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The bound volume was forfeited as a deodand, but not claimed. People that make puns are like wanton boys that put coppers on the railroad tracks. They amuse themselves and other children, but their lit tle trick may upset a freight train of conversation for the sake of a battered witticism. I 'will thank you, B. F., to bring down two books, of which I will mark the places on this slip of paper. (While he is gone, I may say that this boy, our landlady's youngest, is called BENJA MIN FRANKLIN, after the celebrated philosopher of that name. A highly merited compliment.) I wished to refer to two eminent authorities. Now be so good as to listen. The great moralist says : " To trifle with the vocabulary which is the vehicle of social intercourse is to tamper with the OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 15 currency of human intelligence. He who would violate the sanctities of his mother tongue would invade the recesses of the paternal till without re morse, and repeat the banquet of Saturn without an indigestion." And, once more, listen to the historian. " The Puritans hated puns. The Bishops were noto riously addicted to them. The Lords Temporal carried them to the verge of license. Majesty it self must have its Royal quibble. < Ye be burly, my Lord of Burleigh/ said Queen Elizabeth, < but ye shall make less stir in our realm than my Lord of Leicester/ The gravest wisdom and the high est breeding lent their sanction to the practice. Lord Bacon playfully declared himself a descend ant of 'Og, the King of Bashan. Sir Philip Sid ney, with his last breath, reproached the soldier who brought him water, for wasting a casque full upon a dying man. A courtier, who saw Othello performed at the Globe Theatre, remarked, that the blackamoor was a brute, and not a man. < Thou hast reason/ replied a great Lord, according to Plato his saying ; for this be a two-legged animal with feathers.' The fatal habit became universal. The language was corrupted. The infection spread to the national conscience. Political double-deal ings naturally grew out of verbal double mean ings. The teeth of the new dragon were sown by the Cadmus who introduced the alphabet of equiv- 1 6 THE AUTOCRAT ocation. What was levity in the time of the Tudors grew to regicide and revolution in the age of the Stuarts." Who was that boarder that just whispered some thing about the Macaulay-flowers of literature ? There was a dead silence. I said calmly, I shall henceforth consider any interruption by a pun as a hint to change my boarding-house. Do not plead my example. If / have used any such, it has been only as a Spartan father would show up a drunk en helot. We have done with them. If a logical mind ever found out anything with its logic ? I should say that its most fre quent work was to build a pons asinorum over chasms which shrewd people can bestride without such a structure. You can hire logic, in the shape of a lawyer, to prove anything that you want to prove. You can buy treatises to show that Napo leon never lived, and that no battle of Bunker-hill was ever fought. The great minds are those with a wide span, which couple truths related to, but far removed from, each other. Logicians carry the surveyor's chain over the track of which these are the true explorers. I value a man mainly for his primary relations with truth, as I understand truth, not for any secondary artifice in handling his ideas. Some of the sharpest men in argument are notoriously unsound in judgment. I should not trust the counsel of a smart debater, any more OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. i 7 than that of a good chess-player. Either may of course advise wisely, but not necessarily because he wrangles or plays well. The old gentleman who sits opposite got his hand up, as a pointer lifts his forefoot, at the ex pression, " his relations with truth, as I understand truth," and when I had done, sniffed audibly, and said I talked like a transcendentalism For his part, common sense was good enough for him. Precisely so, my dear sir, I replied ; common sense, as you understand it. We all have to assume a standard of judgment in our own minds, either of things or persons. A man who is willing to take another's opinion has to exercise his judg ment in the choice of whom to follow, which is often as nice a matter as to judge of things for one's self. On the whole, I had rather judge men's minds by comparing their thoughts with my own, than judge of thoughts by knowing who utter them. I must do one or the other. It does not follow, of course, that I may not recognize an other man's thoughts as broader and deeper than my own ; but that does not necessarily change my opinion, otherwise this would be at the mercy of every superior mind that held a different one. How many of our most cherished beliefs are like those drinkiug-glasses of the ancient pattern, that serve us well so long as we keep them in our hand, but spill all if we attempt to set them down ! I 2 i8 THE AUTOCRAT have sometimes compared conversation to the Ital ian game of mora, in which one player lifts his hand with so many fingers extended, and the other gives the number if he can. I show my thought, another his ; if they agree, well ; if they differ, we find the largest common factor, if we can, but at any rate avoid disputing about remainders and fractions, which is to real talk what tuning an in strument is to playing on it. What if, instead of talking this morning, I should read you a copy of verses, with critical remarks by the author ? Any of the company can retire that like. ALBUM VERSES. When Eve had led her lord away, And Cain had killed his brother, The stars and flowers, the poets say, Agreed with one another To cheat the cunning tempter's art, And teach the race its duty, By keeping on its wicked heart Their eyes of light and beauty. A million sleepless lids, they say, Will be at least a warning 5 And so the flowers would watch by day, The stars from eve to morning. On hill and prairie, field and lawn, Their dewy eyes upturning, The flowers still watch from reddening dawn Till western skies are burning. OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 19 Alas ! each hour of daylight tells A tale of shame so crushing, That some turn white as sea-bleached shells, And some are always blushing. But when the patient stars look down On all their light discovers, The traitor's smile, the murderer's frown, The lips of lying lovers, They try to shut their saddening eyes, And in the vain endeavor We see them twinkling in the skies, And so they wink forever. What do you think of these verses my friends ? Is that piece an impromptu ? said my landlady's daughter. (^Et. 19+. Tender-eyed blonde. Long ringlets. Cameo pin. Gold pencil-case on a chain. Locket. Bracelet. Album. Autograph book. Accordeon. Reads Byron, Tapper, and Sylvan us Cobb, junior, while her mother makes the puddings. Says, "Yes?" when you tell her anything.) Oai et non, ma petite, Yes and no, my child. Five of the seven verses were written off-hand ; the other two took a week, that is, were hanging round the desk in a ragged, forlorn, unrhymed condition as long as that. All poets will tell you just such stories. C'est le DERNIER pas qui coute. Don't you know how hard it is for some people to get out of a room after their visit is really over ? They want to be off, and you want to have them off, but they don't know how to manage it. One would 20 THE AUTOCRAT think they had been built in your parlor or study, and were waiting to be launched. I have con trived a sort of ceremonial inclined plane for such visitors, which being lubricated with certain smooth phrases, I back them down, metaphorically speak ing, stern-foremost, into their "native element," the great ocean of out-doors. Well, now, there are poems as hard to get rid of as these rural visitors. They come in glibly, use up all the serviceable rhymes, day, ray, beauty, duty, skies, eyes, other, brother, mountain, fountain, and the like ; and so they go on until you think it is time for the wind-up, and the wind-up won't come on any terms. So they lie about until you get sick of the sight of them, and end by thrusting some cold scrap of a final couplet upon them, and turning them out of doors. I sus pect a good many " impromptus " could tell just such a story as the above. Here turning to our landlady, I used an illustration which pleased the company much at the time, and has since been highly commended. " Madam/' I said, " you can pour three gills and three quarters of honey from that pint jug, if it is full, in less than one minute; but, Madam, you could not empty that last quarter of a gill, though you were turned into a marble Hebe, and held the vessel upside down for a thou sand years. One gets tired to death of the old, old vhymes, such as you see in that copy of verses, which I OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. zi don't mean to abuse, or to praise either. I always feel as if I were a cobbler, putting new top-leathers to an old pair of boot-soles and bodies, when I am fitting sentiments to these venerable jingles. youth morning truth warning. Nine tenths of the " Juvenile Poems " written spring out of the above musical and suggestive co incidences. " Yes ? " said our landlady's daughter. I did not address the following remark to her, and I trust, from her limited range of reading, she will never see it ; I said it softly to my next neighbor. When a young female wears a flat circular side- curl, gummed on each temple, when she walks with a male, not arm in arm, but his arm against the back of hers, and when she says " Yes ? " with the note of interrogation, you are generally safe in asking her what wages she gets, and who the " feller " was you saw her with. " What were you whispering ? " said the daugh ter of the house, moistening her lips, as she spoke, in a very engaging manner. " I was only laying down a principle of social diagnosis." "Yes?" 22 THE AUTOCRAT It is curious to see how the same wants and tastes find the same implements and modes of expression in all times and places. The young ladies of Otaheite, as you may see in Cook's Voy~ ages, had a sort of crinoline arrangement fully equal in radius to the largest spread of our own lady-baskets. When I fling a Bay-State shawl over my shoulders, I am only taking a lesson from the climate that the Indian had learned be fore me. A blanket- shawl we call it, and not a plaid ; and we wear it like the aborigines, and not like the Highlanders. We are the Romans of the modern world, the great assimilating people. Conflicts and conquests are of course necessary accidents with us, as with our prototypes. And so we come to their style of weapon. Our army sword is the short, stiff, pointed gladius of the Romans; and the American bowie-knife is the same tool, modi fied to meet the daily wants of civil society. I announce at this table an axiom not to be found in Montesquieu or the journals of Congress : The race that shortens its weapons lengthens its boundaries. Corollary. It was the Polish lance that left Poland at last with nothing of her own to bound. " Dropped from her nerveless grasp the shattered spear ! " What business had Sarmatia to be fighting for OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 23 liberty with a fifteen-foot pole between her and the breasts of her enemies ? If she had bat clutched the old Roman and young American weapon, and come to close quarters, there might have been a chance for her ; but it would have spoiled the best passage in the " Pleasures of Hope/' Self-made men ? Well, yes. Of course everybody likes and respects self-made men. It is a great deal better to be made in that way than not to be made at all. Are any of you younger people old enough to remember that Irishman's house on the marsh at Cambridgeport, which house he built from drain to chimney-top with his own hands ? It took him a good many years to build it, and one could see that it was a little out of plumb, and a little wavy in outline, and a little queer and uncertain in general aspect. A regular hand could certainly have built a better house; but it was a very good house for a " self-made " carpenter's house, and people praised it, and said how remarkably well the Irishman had succeeded. They never thought of praising the fine blocks of houses a little farther on. Your self-made man, whittled into shape with his own jackknife, deserves more credit, if that is all, than the regular engine turned article, shaped by the most approved pattern, and French-polished by society and travel. But as to saying that one is every way the equal of the other, that is another 2 4 THE AUTOCRAT matter. The right of strict social discrimination of all things and persons, according to their merits, native or acquired, is one of the most precious republican privileges. I take the liberty to ex ercise it, when I say, that, other things being equal, in most relations of life I prefer a man of family. What do I mean by a man of family ? O, I '11 give you a general idea of what I mean. Let us give him a first-rate fit out ; it costs us nothing. Four or five generations of gentlemen and gentlewomen ; among them a member of his Ma jesty's Council for the Province, a Governor or so, one or two Doctors of Divinity, a member of Congress, not later than the time of top-boots with tassels. Family portraits. The member of the Council, by Smibcrt. The great merchant-uncle, by Cop ley, full length, sitting in his arm-chair, in a vel vet cap and flowered robe, with a globe by him, to show the range of his commercial transactions, and letters with large red seals lying round, one directed conspicuously to The Honorable, etc., etc. Great-grandmother, by the same artist; brown satin, lace very fine, hands superlative ; grand old lady, stiflfish, but imposing. Her mother, artist unknown ; flat, angular, hanging sleeves ; parrot on fist. A pair of Stuarts, viz., 1. A superb full blown, mediaeval gentleman, with a fiery dash of Tory blood in his veins, tempered down with that OF 'THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 25 of a fine old rebel grandmother, and warmed up with the best of old India Madeira; his face is one flame of ruddy sunshine; his ruffled shirt rushes out of his bosom with an impetuous gener osity, as if it would drag his heart after it ; and his smile is good for twenty thousand dollars to the Hospital, besides ample bequests to all rela tives and dependants. 2. Lady of the same ; re markable cap ; high waist, as in time of Empire ; bust a la Josephine ; wisps of curls, like celery-tips, at sides of forehead ; complexion clear and warm, like rose-cordial. As for the miniatures by Mai- bone, we don't count them in the gallery. Books, too, with the names of old college-stu dents in them, family names ; you will find them at the head of their respective classes in the days when students took rank on the catalogue from their parents' condition. Elzevirs, with the Latinized appellations of youthful progenitors, and Hie liber est meus on the title-page. A set of Hogarth's original plates. Pope, original edition, 15 volumes, London, 1717. Barrow on the lower shelves, in folio. Tillotson on the upper, in a little dark platoon of octo-decimos. Some family silver ; a string of wedding and funeral rings ; the arms of the family curiously blazoned ; the same in worsted, by a maiden aunt. If the man of family has an old place to keep 16 THE AUTOCRAT these things in, furnished with claw-footed chairs and black mahogany tables, and tall bevel-edged mirrors, and stately upright cabinets, his outfit is complete. No, my friends, I go (always, other things being equal) for the man who inherits family traditions and the cumulative humanities of at least four or five generations. Above all things, as a child, he should have tumbled about in a library. All men are afraid of books, who have not handled them from infancy. Do you suppose our dear didascalos over there ever read Poll Synopsis, or consulted Castelli Lexicon, while he was growing up to their stature ? Not he ; but virtue passed through the hem of their parchment and leather garments whenever he touched them, as the precious drugs sweated through the bat's handle in the Arabian story. I tell you he is at home wherever he smells the invigorating fragrance of Russia leather. No self-made man feels so. One may, it is true, have all the antecedents I have spoken of, and yet be a boor or a shabby fellow. One may have none of them, and yet be fit for councils and courts. Then let them change places. Our social arrange ment has this great beauty, that its strata shift up and down as they change specific gravity, without being clogged by layers of prescription. But I still insist on my democratic liberty of choice, and I go for the man with the gallery of family por- OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 27 traits against the one with the twenty-five-cent daguerrotype, unless I find out that the last is the better of the two. 1 should have felt more nervous about the late comet, if I had thought the world was ripe. But it is very green yet, if I am not mistaken ; and besides, there is a great deal of coal to use up, which I cannot bring myself to think was made for nothing. If certain things, which seem to me essential to a millennium, had come to pass, I should have been frightened; but they haven't. Perhaps you would like to hear my LATTER-DAY WARNINGS. When legislators keep the law, When banks dispense with bolts and locks, When berries, whortle-, rasp-, and straw-, Grow bigger downwards through the box, When he that selleth house or land Shows leak in roof or flaw in right, When haberdashers choose the stand Whose window hath the broadest light, When preachers tell us all they think, And party leaders all they mean, When what we pay for, that we drink, From real grape and coffee-bean. When lawyers take what they would give, And doctors give what they would take, When city fathers eat to live, Save when they fast for conscience' sake, ag THE AUTOCRAT When one that hath a horse on sale Shall bring his merit to the proof, Without a lie for every nail That holds the iron on the hoof, W T hen in the usual place for rips Our gloves are stitched with special care, And guarded well the whalebone tips Where first umbrellas need repair, When Cuba's weeds have quite forgot The power of suction to resist, And claret-bottles harbor not Such dimples as would hold your fist, When publishers no longer steal, And pay for what they stole before, W T hen the first locomotive's wheel Rolls through the Hoosac tunnel's bore ; Till then let Gumming blaze away, And Miller's saints blow up the globe ; But when you see that blessed day, Then order your ascension robe ! The company seemed to like the verses 1 , and I promised them to read others occasionally, if they had a mind to hear them. Of course they would not expect it every morning. Neither must the reader suppose that all these things I have reported were said at any one breakfast- time. I have not taken the trouble to date them, as Raspail, pre, used to date every proof he sent to the printer ; but they were scattered over sev eral breakfasts ; and I have said a good many OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 29 more things since, which I shall very possibly print some time or other, if I am urged to do it. by judicious friends. I finished off with reading some verses of my friend the Professor, of whom you may perhaps hear more by and by. The Professor read them, he told me, at a farewell meeting, where the youngest of our great Historians met a few of his many friends at their invitation. Yes, we knew we must lose him, though friendship may claim To blend her green leaves with the laurels of fame 5 Though fondly, at parting, we call him our own, 'T is the whisper of love when the bugle has blown. As the rider that rests with the spur on his heel, As the guardsman that sleeps in his corselet of steel, As the archer that stands with his shaft on the string, He stoops from his toil to the garland we bring. What pictures yet slumber unborn in his loom Till their warriors shall breathe and their beauties shall bloom, While tapestry lengthens the life-glowing dyes That caught from our sunsets the stain of their skies ! In the alcoves of death, in the charnels of time, Where flit the gaunt spectres of passion and crime, There are triumphs untold, there are martyrs unsung, There are heroes yet silent to speak with his tongue ! Let us hear the proud story which time has bequeathed From lips that are warm with the freedom they breathed ! Let him summon its tyrants, and tell us their doom, Though he sweep tha black past like Van Tromp with his broom ! 30 THE AUTOCRAT The dream flashes by, for the west- winds awake On pampas, on prairie, o'er mountain and lake, To bathe the swift bark, like a sea-girdled shrink, With incense they stole from the rose and the pine. So fill a bright cup with the sunlight that gushed When the dead summer's jewels were trampled and crushed : THE TRUE KNIGHT OF LEARNING, the world holds him dear, Love bless him, Joy crown him, God speed his career 1 OP" THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 31 n. REALLY believe some people save their bright thoughts, as being too precious for conversation. What do you think an admiring friend said the other day to one that was talking good things, good enough to print ? " Why/' said he, " you are wasting merchantable literature, a cash article, at the rate, as nearly as I can tell, of fifty dollars an hour." The talker took him to the window and asked him to look out and tell what he saw. "Nothing but a very dusty street," he said, "and a man driving a sprinkling-machine through it." " Why don't you tell the man he is wasting that water ? What would be the state of the highways of life, if we did not drive our thought-sprinklers through them with the valves open, sometimes'? " Besides, there is another thing about this talk ing, which you forget. It shapes our thoughts for us ; the waves of conversation roll them as the surf rolls the pebbles on the shore. Let me modify the image a little. I rough out my thoughts in talk as an artist models in clay. Spoken language is so plastic, you can pat and coax, and spread 32 THE AUTOCRAT and shave, and rub out, and fill up, and stick on so easily, when you work that soft material, that there is nothing like it for modelling. Out of it come the shapes which you turn into marble or bronze in your immortal books, if you happen to write such. Or, to use another illustration, writ ing or printing is like shooting with a rifle: you may hit your reader's mind, or miss it; but talk ing is like playing at a mark with the pipe of an engine; if it is within reach, and you have time enough, you can't help hitting it." The company agreed that this last illustration was of superior excellence, or, in the phrase used by them, " Fust-rate." I acknowledged the compli ment, but gently rebuked the expression. "Fust- rate," " prime," " a prime article," " a superior piece of goods," "a handsome garment," "a gent in a flowered vest," all such expressions are final. They blast the lineage of him or her who utters them, for generations up and down. There is one other phrase which will soon come to be decisive of a man's social status, if it is not already : " That tells the whole story." It is an expression which vulgar and conceited people particularly affect, and which well-meaning ones, who know better, catch from them. It is intended to stop all debate, like the previous question in the General Court. Only it doesn't; simply because "that" does not usually tell the whole, nor one half of the whole story. OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 33 It is an odd idea, that almost all our people have had a professional education. To become a doctor a man must study some three years and hear a thousand lectures, more or less. Just how much study it takes to make a lawyer I cannot say, but probably not more than this. Now most decent people hear one hundred lectures or sermons (dis courses) on theology every year, and this, twenty, thirty, fifty years together. They read a great many religious books besides. The clergy, how ever, rarely hear any sermons except what they preach themselves. A dull preacher might bo conceived, therefore, to lapse into a state of quasi heathenism, simply for want of religious instruc tion. And, on the other hand, an attentive and intelligent hearer, listening to a succession of wise teachers, might become actually better educated in theology than any one of them. We are all theo logical students, and more of us qualified as doc tors of divinity than have received degrees at any of the universities. It is not strange, therefore, that very good people should often find it difficult, if not impossible, to keep their attention fixed upon a sermon treating feebly a subject which they have thought vigorously about for years, and heard able men discuss scores of times. I have often noticed, however, that a hopelessly dull discourse acts inductively, as elec tricians would say, in developing strong mental 3 34 THE AUTOCRAT currents. I am ashamed to think with what ac companiments and variations and fioriture I have sometimes followed the droning of a heavy speaker, not willingly, for my habit is reverential, but as a necessary result of a slight continuous im pression on the senses and the mind, which kept both in action without furnishing the food they re quired to work upon. If you ever saw a crow with a king-bird after him, you will get an image of a dull speaker and a lively listener. The bird in sable plumage flaps heavily along his straight forward course, while the other sails round him, over him, under him, leaves him, comes back again, tweaks out a black feather, shoots away once more, never losing sight of him, and finally reaches the crow's perch at the same time the crow does, hav ing cut a perfect labyrinth of loops and knots and spirals while the slow fowl was painfully working from one end of his straight line to the other. [I think these remarks were received rather cool ly. A temporary boarder from the country, con sisting of a somewhat more than middle-aged female, with a parchment forehead and a dry little 'frisette " shingling it, a sallow neck with a neck lace of gold beads, a black dress too rusty for re cent grief and contours in basso-rilievo, left the table prematurely, and was reported to have been very virulent about what I said. So I went to my good old minister, and repeated the remarks, as OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 35 nearly as I could remember them, to him. He laughed good naturedly, and said there was con siderable truth in them. He thought he could tell when people's minds were wandering, by their looks. In the earlier years of his ministry he had sometimes noticed this, when he was preaching ; very little of late years. Sometimes, when his colleague was preaching, he observed this kind of inattention ; but after all, it was not so very un natural. I will say, by the way, that it is a rule I have long followed, to tell my worst thoughts to my minister, and my best thoughts to the young people I talk with.] 1 want to make a literary confession now, which I believe nobody has made before me. You know very well that I write verses sometimes, be cause I have read some of them at this table. (The company assented, two or three of them in a resigned sort of way, as I thought, as if they supposed I had an epic in my pocket, and was go ing to read half a dozen books or so for their ben efit.) I continued. Of course I write some lines or passages which are better than others ; some which, compared with the others, might be called relatively excellent. It is in the nature of things that I should consider these relatively excellent lines or passages as absolutely good. So much must be pardoned to humanity. Now I never wrote a " good " line in my life, but the moment 3 6 THE AUTOCRAT after it was written it seemed a hundred years old. Very commonly I had a sudden conviction that I had seen it somewhere. Possibly I may have sometimes unconsciously stolen it, but I do not remember that I ever once detected any historical truth in these sudden convictions of the antiquity of my new thought or phrase. I have learned utterly to distrust them, and never allow them to bully me out of a thought or line. This is the philosophy of it. (Here the number of the company was diminished by a small seces sion.) Any new formula which suddenly emerges in our consciousness has its roots in long trains of thought ; it is virtually old when it first makes its appearance among the recognized growths of our intellect. Any crystalline group of musical words has had a long and still period to form in. Here is one theory. But there is a larger law which perhaps compre hends these facts. It is this. The rapidity with which ideas grow old in our memories is in a direct ratio to the squares of their importance. Their apparent age runs up miraculously, like the value of diamonds, as they increase in magnitude. A great calamity, for instance, is as old as the trilobites an hour after it has happened. It stains backward through all the leaves we have turned over in the book of life, before its blot of tears or of blood is dry on the page we are turning. For OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 37 this we seem to have lived ; it was foreshadowed in dreams that we leaped out of in the cold sweat of terror; in the "dissolving views" of dark day- visions ; all omens pointed to it ; all paths led to it. After the tossing half-forgetfulness of the first sleep that follows such an event, it comes upon us afresh, as a surprise, at waking ; in a few moments it is old again, old as eternity. [I wish I had not said all this then and there. I might have known better. The pale schoolmis tress, in her mourning dress, was looking at me, as I noticed, with a wild sort of expression. All at once the blood dropped out of her cheeks as the mercury drops from a broken barometer-tube, and she melted away from her seat like an image of snow; a slung-shot could not have brought