.'.■•. .■ ••i»>' >;•;-' >r" THE LIBRARY OF THE UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA LOS ANGELES A3, /. i ^i^ >^4^^.,l^^-i^^ NIGHT AND DAY THOUGHTS, IN PROSE, ARRANGED TO hOOK LIKE VERSE. \ " Who least affecting * « * * Write as they feel, and feel hut as they write, Bear witness." — Byron. LONDON: PUBLISHED BY EDWARD RAINFORD, S6, HIGH HOLBORN. 1843. PKINTED BY RICHARD AND JOHN E. TAYLOR, RED LIOM COURT, KLEET STREET. R>4 NOTE, The Author, warned by a very just critique in the Spec- tator of December 24, of the ahnost entire absence of metre in his so-called Sonnets, wishes at once to say, the object of his writing them was not to make the least pretension to poetry, but to reveal himself as the thought rose to his mind, aiming at clearness of expression, with no other imitation of the Sonnet than mere rhyme im- plied. In one or two instances the eflFort was made to attempt to rise to the dignity of that most difficult of all compositions, but feeling the effort hopeless he abandoned it, as the loose style he supposed would at once have proved. This is not stated to disarm a just criticism, but to vindicate himself from the imputation of folly to those who know him. The title should have been, " Thoughts in Prose, arranged to look like Poetry ;" and one to this effect was printed, but was thrown aside, from the idea that the work would explain itself. Qi ROi R Ye critics f toiling for your daily bread — O'er weekly emanations from the Muse, Doing your allotted task — to accuse Or acquit Authors ; loho are seldom read ; Consigning them to such fame as yoxi may Give, or to oblivion, I commit These Thoughts to your caprice, prone to submit To whatever fate, whether grave or gay. Your whim or judgement may decree to me, The shadmo of a shade ! or praise, or blame, Or een neglect to shadows are the same. I have beguiled some idle Jiours by the free Indulgence of my pen, and ivith all due Submission, I resign it noxo to you. — EilUATA. Page 62, line \l,/>jr iiioou read mi)ni Page G7, line 7 from l)ottom, delr; since CONTENTS. Absence, 92. Age, respect for, 57. Agency, divine, S4. Americans, slave-holding, to, 38. Analogies, 44. Annoyances, 51. Antipathies, 99. Anxiety, 92. Appearances, 45, 50. Artists, 25. Art of living, 38. Autumn, 55, 102. Balloon, the mind's, 77. Banner, star-spangled, to the, 40. Bells, peals of, 123, 124. Biographies, 7. Blind waj-farer, the, 85. Boasting, 104. Boons of Providence, 128. Bessy, to, 70. F. B., to, 69. J. B., to, C8, 71. M. L. B., to, 08. Care, 18, 43. Chance, 6, 81. Character, an honest, 118. , religious, 35. Chemistry, mental, 49. Circumstances, easy, 3. Complacency, 128. Confidence, 45. Consequences, 1. Cosmopolite, a, 33. Cricket, on the, 80. Croakers, 31. W. E. C, to, 32, 34. T. C, to, 35. Dainties, 122. Death, 90, 94. Deeds, good, 127. Dews, 129. Disguise, 107. 117, VI CONTENTS. Dogs, 15. Dreams, bad, 97- Dress, 27, 55. Drunkards, 24. Economy, political, 104. Education, 41. Elphinstone, M., 109. Esquimaux, 24. Examples, 54. E. U. E., to, 52. Faith, 5, 76. ] Familiarity, 121. : Faults, 3. Feeders, 28. I Folly, 6. Fortune, favourites of, 65. , hard, 119. Flowers, wild, 25. Freedom, abused, 120. Friend, old, 90. , death of, 90. Friendship, 48. Furnishing, 105. E. F., to, 74. Generosity, 20. Gibbon, 89. Good, lost sight of, 121. Gospels, 76. Grave, the, 110, 111, 123, 124. Greatness, true, 110. S. G., to, 58, 95. Habits, 42, 121. Happiness, transient, 66. Hardness of heart, 10. Hate, 53. Hecuba, 106. Heart-ache, 53. History, 88. Hobbies, 19. Hope, 4, 51. Humanity, 84. Human nature, 7. J. H., to, 71. lago, modern, 97. Ignorance, 128. Imputations, 47. Indecision, 10. Indiscretion, 57. Infancy, 22. Instability, 59. Integrity of soul, 96. Interests, 37. Interpretation of Scripture, 86. Isabelle, to, 70. James, St., 85. Jesters, 75, 100. John, St., 79. Johnson, 73. Joy, 42, 108. Labyrinth of life, 44. Liberty, 32, 36. , American champions of, to, 37. Life, views of, 101. CONTENTS. vu Literature, 33. Live and let live, 72. Low spirit, 95. Luther, 88. Lucy, to, 69, 91. Maduess, 119. Maladies, 5. Men of intellect, 100. , reserved, 103. , modest, 103. , honest, 117. Melancholy, 107. Midnight, 72. Mind, 91. , purity of, 99. , thieving from the, 105. Miracles, 78. Misery, 14, 60. Misfortunes, 21, 119. Money, 9. Morning, 50. Mockery, 73. Mother, to my, 58, 67. Moths, human, 122. Music, 27. Nature, 131. News-teUing, 82. Novelties, 39. Nuisances, 60. Obligations, unrequited, 109. Opinion, 75. Pain, endurance of, 4, Passion, 56. Past and future, 66. Pause, the, picture of, 46. Peace v^ith China, 130. Persian maxim, 11, 12. Pen, to my, 30. Physic, 17. Piety, 80. Pleasure, 19. Poor, the, 26. Poverty, 17. Power, internal, 108. Presence, sympathy of, 94. Pretences, 127. Pride, 15, 56, 113. , motive for, 117. , hue of my, 126. Priestley, Dr., 52. Prodigal son, the, 86. Prosperity, 16. Prude, 48. Prudence, 101. J. P., to, 31. Rarities, 67. Reading, my, 79. Religion, teaching of, 40. , want of, 78. , spirit of, 87. Reputation, 112. Reproach, 121. Robin, the, 36. Ruth, 49. Saints, modern, 87. Salvation, 83. Vlll COfJTENTS. Samaritan, the good, 102. Sarcasm, 28. Scriptures, 83. Security of my property, 9. Seeking, vain-, 8. Selfishness, 18, 22. Seeming, 98. Servility, 43. Sickness, my, 125. Sinners, pity for, 126. Sizer, at college, 130. Slavery, 34. Society, 89, 106. Soldier, a common, 123. Soul, 116. Stimulus, 23. Storm, 93. Success, 8, 130. Summer, 21. Surge, 93. Suspicion, 96. Sympathy, 29,59,94, 119. Talents, 52. Tears, 2, 30. Temper, 12, Text in Matthew, 82. Thought, restless, 16. Things, heavenly, 77. Transmutation of soul, 129. Treasures, my, 39. Trees, 112. Truth, 54, 120. Uncandid, the, 74. University, 41. Use, 66. Vanity, 47, 98, 114. Vice, 46. Virtue, 131. Weariness, 20. Wicklitfe, 88. Wife, to my, 61-65. Wisdom, 13. Wit, 2. Woes, 23. Wolves, 126. Words, 11. World, 26, 29. , shrinking from, 118. , abuse of, 125. Worship, 109, 115. , idol, 115. Youth, 13, 57. Home and its duties, 137. SONNETS. If I have advantage o'er my fellows In anything, and Heaven knows I covet None, for, tho' fond of home, I would gladly rove it O'er the world to share it, as it mellows E'en unripe fruit to my taste, to hear those Fond of sweetness, boast of their vine and fig- Ti'ees bearing, it is that I seldom dig Deeply into consequences, but lose My interest in action, which, being My own, I take care of, and let the fates Make of it what they choose, since from old dates I'm satisfied there is no foreseeing What they intend to do. — I have tried such Now and then, but it ne'er profited much. B 2 SONNETS. There is no relief to o'erstrained feeling To be compared to tears, and I often Weep, quite unconsciously, and thus soften Not my temper only, but the dealing, Hard at times, of fate. When one casts a look Back on life at fifty, and remembers Friendships, lost or estranged, tlie cold embers Of which strew our memory, and which took Away some cherished portion of our joy. Leaving recollections that come o'er us, Sad to meet, when the prospect before us Perhaps is darkened by some new alloy, 'Tis sweet to feel the pressure eased away By tears, too oft the wretched's only stay. I may be what is called fastidious In ray taste, finding it impossible To look on modern wit as passable ; Tho' oft considered such, insidious Or not disguised its tendency to wrong. Pretensions I deny to levities. To the high claim, as if the sanctities Of thought or feeling, outraged by the tongue Of jesters, admitted profanation. Without the penalty of scorn. I know Nothing, kindling the heart into a glow, So readily as wit, when its station, From the throne of genius, like ShakspearCy Demands the reverence of all who hear. SONNETS. That I have faults, and should of course suffer For them, I admit ; paying to the full The penalty ; but I wish that some dull Fools I meet with, who have a much rougher Skin than has fallen to my share, could but know How I wince under the lash of conscience, They would spare the stripes of their insolence ; As if consequences were ever slow To follow folly in her transgressions. I have done the world no harm, nor any In it ; or if I have, let the many My superiors make their confessions ; And I have no great skill in prophecy. If their merit o'er mine would soar so high. To enjoy the blessings we have in store. Comforting ourselves with their abundance. The fond hope too of their continuance, Is at least praiseworthy — to say no more. There seems such positive good in this kind Of easy existence, with its license To do what we choose, giving one a sense Of independence, and a cheerful mind. Yet all this is the root of much evil ; As Eden, with its good things in plenty. Was to poor Eve, who had no rent to pay. So went from home, listening to the devil. I believe that tale, so like our own ; and her Sad fate should be a motive to deter. b2 * SOKNETS. It is an enviable quality, That of silently bearing pain. We save Our friends much inconvenience, and have, Not the less assured, the reality Of their sympathy, for they see our state, But deeming it irremediable For the moment, think it endurable Perhaps more, by leaving it to its fate. I wish all were of this mode of thinking ; It would spare some words, and leave the tenor Of our thoughts unbroken, nor make one sour At times, to have them called upon, sinking Their tone to the level of some fretful Plaint. I often feel at this quite spiteful. In this cold world, to have the vermilion Hue of hope alone for fuel, is less, Taking the frosts of life at a rough guess. Than would serve aught but a chameleon ; And he, happy fellow ! has the fresh air To live on, and may have some hope beside. One is apt, as fate often does betide, To envy that all-aerial fare. So difficult is it to get a food More substantial. I would gladly feed on Hips and haws, but the birds, poor things, breed on Them ; and wheresoe'er one turns for a good Meal, to be fairly earned, we have No place often to move in, but the grave. SONNETS. There are some men, who, like the labourers In the vineyard, are not called till a late Hour to work for themselves within the gate Of the garden of our faith. Favourers Of good, and useful pioneers in truth Of various kind, they practise what some Only preach ; but, whether working the sum Of other knowledge, partial from their youth Upwards to it, they get results all clear And beautiful, and think i-eligious themes Obscure and mystical, it often seems To me they make mistakes, from the great fear Of being thought like those, whose profession Of faith argues alone its possession. In the list of maladies there are two Omissions, not creditable to schools And colleges, tho' I fear by their rules Incurable ; and perhaps this the true Reason why all nosologists have failed To mention them — tho' they send to the grave Thousands, who vainly make efforts to save Themselves, the world not knowing they have ailed. There is a heavy sinking of the heart. And an aching worry of the brain — oft Working together to wear out the soft Texture of our being. Death has no dart Than these more fatal, tho' their poison fails At once to kill, and therefore tells no tales. SONNETS. TJiere is no caprice in the circumstance Around us ; and would it were otherwise I For then, in spite of my deserts, the rise And fall of Fortune's wheel, might by some chance Do me good. 'T is true that blanks and prizes Are what she deals in, but mankind have strange Propensity to hope, and so arrange Their expectations, that before their eyes Good luck is ever dancing : I have had My visions, but the fairest ones have fled ; And looking on the world as established By law and order, feeling myself bad. Proud, selfish, in fact uniformly low, Cliance might aflbrd me a stray hope or so. If to expect it were reasonable. Or wise to wish for impossible things, Pleasure from pain, much of it from the stings Of wasps for instance, the treasonable Folly of mankind would find some excuse. One would suppose men play about the nests Of hornets, on purpose to tempt the pests. But the fact is, that their love, too profuse. Of rambling, sports, and flowers, is so blind, They do not see the dangers flying round, Till the poison, lurking in them, is found Even at last to vitiate the mind. The old adage of the snake in the grass Would warn them, if they did not let it pass. SONNETS. I cannot explain the diversity Of sentiment between many dead men And their biographers. Reading often Lives, full of letters, the perversity Of view puzzles me. In this world the one Were sad sinners, by their own confession ; Tho' they did not seem so : their profession Clerical perhaps, rather strict in tone. They lived lamenting, oft died despairing. But no sooner has the grave closed o'er them Than some confessed sinner too a poem Writes in prose on their virtues, comparing Them to saints ; leaving me to hope in fear That the poor fellows made some mistake here. I know it 's wrong, and argues ignorance Of what is called Theology, but I Reverence human nature in the high And low, and to me there 's no difference ; Except that I reverse the ranks, placing The many in the front, the few in rear. The one gain the victory over fear And doubt : all lines of beauty their tracing ; Their 's the true charity, the widow's mite ; All usefulness in art, the achievements That amaze the world ; tho' they 've no hatchments, Poor fellows ! after death ; which is all right. Of the few, I scarcely know what to say, The Prodigal, or Boaz their chief stay. 8 SONNETS. How seldom do we find the thing we want ! Lost, or mislaid, or not yet acquired, Seeking for it, till we are quite tired, Vexed, or dispirited, in every haunt. I am quite unlucky at these losses. And the fatigue I suffer wears me out Very often more than walking about. Which is my profession ; for the crosses Of my fate make my other practice small. It is happy for me, that my poor thought, Which often loses itself, when it ought Not to stray, picking up dreams and hopes, all Moonshine, comes back to its old resting-place, To supply the things I so vainly chase. There is something in success, distasteful To my mind, or heart, or both ; I never Feel elated by it, but I sever From me some high thoughts, and thus prove hateful To myself. Few need it more or have known It less. But in all conditions there is. Or seems to be, at times some boon, or miss Of ill, that in the humblest state, men own For recompence of merit, or for wealth. The spirit of their dreams by day and night, Of the poor at least ; and they thus lose sight Of dependence upon Heaven ; — then by stealth The last refinement of their nature goes, Driven without rudder o'er this sea of woes. SONNETS. I like to see the ordinary claims Of life laid quite aside at times, the brain Freed from tbose jealous interests which wind About it, stifling all its nobler aims. As if marts of any kind were the sphere Of action for the soul, and ambition Had no other pride or occupation Than cupidity, — all mere rivals here In lucre ! I hate that gilded evil Money in any shape ; its touch pollutes Me ; and there are times I could envy brutes For their clean paws. I suspect the devil Has thrown off the shape of mists, and bank notes Or o-old are now the fashions of his coats. Tho' I have had of life experience Now for fifty years, and begin to look Grey, to feel quite conscious I must brook Many things, at least unpleasant ; a glance At others reconciles me to my fate : Not that I do not see in and about Them much I had aimed at, and in some rout Lost, to the great damage of my estate ; But I have found at last security ; Which, of life the secret, they have to find. They have more than can centre in the mind, Exposed to thieves ; while my prosperity Is so internal in its resources, I have nothing out of it for losses. 10 SONNETS. There are some, and I am quite unable To help myself, I despise heartily, Miscreants who treat still more martyrly The unfortunate. To sit at table With these miserables, who, Dante says. Never truly live, takes off appetite. Tho' it is not in our nature to bite, I feel the tiger in me. What delays Their doom below I know not, if it be Not, that to feel to charity unknown, To have no visitations, all one's own. Of soft compassion, — 'mid their needs to see The good honoured, the pure at peace, the kind Loved, gives of hell some foretaste to their mind. Most people find it difficult to know Tlieir minds ; not at all so that of others : The great complexity of things bothers Them so. To mend the matter, they bestow Upon themselves a little more ; at least I often do so, and how to choose between Two evils, for good is but seldom seen By me, as an offering of fate, east. Or west, or either point of the compass, I know not where to turn, for there are clouds O'er each horizon, and I hear aloud, Or fancy, distant thunder : till it pass, I wait in some perplexity ; and thus Life passes, fruitless, in a constant fuss. SONNETS. 11 Of all power I know none so resistless As words, which, once combined fitly, work more Miracles, than Nature has in her store- House to display. But still I must confess They mortify me at times, in their tone So jarring to the ear, when some loved voice I hear, "out of tune and harsh"; with no choice Left me to escape to peace. When alone I seize some book ; or a pithy sentence, Engraved on memory, occurs to me, And, like oil on the waters of the sea Heaving, I subside to rest : and it 's hence I'm fond of sayings, new or old, and trite, For they do me good, and oft lead me right. I think it is Malcolm, in his Persian History, who says, that upon a scroll, On the tomb of one of the kings, there stole On him this maxim ; which with aversion At first I read, but the philosophy Of which has still grown upon me the more T muse over it ; and those who their store Of happiness would prize, will lose no fee, Beyond a moment's patience, in listening To it. It was this, — " Make it a habit To be happy." True ! and I would have it Remembered that all virtue is glistening There ; for happiness has no foundations, Save those of virtue, for men or nations. 12 SONNETS. That deep Persian maxim comes before me With the more effect, from the place on which It was enrolled. It was as if the rich Flood of light, that poured, after the stormy Scene of life, upon the Emperor's view, In that world where he found alone the true Dwelling together, he could not endure. Without doing what Dives wished to do : — Returning to his brothers, that he might Warn them, nor leave them to the law alone ; And for his misdeeds that he might atone. His spirit on its mission fled by night To earth, and on his tomb inscribed the thought. That would secure their welfare, which he sought. I am vexed with myself for being cross At times, when there is no other reason For it, than smiles being out of season With me I have none to offer — a loss I cannot help — and painful — but tho' I Feel it as such I have no right to make Others do so. This is a great mistake. Which to correct entirely I try In vain. I get punished for it sorely, For I think sharp words and peevish tones are Catching, like catarrhs ; and I have to bear The hoarseness of others, I have made poorly. This aggravates my symptoms ; and to blame But myself, adds vexation to my shame. SONNETS. 13 Alas ! the playful confidence of youth, Its scorn of counsel, hatred of control, Its rash impatience, and its pride of soul. Relying on its strength, and love of truth ! There is a glory round its sunny brow, Dashing the clouds and mists of doubt away, While meanness shrinks before its pure arraj^ Of motives. Alas ! would that it could grow To full maturity, like the sweet flower, Type of its purity, nor canker blast Its bloom, nor frosts the hope of seed at last I It should be so, nor obstacles have power To loose its hold on virtue, or deform. The sapling hardens to resist the storm. I wish that philosophers, who talk so much Of wisdom, would but show the way to win, Or rather keep it, for it is no sin To say that now and then I have a touch Of it, as it comes hovering o'er me. To light perhaps a moment on my brain. But I feel that it soon takes flight again And that all my knowledge is but folly. Consistency in anything is above My reach ; and though I hear of others set As examples of it o'er me, I yet Have to find fidelity to the love Of truth, a quality so very rare. That I doubt if it exists any where. 14f SONNETS. There is a mirth, which makes or leaves me sad, Exhibited, when circumstance has left No thought of such relief, and tho' bereft Of calmness, such it seems awhile. The mad Betray themselves in tone or manner soon, And here a recklessness of feeling tells A tale at least of woe, and quite dispels Illusion. I know not whether the moon. Which is proverbial for crazing men, Makes them miserable, or what it is ; But that there 's an influence in cities, And perhaps elsewhere, fatal too often To their peace, I know ; and you may see it In laughter, — for thus they try to flee it. Nothing is more common than to hear men Ascribe their miseiy to this or that Cause, seizing hold of some circumstance, pat To their use ; which, not of their seeking, then Must be intrusive, and in consequence Disagreeable at least, if not more. Some suppose that poverty is the bore, Not knowing the poor, or by inference Only. I am satisfied that their state Is natural to them ; for who, seeing An inch beyond his nose, not blind being, Will hunt about for causes, when their fate, Cast in a perishable world, is clear, Cultivating no faith, or that in fear ? SONNETS. Though I had my pride, like a cloak to warm Me, when I felt the chills of circumstance, Especially of neglect, for instance, It has, like my poor garment, by the harm Of time, got threadbare ; and in my old age I feel cold, as I was not wont to do. Of its defences J made, now I know. Too frequent uses in my youth, not sage Enough to see it must wear out ; and I Feel mortified to think that, when I put It on, doing me little service, but To expose to myself my poverty, The world perceives it too, and passes by, Casting on me but cold looks of pity. There are few better monitors than dogs. More christian than the half of human kind : At least there are not many you will find So humble, and more faithful none. Mere clogs Of clay, senseless most men appear to all Appeals of kindness from their Master's love : While the poor brute, ever watchful to prove His gratitude, bounds joyous at the call. Death, truly an oblivion, is so Too oft to more than those who die, the ties Of kindred severing to the thought. Let eyes Look on the contrast, as the pictures show By Landseer, of the Lurcher, o'er the bier And grave of him he pines again to hear. 16 SONNETS. I am not, nor would affect, the martyr. Hunger, and cold, and nakedness have no Attractions, e'en poetically so ; To say nothing of contempt ; the barter 'Twixt the world and poor, who make the exchange Unwillingly, but must submit to it. Be they sinner, saint, doctor, or poet. But why do the prosperous, in their wide range O'er the pleasant places of this mixed life, Pick up but nettles, thistles, briars ? weeds 111 sorting with their state ; serving no needs But to sting or scratch ; causing pain and strife. One often marks sweet-scented flowers on those, Who, having nothing else, thus soothe their woes. My restless thought ! Why wander so from home, Seeking throughout the world content to find, As if it dwelt elsewhere than in the mind ? There is no abode, be it vaulted dome. Palace, castle, tower, grotto, wood, or cot, No lawn, field, mountain, valley, slope, or plain, No shore, or billow on the heaving main, That in itself contains what thou hast not. Go freely forth, bearing the pearl you prize, And range observant o'er the earth and sky ; Mark all conditions, fortunes, destiny. Without envy, lavish of smiles and sighs. Thou wilt return more placid than before, And bear your trials as you never bore. SONNETS. 17 I suspect that physic is not the cure For many maladies in which it 's given, And that, if omitted, to be driven So soon in hearses, men would not be sure. Could we find out the secrets of the dead. Or of many living, we might correct, What neither friends nor doctors could detect, Some mistakes into which they had been led. We should learn, perhaps, that there are cases Of snrgery, in which the mind or heart Gets out of joint, and death ensues in part From mortification ; that the basis Of other losses, was a slow decay Of hope, wasting vitality away. There are some things about a prosperous man One might envy, if the feeling, under Any shape, did not at once sunder The mind from its better thoughts. I would fan The embers of my self-esteem, lest they Expire in the ashes in which they lie. One cannot look up proudly to the sky. Robbing, in thought, another of a ray Of light, hanging like a cloud about him. But I confess it makes me sad to think How poverty has an eff"ect to sink One's consequence, making e'en love look dim. 1 covet neither lands nor gold, but I Wish I had some old glances of the eye. c 18 SONNETS. I pity all on whom the weight of care Oppressive falls ; the serpent folds of fate, Resistless, winding round their hapless state, Nor spirit meet captivity to bear. There is no dungeon like the open sky, With liberty to roam abroad at will. Inextricably still involved in ill ; No other prospect opening to the eye Than weary days and restless nights, with dreams Of joy, which pass like shadows o'er the mind, Leaving no lingering cheerful trace behind, No sweet society in sunny beams — All lonely, dark ; save that prophetic light From heaven, struggling through the shades of night. I have read somewhere of a character, Common in the world, in which selfishness Showed itself in its appropriate dress, While all the time assuming the actor Of a different part. These fools are like The ostrich, who, when pursued, if it can Hide its head is satisfied ; as if man Its huge proportions could e'er fail to strike. In derision of its silly cover. Like all folly, the instance is for good ; For it shows the vice so well understood By its victim, that its meanness over A veil is thrown, so open in texture. That one can detect the real feature. SONNETS. 19 There is nothing so profitless — of aught But weariness and disgust, as pleasure Out of season ; yet some, beyond measure, Believing in its promise, have no thought Beyond its barren haunts ; and tho' they reap Tares as the harvest of their industry, Still sow their seeds again, as they must try Some antidote to ennui, to keep Its slow poison from working in their veins. They die of it at last, or something worse. Thus get rid of what to them was the curse Of life ; and not a memory remains Of their usefulness ; a sad memento I fear in that country to which they go. Some people are fond of riding hobbies. Like old Monkbarns with his antiquities, Not seeing they are the antipathies Of all to whom they address themselves. These Enthusiasts appear so exclusive. That one is apt to o'erlook their better Qualities, judging them by the letter Of their discourse, which is oft delusive. Let any one, patiently enduring The absurdities of Scott's old hero. Look beneath them, he '11 soon find the zero Of his estimate rise, so alluring Are the warmth of heart, and the enlarged span Of the affections of the good old man. c 2 20 SONNETS. I often get weary of my pursuit, Nor know where to turn for sure enjoyment. Books are distasteful ; and no employment, I can think of, promises what will suit. I feel discouraged with myself at last : For I have wit enough to see the fault Is mine ; and that beneath the azure vault Of heaven, there is a bountiful repast, And that he who cannot partake of some Portion of it, to starve alone is fit. These fantastic moods, to which I submit At times, in my intervals of ease come O'er me • for care, to which I oft am prone, Is energy sufficient to atone. *T is said, 't is better to give than receive : No doubt ; but the generosity lies With him, who, feeling life's necessities, Takes with a pure spirit, prompt to perceive. In alms, the benefactions of a heart, Shower'd more lavish on itself than him. Why should the too-sensitive sufferer dim The lustre of a joy, placed all apart? Or to visit hours, silent and alone. Made sleepless by misfortune, when the chord Of sympathy is mute, or the discord Of the world, or some grief has jarred its tone. For then the sweet thoughts of our usefulness Come o'er us ; and refusals make them less. SONNETS. 