CHRISTIAN BIOGRAPHIES BY H. L. SIDNEY LEAR CHARLES DE CONDREN, ETC. CHRISTIAN BIOGRAPHIES BY H. L. SIDNEY LEAR New and Uniform Editions. Crown 8vo. 3*. 6d. each. Madame Louise de France, Daughter of Louis XV., known also as the MOTHER TERESE DE S. AUGUSTIN. A Dominican Artist ; a Sketch of the Life of the REV. PERE BESSON, of the Order of St. Dominic. Henri Perrey ve. By A. GRATRY, Pretre de 1'Oratoire, Professeur de Morale Evangelique a la Sorbonne, et Membre de 1' Academic Fran9aise. Translated, by special permission. With Portrait. S. Francis de Sales, Bishop and Prince of Geneva. The Revival of Priestly Life in the Seven- teenth Century in France. CHARLES DE CONDREN S. PHILIP NERI and CARDINAL DE BERULLE S. VINCENT DE PAUL SAINT SULPICE and JEAN JACQUES OLIER. A Christian Painter of the Nineteenth Cen- tury ; being the life of HIPPOLYTE FLANDRIN. Bossuet and his Contemporaries. Fe*nelon, Archbishop of Cambrai. Henri Dominique Lacordaire. A Biographical Sketch. With Frontispiece. LONGMANS, GREEN AND CO. LONDON, NEW YORK, AND BOMBAY THE of &rfe*tl 2Ufe IN THE SEVENTEENTH CENTURY IN FRANCE BY H. L. SIDNEY LEAR 1 1 AUTHOR OF ' A DOMINICAN ARTIST,' ' LIFE OF S. FRANCIS DE SALES' ETC. ETC. NEW IMPRESSION LONGMANS, GREEN, AND CO. 39 PATERNOSTER ROW, LONDON NEW YORK AND BOMBAY 1903 TO 3lo{m CHANCELLOR OF SARUM CATHEDRAL AMD PRINCIPAL OF HER THEOLOGICAL COLLEGE WHOSE LIFE IS DEVOTJF.U TO THE SUBJECT OF THIS LITTLE BOOK IN ENGLAND FT IS DEDICATED WITH THE WARMEST AFFECTION AND GRATITUDE Preface *T"^HE following pages must only be read from the point of view from which they were written i.e. as a mere sketch of one part of a very important period of Church history. They do not in the smallest degree affect to comprehend the great subject placed at their head ; enough if they should lead people to read and study for themselves some parts of a mine of information not readily exhausted. But per- haps in these days, when, so many hearts are depressed by a keen sense of the evils surround- ing Christ's Church in the various shapes of un- belief, misbelief ; and imperfect practice, even where theoretically belief may be sound, some consolation may be gained from seeing how the like clouds hung darkly over their forefathers, viii PREFACE. and out of what abuses and corruptions God has not failed to bring His Church. Thank God that each carefully studied page of history does but confirm us in our strong unfailing trust in His unfailing Promise, "Lo, I am with you always, even to the end of the world." We are all fast hastening on to the individual end of each, as far as this life goes. May His Grace enable us to be faithful in our respective callings, to give up all for His Sake joyfully, to fear no evil, certain that His Arm is round us, His Right Hand succouring us. " And then it shall be said in that Day, Lo ! this is our God, we have waited for Him, and He will save us : we have waited for Him, we will be glad and rejoice in His Salvation." Isa. xxv. 9. CONTENTS CHAPTER 1 CHARLES DE CONDREX ...<,v*, i CHAPTER IL S. PHILIP NERI AND CARDINAL UE BERULLE wt ... 31 CHAPTER III. DE CONDREN'S INNER LIFE AND LETTERS, 51 CHAPTER IV. THE ORATORY AND ITS SYSTEM 157 CHAPTER V. S. VINCENT DE PAUL AND THE LAZARISTS 213 CHAPTER VI. SAINT SULPICE AND JEAN JACQUES OLIER 252 CHAPTER VII. PRESENT TIMES 305 a 2 PRIESTLY LIFE IN FRANCE. CHAPTER I. CHARLES DE CONDREN. A TIME of great darkness is generally also a time in which some great and dazzling light is seen ; the stars never shine so brightly as in the darkest sky; and when the heaviest clouds of negligence or profli- gacy have lowered with the most seemingly hopeless density over God's Church, He has ever vouchsafed to cause His rainbow to appear, telling those whose hearts are well nigh failing for fear " that there is light in Heaven." So it was in the particular period of French Church History here touched upon. The sky was dark with clouds of unbelief, ignorance, neglect, sensuality, and avarice, enough to scare the bravest heart; and yet through it all there bursts upon our sight a galaxy of light which casts its brightness over the Church to this day, and will cast it so long as history endures. A >* ' * 2 PRIESTLY LIFE IN FRANCE. Some names, known and loved wherever true hearts beat with love of Christ and His Church, will readily occur to every one's mind in thinking of that period, but amid the "bright particular stars" which shine forth so gloriously in the Church of the latter part of the sixteenth and earlier part of the seventeenth cen- turies, the name of Charles de Condren is probably unknown to many who are familiar with those house- hold objects of love and veneration, S. Francis de Sales, S. Vincent de Paul, or even with the scarcely less revered names of Cardinal du Perron, Cardinal de Berulle, and M. Olier. This is as he himself, the Pere de Condren, would have wished; for the one most striking characteristic of his singularly holy life was its intense humility the real desire to " efface" himself to penetrate his whole existence with the spirit of S. Paul's words, " Not I, but Christ in me." " Would have wished " may be said advisedly; for who can for a moment doubt that when the mortal puts on immortality, when the flesh ceases to cumber the spirit with its weakness, when every motion of sin, of pride, or self-consciousness has fallen before that Light in which the freed soui sees light for ever, there can be but one desire even in the humblest heart, i.e. that God may be glorified ; and if His Glory can be promoted by setting forth how His upholding Grace was vouchsafed to any of His children here on earth. CHARLES DE CONDREN. so as to bring them nearer than is common to our Dear Lord's Likeness, would they not now joyfully assent to any such manifestation, re-echoing the cry, "Not unto us, O Lord, not unto us, but to Thy Name give the glory!" Lowly as he was, marvellous in his gift of humility, and veritably counting himself all unworthy of any place among those who have done good service to the Church, Pere de Condren can scarcely be overlooked by those who study the history of the Church in the sixteenth century. Foremost themselves in the re- vival of a higher tone among the clergy of France, the Oratorians were so distinctly the progenitors of those great works which as so often occurs in the order of God's Providence subsequently overshadowed their source, that, while acknowledging the services of the Lazarists and Saint Sulpiciens, these latter must be traced backward to the Oratory; and, though not the founder of that Congregation, few members had so important a share in shaping and directing its course as de Condren. The Director of Cardinal de Be'rulle and of Jean Jacques Olier whose great work as foun- der of the Seminary of Saint Sulpice was mainly de Condren's doing left no slight stamp on his times, to say nothing of his influence upon the King of France (Louis XIII.) and his unruly brother Gaston d'Orleans, or what he did as Superior of the Oratory. PRIESTLY LIFE IN FRANCE. Yet all the while, as the image of Charles de Condren rises before one, it is still more as the saintly Priest, whose whole life was spent in seeking to imitate the Example of our Blessed Lord, than as the able ecclesi- astic, or wise director, or active superior. There is a singular sense of repose as we dwell upon his history; the turmoil of Church politics certainly not less stirring then than now the manifold engrossments and occupations of his office, literary, spiritual and administrative, never seem to disturb the calm stead- fast bent of his soul, or that clear current of his life which swept onward like a deep river towards the sea, straight for Paradise. There is none of that restless hurry and scattering of power to be traced in de Condren's life, which led one of his noblest descen- dants the modern restorer of the Oratory, Pere Gratry to write : " The world moves on with ever- increasing rapidity, movement becomes intensified in every shape, moral, intellectual, and physical; and beneath this surface movement I fear one discovers that there is a slackening of central impetus we whirl about more, but we advance less. ... It is a univer- sal blot, every living thing finds the difficulty of self- recollection, of gathering itself together, and abiding steadfast at the heart's core. ... It is the degenerarc tamen of Virgil; it is that which S. Bernard has called " evisceratio mentis," the disembowelling of the soul. CHARLES DE CONDREN. . . . Life hurries on, spreads itself far and wide, but the source of life dries up. ... In days of old there were men whose whole life was absorbed in their great Centre God; and who found peace, light and happi- ness therein. To them it furnished the motive power, the life of all things. But in these days where shall we find such calm, deep minds, dwelling in the Invisible, and rapt in heavenly things, ever facing eastwards amid the whirl of life? ... All our strength [as priests] lies in prayer and faith, nourished in our souls by recollection and retirement, by the habit of that interior life which alone fosters holiness, light and love. We shall never become useful ministers of the Gospel by multiplying our surface efforts, or by accumulating good works; that can only be done through the mighty power of a humble heart which leans on God, of a thoughtful soul which drinks deep of Him." 1 Pere Gratry might well have had his predecessor's life in mind as he wrote these words, for if ever a man's good service sprang from that mighty power, " a humble heart which leans on God, and a thought- ful soul which drinks deep of Him," it was his of whom it has been written, "He was a very marvel in his detachment from creatures and his union with God. His great freedom from creature engrossments 1 Life of H. Perreyve, p. 173. PRIESTLY LIFE IN FRANCE. left a clear space for the workings of Divine Light, and he was filled to overflowing with its brightness." 1 Charles de Condren was born December 15, 1588, at the Chateau de Vauxbuin, near Soissons. His father a soldier held a good position at the Court of Henri IV., and the test and standard of merit in his eyes was military capacity, physical courage and endurance. Apparently Madame de Condren's horizon was less limited ; for before her child's birth, and on his first entrance into the world, she offered him specially to God an offering upon which the future Oratorian looked back gratefully as having influenced his future career in no small degree. "I had the blessing," he wrote, "of being dedicated from my birth to God, like the first-born of the Children of Israel, but I had an advantage over them in that the law of substitution has ceased to be, and I am not exempt from myself fulfilling the conditions of my dedication. ... I thank God for this, I do not covet a dispensation I am only too happy to serve perpetually in the Temple of God." But the soldier- father had no intention of making a Levite of his boy ; and, lest nursery caresses and influences should enervate his first formed character, the baby was taken from women's care for all save that which rougher handling scarce could afford ; and, while still iiuudon. CHARLES DE CONDREN. in arms, he was carried about by one of his father's soldiers, who amused Charles with warlike play, made military songs his lullaby, and taught him to look upon drums and trumpets, swords and harque- busses, as natural toys. As soon as the boy could walk he was dressed in miniature uniform, and sup- plied with tiny weapons of war. No wonder that the military tendency thus early developed clung to de Condren through life, so that to the end, through all his years of self-devotion in a very different service, it was still hot within him ; and he would smile some- times at his own soldier-like nature. One or two childish feats of courage and prowess, still recorded, gave intense delight to his father; all the more that one in which, by a deftly dealt blow, Charles parried the onslaught of a buffalo in the Pare de Monceau, was witnessed by Henri IV., and the King was not chary of his notice and praise. However, M. de Condren had the wisdom not to con- fine his son's education to strictly military matters ; and the natural gift of a remarkably powerful memory, so that he could repeat even difficult things by heart after once reading them and alluding to which he once said that he " thought he had never forgotten any- thing since he was eighteen months old " made his progress rapid and easy. Only one thing more necessary perhaps for a gentleman's complete PRIESTLY LIFE IN FRANCE. education then than now young de Condren could not learn the art of dancing. He was always taken ill when this process was attempted ! and later on, when constrained by his father to take part in Court entertainments, the same result invariably occurred. The future ascetic was also foretold in his childish displeasure with a very pretty portrait which had been taken of him. Conscious of the danger of vanity, he assaulted the picture privately with a big stick, but unfortunately found it altogether beyond the reach of his small arm; whereupon, true to his military training, Charles watched his opportunity, and contriving to shut himself into the room where the offending picture hung, with some arrows he shot at the impromptu target till it was satisfactorily defaced ! Besides these traits little concerning de Condren's childhood is on record, save his strict truthfulness and accuracy. His tutor, M. le Masson, a Canon of Soissons, bears testimony to the purity of his childish life, and adds that his ability and orderly ways made it pleasant to teach him. It was an understood thing in the family that Charles was to be a soldier, and when at about the age of twelve he began to feel a powerful drawing to a different career, he foresaw that any change of vocation would be unacceptable to his father. Never- theless a stronger power than the boy could resist led CHARLES DE CONDREN. him on ; the Love of God grew warm in his heart, and with that the spirit of sacrifice, which hence- forward coloured his whole life so deeply, took possession of him. Already he grasped the great doctrine of our Dear Lord's One Perfect Sacrifice ; and out of that grew an intense desire to unite him- self to It in dying daily ; and this he conceived he could best do as a priest, although his high estimate of the dignity of that calling and his own unworthiness thereof became continually more marked. Accord- ing to his own account, a clear voice resounded within him, " I will that thou be a Priest to serve Me and My Church ; " and he then and there pros- trating himself, offered his future life to God, and never henceforward felt the slightest doubt as to the course which lay before him. Consequently hence- forth, while studying diligently, he looked upon all his secular studies as only so many means of preparing himself to serve God better, and the talents, which he could not but recognise in himself, as gifts to be used for His Glory. M. de Condren removed his son after a time from school, wishing him to study at home, and then the ease and rapidity with which he learnt (he is said to have mastered the science of mathe- matics in the most wonderful fashion) enabled him secretly to devote his leisure to theological studies. Sometimes he went out professedly shooting, but as io PRIESTL Y LIFE IN FRANCE. soon as he was well away in the woods, and some pre- sentable bag made to avoid exciting suspicion, the young sportsman laid aside his gun, and a volume of the Fathers (S. Augustine was his favourite author) or the Summa of S. Thomas Aquinas was drawn forth, and the rest of his day was spent in study. He had another ingenious device to the same end. With the connivance of his own personal attendant, a German valet, who would do anything his master wished, and who undertook never to let any one save himself make Charles's bed, young de Condren cut away a hollow place in his mattress, and kept his theological books, the sight of which would have given sore offence to his father, therein, gladly cutting short his hours of sleep on behalf of this chosen study. It must have been rather difficult to work hard and pray much in that bustling cheerful family house, always full of company, and with constant interruptions from Court gaieties and the like. But from the time that Charles left school he made recollection and advance in the spiritual life his great aim, and while so doing he learnt to offer the very interruptions which other- wise would have fretted him to God, and thus by patience turned them to his soul's profit instead of hindrance. His sister accidentally took up a sheet of paper some time later, which contained his general confession for the two years and a half elapsed since CHARLES DE CONDREN. n he came home from school, and though on seeing what it contained she immediately put it down; her passing glance shewed her that the first point of her brother's self-examination was recollection of the Presence of God, and that he must have been able to preserve this in a very marked and unusual manner. But this sort of thing was not at all what M. de Condren desired. His ambition that his son might win military renown had by no means decreased, and as soon as Charles's studies were considered to be finished, the old soldier prepared to send him to join the army either at Calais, where Devic was in com- mand, under whom Henri IV. had expressed a wish that his young protdgd should serve ; or in Holland, which was supposed just then to be the best school of military discipline. It was a time of sore struggle to the young man, for notwithstanding his strong draw- ings to the priesthood, and his firm belief that it was his vocation, he had no slight inclination for the army; and his own natural tastes, developed as they had been by early training, quite fell in with the course which respect for his father's wishes prompted him to take. It was a question only to be solved by much prayer, and in that, accompanied by fasting, de Condren sought for light as to his real and highest duty. His father saw that there were breakers a-head. 12 PRIESTL Y LIFE IN FRANCE. and with kindly consideration he called in the assistance of a relation, M. de Briqueville, Chevalier de Malte, whose personal piety gave him a certain weight with Charles. This gentleman did not fail to urge upon his young cousin the paramount duty of obedience to his father, as well as the probable displeasure of the King if his wishes were lightly set aside. De Condren assented to all this, and moreover he frankly admitted that he had a passionate delight in the calling now urged upon him. He did not refuse active service, only asking that he might be sent to Hungary to fight against the Turks, rather than to Holland or Calais, and adding, " Nevertheless, if I had my choice, I would do neither, for my one sole ambition is to serve God in His Church." M. de Condren was greatly irritated when de Briqueville reported his son's views, and for a time he even refused to see Charles, accusing him of cowardice and bigotry. Those were trying days, and the issue seemed doubtful, when an unexpected solution to the difficulty was sent, in the order of God's Providence, in the shape of a severe illness, which ran its course so fiercely that before long the doctors pronounced the case hopeless. Charles had already thoroughly grasped the spirit of sacrifice, which was later on so marked a feature of his character; and seen from that point of view, he was ready to accept life or death, as CHARLES DE CONDREN. 13 it pleased his Master to appoint. But when he heard his father's bitter lamentations, and his appeal to God to spare his child, there came upon him a strong im- pulse, which he obeyed, beseeching M. de Condren to make a willing sacrifice, and adding that possibly, if he were to offer his son willingly to the priesthood, God might yet see fit to raise him up to health. Greatly touched at this, which to all appearance was a dying request, the old man out of the abundance of his heart offered his child freely, adding, " Since the very thought of our earthly court kills him, perhaps the promise of the Heavenly Courts may revive him;" and from that moment he became as full of hope as he had been of despair. The father's hopes were fulfilled, and Charles re- covered ; but for fear his changed prospects should be forgotten with his changed condition, he insisted on putting on a cassock the first time he left his bed, and henceforth there was no further question as to his destination in life. Having once conceded the point, M. de Condren was anxious to promote his son's views heartily, and made no difficulty about sending him to study at the Sorbonne, where Charles was the pupil of Philippe de Gamache and Duval, under whom he speedily distinguished himself. His natural ability made his work comparatively easy, and much time was spent by the young student 14 PRIESTLY LIFE IN FRANCE. in prayer, so that he was looked upon with great re- spect, and some little awe, by his companions, who notwithstanding found plenty to admire in his intel- lectual and physical capabilities. Always subject to severe illness, de Condren was again attacked by a one-and-twenty day fever while studying at the Sor- bonne, A.D. 1609, and when the crisis came he was so reduced that the last Sacraments were administered to him by the Abbd Hubert, afterwards Archbishop of Bourges. He was supposed to be in the last agony, when de Gamache, meeting his class as usual, felt so absorbed in the condition of his favourite pupil, that instead of the intended lecture, he could only speak of the dying youth, on whose earnest life and stedfast preparation for death he dwelt lovingly; and as he himself and his listeners waxed warmer and more full of regrets, he entreated all to lift up their hearts to God, if it might be that He would yet restore de Condren. Together with their professor the whole class knelt in prayer and it was granted the longed- for turn in the malady came, and once more de Con- dren turned back to life from the very edge of the grave. According to the rule of the Sorbonne, when de Con- dren had completed his course of theology, at the age of twenty-three, he was sent as professor of philosophy to the University of Paris, and he applied all his energies CHARLES DE CONDREN. 15 to fulfilling the task well. He began by carefully writing all his lectures, but the ill health which became increasingly his lot, hindered this greatly, and he was obliged to give up the habit and often to trust to his memory as sole preparation ; but notwithstanding he continued to distinguish himself by the ability with which he lectured. 1 A prayer was found which he had written for him- self to be used habitually before entering his class- room, in which he asks light and knowledge of God, to enable him to impart them to others, ending with these words, "Shed out Thy Light upon Thy children through me, but may they never impute to me the light, the truth, or any other gifts which are solely Thine ; may they ever keep Thee in Sight as the One 1 Habitually de Condren looked to God for the words he should say or write for the benefit of others. Thus we find him writing to a certain M. de Silleri, who had asked him for spiritual instructions : " I have set myself to write several times. I have offered your intention to God, and told Him how bound I feel to help you, and have besought grace to do so, very earnestly for several days, but so far He has not been pleased to vouchsafe me anything to say to you. ' We had the sentence of death in ourselves, that we should not trust in ourselves, but in God which raiseth the dead ' (2 Cor. i. 9). I may well apply the Apostle's words to myself, for I have found nought in my own mind save a great void, and the sentence of death. . . I need not marvel that I can do nothing without Christ, since it is my duty to desire nothing save His Will, but I must humble myself because I cannot always find that strength I need in Him." Letters, No. Ixxiv. p. 273, edit. Pin. 1 6 PRIESTLY LIFE TN FRANCE. Only Principle of all truth, and help me always to ac- knowledge Thy Light, and my own profound darkness." There were certain rules which de Condren made for himself in this new phase of life, one of which was to watch carefully over his eyes, and not let them habitually wander, and so form an unrecol- lected habit of mind. On arriving at the door of his lecture-room, he used to pause an instant in ejacu- latory prayer, and then making the sign of the Cross, he began his work as in God's Sight. He was on the watch for passing movements of self-satisfaction, vanity or speculative tendency as he taught, diligently checking them ; and one special point in his self-ex- amination had reference to the inner spirit as well as the outer way in which his lecture had been delivered Already de Condren had subjected his daily life to a carefully studied rule, in which the examination of conscience filled an important place. Taking our Saviour's words " Without Me ye can do nothing " as a guide, he examined himself as to whether he had striven to fulfil every duty in Christ's Strength ; how far he had given good heed to the whispered in- spirations of the Holy Spirit ; whether he had given way to his natural impulses, or if self-love had in any- thing prevailed over the Love of God; whether friend- ship or complaisance had induced him to lose sight of his first duty to God ; whether he had resisted God's CHARLES DE CONDREN. 17 Holy Will, or been relaxed and cold in devotions, or in his highest aim after a holy life ? All these points were duly weighed, his omissions confessed with con- trition, and a fresh dedication of his whole being made to God. He was wont, later on, to recommend those who are striving after the hidden life to make a brief self-examination three times a day, namely, in the morning looking forward to the duties of the coming hours, and back upon the faults of the day past, so as to guard against their renewal, and specially consecrating all the little details of life to God : and at noon and evening reviewing the past in the same spirit with which Bishop Andrewes says, " Evening is come ; the evening of life is old age." He sought to lie down to sleep, making an act of dying to the things of this life, and surrendering his body, soul and spirit to God during the season of helplessness, uniting his own natural rest in intention with the Rest of God and His Saints. His first wak- ing act was to be one of self-oblation ; himself, every faculty and action, offered absolutely in union with God's Will. All through life de Condren looked upon the first thoughts in waking as a most important point of self-watchfulness. " Members of the Incarnate Word," (he wrote to a priest under his guidance,) " and pledged to live in i8 PRIESTL Y LIFE IN FRANCE. Him Alone, we should begin that life daily, as we begin our material life anew each day on waking. It is of His Grace that we shake off the bonds of sleep, which is a kind of deathlike void, and begin to serve Him afresh ; and I believe that moment of waking to be a very important one, which gives the tone to our whole day. Beware of letting the natural indolence of your first awakening master you, or indeed any other temptation or passion : we should cultivate the habit of waking up zealous for God's service, striving to fill our hearts with His Presence by the help of some holy thought, so that there may be no room for the world or the devil to enter in, or for our own evil propensities to coil around and hinder our work. While asking God to keep us in His Holy Hands at the beginning of the day, it is well to dedicate our waking to the Unchanging Watchfulness of God. * He that keepeth Israel shall neither slumber nor sleep/ (Ps. cxxi.) Even as God has given us rest as an image of His Eternal Rest, so our wakeful hours are an emblem of His Vigilance, and we should honour Him in both alike. ... It is well too, on first waking, to worship the Word, Who accepted human life in the Incarnation. We should make an act of self- renunciation, and offer ourselves to Him to whatever purpose He will use us ; putting aside all that enslaves us to self or the creature, and seeking to enter into CHARLES DE CONDREN. 