her down better. God forgive me ! After this little episode, I continued, to some few that remained balancing teaspoons on the edges of cups, twirling knives, or tilting upon the hind legs of their chairs until their heads reached the wall, where they left gratuitous advertisements of various popular cosmetics.] When a person is suddenly thrust into any strange, new position of trial, he finds the place fits him as if he had been measured for it. He has committed a great crime for instance, and is sent to the State Prison. The traditions, prescrip tions, limitations, privileges, all the sharp condi- 38 THE AUTOCRAT tions of his new life, stamp themselves upon his consciousness as the signet on soft wax ; a single pressure is enough. Let me strengthen the image a little. Did you ever happen to see that most soft-spoken and velvet-handed steam-engine at the Mint ? The smooth piston slides backward and forward as a lady might slip her delicate finger in and out of a ring. The engine lays one of its fin gers calmly, but firmly, upon a bit of metal ; it is a coin now, and will remember that touch, and tell a new race about it, when the date upon it is crusted over with twenty centuries. So it is that a great silent-moving misery puts a new stamp on us in an hour or a moment, as sharp an impres sion as if it had taken half a lifetime to engrave it. It is awful to be in the hands of the wholesale professional dealers in misfortune ; undertakers and jailers magnetize you in a moment, and you pass out of the individual life you were living into the rhythmical movements of their horrible machinery. Do the worst thing you can, or suffer the worst that can be thought of, you find yourself in a cat egory of humanity that stretches back as far as Cain, and with an expert at your elbow who has studied your case all out beforehand, and is wait ing for you with his implements of hemp or ma hogany. I believe, if a man were to be burned in any of our cities to-morrow for heresy, there would be found a master of ceremonies that knew just OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 39 how many fagots were necessary, and the best way of arranging the whole matter. So we have not won the Goodwood cup ; au contralre, we were a " bad fifth," if not worse than that ; and trying it again, and the third time, has not yet bettered the matter. Now I am as patriotic as any of my fellow-citizens, too patriotic in fact, for I have got into hot water by loving too much of my country ; in short, if any man, whose fighting weight is not more than eight stone four pounds, disputes it, I am ready to dis cuss the point with him. I should have gloried to see the stars and stripes in front at the finish. I love my country, and I love horses. Stubbs's old mezzotint of Eclipse hangs over my desk, and Herring's portrait of Plenipotentiary, whom I saw run at Epsom, over my fireplace. Did I not elope from school to see Revenge, and Pros pect, and Little John, and Peacemaker run over the race-course where now yon suburban village flourishes, in the year eighteen hundred and ever- so-few ? Though I never owned a horse, have I not been the proprietor of six equine females, of which one was the prettiest little " Morgin " that ever stepped ? Listen, then, to an opinion I have often expressed long before this venture of ours in England. Horse-racing is not a republican insti tution ; horse-trotting is. Only very rich persons can keep race-horses, and everybody knows they 40 THE AUTOCRAT are kept mainly as gambling implements. All that matter about blood and speed we won't dis cuss ; we understand all that ; useful, very, of course, great obligations to the Godolphin " Ara bian/' and the rest. I say racing horses are essen tially gambling implements, as much as roulette tables. Now I am not preaching at this moment ; I may read you one of my sermons some other morning ; but I maintain that gambling, on the great scale, is not republican. It belongs to two phases of society, a cankered over-civilization, such as exists in rich aristocracies, and the reck less life of borderers and adventurers, or the semi- barbarism of a civilization resolved into its primi tive elements. Real Republicanism is stern and severe ; its essence is not in forms of government, but in the omnipotence of public opinion which grows out of it. This public opinion cannot pre vent gambling with dice or stocks, but it can and does compel it to keep comparatively quiet. But horse-racing is the most public way of gambling, and with all its immense attractions to the sense and the feelings, to which I plead very suscepti ble, the disguise is too thin that covers it, and everybody knows what it means. Its supporters are the Southern gentry, fine fellows, no doubt, but not republicans exactly, as we understand the term, a few Northern millionnaires more or less thoroughly millioned, who do not represent the OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 4I real people, and the mob of sporting men, the best of whom are commonly idlers, and the worst very bad neighbors to have near one in a crowd, or to meet in a dark alley. In England, on the other hand, with its aristocratic institutions, racing is a natural growth enough ; the passion for it spreads downwards through all classes, from the Queen to the costermonger. London is like a shelled corn cob on the Derby day, and there is not a clerk who could raise the money to hire a saddle with an old hack under it that can sit down on his office-stool the next day without wincing. Now just compare the racer with the trotter for a moment. The racer is incidentally useful, but essentially something to bet upon, as much as the thimble-rigger's " little joker." The trotter is es sentially and daily useful, and only incidentally a tool for sporting men. What better reason do you want for the fact that the racer is most cultivated and reaches his greatest perfection in England, and that the trot ting horses of America beat the world "? And why should we have expected that the pick if it was the pick of our few and far-between racing sta bles should beat the pick of England and France ? Throw over the fallacious time-test, and there was nothing to show for it but a natural kind of patri otic feeling, which we all have, with a thoroughly provincial conceit, which some of us must plead guilty to. 42 THE AUTOCRAT We may beat yet. As an American, I hope we shall. As a moralist and occasional sermonizer, I am not so anxious about it. Wherever the trot ting horse goes, he carries in his train brisk omni buses, lively bakers* carts, and therefore hot rolls, the jolly butcher's wagon, the cheerful gig, the wholesome afternoon drive with wife and child, all the forms of moral excellence, except truth, which does not agree with any kind of horse-flesh. The racer brings with him gambling, cursing, swearing, drinking, the eating of oysters, and a distaste for mob-caps and the middle-aged virtues. And by the way, let me beg you not to call a trotting-match a race, and not to speak of a " thor ough-bred" as a "blooded" horse, unless he has been recently phlebotomized. I consent to your saying " blood horse/' if you like. Also, if, next year, we send out Posterior and Posterioress, the winners of the great national four-mile race in 7 18^, and they happen to get beaten, pay your bets, and behave like men and gentlemen about it, if you know how. [I felt a great deal better after blowing off the ill-temper condensed in the above paragraph. To brag little, to show well, to crow gently, if in luck, to pay up, to own up, and to shut up, if beaten, are the virtues of a sporting man, and I can't say that I think we have shown them in any great perfection of late.] OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 43 Apropos of horses. Do you know how important good jockeying is to authors ? Judi cious management ; letting the puhlic see your an imal just enough, and not too much ; holding him up hard when the market is too full of him ; let ting him out at just the right buying intervals; always gently feeling his mouth ; never slacking and never jerking the rein ; this is what I mean by jockeying. When an author has a number of books out, a cunning hand will keep them all spinning, as Signor Blitz does his dinner-plates ; fetching each one up, as it begins to " wabble," by an ad vertisement, a puff, or a quotation. Whenever the extracts from a living writer begin to multiply fast in the papers, without obvi ous reason, there is a new book or a new edition coming. The extracts are ground-bait. Literary life is full of curious phenomena. I don't know that there is anything more notice able than what we may call conventional reputations. There is a tacit understanding in every community of men of letters that they will not disturb the popular fallacy respecting this or that electro-gild ed celebrity. There are various reasons for this forbearance : one is old ; one is rich ; one is good- natured ; one is such a favorite with the pit that it would not be safe to hiss him from the manager's box. The venerable augurs of the literary or sci- 44 THE AUTOCRAT entific temple may smile faintly when one of the tribe is mentioned ; but the farce is in general kept up as well as the Chinese comic scene of entreat ing and imploring a man to stay with you, with the implied compact between you that he shall by no means think of doing it. A poor wretch he must be who would wantonly sit down on one of these bandbox reputations. A Princc-Rupert's- drop, which is a tear of unannealed glass, lasts in definitely, if you keep it from meddling hands; but break its tail off, and it explodes and resolves itself into powder. These celebrities I speak of are the Prince-Rupert's-drops of the learned and polite world. See how the papers treat them ! What an array of pleasant kaleidoscopic phrases, which can be arranged in ever so many charming patterns, is at their service ! How kind the " Crit ical Notices " where small authorship comes to pick up chips of praise, fragrant, sugary, and sap py always are to them! Well, life would be nothing without paper-credit and other fictions ; so let them pass current. Don't steal their chips ; don't puncture their swimming-bladders ; don't come down on their pasteboard boxes ; don't break the ends of their brittle and unstable reputations, you fellows who all feel sure that your names will be household words a thousand years from now. " A thousand years is a good while," said the old gentleman who sits opposite, thoughtfully. OF THE BREAKFAST- TABLE. 45 Where have I been for the last three or four days 1 Down at the Island, deer-shooting. How many did I bag ? I brought home one buck shot. The Island is where ? No matter. It is the most splendid domain that any man looks upon in these latitudes. Blue sea around it, and running up into its heart, so that the little boat slumbers like a baby in lap, while the tall ships are stripping naked to fight the hurricane outside, and storm- stay-sails banging and flying in ribbons. Trees, in stretches of miles ; beeches, oaks, most numer ous ; many of them hung with moss, looking like bearded Druids ; some coiled in the clasp of huge, dark-stemmed grape-vines. Open patches where the sun gets in and goes to sleep, and the winds come so finely sifted that they are as soft as swan's down. Rocks scattered about, Storiehenge-like monoliths. Fresh-water lakes ; one of them, Mary's lake, crystal-clear, full of flashing pickerel lying under the lily-pads like tigers in the jungle. Six pounds of ditto killed one morning for breakfast. EGO fecit. The divinity-student looked as if he would like to question my Latin. No, sir, I said, you need not trouble yourself. There is a higher law in grammar, not to be put down by Andrews and Stoddard. Then I went on. Such hospitality as that island has seen there has not been the like of in these our New England 46 THE AUTOCRAT sovereignties. There is nothing in the shape of kindness and courtesy that can make life beautiful, which has not found its home in that ocean-princi pality. It has welcomed all who were worthy of welcome, from the pale clergyman who came to breathe the sea-air with its medicinal salt and iodine, to the great statesman who turned his back on the affairs of empire, and smoothed his Olym pian forehead, and flashed his white teeth in merri ment over the long table, where his wit was the keenest and his story the best. [I don't believe any man ever talked like that in this world. I don't believe / talked just so ; but the fact is, in reporting one's conversation, one cannot help Blair-ing it up more or less, ironing out crumpled paragraphs, starching limp ones, and crimping and plaiting a little sometimes ; it is as natural as prinking at the looking-glass.] How can a man help writing poetry in such a place ? Everybody does write poetry that goes there. In the state archives, kept in the library of the Lord of the Isle, are whole volumes of un published verse, some by well-known hands, and others quite as good, by the last people you would think of as versifiers, men who could pension off all the genuine poets in the country, and buy ten acres of Boston common, if it was for sale, with what they had left. Of course I had to write my little copy of verses with the rest ; here it is, if you OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 47 will hear me read it. When the sun is in the west, vessels sailing in an easterly direction look bright or dark to one who observes them from the north or south, according to the tack they are sailing upon. Watching them from one of the windows of the great mansion, I saw these perpetual changes^ and moralized thus : SUN AND SHADOW. As I look from the isle, o'er its billows of green, To the billows of foam-crested blue, Yon bai'k, that afar in the distance is seen, Half dreaming, my eyes will pursue : Now dark in the shadow, she scatters the spray As the chaff in the stroke of the flail ; Now white as the sea-gull, she flies on her way, The sun gleaming bright on her sail, Yet her pilot is thinking of dangers to shun, Of breakers that whiten and roar 5 How little he cares, if in shadow or sun They see him that gaze from the shore ! He looks to the beacon that looms from the reef, To the rock that is under his lee, As he drifts on the blast, like a wind-wafted leaf, O'er the gulfs of the desolate sea. Thus drifting afar to the dim-vaulted caves Where life and its ventures are laid, The dreamers who gaze while we battle the waves May see us in sunshine or shade ; Yet true to our course, though our shadow grow dark, We '11 trim our broad sail as before, And stand by the rudder that governs the bark, Nor ask how we look from the shore ! 48 THE AUTOCRAT Insanity is often the logic of an accurate mind overtasked. Good mental machinery ou;ht to break its own wheels and levers, if anything is thrust among them suddenly which tends to stop them or reverse their motion. A weak mind does not accu mulate force enough to hurt itself; stupidity often saves a man from going mad. We frequently see persons in insane hospitals, sent there in conse quence of what are called religious mental disturb ances. I confess that I think better of them than of many who hold the same notions, and keep their wits and appear to enjoy life very well, outside of the asylums. Any decent person ought to go mad, if he really holds such or such opinions. It is very much to his discredit in every jx>int of view, if he does not. What is the use of my saying what some of these opinions are ? Perhaps more than one of you hold such as I should think ought to send you straight over to Somerville, if you have any logic in your heads or any human feeling in your hearts. Anything that is brutal, cruel, heathenish, that makes life hopeless for the most of mankind and perhaps for entire races, any thing that assumes the necessity of the extermina tion of instincts which were given to be regulated, no matter by what name you call it, no mat ter whether a fakir, or a monk, or a deacon believes it, if received, ought to produce insanity in every well-regulated mind. That condition becomes a OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 49 normal one, under the circumstances. I am very much ashamed of some people for retaining their reason, when they know perfectly well that if they were not the most stupid or the most selfish of human beings, they would become non-compotes at once. [Nobody understood this but the theological student and the schoolmistress. They looked in telligently at each other ; but whether they were thinking about my paradox or not, I am not clear. It would be natural enough. Stranger things have happened. Love and Death enter boarding-houses without asking the price of board, or whether there is room for them. Alas, these young people are poor and pallid ! Love should be both rich and rosy, but must be either rich or rosy. Talk about military duty ! What is that to the warfare of a married maid-of-all-work, with the title of mistress, and an American female con stitution, which collapses just in the middle third of life, and comes out vulcanized India-rubber, if it happen to live through the period when health arid strength are most wanted ?] Have I ever acted in private theatricals ? Often. I have played the part of the " Poor Gen tleman," before a great many audiences, more, I trust, than I shall ever face again. I did not wear a stage-costume, nor a wig, nor mustaches of burnt cork ; but I was placarded and announced 4 50 THE AUTOCRAT as a public performer, and at the proper hour I came forward with the ballet-dancer's smile upon my countenance, and made my bow and acted my part. I have seen my name stuck up in letters so big that I was ashamed to show myself in the place by daylight. I have gone to a town with a sober literary essay in my pocket, and seen myself everywhere announced as the most desperate of buffos, one who was obliged to restrain himself in the full exercise of his powers, from prudential considerations. I have been through as many hardships as Ulysses, in the pursuit of my his trionic vocation. I have travelled in cars until the conductors all knew me like a brother. I have run off the rails, and stuck all night in snow-drifts, and sat behind females that would have the win dow open when one could not wink without his eyelids freezing together. Perhaps I shall give yoa some of my experiences one of these days ; I will not now, for I have something else for you, Private theatricals, as I have figured in them in country lyceum-halls, are one thing, and pri vate theatricals, as they may be seen in certain gilded and frescoed saloons of our metropolis, are another. Yes, it is pleasant to see real gentlemen and ladies, who do not think it necessary to mouth, and rant, and stride, like most of our stage heroes and heroines, in the characters which show off OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 51 their graces and talents ; most of all to see a fresh, unrouged, unspoiled, highbred young maiden, with a lithe figure, and a pleasant voice, acting in those love-dramas which make us young again to look upon, when real youth and beauty will play them for us. Of course I wrote the prologue I was asked to write. I did not see the play, though. I knew there was a young lady in it, and that somebody was in love with her, and she was in love with him, and somebody (an old tutor, I be lieve) wanted to interfere, and, very naturally, the young lad} 7 - was too sharp for him. The play of course ends charmingly ; there is a general recon ciliation, and all concerned form a line and take each other's hands, as people always do after they have made up their quarrels, and then the cur tain falls, if it does not stick, as it commonly does at private theatrical exhibitions, in which case a boy is detailed to pull it down, which he does, blushing violently. Now, then, for my prologue. I am not going to change my caesuras and cadences for anybody ; so if you do not like the heroic, or iambic trime ter brachy-catalectic, you had better not wait to hear it. THIS IS IT. A Prologue ? Well, of course the ladies know ; I have my doubts. No matter, here we go ! 52, THE AUTOCRAT What is a Prologue ? Let our Tutor teach : Pro means beforehand ; logos stands for speech. 'T is like the harper's prelude on the strings, The prima donna's courtesy ere she sings ; Prologues in metre are to other pros As worsted stockings are to engine-hose. " The world 's a stage," as Shakespeare said, one day ; The stage a world was what he meant to say. The outside world 's a blunder, that is clear , The real world that Nature meant is here. Here every foundling finds its lost mamma ; Each rogue, repentant, melts his stern papa ; Misers relent, the spendthrift's debts are paid, The cheats are taken in the traps they laid , One after one the troubles all are past Till the fifth act comes right side up at last, When the young couple, old folks, rogues, and all, Join hands, so happy at the curtain's fall. Here suffering virtue ever finds relief, And black-bi'owed ruffians always come to grief, When the lorn damsel, with a frantic screech, And cheeks as hueless as a brandy-peach, Cries, " Help, kyind Heaven ! " and drops upon her knees On the green baize, beneath the (canvas) trees, See to her side avenging Valor fly : " Ha ! Villain ! Draw ! Now, Terraitorr, yield or die ! " When the poor hero flounders in despair, Some dear lost uncle turns up millionnaire, Clasps the young scapegrace with paternal joy, Sobs on his neck, " My boy ! MY BOY ! ! MY BOY ! ! ! " Ours, then, sweet friends, the real world to-night. Of love that conquers in disaster's spite. Ladies, attend. While woful cares and doubt Wrong the soft passion in the world without, Though fortune scowl, though prudence interfere, One thing is certain : Love will triumph here I OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 53 Lords of creation, whom your ladies rule. The world's great masters, when you 're out of school, Learn the brief moral of our evening's play : Man has his will, but woman has her way ! While man's dull spirit toils in smoke and fire, Woman's swift instinct threads the electric wire, The magic bracelet stretched beneath the waves Beats the black giant with his score of slaves. All earthly powers confess your sovereign art But that one rebel, woman's wilful heart. All foes you master 5 but a woman's wit Lets daylight through you ere you know you're hit. So, just to picture what her art can do, Hear an old story made as good as new. Rudolph, professor of the headsman's trade, Alike was famous for his arm and blade. One day a prisoner Justice had to kill Knelt at the block to test the artist's skill. Bare-armed, swart-visaged, gaunt, and shaggy-browed, Rudolph the headsman rose above the crowd. His falchion lightened with a sudden gleam, As the pike's armor flashes in the stream. He sheathed his blade ; he turned as if to go ; The victim knelt, still waiting for the blow. 41 Why strikest not ? Perform thy murderous act," The prisoner said. (His voice was slightly cracked.) " Friend, I have struck," the artist straight replied 5 " Wait but one moment, and yourself decide." He held his snuff-box, " Now then, if you please I " The prisoner sniffed, and, with a crashing sneeze, Off his head tumbled, bowled along the floor, Bounced down the steps ; the prisoner said no more ! Woman ! thy falchion is a glittering eye ; If death lurks in it, how sweet to die ! Thou takest hearts as Rudolph took the head ; We die with love, and never dream we 're dead ! 54 THE AUTOCRAT The prologue went off very well, as I hear. No alterations were suggested by the lady to whom it was sent, so far as I know. Sometimes people criticise the poems one sends them, and suggest all sorts of improvements. Who was that silly body that wanted Burns to alter " Scots wha hae," so as to lengthen the last line, thus ? " Edward ! '' Chains and slavery ! Here is a little poem I sent a short time since to a committee for a certain celebration. I under stood that it was to be a festive and convivial oc casion, and ordered myself accordingly. It seems the president of the day was what is called a " teetotaller." I received a note from him in the following words, containing the copy subjoined, with the emendations annexed to it. " DEAR SIR, Your poem gives good satisfac tion to the committee. The sentiments expressed with reference to liquor are not, however, those generally entertained by this community. I have therefore consulted the clergyman of this place, who has made some slight changes, which he thinks will remove all objections, and keep the valuable portions of the poem. Please to inform me of your charge for said poem. Our means are limited, etc., etc., etc. " Yours with respect." OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 55 HERE IT IS, WITH THE SLIGHT ALTERATIONS! Come ! fill a fresh bumper, for why should we go logwood While the nectar still reddens our cups as they flow ? decoction Pour out the rich juic'js still bright with the sun, dye-stuff Till o'er the brimmed crystal the rubies shall run. half-ripened apples The purplj globad clusters their life-dews have bled j taste sugar of lead How sweet is the brotith of the fragrance they ahod ! rank poisons wines ! ! ! For summer's laot'rooQo lie hid in the wines, stable-boys smoking long-nines. That were garnered by maidojo who Iftughga-thre' the vinea. scowl howl scoff sneer Then a gmili*, and a gtee&, and a teast, and a cliovr strychnine and whiskey, and ratsbane and beer For all tho goo.l wine, and we've some of it hero-'. In cellar, in pantry, in attic, in hall, Down, down, with the tyrant that masters us all I Ltmg tivo the gay net'v f ttut that laugha fI am not conscious of any larceny. 60 THE AUTOCRAT Neither make too much of flaws and occasional overstatements. Some persons seem to think that absolute truth, in the form of rigidly stated propo sitions, is all that conversation admits. This is precisely as if a musician should insist on having nothing but perfect chords and simple melodies, no diminished fifths, no flat sevenths, no flourishes, on any account. Now it is fair to say, that, just as music must have all these, so conversation must have its partial truths, its embellished truths, its ex aggerated truths. It is in its higher forms an artis tic product, and admits the ideal element as much as pictures or statues. One man who is a little too literal can spoil the talk of a whole tableful of men of esprit. " Yes," you say, " but who wants to hear fanciful people's nonsense ? Put the facts to it, and then see where it is ! " Certainly, if a man is too fond of paradox, if he is flighty and empty, if, instead of striking those fifths and sevenths, those harmonious discords, often so much better than the twinned octaves, in the music of thought, if, instead of striking these, he jangles the chords, stick a fact into him like a stiletto. But remem ber that talking is one of the fine arts, the no blest, the most important, and the most difficult, and that its fluent harmonies may be spoiled by the intrusion of a single harsh note. Therefore conversation which is suggestive rather than argu mentative, which lets out the most of each talker's OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 61 results of thought, is commonly the pleasantest and the most profitable. It is not easy, at the best, for two persons talking together to make the most of each other's thoughts, there are so many of them. [The company looked as if they wanted an, explanation.] When John and Thomas, for instance, are talk^ ing together, it is natural enough that among the six there should be more or less confusion and misapprehension. [Our landlady turned pale ; no doubt she thought there was a screw loose in my intellects, and that involved the probable loss of a boarder. A severe-looking person, who wears a Spanish cloak and a sad cheek, fluted by the passions of the melodrama, whom I understand to be the profes sional ruffian of the neighboring theatre, alluded, with a certain lifting of the brow, drawing down of the corners of the mouth, and somewhat rasping voce di petto, to FalstafTs nine men in buckram. Everybody looked up. I believe the old gentle man opposite was afraid I should seize the carving- knife ; at any rate, he slid it to one side, as it were carelessly.] I think, I said, I can make it plain to Benjamin Franklin here, that there are at least six personal ities distinctly to be recognized as taking part in that dialogue between John and Thomas. Three Johns. 62 THE AUTOCRAT 1. The real John 5 known only to his Maker. 