om ^^ ^^H - — o ^^^^^H 5 = =g ^^H 9 —- ^-H Qm =^ ^ ^^^1 =^ = > ^^H h 1 |oi =^ ^H hi -.iB ^^V.4^' ',.r JB tvT, VA^ l^v LIBRARY UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA RIVERSIDE GABEIEL DENVEE BY OLIVER MADOX-BROWN 'Ze honheur vient souvent bien iar(l,—apris la mort da loutes iws espiffances, Aussi faul-il aux malheureux heaucoup d'espvii pour le reco?inaifre, ei cle force pour I'arreler mi passage- A NEW EDITION LONDON SMITH, ELDER, & CO., 15 WATERLOO PLACE 1875 All ricihls reserved 6^ QrZCL TO MY FATHER GABRIEL DENVER CHAPTER I. As suddenly Thou comest ns the memory of some dream, Which noiiv is sad because it hath been sweet. Shexlet. Prometheus Unbound. Gabriel Denver was one of a party of emig-rants to the first attempted colony of Swan Eiver Settlement. This was as a child with liis parents. His mother, who was Portuguese by birth, caught fever and sick- ened and died from the privations consequent upon that well known and disastrous expedition, where five hundred people were landed and left all but naked in the autumnal mists and rain without covering or shelter. His father was English. This child grew up (among the wild awe-striking scenery, where no single thing resembled the dim reminiscences he may have retained of his native country) into a man who was of a taciturn, almost B 2 GABRIEL DENVER one might say sombre, nature — one of those men, too rarely met with, who seem to accept their lives passively, and without doubt or enquiry. Yet the lines of his face showed the deep and resolute inborn energy of which he was capable when roused or pro- voked. In his character the fire and passionate fit- fulness of his mother's southern blood was strangely blended with the cold reflecting qualities and energy of the northern nature ; one acting and re-acting on the other, and forming a mind in which reflection came always after the attainment of desire, never be- fore. This mind, too, was of that peculiar magnetic order which so unaccountably assimilates, as one might say, other minds to itself— a mental quality which is far more powerful even than beauty of face. Now Denver possessed both : and his being perfectly unaware of their existence made their influence even stronger. Nothing is more overpowering than ex- treme simplicity! He was, indeed, one of those men, brave as a lion and truthful as a child, with whom romantic and excitable women sometimes fall madly in love. When (after a long life) his father died, he was left with his sister and his cousin Deborah Mallinson dependent on bis protection, though not on his GABRIEL DEXVER 3 exertions, for they each of them had a certain sum of money, sufficient to maintain them. Shortly after this, he settled down in Tasmania ; where, after a few months, he became deeply involved in one of the wild speculation-manias in which the restless colo- nists used so often to lose their hard-earned gains. He was only saved from complete ruin by his sister, who lent him all the money she had. Before two years had passed, his household was broken up by the marriage of this sister ; and to re- pay her he was reduced to borrowing from his cousin - — or rather to accepting her own secret offer of a loan to him. This he was unwilling to do at first ; but necessity is a hard task-master. Of course Deborah continued to live in his house ; but the life he himself led left him but little time to spend in it. Two hundred nights out of the annual three hundred and sixty-five, he slept with no roof to his head but the sky. Deborah was a woman seemino-lv without much predilection or sentiment ; one of those cold, calculat- ing people who seem to cast a chill over everything they touch. Her dark complexion, cold black eyes and long black hair gave her an almost sinister ap- pearance, though she was far from ugly. She too B 2 4 GABRIEL DENVER had the passionate Portuguese blood in her veins. She was certainly not a woman who would have given her whole fortune away from a mere generous impulse, and without expecting any return for it. The return she expected was that Denver should become her husband ; and on the accomplishment of this desire she set her whole mind. Indeed, she loved him; his seeming indifference to her only going to increase her passion. She very seldom spoke; she acquiesced passively in all the long absences he made ; but she regarded him with a jealousy burning and intense as the sun she lived under. A keen physiognomist might easily have read this passion in her deep-set eyes and in her face; 1 it Denver had no more suspicion of the sentiments she reo-arded him with than he had afterwards of his re- ciprocating them, though at length her constant refusal to marry made her real aims obvions enough. They had lived together all their lives, and yet she was an utter stranger to him ; two people of more absolutely separate tendencies were perhaps never brought together. For a man of Denver's disposition to love a woman of whose heart or soul he knew nothing, and in whose face existed no beauty, was a simple impossibility. GABKIEL DENVER 5 At length a season came in which one of the most prosperous citizens of the colony offered Deborah his liand ; but only to be rejected by her. Denver, hearing of this, thought it his duty to remonstrate with his cousin. Her only reply vras to burst into tears. ' You are the only man I will ever marry. You can do as you like, Gabriel ; but I will have no one but you ! ' she exclaimed suddenly and with great emphasis. ' I ! Why I cannot love you ! ' he replied, in some astonishment at her abruptness. ' Nobody else shall ! ' Deborah rejoined, with a sparkle in her black ejes. What was he to do ? His cousin was evidently in love with him ; he had incurred great responsibility in borrowing her money, for none of his expectations had been realised, and he was still a poor man. She had refused to marry any one else and was obliged always to live with him ; and every time he met her he saw the same speechless importunity in her man- ner towards him. It seemed an utterly unselfish at- tachment. The end of it was that he told her if she still cared for him at the end of a year he would then marry 6 GABEIEL DENVER her ; but he laid especial emphasis on his words when he said she would be at perfect liberty to change her mind if she chose before the expiration of that period. ' / have had time enough to make it up in^ was all Deborah said. But as the time grew nearer and nearer, and he be- came more and more acquainted with his cousin's disposition, he still saw nothing that could make him love her more. Indeed, he seemed to like her less every day. Yet he had chosen his lot and must abide by it. His destiny seemed to have formed itself as simply and naturally as a cloud swims in the sky. Sometimes he wondered how he could have pledged himself to such a promise ; he could hardly realise it. Maybe the patience with which he bore the chains that were slowly being forged for him was caused by the absence of any inducement to burst through them ; for he was a man of deep and hidden passion, and of that keen nervous temperament the hot outbm-sts of which would have been irresistible when urging him on to some definite object. Just after this singular engagement his sister died quite suddenly, a circumstance which he felt deeply, for she was the only person he loved in the world, and, save the woman who was so soon to GABRIEL DEXVER 7 become his wife, was the last relative he had iu the colonies. Now, when within about eight weeks of the day on which the marriage was to have been consum- mated — on the morning of September 15,1834 — a letter arrived for Denver, dated a full year previously. It was from a London attorney, informing him that he was the next heir to an estate left by a brother of his father, who had died without making a will. This was a startling piece of news I In a country such as he lived in men make rapid resolutions and soon execute them. There was nothing to do but to leave for England immediately (by the ' Black Swan,' return emigrant shij), which would start from S in a coujDle of days) or to wait five or six months for another opportunity. He chose the former course. At first, he intended to leave his cousin behind, and promised to return for her ; but Deborah was deter- mined to accompany him. It was tacitly understood that they should be married in England. It seemed as though she were determined not to lose sight of him until they should be married. Some marriages are bitter, bitter mockeries ! So Denver left hastily to secure a passage for liiraself and his cousin, she remaining behind to 8 GABRIEL DENVER arrange sucli things as might be necessary for the long voyage. A two hours' ride across an enormous sterile plain, covered with stinging nettles (some of them six feet high, and through which his own sheep were scattered in all directions), brought him to the small seaport town. He got there some little time before the arrival of the ship from Hobart Bay, and he first caught sight of it as a small speck on the dim horizon, which gradually increased in size till it came within a mile of the shore. Two women were to be seen on the quarter-deck, but they did not attract his notice, for he supposed there would be many other passengers on board. It was nearly night before the ' Black Swan ' anchored in the shallow waters of the little bay. Only the dark silhouettes of her flapping and soon furled sails could be seen against the dying radiance in the western sky as he was rowed to her side. As maybe supposed, such an arrival as a 'homeward bound ' ship in the undulating waters of the little bay created much excitement in the town on its shores. The circular beach was thronged with men, women and children, and filled with noise and light. He soon got on board in the darkness, to make GABRIEL DENVER 9 arrangements with the master, but he only found the first mate on deck. The ship sailed the next evening-, he was told. There Avould be only two passengers on board beside himself and his cousin. Had he any family with him ? ' None.' ' Well,' said the young man, ' I trust we shall make a pleasant voyage, sir. Mr. Gregory (our captain) was out f.hooting at the Cape, and met with an accident. We had to leave him for our return, so I have had to navigate the ship myself — a heavy responsibility added to my other duties. We only landed here for water and vegetables. It's not an unpleasant surprise to get two new passengers.' ' Who are the two now on board ? ' ' One of them's a rather pretty girl mth bright brown hair : her name is Miss Laura Conway. The Eh ! Did you speak, sir ? ' ' No,' said Denver, who had started suddenly and muttered something. ' I beg your pardon. The other is some relative, I think her aunt ; at least, she has the same name. They say the girl has lost her father, and is going to join some of her other relations in Devonshire. 10 GABRIEL DENVER I hav'n't seen mucli of them during the time they've been on board. At any rate they both look very poorly, and Oh I the fare, the passage-money ? It's as in the prospectus, ninety guineas down in gold, and twenty more on quitting the ship. But as I was saying, Miss Conway looks very poorly, and I trust the lady you bring with you will look after her and freshen her up a bit ; she'll want it before long. Her old aunt is worse than an encumbrance to her.' This disconnected dialogue took place on the fore-deck, where it was too dark for Denver to see the face of the man he was talking to. The few trifling, unconsidered words the sailor had uttered could not have induced the sudden start he had given at the mention of the girl's name. In spite of the more important matters he had on hand, Denver could not help the intense feeling of interest and compassion w^hich was awakened in his breast on hearing it. Indeed, he had good reason for his curiosity and surprise, as will presently be shown. In the meanwhile, the mate led him up the obscure lumbered deck and down into the cabin to sign the printed receipt. An old woman, witli a worn, wrinkled face, was sitting imder the lamp GABRIEL DENVER 11 with her elbows on the table : as they entered slie was coughing. The sailor said, briefly, 'Mr. Gabriel Denver, youi- fellow-passenger to be.' She rose totteringly,and looked at them as though her sight were dim ; then she made a courtesy, and went away. The man filled up the form (though not without some consideration), counted the gold which was handed to him, tested doubtful pieces with his mouth, and at last, finding it all right, handed the paper to Denver, asking him at the same time if he wished to look at his sleeping berth. He then opened a door at the end of the compartment, dis- closing a passage about two feet wide and ten long, which had doors on either side, some open and some shut. Denver was too tired to pass mucli com- ment on what he said. The place was filled with the peculiar salt smell to be found in all confined places in the vicinity of the sea ; but the mate, with the cheerful remark, ' the stench '11 soon clear off when it's used a little and we get out into the open water,' walked through and flung back a small window at the end, admitting a fresh stream of the sea breeze full in their faces, while Denver prepared to go on shore. 