of California i Regional Facility /A fj JOSEPH A XI) HIS FRIEND K $tori) of pennsjjluama. BY BAYARD TAYLOR. The better angel is a man right fair : The worser spirit a woman coloured ill. SHAKSPEABE: Sonnets. NEW YORK : G. P. PUTNAM & SONS, FOURTH AVENUE AND TWENTY-THIRD STREET. LONDON: S. Low, SON & MARSTON. 1870. CONTEXTS. PAOK I. Joseph 1 II. Miss Blessing , 11 III. The Place and People 22 IV. Miss Blessing- calls on Pwachel Miller 31 V. Ehvood's Evening, and Joseph's 43 VI. In the Garden 53 VII. The Blessing Family GG VIII. A Consultation 81 IX. Joseph and his Friend 89 X. Approaching Fate 101 XI. A City Wedding 11B XII. Clouds 123 XIII. Presentiments 133 XIV. The Amaranth 142 XV. A Dinner Party 155 VI COXTKXTS. TAGK XVI. Joseph's Trouble, and Philip's 1<>8 XVII. A Storm 1 70 XVlit. On the KiuLroad Track 190 XIX. Tlie ' Wharf-nit " 201 XX. A Crisis 208 XXI. Under the Water 218 XXII. Kanuck 2:51 XXIII. Julia's Experiment 243 XXIV. Fate , . . 253 XXV. The Mourners 268 XXVI. The Accusation 280 XXVII. The Labels 290 XXVIII. The Trial 303 XXIX. New Evidence 315 XXX. Mr. Blessing's Testimony 325 XXXI. Beginning another Life 837 XXXII. Letters I. Joseph to Philip 348 XXXIII. All are Happy , . 357 JOSEPH AXD HIS FEIEXD. CHAPTER I. RACHEL MILLER was not a little surprised when her nephew Joseph came to the supper-table, not from the direction of the barn and throiigh the kitchen, as usual, but from the back room up stairs, where he slept. His work-day dress had disappeared ; he wore his best Sunday suit, put on with unusual care, and there were faint pomatum odors in the air when he sat down to the table. Her face said and she knew it as plain as any words, " What in the world does this mean ? " Joseph, she saw, endeavored to look as though coming down to supper in that costume were his usual habit ; so she poured out the tea in silence. Her silence, however, was eloquent ; a hundred interrogation-marks would not have expressed its import ; and Dennis, the hired man, who sat on the other side of the table, experienced very much the same apprehension of some- thing forthcoming, as when he had killed her favorite speckled hen by mistake. Before the meal was over, the tension between Joseph and his aunt had so increased by reason of their mutual silence, 1 thai it was very awkward and oppressive to both ; yet neither knew how to break it easily. There is always a great deal of unnecessary reticence in the intercourse of country people, and in the case of those two it had been specially strengthened by the want of every relationship except that of blood. They were quite ignorant of the fence, the easy thrust and parry of society, where talk becomes an art ; silence or the bhmtcst utterance were their alternatives, and now the one had neutralized the other. Both felt this, and Dennis, in his dull way, felt it too. Although not a party concerned, he was uncomfortable, yet also internally con- scious of a desire to laugh. The resolution of the crisis, however, came by his aid. When the meal was finished and Joseph betook himself to the window, awkwardly drumming upon the pane, while his aunt gathered the plates and cups together, delaying to re- move them as was her wont, Dennis said, with his hand on the door-knob: "Shall I saddle the horse right off?" " I guess so," Joseph answered, after a moment's hesita- tion. Rachel paused, with the two silver spoons in her hand. Joseph was still drumming upon the window, but with very irregular taps. The door closed upon Dennis. " Well," said she, with singular calmness, " a body is not bound to dress particularly fine for watching, though 1 would as soon show him that much respect, if need be, as anybody else. Don't forget to ask Maria if there 's any- thing I can do for her." Joseph turned around with a start, a most innocent sur- prise on his face. " Why, aunt, what are you talking about ? " " You are not going to Warne's to watch ? They have nearer neighbors, to be sure, but wh^n a man dies, pvery- hodv is free to oiler their services, lie was ahvays strong in the faith." Joseph knew that he was oaucrht, without suspecting her manoeuvre. A brighter color ran over his face, up to the roots of his hair. " VThy, no ! " lie exclaimed ; ' ; I am going to Warriners to spend the evening. There's to be a little company there, a neighborly gathering. I believe it's been talked of this long while, but I was only invited to- day. I saw Bob, in the road-field." Rachel endeavored to conceal from her nephew's eye the immediate impression of his words. A constrained smile passed over her face, and was instantly followed by a cheer- ful relief in his. " Isn't it rather a strange time of year for evening par- ties ? " she then asked, with a touch of severity in her voice. " They meant to have it in cherry-time, Bob said, when Anna's visitor had come from town." " That, indeed ! I see ! " Rachel exclaimed. " It's to be a sort of celebration for what's-her-name ? Blessing, I know, but the other? Anna Wurriner was there last Christmas, and I don't suppose the high notions are out of her head yet. Well, I hope it'll be some time before they take root here ! Peace and quiet, peace and quiet, that's been the token of the neighborhood ; but town ways are the reverse." "All the young people are going," Joseph mildly sug- gested, " and so " " O, I don't say you shouldn't go, this time," Rachel in- terrupted him ; " for you ought to be able to judge for your- self what's fit and proper, and what is not. I should be sorry, 4: JOSKPH AND HIS FKIKXD. to be sure, to see you doing anything and going nnywhei-o that would make your mother uneasy if she were living now. It's so hard to be conscientious, and to mind a body's bouiiden duty, without seeming to interfere." She heaved a deep sigh, and just touched the corner of her apron to her eyes. The mention of his mother always softened Joseph, and in. his earnest desire to live so that his life might be such as to give her joy if she could share it, a film of doubt spread itself over the smooth, pure surface of his mind. A vague consciousness of his inability to express himself clearly upon the question without seeming to slight her memory aiFected his thoughts. (t But, remember, Aunt Rachel," he said, at last, " I was not old enough, then, to go into society. She surely meant that I should have some independence, when the time came. I am doing no more than all the young men of the neigh- borhood." " Ah, yes, I know," she replied, in a melancholy tone ; " but they've got used to it by degrees, and mostly in their own homes, and with sisters to caution them ; whereas you're younger according to your years, and innocent of the ways and wiles of men, and and girls." Joseph painfully felt that this last assertion was true. Suppressing the impulse to exclaim, " Why am I younger ' according to my years ? ' why am I so much more ' inno- cent' which is, ignorant than others?" he blundered out, with a little display of temper, " Well, how am I ever to learn?" " By patience, and taking care of yourself. There's al- ways safety in waiting. I don't mean you shouldn't go this evening, since you've promised it, and made yourself smart. But, mark my words, this is only the beginning. The season makes no difference ; townspeople, never scorn to know that there's such things as hay-harvest and corn to be worked. They come out fur merry-makings in the busy time, ;uid \vant us country folks to give up everything for their pleasure. The tired plough-horses must be geared up for 'em, and the cows wait an hour or two longer to be milked while they're driving around ; and the chickens killed half-grown, and the washing and baking put oil' when it comes in their wav. They're mighty nice and friendly while it lasts ; but go back to 'em in town, six months afterwards, and see whether they'll so much as ask you to take a meal's victuals ! " Joseph began to laugh. " It is not likely," he said, " that I shall ever go to the Blessings for a meal, or that this Miss Julia as they call her will ever interfere with our har- vesting or milking." " The airs they put on ! " Rachel continued. " She'll very likely think that she's doing you a favor by so much as speaking to you. "When the Bishops had boarders, two years ago, one of 'em said, Maria told me with her own mouth, ' Why don't all the farmers follow your example ? It would be so refining for them ! ' They may be very well in their place, but, for my part, I should like them to stay there." " There comes the horse," said Joseph. " I must be on the way. I expect to meet Elwood Withers at the lane-end. But about waiting, Aunt you hardly need " " O, yes, I'll wait for you, of course. Ten o'clock is nob so very late for me." " It might be a little after," he suggested. " Not much, I hope ; but if it should be daybreak, wait I will ! Your mother couldn't expect less of me." When Joseph whirled into the saddle, the thought of his C JO^Kl'II AND HIS FUIKNn. aunt, grimly waiting for his return, was already perched like an imp on the crupper, and clung to his sides with claws of steel. She, looking through the window, also felt that it was so ; and, much relieved, went back to her household duties. He rode very slowly down the lane, with his eyes fixed on the ground. There was a rich orange ilush of sunset on the hills across the valley ; masses of burning cumuli hung, self- suspended, above the farthest woods, and such depths of purple-gray opened beyond them as are wont to rouse tho slumbering fancies and hopes of a young man's heart ; but the beauty and fascination and suggestiveness of the hour could not lift his downcast, absorbed glance. At last his horse, stopping suddenly at the gate, gave a whinny of re- cognition, which was answered. El wood "Withers laughed. " Can you tell me where Joseph Asten lives? "lie cried, "an old man, very much bowed and bent." Joseph also laughed, with a blush, as he met the other's strong, friendly face. " There is plenty of time," he said, leaning over his horse's neck and lifting the latch of the gate. " All right ; but you must noAv wake up. You're spruce enough to make a figure to-night." " O, no doubt ! " Joseph gravely answered ; " but what kind of a figure ? " " Some people, I've heard say," said Elwood, " may look into their looking-glass every day, and never know how they look. If you appeared to yourself as you appear to me, you wouldn't ask such a question as that." " If I could only not think of myself at all, Elwood, if I could be as unconcerned as you are " " But I'm not, Joseph, my boy ! " Elwood interrupted, .TOSKl'JI AM) JI1- FL11KNJ). 