SMOKY ROSES LYMAN BRYSON SMOKY ROSES BY LYMAN BRYSON G. P. PUTNAM S SONS NEW YORK LONDON Gbe "Knickerbocker press 1916 COPYRIGHT, 1916 BY LYMAN BRYSON ttbe ftntcfcerbocker prew, flew l. orfc So MY FATHER AND MOTHER 35797x For permission to reprint some of the following poems thanks are due to the publishers of The Forum, The Independent, The Poetry Journal, The Anthology of Maga zine Verse, 1914, The Colonnade, The Survey, The Boston Transcript, The Midland, The New Republic, and Poetry. CONTENTS PAGE SMOKY ROSES i CONDEMNED 2 THE GARMENT 4 WHISPERS ....... 5 OLD MAN LAKS 7 GRATITUDE .10 THE STREET CLEANER n MY TOWN ....... 12 SUMMER IN THE TENEMENTS . . . .13 THE FLOOD 15 THE PROPHET 17 INVOCATION 18 FOR ME THE TEARS 19 SOME EVENING ....... 20 IN THE HOUSE OF PAIN 21 DEDICATION 22 PHANTOMS 23 LOST 23 TRIUMPH 25 THE BUILDERS 26 vii viii Contents PAGE FINGER TIPS 27 THE STIRRING 28 MOONWRAITH 30 THE GUEST 31 VENGEANCE 32 THE CHILD IN SUMMER 33 SONG OF THE ROAD 34 A NAMELESS BIRD ...... 35 WET JUNE DAYS ...... 36 SONG 37 To A CERTAIN PAIR LADY . . . . .38 GOLDENROD . . . . . . 39 MOTHER OF A SON 40 MORNING 41 BALLAD ........ 42 WINTER . 44 MRS. COBURN IN THE "ELEKTRA" ... 45 RULERS 46 HYMN TO BAAL (1914) 47 CATALPAS .49 THE POPPY 50 A PORTRAIT 51 THE LOVE-WROUGHT WORD .... 52 EVERY PILGRIM 53 THE EXILE 55 Contents ix PAGE ANDREA S MORNING 58 MIST 62 THE PATRIARCH 67 THE CARDINAL DANCES 74 THE WRECKER 90 Smoky Roses SMOKY ROSES THE "mogul" rides the east wind, Cleaving the dust and heat, Speeding from dawn to twilight With thunder and lightning feet. The smoky roses wither Breathing the dust and sand Where the old man guards a crossing With a red flag in his hand. He coaxes from the waste heaps A meagre garden space, And brushes the tearing cinders From the rose s tender face. His smoky roses wither Under the cinder and ash, And the red rose dims to greyness In the joy of her first red flash. The long days are contentless, The yards are a small, tight world; He watches trains for Frisco That over the plains are hurled. i CONDEMNED FROM dawning the joy of your spirit Was touched with the dread Of the wan hidden hand stretching near it, The hand of the dead From those who have struggled before you And sinned for their bread. Behind the high piles of fine raiment In the luxury mart, You dream of your own limbs adornment, And guiltily smart With the first growth of infamy s planting Taking root in your heart. When your sweet body, spent and pain-broken, Is weary past rest, And the words of your soul, yet unspoken, Shall die unexpressed, And the heart that God gave you for loving Is iron in your breast, Then they that have kissed you shall curse you, And invoke from their lair Their own sheltered women, who loathe you, Who see snakes in your hair, Who shall drive you to hide with Medusas And imprison you there. 2 Condemned Your brothers, who boast of their city, For you have no name. Too busy with progress for pity, Too careful for blame, They weave your red shroud out of silence: Their cost and their shame. THE GARMENT Tis I who ask forgiveness, I, who bought The garment when I did not know That its maker hungered as he wrought And patterned it with sweat marks in a row And fought The little mists of red, that come and go. Little mists of red in blistered eyes, That never close for rest or sleep, Save when despair with heavy menace lies And palsies of exhaustion onward creep, And dies The haggard will that this last watch would keep. No bitter word of mine, no burning deed Had ever helped him face this woe. I had been all oblivious of his need, I had not seen his weary hands move slow, And bleed With needle stabs as they sagged to and fro. And still I wore as decent Sunday best My brother s handiwork of pain; While his wan soul a stranger was to rest, And his heart s blood a futile sop for gain. Confessed My late repentance shall not be in vain. WHISPERS SOFT black against the sky, whose evening green Is sharp and pale with autumn chill, the towers Go swinging up with many yellow eyes. One star shows at the skyline, facet-keen, And in the close of their enslaved hours The crowds creep on the pavements, insect-wise. Out over moving workers, whispers go Like the insistent, quiet, secret, tone Of thought to thought, across wide silence heard. Why is there never one, of those who know, To catch the heavy meaning of that moan And feel the godhead in his spirit stirred? Have we not asked you the secret, You, who are high and serene? Venturing toward your far wisdom, Falling in chasms between? Have we not sent up our prayers, Inarticulate begging for speech ? What have you done to bring beauty, Or love of it, nearer our reach? Out of the whirl we are clamorous, What have we heard that was sweet? What fire is brought to our spirit? What torch is set for our feet? 5 6 Whispers Guideless and hopeless we follow Why should you wince from our fall? You have not beckoned above us; Can it be Heaven is small? These faces move like bubbles on a tide, Breaking upon eager trolley cars, And vanishing like bubbles on a beach. But may there not in these film bubbles ride Strange ancient greatness in dim avatars, Struggling in such whispers for its speech? OLD MAN LAKS THEY tell me Old Man Laks is dead ! Old man Laks burned in his bed; Dropped a lighted cigarette; Now his neighbours can t forget How, after midnight beer discussion, They had drunk and rolled and chattered, How their stupid doze was shattered By his screaming oaths in Russian. I d been in his unkempt store, Went to try his cigarette. When I slammed the loose-hung door I heard an old voice thinly fret, "Well, what would you?" from the dark. He told me where his wares were kept But to serve me did not deign, So I explored his musty ark. When no buyers came he slept Or lay silent, with his pain. Through the curtained door was seen His red table and his lamp. It smelled of fish and kerosene And the outer room was damp, But when buyers were so few There was scarce enough to eat ; He could not buy comfort, too. 7 8 Old Man Laks And he seldom left his cot, And was never on the street, Lay there silent and forgot With a rug across his feet. But I never saw him read Though he seemed to know by heart All the heavy Hebrew tomes That were heaped in those two rooms; And he knew each subtle part Of his strict and ancient creed. He had cigarettes for sale Were they smuggled? That s a pale, Weak transgression, if you please. Every stranger can t be taught That to break a law in Kiev May be virtue, but deceive On this side the swarming seas And it s deadly sin if caught. So his life was sordid, yet He deserved a nobler death Than to choke in flaming breath From a burning cigarette. Once I looked at his white hair Out upon his dingy bed, And I saw the shadow there Of some blessing on his head. There was something, some denial, Some great thought he locked within, Or some undiscovered passion, Ghost of some long-conquered sin, Old Man Laks That had given him his trial In no overt, common fashion But in secret. Or some power Lay forever unaroused And the breast where it was housed Never throbbed in one great hour. That was all. But it was there In that face and outflung hair. But he lived and burned. God mocks Greatness, in such men as Laks. My soul with searching has grown lean But this moment has been mine To see the smudge of fire divine In life so pitifully mean. GRATITUDE MIST has hung for chilling hours; Mud is cold upon the street ; And the daylight slinks away In defeat. By the dripping, bricky walls An old woman weakly drags, With no comfort but her scant Clammy rags. Greeted by a bleary light Through, a green door, left ajar, In she totters, half afraid, To the bar. When they fill her flask for pence, Back she goes to her damp hole, Where the gin will sink and burn To her soul. But when one is very old, And rag blankets get so thin, There is heartfelt thanks for drink- Hot as gin ! 10 THE STREET CLEANER THERE you go with your broad shovel Heaping them in gutter-sheaves, Though a heart that ached for beauty Thanked his God for scattered leaves. Let them follow whispering journeys, Droop and rest in tan decay, Swirl and rustle on the pavement, Hide the road of asphalt grey. Let them huddle through the winter, Patient under snow and rain, Till their chemistry of wood-mould Turns the road to earth again. Then some poet of the grass stems, Strong and brave through winter night, May wake and thrust a green blade upward Through the pavement into light. ii MY TOWN MY town is freckled green and gold In the pleasant summer-shine, When the day is jewel-bright Over elm and ivy vine But the streets are grey and cold, When the snow blows, swift and fine- How the shanties, gaunt and old, Cower along the river line ! 12 SUMMER IN THE TENEMENTS They have cried war on sunlight. Their fair fields Are builded over with dark alley sheds. Once fertile earth now nothing living yields, And sweats beneath the tenement s hot weight. Grey ash-heaps have usurped the violet beds. These people hold the sun from earth. Their fate For this unkindness is that every breath Is a weariness and burning taste of death. For these were green fields once. These trodden stones, These cluttered hives are over ancient graves Of apple trees and roses. Dully drones Life now among these smothered little rooms. They have cried war on sunlight; nothing saves Them from his searing wrath. His hot gaze dooms Their children to the torture of this heat. They balked the sunlight and they know defeat. The sunlight loved the fields but cannot love These sullen walls and streets. He blazes down In deathful protest. From a sweep above He strikes some men to death and some go mad, 13 14 Summer in the Tenements Suffering for the sin of their grim town, Which robs the sun of sweet fields he once had. But men who built these sheds to insult the eye Of the sun, are not the men who pay and die. THE FLOOD THE cold black water lapping at her face, That I remember. There were others too, Many others, but most died in fear, And muddy waters choked them in their prayers, Curseful, unholy prayers for their mean lives. Some died in fury, some in pain, none prayed As she did, for another, as she felt The cold black water lapping at her face. My friends were out of danger. At the foot Of the little hill we stood on water swirled Full of foul broken things. We searched and searched To find some floating help to send to those Who cried across to us. We swam for two And pulled them, sodden, up to where we breathed. We could have done no more, but if my eyes Had wandered sooner over that black tide And seen her white face as she held on high Her baby, I d have jumped, chance or no chance. When I first