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Sent, post-paid, on receipt of price by the Publishers, HOUGHTON, MIFFLIN AND COMPANY, BOSTON, MASS. A ROMAN SINGER F. MARION CRAWFORD AUTHOR OF "MR. ISAACS," "DOCTOR CLAUDIUS," "TO LEEWARD" BOSTON HOUGHTON, MIFFLIN AND COMPANY New York: 11 East Seventeenth Street 1884 Copyright, 1883 and 1884, BY HOUGHTON, MIFFLIN & CO. AND F. MARION CRAWFORD. All rights reserved. The Riverside Press, Cambridge : Electrotyped and Printed by II. 0. Iloughton & Co. PS |455 A ROMAN SINGER. I. I, COENELIO GRANDI, who tell you these things, have a story of my own, of which some of you are not ignorant. You know, for one thing, that I was not always poor, nor always a professor of philos ophy, nor a scribbler of pedantic articles for a living. Many of you can remember why I was driven to sell my patrimony, the dear castello in the Sabines, with the good corn-land and the vine yards in the valley, and the olives, too. For I am not old yet ; at least, Mariuccia is older, as I often tell her. These are queer times. It was not any fault of mine. But now that Nino is growing to be a famous man in the world, and people are saying good things and bad about him, and many say that he did wrong in this matter, I think it best to tell you all the whole truth and what I think of it. For Nino is just like a son to me ; I brought him up from a little child, and taught him Latin, and would have made a philosopher of him. What could I do ? He had so much voice that he did not know what to do with it. 4 A ROMAN SINGER. His mother used to sing. What a piece of a woman she was ! She had a voice like a man's, and when De Pretis brought his singers to the festa once upon a time, when I was young, he heard her far down below, as we walked on the terrace of the palazzo, and asked me if I would not let him educate that young tenor. And when I told him it was one of the contadine, the wife of a tenant of mine, he would not believe it. But I never heard her sing after Serafino that was her husband was killed at the fair in Genazzano. And one day the fevers took her, and so she died, leaving Nino a little baby. Then you know what happened to me, about that time, and how I sold Castel Serveti and came to live here in Rome. Nino was brought to me here. One day in the autumn, a carrettiere from Serveti, who would sometimes stop at my door and leave me a basket of grapes in the vin tage, or a pitcher of fresh oil in winter, because he never used to pay his house-rent when I was his landlord but he is a good fellow, Gigi and so he tries to make amends now ; well, as I was say ing, he came one day and gave me a great basket of fine grapes, and he brought Nino with him, a lit tle boy of scarce six years just to show him to me, he said. He was an ugly little boy, with a hat of no par ticular shape and a dirty fece. He had great black eyes, with ink-saucers under them, calamai, as we say, just as he has now. Only the eyes are bigger now, and the circles deeper. But he is still suffi- A ROMAN SINGER. 5 ciently ugly. If it were not for his figure, which is pretty good, he could never have made a fortune with his voice. De Pretis says he could, but I do not believe it. Well, I made Gigi come in with Nino, and Mariuccia made them each a great slice of toasted bread and spread it with oil, and gave Gigi a glass of the Serveti wine, and little Nino had some with water. And Mariuccia begged to have the child left with her till Gigi went back the next day ; for she is fond of children and comes from Serveti herself. And that is how Nino came to live with us. That old woman has 110 principles of economy, and she likes children. " What does a little creature like that eat ? " said she. " A bit of bread, a little soup macche ! You will never notice it, I tell you. And the poor thing has been living on charity. Just imagine whether you are not quite as able to feed him as Gigi is ! " So she persuaded me. But at first I did it to please her, for I told her our proverb, which says there can be nothing so untidy about a house as children and chickens. He was such a dirty little boy, with only one shoe and a battered hat, and he was always singing at the top of his voice and throwing things into the well in the cortile. Mariuccia can read a little, though I never be lieved it until I found her one day teaching Nino his letters out of the Vite dei Santi. That was probably the first time that her reading was ever of any use to her, and the last, for I think she knows 6 A ROMAN SINGER. the Lives of the Saints by heart, and she will cer tainly not venture to read a new book at her age. However, Nino very soon learned to know as much as she, and she will always be able to say that she laid the foundation of his education. He soon forgot to throw handfuls of mud into the well, and Mariuccia washed him, and I bought him a pair of shoes, and we made him look very decent. After a time he did not even remember to pull the cat's tail in the morning, so as to make her sing with him, as he said. When Mariuccia went to church she would take him with her, and he seemed very fond of going, so that I asked him one day if he would like to be a priest when he grew up, and wear beautiful robes and have pretty little boys to wait on him with censers in their hands. " No," said the little urchin, stoutly, " I won't be a priest." He found in his pocket a roast chestnut Mariuccia had given him, and began to shell it. " Why are you always so fond of going to church, then?" Tasked. "If I were a big man," quoth he, "but really big, I would sing in church, like Maestro de Pretis." " What would you sing, Nino ? " said I, laughing. He looked very grave and got a piece of brown paper and folded it up. Then he began to beat time on my knees and sang out boldly, Cornu ejus exaltabitur. It was enough to make one laugh, for he was A ROMAN SINGER. 7 only seven years old, and ugly too. But Mariuccia, who was knitting in the hall-way, called out that it was just what Maestro Ercole had sung the day before at vespers, every syllable. I have an old piano in my sitting-room. It is a masterpiece of an instrument, I can tell you ; for one of the legs is gone and I propped it up with two empty boxes, and the keys are all black except those that have lost the ivory, and those are green. It has also five pedals, disposed as a harp underneath ; but none of them make any impres sion on the sound, except the middle one, which rings a bell. The sound-board has a crack in it somewhere, Nino says, and two of the notes are dumb since the great German maestro came home with my boy one night, and insisted on playing an accompaniment after supper. We had stewed chickens and a flask of Cesanese, I remember, and I knew something would happen to the piano. But Nino would never have any other, for De Pretis has a very good one ; and Nino studies without any thing just a common tuning fork that he car ries in his pocket. But the old piano was the be ginning of his fame. He got into the sitting-room one day, by himself, and found out that he could make a noise by striking the keys, and then he dis covered that he could make tunes, and pick out the ones that were always ringing in his head. After that he could hardly be dragged away from it, so that I sent him to school to have some quiet in the house. 8 A ROMAN SINGER. He was a clever boy, and I taught him Latin and gave him our poets to read ; and as he grew up I would have made a scholar of him, but he would not. At least, he was always willing to learn and to read ; but he was always singing, too. Once I caught him declaiming " Arma virumque cano " to an air from the Trovatore, and knew he could never be a scholar then, though he might know a great deal. Besides, he always preferred Dante to Virgil, and Leopardi to Horace. One day, when he was sixteen or thereabouts, he was making a noise, as usual, shouting some motive or other to Mariuccia and the cat, while I was laboring to collect my senses over a lecture I had to prepare. Suddenly his voice cracked horribly and his singing ended in a sort of groan. It hap pened again once or twice, the next day, and then the house was quiet. I found him at night asleep over the old piano, his eyes all wet with tears. "What is the matter, Nino?" I asked. "It is time for youngsters like you to be in bed." "Ah, Messer Cornelio," he said, when he was awake, " I had better go to bed, as you say. I shall never sing again, for my voice is all broken to pieces ; " and he sobbed bitterly. " The saints be praised," thought I ; " I shall make a philosopher of you yet ! " But he would not be comforted, and for several months he went about as if he were trying to find the moon, as we say ; and though he read his books and made progress, he was always sad and wretched, A ROMAN SINGER. . 9 and grew much thinner, so that Mariuccia said he was consuming himself, and I thought he must be in love. But the house was very quiet. I thought as he did, that he would never sing again, but I never talked to him about it, lest he should try, now that he was as quiet as a nightin gale with its tongue cut out. But nature meant differently, I suppose. One day De Pretis came to see me ; it must have been near the new year, for he never came often at that time. It was only a friendly recollection of the days when I had a cas- tello and a church of my own at Serveti, and used to have him come from Rome to sing at the festa, and he came every year to see me ; and his head grew bald as mine grew gray, so that at last he wears a black skull cap everywhere, like a priest, and only takes it off when he sings the Gloria Patri, or at the Elevation. However, he came to see me, and Nino sat mutely by, as we smoked a little and drank the syrup of violets with water that Mariuccia brought us. It was one of her external extrava gances, but somehow, though she never understood the value of economy, my professorship brought in more than enough for us, and it was not long after this that I began to buy the bit of vineyard out of Porta Salara, by installments from my savings. And since then, we have our own wine. De Pretis was talking to me about a new opera that he had heard. He never sang except in church, of course, but he used to go to the theatre of an evening ; so it was quite natural that he should go 10 A ROMAN SINGER. to the piano and begin to sing a snatch of the tenor air to me, explaining the situation as he went along, between his singing. Nino could not sit still, and went and leaned over Sor Ercole, as we call the maestro, hanging on the notes, not daring to try and sing, for he had lost his voice, but making the words with his lips. " Dio mio ! " he cried at last, " how I wish I could sing that ! " " Try it," said De Pretis, laughing and half in terested by the boy's earnest look. " Try it I will sing it again." But Nino's face fell. " It is no use," he said. " My voice is all broken to pieces now, because I sang too much before." " Perhaps it will come back," said the musician kindly, seeing the tears in the young fellow's 63^68. " See, we will try a scale." He struck a chord. " Now, open your mouth so Do-o-o-o ! " He sang a long note. Nino could not resist any longer, whether he had any voice or not. He blushed red and turned away, but he opened his mouth and made a sound. " Do-o-o-o ! " He sang like the master, but much weaker. " Not so bad ; now the next, Re-e-e ! " Nino fol lowed him. And so on, up the scale. After a few more notes, De Pretis ceased to smile, and cried, " Go on, go on ! " after every note, au thoritatively, and in quite a different manner from his first kindly encouragement. Nino, who had not sung for months, took courage and a long breath, A ROMAN SINGER. 11 and went on as he was bid, his voice gaining volume and clearness as he sang higher. Then De Pretis stopped and looked at him earnestly. " You are mad," he said. " You have not lost your voice at all." " It was quite different when I used to sing be fore," said the boy. " Per Bacco, I should think so," said the maestro. " Your voice has changed. Sing something, can't you?" Nino sang a church air he had caught some where. 1 never heard such a voice, but it gave me a queer sensation that I liked it was so true, and young, and clear. De Pretis sat open-mouthed with astonishment and admiration. When the boy had finished, he stood looking at the maestro, blushing very scarlet, and altogether ashamed of himself. The other did not speak. " Excuse me," said Nino, " I cannot sing. I have not sung for a long time. I know it is not worth anything." De Pretis recovered himself. " You do not sing," said he, " because you have not learned. But you can. If you will let me teach you, I will do it for nothing." " Me ! " screamed Nino, " you teach me ! Ah, if it were any use if you only would ! " " Any use ? " repeated De Pretis half aloud, as he bit his long black cigar half through in his ex citement. " Any use ? My dear boy, do you know that you have a very good voice ? A remarkable voice," he continued, carried away by his admira- 12 A ROMAN SINGER. tion, " such a voice as I have never heard. You can be the first tenor of your age, if you please in three years you will sing anything you like, and go to London and Paris, and be a great man. Leave it to me." I protested that it was all nonsense, that Nino was meant for a scholar and not for the stage, and I was quite angry with De Pretis for putting such ideas into the boy's head. But it was of no use. You cannot argue with women and singers, and they always get their own way in the end. And whether I liked it or not, Nino began to go to Sor Ercole's house once or twice a week, and sang scales and exercises very patiently, and copied music in the evening, because he said he would not be de pendent on me, since he could not follow my wishes in choosing a profession. De Pretis did not praise him much to his face after they had begun to study, but he felt sure he would succeed. "Caro Conte," he often calls me Count, though I am only plain Professore, now " he has a voice like a trumpet, and the patience of all the angels. He will be a great singer." "Well, it is not my fault," I used to answer; for what could I do ? When you see Nino now, you cannot imagine that he was ever a dirty little boy from the moun tains, with one shoe, and that infamous little hat. I think he is ugly still, though you do not think so when he is singing, and he has good strong limbs and broad shoulders, and carries himself like a sol- A ROMAN SINGER. 13 dier. Besides, he is always very well dressed, though he has no affectations. He does not wear his hair plastered into a love lock 011 his forehead, like some of our dandies, nor is he eternally pull ing a pair of monstrous white cuffs over his hands. Everything is very neat about him, and very quiet, so that you would hardly think he was an artist after all; and he talks but little, though he can talk very well when he likes, for he has not forgot ten his Dante nor his Leopardi. De Pretis says the reason he sings so well is because he has a mouth like the slit in an organ pipe, as wide as a letter-box at the post-office. But I think he has succeeded because he has great square jaws like Napoleon. People like that always succeed. My jaw is small, and my chin is pointed under my beard but then, with the beard no one can see it. But Mariuccia knows. Nino is a thoroughly good boy, and until a year ago he never cared for anything but his art ; and now he cares for something, I think, a great deal better than art, even than art like his. But he is a singer still, and always will be, for he has an iron throat, and never was hoarse in his life. All those years when he was growing up, he never had a love- scrape, or owed money, or wasted his time in the caffe. " Take care," Mariuccia used to say to me, " if he ever takes a fancy to some girl with blue eyes and fair hair, he will be perfectly crazy. Ah, Sor Conte, she had blue eyes, and her hair was like the 14 A ROMAN SINGER. corn-silk. How many years is that, Sor Conte mio?" Mariuccia is an old witch. I am writing this story to tell you why Mariuc cia is a witch, and why my Nino, who never so much as looked at the beauties of the generone, as they came with their fathers and brothers and mothers to eat ice-cream in the Piazza Colonna, and listen to the music of a summer's evening, Nino, who stared absently at the great ladies as they rolled over the Pincio in their carriages, and was whist ling airs to himself for practice when he strolled along the Corso, instead of looking out for pretty faces, Nino, the cold in all things save in mu sic, why he fulfilled Mariuccia' s prophecy, little by little, and became perfectly crazy about blue eyes and fair hair. That is what I am going to tell you, if you have the leisure to listen. And you ought to know it, because evil tongues are more plentiful than good voices in Rome, as elsewhere, and people are saying many spiteful things about him, though they clap loudly enough at the the atre when he sings. He is like a son to me, and perhaps I am recon ciled, after all, to his not having become a philoso pher. He would never have been so famous as he is now, and he really knows so much more than Maestro De Pretis in other ways than music that he is very presentable indeed. What is blood, nowadays ? What difference does it make to so ciety whether Nino Cardegna, the tenor, was the son of a vine-dresser ? Or what does the University A ROMAN SINGER. 15 care for the fact that I, Cornelio Grandi, am the last of a race as old as the Colomias, and quite as honorable ? What does Mariuccia care ? What does anybody care ? Corpo di Bacco ! if we begin talking 1 of race we shall waste as much time as O would make us all great celebrities ! I am not a celebrity I never shall be now, for a man must begin at that trade young. It is a profession be ing celebrated and it has its signal advantages. Nino will tell you so, and he has tried it. But one must begin young, very young! I cannot begin again. And then, as you all know, I never began at all. I took up life in the middle, and am trying hard to twist a rope of which I never held the other end. I feel sometimes as though it must be the life of another that I have taken, leaving my own unfin ished, for I was never meant to be a professor. That is the way of it ; and if I am sad and inclined to melancholy humors, it is because I miss my old self, and he seems to have left me without even a kindly word at parting. I was fond of my old self. But I did not respect him much. And my present self I respect, without fondness. Is that meta physics ? Who knows ? It is vanity in either case, and the vanity of self-respect is perhaps a more dangerous thing than the vanity of self-love, though you may call it pride if you like, or give it any other high-sounding title. But the heart of the vain man is lighter than the heart of the proud. ^Probably Nino has always had much self-respect, 16 A ROMAN SINGER. but I doubt if it has made him very happy until lately. True, he has genius, and does what he must by nature do or die, whereas I have not even talent, and I make myself do for a living what I can never do well. What does it serve, to make comparisons ? I could never have been like Nino, though I believe half my pleasure of late has been in fancying how I should feel in his place, and liv ing through his triumphs by my imagination. Nino began at the very beginning, and when all his cap ital was one shoe and a ragged hat, and certainly not more than a third of a shirt, he said he would be a great singer ; and he is, though he is scarcely of age yet. I wish it had been something else than a singer, but since he is the first already, it was worth while. He would have been great in any thing, though, for he has such a square jaw, and he looks so fierce when anything needs to be over come. Our forefathers must have* looked like that, with their broad eagle noses and iron mouths. They began at the beginning, too, and they went to the very end. I wish Nino had been a gen eral, or a statesman, or a cardinal, or all three, like Richelieu. But you want to hear of Nino, and you can pass on your ways, all of you, without hearing my reflec tions and small-talk about goodness, and success, and the like. Moreover, since I respect myself now, I must not find so much fault with my own doings, or you will say that I am in my dotage. And, truly, Nino Cardegna is a better man, for all A ROMAN SINGER. 17 his peasant blood, than I ever was ; a better lover, and perhaps a better hater. There is his guitar, that he always leaves here, and it reminds me of him and his ways. Fourteen years he lived here with me, from child to boy and from boy to man, and now he is gone, never to live here any more. The end of it will be that I shall go and live with him, and Mariuccia will take her cat and her knit ting, and her Lives of the Saints back to Serveti, to end her life in peace, where there are no profes sors and no singers. For Mariuccia is older than I am, and she will die before me. At all events, she will take her tongue with her, and ruin herself at her convenience without ruining me. I wonder what life would be, without Mariuccia ? Would anybody darn my stockings, or save the peel of the mandarins to make cordial ? I certainly would not have the mandarins, if she were gone it is a lux ury. No, I would not have them. But then, there would be no cordial, and I should have to buy new stockings every year or two. No, the mandarins cost less than the stockings and well, I sup pose I am fond of Mariuccia. 2 II. IT was really not so long ago only one year. The scirocco was blowing up and down the streets, and about the corners, with its sickening blast, mak ing us all feel like dead people, and hiding away the sun from us. It is no use trying to do anything when it blows scirocco, at least for us who are born here. But I had been persuaded to go with Nino to the house of Sor Ercole to hear my boy sing the opera he had last studied, and so I put my cloak over my shoulders, and wrapped its folds over my breast, and covered my mouth, and we went out. For it was a cold scirocco, bringing showers of tepid rain from the south, and the drops seemed to chill themselves as they fell. One moment you are in danger of being too cold, and the next minute the perspiration stands on your forehead, and you are oppressed with a moist heat. Like the prophet, when it blows a real scirocco you feel as if you were poured out like water, and all your bones were out of joint. Foreigners do not feel it until they have lived with us a few years, but Romans are like dead men when the wind is in that quarter. I went to the maestro's house and sat for two hours listening to the singing. Nino sang very creditably, I thought, but I allow that I was not as A ROMAN SINGER. 19 attentive as I might have been, for I was chilled and uncomfortable. Nevertheless, I tried to be very appreciative, and I complimented the boy on the great progress he had made. When I thought of it, it struck me that I had never heard anybody sing like that before, but still there was something lack ing ; I thought it sounded a little unreal, and I said to myself that he would get admiration, but never any sympathy. So clear, so true, so rich ,it was, but wanting a ring to it, the little thrill that goes to the heart. He sings very differently now. Maestro Ercole de Pretis lives in the Via Paola, close to the Ponte Sant' Angelo, in a most decent little house that is, of course, on a floor of a house, as we all do. But De Pretis is well to do, and he has a marble door-plate, engraved in black with his name, and two sitting-rooms. They are not very large rooms, it is true, but in one of them he gives his lessons, and the grand piano fills it up entirely, so that you can only sit on the little black horsehair sofa at the end, and it is very hard to get past the piano on either side. Ercole is as broad as he is long, and takes snuff when he is not smoking. But it never hurts his voice. It was Sunday, I remember, for he had to sing in St. Peter's in the afternoon ; and it was so near, we walked over with him. Nino had never lost his love for church music, though he had made up his mind that it was a much finer thing to be a primo tenore assoluto at the Apollo Theatre than to sing in the Pope's choir for thirty scudi a month. We 20 A ROMAN SINGER. walked along over the bridge, and through the Borgo Nuovo, and across the Piazza Rusticucci, and then we skirted the colonnade oil the left, and en tered the church by the sacristy, leaving De Pretis there to put on his purple cassock and his white cotta. Then we went into the Capella del Coro to wait for the vespers. All sorts of people go to St. Peter's on Sunday afternoon, but they are mostly foreigners, and bring strange little folding chairs, and arrange themselves to listen to the music as though it were a concert. Now and then one of the young gentlemen-in-wait- ing from the Vatican strolls in and says his prayers, and there is an old woman, very ragged and mis erable, who has haunted the chapel of the choir for many years, and sits with perfect unconcern, tell ing her beads at the foot of the great reading-desk that stands out in the middle and is never used. Great ladies crowd in through the gate when Rai- mondi's hymn is to be sung, and disreputable ar tists make sketches surreptitiously during the ben ediction without the slightest pretense at any de votion that I can see. The lights shine out more brightly as the day wanes, and the incense curls up as the little boys swing the censers, and the priests and canons chant, and the choir answers from the organ loft ; and the crowd looks on, some saying their prayers, some pretending to, and some look ing about for the friend or lover they have come to meet. That evening when we went over together, I A ROMAN SINGER. 21 found myself pushed against a tall man with an im mense gray mustache standing out across his face like the horns of a beetle. He looked down on me from time to time, and when I apologized for crowding him his face flushed a little, and he tried to bow as well as he could in the press, and said something with a German accent which seemed to be courteous. But I was separated from Nino by him. Maestro Ercole sang, and all the others, turn and turn about, and so at last it came to the ben ediction. The tall old foreigner stood erect and unbending, but most of the people around him, kneeled. As the crowd sank down, I saw that on the other side of him sat a lady on a small folding stool, her feet crossed one over the other, and her hands folded on her knees. She was dressed en tirely in black, and her fair face stood out wonder fully clear and bright against the darkness. Truly she looked more like an angel than a woman, though perhaps you will think she is not so beau tiful after all, for she is so unlike our Roman la dies. She has a delicate nose, full of sentiment, and pointed a little downward for pride ; she has deep blue eyes, wide apart and dreamy, and a little shaded by brows that are quite level and even, with a straight penciling over them, that looks really as if it were painted. Her lips are very red and gentle, and her face is very white, so that the little ringlet that has escaped control looks like a gold tracery on a white marble ground. And there she sat, with the last light from the 22 A ROMAN SINGER. tall windows and the first from the great wax can dles shining on her, while all around seemed dark by contrast. She Booked like an angel ; and quite as cold, perhaps most of you would say. Diamonds are cold things, too, but they shine in the dark; whereas a bit of glass just lets the light through it, even if it is colored red and green and put in a church window, and looks ever so much warmer than the diamond. But though I saw her beauty and the light of her face, all in a moment, as though it had been a dream, I saw Nino too ; for I had missed him, and had supposed he had gone to the organ loft with De Pretis. But now, as the people kneeled to the benediction, imagine a little what he did ! he just dropped on his knees with his face to the white lady, and his back to the procession ; it was really disgraceful, and if it had been lighter I am sure every one would have noticed it. At all events, there he knelt, not three feet from the lady, looking at her as if his heart would break. But I do not believe she saw him, for she never looked his way. Afterwards everybody got up again, and we hurried to get out of the chapel ; but I noticed that the tall old foreigner gave his arm to the beautiful lady, and when they had pushed their way through the gate that leads into the body of the church, they did not go away, but stood aside for the crowd to pass. Nino said he would wait for De Pretis, and immediately turned his whole attention to the for eign girl, hiding himself in the shadow and never taking his eyes from her. A ROMAN SINGER. 23 I never saw Nino look at a woman before as though she interested him in the least, or I would not have been surprised now to see him lost in ad miration of the fair girl. I was close to him and could see his face, and it had a new expression on it that I did not know. The people were almost gone, and the lights were being extinguished when De Pretis came round the corner, looking for us. But I was astonished to see him bow low to the foreigner and the young lady, and then stop and enter into conversation with them. They spoke quite audibly, and it was about a lesson that the young lady had missed. She spoke like a Roman, but the old gentleman made himself understood in a series of stiff phrases, which he fired out of his mouth like discharges of musketry. " Who are they ? " whispered Nino to me, breath less with excitement, and trembling from head to foot. " Who are they, and how does the maestro know them ? " " Eh, caro mio, what am I to know ? " I an swered, indifferently. " They are some foreigners^ some pupil of De Pretis, and her father. Plow should I know ? " " She is a Roman," said Nino between his teeth. " I have heard foreigners talk. The old man is a foreigner, but she she is Roman," he repeated with certainty. " Eh," said I, " for my part she may be Chinese. The stars will not fall on that account." You see, I thought he had seen her before, and I wanted to 24 A ROMAN SINGER. exasperate him by my indifference so that he should tell me ; but he would not, and indeed I found out afterwards that he had really never seen her before. Presently the lady and gentleman went away, and we called De Pretis, for he could not see us in the gloom. Nino became very confidential, and linked an arm in his as we went away. " "Who are they, caro maestro, these enchanting people ? " inquired the boy when they had gone a few steps, and I was walking by Nino's side, and we were all three nearing the door. " Foreigners, my foreigners," returned the singer, proudly, as he took a colossal pinch of snuff. He seemed to say that he in his profes sion was constantly thrown with people like that, whereas I oh, I, of course, was always occupied with students and poor devils who had no voice, nothing but brains. " But she," objected Nino, " she is Roman, I am sure of it." " Eh," said Ercole, " you know how it is. These foreigners marry and come here and live, and their children are born here ; and they grow up and call themselves Romans, as proudly as you please. But they are not really Italians, any more than the Shah of Persia." The maestro smiled a pitying smile. He is a Roman of Rome, and his great nose scorns pretenders. In his view Piedmontese, Tuscans, and Neapolitans are as much foreigners as the Germans or the English. More so, for he likes A ROMAN SINGER. 25 the Germans and tolerates the English, but he can call an enemy by no worse name than " Napole- tano " or " Piemontese." " Then they live here?" cried Nino in delight. " Surely." "In fine, maestro mio, who are they?" " What a diavolo of a boy ! Dio mio ! " and Ercole laughed under his big mustache, which is black still. But he is bald, all the same, and wears a skull-cap. "Diavolo as much as you please, but I will know," said Nino sullenly. " Oh bene ! Now do not disquiet yourself, Nino I will tell you all about them. She is a pupil of mine, and I go to their house in the Corso and give her lessons." " And then? " asked Nino impatiently. " Who goes slowly goes surely," said the maestro sententiously ; and he stopped to light a cigar as black and twisted as his mustache. Then he con- tinued, standing still in the middle of the piazza to talk at his ease, for it had stopped raining and the air was moist and sultry, " They are Prussians, you must know. The old man is a colonel, retired, pen sioned, everything you like, wounded at Koniggratz by the Austrians. His wife was delicate, and he brought her to live here long before he left the ser vice, and the signorina was born here. He has told me about it, and he taught me to pronounce the name Koniggratz, so Conigherazzo," said the maestro proudly, "and that is how I know." 26 A ROMAN SINGER. " Capperi ! What a mouthful ! " said I. " You may well say that, Sor Conte, but singing teaches us all languages. You would have found it of great use in your studies." I pictured to myself a quarter of an hour of Schopenhauer, with a piano accompaniment and some one beating time. " But their name, their name I want to know," objected Nino, as he stepped aside and flattened himself against the pillar to let a carriage pass. As luck would have it, the old officer and his daughter were in that very cab, and Nino could just make them out by the evening twilight. He took off his hat, of course, but I am quite sure they did not see him. "Well, their name is prettier than Conighe- razzo," said Ercole. "It is Lira Erre Gheraffe fonne Lira." (Herr Graf von Lira, I suppose he meant. And he has the impudence to assert that singing has taught him to pronounce German.) " And that means," he continued, " II Conte di Lira, as we should say." " Ah ! what a divine appellation ! " exclaimed Nino enthusiastically, pulling his hat over his eyes to meditate upon the name at his leisure. " And her name is Edvigia," volunteered the maestro. That is the Italian for Hedwig, or Had- wig, you know. But we should shorten it and call her Gigia, just as though she were Luisa. Nino does not think it so pretty. Nino was silent. Perhaps he was already shy of repeating the familiar name of the first woman he had ever A ROMAN SINGER. 27 loved. Imagine ! At twenty he had never been in love ! It is incredible to me, and one of our own people, too, born at Serveti. Meanwhile the maestro's cigar had gone out, and he lit it with a blazing sulphur match, before he continued ; and we all walked on again. I re member it all very distinctly, because it was the beginning of Nino's madness. Especially I call to mind his expression of indifference when Ercole began to descant upon the worldly possessions of the Lira household. It seemed to me that if Nino so seriously cast his eyes on the Contessina Edvigia he might at least have looked pleased to hear she was so rich : or he might have looked disappointed, if he thought that her position was an obstacle in his way. But he did not care about it at all, and walked straight on, humming a little tune through his nose with his mouth shut, for he does every thing to a tune. " They are certainly gran' signori," Ercole said. " They live on the first floor of the Palazzo Car- mandola, you know, in the Corso, and they have a carriage, and keep two men in livery, just like a Roman prince. Besides, the count once sent me a bottle of wine at Christmas. It was as weak as water, and tasted like the solfatara of Tivoli, but it came from his own vineyard in Germany, and was at least fifty years old. If he has a vine yard, he has a castello, of course. And if he has a castello, he is a gran' signore, eh ? what do you think, Sor Conte ? You know about such things." VI- 28 A ROMAN SINGER. " I did once, maestro mio. It is very likely." " And as for the wine being sour, it was because it was so old. I am sure the Germans cannot make wine well. They are not used to drinking it good, or they would not drink so much when they come here." We were crossing the bridge, and nearing Ercole's house.. " Maestro," said Nino, suddenly. He had not spoken for some time, and he had finished his tune. "Well?" " Is not to-morrow our day for studying ? " " Diavolo ! I gave you two hours to-day. Have you forgotten ? " " Ah, it is true. But give me a lesson to morrow, like a good maestro as you are. I will sing like an angel, if you will give me a lesson to morrow." " Well, if you like to come at seven in the morn ing, and if you promise to sing nothing but sol feggi of Bordogni for an hour, and not to strain your voice, or put too much vinegar in your salad at supper, I will think about it. Does that please you ? Conte, don't let him eat too much vinegar." " I will do all that, if I may come," said Nino, readily, though he would rather not sing at all, at most times, than sing Bordogni, De Pretis tells me. " Meglio cosi, so much the better. Good-night, Sor Conte. Good-night, Nino." And so he turned down the Via Paola, and Nino and I went our way. I stopped to buy a cigar at the little tobacco shop just opposite the Tordinona Theatre. They used A ROMAN SINGER. 29 to be only a baiocco apiece, and I could get one at a time. But now they are two for three baiocchi ; and so I have to get two always, because there are no half baiocchi any more nothing but cen times. That is one of the sources of my extrava gance. Mariuccia says I am miserly ; she was born poor, and never had to learn the principles of econ omy. " Nino mio," I said, as we went along, " you really make me laugh." " Which is to say " He was humming a tune again, and was cross because I interrupted him. " You are in love. Do not deny it. You are already planning how you can make the acquain tance of the foreign contessa. You are a fool. Go home, and get Mariuccia to give you some syrup of tamarind to cool your blood." " Well ? Now tell me, were you never in love with any one yourself ? " he asked, by way of an swer ; and I could see the fierce look come into his eyes in the dark, as he said it. " Altro, that is why I laugh at you. When I was your age I had been in love twenty times. But I never fell in love at first sight and with a doll ; really a wax doll, you know, like the Ma donna in the presepio that they set up at the Ara Coali, at Epiphany." " A doll ! " he cried. " Who is a doll, if you please ? " We stopped at the corner of the street to argue it out. " Do you think she is really alive ? " I asked, 30 A ROMAN SINGER. laughing. Nino disdained to answer me, but he looked savagely from under the brim of his hat. " Look here," I continued, " women like that are only made to be looked at. They never love, for they have no hearts. It is lucky if they have souls, like Christians." " I will tell you what I think," said he stoutly ; " she is an angel." " Oh ! is that all ? Did you ever hear of an angel being married ? " " You shall hear of it, Sor Cornelio, and before long. I swear to you, here, that I will marry the Contessina di Lira if that is her name before two years are out. Ah, you do not believe me. Very well. I have nothing more to say." " My dear son," said I, for he is a son to me, " you are talking nonsense. How can anybody in your position hope to marry a great lady, who is an heiress ? Is it not true that it is all stuff and nonsense ? " " No, it is not true," cried Nino, setting his square jaw like a bit and speaking through his teeth. " I am ugly, you say ; I am dark, and I have no position, or wealth, or anything of the kind. I am the son of a peasant and of a peasant's wife. I am anything you please, but I will marry her if I say I will. Do you think it is for nothing that you have taught me the language of Dante, of Petrarca, of Silvio Pellico ? Do you think it is for nothing that Heaven has given me my voice? Do not the angels love music, and cannot I make A ROMAN SINGER. 31 as good songs as they ? Or do you think that be cause I am bred a singer my hand is not as strong as a fine gentleman's contadino as I am ? I will I will and I will, Basta ! " I never saw him look like that before. He had folded his arms, and he nodded his head a little at each repetition of the word, looking at me so hard, as we stood under the gas lamp in the street, that I was obliged to turn my eyes away. He stared me out of countenance he, a peasant boy ! Then we walked on. " And as for her being a wax doll, as you call her," he continued, after a little time, " that is non sense, if you want the word to be used. Truly, a doll ! And the next minute you compare her to the Madonna ! I am sure she has a heart as big as this," and he stretched out his hands into the air. " I can see it in her eyes. Ah, what eyes ! " I saw it was no use arguing on that tack, and I felt quite sure that he would forget all about it, though he looked so determined, and talked so grandly about his will. " Nino," I said, " I am older than you." I said this to impress him, of course, for I am not really so very old. " Diamini ! " he cried impertinently, " I believe it!" " Well, well, do not be impatient. I have seen something in my time, and I tell you those foreign women are not like ours, a whit. I fell in love, once, with a northern fairy, she was not German, 32 A ROMAN SINGER. but she came from Lombardy, you see, and that is the reason why I lost Serveti and all the rest." " But I have no Serveti to lose," objected Nino. " You have a career as a musician to lose. It is not much of a career, to be stamping about with a lot of figuranti and scene-shifters, and scream ing yourself hoarse every night." I was angry, be cause he laughed at my age. " But it is a career, after all, that you have chosen for yourself. If you get mixed up in an intrigue now, you may ruin yourself. I hope you will." "Grazie! And then?" " Eh, it might not be such a bad thing, after all. For if you could be induced to give up the stage " "I /give up singing ? " he cried, indignantly. " Oh, such things happen, you know. If you were to give it up, as I was saying, you might then possibly use your mind. A mind is a much better thing than a throat, after all." " Ebbene ! talk as much as you please, for, of course, you have the right, for you have brought me up, and you have certainly opposed my singing enough to quiet your conscience. But, dear pro fessor, I will do all that I say, and if you will give me a little help in this matter you will not repent it." " Help ? Dio mio ! What do you take me for ? As if I could help you, or would ! I suppose you want money to make yourself a dandy, a paino, to go and stand at the corner of the Piazza Colonna A ROMAN SINGER. 33 and ogle her as she goes by ! In truth ! You have fine projects." " No," said Nino, quietly, " I do not want any money, or anything else, at present, thank you. And do not be angry, but come into the caffd and drink some lemonade ; and I will invite you to it, for I have been paid for my last copying, that I sent in yesterday." He put his arm in mine, and we went in. There is no resisting Nino, when he is affectionate. But I would not let him pay for the lemonade. I paid for it myself. What extrav agance I III. Now I ought to tell you that many things in this story were only told me quite lately ; for at first I would not help Nino at all, thinking it was but a foolish fancy of his boy's heart and would soon pass. I have tried to gather and to order all the different incidents into one harmonious whole, so that you can follow the story ; and you must not wonder that I can describe some things that I did not see, and that I know how some of the people felt ; for Nino and I have talked over the whole matter very often, and the baroness came here and told me her share, though I wonder how she could talk so plainly of what must have given her so much pain. But it was very kind of her to come ; and she sat over there in the old green arm-chair, by the glass case that has the artificial flowers under it, and the sugar lamb that the padre curato gave Nino when he made his first communion at Easter. However, it is not time to speak of the baroness yet, but I cannot forget her. Nino was very amusing when he began to love the young countess, and the very first morning the day after we had been to St. Peter's he went out at half past six, though it was only just sunrise, for we were in October. I knew very well -A ROMAN SINGER. 35 that he was goiflg for his extra lesson with De Pretis, but I had nothing to say about it, and I only recommended him to cover himself well, for the scirocco had passed and it was a bright morn ing, with a clear tramontana wind blowing fresh from the north. I can always tell when it is a tra montana wind, before I open my window, for Ma- riuccia makes such a clattering with the coffee-pot in the kitchen, and the goldfinch in the sitting-room sings very loud ; which he never does if it is cloudy. Nino, then, went off to Maestro Ercole's house for his singing, and this is what happened there. De Pretis knew perfectly well that Nino had only asked for the extra lesson in order to get a chance of talking about the Contessina di Lira, and so, to tease him, as soon as he appeared the maes tro made a great bustle about singing scales, and insisted upon beginning at once. Moreover, he pretended to be in a bad humor ; and that is always pretense with him. " Ah, my little tenor," he began ; " you want a lesson at seven in the morning, do you ? That is the time when all the washerwomen sing at the fountain ! Well, you shall have a lesson, and by the body of Bacchus it shall be a real lesson ! Now, then ! Andiamo Do-o-o ! " and he roared out a great note that made the room shake, and a man who was selling cabbage in the street stopped his hand-cart and mimicked him for five minutes. " But I am out of breath, maestro," protested Nino, who wanted to talk. 36 A ROMAN SINGER. i " Out of breath ? A singer is never out of breath. Absurd ! What would you do if you got out of breath, say, in the last act of Lucia, so Bell' alma ado Then your breath ends, eh ? Will you stay with the ' adored soul ' between your teeth ? A fine singer you will make ! Andiamo ! Do-o-o ! " Nino saw he must begin, and he set up a shout, much against his will, so that the cabbage-vender chimed in, making so much noise that the old woman who lives opposite opened her window and emptied a great dustpan full of potato peel ings and refuse leaves of lettuce right on his head. And then there was a great noise. But the maestro paid no attention, and went on with the scale, hardly giving Nino time to breathe. Nino, who stood behind De Pretis while he sang, saw the copy of Bordogni's solfeggi lying on a chair, and managed to slip it under a pile of music near by, singing so lustily all the while that the maestro never looked round. When he got to the end of the scale, Ercole be gan hunting for the music, and as he could not find it Nino asked him questions. " Can she sing, this contessina of yours, maes tro?" De Pretis was overturning everything in his search. " An apoplexy on those solfeggi and on the man who made them ! " he cried. " Sing, did you say ? Yes, a great deal better than you ever will. Why can you not look for your music, instead of chat- A ROMAN SINGER. 