GIFT OF TALES, BALLADS, &c TALES AND BALLADS. BY CAROLINE OILMAN. NEW-YORK: SAMUEL COLMAN. 1839. Entered according to an Act of Congress, in the year 1838, by T. H. CARTER, In the Clerk s Office of the District Court of Massachusetts. Marden & Kimball, Printers, No. 3 School Street. CONTENTS. The Missionaries. A Tale. 9 Rosalie. A Ballad. 27 An Incident. 43 The Young Conspirators. A Tale. 45 Rosalba s Lament. 69 Mr. Niblo, the Bashful Lecturer. .... 73 Isadore. A Dramatic Sketch. 90 A Sketch. 95 The Lost Mail. A Tale of the Forest. ... 96 The Monarch at Prayer. 117 The Mummy s Flower. 119 The Wife. 120 The Gamester. 146 The Disfigured Miniature. 150 The Student of Valencia. A Tale. - - 151 Francisco De Ribalta, the Spanish Artist. A Ballad. 162 Mr. Inklin, or the Man of Leisure. - - - 166 The Backwoodsman. - 180 He for God only She for God in him." - - 483 The Fortieth Wedding-Day. 185 My Garden. 186 My Knitting- Work. 189 4H46S 10 VH?. MISSIONARIES. of woods enclosed the planted fields, forming a green curve in the distance, stopping where the river, beau tifully clear, came in with its graceful flow at the foot of the oak, one huge branch of which looked at its own glossy leaves and gray drapery mirrored in the waters ; a warmly tinted sky broke in bright flickerings through the leaves, and tinged the stream ; while the birds of day flitted to their nests with fare well strains. The only other sounds that interrupted the stillness, were the plash of an oar and the distant horn or chorus of the negroes. " Look up, Isabel," said the speaking girl, " from that book to this glorious sunset. It is worth a thous and volumes !" Isabel shook her head gravely, her downcast eyes bent to the turf at her feet. At length she sighed and said, " Cousin Ellen, a solemn duty is pending over me which makes me blind and deaf even to these great natural manifestations of deity. I begin to feel with a thrilling consciousness, that I have no right to linger over these scenes of my early joys. This book describes the wants of the heathen, the poor heathen, who when they look at nature acknowledge no crea ting hand, and if they possess a friend dear to me as you are, Ellen, know nothing of that world where THE MISSIONARIES. 11 such friendship shall be made brighter and unbroken through eternal years." A soft and solemn depth was in the tones of the speaker, and her full dark lids were wet with tears. " And can you be willing to think for a moment," said Ellen, " of leaving your well-defined fireside duties, your father, your mother and little Rosalie, for an uncertain sphere among the heathen ? " " There is nothing uncertain in the missionary s path," exclaimed the enthusiast, as she rose and clasped her hands with an onward gesture. " Every step he takes is heavenward, every sorrow he en dures adds a gem to his immortal crown. Yes, dear garden, where my childhood s foot has trod, skies that have so long looked down upon me, birds which have sung me songs from year to year, father, mother, sister, farewell ! A prophetic hope of good is upon me. I must go." " With which of these handsome students are you about to partake the crown of martyrdom ? " said Ellen, archly, yet trying to suppress the smile on her lips. " With Henry Clayborne, as his wedded wife," said Isabel with dignity, scarcely a blush tinging the delicate hue of her cheek. Ellen turned deadly pale a rush as of sudden 12 THE MISSIONARIES. winds sounded through her brain ; but recovering instantly, she stooped to caress a tame fawn which was browsing at her side. We will not penetrate the secrets of that young heart; like many others it must bend or break in loneliness, but too happy if it can suffer unseen. Isabel, absorbed in the contemplation of her own lofty purposes, did not observe the agita tion of her cousin. These almost masculine purposes belonged to a young and seemingly fragile being; but it is wonderful how feminine enthusiasm bears up the frail and delicate, where seemingly stronger spirits fail. One who noted Isabel s slight figure, arid looked into the soft depths of her eyes, and heard her gentle voice, would never have dreamed that she could voluntarily leave the feathered nest of her childhood for the dangers of the ocean and the hard ships of an Indian exile ; but such have not studied the promptings of human will, coupled with strong religious enthusiasm. That evening Henry Clayborne came to hear his final sentence : he felt what it would be, for Isabel s touching welcome told more than words. It was not the downcast blush of common acceptance, but the frank determined glow of a holy resolution. " This kindness augurs well for me," he said, fondly, as he held her confiding hand, " but I have THE MISSIONARIES. 13 come resolved not to take advantage of it. Better, dearest, is it for me to brave this wild path alone. I leave no mother who nursed my childhood to weep over my absence, no father to sigh for attentions he just begins to realize, no little sister whose opening mind I ought to mould. Besides, I am a man, and can tread through dangers where your softer spirit would droop. I could not bear, love, to see this white brow " and he pressed his lips to it with subdued homage "burning beneath those sultry skies; I could not bear that these tender feet should fail in the wilderness, nor that your intellectual powers and affectionate heart should languish for sympathy. Be my bride, and with that claim upon you I shall de part braced for danger but I must go alone. My dreams were terrific last night ; and when I awoke, the glow of the missionary was lost in the tremor of the lover. You must remain, my Isabel." " You have been tempted, Henry," said the brave girl, caressing the hand she held. " God has with drawn his countenance from you, or you would not talk thus. My parents will shortly feel a holy pride in their bold missionary girl, as friend after friend gathers round to hear of her welfare with religious sympathy. Besides, Henry, who should think of such ties when God calls ? We must tread the waves 14 THE MISSION ARIES. at the voice of Jesus. His voice is near, I hear it now. Help, Father, help, or we perish," she ex claimed, and her face glowed like an angel s as she sank on her knees with clasped hands and prayerful eyes. " Shall we sink while he is by ? Look on thy servants in this hour of need ; the storm of temptation is near, the billows rage, put forth thy hand and save." Henry knelt beside her; he caught the soaring enthusiasm of his promised bride his voice was not heard, but his lips moved. In those moments of stillness, a sublime self-dedication had been made. They both rose. " We go together," he whispered, and folded her to his heart. A MOTHER S TRIALS. There were busy preparations for the bridal and voyage. Religion, love, friendship, were active ; and even strangers, as they heard the story of the self- immolation of the young and beautiful girl, sent in their testimonials of interest. When friends entered and bestowed their parting kiss on her sister, Rosalie s pretty eyes filled with tears ; but the gifts, the bustle, and novelty of prepa ration soon dried them up again. A doubting cast of care was on the father s brow, but he bade God speed and bless his child. Ellen went mechanically through THE MISSIONARIES. 15 her duties. If she was sadder and paler than her wont, was it not for Isabel, her dear friend and cousin ? And how fared it with the mother of the young exile ? She busied herself, for she dared not be idle. She checked the struggling sigh, and wiped off the gather ing tear, and her short ejaculatory prayer for patience and submission went up when none could hear. Time sped, (how soon he flies with moments counted by parting friends !) and the bridal was to take place on the morrow, the departure the succeeding day. One by one the family retired the mother last, for a troubled and restless emotion made her wakeful. As she sat alone, the ticking of the timepiece seemed almost shrill to her excited ear. She recalled the childish joy of Isabel, when, raised to that old clock, she clapped her hands at the revolving moon, whose round face looked upon her ; there was the little chair, now Rosalie s, in which Isabel had sought ambi tiously, but in vain, to rest her dimpled feet on the floor. That room could almost tell her history. There w r as the framed and faded sampler, mocked by the changing fashions of the day ; the more elaborate and tasteful decorations of the pencil ; the piano which had soothed and brightened her varying hours. Was it possible that those dear hands should touch its chords no more for years, perhaps forever ? There 16 THE MISSIONARIES. was the work-box, the quiet but precious instrument over which a woman s heart pours out its home emo tions in most unconscious freedom. She opened it with a trembling hand. How tasteful, how judicious ! Character was visible in all its combinations ; it spoke of economy, just arrangement and fancy, while little touches of the affections peeped forth from its many compartments. As she gazed on these things, tears gushed forth, and she heard not Isabel s light foot step until her arms were thrown around her. " I would that you had not witnessed these emo tions," said her mother almost coldly. " You have chosen your path, and leave me to go down coldly to mine. Strangers are to occupy the heart which I have trained for eighteen years. But go. Console yourself as you will, midnight and tears are my por tion." Isabel clung to her mother beseechingly, the lofty look of heroism almost driven from her brow. " Moth er, your parents doted on you," she said falter- ingly, " as you on me yet you left their arms for an earthly love. How much greater is the duty that calls me from you to give salvation to the lost, life to the dying ! Oh mother," she continued, grasping her hand with kindling eye and solemn gesture, " should I die in this enterprise, go boldly to the court THE MISSIONARIES. 17 of Heaven and ask for your child. How proud will be your joy to see the weak and humble girl you nurtured in your bosom surrounded by the white- robed souls she has rescued through Christ s mercy, perchance leading their hymns in Heaven as she has done on earth ! Oh, mother, will they not greet you with a new song of joy? Welcome thou whose child has opened unto us the book of life ! Her mother was awed, silenced. She took the dear enthusiast to her arms, stroked the falling hair from her glistening eyes, and pressing that soft cheek to her bosom said, " I will resign thee, beloved God s will be done." THE PARTING. The bridal was over, the few guests had gone, and silence settled on that little group so soon to be sev ered by rolling seas. Isabel touched a few chords on her piano. At first her hand trembled, and Rosalie r who stood by looking wistfully, wiped her sister s cheek with her little handkerchief. Gradually her fingers became firm as her thoughts possessed them selves of her great mission, and her voice full and deep as in her freest moments, while she sang to the tune of the " Bride s Farewell," the touching verses of a southern poetess. 18 THE MISSIONARIES. BY MISS MARY PALMER. Farewell, mother ! Jesus calls me Far away from home and thee ; Earthly love no more enthrals me, When a bleeding cross I see. Farewell, mother do not pain me By thine agonizing woe, Those fond arms cannot detain me Dearest mother, I must go. Farewell, father ! 0, how tender Are the cords that bind me here ; Jesus ! help me to surrender All I love, without a tear. No my Saviour ! wert thou tearless, Leaning o er the buried dead? At this hour, so sad and cheerless, Shall not burning tears be shed ? Farewell, sister ! do not press me To thy young and throbbing heart ; Oh ! no longer now distress me Sister sister, we must part. Farewell, pale and silent brother How I grieve to pain thee so ! Father mother sister brother Jesus calls 0, let ^e go ! Every heart was throbbing, every eye gushing with tears except that of the rapt singer, who sat with up ward look like a bird preparing to wing its homeward way to warmer skies. Rosalie had been cradled in her sister s arms for THE MISSIONARIES. 19 three years ; that night was her first banishment, and the child had sobbed herself to sleep in the little crib assigned to her by her mother s bedside. Isabel sought the slumberer alone, for the first time almost overpowered by regrets stronger than religious duty. She locked the door, and trode lightly to the bedside. The little sleeper s face had resumed its tranquillity, but there was a deeper flush than usual on her rounded cheek ; and as Isabel put softly aside the en tangled hair on the pillow, she found it wet with tears. Long and earnest and loving was the gaze of the missionary s bride ; and as she looked, the chest of the child stirred with a prolonged and trembling sob, like the heaving of a billow when the gale has died away. Isabel disengaged one of those moist curls, severed it from its luxuriant companions, and placed it in her bosom, pressing her hand a moment on her own throbbing heart. The struggle passed away and kneeling by the bedside, she whispered a prayer. " God and Father of innocence ! " she said, " as I love the soul of this little child, so may I love the souls of the young benighted ones who are in the darkness of heathenism. Let me crush every love which would draw me away from my high calling." She rose from her knees tearless in the might of holy resolution ; and bending over the little girl, 20 THE MISSIONARIES. kissed her hands and forehead ; then looking upward, said again, " God bless thee, young angel, and teach me to save kindred souls." A low knock at the door and a tender voice aroused her, and with a light tread she left the room. THE VOYAGE. The young bride at sea ! Who has not seen her gush of parting sorrow dried slowly away, as one for whom she has left all stands near to comfort her ! And she is comforted. The long, long day, listless to others, is full of thought to her, for HE watches her steps, her smile, her sigh his future and hers are one. She loves to see the sun-lit waves, the evening stars, with him ; and the storm loses its dreadfulness, for she is clasped in his arms amid its tumult. Young, confiding bride, be it ever thus even on the ocean of life ! May thy trim ship tread well the waters, the sky of heaven be bright above thee, the winds waft thee kindly on, and he who holds the helm be true ! It was sweet to hear the hymns that rose from time to time from the young missionaries in the holy joy of their sotils. Isabel s voice kindled in rapt delight, until the roughest sailor paused and caught the reli gious glow. There was little to try the fortitude of the missions- THE MISSIONARIES. 21 ries in the voyage, which was marked by the common incidents of sea-life, until they entered the bay of Bengal. The day previous had been oppressive ; there was a stagnation in the air, as if its circulation had been suddenly suspended; and on the following morning the experienced commander reefed his sails, though the winds as yet but threatened in light gusts. A yellow haze loomed athwart the sun, which was strangely reflected in the gurgling waters ; this aspect continued through the morning. Henry and Isabel observed a change in the countenances of the seamen, which at first they could scarcely think was authorized by the appearance of the heavens, for though unusual, there was nothing terrific in the brazen hue of the clouds ; but as they continued to gaze, there was a mystery in the stillness as if the foot of the Eternal might be treading on his wonderful watery creation. After a few hours a steady gale commenced gigan tic clouds rolled like troubled spirits through the air. and as they strode low like seeming monsters above and around, Isabel shrank nearer to her husband. At twilight the hurricane began and the chafed ship, like a living thing, now sank as in despair, now leapt over the swelling billows. The missionaries summoned the strength of their souls, and awaked in silence God s will. It was a 22 THE MISSIONARIES. night of fearful anxiety ; no one slept but Isabel, who, leaning on her husband, dreamed sweetly of her oaken seat beside the river, startled only when the en plain s voice spoke in the deep tones of the trumpet and over-topped the gale. Suddenly a heavy sea struck the ship astern, and the waters rushed into the cabin. The shock was tremendous. Henry bore his dripping charge in his arms to the captain s cabin. She was quite insensible, her loosened hair fell about her in wet masses, her lips were blue and her whole frame rigid. Henry chafed her cold hands, wrung the damp from her hair, and gave her restoratives. She opened her eyes at length, spoke his name, and laid her head on his shoulder like a glad child. " We will die together," whispered she, " and though we are not God s favored instruments, he will carry on his good work by other hands." And now the uproar on deck became dreadfully terrific ; huge billows burst over the bows of the ship, writhing and spouting and glittering with phosphoric light, while the lightning darted and flashed over the ocean. The captain lost his assumed calmness, and - his wild oaths sounded arnid the storm like the shouts of a demon. Isabel shuddered at the impiety which could thus brave Heaven, when seemingly so near its THE MISSIONARIES. 23 final judgment. At this period the vessel was inert and powerless, drifting like a disabled swan on the waters. Isabel sat, her hands clasped in Henry s, her eyes up-turned and her lips moving as in prayer. At length the welcome sound of relief was heard, the vessel righted and the waves rushed like released prisoners from the deck. The morning rose in beauty, and soon the lines of green, so dear to the landsman s eye, opened on the view. " Is your heart still strong, beloved ? " said Henry, as he pointed to the distant shore. " Are there no yearnings for friends and home ? " Isabel smiled and pressed the hand of her husband. " The Lord has not preserved me from a watery grave, that I should bear a faltering heart. I feel strong in his arm, let him lead me where he willeth, so I can aid his cause." THE NEW HOME. Isabel s emotions, as she neared the shore of Hin- dostan, were almost dreamlike, and she asked herself, as objects of strange novelty met her eye, " What am I, who have ventured thus ? an atom amid the ocean ; but the Lord careth even for the sparrow." 24 THE MISSIONARIES. The new perfume from the flowers was among the first things that told her of her distance from home. " I have to remember," she said to Henry, " that the same God scented these rich blossoms, who gave the odour to my garden rose ; let me not forget that he too is the God of heathen, as well as of Christian souls." They were touched with the picturesque beauty of the scene as they sailed up one of the mouths of the Ganges. Hindoo cottages in the form of hay-stacks, without chimnies or windows, clustered beneath luxu riant trees, contrasted in their rudeness by the more elaborate pagodas. Wide fields of rice and grass of exquisite verdure were spread around, while herds of cattle fed on the banks of the river. But a glance at the inhabitants concentrated the thoughts of the mis sionaries, and fixed them on the worth of human souls. They were willing, in the devotion of their feelings, to enter one of those hovels and begin the work of salvation. But new objects arrested their attention as they journeyed to the seat of the mission. A bridegroom, about ten years of age, was carried in a palankeen crowned with flowers, followed by a pro cession with musical instruments. Tears started to Isabel s eyes as they followed this idle pageant, at the THE MISSIONARIES. 2t) thought of the rational and simple rites of her own betrothal. The next object that called prayer deep from the souls of the strangers, was the worship of Juggernaut, the miserably-painted wooden idol, before which immense multitudes assembled with overwhelming shouts. Henry and Isabel cast down their eyes at the sacrilege, and remembered the simple church at home, where spiritual prayers were the choicest gift to Heaven. Their curiosity was attracted by a rude kind of basket, suspended from a tree. On looking within they discovered the partially devoured remains of a little child. Isabel shuddered, and thought of the happy home of her childhood and Rosalie pillowed on her mother s bosom. But the most horrible scene to Isabel in this memo rable journey, and one which Henry would willingly have spared her, was the sacrifice of a woman to the manes of her husband. In vain the missionaries tried to move away from that harrowing scene ; there was a spell, a fascination, even in its terrors, that chained them to the spot ; and Isabel, sick at heart, with start ing eyes and panting chest, looked on. " A grave was dug near the river, large and deep; and after a few initiatory rites, as unintelligible as they were fan- 3 26 THE MISSIONARIES. tastical, the widow took a formal leave of her friends and descended into the chamber of death. It may be that she was stupefied with opium, for there was a mechanical insensibility about her that seemed scarcely human. As soon as she reached the bottom of the pit, to which she descended by a rude ladder, she was left alone with the body of her husband, in a revolting state of decay, which she embraced and clasped to her bosorn, and then gave the signal for the last act of this shocking scene to commence. The earth was deliberately thrown upon her, while two persons descended into the grave and trampled it tightly round the self-devoted sacrifant. During this tardy and terrible process, the doomed woman sat an unconcerned spectator, occasionally caressing the corpse, and looked with an expression of almost sublime triumph as the earth embraced her body. The hands of her own children aided in this terrible rite, heaping around her the cold dust to which she was so soon to be resolved. At length all but her head was covered, when the pit was hurriedly covered in, and her nearest relatives danced over the inhumed body with frantic gestures, either of ecstacy or of madness." Before the termination of this scene, .Isabel, who had lingered with infatuated interest, fainted. On THE MISSIONARIES. 27 recovering, she said to Henry, " Assist me, my hus band, to hate this act more than I do. Again and again I thought I could bear to die thus with you, rather than live without you. Will God forgive my idolatry ? " At length the young missionaries reached their home. Home ? And was this the abode of the deli cate Isabel ? The late inmates had died of the fever of the climate, and no kind hand had arranged the few relics that remained. The dwelling consisted of two rooms, made of bamboo and thatch, with doors opposite each other; an air of desolation prevailed everywhere around. Day after day Isabel labored with those fair hands so unused to toil, until an air of comfort wrought its charm around her ; then her love of the beautiful broke forth ; she trained the native shrubbery around the dwelling, and planted a spot on which her husband s eye might gratefully repose as he sat at his daily studies ; but alas, hunger and heat and debility often took from her the power of more than necessary effort. Nothing is more wearing to an ardent missionary, who has sacrificed everything for spiritual good, than to find himself trammeled down to the physical wants of life. Isabel felt this pressure a trial almost more than she could bear and it was a day of prayerful thanksgiving for 28 THE MISSIONARIES. her, when she was permitted, by the employment of other hands in menial occupation, to aid her husband in teaching. His labors were lightened by her active spirit, and it was a blessing to her soul to toil with him, to listen to his earnest voice as he preached of salvation. And O how beautiful he was to her, as he stood with earnest eyes and gestures breaking the bread of life to the benighted souls around him ; and then, when evening came, they could sit by their open door, and inhale the perfume of their garden, and talk of distant America. Were they happy ? Troubled thoughts and forebodings sometimes shot through their minds like an ice-bolt, for death might come and sever them ; conversions were slow ; brutish ignorance or ingenious scepticism baffled their dearest hopes ; the seed which they planted seemed thrown on stony hearts, but still their faith was firm ; strong prayer went up daily, hourly from the temple of their hearts, though all others were closed against them ; faith looked with her bright, keen glance, beyond the present hour, and showed them precious souls re deemed by their toils. In the midst of these emotions, Henry was seized with the fever of the climate. Poor Isabel left all for him. Night and day she bent over his pillow, and forgot that it was wrong to idolize an earthly form ; THE MISSIONARIES. 29 all memory, all hope were lost in the present thought of his possible death. He recovered. How sweet it was to present him the first fruits from their little garden, to bring him one by one his manuscripts and books, to see the faint glow of health kindle on his cheek, to aid his faltering steps, to feel the cool hand which had so lately burned and throbbed beneath her touch ! Isabel sat at his feet, and looked and looked, until tears started to her eyes for love and joy. DEATH. One evening Henry was summoned to his wife s apartment. She had given birth to a boy. The little one lived but to receive a father s first and last bless ing, before his perfect features settled to repose. And Isabel was departing too the loving eye grew dim, the sweet voice low. The boy was brought to her, his young eyes closed, the discolored lips" where the dark touch of death first appeared bound up, and his little hands, the exact pattern of his mother s, crossed on his cold breast. She pressed him feebly in her dying arms, raised one meek glance to Heaven, then fixed it on Henry, who stood statue-like before her. That look recalled his flitting senses, and kneeling by the bedside he threw his arms around her, and bent his face to hers. 30 THE MISSIONARIES. " God calls your Isabel," she whispered. " What he wills is right ; but be not alone. Send for Ellen marry her. Cease not to labor for the perishing heathen. A slight convulsion passed over her face, and the lovely spirit was gone. Henry wept not ; his soul seemed hardened to stone ; he placed the babe in his mother arms, and it was a strange pleasure to lay that little head on her bosom, and twine their cold hands together. Night came his attendants left him alone. The breeze that swept through the open doors waved the white garments of the dead. Henry started ; a burst of wo, a loneliness most drear and dreadful came over him ; he wrung his hands, he traversed the floor with groans of unut terable despair, he bent over those pale forms with clenched hands. What was life, what was duty to him? He must tread the world alone the silence was insupportable. He shouted aloud, " Isabel ! Isabel ! speak. Speak, my boy utter a sound, one human cry. Oh, death ! death ! " The wretched man threw himself on the floor, and wept aloud. From tears followed prayer. The spirit of God descended and wrapt him in its folding wings, and he grew calm. Morning came and he was tranquil. He laid his beloved at the foot of the garden beneath a tree she THE MISSIONARIES. 