got the shock of grief that was Her distant face, I saw her clinging close To a swaying wall and holding by one hand, 15 1 6 The Flood As the water, breast-high, rocked her on her perch, To a little raft, some drawer or table top, Enough to float her baby. As her lips Moved in the very anguish of her prayer The water reached her throat. She set the raft, Frail tipping bit of wreckage, on its way. Without a farewell kiss, or touch, she gave Her baby to the flood and as she watched The raft careened, as if afraid to bear Its dear freight over such a deadly road. The cold black water lapping at her face It was no more than half a moment s time She clung there, swaying, but I saw the hope That filled the moment, saw how unafraid She tasted death, and how she thought her prayers For the baby s life were answered. Then she sank, Not as the others died, not in despair, Nor fear, nor fury, but with sweet content Austere and holy on her face. The flood, Black hideous moving death, rose up and crushed The baby s raft before the moving light, Where her white happy face had been, was gone. THE PROPHET JEREMIAH, will you come? Will you gather up the multitudes and wake them with a drum? Will you dare anoint the chosen ones from all the cattle-kind? And threaten with the fire of God the foolish and the blind? Jeremiah, Jeremiah, we have waited for you long To see the flaming fury of your hate against the wrong, For we dally in the Temple and we flee the eye of Truth, And we waste along the Wilderness the glory of our youth. Jeremiah, Jeremiah, here the lying prophets speak, Here they flatter in their feebleness the gilded and the sleek; But languid pipings die in shame when trumpet cries are heard. Are you coming? Are you coming? Prophet of the Word? INVOCATION GIVE me no guerdon until I have won it In love and labour and pain. Grant me no peace till my spirit has sung itself Out into freedom again. In days that are full of this slothful distemper, Nights that are weary of rest, Months sliding by in this vacant monotony, I am forgetting my quest. The candle is guttered before my fond altar; I should have leaped to the flame And burned up my life as a torch to the angel, Whose face turns away from this shame. Give me no comfort in bitter repentance For days that are empty of dream ; Give me no comfort until my dim vision Has wakened again to the gleam. 18 FOR ME THE TEARS IF God will not decree that you and I Shall go, thus hand in hand, unto the end, If there must come a time when one alone Must, shuddering, walk to the darkest brink, May that be peace for you for me the tears. If it be so, and one of us must turn Back into common daylight from the grave, Go on with living when there is no life, Forlorn of joy in spring, and sun, and night, Because of springs remembered and nights gone, Uplifting weary eyes with decent calm And hearing neighbours say how well tis borne, That is the bitter portion death is peace. If you who go ahead shall find a place All filled with calmness, passionless, and sweet, And making it more human with yourself, Wait there the glad day of my second death, All purged of my unworthiness by grief, I ll come to you in that eternal place. I pray that I may drink the deeper cup; Death may be peace for you for me the tears. SOME EVENING SOME April evening, when the sky With a blue and silver fringe Lies upon the earth so nigh That far hills take on its tinge, Under elm trees, black and tall, You will stand in this same place And a few cool drops may fall Soft, upon your upturned face. If you call them only rain, Thinking I am gone past tears, Then their falling shall be vain, And I ll be gone with my dead years. For they shall be tokens sent, By a ghostly, fond device, From one who finds his heaven spent And weeps alone in Paradise. 20 IN THE HOUSE OF PAIN FOR grave I choose a green and sunny slope Where apple trees, full fruited, bloom the hill. Then may the strength that holds in my still heart Grow healthily into the sturdy trees, And may the apples be as sweet and kind As is my grateful farewell to my life. If ever friendly plough shall turn my mould Into the open sunlight, may the wind Scatter the dust across the window-sill Of some contented cottage, where a child May trace the foolish pattern of a man In my forgotten, ancient dust and smile. DEDICATION BECAUSE I remember that day in March, We stood alone in our secret place, The winds that wrestled in elm and larch Were helping the sun s keen ray efface The lingering snow, the last spent trace Of winter s beauty ; because your face With hair blown back and eyes sprung free Illumined the world and compassed me With the glory that none but you could see; Because I have found for my soul s emprise, Holding on vision in dawn and night, No other sanction than faith which lies Like an unfed flame in your face, the light On my face lifted up to your height, Making me worthier in your sight; Though my heart learn iron as the world is shod I know that my one faith cannot nod. I give to you what I have from God. 22 PHANTOMS LOST THE mist came up and choked the street; I could not flee through there, For an iron lamp post grinned at me And waved its yellow glare. A woman sobbed and almost saw When I hurried through her hair. I could not go the way I came That door was bolted fast; And those who threw me out from home Set heel against the past, Not knowing I had heard them count My breathing till the last. How could a phantom face the dawn? My grey limbs shrank in fright. I could not find the way, there was So little left of night. Terror strangled me, I smelled The coming of the light. There was no time ! There was no time ! Why was I born so late? 23 24 Phantoms I looked in through a door and saw A banquet set in state; A man with thick and greasy smile Worshipped at each plate. I drew the breeze in through my heart And laughed no flesh was there ! My hands were clasped before my face But each of them held air. Terror stopped my eerie laugh I was not anywhere. I knew no way, I knew no way, Let loose too near the morn, There was no time to find the way; I wound about forlorn, Wondering at my weariness, For I was yet new-born. I saw the light cut through the mist, The dawn, blood-thirsty, broke. Too late I d lost the way for those Whose souls are made of smoke, And I was mist and in my throat The misty air did choke. I saw my own thin hands dissolve And turned me to the wall; The sneering sun seared out my face, There was nought left to fall. Only this wailing memory Floats and remembers all. Phantoms 25 TRIUMPH At my first touch his head fell back, I saw his eyeballs shine. I froze the warm blood at his heart, The marrow in his spine, And put him in the fear of death, To tell him he was mine. I came upon him in the night And knew him for my own. I saw the everlasting soul, That through his body shone; And knew that when all else was mist He d cling to me alone. Mine for aeons yet unborn. The love he knows on earth Shall seem a joyless, puny, thing When I, with solemn mirth, Welcome him among the stars, When his dead self has birth. Then he will feel no bitter trace Of wife-things left behind, Nor see the shadow of a face, When we ride on the wind. And he will give me fleshless love, But I will not be kind. 26 Phantoms THE BUILDERS Close to the earth he is building his towers, Towers of vapours that shift and surge, Vapours of damp, poor ghosts of showers, Materials meet for the intricate powers Of one who is master, not mere demiurge. Out of the trimmings that fall from his planing, Trimmings of vapour that fall in the street, I have been fashioning eagerly, feigning That my vapours weren t what the Builder, disdaining, Had dropped from his work and spurned out withjhis feet. I have been fashioning halos for lanterns, And veils for the gas-lamps. I almost believe There are hearts in the flickering women my hand turns Out of the mist ; but the step of a man turns Them chilly with fear they congeal on his sleeve. But the Builder he sees me at work with the vapours And gathers the rubbish before I have done. He stirs up the morning and snuffs the star tapers, - Awaking the world to go on with its capers, And fills up my streets with the wind and the sun. FINGER TIPS OUT on the rim of the mist of my soul Linger thy finger tips; And I, in the shadows that whirl and roll, Am trying to reach to the rim of my soul And bless them with my lips. Words cannot go to them, but the unspoken, Echoless, vague, and murmurously sweet, Wait in a silence forever unbroken, Wait, and wistfully long to be spoken, Thy name to repeat. Friend out there on that misty sea, Lost where my vision dips, Seal one touch to the heart of me ; Reach, ah, reach, through the misty sea, Just with thy finger tips. THE STIRRING SEE yonder little, fleecy, summer s cloud That lazily blows in the passing breeze Across horizons of a hundred hills In aimless travel on the vapour seas, The sport of every breath of wind that blows, As if it could but sail and cared not where; Think you that in some mystic way it knows That it must wander in the lower air? Think you that ever, nebulous and faint, In that dim shadow soul of skyey things, It does not long with longing half conceived, To mount into the height with billowy wings, Into the blue blue azure deep as life Far, far immensities of open sky? Would it not soar in that ethereal That never-ending space, and never die, If but the strength of an unknown desire Could work in deeds as does the grosser fire; Think you it may thus, impotent, aspire? When life throbs slow, and slower still, and faint, And like a watchful sentinel Death waits To strike the spirit groping in the dark, Think you the captive Essence never hates The struggle to remain ill-housed and bound, 28 The Stirring 29 When far above, and deep below, and vast, A Chaos, limitless and ever new, Stretches ahead when once the door is passed? Think you that e er the warm full life returns, Bringing back the mortal cloak that clings, And life s too fair illusions place regain And lull the dormant call of final things, Think you that in the moment s glimpse beyond, The soul unfettered does not stir from sleep And wake to longing for the far, far, flight When loosed from earthy bonds across the deep, From sphere to sphere it wings a tireless way ? Does it not long to go before it may, And dread the sordid dawning of a day? MOONWRAITH MOONWRAITH lies along the floor; Swooning shadows in the street Tremble as they pass the door, For the white print of her feet, On the steps and ancient floor, Left Perfume sweet. And the very air she breathes, Through the quiet of the room, In its silent moving wreathes Odorous sweetness in the gloom, As in springtime when she breathes Orchard bloom. Moonwraith lies so still and pale That I hold my lips in pain, Lest the silver vision fail, And my eyes with sorrow vain Gaze on stones where, lily-pale, She hath lain. THE GUEST NIGHT came, and wind And after that the rain, Falling like the memory Of long-worn pain. Open was the door, And open wide my heart, Eager for the guest from whom I shall not part. All the sound I heard In all the dripping pain, Was never eager footsteps But sad, cool rain. VENGEANCE I SENT my enemy to Hell And, for the evil he had done To me and everyone Who came within his cruel clutch, They made him suffer overmuch. Then, after he had burned a while, I went to visit Hell again, To smile at him in pain. He made me see his face all singed. I ll not forget now he s revenged. THE CHILD IN SUMMER I WONDER why the wind runs on the hedge In just the way I d have it run, And why it moves among the friendly trees As if it had no one but me to please. Everything I see the breezes do Seems always just the way I want it done. Whenever all the flowers droop and die And I make blossoms of my own, I ll make them just like these a-growing now; I love them so, I will remember how. And if there s no one else to call them sweet They ll still keep growing sweet for me alone. 