THE LIBRARY OF THE UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA LOS ANGELES 7 di- NEIGHBOURS BY WILFRID WILSON GIBSON Livelihood Hill Tracks womenkind Daily Bread Collected Poems Battle and Other Poems Borderlands and Thoroughfares NEIGHBOURS BY WILFRID WILSON GIBSON THE MACMILLAN COMPANY 1920 All rifihts reserved Copyright, 1920, By THE MACMILLAN COMPANY Set up and electrotyped. Published September, 1920. TO MICHAEL Brief songs of these distracted days I dedicate to you In whose clear undistracted gaze Old Eden blooms anew — That, when beset by hopes and fears Which life yet hides from you, You'll think of me in after years And find my singing true. I ;21G2 NEIGHBOURS ROBERT AND ELEANOR ASKEW What do you listen for? I hardly know, Unless my heart is hearkening for the flow Of Tarras Water, singing by the door Of Kirdlestead. I've never lived before So far from running water in my life. The quiet frightens me. The quiet, wife? You never heard the tramp of passing feet Or rumble of wheels at Kirdlestead. This street Is quiet enough ; but surely Kirdlestead Was quieter? I've never lain in bed Without the voice of water calling clear, Save when the West wind drowned it, in my ear; And now I cannot sleep : the darkness lies [I] NEIGHBOURS Heavily as a deadweight on my eyes, As though I lay deep-buried underground With ears that strained to catch the faintest sound Of wind in grass or water over stones : The silence steals like ice into my bones And numbs my body, freezing blood and breath Till my heart flutters in the clutch of death. And you can talk of death, a new-made bride, Lying the first night by your husband's side? The husband that my father pledged me to With his last dying breath ! The dead and you Have held me to my troth : and I'm the wife Of my dead father's faithful friend for life — For life that now I know can never be The song that Tarras Water sang to me. [2] CELIA AND SYLVIA WARDEN What is that tapping? There it is again! A spray of roses blown against the pane — Thorns scratching and a softly-thudding bloom. It's strange as we mope here in this prim room Yawning for bedtime in the cold lamplight, To think of roses blowing in the night, And just that thin glass shutting them outside. Oh, how I long to fling the windows wide ! Roses and thorns! Ay, thorns, too, if need be! Rather than hear them tap incessantly The cold glass that shuts in my heart, I'd bare My bosom for the sharpest thorns to tear. [3l JOHN AND MARGARET NETHERTON Why do you strike a match ? I want to see What time it is, wife. It is nearly three. How do you know that, wife, without a light? I know. You know? Well, sure enough, you're right. I cannot think . . . You don't remember, then ? Remember, wife? The memories of men ! But, husband, as it seems you don't recall, What makes you want to know the time at all ? I couldn't say, wife: but I cannot get A wink of sleep — as if my eyes were set On something that they cannot see quite clear : [4] NEIGHBOURS My thoughts keep fumbling something very near That yet eludes them always. And just now I felt that, rest or no rest, anyhow, I must know what o'clock it was. But you — I cannot think, wife, how it was you knew Almost the very moment . . . T was nigh three A year ago that he smiled up at me ; And as within my arms he lay so still I felt his body stiffen and grow chill Against my bosom : and how should my breast Forget the moment when his heart found rest? [51 OLIVER AND URSULA REED It's useless, wife, to turn it up : the oil Is done, and you'll just char the wick. The toil Lamps take to keep them going ! It's not long Since last I filled it. Surely something's wrong With a lamp that burns so quickly. Ay . . . the light We thought would burn a lifetime, in one night Consumed its fuel in a wild flare, and we Are left a charred wick, smouldering smokily, To work by till, at last, a dull red spark, It shall wink out and leave us in the dark. [6] BARBARA FELL Stephen, wake up! There's someone at the gate. Quick, to the window. . . . Oh, you'll be too late! I hear the front door opening quietly. Did you forget last night to turn the key? A foot is on the stairs — nay, just outside The very room — the door is opening wide. . . . Stephen, wake up! Wake up! Who's there? Who's there ? I only feel a cold wind in my hair. . . . Have I been dreaming, Stephen? Husband, wake And comfort me: I think my heart will break. I never knew you sleep so sound and still. . . . O my heart's love, why is your hand so chill ? [7] KATHERINE WEIR Though I have been a none-too-happy wife, And now my children grow away from me, Bringing to old age fresh anxiety, I have been used ; and to be used by life, Even ill-used and broken utterly With every faith betrayed and trust abused, Is a kinder lot than in security To crumble coldly to the grave, unused. [8] ESTHER MILBURN Once realised, what else was left to do But part and go our separate ways anew ? I've not set eyes upon him since that night. Why did we marry ? Why did that paper light I held the match to ? Yes, it's gone black out, Leaving the sticks unkindled, and no doubt The fire must be relaid before 't will burn. But when love fails there is no second turn. If once the paper doesn't fire the wood, Or the blazing wood, the coal, there's little good In striking matches to eternity : They only spurt and flicker mockingly, Scorching the fingers, to illuminate Charred litter in the cold bars of the grate. [9] PHILIP AND PHOEBE WARE Who is that woman, Philip, standing there Before the mirror doing up her hair? You're dreaming, Phoebe, or the morning light Mixing and mingling with the dying night Makes shapes out of the darkness, and you see Some dream-remembered phantasy maybe. Yet, it grows clearer with the growing day ; And in the cold dawnlight her hair is grey : Her lifted arms are naught but bone : her hands Are lean as claws, as, fumbling long, she stands Trying to pin that wisp into its place. O Philip, I must look upon her face There in the mirror. Nay, but I will rise And peep over her shoulder . . . Oh, the eyes That burn out from that face of skin and bone Searching my very marrow are my own ! [10] ANDREW AND ANN HEATHER- INGTON What are you thinking of so seriously? My birthday, Ann. Your birthday ? Mercy me, I'd quite forgotten that it falls to-day ! What matter, wife? Birthdays as one grows grey Are scarce the anniversaries of joy They once were. I can't picture you, a boy. Your hair's no greyer now than when we met The first time, just a year ago : and yet You did not think yourself too grey to wed A girl just fresh from school. And her gold head Seemingly didn't think itself too young To marry grizzled locks? A golden tongue Had more to do with it than silver hairs. [ii] NEIGHBOURS But you, you came upon me unawares Before I'd realised what life might be, Before I knew what it might mean to me. Though you were old enough to be more wise. . . Yet not too old to be dazzled by your eyes ! My heart was young enough . . . At fifty-nine ! Ay, and still loves to see your blue eyes shine Even though anger fire them. Then it's true Years count for naught. I'm older far than you. Your heart's a boy's heart still : but mine's as old As any woman's heart whose tale is told. Though you were forty years of age, a man Halfway through life before my life began, I have outstripped you in a single year, And have naught left to hope for or to fear. [12] REBECCA NIXON AND MARTHA WAUGH If your clock's going at all, it must be slow. Surely, it's stopped? It stopped a week ago. A week ago — and you have let it stand ? I hadn't the heart to wind it up. No hand But Ben's has turned the key since he, himself, Put the clock there upon the mantelshelf The day that we came home for the first time To set up house together : and its chime Had never failed to sound an hour since then, Unless he had it down to clean ; for Ben Was handy and could always overhaul A clock, though it was not his trade at all, As well as any watchmaker. His heart Doted on wheels : he'd handle every part So daintily that you could never guess His job was hewing coal. I must confess Wheels always daunted me : but Ben's brain went By clockwork ; and his happiest hours were spent [13] NEIGHBOURS Sorting old clocks and trying to make them go. And that one's never been a second slow In all these years or half-a-second fast, Or failed to strike . . . until Ben breathed his last On Monday morn before the stroke of three . . . Though all the town's clocks hammered presently As if they struck my heart . . . Ben always wound That clock each Sunday ; but when the last came round He'd been in bed a week, and his poor mind Was wandering — though his fingers tried to wind Some ghostly clock that troubled him all night — And when I stole downstairs and struck a light, I missed the tick ; and with a still white face Ben's clock was standing silent in its place With motionless hands just on the stroke of three. Its heart had stopped when Ben's stopped. As, for me I'll never wind it up again : I know Even if I cared, no touch could make it go But Ben's : and those still hands will always keep My heart in mind . . . Nay, Martha, you need sleep. You mustn't brood like this. Try to forget. Come, let me wind it up for you and set The old clock going. Only think how Ben Would hate to have it standing. [14] NEIGHBOURS Wind it then. Ben hated a stopped clock : and now he's gone, It seems I've got to keep things going on. [I5l WILLIAM AND AGNES PRINGLE You've locked the doors and snecked the windows tight ? I've locked up as I've locked up every night Since father crept that last time painfully Upstairs and left the locking-up to me — Since for the last time father went to bed To rise no more. To think that he's been dead Just twenty years — ay, to the very hour ! The clock was striking in the Abbey tower When he sat up. "Are all the windows fast?" He whispered, then dropped back and breathed his last. To think I'd nigh forgotten! Ay, to-day, Your thoughts have all been turned a different way. True, lass : and yet it's queer I should forget. Queer, that a bridegroom's thoughts should not be set On death? [16] NEIGHBOURS Nay, queer I didn't choose instead A different day in all the year to wed. Ay — but you've not forgotten to secure The doors and windows : so you may feel sure While such important things you think of still Your mind's not getting