HM^SOUTHWORTH LILITH A Novel A SEQUEL TO "THE UNLOVED WIFE " By MRS. E. D. E. N. SOUTHWORTH Author of "The Bride's Fate," "The Changed Brides," "Cruel as the Grave," "The Hidden Hand," " Ishmael," "Self-Raised," Etc. A. L. BURT COMPANY PUBLISHERS .-. NEW YORK Popular Books By MRS. E. D. E. N. SOUTHWORTH In Handsome Cloth Binding Price 60 Cents per Volume CAPITOLA'S PERIL CRUEL AS THE GRAVE "EM" EM'S HUSBAND FOR WHOSE SAKE ISHMAEL LILITH THE BRIDE'S FATE THE CHANGED BRIDES THE HIDDEN HAND THE UNLOVED WIFE TRIED FOR HER LIFE SELF-RAISED WHY DID HE WED HER For Sale by all Booksellers or will be sent postpaid on receipt of price A. L. BURT COMPANY PUBLISHERS 52 Duane Street ..... New York Copyright, 1881 and 1890 By ROBERT BONNER'S SONS LILITH Printed by special arrangement with STREET & SMITH LILITH CHAPTER I OLD ADAH'S SECRET So at last shall come old age, Decrepit, as beseems that stage. How else should we retire apart With the hoarded memories of the heart? Browning. Oh, for the touch of a vanished hand, And the sound of a voice that is still ! Tennyson. IT was a lovely morning in May, when Tudor Here- ward sat, wrapped in his gray silk dressing-gown, re- clining in his resting-chair, on the front piazza at Cloud Cliffs. He had had a hard fight with death, and had barely come out of it with his life. Physicians and friends alike ascribed his illness to nervous shock upon a system already run down under the long-continued pressure of work and worry. He was convalescent now, yet he seemed the mer.e shadow of his former vigorous manhood. By his side, on a stand covered with white dam- ask, stood a basket of luscious strawberries in a nest of their own leaves; also a vase of fragrant spring 3 22253 4 LILITH flowers hyacinths, tulips, jonquils, daffodils, violets and heart's-ease. Yet he neither touched nor tasted flowers or fruit. Before him stretched the green lawn, shaded by acacia trees in full bloom, which filled the air with their rich aroma. Farther on, the woods swept around the grounds, a semi-circular wall of living verdure. Beyond them stood the cliffs, opal-tinted in the sun- light, misty where their heads were vailed by the soft white clouds which gave them their name. Birds trilled their song of rapture through the per- fumed air. It was a lovely morning in a lovely scene. A morn- ing and a scene that ministered to every sense, yet it was more than a mere material paradise, for its many delights combined to fill the soul with peace, joy and thankfulness, and so to raise it "From Nature up to Nature's God." Especially to a convalescent, coming for the first time out of his sick-room, must such a scene of sum- mer glory have brought a delicious sense of new life in fresh and keen enjoyment, making him think that even of this material world it might be said, to some less favored people of some other planet: "Eye hath not seen, nor ear heard, nor hath it entered into the heart of man the things that God hath prepared for them that love Him." But this was not the case with Tudor Hereward. To his sick soul, as to the diseased mind of another, the beauty of the earth and the glory of the heavens were but " A foul and pestilent congregation of vapors,' for all the pleasure he could take in them. His wife Lilith was gone dead murdered. LILITH 5 This was to him the death-knell of nature. His mental suffering was not now sharp. He was much too weak to feel acutely. His sorrow had settled into a dull despair a cold and lifeless misery. Lilith was gone. If she had passed away peacefully in her bed, at- tended by friends, sustained by religion, though he must have mourned for her, he could have borne his loss; or if, as had been at first supposed, she had ac- cidentally fallen into the creek, and met a sudden, painless death, still, though he must have suffered much more, yet he could have endured the blow; but she had been butchered cruelly butchered by some night-prowling ruffian, whose identity was neither known nor suspected, and whose motive for the mon- strous crime could not even be imagined. Lilith had been slain, and the blackness of dark- ness had settled upon the soul of him who felt that he had driven her forth that bitter winter night to meet her awful fate. Yes, the blackness of darkness seemed to have fallen like the clods of the grave upon his dead and buried soul. In other deaths the body only dies; the soul lives on. In his case it seemed the soul that died, while the poor weak body lived on. He had not been deserted in his misery and despair. As soon as the news of the discovered mur- der at Cliff Creek had flown over the country, spread- ing horror everywhere, friends and neighbors had flocked to the house, with profound sorrow for the murdered wife and sympathy for the awfully bereaved husband, and earnest proffers of assistance in any manner in which their services could be made avail- able. And when it became known that Mr. Hereward himself had been suddenly stricken down by danger- ous illness, the ladies of the neighborhood, skilful 6 LILITH nurses all, carefully trained to their duties as their mothers before them had been and as all the mistresses of large plantations necessarily were came in turn to stop at the Cliffs, and to take care of the desolate master. The Rev. Mr. Cave, his old pastor, had come every day to visit him, and as soon as his condition war- ranted, to administer religious consolation. Every one mourned for Lilith, every one sympa- thized with Hereward, and served him in every pos- sible way. They "pulled him through," as the doctor phrased it, though it was but the shadow of the man they raised. And even now that he was convalescent he was not left to himself. Mrs. Jab Jordon was now the volunteer house- keeper and nurse, as she had been for the week past, and as she meant to be for the week to come, and her fine health and good spirits and judicious manage- ment were as beneficial to the stricken man as any- thing could be under these adverse circumstances. It was her hand that had arranged his reclining- chair on the piazza, and placed the stand of fruit and flowers by its side. It was her will that had kindly forced him out of the gloom of his sick-chamber into the sunshine and fresh, fragrant air of that lovely May morning. It was her precaution that still kept from him the loads of well-meaning letters of con- dolence that he could not have borne to read as yet. And even now the good woman was upstairs super- intending Cely and Mandy in the work of preparing a new room for the patient, who was not to be taken back to the old sick-chamber, which was dismantled and, with all its windows open, turned out, so to speak, to all the airs of spring. It was a little surprising to all who knew old Nanoy, the colored housekeeper who had so long ruled LILITH 7 supreme at Cloud Cliffs, that she was not jealous of this invasion of the house by the ladies of the neigh- borhood. But in fact, Nancy was grateful for their presence and their help. " 'Sides w'ich," as she confided to Cassy, the cook, "dis ain't no time fer no po' mortil to stan' on deir dignity. De 'sponsibility ob de case is too mons'ous; let alone my heart bein' broke long ob po' dear Miss Lilif goin' to glory de drefful way she did! an' me fit for nuffin'. It would be flyin' 'deed it's de trufe flyin'. " So Nancy put herself under the orders of Mrs. Jor- don, as she had done under her predecessors. The pale convalescent, sitting in his resting-chair, gazed with languid eyes over the lovely lawn, with its fragrant blossoming trees, and its parterres of flowers in sunny spots, on to the encircling woods filled with birds and bird songs, and beyond to the opal-tinted, mist-vailed cliffs, and to the deep blue sky above them all; yet seemed to take in nothing of the brightness and the beauty. At length his listless, w y andering eyes perceived a figure, at strange variance with the bright summer scene. Creeping around from the rear grounds, emerging from a side grove of acacia trees, winding between parterres of hyacinths, tulips, daffodils, and other spring flowers, came a very aged woman, small, black, withered, poorly clad in an old brown linsey gown, with a red handkerchief tied over her head and under her chin, and leaning on a cane, she drew slowly near the piazza, climbed the two or three steps and stood bobbing, but trembling with infirmity, before the invalid master. "Well, Aunt Adah, I am pleased to see you abroad once more," said Hereward, kindly. "Young inarster, I t'ank yer, sah. An' I is t'ank- 8 LILITH full Oh, my Hebbenly Lord, how t'ankful I is in my heart to fine yer sittin' out yere!" earnestly re- sponded the woman, reverently raising her eyes and trembling through all her frame. "Sit down, Aunt Adah. You are not able to stand," said Hereward, kindly, stretching out his emaciated hand to reach and draw a chair up to the weary old woman. "I t'anks yer, young marster, I t'anks yer werry much, an' I will sit down in yer p'esence, since yer's so 'siderate as to 'mit me so to do; fer I is weak, young marster I is weak. I has been yere a many times to see yer, young marster, but dey wouldu' leabe me do it, no dey wouldn', an' I 'spects dey was right. Yer wa'n't well 'nuff to be 'sturbed," said the old creature, as she lowered herself slowly and care- fully into the chair, for all her joints were stiff with extreme age. "You were very kind to come to inquire after me so often," said Hereward, gently. "An' w'y wouldn' I come? An' how should ebber I hear ob yer 'dout comin' myse'f to 'quire? It'd be long 'nuff fo' any ob dese t'oughtless niggers yere come 'cross de crik to fetch me any news! Me, as has been a savint ob de Tudors for 'mos' a hund'ed years an' is by fur de ol'est savint on de plantation! 'Deed it's de trufe, young marster. I was ninety-nine years old las' Can'lemas Day," continued the old woman, stooping to lay her cane on the floor. Hereward smiled faintly. He knew from old farm records that Aunt Adah was even older than, with the strange pride of her race in extreme longevity, she claimed to be; and that for the last few years she had steadily called herself ninety-nine years old last Candlemas Day, sticking at that imposing number and seeming to forget that every year increased it; hon- estly to forget, for old Adah would have been per- LILITH 9 fectly delighted if any one had opened her eyes and explained to her that she might truly lay claim to a hundred and seven years. "You have certainly been a most faithful follower of the family, Aunt Adah/' said the young man. "Yes, honey, fai'ful!" assented the old creature. "Dat's me, fai'ful! fai'ful froo flck an' fin, froo good , 'port and ebil 'port, fai'ful fer ninety-nine years las' ' Can'lemas Day! I didn't 'rnancipate de plantashun to go off to Cong'ess like so many ob dem riff-raff, low- life brack niggers did! No, sah! Aunt Adah Mun- gummerry had too much 'spect fer herse'f, let alone 'spect fer de ole famberly ob de Tudors, to 'grace herse'f dat way! 'Sides w'ich, young marster, to tell de bressed trufe, I wouldn' 'a' lef my log-house in de piney woods 'cross de crik, wid my good pine-knot fire in de winter time, an' my cool spring ob water outside de do', no, not fer all de Cong'ess in de whole wori'! 'Deed, 'fo' de law, it's de trufe!" And, inasmuch as Aunt Adah had been long past labor and was living as a pensioner on the family at the time of the emancipation, any stranger hearing her boast might have thought that policy and not principle was the secret of her fidelity to native soil and friends. But such was not the case. At no age would she have left the home and the family to whom she was so strongly attached. Her bondage was that of love, from which no act of Congress could emancipate her. "Would you like a glass of wine, Aunt Adah?" inquired the 3 7 oung man, reaching his thin hand to a silver call-bell that stood upon the stand near him "No, honey; no, chile, not yit; not jis yit! I'd like a tumbler ob good b'andy toddy, bimeby, but not yit, caze I's got somefin on my min'," replied the old crea- ture, so very solemnly that Hereward withdrew his hand from the bell, lifted his head and looked at her. 10 LILITH "Something on your mind, Aunt Adah?" he in- quired. "Yes, young marster, somefin werry sarous on my min'," repeated the aged woman. "What is it, Adah? Speak out, my good soul. Don't be afraid!" said Hereward, kindly. "I ain't afeard, young marster! 'Tain't dat! But it is somefin berry heabby on to my min', as been wantin' to get offen my min' by tellin' ob you; an' dat's wot fetch me yere mos' ebbery day since yer's been sick; on'y dey wouldn' leabe me see yer, no way, and I 'spects dey was yight. But I sees yer now, young marse, an' I wants to tell yer." "Very well, Aunt Adah, tell me what it is now," said Hereward, in an encouraging tone. "Young marse, it is a solemn secret, beknown on'y to me an' one udder gran' wilyan! But I was boun' not to tell anybody on dis worl' 'fo' I could tell yo' fuss. Dough, indeed, it ought fo' to be tole long ago, on'y it wasn' in my power to tell it at de yight time, caze I was all alone in my house, laid up long ob de rheumatiz, an' didn' know wot was gwine on yere at dis place; an' w'en I did come to fine out, it were too late fer dem, an' I come to tell yer, but yer was too ill to be 'sturbed, an' dey wouldn' let me see yer, an' I 'spects dey was yight; but I was 'termined to keep dat solemn secret in my own heart, an' not to tell nobody wot I knowed to make a stracshun in de place, till yo' got well so I could tell yo' fuss, an' let yer do wot yer fought bes'." "Yes, yes; but what what is it that you have to tell me?" demanded Hereward, becoming more im- pressed by the words and manner of the woman. His excitement alarmed the poor creature, who pulled herself up suddenly, saying: "Hole on now, Adah Mungummerry! Hole on, LILITH IT ole lady! Yer's a rushin' ob it on too rapid on to a sick man. Hole up, now!" she said, talking to her- self, as is the habit of the extremely aged. "Tell me at once what you have to tell," said Here- ward, with a sudden terrible suspicion that her com- munication might concern the murder of his young wife. "Well, dear young marster, but yer mus' have patience and 'pose yerse'f, sah! 'Deed yer mus', young marse, or yer'll make yerse'f wuss, an' wot would Mrs. Jab an' de udders say to me ef I made yer wuss? I's gwine to tell yer, young marse, w'ich I come yere fo' dat puppose; but I mus' tell yer werry graduately so as not to make yer no wuss. Well, now, le's see le' me see, now. Le' me be cautious. Sort o' break de news little by little. Young marse, yer know dat mornin' wot yer come to my cabin to 'quire 'bout Miss Lilif?" "Yes," breathed the young man, beginning to tremble with anxiety in his extreme weakness. "Well, young marse, as I telled you dat mornin' I 'peats now. She hadn' been dere, nor likewise nigh de place dat bressed night, as w'y should she come, w'en listen now, young marse! w'y should she come w'en it warn't ne'sary; caze she had sent Nancy long ob dat po' misfortunit young gal, to fetch me money, an' close, an' wittels, an' drink, an' ebbery singerly fing as heart could wish." "So you told me before," said Hereward, impa- tiently. "So I did, my dear young marse, an' I ax yer par- don fer tellin' ob yo' ag'in; but I does it to make yer ax yerse'f w'y should Miss Lilif do such a unne'- sary fing as to come to my cabin dat cole night for nuffin? No, young marse! She didn' come to no cabin dat night." 12 LILITH "But she started to go!" exclaimed Hereward, with a cry of anguish. "No, young marse! An' dis is wot I war tryin' to come at, soft an' grad'al, not to s'prise yer too sud- den. Now listen, dear marse, an' year wot I tell yer, 'caze it's de bressed trufe Miss Lilif nebber come to de cabin dat night, nor likewise she nebber started to come, neider!" solemnly declared the old woman. Hereward sprang up, stared at the earnest speaker and then fell back faint and trembling. " 'Pose yerse'f, dear young marse; dere ain't nuffm to 'stress yer, but quite deffrint," soothingly mur- mured old Adah. "What what do you mean? She certainly did go to the creek, because because " faltered the speaker, but his voice broke down in silence. "Caze dere was a body foun' dere? Dat wot yer were gwine to say, young marse?" "Yes," breathed Hereward. "Yes, so dere was, Marse Tudor, so dere was. But dat body wa'n't dear Miss Lilif 's!" Hereward, trembling as if stricken with palsy, and with his hands clutching the arms of his chair, bent forward and stared at the speaker. "It's de trufe, as I s'pect to stan' 'fo' my Hebbenly Judge at de las' day, Marse Tudor! Dat body war not Miss Lilif s, as I could hab edified to de Cow's Jury, ef I had a knowed wot was gwine on yere an' could a come up 'fo' it. 'Stead of w'ich I war laid up long ob de rheumatiz at home, an' no one came nigh me to tell nuffin." "Not not Lilith's " muttered Hereward, fall- ing back in his chair quite overcome. Old Adah, in her well-meaning, blundering man- ner, had tried to "break the news," but had not suc- ceeded. She was alarmed at the looks of the young man. LILITH 13 "Le' me yun in de house an' fetch yer a glass of wine, Marse Tudor! Please, sah!" she pleaded. "No, no, no, do not move! I want nothing I want nobody to come. What did you say? It was not " "No, Marse Tudor, it w r ar not hern, no mo' an it war your'n or mine," impressively replied old Adah. "But it was identified as such by by " "By de long, curly brack ha'r, so I years, an' by de gown, an' de unnerclose wid her name on 'em, an' de putty little F'ench boots wid her name on de in- side. Wa'n't dat wot yer war gwine to say, Marse Tudor?" "Yes." "Well, dat were all jes' so. De booful ha'r war like Miss Lilif's, shuah nuff, an' de warm casher gown, an' de unnerclose, an' de pooty F'ench boots war all Miss Lilif's. But dat war jes' all dere war ob Miss Lilif's. It wa'n't hern." "Adah! what is this you are telling me, and what reason have you for saying what you do?" demanded Hereward, with a great effort. " 'Caze I knows all about it, young marse, an' T knows whose 'mains dey war as war foun' in de crik." "Whose, in the name of Heaven, were they?" "Dey war doze ob dat po', des'late young creeter wot war murdered by her man, an' t'rowed inter de crik dat same night, as I could a testimonied at de Cow's Quest, ef I had been sent for or eben ef I had known wot war gwine on yere at de time. But no one fought ob sendin' for me, a ole 'oman cripple up wid de rheumatiz an' not able to creep no furder dan to fill my bucket at de spring outside de do'! 'Deed, I nebber heerd nuffin 'tall 'bout wot happen till it war too late to edify de Cow's Jury. Soon as I did year it, I creeped up yere to tell yer wot I knowed; but yer war too ill to be 'sturbed so dey said, an' 14 LILITH I 'spect as dey war yight. So I 'solved to keep de secret till yer war able for to year it; 'caze I didn't want to make no mo' stracshun in de neighborhood wid no mo' news till I could 'vise long ob you 'bout it, sah. An' so I come up yere two or three times ebbery week, but dey wouldn' leabe me come to yer no dey wouldn'! I's moughty t'ankful as I has cotch yer to-day, Marse Tudor." CHAPTER II NEW HOPE HEREWARD was suffering from terrible excitement. iWe said a little while since that his soul seemed dead within him. And as resuscitation is always more dis- tressing than asphyxia, so the infusion of a ray of hope that gave new life to his spirit caused much anguish. It required all his recovered power of mind to con- trol his emotion. "Adah!" he said, "what you tell me is so strange, so startling, so incredible, that I have the greatest difficulty in receiving it! What good reason have you for believing believing that?" Again Hereward broke down. "Dat de 'mains foun' in de crik wor not doze ob my dear young mist'ess, but wor doze ob dat young gal wot wor made way wid by her man? Yer see I kin 'lude to dem 'mains d'out lozin' ob my head 'caze I knows dey wor doze ob dat po' murdered gal. Ef I eben s'picioned as dey wor doze ob my dear young mist'ess I couldn' speak ob dem, no, no mo' dan yer can yerse'f, Marse Tudor." LILITH 15 "Yes; but what proof what proof have you?" breathlessly inquired Hereward. "Fs gwine to tell yer, Marse Tudor, ef yer will on'y 'pose yerse'f an' hab patience. 