19 His Mind, forsaking all which He rejected, and striv- ing to drink as deeply of His Spirit as we can." 1 And again : " The soul should wake to God as promptly as the body wakes to life as soon as the material light gladdens our eyes, the Sun of Righteous- ness should enlighten our hearts. Sleep calms the mind, and prepares it for new beginnings, but directly that sleep has passed away we are specially alive to all manner of impressions, be they for good or evil. A holy thought faithfully grasped then will abide with us through the day's distractions j but if we yield to evil thoughts in our first waking moments, the devil and self-love will conspire to disturb our devotions and hinder us all day long." So carefully was de Condren's rule of life framed, that it prescribed that he should dress quickly, fixing his thoughts the while on that fall of man which first led to the need of garments to cover him ; and bear- ing in mind that his cassock was the livery of God, an emblem of the " Coat without seam ; " a warning to enfold his soul as closely in Christ as his body was enfolded by its vesture. In like manner de Condren's devotional exercises were minutely arranged. Long since he had made it a rule to himself never to begin to pray, or come into God's Presence, without an act of con 1 Lettres, IxxviiL 20 PRIESTL Y LIFE IN FRANCE. trition. Of course, he went daily to Mass, and as it has been said, that was his life, his Heaven, his All. 1 He never wearied of repeating that a good Communion implies the reign of God within the soul ; and in later years, when he had to teach his spiri- tual children how best to use this great and precious Gift, he always loved to dwell upon the desire our Dear Lord has that we should come to Him in His own Blessed Sacrament, in order that we may be one with Him that we may dwell in Him, as well as He in us ; urging that men should communicate, not for their own soul's benefit alone, but for His Glory, and to satisfy His exceeding longing after us. 2 In the same way he was always anxious to prevent people testing the fruitfulness of their communions by their conscious delight or consolation therein, or even by more apparently substantial results. Such earnest desire for warmth of feeling and tangible effects has more of self-love in it than the love of God, he used to say. De Condren's rule was that when the bell rang for any meal, he made an act of self-oblation, asking that the food he took might be taken for God's Glory, and thanking Him for it so that the natural satisfaction of eating and drinking might be secondary to his Master's service. In society and seasons of recreation 1 Vie, AbW Pin, p. 71. a Lettres, Ixxvi. Ixxx. &c. CHARLES DE CONDREN. 21 one of his strictest rules was never to speak ill of any one, and as far as might be to screen the faults of others. Another rule guarded him against too free intercourse with the world and its foolish tittle tattle, but meanwhile all this secret vigilance did not make him stiff or constrained. His manners were open and attractive, so his contemporary biographer (the Pere Ameiote) says ; his conversation was especially bright and varied, as might be expected of one gifted with such a power of memory ; he was always cheerful, and the centre of cheerfulness to others, and his gentleness and consideration won the hearts of all who knew him. When the appointed year of his Professorship ended, de Condren determined on spending that which was to follow in the strictest retirement and preparation for his ordination; and as a preliminary measure he renounced his position as eldest son (his brother was a soldier, as we find by an allusion in one of his letters), 1 signing a formal legal act to that effect, and only consenting to receive a small yearly allowance from his father, a practical form of self-renunciation which touched the elder de Condren's heart deeply, and seemed to make him realise the intensity of his son's vocation more than he had yet done. If he might not give Charles money, at least he might give him 1 No. hoocviii. 22 PRIESTL Y LIFE IN FRANCE. the books which, though not equally attractive to the old soldier, he knew to be his son's delight ; but after a time even the costly library thus formed frequently underwent losses, and the books he loved de Condren often sold to relieve the poor. " It is better to let my intellectual craving fast than that the poor should lack bread," he would say. The proposed year of solitude and preparation a prolonged Retreat virtually was spent in the country, and at length, September 17, 1614, the great desire of his life was fulfilled, and de Condren received Priest's Orders. This was immediately followed by a retreat of three weeks, with a special view to his First Celebration. Probably its results may be held as expressed in a letter written some time later to a priest under similar circumstances. "Take counsel with those about you," he says; " they will, I imagine, find more need to restrain and simplify your mind than to pour in anything fresh. God will fill it the more abundantly in pro- portion to the simple content with which you accept whatever it pleases Him to give you. Always begin your preparation by an act of purification as in the Presence of Jesus Christ (the One Sovereign Priest, and the Fountain Head of all priestly inten- tions) from sin, from self, and from the world the three things which are liable to usurp His place in our CHARLES DE CONDREN. 23 hearts, and fill them by excluding Him. After an act of humiliation, of contrition, and of abnegation with respect to these three hindrances, pray that He would Himself cleanse you. It was before the First Celebra- tion that He washed His disciples' feet, and He told S. Peter that except He should wash him he would have no part in Him. We cannot be worthily pre- pared for this Great Sacrifice unless He wash us in His Precious Blood, unless we spiritually cleanse ourselves therein. Then give yourself wholly to Him, to offer up the Sacrifice with His Mind and Intention, in His Name and as His representative. We should seek utterly to efface ourselves in this great act to be merely members of Jesus Christ, offering what He offers, and doing what He does, as though we ourselves were nothing. We can never sufficiently ignore ourselves in this Sacred Office, or say simply enough with Jesus, 'This is My Body/ Next, offer Jesus to God's Divine Majesty, as a sin-offering in honour of His Greatness; as a thanksgiving for all His Blessings vouchsafed to His Church and to all creation; as a satisfaction for all offences against that Majesty; as an acknowledgment of the worship due to that Infinite Perfection, to the boundless Love of God, and as an act of reparation for all the insults men heap upon Him. " Further, offer the Lord's Body as comprising the 24 PRIESTLY LIFE IN FRANCE. Church's whole voice in prayer together with your own : Jesus sums up in Himself and is all that we can possibly desire or ask of God, and the best and fullest prayer that we can offer is that Jesus may be perfected in us and in others. In Him is all our grace, and in Him it will be fulfilled with the greatest perfection that we can ask or seek. In Him all the holiest intentions both of the creature and the Creator are combined. " Bear in mind too that the Sacrifice which you offer is not merely the Sacrifice of the Son of God it is also the Sacrifice of the Head and the Members, that is to say of the Perfect Redeemer, of Jesus Christ in His Church, which is His fulness; for our Divine Head communicates His Priesthood to His Church, offering Himself with her, teaching her to offer herself with Him. 'We in Him and He in us.' At the Altar you are a partaker, a member with Him and with the Blessed Virgin, with all the Saints in Paradise, and all the faithful yet militant on earth. Hence it beseems you to forget yourself in them, and to offer the Holy Sacrifice in, for, and with them." ' Prescribed routine required de Condren next to return to the Sorbonne, to take his Doctor's degree, and during this sojourn in Paris he made himself remarkable by his earnest preaching taking (under 1 Letters, No. Ixxiv. CHARLES DE CONDREN. 2J obedience, for he always shrank from coming forward voluntarily) an Advent course or " Station " at Saint Nicholas du Chardonneret, the Lent Station at Saint Honore', and the Octave of Corpus Christi at Saint Mddard, and filling up his time though indeed one would not imagine there could have been much to spare by going forth to evangelise and teach among the poor population of the suburbs. When the Collegiate forms were all fulfilled, de Con- dren, who had but one aim the total dedication of his life to his Master's service hastened to present himself before Monseigneur Hennequin, Bishop of Soissons, placing himself at his absolute disposition, and asking only to be employed in the humblest offices of the Church, wheresoever he could be of use. So little was this the usual tone of the young clergy of those days, among whom too frequently preferment and profitable office was the great object, that the Bishop received de Condren's declarations as merely a courteous way of asking for a benefice, and while giving him the reception due to his worldly position, expressed his regret that no cure of souls suitable to the young priest's connexions and expectations was at his disposal. Much distressed at being so misunder- stood, de Condren endeavoured to explain that nothing was further from his wishes than to hold any benefice whatever, and that all he asked was to be usefully but 26 PRIESTLY LIFE IN FRANCE. humbly employed. The good bishop was not a very enthusiastic person probably, and he could not wake up to a perception of the young man's real meaning, so the interview ended by de Condren's taking leave of Monseigneur Hennequin, considerably disappointed, but trusting his future to God's Providence, prepared to do whatever His Will might indicate. To his old tutor, M. le Masson, de Condren remarked that he had hoped to be allotted the post of curate in some country parish, where he would have worked heart and soul, but he supposed he was unworthy of such a post unfit as yet to do any real good to the souls of other men; and he then adopted as his rule, and followed to the end of his life the conviction, " when there seems no opening for any new undertaking which one desires, one should remain quietly where one is, seeking to glorify God to the utmost in the position He assigns one for the time being, until it shall please Him to call one to some fresh work." The result of this check to de Condren's ardour was that he spent another year at the Sorbonne, during which, in spite of almost continued ill-health, attended with much real suffering, he worked indefatigably both among the poor and in hospital and prison visiting, so that some of his friends said that practically he was the curate of several parishes instead of one only ! But while resolutely persevering in all this external CHARLES DE CONDREN. 27 work, a conviction was day by day deepening in de Condren's heart, that his true vocation was an interior one, and that it was in the Religious life that God meant to claim his service. While refusing no toil which was allotted to him, he treasured times of private study and meditation increasingly, and drank more and more deeply of Patristic theology and Holy Writ, which last he habitually studied on his knees. Naturally too, he frequented religious houses, ponder- ing within himself as to what Order God would have him join. His love of poverty made him seriously think of joining the Franciscans, while the life of prayer and silence led by the Carthusians attracted his fervent spirit with powerful influence. He was in the habit of frequenting their house in Paris, and at times his desire to enter that community became very urgent, and many a day he knelt before the Blessed Sacrament offering himself to God as a follower of S. Bruno if such was His Holy Will. But somehow the answer to his fervent prayers did not lead him on in this direction and a strong conviction was im- pressed on de Condren's mind that it was not in either of these Orders that God required His service. With characteristic humility, he believed this to be because he was unworthy of them, and while giving up any choice in the matter, he continued to offer himself before God for any community He might assign. 28 PRIESTL Y LIFE IN FRANCE. "There are four conditions on which one's mental attitude must be shaped with reference to the work of one's life," he used to say: i. To do all things what- soever for the love of God; 2. To be content to do nothing at all, if it is His Will ; 3. To bear every- thing for Him ; 4. To be content to have nothing to bear if He is pleased to withhold the Cross for a time." No wonder if those who watched him took a differ- ent view from his own of de Condren's worth and powers. An official personage came to ask the vener- able Head of the Sorbonne, Andre* Duval, to send de Condren as confessor to a certain convent, implying that it was not necessary to select any one very special for a parcel of women if a priest could hear their confessions and give them absolution, no more was needed ! ' But the old Doctor turned sharply upon his visitor, and assured him that M. de Condren was worthy of a cardinal's hat, and that no ministry could be found in the Church for which his mental capacity and personal holiness would not amply fit him. Nor was this estimate of the young priest's worth confined to those who immediately surrounded him. While he was thus labouring and praying, believing in his Even this was not necessarily what every priest could do at that period ; a French Bishop a few years later declared sorrow- fully that the greater number of priests in his diocese did not even know the formula of absolution ! CHARLES DE CONDREN. 29 humility that it was because of his own unworthiness that as yet he could not see plainly whither God would have him go, his vocation was being made out for him elsewhere. Pere de BeVulle, Founder of the Oratory in France, had heard of de Condren, had watched him, and was deeply impressed by him, and believing that such a man would do infinite service for God in the Community he was founding, was not only praying himself, but had asked the prayers of a great number of pious people, both Religious and in the world, on behalf of his desire, i.e. that if it was indeed, as he believed, God's Will, de Condren might be led to the Oratory. For three years Pere de Be'rulle had been praying thus, when, as though in answer to his prayers, de Condren being pressed within himself by an urgent desire to come to some definite knowledge as to his vocation, it came into his mind that he would go into retreat at the Oratory, and if possible obtain the privilege of the Pere de Be'rulle' s help during it as his spiritual guide. No need to say that this was thankfully afforded, and during the retreat the Father's impressions were daily deepened. It was a season of severe trial at first to de Condren. Dryness and darkness, weariness, interior desolation, a seeming impossibility of seeing his Dear Lord all these and other searching spiritual trials, such as it pleases God sometimes to lay upon 30 PRIESTLY LIFE IN FRANCE. His chosen servants, came upon the young priest. He found a tender and experienced director in de Be'rulle, and was able himself to say at the most trying moment of the storm : " It is well I need not to wake my Saviour enough that I know Him to be with us in the ship I know that He shares every peril and after all, while He seems to sleep, I know that His Loving Heart wakes for me." At the end of a week the darkness passed away. Charles de Condren knelt peaceful, satisfied, in full faith before the altar, his prayers answered, his vocation decided. God had spoken within His servant's heart, and he had no longer any doubt as to whither he was called. " Be it unto me according to Thy Word," was his answer, and on June 17, 1617, de Condren entered upon his noviciate, taking the habit of the Congrega- tion of the Oratory on the 25th November following. 1 1 .Archive*. P. dc I'Oratoire, in. 626. S. PHILIP NERI AND DE B&RULLE. 31 CHAPTER II. S. PHILIP NERI AND CARDINAL DE B&UJLLE. IT was with a view to remedy the existing state of things among the clergy which is illustrated by de Condren's unsatisfactory visit to the Bishop of Soissons, that the Oratory had been founded in France by Pere de Be'rulle. But he was not the first founder of the Congregation. An ignorant, degenerate, too often demoralised clergy, and the abuses which as an inevitable result penetrated all sections of the Church, ecclesiastical and lay, led to the Reformation, which in its turn lowered the standard of sacerdotal dignity and reverence in many quarters. Wars of religion, luxurious courts, apostate priests these and many another blot defiled the Bride of Christ, and as usual, the reaction stirred up the hearts of those who were " faithful unto death," and urged them on in their several ways to do whatever in them lay to counteract the overwhelming floods of misbelief and laxity, and to maintain a body of pure-minded Catholics, ready to give them- selves even to death for Christ's Sake. Of such were Ignatius Loyola, S. Teresa, S. Vincent de Paul, 32 PRIESTL Y LIFE IN FRANCE. S. Francis de Sales, and S. Philip Neri, the first founder of the Oratorians. There is something peculiarly attractive in the char- acter of " sweet Father Philip," as it reaches us. He was a Florentine of noble family, born in 1515 ; and even in his boyish days, when he delighted to relieve the monotony of school hours by visiting the celebrated Convent of San Marco in Florence, drinking in holy thoughts and visions from Fra Angelico's marvellous frescoes, he was familiarly known as "il buon Pippo" so pure and earnest were his ways. Sent when eighteen to Naples, in order that he might become partner and heir to a wealthy merchant uncle, Philip gave the world a fair trial for two years, and then, with the same bright cheerfulness which marked all his actions, he severed himself from all his brilliant earthly prospects, and travelled on foot to Rome, begging his bread as he went, " for the love of holy poverty." The ascetic and devout life which he led there, feeding on vegetables and fruit, studying theo- logy with ardour, and yet praying even more than he 1 Throughout his long life, S. Philip Neri practised an abstin- ence which he would not permit his spiritual children to imitate, He used to say with a smile, that he was " afraid of growing fat 1" but to the other Oratorians he enjoined eating what was set before them, sometimes saying that it was better to take a little more rather than a little less, as those who ruined their health by prolonged insufficient nourishment could very rarely make up the lost ground." Vie de S. P. Neri, AbW Bayle, p. 226. S. PHILIP NERZ AND DE BERULLE. 33 studied, was not with a view to preparation for Holy Orders for that Philip held himself all unworthy he only aimed at offering his own body and soul in daily sacrifice to God, and forwarding the purification and sanctification of the world so far as the pure and holy life of each separate individual, lay or ecclesiastic, must do. After a time, finding that his best school was devout meditation and communing with God, he sold his library, all save the Bible and Summa of S. Thomas, and gave the proceeds to the poor. It was at this time that his heart was said to have been so dilated by love of God and man as to have materially altered his physical conformation. " He was so car- ried out of himself by the Love of God, his zeal was so mighty and so vast, that the world itself was too small to fill his heart, while that heart itself was too narrow to contain the immensity of his love." So writes the Eagle of Meaux of S. Philip Neri. 1 Such a man surely had a special work to do in the Church, and in humility yielding to the call of God and the advice of his spiritual superiors, Philip was ordained Priest in 1551, when aged thirty-six. Already a few priests in Rome had joined together in a sort of Confraternity, the object of which was mutual edification and support. Philip Neri soon became one of them, and under guidance he devoted Oraison Funfcbre, P. Bourgoing. Bossuet, (Euvres, xii. 649. 34 PRIESTL Y LIFE IN FKANCE. himself chiefly to the confessional, where nearly all his days, and not tmfrequently a large part of his nights too, were spent. "I do not wish to call any hour my own, or even any moment," he was wont to say. His special gift was in dealing with young men. The natural freshness and beauty of his own mind both attracted him to the young and exercised a singular fascination over them; the playful mirth and poetic grace which bubbled up in his pure and loving heart was such a contrast to the careworn earthly absorption or meretricious worldly gaiety of most men, that they hung around him spell-bound. The grass plot on Monte Janiculo, near to San Onofrio, where S. Philip Neri used to resort with his goodly company of young companions, and where he promoted their games, shared their confidences and wild imaginations, and led them on to the Love of God with the wiles of true human love, may still be seen or might in the Rome we have all known and loved ; that Rome of which one of S. Philip's worthiest descendants, Henri Per- reyve, says, "It is really a dreadful thing to have lived two years running in Rome 1 Henceforward every day brings back anniversaries which plunge one's heart into whole oceans of longings and regrets ! " x Lettres, 2nd edit p. 269. " Vous Stes done a Rome? C'est terrible, savez-vous, que d'hnbiter deux annees clc suite a Rome ! Chaque jour ensuite ramcne ces anniversaries quf jettent Tame dans des oceans de regrets et de desirs J r S. PHILIP NERI AND DE BERULLE. 35 These outpourings of intimacy and fellowship were not all. The young men who thus gathered round Philip Neri for the pleasure of his society, also gathered round him for instruction, and he was soon obliged to seek a spacious hall to receive all who sought to profit by his teaching. This was informal. They read aloud, they discussed difficulties, they pre- pared little orations Baronius, the celebrated his- torian, brought his historical learning to bear upon the subject in hand, they sang hymns and motets, com- posed and led by Palestrina, who was one of Philip's disciples ; and from these gatherings, and the musical performances he encouraged at them, we derive our name " Oratorio " for the sacred musical dramas, which are now once more beginning to be used as S. Philip Neri used them, not merely for the delectation of musical taste and criticism, but as an expression of, and stimulus to, devotion and fervour. Such was the beginning of the Oratory, and the few priests who first lived together at San Geronimo were its first members. It is amusing to read of learned men going to consult the already famous Baronius, and finding him washing the dishes or preparing the homely meals of the little Congregation 1 for into a Congregation the rapidly 1 Baronius wrote playfully over the chimney of the kitchen where he displayed his culinary powers, " Cesar Baronius, coquus perpetuus ; " but in mercy to the digestion of his brother Oratorians it is a comfort to know that his office was not perpetual I 36 PRIESTL Y LIFE IN FRANCE. increasing band developed; and in 1575 Pope Gregory XIII. gave them canonical authorisation as such, and assigned them Santa-Maria-in-Vallicelli, as their church. They were then upwards of 130 in number. The spirit of their Congregation was liberty, mutual help, zeal for souls. They had few rules they lived and prayed together, they sought to support and edify one another by good example, to give strength to isolated exertions by companionship and sympathy. They set a perfect fulfilment of the priestly life and office before them as their aim and object, and while neglecting none of the bodily or spiritual necessities to which it behoves Christ's servants to minister, they specially devoted themselves to the spiritual welfare of men and boys seeking to win the young from the snares of sinful pleasure by teaching them the charms of holiness and charity, by making religion lovely and winning in every possible way, by using the gifts God gives to man music, painting, beauty in art and nature of every kind, to draw souls to the Source of all Beauty. Such was the aim of S. Philip and his Congregation of Oratorians : ** Omnia vestra in cnritate fiant/ 1 It was not intended as a new Religious Order. & Philip Neri believed that there were already sufficient Orders '*n existence, and he continually repeated his .9. PHILIP NERI AND DE BERULLE. 37 wish that his Congregation should be secular priests, free from vows and special obligations. " His object," writes one of his descendants, " was, above all, to form a congregation in which, amid a licentious corrupt world, men might follow the path which leads to a blessed Eternity, but without leading an austere life, without severe bodily mortifications, without wholly severing themselves from earthly ties ; rather following a moderate line, adopting pious habits, and using earthly things well and wisely. Any one who studies this object as the keynote to the whole will see that it is of the very essence of our Congregation to maintain a happy medium among extremes. Its chief merit is its moderation." x When certain mem- bers of the new Congregation wished to introduce vows, S. Philip, though strongly against any such introduction, referred the question to the Pope, who emphatically decided against them. Not that this implied any excessive liberty. There were certain simple rules which were voluntarily accepted by the members of the Congregation, and thenceforth steadily and conscientiously kept. Such involved the obliga- tion always to seek personal sanctification and the edification of others by diligent exercise of the Chris- tian graces obedience, humility, poverty, simplicity, and charity. Liberty and obedience to rule were * Abbe Bayle, Vie, p. i8& 38 PRIESTL y LIFE IN FRANCE. closely and inseparably bound up together, so that when S. Carlo Borromeo visited the Oratory he inquired admiringly of the Founder how he obtained such obedience as he the Cardinal Archbishop never had been able to win from his priests? "I impose but few commands," was the answer; "a Superior's example does more than any words aud rules. The best way of ruling anybody subject to one is to do oneself that which one requires of them. 7 ' He ob- jected to a community of goods in his Congregation, and when certain members thereof brought him a memorial asking to establish it among the Fathers, S. Philip wrote in the margin, "Habeant, possideant." 1 While inculcating simplicity and frugality, he was also strict as to neatness and personal cleanliness, often quoting S. Bernard, who said that he had " always loved poverty, but dirt never ! " The Superior was to be elected every three years, but, by common consent, the Congregation elected their Founder as Superior for life, and he fulfilled the office till two years before his death, when, by reason of his advanced age, he induced his spiritual sons to elect Cesar Baronius in his stead. The celebrated author of the Annales has written at length upon the objects of his Congregation, and the summary of these, as gathered together by a distinguished living 1 Vie, p. 192. S. PHILIP NERI AND DE BERULLE. 39 member of the Oratoire de France, seems so well fitted to the existing needs of the Church in the nineteenth century also, that it may well be quoted : "To wrestle against the errors which assail faith by seizing their own weapons and turning these against themselves; to set against a false, exclusive, self- seeking science, the most loyally true, the most liberal, the most disinterested learning: never to allow the enemy to pitch his tents and take possession of any point of human intelligence, but apostle-like, to send forth missionaries into every branch of science, shedding upon all the light of revelation, and constraining all to promote the advance of Christ's Kingdom; to accept this per- manent struggle under whatever changing circum- stances may arise in different periods and different stages of civilisation; to become all things to all men, in order to win every mind to the faith, every heart to the Love of Jesus Christ; and, as a necessary consequence, to do battle one while on the platform of Holy Scripture and Biblical exegesis, another while on that of philosophy, history, or natural science ; or again, if need be, to track the winding evolutions of modern thought, refusing to allow antichristian science to confiscate the domain of social and poli- tical science, and monopolise it on behalf of reason, as revolting against faith; and to this end, unremit- 40 PRIESTLY LIFE IN FRANCE. tingly, never discouraged, never wearied, to go on blending prayer with study, sanctifying labour by meditation; spreading out to reach all wants, anC reducing the discordant notes of mere human learn- ing to the great harmony of the One glorious Gospel of Christ Such is the course which, in his far-seeing solicitude for the interests of truth, S. Philip laid down for the members of the Oratory amidst the im- passioned strifes of the sixteenth century." 1 It is a course which has been filially pursued by S. Philip's descendants, amid whom occur many names well known to science and literature, worthy of their great predecessors such as Cardinal de Be'rulle, de Condren, Eudes, Bourgoing, Senault, Gault Bishop of Marseilles, Malebranche, Thomassin, Mascaron, Massillon, Houbigant, Gratry, Perreyve, Perraud, and others not to speak of other nationalities. S. Philip Neri repeatedly declined a Cardinal's hat, and endeavoured with a persistency difficult to realize for such as ourselves, to shun everything approaching to honour or even any reputation for holiness or wisdom. He died May 26, 1595, at the age of eighty, sur- rounded by his faithful children in the faith. Just twenty years before, Pierre de Be'rulle, destined by God to carry the work of the Oratory into France, was born, on February 4, 1575, one year earlier than S. Vincent L'Oratoire de France, P. Adolphe Perraud, p. 24. S. PHILIP NERI AND DE BERULLE. 