12 GABRIEL DENVER ' Are you sure her name is Laura Conway ? ' he asked, abruptly, as he was stepping down into the boat alongside. ' Of course I ' ' G-ood-night,' said Denver ; and hearing him say so, the boatmen pulled off to the shore. Denver had good reason for the interest he took in this name ' Laura Conway.' Some nine years back he had been in the neighbourhood of Sydney — then a wild and but sparsely cultivated district. He lived at the time on an island some five miles from the town, and just at the mouth of the Para- matta river. There were convicts on this island ; a strict watch was kept on the water all round it. One sultry Christmas night, just after sundown, he, with several others, was lying on the shore, throwing pebbles through the hazy line of moon- licrht which glittered across the harbour, and talking idly, as men do who have no care on their minds. The moon was rising from behind Nan's Point, at the mouth of the river opposite, and a mass of sombre and mysterious shadow lay half across the water, inside which nothing was visible. No sound was audible, save that of their own voices and the ripple of the rising tide. GABRIEL DENVER 13 Suddenly one of the party looked up, saying he could hear the splash of an oar ! It was against regulations to approach the island at that hour. They all listened and looked to their pistols ; for in those days dangerous characters were about the bush, and it behoved honest men to be on their guard. But the boat which at last pulled out of the shadow of the shore and into the moonlight, in no way verified their fears ; for there was only one person in it, and that one seemed to have great difficulty in managing the big unwieldy oars. They all of them lay watching its approach with great curiosity. At last Denver hailed it. Still the boat approached nearer and nearer ; its keel grated on the shore before any reply came. They all gathered round it with astonishment ; for the rower was a girl scarcely eleven years old — a mere child ; with a beautiful face and slender figure, with bright blue eyes and brown auburn hair, which fell all over her face and neck, sadly disarranged by the wind. She seemed most singularly inadequate to tlie labour she must have undergone in crossing from the shore. Denver lifted her out, asking what she wanted, for she seemed far too startled at their sudden appearance 14 GABRIEL DEXVER to be able to speak ; but there was something in his manner which appeared to reassure her. ' Please, sir I ' she exclaimed eagerly, and looking full in his face, ' I want the doctor. My father has been taken ill — there was no one but I to come, and I want help for him.' As she uttered this appeal there was a sudden and dubious pause. The fact was that these men, used to all descriptions of chicanery and cheating as they were, thought at first that the child's being sent was a mere plot to decoy two or three of them over to the land, and there rob — or perhaps do even worse with them. It so happened that the doctor (who belonged to the prison) was one of the party. He was a Scotchman ; and in spite of all his prudence had once been caught and maltreated by a trick of the same nature. At any rate, he now whispered half-audibly ' It's a ruse. Yaniker Bill's ' at the bottom of it I Let's detain her.' ' I wouldn't go alone I* answered another, out loud. ' Who sent you ? ' said Denver. ' No one ! Oh for heaven's sake don't waste time ! He may die ! ' Saying this her strange fortitude ' A well-known ' bush-ranger ' of that period. GABRIEL DEXVER 15 seemed half to fail her, and she began almost sobbing. ' Pray come, I dare not say more I I ran down to the shore and wandered up it to where they keep the boats ; and then I rowed over here to where I heard your voices.' ' Doctor,' said Denver, ' she must be telling the truth ! We must go.' But the doctor appeared doubtful of the wisdom of such a proceeding. ' What's your name ? ' he said to the child. ' Conway — Laura. For heaven's sake I ' ' What ! Conway of Xan's Point ? Has'nt your father got his brothers with him ? ' interrupted the doctor. To this the child made no reply, for she began crying outright. ' Did he send ye ? ' pursued the doctor. ' They won't let me go near him ! ' * ' Is there anything ^vrong then ? ' To this question she again made no reply ; she only reiterated her entreaties to them to go back with her. There was something so sweet and at the ?ame time so imploring in tlie sound of her voice that it would have been difficult to listen to it vathout being moved. It seemed to fascinate them. Even the % 16 GABRIEL DENVER suspicions of the doctor appeared to be lulled by her last entreaty, for he said no more. ' If you won't go I luill !' said Denver, getting over the gunwale as he spoke. The other three fol- lowed him. The child got in, too ; but not a word more explicit would she say, save that she repeatedly begged them to row faster. She was in great agita- tion. Indeed, she seemed in a perfect agony of childish terror and impatience. In spite of her re- ticence, they saw that something serious must have happened ; and, their sympathy being more and more awakened, they pulled with a will, till the sides of the half-rotten boat groaned with the strain put upon them. They soon plunged into the shadow, and it took but a minute more to reach the shore. There, with- out a moment's reflection, they left the boat ; and, guided by her, they all scrambled along a rough pre- cipitate path on to the summit of the low cliff. This had been cleared through the dense and entangled brushwood which grew close down to the sides of the water. At the top they found a great triangular patch of ground, all cleared for cultivation— a white gaunt spot hemmed in by a dark and dreary fringe of trees. GABRIEL DEXVER 17 In the middle of this the outlines of a still more dreary log-hut rose against the sky. It looked a lonely, desolate, unpleasant place enough, seen in the weird moonlight. A lamp biu'nt in one of the windows ; and as they came nearer they heard groans. One moment more and they were in the verandah, breathless with their run ; for their little guide had managed to infuse some of her own alarm into their breasts. The door was locked. They knocked gently at first, then with force. Still no one answered. One of them called out at last and threatened to break it down, for the child assm'ed them her uncles were still in the house with her father. Just as they were debating whether to do this or force a wav throug-h one of the windows, a lio-ht streamed through the chinks and the door unexpec- tedly opened, while two men appeared blocking up the entrance. There was a lantern on the floor be- hind, which showed them to be two strong and rough -looking fellows. They were forced aside before they could speak, and the others pushed by them into the house. During this short scuffle the child had said not a word. She seized up the lantern which had been c 18 GABRIEL DEN^^ER overturned in the struggle, and clutching Denver by the hand led the way into another room. Even in the confusion and hurry of that moment he could not help noticing the extreme beauty and grace of her featm-es, as the light reached and lit them up from underneath — the curved Hne of the chin and her long tremulous eyelashes — her red- golden hair which curled and flashed as it fell on her shoulders. The nervous fingers clutching his hand seemed to send a subtle and delicate thrill through his whole arm. In the room she led them into, a man was stretched on a pallet-bed, writhing about, and with a ghastly face. Seeing all these men enter, he raised himself as though striving to speak ; but fell back exhausted and incapable of articulation. ' Oh ! father, father ! they've killed him ! ' shrieked the child, darting to his side ; ' I saw them ! I was sure of it !' The doctor snatched the lantern out of her hand and examined the patient hurriedly. ' Poison,' he said coolly. Then he looked round the rough blank walls of the room. His eye was arrested by a medicine chest GABRIEL DENVER 19 (one such as is used by seamen) which stood in one corner. Denver dragged it out into the middle of the floor. The drawers were locked, but there was no time to look for a key, and he broke them open with his clasp-knife. There seemed to be a fresh supply of drugs in it ; one of the packets was labelled ' Poison ; ' there was also a small medical tumbler, stained with the dregs of some greenish liquid, which the doctor smelt and put aside. At his request the child ran out and got another, in which he poured a quantity of Avhite powder, which he also found in the drawer. This he mixed with water and prepared to administer to the sick man. The poor fellow seemed perfectly to understand what was wanted, but he could barely swallow it, and only did so after much effort. The salts soon produced the desired effect, and after a while he vomited. This seemed to relieve him from the pain he suffered, yet it was two or three hours before he could speak sufficiently to be able to accuse the two men who had been in the house with him, of a desire to poison him for the money he possessed. They were his step-brothers^ two incorrigible idlers for whom he had done all in his power. They had come to him sorne months c 2 20 GABRIEL DENVER back in a state of perfect destitution ; lie bad taken them in, and clothed and fed them. Learning at last of his having two thousand pounds in gold concealed about the premises, they had resolved to rob him of it, but owing to the assistance which came to their brother, they had to make off without it. The most they did was to escape with safety; they were never seen again. Except for the unex- pected energy displayed by this mere child (who, seeing her father get ill, and instinctively distrusting the efforts they made to soothe her, had run down to the waterside and crossed it as she explained) they would have carried out their nefarious plan without interference. She was a brave, thoughtful little thing, and had it not been for the relief she brouoht, her father must have succumbed. The affair made a slight sensation at the time, but was soon forgotten in the hurry and turmoil of colonial life. Soon afterwards Denver left the dis- trict and completely lost sight of them, yet he had never forgotten the beauty of the child's face and the bravery of her action. The impression now remained as vividly in his mind as though the occurrence had happened yesterday, instead of nine 3-ears ago. GABRIEL DENVER 21 Was it she? The chance of seeinof her once more inspired him with intense curiosity. She was a child when he knew her, but she would be a woman now. It would be a strano-e thino- to meet her on the ship again. ^O'-' '-'^'^'^o 22 GABRIEL DENVER CHAPTEE II. I am giddy. Expectation ^vhirls me round. The imaginary relish is so sweet That it enthrals my senses. — TroUus and Cressida. DuRiNa the night he slept very unsoundly, and when he rose the next morning he had different matters to attend to in the town, which kept him occupied till nearly noon ; then he was