over-flighty, Will. But you must never let a harebrained wife Divert you from the habits of a life. Yet, here's just one thing, Will, that puzzles me : What is it you lock out so carefully — That you've locked out each night these twenty years, And your old father with his anxious fears Locked out before you, and his father, too, As likely as not, before him? Why should you Secure yourself against the harmless night? I never looked upon it in that light — But it's the custom . . . What is it that you dread Will come upon you as you lie in bed, If you should leave a window or a door Unfastened ? Well, I hardly know, I'm sure! [17] NEIGHBOURS No bolt or bar has ever locked out death : So your old father might have spared his breath. Or is it, rather, something you lock in Each night, lest thieves . . . There's naught for thieves to win; Though I had left the doors and windows wide These many years . . . But then, you'd no young bride. And now, I wonder if you know aright Or realise what you lock in to-night ? [18] NICHOLAS HALL Well, who are you? And how did you come there? I must have nodded, drowsing in my chair, Although I could have sworn I hadn't slept Or even winked an eyelid, but had kept My eyes set steadily upon the glow, Dreaming of fires burnt out so long ago — Ay, long ago ! But you, when did you come ? Why do you stand there, smiling, keeping mum ? I felt no draught blow from the opening door, And heard no footstep on the sanded floor. W r hy don't you speak, young man ? — for you are young — That much I see — and surely you've a tongue? And young men should be civil to old men. What, you won't answer ? Please to leave me, then, To my own hearthside : please to go away. You'll be an old man, too, yourself, some day; And you'll be sorry then, you will, my son, To think you stood there grinning, making fun Of an old man's afflictions, an old man Who once was young, too, when the quick blood ran . . . But who you are, I can't make out at all. [19] NEIGHBOURS Why do you cast no shadow on the wall While the high chair you lean against throws back A shadow on the whitewash sharp and black? There's something half-familiar, now the flame Lights up your face — something that when you came Was passing through my mind ... I can't re- call . . . Ah God, what's happening to Nicholas Hall When he can see his young self standing there Mocking his old self huddled in a chair! [20] BLIND BELL Like a wind-writhen ash On a rime-grizzled moor, Corpse-cold in the shade Beside the church-door, She stood with a grin As we trod, newly-wed, The slimy green path By the mounds of the dead. As her blank eyes bleared out From the pocked yellow face Like a moon on the wane, We slackened our pace. As her cruel blind eyes Peered into each heart, We faltered and trailed Unlinked and apart Till estranged and corpse-cold We stood at our door, Each lone as an ash On a rime-grizzled moor. [21] ELLEN CHESTER After working all day at the tanpits, With strong hands tanned horny and hard And stained by the bark brown as leather He would come every night from the yard. And I from my work at the laundry, With hands soused in suds clean and white And soft to the touch as old linen Would meet him halfway every night : I'd meet him halfway every evening, Though always I shuddered to feel Those hard fingers gripping my fingers And crushing my soft hands like steel. But now I'm forgot and forsaken; And eagerly waiting he stands For a girl coming home from the gardens With weathered and grubby red hands. As unseen in the dark of a doorway I watch him alone and apart, My cold fingers fumble my bosom To loosen his clutch from mv heart. [22] RICHARD KENDAL I could not sleep for aching cold", And as I turned and tossed I muttered : This sharp snap will mean Money and labour lost : My currant-bushes, newly-bought, Will all be killed by frost. The bushes I've saved up to buy, And with back-breaking toil Have set with roots spread carefully In the well-watered soil Are just an acre of innocents For early frost to spoil. Though every bush survived the cold To pay me royally, The breaking of the morrow's morn Brought bitter news to me; For in the night my oldest friend Had perished, drowned at sea. In drowning darkness, icy-chill, My oldest friend was lost ; [*3l NEIGHBOURS Yet never once I'd thought of him As fretfully I tost, Concerned lest my new currant-trees Should suffer from the frost. [24] BETTY RIDDLE As she sits at her stall in the Martinmas Fair With a patched blue umbrella slung over her chair, Old Betty Riddle sells Green jacks and jargonels, Fixing some ghost of old days with her stare. " A ha'p'orth of greenjacks ! " each little boy cries, Devouring six-pen'orth at least with his eyes : Into his grubby hands Pears drop as still he stands ; But she gives him no glance as he munches his prize. While mumbling and mowing she broods all the day, And her mellow green pyramids dwindle away, Folk in the roundabout Racket and skirl and shout; Yet never a word to it all does she say. And even if, when her whole stock-in-trade's bought, Some laughing lad's eye by that cold stare is caught, Glumly away he'll slink Too dull of wit to think Of offering a penny to her for her thought. [25] NEIGHBOURS And soon they forget her, the lads without sense ; Yet the thought that is burning that blue and intense Past-piercing steely eye, Blind to the passer-by, Must be worth a deal more than the pears and the pence. Still staring she sits as the slow quarters chime Till the raw fog has covered her bare boards with rime — Crazy old wife who sells Green jacks and jargonels — Having buried three husbands in all in her time. [26] BESSIE STOKOE He stood with the other young herds At the Hiring to-day : And I laughed and I chaffed and changed words With every young hind of them all As I stopped by the lollipop stall, But never a word would he say. He had straggly long straw-coloured hair And a beard like a goat — In his breeches a badly-stitched tear That I longed, standing there in the crush, To re-mend, as I hankered to brush The ruddle and fluff from his coat. But his bonnie blue eyes staring wide Looked far beyond me, As though on some distant fellside His dogs were collecting the sheep, And he anxiously watched them to keep A young dog from running too free — And I almost expected to hear From the lips of the lad [27] NEIGHBOURS A shrill whistle sing in my ear As he eyed the green hillside to check The fussy black frolicking speck That was chasing the grey specks like mad . So I left them, and went on my way With a lad with black hair; And we swung and rode round all the day To the racket of corncrake and gong: But I never forgot in the throng The eyes with the far-away stare. The jimmy-smart groom at my side Had twinkling black eyes; But the grin on his mouth was too wide, And his hands with my hands were too free So I took care to slip him at tea As he turned round to pay for the pies, And I left him alone on the seat With the teapot and cups And the two pies he'd paid for to eat. If he happens to guess at the cause, It may teach him to keep his red paws For the handling of horses and pups. But alone in the rain and the dark As I made for the farm [28] NEIGHBOURS I halted a moment to hark To the sound of a shepherd's long stride : And the shy lad stepped up to my side, And I felt his arm link through my arm. So it seems after all I'm to mend Those breeches, and keep That shaggy head clipped to the end, And the shaggy chin clean, and to give That coat a good brush — and to live All my days in the odour of sheep. [29] AGATHA TODD Young lads tramping, fifes and drums Down the street the hubbub comes : And the drumsticks drub again On my stretched and aching brain ; While the screeching of the fife Just goes through me like a knife. Yet I thought the music gay When Dick Lishman marched away; And I laughed ; for what was he But a lad who bothered me — But a man of many men I had little need of then? Now I know that if the fife Cut my heart-strings like a knife, Rattling drumsticks, rub-a-dub, On my coffin-lid would drub; [3o] NEIGHBOURS And my heart would never rest In the hollow of my breast, But w r ould always start and beat To the tramping of dead feet. [3i] RALPH LILBURN The night we took the bees out to the heather, The sealed hives stacked behind us, as together We rode in the jingly jolting cart, were humming Like the far-murmuring rumour of blown branches. White in the moonflame was the flowering heather And white the sandy trackway, as together We travelled, and a dewy scent of honey Hung in the warm white windless air of midnight. A silvery trackway through moon-silvered heather To the humming dark of the hives we'll ride together For evermore through the murmurous dewy mid- night, My heart, a hive of honey-scented moonlight. [32] OLIVER GARTH Cold as mushrooms are her hands, Cold and white, As she awaits me in the night Where St. Michael's steeple stands. Cold as mushrooms are her lips In the dew Kissing mine beneath the yew As within my arm she slips. And I learn naught from her cold Lightless eyes Of her daydreams as she lies Underneath the heavy mould. Once her hands were brown as mine When we stood In the little rowan-wood By the waters of the Tyne, And her parted lips were bright And as red As the berries overhead In the still October light. [331 NEIGHBOURS And I promised I'd be true To her there . . . And the rowan-trees are bare . And we meet beneath the yew. [34] HENRY TURNBULL He planked down sixpence, and he took his drink, Then slowly picked the change up from the zinc, And in his breeches' pocket buttoned tight Two greasy coppers which that very night Were used by Betty Catchiside, called in To lay him out, when she'd tied up his chin, To keep his eyelids shut: and so he lies With twopence change till doomsday on his eyes. [35] SAM HOGARTH He sits — his Bible open on his knee, Nell, his old whippet, curled up at his feet — Muttering at whiles and nodding drowsily Over the damped slack-fire that dully burns In the little grate : then shifting in his seat He lifts the book with shaky hands, his head Wagging with eagerness, and fumbling turns From the tenth chapter of Genesis, unread, To the well-thumbed flyleaf at the back, to pore With spectacled weak reverent eyes once more, Lest it escape his failing memory, On Nell's proud scrawl-recorded pedigree. [36] JAUNTY JACK He'd run like a cat on the ridge