7 riding nearer and laying a han-l on his friend's shoulder. "I tell von, it weakens my very marrow to walk into a room full o' girls, even, though I know every one of 'em. They know it, too, and, shy and quiet as they seem, they're 1111- mereiful. There tliey sit, all looking so different, somehow, even a fellow's own sisters and cousins, lilling up all sides of the room, rustling a little and whispering a little, but you feel that every one of 'em has her eyes on you, and would be so glad to see you ilustered. There's no help for it, though; we've got to grow case-hardened to that much, or how ever could a man get married ? " " Elwood ! " Joseph asked, after a moment's silence, " were you ever in love ? " " Well," and Elwood pulled up his horse in surprise, "well, you do come out plump. You take the breath out of my body. Have I been in love ? Have I committed murder ? One's about as deadly a secret as the other ! " The two looked each other in the face. Elwood's eyes answered the question, but Joseph's, large, shy, and utterly innocent, could not read the answer. "It's easy to see you've never been," said the former, dropping his voice to a grave gentleness. " If I should say Yes, what then ? " " Then, how do you know it, I mean, how did you first begin to find it out ? What is the difference between that and the feeling you have towards any pleasant girl whom you like to be with ? " " All the difference in the world ! " Elwood exclaimed with energy ; then paused, and knitted his brows with a perplex- ed air ; " but I'll be shot if I know exactly what else to say; I never thought of it before. How do I know that I am Elwood Withers? It geems just as plain as that, and 8 josMj'ii .AND in* Fi:rr:_\ix yet well, for one tiling, she's always in your mind, and you think and dream of just nothing but her; and you'd rather have the hem of her dress touch you than kiss anybody else ; and you want to be near her, and to have her ail to yourself, yet it's hard work to speak a sensible word to her when you come together, but, what's the use ? A fellow must feel it himself, as they say of experiencing religion; he must get converted, or he'll never know. Now, 1 don't suppose you've understood a word of what I've said ! " "Yes!" Joseph answered; "indeed, I think so. It's only an increase of what we all feel towards some persons. I have been hoping, latterly, that it might come to me, but but" " But your time will come, like every man's," said El- wood ; " and, maybe, sooner than you think. When it does, you won't need to ask anybody ; though I think you're bound to tell me of it, after pumping my own secret out of me." Joseph looked grave. " Never mind ; I wasn't obliged to let you have it. I know you're close-mouthed and honest-hearted, Joseph ; but I'll never ask your confidence unless you can give it as freely as I give mine to you." " You shall have it, Elwood, if my time ever comes. And I can't help wishing for the time, although it may not be right. You know how lonely it is on the farm, and yet it's not always easy for me to get away into company. Aunt Rachel stands in mother's place to me, and maybe it's only natural that she should be over-concerned ; any way, seeing what she has done for my sake, I am hindered from oppos- ing her wishes too stubbornly. Now, to-night, my goinw didn't seem right to her, and I shall not get it out of my 9 mind that she is availing up, and perhaps fretting, ou my account." ''A vounc: fellow of vour n^'e mustn't be so tender," El- O wood said. ''If you had your own father raid mother, thevM allow you more of a rung. 1 . Look at me, with mine ! Why, I never us much as say 'by your leave.' Quite the contrary; so long as the work isn't .slighted, they're rather glad than not to have me go out ; and the house is twice as lively since I bring so much fresh gus.-.ip into it. But then, I've had a rougher bringing up." " I wish I had had ! " cried Joseph. " Yet, no, when I think of mother, it is wrong to say just that. "What I mean is, I wish I could take things as easily as you, make my way boldly in the world, without being held back by trifles, or getting so confused with all sorts of doubts. The more anxious I am to do right, the more embarrassed I am to know what is the right thing. I don't believe yon have any such troubles." " Well, for my part, I do about as other fellows ; no worse, I guess, and likely no better. You must consider, also, that I'm a bit rougher made, besides the bringing \ip, and that makes a deal of difference. I don't try to make the scales balance to a grain ; if there's a handful under or over, I think it's near enough. However, you'll be all right in a while. When you find the right girl and marry her, it'll put a new face on to you. There's nothing like a sharp, wide-awake wife, so they say, to set a man straight. Don't make a mountain of anxiety out of a little molehill of inex- perience. I'd take all your doubts and more, I'm sure, if I could get such a two-hundred-acre farm with them." " Do you know," cried Joseph eagerly, his blue eyes flashing thi-ougk the gathering dusk, " I have often thought 1* 10 .TOSKI'II AND JUS FIUKXD. very nearly the .sumo thing ! ]f I wore to love, if I wore to marry "liu.sh!" interrupted Ehvood ; "I know you don't mean, others to hear you. Here come two down the branch road." The horsemen, neighboring farmers' sons, joined them. They rode together up the knoll towards the AVarriner mansion, the lights of which glimmered at intervals through the trees. The gate was open, and a dozen vehicles could be seen in the enclosure between the house and barn. Bright, gliding forms were visible on the portico. " Just see," whispered Ehvood to Joseph ; " what a lot of posy-colors ! You may be sure they're every one watching us. ISTo flinching, mind ; straight to the charge ! We'll walk up together, and it won't be half as hard for you." 11 CHAPTER IT To consider the evening party at ~\V arriner's a scene of "dissipation" as some of the good old people of the neigh- borhood undoubtedly did \vas about as absurd as to call butter-milk an intoxicating beverage. Anything more simple and innocent could not well be imagined. The very awkwardness which everybody felt, and which no one ex- actly knew how to overcome, testified of virtuous ignorance. The occasion was no more than sufficed, for the barest need of human nature. Young men and women must come to- gether for acquaintance and the possibilities of love, and, fortunately, neither labor nor the severer discipline of their elders can prevent them. Where social recreation thus only exists under discourag- ing conditions, ease and grace and self-possession cannot be expected. Had there been more form, in fact, there would have been more ease. A conventional disposition of the guests would have reduced the loose elements of the com- pany to some sort of order ; the shy country nature would have taken refuge in fixed laws, and found a sense of free- dom therein. But there were no generally understood rules ; the young people were brought together, delighted yet im- comfortable, craving yet shrinking from speech and jest and song, and painfully working their several isolations into a warmer common atmosphere. On this occasion, the presence of a stranger, and that 12 jo>r.i'ii AXJJ ins nrn:.vi>. stranger a lady, and thai lady a visitor {Vc,ia the ciiy, wns fiu additional restraint. The dread of a critical eye is most keenly felt by those who secretly acknowledge their o\vu lack of social accomplishment. Anna "\Vurriner, to be sure, had been, loud in her praises of " dear Julia," and the guests were prepared to find all possible beauty and sweetness; but they expected, none the less, to be scrutinized and judged. Bob Warriner met bis friends at the gate and conducted them to the parlor, whither the young ladies, who had been watching the arrival, had retreated. They were disposed along the walls, silent and cool, except Miss Blessing, who occupied a rocking-chair in front of the mantel-piece, where her figure was in half-shadow, the lamplight only touching some roses in her hair. As the gentlemen were presented, she lifted her face and smiled upon each, graciously offering a slender hand. In manner and attitude, as in dress, she seemed a different being from the plump, ruddy, self-con- scious girls 011 the sofas. Her dark hair fell about her neck in long, shining ringlets ; the fairness of her face heightened the brilliancy of her eyes, the lids of which were slightly drooped as if kindly veiling their beams ; and her lips, although thin, were very sweetly and delicately curved. Her dress, of some white, foamy texture, hung about her like a trailing cloud, and the cluster of rosebuds on her bosom lay as if tossed there. The young men, spruce as they had imagined themselves to be, suddenly felt that their clothes were coarse and ill-fit- ting, and that the girls of the neighborhood, in their neat gingham and muslin dresses, were not quite so airy and charming as on former occasions. Miss Blessing, descending to them out of an unknown higher sphere, made their defi- ciencies xmwelcomely evident; she attracted and fascinated jo.-iii'ii AXD IKS n;rKxn. 13 them, yec was none the lo.