33 SONG OF THE ROAD How shall I know what lies beyond Where the long road turns to blue Save that I travel that way myself And follow the long road through? For I was born on the broad highway, And the moving wind is kin. What is a house but a prison wall To keep my heart shut in? And I have a house at the end of the road, Where my secret way doth lie, And there I shall go when I quit my song And cover my face to die. But how shall I know why over there The long road meets the sky Save that I travel that way myself And ask the last hill why? 34 A NAMELESS BIRD I HAVE no name to call one loveliest bird, Which at my sunlit morning window sings His first fresh carolling, though I have heard Each song with grateful rapture as it brings Day and dew and breezes to my eyes, And bids me go forth to accept the earth When Summer offers it for my surprise. He celebrates our wonder in sweet mirth While we look out together on the green. For this I call him Brother, and I praise Him, nameless, for the exquisite and keen Bright beauty of his greeting to my days. If he had any name he d be but one Of many like him, and not mine alone. 35 WET JUNE DAYS WHAT strange god s weeping makes our June so sad ? Whose tears must overflow so fast, Like misty traces of all Aprils past, Long since forgotten? Once we had A radiant brother Sun, who made us glad With cheerly given greeting. Hills Which now the grey-green vapour hides and chills Danced in the flaming sunbeams, mad With beauty, as of old danced the Maenad. But now the skies are all dissolved in rain. The river has grown hostile ; black, It hurries like a serpent, and its track Will mark its banks with serpent stain. One lonesome bird, wet-feathered, tries with pain Just to remember how he thrilled His friends, the leaves, before spring-song was killed, Drowned all in fog. He tries in vain, And young trees shake with agues in the lane. SONG MAIDEN, thou and this bright day Would make me wish that I Might here my wayward hours spend And rest me, till I die, For here I ve found my journey s end, Where beauty sweet doth lie. Oh, give me not an idle smile That vanishes with day, And kiss me not, or I shall weep When kisses pass away, But bless me with one kindling glance And at thy feet I ll stay. 37 t/ TO A CERTAIN FAIR LADY YOUR heart is like a poplar tree, Full of sunlit greenery, A thin lace pattern on the sky That trembles when the winds go by. And every zephyr, every day, That comes adventuring its way, Feels it as tremulously waken As if it never had been shaken. GOLDEN ROD "HAS the wide green plain been fruitful?" Ask the gods of wind and rain. "Has the bounty of maize been all fulfilled? "Is labour repaid for them that piled?" "We bear witness!" answers the grain. "The bursting sod has yielded, 11 And wherever the green stalks nod, "With dim new glory of dusty gold, "The plain is fringed with a glow Behold! "The blessing of Golden Rod!" MOTHER OF A SON O WOMEN who mourn in the cities above me, On the farms, in the towns, by the lakes, Wherever the folly of man sows wind And the heart breaks, This is my son! This is my sacrifice unto your sorrows ! His sinews are born of the nights of my weeping, They are strong for unnumbered and mist- laden morrows. Entrust all your secret tears into his keeping As his mother has done. My love shall be soul of his love and shall heal you, In your pain, or in shame, or in pride, For in him the heart of my heart lived on When my youth died. O women who mourn in the dawn glow or twi light, By the hearth, at the well, in the field, Whenever the stir of your grief moans, pray That my faith yield Blessing the rack of God s tear-stricken plan From manchild a man ! 40 MORNING THE bright-vestured morning comes singing, singing Into the world of sleep. Its song of sweet silence is bringing A spirit of joyousness into the hills, A fresh wakened sparkle into the rills, An open sky for the things that fly, And day for the things that creep. The song of the morning is ringing, ringing In the bells of a thousand flowers. The dew that is mistily clinging Is shaken and shines in the new gold sun, While into the day, hours lustily run, And over the down the waking town Sits smiling among her towers. BALLAD THEY stirred me from my bed at morn; The sword they brought was red. They hissed of where my father lay, Stricken dead. I fought the damp mist in my soul; My heart was small and cold. Though blood was reeking on the blade, Revenge was old. I fingered with shut eyes the nicks Where foes had left their mark, Like features on a dead man s face, Touched in the dark. I found the lonely, lonely room And touched the silent thing; I had not known how much like gall Cold lips can sting. Then forth into the stranger world, Bold in a sudden breath, I went to find my foe and make Another death. 42 Ballad 43 There is no hatred in my breast And wan sick is my eye; But cold steel must be warmed again. A man must die. WINTER THE wide white hill is cold and far, Why must I go ? Daylight pales to the ice-point star; When thin lone winds that whistle weird Come after, I shall be afeard Of the snow. You never will find me on that white hill Though you search till day, And the sun come over when I am still; Though my heart take courage and start to beat, Winter will turn your friendly feet Away. You never have told me why I must go, And you do not see Where the path is lost in the waste of snow; You know not the winds that haunt my fear, Nor the friend that searches that wide, white bier For me. 44 MRS. COBURN IN THE "ELEKTRA" O FRAGILE woman, shaken with the heart That was a stricken Titan, how earnest thou Within the glory of the antique art That faded to its twilight, long ere now? There lies a Greek sereneness on thy brow Though all the meaning of thy mouth is woe, A woe begun before thy murderous vow, E en when thy rude gods struck thee, blow on blow Around thee, slowly, Argive shadows go But for thy bruised soul no comfort hold. Now he who hears thy living voice can know The deathless tears that pity wept, of old; And in the strength of thy pale passion sees The ancient fire that burned Euripides. 45 RULERS So have you walked in sorrow, So have you walked apart, For the first word of creation Stirs in your brooding heart. The power-stained hands of rulers By sword, or voice, or votes, Tear at the law s confusion With prayers that burn their throats. But the ancient faith of the spirit In your soul was planted deep; The thrill and thrall of the lasting flesh Were given your hands to keep. Men-children talked of ruling And fought for the futile rod, While you lay beyond their knowing Discussing my birth with God. So shall you walk in sorrow, So may you walk apart, For the whisper of creation Stirs in your brooding heart. 46 HYMN TO BAAL (1914) OH, Baal, God of battles, God of blood, Have we not sacrificed unto Thy name? Have we not given tithe of all things good And worshipped Thee in everlasting shame? Have not high greed and lust been honoured arts? Do we not make for hate unhindered room? Have we not given little children s hearts, Worn out in torture at the clucking loom? Have we not driven woman souls, distraught, Hating them for beauty and for pain, To death? See what our righteousness has wrought Such bloody immolation at Thy fane. Give ear, oh Baal, unto Thy worshippers, They who have prated other Gods than Thee, Still labouring beneath Thy potent curse, Their deeds have helped Thy various Hells to be. Withhold Thy hand, must we give all all all Our youth unto Thy holy murder rites? Must they be bayoneted as they crawl To rot in alien trenches for the kites? 47 48 Hymn to Baal (1914) We bow at Thy command. Too long our days Were given to the seed of this despair For us to shudder, loathing Thy dark ways. We bow but lift our purpled hands in prayer. Grant us that in the greatest of Thy feasts, When half the earth is shambles, the black doors Of Thy fell heaven shall open for Thy priests, Thy czars and bloody-fingered emperors. Take to Thyself, oh Baal, in Thy red hour, Thy chosen children, high-put priests of war, With escort of our young sons, slain in flower And keep them in Thy bosom evermore. Take to Thyself Thy kings. The peoples yet Will worship in Thy temples. Now they reel For they have seen Thy face. Let them forget This cataclysmic fury of their zeal. Thy kings can do no more to honour Thee, For now as men stalk over desolate lands Their dark, blood-shot imaginations see Christ, with a levelled carbine in his hands. CATALPAS CATALPA blooms, that are always dying, Falling leprous on the lawn, Were you stirred at my secret crying When I walked before the dawn? Catalpa blooms, that live for an hour, Was my sigh but a windy breath, Blowing down one more cold flower, Wan and white and fain of death? How could you know your life is but giving One faint scent as a day goes by That some buds flame with the glory of living And blaze their hearts to the open sky? Catalpa blooms, that no graves are kept for, Lying leprous on the lawn, How could you know what flowers I wept for When I shuddered at the dawn? 49 THE POPPY ASTARTE S face in the blood-red moon astare. No breath all silence in the heated gloom. Shuddering in a swoon the passionate air Holds in the garden as a narrow room; And down the path, the bending poppy-bloom Burns through the velvet dusk a crimson flare. The poppy has no words, but potent fire, Bold in the darkness, rises in her