of the roof, And then to give proof Of his daredevil wit he would stumble and slip Down the slant of the slates and over the side — While agape we would fear for the end of his slide — But just as he seemed to shoot over the edge His fingers would grip The lip of the gutter or maybe the ledge Of a top-storey window; and so he'd hang there Cockadoodling and kicking his heels in the air. And then he'd swing on to the ladder and pant Up the slippery slant, And take up his trowel and hawk of wet lime, Going quietly on with the job he was at With the same solemn face and sly rake of the hat As though he had worked without stopping to wink The whole of the time, So sober and smug that a newcomer'd think That never a notion at all he had got That wasn't concerned with the new chimney-pot. [37] NEIGHBOURS And no one could guess he was wedded for life To a slut of a wife, And had five gaping lasses and five gaping boys To feed and to clothe and to keep in shoeleather, And to scrub every Saturday night all together At the scullery tap with a splash-dash and squall And the hell of a noise. Then one dark Winter morning his pride had a fall — Tripped over his shadow and headlong downstairs, And ended his jests and his lardy-da airs. [38] MICHAEL DODD When the folding-star had kindled In the embers of the West, And the happy day was over, Quietly we sank to rest Thinking we should sleep till daybreak ; But we wakened all too soon As above the ridge of Hareshaw Stole the cold white witches' moon — Stole the icy moon and held us Tranced as we with numb surprise Saw the cold estranging glitter Of each other's alien eyes. [39l MARTHA CAFFREY It must have been his name that stirred My mind from slumber none too deep, As, waking in the night I heard My sister talking in her sleep. I could not catch what else she said As I lay there with heart aflame, Thinking about the newly-dead, Wondering why she should breathe his name Why she should dream of him who lay Scarce colder in the grave than he, Since our unlucky wedding-day, Had ever shown himself to me. [40] MARGARET DEAN When we broke in the lamp was burning still With clear and steady light Although the noonday blazed on heath and hill, But in her eyes was night. Their flame that had out-braved the stress and care Of hope and fear and doubt In the long quiet of the last despair Had gently flickered out. Ui] PHOEBE ELLIS The little bell still sounds as true and clear As when she rang it, standing at the door ; And still the happy children when they hear Run in from play, though she will ring no more. But whether they remember, as they storm The threshold, who once rang it, none can tell, Or if for them each night her ghostly form From some dim threshold tinkles a ghostly bell. [42] ELLEN CHANDLER As drowsily she lay in bed And watched the sunlight dance and quiver On the slant ceiling overhead, And hearkened to the singing river, She wondered who last watched the light From off the singing water glancing On the low ceiling's curded white In golden rings and eddies dancing, And even as she wondered, heard A voice between a sigh and shiver, Though nothing in the chamber stirred : " Where comes no sound of singing river I lie, who lay where you lie now, Daughter, and watched that golden glancing - Cold darkness heavy on my brow, And done, the dazzle and the dancing ! ,: [43] JANE BATHGATE She never even stops to think What she is doing here — But scrubs potatoes at the sink Or fetches William's beer, Or baths their six young bairns, and mends Their clothes with weary eyes — Throughout a day that hardly ends Before it's time to rise : And she'll be much too tired to heed In the grave's secure retreat, When there's no longer any need Of making both ends meet. [44] ANTHONY EARNSHAW We found him sleeping in the drifted snow Beside his buried but still breathing ewes. 'Tis rarely granted any man, to know And find, unsought, the death that he would choose ; Yet he who'd always laboured among sheep Since he could walk, and who had often said That death should find him working, stumbled dead Succouring his flocks, and by them fell asleep. Spare sinewy body with brown knotted hands Lean weathered face and eyes that burned so clear From gazing ever through the winds that blow Over wide grassy spaces, one who stands Beside you, quiet on your hurdle-bier, Envies your hard-earned death amid the snow. [45] CHAMBERS CHAMBERS The labyrinthine corridors of my mind Between dead, lightless, many-chambered walls In endless mazes of confusion wind : And only now and again the live ray falls, Touching the secret spring of some hid door With magic, flinging open some unknown Chamber of light wherein there dwells alone Beauty or terror never glimpsed before. Could but that ray through all the chambers glow Once and for ever till my mind should burn One sunlike sphere of still celestial light! But only rarely, opening out of turn, Two neighbouring doors spring wide at once and show Beauty and terror together in the night. [49] DRIFTWOOD Black spars of driftwood burn to peacock flames, Sea-emeralds and sea-purples and sea-blues, And all the innumerable ever-changing hues That haunt the changeless deeps but have no names, Flicker and spire in our enchanted sight : And as we gaze, the unsearchable mystery, The unfathomed cold salt magic of the sea, Shines clear before us in the quiet night. We know the secret that Ulysses sought. That moonstruck mariners since time began Snatched at a drowning hazard — strangely brought To our homekeeping hearts in drifting spars We chanced to kindle under the cold stars — The secret of the ocean-heart of man. [5o] THE PAISLEY SHAWL What were his dreams who wove this coloured shawl — The grey, hard-bitten weaver, gaunt and dour, Out of whose grizzled memory, even as a flower Out of bleak Winter at young April's call In the old tradition of flowers breaks into bloom, Blossomed the ancient intricate design Of softly-glowing hues and exquisite line — What were his dreams, crouched at his cottage loom ? What were her dreams, the laughing April lass Who first, in the flowering of young delight, With parted lips and eager tilted head And shining eyes, about her shoulders white Drew the soft fabric of kindling green and red, Standing before the candle-lighted glass? [5i] 1916 The reek of boiling cutch : against the sky- Wet dripping amber of the new-dipped sails Hung on the crag-top in the sun to dry Flapping against the tarry glistering rails In a wind that brings a tang of burning kelp : A sleek black cormorant on a scar rose-red Washed by unfoaming emerald, and the yelp Of gulls that wheel unwavering overhead — Clear colours, searching odours and keen cries Sting all my eager senses to fresh life With tingling ears and nostrils and smarting eyes Yet even now in sick unending strife In a wide slimy welter oversea Men spill each other's blood indifferently. [52] TROOPSHIP: MID-ATLANTIC (S.S.BALTIC: July 1917) Dark waters into crystalline brilliance break About the keel, as through the moonless night The dark ship moves in its own moving lake Of phosphorescent cold moon-coloured light; And to the clear horizon all around Drift pools of fiery beryl flashing bright As though unquenchably burning, cold and white, A million moons in the night of waters drowned. And staring at the magic with eyes adream That never till now have looked upon the sea, Boys from the Middle-West lounge listlessly In the unlanterned darkness, boys who go Beckoned by some unchallengeable gleam To unknown lands to fight an unknown foe. [531 HANDS Tempest without : within, the mellow glow Of mingling lamp and firelight over all — Etchings and vvatercolours on the wall, Cushions and curtains of clear indigo, Rugs, damask-red and blue as Tyrian seas, Deep chairs, black oaken settles, hammered brass, Translucent porcelain and sea-green glass — Colour and warmth and light and dreamy ease: And I sit wondering where are now the hands That wrought at anvil, easel, wheel and loom — Hands, slender, swart, red, gnarled — in foreign lands Or English shops to furnish this seemly room : And all the while, without, the windy rain Drums like dead fingers tapping at the pane. [54l LINDISFARNE Jet-black the crags of False Emmanuel Head Against the Winter sunset : standing stark Within the shorn sun's frosty glare, night-dark, A solitary monk with arms outspread In worship or in frustrate tense desire Of racked and tortured flesh : still young and spare, With drooping head he seems to hang in air Crucified on a wheel of blood-red fire. The red sun dips : and slowly to his side His slack arms fall; and in the clear green light Of the frosty afterglow where coldly burns A lonely star, a very pillar of night He stands above the steely shivering tide, Then slowly to the darkening East he turns. [55] DUNSTANBOROUGH Over the unseen September tide the mist Sweeps ever inland, winding in a shroud Stark walls and toppling towers that in a cloud Of streaming vapour soar and twirl and twist, Unbuilded and rebuilded in grey smoke, Until the drifting shadowy bastions seem The old phantasmal castle wherein man's dream Seeks shelter from time's still-pursuing stroke. And I remember how, above a sea That under cold winds shivered steely-clear, Fresh from the chisel clean-cut and white and hard, These towers, rock-founded for eternity, Glittered when Lancelot and Guenevere One April morning came to Joyous Gard. [56] LIFE On the cliff's edge a dewy cluster of thrift Sparkles like amethysts against the sea, A sea of sapphire laced unceasingly By little lines of foam and wings that drift And wheel and dip in mazy dazzling flight Bewilderingly before my dreaming eyes That watch the snow and sapphire sink and rise, Drowsed by the interweaving blue and white. Yet in my chambered mind the while I see Within an attic in a swarming high And cliff-like tenement that blocks the sky, One knitting and one stitching at a hem, Two patient women uncomplainingly Talking of all that life has done to them. [571 THE PUFFIN He stooped down suddenly and thrust his hand Into a tunnel in the shallow sand Beneath a campion-clump, and brought to light A brooding puffin with black wings clasped tight To her white breast : but twisting round her sleek, Pied, darting head, her scarlet razor-beak She snapped in anger, cutting his finger clean To the very bone ; and on the clump of green Among the campion blossoms white