41 de Paul, who in his turn was to do so great a work among the Clergy of France. De Be'rulle had a strong vocation to the religious life, and being educated by the Jesuit Fathers his director a Carthusian, and his dearest friend, the confidant of all his thoughts and aspirations, a Capucin monk it might have seemed probable that he would have joined one or other of those Orders. But God had other work in store for him, and after making due proof of his vocation in each, de Be'rulle was counselled both by his Carthu- sian director and the Provincial of the Jesuits to wait and see to what destiny God was reserving him, for clearly none of these was his resting-place much as he prized them all; neither these or any other religious Order corresponded entirely to his needs, whether of grace or nature. Ordained in 1599, de Berulle gave himself zealously to the work immediately pressing upon him in Paris. His success among the Huguenots was great, and he made many conversions; so that Cardinal du Perron made one of his telling remarks, so often quoted, " If you want to convince a heretic, bring him to me ; if you want to convert him, take him to M. de Geneve [Francis de Sales] ; but if you want both to convince and convert him at once, take him to M. de Be'rulle ! " Henri IV. conceived one of his hearty likings for the young Priest, whose controversial talents interested PRIESTL Y LIFE IN FRANCE. him ; and he successively pressed the Bishoprics of Laon, Nantes and Lugon, and the Archbishopric of Lyons upon him. It is always hard for great people to understand a man's indifference to position and wealth, and Henri IV. was not a little perplexed at de Be'rulle's steady refusal of all his offers. " You will not receive what I offer?" the King said petulantly one day, " then I shall get some one else to order you to do so ! " meaning, of course, the Pope. " Sire," de Berulle answered, " if your Majesty presses me thus, I shall be constrained to quit your kingdom." The King turned to Bellegarde, saying, " I have done everything in my power to tempt him and have failed; I don't believe there is another man in the world who would resist so firmly ! " * " As to that man," he used henceforth to say, " he is a very saint, he has never lost his baptismal innocence ! " Long before his ordination de Be'rulle had been an intimate friend of Madame Acarie, and had known all her wishes concerning the Carmelites, and her ardent desire to bring the reformed daughters of S. Teresa into France ; and when at last the wise and holy men with whom her counsels were shared decided that the time had come for making the attempt, it was agreed to send M. de Be'rulle to Spain with the object of bringing a colony of Carmelites to Paris. It was a 1 Vie S. V. de Paul, Maynard, i. 63. & PHILIP NERI AND DE BERULLE. 43 wearisome, difficult task, so many hindrances sprang up, so much opposition ; but after patiently bearing with all, the work was accomplished, and de Be'rulle took charge of the Order in France as Superior General. This however was not to be his great sphere of labour for God. The condition of the Clergy in France at this time was such as to fill the heart of any devout man like de Be'rulle with consternation. Vincent de Paul said that he had found numerous priests whose ignorance was so great that they could not say mass correctly, and did not know the ordinary form of absolution. A Bishop writing at that period was forced to say, " I shudder to think that at this moment there are some seven thousand priests in my diocese either drunkards or of impure life utterly without vocation;" and another Bishop wrote, "Except the chanoine theologue belonging to my church, there is not a priest in my diocese capable of any ecclesiastical office." x " You are a mere priest 1 " was a common form of reproach, Abelly says, at that time, and Amelote says that the world held the name to be synonymous with ignorance and debauchery. Such a state of things could not fail to press heavily on a man such as de Berulle ; nor was he one likely to rest satisfied with deploring an evil unless he were also striving to remedy it. 1 Vie S. Vt. de Paul, vol. it p. II. PRIESTLY LIFE IN FRANCE. Two years after his ordination, de Berulle was say- ing his office, when one of those peculiar and unac- countable impressions which most of us have experi- enced some time or other was made upon him as he repeated the words, "Annuntiate inter gentes studia ejus," "O praise the Lord Which dwelleth in Sion; shew the people of His doings." (Ps. ix.ii.) A strong desire was kindled in his mind to see a com- pany of priests arise whose mission should be to preach and teach the Love of God among all people, and from that time he kept in view the aim of begin- ning such a work, discussing it with his most intimate friends, among others a saintly woman, Madlle. de Fontaines-Marans, later a Carmelite nun. Like S. Philip Neri, he did not wish to found a new religious Order, nor even a regular Congregation bound by the three vows. The Congregation which de Be'rulle wished to see at work was to be altogether priestly, and in nowise monastic. The priesthood is not essen- tial to a monk's profession ; but all members of this Congregation were to be priests, and their Ordination vows alone should bind them, the Bishops should be their superiors. Such, he thought, was the most likely way to achieve his object, the revival of dis- cipline and spirituality among the clergy of France. The Oratory seemed to fulfil all that he desired, and after some years of mature deliberation and prayer, S. PHILIP NERI AND DE BERULLE. 45 a French Congregation bearing that name, and sub- stantially the same as that of S. Philip Neri, was founded. 1 De BeVulle had neither the wish nor intention of being himself the Superior of his Congregation. A-dmiring and reverencing Francis de Sales as he did, and knowing how earnestly he had the reformation of the Clergy at heart, he hoped for a time to induce the Bishop of Geneva to be founder and head of the work. But the Bishop was not to be persuaded ; and later on, when certain persons found fault with hiro for devoting himself to the Order of the Visitation saying that his time would have been much better bestowed on training Clergy, he answered that 'God's faithful servant, M. de BeVulle, was much fitter for that work than he, and was doing it well," adding, with characteristic humility, " I am disposed to leave great undertakings to great men." 2 He used sometimes to say that if he were to begin wishing to be anybody else rather than himself, he should wish to be M. de BeVulle, and that he would very gladly 1 The first Oratorians, as founded by S. Philip, were entirely local each house independent of all other houses, having its own superior and noviciate, but de Berulle's opinions as to the needs of France, and perhaps too the national tendency to cen- tralisation, led him to alter tliis part of the Italian system, and lo concentrate the government of all French Oratories under one Superior-General. 2 Spirit of S. Francis de Sales, p. 384. 46 PRIESTL Y LIFE IN' FRANCE. leave his present condition in order to live under that saintly man's guidance. De Be'rulle tried to find other heads for the Congre- gation, and was only at last overruled by the Arch- bishop of Paris, de Retz, to take the responsibility himself. At length, on the eve of S. Martin's Day November n, 1611 six priests took possession of a small house, the Maison du Petit Bourbon, in the Faubourg S. Jacques. The following morning Madame Acarie and two other devout women com- municated in the new Oratory; the six members spent their morning in prayer, and thenceforward led a community life but all their rules and customs were gradually planned and discussed, rather than entered upon at once. In one of his early Conferences de Be'rulle sets forth the obligation of the Priesthood as of Divine Institution, i.e. to aim at the highest standard of perfection, the Example of Christ ; to look upon every priest as the channel of His Grace and Mind, and therefore bound to set them forth in his life and his whole conduct, seeking above all else to promote Christ's Kingdom among men; and further, the obligation to preserve and confirm that special union with our Dear Lord, which He vouchsafes to His faithful ministers as the very centre point of all their strength the essential quality of S. PHILIP NERI AND DE BERULLE. 47 a power greater than that committed to the Angels of Heaven. " We must ever remember," he says, " that one of the offices of our Lord Jesus Christ is His Eternal Priesthood, such as none else can hold j therefore we must always recognise Him as our Founder and Chief; we must refer whatever good we may be enabled to do to Him, as the sacred and abundant Source of all good." The letters patent of the Congregation de- scribe the Oratory as " a Congregation of priests living together, with the main object of promoting primitive perfection in the priesthood, of teaching the doctrine of f esus Christ in town and country, undertaking whatso- ever ecclesiastical functions their Bishop may assign to them, superintending whatever good works he may commit to their care, and generally doing their best to make a good use of the Grace of God committed to them in the holy office of the priesthood." In May 1613, the Oratorians received Pope Paul V.'s Bull solemnly confirming their Congregation. This Bull expresses that the object of the Congregation "is to be composed of pious priests, specially devoted to fulfilling the duties of the sacerdotal life with the utmost attainable perfection, . . . bound as they are by the closest ties to Jesus Christ, our High Priest Eternal according to the order of Melchisedek, the Chief and Head of all Christian Priesthood." The 48 PRTESTL Y LIFE IN FRANCE. name of Oratory was to be taken in honour of the Divine Redeemer's prayers during His earthly sojourn, the members professing a special devotion to the memory of His nights and days spent in prayer for mankind. The Congregation was to live together subject to rule, in a constant spirit of humility, as the servants of the Most High ; to be subject to the Bishops in their ministerial work j and in cultivating science and learning, their object was to be less that of seeking these for their own sakes than for the use to which such knowledge can be applied in the service of Christ. 1 The Oratory increased rapidly, branch houses were established in various quarters, and their numbers increased in 1619, when a considerable part of Cesar de Bus' Congregation, known as the " Doctrinaires," joined the Oratorians. In their early days they had retained the ordinary prefix of Monsieur soon how- ever they took the title of Father ; and in order to stifle any pride of birth and high name, de Be'rulle decided that the Fathers should only be distinguished by their baptismal names. Eventually this could not be con- tinued. In the early beginnings of the Oratory, Vincent de Paul came to Paris, sent on a political mission from 1 "Sacerdotum insuper aliorum ad sacros ordines aspirantiom instruction!, non circa scientiam, sed circa usuin scientist" S. PHILIP NERI AND DE BERULLE. 49 Rome, and he and de Be'rulle first met in the Hospital of la Charite', where both were labouring for God among His suffering children. S. Vincent's super- natural gift of charity had already begun to make itself felt, and de Be'rulle was anxious to know one whose heart was so akin to his own. They quickly contracted a warm and lasting friendship, and S. Vin- cent, who was anxious to escape from the perilous notice and honour which were already gathering round him, as well as from the flattering proposals of office and position coming from the Court, sought shelter in the Oratory, not with the intention of becoming a member of the Congregation for though yet unshaped in his mind as to this his future vocation, S. Vincent felt that God was leading him on towards a definite work, in the same direction with, yet apart from, that of de Be'rulle but as a retreat from the world, and in order to benefit by the spiritual advice and guidance of de Be'rulle, who had no small part in developing his plans, and leading him onwards in the great work of his Mission. For two years S. Vincent remained at the Petit Bourbon in the Faubourg S. Jacques, during which time its Superior-General became confirmed in the opinion that he was destined to a great work for God in training the Clergy to a higher standard, and though for a while other works took precedence of this in D 50 PRIESTLY LIFE IN FRANCE. S. Vincent's career, the first seeds of the Mission may justly be considered as having been sown there. When S. Vincent left the Oratory, it was in com- pliance with the request of de Bt5rulle, who wanted to find a fitting successor to Francois Bourgoing, parish priest of Clichy, then about to join the Oratory. S. Vincent undertook the charge with hesitation and misgivings as to his own fitness for its responsibilities, which for a time he fulfilled with his usual devotion and ardour. He rebuilt the church of Clichy, which remains now substantially as he left it. 1 Vie S. V. de Paul, Abelly, ii. 24, Collet, L 35. DE CONDREN'S LIFE AND LETTERS. 51 CHAPTER IIL SUCH was the Congregation in which Charles de Condren found his appointed work, and of which he proved one of the most valuable members. Pere de Be'rulle had not over-estimated the merit of his new associate. At the end of his first year, de Condren was sent to found a house at Nevers; in 1619 another foundation at Langres was committed to his hands; and in 1621 a third at Poitiers. A letter from thence to his former tutor, M. Masson, expresses de Condren's mind as to all his various destinations. " I believe I am to be here for some months, pos- sibly longer. God is everywhere, and there is no place whence one cannot see Heaven and work for the Church, so that all abodes alike should be accept- able to those who seek God Only, and aim only to reach Heaven. A Christian is satisfied everywhere, so long as he knows that he has no earthly dwelling- place save wheresoever God sends him to serve His 52 PRIESTL Y LIFE JN FRANCE. Church. So you are content to serve Him at Soissons in prayer and works of charity for souls ; and I am content for the present, and for as long as God pleases, to be at Poitiers. We are in absolute peace in the midst of surrounding war, of which however scarce even the rumours reach us ; and in truth it does not beseem us to busy ourselves about the news of the day." 1 Before long, however, Pere de Condren was recalled to Paris, in order that he might be Superior of the Sdminaire de Saint Magloire, the first attempt at a, strictly speaking, Theological College, having for its special object to train and fit men for the office of the Priesthood. This was the first link in the chain of providential circumstances which led to the foun- dation of the great work, the Seminary of Saint Sulpice, though as yet de Condren and his spiritual son, Jean Jacques Olier, had not been brought together. The time during which de Condren governed this new house was one of extreme trial to his own soul. That strange struggle which is so often permitted by God's all-wise Love to beset His chosen servants came upon the Father. Once he had been full of light and joy, conscious of and rejoicing in an abiding quicken- ing sense of God's Presence ; but now darkness, dry- ness, and a deadly oppression banished this happiness. ' Lettres, xciz. DE CONDREN' S LIFE AND LETTERS. 53 All his vast stores of learning, theological and other, so needful to his present work, seemed lost, and a kind of mental paralysis fettered his thoughts. He might hunt vainly after an idea, or a train of reasoning, the livelong day, for all his intellectual faculties were numbed. Meanwhile he had to give constant lectures to the students of Saint Magloire, to preach in their chapel (and it had become the fashion for royalty and the Court, as well as for the faithful generally, to attend the Oratorians' services), and to deal with a multitude of souls who brought their troubles and perplexities, individual and ecclesiastical, to him. Pere de Condren entreated the Superior, de Be'rulle, to allow him to resign the office he felt so unequal to exercise, but in vain. Pere de Be'rulle, himself so deeply versed in the mysteries of the hidden life, knew well that, amid all this dryness and desolation and seeming incapacity, a great work was going on both in de Condren's soul, and through him upon those who listened to his instructions. After this it became a matter of obedience to persevere ; but de Condren said that every time he was going to preach he expected utterly to break down, and he habitually offered to God the humiliating failure he felt likely to make. " I used to go into the pulpit," he said, " with such a total want of mental perceptions, that I had not the 54 PR1ESTL Y LIFE IN FRANCE. least idea how to begin ; and when God vouchsafed me some good thought, I did not know at all how to go on, or what to say next." * But nevertheless the preacher did not betray this inward distress to his auditors. There was never the slightest incoherence or hesitation to betray his secret discomfort, and while himself conscious of nothing but dulness and dryness, his words conveyed light and life to the souls he taught. Other spiritual trials, active as well as passive, were added to these which beset his intellectual being, temptations which sometimes are so mysteriously per- mitted to beset the pure in heart, and which led him to think himself unworthy to approach the Altar of God. These temptations were hidden in the depths of his own sorrowful spirit, but it pleased God to make known to two saintly persons that de Condren was thus suffering, and that his sufferings were wholly free from sin ; neither should he abstain from cele- brating the Blessed Sacrifice because of his conscious unworthiness. The Religious to whom this communi- cation was made imparted it to de Condren, who, amazed at so minute and detailed a knowledge of his unspoken troubles, such as could come only from a special design of God's Providence, accepted the lesson with the utmost humility, and obliged the per- 1 Vie, Amelote, p. 135. DE CONDREN'S LIFE AND LETTERS. 55 son in question to give him a faithful account of all God's message, himself listening to it on his knees. From that time he fulfilled all the duties of which he still felt so unworthy, endeavouring, as he said, to " suffer in holiness." Unfortunately none of de Condren's published letters are dated, and it is only by the help of internal evidence that one can refer them to their rightful period. It seems probable, however, that it was during this season of spiritual trial that he wrote to one under his direction as follows : " Be content that God should be God in all things, and that being to you, as He is, a Jealous God, He should not tolerate any rival. Give yourself up to God in Jesus Christ, and to Jesus Christ in union with His own abandonment to His Father ; so that, divesting yourself of any desire to live for yourself, or to be anything whatsoever, your sole wish may be that God should dwell in you, and that He may guide you with reference to all things whatsoever Your being should be wholly absorbed in Him, there must be nothing left for the creature, less still for yourself; the consummation of all things should be for you in Jesus Christ through the Holy Spirit in short, in God His directing, guiding, perfecting Hand. You have nothing to do save to give yourself up to His Will with respect to you, willing only what 56 PRIESTL Y LIFE IN FRANCE. He wills, desiring only His Glory, until all things are swallowed up in the unity of that Glory." * After a time these distressing trials and temptations were removed, and not unnaturally de Condren's gifts and powers in the guidance of souls were found to have increased greatly through their sharp discipline. From this time he seems to have been endowed with a very remarkable power of reading souls, and of making God's Ways plain to those who sought to advance in the interior life. About this time the marriage of Henrietta Maria of France with King Charles I. of England was in contemplation, and Pere de Berulle was chosen by Louis XIII. to go to Rome and negotiate the necessary dispensations, after which he was sent to England as the Queen's Confessor, whence, how- ever, Louis XIII. recalled him in three months to assist in certain complicated negotiations concerning the Valtelline. The King was anxious that this chosen counsellor should obtain a Cardinal's hat, and in spite of Pere de BeVulle's sincere entreaties that he might be excused bearing this dignity, it was conferred upon him by Pope Urban VIII. in August 1627. "The courier who was taking these tidings to the Court, then at Saint Germain," (say the Annals of the Congregation,) "left a note as he passed for our 1 Lettres, iv. DE CONDREN'S LIFE AND LETTERS. 57 General, containing the announcement. One of our Fathers happened to be with the R. P. General when he read the note. Seeing him after reading it kneel down in prayer, from which he rose with a sorrowful downcast expression, the Father asked ' What is the matter? You seem troubled. Have the English taken the He de Re'?' The General only answered, * No, thank God, nothing of that sort has happened ;' and without saying anything more he began again to pray, and remained so occupied until the arrival of the Nuncio who brought official tidings that he was a Cardinal." 1 It was in 1625, when the General of the Congre- gation began to be so much occupied by external duties, that he recalled de Condren from S. Magloire to the Mother House in the Rue Saint Honore, and to those who knew them both it was no surprise to see the elder man place himself under Pere de Condren's direction. He was wont to say of the latter that " he must have been born imbued with the spirit of the Oratory," and he" used to remark that " while the Congregation obeyed its General, that General obeyed Pere de Condren." So great was his venera- tion for his saintly disciple, that as he passed Pere de Condren's room Cardinal de Berulle would kneel down and kiss the floor where he was wont to tread. 1 Vie du Pere de Berulle, p. 60. 58 PRIESTLY LIFE IN FRANCE. The Father's direction was sought largely. Men of the world, men of science, proud of their own attain- ments, met with a mind fully able to cope with them in the humble Oratorian. His extensive reading, assisted by his marvellous memory, gave him a very unusual command over most subjects, literary, philo- sophical, or scientific, and all his knowledge was held as a trust from God, to be faithfully used in His Ser- vice, for which due account must be rendered here- after. How entirely this was the controlling motive of his mind may be seen in a letter on the subject of study to a friend. " I would that we were all holy enough to desire no knowledge save to know Jesus Christ according to S. Paul's words, ' Non judicari me scire aliquid inter vos nisi Jesum Christum, et hunc crucifixum.' x He realised that all the knowledge of this world will perish before the Judgment of God, when nothing will endure save Jesus Christ, and that which has come forth from Him. Men have given birth to their various schools and systems, but all these will perish with them. Latin and Greek came forth from Babel, like other tongues ; they were the offspring of sin, and they will perish when sin is done away with for ever. Even the study of God's 1 " I determined to know nothing among you save Jesus Christ and Him Crucified." I Cor. ii. 2. DE CONDREN'S LIFE AND LETTERS. 59 Works, the knowledge of His Creation, from Heaven to earth, from the cedar of Lebanon to the hyssop, was owned to be but empty and vain, a mere weari- ness of the spirit, by the Wise King whom it pleased God to enlighten. If we were to be gifted with the like Spirit of Divine Wisdom, we should see it as he did, and it would be a weariness to us to apply to anything save to Jesus Christ, instead of delighting and finding satisfaction in other studies. An excessive devotion to human science is too common a blot among literary people, who therein rather imitate what Solomon called the vanity of vanities than the wiser conclusions he came to under the guidance of the Holy Spirit. But we are Christians by God's Mercy, and more bound than was Solomon to despise the world and its wisdom. We know as he did not that Jesus Christ Alone is the Science of Saints, we are disciples in God's school, wherein we receive Jesus Christ the True Wisdom, and we must learn that all else is vanity and vexation of spirit. " I do not say all this with a view to deter you from study, but rather to lead you to study after a Christian fashion, and without losing sight of the pure instinct of the Spirit of God. I say it to prevent you from yielding too far to the vanity of human intellect, or the love of profane literature, which cannot be blame- less in any soul dedicated to God, but which is 60 PR1ESTL Y LIFE IN FRANCE. specially to be avoided in the case of us who are priests, and who as such are set apart to the Lord. By our priestly consecration we separated ourselves from all profane and even all purely secular interests, in order that we might minister at God's Altar, teach His Wisdom to the world, do His Work in it, stablish His Kingdom, and above all cause Jesus Christ to live in the hearts of our people. We must not with- draw from these holy duties for the sake of any delight whatsoever in secular literature; it would be a distinct damage to our sacred calling. Therefore the first rule you should adopt in your studies is not to let yourself be led away by them, not to seek your greatest happiness in them, not to make them your chief object, not to prefer them to your heavenly birthright, not to look upon them as the most impor- tant kind of knowledge after which you are bound to aspire, since they are but human. On the contrary, you should count the trammels of secular learning as a humiliation which your intellectual being has to endure willingly for the Love and in honour of the Son of God, Who vouchsafed to come on earth and to lay aside His Divine Omniscience in order to use the language and thoughts of men. 1 Such an attitude 1 Rom. viii. 23. " For the thoughts of mortal men are miserable, and our devices are but uncertain. For the corruptible body presseth down the soul, and the earthly tabernacle weigheth clown the DE CONDREWS LIFE AND LETTERS. 61 of mind in study with respect to Him Who came among us 'in similitudinem carnis peccati,' will preserve you from danger. " Our one first aim will be to serve God Alone, to live in Him solely, to keep apart from earthly things. But if we give ourselves heartily to our Dear Lord, entering into the spirit of His Incarnation, we shall, without losing anything of that original attitude, go forth as He came forth from the Father, and apply ourselves to earthly matters ; hearken to the words of men, albeit shiners, learn their languages and accept rather with patience than with seli-seeking or com- placency such application to secular studies as is needful for God's Glory. But in order to do this in holiness and according to the Mind oi Christ we must give ourselves wholly to Him, and entreat of Him to keep us free from self-esteem, and the other mental infirmities which beset those much given to literary pursuits. " Our reverend Father and honoured Founder was always very anxious that since it has pleased God to give our Congregations educational work to do, it mind that museth on many things. And hardly do we guess aright at things that are upon earth, and with labour do we find the things that are before us ; but the things that are in Heaven who hath searched out ? And Thy counsel who hath known, except Thou give wisdom, and send Thy Holy Spirit from above ? " Wisdom ix. 14- 18. 62 PRIESTL Y LIFE IN FRANCE. should be done in the Spirit of His Dear Son ; I fee) bound to urge his wishes upon you, and to warn you against allowing your studies ever to diminish aught of that Spirit or of His Grace in you/ 1 " 1 And again, "You will never find any real settled peace so long as you delight in study and science out of mere self-love. Christ cannot endure any ruling motive save His Own pure Love in the hearts He cherishes and guides. While working diligently at the studies which are necessary to your earthly calling, you must inwardly long for the blessedness of the future life, wherein God will be our Light and Knowledge. Study is but a consequence of our fallen life and a humiliation arising out of our fallen nature which has lost its original light. We ought to study in a humble spirit, and nothing that our own under- standing requires or men teach us should usurp God's place in the heart. If you feel that the vain love of science is getting hold of you, turn to God and resolve that He Alone shall be your Light and your Glory the sole Object of your satisfaction and rest. It is of His Mercy that He will not permit your mind to find rest elsewhere than in Him. If He left you to yourself your studies would engross you and distract you from Him, as they have done with many another, without 1 Leitres, vi. DE CO ND REN'S LIFE AND LETTERS. 