21 it" it be true that there is a something In the misfortunes of our friends not so Displeasing to us, I must say I know, To our nature so humiliating*, Nothing. But 'twas the remark of an old Courtier, in a scene, sensual and low, Where favours of a despot, by a bow Of base servility, were bought and sold. The sarcasm might be applicable there ; As in the world, where friendship, but a name Merely, is unknown, to see some, whose aim Is selfish, miss the mark, may task no eai'e. But where the claims of love are understood, Such fiendish thoughts will never dare intrude. I am fond of summer with its early Light and warmth, and lavish bloom : for I feel Free in function, and its genial heats steal O'er me with an influence so clearly Beneficial, that while others the shade Prefer in city-side walks, I delight In the sun ; and with broad elbow-room right Onward go, rejoicing. When flowers fade, And yellow autumn brings her store to stock With ricks, new thatched, the farm-yard, I decline In temperature ; and as from the line The sun recedes, setting at six o'clock, Sadly I hear the bell of muffin-boy, That autumn curfew to my parting joy. 22 SONNETS. Those who are fond of themselves overmuch, Watching of indulgence the means and ways By instinct, are sensible it betrays Their meanness, and have about them a touch Of virtue ; so much of it, at the least, As hypocrisy implies. Who has read Mansfield Park will remember that ill-bred Mrs. Norris, in woman's clothes, a beast Of the tame hyena breed ; a savage Greedy and gross, preying on all around. Cowardly, the timid chiefly, as found Least like to oppose her usual ravage. The portrait was taken from the life, so Clearly, that the original I know. If any one, not knowing -where to find Luxury, be at a loss ; his pockets Being low, his candles in their sockets, I would advise him to recall to mind Some nursery he may know, and there go. Let him gaze on infancy and its smiles ! And he will not traverse tedious miles 'Bout town, to tempt his palate with a show Of dainties, that will pall upon his taste. For Heaven will meet his view, as nothing there More pure or lovely can be seen. That fair Child has had its benediction. The waste Of life has no such flower ; tho' many bloom O'er all, none so exquisite in perfume. — SONNETS. 23 What a ceaseless warfare, never lulling, Like the fitful gusts which howl in winter Storms around our chimney-tops, and splinter Oaks, the pride of some village-green, dulling The ear with tumult, and stout hearts paling With alarm — is this life, so full of woe. From pain, disease and death ! mining below The fairest surface of our hope ; failing Us at last, to sink in utter ruin. No exception nor escape, no charmed spot. Where sighs, tears and groans of anguish are not, And fond hands some bier with flowers strewing ! Can there be doubts about religion's truth ; Its hope, promise, solace, in age or youth ? Men are always seeking stimulus, while It lies before them, if they would but see It. The poor sailor, in a gale at sea. Finds it in his duty ; for the green isle Of his far hopes would fade upon his view, If he neglected that which was to save Him from the gulph beneath. The storms which rave Around us all, of passion, from which few Are free, of interest, none, to the same wreck Expose us ; and he who feels life's demand, Itself a voyage to a far-distant land. Will not desert his post upon the deck, But, looking danger in the face, will dare To do all, in truth, that may claim his care. 24 SONNETS. There is no race, excejDt the Esquimaux, That I know of, who have not found some means Of getting drunk, and they, for want of beans. Or grape, or corn, are obliged to forego This relief of care. I never have been Told that oil or blubber serves any turn Except that of appetite, though they burn The one for light and warmth, and have been seen To drink the lamps dry, for food merely. Whether their cares be less than ours, I know Not ; but it would seem, if they are not, that to Drown ours, is not necessary clearly. Nor perhaps are the seal-furred northern boors In philosophy our inferiors. I do not approve the use of brandy, Whiskey, gin, rum, punch, or m ine in the young, For I have known many a noble stung To death by their poison ; ever handy On tables, served on trays, chiefly at night, Or after dinner. The habit may grow By use : and I would have our youth to know, That the noble I allude to, by riglit Had no hereditary honours given To them by ancestors, but that they earned Fame, rank and affections : for they were learned And honoured in their prime, thro' powers from Hea- Evil came o'er them at last, and they died [ven : Drunkards, — their early promise thus belied. SONNETS. 25 I wish artists had more taste : they might have More influence over that of others ; My comprehension it often bothers To find out why genius should be a slave To any thing under Heaven. It was lent For high purposes, nor prostituted Should be ; and I could wash substituted For Venuses and the like, only meant For mythologists, moral subjects traced In forms and hues of beauty, to refine And elevate the mind. I oft repine O'er talents wasted, — canvass too defaced. Leslie's Martha and Mary I admire. And o'er his good Sir Roger never tire. There are way-side flowers whereso'er we pass, Which, like the lilies of the field, suggest Deep thoughts, and reaching far, within the breast; Mysteries in the very blade of grass, That may well make us pause; with connection 'Twixt the air — the food — health and life of man. We cannot move nor gaze, but the great plan Of Nature gives the mind prompt direction Upwards to its source ; and 1 need no rare Exotic, tho' beautiful, too often Ministering to mere display, to soften Asperities, or blunt the edge of care. The humble sedge contents me. I see In it all that eye can reveal to me. 26 SONNETS. I seldom smile and very rarely weep, Unless some incident or other touch My feelings. To observe how very much The poor are tasked, causes at times some deep Emotions. One is apt to be almost Sentimental or bilious, when a brute You hear, drunk with prosperity, salute An honest fellow, labouring at his post, With harsh abuse, lest a moment's gossip Or rest should rob him of his money's worth Of toil. I have known such, not of high birth, And e'en a woman ! It is a toss up Between such a , but I will not say more, Only I wish they would respect the poor. How different the world within to that Without I The one all concord, or if peace Be broken, one can get a calm release From tumult, on one's own terms ; while the flat Contradictions in the other provoke The temper; which gets ruffled too By vain pretensions, — assertions not true Nor probable, — schemes ending all in smoke. This explains why the reserved do not shine In mixed society, and are thought fools By those who conform to its polite rules. Nothing perplexes me more than the fine Things I hear about music, concerts, balls ; As if life centred in their stifled halls. SONNETS. 27 Music to touch me must be in its tone Plaintive, breathing compassion, tenderness And love. I have no ear for tumult, less Than that of ocean or the storm. The lone Booming of the Bittern, or the twitter Of the Swallow ; or, on a lonely heath, Mid fern and gorse, or trees, forming a wreath Round some high hill-top, where, o'er dew glitter The eyes of childhood, wooing the fresh air Of morn, the Ass's bray is sweeter far Than strains from Italy, amid the jar Of instruments in hot crowded halls, where Fashionables resort ; the heart with me Must be in unison with harmony. It 's an odd idea, that outward dress Gives sanctity or wisdom higher place In the world's esteem ; as if big wigs, lace, I.awn-sleeves, and shovel hats, were more or less Than stuff, from horses' tails, flax, and beavers. All good in their way as fabrics, nor rough, But very fine and costly, — still all stuff. I suppose the object is, the wearers Should have some claim to our admiration. For we are so fond of rich things, that we Think much of them, and seeing such beauty On sinners — for, since the Reformation, Or old Calvin, Bishops and all are so — We lose sight of their sins in their fine show. 28 SONNETS. There are some tongues addicted to sarcasm, Not from any inherent bitterness So much, as to make their sufferings less. By easing the o'erburdened heart of spasm. The accidents of life are apt to bruise The spirits, which get inflamed, and sometimes Mortification ensues : and as rhymes Are the natural products of the Muse In labour, oft satirical, so words. Keen and pungent, give remarkable ease In these, oft female, cases of disease. No one, addicted to the use of swords, Would combat seriously with a maimed Opponent, fencing merely as he 's lamed. I am oft amused with entertainers, Making their feasts profitable to their Own conceit ; getting persons, new and rare, Or rich and great, to be their retainers. But Lions are not always to be had. Nor Apes, Bears, nor male nor female Pumas, And sometimes there are obnoxious rumours About breed — the quality being bad, Which sends the poor beast to his forest back. These feeders are sticklers for condition : Their own doubtful, it would be perdition To have it made more so, by any lack Of gentility in their eaters — hence They are exclusive in their own defence. SONNETS. 29 Our affections are often in the way, Especially when one has been dining Out, coming home in high spirits, shining With the good things acquired at the rout. As I drink no wine, and all food pleases My palate, for the simplest is enough. Thro' use, to satisfy me, soft or tough, It matters not, for either soon eases Appetite ; I cannot say that dishes Minister much to my enjoyments, though I like sufficiency ; but I am so Much more fond of sympathy, that wishes Kindly expressed, and some questions asked, Are pleasant, before one's friends go to bed. I know not why, without one selfish aim, I often quail before the gaze of men ; Unless it be I feel more strongly then Their hopes and mine are not the same. The tranquil current of my thought, like streams Which murmur still, impeded on their way, Is chafed by precepts it cannot obey. And life's high objects seem but idle dreams. Or is it that high energy of will. Directed to some noble, useful aim. Awakes within a conscious sense of shame From claims of duty I may not fulfill ? And yet I kindle with a quickening glow At virtue, and in its just homage bow. 30 SONNETS. I hold tears, in the way of argument, To be intrusive, like an episode Not clearly relevant. They lay a load Too on one's feelings, oft not kindly meant. For they ai'e shed sometimes in spite or pet, But whether so, or in remorse or pain, There is an end of hope that you will gain Your point, or be at present fairly met. My way is to lapse into silence, quite Reconciled to bear the evil I may Not cure. To recur to it is the way, Merely to a fresh display ; I thus right Myself by a due submission, the best Frame of mind in this world for chance of rest. Kind aid and solace to my thought, ray pen ! Thou mute companion of the silent hour. In which I 've culled the borrowed sweets again From mead or book, of many a flower. Couldst thou reveal the secrets of my soul, Its fervid sympathies with all that 's true ; The glow of feeling that has ranged the whole, Thy symbol tracing may expose to view. It might be worth the casual glance of those To whom thy notes and mine may soon belong ! And thou wouldst then, bright talisman ! disclose To those I love, what has been mine so long, The deepening sense of study's soothing power. To cheer the spirit in its darkening hour. SONNETS. 31 Of all the pests this world produces, Gnats, or hornets, thistles, nettles, briars, There is nothing I loathe more, save liars, More abominate, as it conduces To nought but weariness and woe, setting One's teeth on edge, and jarring on the brain, Than the discord of the whole croaking train, Male or female, who have the besetting Sins of vanity and weakness, too soft To bear the rubs of life, and prone to show Their chance abrasions from some scratch or blow. If their confounded heads were broken, oft Glad should I be, for to have one's peace marred By such fools, is particularly hard. Thou wert doomed to suffer, body and mind ! Thy spirit, so ethereal ! was traced. Like the i^iolian harp, its strings braced To vibrate to the passing breeze, the wind, As it sweeps o'er it, awakening each tone. Plaintive and wild, and all in harmony. I list, and think I hear the psalmody From some far aisle, where holy men attune Their worship to the Source of love ; and high Thoughts kindle in my breast, soothing to peace And contemplation, while all tumults cease ; "Wrapt in a calm communion with the sky. Such thy influence o'er me ; and I feel, Knowing thee, a joy I cannot reveal. 32 SONNETS. Let me, above all other boons, be free ! With libertj^ — large as the range of thought, Respectful of the rights of all — not bought By rude licentiousness of will : but be Free, feeling restraint in whate'er I do ; From a consciousness, native to my mind. Or fear, of selfishness ; lest I prove blind To my own interests ; making mine the true. I would be free ; the privilege to use Of humbling my pride of spirit before [soar Heaven — chaining down my thought, that it but In prayers of penitence ; I would infuse Humility, reverence, duty, love In me, and thus be free at will to rove. Channing ! thou hast, amid greater boon. Thy meed of praise, audible to thine ear; Far more unexpressed, thou canst never hear ! Emotions, imderstood by thee, that soon Subside in gentle bosoms, yet traces Leave behind, which became incorporate With their being ; of gratitude, sedate Tho' fervent, which neither time effaces, For thy instructions, nor can death remove. Thou hast unto their spirits given power. And they discern afar, when tempests lour O'er them, the refuge, which thy view of love Divine and Providence revealed to them. This must to thee outweigh a diadem. SONNETS. 33 When one computes how long literature Has been and is, in the estimation Of the wise, sanctified by probation Of years, which make us but the more secure In the unchangeableness of its truth ; 'T is strange our fine old records should be left Neglected for the new, tho' these bereft Of sanction, from their quality of youth. No doubt new facts are precious, but first thoughts Are best, and, like the Greek architecture, Rarely equalled : hence I love the texture Of these noble minds, who in times of droughts Lived, with less to slake that quenchless thirst For novelty, with which this age is curst. I am of no country, save that of earth, Whose unnumbered millions claim kindred With me : nor, like some, can I be hindered By complexion to own my kin, or dearth Of pedigree ; features alone suffice. And the poor Afric, the graceful Hindoo, Brothers of a more sunny clime, are too Much the victims to oppression's malice To lose my meed of sympathy. I feel Their miseries to be in part my own ; For tho' their chains and sorrows are unknown In this, my pride of, place, their sufferings steal Upon me ; and my thought, ranging along The world, droops where'er it encounters wrong. s 34 SONNETS. Channing! 'twas inevitable thy scorn Of Slavery should break forth unrestrained, And bring reproach upon thee ; well sustained The obloquy — and yet but fitly borne. Thy fate has had examples in all time. They who brave oppression dare all but fear. The yoke was on thee, for thou couldst not bear To see thy country shamed ; in every clime Her name a bye-word — her boasted freedom Rotten at the core. Faithful to virtue. To religion's cause, thou wert heard to sue For justice — all in vain ! 't is but seldom Granted us, where interests oppose. He Who loves mercy will bless thy cause and thee. What 1 after nearly nineteen hundred years. Since Love was sent from Heaven to dwell below, And its annual bounties round us flow ; And hourly mercies fill the eye with tears ; And Liberty has made her onward stride O'er prostrate ruins of the feudal age ; And Knowledge spread abroad her ample page ; And Science oped her massive portals wide ; And pilgrinx ships float o'er the farthest wave ; And Charity flows free o'er all the earth ; And temples rise within the forest's girth ; Rests there a land in which there dwells a slave ? Shame on that land ! and branded let it be ! The scorn of freemen ! for its infamy. SONNETS. 35 'Clarkson I thy life has been an act of love ; One high thought moulding to itself thy mind. Thy heroic energy leaves behind Similitude. No effort to remove Oppression e'er so glorious as thine ! So disinterested ! to serve the slave ! Thou wilt have thy reward. And when the grave Pillows thy venerable head, a shrine It will be ; and millions will heir thy zeal. Be inheritors of thy legacy, The love of libei'ty ! supremacy Of human rights ! and mercy's fond appeal ! Thy voice, trumpet-tongued, has waked in man's An echo, ne'er thro' time again to rest. [breast Those who look on religion as a thing Apart from ordinary life, mistake Its meaning; and there are some who so take On about it, they very coolly fling Aside most other duties, quite absorbed In doctrines and their mysteries. St. James Would make them more practical, if their aims Were such. I prefer those characters orbed So around with holy influences, That you can see nothing of them but through A medium chaste and pure, vvith such true Devotion, when you seek evidences Of their faith, too deep for mere profession, Their whole life exhibits its possession. D 2 36 SONNETS. 'T is sweet in Autumn, 'mid the city's noise, To hear the Robin's liquid note, speaking Of peace in rural scenes. How oft, seeking Man's abode, that familiar bird, when joys Are waning, and the memory of all The summer's gladness, fading with the leaf, Comes, amid cares and tumult, with relief, The country's placid moments to recall ! 'T is ever thus with Natui-e ! In her stores There are resources, suited to each want. Would men but seek them, nor so restless pant For joys, void as the foam on ocean's shores. That song has harmonized my mind, when I Have thought, looking round me, no hope was nigh. Oh Liberty ! how few e'en dream of thee ! Freedom of rapine bears thy sacred name. Thy true worshippers know no other claim, Wearing thy badge of servitude, — the free Within the confines of thy moral law, — Than license for good to all, mercy, peace. When will the outcries of oppression cease, Power be taught pity, and the ravenous jaw Of human wolves appeased with human blood ? Just Heaven ! thy promises are over all : Yet men their brother man in chains enthral, And madly dare to look to Thee for good ! While thousands groan beneath their iron sway, From youth to age, to hopelessness a prey ! SONNETS. 37 Champions of Liberty ! when ye broke loose From fetters tyranny had forged around Your limbs, and rose, unshaciiled, from the ground, Armed, to defend your rights ; what could induce Ye, in the sight of conscious Heaven, to leave Chains, festering deep wounds on your brother man ? Still (for seventy years I) beneath the ban Of cursed oppression, nor hope of a reprieve ! Think ye, in the rude license of your power, The laws of retribution blotted out ? Hark ! to that stern, deep, universal shout Of scorn at your misdeed ! and dread the hour When outraged justice will assert her claim — Your land a prey to massacre and flame. Nothing so immediately excites The passions of men as near interests ; And I suppose that in this truth consists The explanation why religious rites. Less than politics, inflame their tempers. It is certain that two men of two creeds Are much less irascible which succeeds Than of the Tory and Whig distempers. This argues more blindness than ill humour, Tho' enough of both, as if our parties Could much profit, save those whose art it is To gain a place. If men would less immure Themselves in the dungeons of avarice, They would see what they need with clearer eyes. 38 SONNETS. I know not why there is an omission In teaching youth, of the art of living ; For it seems to me that the mere giving Book lore is apt to create confusion When one enters the world, where the moral. Learned from old philosophy is seldom Practised : and science leaves us to a doom Moi*e hopeless ; for its laws in the rural Scene perhaps traced, 'mid purity and peace, Are most unlike the code of men in haunts Of cities, toiling to su})ply the wants Which pride engenders. We start on the lease Of life fairly, but the gross ignorance Of its terms, till too late, ruins our chance.. Boast of your bastard liberty ! ye slaves To mercenary thought : more abject far Than the poor captives of the savage war Ye wage against the worlds convictions. Waves From ten thousand oceans cannot wash Out the stain on your dishonoured name I Once the fond hope of nations — now their shame ! Ye noble few ! the free*! let not the lash, The chain, the stifled groan, the shrieks and tears Of parted kindred, sold in marts ! drag down Your honours, fortunes to the dust. Disown Connection with oppression. Let your years Flow on in peace, alone. There is a Power Above, and tempests o'er your Union lower. * The free states. SONNETS. 39 When I hear of novelties, and the fuss They make, I keep myself, on the whole, cool, Or temperate ; for I am not the fool Of earlier years, breathless to discuss All subjects, as if my health depended On it. I prize highly all accessions To our knowledge, tho' I make confessions Daily, that the old stock, not expended, More than suffices for my digestion. I take the new gratefully: to the old Ally it. But no one yet has e'er told Me of discovery, whose suggestion Supplants the thousands I have had before. Convincing me how feebly I adore. When I settle with myself what before Seemed the beggarly sum of my accounts, I am oft surprised how the product mounts Up, with so large a balance left in store. I have much of the miser's keen delight Too over my treasures ; truly my own : For no one suspecting me to be prone To wealth, they leave me to enjoy the sight. My small expenditure tallies with their Thought ; and thus I roam at will, with the sky Above me, the fresh air around, — the high And broad expanse of nature everywhere ; Smiling over my possessions, leaving The deluded to their self-deceiving. 40 SONNETS. Thou mockery* ! now I There was an hour — nay, A few brief years, when heroic hearts rallied Beneath thee ; and, strong in virtue, sallied Forth, of liberty the fond hope and stay. To fight for freedom. Heaven smiled upon them And their cause. They conquered ; and one long Of joy from hill to hill re-echoed throughout [shout Earth. Where that more than regal diadem [chains That crowned their country ? Gone ! the clank of Resounds along her vales, — the lash, the cry Of agony, appealing to the sky ! Thy stars, proud banner ! symbol but the stains Upon her name ; and all who see thee wave. Shrink at the thought of freedom, and the slave ! I care not much for pulpits, less for schools ; Why that science of human happiness, Religion, should be vaguely taught, with less Time far devoted to it than your fools. Composed of Greek and Latin, give to rules Of syntax, I know not : I hold Horace, Homer, in all honour ; but since their race Of glory, a higher far has given tools Of a workmanship surpassing all time. Before or since, has wrought; and that this art Should be learn'd but weekly, nor set apart In youth, when the mind is supple, the clime Genial, the heart fresh, and the soul soft To receive impressions, puzzles me oft. * " The star-spangled banner." SONNETS. 41 When rich, I '11 found an university, In which shall be taught all kinds of knowledge ; The pupils to enter young, with their edge Unworn and keen, and no perversity Of temper. My professorships shall be Natural History, teaching Nature, The laws, actions, qualities and feature Of things, near and remote ; the mind to see Their Author chief in all. Divinity To follow, proving the revelation ; Christianity the elevation Supreme of hope, and love its litany. This foundation laid, the superstructure I will raise higher than Babel's tower. . Education should the whole soul allure ; Unfolding to us our mysterious Being, — its object, aim ; the imperious Obligation of vii-tue ; the nature Of the Supreme ; our relation to him. And dependence on his love ; that we have Nothing here but an immortal hope, save His presence, reflected shadowy, dim. From the magnificence we see around ; Till we rise to clearer contemplation In his Word, the sole interpretation Of that subtle problem, life. With this ground Ploughed deeply, you may sow all kinds of seed, And will reap flowers, nor detect a weed. 42 SONNETS. No one with common sense, that very rare Endowment, will have any objection To mirth or frolic, under subjection To propriety always. If I share Myself in the amusements of our race Seldom, I am old, and my vein of thought Lies in deep strata, and has to be brought With some difficulty to the surface. Being of a serious cast of mind, Grave and rather pensive, my tendency Is devotional, with little fancy For novelties, fashions of any kind ; But my ear, attuned to harmony, knows No sound so pleasing as joy's sweet echoes. We are so imitative in our ways. That it is of great importance to us To select proper topics to discuss Before the young, and shun whate'er delays Or may mislead them in their search for good. The same principle is applicable To ourselves, and habits may enable Us to disarm temptations, or withstood, Or made the sources of heroic zeal. When, in the Australian desert. Gray Was perishing of want, his men a prey To hopelessness, diseased and worn ; he, leal In faith, communed with the Scriptures, and there Found a Spirit that triumphed o'er despair. SONNETS. 43 To like the titled and their fine estates Is but natural — in the meanly poor, Who ne'er can tell but that some lucky door May open to admit them to their fetes. To see a real Lady, or my Lord, Is not an every-day occurrence ; And tho' to know would be a preference, Yet seeing is partly so, and accords With their love of consequence in the eyes Of others, less distinguished by their fate. Nothing is so absurd as to abate The zeal of these fools in servilities To the high in station ; and their excess Of stooping cannot make their stature less. That there is much uneasiness in the world Might be inferred, if no complaints were made. For men show it in their faces, inlaid W^ith lines of care ; and no wonder, so whirled About in search of what they seldom find. The fault is not so much in what they seek. As their own blindness ; for the pure and meek. Wandering less from home, see it in the mind. But this so unsubstantial, that most eyes Discern it not, and therefore pass its haunts Unconscious, and to satisfy their wants Find nothing useful ; which excites surprise. W"e are slow to learn, and examples will Mislead, if many, even tho' they kill. 4f4f SONNETS. There are remote analogies in things Not seemingly allied in any way ; Suggestive to the thoughtful mind by day And night, of truth and all the good it brings. Life viewed in one respect is barren oft Of incidents to rouse the soul, some one Or two only in a generation Tasking any qualities but the soft. Philosophers assure us 't is the same With the air and earth ; at least that the sum Of either is a caput mortuura ; A principle here and there active, tame All the rest : from the which I would infer That the less stimulus is the better. My life, like a most unprofitable Labyrinth, at each turn but leads astray. I wander lost ; beguiled by every way I most confide in, inhospitable, Failing me in trust ; and where'er I go The same fate befalls, as in derision Of my weariness ; and if my vision O'er a wider range extends, and I glow With hope, sudden I feel my mind despond ; Shut out from light, no path before my choice, I grope in darkness, startling at my voice. As echoes of its plaint alone respond ; I emerge to trace the same round again. Involved and endless ; efforts are in vain. SONNETS. 45 Nothing worries me so incessantly As to see those round my hearth foes to ease. It is vain to find, or hope aught to please Or satisfy the mind. If pleasantly The cause or burden of the grief is made Mine, by confiding in my love, I feel The pressure lightened, and as if the weal I seek was half secured ; amply repaid. By the exchange of what I did not know For certainty of ill ; or impending, Or working within the breast, suspending Hope's realities or illusions so. Even in mine, that life seems too real, Which is no unprofitable trial. It was said of old that appearances Are deceitful ; and not a day but gives Us proof. The bright dazzling of the sun leaves His spots invisible ; and clearances Of the weather banish all thought of storms, Which catch us unprepared, and drench us quite. Cloaks too often hide many things from sight. In modern times assuming many forms. If we could get within them, we might see Life, with all its elements busily At work ; many manoeuvring slily To gain ends, not such as they seem to be. Why but for evil should men wear a mask ? Or use, in the sight of Heaven, I would ask ? 46 SONNETS. Tho' one hears of much that is very wrong In the world, men are so averse to it, That it is difficult for the Poet Moralist to see, what oft in his song Is depicted for our shunning. In these Days of much refinement one seldom meets Vice in all its nakedness in the streets ; Its professors studious e'en to please. This should make us but the more cautious ; For many fellows in fine clothes may be In grain scoundrels, stealing the widow's fee Simple, tho', like a lawyer, courteous. I have known such intruders in the best Society, and more I fear infest. ON EDDIS' PICTURE "THE PAUSE."