Life aj\d Letters of 54} Sim (Rev. A. Fraser, Life and Letters, * ARTHUR FRASER SIM THE LIFE AND LETTERS OF ARTHUR FRASER SIM Priest in the Universities' Mission to Central Africa WITH A PREFACE P.Y THE REV. CANON BODY, D.D. Canon Missioner in the Diocese of Durham SECOND THOUSAND PUBLISHED EY THE UNIVERSITIES' MISSION TO CENTRAL AFRICA 9 DARTMOUTH STREET, WESTMINSTER, S.W 1897 BUTLER it TANNF.R, THE SEI.\VOOD PKINTINC; WORKS, FROME, AND LONDON. PREFACE I HAVE been asked to preface this book, and most readily do so. The request comes to me as a command, made impera- tive by my love for Sim ; and I obey it in the hope of being allowed to make his influence still more widely felt, especially among the younger clergy of the Church of England. My first real knowledge of him was gained at the time of his Ordination to the Priesthood. For many years it has been my privilege to minister to such of the ordinands in this diocese to the Priesthood as desire such aid as a retreat can give. Some of the dearest friendships of my life have been made in these retreats, and links have been formed knitting my heart to many which I believe will be eternal. Happy, blessed days how precious their memories are ! It was in one of these retreats, in 1887, that I first came into close contact with Sim, in the confidence of such a time. The connection then formed between us continued to the close of his life on earth, and, as I believe, lives on within the veil. Dear Sim ! he is to me no memory, but a felt presence still. And as of one living I would write now; not with the purpose of drawing out admiration for him would I write. I dare not do so in my knowledge that he would forbid this, but for the honour of Him " who is to be glorified in His saints and admired in all them that believe." Sim's beauty of character as a Christian man and as a Priest was not of himself it was the creation of the grace of God. In him God gave us a revelation of the true ideal of a Priest's life and character I do not say that Sim fully viii PREFACE expressed that ideal ; but I do say that he did so in such a measure as to reveal it in an arresting degree. The real purpose of a Priest's mission as towards men is to exercise spiritual influence. Sim certainly had that power of influence. To influence those he was brought in contact with for God and His Church was consciously the deliberate and sustained purpose of his ministry. This record of his life will show how he succeeded in using widely and deeply this conscious influence. But I believe the unconscious influence he exercised was far more extensive and powerful than the influence he consciously sought to bring into play. It was his life and character that was the secret of his power. In the times of his greatest abandonment he had the recollection of a true Priest. He was real and genuine ; he was strong ; he was a man of spiritual power because he embodied his creed in his life "a living epistle, known and read of all," an epistle " written by the Spirit of God." He exercised this influence in his ministry because it was begun, continued, and ended in God. He went into the Priesthood, to my knowledge, quite clear as to his vocation of God ; and in the strength of that vocation and the mission given him of God in his Ordination he lived and ministered. " I am not come of myself : He sent me "- and with this came a definite belief in the grace of Holy Orders. He knew that his Priesthood was to be the minister of the Priesthood of Jesus Christ, and that He who had sent him to his ministry had not sent him forth undowered for it. "The Spirit of the Lord is upon me : He has anointed me." Three characteristics of that ministry were strength, love, and disciplined sobriety. To say this is to say that he lived in the power of the three pastoral virtues, the creation in the spirit of the Priest of the grace of Holy Orders, " power, love, and sober-mindedness." In his work and life, in a very real sense, he walked with Clod in the sphere and work of the ministry. This ministerial walking with God rested on an abiding in PREFACE ix the peace of God. This was the secret of that brightness which fascinated all who really knew him. It was more than a natural brightness of disposition : it was that brightness taken up into God and transfigured by His grace. How dear is the memory of that sunlit countenance ! To my mind this face was like that of Stephen " like the face of an angel." The angels' faces shine because they see God's face. The face of Moses shone though he wist not that it shone because he saw God's face. The face of Stephen shone because he saw Jesus at the right hand of God. And Sim's face shone in its brightness because, living in God's peace, he saw God's glory in the face of Jesus Christ. He lived in such a simple, childlike belief in the love of God, he was at home in it, he walked joyfully in the light of God's countenance. His own personal union with God, through the inner witness of the Holy Ghost, was just a simple fact to him. His own con- tinued forgiveness of God was to him abidingly clear. I say this again of personal knowledge. So his life was lived in gratitude to God for His love. He loved Him with a respon- sive love. He yielded his heart to God, who took possession of it by His Spirit, and shed abroad in it the love of Himself. Sim knew that this responsive love itself was God's gift, and so without pride, but in true gratitude he could and did say, " Thou knowest that I love Thee." This love expressed itself in entire consecration, at least in will and purpose, to God in the Priesthood. The model of the Priest is Jesus, who, " being come a High Priest, offered Himself." So Sim, by God's grace, in His light, and of His love, laid himself, at his Ordination, wholly and unreservedly as a living sacrifice on God's altar. How touching is his own record of how that offering was made ! At his Ordination he had heard a voice, as distinct as any human voice, say, " Go and suffer for Me." Our familiar name for him was Peter. Ah ! did he not, then, hear the call of Christ to Simon Peter handed on to him: "When thou wast young, thou girdedst thyself and walkedst whither thou wouldest ; but when thou x PREFACE shall be old another shall gird thee, and carry thee whither thou wouldest not. This spake He, signifying by what death he should glorify God. And when He had spoken this, He saith nnto him, Follow Me." The nature of his call was thus clear to him when, in response to it, he gave himself to God in the sacrificial self-oblation of Ordination. And -from that day until his death he consecrated himself to the Lord without reservation. His life was one long act of self-oblation. He was zealous for the Lord. Underlying this peace and zeal was a deep humility. His low estimate of himself and his powers finds frequent expres- sion in this work. The expression is true to his character. He did not talk about it conventionally : he was lowly in his own eyes. Not only had he a lowly opinion of his power but he had also the humility of a true penitent. All the years I knew him his life was one of abiding and deepening contrition, and by the guidance of this virtue he entered more and more into the penitential life of the Church. The prayers of humble access in our Communion Office express with truth the spirit in which he lived. Like a true Priest, he ministered before God, clothed with the vesture of humility. And from this humility came an evident purity of intention. He had no selfish ends in life, neither personal nor ecclesi- astical. No one could say of him he was playing off his own bat. Those among whom he worked knew that he sought not theirs, but them. Their good was his longing, and that not only for their sakes but for God's. By seeking His people's welfare and happiness as God's Priest, he was promoting God's glory, and to do all to the glory of God was the principle of his life. Beneath that outer life, with its varied interests and employments, this was present. .For this he trained the boats' crews, amused children, took interest in recreative and social movements, as well as did his work as a Priest in the sanctuary and in the parish. The sustained beauty of a life which purity of intention gives were seen in him so clearly. Wherever you met him he was one and the same with a beautiful simplicity. PREFACE xi And underlying all was a life of communion with God. He was very regular in his life of private devotion. The three acts of devotion, the practice of which he enjoined on the congregation of St. Aidan's in his last sermon to them, viz., prayer, Holy Communion, and meditation, were helps of which he well knew the power by the regular using of them. And crowning all there was in him the great priestly virtue of obedience. His obedience to the Will of God revealed to him immediately by His Spirit is seen by his response to His call ; conspicuously in his Ordination, and in his going to Africa. His mediate obedience to God, as shown in submis- sion to those set over him with God's authority was sustained from his Ordination to the end of his ministry. What golden words are those of his, " We must be ready to sacrifice a good deal of personal convictions, at least we do not sacrifice them because we are not responsible, and then I feel sure our sacrifice of personal feelings will bear fruit in the long run, and we shall be rewarded for giving up these by a very real return of active, real work and energy, and much fruit which we have no right to expect." He gave himself to serve God in obedience, and did so unto death. Zeal he had up to the measure of not counting his life dear unto himself; but it was a zeal purified from self-will, kept in discipline by obedience grounded in humility. He was never a law unto himself. He was a true Catholic. Obedience is an arresting feature in the Catholic character, and this of necessity ; without it the ideal of Catholicism cannot find expression. Its ideal of Christian life is that of a life lived in the associated unity of the Church ; but this can only be when life is ruled by common laws in obedience to constituted authorities by whom those laws are interpreted and made effective; and if this is true of all states of life in the Church, it is specially so of the Priesthood. Sim saw this clearly, and so his life was one of zeal, disciplined by obedience, and loyalty to the virtue of obedience led him along a path of self-sacrifice crowned by the glory of its end. I have sketched a beautiful character in which self-oblation, xii PREFACE love, humility, purity of intention, devotion and obedience, blend harmoniously. But I have sketched Sim as I knew him, and as he lives in my memory, for he was a thing of beauty. I have never known a young man more beautiful than he, and in him beauty of character found its true setting in the beauty of his priestly life. Like an " apple of gold in a casket of silver " was he in it, and that not of himself, but by the grace of God. In this work "he being dead, yet speaketh," as to all who shall read it, so specially to our younger clergy. May the word of his life and letters be blessed of God to raise up a fruitful offspring in whom his character may be reproduced and his work at home and abroad perpetuated. This is the memorial I pray may be reared in this church of Durham to the memory of Arthur Fraser Sim. GEORGE BODY, Canon Missioner of Durham. THE COLLEGE, DURHAM, July 28, 1896. CONTENTS PREFACE vii LIFE . i LETTERS 47 APPENDIX A 271 APPENDIX B 277 APPENDIX C 278 LIST OF ILLUSTRATIONS PAGE ARTHUR FRASER SIM, 1894 ..... Frontispiece ARTHUR FJRASER SIM, 1872 i CHELTENHAM COLLEGE ........ 2 THE "Bio CLASSICAL," CHELTENHAM COLLEGE ... 3 ARTHUR FRASER SIM, 1879 6 CHELTENHAM COLLEGE BOAT, 1879 7 PEMBROKE COLLEGE HALL AND CHAPEL ..... 9 PEMBROKE COLLEGE 13 AUCKLAND CASTLE AND CHAPEL ...... 17 INTERIOR OK AUCKLAND CASTLE CHAPEL ..... 19 GROUP IN ST. JOHN'S PARISH, SUNDERLAND . . .21 ST. AIDAVS CHURCH, WEST HARTLEPOOL .... 25 ARTHUR FRASER SIM, 1892 29 xiv LIST OF ILLUSTRATIONS PAGE AUTHUR FRASER SIM, 1895 40 A BRANCH OK THE ZAMBESI 84 STEAM P.OAT ON THE ZAMKESI 86 A MACHILA ........... 88 THE PREACHING TREE AT LIKOMA 95 THE BISHOP'S PALACE AT LIKOMA 104 FoOTliALL AT LlKOMA ......... 1O5 SKETCH OF A. F. SIM'S HOUSE AT KOTA KOTA . . . 132 SKETCHES OF PROPOSED MISSION BUILDINCS . . . .141 SECTIONAL DRAWINGS OF A. F. SIM'S HOUSE .... 142 WORK-PEOPLE AT KOTA KOTA ....... 149 VIEWS OF A. F. SIM'S HOUSE 163 SKETCH OF KOTA KOTA -AND LAKE ...... 167 CIUWALI PALM 174 SECTIONAL DRAWINGS OF PROPOSED CHURCH AT KOTA KOTA. 177 GROUND PLAN OF MISSION BUILDINGS AT KOTA KOTA . . 197 MISSION HOUSE AND GROUP AT KOTA KOTA .... 217 NATIVE MUSICAL INSTRUMENT 226 SECTIONAL DRAWINGS OF KOTA KOTA CHURCH . . . 242 FACSIMILE OF A. F. SIM'S SERMON NOTES .... 277 GRAVE OF A. F. SIM, KOTA KOTA . ... . . . 276 A SKETCH OF THE LIFE OF ARTHUR ERASER SIM MISSION PRIEST AT KOTA KOTA, CENTRAL AFRICA Obiit 0<.l. 2<)l/i, 1895 A SKETCH OF THE LIFE OF ARTHUR FRASER SIM ARTHUR FRASER SIM was born on the 2nd November, 1 86 1, at Madras, where his father was Senior Member of the Madras Council, and one of the most eminent men in that Presidency. The first seven years of his life were spent in India, with the exception of a visit home for six months in 1865, and during these early years it seemed as if he were de- stined to inherit that constitu- tional delicacy which is prevalent among Anglo-Indian children. At a very early age he suffered a good deal from asthma, and his parents regarded him as a delicate child who would require more than an ordinary amount of care if he were to grow up a robust and healthy man. In disposi- tion he was quiet, but very determined. When very young he evinced that pluck which in later years formed a marked trait in his character. An instance is related how that when he was five years of age, as he and his sisters were one evening about to be driven to the beach at Madras in a little pony B ARTHUR F. SIM. Cheltenham, 1872. 2 ARTHUR FRASK SJM dogcart, and before they had all been lifted into the trap, the pony made off. Arthur, who was sitting behind, clambered over the rail to the front, seized the reins, and managed to stop the pony till the servants appeared on the scene. In March, 1869, the family came to England, and settled for a year at East Sheen. Then, in the following year, when their parents returned to India, the younger children were left at home, and Arthur began his school life at the Rev. R. H, Cooke's Private School in Cheltenham. Several of his elder CHELTENHAM COLLEGE. From Bath Road. brothers were at the same School, and were, like him, lovable and good fellows, very affectionate as brothers, and great favourites with all. At Cheltenham all signs of asthma or delicacy happily disappeared ; so that when Arthur went to Cheltenham College after the midsummer holidays in 1875, he was as strong and healthy as most boys. He soon found himself coming to the front both in his House and in the College, though he was still a small boy SCHOOL LIFE 3 and not yet fourteen. This was due to the fact that his elder brothers, who had preceded him at Christowe, 1 had earned a great reputation for the name of Sim, to his own singular charm of person and manner, and to his keenness and skill at most games and athletic exercises. In spite of his having no exceptional intellectual gifts, he was diligent in his studies, and progressed steadily in the six years that he was at the College from the eighth class to the second division of the first class. He had a natural taste THE " EIG CLASSICAL," CHELTENHAM COLLEGE. and aptitude for botany and drawing, and in later years he rejoiced that he had had the opportunity of cultivating these. There does not seem to have been any particular period in his school life which can be regarded as a crisis in his faith ; he did not neglect the training received from his mother, and his spiritual life was one of steady growth, which was unaffected by his increasing popularity, deepened by his Confirmation, 1 Chvistowe Boarding House. 4 ARTHUR FRASER SIM sustained by his regular Communions, and strengthened by Miss Drummond's l influence, and by his close intimacy with one whom henceforward he regarded as an elder brother. Humanly speaking it was mainly due to his intercourse with this School friend that his wish to devote his life to God's service in the Priesthood grew till it became a fixed determin- ation. Even in those days they used to discuss with deep interest what their work should be in Christ's Church, first at home and afterwards in the mission field. They hoped that this friendship begun at School would be still more closely cemented by at least a year together at Cambridge, whither his friend had gone -in 1878. Consequently it was a great disappointment to both when, in the midsummer holidays of 1880, it was decided that Arthur Sim should remain a year longer at Cheltenham. Of this decision he himself wrote at the time : " I do not doubt that I should learn more in a year at Cambridge than I should at School, nor that it would be a more useful knowledge ; but I am sure that another year at School would make me much more fit to begin such an education. My great failing now is groundwork, and a year under is, I am sure, the best way of remedying this. . . . But, putting aside all question of work for I should not go back for that only I cannot help feeling sure that a similar opportunity of doing good will never occur to me again. Next term I should be Senior Prefect. . . . Do you 1 Miss Ella Drummond was an invalid lady of saintly character, who suffered continuously for the last twenty years of her life. Her room over- looked the College playground, and in it she received and welcomed a number of boys on Sunday evenings, or, as she was able, during the week. Her character and influence were such that no boy left her presence without a blessing, and to her Arthur Sim felt that he owed more than he could say. " I think of her, whose gentle tongue All plaint in her own cause controll'd ; Of thee I think, my brother ! young In heart, high-soul'd. That comely face, that cluster'd brow,- That cordial hand, that bearing free, I see them still, I sec them now, Shall alwavs see ! " SCHOOL LIFE 5 think that a year spent in trying to do good among so many young and forming characters will be a year lost from all those that, please God, we shall spend together in His work after leaving Cambridge ? This is not all. Hitherto I have never held anything but a secondary position in the School, and I cannot help feeling that my character, which, God knows, is now weakness itself, would be formed in a mould which, from all the influences that would then surround me, could not but be a mould of strength. You say that School is only a means to an end. This is, of course, true ; but I feel sure that the opportunity of using this means to the full should be seized. It is not one, you know, that is offered to every Schoolboy, especially under such circumstances as it is offered to me. I do not yet seem to have said half enough about this point with me it is, of course, the chief but I think I have said enough to make you understand clearly what I feel." In his earlier years at Christowe there were special difficul- ties, both in the House and in the College, which had to be faced and overcome ; and without putting himself forward in any way he was invariably on the side of right principle, and his example was a strength to boys of weaker character, even though in some cases they were his seniors. Later, when he became a leader in the College athletic world, this unseen but strongly felt influence became more marked and widespread. As may be gathered from the letter quoted above, he was keenly alive to responsibility, both as a Prefect and as an ordinary Schoolboy, and yet he never went out of his way to report things he could himself correct or amend. A very interesting feature in his School life was the affectionate and unselfish way in which he treated his younger brother, who was several years his junior, going even so far as to act as his banker and a very liberal one he proved, too. Yet his brotherly affection was never allowed to interfere with his duties as a Prefect. On one occasion, finding his young brother had been out of bounds, he gave him the usual impo- sition, and insisted upon its being done. 6 ARTHUR FRASER SIM He took the very keenest interest in all kinds of games and sports, in most of which he himself excelled, for what he lacked in bodily weight he made up by sheer pluck and honest hard work. As an oar he probably established a re- cord as the stroke of his School-boat for four years in succes- sion. As a forward in the College Fifteen he could always be relied on for hard work in the scrimmage, and for making the most of his opportunities in running or dribbling. In athletics he was a good long-distance runner, and carried off several AKTI1UK F. SIM. Cheltenham, 1879. prizes for distances varying from Haifa mile to two miles. He was a strong swimmer, and fair gymnast. As a sportsman, in shooting he could more than hold his own, while he was no mean fisherman. Only in such games as cricket, racquets, and fives, where quickness of vision was essential, he did not excel. This was clue to the fact of his being long-sighted, so that he could not follow the flight of a quickly-approaching object. Yet even of ATHLETIC PROWESS 7 these games he probably knew more than the average boy, and his opinions and criticisms were always those of a close and sagacious observer. Ere he left the School at midsummer, 1 88 1, he occupied the unique position of Senior Prefect, Captain of the College Boat Club, and Captain of the College Football Fifteen ; and by masters and boys alike he was uni- versally esteemed as almost an ideal type of what a Schoolboy should be. CHELTENHAM COLLEGE BOAT. Winner of Public Schools Challenge Cup at Henley, 1879. Stroke, A. F. SIM. In October, 1881, he entered Pembroke College, Cambridge, where several of his greatest friends had already preceded him, and where others were to follow. He was not destined to take honours, not having attained special distinction in any branch of study at School ; but he came up with a definite aim, namely, to seek Holy Orders, and in his social life and in his reading he kept this high aim constantly in view. Rowing, which he took up keenly from the first, was to him more than 8 ARTHUR ERASER SIM a pastime, more than healthful bodily exercise it was a moral discipline. In the regular and hard exertion he found a valuable safeguard for his purity ; in training he learnt lessons of self-control ; in the multitudinous corrections of " coaching" he developed patience, and as first-boat Captain he realized his responsibility to others, and most faithfully and diligently served the interests of his Club and College. He did not take a prominent part in any of the religious meetings got up by undergraduates, but he was regular in his attendance at the College Chapel, especially at the early Cele- bration on Sundays. Though always reserved in speaking about religion, he warmly welcomed an earnest talk with a friend in private, and on such occasions always spoke about himself depreciatingly and of others charitably. Clinging to the great facts of the Christian Faith, he never seemed to be troubled with intellectual doubt or speculation. He " trusted in God and made no haste." His principal friends were those with whom he was daily associated in the rowing, and he seemed to make no enemies. He stroked the College first boat for four years 1882 to 1885 inclusive the boat being ninth upon the river when he came up, and fourth when he went down. In the autumn of 1883 he was selected to stroke one of the University trial eights, and rowed pluckily and well, but was not considered heavy enough for the Putney course. The " Cambridge Review" in describing the Bumping Races, June, 1884, says: "Pembroke, though weak in the bows, showed themselves a good crew, and being admirably stroked by Sim, caused First Trinity trouble after entering Long Reach. Here Pembroke drew up, and before long were overlapping a trifle. First Trinity had an excellent coxswain, who staved off more than one shot by good steering. Sim, however, was not to be denied, and his men, rowing pluckily, lowered the colours of First Trinity near the Railway Bridge amid much excitement." This was Sim's crowning achievement, perhaps, on the river. COLLEGE LIFE II The College Boat Club showed their appreciation of his services by presenting him with an oar specially painted, and publicly thanked him for the careful and painstaking manner in which he had discharged his duties as first-boat Captain. Of all kinds of rowing he most enjoyed that in a coxswainless light pair. With one friend in particular, a Fellow of the College, did he delight to row, and, when some six years after they had left Cambridge they unexpectedly met there in the May week, it was not long before they, were out on the river together. Sim afterwards, when recounting his various doings in that week, spoke of his surprise and joy at the way that boat travelled on a perfectly even keel, as one of his pleasantest reminiscences of a very enjoyable holiday. His might seem an uneventful College career ; but the powerful influence of his gentle spirit is still felt by many, and his subsequent career showed that Cambridge had been to him a training ground for bearing greater responsibilities and doing nobler deeds. On his taking his B.A. degree (Third Class, Special Exam- ination in Theology) at Midsummer, 1884, the Master of Pembroke College gladly and affectionately commended him in high terms to Bishop Lightfoot, and he became one of the students at Auckland Castle. Among his contemporaries at Bishop Auckland were two old Schoolfellows, who rejoiced at the prospect of the renewal of their former friendship with him. In one of his letters he gives a brief sketch of his life there : " One has an indefinite amount of work to do, so I will give you a sample of the way we spend the day. Breakfast at 7.45; chapel, 8.15; lectures, 9 till n; reading, n till i; lunch at 1.15 ; then in the afternoon we visit three times a week and read the other three days. I generally get a game, and sometimes two, of football in the week by way of exercise. My district is a sort of cosmopolitan one. I visit the parents of the Institute lads. The Institute was built by the Bishop, 12 ARTHUR ERASER SIM and it is a sort of club for young men and lads from fifteen years upwards. There are about two hundred in it, so there is lots to do. I generally go there in the evenings and sit and talk with the lads, and I am teaching one of them to read a slow process ! I have a Bible Class on Sunday, and I read the lessons at the Parish Church. Occasionally I have to preach in a Schoolroom some three miles out in the country, but more often in a tiny little room in the town, where my congregation consists of about four to twelve old women and a lot of children. The latter are never quiet, and to have one of them squalling in one's ear is rather disconcerting, though not to the mothers who are accustomed to it. . . . I have a dear old invalid woman here who reminds me very much of Miss Drummond, and I conse- quently go in to see her pretty often. She is not such an invalid as Miss D , as she can get about her room with a little help ; but she has something of the same patience, and is so obviously glad to see one." Perhaps it was only to be expected that under the influences which surrounded him at Bishop Auckland, and especially that of Bishop Lightfoot, his character would develop more rapidly than hitherto. Such was the case, and he himself, nine years later, recalls the fact : "How happy," he writes, " those old Auckland days were ! If I have any steadiness or staunch- ness of purpose, God gave it to me there." For the month immediately preceding his examination for Deacon's Orders he and three fellow-students formed a reading party at Lake Windermere; and the others felt that it was due to his example and companionship that the visit proved so profit- able and enjoyable. While on this reading party at the Lakes he invited an old College friend, whom he knew to be passing through a time of spiritual difficulty, to come and see him. So great was the trouble, that his friend had all but decided to relinquish the thought of taking Holy Orders, upon which he had previously set his heart. But in the course of conversa- tion Arthur Sim was enabled to clear away the doubts and ORDINATION 15 difficulties, and so inspired his friend with his own simple, strong faith that in the end he was ordained, and has always been remarkable for his earnestness and zeal in Christ's service. On September zoth, 1885, he and four fellow-students were ordained Deacons in the Parish Church at Barnard Castle by Bishop Lightfoot. He had already accepted a title to St. John's Parish, Sunderland, a parish of which it has been said that, as regards squalor and poverty, it has not its equal in the Diocese of Durham. But the hardship and distastefulness of such surroundings, which would have proved a burden to other men, were to him only a greater opportunity for the exercise of his love and self-denial. He rejoiced, too, in the prospect of being once more united in the closest companion- ship with his old School friend, and it was arranged that as their spheres of work were in a sense contiguous, they should live in the same house. At Trinity, 1887, he was ordained Priest by Bishop Light- foot in St. Andrew's Church, Bishop Auckland, the Church in which he had acted as reader while a student at Auckland Castle. Of his work in Sunderland, his Vicar, the Rev. J. W. Willink, writes : " To speak of Arthur Sim's work at St. John's is no easy task ; it was