63 your realising the mischief that was at work. Look upon study as a necessary labour in your present condi- tion, to be borne with in a penitential spirit, the object of which is rather to give God glory than to make you learned. Do not be disturbed if you are beset by the love of learning, although you are striving to be detached from it. Be satisfied to renounce self in the matter from time to time, and for the rest wait in humble patience till God gives you the grace of perfect detachment." * Elsewhere, writing to the members of a branch house concerning their duties as students, he says, " If we have Cicero on our lips, at all events let us strive to have Jesus Christ in our heart, and a great zeal for souls in our will. Let us not be filled with the love of profane elegance in literature, but let us therewith combine the love of simplicity and Christian humility. Let Jesus be the God of all the studies in your house. . . . We must not make a mere Parnassus of His house of prayer, His Oratory. Secular studies should be no more than one way of practising charity to us, and we should make these exterior works a means of winning souls, whose salvation is the great desire of the Saviour. True Christian perfection, far from despising such means of benefiting one's neighbour and of glorifying God, seizes them gladly, and turns 1 Lett res, No. cvi. 64 PRIESTLY LIFE IN FRANCE. them to a good purpose, working them earnestly and boldly. But to do this, you must drink deep of this spirit of charity, at its Fountain Head, Jesus Christ in order to be able to carry out such work in the true sense of sacrifice in His Name, and to remain uninjured by the vanity of human intellect in study. " Of old heathen poets and philosophers invoked Apollo and the Muses, and verily the Evil One, wor- shipped under such names, inspired them frequently with vanity and licentiousness. But in the school of Jesus we must know no inspiring ' furore* save the fervour of His Love, nor any guiding spirit in our studies save Himself. We must walk by His Light, Who is the God of Truth, and rely upon His Help, the rather that His Love is as boundless as His Ruling Power. Let us work in that Strength, with full confidence and a hearty diligence worthy of Him and His Love, on behalf of those who come to us for instruction. It would be a fault worthy of His Judgment, if we were to be more careless or slothful in the studies which He assigns as our duty, and to which His Holy Spirit calls us, than were heathen men of old in their schools where false gods only were invoked." * But while Pere de Condren's learning and wisdom 1 Lettres, vii. DR CONDREN'S LIFE AND LETTERS. 65 were so great that Cardinal de Bdrulle was wont to write down his sayings on his knees ; and Saint Vin- cent de Paul declared that " there was no one like him non est inventus similis illi; " and Sainte Jeanne de Chantal was heard to say that " if God had sent Francis de Sales to teach men, Pere de Condren seemed fit to teach the Angels ; " * the Oratorian Father him- self was as ready to devote the vast stores of his spiritual mind to the humblest as to the most elevated of souls. " God made de Condren expressly for the Saints," wrote Cloysault, " and gifted him with the power of leading them to the highest perfection ; there was no path of holiness too marvellous for his immediate apprehension, and indeed he was so versed in such ways that he used to say he believed there to be as many saints living in our day, though more secretly, as in the primitive times of the Church." 2 There was all the difference between him and most other men, it has been remarked, that there is between one who relates to you the things he has seen with his own eyes and one who only repeats what he has been told. Naturally this deep personal insight into spiritual things gave him great perception not merely of ordi- nary character, but of the spiritual mind and capacity 1 Vie de M. Olier, p. 60. a Vie, Abbe" Pin, p. 144. 66 PRIESTL Y LIFE IK FRANCE. of those he had to deal with, but so far from relying in any way on this, de Condren was always slow to accept the direction of souls. He held that the One Sole Director is God, and he was unwilling to assume that he was God's chosen delegate in the direction of any individual soul, until much prayer on both sides confirmed the belief that it was so. " They could find endless earnest men every one of whom is fitter than me for the office ; " he was wont to say. But when once the office was undertaken, its duties were most faithfully performed, as a direct trust from God. His great object was to teach his penitents to look from him to Jesus Christ as their real Director, and it was remarked that while Pere de Condren's holiness and gentleness and exceeding sympathy bound his spiritual children to him with the strongest ties, he never yielded to any of the natural affection which so often binds souls together, and the real love which he felt for them was singularly governed by an almost un- earthly detachment. " He loved them," says one of his biographers, (after remarking that de Condren's spiritual children were freer from all natural clingings and attachments to their director than is usual;) " solely in and for God, and thus either their natural affection for him died out for lack of meeting any return, and so they left him, or more frequently it became purified and supernaturalised, similarly to his affection for DE COND REN'S LIFE AND LETTERS. 6j them. The result was, that while loving his spiritual children with a boundless love, he was perfectly de- tached from them, and they from him." r There is certainly something warmer and more attractive in the winning demonstrative affection shewn by S. Francis de Sales or S. Vincent de Paul for those under their guidance, and human nature somewhat recoils from the process by which de Condren caused his penitents to attain to such exceeding detachment. Possibly the eager, warm-hearted Sainte Jeanne de Chantal had some such thought when she spoke of her own beloved spiritual Father as sent to guide men and women, while Pere de Condren was fit to deal with angels ; and some hearts may feel that warm human affection visibly displayed and felt has helped them the better to draw near, and realize the exceeding vastness of that Love which permits, nay encourages, such an intensely familiar approach from the creature It has created and redeemed. It is impossible to deny that the glowing words of affection which fell from Francis de Sales' pen the moment that he took it up to address a child in the faith, draw one in a more confiding spirit to him than the grave, measured, utterly undemonstrative letters of Pere de Condren, amid which anything like an expression of affection can rarely be found. But S. Paul has said that " there are diver- 1 Vie, Pin, p. i 4 l 68 PRIESTLY LIFE IN FRANCE. sities of gifts, but the same Spirit, differences of ad- ministrations, but the same Lord, diversities of opera- tions, but it is the Same God which worketh all in all " (i Cor. xii. 4) ; and doubtless those souls, which through the seemingly chilling system of the one holy man, yet attained the goal we all seek, will equally give God thanks with those who have been led by a more gentle, humanly attractive system. From the same point of view Pere de Condren re- frained scrupulously from giving any direction which seemed to come from himself or his own mind. " It does not pertain to me," he used to say, " to pour anything of my own into a soul. It is a sanctuary wherein God dwells, and whatsoever enters without His orders dishonours and profanes it. It is the ex- clusive right of Jesus Christ to appoint the work of His servants, His right to speak to hearts ; it is the Father's right to teach His children; He converts and renews them as the potter a vessel. He Only makes them new creatures ; He regenerates them by His Spirit and His Word; He gives them ears to hear, and a heart to love. It pertains to the Head to prompt every movement of the members." He often drew attention to the way in which our Lord dealt with souls, tarrying, awaiting the right moment to act upon them, professing His inability as Man to do anything without the Father. And above all, he DE COND REN'S LIFE AND LETTERS. 69 would do nothing without much prayer. Did some peni- tent, rich or poor, seek Pere de Condren's guidance? on his knees he besought God to shew him whether it was the work intended for him to do, and the peni- tent in like manner was bidden to pray earnestly to be guided by God's Will alone in the matter. The charge once accepted, his system was quiet and slow; he dis liked pushing new practices, suddenly changing re- ligious habits, or forcing minds into channels which might not be best adapted to their special needs. " To be conformable to Jesus Christ," he used to say, " we must lead souls on gradually giving them such instruction and such discipline by degrees as they are able to bear, watching their progress, and regulating our steps by their needs. It was thus that our Lord led His disciples gradually on, until they were ready to receive teaching for which at first they had no capacity. It seems to me that you should from time to time leave the souls you are training almost entirely to God ; " (Pere de Condren is writing to a priest who had asked his advice in dealing with certain persons,) " so that they may learn to find all you have taught them, in Him. We must not look to him that planteth or him that watereth in God's work, but solely to Him that giveth the increase. If it was needful for His Disciples that Christ should go away in order that the Holy Ghost might come upon them, we ought to 70 PRIESTL Y LIFE IN FRANCE. be ready to believe that our personal efforts are not indispensable to those we teach, nay, even that some- times they may be hurtful. All that men can do for souls will be simply injurious to them, unless God bless their efforts ; and we are never really useful to anybody without His Divine Guidance. His Hand Alone heals and succours, and the remedies man applies without reference to Him are never effi- cacious." The Queen Mother, Marie de Medicis, applied to Cardinal Be'rulle to recommend a suitable confessor for her younger son, Gaston d'OrMans, who was already a source of trouble and difficulty to her, and whose various escapades were a constant source of offence to his brother Louis XIII. and the imperious Prime Minister, Cardinal Richelieu. The Superior of the Oratorians had no doubt in his own mind as to the man he would select for this delicate office, but know- ing de Condren as he did, the Cardinal hesitated to promise his services rashly; so he only told the Queen that there was a member of his Congregation who was endowed by God with every qualification for the task, but that the only hope of obtaining his good offices lay in God's Grace, and that he must pray for guidance in the matter. Accordingly, with much prayer, Cardinal de Be'rulle sounded Pere de Condren, and found him, as he expected, intensely reluctant to DE CONDREN' S LIFE AND LETTERS. 71 accept a post which would necessarily withdraw him in a measure from the retirement he loved so much, and renew those ties to the Court which he hoped were broken for ever. However, being pressed by his superior, and feeling that a priest has no right to evade responsibility however unwelcome, if God lays it on him, the Father did not persist in a refusal, and de Be'rulle informed the Queen that he was prepared to give her "his heart's treasure, Pere de Condren," as her son's director. Nevertheless the latter still hoped to be set aside for some fitter person, (as indeed he esteemed every one fitter than himself,) and when the Duke of Orleans came for the first time to the Oratory to prepare for the approaching festival of Whitsun- tide, not having received any positive instructions on the subject, de Condren left his rooms, and was not to be found anywhere. In vain the Superior caused search to be made, while the young Prince, unaccustomed to be kept waiting, fidgeted and grew impatient ; it was some time before the good Father could be found. At last he was discovered in a quiet nook, absorbed in prayer, and the summons to go and confess the Prince was given. Then at once, feeling that it was God's Will, de Condren obeyed, and went to his unwelcome and difficult task, in which he succeeded, if not in controlling the wild boy, whose turbulence and passionate nature were often made use 72 PRIESTL Y LIFE IN FRANCE. of by political parties to the disturbance of family and national peace, at all events in winning Gaston d'Orle'ans' affection; and on more than one occasion he succeeded in reconciling him and his brother Louis XIII. when probably no one else would have been able to do so much. Another notable person who, under God's Blessing, owed his wonderful progress in spiritual things to Pere de Condren, was Gaston de Renty, of whom he himself spoke as a saint De Donadieu, afterwards Bishop of Comminges, was another of his spiritual children, and under his guidance was led to leave the army and devote himself to God's special service. So also was Claude Bertraud, known in his day as " the poor priest," and venerated in France for his peculiar devotion to the service of sinners and criminals. It is told oi this " Christian Diogenes," (as he has been called,) that being once pressed by Cardinal Richelieu to ask some favour for himself, he answered readily by a request that the cart which conveyed condemned criminals to execution might be mended, as at present its shattered condition distracted them from attending to his spiritual instructions by the fear of falling through. 1 " Monseigneur, je prie votre Eminence d'ordonner qu'on mette de meilleures planches a la charrette dans laquelle je conduis les condamne*s au supplice, afin que la crainte de tomber dans la rue ne les de'tourne pas de recommander leur ames a Dieu." S. V. de Paul, Maynard, i. 65. DE CONDREN'S LIFE AND LETTERS. 73 Claude Bertraud's connexion with de Condren began under peculiar circumstances. He was argu- ing one day with a Huguenot, and fell into straits, for his adversary was cleverer than he, and though Bertraud escaped the difficulty at that moment by adroitly turning his opponent into ridicule, he remained inwardly discomfited, and the sting of the Huguenot's argument lingered in his mind. In his vexation Ber- traud hastened to the Oratory, where he asked the porter to fetch the cleverest man in the house to him. The good lay Brother " was not gifted," as Bertraud says, " with discerning of spirits," so he was a good deal perplexed by the request, but like a wise man he went to the Superior, and the result was that de Con- dren came down to the impatient client When how- ever Bertraud saw a man whom he imagined to be one of the youngest members of the Congregation, he was vexed, and turning to the porter he exclaimed rudely that he wanted " the most capable man in the house." (" Cest leflus capable de c'eans queje cherche 1 ") With his wonted humility de Condren bade the porter fetch some other Father, but meanwhile he entered into con- versation with Bertraud, who was forthwith captivated by him, and speedily saw that the porter was not so far wrong as he had thought. "I soon saw," he says, "that this was the man for me. I told my tale, and asked the solution of my 74 PRIESTL Y LIFE IN FRANCE. difficulty. After he had explained this, and armed me with the proper answers to my opponent, he began to speak about the things of God with such light and such power, that all my energies were turned in upon myself; my conscience was roused, I saw my own life in its true light, and felt that I must forsake the irregularities in which it abounded in a word, a great change came over my whole mind. Pere de Condren was used to such things, and soon seeing how it was, he recommended certain devotions and considerations to me for a few days, and then left me to God. I had scarcely left him before I longed to return, and my mind was now filled with a very different anxiety to that which first led me to him. All my jesting was replaced by deep meditation ; my mental vision travelled backwards over my past life, and unable to bear with myself, I returned to the good Father and entreated him to hear my general confession, which he did, and after directing me himself for some time, he finally put me into the hands of a Jesuit Father. 1 Another man whose spiritual life was formed by Pere de Condren was Pierre Bertaud, who, after devot- ing himself in a most remarkable way to reclaim- ing fallen women from their evil lives, died amid an unusual outpour of heavenly consolations. Pere de Condren's Oratorian biographers tell at 1 Vie, Pin, p. 204. DE CONDREN'S LIFE AND LETTERS. 7S some length the history of a certain lady named de la Roche, who, in spite of a devout life and earnest piety, was beset with spiritual troubles, from which none of the holy men whose assistance she sought were able to set her free. Madlle. de la Roche's chief trial lay in a peculiar scruple as to her sins. She felt unable to express the real depths of her faults in words when coming to confession, neither could she excite any sufficient contrition in herself, so that she was tor- mented by a belief that her confessions were invalid. Even when her confessors were altogether satisfied, she was not satisfied herself, and she still maintained that she was unable to speak the truth, and therefore unworthy of absolution. Several good men gave up the attempt to quiet this scrupulous conscience, when fortunately for her, she fell into Pfere de Condren's hands, and he at once saw how to deal with her scruples. In reply to her assertion that she had not made, and could not make a proper confession of her sins, he answered, " It is quite true that you have not expressed yourself well, but the fact is that it is impossible for us to see all the real hideousness of sin in this life ; we shall never know its real horror till we see it in God's own Light. Here it is only by the light of faith that we look upon our faults, and that, while it convinces us of sin, fails to shew us all its true loathsomeness. God gives you a hidden impression 76 PRIESTL Y LIFE IN FRANCE. of the exceeding enormity of sin, but He will not give you a full view of it, or the power of expressing it, until the Day of Judgment It is the same with all matters of faith. God gives us a certain conscious- ness of their greatness and depth, but He gives us no more than our ordinary language wherein to express them. So while your faith gives you a profound con- sciousness of your sins, you must be content to express them in such poor words as you can com- mand. It is enough that both you and I clearly understand that they entirely exceed anything that you can tell me. In faith I judge of them as they seem in God's Sight, and thus your self-accusation is right in our Dear Lord's Eyes, and my judgment of them is true." This quieted the penitent's fears, but she still thought herself unworthy to receive absolution. " It is true," Pere de Condren answered, " that your con- fession in itself cannot make you worthy of absolution, and after we have done all that lies in our power, Absolution is still purely the result of His Divine Mercy, not anything that we can require of His Justice. But just as we cannot escape His severity if we are disobedient, so neither does it beseem us to prescribe limits to His Goodness when He vouch- safes to extend it to us. You have confessed your sins according to the ruie given you by our Lord DE CONDREN' S LIFE AND LETTERS. 77 Jesus Christ, and now, however unworthy you may be of His grace, it is not fitting that you should pretend to be wiser than He, nor to hinder Him from impart- ing it to you. Keep the conviction of your own un- worthiness, but do not meddle with God's Sovereign Power. Of a truth, if you look only at yourself, you cannot hope for mercy ; but turn your eyes on Him, and whatever you may be, submit yourself entirely to His Will." 1 The needed cure was wrought after this fashion, and Madlle. de la Roche, freed from scruples, served God fervently for the remainder of her life. In her last illness, Pere de Condren, who had continued to guide her soul, was questioning her as to its condi- tion, and she replied, "I feel that God is very rigorous." He then led her to dwell upon the Holiness of God, and His hatred of that corruption of the flesh which besets us in this life. The dying woman answered, " I adore God in all that He is j " and after a pause she added, " I leave the Being which is present to me, and I take refuge in the Unknown Being of God ;" saying which words she breathed her last. Pere de Condren was so struck with these words that he wished to have them engraved on her tomb. 3 1 Vie, Pin, p. 156. " J'adore tout ce que Dieu est. . . Je me sdpare de 1'Etre present, et me retire dans 1'Etre inconnu de Dieu." 78 PRIESTL Y LIFE IN FRANCE. There was another spiritual case which came into Pere de Condren's hands, of a very different character, a poor servant woman in Picardy, who had always led a saintly life, and whose power of realising the Presence of God, mingled with an intense humility, seemed to ensur^ that which we all so earnestly long for final perseverance. But none may reckon in their own strength on such perseverance, and Barbe (her sur- name is not recorded) fell back, her earnestness slackened, she became less careful in prayer, and her spiritual light grew dim. Aroused from this danger by God's Grace, and thereafter having undergone various spiritual trials, the result of which was a more than ordinarily clear perception of the things of God, Barbe became almost overwhelmed with a sense of the weight of sin around her, and both she and her confessor, the Pere Marin, felt convinced that God had some special designs for her. About this time Barbe was taken to Paris by her employers, and one day, while praying in the church of Saint Magloire, an interior voice as from God told her, that if she asked for the holiest and most spiritually-minded of the Oratorians, he would help and comfort her. She told the lay brother who kept the door what she wanted, and he immediately suggested Pere de Condren. But that Father was absent, and when the Superior- General was fetched, Barbe had an instinct that, in DE COND REN'S LIFE AND LETTERS. 79 spite of all his sanctity and his goodness to her, he was not the man. Pere de Be'rulle saw this too, and he sent her away, promising that she should soon have the help of a Father " who was infinitely beyond himself in the knowledge of God, and who would assuredly be able to relieve her spiritual wants." Accordingly, soon after she saw Pere de Condren, and immediately felt that his was the guidance God had promised her. He seemed to comprehend her mental position at once, and one of the first means he took for removing her troubles and strengthening her soul was to give her the privilege of daily communion. When Barbe returned to Compiegne, Pfere de Condren wrote to P. Marin concerning his charge as follows : " Dear Reverend Father, May the peace of our Lord Jesus Christ be with you always. " I thank Him humbly for granting me the privi- lege of your letters, and of your prayers, as promised me through this worthy soul, who has been trained up by you. " I feel incapable of really judging the state either of this soul or any other. All I can do is to be the channel of God's Grace and of His Holy Spirit to her, so far as may be. But it seems to me that she has been given by God to her Crucified Lord, in order that she may suffer and be crucified in spirit with Him, and enter deeply into the Sacrifice which 80 PRIESTLY LIFE IN FRANCE. He offered on the Cross to His Father. All I should desire, if I may presume to express a wish where God is working, would be that it might please Him to sustain her more under her sufferings, so that she might yield less beneath her infirmities, and that her painful condition might be more hidden under the Strength of Jesus Christ, Who bore a whole world of sorrows and an inconceivable weight of sufferings, without ceasing for one moment to fulfil every claim of God or man. I think it would be well for Barbe to communicate once every month in honour of the Strength and of the Holiness of our Suffering Lord. By His Strength He endured His grievous pangs with- out yielding to them and without any weak demonstra- tion. By His Holiness, He cleaved so wholly to God, with such perfect detachment from all things, from Himself and His Own Sufferings, that they could not in the smallest degree mar the perfect union of His Manhood with God. I trust it may please God to grant Barbe this grace at all events she should ask it, out of obedience, to the end that her sufferings may be more hidden, and that she may do her work in spite of them, foregoing neither her rightful em- ployment nor that interior Cross which she is con- strained to bear. Our Dear Lord in His Childhood t and Infancy both served and suffered in His parents house ; for He bore His Cross even then by anticipa- DE CONDREWS LIFE AND LETTERS. 81 tion. Treading in His Steps, Barbe should love both her cross and the duties to which her condition as a servant bind her ; and she ought to ask God, if such be His Will, that she may lose nothing of either the one or the other. If it be otherwise, however, she must not fret, but accept willingly the greater or less degree of grace which it may please Him to give her. "Moreover, I hope it may please our Dear Lord to purge out through His Holy Spirit all that remains of self-love and self-complacency in her, so that she may receive His graces in a less earthly spirit At present it seems to me that her natural mind and her senses are too much concerned. . . . We rarely receive God's gifts altogether in the same spirit with which He gives them nature is too apt to claim her part, and to sully that which came in the first instance pure from God. She should pray that God would burn up whatever yet lingers in her of the old Adam, of self and natural impurity ; and she should desire above all things to have all and do all for God's Sake Only. " We ought to be ready to lose all things, so that we may find ourselves in God to be nought ourselves, that He may be All to die to all, even those things which He has been pleased to give us, so that He only may live in us through His Own gifts to possess nothing of ourselves, that He may possess F 82 PRIESTL Y LIFE IN FRANCE. all things. We must accept a living death, if it be His Will, or the most utter inward desolation and suffering. We ought even to pray Him to keep us in such a state of death, if thereby He lives in us ; of inward poverty and privation wherein He possesses us wholly, and wherein the creature ceases to have any part in us, leaving God to be our sole Possessor. The whole spirit of the Cross of Jesus lies in poverty and suffering, and its only rightful limit is when by death the Christian makes his final sacrifice to God, Who is his End and his Perfection. We may truly say that souls which God has consecrated to Christ Crucified must dwell in an atmosphere of poverty and suffering, must perpetually die to self; must aspire only to sacrifice themselves to God, and to find their consummation in Him Who is the Fulness of their longing and their love a longing which makes them desire that He may be all in all to them omnia in omnibus, the Apostle says; and con- sequently they themselves are nothing." ' The earliest biographer of Pere de Condren, Pere Amelote, himself an Oratorian, heard all this woman's history from the Father, and from her own confessor, Pere Marin, and he says that she obtained all these graces to the full, and that de Condren said he had never known any one so deeply versed in Christ ' Lettres, x. DE CONDREWS LIFE AND LETTERS. 83 Crucified as she was. He used to go year by year to Compiegne to see Barbe as long as she lived, and watched over the work she was doing by her prayers and example. On one occasion he foretold to Pere Marin that this would be his last visit, and that Barbe would not live much longer. The prediction was fulfilled. She had done the work appointed by her Heavenly Master, and she departed from this life bearing great sufferings with a marvellous patience, and receiving equally abundant consolations. Some of Pere de Condren's spiritual letters are very striking in their uncompromising clearness and depth, if a certain lack of warmth of expression makes them seem rather chilling to ardent temperaments. Thus, to one who asked him for some instructions concerning the rule of life already given by another director, he says : " This rule appears to me very well framed, and I can neither add to it or take anything away; all I can do is to make some few suggestions as to the way you should seek the needful grace to observe it This good Father has given you a law, as Moses of old gave to the world, but you must needs seek from Jesus Christ the spirit and grace which God will give you in order that you may fulfil it. For although you do not suppose yourself capable of so doing, and though you are convinced that every good thing PRIESTL Y LIFE IN FRANCE. comes from the Father of Light, as S. James says, nevertheless you are not sufficiently confirmed in the full knowledge of your own bondage to the law of sin, of your uselessness, your incapacity, your unworthi- ness to serve God, your utter insufficiency and poverty, your urgent need of Jesus Christ and His Grace. Your soul does not yearn enough after its Redeemer; you do not lean sufficiently on His Merits, or look enough to His Grace. " God has permitted you to work hard in trying to observe your rule, without making much progress toward the perfection at which you aim, in order that by experience you may see things as they are, and that your own faults may teach you to seek elsewhere than in yourself for power to serve God and overcome sin. It was not God's Will to send His Son into the world, until He had been waited for during four thousand years until the world had tried for two thousand years and found by experience its own powerlessness to keep the Law, or to free itself from sin, as likewise the need it had of a stronger Spirit to resist evil and seek good. And thereby He teaches us that, in order to receive His Grace, we must fully acknowledge our own wretchedness. I pray Him that He would give you a vivid perception that you are a child of Adam, conceived and born in sin, a slave of Satan, incapable of all supernatural good, or of shunning natural evil ; DE CONDREN'S LIFE AND LETTERS. 