EARLY LETTERS JANE WELSH CARLYLE !5n'5n!5n!5nltoi!5ni5ni5nSiSi^§i^iSiSi§ikmSili§i^^ FACSIMILK OF SILHOUETTE TORTRAIT OF JANE WELSH FORMKRLY IN THIC POSSESSION OF ELIZA STODART. [Froiithpiccc. EARLY LETTERS OF JANE WELSH CARLYLE TOGETHER UTTH A FEW OF LATER YEARS AND SOME OF THOMAS CARLYLE %\\ l^itljcrlo tinpublisljcir EDITED BY DAVID G. RITCHIE, M.A. Felloxv a?id Tutor of Jesus College, Oxford ILontJon SWAN SONNENSCHEIN & CO. PATERNOSTER SQUARE '^ BUTLEB & TANNEB, THE SELWOOD PRINTING -WORKS, FEOUE, AND LONDON. PREFACE It was in the beginning of last October that I first saw any of the following letters. Most of them are addressed to Eliza Stodart, my great-aunt. I knew of the existence of letters from Mrs. Carlyle to her, but until they came into the hands of my mother and myself I could not know that it would seem a duty to English literature to make them public. The desire to do so might have been overbalanced by other con- siderations, had not the private life of Mr. and Mrs. Carlyle been already so much exposed to the general gaze ; but since the case has, so to speak, come before the court (whether rightly or wrongly I need not dis- cuss), it is only fair that important evidence should not be withheld. It will be noticed that nearly four- fifths of these letters belong to the years before 1834, the date at which the letters published by Mr. Froude in Letters and Memorials of Jane Welsh Carlyle begin : so that here, for the first time, may be read an account, brief and yet abounding in detail, of the earlier years of Jane "Welsh, from her father's death till her mar- riage, and of the life at Craigenputtoch, as seen from her own point of view and described in her own words. I have, indeed, the less hesitation in publishing these letters, because of the pleasing light in which, on the whole, they show both Carlyle and his wife ; and, in saying this, I would call attention to the fact, that all the letters to Eliza Stodart are printed without omis- sions. Any omission, even of what might be thought h vi Preface. trivialities, would have little justification on purely literary grounds, and would certainly have diminished the value of the letters as materials for the proper estimation of the intellect and character of this sin- gularly brilliant woman. It has indeed been thought unnecessary to give in full some names of persons, who have not already been brought before the world in Carlyle's Reminisceiices and in the other Carlyle litera- ture, at least where such names could be suppressed or concealed without loss and without risk of ambiguity. Again, it would only have irritated the reader to repro- duce all the oddities of Jane AVelsh's spelling and punctuation.^ The spelling has been retained where there could be the slightest uncertainty as to the per- sons and places meant. Her frequent underlinings have been carefully followed ; and in many instances her rather wavering use of capitals (which she some- times, apparently, employs for emphasis) — though in this matter it is difficult to find any perfectly satis- factory principle. In the case of the twelve letters of Carlyle, which came into my hands along with those of his wife, every detail has been reproduced as exactly as possible. Very few of Jane Welsh's letters are dated, and most ' " Persue," " dimest," " seperation," " comit," " colera," "gohst," "staid" (for "stayed"), "died" (for "dyed"), " earings," " abomminations," may serve as specimens, and as consolation for those whose souls are vexed by English ortho- graphy. The spelling of proper names is frequently even more eccentric; e.g. " Carslile," " Pailej^," " Lacedbmnians," " Walen- stein." I call attention to such matters, because they prove the rapidity and carelessness with which the most brilliant letters were dashed off. Preface. vii of the earlier ones are without postmarks. Hence the arrangement has been, to a great extent, matter of conjecture, and not always very easy, I am fairly satisfied with the results reached. The only cases in which I still feel any uncertainty are those of Letters III., v., IX., XXIX., LII. But this element of uncertainty is so slight, that the letters as arranged may be safely taken to represent the mental history of the writer. As merely the editor, I think that my duty ends with putting the material in a convenient shape before the reader, and that it is better that I should say nothing here in the somewhat painful con- troversy that has raged round the characters of Carlyle and his wife. "What was the cousinship between Jane Welsh and her correspondent Eliza Stodart I do not know, nor in what way their youthful friendship began. Eliza Stodart lived mostly at 22 Greorge Square, Edinburgh, with her maternal uncle, Mr. John Bradfute,- known to his young relatives as " Bradie." Mr. Bradfute belonged to the firm of Bell & Bradfute, booksellers. 2 " Mrs. Bradfute," in a passage quoted from Carlyle by Mr. Froude {Thomas Carlyle^ A. i., p. 129) must be a misreading. Mr. Bradfute was unmarried, and Eliza Stodart kept house for him. In a letter of 1833, during the Edinburgh visit, Carlyle writes to his brother John, " I am to go and dine witli old uncle Bradfute (at a precise moment) " : on which passage Prof. Nor- ton's note {Letters [Second Series], ii., p. 72) is as follows: "A relation of Mrs. Carlyle, a partner in the firm of Bell & Brad- fute," etc. There viay have been a relationship with Jane Welsh ; but I do not think Carlyle's words necessarily imply that. In writing to Eliza Stodart, Jane Welsh always calls him " Your Uncle." viii Preface. Bank Street, Edinburgh. The business of the firm "was, in Mr. Bradfute's old age, mostly carried on by- Mr. Sam Aitken, frequently mentioned in these letters. He was a cousin (more or less) of the Rev. David Aitken, who married Eliza Stodart in 1836, So far as I know, he was not related to the Dumfriesshire Aitkens, with whom the Carlyles were and are con- nected. My grandmother, the " Maggie " (and after- wards the " Mrs. John," i.e. Mrs. John Dudgeon) of these letters, who was a sister of Eliza Stodart, but considerably younger, told my mother that Jane Welsh " used to go to 22 George Square on Saturdays from school, and took her gloves and stockings to be mended." But the school time in Edinburgh is a doubtful feature in this tradition, though the " gloves and stockings" suggest some residence of a not home- like kind. There is no allusion to any Edinburgh school in these letters, nor in anything already pub- lished about Jane Welsh. And the opinion among some Haddington correspondents, who have kindly answered questions of mine, is that she never was at any school except at Haddington. She was taught at the Grammar School, partly along with the boys, by Edward Irving and his successor, the Rev. James Brown. Carlyle in his Reminiscences tells of her being for a short time at a boarding school, but in Hadding- ton itself. " Once," he says, " I cannot say in what year, nor for how many months, — but perhaps about six or eight, her age perhaps eight or nine, — her mother thinking it good, she was sent away to another House of the Town, to hoard with some kind of Ex- Governess Person, who had married some Ex-Military ditto, and professed to be able to educate youug ladies Preface, ix and form their manners (' better' thought the mother, ' than with nothing but men as here at home ! ') — and in this place, with a Miss Something, a friend and playmate of like age, she was fixed down, for a good few months, and suffered, she and the companion manifold disgust, even hardships, even want of proper food ; wholly without complaining (too proud and loyal for that) ; till it was by some accident found out, and instantly put an end to."^ I have no reason to think that Eliza Stodart was the companion in this unhappy experience. If Carlyle is right in placing this "House" in Haddington, this teacher of "young ladies " cannot be the Mrs. Seton referred to in Letter III., p. 9. Perhaps Jane Welsh may have spent some time in Edinburgh, partly amusing herself,* but partly acquiring " accomplishments," such as music and draw- ing, which would fall outside the usual course of the Haddington Grammar School. But this is mere conjecture. From these letters themselves it can only be inferred that there was some claim of kinship and the custom of mutual visits as the basis of an intimate friendship, which lasted through many years, though in later life it suffered diminution, as, alas ! too easily happens, through long separation, long silence, and divergence of interests. The few references to " Bess Stodart " in Letters and Memorials^ display (to say the least) no strong feeling of affection ; but the letter written by Mrs. Carlyle ^ lieniiniscences, ed. Norton, i., p. 74. The passage is omitted in Mr. Froude's edition. •* " I liked Edinburgh last time as well as I did at sixteen (you know how well that was)." — Letter XXIV., p. 149. » i., p. 103 ; ii., pp. 47, 357 ; iii., p. 313. X Preface. (numbered LY. in this book) in the month before her death proves that the old days were not forgotten. There may have been some other letters to Eliza Stodart besides those preserved (see note at beginning to Letter XL VI.) ; but I think it is clear from the letters themselves that hardly anything can have been destroyed. The letters here numbered LI. and LII. I am allowed to use by the kindness of Mr. R. Scot Skirving, of Edinburgh, about whom and to whom they were written. Letter LI. has only been preserved in a copy, the original apparently being lost. Of all the other letters I have had the originals before me. For Lettei LIV., which contains an interesting reminiscence of childhood, I have to thank Mrs. Pott, of Knowe- south in Teviotdale, to whom it was addressed. She is a cousin of Mrs. Carlyle, and was then Mrs. Pringle, and living in Dumfriesshire. The earlier part of this letter, — condolences on the death of a relative,— I have omitted, solely because it would have required explana- tions about persons not otherwise mentioned in this volume. This is the only case in which I have left out any part of a letter. The silhouette which is reproduced as the frontispiece belongs to a set of three in my mother's possession, about which there is an unwavering tradition that one of them is a portrait of Jane Welsh. They were sub- mitted to the judgment of several experts, who decided without hesitation in favour of this one, by comparing them with a profile photograph of Mrs. Carlyle, and with the engraving of the early portrait which forms the frontispiece of the second volume of Mr. Froude's Preface. xi Life of Carhjle and of the second volume of Professor Norton's Early Letters of Thomas Carlyle. Tlie notes liave been intended, in the first place, to enable those who are familiar with the already consi- derable mass of Carlyle correspondence and biography to fit this new material into its proper position, and, in the second place, to throw light upon the numerous literary and other allusions in the letters. In referring to Mr. Froude's Life of Carlyle^ I have, for the sake of brevity, described the History of the First Forty Years as A., and the History of his Life in London as B. In referring to the Reminiscences^ I have given the pages in the editions both of Mr. Froude and of Professor Norton ; where this is not done, it is because the passage is not to be found in Mr. Froude's edition. I have called the two volumes of Carlyle's Letters^ lately published by Professor Norton, " Second Series," to distinguish them from the Early Letters. Some mat- ters I have been unable to explain. Many, who could easily have solved my difficulties, have in recent years passed into silence. Doubtless, by using much more time, and by troubling many more persons, I could have made the commentary more complete ; but there are, perhaps, some readers who will even be grateful to me that the notes are not more numerous : and I, in turn, shall be grateful to any one who will point out errors or clear up obscurities. I have to thank many kind correspondents in Scot- land, who answered queries contained in two letters which I sent to the Editor of the ScotsmanJ^ I am also ^ Note 2 on Letter XI. (p. 80) and Note 3 on Letter XLIV. (p. 264) are entirely due to answers received to these letters. xii Preface. indebted to some of my friends for help and suggestion on special points ; amongst others, to Professor W. P. Ker and Mr. C. H. Firth. I have had the great advan- tage of consulting Dr. J. A. H. Murray with regard to man}'- of the interesting Scotticisms which Mrs. Carlyle uses. Some of my obligations to others who have given me valuable assistance are acknowledged in the notes concerned. Above all, I owe a debt of gratitude and thanks to Dr. Gr. Birkbeck Hill, who has read through all my proofs, supplied me with a clue to many of the literary allusions, and generously given me throughout the benefit of his experience as an editor and of his knowledge of English literature. I have also to thank Mr. Froude for kindly consent- ing, as the executor of Mr. and Mrs. Carlyle, to the publication of these letters ; and my sister-in-law. Miss Macdonell, for carefully transcribing them for the printer under my direction. DAVID G. RITCHIE. Oxford, . May Wth, 1889. TABLE OF CONTENTS. LBTTJiR PAGE I. [Autumn. 1819.] From Haddington. Jane Welsh to Eliza Stodart. Her father's recent death. — At church with her mother ....... 1 n. [Autumn, 1819.] From Haddington. Jane Welsh to Eliza Stodart. The loss of her father. — His grave in the ruins . . -1 III. [Early in 1820?] From Haddington. Jane Welsh to Eliza Stodart. Teaching her aunt and two other pupils. — The memory of her father. — Visitors, Benjamin B and others ...•••• ^ IV. Oct. 14, 1820. From Liverpool. Jane Welsh to Eliza Stodart. The journey to Liver- pool.— Her uncle Eobert.— The uncle and aunt at Liverpool. — Remarks on Liver- pool and Carlisle 1^ V. March 8 [1821?]. From Haddington. Jane Welsh to Eliza Stodart. Haddington is very dull, but full of childhood's memo- ries. — A quondam lover's visit. — Dr. Pyfle.— A hubbub in church.— On letter- writing.— A P.S. on marmalade and other VI. [1821 or 1822.] From Haddington. Jane Welsh to Eliza Stodart. Impressions of La Nouvelle He lolse.—^V anted a " Wol- mar " or a " St. Preux."— " I will write a novel."— Mr. Buchanan.— Thomas Carlyle considered as a St. Preux.— George Eennie 29 VII. [Early in 1822.] From Haddington. Jane Welsh to Eliza Stodart. La Nouvelle i/eZor.se.— George Rennie's last visit. — Reading German with Mr. Carlyle.— A story promised. — A postscript . . . B7 VIII. Mar. 3 [1822]. From Haddington. Jane Welsh to Eliza Stodart. The story of a literary proposal.— Stormy weather. — Thoughts of George Rennie.— Shopping commis- sions.— News of Irving and Carlyle . .'11 xiv Contents. LETTER PA.GB IX. July 22 [1822 or 23?]. From Templaiid. Jane Welsh to Eliza Stodart. A dull time in Dumfriesshire. — Boreland in wet weather. — Sees Benjamin B , but — on the wrong side of the river. — Irving's tri- umph in London 60 X. [Jan., 1823.] From Haddington. Jane Welsh to Eliza Stodart. Unwelcome Visitors. — Shandy's reception of the town dog. — Changed opinion of her uncle. — A visit to Edinburgh in prospect^i . — The binding of Cicero. — A plagiarist of Toin Moore . 