CHARLES B. KEEN T H. E TWILIGHT DREAM, foments ai Solitude; X. CHAPMAN FREEMAN. llmv strangely gleams through the gigantic trees, The red light of the forge! Wild, beckoning shadows ?>talk through the forest, ever and anon Rising and bending with the Wickering flame. Then flitting into darkness! So within me .Strange hopes and fears do beckon to each other, As the light does the shadow." I must have been asleep! ay, sound asleep? And it was all a dream." LONGFELLOW. PHILADELPHIA : LINDSAY & B L A K I S T O N . 1353. HENRY W. LONGFELLOW, GENIUS HAS ENRICHED OUR LITERATURE. AND IS ADMIRED WHEREVER THAT LITERATURE IS KX.iWX. THIS HCMBLE VOLUME IS, HV PERMISSION, GRATEFULLY AND RESPECTFULLY INSCRIBED. PREFACE. Ix palliation of the defects of " The Twilight Dream," the Author would state that it was composed at a very early age, and during a short space of time. Had he been permitted, by other duties, to indulge his Muse in the quiet sanctum of his own closet, the lan guage and ideas of the Poem might have been more entertaining to its readers ; as it is, he claims some leni ency for its disconnection and crudeness, from the circum stances of its birth. These, in the language of Byron, " though they cannot excite the voice of praise, may at least arrest the arm of censure." The collection of shorter poems now published under the title of " Moments of Solitude," were, for the most part, written at a still earlier date, and have received little or no modification. Many have already appeared (under a nom-de-plume,) in the columns of various periodicals; but will not, their parent hopes, be more harshly judged now that they have been publicly ac knowledged. Should the work tend to relieve the dull monotony of an hour, or afford a slight gratification in its oc casional review, the ends of the Author will be fully accomplished, and his ambition liberally rewarded. VI PREFACE. "To the dictates of young ambition may be ascribed many actions more criminal and equally absurd," says Lord Byron ; yet, should defeat await this first literary onset, he has only to look to the future as a more suc cessful battle-ground, and seek to gather from his PRE SENT overthrow, that wherewith to achieve more worthy things. CONTENTS. Page. THE TWILIGHT DEE AM. Canto I. Tart 1 9 Part II 18 Canto II 29 Canto III. Part 1 51 Part II 59 MOMENTS OF SOLITUDE. Sad Moments, . 71 Lines to - . . . . . . . .75- Love s Serenade, ...... 77 Song of the Orphan Spirit, 79- Where I would die, ...... 82 Thou art Another s, 85 A Mother s Love, 88- Stanzas, . . . . . . . . .90 We Sm^e and Gaze at Woman s Charms, . . 92 Though Forever we have Parted, ... 9S Vlll CONTENTS. Stanzas, ........ 95 How Love we to gaze 011 the Scenes of our Youtb, . 96 I Sigh, and Think of Thee, Lady, ... 98 The Sun of Joy upon thy Brow. . . . .100 Hail Beautiful Spring, 103 Music, a Sonnet, . . . . . . .105 Sonnet to , 100 Past Memories, . . . . . . .107 Wherefore call st thou Memory Fond, . . . 109 I Love Thee, I Love Thee, Ill Impromptu Lines to a Friend, . . . . 113 When Music Floats through Marbled Halls, . .114 Sweet Maid of Lochnare, . . . . . 116 Lines to , . . . . . . .118 It is Past, 120 Why wake the Lyre to sing thy Charms ?. . . 123 Thy thin lip trembled, 124 Poor heart be still, . . . . . . .125 Fill up, we ll drown at least to-night, . . . 126 Life and the Rose 127 And am I then forgotten, . . . . . 129 Love, Flope, and Fear, 131 What are Life s Joys, . . . . . . 133 Check not, check not that pearly tear, . . . 134 Sunset, 135 Extracts from a Poem, entitled Spirit of Love, . 137 fire ^toiUIt )n;un. CANTO I. "A being of sudden smiles and tears, Passionate visions, quick light and shade." " Twill fade, the radiant dream! and will she not Wake with more painful yearning at her heart ? HEM.YNS. SWEET is the hour! when, o er the swelling sea, The moon floats peerless in her majesty ; When heaven seems nestling on the breast of earth, Kissing the waters in their solemn mirth. Sweet is the hour ! when stars together meet, Beaming like angels from their pure retreat ; Sinking like shadows from their azure height, Sinking to rise with still more welcome light. Sweet is the hour ! yet, neath yon dimpling sky, How many a heart now throbs with agony! 10 THE TWILIGHT DREAM. How many weep, like spirits of the past, O er the still moment they could wish their lust ; Fading in rayless misery alone Their only comforter the heart s low groan ! How many wander, wild and joy-born things, purple Twilight, neath thy soft ning wings, Coming, like sea gods to some lonely bower, To share the fondness of thy placid hour ! How many now beneath thy waning eye. Breathe forth love s sweet and gently echoed sigh ; While hope, like some dear peri-guard, awakes, To ease the woe-pressed spirit ere it breaks ! How many a lip upon its rubied breast. Receives the kiss which makes the bosom blest I How many a heart is quivering to the tone Of that dear voice twould yield up worlds to own ! Yes ! from the Day-God s cold and formless light, Hearts turn for sympathy to thee, Night ! When the deep heavings of the world are o er, And her harsh thunders, sleeping, come no more, Ah, how we fly, like Freedom s bird to thce, Thou peerless Night, sweet shrine of sympathy ! THE TWILIGHT DREAM. 11 In such an hour, when sylvan shadows steal, Glimmering feebly through the crimsoned leave?. Deep, dark and beautiful, the stars reveal A sleeping maiden, round "whom fancy weaves Her golden web of bliss. As her wrought soul o c_/ Revels amid the azure of its dreams, Bright, aerial vi?ions o er it softly roll, Lighting, her bosom with their bashful beams. By the broad borders of a flashing sea, Peeping in timid modesty alone, Her eye discerns, wrapt in obscurity, Marking two graves, one small, white, mould ring stone ; Above whose moss-grown form, an aged tar Moves to arid fro upon his gnarled staff , In sadness gazing on some gleaming star, Or list ning to the breakers mocking laugh. Anon, his eye meets hers, and its wild glare, Like the last burstings of a flame, grows dull and deep ; Then turns to gaze upon the shapeless air Then breathes a sigh : and madly strives to weep. 12 THE TWILIGHT DREAM. But the tear froze upon his swollen cheek, And the lip quivered, as the ghostly word Came creeping forth, like one who strives to speak But shrinks as his own hollow voice is heard. From out the murmuring sound her fancy wrought, Stirred by the sweetness of waning light, A broken tale of anguish, sorrow-fraught, Of early love crushed in an early blight. % %. $ * >i< =i= We are all heirlings of a changeful state, A state of joys and griefs, of hopes and fears; The lightest hearts may meet the darkest fate, And morning laughter change to evening tears. Azaria was an only child ; yet she Had known but sorrow from her infancy. Her sire her tyrant, whom she loved too well, Her heart a stranger to Anteros spell, She oft had worshipped one whom, hour by hour, In dreams watched o er her with a sybil s power ; Of one whose bosom, like hers, fondly pined Some gentle sharer in her hopes to find ; THE TWILIGHT DREAM. 1 With heart of tenderness, with soul of fire, And breast a stranger to each ill desire. Some being like her own as pure as warm Life s joys to brighten to illume its storm : Who would not chide the bosom s lonely sigh, Or frown upon the tear that dimmed the eye, When, Time, unfeeling, winged the parting hour, And Absence rose to dull affection s power. And thus she lived, amid her kindred strange, With heart that ached, yet dared not hope for change With eager passions kindling in her breast, Which want of sympathy had half reprcst ; But, like some smothered flame, the embers lay, Eating life s best and purest thoughts away ; And thus she lived, as all termed, gay, A light on earth which seemed divine ; Nor dreamed her heart consuming lay, A sacrifice at Sorrow s shrine ! And thus apart she breathed and moved, Amid the wild, and gay, and young ; By hateful sycophants beloved, If love from selfish hearts is wrung! o* li THE TWILIGHT DREAM. But once, \vhen the rays of the sparkling sky Peeped glimmering down through many an eye, Floating in joy on the wings of the night, Flooding the groves in their silvery light, From the radiant blaze of the dazzling hall, Where Fashion binds the heart in her thrall, She glided away, like a spirit on earth, Of mortal form, but of heavenly birth, To dream in that tranquil solitude, Away from the noise of the gay and rude, Of a deep, dark eye, whose earnest beam Had lit, in her warm impassioned heart, The yearning hopes of her early dream, Those perishing hopes but whence that start ! Her eye flashed brightly as its glance met his, Which seemed to tell of some awakened bliss, Both, both had fondly sighed for o er and o er But never known its rapture-thrill before! And neither spake, yet, in that silent look, Each read the burden of the other s soul ; Till from it, lightning-like, their beings took Ages of joy that o er them seemed to roll. THE TWILIGHT DREAM. 15 And henceforth they were one! their hearts grew light, With the sweet gladness of their own communing ; The Past was darkness, but the Future bright, Beneath the passion in their souls consuming! For both were young and fair; yet both had known A long and weary life of grief and tears; Left- to commune alone, their hearts had grown In thoughts arid feelings far beyond their years. Ay ! they had yearned for sympathy ! for one O er whom to pour their passion s eager flood ; But the cold world, whilom, had offered none To cool the ardor kindling in their blood. And they had learned, like him whose raptured soul Would find its vision d dream-land upon earth, To bear the pang, the aching heart control The bitter pang of disappointment s birth ! They learned to check their visionary dreams, To hide their deep thoughts in their own dark breast ; Whence smiling hope withdrew her golden beams, Leaving them troubled with a strange unrest. 1C THE TWILIGHT DREAM. And thus it was that fatal hour they met, As if some spirit in the ardent soul Awoke a thrill, they could not all forget, And breathed a gladness they could ill control. They scorned the dull and stagnant mass around, Yet lived, like others, mid its hateful blaze; For, though no charms within its noise they found, They dared not brave its scowling, Argus-gaze. So each had made them friends of their own dreams, Dim creatures of the fancy and the brain, Whose forms at eve they worshipped, when the beams Of the sweet moon awoke their birth again. And when the hum of the gay throng had ceased, And stillness, like soft music, weavcd its spell, Their souls would revel, from deceit released, Amid the visions which they loved so well ! Aye ! they would loose wild fancy s secret wing, And soar to regions of intense delight, Where love was welcomed by unending spring, And kindred spirits woo d the blissful night. And thus it was they met ! and, like two springs Of feeling, flowing towards one common stream, TIIK TWILIGHT DREAM. 