heart, Makes throbbing anguish of her soul, entire; Sears the thin petals of her face apart. Her slight stem, shrinking from the unseen dart, Betrays the ardour of her vain desire. An alien wind is questing on the path; The swinging, swaying poppy petals hold A languor that no other love-flower hath. The stranger wind knows how the tale is told, Scatters the poppy suddenly, with cold Astarte bleeds the moon in futile wrath. A PORTRAIT HE S one of those on whom the Muses smile, But never shall make mad. His discontent Awaits him at the corners of the day. We never hear him whimper, but he scolds At sterner friends, or for a broken gleam Of beauty, half-achieved, mourns fretfully. So faintly touched with grace that fineness bears The calumny of weakness, but too fond. He thinks the Muses smile will give him fame. THE LOVE-WROUGHT WORD THEY say that where the Titan condor swings Above the bleakest Andes misty blue, Gazing down the valleys of Peru, Alone, returning from far wanderings, Sometimes a humming bird, mere moth which brings A breath of flowers and a taste of dew, Comes fluttering up the ice on webbed wings. So into pale austerity of mind, Where logic conquers as a taloned bird, A poet s gossamer device may find A perilled way when, with ambition stirred, It mounts to mirror in the ice behind The flashing beauty of a love- wrought word. EVERY. PILGRIM WITH eyes that strain for morrows And for searching sin and woe, With a mouth that sweetness borrows From the smile that greets a blow, With hands too light for toiling, And feet too swift for soiling, With no dread of despoiling, With no staff shall he go. Into the heat and sweating And clinging grime of day, Into the heat, forgetting The clean morn as he may; With uncertain brows that tighten When the first load will not lighten, And a gaze that cannot brighten On a goal too far away. Though the fresh dew on his shoulders Will soon vanish in the sun, He must smell the dust that moulders On the graves, ere he is done. The West hoots his desires, And the East must mend her Fires, And the North and South are liars; Nowhither may he run. 53 54 Every Pilgrim But it is not useless going That the gods would fain forget, Nor the false seed of his sowing, Nor the tears his eyes shall wet; For they must know in their musing That he loves, and fears not losing, That he dreads no death in choosing, And laughs at sure regret. There is no need for weeping Because life will grow stale, There is no need for keeping Young lips from growing pale; But sadder than all sadness, And wearier than madness, Seems youth who laughs with gladness Though knowing he must fail. THE EXILE A LONG low shaking wind ran through the grass, And overhead the all -but-silent leaves Touched one another gently as afraid Of the unwonted silence in the wood. Then slow across the edge of open land, Forspent with wanderings and still alone, Lifting his bright feet through the meadow blooms And scenting with tired joy the evening air, There came the god Apollo, shut from Heaven, And cast upon a wonder-hating world. Very sad and strange as was his sigh, His voice a promise seemed of all delight. The ancient tree he leaned on conscious grew Of his divinity but trembled not, Just bending on the radiance of his head Its listening branches as he paused and spoke: "I have not loved these shaded hills in vain Nor ever have returned to this dim wood Without remembrance and a kindlier welcome; This green earth woos me freshly to my rest; So were the earth and hills in ancient summers. But an unwelcome change is in my brothers, These weary sons of women who, in toil, 55 56 The Exile Forget their kinship. My own song has come Like a sweet whisper and their clanging ears Have never heeded it. So loud they shout Their need of corn and wine, and clamour long Within the markets, music knows them not. Pan s pipes are fallen unto bastard satyrs, And careless Bacchus sleeps, his dull-eyed crew Drinks and drinks and drinks, but still is dumb. A god may weary in such weary days And I am weary with their misery. They have not loved Olympus; all the gods That once ranged over Heaven from that hill Are wandering forlorn and not a shrine But pilfered ruins on Athenian hills Is open to them, and no worshippers Wait there to keep a sacrificial flame. How can they know that nectar does not bide Within the cup they never dare to lift? Though dryad trees go screaming through the mills Their spirit, breathless, broods in every wall That men have raised against the muse of song. Still Triton s hair entangles in the whirl Of their great ships that lash a heavy way Over seas, still Neptune s own dominion. Exiled in immortality we wait Until the face of man be lifted up And from his lips, pain-scarred of laboured days, Breaks forth again the glory of his song." The Exile 57 The god ceased speaking as his chariot sun In slow diminished radiance on the sky Proclaimed his greatness to the dark-hushed world. But from the city whose irreverent towers Were glimmering with futile glow-worm stars Came surging heavy smoke, a thick oblivion, That dulled and then obscured the sun s farewell. It stalked into the wood where Apollo rested And as the little leaves shrank and upcurled, And tainted was the sweet breath of the wood He fled to find a holier resting place. ANDREA S MORNING ("Andrea del Sarto" by Robert Browning.) LAST night, perhaps, I may have been more kind. Musing in the evening s sober quiet, A peaceful melancholy cradled me And soothed self-questioning. Now, my love, The brackish dregs of old desires, astir, Taste bitter, when the morning brings a pale And virgin day, which I must soil and mar. Sit here; let the fresh day-beams illume you. They may light new beauty in your eyes, Your tired indifferent eyes, I call my stars. No, I am not pettish, tis my mood. My eyes are tired, too, my body s eyes, And so my soul s eyes smart with too much seeing. Last night, I gazed upon a twilight piece, "Silvered," I think I called it, well content. This morning all seems like a tinsel screen Whose charms are sick and tawdry, seen by day. Last night I mused; this morning a harsh truth Bids me to see. Ah, love, look not so wan You should not waste your beauty on those friends. 58 Andrea s Morning 59 Sometimes, Lucrezia, they ask too much And yet you will content them. Guard yourself. You are my model, now, as well as wife. Do you remember that I wondered why A beauty such as yours could not have soul? I thought your sweet perfection lacked a mind. I blamed you, since in such half-thinking, blame And praise are shades of the same melancholy It mattered not. But now my thinking s clear. The lack is in myself; the fault is mine. Not art my service in her name is great In being only what they call it, "faultless," Though it were soulless still, which it is not To those who see. The soul is in a hand That draws aright, whatever it may draw, And I have drawn aright. Too well I know There is soul in the struggle not the deed. My fight has been to live, not to paint. Painting was too easy, but the soul Has had a sorry battle in my life. Aye, they will sneer at what I call my fight, They for whom we do not care will think Losing was so simple; and winning, hard. But the thing I ve lost is not my art. You, my love, I ve lost. That is my sin. You do not care. Even now your head, Turned aside with a forgotten smile, Proves we do not love. Proves I have failed. Those who can do the godlike deed, who feel In their own hands the power to execute, 60 Andrea s Morning Know, as I know, that what they do is naught : Know that when their work falls, finished, done, To them it is indifferent. Within, Within their own breasts is the loss~and gain. The execution of our hands is naught When tis complete. In it there is meaning Only when it stops, midway to truth. So I have lost, not what I might have done Which were too much but what I might have been. There must be some unknowing lack in me Else you would love me. Though I choose to hold You dearer than all else, I cannot gain More favour than is given any cousin. Forgive me if my words are plain. But there, You were not listening to them. Better so. The glory you must fail to understand, Royal favour, praise, and ease for work, All these are worthless to me, for I know How my hands could gain them if my heart Thus could be satisfied. But no, the dream That sometimes I have dared to look upon, Knowing how wistful far it was from truth, Has had no king, nor king s gold only you. If but once, Lucrezia, you could come Unbidden to my arms, if your soft voice Could call me, losing softness in desire, If passion could but once flame in your eyes And circle us with fire, and burn me through, Andrea s Morning 61 Then in that searing baptism of love I might be once divine and reach my height. Yes, many men have this, who have no art. I fail, because a being formed as I, Tuned to a higher key, gifted with clearer sight, Should feel it more and feel it not at all. Such little gifts as deeds are paltry cheap To God, who gave us souls, souls to feel. And such as I who might have felt His breath Once in my life, ecstatic in my being, Would fill His purpose if I knew His touch, And like a harp, when struck, gave true response. I would not thus have failed if my desire For your love could but once be all fulfilled. Here, you see, the lack and fault is mine, For somewhere in your heart must be a chord I might have touched and won you. Failing here, I paint the perfect pictures men will buy. Last night the quietude of twilight peace Made all seem just, and I was sad content. But now my fancies shrivel in the sun; The guilt is mine and mine the punishment ; But punishment is not my "soulless" art. If you would give yourself, all, all, but once, That were enough, and end of earth s desire The painting I could do in Paradise. MIST IT was a vaporous midnight, and the dark Unfriendly street forbade my journey home, Put out grey questioning fingers, wet and cold, That touched my face and scattered in my breath Like filmy outposts of retreating gloom. Beleaguered lights, with feeble yellow shine Were brave, then craven, cheering as I came, But shrinking from me, faithless, as I passed. Then out of that white darkness came a shape, Not stranger to me, yet not one I knew, And seemed to lag before me as if loth To turn and greet me openwise, but held Unwillingly from flight. There was a sway Of woman garments and small drops like dew Shone on them, silverly. I saw no face; My pace had eagerness, but not a step Was gained in my pursuit, for still beyond My reach and ken she moved. A yellow lamp Glowed dimly on her though the darkness took Her shadow gluttonously. She was was not Was not and was until I tired of chase And called aloud. My words came back to me In little echoes and the night was still; It was more chilly silent for my noise. 