* What can have subdued to so deep a pause Those gentle bosoms ? hushed as by a spell 1 The world is all without ; and yet the swell Of some discordant note would seem the cause Of that most sad abstraction. Twin in youth, Thedarker browmore years has known. Perchance Some hapless tale of childhood, thro' mischance. Lost to a widowed mother, tells the truth Of danger, first conceived ! impending o'er Her hopes, consummated by the Mother's Joy ; and the contagion o'er the other's Soul has shot its influence, where before Bright cloudless visions of a boundless love Had realized alone our state above. * In the collection of Lord Francis Egerton. SONNETS. ^T One gets so discouraged, in the concerns Of life, by the ditliculties we meet With in the many, from their indiscreet Zeal in believing what so often turns Out false, that I abstain from argument, Leaving to time to operate the cure. What makes the error harder to endure Is, that the disposition has a vent Large in proportion to the damage done To character by those most rash conceits. I have at times suffered from these defeats E'en from fair hands ; but I look on the sun Not the less joyfully, smiling to see Him so benignautly shining on me. Of all the qualities none is quite so blind As vanity, and hence it is discerned By others quickly, who have never learned The art of solving problems of the mind. Those who have no eyes can even see it, For it operates on all the senses. It is often blended with pretences, To hypocrisy allied ; and be it Thus observable, mixed with the impure, It is a compound so detestable. That one, from hopelessness, is not able To indulge easily a thought of cure. The light self-complacency of the fair Or young wears a very different air. 48 SONNETS. The affectation of immaculate Purity has beneath it sensual Perceptions, or something more immoral, it is a cloak in which the prude hides hate And all uncharitableness. I have Known some learned females whose maiden love Of meddling argued such a zest to prove Others wicked, that the veriest slave To passion would blush to hint to modest Ears what these purists bring out openly. Their method is to suggest, brokenly At first, their doubts of something wrong, nor rest Until the scandal blazes forth, then sigh To think their friends, perhaps, sin so sadly. I would not have any one confident Of anything, especially friendship, In this world ; for the tie is apt to slip. From causes not easily cognisant. Being a compact between two persons. Originally of one mind, it holds Good until that single number unfolds Itself into twain ; and this, in her sons And daughters, so close allied, the Mother Sometimes sees ; and no wonder that the shocks Of life, which dislocate limbs, and e'en rocks Splinter, should tear friends from one another. I am in constancy inviolate, Fond of old loves ; some turned, alas ! to hate. SONNETS. 4-9 There is a kind of mental chemistry I excel in, that of precipitates From mixtures, such as the presiding fates Offer us from their laboratory Of compounds, which we have to decompose For our use; the supernatant liquor, Sour or sweet, or of whatever colour, The potion we all must swallow. One knows Little of the ingredients, so mixed Together ; but I get some portion thrown Off, and others down, by tact all my own, The residuum then I take off ; fixed In the conclusion, that 'tis the l)est way ; Nor hope to filter all the dregs away. The story of Ruth has simplicity, Fidelity, generosity, love. To recommend it. If men would but prove, Like Boaz, kind, they would implicitly Be revered, from every claim of justice: For when power with goodness is allied. Evil in any shape may be defied. Invading the rights of one whose trust is In his benevolence, largely diffused, Under circumstances too Avliich imply A forgetfulness of self; for the high Might there concentrate it all, tho' abused : Since their position is above control. Save that, like Boaz, of a noble soul. E 50 SONNETS. 'J'here is somethins; so exhilarating In a bright morn, with dew upon the grass, The freshness of the air, the sights which pass Before the eye, each sense captivating ; The song of birds, the waving of the trees, The blue of heaven, so ineffably Pure ! witli light clouds, gracefully Grouped together, and sailing with the breeze ; That in spite of care I feel the beauty Steal upon me ; and feelings I cannot Communicate rise so to bless my lot, That worship blended with every duty Seems inevitable, — so deep, profound. The sense of Deitv in all around ! In the material world we faintly Trace effects to causes, or what seem such ; And speak of them as sensible to touch Almost ; while in the moral, as saintly Men have said, there are many things too oft Eluding. That there are shadows flitting O'er the mind, in its search of truth, suiting No form of the realities, some soft Impression made, as shades are apt to do, Is clear ; but he has made no use at all Of his faculties intellectual. Who has not discovered, that the way to woo Knowledge, is to trust to mere appearance. Since we get the true but by inference. SONNETS. 51 Let no one in his dream of life cherish Hope too far, so vain the bright illusion ! Better to place thy trust where delusion Cannot be ; for of the things which perish, None so frail as the fond expectancy Of good, e'en for services of purest Motive. But let not thy devotion rest ! Itself to thee the sole sufficiency I It is the only boon that passeth not Away, since all beside the accidents Of time ; and there are incidents, Linked with virtue, influencing our lot, That seem casual, but ne'er can be so. For chance has none so pleasing to bestow. There are things so familiar that we see Them not, or only as annoyances Which mar occasionally joyances, Like flies, when on our plate they chance to be; Or sparrows, fond of the young green of spring. Defeating hope from seed, sown in gardens. Whence sundry contrivances, as wardens. Are resorted to, to make them take wing. But these modes of separate existence Are meant for our instruction, to suggest Thoughts, as all nature does, which cannot rest Pent up in self; and he finds subsistence In more enjoyment than falls to my share, If the sparrow's chirp does not please his ear. e2 52 SONNETS. If men were wise to understand talents Were alone entrusted for the chief good Of others, to supply them stores of food, Not their own aggrandizement, as gallants Of fame, the world would reap a harvest more Profuse of knowledge. Of all, the humblest In self-appreciation, by far first In responsibility, to adore, Thro' usefulness, the Supreme, was Priestley ! Noblest of mankind ! He threw pearls away, Indifferent himself to all array Beyond that of doing duty meetly. Hence his reputation has a lustre More glorious than science can confer. My Friend ! in the general lot Thou hast Had no common doom ! entrusted to Thee Talents of an order we seldom see, And tastes, that should produce results to last Through time, adding their influence to aid The purpose of humanity. Thine art Is moral, destined to refine the heart, To seize its loveliness of power, ere fade The perishable traits we see around. Thy life but gives a promise to the hope ; Faithful to obligations ! not a scope Offered to thy youth, but thou hast been found True I obedient to the claims of Son, Brother, Friend, — not a duty left undone. SONNETS. 53 It is a stern feeling to cherish hate; But I have so learned to love the softer Sympathies in my age, that I foster Now no other in my breast ; all too late For the unforgiving sentiments of youth To hold their sway ; tho' I have still so much Of early nature left me, that a touch, Impressed too roughly, rouses all the truth Of old emotions, fading soon away Before a calmer judgement ; and the charm Disarms e'en malice of its power to harm ; A moment keenly felt, but not to stay. I have had my enmities, as my lot Is now to feel them, but they harm me not. With all my philosophy I rarely Am exempt from heart-ache, though temperance Comes in aid to promise me a fair chance Of health, since I dine most days but sparely. There must be something seated in the brain, Of a susceptibility so strong, That whenever the echo of a wrong Note jars on it the discord causes pain. Physicians talk of sympathies; and mine Probably are of the order restive. Howe'er it may be, I would wish to live In harmony with all that can refine The nature ; and if I should have o'erstrained The mark, I am perhaps but justly pained. 54 SONNETS. If men would but learn from high examples. Of which there are many of the olden Time and recent, abounding in golden Consequences, they would furnish samples Of a workmanship more creditable To their skill as artists of a moral [all World, where the threads of circumstances should Be woven into tissues suitable To the exigence of an immortal Soul ; serving its necessities, not by Things of sense, adapted to the body. But of qualities immaterial. Spun out of thought, of which the richest store Is oft found in those who lived long before. There is too much that is satisfying In the senses, and many men after A good dinner, for an instance, rather Than do anything else, gratifying A love of ease, compose themselves to sleep. I am very apt to this indulgence, As I sit up late, in the effulgence Of my midnight taper, to write or weep Alone, easing my heart by either vent Or both, as it may be. By that small light I have learned to distinguish, clear to sight, Some useful truths ; and I fancy the bent Of my mind has received its curve upwards By this mere habit of stooping downwards. SONNETS. 55 I sc4dom feel my humanity more Than in Autumn, with its dead leaves falling Round me, all its cold flowers recalling Brighter days and genial, with their store Of bloom, and hours passed in sauntering ease, By some brook-side, or on the verdant bank. Gazing on the blue heavens, — the world a blank, As it had never been, with the sweet breeze Wafting no sound but the songs of birds, or The hum of insects on the wing, the scene Beaming with gladness, and wherever seen, Seeming Paradise and the soul to soar. But Autumn days remind me all is past, And of sterner trials to come at last. It argues a bad temper, when I see Any one the victim to strong passions, Roused by trifles ; but there are some fashions I detest ; so immodest ! that beauty Should shun them, trifling with its native grace. And exposing deformity of mind, Implanted by education, behind A fair proportion and a lovely face. In the young, these arts my compassion move ; In the old, disgust : the one will disown A fault, originally not her own ; But the dowager dresses low, to prove Rank corruption, ere the grave claims its right To do, what we know it does, out of sight. 56 SONNETS. The passions I allude to are the stoi-ms Raised by accidents, such as to childhood Happen in its usual merry mood ; Or, when aiming at usefulness, it forms Some little plan, which in execution Fails ; and the cherubs, in their eager haste To show a wish to serve us, make some waste. Fatal to all hope, by no exertion Of their own to rise again ; so alarmed ! And tearful, that they know not where to hide. I long to soothe them, and cannot betide The thoughtless wretch, who, because he is harmed In some trifle, is blind to their desire Of approbation, in his savage ire. Those who carry their aversion so far As to sacrifice friendship to their hate. Often make mistakes, when it is too late To repair consequences. In the war Of civil life, I suspect, that pride slays More victims than in the military The sword, making many tributary To some regrets which linger thro' their days. These losses, unlike those which the grave hides. Have a vitality of remembrance About them, calculated to enhance One's misery ; for to see by our sides Those we have once loved, but must now avoid. Is but apt to make all else round us void. SONNETS. When I see youth observant of the claims Of age, I know of nothing that so niucli Commends it to me. It exhibits such Loveliness that not e'en the highest names On the roll of fame shine with a clearer Lustre ; nor so prophetic any deed Of future blessings on the youthful head. None perchance remains to be the bearer Of its honours : the friends of youthful days Gone ; and with them all evidences Of a love once active, the tendencies Of which were ever to elicit praise Of an eloquence deeper than our own, Now sinking with the weight of years, alone. There are some so impatient of restraint, Who hear dictation with so ill a grace. That there are occasions when they disgrace Themselves in the eyes of others, so faint The semblance of their discretion. I feel Often the same kind of provocation With these sinners ; when the avocation Of some zealot, in his pride to reveal Some admitted truth, is that of a pert Preacher, who deals out judgement profusely, While his own life perhaps pleads uselessly For the law ; and to spite the coxcomb, dirt, In the shape of wrong confessions, is thrown At him on purpose, to enjoy his frown. 58 SONNETS. My Mother ! when I think on all tliat Thou Hast been to me, to others worthier Of thy love, as near in claim, readier Far thro' merit, but I cannot allow From will more earnest, to deserve esteem ; I grieve that fate unpropitious, else just To my desert, humblest in its hope, must Rob me of a joy I had thought might beam On me, reflecting honour on thine age ; Such as the parent from her offspring knows. But let sweet peace go with thee to thy close Of life ; and if not faithless the image Of a dream that flits at times before me, I may be found hereafter worthy Thee. My Friend ! the sunny clime that gave Thee birth Imparted to Thee the gift of genius ! Powers for good or ill ! Thro' no tedious Years of drudgery hast Thou ploughed the earth For thine increase ; thy ample harvest ripe In youth ; fame e'en accomplished in thy prime. And what awaits Thee in the after time ? Not the dull, tame sufficiencies of life ! The pride and insolence of mere success ! Like others of thy country it must add Fresh laurels to thy brow, thro' eff'orts made In the cause of virtue! Thou not the less Distinguished for thy pencil, than the tone O^ moral beauty o'er thy pictures thrown. SONNETS. 59 When we are following some favourite Pursuit, in itself innocent, or more. From its nature good, as when we explore Truth in her well, loving the exquisite Things we draw up, and sometimes from our minds — • Deeper wells than these truth never hides in — It is sweet to meet some one who sides in Our propensity, and kindly time finds To look at with us what our bucket draws Up, and will help us by explanations Of their own, to solve mystifications Of which alone we could not find the cause. The fact is, sympathy, if not the whole Of happiness, still is to nie the soul. It grieves me when I see a noble mind. Full of good propensities, generous. More than just, because never tenacious Of its rights, when, waving them, it can find An opportunity to show kindness, Proving that the courtesies of life have No obstacles in pride, if it can save By its own sacrifice, from the blindness Of another, harmony being lost By rude collision ; it grieves me to see Such a nature, like a vessel at sea Without a compass, the seamen's trust, tost By every wave, no polar star to guide It in the tempest, drifting with the tide. 60 SONNETS. There are two kinds of persons I would shun, And do so. When the coast is clear, and place Is otherwise indifferent, no trace Of me can be found beside them. The one Is the fault-finder, not to correct it, But to prove by their own sagacity Being free, they have a capacity Of discernment, tho' they oft detect it In their own meddling only. The other, The spoilt child of fortune, miserable From selfishness, ennui, unable To endure herself, attempts to smother. Where'er she goes, the hopes the humble feed Their need with ; well pleased if she can succeed, There are moments in which the circumstance Of life presses so heavily on me. That I cannot suppress the wish to flee Away, and be at rest, beyond all chance Of ill. There is a weight upon the breast, A trouble o'er the brain, I often think Like frenzy, and I feel my strength to sink, Nor does my weary thought know where to rest. I 'm sure all woes on purpose revisit Me at these times, when I can least resist Them, and my offences seem to insist On penalties, stern beyond all limit. The remembrance, too, of some friend's harsli tone At parting, robs me e'en of pity's boon. SONNETS. 61 Mary ! what time has failed to do, of ill, To this fond heart, that, fifty years, within My breast has struggled on, amid the din That jars upon the chord, which vibrates still In unison with thine own, care has done. And, tho' young, I feel withered as by age, Like one, whose objectless course on the stage Of closing human life has almost run. When my sands have ceased to fall, and I prove A memory, — that soon to pass away, — Let some kind thoughts, lingering with thee, stay, Gilding the past with my remembered love. Thou ! part of my being ! must ever be, In death as life, incorporate with me. My jealous soul brooks no reserve in thee. Nor feeling, but in which it all may share. Two wedded hearts abstraction may not bear, With minds to roam, as if at liberty. The glance of thought that flashes o'er my mind — I know of none but all infused with love, The chain in which my fettered fancies move — Is vain, unless thy sympathy it find. My life is mutual, twin with thine own ; Through thee do all my aspirations rise. I dare not meet aversion in thine eyes. Nor censure at my seeming wayward tone. There 's a fearful loneliness about me, Lost as I am to e'en hope, without thee. 62 SONNETS. Thy deep maternal tenderness and love Have equally enriched thyself and thine ! Its own bright recompense ! like rays which shine On flowers, and reflected thence above. When thou and I have long since passed away. As night which spreads on all around a shade Without afl^ecting beauty day has made, Thy moral influence will still have sway ; Reviving in thy grateful children's thought, Wearing the self-same aspect thou hast worn ; '7*' W'hile I, like some dark cloud upon the mo*n, Shall veil the brightness thy eff'ulgence brought. Yet thou canst say, — companion of my youth And age, care dimmed but left untouched my truth. Expression seldom can reveal my thought, Which finds no semblance in the forms of speech; Emotions, which utterance fails to reach, By thee unheeded, as they came unsought. Would there were faculties within the soul To telegraph what passes within mine, That mental sight and heai'ing could combine, Directing, like the needle to the pole. Thy wayward sympathies to mine alone. There should be a magnetic force of love. Were it on earth what it must prove above, A chord responsive, — echo to each tone. There is no solitude like that of mind. Seeking in vain its fellow-heart to find. SONNETS. 63 I grant that love, or time, or care have cast A spell upon nie, and that now I fail In power, weary, worn, and poor, and frail ; But turn to the remembrance of the past, Nor let the present all usurp thy thought. Years have admitted power to dim the eye, And Love's best interpreter is a sigh, At least in one who finds not what he sought, Means to protect the objects of his love. There is a pride that well sustains our life, To see fond children and a faithful wife. Secure 'gainst want, save only that above. This has been denied to me ; and if low, No selfish sorrow darkens o'er my brow. Though false the world, let thy fixed mind be true, Intent upon the aim we all should seek. Life's paths, though rugged, toilsome, thorny, bleak, Have Heaven's rest for ever within view. No clouds should e'er conceal its tranquil blue To thine inward eye, piercing their thin veil ; Nor must the world's example e'er prevail To make thy conscious thought its wrong pursue. With flowers along our path, and stars above. The attributes of Deity around, No selfish thought within, nor jarring sound Of discord from the well-tuned harp of love, Life is a constant triumph ; and the grave At last our refuge, kindly meant to save. 64 SONNETS. Mary ! our lot — though checkei'ed oft by fate, As Heaven at times with clouds is darkened o'er, Deepening its blue intensity, and store Of light, by contrast ; and to moderate Its power, too subtle for the claims of earth. Which may not here aspire beyond the doom Ordained, of beauty destined to the tomb, — Has had its moral sun ; and love, the birth Of all our true and most substantial joys. It has held on for tvvo-and-twenty years. Through obstacles, smiles mingling with our tears : Like gold, unchanged in worth by all alloys ; Nor time, nor age, nor care must dim its ray. Nor can eternity our debt repay. There are lone thoughts I may not share with thee, Bound as I am to thee, as by a spell ; Mute, shadowy ones, I should fail to tell Did I attempt to woo thy sympathy. It must be so with every conscious mind. From that doom, inevitable ! to die. Within my bosom's dark recesses lie Fragments of power, which were once designed For aery structures of a self-esteem, Slowly to rise, through energies of youth, Conceived in all the loveliness of truth. But which have waned and vanished as a dream. I muse in silence o'er my ruined fame, With only Heaven conscious of my shame. SONNETS. 65 My feelings mere delusions oft you deem, Dark, morbid fancies flitting o'er ray mind. And all incredulous of their power to bind ; But do not oft indulge so vain a dream. There is a solitude I often woo. Whence careless mortals seldomdraw theirthought; A lonely country by the glad unsought, Who love companionship in all they do. This may explain my seeming cold reserve. My visions come from deserts wild and rude, Where seldom those who smile and talk intrude, Having no circumstance their need to serve. The grave may give you some conception true Of that lone land for ever in my view. It is a melancholv fact, that those Who are favourites of Fortune abuse Her gifts, (I know few exceptions,) and use Them, as if to do with them what they chose They had a right quite unquestionable. It tells ill of our nature, that the heart Is harden'd by what should soften it. Part Clearly rises from unconscionable Habits of self-indulgence. It is rare To feel a want and not supply it : so These selfish habits insensibly grow, Till self becomes supreme. They hate the air For being cold or hot, or wet or dry, As if their humours were to rule the sky. F 66 SONNETS. That use makes familiar is an adage Old, It may be so, and in some things no Doubt is ; but there are exceptions ; and two I know which do not prove the rule. The edge Of a razor is its only worth : so Of clergymen, who talk religion much, Their qualities, meekness, grace, are the touch- Stones of their truth, and may be, belief too. I know none, perhaps a few, who are not Intolerant, like Pharisees of old. Fond of loaves and fishes, — the fragments sold, And who resemble Christians not a jot. Then I ne'er heard of pain grown familiar. For ev'ry fresh throb was dissimilar. Byron says, " in life there is no present." We live therefore in the past and future. Like a shadow in the glass, the feature Of our happiness, impressed a moment. Then vanishing away. The past cannot Be recalled, — the more to be lamented ! For in it thoughtlessly was cemented The fabric of our joy, and not a jot Of which, mine at least, but was laid in sand, The reason why it totters to a fall. The future is not — what it may be, all Despair to know ; but they may understand That the more illimitable it be. The more scope, e'en now, for felicity. SONNETS. 67 Some men are very fond of rarities, And make them more so, keeping them idle In chests and drawers, doing nothing ; idols Of a silly worship. The vanities They breed flow naturally from a creed Based on mere clay or brass, like, in olden Tiine, the calf so impiously molten. They but unconsciously betray their need, Making their respect so material. As if they had nothing but stocks and stones To place it on ; and it will break no bones To surmise, if aught more ethereal Was in their mind, they would not make so much Of trifles, but, like others, think them such. My Mother ! more than Mother ! fifty years Have passed since I, an infant, by thy side, First felt thy tenderness ; and on the tide Of time my feeble bark still onward steers By thy direction, watchful still to save It and its freight from wreck, children and wife, My fame and fortunes on the voyage of life ; But for thy aid, long il^BllliP-sunk beneath the wave. Heaven only can compensate the deed ; And when thy course shall be review'd above. It will be found writ in the lines of love. And Thou wilt have of praise that glorious meed, " She has loved much" — which Jesus spake, to be The crown of all the kind and bountiful, like Thee. F 2 68 SONNETS. Thy cross, my Brother ! thou hast meekly borne ; A high example to the strong and free ! Who seldom bear their burdens well, like Thee. In comparison how light ! — night nor morn Affords thee frequent rest — from urgent pain ! Dependent too — deprived of motive power — On others' aid — helpless from hour to hour ! Yet cheerful I nor heard ever to complain ! Thy sports were once equestrian — or to roam Wide o'er heath and moor and wood — thy delight ! Thy dog and gun companions ; and no slight Fatigue, laden with spoils, went with Thee home. Thy sports are ended ! but thy heart, still sound, Plays with its youthful kindliness around. My earliest born ! thrice seven years have fled Since first, thro' Thee, I bore a Father's name ! No time can e'er obliterate the claim ! Years ! of mix'd joy and sorrow — o'er the dead, Thy Brothers ! victims of an early fate ! Impending still o'er us ; and when to fall. We know not — inevitable to all ! May thy life be happy ! and thine estate Thro' future years be prosperous, in good ! Blest be thy friendships ! mutual thy love I Serene thy hope I and firm thy faith above ! And when thy mind the world may have withstood, My claims upon it need not task thy care, If I have help'd to plant the virtue there. SONNETS. 69 My Son I my only one ! since three lie low, Once, like Thee now, companions of my love I And oh ! may Heaven, in its mercy, prove Propitious to thy life ! nor lower bow My head, already thrice discrown'd 1 When years. Long years, have left their influence on Thee, And the past has waned upon thy memory, Yield me the passing tribute of some tears, One grateful momentary glance of thought ! I would revive before thy mental view The remember'd source of some emotions, true. Holy and chaste, within thy bosom wrought. Oh that my will had might ! thy fate should be The highest in the scale of destiny ! My Lucy ! in thy wand'rings by the Rhine, Its vineyards, meads, its woods and castled shore. There still may linger, for thine ear in store, The echo of a tone that once was mine. For I have gazed upon its classic tide, Pour'd my lone plaint along its heights and plains. When none I loved could listen to my strains ; Nor wife, nor playful children by my side. Should it retain the semblance of my voice. Deep love for thee and them it will disclose. And soothe away thy momentary woes Of absence ; making thy lone heart rejoice. With bright suggestions of thy distant home. Where eyes will brighten when you cease to roam. To SONNETS. There are angel influences o'er thee, IsabeUe ! spirits of the just look down From Heav'n upon thy pilgrimage, to crown Thy darkly pencill'd brow with sanctity. Thy names, my child ! are each enroll'd on high, For they who bore them in their day were known For loveliness of nature, all their own. Meekness, endurance, love, faith, piety ! Thv calm intelligence but seems to me Their benediction ; and thy large blue eye, With its placid gaze and brilliancy, To beam from thoughts like theirs, all purity. May thy life be thy childhood to its close. Resembling theirs in all except its woes ! Sweet child ! when I recall thine infant state. Ere many houi's had witness'd to our joy — Ineffably pure, and without alloy From earth, thy beauty shone inviolate. Of the mix'd elements of good and ill Below, thine were all pure — like Heaven's light, More beautiful to our enraptured sight. With all the impress of the angel still, Thy spii'it's, feature's origin and source ! The early years of childhood have pass'd by, And thou art still more lovely to our eye ; Thy nature rising as it gains in force. Thou art the living emblem of that child. On whom, as the type of Heav'n, Jesus smiled. SONNETS. 71 There is a compensation, in the scheme Of Providence, adapted to each woe That falls, appointed, upon man below- Some boon the stern affliction to redeem. In thee, my Brother ! helpless as thou art— [grey— Thy manhood's prime scarce past— thy ringlets Feeble thy limbs— and thy wheel-chair thy stay, It has been a light buoyancy of heart. The seer fields of autumn were once thy haunt, The wave thy pastime, and the gallant steed And early exercise of morn, thy need ; Yet now deprived of all, how small thy want ! How uncomplaining ! cheerful ! patient ! kind ! As if privation could not reach thy mind. My venerable Friend ! how far beyond The Psalmist's age hast thou held on thy course, Invincible to years, which leave thy force Of body vigorous still, and the fond Remembrances of many who have left Thee, clinging to thy heart, unchanged by time ! Fourscore years and five ! thou wert in the prime Of this eventful being ! Now bereft Of her who made existence joy to thee. Of him, the brother of her love and thine, Thou art lonely, and no appeals of mine Can draw thee from thy solitude, to be My inmate, that I might watch o'er the stage Declining of thy patriarchal age. 72 SONNETS. Calm hours of midnight ! silent, lone, profound, Friendly to meditation and the heart ; The day's delusive vanities apart; And a stern consciousness of truth around, How have I quail'd beneath thy searching power ! Yet loved thy influence ; seeking again Thy solitude, to nourish all my pain ! Is it that self-conviction, with its shower Of tears, falling upon the heart, refines The source whence motives, actions, wishes flow ? That pride, unirritated, in the glow Of mute, silent penitence, undermines Its base, and falls a ruin before Heaven, Rearing the hope assured of sins forgiven ? Why should I marvel even those I love Find food for solace that I cannot find ? Who may control the impulse of the mind ? Changeable, as the fleeting clouds above ! The moods of youth are not the same in age. Care does not weigh oppressive upon all ; If some can sport in lightness with the ball Of circumstance, why — obey the adage, " Live and let live" — and thus fulfil thy doom ! I cannot envy levity of thought ; Nor find what I have long intently sought; And hence perhaps my oft imputed gloom. They know me not ; tho' life's impressive claims Might argue that my mind had nobler aims. SONNETS. 