1 < Their hearts together grew, like mutual things, Till Time sped onward like a fleeting dream. Their beings flowed as into a new life, A kindling state of an unearthly bliss ; A Paradise, with blushing pleasures rife The past was agony compared to this ! Their souls were blended in one tide of thought, One hope, one burning wish, one deep, wild prayer, That life might yield, mid all its anguish, nought To cloud the one each loved so well, with care. And they would steal, at Twilight s pensive hour, From the chill murmurs of the world away, To yield their senses to its gentle power, Or blend their voices in some thrilling lay. They recked not of the careless mirth, the gay In their delusive fancies, mis-term joy ; That false excitement growing, day by day, Until the sick heart sinks beneath its cloy ! Their purer spirits, with a cold disgust, Turned from the waters of its base deceit ; Eyeing their brightness with a strange distrust, They deeply scorned and yet half feared to meet. 18 THE TWILIGHT DREAM. CANTO I. PART II. " And oh, how much I love him, ivl.nt can tell? Xot words, not tears heaven only knows how much. PHILIP Vox AIITEVELDT. OF those whose hearts in kindred grow, Alvin the joy had never known ; He had no tear for other s woe, And asked no solace for his own. Twas night ! He paced with hurried stride The marbled pathway of his room, Upon his lip a sneer of pride, And o er his brow a shade of gloom. A curse was quivering on his tongue, Which spake of something dark and ill, While, round his ghastly cheek, there hung Huge drops of dew, as cold, and chill, And dark, as was his withered heart Beneath its own convulsive start ! THE TWILIGHT DREAM. 19 With eager grasp lie seized the bell, Which slept upon the tablet near, And shook it with an ire as fell, As though he meant the dead should hear. " Ilernando ! haste thee, hound ! what fear ? Azaria, daughter, send her here. Tell her, her sire would speak of what Must either make or mar her lot ; To bend her soul and curb her will, For what will make her bosom thrill With exultation, wild and glad, Or disappointment dark and sad 1" Lord Alvin ceased! the curling smile That dyed his brow and cheek the while, Slow faded to the paler hue Excitement could not all subdue ; And still with measured tramp he strode, And through his bounding veins still flowed, Like some dim shadow, light with life, The tide of fierce contending strife. 20 THE TWILIGHT DREAM. Azaria, with a trembling pulse, and breast Which moved like some calm billow s gentle swell, Whose tirnid hearings would not be represt, Her sire obeyed ! she struggled to repel The chilling fears which like a gloomy pall, Upon her sad, foreboding spirit crept ; As slowly, at her fierce Lord s sudden call, And softly to his dreaded side she stept. She knew not why, but through her quivering soul There shot an agonizing pang, as though She pierced the future, and upon its scroll Bead the dark outline of some horrid woe, Some ghastly vision, in whose shadowy train Her life was darkly pictured ! as the mind Is often preyed on by some fancied pain, Whose cause in vain we madly seek to find ! Lord Alvin s step was fierce and quick, His husky voice was low and thick, Yet seemed his soulless glance to melt, When gazing on the form which knelt In tearless agony of grief ! THE TWILIGHT DREAM. 21 lie half repressed the liquid fire Which filled his soul with one desire, And, for a moment, strange as brief, A softness o er his being pass d, A sudden kindness, like a flash Of glory all too bright to last ! Stern passion soon resumed the throne, Whence, for an instant, she had flown ; And with a quick, contemptuous dash, He rudely brushed the starting tear, Unknown for many a changing year ; Once more his ponderous brow o ercast, Resumed the cold repulsive hue Contending passions o er it threw, And waving off the softening spell Which recollection round him weaved, " Azaria, rise, and heed me well, From all thy doubts and fears relieved. I mean thee well, girl ! thou shalt be The queen of all that round thee shine ; And none shall live a life like thee, And none know bliss to equal thine ! 3 22 THE TWILIGHT DREAM. Ay ! thou slialt dwell an Angel- Queen, \Yithin thine Eden s glowing bowers, Neath costly domes of glittering sheen, With love to speed the parting hours. Nay, heed me, girl ! thou shalt have more Than Gods could dream, or Angels hope ! All that thy heart can most adore, All that Golconda s wealth can ope. Rich founts their sapphired waters sweet, Shall softly murmur wild and free, Where scented zephyrs gladly meet, To join their gurgling melody ; And, blushing o er their wild arcades, Shall clustering vines and whispering trees Invite thee to their cooling shades, And fan thee with their soothing breeze ! " How, how, my lord ! what means this tale Imagination paints so bright ? Which from the future rends the veil, And leaves its mist-like form so light ?" THE TWILIGHT DREAM. 23 Azaria s voice was low and weak, And trembled on her failing tongue, As if she must, yet feared to speak, Though every rending nerve it wrung. Too well she felt some dark intent Beneath the glowing words lay clad, Some deed to which her fancy lent A blackness, which her soul forbade. Some fiend his burning brain possest, Azaria dared not meet its gaze, But shrunk in female terror, lest Her own should wither neath its blaze ! And once again his hollow voice Awoke its deep sepulchral tone, To bid Azaria s heart rejoice, And share the tumult of his own. " Rich halls their dazzling light shall show Of thousand iris tints, and gems Of rarest beauty round thee glow, And sparkle in thy diadems 24 THE TWILIGHT DREAM. Celestial music, like soft sighs, Shall float on hidden wings, and breathe Its strains around, above, beneath, Till time on eagle pinions hies, And earth reveals a paradise ! Ay ! thou shalt vred with one whose name Becomes thy parent s state and thine; Which towering stands, where noblest fame And wealth their proudest chaplets twine. Thou lt Stand alone, like some bright star, Surrounded by earth s smaller suns, Who ll humbly worship from afar, And pine in hope one glance to meet, Shall bring them kneeling at thy feet. Yes ! thou wilt be the centre round The Avhom they all must live and move, The link by which their hearts are bound, The being whom th:,-y all will love ! Thine own must soothe and share the life Of Ablou Ghan, whose haughty power Shall shield thy heart from every strife, And guard thy being from this hour. THE TWILIGHT DREAM. 25 Away ! no more ! what I have said Shall be, if truth in Olotho dwell ; To-morrow s sun shall see thee wed With one who loves thee, oh ! too well !" He ceased ! but heeded not the form Which like some marble statue dwelt, With cheeks alternate flushed and warm, Then white as the floor on which she knelt, As though the last slow tide of life Had yielded to its inward strife, And ghastly Death his wings had spread, To bear her to her burial bed. And then there rushed a sudden hue Of burning brightness o er her face ; A wildness in her dark eyes grew, Which fear could only half erase ; A mad ning gaze, which sadly spake Of agony, subdued but strong ; A heart which throbbed as though twould break, Beneath its crushing weight of woe and wrong. 26 THE TWILIGHT DREAM. Who has not known, throughout the changing dream Which we terra life, some bright and welcome beam Dart quickly, like a brilliant meteor s blaze, Then silently depart ! until our gaze Is left to wither in the hateful night Existence leaves without its cherished light ! Who, when some sudden joy has lit the heart, Not known a stranger bliss in his bosom start; A mad ning thrill, a pleasing pain, until, Imagination yielding to the will, Another being wakes ! when the freed mind Forgets earth s dull realities, and builds Up airy castles shapes all undefined Which love with its enchantments sweetly gilds ! Who has not mused in sweet forgetfulness, To the harsh murmur of the living dead; When fondest fancy weaves her spells to bless, With every dark and brooding trouble fled ! When the soul, loosed from the electric bond Which chained it to the grosser life of earth, Revels in all the formless pleasures fond, Which fairy hopes and shapeless joys give birth ! THE TWILIGHT DREAM. 27 AYho has not known that other, purer life, The imaged picture of the one to come, AYhen the lulled soul, shut out from every strife, Is lost to sorrow in its airy home ! Those cherished thoughts, children of solitude, Creeping like floating spirits round the brain ; AYinging their flight, when baser tones intrude, In terror back to their lone cell again ! Those shadowy forms of good and fairer things Than the false shows of idle mockery ; AYhich we can know but in our wanderings O AYhich cannot dwell with cold reality ! Such had Azaria dreamed ! Her life had grown To an ethereal essence ; there was one AA r hose being, heart and soul, within her own AYas blended ! In the wild world there were none AYhom either sought or either cared to know ; In but one channel could their feelings flow, The one which led them to each other s side, AA T hich taugh them in each other to confide 28 THE TWILIGHT DREAM. As in themselves ! until they both were bound By the same link of mutual hopes and prayers ; Until life had no joy but what they found In fondly sharing all its griefs and cares. Thus had they dwelt since first they met, Thus dreamed the fleeting hours away ; Mid all the joys Love can beget, And all the charms that round him play. They had no light save that which gleamed, Like liquid lightning, from the eye ; And through its darkness softly streamed, And o er their glowing features beamed. They had no other music save The low and trembling heart wrung sigh, Which to their close-pressed bosoms gave A world of feeling, unexpressed, The key to which that sigh possessed ! THE TWILIGHT DREAM. CANTO II. And on my bier I ll lay Me clown in frozen beauty, pale and wan, Martyr of love to man, And like a broken flower, gently decay." BARRY CORNWALL, TWAS Twilight s banquet hour ! The parting flush of day, In silence yielding to her pow r, Sank, spirit-like, away. The gondolier s low note was dead, The fragrant air, like music s sigh, Before its own sweet voice had fled, As though, like joy, twere horn to die. 30 THE TWILIGHT DREAM. The boatman s song, so wild and deep, No longer echoes o er the wave ; The oars within their row-locks sleep, Like voiceless spirits in the grave. Soft beams as if from lover s eyes, Smile sweetly down from stars above ; While purple cloudlings kiss the skies, To greet them with their gentle love. The Nightingale s soft strain is hushed, But little recks Azaria now ; Her eye is bright, her cheek is flushed, And beauty smiles upon her brow. Like living snow, her heaving breast, Her flashing eye like darts of fire ; With list ning ear and lips compressed, She stands the image of her sire. That sire resembling, yet how much Had nature altered her from such ! Mid senses fine and passions wild, Were feelings in that Nature s child, Which scorned the bitter treachery Her venal lord seemed born to be ! THE TWILIGHT DREAM. 