->s a disturbing ini'hience. They made husi-e to iliid seats, after which a constrained Silence followed. There could be no doubt of- .Miss Blessing's amiable nature. >She looked about with a pleasant expression, half smik-d but deprecatingly, us if to say, ' ; i'ray, don't be oii'i'iuled!" at tin; awkward silence, and then said, in a clear, carefully modulated voice: "It is beautiful to arrive at twilight, but how charming it must be to ride home in the moonlight; so different from our lamps ! ' The guests looked at each other, but as she had seemed to address no one in. particular, so each hesitated, and there was no immediate reply. " But is it not awful, tell me, Elizabeth, when you get into the shadows of the forests ? we are so apt to associate all sorts of unknown dangers with, forests, you know," she con- tinued. The young lady thus singled out made haste to answer : " O, no ! I rather like it, when I have company." El wood Withers laughed. " To be sure ! " he exclaimed ; " the shade is full of opportunities." Then there were little shrieks, and some giggling and blushing. Miss Blessing shook her fan warningly at the speaker. " How wicked in you ! I hope you will have to ride home alone to-night, after that speech. But you are all courageous, compared with us. We are really so restricted in the city, that it's a wonder we have any independence at all. In many ways, we are like children." " O Julia, dear ! " protested Anna Warriner, " and such advantages as you have ! I shall never forget the day Mrs. Rockaway called her husband's cashier of the Commercial Bank" (this was said in a parenthesis to the other guests) 1J: JOSEPH AND JIJ3 FUIKM). " and brought you all the news direct from head-quarters, as she said." " Yes," Miss Blessing answered, slowly, casting down her eyes, "there must be two sides to everything, of course ; but how much we miss until we know the country ! lleally, I quite envy you." Joseph had found himself, almost before he knew it, in a corner, beside Lucy Henderson. He felt soothed and happy, for of all the girls present he liked Lucy best. In the few meetings of the young people which he had attended, he had been drawn towards her by an instinct founded, perhaps, on his shyness and the consciousness of it; for she alone had the power, by a few kindly, simple words, to set him at ease with himself. The straightforward glance of her large brown eyes seemed to reach the self below the troubled surface. However much his ears might have tingled afterwards, as he recalled how frankly and freely he had talked with her, he could only remember the expression of an interest equally frank, upon her face. She never dropped one of those amused side-glances, or uttered one of those pert, satirical remarks, the recollection of which in other girls stung him to the quick. Their conversation was interrupted, for when Miss Bless- ing spoke, the others became silent. What Elwood Withers had said of the phenomena of love, however, lingered in Joseph's mind, and he began, involuntarily, to examine the nature of his feeling for Lucy Henderson. Was she not often in his thoughts ? He had never before asked himself the question, but now he suddenly became conscious that the hope of meeting her, rather than any curiosity concern- ing Miss Blessing, had drawn him to Warriner's. Would he rather touch the edge of her dress than kiss anybody else? JOSI:IMI AND ins FI:U::\D. 15 That question drew his eyes to her lips, and with a soft shook of the heart, he became aware of their freshness and sweetness as never before. To touch the edge of her dress! Elwood had said nothing of the lovelier and bolder desire Avhich brought the bluod swiftly to his cheeks, lie could not help it that their glances met, a moment only, but an unmeasured time of delight and fear to him, and then Lucy quickly turned away her head. He fancied there was a heightened color on her face, but when, she spoke to him a few minutes afterwards it was gone, and .she was as calm and composed as before. In the mean time there had been other arrivals ; and Joseph was presently called upon, to give up his place to some ladies from the neighboring town. Many invitations had been issued, and the capacity of the parlor was soon ex- hausted. Then the sounds of merry chat on the portico invaded the stately constraint of the room ; and Miss Bless- ing, rising gracefully and not too rapidly, laid her hands to- gether and entreated Anna Warriner, " O, do let us go outside ! I think we are well enough acquainted now to sit on the steps together." She made a gesture, slight but irresistibly inviting, and all arose. While they were cheerfully pressing out through the hall, she seized Anna's arm and drew her back into the dusky nook under the staircase. " Quick, Anna ! " she whispered ; " who is the roguish one they call Elwood ? What is he ? " " A farmer ; works his father's place on shares." " Ah ! " exclaimed Miss Blessing, in a peculiar tone ; " and the blue-eyed, handsome one, who came in with him ? He looks almost like a boy." " Joseph Asten ? Why, he's twenty-two or three. He 10 JOSEPH AND HIS FKIKXD. has OHO of the finest properties in the neighborhood, find money besides, they say; lives alone, with an old dragon of an annt MS housekeeper. Now, Julia dear, there's a chance for you ! " " Pshaw, you silly Anna ! " whispered Miss Blessing, playfully pinching her ear ; " you know I prefer intellect to wealth." " As for that" Anna began, but her friend was already dancing down the hall towards the front door, her gossamer skirts puffing and floating out until they brushed the walls on either side. She hummed to herself, " O Night ! O lovely Night ! " from the Desert, skimmed over the doorstep, and sank, subsiding into an ethereal heap, against one of the pil- lars of the portico. Her eyelids were now fully opened, and the pupils, the color of which could not be distinguished in the moonlight, seemed wonderfully clear and brilliant. " Now, Mr. El wood O, excuse me, I mean Mr. Withers," she began, "you must repeat your joke for my benefit. I missed it, and I feel so foolish when I can't laugh with the rest." Anna Warriner, standing in the door, opened her eyes very wide at what seemed to her to be the commencement of a flirtation ; but before Elwood Withers could repeat his rather stupid fun, she was summoned to the kitchen by her mother, to superintend the preparation of the refreshments. Miss Blessing made her hay while the moon shone. She so entered into the growing spirit of the scene and accom- modated herself to the speech and ways of the guests, that in half an hour it seemed as if they had always known her. She laughed with their merriment, and flattered their senti- ment with a tender ballad or two, given in a veiled but not unpleasant voice, and constantly appealed to their good- nature 1-v tlio phrase: '''Pray, don't mind me at all; I'm like u child let out of school ! "' Shi.' tapped Eii/abeth Foi'g Oil tht.' .-hould'T, stealthily tickled Jane iLcXiuiglitoii's neck wiili a grass-blade, and took tho roses from her luiir to stick into tin? buttonholes of tin 1 yon.ng men. " Ju-,t see Julia !" whi.-peivd Anna Warrinor to her half- dozen intim.uos ; " didn't 1 tell you ^he AVU.S the life of society ? " Jo.sopli had quite lost his uncomfortable sense of being watched and criticized ; he enjoyed the unrestraint of the hour as much as the rest. He was rather relieved to notice that Elwood Withers seemed uneasy, and almost willing to escape from the lively circle around Miss Blessing. By and by the company broke into smaller groups, and Joseph again found himself near the pale pink dress which he knew. AYliat was it that separated him from her ? What had slipped between them during the evening ? Nothing, ap- parently ; for Lucy Henderson, perceiving him, quietly moved nearer. He advanced a step, and they were side by side. " Do you enjoy these meetings, Joseph? " she asked. " I think I should enjoy everything," he answered, "if I were a little older, or or " " Or more accustomed to society ? Is not that what you meant ? It is only another kind of schooling, which we must all have. You and I are in the lowest class, as we once were, do you remember? " " I don't know why," said he, " but I must be a poor scholar. See Elwood, for instance ! " " Elwood ! " Lucy slowly repeated ; " he is another kind of nature, altogether." There was a moment's silence. Joseph was about to speak, 18 JOSJ'l'II AXD UTS FKIKXD. when something wonderfully .soft touched las cheek, and a delicate, violet-like odor swept upon his senses. A low, mu- sical laugh sounded at hi.s very cur. "There;! Did I frighten you?" said Miss Blessing. She had stolen behind him, and, standing on tiptoe, reached a light arm over his shoulder, to fasten her last rosebud m the upper buttonhole of his coat. " I tpjite overlooked you, Mr. Asten," she continued. " Please turn a little towards me. Xow ! has it not a charming effect ? I do like to see some kind of ornament about the gentlemen, Lucy. And since they can't wear anything in their hair, but, tell me, wouldn't a wreath of flowers look well on Mr. Asten's head ? " " I can't very well imagine such a thing," said Lucy. " No ? "Well, perhaps I am foolish : but when one has es caped from the tiresome conventionalities of city life, and conies back to nature, and delightful natural society, one feels so free to talk and think ! Ah, you don't know what a luxury it is, just to be one's true self ! " Joseph's eyes lighted up, and he turned towards Miss Blessing, as if eager that she should continue to speak. " Lucy," said Elwood Withers, approaching ; " you came with the MeNaughtons, didn't you ? " " Yes : are they going ? " " They are talking of it now ; but the hour is early, and if you don't mind riding on a pillion, you know my horse is gentle and strong " That's right, Mr. Withers ! " interrupted Miss Blessing. " I depend upon you to keep Lucy with us. The night is at its loveliest, and we are all just fairly enjoying each other's so- ciety. As I was saying, Mr. Asten, you cannot conceive what anew world this is to me: oh, I begin to breathe at last!" JOSF.PIl AXL) III3 I-M-JIEXI). 