< X V V v_ Thf ^^o' • "^^ ^ o- • THE COMPLETE POETICAL WORKS OF ROBERT BUCHANAN Vol. I. i'[^ POEMS AND NOVELS by ROBERT BUCHANAN THE COMPLETE POETICAL WORKS OF ROBERT BUCHANAN. 2 vols, crown 8vo. buckram, with Portrait Fron- tispiece to each volume, izs. Crown 8vo. cloth, 6s. each. THE DEVIL'S CASE: a Bank Holiday Interlude. With 6 Illustrations. THE EARTHQUAKE; or, Six Days and a 4*abbath. THE WANDERING JEW : a Christmas Carol. C.own 8vo. clot'i, t.s. id. each. THE OUTCAST : a Rhyme for the Time. THE BALLAD OF MARY THE MOTHER: a Christmas Carol. ST. ABE AND HIS SEVEN WIVES. Crown 8vo. doth, ■2S. 6d. Crown 8vo. cloth, 3J. 6d. each; post 8vo. illustrated boards, 2.r. each. THE SHADOW OF THE SWORD. A CHILD OF NATURE. GOD AND THE MAN. With 11 Illustrations by Fred. Barnard. LADY KILPATRICK. THE MARTYRDOM OF MADELINE. LOVE ME FOR EVER. ANNAN WATER. THE NEW ABELARD. FOXGLOVE MANOR. RACHEL DENE. MATT : a Story of a Caravan. THE MASTER OF THE MINE. THE HEIR OF LINNE. WOMAN AND THE MAN. RED AND WHITE HEATHER. Crown 8vo. cloth, 3J.6ar. ANDROMEDA : an Idyll of the Great River. Crown 8vo. cloth, 3 J. dd. THE CHARLATAN. By Robert Buchanan and Henry Murray. Crown 8vo. cloth, with a Frontispiece by T. H. Robinson, 3J. (>d. ; post 8vo. picture boards, 2s. London: CHATTO & WINDUS, in St. Martin's Lane, W.C. fh^tv. LurrauA, ^v^'*m 444*^ THE COMPLETE POETICAL WORKS OF ROBERT BUCHANAN IN TWO VOLUMES— VOL. L WITH A PORTRAIT LONDON CH ATTO & WIN DUS lyoi 9U974 PRINTED BY SPOTTISWOODE AND CO. LTD., NEW-STREET SQUARE LONDON -K I A 1^ \^, V o Contents. EARLY POEMS. Pastoral Pictures : page . I. Down the River . . . . i ^ 2. The Summer Pool . . . . . 3 k( 3- Up the River 4 (I 4. Snow 6 — ^To THE LUGGIE 7 ^^Fra Giacomo 8 '"'Charmian 9 ^ Cloudland 9 ^^ Cuckoo Song 12 ■^ The White Deer 12 — Convent-Robbing 13 The Ballad of the Wayfarer . . . 15 -^ In Spring-Time 16 The Fisherman 16 , The Churchyard 16 J Sea-Wash 17 -» Earth and the Soul . . . .17 (3 A Curl 18 Love and Time 20 UNDERTONES. (1864.) Poet's Prologue— To David in Heaven The Undertones : 1. Proteus ; or, a Prelude . 2. Ades, King of Hell . 3- Pan 4. The Naiad 5. The Satyr .... 6. Venus on the Sun-Car 7. Selene the Moon . 8. Iris the Rainbow 9. Orpheus the Musician . 10. Polypheme's Passion . 11. Penelope .... 12. Sappho : on the Leucadian Rock 13. The Syren .... 14. A Voice from Academe '5- Pygmalion the Sculptor i6. Antony in Arras .... 17. Fine Weather on the Digentia 24 26 30 35 36 39 40 41 42 43 52 54 54 58 59 65 65 18. Fine Weather by Baiae . . ig. The Swan-Song of Apollo Poet's Epilogue— To Mary on Earth PAGE • 70 • 73 • 74 IDYLS AND LEGENDS OF INFERS URN. (1865.) The Lowland Village . Willie Baird .... Lord Ronald's Wife . Poet Andrew .... White Lily of Weardale-Head The English Huswife's Gossip The FaHry Foster-Mother The Green Gnome Hugh Sutherland's Pansies The Dead Mother . The Widow Mysie (an Idyl of Love Whisky) .... The Minister and the Elfin Village Voices : 1. January Wind . . 2. April Rain 3. 4. Summer Moon December Snow . and 76 77 83 84 90 93 98 99 100 105 106 tio III 112 112 113 LONDON POEMS. (1866-70.) Bexhill, i866 113 The Little Milliner ; or, Love in an Attic 115 Liz 119 The Starling 124 Jane Lkwson 125 Langley Lane (a Love Poem) . . . 13S Edward Crowhurst; or, 'A New Poet' 136 Artist and Model (a Love Poem) . . 147 Nell 149 Attorney Sneak 152 Barbara Gray iSS The Blind Linnet 157 VI CONTENTS. ' Tiger Bay ' (a Stormy Night's Dream) : page I. The Tigress ...... 157 «. ' Ratdiffe Meg ' 158 3. Intercession 159 The City Asleep 159 Up in an Attic 160 To THE Moon Spring Song in the City . . In London, March 1866 . A Lark's Flight .... De Berny The Wake of Tim O'Hara Kitty Kemble The Swallows .... Tom Dunstan; or, the Politician O'Murtogh The Bookworm The Last of the Hangmen London, 1864 The Modern Warrior . Pan : Epilogue L'Envoi to London Poems . 161 162 163 163 165 166 168 173 174 175 176 177 182 183 185 i8s MISCELLANEOUS POEMS. (1866-70.) The Death of Roland .... 186 The Gift of Eos 192 Clari in the Well 196 Serenades . . . . . . . 197 In the Garden 198 The Asrai (Prologue to the Changeling) . 200 The Changeling (a Legend of the Moon- light) : I. The Asrai 201 E. The Changeling's Birth . . . 202 3. His Mortal Life 203 4. His Sorrow and Sin . . . . 203 5. The Battle-Field .... 204 6. The Abbot Paul 204 To Clari (with the Preceding Poem) . . 206 NORTH COAST, AND OTHER POEMS. (1867-68.) Meg Blane: 1. Storm ....... 207 2. Dead Calm ..... 211 3. A Troubled Deep 214 4. ' And the Spirit of God moved upon the Waters' 217 The Battle of Drumliemoor (Covenant Period) 221 The Northern Wooing . . . .223 An English Eclogue 227 A Scottish Eclogue 229 The Scaith o' Bartle 232 The Glamour 241 Sigurd of Saxony (Media;val) . . . 244 A Poem to David 246 Hakon 247 SONNETS WRITTEN BY LOCH CORUISK, ISLE OF SKYE. (1870.) Coruisken Sonnets : page 1. Lord, is it Thou ? .... 248 2. We are Fatherless 248 3. We are Children .... 248 4. When we are all Asleep . . . 249 5. But the Hills will bear Witness . 249 6. Desolate ! 249 7. Lord, art Thou here? . . . 249 8. God is Beautiful 250 9. The Motion of the Mists . . . 250 10. Coruisk 250 11. But Whither? 250 12. God is Pitiless 251 13. Yea, Pitiless 251 14. Could God be Judged? . . . . 251 15. The Hills on their Thrones . . 251 16. King Blaabhein 252 17. Blaabhein in the Mists . . , 252 18. The Fiery Birth of the Hills .\ . 252 19. The Changeless Hjlls . . . 252 20. O Mountain Peak of a God . . . 253 21. God the Image . ... 253 22. The Footprints 253 23. We are Deathless .... 253 24. A Voice in the Whirlwind . . . 254 25. Cry of the Little Brook . . . 254 26. The Happy Hearts of Earth . . 254 27. Father, forgive Thy Child . . 254 28. God's Loneliness . . . . , 255 29. The Cup of Tears .... 255 30. The Light of the World . . . 255 31. Earth's Eldest Born .... 255 32. What Spirit Cometh? • • . . 256 33. Stay, O Spirit ! . . • . . 256 34. Quiet Waters 256 THE BOOK OF ORM. (1870.) Inscription (To F. W. C.) . . . . 257 Proem (to IBook of Orm and Political Mystics) 257 The Book of the Visions seen by Orm the Celt 257 1. First Song of the Veil: 1. The Veil Woven 258 2. Earth the Mother .... 259 3. Children of Earth 259 4. The Wise Men 260 2. The Man and the Shadow : 1. The Shadow 261 2. The Rainbow 266 3. Songs of Corruption : 1. Phantasy 268 2. The Dream of the World without Death . . . . . . . 269 3. Soul and Flesh 272 4. The Soul and the Dwelling . . 273 5. Songs of Seeking: 1. ....... 276 2. Quest ....... 276 CONTENTS. vu 3. The Happy Earth . 4. O Unseen One ! . 5. World's Mystery 6. The Cities . 7. The Priests 8. The Lamb of God. 9. Doom 10. God's Dream . 11. Flower of the World . 12. O Spirit .... 6. The Lifting of the Veii, : 1. Orm's Vision 2. The Face and the World 3. Orm's Awakening 7. The Devil's Mystics : 1. The Inscription without 2. The Tree of Life 3. The Seeds 4. Fire and Water ; or, a Voice of the Flesh .... 5. Sanitas .... 6. The Philosophers 7. The Devil's Prayer 8. Homunculus ; or, the Song of cides .... 9. Roses .... 10. Hermaphroditus 11. After .... 12. His Prayer .... 8. The Vision op the Man Accurst POLITICAL MYSTICS. (1871.) Titan and Avatar (a Choral Mystic): I. Ode of Nations s. The Avatar's Dream . . , . 3. The Elemental Quest 4. The Elemental Doom . . . , The Fool of Destiny (a Choric Drama) . The Teuton Monologue (1870) The Reply The City of Man ... PAGE . 276 . 277 • 277 . 278 . 278 . 278 • 279 . 279 . 280 . 280 Dei- 281 284 284 284 285 286 286 287 287 287 288 290 290 29s 297 301 303 307 330 333 334 SONGS OF THE TERRIBLE YEAR. (1870.) Ode to the Spirit of Auguste Comte (1871) 335 A Dirge for Kings 337 The Perfect State 338 The Two Voices (January 1871). . 1339 OrjE BEFORE Paris (December 1870) . . 340 A Dialogue in the Snow (before Paris, December 1870) 341 The Prayer in the Night . . .343 The Spirit of France 344 The Apotheosis of the Sword (Versailles, '871) 345 The Chaunt by the Rhine (1871) . . 347 SAINT ABE AND HIS SEVEN WIVES. A TALE OF SALT LAKE CITY. page 349 350 350 351 352 Dedication : to Old Dan Chaucer Approaching Utah.— The Boss's Tale: 1. Passing the Ranche . . ^. . 2. Joe Wilson goes a-courting 3. Saint and Disciple . . . . 4. The Book of Mormon 5. Joe ends his Story — First Glimpse of Utah 355 The City of the Saints : 1. Among the Pastures— Summer Even- ing Dialogue 356 2. Within the City — St. Abe and the Seven 361 3. Promenade— Main Street, Utah . 364 4. Within the Synagogue — Sermonizeth the Prophet 367 5. The Falling of the Thunderbolt . 369 6. Last Epistle of St. Abe to the Poly- gamists 371 The Farm in the Valley— Sunset (1871) 377 WHITE ROSE AND RED. A LOVE STORY. Dedication Invocation (' Know'st thou the Land 1. The Capture of Eureka Hart 1. Natura Naturans . 2. Eureka 3. The Capture . 4. Thro' the Wood 5. The Red Tribe . 2. Red Rose : 1. Erycina Ridens . 2. Log and Sunbeam . 3. Nuptial Song 4. Arretez I 5. The Farewell 6. The Paper 3. White Rose : 1. Drowsietown 2. After Meeting , 3. Phoebe Anna 4. Nuptial Song . , 4. The Great Snow: 1. The Great Snow 2. The Wanderer 3. Retrospect : the Journey 4. The Journey's End 5. Face to Face 6. Pauguk .... 7. The Melting of the Snow 8. The Last Look , Epilogue . 380 . 380 , 3S1 • 383 . 38s . 387 388 ■ 390 ■ 390 392 392 393 396 397 399 402 404 405 407 411 415 417 419 421 422 423 VIU CONTENTS. FACES ON THE WALL. (1876.) PAGE Lone House 424 Storm and Calm 424 Without and Within 425 Napoleon 425 Abraham Lincoln 425 Walt Whitman ...... 425 O Faces ! 425 To Triflers 426 The Wanderers 426 The Watcher of the Beacon . . 426 'And the Spirit of God moved upon THE Waters' 426 BALDER THE BEAUTIFUL. A SONG OF DIVINE DEATH. Proem to . (A Song of a Dres.ii) 1. The Birth of Balder : 1. Balder's Birth-Song 2. His Growth and Godhead . 2. The Finding of Balder : 1. Frea in the Wood 2. The Shadow in the Wood . 3. Full Godhead . . . , 4. The Man by the Ocean 3. The Heavenward Journey : 1. The Goddesses . . , 2. The Fruit of Life . . . 3. The City of the Gods 4. The Voice of the Father 5. Balder's Return . . . , 4. Balder's Return to Earth : 1. ' Balder is here ' . . 2. ...... 3. All Things Blest by Balder . 4. The Cry from the Ground . 5. The Shadow on the Earth 6. On the Heights — Evening 7. The Vow of Balder 5. Balder's Quest for Death : • 427 • 429 • 432 • 433 . 434 • 438 • 440 • 442 • 445 • 446 • 448 • 448 451 453 454 455 456 458 459 The Fight of Ships Ydun . Balder and Death : The Altar of Sacrifice Balder and Death . ' O Death, pale Death ' Death Sings . The Last Prayer .... The First Snowfiake— Falling of the Snow . 460 . 461 . 462 • 463 465 467 468 468 469 470 471 The Coming of the Other : 1. ..... 2. The Light on the Snow 3. The Face and the Voice 4. 'Wake, Balder! Wake!' . 5. The Birth and Death . 6. The Paracletes . 8. The Twilight of the Gods : I. ..... 2 3. The Bridge of Ghosts . 4. ' Behold, I am Risen ' 5. Alfadur .... 6. The Brethren 7. Father and Son 8. Twilight .... 9. ' A Cross and a Lily ' . 9. The Last Blessing : 1. The Waking of the Sea 2. From Death to Life MISCELLANEOUS POEMS AND BALLADS. (1878-83.) Dedication (To Harriett) . The Strange Country . . , The Ballad of Judas Iscariot . ] The Lights of Leith . . / . The Wedding of Shon Maclean (a Bag^ pipe Melody) . . , _ Hans Vogel (an Episode of the Franco- Prussian War) .... Phil Blood's Leap (a Tale of the Gold'- Seekers) The Faery Reaper (Ireland) . The 'Midian-Mara' O'Connor's Wake (an Irish Fiddle Tune) Highland Lament .... James Avery The Devil's Peepshow (Old Style) . ' \ Daybreak (Fragment) . Euphrosyne; or, the Prospect . ' ', Stanley Farm On a Young Poetess's Grave ' . \ Love in Winter (a Genre Picture) Will o' the Wisp (a Ballad written "for Clari, on a Stormy Night) Giant Despair : 1. His Death .... 2. After ' . * * The Mountain Well . The Song of the Shealing . The Secret of the Mere . Mnemosyne; or, the Retrospect . Vanity Fair .... PAGE 473 47c 474 475 47( 477 47^ 479 480 481 48X 482 484 486 48? 48c 490 491 491 493 493 494 496 SCO SO? 5o.r Sio 517 51.' Sii 517 519 S19 521 521 522 523 526 527 528 529 529 531 532 Early Poems. PASTORAL PICTURES. Down the River. How merry a life the little River leads, Piping a vagrant ditty free from care ; Now rippling as it rustles through the reeds And broad-leaved lilies sailing here and there, Now l)'ing level with the clover meads And musing in a mist of golden air ! Bearing a pastoral peace where'er it goes, Narrow'd to mirth or broaden'd to repose : Through copsy villages and tiny towns, By belts of woodland singing sweet, Pausing where sun and shadow meet Without the darkness of the breezy downs. Bickering o'er the keystone as it flows 'Neath mossy bridges arch'd like maiden feet ; And slowly widening as it seaward grows, Because its summer mission grows com- plete. Run seaward, for I follow ! Let me cross My garden-threshold ankle-deep in moss. Sweet Stream, your heart is beating and I hear it, As conscious of its pleasure as a girl's : O little River, whom I love so well, Is it with something of a human spirit You twine those lilies in your sedgy curls? Take up the inner voice we both inherit, O Httle River of my love, and tell ! The rain has crawled from yonder moun- tain-side. And passing, left its footprints ffvr and wide. The path I follow winds by cliff and scar, Purple and dark and trodden as I pass, The foxglove droops, the crocus lifts iis star, And bluebells brighten in the dewy grass. Over deep pools the willow hangs its hair. Dwarf birches show their sodden roots and shake Their melting jewels on my bending brows. The mottled mavis pipes among t! eir boughs For joy of five unborn in yonder brake. The River, narrow'd to a woody glen, leaps trembling o'er a little rocky ledge. Then broadens forward into calm again Where the gray moor-hen builds her nest of sedge ; Caught in the dark those willow-trees have made. Lipping the yellow lilies o'er and o'er, It flutters twenty feet along the shade, Halts at the sunshine like a thing afraid, And turns to kiss the lilies yet once more. Those little falls are lurid with the rain That ere the day is done will come again. The River falters swoU'n and brown, P'alters, falters, as it nears them. Shuddering back as if it fears them, Falters, falters, falters, falters. Then dizzily rushes down. Rut all is calm again, the little River Smiles on and sings the song it sings for ever. Here at the curve it passes tilth and farm, And faintly flowing onward to the mill It stretches out a little azure arm To aid the miller, aiding with a will. And singing, singing still. EARLY POEMS. Sweet household sounds come sudden on mine ear : The waggons rumblinc: in the rutted lanes, The village clock and trumpet Chanticleer, The flocks and cattle on the marish-plains. With shouts of urchins ringing loud and clear ; And lo ! a Village, breathing breath that curls In foam-white wieaths through ancient sycamores ! A hum of looms comes through the cottage doors. I stuml)le on a group of country girls Faring afield thro' deep and dewy grass ; Small urchins rush from sanded kitchen- floors To stare with mouths wide open as I pass. But yonder cottage where the woodbine grows. Half cottage and half inn, a pretty place. Tempts ramblers with the country cheer it shows ; Entering, I rob the threshold of a rose. And meet the welcome on a mother's face. Come, let me sit. The scent of garden flowers FHts through the casement of the sanded room, Hitting the sense with thoughts of summer hours When half the world has budded into bloom. Is that the faded picture of our host Shading the plate of pansies where I sit — That lean-limb'd stripling straighter than a post, Clad in a coat that seems a sorry fit? I drink his health in this his own October, That bites so sharply on the thirsty tongue ; And here he comes, but not so slim and sober As in the days when Love and he were young. ' Hostess ! ' I fill again and pledge the glory Of that stout angel answering to my call, Who changed him from the shadow on the wall Into the rosy tun of sack before me ) Again I follow where the river wanders. The landscape billows into hills of thyme ; Over the purple heights I slowly climb ; Till in a glen of birchen-trees and boulders I halt, beneath a heathery mountain ridge Clothed on with amber cloud from head to shoulders. I wander on and gain a mossy bridge, And watch the angling of a shepherd boy ; Below the little river glimmers by, Touched with a troubled sense of pain or joy By some new life at work in earth and sky. The marshes there steam mist from hidden springs. Deep-hidden in the marsh the bittern calls, And yonder swallow oils its ebon wings While fluttering o'er the falls. Below my feet the little budding flower Thrusts up dark leaves to feel the coming shower : I'll trust these weather-signs and creep apart Beneath this crag until the rain depart, — 'Twill come again and go within an hour. The moist soft wind has died and fallen now. The air is hotandhush'd on flower and tree. The leaves arc troubled into sighs, and see ! There falls a heavy drop upon my brow. », The cloudy standard is above unfurl'd ; The aspen fingers of the blinded Rain Feel for the summer eyelids of the world That she may kiss them open once again. Darker and darker, till w ith one accord The clouds pour forth their hoard in gusts of power, A sunbeam rends their bowels like a sword And frees the costly shower ! Fluttering around me and before me. Stretched like a mantle o'er me. The rushing shadows blind the earth and skies, Dazzling a darkness on my gazing eyes With troublous gleams of radiance, like the bright Figments of gold that flutter in our sight. When with shut eyes we strain Our aching vision back upon the brain. Across the skies and o'er the plain Fast fly the swollen shadows o! the Kain ; Blown duskly by, From hill to hill they fly. O'er solitary streams and windy downs, O'er trembling villages and darkened towns 1 DOWN THE RIVER— THE SUMMER POOL 3 I crouch beneath the crag and watch the mist Move on the skirts of yonder mountains gray Until it bubbles into amethyst And softly melts away. The thyme-bells catch their drops of silver dew, And quake beneath the load ; The squadron'd pines that shade the splash- ing road Are glimmering with a million jewels too. And hark ! the Spirit of the Rain Sings to the Summer sleeping, Pressing a dark damp face against the plain, And pausing, pausing, not for pain, Pausing, pausing, ere the low refrain, Because she cannot sing for weeping. She flings her cold dim arms about the Earth, That soon shall wear the blessing she has given, Then brightens thro' her tears in sunny mirth And flutters back to heaven. A fallen sunbeam trembles at my feet. And as I sally forth the linnets frame Their throats to answer yonder laverock sweet. The jewell'd trees flash out in emerald flame. The bright drops fall with throbs of peace- ful sound, And melt in circles on the shallow pools That glisten on the ground. Last, Iris issues from her cloudy shrine, Trembling alone in heaven where she rules, And arching down to kiss with kisses sweet The bright green world that flashes at her feet, Runs liquid through her many hues divine. II. The Summer Pool. There is a singing in the summer air, The blue and brown moths flutter o'er the grass, The stubble bird is creaking in the wheat, And perch'd upon the honeysuckle hedge Pipes the grcon linnet. Oh, the golden world ! The stir of life on every blade of grass. The motion and the joy on every bough. The glad feast everywhere, for things that love The sunshine, and for things that love the shade ! Aimlessly wandering with weary feet, Watching the wool white clouds that wander by. I come upon a lonely place of shade, — A still green Pool, where with soft sound and stir The shadows of o'erhanging branches sleep, Save where they leave one dreamy space of blue, O'er whose soft stillness ever and anon The feathery cirrhus blows. Here unaware I pause, and leaning on my staff I add A shadow to the shadows ; and behold ! Dim dreams steal down upon me, with a hum Of little wings, a murmuring of boughs, — The dusky stir and motion dwelling here. Within this small green world. O'er- shadowed By dusky greenery, tho' all around The sunshine throbs on fields of wheat and bean. Downward I gaze into the dreamy blue. And pass into a waking sleep, wherein The green boughs rustle, feathery wreaths of cloud Pass softly, piloted by golden airs : The air is still, —no birds sing any more, — And, helpless as a tiny flying thing, 1 am alone in all the world with God. The wind dies — not a leaf stirs — on the Pool The fly scarce moves ; Earth seems to hold her breath Until her heart stops, listening silently I'"or the far footsteps of the coming Rain ! While thus I pause, it seems that I have gained New eyes to see ; my brain grows sensitive To trivial things that, at another hour, Had passed unheeded. Suddenly tho air Shivers, the shadows in whose mitlst I stand Tremble and blacken — the blue eye o' the Pool Is closed and clouded ; with a sudden gleam, Oiling its wings, a swallow darteth past, And wcedling flowers beneath my feet thrust up B 2 EARLY POEMS. Their leaves to feel the fragrant shower. Oh hark! The thirsty leaves are troubled into sighs, And up above me, on the glistening boughs, Patters the summer Rain ! Into a nook, Screen'd by thick foliage of oak and beech, I creep for shelter ; and the summer shower Murmurs around me. Oh, the drowsy sounds ! The pattering rain, the numerous sigh of leaves, The deep, warm breathing of the scented air. Sink sweet into my soul — until at last Comes the soft ceasing of the gentle fall. And lo ! the eye of blue within the Pool Opens again, while with a silvern gleam Dew-diamonds twinkle moistly on the leaves. Or, shaken downward by the summer wind. Fall melting on the Pcol in rings of light ! III. Up the River. Behind the purple mountains lies a lake. Steadfast thro' storm and sunshine in its place ; Asleep 'neath changing skies, its waters make A mirror for the tempest's thunder-face ; Thence — singing songs of glee, Fluttering to my cottage by the sea, By bosky glen and grove. Past the lone shepherd, moveless as the rock Whence stretch'd at length he views his scatter' d flock, — Cometh the Httle River that I love. To-day I '11 bid farewell to books. And by the River loved so well, Thro' ferny haunts and flowery nooks, Thro' stony glen and woody dell. The rainy river-path I '11 take, Till by the silent-sleeping lake I hear the shepherd's bell. The summer bleats from every rocky height. The bluebell banks are dim with dewy light. The heavens are clear as infants' eyes above ; This is no day — you, little River, know it ! — For sage or poet To localise his love. In rippling cadence, calm and slow. Sing, httle River, as I go. Songs of the mountains whence you flow ! The grassy banks are wet with dew that flashes Silverly on the Naiad-river's lashes — The Naiad-river, bright with sunken suns, Who murmureth as she runs. ^'onder the silver-bellied salmon splashes Within the spreading circle of blue shade That his own leaps have made : And here I stoop, and pluck with tender care A lily from the Naiad's sedgy hair. And curling softly over pebble, \\ eaving soft waves o'er yellow sands, Singing her song in tinkling treble. The mountain Lady thro' the farmer's lands Shdes to the sea, with harvest-giving hands. Here freckled cowslips bloom unsought. Like yellow jewels on her light green train ; And yonder, dark with dreaming of the rain. Grows the wood-violet hke a lowly thought. Lightly the mountain Lady dances down, Dressed maidenly in many a woodland gem;— Lo, even where the footprint of the clown Has bruised her raiment-hem, Crimson-tipp'd daisies make a diadem. The little River is the fittest singer To sound the praises of a day so fair. The dews, suck'd up thro' pores of sunshine, linger As silver cloudlets in mid-air ; And over all the sunshine throws Its golden glamour of repose. The Silence hstens, in a dream. To hear the ploughman urge his reelingteam. The trout, that flashes with a sudden gleam, And musical motions heaved by hills that bound The slumberous vales around. I loiter onward slowly, and the whole Sweet joy is in my happy fancies drowned. The sunshine meets the music. Sight and sound Are wedded by the Soul. — Sing, little River, this sweet morn, Songs of the hills where thou wert born ! UP THE RIVER. For, suddenly, mine eyes perceive The purple hills that touch the sky : Familiar with the stars of eve, Against the pale blue West they lie, Netted in mists