81 She thinks not of the dreaded doom, "\Vhich o er her, fate-like, darkly hangs ; Than which more welcome far the tomb, For that had few and happier pangs ! Her thoughts were lost in Hope s bright spell, And gentle Memory ceased to dwell Upon the hated words which fell That day upon her soul like gloom. The Past, though dark with misery, Her raptured brain had all forgot ; And what the Future s lot might be, To her was one dim mystery, As anxiously she trod the spot "Where first Orestes breathed his vow, And where she waited for it now. Hark, hark, to a light and hurried pace, A whispering sound of trampled leaves ; One moment, and she meets his face, Another, and her bosom heaves Convulsive to his own ; Their beings fired, almost expired A sacrifice at Eros throne ! 32 THE TWILIGHT DREAM. SONG. " Aza, loved-one, best and dearest, Once more welcome to this heart, Which, for thee, is all sincerest, Thee, from whom it near can part ! Ah, each moment sadly winging, Calls up dreams of peace and bliss ; From the cells of memory springing, Dreams, beloved, of joy like this ! See ! the stars their lights are blending, Sweetly smiling on our love ; And the moon, her pale beam lending, Fondly greets us from above. Though the earth be cold, unfeeling, Thou, Azaria, be my star; Like their silver rays come stealing, But not like them from afar ! Ever with me, alway round me, Let thy love my pathway light ; THE TWILIGHT DREAM. 33 And be the spell by which thou st bound me, Fadeless, as it now is bright. We, earth s faithless shadows leaving, To some lonely cot will flee, Where shall dwell no cold-deceiving, Trust-forsaking mockery. " Why that frown thy smile o er-shading ? AVhy that pale and drooping brow ? Is thine own love then so fading ? Is so false thy changing vow ? Art tJwu, too, but true in seeming ? Have I loved, adored in vain ? Has this heart been madly dreaming, Must it wake to life again ? Must it find the hopes it cherished Left to wither in the dust ? Must it find its glory perished, And betrayed its faithful trust?" " Nay, heed me, sweet Orestes ! by yon sky, Reading each bosom from its throne on high, 4 84 THE TWILIGHT DREAM. Let not such dark words from thine anger start, Which sink, like daggers, to this bleeding heart. But when thine ears the bitter tale have learned, And when thy soul beneath its woe has burned, Thou wilt not wonder that my heart is sad, Thine own, beloved one, could it be more glad ? I gaze upon thy smiling face, I meet thy bright and flashing eye, Yet no confusion canst thou trace, When other forms than thine are by ! No bloodless cheek, no stifled sigh, Betoke my holy love for thee ; Stern pride repels the quivering cry Which springs to life uncalled by me ! When others from thy side depart, I feel this bosom wildly swell ; And silently this anxious heart Weeps love that tears alone can tell. Thou may st not read it in the eye, Thou may st not glean it from the cheek, Too deep, too deep the sere pangs lie, For the cheek to tell or the eye to speak. THE TWILIGHT DREAM. o The rose may bloom, though its Avithered heart Enshrouds the blighting canker there ; And if the tear refuse to start, Tis quenched in the blazings of despair. When Memory s dusky shade shall fall, Bathing the soul in her cherished light, And brooding Sorrow at the call Steals like a scorpion-sting at night ; Then will Jwecp for thy gentle hand To press to this hot, consuming brow ; For hopes which have flown like desert-sancl, When burning winds its bosom plough ! But, oh ! though the blaze which burns this brain, Like the glare of a deep, dark, inborn hell, Reveal no sign of the spirit s pain, It feels far more than the tongue can tell ! I love thee ! in that sacred vow Is hope, life, death, ay ! all to me ! Yet, while to fate I humbly bow, That fate which tears me far from thee, One last, one cherished wish of mine, By thee I would not have forgot, 36 THE TWILIGHT DREAM. Though roaming far from thee and thine, Forget me not ! forget me not !" And thus she spoke, while many a tear Stole softly from her dark black eye, And kissed her waxen cheek with fear, And mingled with her quivering sigh. Oh, she was heavenly fair, as there The low wind fanned her raven hair ; His arm around her circling bent, Her head upon his shoulder leant, Like two bright rays of beauty, sent To be earth s fairest ornament ! Quick fancy wandered to the years, The dawning future darkly ope d, But shrunk in terror from the fears, Which threat ningly around it stooped. Beneath its viewless stream so fair, Full many a grim and ghastly rock, Seemed waiting, like sphynx-eyed despair, To crush their life-barks with its shock. THE TWILIGHT DREAM. Full many a cloud there rose to gloom The sky of all their hopes, and yet, Though darkness seemed to be their doom, The Present made them all forget ! They could not realize the view, They could not feel that they must part, Hope o er its dark her crimson threw, And Memory drove it from the heart. They turned to the past, the dreamy past, The happy past when first they met ; And sighed o er joys too bright to last, O er hours they never could forget. And thus they stood, and thus they thought Of pleasures dead, of woes to live ; And from each silent pressure sought Their voiceless sympathy to give. That sympathy which silence tells, And kindred thoughts and feelings lend, Which in the love-fraught glancing dwells, When mingling souls together blend. A sympathy which we can feel, Electric-like, our beings thrill, 4* 38 TUB TWILIGHT DREAM. When far from mocking-mirth we steal, To muse with nature, hushed and still ! And this they felt ; ay, more than this ! Their souls into each other poured ; And mid their wild, delightful bliss, To raptured worlds of transport soared. SONG. " Aza, canst thou be deceiving ? My life ! my love ! ah, say thou art ! Break not the golden chord while weaving Viewless gladness round thy heart ! Say thy sire, beneath thy sorrow, Melted as thyself hast done ; ay not that the coming morrow Makes us two, who should be one ! See ! the silvery air is sleeping, Like some vision, round us now ; And the eyes of heaven are weeping Tears of fondness on thy brow ! THE TWILIGHT DREAM. 39 Wilt thou leave this heart, betraying All its truthful trust could give ? Hast thou with its love been playing ? Cans t thou break it now, and live ? Wilt thou, like some captive pining, Meet this dungeon of despair ; While Hope s quenchless torch is shining, Luring fondly from its care ? Other climes and shores delighting, Ope their arms to greet us now ; Other smiling skies inviting, Bear a welcome on their brow " " Ah ! cease, Orestes ! deepen not the pangs, Themselves too deep, which I must know forever The changeless fate which o er us darkly hangs In vain we pine ! no hand save Death s can sever ! Oh ! turn, beloved one, turn thou not away, Let not thy look upbraid me with its frown ; This poor heart s love shall never know decay, But live in memory blended with thine own ! 40 THE TWILIGHT DRENM. Henceforth its lot is misery ! yet oh Forget it not, when with the gay and proud ! Think, fondly think upon the past, although Admiring wealth and beauty round thee crowd ! " Thou wilt find one whose gentle voice Shall bid thy gloomy heart rejoice ; Thou wilt find one whose lovely smile Shall wake a dream-land far more bright, Than hers, whose soul is dark, the while Thine own is thrilling with delight. Thou wilt find joy, when I shall pine A captive to a hated love ; Whose every vow must call up thine, Like darkness in the world above ! Thou lt find another, whose soft hand Shall soothe all trouble from thy brow, Far distant in some other land, Nor think of her who loves thee now ! Azaria seized her light guitar, And swept the chords with quivering sound ; THE TWILIGHT DREAM. 41 No harsher sound anear to mar The melody she stirred around. While, like a Goddess to the view, She sadly breathed her last adieu. SONG. "Farewell ! though others round thee smiling, Dry the tear affection weeps, Till, neath their gentle hand beguiling, Thy healing heart in sweetness sleeps ; Wilt thou not from bliss returning Breath one parting sigh for me ? Me whose bosom now is burning, With its faithful love for thee ? Through thy future s vista gleaming, Golden blessings strew thy Avay ; Beauty round each path is beaming, Wilt thou, can st thou wish to stay ? But for her whose fading pleasure, With thy parting glance must die, 42 THE TWILIGHT DREAM. Grief has brimmed her burdened measure, Festering deep her tortures lie ! Weep for her when sad and lonely, "Weep for her whose life is tears ; Tears for one she loves the only One whom memory now endears ! She who ll dream and haply borrow, From her visioned thoughts so free, Hopings that each coming morrow Brings its birth of joy to thee. Think of her when peace is filling Up thy cup of happiness ; When thy soul with joy is thrilling, Think of her thy thoughts shall bless ! When thine own is sadly aching For the peace it has not found, Think of her whose heart is breaking, Bleeding with a cureless wound ! TIIE TWILIGHT DREAM. Thou hast all the world before thee, Thou hast hopes I cannot crave ; "Would to heaven before I saw thee, I had found them in the grave ! Yet farewell ! and when receding From the heart that s all thine own, Think, if then thine own is bleeding, Of the one left cold and lone !" She ceased ! but through each crimsoned vein The bounding life-blood madly streamed ; The only sign of tearless pain Save that which in her wild eye beamed. Her woman s will the outiuard show, Of hidden tumult, strong, represt ; However deep the tide of woe, She locked it in her own dark breast. Orestes tuned the sleepful lyre, And swept its gentle chords along ; With flashing eye, and heart of fire, Thus poured his burden in his song. 44 THE TWILIGHT DREAM. SONG. When the slow sun, declining, Glides down to his rest, All earth is left pining In darkness unblest ; But the mantle, enshrouding, The morrow decays ; And the gloom o er it clouding, Yields up to Sol s rays. Like the soft dews descending Its sweets to impart, Is love sweetly blending Its joys round the heart ; But ah ! when once broken, The heart knows no morrow, To bring back vows spoken, Or lighten its sorrow. THE TWILIGHT DREAM. 45 Then leave him not nighted, Whose sun is thine eye ; Without whose ray lighted, lie must wither and die ! Oh, how could his being Live severed from thine ? Ah, no ! love decreeing, Thou still must be mine ! No ! leave him not sinking In sorrow alone, Whose soul should be linking Its fate with thine own ! " Can st thou then leave me ! thou, my soul, for whom My desert life hath now become so fair ? Can st thou thus bid me seek once more the tomb, The cold and settled anguish of despair ? Have I then taught my soul to live for thee, To hear to see no image save thine own, Only to feel once more the misery Of being cast upon the world alone ? 5 46 THE TWILIGHT DREAM. No, not alone ! for, through each silent hour, Memory would aye in sadness view the past ; In mockery dreaming, by her faithful power, Of the sweet moment when I saw thee last ! Recall it, to feel that it is all dream, To break the spell just as thy lips I pressed ; To find it but a momentary gleam, Leaving a deeper darkness in the breast. How could I bear to live and thus review Moments of bliss, to find their pleasure dead ? To trace each budding feeling as it grew Only to prove the joy it gave has fled ! Each little bird, each sweet enticing flower, Each star whose jewelled features I should meet, Would fall, like deadly blight, with withering power, Upon the heart s quick, agonizing beat ! For in each object of the world I view, Since first I met thee, thee alone I see ; Nor can I ever, though thyself untrue, Be false, beloved, or changeable to thee !" THE TWILIGHT DREAM. 