many-sided and very varied in its nature, and every part of it was full of life and energy and love to a most unusual degree. We commenced our work together early in October, 1885, I on my Institution as Vicar, on October 4th, and he as a young Deacon ordained to the curacy at the preceding September Ordination. From the very first he threw himself with boundless energy into the work, and won all hearts by his bright smile and winning ways. Nothing could exceed the attraction of his personal character or the charm of his manner. I remember hearing again and again the same expression used of him by those whose lives he brightened by his visits when weighed down by chronic 1 6 ARTHUR FRASER SIM suffering or by the feebleness that old age brings ' He's like a beam of sunshine wherever he goes.' His first address in the Parish was a delightful one a carefully prepared speech in answer to an address by one of the wardens at our Welcome Tea. It began well and happily ; but shortly hesitation came, then confusion, and then complete and utter breakdown. But with it came a confession of his failure, so delightfully ' taking ' and so entirely natural, and following after came so simple and unaffected a speech, that nothing could exceed the impression produced or the warmth of the delighted applause that greeted him when he sat down. The hold he won that night, though to him the address was an apparent failure which much mortified him, he never lost ; and in the homes of the people, by the bedside of the sick and suffering, in the Schools, and, above all, in the Young Men's Club, he established an in- fluence as deep as it has proved lasting, and as real in the days that followed his departure as it was enthusiastic while he was present in the Parish. His influence over the very rough class of young men and lads that abound in the East end of Sunderland was extra- ordinary, and his powers of organization and continued maintenance of night school classes and of periodical concerts and gatherings for the lads were very great indeed only equalled by their answering love and reverence. One great element that contributed largely to his unbounded influence was his splendid health and great physical strength and skill in many branches of outside activity. His powers as a swimmer in the open sea were the theme of wondering admiration, while a very plucky dive into the River Wear from the Quayside to save a drowning child, which he achieved most gallantly in the face of great difficulty, was rewarded not alone by the Bronze Medal of the Royal Humane Society (and oh ! how distasteful the public presentation of that medal was to him !), but by the respect and deep admiration of the whole of the riverside population. One great hobby of his was the Lantern as a means of FIRST CURACY I 9 devotion and instruction, and the use he made of it was very great. The experiments he carried out, and the improvements he was continually adopting, showed how highly he regarded it as an instrument for work among the very poor ; and cer- tainly in St. John's his enthusiasm for its use was fully justified by results. Of what he was to me personally it would be impossible to AUCKLAND CASTLE CHAPEL. speak. The unfailing brightness of his sunny nature, the unaffected manliness of his piety, the quiet, deep, true work he was ever doing, his comradeship and brotherly sympathy, and above all, the lofty spirituality of his life, can never be effaced from my recollection. I shall always have cause to thank God, and for more reasons than I can ever tell, that He permitted me to know the joy and blessedness of work for Him with a comrade so true and so helpful, with a brother so loving and 2O ARTHUR FRASEfi SIM so loved as he ever was from the first day to the last of our most happy and unclouded association together in the work of St. John's, Sunderland. He is one of those of whom it may be said, ' He, being made perfect in a short time, fulfilled a long time ' ! " x His Vicar has alluded to his great dislike of the " fuss " that was made of him after he rescued the boy from drowning in the Wear. A striking incident in connection with this showed the true character of the man. At that time he was living with his fellow-Curate, and they were on terms of very close intimacy. On the morning after the boy had been rescued, some man accosted this Curate, and asked him if he had jumped into the river and pulled a boy out. He replied that he knew nothing about it. Soon after, meeting Arthur Sim, the Curate told him of the man's question, but he passed the matter off in some way, and it was only on the following day (two days after the incident] that he found out that it was Sim who had jumped in, and had gone home followed by a crowd of small boys. And later it was with the greatest reluctance that he accented the Royal Humane Society's Medal. Another illustration of the way in which he kept in the background anything that referred to himself was alluded to in '.he sermon at the memorial Service in St. John's Church. On his leaving School a number of his friends, wishing to give nim some tangible token of their high regard, presented him with a silver watch, suitably inscribed on the inside case with the circumstances under which the gift was made. During the ten years that he lived in the North, not more than two or three persons had any idea that this watch had anything of special interest attached to it. The same reserve was still further illustrated by the fact that neither at Sunderland nor at West Hartlepool were any of his cups or pri/es for rowing or athletics to be seen about his rooms. As a matter of fact, lie gave them all away before his Ordination. The only thing of the kind that he retained was ST. JOHN'S PARISH, SUXDERLAXD 21 his Pembroke College oar, which he regarded as testifying to the prowess of his College boat rather than to any skill or merit of his own. ALLEY AXD GROl'P IN ST. JOHNS PARISH, SUNDERI.AXD. In spite of the press of work in his Parish, he managed to find time when at Snnderland, and e\vn after he left, to coach the crew of the Amateur Rowing Club to victory, and no other 22 ARTHUR ERASER SIM Clergyman in the place had such an influence on the young men who rowed there. His efforts on their behalf were recognised and marked by the members of the club electing him a life member, making a presentation to him on his leaving the town, and naming one of their boats the " A. F. Sim." So, too, the St. John's Institute lads named their boat the " A. F. Sim,'" concerning which the remarkable coincidence is related that on October zgth, 1895, the day of Arthur Sim's death, this boat went down and was lost. 1 Perhaps one of the most characteristic features of his work at St. John's was the round of Christmas festivities for the lads which he organized year by year. For a fortnight from before Christmas Day until after the New Year he had some enter- tainment and either tea or supper for the boys every night, and kept them with him till after eleven when the public-houses closed. Most of them signed and kept the pledge for that fortnight. For some time before they had been learning carols, and on Christmas Eve he was out with them all night, singing at the houses of the different helpers. On one sucli occasion, a gentleman who knew him intimately went down about 3 a.m. to give the boys some apples and money, and until Arthur Sim spoke, he thought he was one of the lads, with his cap tied down over his ears like the rest ; and a happy group they looked in the clear night air with their lanterns. Another work which he arranged among the boys was a Sunday evening instruction class five minutes' instruction and then a hymn, and so on. This was for those who never went to Church. Often, too, when the classes were over, late at night he would find somebody very ill, and would come back to the Institute, and ask the caretaker to give him some supper as he found he must sit up. On one occasion, when the seamen's Chaplain was sitting up all night with a Naval Reserve man who was dying, Sim got up and came to 1 ThU coincidence was not generally known till nearly three months after the actual event. CHAXGE OF SPHERE 23 them at 5 a.m. to cheer them, and remained to join with them in the Holy Communion. It was generally thought, by those who knew him best, that the ties with St. John's Parish were so intimate that he could not be induced to change his sphere of work ; but, in the autumn of 1889, when he was invited by an old Schoolfellow, whose life had been closely linked with his, to help him in working up a new Parish and Church in West Hartlepool, he left the decision in Bishop Lightfoot's hands, stating that he would work where he was most needed. The Bishop, in no way undervaluing the needs of St. John's, but recognising that it had had a long period of more or less settled Church life, whereas the district which was to form the new Parish of St. Aidan had been greatly neglected, represented to him that the change would have his approval ; and so after much prayer and many heartburnings he decided to help his friend in West Hartlepool. When as yet the matter was sub judice, he wrote : " I don't know how I shall face the awful rupture of leaving St. John's. I trust that if it is right I shall be given courage to do so. ... May God guide us in this, and make His Will all in all to us ! " Hence it could not fail but that the renewed consecration of his life should bring him corresponding spiritual power and energy for the wide field of work that lay before him. Previous to his coming to St. Aidan's in January, 1890, the work of the district had been carried on in a Mission Room ; but the Church was approaching completion, and consequently all the machinery and organization for the new Parish had to be thought of and arranged for. In addition to this there were sad arrears, caused by long years of neglect, to be made up. The difficulties to be faced and the responsibility thrown upon his shoulders were considerably increased by the long illness and enforced absence of his Vicar ; so that, had it not been for his wonderful power of organization, his ripe judg- ment and unremitting devotion, this period would have proved verv critical in the life of the new Parish. As it was, he showed 24 ARTHUR FRASER SIM himself equal to the demands made upon him, and, in spite of his having to preach more in those first six months at St. Aidan's than during the whole period of his ministry at St. John's, the work grew under his watchful guidance and care ; consequently, when the Church was consecrated in the follow- ing autumn, it fell little short of the high ideal which he had set before him. At the time of the consecration and after- wards many kindly expressions were volunteered as to the orderly and reverent manner in which the Services were con- ducted a result mainly due to the indefatigable way in which he had arranged and rehearsed everything beforehand. It was a source of much satisfaction and joy both to him and his Vicar that their old School and College friend was able to be with them, and to preach the sermons during the octave of consecration. On the opening of the new Church old ties had to be cemented and further developments conceived and carried out ; and into both these spheres of work he threw himself heart and soul, so that the prejudices of the older worshippers, who had grown accustomed to the simple Services of the Mission Room, were soon laid aside when they found the more beautiful Service of the Church conducted with the same earnestness and spirituality as hitherto. In his district he had the visitation of some 3,000 souls a work which he carried on with the greatest regularity, diligence, and perseverance, and wherever he went his attractive manner and cheerful presence ensured him a hearty welcome. Having one Sunday School and the Band of Hope under his immediate control, he did his utmost to make them as perfect as possible. The choice of suitable lessons was always a subject of deep thought to him, and every help was given to his teachers in ordur that their work might be effective. His devotion to the scholars was very real, and was reciprocated by a very warm affection on their part. A touching illustration of this was furnished in the case of a little fellow of five, who, having heard that Mr. Sim in his new home in Africa had no sugar, was dis- covered the following day filling his missionary box with sugar (From a f holograph by A. F. Suit.) ST. AIDAN'S PARISH, WEST HARTLEPOOL 2"J to send to him. In another way, scholars of all ages evinced their regard for him by the numerous letters which they wrote to him in Nyasaland. Of the children he himself wrote : "They are continuous sunshine in the streets." As at St. John's, so at St. Aidan's, the lads seemed to occupy the warmest place in his heart, and he was continually devising some new attraction for them. At first he began with a Saturday night " At Home " at the Clergy House, where he would keep them week by week thoroughly amused and interested with books and parlour games for some two hours. Later, when the new Parish Hall was built, he helped to organize a company of the Boys' Brigade with which a gym- nasium was connected. Afterwards he learnt book-binding and wood-carving, in order that he might teach and interest the lads ; and even if he were busy with some other duty he would invariably look in before going home to see how they were getting on. For the lads in his own class in Sunday-school his care was unremitting. Rough and undisciplined they were in many cases, but he loved them, and they knew it. One of them had been for some time an inmate of Durham gaol. When it was proposed that the summer treat should be there and the lad remarked that he had seen Durham too often, he felt keenly for him. Another, whose fiery temper had brought him into trouble, and on whom he knew prison dis- cipline was likely to produce a hardening effect, was saved by his care from imprisonment ; and ever afterwards the lad's welfare was a subject of the deepest interest to him. For the men in his district, which was some distance from the Parish Hall, he took a house, fitted it up, and organized a Working-men's Club, which had a very successful, though un- happily too short a life. In connection with this he arranged a number of delightful and instructive lectures on popular subjects, with limelight illustrations, and several Social Even- ings such as had not been known in that part of the town within the memory of man. A summer trip also in connec- tion with this Club, organized by him, and for which he 28 ARTHUR FRASER SIM curtailed a short holiday in the South of England, is re- membered still as a red-letter day by the men and their wives. But these more secular organizations were only steps to win those who participated in them to higher and better things, and he proved their usefulness by the hold he had upon the lads who came to his Bible Class, and by the way in which he was able to gather them round him for preparation for Holy Communion on the great festivals. Into his dealings with men and lads when preparing them for Confirmation he threw such an amount of earnestness, affection, and direct- ness, that he won their entire confidence, and was enabled to give them such a grasp of Divine truth as to make their Con- firmation very real. This work was a great joy to him, and he was deeply grateful for the opportunities it afforded him. Of the Confirmation of 1891 he wrote: "We have so many adults ; it is such a privilege helping them, and they are so earnest." That of the previous year was held on a Saturday afternoon, and he realized the great danger there was of some of the candidates, especially the lads whom he had prepared and who were very dear to him, being tempted to visit places of amusement of a more than questionable character. As a counter attraction he arranged a Lantern Service for them in the Parish Hall. The subjects were sacred ones, most of them being scenes in our Lord's life. One of exceptional beauty formed the text for a short address. It represented "The Ciood Shepherd who giveth His life for the sheep." The lion, which would have attacked the flock now feeding in safety, was slain, but at the cost of the Shepherd's life. The love of Him " Who loved them and gave Himself for them " was spoken of with an earnestness which could not fail to take effect. Allusion has already been made to his use of the Lantern at St. John's, and his experience and skill in this direction were highly valued, not only parochially but by his brother Clergy in West Hartlepool, so that he was in constant request WORK IX ST. AIDAN'S PARISH 2Q to illustrate addresses and lectures. His knowledge of every detail connected with lantern work was complete, and his skill and taste as a photographer enabled him to make a large collection of valuable slides. He mastered the intricacies of modern cameras and lanterns. Before he left for Africa he had devised and constructed an oil lantern without any fixings ARTHUR F. SIM. West Hartlepool, 1892. (From (i photograph by T. Braybrook.} of leather or wood, so as to defy the ravages of the white ants. The subsequent success of this lantern was a source of great satisfaction and delight to him, and he looked for- ward to its proving a useful adjunct to his work among the natives. His method of conducting these Services was always 3O ARTHUR FRASER SIM reverent and impressive. He refrained as far as possible from using words of his own, and adhered closely to the inspired word of Scripture, supplemented with suitable collects and hymns. The taste and skill which he exhibited in work of this de- scription found further expression in the decoration of the Church for the great Festivals ; and it was in a large measure due to his direction that the result invariably proved so pleasing. Although he himself would never admit that he possessed any decorative ability, or that he was an authority upon such matters, yet those who worked with him were always glad to defer to his opinion ; and the harmonious colouring and simple dignity of St. Aidan's Church are a lasting witness to the correctness of his judgment. Whatever decorations were in hand whether for some Festival in Church, or for some tea or entertainment in the Parish Hall, he was always at the beck and call of those engaged, and so busily would he be kept occupied that sometimes he would go without his evening meal. He was himself of such an essentially buoyant and cheerful disposition that he seemed always to be intent upon making others happy. When, through illness or some other cause, his Vicar was what he would call " dowley," he would lay himself out to cheer him up. And with what energy and zest he would strive to make the treats and trips of the children and lads as bright and as happy as possible ! Yet no one enjoyed those occasions more than himself, till the next day, when he was often sore and stiff with the exertions he had made. His large fund of general information, his knowledge of natural history and of architecture, his cheerfulness, equable temperament, and unselfish interest in everybody and every- thing around him, made him at all times a most delightful companion, but especially so on any holiday trip ; as, for in- stance, when JJishop Lightfoot took him and his two oldest friends to Norway in the summer of 1887. CHARACTERISTICS 3! For him certainly, " All things were fair, if we had eyes to see How first God made them goodly everywhere." He had a large fund of quiet humour which generally found its expression in harmless chaff, and he enjoyed the fun as much as others if the laugh was against himself. Occasionally, however, it would take a more practical shape, as for instance, when he would snapshoot with his camera some friend in a ridiculous position, or when, as once happened, he materially increased his Vicar's score by making his little terrier run off with the cricket ball from the fielder. A failing of his not a very serious one absent minded- ness, used often to afford him and others considerable amuse- ment. If he went out with a walking-stick and called at any house, he invariably came home without it. An umbrella he never used it would have been too expensive. On one occasion he found himself in Church without his sermon ; and on another he put on two surplices, one over the other, thinking that the topmost one was his hood. Though knowing little himself of bodily suffering, he was always deeply touched by any sign of it in others, and it quickly called forth his earnest sympathy. " The quiet happy face that lighted up As from a sunshine in the heart within, Rejoicing whomsoever looked on it, But far more whomsoever it looked on." These words might well be applied to him in the homes of the sick and the sorrowing. This sympathy of his encouraged his people to tell their troubles to him, and many a careworn heart found relief in doing this. His care for their bodily needs was no less real than for their spiritual good. None that were really in need of help ever applied to him in vain ; even those whose distress was the result of their own wrong-doing were relieved in sickness, and so tender-hearted was he that not infrequently he was imposed upon. To this day tramps call 32 ARTHUR FRASER SIM at St. Aidan's Clergy House and ask for Mr. Sim, with the tale that they " knew him at St. John's, Sunderland." His watchful care for those who were tempted was that of one who felt the awful responsibility of his priestly office. When he knew of young girls in danger of being led astray, who in their own homes were unlikely to learn anything of what was pure, and over whom he imagined a woman's in- fluence would be most powerful, he would ask those whom he trusted to look after them. In the autumn of 1891, a Sunday scholar, who had always been delicate, became seriously ill. She was prepared for Confirmation, and the rite was privately administered by the Bishop. His care for her bodily and spiritual needs was unremitting books, pictures, and delicacies to tempt the capricious appetite were taken or sent, and very few days passed without a visit from him. On the last night of her life he stayed beside her for hours, soothing and cheering her, for she was very restless, until the end came about midnight. A dreary walk homeward through drifting snows brought on a severe attack of influenza ; but his kindness made a deep im- pression on the heart of the mother, hardened though it was by poverty and the cruelty of her husband, and she presented herself as a candidate for the next Confirmation. Early in 1892 he was asked to visit a young girl in the Parish who was dying of consumption. She was very beautiful, and seemed the embodiment of Ruskin's ideal of English maidenhood the loving helper at home, and the kind friend of those in distress. Eor three months he ministered to her constantly, teaching her until death was looked upon as the "Gale of Life Immortal.'' In Easter week the end came, and for the last time he visited her. The distressing cough had ceased, and all noisy grief on the part of those to whom she had said good-bye was checked by her calm, peaceful face. Then in the quietness his voice rang out : " 1 am the resur- rection and the life," "I am the Good Shepherd," "Yea though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I SYMPATHY 33 will fear no evil, for Thou art with me." Then followed the Commendatory Prayer, and in a few minutes all that belonged to this mortal life was over, and he went back to a meeting of young happy girls without any sense of incongruity, only re- alizing more intensely the closeness of the unseen world. Very different from this was the scene in another house where he ministered. A man, who went to his work in a state of intoxication and who was warned of the danger he incurred, was killed. The son had that morning been sentenced to a month's imprisonment for theft, and when the father's remains were carried home the wretched wife had gone to the theatre. Yet even in such an atmosphere his presence was welcomed, for words of loving sympathy for the bereaved were spoken. And now the widow, dying herself, speaks of him with the deepest gratitude. Nothing could exceed his care for the poor and aged mem- bers of the congregation. Everything that could brighten their lives was done at any cost to himself, and after he left the Parish very few mails arrived without some kind remem- brance being sent to them. Two old women, both earnest Christians though not mem- bers of the Church, were for two or three years the objects of his care, and his visits were looked upon as the bright spots in their lives. Another old woman, a cripple, hardened by cruel usage from a brutal husband, and who for nearly forty- years had never entered a Church, declared that she would do so in order that she might hear his last sermon. A wonderful tribute surely, for she was wretchedly poor, and could only walk by the aid of two crutches. So deep was his joy in ministering to the suffering and sorrowful, a joy which he first felt in the quiet of Miss Drummond's sick room at Cheltenham, that he regarded the blessedness of helping others as one of the sources of truest comfort in time of sorrow. This he used to teach, and one of his workers, who in a time of bereavement was urged by him to visit and help a poor fever-stricken woman, tells how she D 34 ARTHUR FRASER SIM proved then, and in times of deeper sorrow, the efficacy of his teaching and the truth of the words, " A child's kiss set on thy sighing lips shall make thce glad ; An old man helped by thee shall make thee strong ; A poor man served by thee shall make thee rich ; Thou shall be served thyself by every sense of service which them ren- derest." As a preacher, there were some who were inclined to criti- cise him adversely because occasionally he lacked fluency, but he always possessed that first essential of a good preacher, namely, earnestness. His sermons were carefully, thought- fully, and prayerfully prepared, and as a rule written out in full, after which he would make an outline and preach from that. But whether the subject matter were good or indifferent it was never bad one invariably felt the truth of what Bishop Lightfoot once remarked : " Let Sim go where he will, his face will be a sermon in itself." On the last Easter Day in the old Mission Church, when the room had been tastefully decorated in a way that satisfied even his artistic ideas, and the Services beautified so as to welcome the Day of Resurrection, there was a large crowd of earnest worshippers, for during the preceding week the love of Him, (i Who liveth and was dead," had been set forth in earnest words, and it was a glad thanksgiving. The sermon, preached from the text "That I may know Him and the power of His resurrection,'' was an inspiration. No one who heard it and knew his life could doubt that the words were those of one who had that knowledge and power. During Lent, 1893, the life of the prophet Elijah was taken as the subject of his addresses. The grandeur and faithfulness of the strange mysterious life were beautifully shown ; nor was the human weakness lost sight of, and God's call " What doest thou here, Elijah ? " was both an incentive and a warn- ing. In the autumn of the same year he gave a course of addresses to the Girls' Guild on the Holy Communion. This he looked PREACHING 35 upon as the mainspring of its work. The last of these ad- dresses was given on the evening of his return from a Retreat, and was unequalled in its deep spirituality. Unless away from home he always took the children's addresses at the monthly Services in Church. His "last one was on April 22nd, 1894, when they were urged to make " Jesus only " the aim of life. On March i8th he preached the last of his course of Lenten addresses. The subject was " Perseverance." To attain this grace the means recommended were : Looking to Calvary for courage, to heaven for confidence, within for humility, to God for sanctity. On April i5th he preached his last sermon in St. Aidan's. His text, " Christ is all," was surely the key to his own life. He spoke, to use his own words, "as one who in all proba- bility would never stand there again," of his own sorrows, the deepest being the fewness of the regular communicants ; and of what to him had been the greatest helps Prayer, Holy Communion, and Meditation. 1 Referring to the Farewell Service on April 26th, when the intensity of his feeling was such that he could barely finish reading the first lesson (Isa. Ixi.), a working-man afterwards remarked " That was the best sermon Mr. Sim ever preached in St. Aidan's Church." The reply was " No ; the best sermon he ever preached was his life here during the last four years." The great aim of his life seemed to be that God in all things should be glorified, and that those under his care should be helped. To do this no trouble on his part was spared ; his time was cheerfully given, and those who worked under him were encouraged and helped. Every effort was made to bring the Services to the highest state of perfection. It was his desire that the one great Service, the Holy Communion should be magnificent, and he believed that it would be best 1 See Appendix. 