LIBRARY UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA RIVERSIDE Ex Libris ISAAC FOOT THE UNDYING FIRE ^ Mr. WELLS has also written the following uovels : LOVE AND MR. LEWISHAM KIPPS MR. POLLY THE \(rHEELS OF CHANCE THE NEW MACHIAVELLI ANN VERONICA TONO BUNGAY MARRIAGE BEALBY THE PASSIONATE FRIENDS THE WIFE OF SIR ISAAC HARMAN THE RESEARCH MAGNIFICENT MR. BRITLING SEES IT THROUGH THE SOUL OF A BISHOP JOAN AND PETER ^ The followixig fantastic and imagina- tive romances : THE WAR OF THE WORLDS THE TIME MACHINE THE WONDERFUL VISIT THE ISLAND OF DR. MOREAU THE SEA LADY THE SLEEPER AWAKES THE FOOD OF THE GODS THE WAR IN THE AIR THE FIRST MEN IN THE MOON IN THE DAYS OF THE COMET THE WORLD SET FREE And numerous Short Stories now collected in One Volume under the title of THE COUNTRY OF THE BLIND fl A Series of books upon Social, ReU- gious and Political questions : ANTICIPATIONS (1900) nLANKIND IN THE MAKING FIRST AND LAST THINGS NEW WORLDS FOR OLD A MODHRN UTOPIA THE FUTURE IN AMERICA AN ENGLISHMAN LOOKS AT THE WORLD WHAT IS COMING ? WAR AND THE FUTURE GOD THE INVISIBLE KING IN THE FOURTH YEAR q And two little books about children's play, called : FLOOK GAMES and LITTLE WARS THE UNDYING FIRE A CONTEMPORARY NOVEL -^' BY H. G. WELLS GASSRLL AND COMPANY, LTD London, New York, Toronto and Melbourne First published May 1919 Reprinted September 1919, March 1920 All Schoolmasters and Schoolmistresses and every Teacher in the World CONTENTS CHAPTER PAGE 1. The Prologue in Heaven . . 1 2. At Sea View, Sundering on Sea . 18 3. The Three Visitors ... 42 4. Do We Truly Die ? . . . 109 5. Elihu Reproves Job . . . 146 6. The Operation . . . .220 7. Letters and a Telegram . . 236 The Undying Fire CHAF :er the first THE PROLOGUE IN HEAVEN § 1 Two eternal beings, magnificently enhaloed, the one in a blinding excess of white radiance and the other in a bewildering extravagance of colours, converse amidst stupendous surround- ings. These surroundings are by tradition palatial, but there is now also a marked cosmic tendency about them. They have no definite locality ; they are above and comprehensive of the material universe. There is a quality in the scene as if a futur- ist with a considerable knowledge of modern chemical and physical speculation and some obscure theological animus had repainted the designs of a pre-Raphaclite. The vast pillars vanish into unfathomable darknesses, and the 2 The Undying Fire complicated curves and whorls of the decora- tions seem to have been traced by the flight of elemental particles. Suns and planets spin and glitter through the avanturine depths of a floor of crystalline ether. Great winged shapes are in attendance, wrought of irides- cences and bearing globes, stars, rolls of the law, flaming swords, and similar symbols. The voices of the Cherubim and Seraphim can be heard crying continually, " Holy, Holy, Holy." Now, as in the ancient story, it is a recep- tion of the sons of God. The Master of the gathering, to whom one might reasonably attribute a sublime boredom, seeing that everything that can possibly happen is necessarily known to him, displays on the contrary as lively an interest in his interlocutor as ever. This interlocutor is of course Satan, the Unexpected. The contrast of these two eternal beings is very marked ; while the Deity, veiled and almost hidden in light, with his hair like wool and his eyes like the blue of infinite space, conveys an effect of stable, remote, and moun tainous grandeur, Satan has the compact alert- The Prologue in Heaven 3 ness of habitual travel; he is as definite as a grip-sack, and he brings a flavour of initiative and even bustle upon a scene that would otherwise be one of serene perfection. His halo even has a slightly travelled look. He has been going to and fro in the earth and walking up and down in it ; his labels are still upon him. His status in heaven remains asf undefined as it was in the time of Job ; it it uncertain to this day whether he is to be re- garded as one of the sons of God or as an inexplicable intruder among them. (But see upon this question the Encyclopredia Biblica under his name.) Whatever his origin there can be little doubt of his increasing assurance of independence and importance in the Divine presence. His freedom may be sanctioned or innate, but he himself has no doubt remaining ot the security of his personal autonomy. He believes that he is a necessary accessory to God, and that his