47 SONG. " Go, go if thou canst, but when far, far away, Like sand on the desert, my life-bark is cast, "\Yhcn thoughts round thy visions, like serpents, shall And carry thee back in thy dreams to the past ; Thou lt weep while thy heart in its sorrow is breaking, Yes, weep, for thy soul will be shrouded in gloom ; As mine, tho far distant, must madly be aching, Awaiting in silence the peace of the tomb. Ah, thus is it ever with bosoms of feeling, Some pang of misfortune is hovering near, Some dark spring of anguish, whence, silently steal ing, The eye that is kindest is dimmed by its tear !" 48 THE TWILIGHT DREAM. Azaria struggled to repress The agonizing pang she felt ; To hide her trembling soul s distress As on his slighted word she dwelt, In looks of gentlest tenderness. Howe er her heaving bosom yearned, Howe er the flame of passion burned, It failed, beneath her woman s will, To move one feature with its thrill. As raging ./Etna, in its deep Flames madly, though the surface sleep, Beneath that calm and cheerful gaze Lurked many a fiery torture-blaze ; Like some wild torrent s sweeping rush, Increasing darkly in its gush ! One quick, one half reproachful look, No sound except her heart s wild beat,- The flash her deadening eye forsook She sank like Noeina at his feet ! He chafed the still, unearthly brow, And wildly kissed the marbled cheek ; THE TWILIGHT DREAM. 49 But the lip forgot, and the eye saw not, What nought but the lip or the eye can speak. And oh the agonizing hour What human tongue can tell, When Death is pending o er the flower We all have loved so well ! To see the one whose gentlest tone Has thrilled us with delight, Like beauty, when each hope has flown, Destroyed by deadly blight ! THE TWILIGHT DREAM. 51 CANTO III. PART I. " Without thine ear to listen to my lay, Still must my song, my thoughts, my soul betray : Still must each accent to my bosom suit, My heart unhush d although my lips were mute ! " " Think st thou that I could bear to part With thee, and learn to halve my heart." BYROX. IT is a fearful gift the human heart With all the cherished hopes of early years ! Then, then to view them as their beams depart, Seen dim and sadly through our rising tears ! It is a fearful cast ! and as the glow Of youthful fire declines within apace, As fading Time brings shadows to the brow, And crippling Age destroys each pleasing grace ; 52 THE TWILIGHT DREAM. It is a fearful thing for us to find Our every tender feeling lias been crossed ; The brain been maddened ; and the deadened mind A wreck upon the sea of Reason tossed ! Oh Agony! to know that those for whom, Like bark upon the waters, we have sought ; Whose smile has brightened up each scene of gloom, With many a dark and secret torture fraught Have, like the leaf in wild convulsion hurled, Been lost to us just when they seemed most dear ; "When life seemed waning from this dreary world, To glow more fondly in a better sphere ! Tis sad, oh very sad ! to view the grave Open its yawning depth, to bury those Whom we would suffer every death to save From the cold horror of its chill repose ! Friends whom we love, whom early years When fond enthusiasm stirs the breast, Whom every hope and memory endears Sinking like dew-drops to their lonely rest ! THE TWILIGHT DREAM. 53 The cheek must blanch, and from the tear-dimmed eye, The stream of anguish force its silent way, As, in the burdened breast, a swelling sigh Speaks the last farewell o er the mouldering clay. Tis a sad hour for the poor human brain, When Death, like a winged spirit, comes to steal The joys of love, which gone, come not again, The bliss, which dead, we never more may feel ! But darker, 0, than this, it is, to stand, Like some wrecked pilgrim to a distant shrine, Who sinks exhausted, as his withered hand Would touch the altar which he deems divine, Just as his soul would breathe its fondest prayer For the one object of its toil-worn thought Sinks in his uncheered loneliness, as there He finds to lose the Mecca wildly sought ! Yes, darker, oh, than this when the wrapt soul, Linked by its fiery thoughts with one lone thing, Hath made that object of its life the whole And noblest being of its worshipping : 54 THE TWILIGHT DREAM. Alas ! to find it far beyond the grasp, To prove it but a shadowy vision fair. Decaying, when its fairy form we d clasp Within our arms, to dwell forever there ! Tis not, ah, no ! tis not that we must turn From the sweet path which smiles upon our way, Beaming in beauty through its edge of fern, Enticing us amid its flowers to stray ; Tis not to leave untasted what we ne er Have fondly sought ! the bitter tide of woe Springs when the heart is wakened to despair From hopes too heavenly to continue so ! Alas, when we have taught the heart to peer Into the Future as a time of peace, Bereft of all the agony of Fear Undreaming that its joy could ever cease : How doubly dark must seem its rayless gloom, How doubly deep the blackness of its hours, When all our joys have faded in the tomb, And we are left alone, like withered flowers, Without one heart in unison with ours ! THE TWILIGHT DREAM. 55 Affection is a sweet and gentle thing, Springing, like purest flowers, from the drear Waste of weedy thoughts within, to bring A sweeter perfume through the changing year. It builds another fabric round the mind, Of nobler hopes and mightier design, Filling the soul with feelings more refined, Feelings less earthly, feelings more divine ! But when the heart, beneath the welcome spell lias placed its dearest hopes upon the cast, The misery, what human tongue may tell When, like a sudden gleam, the dream has past ! What doom so dread, what grave so cold and chill, That would unwelcome offer its drear rest, When Time has proved it but a dream of ill, Bringing a gloomy tumult to the breast ? In all the bitter agony of grief, Orestes sought each means of fond relief ; He wildly kissed that slow-reviving cheek, In gentlest accents urging her to speak ; 56 THE TWILIGHT DREAM. Clasping her madly to his breast in vain Stopping to gaze then clasping once again Slow as the light of Morning s first-born raj, Coming in softness to arouse the day ; Sweet as the ravishing but modest hue Of gentlest flowers, wet with sparkling dew, The growing blush which crimsoned o er her face, As, with a scream, she sprang to his embrace. " Ah, why this fond, though aching bosom chide, Which could not live one moment from thy side ! Nay, hear me ! by yon sacred orbs I vow No hand shall tear me from thy bosom now ; Though deepest misery thy portion be, I d share it all to live a life with thee ; Or should we sever, torn apart by fate, And I be left without thee desolate, Hear me, oh Heaven ! no longer would I dwell Where with thee s Paradise without is Hell !" Oh Joy ! within, within his secret soul The quickened tide of mingled passions roll ; THE TWILIGHT DREAM. 57 Could he believe it! she, o er whom but now He wept in misery the parting tear, That mild black eye, that bright and beaming brow Could he be dreaming ! was she truly here ! Did that full breast which trembled on his own Which beat so wildly beat for him alone ! Was the past hour of agony but dreamed Oh, was she then, indeed, what now she seemed ! How could he meet the love-glance of that eye, How could he hear that heart-wrung, trembling sigh, And not grow mad to know his weak belief Had added poison to her cup of grief ! He brushed aside the flow of raven hair, Which fell in looseness o er her forehead fair, And pressed once more and yet again, ah bliss ! Upon its whiteness, love s impassioned kiss ! THE TWILIGHT DREAM. 59 CAXTO III. TART II. " A long farewell ! thou wilt not bring us back All whom thou bsarest far from home and hearth, Many are thine whose steps no more shall track Their own sweet native earth." " They had one grave, one lonely bridal-bed, Xo friend, no kinsman there a tear to shed !" HEMANS. " Tis midnight hour ! far o er the glancing sea, My heart, my country, turns again to thee. Spreads the wide canvass of its hopes once more, To greet thy loved and oft remembered shore ! Still would I seek, within some secret dell, The voiceless solitude I love so well ; Still would I find within its calm repose The stream of peace that from contentment flows !" 60 THE TWILIGHT DREAM. Thus mused Orestes, as the bending sail Caught the quick motion of the growing gale ; Proud in her helpless majesty, their bark Leapt like some courser for the distant mark ; Cut the rude waters with her fearless keel, Breasting the billows with a heart of steel ; Exultingly her bounding step she Avore, As conscious of the burden that she bore ! Dark is the face of curtained nature ! high % O er the blast shrieks the sea mew s hollow cry ; Loud rush the billows ! like the fatal blow Of some huge empire in its overthrow. Lo ! from the west, like giants from their sleep, The coiling clouds roll proudly o er the deep ; Flinging the waste of waters in their wrath, Like feathered striplings from their boundless path ; Dashing with madness o er the flying spray, Like midnight furies in their demon play. The storm is up ! and grasps the writhing sea, Like some fierce monster in his energy ; THE TWILIGHT DREAM. 61 Hugs the huge ocean to his wrinkled breast, Then sweeps in wildness o er its fearful crest ! Mark how the billows, from the rushing blast, Leap to the voice of death shrinking aghast ! Like hurrying millions when the tide of war Sweeps her destruction o er their native shore. Voice of the mighty storm, I love thy moan ! Waking all nature to a kindred groan ; Till the roused elements, to fury lashed, In headlong terror o er the earth are dashed ; Licking the dust, which mouldering else would lie, Wrapt in its garment of obscurity. I love Thee, spirit of the haughty storm, Striding around with horror-burdened form ! As o er the world the selfish, hateful world The awful thunders of thy wrath are hurled. Ah ! how ye tremble, hearts which dormant lie, To the warm tear dropping from Sorrow s eye ; Ah ! how ye tremble when the peals of heaven Above thy cringing forms are wildly driven ; 6* 62 THE TWILIGHT DREAM. Conscious if mercy temper not the dart Twill sink like anguish to thy bleeding heart ! Ay do I love thee, in thy grandeur, when Thou rid st the gale, sweeping the hollow glen ; When thy chill meanings clasp the hugging hill, Bending the forest to thy giant will ; "Whirling the dew drop from the weeping tree, Tearing the ocean in thy tempest glee ! Ay ! do I love thee, Spirit ! for I feel Shadows of freedom through my bosom steal, When shrinking, serpent-like, to her retreat, I view oppression crawling at thy feet. Yes ! feel that earth, quick though the vision be, Shall burst her chains, and be forever free. Orestes turned, and, like the orient bright, Crowning dull morning with its wreath of light, Shone the two eyes, which sparkling through their tears, Beaming on him they loved forgot their fears ! While their small vessel like a joyful bride, Danced swift and gaily o er the rushing tide. THE TWILIGHT DREAM. 