of azure air, With thread-like cataracts here and there. Oh hark ! Oh hark ! The shepherd shouts, and answering sheep- dogs bark ; And voices, startling Echo from her sleep. Are blown from steep to steep. At yonder falls, the trembling mountain Lady Clings to the bramble high above me lying, With veil of foam behind her swift feet flying, And a lorn terror in her lifted voice. Ere springing to the rush-friezed basin shady. That boils below with noise. Then, whirling dizzily for a moment's space. She lets the sun flash brightly on her face. And lightly laughs at her own terror past, And floateth onward fast ! Thus wandering onward, ankle- deep in grass. Scaring the cumbrous black cock as I pass, I came upon two shepherd boys, who wade For coolness in the limpid waves, And with their shade Startle the troutling from its shallow caves. Let me lie down upon the bank, and drink ! The minnows at the brim, with bellies white Upturned in specks of silvery light. Flash from me in a shower, and sink. Below, the blue skies wink Thro' heated golden air — a clear abyss Of azure, with a solitary bird Steadfastly winging thro' the depths un- stirred. The brain turns dizzy with its bliss ; And I would plunge into the chasms cool, And float to yonder cloud of fleecy wool. That floats below me, as I kiss The mountain Lady's lips with thirsty mouth. What would parch'd Dives give amid his drouth For kisses such as this ? Sing, Mttle River, while I rest, Songs of your hidden mountain nest. And of the blue sky in your breast ! The landscape darkens slowly With mountain shadows ; when I wander on. The tremulous gladness of the heat seems gone. And a cool awe spreads round me, sweet and holy, — A tender, sober-suited melancholy. The path rough feet have made me winds away O'er fenny meadows to the white highway. Where the big waggon clatters with its load, And pushing onward, to the ankles wet In swards as soft as silken sarcenet, I gain the dusty road. The air is hotter here. The bee booms by With honey-laden thigh, Doubling the heat with sounds akin to heat ; And like a floating flower the buttei^fly Swims upward, downward, till its feet Clin • to the hedgerows white and sweet. A black duck rises clumsily with a cry. And the dim lake is nigh. The road curves upward to a dusty rise, Where fall the sunbeams flake on flake ; And turning at the curve, mine eyes Fall sudden on the silent lake, Asleep 'neath hyacinthinc skies. Sing, little River, in your mirth. Sing to thyself for joy the earth Is smiling on your humble worth ; And sing for joy that earth has given A place of birth so near to heaven ! Sing, little River, while I climb These little hills of rock and thyme ; And hear far-off your tinkling chime ! The cataracts burst in foamy sheen ; The hills slope blackly to the water's brim. And far below I see their shadows dim ; The lake, so closely hemmed between Their skirts of heather and of grass. Grows black and cold beneath me as I pass. EARLY POEMS. The sunlight fades on mossy rocks, And on the mountain sides the flocks Are split like streams ; — the highway dips Down, narrowing to the path where lambs Lay to the udders of their dams Their soft and pulpy lips. The hills grow closer ; to the right The path sweeps round a shadowy bay, Upon whose slated fringes, white And crested wavelets play. All else is still. But list, oh list ! Hidden by boulders and by mist, A shepherd whistles in his fist ; From height to height the far sheep bleat In answering iteration sweet. Sound, seeking Silence, bends above her. Within some haunted mountain grot ; Kisses her, like a trembling lover — So that she stirs in sleep, but wakens not ! Along this rock I '11 lie, With face turn d upward to the sky. A dreamy numbness glows within my brain — It is not joy and is not pain — 'Tis like the solemn, sweet imaginings That cast a shade on Music's golden wings. With face turned upward to the sun, I lie as indolent as one Who, in a vision sweet, perceives Spirits thro' mists of lotus leaves ; And now and then small shadows move Across me, cast by clouds so small Mine eyes perceive them scarce at all In the unsullied blue above. I hear the streams that burst and fall. The straggling' shepherd's frequent call. The kine low bleating as they pass, The dark lake stirring with the breeze, The melancholy hum of bees. The very murmur of the grass. IV. Snow. I WANDER forth this chill December dawn : John Frost and all his elves are out, I see, As busy as the elfin world can be. Clothing a world asleep with fleecy lawn. 'Mid the deep silence of the evening hours They glimmered duskly down in silent showers, And featly have they laboured all night long, Cheering their labour with a half-heard rhyme — Low as the burthen of a milkmaids song When Echo moans it over hills of thyme. There is a hush of music on the air — The white-wing'd fays are faltering every- where ; And here and there. Made by a sudden mingling as they fall. There comes a softer lullaby than all, Swept in upon the universal prayer. Mine eyes and heart are troubled with a motion Of music like the moving waves of ocean. When, out of hearing, o'er the harbour bars They sigh toward the moon and jasper stars. The tiny squadrons waver down and thicken. Gathering numbers as they fly, And nearing earth their thick-set ranks they quicken, And swim in swarms to die 1 But now the clouds are winnowed away : The sky above is gray as glass ; below The feeble twilight of the dreamy day Nets the long landskip hush'd beneath tlie snow. The arrowy frosts sting keenly as I stray Along the rutted lane or broad highway, fast wind-swept hedges sighing sharp and clear, Where half the sweetly changeful year The scented summer loves to gleam and glow. The new-lain snowy carpet, ankle-deep. Crumbles beneath my footsteps as I pass. Revealing scanty blades of frozen grass ; On either side the chirping sparrows leap. And here and there a robin, friendly now. From naked bough to bough. That snow-clad homestead in the river's arm Is haunted with the noisy rooks that fly Between its leafless beeches and the sky. And hailing fast for yonder fallow farm, A solitary crow is plunging by. Light muffled winds arising high among White mountains brooding in _their winter rest, Bear from the eastern winter to the West The muttered diapason of n song Made by tlie thunder on a mountain's breast. SMOW—TO THE LUC, cm. The sun is hanging in a purple globe, 'Mid yellow mists that stir with silver breath; The quiet landskip slumbers, white as death, Amid its naked fields and woody wolds, Wearing the winter as a stainless robe Low-trailing in a fall of fleecy folds. By pasture-gates the mottled cattle swarm, Thick'ning the misty air, with piteous eyes Fixed ever on tlie tempest-breeding skies. And watch the lingering traces of the storm. A feeble sunbeam kisses and illumes Yon whitened spire that hints a hidden town, And flickering for a space it darkens down Above the silence of forgotten tombs. I gain the shoulder of the woodland now, A fledgling's flutter from a small hifl's brow. I see the hamlet, half a mile below. With dripping gables and with criniion panes. And watch the urchins in the narrow lanes Below the school-house, shouting in the snow. The whitened coach comes swiftly round the road With horns to which a dozen hills reply. And rattling onward with itslaiighing load. Halts steaming at the little hostelry. Hard by the lonely woodman pants and glows. And, wrapt in leather stockings to the thigh, j Toils with an icicle beneath his nose. In yonder field an idle farm-boy blows His frozen fingers into tingling flame ; The gaunt old farmer, as he canters by, Reins in to greet the country clowns by name ; That chestnut pony in the yellow fly Draws the plump parson and liis leaner dame. I loiter down the road, and feel the ground Like iron 'ncath my heel ; the windless air Seems lying in a swound. Frost follows in its path without a sound. And plies his nimble fingers everywhere. Under my eyelids and beneath my hair. Yon mountain dons once more its helm of cloud, The air grows dark and dim as if in wonder ; Once more the heaven is winnow'd, and the crowd Of silken fays flock murmurously under A sky that flutters like a wind-swept shroud. Through gloomy dimbles, clad with new- fall' n snow. Back to my little cottage home I go. But once again I roam by field and flood. Stung into heat where hoar-frosts melt and bite, What time the fog- wrapt sun drops red as blood. And Eve's white star is tingling into sight. TO THE LUGGIE.^ Oh, sweet and still around the hill Thy silver waters, Brook, are creeping ; Beneath the hill, as sweet and stiU, Thy weary Friend lies sleeping : A laurel leaf is in his hair. His eyes are closed to human seeming. And surely he hath dreams most fair. If he, indeed, be dreaming. O Brook ! he smiled, a happy child. Upon thy banks, and loved thy crying. And, as time flew, thy murmur grew A trouble purifying ; Tin, last, thy laurel leaf he took, Dream-eyed and tearful, like a woman, And turned thy haunting cry, O Brook ! To speech divine and human. O Brook ! in song full sweet and strong, He sang of thee he loved so dearly ; Then softly creep around his sleep. And murmur to him checrly ; For though he knows no fret or fear. Though life no more slips strangely through him. Yet he may rest more sound to hear His friend so close unto him. And when at last the sleepers cast Their swathes aside, and, wondering, waken. Let thy Friend be full tenderly In silvern arms uptaken. Him be it then thy task to bear Up to the Footstool, softly flowing, — Smiles on his eyes, and in his hair Thy leaf of laurel blowing ! ' See ' The Luggie and other Poems,' by the lute David Gray. EARLY POEMS. ERA GIACOMO. Alas, Fra Giacomo, Too late ! but follow me . . . Hush ! draw the curtain — so 1 She is dead, quite dead, you see. Poor little lady 1 she lies. All the light gone out of her eyes ! But her features still wear that soft, Gray, meditative expression, Which you must have noticed oft. Thro' the peephole, at confession. How saintly she looks, how meek ! Though this be the chamber of death, I fancy I feel her breath, As I kiss her on the cheek. Too holy for vie, by far !— As cold and as pure as a star, Not fashioned for kissing and pressing, But made for a heavenly crown ! . . . Ay, Father, let us go dowTi, — Rut first, if you please, your blessing. II. , . . Wine ? No ! Come, come, you must ! Blessing it with your prayers. You'll quaff a cup, I trust, To the health of the Saint upstairs. My heart is aching so ! And 1 feel so weary and sad, Through the blow that I have had ! You'll sit, Fra Giacomo ? , . . III. Heigho ! 'tis now six summers Since I saw that angel and married her — I was passing rich, and I carried her Off in the face of all comers . . . So fresh, yet so brimming with Soul ! A sweeter morsel, I swear, Never made the dull Ijlack coal Of a monk's eye glitter and glare . . . N our pardon — nay, keep your chair ! — A jest ! but a jest ! . . . Very true. It is hardly becoming to jest, And that Saint upstairs at rest — Her Soul may be listening, too ! To think how I doubted and doubted, Suspected, grumbled at, flouted That golden-hair'd Angel, and solely Because she was zealous and holy 1 — Night and noon and mom She devoted herself to piety — Not that she seemed to scorn, Or shun, her husband's society ; But the claims of her Soul superseded All that I asked for or needed. And her thoughts were far away From the level of lustful clay, And she trembled lest earthly matters Interfered with her aves 2SiA paters ! Sweet dove ! she so fluttered, in flying To avoid the black vapours of Hell, So bent on self-sanctifying,^ That she never thought of trying To save her poor husband as well ! And while she was named and elected For place on the heavenly roll, I (beast that I was) suspected Her manner of saving her Soul — So half for the fun of the thing, VV^hat did I (blasphemer!) but fling On my shoulders the gown of a monk, (Whom I managed for that very day To get safely out of the way), And se;.t me, half-sober, half-drunk, With the cowl drawn over my face. In the Father Confessor's place . . . Eheu I benedicite ! In her beautiful sweet simplicity, With that pensive gray expression, She sighfully knelt at confession, — While I bit my lips till they bled, And dug my nails in my palm. And heard, with averted head. The horrible words come calm — Each word was a serpent's sting ; But, wrapt in my gloomy gown, I sat Hke a marble thing As she uttered j'ow?" name. Sit down! IV. More wine, Fra Giacomo ? One cup— as you love me ! No? Come, drink ! 'twill bring the streaks Of crimson back to your cheeks. Come ! drink again to the Saint, Whose virtues you loved to paint, \Vho, stretched on her wifely bed, With the soft, sweet, gray expression You saw and admired at confession — Lies poisoned, overhead J FRA GlACOMO. Sit still — or, by God, you die ! Face to face, soul to soul, you and I Have settled accounts, in a fine Pleasant fashion, over our wine — Stir not, and seek not to fly — Nay, whether or not, you are mine ! Thank Montepulciano for giving Your death in such delicate sips — 'Tis not every monk ceases living With so pleasant a taste on his lips — But lost Montepulciano unsurcly should kiss, Take this 1 — and this !— and this 1 VI. , . . Raise him ; and cast him, Pietro, Into the deep canal below : You can be secret, lad, I know . . . And hark you, then to the convent go — Bid every bell of the convent toll. And the monks say mass, for your mistress's soul. CHAR MIAN. Cleo. Charm ian ! Char. Madam? Cleo. Give me to drink mandragora ! Antony and Cleopatra. In the time when water-lilies shake Their green and gold on river and lake. When the cuckoo calls in the heart o' the heat, When the Dog-star foams and the shade is sweet ; Where cool and fresh the River ran, I sat by the side of Charmian, And heard no sound from the world of man. All was so sweet and still that day ! The rustlmg shade, the rippling stream. All life, all breath, dissolved away Into a golden dream ; Warm and sweet the scented shade Drowsily caught the breeze and stirred. Faint and low througli the green glade Came hum of bee and song of bird. Our hearts were full of drowsy bliss, And yet we did not clasp nor kiss, Nor did we break the happy spell Wiih tender tone or syllable. But to ease our hearts and set thought free, We pluckt the flowers of a red rose-tree, And leaf by leaf, we threw them, Sweet, Into the River at our feet, And in an indolent delight Watch'd them glide onward, out of sight. Sweet, had I spoken boldly then, How might my love have garner'd thee ! But I had left the paths of men. And sitting jonder, dreamily. Was happiness enough for me ! Seeking no gift of word or kiss. But looking in thy face, was bliss ! Plucking the rose-leaves in a dream. Watching them glimmer down the stream. Knowing that eastern heart of thine Shared the dim ecstasy of mine ! Then, while we linger'd, cold and gray Came Twilight, chilling soul and sense ; And you arose to go away. Full of a sweet indifference ! I missed the spell— I watch'd it break, — And such come never twice to man : In a less golden hour I spake, And did not win thee, Charmian ! For wearily we turned away Into the world of everyday, And from thy heart the fancy fled Like the rose-leaves on the River shed ; But to me that hour is sweeter far Than the world and all its treasures are : Still to sit on so close to thee. Were happiness enough for me ! Still to sit on in a green nook, Nor break the spell by word or look ! To reach out happy hands for ever. To pluck the rose-leaves, Charmian ! To watch them fade on the gleaming River, And hear no sound from the world of man 1 CLOUDLAND. Under green branches I lie, Pensive, I know not why ; All is dead calm down here ; But yonder, tho' heaven smiles clear. Bright winds blow, and silent and slow The vaporous Clouds sail by. 10 EARLY POEMS. For the branches, that here and there Grow yellow in autumn air, Are parted ; and through the rent Of a flower-enwoven tent, The round blue eye of the peaceful sky Shows tearless, quiet, and fair. Face upward, calmly I rest As the leaf that lies dead on my breast ; And the only sound I hear Is a rivulet tinlding near, And falling asleep in the woodland deep Like a fluttering bird in a nest. My mood would be full of grace As an eremite's peaceful face. And I should slumber away The delicate dreamful day, Save for Shapes that swim thro' the silence dim Of the blue ethereal space ! I close my eyes in vain. In a pensive, poetic pain : Even then, to the gurgling glee Of the Brook I cannot see. Silent and slow they glide and they go O'er the bright still blank of the brain ! With a motion wind-bequeath'd, Fantastically wreathed, They disturb my Soul, — as the beat Of the pale Moon's silvern feet Broke the sleep forlorn of the Sea new-born, Till it audibly stirr'd and breathed. White as a flock of sheep, Slender and soft and deep, Wiih a radiance mild and faint As the smile of a pictured Saint, Or the light that flies from a mother's eyes On the face of a babe asleep ! Yonder with dripping hair. Is Aphrodite the fair, Fresh from the foam, whose dress Enfleeces her loveliness. But melts like mist from the limbs sun-kiss'd That are kindling unaware ! One, like a Titan cold. With banner about him roll'd. Bereft of sense, and hurl'd To the wondrous under-world, And drifting down, with a weedy crown, Some miraculous River old. One like a bank of snows, Which flushes to crimson, and glows ; One like a goddess tall In a violet robe ;— and all Have a motion that seems like the motion of dreams, — A dimly disturb'd repose ; — A motion such as you see In the pictured divinity By the touch of an artist thrown On a Xaiad sculptured in stone. For ever and ever about to quiver To a frighten' d flush, and flee ! Beautiful, stately, slow, The pageants changefully grow ; And in my bewilder'd brain Comes the distinct refrain Of the stately speech and the mighty reach Of Songs made long ago. Into my heart there throng Rich melodies worshipp'd long : The epic of Troy divine, Milton's majestical line. The palfrey pace and the glittering grace Of Spenser's magical song. Do whatever I may, I cannot shake them away ; They are haunting voices that move Like the wondrous shapes above ; Stately and slow they come and they go. Like measured words when we pray. When the troublous motion sublime Of the Clouds and the r^' ^Avering rhyme. Ceasing, leave now and again A pause in the hush'd heart, the?i The brook bursts in with a pastoral din, A gurgling lyrical chime ! Oh ! sweet, very sweet, to lie Pensive, I know not why. And to fashion magical swarms Of poet-created Forms In the pageants dumb that go and come Above in a windless sky ! CLOUDLAND. II For yonder, a dark Ship furls Sails by an Island of pearls, And crafty Ulysses steers Through thewhite-tooth'dwaves, andhears 1 he liquid song of the syren throng, That beckon through golden curls. Tis faded away, and lo ! The Grecian tents, like snow, And a brazen Troy afar, Whence Helen glitters a star ; And the tents reveal the ghmmering steel Of the gathering Greeks below ! In fierce, precipitate haste From a golden gate are chased A shadowy Adam and Eve ; And within the Gate they leave. Doth a sunbeam stand like the angel's brand, To illumine the azure waste. The sunbeam fading, behold A huge Tree tipp'd with gold, And a naked Eve beneath, With the apple raised to her teeth ; While round and round the Snake coils, wound In many a magical fold. Oppress'd with fanciful fears. Trembling with unshed tears, I droop my eyes, until The notes of the lyrical rill Are shaken like rain on my eyelids twain, And another pageant appears. Far, far away, snow-white. Full of a silvern light. Beauteous, and yet so small They are scarce perceived at all, See Una guide her Lamb, by the side Of the mounted Red-Cross Knight. Then, to meet a far foe, speeds The Knight over azure meads, While threatening Dragons, hordes Of Satyrs, and traitor swords, Assail the Maid, but tremble afraid At the milk-white Lamb she leads ! And she wanders undismay'd Through vistas of sun and shade ; Over a moimtain's brow She shines like a star ; and now She fading is seen in the depths dark-green Of a mimical forest glade, — Which, opening flower-like, shows A Garden of crimson repose. Of lawns ambrosial. Streams that flash as they fall. In the innermost fold an arbour of gold Like the yellow core of a rose. On the verge of this fairy land Doth mailed Sir Guyon stand, And bending his bloody plume 'Neath portals of snowy bloom. He enters the place with a pallid face. Breathless, and sword in hand. Oh ! is it not sweet, sweet, sweet, To lie in this green retreat. In a beautiful dim half-dream Like a god on a hill ; and seem A part of the fair strange shapes up there, — With the wood-scents round my feet ? But shadows lengthen around, And the dew is dim on the ground ; And hush'd, to list to the tune Of the coming stars and moon. The brook doth creep thro' the lunbrage deep With cooler, quieter sound. Homeward ; — but when the pale Moon filleth her silver sail, I shall sit alone with a book 'Neath another heaven, and look On the spiritual gleam and the cloudy dream Of Milton's majestical tale ; Or wandering side by side With Una, through forests wide, Watch her beauty increase To heavenly patience and peace, While the Lamb of light licks her hand snow-white. And watches her face, meek-eyed ! Or, 'mill trumpets murmuring loud, Tiie waving of banners proud. And the rattle of horses' hooves. See the Grecian host — as it moves Its glittering powers to the Trojan towers, That dissolve away, as a Cloud ! 