free to go down to the shore and on board the ship again. There was a slight swell on from the sea, and the brown sand was all wet and dashed with its foam. He walked down the small picturesque jetty (which was made of whole tree-trunks bound together with cramps of iron, and covered with green seaweed below high-water mark), and thence he stepped into one of the small boats moored at its side. It was dinner hour, and there were only two or three listless half- tamed aborigines to be seen lying idly out of the sea's reach, half buried in the hot sand, and basking like dogs in the sunshine. He had to row himself. GABRIEL DENVER 23 The * Black Swan,' swaying slightly on the waves, lay anchored about two hundred yards off shore. She was a large two-masted vessel, Spanish built some forty years before. Her forecastle was very high, and its beak projected prominently over the waves, being elongated still further by the bowsprit. The prow was very blunt, which betokened a dull sailer. The quarter-deck and stern (under which Denver first approaclied) rose six or seven feet higher than the middle-deck, but was lower than the forecastle. Four windows, cut lozenge shape, in the sides, with little panes of thick glass, intended to light the cabin and resist the sea at the same time, gave to the stern of the ship a singularly picturesque appearance. A line of fantastic carving went round these apertures, joining them one to another. Over the rudder the name of the ship was painted in red. the carving was gilded, though tarnished and worn by age, and the rest of the sides was simply painted black, as the name seemed to suggest. Early in the morning she had finished loading what little cargo remained to be taken on board, and now she rode at anchor. The great ship, as she swung and lurched, tossing her high masts on the 24 GABRIEL DENVER slight fluctuations of the waves, seemed like a restive horse impatient for action. There appeared to be no one on deck ; the men were most likely resting from their labours at noon. Making his boat fast to a rope ladder which hung down the side at the gangway, Denver scrambled on board, and looking round him, he saw the still uncovered entrance to the hold — a great black chasm with an iron ladder leadinjj; down it — which he began descending, as in the hope of finding some one. Right at the furthest end a ship's lantern, swinging from the great cross-beams that held the deck up, threw a flickering and uncertain light over the heaps of sacks and barrels, lashed together by connecting ropes, which formed the cargo, while a blaze of sunlight from above showed him that the place was deserted. The smell was so sickening that he was glad to climb out into the fresh sea breeze again. It was now approaching the height of the Australian summer, and the day would have been unendurably sultry but for the cool and fragrant gusts of the wind, fresh-scented from the just- blossoming woods off' shore. Denver went listlessly and sat down in a patch of blue shadow cast across GABRIEL DENVEll 'JO the stern, as if to wait, at his leisure, the appearance of anyone connected with the ship. He first looked out to sea, perhaps speculating over the miles upon miles of hidden peril which lurked beyond those now-smiling horizons. Then, after a while, he turned his gaze across the cool green glittering waves, heaving and rmdulating one after another as they stretched away for the shore. There lay the town, built chiefly of wood ; its white- painted walls bright in the sun, with here and there an English red-tiled roof visible, and forming a strange contrast to the rest of the straggling- built houses. The planks they were built with had been painted gaudily enough when first hammered together, but thev were now toned down and neutralised into strangely beautiful harmony by the dust and dirt of a few seasons. The sun-bright curtains dangled at the open windows, the dusty grey-green foliage of the Tasmanian trees (diversified in one place by a group of yellow-flowered labur- nums, imported by some home-sick colonist) moved tremulously in tlie wind — all forming a picture unlike anything one can imagine in Europe ; a kind of intermingling of English and tropical scenery strange to contemplate. 26 GABRIEL DENVER But the Australian could not be supposed to notice such peculiarities, as he mused over the view before him, or to notice the yet more essentially tropical way in which the trees towered over and grew amongst the houses, sprung from the gardens and waste places. Since the few short years of the town's existence, all had risen as if by magic from the very spot he had landed on some seven years back — then a beautiful wilderness. Now over the whole place there hung a vapour of blue smoke from its chimneys. Even the water seemed peculiar to itself in its all but faultless lucidity ; the sand in its depths sparkled like gold, wliile the shadow of the ship, cast slantingly through the waves, could be seen plainly on it. The long reaches of the bay were seen winding for miles on each side of the town, edged always by a line of white foaming breakers. Denver's keen eyes could see the many-coloured leaves of the creepers as they grew scattered over the low sandy cliffs — on which, about four miles off, the sombre inland forest grew in places so low down near the sea that its dark branches seemed to reach over and GABEIEL DENVER 27 cast shadows on the surge which broke among its roots. The well-known densely-wooded hills, slightly cultivated at their bases, rose behind. All was crowned by the deep-coloured, sultry, and glorious blue sky, while the whole scene was burning and scintillating beneath the uamitigated splendour of the noonday sun. To most of the people who live or may have lived in this world, any particular scenery which recalls impressions of past liappiness to the mind is toned with the satiety which colours the hap- piness itself; and so any feeling of regret on its being exchanged or lost to view is soon deadened. But this prospect, which Denver gazed into so intently, if it recalled no positive misery to him, at least suggested few ideas of any but the most fictitious and transient pleasm-e. This may, perliaps, account for the half-sad feeling: which tinged and invaded his mind, as he thought that he might never again set eyes on these- hills and plains, where he had spent so many years of his life. He felt that he had not taken all that was owing to liim from their bounteous profusion — some intangible and un- nameuble desire was left unsatisfied in his heart : 28 GABRIEL DENVER an unpaid debt of nature existed, as it were, which he was reluctant to cancel. As he sat thus, gazing dreamily into the distance, the intense silence of the noon was suddenly broken. A woman's voice became audible, singing softly underneath him ; the sound so faint and inarticulate at first that it seemed half-formed out of the plashing of the water. Indeed, it was more like the wild unconscious sighing of the wind in the strings of an -^olian harp than a human voice ; but its sweetness was soon intensified into a thrill that held all his nerves in suspense for tlie moment while it lasted ; then it died away. Denver's brain, dreaming over the associations suggested by tlie landscape he saw across the waves, was just in that un concentrated state which leaves the mind helplessly unprotected from any outer impulse or impression — in fact, liable to be over- whelmed by the first pleasurable sensation which stirs its curiosity. This unexpectedly sweet voice more than startled him, for in one instant he remembered every single thought and speculation of tlie evening before. If the mention of the girl's name had roused him then, what was the effect produced by it compared GABRIEL DEXVER 29 to that which was now created in his mind bv the sound of her voice ! It went through all his nerves like a thrill of electricity. He stood up, as though waiting for the sound to recommence, but he could hear only the plaintive, lialf-hushed rij^ple of the water, which he half believed (so still was everything else) had been woven by his imagination into the music which had enthralled him. At last he strode down the deck and lowered himself into liis boat alongside, deter- mined to row round the ship and find where the sound came from. He could have given no reason for so doing, it was a mere instinctive impulse that he was governed by. Getting the oars out, he had just managed to pull round the stern, tossing gently on the waves, when he was arrested by something which fascinated him. A young girl nearly grown to womanhood was leaning with her bare arms on the sill of a cabin casement, looking across the cool green sea to where it deepened into blue at its confines. She had a face sad in expression, yet so beautiful that Denver could hardly believe what he saw. Her eyes were 30 G.\iiRIEL DEXVER luminous and joale with reflected lights from the translucent water, and the warm, fragrant wind was blowing her golden-brown hair in clustering ringlets across her shoulders and neck ; wliere the sunlight caught upon it, its tangles glowed and sparkled as with red fire. She was combing out its vine-like tendrils, and still singing, though almost under her breath. A linen chemisette hung lightly round the soft cm've of her white, delicate shoulders, and it was pressed and modelled to the shape of her breast by the sea breeze. Her throat, where it showed through her streaming hair, was exquisitely tender and well formed. The oars dropped out of Denver's hands as he looked ujD at her, and this slight noise attracted her attention. She turned her head, and catching sight of his strange, bearded face, with its keen, glistening eyes watching her so intently, she disappeared, though not before a deep blush had suffused her countenance. He was left staring up at the empty casement like a bird fascinated by a snake, his heart beginning to throb and his nerves to thrill as thouah under the influence of some wild burst of music — as, indeed, on first hearing her voice he had GABRIEL DENVER 31 been. Such subtle and mesmerical masic seemed instilled into his brain, that he still remained as though stupefied, with his face turned up to the blank window, which with its gilded carving looked like a frame from w^hich some wonderful picture had been withdrawn. At last an old, wrinkled face appeared at the opening, and a curtain was drawn across it. This recalled him to himself, and with his brain in a perfect whirl he once more began (although slowly and reluctantly) to pull round the ship. Denver could not have seen this girl, Laura Conway (for such was her name), above two or three quarters of a minute at the utmost, yet had she mesmerised him he could not have separated himself more unwillingly from her (or rather from the spot where he had first seen her), or have fallen more completely under her power had she wished for power over him. Now that he could see her no longer, his mind seemed to have emerged from one of those dreams, the entire duration, meaning, or appearance of which the awakened sleeper tries and longs ineffectually to reconstruct from such fleeting fragments as remain in his memory. 