as foam He dropped the bird and watched her scurry home; And laughed, while from the wounded finger dripped Blood redder even than the beak that ripped The flesh so cruelly, and, chuckling, said : " Well, anyway, the blood still runs as red In my old veins as when I saw it spill The first time that I felt a puffin's bill Long years since : and it seems as though I had As little sense as when I was a lad To let myself be caught so easily And that brave bird make such a fool of me Who thought myself as wise as Solomon. Yet it is better to feel a fool's blood run Still quick and lively in the veins and be [58] NEIGHBOURS A living fool beside the April sea Than lie like Solomon in his unknown grave, A pinch of dry dust that no wit could save." [59] THE LETTER Why was I moved to write To him the very night That he, unknown to me, Upon his deathbed lay With eyes that should not see Another break of day — Eyes that should never read The long light-hearted screed That rippled from my pen? Why should I write to him Whose sight was even then With the last darkness dim? For I had never heard From him a single word For years, or even thought If he were ill or well: And when I wrote I'd naught That mattered much to tell. Did the same memory That moment moving me [60] NEIGHBOURS To take my pen and write Light-hearted as a boy Move him on that last night To think of me with joy? Did his lost youth return In one clear thought and burn His being with the glow Of old enraptured hours When plunging through deep snow We faced the raking showers ? Did death to him seem just A wilder frolic gust That caught his breath, and deep In dazzling drowsy white Of downy drifts did sleep Steal over him that night ? But time will never tell Whether some fateful spell Or only idle whim Moved me to write a screed Of chaffing words to him That he would never read. [61] BY THE WEIR A scent of Esparto grass — and again I recall That hour we spent by the weir of the paper-mill Watching together the curving thunderous fall Of frothing amber, bemused by the roar until My mind was as blank as the speckless sheets that wound On the hot steel ironing-rollers perpetually turning In the humming dark rooms of the mill : all sense and discerning By the stunning and dazzling oblivion of hill-waters drowned. And my heart was empty of memory and hope and desire Till, rousing, I looked afresh on your face as you gazed — Behind you an old gnarled fruit-tree in one still fire Of innumerable flame in the sun of October blazed, Scarlet and gold that the first white frost would spill With eddying flicker and patter of dead leaves fall- ing— I looked on your face, as an exile from Eden re- calling [62] NEIGHBOURS A vision of Eve as she dallied bewildered and still By the serpent-encircled tree of knowledge that flamed With gold and scarlet of good and evil, her eyes Rapt on the river of life: then bright and untamed By the labour and sorrow and fear of a world that dies Your ignorant eyes looked up into mine and I knew That never our hearts should be one till your young lips had tasted The core of the bitter-sweet fruit, and wise and toil- wasted, You should stand at my shoulder an outcast from Eden, too. [63] THE PARROTS Somewhere, somewhen I've seen. But where or when I'll never know Three parrots of shrill green With crests of shriller scarlet flying Out of black cedars as the sun was dying Against cold peaks of snow. From what forgotten life Of other worlds I cannot tell Flashes that screeching strife: Yet the shrill colour and the strident crying Sing through my blood and set my heart replying And jangling like a bell. [64] THE WILLOWS In the round hollow of the moonlit meadow Over the pond the seven willows shiver, And in the ghostly misty shine their branches Rustle and glance and quiver — Rustle and glance and quiver in the moonshine — The seven sisters shaking sea-green tresses Over the round pond's misty mirror, whispering Strange secrets to the shadow in the cresses. [65] RETURN Rust-red the bracken in the rain Against the wet grey boulder — Slowly the cold mist sweeps again Over the mountain shoulder And the wind blows colder. Since last I saw the wind and rain Sweep down the mountain shoulder Some joy that will not come again Has left a heart grown older, And the wind blows colder. [66] APRIL Over the rain-wet bells Of scilla and daffodil With April in their voices The blackbirds pipe and trill : And lucent yellow and blue In clear notes bubble and throng As daffodil and scilla Sing in the blackbirds' song. [67] WORLDS Through the pale green forest of tall bracken-stalks Whose interwoven fronds, a jade-green sky, Above me glimmer, infinitely high, Towards my giant hand a beetle walks In glistening emerald mail ; and as I lie Watching his progress through huge grassy blades And over pebble-boulders, my own world fades And shrinks to the vision of a beetle's eye. Within that forest world of twilight green Ambushed with unknown perils, one endless day I travel down the beetle-trail between Huge glossy boles through green infinity . . . Till flashes a glimpse of blue sea through the bracken asway, And my world is again a tumult of windy sea. [68] THE RIDGE Here on the ridge where the shrill north-easter trails Low clouds along the snow, And in a streaming, moonlit vapour veils The peopled earth below, Let me, O Life, a little while forget The horror of past years — Man and his agony and bloody sweat, The terror and the tears, And struggle only in the mist and snow Against the hateless wind, Till, scourged and shriven, I again may go To dwell among my kind. [69] RUGBY: 1917 All day the droning of the aeroplanes Above the hot brick buildings in the blaze, That in their skiey gliding seemed to graze The air to fiercer fire above gilt vanes, Sleek purple roofs, sharp-pricking spires, and towers Of glowing mottled brick; and through my head That droning hums and purrs, as aching red And staring blue trail by the unending hours. But under silvery olive-trees he sleeps Tombed in a hill of marble on the Isle Of Skyros that once, veiled in shimmering rain, I saw in passing. On the rosy steeps And silvery trees he looked a little while ; Then turned to slumber, never to wake again. [7o] RUGBY: 1917 II He slumbers : but his living words sing on, Lighting for ever the dark hearts of men, The hearts of men on whom his presence shone Living, who'll never see his like again In this world, and strange hearts that caught no gleam Of the golden spirit until his radiant death Blazoned it over all the earth, a breath Of singing fire from sunset seas of dream. O singing fire, O starry words that sang A moment through his lighted blood, and live When he who gave you loving life is dead, For ever to that fallen golden head And the laughing golden heart from which you sprang Starry and singing and deathless life you give. \7*] BLOOM Laburnum, lilac, honeysuckle, broom, Syringa, rowan, hawthorn, guelder-rose, Azalea, rose and elder — Summer glows About me in sultry smother of scent and bloom Shut in between the old walls' mossy brick: Yet as in the green and golden gloom I dream In the drowsy dazzle of perfume and colour astream An upland odour stings me to the quick — The shrewd remembered smell, sharp clean and cold, Of peat and moss where never blossoms blow Under the shadow of bleak whinstone scars The summer long, or only rarely show Over black pools the sundew's stars of gold Or grass of Parnassus' cold white scentless stars. [72] VICTIMS Above me on the ridge an old grey ram With ragged fleece, black muzzle and yellow eye, Tangled in briars, against the lurid sky, Seems even now to await the Abraham Who shall release and slay him — patiently On this high altar of bleak snow and ice With head bowed ready for the sacrifice To await the whetted blade of destiny. He awaits unwondering, foreboding naught, With blank, cold, shallow eye and easy breath, Nor knows himself the destined victim caught, Nor dreads the slicing sacrificial knife — While Abraham, ever in the shadow of death, Trembles to look upon the angel of life. [73] ISHMAEL He came at last to a cadaverous land Beneath a breathless livid sky supine And limping over the burnt stone and sand Reached a sleek lake of glazed unrippling brine, And standing ankle-deep in brittle salt That crusted the flat marge with prickling white, Lifted his eyes to the grey sunless vault, And waited for the coming on of night. But never night with black oblivious balm Or the healing lucency of starlight stole Across that arid sky of aching grey. Undying, by the dead lake's stagnant calm, Caged in uncrumbling bones, for ever his soul Stares at the blind face of unending day. [74] \ THE DANCER Sheathed in scales of silver sequins In a blue pool of limelight dancing She twists and twirls and smiles and beckons With dark eyes glancing — She beckons to me in my skiey seat With smiling teeth and dark eyes glancing: But I only see as I watch her dancing. The shadows that seek to tangle her feet. [75] SONG Over the heather the trill of a falling stream Sings in my ears like the silver voice of the light, The light that falls from the stars in a silver stream Into the pool of night — Into the quiet pool of the night of dream Where life that's a singing of joyful or sorrowful breath Sinks in the icy deep of the starless dream Of joyless and sorrowless death. [76] INSPIRATION On the uttermost farflung ridge of ice and snow That over pits of sunset fire hangs sheer My naked spirit poises, then leaps clear From the cold crystal into the furnace-glow Of ruby and amber lucencies, and dives For the brief moment of ten thousand lives Through fathomless infinities of light, Then cleansed by lustral flame and frost returns; And for an instant through my body burns The immortal fire of cold white ecstasy. As down the darkening valley of the night I keep the old track of mortality. [77) BRIC-A-BRAC Into the room the level sunrays stream, Shooting from under a low rainy cloud Through shivering branches of a poplar bowed In the wind of sunset; and in golden dream The dull day ends; and the walls of creamy white Quiver with rippling gold that fills the glass Of a green amphora with wine-golden light, And burnishes old Benares brass. And suddenly in the quickening glory of gold Buddha, who long has brooded in the gloom Overshadowed by a curved Askari knife, Wrapped in his rope of reverie manifold Glows young