incalculable quality is an indispensable relief to the acquiescences of the Archangels. He never misses these reunions. If God is omnipresent by a ralm necessity, Satan is everywhere by an mtinite activity. They engage in unending metaphysical dif- 4 The Undying Fire ferences into which Satan has imported a tone of friendly badinage. They play chess together. But the chess they play is not the little ingenious game that originated in India ; it is on an altogether different scale. The Ruler of the Universe creates the board, the pieces, and the rules ; he makes all the moves ; he may make as many moves as he likes whenever he likes ; his antagonist, however, is permitted to introduce a slight inexplicable inaccuracy into each move, which necessitates further moves in correction. The Creator determines and conceals the aim of the game, and it is never clear whether the purpose of the adversary is to defeat or assist him in his unfathomable project. Apparently the adversary cannot win, but also he cannot lose so long as he can keep the game going. But he is concerned, it would seem, in preventing the development of any reasoned scheme in the game. § 2 Celestial badinage is at once too high and broad to come readily within the compass of earthly print and understanding. The Satanic element of unexpectedness can fill the whole sphere of Being with laughter ; thrills begotten of those vast reverberations startle our poor wits at the strangest moments. It is the humour of Satan to thrust upon the Master his own title of the Unique and to seek to wrest from him the authorship of life. (But such jesting distresses the angels.) " I alone create." "But I— I ferment." " Matter I made and all things." " Stagnant as a sleeping top but for the wabble I give it." " You are just the little difference of the individual. You are the little Uniqueness in everyone and everything, the Unique that breaks the law, a marginal idiosyncracy." ** Sire, you are the Unique, the Uniqueness of the whole." 5 6 The Undying Fire Heaven smiled, and there were halcyon days in the planets. *' I shall average you out in the end and you will disappear." ' *' And everything will end." "Will be complete." "Without me! " '* You spoil the symmetry of my universe." "I give it life." " Life comes from me." " No, Sire, Hfe comes from me." One of the great shapes in attendance be- came distinct as Michael bearing his sword. He blasphemes, O Lord. Shall I cast him forth?" " But you did that some time ago," answered Satan, speaking carelessly over his shoulder and not even looking at the speaker. " You keep on doing it. And — I am here." " He returns," said the Lord soothingly. " Perhaps I will him to return. What should we be without him? " "Without me, time and space would freeze into crystalline perfection," said Satan, and at his smile the criminal statistics of a myriad planets displayed an upward wave. The Prologue in Heaven 7 " It is I who trouble the waters. I trouble all things. I am the spirit of life." " But the soul," said God. Satan, sitting with one arm thrown over the back of his throne towards Michael, raised his eyebrows by way of answer. This talk about the soul he regarded as a divine weak- ness. He knew nothing of the soul. " I made man in my own image," said God. " And I made him a man of the world. If it had not been for me he would still be a needless gardener — pretending to cultivate a weedless garden that grew right because it couldn't grow wrong — in ' those endless sum- mers the blessed ones see.' Think of it, ye Powers and Dominions ! Perfect flowers ! Perfect fruits ! Never an autumn chill ! Never a yellow leaf ! Golden leopards, noble lions, carnivores unfulfilled, purring for his caresses amidst the aimless friskings of lambs that would never grow old ! Good Lord ! How bored he would have been ! How bored ! Instead of which, did I not launch him on the most marvellous adventures? It was I who gave him history. Up to the very limit of his ^ The Undying Fire possibilities. Up to the very limit. . . . And did not you, O Lord, by sending your angels with their flaming swords, approve of what I had done? " God gave no answer. *' But that reminds me," said Satan unabashed. § 3 The great winged shapes drew nearer, for Satan is the celestial raconteur. He alone makes stories. "There was a certain man in the land of Uz whose name was Job." "We remember him." " We had a wager of sorts," said Satan. " It was