67 XI. March, 1823. From Haddington. Jane Welsh to Eliza Stodart. A foolish but graceful admirer. — Dulness tempered by Carlyle's letters. — A genius found, and — found out. — An Irish packman. — Looking for- ward to a visit to Edinburgh. — George Eennie . . .... 76 Xn. April 18 [1824?]. From Haddington. Jane Welsh to Eliza Stodart. The Miss Welsh. — Thomas Carlyle has left Moray Street for the country. — Mother ill. — The man of medicine. — George Hennie. — " Get me a ' jemmv ' hat " 88 XIII. Sept. 27, 1824. From Templand. Jane Welsh to Eliza Stodart. James Baillie has all good qualities except geniiis. — Disillu- sioned about Benjamin B . — A plea- sant time in the country. — The gossip of a " man from Edinbux'gh " ... 90 XIV. Jan. 18 [1825?]. From Haddington. Jane Welsh to Eliza Stodart. A visit from Dugald G . — Letter from James Baillie about his affairs, and from Carljde, with autographs of Goethe and Byron. — A cake from Templand. — Music wanted . 98 XV. April 11, 1825. From Haddington. Jane Welsh to Eliza Stodart. A visit from Benjamin B . — Mr. Carljde and the tea-kettle. — Music wanted . . . 106 XVI. Aug. 13, 1825. From Templand. Jane Welsh to Eliza Stodart. Alternately ill and at parties. — James Baillie's affairs. — Going to Annandale 112 XVII. Sept., 1826. From Templand. Jane Welsh to Eliza Stodart. Marriage and marriage presents 116. Contents. xv "TTFE XVIII. Feb. 17, 1827. From 21 Comely Bank, Edin- burgli. Thomas Carlyle to David Aitken. Enclosint; a Testimonial .... 120 XIX. June 29 [1827]. From 21 Comely Bank, Edin- burgh. Thomas Carlyle to David Aitken. A parcel from Goethe . . . . 124 XX. July, 1828. From Craigenputtoch. Mrs. Carlyle to Eliza Stodart. Commissions. — Life at Craigenputtoch . . . .127 XXI. [Oct., 1828.] From Craigenputtoch. Mrs. Carlyle to Eliza Stodart. Sending money bv Mrs. Jeffrey 133 XXII. Nov. 21, 1828. From Craigenputtoch. Mrs. Carlyle to Eliza Stodart. Alone in the moors. — Feeding poultry, but not farm- ing. — A^isitors in the autumn. — Learning Spanish. — Perhaps coming to Edinburgh. — Carlyle's sister ill . . . . . 135 XXIII. Dec, 1828. From Craigenputtoch. Mrs. Carlyle to Eliza Stodart. Prelude to commissions. — A connoisseur in paper. — A brown coffee-pot to replace the broken one. — About packing . . . 142 XXIV. Nov. 11, 1829. From Craigenputtoch. Mrs. Carlyle to Eliza Stodart. Back from Edinburgh to the desert. — Happy in both. — Visit of George Moir. — Portrait of Mr. Donaldson 143 XXV. Dec. 21, 1829. From Craigenputtoch. Thomas Carlyle to David Aitken. Projected History of German Literature. — Borrow- ing books. — Winter at Craigenputtoch. — Dr. Carlyle. — Sir W. Hamilton. — Dr. Brewster ....... 154 XXVI. Jan. 26, 1830. From Craigenputtoch. Thomas Carlyle to David, Aitken. Books con- nected with History of German Litera- ture. — " Come and see Craigenputtoch in summer ".....,. IGl XXVIL Feb. 5 [1830]. From Craigenputtoch. Mrs. Carlyle to Eliza Stodart. Death of a pig and other disaster's. — A carrier's mistake. — Craigenputtoch in snow . . . 168 XXVIIL [Dec, 18.30, or Jan., 1831 ?] From Craigen- puttoch. Mrs. Carlyle to Eliza Stodart. Eecovering from a sore throat. — "Winter solitude ....... 173 XXIX. Jan. 16 [1831?]. From Craigenputtoch. Mrs. xvi Contents. Carlyle to Eliza Stodart. The late poli- tical changes. — Digression on a rare moth. — An Irish packman's compliment. — Old Esther of Carstamin . . . 177 XXX. April, 1831. From Craigenputtoch. Mrs. Carlyle to Eliza Stodart. A MS. for Cochrane. — A spring morning. — A flighty goose and a steadfast turkey. — A visitor from Haddington. — A tale of a nettle. P.S. From. Thoma.'i Carlyle to Mr. Brad- fute. On cigai'S. — An invitation seconded by Mrs. Carlyle 185 XXXI. June 28, 1831. From Craigenputtoch. Thoma.^ Carlyle to Sam. Aitken. About Mr. David Aitken's candidature for a Church History chair. — Probablv going to London . . 193 XXXII, Oct., 1832. From Craigenputtoch. 3Trs. Car- lyle to Eliza Stodart. — On the duty of keeping up a correspondence. — "The remains of a fine woman." — Wanted a house in Edinburgh for the winter. — Sober enough now. — Cholera in Dumfries 197 XXXIII. [Oct. or Nov., 1832.] From Craigenputtoch. Mrs. Carlyle to Eliza Stodart. A present of pheasants. — Her mother's illness. — About the Edinburgh house . . . 20G XXXIV. Dec, 1832. From Craigenputtoch. Mrs. Carlyle to Eliza Stodart. After her grandfather's death. — About the Edin- burgh house. — Her mother's plans . . 210 XXXV. Dec, 1832. From Templand. Mrs. Carlyle to Eliza Stodart. About the house in Edinburgh 216 XXXVI. Dec 22, 1832. From Templand. Thovms Carlyle to Eliza Stodart, About the house in Edinburgh ..... 221 XXXVII. Dec. 26, 1832. From Craigenputtoch. Thomas Cai'lyle to Eliza Stodart. About the house in Edinbiirgh ... . 223 XXXVIII. [Mar., 1833.] From 18 Carlton Street, Edin- burgh. Mrs. Carlyle to Eliza Stodart, The flight of Sapio the singer and its consequences. — A disreputable neigh- bour. — 111 for two days. — Bidding for an easy chair. — Jeffrey's opinion of Harriet Martineau 227 XXXIX. May 24, 1833. From Craigenputtoch. Mrs. Carlyle to Eliza Stodart, Missed the Content.'^. xvii coach. — Influenza. — Back at Craigenput- toch. — Burning of a wood . . . , 233 XL. July 28, 1833. From Craigenputtoch.— ilf/-.s-. Carlyle to Eliza Stodart. Better health. — Needlework and cheesemaking. — Dr. J. Carlyle. — Perhaps going abroad next summer. — Looking back on last winter in Edinburgh 240 XLI. Nov., 1833. From Craigenputtoch. Mrs. Carlyle to Eliza Stodart. A frame- maker's excellent memory. — The Moffat expedition. — Bad health traced back to 1817. — Crumbs from Carlyle's table. — The Barjarg library. — Books borrowed from it. — Millinery and dressmaking. — On writing and handwriting , . , 246 XLII. Jan., 1834. From Craigenputtoch. Mrs. Car- lyle to Eliza Stodart. A vehement remon- strance 254 XLIII. July 29, 1834. From 5 Cheyne Eow, Chelsea. Thomas Carlyle to John Bradfute. The house in Chelsea. — State of litei'ature. — Writing The French Revolution. — Death of Coleridge. — Celebrated literary women 25(5 XLIV. [1834.] From Chelsea. Mrs. Carhjle to Eliza Stodart. How to knit up a ravelled correspondence. — Settled in London. — Noise after the silence of Craigenputtoch. — Better health. — The house in Chelsea. — Neighbours, Leigh Hunt and others. — George Eennie again. — London friends. — An affectionate reception . . . 262 XLV. Feb., 1836. From Chelsea. Mrs. Carlyle to Eliza Stodart. Friendships in youth and middle age. — Recollections of childhood. — -London friends : the Sterlings, Pepoli, the Countess DegliAntoni. — An invitation 273 XLA'I. Mar., 1837. _ From Chelsea. Mrs. Carlyle to Mrs. Aitken. Influenza. — Carlyle's Lec- tures on German Literature. The charm of London life. — Harriet Martineau. — Fanny Kemble. — No idle condolences . 282 XLVII. Sept. 8, 1840. From Chelsea. Thomas Carlyle to David Aitken. Peterkin's Booke of the Urhiversall I^irk . '^00 XLTIII. Dec. 9, 1840. From Chelsea. Thomas Carlyle to David Aitken. Baillie's Letters wanted. — Book-borrowing. — Books about xviii Contents. LEITEB PAGE Scotch Covenanting. — Mark Napier's Montrose. — Young D .... 292 XLIX. Feb. 22, 1841. From Chelsea. Thomas Car- Jyle to David Aitken. Baillie's Letters. — Young D 297 L. [Soon after March 30, 1841.] From Chelsea. Mrs. Carlyle to Airs. Aitken. Mr. D 's enthusiastic letter. — George Eennie. — Curing a sore throat. — Mr. Carlyle, Fas- senger to ? 300 LI. [Spring of 1841.] From Chelsea. Mrs. Car- lyle to Miss Scot. Influenza. — G. Eufhni and Mazzini. — Tried between " fierce extremes." — Old Haddington friends. — Mr. Keppenwitch. — A. Ruffini's letter. — Intended visit to Haddington. — Erasmus Darwin and his carriage .... 303 LII. May 11 [1847?]. From Chelsea. Mrs. Carlyle to B. Scot Skirving. An aching head. — How to get to Chelsea. — " Dissolving views." — Thoughts of East Lothian . . 311 [Mr. Skirving's reminiscences of the Carlyles 303, 315] LIII. June. 1842. From Chelsea. Mrs. Carlyle to Mrs. Aitken. Her mother's death. — The iourney to Liverpool. — ^A changed Scot- land 317 LIV, [Late in 1858.] From Chelsea. Mrs. Carlyle to Mrs. Pringle. Lord Ashburton's pic- ture. — A cold in consequence. — No plea- sure without pain. — A story of her childhood 322 LV. March 15 [1866]. From Chelsea. Mrs. Carlyle to David Aitken. Acknowledging invi- tation. — Mr. Carlvle going to stay with Mr. Erskine ^ 326 LIST OF ILLUSTRATIONS. Silhouette of Jane Welsh Frontispiece Dr. Welsh's House at Haddington, the Home of Jane Welsh To face page 1 Seals used by Jane Welsh (1-3) , ,, 18 Facsimile of Part of Letter VI ,, ,,34: Seals used by Jane Welsh (•1-6) ....,, ,, ll'J Seals used by Carlyle and his Wife (7-9) . . ,, ,, 192 Facsimile of Part of Letter XLV. . . . ,, ,, 275 The Ruined Chancel of Haddington Church, with THE Grave of Dr. Welsh and Mrs. Carlyle . ,, ,, 329 c\\^ I. [This and tlie following letter must belong to the autumn of 1819, when Jane "Welsh was between eighteen and nineteen years of age. Her father, Dr. Welsh, died in September, 1819. See Carlyle, Remi- niscences^ ed. Froude, ii., p. 94 ; ed. Norton, i., p. 74 ; Froude, Thomas Carlyle^ A. i., p. 115.] [No address preserved. — To Miss Eliza Stodart.] My dear Bess, — I think I may say that my mother is a good deal better since I last wrote to you. She still sleeps very badly at night, but she generally has a sound sleep after breakfast. Her appetite is considerably improved ; for two or three days she has been almost entirely free of sickness. To-day however she vomited a great deal of bile, but that might proceed from the exertion she made yesterday. We were at church yesterday, the first time we have been out. Oh, how changed everything appeared ! We went in a carriage, as my mother would not have been able to have walked; the very sight of the street was ' B 2 The Loss of her Father. [i. hateful to me. I only looked out once, when I thought we were going to stop, and I thought the stones seemed covered with snow, every- thing looked so white and bleak. AYe were all three once more under the same roof, and this [is] all that I can ever hope for in this world. No, there is something more. I will one day (and perhaps that day may not be far off) be in the same grave. I have no wish to live, except for two purposes — to be a comfort to my poor mother, and to make myself worthy of being reunited to my adored father. To my many kind relations and friends I am not ungrateful, I love them dearly : but I confess I would with pleasure submit to be separated from them for a time, as that separation is to restore me to him ; for he was dearer to me than the whole world. I will never cease to be grateful for the sympathy and kindness which we have met with. Among those who will always hold the highest place in my regard I must rank Mrs. Lorimer. The affectionate interest in us which she has il.] The Loss of her Father. 3 displayed, and the sincere distress which his loss has occasioned her, have endeared her to me beyond measure. She is very much with us. She would not allow us to go alone yester- day, and it was well we had some one to support us through such an exertion. Her husband,^ who has also been exceedingly kind, preached a most excellent sermon on thai subject which he knew to be the only one that could excite our interest at such a moment. I have never heard from Robert ^ yet, so I am still ignorant at what time we may visit Dumfriesshire. I hope to hear from you soon. Excuse this hurried scrawl. With kindest love to your uncle, believe me your affectionate friend. [No Signature.] ^ Rev. Robert Lorimer, one of the two ministers of the parish of Haddington from 179G till he " went out " in the Disruption of 1843. 2 Her uncle. See Letter IV., p. 16. II. [No address preserved. — To Miss- Eliza Stodai't.] Sunday Night. Mr DEAR Bess, — I am happy to say that my mother is no worse than when you left us in her bodily health ; for her spirits I cannot say much. The dreadful loss which we have sustained is one which can never be less deeply felt. Indeed time seems only to show it in more distressing colours. We are all exceedingly obliged to you for your kindness in coming to us at such a time ; but we still cannot help thinking that you have some other reason than the one you gave us for leaving us so soon. Both my mother and self are perfectly unconscious of having offended you. Had we had the smallest idea that such was your intention, it would have been the last thing we would have thought of to ask you to go to Edinburgh on our business, or at least to return for so very short a period. I do not think that II.] Her Father^s Grave. we can possibly be in Dumfriesshire for tliree or four weeks from this date, nor do I expect to be in town before that time. Indeed, it is astonish- ing how httle desire I feel to leave this place, even for a short time. The memory of what has been, and the melancholy pleasure in the reflection that I am still near the being that I loved more than all the world besides, although he is no longer conscious of my affection, are the feelings which constitute the little happiness I now can feel. When you was ^ here I did not know that he was buried in the ruin of the church.^ I cannot tell you how it pleased me. Last night, when the moon was shining so brightly, I felt the most anxious wish tr visit his grave ; and I will not feel satisfied till I ha^, done so. Those ruins appear to me now to possess a sublimits 1 " Were " was originally written, and then " was " sub- stituted for it. 2 Cf. the beautiful account of her visit to her father's grave in 1849 in Letters and Memorials of Jane Welsh Carlyle, ii., p. 59 ff. The choir of Haddington church is in ruins, the nave being used as the present parish church. 6 Her Father* s Grave. [ii. with whicli my fancy never before vested them. I feel that I never can leave this place. May God bless you, and preserve you from such a loss as mine, is the prayer of Your affectionate Friend, JANE WELSH. III. [The position assigned to Letters III. and V. is purely conjectural. There is nothing by which I can defi- nitely fix the dates. I have adopted the order that seemed most plausible and most convenient to the reader.] To Miss Stodart, 22 George Square, Edinhurgli. [Early in 1820?] My dear Bess, — This is not intended to be a letter of friendship, but merely one to give trouble. My Aunt Elizabeth is seized with a wondrous passion to grow clever — or, perhaps I ought to say, to be accomplished. She has com- menced drawing, French, and geography under my auspices. As she has no drawing materials, I must request that you will talve the trouble to get from White a paint-box (I think they come to about twelve shillings) containing the usual number of paints, only, instead of light Painting Materials Wanted. [iii. blue and ligiit green, I would like a small cake of carmine, and a cake of king's yellow; also a few liair brushes of different sizes, and four small sheets of thin, white pasteboard (I think it is called Bristol sheet), for painting single flowers on. For myself I would thank you to get a small cake of carmine, two very fine hair brushes, and the same number of sheets of small, thin pasteboard. Be so good as cause him to make the note distinct, that is to say separate (as the young lady is particularly particular). To be done with my commissions at once, I would also thank you to send my Mother black feathers. I will send my buff one to be dyed black the first opportunity. I have been very busy for some time past with Italian, Frencli, etc., etc. Tell Mr. Aitken^ that I am quite pleased with the Testament. Besides myself I have got three pupils, Elizabeth, Ellen Howden, and her cousin Christina. The first is clever, but much too 1 Qu. Sam Aitken or David Aitken ? I think the " Mr." proves it to be the former, as " David Aitken " does not receive that title in the earlier letters. See Pref.