37 tering ? " Nino began to look where he knew it was not. " By the bye, do you give her lessons every day ? " asked the boy. __" Every day ? Am I crazy, to ruin people's voices like that?" " Caro maestro, what is the matter with you, this morning ? You have forgotten to say your prayers ! " " You are a donkey, Nino ; here he is, this blessed Bordogni, now, come." " Sor Ercole mio," said Nino in despair, " I must really know something about this angel, before I sing at all." Ercole sat down on the piano stool, and puffed up his cheeks, and heaved a tremendous sigh, to show how utterly bored he was by his pu pil. Then he took a large pinch of snuff, and sighed again. " What demon have you got into your head ? " he asked, at length. " What angel, you mean," answered Nino, de lighted at having forced the maestro to a parley. " I am in love with her crazy about her," he cried, running his fingers through his curly hair, " and you must help me to see her. You can easily take me to her house to sing duets, as part of her lesson. I tell you I have not slept a wink all night for thinking of her, and unless I see her I shall never sleep again as long as I live. Ah ! " he cried, putting his hands on Ercole's shoulders, " you do not know what it is to be in love ! How every- 38 A ROMAN SINGER. thing one touches is fire, and the sky is like lead, and one minute you are cold and one minute you are hot, and you may turn and turn on your pil low all night, and never sleep, and you want to curse everybody you see, or to embrace them, it makes no difference anything to express the " , " Devil ! and may he carry you off ! " inter rupted Ercole, laughing. But his manner changed. " Poor fellow," he said presently, " it appears to me you are in love." " It appears to you, does it ? ' Appears ' a beautiful word, in faith. I can tell you it appears to me so, too. Ah ! it ' appears ' to you very good indeed ! " and Nino waxed wroth. " I will give you some advice, Ninetto mio. Do not fall in love with any one. It always ends badly." " You come late with your counsel, Sor Ercole. In truth, a very good piece of advice, when a man is fifty, and married, and wears a skull-cap. When I wear a skull-cap and take snuff, I will follow your instructions." He walked up and down the room, grinding his teeth and clapping his hands to gether. Ercole rose and stopped him. " Let us talk seriously," he said. " With all my heart ; as seriously as you please." " You have only seen this signorina once." " Once ! " cried Nino, " as if once were not " " Diavolo ! let me speak. You have only seen her once. She is noble, an heiress, a great lady worse than all, a foreigner ; as beautiful as a statue, if you please, but twice as cold. She has a father A ROMAN SINGER. 39 who knows the proprieties, a piece of iron, I tell you, who would kill you just as he would drink a glass of wine, with the greatest indifference, if he suspected you lifted your eyes to his daughter." " I do not believe your calumnies," said Nino, still hotly. " She is not cold, and if I can see her she will listen to me. I am sure of it." " We will speak of that by and by. You what are you ? Nothing but a singer, who has not even appeared before the public, without a baiocco in the world, or anything else but your voice. You are not even handsome." " What difference does that make to a woman of heart ? " retorted Nino angrily. " Let me only speak to her " "A thousand devils! " exclaimed De Pretis, im patiently ; " what good will you do by speaking to her ? Are you Dante, or Petrarca, or a preacher what are you ? Do you think you can have a great lady's hand for the asking? Do you flatter your self that you are so eloquent that nobody can with stand you ? " " Yes," said Nino boldly. " If I could only speak to her " " Then, in Heaven's name, go and speak to her. Get a new hat and a pair of lavender gloves, and walk about the Villa Borghese until you meet her, and then throw yourself on your knees and kiss her feet, and the dust from her shoes ; and say you are dying for her, and will she be good enough to walk as far as Santa Maria del Popolo and be married to 40 A ROMAN SINGER. you ! That is all ; you see it is nothing you ask a mere politeness on her part oh, nothing, nothing." And De Pretis rubbed his hands and smiled, and seeing that Nino did not answer, he blew his nose with his great blue cotton handkerchief. " You have no heart at all, maestro," said Nino at last. " Let us sing." They worked hard at Bordogni for half an hour, and Nino did not open his mouth except to produce the notes. But as his blood was up from the pre ceding interview he took great pains, and Ercole, who makes him sing all the solfeggi he can from a sense of duty, himself wearied of the ridiculous old-fashioned runs and intervals. " Bene," he said ; " let us sing a piece now, and then you will have done enough." He put an opera on the piano, and Nino lifted up his voice and sang, only too glad to give his heart passage to his lips. Ercole screwed up his eyes with a queer smile he has when he is pleased. " Capperi ! " he ejaculated, when Nino had done. " What has happened ? " asked the latter. " I cannot tell you what has happened," said Er cole, " but I will tell you that you had better always sing like that, and you will be applauded. Why have you never sung that piece in that way before ? " " I do not know. Perhaps it is because I am un happy/' " Very well, never dare to be happy again, if you mean to succeed. You can make a statue shed tears if you please." Ercole took a pinch of snuff, and A ROMAN SINGER. 41 turned round to look out of the window. Nino leaned on the piano, drumming with his fingers and looking at the back of the maestro's head. The first rays of the sun just fell into the room and gilded the red brick floor. " Then instead of buying lavender kid gloves," said Nino at last, his face relaxing a little, " and go ing to the Villa Borghese, you advise me to borrow a guitar and sing to my statue ? Is that it ? " " Che Diana ! I did not say that ! " said Ercole, still facing the window and finishing his pinch of snuff with a certain satisfaction. " But if you want the guitar, take it, there it lies. I will not answer for what you do with it." His voice sounded kind ly, for he was so much pleased. Then he made Nino sing again, a little love song of Tosti, who writes for the heart and sings so much better without a voice than all your stage tenors put together. And the maestro looked long at Nino when he had done, but he did not say anything. Nino put on his hat, gloomily enough, and prepared to go. " I will take the guitar, if you will lend it to me," he said. " Yes, if you like, and I will give you a hand kerchief to wrap it up with," said De Pretis, ab sently, but he did not get up from his seat. He was watching Nino, and he seemed to be thinking. Just as the boy was going with the instrument under his arm, he called him back. " Ebbene ? " said Nino, with his hand on the lock of the door. 42 A ROMAN SINGER. " I will make you a song to sing to your guitar," said Ercole. "You?" " Yes but without music. Look here, Nino sit down. What a hurry you are in! I was young myself, once upon a time." " Once upon a time ! Fairy stories once upon a time there was a king, and so on." Nino was not to be easily pacified. " Well, perhaps it is a fairy tale, but it is in the future. I have an idea." " Oh, is that all ? But it is perhaps the first time. I understand." " Listen. Have you read Dante ? " " I know the Vita Nuova by heart, and some of the Commedia. But how the diavolo does Dante enter into this question ? " " And Silvio Pellico, and a little literature ? " continued Ercole, not heeding the comment. " Yes, after a fashion. And you ? Do you know them ? " " Che c'entro io ? " cried Ercole impatiently ; " what do I want to know such things for ? But I have heard of them." " I congratulate you," replied Nino ironically. " Have patience. You are no longer an artist. You are a professor of literature." "I a professor of literature ? What nonsensa are you talking? " "You are a great stupid donkey, Nino. Sup posing I obtain for you an engagement to read lit- A ROMAN SINGER. 43 erature with the Contessina di Lira, will you not be a professor ? If you prefer singing " But Nino comprehended in a flash the whole scope of the proposal, and threw his arms round Ercole's neck and embraced him. " What a mind ! Oh, maestro mio, I will die for you! Command me, and I will do anything for you ; I will run errands for you, black your boots, anything" he cried in the ecstasy of delight that overmastered him. " Piano, piano," objected the maestro, disengag ing himself from his pupil's embrace. " It is not done yet. There is much, much to think of first." Nino retreated, a little disconcerted at not find ing his enthusiasm returned, but radiant still. " Calm yourself," said Ercole, smiling. " If you do this thing, you must act a part. You must manage to conceal your occupation entirely. You must look as solemn as an undertaker and be a real professor. They will ultimately find you out, and throw you out of the window, and dismiss me for recommending you. But that is nothing." "No," said Nino, "that is of no importance." And he ran his fingers through his hair, and looked delighted. "You shall know all about it this evening, or to-morrow " "This evening, Sor Ercole, this evening, or I shall die. Stay, let me go to the house with you, when you give your lesson, and wait for you at the door." 44 A ROMAN SINGER. " Pumpkin-head ! I will have nothing to do with you," said De Pretis. " Ah, I will be as quiet as you please. I will be like a lamb, and wait until this evening." " If you will really be quiet, I will do what you wish. Come to me this evening, about the Ave Maria or a little earlier. Yes, come at twenty- three hours." In October that is about five o'clock, by French time. " And I may take the guitar ? " said Nino, as he rose to go. " With all my heart. But do not spoil every thing by singing to her, and betraying yourself." So Nino thanked the maestro enthusiastically and went away, humming a tune, as he now and again struck the strings of the guitar that he car ried under his arm, to be sure it was there. Do not think that because De Pretis suddenly changed his mind, and even proposed to Nino a plan for making the acquaintance of the young countess, he is a man to veer about like a weather cock, nor yet a bad man, willing to help a boy to do mischief. That is not at all like Ercole de Pretis. He has since told me he was much aston ished at the way Nino sang the love song at his les son ; and he was instantly convinced that in order to be a great artist Nino must be in love always. Besides, the maestro is as liberal in his views of life as he is conservative in his ideas about govern ment. Nino is everything the most strait-laced father could wish him to be, and as he was then A ROMAN SINGER. 45 within a few months of making his first appearance on the stage, De Pretis, who understands those things, could very well foresee the success he has had. Now De Pretis is essentially a man of the people, and I am not ; therefore he saw no objec tion in the way of a match between a great singer and a noble damigella. But had I known what was going on, I would have stopped the whole affair at that point, for I am not so weak as Mariuccia seems to think. I do not mean that now everything is settled I would wish it undone. Heaven forbid ! But I would have stopped it then, for it is a most incongruous thing, a peasant boy making love to a countess. Nino, however, has one great fault, and that is his reticence. It is true, he never does anything he would not like me, or all the world, to know. But I would like to know, all the same. It is a habit I have fallen into, from having to watch that old woman, for fear she should be too extravagant. All that time he never said anything, and I sup posed he had forgotten all about the contessina, for I did not chance to see De Pretis ; and when I did, he talked of nothing but Nino's debut and the ar rangements that were to be made. So that I knew nothing about it, though I was pleased to see him reading so much. He took a sudden fancy for lit erature, and read when he was not singing, and even made me borrow Ambrosoli, in several vol umes, from a friend. He read every word of it, and talked very intelligently about it, too. I never thought there was any reason. 46 A ROMAN SINGER. But De Pretis thinks differently. He believes that a man may be the son of a ciociaro a fellow who ties his legs up in rags and thongs, and lives on goats' milk in the mountains and that if he has brains enough, or talent enough, he may marry any woman he likes without ever thinking whether she is noble or not. De Pretis must be old-fash ioned, for I am sure I do not think in that way, and I know a hundred times as much as he a hundred times. I suppose it must have been the very day when Nino had been to De Pretis in the morning, that he had instructions to go to the house of Count von Lira on the morrow ; for I remember very well that Nino acted strangely in the evening, singing and making a noise for a few minutes, and then burying himself in a book. However that may be, it was very soon afterwards that he went to the Palazzo Carmandola, dressed in his best clothes, he tells me, in order to make a favorable impression on the count. The latter had spoken to De Pretis about the lessons in literature, to which he attached great importance, and the maestro had turned the idea to account for his pupil. But Nino did not ex pect to see the young contessa on this first day, or at least he did not hope he would be able to speak to her. And so it turned out. The footman, who had a red waistcoat and opened the door with authority, as if ready to close it again on the smallest provocation, did not frighten Nino at all, though he eyed him suspiciously enough, A ROMAN SINGER. 47 and after ascertaining- his business departed to an nounce him to the count. Meanwhile Nino, who was very much excited at the idea of being under the same roof with the object of his adoration, sat himself down on one of the carved chests that sur rounded the hall. The green baize door at the other end swung noiselessly on its hinges, closing itself behind the servant, and the boy was left alone. He might well be frightened, if not at the imposing appearance of the footman, at least at the task he had undertaken. But a boy like Nino is afraid of nothing, when he is in love, and he sim ply looked about him, realizing that he was without doubt in the house of a gran' signore, and from time to time brushing a particle of dust from his clothes, or trying to smooth his curly black hair, which he had caused to be clipped a little for the occasion ; a very needless expense, for he looks bet ter with his hair long. Before many moments the servant returned, and with some condescension said that the count awaited him. Nino would rather have faced the mayor, or the king himself, than Graf von Lira, though he was not at all frightened he was only very much excited, and he strove to calm himself, as he was ushered through the apartments to the small sitting- room, where he was expected. Graf von Lira, as I have already told you, is a foreigner of rank, who had been a Prussian colonel, and was wounded in the war of 1866. He is very tall, very thin, and very gray, with wooden features 48 A ROMAN SINGER. and a huge mustache that stands out like the beaks on the colonna rostrata. His eyes are small and very far apart, and fix themselves with terrible severity when he speaks, even if he is only saying " good - morning." His nails are very long and most carefully kept, and though he is so lame that he could not move a step without the help of his stick, he is still an upright and military figure. I remember well how he looked, for he came to see me under peculiar circumstances, many months af ter the time of which I am now speaking ; and be sides, I had stood next to him for an hour in the chapel of the choir in St. Peter's. He speaks Italian intelligibly, but with the strangest German constructions, and he rolls the letter r curiously in his throat. But he is an intel ligent man for a soldier, though he thinks talent is a matter of education, and education a matter of drill. He is the most ceremonious man I ever saw ; and Nino says he rose from his chair to meet him, and would not sit down again until Nino was seated. " The signore is the professor of Italian litera ture recommended to me by Signer De Pretis ? " inquired the colonel in iron tones, as he scrutinized Nino. " Yes, Signer Conte," was the answer. " You are a singularly young man to be a profes sor." Nino trembled. " And how have you the education obtained in order the obligations and not- to-be-avoided responsibilities of this worthy-of-all honor career to meet ? " A ROMAN SINGER. 49 " I went to school here, Signer Conte, and the Professor Grandi, in whose house I always have lived, has taught me everything else I know." " What do you know ? " inquired the count, so suddenly that Nino was taken off his guard. He did not know what to answer. The count looked very stern and pulled his mustaches. " You have not come here," he continued, seeing that Nino made no answer, " without knowing something. Evident it is, that, although a man young be, if he nothing knows, he cannot a professor be." " You speak justly, Signer Conte," Nino an swered at last, " and I do know some things. I know the Commedia of Alighieri, and Petrarca, and I have read the Gerusalemme Liberata, with Professor Grandi, and I can repeat all of the Vita Nuova by heart, and some of the " " For the present that is enough," said the count. "If you nothing better to do have, will you so kind be as to begin ? " " Begin ? " said Nino, not understanding. " Yes, signore ; it would unsuitable be if I my daughter to the hands of a man committed unac quainted with the matter he to teach her proposes. I desire to be satisfied that you all these things really know." " Do I understand, Signer Conte, that you wish me to repeat to you some of the things I know by heart?" " You have me understood," said the count se verely. " I have all the books bought, of which you 50 A ROMAN SINGER. speak. You will repeat, and I will in the book fol low. Then shall we know each other much better. Nino was not a little astonished at this mode of procedure, and wondered how far his memory would serve him in such an unexpected examination. " It will take a long time to ascertain in this way " he began. " This," said the count coldly, as he opened a vol ume of Dante, " is the celestial play by Signor Ali- ghieri. If you anything know x you will it repeat." Nino resigned himself, and began repeating the first canto of the Inferno. When he had finished it he paused. " Forwards," said the count, without any change of manner. " More ? " inquired Nino. " March ! " said the old gentleman in military tone, and the boy went on with the second canto. " Apparently know you the beginning." The count opened the book at random in another place. " The thirtieth canto of Purgatory. You will now it repeat." " Ah ! " cried Nino, " that is where Dante meets Beatrice." " My hitherto not-by-any-means-extensive, but always from - the - conscience - undertaken, reading reaches not so far. You will it repeat. So shall we know." Nino passed his hand inside his collar as though to free his throat, and began again, los ing all consciousness of his tormentor in his own enjoyment of the verse. A ROMAN SINGER. 51 " When was the Signore Alighieri born ? " in quired Graf von Lira, very suddenly, as though to catch him. " May, 1265, in Florence," answered the other as quickly. " I said when, not where. I know he was in Florence born. When and where died he ? " The question was asked fiercely. " Fourteenth of September, 1321, at Ravenna." " I think really you something of Signore Ali~ ghieri know," said the count, and shut up the vol ume of the poet, and the dictionary of dates he had been obliged to consult to verify Nino's answers. "We will proceed." Nino is fortunately one of those people whose faculties serve them best at their utmost need, and during the three hours three blessed hours that Graf von Lira kept him under his eye, asking questions and forcing him to repeat all manner of things, he acquitted himself fairly well. " I have now myself satisfied that you something know," said the count, in his snappish military fashion, and he shut the last book, and never from that day referred in any manner to Nino's extent of knowledge, taking it for granted that he had made an exhaustive investigation. " And now," he continued, " I desire you to engage for the reading of literature with my daughter, upon the usual terms." Nino was so much pleased that he almost lost his self-control, but a moment restored his re flection. 52 . A ROMAN SINGER. " I am honored " he began. ^' You are not honored at all," interrupted the count coldly. " What are the usual terms? " " Three or four francs a lesson " suggested Nino. " Three or four francs are not the usual terms. I have inquiries made. Five francs are the usual terms. Three times in the week, at eleven. You will on the morrow begin. Allow me to offer you some cigars." And he ended the interview. IV. IN a sunny room overlooking the great courtyard of the Palazzo Carmandola, Nino sat down to give Hedwio 1 von Lira her first lesson in Italian litera- O ture. He had not the remotest idea what the les son would be like, for in spite of the tolerably wide acquaintance with the subject which he owed to my care and my efforts to make a scholar of him, he knew nothing about teaching. Nevertheless, as his pupil spoke the language fluently, though with the occasional use of words of low origin, like all for eigners who have grown up in Rome and have learned to speak from their servants, he anticipated little difficulty. He felt quite sure of being able to interpret the hard places, and he had learnt from me to know the best and finest passages in a num ber of authors. But imagine the feelings of a boy of twenty, per fectly in love, without having the smallest right to be so, suddenly placed by the side of the object of his adoration, and told to teach her all he knows with her father in the next room and the door open between ! I have always thought it was a proof of Nino's determined character, that he should have got over this first lesson without accident. Hedwig von Lira, the contessina, as we always 54 A ROMAN SINGER. call her, is just Nino's age, but she seemed much younger, as the children of the North always do. I have told you what she was like to look at, and you will not wonder that I called her a statue. She looked as cold as a statue, just as I said, and so I should hardly describe her as beautiful. But then I am not a sculptor, nor do I know anything about those arts, though I can tell a good work when I see it. I do not wish to appear prejudiced, and so I will not say anything more about it. I like life in living things, and sculptors may, if it please them, adore straight noses, and level brows, and mouths that no one could possibly eat with. I do not care in the least, and if you say that I once thought differently I answer that I do not wish to change your opinion, but that I will change my own as often as I please. Moreover, if you say that the contessina did not act like a statue in the sequel, I wall argue that if you put marble in the fire it will take longer to heat and longer to cool than clay ; only clay is made to be put into the fire, and marble is not. Is not that a cunning answer ? The contessina is a foreigner in every way, al though she was born under our sun. They have all sorts of talents, these people, but so little inge nuity in using them that they never accomplish anything. It seems to amuse them to learn to do a great many things, although they must know from the beginning that they can never excel in any one of them. I dare say the contessina plays on the piano very creditably, for even Nino says she plays well ; but is it of any use to her ? A ROMAN SINGER. 55 Nino very soon found out that she meant to read literature very seriously, and, what is more, she meant to read it in her own way. She was as dif ferent from her father as possible in everything else, but in a despotic determination to do exactly as she liked she resembled him. Nino was glad that he was not called upon to use his own judg ment, and there he sat, content to look at her, twisting his hands together below the table to con centrate his attention, and master himself ; and he read just what she told him to read, expounding the words and phrases she could not understand. I dare say that with his hair well brushed, and his best coat, and his eyes on the book, he looked as proper as you please. But if the high-born young lady had returned the glances he could not refrain from bending upon her now and then, she would have seen a lover, if she could see at all. She did not see. The haughty Prussian damsel hardly noticed the man, for she was absorbed by the professor. Her small ears were all attention, and her slender fingers made notes with a com mon pencil, so that Nino wondered at the contrast between the dazzling white hand and the smooth, black, varnished instrument of writing. He took no account of time that day, and was startled by the sound of the midday gun and the angry clash ing of the bells. The coiitessina looked up sud denly and met his eyes, but it was the boy that blushed. "Would you mind finishing the canto?" she 56 A ROMAN SINGER. asked. " There are only ten lines more" Mind! Nino flushed with pleasure. " Anzi by all means," he cried. " My time is yours, signorina." When they had done, he rose, and his face was sad and pale again. He hated to go, but he was only a teacher, and at his first lesson, too. She also rose, and waited for him to leave the room. He could not hold his tongue. "Signorina" he stammered, and checked him self. She looked at him, to listen, but his heart smote him when he had thus arrested her attention. What could he say, as he stood bowing? It was sufficiently stupid, what he said. " I shall have the honor of returning to-morrow the day after to-morrow, I would say." " Yes," said she, " I believe that is the arrange ment. Good-morning, Signer Professore." The title of professor rang strangely in his ear. Was there the slightest tinge of irony in her voice? Was she laughing at his boyish looks ? Ugh ! the thought tingled. He bowed himself out. That was the first lesson, and the second was like it, I suppose, and a great many others about which I knew nothing, for I was always occupied in the middle of the day, and did not ask where he went. It seemed to me that he was becoming a great dandy, but as he never asked me for any money from the day he learned to copy music I never put any questions. He certainly had a new coat before Christmas, and gloves, and very nice A ROMAN STNGER. 57 boots, that made me smile when I thought of the day when he arrived, with only one shoe and it had a hole in it as big as half his foot. But now he grew to be so careful of his appearance that Mariuccia began to call him the " signorino." De Pretis said he was making great progress, and so I was contented, though I always thought it was a sacrifice for him to be a singer. Of course, as he went three times a week to the Palazzo Carmandola, he began to be used to the society of the contessina. I never understood how he succeeded in keeping up the comedy of being a professor. A real Roman would have discovered him in a week. But foreigners are different. If they are satisfied, they pay their money and ask no questions. Besides, he studied all the time, saying that if he ever lost his voice he would turn man of letters which sounded so prudent that I had nothing to say. Once, we were walking in the Corso, and the contessina with her father passed in the carriage. Nino raised his hat, but they did not see him, for there is always a crowd in the Corso. " Tell me," he cried excitedly as they went by, " is it not true that she is beautiful? " " A piece of marble, my son," said I, suspecting nothing ; and I turned into a tobacconist's to buy a cigar. One day Nino says it was in November the contessina began asking him questions about the Pantheon. It was in the middle of the lesson, and he wondered at her stopping to talk. But you may 58 A ROMAN SINGER. imagine whether he was glad or not to have an opportunity of speaking about something besides Dante. "Yes, signorina," he answered, "Professor Grand! says it was built for public baths ; but, of course, we all think it was a temple." " Were you ever there at night ? " asked she, indifferently, and the sun 'through the window so played with her golden hair that Nino wondered how she could ever think of night at all. " At night, signorina ? No indeed ! What should I go there at night to do, in the dark ! I was never there at night." " I will go there at night," she said briefly. " Ah you would have it lit up with torches, as they do the Coliseum ? " " No. Is there no moon in Italy, professore ? " " The moon there is. But there is such a little hole in the top of the Rotonda " that is our Ro man name for the Pantheon " that it would be very dark." " Precisely," said she. " I will go there at night, and see the moon shining through the hole in the dome." " Eh," cried Nino laughing, " you will see the moon better outside in the piazza. Why should you go inside, where you can see so little of it ? " " I will go," replied the contessina. " The Ital ians have no sense of the beautiful the mysteri ous." Her eyes grew dreamy as she tried to call up the picture she had never seen. A ROMAN SINGER. 59 "Perhaps," said Nino, humbly. "But," he added, suddenly brightening at the thought, " it is very easy, if you would like to go. I will arrange it. Will you allow me ? " " Yes, arrange it. Let us go on with our lesson." I would like to tell you all about it ; how Nino saw the sacristan of the Pantheon that evening, and ascertained from his little almanach which has all kinds of wonderful astrological predictions, as well as the calendar when it would be full moon. And perhaps what Nino said to the sacristan, and what the sacristan said to Nino, might be amusing. I am very fond of these little things, and fond of talking too. For since it is talking that distin guishes us from other animals, I do not see why I should not make the most of it. But you who are listening to me have seen very little of the Con- tessina Hedwig as yet, and unless I quickly tell you more you will wonder how all the curious things that happened to her could possibly have grown out of the attempt of a little singer like Nino to make her acquaintance. Well, Nino is a great singer now, of course, but he was little once ; and when he palmed himself off on the old count for an Italian master without my knowledge, nobody had heard of him at all. Therefore since I must satisfy your curiosity be fore anything else, and not dwell too long on the details the dear, commonplace details I will simply say that Nino succeeded without difficulty in arranging with the sacristan of the Pantheon to 60 A ROMAN SINGER. allow a party of foreigners to visit the building at the full moon, at midnight. I have no doubt he even expended a franc with the little man, who is very old and dirty, and keeps chickens in the vesti bule but no details ! I On the appointed night Nino, wrapped in that old cloak of mine (which is very warm, though it is threadbare), accompanied the party to the tem ple, or church, or whatever you like to call it. The party were simply the count and his daughter* an Austrian gentleman of their acquaintance, and the dear baroness that sympathetic woman who broke so many hearts and cared not at all for the chatter of the people. Every one has seen her, with her slim, graceful ways, and her face that was like a mulatto peach for darkness and fineness, and her dark eyes and tiger-lily look. They say she lived entirely on sweetmeats and coffee, and it is no wonder she was so sweet and so dark. She called me " count " which is very foolish now, but if I were going to fall in love I would have loved her. I would not love a statue. As for the Aus trian gentleman, it is not of any importance to de scribe him. These four people Nino conducted to the little entrance at the back of the Pantheon, and the sac ristan struck a light to show them the way to the door of the church. Then he put out his taper, and let them do as they pleased. Conceive if you can the darkness of Egypt, the darkness that can be felt, impaled and stabbed A ROMAN SINGER. 61 through its whole thickness by one mighty moon beam, clear and clean and cold, from the top to the bottom. All around, in the circle of the outer black, lie the great dead in their tombs, whispering to each other of deeds that shook the world ; whis pering in a language all their own as yet the language of the life to come the language of a stillness so dread and deep that the very silence clashes against it, and makes dull, muffled beatings in ears that strain to catch the dead men's talk : the shadow of immortality falling through the shadow of death, and bursting back upon its heavenward course from the depth of the abyss ; climbing again upon its silver self to the sky above, leaving be hind the horror of the deep. So in that lonely place at midnight falls the moon upon the floor, and through the mystic shaft of rays ascend and descend the souls of the dead. Hedwig stood out alone upon the white circle on the pavement beneath the dome, and looked up as though she could see the angels coming and going. And, as she looked, the heavy lace veil that covered her head fell back softly, as though a spirit wooed her and would fain look on something fairer than he, and purer. The whiteness clung to her face, and each separate wave of hair was like spun sil ver. And she looked steadfastly up. For a mo ment she stood, and the hushed air trembled about her. Then the silence caught the tremor, and quiv ered, and a thrill of sound hovered and spread its wings, and sailed forth from the night. 62 A ROMAN SINGER. " Spirto gentil del sogni miei " Ah, Signorina Edvigia, you know that voice now, but you did not know it then. How your heart stopped, and beat, and stopped again, when you first heard that man sing out his whole heartf ul you in the light and he in the dark ! And his soul shot out to you upon the sounds, and died fitfully, as the magic notes dashed their soft wings against the vaulted roof above you, and took new life again and throbbed heavenward in broad, passionate waves, till your breath came thick and your blood ran fiercely ay, even your cold northern blood in very triumph that a voice could so move you. A voice in the dark. For a full minute after it ceased you stood there, and the others, wherever they might be in the shadow, scarcely breathed. That was how Hedwig first heard Nino sing. When at last she recovered herself enough to ask aloud the name of the singer, Nino had moved quite close to her. " It is a relation of mine, signorina, a young fel low who is going to be an artist. I asked him as a favor to come here and sing to you to-night. I thought it might please you." " A relation of yours ! " exclaimed the contes- sina. And the others approached so that they all made a group in the disc of moonlight. "Just think, my dear baroness, this wonderful voice is a relation of Signor Cardegna, my excellent Italian master ! " There was a little murmur of admira tion ; then the old count spoke. A ROMAN SINGER. 63 "Signore," said he, rolling in his gutturals, "it is my duty to very much thank you. You will now, if you please, me the honor do, me to your all-the-talents-possible-possessing relation to pre sent." Nino had foreseen the contingency, and disappeared into the dark. Presently he returned. " I am so sorry, Signer Conte," he said. " The sacristan tells me that when my cousin had fin ished he hurried away, saying he was afraid of taking some ill if he remained here where it is so damp. I will tell him how much you appreciated him." " Curious is it," remarked the count. " I heard him not going off." " He stood in the doorway of the sacristy, by the high altar, Signer Conte." " In that case is it different." " I am sorry," said Nino. " The signorina was so unkind as to say, lately, that we Italians have no sense of the beautiful, the mysterious " " I take it back," said Hedwig gravely, still standing in the moonlight. "Your cousin has a very great power over the beautiful." " And the mysterious," added the baroness, who had not spoken, " for his departure without show ing himself has left me the impression of a sweet dream. Give me your arm, Professore Cardegna. I will not stay here any longer, now that the dream is over." Nino sprang to her side politely, though to tell the truth she did not attract him at first sight. He freed one arm from the old cloak, and 64 A ROMAN SINGER. reflected that she could not tell in the dark how very shabby it was. " You give lessons to the Signorina di Lira ? " she asked, leading him quickly away from the party. "Yes in Italian literature, signora." " Ah she tells me great things of you. Could you not spare me an hour or two in the week, pro- fessore ? " Here was a new complication. Nino had cer tainly not contemplated setting up for an Italian teacher to all the world, when he undertook to give lessons to Hedwig. " Signora " he began, in a protesting voice. " You will do it to oblige me, I am sure," she said eagerly, and her slight hand just pressed upon his arm a little. Nino had found time to reflect that this lady was intimate with Hedwig, and that he might possibly gain an opportunity of seeing the girl he loved if he accepted the offer. " Whenever it pleases you, signora," he said at length. " Can you come to me to-morrow at eleven ? " she asked. " At twelve, if you please, signora, or half past. Eleven is the contessina's hour to-morrow." " At half past twelve, then, to-morrow," said she, and she gave him her address, as they went out into the street. " Stop," she added, " where do you live ? " " Number twenty-seven, Santa Catarina dei Fu- A ROMAN SINGER. 65 nari," he answered, wondering why she asked. The rest of the party came out, and Nino bowed to the ground, as he bid the contessina good-night. He was glad to be free of that pressure on his arm, and he was glad to be alone, to wander through the streets under the moonlight and to think over what he had done. " There is no risk of my being discovered," he said to himself, confidently. " The story of the near relation was well imagined, and, besides, it is true. Am I not my own nearest relation ? I cer tainly have no others that I know of. And this baroness what can she want of me ? She speaks Italian like a Spanish cow, and indeed she needs a professor badly enough. But why should she take a fancy for me as a teacher ? Ah ! those eyes ! Not the baroness's. Edvigia Edvigia di Lira Edvigia Ca Cardegna! Why not?" He stopped to think, and looked long at the moon beams playing on the waters of the fountain. " Why not ? But the baroness may the diavolo fly away with her ! What should I do I indeed ! with a pack of baronesses ? I will go to bed and dream not of a baroness ! Macche", never a baroness in my dreams, with eyes like a snake and who cannot speak three words properly in the only language under the sun worth speaking ! Not I I will dream of Edvigia di Lira she is the spirit of my dreams. Spirto gentil " and away he went, humming the air from the Favorita in the top of his head, as is his wont. 5 66 A ROMAN SINGER. The next day the contessina could talk of nothing during her lesson but the unknown singer who had made the night so beautiful for her, and Nino flushed red under his dark skin and ran his fingers wildly through his curly hair, with pleasure. But he set his square jaw, that means so much, and ex plained to his pupil how hard it would be for her to hear him again. For his friend, he said, was soon to make his appearance on the stage, and of course he could not be heard singing before that. And as the young lady insisted, Nino grew silent, and re marked that the lesson was not progressing. ' There upon Hedwig blushed the first time he had ever seen her blush and did not approach the subject again. After that he went to the house of the baroness, where he was evidently expected, for the servant asked his name and immediately ushered him into her presence. She was one of those lithe, dark women of good race, that are to be met with all over the world, and she has broken many hearts. But she was not like a snake at all, as Nino had thought at first. She was simply a very fine lady who did exactly what she pleased ; and if she did not always act rightly, yet I think she rarely acted unkindly. After all, the buon Dio has not made us all paragons of domestic virtue. Men break their hearts for so very little, and, unless they are ruined, they melt the pieces at the next flame and join them together again like bits of sealing wax. The baroness sat before a piano in a boudoir. A ROMAN SINGER. 67 where there was not very much light. Every part of the room was crowded with fans, ferns, palms, Oriental carpets and cushions, books, porcelain, majolica, and pictures. You could hardly move without touching some ornament, and the heavy curtains softened the sunshine, and a small open fire of wood helped the warmth. There was also an odor of Russian tobacco. The baroness smiled and turned on the piano seat. " Ah, professore ! You come just in time," said she. " I am trying to sing such a pretty song to myself, and I cannot pronounce the words. Come and teach me." Nino contrasted the whole air of this luxurious retreat with the prim, soldierly order that reigned in the count's establishment. " Indeed, signora, I come to teach you whatever I can. Here I am. I cannot sing, but I will stand beside you and prompt the words." Nino is not a shy boy at all, and he assumed the duties required of him immediately. He stood by her side, and she just nodded and began to sing a little song that stood on the desk of the piano. She did not sing out of tune, but she made wrong notes and pronounced horribly. "Pronounce the words for me," she repeated every now and then. " But pronouncing in singing is different from speaking," he objected at last, and fairly forgetting himself, and losing patience, he began softly to sing the words over. Little by little, as the song pleased him, he lost all memory of where he was, and stood 68 A ROMAN SINGER. beside her singing just as he would have done to De Pretis, from the sheet, with all the accuracy and skill that were in him. At the end, he suddenly remembered how foolish he was. But, after all, he had not sung to the power of his voice, and she might not recognize in him the singer of last night. The baroness looked up with a light laugh. " I have found you out," she cried, clapping her hands. " I have found you out." " What, signora ? " "You are the tenorfof the Pantheon that is all. I knew it. Are you so sorry that I have found you out?" she asked, for Nino turned very white, and his eyes flashed at the thought of the folly he had committed. V. NINO was thoroughly frightened, for he knew that discovery portended the loss of everything most dear to him. No more lessons with Hedwig, no more parties to the Pantheon no more peace, no more anything. He wrung his fingers together and breathed hard. "Ah, signora!" he found voice to exclaim, "I am sure you cannot believe it possible " " Why not, Signer Cardegna ? " asked the baron ess, looking up at him from under her half-closed lids with a mocking glance. " Why not ? Did you not tell me where you lived ? And does not the whole neighborhood know that you are no other than Giovanni Cardegna, corrfmonly called Nino, who is to make his debut in the Carnival season? " " Dio mio ! " ejaculated Nino in a hoarse voice, realizing that he was entirely found out, and that nothing could save him. He paced the room in an agony of despair, and his square face was as white as a sheet. The baroness sat watching him with a smile on her lips, amused at the tempest she had created, and pretending to know much more than she did. She thought it not impossible that Nino, who was certainly poor, might be supporting him self by teaching Italian while studying for the 70 A ROMAN SINGER. stage, and she inwardly admired his sense and two fold talent, if that were really the case. But she was willing -to torment him a little, seeing that she had the power. " Signer Cardegna " she called him in her soft voice. He turned quickly, and stood facing her, his arms crossed. "You look like Napoleon at Waterloo, when you stand like that," she laughed. He made no answer, waiting to see what she would do with her victory. "It seems that you are sorry I have discovered you," she added presently, looking down at her hands. " Is that all ! " he said, with a bitter sneer on his pale young face. " Then, since you are sorry, you must have a reason for concealment," she went on, as though re flecting on the situation. It was deftly done, and Nino took heart. " Signora," he said in a trembling voice, " it is natural that a man should wish to live. I give les sons now, until I have appeared in public, to sup port myself." " Ah I begin to understand," said the baron ess. In reality, she began to doubt, reflecting that if this were the whole truth Nino would be too proud or any other Italian to say it so plainly. She was subtle, the baroness ! "And do you suppose," he continued, "that if once the Conte di Lira had an idea that I was to be a public singer he would employ me as a teacher for his daughter?" A ROMAN SINGER. 