some time ago." " The wager was never very distinct — and now that you remind me of it, there is no record of your paying." "Did I lose or win? The issue was obscured by discussion. How those men did talk ! You intervened. There was no decision." " You lost, Satan," said a great Being of Light who bore a book. " The wager was whether Job would lose faith in God and curse him. He was afflicted in every way, and particularly by the conversation of his friends. But there remains an undying fire in man." 9 10 The Undying Fire Satan rested his dark face on his hand, and looked down between his knees through the pellucid floor to that little eddying in the ether which makes our world. "Job," he said, " lives still." Then after an interval : " The whole earth is now — Job." Satan delights equally in statistics and in quoting scripture. He leant back in his seat with an expression of quiet satisfaction. "Job," he said, in easy narrative tones, " lived to a great age. After his disagreeable experiences he lived one hundred and forty years. He had again seven sons and three daughters, and he saw his offspring for four generations. So much is classical. These ten children brought him seventy grand- children, who again prospered generally and had large families. (It was a prolific strain.) And now if we allow three generations to a century, and the reality is rather more than that, and if we take the survival rate as roughly three to a family, and if we agree wiith your excellent Bishop Usher that Job lived about thirty-five centuries ago, that gives us How many ? Three to the hundredth The Prologue in Heaven ii and fifth power? ... It is at any rate a sum vastly in excess of the present population of the earth. . . . You have globes and rolls and swords and siars here ; has anyone a slide rule?" But the computation was brushed aside. " A thousand years in my sight are but as yesterdar when it is past. I will grant what you seek to prove ; that Job has become man- kind," § 4 The dark regard of Satan smote down through the quivering universe and left the toiling Hght waves behind. " See there," he said pointing. " My old friend on his little planet — Adam — Job — Man — like a roast on a spit. It is time we had another wager." God condescended to look with Satan at mankind, circling between day and night. " Whether he will curse or bless? '* " Whether he will even remember God." "I have given my promise that I will at last restore Adam." The downcast face smiled faintly. " These questions change from age to age," said Satan. " The Whole remains the same." "The story grows longer in either direc- tion," said Satan, speaking as one who thinks aloud ; " past and future unfold together. . . . When the first atoms jarred I was there, and so conflict was there — and progress. The 12 The Prologue in Heaven 13 days of the old story have each expanded to hundreds of millions of years now, and still I am in them all. The sharks and crawling monsters of the early seas, the first things that crept out of the water into the jungle of fronds and stems, the early reptiles, the leaping and flying dragons of the great age of life, the mighty beasts of hoof and horn that came later; they all feared and suffered and were perplexed. At last came this Man of yours, out of the woods, hairy, beetle-browed and blood-stained, peering not too hopefully for that Eden-bower of the ancient story. It wasn't there. There never had been a gar- den. He had fallen before he arose, and the weeds and thorns are as ancient as the flowers. The Fall goes back in time now beyond man, beyond the world, beyond iuiagination. The very stars were born in sin. . . . " If we can still call it sin," mused Satan. " On a little planet this Thing arises, this red earth, this Adam, this Edomite, this Job. He builds cities, he tills the earth, he catches the lightning and makes a slave of it, he changes the breed of beast and grain. Clever things to do, but sftill petty things. You say 14 The Undying Fire that in some manner he is to come up at last to this. . . . He is too foolish and too weak. His achievements only illmiiinate his limita- tions. Look at his little brain boxed up from gro\vth in a skull of bone ! Look at his bag of a body full of rags and nidiments, a haggis of diseases ! His life is decay. . . . Does he grow? I do not see it. Has he made any perceptible step forward in quality in the last ten thousand years? He quarrels endlessly