63 Ah how we cling through each dark, weary hour, To the dear beings of our every thought ; Turning to them, as to some houri s bower, Where every motion is with beauty fraught ! She is with him ! " Now let the worse betide, If I must perish be it at thy side !" Like the freed pinions of a captive bird, Loosed from the bondage it has sadly borne, Her soul was fearless when his voice she heard Life, life were worthless with its music gone. The storm at sea ! how the entangled air Howls through the cordage in its dread despair ; Wresting the winking bubbles from the deep, Crushing the billow in its haughty leap ; Till the foam, coiling neath the spirit-force, Breaks into atoms in its frenzied course. Mark how yon vessel in its terror gasps, As the huge wave her yielding bosom clasps ! Unequal strife ! at each terrific blow, All Heaven seems aiming for her overthrow ; 64 THE TWILIGHT DREAM. Till, with a lurch, the parting timbers leap, With fearful crash, into the boiling deep ; Lost mid the sounding war of wind and wave, To rot and moulder in their ocean srrave. High o er the echoing voicings of the roar Of Heaven s Destruction, whirling, foam-like, round, Dripping its fury over sea and shore, Rises a piercing cry the last wild sound Of drowning beings as they gurgling sink, Like scattered blossoms, in the chilly sea ; Paling in terror on the icy brink Which severs Time from dim Eternity While curling billows toss them in their fiendish glee ! Grim Death, thou art terrible ! Thou dost bring Shadows of agony upon thy brow ; Stealing in secret, like a serpent-sting, To make more sure thy dark and fatal blow ; THE TWILIGHT DREAM. 05 Tearing away, like reeds, earth s dearest ties, As if they were of momentary birth ; Spreading thy scaly mantle o er the eyes Whose light has been the focus of our mirth Yet reft of Thee, Death, what were Life worth ? Ay, ghastly sleep ! rending the cords of Hope, When thy cold film droops o er the glassied sight? Closing the seal no mortal power can ope Though fiery passions urge it to the fight ! Ah, how we flutter at thy chill embrace, Curdling the vital current in its flow ; As thy dun shadows, creeping o er the face, Sink duskly down upon the shrinking brow Smiling in dark triumph at Life s overthrow ! Mark how they cling, amid the billowy swell, Hugging the tossing timbers as they go ! Then dropping, one by one, with dreadful yell, Into the cold and slimy caves below : 66 THE TWILIGHT DREAM. While ever and anon, on the shrill wind, Like the sad murmur from the closing tomb, Creep the last groanings of some frenzied mind, As the stiff body, to its couch of gloom, Falls with a splash down to its watery doom ! Orestes spake not ! but with mighty arm, Wrapt, like an iron clasp, around the form, Whose gentle loveliness, to shield from harm, He would have gladly braved the fiercest storm ; Lashed to the creaking body of a beam, Chafed the still temples of his trembling mate ; Clutching more fiercely, lest the insatiate stream Should claim his bride, and leave him desolate ; To brave alone his dark and billowy fate ! Slow fades the sun, as in the crimsoned West His last soft ray glides to its golden rest ; And gentlest stars, like diamond-eyes, now peep, To view their splendor in the tranquil deep. THE TWILIGHT DREAM. G7 Like a proud queen the silver moon appears, To quench her thirsting in the ocean s tears. The storm is over and the breaker s roar, Sweeping the blackened skies, is heard no more ! But by the pallid rays Lo ! ghast and pale, Three human forms gaze on a distant sail; Grasping in death last lingering hope, farewell ! The promised rescue from their present hell. Like sleep s dim vision in the dawning light, The less ning whiteness fades in growing night ; Till o er the calmly sleeping waste of blue, Its shape is buried from their eager view. Then gleamed the horror of their last despair, As, wildly struggling with the yielding air, Parted their purpled lips, but not a sound Broke the deep stillness breathing sadly round Save the low gurgling sob, convulsive groan, Which left me there upon the sea alone I Be still, my burning brain ! in mercy still ! Ha ! shall I tell thee how my clutching grasp 68 THE TWILIGHT DREAM. Grew to the timbers with an iron will, Then dropped exhausted? With one parting gasp, I sank, a stiffened wreck of human wo, And the wave rippled o er my flushless face : Go, scene of horror ! Ay, in mercy, go ! With the dread memory of that death-embrace ! I saw not heard not ; but like one asleep, Lay floating motionless, save as the tide, Rousing anon its jealous swell, would leap, In cruel mockery, about my side. Then once again I woke, amid the hum Of curious voices, startling the crazed brain, Ha ! even now I hear them as they come, Bringing the terrors of that hour again ! God ! that I had died when I was born, Rather than lived to suffer pangs like those ; Health, Reason, Hope, and every feeling gone Why, why was I alone denied repose ? THE TWILIGHT DREAM. 69 Lady ! thou hast the tale. In yon low spot, One, one in life love kindred passion death, Under the slimy turf, in coldness rot, The two young lovers ! O er them grows the heath ; And hither I, twin-brother in their woe, Steal in the sorrowing stillness of the night, To watch above their tomb ere 7, too, go ; A heart-wrecked mourner to the realms of li^ht ! Sweet breathes the Morn, as, like a bright-eyed maid, To wed the day she comes in joy arrayed ; Blushing in modest beauty as her eye Casts its first glimmering along the sky ; Gilding each mountain-top and craggy hill, Viewing her glory in each tinkling rill, Till, like a bursting vision soft and bright, All earth seems floating in her flood of light. Lo ! the huge sun, like a lion from his lair, Strides proudly up and shakes his golden hair ; 70 THE TWILIGHT DREAM. Tinging the budding tree and blushing flower, "With the fond glory of the cherished hour ! Still sleep upon the maiden s lofty brow, Like a proud, crownless queen, sits sadly now ; Her cheek is slightly flushed; the crimson streak, Betokens feelings that it cannot speak; While ever and anon the winds low sigh Catches a murmur as it whispers by. Her soul is with her vision far away, And deeply da.rk the shades of passion play ; The mellow morn salutes her with its beam, When, with a start, she wakes! and this her dream. n m 1 5 n f ? n 1 i t H SAD MOMENTS. " The banquet hath its hour, Its feverish hour of mirth, and song, and wine ; There comes a day for griefs o erwhelming power, A time for softer tears." HE5IAXS. OH ! there are moments when the heart Shrinks from the joyous round ; When gloomy visions o er it dart, To the wail of its own low sound ! When the smile which we most adore, We may dread the most to meet, And the voice of the loved no more To the listless ear seems sweet ! The eye which is dearest when gay, No longer its spell can weave ; And we haste from its beaming away In some silent spot to grieve. 7* 72 MOMENTS OF SOLITUDE. The heart seems ready to break, By its Aveight of woe opprest, And the laugh of the happy can wake No echoing chord in the breast ! What bosom that hath not known Its moments of sadness like these, When its every hope hath flown, And Pleasure no more can please ? Ah ! often far off I steal From the music of mirth away, While a gloom o er my soul I feel, Like shadows at set of day. No eye to perceive the spell, That around my spirit is cast, No gaze to discern the hell, That consumes me with its blast ! While Thought, like the scorching air Which across the desert sweeps, Wrings the bosom with despair Till the heart in madness weeps. MOMENTS OF SOLITUDE. 73 Sweet moments are they when some voice Awakes, with its gentle tone, A chord to make the heart rejoice In answer to its own. But when, like the light from Heaven, The lyre of joy has fled, Each chord in anguish riven, And the soul of its music dead. Each sound once loved so well, Now falls on the leaden ear, Like the low sad mournful knell Which precedes the lonely bier ; And we seek some silent spot, Where the world cannot intrude, Where the laugh of the wild comes not To break on our solitude ! And oh ! how sweet to dream, In this twilight of the soul, As gentle memories, like a beam Of glory, o er it roll ! MOMENTS OF SOLITUDE. Sweet, cherished link of what has been, Though it can be no more, Recalling thus each dearest scene When now forever o er. LINES TO When Passion like a sudden gust, In fury sweeps across life s stream, Clothing thy thoughts in harsh distrust, And cold, unfeeling makes me seem : Forgive the eye its quickened flash, The tongue its momentary stings ; Full soon stern reason wakes, to dash To earth the evil anger brings ! Full soon the heart its gentlest tone, In kindest accent turns to thee ; Yes ! wakes, to feel through many a groan, How it has wronged thy memory. Though Discord trim her willing flame, To render dark thy soul s distress, Still, still I love thee, the same ! Nor can I ever love thee less. 76 MOMENTS OF SOLITUDE. Judge not the heart by idle deeds. The lonely tear its fault redeems ; It smiles full oft when most it bleeds Believe it is not what it seems. No ! deem not that this filial breast, Though eager all its chains to burst, Though deeply hating all the rest, Can cease to love tliee best and first ! LOVE S SERENADE. Tis solemn midnight and the sleep-bound earth, No longer echoes to the song of gladness ; Sad thoughts, too deep for words receive their birth, Weaving around the heart a spell of sadness. Thy spirit, dear one, to the influence yielding, Now revels in its happy, soothing dreams ; Angels thy fairy form are fondly shielding, And stars gaze proudly on theewith their beams. But dark rolls the tide of agony and sorrow, Dark, dark this hour I pass, in thought with thee ; Yet darker, oh ! and sadder the dawning of the morrow ; For it tears me for ever, beloved one, from thee ! 78 MOMENTS OF SOLITUDE. The lyre of joy within this breast is mute, The still blood through these veins creeps slug gishly and chill ; Unless thy soft voice, like Apollo s lute, Awakes the chord and bids its music thrill. And yet, perchance, in after years, when change Has brought its mete of sorrow to thy breast, When faces grow around thee new and strange, And tears alone are left thee once so blest : Memory may wander to the friend who now, In silent worship yields his soul to thee ; Ah ! may I not, beloved, then hope, that thou Wilt breathe a kindly, kindred prayer for me ? " I weep for the ties that bound me In life s first early days." MRS. GIVE, give me back my youthful home, My lowly cot where all was fair ; Amid its bowers I long to roam, And all its guileless pleasure share ! There was a time when earth was glad, And beamed an Eden to the view ; Bnt now, ah, now tis dark and sad, And weeds spring up where roses grew I 80 MOMENTS OF SOLITUDE. 0, for oblivion s endless sleep, To waft these bitter memories out ! for sweet Lethe s silent deep, To quench the fevered fear of doubt ! 