'Deed, I 'spects as Mrs. Jab'll take de head offen my shou'ders fo' 'citin' ob yer so." "Yes; but what proof? what proof?" "Fs gwine to tell yer, Marse Tudor, 'deed I is. Yer 'member dat mornin' w'en yer come 'quirin' at my cabin 'bout Miss Lilif?" "Yes, yes; you asked me that question some time back." "So I did, Marse Tudor; an' I ax ob yer pardon fo' axin' it ag'in. It wor on'y to 'mind yer of de day, marse. Yer 'member as I tole yer how de young mist'ess had gib dat po' gal lots ob wittles an' drink, an' close, an' money, fo' herse'f an' me, too? Yer 'member dat, young marse?" "I do." "An' likewise as I tole yer how her man come in un- expected dat same night, an' eat up all de good wittles, and drunk up all de good licker, an' tuk all de money, an' 'polled her to go 'way 'long o' him dat same night?" "Yes, I remember. Go on." "Well, Marse Tudor, I tole yer all dat; but I didn't fink ob tellin' ob yer all de little trifles w'ich 'peared no 'count sich as he makin' ob her dress herse'f in her close to go 'long ob him dose berry close wot Mis Lilif gib her dat warm cashy gown, an' de nice unnerclose, an' de pooty French boots, an' de little hat all wot was tied up in de bundle did he make her take out an' put on to go 'long ob him genteel. No, I didn't tell yer dat; nor likewise as how she 'beyed him in 'spect ob de close, but 'posed him when he tuk ebberyfin' out'n de house an' lef me nuffin'. An' dey bofe went 'way quarrelin' 16 LILITH quarrelin' werry bitter, an' I yeard 'em at it till dey got out ob yearin' an' next minit I heerd an awful screech, an' den anoder, an' anoder. An' I say: 'Dere, now,' I say, 'he's beatin' ob her, de brute!' An' den dere was silence. An' I nebber fought no wuss ob it, dan it wor bad 'nuff, but not so uncom- mon as to keep me 'wake." Old Adah paused for breath, while Herewartf waited for her next words with intense anxiety. At length she resumed: "I nebber tole yer 'bout dese las' mentioned fings, 'caze I fought den dey was on'y trifles; but, Lor 5 , who kin tell wot is trifles, or wot trifles is gwine to mount up to 'fo' dey's done wid yer? It wor dem berry trifles, w'ich I fought ob no 'count, as would indentified dem 'mains wot was foun' in de crik for doze ob dat po' young gal, ef on'y I hed been sent fer to edify de Cow's Quest. Dere! My Lor'! mnr what is I done?" cried the old woman, rising in alarm and peering into the face of the young master, who had fallen back into his seat in what seemed to be a dead swoon. She took up the hand-bell, and was about to sound an alarm for help, when her wrist was feebly grasped, and her name faintly called. "Adah no don't ring! Wait I shall recover presently. Give me time," whispered Hereward, making a great effort to rally. After a little while he said: "If what you tell me is true and I have no rea- son to doubt your word then it was really the body of that poor girl which was found in the creek, and your mistress is still living. But, Adah, I commend your discretion in keeping silent so long; and I ad- vise you to the same course. Speak to no one of this matter. Let it remain for the present a secret between you and me." LILITH 17 "Old Adah, highly flattered by the thought of hav- ing a secret in common with her master, kept from all the rest of the world, warmly responded: "I kep' dat secret to myse'f all dis time, waitin' fo' yer to be well 'nuff to hear it, an' I will keep on keepin' it, marster, an' red hot pinchers shouldn' pull it out'n me till yer say so." "I do not want any more neighborhood gossip or excitement over this matter. I do not want the sacred name of my wife bandied about from mouth to mouth in speculating as to what has become of her. I must confer with my own tried and trusty friends and the local authorities, and we must take counsel together. You understand, Adah?" "Surely, surely, young marster, I unnerstan's so puffect dat dat wor de reason w'y I kep' wot I kno'd to myse'f till I could tell it to yo', Marse Tudor." "Very well. Now I think I must be alone for a little while. Do you go into the kitchen and tell Nancy or Gassy to give you whatever you would like in the way of refreshments." "Tank yer, Marse Tudor; I will go. Yer was allers so 'siderate to de po'," gratefully replied the woman, as she stooped and picked up her stick, slowly arose and hobbled away towards the rear of the house. Hereward, left alone, pressed his hands to his head. "Am I dreaming?" he asked himself. "Is this one of those delirious visions that tortured or delighted me during the progress of my fever? Lilith not dead? Lilith living? Oh, Heaven! can such a hap- piness be really still possible to me, that I should see Lilith again in the flesh? Oh, Heaven! that this could come to pass! All evils of life would be nothing if only Lilith could, peradventure, be restored to me living. I would no longer care for all the fame and glory that this world could give me, if only my child wife could be returned to me! But can this be pos- 18 LILITH sible? What balance of proof is there in favor of her continued life, in the face of the verdict of that coroners jury? I do not know; I cannot weigh evi- dence to-day! I am weak! I am weak! Kerr will be here soon. I will ask him what he thinks about the matter. I will tell him all and I will take his opinion." As Hereward communed with himself in this man- ner the door opened, and Mrs. Jab Jordon came out on the piazza, bringing in her hands a silver waiter upon which was arranged a china plate of chicken jelly, another plate of delicate biscuits, a small de- canter of port wine, and a wine glass. She set the waiter with its contents upon the little stand beside Hereward's chair, and then, looking at the invalid critically, she inquired: "What is the matter with you? You have been worrying and exciting yourself about something. And you know that is not good for you. Come, now, I want you to eat all this jelly and drink at least two glasses of wine, and then, as the sun is coming around this way and it is getting warm, I want you to come in and take your noon sleep." Hereward smiled faintly and tried obediently to do as the lady bade him; but it is doubtful whether he would have accomplished the task before him had not Mrs. Jab drawn up a chair and drilled him into compliance. When he had finished his light meal she took his arm and led him into the house and upstairs to the new room that had been prepared for him, and made him lie down on his bed. Meanwhile, old Adah had gone into the kitchen, where she found Nancy superintending the prepara- tions for dinner, while Gassy and the two younger negro women were engaged in paring potatoes, shel- ling peas, and capping strawberries. LILITH 19 "Aloruiiv, chillun! How does all do dis fine mor- nin'?" said the old woman, as she slowly and stiffly lowered herself into the nearest chair and laid her stick on the floor. "Mornin', Aunt Adah!" returned a chorus of voices, as the three women stopped their work and came around her. "Glad to see de young ruarster out ag'in!" said Adah. "Yes, he is out ag'in wot's lef ob him! 'Deed it's awful! Makes me fink ob my latter en'," said Nancy, with a deep sigh. "Yes, it's a warnin'! It's a warnin'l" put in Gassy, without exactly defining what '"it" meant. " 'Deed I gwine look out an' see ef I can't j'in some more s'ieties. I 'longs to sebben or eight now, but I ain't satisfied in my own mine w'ich is de yight one, or eben ef any ob deui I 'long to is de yight one. An' dere can't be but one yight one, no way." "Chile Nancy, I fink as yer 'longs to too many s'ieties. Now, one is 'nough for me, w'ich dat is de Kebbernt Marse Parson Cave's s'iety, w'ich is good 'nough. for me, 'caze arter all it is de Lord I trus' in and not de s'iety," humbly suggested old Adah. "G'way f'oin yere, ole 'oman! Yer dunno wot yer talkin' 'bout! In dese yere drefful times I want to be on de safe side; so I j'ines all de s'ieties I kin flue so as to get de yight one! I done hear ob two more s'ieties way out yonder some'ars, w'ich I mean to j'in soon's ebber I get de chance." "Two more s'ieties, A'n' Nancy!" exclaimed Cely opening her eyes to their widest extent. "Yes, honey; yes, chillun! W'ich one is le' me see now wot's deir names a'gn? One is called de Shakin' Quakers. An' dat s'iety would suit me good, leastways in some fings; 'caze I doan beliebe in marr'in an' gibbin' in marridge no mo' dan dey do; 20 LILITH an' as fer de res' ob it, w'y, ebbery time I gets de fever'n' ager I ken shake an' quake wid de bes' ob 'em! An' dere's dat oder s'iety, 'way out yonder soni'ers, as is called de More-men. But I misdoubts as dat one kin be de yight one, 'caze dey's just oppo- side to de oder one, an' beliebes in a doctrine called Pulliginy, an' libs up to it, to be sure, w'ich is mo' dan some s'ieties do deir doctrines." "Wot's Pulligiuy, Nancy, chile?" inquired old Adah. "Pulliginy is de More-men perswashun. It means as a 'oman may marr' as many husband's as she kin take care ob! An' marster knows dat wouldn't suit me at all. I never could hab patience 'nuff wid de po' he-creeturs to marr' one husban', much less a whole pulliginy ob 'em. No I can't say as I 'mire de More-men doctorine. Dough I is much exercise in my mine fear it might be de on'y yight one. Sure 'nuff, it must hab crosses 'nuff in it ef dat would sabe a soul." "Nancy, chile, w'y can't yer trus' in de Lord, an' not trouble so much 'bout de s'ieties?" inquired old Adah. " 'Caze I wants to be zactly yight an' sabe my soul an' go to Glory. But as for you, Aunt Adah, wot do you expec' as nebber goes inside ob any church?" demanded Nancy. "Honey, 1 hum'ly hopes de dear Lord will sabe my soul, 'caze I can't go to church in my 'streme ole age ninety-nine years old las' Can'lemas Day. Can't walk nigh so far, honey, an' can't sit so long; but I trus' in de Lord." "An' you, 'lectin' de s'ieties as you do s'pects to go to Glory?" demanded Nancy, full of righteous indig- nation. "No, honey, no not to Glory. I nebber 'sumed to fink ob sich a fing as dat. But I do hope as de dear Lord will let me in to some little place in His kingdom LILITH 21 some little house by some little crik running up out'n de Ribber ob Life, whey I can lib in lub 'long ob my dear ole man an' our chillun wot all went home so many years ago. Dat's wot I hum'ly trus' in de Lord to gib me." "A'n' Adah, wouldn' yer like a bowlful of beef soup?" inquired Cassy, breaking in upon this discus- sion. "Yes, chile, I would, w'ich de young marster said as I might hab a tumbler ob b'andy toddy, too." "All yight. So you shall. An' yer'd better stay all day wid us an' get bofe a good dinner an' a good sup- per, an' Cely an' Mandy 'ill take you home." "T'anky, kindly, Cassy, chile, so I will," concluded the aged woman, settling herself comfortably for a whole day's enjoyment. Early in the afternoon the Rev. Mr. Cave and Dr. Kerr drove over together to see Tudor Hereward. They were shown at once to his chamber, where they found him reclining on a lounge near the open window. "You have been sitting out on the piazza this morn- ing, I hear," said the doctor, after the first greetings were over. "Yes, for two hours," replied Hereward. "Too long for a first effort. You have overtasked yourself." "No, it is not that, doctor. Please lock the door, to prevent interruption, and draw your chairs up to me, both of you. I have some strange news to com- municate, which I received this morning," said Here- ward, in some nervous trepidation. "Yes! and that is just what has excited and ex- hausted you," said Dr. Kerr, as he complied with Here ward's request, sat down beside him and felt his pulse. "And yet it was good news, if I can judge by the 22 LILITH expression of your face, Tudor," put in the rector, wondering, meanwhile, what good news could pos- sibly have come to this awfully bereaved man. "Yes, it was good news, if true; and there lies the great anxiety," replied Hereward. And then to these two oldest of old friends and neighbors, the pastor of the parish and the physician of the family, Tudor Hereward told the story that had been told him by old Adah. The two gentlemen were not so much amazed as the narrator had expected them to be, yet they were most profoundly interested. "There must always be a doubt in these cases where the proof of identification seems to be in the clothing only, and not in the person," said the doctor. "That is certainly so. Clothing may have changed hands, as in this instance," added the rector. "I want your decided opinion, if you can give it to me, on this subject. It is no exaggeration to say that if it can be shown that the remains identified before the coroner's jury as those of my wife, were in reality not hers, but of another person, I should be lifted from death and despair to life and hope. For look you, my friends, in all the long and dreary days and in all the long and sleepless nights, I say to myself, that whoever struck the fatal blow, I, and I only, am the original cause of Lilith's death," said Hereward. "You are so morbid on that subject that I despair of ever bringing you to reason," sighed the rector. "At least until I have brought him to health! The body and mind are so nearly connected that when one is weakened or diseased, the other is apt to be so too," added the doctor. "You are both mistaken. My remorse and despair have nothing to do with health of body or mind. Thev are both normal and natural. Listen to me. LILITH 23 If I, in the madness of the moment, had not insulted, outraged, and driven my young wife from my side, she would never have gone forth that bitter winter night to meet the cruel death at the hands of some midnight marauder according to the verdict of the coroner's jury." "But you did not send her to the creek/' said the doctor. "No! but I might as well have done so! Oh! I knew how it was or might have been for I will still hope that it was not so. She knowing that she was about to leave the Cliffs for an indefinite time, thought of the poor old woman who might suffer in her absence, and determined that she would pay her a last visit and leave with her provision in money, which could be easily carried to last her for a long time. In her feeling of mortification at having been cast off by her husband, she chose to go alone, so as not to expose her distress to any one not even to a faithful servant. So, before setting out on her long journey, she started to visit old Adah, at the creek cabin, and met her fate through me." "If she did meet her fate! But, Hereward, I am inclined to believe the old woman's story," said the doctor. "And so do I," added the rector. "There is only one doubt," replied Hereward, "and it is this: The identification by the clothing only must still be unsatisfactory. Lilith was in mourning for niy father. Her dress was always black, and of one pattern that is, her ordinary dress, I mean, of course. It seems that she gave a suit of her clothing to that poor girl. What of that? She had other suits of the same sort of clothing, and wore one of those that same night, for she wore no other sort on common occasions. And the fear is that when she set out to visit old Adah at the creek cabin, she 24 LILITH was met, robbed and murdered by this tramp and his girl, and that it was her screams that old Adah heard. For remember, that Lilith's watch and purse have never been found, nor any trace of Lilith herself, unless that found " Hereward's voice broke down, and his head fell back upon his pillow. Dr. Kerr went to a. side table and poured out a glass of wine, which he brought and compelled his patient to drink. "At any rate, Tudor, there is a very reasonable hope that Lilith still lives. Let this hope sustain and not exhaust you. Leave the matter in the hands of Divine Providence, first of all, and in the hands of your two friends as his servants and instruments. Say nothing of this to any one else. It would not be well to open up such a subject of discussion in this neighborhood. Wait until we have used every human means of discovering the whereabouts of your Lilith," said the rector, earnestly. "Yes, that's it! Leave the affair to us, under Provi- dence! We have no certainty; but the new hope is better than despair," added the doctor. And to support moral teaching by physical means, he made up a sedative draught and left it with his patient. The doctor and the rector went away together, much wondering at the new aspect given to the Cliff Creek tragedy by the revelations of old Adah. They kept this revelation to themselves, and went about secretly trying to get some clew, either to the whereabouts of Lilith, or of the young girl to whom she had given a suit of her own clothes. They visited old Adah in her cabin, and using her young master's, Tudor Hereward's, name, questioned her closely on the subject of the events that had transpired in her cabin on the night of the murder. LILITH 25 They cross-questioned her with, a skill and persever- ance that Hereward, in his weakened condition, could never have shown. And old Adah answered them by revealing freely all she knew and all she suspected. They came away from that interview thoroughly convinced that the body found in the creek was that of the gypsy girl to whom Lilith had given a suit of her clothes. They were again together to Cloud Cliffs, and told the suffering master of the house of their new and strong convictions on the subject. "Lilith lives! Be sure of that! No stone shall be left unturned to discover her, and her restoration to your arms is only a question of time, and of a very little time also," said the doctor. "Bear up, Tudor! It rests with yourself, under the Lord, to recover your former health and strength of body and mind. Rouse yourself! Be the calm, strong, firm man that you have heretofore shown yourself," added the rector. And Hereward grasped their hands and thanked them warmly for their sympathy and services. "But though we feel sure that Lilith lives, and that we shall find her before many days, yet still, to avoid giving rise to a sensational report, we have determined to continue our first policy of reticence until we shall really have found Lilith and restored her to her home. Do you not approve our plan, Here- ward?" inquired the doctor. "Yes, certainly, that is the best," answered the young man. The two friends took leave of the patient and de- parted. "All the same," said the doctor, as they walked out together and re-entered their gig, "if Lilith is 26 LILITH not soon recovered, Tudor must die. The strain upon him is too great to be borne." "Let us trust in the Lord," said the rector, "and hope for a happier issue." CHAPTER III THE NIGHT-PASSENGER'S NEWS Rise! If the past detain you, Her sunshine and storms forget; No chains so unworthy to hold you As those of a vain regret Sad or bright, it is lifeless ever, Cast its phantom arms away, Nor look back but to learn the lesson Of a nobler strife to-day. The future has deeds of glory, Of honor God grant it may! But your arm will never be stronger Or the need so great as to-day. A. A. P. THE Rev. Mr. Cave and the good Dr. Kerr, both devoted friends of Tudor Hereward, had promised him to leave nothing untried that might lead to a clew to trace the fate of the missing women. For to reach the truth more promptly and effectually it was deemed highly important to institute an exhaus- tive investigation into the movements of both the lost ones, from the day of their disappearance. One of them lay in her grave, in the village church- yard; and the other had vanished. But which was the dead and which was the living, no human being at Frosthill could prove. The negroes and the neighbors had identified the LILITH 27 body thrown up by the spring flood from the bed of the creek and found in the ravine as that of young Mrs. Tudor Here ward; but they had identified it only by the clothing and by the long, black, curling hair only by these; for "decay's effacing finger" had blotted out every feature beyond recognition. And this held good for the truth until old Adah de- clared in the most solemn manner her conviction that the remains were those of the poor gypsy girl Lucille, giving strong reasons to support her statement. Lucille was dressed in a suit of young Mrs. Here- ward's clothes, which had been bestowed on her by that lady. Lucille had left Adah's hut that fatal night, in com- pany with her ruffian husband, with whom she had ventured to remonstrate on his robbing the poor old woman of the goods sent her by Mrs. Hereward; and they had gone away quarreling until they were out of hearing; soon after which, and at about the time they might have reached the point where the path through the woods passed over the bridge crossing the creek, a piercing shriek rang through the air fol- lowed by another and another, startling the bed-ridden old woman in the hut and filling her soul with terror. Then all was still as death. Old Adah had not at that time suspected the man of killing his wife, but only of beating her brutally, as he had been in the habit of doing. Xever until she heard of the body that had been found did she think of murder. Then, at the first opportunity, she had told her story and given her opinion to the convalescent mas- ter of the Cliffs, who, in her judgment, was entitled to the first information. Tudor Here ward's "wish" was certainly "father to the thought" when he gave so ready a credence to old Adah's story, and called his two oldest and most 28 LILITH faithful friends into counsel as to the best means of ascertaining the truth. And they, without committing themselves to any positive opinion for, in such a case, they could have no just grounds for entertaining one had pledged their words to leave "no stone unturned" for discov- ering the truth. To do so, they knew that they must search for clews for both the missing women. And they searched long, thoroughly, but fruitlessly, until near the end of May. They ascertained from the accounts of the ticket agent at Frosthill that two passengers only had bought tickets for the midnight express on that fatal 21st of March. One was a ruffianly young man, he the agent was sure, but the other he could not de- scribe at