71 " No, but others might," she objected. " But not the count," Nino bit his lip, fearing he had betrayed himself. " Nor the contessina," laughed the baroness, com pleting the sentence. He saw at a glance what she suspected, and instead of keeping cool grew angry. " I came here, Signora Baronessa, not to be cross- examined, but to teach you Italian. Since you do not desire to study, I will say good-morning." He took his hat, and moved proudly to the door. " Come here," she said, not raising her voice, but still commanding. He turned, hesitated, and came back. He thought her voice was changed. She .rose, and swept her silken morning-gown between the chairs and tables, till she reached a deep divan on the other side of the room. There she sat down. " Come and sit beside me," she said kindly, and he obeyed in silence. " Do you know what would have happened," she continued, when he was seated, " if you had left me just now? I would have gone to the Graf von Lira and told him that you were not a fit person to teach his daughter ; that you are a singer, and not a professor at all ; and that you have assumed this disguise for the sake of seeing his daughter." But I do not believe that she would have done it. " That would have been a betrayal," said Nino fiercely, looking away from her. She laughed lightly^ "Is it not natural," she asked, "that I should make inquiries about my Italian teacher, before I 72 A ROMAN SINGER. begin lessons with him? And if I find he is not what he pretends to be, should I not warn iny in timate friends ? " She spoke so reasonably that he was fain to acknowledge that she was right. "It is just," he said sullenly. "But you have been very quick to make your inquiries, as you call them." " The time was short, since you were to come this morning." " That is true," he answered. He moved uneasily. " And now, signora, will you be kind enough to tell me what you intend to do with me ? " " Certainly, since you are more reasonable. You see I treat you altogether as an artist, and not at all as an Italian master. A great artist may idle away a morning in a woman's boudoir; a simple teacher of languages must be more industrious." " But I am not a great artist," said Nino, whose vanity we all have it began to flutter a little. "You will be one before long, and one of the greatest. You are a boy yet, my little tenor," said she, looking at him with her dark eyes, "and I might almost be your mother. How old are you, Signer Nino ? " "I was twenty on my last birthday," he an swered, blushing. " You see ! I am thirty at least," she added, with a short laugh. "Well, signora, what of that?" asked Nino, half amused. " I wish I were thirty myself." " I am glad you are not," said she. " Now listen. A ROMAN SINGER. 73 You are completely in my power, do you under stand ? Yes. And you are apparently very much in love with my young friend, the Contessina di Ly-a " Nino sprang to his feet, his face white again, but with rage this time. " Signora," he cried, " this is too much ! It is insufferable! Good-morning," and he made as though he would go. " Very well," said the baroness ; " then I will go to the Graf and explain who you are. Ah you are calm again in a moment ? Sit down. Now I have discovered you, and I have a right to you, do you see ? It is fortunate for you that I like you." " You ! You like me ? In truth, you act as though you did ! Besides, you are a stranger, Sig- iiora Baronessa, and a great lady. I never saw you till yesterday." But he resumed his seat. " Good," said she. " Is not the Signorina Ed- vigia a great lady, and was there never a day when she was a stranger too? " "I do not understand your caprices, signora. In fine, what do you want of me ? " " It is not necessary that you should understand me," answered the dark-eyed baroness. " Do you think I would hurt you or rather your voice? " " I do not know." " You know very well that I would not ; and as for my caprices, as you call them, do you think it is a caprice to love music? No, of course not. And who loves music loves musicians ; at least," she added, with a most enchanting smile, " enough 74 A ROMAN SINGER. to wish to have them near one. That is all. I want you to come here often and sing- to me. Will you come and sing to me, my little tenor ? " Nino would not have been human had he not felt the flattery through the sting. And I always say that singers are the vainest kind of people. " It is very like singing in a cage," he said, in protest. Nevertheless, he knew he must submit ; for, however narrow his experience might be, this woman's smile and winning grace, even when she said the hardest things, told him that she would have her own way. He had the sense to under stand, too, that whatever her plans might be, their object was to bring him near to herself, a reflection which was extremely soothing to his vanity. " If you will come and sing to me, only to me, of course, for I would not ask you to compromise your debut, but if you will come and sing to me, we shall be very good friends. Does it seem to you such a terrible penance to sing to me in my soli tude ? " " It is never a penance to sing," said Nino sim ply. A shade of annoyance crossed the baroness's face. " Provided," she said, " it entails nothing. Well, we will not talk about the terms." They say women sometimes fall in love with a voice : vox et prceterea nihil, as the poet has it. I do not know whether that is what happened to the baroness at first, but it has always seemed strange to me that she should have given herself so much A ROMAN SINGER. 75 trouble to secure Nino, unless she had a very strong fancy for him. I, for iny part, think that when a lady of her condition takes such a sudden caprice into her head, she thinks it necessary to maltreat the poor man a little at first, just to satisfy her con science, and to be able to say later that she did not encourage him. I have had some experience, as everybody is aware, and so I may speak boldly. On the other hand, a man like Nino, when he is in love, is absolutely blind to other women. There is only one idea in his soul that has any life, and every one outside that idea is only so much land scape ; they are no better for him the other wo men than a museum of wax dolls. The baroness, as you have seen, had Nino in her power, and there was nothing for it but submis sion ; he came and went at her bidding, and often she would send for him when he least expected it. He would do as she commanded, somewhat sullenly and with a bad grace, but obediently, for all that ; she had his destiny in her hands, and could in a moment frustrate all his hopes. But, of course, she knew that if she betrayed him to the count, Nino would be lost to her also, since he came to her only in order to maintain his relations with Hedwig. Meanwhile, the blue-eyed maiden of the North waxed fitful. Sometimes two or three lessons would pass in severe study. Nino, who always took care to know the passages they were reading, so that he might look at her instead of at his book, had instituted an arrangement by which they sat 76 A ROMAN SINGER. opposite each other at a small table. He would watch her every movement and look, and carry away a series of photographs of her, a whole row, like the little books of Roman views they sell in the streets, strung together on a strip of paper, and these views of her lasted with him for two whole days, until he saw her again. But sometimes he would catch a glimpse of her in the interval, driving with her father. There were other days when Hedwig could not be induced to study, but would overwhelm Nino with questions about his wonderful cousin who sang ; so that he longed with his whole soul to tell her it was he himself who had sung. She saw his reluctance to speak about it, and she blushed when she mentioned the night at the Pantheon ; but for her life she could not help talking of the pleasure she had had. Her blushes seemed like the promise of spring roses to her lover, who drank of the air of her presence till that subtle ether ran like fire through his veins. He was nothing to her, he could see ; but the singer of the Pantheon engrossed her thoughts and brought the hot blood to her cheek. The beam of moonlight had pierced the soft virgin darkness of her sleeping soul, and found a heart so cold and spotless that even a moon ray was warm by comparison. And the voice that sang "Spirto gentil dei sogni miei" had itself become by memory the gentle spirit of her own dreams. She is so full of imagination, this statue of Nino's, that she heard the notes echoing after A ROMAN SINGER. 77 her by day and night, till she thought she must go mad unless she could hear the reality again. As the great solemn statue of Egyptian Memnon mur murs sweet, soft sounds to its mighty self at sun rise, a musical whisper in the desert, so the pure white marble of Nino's living statue vibrated with strange harmonies all the day long. One night, as Nino walked homeward with De Pretis, who had come to supper with us, he induced the maestro to go out of his way at least half a mile, to pass the Palazzo Carmandola. It was a still night, not over-cold for December, and there were neither stars nor moon. As they passed the great house Nino saw a light in Hedwig's sitting- room the room where he gave her the lessons. It was late, and she must be alone. On a sudden he stopped. " What is the matter? " asked De Pretis. For all answer, Nino, standing in the dark street below, lifted up his voice and sang the first notes of the air he always associated with his beautiful contessina. Before he had sung a dozen bars, the window opened, and the girl's figure could be seen, black against the light within. He went on for a few notes, and then ceased suddenly. " Let us go," he said in a low voice to Ercole ; and they went away, leaving the contessina listen ing in the stillness to the echo of their feet. A Roman girl would not have done that ; she would have sat quietly inside, and never have shown her self. But foreigners are so impulsive ! 78 A ROMAN SINGER. Nino never heard the last of those few notes, any more than the contessina, literally speaking, ever heard the end of the song 1 . " Your cousin, about whom you make so much mystery, passed under my window last night," said the young lady the next day, with the usual dis play of carnation in her cheeks at the mention of him. "Indeed, signorina?" said Nino calmly, for he expected the remark. " And since you have never seen him, pray how did you know it was he ? " " How should one know ? " she asked scornfully. "There are not two such voices as his in Italy. He sang." " He sang ? " cried Nino, with an affectation of alarm. "I must tell the maestro not to let him sing in the open air ; he will lose his voice." " Who is his master ? " asked Hedwig, suddenly. "I cannot remember the name just now," said Nino, looking away. " But I will find out, if you wish." He was afraid of putting De Pretis to any inconvenience by saying that the young singer was his pupil. " However," he continued, " you will hear him sing as often as you please, after he makes his debut next month." He sighed when he thought that it would all so soon be over. For how could he disguise himself any longer, when he should be singing in public every night ? But Hedwig clapped her hands. " So soon ? " she cried. " Then there will be an end of the mystery." A ROMAN SINGER. 79 " Yes," said Nino gravely, " there will be an end of the mystery." " At least you can tell me his name, now that we shall all know it ? " " Oh, his name his name is Cardegna, like mine. He is my cousin, you know." And they went on with the lesson. But something of the kind occurred almost every time he came, so that he felt quite sure that, however indifferent he might be in her eyes, the singer, the Nino of whom she knew nothing, interested her deeply. Meanwhile he was obliged to go very often to the baroness's scented boudoir, which smelled of incense and other Eastern perfumes, whenever it did not smell of cigarettes ; and there he sang little songs, and submitted patiently to her demands for more and more music. She would sit by the piano and watch him as he sang, wondering whether he were handsome or ugly, with his square face and broad throat and the black circles round his eyes. He had a fascination for her, as being something ut terly new to her. One day she stood and looked over the music as he sang, almost touching him, and his hair was so curly and soft to look at that she was seized with a desire to stroke it, as Mariuccia strokes the old gray cat for hours together. The action was quite invol untary, and her fingers rested only a moment on his head. " It is so curly," she said, half playfully, half apologetically. But Nino started as though he had 80 A ROMAN SINGER. been stung, and his dark face grew pale. A girl could not have seemed more hurt at a strange man's touch. " Signora! " he cried, springing to his feet. The baroness, who is as dark as he, blushed almost red, partly because she was angry, and partly because she was ashamed. " What a boy you are ! " she said, carelessly enough, and turned away to the window, pushing back one heavy curtain with her delicate hand, as if she would look out. " Pardon me, signora, I am not a boy," said Nino, speaking to the back of her head as he stood behind her. " It is time we understood each other better. I love like a man and I hate like a man. I love some one very much." " Fortunate contessina ! " laughed the baroness, mockingly, without turning round. " It does not concern you, signora, to know whom I love, nor, if you know, to speak of her. I ask you a simple question. If you loved a man with your whole soul and heart, would you allow another man to stand beside you and stroke your hair, and say it was curly ? " The baroness burst out laugh ing. " Do not laugh," he continued. " Remember that I am in your power only so long as it pleases me to submit to you. Do not abuse your advan tage, or I will be capable of creating for myself situations quite as satisfactory as that of Italian master to the Signorina di Lira." " What do you mean? " she asked, turning sud- A ROMAN SINGER. 81 denly upon him. " I suppose you would tell me that you will make advantages for yourself which you will abuse, against me ? What do you mean ? " " I do not mean that. I mean only that I may not wish to give lessons to the contessina much longer." By this time the baroness had recovered her equanimity ; and as she would have been sorry to lose Nino, who was a source of infinite pleasure and amusement to her, she decided to pacify him, instead of teasing him any more. " Is it not very foolish for us to quarrel about your curly hair ? " said she. " We have been such good friends, always." It might have been three weeks, her " always." " I think it is," answered Nino gravely. " But do not stroke my hair again, Signora Baronessa, or I shall be angry." He was quite serious, if you be lieve it, though he was only twenty. He forthwith sat down to the piano again and sang on. The baroness sat very silent and scarcely looked at him ; but she held her hands clasped on her knee, and seemed to be thinking. After a time Nino stopped singing, and sat silent also, absently turning over the sheets of music. It was warm in the room, and the sounds from the street were muffled and far away. " Signer Nino," said the lady at last, in a differ ent voice, " I am married." " Yes, signora," he replied, wondering what would come next. " It would be very foolish of me to care for you." 6 82 A ROMAN SINGER. "It would also be very wicked," he said calmly; for he is well grounded in religion. The baroness stared at him in some surprise ; but seeing he was perfectly serious, she went on. " Precisely, as you say, very wicked. That being the case, I have decided not to care for you any more I mean, not to care for you at all. I have made up my mind to be your friend;" " I am much obliged to your ladyship," he an swered, without moving a muscle. For you see, he did not believe her. "Now tell me, then, Signer Nino, are you in earnest in what you are doing ? Do you really set your heart on doing this thing? " " What ? " asked Nino, annoyed at the persist ence of the woman. "Why need you be afraid to understand me? Can you not forgive me ? Can you not believe in me, that I will be your friend? I have always dreamed of being the friend of a great artist. Let me be yours, and believe me, the thing you have in your heart shall be done." " I would like to hope so," he said. But he smiled incredulously. " I can only say that if you can accomplish what it is in my heart to do, I will go through fire and water at your bidding ; and if you are not mocking me, I am very grateful for the offer. But if you please, signora, we will not speak any more of this at present. I may be a great ar tist, some day. Sometimes I feel sure that I shall. But now I am simply Giovanni Cardegna, teacher A ROMAN SINGER. 83 of literature ; and the highest favor you can confer on me is not to deprive me of my means of support, by revealing to the Conte di Lira my other occupa tion. I may fail hopelessly at the outset of my artistic career, and in that case I shall certainly remain a teacher of language." " Very well," said the baroness, in a subdued voice ; for, in spite of her will and willfulness, this square-faced boy of mine was more than a match for her. " Very well, you will believe me another day, and now I will ask you to go, for I am tired." I cannot be interrupted by your silly questions about the exact way in which things happened. I must tell this story in my own way, or not at all ; and I am sacrificing a great deal to your taste in cutting out all the little things that I really most enjoy telling. Whether you are astonished at the conduct of the baroness, after a three weeks' ac quaintance, or not, I care not a fig. It is just the way it happened, and I dare say she was really madly in love with Nino. If I had been Nino, I should have been in love with her. But I would like you to admire my boy's audacity, and to review the situation, before I go on to speak of that im portant event in his life, his first appearance on the boards of the opera. At the time of his ddbut he was still disguised as a teacher of Italian to the young contessina. She thought him interesting and intelligent, but that was all. Her thoughts were entirely, though secretly, engrossed by the mysterious singer, whom she had heard twice, but 84 A ROMAN SINGER. had not seen, as far as she knew. Nino, on the other hand, loved her to desperation, and would have acted like a madman had he been deprived of his privilege of speaking to her three times a week. He loved her with the same earnest determination to win her that he had shown for years in the study of his art, and with all the rest of his nature be sides, which is saying much not to mention his soul, of which he thinks a great deal more than I do. Besides this, the baroness had apparently fallen in love with him, had made him her intimate, and flattered him in a way to turn his head. Then she seemed to have thought better of her passion, and had promised him her friendship, a promise which he himself considered of no importance whatever. As for the old Conte di Lira, he read the German newspapers, and cared for none of these things. De Pretis took an extra pinch of his good snuff, when he thought that his liberal ideas might yet be realized, and a man from the people marry a great lady by fairly winning her. Do not, after this, complain that I have left you in the dark, or that you do not know how it happened. It is as clear as water, and it was about four months from the time Nino saw Hedwig in St. Pe ter's to the time when he first sang in public. Christmas passed by, thank Heaven, the mu nicipality has driven away those most detestable pifferari, who played on their discordant bagpipes at every corner for a fortnight, and nearly drove A ROMAN SINGER. 85 me crazy, and the Befana, as we call the Epiph any in Rome, was gone, with its gay racket, and the night fair in the Piazza Navona, and the days for Nino's first appearance drew near. I never knew anything about the business arrangements for the debut, since De Pretis settled all that with Jacovacci, the impresario ; but I know that there were many rehearsals, and that I was obliged to stand security to the theatrical tailor, together with De Pretis, in order that Nino might have his dress made. As for the cowl in the last act, De Pretis has a brother who is a monk, and between them they put together a very decent friar's costume ; and Mariuccia had a good piece of rope, which Nino used for a girdle. " What does it matter ? " he said, with much good sense. " For if I sing well, they will not look at my monk's hood ; and if I sing badly, I may be dressed like the Holy Father, and they will hiss me just the same. But in the beginning I must look like a courtier, and be dressed like one." " I suppose so," said I ; " but I wish you had taken to philosophy." VI. I SHALL never forget the day of Nino's first ap pearance. You may imagine whether we were in a state of excitement or not, after all these years of study and waiting. There was much more trouble and worry than if he had written a great book, and was just to publish it, and receive the homage of all the learning and talent in Europe ; which is the kind of debut I had hoped he would make in life, instead of putting on a foolish dress, and stamping about on a stage, and squalling love songs to a packed house, making pantomime with his hands, and altogether behaving like an idiot, a crowd of people ready to hiss him at the slightest indication of weakness, or to carry him on their shoulders if they fancied his voice to their taste. No wonder Nino was sad and depressed all day, and when he tried his voice in the afternoon thought it was less clear than usual, and stared at himself in the looking-glass, wondering whether he were not too ugly altogether, as I always told him. To tell the truth, he was not so ugly as he had been ; for the months with the contessina had refined him sin gularly, and perhaps he had caught a certain grace of manner from the baroness. He had grown more silent, too, and seemed always preoccupied, as well A ROMAN SINGER. 87 he might be ; but he had concealed his affair with the Lira family from me until that day, and I sup posed him anxious about his appearance. Early in the morning came De Pretis, and sug gested that it would be better for Nino to take a walk and breathe the fresh air a little ; so I bade him go, and I did not see him again until the after noon. De Pretis said that the only cause for anxi ety was from stage fright, and went away taking snuff and flourishing his immense cotton handker chief. I thought a man must be a fool to work for years in order to sing, and then, when he had learned to do it quite well, to be afraid of showing what he knew. I did not think Nino would be frightened. Of course, there was a final rehearsal at eleven, and Nino put off the hour of the lesson with the contessina to three in the afternoon, by some ex cuse or other. He must have felt very much pressed for time, having to give her a lesson on the very day of his coming out ; and besides, he knew very well that it might be the last of his days with her, and that a great deal would depend on the way he bore himself at his trial. He sang badly, or thought he did, at the rehearsal, and grew more and more depressed and grave as the day advanced. He came out of the little stage door of the Apollo theatre at Tordinona, and his eyes fell upon the broad bills and posters announcing the first appear ance of " Giovanni Cardegna, the most distin guished pupil of the Maestro Ercole De Pretis, in 88 A ROMAN SINGER. Verdi's opera the Favorita." His heart sank at the sight of his own name, and he turned towards the Bridge of Sant' Angelo to get away from it. He was the last to leave the theatre, and De Pretis was with him. At that moment he saw Hedwig von Lira sitting in an open carriage, in front of the box office. De Pretis bowed low ; she smiled ; and Nino took off his hat, but would not go near her, escaping in the opposite direction. He thought she looked some what surprised, but his only idea was to get away, lest she should call him and put some awkward question. An hour and a half later he entered her sitting- room. There she sat, as usual, with her books, awaiting him perhaps for the last time, a fair, girl ish figure with gold hair, but oh, so cold ! it makes me shiver to think of how she used to look. Possibly there was a dreaminess about her blue eyes that made up for her manner ; but how Nino could love her, I cannot understand. It must have been like making love to a pillar of ice. " I am much indebted to you for allowing me to come at this hour, signorina," he said, as he bowed. "Ah, professore, it looks almost as though it were you yourself who were to make your debut," said she, laughing and leaning back in her chair. " Your name is on every corner in Rome, and I saw you coming out of a side door of the theatre this morning." Nino trembled, but reflected that if she had suspected anything she would not have made so light of it. A ROMAN SINGER. 89 " The fact is, signorina, my cousin is so nervous that he begged me earnestly to be present at the rehearsal this morning ; and as it is the great event of his life, I could not easily refuse him. I pre sume you are going to hear him, since I saw your carriage at the theatre." " Yes. At the last minute, my father wanted to change our box for one nearer the stage, and so we went ourselves. The baroness you know, the lady who went with us to the Pantheon is going with us to-night." It was the first time Hedwig had mentioned her, and it was evident that Nino's intimacy with the baroness had been kept a secret. How long would it be so ? Mechanically he pro ceeded with the lesson, thinking mournfully that he should never give her another. But Hedwig was more animated than he had ever seen her, and often stopped to ask questions about the coming performance. It was evident that she was entirely absorbed with the thought of at last hearing to its fullest extent the voice that had haunted her dreams ; most of all, with the anticipation of what this wonderful singer would be like. Dwelling on the echo of his singing for months had roused her interest and curiosity to such a pitch that she could hardly be quiet a moment, or think calmly of what she was to enjoy ; and yet she looked so very cold and indifferent at most times. But Nino had no ticed all this, and rejoiced at it ; young as he was, however, he understood that the discovery she was about to make would be a shock that would cer- 90 A ROMAN SINGER. tainly produce some palpable result, when she should see him from her box in the theatre. He trembled for the consequences. The lesson was over all too soon, and Nino lin gered a moment to see whether the very last drops of his cup of happiness might not still be sweet. He did not know when he should see her again, to speak with her; and though he determined it should not be long, the future seemed very uncer tain, and he would look on her loveliness while he might. " I hope you will like my cousin's singing," he said, rather timidly. " If he sings as he has sung before he is the greatest artist living," she said calmly, as though no one would dispute it. " But I am curious to see him, as well as to hear him." " He is not handsome," said Nino, smiling a lit tle. " In fact, there is a family resemblance ; he is said to look like me." " Why did you not tell me that before ? " she asked quickly, and fixed her blue eyes on Nino's face, as though she wished to photograph the fea tures in her mind. "I did not suppose the signorina would think twice about a singer's appearance," said Nino qui etly. Hedwig blushed and turned awa} r , busying herself with her books. At that moment Graf vori Lira entered from the next room. Nino bowed. " Curious is it," said the count, " that you and A ROMAN SINGER. 91 the about-to-make-his-appearance tenor should the same name have." "He is a near relation, Signor Conte, the same whom you heard sing in the Pantheon. I hope you will like his voice." " That is what we shall see, Signor Professore," answered the other severely. He had a curious way of bowing, as though he were made only in two pieces, from his waist to his heels, and from his waist to the crown of his head. Nino went his way sadly, and wondering how Hedwig would look when she should recognize him from her box in the theatre, that very evening. It is a terrible and a heart-tearing thing to part from the woman one loves. That is nothing new, you say. Every one knows that. Perhaps so, though I think not. Only those can know it who have experienced it, and for them no explanations are in any way at all necessary. The mere word " parting " calls up such an infinity of sorrow that it is better to draw a veil over the sad thing and bury it out of sight, and put upon it the seal on which is graven " No Hope." Moreover, when a man only supposes, as Nino did, that he is leaving the woman he loves, or is about to leave her, until he can devise some new plan for seeing her, the case is not so very serious. Nevertheless, Nino, who is of a very tender con stitution of the affections, suffered certain pangs which are always hard to bear, and as he walked slowly down the street he hung his head low, and 92 A ROMAN SINGER. did not look like a man who could possibly be suc cessful in anything he might undertake that day. Yet it was the most important day of his life, and had it not been that he had left Hedwig with little hope of ever giving her another lesson, he would have been so happy that the whole air would have seemed dancing with sunbeams and angels and flowers. I think that when a man loves he cares very little for what he does. The greatest success is indifferent to him, and he cares not at all for failure, in the ordinary undertakings of life. These are my reflections, and they are worth something, because I once loved very much myself, and was parted from her I loved many times, before the last parting. It was on this day that Nino came to me and told me all the history of the past months, of which I knew nothing ; but, as you know all about it, I need not tell you what the conversation was like, until he had finished. Then I told him he was the prince and chief of donkeys, which was no more than the truth, as everybody will allow. He only spread out his palms and shrugged his shoulders, putting his head on one side, as though to say he could not help it. " Is it perhaps my fault that you are a little don key?" I asked; for you may imagine whether I was angry or not. " Certainly not, Sor Cornelio," he said. " It is entirely my own doing; but I do not see that I ana a donkey." A ROMAN SINGER. 93 " Blood of Bacchus ! " I ejaculated, holding up my hands. " He does not believe he is a great stupid ! " But Nino was not angry at all. He busied himself a little with his costume, which was laid out 011 the piano, with the sword and the tinsel collar, and all the rest of it. " I am in love," he said. " What would you have ? " " I would have you put a little giudizio, just a grain of judgment and common sense, into your love affairs. Why, you go about it as though it were the most innocent thing in the world to dis guise yourself, and present yourself as a professor in a nobleman's house, in order to make love to his daughter ! You, to make love to a noble damigella, a young countess, with a fortune ! Go back to Serveti, and marry the first contadina girl you meet ; it is much more fitting, if you must needs marry at all. I repeat it, you are an ignorant don- key!" " Eh ! " cried Nino, perfectly unmoved, " if I am ignorant, it is not for lack of your teaching ; and as for being the beast of burden to which you refer, I have heard it said that you were once in love your self. Meanwhile, I have told you this, because there will perhaps be trouble, and I did not intend you to be surprised." " Surprised ? " said I. " I would not be sur prised at anything you might fancy doing, now. No, I would not dream of being surprised ! " " So much the better," answered Nino impertur- 94 A ROMAN SINGER. bably. He looked sad and weary, though, and as I am a prudent man I put my anger away to cool for a little while, and indulged in a cigar until it should be time to go to the theatre ; for of course I went with him, and Mariuccia too, to help him with his dress. Poor old Mariuccia ! she had dressed him when he was a ragged little boy, and she was deter mined to put the finishing touches to his appear ance now that he was about to be a great man, she said. His dressing-room was a narrow little place, sufficiently ill lighted, and there was barely space to turn round. Mariuccia, who had brought the cat and had her pocket full of roasted chestnuts, sat outside on a chair until he was ready for her ; and I am sure that if she had spent her life in the pro fession of adorning players she could not have used her fingers more deftly in the arrangement of the collar and sword. Nino had a fancy to wear a mustache and a pointed beard through the first part of the opera ; saying that a courtier always had hair on his face, but that he would naturally shave if he turned monk. I represented to him that it was needless expense, since he must deposit the value of the false beard with the theatre barber, who lives opposite ; and it was twenty-three francs. Besides, he would look like a different man two separate characters. " I do not care a cabbage for that," said Nino. " If they cannot recognize me with their ears, they need not trouble themselves to recognize me at all." " It is a fact that their ears are quite long enough," said Mariuccia. A ROMAN SINGER. 95 " Hush, Mariuccia ! " I said. " The Roman pub lic is the most intelligent public in the world." And at this she grumbled. But I knew well enough why he wanted to wear the beard. He had a fancy to put off the evil mo ment as long as possible, so that Hedwig might not recognize him till the last act, a foolish fancy, in truth, for a woman's eyes are not like a man's; and though Hedwig had never thought twice about Nino's personality, she had not sat opposite him three times a week for nearly four months without knowing all his looks and gestures. It is an absurd idea, too, to attempt to fence with time, when a thing must come in the course of an hour or two. What is it, after all, the small delay you can pro duce? The click of a few more seconds in the clock-work, before the hammer smites its angry warning on the bell, and leaves echoes of pain writhing through the poor bronze, that is Time. As for Eternity, it is a question of the calculus, and does not enter into a singer's first appearance, nor into the recognition of a lover. If it did, I would give you an eloquent dissertation upon it, so that you would yawn and take snuff, and wish me car ried off by the diavolo to some place where I might lecture on the infinite without fear of being inter rupted, or of keeping sinners like you imnecessarily long awake. There will be no hurry then. Poor old diavolo ! he must have a dull time of it among: o all those heretics. Perhaps he has a little variety, for they say he has written up on his door, " Ici Ton 96 A ROMAN SINGER. parle fran^ais," since Monsieur de Voltaire died. But I must go on, or you will never be any wiser than you are now, which is not saying overmuch. I am not going to give you a description of the Favorite, which you may hear a dozen times a year at the theatre, for more or less money but it is only a franc if you stand ; quite enough, too. I went upon the stage before it began, and peeped through the curtain to see what kind of an audience there was. It is an old curtain, and there is a hole in it on the right-hand side, which De Pretis says was made by a foreign tenor, some years ago, be tween the acts ; and Jacovacci, the impresario, tried to make him pay five francs to have it repaired, but did not get the money. It is a better hole than the one in the middle, which is so far from both sides of the house that you cannot see the people well. So I looked through, and there, sure enough, in a box very near to the stage, sat the Contessina di Lira and the baroness, whom I had never seen be fore, but recognized from Nino's description ; and behind them sat the count himself, with his great gray mustaches and a white cravat. They made me think of the time when I used to go to the theatre myself and sit in a box, and applaud or hiss, just as I pleased. Dio mio ! what changes in this world ! I recognized also a great many of our noble ladies, with jewels and other ornaments, and it seemed to me that some of them were much more beautiful than the German contessiua whom Nino A ROMAN SINGER. 97 had elected to worship, though she was well enough, to be sure, in white silk and white fur, with her little gold cross at her throat. To think that a statue like that, brought up with all the proprieties, should have such a strange chapter of life ! But my eye began to smart from peering through the little hole, and just then a rough-looking fellow connected with the stage reminded me that, whatever relation I might be to the primo tenore, I was not dressed to appear in the first act ; then the audience began to stamp and groan because the performance did not begin, and I went away again to tell Nino that he had a packed house. I found De Pretis giving him blackberry syrup, which he had brought in a bottle, and entreating him to have courage. Indeed, it seemed to me that Nino had the more courage of the two ; for De Pretis laughed and cried and blew his nose, and took snuff with his great fat fingers, and acted altogether like a poor fool; while Nino sat on a rush-bottomed chair and watched Mariuccia, who was stroking the old cat and nibbling roasted chestnuts, declaring all the while that Nino was the most beautiful object she had ever seen. Then the bass and the baritone came, together, and spoke cheering words to Nino, and invited him to supper afterwards ; but he thanked them kindly, and told them that he was expected at home, and would go with them after the next performance if there ever were a " next." He thought he might fail at the last minute. Nino had judged more rightly than I, when he 7 98 A ROMAN SINGER. supposed that his beard and mustaches would dis guise him from Hedwig during the first two acts. She recognized the wondrous voice, and she saw the strong resemblance he had spoken of. Once or twice, as he looked toward her, it seemed indeed that the eyes must be his, with their deep circles and serious gaze. But it was absurd to suppose it anything more than a resemblance. As the opera advanced, it became evident that Nino was making a success. Then in the second act it was clear that the success was growing to be an ovation, and the ovation a furore, in which the house became entirely demoralized, and vouchsafed to listen only so long as Nino was singing screaming with delight be fore he had finished what he had to sing in each scene. People sent their servants away in hot haste to buy flowers wherever they could, and he came back to his dressing-room, from the second act, carrying bouquets by the dozen, small bunches and big, such as people had been able to get, or had brought with them. His eyes shone like the coals in Mariuccia's scaldino, as he entered, and he was pale through his paint. He could hardly speak for joy ; but, as old habits return unconsciously at great moments in a man's life, he took the cat on his knee and pulled its tail. "Sing thou also, little beast," he said gravely; and he pulled the tail till the cat squeaked a little, and he was satisfied. " Bene ! " he cried ; " and now for the tonsure and frock. So Mariuccia was turned out into the A ROMAN SINGER. 99 passage while he changed his dress. De Pretis came back a moment later, and tried to help him ; but he was so much overcome that he could only shed tears and give a last word of advice for the next act. " You must not sing it too loud, Nino mio," he said. " Diavolo ! " said Nino. " I should think not ! " " But you must not squeak it out in a little wee false voice, as small as this ; " the maestro held up his thumb and finger, with a pinch of snuff between them. " Bah ! Sor Ercole, do you take me for a so prano ? " cried the boy, laughing, as he washed off the paint and the gum, where the beard had stuck. Presently he got into his frock, which, as I told you, was a real one, provided by Ercole's brother, the Franciscan quite quietly, of course, for it would seem a dreadful thing to use a real monk's frock in an opera. Then we fastened the rope round his waist, and smoothed his curly hair a little to give him a more pious aspect. He looked as white as a pillow when the paint was gone. " Tell me a little, my father," said old Mariuccia, mocking him, " do you fast on Sundays, that you look so pale ? " Whereat Nino struck an attitude, and began singing a love song to the ancient wo man. Indeed, she was joking about the fast, for she had expended my substance, of late, in fatten ing Nino, as she called it, for his appearance, and there was to be broiled chickens for supper that 100 A ROMAN SINGER. very night. He was only pale because he was in love. As for me, I made up my mind to stand in the slides, so that I could see the contessina ; for Nino had whispered to me that she had not yet recognized him, though she stared hard across the footlights. Therefore I took up a good position on the left of the stage, facing the Lira box, which was on the right. The curtain went up, and Nino stood there, look ing like a real monk, with a book in his hand and his eyes cast down, as he began to walk slowly along. I saw Hedwig von Lira's gaze rest on his square, pale face at least one whole minute. Then she gave a strange little cry, so that many people in the house looked toward her ; and she leaned far back in the shadow of the deep box, while the re flected glare of the footlights just shone faintly on her features, making them look more like marble than ever. The baroness was smiling to herself, amused at her companion's surprise, and the old count stared stolidly for a moment or two, and then turned suddenly to his daughter. " Very curious is it," he was probably saying, "that this tenor should so much your Italian pro fessor resemble." I could almost see his gray eyes sparkle angrily across the theatre. But as I looked, a sound rose on the heated air, the like of which I have never known. To tell the truth, I had not heard the first two acts, for I did not suppose there was any great difference between Nino's singing on the stage and his singing at home, and I still A ROMAN SINGER. 101 wished he might have chosen some other profession. But when I heard this, I yielded, at least for the time, ancl I am not sure that my eyes were as clear as usual. " Spirto gentil dei sogni miei " the long sweet notes sighed themselves to death on his lips, falling and rising magically like a mystic angel song, and swaying their melody out into the world of lights and listeners ; so pathetic, so heart-breaking, so la den with death and with love, that it was as though all the sorrowing souls in our poor Rome breathed in one soft sigh together. Only a poor monk dying of love in a monastery, tenderly and truly loving to the bitter end. Dio mio ! there are perhaps many such. But a monk like this, with a face like a conqueror, set square in its whiteness, and yet so wretched to see in his poor patched frock and his bare feet ; a monk, too, not acting love, but really and truly ready to die for a beautiful woman not thirty feet from him, in the house ; above all, a monk with a voice that speaks like the clarion call of the day of judgment in its wrath, and murmurs more plaintively and sadly in sorrow than ever the poor Peri sighed at the gates of Paradise such a monk, what could he not make people feel ? The great crowd of men and women sat utterly stilled and intent till he had sung the very last note. Not a sound was heard to offend the sorrow that spoke from the boy's lips. Then all those people seemed to draw three long breaths of wonder a pause, a thrilling tremor in the air, and then there 102 A ROMAN SINGER. burst to the roof such a roar of cries, such a huge thunder of hands and voices, that the whole house seemed to rock with it, and even in the street out side they say the noise was deafening. Alone on the stage stood Nino, his eyes fixed on Hedwig von Lira in her box. I think that she alone of all that multitude made no sound, but only gripped the edge of the balcony hard in her white hands, and leaned far forward with straining eyes and beating heart to satisfy her wonder. She knew well enough, now, that there was no mistake. The humble little Professor Cardegna, who had pa tiently explained Dante and Leopardi to her for months, bowing to the ground in her presence, and apologizing when he corrected her mistakes, as though his whole life was to be devoted to teaching foreigners his language ; the decently clad young man, who was always pale, and sometimes pathetic when he spoke of himself, was no other than Gio vanni Cardegna the tenor, singing aloud to earth and heaven with his glorious great voice a man on the threshold of a European fame, such as falls only to the lot of a singer or a conqueror. More, he was the singer of her dreams, who had for months filled her thoughts with music and her heart with a strange longing, being until now a voice only. There he stood looking straight at her, she was not mistaken, as though to say, " I have done it for you, and for you only." A woman must be more than marble to feel no pride in the intimate knowledge that a great public triumph has A ROMAN SINGER. 