^ p. viii. III.] Her Pupils. 9 confident in her own powers ; the second is exceed Inghj clever, but careless; the third is stupid and anxious, and, what is worst, I am more anxious about her than any of them. She is my pupil for everything, and lives with us. Her father and mother died within three months ; and when we invited her here, it gave me a melancholy pleasure to think that the care and anxiety which my adored father spent on my education might be of use to one, like me, left destitute of this first blessing. Her father was ill four days, and died on the Sunday before that fatal one which blasted all my prospects of happiness in this world. She too was going to Mrs. Seaton's ^ ; and she was thus, before I saw her, connected to me by the strongest of all possible ties — sympathy. She is beautiful and very interesting — about fourteen years of age ; fortunately for herself she is either not come 2 Haddington correspondents tell me that a widow lady, Mrs. Seton, kept a girls' boarding-school at Ballincrieff House, near Aberlady, and afterwards at Seton House (on the site of the ancient palace), not far from Prestonpans. 10 The Memory of her Father. [iii. to the age in which one feels keenly, or is not naturally endowed with very keen feelings. I con- fess I am a little disappointed in this respect ; but it is wrong in me to be so, for it is cer- tainly a blessing to the poor child. He used always to tell me that in giving me a good education he was leaving me the greatest good. Of this I have found the truth, and too late I have begun to feel towards him gratitude, which only adds to my sorrow for having it no longer in my power to make any returns. The habits of study in which I have been brought up have done much to support me, I never allow myself to be one moment unoccupied. I read the books he wished me to understand. I have engaged in the plan of study he wished me to pursue ; and to the last moment of my life it shall be my endeavour to act in all things exactly as he would have desired. When I am giving his sister and Christina their lessons, I seem to be filling his place; and the recollection of his anxiety and kindness and unwearied exertions III.] Visitors. 11 for my improvement and for the improvement of those who have so soon forgot him is sometimes like to break my heart.^ My Grandfather is a kind old man to come so far at this season. He is very anxious that we should accompany us [? him] to Edinburgh ; but to that I am certain my mother will never con- sent. We have just had a card from John to say that he is coming to tea ; I must therefore close this hurried, stupid, troublesome letter. I must beg that you will take the trouble to send out my things as soon as you c.onvenienth/ can, as all my pupils^ . . . want carmine. Robert arrived to-day, looking divine ; I do like him dearly. We had a call yesterday from George B and his son Benjamin, who is one of the most frank, unaffected young men I have seen. By the bye Benjamin had a party some 3 " The brave man himself [her father] I never saw : but my poor Jeannie, in her best moments, often said to me, about this or that, ' Yes, he would have done it so ! ' ' Ah, he would have liked you ! ' as her highest praise." — Carlyle, Reminiscences, ed, Fronde, ii., p. 115; ed. Norton, i., p. 144. * The paper is torn here. 12 Personal News Deferred. [in. time ago of young doctors from Edinburgh, amongst whom was my old Barkly ^ Museum friend, Mowbray Thomson, who does not seem to have forgot me. He is immensely im- proved. I dare say you are a little curious to know the state of my affairs at present. I must defer all communications till we meet, which I think will be in summer ; and indeed you have not much to learn. My sentiments and vieivs are very much changed, and I be- lieve in time I shall be really sensible. Tell Mr. Aitken that I can read two pages of Italian at a time. Burn this scrawl, I will not say before you read it, but immediately after. By the bye you was with me when I told Muir that I wanted the music at different times. He means to make me take 9£ worth of stuff all at once ; the thing is quite absurd, and as it will be long, long before I require it, it would really be ■^ Sic. The museum of liumau and comparative anatomy formed by John Barclay (d. 182G) now forms part of the collection of the Edinburgh College of Surgeons. HI.] Commissions. 13 a loss to me. I wish you would go with Robert some day and tell him about it; he has given me a great deal of trouble. I have no room for loves. Yours affectionately, JANE B. WELSH. IV. To Miss Stodart, 22 George Square^ Edinhirglij N.B. Liverpool, October 14th, 1820. My dear Bess, — You may perhaps remember tlie name of tlie person who now address [es] you; more of me, I think, you can scarcely recollect. I know not how it is that we are such bad correspondents. I believe it is I who am in fault at present ; but the shortness of your last must be some excuse for me, for I really expected you would have written to me again, without wait- ing for an answer to it. But I suspect the real cause of my negligence will be with more justice found in something which I dare scarcely name (I mean your goodnature) : for there are many persons, whom I don't like half so well, whose letters I answer pretty regularly, because I know, were I not to do so, I should never be forgiven ; 14 IV.] Journeij to Liverpool. 15 but from you I always make myself sure of a pardon as soon as I acknowledge my offence. I have now, according to custom, filled my first page with apologies, and so I will proceed to give you some account of our motions. We left Strathmilligan about a fortnight ago, and a sad morning we had of it ; but this world is made up of little else than partings. Mr. Robert McTurk, our Landlord's eldest son, drove us in his gig to Dumfries, from whence we posted to Carlisle,^ and there we took the coach, or rather the coach took us, to Liverpool. Mr. McTurk accompanied us to Penrith, on his way to Brugli- hill.^ At Dumfries we drank tea, and slept at Mr. Kirkpatric[k]'s. Roger is a kind, kind man in his 1 She spells it " Carslile " here and at the end of the letter. In her first written communication to Carlyle (June, 1821) she spelt his name in the same way. See Norton, Early Letters of Thomas Carlyle^ i., p. 354: " Miss Welsh's ' compliments ' to Mr. Carslile, a gentleman in whom it required no small sagacity to detect my own representative ! " - Sic. This must be Brough Hill, near Brough, in West- moreland. A horse and cattle fair is held there annually at the end of September. 16 Uncle Robert. ' [iv. own house, and his wife, though not very taking in her appearance, is no less so. Captain Thor- burn was there, just the same sentimental-look- ing person with the open mouth that used to go about catching flies in Edinburgh. My uncle Robert was also there. We had the pleasure of his company for two days at Strathmilligan. It would be rather foolish in me to fill my paper with an eulogium on my own uncle, but I never can resist praising Robert to those who I think place any value on my opinion. His kindness and attention to us merits^ my warmest gratitude. I have lost my dearest and my best friend, whose love was my most valuable blessing; and the blank he has made to me must be felt till the last moment of my existence, were my life to be much longer than I wish it to be. But had it been possible for the loss of such a father to be supplied, it would have been supplied by his brother : but oh ! Bess, you knew him, and you know how impossible it is that I should ever 3 Sic. IV.] The Liverpool Household. 17 love any human being as I loved him. My Mother's health, I am glad to say, continues pretty good, and everybody says she is look- ing well. We expect to be at Haddington some- time next month. What a return will it be ! no one to welcome us. When I think of home, all the pleasure that I feel at the prospect of seeing so many kind friends again is damped by that thought. My Uncle ^ and Mary are very kind, but, between ourselves, I don't like her. She is certainly a well-principled woman; but good jDrinciples cannot in my opinion make up for the total want of all feminine graces of mind. She is very fond of argument, and invariably loses her temper. She is a great j)olitician, which in a lady is detestable. In fact, she cannot bear to be contradicted in anything. AYe have walked about the town frequently. It is a neat, clean- looking place. It is much larger than Edinburgh ; but, the houses being all built of brick, there is ^ "Uncle John," her mother's brother. See Carlyle, Ee77iiniscences, ed.Yi'OMde, ii., pp. 142-145; ed. Norton, i., pp. 166-168. 18 Liverpool — Carlisle. [iv. nothing at all grand-looking about it. I liked tlie appearance of Carlisle^ very mucli ; the castle has a very fine effect. There are some people coming here to tea, so I must close this stupid letter with a promise to be more particular next time. Do write to me soon. My Mother joins me in kindest love to your uncle and yourself. Yours affectionately, JANE BAILLIE WELSH. [P. 5'.] — Address to me to the care of Leishman & Welsh in Co., Red Cross Street, Liverpool. 5 Cf. note 1, p. 15. SEALS USED BY JANE WELSH. (Double the Size of llic Oiiginals.) Seal used on Letters between 1S20 and 1823 [A I'Ainislh, "To Fiiendsliip." , Seal used on Letter IV. :eil used on Letters IX., .Xlll., XVI. all written rniii Teuipland. "J. 1'.. W. ' most probalily means " Jaiu I'.aillii- Welsh ; " but what is " K. K." .•■ [r„cr f. V. To Miss Stodart, 22 George Square, Edinburgh. Haddington, Sth March [1821 ?]. "Well, my beloved Cousin, here I am once more at the bottom of the pit of clulness, hemmed in all round, straining my eyeballs and stretching my neck to no purpose. Was ever starling in a more desperate plight?^ But I ivill ''get out'' — by the wife of Job, I will! Here is no sojourn for me. I must dwell in the open world, live amid life ; but here is no life, no motion, no variety. It is the dimmest, deadest spot (I verily believe) in the Creator's universe ; 1 Ci. Letter XLVIT., p. 291, where Carlyle says : " Like Sterne's Starling, one has to say mournfully, 'I can't get out ! ' " The starling comes from the Sentimental Journey (vol. ii., p. 24, in edition of 1775). 19 20 Her Native Place is Dull, [v. to look round in it, one migflit imao^ine that time had made a stand : the shopkeepers are to be seen standing at the doors of their shops, in the very same postures in which they have stood there ever since I was born. " The thing that hath been is that also which shall he " ; everything is the same, everything is stupid ; the very air one breathes is impregnated with stupidity. Alas, my native place ! the Groddess of dulness has strewed it with all her poppies I But it is my native place still ! and, after all, there is much in it that I love. I love the bleaching green, where I used to caper and roll, and tumble, and make go wan ^ necklaces, and chains of dandelion stalks, in the days of my " tvee existence ^^ ; and the schoolhouse where I carried away prizes, and signalized myself, not more for the quickness of my parts than for the valour of my arm, above all the boys of the - The " gowan " is tlie daisy. Readers of Dickens will remember how Mr. Micawber was puzzled by the word in Auld Layig Sync. v.] hut Dear to Memory. 21 community;^ and the mill-dam too, where I per- formed feats of agility which it was easier to extol than to imitate, and which gained me at the time the reputation of a sticket callant* (im g argon assassine), which I believe I have main- tained with credit up to the present hour ; and, above all, I feel an affection for a field by the side of the river, where corn is growing now, and where a hayrick once stood — you remember it ? ^ For my part I shall never forget that sum- mer's day ; but cherish it " ivithin the secret cell of the heart " as long as I live — the sky was so bright, the air so balmy, the whole universe so beautiful ! I was very happy then ! all my little world lay glittering in tinsel at my feet ! But years have passed over it since ; and storm after 3 Cf. Carlyle, Reminiscences, ed. Froude, ii., p. 73 ; ed. Nor- ton, i., p. 5G; Froude, Thomas Carlyle, A. i., pp. 119, 120. * I.e. one who has stuck in the process of becoming a lad (" callant " is Fr. gallant) — a phrase formed on the analogy of " sticket minister," which a French translator of Scott is said to have turned into " un ministre assassind,^^ a render- ing here adapted by Miss Welsh. 5 Cf. Letter XLV., p. 276. 22 A quondam Lover. [v. storm lias stripped it of mucli of its finery. Allons, ma chere ! — let us talk of tlie " goosish. " man, my quondam lover. ^ He came ; arrived at the George Inn at eleven o'clock at night, twelve hours after he received my answer to his letter; slept there '^^ more soundly, ^^ according to his own statement, " than was to have been exjJeded, all the circumstances of the case considered/^ and in the morning sent a few nonsensical lines to announce his nonsensical arrival. Mother and I received him more politely " than was to have been expected, all the cir- cumstances of the case considered"; and we proceeded to walk, and play at battledoor, and talk inanities, about new novels, and new belles, and what had gone on at a splendid party the night before, where he had been (he told us) for half an hour ivlth his arm under his hat; and « Which of them? Is this "Dugald G " (cf. pp. 96, 99)? or is it "John W " (cf. p. 76)? or is it rather a third person, a Mr. A (to whom the remark, "All the circumstances," etc., is ascribed on p. 99) ? or is it some one else ? v.] His Attire. 23 then lie corrected himself, and said, ivith his head linden- his arm! It was of very little consequence where his head was ; it is not much worth ; but the Lord defend me from visitors so equipped, when I come to give parties ! Before dinner he retired to his Inn, and vapoured back, in the course of an hour or so, in all the pride of two waistcoats (one of figured velvet, another of sky- blue satin), gossamer silk stockings, and morocco leather slippers — " these little things are great to little men.