all. Now who were those two passengers? The uttermost efforts of our amateur detectives failed to discover. They could find no one in the village or in the surrounding country who had taken the train that night. The "ruffianly young man" mentioned by the ticket agent was probably the husband of the poor gyp?y girl; but who was the other passenger? Was she his w r ife, traveling with him, as they had set out from the hut to do, or was it Lilith, who was a mere ac- cidental fellow-passenger? No one could tell. And so the time passed in fruitless search and heart- sickening suspense, until late in May, when one morn- ing, as Dr. Kerr was seated in his office, the door opened and a stranger entered. The doctor, believing the visitor to be a patient, arose and offered him a chair. "Thank you, sir. I dare say you are surprised to LILITH 9 see me, sir," said the man, as he seated himself, took off his hat and wiped his face. "Not at all. Strangers sometimes honor me with a call," blandly replied the doctor. "Yes, I know, for medical advice, with a fee in their hands, and then they have a right to come, and you are glad to see them. But I don't want any medi- cal advice whatever, and I haven't brought any fee; and that's the reason why I am afraid you will think I am intruding." "Not at all, if I can serve you in any way," politely replied the doctor. "Yes, but you can't even do that! I don't stand in need of services." "Then will you kindly enlighten me as to the circum- stance to which I am indebted for this honor?" in- quired the doctor, with a smile of amusement. "Do you mean to ask what brought me here?" "Yes, if you please." "Well, I don't mind telling you. I should have to do it anyway, because that is what I came for. My name is Carter, and I came from Maryland." "Yes?" smiled the doctor. "And have been traveling through the country here looking for land." "Quite so, and you have found a great deal." "I mean, and to buy. I hear that tand is very good and cheap about here and the climate very healthy." "All quite true; but I fear I cannot help you in the least in that matter. You had better take counsel with Lawyer Jordon, who acts as land agent occasionally," said the doctor. "Did I ask you to help me? I told you first off that I didn't want any service." "Then what in the name of " "Sense have I come for?" "Yes, if you please." SO LILITH "Why, I am telling you, man! Being in search, of a suitable farm, I have been traveling about these parts considerable. Last night I came here and put up at 'The Stag.' Good house that!" "Pretty good. Yes." "Well, I did hear of a rum case. The body of that young woman being found, and there being a dis- tressing doubt whether it be that of young Mrs. Tudor Hereward, who disappeared from the neighborhood on the 21st of last March, or that of a little gypsy tramp, who bore a great personal resemblance to that lady, and who was suspected of having been made way with by her ruffian of a husband!" "Yes, yes," eagerly exclaimed the doctor, all his listless indifference vanished. "Yes! You have heard of that affair. You have been traveling about in this region. Is it possible that you may be able to throw some light on that dark subject?" "I think I may; that is what has brought ine here this morning. Perhaps I ought to have gone out to the place they call the Cliffs to see Mr. Tudor Here- ward himself; but they told me it was a matter of six miles from the village, and that perhaps I had better see you, as you were interested; and so here I am." "I am very glad you did. Now tell me quickly what you have to tell, for I am extremely anxious to hear," said the doctor, eagerly. "Wait a bit! Let us see how the land lies first. You say young Mrs. Hereward and the gypsy girl looked alike?" "In size, figure, and the unusual length and beauty of their hair yes!" "And that both disappeared from the neighborhood the same night. At least so I heard from the talk at the Stag." "It was true." LILITH 31 "And a young woman's body was found near the creek a month afterwards?" "Yes." "But so far gone that it could not be identified ex- cept by the clothing?" "True." "And that clothing was recognized as having been young Mrs. Hereward's?" "Yes." "And that proved to the coroner's jury the body to be also young Mrs. Hereward's." "Yes." "Until a certain old woman comes with a tale that young Mrs. Hereward gave those clothes to the gypsy girl?" "You have a correct account." "And so the doubt remains, which of the two miss- ing women was killed and thrown into the creek, and which levanted from the neighborhood?" "Yes, that is the situation at present. Can you help us to clear up the doubt?" anxiously inquired the doctor. "Well, I rather reckon I can clear it up pretty de- cidedly, if not satisfactorily." "What do you mean? Speak!" "You were much interested in young Mrs. Here- ward?" "I was very much attached to her, having known her from her infancy." "Then I am afraid I am going to grieve you. I am indeed," said the man, gravely and hesitatingly. "Oh, what do you mean?" "It was that young gypsy girl who took the train at Frosthill at midnight of March 21st," said Carter, in a low tone. The doctor stared gravely for a moment, and then inquired : 32 LILITH "How do .you know this?" "Because I was on that very same train, and sat in that very same car along with her." "Man! Is this undoubtedly true?" demanded the doctor. "Well, I will tell you all about it, and then you will see that it is true. I took the train at West- bourne and traveled on until we got to Frosthill, which it reached at midnight, and where it stopped for one minute. Two passengers got on a young man who looked like a young devil, saving your pres- ence, he had such a dark, scowling, lowering face. He was clothed in a rough overcoat, and had his hands thrust into his pockets, and never offered the least assistance to the young woman, who came creep- ing and cowering behind him. I couldn't help but notice them both, and saw at a glance that they were man and wife, and that they had had a row, in which the woman, of course, had come off second best. !Ue] looked so wicked and sullen, and she so frightened and broken-hearted. He just threw himself into i? seat, and stretched out his legs over the top of an- other one; and she slunk away into a corner, anjfli turned her face to the wall, and cried fit to breciJi her heart. And he never took any more notice of her; than if she had been a dog. I wanted to kick him all around the car. There was plenty of room to do it, too, because there weren't a half a dozen people in that car, all told. I got out at Snowden, about twenty miles farther on, where I stopped over a day to look at a farm, and I never thought any more about that ruffian husband and gypsy wife until I came here to Frosthill last night, and heard the whole story of the mystery at the >M&g. And then I thought I would tell you what I Had seen at the Frosthill sta- tion, at midnight, on the twenty-first of March," con- cluded the visitor. LILITH 33 "I thank you very much. Still, still, there may be ground for a faint hope. How was this girl whom you saw in the man's company dressed, do you re- member?" inquired the doctor, with increased un- easiness. "Oh, yes; I remember quite well. She was clothed in a red suit, with something dark about her head and shoulders. And Mrs. Hereward was in deep mourning, they say, for her father." "Yes, she was," said the doctor, as the faint hope died away. "And this red suit," he added, mentally, "was, of course, the very suit that she used to wear before she went in mourning, and which, of course, she must have given to the girl in preference upon every account of economy and fitness to giving her a black one." While the doctor was turning these hopeless thoughts over in his mind the visitor arose and said: "Well, sir, I have told you all I came to tell, and now I must go. But I shall be in this neighborhood for a few days longer, if anybody wants to ask me any questions about this matter." The doctor also arose and said: "I thank you, Mr. Carter, for the trouble you are taking, and shall, perhaps, have occasion to see you again. You will be at the Stag?" "Yes, mostly, for the rest of this week; but I shall be riding round a good deal in the daytime, looking at land, but always at home leastways at the hotel at night, and shall be glad to see you or any one you send. Good-morning, sir." "Good-morning, Mr. Carter." And the visitor left. The doctor sat ruminating over what he had heard for some time after he had been left alone. At length, when his office hours were over, instead of taking his noontide meal and rest as a prepara- 34 LILITH tion for his afternoon round of professional visits, lie rang for his servant, ordered his horse, and started on a ride to the Cliffs. He did not go to the mansion house, but taking a narrow bridle path through the woods to the creek, he crossed the little rustic bridge, and drew up at the log hut in the thicket on the other side. Here he dismounted, tied his horse to a tree, and went up to the door, where he found old Adah sit- ting in the sun, and busy with her knitting. "Well, auntie, how is the rheumatism to-day?" he inquired cheerfully, as the old woman stood up and courtesied. "T'anky, Marse Doctor, sah. Dis warm sun hab melted it all out'n my bones. 'Deed it's de trufe. Will you come inter de house, Marse Doctor, or take a chair out yere?" she inquired, politely. "I will stay out here," replied the doctor, as he settled himself on a little bench outside the door. "Have anyfing been j^eard 'bout po' dee Miss Lilif, Marse Doctor?" anxiously questioned old Adah. "No. Not since the verdict of the coroner's jury," significantly replied Dr. Kerr. "Oh, Lor', Marse Doctor, dat want nuffin. Dat hadn' nuffin to do long ob Miss Lilif. Dat war de gypsy gal wot war foun' in dem woods, and war sot on by dat jury. I done tole Marse Tudor Her' ward all bout dat a mont' ago," said old Adah, speaking with the utmost confidence. "Yes; I have heard so from Mr. Hereward him- self. I know all the evidence you have brought for- ward in rebuttal of the evidence given before the coroner. I would to Heaven it had been as conclu- sive as you thought. But we will not go into that. I only wish to ask you a. few questions." "Go on Marse Doctor. I'll answer de trufe. I ain't got no secrets from nobody." LILITH 35 "Well, then, did you see the clothing worn by the gypsy girl on the night she left the hut in company with her husband?" "Yes, Marse Doctor, I did. I yeard her say how Missis Her'ward had gib it to her, an' I seed her put it on, an' tie her ole close nuffin but duds dey was in a bundle." "What was the color of those clothes?" "Dem wot she took off an' tied into a bundle?" "No, no; those given her by Mrs. Hereward." "Oh! dose as she wo' 'way?" "Yes." "Wot was it yer ax me 'bout 'em, Marse Doctor?" "I asked you what color they were?" "Oh! Dey was sort o' dark." "Dark red?" "Now, dey mought o' been. Or dey mought o' been dark blue or dark black. You see, Marse Doctor, it was sort o' dark in de house, an' it made eberyfing look dark." "Had you no light?" "Nuffin' but a tallow dip dat didn' show much." "And you can't be certain about the color of the clothing?" "No, Marse Doctor; on'y it were dark. I sort o' fought it were dark black, but I dessay it were dark red, jes' as you say." The doctor asked a few more questions, and then arose to depart. He put a half dollar into the hand of the old woman, who thanked him heartily. And then he remounted his horse and rode away along the same bridle-path that led back through the thicket to the little bridge crossing the creek, and by a circuit through the next woods up to the mansion house. He found Tudor Hereward walking up and down on the front piazza. He had convalesced so very 36 LILITH slowly that he had not yet been strong enough to take a ride. Hereward dropped heavily into a chair as the doctor dismounted, threw his bridle to Steve, who came up to take it, and walked up the steps. "Any news, doctor?" anxiously inquired Mr. Here- ward. "Not a trace of Lilith yet. No, I did not come to bring news, but to make a few investigations here in the house that may lead to something." "Very well, doctor; you have carte blanche. But what is the nature of the Investigation in this in- stance?" wearily inquired ^ereward. "Into the wardrobe r ^our wife, to see what is miss- ing, and what is left." Hereward sighed, as if he were very weary of a hopeless subject and then faintly replied: "Why, you know that has been done, thoroughly, and there is nothing missing but the one black water- proof cloth suit that was found on the body of that poor murdered gypsy girl." "And that was Lilith's usual walking-dress when in the country, w r as it not?" "Yes, it was; but she gave it to that poor girl upon whose dead body it was found." "She gave a suit; but you do not know that it was the waterproof suit she gave. She would not have been likely to have given the suit that she was in the habit of wearing, and that she could not very well do without," suggested the doctor. "Ah! but she did give it. It was found on the body of the girl." "You still feel so sure that it was the body of the gypsy girl which was found?" "Yes, I do. Oh, doctor, why do you doubt it?" de- manded Hereward, with the fretful querulousness of an invalid. LILITH 37 "Because we cannot be sure until the other miss- ing one is found. Until the living one turns up we cannot prove who is the dead," gravely replied the physician. "How much proof do you want? The dress that Lilith gave to the gypsy girl was found on the dead body." "But you do not know that the black waterproof cloth was the dress that was given by Lilith to the girl. I repeat, that it was not likely that Lilith should have given a vay a suit that was so necessary to her own comfort, when she r-'jrbt have given others." "But that is the only one /nissing from her ward- robe." "The only one missing from her wardrobe?" "Yes. I have told you so twice before." "Then, if Lilith is living, what dress did she wear when she left home?" significantly inquired the doctor. Hereward started, turned paler than before, and stared fixedly at the questioner. He had never asked himself that question. He stared, but did not speak. "Tudor, my dear boy, we must look facts in the face. And now I ask you, was the discarded ward- robe of your wife examined when the investigation was made?" "The discarded wardrobe?" questioned Hereward, with a perplexed look. '"Yes; I mean the colored clothing that she left off and packed away when she went into mourning for your father?" "Of course it was not touched. She would not have been likely to wear colored clothing in her deep mourning." "No, of course she would not. But she would have been very likely to give that left-off colored clothing to the gypsy instead of the mourning suit, which would have been unsuitable to the girl." 38 LILITH Again Hereward started, changed color and gazed at the speaker, but without uttering a word. "Come, Hereward, let us send for Nancy and have her search through her mistress' left-off clothing, to see if any portion of it is missing. Shall I ring?" inquired the doctor. "If you please," faltered the young man, sinking back into his chair. Dr. Kerr rang the door-bell which was soon an- swered by Alick, who had reinstated himself in his place as butler at the Cliffs, but who was still a poor, broken-hearted old man, grieving for his young mistress, and accusing himself of being her murderer. "Go and tell Nancy to come here," said Dr. Kerr. Alick ducked his head and disappeared. Nancy soon stood in his place. "Aunty," said the doctor, speaking for his young friend and patient, "I wish you to open all Mrs. Here- ward's boxes of colored clothing, and examine every article and find out if any be missing." "Berry well, sah," said the woman, turning and going to do her errand. The doctor followed her into the house, went to the corner buffet in Lilith's parlor, and took out a certain liqueur case, opened it, and proceeded to mix a strong, restorative cordial, which he brought out and placed on the stand beside Hereward's chair, saying: "Drink half of that now, Hereward, and leave the rest." The young man obeyed, and then, as he put down the half emptied glass, he inquired: "What is it that you expect to prove by this new search, doctor?" "Wait and see, dear boy! I do not yet know what myself." LILITH 39 About half an hour passed, and Nancy came down- stairs. "Well, auntie, have you missed anything?" inquired Dr. Kerr. "Yes, Marse Doctor. Miss Lilifs red cashmere dress, w'ich was her mos' favorite home dress, an' w'ich she wo' de werry day 'fo' she was marr'd, an' 'fo' ole marse died, an' nebber wored since den." "And are you sure it is gone?" "Yes, Marse Doctor, sure, 'cause I knowed whey I packed it away, an' nobody ebber went to dat trunk 'cept it was me an' Miss Lilif." "And what do you think has become of it, Nancy?" "Well, Marse Doctor, I s'pose as po' dee Miss Lilif give it to dat po' gal wot come beggin'. I know she did give her a bundle of close, 'caze I helped dat gal to carry dat bundle t'rough de woods an' 'cross de crik to ole Aunt Adah's house." "Did you see what was in the bundle, Nancy?" "No, Marse Doctor, not I. I warn't upstairs in Miss Lilifs room w'en she give 'way dem close, I war downsta'rs in de store room packing ob a bas- ket wid tea an' sugar, an' bread, an' meat, an' fings, to tote to po' ole Aunt Adah, 'cordin' to Miss Lilifs orders, an' I nebber seen dat bundle till dat gal fotch it downsta'rs, an' I nebber seen wot war in- side ob it; but de gal tell me, as I went along wid her, how de young madame had gib her a good dress, an' dat it must a been dat red cashmere dress wot de young mist'ess couldn' wear herse'f, 'stead of bein' de black mournin' dress wot she could wear; let alone de fac' dat de young gal wouldn't a-liked to 'cepted a mournin' dress, not bein' in no mournin'. It wouldn't a been lucky." "You are right," said the doctor. "It was the red cashmere dress that Mrs. Hereward gave to the girl, 40 LILITH and that the girl wore when she left the neighbor- hood that night." "Oh, most merciful Heaven, doctor! Do you mean to knock from under me the last prop of hope that sustains me?" groaned Hereward, sinking back pale and faint as any woman might have looked at such a crisis. "Hush, Tudor! Drink this," said Dr. Kerr, plac- ing the glass of restorative cordial to his lips. Hereward emptied the glass, and the doctor set it down, and continued: "I deprive you of no real hope, Tudor, but of a false hope which, instead of being a prop to support you, is a burden that is wearing you out with anxiety. The sooner you give up all hope the sooner you will be able to resign yourself to the inevitable and find peace and rest for your spirit." "But I cannot! I cannot resign all hope! I can- not!" passionately exclaimed the young man. "Listen to me further. Hear all that I have to say and you must do so," gravely and tenderly replied the doctor. "What have you to tell me now? You said you had no news to bring me of Lilith. You said so when you first came in and I asked you the question." "And I spoke the truth," patiently replied the old man. "I had no news of Lilith. But I had news of the gypsy girl, which ah me! leaves me no doubt as to whose remains they were that were found in the woods." "Oh, Heaven! Oh, Heaven!" groaned Hereward. "But tell me all! I can bear it! Yes, I can bear it!'' "There is a man by the name of Carter now stop- ping at the Stag, who was in the train at midnight of March 21st, w r hen the strolling player and his gypsy wife got on board. He was a sullen ruffian in coarse clothing. She a pretty, dark-eyed gypsy? LILITH 41 with black hair, and she was dressed in a red suit, with something dark about her head and shoulders. They were the only people who got in that train at Frosthill. They had been quarreling, and the man had a scowling, ferocious look, while the w T oman seemed terrified and broken-hearted. Does not this coincide perfectly with all that we have heard about the poor girl and her ruffianly companion?" gently inquired the doctor. Hereward replied only by a groan. "Come, Tudor! I must take you upstairs. You must lie down, and I will send Cave to you," said the doctor, with gentle firmness. But it was with considerable difficulty that the doc- tor finally prevailed on his deeply stricken patient to seek the rest and retirement of his own chamber. Then Dr. Kerr, leaving Xancy in charge of the sick- room, went downstairs, got into his saddle and rode off, dinnerless, to make a round of professional visits on a circuit of at least thirty miles. It was very late in the afternoon when he finally reached Frost- hill. Even then, before going home, he stopped at the rectory and had half an hour's interview with the Rev. Mr. Cave, in which he told the latter of all the news he had received and all the discoveries he had made concerning the fate of Lilith, during the day. He ended by asking the rector to go with him to the Stag to see and question Carter. Mr. Cave put on his hat and walked with Dr. Kerr the short distance that lay between the rectory and the