19 Therewith she drew a long, soft inspiration, and gently exhaled it again, ending with a little flutter of the breath, which made it seem like a sigh. A light laugh followed. " I know, without looking at your face, that you are smil- ing at me," said she. " But you have never experienced what it is to be shy and uneasy in company ; to feel that you are expected to talk, and not know what to say, and when you do say something, to be startled at the sound of your voice ; to stand, or walk, or sit, and imagine that every- body is watching you ; to be introduced to strangers, and be as awkward as if both spoke different languages, and were unable to exchange a single thought. Here, in the coun- try, you experience nothing of all this." " Indeed, Miss Blessing," Joseph replied, " it is just the same to us to me as city society is to you." " How glad I am ! " she exclaimed, clasping her hands. " It is very selfish in me to say it, but I can't help being sincere towards the Sincere. I shall now feel ever so much more freedom in talking with you, Mr. Asten, since we have one experience in common. Don't you think, if we all knew each other's natures truly, we should be a great deal more at ease, and consequently happier ? " She spoke the last sentence in a low, sweet, penetrating tone, lifted her face to meet his gaze a moment, the eyes large, clear, and appealing in their expression, the lips part- ed like those of a child, and then, without waiting for his answer, suddenly darted away, crying, " Yes, Anna dear ! " " What is it, Julia ? " Anna Warriner asked. " O, didn't you call me ? Somebody surely called some Julia, and I'm the only one, am I not? I've just arranged Mr. Asten's rosebud so prettily, and now all the gentlemen are decorated. I'm afraid they think I take great liberties 20 .TOSKPII AXD IIIS I'KIi:XI). for a stranger, but then, you till make me forget that I am strange. "Why is it that everybody is so good to me V " She turned her face upon the others "with a radiant ex- pression. Then there were earnest protestations from the young men, and a few impulsive hugs from the girls, which latter Miss Blessing returned with kisses. El wood Withers sat beside Lucy Henderson, on the steps of the portico. " Why, we owe it to you that we're here to-night, Miss Blessing ! " he exclaimed. " We don't come together half often enough as it is ; and what better could we do than meet again, somewhere else, while you are in the country?" " O, how delightful ! how kind ! '" she cried. "And while the lovely moonlight lasts ! Shall I really have another evening like this ? " The proposition was heartily seconded, and the only diffi- culty was, how to choose between the three or four invita- tions which were at once proffered. There was nothing bet- ter to do than to accept all, in turn, and the young people pledged themselves to attend. The new element which they had dreaded in advance, as a restraint, had shown itself to be the reverse : they had never been so free, so cheerfully excited. Miss Blessing's unconscious ease of manner, her grace and sweetness, her quick, bright sympathy with coun- try ways, had so warmed and fused them, that they lost the remembrance of their stubborn selves and yielded to the magnetism of the hour. Their manners, moreover, were greatly improved, simply by their forgetting that they were expected to have any. Joseph was one of the happiest sharers in this change. He eagerly gave his word to be present at the entertainments to come : his heartbeat with delight at the prospect of other such evenings. The suspicion of a tenderer feeling towards josr-.rn AND ins FRTKXXX 21 JLucv Henderson, tlie charm of Miss Blessings winning * & frankness, took equal possession of Ids thoughts; and not until he had said good night did he think of his companion on the homeward road. But Ehvood Withers had already left, carrying Luey Henderson on a pillion behind him. "Is it ten o'clock, do yon think? "' Joseph asked of one of the young men, as they rode out of the gate. The other answered with a chuckle : "Ten? It's nigher morning than evening ! " The imp on the crupper struck Ids claws deep into Joseph's sides. He urged his horse into a gallop, crossed the long rise in the road and dashed along the valley-level, with the cool, dewy night air whistling in his locks. After entering the lane leading upward to his home, he dropped the reins and allowed the panting horse to choose his own gait. A light, sparkling through the locust-trees, pierced him with the sting of an unwelcome external conscience, in which he had no part, yet which he could not escape. Rachel Miller looked wearily up from her knitting as he entered the room. She made a feeble attempt to smile, but the expression of her face suggested imminent tears. " Aunt, why did you wait ? " said he, speaking rapidly. " I forgot to look at my watch, and I really thought it was no more than ten " He paused, seeing that her eyes were fixed. She was looking afc the tall old-fashioned clock. The hand pointed to half-past twelve, and every cluck of the ponderous pen- dulum said, distinctly, " Late ! late ! late ! " He lighted a candle in silence, said, " Good night, Aunt ! " and went up to his room. " Good night, Joseph ! " she solemnly responded, and a deep, hollow sigh reached his ear before the door was closed. 22 JOSKPH AXD HI CHAPTEK III. THE PLACE AXD PEOPLE. JOSKPH ASTEX'S nature was shy and sensitive, but not merely from a habit of introversion. He saw no deeper into himself, in fact, than, his moods and sensations, and thus quite failed to recognize what it Avas that kept him apart from the society in which he should have freely moved. He felt the difference of others, and constantly probed the pain and embarrassment it gave him, but the sources wherefrom it grew were the last which he would have guessed. A boy's life may be weakened for growth, in all its fibres, by the watchfulness of a too anxious love, and the guidance of a too exquisitely nurtured conscience. He may be so trained in the habits of goodness, and purity, and duty, that every contact with the world is like an abrasion upon the delicate surface of his soul. Every wind visits him too roughly, and he shrinks from the encounters which brace true manliness, and strengthen it for the exercise of good. The rigid piety of Joseph's mother was warmed and softened by her tenderness towards him, and he never felt it as a yoke. His nature instinctively took the imprint of hers, and she was happy in seeing so clear a reflection of herself in his innocent young heart. She prolonged his childhood, perhaps without intending it, into the years when the unrest of approaching manhood should have led him to severer studies and lustier sports. Her death transferred his guardianship to other hands, but did not change its 23 diameter. Her sister Rachel was equally pood and con- scientious, possibly with an equal eiipn.eity for tenderness, but her barren life had restrained th^ habit of its expression. Joseph could not but confess that she was guided by tho strictest sense of duty, but she seemed to him cold, severe, unsympathetic. There were times when the alternative presented itself to his mind, of either allowing her absolute control of all his actions, or wounding her to the heart by as- serting a moderate amount of independence. He was called fortunate, but it wa.s impossible for him consciously to feel his fortune. The two hundred acres of the farm, stretching back over the softly swelling hills which enclosed the valley on the east, were as excellent soil as the neighborhood knew ; the stock was plentiful ; the house, barn, and all the appointments of the place were in the best order, and he was the sole owner of all. The work of his own hands was nob needed, but it was a mechanical exhaus- tion of time, an enforced occupation of body and mind, which he followed in the vague hope that some richer de- velopment of life might come afterwards. But there were times when the fields looked very dreary, when the trees, rooted in their places, and growing under conditions which they were powerless to choose or change, were but tiresome types of himself, when even the beckoning heights far down the valley failed to touch his fancy with the hint of a broader world. Duty said to him, " You must be perfectly contented in your place ! " but there was the miserable, un- grateful, inexplicable fact of discontent. Furthermore, he had by this time discovered that certain tastes which he possessed were so many weaknesses if not, indeed, matters of reproach in the eye of his neighbors. The delight and the torture of finer nerves an inability to 2-1 JOSKPH AND HIS nil K XIX use coarse and strong phrases, and a, shrinking from all dis- play of rude manners were peculiarities which he could not overcome, and must endeavor to conceal. There were men. of sturdy intelligence in the community ; but none of refined culture, through whom he might have measured and under- stood himself; and the very qualities, therefore, which should have been his pride, gave him. only a sense of shame. Two memories haunted him, after the evening at Warri- ner's ; and, though so different, they were not to be discon- nected. No two girls could be more unlike than Lucy Henderson and Miss Julia Blessing ; he had known one for years, and the other was the partial acquaintance of an even- ing ; yet the image of either one was swiftly followed by that of the other. When he thought of Lucy's eyes, Miss Julia's hand stole over his shoulder ; when he recalled the glossy ringlets of the latter, he saw, beside them, the faintly flushed cheek and the pure, sweet mouth which had awa- kened in him his first daring desire. Phantoms as they were, they seemed to have taken equal possession of the house, the garden, and the fields. While Lucy sat quietly by the window, Miss Julia skipped lightly along the adjoining hall. One lifted a fallen, rose-branch on the lawn, the other snatched the reddest blossom from it. One leaned against the trunk of the old hemlock-tree, the other fluttered in and out among the clumps of shrubbery ; but the lonely green was wonderfully brightened by these visions of pink and white, and Joseph enjoyed the fancy without troubling himself to think what it meant. The house was seated upon a gentle knoll, near the head of a side-valley sunk like a dimple among the hills which en- closed the river-meadows, scarcely a quarter of a mile away. It was nearly a hundred years old, and its massive walls were faced with checkered bricks, alternately