32 GABRIEL DEXVER But it was past, and only the red curtain flut- tered in the wind. It is said that a dream occurs simultaneously with the act of awakening. This also had been all but instantaneous, and after it a sort of awakening had followed, though to what he knew not. Perhaps for one instant his soul caught a glimpse do\vn the long vista of entanglement, that was so soon to mislead it ; for Laura's beautiful eyes had ensnared it with their magnetism — though he could hardly remember their colour, or still less could recall distinctly the shape of her face. A mere in- distinct impression of sun- sparkling, wind-blown hair, of bare arms and white shoulders, was all that was left for his imagination to fill up and com- plete, or, perhaps, assimilate to some forgotten ideal of its own. The utter suddenness of this scene made his very brain dizzy ; it might account better for his ultimate feeliDgs towards her, than if he had been with her every day since he had known her in her childhood. For this very girl ivas once the child who had so long ago entreated his assistance. How utterly changed she was, and yet how unaltered ! It was like the resemblance of a flower to its bud. Now there is always in every human heart (no GABRIEL DEiVVER 33 matter how dull or callous it may be in other direc- tions) a certain store of conjugal love which can never be dissipated by any but legitimate use, no matter how long it may lie unawakened. Denver had never loved any woman save his sister, and now, for the first time in his whole existence, he had met with some one whom he could be satisfied to love as his wife. It must not be supposed that the growth and nourishment of this love were voluntary on Denver's part ; just for the present he was utterly incapable of analysing or understanding his feelings. He only felt the blind instinctive yearning ; the charm which leads, or misleads, the brain and heart ; and he was as incapable of guiding it or of calming himself, as of staying the sim's course in the distant blue heaven above him. The love that ultimately changed his wlxole nature had instilled itself into his heart before he even suspected its existence ; like wild-fire in the sun-scorched deserts he had passed his life among. Great events spring from small causes. The light of the sun striking on a fragment of glass is sufficient to ignite a whole wilderness. When he did ultimately become aware of wliat his love must entail in its fulfilment (far out at soa D 34 GABEIEL DEXVER as they were, with nothing else to occupy his atten- tion), he was too much carried away by the pas- sionate wilfulness of his nature to be able to resist his inclination, or even to dream of doing so. But now, when scarce six minutes had passed, he loved blindly and helplessly — almost like a child which cries for something it is unable to ask for in words ; though his heart's demand was soon to grow articulate. All these foreshadowings of passion glided past his mind in a sort of reverie, while his boat rolled and quivered on the shifting waves, impelled reluctantly towards the shore. He would fain have gone back again could he have found a plausible excuse for so doing, but an instinctive sense of delicacy prevented him, as he remembered the way the curtain had been drawn across the casement. But he faced the ' Black Swan ' as he sat in the boat, and to his spell-bound eyes the great ship (so matter of fact in its plainness ten minutes before) was now transformed into a magic place ; each casement, timber, or rope of it haunted with strange, ineffable fantasies, all of which were concentrated round one point — the face he had fallen in love with, GABKIEL DEXYER 35 At last he reached the jetty, and stepped out among several men who were standing there, scarcely remarking their faces, however, for he stood looking back on the ship as it rode at anchor. Two or three figures now began to appear about it, some aloft and some on deck : a boat loaded with cabbages and carrots put off to go on board, and its cargo was hauled up in a net. Two or three carts loaded with potatoes stood in the sand, and the men ■were too busy unloading them to notice Denver's abstracted gaze fised on the stern of the ship. A few of the cunning-brained, tattooed natives stood around, pilfering whatever they might lay their hands on in the confusion ; one of them came up to him muttering ' Bundaary ! Bundaary ! ' in his guttural voice, for he had brought the dead, awkwardly-shaped body of a kangaroo to exchange with the shipmen. Denver repulsed his importu- nities in a not unkindly manner, but the same man, emboldened by such unexpected treatment, and Interrupting one of the other Europeans, only jumped back in time to escape a kick. Presently the crew were all employed about the rigging. Grreat strings of green cabbages were hung round the stern, and even in the rigging, till it 86 GABRIEL DENVER seemed as if the ship were being decorated for a Christmas holida3\ After a while the kangaroo itself was purchased, and hung up in the shrouds, head downwards. The haggling and bargaining which attended its purchase were prodigious, for all the aborigines considered tliemselves bound to join in it, while only one of them could express himself in English. Two bottles of rum and four pounds of brown sugar (to make 'bull' with) were agreed upon, and then the owner departed ; all his friends following him, and evidently vying zealously with each other in their attentions and flattery. All these singular scenes passed unnoted by Denver, but at last the present master of the ' Black Swan ' (the man he had seen the night before) came off on shore, and stood giving direc- tions to the men, and talking to him for more than half an hour. It is a singular and most suggestive thing that Denver in no single word alluded to the girl he had seen and knew to be on board. The sailor was enquiring of him when his cousin would arrive, and what luggage she would bring; and he replied in so absent-minded a way that the man seemed quite taken aback. Wlicn about to return on board, the mate asked if Denver cared to go back GABRIEL DENVER 37 with him and dine. ' The officers take their meals an horn- later than the men,' he explained. Denver made some excuse and refused ; it seemed the man was not aware of his having already been on board that day. So he was left to himself again, and he spent the whole afternoon Avandering feverishly about the little wooden-paved streets of the town — an idler where all were toiling and a dreamer where all were realising. After a short absence of the kind he would return and re-examine the ship wifh unrelaxing vigilance. Now about four o'clock, as he came down in front of the vessel, for perhaps the eighth or ninth time that day, he saw a woman standing on the quarter- deck, just where he himself had been that morning; she was leaning on the rail of the bulwark, looking across at the sandy hillocks of the shore. Denver always had about him a small telescope such as was used in those days to trace the cattle that strayed over the great plains. He raised this with trembling hand and looked through it. As though by magic, her face was drawn within two or three feet of his eager eyes, making him, at first, almost start back in bewilderment. 38 G.\BKIEL DEX^'ER No philosopher, whose seemingly wasted years of labour had unexpectedly rewarded him with the sight of a new planet, could have gazed on it with half the raptm'e which shook Denver's very soul, as he looked for the first time unhindered on Laura's face ! "When once the star is found, there is an end of it; for who can know or examine it further? But Denver knew he would soon be side by side with Laura, in her presence, hearing the rustle of her dress, almost within sound of her respiration, and even hearing her speak I He was to live near her a space of time, that seemed to him in his blindness a whole eternity. Xo words can describe the unutterable longing which fell upon his heart as he thus watched her gracious figure. She was clothed in a robe of blue serge. Everv now and then she balanced herself gracefidly and slenderly with the slight motion of the sea. Her face seemed to him like an un- plucked flower, w^ith its beautiful curved mouth, and its drooping eyelids that were weighed down by their lashes over large dilated jDupils, the irises of which seemed bluer tlian the very lieavens. Her hair was now clustered and bound up round her forehead. GABRIEL DEXVER 39 It all seemed so near that he could have touched it with his hand — yet was so far away that he could have thrown himself into the sea to reach it. She moved at last, and in his agitation he dropped the glass : before he could fix it again she was gone. This scene was the last stroke in the forging of his passion. From that moment he knew that he loved her irrevocably. No merely human words could describe all the tumultuous longings and thoughts which thronged in his brain ; for there are some phases of human passion which while they last can never be described in mere words — only some of our most madly-inspired musicians have been divinely gifted with power to eliminate and strike these chords ; for which, indeed, their art seems the only possible utterance. All the rest of the day, as Denver paced about the sands looking on the ship, a divine ecstasy of yearning seemed to have fallen on him — a yearning such as might have possessed the soul of some ancient martyr as it swept tlirough the night and darkness of death into the open radiance of its ex- pected heaven. It is a strange tiling that during all this time he 40 GABRIEL DENVER should have shrunk fiom going on board to where she was, until the last moment. It was as a kind of anticipation of delight— a prolongation of longing to its uttermost limits of desire — which kept him on shore till Deborah arrived in the town. Very little of his thought had been spent on her that day I The sun was setting far out to sea in a swift- fading flood of luminosity ; and as the shades of evening fell, veiling the town and the water in its placid obscurity, they went on board. Before the return of the sun at daybreak, the signal lamps of the ' Black Swan ' had passed into the gloom over the horizon. GABRIEL DENVER 41 CHAPTER III. Didst thou but know the inly touch of love, Thou wouldst as soon go kindle fire with snow, As seek to qiiench the fire of love with words. Two Gentlemen of Verona. Now, in a short while, of the four passengers whom the 'Black Swan' carried with her (Denver and his cousin, Deborah ]Mallinson, Laura Conway and her old aunt), one no longer needed her shelter ; for the old decrepit woman sickened and died in the very first week of the voyage, leaving the j)oor girl her niece without a single known face recognisable within many thousands of miles. When the dead woman was cast overboard bv the sailors, Laura as she looked through her tears into the fast receding distance, where the 'heavy-shotted hammock shroud' had been flung into its ocean grave, thought and fancied that she was alone — utterly alone ! — in the universe. Her's seemed a bitter position to re- flect on. The dead woman had been connected 43 GABRIEL DENVER with her earliest associations — the dim consecrated recollections of her childhood ; and her death created one of those voids in the daily life which time alone can obliterate. She stood for a long while trying dizzily to re- tain sight of the spot of foam created by the plunge of the corpse, but it mingled rapidly with the crests of the waves, and her eyes were misled from place to place, till at last she only saw a vague distant expanse of water, and knew that the body of her last friend vvas sinking under it. It was a hard thing to realise ! Yet VN'hat grief she felt she seemed to restrain within herself. She must have endured sorrow before, for she knew how to be silent over it ; but a weariness, akin to enervation, seemed to have cast its visible shadow over her, and she either remained by herself in her own compartment, or went about the confined space in the stern with listless foot- steps and pallid face. Only by some strong effort of self-control could Denver restrain himself from too plainly exjiressing what was in his heart ; and perhaps his first positive sentiment of dislike or hatred for Deborah arose from the cold, unsym- pathetic manner in which she first looked on at the GABRIEL DEXVER 43 death-bed and funeral, and afterwards neglected Laura. Something must have betrayed the secret of his infatuation to Deborah ; for indeed of all passions, love, next to jealousy, is the least capable of conceal- ment. She knew that he loved Laura before Laura knew it herself. Ere she had been at sea five days, she entirely left off speaking to Denver, and she seldom even noticed Laura's presence, save when she had occasionally to move aside to let her pass by on the narrow deck. Not one word did she utter on the subject of the death which had just occurred ; but she noticed silently how Laura's pallid features flushed, and how her sad eyes brightened, whenever Denver was near or speaking to her. This seemed to be recurring all day