and aimlessly with himself. ... In a little while his planet will cool and freeze." "In the end he will rule over the stars," said the voice that was above Satan. " My spirit is in him." Satan shaded his face with his hand from the effulgence about him. He said no more for a time, but sat watching mankind as a boy might sit on the bank of a stream and watch the fry of minnows in the clear water of a shallow. " Nay," he said at last, " but it is in- credible. It is impossible. I have disturbed and afflicted h'm long enough. I have driven him as far as he can be driven. But now T am moved to pity. Let us end this dispute The Prologue in Heaven 15 It has been interesting, but now Is it not enough? It grows cruel. He has reached his limit. Let us give him a little peace now, Lord, a little season of sunshine and plenty, and then some painless universal pestilence and so let him die." " He is immortal and he does but begin." " He is mortal and near his end. At times no doubt he has a certain air that seems to promise understanding and mastery in his world ; it is but an air ; give me the power to afflict and subdue him but a little, and after a few squeaks of faith and hope he will whine and collapse like any oUier bea«t. He will behave like any kindred creature with a smaller brain and a larger jaw ; he too is doomed to suffer to no purpose, to stniggle by instinct merely to live, to endure for a season and then to pass. . . . Give me but the power and you shall see his courage snap like a rotten string." " You may do all that you will to him, only you must not slay him. For my spirit is in him." " That he will cast out of his own accord — when I have ruined his hopes, mocked his i6 The Undying Fire sacrifices, blackened his skies and filled his veins with torture. . . . But it is too easy to do. Let me just slay him now and end his story. Then let us begin another, a different one, and something more amusing. Let us, for example, put brains — and this Soul of yours — into the ants or the bees or the beavers ! Or take up the octopus, already a very tactful and intelligent creature! " "No; but do as you have said, Satan. For you also are my instrument. Try Man to the uttermost. See if he is indeed no more than a little stir amidst the shme, a fuss in the mud that signifies nothing. ..." § 3 The Satan, his face hidden in shadow, seemed not to hear this, but remained still and intent upon the world of men. And as that brown figure, with its vast halo like the worn tail of some fiery peacock, brooded high over the realms of being, this that follows happened to a certain man upon the earth. i7 CHAPTER THE SECOND AT SEA VIEW, SUNDERING ON SEA § 1 In an uncomfortable armchair of slippery black horsehair, in a mean apartment at Sundering on Sea, sat a sick man staring dully out of the window. It was an oppressive day, hot under a leaden sky ; there was scarcely a move- ment in the air save for the dull thudding of the gun practice at Shorehamstow. A multi- tude of flies crawled and buzzed fitfully about the room, and ever and again some chained- up cur in the neighbourhood gave tongue to its discontent. The window looked out upon a vacant building lot, a wasite of scorched grass and rusty rubbish surrounded by a fence of barrel staves and barbed wire. Between the ruinous notice-board of some pre-war building enterprise and the gaunt verandah of a convalescent home, on which the motionless blue forms of two despondent wounded men in i8 Sea View, Sundering on Sea 19 deck chairs were visible, came the sea view which justified the name of the house ; beyond a wide waste of mud, over which quivered the heat-tormented air, the still anger of the heavens lowered down to meet in a line of hard conspiracy, the steely criminality of the re- mote deserted sea. The man in the chair flapped his hand and spoke. " You accursed creature," he said. *' Why did God make flies? " After a long interval he sighed deeply and repeated: " TF/i?/ ? " He made a fitful effort to assume a more comfortable position, and relapsed at last into his former attitude of brooding despondency. When presently his landlady came in to lay the table for lunch, an almost imperceptible wincing alone betrayed his sense of the threat- ening swish and emphasis of her movements. She was manifestly heated by cooking, and a smell of burnt potatoes had drifted in with her appearance. She was a meagre little woman with a resentful manner, glasses pinched her sharp red nose, and as she spread out the grey- white diaper and rapped down the knives and forks in their places she glanced at him darkly 20 The Undying Fire as if his inattention aggrieved her. Twice she was moved to speak and did not do so, but at length she could endure his indifference no longer. " Still feeling ill I suppose, Mr. 