and fair, the very lord of life Until his presence fills the little room. [78] FIRE I Across the Cleveland countryside the train Panted and jolted through the lurid night Of monstrous slag-heaps in the leaping light Of belching furnaces : the driving rain Lacing the glass with gold in that red glare That momently revealed the cinderous land Of blasted fields that stretched on either hand With livid waters gleaming here and there. By hovels of men who labour till they die With iron and the fire that never sleeps We plunged in pitchy night among huge heaps : Then once again that red glare lit the sky, And, high above the highest hill of slag, I saw Prometheus hanging from his crag. [79) FIRE II In each black tile a mimic fire's aglow, And in the hearthlight old mahogany, Ripe with stored sunshine that in Mexico Poured like gold wine into the living tree Summer on summer through a century, Burns like a crater in the heart of night: And all familiar things in the ingle-light Glow with a secret strange intensity. And I remember hidden fires that burst Suddenly from the midnight while men slept, Long-smouldering rages in the darkness nursed That to an instant ravening fury leapt, And the old terror menacing evermore A crumbling world with fiery molten core. [80] ELEGY Stars that fall through crystal skies - Winds that sink in songless death — Are the light within man's eyes And his body's breath. For a little while he burns Fitfully, a windy spark, Ere his shrivelled soul returns To the windy dark. [81] CASUALTIES TO MICHAEL If the promise of your coming's true, And you should live through years of peace, O son of mine, forget not these, The sons of man, who died for you. [85] ANGUS ARMSTRONG I Ghostly through the drifting mist the lingering snow- wreaths glimmer, And ghostly comes the lych-owl's hunting cry, And ghostly with wet fleeces in the watery moon ashimmer, One by one the grey sheep slowly pass me by. One by one through bent and heather, disappearing in the hollow, Ghostly shadows down the grassy track they steal : And I dread to see them passing, lest a ghost be- hind them follow — A ghost from Flanders follow, dog at heel. [86] ALAN GORDON Roses he loved and their outlandish names — Gloire de Dijon, Leonie Lamesch, Chateau du Clos Vougeot — like living flames They kindled in his memory afresh As, lying in the mud of France, he turned His eyes to the grey sky, light after light : And last within his dying memory burned Chateau du Clos Vougeot's deep crimson night. [*7] JACK ALLEN "I'm mighty fond of blackberry-jam," he said: " It tastes of Summer. When I come again, You'll give me some for tea, and soda-bread? " Black clusters throng each bramble-spray burned red, And over-ripe, are rotting in the rain : But not for him is any table spread Who comes not home again. [88] MARTIN AKENSHAW Heavy the scent of elder in the air As on the night he went : the starry bloom He'd brushed in passing dusted face and hair, And the hot fragrance filled the little room. Heavy the scent of elder: in the night Where I lie lone abed with stifling breath And eyes that dread to see the morning light, The heavy fume of elder smells of death. [89] RALPH STRAKER Softly out of the dove-grey sky Drift the snow-flakes fine and dry Till braeside and bottom are all heaped high. Remembering how he would love to go Over the crisp and the creaking snow, I wonder that now he can lie below If softly out of the Flanders sky Drift the snowflakes fine and dry Till crater and shell-hole are all heaped high. [9o] DONALD FRASER He polished granite tombstones all his life To earn a living for his bairns and wife Till he was taken for the war, and he Went his first voyage over the salt sea. Now somewhere underneath the Flemish skies Sunk in unsounded flats of mud he lies In a vast moundless grave, unnamed, unknown, Nor marked at head or foot by stock or stone. [9i] PETER PROUDFOOT He cleaned out middens for his daily bread War took him overseas and on a bed Of lilies-of -the- valley dropt him, dead. [92] JOE BARNES To a proud peacock strutting tail in air He clipped the yew each thirteenth of July : No feather ruffled, sleek and debonair, Clean-edged it cut the yellow evening sky. But he returns no more, who went across The narrow seas one thirteenth of July: And drearily all day the branches toss, Ragged and dark against the rainy sky. T93l DICK MILBURN He stood against the trunk to light his pipe, And, glancing at the green boughs overhead, " We'll pinch those almonds when they're ripe," he said. But now the almond-shells are brown and ripe Somewhere in No-man's-land he's lying dead; And other lads are pinching them instead. I've half-a-mind to save him one or two In case his ghost comes back to claim a few And do the other things he meant to do. Ml PHILIP DAGG It pricked like needles slashed into his face, The unceasing, rustling smother of dry snow That stormed the ridge on that hell-raking blast And then he knew the end had come at last, And stumbled blindly, muttering " Cheerio ! ' : Into eternity and left no trace. [95] JOHN ELSDON Stripped mother-naked save for a gold ring, Where all day long the gaping doctors sit Decreeing life or death, he proudly passed In his young manhood : and they found him fit. Of all that lustiness of flesh and blood The crash of death has not left anything: But, tumbled somewhere in the Flanders mire, Unbroken lies the golden wedding ring. M NOEL DARK She sleeps in bronze, the Helen of his dream, Within the quiet of my little room, Touched by a kindling birch-log's flickering gleam To tenderer beauty in the rosy gloom. She sleeps in bronze : and he who fashioned her, Shaping the wet clay with such eager joy, Slumbers as soundly where the cold winds stir The withered tussocks on the plains of Troy. [97] MARK ANDERSON On the low table by the bed Where it was set aside last night, Beyond the bandaged lifeless head, It glitters in the morning-light : And as the hours of watching pass, I cannot sleep, I cannot think, But only gaze upon the glass Of water that he could not drink. [98] IN KHAKI THE KITTIWAKE With blistered heels and bones that ache, Marching through pitchy ways and blind, The mirey track is hard to make : Yet, ever hovering in my mind, Above red crags a kittiwake Hangs motionless against the wind — Grey-winged, white-breasted and black-eyed, Above red crags of porphyry That pillar from a sapphire tide A sapphire sky . . . Indifferently The raw lad limping at my side Blasphemes his boots the world and me . . . Still keen, unwavering and alert Within my aching empty mind The bright bird hovers, and the dirt Of bottomless black ways and blind, And all the hundred things that hurt Past healing seem to drop behind. [ioi] MEDICAL OFFICERS' CLERK Let me forget these sordid histories These callous records of obscene disease, This world of scabies and of syphilis Wherein I drudge until my whole mind is Besotted by the sodden atmosphere . . . Let me remember Venus dawning clear Through beryl seas of air, a crystal flame — Glistening as from the cold salt wave she came Over the far and ghostly hills of Wales Dwindling in darkness as the twilight fails . . . Let me recall the singing and the shine Of the clear amber waters of the Tyne, Pouring from peaty uplands of black moss Over grey boulders, while the salmon toss Wet, curving silver bodies in the air, Scrambling in shoals to scale the salmon-stair Over the roaring weir . . . • Let me again League after league of level stainless snow Stretching unbroken under the low sky [102] NEIGHBOURS In that huge clanking and eternal train Over the prairies of Dakota go — World without end to all eternity — Until desire and dream and all delight Drowse to oblivion in a timeless white Unundulating wilderness . . . Or let me sail Again up the blue Bosporus within hail Of many-fountained gardens of the rose Where bloom on bloom the Summer burns and glows, By minarets that soar like lily-blooms About the shimmering white mushroom domes Of marble mosques in groves of cypresses . . . Till I remember no more histories Of horror, or in drudgery and fret Of endless days no longer quite forget The stars and singing waters and the snow, And how the roses of Arabia blow. [i"3l THE CHART Drawing red lines on a chart With diligent ruler and pen, Keeping a record of men, Numbers and names in black ink — Numbers and names that were men With diligent ruler and pen Drawing red lines on a chart — Would you not break, O my heart, If I stopped but a moment to think! [104] THE CONSCRIPT Indifferent, flippant, earnest, but all bored, The doctors sit in the glare of electric light Watching the endless stream of naked white Bodies of men for whom their hasty award Means life or death maybe or the living death Of mangled limbs, blind eyes or a darkened brain: And the chairman as his monocle falls again Pronounces each doom with easy indifferent breath. Then suddenly I shudder as I see A young man move before them wearily, Cadaverous as one already dead : But still they stare untroubled as he stands With arms outstretched and drooping thorn-crowned head, The nail-marks glowing in his feet and hands. [105] SUSPENSE As gaudy flies across a pewter plate On the grey disk of the unrippling sea, Beneath an airless sullen sky of slate, Dazzled destroyers zig-zag restlessly: While underneath the sleek and livid tide, Blind monsters nosing through the soundless deep, Lean submarines among blind fishes glide And through primeval weedy forests sweep. Over the hot grey surface of my mind Glib motley rumours zig-zag without rest ; While deep within the darkness of my breast Monstrous desires, lean sinister and blind, Slink through unsounded night and stir the slime And ooze of oceans of forgotten time. [106] AIR-RAID Night shatters in mid-heaven : the bark of guns, The roar of planes, the crash of bombs, and all The unshackled skiey pandemonium stuns The senses to indifference, when a fall Of masonry nearby startles awake, Tingling wide-eyed, prick-eared, with bristling hair, Each sense within the body, crouched aware Like some sore-hunted creature in the brake. Yet side by side we lie in the little room Just touching hands, with eyes and ears that strain Keenly, yet dream-bewildered through tense gloom, Listening, in helpless stupor of insane Drugged nightmare panic fantastically wild, To the quiet breathing of our sleeping child. [107] RAGTIME A minx in