long, yet, strange to say, she seemed to a^oid them, or even purposely leave them together. But in reality she was ever stealthily watching their motions. It was the pride of a slighted woman endeavouring to overcome or hide her jealousy — an unequal strife, for under the veil of affected carelessness the gnawing of care was always in her heart. One night she left the cabin in which she slept, 44 GABKIEL DEXVER and came up on deck to bathe her hot face in the fresh sea wind. There she found Denver sitting on a bench inside the glowing circle made by the lamplight. He was apparently sleeping, for his head rested back on the bulwark, and his hands and arms were lying sleep- relaxed by his side. She could hear his deep respira- tion. She approached cautiously and began watching him. Once or twice his hands clenched slightly ; then his head turned on one side and he suddenly said out loud, ' Laura ! Laura I I love you ! ' Deborah started back into the shadow, for with these words lie awoke — looking round him in a be- wildered way as thougli loth to admit tluit he had been merely dreaming. Then she went down to l^er berth again. The chief cabin of the ' Black Swan ' was a low- roofed dusty compartment, of the width of the vessel, and between twenty and thirty feet long. The companion-steps from the quarter-deck led down at one end of it. When the door at the top swung open with any lurch of the ship, the sky, all crossed by the black lines of the rigging, would be GABRIEL DENVER 45 seen reflected at the other end in a large mirror that was cracked down the centre, and fastened in a tarnished gold moulding, while on each side of its frame was a door. A worn kidderminster, embel- lished with a pattern-work of flowers, was stretched on the floor-deck ; and the long narrow table down the centre seemed part of the construction of the floor. A constant view could be had out of the small deep windows on each side, of the dreary grey water, occasionally blurred by splashes of white foam which flew past ; and through them, a perpetual luminous trembling of green light was reflected on the white- painted rafters of the ceiling, from the grey, glittering waves outside. The whole apartment (doubled by the delusive looking-glass at the end) seemed very long, mysterious, and shadowy. Save for the occa- sional slanting of the sides and roof, it might have been taken for a room in some old country house. Of the two doors at the stern end, one led into a collection of small cupboards, entitled the ' Ladies' Compartments ' — the other into where Denver's cabin was. All arrangements were very imperfect on board the return emigrant ship ; though those three pas- sengers, nm-tured amid the roughness of the early 40 GABRIEL DEXVER colonial life, but for the confinement, were not so un- comfortably situated as might be supposed. Laura and Deborah were the only women on the ship ; the cabin and passengers were attended to by a boy hardly twelve years old, and the two mates both lived in the high forecastle near to the sailors, who, nineteen in number (including the negro cook and the boy), could have been hardly enough, it seemed, to man efficiently the old-fashioned ship with its crowded sails and multitudinous rigging. So in this cabin Denver and Laura were left together, hour after hour, and day after day, without separation or change. It was here that Laura, coming out of her room in the morning (when they had long lost sight of land), saw Denver standing looking at the door she was opening. She recognised with a tremor the keenly-handsome face she had seen so unexpectedly the day before. There was some slight complication in this re- cognition — it was a double one, so to say, for it hap- pened that the old woman whom Denver had been introduced to had mentioned his name to her niece. She remembered it distinctly. Grabriel Denver ! It brought the whole scene in which they had met be-» GABEIEL DENVER 47 fore her mind again ; bnt alas, her father was dead in reality now ! The idea of once more seeing the man she had known during that perilous episode of her childhood raised her interest to the utmost. Her's was one of those rare minds in which gratitude is inherent and always uppermost. Yet when she saw this man standing before her, she hesitated and blushed deeply. He was not only Denver, but he was the man she had already seen on the previous morning ! She had never imagined their identity with each other. She blushed — maybe even then some particle of the intense feeling she afterwards came to regard him with was latent in her imagination ; for this man's flashing eyes, sunburnt features, and dark curl- ing beard and hair, had been caught up as by some vagary of nature and stamped on her brain ; she had dreamt about him, and she was thinking of him even as she came face to face mth him at that moment. There was a sinister-looking dark-complexioned woman with black eyes and hair standing beside him. She was Deborah Mallinson, his cousin, to whom he was to be married. The girl looked at 48 GABRIEL DENVER her with a vague, instinctive sense of dislike, created she knew not how. Then her aunt fell ill, and in the trouble and grief of nursing her, Laura's mind was too occupied to entertain any other thoughts : she was almost worn out, as her paleness attested. She could have had no sleep for three nights, in spite of the unwilling assistance which Deborah afforded her. But nothing could avail, and the old woman's life gradually ebbed, and sank into stupor till she died. At last Laura was alone in the ship, for even the corpse was gone. That evening, when Denver happened casually to meet her on the deck, there was some strange- toned fascination in the commiserating words he spoke which almost startled her. It seemed to penetrate and quiver into her very soul, leaving a lingering impression, like the reverberation of a sel- dom-struck chord in some sombre melody that imexpectedly and inexplicably perturbates the mind with its occult, inarticulate significance. Between these two there seemed some hidden connection — a wordless compact, which neither could comprehend, fathom, or resist. It was as though their spirits had met and plighted troth in GABRIEL DENVER 49 * a dream ; or as if they had been brought up together in childhood, and, now changed and transformed by time, were unable to recognise each other's faces, though their minds, formed under the same in- fluences and impressions, had still in common the old bonds of sympathy. As the girl looked in Denver's face she answered him falteringly : yet a heavy load seemed gone from her heart. For awhile her grief and weariness were forgotten. It seemed as if some oppressive doubt (the origin or meaning of which she was nevertheless ignorant of) had been suddenly solved or dispelled. Every tone of his voice and expression of his features showed plainly that he felt for and pitied her. Now to have roused the strong-willed, sunburnt colonist's compassion seemed an unexpected atonement and compensation to her, in a place where she could only have expected to find a pitiless, empty void, haunted by unknown faces. Her mind, scarcely developed yet, was innocent as a child's, with the same flow of passionate feeling in its unsounded, unsuspected depths — unsuspected, because as yet no particular aspect of thought oi* passion was stamjDed on her features, despite a E 50 GABEIEL DENVER certain dreamy look which at times seemed as though it might expand at a touch into something more defined in character. This was united, as we have seen, with that fitful nervous energy under which, when resisted, the weakest woman sometimes grows terrible. With two such natures as tliese, the seeds of compassion and gratitude could not have fallen in a soil less fitted to restrain them from flowering into some more definite expression. The commencement and extremes of human passion are dumb, and, in speech, well nigh expres- sionless. Only the soul comprehends what the tongue fails to articulate — the first promptings of love. Denver and Laura were together all the day, save for Deborah's sullen unseen presence ; yet it is probable that his heart and will would have failed him had he attempted to say in words what he knew they were both thinking of; for some secret instinct told him tliat she was beginning to recipro- cate his love, To love and to be beloved was become a new prin- ciple in this man's life — a vague, unexplored some- thing, before which all else seemed to dwindle and GABEIEL DEXYER 51 die away. His life seemed turned into a trance like an opium-dream, and when disturbed from it be would bave turned fiercely and shaken off the disturber, and bave sunk back into its unrealised depths with redoubled longing-. At first Deborah seemed a mere shadow to him, a faint relic of his former life : but as the anta^o- nism between her and Laura deepened and developed (and the futm-e began to loom up before him), he saw more plainly the step he had taken. Then apathy turned into defiance, and then again into fierce smouldering hatred, as he felt the moral ties which bound him to this woman — imable, as he was, ever to avoid her presence in the shijj, where she was as a living sign that he had broken the most binding promise that it seemed to him a man could make ! When Laura was with him he forgot every- thing save his love for her, but when he was alone all these thoughts thronged round his brain like accusing angels. He knew, moreover, that Deborah, in the wild- ness of her jealousy, might at any moment reveal all tliat was jDassing to the sailors — tliough that could do nothing to harm them. Always, as by £ 2 53 GAERIEL DENVER some instinct, they strove to conceal and bury their feelings from everyone's sight or knowledge. Their love was not open or self-confessed ; it began with a shrinking and a half-shame on her part, while lie wilfully shut his eyes to the truth of his jDosition, till the night-mists of passion gathered around and blinded him. Laura knew well enough that Gabriel was en- gaged to Deborah : she was in the sliip with them night and day. Even her first knowledge of his passion for her was learnt from her conjectures on Deborah's strange conduct towards them both. So there could have been no ignorance on her part. There was the gulf plain before her, but its very depth apparently served to lure her, for every minute she was nearer the edge. The utter impossibility of separation ; the absence (in the monotonous sameness of the voyage) of any- thing fit to cause reflection, or distract the attention from the endless meditation that always circled helplessly round the spot it knew not how to avoid ; the life on board ship, which seemed entirely a life of its own, lost to all the old limitations, meanings, and responsibilities ; with its vague and terrible fits of ennui, during which the mind seeks vainly, over and GABKIEL DENVER 53 over again, from the same objects for something to interest itself in, as wildly and vainly as a land-bird, blown out to sea by the wind, seeks for a rock to rest its wings on ; — all helped to ensure that she could no more resist pondering over Denver than a dazzled moth can help fluttering round a lamp. Gradually, step by step, she came to love him, and to know that he knew it. All these changes occm-red during the first three weeks of the vovage, and still they had never spoken one word of their feelings ; but love, like fire, lies in wait, and finds at last its fit time. All that fourth week the monotonous days passed slowly, while Deborah, deserted and brooding over her fancied wrongs, watched, kept note, and saw tlirough every subterfuge as only a jealous w^oman can see. The ' Black Swan,' bearing them all, kept her undeviating course, a black speck tossed in tlie stupendovis vastness of the ocean, a speck that seemed scarcely larger in proportion than the white winged albatross which, fed for good luck by the sailors, followed over the foam in her wake. Lost in the night, save for her gliding meteor- like lamps, or seen again in the daytime, it was a strange contrast this vessel presented, utterly witliout 54 GABEIEL DENVEE evidence, as she was, of the blinding, maddening mist of passion which flooded her decks and absorbed the minds of these three people. How utterly wrapt up in themselves they were ! how absolutely obli- vious of the vague dumb indifference with which the winds and waves, the limitless forces of Nature, neither compassionate nor pitiless, looked on, and refrained from crushing them, poor over-bold in- truders on their innermost sanctuary ! Yet could Denver have tried afterwards to recall his impressions of this period of the voyage in mid- ocean, they would have seemed to him scarcely more definite than the dim, uncertain objects he had sometimes seen through an autumnal mist, in which everything was obscured : everything, save the red lurid sun — his passion and longing ! GABRIEL DEXVER 55 CHAPTER IV. be warned ! A fearful sign stands in tlie house of life. An enemy. A tiend lurks close behind The radiance of thy planet. — Schiller. Yielding with coy submission, modest pride, And sweet reluctant amorous delay. — Paradise Lost. One evening-, as the ship sailed before the wind, just after sunset, Laura Conway stood leaning in the half-dusk over the bulwark of the quarter-deck. She seemed to be watching the dizzy, bubbling white foam, always changing shajDe and gliding off from under the dark stern, when something moved near her. She turned and saw Denver standing by her side. Perhaps she had been thinking about him, for she blushed deeply, but Denver could scarcely see her face. Tlie warm flush of light was fast fading out of the horizon-sky, the last faint gleams from the sunken sun were dissolving off the cloud-rims, and everything was fast growing indistinct, save where 56 GABRIEL DEXVLV.