73 Our great Lexicographer's uncouth form Was somewhat in accordance with his mind : Ponderous and huge, vast. He had refined Qualities not many ; and some deform His memory. In politics, he was, As conversation, a tyrant — bigot In religion ; and of nature, a spigot In a cask had discernment of its laws Or beauties, as much as he. There were hours In his moody life worthy of his fame : His scorn of Chesterfield redeems his name From all servility ; and when his powers Recur to thought, they failing too through age, The doubt about his pension stirs our rage. I doubt whether folly has any coat, More devious from the just proportions Of good taste ; or which shows the distortions Of its figure more, though many fools dote On it, than the habit of mockery : I know not if I could most rave or weep At this contemptible costume. I keep My temper by some effort from very Scorn when I see it. I loathe fantastic Tricks of all kinds, and this too offensive. Keeping oneself so on the defensive Against a tendency of being sick. For anything which stirs choler in us Inevitably makes us bilious. 74 SONNETS. How much is there in the world we never Hear or see, or by inference only, Yet affecting others indirectly In action towards us, through thoughts which sever Ties once deem'd indissoluble ! I fear This habit of indulging sentiments Secretly, like some mixtures, oft ferments Into acid qualities, as I hear Such is the case in domestic life, when Vinegar is so produced from sweets pent Up in casks which have not a large vent- Hole. I have seen such effects in some men From this inward working, that I take care To give my own thoughts plenty of fresh air. To hold communion with the forest scene, Amid its maze to seek each flow'ret wild ; Roaming in age, as fond as when a child Its sylvan wonders were delighted seen ; To follow on where daily duty leads Untired, turning devious oft to show Compassion, where rewards alone that flow From silent goodness can attend thy deeds ; An approving conscience, the eye above. And her fond smile, so faithful to her vow, Watching thy homeward steps witli anxious brow. The yearnings of a heart grown old in love — My friend! these thy tastes I thy boons! they will be Too thy recompense thro' eternity. SONNETS. 75 Why should opinion rule with tyrant sway The free-born mind ? accountable alone To Heaven ; with a charter all its own, And laws immutable it must obey ; With steady aim towards the purpose high Of life — a few short years and insecure In our existence, destined to endure Unchanged by death, throughout eternity : We need not fear the censure of the crowd, Blind to the real interests of the soul; Nor, strong in faith, submit to the control Of worldliness, with voice however loud. Success can have no reference to state, Our progress sure thro' every turn of fate. There is a mood too frequent with some men. Ruffling my mind in its more sensitive Condition, — those moments in which I live Tremulous easily, as the aspen. Impressible to e'en the slightest breath Of air, so gently blowing, you can see It stir, but by the tremor of that tree. Not a single leaf beside that moveth. It is -when, being serious, I meet Jests responsive to the appeals I make. Nor other disposition shown to take Note of what touches me. Now though 't is sweet To see a calm cheerfulness of spirit, Levity can make no pretence to it. 76 SONNETS. Some maj^ think my hues of thought are as light And as variable as the shadows O'er a landscape ; and that one scarcely knows What to expect, so changeable the sight Presented to the sense. Yet such is life ! A mixed web to all. To me it has proved Such ; nor am I sure whether to be moved By joy or sorrow, with either so rife The circumstances around us. I know But one relief in its vicissitudes, Faith in Providence ; and this in all moods I bring before me. It advances slow At times, and I droop in the interval, Only to rise triumphant from the fall. I need no clergy, with their solemn face. Their grave sententiousness of wordy thought, To commend religion to me. I caught Amid clouds its rainbow hues, as the trace Of storms was fading fast away, and hope Succeeded, led on by the heavenly view. He must be poor in need indeed, who through Life wanders far, and fancies he has scope For expatiating in any trust But that the Gospels teach. I value them So highly, that, like her who touch'd the hem Of the garment, I feel a virtue thrust. By no earthly power, into my faint soul, [whole. Through their touching precepts, which make me SONNETS. 77 There is this difference between the things Of heaven and earth ; and I wish those, so fond Foolishly of this world, would but despond The more, that they might, goaded by the stings Of conscience without remission, cure them- Selves effectually of their idle Love of vanity and show ; and bridle Their envy so far, as to endure gem And pearl on others without coveting The baubles. There are things, unseen by eye, Worth more their admiration — heavenly. While earthly ones, though seen, are curveting So about, they are soon lost view of quite. At least by death, which brings the first to sight. We live in a cloudy clime ; and thick fogs. And rain, and, in London, coal-smoke and soot, Encompass us about, with cold to boot, And darkness oft at noon ; and nothing jogs Us on pleasantly in these cheerless days. Yet not far above our heads is sunshine ; Wasting its beauty on the desert line Of clouds between us and its cheerful rays. As we cannot bodily mount upwards. We must accustom ourselves to the mind's Balloon, and get into the light and winds Of purer odour. Tho' the eye towards Beauty oft is vainly strain'd, that slight car Will float us to it, be it e'er so far. 78 SONNETS. I do not affect to be conversant With all doctrine, but miracles I quite Comprehend ; as tangible to my sight And touch, as was Luther, the protestant, Or to Melancthon, or the Pope's legate. Who gladly intangible would have made To any sense the old reformer. Laid Up safely where, without the least debate About my rights to them, 1 oft visit. Are those evidences of a great truth ; And though I stumbled often in my youth O'er an obstacle, and could not miss it, I grew in stature, and obtain'd the prize, Than fine gold far more preciotis to my eyes. There is no defect in institutions, In the prevailing tone of thought, feeling. Observances, rites, which should be healing In their effects, not mere substitutions Of quack remedies for known specifics, I so much deplore, as the want of hold Religion, thro' our churches, clergy, cold, Formal, oft spiteful, and least pacific. Has upon the soul, mind, heart, aftections Of the young and even old. When one thinks How aged the world is, it really sinks The spirits to see the sad defections From its faith : and the fault it seems to me Consists, in making it a mystery. SONNETS. 79 The chapter fourth of John, in which our Lord Reveal'd himself to her, who could not see To the dejith of his meaning, seems to me Of all most precious in the sacred word. For there, in terms so legible, we read What worship should be, confined to no place, Preferr'd in spirit and in truth. The race Of Samaritans and Jews still have seed Within our churches, and Gerizim may Be found, and more than one temple, as sites For prayer, in these days of obsolete rites. I construe the injunction, as to say That all place and time should be set apart. And pur best worship — purity of heart. , I am fond of reading, and my taste lies In several wide directions ; at will Rambling alone o'er valley, mountain, hill, Ocean or shore of the humanities. When I have pick'd up all the flowers or weeds That were strewn along my path, I gather Others from a new one, and would rather Have the wild ones than any rear'd from seeds. There are productions, human but in part. Like White on Selbourne, so full of nature ! Or Darwin's Journal, of the same feature, That claim my admiration quite. My heart Is made better by these Avorks. Travels, Lives, Science, the Scriptures — show, too, where it thrives. 80 SONNETS. There is no gracefulness of demeanour Like that which piety, habitual, Unobtrusive gives : all its ritual Imprinted on the mind, and the tenour Of observance instinct to the heart : no Pause in worship, ev'ry act a tribute Of obedience — thought an attribute Of love. Other consistency I know Not, of character or duty ; and this So beautiful, that it shames all outward Loveliness. I have mark'd, in the regard Of others, so patient in their service, Some, unnoted by the world, who to me Proved, servitude alone was liberty. I love the cricket's chirp ! Amid the noise And tumult of a city life, it brings Recollections back upon me of things Long past, ere care, and age with its alloys, Had blended with the golden hues of youth. How well do I recall its cheerful cry, On winter nights, when storms deform'd the sky. And on the hearth the faggot blazed, and truth From aged lips, all silent now ! was heard. And stories of the olden time ; while those I loved, and long have mourn'd, thro' wind and snows Advent' rous came to join the festive board ! How changed since then the world and life to me ! Those joys survive alone in memory. SONNETS. 8 I I can see no chance in the circumstance Of life : and when at times it palls upon Me, from hope deferr'd, some fair promise gone Which in its rise seem'd to give assurance Of felicity, this renews my strength, To meet adversity with composure, Equal to win or lose ; as I feel sure That each, appointed, prospers me at length. The good I seek might often prove my ill, And mercifully is then denied. Who, Conscious of his nothingness, can review The power, order o'er him, and put his will In opposition to its law ? I place Mine to Him submissive who fills all space. The time has quite gone by with me for tricks About religion. There are shades and shapes That elude my mind's eye, which never apes Another's — Protestants or Catholics, Affecting to see in things what is not There : and yet it sees the invisible, A certainty never divisible By it into doubt : and I pay no scot Now-a-days but where it is clearly due. I wish I could, in more sense than one, pay All I owe, but 'mid my defaults, I may Do my best : and if others should pursue Me to cast me in the prison of their Hate, I will find contentment even there G 82 SONNETS. There is a strange conceit from which I am Not free ; tliat of telling news, whether good Or bad : that it may be well understood I am mix'd up with their importance, sham Or real. I see others as great fools As myself; for it is worse than folly To suppose an event I heard wholly By accident, and over which the tools Of my handicraft had not been at work To carve it out of the misshapen block Of circumstance, could add aught to the stock Of my merit ; and then the more than Turk- Like cruelty, to rush on composure. To prove its hold of joy was not so sure I Some see a difference in the reading Of a text in Matthew, and I incline To the express'd opinion of Wetstein, " Blessed in spirit are the poor." Feeding My thirst from that fountain of sweet waters, The Scriptures, I muse often on the ways Of men, so eager to obtain the stays Of fortune, to prop their weakness. Haters Of poverty, they rush on temptation. To fall victims to its snare ; while the poor, " Rich in faith and heirs of the Kingdom," soar Above their low estate ; tribulation Clothing them with meekness, loving kindness, Mercy, beyond which all pride is blindness. SONNETS. 83 To me the Scriptures are above all price, Serving my necessities, so urgent ! No parts soothe me more than those detergent Of care, a malady that took its rise In my system intellectual, ere I was aware of all consequences. If men could only know the sequences Of things, they would be more cautious, and fear Ine influences of habit. 'Tis too Late for me to avert my own evil, Or exorcise that remorseless devil Within at work over my sins. I woo Hope from its highest source, and would advise All, who are blind, to make use of my eyes. I do not like those who make so much fuss Abovit their own salvation, as if, it Secured beyond all doubt, they had just hit The mark, and had much leisure to discuss Despairingly the success of others. I would humbly hope, having so much fear As to keep watchful, lest temptations here Should lurk to betray. But for my brothers, Fellow-pilgrims on the rough road of life ! As I would gladly share my crust with them Having an empty wallet, so the gem To be worn hereafter, if it cause strife Between us, which shall win it ? I release My hopes to them, so that we keep at peace. g2 84; SOKNETS. There are some truths which startle us at lii"st But to make us pause. That matter, prolate, Palpable to sense, has no separate Existence, independent, gives us thirst, Not easily allay'd by beverage Of any kind ; until the mind sets free Her streams of thought to slake it. Then we see, Like the well of water, in the adage Of the olden time, springing up to life Eternal, an ocean, to satisfy Our wants for ever ; and we may defy All future need. We cannot, in scenes, rife Under all forms, with agency divine Constantly sustaining them, oft repine- To use power wantonly becomes not man, In whom it is a delegated trust. The abuse of it but excites disgust. Humanity, like Uncle Toby's, can Redeem many faults ; and when the good old Soldier set free the gnat to roam at will, In that simple act he did more than skill Can do. If I remember, Back has told An incident more affecting, because Mercy in it had reach'd the savage heart. When the heroic Franklin's name made part Of the Indian conference, in a pause The warrior recall'd him, as the chief Who would not kill, but gave the fly relief. SONNETS. 85 If any one gets mystified at church Or chapel by a sermon, redolent Of things past his comprehension, and sent At him wrathfully, being in the lurch, And not knowing how to get out of it, I would advise him to consult St. James, Whose general epistle, while it shames Many who deal so freely with Tophet, As if they were of it, will clear his mind. If there be common sense there ; or his heart Be penetrable to religion's dart, Wing'd from an apostle's bow. I can find Among the commentators no such aid To my soul — put forth, too, without parade. I know no incident equal in power Over my feelings to that of the blind Wayfarer, who had his sight, thro' the kind Compassion of our Lord, restored. Slower Beats my pulse, so often elevated Above the due medium by the fair But fleeting hopes excited by the air Of worldly prospects. I feel elated To a firmer trust, when I contemplate The benignity of this gracious act Of mercy ; and if I shrink at the fact Of the poor sufferer's meekness, sedate In faith, I find strength in the blest promise So exquisitely open'd to our eyes. 86 SONNETS. Let any one compare the parable Of the prodigal son with the preaching Of most modern teachers, and the reaching After new light from them seems a fable. Language has done its utmost to reveal Beauty of thought, sentiment and feeling In that blest narrative ; and, appealing To us from the source of love, we may feel Assured that our duty is pictured there. There are the clear but high requisites, shown By the poor outcast, — penitence alone. And going to our Father with his prayer. What modern Pharisee can e'er prevail Against the beauty of this simple tale ? In religion, as in law, the letter Feebly expresses what the spirit means. Hence, in reading Scripture, one seldom gleans A full harvest from it, unless better Interpretations than the mere verbal Be resorted to, to aid its seeming. When I muse o'er the Parables, gleaming Upon me come such bursts of light, and all Sweet influences, that I see far more Than any human eye has e'er beheld : Felt, and conceivable alone, and held Secure, by those, who thus learn to explore Those mines of truth, by that clear inward light. Which brings their gorgeous beauty full to sight. SONNETS. 87 Some may say or think that I am o'er fond Of religion : but what beside exists In this fleeting world ? Is there, who subsists On food and knowledge, a man so in bond To ignorance, as not to know it holds Within its grasp all that is ? Though some see It not, there is a spirit o'er the sea And earth, diffusing beauty, which unfolds Itself to the inward eye, not in hues Of light, reflected from the flower, tho' these Suggestive, but brighter rays : and the bee's Downy wing wafts him, laden, o'er the dews Of morn, less swiftly to his honey'd cell. Than these the thought to Heaven, there to dwell. I hate all modern saints — not those sinners In the calendar, so oddly placed there. For long since their follies have been laid bare To themselves : and, unlike the beginners In the cant of sanctity — they have seen And repented of their ways. True is it However, swoU'n, as by an ague-fit. Is my spleen, at the most fantastic mien Of the purists, old and young, of these days, Who cannot stomach aught but prayers and psalms, And prying into all corners, the qualms They suflTer from what they seek, miss, and say They suspect, justify the solution. That their minds are not free from pollution. 88 SONNETS. In reading I like to follow the bent Of inclination, and could never be Amenable to rules, but must feel free To deepen anj' impress of thought, sent Previously by what it may be which Regulates the mind. The hardest tasii is To digest history, with its taxes, Wars and treaties. I suffer from a stitch In the most sensitive part of my brain. Whenever I take up Charles the Fifth by Iiobertson ; and what he means by glory Ascribed to Charles I never could explain. I can see — feel it in the simplest flower. Not in the insolence of abused power. I render all due homage to Luther, Especially for his heroic zeal. He benefited mankind a good deal By his rights of private judgement. Lutter- worth, however, some ages long before. And darker, brought forth a noble spirit In old WicklifFe, to whom I think merit Adequate has not been render'd. The more I think of him and his clear perception Of duty, "but the more his greatness grows. The fine old post-obit martyr well shows By his Bible what a just conception He had of it. — The stake, Rome's parliament Had not, in his day, used as argument. SONNETS. 89 There are some o'er sensitive believers Who read Gibbon with profound aversion. And hate his ridicule, as the version Destined, like the code of the Repealers The Union, to supersede at last The authentic. We maj^ almost expect The one as other. Wrath cannot effect The I'uin of our Isle, anchored so fast And for ever in our love : nor grave wit, Nor caustic irony, hope to prevail Against the truth. It is of no avail To argue that the barbed arrows hit Church- and priest-craft merely, but it is so To my mind, and fail'd to lay e'en them low. There is companionship in the deep wood, By the lone shore, where foaming surges roll. On Alpine heights, or on the verdant knoll, Or flowery mead, musing in pensive mood ; For Nature there responds to every want. But in society I feel alone Often, or quite strange, nor know I the tone Of my own voice ; and this familiar haunt Of others seems a wilderness to me Without bloom — whether its fault, or only My misfortune, puzzles me in lonely Hours, when one reviews the things that we see Pass before us ; and though prone to censure Myself, on this point I am not so sure. 90 SONNETS. To meet an old friend after long absence, One who was the companion of early Years, our school-fellow, and to trace, dearly Loved, the same features, though changed by the dense Atmosphere of this world, which wears iron Into rust, is one of those incidents Which compensates for half the accidents Of life. It rolls back the tide of time on Which we had been floating ; and the eddy Backward takes our bark to those still waters, Where it was first launch'd, in our own father- Land ; and we see faces ever ready W^ith their smiles to bless us, and hear accents So familiar, as to deceive the sense. The death of friends comes o'er us with a soft Emotion, when we feel it is but meet That they should part ; all in our power, tho' sweet To them in their last hour, alas ! too oft Incapable to save ; worn out with woe, Disease and feebleness. But when we hear Of one we had loved and served, in the fear E'en of our unworthiness to do so, Yet doing our best to bless, — snatch'd from us Suddenly, after long separation. Perhaps all estranged by defamation Of our name ; we can but trust the promise Of the secrets of all hearts being known Hereafter, before an impartial throne. SONNETS. 91 I very often smile at ray conceits, Well pleased that others do not perceive them. Much has been written on the mind, that gem Worth worlds : and for which in fact all the feats We see around us were alone design'd. But metaphysicians want the substance Of analysis, through the reluctance We all feel to tell— the truth. Hence they find Their science, like physic, empirical In details : but why they do not tell it To serve their own needs, I guess not. Helot As I am to pride, the satirical Observations I should hear, if I told My secrets, deter me from being bold. Lucy 1 thy loveliness, like that of truth. Can never fade. It has not of decay The elements. There will soon pass away In thee, as all, the comeliness of youth. The lustre of the eye, and beauty's bloom, The smoothness of thy cheek, and that bright glance Of gladness, when visions of sweet hope dance Before thy view. These, my child ! must make room For the gracefulness of age. But thy soft Compassion, guileless innocence of heart, Thy love, so soothing to me ! placed apart 'Mid other blessings, I have known, — too oft For my unworthiness ! these can know no Change, save, like the amaranth bud, to blow. 92 SONNETS. Our affections never seem so precious To us, as when absent from those we love. We are then thrown upon ourselves, to prove Philosophy how vain ! and how specious The poor pretension to independence, Assumed in the interval from all care, When we speculate at home with an air Of gaiety, throwing a wanton glance O'er the sweet sufficiency of our hope. So blest in its fulfilment ! on freedom From control, as if any other doom Would equally content us. I but grope In darkness when the eyes which smile on me Habitually there, I fail to see. There is too much anxiety in some Characters, striving to do difficult Things, nor e'er satisfied with the result. We cannot by its excess aid the sum Of our boons, but rather decrease them all. I fret, as others do, at what I like Not ; but my follies, as time flows on, strike Me more and more ; for in the interval Between our blessings evil will appear In some shape. If it leave the essential Of our hope harmless, trifles are sent all To teach us fortitude, that we may bear Sterner trials ; for it is our duty To see e'en in them a moral beauty. SONNETS. 9y The murmur of the surge on a still night, As it breaks on some unfrequented shore, Or where no discord mixes with its roar. Is sweet to one, a stranger to its might ; Whose ear has listen'd to no other sound Than the city's turmoil, perhaps for j-ears. I have known, quite unsolicited, tears To dim the eyes of one who has thus found Himself so hymn'd by nature's harmony. I am no expounder of mysteries, Nor e'er puzzle myself o'er the ties Which bind to our souls that which cannot die, Deal with it as w^e will, the instinct clear To respond to her voice, where'er we hear. I know nothing pleasanter, in a storm On shore, within sight of the raging sea, The foaming surge blending its melody With the pelting rain — thro' the haze the form Of some fearful bark seen, with the reefed sail, Contending with the wind, than, thus debarr'd From the accustom'd stroll, oi'r pleasures marr'd By the dread of wrestling with the rude gale. To have our circle, round the v.inter fire, Cheer'd by a guest of liberal feeling, One in love with science, and revealing That repose of character, which higher Minds display so gracefully, and to see How such men triumph o'er prosperity. 94' SONNETS. I am fond of the silent sympathy Of mere presence ; pursuing the tenour Of my thought alone ; with the mute favour Conferr'd on me of the society Of one I love, on vi'hom my eye may rest, Whene'er I feel the want of something more Than occupation conjures from its store For my necessities. To see, well-dress'd, My wife, for instance, calm from composure, Her glance wandering at times in search of mine. As if she brought up ore from the same mine. Planning her work beside me, not demure. But smiling o'er her fancies, induces A feeling which nothing else produces. What a shock does the quick intelligence Of death pi'oduce in us, in our freedom From impending ill, spared awhile the doom Some friend has found ! With what a startled sense Of insecurity to those we love It comes ! We gaze upon our little group. Asking the heart, so easily the dupe Of hope, as if its treasures were to prove From their very purity safe fx-om harm. Which of the objects of its affection Can be spared, old or young, and the question Meets no reply. W' e feel our bosom warm With quickening love, so prepared to live, That, parted, we have nothing to forgive. SONNETS. 95 My Friend ! blest is the instinct 1 discern In thee, impelling to the search of truth Thy mind, still fresh with all the force of youth. Heaven has given thee genius ! and to learn Her mysteries, that thou mayst acquit thee Of the debt of gratitude for the gift, By adding to her beneficence swift Thoughts of praise for the wonders thou wilt see In all her works abroad, is thy duty. As of all. Go, humbly, on thy toilsome Way ; and if, in thy labours, I may some Moments share thy zeal, tracing the beauty With thee of the glories that await thy Finding, I ask no greater boon from high. I feel low at times, and it is beyond My reach to explain the reason ; for when Out of sorts, causes are, as we know, then Much sought after, and most of us are fond Of the belief they come a great way off, From some chance circumstance to which we have Been exposed, as is the case in all grave Disorders, such as catarrhs, where the cough Is attributed to an atmosphere Insalubrious. But in the moral Maladies which so oft affect us all. The infection, I am inclined to fear, Rises from wastes v, ithin, which breed an air More fatal than marshes are known to bear. r 96 SONNETS. It makes one smile to see the easrerness With which some persons follow up the scent Of e'en a slight suspicion, as if meant As an instinct merely, like the hounds, less For the savage thirst of blood than the love Of game, hunting out the truth, well always To know, as with the brute, 't is in his ways To catch the hare, or what else it may prove That he pursues. You will ever find these Sportsmen or women most attracted by Bad odours, I suppose because they lie Better, directing the pursuit with ease; So fond of carrion, as ravens are Or crows, they nose at once corrupted air. Of all qualities, unfortunately The rarest in this s])ecious world, so full Of falsehood and deception, which the dull In discernment so inordinately Mistake for truth, there is none to compare With integrity of soul : that native Disposition teaching one so to live As to adapt himself everywhere And at all times to the exigencies Of an enlighten'd self-resDect. You are At once at ease with these men, there's an air About them so guileless ! Their tendencies You can calculate on, tho' far apart. They stand so in awe of their head and heart. SONNETS. 97 The " bad dreams" of Hamlet come o'er us all, As his did, e'en from the visions flitting Past the waking thought. Tho' little fitting A Prince's state, or any one as tall In stature, to be " bounded in a nut- Shell," there was deep truth when he of Denmark, " Th' observed of all observers," made remark He could be King of infinite space, shut Up so close, but for mere dreams. We may not Charm them all away, tainting the very Source whence sweet repose unto the weary Spirit comes ; nor, tho' arm'd, escape the shot Of circumstance, tho' wounds e'er heal the best In all those habitually at rest. The character of lago revives At times, playing his subtle part again With dupes like Rodorigo, and to gain Ends as selfish, using, not to kill, knives Sharper than swords, which cut the victim's soul In twain, as that arch demon did the Moor's. 'T is quite sorrowful to observe the lures These crafty knaves employ, sinking the whole Nature to the level of our pity, Whate'er its former cast might be of good. To see how cunning wins its way is food For some idle thought. The simplicity Misled by it would excite compassion. If it were free from all taint of fashion. H 98 SONNETS. People may say what they choose about some Things ; but there are others of which the less Said the better : for the temper, unless Unusual, is apt to be quarrelsome. It is curious how sensitive calm Dispositions are when their vanity Is touch'd ; for though it be insanity To say so, I know none without this harm Of character. I have seen those who dream'd Not at all of this weakness inherent In them, explode, bringing down consequent Ruin on all around ; and it has seem'd To me that the feeling, kept too close, will. When it gives way, emulate the devil. I know no essay writ for our behoof On seeming, so deceptive to the sense, That not a path lies open but a fence Is needed, to keep those who pass aloof From danger, lurking close beneath their feet. I am so fond of rural scenes I stray "With my thought free, indifferent which way I turn ; and tho' perhaps a slough may greet Me, where I doubted not the ground was good, I pluck the flower blooming there, content To win the prize I sought, in its sweet scent Or hue rewarded for my pains. No food. Healing like this, I find where men betray, Mere dirt which soils me thence I bear away. SONNETS. 