and by the holy Lamb of God ; even the Book of the eternal Law of God •, the Law of the Spirit of Life from the Father, by Christ the Son, Redeemer of the World, and my Delight was to read Day and Night therein : By which I profited more, in a fliort Time, in the Knowledge of God, and the Things of his holy Kingdom, than if I could have read and underftood all the written and printed Books in the World. I Rev.v. i.&c. of THOMAS ST RT. 41 I therefore declined reading thefe till a more proper Seafon ; and then I looked Anno into one of the Books aforefaid, a finall Tradl concerning Prayer : For it muft 1691. be allowed, that the reading of good Books, efpecially the Holy Scriptures, the chief of all, and upon which the IVutli of the reft depends, is highly profitable and commendable. Sometime after this Dr G/7/)/», before mentioned, fcnt his Son, a CounfcU ^ lor, under whom I had been initiated into the Study of the Law, and who was one of thofe at the Tavern aforefaid, and ftill retained a great Affeiftion for me, to invite me to his I loufe at Scaleby-Cajile, and defired to fee fome of the Qua- kers Books, fuppofing I had been impofed upon by reading them ; and I fent him, as I remember, all that I had. Soon after I had parted with thefe Books, I obfervcd a Cloud come over my Mind, and an unufual Concern •, and therein the two Sacraments (commonly fo termed) came afrefh into my Remembrance, and divers Scriptures and Aro-uments pro and con ; and then I was apprehenfive the DoiSlor was preparing fomething of that fort to difcourfe me upon ; and I began to fcarch out fome Scrip- tures in defence of my own Sentiments on thofe Subjedls : but as I proceeded a little in that Work, I became more uneafy and clouded ; upon which I laid afide the Scripture, and fat flill, looking towards the Lord forCounfcl: Fori confidered the Doftor as a Man of great Learning, religious in his Way, an an- cient Preacher and Writer too, famous in Oliver^?, Time, and a TJirone among his Brethren •, and that he might advance fuch Subtilties as I could not readily confute, nor would concede to, as knowing them erroneous, tho' I mip-ht not be fuddenly furnifhed with Arguments to demonftrate their Fallacy ; and fo mi" lie receive HurtI And then it was clear in my Underftanding, that, as he was in his own Will and Strength, tho' with a good Intent, in his own Senfe, fearching the Letter, and depending upon that and his own Wifdom, Acquirements, and Subtilty, leaning to his own Spirit and Underftanding, I muft decline that Way, and truft in the Spirit of Christ, the divine Author of the Holy Scriptures. And as this Caution was prelented in the Life and Virtue of Truth, I refted fatisfied therein, and fearched no farther on that Occafion. \N'hen I went to his Houfe, he entered into a Difcourfe on thofe Subjects •, and had fuch Paflages of Scripture folded down as he purpofed to ufe : And, when I obferved it, I was confirmed that my Sight of him, in my own Chamber at Carlijle, and of his Work, fome Days betore, was right ; and my Mind was ftrengthcned thereby. But, before he began to move upon the Subjcft, he difmifled every other Pcrfon out of the Room J fo that himfelf and I remained alone. The firft Thing he faid, was, in a calm Manner, to admoniOi me to be very cautious how I efpoufed the Errors of the Quakers ; for he had lieard, of late, and with Concern, that I had been among them, or feemed to incline that Way. I anfwered, that I had not been much among them -, nor feen any of their Books, but thofe I had fent him ; and knew not of any Errors they held. Yes, faid he, they deny the Ordinances of Christ, the two Sacraments, Baptifm and the Lord's Supper ; and then opcn'd his Book, at one of his down-folded Leaves, where he read thus : L Unto 41 Tie L I F E, ^c. A N N Unlo the Church of God which is at Corinth^ to them that are fanSiJied'in Chriji 1 69 1. Jefus, called to be Saints, i Cor. i. 2. ! Cor.xi. 2 7 And, at another folded down Part, he read thus : For I have received of the — 26. Lord, that which alfo I delivered unto you, that the Lord Jefus, the fame Night in which he was betrayed, took Bread : and, when he had given Thanks, he brake it, and faid, Take, eat ; this is my Body, which is broken for you : This do in remem- brance of me. After the fame Manner alfo he took the Cup, when he had flipped, faying. This Cup is the New Tefiament in my Blood -, this do ye, as oft as you drink it, in remembrance of me : For as often as ye eat this Bread, and drink thirs Cup, ye do fhew the Lord's Death till he come. Upon thefe Scriptures he raifed this Argument, That tho' the Corinthians, at that Time, were fanftified in Christ, and called to be Saints, yet they ftill needed this Ordinance, and were to continue in it, according to the Apofde's Dodlrine, till the Coming of Christ, at the End of the World : And he did not think the Quakers more holy or perfed" Chriftians, than the Corinthians at that Time ; and, confequently, that no State in this Life can render that Ordinance needlefs to them, or overgrow it. To this I replied, That tho' fome of thofe Corinthians had obeyed the Call of G o D, and were, at that Time, fanftified by Faith in C h r i s t j yet others of them had not obeyed the Call, but were remaining in grofs Sins and Pollu- tions : But as they had been Heathens, and convinced by the Miniftry of that i.Cor.ii.atid Apoftle, as appears by the Beginning of the fecond and fifteenth Chapters of that Epiftle, he had firft of all preached to them Christ's Coming in the Flefli a- mong the Jezvs ; his Life, Miracles, Doftrine, Death for our Sins, and Refur- redtion from the dead, as faving Truths; but does not fo much as mention this fuppofed Ordinance among them. But, confidering their weak and carnal State, and Incapacity then to reach the Knowledge of divine Myfteries, the Apoftle had, in their Initiation into the Chriftian Religion, related to them the Sayings of C h R i s t on that Subje6t ; and they had been in the Praftice, or rather Abufe of it, till the Time of the writing of that Epiftle. Yet, if the Words of that Epiftle, in that Place, be carefully and impartially obferved, without PrcpofiefTion or Prejudice, and compared with other Scriptures, it will appear, that there is not any pofitive Command for it at all, much lefs is it made a ftanding Ordinance ; but left to the Option and Difcretion of his Difciplcs ; to whom it was firft mentioned how often they fhould do it, and, confequently, alfo how long they ftiould continue it ; as appears by die fame Text now adduced, viz. This do, as often as ye do it, in remembrance of me. But, to fet this Matter in a clearer Liglit, it is well known, that, at the Time of the Redemption of the Jews from their Egyptian Slavery, the Paflbver, with Hft f th '■^^ Pafchal Lamb, was inftituted as a ftanding Ordinance, in Commemoration Council of of it, until Christ, the Lamb of God, and Antitype of that Figure, fhould Trent, 336. come: But as Ifrael, offending the Lord, was afterwards fent into Captivity, under the Babylonians, they could not, in that State, and under that Government, celebrate it in Form ; and therefore they invented another Way to keep that great Deliverance in Memory, which was this : The cf T H M A S S T R T. j.- The Father, or Chief of the Family, at the proper Time of the Pafchal Sup- Anno per, took Bread, and bleired it, faying, " Blefftd be tliou, O Lord our God, 1691. " who gives us the Fruit of the Earth ;" then dividing it among the Company, Goodw. Ar.t. in like manner alfo he took the Cup, and, blefling it, faid, " BleiTed be thou, O Tit. Ftop, " Lord, whogivesustheFruit of the Vine." Thisthey did in a folcmnManiier, ■>■ remembring their Egyptian Slavery and Deliverance ; lamenting their prefent State ; acknowledging their Sins, and the Juftice of G o d in their Punifliment ; and Hopes of his Mercy, from his former Icind Dealings, and gracious Promifcs. The Jews, being thus initiated into this Praftice, upon fo folemn an Occafion as the Lord's being pleafed to remember them with Redemption a fccond Time, the fuccecding Generations continued it, as incident to the PalTover, until the Lord Christ, the Antitype, (as well of the Pafchal Lamb, as of tlic Bread and Wine) did come ; who, when he appeared, was declared by Jobfi the Bap- John i. 20. tift, to be the Lc.mb of God which taketh away the Sin of the tVorld ; and he declared liimfelf to be the Bread of Life, the living Bread which came down Joii" ^i. 32, from Heaven : proclaiming alio, and that very emphatically, that his Flejh is Meat ~^^^' ^^'~~ indeed, andbis Blood is Drink indeed; that except they ate his FItJh, and drank his Blood, they had ;:o Life in them. A nd all this was meant of the Spirit of C h r 1 s r, and not of his Ilefli ; it is the Spirit that qv.ickeneth, the Fleflj prcfitcth nothing. Ver. 6^. 'The Time dravVing near, when the Lamb of God was to be flain, and offered as a Sacrifice, declaring the Mercy of God the Father, who fciit: him in Love to the whole World, he then faid to his Difciples, With Be- fire I have dcfired to eat this Paffover with you he fore I fuffer: And, at the Time a£ it, as Father and Chief of his Flock and Family, he celebrated the Pallbver in Form, with this Difference only, that whereas the Jews, until that Time, in the Celebration of it, had looked back to the Type, and outward Deliverance from i:^'//, the Lord now dired:s them to himfeh, as the Anti- type of all Figures •, and tells them, he would not any more eat thereof, (the PalTover) until it fliould be fulfilled in the Kingdom of God; ner drink of the Lukex:;ii. i6. Fruit of the Vine, until that F)ay when be jhould drink it new with them in his Mat.xxvi.29. Father's Kingdom. Wh I c h Eating and Drinking, in the Kingdom of G od, cannot relate to ma- terial Bread and Wine ; which can only be exhibited as Symbols of the outward Body of Ch R I s T, and the Blood of that holy Body ; which, to be eat and drank in a natural Senfe, profiteth nothing : but to the all-quickening Virtue and Power of his Floly Spirit ; which is all in all, and true feeding to the Commonwealth of the whole Ifrael of God. And therefore this Paflbver, or any Part or Relative to it, whether Bread, Wine, or any other Matter in it, could be oi' no further Ufe or Obligation to the Difciples of Christ, than till they fliould experience in themfelves his divine and fpiritual Appearance and Coming in them ; and to be the fame to their Souls, or Minds, which natural Food and Drink is to the Body ; its Support, Strength, Nourifhment, and Means of Duration : Which divine Coming of Christ, as fuch, can mean no other than his being made manittll in a fpiritual Adminiftrati- on : for, as he is that eternal Spirit of efllntial Truth, ami Word, Wifdom, and Johnviv. 6. Power of Go D, it is not flridly proper to fiy of him, (in that Senfe) that he fliall '" "' '' come or go any where, but to be made manifcfl: ; for, as fuch, he ever was, is, 1 Cor. i 24, and will be, omniprcfent, and never abfent from any Place or Tiirie. 'i^- FI I s Coming then mufl- intend his powerful Manifeflat'on where he already is, 1 Cor. xii. 7. and 44 The LIFE, ^c Anno and not a loco-motive Coming from where he is, to any other Place where he was 1 69 1. not before : For the Heaven of Heavens cannot contain him, 2 Chron. ii. 6. Seeing then this was only the Pafibver, and the Terms of the Application of it to himfeif not inftitut ive of any new Command or Ordinance, but a Li- berty to do, or not do it, at Difcretion, this do ye, as oft as ye drink it, in remembrance of me, laid no Obligation upon them to do it any more at all -, it being ended by the Manifeftation of its Antitype; and, in the Nature of the Thing, could be of no farther ObHgation, or reafonable Ufe, wiien Christ himfeif was witneHed in them, to be that eternal, everlafting, never-failing, divine Subftance, Rom ix ? But the Apoftlc Paid, whofe Concern for the Jews, and Zeal for the Con- Gal ii - verfion of the Gentiles, to whom, in an elpecial Manner, he was fent, engaged „ . , him to become all Things to all Men, that by all Means he might gain fame, recom- yc.andx.33'. mended to the Corinthians the Pradtice of the Paffover, with the new Applica- tion of it to Christ, at the Time of their firft believing in him by that A- poftle's Miniftry ; that, being yet carnally minded, they might have an outward Aas .\xi. iS, Communion, till the true Communion fhould be made known ; which their State, trr. XVI. 3. 2J. j-ji^j Time, could not bear : As, in point of Prudence only, hepradliied fome Gal.ii. sTand Other legal Rites, at fome Times •, which, in his Doftrine, he condemned at other V. 2. Times, where the State of the People were able to bear it. And it is much more likely, confidering the Nature and End of the Gofpel, and its Excellency above the Law, and all legal and typical Rites, as Subftances ex- cel Shadows ; that the Apollle, obferving how much fome of the Corinthians ?nd?H ^2 ''. had abufed the PalTover in Pradtice, and their very carnal State under it, was ra- ther, by that Epiftle, endeavouring to fupercede it, and bring them off to the living Subftance •, where he faith to fuch among them as were already fanftified, I Cor. X. 15. and to whom he infcribed his Epiftle, I fpeak as to wife Mm, judge ye what I fay : The Cup of Bleffmg, which we blefs, is it not the Communion of the Blood of Chrift ? The Bread, which we break, is it not the Communion of the Body of Chrifl? For we^ being many, are one Bread and one Body ; for we are all Partakers of that one Bread. I T is plain therefore, that the Communion of the fandtified and wife in Co- rinth, ftood not in the Bread which pcriflieth, nor in the Wine of the Grape, which fome of the Corinthians were carnally abufing, but in the quickening Spi- lit and Power of Christ, the true, living, life-giving, and life-preferving Bread ; which daily comes from Heaven, into all the fandlified and faved of the Lord. T H I s is that Spirit that quickens and preferves to Life eternal ; the Flelli pro- fiteth nothing : and, fince it is fo, much lefs does any Symbol of the Flefti pro- fit ; but the divine Subftance only. This is that Subftance, of which the Apoftle draws the Comparifon ; we, being many, are one Bread: For, as Wheat confifts of many particular Grains, each containing a diftindl Principle of Life after its kind, and all ot the fame Nature ; which, being broken, and rightly prepared and ordered by the good Hufbandman, become one Bread: even fo is the Church of Christ ; every Member, in his natural State, being alienated from the Life of God, thro' the Ignorance and Darknefs that was in him, and feparated alfo one from another, as without a proper Medium and Condition of Union ; but, being ordered and prepared by the Father of Mercies, thro' Christ his eternal Word, they become one Body, and one Spirit, the Church ; which is his Body ; the Fulnefs of him who filleth all in all. The of THOMAS S T RT. 45- The Subftance of this was what I obferved to the Doflor, tlio' I have in this Anno Place expatiated fomewhat further upon the Siibjed-, and generally apphed the 1691. Scriptures ; to which he made little other Reply, than by telling me, in a very calm and familiar Manner, that as he had always believed it to be an Ordi- nance of C H K. 1 sr, he had folenfinly ufed it as fuch, and found Comfort in it. To which I returned. That I did not doubt but tliat he might have fomc Sa- tisfaction in it, fince he believed it a remaining Ordinance, and did it under that Apprehenfion. Whofoever in his Heart believes any thing to be a Handing Duty in the Church of Christ, which ever had any Countenance in it by Pradfice, and performs it faithfully, according to his Belief and Underftanding, may find a Satisfaftion in it. But fince God, in Mercy, is pleafed to afford the living Subfiance, without the Ufe of thofe Means which are fuppofcd to kad to an End already at- tained, they can be no more a Duty to fuch •, and that is the real Cafe among the true Quakers, who love and fear the L,o rd lincerely. As to the other Point, viz. Baptifm, he faid but little about it ; for he knew very well, that, in Stri6tnels, they were not fo much as in the Form of Water Baptifm. And I only afked him this Queftion, Whether he did believe it necef- fary to Salvation .'' Pie anfwercd. That he did not think it abfoluttly neceffary. Then, faid I, we fhall not need to fay any more about it ; and fo the whok Matter ended, as to thefe Points. Then he faid fomething concerning the Books I had fent him, fpcaking nightly of them -, but thought that about Prayer, writ (I think) by George Keitb, the beft : And faid, that feeing the Quakers pretended, that they did not know, before they went to Meetings, whether they fliould preach or pray, or what Way in either, and yet travelled in ftrange Places, How could they ipeak to the States of the People, or be joined with in Prayer ? To this I anfwered. That fuch as went to a Meeting empty of all Things, and waited upon God, were filled with his Holy Spirit, who knows all States, at all Times and Places : And if the Preacher attend to him, as he ought, and delivers thofe Matters opened to him at the Time, the Lord both gives the Word, and makes the Application to every State, in every particular Perfon ; which no Preacher or Inftrument, of himfelf, is able to do. And, as to joining in Prayer, all right Prayer is by the Aid of the Spirit of Christ, the Mediator between God and Man ; which, iii that rcfpeft, is cal- led the Spirit of Prayer and of Supplications ; and,, as fuch, is promifed of the Father to the Church, and received by her : And her Unity in Prayer (lands not fo much in the Form of Words, tho' found and pertinent, as in the Nature, Virtue, and Influence of the Holy Spirit of Christ, her holy Head, Life, Law-giver, and Comforter. The