36 ARTHUR FRASER SIM to set it before the congregation in all its glory rather than wait until they were ready for it. In a way it was a great trouble to him that he could not devote his whole time to parochial work, but when he felt it to be his duty to be otherwise occupied, he ungrudgingly gave the time. Thus it was due to his devotion and unceasing labours as Honorary Secretary that the local branch of the Missions to Seamen Society was pulled through a very critical period. In a similar way, as local Honorary Secretary for two years of the Universities' Mission to Central Africa, he gave a tre- mendous impetus to the interest in, and work for, that Society throughout the town. As Chaplain to the Stranton Lodge of Freemasons and Grand Provincial Mark Chaplain he exercised a wide and healthy influence over those with whom he would not other- wise have been brought in contact. Upon two occasions he took part in special Missions. The first was in November, 1889, at St. John's, \Veymouth. His share of the work there was the Meditation at the Daily Celebration and all the Children's Services. These latter he managed admirably, and they were a great feature of the whole Mission. He also took a certain number of dinner-hour addresses, and visited many sick parishioners. In this Mission he assisted his Vicar most readily and willingly, in the absence through illness of another, on the shortest notice and almost without any time for preparation. Those associated with him remember it as a very happy time in every way. The second occasion was in January and February, 1894, shortly before he started for Africa, when, among the Seamen in the Liverpool Mission, he assisted his oldest friend. He was appointed to undertake the work at Garston, one of the out- lying Seamen's Mission-rooms on the Mersey. In reply to a letter of welcome sent before his arrival, he wrote : " I am a poor, weak man. I have no gift of speech. I am not eloquent, and feel very unable in myself to undertake so great a work. SPECIAL MISSIONS 37 But having been selected by others, I feel that it is a call from God, and that therefore I shall have all my wants supplied by Him who calls me to this great work." During the Mission he and the Lay Missionary at Garston were closely associ- ated in the work, and became staunch friends. Of Arthur Sim the latter writes : " The moment I saw Mr. Sim I felt sure I was in the presence of a man who lived much upon his knees ; and the longer I knew him the more I loved him, for of him I could say ' He is a man after God's own heart.' When having tea at my house I asked ' When do you intend returning from Africa?' He looked at me over the table and said with a smile ' Never ! I have been called by God to go out to Africa, and there I intend to remain until I am called hence.' I was much struck with his patience while listening to the story of sorrow and sin which some of the seamen had to tell him, and his cheerfulness under difficulties. On one occasion our oil lantern would not burn, and do what we could the pictures would not come out. I was very much put out about it, but he only said ' Do not be concerned ; we can talk about Jesus in the dark without the picture ' ; and he did so. When the congregation had dispersed and the gas was turned up, we saw ourselves as black as sweeps, for our faces were covered with soot from the lantern. On seeing this Mr. Sim laughed until he could scarcely move, and as there was no time to wash, he went to Liverpool by train as he was. His first sermon at Garston was very simple, but it won the hearts of his hearers. He said ' I have nothing new to tell you. I have come to you in the name of the Lord, and of Him only do I wish to speak.' Mr. Sim said of the Garston congregation that they were the most attentive people he had ever seen, and that he felt sure God was blessing the work there." The Rev. Edgar Lambert, who worked with him in this Mission, writing of his great helpfulness to him personally, adds : " His instructions and conduct of the Intercession Service and Sunday Bible Classes at Hanover Street Seamen's 38 ARTHUR FRASER SIM Church were all done with a power which struck me as being greater than he had been able to exercise in Sunderland days, and his whole tone was one of deep spirituality." He himself regarded these two Missions as two of the hap- piest and most spiritually helpful experiences in his life. But so great was his devotion to the work of St. Aidan's that he wrote during his last holiday : " I am enjoying myself immensely here, but am longing to be back with you all." And shortly before his departure, when he had been obliged to go away unexpectedly for a few days, he wrote expressing the deepest regret that he w r as unable to be present at the Band of Hope Meeting. This devotion on his part made the indifference of others a source of deep regret, and he felt profound pity for those who, merely for the sake of some worldly advantage, would give up work to which they were called. If there was one thing that disturbed his equanimity during the time he was at West Hartlepool, it was the number of tempting invitations to important spheres of work elsewhere that fell to his lot. As he himself repeatedly said, he had no ambitions in that direction, and he was so contented and happy in his work at St. Aidan's that he would not contemplate the thought of leaving till he was sure of God's call. In the end that call came to him with no uncertain voice to devote his life to God's service among the heathen in Central Africa. He had been greatly impressed and influenced by the words of the late Bishop Smythies when he gave an address, in 1890, in West Hartlepool, on the work of the Universities' Mission. From that time forward he studied the history, methods and principles of the Society with ever-increasing interest and enthusiasm. Another thing that helped him to realize the call was that at his ordination lie had heard a voice, as distinct as any human voice, say " Go and suffer for Me " ; and he felt that so far his ministry had been singularly devoid of hardship and suffering. Referring to his decision to offer himself to the Universities' Mission, he wrote : " I only feel CALL 70 FOREIGN SERVICE 39 that I am doing here " (at St. Aidan's) " what many other men could do who could not go out to the Mission Field. I do not for one moment feel a bit worthy of being a missionary rather, I feel exceedingly presumptuous in making the offer ; but I believe I have a good constitution, and I think I shall be ready to fill any menial position. ... I have no am- bition to have a living of my own, and no desire to settle down ; and in the meantime one's youth is slipping by, and I should like to make the most of it that one can in God's service. Thus it was that the strong drawing I have long felt towards the Universities' Mission took a definite shape ; not that I don't feel that such work as I have at St. Aidan's is just as grand as any other; yet, if God has marked out another sphere for me, it is not the grandest for me. One is always preaching about self-sacrifice, and this seems a call to put one's theories into practice." As the time drew near for his departure, it was characteristic of the man that his one desire was "to slip away without fuss of any kind " ; and when it came to his knowledge that the congregation were getting up a presentation to him he per- sistently refused to receive it. Consequently for a time there was a deadlock, till at last he yielded so far as to accept silver Communion vessels for his future Church, and a cheque to be devoted towards forwarding his work in Nyasaland. Then as for the actual departure what, in a sense, could be more thrilling than the Parish Hall packed with those whom he knew and loved best, assembled to hear his last words ? What could be more touching than those few workers assembled in the railway station in the early morning to give him one last grip of the hand, and to wish him farewell in silence? What could hearten him better than the sight of those men and lads among whom he had worked, lining the railway wall at the ironworks and blast-furnaces as the train passed ? Yet the feeling stirred by these incidents was in a degree superficial compared with the deep solemnity and impressiveness of the Farewell Services in St. Aidan's Church. Certain it is that no 40 ARTHUR ERASER SIM more soul-inspiring Services have ever been held in that Church. From the oldest to the youngest all were deeply moved at the spectacle of that true Priest of God offering to ARTHUR F. SIM. Kola Kola, 1895. his Master at His altar, in a more literal sense than he had ever done before, " himself, his soul and body, to be a reason- able, holy, and lively sacrifice unto Him.'' Of his wearisome journey and his life and work in Africa AFRICA 41 extending over a period of eighteen months, a record is fur- nished in the most interesting and graphic letters which follow this brief sketch. Perhaps it goes without saying that those who read them will do so with mixed feelings on the one hand of intense admiration for his marvellous devotion, his simple reliance upon the Will of God, his realization of the Divine Presence, his deep humility, his righteous wrath at the hypocrisy and injustice around him, his wondrous sympathy with the downtrodden native, his large-minded grasp of im- portant administrative questions, his cheerfulness, and his varied ingenuity and skill ; and on the other hand of pity for that lonely life cut off almost completely from those of his own colour and blood and from all sources of direct personal sym- pathy, stricken again and again with sickness, and finally yielded up to his Maker when his hopes seemed brightest. Of a truth, it was for him throughout a very real taking up of the Cross, and nothing but the belief that it was the call of God to him would have induced him to undertake it. Of all his letters perhaps none contains more cheerful allu- sions to himself than his last, in which he speaks of his " cast- iron '' constitution, and the prospect of a temporary alteration in his plans owing to the illness of some of the staff, and the deaths of Bishop Maples, George Atlay, and Joseph Williams. He had already passed, as he thought, fairly well through the worst months of the year, and was beginning to consider him- self more or less acclimatized. After this letter a few weeks intervened. Then, on Jan. i5th of the present year, came a rumour of his dangerous and hopeless illness nearly three months before. It was indeed hard at first to believe (for he himself had been so explicit and careful in arranging for any- such news to be cabled home), even when the authorities at Zanzibar telegraphed asking if the report of his death had been confirmed. But two days later no room was left for hope or even doubt, and every one who had known Arthur Fraser Sim " sorrowed for the word that they should see his face no more." 42 ARTHUR FRASER SIM " Death takes us by surprise, '., w And stays our hurrying feet ; "^. The great design unfinished lies, Our lives are incomplete. But in the dark unknown Perfect their circles seem, Even as a bridge's arch of stone Is rounded in the stream. Alike are life and death When life in death survives, And the uninterrupted breath Inspires a thousand lives. Were a star quenched on high, For ages would its light, Still travelling downward from the sky, Shine on our mortal sight. So when a great man dies, For years beyond our ken, The light he leaves behind him lies Upon the paths of men." 1 The following week particulars of his last illness were re- ceived from his fellow-worker, Mr. J. G. Philipps. On October 1 8th he had an attack of jaundice ; later, an attack of fever supervening, his condition became hopeless, and he passed away in the very early morning of Oct. 2cjth, 1895, within four days of completing his thirty-fourth year. " To me the thought of death is terrible, Having such hold on life. To thee it is not So much even as the lifting of a latch ; Only a step into the open air Out of a tent already luminous Will) light that shines through its transparent walls. pure in heart ! " ' Throughout his illness he was nursed with the most solici- tous care by Messrs. Swarm and Philipps, and his native teacher, William Kanyopolea ; and every effort was made to secure the services of a doctor, but without success. 1 LoiiL r fellow. " Longfellow's Colifcn Liquid. i.isr ILLXESS 43 He is said to have spoken but little during those last sad days of suffering, but his last .words were "Wash my feet," which he repeated several times. Doubtless his mind was dwelling upon that scene in the upper chamber in Jerusalem, where our Lord washed His disciples' feet on the night before His crucifixion. Reading these words however in the light of a sermon he had preached in St. Aidan's, they were the oft- repeated prayer of a true penitent for a cleansing from whatever sin might shut out the clear vision of God. The following verses, referring to these words, were very familiar to him : " Many waters go softly dreaming On to the sea ; But the River of Death floweth softest To thee and me. We have trod the sands of the desert Under a burning sun ; Oil ! sweet will the touch of the waters be To feet whose journey is done ! Unto Him Whose love has washed us Whiter than snow, We shall pass through the shallow River With hearts aglow. For the Lord's voice on the waters Lingereth sweet : ' lie that is washed needeth only To wash his feet. ' " l So closed the earthly life of this true saint of God a life so natural and simple, and yet so full of a deep reserve that Bishop Lightfoot's words at his Ordination were amply verified. "There are depths in Sim," remarked the Bishop, "that I cannot fathom.'' He was a Christian so loving that his heart went out instinctively to all men, with the result that he was loved by all. Clergyman and layman, rough seaman and well- bred gentleman, trader and commissioner, found him to be just whit his best friends knew him. 1 Ezckicl and other Poems. 44 ARTHUR ERASER SIM He had such steadfast faithfulness, and so strong a sense of responsibility, that one always felt that these characteristics would have carried him through actual martyrdom without a flinch. He seemed the embodiment of the text : " In quiet- ness and confidence shall be your strength." No talk, no show, just quiet strength all through. He was never given to bemoaning the wickedness and weariness of this world, but rather he was wont to dwell on its beauties and goodness, and to enjoy both : " He loved each simple joy the country yields, lie loved his mates " He had an implicit belief in the existence of good in all, dormant though it might be, alike in professed atheist and degraded savage ; and if it was impossible to say a good word for a fellow-creature, then he remained silent. Words written of St. Aidan in a short sketch of his life, pre- pared at the time of the consecration of St. Aidan's Church, might be written with equal truth of Arthur Fraser Sim : " He was a man of the utmost gentleness, piety, and reasonableness, and full of zeal towards God. ' He left a splendid example to the clergy of temperance and purity. His life was absolutely consistent with what he taught ; and this commended his teaching to all men.' l He did not seek or love this world's wealth. . . . The saint, whose memory those who wor- ship in this Church will ever hold in reverence, will be best honoured by the determination to imitate the example he set of a simple, devoted Christian life, full of zeal for the Lord, and full of love to the brethren." To few men is it given to have such an abiding realization of the Divine Presence the natural result of his habitual purity of heart and mind. Of this purity his life-long friend has written: "I cannot remember one single occasion on which any unclean or profane utterance fell from his lips. I shall always think of him as one of the purest souls possible." The presence of God was in him a living power, sanctifying 1 JtcJc III. 5. CONCLUSION 45 him and making him patient and strong for labour, sorrow and suffering. It was the source of his constant cheerfulness and contentment in varying circumstances ; and it preserved him from all fretful anxiety about the future. Hence death was to him a thing in no sense to be dreaded ; it was the drawing aside of the veil which hid the sinless beauties and glories of the unseen world ; it was the opening of the gate to a life of greater joy and fuller activity where the Priesthood begun on earth would be continued through eternity. " ' He is not dead,' but only lieth sleeping In the sweet refuge of his Master's breast, And far away from sorrow, toil, and weeping. ' He is not dead,' but only taking rest. What though the highest hopes he dearly cherished, All faded gently as the setting sun ; What though our own fond expectations perished, Ere yet life's noblest labour seemed begun ; What though he standeth at no earthly altar, Yet in white raiment, on the golden floor Where love is perfect, and no step can falter, He serveth as a Priest for evermore. O glorious end of life's short day of sadness ! O blessed course so well and nobly run ! O home of true and everlasting gladness ! O crown unfading, and so early won ! Though tears will fall, we bless Thee, O our Father, For the dear one for ever with the blest, And wait the Easter dawn when Thou shall gather Thine own, long parted, to their endless rest." Sfe asket) life of {Thee, cmb hou gavest \)\m, along hfc even for ever anb ever." LETTERS OF ARTHUR FRASER SIM " Letters are the best materials for history, and to a diligent reader the best histories in themselves." BACON. I saw a Saint. How canst thou tell that he Thou sawest was a Saint ? I saw one like to Christ so luminously Ey patient deeds of love, his mortal taint Seemed made his groundwork for humility. And when he marked me downcast utterly Where foul I sat and faint, Then more than ever Christ-like kindled he ; And welcomed me as I had been a saint, Tenderly stooping low to comfort me. Christ bade him, ' Do thou likewise.' Wherefore he Waxed .zealous to acquaint His soul with sin and sorrow, if so be He might retrieve some latent saint : ' Lo, I, with the child God hath given to me ! ' " C. G. ROSETTI. (Printed by kind permission of the S. P. C. A" ) LETTE RS THIS and the following letter give A. F. Sim's views re- garding the work of the two Parishes in each of which he ministered for over four years. Letter to T. C. G , dated, Sunderland, August nth, 1888. MY DEAR , I must just write a line to you to say how glad I am that all is settled, and that you are coming to us in October. When you come we must have many consultations as to the division of labour. Last winter almost the whole of every evening was taken up by my lads in a Night School. I got part of Monday for a Band of Hope, and Thursday for Service and Choir practice. Yet both on Monday and Thursday I had to get away from these before nine to be in time for prayers at the Gymnasium. Now I consider that the lads are the pleasantest feature of our work, and I feel I should be selfish to keep it all to myself ! I think we might go partners in it. I need not give you a long account of it. Next winter we are going to amalgamate the work among the lads, at what went by the name of the '' British Workman." Last year we had two places going, with the result that one was neglected. Alterations are going to be made, to make the " Workman " (or " Church Institute," as we shall call it) suitable for its new requirements. Subscriptions to the amount of ^60 have been collected for this purpose. We purpose having a Night School there, a weekly Concert, and a Bible Class (rather a lot to fit in). It means some one there every night. There is another little organization (grow- ing, I trust) among the lads, viz., a Communicants' Guild, once a month. Among the children of course we have Sunday Schools and a Band of Hope. These want careful supervision. The Sunday 49 K .-jO ARTHUR FRASER SIM Schools are not at all satisfactory. In short they want looking after thoroughly. This one of us must do. Hitherto I have had a Bible Class on Sunday afternoon, which prevented my taking any part in Sunday School work ; but I have left that off now, and intend when the winter comes to start one on a week-night. The Band of Hope I think might be made a useful organization. You see all we do among the children is done in Day School (mighty little), and on Sunday afternoon. Well, I think the Band of Hope might be an extension of Sunday School work on two week-nights for an hour on each. Then there is the Temperance work. I agree with what I imagine your sentiments to be in regard to Temperance, from something the Vicar let drop. I am not bigoted ; I am an ab- stainer, but have taken no part hitherto in Temperance work. That has been B 's line. I could not do it because of want of time. I am positive you won't be many weeks here without reali- zing the need of special means to meet a special disease and sin. Drink is the curse of almost every house. Last winter our Temper- ance work was poor meetings small, pledges few, corporate union unrealized. Something must be done, and you and I must do it ! Perhaps we can invent some new method something after the manner of a " Fathers' Meeting," social intercourse a sort of con- versazione every Saturday night. Tea and coffee ! All the better if we can. I don't think much of the old sort of Temperance meetings. They are very slow, to my mind, and not adapted to the needs. Now Band of Hope work and Temperance work ought to be done by laymen ; but they are so hard to get. Then there is a heap of work to be done among the soldiers. That was B ! s department, and I know nothing about it ; but there it is, and there is enough for one man to do in barracks alone. We have an excellent Scripture reader there, who is half butler to the Vicar an old soldiers servant. Then there is work among the girls corresponding to work among the lads. We have a lot of splendid ladies who help us in this. I think however more might be done. There ought to be an institute for them, which they might use every night. They are very rough worse than the boys, far ! I think it is mostly on the surface, and that they have an innate sense of modesty which forbids them proceeding beyond certain limits ! Now we cannot expect the Vicar to undertake any work that needs his continuous LETTERS 5! superintendence and presence. His hands must be free ; he is the general. And now about the Church Services. First of all, you know how unfortunately our Church is seated. It would cost ,1,000 to reseat facing East, because any such scheme would be incom- plete unless it included considerable alterations in the Chancel and the removing of the organ. I myself would rather see this done than anything else. However, there it is, and we must make the best of it. Of course, as long as the choir is in the gallery, we cannot have any (or, at all events, much) dignity of worship. The Services are hearty, at least. I myself should like a daily Service, and so would the Vicar ; but I don't think many would come to it, and hitherto it has not seemed possible. I think it is his ambition to have it yet doubtless where the arrears are so great we must be patient and content to move slowly. As to the evening Com- munion, I don't like it, as I told you. I consider that as a memo- rial feast it may be celebrated in the evening ; but we hold it to be more than that, do we not ? However, I know W is aware of my views, and I do not hold myself responsible. I am afraid we must not expect this to be changed, at all events in the imme- diate future. We must be patient. I think we must be ready to sacrifice a good deal of personal convictions. At least we do not sacrifice them, because we are not responsible, and we have made known our mind on the subject. And then I feel sure our sacrifice of personal feelings will bear fruit in the long run, and we shall be rewarded for giving up these by a very real return of active, real work and energy, and much fruit which we have no right to expect. Then there is the Church Army. I will not say anything about it, except that to be really efficient it needs close clerical superin- tendence. There, now I have done something to unburden my mind ! I did not intend to write so long a letter. But having begun I had to go on. 1 am sure I have not frightened you by the list of what lies before us : but rather my purpose has been to show you that I am determined to work shoulder to shoulder with you ; indeed, if we do otherwise, we shall fail altogether. I look forward very much to having you as a fellow-worker. How much better a " fifteen ;: plays the men are well together ; and a boat's crew well together is 52 ARTHUR FRASER SIM a different thing from a scratch crew, is it not? And so I look for- ward to next year's work, because I am confident that we shall be able to work together. Knowing this, " Courage rises with danger," and I begin to feel eager for the fray ! Ever yours sincerely, A. F. SIM. Letter to R. H. M. C. about coming to St. Aidan's as the new Curate, dated, West Hartlepool, Feb. 2yd, 1894. MY DEAR, I must write and tell you from my point of view what I think about this Parish and the work here. (1) My Vicar is an old Cheltenham friend of mine, and we live together on the most intimate terms. . . . Bishop Lightfoot sent him here nine years ago to make a new Parish ; and with great difficulties to face he has succeeded, and the new Church is three and a half years old. (2) About the work. The population is almost entirely artisan, most intelligent men the pick of the artisan class. They are awfully kind and warm-hearted people, and I think very receptive. The children are my delight very quick and intelligent and I think we have them well organized, and under fairly good dis- cipline. What I think is the charm of it all, is the fact that the work is developing. No old-fashioned prejudices hamper you. The people have not been overdone, not " Gospel-hardened," ready and glad to receive you, and grateful for help and sympathy. It is not quite impossible to learn to know them all. I have got round two or three times to nearly all the houses in my district since I have been here, besides other visitation. This gets harder every year, it is true. There is ample scope for fresh work, and fresh development of old work, but you will be quite free to work on your own lines a Mission Room, a working-men's Club in a district with a bad name, but full of good and nice people, about a mile from the Church, where wo have a Day School, which, in spite of the class of people, has got the " Excellent Merit Grant " for ten years. Development in the way of Communicants' Guilds for men (we have a strong one for young women), and one for married women LETTERS 53 improvements in the Sunday School, and in the catechising of the children all these want attention in the future. There is plenty of material to go upon, but you must remember that we are young, and that the Church has fearful arrears to make up in this town, and especially in this Parish. A beautiful (though plain) brick Church with much stone facing, a very satisfactory choir very sweet in tone--a hardworking choirmaster who is a great treasure to us these make Sunday a perpetual delight, and to be away a sorrow ! With charming and easily pleased people to work among during the week, and children who are a continuous sunshine in the streets, you will wonder how I can leave such a paradise, and I often wonder myself. I have been iiery happy here, and know that it will be a tearing of the heart strings when I go. You know I have offered for the Univer- sities' Mission to Central Africa. I have done so under the convic- tion that it is God's call, and so I must bear the parting among other tokens of the Cross. . . . However do come and stay for two or three days. Yours, etc., A. F. SIM. Letter to E. L., dated June igth, 1893, announcing his in- tention of going to Central Africa. MY DKAR , It has long been on my mind to offer for Foreign Mission work. This has been more and more with me of late until I feel it to be a call from C/od, and I should be doing wrong to put it away from me. I have been now two years Secretary here for the U.M.C.A., and I have a great admiration for that Mission. My place here, with plenty of notice, could be rilled, as far as the work goes, pretty easily. Of course it might be more difficult for M to get a personal friend. There is nothing on my sisters' account that need keep me at home. I am painfully aware of how little I have to offer in so grand a cause the best is an iron constitution for that trying climate. Acquaintance with their work leads me to imagine that it is eminently pastoral work, looking aftei children in the Schools, and extending the work by persuasion and personal influence into the neighbouring country. It is work of the first importance, and there are few so little hampered by home ties as I am there are comparatively few who can go out and there- 54 ARTHUR FRASER fore to those who can, it is an imperative duty. I am rilling no post another could not fill in England. I know it is a grand am- bition to have a Parish of one's own to live for, and, if necessary, die for ; but there are plenty to do this, and there seem to be few enough to go abroad. One is not a grander or nobler work than the other both are in God's service, and that makes both grand. For myself, I have no ambition to settle down to a " living," and I could work on here contentedly to the end of my days. But others, who cannot go out, can do all that needs doing here could take up the work where I leave it, develop it, start afresh, and do more than I can. I should hate the parting with all here, and even more the fuss that it seems to make when a man goes out, but that would not last long. I have tried to count the cost, but it seems impossible to do so. I know that at least it means personal de- votion. The heat, the climate, the fever, all must mean doing- work under difficulties. The language is said to be a very easy one men have learnt it to preach in it in six months. I am very grateful for the time I have spent here, and I feel that the experience gained in these last three years will make a great difference in my character. . . . You see the thought has been with me for a