Sonnets to Duse BY SARA TEASDALE THE LIBRARY OF THE UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA BEQUEST OF ANITA D. S. BLAKE Sonnets to Duse and other Poems By SARA TEASDALE Arti etl^fVeritati Boston THE POET LORE COMPANY Publishers 1907 Copyright 1907 by Sara Teasdale All rights rtserved Tk* Gorham Preu, BoHo*, Mu*. t U. S. A. To My Father and Mother CONTENTS To Duse To Eleonora Duse Q To Eleonora Duse IO To Eleonora Duse in " The Dead City" II To a Picture of Eleonora Duse in " The Dead City," 12 To a Picture of Eleonora Duse in " The Dead City," 13 To a Picture of Eleonora Duse as "Francesca da Rimini" 14 To a Picture of Eleonora Duse 15 To a Picture of Eleonora Duse with the Greek Fire in st Francesca da Rimini" 1 6 A Song to Eleonora Duse in "Francesca da Rimini" 17 Poems and Sonnets To "Japanese Incense 21 To Sappho, 1 23 To Sappho, II 24 ToL.R.E 25 The Meeting *. 26 The Gift 27 Dead Love 28 The Love that Goes A-begging 29 Song 31 Wishes 33 Dusk in Autumn 35 In David's ''Child's Garden of ferses" . . . . 36 Triolets 37 Sonnet 38 Dream Song 39 To Joy 40 Roses and Rue 41 The Heart's House 42 The House of Dreams 43 Faults 44 SONNETS TO DUSE SONNETS TO DUSE 9 To Eleonora Duse Oh beauty that is filled so full of tears, Where every passing anguish left its trace, I pray you grant to me this depth of grace: That I may see before it disappears, Blown through the gateway of our hopes and fears To death's insatiable last embrace, The glory and the sadness of your face, Its longing unappeased through all the years. No bitterness beneath your sorrow clings; Within the wild dark falling of your hair There lies a strength that ever soars and sings; Your mouth's mute weariness is not despair. Perhaps among us craven earth-born things God loves its silence better than a prayer. io SONNETS TO DUSE To Eleonora Duse Your beauty lives in mystic melodies, And all the light about you breathes a song. Your voice awakes the dreaming airs that throng Within our music-haunted memories: The sirens' strain that sank within the seas When men forgot to listen, floats along Your voice's undercurrent soft and strong. Sicilian shepherds pipe beneath the trees; Along the purple hills of drifted sand, A lone Egyptian plays an ancient flute; At dawn the Memnon gives his old salute Beside the Nile, by desert breezes fanned. The music faints about you as you stand, And with the Orphean lay it trembles mute. AND OTHER POEMS n To Eleonora Duse in "The Dead City " Were you a Greek when all the world was young, Before the weary years that pass and pass, Had scattered all the temples on the grass, Before the moss to marble columns clung ? I think your snowy tunic must have hung As now your gown does wave on wave a mass Of woven water. As within a glass I see your face when Homer's tales were sung. Alcaeus kissed your mouth and found it sweet, And Sappho's hand has lingered in your hand. You half remember Lesbos as you stand Where all the times and countries mix and meet, And lay your weight of beauty at our feet, A garland gathered in a distant land. 12 SONNETS TO DUSE To a Picture of Eleonora Duse in "The Dead City 1 ' Your face is set against a fervent sky, Before the thirsty hills that sevenfold Return the sun's hot glory, gold on gold, Where Agamemnon and Cassandra lie. Your eyes are blind whose light shall never die, And all the tears the closed eyelids hold, And all the longing that the eyes have told, Is gathered in the lips that make no cry. Yea, like a flower within a desert place, Whose petals fold and fade for lack of rain, Are these, your eyes, where joy of sight was slain, And in the silence of your lifted face, The cloud is rent that hides a sleeping race, And vanished Grecian beauty lives again. AND OTHER POEMS 13 To a Picture of Eleonora Duse in "The Dead City" Carved in the silence by the hand of Pain, And made more perfect by the gift of Peace, Than if Delight had bid your sorrow cease, And brought the dawn to where the dark has lain, And set a smile upon your lips again; Oh strong and noble! Tho' your woes increase, The gods shall hear no crying for release, Nor see the tremble that your lips restrain. Alone as all the chosen are alone, Yet one with all the beauty of the past; A sister to the noblest that we know, The Venus carved in