1 pine for a verdant bed, where rest May greet once more this bleeding heart ; \Yhere gloomy grief may leave this breast, And all its agony depart. I gaze upon yon silent spheres, As though those eyes would read their tale,- AVould con the fate of future years, From out their livid light so pale : Alas ! those brilliant orbs no more, Glow soft and bright with welcome light ; Remembrance of the days of yore, Now robes them in the shades of night ! And oh, left lone on the cold, cold earth, Mid all its wily snares to roam, This withered breast in pain gives birth To sobs and sighs for its cottage home. MOMENTS OF SOLITUDE. 81 Ah hark, then, to the warning voice, Ye souls, which, now so wildly glad, Know only how ye may rejoice, And dream of nought that s ill or sad. That home where now the tones of glee, Float gently on the peaceful air, Ere eve has come may prove to thee, The home of anguish and despair ! Death heeds not wealth Death heeds not fame, When he his God-sent mission tends ! Young, old, rich, poor, are all the same, When once his fatal bow He bends ! Then prize Affection while it lives, Ye know not of the clouded hour, When Heaven its meed of sorrow gives Nor of that sorrow s crushing power ! WHERE I WOULD DIE. " Yet love, if love in such an hour Could nobly check its useless sighs, Might then exert its latest power In her who lives, and him who dies." BYRON. WOULD I die mid the carnage of battle, Would I slumber along with the brave Mid the tempest of Death s crashing rattle, Would I seek for a glory-crowned grave? Would I fall mid the shrieks of the dying, Where God s martyrs are strewn on the plain, Where the bold sons of freedom are lying, Like the sands on the girt of the main ? Ah, honored though such death-couch be, Yield not its gory rest for me ! MOMENTS OF SOLITUDE. Would I seek me a tomb in the ocean, Where the coral and sea-flower grow ; Where Naiads pour forth their devotion, In the wave-kings bowers below ? Wh^re the billows above my corse sweeping, With a slow and a wailing moan, While mermaids around were sleeping, Might sing their fierce lullaby tone ? No ! though to other souls most dear, For mine the breaker has no cheer ! Would I die in a palace of riches, With rubies and gems sparkling round, With a gilding in one of its niches, For my face, when my heart s under ground ! Where thousands of beings could wander To gaze upon rare works of art, With twinkle of envy to ponder, How soon my last breath may depart ! Though cherished by a colder breast, My heart would shun such mocking rest. 8* 84 MOMENTS OF SOLITUDE. Would I sleep neath the shade of the myrtle, By the side of the silvery stream ; Where the love of the dove and the turtle, Might soften each dark-shrouded dream ? Where the music of clear crystal flowing, Could lull the chilled soul in its gloom, And the little blue violet growing, Gentle sigh to the wind o er my tomb ? Oh, sweet in such still peace to lie, Though not the spot where I would die ! No ! give not harsh warfare s bleak anguish, Or ocean s lone wavelet for me ; Let me not amid wealth slowly languish, Though titled and kingly it be ! Let me fade on the breast of affection, Let love pillow this heart when it dies; Ear sweeter that blissful reflection, To usher the soul to the skies ! Then troubles brighten as they gush, And tumult sinks like Twilight s hush ! THOU ART ANOTHER S. "The hope, the fear, the jealous care, The exalted portion of the pain And power of love, I cannot share, But wear the chain." BYRON. Thou art another s ! yet for thee My youthful soul breathes many a sigh, And weeps o er cruel fate s decree, Which dooms it thus from thine to fly ! I know not wliy that bitter thought Should gloom the sky of life to me, But darkly is my spirit fraught With sadness when apart from thee ! 86 MOMENTS OF SOLITUDE. Thou art another s ! yet I feel Twere vain to still this yearning heart, Or chide the gentle thoughts which steal, And from my soul in rapture start ! I know not whence the sacred spell That binds me speechless to thy side, While bright thoughts in this bosom swell, Like sunset hues at eventide. I cannot tell thee why, but oh, When others fondly breathe thy name, Wild tumults in my bosom glow, And Anger lights her eager flame ! Yet ah, like dew-drop from the flower, Like passing wavelet from the sea, Stern passion yields her jealous power, And turns once more to love and thee. And yet full many a lonely tear From out its silent home will rush, And stifled sob, when thou art near, And wailing sigh in madness gush ! MOMENTS OF SOLITUDE. 87 For oh, another s soul with thine Has mingled, like sweet thoughts at even, And now no more through life may mine To hope of love from thee be given ! Yet oft, methinks, a languid smile, That told of something strange and sweet, Has dyed thy brow and cheek the while, I ve kneeled in sadness at thy feet ! But oh, the fleet and mocking sleep That whispers such fond dreams to me, Comes but to rouse me from its deep Of bliss to endless misery. I know and feel, alas ! too well! The tie which binds me still to thee, And, though far, far from thee I dwell, Of thee my latest thought must be ! A MOTHER S LOVE. There is a star, whose ceaseless glow, Through many a howling storm of night, Its lustre sheds on all below, And guides them by its heavenly light. Though fitful storm-cloud madly frown, And flaming lightnings round us hiss, Its cheering beams come smiling down, And wake the soul to endless bliss. And when Temptation s tide flows near, And Passion lures the heart to sin, That star s soft light, like olden seer, Resounds the warning cry within. MOMENTS OF SOLITUDE. 89 It guards the heart like ivied bower, Shielding it from each shade of wo ; And with a soft, resistless power, Directs us in our course below ! Oh ! worship well that star above, That brilliant gleam in youth s dark path, Tis Heaven s best gift a Mother s love, The only deathless boon it hath ! Then yield, and on the sacred spell In trusting confidence rely, And when the blasts of anguish swell Twill guide thee by its glowing eye. STANZAS. Like sunset gleams That bathe the waking night in golden hue, Sweet thoughts of thee, beloved, like gentle dew, Steal o er my dreams ! Then ask me not To stifle thought ! sweet creature of the brain ! How could my lonely spirit smile again Wert tliou forgot ! I might forget If, from the selfish world, my soul could leap To its dark tomb in some oblivious deep Having tlice yet ! MOMENTS OF SOLITUDE. I could exclude Earth s cold, deceitful image from my breast, Having thy worshipped memory to make blest My solitude ! But as the beams Of faithful stars cling to the storm-swept sky, Though severed now by fate, my soul will sigh For thee in dreams ! Then ask me not To crush the gem which gilds life with its light ! Love clings around the soul with holiest might When once begot ! Still must we love ! Though lone and weary be the world to each, Beloved we shall be one ! fate cannot reach The world above ! 9 WE SMILE AND GAZE AT WOMAN S CHARMS. We smile and gaze at woman s charms, When youth is brightly blooming, And clasp them to our eager arms, Enraptured with their pluming. But ah ! when all these beauties fade, With sorrow s sea before, How can we view the wreck thus made In those whom we adore ! give to me that beauty true, Deep in the heart s core sleeping ; A soul of love to turn me to, When the heart is sadly weeping. Though years on sable pinions wing Their silent flight away, No withering blight, save death, can bring Such beauty to decay ! THOUGH FOREVER \\ T E HAVE PARTED. " Long and mournful must it be, The thought that we no more may meet." BYRON: Though forever we have parted, As the living and the dead, All my fondest hopes departed, Hopes on which my soul hath fed ; Though no more these arms embrace thee, As they once were wont to do, Though another s form now grace thee, Breathing its fond vows to you ; 94 MOMENTS OF SOLITUDE. Though another s smile now bless thee, Though another s heart he thine ; Though another s love caress thee, And no more thou mayst be mine : Wilt thou not, when silence, stealing, Lulls the passion-fiend within, Think of him whose every feeling Would from thee a kindred win ? When soft twilight s purple flushes, Kiss the growing shades of night, And sad thought in secret gushes, Clouding dreams more sweet and bright ; Then with mournful spirit dwelling On the hallowed moments fled, Save one sigh for him whose swelling Bosom oft for thee hath bled ! STANZAS. Friends of my youth ! when years have cast Their griefs and cares around life s way, Have brought the future to the past, And darkened hopes now wild and gay ; When Time s chill hand has scattered round Its mete of sorrow, now unknown, And buried in her silent mound, All I have ever called my own ; When Misery builds her dreary home, Perchance within my breast begun, And I am left alone to roam Neath clouded sky and darkened sun ; Then shall sweet visions oft review The happy moments spent with thec, And gentle dreams recall anew These hours of all most dear to me ! 9* HOW LOVE WE TO GAZE ON THE SCENES OF OUR YOUTH. How love we to gaze on the scenes of our youth, Those moments "when care shed no gloom o er life s way ; When all that beamed round us was glowing with truth, Undimrned by the canker of future decay ! The spots we have loved and the haunts we have cherished, The stream o er whose ripple we sailed our small bark, Like dreams of delight they have all of them perished, And scenes which were dearest are rayle-ss and dark. MOMENTS OF SOLITUDE. 97 The lawn where our play has so frequently led us, No longer is blooming in beauty and grace ; And the hand which in infancy tenderly fed us, Has made that old spot now its cold charnel- place ! True, spring-time is with us, and roses are beaming Like bright eyes at evening, through lashes of dew ; But the bush that to me with most beauty was teem ing, Like the hour of its birth, is now lost to the view. give, give me back but life s earliest morning, I ask not a joy that it does not contain ; Give me back the gay hopes its dear pathway adorning, And fortune may frown as she please, all in vain! I SIGH, AND THINK OF THEE, LADY. When Morn on rosy pinion hies, To bathe in crimson hue the skies, Though bright and beauteous to mine eyes I sigh, and think of thee, Lady ! "When Noon with golden radiance beams, And sparkling nature round us gleams, To soothe life with its fairy dreams, I sigh, and think of thee, Lady ! When spangled Eve with silver glows, And wraps the world in calm repose, Though soft its purple curtain close I sigh, and think of thee, Lady ! MOMENTS OF SOLITUDE. 99 When nightly shadows mantle earth, When hushed the noisome song of mirth, And silent joys receive their birth, I sigh and think of thee, Lady ! Ah, life is now a troubled thought, A dream with anguish Avildly fraught, A woe which faithful love hath sought By fondly seeking thee, Lady. Yes ! though thy heart ne er know the thrill Of kindred passion to mine, still Love may not alter as we will And I can love but thee, Lady ! And though thy gentle hand may now Press tenderly anotJier s brow, hear my last my holy vow I live for thee, alone, Lady ! Then save, ah ! save one thought for me, When sadness steals o er life s bright sea ; Tis all my soul dare ask of thee Thou wilt not say it nay, Lady ? THE SUN OF JOY UPON THY BROW. THE sun of joy upon thy brow sends forth its golden beam, And Youth and Beauty crown thce now, like angels in a dream ; No doubt, with dark, foreboding ill, thy spirit lives to gloom, Sweet thoughts and hallowed memories within thy bosom bloom ! The Future, like the faded Past, to thy dark, lus trous eyes, Unfolds, e en as that Past has done, an earth-born Paradise ; MOMENTS OF SOLITUDE. 