long time now, and latterly is seldom from my mind. Will you write me all that strikes you about the matter, and will you pray over it ? Farewell, dear old boy, Yours, etc., A. F. SIM. Letter to Bishop Hornby, dated November 9th, 1893, offering himself for work in Nyasaland. MY DEAR BISHOP , Two, getting on for three years ago, I made up my mind even- tually to offer my services to the U.M.C.A. About four months ago I mentioned the subject to P. M. Wathen, when he was here speaking ; and then when I was in London this summer I saw Travers and the Doctor. Of course \Yathen and Travers don't know much about me ; they said that my services would be acceptable. The Doctor said the Mission ought to be glad to have so strong a man. You knew me a little in Sunderland. Since those days of many mistakes, I feel I have made, by God's grace, some progress, and now it is my sincere wish to devote myself to Him and His Church more whole-heartedly. I know that there is more than I LETTERS 55 Can do to be done here, but not more than others can do who would fill my place, while so many others have home ties which I have not, which make it hard or impossible for them to go out. So it comes to this I have offered my services to the Mission. I have told my people at home, and now the Parish knows all about it. For a long time I was quite unsettled as to my destination, not knowing that it was necessary for me to make the choice. I am willing to go where I am most needed, and thought I should be sent to Bishop Smythies to be sent where he thought fit. But Wathen and Travers say that if I want to go to Nyasa I must offer myself to you" this is why I am writing. These men both say Nyasa is more in need of men ; so I write to ask you will you have me ? You know me a little, and I know myself a little, and that little is quite enough to convince me of my utter unworthi- ness of so great a task. And this feeling long held uppermost place in my mind and prevented me offering myself before now. I have no gifts devotional or mental to bring, but I have a strong carcase, and a placid, easy-going temperament, which I imagine to be of some value in the tropics. Now you will legitimately want to know my convictions on matters of Churchmanship. Here our teaching goes further than our ritual. I would not die for a point of ritual I regard it as the greatest of external helps. First comes the Truth as to the Presence of the Divine Head of the Church and the Power of His Holy Spirit, and ritual is an essential to us for the clothing of these deep truths, In itself it must be dignified and understanded of the people. I enter into this in order to assure you that . . . Church was never in my rawest days the ideal of worship, and also because I know how essential a mutual understanding is, where men have to work together. I feel that 1 could render you complete and implicit obedience as I feel in turn that you would be a help and a guide and a true Bishop to me. For myself I have long felt the paramount importance of the Lord's command, " Go ye and teach all nations " it can be fulfilled by those who must stay at home but I should not have a quiet conscience if I did not at least offer myself to Him for its literal obedience. The U.AI.C.A., its principles and its sphere and I may add, its men, for I know- several has long been a great attraction to me, and for two years I have acted as correspondent for this Deanery. I don't pretend to realize at all what the work is like, or what the difficulties are. 56 ARTHUR FRASER SIM I suppose much isolation and much fever are the sacrifice one has to make ; but it seems useless anticipating them. I have prayed for the spirit of obedience. I anticipate also much counter- balancing happiness and joy in the progress of truth and light, and in the visible fruit of work. Will you write to me, and (if you can) say you accept my ser- vices, for I long to be settled as to my future ? And, if you can do this, will you say something about outfit ? How many books to take is my chief difficulty. Of course all my books are at your service, and perhaps I had better make a list of them and let you scratch off what are useless. Will you say also something about the route I should take (of course I should like to see Zanzibar on my way and all the well-known work there). As to date next summer is the earliest date M expects me to be off. I want to associate this Parish as much as I can in my movements ; I must not therefore leave in bad odour, by leaving my place un- filled and a double share of work behind me. This is to be my English home all that I leave behind, I shall leave here and if ever I return, I shall come here first. I can't say how deeply at- tached I am to these people ; and, from the way many of them cried when they heard of my intention, I believe they are attached to me. I could willingly and gladly stay here all my life ; but I don't think I should be obedient if I did so. I am busy with Swahili, which I presume is essential wherever one goes. Tell me if there is anything I can do for you, or (if I come) any- thing I can bring with me for you. Pardon the unlimited use of the first person singular it is almost necessary in a letter of this kind. If you see cause to refuse my offer, you must consider the letters that follow as if they had not been written. Ever yours in our Lord, A. F. SIM. Letter from London, dated, April 2S//f, 1894. MY DI.AR TKACHKUS, I cannot refrain from writing you a line, which I hope will reach you to-morrow, Sunday. You will not miss me half so much as I shall miss you. I am very homesick, and my constant thought is of the dear friends I have left. I had to speak for the Mission at a meeting in Cambridge on Fridav night. But how LETTERS 57 Could I speak of what lies before me, with a heart so full of what I have left behind ? I think my words had for their text " Go and work in the North if you want to know what happiness is ! ): A poor advocate I made for the Mission ! The good Bishop Selwyn, late of Melanesia, was there, and gave me his blessing and much kind encouragement and advice. Cambridge was looking its best every tree out in its freshest, greenest, spring clothing, the lilac in blossom, and nightingales singing at mid-day ! But it only made me sadder. I yearned for the black trees and black roads and warm hearts of my home. And yet, ought I not to thank God that there is so much to give up ? Far better this, than having neglected God's bidding, to spend a longer time with you and forfeit His blessing. I know I shall be repaid a thousand-fold by increased faith in Him, and de- pendence upon Him, and I trust deeper knowledge of Him. Of course I saw Mr. K in Cambridge. He was very full of his time at St. Aidan's, and it was a comfort to pour out one's woes into a sympathising North Country ear ! And so I have filled almost my whole letter with myself. I don't think I need ask you to give Mr. C a hearty welcome. After all it is not the man who sits in the big desk for whom you work. It is One higher than he who commits His little ones to you for teaching which they would never get at home. And the Vicar you will rally round him, and support him in every way, and make the work easy for him I know you will do this. If God has taken me away from you, I know He will not let the work go back or suffer in any way. I should so much like you to feel that you are sharing in my work. I know your kind hearts feel my going, and so we have a common ground to start from. We each take a share in a sacrifice and to me that is the real, the only sacrifice the leaving the Parish. I shall meet with nothing compared with it in the future, I am quite sure. And now give my love to those dear children. How much I shall think of them and miss them. Ever your affectionate friend, ARTHUR F. SIM. Worthing, April jo///, 1894. MY DEAR , You must let me write you a line, as it is a great comfort to me to do so. I am feeling the parting more than I can tell. 5^ ARTHUR FRASER SIM Perhaps I did not sufficiently count it in the cost. I do not expect to get over the pain till I have settled down to work again among my new people. I celebrated at eight yesterday, and was with you all in heart, as I believe you were with me, and all through the day my heart was full of you. I do feel God's goodness in this especially, that He has given me so much to give up again to Him, and I believe I am not presumptuous in thinking that some of you feel my going, and, if so, can share in the " sacrifice." I do not feel that I have left St. Aidan's, and I should like to feel that you have permitted me to go, and have given me to God for this work. I go out from a very dear home. Yes, I am confident that God will repay me by added faith and dependence upon Him, and in many other ways no one can help being the gainer by doing His will. To neglect His bidding can only mean in the long run to forfeit His blessing, and. that would be misery indeed. Among His blessings to me, I count most precious the friendships He has given me all through life ; and I count your friendship, and may I say it perfectly honestly, your example, as among His greatest gifts and privileges. I feel it would be ungrateful not to acknowledge this to you. And now I know I need not remind you that I depend upon your prayers to help me to meet and fight the temptations of a tropical climate and the consequent lassitude. With very kind remembrances, Yours, etc., A. F. SIM. ni, 1894. MY DEAR - , I return to town at 4.30 this afternoon, and spend most of Ascension Day with Mrs. R - -, I shall try and sec P -- to- morrow. This is the inscription I have had put on the Communion vessels: "To the Glory of God, The Gift of St. Aidan's, West Hartlepool, in memory of February, 1890, to April, 1894." A. F. S. I found a perfect bundle of letters awaiting me here from those dear people. I could never have believed how home-sick I should feel. I doubt if I shall get rid of the feeling till I get to definite work again. I am rather unsettled as to my departure now, owing to a hint of the C -- ; s coming home on the 8th, in which case I shall not start till the loth, and see them in town. LETTERS 59 To-day C is making his way North. I do trust the people won't sicken him by quoting me. Tell him to have patience. I will write to him. I am sure he will make his way in time, and his work will be thorough, and if only in the Schools much more valuable than mine has been. I ought to write a line to the Day School teachers, for I never got a chancs of thanking them, though, of course, I am not supposed to know that they took any part in the " Present." I wonder if you have stored away my books yet. I shall regret the George Eliots, and when you have time I should like you to get them out, and such devotional books as Pjody's " Life of Temptation and Justification? and " School of Calvary" and send them. My brother, a practical man, is now employed in showing me how to make bread in a saucepan ! He has made me a present of a lot of tabloids, also dentists' forceps and books relating to life and expedients in camp. Yours, etc., A. F. SIM. London, Ascension Day, 1894. MY DKAR , I leave London, via Folkestone, for Paris, on May Sth. Life seems changed for me now. It is hard amid the bustle and leave- taking to realize the missionary aim and spirit. I trust to find time on board ship for quiet contemplation. This part of the going forth is very unpleasant and horrid. I have just received yours written yesterday. Do not let what I said about "your example" pain you. It is not what one is, but what one is trying to be, which is the inspiration of life, and the influence in example. How far short we come ! And yet it is easy to see the far-off look in the eye of one whose aim is where Christ sitteth at the right hand of God. Browning is often very fine. He says : " What I aspired to be, and was not, comforts me ; A brute I might have been, but would not sink the scale." If I may venture to advise you, let me pray you not to dwell too much on the failure to attain the great ideal. Look onwards and upwards, and not at your feet. If one could do this more, no doubt our pathway to the goal would be more direct, and our foot- steps less faltering. \Ye ought to regard as nothing what others 60 ARTHUR FRASER SIM see in us and say of us. If the aim is true, the inspiration of Our lives will be strong and pure ; and if the aim is Christ, our humility will be real and true, and contrition abiding. But melancholy and despair and lack of glorious hope are wrong and out of place in the Christian's life. I am just off to St. Peter's, Eaton Square, for High Celebration I was with you this morning at eight. Yours, etc., A. F. SIM. Paris, May y//i, 1894. MY DEAR , You see I am on my way now. I can't realize what it means at all, and it is no good trying. I am in God's hands, and I must leave the future to Him. I saw Bishop Hornby in London. He wishes me to go to Unangu the new station fifty miles from the Lake. There I shall have my wish for complete pioneer work. But of course this may be changed when I get there. There is some fear of the Mission being turned out "neck and crop," because the slave dhows of the chiefs on the Lake are being inter- fered with by the gunboats. I left London at 1 1 a.m. yesterday. Most of my relations were down to see me off. Here I am with friends, and we are "doing" the place ; but when I have time to think I have to confess to a homesick feeling. I doubt if this will wear off till I get settled down to work. We saw Notre Dame this morning and the Sainte Chapelle. In neither was I much impressed, but that is the way with such prejudiced Britishers as I am ! What is meant for the gorgeous is tawdry to my eye ! This afternoon we went for a drive in the Bois de Boulogne, which I enjoyed very much. It seemed like miles of Surrey woods, and it was so warm and bright. To an outsider and a complete stranger it seems as if religion were at a very low ebb here ; but it is impossible to judge. I believe that the long and the short of it is that the Priests are uneducated and rather despised. I imagine things arc different in country parts, such as Normandy and Brittany. A man told me to-day that the best Priests are the Jesuits they are more educated. An Englishman naturally despises a foreigner ; but I must confess that the young men seem somewhat despicable very fat and lazy-looking ! The best-looking are the artisans. The LETTERS 6l women are painted and powdered ! This as a matter of course ; but my taste is very insular. Give me the dear old North Country for freshness and energy and life and enthusiasm. On Tuesday morning I went down to St. Matthew's, West- minster, for my last Communion in England. The Bishop of Nyasaland celebrated, and gave me his blessing. The Bishop of Lincoln communicated, and I knelt next to him, but I did not recognise him till I was coming away. Mr. L also spent the previous night in town, and communicated on Tuesday morning. How good God is to me ! There are such good men who have not this privilege. The truth is, that work is work wherever our lots are cast, and some are called to one sphere and some to another ; but it is all work for God, and may not be compared one sphere with another. If ever your lot brings you to London, let me commend St. Matthew's to your notice. It is an ideal Church two daily Cele- brations (7 and 8) a large staff of Clergy, who live in the adjoining Clergy-house, and some slum work. It is in Great Peter Street behind the Army and Navy Stores. What charmed me was that they bind ""Central Africa" with their Parish Magazine. It is the London home of the Mission. I hope you will get a Report ; it is very interesting. Remember me most kindly to the teachers and every one, and give my love to the children. Yours, etc., A. F. SIM. Letter dated, Marseilles, May \2t/t, 1894. MY DEAR , Just a line of adieu to Europe ! I shall be with you to-mor- row hoping to have a Celebration on board. The news of Bishop Smythies' death is a terrible blow to us all. God knows best. It is doubtful if the doctor will permit Bishop Hornby to return. Remember us ; it is a heavy cloud under which we start. I am very well, as are all our party, five in number. I am very happy, considering ; but I feel lonely and strange sometimes. Time goes very quickly with Swahili, and letters and thoughts. I don't try to realize what it all means time enough for that later on. One has to leap in the dark when He bids us, and I know He is here and there as well as with you. Yours, etc., A. F. SIM. 62 ARTHUR t'RASER SIM Marseilles, May \2th, 1894. Here I am all safe after a night's sleeplessness in the train from Paris. I don't want to analyse my feelings. I look forward to having plenty to do on board. I know nothing of the passengers, as none have turned up yet. Our party is as " Central Africa" described it very nice. Others are coining belonging to the Consulate at Zanzibar. It is a terrible blow to Miss Mills to hear of Bishop Smythies' death. We are awaiting a telegram confirming the news in answer to one from me at eleven o'clock this morning, (jive my love to all my friends. Yours, etc., A. F. SlM. Whit Monday, 1894. MY DEAR , I had better begin a letter to you, and then I shall have something ready at Port Said to send off. We are very comfort- able on the whole, and not at all crowded. I have only a boy in my cabin, which gives us two empty berths, consequently I have unpacked almost all I have with me. Yesterday did not seem like Sunday still less like Whit Sunday. It was too rough for Service, and we had no Celebration. They won't allow Service on board. There are four French Fathers, and even they are not allowed. So we are dependent upon one of the ladies' cabins a pretty big one and that means their clearing out in good time ; hence, it they are ill we are " up a tree.'' And they were all ill on Sunday except Miss Mills who is an exceedingly good sailor as good as I am. This morning, however, we managed a Celebration, and though it was rolling a little, all turned up, and all happened without acci- dent. Mr. C , S.l'.Ci. missionary at Madagascar, celebrated, and we used my big Vessels. Our time was 8.30, which would be about 7.30 with you. The clock is puzzling just now. Our party, as you know, consists of Miss M , Miss C , Miss F , Sister I) , and myself. Mr. C 's party consists of a Miss K and a Miss N , both going to Zanzibar to be married. There is another English girl bound for Kurrachi, and one or two oilier Englishmen. I don't think there are more than six or eight first-class passengers, and of them only one couple and two men LETTERS 63 are English. My French is wonderful. Three of our party can speak French, and as they have all been mostly hors de combat, I have been interpreter in general ! And now I am going on deck for a breath of fresh air. As you know, the French meals are at extraordinary times : 6.30 a.m., cafe coniplet ; 10 a.m., dfjeuner ; and 6 p.m., diner. They rather suit this lazy board-ship life. We have had such a struggle for our cabin boxes. They were all shoved as they came into the luggage hold, and my boxes were at the very bottom, so I spent most of Sunday morning "down- pit," hot and dirty. ! spoiled one of my only pair of European trousers ! These good ladies keep me on the move fagging for them ! But I have silently struck, as I intend, if possible, not to let this time pass in utter laziness. We passed the Lipari Islands this morning, and saw Stromboli to the North of us. We get through the Straits of Messina about 5 o'clock this afternoon. I can't help thinking about you all, and what you are doing at different times of the clay. Tell A. D how useful I find her little pen. I had a patent ink-pot given me in London, and with that and A : s pen I am quite furnished. So with E. A 's card-case. I have carried my tickets in it all the way from London, or I should certainly have lost them. I am very comfortable, and should be very happy, but that I feel rather like a stranger among strangers. This is, 1 am sure, very good for me. Those people would have spoiled me very quickly. I think some of even the best men are a little in danger of this, and you can see it in their constantly talking of themselves. And this I am doing I find. I fear I have always been given that way. Will you give my sisters my news? I have told them to write to you and let you know where they are. If they are moving about very much I can't write to them, so I should like you, if not too much trouble, to send my letters on to them. "Skipper" might like to see them. If I can cut down the number of letters I write I shall probably be able to write better ones. I suppose Mr. J has left you now. I should like to hear that Mr. D was settled. I think he had better come out to me. He would enjoy this part of the business, the bright sun and the deep blue sea. Sitting on deck is a perfect delight, but it is rather a snare. I can't work there, or even read. I shall take this up again to-morrow. This 64 ARTHUR FRASER SIM time last year (Whit Monday evening) we had just returned from Mr. L 's field with the Band of Hope children. I wonder if you have any such fun going on to-day. I have an impression you have a cricket match on. Now I am just going to say my Office on deck, and then off to bed. Whit sun Tuesday. Absolutely nothing to say out of sight of land 300 miles yesterday, and 304 to-day. We saw the coast of Italy yesterday, and very pretty it was. The atmosphere here is so clear, and the sea so blue ! I have plenty to do, writing letters and learning Swahili and eating ! I don't think I shall do much novel-reading. Thursday. We are due at Port Said this evening, and letters have to be posted this afternoon, so I will sit "tight" and finish this and a few others I am writing. We had hoped to meet Mr. Travers at Port Said. He was with the Bishop when he died; but I hear that we passed the " Petho"' last night, and so our hopes are vain. I am longing already for letters from the Parish. If you write, as you must, don't consider any detail too trifling to tell me. And now remember me to all those dear people the children, the teachers, the choir, the lads. I am so glad to hear of the success of the Rummage Sale, and I am glad that my old things came in useful. I wonder how the Library is getting on. I hope it will be a success. Tell me whether you are using two bookcases or only the one. How does the Londoner settle among the Northeners ? I hope to see him looking quite young again when I come home. Give him my love. One of the ladies, Miss F , knows his people, and has an uncle at, or near, Tadcaster. Yours, etc , A. F. SIM. Letter to E. L , dated, s.s. " Amazonc? May ]$//i, 189.}. MY DF.AR, Time goes very quickly, and I have plenty to do between writing and doing Swahili and thinking of you all. I should be very happy, and I am. I feel rather a stranger among strangers, but J im old enough not to mind that very much. We are a good number of English, and all are nice. . . . We have the run of the deck, anil are well treated. Dejeuner at 10 and diner at 6 is rather a long interval, and 1 wish I had a private store of bis- cuits. 1 ran't describe what we have seen the country about LETTERS 65 Marseilles was very pretty, and the sea is so blue, and now it is smooth. The peep at Corsica was very fine, and Italy at the Straits of Messina very pretty. The brilliant colouring was quite a revelation to me, and it interprets a good many pictures one sees in galleries, e.g., Moore's sea pieces, and those vivid landscapes, green and blue and white and red. . . . Bishop Smythies' death is a sad blow. Who will be found ready to occupy what seems to be so dangerous a post ? A young man, and yet wise and very strong. . . . Yours, etc., A. F. SIM. s.s. "Amazon?," May 2U/, 1894. MY DEAR , It is awfully hot 94'" under double awnings, and not a breath of wind. It is behind us (the wind), and consequently we are breathless. I have on cricket flannels, my thinnest shirt, and your silk jacket. Still I don't mind it very much, and don't feel very stupid and lazy ; but it is stifling downstairs, and I am writing on deck with a pair of blue spectacles on which Mr. C gave me, and A. D 's pencil. We had great fun at Port Said. It was dark when we arrived. W T e had a few things to buy, such as biscuits, to keep the life in us between 10 and 6, and some cigar- ettes. The bargaining, at which C is an adept, was great fun, but I fear I shall make a bad hand at it. It seems that you have to pretend you don't want the thing at all, and go out of the shop, and then after an interval the seller follows you to another shop where you may be, and offers you your thing at a lower price. \Ve got some excellent cigarettes at 3 fr. per hundred. The coaling was done with wonderfully little dirt or inconvenience of any kind. Suez we did not reach till the evening of the next day, having many delays in the Canal. There we did not go ashore, nor were the merchants allowed on board. The new Consul- General of Zanzibar came on board at Suez. He is a very nice fellow, very young looking, speaks most languages under the sun, including Russian and Arabic. He has brought a horse and two men on board. He is an Eton man, and so we know a good many men in common, including H , P , D , etc. Yesterday we got leave to have Service. We had two Celebra- tions in the ladies' cabin, at 8 and 8.45, and at 11.30 we had F 66 ARTHUR ERASER SIM Matins, three hymns, a sermon out of Aubrey Moore's book, and a collection for the Sailors' Widows' and Orphans' Society. So it was more like Sunday. The ^Romans had their Service in the same place early, and the Captain said if the Mahommedans asked him he would let them also have the same place. In the evening (Sunday) the Frenchmen got up a sort of concert, which however they conducted on the third-class deck. One of the gar$otts re- marked that we each amused ourselves in our own way. I per- spire sitting still ! We are all grinding at Swahili, and it is a grind. We saw plenty of flying-fish yesterday. We are due at Aden on Wednesday about 3 a.m., but we stop at Obok on the way. I wonder if I shall see E. B . May 22nd. We had the most awful swelter last night. A strong wind sprang up, and they closed the ports some of the men slept on deck. They begin swabbing the decks at 3.30, and they won't allow you to bring your mattress up. So I concluded that I would try the cabin, and the result was that I was in a bath of perspiration all night, but I slept like a top. This morning the hot, strong wind has gone down, and we have just a breath, which is much better. I think to-night if it is so hot again I shall try the deck. Everybody says we are very lucky not to have it much hotter here. I don't feel the heat very much, but the question of dress is occupying my mind rather now. I was very much taken with the Arab garment at Port Said a long sort of gown from the neck to the heels, like a cassock. Like a duffer I have not kept out any white "ducks," except one of your pairs, and they are so big for me that I can't wear them. However for the present I am luxuriating in your tussa silk jacket and a pair of cricket flannels an awful spectacle, but every one else is the same ! I shall post this at Obok. I wonder when you will get it. I doubt if there is any good trying to find my sisters ; they will be off by the time this reaches England. Please remember me to all my old friends. There is absolutely no news, but you will see from this that I am still alive and kicking. Have I told you that my boat leaves Zanzibar on June 2nd ? So if we are up to time I shall only have three days in Zanzibar, as I think I ought to push on. Any delay would mean a month at least, and I suppose they will be short- handed at Nyasa, so I had better get on as quickly as I can. I .shall feel rather an incubus at first I fear, not being able to talk the language. I was told that Swahili is no use at Nyasa, but I LETTERS . 