Melos long ago, Yea, speak to her, and at your lightest tone, Her lips will part and words will come at last. 14 SONNETS TO DUSE To a Picture of Eleonora Duse as "Francesco da Rimini " Oh flower-sweet face and bended flower-like head! Oh violet whose purple cannot pale, Or forest fragrance ever faint or fail, Or breath and beauty pass among the dead! Yea, very truly has the poet said, No mist of years or might of death avail To darken beauty brighter thro' the veil We see the glimmer of its wings outspread. Oh face embowered and shadowed by thy hair, Some lotus blossom on a darkened stream! If ever I have pictured in a dream My guardian angel, she is like to this, Her eyes know joy, yet sorrow lingers there, And on her lips the shadow of a kiss. AND OTHER POEMS 15 "To a Picture of Eleonora Duse Was ever any face like this before So light a veiling for the soul within, So pure and yet so pitiful for sin ? They say the soul will pass the Heavy Door, And yearning upward, learn creation's lore The body buried|'neath the earthly din. But thine shall live forever, it hath been So near the soul, and shall be evermore. Oh eyes that see so far thro* misted tears, Oh Death, behold, these eyes can never die! Yea, tho 5 your kiss shall rob these lips of breath, Their faint, sad smile will still elude thee, Death. Behold the perfect flower this neck uprears, And bow thy head and pass the wonder by. 16 SONNETS TO DUSE To a Picture of Eleonora Duse with the Greek Fire, in " Francesca da Rimini " Francesca's life that was a limpid flame Agleam against the shimmer of a sword, Which falling, quenched the flame in blood outpoured To free the house of Rimino from shame Francesca's death that blazed aloft her name In guilty fadeless glory, hurling toward The windy darkness where the tempest roared, Her spirit burdened by the weight of blame Francesca's life and death are mirrored here Forever, on the face of her who stands Illumined and intent beside the blaze, Grown one with it, and reading without fear That they shall fare upon the selfsame ways, Plucked forth and cast away by bloody hands. AND OTHER POEMS 17 A Song to Eleonora Duse in " Francesca da Rimini " Oh would I were the roses, that lie against her hands, The heavy burning roses she touches as she stands! Dear hands that hold the roses, where mine would love to be, Oh leave, oh leave the roses, and hold the hands of me! She draws the heart from out them, she draws away their breath, Oh would that I might perish and find so sweet a death! POEMS AND SONNETS POEMS AND SONNETS 21 To Japanese Incense The wind that rings the temple bell Is far away, And far the brazen incense urns Of ashes grey. And far the carven temple gates Of red and gold The dreamy temples where the gods Have long been old. The dragonflies and irises Beside the stream, Are far away in lands of dawn And lands of dream. 22 SONNETS TO DUSE And here beneath an alien sky Your breath ascends, A column delicate and grey That waves and bends, And lifts a scent of sandal-wood, Devoid of prayer, To seek an ancient Eastern god Thro* Western air. AND OTHER POEMS 23 To Sappho I Impassioned singer of the happy time When all the world was waking into morn, And dew still glistened on the tangled thorn, And lingered on the branches of the lime Oh peerless singer of the golden rhyme, Happy wert thou to live ere doubt was born Before the joy of life was half out-worn, And nymphs and satyrs vanished from your clime. Then maidens bearing parsley in their hands Wound thro' the groves to where the goddess stands, And mariners might sail for unknown lands Past sea-clasped islands veiled in mystery And Venus still was shining from the sea, And Ceres had not lost Persephone. 