85 and that there is no way of salvation save by renouncing Adam and all that we inherit from him, renouncing self and self-reliance, giving ourselves wholly to the Son of God, and receiving the Spirit of His Grace. " Apply your heart with full and firm faith to the study of Our Dear Lord's words, which tell you that you cannot be free, except 'the Son shall make you free' (S. John viii. 36). And again, * without Him ye can do nothing ' (xv. 5). And S. Paul says that ' we are not sufficient to think anything as of ourselves, but our sufficiency is of God ' (2 Cor. iii. 5). Nor does this merely arise because of the nothingness of the creature, but from that subjection to sin which comes through Adam, and which hinders the life- spring within us. He was a slave, and therefore his children could not be free, neither could he restore to them the grace and friendship of God, of which sin had despoiled him. By God's just judgment we bear ' the yoke of iniquity,' which in Holy Scripture is also called ' the reign of death,' which keeps us from those free good works and perfection suitable to God's children, and sullies all our deeds, making them in- capable of deserving Eternal Life. " Remembering all this, you should at least once every day confess your wretchedness to God as seen with His Eyes, and renounce the works of Adam and of self. Renounce your own self-will, and whatever 86 PRIESTL Y LIFE IN FRANCE. you may imagine is in your own power. By nature you have nought save incapacity for any real supernatural good thing, and if you think otherwise you are mistaken it is a mere presumptuous illusion, the result of self- conceit. If we would have any real power to do right, we must seek it by putting self aside, and by living in the Spirit and the Strength of Jesus Christ. "After this renunciation, adore Jesus Christ, give yourself unreservedly to Him, ask Him to accept you wholly. Resolve to make over to Him whatever you fancy is your own, come out of yourself, and cast your whole being upon Him, offer up your will, your in- tentions and inclinations, seek to lose them all in His. Ask Him of His great Mercy to draw you from out yourself. Strive to be lost in His Goodness, His Life, His Tenderness, His Love, and that not for your own selfish sake, but for His Glory. Ask nothing but that His Strength may be made perfect in your weakness. " Do not be disturbed by the idea that I mean to impose all these prayers upon you daily in the precise form that I have set before you. You should rather be guided by the way in which it may please the Lord to draw you, from day to day. ... As to the resolutions you are wont to form in meditation, hence- forth join to them an act of self-abandonment to the Son of God for their accomplishment Thus, if you DE CONDREN'S LIFE AND LETTERS. 87 are making a resolution to be humble, say, *I give myself to Thee, O Lord Jesus Christ, in order that I may enter into the spirit of Thy Humility, that it may lower my pride. I offer to Thee whatever occasions for humility may present themselves ; I renounce whatever of self may hinder me from entering into the Grace of Thy Humility/ You can do the like with all the other graces or good intentions which you seek to offer to God, and thus they will have their foundation laid in Our Lord Jesus Christ, and be con- firmed through God's Grace and Mercy, instead of depending on that hollow reed, yourself. When we offer our good intentions to God, it ought to be with a firm conviction that we are both incapable and unworthy of offering any service to His Majesty, realising that, if we had our deserts, He would not allow us to pretend to offer anything to Him. We must be convinced that it is only through His Good- ness, and the Precious Blood of His Son, that He endures us. How great is our unworthiness, which needed that Blood to purchase for us even a desire to serve His Father, or the right of offering ourselves to Him ! " We ought not to marvel, when we fail in our good resolutions, for we are sinners, and God does not owe us His Grace. ' I know,' says S. Paul, ' that in me dwelleth no good thing, for to will is present with me. 88 PRIESTL Y LIFE IN FRANCE. but how to perform that which is good I find not (Rom. vii. 18). Our weakness is so great that it is not enough that God inspire us with the thought of what is right, He must needs supply the will and resolution to do it ; and even then, unless He vouch- safes us grace to fulfil that will, nothing will come of it Further yet, He must uphold us to the end, and grant us final perseverance. "We must desire and ask His Grace, but we must be content with what He gives, and adore His All-Wise Judgment. When we fall, we must not be discouraged, but humbling ourselves, we must persevere more re- solutely, and thank Him for bearing with us, and for giving us the wish to serve Him. If after much toil and labour God vouchsafes us one good thought only, we ought to acknowledge that it is more than we deserve, and accept it as more than sufficient com- pensation for all our efforts." 1 To a person living in the world, Pere de Condren writes, " I pray Jesus Christ to give you His Grace, His Blessing and Peace. "Although I am backward in writing, I do not fail to offer the needs of your soul to God, or to pray that He would rekindle and cause to live anew in you the graces of your calling. 1 Lett res. LiL DE CONDREWS LIFE AND LETTERS. " 89 "Give yourself up to Jesus Christ and His Holy Will in a faithful spirit, without any clinging to your own thoughts and feelings, and without dwelling on what goes on within you. There is all the more need for us not to make any capital of the qualities we imagine ourselves to possess, inasmuch as often when we are pleasantly conscious of having very humble thoughts, we find them promptly followed by very vain actions ; and in like manner mere thoughts of our love to God are apt to be followed by acts of very decided self- love. "If we give way to a ready belief in what we see or feel in ourselves, we shall easily fancy ourselves filled with God's Grace, when really we are only full of our- selves, and of our own lights. We cannot see or understand the mystery of our natural, animal life, and dare we presume to fancy that we can see or understand the spiritual, supernatural life by which God's Grace dwells in our souls ! Let us beware of such foolish presumption, and never pretend to in- vestigate the secret motions of grace within our souls. Remember S. Paul's words, ' Happy is he that con- demneth not himself in that thing which he alloweth ' (Rom. xiv. 22). " Our aim must be to live the simple life of faith, ruling our conduct by our duties, not by our feelings. If these are bad, God forbids us to dwell upon them 90 PRIESTL Y LIFE IN FRANCE. in any way ; and if they are good, we should use them as so many means for leading us to God, not dwelling upon them save in a spirit of humility. The real necessity for us in the spiritual life is that we should be busy in doing, not in looking about to see whether we are doing or not. And above all things we must walk before God in truth, with a single mind. To you in your present state, this is of the utmost import- ance, so that you may faithfully follow the grace of your vocation, simply and heartily obeying that which is laid upon you as from God, without stumbling at what seems to you suitable or the reverse. This is the only way by which you will attain perfectly to a spirit of obedience, which is so far beyond your natural thoughts and feelings. * Neglect no opportunities of drawing nearer to God which your calling may afford, and remember that the most trifling incidents of life affect our salvation ; the smallest actions done for God tend to our sanctifica- tion. The Son of God tells us that it is so, when He tells us that God numbers the very hairs of our heads, and that without Him not one of them shall perish. How great is His Love, which so largely rewards the little we do after all, and that little only through His Grace ! He lays a loving obligation on us to have confident recourse to Him every day and every hour of our lives, wheresoever we may be, and in truth it DE CONDREWS LIFE AND LETTERS. 91 would be faithless not to believe in His continual Will to do us good. But we must not forget that the good He wills to work for us is in keeping with His Own Greatness and Worth, not moulded upon our self-love and our petty imaginations. " I pray our Lord Jesus Christ to give you grace to enter into the spirit of these things, and that you may be as humble and obedient as in my prayers I am constrained to ask that you may be. In His love I remain," 1 &c. To another person Pere de Condren writes : " As to the first of your questions, you must strive to maintain a spirit of love for God's Will, and of fear lest you do your own will. For although we may be unworthy to do His Will, or to know it perfectly, nevertheless it is always well to renounce our own will for love of Him : and thus if we may not presume to think that we are following His Will, at least we have the comfort of feeling that we are not following our own will. The first step towards fulfilling His Will is to be free from clinging to our own, and if we can get so far as to hate or even to fear our own will, we shall not be very far from that of God. "It is a holy practice, while waiting to know what is God's Will, to subject ourselves to that of others for love of Him, and to seek that light and guidance from 1 Letties, Ixiii. 92 PRIESTLY LIFE IN FRANCE. another which we have not in ourselves. This is a matter on which I cannot fully explain myself in writing I hope to have the opportunity of speaking with you concerning it. "With reference to your second question, my answer is, you must persevere in your resolutions when once made, unless you have plain proof that you are bound to do otherwise. You should try to do what you have undertaken to God's Glory, and in the Spirit of Jesus Christ, without any further discussion, and without admitting any thoughts of vacillation. You have every reason to hope that when you were seeking to know God's Will as to your conduct, He gave you sufficient light for your right guidance, and these after- thoughts only tend to make you weak and vacillating in His Service, and therefore you must reject them as temptations. " As to the third point, concerning your prayer, you know that God's Light often shines amid darkness. There is a great difference between that Divine Light which is invisible and incomprehensible to us, and which, inasmuch as it is Divine, is rather acceptable to God than the cause of conscious satisfaction to one's self, and the natural light which is satisfactory to self a satisfaction which might only tend to foster self- conceit, and so still further estrange us from God's Light. We had better be without such a treacherous DE CON DREWS LIFE AND LETTERS. 93 light as this latter, and wait with closed eyes till it pleases God to give us His Own Light wait in patience, in pure faith and simple love. In short, we ought neither to wish for darkness or light, but for God Only, and we must seek Him in His Own Way, as He opens it to us, without self-pleasing or impa- tience." 1 A penitent had written in trouble about her medita- tion, which was so dry that she felt as though it were time wasted, and she was tempted to give up trying. " Do not give up meditation, however difficult you may find it," Pere de Condren replies. " If it pleases God to make it a penance to you, you will not be losing time. Moreover, surely He deserves that we should take some trouble in seeking intercourse with Him, if indeed it can be wearisome to pass a short time in His Presence. The ordinary courtesies of life constrain you often to give up your time to society which is not agreeable, and will you grudge that to God which you give freely to people who are indifferent or displeasing to you, merely out of com- pliance with what custom exacts ? "The difficulties which you experience in prayer come from three principal causes: first, because God is seeking to draw you by the spirit of faith, and to wean you from your own selfish thoughts and feel- T,ettres. bum. 94 PRIESTL Y LIFE IN FRANCE. ings ; the result of which is that, losing your voluntary action, you imagine all to be lost, even God Himself. Then is the time for you to feel that you must wor- ship God after His Own Mind, and not after yours ; what are our thoughts and our mind before the Majesty of His Presence ! Every earthly creature is thrown into the shade before His Infinite Greatness, and we must lose ourselves to find Him, we must be willing to leave the world of thought we know in order to enter into the unknown realms of His Spirit. "The second cause of your difficulty lies in the activity and restlessness of your nature, which is too much disposed to fight against what troubles it. Do not attempt so much ; abide rather in humble adora- tion, realizing that it is a great thing for God to en- dure you in His Presence, that you are only too happy to be able to lose time if it be so, for His Service, that you can offer that part of your day as a sacrifice to Him. It is no small thing to be able even to give up your time to God in His Presence. " Your third difficulty arises because God wills that you should, so to say, do penance before Him and in His Presence. You must unite your will with His, and the more you do this, and the more you enter into His Plans, the less you will feel disturbed by your troubles the love of penitence, and a reverent sub- DE CONDREN'S LIFE AND LETTERS. 95 mission to God's appointments, will make you not merely bear them, but accept them willingly. Con- sider what you are, and what God is ; reflect upon the shortness of this life and the Eternity of that which is to come ; the little that you have hitherto done, the uselessness of that little, and of all that Jesus Christ has done for you, and thus kindle your heart to greater love of God. It is only during this life that you can in any sense dispose of yourself. Render to God the time He grants you now, and He will give you a blessed Eternity." l On the same subject, Meditation, Pere de Condren writes : " I should advise you once in every week to take the Most Holy Trinity as the subject of your meditation, adoring that Holiness, compared with which none can be- accounted holy. Adore the Power, the Goodness, the Justice, the Mercy, the Eternity, the Immensity, the Infinity, and the other boundless Perfections of the Blessed Trinity, pausing on whichever God may most draw you to consider. Give yourself unreservedly to the Most Holy Trinity, ask that God's Name may be hallowed, His Kingdom come, His Will be done, and ask Him to help you to do it. " Secondly, Consider how the Three Divine Persons 1 Lettres, Ixxix. 96 PKIESTL Y LIFE IN FRANCE. are one in thought, in will, in love, in life, in Being; ever One though Three, in perpetual and perfect union, in perfect rest and fruition. Neither man nor angels can in any way be compared to this. Kindle your heart to love and adore this Divine Fellowship; ask grace to honour It duly. Seek a blessing on yourself and on the Church. "Thirdly, Adore the Blessed Trinity as having created all things, as having given you the power to use your own faculties and the things around you. Make a most humble thanksgiving, and entreat grace to use all as He would have you do. Give yourself up to follow any holy aspirations God may grant you. " Once in the week too, I advise you to meditate on the Second Coming of the Son of God, once on the Passion, and once on the life of the Blessed Virgin. You will also find it very helpful to meditate once a week on Death, Judgment, Heaven and HelL I need not suggest the considerations which these subjects will supply. You can also take such subjects as the services for the week bring before you, or such as yonr personal circumstances or inclinations may suggest " Further, and indeed above all things, do not let yourself grow disheartened, or be cast down, by depression or scruples. Keep to your rule as con- cerns confession, and make it, without shewing your DE COND REN'S LIFE AND LETTERS. 97 confessor how difficult it is to you, or shew it as little as may be. Give yourself up to God in your con- fession; tell what you remember of your faults in a spirit of humility and contrition, and if you grow con- fused, and do not know how to go on, stop at once, mentioning some of your ordinary faults of infirmity for instance, 'I accuse myself of my want of true penitence, of the time I have frittered and wasted, of my lack of humility/ and the like. When you feel unable to make a beginning, accuse yourself of your misspent time, your want of resignation and of energy and courage in obeying God, and of your many unperceived faults, and then go on with what you remember. It is enough that you go to confession once a week, though you 'communicate three times. If you feel any special need to disburden your mind you might go again in the week, but never more, and not that habitually. I do not think it would be well under your present circumstances for you to com- municate through whole Octaves, it would attract too much attention, but you might add one or two com- munions at such seasons. " As to your inward troubles and fears, do not be disturbed. They are a trial in which you must trust in God, and abide faithful to Him. Though you may fancy that your will has yielded, it is not so, and amid the weariness of the contest, you are no judge. Con- 98 PRIESTL Y LIFE IN FRANCE. sequently you must be very constant to the rule given you, namely unless you are so sure that you could swear to having yielded freely for five minutes to an evil thought, you are not to make it a subject of con- fession, but rest satisfied with heartily renouncing it before our Lord in heart and word, or by some external act, such as kissing the ground, or making the sign of the Cross ; and you are not to abstain from Communion. You ought to abide quietly and con- tentedly in this prescribed rule; while you obey it you are right with God and with your conscience, and it is not your business to sit in judgment on your own soul, so long as you strive to serve God humbly according to the instructions you receive in His Name. " Let your Communions be very humble. Make them not for yourself but for God's Glory, for His Hon- our on earth, for the good of the Church and the souls He loves. You are one in the Body of our Dear Lord, of His Mother, of all the Saints, and as such you must work with them. You must strive to enter into their mind, and seek to live their life. Cast off self to do this, and by degrees you will do it more readily. Let it be done cheerfully, and with a full dedication to God" 1 Writing to one who complained of his inward per- plexities, Pere de Condren says : 1 Lcttres, Ixxx. DE CONDREWS LTFE AND LETTERS. 99 " May our Lord Jesus Christ be ever with you, and vouchsafe you the strength and support which you need in His service. Give yourself to Him con- fidently, and rest assured that all the little cares which trouble you will turn to your salvation. If you can help it, try not to heed them ; accustoming yourself to perform every action in that measure of grace and strength which God wills to give you, rather than dwelling upon the hindrances with which you are tempted, and which will vanish as soon as you cease to need them. We are nothing and can do nothing of ourselves, and consequently it is a favour from God when He permits you to realise your own powerless- ness and your absolute need of His Help in your most ordinary actions. You should thank Him for so doing, and rejoice that you are constrained by your own poverty to do all things through the abundance of His riches. " Be quite sure that since God permits the tempta- tion, He will also supply help, and as it is His Will that you stand in special need of Him, He is sure not to fail you. His Word is true, and it tells us that He is ever with His children in the hour of trial and will not suffer them to be tempted above that they are able; that we can do all things to which we are called, in the strength of His Spirit. Therefore it behoves you to give yourself up to Him in perfect TOO PRIESTLY LIFE IN FRANC K. confidence, and so to fulfil all your duties, whether towards God or man, towards the public as an official, or towards your own family, as freely and fully as if you had the most vivid consciousness of that uphold- ing Grace ; and that because faith gives us so much more certain assurance than even our own sense and experience can give. I would far rather know by God's own Promise that His Help is ever present, and that He wills me to live by His Holy Spirit, and be led by His Grace, than merely to feel it to be so, and realise His Guiding Hand by my own conscious- ness. My own feeling and experience might be deceived, and might mislead me, but God is Infallible, and where He speaks, our reason and senses have no further claim to be heard. The purer His Grace, the less it becomes mingled with our senses; the more Divine, the more incomprehensible it should suffice us to believe, and to act in that strength without aiming at an earthly appreciation thereof. "As to your Communions, do not fail to commu- nicate on Festivals, Sundays, and Thursdays, and from time to time, when no festival occurs during the week, on Saturday. Under your present inconvenient circumstances, if your communions have to be dimin- ished, accept the privation in union with the many privations borne in this world by the Son of God and His blessed Mother; borne, as these chiefly were, DB CONDREWS LIFE AND LETTERS. ' itol because they would not rise beyond the ordinary level of those around them. In the same spirit of reverence for that state of privation, you might some- times profitably deprive yourself of something, but it must be done in complete secrecy, and without being known to the world, or God would not have His part therein. " I am very glad that you are satisfied with M. A., 1 and to hear of her goodness and her useful- ness among the poor. If you had not told me what she does, I should have known nothing about it, for she does not tell me when she writes. Still, if there should be any threat of plague or other epidemic, you must forbid her to go into it at once. But so far as the wounded and ordinary sick are concerned, it is a good work to minister to them, and God will reward both her for doing it, and you for allowing her to do so, and for taking pleasure in her good works. " I am most affectionately and always yours." 2 . . . The same lesson of preferring faith to feeling is continually pressed home in his letters. It is forcibly expressed again as follows to a friend : "May our Lord Jesus Christ be your Life, your Guide, and your Strength, in all your ways, and in all the works He may be pleased to commit to you. Never pause to dwell on whatever you feel in yourself 1 His wile. * Lettres, No. Ixxxi. * Di PKILSTL Y LIFE IN FRANCE. of weakness or of strength, of light or of darkness, but live on in that simple faith, of which the apostle speaks when he says, 'the just shall live by faith,' without squandering your energies in analyzing feelings and the like. Do not imagine yourself to be weak because you feel weak, or strong because you feel strong. S. Peter believed himself to be strong, but was weak when the Son of God warned him that ' the spirit is ready but the flesh is weak;' and S. Paul believed himself to be weak, though he was strong when he said, ' when I am weak then am I strong ' (2 Cor. xii. 10). " God sees and judges us truly, but as to our feelings and judgments concerning ourselves, the only thing we can be sure of in them is, that we ought not to trust to them. However weak we may feel, we ought firmly to believe that His Divine Grace will suffice us for life and holiness, and remembering this we should go boldly at whatsoever He sets before us or calls us to do, and in like manner, however vigorous or fervent we may feel, we must remember S. Peter's words, 'nolitc percgrinari in fervor ej* but walk in that faith which promises us that we can do all things in Him Who strengtheneth us. Amid his manifold tribula- ' i S. Peter iv. 12. The English does not convey quite the same meaning as the words quoted by de Condren from the Vulgate. DE CONbREWS LIFE AND LETTERS. 103 tions S. Paul appealed to God, and the answer he received was that we have nought in us save death; we live under its sentence; of ourselves we have only condemnation, helplessness, inutility, in order that all our trust may be in Him Which raiseth the dead. ' We had the sentence of death in ourselves, that we should not trust in ourselves, but in God Which raiseth the dead, Who delivered us from so great a death, and doth deliver, in Whom we trust that He will yet deliver us' (2 Cor. i. 9, 10). Study the whole of this passage ; it will comfort you. Give yourself up to Him Which raiseth the dead, so that through His Divine Grace you may be able to fulfil all your duties, both those which come upon you from without, and those which God's Providence has laid upon you within your family and yourself. Pray for me." 1 Again, to one suffering under temptation, he writes, " I have read your letter very carefully. Of a truth it kindles my pity, not so much because of the mag- nitude of your trouble, as because you find it so diffi- cult to use a remedy, which in itself is most easy and acceptable. For what can be more desirable than to live in our Lord ; what more to be wished than that you might be drawn from these vexing thoughts of temptation, to be engrossed with so holy and attractive LeUies, No. Ixxxiii, 104 PRIES 'TL Y LIFE IN FRANCE. an object ? And what can be more annoying than to be distracted from peaceful happy thoughts of our Dear Lord, and find ourselves plunged in troubles and worries which disperse such slender devotional powers as we may possess, and make our service of God so difficult ? You know so well by experience that no- thing relieves you so much as opening your heart to some one who loves you ; why ? except that in so doing you cease to dwell and brood over yourself and that which hinders you ? But most assuredly no one loves your soul half so much as our Lord Jesus Christ. He is All-Powerful to help you. No one else can help you, save through Him, but He can help you alone ; and be quite sure that if you pour out your heart and commune with Him, you will find wonderful relief. I can quite believe that at first you will find some difficulty, and that your mind will relapse into the train of thought which is most habitual to it you have acquired a habit, your mind has got a warp which cannot be overcome all at once, but by degrees you will succeed with God's Grace. He will not fail to bear the heaviest weight of your trouble, and to draw you gently to Him. Let Him do His Will; let yourself be drawn ; and when you feel that you have fallen into your old troubles, make a vigorous effort to rouse yourself by fixing your mind on some good thought. Picture Him as stretching out His DE CONDREWS LIFE AND LETTERS. IO$ Arms to you, offering you His Help, calling you to hold converse with Him ; and longing, far beyond anything you can imagine, that you should dwell in Him and He in you. You have a thousand individual reasons for believing all this as concerns yourself, independently of what He has done for the whole world by His Incarnation, His Labour, His Passion. I want you rather to dwell on what you have seen and felt yourself. You have often confessed to me and indeed we may both say the same, that our Lord has done more for you in certain ways than you would wish ; that He has given you greater grace and power to mortify your natural self, than you would have chosen if left to yourself. Surely here is a proof that our Dear Lord cares more for your welfare than you do yourself. I realise this in myself too well not to be sure that it is so with you and many others. Besides, how many mercies He has dealt to you, which you little recked of ! All the evil we do not commit, all the temptations to which we do not con- sent, or which never visit us ; all our holy thoughts and good intentions, all our longings after that which is right, are so many witnesses of His Loving Kind- ness towards us ; for faith teaches us that without Him we can do nothing. How could He help you thus unless He cared for you? Surely all this not merely proves, but must press home to your heart, !o6 PRIESTLY LIFE IN FRANCE. that our Lord cares for you, and that He cares for you more than you care for yourself. If sometimes thoughts of an opposite kind beset you, drive them away as presumptuous, unreal, and harmful. They are but some of the lies which tempt those who give heed to them ; they generally come before the mind when it is troubled by some temptation, just as dazzling sparks flit before a man's eyes under the influence of a stunning blow. Judge any such mis- givings as you would judge of such lights, arising from a mere accident, and deceitful accordingly. " Remember how often you make mistakes as to your fellow-men, and how many unfair hasty judgments you make concerning them. Well then, be sure that it is not concerning your neighbours only that we come to hasty conclusions we do the same with respect to God Himself, and that not unfrequently, because we do not sufficiently submit our minds to His direction. So too we make mistakes with respect to ourselves, one while judging ourselves as better, another time as worse than we really are, owing to the very scanty knowledge which we really possess of ourselves and of God's Grace working in us. But indeed, our faulty judgment is too recognised a fact to need more words. Only bear in mind how often it has misled you, and beware of it. Open the eyes of your mind, and be sure that unless our Lord cared for you, DE CONDREN'S LIFE AND LETTERS. 