Doctor did not oppofe this ; but only fiiid, I had given him better Satif- faction, in that Point, than he had found in the Book ; and, afterwards, he was much more free and familiar with me than before, or than 1 expected ; and fo we parted in Friendfliip, and I returned in Peace and Gladnefs. From henceforth I was eafy as to every thing any of that fort could fay. M And 46 , The LIFE, ^^c. A fJ" N o And divers Difputes I have had with many of them fincc, in other Parts of the 1 69 1. World -, but never began any Controverfy, being always on the defenfive Side ; and rarely enter'd upon any Point in queftion, with any Seft, till I knew the divine Truth over all in my own Mind, and my Will fubjefted by it. And my next Care ufually was, not to provoke my Oppbnent ; for, by keeping him calm>. I had his own Underftanding, and the Meafure of Grace in him, for Truth, and my Point, againft the Error he contended for ; and my chief Aim generally hath been, to gain upon Peoples Underftandings, for their own Good. But when a Man is put into a Paffion, he may be confounded, but not convinced ; For Pafiion is as fcorching Fire without Light -, it fufpends the Underftanding, and obftrufts the Way to it, fo that it cannot be gained upon, or informed : which ouo-ht to be the true Aim, in all Conferences and Rcafoning in Matters of Reli- o'lon i elfe all will end in vain and unprofitable Jangling, contrary to the Nature of the Thing they reafon about, and difpleafe the holy One, and end in Trouble. But two or three Times, at moft, in the Courfe of Tife, and occafional Occur- rences, in fome low Cafes, with meaner Opponents, in too hafly Engagements in my own Strength, and off my full Guard, my Mind hath been ruffled : And tho' I have gained the Point, by Force of Argument, from the Principle of Rea- fon only, and not from the Principle of divine Truth -, yet have not had that Peace and Satisfaftion of Mind which is to be found in the Virtue of Truth alone. And this has alfo taught me to be totally filent, and fometimes even in- fuked by Ignorants, as if I had nothing to fay ; till the Power and Virtue of Truth hath arifen in my Mind, and then it hath never failed, by its own Light and Evidence, to fupport its own Caufe, and juftify me. After this I had divine Peace and Confolation in my Mind for fome Time, and was mercifully favoured with the living Bread from above daily •, and I went conftantly to Meetings of Friends, where, in a State of Silence, my Heart was frequently tendered and broken, by the divine Influence of the powerful Truth, to my unfpeakable Satisfaction : A holy Pleafure and Enjoyment, which the World, or any thing therein, can never afford. And our Meetings in the North, in thofe Days, were frequently broken and melted in Silence, as well as under a powerful living Miniftry, by the Word ; which gave me occafion fometimes to remember another Saying in my viTitten Piece before mentioned \_Page 18. ] "He gave me Joy which no Tongue can " exprefs, and Peace which paffeth Underftanding." In the mean time my Father began a little to relent, and admit fome Friends to come to my Chamber to fee me ; and he was brought, by Degrees, into a pretty low State of Mind : And, one Day, as I was fitting by him, he read in a Book, intided. Clerk's Lives, &c. (as I remember) when I obferved his Tears to drop upon the Book ; but he did not know that I perceived it : and, alter he had wiped his Face, he turned towards me, and faid, " I fee there have been, in former Times, as great " Fools as you, to leave their Friends and Preferments in the World, for their " Opinions in Religion." But he did not remain long in this Condition •, for the Spirit of the World began to work another Way. Some of his Acquaintance, difcourfing with him concerning me, (as I was, for a Time, frequently a Subjedt of common Conver- fation) one Day told him, " We know your Son very well ; tho' young, he's " no Fool : You know the Quakers are an opulent People, and their Principles " lead them to refufe the Payment of Tythes to the Clergy ; which, together " with other Oppofitions they meet wkh from one or other, occafions many " Law- of T B M A S ST R T. 47 " Law-fiiits, and much Biifincfs : And as they favour one another in all things, A v n o " particularly in Trade and the like, you'll fee he'll have as much Bufinefs foon 1691. " as any Man in England; and will be well paid, without Qucdion." This Temptation, being ikilfully adapted, took immediately with him, and entered very deep, the ill Effeds whereof quickly ajipearcd : For he foon got from under that humble State of Mind and Tendernefs he had, in fome degree, experienced ; and tho' his Countenance feem'd very open and chearful towards me, yet it was from that wrong Ground, and worldly View ; which greatly loaded and opprefled my Mind : For, as I clearly perceived the Pradice of the Lav/, and to be frequently in the Suits and Contefts of the World, would be inconfiftent with divine Peace in my own Mind, cxpofe mc to many Temptations, and con- fine me fo as that I could not iollow the Loiid in that Way wherein I under- flood he was leading me, and purpofed to bring me forward ; that is, not only in Sandification and Juftification, for my own Salvation, but alto in a publick Miniftry of that holy and powerful Word of Life ; by which the Lord, of his own free Will and Grace, had called me ; and, to that End, I knew, was v/ork- ing in me Qualifications fuiting his own Purpofe thereby : And therefore my fecret Concern was, how to get rid of that great and dangerous Obll;ru(5Vion ; well knowing it would very much oppofe my Father's Views, heightened as afore- faid, and I was loth to offend hini -, but had no Concern, Profpedl, or Doubt then, as to a Way of living in the World. And, on the other hand, to offend the Lord by Negleft, or Difobedicnce, was jul^ly to forfeit his Mercy and Fa- vour, and cancel the Seal of the Covenant of Life -, depending, on my Parr, upon Perfeverance in moral Rightcoufnefs, and a faithful future Obedience to his holy Calling : For, where the Word of God is given, and become a Law of Life, and an immediate Director, Difbbedience, in that Cafe, is of a higher Na- ture, and more immediately attended with the fenfible and dreadful Condemna- tion of this immortal Law, thus miniflred, than for the Negleft of any moral Command, mediately adminifter'd to Mankind, whilfl; yet in a natural and ra- tional State only. Duty to the Almighty, .and the Will and terrene Views of my natural Pa- rent, becoming oppofite, I remained not long in fufpenfe what to do : For as, through Grace, I had been enabled to take up the Crols of C h r i st, in confefiing his holy Name, in the Difpenfation of Goo to his People at that Time •, fo, by the fame Grace, I was likewife enabled, to undergo the Dilplcafure of my Fa- ther, to clofe my Eyes from all worldly Views, and to {top my Ears, for ever, from hearkening to any Preferments there ; and, being furnifiicd with a full Refolution in my Mind to decline the Praftice of the Law, tho' the only Thing defio-ned as a Means of Life, accordingly the next Perfons who came to employ me in Bufinefs of that kind, I refufed in my Father's Prefcnce •, and told them, in his hearing, that I iliould not undertake Bufinefs of that kind any more. Upon this the Load went off my Mind 5 but, from that Time, my Fa- ther's Countenance was changed towards me, and his Behaviour quite another Thing •, often afking me, with a fupercilious Brow, how I cxpefted to live in the World ? as if he had feared I Ihould have become a dead Charge upon him. This Temptation being overcome, another quickly followed ; The World had formed a falfe Nouon in thofe Days, that our Mmifters, like their Pricffs, were well paid by the Society lor preaching, and generally grew rich by that Means i they not knowing of anv- -j^afonable Motive to fuch an Undertaking, ■^ but 48 TLe L I F E, ^x. Anno but Lucre only : And fome having told my Father, tliat fuch and llich miniftring 1691. Friends, whom he knew, v/ent often abroad preaching, and as often brought home good Sums of Money ; and that his Son, being ingenious, would foon learn to preach among them, get Money, and become rich too : This feemcd to take fome hold, and he would, now and then, pafs a Joke upon me about it •, but I being filent for fome Years after, it afforded him no great Hopes of my livLng by it. And this I think proper to remember here, that tho' I had no more Difiike to Priefts than to others, as Men, yet, when any of them and I happened to come into the fame Company, or Place, they ufually fell into fome vifible Difor- der and Uneafinefs, tho' I faid nothing to occafion it ; which I took, therefore^ to arife from a Prepofleffion, and general Prejudice and Enmity againff Friends, fuppofing them Enemies to their Perfons, as to their Errors. And particlarly one of them coming, occafionally, into a Place where I was, all of a fudden, and in a con- fufed Manner, v/ithout any Occafion given to lead to it, cried out, " You deny the Refurreftion." I replied, that he had not heard me fay any Thing on that Subjcft. Then faid he, " The People you have joined yourfelf to deny it." I replied, I did not undcritand they denied the Refurredtion ; and that Christ, Mat.xxii. 31. to prove the RefurreCtion, adduced that Scripture, where it is written, But as touching the Refurre5lion of the dead, have ye not read that which was fpoken unto Exod. iii. 6. you by God, faying, I am the God of Abraham, and the God of Ifaac, and the God of Jacob. God is not the God of the dead, but of the living. Ifthen Abraham, Tfaac, and Jacob, had attained the Refurredion from die dead, in Christ's Senfe of the Refurreftion, and yet the Bodies of thofe Saints then remained in the Earth, fome- thing elfe muft be meant by the Refurreftion of the dead than terrene Bodies. Then faid the Prieft, " I believe that Abraham, &c. did arife, not only to *' a State of Righteoufnefs in this Life, but alfo to a State of Glory in Heaven after his Death." Then faid I, " Since he .attained a firft and fecond Refurre6tion,he " compleated that State, without the Refurreflion of this earthly Body ; for " of a third Refurredtion we read not, and, of a fecond, by Implication only.** And fo the Matter ended : And, from that Time, we became acquainted, and intimate, fo long as I remained in the Country. Another Time there came a Prieft into the Company where I was, and I being filent, and the reft chearftil, in their Way, he, being a wanton, airy Man, and a little in drink, obferving me, cried out, in a fcoffing Manner, " What have " we got here, one of the holy Brethren ?" I returned upon him, " What ! art thou " a Teacher of the People, and fcofFeft at Holinefs ? What canft thou teach, fince *' thou art void of a Quahfication indifpenfibly neceflary to that Work?" Upon which he became fo uneafy, and downcaft, that he could no longer ftay in the Room, but went off troubled. And that Night, being from home, I lodged with another Prieft (at his Houfe) with whom I was acquainted, a fober religious Man •, where I was kindly entertained, and had no occafion of Offence, either by himfelf, or any of his Family. % Again, having been concerned in writing a Settlement for a Gentleman, upon the Marriage of his Daughter, and at his Houfc in the Country on that Occafion •, after the Ceremony was over, and Dinner upon the Tabic, the Prieft faid what they call the Grace ; wherein he gave Thanks for their Creation, Re- demption, Sanftification, ^c. to which I paid no Refpedt, keeping on my Hat . ii all of THOMAS S T R T. 49 all the Time, becaufe it was a dead Form ; and that neither the Prieft himfelf, A n k o nor any of his Company, feem'd to have any real Senfe of what he faid. i6qi. A s foon as Dinner was over, a Fidler began to play ; and up ftarted the Priefl:, and, taking one of the young Women by the Hand, ftU a-dancing very merrily : But I being in the Room, and under Heavinefs, fome others of the Com- pany could not take all the Liberty the Occafion call'd for, in their Way •, and, cxpcding I would not Hay long, torbore : Nor could the Priefl: make much of his Dance ; for the Load upon my Mind was to be left among them before I de- parted, and I only waited a proper Occafion, which was foon offered ; for the Prieft's Dance going on heavily, he left it, and came to me, where I was fitting quiet, and would have had me dance with one of the young Women : Then I took the Opportunity to tell him, that I had obferved his Grace, and what he had faid be- fore the Almighty and the Company fo very lately, giving Thanks for his Cre- ation, Redemption, Sandtification, ^c. and fo very quickly after, to fall into fuch Behaviour as did not confift with SanftiHcation and Redemption, denoted his ve- ry o-reat Infenfibility of the Import ot his own Words. Then he clapp'd himfelf down on a Scat, and began to defend the Ufe and Innocence of Mufick, (which, at that Time, was not the moft offenfive Part) and faid that King David ufcd Mufick, yet was a Prophet, greatly beloved of God, and wrote the Pfalms, own'd by Christ as of divine Authority. I R E p L I E D, That David employed his Mufick in holy Hymns and fpiritual Songs to the Lord, according to the Difpenfation then in being ; but that af- terward, Ibme airy Perfons, fuch as the Prieft himfelf, had invented unto themfelves Inftruments of Mufick like unto David's, and ufed them in their profane Revel- ings, as he and his Company were then a-doing : And therefore a Prophet of God, by divine Authority and Diredion, cried out, J^Fo to than that chant to Amos vi. 1,5, the Sound of the Viol, and invent to themfehes Infiruments of Mufick, like David ; and thou, being in that Praftice, the Woe is upon thee alfo. Upon this I was very cafy, and left him fitting filent, and the Comj^any in fome Surprife ; and, wifhing them all well, I departed in Peace and great I'lanquillity of Mind. After this I happened to flill into Company with a ftri(5t and rich Prefby- terian, a great Formalift, at a Gentleman's Houfe in the Country ; whofe Daugh- ter he had married, and they lived together in the fame Houfe : And I beincf young, and of few Words, he imagined I was not lb much engaged in the Way of Friends, but that I might be brought off-, and, to fhew his Good- will, he be- gan with Reproaches againll them, faying, they ufed to go naked into Churches, Markets, and other publick Places, pretending to be moved thereto by the Spi- rit of G o d j which could not be true, fince a Thing indecent in itfelf cannot be of God. I ANSWE R E D, That whatever God had, at any Tiine heretofore, thought fit to command, in particular Cafes, is confident with him ftill ; and we read in the Holy Scripture, that the Lord commanded Jfaiah, that great and evangeli- cal Prophet, logo andloofe the Sackcloth from off his Loyns; and put off his Shoe Ifa.xx 2,i5V- from his Foot : and he did fo, walking naked and barefoot. And the Lord faid. Like as my Servajit Ifaiah hath walked naked and barefoot three Tears, for a Sign and fFonder upon Egypt, and upon Ethiopia, &c. Now, tho' this Nakednefs was to be a Sign of Shame unto the unhappy Subjefts of the Judgments denounced, N ■ it The LIFE, ^c. so Ai<: N o it w:is not inconfiftent with the Lord to command the Sign ; nor is Nakednefs i6yi. any Indecency in his Sight, fince every Creature comes naked from his all- creatin"- Hand : It idUows then, that 'tis poffible ibme of the Quakers, and ra- tional religious Men coo, as that Prophet was, might be commanded of God to llich Aftions, and to a good End alfo, liz. To roufe the People of this Nation out of their deep Lethargy and Self-fecurity, into a Confideration of their various empty Forms of Religion, which they feverally exerciled, without the Life of Re- ligion, (divine Love and Charity one toward another) too much a Stranger, at this Day, among all Scdfts and Names : And thou canft not therefore make ap- pear, that thofe Quakers were not commanded of God, to do as they did in that Cafe. f N the mean time, the Prefbyterian having privately fent for an old Independ- ent Teacher in the Neighbourhood, a great Adverfary of Friends, he came in ; and then a great Cloud of Darknefs came over my Mind, and my Spirit became very heavy, and I was filent for fome time •, and the Gentleman of the Houfe, beino- of the National Church, an honeft fincere Man, and of a good Under- ftanding, fitting dole by me, I perceived he was likewife drawn into Silence, and fympathized with me in it. After a little Paufe, the Prefbyterian began, and faid to the Independent, " Sir, I have had fome Difcourfe with Mr Storyy " concerning ibme of the Quakers going naked, and he alledges the Example of " the Prophet Ifaiah for it ; what is your Opinion in that Cafe ?" He anfwer- ed, that the Prophet did not go naked, fo as to put off all his Garments j but only his prophetical Robes : and then turned to fome Pages of a large Book in Folio, the Author whereof had pretended to explain that, and many other Pafiages of the Holy Scriptures ; and he read feveral of them : And, when he had done, he began to reproach George Fox, and faid he called himfelf the Light within, faying, " I the Light within. Friends, I the Light within." Al- fo, that a Quaker once brought a written Paper to him, and defired him to try it ; to whom (faid he) I anfwered, " Friend, every Work muft be tried by Firei" and fo I put it into the Fire in his Prefence. All this Time I fat filent, under the Load of that dark Spirit ; and the Gentleman was filent likewife: But as my Mind was toward the Lord, at length his divine Prefence opened in me, and his holy Fear came over me -, and then I perceived that dark Power overthrown in the Foundation, and the Prieft's Power bound and chained, and my Spirit at Liberty, and in Dominion : And Job\,\.