24 SONNETS TO DUSE To Sappho II Your lines that linger for us down the years. Like sparks that tell the glory of a flame, Still keep alight the splendor of your name, And living still, they sting us into tears. Sole perfect singer that the world has heard,. Let fall from that far heaven of thine One golden word. Oh tell us we shall find beside the Nile, Held fast in some Egyptian's dusty hand, Deep covered by the centuries of sand, The songs long written that were lost awhile Sole perfect singer that the world has heard,. Let fall from that far heaven of thine This golden word. AND OTHER POEMS 25 To L. R. E. When first I saw you felt you take my hand, I could not speak for happiness to find How more than all they said your heart was kind, How strong you were, and quick to understand I dared not say: "I who am least of those Who call you friend, I love you, and I crave A little love that I may be more brave Because one watches me who cares and knows." So, silent, long ago I used to look High up along the shelves at one great book, And longed to see its contents, childishwise, And now I know it for my Poet's own, So sometime shall I know you and be known, And looking upward, I shall find your eyes. 26 SONNETS TO DUSE The Meeting I'm happy, I'm happy, I saw my love to-day. He came along the crowded street, By all the ladies gay, And oh, he smiled and spoke to me Before he went his way. My throat was tight with happiness, I couldn't say a word, My heart was beating fast, so fast I'm sure he must have heard; And when he passed, I trembled like A little frightened bird. I wish I were the flower-girl Who waits beside the way I'd give my flowers all to him And see him every day ; I wish I were the flower-girl Who waits beside the way. AND OTHER POEMS 27 The Gift What can I give you, my lord, my lover, You who have given the world to me, Showed me the light and the joy that cover The wild sweet earth and the restless sea ? All that I have are gifts of your giving If I gave them again, you would find them old, And your soul would weary of always living Before the mirror my life would hold. What shall I give you, my lord, my lover ? The gift that breaks the heart in me: I bid you awake at dawn and discover I have gone my way and left you free. 28 SONNETS TO DUSE Dead Love God let me listen to your voice, And look upon you for a space And then he took your voice away, And dropped a veil before your face. God let me look within your eyes, And touch for once your clinging hand, And then he left me all alone, And took you to the Silent Land. I cannot weep, I cannot pray, My heart has very silent grown, I only watch how God gives love, And then leaves lovers all alone. AND OTHER POEMS 29 The Love that Goes A-begging Oh Loves there are that enter in, And Loves there are that wait, And Loves that sit a-weeping Whose joy will come too late. For some there be that ope their doors, And some there be that close, And Love must go a-begging, But whither, no one knows. His feet are on the thorny ways, And on the dew-cold grass, No ears have ever heard him sing, No eyes have seen him pass. 30 SONNETS TO DUSE And yet he wanders thro* the world And makes the meadows sweet, For all his tears and weariness Have flowered beneath his feet. The little purple violet Has marked his wanderings, And in the wind among the trees, You hear the song he sings. AND OTHER POEMS 31 Song Like some rare queen of old romance Who loved the gleam of helm and lance Is she. A harper of King Arthur's days Should praise her in a hundred lays: The queen of Love and Chivalry O Dieu te garde, mon coeur, ma vie. And crown-wise plaited is her hair, No crown of woven gold more fair Could be. And very queen-like, too, the smile That lightens every little while A face too fair for men to see, O Dieu te garde, mon coeur, ma vie. 32 SONNETS TO DUSE She is not over kind, I know ; The queens were gracious long ago, Ah me! Queen Guenevere would give a kiss Ofttimes to Launcelot, I wis I would that I were loved as he! O Dieu te garde, mon coeur, ma vie. AND OTHER POEMS 33 Wnkn I wish for such a lot of things That never will come true And yet I want them all so much I think they might, don't you ? I want a little kitty-cat That's soft and tame and sweet, And every day I watch and hope I'll find one in the street. But nursie says, "Come, walk along, "Don't stand and stare like that" I'm only looking hard and hard To try to find my cat. 34 SONNETS TO DUSE And then I want a blue balloon That tries to fly away, I thought if I wished hard enough That it would come some day. One time when I was in the park I knew that it would be Beside the big old clock at home A-waiting there for me ? And soon as we got home again, I hurried thro* the hall, And looked beside the big old clock It wasn't there at all. Ijthink I'll never wish again But then, what shall I do ? The wishes are a lot of