khaki struts the limelit boards : With false moustache, set smirk and ogling eyes And straddling legs and swinging hips she tries To swagger it like a soldier, while the chords Of rampant ragtime jangle, clash and clatter, And over the brassy blare and drumming din She strains to squirt her squeaky notes and thin Spirtle of sniggering lascivious patter. Then out into the jostling Strand I turn, And down a dark lane to the quiet river, One stream of silver under the full moon, And think of how cold searchlights flare and burn Over dank trenches where men crouch and shiver, Humming, to keep their hearts up, that same tune. [108] LEAVE Crouched on the crowded deck, we watch the sun In naked gold leap out of the cold sea Of shivering silver; and stretching drowsily Crampt arms and legs, relieved that night is done And the slinking, deep-sea peril passed, we turn Westward to see the chilly, sparkling light Quicken the Wicklow Hills, till jewel-bright In their Spring freshness of dewy green they burn. And silent on the deck beside me stands A comrade, lean and brown, with restless hands And eyes that stare unkindling on the life And rapture of green hills and glistening morn : He comes from Flanders home to his dead wife, And I, from England, to my son newborn. [109] BACCHANAL (November 1918) Into the twilight of Trafalgar Square They pour from every quarter, banging drums And tootling penny trumpets : to a blare Of tin mouth-organs, while a sailor strums A solitary banjo, lads and girls Locked in embraces, in a wild dishevel Of flags and streaming hair, with curdling skirls Surge in a frenzied reeling panic revel. Lads who so long have stared death in the face, Girls who so long have tended death's machines, Released from the numb terror shriek and prance: And watching them, I see the outrageous dance, The frantic torches and the tambourines Tumultuous on the midnight hills of Thrace. [no] CAMOUFLAGE Out of the puddle of his mind there poured A sickly trickle of obscenities Till some chance word of mine waked into life Within his heart half-frozen memories: And then with shining eyes he talked of home, His wife and their one bairn, a little lass, And all her darling ways : but suddenly I saw the radiance from his blue eyes pass As, slouching up to us, another chum Cursed the lance-jack with casual blasphemies : And once again from that slack mouth poured out A sickly trickle of obscenities. [in] THE OLEOGRAPH After the bomb, there stood one parlour-wall, Papered with roses, still defying fate. And smiling in its gold frame over all A portrait of King Edward, hanging straight, The glass unbroken and the gilt unsmashed, Still blandly beaming, if a trifle bored, As it had blandly beamed when darkness crashed On him who hung it by its crimson cord. [112] BAGGAGE Three girls who still have something of the grace Of fleeting girlishness in form and face, Tricked out in all their fripperies, await The first three comers through the barrack-gate. They await the first three comers, any three, Smart, sullen, loutish, swaggering or brave — Soldiers, who'll soon forget them for the grave — Lovers, whom they'll forget as easily As they've forgotten last year's finery. ["31 LONG TOM He talked of Delhi brothels half the night, Quaking with fever; and then dragging tight The frowsy blankets to his chattering chin Cursed for an hour because they were so thin, And nothing would keep out that gnawing cold — Scarce forty years of age, and yet so old, Haggard and worn, with burning eyes set deep — Until at last he cursed himself asleep. Before I'd shut my eyes reveille came; And as I dressed by the one candle-flame, The mellow golden light fell on his face Still sleeping, touching it to tender grace, Rounding the features life had scarred so deep, Till youth came back to him in quiet sleep : And then what women saw in him I knew, And why they'd love him all his brief life through. [114] SENTRY GO True lad who shared the guard with me That night of whirling snow, What other nights have brought to you I may not know. Although I never heard your name And hardly saw your face ; You poured out all your heart to me As we kept pace. I don't know if you're living still, Or fallen in the fight : But in my heart your heart is safe Till the last night. ["Si REVEILLE Still bathed in its moonlight slumber, the little white house by the cedar Stands silent against the red dawn ; And nothing I know of who sleeps there, to the travail of day yet unwakened, Behind the blue curtains undrawn : But I dream as we march down the roadway, ringing loud and rime-white in the moonlight, Of a little dark house on a hill Wherein when the battle is over, to the rapture of day yet unwakened, We shall slumber as soundless and still. [116] TRAVELS AULLA Bronzed hills of oak that sweep Up to Carrara's peaks of snow Against a blue November sky, Burnished with evening sunshine, glow And bask in drowsy sleep — When piercingly a cry Rings from the little town below, And startled echoes leap From steep to steep. What soul in agony Cried out at sunset long ago I'll never know : But in my memory perpetually Bronze hills and silver peaks and steely sky Reverberate with that despairing cry. [ii9l THE CAKEWALK In smoky lamplight of a Smyrna cafe He sees them, seven solemn negroes dancing With faces rapt and out-thrust bellies prancing In a slow solemn ceremonial cakewalk. Dancing and prancing to the sombre tom-tom Thumped by a crookbacked grizzled negro squat- ting: And as he watches ... in the steamy twilight Of swampy forest in rank greenness rotting That sombre tom-tom at his heartstrings strumming Sets all his sinews twitching and a singing Of cold fire through his blood — and he is dancing Among his fellows in the dank green twilight With naked oiled bronze-gleaming bodies swinging In a rapt holy everlasting cakewalk For evermore in slow procession prancing. [I20| THE S SAL Y Sun-steeped translucent marble, and beyond, Pale marble hills of amethyst and rose Above the shadowy olive-grove that shows A sea-green shimmer like a tide-left pond Of brackish waters under the pale blue sky Of the unclouded noon of Thessaly : And over that pallid sky and pallid sea Obliviously the sultry hours drift by — Drift by in sun-steeped and translucent dream, Till suddenly a seagull's strident scream Stabs through my sense, and once again I ride In a little coble the dark tossing tide Of glancing, shivering Northern seas, a boy Chanting to that dark sky the tale of Troy. [121] SMYRNA Over the mountain's shadowed snow A rosy flake, the moon Drifts in the beryl glow Of early night: And over the still sea Of malachite Sings from the marble quay, Where blue-black Nubians crouch in shivering cold, A shrill and reedy tune My heart first heard In Uganda forests piped by some dead bird In unremembered days of old. [122] CHALLENGE Why does the seamew scream When I would lie at rest, Floating in dreamless dream On the dark sea's breast, Floating forgetfully On the unremembering sea Of eternity? Sick of the senseless fret Of blind and bitter strife, Fain would my heart forget The challenge of life: But foamheads ruffle and gleam, And tumult shatters my dream At the seamew's scream. [123I ON BROADWAY Daffodils dancing by moonlight in English meadows, Moon-pale daffodils under the April moon — Here in the throng and clangour and hustle of Broadway, Broadway brawling and loud in the glare of the noon, Comes to me now as a half-remembered tune The silence and wonder of daffodils dancing by moonlight, Dreamily dancing in dew-sprinkled moonshiny meadows, Ghostly daffodils under a ghostly moon. [124] IN FIFTH AVENUE A negro in a dandy livery Of blue and silver, dangling from one hand A rose-emblazoned bandbox jauntily — With conscious smile of gold and ivory He ambles down the sidewalk . . . And I see Him naked, in a steamy forest-land Of dense green swamp, beneath a dripping tree, Crouched for the spring, and grinning greedily. [125] ON STATEN ISLAND, 1917 Out of the bosky glen into the still Summer night Fluttering, twinkling, sparkling, light upon fairy light The fireflies glance and dance in an endless flickering flight. And over the still grey Hudson, stabbing the silvery haze The flaring festal lights of Coney Island blaze Where men and women dance in a razzling-dazzling daze . . . And sitting in silence under the dark unrustling trees We think of the lads who crouch in trenches over- seas With eyes that stare all night on other lights than these. [126] THE LOST RING Thridding the little tangled wood that crested With silver-birch the silvery wave-like dune, A slashing twig from off my finger wrested The golden ring just as the wintry moon Plunged in black cloud, and from my clutching hand It tumbled noiseless in the shadowy sand. All night in vain with fearful eager fingers I raked among the sand and rustling leaves : Dawn came, noon passed : and now the last light lingers Along the lake, and still my cold heart grieves Love's token lost, as through my naked hand Life seems to trickle coldly as dead sand. [127] IN INDIANA Snow on the hills and stars in a crystal sky . . . Around me the golden leagues of the prairie lie Under the blaze of July : And my heart turns home to the hills in their win- try white As I saw them last on that December night Lustrous in cold starlight — To the hills of my heart that are far over land and sea And the snug little house on the Beacon where I would be, v That is all-in-all to me. So under the glare of July While around me the aching leagues of the prairie lie, I long for the snow on the hills and the stars in a crystal sky. [128] BY LAKE MICHIGAN As out of intricate wintry woods to-night Through white dunes suddenly on the starlit lake I came, and saw the windy waters break, Frothing along the sand, beneath the light Of far steel furnaces whose ruddy flare Was mingled with the glitter of stars, once more Among the ghostly dunes of that strange shore I knew the desolation of despair. Though I by day and night unceasingly Hunger for you and for the hills of home: Yet that heart-breaking beauty of starry foam And rosy fire to livelier agony Shivered my courage — till in dreams you came And filled my heart with stars and rosy flame. [129] WINDOWS The hills of Wales burned only dimmer gold Beneath gold skies as over the green shires I looked from my high window on the fires Of sunset kindling; but they could not hold