\vli''.2. then I faid, with much Freedom and Authority, Who is this that darkeneth Com- fel by Words ivithout Knowledge ? Thou faift, in oppofition to the plain Text of Scripture, that Ifaiah the Prophet did not go naked, but only put off his prophe- tical Robes. What Authority haft thou to fay he had any fuch Robes ? The Scripture imports quite another Thing : And as to thy Interpreter, he is as igno- rant as thyfelf ; and has left thofe Paflages of Scripture, which he pretends to open and illuftratc, perplexed and confounded, and darker than he found them, by advancing many and various Opinions about them, and determining nothing. Then, as to what he had Hiid of George Fox and the other Friend, I appeal- ed to the other two, whether he had dealt candidly and fincerely with them ; for it could not, with any Truth, or Reafon, be undcrftood by fuch a Phrafe, that George Fox (whom I never faw) call'd himfelf the Light within ; but that People fhould eye it ; that is, look towards the divine Light and Grace of C h r i s t in their own Minds, and follow the Teaclfings and Leadings of it, and not look out to the Teachings of Men only. An of THOMAS ST RT. n And as to his Trial of the Paper, it imported a Levity and Derifion incon- Anno fident with his Pretences to a Chrillian Miniftry •, for the Man might mean well 1691. and religioufly, and there might be fon-^e very good Things in the Paper, which Jie had difdainfully deftroyed : And then the other two blamed him for it. This, being very much unexpected, furpnfcd him, and made him filent -, tho' he had, during die Time of my Silence, triumphed, as if I had not had any Thing to fay ; or, being young, would not take upon mc to oppofe a Man of his Years, and Charafber for a Preacher. Then Dinner coming upon the Table, the Preacher would not ftay, but went into another Room ; for he muft have crav'd a Bleffing (as their Phrafe is) if he had ftaid and dined : But Dinner being near over, he returned ; and, when we had dined, they put him upon giving Thanks -, but he refufed, laying, " It " is not proper for me to give Thanks for what I have not received ; I did not " eat :" And fo, to evade his Grace, he loft his Dinner. After Dinner they fell again to difcourfe about Religion among themfclvcs, (for my Mind was in great Peace, in a Senfe of the divine Prcfence ftill remain- ing, and I was filent) in which the Independent faid. That, according to his Ex- perience, there was a great deal of Difference between the Performance of relifi- ous Exercifes, as Prayer, i^c. in one's own Strength, and by the Help of the Spirit ; for, without the Spirit, it was like rowing againll Wind and Tide ; goino- more backward than forward. Then faid the Epifcopalian, " I never like fucli " as, in their Prayers to God, ufe Abundance of formal Words, and much " Whining and Cant." Now, this happening to be that Prelbyterian's Prafticc, he took it as done on Purpofe, and was much offended. l"he other averr'd he had no View to him in what he had faid, but, in general, as a Thing he did not think decent in any : But I mediated a Peace, and reconciled them j and fo the Converfation ended. M Y eldeft Brother, being Prieft of the Parifh, and likewife Dean o^ Connor, (afterward of Limerick) in Ireland, had one of the Scots Epilcopal Priefts for his Curate, (or Journeyman) who had been turned out at the Eftabliflimcnt of Prcl- bytery as the National Way in Scotland : And this Prieft being poor, my Fa- ther took him into his Houfe for his better Accommodation ; which prov'd fome occafional Exercife to me, we being fo very diftlrcnt in our Sentiments in fome Things relating to Religion. And, one Day, there being a Goofe on the Table at Dinner, he, intending to difoppoint me of a Part, whifpercd to me, lb loud as that all about the Table heard him, " This is a Tythe-goofe ;" and then fleer'd. I replied, " Let him look to the Evil of that to whom it is I'ythe ; but to me it is no Tythe, but a Goofe only •, and, with my Father's Leave, I will take a Share." And, after this, we had much Difpute about die Maintenance of the Minifters of Christ : I alledged, that when Christ fent out his Difci- ples to preach to the People, he laid. Freely ye have received, freely give ; anil did not allow them cither Gold, Silver, nor Brafs in their Purles, nor Scrip, nor two Coats, nor Shoes, nor Staffs, but to depend on divine Providence only for their Subfiftence •, eating fuch 1'hings as Jhould be fet before them -, for the Mat. x. 8, q, JForkman is ivorthy of his Meat. '=• To this he anfwercd. That Christ and his Apoftles received Money for preaching, otherwife where did they get the Money they had in the Bag -, for they were poor Men, and had nothing to give, or any other Way to procure Money. Upon this I aflced him. Whence dia: Money came that Christ lent Peter ST- The LIFE, er. Anno Peter to take out of the Mouth of the Fifli ? Had he not Command over all 1691. Things to have what he pleafed ? But you Pricfts, to juftify yourfelves in your Antichriftian Practices, dare accufe Christ himfelf, and his Apoftles, of your own Crimes. He and they preached not for Hire, not for filthy Lucre and Maintenance, but for the Help and Salvation of Men : And, as there is nothing needful to the Labourer in that Work, but the prefent Subfiftence of Food and Raiment, with that they were to be content : And as to v/hat Money they had, it arofe from the fuperabounding Love of thofe who heard liim and them, and believed ; which they did not hoard up, and detain to their own Ufe only ; but alfo gave to the Poor, as they had Occafion : fo fir were they from fitting down in Corners, and forcing Maintenance, even to Luxury, from thofe who did not receive them, as you Priefts do at this Day : By which it appears you are none of his, but rather like Judas the Traitor, who carried the Bag, loved Mo- ney better than him, and was a Thief. At this he became a little afhamed, and, in an abjed Manner, laid, " What I have for my Preaching is but a fmall Mat- " ter :" As if the diminutive Pay and Poverty fhould excufe the Error ; and fo it ended. A T another Time my Father had a-mind to difcourfe me on that Subjeft ; and, after he had mov'd it, I defired Leave to afk him a Queftion before I entered the Difpute with him : He granted it ; and then I alked him, " If it were not *' for his Reputation among Men, and the Law of the Land, would he himfelf " pay any Tythc r" Upon this he was filent a little, and then replied, with an Oath, That if it were not for the Laws he would pay no more Tythe than my- felf. Then faid I, There is no Need of any further Difpute : And it ended thus ; for he never offered any Argument about it. M Y Delight was continually in the Truth, and I defired no Company but of Friends, and frequented Meetings on all Occafions ; wJiere my Heart was fre- quently tendered by the Truth, and it often reached and affedled others by me, and fometimes very much : fo that I became very dear to Friends, and they to me : And as that Tendernefs was, in its Nature, an involuntary Miniftry, being an Operation of the Spirit without Words, I found, for fome Time, great Sa- tisfaction and Safety in it. And, defiring to fee Friends in fome other Places, I went a Ihort Journey with Andrew Taylor, a powerful and able Minifter in his Day, of an affable and chearful Temper, and one of my particular Friends : And, on the 20th Day of the twelfth Month, 1691, we went from Heatherfide, in Kirklinton, in Cu-m- Alfton. berland, and that Night lodged at Jofeph Epon's, two Miles beyond Aljloti ; and Welgill. thence, next Day, to Joh7i Moor\ at Welgill; on the 2 2d, to Thomas William - Walkmill. T^'^'s ; on the 23d, to Francis Shield'^, at JValhnill ; on the 24th, to Archibald Steel. Gillefpy's, at Sleel; on the 25th, to John Hunter's of Benfieldfide ; having Meet- Bcnfieldfide. ings at feveral of thefe Places. Newcaftle. Shields. 1692. Sunderland. From thence we went, on the 2 7th, to Newcaftle, and lodged at Jeremiah Hunter's, being at their Meeting next Day ; and, on the 29th we went to Caleb Tenent's, at Shields, and had a Meeting there : And, on the ifl: Day of the firft Month, a Meeting being appointed at Sunderland, we intended to have crofs'd the River Tyne ac Shields, in order to be there ; but Caleb T'enent and we enter- ing the Ferry-boat with our Horfes, and the Wind very high, they were frighten- ed with the Fluttering of the Sails, at our putting off from the Key ; fo that Caleb's Mare, being ftrong and fprightly, jumped over board, and carried him along of T H M y^ S S T RT. t; alono- with her, as lie ftrove to flop her by the Bridle, and they went both under Anno the Water, for it was deep -, but, as good Providence would have it, the Mare 1692. came up with her Head towards the Shore, and near it, and he came up behind her at fo little Diftancc, and with luch Prefencc of Mind, that he laid hold on her Tail, and "got on Shore, without any other Hurt than the Surprize and wetting his Cloaths. The Meeting being appointed at Siaiderland, to begin about the Middle of the Day, and we now obliged, by reafon of the high Wind, to go round by Nc-Jicaftk, it was put off till the Evening -, which prov'd a very comfort- able Tim&ot the Enjoyment of the good Prcfence ot the Lord; with which my Mind and Heart being plentitully furnifhed, it mov'd by its own divine Force, greatly tendered me, and bathed me in a Flood of Tears, from divine melting Love, and had the like Effect over the Meeting •, and this happened in time of Silence : After which Robert Wardell^ a. miniftnng Friend, at whofc Houfe we lodged, fpoke fome Sentences ; by which, I perceived, he thought I iliould have uttered fome Words, by way of publick Miniftry, at that Time. But I did not apprehend my Time was then come for that Service ; and it had the fame Effeft, and, peradventure, more than if I had uttered Words : For it was a Miniftratioii of the Word, by a more immediate Operation, and a great Myftery. After the Meeting many Friends came to me, and exprefled fo much Love and Refpeft as gave me occafion to confider what could be the Reafon of it ; for they were all Strangers to me, and I to them : and, being but a Child in the Knowledge of the invifible Operation of the Word of Trutli, and its Effects, by Inftruments, in a Way of Silence and Sympathy, 1 had looked at its Effeds only in myfelf for my own Strength and Confolation, and yet could not but obferve, that at the fame Inftant as Truth broke in upon me in an eminent Manner, (with which, in other Places, I had been often favoured before) it affected the living Part of the Meeting the fame Way, at the fame Time : And it is clear to my Underftanding, by Experience, that there is a Communication of divine Love through the one Spirit, and that unfpeakable, among the fanctified in Christ, at this Day, as well as in Time paft -, and that in a State of holy Silence, as the Members of Christ fit together in their heavenly Places in him. The next Day we were at a Meeting at Shctton, from whence we went to Sliotton. Anthony Robinfon''^, at Hawthorn ; and, next Day, had a Meeting at Durham, ^udiam"' and lodged at JFilliam H/ghington's ; thence to Auckland, and lb on to Robert Auckland. Carney's, at Stockton ; thence to 2^arm, and back to Stockton ; in all which Places Stockton. we had Meetings : From thence to Darlington, at Robert Tniema7ih; and, on the Darlm^ton. loth of the fame Month, to IVilliam Pickering's, at Raby ; thence to Cutherfton ; Raby thence to Henry fViner's, at Bowes ; at all which Places we alfo liad Meetings, and the Lord was with us. And yet, for fome Days after that Meeting at Sunderland, my Mind was very low, and not fo fenfible of the fame Degree of the divine Prefence as fome time before ; and a Queftion polTelled my Mind, Whether I ought not to have uttered fome Words in that Meeting ? But, by de- grees, I attained my former Tranquillity. O N the 1 2th we went to Francis Blackeland's, at the Height oH Winder by Scd- Sedberg. berg ; next Day to Side, at "John Atkinfon's ; next Day to Richard Harrifon's, at side Dent ; next Day to Dent Meeting at Anthony Mafon\ : On the i6rh we went Dent, from Richard Harrifon\ to John Dickinfonh, at Beckhoufes, and to the Meeting Beckhoufes. _at Grayrig ; next Day to Cirfgarth, at Thomas IVilfonh ; and fo to Crook, at John t^'-^yg- O Thompfin'i ; Cuthcrllon. Bowcj. j-r Anno 1692. Mai fhgrangc. Bioughton. Svvnrthmore. Hawk fide. RoE;eri " • " over him. For in that he died, he died unto Sin once : btit in that he liveth, he livetb " unto God. Likewife reckon ye alfo your [eh es to be dead indeed unto Sin ; but alive U7i- *' to God through Jefus Chrifi our Lord, &c. The Apoftie here, taking the Compari- " fon from the Certainty of the Death and Refurreftion ol Christ, infers likewife *' as great Certainty of their being, in this Life, through him, raifed unto Newnefs " of Life; which he corroborates in the iSthVerfe of the fame Chapter, fayino-, " Being then made free from Sin, ye became the Servants of Rigbteoufnefs: And, Rom.vi. 18. " in the2 2dVerie, confirms it further; But now, being made free' frcni Sin, Ver. 22. *' and become Servatits to God, ye have your Fruits unto Holinefs, and the End " everlafiing Life : Where it is apparent, that the Apoftie makes the Service of *' God and Sin inconfiftent, and altogether incompatible: But, rcfumin"- the *' fame Doftrine, under anodier Similitude, in the fcventh Chapter, he there per- Rom. vii. *' fonates the State of the Jews, and of himfelf, whilft only under the Law, and *' without the Knowledge of Christ, and not that State that he (or the Adult *' in the Church) was in, as an Apoftie and Chriftian, at the Time of writing " that Epiftle ; which States are fo different, that 'tis impoffible the Apoftie " could be in both in fo fliort a Time, as between writing Part of the f^venth " Chapter, and the Beginning of the eighth, which might be Ids than half an " Hour ; for, in the 24th Verfe of the 7th Chapter, fumming up all the Weak- " nefles under the Law in a few Words, he cries out, wretched Man that I Rom. vii. 24. *' am, who fhall deliver me from the Body of this Death I And immediately an- " fwers his own Queftion, / thank God, through Jefus Chrifi our Lord; and Ver. 2 5. *' then continues to aflcrt the Chriftian Freedom, and faith, Inhere is therefore Chap " now no Condemnation to them which are in Chrifi Jefus, who walk not after the " Flefh, but after the Spirit : For the Law of the Spirit of Life, in Chrifi Jefus, " bath made me free from the Law of Sin and Death, &c. " Thus it appears that the Apoftie Paul was not under the Body of Sin " and Death, at the Time when he wrote that Epiftle ; but was only rccountino- " the various States, both of himfelf and others, under the Law of Mcfes, and " after the Law of Life and Liberty from Sin was come by the Son of God, P "and vin. I, 2. SS The LIFE, <^c. Anno " and fulfilled by him in this Apoftle, as alfo in the Adult in the Congregation 1692. " of Christ." Upon- this the faid John Kerr freely acknowledged, before the Company, that lie had all along miftakcn that Scripture, and that we underftood it right. Having paid for our Bread and Drink, and returned the Bed and Bedding to the Friend that had brought the fame, (in Expedtation that Thomas Kurd's Im- prifonment fhould have been longer than it was fuffered to be, through the good and well-ordering Hand of the Lord) and departed out at the Prifon Door, no fooner were v/e in the Street than Thomas began again to fpeak to the People i but John Boivjlead and I, finding no Concern that way for a fhort Time, at firil were not forward to go v/ith him, but went into a Friend's Shop -, where we had not been long till the Power of the Lord came upon us ; and then we went into the Street, where we found Thomas Rudd preaching among the People •, who were more folid than before, concluding, no doubt, that the Magiftrates had found no Fault in him, having fo foon releafed him : But there was a fecret Power over them, which they knew not. W E went down the High-Street, near to the Canongate ; and, upon an Out- ftair, within the Gate, Thomas Rudd Hood up and preached to the People, and, after him, John Bozvjlead ; upon which the Multitude became fo ftill as if we had been in a Meeting of Friends ; and many Perfons of the greater Rank, of both Sexes, leaned out at the Windows, and heard the Sound of the Truth : In the mean time I had been a while feparated from the reft by a Coach, and dif- puting in Canongate with a young Man who had alked me fome Queftions, . which I anfwered ; and we parted in Friendfliip. Thus the whole Multitude being, as it were, chained by the mighty and invifible Power ot Truth, and our Spirits over them, and at Liberty by the fame, to his Glory and our great Confolation, we went to our Lodgings ; where we had been but a fliort Time, till a Meflenger came from the Countcfs of Kin- cairn^ to invite Thomas Rudd to her Lodgings, in order to have fome Difcourfe with him concerning his Meffage, and to know whether he had denounced any Judgment againft the City ; for the Adverfary, by his Emifliiries, liad invented and fpread a Rumour, that Thomas Rudd had prophefied that in feven Days the City Ihould be deftroycd. I N the Afternoon we went to the Countefs, and Thomas Ballantyne with us, a Friend who had been througli the Streets with Thomas Rudd before we came to Town, and continued with us during the whole Time. This Countefs was an ancient Woman, and of a grave and ferious Deportment : She was kind and courteous to us, entertained us with Refpeft, and acknowledged feveral Doftrines of Truth, fo far as we had occafion to difcourfc her. She alfo acknowledged a Senfe of the great Provocations that City had given the Lord to bring fevcre Judgments upon it -, and told Thomas Rudd flie heard he had fpokcn