31 loved, the blessed baby in her arms, and left her there ; but when evening drew nigh, and the night odours breathed abroad, he sought the spot. It was a terrible joy to be there ; he laid his face to the sod, and listened, as if her voice might answer and the breathings of her heart respond to his own. He struggled for prayer but his lips were parched, and the words died away. He felt as if an awful tempta tion were on him, as if God had forsaken him ; he lay gasping for breath ; dim and dreary shadows flitted before him, wailings as of new-born infants passed through the air, mingled with gurgling death- moans ; he touched cold forms, and they clasped him with chill chatterings. He was found in the morn ing in high delirium. THE CONFLICT. Henry recovered, and returned to his duties but a deep cloud of sadness invested his soul ; loneliness, as of a desert, was around him ; there was light, but no warmth in his existence. As he sat one evening in his desolate abode, a keen rush of memory like sudden winds came by him, and he fancied he heard a voice, saying, "Be not alone send for Ellen marry her." He started; he drove the thought away like a guilty thing. It came again and again : it 32 THE MISSIONARIES. clung to him in the midst of duty, in silence, in prayer ; the winds whispered it ; it rose in dreams. He ceased to visit the grave of Isabel; young flowers were springing there, and he knew it not. Impulse ripened to resolution. He wrote to Ellen he told her of her friend s dying request ; he made bare the sorrows and wants of his bereaved heart, and he asked if she would be the ministering angel to heal its wounds. He promised to cherish and love her ; and though a cloud would shadow their memories, it would be tinged by the hope of aiding each other in the great cause of rescuing souls from death. Henry s frame of mind for some time after sending this letter was calm. If his proposal was accepted the answer w r ould be in person, as an immediate opportunity offered for Ellen s departure. But as the time drew near for her arrival, he became nervous and depressed ; he re-arranged and improved his residence, and removed every object that directly reminded him of Isabel. He never glanced at her grave ; the shrubs grew wildly on its rank soil, and the turf was green. Time flew so rapidly, that Henry sometimes caught his breath at the nearness of his fate. He labored in every possible shape; there was a rapidity in his step and eye, that showed a hurried mind; he slept little and the meanest companion THE MISSIONARIES. 33 was more welcome than solitude. Did he wish Ellen to come ? She arrived ; the conflict between varying feelings and motives had almost rent her frame ; but she came, shrinking, sensitive but loving. Trembling to her heart s very core, she extended her hand to Henry ; he shrank as from a basilisk and uttering a loud, deep cry of horror and disgust, sank on a chair and wept. Ellen, deeply affected herself, scarcely com prehended the nature of his feelings ; she too was willing to weep for the lost and gentle Isabel. Henry roused himself but there was a strange and hurry ing tone of manner that agitated the embarrassed girl. He urged their immediate marriage, as his house was their only residence ; and that evening she became his bride. A year, just a year that night, Isabel had died. What image haunted the new bridegroom ? Not that of the adventurous girl, who had braved everything, even reputation for him; no, the cold pale form of Isabel was before him and as he glanced at the apartment where the evening breeze had stirred her shroud, he shrank from entering, and instead of the bridal chamber he sought her grave. Hour after hour passed away; a new alarm filled the breast of poor Ellen, a stranger and alone. She drew back the 34 THE MISSIONARIES. curtain of her window ; the air was sultry, and bore heavily the odor of night-blossoms on its wing. She leaned from the casement; the blossoms looked silvery soft in the moon s rays. Her tears gushed forth, for she felt forsaken and she knew that the world would point to her in derision. She heard a moan, deep, wild and piteous, like that with which Henry had greeted her when she had sought him with love s true confidence. Oh, heaven ! was this the meeting on which her thoughts had dwelt with such dreams of hope and tenderness ? Why had she fan cied that his arms would have enfolded and supported her? Her brain grew dizzy, and she leaned once more from the window. Again that groaning shriek met her ear, more wild and fearful than before ; and straining her sight to the remote part of the garden, she saw Henry, with frantic gesticulations, embracing a grassy mound. The truth flashed upon her : he had sought the grave of Isabel rather than her arms. Desolate and broken-hearted, she swooned away. The morning aroused her to misery. Henry was raving in the delirium of a fever, now calling on Isabel and his boy, and now shrinking as from some demoniac vision he dared not name. A few days passed away, and gradually and humbly poor Ellen introduced herself into his apartment her eyes down- THE MISSIONARIES. 35 cast, her voice in whispers and performed the gentle offices of woman s love. By and by the sufferer began to call her Isabel, and stroke her hand fondly as it lay by his side, while with the other she smoothed the entangled hair on his burning forehead. He listened as Ellen talked of Isabel, and showed him her picture, the gift of early friendship ; he took the gathered flowers when she told him they were fresh from Isabel s grave; she sang the hymns they had once sung together, in soft, rich tones like Isabel s and kneeling by the bedside, prayed that her pure spirit might look down and bless them. The struggle of reason was awful and mysterious, and sometimes Ellen s heart failed within her, and a sickness like death came over her soul ; then would she go to Isabel s grave, and pray. The soft breeze revived her, and as it played amid her curls, she looked like the spirit of hope and tenderness and trode back with a lighter step to that scene of dark ness and care. One day while she read, and thought Henry slept, he was gazing upon her, and presently he spoke her name. Was it a dream ? Ellen clasped her hands in eager hope. "Ellen," he said, softly and tenderly. " Ellen my wife ! " 36 THE MISSIONARIES. The outcast bride threw herself in intense and trembling joy beside him. "I have had strange dreams, my love," he said, drawing her gently towards him ; "I am glad you are with me, my sweet nurse." Ellen could not speak ; she laid her head on his bosom, sobbing in excess of happiness, and Henry wiped away her tears, ROSALIE. 37 ROSALIE. ? Tis fearful to watch by a dying friend, Though luxury glistens nigh ; Though the pillow of down be softly spread Where the throbbing temples lie ; Though the loom s pure fabric enfold the form, Though the shadowy curtains flow, Though the feet on sumptuous carpets tread, As " lightly as snow on snow; " Though the perfum d air, as a garden, teems With flowers of healthy bloom, And the feathery fan just stirs the breeze In the cool and guarded room ; Though the costly cup for the fevered lip With grateful cordial flows, While the watching eye and the warning hand Preserve the snatched repose. Yes, even with these appliances From wealth s unmeasur d store, Tis fearful to watch the spirit s flight To its dim and distant shore. But oh, when the form that we love is laid On Poverty s chilly bed, When roughly the blast to the shivering limbs Through crevice and pane is sped ; When the noon-day sun comes streaming in On the dim or burning eye, 38 ROSALIE. And the heartless laugh, and the worldly tread, Is heard from the passers by ; "When the sickly lip for a pleasant draught To us in vain up-turns, And the aching head on a pillow hard In restless fever burns ; When night rolls on, and we gaze in wo On the candle s lessening ray, And grope about in the midnight gloom And long for the breaking day ; Or bless the moon, as her silver torch Sheds light on our doubtful hand, When pouring the drug which a moment wrests The soul from the spirit-land ; W T hen we know that sickness of soul and heart Which sensitive bosoms feel When helpless, hopeless, we needs must gaze On woes we cannot heal, This, this is the crown of bitterness ; And we pray as the lov d one dies That our breath may pass with their waning pulse, And with theirs close our aching eyes. My story tells of sweet Rosalie, Once a maiden of joy and delight, A ray of love from her girlish days, To her parents devoted sight. The girl was free as the river-wave That dances to ocean s rest ; And life looked down like a summer s sun On her pure and gentle breast. ROSALIE. 39 She saw young Arthur their happy hearts Like two young streamlets shone, That leap along on their mountain path. Then mingle their waters as one. They parted ; he roved to western wilds To seek for his bird a nest ; And Rosalie dwelt in her father s halls, And folded her wings to rest. But her father died, and a fearful blight O er his child and his widow fell They sunk from that day in the gloomy abyss Where sorrow and poverty dwell. Consumption came, and he whispered low To the widow of early death ; He hastened the beat of her constant pulse, And baffled the coming breath. He prey d on the bloom of her still soft cheek. And shriveled her hand of snow ; He check d her step in its easy glide And her eye beamed a restless glow. He choked her voice in its morning song, And stifled its evening lay, And husky and hoarse rose her midnight hymn As she lay on her pillow to pray. Poor Rosalie rose by the dawning light, And sat by the midnight oil, But the pittance was fearfully small that came By her morning and evening toil. Twas then in her lodging the night- wind came Through crevice and broken pane, 40 ROSALIE. Twas there that the early sun-beam burst With its glaring and burning train. When Rosalie sat by her mother s side She smothered her heart s affright, And essay d to smile, though the monster Want Stood haggard and wan in her sight. She pressed her feet on the cold damp floor, And crushed her hands on her heart, Or stood like a statue so still and pale Lest a tear or a cry should start. Her household goods went one by one To purchase their scanty fare ; And even the little mirror was sold Where she parted her glossy hair. Then hunger glared in her full blue eye, And was heard in her tremulous tone, And she longed for the crust that the beggar eats As he sits by the way-side stone. The neighbors gave of their scanty store, But their jealous children scowled ; And the eager dog that guarded the street, Look d on the morsel and howl d. Then her mother died twas a blessed thing ! For the last faint embers had gone On the chilly hearth, and the candle was out As Rosalie watched for the dawn. Twas a blessed exchange from this dark, cold earth To those bright and blossoming bowers, Where the spirit roves in its robes of light And gathers immortal flowers ! ROSALIE. 41 Poor Rosalie lay on her mother s breast, Though its fluttering breath was o er ; And eagerly press d her passive hand Which returned the pressure no more. In darkness she closed the fixing eyes, And saw not the deathly glare ; Then straigtened the warm and flaccid limbs With a wild and fearful care. And ere the dawn of the morrow broke On the night that her mother died, Poor Rosalie sank from her long, long watch In sleep by her mother s side. T was a sorrowful sight for the neighbors to see (When they woke from their kindlier rest) The beautiful girl, with her innocent face, Asleep on the corpse s breast. Her hair flowed about by her mother s side, And her hand on the dead hand fell ; Yet her breathing was light as the lily s roll When waved by the ripple s swell. There was surely a vision of heaven s delighi Haunting her exquisite rest, For she smiled in her sleep such a heavenly smile As could only beam out from the blest. T was fearful as beautiful ; and as they gazed, The neighbors stood whispering low, Nor dared they remove her white arm from the dead, Where it seemed in its fondness to grow. 42 ROSALIE. Life is not always a darkling dream God loves our sad waking to bless, More brightly perchance for the dreary shade That heralds our happiness. A stranger stands by that humble door, A youth in the flush of life, And sudden hope in his thoughtful glance Seems with sorrow and care at strife. Manly beauty and soul-formed grace Stand forth in each movement fair, And speak in the turn of his well-timed step And shine in his wavy hair. With travel and watchfulness worn was he, Yet there beamed on his open brow Traces of faith and integrity, Where conscience had stamped her vow. T was Arthur he gazed on those two pale forms Soon one was clasped to his heart ! In piercing accents he called her name That voice bade the life-blood start. Not on the dead doth she ope her eyes, Life, Love, spread their living wings ; And she rests on her lover s breast as a child To its nursing mother clings. A pure white tomb in the near grave-yard Betokens the widow s rest, But Arthur has gone to his forest home, And shelters his dove in his nest. AN INCIDENT. 43 AN INCIDENT. She gave me violets. All know these flowers, The simple, lovely things, Decking bright nature s bowers With blossomings ! With hidden head They throw their treasures round, Where careless footsteps tread The scented ground. She gave me violets. Not in the time Of laughing summer s sway, Nor in spring s floral prime, The flowerets holiday ; In winter wild, When the bleak winds were chill, She gave them, and they smiled, - Were odorous still. Sweet, sober violets ! Not in the hall Where beauty smiles and glows, And fairy footsteps fall, And music flows, In the retreat Of Sabbath were ye given r The Church s fane, where meet Warm prayer and heaven. 44 AN INCIDENT. She gave me violets, Whose odor spread Like incense-prayer, heaven-tending, While each slight, delicate head Was humbly bending. The blessed child A violet was she, Growing on this world s wild In modesty. THE YOUNG CONSPIRATORS. 45 THE YOUNG CONSPIRATORS. A TALE. " At the revolution in Naples, in 1779, two brothers, one fifteen, the other twelve years old, were condemned to death, and upon the entreaties of their mother for their pardon, the king s attorney told her that one, could be spared, and bade her choose." THE flames of Vesuvius were hidden by a bright morning sun that lay in glory on the noble bay at its feet, when two Neapolitan boys were seen issuing from a vine-clad way, removed from the populous city. They were followed by an attendant bearing a basket of fruit. Their laugh rang free and wild upon the morning air, its hilarity tempered by the grace of courtesy. They were brothers, alike, yet differing. When the laugh was past, a tender thoughtfulness, as when a cloud presses on dying sunbeams, shaded the face of the younger, while lines of light like the twilight of their own beautiful clime lingered upon that of the elder. Amid the play of youthful fan cies was mingled a classic, softened grace, called out by the nature of their studies, the ancient ruins around them, and a yet softer impulse that urged them towards a widowed mother, for whose morning 46 THE YOUNG CONSPIRATORS. meal they had selected the choicest fruit of the en virons. Rosalba de Loria, who awaited her son s return at the door of her villa, stood in the glow of perfect ma tronly beauty, for the sorrow of the widow had faded away in a mother s love. Ferdinand, the eldest youth, pressed her extended hand, while Lorenzo received her kiss on his ready lips. The education of the boys, though conducted in retirement, did not prevent familiarity with the scenes of classic interest around them. They glided on the beautiful bay with its garden-like borders, where vineyards, groves and villages blend in delightful harmony, and saw the skiffs darting from shore to shore, or pleasure-barks, with ornamental streamers and musical accompaniments, glancing like summer birds in plumage and sound. They climbed to the heights which overlook the delicious country of Cam pania Felix, and their eyes wandered far over islands and seas. Sometimes Rosalba paused with them at the tomb of Virgil, awakening the love of poetry in their souls ; sometimes they sojourned at Pozzuoli, where the grandeur of the sea beyond rivaled the opening glory of countless flowers at their feet ; or the wonders of Herculaneum and Pompeii attracted their curious regards ; but the most delightful enjoy- THE YOUNG CONSPIRATORS. 47 ment was to sit with Rosalba in the balcony of their villa, and listen to the story of their brave father, while the stars twinkled above, and Vesuvius threw out its fires on the darkened sky. Nor were they debarred access to the populous city, where their little knowledge of the world re ceived an accession. The great street of the Toledo, itself a world, formed an exciting contrast to the ro mantic seclusion of their home. The following animated description by a modern traveler, (Quin,) almost places one down on the animated scene, a visit to which was an impulse and a reward to the young students. "The great street of Toledo presents the most diversified and amusing scene. Every body has a costume peculiar to himself, as if attending a car nival or a fancy ball. The sun, blazing in a cloud less sky, flung bright lights here and there, while the lofty houses cast their shadows in other quarters, as if to prepare a suitable stage for this national exhi bition of character and occupation. A merry fellow, with a dozen tamborines ingeniously arranged and perched on his head, while he played on another he held in his hand, dressed in a cloth cap, a round jacket, a silk handkerchief neatly tied round his open shirt collar, a blue waistcoat, and red striped trousers, THE YOUNG CONSPIRATORS. invited the world to buy a charming beguiler of tears for the baby at home. Next a green-grocery-man caught the eye : his donkey is laden with a mat sack, nicely balanced on both sides, having a large mouth, where cabbages, cauliflowers, salads, and celery, are heaped in verdant abundance. A sugar-loafed hat, flatted however at the top, is on his head over a worsted cap ; his swarthy face and bare neck defy the sun ; a pipe in his mouth, and a red waistcoat, a small pouch in front for his money, and short calico breeches, complete his apparel. No stockings hath he, nor shoe, nor sandal. He and his donkey seem to be real brothers. " A pious piper, who lives on charity, begins the labors of the day before some shrine of the Virgin, where a lamp is perpetually burning. His instru ment, composed of three tubes, with trumpet extre mities, derives its melody from a bag of wind which he fills from the proper wind of his own lungs. His pointed hat is clapped on the top of his bag while he is playing his propitiating prayer for success. His nightcap is displayed on his innocent cerebellum, his curly long hair flowing beneath it, and showing off his ruddy distended cheek. His green coat, sleeve less mantle of goatskin, and ash-colored breeches, a piece of linen wrapped round his legs for stockings, THE YOUNG CONSPIRATORS. 49 and kept there by leathern thongs, which also secure his sandals, show that he has not been blowing to the shrine in vain. In fact, he looks a very respectable tradesman in his way. No man need be ashamed to beg after such a fashion as that. " Venders of roast smoking chestnuts are a numer ous tribe in the Toledo. They have prescriptive sta tions, where they fix their stalls, within which a small charcoal fire is always burning, and communicates its heat to a basket filled with the fruit placed on the top, and covered with a a blanket to keep the nuts quite hot. Whether men or women, these people seem to be a thrifty set, and well dressed. The man has a gay red worsted cap, a silk handkerchief tied tightly round his neck, a fine yellow waistcoat, a green round jacket, blue inexpressibles, clean white stock ings, neat shoes, a stool to stand upon and a stool to sit upon, as business or relaxation may require. He cries out his wares at the very pitch of his voice, holding his left hand to his cheek to render it louder. " But have you seen the melon-man ? There is a picture of independence. A ragged suit of loose short trousers, a tolerably good waistcoat, yellow or sky-blue, as the case may happen to be, and some fragments of a shirt, are all he requires in the way of wardrobe. A long board is balanced on his head, displaying the blushing fruit nicely sliced ; and on 50 THE YOUNG CONSPIRATORS. the palm of his left hand, equally well poised, a shorter board, exhibiting another sample of his mer chandize, whilst in his right hand he gracefully waves a sprig of myrtle. " Who is he with that snug capote and hood, and some pretty little baskets piled one on another under his arm, running along bare-legged ? A fisherman, who sells the most delicate fresh herrings in the world, just taken out of the neighboring bay ! The bottle-vender, whom he has almost knocked down in his haste, is a still greater curiosity. Long wooden pins are stuck all round in the edge of his basket, on which pins very thin flasks for oil or wine, with long necks, are fixed. He looks to be one of the high- priests of Bacchus, with his merry face always sure of a market, for the flasks are so speedily broken that he can scarcely supply all his customers. " The segretario is a perfect picture. Seated at his table in a quiet entry, in a retired corner of a street, with a wise-looking old hat shading his gray locks, spectacles perched on his nose, paper, and well- mended pens, and ink bottle, sand and wafers ar ranged in due order before him, he waits to indite a petition, or a love-letter, or a letter from a sailor to his mother, or from a creditor to a debtor, or to trans late from Italian into French, or from French into Italian, a law paper or a memorandum of accounts : THE YOUNG CONSPIRATORS. 51 he is prompt at all things, methodical, confidential, a clear-headed clean writer a very valuable sort of person in his way, who always attracted my particu lar respect on account of the unweared patience with which he waited for his customers, who were too " few and far between." " The pride of the Toledo are assuredly the money changers at least in their own opinion. They are almost universally females, and it is a part of their trade to display their riches in the ornaments on their persons. The hair, carefully braided, is tied under a dashing silk handkerchief, knotted in front in a some what coquetish style. The broad forehead, and sharp, well-practiced eye, and intelligent face, pretty well show that if her ladyship make any mistake in the reckoning, it will not be on the wrong side. There she sits, on a chair before her strong-box, on the top of which little baskets, overfilled with silver or copper coins, are arranged. A pair of massive gold real gold rings and large pendants dangle from her ears. Her open neck displays a coral or pearl necklace, and an embroidered kerchief. A velvet or gross-de-Na ples spencer, a chintz gown, a handsome silk apron, fingers covered all over with rings set with precious stones, sometimes even with diamonds, attract cus tomers on all sides. The itinerant trader who dis- 52 THE YOUNG CONSPIRATORS. poses of all his stock early, and is laden with copper pence, realizes his gains in silver at her table, on which she receives her small commission. The housekeeper, who is passing by, and wants to buy some trifling things, gets change in copper for silver, on which the small commission is freely paid. The neighboring shops that want accommodation in either way, copper for silver, silver for copper, copper and silver for gold, or gold for silver in any quantity, are sure of finding all they want at the money-changer s stall. A most smiling, happy, unspeculative tribe of bankers are they. If you look at one of them, she will expect you to pay her a small commission which small commission in time accumulates to a very handsome fortune, to go down, always aug menting, from generation to generation. An um brella, fixed on her counter, forms a canopy over her head to protect her highness from the sun. " Not quite so opulent, but much more captivating, are the female venders of fried fish magnificent- looking women, fresh from the sea-side, whence they have come early in the morning. You may know them by their yellow-plaided neckerchiefs, their gipsy- looking faces, their snow-white linen sleeves tucked up to the bend of the beautiful arm, their red-striped aprons and blue gowns. Of these syrens let the fish- THE YOUNG CONSPIRATORS. 