2. John's ideal John , never the real one, and often very unlike him. 3. Thomas's ideal John , never the real John, nor John's John, but often very unlike either. ( 1. The real Thomas. Three Thomases. -\ 2. Thomas's ideal Thomas. \^3. John's ideal Thomas. Only one of the three Johns is taxed ; only one can be weighed on a platform-balance ; but the other two are just as important in the conversa tion. Let us suppose the real John to be old, dull, and ill-looking. But as the Higher Powers have not conferred on men the gift of seeing themselves in the true light, John very possibly conceives him self to be youthful, witty, and fascinating, and talks from the point of view of this ideal. Thom as, again, believes him to be an artful rogue, we will say ; therefore he is, so far as Thomas's atti tude in the conversation is concerned, an artful rogue, though really simple and stupid. The same conditions apply to the three Thomases. It fol lows, that, until a man can be found who knows himself as his Maker knows him, or who sees him self as others see him, there must be at least six persons engaged in every dialogue between two. Of these, the least important, philosophically speaking, is the one that we have called the real OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 63 person. No wonder two disputants often get an gry, when there are six of them talking and lis tening all at the same time. [A very unphilosophical application of the above remarks was made by a young fellow, answering to the name of John, who sits near me at table. A certain basket of peaches, a rare vegetable, little known to boarding-houses, was on its way to me via this unlettered Johannes. He appropriated the three that remained in the basket, remarking that there was just one apiece for him. I convinced him that his practical inference was hasty and illogical, but in the mean time he had eaten the peaches.] The opinions of relatives as to a man's powers are very commonly of little value; not merely because they sometimes overrate their own flesh and blood, as some may suppose ; on the contrary, they are quite as likely to underrate those whom they have grown into the habit of consider ing like themselves. The advent of genius is like what florists style the breaking of a seedling tulip into what we may call high-caste colors, ten thousand dingy flowers, then one with the divine streak ; or, if you prefer it, like the coming up in old Jacob's garden of that most gentlemanly little fruit, the seckel pear, which I have sometimes seen in shop-windows. It is a surprise, there is noth ing to account for it. All at once we find that twice two make five. Nature is fond of what are 64 THE AUTOCRAT called " gift-enterprises." This little book of life which she has given into the hands of its joint possessors is commonly one of the old story-books bound over again. Only once in a great while there is a stately poem in it, or its leaves are illu minated with the glories of art, or they enfold a draft for untold values signed by the million-fold millionnaire old mother herself. But strangers are commonly the first to find the " gift " that came with the little book. It may be questioned whether anything can be conscious of its own flavor. Whether the musk- deer, or the civet-cat, or even a still more eloquent ly silent animal that might be mentioned, is aware of any personal peculiarity, may well be doubted. No man knows his own voice ; many men do not know their own profiles. Every one remembers Carlyle's famous " Characteristics " article ; allow for exaggerations, and there is a great deal in his doctrine of the self-unconsciousness of genius. It comes under the great law just stated. This incapacity of knowing its own traits is often found in the family as well as in the individual. So never mind what your cousins, brothers, sisters, uncles, aunts, and the rest say about that fine poem you have written, but send it (postage-paid) to the editors, if there are any, of the " Atlantic," which, by the way, is not so called, because it is a notion, as some dull wits wish they had said, but are too late. OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 65 Scientific knowledge, even in the most modest persons, has mingled with it a something which partakes of insolence. Absolute, peremp tory facts are bullies, and those who keep company with them are apt to get a bullying habit of mind ; not of manners, perhaps ; they may be soft and smooth, but the smile they carry has a quiet asser tion in it, such as the Champion of the Heavy Weights, commonly the best-natured, but not the most diffident of men, wears upon what he very inelegantly calls his " mug." Take the man, for instance, who deals in the mathematical sciences. There is no elasticity in a mathematical fact; if you bring up against it, it never yields a hair's breadth ; everything must go to pieces that comes in collision with it. What the mathematician knows being absolute, unconditional, incapable of suffering question, it should tend, in the nature of things, to breed a despotic way of thinking. So of those who deal with the palpable and often un mistakable facts of external nature ; only in a less degree. Every probability and most of our common, working beliefs are probabilities is pro vided with buffers at both ends, which break the force of opposite opinions clashing against it ; but scientific certainty has no spring in it, no courtesy, no possibility of yielding. All this must react oil the minds which handle these forms of truth. O, you need not tell me that Messrs. A. S 66 THE AUTOCRAT and B. are the most gracious, unassuming people in the world, and yet pre-eminent in the ranges of science I am referring to. I know that as well as you. But mark this which I am going to say once for all : If I had not force enough to project a principle full in the face of the half-dozen most obvious facts which seem to contradict it, I would think only in single file from this day forward. A rash man, once visiting a certain noted insti tution at South Boston, ventured to express the sentiment, that man is a rational being. An old woman who was an attendant in the Idiot School contradicted the statement, and appealed to the facts before the speaker to disprove it. The rash man stuck to his hasty generalization, notwith standing. [ It is my desire to be useful to those with whom I am associated in my daily relations. I not unfrequently practise the divine art of music in company with our landlady's daughter, who, as I mentioned before, is the owner of an accordion. Having myself a well-marked barytone voice of more than half an octave in compass, I sometimes add my vocal powers to her execution of " Thou, thou reign'st in this bosom," not, however, unless her mother or some other discreet female is present, to prevent misinterpre tation or remark. I have also taken a good deal OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 67 of interest in Benjamin Franklin, before referred to, sometimes called B. F., or more frequently Frank, in imitation of that felicitous abbreviation, combining dignity and convenience, adopted by some of his betters. My acquaintance with the French language is very imperfect, I having never studied it anywhere but in Paris, which is awk ward, as B. F. devotes himself to it with the pecul iar advantage of an Alsacian teacher. The boy, I think, is doing well, between us, notwithstand ing. The following is an uncorrected French ex ercise, written by this young gentleman. His mother thinks it very creditable to his abilities ; though, being unacquainted with the French lan guage, her judgment cannot be considered final. LE RAT DES SALONS A. LECTURE. Ce rat 91 est un animal fort singulier. Tl a deux pattes de derriere sur lesquelles il marche, et deux pattes de devant dont il fait usage pour tenir les jour- naux. Get animal a la peau noire pour le plupart, et porte un cercle blanchatre autour de son cou. On le trouve tous les jours aux dits salons, ou il demeure, digere, s'il y a de quoi dans son interieur, respire, tousse, eternue, dort, et ronfle quelquefois, ayant tou- jours le semblant de lire. On ne sait pas s'il a une aulre gite que eela. II a Pair d'une bete tres stupide, mais il est d'une sagacite et d'une vitesse extraordi naire quand il s'agit de saisir un journal nouveau. On ne suit pas pourquoi il lit, parcequ'il ne parait pas avoir des idees. II vocalise rarement, mais en re- 68 THE AUTOCRAT vanche, il fait des bruits nasaux divers. II porte un crayon dans une de ses poches pectorales, avec lequel il fait des marques sur les bords des journaux et des livres, semblable aux suivans : ! ! ! Bah ! Pooh ! II ne faut pas cependant les prendre pour des signes d' intelligence. II ne vole pas, ordinairement; il fait rarement meme des echanges de parapluie, et jamais de chapeau, parceque son chapeau a toujours un caractere specifique. On ne sait pas au juste ce dont il ?e nourrit. Feu Cuvier e"tait d'avis que c'etait de 1'odeur du cuir des reliures; ce qu'on dit d'etre une nourriture animale fort saine, et peu chere. II vit bien longtems. Enfin il meure, en laissant a ses he"ritiers une carte du Salon a Lecture ou il avait exist^ pendant sa vie. On pretend qu'il revient toutes les nuits, apres la mort, visiter le Salon. On peut le voir, dit on, a minuit, dans sa place habituelle, tenant le journal du soir, et ayant a sa main un crayon de charbon. Le lendemain on trouve des caracteres inconnus sur les bords du journal. Ce qui prouve que le spiritualisme est vrai, et que Messieurs les Professeurs de Cambridge sont des imbeciles qui ne savent rien du tout, du tout. I think this exercise, which I have not cor rected, or allowed to be touched in any way, is not discreditable to B. F. You observe that he is acquiring a knowledge of zoology at the same time that he is learning French. Fathers of fami lies in moderate circumstances will find it profit able to their children, and an economical mode of instruction, to set them to revising and amending this boy's exercise. The passage was originally OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 69 taken from the " Histoire Naturelle des Betes Ruminans et Rongeurs, Bipedes et Autres," lately published in Paris. This was translated into English and published in London. It was re- published at Great Pedlington, with notes and additions by the American editor. The notes consist of an interrogation-mark on page 53d, and a reference (p. 127th) to another book "edited" by the same hand. The additions consist of the editor's name on the title-page and back, with a complete and authentic list of said editor's honor ary titles in the first of these localities. Our boy translated the translation back into French. This may be compared with the original, to be found on Shelf 13, Division X, of the Public Library of this metropolis.] Some of you boarders ask me from time to time why I don't write a story, or a novel, or something of that kind. Instead of answering each one of you separately, I will thank you to step up into the wholesale department for a few moments, where I deal in answers by the piece and by the bale. That every articulately-speaking human being has in him stuff for one novel in three volumes duodecimo has long been with me a cherished be lief. It has been maintained, on the other hand, that many persons cannot write more than one novel, that all after that are likely to be failures. 70 THE AUTOCRAT Life is so much more tremendous a thing in its heights and depths than any transcript of it can be, that all records of human experience are as so many bound herbaria to the innumerable glowing, glistening, rustling, breathing, fragrance-laden, poi son-sucking, life-giving, death-distilling leaves and flowers of the forest and the prairies. All we can do with books of human experience is to make them alive again with something borrowed from our own lives. We can make a book alive for us just in proportion to its resemblance in essence or in form to our own experience. Now an author's first novel is naturally drawn, to a great extent, from his personal experiences ; that is, is a literal copy of nature under various slight disguises. But the moment the author gets out of his person ality, he must have the creative power, as well as the narrative art and the sentiment, in order to tell a living story; and this is rare. Besides, there is great danger that a man's first life-story shall clean him out, so to speak, of his best thoughts. Most lives, though their stream is loaded with sand and turbid with alluvial waste, drop a few golden grains of wisdom as they flow along. Oftentimes a single cradling gets them all, and after that the poor man's labor is only rewarded by mud and worn pebbles. All which proves that I, as an individual of the human fam ily, could write one novel or story at any rate, if I would. OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 71 Why don't I, then ? Well, there are several reasons against it. In the first place, I should tell all my secrets, and I maintain that verse is the proper medium for such revelations. Rhythm and rhyme and the harmonies of musical language, the play of fancy, the fire of imagina tion, the flashes of passion, so hide the nakedness of a heart laid open, that hardly any confession, transfigured in the luminous halo of poetry, is reproached as self-exposure. A beauty shows herself under the chandeliers, protected by the glitter of her diamonds, with such a broad snow drift of white arms and shoulders laid bare, that, were she unadorned and in plain calico, she would be unendurable, in the opinion of the ladies. Again, I am terribly afraid I should show up all my friends. I should like to know if all story tellers do not do this ? Now I am afraid all my friends would not bear showing up very well ; for they have an average share of the common weak ness of humanity, which I am pretty certain would come out. Of all that have told stories among us there is hardly one I can recall who has not drawn too faithfully some living portrait that might better have been spared. Once more, I have sometimes thought it possi ble I might be too dull to write such a story as I should wish to write. And finally, I think it very likely I shall write 72 THE AUTOCRAT a story one of these days. J)on't be surprised at any time, if you see me coming out with " The Schoolmistress," or " The Old Gentleman Oppo site/' [Oar schoolmistress and our old gentleman that sits opposite had left the table before I said this.] I want my glory for writing the same dis counted now, on the spot, if you please. I will write when I get ready. How many people live on the reputation of the reputation they might have made ! 1 saw you smiled when I spoke about the possibility of my being too dull to write a good story. I don't pretend to know what you meant by it, but I take occasion to make a remark which may hereafter prove of value to some among you. When one of us who has been led by native vanity or senseless flattery to think himself or her self possessed of talent arrives at the full and final conclusion that he or she is really dull, it is one of the most tranquillizing and blessed convictions that can enter a mortal's mind. All our failures, our short-comings, our strange disappointments in the effect of our efforts are lifted from our bruised shoulders, and fall, like Christian's pack, at the feet of that Omnipotence which has seen fit to deny us the pleasant gift of high intelligence, with which one look may overflow us in some wider sphere of being. How sweetly and honestly one said to ma OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 73 the other day, " I hate books ! " A gentleman, singularly free from affectations, not learned, of course, but of perfect breeding, which is often so much better than learning, by no means dull, in the sense of knowledge of the world and society, but certainly not clever either in the arts or sciences, his company is pleasing to all who know him. I did not recognize in him inferiority of literary taste half so distinctly as I did sim plicity of character and fearless acknowledgment of his inaptitude for scholarship. In fact, I think there are a great many gentlemen and others, who read with a mark to keep their place, that really " hate books," but 'never had the wit to find it out, or the manliness to own it. [Entre nous, I always read with a mark.] We get into a way of thinking as if what we call an " intellectual man " was, as a matter of course, made up of nine tenths, or thereabouts, of book-learning, and one tenth himself. But even if he is actually so compounded, he need not read much. Society is a strong solution of books. It draws the virtue out of what is best worth read ing, as hot water draws the strength of tea- leaves. If I were a prince, I would hire or buy a private literary teapot, in which I would steep all the leaves of new books that promised well. The infusion would do for me without the vegetable fibre. You understand me ; I would have a per- 74 THE AUTOCRAT. son whose sole business should be to read day and night, and talk to me whenever I wanted him to. I know the man I would have : a quick-witted out-spoken, incisive fellow ; knows history, or at any rate has a shelf full of books about it, which he can use handily, and the same of all useful arts and sciences; knows all the common plots of plays and novels, and the stock company of char acters that are continually coming on in new cos tume ; can give you a criticism of an octavo in an epithet and a wink, and you can depend on it ; cares for nobody except for the virtue there is in what he says ; delights in taking off big wigs and professional gowns, and in the disembalming and unbandaging of all literary mummies. Yet he is as tender and reverential to all that bears the mark of genius, that is, of a new influx of truth or beauty, as a nun over her missal. In short, he is one of those men that know everything except how to make a living. Him would I keep on the square next my own royal compartment on life's chessboard. To him I would push up another pawn, in the shape of a comely and wise young woman, whom he would of course take to wife. For all contingencies I would liberally provide. In a word, I would, in the plebeian, but expressive phrase, " put him through " all the material part of life ; see him sheltered, warmed, fed, button- mended, and all that, just to be able to lay on his OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 75 talk when I liked, with the privilege of shutting it off at will. A Club is the next best thing to this, strung like a harp, with about a dozen ringing intelligen ces, each answering to some chord of the macro cosm. They do well to dine together once in a while. A dinner-party made up of such elements is the last triumph of civilization ovr barbarism. Nature and art combine to charm the senses ; the equatorial zone of the system is soothed by well- studied artifices ; the faculties are off duty, and fall into their natural attitudes ; you see wisdom in slippers and science in a short jacket. The whole course of conversation depends on how much you can take for granted. Vulgar chess-players have to play their game out ; nothing short of the brutality of an actual checkmate satis fies their dull apprehensions. But look at two masters of that noble game ! White stands well enough, so far as you can see ; but Red says, Mate in six moves ; White looks, nods ; the game is over. Just so in talking with first- rate men ; especially when they are good-natured and expansive, as they are apt to be at table. That blessed clairvoyance which sees into things without opening them, that glorious license, which, having shut the door and driven the re porter from its key-hole, calls upon Truth, majes tic virgin ! to get off from her pedestal and drop 76 THE AUTOCRAT her academic poses, and take a festive garland and the vacant place on the medius lectus, that car nival-shower of questions and replies and com ments, large axioms bowled over the mahogany like bombshells from professional mortars, and ex plosive wit dropping its trains of many-colored fire, and the mischief-making rain of bon-bons pelting everybody that shows himself, the pict ure of a truly intellectual banquet is one which the old Divinities might well have attempted to reproduce in their " Oh, oh, oh ! " cried the young fellow whom they call John, " that is from one of your lectures ! " I know it, I replied, I concede it, I confess it, I proclaim it. " The trail of the serpent is over them all ! " All lecturers, all professors, all schoolmasters, have ruts and grooves in their minds into which their conversation is perpetually sliding. Did you never, in riding through the woods of a still June evening, suddenly feel that you had passed into a warm stra tum of air, and in a minute or two strike the chill layer of atmosphere beyond ? Did you never, in cleaving the green waters of the Back Bay, where the Provincial blue-noses are in the habit of beating the " Metropolitan " boat-clubs, find yourself in a tepid streak, a narrow, local gulf- OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 77 stream, a gratuitous warm-bath a little underdone, through which your glistening shoulders soon flashed, to bring you back to the cold realities of full-sea temperature'* Just so, in talking with any of the characters above referred to, one not unfrequently finds a sudden change in the style of the conversation. The lack-lustre eye, rayless as a Beacon Street door-plate in August, all at once fills with light ; the face flings itself wide open like the church-portals when the bride and bridegroom enter ; the little man grows in stature before your eyes, like the small prisoner with hair on end, be loved yet dreaded of early childhood ; you were talking with a dwarf and an imbecile, you have a giant and a trumpet-tongued angel before you ! Nothing but a streak out of a fifty-dollar lect ure. As when, at some unlooked-for moment, the mighty fountain-column springs into the air be fore the astonished passer-by, silver-footed, dia mond-crowned, rainbow-scarfed, from the bosom of that fair sheet, sacred to the hymns of quiet batrachians at home, and the epigrams of a less amiable and less elevated order of reptilia in other latitudes. Who was that person that was so abused some time since for saying that in the conflict of two races our sympathies naturally go with the higher 1 No matter who he was. Now look at what is going on in India, a white, superior 7 8 THE AUTOCRAT " Caucasian " race, against a dark-skinned, inferior, but still " Caucasian " race, and where are Eng lish and American sympathies ? We can't stop to settle all the doubtful questions ; all we know is, that the brute nature is sure to come out most strongly in the lower race, and it is the general law that the human side of humanity should treat the brutal side as it does the same nature in the inferior animals, tame it or crush it. The India mail brings stories of women and children outraged and murdered ; the royal stronghold is in the hands of the babe-killers. England takes down the Map of the World, which she has girdled with empire, and makes a correction thus : Dfit^f Dele. The civ ilized world says, Amen. Do not think, because I talk to you of many subjects briefly, that I should not find it much lazier work to take each one of them and dilute it down to an essay. Borrow some of my old college themes and water my remarks to suit yourselves, as the Homeric heroes did with their melas oinos, that black, sweet, sirupy wine (?) which they used to alloy with three parts or more of the flowing stream. [Could it have been melas- ses, as Webster and his provincials spell it, or Molossa's, as dear old smattering, chattering, would- be- College-President, Cotton Mather, has it in the " Magnalia " ? Ponder thereon, ye small antiqua ries, who make barn-door-fowl flights of learning OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 79 in " Notes and Queries ! " ye Historical Societies, in one of whose venerable triremes I, too, ascend the stream of time, while other hands tug at the oars ! ye Amines of parasitical literature, who pick up your grains of native-grown food with a bodkin, having gorged upon less honest fare, until, like the great minds Goethe speaks of, you have " made a Golgotha " of your pages ! ponder thereon !] Before you go, this morning, I want to read you a copy of verses. You will understand by the title that they are written in an imaginary character. I don't doubt they will fit some family- man well enough. I send it forth as " Oak Hall " projects a coat, on a priori grounds of conviction that it will suit somebody. There is no loftier illustration of faith than this. It believes that a soul has been clad in flesh ; that tender parents have fed and nurtured it; that its mysterious com- pages or framework has survived its myriad expos ures and reached the stature of maturity ; that the Man, now self-determining, has given in his adhe sion to the traditions and habits of the race in favor of artificial clothing ; that he will, having all the world to choose from, select the very locality where this audacious generalization has been acted upon. It builds a garment cut to the pattern of an Idea, and trusts that Nature will model a material shape to fit it. There is a prophecy in every seam, and go THE AUTOCRAT its pockets are full of inspiration. Now hear the verses. THE OLD MAN DREAMS. for one hour of youthful joy ! Give back my twentieth spring ! I'd rather laugh a bright-haired boy Than reign a gray-beard king ! Off with the wrinkled spoils of age ! Away with learning's crown ! Tear out life's wisdom-written page, And dash its trophies down ! One moment let my life-blood stream From boyhood's fount of flame ! Give me one giddy, reeling dream Of life all love and fame ! My listening angel heard the prayer, And calmly smiling, said, " If I but touch thy silvered hair, Thy hasty wish hath sped. " But is there nothing in thy track To bid thee fondly stay, While the swift seasons hurry back To find the wished-for day ? " Ah, truest soul of womankind ! Without thee, what were life ? One bliss I cannot leave behind : I '11 take my precious wife ! The angel took a sapphire pen And wrote in rainbow dew, " The man would be a boy again, And be a husband too ! " OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 81 " And is there nothing yet unsaid Before the change appears ? Remember, all their gifts have fled With those dissolving years ! " Why, yes , for memory would recall My fond paternal joys ; I could not bear to leave them all ; I T ll take my girl and boys ! The smiling angel dropped his pen, " Why this will never do 5 The man would be a boy again, And be a father too ! " And so I laughed, my laughter woke The household with its noise, ind wrote my dream, when morning broke, To please the gray-haired boys. 82 THE AUTOCRAT IV. AM so well pleased with my boarding- house that I intend to remain there, perhaps for years. Of course I shall have a great many conversations to re port, and they will necessarily be of different tone and on different subjects. The talks are like the breakfasts, sometimes dipped toast, and some times dry. You must take them as they come. How can I do what all these letters ask me to ? No. 1. wants serious and earnest thought. No. 2. (letter smells of bad cigars) must have more jokes ; wants me to tell a " good storey " which he has copied out for me. (I suppose two letters before the word " good " refer to some Doctor of Divinity who told the story.) No. 3. (in female hand) more poetry. No. ,4. wants something that would be of use to a practical man. (Prahctical mahn he probably pronounces it.) No. 5. (gilt-edged, sweet-scented) " more sentiment," "heart's outpourings. " My dear friends, one and all, I can do nothing but report such remarks as I happen to have made at our breakfast-table. Their character will depend OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 83 on many accidents, a good deal on the particu lar persons in the company to whom they were addressed. It so happens that those which follow were mainly intended for the divinity-student and the school-mistress ; though others, whom I need not mention, saw fit to interfere, with more or less propriety, in the conversation. This is one of my privileges as a talker ; and of course, if I was not talking for our whole company, I don't expect all the readers of this periodical to be interested in my notes of what was said. Still, I think there may be a few that will rather like this vein, possibly prefer it to a livelier one, serious young men and young women generally, in life's roseate parenthesis from years of age to in clusive. Another privilege of talking is to misquote. Of course it was n't Proserpina that actually cut the yellow hair, but Iris. (As I have since told you) it was the former lady's regular business, but Dido had used herself ungenteelly, and Madame d'Enfer stood firm on the point of etiquette. So the bathycolpian Here Juno, in Latin sent down Iris instead. But I was mightily pleased to see that one of the gentlemen that do the heavy articles for the celebrated " Oceanic Miscellany " misquoted Campbell's line without any excuse. " Waft us home the message " of course it ought to be. Will he be duly grateful for the correction ? ] 8 4 THE AUTOCRAT The more we study the body and the mind, the more we find both to be governed, not by, but according to laws, such as we observe in the larger universe. You think you know all about walking, don't you, now ? Well, how do you suppose your lower limbs are held to your body ? They are sucked up by two cupping vessels, (" cotyloid " cup-like cavities,) and held there as long as you live, and longer. At any rate, you think you move them backward and forward at such a rate as your will determines, don't you ? On the con trary, they swing just as any other pendulums swing, at a fixed rate, determined by their length. You can alter this by muscular power, as you can take hold of the pendulum of a clock and make it move faster or slower; but your ordinary gait is timed by the same mechanism as the movements of the solar system. [My friend, the Professor, told me all this, refer ring me to certain German physiologists by the name of Weber for proof of the facts, which, how ever, he said he had often verified. I appropriated it to my own use ; what can one do better than this, when one has a friend that tells him anything worth remembering ? The Professor seems to think that man and the general powers of the universe are in partnership. Some one was saying that it had cost nearly half a million to move the Leviathan onlv so far as they OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 85 had got it already. Why, said the Professor, they might have hired an EARTHQUAKE for less money ! ] Just as we find a mathematical rule at the bot tom of many of the bodily movements, just so thought may be supposed to have its regular cy cles. Such or such a thought comes round peri odically, in its turn. Accidental suggestions, how ever, so far interfere with the regular cycles, that we may find them practically beyond our power of recognition. Take all this for what it is worth, but at any rate you will agree that there are cer tain particular thoughts that do not come up once a day, nor once a week, but that a year would hardly go round without your having them pass through your mind. Here is one which comes up at intervals in this way. Some one speaks of it, and there is an instant and eager smile of assent in the listener or listeners. Yes, indeed; they have often been struck by it. All at once a conviction flashes through us that we have been in the same precise circumstances as at the present instant, once or many times before. O dear, yes ! said one of the company, everybody has had that feeling. The landlady did n't know anything about such notions ; it was an idee in folks' heads, she expected. The schoolmistress said, in a hesitating sort of way, that she knew the feeling well, and did n't like 86 THE AUTOCRAT to experience it ; it made her think she was a ghost, sometimes. The young fellow whom they call John said he knew all about it; he had just lighted a cheroot the other day, when a tremendous conviction all at once came over him that he had done just that same thing ever so many times before. I looked severely at him, and his countenance immediately fell on the side toward me ; I cannot answer for the other, for he can wink and laugh with either half of his face without the other half's knowing it. 1 have noticed I went on to say the following circumstances connected with these sud den impressions. First, that the condition which seems to be the duplicate of a former one is often very trivial, one that might have presented itself a hundred times. Secondly, that the impression is very evanescent, and that it is rarely, if ever, re called by any voluntary effort, at least after any time has elapsed. Thirdly, that there is a disincli nation to record the circumstances, and a sense of incapacity to reproduce the state of mind in words. Fourthly, I have often felt that the duplicate condi tion had not only occurred once before, but that it was familiar and, as it seemed, habitual. Lastly, I have had the same convictions in my dreams. How do I account for it ? Why, there are sev eral ways that I can mention, and you may take your choice. The first is that which the young OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 87 lady hinted at ; that these flashes are sudden rec ollections of a previous existence. I don't believe that ; for I remember a poor student I used to know- told me he had such a conviction one day when he was blacking his boots, and I can't think he had ever lived in another world where they use Day and Martin. Some think that Dr. Wigan's doctrine of the brain's being a double organ, its hemispheres work ing together like the two eyes, accounts for it. One of the hemispheres hangs fire, they suppose, and the small interval between the perceptions of the nimble and the sluggish half seems an indefinitely long period, and therefore the second perception appears to be the copy of another, ever so old. But even allowing the centre of perception to be double, I can see no good reason for supposing this indefi nite lengthening of the time, nor any analogy that bears it out. It seems to me most likely that the coincidence of circumstances is very partial, but that we take this partial resemblance for identity, as we occasionally do resemblances of persons. A momentary posture of circumstances is so far like some preceding one that we accept it as exactly the same, just as we accost a stranger occasionally, mistaking him for a friend. The apparent similar ity may be owing perhaps, quite as much to the mental state at the time, as to the outward circum stances. 