12 EARLY POEMS. CUCKOO SONG. O Kitty Bell, 'twas sweet, I swear. To wander in the spring together. When buds were blowing everywhere. And it was golden weather ! And down the lanes beside the farm You roam'd beside me, tripping lightly, — Blushing you hung upon my arm, And the small gloved hand press'd tightly ! . . . And the orchis sprang In the scented meadow, And the throstle sang In the greenwood shadow ; And your eyes were bright With happy dew, — Could I doubt a light So divinely blue. When you kiss'd and sighed • I will be true ' ? . . . Cuckoo ! Though far and wide The brown bird cried — ' Cuckoo ! cuckoo ! cuckoo ! ' Kitty Bell, the cry seem'd sweet, 1 or you were kind, and flowers were springing ; The dusty willow in the heat Its woolly bells were swinging, And in its boll the hnnet brown Finish'd her nest with wool and feather. And 7i'e had thoughts of nesthng down, In the farm by the mill, together. . . . And over the hill The breeze was blowing. And the arms of the mill Kcj t coming and going ; And who but Love Was between us two, Wlien around and above The flittermice flew. And as night drew nigh. You swore to be true ? . . » Cuckoo I 1 heard the cry From woods hard by — ' Cuckoo ! cuckoo ! cuckoo ! ' O Kitty Bell, 'tis spring again. But all the face of things looks iller ; The nests are built in wood and lane, But you are nested with the miller. And other lovers kiss and swear, While I behold in scorn and pity. For 'all,' I cry, 'is false and fair,' And curse the cuckoo and Kitty. ... And over the hill The breeze is blowing, And the arms of the mill Keep coming and going ; And the hidden bird Is singing anew The warning I heard When I trusted you ; ' And I sicken and sigh, W^ith my heart thrill'd through . . , Cuckoo ! Wherever I fly I hear the cry — 'Cuckoo! cuckoo! cuckoo!' THE WHITE DEER. The hunter leaps from slumber, And quits his cottage door ; Days and nights without number, Forth he has fared before. Still the old quest is sorest, The hunter's heart is cold ; He seeks the deer of the forest With mystical horns of gold. Dim as a dream it glimmers Through the dark forest glades. Passes wiih starlight tremors. Trances the sight and fades. By the dim quiet fountain Lies the print of its form ; Up mid the cloud of the mountain Cries its voice in the storm 1 Not a bullet or arrow Hath reached its bosom yet, And though the ways are narrow. It steps through noose and net. The hunter's cheek is sickly, 1 ime hath silvered his hair. His weary breath comes quickly, He tremblcth in despair. THE WHITE DEER. n Many a one before him Hath been a hunter here, Then, with the sad sky o'er him, Died in quest of the deer. See, the day is dying ! See, the hunter is spent ! Under the dark trees lying ; Perishing ill content. Ev'n as his sad eyes darken, Stirs the boughs of the glade. He gathers his strength to hearken. Peering into the shade. And lo, with a soft light streaming, Stainless and dimly bright, Stands with its great eyes gleaming The mystical deer, snow-white ! Closer it comes up creeping, With burning beautiful e3'es — Then, as he falls back sleeping, Touches his lips and files ! II. The hve foot ever fleeing, It comes to the dying and dead — Oh, hope in the darkness of being ! Methinks 1 hear thy tread. Around, above me, and under, God's forest is closing dim ; I chase the mystical wonder. Footsore and weary of limb. Down in the dim recesses, Up on the heights untrod. Eluding our dreams and guesses, Slips the secret of God. Only seen by the dying. In the last spectral pain ; Just as the breath is flying — Flashing and fading again. White mystery, might I view thee ! Bright wonder, might we meet ! Ever as I pursue thee, I see the jjrint of thy feet. Ever those feet are roaming. Ever we follow in quest ; While thou hauntest the gloaming Never a soul shall rest, CONVENT-ROBBING. (old style.) May Margaret felt a cold cloud come down on her — They made her a nun and ptit ablack gown on her ; Young Roland went white Thro' the winter moonlight, Looming tall in the breath of the frost every night, And gazed at the Convent, and plann'd how to win her there. And his cheek gather'd dew till the dawn, and grew thinner there. ' A ruse, ho, a ruse ! ' cried his brother. Clerk John, to him, — When in vain both the monks and the leeches had gone to him, — ' Cease to fume and to frown. Close thine eyes, lie thee down. Stretch thee straight on a bier in thy chilly death-gown ; The great bell shall ring, and thy house gather gloom in it, While I'll to the Convent, and beg thee a tomb in it ! ' The Convent bell tolls, hung with black are the porches there. Come tall black pall-bearers and pages with torches there. Then the bier, — and thereon The pale youth dead and gone ! And behind, grim as Death, weeping sore, goes Clerk John ! And the chapel is dark, as the bearers pace slow in it. And all the black nuns stands with lights in a row in it. Ah ! chill is the chapel, the great bell chimes weary there. Black bearers, black nuns, and black pages look dreary there ; The youth lies in death, Not a syllabic saith ; But the tiny frost-cloud on his lips is his breath 1— '4 EARL V POEMS. And the shroud round his limbs hath bright ! And 'a mirnde,' murmurs the Abbess so holy now, For shiningly vested the dead rises slowly now ! armour of steel in it And his hand, gloved in mail, grips the sword it can feel in it ! Ho, shescreameth,— May Margaret ! kneels by the side of him ! — ' White Mary above, be the guardian and guide of him ! They plighted us twain, Yet we parted in pain. And ah ! that so soon I should clasp him again ! ' Wan, wan, is her cheek, with dim torch- light the while on' it- He draweth May Margaret's sweet blushing cheek to him. She kisses him softly, yet strives not to speak to him ; The nuns sable-gown'd Shiver dismally round. As he lifteth the great sable pall from the ground, And turiuth it deftly, and flingcth it over her,— Does she dream ? . . Has the face changed ? •'^"'1 ^ mantle of ermine doth clothe her and . . and is there a smile on it? She holds his cold hand to her heart, and doth call on him, Drop by drop, warm and scented, her tender tears fall on him ; The nuns, sable-gown'd. Chanting low, stand around ; Clerk John bites his lips, willi liis eyes on the ground . . ' Dear heart, that we meet iitit in woe such as this again 1 ' Then she kisses his lips !— Does she dream ? . . Did he kiss again ? Who opens the door with a terril)le shout at onee? — A great wind sweeps in, and tlie lights are blown out at once ! The Abbess screams low, Moan the nuns in a row. Thro' the porch sweeps the wind and the sleet and the snow. But the moon thro' the quaint-colour'd win- dows is beaming now, — And W9nderful shapes round the bier gather gleaming now ! — The sable pall-bearers and pages are new- arrayed, In armour that glitters like golden dew arrayed ! How chill the moon glows ! How it blows ! how it snows ! I cover her ! On the floor of the ehapel their foot-falls sound hollow now, Clerk John and the rest very silently follow now . . . Hark ! is it the beat Of horses' foot ? Or the wild wind whistling in snow and in sleet? Down the aisles of the chapel the wild echoes die away. While fast in the snow-storm the happy ones hie away ! 'Saints,' erieth the Abbess, 'pour down your dole on us ! To take our sweet sister the devil hath stole on us ! ' And the nuns, in a row. Murmur slyly and low — ' Ah I would he might come unto iis also ! ' And they look at the bier, with the tingle of sin on ihoni. And the moon blushes faintly, still glimmer- ing in on them. Ay, fast in the snow-storm gallop the lovers now ! Young Roland's warm castle their merriment covers now ! To the bower they have run, For the bridal is done, And the jolly old priest hath macfe them one : ' May all who love true,' cries the youth, win such kisses, dear. Vet May Margaret's cheek is as red as a | Die such death,— and be tomb'd in a bower "■"se 1 I such as this is, dear I ' THE BALLAD OF THE WAYFARER. IS THE BALLAD OF TLLE WAY- FARER. (old style.) O'er the cheerless common, Where tlic Ijleak winds blow, Wanders the wan Woman ; Waysore and weary, Through the dark and dreary Drift-bed of the Snow. On her pale pinch'd features snowing 'tis and sleeting, By her side her little Son runs with warm heart beating. Clinging to her wet robe, while she wails repeating : 'Further, my child, further— further let us go ! ' Fleet the Boy doth follow, Wondering at her woe ; On, with footfall hollow, O'er the pathway jagged Crawls she wet and ragged. Restless and slow. ' Mother ! ' now he murmurs, mid the tem- pest's crying, ' Mother, rest a little — I am faint with flying — Mother, rest a little ! ' Still she answers sighing, 'Further, child, and faster— further let us go! But now she is sitting On a stone, and lo ! Dark her brows are knitting, While the Child, close clinging Tc her raiment wringing, Shivers at the snovv. 'Tell me of my father ! for I never knew him Is he dead or living, are we flying to him ? ' ' F'eace, my child ! ' she answers, and the voice thrills through him ; ' When we wander further — further ! — thou shall know. ' (Wild wind of December, Blow, wind, blow ! — ) 'Oh, but I rt'mcmbcr! In my mind I gather Pictures of my father, And a gallant show. Tell me, mother, tell me — did we always wander? Was the world once brighter? In some town out yonder Dwelt we not contented ? ' Sad she seems to ponder, Sighing ' I will tell thee —when we further go.' 'Oh. but Mother, listen! We were rich, I know ! (How his bright eyes glisten !) We were merry people. In a town with a steeple. Long, long ago ; In a gay room dwelling, where your face shone brightly. And a brave man brought us food and presents nightly. Tell me, 'twas my father?' Now her face looms whitely, While she shivers moaning, ' Peace, let us go I ' How the clouds gather ! How the winds IjIow ! ' Who was my father ? Was he Prince or Lord there. With a train and a sword there ? Mother, I will know ! — I have dreamt so often of those gallant places ; There were banners waving — I could see the faces — Take me to my father ! ' cries he with cm- braces, While she shivers moaning, ' No, child, no ! ' While the child is speaking. Forth the moon steals slow. From the black cloud breaking, Shining white and eerie On the wayside weary. Shrouded white in snow. On the heath behind them, 'gainst the dim sky lying. Looms the Gallows blackly, in the wild wind sighing. To her feet the woman springs ! with fierce shriek crying— ' See ! Oh, God in heaven ! . . . Woe, child, woe 1 ' i6 EARLY POEMS. (Blow, wind of December, Blow, wind, blow ! — ) ' Thou canst not remember — Thou wert but a blossom Suckled on my bosom. Years, years ago ! Thy father stole to feed us ; our starving faces stung him ; In yonder town behind us, they seized him and they hung him ! They murdered him on Gallows-Tree, and to the ravens flung him ! Faster, my child, faster — faster let us go ! ' IN SPRING-TIME. Sweet, sing a song of the May to me, Sweeten the lingering hours ! Soft comes her whisper each day to me, See, thro' the green and the gray, to me ; Thrills the faint flame of the flowers. For the spell of the winter is ended. The rainbow is seen thro' the showers, And the May, by fair spirits attended. Shall smile up the skies, and be ours. . . Afar away yonder her foot cometh slow to us — She steals up the south, with her cheeks all aglow, to us ! The blue waters tremble ! the rain singeth low to us ! Green stir the blossoming bovvers ! THE FISHERMAN. The sea is moaning, the little one cries. In child-bed sorrow the Mother lies, And the Fisher fisheth afar away In the morning gray. The drift is dark as the dawn appears : Is it the moan of the wind he hears— Is it the splash of the ocean foam. Or a cry from home ? He fisheth there that the babe may eat — The wind is whistling in shroud and sheet ; He lookcth down from the side of his bark On the waters dark. Sees he the gleam of the foam-flake there, Or a white, white face in its floating hair? — Sea-weeds salt that are shoreward drifted, Or arms uplifted ? His heart is heavy, his lips are set, He sighs as he draggeth in his net — A goodly gift from the waters wild To Mother and Child 1 The Dawn gleams cold as he homeward flies The boat is laden, the newborn cries, But the wraith of the mother fades far away In the morning gray 1 THE CHURCHYARD. (a genre picture.) How slowly creeps the hand of Time On the old clock's green-mantled face ! Yea, slowly as those ivies climb. The hours roll round with patient pace ; The drowsy rooks caw on the tower. The tame doves hover round and round ; Below, the slow grass hour by hour Makes green God's sleeping ground. All moves, but nothing here is swift ; The grass grows deep, the green boughs shoot ; From east to west the shadows drift ; The earth feels heavenward underfoot ; The slow stream through the bridge doth stray With water-lilies on its marge. And slowly, piled with scented hay, Creeps by the silent barge. All stirs, but nothing here is loud : The cushat broods, the cuckoo cries ; Faint, far up, under a white cloud. The lark trills soft to earth and skies ; And underneath the green graves rest ; And through the place, with slow foo! falls, With snowy cambric on his breast. The old gray Vicar crawls. And close at hand, to see him come. Clustering at the playground gate, The urchins of the schoolhonse, dumb And bashful, hang the head and wait ; The little maidens curtsey deep,' The boys their forelocks touch meanwhile. The Vicar sees them, half asleep, And smiles a sleepy smile, THE CHURCHYARD. 17 Slow as the hand on the clock's face, Slow as the white cloud in the sky, He Cometh now with tottering pace To the old vicarage hard by ; Smothered it stands in ivy leaves, Laurels and yews make dark the ground ; The swifts that built beneath the eaves Wheel in still circles round. And from the portal, green and dark. He glances at the church-clock old — Gray soul ! why seek his eyes to mark The creeping of that finger cold? He cannot see, but still as stone He pauses, listening for the chime, And hears from that green tower intone The eternal voice of Time. SEA-WASH. Wherefore so cold, O Day, That gleamest far away O'er the dim line where mingle heaven and ocean. While fishing-boats lie netted in the gray. And still smooth waves break in their shore- ward motion — Wherefore so cold, so cold? O say, dost thou behold A Face o'er which the rock-weed droopcth sobbing, A Face just stirred within a sea-cave old By the green water's throbbing ? Wherefore, O Fisherman, So full of care and wan. This weary, weary morning shoreward flying While stooping downward, darkly thou dost scan That which below thee in thy boat is lying? Wherefore so full of care ! What dost thou shoreward bear Caught in thy net's moist meshes, as a token? Ah ! can it be the ring of golden hair Whereby my heart is broken ? Wherefore so still, O Sea? That washest wcarilic Under the lamp lit in the fisher's dwelling, Holding the secret of thy deeps from me. Whose heart would break so sharply at the telling ? Wherefore so still, so stiU ? Say, in thy sea-cave chill Floats she forlorn with foam-bells round her breaking, While the wet Fisher lands and climbs the hill To hungry babes awaking ? EARTH AND THE SOUL. ' Child of my bosom, babe of my bearing ; Why dost thou turn from me n_ow thou art old ? Why, like a wild bird for passage preparing. Shrink from my touch with a tremor of cold?" • Mother, I dread thee ! mother, I fear thee ! Darkness and silence are hid in thy core ; Deep is thy voice, and I tremble to hear thee ; Let me begone, for thou lov'st me no more ! ' ' Love thee not, dearest one, son of my splendour. Love thee not ? How shall I smile thee a sign ? See my soft arms, they are kindly and tender ! See my fond face, flushing upward to thine ! " ' Mother, thy face looketh dreadful and ghastly ! Mother, thy breath is as frost on my hair ! Hold me not, stay me not, time spcedcth fastly, Look, a kind Hand beckons softly up there ! ' ' Child, yet a while ere thy cruel feet fare on ! Sec, in my lap lie the flowers of the May ; See, in my hair twine the roses of Sharon ; See, on my breast gleam the gems of Cathay ! ' ' Mother, I know thou art (juccnly and splendid. Yet is there death in the Ijlush of thy bloom ; Touch me not, mother— my chiklhood is ended. Dark is thy shadow and dreadful thy doom.' C i8 EARLY FOEMS. ' Child, 'twas T bare thee ! child, 'twas I fashioned Those gleaming limbs, and those ringlets of light. Made thee a spirit sublime and impassioned. Read thee the Book of the stars night by night. Led thy fraU feet when they failed sorrow- laden, \Vhispered thee wonders of death and of birth, Made thee the heir of the garden of Aiden, Child, it was I, thy ixior mother, the Earth ! ' Take the last love of my bosom forlorn with thee — Seek the great Void for a kinder in vain ! ' ' Mother, I go ; but if e'er I discover That which I seek in those regions untrod, I will come back to thee ; softly bend over Thypillow, and whisperthe secret of God.' ' Child, thou wilt find me asleep in black raiment. Dead by the side of the infinite Sea ; Drop one immortelle above me for payment Of all the wild love I have wasted on thee ! ' ' Mother, I know it ! and oh, how I loved thee, \Vlien on thy bosom I leapt as a child, Shared each still pleasure that filled thee and moved thee, Thrilled to the bliss of thy face when it smiled. Yea, but I knew not thy glory was fleeing. Not till that night thou didst read me the scroll. Sobbed in my ear the dark secret of Being ; Mother, I wept — thy fair creature, the Soul!' 'Child, wherefore weep? Since the secret is spoken. Lie in mine arms— I will rock thee to rest ; Ne'er shall thy slumber be troubled and broken. Low will I sing to thee, held to my breast. Oh, it is weary to wander and wander ; Child of my fashioning, stay with me here. ' • Mother, I cannot; 'tis brighter up yonder ; Dark is thy brow with the shadow I fear ! ' ' Child, yet one kiss ! yet one kiss, ere thou flyest ! ' ' Nay, for thy Lips l-.ave the poison of death ! ' ' Child, one embrace ! ' ' Nny, all vainly thou criest ; I see thy face darken, I shrink at thy breath. ' ' Go, I have wept for thee, toiled for thee, borne with thee, Pardoned thee freely each taint and each staia. A CURL." fA boy's poem.) See ! what a treasure rare I hold with fingers aglow ! — 'Tis full of the bright Subdued sunlight Which shone in the scented hair Of a maiden I once held fair ; And I puzzle my brains to know If the heart of the beautiful g.rl Hath kept the light of the Long Ago, As long as the yellow curl ? What matter? Why, little or none ! She is nought to me now, understand ; But I feel less sad Than tearfully glad, And a passionate thrill hath run Through my veins, like a flash of the sun, — That with so unheeding a hand I can grasp a small part of the gold Which dazzled my wits, when I planned and planned For the love of that maiden, of old. See ! I crush it with finger and thumb. Half in cruelty, half in jest. — As she lies asleep. Doth a shudder creep Thro' her h-^art, and render it numb? Doth a sorrowful whisper come * As these verses bear a certain superficial re- semblance, in subject, to Mr. Tennyson's Poem, ' A Ringlet,' it may be as well to state that they appeared in print several years before the publi- cation of ' Enoch Ardcii, and Other roems.' A CURL. 19 From afar, while her lord is at rest By her side, and none else are by ? Doth she shiver away from her husband's breast, And hide her face, and cry ? Is her heart quite withered and sere? Are the pledges forgotten yet, That, with blushing face, In a secret place, She breathed in my burning ear, In the morning of the year, When, after long parting, we met By the Sea, on the shadowy lawn, And spake till the sunset faded to jet, And moon and stars made a dawn ? As she lies in her wifely place. The wings of her white soul furled. Does the cheek at rest On her husband's breast Grow scorch' d with the hot disgrace Of the kisses I rain'd on her face, When the mists of the night upcurled From the ocean that night of June, And make a glamour, wherein the world Seemed close to the stars and moon ? By this ringlet of yellow hair. Still full of the light forlorn Of that parting spot ! Hath she quite forgot The passionate love she bare, And the hope she promised to share, When the ringlet of gold was shorn. And the flowers felt the sun on the soil, And the firefly stars went out in the morn, And I hurried back to my toil ? I could crush it under my heel 1 Hath she forgotten the clear Vision of fame That died, when her shame Made my wild brain totter and reel ? Hath she a heart to feel? — False to her vows in a year ! False and hollow as Hell ! False to the voice that warned in her car 1 And false to her God as well ! This curl that she gave to me IcU over her brow of snow. So 'twas near the bright Spiritual light That burned in the brain — and see ! I am kissing it tenderly ! She is asking for mercy, I know ; So I kiss it again and again, For I know some charm makes the wild kiss glow Like fire thro' the woman's brain ! She cannot choose but atone ! By the brow where this curl once gleam'd ! She must in sin thought, Against him who bought The heart already mine own, And left me weeping alone. 'Tis a charm, and my loss is redeemed ! And the sin 'gainst her lord will be — To remember how close to the stars we seemed That night in the mists by the Sea ! She will look on her husband's face, She will kiss him on the cheek — She will kiss, she will smile ; And all the while. In thought no other may trace. She'll be back in that perfumed place, Hearing the words that I speak, ■Vowing the vow I believe, While the sunset dies with a purple sti eak, 'Neath the whitening star of eve. And the voice of the waves will bar All sweeter sounds from her ears. She'll be under the moon Of that night of June, And the motion of moon and star Will trouble her from afar ; And then, when the silver spheres Fade fitfully out of the skies, And the red dawn breaks, she will \\ake in tears, And shrink from her husband's eyes ! And in time, when again and again I have kissed the magical gold. Those same gross eyes Will be open and wise. And his heart will be feverish pain. And a doubt will arise in his brain ; And ere she is grown very old, He will know she is frail as foam, — He will see the light of that night in hei cold Face,— and my curse strikes home ! C3 20 EARLY POEMS. For perchance in her yearning she may Be bewildered and brouglit to blame, By a new delight So like that night With its mimical glamour of day, That she cannot shake it away ; And following it once more, She will take a path of shame, While the man blushes red at his darken' d door As the children utter her name. See ! my passionate lips are warm On the curl, in a cruel bliss — In day or mirk The charm would work ! — While she dreams of that night till her form Is caught in the eddies of storm ! There's a devil impels me to kiss, And my blood boils to and fro ; She asks for mercy I shall mercy like this Be given my darling ? . . . No ! With the world, as it ebbs and flows, My heart is in jarring tune ; Let the memory Of her beauty be Furled in a soft repose Round my heart, like the leaves of a rose. The f lith which has faded too soon, I bury with this last cry ; For the curl, still bright with that night of June, Lo ! I tenderly put it by 1 LOVE AND TIME. This is the place, as husht and dead As when I saw it long ago ; Down the dark walk with sha lows spread I wander slow. The tangled sunlight, cold and clear. Steals frost-white through the boughs around. There is no warmth of suumicr here, No summer sound. Darnel and nettle, as I pass, Choke the dim ways, and in the bowers Gather the weeds and the wild grass Instead of flowers. O life I O time ! O days that die ! O days that Ave within the mind 1 Here did we wander, she and I, Togedier twined. We passed out of the great broad walk, Beyond the emerald lawns we strayed, We lingered slow in tender talk Along the shade. And then the great old maze we found. And smiling entered it unseen. Half sad, half glad, went round and round Thro' windings green. In the bright centre of the maze A rose-bush grew, a dial gleam'd ; She pluck'd a rose . . . with blissful gaze Watch'd it, and dreamed. O life I O time ! O days divine ! O dreams that keep the soul astir ! That hour eternity was mine, Looking at her ! This is the place. I wander slow. Lark are the shades of shrub and tree. The dial stands, the leaves lie low, But where is she ? O life 1 O time ! O birds and flowers ! O withering leaves upon the bough ! Alas, she measures not her hours With roses now. The dial stands — the dark days roll — From year to year the roses spring — Eternity is in my soul. Remembering. The dial stands — the summer goes — All changeth, nothing diclh, h(;re ! And all reneweth like a rose, irom year to )-ear. TO DAVTD IN HEAVEN. 21 Undertones. (1864.) POET'S PROLOGUE. TO DA VI D IN HE A VEN. 