^^'^ I should not like to pay his tailor's bill however. Craigenputtock^ could not stand " Carlyle, writing to his brother Alexander in 1831 about the difficulty of getting a farm, says, " Little things are great to little men, to little man " (Froude, Thomas Carlyle, A. ii., p. 143) — a less remote application of the line (from Goldsmith's Traveller), " These little things are great to little man." 8 She here spells Craigenputtock (which was now her own property) with a ck. In all the rest of these letters it seems (when written in full) to be invariably spelt with a ch. Did Carlyle ultimately prefer the spelling ck (which is adopted by Mr. Troude, except in his edition of the Reminiscences, and by Prof. Norton) because of the etymological connexion with " puttock," a hawk ? See passage from Reminiscences quoted in note on Letter XXXIX., p. 237. 24 "I Change my Mind ! " [v. it. Next morning lie took himself away, leaving us more impressed with the idea of his imbecility than ever. In a day or two after his return to town, there came a huge parcel from him, con- taining a letter for Mother expressed with a still greater command of absurdity than any of the preceding ones, and a quantity of music for me {pour parenthese, I shall send you a sheet of it, having another copy of " Home, Sweet Home," beside), and in two days more another letter, and another supply of music. Hitherto there had been nothing of hope, nothing more of love or marrying ; but now my gentleman presumed to flatter himself, in the expansion of the folly of his heart, that I might jwssibhj change my mind. Ass ! I change my mind, indeed ! and for him ! Upon my word, to be an imbecile as he is, he has a monstrous stock of modest assurance ! However I very speedily relieved him of any doubts which he might have upon the matter. I told him " ce que j'ai fait je le ferois e7icore," in so many words as must (I think) have brought him to his senses — if he has any. He has since v.] A Hubbub in Church. 25 written to Mother, begging of lier to deprecate my displeasure. There the transaction rests, and peace be with us ! I have neither heard nor seen anything of "Doctor Fieff"^ — the Lord be praised ! He not only wasted a very unreasonable proportion of my time, but his fuffs and explosions were very hurtful to my nervous system. Talking of nerves, we got a horrible fright in church on Saturday. An old lady dropt down in the adjoining seat, and was carried out as dead. Mother screamed out "Oh" so stoutly, that Mr. Gordon was obliged to stop in his prayer, and sit down. She seems destined to make a distinguished figure in all church hub- bubs. Witness the scene of the repenting-stool. The old lady has got better. What of Willi ? is he coming out soon ? A visit from any man with brains in his head would really be an act of mercy to us here. ^ Dr. TyfTe. Carlyle spells it " Fyfe." See Reminiscences, ed. Froude, ii., p. 93 ; ed. Norton, i., p. 70. 26 On Letter -writing. [v. There is a long letter for you ! Now will you write to me soon ? I cannot recollect your ex- cuse without some feeling of displeasure — " You cannot ivrlte letters that I ivill care about.^' Surely this compliment to my understanding (if it was meant as such) is at the expense of my heart. It is not for the sake of grammar or rhetorick (I should think) that friends, like you and I, write to one another. When your letters cease to interest me, credit me, I will not ask them. My mother has quite got rid of her cold. It was as bad as need be after we came home. For myself I am quite well, still suffering a little from the maladie des adieux ; but that is all. Both of us unite in kindest love to your Uncle and yourself. Will you kiss him for me ? Ever most affectionately yours, JANE BAILLIE WELSH. v.] On Marmalade. 27 [P.S.] Mother bids me say that all the diffe- rence betwixt your manner of making marmalade and hers is, that she gives double the quantity of sugar to the fruit. If you think however that she has any art in it which you are not up to, she will be exceedingly happy to make it for you. Speaking of marmalade, will you give my compliments to William Watson ? Mother is never to be done with bidding me say. She bids me say next that Betty's ^'^ Mama's hens stand very much in need of pills. However she means to look about on Monday (there's one of my old blunders) to see if the hens are more laxative in another quarter — how dirty ! Will you put the note and the letter into the post office ? The Lord give me patience ! Mother bids me say again that there is abun- dance of fruit and sugar to be had here, so that if she is to have the pleasure of making the 10 The old servant, I suppose, frequently referred to in Letter's and Memorials • e.g. ii., p. 78. 28 On Marmalade. [v. marmalade for Bradie, you need not send any. Moreover — oli — she has plenty of cursed ugly wee black pigs^^ at your service. Not one word more will T write for her, by Grod ! 11 I.e. eartlienware jars — to put the marmalade in. This Scotch word "pig" has been a fruitful source of mystery to unaccustomed Southerners. VI. [ Carlyle was introduced to Miss Welsh by Edward Irving in the end of May, 1821. It may have been Carlyle who first induced her to read Rousseau (see letter of Irving in Froude, Thomas Carlyle^ i., p. 135). In another letter (i&., p. 155) Irving may jwssibli/ be referring to La NouveUe Heloise under the name " Rousseau's Letters." This letter must be later than July 14th, 1821 ; and, as the two following letters must come at no very great interval, and as Letter VIII. is dated "March," this one probably belongs to the end of 1821 or beginning of 1822.] To Miss Stodart. Haddington. My dear Bess, — I returned the two first volumes of Julia,^ with many thanks. It seems to me, that the most proper way of testifying my gratitude to the amiable Jean Jacques for the pleasure he has afforded me is to do what in me lies to extend the circle of his admirers. I shall begin ^ I.e. La NouveUe Ih'loise, of which Julie fitange is the heroine. 30 La Nouvelle Heloise. [vi. with you. Do read this book. You will find it tedious in many of its details, and in some of its scenes culpably indelicate ; but for splendour of eloquence, refinement of sensibility, and ardour of passion it has no match in the French lan- guage. Fear not that by reading Heloise you will be ruined, or undone, or whatever adjective best suits that fallen state into which women and angels luill stumble at a time. I promise you that you will rise from the Heloise with a deeper impression of whatever is most beautiful and most exalted in virtue than is left upon your mind by Blair's Sermons, Paley's Theology, or the voluminous Jeremy Taylor himself.^ I never felt my mind more prepared to brave temptation of every sort than when I closed the second volume of this strange book. I believe if the Devil himself had waited upon me [in] the shape of Lord Byron,^ I would have desired Betty to 2 She spells tlie names " Pailey " and " Tailor." Below she writes " Johnny-groats." ^ For her intense admiration of Lord Byron, of. Letter XIV., pp. 101, 102, and note 6. VI.] La Nouvelle Helo'ise. 31 show him out. Sages say that every work which presents vice in the colours of virtue has a tendency to corrupt the morals. They are with- out doubt in the right ; but when they say that Julia Etange is vicious, they are in a most egregious mistake. Read the book, and ask your heart, or rather your judgment, if Jalia be vicious. I do not wish to countenance such irre- gularities among mnj female acquaintances ; but I must confess, were any individual of them to meet with SJbch a man, to struggle as she struggled, to endure as she endured, to ijield as she yielded, and to repent as she repented, I would love that woman better than the chastest, coldest prude between John o' Groat's House and Land's End. One serious bad consequence will result to you from reading Helo'ise — at least, if your soul-strings are screwed up to the same key as mine. You will never marry ! Alas ! I told you I should die a virgin, if I reached twenty in vain} Even so will it prove. This * She was twenty on July 14tli, 1821. 32 La Nouvelle Helo'ise. [vi. Book, this fatal Book, has given me an idea of a love so j;?rre (yes, you may laugh! but I repeat it), so pure, so constant, so disinterested, so exalted, that no love the men of this world can offer me will ever fill up the picture my ima- gination has drawn with the help of Rousseau. No lover will Jane Welsh ever find like St. Preux, no husband like Wolmar (I don't mean to insinuate that I should like both) ; and to no man will she ever give her heart and pretty hand who bears to these no resemblance. Greorsfe Rennie ! James Aitken ! Robert Mac- Turk!^ James Baird ! ! I'' Robby Angus ! — Lord, Lord ! where is the St. Preux ? Where ^ Robert MacTurk is referred to in Letters and Memorials of Jane Welsh Carlyle, ii., p. 392, where (in a letter of 1858) she speaks of sending him a present {qu. a photograph of " our interior " at Chelsea ?) as " a sort of amende honorable for having failed to give him myself — Good God ! when he had some right to expect it — long ago, when I was an extremely absurd little girl. His good feeling towards me, after all, deserves a certain esteem from me, and a certain recognition, which, I hope, has been put into an acceptable form for him in the peep-show ! " c Cf. Letter VIII., p. 46. VI.] La Nouvelle Heloise. 33 is the Wolmar? Bess, I am in earnest — I shall never marry ; and, after having laughed so at old maids, it will be so dreadful to be one of the very race at whom I have pointed the finger of scorn. Virtuous, venerable females ! how my heart smites me for the ill-judged ridicule I have cast on their pure names ! What atonement can I make? What punishment shall I undergo? Let me think! I will — I will write a novel, and make my Heroine a Beauty, a Wit, a very monster of perfection, an Empress of a thousand male hearts ; and — she shall live a Maid, and die in an elegant little garret. But I will talk no more on this melancholy subject. So you saw my Aunt ! What did you think of her ? Poor thing ! she does not understand love. She never read Heloise ; but she has got a husband — such as he is. Mr. Craig Buchanan has put me to the ex- pense of postage^ twice within the last fort- 7 That is to say, of course, by sending letters. Prepayment was unusual in the days before the penny post. D 34 Carhjle as a St. Prefix. [vi. night. He is improving in his style, and displays some ingenuity in finding out subjects to write upon. He threatens me with a visit in a week or two. It will surely come to a crisis : what do you think of it ? He is about the age of Wolmar; but Wolmar had not a bald head, nor a lame leg, neither did Wolmar make puns or pay compliments. I have just had a letter from Thomas Carlyle : he too speaks of cominof. He is somethinof liker to St. Preux than George Craig is to Wolmar. He has his talents, his vast and cultivated mind, his vivid imagination, his independence of soul, and his high-souled principles of honour. But then — Ah, these buts ! — St. Preux never kicked the fire-irons, nor made puddings in his teacup. Want of Elegance ! Want of Elegance, Rousseau says, is a defect which no woman can overlook.^ It is the decree of fate ! dear Eliza, it is the decree of fate ! so look about for a nice, pleasant, ^ " La privation des graces est un defaut, que les femmes ne pardonnent point." — La Nouvelle H^lo'ise, Part i., Lettre 45. [This reference I owe to Mr. Saintsbury.] ^1 1^ ^^^ ^ ^ ., .J ^K n SI VI.] George Bennie. 35 little garret that has a fine view unclouded by the town smoke and out of reach of the camera obscura, and we will take up house together. When I commenced this letter I did not intend to write above three lines ; the determined and somewhat unkind manner in which you declared you would carry on no further correspondence with me still sticks in my thrapple.^ I allow you however an opportunity of mending your manners ; take care that you do not abuse it. My Mother sends her kind compliments, and will be glad to hear from you. Love to Brady and Maggy. Send me, if you please, with first opportunity, the third volume of Julia. I have never seen him^^ since I came home. 5 I.e. wind-pipe. 1" George Rennie apparently. " The most serious-looking of these affairs was that of George Rennie, the Junior (not Heir, but Cadet) of Phantassie, Nephew of the first Engineer Rennie ; a clever, decisive, very ambitious, but quite un- melodious young fellow ; whom we knew afterwards here as sculptor, as M.P. (for a while), — finally as retired Governor of the Falkland Islands, in which latter character he died here, seven or eight years ago." — Carlyle, Reminiscences, ed. Norton, i., p. 70 ; ed. Froude, ii., p. 92. 36 George Rennie. [vi. His Mother and Janet called one day, and I saw John at the foxhounds. Oh wretch ! I wish I could hate him, but I cannot; I despise him, but I do not hate him ; and when Friday comes, I always think how neatly I used to be dressed, and sometimes I give my hair an additional brush and put on a clean frill, just from habit. Oh ! the devil take him ! he has wasted all the affections of my poor heart, and now there is not a vestige of a flirt about me : but I will vex that renegade heart of his yet. \_No Signature.~\ VII. To Miss Stodart, 22 George Square. [Early in 1822.] My dear Eliza, — I tliank you for your letter, wliicli gave me mucli pleasure, and would have given me still more, liad it wanted the professions of humility at the beginning. Once for all. Miss Eliza Stodart, I give you to understand that sincerity is my favourite virtue. You know whether it could be consistent with sincerity to ask — nay, urge a person to write to me whose letters afford me neither pleasure nor amusement. I have finished Julia — divine Julia ! What a finished picture of the most sublime virtue ! If ever I have a child (which God forbid ! my reso- lutions against matrimony holding out) she sliall " read it by day, and meditate by night." If ever I am rich enough to furnish a library, it shall be the first book I buy, and shall occupy the same shelf with Chalmers and my Bible. 37 38 La Nouvelle Helo'ise. [vii. This is no joking. Julia is decidedly the most moral book I ever read. We quite mistook its nature formerly. In the second and third volumes there is not one word that the most squeamish woman could be ashamed of. Julia never relapses ! To the last hour, last minute of her life, she is pure and bright, as the silver moon when the dark cloud that obscured it for a moment has passed away. Oh, she is a glorious creature ! — is ? would to God she really ivas ! I would travel far to see her ! I would never leave her till she vowed to be my friend. But, alas ! she is a vision ! like everything j^erfectly glorious and beautiful, she is a vision ! But back to beings of this world ! Greorge Rennie — read, wonder, but be silent — Greorge Rennie is on the sea ! and will soon be in Italy ! What does he seek there ? you will ask. His friends answer, " Improvement in the art of sculp- ture." I answer — "Ruin." Yes! the die is cast — his fate is decided ! This liberty, this fatal liberty, that his too indulgent Father allows him can lead only to ruin. False, heartless as he is, VII.] George Bennie. 