88 THE AUTOCRAT Here is another of these curiously recur ring remarks. I have said it, and heard it many times, and occasionally met with something like it in books, somewhere in Bulwer's novels, I think, and in one of the works of Mr. Olmsted, I know. Memory, imagination, old sentiments and associations, are more readily reached through the sense of SMELL than by almost any other channel. Of course the particular odors which act upon each person's susceptibilities differ. yes ! I will tell you some of mine. The smell of phos phorus is one of them. During a year or two of adolescence I used to be dabbling in chemistry a good deal, and as about that time I had my little aspirations and passions like another, some of these things got mixed up with each other: orange-col ored fumes of nitrous acid, and visions as bright and transient ; reddening litmus-paper, and blush ing cheeks ; eheu ! ** Soles occidere et re dire possunt," but there is no reagent that will redden the faded roses of eighteen hundred and spare them ! But, as I was saying, phosphorus fires this train of associations in an instant ; its luminous vapors with their penetrating odor throw me into a trance ; it comes to me in a double sense " trailing clouds of glory." Only the confounded Vienna matches, ohm phosphor-geruch, have worn my sensibilities a little. OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 89 Then there is the marigold. When I was of smallest dimensions, and wont to ride impacted between the knees of fond parental pair, we would sometimes cross the bridge to the next village-town and stop opposite a low, brown, " gambrel-roofed " cottage. Out of it would come one Sally, sister of its swarthy tenant, swarthy herself, shady-lipped, sad-voiced, and, bending over her flower-bed, would gather a " posy/' as she called it, for the little boy. Sally lies in the churchyard with a slab of blue slate at her head, lichen-crusted, and leaning a little within the last few years. Cottage, garden-beds, posies, grenadier-like rows of seedling onions, stateliest of vegetables, all are gone, but the breath of a marigold brings them all back to me. Perhaps the herb everlasting, the fragrant immor telle of our autumn fields, has the most suggestive odor to me of all those that set me dreaming. I can hardly describe the strange thoughts and emo tions that come to me as I inhale the aroma of its pale, dry, rustling flowers. A something it has of sepulchral spicery, as if it had been brought from the core of some great pyramid, where it had lain on the breast of a mummied Pharaoh. Something, too, of immortality in the sad, faint sweetness lingering so long in its lifeless petals. Yet this does not tell why it fills my eyes with tears and carries me in blissful thought to the banks of asphodel that border the River of Life. 9 o THE AUTOCRAT 1 should not have talked so much about these personal susceptibilities, if I had not a re mark to make about them which I believe is a new one. It is this. There may be a physical reason for the strange connection between the sense of smell and the mind. The olfactory nerve so my friend, the Professor, tells me is the only one directly connected with the hemispheres of the brain, the parts in which, as we have every reason to believe, the intellectual processes are performed. To speak more truly, the olfactory " nerve " is not a nerve at all, he says, but a part of the brain, in intimate connection with its anterior lobes. Whether this anatomical arrangement is at the bottom of the facts I have mentioned, I will not decide, but it is curious enough to be worth re membering. Contrast the sense of taste, as a source of suggestive impressions, with that of smell. Now the Professor assures me that you will find the nerve of taste has no immediate connection with the brain proper, but only with the prolongation of the spinal cord. [The old gentleman opposite did not pay much attention, I think, to this hypothesis of mine. But while I was speaking about the sense of smell he nestled about in his seat, and presently succeeded in getting out a large red bandanna handkerchief. Then he lurched a little to the other side, and after much tribulation at last extricated an ample round OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 91 snuffbox. I looked as he opened it and felt for the wonted pugil. Moist rappee, and a Tonka-bean lying therein. I made the manual sign understood of all mankind that use the precious dust, and pres ently my brain, too, responded to the long unused stimulus. O boys, that were, actual papas and possible grandpapas, some of you with crowns like billiard-balls, some in locks of sa ble silvered, and some of silver sabled, do you remember, as you doze over this, those after-dinners at the Trois Freres, when the Scotch-plaided snuff box went round, and the dry Lundy-Foot tickled its way along into our happy sensoria ? Then it was that the Chambertin or the Clos Vougeot came in, slumbering in its straw cradle. And one among you, do you remember how he would have a bit of ice always in his Burgundy, and sit tinkling it against the sides of the bubble-like glass, saying that he was hearing the cow-bells as he used to hear them, when the deep-breathing kine came home at twilight from the huckleberry pasture, in the old home a thousand leagues towards the sunset ?] Ah me ! what strains and strophes of unwritten verse pulsate through my soul when I open a cer tain closet in the ancient house where I was born ! On its shelves used to lie bundles of sweet-mar joram and pennyroyal and lavender and mint and catnip ; there apples were stored until their seeds 92 THE AUTOCRAT should grow black, which happy period there were sharp little milk-teeth always ready to anticipate ; there peaches lay in the dark, thinking of the sun shine they had lost, until, like the hearts of saints that dream of heaven in their sorrow, they grew fragrant as the breath 'of angels. The odorous echo of a score of dead summers lingers yet in those dim recesses. Do I remember Byron's line about " strik ing the electric chain " 1 To be sure I do. I sometimes think the less the hint that stirs the automatic machinery of association, the more easily this moves us. What can be more trivial than that old story of opening the folio Shakespeare that used to lie in some ancient English hall and find ing the flakes of Christmas pastry between its leaves, shut up in them perhaps a hundred years ago ? And, lo ! as one looks on these poor relics of a bygone generation, the universe changes in the twinkling of an eye ; old George the Second is back again, and the elder Pitt is coming into power, and General Wolfe is a fine, promising young man, and over the Channel they are pulling the Sieur Da- miens to pieces with wild horses, and across the Atlantic the Indians are tomahawking Hirams and Jonathans and Jonases at Fort William Henry ; all the dead people who have been in the dust so long even to the stout-armed cook that made the pas try are alive again ; the planet unwinds a hun- OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 93 dred of its luminous coils, and the precession of the equinoxes is retraced on the dial of heaven J And all this for a bit of pie-crust ! 1 will thank you for that pie, said the provoking young fellow whom I have named re peatedly. He looked at it for' a moment, and put his hands to his eyes as if moved. I was think ing, he said indistinctly How * What is 't ? said our landlady. 1 was thinking, said he, who was king of England when this old pie was baked, and it made me feel bad to think how long he must have been dead. [Our landlady is a decent body, poor, and a widow, of course ; cela va sans dire. She told me her story once ; it was as if a grain of corn that had been ground and bolted had tried to individualize itself by a special narrative. There was the woo ing and the wedding, the start in life, the dis appointment, the children she had buried, the struggle against fate, the dismantling of life, first of its small luxuries, and then of its comforts, the broken spirits, the altered character of the one on whom she leaned, and at last the death that came and drew the black curtain between her and all her earthly hopes. I never laughed at my landlady after she had told me her story, but I often cried, not those pattering tears that run off the eaves upon our 9 4 THE AUTOCRAT neighbors' grounds, the stillicidium of self-con scious sentiment, but those which steal noiselessly through their conduits until they reach the cis terns lying round about the heart ; those tears that we weep inwardly with unchanging features ; such I did shed for her often when the imps of the boarding-house Inferno tugged at her soul with their red-hot pincers.] Young man, I said, the pasty you speak lightly of is not old, but courtesy to those who labor to serte us, especially if they are of the weaker sex, is very old, and yet well worth re taining. May I recommend to you the following caution, as a guide, whenever you are dealing with a woman, or an artist, or a poet, if you are handling an editor or politician, it is superfluous advice. I take it from the back of one of those little French toys which contain pasteboard fig ures moved by a small running stream of fine sand ; Benjamin Franklin will translate it for you : " Quoiqu'dle solt tres solidement montee, il faut ne pas BRUTALISER la machine." I will thank you for the pie, if you please. [I took more of it than was good for me, as much as 85, I should think, and had an indi gestion in consequence. While I was suffering from it, I wrote some sadly desponding poems, and a theological essay which took a very melan choly view of creation. When I got better I OP THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 95 labelled them all " Pie-crust," and laid them by as scarecrows and solemn warnings. I have a number of books on my shelves that I should like to label with some such title ; but, as they have great names on their title-pages, Doctors of Divinity, some of them, it would n't do.] My friend, the Professor, whom I have mentioned to you once or twice, told me yester day that somebody had been abusing him in some of the journals of his calling. I told him that I did n't doubt he deserved it ; that I hoped he did deserve a little abuse occasionally, and would for a number of years to come ; that nobody could do anything to make his neighbors wiser or better without being liable to abuse for it; especially that people haled to have their little mistakes made fun of, and perhaps he had been doing something of the kind. The Professor smiled. Now, said I, hear what I am going to say. It will not take many years to bring you to the period of life when men, at least the majority of writing and talking men, do nothing but praise. Men, like peaches and pears, grow sweet a little while before they begin to decay. I don't know what it is, whether a spontaneous change, men tal or bodily, or \vhether it is thorough experience of the thanklessness of critical honesty, but it is a fact, that most writers, except sour and unsuc cessful ones, get tired of finding fault at about the 96 THE AUTOCRAT time when they are beginning to grow old. A? a general thing, I would not give a great deal for the fair words of a critic, if he is himself an author, over fifty years of age. At thirty we are all try ing to cut our names in big letters upon the walls of this tenement of life; twenty years later we have carved it, or shut up our jackknives. Then we are ready to help others, and care less to hin der any, because nobody's elbows are in our way. So I am glad you have a little life left; you will be saccharine enough in a few years. Some of the softening effects of advancing age have struck me very much in what I have heard or seen here and elsewhere. I just now spoke of the sweetening process that authors un dergo. Do you know that in the gradual passage from maturity to helplessness the harshest char acters sometimes have a period in which they are gentle and placid as young children ? I have heard it said, but I cannot be sponsor for its truth, that the famous chieftain, Lochiel, was rocked in a cradle like a baby, in his old age. An old man, whose studies had been of the severest scholastic kind, used to love to hear little nursery-stories read over and over to him. One who saw the Duke of Wellington in his last years describes him as very gentle in his aspect and demeanor. I remember a person of singularly stern and lofty bearing who became remarkably gracious and OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 97 easy in all his ways in the later period of his life. And that leads me to say that men often re mind me of pears in their way of coming to matu rity. Some are ripe at twenty, like human Jar gonelles, and must be made the most of, for their day is soon over. Some come into their perfect condition late, like the autumn kinds, and they last better than the summer fruit. And some, that, like the Winter-Nelis, have been hard and uninviting until all the rest have had their season, get their glow and perfume long after the frost and snow have done their worst with the orchards. Beware of rash criticisms ; the rough and stringent fruit you condemn may be an autumn or a winter pear, and that which you picked up beneath the same bough in August may have been only its worm-eaten windfalls. Milton was a Saint-Ger main with a graft of the roseate Early-Catherine. Rich, juicy, lively, fragrant, russet-skinned old Chaucer was an Easter-Beurre ; the buds of a new summer were swelling when he ripened. There is no power I envy so much said the divinity-student as that of seeing analogies and making comparisons. I don't understand how it is that some minds are continually coupling thoughts or objects that seem not in the least re lated to each other, until all at once they are put in a certain light, and you wonder that you did 7 98 THE AUTOCRAT not always see that they were as like as a pair of twins. It appears to me a sort of miraculous gift. [He is rather a nice young man, and I think has an appreciation of the higher mental qualities re* markable for one of his years and training. I try his head occasionally as housewives try eggs, give it an intellectual shake and hold it up to the light, so to speak, to see if it has life in it, actual or potential, or only contains lifeless albumen.] You call it miraculous, I replied, tossing the expression with my facial eminence, a little smartly, I fear. Two men are walking by the polyphlres- boean ocean, one of them having a small tin cup with which he can scoop up a gill of sea-water when he will, and the other nothing but his hands, which will hardly hold water at all, -and you call the tin cup a miraculous possession ! It is the ocean that is the miracle, my infant apostle ! Nothing is clearer than that all things are in all things, and that just according to the intensity and extension of our mental being we shall see the many in the one and the one in the many. Did Sir Isaac think what he was saying when he made his speech about the ocean, the child and the pebbles, you know ? Did he mean to speak slight ingly of a pebble ? Of a spherical solid which stood sentinel over its compartment of space before the stone that became the pyramids had grown solid, and has watched it until now ! A body which OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 99 knows all the currents of force that traverse the globe; which holds by invisible threads to the ring of Saturn and the belt of Orion ! A body from the contemplation of which an archangel could in fer the entire inorganic universe as the simplest of corollaries ! A throne of the all-pervading Deity, who has guided its every atom since the rosary of heaven was strung with beaded stars ! So, to return to our walk by the ocean, if all that poetry has dreamed, all that insanity has raved, all that maddening narcotics have driven through the brains of men, or smothered passion nursed in the fancies of women, if the dreams of colleges and convents and boarding-schools, if every human feeling that sighs, or smiles, or curses, or shrieks, or groans, should bring all their innumerable images, such as come with every hur ried heart-beat, the epic which held them all, though its letters filled the zodiac, would be but a cupful from the infinite ocean of similitudes and analogies that rolls through the universe. [The divinity-student honored himself by the way in which he received this. He did not swal low it at once, neither did he reject it ; but he took it as a pickerel takes the bait, and carried it off with him to his hole (in the fourth story) to deal with at his leisure.] Here is another remark made for his espe cial benefit. There is a natural tendency in many ioo THE AUTOCRAT persons to run their adjectives together in triads, as I have heard them called, thus : He was honorable, courteous, and brave ; she was graceful, pleasing, and virtuous. Dr. Johnson is famous for this ; I think it was Bulwer who said you could separate a paper in the " Rambler " into three distinct essays. Many of our writers show the same tendency, my friend, the Professor, especially. Some think it is in humble imitation of Johnson, some that it is for the sake of the stately sound only. I don't think they get to the bottom of it. It is, I sus pect, an instinctive and involuntary effort of the mind to present a thought or image with the three dimensions that belong to every solid, an uncon scious handling of an idea as if it had length, breadth, and thickness. It is a great deal easier to say this than to prove it, and a great deal easier to dispute it than to disprove it. But mind this : the more we observe and study, the wider we find the range of the automatic and instinctive princi ples in body, mind, and morals, and the narrower the limits of the self-determining conscious move ment. 1 have often seen piano-forte players and singers make such strange motions over their in struments or song-books that I wanted to laugh at them. " Where did our friends pick up all these fine ecstatic airs 1 " I would say to myself. Then I would remember My Lady in " Marriage a la OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 101 Mode," and amuse myself with thinking how affectation was the same thing in Hogarth's time and in our own. But one day I bought me a Canary-bird and hung him up in a cage at my window. By and by he found himself at home, and began to pipe his little tunes ; and there he was, sure enough, swimming and waving about, with all the droopings and liftings and languishing side- turnings of the head that I had laughed at. And now I should like to ask, WHO taught him all this 1 and me, through him, that the foolish head was not the one swinging itself from side to side and bowing and nodding over the music, but that other which was passing its shallow and self-satis fied judgment on a creature made of finer clay than the frame which carried that same head upon its shoulders ? Do you want an image of the human will, or the self-determining principle, as compared with its prearranged and impassable restrictions? A drop of water, imprisoned in a crystal ; you may see such a one in any mineralogical collection. One little fluid particle in the crystalline prism of the solid universe ! Weaken moral obligations ? No, not weaken, but define them. When I preach that sermon I spoke of the other day, I shall have to lay down some principles not fully recognized in some of your text-books. 102 THE AUTOCRAT I should have to begin with one most formi dable preliminary. You saw an article the other day in one of the journals, perhaps, in which some old Doctor or other said quietly that pa tients were very apt to be fools and cowards. But a great many of the clergyman's patients are not only fools and cowards, but also liars. [Immense sensation at the table. Sudden re tirement of the angular female in oxidated bom bazine. Movement of adhesion as they say in the Chamber of Deputies on the part of the young fellow they call John. Falling of the old- gentleman-opposite's lower jaw (gravitation is beginning to get the better of him.) Our land lady to Benjamin Franklin, briskly, Go to school right off, there 's a good boy ! School mistress curious, takes a quick glance at di vinity-student. Divinity-student slightly flushed draws his shoulders back a little, as if a big false hood or truth had hit him in the forehead. Myself calm.] I should not make such a speech as that, you know, without having pretty substantial in dorsee to fall back upon, in case my credit should be disputed. Will you run up stairs, Benjamin Franklin, (for B. F. had not gone right off, of course,) and bring down a small volume from the left upper corner of the right-hand shelves ? [Look at the precious little black, ribbed-backed, OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 103 clean-typed, vellum-papered 32mo. " DESIDERII ERASMI COLLOQUIA. Amstelodami Typis Lu- dovici Elzevirii. 1650/' Various names written on title-page. Most conspicuous this : Gul. Cooke- son E. Coll. Omn. Anim. 1725. Oxon. O William Cookeson, of All-Souls College, Oxford, then writing as I now write, now in the dust, where I shall lie, is this line all that remains to thee of earthly remembrance ? Thy name is at least once more spoken by living men ; is it a pleasure to thee ? Thou shalt share with me my little draught of immortality, its week, its month, its year, whatever it may be, and then we will go together into the solemn archives of Oblivion's Uncatalogucd Library !] If you think I have used rather strong language, I shall have to read something to you out of the book of this keen and witty scholar, the great Erasmus, who " laid the egg of the Reformation which Luther hatched." 0, you never read his Naufragium, or " Shipwreck," did you ? Of course not ; for, if you had, I don't think you would have given me credit or dis credit for entire originality in that speech of mine. That men are cowards in the contempla tion of futurity he illustrates by the extraordinary antics of many on board the sinking vessel ; that they are fools, by their praying to the sea, and making promises to bits of wood from the true 104 THE AUTOCRAT cross, and all manner of similar nonsense ; that they are fools, cowards, and liars all at once, by this story : I will put it into rough English for you. "I could n't help laughing to hear one fel low bawling out, so that he might be sure to be heard, a promise to St. Christopher of Paris the monstrous statue in the great church there that he would give him a wax taper as big as himself. * Mind what you promise ! ' said an acquaintance that stood near him, poking him with his elbow ; ' you could n't pay for it, if you sold all your things at auction.' i Hold your tongue, you don key ! ' said the fellow, but softly, so that Saint Christopher should not hear him, ' do you think I 'm in earnest ? If I once get my foot on dry ground, catch me giving him so much as a tallow candle ! ' ' ; Now, therefore, remembering that those who have been loudest in their talk about the great subject of which we were speaking have not neces sarily been wise, brave, and true men, but, on the contrary, have very often been wanting in one or two or all of the qualities these words imply, I should expect to find a good many doctrines cur rent in the schools which I should be obliged to call foolish, cowardly, and false. So you would abuse other people's beliefs, sir, and yet not tell us your own creed ! said the divinity-student, coloring up with a spirit for which I liked him all the better. OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 105 1 have a creed, I replied ; none better, and none shorter. It is told in two words, the two first of the Paternoster. And when I say these words I mean them. And when I compared the human will to a drop in a crystal, and said I meant to define moral obligations, and not weaken them, this was what I intended to express : that the fluent, self-determining power of human beings is a very strictly limited agency in the universe. The chief planes of its enclosing solid are, of course, organization, education, condition. Or ganization may reduce the power of the will to nothing, as in some idiots ; and from this zero the scale mounts upwards by slight gradations. Edu cation is only second to nature. Imagine all the infants born this year in Boston and Timbuctoo to change places ! Condition does less, but " Give me neither poverty nor riches " was the prayer of Agur, and with good reason. If there is any improvement in modern theology, it is in getting out of the region of pure abstractions and taking these every-day working forces into account. The great theological question now heaving and throb bing in the minds of Christian men is this : No, I won't talk about these things now. My remarks might be repeated, and it would give my friends pain to see with what personal incivilities I should be visited. Besides, what business has a mere boarder to be talking about such things at a 106 THE AUTOCRAT breakfast-table ? Let him make puns. To be sure, he was brought up among the Christian fathers, and learned his alphabet out of a quarto " Concilium Tridentinum." He has also heard many thousand theological lectures by men of various denominations ; and it is not at all to the credit of these teachers, if he is not fit by this time to express an opinion on theological matters. I know well enough that there are some of you who had a great deal rather see me stand on my head than use it for any purpose of thought. Does not my friend, the Professor, receive at least two letters a week, requesting him to , on the strength of some youthful antic of his, which, no doubt, authorizes the intelligent constituency of autograph-hunters to address him as a harlequin ? Well, I can't be savage with you for want ing to laugh, and I like to make you laugh, well enough, when I can. But then observe this : if the sense of the ridiculous is one side of an impressible nature, it is very well ; but if that is all there is in a man, he had better have been an ape at once, and so have stood at the head of his profession. Laugh ter and tears are meant to turn the wheels of the same machinery of sensibility ; one is wind-power, and the other water-power; that is all. I have often heard the Professor talk about hysterics as OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 107 being Nature's cleverest illustration of the recipro cal convertibility of the two states of which these acts are the manifestations ; but you may see it every day in children; and if you want to choke with stifled tears at sight of the transition, as it shows itself in older years, go and see Mr. Blake play Jesse Rural. It is a very dangerous thing for a literary man to indulge his love for the ridiculous. People laugh with him just so long as he amuses them; but if he attempts to be serious, they must still have their laugh, and so they laugh at him. There is in addi tion, however, a deeper reason for this than would at first appear. Do you know that you feel a lit tle superior to every man who makes you laugh, whether by