101 Unknown to sorrow s dismal touch, a stranger to its care, Life s day (0 might it e er he such !) to thec is bright and fair ! But maiden, soon will clouds descend, too soon will ring the knell Which summons wrinkles to the brow and crushes beauty s spell; And as the rose th&l fairest blooms the fleetest will decay, The joyful wreath that crowns thee, now, must soonest fade away ! Too soon will ice thy breast of fire, too soon grow lone and chill The happy hopes which wildly now within thy bosom thrill ! Oh, then will one impassioned heart which kneels not at thy shrine, Yield up its wealth of love to thee, and crave one thought of thine ; 102 MOMENTS OF SOLITUDE. One look, one smile, one gentle word, to light his deadened breast, One pressure of thy snowy hand, to make that bosom blest ! Then one devoted heart shall cling, like ivy to the pile, And, like its faithful tendrils, worship thy deserted smile, Will seek a home near thy despair its name with thine enrol, And soothe thee as sweet midnight dreams can soothe the sinking soul ! HAIL BEAUTIFUL SPRING. " Spring with its rose-btids ! Spring, The gladdest time in the capricious year, AVith its green foliage, and its sunlight clear." AY . II. BURLEV. Hail beautiful Spring ! with joy do I greet thee, Bedecked in thy mantle of purple and green ; The heart in its rapture leaps forward to meet thee, And sportively revel amid thy soft sheen ! Awakens within us thy sweetness alluring, Sad thoughts of affection now eager and true ; Like thee, at their birth, they seem bright and enduring, But with thee decaying as fast as they grew. 10 104 MOMENTS OF SOLITUDE. Full soon shall thy buds lie all scattered and dying, Their spirits departed, their fond beauty dead ; And the cold blasts of winter hoar over thee sighing, "VVaft out the sweet odours thy zephyrs now shed. Why, why, then, thy glittering fountains of plea sure, Exhaling their fragrance upon the mild air, If not to instruct us in life we must treasure Its sources of comfort while yet they are fair ? let curtained Future be black to our viewing, With dark, evil hours of grieving and tears ; With Present enjoyment why think of storm brew ing, Or seek to torment us with presaging fears ? MUSIC, A SONNET. Sweet strains that sweep and sweeping gently swell, Till ye intoxicate the bursting soul, What is it wakes thy soft mysterious spell As o er the heart thy gentle numbers roll ! The brain floats on thy softly waving tone, As faintly on the list ning air it creeps ; While echoing fondness answers to thine own, And kindred sadness through the bosom sweeps. Springs up a new existence ! like the life Of some eternal spirit in the breast, Breathing a joyful calmness o er its strife Soothing its sorrows to a tranquil rest ; Till as ye fade, in slow, expiring swell, The heart is melted neath thy thrilling spell ! SONNET TO As some bright beam of glory softly played The gentle beaming of those hazel eyes, When first on me they shone ; sweet, timid maid, And stirred within my breast a world of sighs ! Thy heaving bosom to mine own is pressed, Though time has withered since the hour we met, Tliy soul s best love mine own has fondly blessed, And we are one in kindred feeling yet ! Thy brilliant beauty, like some heavenly light, Still dearer grows as years are winged away ; Thine eyes soft beams to me are pure and bright, And welcome, as the unforgotten day When first, in silent rapture, they confest The spell which slept within thy faithful breast ! PAST MEMORIES. "There s not a joy the world can give like that it takes away. BYRON. When drinking the nectar of bliss so beguiling, When beauty like magic enlightens each cloud, We often forget, mid the joy round us smiling, The loved who have left us to mould in the shroud. But each thrill of enjoyment within the pulse swell ing, Awakens its echoes of sadness and pain ; And we turn to the past, o er each fond moment dwelling, And weep that its glory can come not again ! 10* 108 MOMENTS OF SOLITUDE. Though Hope shed her ray from the sky that is o er us, And friendship s sweet smile not a care may o ercast, We leave the dim shadows of pleasure before us, As memory recalls us the joys that are past. The gay laugh of youth which we once loved to hear, Now wakes no reply save a feeling of gloom, And the eye of affection is dimmed by a tear, As thought points it back to the friend in the tomb ! No, the world has no charm its gay pathway adorn ing) Like those we have sadly seen fading away ; And though still it may gleam with the brightness of morning, The joy we have lost it can never repay ! WHEREFORE CALL ST THOU MEMORY FOND. Oh ! wherefore call st thou memory fond, Which decks the past in wild delight, And gilds it with a magic wand, To steep the present hours in night ; Ah, wherefore call st thou memory fond, Which wakes the voice of friendships dead, Which breathes anew that spirit bond To prove it s weeped-for pleasures dead ! Why call that fond which can but live To taunt the soul with vain regrets ; Which pictures joys it cannot give, Though burning tears it oft begets ! 110 MOMENTS OF SOLITUDE. Ah, if the heart has ever knelt A happy captive at love s shrine, Has ever that wild passion felt, "Which thrills it with a power divine : How can it wish to wander o er Those hours so rife with scenes of bliss, When all that blest them is no more, And they may only sadden this ? For who can dwell without a tear, Upon the rosy hours gone by, With worshipped friends than life more dear,- And view their death without a sigh ? Ay ! though a green oasic spot May bloom amid the sterile plain, Its very beauty darks the blot, Which gives the present hour its pain ! I LOVE THEE, I LOVE THEE. I love thee, oh ! I love thee ! By the heaven that s bright above me, Thine heart-graven image I cannot forget ! Then turn not away, dearest, Though all else decay, dearest, Love me, love me, impassion dly yet ! As sunlight to flowers, In life s fleeting hours, So is thy blest love to my deep, yearning soul ; And when by thy side, In the young even-tide, A whirlwind of bliss over life seems to roll ! 112 MOMENTS OF SOLITUDE. In the long, sleepless night, When the welkin is bright, I see thy kind smile in the soft, formless air ; And then these eyes gaze, Till Morn s growing haze Dispels the sweet vision to prove thee not there. Oh ! then with hollow groan, My spirit seems to moan, For one more hour of such delightful pain ; Until the dying day Has gently passed away, And then thy spirit steals to mine again ! But well, too well I know Thy being, here below, Can ne er to mine a kindred being be, Yet vain, ah ! torture vain This striving to restrain The fervent love which wakes my heart to thee ! IMPROMPTU LINES TO A FRIEND. As from the thousand stars which smile O er ocean s wildly surging hreast, The mariner seeks but one, the while, To guide his weary bark to rest : So I, from out the friends most near, In after years shall turn to thee ; As one whose friendship was more dear Than all the selfish world s to me ! WHEN MUSIC FLOATS THROUGH MARBLED HALLS. When music floats through marbled halls, Breathing its gentle strains divine, Where sapphires light the dazzling walls, And gems of sparkling splendor shine ; When mirth and laughter thrill the soul, And loved ones round thee fondly press, - I would not o er that hour should roll One pang to make its pleasure less ! I could not wish that tJtou shouklst know These rending hopes this tearless grief- These bitter hours of silent woe For which the world has no relief ! MOMENTS OP SOLITUDE. 115 But oh, when Twilight, like a dream, Steals softly down on purple wings ; When stars peep forth with silver beam, And silence round her mantle flings ; When every echoing note is hushed, And evening sinks on hill and dell, When Memory s brow grows warm and flushed, And Nature weaves her mystic spell ; Breathe, breathe thy kindly prayer for one, Who loved thee as he ne er could tell ; Who turned to thee, like flower to sun, Whose fault was worshiping too well ! 11 SWEET MAID OF LOCHNARE. : That merry heart, that cannot lie Within its warm nest quietly. But ever, from the full dark eye, Is looking kindly night and morn." WILLIS. tell me not of the dark-eyed maid Who dwells in the warmth of a southern clime ! Who tunes her guitar neath the myrtle s shade, Like a fairy-queen in the summer-time ! Sweet maid of Lochnare ! Sweet maid of Lochnare ! What eye upon earth can compare, love, with thine ? What bosom so true, ah, what heart would not share Its term of existence with one so divine ? MOMENTS OF SOLITUDE. 117 Then tell me not of the high-born dame "\Vlio roams through a palace of glittering gold ; Her beauty and loveliness lie in the name, And her heart is as false as her bosom is cold. Sweet maid of Lochnare ! Sweet maid of Loclmare Be thou the fond idol I worship alone ; For show me the maiden on earth can compare Her loveliness, beauty or truth with thine own ! LINES TO When youth s first warm, impassioned dream, Has known its fleet and chill decay ; When we have seen life s only beam In silent sadness fade away : Friendship alone can soothe the sorrow Which feeds upon the aching heart, And from Tier cheering smile we borrow The charm to bid our gloom depart. Then Lady, should this plaintive lay Awake from thee one kindly thought, To shed a lustre on life s way With many a gloomy moment fraught, MOMENTS OF SOLITUDE. 119 I ll know that there is one whose heart With Friendship s vestal flame burns high, To glad the clouds that wildly dart In darkness o er the Future s sky. Ah, then full many a joy shall thrill, And in this sorrowing bosom blend, As faithful Memory paints thee still The one I m proud to call a friend. 11* IT IS PAST. " No pleasures, hopes, affections gone The wretch may bear and yet live on, Like things within the cold rock found, Alive, when all s congealed around. But there s a blank repose in this, A calm stagnation that were bliss, To the keen, burning, harrowing pain, Now felt through all that breast and brain." MOOUE. It is past ! It is past ! and the spirit awak ing, Sinks back from its vision too happy to last ; The heart that adored thee is lonely and breaking, The hopes that were brightest thy pride has o ercast ! With feelings of anguish I stand on the spot, Where our vows we first plighted, our love we exchanged ; Like the moment we breathed them those vows are forgot, And we who were warmest are cold and estranged. MOMENTS OF SOLITUDE. 