againft the Prefbyterian Church, of which Ihe was : To which he anfwered, th.it he was concerned by the Lord to cry. Wo againjl the famly Foundation ; and if the Preibytcrians were concerned there, they would do well to look to it. From thence we went to the Lady Collington\ Lodgings, who, in the Time of Thomas Rudd\ Imprifonment, had fent to him to know if he wanted any Thing ; and had likewife fent her Maid to invite him to her Houfe after he was at Liberty. She of THOMAS S T RT. S9 She entertained us refpedfully, and dilcourled Matters that occurred ferioufly ; Anno but in the mean time came in a Prieft, and one Dx Sibbahi, a Phyfician •, \Mtli 169:1. whom we had feme Dilpute : The Matter in controverfy with the Doftor was Baptilin ; wc made Ihort Work with him, but the Particulars, not exaftly re- member'd, are thcretore omitted. But the Priell, being a young Man, and a little too forward to engage in Mat- ters he did not underftand ; and the Controverly with him being concerning the Mini- ftry, I cited a Pallagc out ot" the iirll Epiftle of John, viz. But the Anointing 'vchich \ John ii. 27. ye have received of him abideth in ycu ; and ye need not that any Man teach you : But as the fame Anointing teachethyou of all Things, and is Truth, and is no Lie ; and even as it hath taught ycu, ye fhall abide in him : And aflccd the Prieft wliat tliis Anointing was, and how the fame taught? To which he was filent, not without bluHiing in the Prefcnce of the Lady, (who was an ancient grave Woman) and fe- veral younger, her Kinfwomen. Then I queftioned the Prieft further about his Call to the Miniftry, and by what Authority he took upon him that Office ? To which he anfwcrcd, " There " is an External Call, and an Internal Call." The External I palled over, and afl;ed him v.'hat his Internal Call was, and by what? He replied, " That it was " by the Light ot God's Grace, which was in him." I RETURNED, " Take heed how thou afcribeft fo much Power to the I ,ight •' within, left thou be reputed a Quaker," Upon this he defifted to profecute his Argument any farther, and dropp'd the Defence ot his internal Call ; but be- took himfelf to railing Accufations ; and, fpeaking to 'Thomas Rudd, faid, " We " have Minifters here already, fufficient to inftruiSl the People, and need not " you to make fuch Diilurbance in the City." No, unfwered one of the young Ladies, (fo iTie was ftiled among them) it was not they that made the Difturbance, it was your Hearers -, meaning, that the unruly People were, lor the moft Part, of the fame Profeffion with this Prieft. A Paufe of Silence coming over us, and Truth over all, Thomas Rudd faid Ibme few Things to the old Lady, and John Bo-ivjiead to the Prieft and Do6tor, and tlien we departed in Peace with the Lord, and in Favour and Refpe and would have had us promife lb to do, as Conditions of our Liberty, before they abfolutely releafed us. John Boivftead anfwered, that if we could have gone through the Town in Peace with the Lord, without doinfr his. Command to the People, we Ihould not have been their Prifoners ; and there- fore could not make any Bargain with them : Ncverthclefs, through the fecrct over-rulihg Power of the Lord, they fet us at Liberty. All Praife and Re- nown be given to the Name of our God, who liveth for ever. Auien. But we were not above 50 Yards from the Guard, till Thomas Rudd fouiul- ed again -, and fo we went towards the Eaft Gate -, and, before we came to the Market-place, John Bowjlead preached to the People. From thence we went towards the Weft Gate, (Thomas Rudd proclaiming his MefTage) and, in the Way, a Prefbyterian Prieil fell in with us ; and walking behind John Bcuijiead, put a young Man upon moving fome Difpute with him : And Robert Gerard Sind I, being a little behind them, obfervedtjic Prieft, and his Defign, and went up to him to wait his Propofal to John Bozvflead ; but, in a fhort Time, he afked me by what Authority Thmnas Rudd went through the Town with that MefTage .'' I anfwered, that his Qucftion was not proper to me, fince the Man himfelf was prefent ; but faid I, " Thou thyfelf feems to be a " Teacher, by what Authority doft thou preach .''" "We (faid the Prieft) have an External Call, and an Internal Call." " Where " there is a Call, faid I, there muft be a Voice to give that Call : This Call, " thou fayeft, is within ; what therefore is this in thee which calls thee to that " Office ?" Upon this the Prieft demurred a little, and began to tremble, (for the binding Power of the Lord was coming over him) but at length faid, "It " is by the Light of Goo's Grace." " Why then, faid I, doft thou oppofe us " for preaching the Power and Virtue of that Light, which, by thy own Afler- " tion, is able to qualify for the Gol'pel Miniftry ? But withal, do not thou belie " the Grace of God, in faying it liath called thee unto that Office, when, in " truth, it hath not : And beware how thou pretends to preach the Light, as " the Foundation of thy Miniftry, left thou bring thyfelf under the Denoirjinati- " on of a Quaker." Thus, by virtue of that Light, I extorted a I'tftimo- ny to the fame, from him who came to oppofe it, and the Work of ic in us. The (k\. The L I F E, o-'c- Anno The Prieft being under this Circiimftance, John Bczvjlead cried aloud to the 1692. People, hfmg^Obferve theConfufioHof your'Q-xhyXom^i 'Teacher-, and then opened fevera! of their Errors : But the Prieft's Familiars, feeing him out of Countenance, and in Confufion, would gladly have had him out of the Crowd in which we v/ere inviron'd ; and fonie were obferved to weep : Others, being affronted at their Prieft's Confufion, threw Dirt in my Face, which reflefted back on his -, upon which he feemed to fmile, expecting, 'tis like, to be refcued from the juft Hand of Truth, by the Power and Induftry of the Stoners and Bedirtcrs among liis Hearers, from whom he alledged his Outward Call. Then laid John Bow- Jlead, " Art thou a Minifter, pretending a Call by the Light of God's Grace, " which teaches to deny all Ungodlinefs, and yet canft laugh at Wickednefs ; " and lee alio the Fruits of thy Teaching among thy Hearers, who thus offer " \'iolence to Strangers r" Upon which a Party, from the Oucfide of the Crowd, in a Body, prefs'd into the Middle of them, where we were, and fo drove the Prieft quite out to the other Side -, and away he ran. Then John Bcivftead cried aloud after him, The Hireling runs, becaufe he is a Hireling ; and, alter fome Ex- Iwrtation to the People, we went towards our Inn, Thomas Rudd proclaiming his Meffage. N o more Violence was offered to us, fave only that a Soldier threw a Piece of hard Earth from the Guard-houfe among us, which fell upon Robert Grrard's Shoulder, but did not hurt him much. The Rage of Satan being over-ruled by the blefted Power of God, (to whom be Praife and Glory for evermore) the Inhabitants of Elgin became very calm ; and we, finding the Concern to ceafe in us, went to our Quarters : But the Concern returning on Thomas Rudd, and reaching me likewife, we went out together towards the Weft Gate ; where he delivered his MefTage, without any Oppofition from any Perfon, by Word or Deed : So wc returned to the Inn, to our Companions ; and, after Refrelhment, we departed in the juftifying Prefence and Peace ot the Lord, and went forward that Evening to Forrefs : The whole Time fpent in Elgin, as aforcfaid, being ;;bGUt three Hours. lorrels -^ '^ Fcrrefs we lodged at an Inn kept by Bailie Scot ; who, together v/ith his Wife and Family, entertained us with friendly Refpeft. The next Morning, be- ing the 24th, we went through this Town, {Thomas Rudd doing his MefTage, as at other Times) but no Violence was offered by any : And that Day one JVilliffin Falconer, a Relation of David Falconer, came to fee us. He was an Epifccjpal Prieft, and had been difplaced, fome time before, by the Prefbyterians ; He was a comely Perfon, and of an affable Temper ; and I afkcd him why they had turned him out ? He replied. That it was for the original Sin of Epifcopacy. They objefted nothing againft his Morals ; and, for the Maintenance of his Fa- mily, he would have conformed : but, his Father having been a Bifhop, they would not truft him, left Epifcopacy Ihould have become hereditary in him : But more of him hereafter. Old Nairn. The fame Day we went forward to Old Nairn, where we were concerned ; and, Thomas Rudd warning them to turn from their evil Ways unto the Lord, they gave us full Demonftration there was need of it, by throwing Dirt and Tralh at us, and ufing bloody Speeches : But the Lord preferved us from their Evil, by his blefTed Truth, the greateft Good ; unto whom, for the Riches of his Power, be Honour everlafting. Anen. Nairn. Frori Old Nairn vit went to Nairn, where part of a Regiment of Dra- goons of THOMAS S T R r. 6s gcons-were quartered; '^nd Thomas 7?z<^/i ddivering his Meflage, as at other Anno Places, many of them followed us through the Streets very foberly ■, one of 1692. whom, (a Corporal as I remember) fo foon as he had ferioufly obferved us, and heard the Meflage, held up his Hand, and, ftretching it towards the People, gave ilridT: Orders that neither Soldiers, nor others, fliould in any ways moleft or in- terrupt us •, which accordingly was obferved, for all were very peaceable toward us. And as foon as Thomas Rudd had done, a Multitude of Soldiers and Town's People followed us to tlie Door of our Inn •, and there being Out-ftairs, amend- ing to an Upper-room, John Bowftead flood upon the fame, and preachi;^! a con- fiderable Time to them ; they generally behaving with friendly Gravity, with Tears gurtiing into leveral Eyes •, and the Teftimony of Truth went freely and openly towards them. And tho' the Lord had not hitherto opened my Mouth in a Teftimony (fo as to be termed a Minifter) of Words, yet my Heart was full of the Word of Life -, and the Love thereof went towards the People, as it were, unrcftrained j as it had done towards many others of that Nation, in that Vifir. After Refrefhment at the Inn, we went that Evening to hrcernefs •, where invemefs. fome of the People, taking us for Dutchmen, came to enquire after News, Mar- tial Affairs being then much in agitation between the French ami Conlcderatcs ; but, finding what we were, their Expedtation failed. T H E next Morning, being the Seventh Day of the Week, Thomas Rudd walked through the Streets alone, very early -, and, afterwards, we went all up together into the Market-place, where there were many Highlanders in tlieir ufu- al Drefs, and armed •, who, together with the other People, flocking about us, John Bowftead preached unto them -, and the Teftimony of Truth had a fluent Paffage. They were refpedlful above Expeftation ; and when any Boys, or other Particulars, moved the leaft Incivility or light Behaviour towards us, others were forward to corredl and reprehend them : And whenever we v/ent out of our Inn into the Streets, on any Occafion, the People flocked after us. O N the fame Day, in the Afternoon, divers young Men, of the better Rank, (as they are accounted) came to dil'courfe us upon fcvera! Points ol Religion ; to whom, in the main, through the Truth, we gave Satislaftion ; only one John Stewart, a Prefbyterian, abruptly darted in a Qiieftion, about the Almighty's decreeing fome Men and Angels to eternal Damnation : And I, being moll concerned, at that Time, in Difcourfe, declined that Subje6l, till other Matters, more fuitablefor the Auditory, were fully difcuiicd-, and then I told him, " That it was more proper and neceflary for him to make his own Calling and Eleclion fure, than to be too curious about Queftions of fo myfterious Import : and with- all, tliat he ought not to wreft the Scriptures, which were, in the main, defigned to remove thefe Conceits of the Jews, that they were the only cholen of God, by Covenant with Abram and the Lathers, and thro' the Mediation of Mofes at Mount Stnai ; by which they flighted Christ, theeleft Seed of God, and the (jofpel of Salvation oftered unto thcmfclves, and the Work of the fame, at that Time, taking place among the Gentiles : Thofe Scriptures in the Epiftlc to the Romans, then adduced, haying no Relation at all to the Decreeof any particular Man, or Order of Men, as fuch, or Angel, or Order ot Angels, to Dcftrudion from Eternity ; for that could never comport with the unchangeable and glorious Attr'ibute of divine Goodnefs, eflrntial to the Almighty :" with fome other Matter fuiting that Point. And the young Man, being fruftrated of his Expeftation, went awuv in a fuUen Rancour ; not like one on the Right-hand, if fuch a Decree R hud 66 Tie L I F E, <^'c. Anno had been; but the Lord preferved us in the Spirit of Meeknefs and Charity. 1692. This gave me occafion to obferve, how hard it is for fuch as are prepofTcffed with Antichriftian Notions and Conceits, to embi-ace the Truth, or apply themfclves to Virtue ; and how the Enemy of their Souls rages in their own Hearts, when any Thing appears to difcover his Deceit in any Meafure ; how, through Envy, (moving the fame in them) does he blind their Eye, and keep them in the dark, to their utter Dellruftion : For no fooncr can one offer to refill that Notion of Predeftination, as they hold it, or form a'n Argument againft it, how clearly, calmly, nationally, and truly foever, but they generally fly up like fiery Serpents^ ready, thro' Rage, if it were in their Power, to fet the very Courfe of Nature on Fire, kindling it with the Fire of Hell. O N the Seventh Day, at Night, we remained under fome Exercife of Mind ; and, the next Morning, went into the Market-place, in the Croffings of feveral Streets ; and there, firft 'Thomas Riidd, and then John Bowflead, preached a con- fiderable Time to the People, who were generally to come that Way to their feveral forts of Worfhip -, and many of them (laid, and heard with grave At- tention ; and are a People of an E-nglifh Demeanour and Afpedl. In conve- nient Time we retired to our Lodging ; and, in an Upper-room, had a Meeting among ourfelves, and fome few more : And our Landlady, not having been able to move out of her Chamber for many Weeks before, came up to us, and ftaid during the Meeting ; to her great Refrefhment and Satisfaftion, as flie o- penly declared foon after. Glory be to the Lord, who is ever ready to do good to all who faithfully wait on him for his pure Grace, and the Virtue of it ; which is able to refrefh both Soul and Body, when it pleafes him to move by the fame in his poor Creatures. Our Meeting being over, which happened before others came from their fe- veral Worfhips, we were concerned to go to the Steeple-houfe ; but as we were going down the Street, one of the Civil Officers, being at the Door, went in, but fuddenly returned, and placed a Hand on each Side of the fame ; and when Thomas Ritdd, who was foremoft, attempted to enter, the Officer hindered him : Then Thomas Rudd offered fome Arguments to induce him to admit us, but could not prevail, faying, he could not difpute with us, but there we mufl not come ; but gave us no hard Words, nor fhewed any Paffion in his Geilure : They were Epifcopalians, Prefbytery not having overfpread all the North at that Time. W E walked to and again in the Street ; and many People came to us, and fe- veral would have had us go to the Prefbyterian Meeting, which was a little below in the fame Street ; but, having no Concern that Way, we took little notice of them : But the Epifcopahans, loon after, coming from their Worfhip, and very numerous, Thomas Rudd moved into the Street before them, with his Arms fpread abroad, as if to embrace them, and fpake to this Effeft, " That fome of the Apoftles of Christ, coming to a certain Place, where other Worfhip than what they then preached was exercifed, had the Priviledge, after fuch Worfliip was over, to preach to and exhort the People ; and why might not we have the fame among ProfefTors of Chriflianity ?" And then went on with other Matter, The People generally ftaid, tho' the Prieft ufed fome ineffeftual Means to make them depart from us -, knowing that if the Truth, and the bleffed Work of it, once affeded their Hearts, his Gain, Power, and Glory, would foon fail, vanifh, and be loft. The People were extreme quiet and attentive ; and the Priefl, feebg their In- cf THOMAS ST RT. 61 Inclinations and Refolutions to flay, went away, with fonic few attending him. Anno widiout offering any Difcourfc to us, or Objedion againft v/hat was delivered. 