107 He would not sustain your life, He would not pre- serve you from the Evil One; He would not have given me the power or the will to help you. There is no love save that which comes from the Son of God; if then you believe that your relations, your friends, your confessors that I myself care for you, you must own that He has taught us to do so, and therefore that He cares for you, and cares far more than I or the best of friends or relations can do. I know that you believe all this, and I am not urging it in order to make you believe, but rather because I want you to bring it to bear upon your mistaken feelings, and so measure their deceptive character fairly. "I had almost forgotten to answer you concerning the austerities you have a mind to practise. But I should reckon the thought to be a delusion of the Evil One, if by austerities you mean fasting, or anything calculated to diminish your bodily strength, which is already very insufficient ; indeed, your temptations arise partly from physical weakness, and to add to that would be a sure way of increasing those tempta- tions. In imposing very little of penance upon you, I had in view that your ailments would partly supply what was lacking, and an exact obedience to your rules do the rest. If I could have given you strength of body and mind instead of any penance, I would roS PRIESTL Y LIFE IN FRANCE. gladly have done so, for knowing how feebly you observe the obligations which already bind you, I do not think it well to lay anything fresh upon you. As you think your malady so serious, you certainly ought not to seek any further penitential practices, especially what might make you worse, and lessen your power of bearing it, and of keeping your rule. Believe me, your penance henceforth is to bear your malady in patience, offering it to our Lord in peni- tence, and as an atonement for your faults. " By your malady, I mean all that you suffer, espe- cially your temptations and your spiritual difficulties. Pray, then, get rid of this injudicious desire for austeri- ties, and devote yourself to the Humanity of our Lord, as I said before. Use Da Ponte as a founda- tion for your meditations on that Sacred Humanity, and keep the results in mind all through the day, above all when any temptation tries you. Take one subject every morning, and think it over as often as you are able through the day. This does not require any lengthy meditation. I mean you to keep your mind filled with a loving remembrance of the Divine Man- hood, as seen in whatever mystery you have chosen for consideration. This is the way to overcome temptation, humbling yourself in His Holy Presence, and confessing that in Him lies all your strength; but I would never have you argue with your tempta- DE CONDREWS LIFE AND LETTERS. 109 tions. Indeed, I desire you never even to listen to them, under any pretext, but rather turn aside in acts of adoration, humiliation, love, or what you will, towards our Lord. This I believe to be what is necessary for you. Make continuous efforts always to represent our Saviour to yourself as Loving, full of compassion, bearing your cross and beckoning you to Him. Never dwell on the thought of Him as your Judge, or under any severe aspect \ so long as we live and can repent, He is our Advocate. Do not torture yourself needlessly. Avoid terrifying subjects of meditation ; let your soul feed upon your Dear Lord, in Whom Alone you will find the true remedy for all your temptations, the thought of His Love for you. Shun dwelling upon yourself and your own offences as you would shun hell. Nobody should ever dwell on these save in humiliation, and in love to the Lord, Who has refrained from their immediate chastisement and has waited for the culprit's repentance. Look upon yourself certainly as a sinner of a truth there are many Saints now in Heaven who have been sinners. That should be enough for you." On the same subject : " The temptations which you are bearing are not intended to overwhelm you, but to humble you, to teach you patience, and to constrain you to seek God, more than hitherto. These are the three uses to / ro PRIESTL Y LIFE IN FRANCE. which you should turn your trials, instead of the dis- couragement and depression to which you seem to be giving way. I recommend you, in order to gather more strength under your troubles from the Lord, to ask leave to spend a quarter of an hour daily before the Blessed Sacrament, in honour of His Forty Days in the wilderness, when He vouchsafed to be tempted for our sake. If your health will not admit of this extra devotion, you can take it out of your usual time of meditation. Try therein to adore the Son of God, and intreat Him to take charge of your soul when under temptation, claim His All-powerful Help, con- fessing your own helplessness, and then give yourself up wholly to Him, for what can hell itself do against His Grace? Be at peace under the shelter of His Wings. The Apostle tells the Romans that there is no condemnation for them that are in Christ Jesus (Rom. viii. i). Strive to be in Christ Jesus then, so that temptation and the power of sin may have no hold upon you. You will be in Him if you renounce yourself, sin and all else, in order to be solely His, giving yourself sincerely to Him. I beseech Him of His Grace to grant you this in the spirit of faith it is your true remedy. " In the next place, humble yourself as the greatest sinner in the world ; the vilest not only in your house, but in all the earth ; as deserving to be given up to DE CONDREtfS LIFE AND LETTERS. in your sins, as meriting nothing save the evil thoughts which beset you. For in truth, if God were strictly just both to you and me, we should have nothing better than such thoughts as those of the lost, among whom we deserve to be. " Thirdly, accept from God's Hand all the distress which these temptations cause you as a punishment for your past sins, and in honour of the Sufferings of the Son of God in His Life and His Death, asking Him to enable you to do this sincerely. If your mind should be so disturbed that you cannot repress its temptations, make these acts aloud, or use some other vocal prayers to the same end. Be very care- ful in all your confessions, to offer the shame of your faults in honour of our Lord Jesus Christ, Who vouch- safed to bear the shame of sins which He had not committed on the Cross. I believe, indeed I am sure, that you think yourself faulty in many things without such being really the case but till we meet, I can give you no better counsel than this. So do not be weary of bearing the reproach of sin with our Dear Lord, He on His Cross and you in confession, as far as your confessors allow for the more you can humble yourself in confession, the greater will be your strength in temptation. " Take delight in your work as far as obedience and your bodilv strength permit of, but in beginning each 1 12 PRIESTL Y LIFE IN FRANCE. action offer it, by some short mental aspiration, in honour of Christ Crucified. You should leave to Him the care of your salvation, while your part is to do or bear, for His Sake, whatever comes to hand ; so doing you may rest satisfied that He will not forsake you. " I give you as large a share as I can of my prayers and devotions, and I ask our Dear Lord to give you more and more effectually than I can do. I ask to share in your spiritual troubles, a portion which I count as more precious than anything which I can give you. S. Paul says that it is a great thing to suffer for God's Sake a dignity which the world knows not, because it is not of the world. May you receive its blessing on earth, and its crown in Heaven." The two following letters are singularly adapted to help that class of minds who are inclined to confuse temptation and sin, and to feel miserable and guilty because they are sorely tempted, though all the time they are earnestly resisting the temptations. " I beseech our Lord Jesus Christ to be with you in the perfection of His Holy Love, and in that blessed union to work out His Own Glory and your salvation, as indeed I trust He will do of His Infinite Mercy. " There are one or two things I would say to you. 1 Lettres, No. xci. DE COND KEN'S LIFE AND LETTERS. 113 And first, the state of temptation in which your mind is will not destroy your soul j I tell you so as a message from God. Therefore you must patiently bear with these thoughts of despair or reprobation, and not believe in them. God permits the lying spirit to tor- ment you with such thoughts in order that you may ' sorrow to repentance and salvation,' as S. Paul says (2 Cor. vii. 10). Next, I want to say, you may ask God to deliver you from these troubles, if it is His Will, but you should not be too eager about obtaining deliverance or peace of mind, nor ask it too urgently. Rather resign yourself to God's Holy Will ; cling to the Cross of Christ with a patient heart, entreat Him to uphold you in this path of sorrow and humiliation, and be content if He wills to keep you in it all your life. " Lastly, as a rule, the sins of thought of which you believe yourself guilty are not sins ; they are rather the result of a wile of the Evil One, who disturbs your mind, and makes you imagine that you are entertaining thoughts, which in fact you are only enduring for His Sake Who bore our sins, without committing any of them or being touched by their guilt Be sure that God, looking on you lovingly, as following in His Dear Son's Footsteps, is often pitying and blessing you when you condemn yourself most severely. Not that I would have you cease to know yourself to be sinful, or to humble and confess yourself. The hidden judg- i 14 PRIESTL Y LIFE IN FRANCE. ment of God to which I allude does not exempt you from the duties of penitence ; it leaves the cross and burden of sin, without the malice thereof, through the Merits of the Son of God, Who bore our griefs and carried our sorrows, as the Prophet Isaiah and S. Paul tell us, only without spot or stain of sin. At the same time let your words in confession be few and simple ; diffuseness and dwelling on such things have an unfortunate tendency to renew their attacks. You say that you often cannot remember these temptations in confession probably that is because God conceals them from your mind, which is inclined to dwell over- much upon them. Be sincere and simple in confes- sion, and when it is made do not begin tormenting yourself as to how it has been done." 1 "There is no reason to be disheartened by the distressing state of mind you are in just now. It is rather a reason to have more earnest recourse to God, Who is the strength of the weak, and Who has pro- mised His Help in every time of need. I am con- vinced that you are not guilty of the faults you imagine owing to your mental condition so do not be troubled or give up your ordinary devotions, and keep to your rules as to confession. Thus, do not confess yourself guilty of consenting to these evil suggestions unless you are sure that you gave way to them deliber- * Lcttres, No. xciL DE CONDREN'S LIFE AND LETTERS. 115 ately for a quarter of an hour. While I am satisfied that even when you think you have consented to them you are rather under a delusion than really guilty, still I would rather counsel you to subject yourself to a considerable extent to the humiliation of confession such humiliation is one of the fruits which God causes to grow from out temptation. "Of course you should not justify yourself, but rather accuse yourself before God, and only make use of what I say in order to avoid being discouraged ; we must always humble ourselves before God. Still, as the tendency of these temptations is not so much to make you offend Him, as to harass yourself with scruples, and as you are disposed to give way to an unreasonable distress, it is better for you not to dwell upon your temptations or confess them, unless you have distinctly parleyed with them as before said. Neither would I have you tire yourself out with acts of resistance. One of the objects of the Enemy is to injure your health and weaken you so that you may be a still easier prey. You can see how incapable your increased headaches make you. Therefore, while your faith in God's Help grows stronger, it is not desirable that you add to your external acts of devotion towards Him. When temptation arises, offer yourself to your Lord and His Glory, by bearing whatsoever He will, with a firm faith that He will help you better than 1 16 PRIESTL Y LIFE IN FRANCE. man or Angel, however loving, for God is Love itself; and with full confidence that He is as well able to lead you through darkness as light, through temptation as through peace and tranquillity. " We are apt to condemn ourselves at the very moment when most justified of God ; and when we are best satisfied with ourselves perhaps He condemns us. You may not be able to find comfort in doing as I bid you, but nevertheless persevere. If one feels unable to make an interior act before God, it is well to make it verbally, and as I have often told you, to do that in a spirit of faith which we are not able to do as a matter of feeling. Besides, when you have fulfilled your duty to God, you ought to turn from your troubles, and put aside these excessive fears which cramp and weaken your spiritual life, rather giving yourself up to your Lord, Who Alone can save you. You know well enough that you cannot save yourself all you can do is to weary yourself in vain, and make yourself ill." x Many of Pere de Condren's letters are eminently practical, and enter with minute detail into the spiritual life, e.g. the following on self-examination : " We ought to make three daily self-examinations, of which the chief is that in the evening, which should be made before the Son of God as a con- fession. Three things are to be attended to in this. 1 Lettres, No. ixxxvi. DE CONDREWS LIFE AND LETTERS. 117 " First, that we adore the Son of God in His capacity of Judge, because He it is that will judge us, and we must not wait till death to meet Him as such. Love and faithfulness constrain us to do now what then we shall have to do as a necessity there- fore let us lay bare our conscience to Him now and await His Judgment. " Secondly, we must adore Hirr> as Priest for He is not only our Judge, but our High Priest, to Whom we are bound to confess our sins and give account for the day past. To this end we must ask the aid of His Light, that we may see plainly wherein we have displeased Him during the day; for our own light is insufficient to shew us all the faults we have committed, above all, in the supernatural life. There are many reasons for earnestly asking this Light, one of the foremost being our blindness to our own faults, which faults our self-love conceals, our ignorance omits, and our weakness extenuates. Having asked this light, the next thing is to make a general review of the day's actions, looking at our omissions rather from our Dear Lord's point of view than from our own. It is well to observe that, in making this review, we ought not to dwell specially upon our good works, even in thanksgiving. There are always blemishes in them, and we have no right to judge them to be wholly good for the 1 18 PRIESTL Y LIFE IN FRANCE. Church herself has no commission to make any such individual judgments before the Second Coming of the Son of God. At the same time, in order to avoid ingratitude, we should thank God for His Infinite Grace and Goodness as given to each one of us. "Next, we should make an act of contrition, or sorrow for sin, because it is displeasing to God. Then give ourselves absolutely to Jesus Christ, for the coming night especially, and for the morrow and our whole life, that He may fulfil all His Holy Will in us, and do with us what He pleases, so that we may be tools in His Hand to obey and serve Him perfectly. If, during such self-examination, we feel perplexed after having done all that lies in our power, it is well to ask our Guardian Angel to adore the Son of God as our Judge, and to be our accuser before Him, so that nothing may be left unsaid or unforgiven. " The morning examination should be no less care- fully made than this at night, since while one helps to correct our past faults, the other warns and forearms us against those into which we are liable to fall. God has given us memory to deal with the past, and fore- sight for the future. To us it appertains to use both rightly; our memory to give God Glory, and strive to destroy the work of sin in us ; foresight to consider how we can spend the day now beginning better than DE CONDREN'S LIFE AND LETTERS. 119 its predecessors, so that each day may tend to raise the whole tone of our life. "In this examination we must again adore our Lord as the very Principle of our life and actions, since without Him we can do nothing that is good or acceptable to God. In this capacity there are three points to be considered : " I. His dominion and right over whatever we do. Everything is His, our days, our minutes, and all our powers, our body and all its members, our actions and labours ; for we have nothing save through His Favour ; and, ' Ye are not your own,' S. Paul says. "II. The light, guidance and direction He will give us. Since all our actions are His, He will guide us to fulfil His intention and desire. And " III. The grace, strength and power, with which He will enable us to do all perfectly through Himself. 'I can do all things through Christ which strength- eneth me,' S. Paul says. " Now, in order to do all this faithfully, we must begin by giving ourselves to our Dear Lord, and dedicate all our most trifling duties to Him ; we must renounce all self-guidance for His only; we must ask grace and strength from Him to fulfil His Will. Then we must glance over the duties of the day, with a view to fulfilling them better and more earnestly, and it is well to do the same with respect to our devo- 1 20 PRIESTL Y LIFE 1A T FRANCE. tional exercises. It is well, too, briefly to foresee such occasions of falling as may be likely to arise, so as to prepare ourselves to meet them, and be armed with remedies, beseeching our Lord that we fall not. " The mid-day examination differs from that made at night, wherein we come before our Lord as Judge; for in this we honour Him as the Head of Which we are members, as our Life-Giver, the Ruling Spirit of all we do. In the evening examination we should go into our sins against God's Law ; in this at mid-day examining what faults we have committed in that inner life, and in our Christian vocation, which calls for so great watchfulness. We must see whether all our actions have been done in a right spirit, whether they have been guided by His Holy Will, whether we have acted up to the inspirations God has given us, specially in the particular points which we feel that He sets before us in our way, as also what have been our shortcomings in those respects. It is well to take some two or three points week by week, such as self- abnegation and renunciation, and dependence on God's Holy Spirit going on the next week to what we most need in order to meditate well, and so on. " In all this consider the misuse we make of those tendencies to good which Jesus Christ has given us, how we reject His inspirations and fail to second His impulses. Again, our misuse of His mysteries, not DE CONDREN'S LIFE AND LETTERS. 121 honouring Him in them as we ought, although we need diligently to study them with a view to obtain special graces, and to imitate His Virtues. And thirdly, our negligence in not making a worthy and sufficient use of our Dear Lord ; we ought to live in and by Him, a life altogether above our nature and our natural powers; nothing ought to seem hard or impossible to be done for Him, inasmuch as He gives us His Grace and His Holy Spirit so abundantly to help us in what- ever we do. Let all these points of misused grace be duly considered in your self-examination." * On the subject of Holy Communion, Pere de Con- dren writes: "We must come to it, first, in order that Jesus Christ may be All in us that He should be, and that we may cease to be all that we are, losing ourselves in Him. Secondly, we must come to it in order that He may destroy whatever in us is contrary to God the Father the old Adam and his sorrowful heritage, the reign of sin and Satan, and the cruel tyranny of self- love; and so coming we must ask of -the Divine Humanity to put forth the Right Hand of His Justice, to crucify the old man in us and to confirm the Kingdom of the Adorable Trinity. Our imperfec- tions should lead us to seek Communion, as the one sovereign remedy for their healing. 1 Lettres, No. Ixxxiii. 122 PRIESTL Y LIFE IN FRANCE. 11 Thirdly, the very gifts and graces which it has pleased our Lord to give us should urge us to Com- munion, so that we should not imagine them to be our own, or use them according to our own blind self-love, but leave Him absolute control over them, and let Him use them after His Own good pleasure. " We ought to come to Holy Communion, in obedi- ence to our Dear Lord's Will that we should dwell in Him and He in us ; in order to root out our natural life and will, and to become what He is, i.e. life, truth, love and holiness to God. Moreover we ought to come to it out of obedience to His desire that we should be His members, in whom He may dwell to the honour and glory of His Father in Heaven. " While our own spiritual usefulness may rightly be a motive for frequent Communion, it ought not to be our foremost intention, since it is neither the best, the most urgent, or the most imperative. First of all we owe obedience to our Lord's desire to receive and to possess us for Holy Communion not only gives Jesus Christ to us, it also gives us to Him, even as He Himself says, whoso receiveth Him abideth in Him. Now this desire of His to receive us is as wide as His Love; as the rights which His Merits and His Mercy give Him over us. Therefore it becomes a grievous DE CONDREN'S LIFE AND LETTERS. 123 want of faithfulness to disappoint His gracious desires, when we have no necessary hindrance from Holy Com- munion. " S. Paul tells us that we are the Fulness of Jesus Christ, Who takes us into Himself and grows in us as the members of His Body. This may be illustrated by the soul of a child, which does not grow by any increase of substance, but by an ever-increasing accession of light which enlarges its horizon, its relative position towards others, and its own sphere of action, in proportion as the child's body is de- veloped, and becomes capable of serving the opera- tions of the soul. In like manner with Communion Our Lord fills us therein with Himself, and develops His own Life in us, and we do Him wrong in abstain- ing from Communion, unless rightfully withheld from it, and for due cause. " Then again, the Son of God is not content with being offered to His Father in one place only, He wills to be so offered in many, and although His Sacrifice is One and unchangeable in reality, He wills it to be continually renewed to His Father's Glory in a certain sense. And the soul which receives Him in Holy Communion is really an altar on which Jesus Christ lies and whereon He is con- tinually offered to God, not only in will and intention, which may be done without receiving Him sacra 124 PRIESTLY LIFE IN FRANCE. mentally, but in very truth and act And be sure that it is more pleasing to Jesus Christ and more to God's Glory to be thus offered in the souls He loves than on all the Altars in Christendom. "There are sundry other reasons why we should communicate for God's Sole Glory. . . . You can- not give yourself too often to Him ; without Him we have no power to cast off the yoke of self, and the sin which dwelleth in us will yield to none save Him- self, and therefore I cannot approve of your dimin- ishing your Communions. Even if you can seek His Help without that Sacrament which He instituted on purpose to give Himself to you, you are infinitely more sure to find Him in the means which He has appointed for uniting Himself to you, and for working with you in that which you have to do for God. Surely we are bound to seek Him in the way wherein He wills to be found, and to unite ourselves to Him in order to serve God more faithfully and purely, for of a truth we are very weak without Him. So too, we must go to Him to be strengthened against the power of sin, and the inclinations of the old man in us, which can never be subdued without Him. We have only too great experience of our own weakness ; we need truly to seek Jesus where He is, and to unite ourselves to Him in order to do that which without Him we cannot do; just as a man who has to move DE CONDREWS LIFE AND LETTERS. 125 a weight beyond his strength goes to seek another to help him. " So long as we come to Holy Communion with a full feeling of our own weakness, and with that insight which faith gives of our need of His Strength to fight against sin, self, the world, and whatever is contrary to God's Will, we cannot come too often. No indeed, he cannot come too often who is led by the sense of his own helplessness and weakness in serving God there to seek strength and grace in Jesus Christ to do better. Frequent Communion is only to be feared when one is secretly influenced in coming to it by a good opinion of one's-self, or by a lurking impression that one is better than others because one com- municates more frequently. Then indeed hidden vanity and spiritual pride rule us and cause us to mis- use the Blessed Sacrament. But if one is not seek- ing any mere self-satisfaction, if one communicates only to serve God, and to win strength against sin and selfishness, with a view to praise and obey God better, not from any rest in one's own goodness, then one need not be afraid to approach Him very fre- quently in Holy Communion. May our Dear Lord guide you in this as in all else." x To one who was overwhelmed with weariness and intolerance of self, Pere de Condren writes : 1 Letlres, Nos. Ixxvi. and Ixxvii. 126 PR1ESTL Y LIFE IN FRANCE. " Judging by your letters I think you are giving way overmuch to sadness, and that you are not using it rightly to God's Glory and the good of your own soul So far from being a hindrance to your spiritual progress, it would be a means of giving God glory, if you gave yourself up to Him as you might do. When He created you, He knew perfectly that He had made you subject to this weakness He did it in order to help you to turn away from and reject self, in order to constrain you to seek all your rest in Him, in order that this very inward trial should be borne for His Glory. Keep in mind that God will call you to account for the use you have made of it. Resolve then to give yourself to God and to bear it patiently and without fretting, so long as He pleases. One must learn to bear with one's-self before one is able to bear the Cross of Christ. He bore the prospective weight of all men, their sorrows, their sadness, their weariness ; and He bore it so faithfully that He would not lay aside the smallest part thereof ; so persever- ingly that He never gave Himself a moment's relief during His earthly Life. Do you in likewise be faithful and persevering in bearing that share of His Cross which is laid on you, I mean your own wretchedness, and do not be disheartened, for it is one of the ways given you in which to serve and honour God on earth, and to bear your part in your DE COND REN'S LIFE AND LETTERS. 