53 eater beware. With her earthen pan, in which a charcoal fire is kept alive by a fan of rushes, her soles or herrings smoking and browning on the said fire, the basket of dried flags covered with fresh green flags by her side, filled with "live" fish, cooling in beds of fresh rushes her bonny figure seated on a stool, and her well-dressed, dangerous feet peeping out beneath her long petticoat, St. Anthony himself could scarcely refuse to take a fry or two from those clean taper fingers. She holds the fish on a skewer, and turns the little martyr round and round, until he is done to a turn, the mouth watering while the fra grant odor breathes around ! " The egg-woman is a more quiet kind of body, though she too seems to be sitting for her picture, dressed in her tidy green apron, her russet gown and linen sleeves, her ruby kerchief negligently flung over her head and flowing over her shoulders behind. Next comes, shouting his " oil to sell," a great farm- er s-boy-looking sort of a fellow, in a gay straw hat. A goat-skin sack of oil is tied round his left shoulder, through the tail of which he admits the smooth liquid to descend into brass pint or half-pint, or smaller mea sure, for the customers whom he has the happiness to serve. " The porters are now the only remaining repre- 54 THE YOUNG CONSPIRATORS. sentatives of the lazzaroni to be seen at Naples. They form a kingdom within themselves, of which every individual is monarch " of all he surveys." One of these, putting down his oblong-square flag basket on its end, dressed in his shirt open half-way down his sunburnt hairy breast, where also the scapular his amulet makes its appearance, and further decked out in his loose cotten trousers, that scarcely descend below the knee, bound tight at the waist by a red cotton handkerchief, his blue jacket suspended on the very end of his shoulder, his face and huge whiskers crowned by a red cap, his long pipe in his mouth, supported by his left hand, his right, holding his well- worn cords, resting on the other end of his perpendi cular basket, while his brawny naked legs and feet be tray his occupation, stands looking at the passing scene with an air of ineffable contempt. When he has done smoking, and imagines that he has sufficiently vin dicated his dignity by attitudinizing, he will place his basket flat on the ground, and go to sleep in it, until a job comes to summon him from his slumbers. " At every corner of every street, there is a stall for maccaroni, where it may be seen served out from morning till night in all sorts of ways hot or cold, in its own plain soup, or in savory soup, or mingled with a little stew, or simply boiled, or baked, or in THE YOUNG CONSPIRATORS. 55 cakes, or in elongated ropes of about a mile in length. When graced by the savory soup, it seems to be most popular. It is handed out smoking hot to the ragged customer, in an earthen dish ; he, without any cere mony, takes up the maccaroni in his hand, and in troducing the extremities of three or four ropes at once into his thorax, lifts his hands high in air, and the whole dishful vanishes in a trice. The soup is drank at discretion, either with a wooden spoon, or ex abrupto, out of the dish itself; the latter more expe ditious mode of proceeding being usually preferred. " The water-vender is met everywhere, and at all hours of the day. The ice-man is more stationary, though equally persevering. Here the female res torer of old chairs is busy with her rushes. There the smirking milliner s maid is tripping it on the fan tastic toe, with a bandbox in her hand ; she is wholly French, and out of keeping, in her trim cap and ribands, with such a scene. Everybody lives in the street. The baker s shop is thrown so much open, that all the mysteries of his art are conducted in pub lic. It is the same with the tinman, whose hammer never ceases to hammer ; the blacksmith, whose bel lows are perpetually blowing, whose fire, in the hot test days, still burns on as fierce as ever, and whose anvil never gets a moment s rest all the day long. 56 THE YOUNG CONSPIRATORS. All the gay shops are in the Toledo. All the pretty women of Naples show off in the Toledo. There the idler constantly lounges there the merchants meet on business there the military men are riding or walking up and down in their splendid uniforms." Yet amid this gay and brilliant population float the seeds of those revolutions which have so often marked the political history of Naples. On one occasion, while Lorenzo was purchasing at a stall in this busy scene, Ferdinand s attention was arrested by an individual, who with a gesture seen only by him, beckoned him apart. A cloak and slouched cap concealed alike his face and figure, except that through the folds shone forth eyes of peculiar significance and lustre. Ferdinand instinc tively obeyed the summons, warned to silence by the uplifted finger of the stranger. Withdrawing just far enough to keep Lorenzo in view, without them selves being seen, he uttered a few words to the listening youth. A flush of surprise lit up the face of Ferdinand, followed by an air of interest and chained attention, until Lorenzo turned inquiringly. " Remember," said the stranger, fixing his piercing eyes on the boy " trust, secrecy " and disap peared among the crowd. From that moment a thoughtful expression gath- THE YOUNG CONSPIRATORS. 57 ered on Ferdinand s serene brow ; something which gave it the stamp of manhood. The quiet of his home was no longer attractive, the Toledo alone en gaged his thoughts, and when there, his eye roved unfixedly as if in pursuit of some unattained object. At the same hour, on the same spot the following week, the stranger appeared. Ferdinand, already taught the language of deception, beguiled his brother to a distance. Then followed whispered emphatic words, and the keen eyes of the stranger seemed to search the inmost soul of the youth, as with a part ing glance he again uttered, " trust secrecy" The following day circumstances called Lorenzo alone to the Toledo, and as he strolled, with his usual careless footsteps along, glancing at the brilliant spec tacles around him, he felt a slight but emphatic touch on his shoulder. He turned, and the eyes of the stranger were on him. His first feeling was to escape, but a deep toned voice, full of strange autho rity, whispered " follow me ; your country demands you." Lorenzo shook off the momentary apprehen^ sion, and with a new impulse of curiosity followed the steps of the figure, who threading the crowd led him to a spot of comparative retirement. Whatever were the words then uttered, they took deep hold of the inmost heart of the sensitive boy, and as the 5 58 THE YOUNG CONSPIRATORS. stranger on departing uttered the watchword " trust, secrecy" he laid his hand upon his throbbing breast, and responded like a prayer. From that day there was a struggle of feeling in Lorenzo s hitherto calm existence, that shook its very depths. He became reserved to Ferdinand, but a deeper tenderness cha racterized his manner to his mother, mingled with a fitfulness, an excess, that almost alarmed her. He followed her footsteps like one he feared to lose. It was one of those bright nights that woo to watch fulness rather than slumber, when Ferdinand leaned from his casement, and looked out on the scene flooded by moonlight. But it was not the softness of night s smile that wooed him to where the moonlight decked the meanest leaf with a diamond glitter ; nor was the glow on his beardless cheek awakened by its mellow hue. " Trust, secrecy" were uttered by a muffled figure retreating through the shrubbery, while Ferdinand held his breath to hear. He glanced hurriedly at Lorenzo, who lay wrapt in the innocent beauty of sleep, his white brow upturned to the light. While Ferdinand looked, a troubled smile crossed the lips of the dreamer, and he whispered " trust, se crecy." His tones were low and soft as woman s first answer to love, but they darted through his brother s ear like a thunderbolt. His first impulse was to THE YOUNG CONSPIRATORS. 59 arouse and tax him as a listener, but the profound ness of his repose seemed to contradict his first belief, and he left him to his slumbers, while with mingled emotions he sought his own pillow. At the same hour on the following night the stranger again appeared. " Our secret is known," said Ferdinand. " How ! " cried the stranger, grasping the dagger concealed beneath his cloak. " Lorenzo has whispered the watchword in his sleep," said his brother. " Noble boys ! " exclaimed the stranger, and a smile crossed the dark lines of his countenance, like the ray that struggled through the flitting clouds. " No trust is betrayed. I have confided in him that I might try you both. The time draws near for ac tion." " But he is so young," hesitated Ferdinand ; " and our mother how can we risk her happiness, cen tered as it is in us alone ? " " It is woman s fate to yield and suffer," said the stranger moodily. " I too have ties to rend." He paused, and a thrilling sigh sounded audibly in the stillness. " Awaken Lorenzo." Ferdinand retired from the window to the bedside, and touched the arm of the slumberer. His was the 60 THE YOUNG CONSPIRATORS. delicious repose of youth, and clung to him like a garment. " Lorenzo, Lorenzo ! " said his brother, " awake." The boy turned languidly, half opened his eyes, and throwing his arm over his head, fell again to slumber. " Trust, secrecy" whispered Ferdinand in his ear. The word was like flame to the mine; he started wildly from the bed, planted his foot firmly on the floor, and exclaimed, "ready." Ferdinand drew his arm within his own, and in a few moments they were in a recess of the garden with the stranger. There was an expression of anxiety and alarm on the countenances of the youths as he unfolded his plans. " It is robbery," murmured Lorenzo, " robbery of a mother too ! " " Things have a different name under different cir cumstances, young gentlemen," said the stranger. " History will call the deed patriotism. The noble band who have resolved to rescue the state from op pression, have sworn that none of the softer affections shall stand between them and their country. They require pecuniary aid, and you can give it. If you drive away these boyish feelings, and procure me the THE YOUNG CONSPIRATORS. 61 paper from your mother s cabinet, you aid in that for which heroes have sacrificed more than paltry gold. And remember," he continued, while a flickering moonbeam brought out the aggravated expression of a countenance naturally sinister, " that you are pledged, known through me. If our party succeed, and suc cess is almost as certain as that the skies are above us, your mother will be elevated to the rank she de serves. If, however, you stop in this movement, and I betray you, as I swear to heaven I will, she will be implicated, for who will believe, boys as you are, that you act in this fearful plot voluntarily ? " Sad it is to unloose the first strong link of filial sympathy, when no contact with the world has dimmed the brightness and beauty of the chain. How often through the long day that followed that night, tears started to Lorenzo s eyes, and groans, in the solitude of his chamber, burst from Ferdinand s heart ! Darkness came how unlike the starry nights of innocent days. Every wind seem to murmur, every leaf swell the word, treachery, treachery. Their mother slept, their beautiful and good mother, who had nursed them at her breast, who had watched, not betrayed their slumbers, who had taught their lips to pray against temptation. The cabinet to which the 62 THE YOUNG CONSPIRATORS. stranger referred was in a dressing-room adjoining her sleeping apartment. They went together with the hurried step of young deception. As they passed her door the moonbeams revealed her form ; they faltered a voice low but thrilling was heard beneath the casement, "trust, secrecy," it said. They de layed no longer ; the spring yielded to their touch, and the paper was soon grasped with eagerness by the stranger s hand. A few weeks rolled away. Rumors were abroad of danger to the state. Many individuals were seized on suspicion of conspiracy. Rosalba knew not why, but there seemed somewhat like a blight on her once cheerful household. A haughty defiance sat on Ferdinand s brow as he read the papers of the day, while the healthy glow on Lorenzo s cheek faded, or a sudden flush threw up at times a transient coloring. Rosalba watched the boys as a mother will watch the casket where her heart s treasures are enshrined. She felt that the bitter moment had come, when pa rental sympathy was unasked, when the moorings of youthful confidence were severed, and the barque thrust forth on life s wide sea alone. She stood like a wintry tree deserted by sunshine. There had been a tranquil day, undisturbed by ru mor or apprehension ; and at twilight Rosalba and her THE YOUNG CONSPIRATORS. 63 sons sat in their favorite bower. Something of the lovely confidence of the past was restored. Lorenzo leaned with his arm thrown around the neck of his mother, and Ferdinand threw himself on the turf at her feet, his flashing eyes softened by her gentle smiles. " How like your father you are growing," said she as she pressed her lips to his polished forehead. " I shall be jealous, mother," said Lorenzo. " I call such kisses mine," and he turned her cheek with his hand until it came in contact with his own. They were interrupted by strange voices, and sud denly there stood before the group, several officers of police, who arrested the boys as prisoners of state. Rosalba sat for a moment like one in a dream. " This is some strange mistake," at length she said to them. " These are mere children, and have scarcely ever wandered from my side." The men showed their orders they were de finite the individuals could not be mistaken; the charge was conspiracy. Rosalba turned from the men and wildly urged the boys to assert their innocence. Her heart sank within her at their statue-like silence. The move ments of revolutionary periods are rapid and decided. 64 THE YOUNG CONSPIRATORS. They were conveyed to prison, before her eyes, and sentenced to death. Rosalba hastened to the constituted authorities, and with tears and prayers implored their pardon. The answer was, that one could be saved, she might choose between them. She repaired to the prison, broken-hearted. They were in different cells. As she entered the first, the light through the grating fell strongly on Ferdinand, and now flashed forth to her sight in stronger lines the likeness to his father. Those deep full eyes were his ; that ivory forehead and the crisp retreating curls that showed its strong development, were his ; the compressed lip and manly bearing were his, and his too the smile which was so soon to be extinguished forever. She sank into his arms. Ferdinand sup ported her to his wretched pallet, kissed her cold cheek upon which big tears fell fast ; twined his arms around her, and bade her be comforted. " Comfort ! oh God, comfort ! " shrieked the widow, in the first paroxysm of hopeless wretchedness; " where, where but in the grave with my children ? " and hiding her face in the bosom of her son, her sobs rose so strong and wildly, that he thought her heart would break. THE YOUNG CONSPIRATORS. 65 " Listen to me, mother, listen to me," he said in tremulous tones, " and I will tell you what will com fort you : the memory of what a good parent you have been, from the first moment I nestled in your arms, until this dark hour. How you have warned and guided us, and sacrificed your wishes to ours ! Your have been a true mother to me, God knows. You have been like an angel watching my path, my own, own mother," and as he said this he knelt and bowed his head to her lap and hid his face there. She spoke not, she even shook him ofFin her agony ; the waves were rolling over her soul, and the life-star was gone. He drew her gently towards him and soothing ly pressed her hands in his. " Since I left you, mother, I have had a dream ; a strange but sweet dream. I have never thought much of Heaven be- i fore, but I am sure I was there in my dream. We were all there, all four ; and you and father were so young and beautiful ! A wreath was on your heads, and a light around you, and you seemed too glorious W- to Lorenzo and me, until we saw your lips move, and heard you say, my children ! Oh mother, there were no tears in that Heaven, no death," and as he said this his voice faltered, a shudder went over his frame, and he was silent. 66 THE YOUNG CONSPIRATORS. " Death, death ! " almost screamed Kosalba ; " why did you not die in your cradle ? I could have closed your eyes softly, and crossed your small hands on your breast, and strewn your grave with flowers. Now, now" there was a pause of passionate sor row. Ferdinand knelt still at his mother s feet, and gazed in her face with a look of pleading earnestness. " Mother, dear mother, for mercy s sake be composed, or I shall go wild too ;" and he pressed his hands to his head. " Mother, you forget that I must be strengthened for this great trial, and our poor Lo renzo too." Rosalba turned on him such a gaze of mournful admiration as we give the meteor darting to sudden extinguishment. Lorenzo s name subdued her; it was not a moment for words, but turning from Fer dinand she knelt before a rude crucifix inserted in the wall, offered a silent prayer, and kissing him, passed to the cell of his brother. As she entered, Lorenzo rushed to her with such a scream of joy and fear, that the empty vaults sent back the sound. " You have come to save me, mother," he cried. " I knew you would not let your poor boy die." Rosalba turned aside in agony. He followed her THE YOUNG CONSPIRATORS. 67 beseechingly. " Look at me, mother. I am your own, your youngest one. Here," said he, throwing back the glossy hair that shaded his features, " here is your likeness. My father loved me because I looked like you ; you would not have me die ; " and he threw his arms around her neck, and nestled as a bird beneath the parent-wing. Rosalba sat upon the damp floor, and took the boy to her heart as in the days of infancy; she wiped away his gushing tears, and uttered soft low tones of endearment. " You will save me, then, my mother ? " he asked, wildly. " I can save one of you," she whispered almost inaudibly. " The sentence is, that one of you may live, if I will choose him." Lorenzo sprang from her arms, and threw himself at her feet. " You will save me, me" he cried vehe mently. " I am too young to die. Mother, my heart will break with terror if you say I must die. O mother, I think of it, I dream of it. I am afraid I am crazy, mother ; save me, save your poor, poor Lorenzo," and he clung to her with a piercing look of entreaty. The agonized mother turned upon him with a kind of fierceness, and almost shouted in his ear, DO THE YOUNG CONSPIRATORS. " You say that Ferdinand is to die. / will it not. Thank God it rests not with me. I am guiltless," and she stamped the narrow cell with almost maniac footsteps. " I said it not, mother," said the boy, mournfully. " Ferdinand must live, and I will go. It is fearful, but I must go," and with a frightened look he swooned away. Three days and nights Rosalba passed in alternate visits to her children. She ate no food, she slept not. The keeper s eyes moistened as she passed to and fro. Sometimes in the horror of despair she threw herself down in the dark passage, and beat the impassive stones with her delicate hands ; sometimes she knelt, and gazed on her crucifix as if asking aid from heaven ; now low muttered sounds escaped her, as if her reason reeled. She shed no tears suffer ing had gone deeper than their fount. On the fourth day an eager crowd gathered to the execution of two youths. At the closing moment, when there was a hush in the multitude, a shriek went up from among the spectators so piercing and wild and unearthly, that many a sleeper that night started in his dreams as he remembered it. When the populace dispersed, a senseless female form was discovered closely enveloped in a veil. The pulse of ROSALBA S LAMENT. 69 life had ceased to beat in that fair and gentle bosom, on which was discovered the miniature likeness of two beautiful boys embracing, and a braid of dark hair encircling the name of Rosalba di Loria. ROSALBA S LAMENT. I cannot tell I dare not tell, On which, the fearful choice shall rest ; They both have frolick d neath my gaze, They both were nurtur d at my breast. My Ferdinand ! Nay, look not thus In silence on thy mother s face ! Speak, speak, my patient boy, and break That spell of melancholy grace. And yet, thy shrill and startling cry, Lorenzo, cuts thy mother s soul ; That pleading voice I cannot bear, Thy dreadful eloquence control. Thy wooing smile, thine eye of blue, How oft thy father call d them mine ! Can I give up the look he prais d ? Can I that eye of love resign ? My boy ! my boy ! I thought that thou Shouldst smooth my pillow at its close j I hoped thy kind and soothing hand Would rock life s cradle of repose. 70 ROSALBA S LAMENT. And thou, my eldest, with thy brow, And eagle look of high emprize, I dream d that thou wouldst clear my path, And guard the way where danger lies. That brow, that look thy father s look, Oh ! no j I cannot bid thee die. Would they had wrapt me in his shroud, How tranquilly I there could lie ! Go, boys away ! I will not choose ; God must resume the lives he gave For me, I bear a breaking heart, Which soon will lay me in the grave. JAIRUS S DAUGHTER. 71 JAIRUS S DAUGHTER. They have watched her last and quivering breath, And the maiden s soul has flown ; They have wrapt her in the robes of death, And laid her, dark and lone. But the mother casts a look behind, And weeps for that fallen flower ; Nay, start not twas the passing wind, Those limbs have lost their power. And tremble not at that cheek of snow, Over which the faint light plays ; Tis only the curtain s crimson glow, Which thus deceives thy gaze. Didst thou not close that expiring eye. And feel the soft pulse decay ? And did not thy lips receive the sigh, That bore her soul away ? She lies on her couch, all pale and hush d, And heeds not thy gentle tread, And is still as the spring-flower by traveler crush d, Which dies on its snowy bed. Her mother has passed from that lonely room, And the maid is still and pale, Her ivory hand is cold as the tomb, And blue is the stiffen d nail. 72 JAIRUS S DAUGHTER. Her mother retires with folded arms, And her head is bent in wo ; Her heart is shut to joys or harms, No tear attempts to flow. But listen ! what name salutes her ear ? It comes to a heart of stone " Jesus," she cries, " has no power here, My daughter s spirit has flown ! " He leads the way to that cold white couch, And bends o er that senseless form ; She breathes ! she breathes ! at his hallow d touch The maiden s hand is warm. And the fresh blood comes with its roseate hue, And life spreads quick through her frame, Her head is raised, and her step is true, And she murmurs her mother s name. THE BASHFUL LECTURER. 73 MR. NIBLO, THE BASHFUL LECTURER. FROM childhood I was a passionate lover of science. I tore my drum to pieces to examine its internal mysteries ; my kites were the envy and wonder of my schoolmates, so trimly were they cut and so nicely balanced ; and as they soared above all others I felt an exaltation, a prophecy of eminence. My greatest delight was in .chemistry ; it even rivaled the love I felt for a fair little girl, a blue-eyed neigh bor, who loved me in spite of my soiled face and dyed fingers. She was a singular contrast to the young experimenter, whom she occasionally honored with a visit in his would-be laboratory ; for there was a purity in her air as if no stain of earth could dwell on her; the rose-tint on her cheek paled off to a transparent white around her chin and throat; her penciled eye-brows lay in light arches on her serene forehead ; her flaxen hair fell like a fleecy cloud over her cambric dress which emulated snow, and her hands how like unsunned alabaster they gleamed 6 74 THE BASHFUL LECTURER. beside mine ! Her teacher once described her thus. I was jealous of that man. " Behold the pupil-nymph to me consigned, The honored guardian of her opening mind, In all the bloom and sweetness of eleven Health, spirit, grace, intelligence and heaven ! With beauty that so ravishingly warms, It seems the focus of all nature s charms. Yes, rival rays come rushing from the sky, Contending which shall glisten in her eye, And anxious zephyrs play her lips around, Soft suing to be moulded into sound. While still, from each exuberant motion, darts A winning multitude of artless arts. And then, such softness with such smartness joined, So pure a heart, with such a knowing mind So very docile in her wildest mood, Bad by mistake, and without effort good ; So broken-hearted when my frown dismays, So humbly thankful when I please to praise, So circumspect, so fearful to offend, And at a glance so ready to attend ; With memory strong and with perception bright, Her words and deeds so uniformly right, That scarce one foible disconcerts my aims, And care and trouble do not name their names ! But yes, I have one anxious sacred care, I have one ceaseless burden of my prayer, T is this : Great God, teach me to be just To this dear charge committed to my trust ! " Well, this bright creature who could awaken such a burst of enthusiasm in a pedagogue, was the chosen THE BASHFUL LECTURER. 75 one of my boyhood, but I was destined to lose her early. It was her habit frequently to peep into my laboratory and ask her sweet questions about the mysteries of my craft. One day she advanced fur ther than usual ; tucking aside her snowy dress, and stepping on tiptoe for fear of soiling her trim white stockings, she stood amid my crucibles as unharmed as asbestos in a flame, her light waving hair falling backward, and her blue eyes up-turned in pretty curiosity. I had been preparing oxygen gas from chlorate of potash, in a small gJass retort over an Argand lamp, by which method it can be obtained much purer than by any other. The operation was successfully proceeding, and as the steady flame of the lamp continued to evolve the gas, it gradually escaped through the neck of the retort, and rose in brilliant globules under the water in which the re ceiver stood. Intensely occupied in watching the decomposition of the salt, I started at the sweet tone of her silvery voice, and as I eagerly advanced towards her, with my eyes grimmed and bleared with smoke and heat, and extended my stained hand to welcome her, the flame unnoticed rose too high, the glass shivered into fragments, and the hot contents fell hissing around her. She shrank back to avoid the broken pieces, when a curl of her beautiful hair 76 THE BASHFUL LECTURER. caught in the blaze of a lamp near her. My first impulse was to throw over her a diluted solution of nitrate of silver, (indelible ink.) The flame was instantly extinguished, but such an object as the poor child presented ! The fast black ening liquid fell dripping from her fair locks, and ran down her face and garments even to the little foot that had just before trod so daintily. The lovely girl s self-possession vanished, and roaring with terror she flew from the apartment, alarming the neighbor hood with screams. This was her last visit to my laboratory, or even my home ; she became shy and avoided me. I soon entered college, and when I returned, four years after, my blue-eyed beauty was a bride. My absorption in technical books began to give an awkward and restrained tone to my manners and conversation, while a want of sympathy with those around me, made me unsocial ; a burning love of science, however, and a hope that I might individually enlighten the world, buoyed me up with a silent kind of vanity. With these feelings, I saw my home. What wonder that I should rush to my little labora tory with intense interest. Parental fondness had kept the spot sacred ; there stood the furnace and the crucibles, and placed neatly on one side of the apart- THE BASHFUL LECTURER. 