103 been gained solely for her sake. She must be colder than ice if she cannot see her power when a con queror loves her. The marble had felt the fire, and the ice was in the flame at last. Nino, with his determination to be loved, had put his statue into a very fiery furnace, and in the young innocence of his heart had pre pared such a surprise for his lady as might have turned the head of a hardened woman of the world, let alone an imaginative German girl, with a taste for romance or without ; it matters little. All Germans are full of imagination, and that is the reason they know so much. For they not only know all that is known by other people, but also all that they themselves imagine, which nobody else can possibly know. And if you do not believe this, you had better read the works of one Fichte, a philos opher. I need not tell you any more about Nino's first appearance. It was one of those really phenom enal successes that seem to cling to certain people through life. He was very happy and very silent when it was over ; and we were the last to leave the theatre, for we feared the enthusiasm of the crowd. So we waited till every one had gone, and then marched home together, for it was a fine night. I walked on one side of Nino, and De Pretis on the other, all of us carrying as many flowers as we could ; Mariuccia came behind, with the cat under her shawl. I did not discover until we reached home why she had brought the beast. Then she 104 A ROMAN SINGER. explained that, as there was so much food in the kitchen, in anticipation of our supper, she had been afraid to leave the cat alone in the house, lest we should find nothing left to eat when we returned. This was sufficiently prudent, for a scatter-brained old spendthrift like Mariuccia. That was a merry supper, and De Pretis became highly dramatic when we got to the second flask. VII. ON the day following Nino's de"but, Maestro Ercole de Pretis found himself in hot water, and the choristers at St. Peter's noticed that his skull cap was awry, and that he sang out of tune ; and once he tried to take a pinch of snuff when there was only three bars' rest in the music, so that instead of singing C sharp he sneezed very loud. Then all the other singers giggled, and said " Sa lute ! " which we always say to a person who sneezes quite audibly. It was not that Ercole had heard anything from the Graf von Lira as yet ; but he expected to hear, and did not relish the prospect. Indeed, how could the Prussian gentleman fail to resent what the maestro had done, in introducing to him a singer disguised as a teacher ? It chanced, also, that the contessina took a singing lesson that very day in the afternoon, and it was clear that the reaping of his evil deeds was not far off. His conscience did not trouble him at all, it is true, for I have told you that he has liberal ideas about the right of marriage ; but his vanity was sorely afflicted at the idea of abandoning such a very noble and cred itable pupil as the Contessina di Lira. He .ap plauded himself for furthering Nino's wild schemes, 106 A ROMAN SINGER. and he blamed himself for being so reckless about his own interests. Every moment he expected a formal notice from- the count to discontinue the lessons. But still it did not come, and at the appointed hour Ercole's wife helped him to put on his thick winter coat, and wrapped his com forter about his neck, and pulled his big hat over his eyes, for the weather was threatening, and sent him trudging off to the Palazzo Carman- dola. Though Ercole is stout of heart, and has broad shoulders to bear such burdens as fall to his lot, he lingered long on the way, for his presentiments were gloomy ; and at the great door of the palazzo he even stopped to inquire of the porter whether the contessina had been seen to go out yet, half hoping that she would thus save him the mortifi cation of an interview. But it turned out other wise : the contessina was at home, and De Pretis was expected, as usual, to give the lesson. Slowly he climbed the great staircase, and was admitted. " Good-day, Sor Maestro," said the liveried foot man, who knew him well. " The Signor Conte desires to speak with you to-day, before you go to the signorina." The maestro's heart sank, and he gripped hard the roll of music in his hand as he followed the servant to the count's cabinet. There was to be a scene of explanation, after all. The count was seated in his great arm-chair, in a cloud of tobacco smoke, reading a Prussian military A ROMAN SINGER. 107 journal. His stick leaned against the table by his side, in painfid contrast with the glittering cavalry sabres crossed upon the dark red wall opposite. The tall windows looked out on the piazza, and it was raining, or just beginning to rain. The great inkstand on the table was made to represent a how itzer, and the count looked as though he were ready to fire it point-blank at any intruder. There was an air of disciplined luxury in the room, that spoke of a rich old soldier who fed his fancy with titbits from a stirring past. De Pretis felt very uncom fortable, but the nobleman rose to greet him, as he rose to greet everything above the rank of a ser vant, making himself steady with his stick. When De Pretis was seated, he sat down also. The rain pattered against the window. " Signor De Pretis," began the count, in tones as hard as chilled steel, " you are an honorable man." There was something interrogative in his voice. " I hope so," answered the maestro modestly ; " like other Christians, I have a soul " " You will your soul take care of in your leisure moments," interrupted the count. " At present you have no leisure." " As you command, Signor Conte." " I was yesterday evening at the theatre. The professor you recommended for my daughter is with the new tenor one person." De Pretis spread out his hands and bowed, as if to deprecate any share in the transaction. The count continued, 108 A ROMAN SINGER. " You are of the profession, Signor De Pretis. Evidently, you of this were aware." " It is true," assented Ercole, not knowing what to say. "Of course it is true. I am therefore to hear your explanation disposed." His gray eyes fas tened sternly on the maestro. But the latter was prepared, for he had long foreseen that the count would one day be disposed to hear an explanation, as he expressed it. " It is quite true," repeated De Pretis. " The young man was very poor, and desired to support himself while he was studying music. lie was well fitted to teach our literature, and I recom mended him. I hope that, in consideration of his poverty, and because he turned out a very good teacher, you will forgive me, Signor Conte." "This talented singer I greatly applaud," an swered the count stiffly. " As a with-the-capacity- and-learning-requisite-for-teaching-endowed young man deserves he also some commendation. Also will I remember his laudable-and-not-lacking-inde- pendence character. Nevertheless, unfitting would it be, should I pay the first tenor of the opera five francs an hour to teach my daughter Italian litera ture." De Pretis breathed more freely. "Then you will forgive me, Signor Conte, for endeavoring to promote the efforts of this worthy young man in supporting himself ? " " Signor De Pretis," said the count, with a cer tain quaint geniality, " I have my precautions ob- A ROMAN SINGER. 109 served. I examined Signer Cardegna in Italian literature in my own person, and him proficient found. Had I found him to be ignorant, and had I his talents as an operatic singer later discovered, I would you out of that window have projected." De Pretis was alarmed, for the old count looked as though he would have carried out the threat. " As it is," he concluded, " you are an honorable man, and I wish you good - morning. Lady Hedwig awaits you, as usual." He rose courteously, lean ing on his stick, and De Pretis 'bowed himself out. He expected that the contessina would immedi ately begin talking of Nino, but he was mistaken ; she never once referred to the opera or the singer, and except that she looked pale and transparent, and sang with a trifle less interest in her music than usual, there was nothing noticeable in her manner. Indeed, she had every reason to be silent. Early that morning Nino received by a messenger a pretty little note, written in execrable Italian, begging him to come and breakfast with the baron ess at twelve, as she much desired to speak with him after his stupendous triumph of the previous night. Nino is a very good boy, but he is mortal, and after the excitement of the evening he thought nothing could be pleasanter than to spend a few hours in that scented boudoir, among the palms and the beautiful objects and the perfumes, talking with a woman who professed herself ready to help 110 A ROMAN SINGER. him in his love affair. We have no perfumes, or cushions, or pretty things at number twenty-seven, Santa Catarina dei Funari, though everything is very bright and neat and most proper, and the cat is kept in the kitchen, for the most part. So it is no wonder that he should have preferred to spend the morning with the baroness. She was half lying, half sitting, in a deep arm chair, when Nino entered ; and she was reading a book. When she saw him she dropped the volume on her knee, and looked up at him from under her lids, without speaking. She must have been a be witching figure. Nino advanced toward her, bow ing low, so that his dark curling hair shaded his face. " Good-day, signora," said he softly, as though fearing to hurt the quiet air. " I trust I do not interrupt you ? " " You never interrupt me, Nino," she said, " ex cept except when you go away." " You are very good, signora." "For heaven's sake, no pretty speeches," said she, with a little laugh. "It seems to me," said Nino, seating himself, " that it was you who made the pretty speech, and I who thanked you for it." There was a pause. " How do you feel? " asked the baroness at last, turning her head to him. " Grazie I am well," he answered, smiling. " Oh, I do not mean that, you are always well. But how do you enjoy your first triumph ? " A ROMAN SINGER. Ill "I think," said Nino, "that a real artist ought to have the capacity to enjoy a success at the mo ment, and the good sense to blame his vanity for enjoying it after it is passed." " How old are you, Nino ? " " Did I never tell you ? " he asked, innocently. " I shall be twenty-one soon." " You talk as though you were forty, at least." " Heaven save us ! " quoth Nino. " But really, are you not immensely flattered at the reception you had ? " "Yes." " You did not look at all interested in the public at the time," said she, " and that Roman nose of yours very nearly turned up in disdain of the ap plause, I thought. I wonder what you were think ing of all the while." " Can you wonder, baronessa ? " She knew what he meant, and there was a little look of annoyance in her face when she answered. " Ah, well, of course not, since she was there." Her ladyship rose, and taking a stick of Eastern pastil from a majolica dish in a corner made Nino light it from a wax taper. " I want the smell of the sandal-wood this morn ing," said she ; " I have a headache." She was enchanting to look at, as she bent her softly-shaded face over the flame to watch the burning perfume. She looked like a beautiful lithe sorceress making a love spell, perhaps for her own use. Nino turned from her. He did not like to allow the one 112 A ROMAN SINGER. image he loved to be even for a moment disturbed by the one he loved not, however beautiful. She moved away, leaving the pastil on the dish. Sud denly she paused, and turned back to look at him. "Why did you come to-day? " she asked. " Because you desired it," answered Nino, in some astonishment. "You need not have come," she said, bending down to lean on the back of a silken chair. She folded her hands, and looked at him as he stood not three paces away. " Do you not know what has happened? " she asked, with a smile that was a little sad. "I do not understand," said Nino, simply. He was facing the entrance to the room, and saw the curtains parted by the servant. The baroness had her back to the door, and did not hear. "Do you not know," she continued, "that you are free now ? Your appearance in public has put an end to it all. You are not tied to me any longer, unless you wish it." As she spoke these words Nino turned white, for under the heavy curtain, lifted to admit her, stood Hedwig von Lira, like a statue, transfixed and im movable from what she had heard. The baroness noticed Nino's look, and, springing back to her height from the chair on which she had been lean ing, faced the door. " My dearest Hedwig ! " she cried, with a mag nificent readiness. " I am so very glad you have come. I did not expect you in the least. Do take A ROMAN SINGER. 113 off your hat, and stay to breakfast. Ah, forgive me : this is Professor Cardegna. But you know him ? Yes ; now that I think, we all went to the Pantheon together." Nino bowed low, and Hedwig bent her head. "Yes," said the young girl, coldly. "Professor Cardegna gives me lessons." " Why, of course ; how bete I am ! I was just telling him that, since he has been successful, and is enrolled among the great artists, it is a pity he is no longer tied to giving Italian lessons, tied to coming here three times a week, to teach me litera ture." Hedwig smiled a strange, icy smile, and sat down by the window. Nino was still utterly astonished, but he would not allow the baroness's quibble to go entirely uncontradicted. "In truth," he said, "the Signora Baronessa's lessons consisted chiefly" " In teaching me pronunciation," interrupted the baroness, trying to remove Hedwig's veil and hat, somewhat against the girl's inclination. " Yes, you see hew it is. I know a little of singing, but I cannot pronounce, not in the least. Ah, these Italian vowels will be the death of me ! But if there is any one who can teach a poor dilettante to pronounce them," she added, laying the hat away on a chair, and pushing a footstool to Hedwig's feet, "that some one is Signor Cardegna." By this time Nino had recognized the propriety of temporizing ; that is to say, of letting the bar oness's fib pass for what it was worth, lest the dis- 114 A ROMAN SINGER. cussion of the subject should further offend Hed- wig, whose eyes wandered irresolutely toward him, as though she would say something if he addressed her. " I hope, signorina," he said, " that it is not quite as the baroness says. I trust our lessons are not at an end ? " He knew very well that they were. " I think, Signer Cardegna," said Hedwig, with more courage than would have been expected from such a mere child, she is twenty, but Northern people are not grown up till they are thirty, at least, "I think it would have been more obliging if, when I asked you so much about your cousin, you had acknowledged that you had no cousin, and that the singer was none other than yourself." She blushed, perhaps, but the curtain of the window hid it. " Alas, signorina," answered Nino, still standing before her, " such a confession would have deprived me of the pleasure of the honor of giving you lessons." "And pray, Signor Cardegna," put in the bar oness, " what are a few paltry lessons, compared with the pleasure you ought to have experienced in satisfying the Contessina di Lira's curiosity? Really, you have little courtesy." Nino shrank into himself, as though he were hurt, and he gave the baroness a look which said worlds. She smiled at him, in joy of her small tri umph, for Hedwig was looking at the floor again, A ROMAN SINGER. 115 and could not see. But the young girl had strength in her, for all her cold looks and white cheek. "You can atone, Signor Cardegna," she said. Nino's face brightened. " How, signoriua ? " he asked. " By singing to us now," said Hedwig. The baroness looked grave, for she well knew what a power Nino wielded with his music. " Do not ask him," she protested. " He must be tired, tired to death, with all he went through last night." " Tired ? " ejaculated Nino, with some surprise. " I tired? I was never tired in my life, of singing. I will sing as long as you will listen." He went to the piano. As he turned, the baroness laid her hand on Hedwig's, affectionately, as though sympa thizing with something she supposed to be passing in the girl's mind. But Hedwig was passive, un less a little shudder at the first touch of the baron ess's fingers might pass for a manifestation of feel ing. Hedwig had hitherto liked the baroness, finding in her a woman of a certain artistic sense, combined with a certain originality. The girl was an absolute contrast to the woman, and admired in her the qualities she thought lacking in herself, though she possessed too much self-respect to attempt to acquire them by imitation. Hedwig sat like a Scandinavian fairy princess on the summit of a glass hill; her friend roamed through life like a beau tiful soft-footed wild animal, rejoicing in the sense of being, and sometimes indulging in a little play- 116 A ROMAN SINGER. ful destruction by the way. The girl had heard a voice in the dark, singing, and ever since then she had dreamed of the singer ; but it never entered her mind to confide to the baroness her strange fancies. An undisciplined imagination, securely shielded from all outward disturbing causes, will do much with a voice in the dark, a great deal more than such a woman as the baroness might im agine. I do not know enough about these blue-eyed German girls to say whether or not Hedwig had ever before thought of her unknown singer as an unknown lover. But the emotions of the previous night had shaken her nerves a little, and had she been older than she was she would have known that she loved her singer, in a distant and maidenly fashion, as soon as she heard the baroness speak of him as having been her property. And now she was angry with herself, and ashamed of feeling any interest in a man who was evidently tied to another woman by some intrigue she could not comprehend. Her coming to visit the baroness had been as unpre meditated as it was unexpected, that morning, and she bitterly repented it ; but being of good blood and heart, she acted as boldly as she could, and showed no little tact in making Nino sing, and thus cutting short a painful conversation. Only when the baroness tried to caress her and stroke her hand she shrank away, and the blood mantled up to her cheeks. Add to all this the womanly indignation she felt at having been so long deceived by Nino, A ROMAN SINGER. 117 and you will see that she was in a very vacillating frame of mind. The baroness was a subtle woman, reckless and diplomatic by turns, and she was not blind to the sudden repulse she met with from Hedwig, un spoken though it was. But she merely withdrew her hand, and sat thinking over the situation. What she thought, no one knows ; or, at least, we can only guess it from what she did afterwards. As for me, I have never blamed her at all, for she is the kind of woman I should have loved. In the mean time Nino caroled out one love song after an other. He saw, however, that the situation was untenable, and after a while he rose to go. Strange to say, although the baroness had asked Nino to breakfast, and the hour was now at hand, she made no effort to retain him. But she gave him her hand, and said many flattering and pleasing things, which, however, neither flattered nor pleased him. As for Hedwig, she bent her head a little, but said nothing, as he bowed before her. Nino therefore went home with a heavy heart, longing to explain to Hedwig why he had been tied to the baroness, that it was the price of her silence and of the privi lege he had enjoyed of giving lessons to the contes- sina ; but knowing, also, that all explanation was out of the question for the present. When he was gone, Hedwig and the baroness were left together. " It must have been a great surprise to you, my dear," said the elder lady kindly. "What?" 118 A ROMAN SINGER. " That your little professor should turn out a great artist in disguise. It was a surprise to me, too, ah, another illusion destroyed. Dear child ! You have still so many illusions, beautiful, pure illusions. Dieu ! how I envy you ! " They gener ally talked French together, though the baroness knows German. Hedwig laughed bravely. " I was certainly astonished," she said. " Poor man ! I suppose he did it to support himself. He never told me he gave you lessons, too." The bar oness smiled, but it was from genuine satisfaction this time. " I wonder at that, since he knew we were inti mate, or, at least, that we were acquainted. Of course I would not speak of it last night, because I saw your father was angry." " Yes, he was angry. I suppose it was natural," said Hedwig. " Perfectly natural. And you, my dear, were you not angry too, just a little ? " " I ? No. Why should I be angry ? He was a very good teacher, for he knows whole volumes by heart ; and he understands them, too." Soon they talked of other things, and the bar oness was very affectionate. But though Hedwig saw that her friend was kind and most friendly, she could not forget the words that were in the air when she chanced to enter, nor could she quite ac cept the plausible explanation of them which the baroness had so readily invented. For jealousy is the forerunner of love, and sometimes its awakener. A ROMAN SINGER. 119 She felt a rival and an enemy, and all the hered itary combativeness of her Northern blood was roused. Nino, who was in no small perplexity, reflected. He was not old enough or observant enough to have seen the breach that was about to be created be tween the baroness and Hedwig. His only thought was to clear himself in Hedwig's eyes from the im putation of having been tied to the dark woman in any way save for his love's sake. He at once be gan to hate the baroness with all the ferocity of which his heart was capable, and with all the calm his bold, square face outwardly expressed. But he was forced to take some action at once, and he could think of nothing better to do than to consult De Pretis. To the maestro he poured out his woes and his plans. He exhibited to him his position toward the baroness and toward Hedwig in the clearest light. He conjured him to go to Hedwig, and explain that the baroness had threatened to unmask him, and thus deprive him of his means of support, he dared not put it otherwise, unless he consented to sing for her and come to her as often as she pleased. To explain, to propitiate, to smooth, in a word, to reinstate Nino in her good opinion. " Death of a dog ! " exclaimed De Pretis ; "you do not ask much ! After you have allowed your lady-love, your innamorata, to catch you saying you are bound body and soul to another woman, and such a woman ! ye saints, what a beauty ! 120 A ROMAN SINGER. you ask me to go and set matters right ! What the diavolo did you want to go and poke your nose into such a mousetrap for ? Via ! I am a fool to have helped you at all." " Very likely," said Nino calmly. " But mean while there are two of us, and perhaps I am the greater. You will do what I ask, maestro ; is it not true ? And it was not I who said it ; it was the baroness." " The baroness yes and may the maledic tions of the inferno overtake her," said De Pretis, casting up his eyes and feeling in his coat-tail pockets for his snuff-box. Once, when Nino was younger, he filled Ercole's snuff-box with soot and pepper, so that the maestro had a black nose and sneezed all day. What could Ercole do ? It was true that he had hitherto helped Nino. Was he not bound to con tinue that assistance ? I suppose so ; but if the whole affair had ended then, and this story with it, I would not have cared a button. Do you suppose it amuses me to tell you this tale ? Or that if it were not for Nino's good name I would ever have turned myself into a common story-teller ? Bah ! you do not know me. A page of quaternions gives me more pleasure than all this rubbish put to gether, though I am not averse to a little gossip now and then, of an evening, if people will listea to my details and fancies. But those are just the things people will not listen to. Everybody wants sensation nowadays. What is a sensation compared A ROMAN SINGER. 121 with a thought ? What is the convulsive gesticula tion of a dead frog's leg compared with the intel lect of the man who invented the galvanic battery, and thus gave fictitious sensation to all the count less generations of dead frogs' legs that have since been the objects of experiment ? Or if you come down to so poor a thing as mere feeling, what are your feelings in reading about Nino's deeds com pared with what he felt in doing them ? I am not taking all this trouble to please you, but only for Nino's sake, who is my dear boy. You are of no more interest or importance to me than if you were so many dead frogs ; and if I galvanize your sen sations, as you call them, into an activity sufficient to make you cry or laugh, that is my own affair. You need not say " thank you " to me. I do not want it. Ercole will thank you, and perhaps Nino will thank me, but that is different. I will not tell you about the interview that Ercole had with Hedwig, nor how skillfully he rolled up his eyes and looked pathetic when he spoke of Nino's poverty, and of the fine part he had played in the whole business. Hedwig is a woman, and the principal satisfaction she gathered from Ercole's explanation was the knowledge that her friend the baroness had lied to her in explaining those strange words she had overheard. She knew it, of course, by instinct ; but it was a great relief to be told the fact by some one else, as it always is, even when one is not a woman. VIII. SEVERAL days passed after the debut without giving Nino an opportunity of speaking to Hedwig. He probably saw her, for he mingled in the crowd of dandies in the Piazza Colonna of an afternoon, hoping she would pass in her carriage and give him a look. Perhaps she did ; he said nothing about it, but looked calm when he was silent and savage when he spoke, after the manner of passionate peo ple. His face aged and grew stern in those few days, so that he seemed to change on a sudden from boy to man. But he went about his business, and sang at the theatre when he was obliged to; gathering courage to do his best and to display his powers from the constant success he had. The pa pers were full of his praises, saying that he was absolutely without rival from the very first night he sang, matchless and supreme from the moment he first opened his mouth, and all that kind of non sense. I dare say he is now, but he could not have been really the greatest singer living, so soon. How ever, he used to bring me the newspapers that had notices of him, though he never appeared to care much for them, nor did he ever keep them himself. He said he hankered for an ideal which he would never attain ; and I told him that if he was never A ROMAN SINGER. 123 to attain it he had better abandon the pursuit of it at once. But he represented to me that the ideal was confined to his imagination, whereas the realt ity had a great financial importance, since he daily received offers from foreign managers to sing for them, at large advantage to himself, and was hesi tating only in order to choose the most convenient. This seemed sensible, and I was silent. Soon af terwards he presented me with a box of cigars and a very pretty amber mouthpiece. The cigars were real Havanas, such as I had not smoked for years, and must have cost a great deal. " You may not be aware, Sor Cornelio," he said one evening, as he mixed the oil and vinegar with the salad, at supper, " that I am now a rich man, or soon shall be. An agent from the London opera has offered me twenty thousand francs for the sea son in London, this spring." " Twenty thousand francs ! " I cried in amaze ment. " You must be dreaming, Nino. That is just about seven times what I earn in a year with my professorship and my writing." " No dreams, caro mio. I have the offer in my pocket." He apparently cared no more about it than if he had twenty thousand roasted chestnuts in his pocket. " When do you leave us ? " I asked, when I was somewhat recovered. "I am not sure that I will go," he answered, sprinkling some pepper on his lettuce. " Not sure ! Body of Diana, what a fool you are ! " 124 A ROMAN SINGER. " Perhaps," said he, and he passed me the dish. Just then, Mariuccia came in with a bottle of wine, and we said no more about it ; for Mariuccia is indiscreet. Nino thought nothing about his riches, because he was racking his brains for some good expedient whereby he might see the contessina and speak with her. He had ascertained from De Pretis that the count was not so angry as he had expected, and that Hedwig was quite satisfied with the explana tions of the maestro. The day after the foregoing conversation he wrote a note to her, wherein he said that if the Contessina di Lira would deign to be awake at midnight that evening she would have a serenade from a voice she was said to admire. He bid Mariuccia carry the letter to the Palazzo Car- mandola. At half past eleven, at least two hours after sup per, Nino wrapped himself in my old cloak, and took the guitar under his arm. Rome is not a very safe place for midnight pranks, and so I made him take a good knife in his waist-belt ; for he had con fided to me where he was going. I tried to dissuade him from the plan, saying he might catch cold ; but he laughed at me. A serenade is an every-day affair, and in the street one voice sounds about as well as another. He reached the palace, and his heart sank when he saw Hedwig's window dark and gloomy. He did not know that she was seated behind it in a deep chair, wrapped in white things, and listening for A ROMAN SINGER. 125 him against the beatings of her heart. The large moon seemed to be spiked on the sharp spire of the church that is near her house, and the black shad ows cut the white light as clean as with a knife. Nino had tuned his guitar in the other street, and stood ready, waiting for the clocks to strike. Pres ently they clanged out wildly, as though they had been waked from their midnight sleep, and were angry ; one clock answering the other, and one con vent bell following another in the call to prayers. For two full minutes the whole air was crazy with ringing, and then it was all still. Nino struck a single chord. Hedwig almost thought he might hear her heart beating all the way down in the street. " Ah, del mio dolce ardor bramato ogetto," he sang, an old air in one of Gluck's operas, that our Italian musicians say was composed by Ales- sandro Stradella, the poor murdered singer. It must be a very good air, for it pleases me ; and I am not easily pleased with music of any kind. As for Hedwig, she pressed her ear to the glass of the window that she might not lose any note. But she would not open nor give any sign. Nino was not so easily discouraged, for he remembered that once before she had opened her window for a few bars he had begun to sing. He played a few chords, and breathed out the " Salve, dimora casta e pura," from Faust, high and soft and clear. There is a point in that song, near to the end, where the words say, " Reveal to me the maiden," and where the 126 A ROMAN SINGER. music goes away to the highest note that any one can possibly sing. It alwaj^s appears quite easy for Nino, and he does not squeak like a dying pig, as all the other tenors do on that note. He was looking up as he sang it, wondering whether it would have any effect. Apparently Hedwig lost her head completely, for she gently opened the case ment and looked out at the moonlight opposite, over the carved stone mullions of her window. The song ended, he hesitated whether to go or to sing again. She was evidently looking towards him ; but he was in the light, for the moon has risen higher, and she, on the other side of the street, was in the dark. " Signorina ! " he called softly. No answer. " Signorina ! " he said again, coming across the empty street and standing under the window, which might have been thirty feet from the ground. " Hush ! " came a whisper from above. " I thank you with all my soul for listening to me," he said in a low voice. "I am innocent of that of which you suspect me. I love you, ah, I love you ! " But at this she left the window very quickly. She did not close it, however, and Nino stood long, straining his eyes for a glimpse of the white face that had been there. He sighed, and striking a chord sang out boldly the old air from the Trovatore, "Ah, che la morte ognora e tarda nel venir." Every blind fiddler in the streets plays it, though he would be sufficiently scared if death came any the quicker for his fiddling. But old and A ROMAN SINGER. 127 worn as it is, it has a strain of passion in it, and Nino threw more fire and voice into the ring of it than ever did famous old Boccarde, when he sang it at the first performance of the opera, thirty, and odd years ago. As he played the chords after the first strophe, the voice from above whispered again : " Hush, for Heaven's sake ! " Just that, and something fell at his feet, with a soft little padded sound on the pavement. He stooped to pick it up, and found a single rose ; and at that instant the window closed sharply. Therefore he kissed the rose and hid it, and presently he strode down the street, finishing his song as lie went, but only hum ming it, for the joy had taken his voice away. I heard him let himself in and go to bed, and he told me about it in the morning. That is how I know. Since the day after the de*but Nino had not seen the baroness. He did not speak of her, and I am sure he wished she were at the very bottom of the Tiber. But on the morning after the serenade he received a note from her, which was so full of pro testations of friendship and so delicately couched that he looked grave, and reflected that it was his duty to be courteous, and to answer such a call as that. She begged him earnestly to come at one o'clock ; she was suffering from headache, she said, and was very weak. Had Nino loved Hedwig a whit the less, he would not have gone. But he felt himself strong enough to face anything and every thing, and" therefore he determined to go. 128 A ROMAN SINGER. . He found her, indeed, with the manner of a per son who is ill, but not with the appearance. She was lying on a huge couch, pushed to the fireside, and there were furs about her. A striped scarf of rich Eastern silk was round her throat, and she held in her hand a new novel, of which she care lessly cut the pages with a broad-hafted Persian knife. But there was color in her dark cheek, and a sort of angry fire in her eyes. Nino thought the clean steel in her hand looked as though it might be used for something besides cutting leaves, if the fancy took her. " So at last you have honored me with a visit, signore," she said, not desisting from her occupa tion. Nino came to her, and she put out her hand. He touched it, but could not bear to hold it, for it burned him. " You used to honor my hand differently from that," she half whispered. Nino sat himself down a little way from her, blushing slightly. It was not at what she had said, but at the thought that he should ever have kissed her fingers. " Signora," he replied, " there are customs, chiv alrous and gentle in themselves, and worthy for all men to practice. But from the moment a custom begins to mean what it should not, it ought to be abandoned. You will forgive me if I no longer kiss your hand." " How cold you are ! how formal ! What should it mean ? " " It is better to say too little than too much," he answered. A ROMAN SINGER. 129 " Bali ! " slie cried, with a bitter little laugh. " Words are silver, but silence is very often nothing but silver-plated brass. Put a little more wood 011 the fire ; you make me cold." Nino obeyed. " How literal you are ! " said the baroness petu lantly. " There is fire enough, on the hearth." " Apparently, signora, you are pleased to be enigmatical," said Nino. " I will be pleased to be anything I please," she answered, and looked at him rather fiercely. " I wanted you to drive away my headache, and you only make it worse." " I am sorry, signora. I will leave you at once. Permit me to wish you a very good-morning." He took his hat and went towards the door. Before he reached the heavy curtain, she was at his side with a rush like a falcon on the wing, her eyes burning darkly between anger and love. " Nino ! " She laid hold of his arm, and looked into his face. " Signora," he protested coldly, and drew back. " You will not leave me so ? " " As you wish, signora. I desire to oblige you." " Oh, how cold you are ! " she cried, leaving his arm, and sinking into a chair by the door, while he stood with his hand on the curtain. She hid her eyes. " Nino, Nino ! You will break my heart ! " she sobbed; and a tear, perhaps more of anger than of sorrow, burst through her fingers, and coursed down her cheek. 130 A ROMAN SINGER. Few men can bear to see a woman slied tears. Nino's nature rose up in his throat, and bade him console her. But between him and her was a fair, bright image that forbade him to move hand or foot. " Signora," he said, with all the calm he could command, "if I were conscious of having by word or deed of mine given you cause to speak thus, I would humbly implore your forgiveness. But my heart does not accuse me. I beg you to allow me to take leave of you. I will go away, and you shall have no further cause to think of me." He moved again, and lifted the curtain. But she was like a panther, so quick and beautiful. Ah, how I could have loved that woman ! She held him, and would not let him go, her smooth fingers fastening round his wrists like springs. " Please to let me go," he said between his teeth, with rising anger. " No ! I will not let you ! " she cried fiercely, tightening her grasp on him. Then the angry fire in her tearful eyes seemed suddenly to melt into a soft flame, and the color came faster to her cheeks. " Ah, how can you let me so disgrace myself ! how can you see me fallen so low as to use the strength of my hands, and yet have no pity ! Nino, Nino, do not kill me ! " " Indeed, it would be the better for you if I should," he answered bitterly, but without attempt ing to free his wrists from her strong, soft grip. " But you will," she murmured passionately. A ROMAN SINGER. 131 " You are killing me by leaving me. Can you not see it ? " Her voice melted away in the tearful ca dence. But Nino stood gazing at her as stonily as though he were the Sphinx. How could he have the heart ? I cannot tell. Long she looked into his eyes, silently ; but she might as well have tried to animate a piece of iron, so stern and hard he was. Suddenly, with a strong, convulsive movement, she flung his hands from her. " Go ! " she cried hoarsely. " Go to that wax doll you love, and see whether she will love you, or care whether you leave her or not ! Go, go, go ! Go to her ! " She had sprung far back from him, and now pointed to the door, drawn to her full height and blazing in her wrath. "I would advise you, madam, to speak with proper respect of any lady with whom you choose to couple my name." His lips opened and shut mechanically, and he trembled from head to foot. " Respect ! " She laughed wildly. " Respect for a mere child whom you happen to fancy ! Respect, indeed, for anything you choose to do ! I I respect Hedwig von Lira ? Ha ! ha ! " and she rested her hand on the table behind her, as she laughed. " Be silent, madam," said Nino, and he moved a step nearer, and stood with folded arms. " Ah ! You would silence me now, would you ? You would rather not hear me speak of your mid night serenades, and your sweet letters dropped from the window of her room, at your feet ? " But 132 A ROMAN SINGER. her rage overturned itself, and with a strange cry she fell into a deep chair, and wept bitterly, bury ing her face in her two hands. " Miserable woman that I am ! " she sobbed, and her whole lithe body was convulsed. "You are indeed," said Nino, and he turned once more to go. But as he turned, the servant threw back the curtain. " The Signor Conte di Lira," he announced in distinct tones. For a moment there was a dead silence, during which, in spite of his astonishment at the sudden appearance of the count, Nino had time to reflect that the baroness had caused him to be watched during the previous night. It might well be, and the mistake she made in supposing the thing Hedwig had dropped to be a letter told him that her spy had not ventured very near. The tall count came forward under the raised curtains, limping and helping himself with his stick. His face was as gray and wooden as ever, but his mustaches had an irritated, crimped look, that Nino did not like. The count barely nodded to the young man, as he stood aside to let the old gentle man pass ; his eyes turned mechanically to where the baroness sat. She was a woman who had no need to simulate passion in any shape, and it must have cost her a terrible effort to control the parox ysm of anger and shame and grief that had over come her. There was something unnatural and terrifying in her sudden calm, as she forced herself to rise and greet her visitor. A ROMAN SINGER. 133 " I fear I come out of season," lie said, apologet ically, as he bent over her hand. " On the contrary," she answered ; " but forgive me if I speak one word to Professor Cardegna." .She went to where Nino was standing. j " Go into that room," she said, in a very low voice, glancing towards a curtained door opposite the windows, " and wait till he goes. You may listen if you choose." She spoke authoritatively. " I will not," answered Nino, in a determined whisper. " You will not ? '' Her eyes flashed again. He shook his head. " Count von Lira," she said aloud, turning to him, " do you know this young man ? " She spoke in Italian, and Von Lira answered in the same lan guage ; but as what he said was not exactly humor ous, I will spare you the strange construction of his sentences. " Perfectly," he answered. " It is precisely con cerning this young man that I desire to speak with you." The count remained standing because the baroness had not told him to be seated. "That is fortunate," replied the baroness, "for I wish to inform you that he is a villain, a wretch, a miserable fellow! " Her anger was rising again, but she struggled to control it. When Nino realized what she said, he came forward, and stood near the count, facing the baroness, his arms folded on his breast, as though to challenge accusation. The count raised his eyebrows. 134 A ROMAN SINGER. " I am aware that he concealed his real profession so long as he gave my daughter lessons. That, however, has been satisfactorily explained, though I regret it. Pray inform me why you designate him as a villain." Nino felt a thrill of sympathy for this man whom he had so long deceived. "This man, sir," said she in measured tones, " this low-born singer, who has palmed himself off on us as a respectable instructor in language, has the audacity to love your daughter. For the sake of pressing his odious suit, he 'has wormed himself into your house, as into mine ; he has sung beneath your daughter's window, and she has dropped let ters to him, love-letters, do you understand ? And now," her voice rose more shrill and uncontrol lable at every word, as she saw Lira's face turn white, and her anger gave desperate utterance to the lie, " and now he has the effrontery to come to me to me to me of all women and to confess his abominable passion for that pure angel, implor ing me to assist him in bringing destruction upon her and you. Oh, it is execrable, it is vile, it is hellish ! " She pressed her hands to her temples as she stood, and glared at the two men. The count was a strong man, easily petulant, but hard to move to real anger. Though his face was white and his right hand clutched his crutch-stick, he still kept the mastery of himself. " Is what you tell me true, madam ? " he asked in a strange voice. " Before God, it is true ! " she cried desperately. A ROMAN SINGER. 135 The old man looked at her for one moment, and then, as though he had been twenty years younger, he made at Nino, brandishing his stick to strike. But Nino is strong and young, and he is almost a Roman. He foresaw the count's action, and his right hand stole to the table, and grasped the clean, murderous knife ; the baroness had used it so inno cently to cut the leaves of her book, half an hour before. -With one wrench he had disarmed the elder man, forced him back upon a lounge, and set the razor edge of his weapon against the count's throat. " If you speak one word, or try to strike me, I will cut off your head," he said quietly, bringing his cold, marble face close down to the old man's eyes. There was something so deathly in his voice, in spite of its quiet sound, that the count thought his hour was come, brave man as he was. The baroness tottered back against the opposite wall, and stood staring at the two, disheveled and hor rified. " This woman," said Nino, still holding the cold thing against the flesh, " lies in part, and in part tells the truth. I love your daughter, it is true." The poor old man quivered beneath Nino's weight, and his eyes rolled wildly, searching for some means of escape. But it was of no use. " I love her, and have sung beneath her window ; but I never had a written word from her in my life, and I neither told this woman of my love nor asked her assistance. She guessed it at the first ; she guessed 136 A ROMAN SINGER. the reason of my disguise, and she herself offered to help me. You may speak now. Ask her." Nino relaxed his hold, and stood off, still grasping the knife. The old count breathed, shook himself and passed his handkerchief over his face before he spoke. The baroness stood as though she were petrified. "Thunder weather, you are a devilish young man ! " said Von Lira, still panting. Then he sud denly recovered his dignity. " You have caused me to assault this young man, by what you told me," he said, struggling to his feet. " He defended himself, and might have killed me, had he chosen. Be good enough to tell me whether he has spoken the truth, or you." " He has spoken the truth," answered the baroness, staring vacantly about her. Her fright had taken from her even the faculty of lying. Her voice was low, but she articulated the words dis tinctly. Then, suddenly, she threw up her hands, with a short, quick scream, and fell forward, sense less, on the floor. Nino looked at the count, and dropped his knife on a table. The count looked at Nino. " Sir," said the old gentleman, " I forgive you for resisting my assault. I do not forgive you for presuming to love my daughter, and I will find means to remind you of the scandal you have brought on my house." He drew himself up to his full height. Nino handed him his crutch- stick civilly. A ROMAN SINGER. 