67 have no other books to learn anything else, and at Unangu, where Bishop Hornby thought I ought to go, they speak Yao. However I think I can't do wrong in learning Swahili. I often look at my choir photo and think of you. At about 9 p.m. with us on Sunday you were just going to Church, gathering up in the choir vestry. Tell me when you write all about the cricket, and what you and the others are doing. Don't forget that I am anxious to know who is E 's successor and T 's, and who is to take B 's place, and what B is going to do, and any other changes that may be in contemplation. Remember me to old C , and E too if he is not gone. I will try and write my impressions of Zanzibar, when I am there, for the Missionary Association. I shall leave a little money (for I have very little) with Miss Mills or one of the others for African curiosities. I wonder what the carriage will come to. I' had best direct them to you. With all best wishes, Yours, etc., A. F. SIM. S.S. " Atnasone" May 2\th, 1894. MY DEAR , We got to Aden at six yesterday night. It was rather an eventful time. First we had to attend a wedding ! The lady was to have been married at Zanzibar, but her impatient fiance met her at Aden, and having arranged matters before our arrival he wired to her at Obok, and on our arrival we had to go off straight to the Church, which we reached about 6.20. The bride mean- while changed her dress at the hotel. We had a long, long wait ; finally, at a little after eight, when all interested had read through every possible law relating to such marriages in British Colonies, the happy event took place, and the girl we knew when we started as Miss K is now Mrs. C . The elder C 's brother is the bridegroom ; he is a Vice- Consul in Zanzibar. Well, after the wedding I went up to the R.A. Mess and sent a message in to E. B , Esq. They were at Mess, and I am afraid I robbed the poor chap of half his dinner. I was quite too disrepu- table to make my appearance at the table, so we sat in the ante- room and talked. What an awfully slow place ! He keeps life going by dreaming of a shooting expedition to Somaliland, whither he intends to make his way about July if he can get leave for two 68 . ARTHUR FRASER SIM months. His ambition has been fired by the success of a brother officer there, who slew two lions and an elephant, besides count- less other game. So I trust you won't be minus a nephew before the end of the year. The rest of the party meanwhile had gone back to the hotel to drink the bride's health. B saw me back to the steam-launch at 10.30. Aden is relieved from utter destitu- tion and absolute misery by being very beautiful. You have seen it. We saw it in sunset colours, and it was very lovely. I have unpacked my cabin-boxes entirely, and, as you can imagine, my bunk is a litter. I always was tidy, wasn't I ? So I am going to begin packing. I shall commence by sewing up my dirty clothes in the old canvas which covered one of my boxes. We hope to reach Zanzibar on Tuesday the 29th, a day before our time. My party and Mr. C -'s party are the only English in the 2nd class saloon, and the Consul-General the only Englishman in the 1st ; all the rest have left us for Bombay, etc. You can see from my writing the state of collapse I am in ! It is hotter than ever I think, though we are promised a cool night. May 25/>i. We have just got round Cape Guardafui (look it out on your map), and are heading a little West of South. It is much cooler, and we are enjoying the beginning of the monsoon, which means that the boat is pitching a little. It will probably increase, and very likely our ladies will have to seek the seclusion that a cabin grants. But it is such a mercy it is cool. I think no one is overcome yet, though two or three have retired from active life. W T e are off the Somali coast. I believe there is a good future for Somaliland, but now the people are very jealous of strangers. May 26th. We are having some rather dirty weather. It is the monsoon. It is such a pity, for all the ladies are ill, and it means no Celebration or Service to-morrow ; it also means that the ports are closed, and the cabins are awfully stuffy. I'm afraid we shall not get into Zanzibar till Wednesday or Thursday. I hear there is a." Union :) boat going to the Cape ten days after we are due, perhaps I shall go on in that. It will give me more time in Zan- zibar. May 2&(/i. Yesterday was very rough and only the best sailors survived, which, for my reputation's sake, I am glad to say in- cluded myself. We had no Services. To-day it is better. On Saturday we only did 225 miles, yesterday 240, and to-day 247. We are nearing the line, expecting to cross it about 6 o'clock to- LETTERS 69 night. The evening begins at 6 prompt. I miss the jolly English twilight which you are enjoying. I often sit and think what you are doing. I shall be thankful when this time of inactivity is over. The hours on board this ship are very funny. We have what amounts to two enormous dinners each day, at 10 and 6. I am quite accustomed now to go starving between the two very bad for one I think. I sometimes long for a decent cup of tea and a hunch of cake ; I haven't tasted any since I left England. The tea is horrid on board, and the milk is condensed and therefore sweet. The women -folk fare worse than I do. May 3o///. We are off Pemba now, and hope to land at Zanzibar to-night. The old ship had to stop for an hour early this morning, something got heated. We have been putting on the speed in order to land to-day. It is absolutely calm and we have varied the entertainment with tropical rains. It did come down. I sat in my mackintosh, as we all did, under a double awn- ing ! I wish I had Mr. F here to pack for me ! You will imagine I am awfully gloomy from the tone of this letter ; it has been rather hard to be cheery. Snap-shots are out of the question under the awning. I shall post this on board and write again in Zanzibar. We have seen the usual flying-fish, a whale and a grampus, a sun-fish, etc., etc. Will you make any use of this you like ? Give my love to all at St. Aidan's. I do so long for letters ; I wonder if I shall get any ! Yours, etc., A. F. SlM. Letter to St. Aidan's Parishioners, dated Mbweni, June is/, 1894. MY DEAR PEOPLE, I hasten to write to you before all the novelty has worn off. We arrived at Zanzibar on the 3oth. It was quite dark, except for some lights on shore and on other ships, and the Sultan's electric light predominating all, so that I have no impressions as to what the harbour is like. I was heartily thankful to leave shipboard life. It is enough almost to damp all one's zeal to have three weeks of that sort of inactivity. I read nothing but my Swahili books ; but it was always difficult to concentrate one's attention to work. Five or six of the missionaries and the ladies came on board. We sent them all ashore, and I waited wit'i Mr. Faulkner 7O ARTHUR FRASER SIM (the General Manager of such things) to get out the luggage and take it ashore. This took us nearly two hours. When we got ashore the luggage was all piled up on the sandy beach, and por- ters carried it up to Mkunazini, about ten minutes' walk. In the meantime we sat on the boxes until the first party of carriers had gone and returned. When I got up to the Clergy House the ladies had gone to their separate abodes. Mr. Brough came in from Mbweni (4 miles) on his bicycle, and he took charge of me. I was told off to stay at Mbweni (where I am at this moment). I got something to eat at Mkunazini, and then rode out here on Mr. Brough's bicycle, while he borrowed another (Mr. Faulkner's), and we rode together. It was pitch-dark, and except that the road is perfectly pure white I should not have known which was road and which not. It was the strangest ride I have ever ridden. The streets (!) in Zanzibar are about six feet wide. They wind about at their own sweet will, and are not lighted except by the shop lamps. Everybody seems to live in public ; every house is wide open to the street with no glass. Of course we led our iron horses through these streets. Eventually we mounted. Mr. Brough's bicycle has not been oiled since it came out ! So off we went. How am I to describe the strange sounds ? The road and the neighbouring scrub were alive with fireflies, and the air full of sound frogs croaking, crickets, etc., chirrupping, an occasional owl hooting : one, a cricket, makes a sound like a phantom bicycle bell (old-fashioned sort !). Well we reached our destina- tion safely, calling at Kiungani on the way to leave letters which had come by our ship. The rains have begun, and the road was a quagmire in places ; but we had no light and could not pick and choose, so we rode through everything. Immediately we got in a perfect deluge came down. We came straight to the Clergy House here, fifty yards from the Girls' School and Home. Mr. Key is in charge. He is the only married Priest in the Mission. Mrs. Key gave us (J. Brough and me) cocoa, and we went to bed. It is the cool season and is really very pleasant. Of course I am wearing my white " ducks," and when I want to look decent, I put on a white cassock ; it covers all blemishes in my attire ! The least exertion makes me perspire as I never have done before. The ride simply bathed me ! I know now something of what the puddlers feel, but I never suffer from thirst. There are always oranges and bananas and lime-juice ('very different from that LETTERS 71 bottled stuff you buy in England) to be had. I have not had a headache since I left home, and don't intend to ! How am I to describe this lovely place ? Oh, how I wish I could transplant you here ! What a place for a Sunday School Trip ! What flowers (and it is not the flower season) and what butterflies and trees ! You can't see forty yards for trees cocoa-nut mango, cassarina, acacia, oleander, and countless others that I don't know the names of. If Mr. L wants to keep the boys out of his fields, let him plant a cactus hedge six feet high and spikes from the very ground ! A boy who has just left Eton, and is going for two years into the Chartered Company's Police in Mashonaland, joined our ship at Aden, and he is waiting for the same ship as I am. I am going to get him here next week. I shall make a butterfly net, and we will make a collection to send you. And now I must tell you about the Mission here ; and first you must understand that the photos you have seen give you no idea of the place. That of the Church is good. The prevailing colour in- side is a yellowish white. The present Church was only meant to be the chancel of the future Cathedral. It is smaller than it looks in the photo ; I should not think it held more than 400. The choir wear red cassocks, which set off their black faces and bare feet altogether very nice. The singing well, it is hearty ! I don't know what Mr. D would say to it ! They shout, and don't know much what a "head-note" means, and yet it is tune- ful. Of course they sing in Swahili. The English Services are led by an English choir of the residents here. It is all very wonder- ful to think that twenty years ago thirty thousand slaves were sold annually on that very spot ! Such merry children they are, always laughing, not a bit " haclden doon," so reverent in Church, and yet when they grow up sometimes so disappointing. Their idea of the marriage tie is so slack. It is the one problem. In Zanzibar, round the Church is the Clergy House, with Miss Mills' boys (about forty), and next door the Industrial Boys (thirty-eight), under Mr. Lister, and then the Hospital a beautiful little place. In a few days Miss Mills' boys are going to be moved. Mr. Brough has built her a lovely house at Mbweni. Then the Clergy House, which has been threatening to tumble down for the last twenty years, is going to be pulled down and rebuilt. They are building another house and Chapel in the native quarter to be worked by tv/o men : they will meet Mahommedanism mostly, as well as 72 ARTHUR FRASER SIM much heathenism. This won't be ready for some time yet. Then there is Kiungani, a mile and a half out of Zanzibar on the coast, where, you know, all the boys are, and where Samwil Mhesa * was. (By the bye, I am going to send him a present, a lamp I think, and a knife, and one for his future wife !) A party is going up to Magila next week. Archdeacon Jones-Bateman is at Kiungani, and until a new Bishop is appointed he is the head of the Mission. I hope to stay over Sunday at Kiungani. And then there is Mbweni (which means "The Girls' Home") remember it is an estate (S/iamba^ I was going to say of hundreds of acres. There is a village of natives about three hundred freed slaves, who work for wages for the Mission. Building is the principal work, which means also lime-burning, carrying sand and stone, quarrying, etc. There are carpenters' shops, such as a contractor in England like Mr. H - requires. The villagers also till the ground foi them- selves, and grow rice, maize, mahogo (like tapioca), sweet potatoes, and such like. They live in native houses one or two rooms thatched from roof to floor. They have their own Church and Parish School for boys ; the girls go to the big School. Then there is the Girls' School a boarding School of course. I think most of the girls are freed slaves. Some are Shamba (village) children. I haven't been over the School yet, though 1 hope to go this after- noon. They have a Chapel attached to the School where they have a daily Celebration English and Swahili on alternate clays. This is at 6.45. Mr. Brough built the Chapel. I am staying at the Clergy House, about fifty yards fiom the School. Mr. and Mrs. Key live here and Mr. Brough. Then the Clergy and others in the town use it very much as a place of rest, if they feel fever at all or are done up. One of them, Mr. Fir- minger, walked out with me last night and intends to stay till Saturday evening. \Ve have just had lunch (11.30), and I am sitting in the baraza, or open-air sitting-room, over the porch. It has a roof of corru- gated iron and then thatch on the top of that and is of comse delightfully cool. About twenty yards from me is a bush eighteen feet high a mass of magenta flowers bougainvillea ; another to 1 A native boy, whose maintenance is undertaken by the scholars cf St. Aiilarrs Church, West Ilartlepool. LETTERS 73 the left of mauve ; right opposite, an oleander, and on all sides crotons of a thousand variegated leaves. Flying all about are Java sparrows, much more cheeky than English sparrows ; and now and then one gets a glimpse of a brilliant little bird one a coppery black, with a brilliant scarlet shirt front, cut in fashionable proportions ; another with a yellow breast and shiny green back. The flowering bushes are thronged with butterflies of every hue. The Shamba is extended by Miss Thackeray's purchase of Sir John Kirk's estate. It is of course her own property,. but every one regards it as Mission property. She has a good many freed slaves living on her Shamba. The sea is immediately below us. I could flip a pebble into it from where I am sitting, about forty or sixty feet down a steep slope covered with greenery. The children were bathing a few minutes ago. Their ordinary gar- ment is a sort of bathing-gown, so they just walk in, and such a row they make ! How their dress dries I don't know ! Perhaps it just dries on them. The road out to Mbweni goes a little further to one of the Sul- tan's palaces. The present Sultan has only one wife, but all previously had many, and these palaces were then useful. The road is the only one out of Zanzibar, and was made by the Mission in Bishop Steere's time. The Mission keeps it in repair and the Sultan pays for it. It is a very good road fourteen feet wide, very smooth and white. I went into town yesterday to unpack my things, with a view to re-arranging them. The Miss Nicoll, who came out in our ship, was married at three in the afternoon. Then in my efforts to find young Mr. S (of whom I have spoken before as coming out here next week for a few days), I came across a sailor who hailed from \Yest Hartlepool a Greek married to a Seaham Harbour woman, and living in Christopher Street. It was just a little breath of home. He was as much pleased as I was, and ex- pressed a wish that he was walking down to the Park instead of in the streets of Zanzibar ; in which I agreed, though I should prefer Stockton Road on my way to Longhill ! My ship leaves on the gth. There may be an invalid with me until I get out at Chinde ; then I shall be alone. I am going on by the Union line. I have had no letters yet from home since I left Marseilles, and I don't know when I shall get any. 1 need not say how much I long for them. The French mail i'South\ is expected in to-day ; letters 74 ARTHUR ERASER SIM of course will not come by it, but they are expected by the British India boat. June ~2.nd. I went in again to town yesterday to do some shop- ping, and then in the evening I tried another mode of progression to bring me home, viz., a donkey ! Mr. Brough and I rode out together. It was great fun as the donkeys were quite willing to go. It is not so warming as the bicycle. I confess I would rather ride a horse ; I was in mortal dread of landing over the donkey's head ; however the stirrups were a great help. Now I have told you nothing of my impressions of the actual missionary work here. How can I pretend to judge of it in these few days ? All a stranger can see is the School work and the rows of happy boys' and girls' faces. The Industrial Boys' School is in splendid hands under Mr. Lister, and it has I should think a great future before it. The work on the Island is mainly educational preparing teachers, etc., for the Mission stations on the mainland. There is preaching in the streets, and there is this new work in the native quarter about to be set on foot. The Services are really beautifully rendered in the Cathedral ; the attendance is of course chiefly that of the staff and Schools. There are English Services on Sunday and sermons in English ; of them I shall be able to judge to-morro\v. I think the work suffers from the constant and unavoidable changes in the staff, through fever. Men are always wanted and taken from their proper work to undertake that of some sick man who has had to go into the hospital. For myself I would rather go to Nyasa than stay here. What I long for is real mission work. The Priest-in-charge at Mbweni has something more like Parish work at home, only his parishioners are black. I have no doubt a missionary's life is full of endless little duties : almost everything he does he must do himself, or at least superin- tend. I intend spending some time over my boots with a rag and some grease this morning ! When I am about to leave the haunts of civilization (not before) I shall get the Treasurer (Mr. Daven- port) to cut my hair. There is a good deal of "cut" about his work, but there is little hair left to tell the style ! It has the advantage of being cool ! The French mail is in, and so this letter must go almost at once. You will see from what I have written that I am very happy. I shall be much more content when I am at work. I am afraid I LETTERS /O shall be very useless for some time, because even the little Swahili I have learned will be almost useless at Nyasa, where they speak Chinyanja or Yao. When shall I write again I wonder. I will try and send a line to tell you whether I reach Chinde in safety. In the meantime I know you remember me in prayer, as I do you every day. Ever your affectionate Friend, ARTHUR F. SIM. Letter to E. L. , dated Mbweni, June 4///, 1894. MY DEAR I spent Sunday at Kiungani, but saw only a little of the Archdeacon. I communicated at the Swahili Celebration, and then went into Zanzibar for the English Service. There are very few English residents ; most of them seemed to be there. It is rather awful the way everybody gets fever. You can make no certain arrangements, for you can never count on any one being well two days together. Dr. Palmer is Priest-in-charge at Mkuna- zini (in the town) ; he had fever on Sunday, but had to take work with his temperature at 102. One of the ladies from Mbweni has been taken into the hospital to-day, and half a dozen others are on the verge of, or just out of fever. In Zanzibar there are three places : i. The hospital (new) for natives and the staff no room and no time for any others. There is another good hospital in the town. 2. Then there is the Clergy House, and forty little boys under Miss Mills. 3. The Home for Industrial Boys (thirty-eight) under Mr. Lister, a layman. These are apprenticed to tradesmen in the town, and so they have trades a few to use in the service of the Mission, others to get their own living afterwards. Then of course there is the Church. At Kiungani there is the Boys' School (a mile and a half South of Zanzibar), one hundred and thirty boys ; four miles South of Zanzibar is Mbweni, the Girls' School ; and fifty yards from it the Clergy House, where I am staying. To- morrow there are four weddings coming off, between three boys of Kiungani and one of the Industrial boys and girls at Mbweni. On the mainland there is a settlement at Dar es Salaam (eight hours by steamer) of the people from the Mbweni freed slave village. Mbweni is three-quarters by half a mile, but it is too small to support all the people. They are employed in building, 76 ARTHUR FRASER SIM etc., by the Mission ; but for the most part they ought to be able to grow enough food to feed themselves and their families. It is hoped that ground may be got in English territory on the main- land where superfluous families may be transplanted. We have a native Deacon working at Dar es Salaam, who is doing very well. June 6th. The weddings came off in great style yesterday ; all was very nice. The newly-married and a few friends communi- cated. I have never seen an English wedding so reverent and orderly. The Church was packed. One can't speak too highly of the work that is going on here. Much has to be left undone for want of funds, and much is half done by reason of the constant sickness of the men. The poor fellow who preached on Sunday is in hospital now, dangerously ill. I hear that Wimbush has been sent home very ill ; this is the last of the Sunderland lot (seven men). I offered to wait here for a month to take Dr. Palmer's work ; he had proposed a holiday journey to Magila, but Tyr- whitt's illness prevents it. However they think I ought to go on to Nyasa. I am quite fit and in no way disappointed with the work on the contrary. But it will require a wise man to be Bishop ; the problems of heathenism are so fearful, and the question as to the development of the work requires the greatest wisdom and fore- sight. . . . Pray for us. I can imagine it is hard to say one's prayers properly here sometimes, owing to lassitude. Farewell. (jive my love to M and the bairns. Yours, etc., A. F. SIM. Union s.s. " Pretoria" June g//t, 1894. MY DEAR I am now on my way to Chinde from Zanzibar. I left on June gth, and expect to reach Chinde on June 14th ; then I put myself into the hands of the Lakes' Co., and trust eventually to reach Nyasa in a month's time. I was glad to see the life in Zanzibar, though it was rather horrid being so idle while men and women were being knocked up all round one with over-work. While I was there Miss Willion, a nurse in the hospital, died after three days of great anxiety. She died at 6.30 p.m., and was buried at 9 a.m. the next morning. It was a very solemn thir.g. I was present at the early Celebration. One felt rather the risk to life ; so many were either on the verge LETTERS 77 of fever, or in the hospital, or just out. Miss Willion had been out only a year. The Clergy and nurses suffer most : perhaps both are over-worked. The laymen are perhaps more sensible ; and yet they all, even the healthiest of them, bear their scars. Two of them have had a temperature of 107, and one of 108, and live to tell the tale ! Before leaving I heard that Wimbush was on his way home, so perhaps I shall never get to Unangu, but have to stay in Likoma. At any rate either will be better than Zanzibar I mean more of the real thing. The only post I covet in Zanzibar is Priest-in- charge at Mkunazini (town). I would make the men take more care of themselves, and the nurses too. I think it is such a pity they should be teetotalers there. I would make them drink a light wine. At present they only drink under doctor's orders. I feel sure that high living is the secret of long living there. June i^th. At Quilimane. We stopped at Mozambique at twelve on Monday, the nth. After tea I went ashore with the two first-class passengers, Mr. H and Mr. S , who joined the " Ainazone" at Aden, and have come on in this boat. The latter is going to Mashonaland and the former to England. We walked round the island, and came to the cemetery at the far end where Ellis Viner and Pollard are buried. Such a barren, bleak place about one and a half miles by half a mile all sand, and an old fort at one end. We took the Portuguese Bishop and a Priest on board there ; they gave him a salute of fifteen guns ! Here we are anchored twenty miles from Quilimane. A tender takes pas- sengers and cargo ashore, and then takes the Chinde passengers and cargo, and we (two passengers) spend a night on board the tug. Chinde, forty miles from Quilimane, at the southern mouth of the Zambesi, is the head-quarters of the Lakes' Co. I believe they take charge of me, and in time hand me over to the Zambesi mosquito and the hippopotamus fly ; the latter has patent pinchers warranted to go through any clothes ! And now farewell again. It is more than a month since I have heard from any one, except old K . I got a letter from him, dated May nth, at Zanzibar. I long for news. How is all going? Remember me affectionately to all old friends. Dominus Vobiscum. Yours, etc., A. F. SIM. 78 ARTHUR FRASER SIM African Lakes' Co., Chinde, June 2U/, 1894. MY DEAR Here I am waiting again. I suppose on the whole I ought to consider myself lucky eight days in Zanzibar, five days in Quili- mane, seven or eight here, and who knows how many at Blantyre or elsewhere on the way. It is horrid waiting. Even at Zanzibar, where one was among one's own people, I felt useless and out of place ; and here they are all Presbyterians, but they are very kind. Frorn Zanzibar I have had a companion. He is the most in- sufferable bore I have ever met, and I consider my life a burden until I shall have seen the last of him at Mandala. He is the worst of all bores, a religious one, and starts the most solemn and- sacred questions in the presence of those who take no interest in religious matters ! It is at least a capital lesson in patience. At Quilimane, forty miles from here, we were handed over to a small tug-boat. This was on Thursday last, June I4th. And from the "Pretoria" which anchored outside the bar, we were taken into Quilimane (twenty miles), and there we remained till the following Monday. Imagine my sentiments on being transferred to this little dirty tug-boat passengers and crew living and sleeping in a cabin aft not quite as big as my study ! Ten of us in all ; the table and floor were called into requisition! The captain was a dear old man. The chief engineer delighted my ears the first night with a choice selection of "Billingsgate" and worse, and tHe crew giggled at his coarse jokes. But he never uttered another coarse word after the first night and we lived on the best of terms and played a rubber or two of whist and now he has the loan of some of my books. He is a type of the man who comes out here. What good word can you expect for Missions from such men ? And they tar them all with the same brush, dealing out accusations of all kinds with a lavish hand. The pity of it is they get such ready credence at home. One of the passengers, who lives at Chiromo (in the Zambesi Flotilla Co.), accused the Blantyre Mission of all kinds of villainies. I do not believe one word of it. Saturday, June i^rd. I expect to get off on Monday. Once I reach Likoma, I feel it will take horses to get me away with this tedious journey before me. I haven't told you how we came here. Last Monday, the i8th, we left Quilimane in the tug-boat " Union." Oh, that Quilimane bar ! We left at 7 a.m., and reached here at LETTERS 79 5 p.m. (forty miles). I did not think I should ever know what sea- sickness was. I. was not sick, but was not far off it. Three of the crew were worse than I was ! The whole time we had water swilling round on the decks, and constantly one or other gunwale was under water. I have never experienced such a queer business, and could not have believed a boat could live through it ! Well, we got here all right, and the skipper comforted us by saying it was nothing to what it is sometimes ! Here we are lodged in a grand house specially built for passengers by the African Lakes' Co., but there are no appliances. So I have been very busy, with another man, doctoring, building, digging, carpentering, etc., etc., and just now cooking. Really there is no time to do all there is to be done ! Doctor- ing ! Both the African Lakes' Co.'s men living in this house have been ill with fever no doctor ; the temperature of one was 106, of the other 105, and we can't get it down at all. He is so sick. Three men in the tug " Union " I had to doctor ! I haven't had a pain in even my toe yet, but I fancy the journey up will try me it does most people. Chinde is an awful place. The British have a concession of a square mile from the Portuguese. The Portuguese are very much in the background, but all goods are taxed. It would be a good thing if they could be bought out. Chinde is all sand loose, fine sand such a labour to walk in ! Nothing will grow except in the marsh. There are perhaps fifty white men and a growing village of blacks. The Lakes' Co. is the biggest, but there are two or three other trading Companies. Everything is fearfully dear here owing to Portuguese taxation. Last night I dined with the Consul, and met the captain of the " Blonde " cruiser and the naval lieutenant, who came on a visit to Chinde and nearly got drowned crossing the bar in their pinnace. Capt. F was captain of the "^r/V/,"and lunched once at 31, Norfolk Street in 1886 ; he remembered F- , W , L , etc. He talked twenty to the dozen, and I enjoyed the evening not the less for a rubber of whist. To-morrow I am to take Service on the " Mos- quito'' 1 gunboat, at 9.30 a.m. I am glad of the chance of meeting a few "shell-backs." I don't brood much, but when I begin think- ing of home there is a sort of longing for the old familiar faces. It is a capital discipline this. One is nobody here as one ought to be only those dear old people in a big town somewhere in the North tried to make one think differently. While I am writ- 8O ARTHUR FRASER SIM ing you are just drawing stumps ; it is striking six. I am writing in my bedroom by the help of a flickering candle. It is quite dark at 6 p.m. The sermon I preach to-morrow will be my first since leaving home ! I am yearning for news from you. The last news I have heard was the Derby winner and Mr. Mundella's retirement ! Is the Church disestablished in Wales ? Is the Government still un- changed ? What has happened in West Hartlepool ? What is happening at St. Aidan's ? Have you forgotten my existence ? Next week you will all be at Auckland. I left a telegram to be sent in time. I hope Mr. Davenport won't forget it. I also wrote to the Bishop, but he won't get it till too late, I fear. And now, good-bye again. God bless you a hundred times. Yours, etc., A. F. SIM. Letter to E. L , dated Chincle, June 24^/1, 1894. My DEAR , This morning I took Service on one of the gunboats ; the Consul and a few other English came on board, and I am to take Service here (at the African Lakes Passenger House) this evening at 7.30. I enjoyed meeting the "shell-backs'' very much. . . . On Friday coming over the Chincle bar the steam launch of the ''''Blonde'' 1 was pooped and her fires put out ; she had to anchor for two hours and relight them. It is shocking the way Europeans treat natives, and worse the way they speak of any good work among them. I am afraid it must be confessed that the native is lazy and stupid ; but he has not been accustomed to work, and I think half his stupidity is due to his not understanding the orders given to him, and he is flurried and bothered by the Englishman's hasty temper. I hope Bishop Hornby will be able to get a man for the river to work among the English. It was not what I came out for ; but the Bishop was just sounding me I think, and yet it is important work. June 2y//i. I went to breakfast with Capt. Carr, of the " J/os- ijuito? this morning. It was a comfort to hear him speak well of the two boys he has had for a year from the Mission in Zanzi- bar. ... I still maintain rude health, and have had no reason LETTERS Si to complain of the African climate yet. I am comforted by the anticipation of a bad bout when I do get the fever ! I hope I shall get some shooting on my way up the river. Buffalo, lions, and buck abound at Chiromo. One of the officers on the ''Herald'' 1 gunboat shot five lions the other clay. Yours, etc., A. F. SIM. H.M.S. "Mosquito? Chinde,/?