hotel. They found Carter smoking in the little reading- room. He willingly accompanied the gentlemen to the parlor, at their request, and closeted there, he readily answered every question put to him, but, 42 LILITH after all, they elicited nothing more than had been told to the doctor that morning. At the end of the interview they thanked Carter and took leave of him. "And, after all," sighed Mr. Cave, "the verdict of the coroner's jury was right." "Yes," assented the doctor, "it was right! And now I do not think we have far to look for the das- tardly murderer of Lilith Hereward." "Whom do you suspect?" inquired the rector, in a low, awe-stricken voice. "The ruffian husband of the gypsy girl who was on the creek the same night of her death." CHAPTER IV A STARTLING VISIT EARLY next morning Mr. Cave, in accordance with the request of Dr. Kerr, went to the Cliffs to spend the day with Tudor Hereward. He found the young man too ill to leave his room, seated in a reclining- chair near the open window. The effects of alternate hope and fear ending at last in despair deepened by remorse. Mr. Cave sat down beside him and essayed to com- fort him; but he did not succeed. Loss, sorrow and disappointment may be consoled, but remorse and despair are beyond comfort. "The truest, gentlest, fondest child that ever blessed man I drove out that bitter night to meet her cruel death! It is that which is killing me," he said, in reply to Mr. Cave's well meant efforts to rouse and cheer him. "You are morbid, Hereward. You are too severe LILITH 43 on yourself. You are not rational and consistent. You should remember, my dear friend, you did not mean to drive her away." "Ah, but the taunting, insulting, unpardonable words I hurled at her, heaped upon her head, over- whelming her no true woman could have borne them! If she had been the creature I suspected and accused her of being, she might have borne them and remained here for profit; but Lilith had no alter- native but to leave the house! And I drove her from it as surely as if I had taken her by the shoulders and put her out and turned the key against her!" "I do not think you should consider it in that light. Besides, for the w r ords you used, you would do wisely to remember now the provocation you received," gravely suggested Mr. Cave. ''Not from her! Not from Lilith! She was ever true, meek, gentle and wonderfully self-controlled for a being so young. No! I never received provocation from that child," said Hereward, with a deep sigh. "Then from false appearances! false appearances which would have driven a much older and wiser man than you quite beside himself." "But against which I should have set Lilith's life and character then as I do now. No, Mr. Cave, you need not talk to me of comfort. I will not receive it!" "Ah, Tudor, you hug, cherish, and cultivate your sorrow." "Not my sorrow! Sorrow is a matter of time, and it may be consoled. But remorse is a thing of eter- nity, never to be comforted." "You seem to nourish this remorse as a matter of duty and conscience." "Yes, I do. I will not take comfort." "Tudor, my dear boy, there never was a case of insanity in either branch of your family. Their brains were too strong and too well balanced, else I should 44 LILITH fear for you. But at any rate you really must go away from this place," said the minister, very earnestly. " Well, and if I should, it would be only to wander over the earth as aimlessly and drearily as the legen- dary Jew," replied the young man. Mr. Cave remained with him until nearly dark, and then went away, promising to come and see the soli- tary mourner in a very few days. The next morning the invalid, with the assistance of the two men-servants, got downstairs and into the front piazza, where he sat in his favorite reclin- ing-chair, with a little stand beside him. He was still sitting there alone, gazing vacantly out upon the lovely summer scene of mountain, valley, woods and waters spread out before him, when the sound of a strange footstep, a firm and ringing foot- step, fell upon his ear. In another moment the figure of a young man, dressed as a gentleman, emerged from the footpath through the alder bushes, and came into view. In that moment, with a start of surprise, Here- ward recognized the form and face of Mr. Alfred Ancillon. The young wanderer came up the steps, and stand- ing in front of the pale and fainting invalid, took off his hat, and in a stern voice demanded as if he had the most sacred right to demand: "Tudor Hereward! Where is Lilith?" "Lilith! How dare you utter that name! the name of the lady whose destruction you have compassed?" faintly yet indignantly demanded Hereward. "No! not I, sir! I never wounded her by a word! I never wronged her by a thought! Your senseless jealousy has wrought all this ruin! Only ten days ago, in the remote Southwestern town where I was fulfilling an engagement, did I happen to pick up an LILITH 45 old copy of the New York Pursuii'ant, and read the account of her dead bodv having been found three weeks after she had disappeared from her home! I threw up my engagement and came here with all speed, for well I guessed that you, and you only, had the secret of her disappearance and her death. For * Jealousy is as cruel as the grave!' " "Had I no just cause for jealousy?" demanded Hereward, thrown upon his defence, trembling with weakness and scarcely conscious of having instinc- tively put the question. ''No! as the Lord is my judge and yours! A better, truer, purer woman than Lilith never lived! A holier tie than that w r hich bound us never united man and woman!" retorted Andllon. "Utterly blameless, though reckless folly and egotism, if not even insanity, placed her in a false position, created false appear- ances about her. But should all this have led you to suspect Lilith? Lilith, who was brought up at your good, wise father's feet, and by your side? Lilith, who was so carefully trained in all wisdom and good- ness? Lilith, whose religious and self-sacrificing spirit you knew so well? Should any false appearances have shadowed the brightness of Lilith's image in your eyes?" "Man! Hold your peace! I am passing from earth, soon to meet Lilith in the better world, if repentance and faith can take me there. I wish not to quarrel with you now!" "I will not hold my peace! I came here to ask you -Where is Lilith?" "And you ask it in the tone in which the minister reads the question: 'Cain, where is thy brother Abel?' Lilith is in her grave," moaned Hereward. "Yes, she is. And you have put her there. You have as surely murdered your young wife as if you had plunged a Bword through her bosom, like that *6 LILITH black brute, Othello, whom I never could consider a 'noble' Moor, and never would personate to please anybody. Othello, when he found out his mistake, had the decency to kill himself the only decent thing he ever did do! But you, Tudor Hereward the law cannot hang you for driving your young wife out to death. Why have you not had the man- hood to hang yourself?" "Man, spare your reproaches! I am passing from earth, and if repentance and faith avail ine, going to that other world, where I shall receive my dear one's forgiveness. You may spare your reproaches, as indeed I do not know how, or by what right, you, of all men, dare to make them," said Hereward, with more dignity than he had hitherto shown. "I speak by the most sacred right that a man could have to speak," solemnly replied Ancillon. "What are you to Lilith, or what was Lilith to you? A man may not know all his wife's relations. You may be of Lilith's kindred and, indeed, I notice a likeness between your faces but you cannot be of very near kindred." "No?" queried Ancillon, with a wistful look. "No!" repeated Hereward, with more emphasis than he had yet used in speaking "No! for you are not her brother. I knew her father and mother; they were young people just married a year when Lilith was born. She was not only their first, but their only child. The father ah me! lost his life while rescuing me from drowning, a few days before Lilith was born. Her mother, shocked to death by the sudden bereavement, gave birth to her child and died. My father took the infant orphan from beside the dead mother, and brought her home to be his own adopted daughter. So that Lilith was an only child, and you could not be her brother." LILITH 47 "No, I am not her brother," assented Ancillon, with the same wistful look. "And if you are merely her cousin, or even her uncle, the relationship in either case would not give you the right to take such liberties with her name and memory as you have taken, and are taking now." "But I am not either her uncle or her cousin," said Ancillou, with the same inscrutable look. "Then, in the name of Heaven, man! what are you, that you have dared to do as you have done?" de- manded Hereward, with an excitement for which he was to pay in a dangerous reaction and depression. "Mr. Hereward," said Ancillon, with more gravity than he had lately exhibited, "I came here not only to ask that question which first I put to your con- science, but also to place in your possession a secret that I have hitherto guarded with the most jealous care, not only for my own sake, but even for yours, and most of all, for Lilith's, that no sorrow should come to her gentle heart, no reproach to her spotless name ; but now that she is gone I care not at all what doom may fall upon me, or what shame may confuse you." Ancillon paused and smiled grimly. "Speak, man! Speak, man speak! What is it you would tell me?" demanded Hereward, trembling with agitation. "I would tell you nothing!" "Nothing?" "Nothing; for you might not believe my words. Bat I will give the means of discovering my secret for yourself of learning my story, and proving its truth beyond all doubt," gravely replied Ancillon. "Well? Well? Well?" "Do you happen to know of an old trunk, the prop- erty of Lilith's parents, filled with family relics and correspondence, bundles of yellow letters, photo- 48 LILITH graphs, trinkets, prayer-books, Bibles, old diaries, newspapers, pamphlets, and other rubbish? Do you happen to know of such a depository?" "I think I do," said Hereward, reflectingly. "Yes; I am sure I do," he added, confidently. "It seems to have been packed and preserved by your father's orders, after the death of Lilith's mother and for the possible pleasure or benefit of Lilith's after life. Ah, dear! It was anything but a pleasure or a benefit to the poor child. It was never opened from the day it was packed until the day after your father's funeral, when you had gone to Washington, leaving Lilith alone in this old house. Then, she hav- ing received the key of the trunk for the first time, as a legacy from your father, sent for the trunk and opened it. And then she learned the dire secret of her family, even before she ever saw my face. It was an accident that brought me to the Cliffs, that night, Mr. Hereward." "I heard that it was the storm " "Not so. The storm kept me at the Cliffs, but did not bring me here. I was a guest at Bushmore, and at the supper table chanced to hear, in the gossip of the ladies, the story of Lilith WyviPs adoption and marriage. To me it was a revelation. I determined to see her. I did so, and was storm-bound for a week at the Cliffs." "Ah!" "That trunk, Mr. Hereward, is at your disposal. All necessary information can be found within it. Seek and know and prove it, all for yourself! When you have done so, you may deliver me over to the British authorities as a fugitive from justice and send me back to England, under your favorite extradition treaty to penal servitude for life! I care not one farthing now that Lilith is gone!" "Man! Man! in Heaven's name, who and what are LILITH 49 you?" demanded Hereward, pale and shaking with emotion. "I am known to the British police authorities as John Weston, the mail robber; to the keepers of Port- land prison, Z. 789; to the play-going public as Mr. Alfred Ancillon, tragedian, comedian, tenor and athlete; in diplomatic circles in Washington as Senor Zuniga, nephew of the P Minister; but to Lilith I was known by another name, and in a sweeter relation. There! I have said and done all for which I came here. I am going now. Good-bye! I shall be at the Antler's in Frosthill all this week, waiting your pleasure;" and the visitor put on his hat and walked off by the way through which he had come. He had seen Mr. Hereward drop back in his chair; but neither knew nor, if he had known, would have cared that the invalid had fallen into a deep swoon. In this condition Dr. Kerr found him a few minutes later. After using prompt means for his recovery, and seeing him open his eyes and breathe again, the doc- tor made him swallow a cordial, and then asked him what had caused his swoon. "Weakness, I suppose," evasively answered the in- valid. The doctor took him into the cool, shady drawing- room and made him lie down on the sofa. And then, when his strength was somewhat re- stored by the cordial he had swallowed, the doctor produced a large envelope with an official stamp, and said: "I brought this from the post-office for you. I hope it may contain good news that will rouse you up." Hereward thanked the doctor, and, without lifting his head from the sofa pillow, opened the long en- velope and took out a letter partly in print and partly in writing. His pale face flushed a little as he read 50 LILITH the paper, and he passed it over to Dr. Kerr, say- ing: "You see it is a letter announcing my appointment as secretary of legation to the new embassy to the court of , and requiring me, in the event of my accepting the mission, to be ready to sail with the party by the Kron Prinz, on the first of June." "And you will accept it, Hereward? The sea voy- age and the change will be so good for you." "Yes, I shall accept it." CHAPTER V LILITH'S FLIGHT Do you think, because you fail me And draw back your hand to-day, That from out the heart I gave you My strong love can fade away? It will live. No eyes may see it; In my soul it will lie deep, Hidden from all; but I shall feel it Often stirring in its sleep. So remember that the true love, Which you now think poor and vain, Will endure in hope and patience Till you ask for it again. A. A. Proctor. WHEN 7 Lilith left the presence of her husband on that fatal night of their parting, her mind and heart were in a whirl of confusion and suffering. He had accused her of unspeakable, of incompre- hensible evil! He had repudiated her! He had told her that in a few hours he should leave that house LILITH 51 his patrimonial home never to return to it while she should "desecrate it by her presence." Her love was wounded to the quick! Her pride was trampled in the dust. What remained for her to do? First of all to leave the house which he declared that she "desecrated with her presence." Yes, that was the first and the most urgent duty that she owed to him who had repudiated her and to herself, and her own honor and self-respect as well. It was good to know what first to do. It saved useless brooding and loss of time. As soon as she reached her room, therefore, she locked the door to secure herself from interruption, and then she began to prepare for her departure. For she determined to go at once and to take with her nothing, no, not the smallest trifle, that Hereward had ever given her. So she took off the deep mourning dress that had been one of Hereward's first gifts, hung it up in the wardrobe, and replaced it with a crimson cashmere, the gift of his father, which since Major Hereward's death had been packed away with other clothing, left off when she first went into black. From the same depository she took a gray beaver cloth coat, a gray felt hat, gray barege vail and a pair of grav gloves. These she laid out upon the bed. Next she took from her casket the few jewels given her by her foster-father, and the few hundred dollars she had saved from the liberal allowance Major Here- ward had made her during his life. All these, to- gether with her comb and brushes, a few pocket-hand- kerchiefs, and a single change of underclothing, she packed into a hand-bag. When her small preparations were all complete, it 52 LILITH seemed to require a painful wrench to tear herself away. Her husband had outraged and repudiated her in- deed; yet she felt that she could not leave the house without writing to him a few words of farewell. She meant to write only a very few words, not half a dozen lines in all, only enough to remind him that she went not of her own will, but by his will. Yet, when she sat down at the table and com- menced her letter, a flood of thought and feeling bore her impetuously onward to a fuller utterance, and she poured forth her soul in that touching, pathetic, yet dignified letter that he afterwards found upon her dressing-table, and which, after perusal, and with reckless anger, he committed to the flames. When she had finished her task, sealed her letter, and pinned it to the pin-cushion where he could not fail to find it, she put on her gray beaver coat, hat, vail and gloves, took up her hand-bag and left the room. She paused for a moment in the upper hall, and looked over the balusters to see if any one were in sight or hearing below. But there was no one. The coast was clear. There was no danger of interruption. So Lilith went softly down the stairs, opened the hall door and passed out into the night. The sky was clear and the stars were shining brightly down on the snow-covered earth. All the servants, horses and carriages attached to the place were at the young mistress' order; but she chose to avail herself of none of them. She would walk to the railway station. The clear, starlit sky and the snow-white earth rendered her road light enough for convenience. As for danger, there was none of any sort. No act of violence had ever been known to occur in that primitive, rural neighborhood, LILITH 53 which might almost have been called Arcadian in its simplicity and innocence. She knew that she could easily walk the six miles in two hours and catch the ten o'clock train. So she walked bravely on until she came to the outer gate. Just as she was in the act of opening it she was startled by a rushing sound be- hind her, and turning, saw Lion, the large Newfound- land dog, at her side, evidently bent on following her, "Yes, good dog. Good, good dog, you shall go! And then if there could be any danger you would guard me with you life. Wouldn't you, good dog?" Lion assured his mistress, in much eloquent pan- tomime, that he was her own devoted dog and would die for her if necessary. Lilith went on, the dog trotting by her side, over the stubble fields, into the dense forest, out again, through the narrow mountain pass, out again into the fields, and finally in sight of the lights at the railway station. Here Lilith stopped to draw the vail more closely around her face, for she did not wish to be recog- nized by any acquaintance who might ask her ques- tions. Here, too, she must part with her dog. It would not be well to take him with her to the rail- way station, either for her sake or for his own. So she must send him home; but she wished to part pleasantly with her fourfooted friend not to drive him away from her, but to send him on an errand for her; so she opened her hand-bag and took off a paper which had been wrapped around her brushes, breathed into the paper, rolled it up to a convenient size and gave it to the dog, putting it between his jaws, pat- ting him on the head, turning him with his nose towards the Cliffs, and saying: "Good dog! Good dog! Good fellow! Carry it home! Carry it home!" 54 LILITH And Lion, delighted at having an important com- mission to execute, set off at a run. Lilith dashed a tear from her eye and hurried on to the railway station. There was not a soul there except the ticket agent and a rough-looking passenger. Lilith knew exactly the price of a ticket to Balti- more, and had her change ready. She went into the musty office, pushed the money on the ledge of the ticket window, and said, from behind her vail: "One, to Baltimore." The agent, behind the partition, drew in the money and pushed out the ticket, without seeing or caring to see whether the passenger standing aside in the shadow were man, woman or child, but taking a man for granted. Lilith got on the train while the railway porters were throwing off and throwing on mail bags, and by the time she had dropped into her seat, midway in a nearly empty car, the train started again. The car was but dirnly lighted, and there were but five other passengers in it besides Lilith. They were all strangers to her probably country merchants on their way to the Eastern cities to buy their Spring goods mostly clothed in heavy gray overcoats, with their hats pulled low over their foreheads, and their hands thrust into their pockets. They seemed more inclined to doze than to talk, and seldom spoke, ex- cept to remark how very cold the weather was, opine that the mercury was at zero, and declared that such a thing had never occurred in that neighborhood so late in March within the memory of man. And then they hugged their overcoats more closely around them, pulled their hats down lower, and