My vagrant thought that in an instant leapt To a window overseas that from a height Looks down an alley where a girl one night Was done to death while, knowing naught, I slept. And brooding in my chair I wonder why The golden uplands and the glistering sky Should bring that horror of the dark to mind, And in my consciousness I seek to trace The ray that glimmers through dark ways and blind Between the sunset and a dead girl's face. [130] WINDOWS II If I could live within the ray of light That runs through all things everlastingly — Not only glimpse in moments of clear sight The glancing of the golden shuttles that ply "Twixt things diverse in seeming, stars and mud, Innocence and the deed in darkness done, The victim and the spiller of the blood — The light that weaves the universe in one, Then might my heart have ease and rest content On the golden upland under the clear sky : But ever must my restless days be spent Following the fugitive gleam until I die — Light-shotten darkness, glory struck from strife, Terror to beauty kindling, death, to life. [131] TRAVELS Atlantic and Pacific I have sailed, And sojourned in old cities of Cathay, Icy Himalayas and stark Alps I've scaled, And up great golden rivers thrust my way Through crass, green, acrid, ominous dripping night Of Senegambia : over the still snows Of polar lands flushed with unfading rose Of the rayless sun's cold clipped unkindling light, Through the great Canyon's twilight mystery, And over Arizona's sand and stone I travel the round world unceasingly, Unresting, uncompanioned and apart : Yet never may I pierce the dark unknown And undiscovered country of my own heart. [132] HOME WINGS As a blue-necked mallard alighting in a pool Among marsh-marigolds and splashing wet Green leaves and yellow blooms, like jewels set In bright black mud, with clear drops crystal-cool, Bringing keen savours of the sea and stir Of windy spaces where wild sunsets flame To that dark inland dyke, the thought of her Into my brooding stagnant being came. And all my senses quickened into life, Tingling and glittering, and the salt and fire Sang through my singing blood in eager strife Until through crystal airs we seemed to be Soaring together, one fleet-winged desire Of windy sunsets and the wandering sea. [135] DREAM-COME-TRUE Dearest, while it would sometimes seem As if I really had the art Of putting into words the dream That fills another's heart — And though in its own dream-come-true My heart sings ever like a bird's The wonder of my life with you I cannot put in words. [136] ONE-DAY-OLD Baby asleep on my arm Would that my heart could enfold you, Cherish you, shelter you, hold you Ever from harm. Born in a season of strife When warring with fire and with thunder Men wantonly shatter asunder All that was life — Into a world full of death You come with a gift for the living Of quiet grey eyes and a giving Of innocent breath. Baby asleep on my arm Would that my heart could enfold you, Cherish you, shelter you, hold you Ever from harm. [137] TO AUDREY A crocus brimmed with morning light Burning clean and amber-clear, Single on the wet black mould — So to me you come, who hold Heaven in your heart, my dear, Every morning out of night. [138] MICHAEL Why should he wake up chuckling ? Only hark ! Chuckle on chuckle, lying in the dark Alone in his little cot. What may there be That we, for all our wisdom, cannot see Gazing grave-eyed, in the old heart of night To fill his baby heart with such delight ? [139] SUNSETS When the world fell to pieces, and we stood Stripped to disaster, in the surge and reel Of crashing nations, still too numbed to feel, Too stunned to think, we knew one thing held good Above the strife, and though all else should fail That made life lovely underneath the sun, Love, that from the beginning made us one, Against annihilation should prevail. And when on the shivering edge of the unknown Un fathomed darkness each must stand alone With eyes that look their last upon the light Regretful and bewildered, we'll not shrink But, still undoubting, over the last brink Step down unfalteringly into the night. [140] THE STAIR Dear, when you climbed the icy Matterhorn, Or braved the crouching green-eyed jungle-night With heart exultant in the sheer white light Of the snow peak, or cowering forlorn In the old Indian darkness terror-torn — Had you no inkling on that crystal height Or in that shuddering gloom, how on a flight Of London stairs we'd meet one Winter's morn? And when we met, dear, did you realise That as I waited, watching you descend, Glad in the sunshine of your eyes and hair, And you the first time looked into my eyes Your wanderings were done, and on that stair I, too, O love, had reached the journey's end. [I4i] THE EMPTY COTTAGE Over the meadows of June The plovers are crying All night under the moon That silvers with ghostly light The thatch of the little old cottage, so lonely to-night. Lonely and empty it stands By the sign-post that stretches white hands Pointing to far-away lands Where alone and apart we are lying. Lonely and empty of all delight It stands in the blind white night : And under the thatch there is no one to hark to the crying, To the restless voices of plovers, flying and crying Over the meadows of June, All night under the moon Crying . . . [142] THE CLIFFS In the warm dusk of the moonless Summer night, As on the shingle by the still, dark sea We rest, the chalk-cliffs beetle eerily Over us glimmering a ghostly white ; And silence steals upon us as we lie Watching a far-off intermittent light Momently flashing cold and dazzling bright Between the dark tide and the moonless sky. We watch the flashing light that seems to flare An instant only between centuries Of ominous grey midnight, and we stare With eager peering eyes into the gloom, While over our little lives in shadow loom Primeval cold still ghostly presences. [143] HOUSES The house we built with hands To shelter love's delight From the pitchy night, Dark and empty stands. But from our house of dreams Everlasting light Through the pitchy night Pours in golden streams. [144] WORCESTER BEACON When every spur of whin's a spike of ice, Each grassy tussock bristling blades of steel. Each withered bracken-frond a rare device Of sparkling crystal crackling under heel With brittle tinkling, then it is the time, O love, to leave the chilly hearth and climb The sun-lit Beacon, where the live airs blow Along the clean wave-edge of drifted snow. Love, let us go And scale the ridge : I long to see you there Breathing the eager air With cheeks aglow, The sunlight on your hair : O love, I long to share With you a moment the white ecstasy And crystal silence of eternity. [1451 WORDS Could I without weak words that fret and grieve Fashion of singing airs and living light The invisible fabric that the swallows weave At sunset in their interlacing flight, A sheer imperishable ecstasy To clothe your spirit in viewless singing fire, Then should I labour to my heart's desire, Nor fear to dim your spirit's lucency. But I have only words, words born in stress And travail, for your spirit's loveliness. Yet may not my dark syllables in their flight Through other minds weave out of song and light The fabric of my dream, that all men see Your spirit's beauty through eternity. [146] THE SADDLE The Saddle, — where that August noon we basked Above the gorse in the quivering golden glow, — Was a smother of white mist and driving snow That stinging, blinding and bewildering, tasked My utmost powers as in the wan twilight I crossed the ridge this afternoon alone, Plunging thigh-deep through drifts of whirling white In a wind that seemed to strip me to the bone. Yet as I struggled through the drifts I knew No sharp regret for golden days gone by ; For in my heart was the blaze and scent and bloom Of unforgotten summers, as I thought of you And the happy babes even then awaiting me In the golden hearthlight of our little room. [147] SONG I long to shape in stone What life has meant to me That my delight be known To all eternity. Though in love's praise I give To time frail words alone, Yet may not song outlive All perishable stone. [148] QUIET Only the footprints of the partridge run Over the billowy drifts on the mountain-side; And now on level wings the brown birds glide, Following the snowy curves, and in the sun Bright birds of gold above the stainless white They move, and as the pale blue shadows move, With them my heart glides on in golden flight Over the hills of quiet to my love. Storm-shaken, racked with terror through the long Tempestuous night, in the quiet blue of morn Love drinks the crystal airs, and peace newborn Within his troubled heart, on wings aglow Soars into rapture, as from the quiet snow The golden birds; and out of silence, song. [i49] SALVAGE Five of these poems have been rescued from a dis- carded book, issued in 1905 : the sixth, " The Salt- Marshes, " though written in 191 2, is now printed for the first time. THE LAMBING Softly she slept in the night — her newborn bairn at her breast, A wee warm crinkled hand to the dimpling bosom pressed — As I rose from her side to go, though sore was my heart to stay, To the ease of the labouring ewes that else might die before day. Banking the peats on the hearth, I reached from the rafter-hook My lanthorn, and kindled the wick ; and taking my plaid and crook, I lifted the latch and turned once more to see if she slept, And looked on the slumber of peace: then into the night I stepped Into the swirling dark of the driving, blinding sleet, And a world that seemed to sway and slip from un- der my feet As if rocked in the wind that swept the roaring star- less night [153] NEIGHBOURS Yet fumed and fashed in vain at my lanthorn's shielded light. Clean-drenched in the first wild gust, I battled across the garth And passed through the clashing gate — the warm peat-glow of the hearth And the quiet of love in my breast, the craven voices to quell As I set my teeth to the wind, and turned to the open fell. Over the tussocky bent I strove till I reached the fold — My brow like ice and my hands so numbed they scarcely could hold My crook or unloosen the pen : but I heard a lamb's weak cries As the gleam of my lanthorn lit the night of its new- born eyes. Toiling and trembling I watched each young life struggle for breath, Fighting till dawn for my flock with the oldest of herdsmen, death : And glad