137 " Signer Conte," he said, simply, but with all his natural courtesy, " I am sorry for this affair, to which you forced me, or rather the Signora Baronessa forced us both. I have acted foolishly, perhaps, but I am in love. And permit me to assure you, sir, that I will yet marry the Signorina di Lira, if she consents to marry me." " By the name of Heaven," swore the old count, " if she wants to marry a singer, she shall." He limped to the door in sullen anger, and went out. Nino turned to the prostrate figure of the poor baroness. The continued strain on her nerves had broken her down, and she lay on the floor in a dead faint. Nino put a cushion from the lounge under her head, and rang the bell. The servant appeared instantly. " Bring water quickly ! " he cried. " The signora has fainted." He stood looking at the senseless figure of the woman, as she lay across the rich Persian rugs that covered the floor. " Why did you not bring salts, cologne, her maid run, I tell you ! " he said to the man, who brought the glass of water on a gilded tray. He had forgotten that the fellow could not be expected to have any sense. When her people came at last, he had sprinkled her face, and she had un consciously swallowed enough of the water to have some effect in reviving her. She began to open her eyes, and her fingers moved nervously. Nino found his hat, and, casting one glance around the room that had just witnessed such strange doings, 138 A ROMAN SINGER. passed through the door and went out. The baron ess was left with her servants. Poor woman ! She did veiy wrong, perhaps, but anybody would have loved her except Nino. She must have been terribly shaken, one would have thought, and she ought to have gone to lie down, and should have sent for the doctor to bleed her. But she did nothing of the kind. She came to see me. I was alone in the house, late in the afternoon, when the sun was just gilding the tops of the houses. I heard the doorbell ring, and I went to answer it myself. There stood the beautiful baroness, alone, with all her dark soft things around her, as pale as death, and her eyes swollen sadly with weeping. Nino had come home and told me something about the scene in the morn ing, and I can tell you I gave him a piece of my mind about his follies. " Does Professor Cornelio Grandi live here ? " she asked, in a low voice. "I am he, signora," I answered. "Will you please to come in?" And so she came into our little sitting-room, and sat over there in the old green arm-chair. I shall never forget it as long as I live. I cannot tell you all she said in that brief half hour, for it pains me to think of it. She spoke as though I were her confessor, so humbly and quietly, as though it had all happened ten years ago. There is no stubbornness in those tiger women when once they break down. A ROMAN SINGER. 139 She said she was going away ; that she had done my boy a great wrong, and wished to make such reparation as she could by telling me, at least, the truth. She did not scruple to say that she had loved him, nor that she had done everything in her power to keep him ; though he had never so much as looked at her, she added pathetically. She wished to have me know exactly how it happened, no matter what I might think of her. " You are a nobleman, count," she said to me at last, " and I can trust you as one of my own people, I am sure. Yes, I know : you have been unfortu nate, and are now a professor. But that does not change the blood. I can trust you. You need not tell him I came, unless you wish it. I shall never see him again. I am glad to have been here, to see where he lives." She rose, and moved to go. I confess that the tears were in my eyes. There was a pile of music on the old piano. There was a loose leaf on the top, with his name written on it. She took it in her hand, and looked inquiringly at me out of her sad eyes. I knew she wanted to take it, and I nodded. " I shall never see him again, you know." Her voice was gentle and weak, and she hastened to the door ; so that almost before I knew it she was gone. The sun had left the red-tiled roofs opposite, and the goldfinch was silent in his cage. So I sat down in the chair where she had rested, and folded my hands, and thought, as I am always thinking ever since, how I could have loved such a woman 140 A ROMAN SINGER. as that ; so passionate, so beautiful, so piteously sorry for what she had done that was wrong. Ah me ! for the years that are gone away so cruelly, for the days so desperately dead ! Give me but one of those golden days, and I would make the pomp of emperors ridiculous. A greater man than I said that, a man over the seas, with a great soul, who wrote in a foreign tongue, but spoke a language germane to all human speech. But even he cannot bring back one of those dear days. I would give much to have that one day back, when she came and told me all her woes. But that is impossible. When they came to wake her in the morning the very morning after that she was dead in her bed ; the color gone forever from those velvet cheeks, the fire quenched out of those passionate eyes, past power of love or hate to rekindle. Re- quiescat in pace, and may God give her eternal rest and forgiveness for all her sins. Poor, beautiful, erring woman ! IX. AT nine o'clock on the morning of the baroness's death, as Nino was busy singing scales, there was a ring at the door, and presently Mariuccia came running in as fast as her poor old legs could carry her, and whiter than a pillow-case, to say that there was a man at the door with two gendarmes, asking for Nino; and before I could question her, the three men walked unbidden into the room, demand ing which was Giovanni Cardegna, the singer. Nino started, and then said quietly that he was the man. I have had dealings with these people, and I know what is best to be done. They were inclined to be rough and very peremptory. I confess. I was frightened; but I think I am more cunning when I am a little afraid. " Mariuccia," I said, as she stood trembling in the doorway, waiting to see what would happen, "fetch a flask of that old wine, and serve these gentlemen, and a few chestnuts, if you have some. Be seated, signori," I said to them, " and take one of these cigars. My boy is a singer, and you would not hurt his voice by taking him out so early on this raw morning. Sit down, Nino, and ask these gentlemen what they desire." They all sat down, somewhat sullenly, and the gendarmes' sabres clanked on the brick floor. 142 A ROMAN SINGER. "What do you wish from me?" asked Nino, who was not much moved after the first surprise. " We regret to say," answered the man in plain clothes, " that we are here to arrest you." "May I inquire on what charge?" I asked. " But first let me fill your glasses. Dry throats make surly answers, as the provei'b says." They drank. It chanced that the wine was good, being from my own vineyard, my little vineyard that I bought outside of Porta Salara, and the men were cold and wet, for it was raining. " Well," said the man who had spoken before, he was clean-shaved and fat, and he smacked his lips over the wine, " it is not our way to answer questions. But since you are so civil, I will tell you that you are arrested on suspicion of having poisoned that Russian baroness, with the long name, at whose house you have been so intimate." "Poisoned? The baroness poisoned? Is she very ill, then ? " asked Nino, in great alarm. " She is dead," said the fat man, wiping his mouth, and twisting the empty glass in his hand. " Dead ! " cried Nino and I together. "Dead yes; as dead as St. Peter," he an swered irreverently. "Your wine is good, Signer Prof essore. Yes, I will take another glass and my men, too. Yes, she was found dead this morn ing, lying in her bed. You were there yesterday, Signor Cardegna, and her servant says he saw you giving her something in a glass of water." He drank a long draught from his glass. " You would A ROMAN SINGER. 143 have done better to give her some of this wine, my friend. She would certainly be alive to-day." But Nino was dark and thoughtful. He must have been pained and terribly shocked at the sudden news, of course, but he did not admire her as I did. " Of course this thing will soon be over," he said at last. " I am very much grieved to hear of the lady's death, but it is absurd to suppose that I was concerned in it, however it happened. She fainted suddenly in the morning when I was there, and I gave her some water to drink, but there was noth ing in it." He clasped his hands on his knee, and looked much distressed. "It is quite possible that you poisoned her," remarked the fat man, with annoying indifference. " The servant says he overheard high words be tween you " "He overheard?" cried Nino, springing to his feet. " Cursed beast, to listen at the door ! " He began to walk about excitedly. " How long is this affair to keep me?" he asked suddenly. " I have to sing to-night and that poor lady lying there dead oh, I cannot ! " " Perhaps you will not be detained more than a couple of hours," said the fat man. " And perhaps you will be detained until the Day of Judgment," he added, with a sly wink at the gendarmes, who laughed obsequiously. " By this afternoon, the doctors will know of what she died ; and if there was no poison, and she died a natural death, you can go to the theatre and sing, if you have the A ROMAN SINGER. stomach. I would, I am sure. You see, she is a great lady, and the people of her embassy are caus ing everything to be done very quickly. If you had poisoned that old lady who brought us this famous wine a minute ago, you might have had to wait till next year, innocent or guilty." It struck me that the wine was producing its effect. "Very well," said Nino, resolutely ; "let us go. You will see that I am perfectly ready, although the news has shaken me much ; and so you will permit me to walk quietly with you, without at tracting any attention ? " " Oh, we woidd not think of incommoding you," said the fat man. " The orders were expressly to give you every convenience, and we have a private carriage below. Signor Grandi, we thank you for your civility. Good-morning a thousand ex cuses." He bowed, and the gendarmes rose to their feet, refreshed and ruddy with the good wine. Of course I knew I could not accompany them, and I was too much frightened to have been of any use. Poor Mariuccia was crying in the kitchen. " Send word to Jacovacci, the manager, if you do not hear by twelve o'clock," Nino called back from the landing, and the door closed behind them all. I was left alone, sad and frightened, and I felt very old, much older than I am. It was tragic. Mechanically I sank into the old green arui-chair, where she had sat but yesterday evening, she whom I had seen but twice, once in the theatre and once here, but of whom I had heard A ROMAN SINGER. 145 so much. And she was dead, so soon. If Nino could only have heard her last words and seen her last look, he would have been more hurt when he heard of her sudden death. But he is of stone, that man, save for his love and his art. He seems to have no room left for sympathy with human ills, nor even for fear on his own account. Fear ! how I hate the word ! Nino did not seem fright ened at all, when they took him away. But as for me well, it was not for myself this time, at least. That is some comfort. I think one may be afraid for other people. Mariuccia was so much disturbed that I was obliged to go myself to get De Pretis, who gave up all his lessons that day and came to give me his ad vice. He looked grave and spoke very little, but he is a broad-shouldered, genial man, and very com forting. He insisted on going himself at once to see Nino, to give him all the help he could. He would not hear of my going, for he said I ought to be bled and have some tea of mallows to calm me. And when I offered him a cigar from the box of good ones Nino had given me, he took six or seven, and put them in his pocket without saying a word. But I did not grudge them to him ; for though he is very ridiculous, with his skull-cap and his snuff box, he is a leal man, as we say, who stands by his friends and snaps his fingers at the devil. I cannot describe to you the anxiety I felt through all that day. I could not eat, nor drink, nor write. I could not smoke, and when I tried to 10 146 A ROMAN SINGER. go to sleep that cat an apoplexy on her ! climbed up on my shoulder and clawed my hair. Mariuccia sat moaning in the kitchen, and could not cook at all, so that I was half starved. At three o'clock De Pretis came back. " Courage, conte mio ! " he cried ; and I knew it was all right. " Courage ! Nino is at liberty again, and says he will sing to-night to show them he is not a clay doll, to be broken by a little knocking about. Ah, what a glorious boy Nino is!" " But where is he ? " I asked, when I could find voice to speak, for I was all trembling. " He is gone for a good walk, to freshen his nerves, poverino. I wonder he has any strength left. For Heaven's sake, give me a match that I may light my cigar, and then I will tell you all about it. Thank you. And I will sit down, comfortably so. Now you must know that the baroness re- quiescat ! was not poisoned by Nino, or by any one else." " Of course not ! Go on." " Piano, slow and sure. They had a terrific scene, yesterday. You know? Yes. Then she went out and tired herself, poor soul, so that when she got home she had an attack of the nerves. Now these foreigners, who are a pack of silly people, do not have themselves bled and drink malva water as we do when we get a fit of anger. But they take opium ; that is, a thing they call chloral. God knows what it is made of, but it puts them to sleep. A ROMAN SINGER. 147 like opium. When the doctors came to look at the poor lady, they saw at once what was the mat ter, and called the maid. The maid said her mis tress certainly had some queer stuff in a little bot tle, which she often used to take ; and when they inquired further they heard that the baroness had poured out much more than usual the night before, while the maid was combing her hair, for she seemed terribly excited and restless. So they got the bottle and found it nearly empty. Then the doctors said, ' At what time was this young man who is now arrested seen to give her the glass of water ? ' The man-servant said it was about two in the afternoon. So the doctors knew that if Nino had given her the chloral she could not have gone out afterwards, and have been awake at eleven in the evening when her maid was with her, and yet have been hurt by what he gave her. And so, as Jacovacci was raising a thousand devils in every corner of Rome because they had arrested his prin cipal singer on false pretenses, and was threaten ing to bring suits against everybody, including the Russian embassy, the doctors, and the government, if Nino did not appear in Faust to-night, according to his agreement, the result was that, half an hour ago, Nino was conducted out of the police precincts with ten thousand apologies, and put into the arms of Jacovacci, who wept for joy, and carried him off to a late breakfast at Morteo's. And then I came here. But I made Nino promise to take a good walk for his digestion, since the weather has changed. 148 A ROMAN SINGER. For a breakfast at three in the afternoon may be called late, even in Rome. And that reminds me to ask you for a drop of wine ; for I am still fast ing, and this talking is worse for the throat than a dozen high masses." Mariuccia had been listening at the door, as usual, and she immediately began crying for joy ; for she is a weak-minded old thing, and dotes 011 Nino. I was very glad myself, I can tell you ; but I could not understand how Nino could have the heart to sing, or should lack heart so much as to be fit for it. Before the evening he came home, silent and thoughtful. I asked him whether he were not glad to be free so easily. " That is not a very intelligent question for a philosopher like you to ask," he answered. " Of course I am glad of my liberty ; any man would be. But I feel that I am as much the cause of that poor lady's death as though I had killed her with my own hands. I shall never forgive myself." "Diana! " I cried, " it is a horrible tragedy ; but it seems to me that you could not help it if she chose to love you." " Hush ! " said he, so sternly that he frightened me. " She is dead. God give her soul rest. Let us not talk of what she did." " But," I objected, " if you feel so strongly about it, how can you sing at the opera to-night ? " " There are plenty of reasons why I should sing. In the first place, I owe it to my engagement with Jacovacci. He has taken endless trouble to have A ROMAN SINGER. 149 me cleared at once, and I will not disappoint him. Besides, I have not lost my voice, and might be half ruined by breaking contract so early. Then, the afternoon papers are full of the whole affair, some right and some wrong, and I am bound to show the Contessina di Lira that this unfortunate accident does not touch my heart, however sorry I may be. If I did not appear, all Rome would say it was because I was heart-broken. If she does not go to the theatre, she will at least hear of it. Therefore I will sing." It was very reasonable of him to think so. " Have any of the papers got hold of the story of your giving lessons ? " " No, I think not ; and there is no mention of the Lira family." " So much the better." Hedwig did not go to the opera. Of course she was quite right. However she might feel about the baroness, it would have been in the worst pos sible taste to go to the opera the very day after her death. That is the way society puts it. It is bad taste ; they never say it is heartless, or unkind, or brutal. It is simply bad taste. Nino sang, on the whole, better than if she had been there, for he put his whole soul in his art, and won fresh lau rels. When it was over he was besieged by the agent of the London manager to come to some agreement. "I cannot tell yet," he said. "I will tell you soon." He was not willing to leave Rome, that 150 A ROMAN SINGER. was the truth of the matter. He thought of noth ing, day or night, but of how he might see Hedwig^ and his heart writhed in his breast when it seemed more and more impossible. He dared not risk compromising her by another serenade, as he felt sure that it had been some servant of the count who had betrayed him to the baroness. At last he hit upon a plan. The funeral of the baroness was to take place on the afternoon of the next day. He felt sure that the Graf von Lira would go to it, and he was equally certain that Hedwig would not. It chanced to be the hour at which De Pretis went to the Palazzo to give her the singing lesson. " I suppose it is a barbarous thing for me to do," he said to himself, " but I cannot help it. Love first, and tragedy afterwards." In the afternoon, therefore, he sallied out, and went boldly to the Palazzo Carmandola. He in quired of the porter whether the Signer Conte had gone out, and just as he had expected, so he found it. Old Lira had left the house ten minutes ear lier, to go to the funeral. Nino ran up the stairs and rang the bell. The footman opened the door, and Nino quickly slipped a five-franc note into his hand, which he had no difficulty in finding. On asking if the signorina were at home, the footman nodded, and added that Professor De Pretis was with her, but she would doubtless see Professor Cardegna as well. And so it turned out. He was ushered into the great drawing-room, where the piano was. Hedwig came forward a few steps from A ROMAN SINGER. 151 where she had been standing beside De Pretis, and Nino bowed low before her. She had on a long dark dress, and no ornament whatever, save her beautiful bright hair, so that her face was like a jewel set in gold and velvet. But, when I think of it, such a combination would seem absurdly vul gar by the side of Iledwig von Lira. She was so pale and exquisite and sad that Nino could hardly look at her. He remembered that there were vi olets, rarest of flowers in Rome in January, in her belt. To tell the truth, Nino had expected to find her stern and cold, whereas she was only very quiet and sorrowful. " Will you forgive me, signorina, for this rash ness ? " he asked in a low voice. " In that I receive you I forgive you, sir," she said. He glanced toward De Pretis, who seemed absorbed in some music at the piano and was play ing over bits of an accompaniment. She under stood, and moved slowly to a window at the other end of the great room, standing among the curtains. He placed himself in the embrasure. She looked at him long and earnestly, as if finally reconciling the singer with the man she had known so long. She found him changed, as I had, in a short time. His face was sterner and thinner and whiter than before, and there were traces of thought in the deep shadows beneath his eyes. Quietly observing him, she saw how perfectly simple and exquisitely care ful was his dress, and how his hands bespoke that 152 A ROMAN SINGER. attention which only a gentleman gives to the de tails of his person. She saw that, if he were not handsome, he was in the last degree striking to the eye, in spite of all his simplicity, and that he would not lose by being contrasted with all the dandies and courtiers in Rome. As she looked, she saw his lip quiver slightly, the only sign of emotion he ever gives, unless he loses his head altogether, and storms, as he sometimes does. " Signorina," he began, " I have come to tell you a story ; will you listen to it ? " " Tell it me," said she, still looking in his face. " There was once a solitary castle in the moun tains, with battlement and moat both high and broad. Far up in a lonely turret dwelt a rare maiden, of such surpassing beauty and fairness that the peasants thought she was not mortal, but an angel from heaven, resting in that tower from the doing of good deeds. She had flowers up there in her chamber, and the seeds of flowers ; and as the seasons passed by, she took from her store the dry germs, and planted them one after another in a little earth on the window-sill. And the sun shone on them and they grew, and she breathed upon them and they were sweet. But they withered and bore no offspring, and fell away, so that year by year her store became diminished. At last there was but one little paper bag of seed left, and upon the cover was written in a strange character, ' This is the Seed of the Thorn of the World.' But the beautiful maiden was sad when she saw this, for A ROMAN SINGER. 153 she said, 'All my flowers have been sweet, and now I have but this thing left, which is a thorn ! ' And she opened the paper and looked inside, and saw one poor little seed, all black and shriveled. Through that day she pondered what to do with it, and was very unhappy. At night she said to her self, ' I will not plant this one ; I will throw it away, rather than plant it.' And she went to the window, and tore the paper, and threw out the little seed into the darkness." " Poor little thing ! " said Hedwig. She was lis tening intently. " She threw it out, and, as it fell, all the air was full of music, sad and sweet, so that she wondered greatly. The next day she looked out of the win dow, and saw, between the moat and the castle wall, a new plant growing. It looked black and uninvit ing, but it had come up so fast that it had already laid hold on the rough gray stones. At the falling of the night it reached far up towards the turret, a great sharp-pointed vine, with only here and there a miserable leaf on it. ' I am sorry I threw it out,' said the maiden. ' It is the Thorn of the World, and the people who pass will think it defaces my castle.' But when it was dark again the air was full of music. The maiden went to the window, for she could not sleep, and she called out, asking who it was that sang. Then a sweet, low voice came up to her from the moat. ' I am the Thorn,' it said, ' I sing in the dark, for I am growing.' ' Sing on, Thorn,' said she, ' and grow if you will.' 154 A ROMAN SINGER. But in the morning, when she awoke, her window was darkened, for the Thorn had grown to be a mighty tree, and its topmost shoots were black against the sky. She wondered whether this un couth plant would bear anything but music. So she spoke to it. " ' Thorn,' she said, ' why have you no flowers ? ' " ' I am the Thorn of the World,' it answered, 'and I can bear no flowers until the hand that planted me has tended me, and pruned me, and shaped me to be its own. If you had planted me like the rest, it would have been easy for you. But you planted me unwillingly, down below you by the moat, and I have had far to climb.' " ' But my hands are so delicate,' said the maiden. ' You will hurt me, I am sure.' " ' Yours is the only hand in the world that I will not hurt,' said the voice, so tenderly and softly and sadly that the gentle fingers went out to touch the plant and see if it were real. And touching it they clung there, for they had no harm of it. Would you know, my lady, what happened then ? " " Yes, yes tell me ! " cried Hedwig, whose im agination was fascinated by the tale. " As her hands rested on the spiked branches, a gentle trembling went through the Thorn, and in a moment there burst out such a blooming and blos soming as the maiden had never seen. Every prick became a rose, and they were so many that the light of. the day was tinged with them, and their sweet ness was like the breath of paradise. But below A ROMAN SINGER. 155 her window the Thorn was as black and forbidding as ever, for only the maiden's presence could make its flowers bloom. But she smelled the flowers, and pressed many of them to her cheek. " ' I thought you were only a Thorn,' she said softly. '"Nay, fairest maiden,' answered the glorious voice of the bursting blossom, ' I am the Rose of the World forever, since you have touched me.' " That is my story, signorina. Have I wearied you?" Hedwig had unconsciously moved nearer to him as he was speaking, for he never raised his voice, and she hung on his words. There was color in her face, and her breath came quickly through her parted lips. She had never looked so beautiful. " Wearied me, signore ? Ah no ; it is a gentle tale of yours." " It is a true tale in part," said he. " In part ? I do not understand " But the color was warmer in her cheek, and she turned her face half away, as though looking out. " I will tell you," he replied, coming closer, on the side from which she turned. " Here is the window. You are the maiden. The thorn it is my love for you ; " he dropped his voice to a whis per. " You planted it carelessly, far below you in the dark. In the dark it has grown and sung to you, and grown again, until now it stands in your own castle window. Will you not touch it and make its flowers bloom for you?" He spoke fer- 156 A ROMAN SINGER. vently. She had turned her face quite from him now, and was resting her forehead against one hand that leaned upon the heavy frame of the case ment. The other hand hang down by her side toward him, fair as a lily against her dark gown. Nino touched it, then took it. He could see the blush spread to her white throat, and fade again. Between the half-falling curtain and the great win dow he bent his knee and pressed her fingers to his lips. She made as though she would withdraw her hand, and then left it in his. Her glance stole to him as he kneeled there, and he felt it on him, so that he looked up. She seemed to raise him with her fingers, and her eyes held his and drew them ; he stood up, and, still holding her hand, his face was near to hers. Closer and closer yet, as by a spell, each gazing searchingly into the other's glance, till their eyes could see no more for close ness, and their lips met in life's first virgin kiss, in the glory and strength of a twofold purity, each to each. Far off at the other end of the room De Pretis struck a chord on the piano. They started at the sound. " When ? " whispered Nino, hurriedly. " At midnight, under my window," she answered quickly, not thinking of anything better in her haste. " I will tell you then. You must go ; my father will soon be here. No, not again," she pro tested. But he drew her to him, and said good-by in his own manner. She lingered an instant, and A ROMAN SINGER. 157 tore herself away. De Pretis was playing loudly. Nino had to pass near him to go out, and the maes tro nodded carelessly as he went by. "Excuse me, maestro," said Hedwig, as Nino bowed himself out ; " it was a question of arrang ing certain lessons." " Do not mention it," said he indifferently ; " my time is yours, signorina. Shall we go through with this solfeggio once more ? " The good maestro did not seem greatly disturbed by the interruption. Hedwig wondered, dreamily, whether he had understood. It all seemed like a dream. The notes were upside down in her sight, and her voice sought strange minor keys un consciously, as she vainly tried to concentrate her attention upon what she was doing. " Signorina," said Ercole at last, " what you sing is very pretty, but it is not exactly what is written here. I fear you are tired." " Perhaps so," said she. " Let us not sing any more to-day." Ercole shut up the music and rose. She gave him her hand, a thing she had never done before ; and it was unconscious now, as every thing she did seemed to be. There is a point when dreaming gets the mastery, and appears infinitely more real than the things we touch. Nino, meanwhile, had descended the steps, ex pecting every moment to meet the count. As he went down the street, a closed carriage drove by with the Lira liveries. The old count was in it, but Nino stepped into the shadow of a doorway to 158 A ROMAN SINGER. let the equipage pass, and was not seen. The wooden face of the old nobleman almost betrayed something akin to emotion. He was returning from the funeral, and it had pained him ; for he had liked the wild baroness, in a fatherly, reproving way. But the sight of him sent a home thrust to Nino's heart. " Her death is on my soul forever," he muttered between his set teeth. Poor innocent boy, it was not his fault if she had loved him so much. Women have done things for great singers that they have not done for martyrs or heroes. It seems so cer tain that the voice that sings so tenderly is speak ing to them individually. Music is such a fleeting, passionate thing that a woman takes it all to her self ; how could he sing like that for any one else ? And yet there is always some one for whom he does really pour out his heart, and all the rest are the dolls of life, to be looked at, and admired for their dress and complexion, and to laugh at when the fancy takes him to laugh ; but not to love. At midnight Nino was at his post, but he waited long and patiently for a sign. It was past two, and he was thinking it hopeless to wait longer, when his quick ear caught the sound of a window moving on its hinges, and a moment later something fell at his feet with a sharp, metallic click. The night was dark and cloudy, so that the waning moon gave little light. He picked up the thing, and found a small pocket handkerchief wrapped about a minute pair of scissors, apparently to give it weight. He A ROMAN SINGER. 159 expected a letter, and groped on the damp pave ment with his hands. Then he struck a match, shaded it from the breeze with his hand, and saw that the handkerchief was stained with ink and that the stains were letters, roughly printed to make them distinct. He hurried away to the light of a street lamp to read the strange missive. X. HE went to the light and spread out the hand kerchief. It was a small thing, of almost trans parent stuff, with a plain " H. L." and a crown in the corner. The steel pen had torn the delicate fibres here and there. " They know you have been here. I am watched. Keep away from the house till you hear." That was all the message, but it told worlds. He knew from it that the count was informed of his visit, and he tortured himself by trying to imagine what the angry old man would do. His heart sank like a stone in his breast when he thought of Hed- wig so imprisoned, guarded, made a martyr of, for his folly. He groaned aloud when he understood that it was in the power of her father to take her away suddenly and leave no trace of their destina tion, and he cursed his haste and impetuosity in having shown himself inside the house. But with all this weight of trouble upon him, he felt the strength and indomitable determination within him which come only to a man who loves, when he knows he is loved again. He kissed the little handkerchief, and even the scissors she had used to weight it with, and he put them in his breast. But he stood irresolute, leaning against the lamp- A ROMAN SINGER. 161 post, as a man will who is trying to force his thoughts to overtake events, trying to shape the future out of the present. Suddenly, he was aware of a tall figure in a fur coat standing near him on the sidewalk. He would have turned to go, but something about the stranger's appearance struck him so oddly that he stayed where he was and watched him. The tall man searched for something in his pockets, and finally produced a cigarette, which he leisurely lighted with a wax match. As he did so his eyes fell upon Nino. The stranger was tall and very thin. He wore a pointed beard and a heavy mustache, which seemed almost dazzlingly white, as were the few locks that appeared, neatly brushed over his temples, beneath his opera hat. His san guine complexion, however, had all the freshness of youth, and his eyes sparkled merrily, as though amused at the spectacle of his nose, which was im mense, curved, and polished, like an eagle's beak. He wore perfectly fitting kid gloves and the collar of his fur wrapper, falling a little open, showed that he was in evening dress. It was so late past two o'clock that Nino had not expected anything more than a policeman or some homeless wanderer, when he raised his eyes to look on the stranger. He was fascinated by the strange presence of the aged dandy, for such he seemed to be, and returned his gaze boldly. He was still more astonished, however, when the old gentleman came close to him, and raised his hat, 11 162 A ROMAN SINGER. displaying, as he did so, a very high and narrow forehead, crowned with a mass of smooth white hair. There was both grace and authority in the courteous gesture, and Nino thought the old gentle man moved with an ease that matched his youthful complexion rather than his hoary locks. " Signer Cardegna, the distinguished artist, if I mistake not ? " said the stranger, with a peculiar foreign accent, the like of which Nino had never heard. He, also, raised his hat, extremely surprised that a chance passer-by should know him. He had not yet learned what it is to be famous. But he was far from pleased at being addressed in his present mood. " The same, signore," he replied coldly. " How can I serve you ? " "You can serve the world you so well adorn bet ter than by exposing your noble voice to the mid night damps and chills of this infernal I would say, eternal city," answered the other. " For give me. I am, not unnaturally, concerned at the prospect of losing even a small portion of the pleas ure you know how to give to me and to many others." " I thank you for your flattery," said Nino, draw ing his cloak about him, " but it appears to me that my throat is my own, and whatever voice there may be in it. Are you a physician, signore ? And pray why do you tell me that Rome is an infernal city? " "I have had some experience of Rome, Signer Cardegna," returned the foreigner, with a peculiar A ROMAN SINGER. 163 smile, " and I hate no place so bitterly in all this world save one. And as for my being a physi cian, I am an old man, a very singularly old man in fact, and I know something of the art of healing." " When I need healing, as you call it," said Nino rather scornfully, " I will inquire for you. Do you desire to continue this interview amid the ' damps and chills ' of our ' infernal city ' ? If not, I will wish you good-evening." " By no means," said the other, not in the least repulsed by Nino's coldness. " I will accompany you a little way, if you will allow me." Nino stared hard at the stranger, wondering what could induce him to take so much interest in a singer. Then he nodded gravely, and turned toward his home, inwardly hoping that his aggressive acquaint ance lived in the opposite direction. But he was mistaken. The tall man blew a quantity of smoke through his nose and walked by his side. He strode over the pavement with a long, elastic step. " I live not far from here," he said, when they had gone a few steps, " and if the Signer Cardegna will accept of a glass of old wine and a good cigar I shall feel highly honored." Somehow an invita tion of this kind was the last thing Nino had expected or desired, least of all from a talkative stranger who seemed determined to make his ac quaintance. " I thank you, signore," he answered, " but I have supped, and I do not smoke." " Ah I forgot. You are a singer, and must of 164 A ROMAN SINGER. course be careful. That is perhaps the reason why you wander about the streets when the nights are dark and damp. But I can offer you something more attractive than liquor and tobacco. A great violinist lives with me, a queer, nocturnal bird, and if you will come he will be enchanted to play for you. I assure you he is a very good musician, the like of whom you will hardly hear nowadays. He does not play in public any longer, from some odd fancy of his." Nino hesitated. Of all instruments he loved the violin best, and in Rome he had had but little op portunity of hearing it well played. Concerts were the rarest of luxuries to him, and violinists in Rome are rarer still. " What is his name, signore ? " he asked, un bending a little. " You must guess that when you hear him," said the old gentleman, with a short laugh. " But I give you my word of honor he is a great musician. Will you come, or must I offer you further attractions ? " " What might they be ? " asked Nino. " Nay ; will you come for what I offer you ? If the music is not good, you may go away again." Still Nino hesitated. Sorrowful and fearful of the future as he was, his love gnawing cruelly at his heart, he would have given the whole world for a strain of rare music if only he were not forced to make it himself. Then it struck him that this might be some pitfall. I would not have gone. " Sir," he said at last, " if you meditate any foul A ROMAN SINGER. 165 play, I would advise you to retract your invitation. I will come, and I am well armed." He had my long knife about him somewhere. It is one of my precautions. But the stranger laughed long and loud at the suggestion, so that his voice woke queer echoes in the silent street. Nino did not under stand why he should laugh so much, but he found his knife under his cloak, and made sure it was loose in its leathern sheath. Presently the stranger stopped before the large door of an old palazzo, every house is a palazzo that has an entrance for carriages, and let himself in with a key. There was a lantern on the stone pavement inside, and seeing a light, Nino followed him boldly. The old gentleman took the lantern and led the way up the stairs, apologizing for the distance and the dark ness. At last they stopped, and, entering another door, found themselves in the stranger's apartment. " A cardinal lives down-stairs," said he, as he turned up the light of a couple of large lamps that burned dimly in the room they had reached. " The secretary of a very holy order has his office on the other side of my landing, and altogether this is a very religious atmosphere. Pray take off your cloak ; the room is warm." Nino looked about him. He had expected to be ushered into some princely dwelling, for he had judged his interlocutor to be some rich and eccen tric noble, unless he were an erratic scamp. He was somewhat taken aback by the spectacle that met his eyes. The furniture was scant, and all in 166 A ROMAN SINGER. the style of the last century. The dust lay half an inch thick on the old gilded ornaments and chande liers. A great pier-glass was cracked from corner to corner, and the metallic backing seemed to be scaling off behind. There were two or three open valises on the marble floor, which latter, however, seemed to have been lately swept. A square table was in the centre, also free from dust, and a few high-backed leathern chairs, studded with brass nails, were ranged about it. On the table stood one of the lamps, and the other was placed on a marble column in a corner, that once must have sup ported a bust, or something of the kind. Old cur tains, moth-eaten and ragged with age, but of a rich material, covered the windows. Nino glanced at the open trunks on the floor, and saw that they con tained a quantity of wearing apparel and the like. He guessed that his acquaintance had lately ar rived. " I do not often inhabit this den," said the old gentleman, who had divested himself of his furs, and now showed his thin figure arrayed in the ex treme of full dress. A couple of decorations hung at his button-hole. " I seldom come here, and on my return, the other day, I found that the man I had left in charge was dead, with all his family, and the place has gone to ruin. That is always my luck," he added, with a little laugh. " I should think he must have been dead some time," said Nino, looking about him. " There is a great deal of dust here." A ROMAN SINGER. 167 " Yes, as you say, it is some years," returned his acquaintance, still laughing. He seemed a merry old soul, fifty years younger than his looks. He produced from a case a bottle of wine and two sil ver cups, and placed them on the table. " But where is your friend, the violinist? " in quired Nino, who was beginning to be impatient ; for except that the place was dusty and old, there was nothing about it sufficiently interesting to take his thoughts from the subject nearest his heart. " I will introduce him to you," said the other, going to one of the valises and taking out a violin case, which he laid on the table and proceeded to open. The instrument was apparently of great age, small and well shaped. The stranger took it up and began to tune it. " Do you mean to say that you are yourself the violinist ? " he asked, in astonishment. But the stranger vouchsafed no answer, as he steadied the fiddle with his bearded chin and turned the pegs with his left hand, adjusting the strings. Then, suddenly and without any preluding, he began to make music, and from the first note Nino sat enthralled and fascinated, losing himself in the wild sport of the tones. The old man's face be came ashy white as he played, and his white hair appeared to stand away from his head. The long, thin fingers of his left hand chased each other in pairs and singly along the delicate strings, while the bow glanced in the lamplight as it dashed like lightning across the instrument, or remained almost 168 A ROMAN SINGER. stationary, quivering in his magic hold as quickly as the wings of the humming-bird strike the summer air. Sometimes he seemed to be tearing the heart from the old violin ; sometimes it seemed to murmur soft things in his old ear, as though the imprisoned spirit of the music were pleading to be free on the wings of sound : sweet as love that is strong as death ; feverish and murderous as jealousy that is as cruel as the grave ; sobbing great sobs of a terri ble death-song, and screaming in the outrageous frenzy of a furious foe ; wailing thin cries of misery, too exhausted for strong grief; dancing again in horrid madness, as the devils dance over some fresh sinner they have gotten themselves for torture ; and then at last, as the strings bent to the commanding bow, finding the triumph of a glorious rest in great, broad chords, splendid in depth and royal harmony, grand, enormous, and massive as the united choirs of heaven. Nino was beside himself, leaning far over the table, straining eyes and ears to understand the wonderful music that made him drunk with its strength. As the tones ceased he sank back in his chair, exhausted by the tremendous effort of his senses. Instantly the old man recovered his former appearance. With his hand he smoothed the thick white hair ; the fresh color came back to his cheeks ; and as he tenderly laid his violin on the table, he was again the exquisitely dressed and courtly gen tleman who had spoken to Nino in the street. The musician disappeared, and the man of the world re- A ROMAN SINGER. 169 turned. He poured wine into the plain silver cups, and invited Nino to drink ; but the boy pushed the goblet away, and his strange host drank alone. " You asked me for the musician's name," he said, with a merry twinkle in his eye, from which every trace of artistic inspiration had faded ; " can you guess it now? " Nino seemed tongue-tied still, but he made an effort. " I have heard of Paganini," he said, " but he died years ago." " Yes, he is dead, poor fellow ! I am not Paga nini." " I am at a loss, then," said Nino dreamily. " I do not know the names of many violinists, but you must be so famous that I ought to know yours." " No ; how should you ? I will tell you. I am Benoni, the Jew." The tall man's eyes twinkled more brightly than ever. Nino stared at him, and saw that he was certainly of a pronounced Jewish type. His brown eyes were long and oriental in shape, and his nose was unmistakably Semitic. " I am sorry to seem so ignorant," said Nino, blushing, " but I do not know the name. I per ceive, however, that you are indeed a very great musician, the greatest I ever heard." The com pliment was perfectly sincere, and Benoni's face beamed with pleasure. He evidently liked praise. " It is not extraordinary," he said, smiling. " In the course of a very long life it has been my only solace, and if I have some skill it is the result of constant study. I began life very humbly." 