127 Saviour's Cross. Give yourself up to the power of His Grace, so that you may do it perfectly. It is only for this life that we have to suffer, and the reward of that suffering is eternal. Meanwhile do not neglect seeking such relief as will tend to distract your mind duly. Take care of your own health, and of your wife's ; and oblige her to attend to it her- self. " Do not give way to depression, but resign your- self to our Dear Lord with the object of bearing the discomforts and petty contradictions of this life bravely. It appertains to God's Holy Spirit to make you welcome them, whereas it is characteristic of self-love to be grievously depressed by them. We must not wish to have our own will carried out in this world, or to find our satisfaction therein, but rather we must be content to die to all our own ways and wishes, to all that is of the old Adam. When any circumstances of our life tend that way as for the most part all that is trying does we ought to be glad at heart, and bless God for helping us by casting us down in the flesh that He may build us up in the Spirit Remember what the Apostle S. James says 'My brethren, count it all joy when ye fall into divers temptations ' (i. 2). Love and joy, according to the Spirit of God, always take the shape of the Cross and of suffering for God in this life j even as fleshly love 128 PRIESTL Y LIFE IN FRANCE. and joy take that of the enjoyment of and rest in creatures. Do not seek a remedy for your depression in love of the world or satisfaction of the senses ; the remedy would be worse than the disease, but seek it in God, striving not merely to love and praise Him, but to love and praise Him with a real interior joy. Do not give up any of your religious practices, and remember me in your prayers." 1 To a sick friend he writes : "May our Lord Jesus Christ ever live in you, in Heaven to His Glory, in earth to do His work ! I beseech Him not merely to control the whole use you make of your life, but also that He would preserve and sustain it by His vivifying powers, so that it may be wholly His, wholly dependent upon Him ; that He may not merely be the principle of a supernatural life of grace in you, but likewise the principle of your natural life which He preserves. He will be the sole principle of our future life to all eternity, in virtue of that Resurrection to which He will call us. While here on earth our being is sin-soiled, and He can have no part in sin, but inasmuch as we belong primarily to God the Father as our Creator, His Beloved Son preserves and sustains our life, subject as it is to sin, in order that we may become more wholly His, and that He may acquire continually fresh claims upon us, 1 Lett res, Nos. Ixxxvii. Ixxxviii. DE CONDREN'S LIFE AND LETTERS. 129 Sometimes even He vouchsafes to renew that life, as in Lazarus, who owed his earthly life to the Son of God deriving not merely his spiritual but his temporal existence from Him, and being thereby bound to our Dear Lord by a very special tie. I pray that you may be made to share in the mind with which Lazarus must have received this renewed life from the Son of God, and in which he must have spent the remainder of his days in close union and dependence on Him. " It seems to me that one of the uses to which you should put your sickness, is the longing to be more entirely Christ's, and less your own. But do not ne- glect the means which God vouchsafes to use for our restoration to health, through His Dear Son's Blessing. We are bound to receive them with thanksgiving, even as S. Paul says we are bound to receive our daily food (i Tim. iv. 3). Accept willingly the humiliation of having to take so much care of your body, and do not seek to be better thought of by any one than God chooses you to be. But do not occupy yourself with dwelling on your own condition, or the moral cause of your sufferings. Perhaps it is not as you think, or if it be, God if He wills can repair the ill effect of your faults. Accept humiliation freely, and do not desire anything of any one save from a supernatural point of view, and through the Merits of Jesus Christ ; for to wish only that men may be to us whatever God would I 1 30 PRIESTL Y LIFE IN FRANCE. have them, will always be the true road to peace and happiness for those souls which cleave to God in humi- lity and patience. They know that He holds the hearts alike of bad and good in His Hand ; that He can equally work His Will by means of devils or angels ; that He continually feeds His friends by means of His enemies His lambs by the help of very wolves. And so they are at peace in His Hand. We too shall find peace of heart and mind, beyond all we can imagine, if we seek nothing save that His Holy Will be done in all things." x Speaking of the ruling motives of the Christian's life, Pere de Condren says : " The first point at which to aim in all our actions, that they may be really Christian, is self-renunciation, as S. Paul says, 'Ye are not your own, for ye are bought with a price' (i Cor. vi. 19, 20); and again, ' He died for all, that they which live should not hence- forth live unto themselves, but unto Him Which died for them and rose again' (2 Cor. v. 15). So we should die to self through grace and the virtue of Christ's Death. He must live in us, and our one object in the world should be to do His Work therein. " The second point is a like renunciation of all that is of self or our own mind, in order to enter into the Mind of Christ and to do His work through His Spirit, 1 Lett res, No. xi. DE CONDREWS LIFE AND LETTERS. 131 Which Alone can enable us to effect it. And this must be done very heartily, with a strong conviction that God will enable us to do it, and that Jesus Christ works continually with us, to vivify and renew us in it. Even when we may not be conscious that we are upheld by this supernatural strength, we need not question it, for being altogether divine, it is impercep- tible to the senses, and can only be realised by faith. " The third point is total renunciation of every aim in our work save God. Jesus Christ Himself, Whose members we are, and in Whose Spirit we seek to live, had none other. Not that this hinders us from regu- lating our actions by sundry rules having application to what may seem other objects. Thus obedience is regulated by the will of those set over us, but the end which we set before us is God. Bodily nourishment ought to be regulated according to our needs, but the end for which we take it should be God ; so that when we sustain the body, it should not be for our own earthly sakes, but for the Glory of God, Who is our Fulness, our Satiety, our Eternal Food. So again with respect to conversation, which should be regulated by charity and Christian courtesy ; but its end should be to honour God, and Jesus Christ communing with men. In short, God ought to be the Sole End of all we do, not self. Hence you will draw one deduction, i.e. that the rule on which all your life is to be framed 132 PRIESTL Y LIFE IN FRANCE. must be that you give yourself wholly to Jesus Christ, to do and suffer whatsoever comes before you for and in Him, and to His Glory and that of His Father. May He cause you to share largely in the fulness of His life." 1 To one who asked guidance as to the right use of time, Pere de Condren replies : " Our whole life ought to be shaped according to the light and truth of faith, and the precepts of Chris- tianity, so that it may be as God would have it. We see how men of the world conduct themselves ac- cording to their worldly experience, ruling their ways with a view to the customs and opinions of society ; how philosophers boast of ruling their life according to the light of reason ; and how the sensualist follows the leadings of the flesh and self-indulgence ; surely it befits the Christian to be ruled by his faith, which leads him to seek a far higher standard than mere reason or nature can ever do. From this point of view I would suggest three truths which shew how important it is that we should daily make a right and holy use of our time. " First then, God is the Creator of all things, and therein of Time. We ought to accept time as His Gift, and use it to His Glory, for 'the Lord hath made all things for Himself (Prov. xvi. 4), and He gives Lettres, No. Ixii. DE COND REN'S LIFE AND LETTERS. 133 us time only that we may employ it in His Service. We all feel bound to use a gift according to the in- tention of the giver ; if some one gives me a hun- dred crowns for the poor, I cannot use that money otherwise than in alms. So God gives us time, not that we may fritter it away in useless pursuits, or misspend it in evil actions which offend Him ; but that we may employ it in good works to promote His Glory. Let us always keep this intention in mind, and our time will be better and more carefully spent than it too often is at present. "The second truth I would commend to your thoughts is that we have not a single moment of time which is not won for us by Jesus Christ, and by His Death. " God had said, * In the day thou eatest of it ' (the forbidden fruit), * thou shalt surely die ' (Gen. ii. 17); and had He heeded nothing save strict justice, sinful man had died without any time for repentance. Such a sentence was carried out upon the offending angels they died their spiritual death immediately after they had sinned ; but God spared man in virtue of the Merits of His Son, Who should come on earth to suffer and die for him. Therefore every hour which we have had hitherto, or are to have yet, we owe to Jesus Christ, not one moment of time since Adam's fall but has been bought for 134 PR1ESTL Y LIFE IN FRANCE. man by the Redemption, at the price of our Saviour's Sufferings and Death. Consequently we owe Him that which He has bought for us at so great a price, and surely it behoves us to use the time He has won for us in a way worthy of His Labours, His Pains, His Cross, His Blood, and His Death. If we waste and misuse it, we are wasting that Precious Blood by which He gained it for us, and we shall have to give account for that time to God the Father. And therefore we ought to strive to use every moment of time as perfectly as we possibly can, remembering the price at which it has been bought. Think of the lost how do you imagine they would use their time if God were to grant them again one single hour of all those they have misused, and meanwhile we . . . ? " The third truth I would have you ponder is that God's Holy Spirit was sent among men to help them to use time rightly. We cannot use it well without His Grace, we cannot lead a supernatural life apart from Him. In consequence of sin, we may use time to our eternal condemnation ; by nature we shall use it to earthly purposes, but we cannot use it according to the Will of Christ Jesus, save by the Holy Spirit of God. And therefore we ought continually and fervently to invoke that Holy Spirit, asking His Grace to use our time in union with His Intentions and Will Con- DE COND REN'S LI1-E AND LETTERS. 135 tinually through the day, we ought to refer to Him for guidance in the right use of our time ; seeking to know how He would have us employ the actual hour now passing, and asking His aid not only to know, but to do His Will. ... As members of Christ our standard should be a high one. ... To this end, strive to unite your worship to the acts of devotion practised by the Son of God when on earth. Think what a condescension, what a humiliation this life of time, this subjection to hours and minutes, was to Him Who is Lord of Eternity ; to Him Who even then was Lord of that Glorious Eternity as much as He is now ! Filled with this thought, let us adore Him in His voluntary subjection to our earthly bond- age of time. "The Fathers say that by vouchsafing to be baptized, Jesus Christ sanctified the waters of our Baptism; surely even so when He vouchsafed to be subject to our human laws of time, He sanctified it, and laid upon us the obligation to use it after a Christian fashion. Some brief devotion to His earthly life of time will help us in this our best method of entering into the things of God is by adoration " Next, we must make God the End of all we do, and seek His Glory only. If Jesus Christ has won time for us, we must in return strive so to use it in all our actions after a manner worthy of His Cross and 136 PRIESTL Y LIFE IN FRANCE. Passion and to do that we must have God ever before us in all our intentions. . . . When on earth, Jesus said, ' I can of mine own self do nothing. . . . I seek not mine own Will, but the Will of the Father which hath sent Me ' (John v. 30), and we should strive to be of that mind throughout life, in whatever time brings us to do or bear In Jesus Christ nothing is mean or vile everything becomes great and noble, and so in His Church nothing done for Him can be contemptible or low ; every action is refined and sanctified under the influence of the Holy Spirit, in the power of Whose Grace we ought to per- form every action. " But for the practical use of all these suggestions, one thing is indispensable as the groundwork ; and that is total renunciation of self-seeking in our use of time, and in all we do. Otherwise while we think we are studying for God's Sake and His Glory, self-com- placency or natural curiosity will intermingle, spoil the purity of our intention, and turn aside our aim. There is but one remedy to give ourselves up ab- solutely to accept God's Hand ruling and guiding us." Tending to the same point, another letter says : "The principal occupation one created by God should have in this world is to glorify Him, and nothing should be allowed to divert us from this : it 1 Lettres, Nos. Ixv. IxvL DE CONDREN'S LIFE AND LETTERS. 137 ought to be so absolutely our ruling thought that we may even turn the hindrances we meet with to the same end. " Obviously our own anxieties tend to distract us, and therefore we ought to strive to make His Glory a more prominent object even than our own salvation. We ought to strive to be led solely by a spirit of faith, content with the light it gives, and always being more intent on doing than on stopping to see if we are doing. " It is well, too, to give more heed to others than to one's-self, and to be content to serve God according to the instructions He gives through those He sets over us. You will do well to work for one hour daily in honour of the New Life of Jesus Christ raised from the dead. So, too, work for half an hour daily in honour of the Blessed Virgin, and of her hidden life in Christ strive every day to fulfil some lowly task in honour of Jesus Christ making Himself the Servant of Man. Try to be less occupied with yourself and your own sufferings, and to bear them all in Him for God. You can pray something to this effect : ' I put aside all that I am I cleave to all that God is I will bear all that troubles me for His Glory,' " &C. 1 Pere de Condren's asceticism was by no means in- discriminating, as the following advice, volunteered to 1 Lettres, No. Ixxiii. 138 PRIESTLY LIFE IN FRANCE. one whom he thought likely to observe Lent after a somewhat self-willed fashion, proves : "As Lent approaches, and hearing from you that you are not well, I feel obliged to write and urge you to submit to the advice given you about your food while you are weak. I have written to M. M to ask him to give you his advice, which you must conscientiously follow, and be scrupulously particular in doing so. The Evil One deadens the conscience of many who are quite able to observe this public pen- ance (of Lent) which God has laid upon His Church from the earliest times, and leads them to neglect it; but on the other hand he tempts others who are incapable of a strict observance thereof, and causes them to injure their health, which is altogether con- trary to the intention of God and His Church. We are just as much bound to submit to God when He requires us to deal charitably with ourselves as when He requires anything else of us. " I think I have before now warned you that you are liable to an habitual temptation to injure yourself. I have noticed the consequences several times, and it seems to me that you are not sufficiently docile to the advice which has been given you on this score. One plain proof of this is the evident secret annoyance you feel when anything is said which interferes with your own views on the matter. Everybody has some DE CONDREWS LIFE AND LETTERS. 139 special trial in this life ; no one is free from struggle, and the holiest people are sometimes the most sorely tempted. It seems to me that by God's Mercy you are not tempted to sin against Him or against your neighbour, whose interests you are generally more disposed to serve than your own. God has been pleased to shield you from these attacks of the Enemy, so he turns them all on you yourself, and the repug- nance you shew to the needful remedy almost makes me fear that he might succeed in his object, if it were not that I have still stronger hope in the help God's Mercy will send you. But you must mistrust his snares, for indeed it seems to me that you have a decided difficulty to face in all that concerns yourself, and that you are too much disposed to give way both in what concerns your temporal affairs and your health. Be on your guard, and strive to banish the malicious enemy, who after getting a hold upon you in matters of health and general affairs of life, will go on to what is more dangerous, and more directly affecting your salvation. The enemy does everything with a view to our final perdition, which is his real object. " I am going on a long journey, and may not be in Paris again before the summer, and I feel it my duty to give you this warning before I go. Offer yourself to our Lord ; ask His Grace to follow His Guidance in all things, and that you may yield in nothing to His 140 PRIESTLY LIFE IN FRANCE. enemies. Let yourself have full part in His Charity, as well as others. This is all the more necessary for you that you are under the influence of a distinct temptation to neglect your health, and that it is dis- agreeable to you to have to overcome it. Look back over your past conduct in all sincerity, and I hope you will perceive somewhat of this ; but even if you do not, you cannot be wrong in deferring to the advice of your friends. I shall not cease to offer you diligently to God, indeed the further I am from you the more carefully I shall do so. I commend myself to your prayers." 1 He could comfort the afflicted too, if not with the overflowing tenderness which characterises S. Francis de Sales' letters of consolation, yet with no cold apprehension of their needs : "May the Grace, the Blessing, and the Peace of our Lord Jesus Christ be granted you always. I pray Him, at this holy season wherein He deigned to rise to a new Life, that He would grant you renewed life and strength, not only to the mind, but to your body also, so that you may be the better able to minister to those souls He has committed to your care. " I have often felt great compassion for what I have heard of your sufferings; my consolation is in the thought that the same Lord Who vouchsafed to be 1 Lettres, No. evil DE CONDREATS LIFE AND LETTERS. 141 cruciiied out of love for you, is leading you on to His Glory, and chooses to fit you for His Bosom by the way of the Cross; as also, that the Spirit of God, Whose perfect work, the Apostle tells us, is patience, is perfecting you more and more. The Son of God would not stay His Sorrows or His Patience by con- solation, or by anything short of that Sacrifice which put an end at once to His earthly Life and His Cross, and gave Him to the Father. So He wills that God should be the end of every Christian's cross and patience, and we ought not to desire to be free from pain and suffering in this life by putting aside sorrow or crosses, but by the putting aside of self, by leaving all else to cleave to Him, I doubt not but that God is in this manner the end of your Cross, and that as He has upheld you by His Spirit of patience, He will receive you in His own right time. I pray you, remember me in your prayers." x To a mother who had just lost her child he writes : " If I could leave town at the present moment I would have come to you, not that I could be of any use to your little one, but to comfort you, and help you to bear his loss without grieving, overmuch. It is better that God's Will be wrought for the child than ours; it is more profitable for him. Life were far more perilous to him than death ; for death is to 1 Lettres, No. xc. 142 PRIES7L Y LIFE IN FRANCE. your boy an entrance into Paradise and life eternal, whereas a longer sojourn upon earth might have perilled his salvation. Of a truth I love the dear little fellow, but I love him in God ; I would choose rather his welfare than our satisfaction, God's good pleasure before our wishes." x And to a father who had lost two sons he writes : "God is shewing you that when He committed these two children to you, it was not so much that you might bring them up in His Fear, as that you might offer them as two innocent hostages to His Glory. In so doing, He has given them perfect happiness ; they have known God before they knew anything of the world, or of themselves. You would have had the responsibility of their education, and now, calling them to reign with Him, God has given them the power of guiding and raising you, and they will be as two guardian Angels who, watching over all your life, with the help of God and His Holy Spirit, will lead you to Himself. The saints help us on our way not merely by their prayers, but likewise by their influence and inspirations, and by a silent supernatural com- munication to our souls of their own light and love of God. They have a mighty power with God. Our Dear Lord told S. John that they who overcome should sit with Him on His Throne and eat of the 1 Lettres, No. xriv. DE CONDREN'S LIFE AND LETTERS. 143 tree of life in the midst of the Paradise of God. It should be a great consolation, a great honour to you to have two children so blessed. Faith should over- come earthly sorrow, and change your father's tears into joy at the thought of their glory, and of the bless- ing they may be to you and yours." x One touching note we find, written on the occasion of the death of an Oratorian, Pere de Lorme, to his father : " If it had pleased God to grant the prayers of our Congregation, and to restore your son's health," (he says,) " I might have written to rejoice with you, but now I write to give account of him whom you trusted to us. ... With all submission to God, Who has willed it thus, we are sorely grieved; for while we may not refuse God anything, there are some sacrifices which we cannot make without sharp pain, and where- in our tears are acceptable to Him. We are con- strained to be willing that He should take your son from our love to His Own, and that having moulded Him awhile by His Grace, and brought him to that spiritual perfection which He required, He should call him to eternal joy in His Bosom. "Your son's illness has been a long one, and it has called forth all the more his graces, and set a rare example before the Congregation, for he bore it all 1 Lettres, No. xcv. 144 PR1ESTL Y LIFE IN FRANCE. so well that it was as the crown to his edifying life. "'Let patience have her perfect work,' says the Apostle S. James. Patience brings about perfection. Your son was carefully tended during his illness, and the doctors have testified their affection for your name by their assiduous care of him. But God has not willed to prosper their remedies, because He saw well rather to satisfy His own Love and His desire to take your son to Himself. The most skilled science could not withstand God's intentions, nor human help suffice to delay him in this world of sadness, when the Lord called him to eternal happiness. In the ordinary course of nature he \vould have ministered to you, and offered you to God, but since it has pleased God that he who was your child in this life should become as your elder brother in the life of glory, you must lay aside the father's feeling, and conceive a new kind of love, which looks upon him who was your son as now your protector as a new guardian angel watching over your family. His death was so saintly, that we can have no other thought." 1 A few short lines addressed to one dying will serve to shew his mind concerning death : "If I looked upon this life as a great good, or on 1 Lettres, No. xcvi. DE CONDREN'S LIFE AND LETTERS. 145 death as a great evil, I should be inconsolable at hearing of your state. But inasmuch as life is but a very dangerous journey which we are thankful to see end in a safe arrival with God ; as death is the end of sin, the perfecting of a Christian's life, the accom- plishment of his sacrifice, the beginning of his triumph, his entrance into glory, the hour when God takes him down from his cross to live in His Bosom for ever blessed; remembering all this, I cannot pity you, and all my sorrow turns into the one prayer which I am moved to make continually, that God will be ever with you. He will fill you with holier thoughts than anything I can suggest, and now that your whole mind must be fixed on God Who is so very near to you, I do not suppose you will care very much for my letters. Nevertheless, in compliance with M. N.'s letter, I will suggest to your mind three considerations concerning our Lord Jesus Christ, Who is the model of all perfection in life and death. First, He readily left all to go to His Father, all His works being done in Him. Next, He bore all the exceeding bitterness of His Cup willingly for His Father's Glory. And last, far from murmuring or being absorbed in His sufferings, He offered Himself with His whole Will to God. And it is our duty to strive to enter into all His ways and to abide therein with Him. May He 146 PRIESTLY LIFE IN FRANCE. give you grace to do so. I ask it with my whole heart." 1 Concerning the sacrament of marriage, Pere de Condren writes : "It is less understood, more profaned, and more hard to be perfectly observed than any other. But as every Christian is bound to aim at perfection in his own calling, it is important to know wherein that of marriage lies ; its special dignity arising from the end to which it was instituted. Now this end is to set before us the union of Jesus Christ with His Bride the Church, the most perfect of all unions on earth, of which this sacrament is the type. " Perfection of the marriage state, then, consists in setting forth as clearly as is possible to men this sacred union ; so that by their intentions, actions, and use of marriage, the husband and wife may prove their inten- tion of fulfilling our Lord Jesus Christ's objects in this Sacrament, which are spiritual, not earthly. To this end, they should ponder the extreme purity of Christ's union with His Church, and inasmuch as to equal that is beyond the power of mere mortals, they should adore it humbly, and pray that our Dear Lord would grant them His Holy Spirit, so that they may be able to attain a part in the holy objects and intentions which He sets before them in this Sacrament It were 1 Lettres, No. Ixvii. DE CONDREN'S LIFE AND LETTERS. 147 well, before approaching it, to read attentively and devoutly meditate both the office and ritual which the Church appoints to be used, so as to realize what is promised and undertaken. It is a pious prac- tice to bid our Dear Lord and His Mother to the wedding, in memory of their presence at Cana of Galilee ; as also S. Joseph, bearing in mind the rever- ence and decorum which is incumbent on all the guests. Too often the holiness of this Sacrament is violated by what passes on these occasions; by a license which savours more of paganism than Chris- tianity, and which must avert the blessing God would impart to greater purity and reverence. You must not fail to offer to God the children He may please to give you, with a full resolution of devoting them to be faithful subjects of His Kingdom; and it would be a very suitable devotion at such a time to dedicate yourself specially to serve Christ and His Church, in honour of that blessed union between Him and His Bride of which this Sacrament is the type. Above all, ask of Him that you may enter upon the state of mat- rimony with no other intention than that of pleasing Him, remembering that in Baptism you renounced the flesh and became a new creature ; that therein you put on Christ Jesus; you died to the old Adam; you came forth to live with Christ Risen, you were made a member of Christ Glorified, Who sitteth on the 148 PRIESTLY LIFE IN FRANCE. Father's Right Hand. Let husband and wife dwell together, therefore, as Christians should, and let Jesus Christ, Who gave His Blood and His Life for His Church, be the model of your married life." * One letter of Pere de Condren, addressed to a reli- gious who was disturbed at having to change his con- vent, expresses what was his own practice as well as precept in obeying all and any of God's calls : " It matters little," he says, " where we are/for God is everywhere, and His Dear Son sends His Holy Spirit and His Church into every part of the world ; and as everywhere we have free access to Heaven, so too our Lord and His Saints can and will help us whitherso- ever we may be. But it does matter very considerably that we be wheresoever God wills us to be. Before the Incarnation, God's people received His messages by means of angels, who told them where God would have them dwell ; but now, since God vouchsafed to become Man, He has appointed men to be the minis- ters of His Will towards their fellow-men ; and we are bound to receive God's Orders from their lips with even greater reverence than the Patriarchs of old from those of His angels, because God, Who took upon Him the form not of an angel but of man, wills that His message be spoken to us not by angels but by men. 1 Lettres, No. JT. DE CONDREA'S LIFE AND LETTERS. 