making faces or verses ? Are you aware that you have a pleasant sense of patronizing him, when you condescend so far as to let him turn somersets, literal or literary, for your royal de light ? Now if a man can only be allowed to stand on a dais, or raised platform, and look down on his neighbor who is exerting his talent for him, O it is all right ! first-rate performance ! and all the rest of the fine phrases. But if all at once the performer asks the gentleman to come upon the floor, and, stepping upon the platform, begins to talk down at him, ah, that was n't in the pro gramme ! I have never forgotten what happened when Syd- io8 THE AUTOCRAT ney Smith who, as everybody knows, was an exceedingly sensible man, and a gentleman, every inch of him ventured to preach a sermon on the Duties of Royalty. The " Quarterly/' " so sav age and tartarly," came down upon him in the most contemptuous style, as " a joker of jokes/' a " diner-out of the first water," in one of his own phrases; sneering at him, insulting him, as noth ing but a toady of a court, sneaking behind the anonymous, would ever have been mean enough to do to a man of his position and genius, or to any decent person even. If I were giving advice to a young fellow of talent, with two or three facets to his mind, I would tell him by all means to keep his wit in the background until after he had made a reputation by his more solid qualities. And so to an actor : Hamlet first, and Bob Logic afterwards, if you like ; but don't think, as they say poor Lis- ton used to, that people will be ready to allow that you can do anything great with Macbeth's dagger after flourishing about with Paul Pry's umbrella. Do you know, too, that the majority of men look upon all who challenge their attention, for a while, at least, as beggars, and nuisances ? They always try to get off as cheaply as they can ; and the cheapest of all things they can give a literary man pardon the forlorn pleasantry ! is the funny-bone. That is all very well so far as it goes, but satisfies no man, and makes a good many an gry, as I told you on a former occasion. OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 109 O, indeed, no ! I am not ashamed to make you laugh, occasionally. I think I could read you something I have in my desk which would probably make you smile. Perhaps I will read it one of these days, if you are patient with me when I am sentimental and reflective ; not just now. The ludicrous has its place in the universe ; it is not a human invention, but one of the Divine ideas, illus trated in the practical jokes of kittens and monkeys long before Aristophanes or Shakespeare. How curious it is that we always consider solemnity and the absence of all gay surprises and encounter of wits as essential to the idea of the future life of those whom we thus deprive of half their faculties and then call blessed! There are not a few who, even in this life, seem to be preparing themselves for that smileless eternity to which they look for ward, by banishing all gayety from their hearts and all joyousness from their countenances. I meet one such in the street not unfrequently, a person of intelligence and education, but who gives me (and all that he passes) such a ray less and chilling look of recognition, something as if he were one of Heaven's assessors, come down to " doom " every acquaintance he met, that I have sometimes begun to sneeze on the spot, and gone home with a violent cold, dating from that instant. I don't doubt he would cut his kitten's tail off, if he caught her playing with it. Please tell me, who taught her to play with it ? I io THE AUTOCRAT No, no ! give me a chance to talk to you, my fellow-boarders, and you need not be afraid that I shall have any scruples about entertaining you, if I can do it, as well as giving you some of my se rious thoughts, and perhaps my sadder fancies. I know nothing in English or any other literature more admirable than that sentiment of Sir Thomas Browne : " EVERY MAN TRULY LIVES, so LONG AS HE ACTS HIS NATURE, OR SOME WAY MAKES GOOD THE FACULTIES OF HIMSELF." I find the great thing in this world is, not so much where we stand, as in what direction we are moving. To reach the port of heaven, we must sail sometimes with the wind and sometimes against it, but we must sail, and not drift, nor lie at an chor. There is one very sad thing in old friend ships, to every mind that is really moving onward. It is this : that one cannot help using his early friends as the seaman uses the log, to mark his progress. Every now and then we throw an old schoolmate over the stern with a string of thought tied to him, and look I am afraid with a kind of luxurious and sanctimonious compassion to see the rate at which the string reels off, while he lies there bobbing up and down, poor fellow ! and we are dashing along with the white foam and bright sparkle at our bows ; the ruffled bosom of prosperity and progress, with a sprig of dia monds stuck in it! But this is only the senti- OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. m mental side of the matter ; for grow we must, if we outgrow all that we love. Don't misunderstand that metaphor of heaving the log, I beg you. It is merely a smart way of saying that we cannot avoid measuring our rate of movement by those with whom we have long been in the habit of comparing ourselves ; and when they once become stationary, we can get our reckoning from them with painful accuracy. We see just what we were when they were our peers, and can strike the balance between that and whatever we may feel ourselves to be now. No doubt we may sometimes be mistaken. If we change our last simile to that very old and familiar one of a fleet leaving the harbor and sailing in company for some distant region, we can get what we want out of it. There is one of our companions ; her streamers were torn into rags before she had got into the open sea, then by and by her sails blew out of the ropes one after another, the waves swept her deck, and as night came on we left her a seeming wreck, as we flew under our pyramid of canvas. But lo ! at dawn she is still in sight, it may be in advance of us. Some deep ocean-current has been moving her on, strong, but silent, yes, stronger than these noisy winds that puff our sails until they are swollen as the cheeks of jubilant cherubim. And when at last the black steam-tug with the skeleton arms, which comes out of the mist sooner or later ill THE AUTOCRAT and takes us all in tow, grapples her and goes off panting and groaning with her, it is to that harbor where all wrecks are refitted, and where, alas ! we, towering in our pride, may never come. So you will not think I mean to speak lightly of old friendships, because we cannot help instituting comparisons between our present and former selves by the aid of those who were what we were, but are not what we are. Nothing strikes one more, in the race of life, than to see how many give out in the first half of the course. " Commence ment day " always reminds me of the start for the " Derby," when the beautiful high-bred three-year olds of the season are brought up for trial. That day is the start, and life is the race. Here we are at Cambridge, and a class is just "graduating." Poor Harry ! he was to have been there too, but he has paid forfeit ; step out here into the grass back of the church ; ah ! there it is : " HUNC LAPIDEM POSUERUNT SOCII M(ERENTES." But this is the start, and here they are, coats bright as silk, and manes as smooth as eau lustrale, can make them. Some of the best of the colts are pranced round, a few minutes each, to show their paces. What is that old gentleman crying about ? and the old lady by him, and the three girls, what are they all covering their eyes for 1 0, that is OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 113 their colt which has just been trotted up on the stage. Do they really think those little thin legs can do anything in such a slashing sweepstakes as is coming off in these next forty years ? O, this terrible gift of second-sight that comes to some of us when we begin to look through the silvered rings of the areas senilis ! Ten years gone. First turn in the race. A few broken down ; two or three bolted. Several show in advance of the ruck. Cassock, a black colt, seems to be ahead of the rest ; those black colts commonly get the start, I have noticed, of the others, in the first quarter. Meteor has pulled up. Twenty years. Second corner turned. Cassock has dropped from the front, and Judex, an iron- gray, has the lead. But look ! how they have thin ned out ! Down flat, five, six, how many ? They lie still enough ! they will not get up again in this race, be very sure ! And the rest of them, what a " tailing off " ! Anybody can see who is going to win, perhaps. Thirty years. Third corner turned. Dives, bright sorrel, ridden by the fellow in a yellow jacket, be gins to make play fast ; is getting to be the favorite with many. But who is that other one that has been lengthening his stride from the first, and now shows close up to the front ? Don't you remember the quiet brown colt Asteroid, with the star in his forehead ? That is he ; he is one of the sort that 8 ii4 THX AUTOCRAT lasts ; look out for him ! The black " colt," as we used to call him, is in the background, taking it easily in a gentle trot. There is one they used to call the Filly, on account of a certain feminine air he had ; well up, you see ; the Filly is not to be despised, my boy ! Forty years. More dropping off, but places much as before. Fifty years. Race over. All that are on the course are coming in at a walk ; no more running. Who is ahead ? Ahead ? What ! and the win ning-post a slab of white or gray stone standing out from that turf where there is no more jockey ing or straining for victory ! Well, the world marks their places in its betting-book ; but be sure that these matter very little, if they have run as well as they knew how ! Did I not say to you a little while ago that the universe swam in an ocean of similitudes and analogies ? I will not quote Cowley, or Burns, or Wordsworth, just now, to show you what thoughts were suggested to them by the simplest natural objects, such as a flower or a leaf; but I will read you a few lines, if you do not object, suggested by looking at a section of one of those chambered shells to which is given the name of Pearly Nautilus. We need not trouble ourselves about the distinction between this and the Paper Nautilus, the Argonauta of tho OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. u 5 ancients. The name applied to both shows that each has long been compared to a ship, as you may see more fully in Webster's Dictionary, or the " Encyclopaedia/' to which he refers. If you will look into Roget's Bridgewater Treatise, you will find a figure of one of these shells, and a sec tion of it. The last will show you the series of enlarging compartments successively dwelt in by the animal that inhabits the shell, which is built in a widening spiral. Can you find no lesson in this? THE CHAMBERED NAUTILUS. This is the ship of pearl, which, poets feign, Sails the unshadowed main, The venturous bark that flings On the sweet summer wind its purpled wings In gulfs enchanted, where the siren sings, And coral reefe lie bare, Where the cold sea-maids rise to sun their streaming hair. Its webs of living gauze no more unfurl : Wrecked is the ship of pearl ! And every chambered Cell, Where its dim dreaming life was wont to dwell, As the frail tenant shaped his growing shell, Before thee lies revealed, Its irised ceiling rent, its sunless crypt unsealed ! Year after year beheld the silent toil That spread his lustrous coil ; Still, as the spiral grew, He left the past year's dwelling for the new, Stole with soft step its shining archway through, Built up its idle door, Stretched in his last-found home, and knew the old no more. u6 THE AUTOCRAT Thanks for the heavenly message brought by thee, Child of the wandering sea, Cast from her lap forlorn ! From thy dead lips a clearer note is born Than ever Triton blew from wreathed horn ! While on mine ear it rings, Through the deep caves of thought I hear a voice that sings : Build thee more stately mansions, my soul, As the swift seasons roll ! Leave thy low- vaulted past ! Let each new temple, nobler than the last, Shut thee from heaven with a dome more vast, Till thou at length art free, Leaving thine outgrown shell by life's unresting sea ! OF TEE BREAKFAST-TABLE. n 7 V. LYRIC conception my friend, the Poet, said hits me like a bullet in the forehead. I have often had the blood drop from my cheeks when it struck, and felt that I turned as white as death. Then comes a creeping as of centipedes running down the spine, then a gasp and a great jump of the heart, then a sudden flush and a beating in the vessels of the head, then a long sigh, and the poem is written. It is an impromptu, I suppose, then, if you write it so suddenly, I replied. No, said he, far from it. I said written, but I did not say copied. Every such poem has a soul and a body, and it is the body of it, or the copy, that men read and publishers pay for. The soul of it is born in an instant in the poet's soul. It comes to him a thought, tangled in the meshes of a few sweet words, words that have loved each other from the cradle of the language, but have never been wedded until now. Whether it will ever fully embody itself in a bridal train of a dozen stanzas or not is uncertain ; but it exists n8 THE AUTOCRAT potentially from the instant that the poet turns pale with it. It is enough to stun and scare any body, to have a hot thought come crashing into his brain, and ploughing up those parallel ruts where the wagon trains of common ideas were jogging along in their regular sequences of as sociation. No wonder the ancients made the poetical impulse wholly external. Mrjviv aeidc Oca Goddess, Muse, divine afflatus, some thing outside always. / never wrote any verses worth reading. 1 can't. I am too stupid. If I ever copied any that were worth reading, I was only a medium. [I was talking all this time to our boarders, you understand, telling them what this poet told me. The company listened rather attentively, I thought, considering the literary character of the remarks.] The old gentleman opposite all at once asked me if I ever read anything better than Pope's " Essay on Man " ? Had I ever perused McFin- gal ? He was fond of poetry when he was a boy, his mother taught him to say many little pieces, he remembered one beautiful hymn ; and the old gentleman began, in a clear, loud voice, for his years, " The spacious firmament on high, With all the blue ethereal sky, And spangled heavens," OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 119 He stopped, as if startled by our silence, and a faint flush ran up beneath the thin white hairs that fell upon his cheek. As I looked round, I was reminded of a show I once saw at the Muse um, the Sleeping Beauty, I think they called it. The old man's sudden breaking out in this way turned every face towards him, and each kept his posture as if changed to stone. Our Celtic Bridg et, or Biddy, is not a foolish fat scullion to burst out crying for a sentiment. She is of the service able, red-handed, broad-and-high-shouldered type; one of those imported female servants who are known in public by their amorphous style of person, their stoop forwards, and a headlong and as it were precipitous walk, the waist plunging downwards into the rocking pelvis at every heavy footfall. Bridget, constituted for action, not for emotion, was about to deposit a plate heaped with something upon the table, when I saw the coarse arm stretched by my shoulder arrested, motion less as the arm of a terra-cotta caryatid ; she could n't set the plate down while the old gentle man was speaking ! He was quite silent after this, still wearing the slight flush on his cheek. Don't ever think the poetry is dead in an old man because his forehead is wrinkled, or that his manhood has left him when his hand trembles ! If they ever were there, thev are there still! 120 THE AUTOCRAT By and by we got talking again. Does a poet love the verses written through him, do you think, sir? said the divinity-student. So long as they are warm from his mind, carry any of his animal heat about them, / know he loves them, I answered. When they have had time to cool, he is more indifferent. A good deal as it is with buckwheat cakes, said the young fellow whom they call John. The last words, only, reached the ear of the economically organized female in black bomba zine. Buckwheat is skerce and high, she remarked. [Must be a poor relation sponging on our landlady, pays nothing, so she must stand by the guns and be ready to repel board ers.] I liked the turn the conversation had taken, for I had some things I wanted to say, and so, after waiting a minute, I began again. I don't think the poems I read you sometimes can be fairly ap preciated, given to you as they are in the green state. You don't know what I mean by the green state? Well, then, I will tell you. Certain things are good for nothing vmtil they have been kept a long while ; and some are good for nothing until they have been long kept and used. Of the first, wine is the illustrious and immortal example. Of those which must be kept and used I will OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 121 name three, meerschaum pipes, violins, and poems. The meerschaum is but a poor affair until it has burned a thousand offerings to the cloud-compelling deities. It comes to us without complexion or flavor, born of the sea-foam, like Aphrodite, but colorless as pcdlida Mors herself. The fire is lighted in its central shrine, and grad ually the juices which the broad leaves of the Great Vegetable had sucked up from an acre and curdled into a drachm are diffused through its thirsting pores. First a discoloration, then a stain, and at last a rich, glowing, umber tint spreading over the whole surface. Nature true to her old brown autumnal hue, you see, as true in the fire of the meerschaum as in the sunshine of October ! And then the cumulative wealth of its fragrant reminiscences ! he who inhales its va pors takes a thousand whiffs in a single breath ; and one cannot touch it without awakening the old joys that hang around it as the smell of flow ers clings to the dresses of the daughters of the house of Farina ! [Don't think I use a meerschaum myself, for I do not, though I have owned a calumet since my childhood, which from a naked Pict (of the Mo hawk species) my grandsire won, together with a tomahawk and beaded knife-sheath ; paying for the lot with a bullet-mark on his right cheek. On the maternal side I inherit the loveliest silver- 122 THE AUTOCRAT mounted tobacco-stopper you ever saw. It is a little box- wood Triton, carved with charming liveliness and truth ; I have often compared it to a figure in Raphael's " Triumph of Galatea/' It came to me in an ancient shagreen case, how old it is I do not know, but it must have been made since Sir Walter Raleigh's time. If you are curious, you shall see it any day. Neither will I pretend that I am so unused to the more perish able smoking contrivance that a few whiffs would make me feel as if I lay in a ground-swell on the Bay of Biscay. I am not unacquainted with that fusiform, spiral-wound bundle of chopped stems and miscellaneous incombustibles, the cigar, so called, of the shops, which to " draw " asks the suction-power of a nursling infant Hercules, and to relish, the leathery palate of an old Silenus. I do not advise you, young man, even if my illus tration strike your fancy, to consecrate the flower of your life to painting the bowl of a pipe, for, let me assure you, the stain of a reverie-breeding nar cotic may strike deeper than you think for. I have seen the green leaf of early promise grow brown before its time under such Nicotian regi men, and thought the umbered meerschaum was dearly bought at the cost of a brain enfeebled and a will enslaved.] Violins, too, the sweet old Amati ! the di vine Stradivarius 1 Played on by ancient macstros OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 123 until the bow-hand lost its power and the flying fingers stiffened. Bequeathed to the passionate young enthusiast, who made it whisper his hidden love, and cry his inarticulate longings, and scream his untold agonies, and wail his monotonous de spair. Passed from his dying hand to the cold virtuoso, who let it slumber in its case for a gener ation, till, when his hoard was broken up, it came forth once more and rode the stormy symphonies of royal orchestras, beneath the rushing bow of their lord and leader. Into lonely prisons with improvident artists ; into convents from which arose, day and night, the holy hymns with which its tones were blended ; and back again to orgies in which it learned to howl and laugh as if a legion of devils were shut up in it ; then again to the gentle dilettante who calmed it down with easy melodies until it answered him softly as in the days of the old maestros. And so given into our hands, its pores all full of music ; stained, like the meerschaum, through and through, with the con centrated hue and sweetness of all the harmonies which have kindled and faded on its strings. Now I tell you a poem must be kept and used, like a meerschaum, or a violin. A poem is just as porous as the meerschaum ; the more porous it is the better. I mean to say that a genuine poem is capable of absorbing an indefinite amount of the essence of our own humanity, its tenderness, its 124 THE AUTOCRAT heroism, its regrets, its aspirations, so as to be gradually stained through with a divine secondary color derived from ourselves. So you see it must take time to bring the sentiment of a poem into harmony with our nature, by staining ourselves through every thought and image our being can penetrate. Then again as to the mere music of a new poem ; why, who can expect anything more from that than from the music of a violin fresh from the maker's hands ? Now you know very well that there are no less than fifty-eight different pieces in a violin. These pieces are strangers to each other, and it takes a century, more or less, to make them thor oughly acquainted. At last they learn to vibrate in harmony, and the instrument becomes an organic whole, as if it were a great seed-capsule which had grown from a garden-bed in Cremona, or elsewhere. Besides, the wood is juicy and full of sap for fifty years or so, but at the end of fifty or a hundred more gets tolerably dry and comparatively resonant. Don't you see that all this is just as true of a poem ? Counting each word as a piece, there are more pieces in an average copy of verses than in a violin. The poet has forced all these words together, and fastened them, and they don't under stand it at first. But let the poem be repeated aloud and murmured over in the mind's muffled whisper often enough, and at length the parts OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 125 become knit together in such absolute solidarity that you could not change a syllable without the whole world's crying out against you for meddling with the harmonious fabric. Observe, too, how the drying process takes place in the stuff of a poem just as in that of a violin. Here is a Tyrolese fid dle that is just coming to its hundredth birthday, (Pedro Klauss, Tyroli, fecit, 1760), the sap is pretty well out of it. And here is the song of an old poet whom Nea3ra cheated : " Nox erat, et coelo fulgebat Luna sereno Inter minora sidera, Cum tu magnorum numen laesura deorum In verba jurabas mea." Don't you perceive the sonorousness of these old dead Latin phrases ? Now I tell you that every word fresh from the dictionary brings with it a cer tain succulence ; and though I cannot expect the sheets of the " Pactolian," in which, as I told you, I sometimes print my verses, to get so dry as the crisp papyrus that held those words of Horatius Flaccus, yet you may be sure, that, while the sheets are damp, and while the lines hold their sap, you can't fairly judge of my performances, and that, if made of the true stuff, they will ring better after a while. [There was silence for a brief space, after my somewhat elaborate exposition of these self-evident analogies. Presently a person turned towards me 126 THE AUTOCRAT I do not choose to designate the individual and said that he rather expected my pieces had given pretty good " sahtisfahction." I had, up to this moment, considered this complimentary phrase as sacred to the use of secretaries of lyceums, and, as it has been usually accompanied by a small pecuniary testimonial, have acquired a certain rel ish for this moderately tepid and unstimulating expression of enthusiasm. But as a reward for gratuitous services, I confess I thought it a little below that blood-heat standard which a man's breath ought to have, whether silent, or vocal and articulate. I waited for a favorable opportunity, however, before making the remarks which follow.] There are single expressions, as I have told you already, that fix a man's position for you be fore you have done shaking hands with him. Al low me to expand a little. There are several things, very slight in themselves, yet implying other things not so unimportant. Thus, your French servant has devalise your premises and got caught. Excu- sez, says the sergent-de-ville, as he politely relieves him of his upper garments and displays his bust in the full daylight. Good shoulders enough, a little marked, traces of small-pox, perhaps, but white Crac ! from the sergent-de-ville' s broad palm on the white shoulder ! Now look ! Vogue la galere ! Out comes the big red V, mark of the hot iron ; he had blistered it out pretty nearly, OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE, 127 had n't he ? the old rascal VOLEUR, branded in the galleys at Marseilles ! [Don't ! What if he has got something like this ? nobody supposes I invented such a story.] My man John, who used to drive two of those six equine females which I told you I had owned, for, look you, my friends, simple though I stand here, I am one that has been driven in his " ker- ridge," not using that term, as liberal shepherds do, for any battered old shabby-genteel go-cart which has more than one wheel, but meaning thereby a four-wheeled vehicle with a pole, my man John, I say, was a retired soldier. He retired unostentatiously, as many of Her Majesty's modest servants have done before and since. John told me, that when an officer thinks he recognizes one of these retiring heroes, and would know if he has really been in the service, that he may restore him, if possible, to a grateful country, he comes suddenly upon him, and says, sharply, " Strap ! " If he has ever worn the shoulder-strap, he has learned the reprimand for its ill adjustment. The old word of command flashes through his muscles, and his hand goes up in an instant to the place where the strap used to be. [I was all the time preparing for my grand coup, you understand ; but I saw they were not quite ready for it, and so continued, always in illustra tion of the general principle I had laid down.] 128 THE AUTOCRAT Yes, odd things come out in ways that nobody thinks of. There was a legend that, when the Danish pirates made descents upon the English coast, they caught a few Tartars occasionally, in the shape of Saxons, who would not let them go, on the contrary, insisted on their staying, and, to make sure of it, treated them as Apollo treated Marsyas, or as Bartholinus has treated a fellow- creature in his title-page, and, having divested them of the one essential and perfectly fitting garment, indispensable in the mildest climates, nailed the same on the church-door as we do the banns of marriage, in terrorem. [There was a laugh at this among some of the young folks ; but as I looked at our landlady, I saw that " the water stood in her eyes," as it did in Christiana's when the interpreter asked her about the spider, and I fancied, but was n't quite sure that the schoolmistress blushed, as Mercy did in the same conversation, as you remember.] That sounds like a cock-and-bull-story, said the young fellow whom they call John. I ab stained from making Hamlet's remark to Horatio, and continued. Not long since, the church-wardens were repair ing and beautifying an old Saxon church in a certain English village, and among other things thought the doors should be attended to. One of them particularly, the front-door, looked very badly, OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 129 crusted, as it were, and as if it would be all the bet ter for scraping. There happened to be a micro- scopist in the village who had heard the old pirate story, and he took it into his head to examine the crust on this door. There was no mistake about it; it was a genuine historical document, of the Ziska drum-head pattern, a real cutis humana, stripped from some old Scandinavian filibuster, and the legend was true. My friend, the Professor, settled an important historical and financial question once by the aid of an exceedingly minute fragment of a similar document. Behind the pane of plate-glass which bore his name and title burned a modest lamp, signifying to the passers-by that at all hours of the night the slightest favors (or fevers) were welcome. A youth who had freely partaken of the cup which cheers and likewise inebriates, following a moth- like impulse very natural under the circumstances, dashed his fist at the light and quenched the meek luminary, breaking through the plate-glass, of course, to reach it. Now I don't want to go into minutice at table, you know, but a naked hand can no more go through a pane of thick glass with out leaving some of its cuticle, to say the least, behind it, than a butterfly can go through a sau sage-machine without looking the worse for it. The Professor gathered up the fragments of glass, and with them certain very minute but entirely satisfac- 9 1 3 o THE AUTOCRAT tory documents which would have identified and hanged any rogue in Christendom who had parted with them. The historical question, Who did it ? and the financial question, Who paid for it? were both settled before the new lamp was lighted the next evening. You see, my friends, what immense conclusions, touching our lives, our fortunes, and our sacred honor, may be reached by means of very insignifi cant premises. This is eminently true of manners and forms of speech ; a movement or a phrase often tells you all you want to know about a person. Thus, " How 's your health ? " (commonly pro nounced haalth) instead of, How do you do ? or, How are you ? Or calling your little dark entry a " hall," and your old rickety one-horse wagon a " kerridge." Or telling a person who has been try ing to please you that he has given you pretty good " sahtisfahction." Or saying that you " remember of" such a thing, or that you have been "stoppin' " at Deacon Somebody's, and other such expres sions. One of my friends had a little marble statu ette of Cupid, in the parlor of his country-house, bow, arrows, wings, and all complete; A visitor, indigenous to the region, looking pensively at the figure, asked the lady of the house " if that was a statoo of her deceased infant ? " What a delicious, though somewhat voluminous biography, social, educational, and aesthetic in that brief question ! OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 131 [Please observe with what Machiavellian astute ness I smuggled in the particular offence which it was my object to hold up to my fellow-boarders, without too personal an attack on the individual at whose door it lay.] That was an exceedingly dull person who made the remark, Ex pede Herculem. He might as well have said, " From a peck of apples you may judge of the barrel." Ex PEDE, to be sure ! Read, in stead, Ex ungue minimi dicjiti pedis, Herculem, ejus- que patrem, matrem, avos et proavos, Jilios, nepotes et pronepotes ! Talk to me about your 8os TTOV oro> ! Tell me about Cuvier's getting up a megatherium from a tooth, or Agassiz's drawing a portrait of an undiscovered fish from a single scale ! As the " O " revealed Giotto, as the one word " moi " betrayed the Stratford-atte-Bowe-taught Anglais, so all a man's antecedents and possibilities are summed up in a single utterance which gives at once the gauge of his education and his mental organization. Possibilities, sir? said the divinity-student; can't a man who says Haow ? arrive at distinction ? Sir, I replied, in a republic all things are possible. But the man with a future has almost of necessity sense enough to see that any odious trick of speech or manners must be got rid of. Does n't Sydney Smith say that a public man in England never gets over a false quantity uttered in early life ? Our public men are in little danger of this 1 3 2, THE AUTOCRAT fatal misstep, as few of them are in the habit of introducing Latin into their speeches. for good and sufficient reasons. But they are bound to speak decent English, unless, indeed, they are rough old campaigners, like General Jackson or General Taylor; in which case, a few scars on Priscian's head are pardoned to old fellows who have quite as many on their own, and a constit uency of thirty empires is not at all particular, provided they do not swear in their Presidential Messages. However, it is not for me to talk. I have made mistakes enough in conversation and print. I never find them out until they are stereotyped, and then I think they rarely escape me. I have no doubt I shall make half a dozen slips before this breakfast is over, and remember them all before another. How one does tremble with rage at his own in tense momentary stupidity about things he knows perfectly well, and to think how he lays himself open to the impertinences of the captatores verborum, those useful but humble scavengers of the language, whose business it is to pick up what might offend or injure, and remove it, hugging and feeding on it as they go ! I don't want to speak too slight ingly of these verbal critics ; how can I, who am so fond of talking about errors and vulgarisms of speech ? Only there is a difference between those clerical blunders which almost every man commits, OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 133 knowing better, and that habitual grossness or meanness of speech which is unendurable to edu cated persons, from anybody that wears silk or broadcloth. [I write down the above remarks this morning, January 26th, making this record of the date that nobody may think it was written in wrath, on ac count of any particular grievance suffered from the invasion of any individual scaraboeus gmmmaticus.] 