170 A ROMAN SINGER. " So did I," said Nino thoughtfully, " and I am not far from the humbleness yet." " Tell me," said Benoni, with a show of interest, " where you come from, and why you are a singer." " I was a peasant's child, an orphan, and the good God gave me a voice. That is all I know about it. A kind-hearted gentleman, who once owned the estate where I was born, brought me up, and wanted to make a philosopher of me. But I wanted to sing, and so I did." " Do you always do the things you want to do ? " asked the other. " You look as though you might. You look like Napoleon, that man always inter ested me. That is why I asked you to come and see me. I have heard you sing, and you are a great artist, an additional reason. All artists should be brothers. Do you not think so ? " " Indeed, I know very few good ones," said Nino simply ; " and even among them I would like to choose before claiming relationship personally. But Art is a great mother, and we are all her children." " More especially we who began life so poorly, and love Art because she loves us." Benoni seated himself on the arm of one of the old chairs, and looked down across the worm-eaten table at the young singer. " We," he continued, " who have been wretchedly poor know better than others that art is real, true, and enduring ; medicine in sick ness and food in famine ; wings to the feet of youth and a staff for the steps of old age. Do you think A ROMAN SINGER. 171 I exaggerate, or do you feel as I do ? " He paused for a reply, and poured more wine into his goblet. " Oh, you know I feel as you do ! " cried Nino, with rising enthusiasm. " Very good ; you are a genuine artist. What you have not felt yet, you will feel hereafter. You have not suffered yet." " You do not know about me," said Nino in a low voice. " I am suffering now." Benoni smiled. " Do you call that suffering ? Well, it is perhaps very real to you, though I do not know what it is. But art will help you through it all, as it has helped me." " What were you ? " asked Nino. " You say you were poor." " Yes. I was a shoemaker, and a poor one at that. I have worn out more shoes than I ever made. But I was brought up to it for many years." " You did not study music from a child, then ? " " No. But I always loved it ; and I used to play in the evenings, when I had been cobbling all day long." " And one day you found out you were a great artist and became famous. I see ! What a strange beginning ! " cried Nino. " Not exactly that. It took a long time. I was obliged to leave my home, for other reasons, and then I played from door to door, and from town to town, for whatever coppers were thrown to me. I had never heard any good music, and so I played the things that came into my head. By and by 172 A ROMAN SINGER. people would make me stay with them awhile, for my music's sake. But I never stayed long." "Why not?" " I cannot tell you now," said Benoni, looking grave and almost sad : " it is a very long story. I have traveled a great deal, preferring a life of ad venture. But of late money has grown to be so important a thing that I have given a series of great concerts, and have become rich enough to play for my own pleasure. Besides, though I travel so much, I like society, and I know many people everywhere. To-night, for instance, though I have been in Rome only a week, I have been to a dinner party, to the theatre, to a reception, and to a ball. Everybody invites me as soon as I arrive. I am very popular, and yet I am a Jew," he added, laughing in an odd way. " But you are a merry Jew," said Nino, laugh ing too, " besides being a great genius. I do not wonder people invite you." " It is better to be merry than sad," replied Be noni. " In the course of a long life I have found out that." " You do not look so very old," said Nino. " How old are you ? " " That is a rude question," said his host, laugh ing. " But I will improvise a piece of music for you." He took his violin, and stood up before the broken pier-glass. Then he laid the bow over the strings and struck a chord. " What is that ? " he asked, sustaining the sound. A ROMAN SINGER. 173 "The common chord of A minor," answered Nino immediately. " You have a good ear," said Benoni, still play ing the same notes, so that the constant monotony of them buzzed like a vexatious insect in Nino's hearing. Still the old man sawed the bow over the same strings without change. On and on, the same everlasting chord, till Nino thought he must go mad. " It is intolerable ; for the love of Heaven stop ! " he cried, pushing back his chair and beginning to pace the room. Benoni only smiled, and went on as unchangingly as ever. Nino could bear it no longer, being very sensitive about sounds, and he made for the door. " You cannot get out, I have the key in my pocket," said Benoni, without stopping. Then Nino became nearly frantic, and made at the Jew to wrest the instrument from his hands. But Benoni was agile, and eluded him, still playing the one chord, till Nino cried aloud, and sank in a chair, entirely overcome by the torture, that seemed boring its way into his brain like a corkscrew. " This," said Benoni, the bow still sawing the strings, " is life without laughter. Now let us laugh a little, and see the effect." It was indeed wonderful. With his instrument he imitated the sound of a laughing voice, high tip above the monotonous chord : softly at first, as though far in the distance ; then louder and nearer, the sustaining notes of the minor falling away one 174 A ROMAN SINGER. after the other and losing themselves, as the merri ment gained ground on the sadness ; till finally, with a burst of life and vitality of which it would be impossible to convey any idea, the whole body of mirth broke into a wild tarantella movement, so vivid and elastic and noisy that it seemed to Nino that he saw the very feet of the dancers, and heard the jolly din of the tambourine and the clattering, clappering click of the castanets. " That," said Benoni, suddenly stopping, " is life with laughter, be it ever so sad and monotonous be fore. Which do you prefer ? " " You are the greatest artist in the world ! " cried Nina enthusiastically ; " but I should have been a raving madman if you had played that chord any longer." " Of course," said Benoni, " and I should have gone mad if I had not laughed. Poor Schumann, you know, died insane because he fancied he always heard one note droning in his ears." " I can understand that," said Nino. " But it is late, and I must be going home. Forgive my rude ness and reluctance to come with you. I was moody and unhappy. You have given me more pleasure than I can tell you." " It will seem little enough to-morrow, I dare say," replied Benoni. " That is the way with pleas ures. But you should get them all the same, when you can, and grasp them as tightly as a drowning man grasps a straw. Pleasures and money, money and pleasures." A ROMAN SINGER. 175 Nino did not understand the tone in which his host made this last remark. He had learned dif ferent doctrines from me. " Why do you speak so selfishly, after showing that you can give pleasure so freely, and telling me that we are all brothers ? " he asked. " If you are not in a hurry, I will explain to you that money is the only thing in this world worth having," said Benoni, drinking another cup of the wine, which appeared to have no effect whatever on his brain. " Well? " said Nino, curious to hear what he had to say. " In the first place you will allow that from the noblest moral standpoint a man's highest aim should be to do good to his fellow creatures ? Yes, you allow that. And to do the greatest possible good to the greatest possible number ? Yes, you allow that, also. Then, I say, other things being alike, a good man will do the greatest possible amount of good in the world when he has the greatest possible amount of money. The more money, the more good ; the less money, the less good. Of course money is only the means to the end, but nothing tangible in the world can ever be anything else. All art is only a means to the exciting of still more perfect images in the brain ; all crime is a means to the satisfaction of passion, or avarice which is itself a king-passion ; all good itself is a means to the attainment of heaven. Everything is bad or good in the world, except art, which is a thing sep- 176 A ROMAN SINGER. arate, though having good and bad results. But the attainment of heaven is the best object to keep in view. To that end, do the most good ; and to do it, get the most money. Therefore, as a means, money is the only thing in the world worth having, since you can most benefit humanity by it, and con sequently be the most sure of going to heaven when you die. Is that clear ? " " Perfectly," said Nino, " provided a man is him self good." " It is very reprehensible to be bad," said Be- noni, with a smile. "What a ridiculous truism! " said Nino, laugh ing outright. " Very likely," said the other. " But I never heard any preacher, in any country, tell his con gregation anything else. And people always listen with attention. In countries where rain is entirely unknown, it is not a truism to say that ' when it rains it is damp.' On the contrary, in such coun tries that statement would be regarded as requiring demonstration, and, once demonstrated, it would be treasured and taught as an interesting scientific fact. Now it is precisely the same with congrega tions of men. They were never bad, and never can be ; in fact, they doubt, in their dear innocent hearts, whether they know what a real sin is. Con sequently they listen with interest to the statement that sin is bad, and promise themselves that if ever that piece of information should be unexpectedly needed by any of their friends, they will remem ber it." A ROMAN SINGER. 177 " You are a satirist, Signer Bononi," said Nino. "Anything you like," returned the other. "I have been called worse names than that, in my time. So much for heaven, and the prospect of it. But a gentleman has arisen in a foreign country who says that there is no heaven anywhere, and that no one does good except in the pursuit of pleasure here or hereafter. But as his hereafter is nowhere, disregard it in the argument, . and say that man should only do, or actually does, every thing solely for the sake of pleasure here ; say that pleasure is good, so long as it does not interfere with the pleasures of others, and good is pleasure. Money may help a man to more of it, but pleasure is the thing. Well, then, my young brother artist, what did I say ? ' money and pleasure, pleasure and money.' The means are there ; and as, of course, you are good, like everybody else, and de sire pleasure, you will get to heaven hereafter, if there is such a place ; and if not, you will get the next thing to it, which is a paradise on earth." Having reached the climax, Signer Benoni lit a cigarette, and laughed his own peculiar laugh. Nino shuddered involuntarily at the hideous sophistry. For Nino is a good boy,- and believes very much in heaven, as well as in a couple of other places. Benoni' s quick brown eyes saw the movement, and understood it, for he laughed longer yet, and louder. " Why do you laugh like that ? I see nothing to laugh at. It is very bitter and bad to hear, all 12 178 A ROMAN SINGER. this that you say. I would rather hear your music. You are badly off, whether you believe in heaven or not. For if you do, you are not likely to get there ; and if you do not believe in it, you are a her etic, and will be burned forever and ever." " Not so badly answered, for an artist ; and in a few words, too," said Benoni approvingly. " But, my dear boy, the trouble is that I shall not get to heaven either way, for it is my great misfortune to be already condemned to everlasting flames." "No one is that," said Nino gravely. "There are some exceptions, you know," said Benoni. "Well," answered the young man thoughtfully, " of course there is the Wandering Jew, and such tales, but nobody believes in him." " Good-night," said Benoni. " I am tired, and must go to bed." Nino found his way out alone, but carefully noted the position of the palazzo before he went home through the deserted streets. It was four in the morning. XI. EARLY in the morning after Nino's visit to Signor Benoni, De Pretis came to my house, wring ing his hands and making a great trouble and noise. I had not yet seen Nino, who was sound asleep, though I could not imagine why he did not wake. But De Pretis was in such a temper that he shook the room and everything in it, as he stamped about the brick floor. It was not long before he had told me the cause of his trouble. He had just received a formal note from the Graf von Lira, inclosing the amount due to him for lessons, and dispensing with his services for the future. Of course this was the result of the visit Nino had so rashly made ; it all came out afterwards, and I will not now go through the details that De Pretis poured out, when we only half knew the truth. The count's servant who admitted Nino had pocketed the five francs as quietly as you please , and the moment the count returned he told him how Nino had come and had stayed three quarters of an hour, just as if it were an every -day affair. The count, being a proud old man, did not encour age him to make further confidences, but sent him about his business. He determined to make a prisoner of his daughter until he could remove her 180 A ROMAN SINGER. from Rome. He accordingly confined her in the little suite of -apartments that were her own, and set an old soldier, whom he had brought from Ger many as a body-servant, to keep watch at the outer door. He did not condescend to explain even to Hedwig the cause of his conduct, and she, poor girl, was as proud as he, and would not ask why she was shut up, lest the answer should be a storm of abuse against Nino. She cared not at all how her father had found out her secret, so long as he knew it, and she guessed that submission would be the best policy. Meanwhile, active preparations were made for an immediate departure. The count informed his friends that he was going to pass Lent in Paris, on account of his daughter's health, which was very poor, and in two days everything was ready. They would leave on the following morning. In the evening the count entered his daughter's apart ments, after causing himself to be formally an nounced by a servant, and briefly informed her that they would start for Paris on the following morning. Her nlaid had been engaged in the mean time in packing her effects, not knowing whither her mistress was going. Hedwig received the an nouncement in silence, but her father saw that she was deadly white and her eyes heavy from Veep- ing. I have anticipated this much to make things clearer. It was on the first morning of Hedwig's confinement that De Pretis came to our house. Nino was soon waked by the maestro's noise, and A ROMAN SINGER. 181 came to the door of his chamber, which opens into the little sitting-room, to inquire what the matter might be. Nino asked if the maestro were ped dling cabbages, that he should scream so loudly. " Cabbages, indeed ! cabbage yourself, silly boy! " cried Ercole, shaking his fist at Nino's head, just visible through the crack of the door. " A pretty mess you have made, with your ridiculous love af fair ! Here am I " " I see you are," retorted Nino ; " and do not call any affair of mine ridiculous, or I will throw you out of the window. Wait a moment ! " With that he slammed his door in the maestro's face, and went on with his dressing. For a few minutes De Pretis raved at his ease, venting his wrath on me. Then Nino came out. "Now, then," said he, preparing for a tussle, " what is the matter, my dear maestro ? " But Er cole had expended most of his fury already. " The matter ! " he grumbled. " The matter is that I have lost an excellent pupil through you. Count Lira says he does not require my services any longer, and the man who brought the note says they are going away." " Diavolo ! " said Nino, running his fingers through his curly black hair, " it is indeed serious. Where are they going ? " " How should I know ? " asked De Pretis an grily. " I care much more about losing the lesson than about where they are going. I shall not fol low them, I promise you. I cannot take the basil- 182 A ROMAN SINGER. ica of St. Peter about with me in my pocket, can I ? " And so he was angry at first, and at length he was pacified, and finally he advised Nino to dis cover immediately where the count and his daughter were going ; and, if it were to any great capital, to endeavor to make a contract to sing there. Lent came early that year, and Nino was free at the end of Carnival, not many days longer to wait. This was the plan that had instantly formed itself in Nino's brain. De Pretis is really a most obliging man, but one cannot wonder that he should be an noyed at the result of Nino's four months' court ship under such great difficulties, when it seemed that all their efforts had led only to the sudden de parture of his lady-love. As for me, I advised Nino to let the whole matter drop then and there. I told him he would soon get over his foolish pas sion, and that a statue like Hedwig could never suffer anything, since she could never feel. But he glared at me, and did as he liked, just as he always has done. The message on the handkerchief that Nino had received the night before warned him to keep away from the Palazzo Carmandola. Nino reflected that this warning was probably due to Hedwig's anxiety for his personal safety, and he resolved to risk any thing rather than remain in ignorance of her desti nation. It must be a case of giving some signal. But this evening he had to sing at the theatre, and therefore, without more ado, he left us and went to A ROMAN SINGER. 183 bed again, where he stayed until twelve o'clock. Then he went to rehearsal, arriving an hour behind time, at least, a matter which he treated with the coolest indifference. After that he got a pound of small shot, and amused himself with throwing a few at a time at the kitchen window from the little court at the back of our house, where the well is. It seemed a strangely childish amusement for a great singer. Having sung successfully through his opera that night, he had supper with us, as usual, and then went out. Of course he told me afterwards what he did. He went to his old post under the windows of the Palazzo Carmandola, and as soon as all was dark he began to throw small shot up at Hedwig's window. He now profited by his practice in the afternoon, for he made the panes rattle with the little bits of lead, several times. At last he was rewarded. Very slowly the window opened, and Hedwig's voice spoke in a low tone : "Is it you?" " Ah, dear one ! Can you ask ? " began Nino. " Hush ! I am still locked up. We are going away, I cannot tell where." " When, dearest love ? " " I cannot tell. What shall we do ? " very tear- fully. " I will follow you immediately ; only let me know when and where." " If you do not hear by some other means, come here to-morrow night. I hear steps. Go at once." 184 A ROMAN SINGER. " Good-night, dearest," he murmured ; but the window was already closed, and the fresh breeze that springs up after one o'clock blew from the air the remembrance of the loving speech that had passed upon it. On the following night he was at his post, and again threw the shot against the pane for a signal. After a long time Hedwig opened the window very cautiously. " Quick ! " she whispered down to him, " go ! they are all awake," and she dropped something heavy and white. Perhaps she added some word, but Nino would not tell me, and never would read me the letter. But it contained the news that Hedwig and her father were to leave Rome for Paris on the following morning ; and ever since that night Nino has worn upon his little finger a plain gold ring, I cannot tell why, and he says he found it. The next day he ascertained from the porter of the Palazzo Carmandola that the count and contes- sina, with their servants, had actually left Rome that morning for Paris. From that moment he was sad as death, and went about his business heav ily, being possessed of but one idea, namely, to sign an engagement to sing in Paris as soon as possible. In that wicked city the opera continues through Lent, and after some haggling, in which De Pretis insisted on obtaining for Nino the most advan tageous terms, the contract was made out and signed. A ROMAN SINGER. 185 I see very well that unless I hurry myself I shall never reach the most important part of this story, which is, after all, the only part worth telling. I am sure I do not know how I can ever tell it so quickly, but I will do my best, and you must have a little patience ; for though I am not old, I am not young, and Nino's departure for Paris was a great shock to me, so that I do not like to remember it, and the very thought of it sickens me. If you have ever had any education, you must have seen an ex periment in which a mouse is put in a glass jar, and all the air is drawn away with a pump, so that the poor little beast languishes and rolls pitifully on its side, gasping and wheezing with its tiny lungs for the least whiff of air. That is just how I felt when Nino went away. It seemed as though I could not breathe in the house or in the streets, and the little rooms at home were so quiet that one might hear a pin fall, and the cat purring through the closed doors. Nino left at the beginning of the last ten days of Carnival, when the opera closed, so that it was soon Lent ; and everything is quieter then. But before he left us there was noise enough and bustle of preparation, and I did not think I should miss him ; for he always was making music, or walking about, or doing something to disturb me, just at the very moment when I was most busy with my books. Mariuccia, indeed, would ask me from time to time what I should do when Nino was gone, as if she could foretell what I was to feel. I sup pose she knew I was used to him, after fourteen 186 A ROMAN SINGER. years of it, and would be inclined to black humors for want of his voice. But she could not know just what Nino is to me, nor how I look on him as my own boy. These peasants are quick-witted and foolish ; they guess a great many things better than I could, and then reason on them like idiots. Nino himself was glad to go. I could see his face grow brighter as the time approached ; and though he appeared to be more successful than ever in his singing, I am sure that he cared nothing for the ap plause he got, and thought only of singing as well as he could for the love of it. But when it came to the parting we were left alone. " Messer Cornelio," he said, looking at me affec tionately, " I have something to say to you to-night, before I go away." " Speak, then, my dear boy," I answered, " for no one hears us." " You have been very good to me. A father could not have loved me better, and such a father as I had could not have done a thousandth part what you have done for me. I am going out into the world for a time, but my home is here, or, rather, where my home is will always be yours. You have been my father, and I will be your son ; and it is time you should give up your professorship. No, not that you are at all old ; I do not mean that." "No, indeed," said I, " I should think not." " It would be much more proper if you retired into an elegant leisure, so that you might write as A ROMAN SINGER. 187 many books as you desire, without wearing yourself out in teaching those students every day. Would you not like to go back to Serveti ? " " Serveti ! ah, beautiful, lost Serveti, with its castle and good vinelands ! " "You shall have it again before long, my fa ther," he said. He had never called me father be fore, the dear boy ! I suppose it was because he was going away. But Serveti again ! The thing was impossible, and I said so. " It is not impossible," he answered placidly. " Successful singers make enough money in a year to buy Serveti. A year is soon passed. But now let us go to the station, or I shall not be in time for the train." " God bless you, Nino mio," I said, as I saw him off. It seemed to me that I saw two or three Ni- nos. ^ But the train rolled away and took them all from me, the ragged little child who first came to me, the strong-limbed, dark-eyed boy with his scales and trills and enthusiasm, and the full- grown man with the face like the great emperor, mightily triumphing in his art and daring in his love. They were all gone in a moment, and I was left alone on the platform of the station, a very sor rowful and weak old man. Well, I will not think about that day. The first I heard of Nino was by a letter he wrote from Paris, a fortnight after he had left me. It was characteristic of him, being full of eager questions about home and De Pretis and Mariuccia 188 A ROMAN SINGER. and Rome. Two things struck me in his writing. In the first place, he made no mention of the count or Hedwig, which led me to suppose that he was recovering from his passion, as boys do when they travel. And secondly, he had so much to say about me that he forgot all about his engagement, and never even mentioned the theatre. On looking o carefully through the letter again, I found he had written across the top the words " Eehearsals sat isfactory." That was all. It was not long after the letter came, however, that I was very much frightened by receiving a tel egram, which must have cost several francs to send all that distance. By this he told me that he had no clue to the whereabouts of the Liras, and he im plored me to make inquiries and discover where they had gone. He added that he had appeared in Faust successfully. Of course he would succeed. If a singer can please the Romans, he can please anybody. But it seemed to me that if he had re ceived a very especially flattering reception he would have said so. I went to see De Pretis, whom I found at home over his dinner. We put our heads together and debated how we might discover the Paris address of the Graf von Lira. In a great city like tliat it was no wonder Nino could not find them ; but De Pretis hoped that some of his pupils might be in correspondence with the contessina, and would be willing to give the requisite directions for reaching her. But days passed, and a letter came from Nino written immediately after sending the A ROMAN SINGER. 189 telegram, and still we had accomplished nothing. The letter merely amplified the telegraphic mes sage. " It is no use," I said to De Pretis. " And be sides, it is much better that he should forget all about it." " You do not know that boy," said the maestro, taking snuff. He was quite right, as it turned out. Suddenly Nino wrote from London. He had made an arrangement, he said, by which he was allowed to sing there for three nights only. The two managers had settled it between them, being friends. He wrote very despondently, saying that although he had been far more fortunate in his ap pearances than he had expected, he was in despair at not having found the contessina, and had ac cepted the Arrangement which took him to London because he had hopes of finding her there. On the day which brought me this letter I had a visitor. Nino had been gone nearly a month. It was in the afternoon, towards sunset, and I was sitting in the old green armchair watching the goldfinch in his cage, and thinking sadly of the poor dear baroness, and of my boy, and of many things. The bell rang, and Mariuccia brought me a card in her thick fingers which were black from peeling potatoes, so that the mark of her thumb came off on the white pasteboard. The name on the card was ^ Baron Ahasuerus Benoni," and there was no address. I told her to show the signore into the sitting-room, and he was not long in coming. I immediately 190 A ROMAN SINGER. recognized the man Nino had described, with his unearthly freshness of complexion, his eagle nose, and his snow-white hair. I rose to greet him. " Signer Grandi," he said, " I trust you will par don my intrusion. I am much interested in your boy, the great tenor." " Sir," I replied, " the visit of a gentleman is never an intrusion. Permit me to offer you a chair." He sat down, and crossed one thin leg over the other. He was dressed in the height of the fashion ; he wore patent-leather shoes, and car ried a light ebony cane with a silver head. His hat was perfectly new, and so smoothly brushed that it reflected a circular image of the objects in the room. But he had a certain dignity that saved his foppery from seeming ridiculous. " You are very kind," he answered. " Perhaps you would like to hear some news of Signer Car- degna, your boy, for he is nothing else." " Indeed," I said, " I should be very glad. Has he written to you, baron ? " " Oh, no ! "We are not intimate enough for that. But I ran on to Paris the other day, and heard him three or four times, and had him to supper at Big- non's. He is a great genius, your boy, and has won all hearts." " That is a compliment of weight from so distin guished a musician as yourself," I answered ; for, as you know, Nino had told me all about his play ing. Indeed, the description was his, which is the reason why it is so enthusiastic. A ROMAN SINGER. 191 " Yes," said Benoni, " I am a great traveler, and often go to Paris for a day or two. I know every one there. Cardegna had a perfect ovation. All the women sent him flowers, and all the men asked him to dinner." " Pardon my curiosity," I interrupted, " but as you know every one in Paris, could you inform me whether Count von Lira and his daughter are there at present ? He is a retired Prussian officer." Be- noni stretched out one of his long arms and ran his fingers along the keys of the piano without striking them. He could just reach so far from where he sat. He gave no sign of intelligence, and I felt sure that Nino had not questioned him. " I know them very well," he said presently, " but I thought they were here." " No, they left suddenly for Paris, a month ago." "'I can very easily find out for you," said Be noni, his bright eyes turning on me with a search ing look. " I can find out from Lira's banker, who is probably also mine. What is the matter with that young man? He is as sad as Don Quixote." " Nino ? He is probably in love," I said, rather indiscreetly. " In love ? Then of course he is in love with Mademoiselle de Lira, and has gone to Paris to find her, and cannot. That is why you ask me." I was so much astonished at the quickness of his guess-work that I stared, open-mouthed. " He must have told you ! " I exclaimed at last. 192 A ROMAN SINGER. " Nothing of the kind. In the course of a long life I have learned to put two and two together, that is all. He is in love, he is your boy, and you are looking for a certain young lady. It is as clear as day." But in reality he had guessed the secret long before. " Very well," said I humbly, but doubting him, all the same, " I can only admire your perspicacity. But I would be greatly obliged if you would find out where they are, those good people. You seem to be a friend of my boy's, baron. Help him, and he will be grateful to you. It is not such a very terrible thing that a great artist should love a no ble's daughter, after all, though I used to think so." Benoni laughed, that strange laugh which Nino had described, a laugh that seemed to belong to an other age. " You amuse me with your prejudices about no bility," he said, and his brown eyes flashed and twinkled again. " The idea of talking about no bility in this age ! You might as well talk of the domestic economy of the Garden of Eden." " But you are yourself a noble a baron," I objected. " Oh, I am anything you please," said Benoni. " Some idiot made a baron of me, the other day, because I lent him money and he could not pay it. But I have some right to it, after all, for I am a Jew. The only real nobles are Welshmen and Jews. You cannot call anything so ridiculously recent as the European upper classes a nobility. A ROMAN SINGER. 193 Now I go straight back to the creation of the world, like all my countrymen. The Hibernians get a factitious reputation for antiquity by saying that Eve married an Irishman after Adam died, and that is about as much claim as your European no bles have to respectability. Bah ! I know their be ginnings, very small indeed." " You, also, seem to have strong prejudices on the subject," said I, not wishing to contradict a guest in my house. " So strong that it amounts to having no preju dices at all. Your boy wants to marry a noble damosel. In Heaven's name, let him do it. Let us manage it amongst us. Love is a grand thing. I have loved several women all their lives. Do not look surprised. I am a very old man ; they have all died, and at present I am not in love with any body. I suppose it cannot last long, however. I loved a woman once on a time " Benoni paused. He seemed to be on the verge of a soliloquy, and his strange, bright face, which seemed illuminated always with a deathless vitality, became dreamy and looked older. But he recollected himself, and rose to go. His eye caught sight of the guitar that hung on the wall. "Ah," he cried suddenly, "music is better than love, for it lasts ; let us make music." He dropped his hat and stick and seized the instrument. In an instant it was tuned, and he began to perform the most extraordinary feats of agility with his fingers that I ever beheld. Some of it was very beautiful, 13 194 A ROMAN SINGER. and some of it very sad and wild, but I understood Nino's enthusiasm. I could have listened to the old guitar in his hands for hours together, I, who care little for music ; and I watched his face. He stalked about the room with the thing in his hands, in a sort of wild frenzy of execution. His features grew ashy pale, and his smooth white hair stood out wildly from his head. He looked, then, more than a hundred years old, and there was a sadness and a horror about him that would have made the stones cry aloud for pity. I could not believe he was the same man. At last he was tired, and stopped. " You are a great artist, baron," I said. " Your music seems to affect you much." " Ah, yes, it makes me feel like other men, for the time," said he, in a low voice. " Did you know that Paganini always practiced on the guitar ? It is true. Well, I will find out about the Liras for you in a day or two, before I leave Rome again." I thanked him, and he took his leave. XII. BENONT had made an impression on me that nothing could efface. His tall, thin figure and bright eyes got into my dreams and haunted me, so that I thought my nerves were affected. For several days I could think of nothing else, and at last had myself bled, and took some cooling barley water, and gave up eating salad at night, but with out any perceptible effect. Nino wrote often, and seemed very much excited about the disappearance of the contessina, but what could I do ? I asked every one I knew, and nobody had heard of them, so that at last I quite gave it over, and wrote to tell him so. A week passed, then a fortnight, and I had heard nothing from Benoni. Nino wrote again, inclosing a letter ad dressed to the Contessina di Lira, which he im plored me to convey to her, if I loved him. He said he was certain that she had never left Italy. Some instinct seemed to tell him so, and she was evidently in neither London nor Paris, for he had made every inquiry, and had even been to the police about it. Two days after this, Benoni came. He looked exactly as he did the first time I saw him. " I have news," he said briefly, and sat down in the armchair, striking the dust from his boot with his little cane. 196 A ROMAN SINGER. " News of the Graf ? " I inquired. " Yes. I have found out something. They never left Italy at all, it seems. I am rather mystified, and I hate mystification. The old man is a fool ; all old men are fools, excepting myself. Will you smoke? No? Allow me, then. It is a modern invention, but a very good one." He lit a cigarette. " I wish your Liras were in Tophet," he continued, presently. " How can people have the bad taste to hide ? It only makes ingenious persons the more determined to find them." Pie seemed talkative, and as I was so sad and lonely I encouraged him by a little stimulus of doubt. I wish I had doubted him sooner, and differently. " What is the use ? " I asked. " We shall never find them." " ' Never ' is a great word," said Benoni. " You do not know what it means. I do. But as for finding them, you shall see. In the first place, I have talked with their banker. He says the count gave the strictest orders to have his address kept a secret. But, being one of my people, he allowed himself to make an accidental allusion which gave me a clue to what I wanted. They are hidden somewhere in the mountains." " Diavolo ! among the brigands, they will not be very well treated," said I. "The old man will be careful. He will keep clear of danger. The only thing is to find them." " And what then ? " I asked. "That depends on the most illustrious Signor A ROMAN SINGER. 197 Cardegna," said Benoni, smiling. " He only asked you to find them. He probably did not anticipate that I would help you." It did not appear to me that Benoni had helped me much, after all. You might as well look for a needle in a haystack as try to find any one who goes to the Italian mountains. The baron offered no further advice, and sat calmly smoking and look ing at me. I felt uneasy, opposite him. He was a mysterious person, and I thought him disguised. It was really not possible that with his youthful man ner his hair should be naturally so white, or that he should be so old as he seemed. I asked him the question we always find it interesting to ask for eigners, hoping to lead him into conversation. "How do you like our Rome, Baron Benoni? " " Rome ? I loathe and detest it," he said, with a smile. "There is only one place in the whole world that I hate more." " What place is that ? " I asked, remembering that he had made the same remark to Nino before. "Jerusalem," he answered, and the smile faded on his face. I thought I guessed the reason of his dislike in his religious views. But I am very liberal about those things. "I think I understand you," I said ; " you are a Hebrew, and the prevailing form of religion is dis agreeable to you." " No, it is not exactly that, and yet, perhaps it is." He seemed to be pondering on the reason of his dislike. 198 A ROMAN SINGER. " But why do you visit these places, if they do not please you ? " " I come here because I have so many agreeable acquaintances. I never go to Jerusalem. I also come here from time to time to take a bath. The water of the Trevi has a peculiarly rejuvenating effect upon me, and something impels me to bathe in it." " Do you mean in the fountain ? Ah, foreigners say that if you drink the water by moonlight you will return to Rome." "Foreigners are all weak-minded fools. I like that word. The human race ought to be called fools generically, as distinguished from the more intelligent animals. If you went to England, you would be as great a fool as any Englishman that comes here and drinks Trevi water by moonlight. But I assure you I do nothing so vulgar as to pat ronize the fountain, any more than I would pat ronize Mazzarino's church, hard by. I go to the source, the spring, the well where it rises." "Ah, I know the place well," I said. "It is near to Serveti." " Serveti ? Is not that in the vicinity of Horace's villa?" " You know the country well, I see," said I, sadly. " I know most things," answered the Jew, with complacency. " You would find it hard to hit upon anything I do not know. Yes, I am a vain man, it is true, but I am very frank and open about it. Look at my complexion. Did you ever see any- A ROMAN SINGER. 199 tiling like it ? It is Trevi water that does it." I thought such excessive vanity very unbecoming in a man of his years, but I could not help looking amused. It was so odd to hear the old fellow des canting on his attractions. He actually took a small mirror from his pocket, and looked at himself in most evident admiration. " I really believe," he said at length, pocketing the little looking-glass, " that a woman might love me still. What do you say ? " " Doubtless," I answered politely, although I was beginning to be annoyed, " a woman might love you at first sight. But it would be more dignified for you not to love her." " Dignity ! " He laughed long and loud, a cut ting laugh, like the breaking of glass. " There is another of your phrases. Excuse my amusement, Signer Grandi, but the idea of dignity always makes me smile." He called that thing a smile ! " It is in everybody's mouth, the dignity of the state, the dignity of the king, the dignity of woman, the dignity of father, mother, schoolmaster, soldier. Psh ! an apoplexy, as you say, 011 all the dignities you can enumerate. There is more dignity in a poor, patient ass toiling along a rough road under a brutal burden than in the entire human race put together, from Adam to myself. The conception of dignity is notional, most entirely. I never see a poor wretch of a general, or king, or any such animal, adorned in his toggery of dignity, without laughing at him, and his dignity again leads him to 200 A ROMAN SINGER. suppose that my smile is the result of the pleasur able sensations his appearance excites in me. Na ture has dignity at times ; some animals have it ; but man, never. What man mistakes for it in him self is his vanity, a vanity much more pernicious than mine, because it deceives its possessor, who is also wholly possessed by it, and is its slave. I have had many illusions in my life, Signor Grandi." " One would say, baron, that you had parted them." ^ Yes, and that is my chief vanity, the vanity of vanities which I prefer to all the others. It is only a man of no imagination who has no vanity. He cannot imagine himself any better than he is. A creative genius makes for his own person a ' self ' which he thinks he is, or desires other people to be lieve him to be. It makes little difference whether he succeeds or not, so long as he flatters himself he does. He complacently takes all his images from the other animals, or from natural objects and phe nomena, depicting himself bold as an eagle, brave as a lion, strong as an ox, patient as an ass, vain as a popinjay, talkative as a parrot, wily as a serpent, gentle as a dove, cunning as a fox, surly as a bear ; his glance is lightning, his voice thunder, his heart stone, his hands are iron, his conscience a hell, his sinews of steel, and his love like fire. In short, he is like anything alive or dead, except a man, saving when he is mad. Then he is a fool. Only man can be a fool. It distinguishes him from the higher animals." < A ROMAN SINGER. 201 I cannot describe the unutterable scorn that blazed in his eyes as Benoni poured out the vials of his wrath on the unlucky human race. With my views, we were not likely to agree in this matter. " Who are you ? " I asked. " What right can you possibly have to abuse us all in such particular ly strong terms ? Do you ever make proselytes to your philosophy ? " " No," said he, answering my last question, and recovering his serenity with that strange quickness of transition I had remarked when he had made music during his previous visit. " No, they all die before I have taught them anything." . " That does not surprise me, baron," said I. He laughed a little. " Well, perhaps it would surprise you even less if you knew me better," he replied. " But really, I came here to talk about Cardegna, and not to chat ter about that contemptible creature, man, who is not worth a moment's notice, I assure you. I be lieve I can find these people, and I confess it would amuse me to see the old man's face when we walk in upon him. I must be absent for a few days on business in Austria, and shall return immediately, for I have not taken my bath yet, that I spoke of. Now, if it is agreeable to you, I would propose that we go to the hills, on my return, and prosecute our search together ; writing to Nino in the mean time to come here as soon as he has finished his engage ment in Paris. If he comes quickly, he may go with us ; if not, he can join us. At all events, we 202 A ROMAN SINGER. can have a very enjoyable tour among the natives, who are charming people, quite like animals, as you ought to know." I think I must be a very suspicious person. Cir cumstances have made me so, and perhaps my sus picions are very generally wrong. It may be. At all events, I did suspect the rich and dandified old baron of desiring to have a laugh by putting Nino into some absurd situation. He had such strange views, or, at least, he talked so oddly, that I did not believe half he said. It is not possible that anybody should seriously hold the opinions he pro fessed. When he was gone I sat alone, pondering on the situation, which was like a very difficult problem in a nightmare, that could not or would not look sensible, do what I.would. It chanced that I got a letter from Nino that evening, and I confess I was reluctant to open it, fearing that he would reproach me with not having taken more pains to help him. I felt as though, before opening the envelope, I should like to go back a fortnight and put forth all my strength to find the contessina, and gain a com forting sense of duty performed. If I had only done my best, how easy it would have been to face a whole sheet of complaints ! Meanwhile the letter was come, and I had done nothing worth mention ing. I looked at the back of it, and my conscience smote me ; but it had to be accomplished, and at last I tore the cover off and read. Poor Nino ! He said he was ill with anxiety, and A ROMAN SINGER. 