99 I am very sensible there are some, — The devil, who delights in mischief, Alone knows why — to whom it gives relief To feel antipathies, making their sum Of hatred square, or round, or some other Figure equal in outline, having no Break in it. There 's a consistency so Evident in this, that e'en a mother In her love cannot exceed it, complete As her blest feeling is. I get along With these honest natures, who are all wrong, Far better than with those who try to cheat Themselves or me with mere cold pretences. For one's time 's not wasted o'er defences. They make sad mistakes who keep not their mind>i Of a fine polish, to reflect the light. As some large telescopes, to aid our sight Of heaven, do. It is too true, one finds Events, which, like the air on them, are sure To leave a blemish o'er the ore refined Of the mirror of our thought, all design'd To show by contrast that which should allure Us to preserve its purity, making Its clearness quite essential, as our health Is, when disease has robb'd us of that wealth Of body, and we have been ill, shaking With an ague fit. There is a physic For the soul in pure thought, quite specific. H 2 100 SONNETS. Of all the chance incidents which befall Us in our pilgrimage through this weary- Life, there is none on my mind so cheery In its influence, tho' I think that all Are capable of being turn'd to good, As meeting, when I least expected it, A man of intellect, one who is fit To be enshrined and will be so. My blood Has a quicker flow as I gaze on him. And his voice sounds sweeter far than music To my ear. The moments pass'd with him, sick As I am of the world and all its dim Shadowy promises, quite realize To my soul all its rich capacities. There 's much misery in some mischances : As when it happens that, feeling I know Not how, or grave or dull, so that I 'm slow To comprehend, — for this much enhances Any difficulty I am labouring Under, the cause no doubt of my being So inapt, — a fellow joins me, seeing A joke in every thing, endeavouring To make me share his ribald mirth, when smiles Are about as easy to me as sight Is to the blind. I try with all my might To look sensible, wishing him some miles Off ; and what with his folly and my spleen, I feel torture, piteous to be seen. SONNETS. 101 Nothing so profitable as prudence, That calm perception of the safe and sure, Incurring no risks, the least exposure To which argues such a sad want of sense In most opinions. It is a pity This quality is apt to be debased By some others, not, as jewels are, placed In fine gold, but set in a filagree Work of base metal, an abuse of taste ; For there is no reason why a virtue So rare should not have ornaments as true In kind to show it off', nor left to waste Its lustre all alone ; but the fact is, A counterfeit is put off in practice. The views of life in different persons Vary about as much as their features Do in expression ; and men seem creatures Of natures so opposite, that the sons And daughters of poor Adam must have known In their increment downwards strange mixtures Of races, some intolerant. Strictures On opinions are but fair in those prone To maintain their own as best, as most do. Happily the stake is used for fences Now-a-days, but the church for defences Makes use of words which inflame the untrue Believers' minds ; and because they are quite Wrong, education shall not set them right. 102 SONNETS The story of the good Samaritan Was design'd to teach mankind a lesson Of true charity, in more ways than one. If our modern Levites fancy they can Vindicate themselves by the example Of their Jewish brother, who, in some haste No doubt, turn'd aside that he might not waste His time over a sinner, — a sample Of a faith still prevalent in the church. As the poor Catholic finds to his cost. They should remember what religion most Insists on. I fear some are in a lurch They little dream of; and that parable Might save them, if anything is able. When I hear the winds of autumn sighing Round me, and see the earth strew'd o'er Avith leaves, The cold damp ground shorn of bloom, it grieves Me, tho' I well know these forms are dying That new ones may, as fair, revive again, And that there is no other hope for all Save in death ; still there is much to appal One in the sad change, and I feel pain. Which nor the remembrance of what has been Nor is to be can soothe away. There is Around a void so palpable, which this Solemn season brings, that altho' I lean On faith, owning its power to save, I seem Oft to muse, as if it were all a dream. SONNETS. 103 I stand in awe of those whose expression Varies not, when the passing incident Sways lighter minds ; as if their reserve meant, Not indifference, but the confession Of some cherish'd feeling, perchance of grief, From the remembrance of a love buried, Tho' undying — too rapt to be hurried O'er the surface, by which some find relief; With one lix'd thought before their mental view, O'er which in silence and alone they pour. From an unfathomable depth, the ore Refined of a heart sensitive and true, Whose smiles are all internal, meeting there Responses which no living forms may share. There are men, do what they will, — for they do All things so gracefully from a modest Sense of merit, which others cannot rest Without feeling strongly, suggested so Continually by their air and tone, Throwing such refinement o'er their talent. Grave or gay, — who give by far more content, Confer more honour, thro' attentions shown. Than princes can bestow. Those observant. Knowing how time subdues all to a just Level, as water in its descent must Rest at last, wonder not when age has lent To some its calmness ; but when youth displays It, I know nothing sooner wins our praise. 104* SONNETS. A wise economy is a most rare Virtue, as others are, showing a just Sense of obligation to the higli trust Committed to us in our daily fare And all other blessings. It is the source, Not of more for ourselves, but the fresh spring Whence charity flows freely forth to bring Relief to those who need, softening the force Of circumstance, whose chain is apt to gall. But that call'd political is unwise In this, that it seems but to blind the eyes Of its professors and their hearts to all But saving, a most cold philosophy, From which as yet, thank God ! the world is free. Whenever I am prone to make a boast Of any thing, not openly ever, But getting at conclusions which sever Me, as I suppose silently, from most Men, I am soon cured, mixing with the world ; Where, if one meets with fools who by contrast Are apt at times to fill us with a vast Conceit, by some flaw of wind we get hurl'd, Like a ship, ashore ; at least I do so. By those characters, who thro' a reserve Richer than most confessions, tho' they serve Us now and then with a remark or two, Make me doubt my depth, whate'er my sounding- Line may show, to feel secure of foundering. SONNETS. 105 I scarcely know the thing I do not need, That is, suitable ones, for of useless My brain is giddy at the sight, and unless I can dispose of part, my fate indeed Will be to quit these premises or life, As I have scarce room to move for lumber. And my sores from bruises without number May one day or other breed such a strife Within that I fear mortification Must ensue, and death, a pretty quittance For my pains in furnishing ! By what chance I made such a medley in a station That required no great show to set it Off, modestly at least, puzzles my wit. I oft wish 't were possible to seal up The mind at will, so that to enter there, [fare The world's strange discords should, like the poor, But ill, attempting, as they do, to sup On what does not belong to them, under Lock and key and bolts and bars quite secure From pillage. I feel it hard to endure Robberies, which when I most need, sunder Me from the food on which my health depends. To give I 'm prone from my poor stock of fare, Leaving a pittance for my use, nor care I what demands are made, since nothing sends A quicker glow o'er me than to find those Who suffer willing I should share their woes. 106 SONNETS. I never get into society But I gain something useful for the mind Or heart, altho' as usual I find The good niix'd up with a variety Of ill, like shadows which set oft" the light. I perceive there the insignificance Of man, as he shows in those scenes of chance- Medley, a truth which never comes to sight So clearly as when made applicable To others as myself; not that I feel The balance fairly poised, as if the steel Had its just weights, for some more suitable To sink the beam are to be sought elsewhere Than in ci^owds, when I meet genius there. Hamlet marvell'd what Hecuba could be To the poor player, that she should call tears From the source whence they flow : and how much The brain is there in the world ! quite as free [sears From being kin to us, no such relief As weeping, to cool the fever on us. Issuing. I think clearly the onus Proving it, before we give way to grief, Should be thrown on those who so oft molest Us ; that some claims should at first be made out Ere we are drain'd of blood so in the rout Of circumstance ; and yet there 's no rest Out of the battle-field, when the loud din Is heard by us of those at strife within. SONNETS. 107 It is quite useless to disguise some tilings, For they will peep out in spite of effort To conceal them. It never was my forte To be good at hiding, which I think brings More exposure than my threadbare coat Implies. I wear it always when 't is cold To keep me warm, and meeting others bold Enough to scan it closely as they float By in shining broad-cloth, I feel I have Old associations on my back, Better than any new ones, which they lack. Then ray worn garment shows I'm not the slave Of fashion ; my taste therefore, tho' it seem Poor in some respects, richer than they deem. It often puzzles me to discover Whence the melancholy which comes o'er me Has its source ; not like clouds in a stormj-^ Sky rising, but when streams of light over All the moral landscape round seem diffused : And, if I do not feel their warmth stealing Thro' me, the radiance has a healing Charm to keep out the cold to which I'm used. But like all charms it vanishes away, Leaving me dark at noon, and the midnight Comes so unconsciously upon my sight That I note it not, nor the waning day : Tho' my vision has a cleai'ness in it Which makes palpable e'en things of spirit. 108 SONNETS. It is SO with joy, mysterious gleams Of wiiich burst on me, when the accidents Of life have crippled me, and no events Wear a prosperous air, and suffering seems A doom inevitable, submissive Too my spirit to its fate. As we see Clouds, long impending, on a sudden flee, Leaving the sky serene, from some missive So ordaining, there comes as prompt a change Over my soul, as if it could not bear Longer the mists of circumstance, nor wear The dull pall of care, but be free to range In its own pure light, and pursue its way Alone, where darkness ne'er obscures the day. These strange vicissitudes occur so oft. That I have learn 'd to mistrust appearance, Shielding myself against the chance Influences of events, harsh or soft. As I feel a power within which sways me To its will : if often pensive, clothing My spirit with mourning weeds, and moving Me to saddest thought, again, like the glee Of birds, and with wing as buoyant, bearing My soul above the world, where I hear strains More sweet than music on the summer plains Of earth, where all is gladness, and wearing Beauty as a bridal garb. My lamp I Keep trimm'd, not knowing when the voice is nigh. SONNETS. 109 There are some obligations due to me Which are never paid, and I 'm too modest To demand requital. As I molest Society, where some delight to be, But seldom, I know few who resort there. Nor do I wish to know ; for I prefer My own thoughts, not that I deem them better, But they are all my own ; and then I care Not for the small talk which I used to hear In younger days when I was ambitious To be seen, for it made me seditious At times ; so I note the world without fear, Reading of it, and when the great I meet, I worship as they pass me in the street. This sort of worship is a favourite Of mine, making no demand of church fees On my purse. As I saunter at my ease. Of a sudden there comes before my sight A man who knows me not, like Elphinstone For instance, and tho' he, all unconscious Of his greatness, nor the least ambitious Of its note by any one so unknown. Passes, in the attitude of thought. As I have seen him oft, one arm resting on His back, his figure slightly bent, upon His brow peace, as if his whole life had brought That wealth unto his soul, I think of him In the East, and sometimes my eyes grow dim. 110 SONNETS. Such is the influence of true greatness ! It is what some call a red letter day With me whene'er I meet it, and I pay The tribute of my love, for my weakness Gets a touch of strength by the mere aspect Of the moral and intellectual Union, of which rare existence all I have is the tendency to respect Its being. " I become of that around A portion," and as I tread " the flat, stale, Unprofitable" places of the vale Of earth, the mountain has a sight and sound Of vastness in which I share ; so virtue. Even seeing it, thus affects me too. I love e'en the haunts where virtue has been. Or where it lies in the weedy church-yard, In " the long-drawn aisle," where perhaps the hard Cold stone tells no tale of who rests within, Tho' reverence had brought me far to pay There the homage of my uncover'd head. To feel in future time in the dull tread Of earth I had stood where genius lay, Seeking out its resting-place that I might Meditate as I do when I approach Living worth, anxious to wipe all reproach From off my soul, existing in the sight But of its excellence, the thought of which. The' it may have pass'd away, makes me rich. I SONNETS. Ill I know nothing much more affecting me Than a visit paid to graves, and I have Thro' life oft turn'd aside to them to pave With their recollections my memory ; [by, Soothed with the thought, that while the crowd pass'd My visitation, humble as it might Be, would prove death had not destroy'd their rigiit To the respect of those whose wandering eye Glanced o'er the past, recognising the true In it, the wise, the chaste, the good, "Whose works while on earth are our daily food. And who survive spiritually too To bless us. — Yet I know 'twas all in vain To think so, as if the dead could complain. " But why should sober reason cast away [so. A thought which soothes the soul?" White inquires " Movemur enira, iiescio quo pacto, Locis ipsis quibus vestigia Eorum quos diligimus adsunt, Studioseque etiam sepulchra Contemplor," Cicero was heard to say ; And I envy no one, whose heart, so blunt, Gazing upon a spot consecrated By the ashes of the illustrious Dead, engenders not feelings made lustrous By the holy place so dedicated To repose, where I read a homily Most useful to me Avith a tearful eye. 112 SONNETS. In the walks of life, as thro' the mazes Of a wood where stately trees are growing As it chances differently, owing To the space around, some it amazes Not to see luxuriant in their form, Having freedom to expand in the light Of heaven on the outskirts of the bright Forest radiant with beams, where the storm Howls amid the branches nurtured to bear The shock, while others all about hemm'd in Are shorn of their proportions, tall and thin Or puny in their size, — so men there are With virtues as unequal, the purest In development seen where crowds are least. That bubble reputation ! how it floats Before us I deck'd with hues as bright as those I have seen children sporting with at close Of a summer's day, and its rainbow coats Wear out as soon, bursting with the least breath Of air, and vanishing away with all That so attracted us in the vain ball. Made up of emptiness, void as the wreath Of mist o'er a landscape, tho' that softens Outline, like a veil spread o'er it, thro' which You see beauty amplified, made more rich By what in part conceals it, and often Clothing with it common forms ; but for fame, How few it graces leaving them the same ! SONNETS. 113 I am not satisfied tliat what some call Pride be what they have any right to blame. But be it as they choose, to me the same : For I feel at my time of life of all Follies none so profitless as to aim At mere opinion. I am far too poor To stoop so low. While I see men immure Themselves in dungeons, in which they lay claim Preposterously to light, pride will keep Me from them ; and, like Othello, " man but A rush " against me, and I at once shut Out approach, retiring where I may steep Myself in oblivion, for I hold life So cheaply that it is not worth the strife. I am fond of pride ; in our poverty Of many things it is comfortable To have a power, unlike one's friends, able Tt) serve us at all times, with liberty To feel independent without the least Alloy. God help us if we were not proud ! I should be clamorous, pleading aloud For justice, be like of prey a wild beast Roaring for food, while now I keep my den, And let the jackals roam in search of it, Making the wastes of life hideous, fit For them, prowling round, as I see some men Do, reminding me of the fable in Books of the poor ass in the lion's skin. I ll^ SONNETS. If by pride some would impute vanity To me, they're fools, knowing not the meaning Of words or qualities. I've been weaning Myself from that childish insanity Too long, and have more faith in physic Than to believe now-a-days any taint Infectious yet remains to be complaint Against me. I acknowledge I am sick Of many maladies ; but I have health Enough to know, of all that I behold Around me, of that which books have told Me of the thoughts and deeds of man, my wealth Is borrow'd ; all which exists within me I have reap'd but from others' husbandry. Of what has any one reason to be Vain ? born in these later generations. Where he learns what has been in the nations Pass'd away, — the wise, good, great, true and free ! Of whom our knowledge is but the harvest Gather'd from their toil. True, we have our share Of labour to accomplish, and be there dJlssV,' Honour where 'tis due; but can any rest,.nim39c With view so limited, when the prospect nol rioufe Lies o'er all space, seeing himself alone ' anO In the illimitable scene thus shown .> /(nO For our instruction, when our high respect '|;Jiiu3edO Is due to Him, whose object to impart yd habnisoH Himself freely is to refine the heart? 1 odw IIA SONNETS. 115 Yet I am fond of idol worship, Tho' no Catholic. There are saints to rae Shrined in my heart's core, and I bend the knee In silent homage, nor care for bishop Frowning on my zeal. And there have been hearts Too, now at rest ! I 've honour'd, loved, revered So fondly, that whenever I have near'd Tlie altar of our faith, as it imparts Its holy influence, I have sometimes Thought their benediction rested on me, So suggestive of Heaven the harmony They once difi^used around ; and to the climes Above, where they have found repose, ray soul Oft aspires, as if it would spurn control. What is worship but to the beautiful And true homage render'd ? and how much there Has been and is of both in the world ! where We need incitements ever to the full Discharge of duty, wand'ring from the way In search of phantoms, which we worship too. Wealth ! fame ! ambition ! power ! all untrue In seeming, while the pure in heart display Such loveliness, that, tho' our orison Can have in truth but one direction, one Only object, I at least, from my own Obscurity within a horizon Bounded by mists, instinctively revere All who have made my pathway lighter hereHsakiiH I 'I 116 SONNETS. What a majesty of beauty, firmness, Devotion, love, trust, charity, and peace, Lies centred in the soul ! My pulse must cease To beat, worn out with pain, which, resistless, Makes life to me a martyrdom, a scene Of thraldom, my better faculties chain'd Down by habits evil, my hope restrain'd By doubts self-implanted, but what has been To be, and nothing Morth, ere I lose sight Of those, whose glory, clothed in meekness, truth, Endurance, piety and iaith, my youth And age have known, living and dead, gives might To me to encounter danger, by their Triumphs encouraging me still to bear. I hate cant, and could we strip religion, As profess'd by many, of its slimy Coat, we should see scales beneath, as by uie And others those of snakes in the grass, on Their bellies winding slily, are sometimes Seen. I feel for those poor reptiles, as I Do for all creatures God has made, pity When they are kill'd wantonly, and it chimes Not with my creed to cherish grudge because The Devil once usurp'd the form, he had No right to take, of Serpent in that sad Hour when he tempted Eve. It makes me pause "When I hear sins denounced in canting strain, Eest he, should be at his old tricks again. SONNETS. 117 'Tis refreshing in the concerns of life To have to do with honest men, who look Directly at an object, and ne'er brook Cunning or trick, which kindle in them strife Not easily allay'd. When business Is in hand, since duties are incessant, Each moment with its special mission meant For despatch, and delay makes our sum less Gainful of profit in a moral sense or Physical, 'tis wearing to the rightful Mind to meet a fellow whose head is full Of cobwebs, dusty traps, like those on door Or shutters rarely open'd, stale jobs, which Spiders, like these men, weave to make them rich. I have not much ground to boast of any- Thing, yet, humble as I am in the eyes Of others — that is, not as I surmise I am in ray own for reasons many Really so — but insignificant, A nobody, and with no soul either. For such the poor estimate they prefer Of their fellow -beings whose means are scant — Some few circumstances occur to me As them I 'm proud of. I know a man, who Occasionally woi"ks with me too. So transparent in his texture ! I see Thro' him, a vision as pure as the rose- Bud affords, or violet when it blows. 118 SONNETS. He has power and yet is merciful ; Talent but modest ; a name, yet as if He were unknown, not consequential, stiff, As we see some men are ; his bosom full Of tenderness — his integrity quite Proverbial : speak of him, and the first Thoughts suggested are his honesty, thirst For truth, simplicity, and for the right In all things ; as liberal as the air In principle, a Whig of the true school ; Like Hampden tyranny could never rule O'er him, yet loyal as all true hearts are- Care I 'm sure knows him not, save that which love Implies, or obligations due above. Such men profit me much more than money Does, and I see a few of the same kin With whom I 'm on speaking terms, or nod in Passing. If I were social as honey- Bees are, loving to congregate in swarms, I should try to tempt them to my hive, or At least hunt with them, choosing the same flower. But nature some animals with alarms Has fiU'd, the harmless ones, and so they keep Aloof, as if they had no right to be Where others are, and 'tis the same with me. 1 love from ray nook retired to peep At what is passing, but I feel unfit To wrestle with the world, so shrink from it. SONNETS. 119 A sight which never wearies me except When I hear discord raging among men, Or mark oppression forging chains, and then I shut out sound and light, of both bereft. My necessities, 't is true, compel me To encounter both as I roam for food, And if sympathies will do any good, Or such poor services as it may be In my power to render, I am content Enough ; for tho' I shun men I love them, Since of all ornaments I know of no gem So precious as the feeling, that one bent Low by misfortune has been by me raised Up, or saved perhaps from being crazed. For such is the effect of hard fortune Now and then, clouding the mind as the sky Is with vapours, and you observe the eye Downcast while there 's calm around, till too soon The scene is changed, when the tempest having Gather'd force breaks loose, and desolation Comes awakening fear, such as a nation In a revolt knows, reason quite lost and raving Madness in its room, a state piteous To see. I wish men in prosperity Would nerve themselves to meet adversity, That it might not appear so hideous When it overtakes them, for captivity After all is but loss of liberty. 120 SONNETS. How few know of freedom, when they have it, The uses ! abusing it as they do Most other gifts ; and tho' liard to say so, I think its loss awhile would benefit Some I know, teaching them what blessings are By their absence, as we learn some things here, The worth of friends, for instance, ne'er so dear As when dead, and we feel in our despair Disconsolate, to think tliat we never Shall see them more, our love inadequate, Too poor for their desert, — a feeling late Unfortunately, which ere ties sever Should be thought of; for I believe love Generally is not what it might prove. That word never has a startling meaning When applied to meeting friends who have gone Where all must go, and tho' it has a tone Of truth in one sense is false in seeming. For all truth is merciful, since we know God is so, the source of all, and His will, Inscrutable as it appears, is still Righteous, and 'mid its just decrees below, Tho' we see death ordain'd, to all a doom Inevitable, nor to lift its veil Permitted to us, yet our hopes prevail Beyond it, and in our faith there is room For trust that we shall see again those who [too. Die ; and, thank Heaven I the mind's eye sees them SONNETS. 121 As the blind see beauty, or they would not Be cheerful as they are, shut out from light, Darker than the pole on a winter night, But for the ray within which soothes their lot, I know no reproach occurring to us So intelligible as that implied By this cheerfulness of theirs, when 't is tried By our discontent who see, in a fuss About trifles, when all nature, shut out To them, we explore, wand'ring far and wide, Gazing o'er hill and plain, and by our side Those we love, in whom, as they roam about With us, we see reflected from glances Of the eye that which our joy enhances. The fact is, habit leads us oft astray, A master ruling sternly as despots Do o'er slaves, and I know nothing which blots Beauty more than its being in the way Always, which one would think should but enhance Its charms, from our leisure to peruse them. But you will find, like those who wear a gem. Familiarity by some misciiance Takes off its lustre, so things more precious Fade away by use, just as the air does Or the leaf; even bread, Avhich soothes the woes Of hunger in the poor when the luscious Morsel they can earn, which is not certain. Palls on the taste of those who know not pain. 122 SONNETS. The affluent prefer dainties, liking Things more sapid, cook'd up with nicety. Living to eat, fond of varietj"- In dishes, which produce a striking Change in them b}-^ time caused by repletion. They get unwieldy in their proportions. Sluggish, and you may observe distortions In their limbs from gout ; or else depletion, To bring them low when apoplexy seems Impending, weakens their tone, and you see Them dropsical, when tapping sets them free Awhile, and their breath more easy redeems Their hope of life, soon to sink for ever Into the grave, loathsome as a leper. This is no scandal, tho' it should be so, At least of mine, and the worst of all turns Out that this grease thus got by feeding burns As candles do, tempting moths to Iheir woe ; For we hear of these human tuns of oil Consuming daily till their wick goes out In smoke, and there are fools so put about For occupation, that they, tho' it spoil Them, play round the flame, to fall in at last. It 's a pity men so mistake the use Of the senses, not given for abuse. Heaven is bountiful, and the earth past Compute productive, and the law is clear Of moderation, if mankind would hear. SONNETS. 123 But I am becoming sentimental As I 'm apt to do wiien I look upon The follies round, and I must change my tone Or bid it cease. In the regimental Corps of human life in the ranks 1 stand A common soldier, with his fare and pay. Thus much, and all that I in truth can say, I hint for those, idlers perhaps, whose hand Unused to better occupation may Pick up these triflings with a vacant hour. I have found men curious, fond of power. Prone to spell out riddles, as children play At them. If they that of my name would have. It may be found ere long upon my grave. How complacently we talk quite at ease Of death, casting a philosophical Sort of glance on our own grave, to be, all Know, somewhere, but where or when our release From life may happen fortunately We see not ! I have wish'd mine many times Dug anywhere in earth, so that the chimes Of the bells of this world all so stately From high towers ringing, sounding sweetly To ears, would not jar on mine as they do On those who mourn when their sad note is slow. That dull repetition ! telling meetly That dust to dust returns, a memento Unregarded as thro' the streets men go. I'iJ^ SONNETS. For these peals in some inoods but seem to mock Me, saying the world is glad, when I am Otherwise, as I feel too well, nor sham My trouble, for it is a kind of shock To me when I hear of others joying, And not an element of peace within I know, coming upon me as a sin, Tho' I feel guiltless of all annoying. I mention this merely as an instance Of my odd sort of state at times from some Cause hard to find out ; and in fact the sura Of my disturbances either from chance Or my folly is so great, that I have Said truly I 've oft coveted the grave. Not that it has any great attractions In itself, tho' one looks upon it as A release from woe ; but to me it has Other claims than hiding from distractions; For I 'm not so sure in my calmer hours It implies rest but to the pure in heart Alone, who seek it not nor wish to part. But I feel as if there would be powers For us to leave buried in it evil Habits, and tho' beyond to suffer what Is just be our doom, we should there find that Clear light to guide us safe from future ill, Pursuing the true without obstacle. Which to do here we have ne'er been able : SONNETS. 