77 ment, the nameless articles I had used as expedients in my experiments, abstracted from the kitchen and store-room, for which I had been sometimes punished and sometimes praised. There was the very spot, too, on which my first love had been inundated with that fatal nitrate. I smiled, but it was sadly ; and as I began in earnest my more manly and scientific arrangements, I almost hoped such blue eyes as hers might look on me again. But I soon forgot that vision ; and from that period my whole soul seemed centered in this apartment. I rushed to it with the first dawn of light, and the bright lamps of heaven were forgotten for its fitful rays. Such strong and passionate love cannot long keep within a narrow channel; it will burst forth, and fertilize or destroy. Without power to utter in con versation the deep stirrings of my thoughts, I resolved to lecture, to throw myself on the public ; it seemed to me that I should be stimulated by numbers, and I was confident that in a mixed audience some hearts would beat responsive to the enlightened hopes of mine. Confirmed in this opinion by the advice of my family, I commenced writing a course of lectures on chemistry. I had never tried my powers of elocu tion beyond the college walls, and the themes there having no immediate interest for me, were sufficient 78 THE BASHFUL LECTURER. excuse to my mind for any deficiency of grace or power. The moment I began to write, an ambitious thrill ran through me, and I poured out on paper paragraphs that I thought would go with the force of light and sound through my audience. The morning of the day on which my introductory lecture was to be delivered arrived. I read and re read the advertisement inserted by my father, until I trembled and glowed like a girl. I revised my lecture for the last time, and inserted here and there slips of paper containing additional notes. The evening came, and I stood before a crowded audience of partial townsmen. If my readers are interested in this moment, they will like to know my appearance. I was twenty-four years of age, spare and of middle size, pale, with somewhat sharp fea tures ; my eyes were always thought remarkable ; they were of a light blue, of a singularly piercing expression, so penetrating that they often attracted attention in a crowd, and yet, strange to tell, I could never fix them on a woman s face. I felt like a startled deer when a woman s eye met mine ; but this peculiarity was compensated by quickness of motion that made me see without seeming to observe. My hands were delicately formed, and my thin hair was scattered on a high forehead. I had read my lecture THE BASHFUL LECTURER. 79 frequently aloud in my own apartment. I., had half fancied that the walls shook under the power of my language, and that the spirits of Bacon, Priestley, Lavoisier and Black were bending down in angelic sympathy. Thus prepared, I stood before the audi ence, but in how different a frame ! As I glanced round, I felt myself the merest atom. I forgot the bow that I had made twenty times before my mirror, my eyes began to swim, my teeth to chatter; the rustling of the first blank leaf that I turned sounded like thunder. I began to speak ; my voice seemed to have descended two feet in my system. I lisped, I mumbled out one page, two pages, without raising my eyes ; then came a reference to one of my inter locutory notes ; it had slipped out, I could not find it. In searching for it I lost my place, began three wrong sentences and attempted to extemporize. It was in vain, and crushing my manuscript in my hand I re treated from the hall, hurried through the streets, and locked myself in my own chamber. There I trod the floor like a frantic man, until tears, gushing freely as a school-boy s, came to my relief. I left my native town the next day. But better hopes came over me. I condemned myself for attempting a lecture without experiments ; they would have aided me, I thought. Attention 80 THE BASHFUL LECTURER. would have been drawn away from myself to them, and I gradually came to the resolution of pronouncing the same course of lectures among strangers, with whom I nattered myself I should be more at ease. With this view I visited a neighboring city, and, without delivering letters or seeking patronage, issued an advertisement. Of all seemingly simple things, an advertisement is the most difficult and perplexing. To advance one s claims sufficiently without an air of self-importance, to combine one s meaning in a few words, and those few the right ones, is no small task. Few who glance over the columns of a daily print, are aware of the waste of paper, the biting of nails, and the knitting of brows that have attended the con cocting of those concise looking squares. My advertisement appeared. Mr, Niblo, from Homertown, respectfully informs the inhabitants of Cityville, that he proposes com mencing a course of Lectures on Chemistry and kindred subjects, illustrated by various interesting experiments, beginning with an introductory essay, on Thursday evening, which will be gratuitous. Here was no trick or cant, no forced comet-tail of patrons names following the announcement. My hearers would come from the pure love of science. I breathed hard, but commenced conveying my appa- THE BASHFUL LECTURER. 81 ratus to the lecturing hall. On the way I broke a retort of great value and rarity. The two next days were employed in vain endeavors to supply its place. Every lecturer will sympathize with me in the horror I felt at the prospect of saying to my audience, in the midst of a brilliant experiment, " this should be so and so, ladies and gentlemen," instead of " this is." In the meantime I was stimulated and comforted by the daughter of rny hostess, an intelligent girl, who possessed that class of frank bright manners, that save a bashful man an effort, and insensibly put him at his ease. Lucia Breck had just past her girlhood, without laying aside her simplicity. Her feelings and thoughts gushed out like a full stream ; they were scarcely wise thoughts, but I delighted in their freshness, and if ever she bordered on silliness, a just taste brought her back again. Her eyes were dark and glittering, and her brown hair lay smoothly on her forehead. Her rounded form spoke of youth and health, and her cheek was mottled with " eloquent blood." Impetuous and self-confident, she sometimes startled those who loved her, who forgot how soon the world trammels the exuberance which to me was delicious from its spontaneousness. I scarcely knew how, but Lucia was often by my 82 THE BASHFUL LECTURER. side, aiding me in my preparations, and chatting away without looking at me. Her needle was usually in her hand, and she seemed to talk as much to that as to me. Thursday evening arrived. Lucia, sweet creature, sprang about like a fawn ; her eyes glittered with expression, and her jests and laugh rang out like silver bells. We went with her mother to the hall. I had visited it repeatedly by daylight, but never at night. As we entered we were struck with " the dim disastrous twilight." A few tallow candles, like sleepy sentinels, were placed in tin hoops against the walls, and two ornamented the desk where I was to stand. Who has not felt the chill of a badly lighted apartment, as the forms glide in and out like spectres ? As it was too late to remedy the evil, my object was to attract immediate attention to the experiments. The stillness was awful, broken only by the tinkling of the glasses in my trembling hand. " Now, ladies and gentlemen," said I, " observe this receiver. It is filled with a very peculiar gas. It has hitherto borne the name of oxymuriatic acid gas, but you will perceive its pale yellow green color, which has gained it from Sir Humphrey Davy, the name of chlorine. I shall insert this small piece of phospho rus into the vessel, and you will perceive an instanta neous and brilliant combustion." Alas for me, I had THE BASHFUL LECTURER. 83 forgotten in my hurry that chlorine is rapidly absorbed by cold water, and I had been so long detained by the slow dropping in of the audience, that the water with which I had filled the pneumatic cisterns was entirely chilled. I might have noticed that the gas had dis appeared, but for the dimness of the light. Ignorant of this, and too much embarrassed to feel if the water were warm or not. I desperately inserted the slight stick of phosphorus, expecting the usual brilliancy to ensue, which I had a thousand times admired. In vain, dark and quiet all remained. This was a sad failure. My assumed confidence vanished, and I stammered out a few words, endeavoring to explain. The audience, disappointed as they were, were too good natured to manifest any strong signs of disap probation. I determined then to recover my fast sinking credit, by a very beautiful and critical experiment of the union of the gases which are the constituents of water. Oxygen and hydrogen gas in their proper proportions had been prepared beforehand, in a tall glass tube. The wire from the Voltaic battery had been introduced, and I nattered myself there could be no failure here. Again I called the attention of my audience. " Ladies and gentlemen, I wish to show you an 84 THE BASHFUL LECTURER. interesting and exceedingly beautiful experiment; you know what are the constituent parts of water, they are mixed in this tube " (here I held up the tube apparently empty, but filled with the invisible gases,) " in their proper proportions and gaseous form ; I shall explode them by a spark from the battery, and you will see a small portion of water produced by the reunion of the gases." Unfortunately, in re placing the tube, I permitted the gases to make their escape. Unconscious of this, I applied my freshly charged Leyden vial to the Eudiemeter. A spark shot from one wire to the other across the tube, but no explosion followed. The audience looked and listened with all their might; nothing was visible but empty vessels; my trembling touch had caused the gas to escape, and the experiment was a nullity. Some lecturers pos sess the happy faculty of filling up such awful failures with fluent remarks or jests ; but I was overwhelmed, and as the tube freed from its pent-up gas shook in my trembling hand, my heart sank within me, and I dashed it away. Just at this crisis T heard a hys terical giggle from Lucia. I was angry enough to have put her into the air pump. Utterly defeated in this effort, I turned my atten tion to the electrical machine. My audience gath- THE BASHFUL LECTURER. 85 ered in a circle hand and hand. I applied the battery. Not a start not an exclamation ! My wires were as innocent as lambs ; my audience looked at me with eyes between curiosity and ridicule, and retired to their seats, and again Lucia s involuntary laugh met my ear. At this crisis one of those annoyances, commonly called a thief, took possession of one of my tallow candles. It sank rapidly, until the flame reached the paper which enveloped it at the socket. I had no extinguisher, and was obliged to stop in the middle of a sentence to puff and blow at the increas ing blaze. I forbear to describe the utter forlornity of my feelings and appearance, as I stood before the upshooting rays of that dying candle ! I dismissed my audience, and almost clutching Lucia s passive arm, returned home. It was necessary that an effort should be made to secure an audience for the next lecture after this failure. I laid aside my noble disdain of patronage, and examining my letters of introduction, selected those which were addressed to the most influential persons, and calling on them, requested their advice. I was courteously received by all, and allowed to use names at discretion. Friendly hands greeted me, and cordial bows dismissed me with wishes and pro phecies of success. I inserted costly advertisements 86 THE BASHFUL LECTURER. with the formerly despised comet-tail of patrons, and determining that the hall should be well lit, spared no pains or expense for the perfect illumination. Lu cia was sure that all would go off well. " You wanted nothing but light," said she, " to have made the last lecture capital ; besides, people knew that the matter of an introductory lecture will be repeated in the course, and they are less anxious to attend. I am sure I saw Mr. , and Mr. , in one corner on Thursday, but then it was so dark. But dear Mr. Niblo, we will have a glorious time to morrow ! " Sweet Lucia ! The evening came. I started with Lucia on my arm, ten minutes before the time. We saw the bril liant lights of the hall sparkling up as we turned the square, and they burst upon us as we entered the hall, while the polished brass of my apparatus shone in their beams. " Give me a front seat," whispered Lucia, " where I can see and hear without being crowded." I seated her, and went behind the desk to look for the hundredth time if all was in order. The clock struck eight, the appointed hour. No one appeared ; twice I was deceived by the door-keeper s recon- noitering. Quarter past eight. Not a soul. I could THE BASHFUL LECTURER. 87 not look at Lucia. Half-past eight. An old gentle man entered and took his seat at a distance. He blew his nose. Mercy, how it reverberated ! Another quarter of an hour elapsed. I dismissed the old gen tleman, who claimed his money of the door-keeper, and Lucia almost led me home. A few of my acquaintance rallied ; they knew that my expenses had been great, and by dint of purling and appealing, with a promise that I should exhibit some transparences, a lecture was got up by subscrip tion. A breeze was given by some leading people adding their names, and on the first of March, 18 , I stood before a full and fashionable audience. My experiments were brilliant, and Lucia s eyes were as bright as phosphorus. Applause ran through the appartment at my success ; I forgot my diffidence, threw by my notes, and poured forth the tribute to science which had been burning like silent fire in my bosom. " And now, ladies and gentlemen," I said, in a voice of unhesitating dignity, " let me call your at tention to a beautiful experiment, which though of secondary importance in science, is still attractive like the gem which glitters over the brows of the fair." With this flourish I directed their attention to an union which I was about to make of nitrate of am- 88 THE BASHFUL LECTURER. monia and chlorine, and which I expected would prove a very beautiful experiment, but which requires peculiar care ; for after being together for some time, a highly explosive substance forms, which detonates with great violence upon the contact of any oil Un fortunately, a small portion of oil adhered to the rod which I introduced, and a most terrible explosion fol lowed. A jar of sulphuretted hydrogen stood near, and its contents were liberally diffused, filling the room with appalling odor. Splinters of glass with the colored mixture spirted around the apartment. In an instant the jetty broad cloth of the gentlemen, and the rich silk of the ladies shared a common fate ; groans of fright and disgust, screams and laughter, mingled discordantly; friend scarcely recognized friend, as the vile preparation ad hered to their faces. I flew to Lucia ; her new bon net, her only silk frock were ruined. As we walked home in silence, her good nature was fairly over come, and when we reached the door she flung her self angrily from my arm, exclaiming, that she " wished chemistry was in the Dead Sea." I said Amen, and retreated to my chamber in despair. #: # $c X $: $: $: I am far from wishing by the above narration of my calamitous debut as a lecturer, to intimidate THE BASHFUL LECTURER. 89 others. Many years have rolled away since that disastrous experience, and crowded audiences have testified to my success. The name of Dr. Niblo is not unknown in foreign academies, while he reaps at home the advantages of a successful professor ship ; while another Lucia, a pretty fairy, with eyes like her mother s, and the same round and merry laugh, wipes his spectacles and hangs upon his arm. 90 ISADORE. I SAD RE. A DRAMATIC SKETCH. Scene First. A garden. FATHER. She comes my Isadore ; how large the claim, The double claim, she lays upon my care For her sweet self, and almost dearer still, As her pure mother s dying gift of love ! How rich the rose is opening on her cheek ! Not the red rose s hue, but that soft die That slowly fades like morning clouds which melt In mottled softness on the whitening heaven. Her chestnut locks float in the sunshine free ; Her soft blue eyes, deep in their tenderness, Reflect all beautiful and kindly things. She would seem infantile, but that her brow In lilied majesty uptowers, and tells That lofty thought and chastened pride are there ! And must I break the calm of that young spirit ? Come o er that peaceful lake with ruffling storms ? Wake up its billowy strife, and wreck perchance The forms of hope that float above its depths ? [Isadore enters.] My child, she knows what I would say, and reads The thoughts which only yester-morn I breathed With sympathetic sighs and mournful tone Into her startled ear, List, Isadore. A DRAMATIC SKETCH. 91 ISADORE. I may not listen, father. I have vowed On the high altar of a faithful heart To be his bride and I will keep the vow. But thou didst vow to purity and truth At least its semblance ; and thou wert deceived. Deceived, my father ? Look upon his eyes, Where truth lies mirrored ; look upon his lips, That speak in wreathed smiles ingenuous And then thou canst not say I am deceived. Last eve it was a calm and lovely one We stood upon this garden-mound, where flowers Sprang up like blessings neath our happy tread j The moon looked down with that still gentle eye With which she greets young love ; courage I drew From the pure beaming of her heavenly gaze. And when my hand poor Julian took, I breathed Our traitor fears ; an angry flush, that spake Of injured innocence lit up his brow. Unjust, ungenerous Isadore ! he said, < Think st thou the nectar-beverage of the gods Could tempt me from thy love ? No, Isadore ! Perchance I might, not knowing thee, have prized A coarser joy ; but now that thy young heart In love s pulsation answers true to mine, Now that thy lips blushing and faltering Have sealed thy vow, I never more can stray. My Isadore, tis hard to break the wreath That buds and twines around a faithful heart. But, dearest, love has blinded thee nor canst 92 ISADORE. Thou see th incipient form of wo. His words, Heartless to me, like oracles arrest Thy listening ear ; his eyes, with revel glazed, Seem but to thee bright orbs of hope and truth. Arouse thyself, my child awake, awake ! Thou rt folding to thy heart a serpent s coil, And thou wilt feel its sting while I, alas, Who took thee from thy dying mother s breast, Her last sad gift, and nursed thy feeble frame ; Who watched thy gentle slumbers, and on whom Thy first smile fell like dawning light from heaven When with the ray of young intelligence It broke its infant chaos ; I, who saw Thy little feet and heard thy shout of joy, When with a tottering step thou gain dst my arms ; I, who perceived thy rich and active mind Ope to high culture ; and to whom indeed No longer child, thou hast become a friend, Shall see thee chained for aye nay, I must speak To one who, caught by sensual low desires, Knows not the precious value of the pearl Which melts within his coarse and turbid grasp. ISADORE. Father, tis not that any girlish pride, Low principle, or tendency to wrong Enthrals me, that I cling to Julian thus. I gave my heart to virtuous love ; but if, In any space of time thy will demands, I find him aught that virtue shall condemn, I pledge myself to cast him from my heart As lightly as the vessel flings the spray That gathers on its prow. Think st thou thy child, Whom thou hast trained with strong and upward hopes. And clothed with faith as armor, and inspired With trust that that high spark thou call st her soul A DRAMATIC bKETCH. 93 Shall rise and mingle with th eternal flame, Will stoop to be the victim of unblest Desires ? No hear me, Heaven ! and father, hear If it be true and O, my God, if prayers And groans and tears issuing in troubled strife From out a bursting heart are heard above, It will not be if it indeed be true That Julian seeks the reveler s haunt, I vow To thee, who, having framed the mind, dost claim Its homage, that these lips shall proudly spurn His cherished name. Spurn, did I say ? Ah, no For the close tendrils of a faithful love Will cling around me still ; but I will loose Gently and firmly from my fettered soul Their twining hold yes, father, though I die. Scene Second. The Garden-Mound Sunset. Tis done, and I am free so is the oak O er which the storm with lightning wrath hath sped And left a ghastly pile ; so is the wave, The cold and midnight wave, that tosses on Beneath a stormy sky ; so is the star When clouds are drifting round its lonely path, And other stars are gone ! Oh ! father, father ! Take me to your kind arms they will not sear Nor scorch me with the drunkard s burning touch, Nor shall I hear thy unpolluted lips Pour forth the babblings of a reeling brain. [Throws herself into her father s arms.] FATHER. Heroic child ! thine was a high resolve, 94 IS ADORE. And followed up in nobleness of soul ! I knew thou wouldst not compromise with sin, Nor give soft names to foul intemperance. She hears me not : my Isadore look up ! Thy father s arms are round thee, and he knows Thy deep, deep wo. Alas, poor stricken flower ! Thou wert not made for this unkindly storm ; Thy cheek is pale, beloved, pale with grief : Distended on thy marble brow and lids Too sad for tears arise the straggling veins ; And thou dost start as if some fearful task Oppressed thee still. Almighty ! thou who knowest The anguished throes with which the youthful hand Cuts its own hopes, look down upon my child Comfort and bless her in this bitter hour ! My prayer is heard ; she rests and to her lips A smile, almost serene, has winged its way. ISADORE (in a Ion tone.) Father, I ve dreamed ; and as my half-formed thoughts Came bruised and bleeding through my riven mind, I seemed to grope, where, in the far gray depths, With waving robes, above a dark abyss, I saw a shadowy form. It beckoned me, And eagerly I strove to reach its side, Until I saw Temptation on its brow Inscribed. Then prayed a voice, "Lead me not there ! " From my own heart it came distinct and calm. Again I looked and there, in golden hues, While floated off the form in murky clouds Blazed the word Duty, and once more the voice Stirred in my softened soul, "Those whom he loves He chastens: 1 A SKETCH. 