'Uss?" she said, in the manner of one who knows only too well what the answer will be. He started at the sound of her voice, and gave her his attention as if with an effort. " I beg your pardon, Mrs. Croome? " The landlady repeated with acerbity, " I arst if you was still feeling ill, Mr. 'Uss." He did not look at her when he replied, but glanced towards her out of the corner of his eyes. " Yes," he said. " Yes, I am. I am afraid I am ill." She made a noise of unfriendly confirmation that brought his face round to her. " But mind you, Mrs. Croome, I don't ,want Mrs. Huss worried about it. She has enough to trouble her just now. Quite enough." " Misfortunes don't ever come singly," said Mrs. Croome with quiet satisfaction, lean- ing across the table to brush some spilt salt from off the cloth to the floor. She was not going to make any rash promises about Mrs. Huss. Sea View, Sundering on Sea 21 ** We 'ave to bear up with what is put upon us," said Mrs. Croome. '* We 'ave to find strength where strength is to be found." She stood up and regarded him with pen- sive malignity. " Very likely all you want is a tonic of some sort. Very likely you've just let yourself go. I shouldn't be surprised." The sick man gave no welcome to this suggestion. " If you was to go round to the young doctor at the corner — Barrack isnameis — very likely he'd put you right. Everybody says he's very clever. Not that me and Croome put much faith in doctors. Nor need to. But you're in a different position." The man in the chair had been to see the young doctor at the corner twice already, but he did not want to discuss that interview with Mrs. Croome just then. " I must think about it," he said evasively. " After all it isn't fair to yourself, it isn't fair to others, to sicken for — it might be any- think — without proper advice. Sitting there and doing nothing. Especially in lodgings at this time of year. It isn't, well — not what I call considerate." 22 The Undying Fire ** Exactly," said Mr. Huss weakly. '* There's homes and hospitals properly equipped.'* The sick man nodded his head apprecia- tively. " If things are nipped in the bud they're nipped in the bud, otherwise they grow and make trouble." It was exactly what her hearer was thinking. Mrs. Croome ducked to the cellarette of a gaunt sideboard and rapped out a whisky bottle, a bottle of lime-juice, and a soda-water syphon upon the table. She surveyed her handiwork with a critical eye. " Cruet," she w^hispered, and vanished from the room, leav- ing the door, after a tormenting phase of creaking, to slam by its own weight behind her. . . . The invalid raised his hand to his forehead and found it wet with perspiration. His hand was trembling violently. "My Godl^^ he 5\'hispered. . . . § 2 This man's name was Job Huss. His father had been called Job before him, and so far as the family tradition extended the eldest son had always been called Job. Four weeks ago he would have been esteemed by most people a conspicuously successful and en- viable man, and then had come a swift rush of disaster. He had been the headmaster of the great modern public school at Woldingstanton in Norfolk, a revived school under the Paper- makers' Guild of the City of London ; he had given himself without stint to its establish- ment and he had made a great name in the world for it and for himself. He had been the first English schoolmaster to liberate the modern side from the entanglement of its lower forms with the classical masters ; it was the only school in England where Spanish and Kussian were honestly taught ; his science laboratories were the best school laboratories 23 24 The Undying Fire in Great Britain and perhaps in the world, and his new methods in the teaching of history and politics broiiglit a steady stream of foreign inquirers to Woldingstanton. The hand of the adversary had touched him first jujit at the end of the summer term. There had been an epidemic of measles in which, through the inexplicable negligence of a trusted nurse, two boys had died. On the afternoon of the second of these deaths an assistant