62 Mist 6 3 She turned then, pausing, searching me with eyes I felt the gaze of but could not discern Except as living shadows in damp gloom. I feared to lose her utterly in the dark. "Who are you, oh, who are you?" So my lips Spoke out my question ere I knew. "lam " One whom you seek, and have sought, many years," She answered, but I could not see her face. Her voice was sweet and like a fountain fallen From such a height that there is scarcely sound But only vapours, rainbow-struck, to fall. It came, heart-reaching, but no memory Awoke to tell me who had such a voice. I was still groping. "Did I know you once?" Boldly I spoke. "And did I lose the grace " Of your forgotten presence which now comes "Disquieting?" "You have not known me yet; - II Although you seek me. I am but the shade " Of long desires, your own; a prophecy; " A portent, and fulfilment. I have come " To tell you that the end of fevered prayers " Will soon be granted you, for even now " Your soul is on the brink of your delight. " One hour is given. For one hour the depth " And height of all your destined joy shall be " Before you. In that hour be bravely glad, " For after it come other hours." 64 Mist The night Which had been chill and cloud-enveloped, glowed Now with a sudden splendour, for was born A fire in my own eyes, dispelling dark. So bright my eager vision was that moist Uncertain flickering was trustworthy light To judge a messenger of heaven by. My soul believed. "Bring me that hour," I cried. "Bring me that single hour of all. Hold back " No moment from fulfillment. Let all joy 11 That I am heir to drown me in a flood." She swayed and swept a hand out toward me. "Wait; " Remember that your all comes in that hour, " All you shall ever know of love, of peace, " Belief in heaven s kindness, recompense " For all that is thereafter, or before." And there was some far warning, but my soul Surged upward in a clamour of desire To know my all, to gather in one hour My fruit of laughter. Never could my soul Be braver than it was that moment, brave To spend my greatest hour. But the un known Who waited, silent, shrinking, turned away And sadness faintly touched me. "I am she " Unhappy who shall bring you in that hour Mist 65 " The taste of love, the one breath you may know " Of passion without shadow, taint, or pain." The vapours moving as she spoke brought chill Rebuke to my fierce eagerness. There grew A slow distrust of the moment and of her. " I have not chosen fate for you, " she said, "But tears of mine are futile as your own." "Give what is mine," I begged. "I have not feared. " Give me my own; be it bitter, I can drink " The bitterness with a smile; or if that hour 11 Shall come when all of joy " "Not all, "she broke My speech. "Not all of joy, but all that you " May ever know." Again the dark drew down. I saw her bending toward the yellow lamp As if to keep within the light, as if The night dragged at her garments ; and I strode, Though fear was on me, with an arm outheld To clutch at her and keep her. "When will come "This hour? How shall I know it?" But my hand Struck hard the wet iron post beneath the lamp. "When comes this hour?" My cry was an guished. Slow She drew aside from me. "When comes this hour?" The heavy fog grew heavier and the lamp, 66 Mist As if affrighted by the chill advance, Gave up its guttered life. An answer came From somewhere to my echoed "When the hour? 1 "Now! Now!" her voice sobbed, and she fled away, And there were cold wet kisses on my mouth. THE PATRIARCH A COTTAGE in the dulness of mean streets, By pavements flint and dusty, is a home Of patriarchal dignity, and peace Has rested on its dingy eaves. A Jew Whose spirit still by far Siloam dwells With stalwart sons keeps here his ancient faith; And deep content abode with faith, but now Grim sorrow is the steward of his house. It was a shingled tabernacle set With houses faced the same in outward look But lacking in this hidden holiness. Not in the eastern city s fetid slum But in a street, a street where wagons passed And hucksters cried and some few children ran; But still it was a desert and no soul Of fellowship was there, no kindly shade, No welcome neighbour friendships and no love. Into the patriarchal house, a boy Came out of deepest Russia, ignorant. In his own race he knew no straight-eyed pride, And things he knew of Western life and ways Were half imaginary; still unlearned He boasted knowledge. Feverish for trade, Thin money sounds made all his music. Here 67 68 The Patriarch He found the quietness of antique pride For in this arid meanness was upheld The sanctity and consciousness of race. The sons were seven and to fill a purse Lean-sprung and empty, all did heavy toil, Save only little Aaron still in school. They held each penny with more painful care Than Anglo-Saxon stature would allow But paid to every bargainer his due. And often when some sordid, shrewish wife Called their dealings false in loud complaint They quietly gave up the profit small To save the name of Jew from one more curse. Patiently the Patriarch would teach His sons to mould their lives unto his own ; And often when they gathered to their home, Too weary of their merchandise, he read Talmudic lore and conned the ancient law. The small house, burdened with so many lives Was never ordered but no fretfulness Broke its contentment and the mother s face Was full of quiet smiles and austere love. By zeal the wayward stranger might have reached Their kindly calmness but he heeded not. When Irish lads of alien faith were by He mocked the rabbi with them, and of nights, He dipped in vice half understanding it. So recklessness was gathered. Some few months He dwelt within the house, but still a stranger, The Patriarch 69 Not sensing its one common well-based thought To lead a life as pleased the Patriarch. To him the old Jew was a kinsman, poor Like himself, and gilded with no glitter That could attract his eye. The seven sons Regarded him as one who tarried not, A guest but for a day. Once returned From some late vigil in the city streets The boy came home aflame and eager deeds Leaped, all chaotic, in his heart. He stole Into the bedroom where the eldest son Lay reading on his cot. "Jacob, " he called, And poured in Jacob s patient ear the tales Of lurid dramas seen in nickel shows. The boy would reproduce each deed as done And in description of a murder scene Snatched from a shelf a weapon long unused, The relic of a noisy festal day. He flourished it in mad recital, sprung The rusty trigger, and sent heavy death Into drowsy Jacob s heart. That sound, Reverberating in the little house, Burst like thunder in the Patriarch s dreams; Roused the other sons to fear; the mother, Knowing disaster in its first footstep, With face gone grey, lay on her bed and waited. Into the room, heart-hesitant in speed, Came all the brothers who set up a cry 70 The Patriarch Over Jacob gasping in his pain. In hurried dignity the father came, Stumbled, heart-stricken, in the door and cried One cry of anguish. There was then no need To tell how had this sudden reckless death Come with devastation to his house. The boy, still pointing with his murderous hands, In silence waited for the wrath to break, But storm came not, and silent were they all. Suddenly the sons would have put hands Upon the interloper and one went Screaming to the doorway, but a word Checked him and he stood. The Patriarch Knelt down and cast his arms about his son And tears fell in his beard. Nothing moved But sobbing grief. At last he turned to him Who stood with blood upon his thankless hands. "Go now," he said. "Go far from here. I would That never should I see your face again. Go now go quickly, no one holds you go." But as he went by in the gas-lit hall The stranger shrank before the Patriarch Fearing the dark menace of his eyes, Not knowing how they blazed of other fires. "Father," Jacob called. The stranger passed. Then quietly, but with fear-sickened haste, The father sent for doctors who might wrest Young Jacob back from death, and while he prayed The Patriarch 71 They ministered. A thin grey morning broke And in a van they took the son from home To that grey, silent, pain-soaked pile, where tears Make everlasting mist, the hospital. The Patriarch and his six sons went on Day after day, with drudging toil and grief Fit heartmates. But no word was ever spoke To any stranger or to any friend Of Jacob or the lodger who had gone. Two weeks lay Jacob in the house of pain Communing with his torture. At his door He saw the silent trundle carts go by With white- wrapped bodies to the ether pit, Where surgeons, garbed like bakers, warmed their knives And scattered wounds like dice to play with death. When Jacob went into the pit, death won. Then when faith tottered in the father s heart, They came, the flies of city carrion, Reporters, undertakers, crass police And buzzed about him. There they pressed his grief To tell the story o er and o er until His brain was mad to bursting and his heart Was crushed and sodden with his agony. 