95 A SKETCH. The gay saloon was thronged with grace and beauty, While astral rays shone out on lovely eyes, And lovely eyes looked forth a clearer beam. Fashion was there not in her flaunting robes, Lavish of charms but that fair sprite who moulds All to her touch, yet leaves it nature still. The light young laugh came reed-like on the ear, Touching the chord of joy, electrical ; And smiles too graceful for a sound passed out From ruby lips, like perfume from a flower. Catching the gracious word of courtesy, The listening maid turned to the speaker s eye ; And bowing in his honored lowliness, His manly head inclined to her slight form. There was a hum of social harmony, "Like the soft south" upon the rushing seas. Between its pauses burst the harp s rich tone, Poured out by one who filled the poet s eye With fond fruition of his classic dream. A voice was there clear and distinct it rose Like evening s star when other stars are dim ; Clear, sweet and lonely, as that southern bird s Who on far turrets trills his midnight lay. In the heart s cavern, deep that voice went down, Waking up echoes of the silent past. woman ! lovely in thy beauty s power ! Thrice lovely, when we know that thou canst turn To duty s path, and tread it with a smile. THE LOST MAIL. THE LOST MAIL. A TALE OF THE FOREST. My cousin Lewis Walpole from the earliest child hood was remarkable for finding things. His com panions thought he enjoyed what is commonly called good luck, but a closer philosophy might say he was particularly observing. He once found two letters in a morning walk, the reward for which filled his pocket with spending money for a year ; and as we were rambling together one day, he brought up from the mud on his rattan a gold ring. It was a plain ring with two initials ; and though no immediate re ward followed, it introduced him to a friendship which was like golden apples for the rest of his days. Once I stepped on a bit of dirty paper ; Lewis fol lowed me, picket it up and laid it in his little snug pocket-book. Six weeks after, an advertisement ap peared offering three hundred dollars reward for that very bit of paper, which was the half of a note worth as many thousands. It seemed to me that pins sprang from the earth for Lewis, for he was never without a row of them in his waistcoat. If an old lady was in want of one. THE LOST MAIL. 97 Lewis was always ready, and then his head was patted, and he was treated to tit-bits. If a pretty girl s shawl was to be fastened, behold Lewis s pin came forth, and then such a beautiful smile beamed upon him ! If a child was in danger of losing her bonnet, Lewis s offered pin was seized, and he was caressed with lips and eyes, for her preservation from a ma ternal chiding. Cousin Lewis, some time since, removed to the far West, and I, his senior by a dozen years, (though he was a stricken bachelor,) went with him to darn his stockings and keep his hearth clean. We called our log house Sparrownest, and in one way and another made it as cozie as heart could wish. What could poor cousin Lewis find now, in his wide fields and vast forests ? Not pins, certainly ; but one day, twenty miles from home, he did find in the wild woods a strange thing, a pretty Irish girl about six teen years old, all alone, wringing her hands and sobbing as if her heart would break. Cousin Lewis dismounted, (he was a noble horseman,) and offered her assistance. The poor child only wept the more, crying out " And isn t it alone in the wide world that I am ? " It was an awkward business, but cousin Lewis knew better than anybody how to do a kindness, so 98 THE LOST MAIL. he wiped her eyes, soothed her, and bade her be of good cheer ; then took her up on his saddle and brought her home. What big bundle has cousin Lewis brought home ? thought I, as he rode up to the door in the twilight and great was my astonishment to see a red-cheeked girl slip down from the saddle, with a shamefaced look. I bestirred myself and got supper, for the child was cold and hungry. When her appetite was ap peased (she ate a whole chicken, poor thing !) she began to cry. " What can I do for you, my child ? " said I. " And is n t it of my father I m thinkin," said she, sobbing and wringing her hands. "There were twenty of us big and little in the wagons, and him in the front one. It was with a clever old lady I was, in the after one, we to take the charge of one another, ye mind. And when the orses was stopped for walthering, I minded to go and gather some flowers I had never seen in my own counthry. So I sated myself down to pull some flowers, and a bit of weed thereabout looked like the shamrock, and I fell a thinkin; a kind of thdreamcame upon me, and I was at play with Kathleen and the girls, and thin we were for throwing peat at Dermot, and Dermot made as if to kiss me, the impudent , and I slapped him on THE LOST MAIL. 99 the face, and thin I knew nothin more until I started up and found myself alone. The wagons were gone, the owls were hootin , and the night comin on. Then I shouted, and cried, and raved, and ran till my feet failed me, and my heart was jist like to break in two, when the masther, (here she made a low curtsey to cousin Lewis) came along like the light, on a dark night, and took compassion on the poor girl ; and she will love him all her days for his goodness, she will." With that cousin Lewis took out his pocket-hand kerchief, and I punched the fire. So Dora became one of us, and she sung about Sparrownest like a young bird, with a natural sigh now and then for her father. Did cousin Lewis find anything else in the for ests ? Listen. As he was riding on horseback, in his deliberate way on the far outskirts of his fields, he saw something white scattered among the green herbage. He spurred his horse toward the spot. It was strewed with letters, which were dashed with mud and rain. Cousin Lewis alighted, and quietly deposited them all in his saddle-bags. Dora and I had made a blazing fire, for the night was chilly, and while I was knitting, she trod about with a light step, laying the cloth for supper, and 100 THE LOST MAIL. singing an Irish air about " Dermot, my dear." When cousin Lewis came in she sprang towards him with such joy, and hung his hat on the peg, and put his heavy saddle-bags in one corner, and brought hirn water to bathe his hands, and helped to draw off his great boots. He looked very fondly on her. You would not have thought he was so much older than she, for his hair was curling and black as the raven s ; mine has been gray many years. At supper, cousin Lewis told us about the letters. I confess, old as I am, I could scarcely keep my hands from the saddle-bags, and I thought Dora would have torn them open. " We shall have a rainy day, to-morrow," said cou sin Lewis in his quiet way, " and will want amuse ment ; beside, our Yankee clock points to bedtime." " Masther, dear," said Dora imploringly, " the let- thers will not slape a wink for wanting to be read." " We must keep them locked up, my love, as we do restless children," said cousin Lewis, and I think I saw him kiss the hand that struggled to take the key of the saddle-bags away from him. No wonder he felt young, for he was very straight and grace ful. The next morning, when we assembled at break- THE LOST MAIL. 101 fast, the rain descended in that determined style which announces a regular outpouring for the day. Dora and I glanced at the saddle-bags ; cousin Lewis smiled. " Have you settled it with your conscience," said he, " whether those letters should be read ? There has evidently been a mail robbery." " You would nt in rason be after sendin the let- thers away, poor things," said Dora, "when they were left in the forests. And it wasn t that ye did to me, any how ! " Cousin Lewis looked down and sighed, and smiled. I could not tell whether he was thinking of the letters or Dora, but I noticed, when he smiled, how white and even his teeth were. After some discussion we decided that no ceal was to be broken where the superscription was legible, but that it was right and proper that we should con stitute ourselves a committee to decide which of them were in a state to return to the post-office. Cousin Lewis was appointed reader. While he gave us the contents of the following, Dora amused herself by treading on Carlo s paw, who looked up in her face and whimpered. The date was erased. " Dear Judge, " You will be surprised to learn that 102 THE LOST MAIL. has taken the field against us. What will European cabinets say when such addle-headed fel lows form a part of our government ? B - , is up and doing. You must be on the alert, and circum vent these movements if possible. The Secretary ship may yet be secured by a general canvassing. T. and J. are fit tools. Take care of S., and give a sop to the old Cerberus on the Island. Keep the date in mind, as " - The rest of the writing was obliterated. The next letter made Dora stop playing with Carlo s paw. " Philadelphia, fyc. " Dear Russell, " I received the books safely and thank you. After looking them over, I had an odd dream, and was awoke with my own excessive laugh ter. It is utterly preposterous that a staid lawyer, half a century old, should be dreaming such dreams. " I dreamed that I was blowing soap bubbles out of a clay pipe, a thing I have not done since you and I were boys at Fishkill. One after another they floated off, poetically enough ; now rising gracefully in the sunbeams, and now exploding softly on the turf at my feet. At length one, the king of the rest, grew and grew at the end of my pipe, until it became as THE LOST MAIL. 108 large as a wash basin. It fell and lay rolling about, offering beautiful prismatic hues to the eye, when presently a little square-nosed pig came grunting to wards it. Twice he smelt it and tried to turn it, but retreated as it rolled towards him. Again he seemed to gather up his courage, and thrusting his square snout against it, it exploded with a noise like a pistol. Little squarenose ran as if for life and death, and I awoke in a positive perspiration with excess of laughter. " interpretation of " your " James Col" Dora shouted with glee at this droll description, and her interest was kept awake by the following, written evidently by a relation of a certain popular character : "Mrs Sippi " West End of A merry K. " Dear Veller "Wot with my see sickness and warious causes, its bin utterly onpossible for me to rite to you, tho it warnt for want of thinkin on you, as thief said to the constable. Wos you ever see sick, cousin Veller? If you wos, you would say that 104 THE LOST MAIL. you felt in the sitivation of a barrel of licker, that s rolled over and over agin its vill. A most mortifyin thing happen d a board the wessel. You know, my lovin cozen, the jar of bake beans you put aboard for my private eatin . Wot should the stewhard do, but set it atop of three basins in my stateroom, and won day wen the ladies wos eatin lunch, there came an awful lurch of the see, the wich burstin open my door, driv the whole concern into the cabin. The beans was mouldy beyond account, and smelt werry wilely, as the pig said wen he vent to his neighbor s pen. The beans was awfully griddle about the floor under the ladies feet, who scrambled up into the cheers. I put my head out of my birth to explain, and was taken wiih an awful qualm in the midst of a pology. " Give my love to miss , and tell her the Mef- rycans have been quite shy of my letter of introduc- shun from her. I m jealous she didn t move in sich respectable society as me, or else she made a mistake as the dissector said wen he got hold of a live body. I ain t seen a drunken lady, nor a young woman mar ried to her grandfather, nor a hypocriticle parson since I left the wessel. " I vill write agin as ever I get to Mis Soreeye. " Your loven cozen " Timothy." THE LOST MAIL. 105 It may well be imagined that Sparrownest rang with our mirth, for little matters move one in the country. Dora laughed until she cried, but her mood was soon changed when cousin Lewis in his pathetic tones read the next letter. " Father, " I take my pen in desperation, not in hope and yet perhaps, when you know that the body of my child lies beside me without my having the means to buy him a shroud, you may relent. Poor Edward is stretched on his hard matrass beside the boy, and his hollow cough rings fearfully through the empty room. Oh, father, if he had but that old sofa you banished to the garret on the night of my birth day ball ! You will think me crazy to say so, but you are a murderer, father. My boy died for want of nourishment, and you are murdering Edward too, the best, the noblest . Oh Heaven, to think of the soft beds in your vacant rooms, and the gilt edged cups from which you drink your odorous tea, with that white sugar sparkling like diamonds ! I have just given poor Edward his nauseous draught in a tin vessel. I have not had time to cleanse it since my baby was ill. 8 106 THE LOST MAIL. " My baby, how tranquilly he rests ! Would that Edward and I might lie down beside him ! " Father, will God treat his erring children as you do ? Like as a father pitieth his children" . Oh, Father in Heaven, art thou like mine ? " " A change has come upon Edward, father, he is dying dead." Dora laid her head upon the table in tears, but she soon wiped her eyes and listened with feminine in terest to another letter. " New York. "Dear Isabel, " You must not fail to be here on the 21st of next month as my first bridemaid. I can take no excuse. My dress is perfect ; papa im ported it for me. There is and shall be no copy in the city. The pearls too are exquisitely unique. You can form some judgment of what will be neces sary for your own dress by mine. Of course you must be less elegant than the bride. " Frock with lace trimmings, &c. . $150 "Veil, 50 " Pocket handkerchief (the divine thing !) 20 " Embroidered gloves, ... 3 THE LOST MAIL. 107 " Shoes, 2 50 " Stockings, 5 " Embroidered scarf, .... 10 " Set of pearls, .... 200 " Bouquet of natural flowers, . . 5 " Come, dearest Isabel, and witness my dress and my felicity ! " Your own Eleanor. " P. S. You know you must appear with me on Sunday. Mamma has bought me a heaven of a bonnet with feathers." Dora rolled up her eyes. " And isn t it feathers that s to make that bird ? " said she. Upon which she began to speculate on her own wants if she should be married, and decided that ten dollars would be an ample dower for her. Cousin Lewis, appropriately enough, though accidentally, hit upon a letter of good advice to a bride. I was very much disconcerted, however, at the third paragraph, to see Dora begin to nod ; at the fourth her hands fell in her lap, and her ball of thread rolled on the floor ; at the fifth her head sank on her shoulder, and cousin Lewis had to support her with his left arm. " Don t disturb the poor child," said he kindly, as I began to shake her. 108 THE LOST MAIL. " But cousin Lewis," said I, " it is a pity she should lose such excellent advice, particularly if she should marry a parson." " You know nothing about these matters, Rachel," said cousin Lewis, sharply. " I will tell her all the advice to-morrow." So his left arm continued to keep her from falling, and he read on : " My dear Mary, "You ask for advice on the new scene of duties which you have entered. I thank you for the implied compliment contained in such a request. Having watched your growth from the mo ment that you first blessed the eyes of your fond parents, to this time, when with conscientious reso lutions, and warm affections, you have become the wife of a clergyman, it is with no little interest that I answer it. " You feel, doubtless, better than I can express, how necessary is true piety to the happiness of one whose husband is devoted to the cause of Christ. Lament able indeed is that connexion, if she go coldly to the house of God, slight the meeting of household prayer, and give no religious point to the events of life ; but beautiful is the spectacle, where confiding hearts THE LOST MAIL. 109 move in pious sympathy, pleased with earth, yet looking towards Heaven ; and when the wave of sor row comes (as come it must) and rushes over their souls, together bending but a moment with the shock, and then with a common impulse resuming their up ward view. " Yet I would warn you, in the enthusiasm of your aims at religious duty, not to involve yourself in your husband s sphere. Many young ladies, when wed ded to clergymen, have made themselves unhappy by extending too widely the circle of their cares. Ardent in the cause of the Master they profess to follow, they imagine that they must devote their time and powers to the flock over which their husband presides. By degrees, family cares press on and crowd their time, and they lose their equanimity of temper amid conflicting duties. " A minister s wife should show by her deportment, that she is one of his flock, and not a leader. A con stant and respectful attendance on his ministry, and a deportment which marks that her thoughts are " For God, through him," will secure for her a quiet influence over the minds of his people. She should seem not to be first even in good works, but skillfully and delicately promote the cause of truth through others. 110 THE LOST MAIL. " The best service you can render his people will be to make your husband s home happy ; then will he go forth prepared to sympathize with them, and his free spirit will range over his wide sphere of duty in religious joy. Remember that in common with all men A something of submission, of respect, Obedience, kindness personal, he loves. A slighter service so adorn d will please Him more than, wanting this, a greater would. Goethe. " Be not cold to his peculiar taste ; if he loves books, cultivate literature, that he may find your in tellectual improvement keeping pace in a measure with his own. If music attract him, forward either in yourself or in those around you an accomplish ment which may soothe his weariness or beguile his care ; and while you faithfully study your domestic duties, either in the preservation of neatness and order in your household or with your needle by his side, let him see that mind is still lord of the as cendant. " You will probably, as you pass by the period of youth, see those around you who are coining forward to the same animated scene. Be careful not to for get your sympathy with the young; particularly with those entrusted to you. If you look coldly on scenes THE LOST MAIL. Ill which interest them, you allow them to have a set of enjoyments independent of you which is dangerous to your influence over their characters. Mingle with society in moderation, and watch the little changes in manners that occur there, that they may not be able to teach you. When they begin to direct you on the subject of dress and deportment, they feel that in one point, at least, they have more knowledge than yourself, and you lose just so much authority. " Society, and usually their own preferences, de mand from the families of clergymen the same re finement which belongs to those whose means are much better calculated to allow the acquisition of accomplishments. In cultivating the manners and taste of young persons under your charge, you must impress on their minds that you are training them to a means of self-support in case of the intervention of pecuniary need, or that you are giving them re sources in mental suffering, or providing them with means to appear amiable to others, and form a note in the concert which fine talents are sounding over the whole field of existence, and which, in a manner, speak the praise of Him who gave them. These considerations will repress the mere vanity of display, and daily lessons of piety will chasten and refine the whole. 112 THE LOST MAIL. " I say to you, what I would say to all young wives : cultivate a gentle temper. You have a sweet disposition. Thank God for it, as the best dower for married life. Riches, accomplishments, intellect, fade all away before the genuine smile of good nature. But do not trust to the gift of a sweet temper. None but a woman can know the wear and tear of feeling produced by the minute details of household care. Pray and strive for gentleness, and the soft answer which turneth away wrath. Be willing not to have your own way. The contest for power is always a losing one for woman. " Obedience Is her best duty ! In obtaining power she may chance to lose the sway of stronger affection. " Farewell, dear Mary. May the God who has blessed you thus far, sanctify and accept the offering of the talents which you and your s have laid before him, " Your affectionate aunt, " Caroline." As cousin Lewis s voice ceased after reading this certainly excellent letter, Dora started and rubbed her eyes ; it was not many minutes, however, before her THE LOST MAIL. 113 sympathies were excited and her fingers beating time on the table to the musical jingle of the following girlish epistle : " Cambridge, Mass. " I ought to make excuses due, Dear Julia, for not writing you, Since with a kindness prompt and free You gave your charming thoughts to me. But I abominate excuses, And rank them among mere abuses, As they come marching full and round To tinkling instruments of sound, "Without a particle of feeling, Mere drapery for the heart s concealing. Your letter was delightful to me, And made a pleasant thrill run through me, Like that we feel in smelling flowers, Or when we listen to soft showers That fall upon a sultry day, And chase our languid thoughts away. So you are reading Anacharsis ! How well kept up that learned farce is, Showing us sages, states, and kings, Familiarly as common things. Stationed once more in this retreat, Where leisure and excitement meet, Where studious pleasures, happy, calm, Show life with every softer charm, Nothing disturbs seclusion s hour, Which hovers with its tranquil power, Save transient visiters, who seem Like shooting stars with brilliant gleam, That dart from out a distant sphere, 114 THE LOST MAIL. Delight my gaze and disappear. The Boston question, What s the news ? Is only answered by reviews, Or weekly papers, letting out The bus ness that the world s about, While the " last book " unfolds its page Of interest in this bookish age. Charles Lamb amid some random start Throws out sweet whispers to my heart, While Bulwer s strong yet poisoned bowl I quaff until my senses roll. Not to his hand the task is given To lift the erring soul to Heaven ; Tartarean darkness fills the soul That yields to his unsound control. Some graver things than these I find Daily to occupy my mind. Theology with critic eye Causes my lingering doubts to fly, And history, with reflecting pen, Teaches of empires and of men. Then I have evening reveries In gazing on the changing skies j And walks, where, as I look abroad, My soul springs forward to its God. Nor even lonely am I then, Though straying from the haunts of men ; The breeze lifts up a pleasant voice, The streams in whispers say, Rejoice, And nature s tone, wherever given, Thrills me like nature s God in heaven. But how I ve written off my time, Led by the marching step of rhyme ! Forgive this light and careless letter, Which leaves me still a heavy debtor THE LOST MAIL. 115 To you for yours, with its completeness, Finished, epistolary neatness. And now with kind remembrance true, Receive, dear girl, a warm adieu. " EMILY." " And is n t it nice, that ? " said Dora, clapping her hands. " Och ! but it dances like Dermot to old O Connor s harp." And now the impatient girl s fingers were again thrust into the saddle-bags, but as she drew out seve ral letters, I observed that the superscription on one arrested her attention. She became very pale, broke the seal impetuously, and glanced at the signature. A joyous flush came over her cheeks, she danced about, waving the letter in the air, caught me round the neck and kissed me, and threw herself into cousin Lewis s arms in a passion of tears. When she could speak she sobbed out " And is n t it father s own hand writing, darlings ? and is n t he at Louisville, weeping for his own Dora ? And will not the masther" (here she disengaged herself from cousin Lewis, and stood before him with her accustomed courtesy,) " take poor Dora to the father that s her own ? " Cousin Lewis was startled. " I had hoped," said he, gravely, " that is, cousin 116 THE LOST MAIL. Rachel and I had hoped, that Sparrownest would have been your home for life, Dora." Dora looked down, embarrassed, for my cousin Lewis s eyes were fixed upon her, and they were very black and sparkling, though he was a stricken bachelor. I withdrew towards the window, but did not alto gether look away. I saw cousin Lewis take Dora s hand ; I saw Dora blush all up to the eyebrows ; I heard cousin Lewis speak in a pleading tone. One would not have thought him an old bachelor by his voice. I saw little Dora tremble, her heart seemed starting from her bosom, and she began to cry. " I will not distress you," said cousin Lewis, ten derly. " Tell me all your feelings, as you are wont to do. Can you love me, and be my wedded wife ? " Dora looked up through her tears. Her eyes shone sweetly. " I will love the masther to the day of my death and after," said she, "but thin I will love Dermot better, and it is a sin is that." Cousin Lewis dropt her hand abruptly, and left the room. He stayed away an hour, and then calmly prepared for Dora s journey. And now I never hear him speak her name. THE MONARCH AT PRAYER. 117 THE MONARCH AT PRAYER. George the Third knelt by the bedside of his dying daughter, the Princess Amelia, and prayed. Proud Windsor s towers lay bathed in light, And Nature looked and smiled On that rich work of human art, As on her own fair child. The birds sent up their piping notes, Or cut the yielding sky The gardened plains and wooded hills Looked gladsome to the eye. But sorrow deep and darkly fell Beneath those lordly walls, And wailings hushed, but sorrowful, "Were whispered through the halls. Ah, what avails it, that yon couch And canopy are hung With trappings of more brilliant hue Than ancient poets sung ? She cares not for exotic flowers, Nor fruits that clustering swell, Nor all the pomp and gorgeousness That luxury scarce may tell. Forbear to tempt her faded lip With costly viands now ; Forbear to place the scented wreath Above that marble brow. 118 THE MONARCH AT PRAYER. Ye need not tread with feathery step Her velvet covered floor ; Nor guard with silent sentinels The nicely balanced door : She heeds not now the sounds of earth, More than the autumn flower Heeds the wild winds that pass and strew Its leaves within her bower. Yet hush tread light a sound goes up, And o er the heart-pulse rings ! A monarch by his dying child Prays to the King of kings. It is a sight most beautiful For earthly pride to see The faith that lights her dying brow And shines so gloriously. The monarch clasps her blue veined hands, With gentle pressure given ; His filling eyes are fixed on her s, And her s are raised to Heaven. Seek thou the sovereign on his throne, The conqueror in his power, The statesman, organ of a world, In his successful hour ; But cold, oh ! cold the picture seems, Of light and grace beguiled, When on the monarch s form I gaze, Kneeling beside his child. THE MUMMY S FLOWER. 119 THE MUMMY S FLOWER. Mysterious plant of death ! expressive flower ! Whence didst thou come, and what thy history ? Heard st thou the lyre when first its new-born tones Struck on the sorrowing heart in thy far clime ? Thou thrill st the soul ; not that thy l&ndjirst broke In strains of music on a tuneless world ; Not that thy towers have boldest soared to Heaven, And mocked the stars ; not that thy suns have pierced The bright blue skies, and brought down from their orbs A scientific glory ; not that thence The penman s skill arose t immortalize The thoughts of man ; not that the gorgeous Nile, Mother of verdure, opes her yearly fount, To fructify thy clime ; not that thy nation s art Conquered the foul decay which nature dreads, And lent a softened horror to the tomb ; Thou thrill st the soul, because thy blossom gives The Christian s watch-word Conquest o er the grave. 