^ the dim circle of the moon brightened behind them, as it hung low over the sea. For a time they both stood without speech, and so close together, that as Laura's arm lay on the bulwark, his touched and pressed against it. In the gathering gloom his eyes seemed to glisten and emit phosphorescent light, like some feline animal's. They stood there and still neither moved nor spoke, when Laura felt the arm pressed against hers begin to tremble. Suddenly with a wild, unrestrainable movement he seized her hand, and held it, covering the slender fingers with kisses, over and over again. Then he paused, as if he were fearful of his over- boldness. Yet he still clutched her fingers convul- sively, while his hot hands sent a perceptible tremor and thrill of their own excitable nerve-electricity quivering up her arm, almost into her shoulders and throat. She left him her hand unresistingly, and the next instant he drew her towards him, and his bearded lips were pressed to licr cheek, and his arms were closed round her neck, while her lustrous hair fell all about him, clinging like the tendrils of a vine. In the darkness the girl resigned hei-self to lier GABRIEL DEN^'ER P7 lover's arms, and clung to him as naturally and un- affectedly as a child sinks into slumber, while all the restrained longing- that over-filled his heart was poured forth in one impetuous passionate burst of eloquence, as he held her unresistingly in his arms. The emotion and inconceivable ecstasy of that moment were like the culmination and climax of an opium-eater's dream. All external nature was lost to him as he still spoke, and to her as she listened clasped to him in the darkness — like two shadows fused by the twilight ; their hearts throbbing in company till the beat of one seemed almost to regulate that of the other, ignoring everything of their lives but them- selves, till they seemed like two blind people clasped together in one perpetual night. The love whose secret promptings Laura had long dreaded and trembled over had risen at length and conquered her — she told Denver she loved him. Now these words were uttered in a third person's hearing. Hidden by the deep shadow (cast from a large T)oat hanging on the opposite bulwark) within which they stood, a second woman was sitting imnoticed ])y them. She had been watching Laura, but when 58 GABRIEL DENVER Denver appeared at her side she got up and came near enough to overhear their conversation. Meanwhile the night was come, and the moon- light was, as yet, very dim. She could see nothing of them save a dark patch where they stood within the shadow ; but every now and then, as the ship shifted on her course, this shadow changed place. Then she could for a moment catch sight of their faces (lit up as with a vague and ineffable happiness) — owing to the moonlight falling on them ere they had time to move out of it again. They evidently desired to conceal themselves. They both remained as utterly and absolutely un- conscious of her presence as a bird is of the lynx that lies hidden in the foliage, crouching for a spring. This hidden figure paused, listening to them stealthily, without a sign of vitality, till Laura spoke ; but as the last tremulous words left the girl's lips she stirred in the darkness. It seemed as though a tremor of rage had passed through her limbs. For one moment she appeared about to accost them ; then she changed her purpose and turned, stepping noiselessly along the deck, and down the cabin hatch- way. GABRIEL DENVER 59 Laura, as her head hung in a half-ecstasy on her lover's shoulder, saw the dark, well-defined outline of some woman's figure detach itself from the black mass made by the boat against the luminous sky, and appear with startling distinctness in the moon- light — a woman with her head turned towards them. One instant more, and she was gone ! Denver too must have seen her, for he moved back suddenly. Laura could feel a clenching move- ment in the arms which clasped her, and his fingers tightened in hers as she started half-tremblingly — for it was Deborah. Neither spoke nor mentioned what they had seen, but some shadow seemed, as it were, projected across them — a dark foreboding filled both their minds. During that short half-hour Laura had forgotten Deborah's very existence ; but now brought so unex- pectedly to her view, she must have foreseen for a moment something of what must inevitably follow — shut up iu the loneliness of the ship for months as they were. But it was no use thinking about it ; she had given lier love irrevocably to Denver. Henceforth he must exist as a part of her being — it seemed to her that she could not live without him. She trusted in him blindly ; it made her shud- GO GABKIEL DExNVErt der as she tliought that Deborah's claim over him might necessitate their ultimate separation, or prove tliat they had no right to love each other. God had made them for each other, and was she to part them ? Could she really liave supposed Deborah to be capable of holding them asunder, she would have turned on her with a fierce unrelenting hatred and resistance ; but cast off from them and utterly helpless as she seemed, it was impossible to hate her. Eather never think of her at all ! Even she could half have pitied her, if it had been possible to believe her actuated by any single motive save hatred and revenge. Had she, who loved Denver, not more right to him than Deborah, who hated ? Could she ever have had some right to him after all ? Had he loved her when he promised to marry her ? Impossible ! Impossible ! The affair 7nust have been brought about as Denver had just explained to her. It was useless her attempting to imravel all these unanswerable questionings as they flitted dimly through her mind — tangled, involved problems, to attempt to solve wliich created an abyss of doubts that her soul dared not peer into. It was hopeless GABRIEL DENVER Gl now — slie had taken the draught and must abide by its intoxication. It was just as if one single instant's disbelief in the reality of her liappiness had arisen in her soul^ one instant of doubt — then it was g-one aiiain. She closed her eyes tightly (as though she would thus shut out her mind's dubious speculations) and once more shrank close to her lover's side. He kissed her suddenly, as though roused out of some momentary fit of abstraction by her move- ment. From that night forth, both, as by some common dread, avoided mentioning Deborah. Her name never again passed their lips. At last they slowly separated as the ten o'clock bell sounded down the ship, and a sailor came up on the quarter-deck to relieve the steersman. The man brought a lantern with him, which he flashed open on them as he passed. This was hung up close by on the mast (looking gliastly and lurid in the colourless moonliglit), and its glow fell round tliem and on their faces. Deborah's red and black striped cloak lay on the bench opposite. In the flickering light there seemed something so strangely, almost wildly, elated about their faces. 62 GABRIEL DEXVER and Denver's eyes slione with such a glitter, that the man paused, staring curiously at them both for a moment. Then, without a word spoken, he went on to his wheel ; while the relieved steersman came by, silent, too, as he strode down the decks of the ship. Had it not been for the sudden appearance of this light they might have stopped there half the night through, but, as it was, Laura went down to her sleeping compartment, while Denver, reluctantly separated from her, remained pacing the decks enveloped in his own thoughts. It was a singular love, this of theirs, that could be all seemingly dissipated and blown asunder by the flickering light of a ship's lantern ! There was a slight mist overhead, rising from the sea ; and two or three white stars hung jewel- like in the vapour, too brilliant to be absorbed into the light of the moon, which, glittering from the centre of a luminous aureola of mist, seemed now to flood the entire sky and atmosphere with its radi- ance. Denver's figure, coupled with its long spectral shadow, could always be seen as it crossed the different lights which fell through the over- hanging sails on to the deck of the vessel. GABRIEL DEXVER G3 One of the mates on watch for that night suddenly appeared by his side, as though attempting to enter into conversation with him, but Denver managed to leave him before long, and presently he came out into the full light on tlie forecastle, where he remained by liimself, hanging over the slight chain railing, and looking right down the glittering, shiftina; track of the moonlight, which fell over the waves they were traversing. Yet he was thinking but little of what he saw. Somehow the reality of his life seemed to have come back to him, now that Laura was no lono-er in his arms. The influence of his moral intoxication was passing away ; in which- ever direction he turned the figure of his cousin Deborah seemed always before his eyes, speechlessly reproaching him with the violation of his promise to her. What right had she to be there, when Laura loved him ? Denver was a fatalist so far, that while no fiat of Destiny appeared to oppose his inclination, his body and soul were seemingly passive in the hands of Fate ; but now that this would-be contradiction to his will (or rather his desire) attempted to assert itself in Deborah's person, all the latent energy of 64 GABRIEL DENVER his nature sprang to resist it. Yet the course of events seemed to him hopelessly beyond control ; they were palpably not of that kind that could be averted by labour of mind or body. In all his thinking he could only come to one conclusion — that in marrying Laura Conway he would be doing a great wrong to Deborah. The only restitution he could make would be to give up Laura and marry her. The very thought made him shudder and turn pale. Then his eyes turned inadvertently to the deep, dark water beneath liim. A cold shiver ran through all his limbs, and he turned aside, hardly daring to look down on it again, for fear some idea suggested by it should lay hold of his brain a second time. Deborah had taken absolutely no notice of liim for four weeks, yet she never seemed out of his sight. When he was below, he fancied he could see her white face and dark eyes watching him tlu'ough the window of her door ; when he was on the deck he knew she was following him. She might be there now — and he turned sharply as a piece of cordage flapped against the canvas of one of the sails ; and at night she had haunted liis very dreams, till he had got to hate her more bitterly GABRIEL DEXVER 65 than can be conceived. He never could rid himself of a sickening idea that Laura would inevitably come to some harm from her, and he was never at ease save when the girl was in his sight. He might have stopped up there on the fore- castle for some two or three hours, when, suddenly descending the iron ladder, he passed up the ship, and Hung himself on his berth, tired out in mind and body. Above him, on deck, and around the vessel — save for the shouts of the mariners on watch, the creaking of cordage, and the slapping of the waves driven off the bows — the night-silence was unbroken. When Laura met Deborah the next mornino-, they were alone in the cabin. Laura trembled, for she instantly saw by Deborah's white, bloodless face, that she must know everything. But Deborah only looked at Laura's pale features for one moment, during which her lips seemed to quiver slightly, then she turned away, nor was she ever seen to look at her rival again. There was something so terrible about this ap- pearance of restrained resentment, that Laura nearly fainted when she was alone. Now to these two lovers, henceforth, each day GG Gabriel Denver seemed like the past one. Every hour appeared to increase their infatuation. If a flower had sprung up from every footstep which Laura made upon the hard wooden deck, Denver would scarcely have expressed surprise, so blindly did he put his trust and love in her. They passed their time either down in the cabin by day, or upon deck in tlie evening — hidden in the shadows of the sails when possible on fine nights. But so secretly was their intercourse conducted, that it can scarcely be told if one man in the steerage guessed rightly what was passing at the stern end of the ship, though that something luas the matter ought to have been visible to them all. This seemingly morose man, walking about the decks all night, and scarce answering when spoken to, was a mystery and an enio;ma to them all. The two offic3rs of the 'Black Swan ' were sup- posed to take their meals in the cabin with the passengers, yet they never did so — perhaps finding- Denver too unsociable, or, perhaps, because they were offended at Deborah's never speaking to them. They were unable to converse freely before them, it may be. At any rate, they had got to leave them quite to themselves, and did not trouble their head.T GABRIEL DENVER 67 about tbem. TJiey bad now been at sea nearly seven weeks, so slowly did tbe sbip sail. Sometimes tbey would be baffled and beaten back before tbe wind, tben making smooth headway again for awhile, and then again they would be tossed helplessly about in the strong, tempestuous waves, drenched half- mast high by their spray. At such moments Deborah would lock herself up in her cabin, praying, perhaps, that the ship might founder and engulf them all ; and Laura would shrink terrified by Denver's side ; while all the crew would be stationed about the ship, letting the ropes fly or hauling them tight, and watching the sails, as the great ship was tossed and pitched from crest to crest of the waves — a very image and simile of humanity and its restless, ruling passions. Always as the sea subsided, they sailed on in a straight line for the Cape of Good Hope, still some two hundred leagues distant. Denver saw from Deborah's strange silence and behaviour that some act of her resentment would occur before long, as assuredly as one knows, from the sultriness and unnatural calm of the atmosphere, when a tempest is brewing : but what form the ex- pression of her anger would take, he knew not. His hatred and distrust for her contrasted F 2 68 G.IERIEL DENVER strangely in his mind with the gentleness of the love with which he regarded Laura^a love which was as the half-sublime half-brute tenderness with which the fierce luminous eyes of a tiger might gaze upon its young or on its mate — a feeling instinctively gentle beyond all conception. Things went on tlius, uninterruptedly, till it fell about that the wind died away and left the 'Black Swan ' almost stagnant in the sultry, phosphorescent water. This was on the 17th of November. At the slow rate the ship sailed, they would scarcely reach the Cape for a week yet, even with the most favourable wind. That whole day tlie crew took the opportunity of rearranging, in preparation for their arrival, such of the cargo as was consigned to the African colony. All was confusion throughout the ship ; and when the night came (still without a breath of aij-), the men were worn out and exhausted with their labour. It was intensely dark, and the moon would not rise till three in the morning. The bewildering brilliancy of the tropical stars was veiled and hidden utterly behind a pall of dense cloud, which rested passively over the ocean. Later on in the evening, GABRIEL DENVER 69 a little wind sltowed overhead, dispersing- the clouds slightly ; but the ' Black Swan ' lay unnoticed below, with all her people slumbering on board her, except two, kept sleepless h)y their passions — Deborah Mallinson, who had overheard Laura promise to meet Denver in the open air after nightfall, and Denver himself, who was pacing the dark, gloomy quarter-deck, wild with impatience, because from some unexplained cause Laura did not fulfil her promise to liim. The 17th of November was a day on which these two might well be perturbed in mind, for .it was the day on Avliich they were to have been married. 70 GABKIEL DENVER CHAPTER V. Coiild curses kill as doth the mandrake's groan I Avould invent as better searching terms As curst, as harsh, as horrible to hear, Delivered strongly through my fixed teeth, With full as many signs of deadly hate As lean-faced Envy, in her loathsome cave. Henry VI., Part 2. It was eight weeks since the ' Black Swan ' had lef her moorings at Port ; and now, lost in the deep, windless night, she floated without sound or motion. The cabin lights were extinguished, and all on board the becalmed vessel seemed enveloped in silence and sleep. Her brown, wind -worn sails had all been furled aloft in the breathless air, and, strange negligence, there Avas no sign or signal of any watch kept over the decks. The torpid ship was left entirely to her 0"svn control ; even the steersman was slumbering, his hand attached by a string to the wheel, which, in case of any unexpected movement of the rudder, GABRIEL DEXVER 71 or sudden rising of the wind, would tighten, and so recall him to his duties. The breeze which had borne the big ship out so far into the ocean had long before nightfall entirely died away from the face of the water, though high overhead it still lasted, so that the few stars visible from the ship lost in the darkness below, appeared to be slowly drifting past the apertures in the sultry overhanging yet unseen clouds. The sea still heaved slightly round the great black hull, agglomerated in the obscurity surrounding it, save where a faint line of light was emitted by the water rippling and splashing round its sides. At times, some unlooked-for lurching of the vessel would cause a wave to dash up over the water- line, showering back inflamed into a livid chaldron of glowing phosphoric fire, spreading round in circles of luminous foam, reflected brilliantly in the wet hull, and gleaming in the cabin-windows, and on the heavy anchors at the prow ; and, even in the utter darkness, playing with a weird flickering reflection on the undersides of the great projecting yards and the rigging, otherwise indiscernible up aloft. Indeed, the sultry tropical ocean seemed in an 72 GAUlilEL DEWER imiisually excitable phosj)horic condition. Every few minutes, the water to a distance round the entire hull would be suffused with a pale quivering flame, which at times lit up its clear green depths far beneath the surface ; and the spot where floated a piece of drift timber, dropt overboard during the calm, was illuminated by constantly reciu*ring flashes of the same fantastic light. Where the calm, hardly perceptible swell of the subsiding waves met with no obstruction, they were hidden in the deepest obscurity. The whole of the upper outlines of the ' Black Swan,' to a practised eye, might have formed a kind of dark silhouette, half blotted out against the night, but for the two lanterns burning above the bulwarks. One was a red signal-lamp, pendent over the liigh, old-fashioned forecastle, which struggled feebly with the intense gloom in which it hung, but was too high up to shed its faint glimmer on the fore-deck. The other, more bril- liant in light, and fastened to the mainmast, threw a glow over all the stern end of the ship (the deck behind being concealed in the densest shadow), and fell on the figure of a man, who liad suddenly become visible in the darkness CLBRIEL DENVER 73 He commenced walking to and fro in the sombre flickering lamplight : though he could not have been a sailor, for he appeared from his dress to be one of the passengers. At intervals, he came so close to the steering-wheel, that his great black restless shadow cast by the lamp covered it, yet without hiding its form ; for a dim light burned in the tilted binnacle, and reflected a glow on to the brass-bound circle of spokes. The helmsman from here was just visible in a kind of transparent half-light. He was slumbering heavily, and was wrapped up in a tarpauling to keep off the wet niiilit-dew which covered the decks, gleaming wherever it met the light. At times, the water would be heard bubbling faintly round the stern and rudder — a sound so vague that it could scarce be distinguished from the sailor's placid breathing ; but everything else around and on the ship seemed silent as death, save the ceaseless movement of this man, wlio continued his monotonous footsteps up and doAvn the deck, his head sunk on his breast, and without appearing to notice anything around him, till his action seemed as restless as an excited restrained animal. Every now and then, he interrupted himself. 74 GABRIEL Di:XVER seeming to listen with impatience, and then re- simiing his walk. He must have been pacing there a long while with some object in view, for the dew- drops gleamed like silver on his shoulders, and in his tangled curly hair. It might have been thought at first that his strange, sleepless restlessness was the result of the indescribable ennui and weariness caused by the long voyage ; but tliere would, on closer considera- tion, have seemed a more poignant cause for it. A slight noise at last attracted his attention ; and with a deep, prolonged respiration, he turned facing the lamp, looking intently into the darkness behind it. His sun-burnt bearded face, the eyes glittering, as he stood with the light concentrated on them (two scintillating points, like stars, surrounded by the deep gloom of the night), looked strangely care- worn and fevered. It was like that of a man who had passed long nights without sleep : and seemed, in its anxious, almost haggard look, coinciding witli his restless movements, to express some heavy annoyance or disappointment under which his mind was labouring. As he paused with raised head, shading his eyes ■ ] I GABRIEL DENVER 75 i with his hand, an indistinct sound like the rustle of a woman's dress, becoming audible above the dreary endless plashing of the water, fell on his ears. | There seemed at this as if a gleam of light were ! reflected suddenly through the gloom of his mind. The despondent expression of his face was utterly changed ; and though he could have seen nothing, he turned hastily in the direction the sound came from, and disaj^peared in the darkness. Almost before he could find where he was going, he nearly stumbled against some figure-^that of a , woman, standing motionless on the deck near the bulwark. She had come silently in the night out of the companion-stairs that led to the cabin — ad- vancing stealthily, and hardly seeming to breathe, lest her respiration should betray her presence. She evidently desired to watch the restless figm-e pacing in and out of the circle of light, while she herself remained hidden. It was not so intensely dark behind