203 feared it would injure his voice. He said that to break his engagement and come back to Rome would be ruin to him. He must face it out, or take the legal consequences of a breach of contract, which are overwhelming to a young artist. He detailed all the efforts Be had made to find Hedwig, pursu ing every little sign and clue that seemed to present itself ; all to no purpose. The longer he thought of it, the more certain he was that Hedwig was not in Paris or London. She might be anywhere else in the whole world, but she was certainly not in either of those cities. Of that he was convinced. He felt like a man who had pursued a beautiful image to the foot of a precipitous cliff ; the rock had opened and swallowed up his dream, leaving him standing alone in hopeless despair ; and a great deal more poetic nonsense of that kind. I do not believe I had ever realized what he so truly felt for Hedwig, until I sat at my table with his letter before me, overcome with the sense of my own weakness in not having effectually checked this mad passion at its rise ; or, since it had grown so masterfully, of my wretched procrastination in not having taken my staff in my hand and gone out into the world to find the woman my boy loved and bring her to him. By this time, I thought, I should have found her. I could not bear to think of his being ill, suffering, heart-broken, ruined, if he lost his voice by an illness, merely because I had not had the strength to do the best thing for him. Poor Nino, I thought, you shall never say 204 A ROMAN SINGER. again that Cornelio Grand! has not done what was in his power to make you happy. " That baron ! an apoplexy on him ! has illuded me with his promises of help," I said to myself. " He has no more intention of helping me or Nino than he has of carrying off the basilica of St. Peter. Courage, Cornelio ! thou must gird up thy loins, and take a little money in thy scrip, and find Hed- wig von Lira." All that night I lay awake, trying to think how I might accomplish this end ; wondering to which point of the compass I should turn, and above all reflecting that I must make great sacrifices. But my boy must have what he wanted, since he was consuming himself, as we say, in longing for it. It seemed to me no time for counting the cost, when every day might bring upon him a serious illness. If he could only know that I was acting, he would allow his spirits to revive and take courage. In the watches of the night I thought over my resources, which, indeed, were meagre enough ; for I am a very poor man. It was necessary to take a great deal of money, for once away from Rome no one could tell when I might return. My salary as professor is paid to me quarterly, and it was yet some weeks to the time when it was due. I had only a few francs remaining, not more than enough to pay my rent and to feed Mariuccia and me. I had paid at Christmas the last installment due on my vineyard out of Porta Salara, and though I owed no man anything I had no money, A ROMAN SINGER. 205 and no prospect of any for some time. And yet I could not leave home on a long journey without at least two hundred scudi in my pocket. A scudo is a dollar, and a dollar has five francs, so that I wanted a thousand francs. You see, in spite of the baron's hint about the mountains, I thought I might have to travel all over Italy before I satis fied Nino. A thousand francs is a great deal of money, it is a Peru, as we say. I had not the first sou to ward it. I thought a long time. I wondered if the old piano were worth anything ; whether any body would give me money for my manuscripts, the results of patient years of labor and study ; my old gold scarf-pin, my seal ring, and even my silver watch, which keeps really very good time, what were they worth ? But it would not be much, not the tenth part of what I wanted. I was in de spair, and I tried to sleep. Then a thought came to me. "I am a donkey," I said. " There is the vine yard itself, my little vineyard beyond Porta Sa- lara. It is mine, and is worth half as much again as I need." And I slept quietly till morning. It is true, and I am sure it is natural, that in the daylight my resolution looked a little differently to me than it did in the quiet night. I had toiled and scraped a great deal more than you know to buy that small piece of land, and it seemed much more my own than all Serveti had ever been in my better days. Then I shut myself up in my room and read 206 A ROMAN SINGER. Nino's letter over again, though it pained me very much ; for I needed courage. And when I had read it, I took some papers in my pocket, and put on my hat and my old cloak, which Nino will never want any more now for his midnight serenades, and I went out to sell my little vineyard. " It is for my boy," I said, to give myself some comfort. But it is one thing to want to buy, and it is quite another thing to want to sell. All day I went from one man to another with my papers, all the agents who deal in those things ; but they only said they thought it might be sold in time ; it would take many days, and perhaps weeks. " But I want to sell it to-day," I explained. " We are very sorry," said they, with a shrug of the shoulders ; and they showed me the door. I was extremely down-hearted, and though I could not sell my piece of land I spent three sous in buying two cigars to smoke, and I walked about the Piazza Colonna in the sun ; I would not go home to dinner until I had decided what to do. There was only one man I had not tried, and he was the man who had sold it to me. Of course I knew people who do this business, for I had had enough trouble to learn their ways when I had to sell Serveti, years ago. But this one man I had not tried yet, because I knew that he would drive a cruel bargain with me when he saw I wanted the o money. But at last I went to him, and told him just what my wishes were. A ROMAN SINGER. 207 " Well," he said, " it is a very bad time for sell ing land. But to oblige you, because you are a customer, I will give you eight hundred francs for your little place. That is really much more than I can afford." " Eight hundred francs ! " I exclaimed in de spair. " But I have paid you nearly twice as much for it in the last three years ! What do you take me for ? To sell such a gem of a vineyard for eight hundred francs ! If you offer me thirteen hundred I will discuss the matter with you." " I have known you a long time, Signor Grandi, and you are an honest man. I am sure you do not wish to deceive me. I will give you eight hundred and fifty." Deceive him, indeed ! The very man who had received fifteen hundred from me said I deceived him when I asked thirteen hundred for the same piece of land ! But I needed it very much, and so, bargaining and wrangling, I got one thousand and seventy-five francs in bank-notes ; and I took care they should all be good ones, too. It was a poor price, I know, but I could do no better, and I went home happy. But I dared not tell Mariuccia. She is only my servant, to be sure, but she would have torn me in pieces. Then I wrote to the authorities at the university to say that I was obliged to leave Rome suddenly, and would of course not claim my salary during my absence. But I added that I hoped they would not permanently supplant me. If they did, I knew 208 A ROMAN SINGER. I should be ruined. Then I told Mariuccia that I was going away for some days to the country, and I left her the money to pay the rent, and her wages, and a little more, so that she might be provided for if I were detained very long. I went out again and telegraphed to Nino, to say I was going at once in search of the Liras, and begging him to come home as soon as he should have finished his en gagement. To tell the truth, Mariuccia was very curious to know where I was going, and asked me many ques tions, which I had some trouble in answering. But at last it was night again, and the old woman went to bed and left me. Then I went on tiptoe to the kitchen, and found a skein of thread and two needles, and set to work. I knew the country whither I was going very well, and it was necessary to hide the money I had in some ingenious way. So I took two waistcoats, one of them was quite good still, and I sewed them together, and basted the bank-notes between them. It was a clumsy piece of tailoring, though it took me so many hours to do it. But I had put the larger waistcoat outside very cunningly, so that when I had put on the two, you could not see that there was anything beneath the outer one. I think I was very clever to do this without a woman to help me. Then I looked to my boots, and chose my oldest clothes, and you may guess, from what you know of me, how old they were, and T made a little bundle that I could carry in my hand, with A ROMAN SINGER. 209 a change of linen, and the like. These things I made ready before I went to bed, and I slept with the two waistcoats and the thousand francs under my pillow, though I suppose nobody would have chosen that particular night for robbing me. All these preparations had occupied me so much that I had not found any time to grieve over my poor little vineyard that I had sold ; and besides, I was thinking all the while of Nino, and how glad he would be to know that I was really searching for Hedwig. But when I thought of the vines, it hurt me ; and I think it is only long after the deed that it seems more blessed to give than to receive. But at last I slept, as tired folk will, leaving care to the morrow ; and when I awoke it was daybreak, and Mariuccia was clattering angrily with the tin coffee-pot outside. It was a bright morning, and the goldfinch sang, and I could hear him scattering the millet -seed about his cage while I dressed. And then the parting grew very near, and I drank my coffee silently, wondering how soon it would be over, and wishing that the old woman would go out and let me have my house alone. But she would not, and to my surprise she made very little worry or trouble, making a great show of being busy. When I was quite ready, she insisted on putting a handful of roasted chestnuts into my pocket, and she said she would pray for me. The fact is, she thought, foolish old creature as she is, that I was old and in poor health, and she had often teased me to go into the country for a few 14 210 A ROMAN SINGER. days, so that she was not ill pleased that I should seem to take her advice. She stood looking after me as I trudged along the street, with my bundle and my good stick in my right hand, and a lighted cigar in my left. I had made up my mind that I ought first to try the direction hinted at by the baron, since I had absolutely no other clue to the whereabouts of the Count von Lira and his daughter. I therefore got into the old stage that still runs to Palestrina and the neighboring towns, for it is almost as quick as going by rail, and much cheaper ; and half an hour later we rumbled out of the Porta San Lorenzo, and I had entered upon the strange journey to find Hedwig von Lira, concerning which frivolous people have laughed so unkindly. And you may call me a foolish old man if you like. I did it for my boy. XIII. I WENT to Palestrina because all foreigners go there, and are to be heard of from other parts of the mountains in that place. It was a long and tiresome journey ; the jolting stage-coach shook me very much. There was a stout woman inside, with a baby that squealed ; there was a very dirty old country curate, who looked as though he had not shaved for a week, or changed his collar for a month. But he talked intelligently, though Jie talked too much, and he helped to 'pass the time until I was weary of him. We jolted along over the dusty roads, and were at least thankful that it was not yet hot. In the evening we arrived at Palestrina, and stopped before the inn in the market-place, as tired and dusty as might be. The woman went one way, and the priest the other, and I was left alone. I soon found the fat old host, and engaged a room for the night. He was talkative and curious, and sat by my side when he had prepared my supper in the dingy dining-room down-stairs. I felt quite sure that he would be able to tell me what I wanted, or at least to give me a hint from hearsay. But he at once began to talk of last year, and how much 212 A ROMAN SINGER. better his business had been then than it was now, as country landlords invariably do. It was to no purpose that I questioned him about the people that had passed during- the fortnight, the month, the two months, back ; it was clear that no one of the importance of my friends had been heard of. At last I was tired, and he lit a wax candle, which he would carefully charge in the bill after wards, at double its natural price, and he showed me the way to my room. It was a very decent little room, with white curtains and a good bed and a table, everything I could desire. A storm had come up since I had been at my supper, and it seemed a comfortable thing to go to bed, although I was disappointed at having got no news. But when I had blown out my candle, determin ing to expostulate with the host in the morning, if he attempted to make me pay for a whole one, I lay thinking of what I should do ; and turning on my side, I observed that a narrow crack of the door admitted rays of light into the darkness of my chamber. Now I am very sensitive to draughts and inclined to take cold, and the idea that there was a door open troubled me, so that at last I made up my mind to get up and close it. As I rose to my feet, I perceived that it was not the door by which I had entered ; and so, before shutting it, I called out, supposing there might be some one in the next room. " Excuse me," I said loudly, " I will shut this door." But there was no reply. A ROMAN SINGER. 213 Curiosity is perhaps a vice, but it is a natural one. Instead of pulling the door to its place, I pushed it a little, knocking with my knuckles at the same time. But as no one answered, I pushed it further, and put in my head. It was a disagree able thing I saw. The room was like mine in every way, save that the bed was moved to the middle of the open space, and there were two candles on two tables. On the bed lay a dead man. I felt what we call a brivido, a shiver like an ague. It was the body of an old man, with a face like yellow wax, and a singularly unpleasant expression even in death. His emaciated hands were crossed on his breast, and held a small black crucifix. The candles stood, one at the head and one at the foot, on little tables. I entered the room and looked long at the dead old man. I thought it strange that there should be no one to watch him, but I am not afraid of dead men, after the first shudder is past. It was a ghastly sight enough, however, and the candles shed a glaring, yellowish light over it all. " Poor wretch," I said to myself, and went back to my room, closing the door carefully behind me. At first I thought of rousing the host, and ex plaining to him my objections to being left almost in the same room with a corpse. But I reflected that it would be foolish to seem afraid of it, when I was really not at all timid, and so I went to bed, and slept until dawn. But when I went down-stairs I 214 A ROMAN SINGER. found the innkeeper, and gave him a piece of my mind. " What sort of an inn do you keep ? What manners are these ? " I cried angrily. " What diavolo put into your pumpkin head to give me a sepulchre for a room ? " He seemed much disturbed at what I said, and broke out into a thousand apologies. But I was not to be so easily pacified. " Do you think," I demanded, " that I will ever come here again, or advise any of my friends to come here ? It is insufferable. I will write to the police " But at this he began to shed tears and to wring his hands, saying it was not his fault. " You see, signore, it was my wife who made me arrange it so. Oh ! these women the devil has made them all ! It was her father the old dead man you saw. He died yesterday morning, may he rest ! and we will bury him to-day. You see every one knows that unless a dead man is watched by some one from another town his soul will not rest in peace. My wife's father was a jettatore ; he had the evil eye, and people knew it for miles around, so I could not persuade any one from the other villages to sit by him and watch his body, though I sent everywhere all day yesterday. At last that wife of mine maledictions on her folly ! said, ' It is my father, after all, and his soul must rest, at any price. If you put a traveler in the next room, and leave the door open, it will be the same thing ; and so he will be in peace.' That A ROMAN SINGER. 215 is the way it happened, signore," he continued, after wiping away his tears ; " you see I could not help it at all. But if you will overlook it, I will not make any charges for your stay. My wife shall pay me. She has poultry by the hundred. I will pay myself with her chickens." " Very good," said I, well pleased at having got so cheap a lodging. " But I am a just man, and I will pay for what I have eaten and drunk, and you can take the night's lodging out of your wife's chickens, as you say." So we were both sat isfied. 1 The storm of the night had passed away, leav ing everything wet and the air cool and fresh. I wrapped my cloak about me, and went into the market-place, to see if I could pick up any news. It was already late, for the country, and there were few people about. Here and there, in the streets, a wine-cart was halting on its way to Rome, while the rough carter went through the usual arrange ment of exchanging some of his employer's wine for food for himself, filling up the barrel with good pure water, that never hurt any one. I wandered about, though I could not expect to see any face that I knew ; it is so many years since I lived at Serveti, that even were the carters from my old place, I should have forgotten how they looked. Suddenly, at the corner of a dirty street, where there was a little blue and white shrine to the Ma- 1 This incident actually occurred, precisely as related. F. M. C. 216 A ROMAN SINGER. donna, I stumbled against a burly fellow with a gray beard, carrying a bit of salt codfish in one hand and a cake of corn bread in the other, eating as he went. " Gigi ! " I cried in delight, when I recognized the old carrettiere who used to bring me grapes and wine, and still does when the fancy takes him. " Dio mio ! Signer Conte ! " he cried with his mouth full, and holding up the bread and fish with his two hands, in astonishment. When he re covered himself, he instantly offered to share his meal with me, as the poorest wretch in Italy will offer his crust to the greatest prince, out of polite ness. " Vuol favorire ? " he said, smiling. I thanked him and declined, as you may im agine. Then I asked him how he came to be in Palestrina ; and he told me that he was often there in the winter, as his sister had married a vine dresser of the place, of whom he bought wine oc casionally. Very well-to-do people, he explained eagerly, proud of his prosperous relations. We clambered along through the rough street together, and I asked him what was the news from Serveti and from that part of the country, well knowing that if he had heard of any rich foreign ers in that neighborhood he would at once tell me of it. But I had not much hope. He talked about the prospects of the vines, and such things, for some time, and I listened patiently. " By the bye," he said at last, " there is a gran signore who is gone to live in Fillettino, a crazy A ROMAN SINGER. 217 man, they say, with, a beautiful daughter, but really beautiful, as an angel." I was so much surprised that I made a loud ex clamation. " What is the matter ? " asked Gigi. " It is nothing, Gigi," I answered, for I was afraid lest he should betray my secret, if I let him guess it. " It is nothing. I struck my foot against a stone. But you were telling about a foreigner who is gone to live somewhere. Fillettino ? Where is that ? " " Oh, the place of the diavolo ! I do not wonder you do not know, conte, for gentlemen never go there. "It is in the Abruzzi, beyond Trevi. Did you ever hear of the Serra di Sant' Antonio, where so many people have been killed ? " " Diana ! I should think so ! In the old days " " Bene," said Gigi, " Fillettino is there, at the beginning of the pass." " Tell me, Gigi mio," I said, " are you not very thirsty? " The way to the heart of the wine carter lies through a pint measure. Gigi was thirsty, as I supposed, and we sat down in the porch of my inn, and the host brought a stoup of his best wine and set it before us. " I would like to hear about the crazy foreigner who is gone to live in the hills among the bri- ganti," I said, when he had wet his throat. " What I know I will tell you, Signor Conte," he answered, filling his pipe with bits that he broke off a cigar. " But I know very little. He must 218 A ROMAN SINGER. be a foreigner, because he goes to such a place; and he is certainly crazy, for he shuts his daughter in the old castle, and watches her as though she was made of wax, like the flowers you have in Rome under glass." " How long have they been there, these queer folks?" I asked. " What do I know ? It may be a month or two. A man told me, who had come that way from Fucino, and that is all I know." " Do people often travel that way, Gigi ? " " Not often, indeed," he answered, with a grin. " They are not very civil, the people of those parts." Gigi made a gesture, or a series of ges tures. He put up his hands as though firing a gun. Then he opened his right hand and closed it, with a kind of insinuating twirl of the fingers, which means " to steal." Lastly he put his hand over his eyes, and looked through his fingers as though they were bars, which means " prison." From this I inferred that the inhabitants of Fillettino were addicted to murder, robbery, and other pastimes, for which they sometimes got into trouble. The place he spoke of is about thirty miles, or some thing more, from Palestrina, and I began planning how I should get there as cheaply as possible. I had never been there, and wondered what kind of a habitation the count had found ; for I knew it must be the roughest sort of mountain town, with some dilapidated castle, or other, overhanging it. But the count was rich, and he had doubtless made himself A ROMAN SINGER. 219 very comfortable. I sat in silence, while Gigi finished his wine, and chatted about his affairs be tween the whiffs of his pipe. " Gigi," I said at last, " I want to buy a donkey." "Eh, your excellency can be accommodated; and a saddle, too, if you wish." " I think I could ride without a saddle," I said, for I thought it a needless piece of extravagance. " Madonna mia ! " he cried. " The Signer Conte ride bareback on a donkey ! They would laugh at you. But my brother-in-law can sell you a beast this very day, and for a mere song." " Let us go and see the beast," I said. I felt a little ashamed of having wished to ride without a saddle. But as I had sold all I had, I wanted to make the money last as long as possible ; or at least I would spend as little as I could, and take some thing back, if I ever went home at all. We had not far to go, and Gigi opened a door in the street and showed me a stable, in which something moved in the darkness. Presently he led out an animal and began to descant upon its merits. "Did you ever see a more beautiful donkey?" asked Gigi admiringly. " It looks like a horse ! " It was a little ass, with sad eyes, and ears as long as its tail. It was also very thin, and had the hair rubbed off its back from carrying burdens. But it had no sore places, and did not seem lame. " Pie is full of fire," said Gigi, poking the donkey in the ribs to excite a show of animation. "You should see him gallop up hill with my brother on 220 A ROMAN SINGER. his back, and a good load into the bargain. Brrrr ! Stand still, will you ! " he cried, holding tight by the halter, though the animal did not seem anxious to run away. " And then," said Gigi, " he eats nothing, positively nothing." " He does not look as though he had eaten much of late," I said. " Oh, my brother-in-law is as good to him as though he were a Christian. He gives him corn bread and fish, just like his own children. But this ass prefers straw." " A frugal ass," I said, and we began to bargain. I will not tell you what I gave Gigi's brother-in-law for the beast, because you would laugh. And I bought an old saddle, too. It was really necessary, but it was a dear bargain, though it was cheaper than hiring ; for I sold the donkey and the saddle again, and got back something. It is a wild country enough that lies behind the mountains towards the sources of the Aniene, the river that makes the falls at Tivoli. You could not half understand how in these times, under the new government, and almost within a long day's ride from Rome, such things could take place as I am about to tell you of, unless I explained to you how very primitive that country is which lies to the southeast of the capital, and which we gener ally call the Abruzzi. The district is wholly moun tainous, and though there are no very great ele vations there are very ragged gorges and steep A ROMAN SINGER. 221 precipices, and now and then an -inaccessible bit of forest far up among the rocks, which no man has ever thought of cutting down. It would be quite impossible to remove the timber. The people are mostly shepherds in the higher regions, where there are no vines, and when opportunity offers they will waylay the unwary traveler and rob him, and even murder him, without thinking very much about it. In the old days, the boundary between the Papal States and the kingdom of Naples ran through these mountains, and the contrabbandieri the smugglers of all sorts of wares used to cross from one do minion to the other by circuitous paths and steep ways of which only a few had knowledge. The better known of these passes were defended by sol diers and police, but there have been bloody fights fought, within a few years, between the law and its breakers. Foreigners never penetrate into the re cesses of these hills, and even the English guide books, which are said to contain an account of everything that the Buon Dio ever made, compiled from notes taken at the time of the creation, make no mention of places which surpass in beauty all the rest of Italy put together. No railroad or other modern innovation pene trates into those Arcadian regions, where the goat herd plays upon his pipe all the day long, the pic ture of peace and innocence, or prowls in the passes with a murderous long gun, if there are foreigners in the air. The women toil at carrying their scant supply of drinking-water from great distances dur- 222 A ROMAN SINGER. ing a part of the day, and in the evening they spin industriously by their firesides or upon their door steps, as the season will have it. It is an old life, the same to-day as a thousand years ago, and per haps as it will be a thousand years hence. The men are great travelers, and go to Rome in the winter to sell their cheese, or to milk a flock of goats in the street at daybreak, selling the foaming canful for a sou. But their visits to the city do not civilize them ; the outing only broadens the ho rizon of their views in regard to foreigners, and makes them more ambitious to secure one, and see what he is like, and cut off his ears, and get his money. Do not suppose that the shepherd of the Abruzzi lies all day on the rocks in the sun, wait ing for the foreign gentleman to come within reach. He might wait a long time. Climbing has strength ened the muscles of his legs into so much steel, and a party of herdsmen have been known to come down from the Serra to the plains around Velletri, and to return to their inaccessible mountains, after doing daring deeds of violence, in twenty-four hours from the time of starting ; covering at least from eighty to ninety miles by the way. They are ex traordinary fellows, as active as tigers, and fabu lously strong, though they are never very big. This country begins behind the range of Sabine mountains seen from Rome across the Campagna, and the wild character of it increases as you go to wards the southeast. Since I have told you this much, I need not A ROMAN SINGER. 223 weary you with further descriptions. I do not like descriptions, and it is only when Nino gives me his impressions that I write them, in order that you may know how beautiful things impress him, and the better judge of his character. I do not think that Gigi really cheated me so very badly about the donkey. Of course I do not believe the story of his carrying the brother-in-law and the heavy load uphill at a gallop ; but I am thin and not very heavy, and the little ass carried me well enough through the valleys, and when we came to a steep place I would get off and walk, so as not to tire him too much. If he liked to crop a thistle or a blade of grass, I would stop a moment, for I thought he would grow fatter in that way, and I should not lose so much when I sold him again. But he never grew very fat. Twice I slept by the way, before I reached the end of my journey, once at Olevano, and once at Trevi ; for the road from Olevano to Trevi is long, and some parts are very rough, especially at first. I could tell you just how every stone on the road looks Rojate, the narrow pass beyond, and then the long valley with the vines ; then the road turns away and rises as you go. along the plateau of Ar- cinazzo, which is hollow beneath, and you can hear the echoes as you tread ; then at the end of that the desperate old inn, called by the shepherds the Madre dei Briganti, the mother of brigands, smoke-blackened within and without, standing alone on the desolate heath ; further on, a broad bend of 224 A ROMAN SINGER. the valley to the left, and you see Trevi rising be fore you, crowned with an ancient castle, and over looking the stream that becomes the Aniene after wards ; from Trevi through a rising valley that grows narrower at every step, and finally seems to end abruptly, as indeed it does, in a dense forest far up the pass. And just below the woods lies the town of Fillettino, where the roads ends; for there is a road which leads to Tivoli, but does not communicate with Olevano, whence I had come. Of course I had made an occasional inquiry by the way, when I could do so without making people too curious. When any one asked me where I was going, I would say I was bound for Fucino, to buy beans for seed at the wonderful model farm that Toiionia has made by draining the old lake. And then I would ask about the road ; and sometimes I was told there was a strange foreigner at Fillettino, who made everybody wonder about him by his pe culiar mode of life. Therefore, when I at last saw the town, I was quite sure that the count was there, and I got off my little donkey, and let him drink in the stream, while I myself drank a little higher up. The road was dusty, and my donkey and I were thirsty. I thought of all I would do, as I sat on the stone by the water, and the beast cropped the wretched grass ; and soon I came to the conclusion that I did not know in the least what I should do. I had un expectedly found what I wanted, very soon, and I was thankful enough to have been so lucky. But A ROMAN SINGER. 225 I had not the first conception of what course I was to pursue when once I had made sure of the count. Besides, it was barely possible that it was not he, after all, but another foreigner, with another daughter. The thought frightened me, but I drove it away. If it were really old Lira who had chosen this retreat in which to imprison his daughter and himself, I asked myself whether I could do any thing, save send word to Nino as soon as possible. I felt like a sort of Don Quixote, suddenly chilled into the prosaic requirements of common sense. Perhaps if Hedwig had been my Dulcinea, instead of Nino's, the crazy fit would have lasted, and I would have attempted to scale the castle wall and carry off the prize by force. There is no tell ing what a sober old professor of philosophy may not do, when he is crazy. But meanwhile I was sane. Graf von Lira had a right to live anywhere lie pleased with his daughter, and the fact that I had discovered the spot where he pleased to live did not constitute an introduction. Or finally, if I got access to the old count, what had I to say to him ? Ought I to make a formal request for Nino ? I looked at my old clothes, and almost smiled. But the weather was cold, though the roads were dusty ; so I mounted my ass and jogged along, meditating deeply. 15 XIV. FILLETTINO is a trifle cleaner than most towns of the same kind. Perhaps it rains more often, and there are fewer people. Considering that its vicin ity has been the scene of robbery, murder, and all manner of adventurous crime from time immemo rial, I had expected to find it a villainous place. It is nothing of the kind. There is a decent appear ance about it that is surprising ; and though the houses are old and brown and poor, I did not see pigs in many rooms, nor did the little children beg of me, as they beg of every one elsewhere. The absence of the pigs struck me particularly, for in the Sabine towns they live in common with the family, and go out only in the daytime to pick up what they can get. I went to the apothecary there is always an apothecary in these places and inquired for a lodging. Before very long I had secured a room, and it seemed that the people were accustomed to travelers, for it was surprisingly clean. The bed was so high that I could touch the ceiling when I sat on it, and the walls were covered with orna ments, such as glazed earthenware saints, each with a little basin for holy water, some old engravings of other saints, a few paper roses from the last fair, A ROMAN SINGER. 227 and a weather-beaten game-pouch of leather. The window looked out over a kind of square, where a great quantity of water ran into a row of masonry tanks out of a number of iron pipes projecting from an overhanging rock. Above the rock was the cas tle, the place I had come to see, towering up against the darkening sky. It is such a strange place that I ought to describe it to you, or you will not understand the things that happened there. There is a great rock, as I said, rising above the town, and upon this is built the feudal stronghold, so that the walls of the building do not begin less than forty feet from the street level. The height of the whole castle consequently seems enormous. The walls, for the most part, fol low the lines of the gray rock, irregularly, as chance would have it, and the result is a three-cornered pile, having a high square tower at one angle, where also the building recedes some yards from the edge of the cliff, leaving on that side a broad terrace guarded by a stone parapet. On another side of the great isolated bowlder a narrow road way heads up a steep incline, impracticable for car riages, but passable for four-footed beasts ; and this path gives access to the castle through a heavy gate opening upon a small court within. But the rock itself has been turned to account, and there are chambers within it, which formerly served as prisons, opening to the right and left of a narrow staircase, hewn out of the stone, and leading from the foot of the tower to the street below; upon 228 A ROMAN SINGER. which it opens through a low square door, set in the rock and studded with heavy iron nails. Below the castle hangs the town, and behind it rises the valley, thickly wooded with giant beech- trees. Of course I learned the details of the inte rior little by little, and I gathered also some inter esting facts regarding the history of Fillettino, which are not in any way necessary to my story. The first thing I did was to find out what means of communication there were with Rome. There was a postal service twice a week, and I was told that Count von Lira, whose name was no secret in the village, sent messengers very often to Subiaco. The post left that very day, and I wrote to Nino to tell him that I had found his friends in villeggia- tura at Fillettino, advising him to come as soon as he could, and recruit his health and his spirits. I learned, further, from the woman who rented me my lodging, that there were other people in the castle besides the count and his daughter. At least, she had seen a tall gentleman on the terrace with them during the last two days ; and it was not t^ue that the count kept Hedwig a prisoner. On the contrary, they rode out together almost every day, and yesterday the tall gentleman had gone with them. The woman also went into many de tails; telling me how much money the count had spent in a fortnight, bringing furniture and a real piano and immense loads of baskets, which the por ters were told contained glass and crockery, and must be carefully handled. It was clear that the A ROMAN SINGER. 229 count was settled for some time. He had probably taken the old place for a year, by a lease from the Roman family to whom Fillettino and the neigh boring estates belong. He would spend the spring and the summer there, at least. Being anxious to see who the tall gentleman might be, of whom my landlady had spoken, I posted myself in the street, at the foot of the in clined bridle-path leading to the castle gate. I walked up and down for two hours, about the time I supposed they would all ride, hoping to catch a glimpse of the party. Neither the count nor his daughter knew me by sight, I was sure, and I felt quite safe. It was a long time to wait, but at last they appeared, and I confess that I nearly fell down against the wall when I saw them. There they were on their horses, moving cau tiously down the narrow way above me. First came the count, sitting in his saddle as though he were at the head of his old regiment, his great gray mustaches standing out fiercely from his severe, wooden face. Then came Hedwig, whom I had not seen for a long time, looking as white and sor rowful as the angel of death, in a close black dress, or habit, so that her golden hair was all the color there was to be seen about her. But the third rider, there was no mistaking that thin, erect figure, dressed in the affectation of youth ; those fresh pink cheeks, with the snowy mustache, and the thick white hair showing beneath the jaunty hat ; the eagle nose and the bright eyes. Baron Benoni, and no other. 230 A ROMAN SINGER. My first instinct was to hide myself ; but before I could retreat, Benoni recognized me, even with my old clothes. Perhaps they are not so much older than the others, compared with his fashion able garments. He made no sign as the three rode by ; only I could see by his eyes, that were fixed angrily upon me, that he knew me, and did not wish to show it. As for myself, I stood stock still in amazement. I had supposed that Benoni had really gone to Austria, as he had told me he was about to do. I had thought him ignorant of the count's retreat, save for the hint which had so luckily led me straight to the mark. I had imagined him to be but a chance acquaintance of the Lira family, hav ing little or no personal interest in their doings. Nevertheless, I had suspected him, as I have told you. Everything pointed to a deception on his part. He had evidently gone immediately from Rome to Fillettino. He must be intimate with the count, or the latter would not have invited him to share a retreat seemingly intended to be kept a secret. He also, I thought, must have some very strong reason for consenting to bury himself in the mountains in company with a father and daughter who could hardly be supposed to be on good terms with each other. But again, why had he seemed so ready to help me and to forward Nino's suit? Why had he given me the smallest clue to the count's where abouts ? Now I am not a strong man in action, A ROMAN SINGER. 231 perhaps, but I am a very cunning reasoner. I re membered the man, and the outrageous opinions he had expressed, both to Nino and to me. Then I understood my suspicions. It would be folly to expect such a man to have any real sympathy or sense of friendship for any one. He had amused himself by promising to come back and go with me on my search, perhaps to make a laughing-stock of me, or even of my boy, by telling the story to the Liras afterwards. He had entertained no idea that I would go alone, or that, if I went, I could be suc cessful. He had made a mistake, and was very angry ; his eyes told me that. Then I made a bold resolution. I would see him and ask him what he intended to do ; in. short, why he had deceived me. There would probably be no difficulty in the way of obtaining an interview. I was not known to the others of the party, and Benoui would scarcely refuse to receive me. I thought he would excuse himself, with ready cynicism, and pretend to con tinue his offers of friendship and assistance. I confess, I regretted that I was so humbly clad, in all my old clothes ; but, after all, I was traveling, you know. It was a bold resolution, I think, and I revolved the situation in my mind during two days, thinking over what I should say. But with all my thought I only found that everything must depend on Be- noni's answer to my own question " Why ? " On the third day, I made myself look as fine as 232 A ROMAN SINGER. I could, and though my heart beat loudly as I mounted the bridle-path, I put on a bold look and rang the bell. It was a clanging thing, that seemed to creak on a hinge, as I pulled the stout string from outside. A man appeared, and on my inquiry said I might wait in the porch behind the great wooden gate, while he delivered my message to his excellency the baron. It seemed to take a long time, and I sat on a stone bench, eyeing the court yard curiously from beneath the archway. It was sunny and clean, with an old well in the middle, but I could see nothing save a few windows open ing upon it. At last the man returned and said that I might come with him. I found Benoni, clad in a gorgeous dressing- gown, stalking up and down a large vaulted apart ment, in which there were a few new armchairs, a table covered with books, and a quantity of ancient furniture, that looked unsteady and fragile, although it had been carefully dusted. A plain green baize carpet covered about half the floor, and the re mainder was of red brick. The morning sun streamed in through tall windows, and played in a rainbow-like effulgence on the baron's many colored dressing-gown, as he paused in his walk to greet me. " Well, my friend," said Benoni gayly, " how in the name of the devil did you get here ? " I thought I had been right; he was going to play at being my friend again. " Very easily, by the help of your little hint," I A ROMAN SINGER. 233 replied ; and I seated myself, for I felt that I was master of the situation. " Ah, if I had suspected you of being so intel ligent, I would not have given you any hint at all. You see I have not been to Austria on business, but am here in this good old flesh of mine, such as it is." " Consequently " I began, and then stopped. I suddenly felt that Benoni had turned the tables upon me, I could not tell how. "Consequently," said he, continuing my sen tence, " when I told you that I was going to Austria I was lying." " The frankness of the statement obliges me to believe that you are now telling the truth," I an swered angrily. I felt uneasy. Benoni laughed in his peculiar way. " Precisely," he continued again, " I was lying. I generally do, for so long as I am believed I de ceive people ; and when they find me out, they are confused between truth and lying, so that they do not know what to believe at all. By the bye, I am wandering. I am sorry to see you here. I hope you understand that." He looked at me with the most cheerful expression. I believe I was begin ning to be angry at his insulting calmness. I did not answer him. " Signer Grandi." he said in a moment, seeing I was silent, " I am enchanted to see you, if you prefer that I should be. But may I imagine if I can do anything more for you, now that you have 234 A ROMAN SINGER. heard from my own lips that I am a liar ? I say it again, I like the word, I am a liar, and I wish I were a better one. What can I do for you ? " " Tell me why you have acted this comedy," said I, recollecting at the right moment the gist of my reflections during the past two days. " Why ? To please myself, good sir ; for the sov ereign pleasure of myself." " I would surmise," I retorted, " that it could not have been for the pleasure of any one else." " Perhaps you mean, because no one else could be base enough to take pleasure in what amuses me ? " I nodded savagely at his question. " Very good. Knowing this of me, do you further surmise that I should be so simple as to tell you how I propose to amuse myself in the future ? " I recog nized the truth of this, and I saw myself check mated at the outset. I therefore smiled and en deavored to seem completely satisfied, hoping that his vanity would betray him into some hint of the future. He seemed to have before taken pleasure in misleading me with a fragment of truth, suppos ing that I could not make use of it. I would en deavor to lead him into such a trap again. " It is a beautiful country, is it not ? " I re marked, going to the window before which he stood, and looking out. " You must enjoy it greatly, after the turmoil of society." You see, I was once as gay as any of them, in the old days ; and so I made the reflection that seemed natural to his case, wondering how he would answer. A ROMAN SINGER. 