master was killed by an explosion in the chemical labora- tory. Then on the very last night of the term came the School House fire, in which two of the younger boys were burnt to death. Against any single one of these misfor- tunes Mr. Huss and his school might have maintained an unbroken front, but their quick succession had a very shattering effect. Every circumstance conspired to make these events vividly dreadful to Mr. Huss. He had been the first to come to the help of his chemistry master, who had fallen among some carboys of acid, and though still alive and struggling, was blinded, nearly faceless, and hopelessly mangled. The poor fellow died before he rould be extrionted. On the night of the fire Sea View, Sundering on Sea 25 Mr. Huss strained himself internally and bruised his foot very painfully, and he him- self found and carried out the charred body of one of the two little victims from the room in which they had been trapped by the lock- ing of a door during some " last day " rag- ging. It added an element of exasperating inconvenience to his greater distresses that all his papers and nearly all his personal posses- sions were burnt. On the morning after the fire Mr. Huss's solicitor committed suicide. He was an old friend to whom Mr. Huss had entrusted the complete control of the savings that were to secure him and Mrs. Huss a dignified old age. The lawyer was a man of strong political feel- ings and liberal views, and he had bought roubles to his utmost for Mr. Huss as for him- self, in order to demonstrate his confidence in the Russian revolution. All these things had a quite sufficiently disorganising effect upon Mr. Huss; upon his wife the impression they made was alto- gether disastrous. She was a .worthy but emotional lady, effusive rather than steadfast. Like the wives of most schoolmasters, she had 36 The Undying Fire been habitually preoccupied with matters of domestic management for many years, and her first reaction was in the direction of a bitter economy, mingled with a display of contempt she had never manifested hitherto for her husband's practical ability. Far better would it have been for Mr. Huss if she had broken down altogether ; she insisted upon directing everything, and doing so with a sort of pitiful vehemence that brooked no contra- diction. It was impossible to stay at Wold- ingstanton through the vacation, in sight of the tragic and blackened ruins of School House, and so she decided upon Sundering on Sea because of its nearness and its pre-war reputation for cheapness. There, she an- nounced, her husband must " pull himself together and pick up," and then return to the rebuilding of School House and the rehabilitation of the school. Many formalities had to be gone through before the building could be put in hand, for in those days Britain was at the extremity of her war effort, and labour and material were unobtainable with- out special permits and great exertion. Sun- dering on Sea was as convenient a place as Sea View, Sundering on Sea 27 an5^where from >vhich to write letters, but his idea of going to London to see influential people was resisted by Mrs. Huss on the score of the expense, and overcome when he per- sisted in it by a storm of tears. On her arrival at Sundering Mrs. Huss put up at the Railway Hotel for the night, and spent the next morning in a stern visita- tion of possible lodgings. Something in the unassuming outlook of Sea View attracted her, and after a long dispute she was able to beat down Mrs. Croome's demand from five to four and a half guineas a week. That after- noon some importunate applicant in an ex- tremity of homelessness — for there had been a sudden rush of visitors to Sundering — offered six guineas. Mrs. Croome tried to call off her first bargain, but Mrs. Huss was obdurate, and thereafter all the intercourse of landlady and her lodgers went to the unspoken refrain of " I get four and a half guineas and I ought to get six." To recoup herself Mrs. Croome attempted to make extra charges for the use of the bathroom, for cooking after five o'clock, for cleaning Mr. Huss's brown boots with specially bought brown cream instead of 28 The Undying" Fire blacking, and for the ink used by him in his very voluminous correspondence ; upon all of which points there was nmch argument and bitterness. But a heavier blow than any they had hitherto experienced was now to fall upon Mr. and Mrs. Huss. Job in the ancient story