'Quo diversus abis?' ' Quem Di diligunt, adolescens moritur.' I. Lo ! the slow moon roaming* Thro' fleecy mists of gloaming, Furrowing with pearly edge the jewel pow- der'd sky ! Lo, the bridge moss-I den, Arch'd like foot of maiden, And on the bridge, in silence, looking up- ward, you and I ! Lo, the pleasant season Of reaping and of mowing — The round still moon above,— beneath, the river duskily flowing ! II. Violet colour'd shadows, Blown from scented meadows, Float o'er us to the pine -wood dark from yonder dim corn-ridge ; The little river gushes Thro' shady sedge and rushes. And gray gnats murmur o'er the pools, be- neath the mossy bridge ; — And you and I stand darkly, O'er the keystone leaning. And watch the pale mesmeric moon, in the time of gleaners and gleaning. in. Do I dream, I wonder? As, sitting sadly under A lonely roof in London, thro' the grim square pane I gaze ? Here of you I ponder. In a dream, and yonder The still streets seem to stir and breathe be- neath the white moon's rays. By the vision cherish'd, By the battle braved. Do I but dream a hopeless dream, in the city that slew, you, David ? IV. Is it fancy also. That the light which falls so Faintly upon the stony street below me as I write. Near tall mountains passes Thro' churchyard weeds and grasses Barely a mower's mile away from that small bridge, to-night? And, where you are lying, — Grass and flowers above you — Is mingled with your sleeping face, as calm as the hearts that love you? V. Poet gentle-hearted. Are you then departed, And have you ceased to dream the dream we loved of old so well ? Has the deeply cherish'd Aspiration perish'd. And are you happy, David, in that heaven where you dwell ? Have you found the secret We, so wildly, sought for, And is your soul enswath'd, at last, in the singing robes you fought for ? VI. In some heaven star-lighted, Are you now imited Unto the poet-spirits that you loved, of English race? Is Chatterton still dreaming? And, to give it stately seeming. Has the music of his last strong song passed into Kcats's face? Is Wordsworth there? and Spenser? Beyond the grave's black portals, C'an the grand eye of Milton see the glory he sang to mortals ? VII. You at least could teach me. Could your dear voice reach me 22 UNDERTONES. Wliere I sit and copy out for men my soul's strange speech, Whether it be bootless, Profitless, and fruitless, — The weary aching upward strife to heights we cannot reach, The fame we seek in sorrow. The agony we forego not. The haunting singing sense that makes us chmb — whither we know not. viir. * Must it last for ever, The passionate endeavotir, Ay, have ye, there in heaven, hearts to throb and still aspire ? In the life you know now, Render'd white as snow now, Do fresher glory-heights arise, and beckon higher — higher ? Are you dreaming, dreaming, Is your soul still roaming. Still gazing upward as we gazed, of old in the autumn gloaming ? IX. Lo, the book I hold here. In the city cold here ! I hold it with a gentle hand and love it as I may ; Lo, the weary moments 1 Lo, the icy comments ! And lo, false Fortune's knife of gold swift- lifted up to slay ! Has the strife no ending ? Has the song no meaning ? Linger I, idle as of old, while men are reap- ing or gleaning ? Upward my face I turn to you, I long for you, I yearn to you. The spectral vision trances me to utt'rance wild and weak ; It is not that I mourn you. To mourn you were to scorn you, For you are one step nearer to the beauty singers seek. But I want, and cannot see you, I seek and cannot find you. And, see ! I touch the book of songs you tenderly left behind you ! XI. Ay, me ! I bend above it. With tearful eyes, and love it, With -tender hand I touch the leaves, but cannot find you there ! Mine eyes are haunted only By that gloaming sweetly lonely. The shadows on the mossy bridge, the glamour in the air ! I touch the leaves, and only See the glory they retain not — The moon that is a lamp to Hope, who glorifies what we gain not ! xri. The aching and the yearning. The hollow, undiscerning, Uplooking want I stiU retain, darken the leaves I touch — Pale promise, with much sweetness Solemnizing incompleteness. But ah, you knew so litde then — and now you know so much ! By the vision cherish'd, By the battle braved. Have you, in heaven, shamed the song, by a loriier music, David ? XIII. I, who loved and knew you, In the city that slew you. Still hunger on, and thirst, and climb, proud- hearted and alone : Serpent-fears enfold me. Syren-visions hold me. And, like a wave, I gather strength, and gathering strength, I moan ; Yea, the pale moon beckons, Still I follow, aching, And gather strength, only to make a louder moan, in breaking ! XIV. Tho' the world could turn from you. This, at least. I learn from you : Beauty and Truth, tho' never found, are worthy to be sought, The singer, upward-springing. Is grander than his singing, And tranquil self-sufficing joy illumes the dark of thought. TO DAVID IN HEAVEN. 23 This, at least, you teach me, In a revelation : That gods still snatch, as worthy death, the soul in its aspiration. XV. And I think, as you thought. Poesy and Truth ought Never to he silent in the singer's heart on earth ; Tho' they be discarded, Slighted, unrewarded, — Tho', unto vulgar seeming, they appear of little worth, — Yet tender brother-singers, Young or not yet born to us. May seek there, for the singer's sake, that love which sweeteneth scorn to us! XVI. While I sit in silence. Comes from mile on mile hence, From English Keats's Roman grave, a voice that sweetens toil ! Think you, no fond creatures Draw comfort from the features Of Chatterton, pale Phiiethon, hurled down to sunless soil? Scorch'd with sunlight lying. Eyes of sunlight hollow. Rut, see ! upon the lips a gleam of the chrism of Apollo ! XVII. Noble thought produces Noble ends and uses, Noble hopes are part of Hope wherever she may be. Noble thought enhances Life and all its chances. And noble self is noble song, — all this I learn from thee ! And I learn, moreover, 'Mid the city's strife too, That such faint song as sweetens Death can sweeten the singer's life too I XVIII. Lo, my Book !— I hold it In weary hands, and fold it Unto my heart, if only as a token I aspire ; And, by song's assistance. Unto your dim distance, My soul uplifted is on wings, and beckon'd higher, nigher. By the sweeter wisdom You return unspeaking, Though endless, hopeless, be the search, wc exalt our souls in seeking. XIX. Higher, yet, and higher, Ever nigher, ever nigher, To the glory we conceive not, let us toil and strive and strain 1 — The agonized yearning. The imploring and the burning, Grown awfuller, intenser, at each vista we attain, And clearer, brighter, growing, Up the gulfs of heaven wander, Higher, higher yet, and higher, to the Mystery we ponder ! XX. Yea, higher yet, and higher. Ever nigher, ever nigher. While men grow small by stooping and the reaper piles the grain, — Can it then be bootless, Profitless and fruitless. The weary aching upward search for what we never gain ? Is there not awaiting Rest and golden weather. Where, passionately purified, the singers may meet together ? XXI. Up ! higher yet, and higher, Ever nigher, ever nigher. Thro' voids that Milton and the rest beat still with seraph-wings ; Out thro' the great gate creeping Where God hath put his sleeping — A dewy cloud detaining not the soul that soars and sings. Up ! higher yet, and higher, Fainting nor retreating. Beyond the sun, beyond the stars, to the far bright realm of meeting ! 24 UNDERTONES. XXII. O Mystery ! O Passion ! To sit on earth, and fashion, What floods of music visibled may fill that fancied place ! To think, the least that singeth, Aspireth and upspringeth. May weep glad tears on Keats's breast and look in Milton's face ! When human power and failure Are equalized for ever, And the one great Light that haloes all is the passionate bright endeavour ! XXIII. But ah, that pale moon roaming Thro' fleecy mists of gloaming. Furrowing with pearly edge the jewel- powder' d sky, And ah, the days departed With your friendship gentle-hearted, And ah, the dream we dreamt that night, togcthci you and I ! Is it fasmon'd wisely. To heip Its or to blind us, That at ",ich i;eight we gain we turn, and behold a heaven behind us? THE UNDERTONES. Thou Fame ! who makest of the singer's Life, Faint with the sweetness of its own desire, A statue of Narcissus, still and fair For evermore, and bending evermore Over its beauteous image mirrored In the swift current of our human days, Eternally in act to clasp and kiss ! O Fame, teach thou this flesh and blood to love Some beauteous counterpart, and while it bends, Tremulously gazing on the image, blow Thy trump aloud, and freeze it into stone ! PROTEUS ; OR, A PRELUDE. Into the living elements of things I, Proteus, mingle, seeking strange dis- guise : T track the Sun-god on an eagle's wings. Or look at horror thro' a murderer's eyes, In shape of homed beast my shadow glides Among broad-leaved flowers thatblow 'neath Afiic tides. I.o ! I was stirring in the leaves that shaded The Garden where the Man and Woman smiled : I saw them later, raimentless, degraded. The apple sour upon their tongues ; be- guiled By the sweet wildness of the Woman's tears, I dropt in dew upon her lips, and stole Under her heart, a stirring human Soul, The blood within her tingling in mine ears ; And as I lay, I heard a voice that cried ' Lo, Proteus, the unborn, shall wake- to be Heir of the Woman's sorrow, yet a guide Conducting back to immortality — The spirit of the leaves of Paradise Shall lift him upward, to aspire and rise ! ' Then sudden, I was conscious that I lay Under a heaven that gleam'd afar away : — I heard the Man and Woman w eping. The green leaves rustling, and the Serpent creeping. The roar of beasts, the song of birds, the chime Of elements in sudden strife sublime. And overhead I saw the starry Tree, Eternity, Put forth the blossom Time. A wind of ancient prophecy swept down, And wither'd up my beauty - where I lay On Paris' bosom, in the Trojan town ; Troy vanish'd, and I wander'd far away, — Till, lying on a Virgin's breast, I gazed Thro' infant eyes, and saw, as in a dream. The great god Pan whom I had raised and praised, Float huge, unsinew'd, down a miglity stream. With leaves and lilies heap'd about his head. And a weird music hemming him around. While, dropping from his nerveless fingers dead, A brazen sceptre plunged with hollow sound : A trackless Ocean wrinkling tempest-wing'd Open'd its darkness for the clay unking'd : PROTEUS. 25 Moreover, as he floated on at rest, With lips that flutter'd still in act to speak, An eagle, swooping down upon his breast, Pick'd at his songless hps with golden beak. 4- There was a sound of fear and lamentation, The forests wail'd, the stars and moon grew pale. The air grew cloudy with the desolation Of gods that fell from realmless thrones hke hail ; But as I gazed, the great God Pan awaking, Lookt in the Infant's happy eyes and smiled. And smiling died ; and like a sunbeam breaking From greenwood olden, rose a presence mild In exhalation from the clay, and stole Around the Infant in an auricle — When, gladden'd by the glory of the child, Dawn gleam'd from pole to pole. 5- And, lo ! a shape with pallid smile divine Wander'd in Palestine ; And Adam's might was stately in his eyes, And Eve's wan sweetness glimmer'd on his cheek, Andwhenheopcn'dheavenly lips to speak, I heard, disturbing Pilate into sighs, The rustle of those leaves in Paradise ! Then all was dark, the earth, and air, and sky. The sky was troubled and the earth was shaken. Beasts shriek'd, men shouted, and there came a cry — ' My God, I am forsaken ! ' But even then I smiled amid my tears, And saw in vision, down the future years, What time the cry still rung in heaven's dark dome. The likeness of his smile ineffable. Serenely dwell On Raphael, sunn'd by popes and kings at Rome, And Dante, singing in his Tuscan cell ! 6. Suddenly, from the vapours of the north. Ice-bearded, snowy-visaged, Strength burst forth. Brandishing arms in death : 'Twas Ades, frighted from his seat in Hell By that pale smile of peace ineffable. That with a sunny life-producing breath. Wreathed summer round the foreheads of the Dead, And troubled Hell's weird silence into joy. And with a voice that rent the pole he said, ' Lo, I am Thor, the mighty to destroy ! ' The accents ran to water on his mouth. The pole was kindled to a fiery glow, A breath of summer floated from the south And melted him like snow. 7- Yea thus, thro' change on change, • Haunted for ever by the leafy sound That sigh'd the Woman and the Man around, I, Proteus, range. A weary quest, a power to climb and soar. Yet never quit life's bitterness and stark- ness, A groping for God's hand amid the dark- ness, The day behind me and the night before. This is my task for evermore ! I am the shadow of the inspiration Breath'don the Man; I am the sense alone. That, generation upon generation. Empowers the sinful Woman to atone By giving angels to the grave and weeping Because she knows not whither they are going ; I am the strife awake, the terror sleeping, The sorrow ever ebbing, ever flowing. Mine are the mighty names of power and worth The seekers of the vision that hath fled, I bear the Infant's smile about the earth. And put the Cross on the aspirant's head, I am the peace on holy men who die, I waft as sacrifice their fleeting breath — I am the change that is not change, for I Am deathless, being Death, For, evermore I grow Wiser, with huml ilcr power to feel and know ; For, in the end I, Proteus, shall cast All wondrous shapes aside but one alone, And stand (while round about me in the Vast Earth, Sun, Stars, Moon, as snowflakes melt dt last, ) 26 UNDERTONES. A Skeleton that, shadow d by the Tree, Eternity, Holds in his hands the blossom Time full blown. And kneels before a Throne. II. ADES, KING OF HELL. I. Beneath the caves where sunless loam Grows dim and reddens into gold ; 'Neath the fat earth-seams, where the cold Rains thicken to the flowery foam Fringing blue streams in summer zones ; Beneath the spheres where dead men's bones Change darkly thro' slow centuries to marl and glittering stones ; — Orb'd in that rayless realm, alone. Far from the realm of sun and shower, A palpable god with godlike power, I, Ades, dwelt upon a throne ; Much darkness did my eyelids tire ; But thro' my veins the hid Sun's fire Communicated impulse, hope, thought, pas- sion, and desire. Eternities of lonely reign. Full of faint dreams of day and night And the white glamour of starry light, Oppress'd my patience into pain ; Upward I sent a voice of prayer That made a horror in the air : And ' Ades craves a queen, O Zeus ! ' shook heaven unaware. The gods stopt short in full carouse, And listen'd. On the streams of Hell The whole effulgent conclave fell As in a glass. With soft-arch'd brows. And wings of dewy-tinctured dye. Pale Iris listen'd blushingly ; And Herd sought the soul of Zeus with coldly eager eye. Then the clear hyaline grew cold And dim before the Father's face ; Gray meditation clothed the place ; And rising up Zeus cried, ' Behold ! ' — And on Olumpos' crystal wall, A kingly phantom cloudy and tall, Throned, sceptred, crown' d, was darkly apparition'd at the call. ' Behold him ! ' Zeus the Father cried, With voice that shook my throne for- lorn : Pale Hermes curl'd his lips in scorn, And Iris drew her bow aside : Artemis paled and did not speak ; Sheer fear flush'd Aphrodite's check ; And only owl-eyed Pallas look'd with pitying smile and meek. A weary night thro' earth and air The shadow of my longing spread, And not a goddess answered. All nature darken'd at my prayer ; Which darkness earth and air did shroud, No starrain'd light, but, pale and proud. With blue-edged sickle Artemis cut her slow path thro' cloud. 8. And when the weary dark was done. Beyond my sphere of realm upsprang. With smile that beara'd and harp that sang, Apollo piloting the Sun ; And conscious of him shining o'er, I watch'd my black and watery floor Wherein the wondrous upper - world is mirror'd evermore. When lo, there mumiur'd on my brain. Like sound of distant waves, a sound That did my godlike sense confound And kiss'd my eyelids down in pain ; And far above I heard the beat Of musically falling feet, Hurl'd by the echoes of the earth down to my brazen seat. ADES, KING OF HELL. 27 10. And I was 'ware that overhead Walk'd one whose very motion sent A sweet immortal wonderment Thro' the deep dwelhngs of the Dead, And flush'd the seams of cavern and mine To gleams of gold and diamond shine, ^nd made the misty dews shoot up to kiss her feet divine. By Zeus, the beat of those soft feet Thrill'd to the very roots of Hell, Troubling the mournful streams that fell Like snakes from out my brazen seat : Faint music reach'd me strange and slow. My conscious Throne gleam'd pale as snow, A beauteous vision vaguely fill'd the dusky glass below. — 12. When I beheld in that dark glass The phantom of a lonely maid. Who gather'd flowers in a green glade Knee-deep in dewy meadow-grass, And on a riverside. Behold, The sun that robed her round with gold, Mirror'd beneath me raylessly, loom'd white and round and cold. Soft yellow hair that curl'd and clang Throbbed to her feet in softest showers. And as she went she gather'd flowers. And as she gather'd flowers she sang : It floated down my sulphurous eaves. That melody of flowers and leaves. Of vineyards, gushing purple wines, and yellow slanted sheaves. 14. Darkling I mutter'd, ' It were choice Proudly to throne in solemn cheer So fair a queen, and ever to hear Such song from so divine a voice ! ' And with the wish I upward breathed A mist of fire that swiftly seethed Thro' shuddering earth-seams overhead, and round her warm knees wreathed. IS- Whereon the caves of precious stones Grew bright as moonlight thrown on death, And red gold brighten'd, and the breath Drew greenness moist from fleshless bones; And every cave was murmuring : ' O River, cease to flow and sing, And bear the tall bride on thy banks to the footstool of thy king ! ' 16. Then writhed the roots of forest trees In tortuous fear, till tremblingl)' Green leaves quaked round her. A sharp cry Went upward from the Oreades ; Low murmurs woke in bower and cave. With diapason in the wave : The River eddied darkly round, obeying as a slave. 17- Half stooping downward, while she held A flower in loosening fingers light ; The quick pink fading from the white Upon her cheek ; with eyes that welled Dark pansy thoughts from vems that dart Like restless snakes round the honied heart. And balmy breath that mildly blew her rose- red lips apart, — 18. She listen'd — stately, yet dismay'd ; And dimly conscious of some change That made the whispering place seem strange And awful, far from human aid ; And as the moaning Stream grew near. And whirl'd unto her with eddies clear. She saw my shadow in his waves and shrank away in fear. 19- 'Small River, flowing with summer sound, Strong River, solemn Ades' slave, Flow unto her with gentle wave, And make an isle, and hem her round.' The River, sad with gentle worth. Felt backward to that cave of earth Where, troubled with my crimson eyes, he shudder'd into birth. 28 UNDERTONES. 20. Him saw she trembling ; but unseen, Under long sedges lily-strew'd, Round creeping roots of underwood, Low down beneath the grasses green Whereon she waited wondering-eyed, My servant slid with stealthy tide : — Then like a fountain bubbled up and foam'd on either side. And shrinking back she gazed in fear On his wild hair, and lo, an isle — Around whose brim waves rose the while She cried, ' O mother Ceres, hear ! ' Then sprang she wildly to and fro. Wilder than rain and white as snow. ' O honour'd River, grasp thy prize, and to the footstool flow ! ' One swift sunbeam with sickly flare On white arms waving high did gleam. What time she shriek'd, and the strong Stream Leapt up and grasp'd her by the hair. And all was dark. With wild heads bow'd The forest murmur'd, and black cloud Split speumy on the mountain tops with tire and portent loud ! 23- Then all was still as the Abyss, Save for the dark and bubbling water. And the far voice. ' Bear Ceres' daughter Unto the kingly feet of Dis ! ' Wherefore I rose upon my throne, And smote my kingdom's roof of stone ; Earth moan'd to her deep fiery roots — Hell answer'd with a groan. 24. When swiftly waving sulphurous wings The Darkness brooded down in fear To listen. I, afar, could hear The coming River's murmurings ; My god-like eyes with flash of flame Peer'd up the chasm. As if in shame Of his slave-deed, darkly and slow, my trembling servant came. 25- The gentleness of summer light, This stream, my honour'd slave pos- sessed : The blue flowers min-or'd in his breast, And the meek lamps that sweeten night. Had made his heart too mild to bear With other than a gentle care, And slow sad solemn pace, a load so violet- eyed and fair ! 26. Him saw I, as, thro' looming rocks, He glimmer'd like a serpent gray Whose moist coils hiss ; then, far away, Lo, the dim gleam of golden locks, Lo, a far gleam of glinting gold, Floating in many a throbbing fold, What time soft ripples panted dark on queenly eyelids cold. 27. Silently, with obeisance meet, In gentle arms escorting well The partner of eternal Hell, Thus flow'd, not halting, to my feet The gracious River with his load : Her with dark arm-sweep he bestow'd On my great footstool — then again, with sharp shriek, upward flow'd. 28. So fair, so fair, so strangely fair. Dark from the waters lay my love ; And lo, \, Ades, stoop'd above, And shuddering touch'd the yellow hair That made my beaded eyeballs close — Awful as sunshine. Cold as snows, Pale-faced, dank-lidded, proud, she lay in wonderful repose. 29. And all the lesser Thrones that rise Around me, shook. With murmurous breath. Their Kings shook off eternal death. And with a million fiery eyes Glared red above, below, around. And sav/ me stooping fiery-crown'd ; And the white faces of the damn'd arose without a sound. ADES, KING OF HELL. 29 30. As if an awful sunbeam, rife With living glory, pierced the gloom, Bringing to spirits blind with doom The summers of forgotten life, — Those pallid faces, mad and stem, Rose up in foam, and each in turn Roll'd downward, as a white wave breaks, and seem'd to plead and yearn. 31- What time this horror loom'd beyond, Her soul was troubled into sighs : Stooping, throned, crown'd, 1 touch'd her eyes With dim and ceremonial wand ; And looking up, she saw and knew An awful love which did subdue Itself to her bright comeliness and gave her greeting due ! 32. ' Welcome ! " — The rocks and chasms and caves, The million thrones and their black kings, The very snakes and creeping things, The very damn'd within the waves, Groan'd ' welcome ; ' and she heard — with light Fingers that writhed in tresses bright, — But when I toucli'd her to the soul, she slowly rose her height. 33- While shadows of a reign eterne Quench'd the fine glint in her yellow hair. She rose erect more hugely fair. And, dark'ning to a queenhood stern. She gazed into mine eyes and thence Drew black and subtle inference, Subliming the black godhead there with sunnier, sweeter sense. • 34- Low at her feet, huge Cerberus Crouch'd groaning, but with royal look She stooping silenced him, and took The throne sublime and perilous That rose to hold her and upstream'd Vaporous fire : the dark void scrcam'd. The pale Eumenides made moan, with eyes and teeth that gleam'd. 35- Behold, she sits beside me now, A weighty sorrow in her mien, Yet gracious to her woes - a queen ; The sunny locks about her brow Shadow'd to godhead solemn, meet ; Throned, queen'd ; but round about her feet, Sweeten'd by gentle grass and flowers, the brackish waves grow sweet. 36. And surely, when the mirror dun Beneath me mirrors yellowing leaves, And reapers binding golden sheaves, And vineyards purple in the sun. When fulness fills the plenteous year Of the bright upper-world, I hear The voice among the harvest-fields that mourns a daughter dear. ' 37- ' Lo, Ceres mourns the bride of Dis, ' The old Earth moans ; and rocks and hills, ' Persephone ; ' sad radiance fills The dripping horn of Artemis Silverly shaken in the sky ; And a great frost-wind njshing by — ' Ceres will rob the eyes of Hell when seed- time draweth nigh.' 38. And in the seed-time after snow, Down the long caves, in soft distress. Dry corn-blades tangled in her dress. The weary goddess wanders slow — The million eyes of Hell are bent On my strange queen in wonderment, — The ghost of Iris gleams across my waters impotent ! 39- And the sweet Bow bends mild and bland O'er rainy meadows near the light, When fading far along the night They wander upward hand-in-hand ; And like a phantom I remain, Chain'd to a throne in lonely reign, Till, sweet with greenness, moonlight-kiss'd, she wanders back again UNDERTONES. 