72 The Patriarch "You must tell who has done this thing," they said, "You must put into motion all the powers Of coroners, police, publicity, To find the man and fix the lasting stain Of crime upon his head." The Patriarch Sat with his sons and answered not. He gave Old funeral wines and funeral cakes and fed The other bearded Jews who came to him. But to their questions and the hectic quiz Of small officials he gave one reply, In saying, "Vengeance is Mine, sailh the Lord." That was the antique mercy of his race And in that he was fixed. These alien powers Who whirled their speedy city round his home, And moved in countless ways he did not sense, And fought for prizes he would still have scorned, Serving many other gods than Yahwe, He despised, and would not traffic with them. "Thus saith the Lord, Vengeance is Mine," he said In his own speech, and turned to his own prayers. One of Hebraic blood had done him wrong; Between them should that score remain. His race, Close interlocked, close blooded, shut the town From gazing on this cruel dishonour. Bowed To grief his head was low, but lifted up The Patriarch 73 To breathe a slow defiance to the law Of aliens who would help avenge his wrong. These had not cost him any thought before Nor should they come to sanctuary now, Nor move the vestments of despair. His silence Brought on his head their pettiness but left Them no resource but anger. Unhurt, unmoved, He wrapped himself in grief and held his peace. He stood secure and in defeat went by The whole machinery of pettiness. None knew the far-fled boy. None could disturb The peace of Jacob s soul with clumsy justice. Serene in the confusion of small gods The Patriarch feared One and kept the Word. Bred in lowly trafficking and trained In ancient miseries of hate, the line Of Moses lives from Nebo to a day When city streets are deserts of despair. THE CARDINAL DANCES LIFE at the court of France was stiff brocade, And Louis revelled in its banal sheen. Basking in his smiles, his gallants played For hearts or jewels. The king s eye was keen At prizing trifles, but this pomp was mean While Louis walked alone and knew no pride Of sharing glory with a glorious queen. So ministers into great kingdoms hied To seek one, young, and fair enough to walk beside. But many grievous plans of state held back The consummation of the king s desire And kept him waiting till he filled the lack Of queenly counsel with a giddy choir Of chirping mistresses. None could aspire To sit co-regent on his carven throne, So each one gave her loveliness entire (He told himself) for his love s sake alone. He laughed at queens and said his fancy needed none. Too nimble in these follies was the king, And if sometimes his mood grew slow and cold, 74 The Cardinal Dances 75 His counsellor could whisper hints to bring His blood up, and his nymphs were always bold. His counsellor, red-hatted, white, and old, Dried up with scheming for imperious France, Kept Louis blind, lest he might fear the hold Of the cardinal s rule, and by an evil chance See more than pleased him in one swift and kingly glance. The queen came on from Austria in spring, And like the spring she was, like some young tree Which feels a bursting gladness and the fling Of sap that hastens upward. She could be Like tear-wet April apple trees and she Was young as a slim sapling to the core. Into her changing days she could not see, And gave, unthrifty, from her beauty s store As if the spring and sun could shine for evermore. You would have thought no hard magnificence Could ever waste her freshness, and no cirque Of gold could bind such brows in the intense Unlovely lines of majesty. The smirk Of painted courtiers would be fruitless work To change a girl so wholesomely athrill With sunlight, and no shadow things could lurk About her feet, who lived with dauntless will And a soft smile on the Fates who shatter or fulfil. 76 The Cardinal Dances Caparisoned to greet the Austrian queen The court and town were restless till she came. And when her beauty bloomed there and was seen, The wide streets gladdened with her shouted name. Her car was followed by a wild acclaim And on their silken easy knees to fall All court-bred Frenchmen filed. The shallow game Was played to win her smiles. One last of all To pay his loyal homage stalked the cardinal. He was no more than any red-robed priest ; There was no friend to whisper her, "Be kind." And so before her cool hand was released She drew it sharp away, and from her mind Put memory of the tense, drawn face whose lined And sinister remembrance was a fear To those who begged his pity and resigned Their feeble faith in God, saw ruin near, When he condemned them silently with solemn sneer. The cardinal rose up from his thin knees. The colour scarcely flickered in his cheek; His flush of shame went deeper. But with ease He turned and chose one from the gallants sleek The Cardinal Dances 77 As if he might of some state matter speak, But told him nothing, until, with a start Dismissed him in excuses almost meek. And ever eyed the queen and stood apart Because her beauty stirred the beating of his heart. The cardinal s youth had withered: it had not died, And he was prey of sudden passions. The queen Was in his dreams from that first night. He tried To free himself, but her young face, once seen, Was a provoking memory and a keen Suggestion of desire. He filled his days With enterprises mighty but between His eye and France her face arose. A haze Of thoughts too mad for thinking hung on his austere ways. He spied the queen from angles in the halls, When she went by and her high laughter rang To waken echoes from the dull gilt walls. He listened, hidden, when she trilled and sang Among the garden hedges, and a pang Of jealous envy struck him when to each Pert courtier who at her sweet bidding sprang She gave a smile. Though priest he could not preach To his own passion which would some day find its speech. 78 The Cardinal Dances She never cared to know how Louis power Was gathered in the hands of this one priest, This gaunt red shadow whose thin brows could lower With such a tragic hatred, and whose least Disdain could ruin lives. His love increased Into a desperate tenderness, too like The fawning of a silent scarlet beast, Or like the intent slow whirring of a shrike, Poised, with its talons loosened, ere they curl and strike. One day the queen walked, thoughtful, and her maids Chattered unheard behind her. She had caught A mood of homesick longing for the glades And green-lit woods she once knew, and she thought Unhappily of old days. This court had taught Her heart that bravest smiling may not gain The love and honour of a king, for nought Of all her loveliness could end the reign Of favourites who d have scorned to spare her any pain. Silently, from behind the maidens, came The cardinal, and in his deep eyes shone The unearthly faggots of his soul in flame. He signalled maids to go. He was alone, The Cardinal Dances 79 Alone with his sad queen, and in a tone Which made her turn and stare, he asked her leave To speak of enterprises, not his own, But of great import. She could not believe That any man might dare thus pluck her by the sleeve. He spoke with haggard gentleness of mien But his hot gaze was searching for her eyes. Her dignity was held up as a screen, And when she deigned to give him brief replies She looked across the garden absent-wise. She knew he trembled but she never turned, Nor cared to know if he spoke truth or lies. She had not listened and she had not learned That there were dangers in this man, yet undiscerned. But, growing incoherent, he looked away And lips which had been eloquent before Were stiffened harshly. They were used to sway And were not schooled to plead or to implore. He stammered in embarrassment and tore His sleeve with nervous fingers. In his rage He cursed in whispers his poor lack of lore Of such speech as was known to any page And cursed in bitterness the stigma of his age. 8o The Cardinal Dances He left the queen, amazed at his despair, And sought release to cool his stammering wrath, Thinking thereafter, for his peace, to share A place with her familiars, haunt her path And then as if to save her from the scath Of Louis coldness (though she was above Mere admiration or the aftermath Of jealousy-awakened spouse s love) To offer his devotion ask her to be the glove In which his hand ruled France. Thus by degrees He put himself within her reach. The sight Of his gaunt eager face ceased to displease The lonely young queen. His uncleric might She carelessly leaned on as royal right, And swayed grim cruelty with unthinking grace. Then his hot hopes grew up again from blight; Serene indifference left her sweet face, He saw a haughty friendship growing in its place. There came a day when some affair of state Had caught the Austrian s fancy and they spoke Secretly together on the fate Of a noble who grew impudent. Then broke The cardinal s control. She saw him choke The Cardinal Dances 81 With a fierceness of entreaty, saw him fall And push his white face in her broidered cloak. But, seeing pain, she pitied not at all And her light laugh went chiming coolly through the hall. A month before she might have called the guard, Nor doubted that her word would stronger be. But now although her sweet young eyes were hard She listened when he stammered love, and she Rested her hands in his, nor pulled them free. "Be gracious, let me end deceit, " he said, "Give me but leave to ease my heart to thee. "Be gracious." Then his fear and shame were fled; He towered compelling in his priestly robes of red. "I am not one who could love any queen, "For I have all of France to take my heart. "But you are that one different who has seen "Me anguished, with sweet eyes which melt apart "The red veil on my soul. Bid me depart "Or bid me hope, you cannot wipe away "This honour for your glorious self. No art "Of praising have I, but my deeds can say "The speeches for me, and make great your royal day. 82 The Cardinal Dances "Bid me serve France for you as I have served "Her for herself. For your sake bid me turn " Her kingdoms into empires. My arm, nerved " With thinking on you, can make beacons burn "On a thousand mountains so the world may learn "That Anne is empress!" With a distant smile Anne heard his sounding speech. She did not spurn His importunate fierce hands but for a while Looked slowly on him, with a face too sweet for guile. "But, my lord cardinal," she spoke at last, "I am too young. My heart and loves are swift. "In council with you I am grave; once past "The council door, I am a child. The gift "Of my love must be given one who ll lift "My heaviness of sorrow. Can you dance? "Make merrier sport with me? Can your eyes shift "This solemn pleading for a happier glance? I have not seen you laugh. You do, sometimes, perchance?" "Aye, I might laugh again, if the queen would smile." "Laugh then and she might smile to see you lose "The grimmest visage in her empire. While "A lover frowns so thickly, she could choose The Cardinal Dances 83 "No answer but her scorn. She d not refuse "To think on you, lord cardinal, as her friend "If you would aid her weary days to amuse. "Make sport for her and fate will kindness send. "Her love? Who knows what may reward you in the end?" The quick grey light leaped in the cardinal s eye. "To win your favour, I d play harlequin," He jested. "Play it then," was her reply. He raised the query with his eyebrows thin, But she was earnest. "She may see you in "Her chamber at the stroke of ten. The door "Will open only to Pierrot. Sin "May please a queen with laughter. Then no more " Of frowns, my lord. Let us hear your laughter That night before the stroke of ten o clock A bony jester, white clad, left the suite Of the mighty cardinal and slipped the lock Behind him cautiously. As he might meet The warders, he was masked. Some vision sweet Made him a grinning ghost. His soft footfalls Were stealthy and unheard as his thin feet Went shuffling on the stone floor of the halls, And his gaunt spindle shadow danced upon the walls. 