120 THE WIFE. THE WIFE. I HAD been married about four years, when I re ceived a letter from my friend Eliza Somers, saying she would accept my invitation to pass a few weeks with me at Washington. Five years previous we parted with mutual vows of unchanging friendship. She was my beloved companion in a boarding school, when I was in a land of strangers, and had sympa thized with me in all my childish troubles. Although we had been so long separated, our affection and sympathy remained unchanged, and our letters were records of cherished friendship and esteem. She had just returned from Europe, where a residence of some years had added to her accomplishments and intelli gence, while I remained at home cultivating domestic virtues. As the time drew near for her to arrive, I heard such accounts of her surpassing beauty and grace, that I almost regretted having invited her. I had an undefined fear that she might be too attractive in the eyes of him who engrossed all my affection and all my solicitude ; but it was too late to retract, and I felt a feverish anxiety when I thought of her coming. THE WIFE. 1213 I was not naturally prone to jealousy, but it was the weakness of my husband s mind, that he could never see an interesting young girl without seeking to excite in her an admiration of himself. I was ashamed to let him know that I suffered from these flirtations, and often wept in secret after an evening spent in the society of young girls by whom he seemed fascinated for the time. I was frequently mortified to see him waste his time and talents in such trifling, but feared to make any suggestions, lest he should think I wished to check a harmless indul gence. The eventful day at length arrived ; it was a beau tiful sunny morning when the carriage stopped at the door, and my dear Eliza, with the bounding step of youthful grace, sprung to my arms. We wept with unsubdued emotion, but ours were tears of joy. I forgot my incipient jealousy, and looked on this gifted being as one who was to fill up my sum of earthly happiness. She was dressed in a drab-colored riding habit, with a black velvet hat and feathers. Her hair clustered in beautiful ringlets about her face, and her transparent complexion was tinged with the bloom of health. With the most perfect beauty, she seemed to have an entire unconsciousness of her attractions. Nature had been bountiful to this beautiful creature 9 122 THE WIFE. in mind as well as in person, and I soon saw our gravest statesmen listen to her graceful conversation with delighted attention. In the enchantment of her society, I was happy beyond all my former experience. She made no effort to captivate my Henry s imagina tion, or to flatter his vanity, but looked on him as a being set apart and consecrated to her friend; and the thought did not enter her mind that there could be any rivalry between us. I also felt a confidence in her integrity, and in those religious influences which had in her earliest years taken possession of her mind. My husband, like her, was gifted with every imaginable grace of mind and person, but not like her blessed with such strict integrity or singleness of heart. It was, as I have remarked, the weak point of his character, to be very susceptible to the influence of female beauty. Although his responsibility as a married man and as a father, prevented him from expressing his admiration openly, yet many a fair girl has felt the pressure of his hand, and many an innocent eye glistened at the tale of flattery he poured into her ear under the insidious guise of friendship. His voice was soft and melting, and his manners so refined and delicate as to inspire immediate confi dence. THE WIFE. He could not long resist the temptation of trying to excite in the mind of my friend an admiration of himself; but while he sought to captivate her, he became unconsciously fascinated by her charms. Eliza was gratified by his attentions because he was the husband of her friend; she was proud of his friendship, because his talents and his high place in society made it an honor to her. But although she listened to his conversation with gratified attention, and talked with him with animation and truth, she never flattered him. Thus was the seal placed on our youthful friendship, and although I might wonder how she could be insensible of his admiration whom all the world admired, yet I had consolation in the belief that she would not willingly become my rival. The affection between Henry and myself was not impaired by these inconsistencies. He loved and respected me more than all the world beside, and he was a most devoted parent. It is true that he often made me unhappy, and he was sometimes on the verge of danger; but I could not fail to perceive that his impressions were evanescent, and that they did not interfere with his real affection for me. He labored in his profession, he sought honor and dis tinction for my sake, and it seemed his greatest pleasure to meet my approbation. It is possible that 124 THE WIFE. if I had represented to him the folly as well as dan ger of his conduct he would have been influenced by my counsel ; but the fear of being considered that degraded being, a jealous wife, kept me silent, and I trusted to the redeeming power of his own principles. Some time after the arrival of Eliza we attended a fancy ball, and Henry with animated looks asked her to dance. They both danced exquisitely, and with great spirit and animation. The exercise gave a glow to her countenance, and my husband looked at her as if he was surprised and bewildered by her beauty. I was sorry I had not confided to my friend the history of my husband s excitability, because she was too generous to have interfered with my happi ness, and her own excellent principles would have led her to check the first indication of an undue pre possession. He was evidently dazzled by her beauty and the eclat attending her; but this was not the moment to allow me to make the humiliating con fession that I feared her as my rival. After the dance was ended, he brought her to me and said " My dear Laura, 1 shall thank you forever for the pleasure I have enjoyed this evening. Do entreat your friend to waltz with me, for she has refused my solicitation." THE WIFE. 125 While he was speaking I was so agitated that I could not reply, and I only gave him a grave and cold bow. But he heeded not my abstraction. My hands and feet were cold as marble, and my lips dry and motionless. He stood by my side, unconscious that I was near, while he poured forth to her strains of the sweetest flattery. She looked at him with surprise, but soon left us to join the dance. My husband followed her with his gaze, but she heeded him not, and he became as abstracted as myself. My agitation soon passed away, the frequency of these trials had at length given me power to control my emotions after the first shock, and when Eliza returned to me, I was as serene and tranquil as usual. She was now an object of great admiration and atten tion, surrounded by our most distinguished gentlemen, who listened with delighted attention to her graceful and intelligent remarks. Henry seemed studying her character, from the manner in which she received the homage now paid her. With the selfishness of man s heart, he wished she should look cold on others, and listen with pleasure only to him. His pride would not allow him to love, unless it were to conquer, but at a single look of encouragement he was at her side, and I began to be seriously alarmed lest his allegiance to me should be forgotten in his 126 THE WIFE. admiration of my friend. Thus I was kept in a state of agitation and dread, as I saw her power over him. But she was unconscious of the impression she had made, and I was supported by the hope that her sensi bility would soon awaken in favor of one of the numerous candidates for her regard. It is fortunate for the happiness of married life that there are interests and sympathies which bind husband and wife together, beyond the reach of external circumstances. Who could believe that he who was often quietly seated by the fire in my dress ing room, alternately caressing my lovely children and their mother, could be the same being, who, perhaps a few hours before, would almost have sacri ficed their happiness and affection, to obtain the transient admiration of some favorite young girl ? When fatigued with the world, the ease and comfort of his own fireside was a luxury to him. He took my hand in his one evening, and said tenderly " You look pale, my dearest Laura. I wish I had spent the afternoon with you, rather than with those silly girls." The tears started to my eyes, and I was on the point of telling him how much he made me suffer. He kissed away my tears, and said that no man living had so delightful and lovely a wife, and that it should THE WIFE. 127 be the study of his whole life to make me happy. Our little girl passed her fingers through his curls and felt his cheeks, and looking up in his face, said " Do n t you love mama now, dear papa, better than you do cousin Eliza ? " This simple little question awakened all the sensi bility of his character, and he seemed at once to comprehend why I looked pale, and why the tears came into my eyes. He redoubled his assiduity and caresses ; he said I was more dear to him than in our days of early love ; and that if he trifled with others it was through mere vanity and love of admiration. This was a moment of happiness to us all ; and thus the bands of affection were renewed which had been in danger of being broken. Some weeks passed away in all the alternations of amusement and weariness, happiness and discon tent. He was proud of my beauty and accomplish ments, and there were times when his attentions to me were almost exclusive and lover-like. At others they were shared by Eliza, and frequently she en grossed him wholly. I believe at this time I was the only object of his love, though to others he appeared to live but in her presence. She was often censured, while the apparently neglected wife was pitied. Eliza was more admired than any lady who had 128 THE WIFE. appeared at Washington for a long period, and she might have formed a most delightful connexion which would have satisfied even the ambition of her mother, and have secured her own happiness ; but I believe that at this time my husband began to have an undue influence over her. My little Henry had been quite sick ; I was confined almost exclusively to the nursery; and in my anxiety for him, I forgot every other in terest. From this cause my husband and Eliza were thrown much into each other s society. They read together, they wrote poetry for each other, they were both fond of music, and they were very senti mental. She lost her interest in the amusements of society, and by degrees her acquaintances and even her admirers ceased to inquire after her. One day when my little boy was nearly recovered, Henry proposed to take me to ride. As I had not enjoyed much of Eliza s society of late, and she seemed dispirited, I asked her to accompany us. It was a delightful morning, and the pleasure of getting out into the fresh air, with the delight of knowing that little Henry was relieved from danger, exhilarated my spirits, and I was as gay as a bird. Henry was all attention and tenderness towards me, and we were both animated and happy. Eliza seemed less amiable and less happy than. THE WIFE. 129 usual, while I was like a child just released from captivity. The country, in the early spring, looked delightfully, and I proposed to get out and take a ramble in the fields. The proposition was agreeable to all, and we sallied forth. By degrees Eliza recov ered her gaiety, and we were a happy, careless two. Suddenly we heard the crash of a fence, and on the opposite side of the field saw a tremendous bull coming furiously towards us. For an instant Henry hesitated which he should save, but in the next he had taken me in his arms and set me over the fence ; he then turned in hopes of being in time to save Eliza, but the coachman, seeing our peril, rushed to our assistance and arrived just in time to place Eliza over the fence by my side. Henry jumped over and joined us, and I threw my arms round his neck and kissed him in an agony of joy and terror. Eliza had fainted on the ground. She, however, soon recovered, and as she opened her eyes Henry gave her, as I thought, an impassioned kiss. But I ascribed it to the agitation of the moment, and would not allow it to embitter the joy and gratitude I felt for deliver ance from such a peril. I was satisfied that in a moment of danger Henry had given me the prefer ence, when one equally helpless was by his side. 130 THE WIFE. The coachman procured her a glass of water, and as she took it, she said " Thomas, I am glad it was you who saved my life, because I can reward you. But if it had been you, sir, reward had been out of my power, and my obligation would have been perpetual." I thought she spoke with a tone of resentment, and Henry looked distressed. As we rode home I made an effort to recover the cheerfulness of the party by entering into conversa tion ; but after a few ineffectual attempts we all relapsed into silence. My apprehensions for the happiness of Eliza were now seriously awakened. I feared that Henry had not been ingenuous with her. I thought that few men were so formed to dazzle the imagination of an unsuspecting young girl; and I had seen him, when he would sometimes seem willing to sacrifice his lofty ambition and aspir ing hopes to gain the fleeting regard of some new being of fashion. I feared that my dear friend was deluding herself into the belief that she might cherish an innocent though romantic attachment for the hus band of her friend; a delusion that would be fatal not only to her own happiness, but to mine. I did not see her after our ride until she came down arrayed for a dinner party. She was splen- THE WIFE. 131 didly dressed, arid looked radiant in beauty ; she had recovered her cheerfulness and self-possession. I kissed her affectionately, and told her I was delighted to see her look so lovely. Henry handed her to the carriage, and I saw a srnile illumine her face, and a blush of surprise and pleasure spread over her coun tenance, as he stopped at the door to bid her adieu. As he turned to come in, the expression of his face gave me a chill, and a shudder ran through my frame ! He had a look of triumph and satisfaction, for which I could not account. He was going the next day on a distant excursion, and expected to be absent a week at least. Employed in making his business preparations, he allowed me no opportunity to observe his feelings. About eight o clock he came in, and he looked so cheerful and happy that my mind was reassured. I resolved not to disturb his few remaining hours, by making inquiries which might lead to painful discussions. We passed the evening alone, chatted, and had mu sic, as we used to do when we were at our happy home in the country. I forgave him silently the look of affection he had given Eliza, and was almost ashamed of my jealous fears. At ten o clock he started up, and said " You must be tired with the exertion you have 132 THE WIFE. made to-day, my dear Laura, and you had better go to bed. As Eliza has gone to a public ball this even ing, it will be proper for me to see her safe home." Before I had time to speak, he had .kissed me and left the house. I was now in an agony of suffering. I groaned, I clenched my hands, I raved about the room until I was exhausted, and then sat down and tried to recollect myself. Many little circumstances in the conduct of Henry occurred to my mind, and a con viction that his affections were lost to me forever, almost made me distracted. I spent an hour in this dreadful state ; the idea of my sweet children at length came over my mind, and I went to the nursery. They lay sleeping sweetly together, and I burst into tears. " Henry." I exclaimed, " how could you blight such a paradise of happiness ? Can you know the wretchedness you have caused ! Dear Eliza, you are innocent, for who could resist such allurements ? " Another hour of misery passed, and Henry came not. A second paroxysm ensued. At two o clock the door bell rang, and Henry and Eliza came in laughing and apparently very happy. I was not pre pared for this. I shut the door of the nursery softly, and fainted on the floor. How long I remained I THE WIFE. 133 know not; but cold, and exhausted and miserable, I lay down on the bed by the children almost without sense or memory. At daylight the door opened care fully, and Henry came in. He took rny cold hand in his, and said he came to take a parting kiss of me and the children. I could hardly recollect myself. He said he had not been in bed ; that having some unfinished writing to do and being obliged to travel as soon as the sun rose, he had remained in his study. " I was surprised, dear wife," he continued, " not to find you in our room when I went to take leave of you." I attempted to speak, but the words died away, and my tongue absolutely cleaved to my mouth. The room was dark he could not see the haggard expression of my face, and I was too miserable to speak. He kissed me affectionately and went towards the door ; he seemed irresolute, and came and sat by the bed. He took my hand again, and said, " you seem languid this morning; are you well, are the children well ? " My tears began to flow, and I should soon have told all my suffering, but the stage horn sounded, and he left me. When the maid came in to dress the children she found me so low and languid, that she alarmed Eliza, and begged her to send for a physician. Eliza came immediately into the nursery, but I was not able to 134 THE WIFE. speak. I could only sigh and moan. As soon as the physician saw me he perceived at once that my system was in a high state of nervous excitement. He asked no questions, but ordered an opiate, and perfect rest and quiet. Eliza continued to watch by me through the day, and I gradually became com posed, and slept. On the second day I was still un able to converse, but my recollection returned, and my sense of misery was very much mitigated. I began to think I had given too much consequence to the circumstances which I had noticed. I thought of Henry s unvarying kindness and affection, and of his indulgent forbearance towards all my faults. A thou sand instances of his tenderness and the sacrifice of his own inclinations to my happiness, rushed to my recollection, and I soon began to find comfort. On the third day, I was able to enter into conversation with Eliza. She seemed unconscious that any part of my suffering had been occasioned by her, and I postponed entering on the subject until I had more maturely considered whether it would be expedient for me to notice the past, or to leave everything to the rectitude of her mind and heart. It is singular that such a revolution should have taken place in my feelings, without any change of circumstances ; but my nerves were again braced, and THE WIFE. 135 reason resumed her empire. Eliza took her needle work, and gave orders that no company should be admitted, and we sat together composedly, but we were both in a grave humor. A servant came in and brought her a book. It was enveloped in a brown paper covering, and besides being sealed, was tied with a string of very narrow blue ribbon. She looked confused, and said, with an effort to seem un concerned, " You may lay it in my dressing-room." All my subdued emotions were again excited, and my boasted philosophy gone. I said to Eliza, " if you have no objection I would like to look at that book," and I held my hand out to take it from the servant, but she seized it herself, and said, " It s only a book which William Brown prom ised to send me. Why should you be so curious ? " " I am not curious, Eliza, but I have a particular reason for seeing what is contained in that envelop. I am convinced that the book did not come from Wil liam Brown." " Then you doubt my word ? " " No, that does not follow ; you may be mistaken." She continued to hold the package irresolutely, but at length rose up, and was going with it to her own room. My resolution was now taken. I took hold 136 THE WIFE. of her arm and said, " this book came from Henry perhaps you do not know it, but I have too certain knowledge of the fact, for I gave him this blue rib bon to fasten a bundle of papers with the evening before he went away." " then, I see how it is, you are jealous," said she, blushing. " No, Eliza, not jealous, but I am grieved to see you under a delusion which may prove fatal to your happiness." " Do you think there is any harm in your husband sending me a book ? " " None in the world. But there is harm in the mystery and concealment." She seemed extremely reluctant to open the pack age, but I was determined now to see whatever it contained. I had not at this time a rague and un settled jealousy, which never fails to obscure the judgment, but I had a clear and distinct perception of duty marked out, and I insisted on the package being opened in my presence. She slowly broke the seal and untied the ribbon, trembling with embarrassment. At length she took out the book, looked at it carelessly, and said " Here is the book ; it is the Pleasures of Memory. THE WIFE. 137 I really do not perceive why you should attach so much importance to my receiving a little present from your husband." " Eliza," said I, " you are not ingenuous . in that book is a letter ; and that letter contains the reason of this agitation and concealment. I must read that letter before you quit the room." " As the letter is directed to me," said she, " I sup pose you have no objection to my reading it first ? " " Certainly not, if you will read it in my pres ence." She opened it slowly, and at the first sentence, I saw that she was very much agitated. The color left her cheeks, and having read about a page, she began to tear the letter in pieces. I snatched it out of her hand, rushed into my dressing-room and locked the door. I sat down without sense or motion my cir culation had ceased, and I was like a marble statue ; I thought I should die. The idea that Eliza was now in a state of suffer ing and suspense as well as myself, at length aroused me to action. I read the letter deliberately through twice. I saw, through the whole, the sophistry of a man who was dazzled at the idea of being beloved by such an exquisite being, and who was aiming to convince her that an attachment between them might 10 138 THE WIFE. be pure and perfectly innocent, and could in no way .affect his duty or conduct as a married man. He alluded to this last interview in terms which con vinced me that under the name of friendship, they had exchanged pledges of affection, and he endea vored to convince her that they violated no duty hy such a course. His language and sentiments were .pure and romantic, such as would suit the fancy of an unsophisticated female. I will not here repeat his arguments or his expres sions, but I inferred from them that Eliza still be lieved herself under the influence of a calm and holy friendship. It was my painful duty to enlighten her mind on this most momentous occasion. I went to her room, and found her involved in the deepest misery. She acknowledged that she had de ceived me, but said she had also deceived herself. She begged my forgiveness, and entreated that I would guide and direct her. " I am in utter despair," said she, " and would fly to you, to my friend whom I have injured, for relief." "My dear Eliza, there is but one course of recti tude, but one right way. If you have really been yourself deceived, you are not so much to be blamed as pitied. We are both placed in difficult circum stances, and we must take counsel together." THE WIFE. 139 I took Henry s letter, read it through to her, and simply pointed out the consequences which would re sult from his reasoning. " He has deceived himself as well as you," said I. " If you are sincerely desirous to act on Christian principles, you have but little to do. I do not wish to appear in Henry s eyes as an irritated and jealous wife, and perhaps if / should remonstrate with him, he would ascribe it to unreasonable suspicion. You shall therefore answer his letter in the terms which your awakened conscience and unbiassed judgment shall dictate. If Henry acquiesces in your opinions and relinquishes all intercourse with you, what has passed shall remain a secret between us. I shall love you better than ever, and Henry will be saved the pain of knowing that the wife whom he respects and whom he will again love, is acquainted with his de reliction. This proposition was exactly suited to Eliza s cha racter. It shewed a confidence in her integrity and regard for her feelings, which attached her more than ever to me. After some further conversation, I left her to write her letter. She brought it in the evening for me to read. It met my approbation entirely ; it contained reproof 140 THE WIFE. and counsel, as well as expressions of regard, but / shewed so clearly that she was governed by religious influences, as to leave no room for an appeal from this decision. We passed the evening tranquilly but seriously together, and before parting for the night joined in a devout prayer, that our Heavenly Father would protect us and enlighten our path of duty, and teach all erring minds the way of truth. ^ Eliza and I separated, on that eventful night, on terms of perfect confidence and friendship. She saw that she had erred, but such was the integrity of her mind, that although she might feel sorrow in resign ing the friendship and affection of such a being as Henry, and feel deeply the loss of his society, yet she resolved to act up fully to the promise she had had given me. And here let me pause to pay a tribute to the power of education. Principles of truth and piety and responsibility to God had 1)een inculcated with every incident of her life, and although great atten tion was given to her improvement in other respects, yet all was subservient to moral and religious culture. If Eliza forgot for a while her duty, it was owing to the great reliance she placed on Henry s integrity, and on her respect for his character. She did not THE WIFE. 141 perceive that she might be the means of alienating his affection from his wife and family, and thus be guilty of a great moral evil, but was led insensibly by the guise of friendship. I was now more miserable than I ever had been. I had known sorrow and disappointment, but here was desolation and despair. I thought my husband s affections were lost to me forever, and that he had forfeited my esteem in his attempt to interest the heart of my dear friend. This reflection added bit terness to my grief, and I was almost distracted. I did not attempt to sleep, and I found myself uttering exclamations of wo with wild gesticulations. Then I would sit down and try to be calm. I recollected all his tenderness, all his care for me when I was sick and in trouble, and all the instances of devoted affection he had demonstrated for me through our married life. " Is it possible," I exclaimed, " that all this happi ness is lost to me, and that I shall live through it ? Shall I become indifferent to him, and again see him flattering and caressing other beautiful girls ? Shall I still be his wife, and yet perhaps an object of pity to my friends ? There is something appalling in this inroad on the affections." 