1692. B y the Time Thomas Rudd had done, the Prefbyterians came from their Meet- ing, and were, for the moft part, to pafs along the fame Street ; and, whether they were lb inclined or not, they could not but llay -, for the whole Street was blocked up by the Crowd : And when 'Thomas Rudd had done, John Bci^Jlead fpake to them, in good Authority, but not very long ; and, towards the End, cxpofed the Prieft, and Defign of his Miniftry, to the People ; which, being as a I'rade for Maintenance, would never profit them : And, having cleared their Minds of their Concern for that Time, we went to our Inn without any Molefta- tion. And having dined in a large Upper-room, feveral Military Officers, viz. ^ Lieutenant Levingfton, Lieutenant Alexander Frazer, Enfign Cunningham, i£c. \ who kept Garrifon there, dcfiring a little of our Company, came to fee us. At their Entrance into the Room they faluted us in their Manner, uncovering and bow- ing, faying, " Your Servants, Gentlemen :" And, the Prefence of the Lord be- ino- over us, Thomas Rudd anfwered, " Not our Servants, but Servants of G o d, and *' Fcllow-fervants one of another for the Lord's Sake." Then they made an Apology, faying it was their Way of expreffing their Refpedl ; which we per- ceiving to be without mocking, little more was faid on either Side, but all drawn, in an Inftant, into profound Silence, by the invifible Power of God ; and, in a Ihort Space, the Room was full of People, and all fober, like a Meeting of Friends: and Thomas Rudd fpoke to them concerning true Silence, and the Worship of God in Spirit, in the Silence of all Flefli, and the Imaginations and Defires there- of ; with fome other Things of that Import. After Thomas Rudd had done, John Bowftead preached to them ; and then Thomas Rudd prayed •, and, after him, John Boivjtead prayed : and fo the Meet- ing ended, all departing in a grave and ferious Frame of Mind : And the Offi- cers took Leave ot us in a friendly Manner, and the Company departed, without any Objedion to what was fiid. The next Morning, being the Second Day of the Week, as we were about to depart towards Chanery, on the other Side of Murray Firth, the faid Officers Chanery. came again to difcourfe with us, and take their Leave ; and as Matters of TVuth and Religion were opened to us, which was not fparingly, we opened to them, and they feemed troubled to part with us, and took us by the Hands, prayino- that the Lord might be with us and profper us. About the Firft Hour that Afternoon we arrived at Chanery, but found no farther Concern on that Side ; and after a httlc Refrefhment, we crolTed the River, and that Night lodcred at Nairn. But that Night Thomas Rudd became concerned to return to Livernefs, to Invernefs, fpcak to the Pricfl ; and in the Morning he and John Bowftead went to that Place where Thomas Rudd (as they faid) warned the Priefb not to deceive that People any longer •, with fome other Matters of religious Import. The Prieft was indif- ferently patient -, but his Clerk ufed fome light and indecent Expreffions, pre- tending to argue feveral Points with them : But their Bufinefs was not to difpute, at that Time, but to deliver a MefTagc ; which having done they were clear. But the People fiocked about them, as before, with Expreffions of Giadncfs at their Return. In 68 The L I F E, ^x. Anno I \ the mean time Robert Gerard and I went to Forrefs, where we had ap- 1692. pointed to ftay tiil they fhould return to us •, and finding a Concern come upon me, I went to the Houfe of JVilliam Falconer, (the Prieft before-mentioned) and Robert Ceroid with me -, and there Was one that was Steward to a Nobleman with him, and fome others befides his own Family. He feemed to receive us with Refpecl ; neverthelefs in a fhort Time there appeared a Cloud of Darknefs : But I fat quiet and inward a little, and the Truth arofe as a Standard againft it, and the oppofing Darknefs vanifhed, and Truth reigned in me alone ; and then I began to fpeak concerning the many Divifions in the pretended Chriftian World, happening upon the pouring forth of the feventh Phial by the Angel of G o d, men- Rev, xvi. 1 7, tioned in the Book of the Revelation of John : That the pretended Chriftian '9- Churcli, with all her various falfe Notions, Opinions, and Doftrines, is that Baby- Ion • That her three great Divifions are the Papacy, the Prelacy, and the Prefby- tery, with their feveral Subdivifions and Confufions ; who, being departed from the Spirit of Christ, the Prince of Peace, into the Spirit of Envy and Per- fccution, were now, and from the Time of that Phial, warring and dcflroying each other, contrary both to the Nature and End of that Religion they proiels, which is Love. I was anfwered, " That the Bifhop of Rome, under Pretence of being the SuccefTor of Peter, and, as fuch, infallible, hath ufurped a Diftatorfhip ^ over the Chriftian World, in Matters of Religion ; and impofed a Multitude of Antichriftian Errors, by unreafbnable Force, upon Mankind : But God, having committed his whole Will unto Writing in the Holy Scriptures, and, in the Courfe cf his Providence, preferved them unto us, we have our whole Duty declared therein, as our Rule and Guide in Matters of Religion ; fo that we are not to ex- peft the Manifcftations of the Spirit, as in Times paft, that Difpenfation being ' now ceafed." • I REPLIED, " That what he faid of the Bifhop of Rome was true -, and that the Scriptures are the moft excellent Books extant ; vvhich were given, from time to time, by the Word of the Lord, which is the Spirit of Christ : but Men may read and fpeak the Truths contained in the Scriptures one to another, and the Readers and Speakers remain ftill ignorant of the Word of the Lord, and of the Things themfelves intended to be fignified by the Words ; and, not being fent of God, (as the Scriptures fend no Man) cannot profit the Hearers, but are them- felves TranlgrefTors in fo doing, unlefs they were fent by the Influence, Power, and Virtue of the fame Word that did diftate the Matters of the Scriptures unto the holy Penmen thereof; as appears by the 23d Chapter of the Prophecy of Je- ler. xxiii. :8, retniah : And then I called for a Bible and read ; The Prophet that hath a Dream, — 3-- let him tell a Dream ; and he that hath my JVord, let him fpeak my Word faith- fully : What is the Chaff to the Wheat, faith the Lord? Is not my Word like a Fire, faith the Lord ; and like a Hammer that breaketh the Rock in Pieces ? Therefore, behold, I am againft the Prophets, faith the Lord, that fleal my Words, every one from his Neighbour. Behold I am againft the Prophets, faith the Lord, that ufe their Tongues, and fay. He faith ; Tet I fent them not, nor commanded them ; therefore they fhall not profit this People at all, faith the Lord. So that it is contrary to the declared Mind of God, that any fliould ufe his Words to others, as his Miniflers, who are not fent by himfelf fo to do ; for tho' they have been his Words unto others, thofe who ufe them without his Command, are charged by him as Thieves ; efpeciaJly fuch as make Merchandize of them to the People. A s to the Difpenfation of the Spirit being now ceafed, I am lorry to hear it is fo •, for I can fliew thee to whom it is fo ceafed, but not to the Church of Chr i s t : Then of THOMAS ST RT. 6^ Then I turned to the 3d Chapter of the Prophecy of Micah, and read ; Hear, I Anno pray you, O Heads of Jacob, and ye Princes of the Houfe of Jfrael, is it not for 16 (^z. you to knoiv Judgment ? IVho hate the Good, and love the Evil ; who pluck off their Micahiii. i Skin from off them, and their Flefh from off their Bones ; who alfo eaJ the Fief 3 of — +■ my People, and fiea their Skin from off them ; and they break their Bones, and chop them in Pieces as for the Pot, and as Flep within the Cauldron. Then fhall they cry unto the Lord, but he will not hear them ; he will even hide his Face from them at that Time, as they have behaved themfelves ill in their Doings. Here it appears, that for the Ignorance, Cruelty, and Injufticeof the Princes, or Heads of the People, the Lord would not hear or regard them : As again, in the 9th Verfe, the Lord refumes his Charge againft the great Men in that Day ; They abhorred Judgment, and perverted all Equity : They built up Zion with Micah iii. 9, Blood, and Jerufalem vsith Iniquity : The Heads of that People judged for Reward, —^-. their Priejis taught for Hire, and their Prophets divined for Money ; yet they pre- tended to lean upon the Lord, and fay. Is not the Lord among us ? No Evil can come upon us. But the Lord was not to be mocked by fuch -, his juft Judgments were denounced againft them ; Therefore fhall Zion, for your Sakes, be plowed as a Field, and Jerufalem fhall become Heaps -, and the Mountain cf the Houfe, as the high Places cf the Foreft. This was iulfiUed upon them, and remains over them, as a Monument of the Juftice of God, unto this Day. The Charge of the Lord, and his Judgments againft the Prophets, I left to the laft, viz. They made Micah iii. - the People err ; they bit with their Teeth, and (yet) cried Peace ; and he that put — 7- not into their Mouths, they even prepared War againft him : Therefore Night fa all be unto you, that ye fhall not have a Vifion ; and it fhall be dark unto you, that ye Jloall not divine ; and the Son fhall go down over the Prophets, and the Day Jhall be dark over them. Then fijall the Seers be afhamed, and the Diviners confound- ed ; yea, they fhall all cover their Lips, for there is no Anfwer of God. N o w as to thefe Scriptures, faid I, Like Sin, like Judgment. All thefe three Divifions of the pretended Chriftian Church, falling into the Sins of the old Hea- thens, are become hateful, and hating one another; and, through that Hatred, have Rom. i, 29, — perfecuted and deftroyed each other, when and where ever they have had Power : 3 ' • And all thefe, in their Turns, (having deceived and fubjefted the temporal Powers) have perfecuted and deftroyed the Church of Christ among them. They have hated the Good, and loved the Evil : They have exercifed fuch Cruelties upon the Innocent and Juft, as are here figuratively termed plucking off their Skin and their Flefh, and the breaking of their Bones, and the like. The Pricfts of every Form have fleeced the People and the Church of Christ, which they have not fed; they have made Laws, by their own Power, againft them, and thereby made War againft fuch as would not gratify their Covetoufnefs ; they have wor- ried them, as with their Teeth, and yet cried up the Peace of the Gofpel in Words ; they have built and propagated their feveral Se£ts and Parties with the Blood ot others, and of the Saints of G o d ; and have filled their Sanctuaries with Evil- doing and Fraud : Their Heads, who lord over them, have exercifed their Of- fices for Gain and Pay, tha.T Priefts teach for Hire, their Prophets divine for Mo- ney ; yet they pretend the Lord is with them in their various and oppofite Ways, and that no Evil can come upon them. And yet, tho' the Day ol the Gofpel of Christ be dawned upon his Church, and the Sun of Righteoufnefs arifen, and flfining in her, yet the Night of Apoftacy, and Mift of thick Darknefs and Igno- rance is over thefe : They have no Vifion of God ; they cannot divine ; the Sun is ^jj^g}, ;;;_ g_ fet unto them, and the Day is dark over them : For the Light thereof they defpiie and hate, becaufe they are Evil-doers, and to them there is no Anfwer cf Gcd, S whs 70 Anno 1692. Micahiii. 8. The LIFE, <^x. who is that Spirit, and fpeaks no more unto them, biit by the Letter, which kil- ieth, and of which they make a Trade and Gaiti. But the Church of Christ here fpeaketh anotlier Language ; fhe bears a- nother, a true Teftimony to the true God: Bui truly I am full of Pcn-er, hy the Spirit of the Lord, and of Judg7nent, and of Might, to declare unto Jacob his Tranfgreffions, and unto Ifrael his Sin, Here it is apparent from whom the Spirit of the Lord is departed, and to whom he is not now revealed, and in whom he does not refide ; that is, My- jiery-Babylon, with all her Divifions, Subdivifions, and Members, every where, and under whatlbevcr Name : But God is with his People ftilj, as informer Johnxiv. 23. Times, according to the Promife of the Son; If a Man love vie, he is:ill keep my Words \ and my Father will love him., and we will come unto him, and make cur Abode with him." Elgin. Fochabers. Keith. Kin tore. Kilmuck. The Auditory lieard what was faid with Patience, and none made any An- Iwer but the Prieft ;, and all that he faid was (and that a little pleafantly) " Such " as you, going about with fuch Chapters, may do much Mifchief." To whom I replied, " That in as much as he was then filenced by the temporal Powers that then were, he would do well never to look after that Employment any more, or think to enrich himfelf thereby ; and the rather, fince he had a competent Eftatc independent of it; which the Lord would blefs to him and his Family, if he difclaimed that ungodly Practice of preaching for Hire, and was filent in the Things of God till the Lord fhould lend him, it it might pleafe him fo to do.'* The Prieft's Wife feemed well pleafed with what I faid to him, and he made no Reply : And fo, a little after, we departed in Peace, and in Friendfliip with them, and went to our Inn. Soon after came Thomas Rtidd and John Bowflead back to us from Invernefs ; and, the next Morning, being the ift Day of the Firft Month, we went to El- gin ; and thence to Fochabers, (or Caftle-Gordon) and there we lodged -, and, ia the Morning, Thomas Rudd and John Bowflead went through the Streets, Thomas Rudd delivering his Meflage, as at other Places ; and from thence we went to Keith, where he did likewile. O N the 2d Day of the Firft Month, we came to Kintore ; where, in our Road towards Invernefs, we had feen one John Gcllie -, of whom take this Ac- count : He was a Prieft's Son, (by Mary, Sifter of Aidrew Jeffrey, of Kingfwellsy an eminent Friend) and had been convinced of Truth fome Years ; and had be- haved as becomes Truth, fo far as could be obferved by his Neighbours : And Jaron Atkinfon, (a young Man belonging to the Border Meeting in Cumber- land, who had lately come forth with a Teftimony to Truth) being at A7/- muck Meeting, to which John Gellie belong'd, had fome ExprelTions in his Tefti- mony there, by way of Prophecy, That the Lord would raife up fome one Perfon in thofe Parts, who Ihould be inftrumental in tlic Hand of the Lord to bear a more eminent Teftimony for him and his glorious Truth, than many who had lived there before •, and at the fame Time this John Gellie was much af- fected and broken : And, fometime after, in the fame Meeting, he was fo concern- ed, that he cried aloud under the Weight of his Exercife ; and, after t'le Meeting was over, could not be at reft till he called in the moft ancient and fohd Friends, and others coming in alfo, he had what they called a dreadful Teftimony, againft the of THOMAS S T RT. 71 the Payers of Tytlies, and all Collufion, Equivocation, and under-hand DeuUngs Anno in the fame ; with which Friends then preient were generally fatisfied. 1692. But there being fome particular Perfons belonging to the Meeting, whom he thought guilty in that refpecSt, he took upon him, in his own Will and Zeal, and not in the Council of God, to fpeak to them concerning the fame ; and they, not regarding what he faid, fo much as he expefted, or defired, he took fuch Offence that he feparated himfelf from the Meeting, calling thofe Friends ylpoftates, and ma- ny other opprobrious and reproachful Names ; and did fome Hurt among theWeak for a Time. But the wife and juft God was pleafed to manifell him, and fo the Weak efcaped the Snare : For, in a fhort Time, he began to utter ridiculous and falfe Prophefies -, and, among others, that, at fuch a Time, his Mother fhould die : In confequence of which fhe, a poor weak Woman, took her Bed at the Time prediiled by her Son, and feveral Perfons attended to fee the Event •, and, at the fuppofed Hour of her Departure, the pretended Prophet laid his Hand on her Bread, and faid, " Come up Soul ;" and fo drawing his Finger all along up to her Throat, " Now, laid he, 'tis departing •," upon which the filly Woman criedout, " Good Lord, receive my Spirit:" Neverthelefs it continued inher; for fhe did not die, but rofe up, afham'd to have been fubjedted to fuch vain Imaginations. Afte R this he took a fhort Pipe with Tobacco, and, going thro' the Streets of Kintore, cried out, " This is the Ram's Horn that was founded when the Walls of Jericho fell down to the Ground •," with feveral other fenfelefs Praftices, by which he appeared to be grofsly deceived by the Adverfary. When we went to his Mother's Houfe, he was not within, but quickly came to us, and fecmed to receive us in Friendfliip •, but, in a fhort Space, he began to utter his Enthufiaftick Notions, which grieved us : For he affirm'd, that his Soul was removed out of the Place where formerly it refided, and that God occupied the Place where it had been ; and from thenceforth it was not he tliat actuated the Body, (for he had ceafcd from all Aftion for ever) but k was God that afted in it. And he brought this Scripture to prove it, It is not you Mat. x. 20. that fpeak, but the Spirit of your Father which fpeaketb in you. This is the true Ranter. Th E n I afk'd him. Who it was that prophefied of his Mother's Death, with- in a limited Time, and which proved falfe ? And does not the Scripture fay, that by this fJmll we know the Prophecy that it is of God, if it comes to pafs ; if not, it is not of God. Then he began to equivocate, faying, " But what Mother did I " mean?" for he would have pretended fome fort of my ftical Mother. Then I told him his A£lions had dcmonftrated what Mother he intended, when his natural Mother took her Bed, according to his Prophecy -, and he laid his Hand on her Breaft, and faid, " Come up Soul." Then he fell into a Rage, and went out of the Room, faying, " Will you reafon againft God ? But now, laid he, I am rcafoning with Brute Bealls." We followed him into another Room, where there happened to be ^?