40. But when afar thro' rifts of gold And caverns steep' d in fog complete, I hear the beat of her soft feet, My kingdom totters as of old ; And, conscious of her sweeter worth, Her godhead of serener birth. Hell, breathing fire thro' flowers and leaves, feels to the upper-earth. HI. PAN. It is not well, ye gods, it is not well ! ■Vea, hear me grumble— rouse, ye sleepers, rouse Upon thick-carpeted Olumpos' top — Nor, faintly hearing, murmur in your sloth ' 'Tis but the voice of Pan the malcontent ! ' Shake the sleek sunshine from ambrosial locks. Vouchsafe a sleepy glance at the far earth That underneath ye wrinkles dim with cloud, And smile, and sleep again 1 Me, when at first The deep Vast murmur'd, and Eternity Gave forth a hollow sound while from its voids Ye blossom'd thick as flowers, and by the light Beheld yourselves eternal and divine, — Me, underneath the darkness visible And calm as ocean when the cold Moon smoothes The palpitating waves without a sound, — Me, ye saw sleeping in a dream, white-hair'd, Low-lidded, gentle, aged, and like the shade Of the eternal self-unconsciousness Out of whose law ye had awaken' d — gods Fair-statured, self-apparent, marvellous. Dove-eyed, and inconceivably divine. Over the ledges of high mountains, thro' The fulgent streams of dawn, soft-pillowed On downy clouds that swam in reddening streaks Like milk wherein a crimson wine-drop melts, And far beyond the dark of vague low lands. Uprose Apollo, shaking from his locks Ambrosial dews, and making as he rose A murmur such as west winds \\ cave in June. Wherefore the darkness in whose depth I sat ■Wonder'd : thro' newly-woven boughs, the light Crept onward to mine eyelids unaware. And fluttering o'er my wrinkled length of limb Like tremulous butterflies above a snake, Disturb'd me, — and I stirr'd, and open'd eyes. Then lifted up my eyes to see the light. And saw the light, and, seeing not myself, Smiled ! Thereupon, ye gods, the woods and lavras Grew populously glad with living things. A rod of stone beneath my heel grew bright, Writhing to life, and hissing drew swift coils O'er the upspringing grass ; above my head A birch unbound her silver-shimmering hair, Brightening to the notes of numerous birds; And far dim mountains hollow'd out them- selves To give forth streams, till down the moun- tain-sides The loosen'd streams ran flowing. Then a voice Came from the darkness as it roll'd away Under Apollo's sunshine-sandall'd foot. And the vague voice shriek'd ' Pan ! ' and woods and streams. Sky - kissing mountains and the courteous vales. Cried ' Pan ! ' and earth's reverberating roots Gave forth an answer, ' Pan ! ' and stooping down His fiery eyes to scorch me from my trance. Unto the ravishment of his soft lyre ' Pan ! ' sang Apollo : when the wide world heard. Brightening brightlier, till thro' murmurous leaves Pale wood-nymphs peep'd around me whispering ' Pan ! ' And sweeter faces floated in the stream That gurgled to my ankle, whispering ' Pan ! ' And, clinging to the azure gown of air That floated earthward dropping scented dews, A hundred lesser spirits panted ' Pan 1 ' And, far along an opening forest-glade, Beating a green lawn with alternate feet, ' Pan ! ' cried the satyrs leaping. Then all sounds PAN, 31 Were hush'd for coming of a sweeter sound ; And rising up, with outstretch'd arms, I, Pan, Loolc'd eastward, saw, and knew myself a god. It was not well, ye gods, it was not well ! Star - guiders, cloud - compellers — ye who stretch Ambrosia - dripping limbs, g^eat - statured, bright, Silken and fair-proportion'd, in a place Thick-carpeted with grass as soft as sleep ; Who with mild glorious eyes of liquid depth Subdue to perfect peace and calm eterne The mists and vapours of the nether-world. That curl up dimly from the nether-world And make a roseate mist wherein ye lie Soft - hdded, broad - foreheaded, stretch'd supine In awful contemplations — ye great gods, Who meditate your forms and find them fair — Ye heirs of odorous rest — it was not well ! — For, with Apollo sheer above, I, Pan, In whom a gracious godhead lived and moved, Rose, glorious-hearted, and look'd down ; and lo, Goat-legs, goat-thighs, goat-feet, uncouth and rude, And, higher, the breast and bowels of a beast, Huge thews and twisted sinews swoU'n like cords. And thick integument of bark-brown skin — A hideous apparition masculine ! Rut in my veins a new and natural youth. In my great veins a music as of boughs When the cool aspen-fingers of the Rain Feel for the eyelids of the earth in spring. In every vein quick life ; within my soul The meekness of some sweet eternity Forgot ; and in mine eyes soft violet-thoughts That widen'd in the eyeball to the light. And peep'd, and trembled chilly back to the soul Like leaves of violets closing. By my lawns. My honey-flowing rivers, Ijy my woods Grape-growing, by my mountains down wliose sides The slow flocks thread like silver streams at eve. By the deep comfort in the eyes of Zeus When the soft murmur of my peaceful dales Blows hke a gust of perfume on his cheek, There where he reigns, cloud-shrouded — by meek lives That smoothe themselves like wings of doves and brood Over immortal themes for love of me — I swear it was not well. Ay, ay, ye smile ;-— Ye hear me, garrulous, and turn again To contemplation of the slothful clouds That curtain ye for sweetness. Hear me, gods ! Not the ineflfable stars that interlace The azure panoply of Zeus himself. Have surer sweetness than my hyacinths When they grow blue in gazing on blue heaven. Than the white hlies of my rivers when In leafy spring Selene's silver horn Spills paleness, peace, and fragrance. — And for these, For all the sensible or senseless things Which swell the sounds and sights of earth and air, I snatch some glory which of right belongs To ye whom I revile : ay, and for these. For all the sensible or senseless things Which swell the sounds and sights of earth and air, I will snatch fresher glory, fresher joy, Robbing your rights in heaven day by day,' Till from my dispensation ye remove Darkness, and drought that parches thirsty skins. The stinging alchemy of frost, the agues That rack me in the season of wet winds — Till, bit by bit, my bestial nether-man Peels off like bark, my green old age shoots up Godhead apparent, and I know myself Fair — as becomes a god ! Ay, I shall do ! Not I alone am something garrulous, gods ! But the broad-bosom'd earth, whose count- less young Moan ' Pan ! ' most piteously when ye frown In tempests, or when Thunder, waving wings, 32 UNDERTONES. Groans crouching from your lightning spears, and then Springs at your lofty silence with a shriek ! Not I alone, low horror masculine. But earthquake-shaken hills, the dewy da'es, Blue rivers as they flow, and boughs of trees, Yea, monsters, and the purblind race of men, Grow garrulous of your higher glory, gods ; Yearning unto it moan my name aloud. Climbing unto it shriek or whisper ' Pan ! ' Till from the far-off verdurous depths, from deep Impenetrable woods whose wondrous roots Blacken to coal or redden into gold, I, stirring in this ancient dream of mine. Make answer — and they hear. In Arcady I, sick of mine own envy, hollow' d out A valley, green and deep ; then pouring forth From the great hollow of my hand a stream Sweeter than honey, bade it wander on In soft and rippling lapse to the far sea. Upon its banks grew flowers as thick as grass, Gum-dropping poplars and the purple vine, Slim willows dusty hke the thighs of bees. And, further, stalks of corn and wheat and flax, And, even further, on the mountain sides White sheep and ncw-yean'd lambs, and in the midst Mild-featured shepherds piping. Was not this An image of your grander ease, O gods ? A faint sweet picture of your bliss, O gods ? They thank'd me, those sweet shepherds, with the smoke Of crimson sacrifice of lambkins slain. Rich spices, succulent herbs that savour meats ; And when they came upon me ere aware, Walk'd sudden on my presence where I piped By rivers lorn my mournful ditties old, Cried ' Pan 1 ' and worshipp'd. Yet it was not well, Ye gods, it was not well, that I, who gave The harvest to these men, and with my breath Thickcn'd the wool upon the backs of sheep, I, Pan, should in these purblind mortal forms Witness a loveliness more gently fair, Nearer to your dim loveliness, O gods ! Than my immortal wood pervading self, — Carelessly blown on by the rosy Hours, Who breathe quick breath and smile before they die — Goat-footed, horn'd, a monster — j'et a god. By wanton Aphrodite's velvet limbs, I swear, ye amorous gods, it was not well !— Down the long vale of Arcady I chased A wood-nymph, unapparell'd and white- limb'd, I'rom gleaming shoulder unto foot a curve Delicious, like the bow of Artemis : A gleam of dewy moonlight on her limbs ; Within her veins a motion as of waves Moon-led and silver-crested to the moon ; And in her heart a sweetness such as fills Uplooking maidens when the virgin orb Witches warm bosoms into snows, and gives The colourable chastity of flowers To the tumultuous senses curl'd within. Her, after summer noon, what time her foot Startled with moonlight motion milk-blue stalks Of hyacinths in a dim forest glade, — Her saw I, and, uplifting eager arms, I rush'd around her as a rush of boughs. My touch thriU'd thro' her, she beheld my face. And like a gnat it stung her, and she Ucd. Down the green glade, along the verdur- ous shade. She screaming fled and I pursued behind : By Zeus, it was as though the forest moved Behind her, following ; and with shooting boughs. And bristling arms and stems, and murmur- ous leaves. It eddied after her — my underwood Of bramble and the yellow-blossom'd furze Flung its thick growth around her waist, my trees Dropt thorns before her, and my growing grass Put forth its green and sappy oils and sli d Under her feet ; until, with streaming hair Like ravell'd sunshine torn 'mid scars and cliff's. Pale, breathless, and long-throated like a swan. FAN. 33 With tongue that panted 'tween the foamy lifs As the red arrow in a tulip's cup, She, coming swiftly on the river-side, Into the circle of a sedgy pool Plunged knee-deep, shrieking. Then I, thrusting arms To grasp her, touch'd her with hot hands that clung Like burrs to the soft skin ; while, writhing down Even as a fountain lessens gurglingly, She cried to Artemis, ' Artemis, Artemis, Sweet goddess, Artemis, aid me, Artemis ! ' And o'er the laurels on the river-side. Dark and low-fluttering, Daphne's hidden soul Breathed fearful hoar-frost, echoing ' Arte- mis ' ; When lo, above the sandy sunset rose The silver sickle of the green-gown'd witch Which flicker'd thrice into a pallid orb, And thrice flash'd white across the forest leaves, And— lo, the change ye wot of: melting limbs Black'ning to oozy sap of reeds, white hands Waving aloft and putting forth green shoots, n he faint breath-bubbles circling in a pool, Last, the sharp voice's murmur dying away In the low lapping of the rippling pool, The melancholy motion of the pool, And the faint undertone of whispering reeds. By Latmos and its shepherd, was it well ? By smooth-chinn'd Syrinx, was it well, O gods? Yet mark. What time the pallid sickle wax'd Blue-edged and luminous o'er the black'ning west, I, looming hideous in the smooth pool, stooped And pluck'd seven wondrous pipes of britde reeds Wherein the wood-nymph's soul still flutter'd faint ; And these seven pipes I shaped to one, wherein I, Pan, with ancient and dejected head Nodding above its image in the pool. And large limbs stretch'd their length on shadowy banks, Did breathe such weird and awful ravish- ment, Such symmetry of sadness and sweet sound, Such murmurs of deep boughs and hollow cells, That neither bright Apollo's hair-strung lute. Nor Herd's queenly tongue when her red lips Flutter to intercession of love-thoughts Throned in the counsel-keeping eyes of Zeus, Nor airs from heaven, blow sweetlier. Hear me, gods I Behind her veil of azure, Artemis Turn'd pale and listen'd ; mountains, woods, and streams, And every mute and living thing therein, Marvell'd, and hush'd themselves to hear the end^ Yea, far away, the fringe of the green sea Caught the faint sound and with a deeper moan Rounded the pebbles on the shadowy sJiore. Whence, in the season of the pensive eve, The earth plumes down her weary, weary wings ; The Hours, each frozen in his mazy dance. Look scared upon the stars and seem to stand Stone-still, hke chisell'd angels mocking Time ; And woods and streams and mountains, beasts and birds. And serious hearts of purblind men, are hush'd ; While music sweeter far than any dream Floats from the far-off silence, where I sit Wondrously wov'n about with forest boughs — Through which the moon peeps faintly, on whose leaves The unseen stars sprinkle a diamond dew— And shadow'd in some water that not flows, But, pausing, spreads dark waves as smooth as oil To listen 1 Am I over-garrulous, gods? Thou pale-faced witch, green-kirtled, — thou whose light Troubles the beardless shepherd where he sleeps On Latmos, — am I over-garrulous? Nay, then, pale huntress of my groves, I swear UNDERTONES. The lily and the primrose 'neath thy heel Savour as fair as thee, as pure as thee, Drinking the lucid glamour of thy speed ; And on the cheeks of marriageable maids Dwelleth a pallor enviably sweet, Sweet as thy sweetest self, yet robb'd from thee. Snow-bosom'd lady, art thou proud? — Then hark . . . Wlien last in the cool quiet of tlie night Thou glimmeredst dimly down with thy white nymphs And brush'd these dewy lawns with buskin'd foot, I, Pan the scorn'd, into an oak-tree crept. And holding between thumb and finger — thus — A tiny acorn, dropt it cunningly In the small nest beneath thy snow-heap'd breasts. And thou didst pause in tumult, cried aloud. Then redden'd like a rose from breast to brow. Sharp-crimson like a rose from breast to brow, And trembled, aspen-hearted, timorous As new-yean'd lambs, and with a young doe's cry Startled amazed from thine own tremulous shade Faint-mirror'd in the dark and dewy lawn ! Ha, turn your mild grand eyes, O gods, and hear 1 Why do I murmur darkly, do ye ask ? What do I seek for, yearn for? — Why, not much. I would be milky-limb'd and straight and tall And pleasant-featured, like Apollo there ! I would be lithe and fair as Hermes is ; And, with that glittering sheath of god-like form. Trust me, could find for it a wit as keen As that which long ago did prick and pain The thin skin of the Sun-God. I would be Grand and fine-slatured as becomes a god, A sight divine conceived harmoniously, A stately incarnation of my sweet Pipings in lonely places. There's the worm ! Ay, ay, the mood is on me — I am aged. White-bearded, and my very lifted hands Shake garrulously — and ye hear, and smile. By the faint undertone of this blind Earth, Swooning towards the pathway of the Sun With flowery pulses, leafy veins, whene'er She hears in intercession of new births My voice miraculous melancholy old, — I swear not I alone, a sensible god. Shall keep these misproportions, worse than beast's ; While woods and streams, and all that dwell therein. And merest flowers, and the starr'd coils of snakes. Yea, purblind mortal men, inhale from heaven Such dews as give them heavenly seemliness, Communicably lovely as the shapes That doze on high Olumpos. Is it well ? Ye who compel the very clouds to forms Beauteous and purely beauteous, ere my rain Rends their white vesments into flowers to make My peaceful vales look lovely, — gods, great gods, I ask ye, is it well ? — Ye answer not. But Earth has answer'd, and aU things that grow, All things that live, all things that feel or see The interchanges of the sun and moon ; And with a yearning palpable and dumb, Yet conscious of some glory yet unborn, Of unfulfilled mysteries, I, Pan, Prophesy. In the time to come, — in years Across whose vast I wearily impel These ancient, blear'd, and humble-lidded eyes, — Some law more strong than I, yet part of nie. Some power more piteous, yet a part of me. Shall hurl ye from Olumpos to the depths. And bruise ye back to that great darkness whence Ye blossom'd thick as flowers ; while I — I, Pan — The ancient haunting shadow of dim earths. Shall slough this form of beast, this wrinkled length. Yea, cast it from my feet as one who shakes A worthless garment off ; and lo, beneath. Mild-featured manhood, manhood eminent, Subdued into the glory of a god, PA l^- THE NAIAD. 35 Sheer harmony of body and of soul, Wondrous, and inconceivably divine. Wherefore, ye gods, with this my prophecy I sadden those sweet sounds I pipe unseen. From dimly lonely places float the sounds To haunt the regions of the homeless air, Whatever changeful season ye vouchsafe To all broad worlds which, hearing, whisper, ■ Pan ! ' And thence they reach the hearts of lonely men. Who wearily bear the burthen and are pain'd To utterance of fond prophetic song, Who singing smile, because the song is sweet. Who die, because they cannot sing the end. It is my care to keep the graves of such Thick -sirewn and deep with grass and precious flowers Such as ye slumber on ; and to those graves, In sable vestments, ever comes the ghost Of my forgot and dumb eternity, Mnemosyne ; but what she broods on there I know not, nor can any wholly know. Mortal or god. The seasons come and go. In their due season perish rocks and trees. In their due season are the streams drain'd dry ; Earth dumbly changes, and those lonely men, Less blind than purblind mortals, sing and die ; But still, with hooded and dejected head. Above those graves ponders Mnemosyne ; While I remain to pipe my ditties old, And my new prophecy, in ancient woods And by the margins of unfortunate pools, — My wondrous music dying afar away Upon the fringes of the setting sun, IV. THE NAIAD. DiAN white-arm'd has given mc this cool shrine. Deep in the bosom of a wood of pine : The silver-sparkling showers That close me in, the flowers That prink my fountain's brim, are hers and mine ; And when the days are mild and fair, Andgrassisspringing, buds are blowing, Sweet it is, 'mid waters flowing, Here to sit, and know no care, 'Mid the waters flowing, flov/ing, flow- ing, Combing my yellow, yellow hair. 2. The ounce and panther down the mountain- side Creep thro' dark greenness in the eventide ; And at the fountain's brink Casting great shades they drink. Gazing upon me, tame and sapphire-eyed ; For, awed by my pale face, whose light Gleameth thro' sedge and lilies yellow, They, lapping at my fountain mellow, Harm not the lamb that in affright Throws in the pool so mellow, mellow, mellow. Its shadow small and dusky-white. 3- Oft do the fauns and satyrs, flusht with play, Come to my coolness in the hot noon-day. Nay, once indeed, I vow By Dian's truthful brow. The great god Pan himself did pass this way. And, all in festal oak-leaves clad, His limbs among these lilies throwing, Watch'd the silver waters flowing, Listen'd to their music glad, Saw and heard them flowing, flowing, flowing. And ah ! his face was worn and sad ! Mild joys around like silvery waters fall ; But it is sweetest, sweetest far of all, In the calm summer night, When the tree-tops look white. To be exhaled in dew at Dian's call. Among my sister-clouds to move Over the darkness earth bediniming, Milky-robed thro' heaven swinnning. Floating round the stars above, Swimming proudly, swimming, proudly swimming. And waiting on the Moon I love. So tenderly I keep this cool green shrine, Deep in the bosom of a wood of pine ; D 2 36 UNDERTONES. Faithful thro' shade and sun, That service due and done May haply earn for me a place divine Among the white-robed deities That thread thro' starry paths, attendmg My sweet Lady, calmly wendmg Thro' the silence of the skies, Changing in hues of beauty never end ing. Drinking the light of Dian s eyes. V. THE SATYR. I. The trunk of this tree, Dusky-leaved, shaggy-rooted, Is a pillow well suited To a hybrid like me, Goat-bearded, goat-footed ; For the boughs of the glade Meet above me, and throw A cool pleasant shade On the greenness below ; Dusky and brown' d Close the leaves all around ; And yet, all the while, Thro' the boughs 1 can see A star, with a smile, Looking at me. Full length I lie, On this mossy tree-knot. With face to the sky. The vast blue I see not ; And I start in surprise From my dim half-dream, With the moist white gleam Of the star in mine eyes : So strange does it seem That the star should beam From her crystal throne On this forest nook Of all others, and look Upon me alone : Ay, that yonder divine Soft face Should shine On this one place ; And, when things so fair Till the earth and air. Should choose to be, Night after night, The especial light Of a monster like me 1 Why, all day long, I run about With a madcap throng, And laugh and shout. Silenus grips My ears, and strides On my shaggy hips, And up and down In an ivy crown Tipsily rides ; And when in a doze His eyeUds close, Off he tumbles, and I Can his wine-skin steal, I drink— and feel The grass roll— sea-high ! Then with shouts and yells, Down mossy dells, I stagger after The wood-nymphs fleet. Who with mocking laugliter And smiles retreat ; And just as I clasp A yielding waist. With a cry embraced, Gush ! it melts from my grasp Into water cool. And— bubble ! trouble ! Seeing double ! I stumble and gasp In some icy pool I All suborn me. Flout me, scorn me ! Drunken joys And cares are mine, Romp and noise, And the dregs of wine ; And wheije'er in the night Diana glides by The spot where 1 lie, With her maids green-dight, I must turn my back In a rude affright. And blindly fly From her shining track ! THE SATYR. 37 Or if only I hear Her bright foot-fall near, Fall with face to the grass, Not breathing for fear Till I feel her pass. . S- I am — I know not what : Neither what I am, Nor what I am not — I seem to have rollick'd, And frolick'd, In this wood for ay, With a beast's delight Romping all day, Dreaming all night ! Yet I seem To remember awaking Just here, and aching With th3 last forsaking Tender gleam Of a droll strange dream. — When I lay at mine ease, With a sense at my heart Of being a part Of the grass and trees And the scented earth, And of drinking the bright Subdued sunlight With a leafy mirth : Then behold, I could see A wood-nymph peeping Out of her tree, And closer creeping, Timorously Looking at me ! And still, so still, I lay until She trembled close to me, Soft as a rose to me, And I leapt with a thrill And a shout, and threw Arms around her, and press'd her, Kiss'd her, caress'd her, — Ere she scream'd, and flew. Then I was 'ware Of a power I had — To drink the air, T.aiigh and shout, Run about. And be consciously glad — So I follow'd the maiden 'Neath shady eaves, Thro' groves deep-laden With fruit and leaves. Till, drawing near To a brooklet clear, I shuddering fled From the monstrous shape There mirrored — Which seem'd to espy me, And grin and gape. And leap up high In the air with a cry, And fly me ! Whence I seem to have slowly Grown conscious of being A thing wild, unholy. And foul to the seeing. — But ere I knew aught Of others like me, I would lie, fancy-fraught. In the greenness of thought. Beneath a green tree ; And seem to be deep In the scented earth-shade 'Neath the grass of the glade. In a strange half-sleep : When the wind seem'd to move me. The cool rain to kiss. The sunlight to love me, The stars in their bliss To tingle above me ; And I crept thro' deep bowers That were sparkling with showers And sprouting for pleasure, And I quicken'd the flowers To a joy without measure — Till my sense seem'd consuming With warmth, and, upspringing, I saw the flowers blooming, And heard the birds singing ! 8. Wherever I range. Thro' the greenery. That vision strange, Whatsoever it be. Is a part of me Which suffers not change. — UNDERTONES. The changes of eartli, Water, air, ever-stitring, Disturb me, conferring My sadness or mirth : Wheresoever I run, I drink strength from the sun ; The wind stirs my veins With the leaves of the vsfood, TTie dews and the rains Mingle into my blood. I stop short In my sport, Panting, and cower, While the blue skies darken With a sunny shower ; And I lie and hearken. In a balmy pain To the tinkling clatter, Fitter, patter, Of the rain On the leaves close to me, And sweet thrills pass Thro' and thro' me, Till I tingle like grass. When lightning with noise Tears the wood's green ceiling, When the black sky's voice Is terribly pealing, I hide me, hide me, hide me. With wild averted face, In some terror-stricken place. While flowers and trees beside me, And every streamlet near, Darken whirl, and wonder, Above, around, and under, And murmur back the thunder In a palpitating fear 1 Ay ; and when the earth turns A soft bosom of balm To the darkness that yearns Above it, and grows To dark, dewy, and calm Repose, — I, apart from rude riot, Partake of the quiet The night is bequeathing. Lie, unseen and unheard. In the greenness just stirr'd By its own soft breathing — And my heart then thrills With a strange sensation Like the purl of rills Down moonlit hills That loom afar. With a sweet sensation Like the palpitation Of yonder star ! lo. Thro" yonder bough Her white ray twinkles ; And on my brow She silently sprinkles A dewy rain. That lulls my brain To a dream of being Under the ground. Blind to seeing. Deaf to sound. Drinking a dew That drops from afar, And feeling unto The sweet pulse of a star. Who is beckoning me Though I cannot see ! And of suddenly blooming Up into the air. And, swooning, assuming The shape I wear ! While all fair things Fly night and day from me. Wave bright wings. And glimmer away from me — She shines above me, And heareth not, Though she smiles on this spot And seems to love me. Here I lie aloof. Goat-footed, knock-kneed, A monster, indeed. From horns to hoof ; And the star burns clearly With pearl-white gleam — Have I merely Dream'd a dream ? 12. — Did she hear me, I wonder ? — She trembles upon Her throne — and is gone I The boughs darken under. THE SATYR— VENUS ON THE SUN-CAR. 39 Then thrill, and are stirr'd By the notes of a bird, The green grass brightens With pearly dew, And the whole wood whitens As the daNvn creeps thro". — ' Hoho ! '—that shout Flung the echoes about The boughs, hke balls ! Who calls ?