39 I tremble to tliink on all the dangers, the allure- ments to which he is about to be exposed — and in such a frame of mind ! How little fit to offer any resistance ! It is some weeks ago since Nancy Wilkie told my Mother that he meditated going abroad for the purpose of improving his taste in this stucco business, which it seems, he means to prosecute as a profession. Chantry and Joseph have cruelly told him he has a genius for it ; and who is unwilling to believe himself a genius ? This report was afterwards confirmed by Dr. Thomson, who had been at Phantassie, and told us he thought of inviting Benjamin by a Dr. Quin or G-eorge Rennie, who was to leave Phantassie on the Saturday following. Can you believe it ? this intelligence afflicted me. We had not seen each other for months, and yet it seemed that we were now for the first time to be quite parted. «I had not heard his voice for many a day ; but then I had heard those who had conversed with him, I had seen objects he had looked on, I had breathed the air that he had breathed. But now seas and countries were to lie betwixt 40 George Bennie. [vii. us. The sun and tlie moon were to be tlie only objects we could behold in common. This looked like separation ! Yet do not blame me or think me weak : it was the recollection of the past that made me weep at his departure, and not the pain of the present. I supped at the Davidsons' that night ; James Wilkie told me he had called with George at our house some days before ! but found us out. I had not heard of this. My mother had concealed it from me. What did she fear ? absurd ! Next day was the day preceding his departure. I resolved to return him his letters, lest I might never have another opportunity, and I seemed to keep them like a sword over his head. I sealed them, and scarcely had finished when I heard a rap. I knew it at once ; long, long I had not heard it, and yet I recognised it in an instant to be his. I ran out of the room. On the stairs I met Janet Ewart, who was staying here. She is very nervous, and thought proper to utter a loud scream. " I looked so pale," she said ; " she took me for a ghost " ! Idiot ! You may suppose such vii.] George Bennie. 41 a folly, wliicli must have had a most strange appearance to him (for he could not but hear the scream), was not calculated to restore my com- posure. I told her that the hurry in which I had run out of the room to change my shoes had made me sick; but I added as resolutely as a Roman, " As I hear it is onli/ Greorge Rennie, we may go down." Down we accordingly went. He half advanced to shake hands with me ; I made him a cold bow. He placed a chair for me, and went on conversing with my Mother. He looked well — handsome — quite in high health and seemingly in high spirits. I scarcely heard a word he said, my o^vn heart beat so loud. At length he rose. He took leave of my mother ; then looked at me as if uncertain what to do. I held out my hand ; he took it, and said " Good- bye ! " I answered him, " Farewell.'" He left the house ! Such was the concluding scene of our Romance ! Grreat God ! he left the house — the verii room where — no matter — as if he had never been in it in his life before — unfeeling wretch ! It was a dreadful trial to me to be oblio^ed to 42 Mr. Carhjle. [vii. save appearances even for some minutes after he was gone ; but I went through it bravely ! I returned his letters that night with a note (on account of which you would have blushed for me), so that he might receive them just immediately before his setting out, Avhich would effectually prevent any reply : and now am I done with him for ever. Mr. Buchanan has not yet been here. I forgot to answer his letters. No wonder he has not come, when I never said he would be welcome. Mr. Carlyle was with us two days, during the greater part of which I read German with him. It is a noble language ! I am getting on famously. He scratched the fender dreadfully. I must have a pair of carpet-shoes and handcuffs pre- pared for him the next time. His tongue only should be left at liberty : his other members are most fantastically awkward. A very laughable thing happened to me lately ; but as my fingers are cramped with writing so long, I will delay the recital till another time. H you have any curiosity (and what woman is with- vil] a Postscript. 43 out ?) you will write me forthwith, for you shall not have this good story till you ash it. Kindest love to Maggy and your Uncle. She and you have quite mistaken my character, since you laugh at my chaste views. I will be hap- joier contemplating my " beau ideaV^ than a real, substantial, eating, drinking, sleeping, honest husband. My mother joins my kind wishes for you all. Your affectionate friend, JANE BAIL^ They say a postscript is the most important part of a lady's letter.^ If this be a general maxim, I need not make an apology for writing what I am about to say outside my letter. My Mother and I anxiously desire — hope — expect — • that you and Maggy will come out for a week or so before she leaves town. She has never been here yet, and it will be very unkind in you if you do not bring her. 1 The signature is unfinished. 2 Cf, Edith Bellenden's letter in Old Mortality, chap. x. VIII. [No address preserved. — To Miss Eliza Stodart.] Haddington, Srd March [1822]. My dear Eliza, — You have paid the price of my story, so you shall have it, though I fear that, like other good things, it will lose sadly in the telling. Some days before I last wrote to you, I received a letter, addressed to me in a copper- plate hand, folded with mathematical exactness, and sealed with the most scrupulous nicety. As the hand was new to me, I turned the letter round and round, and thought on every possible quarter whence it could have come, till at length it striiclc me all of a heap that by breaking the seal I might penetrate into the interior and satisfy my curiosity. Within an envelope I found the followinof card : o " Mr. George — Cunningham presents his most VIII.] A Literary Proposal. 45 respectful compliments to Miss Welsli, and will do himself the honour of waiting upon her, at any time she may appoint, for the purpose of holding some conversation respecting a projected literary work, in which the young lady's assis- tance would be peculiarly useful." This billet puzzled me exceedingly, its writer being a person with whom I was not even on bowing terms. Mr. George Cunningham^ is an orphan, who has been brought up in Haddington with his uncle, Mr. Ainsley — a good-looking man without an arm, who sits in the chapel,^ has a 1 If this be the " George Cunningham " mentioned in the account of her visit to Haddington in 1849 {Letters and Memorials, ii., p. 73)— "the boy of our school who never got into trouble, and never helped others out of it " — she must at that time have forgotten all about this interview ; for she there says she had seen him onee since school days, " at Craik's, some twelve years ago." Mr. William Ainsley is referred to on the same page as some one she did not know, or at least recollect having known. 2 I.e. (I suppose) is an Episcopalian, as distinct from a frequenter of the parish church or of a Seceder " meeting- house." In Letters and Memorials, ii., p. 31G, is a reference to " the chapel " at Haddington. 46 A Literary Proposal. [viii. bald head that shines like glass, lives very retiredly, and once poisoned all Mrs. Cunning- ham the thread- woman's hens, for which mis- demeanour he was fined twenty pounds to the School of Industry. The said George was, when a very young boy, in the mathematical class with me ; but during the latter part of his existence, which has (I understand) been spent in Mr. Davidson's office, he had quite worn out of my acquaintance, and almost out of my recollection. After various musings I came to this decision, that the Creature (who was really clever at school, and won a prize from me) had written some mathematical work for which he wanted sub- scribers, and thought to engage my interest by submitting his labours to my criticism ; or else, said the imp of vanity within (not to be silenced, it would seem, by the most humiliating rebuffs), or else he has, like James Baird, fallen in love with me from hearsay, and takes this extraordi- nary method of getting himself introduced into my presence. The card however required an answer, so I forthwith wrote : ^^II.] A Literary Proposal. 47 "Miss Welsh will be at home all this evening, and glad to hear from Mr. Cunningham of any project which may, in its results, prove advan- tageous to an old school-fellow, though she is greatly at a loss to conjecture what assistance towards any ' literary work ' can lie with her, an individual utterly unknown in the Literary world, and little qualified to attain any distinction there." This last clause was put in merely for modesty's sake, for even then I was planning the immor- talizing of old maids.^ After sitting in expectation for some hours (my Mother ever and anon repeating that I was really a very great character), it came into my head that the card was probably a quiz written by some of his companions. My Mother and I fell into fits of laughter at the idea of the effect my answer would produce upon the poor lad if he was un- conscious of having said or written anything to call it forth ; and just when our mirth was at the loudest the door opened, and the said George, in 3 Cf. p. 33. 48 A Literary Projwsal. [viii, propria persona, stood before us. The terrible agitation visible in liis deportment at his entrance strengthened my suspicions of his heart. I held out my hand to him with a most winning smile of condescension, but even my smile did not restore him to composure. He seated himself with his eyes most religiously fixed upon the carpet, and there was silence. My Mother vouchsafed a remark upon the weather ; the imfortunate Creature replied in a quavering voice, and again there was silence. At length my Mother, com- passionating the deplorable stagnation of his intellect, withdrew. The door closed on us. The literary man looked into the fire, and I looked at the literary man; and a queer, little, odd-shaped man it was. He coughed sundry times, and at length began : "You, no doubt, expect. Madam, that I am going to produce a novel or tragedy of my own composition for jour perusal, but— but really I have no such thing." So ! (thought I) it is as I suspected. This odd Thing is really in love with me ! VIII. J A Literary Proposal. 49 "The subject," lie continued, "wliicli I wish to mention to you is — it is — a Magazine." The last word came out of his throat bolt, as if a bullet had been at its back, and the Creature seemed much relieved. " A Magazine ? " I repeated with surprise, the intelligence conveyed by this important word not being so luminous as he seemed to have antici- pated. "A Magazine here — in Haddington ? Do you mean to write a Magazine ? " " I mean to assist," he replied somewhat peevishly ; " and I am of opinion that this county affords local interest sufficient to render a work of that sort, published by Mr. Tait, extremely acceptable. All that is wanting is jpeople to write ity (What a desideratum ! !) "I do not doubt," I replied, "if you can find people to write it, and people to read it, Taifs Magazine will do just as well as Blackwood's or Waugh's,^ or anybody else's." ^ Waugh, an Edinburgh bookseller, was the publisher of the Neiv Edinburgh Eevietv, which died before the end of 1823. Carlyle contributed an article on Joanna Baillie's E 50 A Literary Proposal. [vTii. " If you and those who are qualified would only stejo foriuai^d," said the George. " But really, sir, I do not feel myself qualified to engage in such an undertaking." " Ah ! Miss Welsh," exclaimed the Creature, growing very bold, " you must not tell that here ; we all know well (with a sigh) for what you are qualified.''^ I had nothing to reply to such a compliment. The solemn Thing twinkled its eyes, rolled its head about like a china Mandarin, and, when it seemed firmly balanced on its shoulders, continued with a smile of ineffable self-complacency, — " You are thinking who are the Editors ? " Really I was thinking no such thing ; but he looked so well-pleased, I had not the heart to contradict him. Metrical Legends to vol. i. in 1821, and one on Goethe's Faust to vol. ii. in 1822 (Mr. Anderson's " Bibliography " appended to Dr. Garnett's Life of Thomas Carlyle). See Norton, Early Letters of Thomas Carlyle^ ii., pp. 53, 252. " The Neiv Edinburgh Revieiv, Waugh's, is with the spirits of its Fathers ! They gave it up last number " : he says, " so perish all Queen Common-sense's enemies ! " VIII.] A Literary Proposal. 51 " And pray, Sir, who are they ? " " We do not wish ourselves to be known," said he ; " but I may mention to you that Peter Dodds and I are to be principal Editors." " And who is Peter Dodds ? " " Provost Dodds' son." " Indeed ! I thought I had been at school with all his family. I did not know he had a son of that name." " Oh ! Peter went to school long after you left itr " What ! You do not mean that the hoy who is in Mr. Davidson's office is going to be Editor of a Magazine ? " " The same ! He is a very clever young many " Mr. Cunningham," said I, with all the gravity I could muster, " Mr. Tait is a decent, indus- trious lad, and I am of opinion that the first step to be taken in this business is to secure him against being ruined." " Oh ! Peter Dodds and I mean to do that. There is no fear of Mr. Tait." I next proceeded to exercise all my powers of 52 A Literary Proposal. [viii. argument in trying to convince this candidate for literary fame, that it would be more advisable for the hitherto latent genius of Haddington to distribute itself among the various jDcriodical works in the Metropolis, when, if not admired, the strength of others would sustain their weak- ness, and they might Jiope to pass unobserved, instead of, by uniting in a body, rendering dark- ness visible. And the Creature, on his side, used every argument he was master of to induce me to take an active part in this most unpromising Magazine ; which however I positively declined, at least till I was assured by the success of the first number that it would not go to the Devil. We jDarted nuitually amused (I believe) after an intei'view of more than an hour's length. And here ends my story. It may not seem to you so laughable as I led you to expect, for words cannot do it justice ; but to me, who saw the Creature's pompous absurdity in all the vividness of reality, and who am moreover gifted with a viTi.] A Literary Proposal. 53 somewhat too lively perception of the ridiculous — it was more than laughable — it was really over- jpowering. One night when it was very stormy, I lay awake till four o'clock in the morning, thinking on the perils of such a night at sea, and then the George and his Magazine came into my head, and the multitude of odd conceits my imagination suggested, operating on the nervous- ness occasioned by want of sleep, threw me into the most ungovernable fit of mirth I ever in my life experienced. The noise I made awoke my Mother, who, finding me lying at her side in a state of utter helplessness, sending forth loud and repeated " shouts of joy," fancied first I was dreaming, and then that I had gone mad; and she was really in a state of serious alarm before I could compose myself sufficiently to explain the occasion of my ill-timed transports. A tolerably well-expressed, printed plan of the work has been distributed among the inhabitants. I am sorry I have lost my copy. Mr. C. promised me a sight of the manuscript papers, from which I anticipate great delight. If the first number (which I dare 54 George Bennie. [viii. swear will be the last) ever gets out, I will send it you.