/^«w Jeffrey, vfho had made him manifefl to ibme very weak Perfons, who had almolfe been led away after him, becaufe of the Teftimony he had borne before in the Meeting, ere the Adverfary got Advantage and betray'd him. And as foon as he faw Andrew, he left us again •, for he had entertain'd great Difpleafure againfl him : But feeing him in a fpiritual Diftradion, we prevailed on him to return and fit 7a The LIFE, c^x. Anno fit with us, and, after a fliort Silence, John Bowftead began to fpeak ; and tho* ■I 692. he ufed but a fev/ Words, and with Gentlenels, yet he could not bear them, but was going out, tho' by Perfuafion he ftaid, and then Jndrezv kneeled down to Prayer ; which, fo foon as John Gellie obferved, he arofe from his Seat in great Fury, and ftood over Andre'-jj as he was praying, and cried with a Herce and fu- rious Voice, " O G o D, feal down the curfed Spirit, that would come up in thy " Prefence, to offer an unclean Thing •, roar out of Z/o«, dcftroy the Ac- *' curfed." But a Friend \\t\^ John Gellie off, and yf^'ir^cy continued till he had finifhed what was upon him ; yet afterwards John Gellie feemed more quiet, and endured to be admonillied with more Patience. The Occafion of his Overthrow, as I take it, was thus : He was really made Ufe of in the Hand of the Lord, at that Time, in a Tefi:imony againfl the Payment of Tythes, and other Enormities ; but not keeping clofe with that Light and Power which then moved in him, the Adverfary transformed himfelC into the Likenefs of that Light, and deceived him, getting PolTeflion thereby of the Will and Afledions of the Creature, willing and affefting to have divine Power in himfelf, and Dommion, and to be Wifdom and Knowledge to others, and, as Satan, to ufurp the Place of Christ. This W^ill in the Creature, (being violently mov'd againft that which the Power of Truth had been manifeft- ed againft) meeting with Oppofition, he inftantly concludes, that this Oppofition is againft God ; and, being immediately hurried, thro' Jealoufy and a falfe Zeal, into Revenge and Refentment, againft that which he fuppofes is the Enemy of God ; and ftill thinking he is afting under the fame Power that firft moved in him, and never able to fee that he is under the Power of the transform'd Enemy, he remains furious and envious againft all who will not obey his Diftates as the Commands of God ; and, lofing all Charity, he treats them as the Enemies of God, and of his Truth. After this John Gellie began to write againft Friends, ftill holding his Pre- tences for Truth ; alledging that one of our own Prophets (meaning Aaron At- kinfon) had foretold us of the great and wonderful Reformation to be wrought by him ; and therefore his Name was changed to John Ifrael^ and he would go forth and reform the Nations ; not confidering that which Aaron Atkinfon then fpake in the Meeting, had Reference to the Power of the divine Light of Christ, which then moved, and not to John Gellie ; who, thro' Luciferian Pride, would have ufurped the Glory to himfelf : and therefore was left to himfelf, to aft in the Will of Satan, that he might be made manifeft : For the Lord will not give his Glory to another, nor the Praife of his Work to the Inftrument of it •, that no Flefh may glory in his Prefence. Th I s I have related as an Liftance of the Goodnefs and Juftice of God : Of his Goodnefs, in raifing an Inftrument to teftify againft thofe Things amifs among his People, that they might be reformed 5 of his Juftice, in breaking the Rod of Correftion, when it began to rob the Lord of his Glory, and ufurp Domini- on over his Heritage : From which fatanick Praftice the Lord preferve all that call upon his holy Name every where. On the 4th Day of the Firft Month we came back to Urie, where we had a Meeting among Friends ; (as in divers other Places) from whence Thomas Rudd went back to Aberdeen, and John Boivftead and I went on to Edinburgh : But as we were by the Ferry, in order to our PafTage to Leith, there came an inward Concern upon us, and we obferved feveral Perfons, who were to be Pafiengers with 0. if THOMAS ST RT, I i with us in the fomc Vcffel : And, as we were putting off from the Shore, fome Anno Difcourle was moved by v/ay of Oppofition to us in Matters of Religion. He 1692. that managed againft us we found,, by his Way of reafoning, was a Prieft ; who, finding us very lliarp upon him, and how httle Impreffion his Reafonings and I- magi nations made upon us, he fell into lb great a Rage, that he commanded us to be filent, and the Skipper to put us on Shore, for we were not far from it. " Thou art under a Miilake, faid I ; thou art not now domineering over a few " poor Parifli-people, who dare not fpeak the Truth ; we are not to be filenccd " by thee, nor put out of the Vellel by any, fince we have agreed for our Palfage, " and are already in PolTefllon." This being faid with the Authority of Jufticc, neither he, nor any other, faid any more of turning us out ; but the Conteft was renewed in Matters of Religion : And, alter fome Obfervations on the feveral Ways of Worfliip in the World, 1 fell upon fome Reflexions on fuch as fhifted from one Form to another, and would hang the Cloak on either Shoulder fof Advantage and Honour among Men. This proved (tho' an Arrow at adventure) to hit the Mark ; after which the rude and boiftcrous Spirit of the Man became more humble, and we came over him by the Truth •, who is always near to guide and ftrengthen fuch as wait on him for Strength and Diredion : To his Glory be all Things. A N D as there came a Calm over this evil Spirit, there came a Calm likewife upon the Water ; lb that we were a confiderable Time upon it, and had much Difcourfe of religious Confequcnce : And all in the Boat were quiet and nearer us than at firft ; and the Priell himfelf began to commend Love, and grew very kind to us ; and, when we came on Shore, he took us by the Hand very lovino-Iy, wiiliing us well ; and we likewife parted with all the reft in Friendfhip. After this, as we were going up the High-Street of £J/;;^z/r^/;,, towards Edinburgh. our Meeting near the JVeJl-Port, we faw the Prieft again ; and, enquiring of a Friend who he was, he told us his Name was James EngliJJj, who had once been a Preft)yterian Minifter, and had alfo Ihow'd fome Love for Truth and Friends, and had read our Books; but Perfecution riling hot,' in King Charles's K."gn, by the Epifcopalians againft the Preft)yterians, he had thereupon transformed himfelf in- to the Likenefs of an Epifcopalian ; and now, when Prefbytery had ao-ain pre- vailed, he had changed the Cloak again to the other Shoulder, havino- a Kirk without the JFeJl-Port of Edinhiirgb^ not far from the Place of our Meeting -, where, in thofe Days, Change in Government did not alter Mens Behaviour to- wards us, but we were rudely pelted with Stones and Dirt, and otherwife abufcd in our Meetings, and in our Pailage along the Streets to and from the fame, by a miferable wretched Rabble, through the Connivance of the Magiftrates of every Notion and Profcfllon •■, who perverted and mifapplied, or wilfully negleded their Offices. Observe then a twofold Transforming : A Transformation of the Adver- fary into the Likenefs of an Angel (or Meffenger) of Light and Truth inwardly ; and of his Minifters into the Likenefs of the Minifters of Truth outwardly. And as Satan will transform every Way, to fave his Kingdom in Man, till, by the Stroke of the Judgment of the Almighty, he be deftroyed in all who believe in God, and in Jesus Christ the Son of God, and obey and keep his Com- mandments -, fo will thofe Pricfts of Antichrift, of every Form and Notion, turn every Way to fave and fupport their worldly Power, Pomp, Grandeur, -^nd un- juft Maintenance, till the Sword of the Mouth of the Lord refcue his People, Servants, and Children from under them, and, by the Breath of his Mouth, tiiey T be 74 The LIFE, <^c. Anno be fwept into the Ditcli : For they, the blind Shepherds of Mount Efau, have trcii- 1692. hied Jacob, a7id led a fid drove the Stranger out of the Way ; therefore is the Hand of the mojl high God againft them, and the Day of Mourning is near upon their Dwellings. Amen. Linlithgow. Glafgow. O N the 1 3th we went to Linlithgow ; and, that Evening, had a Meeting a- mong Friends there : On the 1 5th we went to Hamilton, and had another there ; and, on the i8th, to Glafgow, and, on the 19th, being the Firft Day of the Week, we had a Meeting with Friends : But the Prefbyterian Provoft, (or Mayor) notwithftanding the Eftabhiliment of Liberty of Confcience in Matters of Rehgion, fent three of his Under Officers to difperfe the Meeting -, but the Power of the Lord being over them, they were over- awed thereby for fome Time, till one of them, more hardened than the reft, laid hold on one of the Friends belonging to the City, and haled him out of the Mecting-houfe ; and then the o- thertwo, by his Example, laid Hands on other Friends, and took feveral more out; and, at length, they laid hold on Hugh Wood, (Gardener to the Duke of Hamil- ton, a grave and religious Man) who they forced towards the Door ; but, fuddenly turning, he twifted himfelf out of their Hands, and fat down where he was be- fore : And then feveral other Friends came in again, and fo the Meeting continu- ed ; and, through the good Prefence of the L,ord, who never fails his People in the needful Time, we were much comforted and ftrengthened againft all their Difturbance : But, when they faw they could not prevail that Way, they ufed. Threats, laying, " It is juft upon the Stroke of Twelve, and the Kirks are ready " to break loofe ; and, if you be not gone before the Rabble come, they will tear " you in Pieces, and we ftiall not be able to hinder them." Then faid John Bowjlead, " Do your Kirks confift of Rabble, that they will come with fuch Vi- " olence fo foon as the Clock or Dial afTigns the Hour ?" But the Lord was pleafed to afford his blefied Prefence to us, and there- by to continue our Meeting till their Kirks were broken loofe, and their Rabble came, but were chained by the invifible Power of the glorious God : For they had no Power to hurt us ; for fome were on our Side, tho' others againft us. Then the Meeting went to Prayer along with John Bowflead, and one of thefe difturbing Officers attempted to ftop his Mouth with his Hand feveral Times ; but, being over-awed by a Power of which he was ignorant, he could not. When Prayer was ended, we went through a narrow Lane filled with the Rabble, and then through a great Multitude of People in the Street, without any Harm ; fo good was the Lord to us, in preferving us from the Cruelty of that felf-righteous and perfecuting Generation : Yet a better Difpofition appeared in many among them, which was obvious by their Countenances and Behaviour. Hamilton. T H A T Afternoon we went back to Hamilton, where we found Thomas Rudd, (come after us from Aberdeen) who had been through the Streets with his ufual MefTage the fame Day ; and (as we were told by fome we met in the Way, who were not Friends) the People had abufed him very much. A LITTLE after we came to Town the Concern returned upon him •, and, reaching us, with feveral of the Friends there, we went all into the Streets, two by two, (each two at a little Diftance from the other) and Thmnas Rudd proclaim- ed the fame Warning as before ; upon which a Multitude of People ilTued into the Streets, and were indifferent fober, till James Fairy, the Town Officer, came in of THOMAS S T R T. in a barbarous furious Manner, and laid hold on Thomas Rudd^ commanding him A n to go to his Quarters, otherwife to the Tolbooth, their Prifon-houfe : And the 1^9- Riidenefs of this Man, in the Prefence of the Multitude, fo encouraged the bafer fort, that they fell upon us, and inhumanly abufed us -, but efpecially Thomas Rudd. T'he moft aitive in this fliameful Work were moftly of tliat i'urious Sed: of Prefbyterians, call'd Cameronians ; and, among others, there were Robert Sat, a Town-Officer, and John and Charles Telford, Sons of William Telford, Deacon of the Prcfbyterian Church at Hamilton. But Thomas Rudd, not having iully delivered his MelTage, (which he always continued every where till the People were quieted) went again down the High-Street : Upon which the Officer put him in Prifon ; and John Bowflead, Hugh Wood, James Miller and I, went with him, with Defign to accompany him in his Imprifonment •, but the Rabble furioufly puflied John Bozvfiead from the Door down the Stairs, pulled off his Hat, and trampled it under Foot ; and fome of them, fixing their Hands in his Hair, dragged, beat, and abufed him, till feveral, touched with Compaffion, cried out. Murder ; and fome young Men, of a more noble Dilpofition, particularly one Thomas Kirkbarns, refcued him from them. Also they dragged James Miller, one of their Neighbours, back from the Prifon-door ; and, throwing him upon the Ground, beat, abufed him, and brake ills Nofe, thereby fhedding his Blood : Alfo they puflied, haled, tolled, and a- bufed Hugh Wood very much ; which was the more inhuman, he being an anci- ent Man, a Neighbour, and had not faid any Thing to provoke them, unlefs to perfuadc them to Moderation. Alfo fome of them puflied me from the Priibn- door to the Foot of the Stone Stairs (which were on the Out-fide) with great Fury, and bruifed my Left-fide againft the Stones, tho' I had faid nothing to them. I N the mean time John BowJlead called for the Chief Magiftrate, that if he had any Thing to objeft againft: us, we were willing to anfwer him ; whereupon came David Marfhall, Eldefb Bailie, and defired us to go into his Houfe, which was over againfl: the Prifon, till the Rabble difperled : But he did not make any Ufe of his Authority, as a Magiftrate, to dilperfe and appeafe them ; fo far from it, that he fuffered one of his own Servants to be adtive in this Work : The others, who threw Dirt and Stones at us, calling us Dogs, and other reproachful Names, were generally the Wives, Sons, Daughters, and Servants of the Magi- ftrates. Merchants, and Manufacfturers. Thus ended their Sabbath-day's Work ; tho' one of their Pretences for ufing us thus, was. That we had broke the Sab- bath by going through the Town in that Manner. Whether we, who were there on the LoRD.'s Account, to warn them to turn from Evil, or they who thus a- bufed us on that Day, which they call the Sabbath, did more break the Sab- hath, let their Adlions and ours demonfl:rate : And whether Magifl:rates, coun- tenancing Evil, and taking part with it in Evil-doers, be not falfe to the Truft; repofed in them, Pcrverters of the good End of their Appointment, and guilty of all the Evil they ought and might refl:rain, or punifli, we leave to the Lord to determine in his own Time and Way, by his unerring Jufl:ice, againft: that and fuch a Magift:racy. The next Morning Thomas Rudd and John BowJlead were concerned to go through the fame Town again, where they met with like Entertainment •, fome of the Rabble taking off Thomas Rudd's Hat, daflied his Eyes, Face, and Head over with Dirt taken out of the ft:inking Kennels •, and having thus deformed him, they cried out, " He looks like a Devil!" Then Thomas Rudd, going in- to the Houfe of James Lyddel, a Friend, waflied himfelf ; and, going down the Street 7^ The LIFE, i^-c. Anno Stfeet again with the fame Meflage, they renewed their Cruelty as before ; par- 1692. ticularly one Robert Hamilton, and liis two Sifters, Anne and Rebecca, gave threat- ening Speeches •, the latter faying, " Slie could find ia her Heart to kill Thomas " Rudd with her own Hands. And this Robert Hamilton, when I defircd to reafon with him, why he, a ProfelTor of Chriftianity, which teaches Love even to Enemies, would fo much abufe us who were their PViends, and come, in Chrifti- an Love, to vifit them, and encourage others alfo in the fame Work, peevifhly turned from me, laying, " He would not converfe with the Devil." And, Thomas Rudd going down another Street, the Rabble attempted to put him into an open Well ; but being prevented by fonie, more humane than the reft, they tore his Hair from his Head, and beat him, and alfo the reft of our Friends accompanying him, with great Severity, and dragged them into the Mar- ket-place j where they might have done more Mifchief, but that 'Thomas Edgar, a young Man of commendable Deportment, with fome other fober and well- minded Perfons, of the Epifcopal Way, (I fuppofe) cried out, " Shame on fuch " Aftlons-," and ufed fome Endeavours to reftrain them. Thus we fee the Lord, either immediately or inftrumentally, or both, is ready to deliver from Cruelty, and to bear up the Minds of his Servants, adting in his Will, under the fame : To him be Dominion and Glory for ever and ever. The fame Day John Bowjlead and I went to a Meeting at Shatton-Hill, which had been appointed before, leaving Thomas Rudd at Hamilton, from whence he purpofed to go for Ireland; but that Day he went through the Town again, and the Inhabitants became more fober ; and, the next Morning, he vifited them in the like Manner, and they were all ftill, and came not out any more to molefl: him : And then, finding his Concern in that Place to be at an End, he departed in Peace. But, before I departed that Town, I wrote a few Lines to the above-named Robert Hamilton, in this Manner : Robert Hamilton, " T Understand thou art a Perfon profeffing Chriftianity, which is the " JL higheft Excellency named among the Children of Men ; but how far thou " art fhort of that Life of Love, infeparable from every true Chriftian, thy De- " portment to my Friends, the Servants of the Moft High, and alfo t'b myfelf, " in the Streets oi Hamilton, does fufficiently demonftrate." And I wrote alfo to the Inhabitants, who had abufedus as aforefaid, in thefe Words, from the Mind of the Lord, viz. To the Prefbyterians at the Toion of Hamilton. 