the lamp as the light, dazzling and blinding his eyes, had made it seem to him ; for against the faint glow of the lantern on the forecastle he could dimly trace the outline of a woman's form. She remained perfectly motionless and speechless : 76 GABRIEL DENVER but without a moment's reflection, his limbs seeming to act before his mind could direct them, or recover consciousness in the sudden bewilderment of his senses, he went up to her, impetuously uttering the name ' Laura ! ' Then he paused for a moment ; and flinging his arms round her neck and shoulders (which were muffled up in the hood of a shawl), he pressed her passionately to his breast, whispering in a low, almost trembling voice : ' I know you'd be certain to come, my love — though I've w^aited a weary while for you ! Why don't you speak to me, Lam-a ? We sha'n't be over- heard here. Ah ! ' Then — as he seemed to kiss her face — a sudden tremor stopped his words, and the woman broke away from his embrace with an angry exclamation ; while he, starting back from her, appeared to stagger for an instant, as though a snake had stung him. All this passed in an instant, hidden in the darkness. The woman whom he bad embraced so tenderly and passionately began crying out in an exaspe- rated, angry voice : GABRIEL DENVER 77 ' How dare you treat me in this fashion ? Fm not Laura, allhoiij/Ji I occupied her j^osition once! Ah I you sneak back soon enough now; but you shall not escape me. We two are alone at last. You shall render an account of the fidelity you've shown me.' ' Curse you ! Will you never let me have one moment to myself, without poisoning it with yovu' presence ? ' the man answered fiercely. ' It's bad enough to have to think about you I ' ' You lie ! ' she interrupted, in a passionate, almost screaming voice ; ' I've neitlier been near you, nor spoken to you, for six weeks. Good God! what a return I've toiled my life out for ; to sit silent by myself in this dreary, stifling ship, neglected by everyone, watching you make love to another woman before my very face, hour after horn-, day after day, week after week, till it's driven me mad ! I've sat thinking about you and watching you till my brain whirled, and my eyes grew dizzy, and I could have struck a knife into your hearts. Yet you think, because I've taken no notice of you, and never spoken to you, that I'm too poor-spirited or dejected or callous to care how you treat me, and that you can do as you like ; but you shall find out 78 GABRIEL DENVER the difference. You shall know what it is to neglect a woman's love, and then fall under her power. Every hour of your existences shall be an everlasting cuise to you and your shameless paramour ! You shall learn to dread each other's faces ! You've embittered my entire life from when I first set eyes on you ; but I shall be well revenged. I loved you once, Denver, for all you could do to disgust me. Loved you ! I loved you as only a woman can love, until I found at what price you held me. I hate you now ! But sooner than give you up to her, I'll steal in upon you in your sleep and strangle you. Grod ! after all I have done and suffered for you, to be kissed and embraced in mistake for another woman ! I could have borne anything before ; but you've neglected me all my life, and insulted me now, till you've driven me to distraction. I don't know what I'm doing or saying. It's made me insane to compare the difference between her sick- ening face and mine in the glass below, and think what it has cost mc. She affects to ignore my very existence ; but she shrinks from me, and dreads me more and more. Are my feelings to be no more regarded than an animal's, do you think ? I've endured hours upon hours of misery, till my mind GABRIEL DENVER 79 wandered, and I tliougbt I was a child again, playing in my dead mother's bouse, only to come to myself, remembering that you were both within two or three yards of me, hardly out of my sight or hearing, and thinking over the injustice you have done me, till I've bad to dig my nails into my breast, to prevent myself from screaming out, or flying at her and tearing her eyes out, and blinding her. Yet I've managed to keep all my resentment to myself, smouldering secretly in my own brain, until the expression of my face makes everybody in the ship shun me. All this has been going on in tliis ac- cursed ship, minute after minute, falling on my brain like drops of water, torturing me till they've driven me to madness. I overheard you asking her to come up and meet you to-night, and I thought to watch you both together ; but she wasn't with you, and I meant to await another opportunity, only you interrupted me with your cursed kiss : you scorched my lips with it. Ah, Denver ! you shall yet learn what a woman's love turned to hatred is.' She grew so violent at last, that her throat seemed quite exhausted with her passion, and she broke down into a fit of hysterical sobbing. Nothing is more trying to the patience than the convulsive, 80 GABRIEL DENVER unnatural cries of an liysterical woman ; but now, in tliis strange position on the deck of the ship, hidden as she was in the profound gloom of the night, her voice, exasperated by passion, seemed something to shudder at. Denver had kept perfectly speechless and motion- less till her voice broke down. One might not have known of his existence even ; but now he moved away from her, into the circle of light. She seemed by an intense effort to stifle her cries, and followed him, exclaiming with still more passion and virulence than befoi'e : ' I've had a fit of this coming on for a long while. I've bitten my lips till my mouth was full of blood, to restrain myself and wait till my time came ; but I'll have it out now. I thought I'd fling myself overboard into the sea at first, but that I thouglit how happy it would make you. No, I'll not do that. You can't and sha'n't get rid of me. I siuear you shall share all my sorrows to the last bitter, bitter, dregs. I'll cling to you to the last hour of your existence, and make every day of your life as great a curse to you as you have made mine to me. Ah I you feel my words ; but I'll make you wince still farther yet, till you are as mad and wretched as you GABRIEL DENVER 81 have made me, though you have some one to love you.'' Her voice stopjied ouce more, as though she were breathless. His continued silence seemed only to embitter her anger. Now that they were both come fully into the lamplight, the display of mad, reckless passion in this woman's face was something terrible. Lit up by the feeble flickering lamp, it formed a white angry spot of light surrounded by an immense ex- panse of darkness. It was like a portrait painted with the night for its background. The sky, the sea, and the atmosphere, and even the ship itself, were all (save for a few drifting stars overhead) blotted out together, and absorbed into the deep gloom — only this one distorted face seemed visible, with the light concentrated on it. The intense monotonous night-silence, broken only by her exasperated voice, seemed wishing to diffuse and drown the sound in its breathless immen- sity. It was as the self-centered madness of humanity contending vainly with the solemn un- deviating dignity of nature, for no soul on board the ship apj)eared to hear her. There was a tierce, constrained look about Den- G 82 GABRIEL DEXVER ver's eyes, though he still said not a word ; but her face looked perfectly hideous in her mad temper. The hood of her cloak had slipped back on her shoulders, leaving her unbound black hair to fall in writhing tangles about her face and neck. She had thrown the shawl over her night-go^m, and her feet and throat were bare. Her complexion was very dark, and her livid lips quivering back over her teeth, showed them glisten- ing at times. Her deep-set eyes, glittering with the revengeful light of madness, under her high cheek bones and dark curved brows, gave to her naturally fine features a devilish expression, such as only the blind vindictive jealousy which was goading her could give to the divinely-intended face of a woman. Hers looked more like the head of an en- raged venomous snake. Most men would have been cowed and silenced by such temper — a savage might have opposed it by force ; but to reason with it was impossible. This man before her had a certain instinctive elevation and dignity in liis bearing. In the life of danger and toiling which had left its signs upon his features, he must have gone through too much to be a coward ; but tlie sudden and extreme transition GABKIEL DEXVER 83 from the sweet expression, the answering embrace, the warm beauty and soft utterance of the girl who loved him, to this woman (whom he seemed to detest, and even more so perhaps from the lingering knowledge which clung about him, in his blind desperate love for her rival, that he was doing her an undeserved injury), the change from the almost ecstatic happiness he had felt for one instant to this hateful realism, utterly deadened and sickened his heart, and unnerved his brain. His head felt giddy as he thought of the irrevoc- able hold she might have had over him in a little Avhile. He could hardly bear looking at lier; his mind, flooded by his blind reckless passion for her rival, was utterly incapable of feeling any pity for her. He could only feel the tantalised never-satiated longing of his heart. He could no more struggle against the fate which had led him on boaid this ship, to fall in love with the beautiful girl he met there (who as blindly re- ciprocated his passion), than a tired spent swimmer could contend with the eddies of a whirlpool. Could this W'Oman alwavs clino- to him all his life, as she had threatened ? It seemed like some intanaible spell laid over him. His brain felt G 2 84 GABRIEL DENVEll bewildered, as if bis reason were going ; all his mental struggling only seemed to leave bis love more clearly defined and tenacious, bis batred for her more bitter. , What could be expected of bim ? He was only one man, guided by the same instincts wbicb over- sway the minds of all humanity — a swimmer thrown struggling among harsh rocks and breakers, despe- rate for safety and life. He was a wild man, and bad been brought up among still wilder associations. One half-muttered 5^et irresistible suggestion seemed dinning always in his brain. Once it came so strongly that it almost fashioned itself into uttered and audible words ; but something like a flash of light in the darkness seemed to bewilder his eyes. It was too terrible. He dared not think about it. He felt powerless as a child, and could do nothing. But if his conscience forced him to keep the promise this woman had once extorted from him, it seemed to him, in bis present excitement, that his whole future life would be one blind blank misery to him. As he stood Avith bis back to the lump, his gleaming eyes looking restlessly aside into the deep GAClllEL DENVER 85 night, like a tiger glancing through its bars, any- where but at the hateful face before him, in the silence and utter obscurity around him, where all human associations were lost and obliterated, and where his mind could meet with no known object to assure itself of its own identity, he could hardly realise his position. There was a cold sweat on his brow, despite the fierce look which flitted at times over his features. Nothing could more strangely exhibit the instan- taneous extremes between passion and discourage- ment to which some men's minds are subjected. The woman had ceased speaking for a while, as if to gain breath, and now, more angered than ever at his stubborn silence (for in the wild state of mind induced by her jealousy she was utterly incapable of understanding what his silence meant), she began again railing against him, more wildly and bitterly even than before. ' Ah ! I am only a weak woman, yet you dur jfc not look me in the face. You and she think you have kept yourselves so close ! but I'll expose you both before the whole ship. They shall all know what you have made of her, and how false-hearted you've been to me. I could have been happy an 80 GABRIEL DEXVER hundred times over but for you : Ijut 3-on i