re- lapsed into silence and dozing. Lilith, now that the hurry and excitement of her sudden departure was over, and she was seated in LILITH 55 the car, with nothing to do, suffered a natural reaction into depression and great discouragement. What was before her? Whither should she go? What could she do? What was to be her future life? Who were to be her future friends or companions? She was leaving her old familiar home, leaving all the friends of her youth, going among perfect strangers, without one single letter of introduction to any one. What would be the end? Had she done right to take the responsibility of her future into her own young, inexperienced hands? Would it not have been better to have borne the reproach and humiliation she suffered at Cloud Cliffs, and to have remained there and patiently waited for events? She would at least have been safe. But in answer to these thoughts came the memory of her husband's cruel words hissed into her ears: "In a few hours I shall leave here leave my father's house never to return to it while you dese- crate it with your presence." And she felt that it was better to go out into the bitter world of strangers than to lose the last rem- nant of her self-respect by remaining in the home which her husband had scornfully declared that her presence desecrated. Then Lilith broke down for the first time since that crushing blow, and wept bitterly though silently be- hind her vail. Her fellow-passengers did not seem to notice the weeping, or even if they did, they probably thought her tears were only caused by some ordinary parting with friends, a mere matter of course, too trifling to cause remark or sympathy. The motion of the cars often has a soporific effect upon passengers, and especially upon a woman travel- ing alone and at night. So it came to pass that Lilith, poor, tired child that she was, cried herself to 56 LILITH sleep, and slept soundly, rocked by the swift, smootft motion of the train. She dreamed a very vivid dream, that seemed a very graphic reality. In her dream her husband was seated by her side, and they were traveling to Wash- ington together. Her promise of secrecy had been canceled, and her tongue had been loosed in some strange way, possible only in dreams, and she was telling him, with her head upon his bosom and her arms around his neck, the wonderful story of her parents' youthful life and love and sorrow, and the true story of her own birth. And he, holding her in his arms, pressed her to his heart, w r as listening with such affection, sympathy and admiration. He was saying so earnestly: "And you, my brave little darling, you have borne all this misconstruction, all this humiliation, rather than betray your trust. But I love you more than ever for all that you have borne and suffered, my Lilith." A shock startled Lilith out of her deep sleep and dispelled her beautiful dream. What was this? Where was she? On the train, indeed on the train, that had just stopped at a crowded junction and taken on addi- tional cars, which had joined with a shock that waked her. But Where was Tudor? Not seated by her side, certainly. Not even gone out to stretch his limbs. Ah, no! he had vanished with the dream. Again her eyes overflowed with tears, and she sat back in her seat and wept bitterly in the loneliness and desolation of her heart. She missed the Tudor of her lovely dream. She longed for him with an infinite, agonized longing. She felt an almost irresis- tible impulse to leave the cars at that junction, and LILITH 57 take the next train to her home, where she could arrive by morning where she could throw herself upon her husband's mercy and remain in peace. But then again the memory of his cruel words pierced her through the heart, and left her helpless wounded to the death, as it were. Those words were ringing through her spirit: "No; I thank Heaven that I never loved you! I married you only to please my father! I never loved you! That dishonor has been spared me! In a few hours I shall leave this house my father's house never to return while your presence desecrates it!" Oh, no! With the sound of these degrading words still reverberating through her soul, she could not go back any more than she could have remained when she was there. The car was now filled with passengers, and even the seat by her side was taken by a fat woman with an immense bundle in her lap, who crowded Lilith close against the side. She turned towards the window, drew her thick vail closer over her face, and wept silently but bitterly until once more overtasked nature yielded to weariness and to the smooth, swift, soothing motion of the train, and she slept; this time a dreamless sleep, that lasted until the train ran into the Baltimore station. It was now six o'clock, and the eastern horizon was flushed with the coming sun. Lilith awoke to find the train at a standstill, and all the passengers in motion. She roused her stupe- fied faculties and realized that she was at Baltimore, and that she wished to continue her journey to New York. She arose and took up her hand-bag and left the car, went to the ticket office and inquired when the next train would leave for New York. "At six-fifteen," the busy agent replied. 58 LILITH Lilith glanced at the large station clock. It was now five minutes past six. She bought her ticket, got a cup of coffee at the refreshment counter, and then followed the throng who were crowding through the gates to get on the New York train. She got a corner chair on a Pullman car, wheeled it around towards the window, so that her back would be turned to her fellow-passengers, and gave herself up to thought. She had been driven from her home in dishonor, and her flight and the letter she had left behind had cut off all retreat, and made a voluntary return im- possible. What were they doing at Cloud Cliffs this morn- ing? Her husband had not probably received her letter until this morning, because he had not, she thought, entered her room during the night. What would he think of her letter? How would it affect him? She could not conjecture, especially as she could not remember what she had written, in the white heat of her emotions, when about to leave him, perhaps forever. And old Nancy! What would she think of this sudden flight? Would Nancy be very sorry for her? And the other domestics, who had known and loved her from her babyhood would they care? Oh, yes, indeed, she felt and knew that all the ser- vants, old and young, would grieve for her, and all the animals would miss her. Then Lilith fell to weeping again at the thought of all human and brute that she had loved so well, and yet had left, perhaps forever. Her paroxysm of tears exhausted itself, but her distressing thoughts continued. What would the neighbors think or say about her disappearance? They would certainly ask a great LILITH 59 many questions. Country people always do. They would question and cross-question Mr. Hereward. How would he answer them? Would he tell them the truth, or would he evade inquiry? And oh, above all, would he, could he, be any happier now that she was gone? Would he not sometimes remember how much she had loved him? How hard she had tried to please him? How diligently she had worked to help him, answering his letters, copying his speeches, searching out his authorities, and through all this secretary work keeping his one room in the attic of the crowded hotel neat, bright and attractive, and al- ways taking such pure delight in being useful to him? Would Tudor remember these things, and think more kindly of her? Ah, no! for he did not love her; he had told her so, and thanked the Lord that he did not love her! So all that she had tried to do had failed to please him. Again the child Lilith wept as if her heart were breaking; and there was no one to comfort her. CHAPTER VI LILITH'S FIDELITY LILITH sat in one corner of the Pullman car, with her chair wheeled around, her shoulders to all her fellow-passengers, and her face fronting the large mirror on the wall. She sat quite still, and wept silently. Now there happened to be in the same car a lady who, in this year of grace 1882, might be called a Benevolent Crank; but the term had not been in- vented in her time. She was a large, rosy-cheeked, handsome matron, of perhaps fifty years, of the class 60 LILITH called "motherly;" with such an exuberance of life, health, vitality and happiness as rendered her kindly affectioned, sympathetic and confiding towards every fellow-being. She had got on the train at Baltimore and ha ever since been sitting in the opposite corner to Lilith; not with her chair wheeled away from her fellow- passengers, but fronting them all as fellow-beings in whom she took a friendly interest, and looking with her kindly, smiling face, half shaded by the black plush bonnet, and her portly form wrapped in her fur- lined cloak, the very picture of comfort, contentment and benevolence. She did not find much, however, in the seven men who shared the car to interest her every one of them the incarnation of "business" or "politics," as far as she could judge from physiognomies half hid- den by the large, open newspapers they were read- ing. Next she turned her social attention on the only woman beside herself in the car, and who sat in the opposite corner. What she saw there was the red back of the chair, and a pair of pretty, sloping shoulders, in a gray coat and a little, graceful, bowed head in a gray hat and vail, and the reflection from the mirror. It was this last that attracted and fixed the atten- tion of the lady. She could not withdraw her eyes from the picture reflected there a pale, lovely child face, with soft brown eyes, suffused with tears, and budding red lips, quivering with grief. The lady watched this picture with growing inter est and sympathy. Then she turned her head around to look at the passengers to see if by any sign she could judge whether any one of them could perhaps be the father, or grandfather, or uncle, or other male protector of this lonely and grieving child. LILITH 61 But no; she felt sure that they were all strangers to the little one. Besides, two chairs behind hers were vacant. Still she watched the weeping girl, but hesitated to address her; it was such an unusual, such an un- warrantable thing to do, and the little lady might not like to have a stranger intrude on her distress when to hide it she had turned her back on the world of the Pullman car reasoned the good woman, as she watched the woful picture, and sighed, and sighed and watched, until she could scarcely sit still in her seat. "Suppose it were my own dear Edith or Clara left alone in the world, with no one to care for her, travel- ing alone, with no one to speak to her? Oh, dear!" She looked and saw pretty shoulders rising and falling with half-suppressed sobs, and she could stand it no longer. "I must go to her! I must, indeed! I can't be like the swimmer who would not rescue the drown- ing boy because he had never been introduced to his father. I must go to that child even if she should take me for no better than I ought to be and repulse me!" So saying to herself, the good woman arose and left her chair and went and took the chair next behind Lilith. Laying her hand gently on the girl's arm and speak- ing very tenderly and deprecatingly, she said : "My dear, you seem to be traveling alone, and " Lilith lifted her head with a startled look, and raised her soft brown eyes inquiringly to the face of the speaker, thereby embarrassing the good woman, who began all over again: "You seem to be traveling all alone, my poor dar- ling, and and and you don't seem very well. Can I do anything for you, my dear?" 62 LILITH "Nothing, I thank you, ma'am. I thank you very much. You are very kind to notice me," said poor, solitary Lilith, in an unmistakably grateful tone. "My poor darling, I should have been a brute and worse than a brute, for brutes do have feelings I should have been a stock or a stone, not to have noticed you and not to have felt for you, and me the mother of children of my own, too," said the kind creature, ungrammatically, but very affectionately. "You are very good, ma'am, and I thank you very much." "I wish you would let me do something for you." "There is nothing to do, thank you nothing," sighed Lilith. "Oh, yes, there is, plenty, plenty! Now I see you so pale and weak that you are scarcely able to sit up, and if you are going to New York Are you going so far?" "Yes, ma'am." "Well, New York is a long way off yet, and you are not able to sit up all the way. Now in the next compartment a little compartment right behind us there is a sofa and two chairs, all unoccupied. Let me take you in there, and you can lie on the sofa and I will sit in one of the chairs and keep you company. Will you come? I will carry your bag." Lilith hesitated. "Well, I declare," said her new friend, "you look like the girl in the song Half willing! half afraid.' But you have no cause to be afraid of me, my dear. I only wish to be a help to you. I would not hurt a hair of your head," said the good woman, earnestly. "Oh, indeed I am sure you would not. You are very, very kind. And I am very thankful to you. I LILITH 63 am not afraid of you, but of the conductor," said Lilitli. "Of the conductor!" exclaimed the lady, with sur- prise and then with a laugh. "Why, on the face of the earth, should you be afraid of the conductor, my child?" "He might accuse us of trespassing, if we should go into that vacant apartment, for which we have no tickets, and I don't know what the law for trespass- ing may be on the cars," said Lilith. "Well," laughed the lady, "it is nothing very dread- ful it is not hanging, nor penal servitude for life, nor even fine or imprisonment. It is simply to be politely requested to vacate a position to which you have no right in favor of some one who has a right supposing such a one should turn up. Otherwise you may keep the place to the end of the journey. But if it would make you feel any better, I will speak to the conductor next time he passes through the cars. J have traveled this road so many times how many you may know when I tell you that for the last seven years I have had one daughter married in Brooklyn, one in Jersey City, one in New York and one in Bos- ton, and I spend nearly all my time in going back- wards and forwards between my home in Baltimore and their homes. Think of it, my dear! There are four of them, and every one of them has a baby every year. And I have to go on every time a baby is ex- pected, and then have to be there a month before the baby comes, and stay a month afterwards. But, as I was saying, I have traveled this road so frequently that I know all the conductors, and I like the one on this train better than any of them; for there is nothing in the line of his duty that he would not do for me, or for any woman." "Are you going on now to meet an expected little grandchild?" inquired ^oJith, who, child-like, had 64 LILITH ceased to weep when she became interested in some- thing else besides her sorrows. "Oh, no, not exactly now; though there will be such a harvest of them between this and Christmas that it will be hardly worth while for me to go back home this year. Eh, me! Ponsonby might as well be a full widower, for he has been a grass-widower most of the time since our girls have been married. True, the two youngest girls Edith and Clara are at home, and they keep house for their father while I am away. But you were asking me about the cause of my journey. It isn't a baby this time; it is a wedding. My Boston son-in-law's sister, who lives with him, is going to be married on Thursday, and all the family connections are to meet at his house. I and my three other married daughters are to go on to-morrow morning. I shall stay at my son-in-law Saxony's house to-night. Here comes the conductor. Mr. P ," she said, turning to that officer, "this young lady is not well. Is there any objection to my taking her into that vacant compartment where she can lie on the sofa?" "No objection at all, Mrs. Ponsonby; the compart- ment is not engaged," replied the polite conductor. The lady arose and gave her arm to Lilith and took her to the sofa, where the exhausted girl was glad to lie down. Then she returned for her own and Lilith's light luggage, which she transferred to the new seats. As the conductor passed through the drawing-room car on his return, a stout passenger with iron-gray hair, who had sat three seats off from Lilith and her friend, on the opposite side of the car, and had watched the interview between the woman and the girl, and had heard as much or as little of their con- versation as their low tones would permit, and had formed his own opinions on the subject beckoned LILITH 65 the officer to approach, and looking solemnly over the top of his spectacles said, impressively: "Conductor, I want you to keep an eye on that pair who have just gone into the next compartment. That young girl is traveling alone. That stout woman first accosted her. She has some evil designs on that girl, I am sure of it! Robbery or worse! She has every opportunity to chloroform and rob the girl, or to drug her and take her away for something worse!" "All right, sir! I know the old party! She is Mrs. Ponsonby, of Baltimore. And she will be met at the depot by her son-in-law, Mr. Saxony, of Number Street," replied the amused officer. "Oh, very well, if that is so! But her extraordinary proceedings of accosting a strange young lady in the cars very reasonably aroused my suspicions. I am glad it is no worse," said the Detective Crank, in a tone of disappointment that illy accorded with his words. In the meantime, Lilith reposed on the sofa and her new friend sat by her side and chatted to cheer her up. With a rare delicacy she refrained from asking Lilith any questions as to the cause of that distress which had drawn the good woman to the girl's side, until they were drawing near to New York. Then she inquired : "Is there any one to meet you at Jersey City, my dear?" "No, no one," answered Lilith. "Nor any one the other side?" "No, no one is to meet me anywhere," said the desolate girl. "My dear child! Some one ought to meet you! It is not right or safe for a young girl traveling alone to enter a city at nightfall, with no one to meet her! But I suppose you know exactly the number and 66 LILITH street of the people you are going to see/' said the good and sorely troubled woman. "I am going to no house. I have no friends or even acquaintances in the city," said Lilith. "Then why on the face of the earth have you come here, my poor child?" inquired Mrs. Ponsonby, in sur- prise and distress. Lilith, like the baby into whose state she some- times relapsed, burst into tears, covered her face with her hands and wept bitterly. "Now what have I done? Now what is the matter? Oh! what is the matter? Tell me, my dear. I am very sorry for you. I will help you all I can. Indeed I will, for Edith and Clara's sake," said Mrs. Pon- sonby, bending over and caressing the girl, who, be- tween her sobs and tears, tried to answer. "I came," she gasped, "because I have lost everything in the world. I have suffered cruel, cruel reverses, and could not bear to stay in the place where I had seen such happy and prosperous days so sud- denly turned to misery and destitution." "Poor, poor, poor dear! Was it through the war, my dear?" inquired the woman, in tender, compas- sionate tones, while the tears stood in her kindly eyes. "No, it was not through the war. It was since the war." "Oh, yes! My dear child, tell me all you wish, but no more than you wish. I will help you in any case. Indeed I will. Are you an orphan, my dear?" "Oh, ma'am, I am much worse than orphaned," said Lilith. "Dear me! Poor child! How worse than orphaned, my dear?" "Oh, ma'am, I cannot tell you now. Indeed I can- not. Do not blame me, and do not be angry. It is not my fault that I am so desolate and that I must be so reserved about my past life," pleaded Lilith, LILITH 67 The lady fell to musing. "I wonder what has happened to the child? That she is good I can see for myself. Nobody could make a mistake about her. I wonder what she means by worse than orphaned, now. I wonder if her father was hanged or sent to prison for life, or anything like that. There are so many men who ought to be gentlemen, but w r ho come to that sort of end now, that I should not be surprised that it was so. Why, there is always something of that sort going on in some city or other, some bank defaulter, or some forger, or manslaughterer, or something. And so it seems more than likely that her father may have dis- graced his family in that way, and be in prison, or in a felon's grave, and that's what she means by being worse than orphaned. But her mother Is your mother living, my poor child?" she inquired, suddenly breaking the long silence and addressing Lilith. ''Xo, ma'am. My mother left this world a few hours after I came into it," said Lilith. "Poor, dear darling!" said the good woman, who then relapsed into silent thought, drawing her own conclusions. "Yes, that is it!" she said to herself. "The mother gone, the father worse than dead! That must be it, or she would not talk of being worse