235 " It is indeed a very passable landscape," he said indifferently. " With horses and a charming com panion one may kill a little time here, and find a satisfaction in killing it." I noticed the slip, by which he spoke of a single companion instead of two. " Yes," I replied, " the count is said to be a most agreeable man." He paused a moment, and the hesitation seemed to show that the count was not the companion he had in his mind. " Oh, certainly," he said, at length, " the count is very agreeable, and his daughter is the paragon of all the virtues and accomplishments." There was something a little disparaging in his tone as he made the last remark, which seemed to me a clumsy device to throw me off the scent, if scent there were. Considering his surpassing personal van ity, of which I had received an ocular demonstra tion when he visited me in Rome, I fancied that if there were nothing more serious in his thoughts he would have given me to understand that Hedwig found him entirely irresistible. Since he was able to control his vanity, there must be a reason for it. "I should think that the contessina must be charmed at having so brilliant a companion as yourself in her solitude," I said, feeling my way to the point. "With me? I am an old man. Children of that age detest old men." I thought his manner constrained, and it was unlike him not to laugh as 236 A ROMAN SINGER. he made the speech. The conviction grew upon me that Heclwig was the object of his visit. More over, I became persuaded that he was but a poor sort of villain, for he was impulsive, as villains should never be. We leaned over the stone sill of the window, which he had opened during the con versation. There was a little trail of ants climbing up and down the wall at the side, and he watched them. One of the small creatures, heavily laden with a seed of some sort, and toiling painfully under the burden, had been separated from the rest, and clambered over the edge of the window- sill. On reaching the level surface it paused, as though very weary, and looked about, moving its tiny horns. Benoni looked at it a moment, and then with one finger he suddenly whisked the poor little thing into space. It hurt me to see it, and I knew he must be cruel, for he laughed aloud. Somehow, it would have seemed less cruel to have brushed away the whole trail of insects, rather than to pitch upon this one small, tired workman, overladen and forgotten by the rest. " Why did you do that ? " I asked involuntarily. " Why ? Why do I do anything ? Because I please, the best of all reasons." " Of course, it was foolish of me to ask you. That is probably the cause of your presence here. You would like to hurl my boy Nino from the height he has reached in his love, and to satisfy your cruel instincts you have come here to attack the heart of an innocent girl." I watched him nar- A ROMAN SINGER. 237 rowly, and I have often wondered how I had the courage to insult him. It was a bold shot at the truth, and his look satisfied me that I was not very wide of the mark. To accuse a gray-haired old man of attempting to win the affections of a young girl would seem absurd enough. But if you had ever seen Benoni, you would understand that he was anything but old, save for his snowy locks. Many a boy might envy the strange activity of his thin limbs, the bloom and freshness of his eager face, and the fire of his eyes. He was impulsive, too ; for instead of laughing at the absurdity of the thing, or at what should have been its absurdity, as a more accomplished villain would have done, he was palpably angry. He looked quickly at me and moved savagely, so that I drew back, and it was not till some moments later that it occurred to him that he ought to seem amused. "How ridiculous!" he cried at last, mastering his anger. " You are joking." " Oh, of course I am joking," I answered, leav ing the window. " And now I must wish you good- morning, with many apologies for my intrusion." He must have been glad to be rid of me, but he politely insisted on showing me to the gate. Per haps he wanted to be sure that I should not ask questions of the servants. As we passed through an outer hall, we came sxiddenly upon Hedwig, entering from the opposite direction, dressed in black, and looking like a beau tiful shadow of pain. As I have told you, she did 238 A ROMAN SINGER. not know me. Benoni bowed to the ground, as she went by, making some flattering speech about her appearance. She had started slightly on first see ing us, and then she went on without speaking ; but there was on her face a look of such sovereign scorn and loathing as I never saw on the features of any living being. And more than scorn, for there was fear and hatred with it ; so that if a glance could tell a whole history, there would have been no detail of her feeling for Benoni left to guess. This meeting produced a profound impression on me, and I saw her face in my dreams that night. Had anything been wanting to complete, in my judgment, the plan of the situation in the castle, that something was now supplied. The Jew had come there to get her for himself. She hated him for his own sake ; she hated him because she was faithful to Nino ; she hated him because he per haps knew of her secret love for my boy. Poor maiden, shut up for days and weeks to come with a man she dreaded and scorned at once ! The sight of her recalled to me that I had in my pocket the letter Nino had sent me for her, weeks before, and which I had found no means of delivering since I had been in Fillettino. Suddenly I was seized with a mad determination to deliver it at any cost. The baron bowed me out of the gate, and I paused outside when the ponderous door had swung on its hinges and his footsteps were echoing back through the court. A ROMAN SINGER. 239 I sat down on the parapet of the bridle-path, and with my knife cut some of the stitches that sewed my money between my two waistcoats. I took out one of the bills of a hundred francs that were con cealed within, I found the letter Nino had sent me for Hedwig, and I once more rang the bell. The man who had admitted me came again, and looked at me in some astonishment. But I gave him no time to question me. " Here is a note for a hundred francs," I said. " Take it, and give this letter to the Signora Con- tessina. If you bring me a written answer here to-morrow at this hour, I will give you as much more." The man was dumfounded for a moment, after which he clutched the money and the letter greedily, and hid them in his coat. "Your excellency shall be punctually obeyed," he said, with a ^deep bow, and I went away. It was recklessly extravagant of me to do this, but there was no other course. A small bribe would have been worse than none at all. If you can afford to pay largely, it is better to bribe a servant than to trust a friend. Your friend has nothing to gain by keeping your secret, whereas the servant hopes for more money in the future, and the prospect of profit makes him as silent as the grave. I would certainly not have acted as I did, had I not met Hedwig in the hall. But the sight of her pale face and heavy eyes went to my heart, and I would have given the whole of my little fortune to 240 A ROMAN SINGER. bring some gladness to her, even though I might not see it. The situation, too, was so novel and alarming that I felt obliged to act quickly, not knowing what evils delay might produce. On the following morning I went up to the gate way again and rang the bell. The same man ap peared. He slipped a note into my hand, and I slipped a bill into his. But, to my surprise, he did not shut the door and retire. " The signorina said your excellency should read the note, and I should accompany you," he said ; and I saw he had his hat in his hand, as if ready to go. I tore open the note. It merely said that the servant was trustworthy, and would " instruct the Signor Grandi " how to act. " You told the contessina my name, then ? " I said to the man. He had announced me to the baron, and consequently knew who I was. He nodded, closed the door behind him, and came with me. When we were in the street, he explained that Hedwig desired to speak with me. He ex pounded the fact that there was a staircase in the rock, leading to the level of the town. Further more, he said that the old count and the baron occar sionally drank deeply, as soldiers and adventurers will do, to pass the evening. The next time it occurred^ he, the faithful servant, would come to my lodging and conduct me into the castle by the aforesaid passage, of which he had the key. I confess I was unpleasantly alarmed at the pros pect of making a burglarious entrance in such ro- A ROMAN SINGER. 241 mantle fashion. It savored more of the last cen tury than of the quiet and eminently respectable age in which we live. But then, the castle of Fillettino was built hundreds of years ago, and it is not my fault if it has not gone to ruin, like so many others of its kind. The man recommended me to be always at home after eight o'clock in the even ing, in case I were wanted, and to avoid seeing the baron when he was abroad. He came and saw where I lived, and with many bows he left me. You may imagine in what anxiety I passed my time. A whole week elapsed, and yet I was never summoned. Every evening at seven, an hour be fore the time named, I was in my room, waiting for some one who never came. I was so much disturbed in mind that I lost my appetite and thought of being bled again. But I thought it too soon, and con tented myself with getting a little tamarind from the apothecary. One morning the apothecary, who is also the postmaster, gave me a letter from Nino, dated in Rome. His engagement was over, he had reached Rome, and he would join me immediately. 16 XV. As it often happens that, in affairs of impor tance, the minor events which lead to the ultimate result seem to occur rapidly, and almost to stumble over each other in their haste, it came to pass that on the very evening after I had got Nino's letter I was sent for by the contessina. When the man came to call me, I was sitting in my room, from force of habit, though the long de lay had made the possibility of the meeting seem shadowy. I was hoping that Nino might arrive in time to go in my place, for I knew that he would not be many hours behind his letter. He would assuredly travel as fast as he could, and if he had understood my directions he was not likely to go astray. But in spite of my hopes the summons came too soon, and I was obliged to go myself. Picture to yourselves how I looked and how I felt : a sober old professor, as I am, stealing out in the night, all wrapped in a cloak as dark and shabby as any conspirator's ; armed with a good knife in case of accidents ; with beating hea,rt, and doubting whether I could use my weapon if need ful ; and guided to the place of tryst by the confi dential servant of a beautiful and unhappy maiden. I have often laughed since then at the figure I must A ROMAN SINGER. 243 have cut, but I did not laugh at the time. It was a very serious affair. We skirted the base of the huge rock on which the castle is built, and reached the small, low door without meeting any one. It was a moonlit night, the Paschal moon was nearly at the full, and the whiteness made each separate iron rivet in the door stand out distinct, thrown into relief by its own small shadow on the seamed oak. My guide produced a ponderous key, which screamed hoarsely in the lock under the pressure of his two hands, as he made it turn in the rusty wards. The noise frightened me, but the man laughed, and said they could not hear where they sat, far up in the vaulted chamber, telling long stories over their wine. We entered, and I had to mount a little way up the dark steps to give him room to close the door be hind us, by which we were left in total darkness. I confess I was very nervous and frightened until he lighted a taper which he had brought and made enough light to show the way. The stairs were winding and steep, but perfectly dry, and when he had passed me I followed him, feeling that at all events the door behind was closed, and there was some one between me and any danger ahead. The man paused in front of me, and when I had rounded the corner of the winding steps I saw that a brighter light than ours shone from a small door way opening directly upon the stair. In another moment I was in the presence of Hedwig von Lira. The man retired, and left us. 244 A ROMAN SINGER. She stood, dressed in black, against the rough stone ; the strong light of a gorgeous gilt lamp that was placed on the floor streamed upward on her white face. Her eyes caught the brightness, and seemed to burn like deep, dark gems, though they appeared so blue in the day. She looked like a person tortured past endurance, so that the pain of the soul has taken shape, and the agony of the heart has assumed substance. Tears shed had hol lowed the marble cheeks, and the stronger suffering that cannot weep had chiseled out great shadows beneath her brows. Her thin clasped hands seemed wringing each other into strange shapes of woe ; and though she stood erect as a slender pillar against the black rock, it was rather from the cour age of despair than because she was straight and tall by her own nature. I bent low before her, awed by the extremity of suffering I saw. " Are you Signer Grandi?" she asked, in a low and trembling voice. " Most humbly at your service, Signora Contes- sina," I answered. She put out out her hand to me, and then drew it back quickly, with a timid, nervous look as I moved to take it. " I never saw you," she said, " but I feel as though you must be a friend " She paused. " Indeed, signorina, I am here for that reason," said I, trying to speak stoutly, and so to inspire her with some courage. " Tell me how I can best serve you ; and though I am not young and strong like A ROMAN SINGER. 245 Nino Cardegna, my boy, I am not so old but that I can do whatsoever you command." " Then, in God's name, save me from this " But again the sentence died upon her lips, and she glanced anxiously at the door. I reflected that if any one came we should be caught like mice in a trap, and I made as though I would look out upon the stairs. But she stopped me. " I am foolishly frightened," she said. " That man is faithful, and will keep watch." I thought it time to discover her wishes. " Signorina," said I, " you ask me to save you. You do not say from what. I can at least tell you that Nino Cardegna will be here in a day or two " At this sudden news she gave a little cry, and the blood rushed to her cheeks, in strange contrast with their deathly whiteness. She seemed on the point of speaking, but checked herself, and her eyes, that had looked me through and through a moment before, drooped modestly under my glance. " Is it possible ? " she said at last, in a changed voice. " Yes, if he comes, I think the Signor Car degna will help me." " Madam," I said, very courteously, for I guessed her embarrassment, " I can assure you that my boy is ready to give you his life in return for the kind ness he received at your hands in Rome." She looked up, smiling through her tears, for the sud den happiness had moistened the drooping lids. " You are very kind, Signor Grandi. Signor Cardegna is, I believe, a good friend of mine. You say he will be here ? " 246 A ROMAN SINGER. " I received a letter from him to-day, dated in Rome, in which he tells me that he will start im mediately. He may be here to-morrow morning," I answered. Hedwig had regained her composure, perhaps because she was reassured by my manner of speaking about Nino. I, however, was anxious to hear from her own lips some confirmation of my suspicions concerning the baron. " I have no doubt," I continued, presently, " that, with your consent, my boy will be able to deliver you from this prison " I used the word at a venture. Had Hedwig suffered less, and been less cruelly tormented, she would have rebuked me for the ex pression. But I recalled her to her position, and her self-control gave way at once. "Oh, you are right to call it a prison! "she cried. " It is as much a prison as this chamber hewed out of the rock, where so many a wretch has languished hopelessly ; a prison from which I am daily taken out into the sweet sun, to breathe and be kept alive, and to taste how joyful a thing lib erty must be ! And every day I am brought back, and told that I may be free if I will consent. Con sent ! God of mercy ! " she moaned, in a sudden tempest of passionate despair. " Consent ever to belong, body and soul to be touched, polluted, desecrated, by that inhuman monster ; sold to him, to a creature without pity, whose heart is a toad, a venomous creeping thing, sold to him for this life, and to the vengeance of God hereafter; bar tered, traded, and told that I am so vile and lost A ROMAN SINGER. 247 that the very price I am offered is an honor to me, being so much more than my value." She came toward me as she spoke, and the passionate, un shed tears that were in her seemed to choke her, so that her voice was hoarse. "And for what for what?" she cried wildly, seizing my arm and looking fiercely into my eyes. " For what, I say ? Because I gave him a poor rose ; because I let him see me once ; because I loved his sweet voice ; because because I love him, and will love him, and do love him, though I die ! " The girl was in a frenzy of passion and love and hate all together, and did not count her words. The white heat of her tormented soul blazed from her pale face and illuminated every feature, though she was turned from the light, and she shook my arm in her grasp so that it pained me. The marble was burned in the fire, and must consume itself to ashes. The white and calm statue was become a pillar of flame in the life-and-death struggle for love. I strove to speak, but could not, for fear and wonder tied my tongue. And indeed she gave me short time to think. " I tell you I love him, as he loves me," she con tinued, her voice trembling upon the rising cadence, " with all my whole being. Tell him so. Tell him he must save me, and that only he can : that for his sake I am tortured, and scorned, and disgraced, and sold ; my body thrown to dogs, and worse than dogs ; my soul given over to devils that tempt me to kill and be free, by my own father, for his 248 A ROMAN SINGER. sake. Tell him that these hands he kissed are wasted with wringing small pains from each other, but the greater pain drives them to do worse. Tell him, good sir, you are kind and love liim, but not as I do, tell him that this golden hair of mine has streaks of white in these terrible two months; that these eyes he loved are worn with weeping. Tell him " But her voice failed her, and she staggered against the wall, hiding her face in her hands. A trembling breath, a struggle, a great wild sob : the long-sealed tears were free, and flowed fast over her hands. " Oh, no, no," she moaned, " you must not tell him that." Then choking down her agony she turned to me : " You will not you cannot tell him of this ? I am weak, ill, but I will bear every thing for for him." The great effort exhausted her, and I think that if I had not caught her she would have fallen, and she would have hurt herself very much on the stone floor. But she is young, and I am not very strong, and could not have held her up. So I knelt, letting her weight come on my shoulder. The fair head rested pathetically against my old coat, and I tried to wipe away her tears with her long, golden hair ; for I had not any handkerchief. But very soon I could not see to do it. I was crying myself, for the pity of it all, and my tears trickled down and fell on her thin hands. And so I kneeled, and she half lay and half sat upon A ROMAN SINGER. 249 the floor, with her head resting on my shoulder. I was glad then to be old, for I felt that I had a right to comfort her. Presently she looked up into my face, and saw that I was weeping. She did not speak, but found her little lace handkerchief, and pressed it to my eyes, first to one, and then to the other ; and the action brought a faint maidenly flush to her cheeks through all her own sorrow. A daughter could not have done it more kindly. " My child," I said at last, " be sure that your secret is safe with me. But there is one coming with whom it will be safer." " You are so good," she said, and her head sank once more, and nestled against my breast, so that I could just see the bright tresses through my gray beard. But in a moment she looked up again, and made as though she would rise ; and then I helped her, and we both stood on our feet. Poor, beautiful, tormented Hedwig ! I can re member it, and call up the whole picture to my mind. She still leaned on my arm, and looked up to me, her loosened hair all falling back upon her shoulders ; and the wonderful lines of her delicate face made ethereal and angelic by her sufferings. " My dear," I said at last, smoothing her golden hair with my hand, as I thought her mother would do, if she had a mother, " my dear, your inter view with my boy may be a short one, and you may not have an opportunity to meet at all for days. If it does not pain you too much, will you tell me just 250 A ROMAN SINGER. what your troubles are, here ? I can then tell him, so that you can save the time when you are to gether." She gazed into my eyes for some seconds, as though to prove me, whether I were a true man. "I think you are right," she answered, taking courage. " I will tell you in two words. My father treats me as though I had committed some unpar donable crime, which I do not at all understand. He says my reputation is ruined. Surely, that is not true?" She asked the question so innocently and simply that I smiled. "No, my dear, it is not true," I replied. " I am sure I cannot understand it," she contin ued; "but he says so, and insists that my only course is to accept what he calls the advantageous offer which has suddenly presented itself. He insists very roughly." She shuddered slightly. " He gives me no peace. It appears that this creature wrote to ask my father for my hand, when we left Rome, two months ago. The letter was forwarded, and my father began at once to tell me that I must make up my mind to the marriage. At first I used to be very angry ; but seeing we were alone, I finally determined to seem indifferent, and not to answer him when he talked about it. Then he thought my spirit was broken, and he sent for Baron Benoni, who arrived a fortnight ago. Do you know him, Signor Grandi ? You came to see him, so I suppose you do." The same look of hatred and loathing came to her face that I had noticed when Benoni and I met her in the hall. A ROMAN SINGER. 251 " Yes, I know him. He is a traitor, a villain," I said earnestly. "Yes, and more than that. But he is a great banker in Russia " " A banker ? " I asked, in some astonishment. " Did you not know it ? Yes ; he is very rich, and has a great firm, if that is the name for it. But he wanders incessantly, and his partners take care of his affairs. My father says that I shall marry him, or end my days here." " Unless you end his for him ! " I cried indig nantly. " Hush ! " said she, and trembled violently. " He is my father, you know," she added earnestly. " But you cannot consent " I began. " Consent ! " she interrupted, with a bitter laugh. " I will die rather than consent." " I mean, you cannot consent to be shut up in this valley forever." " If need be, I will," she said, in a low voice. "There is no need," I whispered. " You do not know my father. He is a man of iron," she answered sorrowfully. " You do not know my boy. He is a man of his word," I replied. We were both silent, for we both knew very well what our words meant. From such a situation there could be but one escape. " I think you ought to go now," she said at last. "If I were missed it would all be over. But I am. sorry to let you go, you are so kind. How can 252 A ROMAN SINGER. you let me know" She stopped, with ablush, and stooped to raise the lamp from the floor. " Can you not meet here to-morrow night, when they are asleep ? " I suggested, knowing what her question would have been. " I will send the same man to you to-morrow evening, and let you know what is possible," she said. " And now I will show you the way out of my house," she added, with the first faint shadow of a smile. With the slight gilt lamp in her hand, she went out of the little rock chamber, listened a moment, and began to descend the steps. " But the key ? " I asked, following her light footsteps with my heavier tread. " It is in the door," she answered, and went on. When we reached the bottom, we found it as she had said. The servant had left the key on the in side, and with some difficulty I turned the bolts. We stood for one moment in the narrow space, where the lowest step was set close against the door. Her eyes flashed strangely in the lamplight. " How easy it would be ! " I said, understanding her glance. She nodded, and pushed me gently out into the street ; and I closed the door, and leaned against it as she locked it. " Good-night," she said from the other side, and I put my mouth to the keyhole. " Good-night. Courage ! " I answered. I could hear her lightly mounting the stone steps. It seemed wonderful to me that she should not be afraid to go back alone. But love makes people brave. A ROMAN SINGER. 253 The moon had risen higher during the time I had been within, and I strolled round the base of the rock, lighting a cigar as I went. The terrible adven ture I had dreaded was now over, and I felt myself again. In truth, it was a curious thing to happen to a man of my years and my habits ; but the things I had heard had so much absorbed my atten tion that, while the interview lasted, I had for gotten the strange manner of the meeting. I was horrified at the extent of the girl's misery, more felt than understood from her brief description and passionate outbreaks. There is no mistaking the strength of a suffering that wastes and consumes the mortal part of us as wax melts at the fire. And Benoni the villain ! He had written to ask Hedwig in marriage before he came to see me in Rome. There was something fiendish in his al most inviting me to see his triumph, and I cursed him as I kicked the loose stones in the road with my heavy shoes. So he was a banker, as well as a mu sician and a wanderer. Who would have thought it ? " One thing is clear," I said to myself, as I went to bed : " unless something is done immediately, that poor girl will consume herself and die." And all that night her poor thin face and staring eyes were in my dreams ; so that I woke up several times, thinking I was trying to comfort her and could not. But toward dawn I felt sure that Nino was coming, and that all would be well. I was chatting with my old landlady the next morning, and smoking to pass the time, when there was suddenly a commotion in the street. That is 254 A ROMAN SINGER. to say, some one was arriving, and all the little children turned out in a body to run after the stranger, while the old women came to their doors with their knitting, and squinted under the bright sunlight to see what was the matter. It was Nino, of course my own boy, riding on a stout mule, with a countryman by his side upon another. He was dressed in plain gray clothes, and wore high boots. His great felt hat drooped half across his face, and hid his eyes from me ; but there was no mistaking the stern, square jaw and the close, even lips. I ran toward him, and called him by name. In a moment he was off his beast, and we embraced tenderly. " Have you seen her ? " were the first words he spoke. I nodded, and hurried him into the house where I lived, fearful lest some mischance should bring the party from the castle riding by. He sent his man with the mules to the inn, and when we were at last alone together he threw himself into a chair, and took off his hat. Nino too was changed in the two months that had passed. He had traveled far, had sung lustily, and had been applauded to the skies ; and he had seen the great world. But there was more than all that in his face. There were lines of care and of thought that well became his masculine features. There was a something in his look that told of a set purpose, and there was a light in his dark eyes that spoke a world of warning to any one who might dare to thwart him. But he seemed thinner, and his cheeks were as white as the paper I write on. A ROMAN SINGER. 255 Some men are born masters, and never once relax the authority they exercise on those around them. Nino has always commanded me, as he seems to command everybody else, in the fewest words possible. But he is so true and honest and brave that all who know him love him ; and that is more than can be said for most artists. As he sat in his chair, hesitating what question to ask first, or waiting for me to speak, I thought that if Hedwig von Lira had searched the whole world for a man able to deliver her from her cruel father and from her hated lover she could have chosen no better champion than Nino Cardegna, the singer. Of course you all say that I am infatuated with the boy, and that I helped him to do a reckless thing, simply because I was blinded by my fondness. But I maintain, and shall ever hold, that Nino did right in this matter, and I am telling my story merely in order that honest men may judge. He sat by the window, and the sun poured through the panes upon his curling hair, his travel ing dress, and his dusty boots. The woman of the house brought in some wine and water ; but he only sipped the water, and would not touch the wine. " You are a dear, kind father to me," he said, putting out his hand from where he sat, " and be fore we talk I must tell you how much I thank you." Simple words, as they look on paper ; but another man could not have, said so much in an hour, as his voice and look told me. XVI. " NINO mio," I began, " I saw the contessina last night. She is in a very dramatic and desperate situation. But she greets you, and looks to you to save her from her troubles." Nino's face was calm, but his voice trembled a little as he answered : " Tell me quickly, please, what the troubles are." " Softly I will tell you all about it. You must know that your friend Benoni is a traitor to you, and is here. Do not look astonished. He has made up his mind to marry the contessina, and she says she will die rather than take him, which is quite right of her." At the latter piece of news, Nino sprang from his chair. " You do not seriously mean that her father is trying to make her marry Benoni ? " he cried. " It is infamous, my dear boy ; but it is true." " Infamous ! I should think you could find a stronger word. How did you learn this ? " I detailed the circumstances of our meeting on the previous night. While I talked, Nino listened with intense interest, and his face changed its look from anger to pity, and from pity to horror. When I had fin ished, he was silent. " You can see for yourself," I said, " that the case is urgent." A ROMAN SINGER. 257 " I will take her away," said Nino, at last. " It will be very unpleasant for the count. He would have been wiser to allow her to have her own way." " Do nothing rash, Nino mio. Consider a little what the consequences would be if you were caught in the act of violently carrying off the daughter of a man as powerful as Von Lira." " Bah ! You talk of his power as though we lived under the Colonnesi and the Orsini, instead of under a free monarchy. If I am once married to her, what have I to fear ? Do you think the count would go to law about his daughter's reputation ? Or do you suppose he would try to murder me ? " " I would do both, in his place," I answered. " But perhaps you are right, and he will yield when he sees that he is outwitted. Think again, and sup pose that the contessina herself objects to such a step." " That is a different matter. She shall do noth ing save by her own free will. You do not imagine I would try to take her away unless she were will ing? " He sat down again beside me, and affec tionately laid one hand on my shoulder. "Women, Nino, are women," I remarked. " Unless they are angels," he assented. "Keep the angels for Paradise, and beware of taking them into consideration in this working-day world. I have often told you, my boy, that I am older than you." " As if I doubted that ! " he laughed. " Very well. I know something about women. A 17 258 A ROMAN SINGER. hundred women will tell you that they are ready to flee with you ; but not more than one in the hun dred will really leave everything and follow you to the end of the world, when the moment comes for running away. They always make a fuss at the last, and say it is too dangerous, and you may be caught. That is the way of them. You will be quite ready with a ladder of ropes, like one of Boc caccio's men, and a roll of bank-notes for the jour ney, and smelling-salts, and a cushion for the puppy dog, and a separate conveyance for the maid, just according to the directions she has given you ; then, at the very last, she will perhaps say that she is afraid of hurting her father's feelings by leaving him without any warning. Be careful, Nino ! " " As for that," he answered sullenly enough, " if she will not, she will not ; and I would not attempt to persuade her against her inclination. But un less you have very much exaggerated what you saw in her face, she will be ready at five minutes' no tice. It must be very like hell, up there in that castle, I should think." " Messer Diavolo, who rules over the house, will not let his prey escape him so easily as you think." " Her father ? " he asked. " No ; Benoni. There is no creature so relent less as an old man in pursuit of a young woman." " I am not afraid of Benoni." " You need not be afraid of her father," said I, laughing. " He is lame, and cannot run after you." I do not know why it is that we Romans laugh at A ROMAN SINGER. 259 lame people ; we are sorry for them, of course, as we are for other cripples. "There is something more than fear in the mat ter," said -Nino seriously. "It is a great thing to have upon one's soul." "What?" I asked. " To take a daughter away from her father with out his consent, or at least without consulting him. I would not like to do it." " Do you mean to ask the old gentleman's con sent before eloping with his daughter ? You are a little donkey, Nino, upon my word. " " Donkey, or anything else you like, but I will act like a galantuomo. I will see the count, and ask him once more whether he is willing to let his daughter marry me. If not, so much the worse ; he will be warned." " Look here, Nino," I said, astonished at the idea. " I have taught you a little logic. Suppose you meant to steal a horse, instead of a woman. Would you go to the owner of the horse, with your hat in your hand, and say, ' I trust your worship will not be offended if I steal this horse, which seems to be a good animal and pleases me;' and then would you expect him to allow you to steal his horse ? " " Sor Cornelio, the case is not the same. Women have a right to be free, and to marry whom they please ; but horses are slaves. However, as I am not a thief, I would certainly ask the man for the horse ; and if he refused it, and I conceived that I 260 A ROMAN SINGER. had a right to have it, I would take it by force, and not by stealth." " It appears to me that if you meant to get pos session of what was not yours you might as well get it in the easiest possible way," I objected. " But we need not argue the case. There is a much better reason why you should not consult the count." " I do not believe it," said Nino stubbornly. " Nevertheless, it is so. The Contessina di Lira is desperately unhappy, and if nothing is done she may die. Young women have died of broken hearts before now. You have no right to endanger her life by risking failure. Answer me that, if you can, and I will grant you are a cunning sophist, but not a good lover." " There is reason in what you say now," he an swered. " I had not thought of that desperateness of the case which you speak of. You have seen her." He buried his face in his hand, and seemed to be thinking. " Yes, I have seen her, and I wish you had been in my place. You would think differently about asking her father's leave to rescue her." From having been anxious to prevent anything rash, it seemed that I was now urging him into the very jaws of danger. I think that Hedwig's face was before me, as it had been in reality on the previous evening. "As Curione said to Ca3sar, delay is injurious to any one who is fully prepared for ac tion. I remember also to have read somewhere that such waste of time in diplomacy and palaver- A ROMAN SINGER. 261 ins: is the favorite resource of feeble and timid O minds, who regard the use of dilatory and ambigu ous measures as an evidence of the most admirable and consummate prudence." " Oh, you need not use so much learning with me," said Nino. "I assure you that I will be neither dilatory nor ambiguous. In fact, I will go at once, without even dusting my boots, and I will say, Give me your daughter, if you can ; and if you cannot, I will still hope to marry her. He will probably say ' No,' and then I will carry her off. It appears to me that is simple enough." " Take my advice, Nino. Carry her off first, and ask permission afterwards. It is much better. The real master up there is Benoni, I fancy, and not the count. Benoni is a gentleman who will give you much trouble. If you go now to see Hedwig's father, Benoni will be present at the interview." Nino was silent, and sat stretching his legs before him, his head on his breast. " Benoni," I con tinued, " has made up his mind to succeed. He has probably taken this fancy into his head out of pure wickedness. Perhaps he is bored, and really wants a wife. But I believe he is a man who de lights in cruelty and would as lief break the contes- sina's heart by getting rid of you as by marrying her." I saw that he was not listening. " I have an idea," he said at last. " You are not very wise, Messer Cornelio, and you counsel me to be prudent and to be rash in the same breath." " You make very pretty compliments, Sor Nino," 262 A ROMAN SINGER. I answered tartly. He put out his hand deprecat- ingly. " You are as wise as any man can be who is not in love," he said, looking at me with his great eyes. But love is the best counselor." "What is your idea?" I asked, somewhat paci fied. " You say they ride together every day. Yes very good. The contessina will not ride to-day; partly because she will be worn out with fatigue from last night's interview, and partly because she will make an effort to discover whether I have ar rived to-day or not. You can count on that." " I imagine so." " Very well," he continued ; " in that case one of two things will happen : either the count will go out alone, or they will all stay at home." " Why will Benoni not go out with the count ? " " Because Benoni will hope to see Hedwig alone, if he stays at home, and. the count will be very glad to give him the opportunity." "I think you are right, Nino. You are not so stupid as I thought." " In war," continued the boy, " a general gains a great advantage by separating his adversary's forces. If the count goes out alone, I will present myself to him in the road, and tell him what I want." " Now you are foolish again. You should, on the contrary, enter the house when the count is away, and take the signorina with you then and there. A ROMAN SINGER. 263 Before he could return you would be miles on the road to Rome." " In the first place, I tell you once and for all, Sor Cornelio," he said slowly, " that such an action would be dishonorable, and I will not do anything of the kind. Moreover, you forget that, if I fol lowed your advice, I should find Benoni at home, the very man from whom you think I have every thing to fear. No ; I must give the count one fair chance." I was silent, for I saw he was determined, and yet I would not let him think that I was satis fied. ,The idea of losing an advantage by giving an enemy any sort of warning before the attack seemed to me novel in the extreme ; but I comprehended that Nino saw in his scheme a satisfaction to his conscience, and smelled in it a musty odor of forgot ten knight-errantry that he had probably learned to love in his theatrical experiences. I had cer tainly not expected that Nino Cardegna, the peas ant child, would turn out to be the pink of chivalry and the mirror of honor. But I could not help ad miring his courage, and wondering if it would not play him false at the perilous moment. I did not half know him then, though he had been with me for so many years. But I was very anxious to as certain from him what he meant to do, for I feared that his bold action would make trouble, and I had visions of the count and Benoni together taking sud den and summary vengeance on myself. " Nino," I said, " I have made great sacrifices to 264 A ROMAN SINGER. help you in finding these people," I would not tell him I had sold my vineyard to make prepara tion for a longer journey, though he has since found it out, " but if you are going to do anything rash I will get on my little ass, and ride a few miles from the village until it is over." Nino laughed aloud. " My dear professor," he said, " do not be afraid. I will give you plenty of time to get out of the way. Meanwhile, the contessina is certain to send the confidential servant of whom you speak, to give me instructions. If I am not here, you ought to be, in order to receive the message. Now listen to me." I prepared to be attentive and to listen to his scheme. I was by no means expecting the plan he proposed. " The count may take it into his head to ride at a different hour, if he rides alone," he began. " I will therefore have my mule saddled now, and will station my man a countryman from Subiaco and good for any devilry in some place where he can watch the entrance to the house, or the castle, or whatever you call this place. So soon as he sees the count come out he will call me. As a man can ride in only one of two directions in this valley, I shall have no trouble whatever in meeting the old gen tleman, even if I cannot overtake him with my mule." " Have you any arms, Nino ? " "No. I do not want weapons to face an old man in broad daylight ; and he is too much of a soldier to attack me if I am defenceless. If the A ROMAN SINGER. 265 servant comes after I am gone, you must remember every detail of what he says, and you must also ar range a little matter with him. Here is money, as much as will keep any Roman servant quiet. The man will be rich before we have done with him. I will write a letter, which he must deliver ; but he must also know what he has to do." " At twelve o'clock to-night the contessina must positively be at the door of the staircase by which you entered yesterday. Positively do you under stand ? She will then choose for herself between what she is suffering now and flight with me." If she chooses to fly, my mules and my country man will be ready. The servant who admits me had better make the best of his way to Rome, with the money he has got There will be difficulties in the way of getting the contessina to the staircase, especially as the count will be in a towering passion with me, and will not sleep much. But he will not have the smallest idea that I shall act so suddenly, and he will fancy that when once his daughter is safe within the walls for the night she will not think of escaping. I do not believe he even knows of the existence of this staircase. At all events, it appears, from your success in bribing the first man you met, that the servants are devoted to her inter ests and their own, and not at all to those of her father." " I cannot conceive, Nino," said I, " why you do not put this bold plan into execution without seeing the count first, and making the whole thing so dan- 266 A ROMAN SINGER. gerous. If he takes alarm in the night, he will catch you fast enough on his good horses, before you are at Trevi." "I am determined to act as I proposed," said Nine, " because it is a thousand times more honor able, and because I am certain that the contessina would not have me act otherwise. She will also see for herself that flight is best; for I am sure the count will make a scene of some kind when he comes home from meeting me. If she knows she can escape to-night she will not suffer from what he has to say ; but without the prospect of freedom she would suffer very much." " Where did you learn to understand women, my boy ? " I asked. " I do not understand women in general," he an swered, " but I understand very well the only wo man who exists for me personally. I know that she is the soul of honor, and that at the same time she has enough common sense to perceive the circum stances of her situation." " But how will you make sure of not being over taken ? " I objected, making a last feeble stand against his plan. " That is simple enough. My countryman from Subiaco knows every inch of these hills. He says that the pass above Fillettino is impracticable for any animals save men, mules, and donkeys. A horse would roll down at every turn. My mules are the best of their kind, and there are none like A ROMAN SINGER. 267 them here. By sunrise I shall be over the Serra and well on the way to Ceprano, or whatever place I may choose for joining the railroad." " And I ? Will you leave me here to be mur dered by that Prussian devil ? " I asked, in some alarm. " Why, no, padre mio. If you like, you can start for Rome at sunset, or as soon as I return from meeting the count ; or you can get on your donkey and go up the pass, where we shall overtake you. Nobody will harm you, in your disguise, and your donkey is even more sure-footed than my mules. It will be a bright night, too, for the moon is full." " Well, well, Nino," said I at last, " I suppose you will have your own way, as you always do in the world. And if it must be so, I will go up the pass alone, for I am not afraid at all. It would be against all the proprieties that you should be riding through a wild country alone at night with the young lady you intend to marry ; and if I go with you there will be nothing to be said, for I am a very proper person, and hold a responsible position in Rome. But for charity's sake, do not undertake anything of this kind again ' ' " Again ? " exclaimed Nino, in surprise. " Do you expect me to spend my life in getting married, not to say in eloping? " " Well, I trust that you will have enough of it this time." " I cannot conceive that when a man has once 268 A ROMAN SINGER. married the woman he loves he should ever look at another," said Nino gravely. " You are a most blessed fellow," I exclaimed. Nino found my writing materials, which con sisted of a bad steel pen, some coarse ruled paper, and a wretched little saucer of ink, and be