20//:» 0///:'^ Firft Month, 1692. «< y Y o W long will you do wickedly ? How long will you ftone and abule " Jrl the Servants of the Moft High, who are fent to you for Peace and Re- *' conciliation ? How long will you trample under Foot the Blood of the Ever- " lafting Covenant, and adore your own Inventions ? How long Hiall the Woo- " in^s of the Higheft be defpifed ? Shall eternal Judgment terminate your " Wickednefs.? Or wUl you efcape by Obedience to the Gofpcl of Peace ? " Anger ^/ THOMAS S T RT. " Anger remains in the Bofom of F bols -, and do your Aftions befpeak " you wife ? Has the Lord left you to the Counfcl of your own Will j or is " there yet Hopes of Redemption for you ? " Surely the Lord is difpleafed with your Doings, becaufe you hate the Counfel of his Love. How far diftant is Perfecution from die everlafting Gofpel of Peace ? And how evident Demonftration you gave, laft Night and this Morning, that the Prince of the Power of the Air, Jpollyon the De- ftroyer, who reigns in the Hearts of the Children of Difobedience, alfo rules and rages in your Hearts, I leave with you to confider ; that if yet there re- mains any Place of Repentance, you may lay hold of it, and efcape the un- fpeakable Mifery that is haftening upon all the Workers of Iniquity, how well foever covered with a Mafk of ProfefTion. / am, through Christ, A Lover of the Souls of all, whofe Day of Vifitation is not already over, THO. STORY. On the 21 ft of the Firft Month, John Bowfiead an'ere the Words uttered, than my Soul was in- crcafed in Joy unfpeakable, which was followed with an Efflux of a Flood of Tears from that Root ; and the Meeting, in general, was immediately affedled the fame Way, as a Seal of the Work of the Lord thus brought ibrrh in me; and all were filent under the Canopy of the divine Prefence for fome time : At length John Bozujlc.id, (before mentioned) having had a particular Coiiccrn to come to that Meeting, (about eight Miles from his Houfe at Egliriby) flood up in TeftiiTiony to the Truth of wiiat I had uttered, making it the Subftance of what he laid, to general Edification ; and, as a Father, taking the Weak by the Hand, and helping forward in that Exercife, in which I had been long waited for, and expefted by Friends in general, in thofe Parts : And the Lord favour- ed us with the Enjoyment of his divine Prefence that Day. After the Meeting was over I returned to my Father's Floufc, reftored to a Senfe of the remaining Goodnefs ot the L^ord ; and thence forward, from tune to time, appeared with a few Words in Meetings, as the Lord made way, and gave Matter, Strength, and tTtterance ■, but was not forward to vifit any o- thcr Meeting, till I began to be a little lliut up there ; and then I waited on the Lord, to know the Drawings oi his Love to fome other Places, in which I was tavourcd through his divine Goodnefs ; and yet did not make hafte, but was kept under a flow, gentle, and gradual Progrefs. But now a Temptation of another kind began to interrupt me ; for, having had a Reputation, in that Country, of an Underftanding at lead equal to my Education and Years, when my Acquaintance, and others, heard of my Appear- ance in a publick MiniRry, they expected fomething more from me than from Ibme others, of whom thev had not conceived the like Opinion ; and I, knowing X the 8i The LIFE, ^c. Anno the Way of Truth with me was not in the Wifdom and Multiplicity of Words, 1693. but in his own Virtue and Simplicity, and in a few Sentences only, was not wil- ling (of myfelf) to yield up my own imaginary Honour on that Account, and be expofed as a Fool, in their Way of judging ; which affefted me fo as that I became backward to appear when fuch were prefent, and fometimes neglected the proper Times of the Movings of the Lord in this Calling: by which I re- tarded my Growth therein, and was in Danger of greater Lofs that Way : Buc the Lord is juft and merciful; and tho' he charged it as a Failure, yet, by de- grees, he helped me forward, tho' it was a long Time before I got over it ; for it laid fometimes as a Block in my Way for many Years after, remaining the un- mov'd Caufe of many a heavy Load ; which none knew, or could cafe me of buc the Lord alone: and, if he had not extended Mercy, I had yet been undone for ever. After this, my Uneafinefs in my Father's Houfe increafing, I took aa Occafion, one Morning, to remind him of the Change of his Countenance and, Behaviour towards me, and of the many Hints and oblique Intimations he had thought fit to give, concerning my Way of living in the World, (as if I were like to be chargeable to him) in fome other Way than by the Pradlice of the Law, into which I had been initiated ; having altogether declined it, as noted be- ' fore in this Relation. A N D I told him. That he could not charge me with any Aft of Difobedience to him from my Childhood, (nor did he, or my Mother, or any Schoolmafter, . evef corredl me with the Rod, or had any Caufe) or with the NeglecSt of any Du- ty, fave now, at laft, my embracing the Truth of God, as my only Way to Salvation ; in which Cafe he had no Right to command or hinder , but rather to confider his own Ways and State, and how far juft and pleafing in the Sight of God ; to whom I muft anfwer for myfelf, where he could not for me : And then added. That I intended to leave his Houfe in a fhort Time, and make him cafy on that Account. This touched my dear Father fo near, that he could not bear it, but wept abundantly -, confeffing that I had ever been a dutiful Child to him, and had never difobliged him, fave in that Thing only ; nor did he begrudge any Thing in his Power to do for me ■, but as he had brought me up to the Law fo far, (which was laid afide) he thought it might have been a Way of living in the World, both plentiful and reputable, but could not now fee any reafonable Means of a com- petent Subfiftence, with that Reputation which my Circumstances required after that Appearance I had begun to make among Mankind, before I efpoufcd thole Prin- ciples I feemed now too much attached to : However, he made me this Propofal, as the beft he could then think of, viz. That I fliould manage his Eftate to the beft Advantage I could, and take all the Incomes to myfelf, fave a reputable Sub- fiftence to himfelf, and my Mother-in-law, his Wife. To this I returned him my dutiful Acknowledgement, but told him. It was now too late ; I was fixed in another Refolution, under a View of a diftcrent Na- ture, and could not fubjeft myfelf to fuch a Confinement, if he would, on fuch Terms, give me his whole Eftate for ever : but withal aflured him, that I did not leave him under any Difcontent, or Refentment of any Behaviour he had ufed towards me, which he had Right to do, according to his Views and Meaning •, but that I had an Inducement for my Departure, which, prob:ibly, he could not riglitly apprjthend, or believe, if I fhould declare it ; which was no other, in cf T H M A S S TOR 2: 83 m n^>- ov.'ii concealed Mind, than more perfect Liberty to ferve the Lord, and Anno his People, in the Way ot the Calling of God, which was gradually iiicreafing, 1694. at that Time, upon me -, and I was now grown a little llronger in the Miniltry, and more experienced in the Exercife ot the Gilt ot God thurein. Not long after this Aaron Atkmfon acquainted me with his Concern to vifiE Friends in fome South and Weil Parts of England ; and as we had, from the Time of my joining witli Friends, been very intimate and near in the Truth and Love of it, I was alio willing to travel the fame Way •, but he, being ready Iboner than I could be, went before up to London^ where he ftaid for me. And, on the 2 2d of the Eleventh Month, 1694, I took Leave of my Father, and his Fami- ly, and let forward for London^ taking fome Meetings by the Way, as they hap- pened of Courfe to fall out ; for I did not think proper to appoint any, my Thoughts of my own Miniftry being very low ; yet the Lord favoured me with his Goodnefs and encouraging Prefence, and made W^ay for me every where •, 4nd gave me feveral open and comfortable Times with Friends in my Journey, tho' altogether a Stranger as to outward Acquaintance with any one ; but the moft fatisfaftory was at Leicejter. It was a hard Froft, and fnowed every Day, Leiceikr. more or lefs during moft of my Journey, with a high Wind for fome Days at firft ; fo that the Lanes and High-ways were generally block'd up by the driven Snow, and few Travellers upon the Road ; tor it was very bad and dangerous travelling, and I was ibmetimes alone riding long Stages : And when I came to Leicefier, having been direfted to the Houfe of honeft John Brookes^ he was the firft Perfon that came to the Door, and looking upon me as I fat on Horfeback, gave me a kind Invitation to alight ; which I did, and was received with Gravity and Kindnefs. It was their Meeting-day, the 30th of the Eleventh Month, in the After- noon ; and, being favoured with the divine Prefence, as my only Stay, I had little to fay to the Family in Converfation, but was much in Silence •, in which I perceived I had good Unity with them, for die Son of Peace was there. And, after fome Refrefhment, we went into the Mecdng-hovife, where the Meeting was fmall ; and we fat in Silence a confiderable Time before I found my Mind fully qualified to appear in publick -, but being freely open'd at length in the Word of Lite, the Meeting was generally reached and tendered thereby to a great Degree, v/hich was likewife renewed in Prayer : This had its right EfFedt upon the Friends, fo that they were afredlionately kind and loving alter the Meeting •, and mod of them fpent the Evening with me, and v/e were no Strangers one to another any more, but one in the blefied Truth, tho' we had never feen the Faces of each other before ; and from thence forward were near in Friend Ihip, becoming outwardly acquainted alfo, on After-occafions, from that Beginning, in which we had a certain Evidence of the Spirits of each other, as the beft and moft fure Foundation of a lafting and unchangeable Friendfliip. The next Day I went forward by Northampton, Newport -Pagnell, &c. and, on the 2d Day of the Twelfth Month, arrived at London ; where, at that Time, was a great Body of good Friends, well eftablifhed in the Truth, and many Meet- ings, and a good Number of great and able Minifters of the Gofpel among them -, as TVilUam Penn, George Whitehead, Samuel IValdenfield, William Bingley, John Vaughton, John Field, Francis Stamper, John Boiaater, James Park, and many others of the younger fort. And London. 84 Anno 1694. The 1. I F E, ^'c. And, conficlering the many Talents of the Minifters, their Improvements thereof, Experience, Difcerning, and other Attainments in the Truth, in their Icvcral Degrees ; their Parts and Quahiications as Men ; as alfo the like Qualifi- cations ot Friends there in general ; together with the PoHtcnefs, Knowledge, and Underftanding of the People in that Place, I was kept very low in my Mmd and ciroumfpect -, having no Courage of rny own to appear in publick among them; But the Lord, knowing me altogether, my Weaknefs, Integrity, Sim- plicity, and good Meaning, fupported my Mind under all thefe Confiderations. And Aaron Aikhifon^ my intended Companion, having been in the City fome- time .beibre, and obftrvlng him acceptable in his Miniftry among them, gave me an Occafion of reafoning, that I might alfo, probably, go through the Meetings without Offence ; which was the full Amount of my Expectation or Dcfire there: And that which added much to my Encouragement was, the fatherly Care and Behaviour of the Minifters in general, but efpecially of that great Minifter of the Gofpcl, and faithful Servant of Chp.ist, TFilliam Peim ; who abounded in Wif- dom, Difcretion, Prudence, Love, and Tendernefs of Afredlion, with all Since- i-ity, above moft in this Generation •, and indeed I never blew his Equal : nor were Friends, in general, a-wanting to me in an open and tender Friendfliip. V/p.nJ^^^■Ol■Lh. Kingl^on. Guilufbrd. Alton. Barmgftoke. V/i;;tchurch. Andover. Inp. Silitbaiy. Torfiing- Dvitb.p. Ringwood. Too!. Lo;te. P<;o!. V,\yiV.OUtil. S;ic'.burn. M.-.rnhill. £i:-.aJ'brd. Bruton. Hiulitro. Bi-id,)!. Bclion. Claverhani. VVclk. Ciriiiton. Summfrton. Gregory- Stoke. Taunton. 1695. Wyvelfcomb. Collompton. Tiveiion. Exeter. Totncfs. rivmouth. Rovvlc. Lilcaid. Mckon. Trygongieve. LanJwithen. Kcllin!.;to:i. I N this City we remained, in the Service of Truth and Friends, according to our fdvcral Mcafures and Attainments, (for Aarcn, as he had been much longer convinced of Trutli than me, and in the Miniftry fome Years before I yielded thereto, he feemed by fo much the better grown, ftronger, experienced, and preferable) until the 30th Day of the Twelfth Month ; and that Day we had a Meeting at IFandfwcrth ; the next Day at Kingfton ; on the 15th, at Guildford ; on the 1 6th, at /llton ; on the 19th, at Bafingftoke \ on the 20th, at Whitchurch \ next Day, at Andover ; next, at Lower-lVallop ; and at Sdisl/W)\ on the 23d; on the 25th, at For ding- Bridge; next Day, at Ringivood; and, on the 27th, at Pool ; where v/e ftaid till the ift Day of tlie Firft Month, and then proceeded to Ccrfe. On the 2d Day of the Firft Month we returned to Pool ; and thence, on the 4t!;, to IVeymcuth., the Lord prcfervlng us, and favouring us with his good Prefence -, and the Aid of his divine Grace gave us many acceptable Times a- mong his People •, and our Journey and Service was thereby made eafy and com- fortable, both to us and them : And being thus encouraged, we proceeded far- ther, I'/s. on the 7th of the Month, to Sherburn ; on the 8th, to Marnhill; on the loth, X.O Elandford^ and back to Mnrnhill; on the nth, to Brut on ; and lb by Ilnllitro, to Br iflo I on the 12th; and, on the 13th, to Belt on and Chtte, and fo back to Briftol; and, on the 19th, to Bdton and Chue again ; on the 20th, to Claverham ; and fo by Wrinton^ on the 21ft, to Wells; from whence, by Clajfenbury and Street, to Grinton^ on the 2 2d ; and, on the 24th, to Sum- mer ton ; and then, by Long[utton, to Gregory- Stoke, on the 25th ; and, on th^ 26t\\, to 'Taunton; and, next Day, to Wyvelfcomb ; to Collcmpton, on the 28th; and, on the 29th, to 'Tiverton; and, on the '^ot\\, to Exeter, the Lord ftill fa- vourino- us with his Goodnei's, by which we were preferved and carried on in the Work and Service whereunto we were called by his Grace ; which was ever with us, to the ible Praife of the great Giver, who alone is worthy now and for ever. On the ill of the Second Month we were at Totnefs ; on the 2d, at Ply- mouth ; on the 4th, at Rowle ; and thence by Bod-why, .on tiie 5th, to Lijcard ; on the 6th, at Melton ; and, on the 7th, at Trygongieve ; and, on the 9th, at Land- zvitheu; on the loth again at Lifcard; on the nth, at Kcllington ; and, on the 1 2th, 85- Anno 1695. Kings Bridge- Ufcolm. Spiceland. Collompton. Wellington. Michael- Creech. Street. GlafTenbury. Puddymore. Briftol. of THOMAS S T RT. 1 2th, back to Plymouth ; and, next Day, to Kings-Bridge ; and (o by Totnefs nnd Exaer to Ufcolm ; and, on the 14th, to Spiceland; and, on the 15th, to Collompton ; and, on the i6th, at IVellington ; and, on the 17th, by Taunton, to Michael-Creech ; and ib, by Grinton, to Street, on the i8th ; and, on the 19th, at Glajfenbury ; and thence to Puddymore ; and, on the 21ft, again to Glajfenbu- ry ; and from thence, the next Day, to Briftol ; where, lodging at our ancient and honourable Friend Richard Sncad's, one Morning the Canopy of the divine . Prelencc came oyer us in the Family, and brought us all into right Silence for a Time ; and then the holy Spirit of Prayer and Supplication came upon us : And, v/hilft we were in that Exercife, PFilliam Penn, who ever loved the Truth in the meaneft, came into the Room, and joined with us ; and, after him, that anci- ent, able, and eminent Friend, and Minifter of the L o r d Jesus, Roger Had- dock, who joined in the fame likewife ; and fome others followinc them, all co- ming to fee us, were favoured with the fame Vifitation and good Prefence of the Lord our God, and the Enjoyment of him together in the Beloved, to our great and mutual Refrefliment, Edification, and Confolation. This good Seafon being over for the Time, we had fweet and agreeable U- nity and Converfation together ; which proved a great Strength and Encourao-e- ment to my Companion and me, to be thus favoured in the Sight of thofe El- ders -, who, by their free and fatherly (or rather brotherly) Behaviour towards us then, and from that Time forward, declared a firm and fettled Friendfliip in the Truth, which never waxed old or decayed. On the 26th, we were at the Meeting at Marjhfield; and, on the 27th, at Marfiifield Melkjham ; and, on the 29th, at Warminfter ; and, on the 30th, back to Melk- Melkfliam. fham. Warminlter. On the ift of the Third Month, we were at Cain ; on the 2d, at Bradford; on the 3d, at Broomham-Houfe ; and, on the 4th, back to Melkfljam ; on the 5th, at Seraington, and back to Melkfham ; on the 6th, at Marlborough, and, the fame Day to Newbury ; on the 7th, to Reading ; and, on the 8 th, to London. I N this Journey, though we were not without Temptations and Exercifes of divers kinds, yet the Lord was near to preferve us •, and, through his divine Grace, gave us many open, comfortable, and edifying Times, in the AfTemblies cf his People, and in divers Families, as alfo in Converfation ; for the Fear of the Lord was over us, and we did not delight in vain and unprofitable Talk, but were kept folid ; but not caft down, or unconverfible. A T London we lodged with our very good Friend Peter Briggins, in Bartholo- mew-Clofe, and there we parted ; Aaron went back into Cumberland, and I re- mained in the City, and entered into Bufinefs there for my neceffary Subfiftence ; for my Father had not bellowed any thing upon me at parting. The firft Thing I did was to fell my Mare, which I had rid in my late Journey, for which I got about feven Pounds, and with it I put myfelf into fome better Cloathing; for what I had was much wore out with riding : And Friends in London, knowing my Intention of fettling there, (at leaft for fome time) and that I defired to be employed in Conveyancing, drawing of Settlements, and o- ther publick Writings of all forts, as Occafion might offer ; which was a Bufinefs I was acquainted with, and alio the leaft confining of any I could think of, and was fitted for ; feveral of them were fo kind as to give notice of it in fome Month- Cain. Bradford. Broomham- Houfe. Semington. Marlborough Newbury. Reading. London, £6 Tie LIFE, (^^c. Anno ly Meetings in the City, and on other Occafions ; and recommended me to 1695- liich Friends as might have any Thing to be done in that Way : And IVtlUam Pertn, in a particular Manner, was liberal in his Recommendations, and fncv,'ed himfelf a warm Friend in