^ What dreadful weather this is ! The very elements seem to have leagued with that Wretch against me; for it is impossible to hear such winds and not to thinl- of him. God grant he may not be drowned ! and that he may return to Scot- land alive ! Were he dead, you know I should forget \\\^ faults ; and that — that would be dread- ful. Could I ever forget his faults ? He might then indeed have the glory of having made the proudest heart in Britain hreah. But do not — for mercy's sake do not ''pity^' me. I would almost as soon that people should hate as ^liy me. And shall I not be revenged ? My revenge shall be great as his fault is great, and noble as his fault is base. ^ In spite of Miss Welsh's unfavourable opinion, it ap- pears that Mr. George Tait " from 1822 to 1828 published and conducted The East Lothian Magazine, published monthly. It was supported by a number of the young literati of the locality, who contributed articles of ability in historical, agricultural, and general literature. It had a considerable circulation." — J. Martine, Reminiscences of Haddington (Edin., 1883), p. 12. VIII.] George Bennie. 55 I fors'ot to mention one instance of his o effrontery at our last meeting. Thinking that Janet Ewart might remark my silence, I sum- moned forth my fortitude, and enquired for Margaret. " She is very unwell," said he, "and wearying exceedingly to see you. We have been expecting you at ' Phantassie ' for a long time, I wish you would go to-day. The carriage is up. I brought it for a Miss Wilson who has come from Edinburgh ; so you had best just go with us.'' Oh the Devil incarnate ! I have been once at Phantassie since he left it. It was trijing, but I went through it hravehj. Poor Margaret is now confined to bed — to all appearances dying. How could he leave her at such a time ? — his favourite she was too. And yet perhaps it was to save his feelings from the melancholy But he has no feeling — none. I have sacrificed a German lesson to you to-day, so I may perhaps be excused if I re- quire a little of your time in return. Now, my dear, dear Angel Bessy (God help thee!), will you take the trouble to go to Brown's and pur- 56 SJiopping Commissions. [viii. chase for me a pair of very handsome crystal jelly glasses"! ! ! as the comb is rather beyond the dimensions of my purse, or rather of my Mother's (for you know I never carry one). I mean to ornament my head with these. (How could you suppose I would be so extravagant as to buy a coronet for myself ?) My Mother got beautiful jelly glasses from him for Mrs. W. (who by the way has not written me 07ie word since she got married). Perhaps Mr. Brown may remember them. And will you also, my ever-adored Bessy (This is further off), go to Gall and Spurzheim'^ — no, Gall and Leckky, or some such thing, and prevail on them to give you two modest little floivers or a little wreath of white in exchange for this monster. Janet Ewart heard me complaining of having nothing to put on my head at a party here one night, and when she re- ^ Can this be some kind of head-dress ? Commentators differ. " The phrenologists. Spurzheim had been in Scotland " examining heads " not long before. See Norton, Early Letters of Thomas Carlyle, i., pp. 91, 94, 95, 136 ; ii., p. 252. " Leckky " is Jane Welsh's spelling : qu. Leckie ? VIII.] Other Requests. 57 turned to town very attentively sent me this; but it is far too fashionable for me — my head is quite lost in it. If you take one a little higher, they may perhaps be more willing to exchange it. And when all this is done, my good Bessy, send me the amount of my debt and Aggy's[?]. I would enclose money if I had it, but my mother's notes " be all done " ! I send you some lines I got lately ; give them to Mr. Aitken. They are more in his ivaij than the cheese. Return him also my thanks for the fun he procured me. Ask David Ritchy,^ if within reach of oracular communica- ^ This, I suppose, is David Ritchie, afterwards minister of Tarbolton, Ayrshire. He was nephew and from 1826-29 assistant to Dr. William Ritchie, minister of the High Church and Professor of Divinity in the University of Edin- burgh, on whom Carlyle has written a note in Letters and Memorials of Jane Welsh Carlyle^ i., p. 196. He (David Ritchie) must at this time have been a student. He once told me that Jane Welsh lent him her tragedy to read, on condition that he gave " a written criticism." He could recollect nothing about it, except that it was "very wild and bloody," and that in the last act none of the dramatis jjcrsona' remained alive to speak the epilogue ! (This must have been the tragedy written " before she was fourteen." " She used to speak of it ' as just an explosion,' " says Miss 58 Irving and Garhjle. [viii. tion, what Treatise on punctuation it was, wliicli was recommended to him. Mr. Irving is making a horrible noise in London, where he has got a church. He tells me, in his last, that his head is quite turned with the admiration he has received; and really I believe him. The boys Mr. Carlyle is attending are Bullers (or some such name) with Dr. Fleming.^ They are great Boys, singu- larlij great. But I will tell you all about my two learned friends in my next, for I am beginning to feel some remorse for having consumed such a quantity of vellum joaper. Kiss Maggy and your Uncle for me ! Give ray compliments to Mr. Jewsbury 'xa. Reminiscences^ ed. Froude, ii., p. 79; ed. Norton, i., p. 60). He told me also — what is quite irrelevant, but is worth, putting on record — that people thought it very wicked of Sam Aitken (often mentioned in these letters) to have a statuette of Napoleon in his room and to admire " the national enemy." ^ See Fronde, Thomas Carlyle, A.i., p. 146 ; Reminiscences, ed. Froude, i., p. 193 ff. ; ed. Norton, ii., p. 102 ff. This allu- sion and the reference to Irving (cf. Froude, Thomas Carlyle, A. i., p. 152 ff.) fix the date of this letter. The promise to tell " all about " Irving and Carlyle can hardly be said to be fulfilled in any of the following letters ; but see pp. 65 and 78 in Letters IX. and XI. VIII. J Dreaming of Dr. Chalmers. 59 McLerotli (I like him mucli better since I saw how his name is spelled), and tell him he is a person of 110 enterprise. Mr. Gordon is to preach to us on Wednesday, our fast-day. I have fished much for an invitation to dinner at the Doctor's, but I am beginning to despair. I dreamt of Dr. Chal- mers all last night. Yours very affectionately, JANE WELSH. You will be very ungrateful if you do not write me soon and long. IX. To Miss Stodartf 22 George Square, Edinburgh. Favoured by Mr. McMim} Templand, 227id July [1822 or 23 ?] My beloved Cousin, — I have one excuse to offer for my ap- parent forgetfulness of you, and of my promise. It is rather metaphysical in its nature, but there is " common sense " in it for all that. 1 Mr. McMim must be the same person as tlie " Pi-ofessor of Silence " referred to at the end of the letter {3Iim-= " mum.") One is tempted to suppose that this may be Carlyle. But Carlyle does not seem to have left Edinburgh at all in July of 1822 (see Norton, Early Letters of Thomas Carlyle, ii., pp. 93, 98), and he visited Dumfriesshire in October (Froude, Thomas Carlyle, A. i., p. 1G9). All through the summer of 1823 he appears to have been with the BuUers at Kinnaird House in Perthshire (Froude, Thomas Carlyle, A. i., p. 18G). So that the tempting conjecture must be put aside. The reference to Ii'ving would suit either year, but is rather more appropriate in the earlier. I cannot settle the date from the affairs of Benjamin B . 60 IX.] A Dull Time in Dumfriesshire. 61 However, as it would require at least two pages of my paper to explain it fully, and as I have other matters more interesting to discuss, I shall rely on your Christian charity in the meantime, confident of obtaining your full forgiveness when we meet. If ever my excellent Mother gets me wheedled here again ! Three weeks indeed ! I conjectured how it would be from the very first. Oh my beloved German, my precious, precious time ! Were there only some definite prospect of a re- lease ! but there is none. As long as our friends here press us to stay, my Mother will not stir ; my only hope is in tiring them. We have got my Uncle from Liverpool, his wife, the most horrid woman on the face of the earth, and five such children ! in addition to our family-^arty ; and what with the mother's scolding and the children's squalling, and my Uncle's fighting, and my Grandfather fidgetting, I am half-demented ; and if some speedy alteration for the better does not take place in my condition, you may expect to 62 Boreland in Wet Weather. [ix. liear of me being found drowned in the Nitli or hanged in my garters.^ Now and then a visit to Penfillan or some- where has afforded a httle variety to my exist- ence. The week before last I spent with my Uncle George at Boreland;^ and such a week! There Avas no amusement within doors, and the weather precluded the possibility of finding any without. The only book in the house {Coelebs ill Search of a Wife) was monopolized by a young lady who, I strongly suspect, had come there upon Coelebs's errand ; and the rest of us had no sort of weapon whatever to combat time with. For four whole days I had nothing for it but to count the drops of rain that fell from the ceiling into a basin beneath ; or to make a *'6ztr&/e"^ of my watch-chain, for the satisfaction of undoing it. Oh Plato, Plato ! wdiat tasks ! 2 See note 3 to Letter XIII., p. 92. 2 This is not a fictitious name. ^ Burble = con.i\xs,\on^ disorder (Fr. barbouiller). The word is used metaphorically by Carlyle in Letter XXXVII., p. 223. ix.J On the Wrong Side of the River. 63 At length in a phrensy of ennui I mounted a brute of a horse that could do nothing but trot, and rode thirty-two miles just for diversion. I left the good people at Boreland wondering, when it would be fair ? they had wondered for four days, and when I came back they were still wondering. How few people retain their faculties in rainy weather ! I spent two days in Dumfries on my way back, and these two days were more interesting than the three hundred and sixty-five preced- ing ones. AVho do you think was there at the selfsame time ? My own gallant artist ! Ben- jamin B himself ! I fancied him still in- haling the atmosphere of Goethe, when I learned he was within a stone-cast of the spot I sat on ! But I did not see him ! ! ! or rather I did not speak with him ; for I actually saw him — on the opposite bank of the river ! Let any human being conceive a more tantalizing situa- tion ! saw him — and durst not make any effort to attract his notice, though, had my will alone been consulted in the matter, to have met him 64 071 the Wrong Side of the liiver. [ix. " eyes to eyes and soul to soul,^^ I would have swam — ay, swam across, at the risk of being dosed with water-gruel for a month to come. Oil this everlasting etiquette ! how many, and how ungrateful are the sacrifices it requires ! Providence has surely some curious design respecting this youth and me ! It was on my birthday^ we parted a year ago ; it was on my birthday we met or (but for that confounded river) should have met again. And there are many strange coincidences in our histories be- sides. Something 7nust come out of all this ! And yet it was strange in Providence, after bringing us together from such a distance, to leave us on the opposite banks of a river ! I declare I do not know what to make of it; but time, time unravels all mysteries. And now whither is he gone ? to the north, or to the south? I learned that his father had taken a seat in the English mail ; but was it for himself or for his son ? 5 July 14 (" Bastille day "). IX.] Irving in London. 65 I wonder wliat the devil keeps my Mother here ? We are off asfain to-morrow on another visit — to the Crichtons'' at Dabton. Mrs. C. is one of my first favourites. I hear "Wilham Grordon is to be married to a cousin of his own in Dumfries. I declare I cannot hear of these marryings and givings in marriage, without some feeling of irritation ; but esperance ! it is my motto. What think you of the " Great centre of at- traction," ^Hhe Spanish Adonis,^^ "the renowned Edward Irving ? '' Did I not tell you how it would be ? Oh ! I do share in his triumph ! but I fear — ^ The Criclitons of Dabton (she spells it " Chrighton " here) are mentioned in Letters and Meviorials of Jane Welsh Carlyle, i., p. 74. 7 Cf. Froude, TJiomas Carhjle, A. i., p. 152 ff. " Spanish Adonis " must refer to Irving' s appearance. Here is Car- lyle's description of him, as he first saw him in 1808 : " Looked very neat, self-possessed, and enviable : a flourish- ing slip of a youth, with coal-black hair, swarthy clear complexion ; very straight on his feet ; and, except for the glaring squint alone, decidedly handsome." — Reminiscences, ed. Froude, i., p. 88 ; ed. Norton, ii., p. 17. 66 Boohs and Shoes. [ix. I greatly fear he has not a head for these London flatteries ! This travels by the " Processor (one f) of silence," as also Mr. Aitken's books and two pairs of shoes. The shoes I will thank you to get transmitted to Anderson ; and I will like- wise thank you remember me to Mr. Aitken, and to apologise to him for my having detained these books so long. I never liked risking them by the coach, and this is the first oppor- tunity that has occurred. The parcel will be left at the shop. Everybody here except the woman — who knows nothing at all about you — unites with me in kind love to yourself and Brady. Remem- ber me, according to your discretion, to all my acquaintances you know. Write to me, if you can forgive me, and believe me Always affectionately yours, JANE B. WELSH. X. [Tliis letter must belong to the latter part of January, 1823. King George IV. visited Edinburgh in the latter part of August, 1822.] To Miss Stodart, 22 George Square, Edinburgh. Honored by Mr. John W . Haddington, Tuesday, It is over ! my dearest cousin ! Heaven be praised, the " grand veesit " is over ! They — to wit, that pattern of a wise man, my Uncle Robert, his big, bouncing brute of a dog, and pretty, proper, prosai'c wife— took themselves off last Saturday morning. Since Miss Betty Grey, of curious memory, stept into " The Good In- tent,^^^ summer was a year, I think I have not 1 A Haddington correspondent informs me that " The Good Intent " was the name of a coach which ran between Haddington and Edinburgh. "It took about three hours and more sometimes to perform the journey with the same pair of horses." — J. Martine, Reminiscences of Haddington, p. 18. 