than orphaned." Lilith, perhaps mistaking her continued silence for mistrust, said at length: "You have been very kind to me, a perfect stranger to you, ma'am, and I thank you from my heart; but do not trouble your kind soul about me, ma'am. It is not worth your while, indeed." "Oh, it is easy to say that, my dear; but I can't help troubling myself about you! Suppose you were my own Edith or Clara? But don't be afraid, my dear; I won't ask anything about your past; what I want to know is your future. You said when you started 68 LILITH for New York that you wished to get away from pain- ful associations; now what I wish to ask is, where do you intend to go in New York, and what do you intend to do?" "I shall go first to some hotel, the only place a stranger can go to, I suppose, and then I mean to look out for some employment." "Then, my dear, you are all wrong. In the first place, you must not go to a hotel," said Mrs. Ponsonby. "But why?" inquired Lilith. "Because you would go as a lamb among wolves. That is why." "Then I suppose I must try to find a private board- ing-house." "Worse and worse! A respectable boarding-house would want references, and if you happened to apply to any but a respectable one " "That is the reason why I wished to go to one of the first-class hotels. They are always very respec- table. No one can make a mistake about them, and they take strangers without references." "Yes, my dear, at ruinous prices. Unless you have got a great deal of money, you would be quite pen- niless before you could get any employment. And, by the way, what sort of employment do you expect to find?" "I hardly know. I might be an amanuensis for some lady or gentleman " "For no gentleman. I put my foot right down on that. Let the men alone, my dear unless they hap- pen to be your very nearest male relations. And to enter a lady's employment you would have to have good references. I do hope you have references, my dear?" "No," said Lilith, "I have none; not one; and cir- cumstances are all so adverse that I cannot hope to get one." LILITH 69 "Dear me!" said Mrs. Ponsonby, taking a long look into Lilith's face. "But you are all right. I am sure you are all right. You are not the sort of child to run away from your father or mother to seek your fortune. I tell you what I will do; I will be your referee. That is do you write a fair hand, spell words correctly, and compose sentences grammat- ically, as an amanuensis should do? For, you know, you may have to answer letters as well as to write from dictation." "Yes, ma'am, I can indeed. I have' been accus- tomed to do all that for my dear lost foster-father. The next time the train stops I will write a specimen and prove it," said Lilith. "Very well, then," said the Benevolent "Crank," "I will be your referee. And as to your lodging in New York, I will take you to a cheap but very respec- table house kept by the widow of a Methodist minis- ter. She has no fashionable boarders, my dear, for she lives on Street, near Avenue, and fashion has left that part of the city these fifty years or more. She boards some of the public school teachers. I will take you to her house to-night before I go to my daughter's, mind you. If Saxony comes to meet me, and is in a hurry, he may go home in the street cars, and I will take the carriage and carry you to Mrs. Downie's," said the new friend, who had worked her- self up into a benevolent fever on the subject of the desolate young creature. "Oh, how good you are to me! How wonderfully good! How do you know that I am deserving of your goodness? How do you know that I am not an impostor?" said Lilith, catching her friend's hand and covering it with grateful kisses. "Yes! how should you know but that I am a very foolish, wicked girl?" "Good Lord, child! how do I know anything, for that matter how do I know light from darkness, ex- 70 LILITH cept through my eyes and my understanding? That is the way I know you from an impostor. How I thank the Lord that I met you before you fell into the Lion's Den of this great city!" "And do I not thank the Divine Providence oh, do I not? And thank you, oh, so much!" exclaimed Lilith, clasping her hands in the fervency of her utter- ance. "Now, here we are at Jersey City! Gather your traps, my dear, and be ready to get off. Don't be afraid. The dragon's mouth is always wide open, but you shall not fall into it!" said Mrs. Ponsonby, as the train ran into the depot. "And there's Saxony's carriage, but I don't see him," she said, when they had crossed the ferry and passed out on Desbrosses Street. "Where's your master, Patrick?" she demanded, when she had dragged Lilith through the crowd to the door of the carriage. "If you plaze, ma'am, Misther Saxony is dining out this evening, and Misthress Saxony requisted me to mate you in the carriage meself, ma'am," said the Irish coachman, who resented the term "master" as applied to his employer. "Very well. I am glad of it. Get in, my dear. And, Patrick, do you drive first to Number 10 Street, near Avenue. It will not be much out of your way," said Mrs. Ponsonby, as she put Lilith into the carriage and followed her. The short winter twilight was fading into night, and the streets were beginning to be lighted with "Suppose," said Lilith, "suppose that your friend should not have a vacant room for me?" "Then you must put up with a bed for this one night." "But if she has not an unoccupied bed?" LILITH 71 "Then she must find one for this night, anyway," persisted Mrs. Ponsonby. It seemed a long ride through the crowded city streets before the carriage at last drew up before the door of a plain, dull-looking, three-story brick house. Mrs. Ponsonby without waiting for the coachman to get off his box, for, indeed, Patrick was so in- dolent that he always made an excuse that he "darn't'' leave his horses to open the door alighted, and as- sisted Lilith to alight, and led her up to the house and rang the door-bell. A female servant answered it. "Is Mrs. Downie at home?" inquired the elder lady. "Yes, ma'am," replied the waitress, opening a door on the right, and showing the two ladies into the long but plainly furnished parlor, where they sat down. "Will you tell Mrs. Downie that I would like to see her on business for a moment?" "Yes, ma'am. What name?" The lady handed the waitress a card. "Mrs. Downie is at tea now, but I dare say she will not be long," said the girl, as she left the parlor and ran down the basement stairs. In a very few minutes the mistress of the board- ing-house came up, with a warm, exuberant welcome for an old friend. She was a short, fat, good-natured looking woman, of about Mrs. Ponsonby's own age, and she was dressed in a clean but rather dowdy black gown, all in keeping with her general aspect of careless good humor; and her pretty, soft, silvery gray hair was gathered into a knot behind, and as much disheveled all over her head by nature as it could have been done by the most fashionable hair- dresser. "Why, goodness me, Em'ly Ponsonby! This ain't you? I never was so surprised in all my life as when Mary gave me your card! And we have just this 72 L1LITH minute sat down to tea; and you will come down and have some?" said the landlady, in the softest and most caressing voice, that seemed to be perfectly natural to her. "No, thank you, Sophie Downie," replied Mrs. Ponsonby, as she arose and embraced her fat little friend. "I am in the greatest hurry that ever was, and only called here on my way from the depot to Sam Saxony's to bring you a new boarder, a very dear young friend of mine, who came with me from Baltimore to get something to do in New York here. Miss Good Lord of mercy! I don't know the child's name!" said the good woman to herself, as she arose and went to Lilith, and whispered: "What name, dear what name?" "Wyvil," answered Lilith, in the same low tone. "My young friend, Miss Wildell, wants a quiet, re- spectable home just such as you could furnish her," resumed Mrs. Ponsonby, rejoining the landlady. "Oh! Another Southern orphan, ruined by the war!" said kindly Mrs. Downie. "Ah! poor thing!" replied the Baltimore lady, in a non-committal way. "I hope you can take her. She has some little money left, I think." "And she wants to get in one of the public schools? Poor girl! there ain't the least chance." "No, I don't think she wants to teach but the ques- tion is, can you accommodate her?" "I must 'commodate her somehow or other. I haven't got a room; but if she could put up with a cot in my room " "Of course she could, until you can do better for her. And now I must go, for I am keeping you from your tea, while they are waiting for me on Street. Miss Wilde, my dear, I leave you in good hands, and if you ever want a friend, call on me. Sophie Downie, you see I am due in Boston, at my daughter's, to- LILITH 73 morrow. That's why I am in such a hurry now. Good-bye!" And so saying, the dear woman kissed her old friend, and then kissed Lilith and left a card with her address in the girl's hand. The next instant she was gone, and Lilith was alone with the landlady. "Come, my dear, come upstairs to my room and take off your things and wash your face and hands, if you wish; and then we will go dow r n and get some supper. My dear, I hope you will feel at home here. Most of my boarders are young people. Two young ladies who are public school teachers, and one who is a colorer of photographs, and then I have a young Methodist minister who has a parish near this. He is going to be married soon, though, as ministers must, you know, and then we shall lose him. And then, my dear, if you are still with us, you shall have his room and be comfortable." So talking, the landlady led Lilith upstairs and so installed her in the home that was to be hers for many months to come. CHAPTER VII LILITH'S STRUGGLES Perhaps in some long twilight hour, Like those we have known of old, When past shadows round you gather, And your present friends grow cold, You may stretch your hands out towards me. Ah! you will I know not when. I shall nurse my love, and keep it Faithfully for you till then. A. A. Proctor. LILITH found her new home a safe enough retreat. Let any young woman go into a strange house, in 74, LILITH a strange city, under the circumstances in which Lilith entered the Widow Downie's, and if she feel compelled to observe a strict silence concerning her own past life, she need not tell her story. Her neigh- bors will make up one to fit her, and, what is more, will believe in it. Try to get at the origin of such a story, and you may trace it to "They say," but no farther. The advent of Lilith in the boarding-house of Mrs. Downie caused a great deal of gossip, in which, strange to say, there was not a word of ill-nature, of criticism, or of adverse reflection upon the young creature. She was so childlike, so pretty, and so desolate, that the hearts of all her fellow-lodgers were drawn towards her. By "putting this and that" together, by uncon- sciously exaggerating all they heard, and by involun- tarily drawing upon their imaginations, they had formed a theory, which they took for fact, in regard to Lilith. The talk ran something like this: "Mrs. Ponsonby, a very dear friend of Mrs. Downie, brought her from the South, to try to get something to do in New York." "They say her father was a rich planter, who was totally ruined in the late war." "Not at all. He was a wealthy banker of Rich- mond, who failed in '65." "A great mistake. She was the only child of a Baltimore broker, who " "Oh, no! A Washington merchant, who became a bankrupt last year, and " And so forth, and so forth. At last, however, the chaotic story came into form and shape and permanent existence, as follows: Miss Wilding for that was the way in which Mrs. LILITH 75 Downie had heard and repeated the word when Lilith, remembering that her husband had forbidden her to use his name, had replied to the landlady's inquiries by giving the one to which she had the next best right, and saying, "My name is Wyvil," where- upon the landlady thought she said, "Wilding," and thought, from her childlike appearance, that she was, of course, a single woman, and reported her as Miss Wilding Miss Wilding, then, according to the crystalized gossip of the house, was the only child of a wealthy Virginia planter, who had been ruined by the war, and had died, leaving his motherless daughter entirely destitute. Mrs. Ponsonby had be- come so much interested in the young orphan that she had brought her to New York to get something to do, and had very wisely brought her straight to Mrs. Downie's boarding-house, and had very prop- erly become surety for her board, for Mrs. Downie, with all her goodness of heart, was too poor to lose the board money, which Mrs. Ponsonby was quite rich enough to pay without feeling it. Lilith was also spared troublesome questions, be- cause the inmates of the house, though poor enough in this world's goods, were too refined openly to in- trude upon the reserve of the young stranger; and also because, when once the good landlady, in the motherly kindness of her heart, had questioned Lilith concerning her troubles, the poor girl had burst into such a passion of tears that Mrs. Downie became very much distressed, and after doing all she could to soothe the mourner's sorrow, she not only resolved never again to allude to the subject, but she warned all her young inmates to observe the same caution. " 'Cause she can't bear it, my dears. She can't, in- deed. It 'most kills her to hear it mentioned. And no wonder. Them tender Southern girls as has never been used to anything but love and softness and 76 LILITH sweetness all their lives, to be suddenly thrown upon a rough, hard, bitter world, you know, my dears, it is very trying. We must never speak to her about the past, and never breathe a word before her about the war. I dare say her poor father was killed in battle, or died in one of them military prisons, or something like that, which it breaks her heart to think about. We must just try to make her forget it, my dears," concluded Mrs. Downie. And her sympathetic hearers promised all she re- quired, and from that time emulated each other in their kindness to the young stranger. Mrs. Downie's household were in some respects a peculiar people, of whom the gentle landlady was the controlling spirit. One word about Sophie Downie. She had been a wife, and was now a widow only in name. Her late husband, William Downie, had been a Methodist minister of sincere piety and much elo- quence. They had been neighbors' children in a country village, and had been engaged to each other almost from their childhood. He was "called" to the service of the Lord from his boyhood, and the two widows, Sophie's mother and his own mother, had joined their slender means to send him to college, to be educated for the ministry. "For," said his own mother, "he is all that I have in the world, and why shouldn't I spend all that 1 can on him?" "And," said Sophie's mother, "he is just the same as my own son, and he'll marry Sophie and take care of me when I get old, so why shouldn't I spend all that I can spare in helping him?" So the boy was sent to college, and in due time went honorably through his course, graduated and was ordained. LILITH 77 He was to marry Sophie as soon as he should obtain his first parish. Within a few months after his ordination he was appointed by the convention to the Methodist church in New York City near which his widow now kept her boarding-house. He had held his pulpit but a few weeks, during which Sophie was busily engaged in preparing for their wedding and their housekeeping, when he was suddenly stricken down with a disease known to be fatal from its onset. As soon as he knew that he was to leave this world he sent for his promised bride, and she caine to him, accompanied by their two mothers. And in the sick-chamber the long-engaged, faith- ful lovers were united. He lingered a few days after his marriage, con- stantly attended by Sophie and the two mothers, and then passed peacefully away to the better world. The three grieving women took his remains to their native village and laid them in their last resting place in the old church-yard. Soon afterwards his mother departed and left all the little remnant of her savings to Sophie. "For she is all the same as a daughter to me, and I have no other child," said the poor widow to the lawyer who drew up the will. We live in a changeful country. Few of us have the good or the bad fortune to "Live where our fathers lived And die where they died." It would be tedious and irrelevant to this story to tell of the various circumstances that finally led Sophie and her mother to sell out all their posses- sions in the little country village, and to open a board- ing-house in New York, in the immediate vicinity of 78 LILITH that church which had been the scene of William Downie's short ministry. For many years the house was nominally kept by the elder lady; but it was entirely managed by the younger. Many opportunities had the pretty little widow of marrying a second time; but she remained faithful to the memory of her first love. She had never even permitted a lover to become a suitor; for as soon as her delicate perceptions dis- covered that this or that young "brother" in the church, or boarder in the house, had cast an eye of "favor" on her, the very shrinking of her nature threw such a sphere of coldness around her that, however gentle and courteous her manner might be to the aspirant, he dared not cross the invisible boundary of that circle. One of her most ardent admirers said, when "chaffed" on the subject of his infatuation: "She is as sweet and gentle, as kind and courte- ous as it is possible for woman to be; but it would take a fellow with more impudence than I possess to make love to her, or to ask her to marry him. There is a sort of 'Thus far, no farther shalt thou go' about her that I defy any man to transgress." He was right. And so, without any second love, without coquetry, and without vanity, the pretty, gentle girl-widow grew from youth to middle age. Then she lost her mother, and became the nominal, as she had long been the actual, head of the boarding-house. It would be difficult to explain or even to under- stand how Mrs. Downie had managed to succeed in eliminating from the house and from her circle of ac- quaintances all persons who were uncongenial to her own gentle and generous spirit, and in filling them with those who were in perfect accord with her, and LILITH 79 with each other. It was the progressive work of years, however. But now, at the time that Lilith first entered her house, it was filled with a little society to whom she seemed less a landlady than a loving mother, and whom she absolutely ruled not by force of intellect, or position, or power, but by unselfish goodness. Al- ways, since her mother's departure, she had one or more of adopted children little waifs, picked up in the streets of New York, and whom she lodged, fed and clothed, and sent to the public schools until they were old enough to be put out to learn trades. When any hard-headed, practical brother or sister would expostulate with her on the extravagance of her benevolence and the imprudence of her neglect to provide comfortably for her old age, she would an- swer, simply: "Why, Lor's, you know if my poor, dear husband had lived we should have had a large family of chil- dren by this time, most like. But as I haven't got none of my own, I feel as if I ought to take care of other people's orphans. Seems to me that people without children should take care of children with- out parents, so far as they can. And as for the rest of it, I know that if I take care of the destitute the Lord will take care of me." Acting on this simple faith, the gentle little widow had brought up and provided for no less than seven girls and five boys. And that is the reason why, at the age of sixty, she had not a dollar in the savings bank. But oh! the treasure she had laid up in heaven! At the present time she had a boy and girl, nearly grown up, and when these should be well provided for, by being put in the way of getting their own liv- ing, she meant to take two more to bring up if she should live long enough to do so. SO LILITH So much for the kindly mistress of the house. Her circle of lodgers consisted of seven persons. First, there was the young Methodist minister, John Moore, who occupied the same pulpit that had once been filled for a few weeks by William Downie. And here let it be explained, that whenever there came to that church a young unmarried minister, he was always recommended to Mrs. Downie's boarding- house as to a haven where he would be perfectly safe not only from the harpies of business, but from the harpies of matrimony, where he would really find "the comforts of a home," and possibly the society of some fair, good girl, suitable to be the companion of his life and labor. Next there was Mrs. Lane, the widow of an officer in the Union army, who had fallen in the battle of the Wilderness, and who eked out her small pension by decorating china for a large wholesale house, and supported a son at Yale College. Then there was a Mrs. Farquier the widow of a colonel in