125 At least I have not, and all my own fault, Because I went wrong, the' I was early Taught the right in all things, and not merely By precept but example. As a vault Where darkness is and dampness, so I made The world to me, leaving the sunny rays Of Heaven, and those shining in the ways My Father trod. I know not why I staid There or went into it, but this I know, When I emerged to light I could not see Clearly, being dazzled, and about me Were the cold damps of earth which made me low. And I've never quite recover'd from them Yet, my life wanting health, that precious gem I I have been siukly all my days, and wear The consequences in ray head and heart, In my whole soul in fact, for the great art Of living prosperously is to bear A sound mind, which, if I ever had one, I lost thro' disease brought on myself When I was young ; so as upon a shelf We put by things useless, they being done For, crack'd and good-for-nothing but to lie There, I have been thro' life idle, poorly. Familiar with pain, which makes me purely Miserable at times, except that I Feel sympathy with those who suffer it, Which has been to me a great benefit ; — 126 SONNETS. Almost the only one I have ever Known, because they could not rob me of it; While other boons, as if I were unfit For them, are stolen from me or sever Of themselves : and the world does as creatures Who are wild beasts do, whenever they see Another lamed, so that he cannot flee. They set upon him, one of the features By which wolves are distinguish'd ; and lameness In men is not always of the body. For many have it in the heart, and die Of it or eft'ects, which is a sameness In result, as you may see in sinners Whom men help to kill over their dinners; Holding them up as a sad example While they eat, putting them without the pale Of society, so that all men rail At them as bad goods, a sort of sample Not current in the market, and no one Bids for them, and the poor fellows, sorry For their fault as all are, feel the worry Of shame which eats into them till they 're gone ; None to pity them except the very Few who like me know how easy it is '•' ^" " To err, from mine and perhaps their remiSS*^''^ Behaviour. My pride 's not of that cherry "'' '■ " Hue which some would have theirs to be, but wan, ' With frequent blushes when myself I scan, ^^a oi sM SONNETS. 127 I care not who knows it since I have known It long myself, the worst kind of knowledge, The only true in fact, having an edge Sharper than steel which cuts us to the bone — I am too fond of life, — much as I wish To lay it down at times and be at rest, A state I never meet with in my quest Of happiness, — to take off the relish It has by the fear that others will find Me out. I detest all trick, and I do Not want the love of men if I must woo It by deceit. There is nothing my mind Holds in scorn more sternly than some men's ways, Putting forth pretences to attract praise. What I aim at and seldom win Is my own respect, coming before me As the lightning does, flashing, which I see A moment, vanishing as soon, and in Darkness leaving me ; so my better deeds Gleam now and then when I 'm lone from the screen Of clouds they lay behind, and they are seen So faintly, that their pale light nor misleads Me nor serves any better purpose than To show the dark outline in which they lie, Encompassing them about, so that I Have no cause for pride ; and if any man Has, let it comfort him, quite enough for Me to see how miserable my store. iooopsit AfiW 128 SONNETS. I had my head full once, and the heart too, But both are empty now, and long have been, Of such folly, a sort of mushroom-screen To ignorance. When I began to woo Knowledge it waned away, leaving all bared That untamed waste of barrenness and weeds Which I have long been clearing, sowing seeds, As men do wild lands, settling on them, scared At first by the wilderness all around, Until by toil it smiles upon their view, As kind Heaven sends them increase thro' its dew, And rain and air and light, making the ground A storehouse of its bounty, which they reap In joy and thankfulness, and so oft weep. I have, as the poor settler, the same cause For pride, no more, that 'neath the vault of Heaven There is room for me to work my leaven As for him, to eat and be fill'd. I pause Beyond, as I feel that way lies the thought Adequate of the boons bestow'd on all By Providence ; and until the moral Obligation sits lightly, as it ought, On the mind, as debts do, paid, swaying thence The soul, making the life obedient To the will, itself pure, what can be meant By complacency in the sight of Him whence All good comes ? entrusted to us powers To be put to use for His ends, not ours. SONNETS. 129 I am weary of myself, and oft wish Of souls the transmutation were a hope ; For I would change my being for a scope Wider than ray own, to have a relish Like that of birds with wings, that I might fly Away, and find as they do other climes, Making life a summer joy : and at times, As the sweet lark does, I should climb the sky, Innocent as he is with his blest note ; For he could not sing so blithely, nor rise So high above the earth that our eyes Discern him not, tho' his songs of praise float Audible to us on the air, unless He were pure, which is the sole happiness. I do fly at times on the wings of faith And hope, but they tire soon, for the damp dews Of earth settle on them, and then to use Them is impossible. Tho' Cowper saith It is the same with birds, it is not true, Tho' M'eariness may be ; but they never Have their light feathers, as mine are ever, Damp'd by the dews of eve or morn, as you May learn in that treatise, so beautiful ! By Wells, who first made known to our surprise Their philosophy. 'T is clear to my eyes That my coldness is the reason why full On lue they fall, so that when most I need To mount I find that I cannot succeed. K 130 SONNETS. Indeed I do not know what is success, And 1 doubt if others are much wiser. Tho' old I feel always, as a Sizer Does at college, in a station low, less Than I need, tho' if his poverty be The reason, as mine is, why he looks up To those above him, who in places sup Where he may not hope to be, let him see No reproach in it, but make rich his mind, Which in the end will place him far higher Than seats at table ; for he may thus aspire To honours accessible to refined Duty ; while my poor circumstances teach Me what I aim at is above my reach. I do not believe here that any one Has attain'd it, tho' placed before the eyes Of men of all generations the prize Of peacefulness ; not that concord which shone Upon us like a sun at noon from Chinese Climes of late, making the universal Heart of this majestic world jovial To think men, no longer shedding seas Of blood, were friends — that one great family Of earth, countless as the sands on ocean's Shore, long exclusive, lone, felt emotions, Thro' fear perhaps, at last of sympathy With others, of nmtual trust ; and hope Already points to blessings without scope. SONNETS. 131 If men had won it there would be wars no More, not e'en of passion in the human Breast. When we look round us upon the plan Of nature thoughtfully, which we all know Was sketch'd for man, matured, is still maintain'd, So full of order, design and beautj^ ! So impressive ! palpable ! our duty, As its sole interpreters, to be sustain'd Consistently, is a conformity To it, to the will of Him who made it. And whose life exhibits this in a fit Obedience, an uniformity Of purpose ? and failing, who but must feel Contrition ? vvhich he cannot all conceal. Oh virtue ! thou good supreme ! why art thou So inaccessible, above the reach Of all ? like those eternal snows which bleach In the sun's light upon the alpine brow Of mountains, where human foot has never Trod, Why dost thou haunt the soul ? a spirit, Revealing beauty, which we inherit In our dreams alone, phantoms that sever From us when we wake ; nor can we conjure Them in the palace of the soul to stay, Thy true abode, if we but knew the way To make it so. Oh ! that we could ensure Thy permanency, and repel reproach Of conscience, which alone bars thy approach I k2 HOME AND ITS DUTIES. L. A. B. THESE THOUGHTS ON HOME AND ITS DUTIES, SUGGESTED BY THE FOLLOWING PASSAGE FROM ONE OF HER LETTERS, " MR. W.'S PLACE IS LOVELY : NO VIEW BEYOND HOME, BUT THE HOJtE VIEW IS AS FINE AS YOU COULD WISH," ARE AFFECTIONATELY INSCRIBED. HOME AND ITS DUTIES. 1 HRO" all the mazes of this lovely world, Its verdant lawns, its deep umbrageous woods, The eye, observant of the moral scene. Can ne'er extend, beyond the view of Home. The cherish'd haunt of childhood's happy hours. To which the wearied foot of age returns, After long travel o'er earth's farthest bounds. To gaze once more upon the hallow'd spot Where first a mother's tender care was known. And where her grave imparts a sacredness. That springs from recollections of her love, So pure ! so constant ! 'mid all the errors Of our youthful way ; and where the kindred Race of brothers, sisters, friends sprang to meet 138 HOME AND ITS DUTIES. With US the joys, the sorrows, and the toils Of life, before its solemn purposes Had dawn'd upon the mind ; — this native spot, Is not our home ! but where the sober voice Of duty calls ; where honour can be won. By humble resignation to the will Of God, bearing our cross, nor, o'er the rugged way. Fainting beneath the load his discipline Enjoins in love and wisdom infinite ! The Christian's home is in the mind, the heart, In thoughts, affections, dispositions, hopes That reach beyond the bounds of space and time. There is no enduring home but only These ; and all earth's varied scenes of beauty Are but means appointed to a moral End, revealing thro' their soft loveliness The Source supreme of beauty, who imparts Himself to all who seek Him thro' his works ; So lavishly display'd ! to show his power. To inspire trust, to whisjier hope, amid The frail and changing circumstance of life. How exquisite every hue of Nature ! Her forms diversified, emanations Of the mind creative. Not a flower blooms. But its delicate contrivance was first Devised by Him who made the soul of man After his own image ; and still maintains The subtle life erst impress'd on matter, All chaotic, void, until he breathed it HOME AND ITS DUTIES. 139 Into being, gave it lustre, and bade It draw its nurture from the earth and dews, Exhaling perfume odorous, to give The air its healthy and refreshing charm. What magic skill display 'd on all around ! What fair investment of the formless earth. As the " spring comes forth her work of gladness To contrive," clothing the scatter'd ruins Of a former year with fresh loveliness, Teaching, by a blest analogy, frail Man a lesson, annually retold, To point his mental eye beyond the grave, That cheerless winter of his waning year ! To which succeeds a spring that knows no change. There is on every page of Nature's work A moral, and so eloquently urged I Would man but read it, as he journeys on His pilgrimage, from infancy to age ; Design'd to cheer him on his toilsome way. So rugged else thro' cares that e'er molest His peace, yet each ordain'd, not casual, To teach him virtue, not to be acquired In easy dalliance with the sports of life. How illustrative of his fleeting years The waning seasons ! and between his state And natural phsenomena, what fine Analogies ! which the mind discerns not, In its thoughtless glance ; tho' a moral power 14"0 HOME AND ITS DUTIES. May oft be found to throw a radiance Round him, in the dark profound of error, When the world entices him with shadows, That flit as he pursues, leaving him lost, From idly chasing unsubstantial joys. 'T is wise to let imagination spread Her wings, and bear the free, unfetter'd mind Along the shadowy paths where fancy Serves the cause of truth, in her wayward flights Skimming the doubtful confines that exist Between her faery world and reason's realm. Who, startled, but must pause to meditate The change miraculous that from a worm Grov'ling and sensuous, after seeming Death, wrapt in cerements that befit the tomb, Evolves the light and spiritual fly. Which, on downy wing upborne, sports in air, With glory crown'd, sipping the nectar 'd sweet Of flowers, meet companions to a spirit Enfranchised thus from earth's material bonds ! I prize these kind suggestions of a Power, Who, in the wonders he has made, has thus Instill'd lessons of profoundest wisdom For the mind of man, poor, helpless pilgrim ! In the hourly need of aid and comfort, From a Father's love, on which dependent At every step of a deceitful life — Virtue the aim of all below the skies. HOME AND ITS DUTIES. 141 Nor can aught that we behold have other Purpose than to prompt purity of thought And high resolve, raising the conscious mind To contemplate the attributes of God, Which stand reveal'd in all that He has made. We cannot gaze, nor far nor near, where He Is not ; a privilege alone conferr'd On man to retrace the works of nature To their Source, expressive all of greatness. To complete the plan of mercy, His Son By special inspiration taught his love. Each mode but parts of a consistent whole, The blest instructions to an earthly race, Lost to all hope without such high regard. It cannot be that there exists in truth A sceptic to that Messenger of Heav'n, Whose accents wake an echo in the heart Before the mind can reason of the cause. What ! can vain man, the creature of an hour. Who comes he knows not whence, nor whither borne, As his frail breath exhales away in sighs, While he is planning schemes of prosp'rous Days, that dawn on a forgotten grave — Dare he lift up so high presumptuous Thought, as to question the Almighty plan ; Opposing it with a doubt, when nothing Certain but his utter nothingness is known Amid his boasted knowledge, empty else Of aught that bears the name of wisdom here ? Do miracles dismay ? Where can we turn 142 HOME AND ITS DUTIES. To hide them from our view, among the things Best known and most familiar to the eye ? Does e'en the simplest change we note admit Of explanation, other than effect Without a cause, except the Cause of all ? What logical connection can we trace Between the oak and acorn ; or between The verdant leaf and earthy nutriment ? The one essential to the other's growth ; But how we know not, nor e'er hope to know. Do things familiar merit less the name Of miracle than those of rarer birth. When observation leaves us in the dark As to all reasoning on the gradual change Of material elements quickening Into life ? There 's not a being so lost To hope, whate'er his speculative thoughts On creeds, but his affections prompt his faith To a life beyond the grave. Is there not A miracle e'en in the nascent hope That life again can issue out of death ? May human reason e'er explain the mode By which a sentient being can be raised From dust ; and mind, which vanishes away. Can spring, unchanged, triumphant from the tomb ? Yet this the sceptic clings to in his need, Referring all to an Almighty power. Why, for a moral purpose, kindly plann'd. May not He who made us, display on earth The power, it is admitted, that He will HOiME AND ITS DUTIES. 143 Exert hereafter in the life to come ? Does not life itself suggest a constant Miracle ? and shall we, inlieritors Of it, presume to limit the designs Of Him who gave it, as if one only Mode exists in which it can be display'd > I marvel not at miracle, but cling With fervent faith and fond belief to all.. But one there is which mingles with my thought, Nor comes in any questionable Shape, but so attractive ! so persuasive In appeal ! that in every mood I muse Upon its charms, accordant all to me With those I trace display'd in Nature's haunts, Where all is harmony, and peace, and power. That miracle, the character of Christ. W' hat gentle wisdom issues from his lips ! What soft compassion breathes in every tone ! What fervent piety in every prayer ! What steadfast faith, to reassure his mind Amid the storms which beat upon his head, Exposed to every exigence of woe ! Tho' tempted, pure ; forgiving, tho' reviled ; Where most he trusted doom'd to be betray'd ; He died the victim of a bigot hate. Imploring mercy on his ruthless foes ; Leaving his legacy of peace and love To all succeeding ages of mankind, And his example as our guide to Heaven. Nor other can there be ; nor need : The final revelation has been made, 144 HOME AND ITS DUTIES. The rugged paths have been made smooth, and faitli To be companion of our onward way. It was his incessant exhortation To those who saw his works, and doubted oft ; Listen'd to his voice, and mistook its tone ; Gazed upon him, and yet knew him never I Dare we then be presumptuous in our faith. That last accomplishment of noblest minds ? " Lord ! I believe, help thou my unbelief," Should be the prayer of all, not saints in Heaven. Faint glimpses of it visit us at times : Then soars the cloudless mind above the world, Enabling it to move the mountains vast Of care which oppress or overwhelm the soul ; The mystery of life is clearly solved ; We walk in gladness, and evil is not ; The telescope of truth is ours, by which We penetrate the infinite of space, And gaze around the illimitable Orb of life, the present, past, and future. Sensible, as it were, to e'en our sight. Who can stumble whom His right hand sustains ? Or doubt when He is present to assure ? Yet there are those who, over-confident In themselves, look not beyond the narrow Range of casual circumstance, and dream That they can make provision for their wants, Needing no aid from any higher source. In their blindfold play of life, one event In turn succeeds another, as trifling HOME AND ITS DUTIES. l^S As are the incidents in childish sports. They are satisfied while the game goes on Successfully, rainist'ring to their pride, Or, losing, they declaim against their fate : No higher thought than self, from either chance, Suggested ever thro' a wayward life, Pass'd in ignoble indolence and ease. 'T is one routine of vapid form and show, '•Flat, stale, unprofitable." They are th se Who never truly live : spurn'd by the wise, Their aim alone to gratify the sense ; To toil for place and precedence ; to deck Themselves in fine array ; and catch the gaze Of envy, pining at their proud estate. Alas ! can the soul be fed on incense Other than that it renders up to God, In deep humility for all its sins. The worst, the greatest far, forgetfulness Of all his goodness to a thing so mean, For mercies shown as countless as the stars ? There 's no array befits a child of Heaven, Save that which must e'en plume angelic wings, Humility, — the only garb for all created Beings, e'en for hope, to which we highest May aspire. But let us not profess it. To deny it in our lives ; affecting Lowliness, Avhile usurping high res])ect. From self-conceit in our own consequence. Because we boast such accidents of life As wealth, or state, from birth, or other chance. L 146 HOME AND ITS DUTIES. We all have powers to be put to use ; Many have had ten talents for their share. But not for selfish purpose or display. The poor but only one ; appointments all Wise and predetermined of a Father's love. His righteous judgement will take due account Of that entrusted to our care, and faith In e'en the smallest pittance will outweigh All shows and seeming of a thoughtless world. That world's respects how hoIloMv false and vain I And those most captivated by its lures, Who fill the largest space in its esteem, J May shrink before the merits of the poor. They, doom'd to toil, obscurity and want. Own their dependence on a higher Power Than aught within ; they sum up their blessings. Their faith, hopes, affections, mutual love. More dear to them than princely potentates. And commit themselves to Heaven ; their prayer For daily bread is utter'd from the heart, Feeling, with grace, 't is all they dare to seek. Nor more they need, nor all. Satiety Makes that humble need unfelt to many. The means of life, too easily acquired, Or of that which makes it pleasurable [ful To use, beguiles the mind from thoughts most health- To the soul ; the feeling imminent of our dependence Upon the providential care of God. In spirit, truly blessed are the poor! For they are humble. Life to them is rich HOME AND ITS DUTIES. 147 In discipline ; they are chasten'd by it. No idle dreams of self-assurance blend With the stern realities of their toilsome Lot. They earn their scanty meal by labour, Grateful for the boon ; toil is all they ask, Its wages all their hope, to feed, and clothe Them from inclement skies ; content with this. Health oft rewards them with its ruddiest glow ; Repose to them is luxury ; and sleep Invigorates their hardy frames anew To toil afresh, — their sole inheritance. They have no soft ministerings to pride. The world regards them not ; and, far apart From its observance, they pursue their way. Unnoticed and unknown. They covet not Its honours, all prescribed; and hence they seek With Heaven communion, referring all Their claims and wants to its compassion. Sympathy and love : they have their reward. 'T is false to say the poor are coarse and rude. Their simple manners and their homely speech Are far removed from coarseness ; want may guad Them to desperation ; and vice creep in, While reckless of their sway, the savage host Of passions may invade, and thro' the world's Neglect, convert to ruin the once well- Proportion'd mind, crush'd by the weight of \\ oe. I note the record of the righteous poor In the blest book of life, and mark the fame L 2 l^S HOME AND ITS DUTIES. Impress'd upon their deeds by Him who lowly Was, and meek of heart ; and often ponder On the influences which poverty Exerts in aid of virtue. He ever Sought his bright examples from the humble And the contrite spirit. The Prodigal Was one, — the pious Magdalen ; the blind Wayfarer; the Widow with her mite ; and he who Bow'd his head upon his breast, and proffer'd His brief, simple, but most expressive prayer. These teach me a deep lesson : each in turn Is eloquent in meaning ; all accord In that sole gem, humility ; the sense. The feeling deep and urgent of something Needful, which the world can neither give nor Take away : dependence on the mercy And the grace of God ; self-oblivion, Self-sacrifice ; merging all in earnest Prayer for aid and strength conferr'd from Heaven. The Prodigal ! oh, what a theme for thought ! That poor, lost outcast ! from the dust pick'd up A pearl inestimable ; and around His brow circles a more than regal crown. He united infinite extremes. From Lowest degradation rising highest In the moral scale ; ascending beyond Angel's flight: giving more joy in heaven. Thro' repentance, than e'en just men can give. He was penitent ; and has taught us thus How we yet may hope to save the guilty, I ( HOME AND ITS DUTIES., 149 How faith can glorify the abject soul. Lessons of deep import to erring man ! In penitence he should be example To us all : in self-humiliation ! We, like him, should rise, go to our Father, And say, " Father ! I have sinn'd, and no more Am worthy to be call'd thy son." Those blest Accents ! oh, how they ring upon the heart ! Assaulting pride, the last stronghold of guilt, We melt in tears, heal'd, soften'd, and subdued ! We read, it is difficult for the rich To enter in at the gate of heaven. Whom call we rich ? Not surely those alone Who in a worldly sense are so esteem'd, But all who do not feel their poverty Of power to sustain the load of life, Unaided from above. The beautiful Are rich, the wise, the high in fame, Those who have friends to minister at need, And satisfy the wants which indigence Implies. The centurion was not poor : He had the commendation of our Lord, The most assured passport into heaven. The pious Cheverus* had a princely State and revenue. Since apostolic Days, who has walk'd more humbly in the paths That lead to immortality than he ? Wealth oft inspires self-confidence and pride ; 'Tis a temptation, lurking to betray. * Cardinal Cheverus, Archbishop of Bourdeaux. 150 HOME AND ITS DUTIES. A mean for righteous use, not indulgence As vanity or appetite may crave. Like all other gifts, riches are talents To be put to service, not of ourselves, But Him who has committed them in trust. They are not essential, else imparted Freely. Too oft they lie as hidden snares To the unwary ; and are coveted With over-restless and intemperate zeal. There often is of wealth a consequence To be deplored in those possessing it ; A want of sympathy with indigence And woe : not from insensibility, But ignorance what real suffering means. A wise compassion softens and expands The heart, refines and elevates the mind, Quickens our best affections, and unfolds The germs of latent tenderness, dormant For want of nutriment to spring within The garden of the soul, choked up with weeds. Or left to barrenness and waste. There are Inflictions common to us all ; hardships. Privations trying to the mind, from which The happiest are not free, nor can be Ever. They are ordain'd visitations Of calamity, to convince mankind How transitory are the boons of life ! To lead us to a more enduring world. We must meet them meekly, bowing the head Submissive to the hand which chastens us ; HOME AND ITS DUTIES. 151 Grateful still for mercies shown, and clinging With renovated zeal to faith and trust. We may not hope to shelter those we love From fate ; but there are sorrows we can soothe ; Pains which admit of ease ; cravings we can Satisfy ; bright'ning the wan cheek with smiles, The heart with gladness, and the mind with hope. We lose a precious privilege, failing To minister to those who sink beneath Misfortune, and who are lost to peace, shut Out from all the joyances of life, left Wandering in a darkness palpable, Without a clue to guide them back to light. " What can he know who has never sufier'd ? " Was the inquiry of a thoughtful mind. Is ignorance a consequence of ease ? Do the facilities which await on Affluence check development of mind, Impeding virtue, while they minister To sense and pamper pride ? Life was design'd To be a scene of moral happiness To all ; not the abode of misery, Darken'd by guilt and weariness and woe. It was not meant to satisfy the soul, To fill our measure of contentment up, To realize the waking dreams of hope. To afford sufficiency to still The restless craving of an immortal Want. We should not fail to appropriate 152 HOME AND ITS DUTIES. Its advantages thro' our supineness, Suffering our affections to run to waste On perishable things ; when there are hearts That need them, pining in loneliness, whose Capacities, from the want of freedom To expand, are lost to others, on whom They might pour joy inappreciable, From all the might and majesty of love. I know by sad experience the clouds Which darken o'er the mind, amid the storms Of fate that beat on the unshelter'd head, And feel for those on whom the tempest lowers. There are sensibilities, which neither Time nor hardships wear away ; but render'd The more acute by each successive blow. And not the calm, undoubting faith in all The truth religion opens on the soul Can temper the wind to the shorn spirit, Sensitive to every blast, and doubtful Of its claims to any happier fate. The barbed arrows of adversity, With which the atmosphere of life is rife, Piercing the heart with their resistless force, Which, bleeding, still must struggle on, thro' keen Wounds and anguish, to sustain existence, Tho' each throb gives capacity to pain, Would not be felt so sharply if the pangs We suffer were but individual, Exhausting all their desolating power HOME AND ITS DUTIES. 153 Directly upon the hapless victim They assail ; for he knows little truly Worth the knowing, who feels not how blessed Are all the uses of adversity, ^Making us plod the sands of life, barren And waste, till they are made to yield us flowers, Water'd by tears — their only nutriment. But who may meet discouragement to hope. In all the ardour of its fond pursuit, Without "decline upon his brow," musing In abstract mood, 'mid ruins and decay ? Where others, light and gay of heart, forbear To follow ; who miss the accustom'd smile. The wonted tone, and refer the inward Struggle, and incommunicable thought. To morbid misery and gloomy change. The mind o'er-sensitive to suffering Quails before imputed harshness, fainting O'er efforts to convey its constancy And truth, in vain : alas ! its only hold Of what of hope is left, to cheer it on, To weave again its web of circumstance From the poor remnants of its shatter'd guise. The sufferer feels this rash injustice More than the milder hardships of his lot. But adjusts his burden : with feebler hope Along his solitary way, while fond Companionship is struggling at his heart. He gazes on the careless groups around, Apart from him, each in the fond pursuit 154 HOME AND ITS DUTIES. Of happiness, to him denied ; while doubts Will press upon his diffidence of worth ; And all his secret solace, to refer His humble claim to Him who knows the heart. There are many victims who can never Make appeal to aught but Heaven. Silent And stern, in seeming, they pursue their way Alone ; the busy world regards them not. They are those who feel the exigencies Of life ; who cannot share the interest In its common circumstance, nor express Emotions over every passing scene. Their sensibilities lie deeper far Than ordinary events can reach. Judge Them not censorious, nor proud ; nor shrink From their communion, tho' they may seem Insensible. Follow them in action. And you may find disinterestedness, J A zeal prompt in the charities of life, * Counsel which profits others in their need. To track them on their unobtrusive way. They do the good permitted them, and shrink ^ From other recompense than it affords, Unworthy as they feel of fame, or else Regardless, insensible to its charm. Of self severe in judgement, they deny The claim to approbation, and would do Their best, nor covet notice as reward, 1 would not press on any human heart. HOME AND ITS DUTIES. 