red and black, to which the ivy clung- with tenacious feet wherever it was allowed to run. The gables terminated in broad double chimneys, between which a railed walk, intended fora look- out, but rarely used for that or any other purpose, rested on the peak of the roof. A low portico paved with stone ex- tended along the front, which was further shaded by two enormous sycamore-trees as old as the house itself. The evergreens and ornamental shrubs which occupied the re- mainder of the little lawn denoted the taste of a later gener- ation. To the east, an open turfy space, in the centre of which stood a superb weeping-willow, divided the house from the great stone barn with its flanking cribs and "over- shoots ; " on the opposite side lay the sunny garden, with gnarled grape-vines clambering along its walls, and a double row of tall old box-bushes, each grown into a single solid mass, stretching down the centre. The fields belonging to the property, softly rising and following the undulations of the hills, limited the landscape on three sides; but on the south there was a fair view of the valley of the larger stream, with its herd-speckled meadows, glimpses of water between the fringing trees, and farm-houses sheltered among the knees of the farther hills. It was a re- gion of peace and repose and quiet, drowsy beauty, and there were few farms which were not the ancestral homes of. the families who held them. The people were satisfied, for they lived upon a bountiful soil ; and if but few were notably rich, still fewer were absolutely poor. They had a sluggish sense of content, a half-conscious feeling that their lines were cast in pleasant places ; they were orderly, moral, and generally honest, and their own types were so constantly re- produced and fixed, both by intermarriage and intercourse, 'Jb JOSEPH AXD HIS FKIEXD. that any variation therein was a thing to be suppressed if possible. Any sign of an unusual taste, or a different view of life, excited their suspicion, and the most of them were incapable of discriminating between independent thought oa moral and social questions, and " free-thinking " in the reli- gious significance which they attached to the word. Politi- cal excitements, it is true, sometimes swept over the neigh- borhood, but in a mitigated form ; and the discussions which then took place between neighbors of opposite faith were generally repetitions of the arguments furnished by their re spective county papers. To one whose twofold nature conformed to the common mould, into whom, before his birth, no mysterious ele- ment had been infused, to be the basis of new sensations, desires, and powers, the region was a paradise of peaceful days. Even as a boy the probable map of his life was drawn : he could behold himself as young man, as husband, father, and comfortable old man, by simply looking upon these various stages in others. If, however, his senses were not sluggish, but keen ; if his nature reached beyond the ordinary necessities, and hungered for the taste of higher thfeigs; if he longed to share in that life of the world, the least part of which was known to his native community ; if, not content to accept the mechanical faith of passive minds, he dared to repeat the long struggle of the human race in his own spiritual and mental growth ; then, why, then, the region was not a paradise of peaceful days. llachel Miller, now that the dangerous evening was over, was shrewd enough to resume her habitual manner towards her nephew. Her curiosity to know what had been done, and how Joseph had been affected by the merry-making, JOSEPH AND IIIS Fi:iT-:XD. 27 rendered her careful not to frighten him from the subject by warnings or reproaches. He was frank and communicative, and Ilachel found, to her surprise, that the evening at War- riner's was much, and not wholly unpleasantly, in her thoughts during her knitting-hours. The farm-work was briskly forwarded ; Joseph was active in the field, and deci- dedly brighter in the house ; and when he announced tho new engagement, with an air which hinted that his attend- ance was a matter of course, she was only able to say : " I'm very much mistaken if that's the end. Get agoing once, and there's no telling where you'll fetch up. I sup- pose that town's girl won't stay much longer, the farm- work of the neighborhood couldn't stand it, and so she means to have all she can while her visit lasts." " Indeed, Aunt," Joseph protested, " Elwood Withers first proposed it, and the others all agreed." " And ready enough they were, I'll be bound." " Yes, they were," Joseph replied, with a little more firm- ness than usual. " All of them. And there was no re- spectable family in the neighborhood that wasn't repre- sented." Rachel made an effort and kept silence. The innovation, might be temporary, and in that case it were prudent to take no further notice ; or it might be the beginning of a change in the ways of the young people, and if so, she needed further knowledge in order to work successfully against it in Joseph's case. She little suspected how swiftly and closely the question would be brought to her own door. A week afterwards the second of the evening parties was held, and was even more successful than the first. Every- body was there, bringing a cheerfu) memory of the former 28 JOSEPH AND ins FRIKXD. occasion, and Miss Julia Blessing, no longer dreaded as an unknown scrutinizing element, was again the life and soul of the company. It was astonishing how correctly she re- tained the names and characteristics of all those whom she had already met, and how intelligently she seemed to enjoy the gossip of the neighborhood. It was remarked that her dress was studiously simple, as if to conform to country ways, yet the airy, graceful freedom of her manner gave it a character of elegance which sufficiently distinguished her from the other girls. Joseph felt that she looked to him, as by an innocent natural instinct, for a more delicate and intimate recogni- tion than she expected to find elsewhere. Fragments of sentences, parenthetical expressions, dropped in her lively talk, were always followed by a quick glance which said to him : " We have one feeling in common ; I know that you understand me." He was fascinated, but the experience was so new that it was rather bewildering. He was drawn to catch her seemingly random looks, to wait for them, and then shrink timidly when they came, feeling all the while the desire to be in the quiet corner, outside the merry circle of talkers, where sat Lucy Henderson. When, at last, a change in the diversions of the evening brought him to Lucy's side, she seemed to him grave and preoccupied. Her words lacked the pleasant directness and self-possession which had made her society so comfortable to him. She no longer turned her full face towards him while speaking, and he noticed that her eyes were wandering over the company with a peculiar expression, as if she were try- ing to listen with them. It seemed to him, also, that El- wood Withers, who was restlessly moving about the room, was watching some one, or waiting for something. JOSEPH AND HIS F1JIEXD. 29 " I have it ! " suddenly cried Miss Blessing, floating to- wards Joseph and Lucy ; "it shall be you, Mr. Asten ! " " Yes," echoed Anna "SVarriner, following ; " if it could be, how delightful ! " " Hush, Anna dear ! Let us keep the matter secret ! " whispered Miss Blessing, assuming a mysterious air ; " we will slip away and consult ; and, of course, Lucy must come with us." " Now," she resumed, when the four found themselves alone in the old-fashioned dining-room, " we must, first of all, explain everything to Mr. Asten. The question is, where we shall meet, next week. McXaughtons are build- ing an addition (I believe you call it) to their barn, and a child has the measles at another place, and something else is wrong somewhere else. We cannot interfere with the course of nature ; but neither should we give up these charming evenings without making an effort to continue them. Our sole hope and reliance is on you, Mr. Asten." She pronounced the words with a niock solemnity, clasp- ing her hands, and looking into his face with bright, eager, laughing eyes. " If it depended on myself " Joseph began. " O, I know the difficulty, Mr. Asten ! " she exclaimed ; "and really, it's unpardonable in me to propose such a thing. But isn't it possible just possible that Miss Miller might be persuaded by us ? " " Julia dear ! " cried Anna Warriner, " I believe there's nothing you'd be afraid to undertake." Joseph scarcely knew what to say. He looked from one to the other, coloring slightly, and ready to turn pale the next moment, as he endeavored to imagine how his aunt would receive such an astounding proposition. 30 JOSEPH AND HIS FJBIKXD. " There is no i-eason why she should be asked," said Lucy. " It would be a great annoyance to her." "Indeed?" said Miss Blessing; "then I should be so sorry ! But I caught a glimpse of your lovely place the other day as we were driving up the valley. It was a per- fect picture, and I have such a desire to see it nearer ! " " "Why will you not come, then ? " Joseph eagerly asked. Lucy's words seemed to him blunt and unfriendly, although he knew they had been intended for his relief. " It would be a great pleasure ; yet, if I thought your aunt would be annoyed " I am sure she will be glad to make your acquaintance," said Joseph, with a reproachful side-glance at Lucy. Miss Blessing noticed the glance. " 2 am more sure," she said, playfully, " that she will be very much amused at my ignorance and inexperience. And I don't believe Lucy meant to frighten me. As for the party, Ave won't think of that now ; but you will go with us, Lucy, won't you, with Anna and myself, to make a neighborly afternoon call ? " Lucy felt obliged to accede to a request so amiably made, after her apparent rudeness. Yet she could not force her- self to affect a hearty acquiescence, and Joseph thought her singularly cold. He did not doubt but that Miss Blessing, whose warm, impulsive nature seemed to him very much what his own might be if he dared to show it, would fulfil her promise. Neither did he doubt that so much innocence and sweetness as she possessed would make a favorable impression upon his aunt; but he judged it best not to inform the latter of the possible visit. 