142 THE WIFE. At length morning dawned. I heard the servants below; the doors opened, the shutters were unclosed, Henry s favorite servant went whistling through the hall. All seemed busy. All seemed happy. I alone was wretched. In order not to be spoken to, I laid down in my bed and pretended to sleep. Soon the cheerful voices of my children in the nursery told me they were awake and well ; and a feeling of gratitude to my Heavenly Father that he had preserved them through the night was the first gleam of comfort I had experienced. I became more tranquil, and was soon able to address that Being who is ever ready to answer the supplication of an humble sufferer. I did not rise to breakfast, but sent for Eliza to bring her prayer-book to my room, and she read to me the morning prayers and a portion of the Scriptures, and thus were our hearts sanctified and strengthened for the trials of the day. It were vain to tell of the alteration of hope and despondency, of renewed affection and deep resent ment which agitated my mind until the day arrived when we might expect an answer to Eliza s letter. She too partook of my agitation, for she was uncer tain how Henry would act on the occasion. We sat together in my dressing-room, abstracted and sad ; THE WIFE. 143 the post horn sounded, and in the next moment a let ter was brought to me, which I knew to be in Henry s handwriting. We both turned pale. There was something very affecting in our situation. So much of the happiness and respectability of our lives de pended on the present communication, that we were almost breathless when I broke the seal. I read in silence the first passage ! I sprang from my seat. I threw my arms around Eliza s neck, and exclaimed, " We are happy once more ! Virtue is triumphant, and my dear husband is restored to me." I fainted with excess of emotion. When I recovered I found Eliza standing by my side, and we mingled our tears and our caresses, until we were sufficiently composed to proceed. He entered into a detail of all his feelings and all his transgressions, and enclosed Eliza s letter for me to read, that I might witness his humiliation and learn the value of her character. He said his affection for me had always been para mount to every other sentiment, and it was only in the late unhappy incidents that he had ever been in any danger of sacrificing his allegiance to me. " But," he continued, " if you and Eliza will forgive this dereliction of principle, my future life will show that I am worthy your confidence. Although I can offer no excuse for the past, yet I will prove that I am now 144 THE WIFE. awakened to the responsibility conferred by the ele vated station I hold in society, and by the obligations of married life." In conclusion he said, " I shall de pend on you, my dear wife, to watch over me and remind me of my duty. If you see me yielding to my love of female admiration, you can interpose your gentle spirit and reasonable mind, and I shall be shielded from temptation by the armor of hallowed affection." He thus in a frank and manly spirit ac knowledged his faults and his danger, and I was too happy in the belief of his restored affection to inves tigate too closely the reasons for his disclosure. There is indeed a redeeming principle in wedded love. Providence has wisely planted about it in terests and affections which enable married persons to bear with each other s aberrations and infirmities. As our union had been threatened with danger, we mutually felt the necessity of avoiding future trials, by an increased vigilance over each other s faults, and by perfecting our own character as moral and account able agents. Though the position of conjugal intercourse in the United States is one among the most beautiful fea tures of society, still there is danger, as European customs more extensively prevail, that this profound deference to the married tie may be loosened. Let, THE WIFE. 145 every unmarried woman then, by the sanctity of her deportment, check the first impulse to overleap the barriers which are her dearest safeguard, and let every married man remember when he trifles with the young and inexperienced, that he desecrates a - holy temple." A MATRON, 146 THE GAMESTER. THE GAMESTER. They came before the altar in their love, " And both were young, and one was beautiful." He stood in strength, and she in trustingness. The dark curls, flung from off his open brow, Revealed its Jove-like fullness, while her hair With free and floating tresses, veil d the cheek That blush d and paled in beautiful surprise, As the strong waves of hope and memory, With struggling current, mov d her depth of heart. Firm was his step, like one whose soul is nerv d For combat with the world ; a rock for life s Rough waves to dash on ; while her airy tread " Scarce from the heath-flower dash d the morning dew." They sought that fair and solitary home ; Fit residence ! The silent trees stood round, Nor mock d young love s first tenderness. Spring flowers Look d up and smil d ; and happy birds thrill d out The epithalamium chaunt. It was the heart s Fresh holiday. A rolling year went by, " When on their eyes a new existence smil d," And Agnes clasp d a babe, a living boy To her young throbbing breast, and Winton press d His lips, with thoughts that man but once can know, Upon his first-born s brow. Oh was not this Earth s Paradise ? Alas, that in its path A serpent should arise with specious wile ! A change came o er that scene of quiet bliss, And Agnes soft caress and the boy s smile Fell cold on Winton s heart ; he stray d from home ; THE GAMESTER. 147 His brow grew pale, abstracted, and dark words Broke muttering through his sleep. Rumor awoke Whispering of guilty haunts, and rumor grew To dreadful certainty. One night, among The reckless band that seek the gamester s hall, Frantic, young Winton stood, a ruin d man. With staggering step, clench d hands and fiery eyes He wildly raved ; then, crush d and impotent, As thoughts of home and Agnes cross d his mind, Lean d his hot, aching brow upon his hand. Ha ! is it so ? A mirror to his eye Discloses signs and looks, from one in view, That speak of fraud and trickery ! Winton sprang, And with a bound fierce as a tiger s leap, Level d a blow with word opprobrious. The morning light rose coldly on his eyes ; That eve must stamp him murderer, or must lay His senseless form within a hurried grave. He call d on one who long had lov d and warn d, (Alas, how fruitlessly he lov d and warn d !) To aid him in the coming scene of blood. The good physician went. Strange courtesies Pass d round ; the studied bow, the measur d step, And gravely busy air. Upon a mound He sat, and mark d the scene. There was the sky Expanding its wide arms in love ; the trees Were whispering kindness ; blossoms smilingly Turn d their soft leaves upon the passing breeze, Which kissed them as it rov d ; all, all but man In harmony with heaven. His heart was touch d ; Thought with its busy tide came deep and strong ; Earth seem d a speck, eternity was all ; And on that mound arose his solemn vow, That never, while the life-blood filPd his veins, 148 THE GAMESTER. And reason kept her throne, would he, by thought Or word or deed or presence, sanction give To the duello s dark and murderous rite. Fierce was the cry for blood ; the signal pass d ; Life gush d, and Winton was a murderer. Rapid his fate ; the stone that from the height Of some far mountain dashes to the earth, Falls not more certainly than he who seeks The downward progress of the gamester s way. ***** Whose is that spectral form, that by the light Of new-born day seeks the cold casement s air, And strains her sight with yet a lingering hope Her lov d one may return ? For he is lov d As woman still will love through slight and shame. Tis Agnes, sad and chill ; the bright rose gone That deck d her cheek, the elastic step subdued, Her soft eye dim with tears that fall in showers Upon her sleeping boy. He comes, but how ? The intended victim of self-murder. Pale And weak he lies, by menial arms upborne, And Agnes kneels beside him, bathes his brow With her soft hands, calls fondly on his name In tones as soft as when, a blushing girl, She dared to breathe it only to the winds. She, the high born, the beautiful, the good, For him prays fondly. She is heard. He lives. Lives ! What is life ? Is it to breathe earth s air, To tread its soil, to eat, to drink, to sleep ? This is not life. The man that knows but this, Had better sink in dust, in dark oblivion. He only lives whose soul is blent with Heaven, Like dew that falls at night to rise at morn. The gamester lived, revived on Agnes brow To stamp deep furrows ; sear her gentle heart THE GAMESTER. 149 With unheal d wounds, and fill his cup of sin With the deep scandal of a felon s crime. He died a hiss of scorn and infamy Went up upon his grave, his boy unlearn d The name of father, and his drooping wife, With downcast eyes, went sorrowing to the tomb, 150 THE DISFIGURED MINIATURE. THE DISFIGURED MINIATURE. Alas ! I cannot trace the beams That sparkle in thy soft, dark eye, Like summer lightning s chasten d gleams, That linger on an evening sky. And lost, too, is the gentle smile, That, like a sunbeam over flowers, Has danced upon thy lips the while And charm d my gay or anxious hours. The quick idea genius gave, The cold reflection reason wove, Study s deep thought, abstruse and grave, And gentler looks that told of love ; The glance benevolent and kind, That banish d pain, distrust and fear, All these in vain I seek to find, And sigh to think they are not here. And yet I cast thee not away Poor image of a face divine ! But clasp thee to my heart, and say, " Deform d, yet precious, thou art mine !" Oh ! when the hand of withering care, Shall bid, like this, thy beauty fade, Or sickness plant her farrows where The bloom of youth has brightly stray d, Then may st thou prize the faithful heart, That like the flower of night perfume, Asks no parterre where sunbeams dart, But blossoms gladly mid the gloom. THE STUDENT OF VALENCIA. 151 THE STUDENT OF VALENCIA. In the studio of an artist at Valencia, in Spain, about the year 1550, surrounded by the designs of his master, worked, or dreamed, from day to day, his pupil, Francisco di Ribalta, giving himself up to idle musings rather than to the inspiration of his art. At times stimulated by the stern rebuke or biting satire of his master, he seized his brush, and dashed off strokes of such gusto and power as showed that perseverance rather than genius was wanting to give him a name in his profession ; sometimes those very rebukes provoked him to obstinacy, his dark eyes flashed, and his compressed brows showed an inward stirring of the vindictive spirit ; but oftener he might be seen lost in delicious reveries, gazing covertly on the likeness of a girl whose slight and airy figure was contrasted by the terrible beauty of patriarchs and martyrs, saints and angels, which stood out strong in the chiaro-oscuro which characterized the altar pieces around. The picture was frequently re moved for convenience from place to place in the apartment, to give room to others. Sometimes it 152 THE STUDENT OF VALENCIA. was thrown quite in the shade, where only a gleam of one of the lustrous eyes beamed upon the young artist ; sometimes the finely turned shoulder projected from behind the heavy form of a Judas, or the dark curls rose above the feathered wing of a cupid ; and at length, one morning when Ribalta entered the studio, he perceived it unceremoniously turned to the wall, and the artist s foot placed against it as he stood sketching a saint s head. Various were the manreu- vres of the youth to restore this gem of his love to a spot where he could gaze without obstruction on its transcendent loveliness. Restless and dissatisfied, he threw on his colors awhile with careless profusion, and then sat gazing listlessly on his pallet until the hues were lost as in a prism. " To work, idler, to work," said the old man, in a tone of authority. Ribalta might have answered unadvisedly, but a slight tap at the door, and the airy figure of Isabel the artist s daughter, arrested him. As she entered, the concentrated light was shed on her like a glory, while a blush, a suffusion as if the vermilion of the student had been showered on her neck and face, rushed over her, and then subsided into chastened rose-tints, as she recovered herself from her low and graceful salutation. Having completed her errand to THE STUDENT OF VALENCIA. 153 her father, she discovered her likeness in its dishon ored condition. " My father, is it thus you treat your poor Isabel ! " said she, smiling, as the old man withdrew his foot from the position it had occupied. Stooping down, she removed the picture, and throwing her left arm across the top, with a fold of her veil lightly brushed away the dust that had gathered over it. The act brought her own head in contact with the picture, the sunny eyes of which glanced through her curls. An exclamation of admiration burst from the lips of the student. The artist, who had laid one of his powerful touches on the eyebrow of his saint, appropriated the compliment and nodded complacently, but the stroke which was to go down to posterity was lost on Ribalta ; his eyes were riv eted on the living picture before him with a look which made her speedily withdraw, another daylight glow mantling on her cheek. The rough tone of his master roused the youth from a reverie, if that can be called a reverie where thought is concentrated on one sole object. The deep gaze which had followed Isabel until her floating gar ments disappeared, reverted to the picture with a thrilling joy that he might dwell unrebuked on its passive charms. The love of the beautiful had long 11 154 THE STUDENT OF VALENCIA. been brooding over his soul, but the turbid waters of passionate youth had hardly yet shown a leaf of promise. It was for Isabel to be the dove to find that sign, and equalize his character. She alone now oc cupied his thoughts, whether moving in modest grace with averted eyes, or whether her silent image turned those beaming orbs on his. Study was forgotten, or but reverted to as a glass where he might trace her charms in some new modification. In this state of feeling the artist assigned to him the shading of a fair-browed cupid. The pupil, blind as the god before him, and dreaming only of the dark curls of Isabel, drew the like raven tresses over the blue eyes of the little deity. It was not long before both he and the artist discovered the inappropriate peruke of the god. A storm of wrath came down on Ribalta, who, blushing and alarmed, in vain en deavored to produce the feathery touch of flaxen curls on the desecrated head. On the evening of that day Isabel sat in her bal cony. The Guadalquiver lay in brightness before her, enlivened by gondolas darting here and there in the glow of the declining sun, as he shot up rays of light and beauty in that golden clime. The perfume of the orange and mulberry was wafted on the breeze, while the branches of the palm rose and fell on the THE STUDENT OF VALENCIA. 155 air like a graceful band upon the harp strings. Richly attired ladies and plumed cavaliers, released from the heat of mid-day, issued forth to enjoy a walk on the Alameda, inhaling the odor and reveling in the beauty and nature. Amid its wildness and unfixed- ness youth loves to moralize, and the tongue which has uttered words of levity, and the eye which has seemingly followed only the butterflies of existence, will be arrested by high and serious thoughts, as waves dancing and swelling in the sunbeam pause around a rock. The indwelling spirit of God looks through its veil in almost every period of life, and asks lofty questions of truth and eternity. Isabel stopped in the midst of a careless tune, her fingers still between the leaves of a ballad of the times, to look abroad on nature as the landscape closed in in mel low darkness, and a religious peace dwelt around her heart while a prayer to the virgin rose upon her lips. Ribalta came, and the lofty look of religious trust was changed to the bright glow of welcome. They sat together in the dim beauty of twilight, and with hearts open to the poetry of mind and nature, poured out the softest sympathies ; they saw the evening star arise, the moon looked out on her silvery way, the breeze bore along the breath of flowers, and they gave 156 THE STUDENT OF VALENCIA. their grateful tribute by loading its wings with happy .songs. " You will be mine," said Ribalta. " Let not doubts and tears accompany me again to my pillow, when one word can strew it with dreams of bliss." " I cannot give that word without my father s will," said Isabel. " I have nursed even his infir mities of mind until they seem sacred to me. Gain his consent and you have mine," and the noble girl sealed the frank promise by laying her hand within her lover s. " Your father never will consent," said Ribalta. " He hates me, and gives all his ear to Pietro, with his prate of technicalities and rules of art, and his straight lines as if the world was made of angles." " Nay," said Isabel, half laughing, " I never heard, I confess, that Pietro represented cupid with dark hair. How can you expect to be approved in such wilfulness ? You commit high treason against me when you disfigure Love." Thus sped the evening, and the morning brought Ribalta to the studio; his heart was full, and on the entrance of the artist he threw down his pallet, poured out deep arid earnest vows of honorable love and besought the hand of Isabel. The old man with THE STUDENT OF VALENCIA. 157 a half rueful, half comical air, pointed to the cupid with his nondescript curls, and shook his head. Ki- balta blushed, apologized, pleaded his love, and the old man bade him hope. So a few days passed, and hope did her kindly work, and lent patience to the lover s soul, and every evening he sought his reward in the bower of his beloved. At length there came one morning an Englishman to the studio of his master. He was attired in a deep mourning suit, and there was a depth of grief on his countenance painful to the beholder. He passed list lessly around the apartment, scarcely attracted by any of the designs, until his eye fell on the picture of Isabel. He started a brightness passed over his eye like stars in the rack of a cloud, an awe, as if angel garments had floated by, and he exclaimed, " My child, rny Emily." Eibalta heard the words, and looked up from the easel. He observed the stranger approach and address the artist in earnest tones, who shook his head as if in denial ; the stranger s manner then became more earnest, and his gesticulations be trayed strong excitement, while he pressed a heavy purse on the old man, who refused it as though it were dross compared with the jewel he sought, and let it fall on the floor unheeded. Then followed a lower tone, a choking utterance, as if the heart were 158 THE STUDENT OF VALENCIA. struggling to be heard, and the stranger s handker chief was passed across his eyes, while Ribalta with instinctive delicacy lowered his to his easel. But a new movement induced him to look again. Two servants in livery entered, and the artist directed them to remove the picture of Isabel. They started as they saw its youthful beauty ; the elder of the two shaded his face for a moment with an air of reverence ; the younger clasping his hands together exclaimed, "Miss Emily!" while the stranger, his enthusiasm subdued, stood with folded arms watching their move ments, while tenderly as a relic, they bore the picture away. They were gone, the artist followed, and Ribalta was alone. It was so sudden so dream like ! He looked round the apartment, and it seemed deserted. A mysterious sadness possessed him, a presentiment that thus might Isabel be torn away; he strode the floor, and as his foot struck the forgotten purse he spurned it like a viper. On this memorable morning the artist had entrusted to his pupil for some touches, a head of St. John, on which he had bestowed much thought and care. On returning to the apartment and examining the pro gress of the work, what was his dismay to find the bland and beautiful expression converted to that of a demon, and his labor gone forever ! With an irrita- THE STUDENT OF VALENCIA. 159 bility naturally increased by the scene that had in which he had unwillingly parted with the likeness of his child to comfort a bereaved parent, heno sooner saw the wreck of his picture, than he poured forth a storm of indignation on the youth, bade him quit his presence forever, and swore that " a dauber should never marry his Isabel." The balcony that witnessed their first vows saw the parting of the lovers. Ribalta lay despairing, at Isabel s feet. He had urged the burning arguments of passion to induce his beloved one to share his lonely exile in vain. " I cannot leave my father," said Isabel, mournfully ; i( the poor old man loves nothing on earth but me. Go, Ribalta, win a name and return to claim me. As I am true to him, so will I be true to you." Long and bitter was their parting ; and on the morrow, when Isabel returned to her bower, there was a cloud on her young spirit. She gazed with a wild and piercing eye on the spot where his parting plume had disappeared, until coming forms unwove the spell of memory. Ribalta turned his steps to Italy, with a noble re solve to win a name and claim his bride. He followed the path of science untired, kindling into thought and hopes that nerved his arm to toil. The gray dawn 160 THE STUDENT OF VALENCIA. found him a watcher, and its first beams fell on his ready imagination, while with a strained and doubtful eye, he urged his midnight task, and when the pic ture grew upon his touch, and his kindling glance told him that he had stamped truth and beauty on the canvass, he shouted in his solitude, Isabel ! Isabel ! Three years passed away, and the lovely Isabel ripened like rich fruit by her father s side ; and while her lover was drawing ideal forms on earthly canvass, her filial piety was a picture for angels. " Is he not my father ? " she would say, when some little trial of her forbearance arose. " If I respect and serve him not, who will ? " Then seeking his studio, she arranged the light for his failing eyes, and with her book or work sat near to aid his wishes. One morning he left her to examine some pictures of a brother artist, and Isabel, released for the day from her filial cares, turned to the shaded balcony to arrange her flowers. There was one she had never slighted the gift of Ribalta. She had kissed its leaves, prayed over its blossoms, and near that flower was she bending when a footstep startled her. It was he, Ribalta, pale and attenuated but 0, the intel lectual beauty that sat upon his brow ! Few were their words of fond and passionate sympathy, and they passed hastily to the artist s room. A noble THE STUDENT OF VALENCIA. 161 sketch lay unfinished on the easel, Ribalta caught up the brush and wrought as if soul were in his touch. The picture grew, and the colors stood out in their rich blend ings all gloriously. Isabel was by, and now triumphant laughter broke from her opened lips ; now tears stood in her eyes ; now a prayer to the Virgin rose from her heart, and now she stamped her foot in irrepressible excitement, while he, stirred by the genius of his art, waved his arm over the canvass, bound heart and eye to that one growing image, scarcely heeding the young creature who stood half breathless beside him. A glorious sunset poured in on the painting after that day of toil. A step approached, and Ribalta panting and exhausted retreated behind a neighboring picture frame. The artist entered, started, raised his hand to his brow, rubbed his dim eyes, walked again andagain around the picture, and then grasping Isabel s hand, exclaimed "Whose magic is this, my girl? Think you I would wed you to the dauber Ribalta? None but this painter deserves you for a bride." RibaHa, springing from his concealment, clasped the yielding form of Isabel to his heart, and kneeling beside her sire, they asked and received his blessing. 162 FRANCISCO DE KIBALTA. FRANCISCO DE FJBALTA, THE SPANISH ARTIST. A BALLAD. A gathering spot glowed burningly On young Ribalta s.brow, As he stood on fair Valencia s plain, And breathed a parting vow. For neither name nor wealth had he, Yet sweetly on him smiled The young and lovely Isabel, His master s only child. " Farewell ! farewell ! my Isabel, Mine, though I wander far, My love shall still shine over thee, Like yonder distant star. " I feel within my restless soul The power to toil and die, Or fix upon the scroll of fame, My name in letters high. " And dearest ! I will come again, Though he may now deride. And in thy father s presence claim My own, my gentle bride. FRANCISCO DE RIBALTA. 163 " He spurned me ; but the goading word To thee alone I tell ; He said a dauber ne er should wed His peerless Isabel. " She spoke not, but her beaming eye Looked eloquently kind, And her young fingers in his own Were trustingly entwined. One single, solitary tear Came trickling down, the while ; He kissed the falling gem away ; T was followed by a smile. And not until his waving plume Had parted from her sight, Seemed she to feel the cloudiness Upon her hope s young light. what a wild and piercing gaze Is that we throw upon The sacred spot where one has stood Who loved us, and is gone ! And what a sigh upheaves the soul When stranger-forms pass by, And with their dark, ungenial shade, Unspell the memory ! Ribalta neath Italia s skies Pursued the path to fame, Untired he followed where it led, With thoughts and hopes of flame. He watched the day -dawn s earliest ray To urge his pictured toil, 164 FRANCISCO DE RIBALTA. And bent with strained and doubtful eye Beneath the midnight oil. And when upon his growing work His kindling glances fell, A gush of joy came o er his heart, That spake of Isabel. Three circling years his gentle love Hushed up her widowed soul ; And if a sigh escaped her heart, Hope through the current stole. At length he came in manly truth ; He heard her whispered tone, Her eye-beam sank into his soul, And she was still his own. Soon to her father s vacant room They passed with stealthy tread There on the easel temptingly, A noble sketch was spread. Eager, Kibalta seized the brush And wrought as life were there, The picture grew, and every stroke Stood out with colors rare. And Isabel looked breathless on With eyes and hands upraised, And large drops beaded on his brow As thus she stood and gazed. Tis done and now a coming step, Her father s step is heard ; Ribalta, shrinking from his sight, Stifles the whispered word. FRANCISCO DE RIBALTA. 165 The master starts so beautiful The new creation shone, The color, shade, expression too, More lovely than his own ? " Why girl, there s magic in this touch, The enraptured painter cried, "And only he who wrought this work, Deserves thee for his bride." A moment and Ribalta s arm Encircled that fair maid, While at her father s knee they knelt, And for his blessing prayed. 