the Confederate army. She was an artist, and made drawings for the illustrated papers and magazines. These two women, whose husbands had fallen on opposite sides of the same war, were great friends. Next there were the two Misses Ward, orphan sisters, and teachers in the public schools. Lastly, there was Lilith, who shared the landlady's room, and was expected to share it until the young Methodist minister should marry and take possession of the parsonage that was being fitted up for him. Lilitli, who had been madly driven from her home by the goad of her husband's stinging words: "I never loved you! I married you only to please my dying father. In a very few hours I shall leave this house, never to return while you desecrate it with your presence!" LILITH 81 Lilith, who had fled away, without any definite purpose but to escape from the humiliations that had been heaped upon her, and to support her life, until she should die, by some honest toil Lilith had now ample leisure to come to her senses and to reflect upon her past and her future. Ample leisure indeed! Her days and nights were spent in solitude and meditation, for immediately after breakfast, every morning, her fellow-lodgers, workers all of them, scattered to their various occu- pations the minister to study, to write, or to make duty calls; the two widows to their rooms to work at their arts; the two young teachers to their school- rooms, and the good landlady to market, and then to her household duties. Lilith, left alone, would wander through the parlor, up the stairs and into the room she shared with Mrs. Downie, and then back again, in an aimless, dreary manner. She could settle herself to nothing, take in- terest in nothing "Her past a waste, her future void." Her life seemed to have come to a standstill. There seemed nothing to hope for in heaven or on earth. There were days of such deep despondency that life seemed a burden too heavy to be borne, and she longed for death days when the unrest of her soul craved the rest of oblivion in the grave. There were moments, too, when athwart the utter darkness of her soul flashed the lightning of con- sciousness that she might change all this and bring renewed life, action and happiness to herself; that she might write to her husband, or return to her home and implore him to believe in her and to bear with her until she should be at liberty to clear up 82 LILITH the mystery that rested as a cold, dark storm-cloud between them. And at such moments she might have acted on the impulse and hastened back to Cloud Cliffs, but for the memory of his fierce, cruel, stinging words: "I never loved you! I married you only to please my dying father. In a very few hours I shall leave this house, never to return while you desecrate it with your presence!" Every time these words recurred to her mind they overwhelmed her with a fresh sense of unspeakable humiliation. "Oh, no!" she said to herself "no! my heart seems dying in my bosom, but I must not listen to its moan! I must not go back until he himself shall repent and retract and entreat me to return! I can die, but I cannot go back. I cannot." And indeed existence for Lilith was now a mere death in life. All her efforts to obtain employment by advertis- ing and by answering advertisements had signally failed. There seemed to be no use for her in the whole world. No one on earth seemed to want her in any capacity. Mrs. Downie, watching her with motherly tender- ness, ventured one day to say: "Honey, you must be awful lonesome here days, when everybody has gone about their business and left you by yourself." "It does not matter, Mrs. Downie. Don't trouble yourself about me, dear heart," said Lilith. "But I must! I can't help it! Emmy Ponsonby has never been to see you since that night she fetched you here, nyther, has she?" "No, Mrs. Downie!" "Well, I reckon she's still with the weddingers in Boston, or else there's another baby coming around LILITH 83 somewheres. 'Mong so many married daughters there's always a baby coming 'round in Emmy's family, sometimes two or three of 'em in a year, and I reckon that is what's the matter now. 'Cause Emmy Ponsonby never forgets her friends or her promises." "She was very, very good to me, and I had no claim on her," sighed Lilith. "Oh, yes, but you had a claim on her, honey; as you have on me and on every grown-up woman as is able to help a motherless child like you," said Mrs. Downie, so tenderly that Lilith's eyes filled w 7 ith tears. "Mrs. Downie," she said, "I want to ask you some- thing." "Ask away, then, honey." "You have taken me here a stranger in your house. I have been here four weeks and you have never given me your bill -" "I was waiting till you got something to do, honey," interrupted the landlady. "And this is what I wanted to ask you: Sup- pose I should be here for eight weeks or for twelve weeks, without paying you?" "Well, honey, it wouldn't so much matter as you might think; because, you see, dear, you don't occupy a room. You only sleep on a little bed in my room; so really your being here don't make no odds. I have six rooms as I let to boarders, and that is what sup- ports the hoi 56. They are all let, and you don't take up none of them, so your being in the house don't make no odds at all, let alone it being a comfort to have you." "Dear Mrs. Downie " began Lilith, with the tears running over her eyes; but her voice faltered and her words died in silence. "Look here, honey, it is borne in on me as if you would just stop calling me Mrs. Downie not but what I am fond of the name, and proud of it for 84 LILITH poor, dear Will's sake but if you would just stop ceremonials and call me Aunt Sophie, like the rest of the children do, and would come closer up to me, in your heart, like you would feel more at home with me, and would be more better satisfied, and wouldn't have no doubts nor troubles about board and such. Couldn't you now, honey?" Lilith left her chair and came and sat down in the good woman's lap, dropped her head upon her bosom, and put her arms around her neck. "That's right, dearie. Now remember, I am your Aunt Sophie," said Mrs. Downie, folding the young creature in a close embrace. "I never knew a mother or a sister or an aunt. It comforts me to be allowed to call you aunt." "That is right, dear. Now I'm going to propose another thing; that is, for you to go to market with me every morning, when you feel like it. It will amuse you, and take your thoughts offen troubles it is unprofitable to dwell on. And then, dearie, some- times you might go to meeting with me in week eve- nings. We often have a real good, warm time at our meetings," said the good woman, with a cheerful glow in her gentle countenance. "I thank you, dear, dear Aunt Sophie. I should like to go anywhere with you," said Lilith, as she kissed her friend, and arose to her feet. No more was said about the board bill, the sub- ject of which had been introduced by Lilith herself. But the next morning, as Mrs. Downie was putting on her bonnet to go to market, she spied an envelope directed as follows: "To AUNT SOPHIE, FROM LILITH." She took it from the toilet cushion upon which it was pinned, and found three ten-dollar greenbacks inclosed in a short letter, which she read: LILITH 85 "DEAR AUNT SOPHIE: If I were in need, there is no one in this whole world to whom I should be so en- tirely willing to be indebted as to yourself. And if I were in want, it would be to you, first of all, to whom I should come for help, feeling sure of obtaining it. But, dear friend, I am not so poor in funds as I am supposed to be. I have enough to keep me for a year at least, even if I should get no work to do. So, please take the inclosed without any qualms to your benevo- lent heart. I shall still be infinitely indebted to you for love, sympathy and protection. LILITH." Mrs. Downie read the note, looked at the money, and communed with herself: "Now what did the child go and do that sort of thing in that way for? Trapping me into taking the money in that manner. She knew very well that if she had handed it to me I wouldn't have touched it. She a galliant soldier's orphan, too. And now I s'pose if I hand it to her she won't take it back, no way! Xow I wonder if she has got a plenty of money, sure enough? Sufficient to keep her for a whole year, as she says? If she has, this would be a convenience, and a real godsend, just at this time, too, when I am trying to make up the rent. Yet I don't like to take it offen that poor child, nyther, and she only occupying a cot in my bed-room. Well, I'll go and try to make her take it back, and if she won't, why, she won't, and I'll put it to the rent money, and get that off my mind to-day." So saying, the landlady went in search of Lilith, whom she found in the parlor, ready and waiting to go to market with her friend. "Well, Aunt Sophie, we have a fine day for our walk," began Lilith. "Yes, honey; but before we go you must take this back again," said the good woman, trying to force 86 LILITH the money into Lilith's hand, " 'cause I don't want to charge you any board until I can give you a room, my dear; and that won't be until Brother Moore gets married and goes. And then I will take pay." Lilith opened her hand with the palm down, so that it could hold nothing, saying, at the same time: "And I will not impose myself on you, dear Aunt Sophie, until all my funds are spent, and then I shall continue to stay with you perhaps until you turn me out." "That would be forever, then, honey; or, leastways, it would be as long as I should live, for I should never do that cruel thing on no account," said the old lady. And so the strife in generosity was ended, and the two friends left the house together. As they walked down the avenue, Mrs. Downie said : "I think, dear, as you would be a great deal hap- pier if you were to have some regular employment. You came here to get something to do, didn't you, now?" "Yes, Aunt Sophie," said Lilith, sadly. "Well, have you tried?" "Yes, Aunt Sophie. I have advertised in the New York papers, and I have answered advertisements, but have not yet succeeded in getting anything to do." "What did you advertise for?" "For the situation of private governess in a family, or assistant teacher in a school, or translator, or copyist, or as companion for an invalid lady or an elderly lady, or as amanuensis to a literary lady. For all these situations I have advertised at various times, and have received not one reply." "Ah, dearie me! Every road to business is so over- crowded! But you said you answered some of the advertisements of such places as you would like to take." LILITH 87 "Yes, but no notice was taken of any of my letters." "Ah, you see, child, I suppose there were hundreds of applications for every place, and they couldn't an- swer all the applicants." "No, I suppose not," said Lilith, patiently. "And it costs so much to advertise," sighed Mrs. Downie. "Yes," said Lilith. "And so I have given up adver- tising on my own account, and I only answer the advertisements of others. That does not cost so much; only the paper and postage stamp." "Well, dear, I hope you will succeed at last," said the old lady. "Yes. 'It is a long lane that has no turning,' as our homely proverb has it," said Lilith. "Yes, dear, I know it. 'It is a long lane that has no turning,' and the worst of it is that when the lane does turn it doesn't always turn into 'Fresh fields and pastures green,' but into some dusty highway a deal harder to travel than was the long lane itself! But there! I ought not to have said that. I don't want to discourage you, dearie," suddenly said Aunt Sophie, with a qualm of compunction. "I saw an advertisement in this morning's Pursui- vant that pleased me and that I have answered. I have brought my answer to drop it into the post. But I scarcely hope that anything will come of it." "What was it for, dearie?" "A companion for a widow going abroad. The ap- plicant must be a young lady, healthy, agreeable, well-educated, competent to speak French, Italian and Spanish. Oh, I have all the list of requirements at my fingers' ends, you see." 88 LILITH Aunt Sophie stopped in the middle of the sidewalk, to the great annoyance of other foot-passengers, and stared in mild wonder at her companion. "Now, where in all this wide world do that widow expect to find a young lady, accomplished as all that comes to, who is in need to go out and get her living?" she inquired. "Oh, dear Aunt Sophie, there are many, many among the impoverished children of the South who, in the days of their prosperity, had received such education." "And do you think you would suit, my dear?" "I can but try. I must try, you know." "Well, I hope that widow will be willing to give a high salary for all that she wants." "The advertisement says that a liberal salary will be given; but also adds that the highest testimonials of character and competency will be required." "Well, my dear, you can furnish them, anyhow." "I don't know. I have my college testimonials, or could get them; but for the rest " "Well, you have Mrs. Ponsonby." "But she knows so little of me," sighed Lilith, as she reflected how that good, credulous woman had come to her side in the spirit of compassion and had taken her respectability quite for granted. "Well, honey, don't sigh, that's a dearie; because if you don't get the place it makes no odds. I dare say that widow is some poor, infirm old lady going to travel for her health, who would be no end of a trial to you. And you know if you never get noth- ing to do, you can always live long o' me and be comfortable always. 'Deed I feel so drawn to you, dearie, that I would like to adopt you if you would let me. It would make no odds, leastways not much at the end of the year. And I meant to adopt two more as soon as ever John and Mary are provided LILITH 89 for. And I reckon I had better adopt one like you than another child. I mightn't live to see the child grow up, for I am getting old. Will you think of what I tell you, dearie?" "Think of it? I shall never forget it so long as I live, dear Aunt Sophie," warmly responded Lilith. "Here is the post," said Mrs. Downie, pausing at the pillar box, into which Lilith dropped her letter. CHAPTER VIII LILITH'S FIRST PLACE My life you ask for? You must know My little life can ne'er be told; It has been full of joy and woe, Though I am but a few years old. A. A. Proctor. A WEEK went by without bringing any answer to Lilith's application. She scarcely expected to receive one, indeed. She was becoming inured to disappointment, for, in fact, she had known nothing else in connection with her efforts to obtain employment. She was beginning to despair of success in this line of enterprise, and even to contemplate the possibility of remaining with Mrs. Downie for an indefinite time, and of becoming useful to her in some good way. Lilith thanked Heaven that the rigor of her deso- late doom was tempered with mercy in the person of Aunt Sophie. She was beginning to love the sweet old lady, with that satisfying affection which is born of esteem and perfect trust. Lilith knew that what- ever evil fortune should be in store for her, it would 90 LILITH not be the loss of Aunt Sophie's motherly care and protection. She knew if she were to become quite penniless, and should be stricken with a long and tedious ill- ness, that Aunt Sophie would never permit her to be sent to a public hospital, but would nurse her ten- derly and skilfully at home. And this was the dear woman at whom some people not many, to the credit of human nature, be it said had sneered, as too plain, homely and ignorant in looks, speech and manner, ever to have been fit for a minister's wife, though she was a minister's widow. These people little know that all the spare money of the two widows William Downie's mother and Sophie Wood's mother had gone by mutual agree- ment to educate Willy, leaving Sophie to get what benefit she could out of the village school, which could never cure her of the quaint, old-fashioned, ungrammatical talk she had learned at her mother's knee and used all her life. As for Lilith, she loved this homely speech, for it reminded her of her own country neighborhood, and she loved every peculiarity of the dear unselfish crea- ture even the carelessness of her dress, whose only redeeming quality was its perfect cleanliness, and the disorder of her fine, thin gray hair, which was as well disheveled as if it had been attended to by a fashionable hairdresser because all these revealed in the active, industrious woman, not laziness or idle- ness, but utter self-forgetfulness in the constant ser- vice of others. But she was growing old, and Lilith wondered if in the failure of all her efforts to obtain employment, and in the possible necessity of her having to remain with Aunt Sophie, whether she might not help her in some substantial manner; as to learn to keep the LILITH 91 house, do the marketing, cast up the accounts and pay the bills. It was Lilith's inspiration always to be useful. It was late on Saturday evening that Lilith was sitting alone in the front parlor, all her fellow-lodgers being absent from the house or at work in their rooms, when the postman, on his last round for the night and the week rang the door-bell. It happened that Aunt Sophie answered the sum- mons. There was a little parley at the door, and finally the old lady came in with a letter in her hand, which she held out to Lilith, saying: "Here, my dear, see if this is for you. The carrier is waiting to know. You see it is directed to the house all right, and the number and street all right, but the name is all wrong, if it is for you; though it is so like your name that it must be for you." Lilith took the letter and looked at the superscrip- tion: "Elizabeth Wyvil." "Yes, Aunt Sophie, this is for me, and I think it must be in answer to my application," she said. "Very well, my dear; I will go and tell the man," replied the old lady, as she went again to the front door to explain the case and dismiss the postman. "Now then, dearie, is the answer favorable?" she inquired, as she returned and took a seat beside Lilith, who sat at the centre table reading her letter by the light of the gasalier. "It is favorable; if it were not, you know, I should never have received it. Advertisers, I suppose, do not take the trouble to write rejections," replied Lilith." "No, I reckon not, especially as in every case I have heard there are hundreds of applications for one place. Well, dearie, has the widow lady decided to engage you?" 92 LILITH "No, not decided; she has only appointed an in- terview with me on Monday at twelve noon, at the Constellation Hotel." "Oh!" "But that, you know, is very hopeful." "Yes, I reckon it is. Well, honey, I hope you will find her a good, kind friend; but who is she, my dearie? Ah! here they come!" Several of the boarders entered the parlor, and cut short the speech of Aunt Sophie. Lilith left the room and went up to Mrs. Downie's chamber to read over her letter again. It was very short, merely acknowledging the receipt of the applicant's letter, and asking for a personal interview at the time and place already specified. Of course Lilith woulld keep the appointment and accept the position if it should be offered to her. But, she asked herself, would she be justified in leaving the country, without first informing her hus- band and giving him the opportunity of seeking a reconciliation with her, should he desire to do so? "I never loved you. I married you only to please my dying father. In a very few hours I shall leave this house, never to return while you desecrate it with your presence!" These words came back to her in all their fierce, bitter, scornful cruelty. "Came back to her?" They had never left her. They smouldered in her memory always, and only blazed up in a fiery heat at the very thought of seeking any notice from the husband who had contemptuously cast her out; but whom oh, woe she still so deeply, so painfully loved. No! he had turned her off, and she must not call his attention to herself in any manner. She must let him go his way, untroubled by her. As for her- self, she could live even in pain and sorrow until she should be called away to the land of peace. LILITH 93 Lilith had ample time and opportunity for reflec- tion between that Saturday night and the Monday noon when she was to wait on her possible future employer. So it was after mature deliberation that she decided to enter the service of the lady adver- tiser, supposing that she should be permitted to do so. On Monday morning she set out to walk to the hotel. She arrived a few minutes before the appointed hour and sent up her card by a porter. While she waited in the reception-room, many ques- tions arose in her mind. Who was this German baroness who had adver- tised for a lady traveling companion, and had ap- pointed this meeting with her, and with a view to en- gaging her services? Was she old, sickly, melancholy, ill-tempered and exacting, as Aunt Sophie, in her tender anxiety for Lilith's happiness, had feared that she might be? Or was she young, handsome and fashionable? Would the companion be required to nurse an aged invalid, or to amuse a young beauty? While Lilith was anxiously considering these ques- tions, the door opened and a little old gentleman, dressed in clerical black, and having a little, round, gray head like a silver ball and a fresh, rosy face like a baby's, came bowing into the room, walked up to Lilith, and bowing politely, said: "Mademoiselle, Madame la Baronne desires that you will ascend to her apartments." Lilith arose, trembling, bowed, and followed her conductor to the elevator, which in a few seconds brought them to the second floor. Here the old gentleman took her out, along a handsomely furnished hall to a pair of folding black walnut doors, beside which sat a servant out of livery, who arose and opened them for the visitor to enter. 