31 CHAPTER IV. MISS BLESSING CALLS OX RACHEL MILLER. Ox the follov.ing Saturday afternoon, Rachel Miller sat at the front window of the sitting-room, and arranged her light task of sewing and darning, with a feeling of unusual comfort. The household work of the week was over; the weather was fine and warm, with a brisk drying breeze for the hay on the hill-field, the last load of which Joseph ex- pected to have in the barn before his five o'clock supper was ready. As she looked down the valley, she noticed that the mowers were still swinging their way through Hunter's grass, and that Cunningham's corn sorely needed working. There was a different state of things on the Asten place. Everything was done, and well done, up to the front of the season. The weather had been fortunate, it was true ; but Joseph had urged on the work with a different spirit. It seemed to her that he had taken a new interest in the farm ; he was here and there, even inspecting with his own eyes the minor duties which had been formerly intrusted to his man Dennis. How could she know that this activity was the only outlet for a restless heart ? If any eA'il should come of his social recreation, she had done her duty ; but no evil seemed likely. She had always separated his legal from his moral independence ; there was no enactment establishing the period when the latter com- menced, and it could not be made manifest by documents, like the former. She would have admitted, certainly, that 32 JOSEPH AND JUS F-itlKKD. lier guardianship must cease at some time, but the thought of making preparation for that time had never entered her head. She only understood conditions, not the adaptation of characters to them. Going back over her own life, she could recall but little difference between the girl of eigh- teen and the woman of thirty. There was the same place in her home, the same duties, the same subjection to the will of her parents no exercise of independence or self- reliance anywhere, and no growth of those virtues beyond what a passive maturity brought with it. Even now she thought very little about any question of life in connection with Joseph. Her parents had trained her in the discipline of a rigid sect, and she could not dis- sociate the idea of morality from that of solemn renun- ciation. She could not say that social pleasures were posi- tively wrong, but they always seemed to her to be enjoyed on the outside of an open door labelled " Temptation ; " and who could tell what lay beyond ? Some very good peo- ple, she knew, were fond of company, and made merry in an innocent fashion ; they were of mature years and settled characters, and Joseph was only a boy. The danger, how- ever, was not so imminent : no fault could be found with his attention to duty, and a chance so easily escaped was a comfortable guaranty for the future. In the midst of this mood (we can hardly say train of thought), she detected the top of a carriage through the bushes fringing the lane. The vehicle presently came into view: Anna Warriner was driving, and there were two other ladies on the back seat. As they drew up at the hitching-post on the green, she recognized Lucy Henderson getting out ; but the airy creature who sprang after her, the girl with dark, falling ringlets, could it be the stranger JOSEPH AND HIS FKIEXD. 33 from town ? The plaiu, country-made gingham dress, the sober linen collar, the work-bag on her arm could they be- long to the stylish young lady whose acquaintance had turned Anna's head? A proper spirit of hospitality required her to meet the visitors at the gate; so there was no time left for conjec- ture. She was a little confused, but not dissatisfied at the chance of seeing the stranger. " We thought we could come for an hour this afternoon, without disturbing you," said Anna Warriner. " Mother lias lost your receipt for pickling cherries, arid Bob said you were already through with the hay-harvest ; and so wo brought Julia along this is Julia Blessing." " How do you do ? " said Miss Blessing, timidly extend- ing her hand, and slightly dropping her eyelids. She then fell behind Anna and Lucy, and spoke no more until they were all seated in the sitting-room. " How do you like the country by this time ? " Rachel asked, fe iling that a little attention was necessary to a new guest. " So well that I think I shall never like the city again,' Miss Blessing answered. " This quiet, peaceful life is such a rest ; and I really never before knew what order was, and industry, and economy." She looked around the room as she spoke, and glanced at the barn through the eastern window. "Yes, your ways in town are very different," Rachel remarked. "It seems to me, now, that they are entirely artificial. I find myself so ignorant of the proper way of living that I should be embarrassed among you, if you were not all so very kind. But I am trying to learn a little." "O, we don't expect too much of town's-folks," said Ra- 2* 34 JOSEPH AKD HIS FKIEJX'D. chel, in a much more friendly tone, " and we're always glad to see them willing to put up with our ways. But not many are." "Please don't count me among those ! " Miss Blessing ex- claimed. " No, indeed, Miss Rachel ! " said Anna Warriner ; " you'd be surprised to know how Julia gets along with everything don't she, Lucy?" " Yes, she's very quick," Lucy Henderson replied. Miss Blessing cast down her eyes, smiled, and shook her head. Rachel Miller asked some questions which opened the sluices of Miss Warriiier's gossip and she had a good store of it. The ways and doings of various individuals were discussed, and Miss Blessing's occasional remarks showed a complete familiarity with them. Her manner was grave and attentive, and Rachel was surprised to find so much unob- trusive good sense in her views. The reality was so differ- ent from her previously assumed impression, that she felt bound to make some reparation. Almost before she was aware of it, her manner became wholly friendly and pleasant. " May I look at your trees and flowers ? " Miss Blessing asked, when the gossip had been pretty well exhausted. They all arose and went out on the lawn. Rose and wood- bine, phlox and vei'bena, passed under review, and then the long, rounded walls of box attracted Miss Blessing's eye. This was a feature of the place in which Rachel Miller felt considerable pride, and she led the way through the garden gate. Anna Warriner, however, paused, and said : " Lucy, let us go down to the spring-house. We can get back again before Julia has half finished her raptures." Lucy hesitated a moment. She looked at Miss Blessing, JiJSEHl AND HIS rillLND. Jo who laughed and said, " O, don't mind me ! " as she took her place at Bache'i's side. The avenue of box ran the whole length of the garden, which sloped gentlv 10 the south. At the bottom the green walls curved outward, forming three fourths of a circle, spa- cious enough to contain several seats. There was a delightful view of the valley through the opening. " The loveliest place I ever saw ! " exclaimed Miss Bless- ing, taking one of the rustic chairs. " How pleasant it must Le, when you have all your neighbors here together ! " Rachel Miller was a little startled; but before she could reply, Miss Blessing continued : " There is such a difference between a company of young people here in the country, and what is called 'a party' iu the city. There it is all dress and flirtation and vanity, but here it is only neighborly visiting on a larger scale. I have enjoyed the quiet company of all your folks so much the more, because I felt that it was so very innocent. Indeed, I don't see how anybody could be led into harmful ways here." " I don't know," said Rachel : " we must learn to mistrust out own hearts." " You are right ! The best are weak of themselves ; but there is more safety where all have been brought up unac- quainted with temptation. Now, you will perhaps wonder at me when I say that I could trust the young men for instance, Mr. Asten, your nephew as if they were my brothers. That is, I feel a positive certainty of their excellent character. What they say they mean : it is otherwise in the city. It is delightful to see them all together, like members of one family. You must enjoy it, I should think, when they meet here." Rachel Miller's eyes opened wide, and there was both a 36 .TOSKl'II AND HIS FIUKXD. puzzled and a searching expression in the look she gave Miss Blessing. The latter, with an air of almost infantine simpli- city, her lips slightly parted, accepted the scrutiny with a quiet cheerfulness which .seemed the perfection of candor. " The truth is," said Rachel, slowly, " this is a new thing. I hope the merry-makings are as innocent as you think ; but I'm afraid they unsettle the young people, after all." "Do you, really?" exclaimed Miss Blessing. "What have you seen in them which leads you to think so? But no never mind my question ; you may have reasons which I have no right to ask. Now, I remember Mr. Asten. telling Anna and Lucy and myself, how much he should like to invite his friends here, if it were not for a duty which pi*e- vented it ; and a duty, he said, was more important to him than a pleasure." " Did Joseph say that ? " Rachel exclaimed. " O, perhaps I oughtn't to have told it," said Miss Bless- ing, casting down her eyes and blushing in confusion : " in that case, please don't say anything about it ! Perhaps it was a duty towards you, for he told me that he looked upon you as a second mother." Rachel's ey r es softened, and it was a little while before she spoke. " I've tried to do my duty by him," she faltered at last, " but it sometimes seems an unthankful business, and I can't always tell how he takes it. And so he wanted to have a company here ? " " I am so sorry I said it ! " cried Miss Blessing. " I never thought you were opposed to company, on principle. Miss Chaffinch, the minister's daughter, you know, was there the last time ; and, really, if you could see it But it is pre- sumptuous in me to say anything. Indeed, I am not a fair judge, because these little gatherings have enabled me to make JO -K PI I AXD HIS FRIEND. 