1 wonder if anybody ever finds fault with anything I say at this table when it is repeated ? I hope they do, I am sure. I should be very cer tain that I said nothing of much significance, if they did not. Did you never, in walking in the fields, coma across a large flat stone, which had lain, nobody knows how long, just where you found it, with the grass forming a little hedge, as it were, all round it, close to its edges, and have you not, in obe dience to a kind of feeling that told you it had been lying there long enough, insinuated your stick or your foot or your fingers under its edge and turned it over as a housewife turns a cake, when she says to herself, " It 's done brown enough by this time " 7 What an odd revelation, and what an unforeseen and unpleasant surprise to a small community, the very existence of which you had not suspected, until the sudden dismay and scatter ing among its members produced by your turn- i 3 4 THE AUTOCRAT ing the old stone over ! Blades of grass flattened down, colorless, matted together, as if they had been bleached and ironed ; hideous crawling creatures, some of them coleopterous or horny-shelled, turtle-bugs one wants to call them ; some of them softer, but cunningly > spread out and compressed like Lepine watches (Nature never loses a crack or a crevice, mind you, or a joint in a tavern bed stead, but she always has one of her flat-pattern live timekeepers to slide into it) ; black, glossy crickets, with their long filaments sticking out like the whips of four-horse stage-coaches ; motionless, slug-like creatures, young Iarva3, perhaps more hor rible in their pulpy stillness than even in the infernal wriggle of maturity ! But no sooner is the stone turned and the wholesome light of day let upon this compressed and blinded community of creep ing things, than all of them which enjoy the luxury of legs and some of them have a good many rush round wildly, butting each other and every thing in their way, and end in a general stampede for underground retreats from the region poisoned by sunshine. Next year you will find the grass growing tall and green where the stone lay ; the ground-bird builds her nest where the beetle had his hole ; the dandelion and the buttercup are grow ing there, and the broad fans of insect-angels open and shut over their golden disks, as the rhythmic waves of blissful consciousness pulsate through their glorified being. OF TEE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 135 The young fellow whom they call John saw fit to say, in his very familiar way, at which I do not choose to take offence, but which 1 sometimes think it necessary to repress, that I was coming it rather strong on the butter flies. No, I replied ; there is meaning in each of those images, the butterfly as well as the others. The stone is ancient error. The grass is human nature borne down and bleached of all its color by it. The shapes which are found beneath are the crafty be ings that thrive in darkness, and the weaker organ isms kept helpless by it. He who turns the stone over is whosoever puts the staff of truth to the old lying incubus, no matter whether he do it with a serious face or a laughing one. The next year stands for the coming time. Then shall the na ture which had lain blanched and broken rise in its full stature and native hues in the sunshine. Then shall God's minstrels build their nests in the hearts of a new-born humanity. Then shall beauty Divinity taking outlines and color light upon the souls of men as the butterfly, image of the beatified spirit rising from the dust, soars from the shell that held a poor grub, which would never have found wings, had not the stone been lifted. You never need think you can turn over any old falsehood without a terrible squirming and I 3 6 THE AUTOCRAT scattering of the horrid little population that dwells under it. Every real thought on every real subject knocks the wind out of somebody or other. As soon as his breath comes back, he very probably begins to expend it in hard words. These are the best evidence a man can have that he has said something it was time to say. Dr. Johnson was disappointed in the effect of one of his pamphlets. " I think I have not been attacked enough for it," he said ; " attack is the reaction ; I never think I have hit, hard unless it rebounds." If a fellow attacked my opinions in print, would I reply ? Not I. Do you think I don't understand what my friend, the Professor, long ago called the hydrostatic paradox of controversy ? Don't know what that means ? Well, I will tell you. You know, that, if you had a bent tube, one arm of which was of the size of a pipe-stein, and the other big enough to hold the ocean, water would stand at the same height in one as in the other. Controversy equalizes fools and wise men in the same way, and the fools know it. No, but I often read what they say about other people. There are about a dozen phrases which all come tumbling along together, like the tongs, and the shovel, and the poker, and the brush, and the bellows, in one of those domestic avalanches that everybody knows. If you get one, you get the whole lot. OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 137 What are they? 0, that depends a good deal on latitude and longitude. Epithets follow the isothermal lines pretty accurately. Grouping them in two families, one finds himself a clever, genial, witty, wise, brilliant, sparkling, thoughtful, distinguished, celebrated, illustrious scholar and perfect gentleman, and first writer of the age ; or a dull, foolish, wicked, pert, shallow, ignorant, insolent, traitorous, black-hearted outcast, and disgrace to civilization. What do I think determines the set of phrases a man gets ? Well, I should say a set of in fluences something like these: 1st. Relation ships, political, religious, social, domestic. 2d. Oysters, in the form of suppers given to gentle men connected with criticism. I believe in the school, the college, and the clergy ; but my sover eign logic, for regulating public opinion which means commonly the opinion of half a dozen of the critical gentry is the following Major propo sition. Oysters au naturel. Minor proposition. The same " scalloped." Conclusion. That (here insert entertainer's name) is clever, witty, wise, brilliant, and the rest. No, it is n't exactly bribery. One man has oysters, and another epithets. It is an ex change of hospitalities ; one gives a " spread " on linen, and the other on paper, that is all. Don't you think you and I should be apt to do just 138 THE AUTOCRAT so, if we were in the critical line ? I am sure I could n't resist the softening influences of hospi tality. I don't like to dine out, you know, I dine so well at our own table, [our landlady looked radiant,] and the company is so pleasant [a rus tling movement of satisfaction among the board ers] ; but if I did partake of a man's salt, with such additions as that article of food requires to make it palatable, I could never abuse him, and if I had to speak of him, I suppose I should hang my set of jingling epithets round him like a string of sleigh-bells. Good feeling helps society to make liars of most of us, not absolute liars, but such careless handlers of truth that its sharp corners get terribly rounded. I love truth as chiefest among the virtues ; I trust it runs in my blood ; but I would never be a critic, because I know I could not always tell it. I might write a criticism of a book that happened to please me; that is another matter. Listen, Benjamin Franklin ! This is for you, and such others of tender age as you may tell it to. When we are as yet small children, long before the time when those two grown ladies offer us the choice of Hercules, there comes up to us a youth ful angel, holding in his right hand cirbes like dice, and in his left spheres like marbles. The cubes are of stainless ivory, and on each is written in OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 139 letters of gold TRUTH. The spheres are veined and streaked and spotted beneath, with a dark crimson flush above, where the light falls on them, and in a certain aspect you can make out upon every one of them the three letters L, I, E. The child to whom they are offered very probably clutches at both. The spheres are the most con venient things in the world; they roll with the least possible impulse just where the child would have them. The cubes will not roll at all ; they have a great talent for standing still, and always keep right side up. But very soon the young philosopher finds that things which roll so easily are very apt to roll into the wrong corner, and to get out of his way when he most wants them, while he always knows where to find the others, which stay where they are left. Thus he learns thus we learn to drop the streaked and spec kled globes of falsehood and to hold fast the white angular blocks of truth. But then comes Timid ity, and after her Good-nature, and last of all Polite-behavior, all insisting that truth must roll, or nobody can do anything with it; and so the first with her coarse rasp, and the second with her broad file, and the third with her silken sleeve, do so round off and smooth and polish the snow- white cubes of truth, that, when they have got a little dingy by use, it becomes hard to tell them from the rolling spheres of falsehood. I 4 o THE AUTOCRAT The schoolmistress was polite enough to say that she was pleased with this, and that she would read it to her little flock the next day. But she should tell the children, she said, that there were better reasons for truth than could be found in mere experience of its convenience and the incon venience of lying. Yes, I said, but education always begins through the senses, and works up to the idea of absolute right and wrong. The first thing the child has to learn about this matter is, that lying is unprofitable, afterwards, that it is against the peace and dignity of the universe. Do I think that the particular form of lying often seen in newspapers, under the title, " From our Foreign Correspondent," does any harm? Why, no, I don't know that it does. I suppose it does n't really deceive people any more than the " Arabian Nights " or " Gulliver's Travels " do. Sometimes the writers compile too carelessly, though, and mix up facts out of geog raphies, and stories out of the penny papers, so as to mislead those who are desirous of infor mation. I cut a piece out of one of the pa pers, the other day, which contains a number of improbabilities, and, I suspect, misstatements. I will send up and get it for you, if you would like to hear it. Ah, this is it; it is headed OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 141 " OUR SUMATRA CORRESPONDENCE. " This island is now the property of the Stam ford family, having been won, it is said, in a raffle, by Sir Stamford, during the stock- gambling mania of the South-Sea Scheme. The history of this gentleman may be found in an in teresting series of questions (unfortunately not yet answered) contained in the < Notes and Queries.' This island is entirely surrounded by the ocean, which here contains a large amount of saline sub stance, crystallizing in cubes remarkable for their symmetry, and frequently displays on its surface, during calm weather, the rainbow tints of the celebrated South-Sea bubbles. The summers are oppressively hot, and the winters very probably cold ; but this fact cannot be ascertained precisely, as, for some peculiar reason, the mercury in these latitudes never shrinks, as in more northern re gions, and thus the thermometer is rendered use less in winter. " The principal vegetable productions of the island are the pepper-tree and the bread-fruit tree. Pepper being very abundantly produced, a benev olent society was organized in London during the last century for supplying the natives with vine gar and oysters, as an addition to that delightful condiment. [Note received from Dr. D. P.] It is said, however, that, as the oysters were of the 1 42 THE AUTOCRAT kind called natives in England, the natives of Sumatra, in obedience to a natural instinct, re fused to touch them, and confined themselves en tirely to the crew of the vessel in which they were brought over. This information was received from one of the oldest inhabitants, a native him self, and exceedingly fond of missionaries. He is said also to be very skilful in the cuisine peculiar to the island. "During the season of gathering the pepper, the persons employed are subject to various in- commodities, the chief of which is violent and long-continued sternutation, or sneezing. Such is the vehemence of these attacks, that the unfor tunate subjects of them are often driven backwards for great distances at immense speed, on the well- known principle of the seolipile. Not being able to see where they are going, these poor creatures dash themselves to pieces against the rocks or are precipitated over the cliffs, and thus many valu able lives are lost annually. As, during the whole pepper-harvest, they feed exclusively on this stim ulant, they become exceedingly irritable. The smallest injury is resented with ungovernable rage. A young man suffering from the pepper-fever, as it is called, cudgelled another most severely for appropriating a superannuated relative of trifling value, and was only pacified by having a present made him of a pig of that peculiar species of OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 143 swine called the Peccavi by the Catholic Jews, who, it is well known, abstain from swine's flesh in imitation of the Mahometan Buddhists. " The bread-tree grows abundantly. Its branch es are well known to Europe and America under the familiar name of maccaroni. The smaller twigs are called vermicelli. They have a decided animal flavor, as may be observed in the soups containing them. Maccaroni, being tubular, is the favorite habitat of a very dangerous insect, which is rendered peculiarly ferocious by being boiled. The government of the island, therefore, never allows a stick of it to be exported without being accompanied by a piston with which its cavity may at any time be thoroughly swept out. These are commonly lost or stolen before the maccaroni arrives among us. It therefore always contains many of these insects, which, however, generally die of old age in the shops, so that acci dents from this source are comparatively rare. " The fruit of the bread-tree consists principally of hot rolls. The buttered-muffin variety is sup posed to be a hybrid with the cocoa-nut palm, the cream found on the milk of the cocoa-nut ex uding from the hybrid in the shape of butter, just as the ripe fruit is splitting, so as to fit it for the tea-table, where it is commonly served up with cold " There, I don't want to read any more 144 THE AUTOCRAT of it. You see that many of these statements are highly improbable. No, I shall not mention the paper. No, neither of them wrote it, though it reminds me of the style of these popular writers. I think the fellow who wrote it must have been reading some of their stories, and got them mixed up with his history and geography. I don't sup pose he lies ; he sells it to the editor, who knows how many squares off "Sumatra" is. The edi tor, who sells it to the public By the way, the papers have been very civil have n't they ? to the the what d' ye call it ? " Northern Magazine," is n't it ? got up by some of those Come-outers, down East, as an organ for their local peculiarities. The Professor has been to see me. Came in, glorious, at about twelve o'clock, last night. Said he had been with " the boys." On inquiry, found that " the boys " were certain baldish and 'grayish old gentlemen that one sees or hears of in various important stations of society. The Professor is one of the same set, but he always talks as if he had been out of college about ten years, whereas [Each of these dots was a little nod, which the company under stood, as the reader will, no doubt.] He calls them sometimes " the boys," and sometimes " the old fellows." Call him by the latter title, and see how he likes it. Well, he came in last night OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 145 glorious, as I was saying. Of course I don't mean vinously exalted; he drinks little wine on such occasions, and is well known to all the Peters and Patricks as the gentleman who always has indefinite quantities of black tea to kill any extra glass of red claret he may have swallowed. But the Professor says he always gets tipsy on old memories at these gatherings. He was, I forget how many years old when he went to the meet ing; just turned of twenty now, he said. He made various youthful proposals to me, including a duet under the landlady's daughter's window. He had just learned a trick, he said, of one of " the boys," of getting a splendid bass out of a door-panel by rubbing it with the palm of his hand. Offered to sing " The sky is bright," ac companying himself on the front-door, if I would go down and help in the chorus. Said there never was such a set of fellows as the old boys of the set he has been with. Judges, mayors, Congressmen, Mr. Speakers, leaders in science, clergymen better than famous, and famous too, poets by the half-dozen, singers with voices like angels, financiers, wits, three of the best laughers in the Commonwealth, engineers, agriculturists, all forms of talent and knowledge he pretended were represented in that meeting. Then he be gan to quote Byron about Santa Croce, and main tained that he could " furnish out creation " in all 146 THE AUTOCRAT its details from that set of his. He would like to have the whole boodle of them, (I remonstrated against this word, but the Professor said it was a diabolish good word, and he would have no other,) with their wives and children, shipwrecked on a remote island, just to see how splendidly they would reorganize society. They could build a city, they have done it; make constitutions and laws ; establish churches and lyceums ; teach and practise the healing art ; instruct in every depart ment; found observatories; create commerce and manufactures ; write songs and hymns, and sing 'em, and make instruments to accompany the songs with ; lastly, publish a journal almost as good as the " Northern Magazine," edited by the Come-outers. There was nothing they were not up to, from a christening to a hanging ; the last, to be sure, could never be called for, unless some stranger got in among them. I let the Professor talk as long as he liked ; it did n't make much difference to me whether it was all truth, or partly made up of pale Sherry and similar elements. All at once he jumped up and said, Don't you want to hear what I just read to the boys ? I have had questions of a similar character asked me before, occasionally. A man of iron mould might perhaps say, No ! I am not a man OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE 147 of iron mould, and said that I should be de lighted. The Professor then read with that slightly sing-song cadence which is observed to be com mon in poets reading their own verses the fol lowing stanzas ; holding them at a focal distance of about two feet and a half, with an occasional movement back or forward for better adjustment, the appearance of which has been likened by some impertinent young folks to that of the act of play ing on the trombone. His eyesight was never better; I have his word for it. MARE RUBRUM. Flash out a stream of blood-red wine ! For I would drink to other days ; And brighter shall their memory shine, Seen flaming through its crimson blaze. The roses die, the summers fade ; But every ghost of boyhood's dream By Nature's magic power is laid To sleep beneath this blood-red stream. It filled the purple grapes that lay And drank the splendors of the sun Where the long summer's cloudless day Is mirrored in the broad Garonne ; It pictures still the bacchant shapes That saw their hoarded sunlight shed, The maidens dancing on the grapes, Their milk-white ankles splashed with red. Beneath these waves of crimson lie, In rosy fetters prisoned fast, Those flitting shapes that never die, The swift-winged visions of the past. 148 THE AUTOCRAT Kiss but the crystal's mystic rim, Each shadow rends its flowery chain, Springs in a bubble from its brim And walks the chambers of the brain. Poor Beauty ! time and fortune's wrong No form nor featui-e may withstand, Thy wrecks are scattered all along, Like emptied sea-shells on the sand ; Yet, sprinkled with this blushing rain, The dust restores each blooming girl, As if the sea-shells moved again Their glistening lips of pink and pearl. Here lies the home of school-boy life, With creaking stair and wind-swept hall, And, scarred by many a truant knife, Our old initials on the wall ; Here rest their keen vibrations mute The shout of voices known so well, The ringing laugh, the wailing flute, The chiding of the sharp-tongued bell. Here, clad in burning robes, are laid Life's blossomed joys, untimely shed ; And here those cherished forms have strayed We miss awhile, and call them dead. What wizard fills the maddening glass ? What soil the enchanted clusters grew, That buried passions wake and pass In beaded drops of fiery dew ? Nay, take the cup of blood-red wine, Our hearts can boast a warmer glow, Filled from a vintage more divine, Calmed, but not chilled by winter's snow ! To-night the palest wave we sip Rich as the priceless draught shall be That wet the bride of Cana's lip, The wedding wine of Galilee ! OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 149 VI. IN has many tools, but a lie is the handle which fits them all. I think, sir, said the divinity- student, you must intend that for one of the sayings of the Seven Wise Men of Boston you were speaking of the other day. I thank you, my young friend, was my re ply, but I must say something better than that, before I could pretend to fill out the number. The schoolmistress wanted to know how many of these sayings there were on record, and what, and by whom said. Why, let us see, there is that one of Benjamin Franklin, " the great Bostonian," after whom this lad was named. To be sure, he said a great many wise things, and I don't feel sure he did n't borrow this, he speaks as if it were old. But then he applied it so neatly ! " He that has once done you a kindness will be more ready to do you another than he whom you yourself have obliged." Then there is that glorious Epicurean paradox, uttered by my friend, the Historian, in one of his flashing moments : 1 5 o THE AUTOCRAT " Give us the luxuries of life, and we will dis pense with its necessaries." To these must certainly be added that other saying of one of the wittiest of men : " Good Americans, when they die, go to Paris." The divinity-student looked grave at this, but said nothing. The schoolmistress spoke out, and said she did n't think the wit meant any irreverence. It was only another way of saying, Paris is a heav enly place after New York or Boston. A jaunty -looking person, who had come in with the young fellow they call John, evidently a stranger, said there was one more wise man's saying that he had heard : it was about our place, but he did n't know who said it. A civil curios ity was manifested by the company to hear the fourth wise saying. I heard him distinctly whis pering to the young fellow who brought him to dinner, Shall I tell it ? To which the answer was, Go ahead ! Well, he said, this is what I heard : "Boston State-House is the hub of the solar system. You could n't pry that out of a Boston man, if you had the tire of all creation straight ened out for a crowbar." Sir, said I, I am gratified with your re mark. It expresses with pleasing vivacity that which I have sometimes heard uttered with ma- OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 151 lignant dulness. The satire of the remark is es sentially true of Boston, and of all other con siderable and inconsiderable places with which I have had the privilege of being acquainted. Cockneys think London is the only place in the world. Frenchmen you remember the line about Paris, the Court, the World, etc. I recol lect well, by the way, a sign in that city which ran thus : " Hotel de TUnivers et des Etats Unis " ; and as Paris is the universe to a Frenchman, of course the United States are outside of it. " See Naples and then die." It is quite as bad with smaller places. I have been about, lecturing, you know, and have found the following propositions to hold true of all of them. 1. The axis of the earth sticks out visibly through the centre of each and every town or city. 2. If more than fifty years have passed since its foundation, it is affectionately styled by the inhab itants the "good old town of" (whatever its name may happen to be.) 3. Every collection of its inhabitants that comes together to listen to a stranger is invariably de clared to be a "remarkably intelligent audience." 4. The climate of the place is particularly fa vorable to longevity. 