166 MR. INKLIN, OR MR. INKLIN, OR THE MAN OF LEISURE. Mrs. Sheridan, a happy wife and mother, having concluded the bustle of a housekeeper s morning, as cended to her bed-room with the agreeable conscious ness of a neat parlor and pantry, and commenced the important business of cutting out a piece of linen. The smooth surface of a well made bed was appro priated to this somewhat intricate process, on which, humble as it seems, the happiness of one s husband greatly depends. There is scarcely a more forlorn or pitiable object in the universe, than a man, who putting on a new shirt perceives some radical defect, with the awful consciousness that nine, fifteen or twenty more are cut upon the same pattern. It so happened that Mr. Sheridan had detected, almost with complacency, the incipient decay of a set of shirts that had kept his neck as in a vice for a year and a half, and with many injunctions to his wife to be merciful, had purchased a piece of new linen. Mrs. Sheridan began her work with a light heart, and humming a low tune, placed the various pieces on different parts of the bed in the most systematic THE MAN OF LEISURE. 1G7 manner. It is delightful to create ; and the humble evolutions of the needle and scissors have healed many a wounded heart ; but to work for those we love, gives an added charm to this seemingly humble employment. Mrs. Sheridan went tripping lightly round the bed to the growing tumuli of gussets, wristbands, &c., looking back to her life of placid duty, where even the clouds that had sometimes shaded her path were tinged with the light of love and hope. She had not advanced far in the progress of her work, when a ring at the door-bell was heard, and a visiter announced. She smoothed down the border of her pretty morning cap, and with a sorrowful part ing glance at the bed, descended to the parlor. The visiter was Mr. Inklin, a broken merchant, who had contrived to save just enough for his sup port without energy to strike into new plans, though it was his intention to enter upon some occupation at a future day. Mr. Inklin had no gift in conversa tion ; his voice was an anodyne, and his sleepy eyes seemed wandering to the ends of the earth. Noth ing is so chilling in conversation as an unariswering eye. Besides this unfixed look, he kept up perpetu ally a grunting kind of affirmative which destroyed the hope that a difference of opinion might stimulate 168 MR. INKLE, OR his ideas. He dressed well, and made great use of his watch key. Most men of leisure do. The man of leisure sat down composedly, remark ing that the day was fine. Mrs. Sheridan assented, and tried to recollect if she had stuck a pin as a guide where she had drawn the last thread in the linen. Mr. Inklin enlarged upon the weather. " It had been warm," he asserted, " perhaps warmer than it was that time twelve-month. Warm weather agreed with him. He thought it might last a few days longer it was apt to in June." Mrs. Sheridan looked towards him as he spoke, but it was silently to observe that his shirt collar was more pointed than Mr. Sheridan s. " You have a quiet time," said the man of leisure, " with the children at school." " Yes, sir, very quiet," said Mrs. Sheridan, falling into a reverie, as she thought how well it was adapted to cutting out shirts. Mr. Inklin went through the commonplace matter of morning visiters, with many a resting place be tween, until he remarked that " the wind was rising." Mrs. Sheridan had observed it too, with a feeling of dismay at the prospect of the commingling of all her shirt elements. THE MAN OF LEISURE. 169 The man of leisure staid an hour, (he liked a morning visit one hour long,) and then exclaiming, as the hand of his watch turned the expected point, " bless my soul ! past twelve o clock ! " made his bow and departed. Mrs. Sheridan went to her chamber. The wind was whirling neck, sleeve and flap gussets in uncere monious heaps ; and collars, wristbands and facings were dancing in eddies on the floor. In her agita tion she lost the important boundary pin, and an error occurred in her calculations. The shirts were made, but for eighteen months her husband never took one from his drawer but with a nervous shudder or a suppressed execration. THE MAN OF LEISURE IN A COUNTING-HOUSE. The man of leisure next visited the counting-room of B & Co., and socially seating himself on a barrel, hoped he should not prevent the head clerk, who was his acquaintance, from writing. " Not at all," said the polite clerk, putting his pen behind his ear with a constrained air. " Pray don t stop on my account," said Mr. Ink- lin, with a patronizing smile. The clerk returned to his accounts and letters, while the man of leisure described, with somewhat 12 170 MR. INKLIN, OR more animation than usual, some herring he had eaten for breakfast. The clerk made an error in a figure, which cost Messrs B & Co. one week to rectify ; and one of the correspondents of the firm was shortly after surprised with the announcement by let ter, that an hundred bales of pickled herring would shortly be forwarded to order. THE MAN OF LEISURE AND HIS MINISTEE. It was Saturday night, and the Rev. Dr. Ingram sat in his study with his sheets before him, commen tators and lexicons around him, and a well mended pen in hand, when the man of leisure was announced. He entered slowly and almost diffidently, so that the compression of the Dr. s brow produced by the in terruption gave way to an open smile of encourage ment. I have mentioned that Mr. Inklin was taci turn, and not only that, but that he threw an opiate over the minds of his associates there were long pauses in that long hour, and the good words of the clergyman fell on barren ground. At length Mr. Inklin arose, saying, " I fear I have broken the thread of your argument, sir." And broken it was. Dr. Ingram retouched the nib of his pen ; listlessly turned the pages of Clark, Rosenmueller, Grotius, &c., rubbed his forehead, took two or three turns across THE MAN OF LEISURE. 171 the room, and threw himself on a seat in despair. The impetus was gone the argument was frittered away ; he stole off to bed, and dreamed that a thirty- two pounder was resting on his chest, with the man of leisure surmounting it. THE MAN OF LEISURE AND THE POLITICIAN. As Mr. Inklin was walking the next morning, with his usual measured step, his arm was touched by a serious looking gentleman with spectacles. " Fine weather," said the gentleman in specs. " Uncommon fine ; " said the man of leisure, " nine more days of fair weather this month than the last," " By the way, my dear sir," said the gentleman in specs, " I must not forget to tell you that ^^^ has set up an opposing claim to the office for which I am a candidate. My friends have calculated closely, and it is ascertained that a very few votes will turn the scale in my favor. May I hope for your aid at the election tomorrow ? " As the man in specs concluded, he cast a slightly inquisitorial glance on the some what worn-through, well-brushed suit of Mr. Inklin. " Assuredly, my dear sir," said the man of leisure, with a patronizing air. " I will make it my especial business to attend to your interests." 172 MR. INKLIN, OR Crowds pressed to the polls on the following day, at the appointed hour. The man in specs was there, smiling benignly. The opposing candidate was an nounced as elected by a majority of one. As the man in specs walked home he met Mr. Inklin coming with a more rapid pace than usual, followed by two men in ragged jackets. " Hope I am not too late with my friends," said the man of leisure. The politician s lips moved, and he " grinned ghastly." His words were inaudible, but his thoughts were, " Wear your old coat and be hanged." THE MAN OF LEISURE AND HIS LAUNDRESS. " Plase your honor," said the laundress, as she laid two nicely bleached shirts, neck-cloths, and pocket- handkerchiefs on Mr. Inklin s dressing table, u ye are owing for three months, and the soap and the starch and the firing runs up a heap, and my good man Patrick that should be a help lying with his broken shoulther, and the landlord seeking his rent, and me not able to tell which side to look, and poor Patrick to be turned out of doors for no crime at all, if you plase, sir." " 0, really, yes ; I remember hearing of Patrick s fall. A very clever fellow that husband of yours. THE MAN OF LEISURE. 173 Here are two dollars, and I will give you the remain ing trifle next week." " Trifle ! " said the laundress, counting on her ringers the amount of twelve dollars due, as she left the room, " that s a trifle to some as isn t to others. Two days after, while the man of leisure was fastening a paste brooch in his smoothly folded shirt- bosom, poor Patrick was borne to the work-house for a shelter. THE MAN OF LEISURE AND A PRETTY GIRL. The man of leisure called on Miss Emma Rob erts, a pretty blooming girl of seventeen. Emma was clear-starching. Talk about the trials of men ! What have they to annoy them in comparison with the mysteries of clear-starching ; alas, how seldom clear ! Emma was going on in the full tide of suc cess, indulging in the buoyant thoughts of her age ; there was a soft light about her eye, as she drew out the edge of ajichu, or clapped it with her small hands, as if they felt the impulse of young hopes. " I am sure Harry Bertram looked at this collar last Sunday ; I wonder if he liked it," thought she, and a gentle sigh rustled the folds of the morning robe on her bosom. Just then the door-bell sounded, and the man of leisure walked into the sitting-room, 174 MR. INKLIN, OR where Emma, with a nice establishment of smoothing- irons, &c. had ensconced herself for the morning. " You won t mind a friend s looking in upon you," said Mr. Inldin, with an at-home air. Emma blushed, loosened the strings of her apron, gave a glance at her starched fingers, and saying " take a seat, sir," suspended her work with the grace of natural politeness. In the meanwhile, the starch grew cold and the irons were overheated. Emma was not loquacious, and the dead pauses were neither few nor far between. Emma, rendered desperate, renewed her operations, but with diminished ardor :; her clapping was feeble as the applause to an un popular orator ; she burnt her fingers, her face became flushed and by the time the man of leisure had sitten out his hour, a grey hue had settled over her muslins, and an indelible smutch disfigured Harry Bertram s collar. Mr. Inklin soon called again, and met Harry Ber tram. It was no influence of coquetry but Emma rallied her powers and talked more to Mr. Inklin than to Harry, a modest youth, thrown somewhat into the shade by the veteran visiter, who outstaid him. Harry, who was not a man of leisure, could not call for several days ; when he did, Mr. Inklin had " dropt in " before him, and was twirling his watch-key, with THE MAN OF LEISURE. 175 his cold wandering eyes and everlasting affirmatives. Emma sewed industriously, and her dark lashes concealed her eyes. Her cheeks were beautifully flushed, but for whom ? Mr. Iriklin toyed with her work-box, without seeming to know that he was touching what Harry thought a shrine. Harry looked a little fierce, and bade good night abruptly. Emma raised her soft eyes with a look that ought to have detained a reasonable man, but he was prepossessed, and the kind glance was lost. Emma wished Mr. Inklin at the bottom of the sea, but there he sat, looking privileged, because he was a man of leisure. The fastening of the windows reminded him that it was time to go, for he did not limit his evening calls to an hour. Emma went to her bed-room. She was just ready to cry, but a glance at her mirror showed such bright cheeks that it stopped the tears, and she fell into a passion. She tied her night-cap into a hard knot, and broke the string in a pet. " Harry Bertram is a fool," said she, " to let that stick of a man keep him from rne. I wish I could change places with him," and sitting down on a low seat, she trotted her foot and heaved some deep sighs. 176 MR. INKLIN, OR The man of leisure "just called in " twice a week, for three months. Report was busy Harry s pride was roused. He offered himself to another pretty girl, and was accepted. Emma s bright cheeks faded, her step grew slow, and her voice was no longer heard in its gay carol from stair to stair. She was never talkative, but now she was sad. Mr. Inklin continued to " drop in," his heart was a little love- touched, but then there was " time enough." One evening he came with a look of news. " I have brought you a bit of Harry Bertram s wedding cake," said he to Emma. Emma turned pale, then red, and burst into tears. The man of leisure was concerned. Emma looked very prettily as she struggled with her feelings, while the tears dried away ; and he offered her his heart and hand. " I would sooner lie down in my grave than marry you," said the gentle Emma, in a voice so loud that Mr. Inklin started, and rushing to her own apartment, the china rang in the closet as she slammed the door. Mr. Inklin was astonished. Poor Emma covered up her heart and smiled again, but she never married, nor ever destroyed a little flower that Harry Bertram gave her when it was right for her to love and hope. THE MAN OF LEISURE. 177 The man of leisure bore her refusal with philosophy, and continued to " drop in." THE MAN OF LEISURE AND THE PALE BOY. " You ll please not to forget to ask the place for me, sir," said a pale blue-eyed boy, as he brushed the coat of the man of leisure at his lodgings. " Certainly not," said Mr. Inklin, " I shall be going that way in a day or two." " Did you ask for the place for me, yesterday ? " said the pale boy, on the following day, with a quiver ing lip, as he performed the same office. " No," was the answer. " I was busy, but I will to-day." " God help my poor mother," murmured the boy, and gazed listlessly on the cent Mr. Inklin laid in his hand. The boy went home. He ran to the hungry chil dren with the loaf of bread he had earned by brush ing the gentlemen s coats at the hotel. They shouted with joy, and his mother held out her emaciated hand for a portion, while a sickly smile flitted across her face. " Mother, dear," said the boy, " Mr. Tnklin thinks he can get me the place, and I shall have three meals 178 MR. INKLIN, OR a day only think, mother, three meals I and it won t take me three minutes to run home and share it with you." The morning came, and the pale boy s voice trembled with eagerness as he asked Mr. Iriklin if he had applied for the place. " Not yet," said the man of leisure, " but there is time enough." The cent that morning was wet with tears. Another morning arrived. " It is very thoughtless in the boy to be so late," said Mr. Inklin. " Not a soul to brush my coat ! " The child came at length, his face swollen with weeping. " I am sorry to disappoint you," said the man of leisure, "but the place in Mr. C s store was taken up yesterday." The boy stopped brushing, and burst afresh into tears. " I don t care now," said he, sobbing, " we may as well starve. Mother is dead." The man of leisure was shocked, and he gave the pale boy a dollar ! THE MAN OF LEISURE ON A DEATH-BED. Mr. Inklin was taken ill. He had said often that THE MAN OF LEISURE. 179 he thought religion might be a good thing, and he meant to look into it. His minister hastened to him and spake to him of eternal truths. With parched lips he bade him come to-morrow. That night the man of leisure died. 180 THE BACKWOODSMAN. THE BACKWOODSMAN.* He flies ! He seeks the moaning forest trees, The sunny prairie, or the mountain sweep, The swelling river rushing to the seas, The cataract, foaming neath the dizzy steep, Or softer streams, that by the green banks sleep, To these he flies. He lists The crackling of the springing deer, The shrill cry of the soaring water-fowl, The serpent hissing at his lone couch near, The wild bear uttering loud her hungry howl, The panther with his low expecting growl, Unmoved he lists. Wanderer, " Beyond the Sabbath," tell me why, With eager step you shun the haunts of men, And from the music of the church bells fly, That, floating sweetly o er your native glen, Call you to worship by their chime again ? Say, wanderer, why ? * The Backwoodsmen of North America, when they throw off the forms of society, and retreat into the forests, say, they will "fly beyond Sabbath." Flint s " Valky of the Mississippi." The record-tree alluded to, refers to the custom of some settlers, who preserve the date of time by marking the seventh day. THE BACKWOODSMAN. 181 You kno\v, You feel, beneath the woodland skies, When comes the seventh day of sacred rest, Deep wells of fond remembrance struggling rise. Within the caverns of your rocky breast A gush of thought, like visions of the blest. At times you know. And you Will turn, and mark the record-tree In stealthy silence, and a gentle prayer Unconsciously will struggle to get free, And you will feel there is a purer air, More holy stillness over nature fair, Which softens you. How sweet The strain of skyey minstrelsy, That floats above you in the wild bird s song ! Seems it to you, the hymn of infancy, Borne on the breezes of remembrance long, When you were foremost in the Sabbath throng ! Those strains were sweet ! Such tones Are swelling yet in many a spot, Sacredly twining out with praise and joy ; And there s a group oh, they forgot you not Who prayers and tears for you, for you employ. And hopes, that even time cannot destroy, Are in their tones. They call, They call you, rover, back again ! There is a mound beneath your village spire, Where, touched by love, your tears would fall like rain 182 THE BACKWOODSMAN. It shields a holy man, your aged sire. Who sought in life to curb your youthful fire. Hear his death-call ! In vain ; Alas, you heed not e en that call ; Proudly you stand upon the red-man s ground. And woman s tears, that slow and silent fall, Slighted, from your resolved breast rebound, Your free words through the woodland depths resound " Her call is vain ! " Farewell Forever, roamer of the wild ! God, whom you can forget, his own will see His sun still shines upon his erring child, His breezes fan you with their current free, And his green sod your burial-place shall be. Oh, fare you well ! HE FOR GOD ONLY, SHE FOR GOD IN HIM. 183 HE FOR GOD ONLY, SHE FOR GOD IN HIM. When Pleasure gilds thy passing hours, And Hope enwreaths her fairy flowers, And Love appears with playful hand To steal from Time his falling sand, Oh, then I ll smile with thee. When nature s beauties bless thy sight, And yield a thrill of soft delight ; When morning glories greet thy gaze, Or veiling twilight still delays, Then I ll admire with thee. When the far-clustering stars unroll Their bannered lights from pole to pole, Or, when the moon glides queenly by, Looking in silence on thine eye, I ll gaze on Heaven with thee, When music with her unsought lay Awakes the household holiday, Or sabbath notes in concert strong Lift up the sacred wings of song, I ll sing those strains with thee. But should misfortune hovering nigh Wrest from thy aching heart a sight* Or, with an aspect chill and drear, Despondence draw the unbidden tear, Oh, then, I ll weep with thee. 184 HE FOR GOD ONLY, SHE FOR GOD IN HIM. Should poverty with withering hand Wave o er thy head his care-wrought wand, And ope within thy soul the void, That haunts a mind with hopes destroyed, I ll share that pang with thee. "When youth and youthful pleasures fly, And earth is fading on thine eye, "When life has lost its early charm, And all thy wish is holy calm, I ll love that calm with thee. And when unerring death at last, Comes rushing on time s fatal blast, And naught (not e en my love) can save Thy form from the encroaching grave, I ll share that grave w r ith thee. And when thy spirit soars above, Wrapt in the foldings of God s love, Is it too much to ask of Heaven, That some low seat may there be given, Where I can bow near thee ? THE FORTIETH WEDDING-DAY. 185 THE FORTIETH WEDDING-DAY. Again thour t come, and I am here, With faded eye and locks of gray ; How changed the scenes of life appear, On this, my fortieth wedding-day. Was this the morn whose early hours, Woke fluttering with a troubled joy ; When all my footsteps were on flowers, And hope alone my heart s employ ? And where are they the young and fair, Who graced that day with opening bloom ? I ask, and "echo answers where," Dear inmates of the silent tomb. I see them now, the welcome throng, That pressed around my bridal home ! The tale, the laugh, the merry song, Like shadows o er my senses come. I see them round my toilette press, And fold the plait, and smooth the hair, And give the soothing, fond caress, And kiss the brow they said was fair. I hear the solemn promise given, I feel the small ring s circle now, The closing prayer ascends to Heaven, And angel pens record the vow. ? Tis gone tis gone the fading dream ! My hair is blanched, my eyes are dim ; I m floating on life s closing stream, But, /praised be God) it leads to Him. 13 186 MY GARDEN. MY GARDEN. My garden, fresh and beautiful ! the spell of frost is o er, And earth sends out its varied leaves, a rich and lavish store ; My heart too breaks its wintry chain, with stem and leaf and flower, And glows in hope and happiness amid the spring-tide hour. J Tis sunset in my garden the flowers and buds have caught Bright revelations from the skies in wondrous changes wrought ; And as the twilight hastens on, a spiritual calm Seems resting on the quiet leaves, which evening dews embalm. Tis moonlight in my garden ; like some fair babe at rest The day-flower folds its silky wing upon its pulseless breast ; Nor is it vain philosophy to think that plants may keep A holiday of airy dreams beneath their graceful sleep. Tis morning in my garden ; each leaf of crisped green Hangs tremulous in diamond gems with emerald rays between ; It is the birth of nature : baptized in early dew, The plants look meekly up and smile as if their God they knew. My garden fair and brilliant ! the butterfly outspread Alights with gentle fluttering on the wall-flower s golden head, Then darting to the lily-bed floats o er its sheeted white, And settles on the violet s cup with fanciful delight. MY GARDEN. 187 My quiet little garden ! I hear the rolling wheel Of the city s busy multitude along the highway peal, I tread thy paths more fondly, and inhale the circling air That glads and cools me on its way from that wide mart of care. My friendly little garden ! few worldly goods have I To tender with o erflowing heart in blessed charity, But, like the cup of water by a pure disciple given, An herb or flower may tell its tale of kindliness in heaven. My small herbescent garden ! what though I may not raise High tribute to thy fruitfulness in these familiar lays Yet when thy few shrunk radishes I pluck with eager haste, They seem a daintier food to me than gods ambrosial taste. And as for those three artichokes, the fruit of toilsome care, And my angel-visit cucumbers that come so sparse and rare, And the straggling ears of corn that shoot so meagre, thin, and small, To me they still outweigh the hoards that crowd the market stall. I own I have mistakenly oft trained a vulgar weed, And rooted up with savage hand some choice and costly seed, And boiled a precious bulbous root of lineage high and rare, And planted onions in a jar with most superfluous care : But truth springs out of error, and right succeeds to wrong ; Mistakes that wound, and weeds that vex, give morals to my song, That bid me clear my mental soil and calmly look within, To check the growth of earth s wild weeds, of passion and of sin. 188 MY GARDEN. To nobler themes, and hopes, and joys, my garden culture tends ; To that high world where only flower without the weed ascends, I lift my soul in reverie, enraptured and alone, Still coining links of thought that wreathe my spirit to God s throne. Yet sadness sometimes fills my mind, as each unfolding sweet Springs up in ready beauty beneath my household s feet For some young hand that gathers now the plants that gaily wave, May shortly lie in withered bloom within the dreary grave. My faith-inspiring garden ! thy seeds so dark and cold Late slept in utter loneliness amid earth s senseless mould ; No sunbeams fell upon them, nor west-wind s gentle breath, But there they lay in nothingness, an image meet of death. Now, lo ! they rise in gorgeous ranks, and glad the eager eye, And on the wooing summer-breeze their odor passes by ; The flower-grave cannot chain them ; the spirit-life upsprings And scatters beauty in its path from thousand unseen wings. My garden ! may the morning dew rest lightly on thy bowers, And summer clouds distil around their most refreshing showers, And when the daily sun withdraws his golden tent above, May moon and stars look watchful down and bless thee with their love. MY KNITTING-WORK. 189 MY KNITTING-WORK. Youth s buds have oped and fallen from my life s expand ing tree, And soberer fruits have ripened on its hardened stocks for me; No longer with a buoyant step I tread my pilgrim way, And earth s horizon closer bends from hastening day to day. No more with curious questioning I seek the fervid crowd, Nor to ambition s glittering shrine I feel my spirit bowed, But as bewitching flatteries from worldly ones depart, Love s circle narrows deeply about my quiet heart. Home joys come thronging round me, bright, blessed, gentle, kind; The social meal, the fireside book, unfettered mind with mind; The unsought song that asks no praise, but spirit-stirred and free, Wakes up within the thoughtful soul remembered melody. Nor shall my humble knitting-work pass unregarded here, The faithful friend who oft has chased a furrow or a tear, Who comes with still unwearied round to cheer my failing eye, And bid the curse of ennui from its polished weapons fly. Companionable knitting-work ! when gayer friends depart, Thou hold st thy busy station even very near my heart ; And when no social living tones to sympathy appeal, I hear a gentle accent from thy softly clashing steel. 190 MY KNITTING-WORK. My knitting- work ! my knitting-work ! a confidant art thou, As smooth and shining on my lap thou liest beside me now ; Thou know st some stories of my thoughts the many may not know, As round and round the accustomed path my careful fingers go. Sweet, silent, quiet knitting-work ! thou interruptest not My reveries and pleasant thoughts, forgetting and forgot ! I take thee up and lay the down, and use thee as I may, And not a contradicting word thy burnished lips will say. My moralizing knitting-work ! thy threads most aptly show How evenly around life s span our busy threads should go ; And if a stitch perchance should drop, as life s frail stitches will, How, if we patient take it up, the work may prosper still. 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