67 68 Umvelcome Visitors. [x. sent so liearty a "get ye good morning, Audrey" after any departing visitor. After keeping two honest Linton hens in an indescribable state of anxiety for a whole fort- night, and precluding us from enjoying any Christmas civilities our neighbours might prefer us, they came just on the day we did not ex- pect them, for it rained atrociously, and just on the day we did not want them, for my Mother and I were particularly engaged. She — that is our Mother — was making nice things, and our- self was in the act of toasting a clean, cold handkerchief before the fire — in preparation for the last scene of Schiller's Wallenstein,^ the most tragical of tragedies — ^when the door burst open, and the young person who has the honour to be our Aunt-in-Law, sailed in in all the pride of 2 Seems to be a vague reminiscence of As Ton Like It, Act v., Sc. i. where Audrey says, " God ye good even, William." '' Si^elt with one J. She had cried over Wallenstein some wee\s before this. " You did well to cry so heartily over Wallenstein,^^ writes Carlyle to her on Dec. 2.5th, 1822 (Norton, Early Letters of Thomas Carlyle, ii., p. 156). X.] Shandy versus Dargo. 69 furs and feathers, followed by her Husband, in a shooting dress, and proceeded by the inimi- table Dargo— that Dog of Dogs, " la liuiUhne meruellle da monde " — prancing, capering, and overthrowing, with all the boldness and impu- dence to be expected in a town dog on a visit to friends in the country. However, to do Dargo justice, he seems the most kindly disposed of the three ; for he no sooner descried Shandy, than he made straight up to him, and com- menced kissing and caressing him with great good-will. Shandy, unacquainted with town manners, approved not of such freedom, nor was he slow in showing his resentment, for that brief morsel, like the offspring of the bass- fiddle,* has a bigger soul than his size entitled him to : his eyes lightened, his back bristled, like a very cat's, and he poured forth such a volley of indignation, that the canine Goliath, quite astounded by his eloquence, made a rapid retreat with his tail between his legs. This hub-bub deserves the notice I have taken of ■^ The little fiddle being the child of the big fiddle. 70 Unwelcome Visitors. [x. it ; for it was the only moment of excitement I experienced during tlieir stay. Oil ! I have been endu»ring the pains of purga- tory for the last fortnight.^ The sweet people hereabouts, fiddling, feasting, and capering away their wits, as if they had heard a blast from Oberon's horn — all for joy that they have got one step nearer to the close of their pitiful exist- ence — were of themselves sufficient to have thrown me into a wonderful state of quandary ; and then within doors ! " Gemini and gilli- flower water! " could you have had a peep within ! There was my precious Uncle, sneezing, snarling, and sometimes snoring; the Lady dressing, yawn- ing, and practising postures ; our Mother weary- ing her heart to entertain them — all in vain ; and our sorrowful self casting many a wistful glance towards the little table, where our good friends Schiller and Alfieri lay neglected, and wishing from time to time our cold visitors in hotter quarters than they might have found to their liking. 5 The " new year " tinae. X.] Uncle Robert. 71 You may think me bitter — perhaps inconstant towards these gentry — may be so ! I certainly once loved Robert truly — for no reason I can discover, but his being my uncle. I looked to him as a protector and a friend when I 'needed both; and I have found him as indif- ferent to my interests as any stranger. The warm affection I offered him deserved some- thing better than bare toleration, and even that it hath scarcely found. " Slighted love is ill to hear,'^ ^ as the song says, and I am no miracle of patience. I have knocked at the door of his " hard and stony heart " till my knuckles are sore ; it hath not been ope7ied unto me, and of a verity I will knock no longer. As for the Lady, with her cold routine of looks and words, her affectation and insipidities, she de- lights not me; ^^ my soul is above her^ More- over she once called a certain witty, dashing, accomplished friend of mine " a heavy-loohing LAD." Oh, the indiscriminating ass ! I will ^ " Slighted love is sair to bide," occurs in Burns's Duncan Gray. '72 Unwelcome Visitors. [x. never forgive her for it ! never ! But what could be expected from Port Grlasgow ? She may look on the physiognomy of muslins, and understand, but of " the luminous characters of the soul, impressed upon the broiv,^^ her obtuse mind hath no conception ! Away with them ! it is an unworthy subject. David S is to be speedily married to Miss R 's thousand pounds. Esperance, ma chere ! When such women as Miss R get Lieutenants, we shall have generalissimos at least. Thomas Gillespie is to be here next week. Captain Spalding'' is waiting till next month for a friend, whom Miss Mair says I know well ; but I do not know well, nor can I " " Captain Spalding " is mentioned in a letter of Carlyle to Miss Welsh (Jan. 20th, 1823), given in Norton's Early Letters of Thomas Carlyle, ii., p. 178. " I am sorry for you with your Highland cousin and the gallant Captain Spalding. But it is wrong in you to take these things so much to heart. A little interruption does no harm at all, and these visits, as they bring you more in contact with the common world, are in your case absolutely bene- ficial." She had evidently complained of their visitors to Carlyle, as she does at the beginning of this letter. X.] " When we Went to See the King." 73 imagine who she alludes to. If it is somebody coming to woo, I will send him to you, for I mean to be a belle for these eighteen months to come. What a bright creature Hope is, after all ! But to the point. I suppose our visit to town must remain in prospecta for some weeks longer, till these good people are come and gone. Well, time flies swift enough; it is already six months to-day since the day before we went to Edinburgh to see the King.^ I expect to like Edinburgh next time, which I have not done in my late visits there. For God's sake, Bess, never let there be any more coolnesses betwixt 8 George IV. landed on Aug. 15tli, 1822, and left Edin- biTrgh on Aug. 29th. Carlyle's reflections on the royal visit will be found in Reniiniscencxs^ ed, Froude, i., p. 173 ; ed. Norton, ii., p. 85. " Reading, one day, on a public Placard from the Magistrates (of which there had been several), That on His Majesty's Advent it was to be expected that everybody would be carefully well dressed, ' black coat and white duck trousers,' if at all convenient, — I grumbled to myself ' Scandalous flunkeys, I, if I were changing my dress at all, should incline rather to be in white coat and black trousers ! " — but resolved rather to quit the City alto- gether, and be absent and silent in such ef&orescence of flunkeyisms." 74 Poetry and Plagiarism. [x. us ; they go to my heart, tho' I can look proud enough all the time. Give Jane Welsh's respect- ful compliments to Mr. Aitken, and request of him to display his best taste in the beautifying of my wee, wee Cicero. The ])igmo2i race are likely to be in fashion this season, and I am desirous to have the little elf superbly dressed. Have you seen the Simpson lately ? Do you know he has been guilty of plagiarism, or, at best, of most servile imitation, in one of those poems of his. You remember "as the core-blasted tree," etc., etc. ? It is the best thing he ever wrote. Well, in looking over some scraps of verse the other day, I found a beautiful passage from Moore's Melodies, that has indubitably been the mother of "the core-blasted tree." How pro- voking ! " As a beam o'er the face of the waters may glow, While the tide runs in coldness and dai^kness below ; So the cheek may be tinged with a warm sunny smile, While the cold heart to ruin runs darkly the while." ^ ^ The first stanza of a song in Moore's Irish Melodies^ the first line serving as title. In the second line Moore wrote " in darkness and coldness."' X.] Poetry and Plagiarism. 75 Pray ask him which he thinks has expressed the sentiment best, he or Moore ? Adieu, my darhng! my play time is done, or I would not take leave of you yet, for I am in a scribbling humor to-day. My piano has been tuned, and " The Blue Bell " sounds divinely. Ta-ta ; kisses to Brady and Maggie. Your affectionate JANE B. WELSH. What a pity but Mr. Micklew (oh ! I have forgot to spell it again) roth^'' (I think) had a right look of me ! He seeiDS to be labouring under a strange mistake. ^" Cf. p. 59 XI. To Misf! Stodart, 22 George Square, Edinburgh. Haddington, Sunday [Postmark, March ^Ist, 1823]. My deaeest Cousin, — I have commenced two letters for you during the last two weeks, and each time I have "been interrupted by that Ass of Asses, John W" , To-day I am safe till the church comes out. Was there ever anything more provoking ? We are to have no war after all ; our travellers on the continent will be exposed to no incon- veniences ; and so — well ! no matter ! it is better to keep company with Schiller and De Stael for one half year, than to " sucJde fools and chronicle heer^'^ for half a century. I am going to forget him immediately. I could have done so long ago, but for one little action, 1 " To suckle fools and chronicle small beer," — Othello, Act ii., Sc. i. Is George Rennie the " traveller on the con- tinent"? 76 XI.] The Charm of an Attitude. 77 that has made a strange impression on my senses. My spur required to be shifted from my left foot to my right ; and you cannot think with what inimitable grace this small manoeuvre was accom- plished. Whenever his idea occurs to me, I fancy him with one knee on the earth, his horse's bridle flung across his arm, his hands employed in fastening the spur, and his eloquent eyes fixed assuredly not on what he was doing. Dear Bess, is it not very extraordinary that a philosopher, as I am or pretend to be, should be so taken with an attitude ? However I toill forget him. Hitherto I have been twice as constant as Pene- lope ; she was encouraged by the assurance that, as soon as Ulysses catne, her troubles were at an end : but I have no such comfortable certainty. E-eally there is nothing at all amusing in one's mode of existence here. A tea-party, a quarrel, or a report of a marriage now and then, are the only excitements this precious little borough affor(Js. However I battle away with Time pretty successfully ; my lessons employ the greater part of the day, and a little trifling with 78 Mr. Carlyle's brilliant Letters. [xi. the "professional callers, ^^ or a game at chess or battledoor with our constant man of physic, Dr. Fyffe, consumes the rest. Often at the end of the week my spirits and my industry begin to flag ; but then comes one of Mr. Carlyle's bril- liant letters, that inspires me with new resolution, and brightens all my hopes and prospects with the golden hues of his own imagination. He is a very Phoenix of a Friend ! Sometimes too Pro- vidence prepares me a little extra entertainment. For instance, about a month ago, in one of the dirtiest, darkest lanes in a most untidy part of the town, I found — you could never guess what ! I actually found a Genius ! The said Glenius is a beggar-boy about fifteen years of age ; he lives with his mother (an ugly old sinner) in a sort of cell about four feet square. Never had Genius a more unpromising abode ! A palsied table, a one-legged stool, the wreck of a bed, and a sort of wooden press are all the articles of furniture it contains. But in spite of its abject poverty the place has a look of comfort, I may almost say of taste. Its black mud walls are plastered over XI.] A Genius Found. 79 with heads, maps, landscapes, and caricatures ; a neat little model of a man-of-war is mounted on brackets above the chimney; and the table is oppressed with books so smoked and so tattered they might to all appearance date their antiquity from Noah's Ark. All the drawings and the man- of-war are the boy's own work; and the most of his time, in spite of the obstacles of poverty and ignorance, is devoted to the cultivation of taste far superior to his state and education. My ideas of talent are so associated with everything great and noble, that while I admired the boy's ardour and ambition, it never once occurred to me a Grenius might possibly be a knave ; and so I spent my leisure time for one whole fortnight in laying plans for his improve- ment in the arts, and anticipating the splendid career of successful enterprise that lay before him. But about the end of that time I began to suspect my subject might disappoint my lofty expectations. He discovered a mortal aversion to all kinds of vulgar labour — that was genius-like ; he had never undergone the operation of baptism 80 The Genius Found out. [xi. — that was quite romantic : but there were other points of his character and history which I could not so easily away with. He is greedy, cunning, and ungrateful ; this disgusted nie, and when I found no power on earth could prevail with him to refrain from lying or to wash his face, I lost all patience. My plans had given him so much eclat that my patronage was no longer necessary, and so I left the patient in the hands of his new admirers. The genius was succeeded in my aifection by an Irish packman with a broken back — eight years old and a few inches high — a calm, correct, decided character, the very re- verse of the artist. He hops about with a crutch under one arm and a basket on the other ; and with his profits on tape and chapel needles^ helps to maintain three sisters younger than himself. - " Chapel needles," i.e. Whitechapel needles. I have before me the label of a packet of needles, kindly sent by a correspondent from Alyth, on which " White Chapel " is printed as two separate words. Another correspondent tells me that her mother, now over ninety, remembers an old woman who " liked a darning needle to sew everything with." She used to say, " Awa' wi' your whites and chapels I XI. J A Marriage for Money. 81 But my paper is getting filled, and I have not given you one word of news. Poor Jane Lorimer, Margaret's only sister, is just dying of fever ; she has been past hope for the last week. Miss R ^ is to be married on the first of April. The unfortunate couple have shown the little sense they have in selecting that day. Poor girl ! she is apparently in a galloping consumption, and it will be a miracle if ever she set her foot on Indian ground ; but if her purse is safe, David will not vex himself about her lungs. I had a letter from Mrs. Keith the other day; she is quite in the second heaven. I wonder you have not heard of Dr. Keith. He is brother to the Knight Marischal,^ and has a library as famous as the Commend me to the derner." Another tells me of a pedlar- woman who went about the Lothians, and used to say : " Ye may brag as ye like o' your chapels and your sharps. Com- mend me to the darner for our Jock's sarks [i.e. shirts]." For the fame of Whitechapel needles, compare Dickens's Christmas Carol: "For the sharpest needle, best AVhite- chapel, warranted not to cut in the eye, was not sharper than Scrooge." 