/;^ ^ot/t, 1894. MY DEAR , Mail day will always be a mixed pleasure ; it ,makes me think of home in rather a depressing way. The officers on board this gunboat got their letters yesterday (there are only the captain and the doctor), and both of them were very quiet all the evening, talked of retiring from the service, and so on. It is not time for me to begin complaining yet. I expect when my first three years are up I shall long for home too much to resist the temptation of a visit to the old folks. Alas ! What changes there will be ! If only one could find things just as one left them. Well, I can't tell you anything yet of missionary work. My time seems just to have been spent in constant delays, of which I am thoroughly sick, though this little time on the " Mosquito " has been very pleasant. Both doctor and captain are very nice men. Of all the many missionaries who pass through Chinde the only ones I have heard a good word for are our people. Of course that may be in consideration of my presence. However people are not sparing of condemnation. But if missionaries are doing no good, the ordinary trader does a great deal of harm. I am not going to give my "well-considered opinion" of the native till I think I know something of him. But from the little I have seen of him, I am afraid he is a low character ; still that is no reason for desert- ing him. At any rate the children ought to be redeemable. . . . You will be glad to know, as I daresay you guessed before, that the Mission is worked on Catholic lines. It is astonishing to find the ritual so reverently and carefully carried out as it was in Zanzibar. The language, on the whole, rather lent itself to such purposes, I thought. Xo one here speaks Swahili. The little I knoxv is quite useless ; a fe\v words are the same, and the con- struction is similar, but otherwise I have to set about learning a new language from the very start. And now I have said enough 82 ARTHUR FRASER SIM about myself. I do miss you all more than I can tell, and some- times faithless regrets come into my mind. One is so apt to forget that one works for Eternity. Except for my friends, what have I given up ? In Africa one has to lay hold of every luxury that conies in one's way. Poor living is specially productive of sickness, and I believe that even absolute teetotalism is bad for one. I cannot feel that I have chosen poverty ; all my wants are supplied ; I even have a gun and a rifle, and have already shot at hippopotami without success ! Please tell me all about the people whenever you write, who is sick, and who is well, and if any die. And please remember me to all my Longhill friends. Often I wish I had one of those boys with me, G. T , for instance ; we could talk about old times, and one would not be so lonely. There are such a lot of people I ought to have said good-bye to before I left, but there was no time. If only I could have had these wasted days there instead of here ! I do hope the Sunday School is keeping up. The Band of Hope is of course over. Remember me if you will to . , but it would take up all my paper if I named them all. I never forget them, and often sit in a "brown study" thinking of the dear old place. Yours, etc.. A. F. SIM. Chinde, B.C. A. ,Jitly 2nd, 1894. MY DEAR , I am to leave Chinde to-day and it may be some time before you hear from me again. I am still on board the "Mosquito." Capt. Carr has been awfully kind to me. I have been his guest since last Wednesday. I have been here nearly three weeks. It seems an interminable time since I left Zanzibar. I long to reach the end of my journey. This is an awful hole, though I daresay that is because I have nothing to do. There is a cement tennis- court, and a level place in the roughest field imaginable, which in the wet season is a marsh, where they pitch a wicket and play cricket. They are ambitious and intend to level the whole field. I still maintain my resistance to the fever and I hope I shall long do so. Indeed I never felt better than I do now, but I am living like a lord here. I was awfully glad to get some letters here, and your two papers the " Strand"' and the " Picture Magazine? LETTERS 83 I expect I shall reach Likoma about the beginning of August ! I have in other letters described the various beauties of this place. I have had a shot at hippo from the boat and seen crocodile ; hippo-shooting when they are in the water is literally snap-shooting with a rifle, and generally at a hundred yards. So it is no wonder that we did not "bag :! the wily hippo. The whole ship's company were armed ; it was a perfect fusilade. I have taken some photos, but have no chance of developing or printing them till I get to Likoma. The doctor reports a case of blackwater fever on board this morning. This seems to be the most deadly form of fever. The skipper at this moment is getting his hair cut by a bluejacket. My hair was scientifically cut by one of the laymen at Zanzibar, and I shall go till I can get a bluejacket on the Upper Shire to do it for me. It is funny to think of you looking forward to winter ; at least it is past midsummer, and probably it will be August before you get this. When you write please send me plenty of gossip. Yours, etc., A. F. SIM. On the Zambesi, July $//i, 1894. MY DEAR , At last I am on my way from Chinde. We started yester- day at 2.30 p.m., and got as far as where the Chinde river branches from the Zambesi. This morning we have been delayed till 10 o'clock by fog. I am on a stern-wheeler, fairly fast, and would be comfortable if we were not so crowded three ladies and five men ! The ladies have one cabin to themselves about the size of a pill- box, and we take the saloon, which, with five of us, is pretty thick ; but I have what I consider the best place, across the door in my camp-bed. Indeed it was rather cold this morning. I wished I had another blanket. It is quite a mistake to think Africa is always broiling. I am so thankful for my Norfolk jacket, which you remember I was nearly leaving behind. In fact once I was reduced to wearing my thick great-coat. It is getting hot now (io.3O\ but the breeze is cool. The presence of the ladies involves manoeuvring to get a "tub.'' I think shaving is a superfluous luxury. Here we are on the Zambesi (about a mile broad) with 8 4- ARTH UR FRA SER SIM two native pilots to pick out the channel, which winds about the whole breadth of the river. Hippos and crocodiles are on every sandbank, but they disappear when they see us. July "]th. It will take us ten or eleven days from Chinde to Chiromo, where we tranship into house-boats, and get paddled up as far as Katunga's ; thence we go by land to Blantyre, and thence by land again to Matope ; then the lake journey begins. Our party consists of Dr. and Mrs. L , Miss S , for Bandawe, opposite Likoma, Mr. I and Mrs. V , for Tanganyika (they are of the London Missionary Society, I think) and a Mr. C , a sportsman who distinguished himself last year by shoot- ing two white rhinoceros, which are very rare. There are a lot of natives on board too. The English crew consists of the captain and the engineer. We are towing two lighters. Though we are A BRANCH OF THE ZAMEUSI. all going up under the auspices of the African Lakes' Company, this boat belongs to the Zambesi Flotilla Company. I think it is faster than any other boat on the river, except of course the gun- boats. Business is not very solid here. Everybody is .waiting for the coffee, of which great things are expected. Sugar too is a good thing, and there is one very big concern, with electric light plant and a miniature railway, at Mopea, near Yiccnti, which last we expect to reach to-day, and where we shall lose Mr. C who is a very nice fellow. The river here is about a mile or a mile and a half wide, but sandbanks arc very frequent, and our course is consequently a zig-zag one. On these sandbanks cioco- LETTERS 85 diles frequently lie. We shoot at them, and they immediately wriggle into the water. I feel sure they are often hit, but they are such a pest that it is almost a duty to try and exterminate them. Hippos too are rather numerous, but they are hard to kill, so \ve scarcely ever shoot at them. We burn wood in these steamers, and consequently our clothes often get burnt by a falling spark. I have a hole as big as half a crown in one of my karkec coats. Mrs. L 's umbrella had half of one side burnt and the white cover too. Every morning we have been delayed by mist till about 10.30. This morning the mist cleared about 8 o'clock, and we got away early. We draw into the side every night at sunset, about 5.45. The boys go ashore to sleep, lighting fires and making a lot of noise. You can't imagine how cold and wet the mist is in the morning. The decks are as wet as if it had rained heavily, and it is bitterly cold. I have taken to sleeping in the wheel-house ; the saloon is too crowded for my taste. This is a very badly-fitted boat. All the glass is out of the wheel-house windows, and so I stuff them up with anything I can find handy, generally spare sail-cloth. We have just passed the " Henry Henderson" the Blantyre Mission boat. She is engaged in traffic as much as in Mission work, and carries passengers for the Laket' Company. We are in sight of the Morambala Mountains. They are about 4,000 feet high I believe ; otherwise the horizon is as flat as it can be. All that we see of the banks is a fine sand. I daresay it is mud at the bottom of the river, but even the sand seems most fertile. Sunday, jth after Trinity. Another Sunday on my journey. I spend much of my time on Sundays thinking of you. To-day we put into a wooding station, so after saying Matins to myself I went ashore and executed the enclosed sketch, 1 which you may send to next years Academy if you like. The boat, or rather the upper deck of it, is in the foreground. I am sitting on a high bank, and looking down upon it. Mrs. L and some others are distinguishable to an artistic eye, and in the distance are the Morambala high lands. That part of the picture I consider good. Now we have put off again, and are just going to have breakfast (11.15 a-m.). We have tea and bread and jam at 7 or 8 a.m., afternoon tea at 3, and dinner at sunset. We haven't stuck on a sandbank yet. There is a monkey and a 1 Sec next page. 86 ARTHUR FRASER SIM mongoose on board ; they are great fun, but monstrous full of fleas. Monday, July 9///. We reached Misongwe (above Vicenti) last night, and slept there, though it was early to anchor ; but we had finished all our bread, and so waited to get palm-wine yeast to bake fresh bread with. Mr. C - left us there. Isn't it funny, when we were talking last night, he said : " Do you know any- thing of Cheltenham ?" and it turned out he was at school there from 1884 to 1887. Then he was in the Bechuanaland Border Police, and through the Matabcle Campaign. I believe there are several old Cheltonians out here. So we talked about the old School till late at night. We put a half-caste passenger ashore at Misongwe against his will. He had stolen a bottle of whisky and "* ^ * ^r ' ' * -^*%j&' S2^il8liiJRIK ., H^f"'Hf^r a pair of new boots ; so he will have to make the best of it on a desert shore (more or less). July \"- 3 tli. We arc ncaring Chiromo now, which, is the furthest limit which this boat can reach, owing to the lowness of the water. We have been aground a doxen times to-day, perhaps more. Once all the black boys were sent into the water to find where the channel was. The country is hilly here ; nothing very high, but reminding one of the Perthshire hills. All seem to be clothed with trees to the top. To-day I have my firbl experience of fever. LETTERS 87 Three of us are seedy ; mine is very slight, a bad headache and aches in the bones, very like the " Flu." I am not surprised at having it, the broiling day and the bitterly cold mist at night drenching everything, clearing up between 8 and 10 each morning. I post this at Chiromo, which is a British station. There is a lot of life in this river hippos, crocodile, ibis, crane, kingfisher, fish-eagle, etc., etc. I think of you people many a time, and wonder what you are doing. I shall be at Likoma I daresay at the bey inning of August. July I5///. 8//i Sunday after Trinity. Another Sunday on my journey ! This makes five since I left Zanzibar, and only Com- munion once. I feel a heathen. Ever since landing at Chincle I have been among Presbyterians. My touch of fever is still on me, chiefly in the head ; temperature 102 J . I shall take fifteen grains of antipyrine to-night and sweat it out of me. We are off the boat now. It is a comfort not sleeping on the floor with sore bones ! Tell me all the news. Love to all of you. Yours, etc., A. F. SIM. Letter to Miss H. A. S , dated Mandala, Blantyre, July 2yd, 1894, MY DEAR , The river journey is a roughish business, and one only has the barest necessities in the way of clothing, etc. Everything else is stowed away in lighters towed alongside. I may well say that I am more than half way now. I expect to leave this very soon, and then the last stage of my journey will have begun. Zanzibar arrived May 3ist, left June gth. Quilimane June i-jtb, ,, ,, iSth. Chincle iSth, July 4th. Chiromo July I4th, ,, ,, i6th. Katunga's iQth, 2ist. Mandala ,, 2ist. Now my next stage is thirty-five miles by macJiila in one day ; then up the river in a house-boat to Fort Johnston, six or seven clays from here, and there our own steamer meets me. Ouilimane was a roughish experience eight of us in a little cabin in a tug- 88 ARTHUR FRASER SIM boat for four nights doing nothing ; and that delay wasted a fort- night for me, for I just missed a steamer coming up. . . . We came to Chiromo in ten days nine passengers, and two English- men to work the boat. It was too crowded ; three ladies made a great difference in such cramped conditions. The cabin was so full that after the first night I slept in the wheel-house, which was exactly my length, on the floor ; the cork mattress came in most handy. It was awfully cold and unwholesome, so that when we reached Chiromo four of us had a touch of fever. . . . We slept a couple of nights at Katunga's, delayed by the rain. How- TKAVELUNG IN A MACHII.A. ever we stalled on Saturday at 11.30 and reached here at 8. The utachila is a hammock slung on a bamboo a not very comfortable mode cf travelling, especially if the boys let you down a few times. You lie flat and two men carry you ; eight men go to one machila, They do the twenty-eight miles between Katunga's and Mandala in about eight hours. However I did not like being carried, so I got out and walked most of the way, and felt thoroughly tired out when I got in here in pitch darkness at 8 p.m., but very much better for my walk, for I had a headache all the way from Chiromo, solely from want of exercise. You can't imagine LETTERS 89 what a civilized place this is, and it is quite cold. It is funny that no one ever told me to provide warm clothing. It was very cold on the river in the early morning, and it is always cold here as cold as English spring weather about April. There are fir trees growing, wide roads, some brick houses, and wood fires all day long ; pine apples (not ripe yet), papai, coffee, guavas, oranges, lemons, limes, mangoes (not ripe), cabbages, etc. I believe any- thing would grow. Everybody is mad on coffee it is the coming thing. . . . Everybody is Scotch here. This is the centre of the Scotch Established Church Mission, and very civilized. It is also the head station of the African Lakes' Company. They are the principal, in fact fan; the only trading Company. Of course English things are very dear ; labour is cheap, and that is all. The best food, besides fruit, is tinned ; it is really very good. The African fowl is the staple food ; what a beast it is, tasteless and tough ! All African meat is the same ; it is only eatable in rissoles and done up. The native eats no meat, but only rice and maize. July 241/1. There are sixty or seventy Europeans here. I dined at the Manse last night quite an English home, charming people. Fancy a sale of work here on Wednesday taking ^140, and a concert in the evening. I dine with the Administration Agent to-night, by name McMaster ; he says he is remotely con- nected with the Vicar. . . . The road to Matope, i.e., the thirty-five miles ahead from here, is rather disturbed. It often happens that men with loads are fired at, and yesterday a man was seized by a lion. . . . Yours, etc., A. F. SIM. On the Mission boat u Shcrriff" on the Upper Shire, July jo///, 1894. MY DEAR , It is 7.30 ; we stopped at 6, put into the bank, lit a fire, boiled soup and water, and now I have finished dinner at the fashionable hour of 7.30. No one ever felt so like Robinson Crusoe as I at this moment. I am monarch of all I survey, having parted from the rest of my fellow-travellers at Blantyre. They went on ahead of me while I waited for the Mission boat. 1 have a crew of ten boys ; all but two are Christians, and they are catechumens. I have a teacup and pot (Mr. F 's gift), a 90 ARTHUR FRASER SIM saucepan, and a slop-bowl. In the latter each course is served. I have also a knife, fork, and spoon all in one. My provisions lor a week consist of four tins of soup, two tins of corned beef, two of condensed milk, tea, butter (in a tin), cocoa, sardines, sugar, and salt. I bought eight eggs this morning for two boxes of matches, and at the British Central African Administration Station exchanged a box of sweet biscuits for half a tin of water ditto, half a loaf of sodden bread, and a piece of cake. So I am now luxuriating in fresh bread ! I am sitting in my shirt. It is chilly early in the morning, but very hot here in the daytime a change from Mandala, which was never oppressively hot. The boat is about eighteen or twenty feet long. My house in the stern is thatched with reeds and grass. I can sit on my chair in it, but cannot stand upright. I spread my bed on the bottom boards, and have my bath and all my meals in it of course each in its turn. I doirt know what I should do without Mr. S ; s filter. Oh, the mosquitoes ! ! ! Each clay I boil water, and have tea and biscuits about 6, then prayers, and off about 7 (prayer in Chinyanja with the boys). They know morning and evening prayer by heart. My part is that of a worshipper in a foreign language. I could take prayers, but the only Prayer-book has most of the leaves torn out ! What remain I take. The Scripture consists of the first nineteen chapters of the Acts. None of the boys speak English, so I make them talk slowly while I look out each word in a dic- tionary ! I want to reach Fort Johnston on Thursday. There I expect to meet Madan on his return from a visit of inspection, and Matthews, skipper of the " Chys were sleeping on board. I don't know how they can manage to 92 ARTHUR FRASER sleep in such hard beds ! We went on immediately, and did not stop till 9 a.m. In the meantime I shot an enormous bird, stand- ing four or five feet high on stilts, with a huge beak, red and black and yellow. I have preserved the beak, and the boys have eaten the bird. I can't use my shot-gun, as I have no cartridges loaded : otherwise there are plenty of birds to shoot duck, geese, waders and divers of every kind, pigeons, enormous fish-eagles, hawks, vultures, and kingfishers. The game is extraordinary, but you have to go for it, and that I have no chance of doing. We are now in a very wide part of the river called " Pamalombe Lake." The hills on either side are lovely : one might be on a Scotch loch, only it is more magnificent. The black boys and the hippos and ibis, etc., make it different. August ind. We reached Fort Johnston last night. The boat is still my home. Sunday, August +>tJi. I am still at Fort Johnston waiting for the " Charles Janson? With affectionate remembrances to all, Yours, etc., A. F. SIM. Fort Johnston, August jt/i, 1894. MY DKAR , I am yearning for letters from the Parish. Yours dated May 23rd I have just received. How I long every Sunday just to be in my old place for a few minutes. In my letters I have mentioned very few by name, because they are so many, and I could easily occupy the whole letter with messages ; but I presume you want to know what I am doing. I have purposely been most egotistic, but I know you will understand. I should like you to keep my letters after they have gone the round. But never mind about it. I should rather like to read them when I get back, if ever ! Tell my old pals to write to me, C about the Parish ; E , if you sec him, about his new work ; C , but I fear that is too much ; T , G , C , and C , if he would. Let them ventilate Missionary ideas. Also make my old friends in the Parish write. Remember however that what costs you ?\d. costs us 6 indeed, but " EiecJiaristid conjuncti" . . . As to the new Bishop O for a saintly man ! that is what we want. It is the most demoralising place, this Central Africa. Patience, trust, xeal, love for these poor lust-eaten savages how hard it is ! A man to encourage and raise his Priests in spiritual things would of all others be the man for us. And who for Zanzi- bar ? It is a difficult berth, and wants a firm and sympathetic man with an iron constitution. . . . The so-called slavery here, at its best, is but the old feudal sys- tem, but its worst feature even then is that the slaves, or serfs, are content with their position. In English law here the position of a slave is disregarded, and he obtains the same justice as a freeman. Mahommedanism makes rascals of men \vho would otherwise be simple savages. Smooth-faced and smooth-tongued, they are untrustworthy to the core. They don't drink, but that is their one virtue. Anyhow there is no ^/r//-drinking in any part of Africa that I have seen. " Poinbc'^ is very light muddy beer, rather sweet. It seems to have no ill effects beyond making people silly and sleepy and stupid while under its influence. No, not drink but lust is the African's crime. ... I am sure you will enter into our diffi- culties, and pray for us especially in the Eucharist, and ask one or two of your faithful people to do so too. I expected to find the life difficult, and I am not disappointed that it is so ; and yet was it not difficult in England? How much of one's religion is senti- ment only after all? Here it is rugged and bare, stripped of all sentiment. Perhaps one mistakes this for difficulty. The atmo- sphere too how much docs one unconsciously depend upon atmosphere? Here what an atmosphere it is! Heathenism, cruelty, deceit, lust, greed. Atmosphere must be made round about each Christian station trustfulness, love, chastity, unselfish- ness it is a big burden for unworthy, weak shoulders to bear. What a miserable picture I have been drawing ! I am rather LETTERS 121 "dowley" to-day, all by myself, and only just recovering from a rather bad attack of fever, having been ill for a week. I will try and write more cheerfully to-morrow. October 6tk. The mail has come (such a splendid one, nineteen letters for me !), and consequently I am set up. I have told you how I rejoice at your good news, and though mine is a mud hut, and yours a late Early English Church, God above is the same to both of us. I have spent this morning entertaining some Arabs, among them Selim bin Nassur, who has come here to cross the Lake with at least ,2,000 worth of ivory, and how many slaves ? I know he is a murderer, yet he is so pleasant and so meek and so polite, butter wouldn't melt in his mouth ! And so they all are, these Arabs, the greatest ruffians unhung when they have the power in their hands, but to speak to, the politest of gentlemen ! What material for Christ is this ! What a regeneration is needed here ! Alas ! most of the headmen are the same. Though pure blacks, or half-caste, they are thorough-paced hypocrites and humbugs. " O generation of vipers ! " My hope is in the bairns and the raw heathen. . . . Abdallah Nakaam is waiting to be ordained. His case is an interesting one. He is the son of a Christian chief, Barnaba Nakaam of Chitangali on the Rovuma, a Yao. To Barnaba Kalanji of Unangu has sent a message of peace. Abdallah is of course a free boy, and has volunteered for work at Unangu, knowing what difficult work it is. This is as it should be. A few others are coming on, and these are the hope of the Mission. They are picked men, and are carefully trained and subjected to the hardest tests, under which a man soon shows what he is made of. Fancy, there are two girls at Mbweni who have declared their determination never to marry, but devote themselves to the work of God. To those who know the African, and the African woman especially, it is almost incredible. They are quite women now, not mere girls, and would in the ordinary course of events have married long ago. . . . Tell me all the Sunderland gossip. Those men must have rowed well to win the "Grand" at Durham. Please give them my respects, and clap them on the back. It did me good to hear of it. No rowing here. The "dug-out" (canoe) is a mon- strosity, heavy as lead, and as cranky as a lightship. They mostly 122 ARTHUR ERASER SIM pole them along, like a Thames punt, when the water is shallow enough. The dhow sails best right before the wind. I have never been in one, and shall take my smelling salts if ever I do go aboard ! . . . October \2th. I have just got over another attack of fever, not very bad temperature about 104. It knocks one's feeding arrangements astray, and I am getting a most gracefully slim figure. . . I have made a bargain for 300 trees and loo bundles of bam- boos and grass for j icy. for my .house. This is all the building material I want. I think it is fairly cheap. Labour will come to a shilling a week, or one fathom of calico. ... I have seen some tusks of ivory 150 Ibs. weight and 7 ft. long. Fancy carry- ing a tooth like that in your head, and fancy having toothache in it ! ... I am getting so fussy and anxious to have the building finished. I spent most of to-day over at the site. How hot it is ! The sun has not the same effect as it has in England. My hands are red and blistered with prickly heat. The sun is too hot to brown you ; it boils you ! Some of the mothers work with their children tied to their backs. I saw one to-day, fast asleep, a mass of flies. . . . Good luck to you, and God bless you in your new advance. Give the boating men my love. I saw a Tyneside man when I was at Chinde who rowed against our second boat at Durham. He is the son of the old boy who rushes about the bank at the Regatta always. I forget his name, but he is, or was, secretary. He has a sort of working-man's job. . . . Yours, etc., A. F. SIM. Kota Kota, October 5///, 1894. Mv DF.AR , I don't think I am homesick, though you people are always in my thoughts, and sometimes when I have fever I think of what a home-coming would lie like. This waiting is such depress- ing work, so you must put down my grumbling to it. I expected to find Africa a hard life, and I am not disappointed. It is not the roughing I mind ; I don't know that it is so very rough always, but it is a life in which much grace is needed. You see one is deprived of so many supports sympathy (direct sympathy at LETTERS 123 least), atmosphere, surroundings ; but perhaps these formed too much of one's religion at home. Here it is bared of all adventi- tious aids. I know it ought to be a grand discipline, and by God's grace I hope it will ; but how easy to fall short ! St. Paul is a help. What an example for a missionary ! An example always to be kept in mind. And so Bishop Hornby has resigned. I am very sorry, but it is as we expected. May his successor be a saintly man to stir us Priests up to a due sense of our privileges ! This is what we want. No Retreats out here, no spiritual bracing we are apt to become self-dependent and self-absorbed. Self is more present in the desert than among men. Pray that we may have grace to keep self under and turn away to God. . . . Fancy, you will be getting this at the end of December, the wet season here. I shall (D.V.) be in my house, with a thriv- ing School, and the beginnings of evangelistic work in hand. Very hot and wet it will be I am told. Then the trying season follows, with cold and malaria March, April, May the season for black- water fever and all horrors. . . . We are just as