155 And least on one too sensitive to all That makes existence a long endurance. Not that it does not yield abundant joy To him who joins trembling with his mirth. We Could not survive the slow progressive lapse Of years, if some choice sweets were not instill'd As antidotes within the cup of fate. Sweetest far of all the home affections, Mutual love, if confidence pervade The mutual mind, else powerless of good. 'T is these that make the sum of happiness In lowly scenes, where few enjoyments lie Beyond the bounds of home. There are only found The simple elements which make up the true If scanty pleasures of the poor : sweeten'd All by reflection from the kindred smile, By their contrast with habitual care. Mutual to all, who feel a common Interest in a common welfare too. I would not ask of Heaven a greater boon Than a consistent and a reverent Mind, respective of the claims of others ; Conscious, tho' still diffident of my own. Lest I might invade some plan another May have form'd, in the common search of life. Happiness, that shadow fleeting onwards, As we pursue. I would not for shadows Intrude on e'en a common privilege. If I must molest another, burden'd, And seeking to lay down his load of care. 156 HOME AND ITS DUTIES. To lighten him upon the pilgrimage To be made by all : and if easier by me, Perhaps more hard by him, thro' success Unconsciously monopolized by me. If, as we sometimes may fancy, the goods Of life be limited, and to be shared Among mankind, as they may chance to earn Them, my excess may leave another poor ; And, in the struggle to acquire, my loss Is others' gain : then equally I win ; For I can better bear to lose, than be The cause of loss to any of my kin In need ; for full success cannot afford Relief from suffering ; and 't is sweet to feel In all emergency, I ne'er have lain Wilfully a burden, I might have borne, Upon another, gall'd perhaps like me. Nothing of woe is so immedicable. Come in what shape it may, as self-reproach. It wears all forms, degrees ; subtle to mind J Its serpent folds round every thought, and mix " Its venom with the sweet remembrances Of early years, ere the heart was conscious Of a care. We may not escape its sting. But the pursuit of happiness is vain. Void of all promise, even to the hope, Where an analysis of motive, aim, And purpose, is not made an establish'd Habit of the mind, preceding action. 'T is wise to cast a rapid glance around HOME AND ITS DUTIES. 157 On circumstance and interests ; to trace With calm perception where temptations lie, And throw our energy of will at once To rescue from e'en suspicion our fair Fame ; content, if poor beside in other things, With sure exemption from deserved blame. This gives us freedom from habitual Fear, distrust of self, far the worst of all. Doubts may in time arise in other minds Perplexing judgement; never in our own. We pass the erring imputation by, Invincible to opinion's power. From conscious purity of word and deed ; And, leaving to truth her times appointed, Can gaze on all the warring elements Around, serene, and reckless of the strife. But he who values, as above all price. This conscious peace and purity of mind, May rarely hope for other perquisites : Nor need he want, sufficient in itself. The world will not impute him prosperous, Nor friends perchance ere deem him overwise. He cannot make display of affluence Or fame. His accomplishments in the arts Of life attract neither praise nor envy. He must yield precedence oft to others, While he hears success imputed honour. The reward of a superior worth ; Reproaches faintly made at times on him By implication ; glances, as it were. 158 HOME AND ITS DUTIES. Of thought, aside, at his estate ; so poor And humbly mean in all comparison. These the trials oft of self-denial. Fearing to advance too far, and doubtful Of all claims on fate, beyond the connnon Hardships of the poor, the chiefest portion Of the aspirants which compose the world. I compassionate the poor. They cannot Reproach me with their estate. I have no More than they ; nothing beyond sympathies To give them in their need. I lack like them Opportunities to rise, and assert The dignity of willing energies To labour diligently, and acquire More ample means of usefulness and ease. We have alike our duties to fulfil. The reward will be proportionate To fidelity in our trust. There are Who must be content, in serving, to stand And wait ; labourers in the market-place Who are not call'd till the eleventh hour. Happier they who were permitted early To toil, and late ; but all have their equal Recompense. We must nerve ourselves to bear The fix'd appointments of superior Wisdom ; yielding where we cannot command. This scene of trial soon will have a close, And we shall leave our memories behind, And our example. The links which bind us To our kin must sever ; and a broken chain HOME AND ITS DUTIES. 159 Will alone remain with those surviving, To indicate that we have ever been. I would not have its weight, to those I had Cherish'd fondly, be oppressive; dragging Their spirits to the level of the grave Where my tired limbs have found their last repose. Love should never prove a burden. It must Be spontaneous, as an instinct ; worn As we wear the feeling, so pervading I Of the charms of nature, all-refining In their influence o'er the mind and heart. Sensitive to their soft appeal ; and while A tender sorrow melts thro' all the frame, When the earth closes on a form we love ; For tears are soothing to the aching sense. Meet tributes on a hallow'd bier ; yet I Would regard a buried love so sacred As to have its wishes triumph over Death, and be a source of joy, as it was In life, when, eloquent in smiles and tone, It made the earth a paradise to me. Who, with the love of life, the dread of death, So fearfully impress'd upon us all, But feels at times an irresistible Desire to shuffle off this mortal coil, And realize the fate beyond the tomb ? I often yield to this delusive wish. My accomplishments fall so far below The bright examples I have placed before My view for imitation, that I shrink 160 HOME AND ITS DUTIES. Discouraged at the poor resemblance, nor Dare to hope success from future effort To reach the standard of a self-respect. Who but must wish to rise superior To the force of habit, that early taint, Weak'ning the healthy energies of will, Which a sound experience, time and thought, Have developed in us, yet impeded All by obstacles, self-created, ere The mind, matured, had obtained perceptions Definite of the fix'd course of duty ? But we must struggle against even hope. For facilities are unknown to all In the pursuit of virtue ; and the best Have fail'd to make themselves familiar With her haunts. Her paths are over mountains Rugged, bare, and wearisome ; difficult Of access ; high above all allurements Of the vales beneath ; throned in the clear air And sunny light of an unclouded sky. It must be gain'd by individual Toil. Higher elevations rise to view As we ascend, till the summits vanish In heaven, of our pilgrimage the end. 'T is a fatal error, unsuspected Oft by those who strive to free themselves From all debasing passion, to suppose That, of our prone nature, the tendency Is to rise but by its own inherent Buoyancy, freed from all inertia. HOME AND ITS DUTIES. 161 And unloosed from shackles, that may impede Its flight above the atmosphere obscure Of the gross material world. 'T is true, The universe around, within, is full Of blest encouragements ; and other minds May throw their radiance forth to dispel The mists which darken and distort our view. But experience, individual. Self-acquired, wrought out by inward Effort, shining by its own created Light, must be the polar star to guide us. But for it, all is darkness palpable. The ocean we must traverse still extends, Without a port, or bay accessible, To shelter and refit our tossing bark. The field of knowledge incessantly Expands. As generations rise and fall, Successful inroads made in the domains Of ignorance add new habitable Ground for science to store up her harvests, The garner'd products of the seeds of thouglit Which take root, and in due time yield their fruit Abundantly — the nourishment of truth. But after myriads of active minds Have plough'd the stubborn earth for its increase, And thro' successive ages of the world Been fed, and doubtingly been satisfied. Leaving a surplus they have not consumed, For others who succeed ; each hapless child Of this, the later generation, comes 162 HOME AND ITS DUTIES. As feebly furnish'd with capacities To maintain existence, and, thro' the paths Of faith and truth, accomplish happiness, As he whose feeble cry first struck the chord Of human sympathy ; and in the breast Maternal woke the echo, ever since Keverberating thro' the teeming globe. Life e'en on earth still triumphs over death. Populous as is the grave, o'er its sod Tread carelessly increasing multitudes, Hurrying, and pressing on each other. Too absorb'd in speculation to think Of those who tenant it, the earlier Victims of the same fate which lurks beneath Delusive promise to deceive again, And undermine the crumbling sands of hope. . What revelations would be unfolded From the dark abyss, if we had chemic Power to sift the dust beneath, and extract The essence from the crude precipitate Of earth, to appropriate the perish'd Secrets that all lie hidden in the tomb ! We have its records. None who die vanish Away with the last throes of expiring Consciousness. Some are engraved on hearts Whose pulsations must beat in unison With the silenced chord that first awoke Music in its strings ; or turn to discord From the jarring conflict of other sounds And the,key-ucte, for ever mute to them. HOME AND ITS DUTIES. 163 Their remembrance is one of feeling, keen, O'er- sensitive, profitable alone In suffering, and tells no other tale. Others are written in calmer language, Eloquent o'er accomplishments, virtues Seen thro' the too partial medium Of affection ; and we learn the homage Which genius or benevolence has power To kindle in the soul, susceptible Of a fond but indiscrirainating Admiration of a character prone To good, but whose peculiar bias In the devious paths towards doubt and error Is obscured to us, or was render'd dark By the exclusive light concentrated On the mind observant, which made record Of some prevailing virtues. Transcripts these To stimulate to imitation due, But not reveal for others the secrets Of a soul, school'd in the stern tasks of life. The story of the past is never told : It lies unfolded in the voiceless tomb Wrapt in the cerements of oblivion, And no human power can charm the silence Of, to us, mute, irrevocable death. We may glean some lapsed fragments From the heap, but too disjointed, formless, To restore the structure, into ruin Fallen ; and we must build anew, rearing Habitations for ourselves, which will sink M 2 164 HOME AND ITS DUTIES. In turn, crumbling away, without a trace To show to others they have ever been. We walk o'er ruins, the vast globe itself But made up of fragments of other worlds. Its rocks are streAved with wrecks of what once were Beings sentient in their day. We rend Them to explore the dark detail, in vain. Monsters huge, uncouth, strange to nature now, Startle those observant of her order ; And conclusions drawn from all her present Regularity make the past a dream. Which has no interpreter to explain To man aught beyond his ignorance, And the might and wisdom of the Supreme. Climates and their productions mix confused. Coral reefs, which now within the tropics Oft arrest the wanderer on his trackless Way, strew'd o'er with wrecks beneath the cocoa's Shade, are found, extinct, to form the firm-set Battlements of a polar zone, 'gainst which The heave of ocean, with her pinnacles Of mountain ice, gigantic, strike in vain. Relics of animals, vast of size, which Must have needed nutriment adequate To sustain their strength and bulk, lie buried 'Neath the surface of high northern plains. Scanty of verdure from prevailing frost. Creatures, existent now, have, limb from limb, With bloody fangs, to appease keen hunger, HOME AND ITS DUTIES. 165 Torn the fleshy Mammoth, monster unseen ! Unknown, cradled in annals e'en before The Flood, hid congeal'd for ages, unchanged In ice, soluble at last to disclose To sight, in its fulness of proportion, The huge structure : marvel beyond compare ! Forests which in luxuriant freshness Once waved to the sportive air, their leafy Murmur responsive to the billow's foam. Which on the pebbly beach once laved their roots. Now stand monuments, of a primaeval World ! silicified ! on far mountain heights ; To a distance measureless, the ocean Backwards hurl'd, with trackless plains, and rivers, Monarchs of the floods ! intermediate ! And the keen, discerning eye of science Sees in the wondrous change proofs unerring Of the subsidence of a former world Beneath the deep, and an elevation Subsequent, in the lapse of ages lost. To solve the marvel to the startled mind. Vegetable forms, the graceful products Of some sunny glade, where genial summer In one unbroken season ruled thi-oughout The year, are found imbedded, where no heat Prevails, in frozen regions, whiten'd o'er W^ith perpetual snow. Types not extant Now denote successive generations Pass'd away. Dwellers in the deep profound Lie scatter'd o'er the mountain range. Huge rocks, Once impending over alpine summits, 166 HOME AND ITS DUTIES. Now, on plains remote, are found, isolate, Traversing space where valleys now lie scoopd. And elevations, intermediate, Rise, insurmountable ! Hard problems these To solve ! They amuse the mind, perplexing It ; tasking ingenuity to lift The veil w^hich mantles o'er the form of truth. The effort is beyond our power. 'T is vain To speculate, and hope that the beauty It conceals will reward our search wdth smiles. We discern but the outward drapery, And turn idolaters, bending the knee Submissive, in the worship of a shade. Time past, all but eternity to thought I And present, tell equally the same tale Of wonder. If we seek the evidence. Not darkly shadow'd forth, of successive Fiats of Almighty will ; commanding A creation, which, past away, again In other form, more complex, is restored, To perish in its turn, and be replaced l?y organization rising higher In the scale of structure, till at last man. In the express image of his Maker, Comes to crown the whole I he who has left no Trace of being in the former seras Of the world — centuries on centuries, Beyond compute ! with no interpreter HOME AND ITS DUTIES. 167 Then of the cause of all! no ej^e to cast Its glance on beautj' ! but conceivable To us from its coeval dust wrapt round Like cerements, shrouding its decay ; no ear Attuned to harmony ! all sensual ! Save the life which animated nature : Unless, as fancy may conceive, spirits Walk'd the earth, invisible and formless, Rendering homage to the Inscrutable, Fulfilling duty in communion With his works, and leaving no trace behind. 'Tis wonder all ! oppressive to the mind. Without the aid of imagination To give wings to thought, which in its boundless Range wanders, lost in inextricable Mazes, without a guide, or clue, or hope, To escape from the labyrinth involved. There is but One can lead it to discern Where order lies. His high omnipotence Our assurance 'mid the wreck of worlds, His love our sanction, and His word our bond. To trust His promise, and obey His will. We gaze upon his works in awe, reading. As on a scroll, the nothingness of man. Dark, vain, presumptuous, where enlighten'd Not by faith, by humility controll'd. The laws presiding over former worlds Equally exert their influence now. Manifestations all of Deity, 168 HOME AND ITS DUTIES. They must be immutable. In extent, Variety, infinite : changeable Alone, in seeming, to our short-sighted Glance ; aghast at miracle ! idly thought A marvel deviate from an order Only too vast for us to comprehend. Its arrangements flovv from a common source Alike consistent ; productive ever Of effects which harmonize togrether. However varied and involved to us. And in the mind created to observe Them, should establish confidence and trust, These pillars of our faith ; sustaining us Amid the ruin of all earthly things. Companions of our destiny, save in Immortal hope. Decay, part of nature's Order, is essential to her plan, Startling the mind, to reassure it With a firmer trust. The vital principle Undergoes a change ; transmitted onwards In new forms of being. Beauty diffused J O'er all. In its young development, so ■ Ravishing to eye, complete and perfect ; Without fault in delicate proportion, In hue, which admit of admiration Only, the heart's response to all its charm. Evanescent, it vanishes away, Leaving us pensive, musing o'er the change, Void of attraction, to explain the cause. HOME AND ITS DUTIES. 169 We feel its fate analogous to ours, Perishable alike ; doom'd not, on earth, From its nature to endure ; too fragile In all its nicely balanced elements To withstand the unchanging lapse of time. It ftdfiU'd its purpose, answering the soul's Demand of something to appease its wants, Some bright reality of its own dreams, Then fled, leaving a void, thro' which all search Is vain, suggestive only of despair. Intolerable to thought ; till relief Is urgent ; and we mount on wings of hope And find it imperishable in heaven. A principle, enduring in no form, Unchangeable, subject to no decay. But all of beauty in external things Is but the emanation of the mind Over all that we behold. If the charm Be amplified, from association. By the magic lustre reflected back To us from the smooth sheen of nature's works, Those master-spells of power, the young, bright Creations of her will ; 't is equally We see a moral fitness in decay. Which ministers to use, essential ; A change, productive of the elements Of reviving power, wakening in the soul Emotions which shake the worldly fabrics Of our happiness, as by an earthquake. Till they crumble into dust ; and we build 170 HOME AND ITS DUTIES. Anew on foundations as enduring As the heavens, fix'd permanently there. Creation, in all its varying forms And changes, even these too creative, Breathes a persuasive eloquence, beyond Capacity of language to convey. Can it be that those who investigate Her minute details, of structure, function, Animal or vegetable, which task Invention to devise terms adequate To convey our praise and wonder — can man. Insensible to the appeal of power. Infinite and Almighty, and the moral Of the whole, forget his worship, nor bend The knee in adoration, prayer and praise ? Humbling himself e'en for the conscious skill To trace the Source of all ; for that sole end Entrusted to him, his peculiar good ? Was the light imparted to the kindling Mind, a delegated ray from the fount Supreme, intended for a selfish use ? To concentrate its focus on ourselves? To display, not the stores of nature. But our importance in her mighty scale ? Enough the privilege to comprehend Her wonders ; to explore her mysteries ; To track the link of incongruities Seemingly disjoin'd, till by a patient Scrutiny they form one consistent whole Harmonious ; to eye and intellect HOME AND ITS DUTIES. 171 Unfolding whence all order is derived, Amid the boundless range of existing Things ; realities inexplicable To the thoughtless glance of admiration, Awakening no fit impulse in the mind, To which they were created monitors. We must humble ourselves to learn ; couching The mental orb, obscured, to let in light, Darken'd by films which intercept the ray Of knowledge, destined to expand the soul. Who that reflects upon the destiny And nature of the soul, that subtle Essence ! eluding metaphysic skill To comprehend, can forbear, in eager Thought, to wander far beyond the narrow Circumstance of self ; and lose his being, Interests, in higher contemplations Than those connected with the passing hour ? The schemes of happiness are delusive Which centre in the daily wants of life ; Perpetually recurring, never Satisfied. Expectancy from complete Success is vain, inordinate. We grasp At shadows when we hope to minister To our real need by accomplishing All that interest may prompt us to attempt. There is but one thing needful. Let us choose That better part, nor by too much serving Be cumber'd in the fashion of the world. 172 HOME AND ITS DUTIES. I am weary of the gay derision, The fictitious joys, the heartless pleasures, The crude, abortive hopes, the vain conceits, Which pass sufficient in society. They jar upon me, and a mournful smile My sole response to all such shallow mirth. I affect no chaste, discerning judgement. No capacity to enlighten minds Misled, and wandering in the groping Mist of worldliness ; my humanity Is sensible to myself. I but shrink From association with a lower Fellowship than my better thoughts demand, I would aspire to a higher being Thro' examples worthy imitation. Of the wise and good. I need inducements To quicken me to virtue ; intellect To point the way to knowledge ; reverence To awe, gentleness to soothe, modesty Refine, and pity to compassionate ; Generosity to expand, and justice To acquit ; truth, faith, love, humility, To disarm a self-reproach, unworthy Of all pretension to my own respect. I fret, perceiving others no better Than myself: frivolities, suggestive Of my own, thro' weak compliance, sink me In self-esteem, essential to my peace, At war continually from its hard Attainment. If I e'er effect a truce, HOME AND ITS DUTIES. 173 An indolent security renders My defences vain ; and hosts of passions Rush to the assault, and lead me captive. Should I ere soothe my servitude with hope, Or break the bonds which curb my liberty, Roamins: in the free air, M'ithout restraint, Arm'd for surprise, confident against doubt. Some new calamity will, unforeseen, Bewilder me, e'en in the fairest haunts Where peace and beauty dwell habitual. And I lose my way, blind to all appeal From objects most familiar to my gaze. I would not judge the world, as if deeming Myself above it, seeming to affect Superiority to aught that breathes. 1 mark the excellence, and feel the power Of many round me ; and a radiance Fills my mind, encircling it with glory. A genial glow enkindles in my heart. I bless existence, and, poor as I am, Am satisfied, without a conscious want. If I murmur, it is because the faults I see perpetually remind me Of my own, when I long to shut my eyes On frailty, and gaze, absorb'd on virtue. That I may grow to what I contemplate. I w^ould have my mind true to itself, calm. In its judgements clear, discriminating. Above all seeming, all self-delusion, And, instinctively alive to beauty, 174 HOME AND ITS DUTIES. In free communion with all holy thought, In prayer, and praise, and faith habitual. Incapable of all distrust of God, His providence, and kind, paternal care. If, with these desires, I should seem to fling A sarcasm at the folly of the crowd, 'T is but the sting which rankles in myself. Indignantly confess'd, far less to wound, Than relieve a startled sensitiveness, By the keen inflictions of a judgement. Stern and relentless, wheresoe'er it fall. On all perversion of the moral rule. The worst endurance is to list to those Who make a mockery of sentiment. Sneering at virtue in her modest guise. Turning the o'er-timid aspirations Of the pure and gentle to derision. As if the heartless callousness were wit ! How many guileless spirits have been crush'd, In moments of deep emotion, fearful To give utterance to some cherish'd thought, By ridicule, — the senseless scoffer's jest ! If excellence e'er be imitative, How sad, that aspirations in the young Should be repress'd by levity or scorn ! The habitual jester violates The sanctities in that consecrated Temple, not rear'd of hands, where oli'rings Are laid upon the altar of the heart In worship of the beautiful and true. HOME AND ITS DUTIES. 175 They know not what they do. Their sacrilege May sap the firm foundations of the mind, Taking the bloom from thought, which, once removed, May never be restored ; its fruit blasted By the canker'd element of decay. He knows but little of its inward strife. Its constant struggles, wrestling hard with doubt. Its faint convictions, void of certainty. In that imperfect dawn of consciousness, Before the glow, prophetic of the day, Who rashly sports with feeling, as a thing Indifferent, to amuse the passing Hour. There are observations, often thrown As if at random, to explore our depth, Sounding-lines of thought, borne devious oft By some light under-current of remark, Which hazards safety, or misleads our way, Till we miss the beacon where dangers lurk, And rush confused to meet impending wreck. The solemn purposes of life oppress Me : its thoughtless mirth awakes no echo In my breast, or heard, leaves no impress there Beyond amazement at the estimate Of all the moral beauty, spread abroad As fit inducements to a holy joy. A cheerful spirit, chastened and refined, Is in harmony with nature ; the meet Intelligence from her blest tuition. Time is too short to be absorb'd in care, 176 HOME AND ITS DUTIES. Our sensibilities far too acute To throb to pain, perversion of effect ; They were form'd for finer issues : the mind's Creations, meditative upon life And all its rich capacities of joy. In the scheme of Providence there are clouds Which pass along the blue serene, veiling The face of heaven, and eclipsing from our view The source of light ; spreading before the eye A dull pall, suggestive least of beauty ; Or arm'd with tempest, fraught with apparent Desolation, which, in their furious Rage, pall with alarm the timid gazer. Startled by their dread resistless sway. Yet these but the agencies of mercy, Productive of a varied good to all ; And the weak alone, from superstition, Regard them as signs of a relentless Wrath, kindled to terrify and appal The world. They shield the quick'ning energies Of life from over-stimulus ; refresh The air ; give nutriment to expectant Beings nursed in the lap of earth, adding Increase to swell the general store. Unclouded sunshine would be destructive Of all promise. And in the moral world We have vicissitudes analogous, Fruitful in blessings, rightly understood. Dark clouds will rise, unbidden, in the mind, O'ershadowing it, falling in silent Drops, refreshing to the heart, nourishing HOME AND ITS DUTIES. 1 / I Its bloom ; or the whirlwind gusts of passion Sweep over it, uncontroU'd, revealing, Within its mysterious depths, godlike Capacities, before unknown, fitting Under due restraint an immortal soul. The holy attributes of Deity We profane, blending an impious fear With our conceptions of Almighty power. We may fear ourselves, incurring righteous Judgement for our misdeeds, the penalty Of disobedience, salutary To restrain excess, and its dire effects. Injurious alike to physical As moral order. Inevitable The pain consequent on deviatiun From our duty. It is the establish'd Law. Ignorance pleads no exemption, Nor can accuse but itself as author Of its woe. There is a revelation Known and felt by all, requiring no lore To comprehend, dependent upon no Tradition, seeking no authority In the records of the past, sensible To instinct, conscience ! that primaeval guide, First monitor ; still authoritative. Clear and persuasive in its prompt appeals. It has never been supplanted, nor can Ever be ; enlarging with the widening N 178 HOME AND ITS DUTIES. Circle of experience ; enlighten' d, And expanded more and more by the growth Of knowledge ; successive acquisitions Adding but the more impressively To it ; and w hether seated in the rude Or accomplish'd nature, its monitions Are audibly heard in the Avild tumults E'en of passion, calmly admonishing With a clear voice the victim from their sway. Then wherefore murmurs against Providence ? We know how^ transitory is the world. 'T is the lesson of the past. We feel it In the lapse of time, as each successive Moment changes the evanescent hues Of every joy. We see bright creations Born to fade away, before the impulse They awake of admiration has ceased To vibrate o'er the soul. We make response To beauty, kindled by her smiles, and ere The tone has died upon the ear, we gaze On vacancy, in lonely fellowship With decay and death. Hence necessity Of faith ; that last accomplishment of mind, The compensation for every trial. The odd which makes all even to the thought, The sole sufficiency ; end of all things Else ; unattainable by substantial Good ; a principle immaterial ; Outweighing in importance wealth of worlds. Its acquisition vindicates the ways HOME AND ITS DUTIES. 