had seven sons and three daughters, and they were all swept away. This Job was to suffer a sharper thrust ; he had but one dear only son, a boy of great promise, who had gone into the Royal Flying Corps. News came that he had been shot down over the German lines. Unhappily there had been a conflict between Mr. and Mrs. Huss about this boy. Huss had been proud that the youngster should choose the heroic service; Mrs. Huss had done her utmost to prevent his joining it. The poor lady was now ruthless in her anguish. She railed upon him as the murderer of their child. She hoped he was pleased with his handiwork. He could count one more name on his hst; he could add it to the roll of honour in the chapel " with the others." Her baby boy ! This said, she went wailing from the room. Sea View, Sundering on Sea 29 The wretched man sat confounded. That " with the others " cut him to the heart. For the school chapel had a list of V.C.'s, D.C.M.'s and the like, second to none, and it had indeed been a pride to him. For some days his soul was stunned. He was utterly exhausted and lethargic. He could hardly attend to the most necessary letters. From dignity, hope, and a great sheaf of activities, his life had shrunken abruptly to the compass of this dingy lodging, pervaded by the squabbhng of two irrational women ; his work in the world was in ruins ; he had no strength left in him to struggle against fate. And a vague internal pain crept slowly into his consciousness. His wife, insane now and cruel with sorrow, tried to put a great quarrel upon him about wearing mourning for their son. He had always disliked and spoken against these pomps of death, but she insisted that what- ever callousness he might display she at least must wear black. He might, she said, rest assured that she would spend no more money than the barest decency required; she would buy the cheapest material, and make it up 30 The Undying Fire in her bedroom. But black she must have. This resohition led straight to a conflict with Mrs. Croome, who objected to her best bed- room being littered with bits of black stuff, and cancelled the loan of her sewing machine. The mourning should be made, Mrs. Huss insisted, though she had to sew every stitch of it by hand. And the poor distraught lady in her silly parsimony made still deeper trouble for herself by cutting her material in every direction half an inch or more short of the paper pattern. She came almost to a physical tussle with Mrs. Croome because of the state of the carpet and counterpane, and Mrs. Croome did her utmost to drag Mr. Huss into an altercation upon the matter with her husband. " Croome don't interfere much, but some things he or nobody ain't going to stand, Mr. 'Uss." For some days in this battlefield of in- satiable grief and petty cruelty, and with a dull pain steadily boring its way to recog- nition, Mr. Huss forced himself to carry on in a fashion the complex of business necessi- tated by the school disaster. Then in the Sea View, Sundering on Sea 31 night came a dream, as dreams sometimes will, to enlighten him upon his bodily con- dition. Projecting from his side he saw a hard, white body that sent round, wormlike tentacles into every corner of his being. A number of doctors were struggling to tear this thing away from him. At every effort the pain increased. He awoke, but the pain throbbed on. He lay quite still. Upon the heavy dark- ness he saw the word " Cancer," bright red and glowing — as pain glows. . . . He argued in the face of invincible con- viction. He kept the mood conditional. *' If it be so," he said, though he knew that the thing was so. What should he do? There would have to be operations, great expenses, enfeeblement. . . . Whom could he ask for advice? Who would help him? . . . Suppose in the morning he were to take a bathing ticket as if he meant to bathe, and struggle out beyond the mud-flats. He could behave as though cramp had taken him suddenly . . . Five minutes of suffocation he would have 32 The Undying Fire to force himself through, and then peace — endless peace ! " No," he said, with a sudden gust of courage. " I will fight it out to the end.