— 'Tis the noisy rout Of my fellows upspringing From sleep and dreaming, To the birds' shrill singing. The day's soft beaming : And they madly go To and fro, Though o' nights they are dumb. Hoho ! hoho ! I come ! I come ! Hark ! — to the cry They reply : ' Ha, there, ha ! ' ' Hurrah ! ' — ' hurrah t ' And startling afraid At the cries, In the depths of the glade Echo replies — ' Ho, there 1 ' — ' ho, there ! ' — By the stream below there The answer dies. VI. VENUS ON THE SUN-CAR. Tell me, thou many-finger'd Frost, Coming and going like a ghost In leafless woods forsaken — O Frost that o'er him lying low Drawest the garment of the snow From silver cloud-wings shaken. And round bare boughs with strange device Twinest fantastic leaves of ice — When will Adon waken ? Lo, dawn by dawn I rise afar Beside Apollo in his car. And, far below us wreathing. Thy fogs and mists are duskly curl'd Round the white slumber of the world, Like to its own deep breathing ; But crimson thro' the mist our light Foameth and freezeth, till by night Snow-bosom'd hills we fade on — The pallid god, at my desire. Gives unto thee a breath of fire To reach the lips of Adon. 2. Tell me, thou bare and wintry World, Wherein the winged flowers are curl'd Like pigmy spirits dozing — O World, within whose lap he lies. With thy quick earth upon his eyes. In dim unseen reposing, Husht underneath the wind and storm, Still rosy-lipt in darkness warm — Are Adon's eyes unclosing ? Lo, dawn by dawn I rise af?.r Beside Apollo in his car, Thro' voids of azure soaring, And gazing down on regions dead, With golden hair dishevelled, And clasped hands imploring. Wonderful creatures of the light Hover above thee, hanging bright Faint pictures glen and glade on : The pallid god, at my desire, Hideth in glimmering snows his fire. To reach the sleep of Adon. Tell me, thou spirit of the Sun, Radiant-lock'd and awful one, Strong, constant, unforsaking— Sun, by whose shadier side I sit And search thy face, and question it. Conferring light and taking— Whose fiery westward motion throws The shadow-hours on his repose, — Is my Adon waking ? Lo, dawn by dawn I rise afar Beside thee in thy flaming car, Thou ever-constant comer ! And flashing on the clouds that break Around our path thy sunbeams make A phantom of the summer. O breathe upon the Moon, that she May use her magic witchery When snowy hills we fade on, That, in the dark, when thou art gone, She speed the resurrection. And stir the sleep of Adon ! 40 UNDERTONES. Tell me, O silver-winged Moon, That glidest to melodious tune Ice-sparkling skies on skies up, — O Moon, that to the sunset gray, Drinking faint light that fades away, Liftest immortal eyes up, And walking on, art thro' the night Troubled to pain by that strange light, — When will Adon rise up ? Lo, dawn by dawn I rise afar Beside Apollo in his car, Imploring sign or token But night by night such pale peace beams Upon his slumber, that it seems Too beauteous to be broken ! gentle goddess, be not cold — But, some dim dawn, may we behold New glor)' hill and glade on. The leaves and flowers alive to bliss. And, somewhat pale with thy last kiss, The smiling face of Adon ! VII. SELENE THE MOON. I. 1 HIDE myself in the cloud that flies From the west and drops on the hill's gray shoulder, And I gleam through the cloud with my panther-eyes, While the stars turn paler, the dews grow colder ; I veil my naked glory in mist, Quivering downward and dewily glistening, Till his sleep is as pale as my lips unkist. And I tremble above him, panting and listening. As white as a star, as cold as a stone. Dim as my light in a sleeping lake. With his head on his arm he lieth alone. And I sigh ' Awake ! Wake, Endymion, wake and see ! ' And he stirs in his sleep for the love of me ; But on his eyelids my breath I shake : ' Endymion, Endymion ! Awaken, awaken ! ' And the yellow grass stirs with the mystic moan, And the tall pines groan, Aad Echo sighs in her grot forsaken The name of Endymion I A foam)' dew from the Ocean old. Whence I rise with shadows behind me flying, Drops from my sandals and glittereth cold On the long spear-grass where my love is lying ; My face is dim with departed suns. And my eyes are dark from the depths of ocean, A starry shudder throughout me runs, And my pale cloud stirs with a radiant motion. When the darkness wherein he slumbers alone Ebbs back from my brightness, as black waves break From my shiningankle with shuddering tone ; And I sigh ' Awake ! Wake, Endymion, wake and hear 1 ' And he stirs in his sleep with a dreamy fear, And his thin lips part for my sweet sake : ' Endymion, Endymion I Awaken, awaken ! ' And the skies are moved, and a shadow is blown From the Thunderer's throne. And the spell of a voice from Olumpos shaken Echoes ' Endymion ! ' Then under his lids like a balmy rain I put pale dreams of my heavenly glory ; — And he sees me lead with a silver chain The tamed Sea-Tempest white-tooth'd and hoary ; And he sees me fading thro' forests dark Where the leopard and lion avoid me in wonder. Or ploughing the sky in a pearly bark, While the earth is dumb with my beauty under ! Then he brightens and yearns where he lies alone. And his heart grows dumb with a yearning ache. And the thin lips part with a wondering moan. As I sigh ' Awake ! W^ake, Endymion, wake and see All things grow bright for the love of me. With a love that grows gentle for thy sweet sake ! Endymion, Endymion 1 SELENE THE MOON.— IRIS THE RAINBOW. 41 Awaken, awaken ! ' And my glory gfrows paler, the deep woods groan, And the waves intone, Ay, all things whereon my glory is shaken Murmur ' Endymion ! ' Ai ! The black earth brightens, the Sea creeps near When I swim from the sunset's shadowy portal ; But he will not see, and he will not hear. Though to hear and see were to be im- mortal : Pale as a star and cold as a stone. Dim as my ghost in a sleeping lake, In an icy vision he lieth alone, And I sigh ' Awake ! Wake, Endymion, wake and be Divine, divine, for the love of me ! ' And my odorous breath on his lids I shake : ' Endymion, Endymion ! Awaken, awaken ! ' But Zeus sitteth cold on his cloud-shrouded throne And heareth my moan. And his stern lips form not the hope-forsaken Name of Endymion. VIII. IRIS THE RAINBOW. I. 'Mid the cloud enshrouded haze Of Olumpos I arise. With the full and rainy gaze Of Apollo in mine eyes ; But I shade my dazzled glance With my dripping pinions white Where the sunlight sparkles dance In a many- tinctured light : My foot upon the woof Of a fleecy cloudlet small, I glimmer thro' the roof Of the paven banquet-hall, And a soft pink radiance dips Thro' the floating mists divine, Touching eyes and cheeks and lips Of the mild-eyed gods supine. And the growing glory rolls Round their foreheads, while I stain. With a blush like wine, the bowls Of transparent porcelain : Till the whole calm pl:;ce has caught A deep gleam of rosy fire — When I darken to the thought In the eyes of Zeus the Sire. Then Zeus, arising, stoops O'er the ledges of the skies. Looking downward, thro' the loops Of the starry tapestries. On the evident dark plain Speck'd with wood and hill and stream, On the wrinkled tawny main Where the ships, like snowflakes, gleam And with finger without swerve. Swiftly lifted, swiftly whirl'd. He draws a magic curve O'er the dark low-lying world ; When with waving wings displayed. On the Sun-god's threshold bright I upleap, and seem to fade In a flash of golden'light ; But I plunge thro' vapours dim To the dark low-lying land. And I tremble, float, and swim. On the strange curve of the Hand : From my wings, that drip, drip, drip, With cool rains, shoot jets of fire. As across green capes I slip With the thought of Zeus the Sire. Thence, vdth drooping vvdngs bedew'd, Folded close about my form, I alight with feet unview'd On the ledges of the storm ; For a moment, cloud-enroll'd. Mid the murm'rous rain I stand, And with meteor eyes behold Vapoury ocean, misty land ; Till the thought of Zeus outsprings From my ripe mouth with a sigh, And unto my lips it clings Like a shining butterfly ; When I brighten, gleam, and glow And my glittering wings unfurl. And the melting colours flow To my foot of dusky pearl ; And the ocean mile on mile Gleams thro' capes and straits and bays, 42 THE UMDERTONF.S. And the vales and niounlains smile, And the leaves are wet with rays, — While I wave the htimid Bow Of my wings with flash of fire, And the Tempest, crouch'd below, Knows the thought of Zeus the Sire. IX. ORPHEUS THE MUSICIAN. I SAT of old beside a stream new-born From loamy loins of mountains cold. And it was garrulous of dreams forlorn And visions old : Wherefore the legends of the woods and caves With that faint melody were blended ; And as the stream slid down to ocean-waves, I comprehended. Into a dreary silence dim and deep I sank with drowsy sighs and nods : Then sang — my blue eyes dark and wise from sleep — The birth of gods. — A gleaming shoulder cut the stream, andlo ! I saw the glistening Naiad rise : She floated, like a lily white as snow, With half-closed eyes. And suddenly, thronging the boughs around, Came forest faces strange and glad, That droopt moist underlips and drank the sound Divinely sad. Far down the glade, where heavy shadows slept, Stole, purple-stained by the vine, Silenus, — thro' whose blood my music crept Like wondrous wine : Tiptoe, like one who fears to break a spell, He came, with eyeballs blank as glass — Not drawing breath till, at my feet, he fell Prone on the grass. Then, leaning forked chin upon his hand. He listen'd, dead to tipsy strife. And lo ! his face grew smooth and soft and bland With purer life Goat-footed fauns and satyrs one by one, With limbs upon the greensward thrown, Gather'd, and darken'd round me in the sun, Like shapes of stone : Between thi sunset and the green hillside Quaint pigmy spirits linger'd bright. Till heaven's one star swam dewy, opening wde To the delight, — While sunlight redden' d, dying, and below All heark'd — like shapes upon a cup, By skied Her6, in the ambrosial glow. Held rosily up. Then twilightdusklygloam'd upon the place, Full of sweet odour and cool shade. But music made a lamp of every face In the forest-glade : Till swiftly swam, in showers of pearly beams, Selen6 to her azure arc. Scattering silence, light, and dewy dreams On eyelids dark. The music sadden'd, and the greenwood stirr'd. The moonlight clothed us in its veil, As stooping down the dove-eyed goddess heard. Smiled, and grew pale : For as they listen'd, satyrs, nymphs, and fauns Conceived their immortahty — Yea, the weird spiritsof the woodsandlawns. Gross, vile, to see — Whence her pure light disturb'd them, and they strove To shake away the sweet strange charm ; But the light brighten'd, shaken from above With pearly arm. They could not fly, they could not cry nor speak, It held them like a hand of strength, — They hid their faces, wild, abash'd and weak, And writhed full length. The Naiad lifted up her dewy chin. And knew, and saw the light with love, Made peaceful by a purity akin To hers above. ORPHEUS THE MUSICIAN. 43 And countless beauteous spirits of the shade Knew their own souls and felt no fear ; While Echo, nestling in her thyme-cave, made An answer clear. Till, when I ceased to sing, the satyr-crew Rush'd back to riot and carouse ; Self-fearful faces blushingly withdrew Into leafy boughs ; Lastly, Silenus to his knees upcrept, Rubb'd eyelids swollen like the vine, Stared blankly round him, vow'd that he had slept. And bawl'd for wine. X. POLYPHEME'S PASSION. Ho, Silenus ! — no one here 1 ' The kitchen empty, the flocks in stalls. The red fire flickering over the walls, And — a young kid spitted — dainty cheer ! Ho, Silenus ! — tipsy old reveller, Soft - zone - unloosener, bright - hair - dis- heveller, Where are you hiding, you tipsy old hound you. With your beard of a goat and your eyes of a lamb ? SILENUS. Ho, Cyclops ! POLYPHEME. He mocks met Where are you, confound you? SILENUS. Patience, sweet master, here I am ! — POLYPHEME. Rise ! or with my great fist I'll put an end to thee ; The dregs of my great flagon have been warming thee Thou'rt drunk, sow-ears. I find there's no reforming thee, Tho' six round moons I've tried to be a friend to thee. Once more divinely warming those old veins. Chirping like grasshoppers at every pore, Foaming as warm as milk among thy brains, Gushing like sunshine in thine heart's dry core. Runs the pink nectar of my vines. It stains. Flowing from that bald head, this grassy floor — Too sweet for earth to drink, unmeet for thee, Fit only to be quaffed by gods like me ! Cyclops ! SILENUS. POLYPHEME. Jump up, then, quickly. Nay, no more. FoUow me to this rocky eminence, Cool-cushion'd with the yellow moss, from whence We can at ease behold The cloud-stain'd greenness of the ocean sleek, Rounding its glassy waves into the creek. Speckled with sparkling jewels manifold. And, far away, one melting patch of gold. Now, sit 1 — Nay, nearer, higher — here, above IVIy shoulder. Turn thy face to mine, Silenus ! Fear not : — being fill'd with the sweet milk of Venus, Thou'rt a fit counsellor for one in love ; And, as I'm in a talking humour, why — Suppose we chat a little at our leisure. SILENUS. With pleasure ! The subject ? POLYPHEME. One alone beneath the sky, Old man, is worthy of the conversation And serious consideration Of such a god as I ! Now, guess the name of that sweet thing ? SILENU.S. With ease. Bacchus, the god to whom these aged knees Bend gloriously impotent so often. And in whose luscious pool I dip hot mouth and eyes, and soak and soften The yoke of thy strong rule. 44 THE UNDERTOJVES. POLYPHEME. A thing a thousand times more beautiful ! SILENUS. I know no thing more beautiful than he When, dripping odours cool, Deep-purpled, like a honey-bosom'd flower For which the red mouth buzzes like a bee, He bursts from thy deep caverns gushingly. And throws his pleasure round him in a shower, And sparkles, sparkles, like the eyes that see. In sunshine, murmuring for very glee And bursting beaded bubbles until sour Lips tremble into moist anticipation Of his rich exultation ! POLYPHEME. Has little Bacchus, whom ye praise so, power To unnerve these mighty limbs, make this one Eye Rain mpotent tears, hurl this gigantic bulk Down on its stubborn knees — nay, make me skulk And fume and fret, and simper oaths, and sigh, Like tiny mortal milking-maids who sulk In dairies, frothing yellow like their cream ? Could Bacchus, once let loose to fight and fly. Do all these things to sinewy Polypheme? Assuredly ! SILENUS. POLYPHEME. By this right hand, you lie !— I am a god, great-statured, strong, and born Out of Poseidon's nervy loins divine ! I laugh the wrath of Zeus himself to scorn ; And when I rise erect on Aetna's horn My shadow on the faint sea-hyaline Falls like a cloud wherein the winds drop still And white-wing'd ships move slowly without win. Shall bulk so wondrous and so grand as mine Yield to the miserable god of wine ? Certainly not. SILENUS. POLYPHEME. Never ! — by Pallas' spear, At whose sharp touch the plump god leaps and flies. While startled Revel shrieks with haggard eyes I Never, by Hermes, whom the drunken fear, But whose quick fingers pilfer not the wise ! SILENUS. Whom shall we praise, O Cyclops ? POLYPHEME. Thou shalt hear — Tell me, didst thou ever see a, — Ever see a, ever hear a,— Either far away or near, a — Nymph so sweet as Galatea ? Never ! SILENUS. POLYPHEME. 'Tis false, old man ! she is not fair ; — Those weeds that under ocean rot at ease Into dark dreams o' the flowery earth, and there Put purples in the sea-nymph's sunny hair Are fairer : she is changeable as these. She is as wanton as the perfumed fays That dimple on the windless sea and dally. Musically, With the puff'd sails of ships becalm'd fo' days. SILENUS. True, Cyclops, she is fickle ; and by her Whose amorous breath blew the Greek host to Troy, I have seen fairer ! POLYPHEME. Dotard ! Driveller ! Not her the false Idalian shepherd-boy. With silken string, like a tame heifer, led— .^Iay, not lush Aphrodite, whose blue eyne. Pink-lidded, smiled on their unhallow'd bed- Is half so fair, so precious, so divine. As Galatea ! SILENUS. Exactly what I said. POLYPHEME'S PASSION. 45 POLYPHEME. Her voice hath gentle sweetness, borrowed From soft tide-lispings on the pebbly sand, 'Tis like the brooding doves in junipers ; White as a shell of ocean is her hand, Wherein, with rosy light, the pink blood stirs ! Her hair excels the fruitage of the beech Wherein the sun runs liquid gleam on gleam; Her breasts are like two foaming bowls of cream, A red straw-berry in the midst of each ! And the soft gold-down on her silken chin Is like the under side of a ripe peach — A dimple dipping honeyly therein 1 Her eyes- SILENUS, POLYPHEME. Profane them not ! — For their sweet fire is Wondrous and various as the Bow Drawn over rainy ledges dripping low By many-colour'd Iris — From whose bright end, plunged the dark waters under. Woven with the tapestries of her sea-cave, And dying hue by hue on the green wave. They may have drunk a portion of their wonder. But oh, what tongue can tell Their glory inexpressible ? You seem to see the music of the ocean Folded within them, as within a shell. And gently stirring with a violet motion. Until it drops unto the lips, and there Flutters in perfumed accents on the air ; Nor this alone. They change as the sea changes, In hues as various as the ringdove's dyes : Whatsoever sweet and strange is Flashes across them with a quick surprise. Now, in their troubled orbs rise multiform Wild pictures of sky-tempest and sea-storm ; And her wild eyes droop brightly on her breast Till it is troubled like a thing distrest ; But in their softest mood You watch the pale soul tremulously brood On those bright orbs whose fire the dark sea cools, And there it trembles, as the moonlight flows On seas just stirr'd by their own deep repose. And throbbing, throbbing, into silver pools ! SILENUS. O eloquent Cyclops, pause, and breathe a space ! — Few eyes save thine, few eyes of earth, have plainly Seen this immortal Galatea's face ; For she thou lovest is of that fair race Whom mortal vision dreams of, but seeks vainly — For they comb and they comb Their yeUow locks, Under the foam, Among weedy rocks ! And they sing unseen In their sea-caves green, And gaze at the white sun overhead Whose pale ray saddens their dripping curls, Or the moon that glimm'ring in ocean's bed Leaves her light for ever in pools of pearls ! POLYPHEME. Chirrup not, wine-sponge ! — Am not I a god? Cannot this eye peer to Olumpos' helm ? Does not the great sea, trembling at my nod, Hush itself humbly around this my realm ? SH.ENUS. It does, O Cyclops ! POLYPHEME. Save, of course, when I Hurl rocks and trees down on the shudder- ing ships. And, while I loom above the waves, my lips Roar terrible defiance at the sky. SILENUS. Precisely. POLYPHJiME. Ask not, then, the when and how ; But turn thine ancient gaze On the broad wonder of my brow, Thence drop it, in a natural amaze, Down the steep mountain to my sinewy feet. Round which the lambs, as small as snow- flakes, bleat ; Now, tell me — am I fair ? 46 THE UNDERTONES. SILENUS. Most fair ! POLYPHEME. Thy fears Lie to my strength a hollow lie, Silenus ! SILENUS. By all the love that there exists between us, By doves that perch on Bacchus' vine- wreath'd ears, I swear thou art most beautiful 1 POLYPHEME. Again : Have those blurr'd eyeballs noticed that of late Mine air has grown more solemn, more sedate, More bountiful to those I hold in chain To watch my flocks, and more compassion- ate ; As if I struggled underneath the weight Of some indefinite pain ? That I have learn'd to tremble and to blush, To droop this eyelid modestly, to flush All over at the tiniest whispering sound, To pick small dainty steps upon the ground As if I saw and seeing fear'd to crush Some crawling insect or the crimson-crown'd Small daisy-flower that, whensoe'er I pass, Shuts up its little leaves upon the grass And thinks the shadowy eve has stolen down ! SILENUS. Cyclops ! — These things I saw, but fear'd to question ; Nay, with a blush I own it — do not frown ! — I set thy trouble down as indigestion. For neither dainty kids, nor lambs stall- fed. Nor sucking-swine with pippins in their teeth, Nor ox-thighs with green herbs engarlanded, Nor foamy curds wherein hot apples seethe Nay, not the parsley-flavour'd tongues of sheep, Could tempt o' late thy dainty appetite ; But lying on the mountain out of sight Of melancholy thou hast drunken deep ; While down among the yellow pastures moaning With lambs new-yean'd, where thy cool streamlets run, We saw thee loom above us, mighty one ! And heard thee, like the monstrous seas intoning, Melodiously groaning ! POLYPHEME. Ay me ! ay me ! SILENUS. Be calm, sweet Polypheme ! The eagle poised o'er yonder cropping lamb Flew scared, at that big cry. POLYPHEME. Ay me ! I am Lost, swallow'd up, absorbed into a dream ! Thro' the swift currentof my frame gigantic Eddies a frantic Consimiing fire. I am not what I seem. For Galatea I refuse all food. For Galatea I grow weak and wild And petulant-featured as a sickly child ; For Galatea \, in desperate mood, Seek out green places in this solitude, And close my eyes, and think I am a curl Tingling, tingling, lightly Against the snow-heap'd bosom swelhng whitely ! SILENUS. One should not break his heart for any girl. POLYPHEME. Ay me ! I close my eyes in a sweet woe, And dream that I am little, fair, and sweet, For a small goddess's embraces meet. Nor huge, nor rough. It was not always so ! Of old, Silenus, this great awful Me Was swoU'n with glory at the contemplation Of its enormity in yonder sea ; I revell'd in the roar and consternation, When, grasping rocks with frantic acclama- tion, Round this frowning, .(Etna-crowning head I whirl'd them. Tremendously, stupendously, and hurl'd them On the passing fleets below ; And from under came the thunder of vessels crush'd asunder, And the shriek, faint and weak, of the mortnis in their wonder, POLYPHEME'S PASSION. 