3 See preceding letter, p. 72. * Alexander Keith, Knight-Marischal of Scotland, is men- G ' 82 Looking forward to Edinburgh. [xi. Marisdial's little pony. He is very clever and frightfully plain ; but then he has a carriage and a fine footman, and what defects do not these supply ? My Mother has said nothing of the day, though we are always speaking of the grand visit, I am so out of humour about it, that I am re- solved I shall not ask again ; but I fervently hope she will tell you whe7i before long. Kind love and kisses to Bradie and Maggie. I fear you will not be able to decipher this fearful scrawl. Do you know? I have got a fine head of hair lately ; altogether I am looking rather more cap- tivating than usual. I pray Venus it may last till I get to town. Yours affectionately for ever and ever, JANE BAILLIE WELSH. There is some chance of George Rennie paying a visit to Phantassie during the spring or sum- mer. I was surprised to hear it, but I do not believe he will come. tioned in Lockhart's Life of Scott in connexion witli the visit of Greorge IV. XII. To Miss Bess Stodart of the Easton,^ etc., etc., etc. Haddington, 18th April [1824^?]. My sweetest Coz, — I have been meaning to write to thee for these last three weeks — but "man proposeth and God disposeth ! " I do not know how it is, for all such a miser as I am as to the article of time, I have very seldom an hour to spare. I am busy just now translating German — as busy as if my fortune in this world, and my salvation in that which is to come, depended on my pro- ficiency in that enchanting tongue; and then there has been Miss Grace ^ here for a whole month, and she needs the entertainment of walks and tea-parties. At the first she was quite intoler- ^ A farm near Biggar, in Lanarkshire, where Eliza Stodart was born. 2 Her aunt. 83 84 The Miss Welsh. [xii. able with lier fine-lady airs, and " toplofticar*^ notions. She thought (I suppose) that she was to carry it over me with as high a hand here as she had done at Penfillan ; but I was not just in the humour to let her. " My foot is on my native h,eath, and my name is McGregor!""^ There no one shall play the Miss Welsh but me. She decamps to-morrow — Praise be to God in the highest ! for I am " side of imitating Job " for this bout. We have had Miss Macmillan too for ten days, and her brother for two, both of them right worthy persons in their way, whom one does not grudge to " behave pretty " to. Speaking of pretty behaviour, you may tell Mr. Tiger ^ that I should think he has behaved very ugly indeed. What was the use of making such a hubbub about my friend's address unless he meant to call for him ? Moray Street is ^ Top-loft — top storey, highest gallery ; so toploftical — high and mighty. * Roh Roy, chap, xxxiv. 5 Perhaps this is her coi;sin " Teeger Wull," Tiger Will — William Dunlop, referred to in Letters and Memorials, ii., p. 335. XII.] " Mr. Thomas. neither a habitation in the moon nor in the centre of the earth. As far as my geography helps me, it is a new street half way down Leith Walk ; but it is no matter now where it is ! Mr. Thomas has been in the country this month back, and the information he wished to obtain from Mr. Grillies by means of the Tiger's introduction he has long ago gotten from another quarter.^ I have had a horrible fright with Mother. She was taken last Monday with a violent pain in ^ Carlyle writes from 3 Moray Street on April 2nd, 1824; lie writes from Mainliill on April 15tli (Froude, Thomas Carlyle, A. i., pp. 210, 212), Likely enough she may exag- gerate the time he has been out of town. The reference to Mr. Gillies points to 1824 as the date of this letter ; for Car- lyle writes to his brother Alexander on March 2nd, 1824, from 1 Moray Street : " There is one Pearse Gillies, an advocate here, who knows of me, and whom I am to see on the subject of this book [Wilhehn 3Ieistcr]; he being a great German scholar, and having a fine library of books, one or two of which I wish to examine " (Norton, Early Letters of T. Carlyle, ii., p. 2G7). " Mr. Robert Pearse Gillies," says Prof. Norton, " was a man of much culture, who had resided in Germany, and seen Goethe and other celebrities. He had a large acquaintance with literary people in England and Scotland, and his Memoirs of a Literally Veteran, pub- lished in three volumes in 1851, contains many entertaining sketches and anecdotes." Moray Street is now Spey Street. 86 Ser Mother's Illness. [xii. her head and retching. Mr. Howden^ bled her, employed all sorts of vigorous remedies ; but in spite of everything that was done she remained for more than three hours in a state of agony that I never saw the like of. Since then she has had no return of violent illness, but she is still plagued with headache and sickness at times. However, as it is visibly bile that is at the bottom of all the mischief, I expect with the help of a few abominations to have her quite put to rights in a day or two. I need not say how happy we were to hear of your Uncle's amendment. Is it not very odd that, sensible man as he is, he cannot take care of him- self ? You never quit him that he is not laid up. As a little Dunlop said of her Father once when he had put them all in a panic by staying out, " Jf any body lund lialii^^d his hands, I ivould cuff his lugs^ to him."" In the meantime you may give him a kiss. 7 Mr. Thomas Howden, surgeon, wlao had been Dr. Welsh's partner, afterwards Hved in her old Haddington home {Letters and Memorials, ii., p. 321). ^ I.e. box his ears. XII.] The Man of Medicine. 87 I have run against the little gunpowder man of medicine/ in the entry, several times. We " mo we "^^ to one another. I toss my head ' top- loftically ' ; he looks as if he could eat me ; and that is all. A week or two after we came from Edinburgh he tried another fit of illness ; but it did nothing for him, and as we neither sent to enquire for him, nor testified sympathy for him in any way, his sins were vert/ soon forgiven him ; " that is to say, after having kept his bed for a week, one day dabbling with leeches, and the next plashing in warm water, he all at once rose up in goodhealth, dressed himself, and drove to town to be present at an operation performed on his uncle, not the musical genius of St. Giles' Steeple, but a fat old gentleman who has a fine house with a "jffa/Z" and saloons ?ind grounds about it in the vicinity of Moffat. Now, when 9 Dr. Fyffe. See Letter V., p. 25. !'• i>/o?f = "to make mouths" — smile or grin, as tlie case may be. n it ]?oj. whether is easier, to say, Thy sins be forgiven thee ; or to say, Arise, and walk ? " (Matt. ix. 5.) 88 The Man of Medicine. [xii. he perceives tliat lie may bleed or boil himself to the day of Pentecost without interesting this hard and stony heart of mine in the least in his favour, he is adopting another mode of attack. Instead of shaving his luhishers and using all possible expedients to give him the aspect of a woebegone man, he is now trying to dazzle my wits with a white hat, silver-headed jockey whip, and bits of leggings of so bright a yellow that it does me ill to look at them : but c^est assez ! George Rennie is to be home on a visit in the beginning of June ; that is nothing either to you or me. Now, my dear, dear angel Bessie, will you do me tAvo tremendous favours ? Will you send the book in the first place to Doctor Carlyle's^^ lodg- ings, where Betty ^^ was before, as I have forgot the name of the people ? I dare not commit it to the indiscretion of a porter. Next, you are to 1- Thomas Carlyle's brother John, then a student of medi- cine in Edinburgh. 13 Probably the old Haddington nurse. See note 10 to Letter V., p. 27. XII.] A '^Je7nmy" Hat. 89 be so very kind as order for me at Gibson ^^ and Craig's one of the best gentleman's hats, of the most fashionable cut, not broadrimmed. The out- side measure is inclosed. It is to be a present to my intended husband ; so do see that they send a Jemmy^^ one. I am in haste, as this insipid scrawl bears ample witness. Mother joins in kind, kind love to Bradie and you. Ever, dearly beloved, your affectionate friend, JANE B. WELSH. Mr. Howden has not called to-night, so I cannot get at the measure of his head; but I will send it by the first opportunity. ^'^ 1^ She spells it with two b's. Above, " abomination " had two m's — perhaps through a sort of emphasis, as I have known a soldier write to his mother from India, " It is very hottt here." ^^ I.e. spruce, dandyish. 1^ This P.S. is written outside, and she has afterwards drawn her pen through it. If " my intended husband " means Carlyle, she must have taken Eliza Stodart into her confidence (as seems to be implied in Letter XI., p. 77). But then one must conjecture that Carlyle's head was of the same size as Mr. Howden's, which appears to be doubtful. If the odd present of '■^s, jemmy hat" had been a joke, " intended husband " would have been underlined. XIII. To Miss Stodart, 22 George Square, Edinburgh. Templand, 27th September [Postmark, 1824]. My dearest Eliza, — I promised to write to you as soon as I was settled. "Lord! how this world is given to lying ! "^ I have been settled now near a month, and you are still without your letter. Eh bien ! fortunately for me, you are too good to get crunfh'py.^ The Fates have been indifferently kind to me since we parted. During the two weeks my Cousin stayed with us I never wearied once. I played chess or ecarte with him ; paid morning 1 Falstaff. "Lord, Lord, how this world is given to lying! " {First Part of King Henry IV., Act v., Sc. 4.) 2 Crumpie is explained by Jamieson " crisp," " brittle " : so, figuratively, it would mean " irritable." But probably the meaning is influenced by grnmpy. XIII.] Cousin James Baillie. 91 visits with him ; strolled thro' the woods and fields with him, or sat on a green bank and talked sentiment with him. You will stare to hear of Mr. Baillie talking sentiment : I assure you nevertheless, this man with moustaches and four rings on his fingers is as sentimental as the Prince of Denmark. But it is only in confidential intercourse that he lays aside his dress-manner of indifference, and suffers all the sensibility of his heart to appear : even then he seems to take pleasure in gainsaying his nature. Often in our conversations, when his imagination had risen to the highest pitch, when his fine eyes full of tears, and the melancholy, impassioned tones of his voice showed he was ready to be overpowered by his feelings, he would start away to some theme of ridicule or folly, and efface the impres- sion he had just made with the laugh of a Mephistopheles. How ill I understood him before we came here ! His character has received such a fictitious colouring from the associations to which it has been exposed, that it might well deceive so unpractised an observer as I am ! 92 Cousin James Baillie. [xiii. " You were sure that lie was not a person at all to my taste." Lord help your simplicity I how you mistook the matter ! He is my very heau-ideal in all respects but one. His nature is the most affectionate I ever knew, his spirit the most magnificent; he has a clear, quick intellect, a lively fancy : with beauty, brilliance, sensibility, native gracefulness, and courtly polish, he wants but genius to be — the destiny of my life. What a pity that Heaven should have denied him this sine qua non ! or rather what a mercy ! for he will soon be married (I suppose) to that vexatious " somebody," and I have not, like my " unfortunate " namesake in the song, any fancy for dangling in my garters.^ Well! ^ This is an allusion to the ballad of The Unfortunate Miss Bailey, popular about 1805, and said to have first appeared in George Colman's Love Laughs at Locksmiths. It is to be found in Ingledew's Ballads and Songs of York- shire (1860), p. 241. The first stanza is as follows : " A captain bold of Halifax, who dwelt in country quarters, Seduced a maid, who hanged herself one morning in her garters. His wicked conscience smited him, he lost his stomach daily. He took to drinking ratafia, and thought upon Miss Bailey. Oh, Miss Bailey ! Unfortunate Miss Bailey ! " [For this note I am indebted to my friend Mr. C. H. Firth.] XIII.] Descent from the Ideal. 93 I begin to think men and women may be very charming, without having any genius. Who knows but I shall grow reasonable at last, descend from my ideal heaven to the real earth, marry, and — Oh Plato ! — make a pudding ? I do not say puddings ; for sure I am, the first would be the death of me. Eh hien ! happen what may, I do not think I shall ever be Mrs. Benjamin B . Oh, Jupiter ! that broad-brimmed hat and calico great-coat ! I shall never forget how he looked, so different from the long-cherished picture of him in my Jane Welsh was called " Baillie " after her mother's mother, " a good and beautiful Miss Baillie," " of somewhat noted kindred in Biggar country " {Reminiscences^ ed. Froude, ii., pp. 117, 128 ; ed. Norton, i., pp. 134, 154). " My Jeanie was called ' Jane Baillie Welsh ' at the time of our marriage ; but after a good few years, when she took to signing, ' Jane Welsh Carlyle,' in which I never hindered her, [why should he ?] dropped the ' Baillie,' I suppose as too long. I have heard her quiz about ' the unfortunate Miss Baillie ' of the song at a still earlier time " (i&., ed. Froude, ii., p. 128 ; ed. Norton, i., pp. 154, 155). Did she not perhaps drop the name " Baillie," because of associations connected with it, or, rather, because afterwards it interested her no more ? It is underlined in the signature to this letter. 94 Illusions Dispelled. [xiii. mind ! And so tlie meeting I so much desired lias dispelled the illusion of more than two years ! Do you know? the vulgar cast of his countenance, and the volley of nonsense he overwhelmed me with gave a shock to my nervous system, which it did not recover for four and twenty hours. Indeed to this day I turn sick at heart when I think of him. Mais nHiwporte ! it is only one more Spanish castle^ demolished ; another may start up like a mushroom in its place ! I long for the last week of October, tho' I like the country better this season than I ever did before. Our popularity here is not a whit diminished; which is rather to be wondered at, as we are no novelty now. Ever since Mr. Baillie went away we have been " on the transit from one friend's house to another " ; and as our acquaintances here are, for the most part, pleasant people, and see a deal of good company, I have no doubt that, could I be happy in idle- ness, I should find my present mode of life * Chateau en Espagne. XIII.] A Pleasant Time in the Country. 95 agreeable enough. But the thought that " life is sJiort and art is long " ^ will not leave me at rest in idleness ; it flashes upon my mind in the midst of amusement, and turns "earth's vain, fading, vulgar shoiv " to weariness and vexation of spirit. The Menteitli family have been wonderfully affectionate to me since I came here. The eldest son and daughter are amiable, intelli- gent, and particularly pleasing in their manners. Miss Menteith reads G-erman, and is almost as fond of it as I am. The rest I hardly like. We have likewise received great attention from another family, whom we did not visit last season — the Gordons at Eccles. Captain Grordon is a well-looked,*' kind-hearted, gentlemanly man ; his Lady is unlovely, but clever and well in- formed. She would be uncommonly agreeable, if she had not the misfortune to be born a Duke's '' The familiar Ars longa, vita hrevis comes originally from Hippocrates, 'O /Stos ftpaxy