5. It contains several persons of vast talent lit tle known to the world. (One or two of them, I 5 2 THE AUTOCRAT you may perhaps chance to remember, sent short pieces to the " Pactolian " some time since, which were " respectfully declined/') Boston is just like other places of its size; only perhaps, considering its excellent fish-market, paid fire-department, superior monthly publica tions, and correct habit of spelling the English language, it has some right to look down on the mob of cities. I '11 tell you, though, if you want to know it, what is the real offence of Boston. It drains a large water-shed of its intellect, and will not itself be drained. If it would only send away its first-rate men, instead of its second-rate ones, (no offence to the well-known exceptions, of which we are always proud,) we should be spared such epigrammatic remarks as that which the gentle man has quoted. There can never be a real me tropolis in this country, until the biggest centre can drain the lesser ones of their talent and wealth. I have observed, by the way, that the people who really live in two great cities are by no means so jealous of each other, as are those of smaller cities situated within the intellectual basin, or suction-range, of one large one, of the pretensions of any other. Don't you see why ? Because their promising young author and rising lawyer and large capitalist have been drained off to the neigh boring big city, their prettiest girl has been ex ported to the same market; all their ambition OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 153 points there, and all their thin gilding of glory conies from there. I hate little toad-eating cities. Would I be so good as to specify any par ticular example "? O, an example ? Did you ever see a bear-trap ? Never ? Well, should n't you like to see me put my foot into one ? With sentiments of the highest consideration I must beg leave to be excused. Besides, some of the smaller cities are charm ing. If they have an old church or two, a few stately mansions of former grandees, here and there an old dwelling with the second story projecting, (for the convenience of shooting the Indians knock ing at the front-door with their tomahawks,) if they have, scattered about, those mighty square houses built something more than half a century ago, and standing like architectural bowlders dropped by the former diluvium of wealth, whose refluent wave has left them as its monument, if they have gardens with elbowed apple-trees that push their branches over the high board-fence and drop their fruit on the sidewalk, if they have a little grass in the side-streets, enough to betoken quiet without proclaiming decay, I think I could go to pieces, after my life's work were done, in one of those tranquil places, as sweetly as in any cra dle that an old man may be rocked to sleep in. I visit such spots always with infinite delight. My friend, the Poet, says, that rapidly growing towns i 5 4 THE AUTOCRAT are most unfavorable to the imaginative and re flective faculties. Let a man live in one of these old quiet places, he says, and the wine of his soul, which is kept thick and turbid by the rattle of busy streets, settles, and, as you hold it up, you may see the sun through it by day and the stars by night. Do I think that the little villages have the conceit of the great towns ? I don't believe there is much difference. You know how they read Pope's line in the smallest town in our State of Massachusetts ? Well, they read it " All are but parts of one stupendous HULL ! " Every person's feelings have a front-door and a side-door by which they may be entered. The front-door is on the street. Some keep it al ways open ; some keep it latched ; some, locked ; some, bolted, with a chain that will let you peep in, but not get in ; and some nail it up, so that nothing can pass its threshold. This front-door leads into a passage which opens into an anteroom, and this into the interior apartments. The side- door opens at once into the sacred chambers. There is almost always at least one key to this side-door. This is carried for years hidden in a mother's bosom. Fathers, brothers, sisters, and friends, often, but by no means so universally, have duplicates of it. The wedding-ring conveys a right to one ; alas, if none is given with it ! OF THE. BREAKFAS T- TABLE. 1 5 5 If nature or accident has put one of these keys into the hands of a person who has the torturing instinct, I can only solemnly pronounce the words that Justice utters over its doomed victim, The Lord have mercy on your soul ! You will probably go mad within a reasonable time, or, if you are a man, run off and die with your head on a curb stone, in Melbourne or San Francisco, or, if you are a woman, quarrel and break your heart, or turn into a pale, jointed petrifaction that moves about as if it were alive, or play some real life- tragedy or other. Be very careful to whom you trust one of these keys of the side-door. The fact of possessing one renders those even who are dear to you very terri ble at times. You can keep the world out from your front-door, or receive visitors only when you are ready for them ; but those of your own flesh and blood, or of certain grades of intimacy, can come in at the side-door, if they will, at any hour and in any mood. Some of them have a scale of your whole nervous system, and can play all the gamut of your sensibilities in semitones, touch ing the naked nerve-pulps as a pianist strikes the keys of his instrument. I am satisfied that there are as great masters of this nerve-playing as Vieux- temps or Thalberg in their lines of performance. Married life is the school in which the most ac complished artists in this department are found. 156 THE AUTOCRAT A delicate woman is the best instrument ; she has such a magnificent compass of sensibilities ! From the deep inward moan which follows pressure on the great nerves of right, to the sharp cry as the filaments of taste are struck with a crashing sweep, is a range which no other instrument possesses. A few exercises on it daily at home fit a man won derfully for his habitual labors, and refresh him immensely as he returns from them. No stranger can get a great many notes of torture out of a hu man soul ; it takes one that knows it well, parent, child, brother, sister, intimate. Be very careful to whom you give a side-door key ; too many have them already. You remember the old story of the tender hearted man, who placed a frozen viper in his bo som, and was stung by it when it became thawed? If we take a cold-blooded creature into our bosom, better that it should sting us and we should die than that its chill should slowly steal into our hearts ; warm it we never can ! I have seen faces of women that were fair to look upon, yet one could see that the icicles were forming round these women's hearts. I knew what freezing image lay on the white breasts beneath the laces ! A very simple intellectual mechanism answers the necessities of friendship, and even of the most intimate relations of life. If a watch tells us the hour and minute, we can be content to carry it OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 157 about with us for a lifetime, though it has no sec ond-hand and is not a repeater, nor a musical watch, though it is not enamelled nor jewelled, in short, though it has little beyond the wheels required for a trustworthy instrument, added to a good face and a pair of useful hands. The more wheels there are in a watch or a brain, the more trouble they are to take care of. The movements of exaltation which belong to genius are egotistic by their very nature. A calm, clear mind, not subject to the spasms and crises which are so often met with in creative or intensely perceptive na tures, is the best basis for love or friendship. Ob serve, I am talking about minds. I won't say, the more intellect, the less capacity for loving ; for that would do wrong to the understanding and reason ; but, on the other hand, that the brain often runs away with the heart's best blood, which gives the world a few pages of wisdom or senti ment or poetry, instead of making one other heart happy, I have no question. If one's intimate in love or friendship cannot or does not share all one's intellectual tastes or pur suits, that is a small matter. Intellectual com panions can be found easily in men and books. After all, if we think of it, most of the world's loves and friendships have been between people that could not read nor spell. But to radiate the heat of the affections into a i 5 8 TIl^ AUTOCRAT clod, which absorbs all that is poured into it, but never warms beneath the sunshine of smile* or the pressure of hand or lip, this is the great martyr dom of sensitive beings, most of all in that per petual auto da fe where young womanhood is the sacrifice. You noticed, perhaps, what I just said about the loves and friendships of illiterate per sons, that is, of the human race, with a few ex ceptions here and there. I like books, I was born and bred among them, and have the easy feeling, when I get into their presence, that a stable- boy has among horses. I don't think I undervalue them either as companions or as instructors. But I can't help remembering that the world's great men have not commonly been great scholars, nor its great scholars great men. The Hebrew pa triarchs had small libraries, I think, if any ; yet they represent to our imaginations a very com plete idea of manhood, and, I think, if we could ask in Abraham to dine with us men of letters next Saturday, we should feel honored by his company. What I wanted to say about books is this : that there are times in which every active mind feels itself above any and all human books. 1 think a man must have a good opinion of himself, sir, said the divinity-student, who should feel himself above Shakespeare at any time. OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 159 My young friend, I replied, the man who is never conscious of a state of feeling or of intel lectual effort entirely beyond expression by any form of words whatsoever is a mere creature of language. I can hardly believe there are any such men. Why, think for a moment of the power of music. The nerves that make us alive to it spread out (so the Professor tells me) in the most sensi tive region of the marrow just where it is wid ening to run upwards into the hemispheres. It has its seat in the region of sense rather than of thought. Yet it produces a continuous and, as it were, logical sequence of emotional and intellectual changes ; but how different from trains of thought proper ! how entirely beyond the reach of sym bols ! Think of human passions as compared with all phrases ! Did you ever hear of a man's grow ing lean by the reading of " Romeo and Juliet," or blowing his brains out because Desdemona was maligned ? There arc a good many symbols, even, that are more expressive than words. I remem ber a young wife who had to part with her husband for a time. She did not write a mournful poem ; indeed, she was a silent person, and perhaps hard ly said a word about it ; but she quietly turned of a deep orange color with jaundice. A great many people in this world have but one form of rhetoric for their profoundest experiences, namely, to waste away and die. When a man can read, his 160 THE AUTOCRAT paroxysm of feeling is passing. When he can read, his thought has slackened its hold. You talk about reading Shakespeare, using him as an expression for the highest intellect, and you won der that any common person should be so presump tuous as to suppose his thought can rise above the text which lies before him. But think a moment. A child's reading of Shakespeare is one thing, and Coleridge's or Schlegel's reading of him is another. The saturation-point of each mind differs from that of every other. But I think it is as true for the small mind which can only take up a little as for the great one which takes up much, that the sug gested trains of thought and feeling ought always to rise above not the author, but the reader's mental version of the author, whoever he may be. I think most readers of Shakespeare sometimes find themselves thrown into exalted mental condi tions like those produced by music. Then they may drop the book, to pass at once into the region of thought without words. We may happen to be very dull folks, you and I, and probably are, unless there is some particular reason to suppose the contrary. But we get glimpses now and then of a sphere of spiritual possibilities, where we, dull as we are now, may sail in vast circles round the largest compass of earthly intelligences. I confess there are times when I feel like the friend I mentioned to you some time ago, I OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 161 hate the very sight of a book. Sometimes it becomes almost a physical necessity to talk out what is in the mind, before putting anything else into it. It is very bad to have thoughts and feel ings, which were meant to come out in talk, strike in, as they say of some complaints that ought to show outwardly. I always believed in life rather than in books. I suppose every day of earth, with its hundred thousand deaths and something more of births, with its loves and hates, its triumphs and defeats, its pangs and blisses, has more of humanity in it than all the books that were ever written, put together. I believe the flowers growing at this moment send up more fragrance to heaven than was ever exhaled from all the essences ever dis tilled. Don't I read up various matters to talk about at this table or elsewhere? No, that is the last thing I would do. I will tell you my rule. Talk about those subjects you have had long in your mind, and listen to what others say about subjects you have studied but recently. Knowledge and timber should n't be much used till they are seasoned. Physiologists and metaphysicians have had their attention turned a good deal of late to the automatic and involuntary actions of the mind. Put an idea into your intelligence and leave it ii 162 THE AUTOCRAT there an hour, a day, a year, without ever having occasion to refer to it. When, at last, you return to it, you do not find it as it was when acquired. It has domiciliated itself, so to speak, become at home, entered into relations with your other thoughts, and integrated itself with the whole fabric of the mind. Or take a simple and famil iar example ; Dr. Carpenter has adduced it. You forget a name, in conversation, go on talking, without making any effort to recall it, and presently the mind evolves it by its own involun tary and unconscious action, while you were pur suing another train of thought, and the name rises of itself to your lips. There are some curious observations I should like to make about the mental machinery, but I think we are getting rather didactic. I should be gratified, if Benjamin Frank lin would let me know something of his progress in the French language. I rather liked that ex ercise he read us the other day, though I must confess I should hardly dare to translate it, for fear some people in a remote city where I once lived might think I was drawing their portraits. - Yes, Paris is a famous place for societies. I don't know whether the piece I mentioned from the French author was intended simply as Natu ral History, or whether there was not a little malice in his description. At any rate, when I OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 163 gave my translation to B. F. to turn back again into French, one reason was that I thought it would sound a little bald in English, and some people might think it was meant to have some local bearing or other, which the author, of course, did n't mean, inasmuch as he could not be acquainted with anything on this side of the water. [The above remarks were addressed to the schoolmistress, to whom I handed the paper after looking it over. The divinity-student came and read over her shoulder, very curious, apparently, but his eyes wandered, I thought. Fancying that her breathing was somewhat hurried and high, or thoracic, as my friend, the Professor, calls it, I watched her a little more closely. It is none of my business. After all, it is the imponderables that move the world, heat, electricity, love. Habet ?] This is the piece that Benjamin Franklin made into boarding-school French, such as you see here ; don't expect too much ; the mistakes give a relish to it, I think. LES SOCIETES POLYPHYSIOPHILOSOPHIQUES. Ces Societe's la sont une Institution pour suppleer aux besoins d'esprit et de coeur de ces individus qui ont survecu a leurs Emotions a 1'egard du beau sexe, et qui n'ont pas la distraction de 1'habitude de boire. Pour devenir membre d'une de ces Socie'te's, on 1 64 THE AUTOCRAT doit avoir le moins de chevenx possible. S'il y en reste plusieurs qui resistent aux depilatoires natu- relles et autres, on doit avoir quelques connabsances, n'importe dans quel genre. Des le moment qu'on ouvre la porte de la Societe", on a un grand inte'ret dans tontes les choses dont on ne sait rien. Ainsi, un microscopiste demontre un nouveau flexor du tarse d'un melolontha vulgaris. Douze savans improvises, portans des besides, et qui ne connaissent rien des insectes, si ce n'est les morsures du culex, se pre*- cipitent sur 1'instrument, et voient une grande bulle d'air, dont ils s'emerveillent avec effusion. Ce qui est un spectacle plein d'instruction pour ceux qui ne sont pas de ladite Socie'te'. Tous les membres regardent les chimistes en particulier avec un air d'intelligence parfaite pendant qu'ils prouvent dans un discours d'une demiheure que O 6 N 3 H 5 C 6 , etc., font quelque chose qui n'est bonne a rien, mais qui probablement a une odeur tres de*sagreable, selon Tliabitude des produits chimiques. Apres cela vient un mathe'maticien qui vous bourre avec des a -\- b et vous rapporte enfin un x -j- y, dont vous n'avez pas besoin et qui ne change imllement vos relations avec la vie. Un natural iste vous parle des formations spe'ciales des animaux excessivement inconnus, dont vous n'avez jamais soupconne' 1'existence. Ainsi il vous de"crit les follicules de lappendix vermiformis d'jin dzigyuetai. Vous ne savez pas ce que c'est qu'un folUcule. Vous ne savez pas ce que c'est qu'un appendix vermiformis. Vous n'avez jamais entendu parler du dzigyuetai. Ainsi vous gagnez toutes ces connaissances a la fois, qui s'attachent a votre esprit com me Peau adhere aux plumes d'un canard. On connait toutes les langues ex ojfitio eu OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 165 devenant membre d'une de ces Socie'tes. Ainsi quand on entend lire run Essai sur les dialectes, Tchutchiens, on comprend toat cela de suite, et s'in- struit e'norme'ment. II y a deux especes d'individus qu'on trouve tou- jours k ces Socie'tes: 1 Le membre a questions; 2 Le membre a " Bylaws." La question est une spe'cialite'. Celui qui en fait metier ne fait jamais des reponses. La question est une maniere tres commode de dire les choses sui- vantes: "Me vcila! Je ne suis pas fossil, moi, je respire encore! J'ai des idees, voyez mon intelli gence ! Vous re croyiez pas, vous a'utfes, que je savais quelque chose de cela! Ah, nous avons un pen de sagacite, voyez vous! Nous ne sommes nul- lernent la bete qu'on pense! " Lefaiseu* de ques tions donne pen d* attention aux rfyonses qu'on fait ; ce n' est pas la dans sa specialite. Le membre a " Bylaws" est le bouchon de toutes les Emotions mousseuses et g^nereuses qui se montrent dans la Societe". C'est un empereur manque, un tyran a la troisieme trituration. C'est un esprit dtir, born4, exact, grand darif, les petitesses, petit dans les grandeurs, selon le mot du grand Jefferson. On ne 1'aiine pas dans la Societe, mais on le respecte et on le craint. II n'y a qu'un mot pour ce membre au- dessus de " Bylaws." Cu mot est pour lui ce que rOm est aux Hindous. C'est sa religion; il n'y a rien audela. Ce mot la c'est la CONSTITUTION! Lesdites Socie'tes publient des feuilletons de terns en terns. On les trouve abandonnes a sa porte, nus cornme des enfans nouveaunes, faute de membrane cutanee, ou meme papyracee. Si on aime le bota- nique, on y trouve une memoire sur les coquilles; si 1 66 THE AUTOCRAT on fait des etudes zoologiques, on trouve un grand tas de q 1 */ 1, ce qui doit etre infiniment plus com mode que les encyclope"dies. Ainsi il est clair comme la me'taphysique qu'on doit devenir membre d'une Societ^ telle que nous decrivons. Recettepour le Depilatoire Physiophilosophique. Chaux vive Ib. ss. Eau bouillante Oj. Depilez avec. Polissez ensuite. I told the boy that his translation into French was creditable to him ; and some of the company wishing to hear what there was in the piece that made me smile, I turned it into English for them, as well as I could, on the spot. The landlady's daughter seemed to be much amused by the idea that a depilatory could take the place of literary and scientific accomplish ments ; she wanted me to print the piece, so that she might send a copy of it to her cousin in Miz- zourah ; she did n't think he 'd have to do anything to the outside of his head to get into any of the societies ; he had to wear a wig once, when he played a part in a tabullo. No, said I, I shouldn't think of printing that in English. I '11 tell you why. As soon as you get a few thousand people together in a town, there is somebody that every sharp thing you say is sure to hit. What if a thing was written in Paris or in Pekin ? that makes no difference. Everybody in those cities, or almost everybody, OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 167 has his counterpart here, and in all large places. You never studied averages as I have had occasion to. I '11 tell you how I came to know so much about averages. There was one season when I was lecturing, commonly, five evenings in the week, through most of the lecturing period. I soon found, as most speakers do, that it was pleasanter to work one lecture than to keep sev eral in hand. Don't you get sick to -death of one lecture ? said the landlady's daughter, who had a new dress on that day, and was in spirits for conver sation. I was going to talk about averages, I said, but I have no objection to telling you about lec tures, to begin with. A new lecture always has a certain excitement connected with its delivery. One thinks well of it, as of most things fresh from his mind. After a few deliveries of it, one gets tired and then dis gusted with its repetition. Go on delivering it, and the disgust passes off, until, after one has re peated it a hundred or a hundred and fifty times, he rather enjoys the hundred and first or hundred and fifty-first time, before a new audience. But this is on one condition, that he never lays the lecture down and lets it cool. If he does, there comes on a loathing for it which is intense, so 1 68 THE AUTOCRAT that the sight of the old battered manuscript is as bad as sea-sickness. A new lecture is just like any other new tool. We use it for a while with pleasure. Then it blisters our hands, and we hate to touch it. By and by our hands get callous, and then we have no longer any sensitiveness about it. But if we give it up, the calluses disappear ; and if we med dle with it again, we miss the novelty and get the blisters. The story is often quoted of Whitefield, that he said a sermon was good for nothing until it had been preached forty times. A lecture does n't begin to be old until it has passed its hun dredth delivery ; and some, I think, have doubled, if not quadrupled, that number. These old lec tures are a man's best, commonly ; they improve by age, also, like the pipes, fiddles, and poems I told you of the other day. One learns to make the most of their strong points and to carry off their weak ones, to take out the really good things which don't tell on the audience, and put in cheaper things that do. All this degrades him, of course, but it improves the lecture for general delivery. A thoroughly popular lecture ought to have nothing in it which five hundred people can not all take in a flash, just as it is uttered. No, indeed, I should be very sorry to say anything disrespectful of audiences. I have been kindly treated by a great many, and may oc- OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 169 casionally face one hereafter. But I tell you the average intellect of five hundred persons, taken as they come, is not very high. It may be sound and safe, so far as it goes, but it is not very rapid - or profound. A lecture ought to be something which all can understand, about something which interests everybody. I think, that, if any experi enced lecturer gives you a different account from this, it will probably be one of those eloquent or forcible speakers who hold an audience by the charm of their manner, whatever they talk about, - even when they don't talk very well. But an average, which was what I meant to speak about, is one of the most extraordinary subjects of observation and study. It is awful in its uniformity, in its automatic necessity of action. Two communities of ants or bees are exactly alike in all their actions, so far as we can see. Two lyceum assemblies, of five hundred each, are so nearly alike, that they are absolutely undistin- guishable in many cases by any definite mark, and there is nothing but the place and time by which one can tell the " remarkably intelligent audience " of a town in New York or Ohio from one in any New England town of similar size. Of course, if any principle of selection has come in, as in those special associations of young men which are common in cities, it deranges the uni formity of the assemblage. But let there be no 1 7 o THE AUTOCRAT such interfering circumstances, and one knows pretty well even the look the audience will have, before he goes. Front seats : a few old folks, shiny-headed, slant up best ear towards the speaker, drop off asleep after a while, when the air begins to get a little narcotic with carbonic acid. Bright women's faces, young and middle- aged, a little behind these, but toward the front (pick out the best, and lecture mainly to that.) Here and there a countenance, sharp and scholar- like, and a dozen pretty female ones sprinkled about. An indefinite number of pairs of young people, happy, but not always very attentive. Boys, in the background, more or less quiet. Dull faces here, there, in how many places ! I don't say dull people, but faces without a ray of sympa thy or a movement of expression. They are what kill the lecturer. These negative faces with their vacuous eyes and stony lineaments pump and suck the warm soul out of him ; that is the chief reason why lecturers grow so pale before the sea son is over. They render latent any amount of vital caloric ; they act on our minds as those cold-blooded creatures I was talking about act on our hearts. Out of all these inevitable elements the audience is generated, a great compound vertebrate, as much like fifty others you have seen as any two mammals of the same species are like each other. OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 171 Each audience laughs, and each cries, in just the same places of your lecture ; that is, if you make one laugh or cry, you make all. Even those little indescribable movements which a lecturer takes cognizance of, just as a driver notices his horse's cocking his ears, are sure to come in exactly the same place of your lecture always. I declare to you, that, as the monk said about the picture in the convent, that he sometimes thought the liv ing tenants were the shadows, and the painted figures the realities, I have sometimes felt as if I were a wandering spirit, and this great unchang ing multivertebrate which I faced night after night was one ever-listening animal, which writhed along after me wherever I fled, and coiled at my feet every evening, turning up to me the same sleep less eyes which I thought I had closed with my last drowsy incantation ! O yes ! A thousand kindly and courte ous acts, a thousand faces that melted individ ually out of my recollection as the April snow melts, but only to steal away and find the beds of flowers whose roots are memory, but which blossom in poetry and dreams. I am not un grateful, nor unconscious of all the good feeling and intelligence everywhere to be met with through the vast parish to which the lecturer ministers. But when I set forth, leading a string of rny mind's daughters to market, as the country-folk 1 72 THE AUTOCRAT fetch in their strings of horses Pardon me, that was a coarse fellow who sneered at the sympathy wasted on an unhappy lecturer, as if, because he was decently paid for his services, he had there fore sold his sensibilities. Family men get dread fully homesick. In the remote and bleak village the heart returns to the red blaze of the logs in one's fireplace at home. "There are his young barbarians all at play," if he owns any youthful savages. No, the world has a million roosts for a man, but only one nest. It is a fine thing to be an oracle to which an appeal is always made in all discussions. The men of facts wait their turn in grim silence, with that slight tension about the nostrils which the consciousness of carrying a " settler " in the form of a fact or a revolver gives the individual thus armed. When a person is really full of informa tion, and does not abuse it to crush conversation, his part is to that of the real talkers what the in strumental accompaniment is in a trio or quartette of vocalists. What do I mean by the real talkers ? Why, the people with fresh ideas, of course, and plenty of good warm words to dress them in. Facts always yield the place of honor, in conver sation, to thoughts about facts ; but if a false note is uttered, down comes the finger on the key and OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 173 the man of facts asserts his true dignity. I have known three of these men of facts, at least, who were always formidable, and one of them was tyrannical. Yes, a man sometimes makes a grand ap pearance on a particular occasion; but these men knew something about almost everything, and never made mistakes. He 1 Veneers in first-rate style. The mahogany scales off now and then in spots, and then you see the cheap light stuff. I found very fine in conversational information, the other day when we were in company. The talk ran upon mountains. He was wonderfully well acquainted with the leading facts about the Andes, the Apennines, and the Appalachians; he had nothing in particular to say about Ara rat, Ben Nevis, and various other mountains that were mentioned. By and by some Revolutionary anecdote came up, and he showed singular famil iarity with the lives of the Adamses, and gave many details relating to Major Andre. A point of Natural History being suggested, he gave an excellent account of the air-bladder of fishes. He was very full upon the subject of agriculture, but retired from the conversation when horticulture was introduced in the discussion. So he seemed well acquainted with the geology of anthracite, but did not pretend to know anything of other kinds of coal. There was something so odd about I 7 4 TII1: AUTOCRAT