47 And the sea rolled underneath, and the winds began to blow, And above the desolation, drunk with rage, I took my station, With my waving arms expanded and my crimson eye aglow. And to earth's reverberation, Roar' d ' Ho ! ho ! ho ! ' SILENUS. Cyclops ! sweet Cyclops ! — POLYPHEME. Fear not ! I am as weak as the eagle's callow young ; Yet listen, mild old man, and interfere not. One summer day, when earth and heaven rung With thunders, and the hissing lightning stung With forked meteor tongue The green smooth living ocean till it shriek' d — I stood aloft on Etna's horn and wreak'd My cruel humour with a monstrous glee : When lo ! from out the rainy void did flit Bright Iris, and with tremulous foot alit On this my mountain, touching even me With her faint glory : for a moment, she Paused shudd'ring high above me : then with fleet Footstep slid downward till she reach'd my feet ; And there, with many-tinctured wings serene. She waved the seas to silence, and, beguiled By her mild message, the dark ocean smiled — A palpitating lapse of oily green. With silvery glimmers here and there be- tween The shadows of the clouds that, dewy and mild. Parted and flutter'd : — when, with radiant head Plunging among the mountain mibts, she fled. 15ut, as the vapours flcam'd away, behold ! I taw far down upon the brown sea-strand A nymph who held aloft in pearly hand A whitc-tooth'd comb, and comb'd her locks of gold Over a dank and shipwrcck'd sailor-lad, — On whose sad eyelids a faint radiance lay, Robb'd from some little homestead far away. Some silent hearth that wearily would wait, For that faint smile which left it desolate. And hush itself and watch and yearn and pray. Oh ! tenderly she comb'd her locks of gold, Over that gently-sleeping sailor-lad, Stretch'd 'mid the purple dulse and rock- weed cold ; And all the while she sang a ditty sad, To deep division of the wave that roll'd Up to her feet, like a huge snake that springs At two bright butterflies with golden wings : Marinere, O Marinere, Waken, waken ! Sleep-o'ertaken, Look upon me, with no fear, Look, and see, and hear : Underneath the white-tooth'd waves, Sleep your comrades in their caves ; Coral grottoes are their bed. Purple plants stir overhead. All around black weeds are twined, Frozen still without a wind ; And the sea-nymphs in distress Pluck dark flowers all odourless, Growing deep in caverns clear, Gently to bestrew their bier. Under the sea They sleep — ah me ! They have slept for many a year. Marinere, O Marinere, Wake not, wake not. Slumber break not. Close your eyelids with no fear. Do not see, nor hear ! I' ar above the silence deep, W'here your gentle comrades sleep, Rolls the sea and foams the storm. Horrors thicken, terrors swarm, And the sca-nyniphs, lightning-led, Flash about white-garmented ; But below the Storm-god's frown. Sleep the shipwreck'd fathoms down— Ocean-flowers are on the liier, Foam-bells hang in every car 1 Under the sea They sleep — ah me ! They shall ileep for many a yc;ir. 4S THE UNDERTONES. SILENUS. That was the song she sang ? POLYPHEME. It was. But ill Those tender accents fill This rocky breast, whose distant roar Frightens those white waves seaward from the shore. For they trembled, tinkling, twining, For melodious combining, While her yellow locks fell shining To her knees. While the Storm, with bright eyes glistening. Thro' its cloud- veil looking at her, Hung breathlessly and listening On the seas : And in the sun she sat her, Wliile her voice went pitter-patter, Pitter-patter, like the clatter Of bright rain on boughs of trees I Then ho ! with my great stride, Down the steep mountain side, I sprang unto her, with mine arms extended! Her bright locks gleani'd afraid, Like a sunbeam trapt in shade. In my deep shadow, and the music ended : And she rose erect to fly. Panting, moaning, and her cry Met the lifted cry of Ocean, and they blended ! While earth reel'd under, Downward I bore, With step of thunder, On to the shore ; And in shrieking amaze, With eyes fasten'd in fear — Like a star's firm gaze When a cloud draws near — On the horror that came With an eye of flame, She leapt to the water, All woebegone ; And her bright locks shone And tript and distraught her. But the water caught her And push'd her on ! From billow to billow. With wild locks streaming And tangling oft ; From billow to billow. Dark-green, or gleaming Like doves' wings soft, From billow to billow, Panting and screaming. With white hands beaming And waving aloft ! Then, coming hideous On to the tide, I spurn'd the perfidious Foam aside. And follow'd her, dashing Thro' stonn sublime, Flashing, crashing, Splashing-splashing On the seaweed's slippery slime ! The billows clomb up. With flash of foam up. My loins and thighs ; Till they gleam' d and fleam'd. With clangor and anger, And around me upstream'd W.th their wild white eyes ! Till panting, choking, Dripping and soaking. With nostrils smoking, I halted, spitting, Spurting, chin-deep, And saw her sitting Where gulls were flitting Far out on the deep ; And all around her with gentle motion One smooth soft part of the murmurous ocean Had gone to sleep ! Then waving her hands. And shaking her locks. To the ocean sands. To the purple rocks Under the foam, To the sea-caves brovim. She sank to her home, Down ! down ! do'Am ! down I And the sea grew black In her shining track, . nd the waters green Darken'd afar ; And the one thing seen Was the steadfast star Of my round Eye red, Rolling immense With a pain intense In my rocky head, IVIid the white foam wreathing Aroimd wind-led. And the great sea seething POLYPHEME'S PASSION. 49 Down to deep breathing, Like a monster panting, on its sandy bed ! SILENUS. Most musical Cyclops ! POLYPHEME. Hush ! — Unto the beach I wearily strode, with great headbow'd, and dragg'd Foot-echoes after me ; and with no speech, On yonder shore, weedy andwetandcragg'd, I stood, and in an agony of pain Look'd out with widening eyeball on the main. Lo ! far away a white wind glided dim O'er the cloud-cover'dbright'ningocean-rim, And violet shadows here and there were trail'd Over the waters : then behold the sun Flasht pale across the waste, and one by one. Like sea-gulls dripping rain, rose ships white-sail' d. All else was silence, save monotonous moan Of the broad-chested billows, till the warm Light kindled all things, and I loomed alone — The one huge cloud remaining of the storm ; And in the awfulness of that strange hour A change came over my big throbbing breast, And the soft picture of the calm had power To move my mountainous bulk with vague- unrest ! — SILENUS. Weep not, O Cyclops — lest thy tears should roll Down oceanward and brain the grazing sheep ! POLYPHEME. Ay me, ay me, the passion in my soul ! Ay me, her glory haunts me, and I weep ! — O, I would give away the world to be As soft, as sweet, as'fleecy-limb'd as she. As liny and as tender and as white As her mild loveliness ! With two soft eyes such as mere men possess, Two pretty little dewy eyes, that might Interpret me aright ! SILENUS. Amazement ! — Polypheme, whom vast Pos- eidon SpawTi'd upon Thoosi in the salted brine, Thouwho canst strangle fleets, andsit astride on /Etna and roar thine origin divine ! Wrong not thyself, thy beauty, and thy sire ! See ! where thy mighty shadow stretches wide Down the steep mountain side, And see ! that eyeball of immortal fire ! Had wanton Helen, Paris' love-sick toy, Beheld thee, Polypheme, Hill-haunting Echo had not found a theme In rain and the ten years' war of Troy ! And is it so? POLYPHEME. SILENUS. By (Janymede bright eyed. By— by— POLYPHEME. Enough — let us return. I stood, When she had flown, in meditative mood ; Then, raising up my resinous hands, I cried: • O thou from whose huge loins I darkling came. King of all ocean and its wondrous races. Return, return, the nymph to my embraces, Or, thro' thy lips ooze-dripping, name her name ! ' And o'er the sands did a low murmur creep. Whispering ' Galatea ; ' and, deep-pain'd, I vaguely knew, like one who dreams in sleep. She was a goddess of the sacred deep. Not to be lightly woo'd or roughly gain'd. SILENUS. pitiful ! and you — POLYPHEME. In the dim birth Of the strange love that stirs my hid blood's fountains. As unborn earthquakes trouble springs in mountains, 1 look'd abroad upon the fair green earth ; And lo, all things that lived, all things tliat stirr'd. Unto the very daisy closing up In my great shade its crimson-tipped cup. And the small lamlis, and every little bird Scem'd to abhor and dread, avoid and fear me ; E 5° THE UNDERTONES. And in an agony of hate for all, I cried ' How can a thing so sweet, so small, So gentle, love me— or be happy near me ? ' Whereon I sadly clomb the cliffs and made A looking-glass of yonder ocean, where Startled by my long shade The silver-bellied fishes rose afraid ; But with a lover's hand I smooth'd my hair To sleekness, parting it with care, And husht the rugged sorrow of my brow- Then, stooping softly o'er the dimpled mirror, I shaped my face to a sweet smile— as now ! SILENUS. O agony ! help, help, ye gods ! O terror 1 Hide me ! POLYPHEME. What ails thee ? Ha 1 SILENUS. O Ocean's child — Cyclops ! My heart, with admiration rent, Fainted and cried with its deep ravishment Because you look'd so beauteous when you smiled 1 POLYPHEME. Tl -ou liest ! — and (ay me", you shrunk in fear As silly younglings shrink at something hateful ; Yet tremble not : — to a lorn lover's ear, Ev'en flattery so base as thine is grateful. Ay me, ay me — I am A great sad mountain in whose depths doth roam My small soul, wandering like a gentle lamb That bleats from place to place and has no home ; But prison'd among rocks Can just behold afar A land where honey-flowing rivers are Andgentle shepherds withtheirgentle flocks: For even so my timid soul looks round On beauteous living things— that creep and seem, To this vast Eye, like insects on the ground — From whose companionship 'tis shut and bound Within this mountain of a Polypheme ! SILENUS. Most melancholy Cyclops, be consoled ! POLYPHEME. My heart is like those blubbery crimson blots That float on the dank tide in oozy spots ; It is as mild as patient flocks in fold. I am as lonely as the snowy peak Of Dardanos, and, like an eagle, Love Stoops o'er me, helpless, from its eyrie above. And grasps that lamb, my Soul, within its beak. Nay, on the margin of the waters where She comes and goes hke a swift gull, I sit Above these flocks, and rake my little wit To pipe upon the misty mountain air Ditties as tender as a shepherd man, Perch'd on a litde hillock, half asleep, Surrounded by his silly stainless sheep. Pipes with mild pleasure and no definite plan In fields Arcadian. \_He sings. White is the little hand of Galatea, That combs her yellow locks with dainty care ; Bright is the fluttering hand of Galatea, When tangled, like a dove, in sunny hair. Sweet is Galatea — sweet is Galatea — Ay, so sweet ! Complete is Galatea, from her feathery fingers fair To her small white mice of feet ! The billows huge and hoar cease to rumble and to roar. When the white hands wave above them, like doves that shine and soar. And, as gentle, from the shore, I adore, and implore Galatea ! Ho, that these limbs were meet for Galatea With soft pink kisses sweetly to enfold ! Ho, had I two small eyes, that Galatea Might there my gentle gentle heart behold ! Dear is Galatea — dear is Galatea — Ay, so dear ! No peer has Galatea, but her bosom is so cold And her eyes so full of fear ! When the great seas wildly rise, there is terror in her eyes. And she trembles in sweet wonder, like a bird that storms surprise, — .And before my tender cries, and my sighs, swiftly flies Galatea ! POLYPHEME'S PASSION. 51 Under the white sea-storm sits Galatea, While overhead the sea-birds scream in flocks, In deep green darkness sitteth Galatea, Combing out sunshine from her golden locks ! Fair sits Galatea— fair sits Galatea- Ay, so fair 1 Ho, there sits Galatea, in the shade of purple rocks, Mid the fountain of her hair 1 Ho, would I were the waves, on whose crest the tempest raves, So might I still the tempest that my raging bulk outbraves. For the dark-green stillness laves, and en- slaves, and encaves Galatea I SILENUS. Comfort, O Cyclops, comfort ! There is sure Some remedy for such a wound as this : Red wine, I say again : the plump God's kiss Is sweeter far than honey, rich and pure. POLYP HEME. Alas, not he whose temples Artemis Bound with weird herbs and poison-snakes that hiss But stmg not— wise Asclepios— could cure ! For evermore, Silenus, when my brain Lies in a dream just conscious of its pain, And my full heart throbs tenderly and rock- ingly, Far out upon the bosom of the main She flashes up, green-kirtled, and laughs mockingly. Thrice has her smile enticed me to the chin Thro' the great waves that round me bite and bark, And gleam'd away and left me in the dark. Alas, that I must woo and never win ! Mas. that I am foul while she is fair ! Alas, that this red Eye, my only one, Like a brown lizard looking on the sun, Turns green in her bright mist of yellow hair 1 SILENUS. Majestic f yclops ! Heir of the huge Sea ! God-hke,— like those great heavens that oversheen us ! One-eyed, like the bright Day ! Wilt thou by me. Thy servant, be advised ? POLYPIIEME. Speak on, Silf^nus. SILENUS. Behold ! Beneath the many-tinctured west hid, Fades Phoibos crimson-crested, And the faint image of his parting light On the deep Sea broad-breasted Fades glassily ; while down the mountain height Behind us, slides the purple shadow'd Night. Come in ! — and from your cellar iced by sprmgs Drag forth the god of wine, And listen to him as he chirps and sings His songs delicious, dulcet, and divine : Throned in the brain, magnificently wise, And blowing warmly out thro' kindled eyes All vapours vapid, vague, and vain. Seek the god's counsel, Cyclops, I beseech thee ; 'Tis he alone, if once his magic reach thee, Can cure Love's panting heat or shivering pain. POLYPHEME. He cannot make me fair ! SILENUS. Phoo ! — He will teach thee To lift thy dreamy gaze from the soft sod, And rise erect, big-hearted, self-reliant. On .Etna's horn— with leathern lungs de- fiant — No minnow-hearted grampus of a god ! And— then in the quick flush and exultation Of that proud inspiration. Wine in his nostrils, Polypheme will be In Polypheme's own estimation A match for any girl on land or sea. Then, furiously, gloriously rash. Grasp Opportunity, that, passing by On the sheet-lightning with a moment's flash, Haunts us for ever with its meteor eye ; And— grasp the thing thou pantest for in vain. Ay, hold her fast, and for a space entreat her — But, if she still be deaf to thy sad pain, Why, hearken to the mad god in thy brain, And make a meal of trouble — that is, cat her! C2 THE UNDERTONES. XI. PENELOPE. Whither, Ulysses, whitherdost thouroam, Rolled round with wind-led waves that ren- der dark The smoothly-spinning circle of the sea ? Lo, Troy has fallen, fallen like a tower, And the mild sunshine of degenerate days Sleeps faintly on its ruins. One by one, Swift as'the sparkle of a star, the ships Have dipt up moistly from the under-world, And plumed warriors, standing in their prows, Stretching out arms to wives and little ones That crowd with seaward faces on the beach. Have flung their armour off and leapt and swam Ere yet the homeward keels could graze the sand. And these — the gaunt survivors of thy peers — Have landed, shone upon by those they love. And faded into happy happy homes ; While I, the lonely woman, hugging close The comfort of thine individual fame, Still wait and yearn and wish towards the sea ; And all the air is hollow of my joy : The seasons come and go, the hour-glass runs, The day and night come punctual as of old ; But thy deep strength is in the solemn dawn, And thy proud step is in the plumed noon. And thy grave voice is in the whispering eve ; And all the while, amid this dream of thee, In restless resolution oceanward, I sit and ply my sedentary task. And feir that I am lonelier than I know. Yea, love, I am alone in all the world, The past grows dark upon me where I wait, With eyes that hunger seaward and a cheek Grown like thesamplercoarse-complexioned. For in the shadow of thy coming home I sit and weave a weary housewife's web, Pale as the silkworm in the cone ; all day I sit and weave this weary housewife's web. And in the night with fingers swift as frost Unweave the wear>' labour of the day. Behold how I am mock'd 1 — Suspicion Mumbles my name between his toothless gums; And while I ply my sedentary task, They come to me, mere men of hollow clay, Gross-mouth'd and stain'd with wine they come to me. And whisper odious comfort, and upbraid The love that follows thee where.' er thou art. That follows, and perchance, with thy moist cheek. Dips on the dozy bottom of the world. They come, Ulysses, and they seek to rob Thy glory of its weaker wearier half. Tliey tell me thou art dead ; nay, they have brought To these cnld ears that bend above the web Whispers that thou, no wiser than thy peers. Hast pluckt upon the windy plain of Troy A flower thou shrinest in a distant land, A chamber'd delicacy drowsy-eyed. Pink-lidded, wanton, like the queen who witch'd The fatal apple out of Paris' palm. And I— and I— ah me, I rise my height, In matron majesty that melts in tears. And chide them from me wdth a tongue that long Hath lost the trick of chiding : what avails ? They heed me not, rude men, they heed me not ; And he thou leftest here to guard me well. He, the old man, is helpless, and his eyes Are yellow with the money-minting lie That thou art dead. O husband, what avails? They gather on me, till the sense grows cold And huddles in upon the steadfast heart ; And they have dragged a promise from my lips To choose a murderer of my love for thee. To choose at will from out the rest one man To slay me with his kisses in the dark, Whene'er the weary web at which I work Be woven : so, all day, I weave the web ; And in the night with fingers like a thief's Unweave the silken sorrow of the day. The years wear on. Telemachus, thy son, Grows sweetly to the height of all thy hope : More woman-like than thee, less strong of hmb, Net worthy thee ; and likest thy grave mood, PENELOPE. S3 When, in old time, among these fields, thine eye Would kindle on a battle far away. And thy proud nostrils, drinking the mild breath Of tanned haycocks and of slanted sheaves. Swell suddenly, as if a trumpet spake. Hast thou forgotten how of old he loved To toy with thy great beard, and sport with thee. And how, in thy strong grasp, he leapt and seem'd A lambkin dandled in a lion's paw ? But change hath come, Troy is an old wife's tale, And sorrow stealeth early on thy son. Whom sojourn with my weeping woman- hood Hath taught too soon a young man's gentls- ness. Behold now, how his burning boy-face turns With impotent words beyond all blows of arm On those rude men that rack thy weary wife ! Then turns to put his comfort on my cheek, While sorrow brightens round him — as the grey Of heaven melts to silver round a star ! Return, Ulysses, ere too late, too late : Return, immortal warrior, return : Return, return, and end the weary web ! For day by day I look upon the sea And watch each ship that dippeth like a gull Across the long straight line afar away Where heaven and ocean meet ; and when the winds Swoop to the waves and lift them by the hair, And the long storm-roar gathers, on my knees I pray for thee. Lo, even now, the deep Is g irrulous of thy vessel tempest-tost ; And on the treeless upland gray-eyed March, With blue and humid mantle backward blown, Plucks the first primrose in a blustering wind. The keels are wheel'd unto the ocean sand And eyes look outward for the homeward bound. And not a marinere, or man or boy, Scum'd and salt-blooded from the boisterous sea, Touches these shores, but straight 1 summon him, And bribe with meat and drink to tell good news, And question him of thee. But what avails ? Thou wanderest ; and my love sits all alone Upon the threshold of an empty hall. My very heart has grown a timid mouse, Peeping out, fearful, when the house is still. Breathless I hsten thro' the breathless dark, And hear the cock counting the leaden hours, And, in the pauses of his cry, the deep Swings on the fiat sand with a hollow clang ; And, pale and burnhrg-eyed, I fall asleep When, with wild hair, across the weary wave Stares the sick Dawn that brings thee not to me. Ulysses, come ! Ere traitors leave the mark Of spread wine-dripping fingers on the smooth And decent shoulders that now stoop for thee ! I am not young or happy as of old, When, awed by thy male strength, my face grew dark At thy grave footfall, with a serious joy, Or when, with blushing backward-looking face, I came a bride to thine inclement realm, Trembling and treading fearfully on flowers. I am not young and beauteous as of old ; And much I fear that when we meet thy face May startle darkly at the work of years, And turn to hide a disappointed pang, And then, with thy grave pride, subdue itself Into such pity as is love stone-dead. But thou, thou too, art old, dear lord — thy hair Is threaded with the silver foam — thy heart Is weary from the blows of cruel years ; And there is many a task thy wife can do To soothe thy sunset season and make calm Thy journey down the slow descent to Sleep. Return, return, Ulysses, ere I die ! Upon this desolate, desolate strand I wait. Wearily stooping o'er the weary web — An alabaster woman, whose fix'd eyes Stare seaward, whether it be storm or calm. And ever, evermore, as in a dream, 54 THE UNDERTONES. I see thee gazing hither from thy ship In sunset regions where the still seas rot, And stretching out great arms whose shadows fall Gigantic on the glassy purple sea ; And ever, evermore, thou lingerest, And evermore thy coming far away Aches on the burning heartstrings, — ever- more Tliou comest not, and I am tired and old. XII. SAPPHO : On the Leucadian Rock. O SWEET, sweet, sweet ! While the Moon, with her dove's eyes fair, And her beautiful yellow hair, And the Sea-Snake coiling round her sil- vern feet, Walk'd dumbly up above in the jewell'd air Waving her luminous wings, To sit upon this crag above ihe sea Clasp'd close, so close, to thee, Pale with much yearning, while the mur- murings Of the great waters seem'd to waft to me The name of Phaon, To whisDer Phaon, Phaon, Phaon, Phaon, Phaon, with deep intonin •, Hushfully, hushfully moaning I 2. O bliss, bliss, bliss ! Though the Moon look'd pale in the sky, On thy passionate heart to lie. To cling to thy burning lips with kiss on kiss. Faintly watching the butterfly stars swim by In the track of that qu'^ienly Moon ; And in a dream, clasp'd close, so close, to thee. To list and seem to be A portion of the faint monotonous tune Made for its mistress by the serpent sea, That whisper'd Phaon, Phaon, Phaon, Phaon, Phaon, Phaon, Phaon, while Dian darken- ing Stoop'd hushfully, hushfully, harkening I O pain, pain, pain ! While the Moon, in a sky as clear As of old, walks on, and I hear Her palpitating foot on the living main. While, under her feet, the green sea-snake creeps near Hissing with scales that gleam. To stand upon this crag beside the sea And dream, and dream, of thee — With clench'd white hands, set teeth, and robes that stream Behind me in the wind, while audibly The waves moan Phaon, Shriek Phaon, Phaon, Phaon, Phaon, Phaon, Phaon,with deep intoning, Mournfully, mournfully, moaning 1 O rest, rest, rest ! — While the Moon with her virgin light Thro' eternities of night Dumbly paces on to the east from the west, — To mingle with the waves that under the height Murmur along the shore, To mix my virgin love, my agony. Into the serpent sea That Dian seeks to silence evermore. To cling to those white skirts and moan of thee, O Phaon, Phaon, Restless for love of Phaon, Phaon, Pliaon, Phaon, with ceaseless motion Soothed by the soother of Ocean ! Xlll. THE SYREN. Ah, kiss me. Sweetest, while on yellow sand Murmurs the breaking billow. And smoothe my silken ringlets with thy hand. And make my breast thy pillow ; And clasp me. Dearest, close to Mp and cheek And bosom softly sighing. While o'er the green sea, in one orange streak. The summer day is dying ! Kiss, kiss, as one that presses to his mouth A vine-bunch bursting mellow, THE SYREN. SS In this lone islet of the sleepy south Fringed with smooth sands yellow : A twilight of fresh leaves endusks us round, Flowers at our feet are springing, And wave on wave breaks smoothly to the sound Of my sweet singing ! EUMOLPUS. Is it the voice of mine own Soul I hear ? Or some white sybil of the sphered ocean ? And are these living limbs that lie so near. Stirring around me withia serpent-motion? Is this a tress of yellow yellow hair, Around my finger in a ring enfolden? Whose face is this, so musically fair. That swoons upon my ken thro' vapours golden ? What sad song withers on the odorous air ? Where am I, where? Where is my country and that vision olden? THE SYKEN. I sang thee hither in thy bark to land With deftly warbled measure, I wove a witch's spell with fluttering hand. Till thou wert drunken, Dearest, with much pleasure. At hush of noon I had thee at my knee, And round thy finger pink I wound a curl, And singing smiled beneath with teeth of pearl, Of what had been, what was, and wliat should be Sang dying ditties three ! And lo ! thy blood was ravish'd with the theme, And lo ! thy face was pale with drowsy dream. While stooping low, with rich lips tremulous, I kiss thee thus !— and thus ! EUMOLPUS. Thy kisses trance me to a vision wan Of what hath been and neverm re will be. O little fishing-town Sicilian, I can behold thee sitting by the sea ! O little red-tiled town wht re I was born ! O days ere yet 1 sail'd from mortal ken ! Why did I launch ujion the deep forlorn. Nor fish in shallow pools with simple men? It was a charm ; for while I rockt at ease Within our little bay, There came a melody across the seas From regions far away ; And ah ! 