94 LILITH Lilith found herself in a spacious apartment, whose first impression was of gloom and splendor. Rich, heavy curtains vailed three lofty front windows; but between their openings long needles of light struck here and there on glowing crimson velvet, or gilded cornices or framework, tall mirrors, elegant vases, filled with rare and fragrant exotics, glimpses of rare pictures, statues, stands of every graceful form, and seats of every luxurious make, and under all a carpet that "Stole all noises from the feet." Shadow flecked with gleams of splendor; silence softly moved by the sighing of an invisible Eolian harp; cool air just slightly fragrant with the delicate breath of fresh, living flowers. A pleasing awe, as of entering a chapel of the olden time, of incense and artistic decoration, crept over Lilith. As her eyes became accustomed to the religious gloom, she saw the figure of a lady rise slowly from one of the reclining-chairs and stand waiting to re- ceive her a lady of majestic beauty and grace, whose perfect form was clothed from head to foot in a closely fitting, rich black velvet trained dress, with- out trimming or ornament of any kind; and whose beautiful head was crowned with an aureole of golden hair, which her widow's cap but half concealed. Lilith approached and courtesied involuntarily as to a queen, so much did the grand beauty of this lady impress her imagination. "Madame, I have the honor to bring you mad- emoiselle," said the old gentleman, bowing. Lilith courtesied again, and glanced up at the lady's face a beautiful face somehow sugg stive of the surroundings, shadow and splendor perfect features, a brilliant blonde complexion, dark, glorious eyes, and LILITH 95 golden-hued hair, the radiant beauty of the whole en- hanced by the dead black of the mourning robe. "Le Grange, you may retire," said the lady. And the old gentleman, with another bow, with- drew. The lady resumed her seat, and by a courteous motion of her hand invited Lilith to take another near her. "You are much younger than I expected to find you, Miss Wyvil," said the lady, when both were seated. "I am not Miss Wyvil, madame," said Lilith, who, since her marriage, had always written herself Elizabeth Wyvil Hereward, but who, having been for- bidden by her husband to retain his name, meant to obey him by dropping it, yet who wished to avoid deception in representing herself to be an unmarried girl. The lady looked somewhat surprised, gazed wist- fully at the speaker for a few seconds, and then said: "You are very young to be a widow." "I am nearly eighteen, madame," said Lilith, with- out deeming it necessary to enter into farther explana- tions for was she not, indeed, "a widow in fate, if not in fact?" "And you look even younger than that. When did you lose " the lady began to question, but seeing Lilith trembling and turning pale, she desisted, and after a little pause she turned the conversation. "Mrs. Wyvil, I have had about two hundred an- swers to my advertisement for a companion. These have taken myself and my private secretary, Mon- sieur Le Grange, about a week to get through with examining, although at about two-thirds of the letters we only glanced to see that they were written by utterly incompetent persons, who could not, indeed, write a fair, legible hand or compose a grammatical 96 LILITH sentence. Of the other third we selected about a dozen persons, whom we saw, in turn, by appoint- ment during the week. None of them not one of them suited me. Several were evidently in bad health, fitter for an infirmary than for any other place. Several others, though they were fair English scholars, had little or no knowledge of other lan- guages; and the others were so unlovely in looks and manner that I could not think of one of them as a companion. Your letter was one of the last I re- ceived, and you are the very last with whom I have appointed an interview. Your letter made a favorable impression on me, and your appearance has deepened it," concluded madame, who had evidently given these details only to afford Lilith the opportunity of recover- ing her composure. Lilith bowed in respectful acknowledgment. "The objection, as yet, seems to be your youth," continued the lady. "As another in my case said: 'It is a fault that must mend daily,' madame," replied Lilith. The lady smiled. She had a rare, brilliant, beau- tiful smile. "You are apt at repartee and quotation," she said. "But now, about your knowledge of modern lan- guages. I can see that you have all the other re- quirements." "I am familiar with the languages mentioned in your advertisement, madame, and I have testimonials from professors to that effect." "I would rather judge for myself. You will find writing materials on that table near your left hand. Translate and write out for me there, in the lan- guages required, this text, which is the anchor of hope for the Christian: " 'For God so loved the world that He gave Hi:-; only LILITH 97 "begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in Him should not perish, but have everlasting life.' ' Lilith went and sat down at the table, took a sheet of note paper and wrote slowly, and with some pauses for recollection and selection, until she had completed her task, and filled a page of note paper, which she brought and gave to the lady. She smiled, bowed, and read as follows: "Car Dieu a tellement aime le monde, qu'il a donne son Fils unique, afin que quiconque, croit en lui ne perisse point, mais, qu'il la vie eternelle. "Perciocche Iddio ha tanta amato il mando, c'egli ha dato il suo unigenito Figliuola acciocche chiunque crede in lui non perisca, ma abbia eita eterna. "Porque de tal manera amo Deos al mundo que hayo dado, a su Hijo unigenito; para que todo aquel que en el creyere, no ce pierda, mas tenga vida eterna." "I think these will do, Mrs. Wyvil. I am not a very accomplished linguist, but I will submit these specimens to Professor Le Grange for his opinion," said the lady, as she touched a golden timbre at her side. The door opened, and the man whom Lilith had seen in the hall appeared. "Request Monsieur Le Grange to come here," said the lady. The man disappeared, and was succeeded by the little, round-bodied Frenchman. "Monsieur, will you have the goodness to glance over these translations, and give me your opinion of them?" inquired the lady, handing the paper to the professor, who bowed he spent half his time in the presence of his employer in bowing looked over 98 LILITH the page, then read it carefully, and returned it, say- ing: "The translations are correct, madame." "Thank you, monsieur. That will do." The professor bowed and retired. "Now, Mrs. Wyvil, there remains but to ask for your references a mere matter of form, my dear, for believe me I am very favorably inclined towards you." Lilith's face flushed as she answered: "I have such testimonials as I brought from col- lege at the end of my last and graduating term. I have no other referees, except a lady of Baltimore, who gave me permission to use her name. She is a Mrs. Ponsonby, of Calvert Street, in that city, and she is frequently in New York here, where she has a married daughter, Mrs. Saxony, of Street." "Oh! I know them both mother and daughter. I have met them in Washington and at Newport. They will do quite well," said the lady, cordially. "But, madame," said Lilith, as the painful flush deepened in her cheek, "I don't know Mrs. Saxony at all, and very little of Mrs. Ponsonby except that that that she took me up on faith and " "That does not matter. I can trust Mrs. Ponsonby; and, my dear, I can trust your candid, truthful face. Are you equally satisfied with me?" "Oh, madame!" said Lilith, deprecatingly. "Then we have only to speak of salary twelve hundred dollars a year, paid quarterly. Are the terms satisfactory?" "Oh, madame, they are very munificent. The salary is very much, larger than I expected." "It is not too large for one of your accomplish- ments, who is, besides, required to quit her country to expatriate herself, perhaps, for years." Lilith made no reply. She was beginning to tremble at the prospect of an indefinite exile. LILITH 99 "I expect to sail on the first of June. Can you be ready by that time?" Lilith paused to consider. Should she take this plunge? "I never loved you. ... I shall leave this house, never to return while you desecrate it with your presence." As these stinging words arose in her memory, she roused herself and answered, firmly: "Yes, niadame, I shall be quite ready." "Very well, my dear. Your duties will be very light almost merely nominal. I wanted a young, pretty, accomplished and agreeable companion. I did not expect to find one. But I have found one in you. I will not detain you longer at present. Come in at this time to-morrow, if you please, and we will talk further," said the lady, rising. "One moment, if you will pardon me, madame, I have not yet the honor of knowing the name of the lady to whom my services are pledged," said Lilith. "Now is that possible? Well, my dear, if you were better acquainted with the world you would know one thing about me that I am a very unbusiness- like individual," said the lady, as she placed a card in the hands of her companion. Lilith bowed and read: BARONESS VON BRUYIN. CHAPTER IX LILITH AND THE BARONESS Life is only bright when it proceedeth Towards a truer, deeper life above; Human love is sweetest when it leadeth To a more divine and perfect love. 100 LILITH Learn the mission of progression duly; Do not call each glorious change decay; But know we only hold our treasures truly When it seems as if they passed away. Nor dare to blame God's gifts for incompleteness; In that want their beauty lies. They roll Towards some infinite depth of love and sweetness, Bearing onward man's reluctant soul. A. A. Proctor. THE Baroness Von Bruyin, the name and title on the card, bore no especial significance for Lilith. She bowed as she took the enameled bit of paste- board and withdrew from the room. The little old Frenchman came from some other room opening upon the same corrdior, and politely escorted her downstairs and out of the hotel. "Shall I have the honor to call a cab for you, madame?" he inquired, when the} 7 had reached the vestibule. **No, monsieur, thank you. I prefer to walk," re- plied Lilith. The professor stood aside to let Lilith go out. Lilith "preferred to walk" that she might be alone, and have a longer time for reflection and for self-col- lection before reaching her boarding-house, and hav- ing to meet the kind inquiries of Aunt Sophie. The die was cast, then. Her fate was sealed. She had taken the step from which she felt there was no honorable retreat unless, indeed, her husband should relent; should retract all his bitter charges against her; should seek her out, ask her to return to the home from which he had madly driven her, and set up his own superior claims to her allegiance in oppo- sition to those of madame, the baroness. But this, Lilith knew, was a possibility far too re- mote to be thought of. LILITH 101 And so she was or she tried to persuade herself that she was glad that her fate was decided for her by circumstances beyond her control. With all a very young girl's enthusiasm for an im- perial beauty, Lilith admired the baroness, and felt that, since she must take service with some lady, she could be better satisfied with the companionship of the beautiful and gracious Madame Von Bruyin than with any one else. Lilith walked so slowly that when she reached her boarding-house she found that lunch had been over for some time, and all her fellow-lodgers had dis- persed to their business or to their rooms. But Aunt Sophie was anxiously waiting for her in the parlor. "Take off your things down here, dearie, and then come with me to the dining-room, and you shall have a cup of fresh tea before you tell me anything, though I am half dying to hear," was the greeting of the old lady. Lilith kissed her affectionately, and then followed her to the basement dining-room, where a fresh white cloth had been laid over one end of the long table, and adorned with a fine china tea service that had been bought many years before for Aunt Sophie's bridal housekeeping, but which was never, never used, except on the most sacred occasions. The kettle was boiling, and the tea was soon made and brought in, with the accompaniments of light biscuits and lamb chops. But not until Lilith had drunk her first cup of tea would Aunt Sophie, who sat beside her, watching her affectionately, ask one question. Then when she had refilled the cup for her young guest, she inquired: "And have you got the situation, honey?" "Yes, Aunt Sophie." 102 LILITH "Oh, dearie me! I ought to be glad, but I ain't. I had a heap rather kept you here long o' me. And are you really going abroad, too?" "Yes, Aunt Sophie. I cannot help going. I must." "Oh, dearie me! dearie me! I hope you will do well, honey. When are you going?" "We sail in the Kron Prinz on the first of June." "So soon! All me! I shall never live to see you come back, dearie." "Oh, yes, you will, dear Aunt Sophie. Your good and useful life will be prolonged for many years yet." "Oh, how selfish I am! I ought not to think about myself, but about you. Dearie, I hope the lady you are going with will not be too hard on you. You are such a child! Is she real old and ugly?" anxiously inquired Aunt Sophie. "Oh, no! She is young, and very, very handsome." "Oh, then, I hope she is not haughty and tyrannical so many of those rich, proud beauties are. But, oh, dear, how wrong of me to talk so, to discourage you. Though I did not mean to do that. It is be- cause I am so anxious about you, honey. Just as anxious as if you were my own dear child." "I know it, dear Aunt Sophie. But do not be un- easy on my account. I think the lady with whom I have engaged will be very kind to me. I do, indeed. Certainly during our interview she was very gracious and considerate. She gives me a very large salary, and tells me that my duties will be very light merely nominal. That I shall have nothing to do for her but to keep her company," said Lilith, cheerfully. " 'Nothing to do but to keep her company.' But that's the hardest sort of work with some people, my dearie. There I go again, discouraging of you, when I ought to be doing of the very opposite sort of thing. What an old fool I am, to be sure. Don't mind me, LILITH 103 honey, but tell me what this lady's name is. Don't you know, dear, I have never heard that yet?" "I never heard it until about two hours ago. I had actually engaged myself to her before I knew her name/' said Lilith, with a faint smile. "Lor 5 ! Now that shows how very little you know of the world, and how unfit you are to be thrown, unprotected, upon it! But what is the lady's name, now you do know it?" "She is the Baroness Von Bruyin." "Von Brewing? Brewing? 'Pears to me I've heerd that name before connected with connected with some grand wedding to-do at the great cathe- dral, where the archbishop and ever so many bishops performed the ceremony. Yes, yes, I disremember her name; but she was a great beauty and a great heiress, being an only darter of some rich city banker, rich as creases; and he was a Mr. Brewing, another rich banker, a heap richer than creases; but older than her own father so old, so old, as never was seen be- fore at a wedding. And they said how, when he went back to Germany and took his beautiful wife, he paid the emperor lots of money to make him a baron, and it was all to please his wife, so she might be a baroness. Yes, yes! I remember now! And so she's a widow. And the old man is dead! Well, well, well, how things do turn about! Not much use in his get- ting married to a beautiful young woman and getting himself made a baron, when he was just ready to de- part away from this life! Ah me! 'Vanity of vanities, all is vanity,' saith the preacher, and it is true!" Lilith made no reply, and presently Aunt Sophie resumed: "I see how it is! She don't like to shut herself up away from society, while she is in her first mourn- ing, as she would have to do if she stayed in this city, where she was a sort of queen; so she is going 104 LILITH to travel to amuse herself until the time of fashion- able mourning is over, and she wants a bright young thing like you to keep her company! But in a year or two she will be back here, and then we shall see! But there I go again, sinning as fast as I can! I wonder what makes me so uncharitable? I reckon it is because I haven't been to class-meeting lately. I'll go this very evening, when my class meets, and I'll get the brethren to pray for me. It's a great help." And seeing that Lilith had finished her lunch, the old lady arose from the table and began carefully to gather her precious china and to wash it up to put it away. Lilith went up to her own room, to look over her slender wardrobe, and to think over what she would have to buy for her sea voyage and her European tour. While she was still engaged there, late in the after- noon, her fellow-lodgers were discussing the details of a horrible and mysterious murder that had been perpetrated in the city, the night previous, but only discovered that morning. It was in all the evening papers, forming the sensation of the hour. In the same paper was a short paragraph, stating that: "The body of an unknown woman, suspected to be that of Mrs. Tudor Hereward, wife of the Congress- man from that district, a young lady who had dis- appeared from her home some weeks before, had been found in the woods bordering Cave Creek, near Frost- hill, in West Virginia. A wound on the back of the head indicated that she had been the victim of tramps." That was all. If any one read it they paid but LILITH 105 little attention to it; their imaginations being en- grossed by the details of the more shocking tragedy in their midst. At dinner in the evening the dreadful occurrence was discussed. After dinner, Lilith took up the paper from the parlor table, not to read the details of the murder her whole soul shrank in loathing from such a sub- ject but to look at the Congressional news, as she had looked at it daily since her flight from her home, to see if any mention was made of her husband. But there was none. Not once since she parted with him on that bitter night at the Cliffs had she seen his name. The once active, industrious, irrepres- sible Hereward seemed to have dropped out of the Congressional debates. This continued silence sometimes caused Lilith serious anxiety. Was Tudor ill? she asked herself, and then quickly repressed her rising anxiety with the recollection of that bitter taunt, which, like a poisoned arrow, had left an incurable, festering- wound which daily ate deeper and deeper into her spirit. At length Lilith put away the paper, without hav- ing seen the paragraph that concerned her so much that it might have changed the whole current of her life. The next day, at the appointed hour, she went again to the hotel to see Madame Von Bruyin. As we said, the name of the baroness had no es- pecial significance for Lilith, for when Tudor Here- ward, in the first weeks of their married life, had told Lilith the history of his first love adventure, he had in delicate consideration abstained from men- tioning the name of the lady or of the gentleman who afterwards became her husband. And although the gossips she had heard talking of the matter in 106 LILITH the parlor of the hotel had just once let fall the of Mr. Bruyin, it had made no impression on her memory, and there was nothing to connect the per- sonality of the baroness with that of the beauty who had been the object of Tudor Hereward's first passion. When Lilith reached the hotel and made inquiries she found the polite old Frenchman w r aiting in the parlor to conduct her to the apartment of the baroness. The lady received Lilith with a kiss, saying, as she placed her in a comfortable chair and resumed her own seat: "My dear, I have been thinking of you ever since I saw you last. I feel that I shall grow very fond of you." "You are very good, madame," replied the girl. "Child, I hope that in going abroad with me you are not leaving any one whom you will suffer in part- ing from?" said the baroness, in the gentlest tone. "I am not leaving any one in the world who loves me, except my landlady, and she has only known me for a little while," said Lilith, with a slight tone of sorrow in her voice that she could not quite repress. "'Only known you for a little while!' And I f