61 such pleasant acquaintances. And the young men tell me that they work all the better after them.'' " It's only on Ills account, ' said .Rach'"d. "' IViy, I'm sure that the last thing Mr. Asten would wish, would be your giving up a principle fur his sake ! I know, from his face, that hi,s o\vn character is founded on principle. And, besides, here in the country, you don't keep count of hospitality, as they do in the city, and feel obliged to return as much as you receive. So, if you will try to forget what I have said Rachel interrupted her. " I meant something different. Joseph knows why I objected to parties. He must not feel under obligations which I stand in the way of his repaying. If he tells me that he should like to invite his friends to this place, I will help him to entertain them." " You are his second mother, indeed," Miss Blessing mur- mured, looking at her with a fond admiration. " And now I can hope that you will forgive my thoughtlessness. I should feel humiliated in his presence, if he knew that I had repeated his words. But he will not ask you, and this is the end of any harm I may have done." " Xo," said Rachel, " he will not ask me ; but won't I be an offence in his mind ? " " I can understand how you feel only a woman can judge a woman's heart. Would you think me too forward if I tell you what might be done, this once ? " She stole softly up to Rachel as she spoke, and laid her hand gently upon her arm. " Perhaps I am wrong but if you were first to suggest to your nephew that if he wished to make some return for the hospitality of his neighbors, or put it in whatever form you think best, would not that remove the ' offence ' (though ho 38 JOSEPH AND HIS FJttKXD. surely cannot look at it in that light) , and make him grate- ful and happy ? " "Well," said Rachel, after a little reflection, "if anything is done, that would be as good a way as any." " And, of course, you won't mention me ? " " There is no call to do it as I can see." " Julia, dear ! " cried Anna from the gate ; " come and see the last load of hay hauled into the barn ! " " I should like to see it, if you will excuse me," said Miss Blessing to Rachel ; " I have taken quite an interest in farming." As they were passing the porch, Rachel paused on the step and said to Anna: "You'll bide and get your suppers?" " I don't know," Anna replied : " we didn't mean to ; but we stayed longer than we intended " Then you can easily stay longer still." There was nothing unfriendly in Rachel's blunt manner. Anna laughed, took Miss Blessing by the arm, and started for the barn. Lucy Henderson quietly turned and entered the house, where, without any offer of services, she began to assist in arranging the table. The two young ladies took their stand on the green, at a safe distance, as the huge fragrant load approached. The hay overhung and concealed the wheels, as well as the hind quarters of the oxen, and on the summit stood Joseph, in his shirt-sleeves and leaning on a pitch-fork. He bent forward as he saw them, answering their greetings with an eager, sur- prised face. , " O, take care, take care ! " cried Miss Blessing, as the load entered the barn-door ; but Joseph had already dropped upon his knees and bent his shoulders. Then the wagon stood upon the barn-floor; he sprang lightly upon a beam, de- 39 scended the upright ladder, and the next moment was shaking Lands wiili them. ''We have kept our promise, you see," said Miss Bless- ing. ' ; Have you been in the house yet ? " Joseph asked, look- ing at Anna. " O, for an hour past, and we are going to take supper with you." " Dennis ! " cried Joseph, turning towards the barn, " we will let the load stand to-night.'' " How much better a man looks in shirt-sleeves than in a dress-coat ! " remarked Miss Blessing aside to Anna "\Varri- ner, but not in so low a tone as to prevent Joseph from hear- ing it. " Why, Julia, you are perfectly countrified ! I never saw anything like it ! " Anna replied. Joseph turned to them again, with a blight flush on his face. He caught Miss Blessing's eyes, full of admiration, before the lids fell modestly over them. " So you've seen my home, already ? " he said, as they walked slowly towards the house. " O, not the half yet ! " she answered, in a low, earnest tone. " A place so lovely and quiet as this cannot be ap- preciated at once. I almost wish I had not seen it : what shall I do when I must go back to the hot pavements, and the glaring bricks, and the dust, and the hollow, artificial life ? " She tried to check a sigh, but only partially suc- ceeded ; then, with a sudden effort, she laughed lightly, and added : " I wonder if everybody doesn't long for something else ? Now, Anna, here, would think it heavenly to change places with me." " Such privileges as you have ! " Anna protested. 40 JOSEPH AND HIS FKTKND. " Privileges ? " Miss Blessing echoed. " The privilege of hearing scandal, of being judged by your dress, of learning the forms and manners, instead of the good qualities, of men and women ? No ! give me an independent life." " Alone ? " suggested Miss Warriner. Joseph looked at Miss Blessing, who made no reply. Her head was turned aside, and he could well understand that she must feel hurt at Anna's indelicacy. In the house Rachel Miller and Lucy had, in the mean time, been occupied with domestic matters. The former, however, was so shaken out of her usual calm by the con- versation in the garden, that in spite of prudent resolves to keep quiet, she could not restrain herself from asking a question or two. " Lucy," said she, " how do you find these evening parties you've been attending ? " " They are lively and pleasant, at least every one says so." " Are you going to have any more ? " " It seems to be the wish," said Lucy, suddenly hesitating, as she found Rachel's eyes intently fixed upon her face. The latter was silent for a minute, arranging the tea-ser- vice ; but she presently asked again : " Do you think Joseph would like to invite the young people here ? " " She has told you ! " Lucy exclaimed, in \mfeigned irri- tation. " Miss Rachel, don't let it trouble you a moment : nobody expects it of you ! " Lucy felt, immediately, that her expression had been too frankly positive ; but even the consciousness thereof did not enable her to comprehend its effect. Rachel straightened herself a little, and said " Indeed ? " in anything but an amiable tone. She went to the cupboard JO.SEril AND HIS FlilKXU. 41 and returned before speaking again. ' I didn't say any- bodv told me," she continued ; >% ii's likely that Joseph might think of it, and I don't see why people should expect me to stand in the way of hi.s wishes." Lucy was so astonished that she could not immediately reply ; and the entrance of Joseph and the t\vo ladies cut orF all further opportunity of clearing up what she felt to be an awkward misunderstanding. " I must help, too ! " cried Mi.ss Blessing, skipping into the kitchen after Rachel. li That is one thing, at least, which we can learn in the city. Indeed, if it wasn't for housekeeping, I should feel terribly useless." Rachel protested against her help, but in vain. Miss Blessing had a laugh and a lively answer for every remon- strance, and flitted about in a manner which conveyed the impression that she was doing a great deal. Joseph could scarcely believe his eyes, when he came down from his room in fresh attire, and beheld his aunt not only so assisted, but seeming to enjoy it. Lucy, who appeared to be ill at ease, had withdrawn from the table, and was sitting silently beside the window. Recalling their conver- sation a few evenings before, he suspected that she might be transiently annoyed on his aunt's account ; she had less con- fidence, perhaps, in Miss Blessing's winning, natural man- ners. So Lucy's silence threw no shadow upon his cheer- fulness : he had never felt so happy, so free, so delighted to assume the character of a host. After the first solemnity which followed the taking of seats at the table, the meal proceeded with less than the usual decorum. Joseph, indeed, so far forgot his duties, that his aunt was obliged to remind him of them from time to time. Miss Blessing was enthusiastic over the cream. 42 JOSEPH A XL) HIS FKJKXD. and butter and marmalade, and Rachel Miller found it ex- ceedingly pleasant to have her handiwork appreciated. Al- though she always did her best, for Joseph's sake, she knew that men have very ignorant, indifferent tastes in such matters. When the meal was over, Anna Warriner said : " We are going to take Lucy on her way as far as the cross-roads ; so there will not be more than time to get home by sun- set." Before the carriage was ready, however, another vehicle drove up the lane. El wood Withers jumped out, gave Joseph a hearty grip of his powerful hand, greeted the others rapidly, and then addressed himself specially to Lucy : " I was going to a township-meeting at the Corner," said he ; "but Bob Warriner told me you were here with Anna, so I thought I could save her a roundabout drive by taking you myself." " Thank you ; but I'm sorry you should go so far out of your road," said Lucy. Her face was pale, and there was an evident constraint in the smile which accompanied the words. " O, he'd go twice as far for company," Anna Warriner remarked. " You know I'd take you, and welcome, but El- wood has a good claim on you, now." " I have no claim, Lucy," said Elwood, rather dog- gedly. " Lst us go, then," were Lucy's words. She rose, and the four were soon seated in the two vehi- cles. They drove away in the low sunshine, one pair chat- ting and laughing merrily as long as they were within hear- ing, the other singularly grave and silent. CHAPTER V. ELWOOD'S EVENING, AND JOSEPH'S. FOR half a mile Ehvood "Withers, followed the carriage containing Anna AVarriner and her friend ; then, at the curve of the valley, their roads parted, and Lucy and he were alone. The soft light of the