the extent and limitations of his knowledge, that I suspected all at once what might be the meaning of it, and waited till I got an opportunity. Have you seen the " New American Cyclopaedia ? " said I. I have, he replied ; I received an early copy. How far does it go ? He turned red, and an swered, To Araguay. O, said I to myself, not quite so far as Ararat ; that is the reason he knew nothing about it ; but he must have read all the rest straight through, and, if he can remember what is in this volume until he has read all those that are to come, he will know more than I ever thought he would. Since I had this experience, I hear that some body else has related a similar story. I did n't borrow it, for all that. I made a comparison at table some time since, which has often been quoted and received many compliments. It was that of the mind of a bigot to the pupil of the eye ; the more light you pour on it, the more it contracts. The simile is a very obvious, and, I suppose I may now say, a happy one ; for it has just been shown me that it occurs in a Preface to certain Political Poems of Thomas Moore's published long before my remark was repeated. When a person of fair character for literary honesty uses an image such as another has employed before him, the pre sumption is, that he has struck upon it indepen dently, or unconsciously recalled it, supposing it his own. OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 175 It is impossible to tell, in a great many cases, whether a comparison which suddenly suggests it self is a new conception or a recollection. I told you the other day that I never wrote a line of verse that seemed to me comparatively good, but it ap peared old at once, and often as if it had been borrowed. But I confess I never suspected the above comparison of being old, except from the fact of its obviousness. It is proper, however, that I proceed by a formal instrument to relinquish all claim to any property in an idea given to the world at about the time when I had just joined the class in which Master Thomas Moore was then a some what advanced scholar. I, therefore, in full possession of my native hon esty, but knowing the liability of all men to be elected to public office, and for that reason feeling uncertain how soon I may be in danger of losing it, do hereby renounce all claim to being consid ered the first person who gave utterance to a cer tain simile or comparison referred to in the accom panying documents, and relating to the pupil of the eye on the one part and the mind of the bigot on the other. I hereby relinquish all glory and profit, and especially all claims to letters from au tograph collectors founded upon my supposed prop erty in the above comparison, knowing well, that, according to the laws of literature, they who speak first hold the fee of the thing said. I do 176 THE AUTOCRAT also agree that all Editors of Cyclopedias and Biographical Dictionaries, all Publishers of Re views and Papers, and all Critics writing therein, shall be at liberty to retract or qualify any opin ion predicated on the supposition that I was the sole and undisputed author of the above compari son. But, inasmuch as I do affirm that the com parison aforesaid was uttered by me in the firm belief that it was new and wholly my own, and as I have good reason to think that I had never seen or heard it when first expressed by rne, and as it is well known that different persons may in dependently utter the same idea, as is evinced by that familiar line from Donatus, " Pereant illi qui ante nos nostra dixerunt," now, therefore, I do request by this instrument that all well-disposed persons will abstain from as serting or implying that I am open to any accu sation whatsoever touching the said comparison, and, if they have so asserted or implied, that they will have the manliness forthwith to retract the same assertion or insinuation. I think few persons have a greater disgust for plagiarism than myself. If I had even suspected that the idea in question was borrowed, I should have disclaimed originality, or mentioned the coin cidence, as I once did in a case where I had hap- OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. i 77 pened to hit on an idea of Swift's. But what shall I do about these verses I was going to read you i I am afraid that half mankind would ac cuse me of stealing their thoughts, if I printed them. I am convinced that several of you, espe cially if you are getting a little on in life, will rec ognize some of these sentiments as having passed through your consciousness at some time. I can't help it, it is too late now. The verses are writ ten, and you must have them. Listen, then, and you shall hear WHAT WE ALL THINK. That age was older once than now, In spite of locks untimely shed, Or silvered on the youthful brow ; That babes make love and children wed. That sunshine had a heavenly glow, Which faded with those " good old days," When winters came with deeper snow, And autumns with a softer haze. That mother, sister, wife, or child The " best of women " each has known. Were school-boys ever half so wild ? How young the grandpapas have grown. That but for this our souls were free, And but for that our lives were blest ; That in some season yet to be Our cares will leave us time to rest. Whene'er we groan with ache or pain, Some common ailment of the race, 178 THE AUTOCRAT Though doctors think the matter plain, That ours is " a peculiar case." That when like babes with fingers burned We count one bitter maxim more, Our lesson all the world has learned, And men are wiser than before. That when we sob o'er fancied woes, The angels hovering overhead Count every pitying drop that flows, And love us for the tears we shed. That when we stand with tearless eye And turn the beggar from our door, They still approve us when we sigh, u Ah, had I but one thousand more ! " That weakness smoothed the path of sin, In half the slips our youth has known ; And whatsoe'er its blame has been, That Mercy flowers on faults outgrown. Though temples crowd the crumbled brink O'erhanging truth's eternal flow, Their tablets bold with what we think, Their echoes dumb to what we know i That one unquestioned text we read, All doubt beyond, all fear above, Nor crackling pile nor cursing creed Can burn or blot it : GOD is LOVB ! OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 179 VII. HIS particular record is noteworthy principally for containing a paper by my friend, the Professor, with a poem or two annexed or intercalated. I would suggest to young persons that they should pass over it for the present, and read, instead of it, that story about the young man who was in love with the young lady, and in great trouble for something like nine pages, but happily married on the tenth page or thereabouts, which, I take it for granted, will be contained in the periodical where this is found, unless it differ from all other publi cations of the kind. Perhaps, if such young peo ple will lay the number aside, and take it up ten years, or a little more, from the present time, they may find something in it for their advantage. They can't possibly understand it all now.] My friend, the Professor, began talking with me one day in a dreary sort of way, I couid n't get at the difficulty for a good while, but at last it turned out that somebody had been calling him an old man. He did n't mind his students calling him the old man, he said. That was a technical i go THE AUTOCRAT expression, and he thought that he remembered hearing it applied to himself when he was about twenty-five. It may be considered as a familiar and sometimes endearing appellation. An Irish woman calls her husband " the old man," and he return;-! the caressing expression by speaking of her as "the 'old woman." But now, said he, just suppose a case like one of these. A young stran ger is overheard talking of you as a very nice old gentleman. A friendly and genial critic speaks of your green old age as illustrating the truth of some axiom you had uttered with reference to that period of life. What / call an old man is a per son with a smooth, shining crown and a fringe of scattered white hairs, seen in the streets on sun shiny days, stooping as he walks, bearing a cane, moving cautiously and slowly ; telling old stories, smiling at present follies, living in a narrow world of dry habits ; one that remains waking when others have dropped asleep, and keeps a little night-lamp-flame of life burning year after year, if the lamp is not upset, and there is only a care ful hand held round it to prevent the puffs of wind from blowing the flame out. That 's what I call an old man. Now, said the Professor, you don't mean to tell me that I have got to that yet ? Why, bless you, I am several years short of the time when [I knew tvhat was coming, and could hardly keep OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 181 from laughing ; twenty years ago he used to quote it as one of those absurd speeches men of genius will make, and now he is going to argue from it] several years short of the time when Balzac says that men are most you know dangerous to the hearts of in short, most to be dreaded by duennas that have charge of susceptible females. What age is that ? said I, statistically. Fifty- two years, answered the Professor. Balzac ought to know, said I, if it is true that Goethe said of him, that each of his stories must have been dug out of a woman's heart. But fifty-two is a high figure. Stand in the light of the window, Professor, said I. The Professor took up the desired posi tion. You have white hairs, I said. Had 'cm any time these twenty years, said the Professor. And the crow's-foot, pes anserinus, rather. The Professor smiled, as I wanted him to, and the folds radiated like the ridges of a half-opened fan, from the outer corner of the eyes to the temples. And the calipers, said I. What are the calipers ? he asked, curiously. Why, the parenthesis, said I. Parenthesis ? said the Professor ; what 's that ? Why, look in the glass when you are disposed to laugh, and see if your mouth is n't framed in a couple of crescent lines, so, my boy ( ) It 's all nonsense, said the Professor; just look at my biceps ; and he began pulling off his coat to show me his arm. Be careful, said I ; you can't bear ig 2 THE AUTOCRAT exposure to the air, at your time of life, as you could once. I will box with you, said the Pro fessor, row with you, walk with you, ride with you, swim with you, or sit at table with you, for fifty dollars a side. Pluck survives stamina, I answered. The Professor went off a little out of humor. A few weeks afterwards he came in, looking very good-natured, and brought me a paper, which I have here, and from which I shall read you some portions, if you don't object. He had been think ing the matter over, he said, had read Cicero " De Senectute," and made up his mind to meet old age half way. These were some of his reflec tions that he had written down ; so here you have THE PROFESSOR'S PAPER. THERE is no doubt when old age begins. The human body is a furnace which keeps in blast threescore years and ten, more or less. It burns about three hundred pounds of carbon a year, (be sides other fuel,) when in fair working order, ac cording to a great chemist's estimate. When the fire slackens, life declines ; when it goes out, we are dead. It has been shown by some noted French exper imenters, that the amount of combustion increases up to about the thirtieth year, remains stationary to about forty-five, and then diminishes. This OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 183 last is the point where old age starts from. The great fact of physical life is the perpetual com merce with the elements, and the fire is the meas ure of it. About this time of life, if food is plenty where you live, for that, you know, regulates matri mony, you may be expecting to find yourself a grandfather some fine morning ; a kind of domestic felicity that gives one a cool shiver of delight to think of, as among the not remotely possible events. I don't mind much those slipshod lines Dr. Johnson wrote to'Thrale, telling her about life's declining from thirty-Jive ; the furnace is in full blast for ten years longer, as I have said. The Romans came very near the mark ; their age of enlistment reached from seventeen to forty-six years. What is the use of fighting against the seasons, or the tides, or the movements of the planetary bodies, or this ebb in the wave of life that flows through us ? We are old fellows from the mo ment the fire begins to go out. Let us always be have like gentlemen when we are introduced to new acquaintance. Incipit Allegoria Senectutis. Old Age, this is Mr. Professor ; Mr. Professor, this is Old Age. Old Age. Mr. Professor, I hope to see you well. I have known you for some time, though 1 84 THE AUTOCRAT I think you did not know me. Shall we walk down the street together 1 Professor (drawing back a little). We can talk more quietly perhaps in my study. Will you tell me how it is you seem to be acquainted with everybody you are introduced to, though he evidently considers you an entire stranger ? Old Age. I make it a rule never to force myself upon a person's recognition until I have known him at least Jive years. Professor. Do you mean to say that you have known me so long as that ? Old Age. I do. I left my card on you longer ago than that, but I am afraid you never read it ; yet T see you have it with you. Professor. Where ? Old Age. There between your eyebrows, three straight lines running up and down ; all the probate courts know that token, " Old Age, his mark." Put your forefinger on the inner end of one eyebrow, and your middle finger on the inner end of the other eyebrow ; now separate the fin gers, and you will smooth out my sign-manual ; that 's the way you used to look before I left my card on you. Professor. What message do people generally send back when you first call on them ? Old Age. Not at home. Then I leave a card and go. Next year I call ; get the same answer; OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE 185 leave another card. So for five or six, some times ten years or more. At last, if they don't let me in, I break in through the front door or the windows. We talked together in this way some time. Then Old Age said again, Come, let us walk down the street together, and offered me a cane, an eye-glass, a tippet, and a pair of over-shoes. No, much obliged to you, said I. I don't want those things, and I had a little rather talk with you here, privately, in my study. So I dressed myself up in a jaunty way and walked out alone ; got a fall, caught a cold, was laid up with a lumbago, and had time to think over this whole matter. Explicit Allegoria Senectutis. We have settled when old age begins. Like all Nature's processes, it is gentle and gradual in its approaches, strewed with allusions, and all its lit tle griefs soothed by natural sedatives. But the iron hand is not less irresistible because it wears the velvet glove. The buttonwood throws off its bark in large flakes, which one may find lying at its foot, pushed out, and at last pushed off, by that tranquil movement from beneath, which is too slow to be seen, but too powerful to be arrested. One finds them always, but one rarely sees them fall. So it is our youth drops from us, scales off, sapless and lifeless, and lays bare .the tender 186 THE AUTOCRAT and immature fresh growth of old age. Looked at collectively, the changes of old age appear as a series of personal insults and indignities, termi nating at last in death, which Sir Thomas Browne has called " the very disgrace and ignominy of our natures." My lady's cheek can boast no more The cranberry white and pink it wore ; 1 And where her shining locks divide, The parting line is all too wide No, no, this will never do. Talk ahout men, if you will, but spare the poor women. We have a brief description of seven stages of life by a remarkably good observer. It is very presumptuous to attempt to add to it, yet I have been struck with the fact that life admits of a nat ural analysis into no less than fifteen distinct pe riods. Taking the five primary divisions, infancy, childhood, youth, manhood, old age, each of these has its own three periods of immaturity, complete development, and decline. I recognize an old baby at once, with its " pipe and mug," (a stick of candy and a porringer,) so does everybody; and an old child shedding its milk-teeth is only a little prototype of the old man shedding his per manent ones. Fifty or thereabouts is only the childhood, as it were, of old age ; the graybeard youngster must be weaned from his late suppers now. So you will see that you have to make fif- OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 187 teen stages at any rate, and that it would not be hard to make twenty-five ; five primary, each with five secondary divisions. The infancy and childhood of commencing oM age have the same ingenuous simplicity and de lightful unconsciousness about them as the first stage of the earlier periods of life shows. The great delusion of mankind is in supposing that to be individual and exceptional which is universal and according to law. A person is always star tled when he hears himself seriously called an old man for the first time. Nature gets us out of youth into manhood, as sailors are hurried on board of vessels, in a state of intoxication. We are hustled into maturity reeling with our passions and imaginations, and we have drifted far away from port before we awake out of our illusions. But to carry us out of maturity into old age, without our knowing where we are going, she drugs us with strong opi ates, and so we stagger along with wide-open eyes that see nothing until snow enough has fallen on our heads to rouse our comatose brains out of their stupid trances. There is one mark of age that strikes me more than any of the physical ones ; I mean the for mation of Habits. An old man who shrinks into himself falls into ways that become as positive and as much beyond the reach of outside influences as igg THE AUTOCRAT if they were governed by clock-work. The animal functions, as the physiologists call them, in distinc tion from the organic, tend, in the process of deteri oration to which age and neglect united gradually lead them, to assume the periodical or rhythmical type of movement. Every man's heart (this organ belongs, you know, to the organic system) has a regular mode of action ; but I know a great many men whose brains, and all their voluntary exist ence flowing from their brains, have a systole and diastole as regular as that of the heart itself. Habit is the approximation of the animal system to the organic. It is a confession of failure in the high est function of being, which involves a perpetual self-determination, in full view of all existing cir cumstances. But habit, you see, is an action in present circumstances from past motives. It is substituting a vis a tergo for the evolution of living force. When a man, instead of burning up three hun dred pounds of carbon a year, has got down to two hundred and fifty, it is plain enough he must economize force somewhere. Now habit is a la bor-saving invention which enables a man to get along with less fuel, that is all ; for fuel is force, you know, just as much in the page I am writing for you as in the locomotive or the legs that carry it to you. Carbon is the same thing, whether you call it wood, or coal, or bread and cheese. A rev- OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 189 erend gentleman demurred to this statement, as if, because combustion is asserted to be the sine qua non of thought, therefore thought is alleged to be a purely chemical process. Facts of chemistry are one thing, I told him, and facts of conscious ness another. It can be proved to him, by a very simple analysis of some of his spare elements, that every Sunday, when he does his duty faithfully, he uses up more phosphorus out of his brain and nerves than on ordinary days. But then he had his choice whether to do his duty, or to neglect it, and save his phosphorus and other combustibles. It follows from all this that the formation of hab its ought naturally to be, as it is, the special char acteristic of age. As for the muscular powers, they pass their maximum long before the time when the true decline of life begins, if we may judge by the experience of the ring. A man is " stale," I think, in their language, soon after thirty, often, no doubt, much earlier, as gen tlemen of the pugilistic profession are exceed ingly apt to keep their vital fire burning with the blower up. So far without Tally. But in the mean time I have been reading the treatise, " De Senec- tute." It is not long, but a leisurely performance. The old gentleman was sixty-three years of age when he addressed it to his friend T. Pomponius Atticus, Eq., a person of distinction, some two or I 9 o THE AUTOCRAT three years older. We read it when we are school boys, forget all about it for thirty years, and then take it up again by a natural instinct, provided always that we read Latin as we drink water, without stopping to taste it, as all of us who ever learned it at school or college ought to do. Cato is the chief speaker in the dialogue. A good deal of it is what would be called in vulgar phrase " slow." It unpacks and unfolds incident al illustrations which a modern writer would look at the back of, and toss each to its pigeon-hole. I think ancient classics and ancient people are alike in the tendency to this kind of expansion. An old doctor came to me once (this is literal fact) with some contrivance or other for people with broken kneepans. As the patient would be confined for a good while, he might find it dull work to sit with his hands in his lap. Reading, the ingenious inventor suggested, would be an agreeable mode of passing the time. He men tioned, in his written account of his contrivance, various works that might amuse the weary hour. I remember only three, Don Quixote, Tom Jones, and Watts on the Mind. It is not generally understood that Cicero's essay was delivered as a lyceum lecture (concio popularis), at the Temple of Mercury. The jour nals (papyri) of the day (" Tempora Quotidiana," " Tribunus Quirinalis," " Prseco Komanus," OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE 19 1 and the rest) gave abstracts of it, one of which I have translated and modernized, as being a sub stitute for the analysis I intended to make. IV. Kal. Mart The lecture at the Temple of Mercury, last evening, was well attended by the elite of our great city. Two hundred thousand sestertia were thought to have been represented in the house. The doors were besieged by a mob of shabby fel lows (illotum vulgus), who were at length quieted after two or three had been somewhat roughly handled (gladio jugidati). The speaker was the well-known Mark Tally, Eq., the subject Old Age. Mr. T. has a lean and scraggy person, with a very unpleasant excrescence upon his nasal feature, from which his nickname of chick-pea, (Cicero) is said by some to be derived. As a lecturer is public property, we may remark, that his outer garment (toga) was of cheap stuff and somewhat worn, and that his general style and appearance of dress and manner (habitus, vestitus- que) were somewhat provincial. The lecture consisted of an imaginary dialogue between Cato and Lselius. We found the first portion rather heavy, and retired a few moments for refreshment (pocula qucedam vim). All want to reach old age, says Cato, and grumble when they get it ; therefore they are donkeys. The lecturer will allow us to say that he is the donkey ; 192 THE AUTOCRAT we know we shall grumble at old age, but we want to live through youth and manhood, in spite of the troubles we shall groan over. There was considerable prosing as to what old age can do and can't. True, but not new. Certainly, old folks can't jump, break the necks of their thigh bones (femorum cervices] if they do; can't crack nuts with their teeth ; can't climb a greased pole (malum inunctum scandere non possunt) ; but they can tell old stories and give you good advice ; if they know what you have made up your mind to do when you ask them. All this is well enough, but won't set the Tiber on fire (Tiberim accendere nequaquam potest). There were some clever things enough (dicta hand inepta), a few of which are worth reporting. Old people are accused of being forgetful ; but they never forget where they have put their money. Nobody is so old he does n't think he can live a year. The lecturer quoted an ancient maxim, Grow old early, if you would be old long, but disputed it. Authority, he thought, was the chief privilege of age. It is not great to have money, but fine to govern those that have it. Old age begins at forty-six years, according to the common opinion. It is aot every kind of old age or of wine that grows sour with time. Some excellent remarks were made on immortal ity, but mainly borrowed from and credited to OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 193 Plato. Several pleasing anecdotes were told. Old Milo, champion of the heavy weights in his day, looked at his arms and whimpered, " They are dead." Not so dead as you, you old fool, says Cato ; you never were good for anything but for your shoulders and flanks. Pisistratus asked Solon what made him dare to be so obsti nate. Old age, said Solon. The lecture was on the whole acceptable, and a credit to our culture and civilization. The re porter goes on to state that there will be no lec ture next week, on account of the expected com bat between the bear and the barbarian. Betting (sponsio) two to one (duo ad unwn) on the bear. After all, the most encouraging things I find in the treatise, " DJ Senectute," are the stories of men who have found new occupations when growing old, or kept up their common pur suits in the extreme period of life. Cato learned Greek when he was old, and speaks of wishing to learn the fiddle, or some such instrument (fidi- bus), after the example of Socrates. Solon learned something new, every day, in his old age, as he gloried to proclaim. Cyrus pointed out with pride and pleasure the trees he had planted with his own hand. [I remember a pillar on the Duke of Northumberland's estate at Alnwick, with an inscription in similar words, if not the same. 13 j 94 THE AUTOCRAT That, like other country pleasures, never wears out. None is too rich, none too poor, none too young, none too old to enjoy it.] There is a New England story I have heard more to the point, however, than any of Cicero's. A young farmer was urged to set out some apple-trees. No, said he, they are too long growing, and I don't want to plant for other people. The young farmer's father was spoken to about it, but he, with better reason, alleged that apple-trees were slow and life was fleeting. At last some one mentioned it to the old grandfather of the young farmer. He had nothing else to^do, so he stuck in some trees. He lived long enough to drink barrels of cider made from the apples that grew on those trees. As for myself, after visiting a friend lately, [Do remember all the time that this is the Profes sor's paper.] I satisfied myself that I had better concede the fact that my contemporaries are not so young as they have been, and that, awk ward as it is, science and history agree in telling me that I can claim the immunities and must own the humiliations of the early stage of senility. Ah ! but we have all gone down the hill together. The dandies of my time have split their waistbands and taken to high-low shoes. The beauties of my recollections where are they ? They have run the gauntlet of years as well as I. First the years pelted them with red roses till their cheeks were OF THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 195 all on fire. By and by they began throwing white roses, and that morning flush passed away. At last one of the years threw a snow-ball, and after that no year let the poor girls pass without throw ing snow-balls. And then came rougher missiles, ice and stones ; and from time to time an ar row whistled, and down went one of the poor girls. So there are but few left ; and we don't call those few girls, but Ah me ! here am I groaning just as the old Greek sighed At, at/ and the old Roman, Ehei.! I have no doubt we should die of shame and grief at the indignities offered us by age, if it were not that we see so nmny others as badly or worse off than ourselves. We always compare ourselves with our contemporaries. [I was interrupted in my reading just here. Before I began at the next breakfast, I read them these verses ; I hope you will like them, and get a useful lesson from them.] THE LAST BLOSSOM. Though young no more, we still would dream Of beauty's dear deluding wiles; The leagues of life to graybeards seem Shorter than boyhood's lingering miles. Who knows a woman's wild caprice ? It played with Goethe's silvered hair, And many a Holy Father's " niece " Has softly smoothed the papal chair. 196 THE AUTOCRAT When sixty bids us sigh in vain To melt the heart of sweet sixteen, We think upon those ladies twain Who loved so well the tough old Dean. We see the Patriarch's wintry face, The maid of Egypt's dusky glow, And dream that Youth and Age embrace, As April violets fill with snow. Tranced in her Lord's Olympian -smile His lotus-loving Memphian lies, The musky daughter of the Nile With plaited hair and almond eyes. Might we but share one wild caress Ere life's autumnal blossoms fall, And Earth's brown, clinging lio^s impres3 The long cold kiss that waits us all ! My bosom heaves, remembering yet The morning of that blissful day When Rose, the flower of spring, I met, And gave my raptured soul away. Flung from her eyes of purest blue, A lasso, with its leaping chain Light as a loop of larkspurs, flew O'er sense and spirit, heart and brain. Thou com'st to cheer my waning age, Sweet vision, waited for so long ! Dove that would seek the poet's cage Lured by the magic breath of song ! She blushes ! Ah, reluctant maid, Love's drape.au rouge the truth has told ! O'er girlhood's yielding barricade Floats the great Leveller's crimson fold ! OP THE BREAKFAST-TABLE. 197 Come to my arms ! love heeds not years 5 No frost the bu