short-handed as we can manage now. I was in mortal terror that the " Charles Janson" was coming to take me to Likoma to take up the reins there, but they have left me alone, and I am intensely relieved not to be away for some one else's work. . . . You are in Church at this moment. I often think of this, especi- ally on Sundays, and I ask God to hear your prayers for me, which I know are not infrequent. Perhaps you are decorating these days for the Harvest Festival. I wish I could hand in some of these grand palm branches which grow here, and of which we partly build our houses. How grand they would look about the altar and font '. Twentieth Sunday after Trinity. The " Doinira " came in last night, and brought me such a budget of letters. How grateful I am I can't tell you. I am feeling quite stirred up by the sympathy and kindness of everybody, and not at all homesick now. ... I wish I could tell more of actual missionary work. It will be long, long, weary sowing I am sure. I expect most from the children, who are especially bright here. The Swahilis are tinged with Mahommedanism, and will listen and assent, but that is all. The actual heathen aborigines are better material than they. These last outnumber the Swahilis, and are the despised among the 124 ARTHUR FRASER SIM Swahili people. St. Paul made most progress among the despised and poor. . . . How am I ever to tackle the girls here ? Yet how necessary it is. It is a problem of the future. I shall never try and persuade any one to come out here ; God only can do this. It is too great a responsibility. How trying it is I can't tell you. Perhaps to a young man who has few ties in England it may be different ; but the misery of finding one had made a mistake would be too great to bear. ... A letter from inspirits me ; it always has had that effect. And at this moment you are in Church. Oh, for a glimpse of you all ! October Zth. Makanjira has not come in. In fact a Safari (caravan) of his is at Mwasi's, three days' journey from here, with ivory and gunpowder, the sinews of war, from the Portuguese on the Zambesi. Mr. Nicholl hopes to catch this man at the head of the caravan, as he once tried most treacherously to kill Lieut. Maguire. The latter only escaped miraculously. I expect he will get away unless the gunboats keep a sharp look-out. Mwasi sends assurances that he will keep him, but I expect he is like the rest an old humbug, getting presents from both sides ! And now farewell. Continue your prayers, especially for grace for me, and for wisdom to do God's will in the Mahommedan problem. Yours, etc., A. F. SIM. Letter to the Editor, " The Northern Daily Mail? Kota Kota, October y///, 1894. DKAR SIR, It is not my habit to " rush into print," but, since I have no one to find fault with and only friends to listen to me, I feel it in some measure a duty, but more a pleasure, to write in a few lines, which you may care to insert, the impressions gathered during my short experience of Central Africa. And first let me protect myself by saying that I do not hold myself to any expressions I may use. I shall probably change my mind about many hastily gathered ideas ; in fact the oldest Anglo-Africans confess the most ignor- ance as to native habits and character. First, as to my own movements the journey. It is enough to make one forswear England altogether. The time in my case was LETTERS 125 three months and five days ; but this is variable. It has been done in two months and a half. Nearly two of my three months were spent from Chinde to the Lake. The Zambesi, like all African rivers, is very shallow and very wide. As it approaches the sea it branches into many mouths, and in course of time these vary, each wet season causing some change in one or other of them. I believe I am right in saying that during the last thirty years the navigable mouth has changed three times. In Dr. Livingstone's time it was to the South of the present one ; a few years ago Quilimane, to the North, was the only port ; and now Chinde, be- tween the two, has replaced Quilimane. I have seen all three mouths, thanks to the kindness of Capt. Carr, of the " Mosquito " gunboat. At the first there is but one Portuguese house left, occu- pied by a half-caste Goanese trader, or he may be a Portuguese Government official. If so, I beg his pardon. Quilimane is rapidly being deserted by all but its Portuguese inhabitants, and Chinde is growing in importance every day. Of these however Quilimane is still the most pretentious, with its beautiful verdure and its stone or rather concrete houses. Of course all these are in Portuguese territory, and herein lies the weak point of British Central Africa. At Chinde the British have a concession about a square mile in area, part of which is a "transit concession," where goods lie in bond awaiting transit. Chinde I ought to know particularly well, as I was kept wait- ing there more than a fortnight, until a steamer came in to take me up the river. At least in my own opinion I know more than enough of it. A sand spit (sand silted up by the river, and six inches deep of loose sand) makes the most un- pleasant road material I know of. One's progress is almost like that of the boy who had to go to School backwards. But my time at Chinde was made as pleasant as possible by Captain Carr, who made me his guest on board the " Mosquito? and took me for a trip, as I have said, to the Kongoni or southernmost navigable mouth of the Zambesi. The gunboats on the Lower River, as we call all that part below the Alurchison Rapids on the Shire, arc intended for all emergencies in connection with the presence of the Portuguese, and also such contingencies as may arise with the natives in our own sphere below the Rapids. They are stern wheelers, drawing eighteen inches or two feet built at Yarrow's on the Thames, as, indeed, all the Portuguese 126 ARTHUR FRASER SIM gunboats also were. The latter has seven gunboats on the Zam- besi. Besides these there are perhaps seven or eight English trading boats running passengers and cargo up the Shire as far as the shallows will permit. In my case this was as far as Chiromo, the first British station on the left bank of the Shire*. The journey up the Zambesi, where the banks were far away on either side for the most part, with nothing to be seen except one continuous line of tall grass and reeds hiding a perfectly flat country, was the slowest part of the whole. It seemed that during the days we spent in Portuguese territory we were passing a country de- serted by human beings. But this changed when we passed the boundary between Portuguese and British country ; and one evening, when we put into the bank to sleep, two of us strolled up to what looked like a superior native village. It turned out to be the home of a Russian who had been some years at Tete, but according to his story he had been robbed of everything he had, and turned out of the place by the Portuguese. I heard after- wards he had killed one of his men in a fit of temper ; but then he only spoke French, and I may have misunderstood him. He was a hunter, a trader, and a Polish officer. Of course you will agree with me in my conclusion a banished patriot. I think one reason for my dislike of the journey up the Lower River, at least, was the way the native was treated and spoken of. He gets credit for no virtue, and generally the chikoke (hippo-hide thong) for every vice. Talking of hippos or their hides, we saw many hundreds of the owners of these ; indeed in the Upper River they are a source of danger to traffic when the steamer is exchanged for a small boat, and if interfered with they will follow and attack such a boat. Crocodiles too are countless. We con- sidered it a duty to fire at all within range, and between us ac- counted for perhaps eight. By the bye, as far as Misongwe, a trading station six or seven days up the Zambesi, we had a hunter with us who, a year or two ago, killed three white rhinoceros, and brought home their skins and skeletons. One is to be seen in the Natural History Museum, South Kensington, and one at least in Mr. Leopold Rothschild's natural history collection. He had been sent out by a syndicate to obtain specimens and make observa- tions. He started from Misongwe to reach Mashonaland and Matabeleland, and so beat round to the North-East. He was the more interesting to me as having been at my old School. We LETTERS 127 had therefore much in common, and had a long talk the night he left us. Enterprising young folk who see this will want to know some- thing of the prospects of British Central Africa as a place to emigrate to. And so, with all the presumption of a new comer, I will proceed to give my views. You see I do not consider myself a full-fledged missionary yet, so I am not begging nor recounting my interesting cases ! Well, as to "prospects" ; even a new comer can see that this is not a place for a poor man yet. The only prospect is coffee, and for that a man must have capital, and he must have patience to wait three or four years for any return. And after all the district in which coffee is successfully grown is limited, and I suppose land will be going up in price. I believe it is true to say that plenty of labour is to be had if properly sought for. All the hopes for the future of British Central Africa, from a trader's point of view, are centred in coffee. A few years now will settle this question. Sugar and tobacco for local consumption are grown by one or two enterprising men, but I don't believe they will repay the cost of transport. Only one man is known to have made money, and he has been nearly twenty years in the country. His land he bought " for a song." The present rates for transport down the river are almost prohibitive. This alone seems to me to be suicidal in those who are respon- sible ; but here of course I can only speak as an amateur. I know nothing of the other side of the ledger. But apart from the opening up of the country to European trade, the whole question of the slave trade in these parts might almost it seems have been settled long ago, if only the managers of these Companies for transport had seen their way to divert the ivory trade from its present route, and had opened up a cheaper method of transport to the sea down by the Shire and Zambesi water-way. At present I think I am right in saying that no ivory, save only such as is paid in Customs duty, goes down by this route. I have no doubt I should be doing a great injustice to those responsible for this state of things if I left the matter here. One cannot help thinking that this is a cause worthy of the sympathy and help of our home Government. Freights are exorbitantly high, because the capital laid out on the still meagre plant has been enormous. And the Zambesi is a closed highway ; and this water-way, which seems to a novice like myself the very solution of the slave traffic difficulty, 128 ARTHUR FRASER SIM in an enormous district whence slaves are annually taken in large numbers, is useless, all for want of timely help from the home Government. Sir, I hope you don't belong to the " Little England Party." If you want to continue a supporter of it, let me advise you never to leave little England. But here you will say I am trenching on politics. If however Commissioner Johnston gets all he wants in England, perhaps it is not too late yet to divert the native trade down the Zambesi, and so put an end to the raison d'etre of the traffic in slaves. Well, I have run on in advance of my subject, and I must re- trace my steps to Chiromo, and when I come to tell you about Kota Kota, I will perhaps revert to the slave question, but that will probably be in a subsequent letter. Chiromo is on the North bank of the Ruo at its confluence with the Shire, with Bishop Mac- kenzie's grave on the South bank, and a post office and by this time I suppose a telegraph office on the North ! One could not help contrasting the picture drawn in Bishop Harvey Goodwin's " Life of Bishop Mackenzie " of that sad, lonely death scene, and the picture which I saw before me. But thirty years work many changes in new countries, and in thirty years more Cook's agents will perhaps be bringing brain-tired invalids from West Hartle- pool to the hot springs of Kota Kota. I was glad to leave Chi- romo, impatient as I was to reach my destination, and perhaps my first touch of fever there made me the more glad to get away. But what a place it is for game countless buffalo and all kinds of buck. There the record number of lions shot in a single clay was beaten by Lieut. Hunt of the ''Herald" gunboat five all with- out moving from his place. They had scented out a buck which he had shot, and surrounded him while he was resting and waiting for carriers to take his buck home. It was good luck, perhaps, but it was also good shooting and pluck. From Chiromo we had another four days of discomfort in what was termed (on the Incus a non hiccndo principle, I suppose) a " house-boat." The u house" (a straw- thatched covering in the stern, in which none of us could sit upright) was supposed to hold three at night, asleep. We were only once under this shelter together, compelled by rain. Fortunately one of the three had a tent, and so we forgot our discomfort, though the poor owner of the tent hail high fever all the way. But let us forget the past. Kalnnga's. the end of the "Lower River" journey, brings back LETTERS 129 visions of drenching rain and a disconsolate party of travellers making the best of it over a smoky fire, roasting peanuts and reading papers dated 1893. Then we went on to Blantyre, starting too late in the day, owing to the rain, to arrive before sunset twenty-eight miles up hill, perhaps 2,000 feet. The journey to Blantyre is made in inachilas (hammocks slung on poles), but I had such a bad " crew " that I preferred shanks' aid to theirs, when once a few humiliating obeisances to mother earth had taught me their worth. But Mandala repaid all the discomfort. I was last I think to arrive. Imagine my feelings when I found a group gathered round a blazing fire in a brick house with a real chimney, the first I had seen in Africa, a long table laid with a clean cloth, and the promise of good things to follow. After falling upon our host's wardrobe, I soon set to work upon his larder. Blantyre (Mandala is a part of Blantyre) requires description. Blantyre is the name of the Scotch Established Church Mission Station. Mandala is the name given originally to Mr. Moir's house, and now appropriated to that part occupied by the African Lakes' Trading Corporation. Situated in the Shire Highlands, 2,800 feet above the sea level, you can imagine what a pleasant change it is to a river-wearied traveller. Bracing and cool, it re- minded one of the old country, and the unlooked-for rain and wind did not lessen the illusion. It is the oldest English station in British Central Africa, and has had I suppose the best chance. Here are roads and brick houses, and a really ambitious and picturesque brick Church, the work of Mr. Scott, the Scotch Established Church Missionary, himself its architect, builder, contractor, foreman-bricklayer, clerk of the works, and all. Here will you believe it? I saw with my own eyes a dog-cart and a tandem of handsome Arab ponies, and to prove it I photo- graphed them ! Here during my stay the Mission people had a sale of work, and cleared ^140 in the afternoon, besides further orders. And in the evening a concert was held at the " Boma," or fort, and the " new song '"' was " Mrs. 'Enery 'Awkins ! " Fancy people in dress clothes, if you please ! I went to the magistrate's to dine. He answers to the respected name of McMaster. Both he and his charming wife come from the sister isle. Blantyre is famous for good fellowship and civilization. It is regarded as the metropolis of Central Africa. But to me its chief charm consisted in its bracing atmosphere, its trees, its gardens, I3O ARTHUR FRAisER SIM its roses these last blooming all the year round the loveliest "gloire cle Dijon" I have ever seen. Surrounded by hills clothed with verdure to their summits, except where here and there rugged granite rocks peeped out, it reminded me of parts of Scotland, and the nationality of most of its inhabitants went far to maintain the resemblance. Nearly everybody is Scotch out here. Blantyre is the centre of the coffee plantations. The Shire Highlands as yet are the only lands opened up by the planters. A fund of continual in- terest to me was the experimental garden of the Lakes' Company, full as it is of all manner of fruits and flowers, many of them familiar old English friends, as well as many Eastern and tropical trees and plants. The blue gum grows prolifically there intro- duced of course and many pines and firs and cypresses. Blan- tyre is a busy place. The hum of work is continuous. "Hum" is not the word. Such noisy workers as the Atonga and Angoni make more than a hum. They cannot go a walk without singing. Their song is after the fashion of a sailor's chanty, and, like him, the more they sing the better they work. The song, somewhat tuneless, consists of a refrain or rather a recitative, which is taken up rhythmically by the rest in a chorus. The sounds of Africa are as characteristic as the sights. The drum, the dance, the songs at night are incessant. They must be a merry people if one could only get at their inner life. And now my " few lines" have become enough for two insertions already I fear. I wonder what your readers will gather from these impressions. Xot a very attractive picture I think. Well, I don't mean it to be. To the missionary this has no great weight. I would not be responsible for drawing any one out here by glowing accounts of the country. There arc one or two favoured spots, of which Ulantyrc is one. And yet what would I not give to have as companions and helpers here one or two whom I know in West Hartlepool ? Perhaps I am "cutting my own throat" by drawing a somewhat gloomy picture of this place, but unless he is called to it by the voice of One greater than man, as I say, 1 would not undertake the responsibility of persuading any one to come out here. May I conclude with the heartiest of good wishes to the place where I have left a big (the biggest) part of my heart, and remain Yours faithfully, A Kill UK F. SIM. LETTERS 131 Kota Kota, October 7///, 1894. MY DEAR BOYS AND GlRLS, I don't want to keep you waiting a long time till I can answer all your kind and jolly letters separately, so I shall write immediately to you all, and then perhaps I shall be able to polish you off one by one. How nice it was to hear from you I can't tell you. I read and re-read your letters and try and think I am back again among you all. How jolly to think of those trips ! Edith I see has not lost her love of mischief; fancy hiding be- hind the bushes and nearly getting lost ! No wonder boys are easier to manage than girls. I see you want me back to keep you in order ! Well, here I am, writing in the open air under a grass thatch ; but it is late, and the sun isn't shining, so I am using a candle ; and the table I made myself how those joiner boys would laugh at it ! It was straight when I made it, but it has a strong inclination to the East now ! Its legs are young tree stumps, and its top packing cases with the old name still printed on, and the old nail holes in the middle and at the edges. All my tables will have to be like this ; what a good thing I watched joiners at work in England ! I would rather have some of you boys to do my joiner work for me, then you couldn't laugh, and you girls to do my sewing and washing. I haven't an iron, so nothing ever gets ironed ! I marked one of my white cassocks the other day on the outside of the collar, so now any one can see what my name is, but no one can read here ; they most likely think it is an ornament, or a badge of honour at the back of my neck, or a charm against stiff neck ! My house 1 is mud with a straw roof; its door is so low I have almost to crawl in. There is a door-way, but no door. I and my teacher, William, and a small boy live in it. It is our Church too ; we have prayers there morning and evening, and on Sundays I celebrate Holy Communion there ; how different from St. Aiclan's! Yes, but it makes us remember that God is the same. The people here are mostly Mahommedans, and they will be very hard to win for God, so you must pray for them all the more earnestly. I have such a big Parish sixteen miles South, four days' journey West, and seventy miles if I like North. I daresay I could go more than seventy miles South and not find a white man. You see I have not gone to Unangu, and I am glad. I would rather have 1 See other side. 132 ARTHUR ERASER SIM all my own work to do, but this place is in frequent communi- cation with Unangu. 1 sent a letter to Mr. Williams the other day, and wonder if he will ever get it. The children are very nice here, and one or two old fellows with sores, which I have healed with iodoform and carbolic acid, are attached to me. I think I shall get them to come and live with me when I have built my house. I shall build a beautiful big house twenty feet {From sketches by A. !". SIM.) high in the middle, forty-five feet long, and sixteen feet wide with- out the verandah. The verandah will be the School at first. Inside it will be divided into three ; one end my bedroom, the middle my sitting- room, dining-room, etc., and the other end will be the Chapel. Then I hope I shall have a big school next year, and be able to build a School separate from the house. I have a lovely play- ground for the boys, and a splendid " preaching-tree." The village is just below it, and behind the tree 1 shall have my garden. LETTERS 133 There are thousands of people here. They seem to do nothing ; only the women work. And they all sing and dance in the even- ing, especially moonlight evenings ; and they blow off gunpowder in guns and out of guns. One of the men, who came to me with an awful arm, had it blown up with gunpowder his gun burst. I thought it would never heal, but it is quite better now in only three weeks. The explosions of gunpowder often wake me up at night ; I think the place is being attacked. I wonder where they get it all from. I don't think they drink very much here ; but they do a little, I know, and there are two " pombe'^ shops (native beer), like public-houses. The people are not poor, and would buy anything useful if some one would start a shop here. They have bought miles of calico from Mr. Nicholl, the magistrate. He is away now. Of course it is not my business, or I could sell the clothes off my back at a good profit if I liked. They love biscuits and tea and sugar and, strange to say, soap ! Even little toddlers will sometimes beg for soap. It is two rupees a box of yellow soap here. I don't know what it is in England. All our sugar and salt and flour come from England, and sometimes even since I have been here we have to do without all these. I'm so glad I don't like sugar in my tea, but I think it is an improvement in puddings. Butter is a rare luxury ; we get salt butter from Eng- land in tins. I used to hate salt butter, but I like it now ! Bread is not made with yeast, but with native beer. Flour is mixed with " poinbe'' 1 and water and put out in the hot sun, and it rises as if it were made with yeast, but it has a funny, bitter taste. How- ever we are glad when we can get it at all. We have no oven ; the cook makes it in a big cooking-pot like a bread jar ! This place is not like Zanzibar for flowers or trees. I fancy you would think it rather desolate. But there are more trees here than at Likoma. There are some cocoa-nut trees, and one mango tree, and plenty of bananas, but no apples or cherries or plums or strawberries. I intend to grow some pine-apples though. I shall enclose a few photos in this, some by myself, and one or two by Miss Palmer, at Likoma. I have taken a lot, but have no paper to print them on. I will enclose a tiny scorpion. I killed two on the table last night. Full-sized ones are two and a half inches long, and they sting with their tails worse than a hornet. I think they fall down from the roof of this shed where I am writing ; I hope one won't fall on my head some day. 134 ARTHUR FRASER SIM Monday ', October S//i. I have spent most of the morning getting jiggers out of my toes. They are like tiny little fleas, and lay their eggs in your feet, and it is very hard to get them out ; you must get all the eggs out or they will make such a sore place. They leave a hole behind them as big as a pea. I have wrapped my toes those where the jiggers were in carbolic acid, and 1 hope that will kill them if any are left behind. The natives call them " Matakenya" This morning I had a visit from some Arabs who are staying here. Selim bin Nassur is a great chief in his own country, and has come here with thousands of pounds' worth of ivory. And 1 suspect most of his people are slaves, but they daren't say so. His visit was a friendly visit, but I expect h'e came to see what goods the " Doinira ;! had brought. The people here are honest I think. I expect a visit to-day from the Sultan and a lot of men from Marambo's country, a month's journey from here. They want to go across the Lake. I wonder how many of them are slaves ! They must wait till Mr. Nicholl comes back. People who travel here are never in a hurry, and don't mind waiting ever so long. Sometimes a runaway slave comes up here, but generally they are afraid to say they are slaves. Their masters might put an end to them. Most of the people are slaves, or rather serfs, here. I asked an old man the other day how many slaves he had, and he answered without the slightest hesitation that he had forty. When the owner of slaves goes about and a slave meets him, the slave kneels down to let his master go past. This will only be put an end to slowly and gradually, and not completely till the people become Christians. I have also been cutting my hair this morning and my beard with Eva and Ida H 's scissors. And now, dear boys and girls, good-bye for the. present. 