delicious summer evening was around them ; the air, cooled by the stream which broadened and bickered beside their way, was full of all healthy meadow odors, and every farm in the branching dells they passed was a picture of tranquil happiness. Yet Lucy had sighed before she was aware of it, a very faint, tremulous breath, but it reached Elwood's sensitive ear. " You don't seem quite well, Lucy," he said. " Because I have talked so little ? " she asked. "!Jsot just that, but but I was almost afraid my coming for you was not welcome. I don't mean " But here lie grew confused, and did not finish the sentence. " Indeed, it was very kind of you," said she. This was not an answer to his remark, and both felt that it was not. Elwood struck the horse with his whip, then as suddenly drew the reins on the startled animal. " Pshaw ! " he ex- claimed, in a tone that was almost fierce, " what's the use o' my beating about the bush in this way ? " Lucy caught her breath, and clenched her hands under her shawl for one instant. Then she became calm, and waited for him to say more. 44: JOSEPH AND HIS FKIEXD. "Lucy! " he continued, turning towards Lor, "you have a right to think me a fool. I can talk to anybody else move freely than to you, and the reason is, I want to say more to you than to any other woman ! There's no use in my being a coward any longer ; it's a desperate venture I'm making, but it must be made. Have you never guessed how I feel towards you ? " " Yes," she answered, very quietly. " Well, what do you say to it ? " He tried to speak calmly, btit his breath came thick and hard, and the words sounded hoarsely. " I will say this, Elwood," said she, " that because I saw your heart, I have watched your ways and studied your character. I find you honest and manly in everything, and so tender and faithful that I wish I could return your affec- tion in the same measure." A gleam, as of lightning, passed over his face. " O, don't misunderstand me ! " she cried, her calmness for- saking her, " 1 esteem, I honor you, and that makes it harder for me to seem ungrateful, unfeeling, as I must. Elwood, if I could, I would answer you as you wish, but I cannot." " If I wait ? " he whispered. " And lose your best years in a vain hope ! No, Elwood, my friend, let me always call you so, I have been cow- ardly also. I knew an explanation must come, and I shrank from the pain I should feel in giving you pain. It is hard ; and better for both of us that it should not be repeated ! " " There's something wrong in this world ! " he exclaimed, after a long pause. "I suppose you could no more force yourself to love me than I could force myself to love Anna Warriner or that Miss Blessing. Then what put it into my heart to love you ? Was it God or the Devil ! " JOSEPH AND HIS FRIEND. 45 " Elwoocl ! " ' Hn\v can I help myself? Can I help drawing my breath? Did I wet about it of my own will? Here 1 see a life that belongs to my own life, as much a part of it as my head or heart ; but I can't reach it, it draws away from me, and maybe joins itself to some one else forever ! O my God!" Lucy burst into such a violent passion of weeping, that El wood forgot himself in his trouble for her. He had never witnessed such grief, as it seemed to him, and his honest heart was filled with self-reproach at having caused it. " Forgive me, Lucy ! " he said, very tenderly encircling her with his arm, and drawing her head upon his shoulder ; " I spoke rashly and wickedly, in my disappointment. I thought only of myself, and forgot that I might hurt you by my words. I'm not the only man who has this kind of trouble to bear ; and perhaps if I could see clearer but I don't know ; I can only see one thing." She grew calmer as he spoke. Lifting her head from his shoulder, she took his hand, and said : " You are a true and a noble man, Elwood. It is only a grief to me that I can- not love you as a wife should love her husband. But my will is as powerless as yours." " I believe you, Lucy," he answered, sadly. " It's not your fault, but, then, it isn't mine, either. You make me feel that the same rule fits both of us, leastways so far as helping the matter is concerned. You needn't tell me I may find another woman to love ; the very thought of it makes me sick at heart. I'm rougher than you are, and awkward in my ways " " It is not that ! O, believe me, it is not that ! " ci-ied Lucy, interrupting him. " Have you ever sought for reasons 46 JOSEPH AND HIS FRIEND. to account for your feeling toward me ? Is it not something that does not seem to depend upon what I am, upon any qualities that distinguish me from other women ? " " How do you know so much ? " Elwood asked. " Have you ' He commenced, but did not finish the question. He leaned silently forward, urged on the horse, and Lucy could see that his face was very stern. " They say," she began, on finding that he was not inclined to speak, " they say that women have a natural instinct which helps them to understand many things ; and I think it must be true. "Why can you not spare me the demand for reasons which I have not ? If I were to take time, o.nd consider it, and try to explain, it would be of no help to you : it would not change the fact. I suppose a man feels humiliated when this trouble comes upon him. He shows his heart, and there seems to be a claim upon the woman of his choice to show hers in return. The sense of injustice is worse than humiliation, Elwood. Though I cannot, cannot do otherwise, I shall always have the feeling that I have wronged you." " O Lucy," he murmured, in a very sad, but not reproach- ful voice, "every word you say, in showing me that I must give you up, only makes it more impossible to rne. And it is just impossible, that's the end of the matter! I know how people talk about trials being sent us for our good, and its being the will of God, and all that. It's a trial, that's true : whether it's for my good or not, I shall learn after a while ; but I can find out God's will only by trying the strength of my own. Don't be afeared, Lucy ! I've no notion of saying or doing anything from this time on to dis- turb you, but here you are " (striking his breast with his clenched hand), "and here you will be when the day conies, as I feel that it must and shall come, to bring us together ! " 47 She could see the glow of his face in the gathering dusk, as he turned towards her and offered his hand. How could she help taking it? If some pulse in her own betrayed the thrill of admiring recognition of the man's powerful and tender nature, whieh suddenly warmed her oppressed blood, she did not fear that IK.' would draw courage from the token. She wished to speak, but found no words which, coming after his, would not have seemed either cold and unsympa- thetic, or too near the verge of the hope which she would gladly have crushed. Ehvood was silent for a while, and hardly appeared to be awaiting an answer. Meanwhile the road left the valley, climbing the shoulders of its enclosing hills, where the moist meadow fragrance was left behind, and dry, warm breezes, filled with the peculiar smell of the wheat-fields, blew over them. It was but a mile farther to the Corner, near which Lucy's parents resided. " How came you three to go to Joseph's place this after- noon ? " he asked. " Wasn't it a dodge of Miss Blessing's ? " " She proposed it, partly in play, I think ; and when she afterwards insisted on our going, there seemed to be no good reason for refusing." " O, of course not,", said Elwood ; " but tell me now, honestly, Lucy, what do you make out of her ? " Lucy hesitated a moment. " She is a little wilful in her ways, perhaps, but we mustn't judge too hastily. "We have known her such a short time. Her manner is very amiable." " I don't know about that," Elwood remarked. " It re- minds me of one of her dresses, so ruffled, and puckered, and stuck over with ribbons and things, that you can't rightly tell what the stuff is. I'd like to be sure whether she has an eyo to Joseph." 48 JOSEPH AND HIS FKIEXD. " To him ! " Lucy exclaimed. " Him first and foremost ! He's as innocent as a year-old baby. There isn't a better fellow living than Joseph Asten, but his bringing up has been fitter for a girl than a boy. He hasn't had his eye-teeth cut yet, and it's my opinion that she has." " What do you mean by that ? " " No harm. Used to the world, as much as anything else. He don't know how to take people ; he thinks th' outside color runs down to the core. So it does with him; but I can't see what that girl is, under her pleasant ways, and he won't guess that there's anything else of her. Between ourselves, Lucy, you don't like her. I saw that when you came away, though you were kissing each other at the time." " What a hypocrite I must be ! " cried Lucy, rather fiercely. " Not a bit of it. Women kiss as men shake hands. You don't go around, saying, ' Julia dear ! ' like Anna Warriner." Lucy could not help laughing. " There," she said, " that's enough, Elwood ! I'd rather you would think yourself in the right than to say anything more about her this evening." She sighed wearily, not attempting to conceal her fatigue and depression. " Well, well ! " he replied ; " I'll pester you no more with disagreeable subjects. There's the house, now, and you'll soon be rid of me. I won't tell you, Lucy, that if you ever want for friendly service, you must look to me, because I'm afeared you won't feel free to do it ; but you'll take all I can find to do without your asking." Without waiting for an answer he drew up his horse at the gate of her home, handed her out, said " Good night ! " and drove away. S'.ich a singular restlessness took possession of Joseph, after the departure of his giiests, th it the evening quiet of the farm became intolerable. Hi 1 s out for the village, readily invent plained the ride to himself as veil ; The regular movements of the animal did not banish the unquiet motions of his mind, but ic relieved him by giving them a wider sweep and a more definite form. The man who walks is subject to the power of his Antreus of a body, moving forwards only bv means of the weight which holds it O *