84 The Cardinal Dances Before the perfumed doorway to his queen," He paused and tentatively bent a knee, Looked back, askance, to know if he d been seen, Tried his old joints as if he meant to be Impetuous and airy. She should see His capering would not lack fire. The gloom Behind him shadowed his thin-jowled glee. The clock began the stroke of ten to boom ; He tapped. The door swung inward on an empty room. He bowed and there was laughter, a light sound From some sweet throat behind the arras hid. Its echoes faintly chiming sped around The windy curtains. Scented tapers did A flickering obeisance, as if bid To laugh because a queen could laugh. The space Of half a heart-beat waited he, then slid Like a contorted wraith to find the place Whence came the queen s bright greeting, cried he d see her face. "Hold back, Pierrot. Rein thy eager heart. "Before the royal innocence be killed "Pierrot must cavort and play his part. "Or else a bargain may not be fulfilled. Dance now, lord cardinal." Her voice was stilled The Cardinal Dances 85 And he shook in an ague of delight For all the shadows of the room were thrilled With the seduction of a lover s night. His queen was fairer even hidden from his sight. In a servile bow his stern old back was bent Such a salute as he would give no king. There came the music of some instrument, A thin picked tune which tinkled on a string. And he began his angled limbs to fling About him in a grotesque mirthfulness. He made a trial, rashly inspired, to sing. A crooked whiteness in a jester s dress, His dancing seemed the throes of some uncouth distress. He tried to whirl upon his wavering toes. His arms went round like an unsteady wheel, White-spoked and spinning on its hub. He rose In spirals like a dervish, but one heel Caught and he stumbled. He began to reel But saved him from disaster by a fall On his old knees; pretended then to kneel And on his sovereign lady wildly call To come if she could ever pity him at all. He heard no answer but the curtain s sigh. Her silence urged his fever like a lash. He rose again and cast a desperate eye At the deluding arras. In one dash 86 The Cardinal Dances Across the room he made a gesture rash And struck a vase, one of the royal toys, Knocking it from its table with a crash. He stopped and strove to gain his happy poise, Most disconcerted by that sharp unhappy noise. One would have thought it was not love but rage Which gave his sallow cheek a flaming hue. He sneered as if the vase had been a gage From some unworthy foe. The fragments flew Across the floor as he spurned them with his shoe. The giddy tune began again; he stood Sullen a moment, then more crafty grew, Willing to dance on gaily if he could. His aching legs were slow and stiff as ancient wood. He made a few more awkward steps. His ear Was straining to discover where she lay. He circled and approached and felt her near. The hand which picked his tune out ceased to play. "I have been mad. We love ndw as we may," He said and put his lean hand on his side, Was fit to sob or curse his pride away. He knew he was abased, but took one stride And with a gasp of passion tore the curtains wide. The Cardinal Dances 87 There was a laughing roar, hysterical, Long pent, from many throats. It smote his face With the scorn of Austrian courtiers, for all The queen s own countrymen stood in that place. And they upon his foolish lack of grace Had grinned and winked, behind the arras nook, Spied on his fell lust, traitorous and base. But the queen with her light laughing no more shook. She paused and shrank and blanched in the horror of his look. They were all reckless Austrians, no French, Knowing the eager fury of his hate, Would ever mock the cardinal nor entrench Upon his secret passions. And their fate Lay now before them, pitiless and straight. So shuddering they slunk away; the while Queen Anne tried to assume her regal state, But flushed and trembled in a peasant style, And the cardinal looked on her with a worm wood smile. Once more the jester bowed, and left the room. And a warder, come on suddenly, screaming fled, Before the stalking ghastly face of doom Pierrot wore to sanctuary. Dread 88 The Cardinal Dances Lay on the stricken queen. His love was dead, Was shame and ashes to him, and his power Began that night in plots upon her head To bring unnamed disasters and the glower Of his red evil spite was on her from that hour. King Louis lush affections never turned To Anne s surpassing loveliness, and nights Of weeping took her bloom, and her eyes burned Red and affrighted, gazing on grim sights. Her thinking withered up her youth as blights A febrile summer wind upon the field. The king bestowed on many maids the rites Of love which to his spouse he d never yield. Anne was afraid. Her secret never was revealed. She never dared defy her fear and tell Whence rumours of wild faithless revels came. The cardinal s cold hate was like a spell And she stood silent under lies and shame. All enterprise was balked that bore her name, For Louis gulped the lies and gave an ear To all traducers, cast on her the blame For his own sins. And the cardinal was near To stir king s lechery and mock the queen s pale fear. He watched her heart-beats. When some recompense, Some comfort for her sorrowing hovered by, And she reached piteous hands, he scattered hence The Cardinal Dances 89 The beckoning occasion. His grey eye Stalked her desires; he struck and watched them die. Her loneliness was like a desert ; friends Held to her bravely but a curse hung nigh To tear them off. She sought to make amends For scorn, but all her kind deeds came to bitter ends. So Anne the queen played harlequin. Dull years Went by in waiting on the cardinal s word. Red hats ran in her nightmares and with tears She stormed his heart, which never once was stirred With any weakening pity. Long deferred, Choked with despair her hopes died, one by one. Her queenly name was jested with and slurred. Thus in one penance for the insult done Her days in endless, futile weariness were spun. THE WRECKER THE sun rose slow and could not shake A dull thick mist that veiled the lake Nor warm the pale and chilling day; For all night long the waves had clomb Up the shoreways, spitting foam; And on each wave the wind s white hand Had lashed the water-beast to land. Long thunders dinned and the Titan s spark Split blinding caverns in the dark. But now repentant for the night Water and sky in one grey light Shivered in dawn breath, misty cold. The wave-lapped sands were wan and old. At morn Raoul, the habitant, Came out to loose his boat And felt the dawn s reluctant breath As a shudder in his throat. Never before had harsh wind stirred His sleep. Their rage went by unheard. His boat was chained above the reach Of clutching flow along the beach And never rain sheets, lashing fierce Against his cabin s side, could pierce The chink-filled logs. So he had slept With wife and son until dawn crept 90 The Wrecker 91 Behind the mist and slowly paled To find the earth so coldly veiled. But, strangely, while this storm had torn The bosomed lake, his sleep had borne Dark terrors and he faced the air, The spray-fresh air, as if to find Some riddle-reading clearness there And shake the phantoms from his mind. Within the hut, his wife, Collette, Began with breakfast fires to fret. She clattered bowls and coughed in smoke Till little Rene*, too, awoke And came half -clad to see the sun; His day with wonder was begun. "Oh, Mother, did you hear the wind?" He shouted. "Did you see "The big clouds in the thunder-light "Come swooping after me? "I hid my face, and held my breath "When thunder-guns were fired. "This morning I am brave again. "See how the lake seems tired." "No, no, my child," said vain Collette, "The waves are feeble here. "When I was young in Brittany "We waked to silent fear "When scattered wrecks rolled up the sands "In the springtime of the year. "Scattered wrecks rolled up the sands "My little sisters went 92 The Wrecker "Out upon those treasure fields "With sodden glory sprent. "Treasures fell of silken robes "And garments, smooth and fine, "Jewels set in braces bright, "And casks of yellow wine. "No great ships go by this place, "Only winds go by." She sighed and watched the wide grey lake With an old dream in her eye. "But then you saved the people, too. "Did they give all their gold to you "Because you saved them?" "No, Rend, "The poor folk always drowned. "They lay among their splintered boats "Tide-scattered on the ground. "And sometimes when the fearful night "Had held us locked indoors for fright, "At morn we found their corpses wet "With eyeballs rolled in terror yet. "We wept to think that shrieking wild "Which we had called the storm "Had been the anguish of a child "While we were safe and warm." And Rend smiled "But there was gold " "Aye, there was gold and wine." His mother heaped up memories To see his wide eyes shine. The dream was old ere she was born The Wrecker 93 And lived in all her line. But as his mother told the tale With childish conning o er, As her own sire had told to her, And his own sire before, The boy looked out, his eyes at strain, As if he saw a wreck-strewn main And knew his treasures by their gleam Beside the dipping spar and beam. Athwart the shingle as he gazed He saw his father s form upraised And turning toward the door. The boy Shrilled to Collette excited joy And felt a thrill in his young soul. His father bore a silken roll. He carried it across his breast, But the misted light was dim, And the boy saw only muddy silks That trailed on after him. "There s treasure treasure from the lake." He ran, all eagerness, to take His first touch of the dripping prize He did not see his father s eyes. But as Collette flung wide the door She shuddered for the wind before Raoul, who entered, filled the room With the clinging damp chill of a tomb. Raoul stooped to his straight hewn chair And sighed, but nothing said. His hands were twined with dripping hair, 94 The Wrecker He bore a woman dead. Slow drops slid from her drowned black hair To the floor in a reptile pool That writhed and ran on the ragged boards. "The lake sends gifts," said Raoul. His wife cried, "Drowned?" with a sign of fear. "There are no ships how came she here?" And as his father pulled a fold Of silk across the eyes to hold The last dark secret from their gaze, And Collette stood in awed amaze, The boy spoke out with impious lips, "Where is the treasure from the ships? "There were great ships that broke last night; "Where are the jewels in braces bright? Where are the casks ? Where are the ? "Hush!" His mother clipped his speech. The boy crept stealthy, as they stood, And vanished down the beach. Collette broke stillness with a laugh, "Come, eat. Here s breakfast set. "I can t wait all the day for you "Because her eyes are wet." But Raoul held his peace, nor spoke, And watched the dripping silken cloak, And saw the pitiful smooth line Of limbs beneath the silk entwine, Wondering, patient but doubt-tossed, From what far bourne this life was lost. The Wrecker 95 He knew too well there were no ships; He turned to speak once but his lips Were too aghast to breathe a sound Before the presence of this veiled And silent being who was drowned In a lake where no ships sailed. And Collette laughed again, her fear Had left her giddy. " Come, my dear, "What care you for women dead? "Come to your morning s food, " she said. Her laugh was mirthless and her face Was empty as a desert place. Raoul turned toward her his gaunt head And answered her, "Vex not the dead." His lips were stiffened then with grief As if the lake had been the thief Of one he treasured. "Wife, " he said, "Last night when rain was scourging earth "And we were dreaming in our bed, "There were long screams of death and birth. "I heard them and I tried to wake, "I prayed them cease for Jesus sake, "I groped to find you, but I dreamed "And your place cold and empty seemed. "Then when the dawn stir came to me "I saw upon your eyes "The shadow of some fearful loss. "I thought those hideous cries "Had been the death pang of your soul; "I did not hope to find you whole. 