121 No tear dims thine eye when fond memories awaken, No sigh for the moments of bliss that are gone ; Yet the heart that adored thee thou st coldly for saken, And left it to wither in sorrow alone ! The chill voice of envy has served thee to sever, The bond which, though faithless, thou blushed not to own, And with it this besom hath parted forever, With the fleet spell of gladness its spirit hath known. Farewell ! may thy life be as bright and un clouded, As mine thou hast darkened with remed less woe ; May thine be brilliant as mine is shrouded, And Angels watch o er thee and keep thee below ! 122 MOMENTS OF SOLITUDE. The heart thou hast wounded now beats as before, Though happy as then it can ne er be again ; The hopes which once warmed it can warm it no more Where it once throbbed with pleasure, it now throbs with pain ! WHY WAKE THE LYRE TO SING THY CHARMS ? Why wake the lyre to sing thy charms, Or eulogize thy mellow voice When they are for another s arms, And wait a happier being s choice ? That love which from the silent eye With rapture fires the sternest frame, Speaks more in one, lone, trembling sigh, Than volumes of cold words can name ! And such, dear friend, the spell /feel, The calm but lasting tie of life ; No less when Joy her form reveal, Or darkened by contentious strife. And, though I nurture not the hope Of kindred love for one another, As to a sister s breast I ll ope The warmest friendship of a brother. THY THIN LIP TREMBLED. "Thy voice its low, soft, fervent, farewell tone Thrilled through the tempest of the parting strife." HEMAXS. Thy thin lip trembled with thy deep devotion, When last we severed, torn by fate apart ; Thy voice was burdened by the wild emotion, I knew not then was warring in thy heart ! Thine eye was moistened by the kindly feeling, Which pride so fiercely, vainly strove to hide ; And oft thy look of agony conies stealing, Though now a joyless wanderer from thy side. Xo parting word, no vow of love was spoken, To tell the anguish of the bursting heart ; We only felt the last fond link was broken, We only knew we must forever part. POOR HEART BE STILL. Poor heart be still, and cease to long For rosy joys thou ne er canst taste, Xor seek amid life s giddy throng, Earth s flowers to deck thy wreck-strewn waste. Alas, poor heart, too well I know The hitter mockeries which spring, And from the selfish fountains flow, Where Pleasure dips her envious wing ! There s not a touch of softest bliss Around the heart in rapture weaves, But bears a poison in its kiss, To blight the fleeting joy it gives ! FILL UP, WE LL DROWN AT LEAST TO NIGHT. Fill up, we ll drown, at least to night, Each gloomy thought of care and sorrow ; For once our hearts shall all be light, Whate er awaits them on the morrow. Whatever pangs the tortured soul May sadly, darkly cluster round it, We ll drown them in the blushing bowl, And break to night the spell that s bound it. Ay, fill again the crimson glass, Let love grow cold or friendship sever, We ll drain the goblet as it pass, And dream to night they live forever. Tis well to still the aching heart, In moments thus so free from sorrow, So fill, fill high until we part, Whate er awaits us in the morrow. LIFE AND THE ROSE. In the Morning s dawning beam, Wakes a young Rose from its dream ; Beauty smiles upon its cheek, Painting joys she cannot speak ; "While the Sun-god s vestal ray Sparkles round it in his way. But the noon-time s burning glow Withers every shrub below, And that Rose no longer bright , Shrinks in terror from the light ; Till the stem on which it grew Droops beneath its fading hue. 12 128 MOMENTS OF SOLITUDE. Then to quench its eager thirst, Gentle dews around it burst, Kiss the pale leaves o er and o er, Till they gaily smile once more ; And the Night, like breath of spring, Greets it with a peaceful wring. Like that Rose, when young and gay, Pleasures sparkle on our way ; Joy attends us with his beam, Hope illumines every dream, Till the noon of life, less fair, Dawns upon us with its care. Then how sweet, when grief is near, Falls the sympathising tear ! Steals like dew to withered flower, In life s sad and gloomy hour ! How we turn, like flower to dew, Love and friendship then to you ! AND AM I THEN FORGOTTEN? "And am I then forgot, forgot?" CAMPBELL. And am I then forgotten ? does the heart Which erst at parting trembled to mine own, No longer to the mournful image start, And sigh for moments, but too quickly flown ? Does thy fair bosom, like the lilied flower, No longer waste its passing thoughts on me ? And hast thou, then, forgot the gentle hour Thou once would st have none other share with thee ? 1-30 MOMENTS OF SOLITUDE. No ! memories of the hallowed moments gone, Like blasting serpents round thy heart must move; And thou must ever feel, though living on, Like me the agony of hopeless love. And when the name of him, whom tearless fate So sadly from thy trusting bosom tore, Is breathed, and thou like him art desolate, And weep for joys we each may feel no more ; Ah well I know thy deep, confiding soul, Though severed now on earth no more to meet, Though it may all its misery control, Can ne er forget save when it cease to beat ! LOVE, HOPE, AND FEAR. Love lay like an angel bright, In the evening s jewelled light, Breathing many a trembling sigh, As the night-winds murmured by. Fear, like cunning serpent, sprang To pierce the cherub with his fang From the fury in his eye, Love sank back with stifled cry. 12" 132 MOMENTS OF SOLITUDE. But before the jealous dart Sank, unpitying, to iris heart, Hope, a Peri from the sky, Crushed the fiend and bade him die ; Kissed the pallid brow of Love, And bore him to the world above. Like young Love this faithful breast Turns to thee, its Hope, for rest ; Wilt thou not Hope s welcome give, Crush its doubt and bid it live ? WHAT ARE LIFE S JOYS. What are life s joys That we most treasure Vanishing toys Moments of pleasure ! Moments of laughter Through sorrowing years, "Woe striding after In silence and tears ! Day dreams of promise Glimmering near ; Slow fading from us Whenever most dear ! Taunt me no longer With the bright bubbles ; Beeper and stronger Life s many troubles. CHECK NOT, CHECK NOT, THAT TEARLY TEAR. Check not, check not that pearly tear, Which glistens on thy pensive cheek ; Sweet emblem of a heart sincere It speaks what nothing else could speak ! Then let it flow, nor blush to hide What flattered beauty seldom feels ; And I will dream, thus at thy side, For me its lonely current steals. Yes ! Though amid the gay and proud, The tutored smile of worldly pride Be coined for those who round thee crowd, And all thy gentler feelings hide : The silent tears which trembling start, Like sparkling drops of purest dew, Shall prove thce whit I know thou art As lovely as thy soul is true ! SUNSET. Yon flaming orb, like infant to its rest, Sinks trembling clown amid the crimsoned liue Of blushing clouds, -which kiss the azure breast Of skies that revel in their boundless blue. Bright as the last, quick spark of ling ring life, The iris beam now quivers in the sky ; Breathing the last breath of a glorious strife, Ere it sink back in nothingness to die. Like roseate down upon the ether there, Floats many a soft and crown-like, burnished cloud ; As Sol, departing, shakes his golden hair, And scatters glory through the airy crowd. 136 MOMENTS OF SOLITUDE. Tipped with his radiant beams, the waving trees, Like emeralds floating in a golden lake, Spread out their leaves upon the evening breeze, To catch the glow encircling hill and brake. Sunset ! I love thee ! with thy purple shade, Coming to shed a kindred glory through the soul ! And as thy varied tints in darkness fade, Till clouds, like banners, o er thy last rays roll ; Bright are the thoughts, which, like thine own pale beams, Steal silently and fondly to the heart ; Coming with thee, like softly-fleeting dreams, Then with thy beauty tremblingly depart ! EXTRACTS FROM A POEM TITLED SPIRIT OF LOVE. I. Why do we live ? the question echoing rings Through cottages of serfs and palaces of kings; Oh ! is it not for her whom every tie endears As the soul s guardian through enduring years? O v Her angel smile veils gloom however drear. Her nod the failing spirit renders brave ; Her voice the blackest misery can cheer, And soothe the clouded pathway to the grave ! Lo, pallid victim of undying toil, Through what dull scenes of penury thou st gone ! Ilow st hovered near the pall of grief to foil Each tint of sunshine ere it scarce was born ! 138 MOMENTS OF SOLITUDE. Still, still for thee an ever-winning smile, To bless thy sadder moments love hath given ;- Make bitter agony more sweet the while, And picture Pain a harbinger of Heaven ! II. Sweet, sweet to you who see the smile Of Beauty cheer you on through life ; Whose fond affection may beguile The world s harsh ills and bitter strife, And soothe the aching heart : But woe, oh, tearless woe to whom That smile hath marbled neath the sod ; Who ve seen that form fade in the tomb, And, crushed to earth beneath fate s rod, Have found their fondest hopes depart ! Tune not the harp to lays of mirth, For those from whom love s joys have sped ; MOMENTS OF SOLITUDE. 10 Ne er more the spirit smiles on earth, When once its golden dreams have fled ! Yet ye whose nighted souls of lead, His heavenly bliss have never known, To whose eternal carol dead, Life s agony has deeper grown ; Go find a friend, and, giving heart for heart. In bonds of sympathy live fondly on ; then shall all thine anxious griefs depart, And sunshine blend thy beings into one ! III. When thrills the music of Love s golden lyre, What bursting heart his power will dare deny ? What soul can feel, unwarmed, his glowing fire, Or lose remembrance of his burning sigh ? Cold, cold that bosom where the star of love Its genial warmth hath never, soft ning, shed ; Like life-wrecks o er earth s desert-beach they move Ah, happier were they numbered with the dead 13 140 MOMENTS OF SOLITUDE. The shadowy mists above us darkly grouping, Wreathe deep in gloom the passage of its crest ; But shows its melting form fierce troubles drooping, And sorrow gliding down to endless rest. IV. Ah, sweet to dream of love when life Glows with the sunshine of its beam ; When with its joys our homes are rife, And with its rays our pathways gleam ; When the fond kiss of welcome leaps Forth from the lips of those most dear, And in the heart serenely sleeps The thought that kindred love is near ! But rob mankind of love ! tell each lone soul No more the cords of sympathy must twine, - Tell mutual hearts to doff its sweet control, To yield to death life s fairest, greenest vine: And in the breast is left an aching void, A restless longing for we know not what ; A seeking after something ne er enjoyed, MOMENTS OP SOLITUDE. 141 A burning wish for that which earth has not- With friendship faded, or with love forgot ! V. And does affection fade, like the young leaf Of blooming summer, when the autumn-thief Draws chilling near ? Does true affection die When shrieks the sweeping storm across life s sky ? Go bid old ocean in his wild, Untutored passion to grow mild ! Go gaze upon the golden sun, And bid his lamp grow dark and dun ; Or, with a tear, resolve the earth To chaos as it was at birth ! 0, sooner far, dare all than strive To blot affection from the breast ! Twere easier, with a look, to drive The rock-bound tower from its rest ! \ UC SOUTHERN REGIONAL LIBRARY FACILIT A 000 677 037 4 :