promoting my Intereft. This fuccecded fo well, by the Blefling of God, that, in a fhort Time, I had more Bufinefs than I could do by myfelf •, lb that I often employed Afiiftants : And as I was rather under than over in my Demands for what BuRnefs I • did, fo my Pay was good and lure, and I foon came into a reputable and plenti- ful Way of living ; for which I was truly thankful to the Lord, who thus pro- videtl for m; in a Way I had not forefeen •, but had fully trufted in the Lord, that I fhould not want, tho' without any particular Profpecl; how I fliould be fup- plied when I left my Father's Houfc, to follow the Lord more fully, and en- joy his divine Peace, than I found I could do there. R E :.i A I >r I N G fometime in the City, Friends employed me to record all the foreign Sufferings, until then lying in the Manner they had been fent,from all Parts, to the Chamber there ; for which they allowed me a Gratuity : And, after that, put all the Deeds and Writings belonging to the Quarterly Meeting of London into m.y Hands, to perufe and confider ; and in divers of them I found Miftakes, which were rectified : And I made a general Index and Abftracl of them in a Fo- lio Book of Royal Paper, whereby the Purport of any Deed, and what Set of Truflees tlie Title of any Meeting-houfe or Burying-ground was in, at any Time, might be found in a Quarter of an Hour ; for which alio I had a Confidera- tion. I KEPT cloie to Meetings and to Bufinefs, in their proper Viciffitudes ; the Countenance of the Lord was with me, and my Bulineis increafed daily to my Satisfa6t:ion •, fo that I had feveral Offers of Clerks, with competent Sums of Mo- ney, both from the North, and m London: But confidering that, as tending to too deep an Engagement in the Affairs of Life, at that Time ; and a Confinement not confifting with the Liberty requifitc in the Miniftry, as I was then ftated, or with my fecret Views that Way, I declined every Propofal of that kind, and did mv Bufinefs with the Help of liich Writing Clerks as I could employ on any E- mero-ency, without further Engagement. About this Time George Keith, that infamous and contentious Apoitate from the Truth of God, once made known to him, made great Difturbances in and about London, as he had done before in divers Parts of America ; endeavouring to impofe fome unprofitable, hurtful, and falfe Notions of his own and others upon Friends, contending fiercely about them ; and had alfo obtained fome Re- gard from envious and prejudiced Perfons of divers Sefts and Societies. And, as I was going one Day to attend the Lord Chief Juflice, in order to have a Fine paffed upon an Eftate offered in Mortgage for Security of a Sum of Money, there came to me, upon the Pavement near the Office, a Man v/ell dref- fed, and of grave Behaviour, defiring to have fome Converfation with me ; in which I could not gratify him then, being inftantly engaged in the Bufinefs I v/ent about i but when I had finiflied it, and was come out from the Office, I found him waiting ; and, advancing tov/ai-ds me, he began to difcourfe about George Keith, fliying, " That we (meaning the Body of Friends) had miffed our Way in con- " tending with him as we did ; for he, being a Man ot Learning and Knowledge, " might of T H M A S S T O R T. Sj " might have bsen very Itrviceable to our Society, in helping us over fome Mil- Anno " takes we laboured under." 1695. I R E p L I E D, " That we were nor under any Miftakc about the Chriftian Faith " or Rehgion, or any Part of it ; and did not want Inftruftions from George " Keilb, or any other hke unto him, we being taught of the Lord, and by luch " as he raifes, quahfies, and fends in his own Name and Power ; and thefe we ' now, own, and receive, in the fame Love in which they are fent." " V Then he moved one of George Keith's Notions and Subjeds of Debate, by way of Quefiion ; " Whether v/e beUeve, that Jesus Christ is now in Hea- " ven, in the fame Body in which he fuffered on the Crofs on Earth ?" I repli- ed, " That we believe all that the Holy Scriptures relate concernino- the Lord " and his Body -, that he afcended, until a Cloud received him out of the Sio-ht " of the V/itncfles v/ho faw him afcend ; but as to the Identity, or Samenefs, of " his Body, or the Mode of its Exiftence now in Heaven, as I do not remem- " ber that to be revealed in the Holy Scriptures, 'tis a little too prefumptuous, I " think, in Gecrge Keith, or any other, to take upon him to define or meddle " with it •, being a Myitery of which he hath no Knowledge or Idea, nor could " he transfer the true Notion of it to the Uhderftanding or Apprehenfion of any " other Perfon, if he had any fuch Thing himfelf: Therefore all he pretends to " on that Subject, can be no other than an unprofitable Dream of his own Head, " on a Subject undeterminable by any Mortal, teixling only to Strife and Envy, " as fully appears by his Exercife tlicrein, and its evil Fruits of Divifion and Se- " paiation ; ar,J, if perlifled in, would remain fo to the End of the World; and " is to be declined as a Snare and Temptation of the Adverfary , for Mifchief and " Deftruftion." Then he urged, " That the Body of Christ in Heaven muft be a real " Body ; and, if fo, then material, and circumfcribed, as all fuch Bodies are, yet " wonderfully glorified." I replied, " This is like Satan difputing about the " Body of Alo/es : Thefe Words wonderfully glorified, cxliibit nothing to the Un- i^a " derftanding ; tho' I do not intend to enter into a Difquifition concerning Bodies " material, or immaterial -, glorified, or not glorified ; circumfcriptive, or not fo : " But I remember v/hat the Apoftle P(?k/ hath writ concerning the Lord Jesus " in this Point, viz. In that he afcended, what is that but that he alfo firfl defend- Eph.iv-.o, 10. " ed into the lower Parts of the Earth ? He that defended is the fame alfo that a- " fended up far above all Heavens, that he might fill all Things : If then he filleth " all Things, how, and by what is he circumfcribed.-'" T o this he anfwered, " That his filling all Things, was fpoken of him as he " is God omniprefent, and not as Man ; who is, as fuch, not omniprefent, that " being an Attribute ol the divine Nature only." I returned to this, " That it could not be fpoken of Christ as he is " God, becaufe he who is omniprefent, is fo from all Eternity, and at all Times, " and cannot properly be faid to afcend or defcend into any Place ; for that would " imply his Abfence from thofe Places to which he was faid to afcend or defcend ; " which, in the Notion of it, would oppofe the eiTential and neceflliiy Attribute "of his Divinity, and confound the r.itional Confideration of it : So that the " Apoftle's Aflertion here, I think, mull refer to C h a i st in fome other Way " than as he is the Word of God." " Then, 88 The LIFE, ^x. Anno "Then, faid he, thefe are fccret and intricate Things, hard to be imder- 1696. " ftood or defined; fo that it may be proper to dechne any fartlier Procedure " thereon at this Time." " That I grant, laid I, and it was not of my moving-, " nor did I engage in this Difcourfe with any other View, but to demonftrate to " thee how httle Good can be reaped, or expefted, by Contefts on the Subject, " or by any of George Keith's Notions, or of any others about it :" And fo we parted in a friendly Manner, after he had made himfelf known to me under the Charafter of Doftor EngUJh ; a Scotfman by Nation, and a Phyfician by Pro- feffion. I N this fame Year I was concerned, in the Love of Truth, to vifit the Meet- ings, in a general Way, in the North of England, and likewife in Scotland ; and, in difcharge of that Duty, fet forward from London, on the 6th or 7th of the Fifth Month, accompanied by Henry Jtkinfon; who was, at that Time, a very tender and hopeful young Man, but had not appeared in a publick Miniftry -, though Trutli was working in him towards it. Watford. W E went by Watford ; where I made a Vifit to the Countefs of Carlijle, (intend- ing to have feen the Earl, but he was gone to London) and fhe received me in her Clofet with Refpe6t, none being prefent but Helen Fairley, who had been her Gen- tlewoman •, but having been lately convinced, another was then in her Place. The Countefs afked me divers Queftions concerning the Way of Truth as pro- fefled by us ; of the Sacraments, commonly fo called ; of Women's Preaching ; of our Marriages ; and of the Grace of God, i^c. To all which I anfwered in much Plainnefs, and, I believe, to her Satisfaftion, '•jiz. " As to the two Sacraments ; the National Church owns. That a Sacrament " is an outward and vifible Sign of an inward and fpiritual Grace ; and, if it is a " Sign, it cannot be the Thing fignified. That Grace, of which thofe Symbols " are called Signs, hath appeared, and doth appear, unto all Men -, as well where " thofe Signs are ufed, as where they are not ufed or heard of: So that there " can be no Advantage in the Ufe of fuch Signs, but in that Grace which, thro' " Christ, is given of the Father unto all Men, being a divine aftive Principle *' and Power, illuminating, inftrufting and guiding the Minds of all that believe *' therein, into all Truth neceffary for the Salvation of the Soul. And the great " God, Creator of Heaven and Earth, King of Kings, and Lord of Lords, is no " Refpeder of Perfons in his Difpenfations of Grace to the Children of Men ; " but gives more or lefs as it pleafeth him, but to every one that which is fuffici- " ent ; and hath no Regard or Difregard therein to thofe Diftinftions, formed " and impofed by Mortals, one upon another, in this World : So that High and " Low, Rich and Poor, Noble and Ignoble, have all Grace fufficient for their *' Salvation, if they believe therein and obey ; as it is written. By Grace are ye " faved, through Faith, and that not of yowfehes, it is the Gift of God : Yet you " who are great in this World are in mod Danger, becaufe of the Cares, Riches, " Plcafures, Honours, and Glory of it : for as the Mofl High regardeth none of " thefe Things, but confiders you only as others of M.inkind, thefe high Stations " and Circumftances delude your Hearts by their glittering Delights, and betray " you into a Forgetflilnefs of God your Creator, and a Negleft of the Gift of " his Grace which is in you, tho' the Lord is not a-wanting to you in his kind " and merciful Admonitions and Reproofs in your own Minds. "And though you are fometimes brought thereby into inward and deep Con- " fiderations of your Ways, your latter End, and a future State, as others are ; " yet of T H M yl S ST R r. 89 "* yet you are under the greater Difadvantages thro' the Eminence of your Sta- Anno *' tions and Circumllances in the World, being thereby placed out of the Reach 1696. " of the Converfation and Information of the true and fincere Miniflers of the " Lord Jesus; who, as they love you truly, thro' his Grace, would deal " plainly, yet difcreetly and refpeftfully with you, for the Sake and Redempti- " on of yoLi'r precious Souls, without any Flattery, or mean mercenary End, or " other terrene View. " But it is lamentable to fee and confider, that when the Grace of God, as *' it is the divine Light of his Prcfence through the Lord Jesus Christ, let- *' teth you fee yourfelves, and the Errors of your Ways ; and brings Remorfc *' over you, and a fecret Humiliation and Sadncfs into your Minds, appearing " fometimes in your Afpefts and Behaviour; when none of your Pailimes, En- "• joyments, or Diverfions have any Relifh, or afford any Satisfaftion at all : *' Then (inftead of the Counlel and Help of fuch as have known this Word of " Reproof, and walked in the Path of Life eternal, to direft you in the Way " which leads to the Kingdom of God, and to that eternal and unlpeakable " Glory, the beatifick Vifion of his Countenance, which never ends, as all this *' World, and the Glory and Plcafures of it do, even in a Moment, and are " known no more) you have two ibrts of Men in particular near you, by whofe " Ignorance, Self-views and Flattery, you are in more Danger of everlaflino- *' Ruin than thole in lower Stadons : For, in the Times of llumiliation, when *' you are fitted for the Teachings of God, (as it is written, ne Humble he will •' teacb^ and the Meek he will guide in ^Judgment) then your Priefts i;iy you are " melancholly •, a Ball, or other unchriftian-like Diverfion muft be promoted, " and your Phyficians muft give Phyfick to your Bodies ; when, alas ! the Sick- *' nefs is in the Soul, and they know it not, and can never be cured, but by the " Phyfician of Value, the High Prieft of God, and Saviour of the Soul ; who " firft flays in it the vain and finful Life of the World, in which all the Evils " thereof do dwell, and then breathes into it Life eternal, the Life of Jesus " the Son of God, who never fell. " A N D, as to Women's Preaching, it ought to be impartially obferved, that " the Difference of Sexes confifts altogether in various Modifications of Body *' and organical Diftlniitions, and not in any Diverfity of Faculties in the human *' Soul ; the intellectual Powers being alike common to Male antl Female, and *' the Nature of the Mind the fame in both, and confequently fufceptible of the *' like and lame ImprclTions and Impulfes: And accordingly the Almighty, point- " ing at the Difpenfation of the Gofpel by Ji^f/ the Prophet, lakh, I will pour out Jodii. 28,29. *' my Spirit upon all Fleflj, and your Sons and your Daughters pall prophecy. A- *' gain. Upon the Servants and upon the Handmaids^ in thofe Days, will I pour out " ?ny Spirit : And by the Word prophecy is underftood, by all Interpreters, preach- *' ing the Gofpel. And this Prophecy took place in the Church of Christ at " the Coming of the Holy Ghoft (or Christ in Spirit) at Jerufalem, at the " Time of Pentecoll: -, v>'here, if no Woman fpake, (though we have no exprefs " Account that any did) the Apoftle Peter did not apply that Text properly and " without Exception ; which we are not to fuppofe. '"And though the Apoftle Paul takes fome Exceptions, and that with Sharp- " nefs, againft- fome Women as to that F.xercife in the Church, yet not againft " all ', for himlelf declares how Women, ufing that Exercife, ought to be cir- " cumftanccd ; and recommends Phebc as a Minifter of the Church which was at *■* Cenchrea : And Philip had four Daughters, all Preachers : And Prifcilla, as well Z *'a& Afts ii. 1 6- 18. 90 Anno 1696. The LIFE, i^c. as Aquilla her Hufband, was a Preacher in the Days of the Apoftles ; and flie, as well as he, inftrufted Apollo further in the Way of C h r i st, tho' he had been a Preacher before. I conclude therefore, with Truth, that Women both may and ought to preach, under the Gofpel Difpenfation, when the Spirit of the Lord is upon them, and thereunto called, and qualified thereby ; and. many fuch we have now among us, very acceptable in their Miniftry : So that we know by Experience, that they are fent of God, according to the various Degrees ol their Gifts, as well as the Men, and receive them accordingly in the Lord." Albans. Hartford. She heard what I faid with Candour and Patience, and I took Leave of her with great Satisfadtion in my Mind. And, this Vifit being over, I returned to the Houfe of our Friend Alice Hays ; where I related the Paflage, with o- ther Circumftances here omitted, to feveral Friends there at that Time, which well afFefted them -, and we were all favoured with the divine Prefence on the Oc- cafion, and had a very comfortable Time together in Prayer : after which we de- parted thence towards Albans^ where we had appointed a Meeting tliat Afternoon i after which we went to Hartford. The next Day, being the 9th of the Month, we had a Meeting there ; which at firft was very hard and fhut up, bur ended well, in a weighty Senfe of the di- vine Prefence. Hare Street. Baldock. Stilton. Wentsford. Nottingham. Mansfield. Balbur-Hall. Sheffield. Burton. Leeds. That Evening we went to John Etteridge's, at Hare-Street ; where we lod- ged, and next Day had a Meeting near that Place ; which, at firft, was drowfy, hard, and dry, but, after a while, became as a little River, overflowing its Banks, to the Comfort and Refrefhment of the Friends and us, and to the Honour of the Name of the Lord ; of whom alone is the Power, which he difpenfeth when and where he pleafeth. That Evening we returned to the fame Lodging ; and, the next Morning, there came a Concern upon our Minds, and John Ette- ridge, being much fpent in a Confumption, uttered a few Sentences, concerning a Day coming on a- pace, wherein the Lord would gather many, as from the four Winds, a numberlefs Number, to fit down with Abraham, Ifaac, and Jacob, in the Kingdom of God, in divine Reft and Peace j and, after Prayer, we departed, greatly comforted ; as alfo were the Friends in the Family. That Day we had a Meeting at Baldock; which, for a while, was fmall, poor, and dry, but, in the End a little better. The 1 2th, being the Firft Day of the Week, we were at Cambridge ; where came two Priefts, feveral young Collegians, and fome other People ; they were fober, and the Meeting was peaceable : From thence we went, by Huntington, to Stilton J thence to fVentsford ; and fo on to Nottingham ; and, on the 1 5th, fell in with the Meeting at Mansfield, which was fmall and poor ; and, that Evening, went to Balbur-Hall, and lodged with Sir John Rhodes, Baronet ; who, being convinced of Truth very young, embraced the fame under the Crofs -, forfaking all the Honour of this World, and the Friendftiip of it, for that Honour which is of God only, and the Friendftiip and Fellowlhip of the faithful and fanftified in C h Ri sT ; of whom he is beloved and honoured in the Truth as worthy. Thence we went to Sheffield ; and fo to Burton, to Francis Harrifon's, where we lodged; thence through Lff^;, and, by feveral Stages, into CKw^