was my heart when at last the stackyard again I crossed, And thought of the labour well over with never a yeanling lost. [154] NEIGHBOURS But as I came to the door of my home, drawing wearily nigh, I heard with a boding heart a feeble whickering cry Like a motherless yeanling's bleat : and I stood in the dawn's chill light Afraid of I knew not what, sore spent with the toil of the night. Then setting a quaking hand to the latch I opened the door, And shaking the cold from my heart I stumbled across the floor To the bed where she lay so quiet, calm-bosomed, in dreamless rest And the wailing baby clutched in vain at the lifeless breast. I looked on the still white face, then sank with a cry by the bed And knew that the hand of death had stricken my whole joy dead — My flock, my world and my heart with my love at a single blow : And I cried " I, too, must die! " and it seemed that life ebbed low, [i55l NEIGHBOURS And the shadow of death drew nigh: when I felt the touch on my cheek Of a little warm hand out-thrust, and I heard that wail so weak : And knowing that not for me yet was there ease from love or strife, I caught the bairn to my breast and looked in the eyes of life. [156] THE FIRE Brushwood and broom I bring to feed my fire, Brief-flaming bracken, brittle-flaring ling, Quick-crackling gorse and cones that smouldering sing With sappy hiss as blue flames jet and spire. Beech-mast and leaves through long years bedded deep, Pine-needles stacked about rock-rooted firs In woodland hollows where no echo stirs — I bring to feed the fire that shall not sleep. Fiercely it leaps, exultant in the night In fresh-fed fury roaring to the stars, While gaunt black shadows dance among the scars Whose craggy spurs are tipped with golden light. By night and day the perishing bright flame Wind-flourished flares and fails, yet never dies, But lives that I therein may watch your eyes — Those fire-bright eyes my love could never tame Which from the white heat of the burning core Look out upon me as I gaze and gaze. I bring fresh boughs to feed the hungry blaze That fire may burn your heart for evermore Wherever in far southern lands you roam, [157] NEIGHBOURS By what marshlight of wandering passion led : For tumbled, cold and empty lies my bed, Deserted bare and windswept is my home. Without foreboding from the fold I turned To come to you; but over the heather-thatch No smoke of welcome curled : I raised the latch No fire of welcome on the hearthstone burned. I called your name : I climbed the ladder-stair Up to the roof-tree chamber, raftered low : The sunset filled it with a golden glow Of mocking light, but you I found not there. Long, long I called your name in bield and byre And fold and shieling, over hill and dale. Your heart heard not. With hands that never fail I feed and feed the never-failing fire. Wide-eyed, not ever slumbering, night or day, I watch the flame that feeds upon my life, That trampling shower or thunder's crashing strife Shall never quench till all be burned away — Till when, at last, consumed and spent I fall In cold grey ash of passion's fiery gold, Wherever you be, your heart shall shudder cold, Your feet shall turn to answer to my call. [158] THE HAYMAKERS Last night as in my bed awake I fretted for the day I heard the land rail's constant crake Among the unmown hay : And in my head the thought that burned And parched my lips and throat Was like a wheel of fire that turned On that hot aching note. But with the crowing of the cock The hours of waiting passed, And slowly a shrill-chiming clock Struck out the night at last. I rose ; and soon my hot eyes roved Over meadows dewy-deep That in the wind of morning moved As if they turned from sleep: And where the crimson-rambler wreathed The casement of my room [159] NEIGHBOURS On my hot brow the cool air breathed As on each fading bloom. I watched the martin wheel and poise Above his nested mate : When clear through morning's murmurous noise I heard a clicking gate As down the dipping meadow-road He bore with easy pace His shouldered scythe, and brightly glowed The dawn-light on his face. All morn with singing chorus blithe Unwearied through cool hours Was heard the swishing of the scythe Among the grass and flowers. All morn behind the swaying row Of shoulders brown and bare I followed, glad at heart to know He moved before me there. And as I laboured with the rake Among the stricken grass, Light-footed in the mowers' wake The happy hours did pass. [160] NEIGHBOURS Too quick they went, and all too soon The hour of resting came When over the withering field the noon Hung in a still blue flame, For as in shadow green and cool He sank down wearily Beside an alder-shaded pool He never turned to me ; And though afar beneath the briar I watched him where he lay, He knew not that my eyes afire Burned brighter than the day : And yet so loudly in my breast Beat my tormented heart As if to rouse him from his rest I thought to see him start As one awaked from midnight sleep By knocking in the dark. But in his eyes unclouded deep There gleamed no kindling spark. To-night no rails unresting crake 'Mid fallen grass and flowers: [161] / NEIGHBOURS Naught stirs, and yet I lie awake And count the crawling hours : And as I watch the glimmering light I await dawn tremblingly, Lest in the quiet of the night His heart has turned to me — Lest I should find the day has come, As yet the day shall rise When he shall stand before me dumb, The fire within his eyes. [162] ROMAN'S LEAP They found you nigh the foot of Roman's Leap Deep-buried in the bracken's rustling gold — Your arm beneath you bent, your brown face cold, Vet all unheeding round you browsed your sheep. They found you nigh the foot of Roman's Leap : They laid you on a hurdle, bracken-strewn : They bore you home beneath the waning moon With laboured breathing up the craggy steep. They found you nigh the foot of Roman's Leap : Their whispering shadows darkened in the door: Their griding hobnails crossed the sanded floor, And in with them the whole night seemed to sweep. They found you nigh the foot of Roman's Leap : They laid you out upon the fourpost bed, Two candles at your feet, two at your head, Salt on your breast your soul from harm to keep. They found you nigh the foot of Roman's Leap : Deep buried in the bracken's rustling gold : Dumb sorrow in my heart is frozen cold : Unloose your clutch, O death, that I may weep ' [163] THE ARROW By peat-black waters flecked with foam She lay beneath the flaming West. I plucked the arrow from her breast, And staunched the wound, and bore her home. Before the hearth's red glowing peat I laid her on a bracken-bed, And loosed the dank hair round her head, And chafed her snow-cold hands and feet Until the living colour crept Through her slim body : and her eyes Looked into mine in still surprise Once only ere she softly slept. Yet, though she wakened not nor stirred, I gazed in those still eyes all night [164] NEIGHBOURS Within the peat-glow till the light Of daybreak roused some restless bird : When in the dawning's drowsy grey With watching spent I fell asleep, And slumbered till the bleat of sheep Awakened me, and it was day. Cold on my brow I felt the wind That gently flapped the unlatched door, And stirred the bracken on the floor Whereon I looked and thought to find Beauty yet slumbering in the gold Of withered fern : but no dark head Now nestled in the bracken-bed That rustled in the dawn-wind cold : And she was gone I knew not where : I only knew that I must go To seek her ever high and low By hills and valleys of despair. So, flinging wide the flapping door, I turned my back upon my home. By peat-black waters flecked with foam, From dawn till dark, for evermore [165] NEIGHBOURS By moss and fell I keep my quest Grown old and frail with failing breath, Though now I know that only death May pluck the arrow from my breast. [166] THE SALTMARSHES Over the fog-smothered marshes we splashed on our way to the quay Under a blind yellow moon bemused in a mizzle of rain, When low through the yelping of gulls and the muf- fled wash-wash of the sea Suddenly shuddered a voice — the voice of a crea- ture in pain. Cold at my heart, I stopped dead on the causeway, and listening hard, I muttered, and half to myself, " It's surely a hu- man moaning! " But still stumping steadily on, Pete grumbled, " It's naught but the groaning — The groaning and fash of a young cow calving in Angerton's Yard." Yet again, as we steered to the pots through the breathless and mist-moithered night. Coldly over my heart that shuddering, smothering cry, Low through the salty fret and the dazzle of driz- zly light [167] NEIGHBOURS Echoing sobbed and moaned, then sank to a shiver- ing sigh : And tinder my breath as I stooped again to the oars, rowing hard, I muttered once more to myself: "It's surely a human moaning! " And only the oars in the rowlocks creaked in an- swer: "It's naught but the groaning — The groaning and fash of a young cow calving in Angerton's Yard." Dead they found her next day, the mothering girl, in the dyke, Strayed from the track in the fog and foundered, sucked down in the gloam, For lightness of heart and for laughter none ever has known her like : Heavy and quiet she lay, grave-eyed, as they carried her home. And the trudge of the bearers' feet, to my icy-cold heart, beating hard, As it still muttered over and over : " It's surely a human moaning! " Mocked with a splashing thud-thud, as in answer: " It's naught but the groaning — The groaning and fash of a young cow calving in Angerton's Yard." [168] NEIGHBOURS And ever across the saltmarshes, making our way to the quay By moonlight or starlight or murk, in fog or fair weather or rain, Low through the yelping of gulls and the whisper or crash of the sea, Suddenly shudders a voice — the voice of a creature in pain : And vainly I cover my ears with my hands as my heart listens hard, Muttering and mumbling too late : " It's surely a human moaning! " Bitterly mocking itself in answer: "It's naught but the groaning — The groaning and fash of a young cow calving in Angerton's Yard." PRINTED IN THE UNITED STATES OF AMEEIOA [I6 9 ] M UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA LIBRARY Los Angeles This book is DUE on the last date stamped below. APR 4198? Form L9 — 15m-10,'48 (B1039 ) 444 THE LIBRARY* UNIVERSE 7 O.J < LLIFORNE4 LOS ANGELES 1/0/1 AA 000 372132 1 PR 6013 G358zi