179 Of God to man, especial object of his care. Subtract the due amount of suffering From intemperance, whether sensual, Or from an overbalanced state of mind, Some one affection, faculty or taste, Preponderating to the injury Of all, robbing of its due proportion The character, sway'd by a favourite bias. And what remains of evil, in our state Probationary, that a steadfast faith May not, thro' piety, convert to good ? It was not ordain'd that we should suffer From a wanton, or a casual fate ; Created to be victims of caprice, Our capacities of discernment check'd By doubt ; of wisdom to be task'd alone Within the sphere of temporal concerns, Eluding our control ; and hope to be A lure, enticing us astray in chase Of phantoms, vanishing as we pursue. Providence implies higher aims than these. We create the evil we cannot solve. Our pretensions shadow us with darkness ; Within the caves of earth, our dwelling-place. Seeking in vain for light material. Accorded to the mental eye alone. Thro' faith, its own bright illumination, Inferential, radiant from no other Source. Who doubts the endurances of life ? Affects to think them easy to be borne ? N 2 180 HOME AND ITS DUTIES. To be charm'd by words, the calm deductions Of the most enlighten'd reason ? No one Conversant with humanity, its wants, Its woes innumerable ; its ceaseless Sighs and groans of pain ; its throbs of anguish, And its mute despair. Where may the list'ning Ear find refuge from the discordant cry Of misery, bewailing of her woe ? Where can the eye, in its excursive glance In search of beauty, exclude the burden'd Form of sufferance ? or the ravages Which slow disease and penury have made On some lone victim, outcast from the ease And joys of life ; with nothing left of hope, But death, that agony of dread to all I Humiliating to the pride of man ! Thankless inheritor of all his goods ! Stern and remorseless in his cold demands ! Death I how does its silent shroud, its abject Lowliness, and forgotten dust, accord W^ith the inflated pomp of circumstance, So jealously maintain'd and coveted By man, drunk, and insensate with his draughts Of vanity ; annihilating all Of fear that fate can do, to undermine His charm'd supremacy against its jjower ? Insatiable as he is, and dread, O'ershadowing the world, in its brightest Promise, with an instinctive fear, fatal To all peace, nipping the bright germs of hope Which spring in happy bosoms ; there are those HOME AND ITS DUTIES. 181 Who shudder not at his advancing strides, The bruised and broken spirits, overborne By sorrow, anxious to lay down the load Of life, and find relief within the tomb. To suffer what shall be appointed just Beyond it ; so submissive to their fate, Tliat not a fear disturbs the parting hour, Too sunk to cherish but the wish to die. The history of the past requires no Written record. We may read it ever In the living page of sentient life ; More eloquently true, elaborate In detail, more pathetic in effect. Than in all the labour'd compilations Of research that fatigue the memory And oppress the mind. Time, beyond adding Years to centuries to swell the barren Sum, affords no other evidence Than variety of ill to human Kind, misled by passion, or fatally Beguiled by confidence in itself: Forgetful of its nature, so infirm Of purpose, if left to struggle, hopeless, Without dependence on a higher Power. Vain all philosophy without this truth So comprehensive, meeting all our wants ! The perfect law of liberty ! our sole Refuge in all emergences of fate ! There is but one solution of our woe. The will of God, if our free-agency, 182 HOME AND ITS DUTIES. So oft contested, be denied. The fall Primaeval was a gain to man *. Tempted Jn the search of knowledge, he disobey'd, And found the fruits of sin, as his award. The loss of peace, fierce passions, care, and shame; The paradise he lost must be regain'd By virtue ; nobler far than innocence Nursed by indulgence in the lap of ease. Purity was his dower, Eden his home. All things created for his wants and use ; But more was needful, and the penalty Of the transgressing deed is ours : grievous To bear, but glorious. We have risen By the fall : our nature now ascendant Highest in the moral scale, capable Of good, subduing self, superior To temptation, living by faith and hope, Triumphant, while repentance wipes away All tears, and gives angelic natures joy. Inevitable then the common doom. There is no escape from thraldom ; no nook Of earth where flowers and weeds are not combined, If rich in promise, yet yielding ever Unprofitable tares which choke the grain. Sharp thorns which pierce the feet ; poisons lurking 'Neath fair allurements tempting to beti'ay. The subtle venom, unsuspected oft. Lurking unseen to taint the springs of life. Yet there is hope. A healing balm is found * See Mrs. Barbauld's Rhapsody on Evil. HOME AND ITS DUTIES. 183 In bitterness. The great Physician Of the soul has said, " Come unto me, all That are afflicted ; I will give you rest : My yoke is easy, and my burden light." — Blest accents ! yet because familiar, Disregarded oft ; as the wayward child Turns from the fond mother's admonitions, Heedless of her voice ; seeking for newer Counsels, inciting it to delusive Promise, which smiles but to mislead its way. How capricious, blind, and inconsistent Is deceitful man ! wandering afar From his bright convictions to plunge himself In darkness ; clinging to the love of life Only to reap disgust from its abuse ; At war between lofty aspiration And low attainment. Winging his joyous Flight beyond the stars, to bathe his spirit In the founts of light — sinking prone to earth To grovel in its dust, oblivious Of the power to soar, and hold communion With the just made perfect, who held their path Above the world, and gaiu'd their native heav'n. His fastidious taste rejects wisdom For its triteness, tho' enshrined in humble Bosoms, covetous of joy: more precious From the impress of age ; familiar To all time, and surviving memories Of annals past, still fresh with youthfulness ; IS^ HOME AND ITS DUTIES. The only immortality below To guide the soul to its immortal home. I am sick of the pretence that so fills The world, for ever restless in pursuit Of novelty, as if the true essential Of our search had not been found, with nothing ■ Left beyond amazement at the novel Proofs, successively obtain'd, of the old Philosophy, so rich in proof before ! We have all that reason can accomplish, All the rare endowments which genius. From the birth of knowledge to the present Growth, has e'er display 'd ; bright illustrations Of the majesty of truth in those who Have pour'd forth their thought in rich floods of light. To irradiate the obscure : adding Glory to the old intelligence, felt , And understood by all ; their glowing page 1 Kindling the flame of sympathy in e'en Icy bosoms, difi'usive of a warmth, | And joy, and admiration ; quick'ning E'en devotion in those habitual In piety, and the silent worship Of the heart : and other minds will proffer. Too, the fervour of their inspiration To succeeding multitudes, swelling more Loud the voice of praise : yet generations Will arise and pass away, bequeathing The exhaustless legacy of knowledge, HOME AND ITS DUTIES. 185 From the accumulations of the past, Centuries beyond compute, to beings Their survivors ; — and not, of all, the wisest Then existing can have moi'e to build up The edifice of faith, than we have now. It is our duty to explore the vast inimitable domain of knowledge ; Penetrating beyond the discover'd Country, peopled by adventurous minds Who have gone forth from among the crowded Mass to find free space for speculation ; And each accession adds variety To illustrate the familiar laws Of nature, seen under novel phases, Confirming old conclusions, or throwing Broader light to amplify and expand Our view, from a higher elevation Commanding still a wider horizon. Indefinitely extending onwards. Never to end before the mind's researcli. But vain the expectation to discern Aught that can supersede the foundations Of our hope, as ancient as the pillars That prop the fabric of the world. Take any instance of the miracles Of nature : for of all that we behold What is not miraculous to our gaze ? Search even the most familiar object To its infinite conclusions ; and what Of the unknown remains to iUustrate 186 HOME AND ITS DUTIES. The might of the Supreme, his majesty) His inimitable skill, and our vain Efforts to comprehend e'en the humblest Evidence of his condescending love ? Who, by the most subtle scrutiny, may Hope to unveil the mystery of life ? How supported ? its origin and end ? All its strange variety fading, like Exhalations, leaving no trace behind. We ponder o'er the dust, seeking in vain The spirit that gave it form and being ; While the void whispers the hidden secret Of our nature, explicable alone By death, and the blest miracle beyond. Have future ages, from the womb of time. Aught to bring forth that will make pervious To sight this impenetrable obscure ? Must new discoveries supplant the old ? Will flowers from some undiscover'd spot, Wliere human foot has never trod, nor eye Borne witness to the hues which blush unseen, Defeat the rose ? or surpass in sweetness The pale jasmin and azure violet? And all the vernal gems that neither toil Nor spin, yet each array 'd in its own glory, Like the lilies of the field, which supplied The illustration, so profitable To us all, in our familiar glance At nature, where we may read homilies Of the Supreme in mute yet pleading terms ? HOME AND ITS DUTIES. 187 Is there a clime in some novel zone fann'd By purer air ; with a more resplendent Sun than those of old ? where birds and insects With lighter wing image to the mind forms More spiritual than those which have task'd Admiration from the first dawn of time ? Will science, in its widening grasp, e'er give Us explanation of the subtle power That moves the mechanism invisible Of the fly ? or gives instinct to the bee ? Or modes of flight, so varied, yet fitted To each kind ? or that will trace the chymic Skill in herbs, elaborating healing Virtues for the solace and use of man ? Then vain all hope from mere variety Of nature's works to inspire true wisdom. Those already known sufficiently Suggestive, would man but learn their import, Nor sigh for knowledge wrapt in the future Eras of the world, not profitable More to those observant than his is now. The spirit which presides o'er all below Breathed its influence at the creation On all that was made : and discoveries Are but the awakenings of the mind To the amplitude of design and power, Too vast to be discern'd in the brief life Of man : nor will countless generations E'er exhaust the field of observation, Reaching thro' the infinity of space, 188 ■ . HOME AND ITS DUTIES. So incomprehensible to our thought ! Yet Providence, mindful of the creatures It has made, has given each its appointed Season ; and facts discernible to us Are the implements of an agency O'er the mind, as great in power as others. More diversified, in the lapse of years, Can ever be ; for true wisdom has few Elements. It has been reveal'd to babes, Of whom is the kingdom of heaven, lost Too oft in the rude contact with the world. Who can muse o'er nature, nor long to lose This fretful state of being, and imbibe The peacefulness that dwells along her glades ? There living forms of beauty realize Their capacities of life ; obstacles, Self-created, like those impeding man. Unknown in their submission to the laws Which regulate their state ; instinct their sum Of knowledge, unerringly suggestive Of the true ; each accomplishing its meed Of duty ; and in due mode rendering Homage silently to the cause of all. The contemplation of the placid scene In every mood, how soothing to the soul ! Charms, unobtrusive, there arrest the eye, Shedding soft influence, beguiling us Of care, awakening calm perceptions Of the repose that reigns around, hushing The voice of passion, or assuaging grief. HOME AND ITS DUTIES. 189 We lose the best enjoyments, freely ofFer'd. Coop'd up in cities, the abodes of art ; Where we herd in crowds, jostling each other In the pursuit of gain ; immersed in cares That spring from only artificial wants. Tasking our energies meant for higher Aims ; usefulness, self-oblivion, love, Purity and faith, the sole requisites. We become inextricably involved In unceasing strife between seeming Interests and duty, oft conflicting. While temptations, lurking under specious Forms, beti-ay ; till we forfeit self-respect, Gaining the objects of our eager search. To find them worthless by the loss of peace. We abandon habits of reflection Hurried on in the career of a false Ambition, striving to be great. To win Attention we stoop to arts unworthy, Offering hollow seeming in the place Of truth ; to others false, and wilfully Deceitful to ourselves. We but become The victims of our wrong. Success can ne'er Eradicate the taint of treachery. Which inevitably stains all virtue We may show in our exercise of power. Those who win the world as surely lose all Else worth the wealth of many worlds to gain. Fascinated by the charm of power, we Press on to its attainment, blind to all Allurement, save the deceitful object 190 HOME AND ITS DUTIES. Of our search, far from our elevation Looking round us elated by success, Confident of the present, nor doubting Of the future, arm'd in conscious proof 'gainst Fate, secure from ill, pleased complacently With others' admiration of our state. As if a homage render'd to our worth ; While we lose all the nobler attributes Of soul, debased by selfishness and pride. Basing our hopes on sand, until the poor Unsubstantial edifice we rear Of vanity lapses into utter Ruin, and we lie buried iu its fall. We oft discern o'er the ever-smiling Scenes of nature, venerable remains Of art, relics of some former age, all Picturesque in their hoary battlements, Worn by time, or left as moral emblems Of fierce passions, in the rage of strife Warring to destruction ; and we prize The massive ruin, searching in annals Of years long elapsed for the history Of its might, when within its lofty walls Power dwelt secure, issuing to make Its evil or its blessing felt around ; The feudal baron, or the mitred priest, Array'd in pomp, perversive of a meek Religion, lost in the darken'd ages Of the world. But who in the crov.ded haunts HOME AND ITS DUTIES. 191 Of men, amid festivities and joy, Where all seems mirth and gladness, may detect The living ruins, hidden under smiles. Which, like sunbeams over festering decay, Shed no reviving influence beneath ? Hearts, lost to feeling, callous from excess Of self-indulgence ; or, absorb'd by pride, Harden'd against sympathy with their kind. Minds goaded by remorse, a prey to woe Immedicable, some dark remembrance. Like a lowering cloud, casting its shadow O'er the thought, with no cheering light around To animate them on their midnight way. Natures cast in virtue's mould, by follies Warp'd from their unresisted sway, taking The bloom from thought, and strength from ciiaracter, Converting life from active usefulness To scenes of mere frivolity and ease. Some the prey of passions, beguiled awhile By reason, to usurp again the rule Wlien circumstance removes the forced restraint. Others fond of ease, neglecting duty. Nor by the pains of its omission school'd, Or false to their convictions, tho' the truth Recurs in lightning flashes to the mind, But powerless to overcome the force Of habit, interest or example, Which make a coward of the will : and life, Its better purpose turn'd aside, is past In opposition to the judgement, false To its faith, reason and all self-respect. 192 HOME AND ITS DUTIES. Religion e'en is made to wear a mask. The worship of the Supreme oft confined To outward show, a service of the lips Without the heart, from an acquiescence To establish'd rule, M'hich a calm judgement Totally condemns, yet yields its sanction For convenience, favouring some plan Of profit, or motive of servile fear. To him who looks beyond the present scene, Its poor capacities offering no lure To charm the eye, with all that it affords E'en of promise to the hope, this mental Prostitution, fatal to every Purpose of existence, is destructive Equally of the character and life. There is not beyond enlighten'd reason, Fearlessly pursued, its dictates our law Immutable, a safeguard to the mind ; And to shape our course adverse to its clear Direction, playing wantonly with truth, As if denial were a harmless sport Of intellect, indifferent whether We refuse or yield assent, is fatal To all moral growth in beauty, alone Discernible by a calm rectitude Of judgement, swerving never from the true. I would least of all affect an insiglit Into duty, denying others' claims To all respect, tho' differing from me : HOME AND ITS DUTIES. 193 As if I had caught the full reflection From the light of nature, or the mirrors Which lofty minds have left, as legacies. To show the pictured image of their thought ; But what seems only true to me, being Sought and found, must be my guide and compass, Tho' the needle vibrates at the slightest Touch, still to tremble backwards to its pole. I cannot conceive of order outwards. Unless the mind, from its consistency. Has correspondent sympathies to meet The harmony : and the repose, impress'd By all the laws of nature, must be vain To him whose moral sense has no fix'd point For conscience to exert her power to guide. Weakest of all the fear to follow on Adventurous, where truth may lead, as if Her paths, tho' devious from the beaten Tract, could conduct to aught but only peace. Many dread the energy to explore Untrodden ways, or may doubt the issue, Tho' unsought impulse prompts to the attempt ; And flowers, unknown before, invite them. Whose rare perfume they mistrust for poison. Or sway'd by others who have backwards turn'd, Confessing dangers lurking in the way. But who may safely trust another mind In search of truth, itself appropriate To only individual nature ? Who compass motives perchance unworthy o 194 HOME AND ITS DUTIES. Imitation ? or compare designs Perhaps most inconsistent with our own ? E'en principles will vary ; elements Of faith, hope have often least resemblance. What is considered false may still be true To us. Objects to the crowd can never From the same angle be discernible ; The view, tho' different, yet still the same, Foreshorten'd, or in full development, Or else curtail'd by some defect of light. The variety we see in outward Aspect, no two forms alike, tho' so few The features that compose expression. Yet ever individual in size. Proportion, and combined effect, in mind Must equally exist, all whose subtle Elements elude our computation. Worse than hopeless then the attempt to find Uniformity of thought and feeling On any subject which demands our care. J Hence necessity of toleration In religion, its varied creeds and rites ! A theme too nicely scann'd in our belief, \ Too fitly moulded to the inward sense, To be squared by rule, and made Adapted to the universal mind. It alone can profit where its doctrine Springs from our convictions, and where its rule, Acknowledged by the heart, sways each impulse There, making life a service to the faith, HOME AND ITS DUTIES. 195 Inseparably join'd, a freedom felt Froui all conscious absence of control. The restraint imposed on the assenting Will, thro' moral obligation based on Piety, is the only freedom known ; All else implies a bondage o'er the mind. The constraint of passions which have never known The curb, the world's example, so potent To mislead — opinion, universal Judge, or fashion enticing to us all. These still may be permitted guides, tho" oft Delusive, and without some previous Standard to refer our judgement, we fail To follow but in the general wake, Impell'd by forces greater than our own. But under such protection, we pursue Our way in peace, fearless of all censure. Whether lone, or blended in the mass. For we but follow where we else should lead. There is no real life where liberty Is not, as the air we breathe, our birthright, Part of our very being, essential To its every need ; and without v/hich We die to all the nobler j)urposes Of existence ; body without a soul. We have no perfect law conferring it, Save that religion graves upon the heart. The eye by which we read the commandments Of our faith ; thro' which it is our duty o2 196 HOME AND ITS DUTIES. In all time, — the only Sabbath ! to search The scriptures, the only ritual left ; Making our worship to be coeval With intelligence, and coexistent Ever with our thoughts, our deeds and motives. We only thus fulfill the Injunction To prefer our orisons in spirit And in truth, conforming all the nature To the service of the Supreme, himself A spirit, seeking such to worship him. Consistently with the life and virtue. There must be no hallucination here. No fond delusion, as if time or place Prescribed were adequate to a service, Demanding every moment of our care, Which admits no pause, jealous to require All things at our hands, to be incessant At our labour, with undivided zeal. Faithful to our duty, but free in will. To accomplish all within our power, But only in the livery of our bond. There are who limit worship to an hour, Ascribing sanctity to place and time, Investing man, as erring as ourselves. With anointed power, and earthly structures As the shrines peculiar to our trust. They consider these as holy, blending Them with their conceptions of religion, A thing apart from ordinary life, From the familiar scenes of nature ; HOME AXD ITS DUTIES. 197 Putting a curb occasionally On the will to restrain its tendencies, To leave it free or loosed, when most it needs Control, in the dail}' rounds of duty. Where temptations lie at every turn To make the world exclusive to our view. But who observant of the mind may hope To force its eager sympathies, making Them obedient to control, changing Direction, to suit some formal plan ? Or compel the stubborn heart to forgo Its privilege, and be subservient To establish'd rule ? who force conviction On the judgement, tho' the plea be urgent, Sanction'd by authorities in all time ? Sufficient what is saaction'd to each mind, That meets consent instinctive to the thought. Gives energy to principle, quickens Faith, and satisfies the claims of duty. If forms can aid, however profitless To those who abstain from their observance; Or if stated times incite to deeper Meditation, these all are holy rites, By their effects and uses justified. But difference of mode or influence Imply nor want nor excess of credence, Authorizing least uncharitable Imputations, as if superstition Or the infidel doubt usurp'd the thought. 198 HOME AND ITS DUTIES. Siicli rash aspersions ever poison peace, Sow the rank seeds of discord thro' the world, Embittering social intercourse ; Fixing on amiable characters, Touch'd with every grace, suspicions foul. Painful alike to hear, unjust and false. Strange ! that a principle so refining As religion, blending with all our best Affections, itself the source of every Virtue, the connecting link between earth And heaven, allying man to the just Made perfect, the angelic host, who know No other thought than piety, the sole Expression of a life spiritual In the presence of the Supreme, — most strange f That such a feeling, meant to purify The grosser elements of our nature, To soften every passion, to refine And elevate the soul, should in gentle Bosoms e'en be oft associated With illiberal zeal and rancorous hate, Because minds as pure and conscientious As their own adopt a difl^erent sense On subjects which admit of no consent Common to all who profess a common Faith, enjoy equally the promises Of a common hope, putting their equal Trust in the common providence of God ! But however painful to the candid HOME AND ITS DUTIES. 199 Nature the censure of the world may be, There is a claim above the world's regard, Its principalities and powers, the mind Itself, its conscientious thought, which must Be satisfied. Tho' it be isolate From all human sympathy, it will find Meet favour where it must alone be sought. We have our guidance ; not every zealot Whom we meet, oracular in judgement, Who expounds the law, nor admits a doubt Of what he deems truth, sinning against all Judgement in his ignorance of its first Element, charity, and above all, Humility, the essence of all truth. We have our guidance : the great example To our faith, whose compassion is our best Assurance in the hope of acting well Our part by prayer and meditation ; Nor need we fear, supported by his love. Familiar with his precepts, kindling Piety by communion of the heart And mind with the Father of our spirit, The busy condemnation of the world. Alas for human blindness I how many Pride themselves on religious truth in vain, Professing it in all humility Of language, to deny it in the life ! They nourish strange delusions with strange creeds. All who differ from them condemn'd to die Without compassion and without a hope ! Who, weary with disgust of bigotry. 200 HOME AND ITS DUTIES. But sighs to find some favour'd nook of earth Where charity might dwell without alarm From outrage, sharpen'd by fanatic zeal ? That blest retreat is yet denied to all. There is no refuge from the poison'd shafts Of keen intolerance : not an effort Made to soften human woe, but the herd Of zealots question the intent, unless The clang of fetters, forged to bind the thought, Be heard to blend their discord with the deed. Goodness has no exemption from their rage, Benevolence no plea, nor innocence Protection : recreation is a sin ; A cold formality, so destructive To free developement of character, Advocated, but to deform the life. But evil, whatsoever shape it wear, And none more hideous than bigotry, Has moral tendencies. Life is no scene Of easiness and sport, where careless hearts Re-echo sounds of mirth to glad appeals. Responsive, in peaceful glades, where cloudless Skies throw radiance on unfading bloom. We must wrestle with contention, seeking Repose awhile to renovate our strength To meet opposing obstacles. The world Has high attractions, full of nobleness And power, bright examples of excelling Virtue : but it has its shades. When these wear Upon the spirit, presenting objects Of discouragement to depress the mind. HOME AND ITS DUTIES. '201 We shrink within to hold communion With the idols of our thought, imaged forms Which imagination decks with light, caught From inspiration of the wise and good ; Or we fly to nature in her silent Haunts, there to contemplate the beautiful. Which abstracts us from ourselves, supplanting Self by the higher aspect of perfection ; And the glow of disinterested thought Thus communicated kindles within The energies unknown of sacrifice, Calm and irresistible in their power, Fruitful in every virtue, suggestive Of a courage, force and elevation, And a sympathy far above our own*. 'T is wise in us to leave the busy throng Of worldly interests, inimical To peace, where hollow councils fall so far Below the standard of our hope, and where Examples sap the confidence we place In virtue, conscious that we have resource In nature to reassure the spirit Depress'd and doubting of its plans of joy. There is no other solace in the rude Collisions of society, in which We seldom meet the sympathies we need. Our thoughts estranging us from the gayer Crowd, absorb'd in objects unfamiliar To our taste, or unaccordant, making * Constant, Melanges de Litterature, p. 176. 202 HOME AND ITS DUTIES. Our being an exception to the rule. We forget the energies which abound Throughout creation, not more without Than in the deep recesses of the mind, Which may be made the firm abode of thoughts Excursive in their range o'er every tlieme Of glory, with imagination prompt And unconfined to guide their pathless way. Inheritors of exhaustless power, It is the thankless only from supine Forgetfulness, who bemoan their state, blindly Indifferent to capacities, which Might enable them to rise by faithful Effort to the highest comprehension, The attributes sublime of Deity, Impress'd on all which the eye observant Can glean within its boundless range of view. Who, pure of purpose, with his mental eye Directed to impending destiny, Reveal'd, inevitable, imminent. Will e'er debase the dignity of hope Which knows no conscious limit to its flight? The misery we feel we oft create, Our happiness so lowly placed on chance. That any change of circumstance affects Us, well or ill, as the prevailing thought Fix'd on no firm foundation may decide ; Looking abroad with restless search for good When we have chymic power to separate Sweets e'en from all the bitterness of fate. HOME AND ITS DUTIES. 203 For we are but " pipes for fortune's finger To sound what stop she please," tho' melody, Beyond the concord of known sounds, is ours, If discord were not made to vibrate From our lack of skill to bring forth the tone. Concluding Sonnet. My dream has pass'd ! Tho' a changeable one, It has beguiled some weary hours of night And morn away. I at least have no right To quarrel with it, having served my turn. Like most fancies, which only profit those Who indulge them, mine will prove tedious In recital. Yet I am serious In the belief that all who may choose " To ponder fitly," will find themselves, if Not better, wishing to be so. I fear Some may look grave, or stern o'er errors here And there discernible, and others stiff: But I cannot see why thoughts should not be Free, if honest, tho' all may not agree. THE end. PRINTED BY RICHARD AND JOHN E. TAYLOR, RED LION COURT, FLEET STREET. This book is DUE on the last date stamped below 1 )95i' lO/n-ll, '50(2555)470 DNIV uoBAmonjm AA 000 367 774 PR RHin n