149 " I write thus with reference to your new abode, in order to induce you, out of reverence for the Mystery of the Incarnation, the Source of all your grace, to accept it willingly, as also to change it again for any other which your superiors may appoint. We have no right to any dwelling-place whatever on earth, save through our Lord Jesus Christ, Who has given us pos- session, or, more strictly speaking, the use of that which He won for us by His Blood ; and this because sin, without His Redeeming Grace, would cast us forthwith into hell as our only abode. This truth ought to make us very faithful in accepting whatever abode He may allot to us, inasmuch as we owe any habitation whatsoever which we possess solely to Him and His Merits. I am writing on S. Paul's Day, which reminds me how he, who was carried up into Paradise, yet came back, in submission to God's Will, to preach, labour, and at last die in this world ; leaving God, so to say, for God; after a fashion imitating our Lord, Who came forth from the Bosom of the Father into the world, as He Himself says. Now you quit neither God nor Paradise, but you come from the Convent of the Incarnation, and that very Mystery should strengthen you to do it in a spirit of adoration of Him Who left the Bosom of the Father to bear His Cross on earth. Each time that you communicate, He is sent to you by the Father, the Holy Spirit brings Him r 50 PRIESTL V LIFE IN FRANCE. to you, and He gives Himself to you, and comes to dwell in a very poor and worthless dwelling, unworthy to be compared to that which He leaves. Neverthe- less in His Mercy He chooses to come and abide with you. Apply this thought to your change of abode, and accept it in honour thereof. I think it will be profitable to you, for God ever returns a hundredfold whatsoever we give up for Him. "It may seem to you that you are losing your wonted spiritual help in quitting Paris, but God will not suffer you to be deprived of it. Our Lord was more helpful to His Apostles through His Absence than through His Presence, as He had told them would be the case. I hope by His Grace that you will receive more spiritual aid from your House in Paris in your absence than you would by being there, since you leave it for God's Sake. You are with the Prioress, if no longer in the same town, yet in the Same Lord, if you are faithful to Him. You are with her in the same Holy Spirit, in whose Heart and Love our Tx)rd has placed His Church ; and you are with her in the Same God, in Whose Bosom dwell the Blessed Virgin and all the Saints all, in short, who are born of Him. In that Home you dwell as a Christian, elsewhere you have nought save what is of sin, which must sooner or later be taken from you, and which therefore you should wish yourself to leave. DE COND REN'S LIFE AND LETTERS. 151 As the child of Adam you are in banishment in this world, and just now Dieppe is the place of your exile, whither God has driven you, as of old He drove your father Adam forth from Paradise. But as the child of God, Jerusalem is your home, and therein you are only separated from your Sisters in Paris by that which you are bound to despise and reject, by that which has not yet put on the new man, by that which ' waits for the adoption, to wit, the redemption of our body,' as S. Paul says (Rom. viii. 23). I think this ought to be a great consolation to you. You and your Sisters in Paris were the children of God, but the children of Adam likewise ; now you have left that part of the union which belonged to Adam, but you are still united with them inasmuch as you both belong to God. So your mission to Dieppe has only separated you in that which it was well to quit, leav- ing whole and intact that which both you and they would wish to keep in this world and in the next, even more earnestly than your very life itself. . . . God is everywhere He sends forth His Holy Spirit in all lands. There is no place from whence we may not have access to Him through His Son, and whereso- ever we may be, Jesus Christ and His Saints help and succour us. God's commands, formerly transmitted to men through the Angels, have now a no less claim to our reverence when they come through our fellow-men, 152 PRIESTL Y LIFE IN FRANCE. because the Word has vouchsafed to unite Himself to man, and to make the members of His Body chan- nels and interpreters of His Will to their brethren. We have no right to any dwelling-place save through His Mercy, and therefore whatever place He may assign us ought to be thankfully accepted by us. If God's Own Son did not refuse to leave the Father and come into the world, surely there is no home we should hesitate to leave in honour of His Incarnation and of His Sojourn in Judaea. Think too how He comes to us in the Holy Sacrament in order to prove His Love for us, and remembering that, how can we hesitate to go wherever we are called out of love for Him? Whatever loss we think to find by a change of abode will be more than compensated, if we offer it as a freewill sacrifice; and the Unity of Jesus Christ, which cannot be broken or hindered by any distance, will prevent our being really deprived of the spiritual blessings we seem to leave. Doubtless removals involve a separation from friends, but it is only a separation which concerns the flesh, to which as Christians we ought to be dead. In the Spirit, we are one with them in the Spiritual Jerusalem, which extends over the whole earth nay more, we are so welded and bound together, that we are but one body in Jesus Christ." 1 1 Lettres, Nos. xcvii. xcviii. DE COND REN'S LIFE AND LETTERS. 153 There is one letter of de Condren's on a subject of considerable importance, which nevertheless is not often treated of in spiritual correspondence, namely, the disposition of property; and at the risk of too extended quotation from the Oratorian's writings, this letter to a friend concerning his will and its import- ance must be given. "The best way, as it seems to me, of making one's last will and testament," he says, " is to spend an hour in meditation before God, giving account to Him of ourselves, and of those external and internal gifts with which He has endowed us; humbly pondering what use we have made of them, and how far it has been in conformity with His Holy Will, and with the perfect disposition of life and all earthly things of our Dear Lord. I forgot to say that it is very profitable to begin such a meditation, as though one had but another day to live, so as to press home the import- ance of not delaying to fulfil all our last duties towards God ; for fear lest time should fail, and we find ourselves deficient before Him, when it is too late to remedy the neglect. This consideration would oblige us to take suitable time for examining what God's Will is as to the final disposition of ourselves and our possessions, for surrendering them heartily to Him, and for realising those ultimate objects and intentions for His Glory, which we ought to have with 154 PRIESTLY LIFE IN FRANCE. respect to the good things we owe solely to His liberality. " Next, we should give God thanks for these His gifts, rejoicing in the Goodness which has sent them to us, sorrowing over the misuse we have made of them, and willing absolutely to restore them to Him. It is well to linger somewhat over these acts of gratitude, joining our spirit of thanksgiving to that of angels and archangels, and desiring Eternity more for His Glory than our own blessedness. We may well desire that our spirit of thankfulness should not end with this earthly life, or be buried in our coffin, and, therefore, we may well try to express it in acts of lasting gratitude which will survive us." (Pere de Condren then suggests certain pious bequests, observing that these had better be as free as possible, and without a view to personal exaltation, going on to say,) " It is well to be content to be forgotten our- selves, so that God Alone may dwell in men's hearts. We are apt to be too much engrossed with self, and to want to fill that share of interest and consideration in the minds of others which appertains to God Only. But it is good to seek rather that in this as in all else they 'be filled with the Fulness of God' Alone, (Eph. iii. 19.) Souls are temples which ought to be filled with His Sole Majesty, and hearts dedicated to Him should know no rival, lest that rival become an DE CONDREN'S LIFE AND LETTERS. 155 idol. ... Let us be content to hide ourselves in God, until at our Lord Jesus Christ's Last Coming all things are revealed. Let us freely give Him this world and all that is in it, if He will but give us Heaven. The day will come when He will shew that those who have been most prominently seen in His works have not always done the most; and sometimes they who are least worthy receive most credit in this life, because in His Wisdom He does not choose that His faithful servants should run the risk of having their reward here. " At the hour of death it behoves us to have a spirit of death, not of life : and as to our memory among our brethren, since our bodies must of necessity be humbly laid beneath the feet of men, it does not be- seem us to strive to erect statues to our memory in their hearts ; knowing as we do, that if they knew all our faults they would rather abhor us, and only think of us in pity, and for the sake of the humiliations and sufferings of Jesus Christ. " I have dwelt somewhat lengthily on the temptation to create a lasting memory and reputation for one's-self by means of a will, because a man's will is really only a preparation for death, and an act which ought to be done in a spirit of humility and repentance j con- sequently to turn it into mere vainglory is really wrong. A man should make his will in the same 1 56 PRIESTL Y LIFE IN FRANCE. spirit in which he wishes to die ; that is, in a spirit of detachment from the world, of humble penitence, and of self-oblation to God. One's will is a sort of con- clusion to one's life, the final disposition of that over which we have control, and consequently it ought to be a perfecting of one's life, after which nothing remains to be done save to die well. A man would do well to remember when making his will that death is a penalty involving all he is and all he possesses ; he should think of Jesus Christ giving up Himself before His Passion as a perpetual Sacrifice to His Father, and so strive to sanctify whatever God has given him for God. Our bodies must return to the dust whence they came forth our souls must be left to God, but while we have the power of offering them voluntarily to Him, we should do so ; and as to our property, let us adore Him Who gave it, and Who, while calling us to enter upon a better inheritance, will require due account as to how we have used what He has given us. ... Therefore see what you can do to minister to the wants of the Church, the Bride and Heiress of Christ. . . ." ' 1 Lettres, No. buov. THE ORATORY AND ITS SYSTEM. 157 CHAPTER IV. THE ORATORY AND ITS SYSTEM. WHILE de Condren was absorbed in what more specially concerned the inner life, study, the direction of souls, and the daily intensifying of his own personal advance in the Unitive way, de Be'rulle was following the latter object by a different path. Political labours and negotiations thickened round him, royal favours were heaped upon him public opinion pointed him out as the rival of Cardinal Richelieu, whose enmity was speedily kindled in con- sequence. But de Berulle did not aim at the position of a world-famed statesman, nor even when appointed Counsellor of State and President of the Council of Regency (as he was in the year 1628), did these worldly honours turn his thoughts aside from that which had always been his one first thought. Nor were the scarcely less fascinating lures of science more successful. Prominently concerned in all that was stirring in the world of intellect, the patron of and first to discover Descartes' genius as well as that of 158 PRIESTL Y LIFE IN FRANCE. other scientific men none of these things really filled his mind. Perfectly aware that his health was break- ing, the Cardinal continued to toil wearily and pain- fully at his public duties, both political and those which concerned the congregation, but meanwhile he was preparing to lay them all aside, and give in his last account to God. As early as April 1629, he made a general confession to Pere de Condren in preparation for death, and he was repeatedly heard to express an earnest desire, if it might be, to die while actually celebrating the Blessed Sacrifice of the Eucharist. Towards the end of September he went to Fon- tainebleau, where the King required his presence concerning a mission to Gaston d'Orleans, who, as usual, was in trouble. On the 27th the Cardinal returned to Paris so ill that he was unable to get to the Mother House, and remained that night at Saint Magloire. A day or two of rapidly increasing weak- ness followed, during which de BeVulle could not be induced to give up any part of his office ; but on October 2nd, while celebrating with much effort, he fainted away at the end of the Gospel. Directly that he came round, however, he insisted on continuing the service, and broke down finally just before the Consecration, while saying the words " Hanc igitur i cm" The Oratorian Fathers placed their THE OR A TORY AND ITS SYSTEM. 159 General in an arm-chair, and gave him the Viaticum and Extreme Unction ; during the few minutes of needful preparation he was heard to cry out, " Where is He ? Let me see Him ! Let me adore Him ! Let me receive Him 1" Almost directly after receiving the last Sacraments de Berulle passed from this life, at the age of fifty-four. Although up to the time of his death Cardinal de Be'rulle had not framed Constitutions for the Con- gregation, or provided for many external details, 1 he had done much towards the development of its internal life, and to enable it to meet the needs of the day. From first to last his leading idea was "the close connexion of the new Congregation with the Priesthood ; its special union with the Incarnate Word above all in His Divine Priesthood, wherein He is chiefly seen as adoring the Father, and medi- ating between God and man." 2 The various existing Religious Orders, he said, were founded by men, and have some special evangelic counsel as their main object the Franciscans poverty, the Carthusians solitude, the Jesuits obedience; but the Priesthood owns no Founder save Our Lord Jesus Christ, and therefore it is pledged to seek all evangelic perfec- tion, not to select and pursue one point alone. Too often the priests of God have forgotten and lowered 1 L'Oratoire, Pre Perraud, p. 164. 2 Ibid. p. 81. i6o PRIESTLY LIFE IN FRANCE. this their high standard, and Cardinal de Bundle's object in founding the Oratory was to bring them back as far as possible to it. " The aim of the Congrega- tion is to strive after the perfection of the Priesthood." Doubtless, he said, this should be the aim of each several priest, but united action is ever more powerful than the best-intentioned efforts of individuals can be, and the advantages of a Community life to those who are seeking to attain a high standard is very great. " A common social life," de BeVulle says, " is most essential to the perfection of the ecclesiastical state of life, for solitude is injurious not merely to the weak, but also to those who need many things to promote their work which a Community affords, such as participation of labour, readiness to be found at all times by the people, constant co-operation alike in their functions in the Church and in those works of charity which claim their care. " In addition to all this assistance given by a common life to the external work of the sacred ministry, it is a great help to those whom God calls to Christian perfection to subject themselves to the guidance of a Congregation, which shelters them from many hindrances, and assists them by example, by con- ferences, and many like means which are unattainable to individuals." 1 * Rfcglemcnts de 1'Oratoire, Preface. THE ORATORY AND ITS SYSTEM. 161 De B&ulle held that the priesthood is no less bound to seek after the highest perfection than those who have formally taken the Religious vows, and therefore he would not have his priests bound by more than their Ordination Vows ; they were to aim at the Counsels of Perfection in virtue of that total self-dedication, which he looked upon as the very essence of sacerdotal life. " His intense love for the Church," says Bossuet, " kindled in him the desire of forming a Company which he would inspire with no other mind than that of the Church ; to which he would give no rules save her Canons, no superiors save her Bishops, no possessions save her Charity, no vows save those of Baptism and Holy Orders. Therein holy liberty becomes a holy bondage ; men obey without being dependent ; they govern without com- manding ; authority finds all its strength in gentleness, and respect needs not to be upheld by fear. Love, banishing fear, works miracles, and without any further yoke than its own sweet self, knows not only how to subject, but to annihilate self-will. Here, in order to form true priests, they are led to the Source of all Truth ; they have the Holy Scriptures in their hand, perpetually seeking its letter in study, its spirit in prayer, its depth in retreat, its efficacy in practice, its end in charity the true end of all, ' Christiani L 1 62 PRIESTLY LIFE IN FRANCE. nominis thesaurus* the one treasure of Christianity, as says Tertullian." 1 Pere de Be'rulle enlarges on his idea of the perfec- tion set before the Priesthood in the following terms: "Inasmuch as all the members of this Congrega- tion are bound by their calling to seek this perfection, their life should be perfect, submissive, regulated, social, edifying, and laborious. "Perfect in intention seeking God, not self, Heaven, not earth, desiring nothing save to possess Jesus, and to serve Him and His blessed Mother, putting aside all other claims as though they were not : " Submissive m practice and functions, acting accord- ing to the will of others : " Regulatedvd exact observance, obeying rules for the love of God and not constrainedly : " Social in humility and gentleness, and in kindly for- bearance towards one another, ' alter alterius onera portate. . . . Non qucz sua sunt singuli considerantes ; ' " Edifying others by modesty, by a humble spirit and holy conversation : " Laborious externally, through constant occupation and work, and internally through a hidden life ever seeking God." De Be'rulle goes on to press the fact that these 1 Oraison Funibre du Pire Bourgoing, Bossuet, CEuvres, edit Lachat, vol. xii. p, 646. THE ORATORY AND ITS SYSTEM. 163 obligations depend, not upon religious vows, but upon sacerdotal consecration : " To which manner of life priests are called by the Life of the Son of God, which they are bound to set forth in their own, inasmuch as our part is to live and move in Jesus, through Whom Alone we are called. "The perfect life contemplates and adores His Divine Life: " The life of submission has reference to His sub- jection to the abjection of our human nature in every stage from infancy to death : " The life of ride has reference to the way in which His Life was subjected not only to the Father's Will, but to the ordinary course of natural things : " Social life to His Life among the Apostles, with the Blessed Virgin and S. Joseph, etc. : " The life of edification and labour to His Labours on earth and His Cross. "The real link which binds this Congregation is Charity, and the aim of those who form it is to seek after evangelical perfection thereby, not by any solemn vows. Consequently their life, which ought to be specially interior, is hi externals ordinary ; and their attention is rather fixed on practical holiness, on Jesus Christ and His Church, on their duties, their responsibilities towards souls, than on ceremonies and external observances, which however are not to be 164 PRIESTL Y LIFE IN FRANCE. neglected, but shaped according to the external life of the Community." x Thus while other Orders devoted themselves specially to preaching, education, or contemplation, the Oratory contemplated the organisation of the secular priest's life, whatever might be his individual vocation. " If you are capable of study," wrote Pere Amelote (the friend and biographer of de Condren), "the Oratory will provide you with quiet, with books, and with pulpits from whence to teach. If you seek re- tirement, it offers you solitude as well as more busy positions ; if you yearn after a life of penitence, you will find men among us as ascetic as the Carthusians themselves ; or if you are consumed by zeal for God's service, our Society offers you a choice of missions and cures. Do you delight in music and splendid ritual ? You can follow such. In a word, the Oratory charitably moulds herself to every Com- munity without becoming identical with any, inas- much as it is not separated from the Bishops, and is bound to all natural superiors." * The Constitutions of the Oratory were not finally framed till Pere de Condren's Generalship, but they may as well be referred to here, for their spirit Reglements, quoted by Pere Perraud, p. 90. Vie de Condren, ii. p. c. viii. THE ORATORY AND ITS SYSTEM. 165 was altogether that of Cardinal de Be'rulle, and his successor's great aim was to act in all things according to his mind. The Congregation was to be itself the source of and to exercise all authority, an authority the ministration of which it delegated to the Superior and certain assistants, but with the right reserved of questioning and examining their government by means of a General Assembly held every three years. A living Oratorian makes some interesting comments on this Government, as being pre-eminently constitu- tional. "It is curious," Pere Adolphe Perraud says, "to study its mechanism by the light of the period in which it was framed and carried out. It was in that early part of the seventeenth century, when on all sides power was becoming more centralised, the exercise of authority more direct, the share of govern- ment to which inferiors were admitted smaller; when Richelieu's system was paving the way for that of Louis XIV., on the eve of the day when France was so dazzled with glory as to forgive the * Grand Roi' for presuming to say, ' rEtat, c'est moi. J It was at the beginning of that long period of a hundred and seventy-five years during which the national represen- tation of the Etats gentraux was to be altogether suspended, and when, from 1614 to 1789, France was 1 66 PR IE STL Y LIFE IN FRANCE. never to be permitted by her rulers to make herself heard, to protest against the fatal wars into which she was dragged, to complain of the taxes which crushed, or to control by means of her representatives the financial ruin which was being wrought for her. It was in such times as these that the founders of the Oratory developed a Constitution in which the rights of all were so carefully guarded, which obliged supe- riors to consider the opinions of their inferiors, which called upon authority to render a periodical account of its acts, and to be set aside in due course before a higher power, namely, that of the Congregation itself as represented by its deputies. " One might marvel less at this ample liberty were we contemplating one of those Religious Orders which were founded in the Middle Ages, contemporary with a condition of things in which the modern system of administrative centralisation was unknown. In those days the system of assemblies and elections was found in full vigour in conventual life, both among men and women, long before it was dreamt of in civil society, 1 and the modem declaimers who think to 1 After analysing the Constitutions which S. Dominic gave to his Order of preachers, Lacordaire says : " Such were the Con- stitutions which a Christian man of the thirteenth century gave to other Christian men, and assuredly all modem charters have a strangely despotic savour compared with this. Thousands of ttered all over the face of the earth, lived during six n sa THE ORATORY AND ITS SYSTEM. 167 display their wisdom by denouncing the despotism and lack of liberty and progress of the Church, would be amazed, were they to read the Constitutions of Clteaux, or S. Dominic, to find that these calumniated cloisters were so many small states governed by magistrates of their own choosing, and uniting practi- cally the most heroic obedience with the noblest and most real liberty/' 1 The Oratory was governed by a triennial Assembly of deputies one of whom represented every twelve members such membership requiring a man to be in Priest's Orders, and to have been three years and three months in the Society. This Assembly elected all officers and reviewed all acts. The Superior General was to be re-elected every three years, according to S. Philip Neri, but during de Be'rulle's life no measures were taken to rule this point in France, and the first Assembly under de Condren decided that the Superior should hold office for life " in honour of the Everlasting Priesthood of Jesus Christ" The practical rule of life of Cardinal de Be'rulle's Congregation was simple. The hours kept in the hundred years under this regime, peaceful and united the most industrious, the most obedient, the freest of men." (Memoire pour le Retablissement des Freres Precheurs, c. ii.) 1 L'Oratoire, p. 93. 168 PRIESTL Y LIFE IN FRANCE. seventeenth century were everywhere early, and the Oratorians adopted as implying no great austerity the same time for rising shortly after given by S. Vincent de Paul to his Sisters of Charity 4 A.M., nine o'clock P.M. being the hour of going to bed. The first act of the day was an hour's meditation. Those who were in their novitiate spent the rest of it in offices, study of Holy Scripture a portion of which was to be learnt by heart daily and of theology; due heed to exercise and recreation being taken. The Fathers who had completed their novi- tiate found no lack of employment in the exercise of their priestly functions, education, and the various intellectual works to which their respective capacities called them. There was no severe asceticism among them the ordinary rules of the Church were sup- plemented by some few days of special observance, and silence was kept on the evenings of Friday and Saturday in memory of our Lord's Seasons of retire- ment even from the Blessed Virgin and His Apostles, as well as on all fast days, and when the Blessed Sacrament was exposed. More stress was laid by their pious Founder on the spirit than on the actual form of the Oratorian life. "The whole object and mind of this institution," he wrote, 1 "is special love and honour to Jesus Christ in His Eternal Priest- 1 Esprit de 1'Oratoire. THE ORATORY AND ITS SYSTEM. 169 hood, the Founder of all priesthood; and to maintain this spirit duly we must recognise Jesus as the Founder and Ruler of our life. So too we must give Him all and more than the reverence and sub- mission which religious Orders are wont to pay to their founders, recognising none other save Himself, but that without failing in obedience to such things as may be enjoined in His Name and His Authority by those who are His representatives." This devotion to our Lord ought to imply : "A great union of our mind with the Mind of Jesus, which must rule us inwardly, and bear fruit externally: " Great zeal for His Honour, as the object of our life: " Renunciation of the world and of self, as the cross we are called on to bear for His Glory : " Perfect imitation of His Life and Ways: " Diligent co-operation with His intentions and works, ever remembering that the order of nature may subsist without our labour, but not so the order of grace which is committed to us : " Great respect and devotion to His Church : " Earnest efforts to advance His Kingdom upon earth. " In short, so to live as to be filled with Him, seek- ing none save Him, despising all else, desiring that 1 70 PR IE STL Y LIFE IN FRA NCR. He may even now be All in all to us through Grace, as hereafter He will be in Glory." Every act was to be offered in this sense to our Lord. On first waking, the Oratorian was to adore His Incarnation ; dressing, he was to remember how he had " put on Christ" in Baptism ; his cassock was to remind him of the Lamb dumb before His shearers, and so forth. " Time," de Be'rulle wrote, " is a pos- session bought for us by the Son of God, in order that by means of it we may acquire nothing less than God Himself. And Priests are more bound than other men to use it for this end, inasmuch as it is their part so to employ time, that they may win not only their own blessed eternity, but that of other men." As near an approach to continual meditation on the High Priesthood of Christ as human imperfection admits of should be the source from whence His chosen servants must drink life and strength for their weighty office. From daily meditation upon the Life and Words of the Son of God there will inevitably result : " Acts