*' But his mind was too dull to form plans and physically he was afraid. He would have to find a doctor somehow, and even that little task appalled him. Then he would have to tell Mrs. Huss. . . . For a time he lay quite still as if he listened to the alternative swell and diminu- endo of his pain. " Oh ! if I had someone to help me ! " he whispered, and was overcome by the lonely misery of his position. " If I had someone ! ' * For years he had never wept, but now tears were wrung from him. He rolled over and buried his face in the pillow and tried to wriggle his body away from that steady gnaw- ing ; he fretted as a child might do. The night about him was as it were a great watching presence that would not help nor answer. §8 Behind the brass plate at the corner which said " Dr. Elihu Barrack " Mr. Hiiss found a hard, competent young man, who had returned from the war to his practice at Sun- dering after losing a leg. The mechanical substitute seemed to have taken to him very kindly. He appeared to be both modest and resourceful ; his unfavourable diagnosis was all the more convincing because it .was tenta- tive and conditional. He knew the very specialist for the case ; no less a surgeon than Sir Alpheus Mengo came, it happened, quite frequently to play golf on the Sundering links. It would be easy to arrange for him to examine Mr. Huss in Dr. Barrack's little consulting room, and if an operation had to be performed it could be managed with a minimum of expense in Mr. Huss's own lodg- ings without any extra charge for mileage and the like. "Of course," said Mr. Huss, '* of ^ 33 34 The Undying Fire course," with a clear vision of Mrs. Croome confronted with the proposal. Sir Alpheus Mengo came down the next Saturday, and made a clandestine examina- tion. He decided to operate the following week-end. Mr. IIuss was left at his own request to break the news to his wife and to make the necessary arrangements for this use of Mrs. Croome's rooms. But it was two days before he could bring himself to broach the matter. He sat now Hstening to the sounds of his wife moving about in the bedroom overhead, and to the muffled crashes that intimated the climax of Mrs. Croome's preparation of the midday meal. He heard her calling upstairs to know whether Mrs. Huss was ready for her to serve up. He was seized with panic as a schoolboy might be who had not prepared his lesson. He tried hastily to frame some intro- ductory phrases, but nothing would come into his mind save terms of disgust and lamenta- tion. The sullen heat of the day mingled in one impression with his pain. He was nauseated by the smell of cooking. He felt it would be impossible to sit up at table and Sea View, Sundering on Sea 35 pretend to eat the meal of burnt bacon and potatoes that was all too evidently coming. It came. Its progress along the passage was announced by a clatter of dishes. The door was opened by a kick. Mrs. Croome put the feast upon the table with something between defence and defiance in her manner. " What else," she seemed to intimate, " could one expect for four and a half guineas a week in the very height of the season.^ From a woman who could have got six ! " " Your dinner's there," Mrs. Croome called upstairs to Mrs. Huss in tones of studied negligence, and then retired to her own affairs in the kitchen, slamming the door behind her. The room quivered down to silence, and then Mr. Huss could hear the footsteps of his wife crossing the bedroom and descending the staircase. Mrs. Huss was a dark, graceful, and rather untidy lady of seven and forty, .with the bridling bearing of one who habitually repels implicit accusations. She lifted the lid of the vegetable dish. " I thought I smelt burn- ing," she said. " The woman is impossible.'' 36 The Undying Fire She stood by her chair, regarding her hus- band and waiting. He rose reluctantly, and transferred him- self to a seat at table. It had always been her custom to carve. She now prepared to serve him. " No," he said, full of loathing. '' I can't eat. I canH.^* She put down the tablespoon and fork she had just raised, and regarded him with eyes of dark disapproval. " It's all we can get," she said. He shook his head. "It isn't that." '* I don't know what you expect me to get for you here," she complained. " The tradesmen don't know us — and don't care." " It isn't that. I'm ill." " It's the heat. We are all ill. Everyone. In such weather as this. It's no excuse for not making an effort, situated as we are." " I mean I am really ill. I am in pain." She looked at him as one might look at an unreasonable child. He was constrained to more definite statement. " I suppose I must tell you sooner or later. I've had to see a doctor." Without oonsultinjEf m