fun Altho' they don't come true. AND OTHER POEMS 35 Dusk in Autumn The moon is like a scimitar, A little silver scimitar, A-drifting down the sky. And near beside it is a star, A timid twinkling golden star, That watches like an eye. And thro* the nursery window-pane The witches have a fire again, Just like the ones we make, And now I know they're having tea, I wish they'd give a cup to me, With witches' currant cake. 36 SONNETS TO DUSE In David's "Child's Garden of Verses The dearest child in all the world, Should have the dearest songs, And that is why this little book To David-Boy belongs. AND OTHER POEMS 37 Triolets Before a lonely shrine Of foam-born Aphrodite, Ungarlanded of vine, Undyed by dripping wine, I brought green bay to twine, And prayed to her, almighty, And lo, the prayer of mine Was heard of Aphrodite. I sang of answered prayer, And now before the goddess, The maids lay flowers rare, And she has ceased to care For bay that I might bear. To heal my heart's distress, My feet must wander where There waits some lonelier goddess. 38 SONNETS TO DUSE Sonnet I saw a ship sail forth at evening time; Her prow was gilded by the western fire, And all her rigging one vast golden lyre, For winds to play on to the ocean's rhyme Of wave on wave forever singing low. She floated on a web of burnished gold, And in such light as praying men behold Cling round a vision, were her sails aglow. I saw her come again when dawn was grey, Her wonder faded and her splendor dead She whom I loved once had upon her way A light most like the sunset. Now 'tis sped. And this is saddest what seemed wondrous fair Are now but straight pale lips, and dull gold hair . AND OTHER POEMS 39 Dream Song I plucked a snow-drop in the spring, And in my hand too closely pressed; The warmth had hurt the tender thing, I grieved to see it withering. I gave my love a poppy red, And laid it on her snow-cold breast; But poppies need a warmer bed, We wept to find the flower was dead. 40 SONNETS TO DUSE To 'Joy Lo, I am happy, for my eyes have seen Joy glowing here before me, face to face; His wings were arched above me for a space, I kissed his lips, no bitter came between. The air is vibrant where his feet have been, And full of song and color is his place. His wondrous presence sheds about a grace That lifts and hallows all that once was mean. I may not sorrow for I saw the light, Tho* I shall walk in valley ways for long, I still shall hear the echo of the song, My life is measured by its one great height. Joy holds more grace than pain can ever give, And by my glimpse of joy my soul shall live. AND OTHER POEMS 41 Roses and Rue Bring me the roses white and red, And take the laurel leaves away; Yea, wreathe the roses round my head That wearies 'neath the crown of bay. " We searched the wintry forests thro* And found no roses anywhere But we have brought a little rue To twine a circlet for your hair." I would not pluck the rose in May, I wove a laurel crown instead; And when the crown is cast away, They bring me rue the rose is dead. 42 SONNETS TO DUSE The Heart's House My heart is but a little house With room for only three or four, And it was filled before you knocked Upon the door. I longed to bid you come within, I knew that I should love you well, But if you came the rest must go Elsewhere to dwell. For you would never be content With just a corner in my room, Yea, if you came the rest must go Into the gloom. And so, farewell, O friend, my friend! Nay, I could weep a little too, But I shall only smile and say Farewell to you. AND OTHER POEMS 43 The House of Dreams I built a little House of Dreams, And fenced it all about, But still I heard the Wind of Truth That roared without. I laid a fire of Memories And sat before the glow, But through the chinks and round the door The wind would blow. I left the House, for all the night I heard the Wind of Truth; I followed where it seemed to lead Through all my youth. But when I sought the House of Dreams, To creep within and die, The Wind of Truth had levelled it, And passed it by. 44 SONNETS TO DUSE Faults They came to tell your faults to me, They named them over one by one, I laughed aloud when they were done; I knew them all so well before, Oh they were blind, too blind to see Your faults had made me love you more. j 56