1 will try and write to you each separately. Do not forget to pray for us out here. By-the-by, there is no famine here. Plenty of locusts, but they are too late to do much harm. Ever your affectionate friend, A KTH UK F. SIM. LETTERS 135 Letter to E. L , dated Kota Kota, October gth, 1894. MY DEAR , You ask me to tell you of my spiritual combat rather than the details of my work. Well, it is a difficult life, and needs all the grace prayer can win. Prayer itself is difficult. Perseverance is a strain in this relaxing- climate. One never gets the spiritual bracing of a grand Service, or the sympathy of steadfast souls, except when the mail comes, and last mail has braced me won- derfully. But I think God is nearer to me, and somehow I feel nearer to those who have gone before, who have influenced my life and led me indirectly to this step. And now it is slow work learning a barbarous tongue, building houses, and bargaining for materials with people who only want to " squeeze :) you. But I am encouraged in my Swahili work. I can carry on the ordinary conversation now almost. I look out a word in the dictionary when I am puzzled. The people are surprised when I do so, and when one word reveals the meaning of a whole sentence, I think they regard it as magic. The other day, when talking with my building " contractor." one of the headmen, I asked if white ants were numerous here, and he said, "Yes, but the white man will overcome them." All the machinery of civilization is daiva to them. They have little or no ambition to reproduce it among themselves. The Arab alone has civilized the raw heathen as far as he is raised above his normal animal life, and the Arab's civilization means added lust, and cruelty, and deceit. . . These are the people with whom I have to deal here. " Who is sufficient for these things ? " The " lad with five barley loaves and two small fishes ;; comforts me. . . . How can the missionary take the same care of himself as other Europeans? Granted, if he could rise at nine and breakfast at ten, keep indoors during all the heat of the day, take a stroll in the cool of the evening, and feed on unlimited luxuries from Eng- land, then he would not so often have fever. When I have been the guest of such people I too have felt well. But .the missionary must be up at daybreak, and work whether he feels well or not, putting off bed till his temperature is 104 sometimes. Don't be afraid for me ; I am intent upon living and not dying. My hard tune has not come yet, and I am taking life easily, and still I get 136 ARTHUR ERASER SIM fever ; but so does everybody. Germs accumulate and break out at intervals. No one escapes it. There is not much at Blantyre because it is so bracing there ; but here there is nothing to brace you. And now farewell. I need your prayers, and I know you need mine so I don't forget. Yours, etc., A. F. Sl.M. Letter to Mrs. C , dated, Kota Kota, October n//i, 1894. MY DEAR I seldom spend a whole evening without writing at least a line to some one of my many dear friends in the dear old place. The steamer has gone, and I had only time to write a few (nine) letters by this mail. . . . There is work here for a large staff of mission workers. It is an enormous district, but of course I must cut my coat to my cloth, and begin with a native teacher and myself. I hope to do a great deal to influence people by visiting them in their houses, talking to them of the things of God, gathering families together round me, and so on. . . . How many changes will there be when I return ? How many old faces gone, and new ones in their place, say, in five years' time, if God spares me ! If I keep my health I do not wish to return before I have really done some work here. Three years (the three first) are not enough to settle people in our holy faith. Nor could I willingly leave unless there were some one to take my place ; but it is premature to talk about returning. . . . Each slave has to do a certain amount of work for his master, such as hoeing and sowing (perhaps for a month in the year building), or bringing trees or other material for building. In return for this the master provides his slave with a wife and such security of tenure as he has. In the hands of a good master the burden is not great, and the best masters are those who have most slaves, for then the work required is spread over the greater number. I hit in the hands of a la/.y or avaricious man, who has only a few >laves, I can imagine it is very galling. For instance, the other day in Mr. Nicholl's absence I was paying his men for work clone. LETTERS 137 and the master of one man (an utter rascal, who owes a debt of eighty rupees to the Administration for one of his shady trans- actions), when his slave was paid, seized all the twelve fathoms of calico without a word of remonstrance on the part of the poor man. However I let the big man know my mind, and told him that in England he would be put in prison for such a thing. One cannot, on the other hand, judge of all these cases, as the man may be his debtor, and may have pawned himself to this master until the debt was paid. The poor fellow's abject face was the thing I fear which stirred my indignation. It is very difficult in this intense heat to settle down to really hard work. I shall so enjoy going round preaching and talking to the people when I am able. It is far better than a sedentary life. I hope I shall be able to stand the sun as time goes on. I had a threatening of fever again, for the third time since I came here, the other day, but I took thirty-five grains of quinine and felt quite well next morning. I wish you could see some of my patients ; they have the most awful sores I can possibly imagine. Poor things, it is little I can do for them except to make them wash them in carbolic acid and water. If ever I return to England I should like, above all things, to go through a medical course. . . . April and May are the unhealthy months ; if I get through them I hope I shall be in a fair way towards acclimatisation. But there are other tortures prickly heat, that torture of tortures, the jigger, which gave me two festered toes for nearly a month, and flies and mosquitoes. Value a letter, please, according to the cloud of flies which surround one as one writes, and you will treasure it indeed ! I have many visitors, whom I turn to account by reading Swahili to them, and thus practising upon them. The completion of my building is my present horizon. Then all my woes come to an end. Yours, etc., A. F. SIM. Letter to C. H. B , dated, Kota Kota, October I4///, 1894. MY DEAR , How better can I employ an hour on this blessed Sunday morning, devotions being ended, than to sit down and write to and think of you, while you in turn are just preparing for morning Ser- 138 ARTHUR FRASER SIM vice somewhere? I am sitting under a grass shelter, and over that a vertical sun, for it is midday here. No, I have no fixed roof over my head yet, and if these wretched people delay much longer the rains will find me in a proper fix. ... A small mite sits at my side on the floor, watching me with wonder, and awfully pleased to run an errand now and then. Yes, I can get fond of them. I can hardly believe how rapidly and how entirely the prejudice against the black skin disappears, and the faces of these people are by no means hideous. Many have the sweetest expres- sions, and then one cannot help feeling the intensest pity for them. . . . The dear Bishop how proud I felt (and always feel to belong to the Durham diocese) to see the estimate of his work in the " Manchester Guardian " .' . . No one actually escapes the fever. If you are strong it does not bring other complications with it as a rule. A weak heart or liver or anything wrong with the spleen means death after one of these attacks of fever sooner or later. There was a good deal of fault to be found with the houses at Likoma, but that is being remedied now. . . . October iSth. Here is a small crowd of patients, mostly with horrible sores of long standing. One man wants a sheet of paper to make daii'ii (medicine), />., to write or get written texts from the Koran, and tie it round his neck ! How long I shall be able to go on I don't know, as my iodoform is rapidly diminishing, and my bandages were finished long ago. . . To work this district properly there ought to be two Priests, and some ladies for the girls and women. I believe that would be the Roman Catholic method. I always rather regret that we do not come across any of their Missions out here. A party of eleven six men (including a Bishop) and live sisters went up the other day, but I did not see them. Their station is somewhere on the high plateau between Nyasa and Tanganyika. I should like to have a personal acquaintance with their methods. They arc generally accused of buying slaves to start work upon. ]\'c get them for nothing, but our experience has been that freed slaves form the worst material. I am preparing for hard times in the rainy season, having con- cluded a bargain to-day for a ton of rice, which I intend to store against these rainy days. Some men brought in a rum beast to- day, after the coon sort, awfully shy and wild. I have kept it knowing Mr. XiHioll's fondness for curiosities of this sort. 1 hope LETTERS I3Q to effect some mission work by gathering clans together. People are very clannish here, and the town is divided up into clanships with an elder at the head of each. I want to make Jumbe dis- contented with his indolent, lustful life, and I mean to urge him to build a house out of the slums of the town, and make a garden. His predecessor had three hundred wives. Most of these by right descend to his successor, but for some reason they refused, and I suppose they will be scattered among the villages in time. Doubtless most of them are slaves. My gang of labourers, let me triumphantly remark, are free. Witness the amount of work they have done ! My attache (Wadimayu) calls them heathens, he being a self-righteous Moslem. Wadimayu has a good eye for the main chance ; but he has energy the only man among them who has. I employ him therefore, though I daresay he will "do" me. I simply must hurry on with the work, teacher or no teacher, or the rains will be upon me. Then it is impossible to build, and still more impossible to live without a building. . . . Much of most days is spent in entertaining strangers, e.g., an Arab mer- chant here ; the headman, Baruku by name, an old rascal, slaver, smuggler, etc. ; Msusa, an honest old ruffian, who does not beg, and is generally somewhat of a North country man ; Alwenge Kombo, a fat old clown, with little or no influence, but a first-class eye to No. i (I think he poses as court jester, with any amount of energy, but no brains to direct it properly) ; old Marengo, whose village is further South three miles from here ; then there is dear old Mwenge Waziri, old Jumbe's brother, who used to have great influence in the old man's time, but is quite deposed now. He spent a whole day with me lately, and I gave him lunch. I think the old fellow, for whom I have no little pity, is quite fond of me. Then there are other younger men, and Jumbe himself the Sultan, as he is styled not a great person, but rather sharp and clever. Perhaps in time the missionary may be able to help these people to sec that life was given them to make use of, and is worthy of nobler uses than they put it to. You see I have the cntrc into "the ''ighest sassicty" when I am ready to make use of it. I could now read to them, but it wants more than that. It wants a firm treatment of sin. October 24//t. Still alone the building progressing, rain threat- ening. Yours, etc., A. F. SIM. 140 ARTHUR FRASER SIM Letter to W. W , dated, Kota Kota, October 2oth, 1894. MY DEAR , I enjoyed your description of the choir trip more than I can say. It went far to set me on my feet again when I was very seedy and despondent. I wish I had you here to help me to build. Site lovely ; close enough to the town, yet raised above it 80 or 100 feet ; about twenty acres, with a fine clump of trees on it right in the middle ; bounded North and South by gullies filled with water in the rainy season : East slopes down to the village, North an imaginary line marked out by ant hills. My house and teacher's house I am now starting with. Mine walls, trees three feet into ground, with fork at top to carry wall-plate, eleven feet high, trees crossed by bamboos tied with bark ; in between filled with mud, and plastered outside and inside, making wall more than a foot thick. The wall-plate will consist of the straightest trees I can find, cutting short lengths, if necessary, and joining them with wooden pegs. This is to carry roof joists. Such wood it is, with grain like a wire rope. And there is no wood big enough to make a plank of. The adze and axe are the only tools to work this iron wood with. Roof beams I don't want uprights in the middle of the house if I can help it, so will these do ? They are crossed with O (/>< m a sketch by A. F. SIM.) bamboos, and have grass for slates. I have now made the draw- ings. I know you would demand cloisters and lavabo ; the latter is impossible for want of water, but the former is not impossible as School and place of merchandise, etc. There are no shops here ; people bring things to sell. If ever I do build a Church I shall think seriously of a grass cloister for heathen Services and hearers' LETTERS classes. Hearers are those whose earnestness is being tested, while for a year they arc being taught the elements of Christianity. 142 ARTHUR FRASER SIM The store-room will come under South end of verandah probably, and I shall change the Chapel to North end. Of course there is no glass for windows, only something to keep the wind out. The A. F.Sir.t.) doors will be patent I expect ! I hope to get hinges from Likoina. Rain does not and must not touch the walls owing to the verandah. Well, there is still plenty to say about the building and tools and materials. 1 have over 100 people working at my site now - LETTERS 143 ii men, 36 women, 47 boys, and 21 girls 105 all told, ages varying from 5 to 60 ! They do as much as half a dozen English boys would do in the same time. The men have hoes and hoe up the ground, and the women and children carry the soil on their heads in baskets to the site of my house to make a false foundation. This they will eventually trample down and beat with rammers until it is as hard as a brick and smoother. Into that I stick my uprights 3 feet deep. Hoes are the only implements in use yet. I may introduce a pick and a spade next week, and even a crowbar. If I had gunpowder, I think it would expedite matters in the way of blowirrg up an ant-hill or two, or at least loosening the ground, which is as hard as bricks now. As to my joiner work, I spent $ on tools before I left London, and thankful I am to have them. I wish I had a grindstone. My square is in a box which has not arrived yet. I should like a blacksmith's rig out. There are blacksmiths here, but they only make knives, and spears, and arrowheads, and native axes. I don't yet know where they get their metal from. I am preparing furniture for my new house tables, and chairs, and wash-hand-stand. While I write I can hear a hyena howling about a hundred yards off, and some- times I can hear the hippopotamus in the Lake, nearly a mile away. . . . October 2.2nd. The building operations are going on, and they have nearly finished the ground plan of my house ; then they will begin watering it and beating it down, dig the holes for the trees, and make the walls. I have a bad time with jiggers ; two toes are festered, and I can hardly walk. The site is nearly a mile from here, and the road is rough. I am puzzled how to make a chair. You will say make a Glastonbury one, but how am I to work the wood ? Here's a tip for getting up in the morning : Get a laying hen to make her nest under your bed, and if she is a robust person with strong maternal instincts and a broken voice, I am sure you won't sleep much after that hen wakes ! I have tries! it. At day- break (6 a.m.) she began, so I heaved a tin match-box and hit her on the head, but she came back ; a slipper almost dislocated her wing, but still she returned ; a boot, which nearly went through the mud wall, everything at hand went, even a tobacco pouch, but she got the best of it, and eventually I got up. Try it ; it is worthy of the Patent Office. Besides she provided me with part of my break- fast two mornings running. The same hen haunts me during the 144 ARTHUR FRASER SIM day, but I keep a collection of clods handy, and when she comes round she gets one. I know her among a hundred. She filled me first with pity, then admiration, now I marvel at her ! October 2&//i. Mr. Nicholland my teacher came back on Thurs- day, and very glad I was to see them. The latest news of the slaving case is that thirteen slaves were released ; no more would say they were slaves ; no doubt many more were, but that is their business. All three dhows were confiscated. We expected some unpleasantness or a row here when the news came, but somehow these people are peaceful enough. If they had been Yaos I have no doubt there would have been a row. Fortunately Kalanji's dhow was not in it. If it had been confiscated, possibly Dr. Hine and J. Williams in Unangu (of which place Kalanji is chief) might have had a bad time of it. By the same token Kalanji's dhow brought over a cargo of gun- powder the other day, all German made. A good deal of this Mr. Nicholl has taken to keep in bond lest they should sell it in the interior, contrary to the Brussels Treaty. Staying as I am up here with the magistrate, I get a good insight into all these affairs, and a fair idea of the people's character who are concerned in them good old rascals most of them, though they don't mean it, and know no better. . . The trees are coming in for the houses. What an awfully crooked eye these people have ! I make them use a line, and still they go zigzag to the end. They have dug the holes for the trees all crooked ! They dig the holes with a bit of stick, water- ing the mud and soil to soften it, and then with a pointed stick digging it out, and emptying the hole with their hands. They get a fathom of calico for a week's work worth here about a shilling. I used to think this was "sweating," but working as they do I am changing my opinion. I scarcely think it is worth more. For two fathoms we can get .forty pounds of rice, so that it is wealth to them. There is a tremendous demand for sugar and salt here. They have none, though they can grow rij.'lendid sugar-cane. They use it for their drink, "sherbet" not the fizzy sniff you get in England, but a still, syrupy stuff, which 1 have ^een but not tasted. They also grow tons of ground nuts, of which beautiful oil can be made, and with which olive oil is adulterated in Europe. They also grow sesame seed, which makes splendid oil. Castor oil and cotton grow too, but they LETTERS 145 make nothing of the latter. I should like to have the means of developing these industries here. They would pay to export, but there is plenty of ivory in the country, and many of the natives want these things. . . . The sun is scalding here ; it does not brown me, but raises blisters on such parts as are exposed to it, I am a mass of bites too from various insects. . . . With all best wishes. Yours, etc., A. F. SIM. Kota Kota, October 24///, 1894. MY DEAR M , I have found immense pleasure in re-reading those letters that came by last mail and the papers. I think I know more politics than I ever did in England. . . Stick to St. Aidan's, old chap, till I come back, and I will be your Curate if you will give me the price of grub and a new cas- sock once a year ! Life after all only begins at thirty. Stick on, and perhaps I shall be back again some clay, and we'll have good old times again. I am determined to carry on the school work here in Swahili. Mr. W. P. Johnson for some reason has a great prejudice against Swahili. It is exceedingly hot here now about 100" in the shade, \vith often a hot wind blowing. Our drinking water, which we cool by evaporation, won't go below 71'', and that feels icy to our heated palates. . . . I am single-handed, and I hope people will remember that. I think I have been an almost exemplary correspondent. What do you think ? . . . One of my patients died last week. Ulcers and sores are many and dreadful, and my daisa is giving out. I asked one old man how he got his finger twisted out of its proper place, so that it sticks out of the back of his hand. He said, ''(iod sent it.'' Another a woman I asked how her sores came, and she said she had been very wicked. On my way to the site from here I have to pass a point where three roads meet. There is always a collection of broken cooking pots there. They are filled with something trifling for somebody who is sick ; it is daw a. Many, indeed most of the people wear charms, which generally take I-J ARTHUR FRASER SIM the form of some nonsense written on paper, and folded up and sewn in cloth, anil tied round the neck, head, arm, or affected part. I was surprised at the number of people who came to ask for writing paper, and only discovered the other day that they wanted it for daw a. One boy writes some bosh in Arabic on bits of paper like this and sells it for a fowl. That young man will make his mark some day ! . . . The Archdeacon is to go home early in December. . . . Yours, etc., A. F. SIM. Kota Kota, November 2nd, 1894. MY DEAR M , This is the first day of the thirty-fourth year of my life. What an awful thought ! How long to have lived and clone so little ! . . . Now I am writing placidly surrounded by Jumbe and his courtiers, with an old coast man ostentatiously telling his beads on the other side of the table no doubt wondering what he can make out of us. Jumbe is sitting on a chair and the rest on the ground, sixteen all told. It is a breach of etiquette for any to sit on chairs in Jumbe's presence. This does not apply to Europeans of course. Those who are accustomed to Arabic writing are always astonished at the rapidity with which we write. They talk of the "pen flying" ! These people come up here, Mr. Nicholl's place, out of courtesy, and sit for hours sometimes. We simply go on with whatever we arc doing. They arc terribly patient. I trust they will not favour me in quite the same way when I am in my own place. . . . Well, the walls of my house are up, but not muddcd yet, and we are rather short of trees, which come in slowly. Next week I hope to have the roof joists on, and some of the mudding done. If ail goes well a fortnight should see it finished. . A sad affair has happened here in the death of Dr. Mackay, of ihe gunboat "Pioneer" He was killed by a lion horribly mangled and buried at Likoma. No doubt the November number of the " Nyttsa /\Vr,'.f " will give an account of it. A'07'cmber n///, i^th Sundny after Trinity. Mr. Nicholl, magis- trate of the South of the Lake, has gone to Likoma to settle some feuds among the heathen there. I do not expect him back till LETTERS 147 about the 2oth. William has had a bad attack of fever ; so the native is not free from it you see. And at this moment I have a temperature of 102, but I trust to a strong dose of quinine to ward off anything higher. The framework of both houses is just finished. I hope to begin mudding to-morrow, and to finish it by the end of the week. Mr. Nicholl too is busy with his house, which will, as it should, be grander than mine. Mine would be half the size but for the Chapel. . . . I cannot write under this restraint. The men from the " Doinira " are here, and are going to stay to dinner with me, and my head is buzzing with quinine. I feel I shall make a poor host, I hope it does not sound very fearful all that I say about fever. It is the natural order of things, and nobody thinks anything about it out here. Water is very scarce. The lake water is not drinkable here owing to its shallowness and the large town that washes in it. Our drinking-water comes slowly filtering up in deep holes dug by the people. It is the colour of milk, but is said to be very good. . . . And now the Bazaar is over and the Harvest Festival, and I suppose you are preparing for the Confirmation. I am glad to hear about the schools. Remember me most kindly to Mr. L- and indeed to all the day school teachers. And now farewell. Re- member me to all my old friends. This is only a line to say I am well and flourishing. Yours, etc., A. F. SIM. Kota Kota, November \()t/i, 1894. MY DEAR M , When this boat comes I expect it to bring a cook, William's wife and two children, and possibly Mr. Corbett as well as Mr. Nicholl on his return. The rains are beginning ; for two nights we have had rain, and it threatens again. The first night we were all unprepared, and I got a ducking in my bed, so you can imagine how anxious I am to have a solid roof over my head. We have been much delayed by want of trees, etc. Mr. Nicholl has been very ood to us, and given us everything we wanted ; but that is unsatisfactory, and I don't like taking from him. It is the way of these people, they know nothing of punctuality, or the sacredness of contracts ! There are some at home something like them, are 148 ARTHUR FRASER S/J/ there not ? There are some rather disquieting rumours in this place just now. Jumbo seems to have been seized by a frenzy; he lias already killed five innocent men who had been friends of his predecessor's ; and this morning he tried to take his brother's life with a revolver, which Mr. Nicholl had given him. Mr. Nicholl is away at Likoma still, though I expect him back by this boat, I think to-morrow at the latest. There are many problems and complications to be worked out here, by reason of the change of circumstances through the coming of the English power. Jumbe is a young man, and is surrounded by a lot of young men, like Rchoboam of old. These youngsters ape the Swahili, or Arabised coast-man, in a life of indolence and lust. In old days the slave- trade was their source of wealth, and fighting their only occupation. Now they have neither wealth nor occupation. The present Jumbe is not at all satisfactory to my mind. He has treated the old men of his father's court with scant ceremony. He scems.little inclined to follow Mr. Nicholl's advice, though he owes all to him. I hope Mr. Nicholl will try him and depose him, and I think rule in the interregnum himself with a few more soldiers. Uaruku is the richest and most powerful chief in this town, more so than the Jumbe I believe. Two or three days ago he went off with all his goods and people to another place belonging to him, Una, as if in disgust, and in the middle of the night. As he had to pass my site, some of my people saw him, and thought it was war, and made ready for flight. To-day I hear he is back again with a lot of Angoni, his friends. Now the Angoni are the scourge of this part of the country, a warlike tribe of Zulu origin. Noi'cinhcr '2yd. Here is the steamer. Yesterday the Angoni chief came to see me such a wholesome contrast to the Swahili a big man, with a head-dress like a top hat, five inches high, all of his own hair. He has promised to come up and give a war-dance outside here. Poor Mr. Nicholl, lie will have a bad time of it when he faces Jumbe' s sins, as I hope he will do firmly. The future will be beset by difficulties if he doesn't do something to teach Jumbe lha. he cannot do just as he likes. He has besides seized an Arab here, and refuses to let him go except for a ransom of ten women ! When he treats a powerful man, as this Aral) is, like this, he is guilty of a grave error of policy, because these men bring the ivory to the place, and arc its principal merchants. I am very lit indeed just now except for prickly heat. It is very LETTERS I _J() hot ; there is ;i strong wind blowing, though I think it only makes it hotter. . . . Yours, etc., A. F. SIM. Kota Kota, November 6f/i, 1894. MY DEAR BOYS AND GlRLS, I don't know how I am ever to answer your letters one by one ; but because I write to you all in one letter, you must not give up writing to me separately. I can't tell you how much I long WORKPEOPLE AT KOTA-KOTA. (From a photograph by A. F. SIM.) lor letters out here ; and it is so nice to sit night after niyht with a budget of home letters, to read and re-read them till I almost know them by heart, and think of what you are doing. You know that the sun comes to us here two or two and a half hours before it comes to you, so when you arc going to bed I am snoring in my bed, and when you get up I have liimhed breakfast and am busy with the work of the day. \YelI, my house is not finished yet ; I hope in a fortnight it will be. I am longiny for it to be I5O ARTHUR FRASER SIM finished, for I can't do any missionary work here, nor much other work, there are so many interruptions. People come every day in threat numbers to see the magistrate ; they sit and talk, or do nothing but stare and watch us ; it is not easy to do anything then. I go every day to where I am building and give directions, and sometimes, nay often, I have to lend a hand. I should have to be there all the time if I had not a capital "foreman " in my teacher William Kanyopolea. He is there all the day. My work-people would do nothing if some one did not watch them, and even then they rest more than they work. But they only get a shilling a week for what they do : I don't think it is worth more ! I had a " strike " the other day for more pay ; but I was glad to get rid of all my women and children, for I had nothing more for them to do. So now I have about twenty men left. The mud floors are finished, and all the trees in the walls are up, and now we are to make the roof. Then comes the putting the mud on the walls, and the grass on the roof, and then my house will be finished. Such a beau- tiful mud house, with walls II feet high but I have told you all about that, haven't I ? The place I have chosen is such a lovely spot. I like it more and more every day I see it, and Mr. Nicholl is quite envious of it. My poor little monkey has left me. The captain of the German steamer took a fancy to him, and begged for him ; and as he has two others I thought it would be happier with its friends. He was the funniest little mortal. He had no other monkeys to teach him how to do things. I used to feed him with a spoon when he first came. When he got bigger I gave him a cup full of milk ; his only idea of drinking it was to stick his head right down to the bottom of the cup, and then he would come up again half drowned. Mr. Nicholl and I used to laugh at him till we cried ! One day the men brought in such a funny beast. Mr. Nicholl said it was a lemur. It was bigger than a cat, with a long tail and grey woolly fur, large round eyes, and hands shaped like a man's all four. It was so wild and savage. At last he escaped from his cage, and I was rather glad. Are you fond of rats? Come out here if you are. They are so cheeky they don't mind you a bit, but will come and sit and stare at you. I caught one in my hand last night, or rather it ran into my hand. Tins is November 8th, and 1 am alone once again, only I have William with me this time. He takes all the building work off my hands, so that I haven't to be out in that scalding sun all day long. LETTERS 15! Mr. Nicholl lias gone to Likoma to try some people who have been shooting at each other, and stealing cattle. They are not Chris- tians, but heathen. We have to be our own doctors and dentists here. The other day Mr. Nicholl would not let me pull out one of his teeth, but pulled it out himself ! If ever I have to do that I shall do it with a piece of string and a red-hot poker. You know how, don't you ? All the best dentists do it that way I am told ! And now good-bye. Here is the steamer, and I have no time to write any more. Ever your affectionate Friend, ARTHUR F. SIM. Letter to Mrs. P , dated Kota Kota, November \2th, 1894. MY DEAR , . . . Likoma is four miles from the eastern shore, about five miles long by two and a half broad and of irregular shape. Its prin- cipal products are mahogo (tapioca), stones, large and small, one palm-tree (borassus), and many baobab trees, which always testify to a poor soil. The population, about one thousand in scattered villages along its shores, live on fish and mahogo. The Mission station is built in proximity to the only harbour, a capital one, and faces the eastern mainland. Two small islands block in the harbour, which is consequently almost land-locked, and the view from the Mission station, which is on high ground, is very pretty. . . . November ijf/i. To-day the boys and William are having their first lesson in football, and by the shouts and excitement I should imagine they appreciate it. I hear them shouting " goal ;) and " touch," so I fancy they are also making progress. May they make similar progress in other things ! . . What changes there are in West Hartlepool ! It makes me sad to think of them all. . . . Yours, etc., A. F. Si.M. 152 ARTHUR FRASER SIM Letter to A. E. A I , Kota Kota, November 12//1, 1894. Mv DKAR DOCTOR, It has been long in my mind to write you a line, and now I am more or less settled it is time I did so. You will be interested to know something of my movements, and what I can tell you of the natives and my prospects, their diseases and my diseases, etc., etc. I have been a good correspondent on the whole I think ; but most of my letters have gone to West rather than to Old Hartlepool, and once, not long ago, I made so bold as to write a letter to the "J/