96 The Wrecker "Even now I" Collette s fear Came back upon her in his stare And she felt the horror sweat Stirring underneath her hair. "Raoul, my husband, turn your eyes "From off that cursed body. See "I am not changed from what I was. "The night brought no such dreams to me. "Give over sick thoughts." But Raoul Held his eyes still upon the pool, Distraught and helpless to declare The meaning of his strange despair. He too had thoughts of Brittany And the storms of that remembered sea; The winds and wreckage and the heave Of fathom-stirring waves that leave A thin caress along the sand Cruel as a treacherous hand; Where gaunt cliffs, endlessly attacked By the long coil and splash impact, Imperishably stand; where men Build up each shattered hope again From endless devastation, hold To ancient dreams of too much gold And seek among their iron days Brief bitter gleams of princelier ways. From there Raoul had sundered faith And gone, unhindered, to find breath In wildernesses, and Collette Had followed querulous, but met The Wrecker 97 The wave and wilderness unhurt With wifely resolution girt. Deep in the stillness of the wood And in the wideness of the lake Raoul had found the reach and space He had sought for his soul s sake. He homed him by an inland sea With a fruitful wooded shore Where man had never ploughed before. But as poison lurks concealed After wounds are over-healed, After leeches draw and go, And no red scars the blemish show, When a swift convulsive stab Betrays corruption working deep; So old avarice may keep Even after many days, Though over-glossed, its venomous ways. Raoul knew not what nameless deed The night had done, nor what vile seed Long planted in his destiny Had of a sudden dared to be; But hideous nightmares wracked his brain. He thought that in the whirl of rain The soul that he had brought to life Within the child mind of his wife Had slipped beyond his grasp, had drowned, With dripping silk was lying wound. "Perhaps there are ships then," a light Gleamed in Collette s eye, fever bright. 7 98 The Wrecker A sudden sweeping soul-sprung thought Made all her awe-struck silence nought. "Perhaps there are ships then, and she "Is one of many who may be "Washing ghastly on our shore. "Though they have never sailed before "There may be tall ships sailing now, "And tempest-struck, one drove her prow "Shuddering, helpless into doom " She paused, her mind outran her speech. But Raoul gazed across the room With eyes, like fingers, set to reach And all the formless wishes find That stirred a hot mist in her mind. So ere she knew her hopefulness He knew. It was not vague distress In shattered galleons she saw, But sodden gain; no pious awe For storming fury; no regret For piteous faces stark and wet, But finery with anguish wreathed And wealth by slimy death bequeathed. Collette was dizzy with desire, Forgotten now was breakfast fire, Forgotten was her silent guest, Raoul s deep question, half expressed, She stepped once toward the sandy shore. Her husband stood up in the door. "There are no ships," he whispered, rent With passioned questioning still pent The Wrecker 99 Behind the barrier of his words. "The wide grey lake is bare "And sleeps, unrippled by a keel. "There are no ships out there, "No sailing ships." From Collette s heart She felt an angry torrent start And hate-sped words of old complaint Now crowding broke their long restraint. "Why must we live outside of life? Why must we see but lake and sky ? "I d rather never have been wife " If in this wilderness I die. "My mother and my sisters sit "Beside the shore in Brittany, "And wonder when the storms drive on "What far lone wood is housing me. "They wonder why you never come "Heavy with riches to your home. "They think we seek in this harsh land "Some hoard of comfort, but your hand Is never turned to any gain "And all our wandering has been vain." Raoul was silent. "Speak," she cried, We have found labour what beside ? "My hands break with the tasks I do "To make hell habitable for you." Raoul knew pity. "I have worked "To ease the heavy toil that irked "Your woman s strength. I did not see "How weary you were, spite of me. ioo The Wrecker " And I have loved you." He had spoken As if his hopes had now been broken. Collette mistook his final tone, Thought his decision was her own, And looked at him in still surprise, A wan hope struggling in her eyes. "We will go back to Brittany? "Where my poor mother weeps for me, "Where my beloved big seas clamour, "And all my childhood s love puts glamour "Over granite, sand, and coast?" But she saw his eyes turn cold And she knew her plea was lost. "Then we linger here till old, "Feeble, broken, in despair, "We creep back to pity there!" Raoul spoke gently, "We have found " Peace and freedom here. Around "The fruited lake shore lives there none "Who has not left as we have done "All desire of gain behind, "Content with space for soul and mind." Collette impatiently replied And sneered, "Aye space, and what beside?" Raoul turned to the sodden roll And thought again of that calm soul He d hoped to wake in Collette s breast While she was sharing his long quest. All trace of understanding gone, Collette raged like a pettish child The Wrecker And all his stern desires reviled In fury. Raoul was alone. Then came Rene*, with noisy speed, Home to his mother in his need Of comfort for his broken hope "I searched the long beach and the slope, "I walked as far as I could go "And still see home. There was no gold, "There was no treasure. Mother told "Me how the wrecks lay in a row "With all their jewels and treasures thrown "Where I could get them for my own." Then Raoul seized his son and turned The boy s face to his own and burned A long, long question into eyes Where he saw tears of anger rise, But through the mist of childish tears Shone deadly answer to the fears Of the dark father. There was nought Of Raoul s soul in this boy s soul. All his hue of life had caught From his fond mother old-world taint. Raoul spoke out with edged constraint To his harsh wife, "I thought our child, "Nurtured, rooted in the wild, "Would be unsmirched and fancy whole "From any poison of desire. "The fevered stories that you told "To your Rene* were falsehoods old "Learned in Brittany from your sire. The Wrecker "There are no ships. There never were "On these clean shores, nor over there "No treasure ships. The foolish myth "You ve nursed and filled his young mind with "Was festering in your father s thought. "It stains my son; and you have wrought "Unending restless misery "In him, for greed has even now "Set her dull mark upon his brow "And her hot groveller must he be." Collette raged on and would not hark, And Raoul s face set grim and stark And stony. Over all the three There fell a silence. Fury spent, Collette sank down and Rend went To hide his hot face in her skirt, To hide his terror and his hurt. The woman, wearied now but still Uneased and pettish, spoke in shrill Tired fretfulness, " Take from my sight "That stranger s dripping body. Free "Your house of this dissension. Blight "And fierce suspicions did not lurk "Within your door before the murk "Of death and drowning troubled you, "When you found this corpse. Go strew "The pine boughs over her and deep "Dig her a grave and let her sleep." Raoul took kindly from the floor The silken sodden one. The Wrecker 103 He set his flint face toward the shore But for reply gave none. And still Collette saw puzzled pain Burn heavy in his eyes, but vain Repentant pity. He passed on And as she called him he was gone. She saw him near the beach as if To take his burden in the skiff To some far burial. But he passed The long boat s mooring and the last Extending point of land. Collette Saw that he splashed unheeding yet Could not believe. Then sudden dread Came down upon her and she sped Screaming after and Rend Came stumbling. Out upon the grey Face of the lake they saw Raoul Swim on unheeding and the cool Wind blew their shouts back in their faces And echoes came from wooded spaces. He never turned. Collette took strength From terror and the long boat s length Went grating over sand. The sail Went rattling out and like a pale Bird, stiff with cold, the boat swung round. Wind-shaken, standing in the stern Collette, with eyes set to discern The speck her husband had become, Held hard the rudder and Rend Knelt in the bow beneath the spray 104 The Wrecker Crouching, staring, scared, and dumb. Collette had ceased to call. The sound Of parted waters rippling by Filled up the silence. One tense cry Came from the woman, then she sank Inert beside her rudder. Blank And empty was the water s face. The speck was gone. And Rene* shrank Whimpering in his lookout place. The sail flapped and the boat swung. Back It pointed to the shore. A track Of sunlight sifted through the clouds; The wind stirred restless in the shrouds. The sun broke through and up the lake The dull grey mist was thinned; But Raoul s hut, with breakfast set, Was tenanted by wind. THIS BOOK IS DUE ON THE LAST D STAMPED BELOW AN INITIAL FINE OF 25 CENTS WILL BE ASSESSED FOR FAILURE TO RETURN THIS BOOK ON THE DATE DUE. THE PENALTY WILL INCREASE TO SO CENTS ON THE FOURTH DAY AND TO $1.OO ON THE SEVENTH DAY OVERDUE. JAN 23 1934 JAN 241934 UL i) ;33Q tFLUHITT DEC 2 31$ 90 REC D JW02-91 LD 21-100m-7, 33 : YB 73290 UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA LIBRARY