1 fell into a swooning sleep. And all the world had changed before I knew, — And I awoke upon a glassy deep With not a speck of land to break the view, And tho' 1 was alone, I did not weep, For I was singing too 1 I sang ! I sang ! and with mine oarskepttime Unto the rude sweet rhyme, And went a-sailing on into the west Blown on by airs divine, Singing for ever on a wild-eyed quest For that immortal minstrel feminine ; And night and day went past, until I lost All count of time, yet still did melodise ; And sun and stars beheld me from their skies ; And ships swam by me, from whose decks storm-tost Rude seamen gazed with terror-glazed eyes. And still I found not her for whom I sought. Yet smiled without annoy, To ply the easy oar, and take no thought, And sing, was such sweet joy ! — Then Tempest came, and to and from the sky I rose and fell in that frail bark of mine, While the snake Lightning, with its blank bright eye. Writhed fierily in swift coils serpentine Along the shppery brine ; And there were days when dismal sobbing Rain Made melancholy music for the brain. And hours when I shriek'd out and wept in woe Prison'd about by chilly still affright, Whileall around dropt hushed flakes of Snow Melting and mingliny down blue chasms of night. Yet evermore, I heard that voice sublime Twining afar its weirdly v/oven song, And ev r, ever more, mine oars kept time, And evermore I uttered in song My yearnings sad or merry, faint orstrong. Ah me ! my love for her afar away. My yearning and my Ijurning night and day ! In dreams alone, I met her in still lands, And knelt in tears before her. And could not sing, but only wring mine hands, Adore her and implore her 1 56 THE UNDERTONES. She glisten'd past me as a crane that sails Above the meeting of the ocean-gales, With waft of broad slow wing to regions new ; And tho' I foUow'd her from place to place, She held her veil dew-spangled to her face, And I could merely feel her eyes of blue Steadfastly gazing thro' ! Wherefore my heart had broken quite, — but then I would awake again, — To see the oily water steep'd in rest While, glistering in many-colour'd flakes Harming me not, lay brooding on its breast Leviathan and all the ocean-snakes. And on the straight faintstreakafartheround Moist eye of morning lookt thro' dewy air, And all was still, a joyous calm profound, — And I would break the charm with happy sound To find the world so fair ! And lo ! I drank the rain-drops and was glad, And smote the birdof ocean down and ate ; And ocean harm'd me not, and monsters sad That people ocean and the desolate Abysses spared me, — charmed by the song warbled wildly as I went along. Yet day and night sped on, and I grew old Before I knew ; and lo ! My hands were wither'd, on my bosom cold There droopt a beard of snow, — And raising hands I shriek'd, I cried a curse On that weird voice that twined me from home ; And echoes of the awful universe Answer'd me ; and the deep with lips of foam Mock'dmeand spat upon me; and the things That people ocean rose and threaten'd ill. Yea also air-born harpies waving wings, Because I could not sing to charm them still. I was alone, the shadow of a man. Haunting the trackless waste of waves forlorn. Blown on by pitiless rains and vapours wan, Plaining for that small town Sicilian, Where, in the sweet beginning, I was bom I THE SYREN. Ah, weep not, Dearest ! lean upon my breast. While sunset darkens stilly. And Dian poises o'er the slumberous west Her silver sickle chilly ; The eyes of heaven are opening, the leaves Fold dark and dewy round the closing roses, In lines of foam the breaking billow heaves, Each thing that gladdens and each thing that grieves Dip slow to sweet reposes. EUMOLPUS. O voice that lured me on, I know thee now ! O melancholy eyes, how bright ye beam ! kiss, thy touch is dewy on my brow ! Sweet Spirit of my dream ! THE SYREN. Name thy love, and I am she. Name thy woe, and look on me, Name the weary melody That led thee hither o'er the sea, — Then call to mind my ditties three Ofwhathathbeen, whatis, and whatshallbe ! EUMOLPUS. Ah woe ! ah woe ! 1 see thee and I clasp thee, and I know ! Sing to me. Sweetest, while the shadows grow — Sing low ! sing low ! Oh, sweet were slumber now, at last, at last. For I am sick of wandering to and fro, And ah ! my singing-days are nearly pass'd — Sing low ! sing low ! sing low ! THE SYREN. Love with wet cheek, Joy with red lips apart, Hope with her blue eyes dim from looking long. Ambition with thin hand upon his heart — Of which shall be the song ? Of one, of one. Who loved till life was done. For life with him was loving, tho" she slew his love with wrong. Then, on a winter day. When all was lost and his young brow was grray, He knelt before an Altar piled proud With bleached bones and fruits and garlands gay. And cried aloud : — THE SYREN. 57 ' Have I brought Joy, and slain her at thy feet? Have I brought Peace, for thy cold kiss to kill, Have I brought Youth crowned with wild- flowers sweet, With sandals dewy from a morning hill, For thy gray solemn eyes to fright and chill ? Have I brought Scorn the pale and Hope the fleet, And First-Love in her lily winding-sheet ? And art thou pitiless still ? O Poesy, thou nymph of fire, Grandest of that fair quire Which in the dim beginning stoop'd and fell,— So beauteous yet so awful, standing tall Upon the mountain-tops where mortals dwell. Seeing strange visions of the end of all, And pallid from the white-heat glare of Hell ! Is there no prophecy, far-seeing one. To seal upon these lips that yearn to sing ? Can nought be gain'd again? can nought be won ? Is there no utterance in this suffering, Is there no voice for any human thing?' Then, smiling in the impotence of pain. His sweet breath at the Altar did he yield, — While she he loved, afar across the main, Stoop'd down to breaka weary people's chain, And crown a hero on a battle-field ! EUMOLPUS. EUMOLPUS. Ah no ! ah no ! So sad a theme is too much woe ! Sing to me sweetlier, since thou lovest me so - Sing low ; sing low ! THE SYREN. Sisters we, the syrens three. Fame and Love and Poesy ! In the solitude we sit, On the mountain-tops we flit, From the islands of the sea Luring man with melody ; Sisters three we seem to him Foating over waters dim, — Syrens, syrens three, are we — Fame and Love and Poesy ! Ah woe ! ah woe ! That is the song I heard so long ago ! That is the song That lured me long : Those were the three 1 saw, with arms of snow And ringlets waving yellow, beckoning, While on the violet deep I floated slow, With little heart to sing ; And lo ! they faded as I leapt to lana. And their weird music wither'd on the air. And I was 13'ing drowsy on the sand Smiling and toying with thy yellow hair ! THE SYREN. Sisters we, the syrens three, Fame and Love and Poesy, Sitting singing in the sun, While the weary marinere Passes on or faints in fear, — • Sisters three, yet only one, When he cometh near ! Charmed sight and charmiJd sound Hover quietly around, Mine are dusky bowers and deep, Closed lids and balmy sleep. Kisses cool for fever'd cheeks and warmth for eyes that weep ! EUMOLPUS. Sing low 1 sing low ! Thou art more wondrous fair than mortals know. Bringest thou. Beautiful, or peace or woe ? Close up each eyelid with a warm rich kiss And let me listen while the sunlights go. I cannot bear a time so still as this. Unbroken by thy voice's fall and flow. Sing to me. Beautiful ! Sing low, sing low, sing low ! THE SYREN. Love with wet cheek, Joy with red lips apart, Hope with her blue eyes dim from looking long. Ambition with thin hand upon his heart — Of which shall be the song ? Ah, woe ! ah, woe ! For Love is dead and wintry winds do blow. Yea, Love is dead ; and by her fuiu-ral bier Ambition gnaws the lip and sheds no tear ; ss THE UNDERTONES. And in the outer chamber Hope sits wild, Watching the. faces in the fire and weeping ; And at the threshold Joy the little child With rosy cheeks runs leaping, And stops. — while in the misty distance creeping Down western hills the large red sun sinks slow — To see Death's footprints on the still white snow. Ah, Love has gone, and all the rest must go. Sing low ! sing low ! sing low ! EUMOLPUS. It is a song that slays me. Sing no more. THE SYREN. Ah, Sweet, the song is o'er ! — The ocean-hum is hush'd, 'tis end of day. The long white foam fades faintly, The orange sunset dies into the gray Where star on star swims saintly. Hast thou not sung ? and is not song enough ? Hast thou not loved ? and is not loving all? Art thou not weary of the wayfare rough, Or is there aught of life thou wouldst recall? Ah no, ah no ! The life came sweetly — sweetly let it go ! Mine are dusky bowers and deep, Closed eyes and balmy sleep, Kisses cool for fever'd cheeks and warmth for eyes that weep I EUMOLPUS. Thou art the gentle witch that men call Death 1 Ah, Beauteous, I am weary, and would rest ! THE SYREN. Lie very softly, Sweet, and let thy breath Fade calmly on my breast ! Call me Love or call me Fame, Call me Death or Poesy, Call me by whatever name Seemeth sweetest unto thee : — I anoint thee, I caress thee; With my dark reposes bless thee, I redeem thee, 1 possess thee ! I can never more forsake thee I Slumber, slumber, peacefully. Slumber calm and dream of me, Till I touch thee, and awake thee ! EUMOLPUS. Diviner far than song divine can tell ! Thine eyes are dim with dreams of that awaking ! Yea, let me slumber, for my heart is breaking With too much love. Farewell ! farewell ! farewell ! THE SYREN. Charmed sight and charmed sound Close the weary one around ! Charmed dream of charmed sleep Make his waiting sweet and deep ! Husht be all things ! Let the spell Duskly on his eyelids dwell ! EUMOLPUS. Farewell ! farewell ! farewell 1 THE SYREN. O melancholy waters, softly flow ! O Stars, shine softly, dropping dewy balm! O Moon walk on in sandals white as snow ! O Winds, be calm, be calm ! For he is tired with wandering to and fro, Yea, weary vidth unrest to see and know. O charmed sound That hoverest around ! O voices of the Night ! Sing low ! sing low 1 sing low ! XIV. A VOICE FROM ACADEME. Over this azure poplar glade The sunshine, fainting high above. Ebbs back from woolly clouds that move Like browsing lambs and cast no shade ; And straight before me, faintly seen Thro' emerald boughs that intervene. The visible sun turns white and weaves Long webs of silver thro' the leaves. The grassy sward beneath my foot Is soft as lips of lambs and beeves. How cool those harebells at the root Of yonder tree, that dimly dance Thro' dews of their own radiance ! Yonder I see the river run, Half in the shade, half in the sun ; A VOICE FROM ACADEME— PYGMALION THE SCULPTOR. 59 And as I near its shallow brink The sparkUng minnows, where they lie With silver bellies to the sky, Flash from me in a shower and sink. I stand in shadows cool and sweet. But in the mirror at my feet The heated azure heavens wink. All round about this shaded spot. Whither the sunshine cometh not, Where all is beautiful repose — I know the kindled landskip glows ; And further, flutter golden showers On proud Athenai white with towers, And catching from the murmurous sea, [Stain'd with deep shadows as of flowers And dark'ning down to purple bowers Thro' which the sword-fish darts in glee, ] A strife that cometh not to me. For in this place of shade and sound, Hid from the garish heat around, I feel like one removed from strain And fever of the happy brain — Where thoughts thrill fiery into pain : Like one who, in the pleasant shade The peaceful pulseless dead have made. Walking in silence, just perceives The gaudy world from which he went Subdue itself to his content, Like that white globe beyond the leaves ! XV. PYGMALION THE SCULPTOR. ' Materietn super abat opus.' I. Shadow. Upon the very morn I should have wed Death put his silence in a mourning house ; And, coming fresh from feast, I saw her lie In stainless marriage samite, white and cold, With orange blossoms in her hair, and gleams Of the ungiven kisses of the bride Playing kbout the edges of her lips. Then I, Pygmalion, kiss'd her as she slept, And drew my robe across my face whereon The midnight revel linger'd dark, and pray'd ; And the sore trouble hollow'd out my heart To hatred of a harsh unhallow'd youth As I glode forth. Next, day by day, my soul Grew conscious of itself and of its fief Within the shadow of her grave : therewith, Waken'd a thirst for silence such as dwells Under the ribs of death : whence slowly grew Old instincts that had tranced me to tears In mine unsinew'd boyhood, sympathies Full of faint odours and of music faint Like buds of roses blowing ; — till I felt Her voice come down from heaven on my soul, And stir it as a wind that droppeth down Unseen, unfelt, unheard, until its breath Troubles the shadows in a sleeping lake. And the voice said, ' Pygmalion,' and •Behold,' I answer'd, ' I am here ; ' when thus the voice : ' Put men behind thee — take tliy tools, and choose A block of marble white as is a star. Cleanse it and make it pure, and fashion it After mine image : heal th\self : from grief Comes glory, like a rainbow from a cloud. For surely life and death, which dwell apart In grosser human sense, conspire to make The breathless beauty and eternal joy Of sculptured shapes in stone. Wherefore thy life Shall purify itself and heal itself In the long toil of love made meek by tears.' I barr'd the entrance-door to this my tower Against the hungry world, I hid above The mastiff-murmur of the town, I pray'd In my pale chamber. Then I wrought, and chose A rock of marble white as is a star. And to her silent image fashion'd clay, And purified myself and hcal'd myself In the long toil of love made meek by tears. 2. The Marble Life. The multitudinous light oppress'd me not. But smiled subdued, as a young mother smiles, Wlien fearful lest the sunbeam of the smile Trouble the eyelids of the babe asleep. As Ocean murmurs when the stonn is past And keeps the echoed thunders many days, 6o THE UNDERTONES. My solitude was troublous for a time : Wherefore I should have harden'd ; but the clay Grew to my touch, and brighten'd, and assumed Fantastic images of natural things, Which, melting as the fleecy vapours melt Around the shining cestus of the moon, Made promise of the special shape I loved. Withdrawing back, I gazed. Theunshaped stone Took outline in the dusk, as rocks unhewn Seen from afar thro' floating mountain mists Gather strange forms and human lineaments. And thus mine eye was filled with what I sought As with a naked image, thus I grew Self-credulous of the form the stone would wear, And creeping close I strove to fashion clay After the vision. Day and night, I drew Newcomfortfrommygrief ; my tears became As honey'd rain that makes the woodbine sweet. Until my task assumed a precious strength Wherewith I fortified mine inner ear Against the pleadings of the popular tongue That babbled at my door ; and when there dawn'd A hand as pure as milk and cold as snow, A small white hand, a little radiant hand. That peep'd out perfect from the changing mass. And seem'd a portion of some perfect shape Unfreed, imprison'd in the stone, — I wept Warm tears of utter joy, and kiss'd the hand, As sweet girl-mothers kiss the newly born. Weak as a mother. Then I heard no more The murmurous swarm beneath me, women and men ; But, hoarded in my toil, I counted not The coming and the going of the sun : Save when I swoon'd to sleep before the stone, And dream'd, and dreaming saw the perfect shape Emblazon'd, like the rainbow in a stream, On the transparent tapestry of sleep. Ah me, the joy, the glory, and the dream. When like a living wonder senseless stone Smiles to the beatmg of a heart that hangs Suspended in the tumult of the blood ! To the warm touch of my creating hand The marble was as snow ; and like the snow Whereon the molten sunshine gleams as blood. It soften'd, glow'd, and changed. As one who stands Beneath the cool and rustling dark to watch The shadow of his silently beloved Cross o'er the lighted cottage blind and feel The brightness of the face he cannot see. So stood I, trembling, while the shape unborn Darken' d across the white and milky mass And left the impress of its loveliness To glorify and guide me. As I wrought The Past came back upon me, like the ghost Of the To-Come. Whate'er was pure and white. Soft-shining with a snow-like chastity, Came back from childhood, and from that dim land Which lies behind the horizon of the sense, Felt though forgotten ; vanishings divine Of the strange vapours many-shaped and fair Which moisten sunrise when the eye of heaven Openeth dimly from the underworld : Faint instincts of the helpless babe that smiles At the sweet pictures in its mother's eyes And lieth with a halo round its head Of beauty uncompleted : memories Of young Love's vivid heaven-enthroned light, By whose moist rays the pensive soul of youth Was troubled at the fountains, like a well Wlicrein the mirror'd motion of a star Lies dewy and deep ;— and, amid all, there dwelt A vaguer glory, deeper sense of power, Scarce conscious of itself yet ruling all, Like the hid heart which rocks the jaded blood. Brightens the cheek, throbs music to the brain. Yet dwells within the breast scarce recog- nised, Save when our pulses warn us and in fear We pause to listen. — Even so at times Those visions tranced me to a dumb dismay. And, sudden music thronging in mine cars, PYGMALION THE SCULPTOR. 6l I hcarken'd for that central loveliness Whose magic guided and created all. Then languor balmier than the blood i' the veins When youth and maiden mingle and the moon Breathes on the odorous room wherein they lie Chamber'd as in a folded rose's leaves, Oppress'd me, and a lover's rapture fill'd My soul to swooning. Lo, I kiss'd the stone. And toy'd with the cold hand, and look'd for light In the dim onward-looking marble eyes, And smooth'd the hair until it seeui'd to grow Soft as the living ringlets tingling warm Against a heaving bosom. At her feet I knelt, and tingled to the finger-tips To gaze upon her breathless loveliness — Like one who, shuddering, gazes on a shrine From human eyes kept holy. Then at last , Fair-statured, noble, like an awful thing Frozen upon the very verge of life, And looking back along eternity With rayless eyes that keep the shadow Time, She rose before me in the milky stone, White-limb'd, immortal ; and I gazed and gazed Like one that sees a vision, and in awe Half hides his face, yet looks, and seems to dream. 3. The Sin. Blue night. I threw the lattice open wide, Drinking the odorous air ; and from my height I saw the watch-fires of the town and heard The gradual dying of the murmurous day. Then, as the twilight deepen'd, on her limbs The silver lances of the stars and moon Were shatter'd, and the shining fragments fell Resplendent at her feet. The Cyprian star Quiver'd to liquid emerald where it hung On the ribb'd ledgers of ihe darkening hills, Gazing upon her ; and, as in a dream, Methon^^ht the marble, underneath that look, Stirr'd — like a bank of stainless asphodels Kiss'd into tumult by a wind of light. Whereat there swam upon me utterly A drowsy sense wherein my holy dream Was melted, as a pearl in wine : bright-eyed, Keen, haggard, passionate, with languid thrills Of insolent unrest, I watch'd the stone. And lo, I loved it : not as men love fame. Not as the warrior loves his laurel wreath, But with prelusion of a passionate joy That threw me from the height whereon I stood To grasp at Glory, and in impiousnoss Of sweet communing with some living Soul Chamber'd in that cold bosom. As I gazed, There was a buzz of revel in mine ears, And tinkling fragments of a song of love. Warbled by wantons over wine-cups, swam Wildly within the brain. — Then I was shamed By her pale beauty, and I scorn'd myself. And standing at the lattice dark and cool Watch'd the dim winds of twilight enter in. And draw a veil about that lovehness White, dim, and breathed on by the common air. But, like a snake's moist eye, the dewy star Of lovers drew me ; and I watched it grow Large, soft, and tremulous ; and as I gazed In fascinated impotence of heart, I pray'd the lifeless silence might assume A palpable life, and soften into flesh. And be a beautiful and human joy To crown my love withal ; and thrice the prayer Blacken'd across my pale face with no word. But thro' the woolly silver of a cloud The cool star dripping emerald from the baths Of Ocean brighten'd in upon my tower. And touch'd the marble forehead with a gleam Soft, green, and dewy ; and I said ' the prayer Is heard ! ' The live-long night, the breathless night I waited in a darkness, in a dream. Watching the snowy figure faintly seen. And ofttimes shuddering when I scem'd to sec THE UNDERTONES. Life, like a taper burning in a skull, Gleam thro' the rayless eyes : yea, wearily I hcarken'dthro' the dark and seem'd to hear The low warm billowing of a hving breast, Or the slow motion of anointed hmbs New-stirring into life ; and, shuddering, Fearing the thing I hoped for, awful eyed. On her cold breast I placed a hand as cold And sought a fluttering heart. — But all was still, And chill, and breathless ; and she ga/!cd right on With rayless orbs, normarvell'd at my touch : White, silent, pure, inefl'able, a shape Rebuking human hope, a deathless thing, Sharing the wonder of the Sun who sends His long bright look thro' all futurity. When Shame lay heavy on me, and I hid My face, and almost hated her, my work. Because she was so fair, so human fair, Yea not divinely fair as that pure face Which, when mine hour of loss and travail came. Haunted me, out of heaven. Then the Dawn Stared in upon her : when I open'd eyes. And saw the gradual Dawn encrimson her Like blood that blush'd within her,— and behold She trembled — and I shriek'd I With haggard eyes, I gazed on her, my fame, my work, my love ! Red sunrise mingled with the first bright flush Of palpable life— she trembled, stirr'd, and sigh'd — And the dim blankness of her stony eyes Melted to azure. Then, by slow degrees, She tingled with the warmth of living blood : Her eyes were vacant of a seeing soul. But dewily the bosom rose and fell, The lips caught sunrise, parting, and the breath Fainted thro' pearly teeth. I was as one Who gazes on a goddess serpent-eyed, And cannot fly, and knows to look is death. O apparition of my work and wish ! The weight of awe oppress'd me, and the air Swung as the Sx-as swing around drowning 4. Death in Life. About her brow the marble hair had clung With wavy tresses, in a simple knot Bound up and braided ; but behold, her eyes Droopd downward, as she wonder'd at herself. Then flush'd to see her naked loveliness. And trembled, stooping dovraward ; and the hair Unloosening fell, and brighten'd as it fell. Till gleaming ringlets tingled to the knees And cluster'd round about her where she stood As yellow leaves around a lily's bud, Making a fountain round her such as clips A Naiad in the sunshine, pouring down And throwing moving shadows o'er the floor Whereon she stood and brighten'd. Wondering eyed, With softly heaving breast and outstretch'd arms, Slow as an eyeless man who gropes his way. She thrust a curving foot and touch'd the ground. And stirr'd ; and, downcast-lidded, saw not me. Then as the foot descended with no sound. The whole live blood grew pink within the veins For joy of its own motion. Step by step. She paced the chamber, groping till she gain'd One sunlight-slip that thro' the curtain'd pane Crept slant — a gleaming line on wall and floor ; And there, in light, she pausing sunn'd her- self With half-closed eyes ; while flying gleams of gold Sparkled like flies of fire among her hair, And the live blood show'd brightlier, as wine Gleams thro' a curd-white cup of porcelain. There, stirring not, she paused and sunn'd herself, With drooping eyelids that grew moist and warm. What time, withdrawn into the further dark, I watch'd her, nerveless, as a murderer stretch'd Under a nightmare of the murder' d man. PYGMALION THE SCULPTOR. 63 And still she, downcast-lidded, saw me not ; But gather'd glory while she sunn'd herself. Drawing deep breath of gladness such as earth Breathes dewily in the sunrise after rain. Then pray'd I, lifting up my voice aloud. ' O apparition of my work and wish ! Thou most divinely fair as she whose face Haunted me, out of heaven ! Raise thine eyes ! Live, love, as thou and I have lived and loved ! Behold me — it is I — Pygmalion. Speak, Psyche, with thy human eyes and lips, Speak, to Pygmalion, with thy human soul ! ' And still she, downcast-lidded, saw me not. But gather'd glory as she sunn'd herself. Yet listen'd murmuring inarticulate speech, Listen'd with ear inclined and fluttering lids, As one who lying on a bed of flowers Hearkeneth to the distant fall of waves. That cometh muffled in the drowsy hum Of bees pavilion'd among roses' leaves Near to the ears that listen. .So she stood And listen'd to my voice, framing her lips After the speech; nay, when the sound had ceased, Still listen'd, with a shadow on her cheek — Like the Soul's Music, when the Soul has fled. Fading upon a dead Musician's face. But, stooping in mine awe, with out- stretch'd arms, I crept to her ; nor stirr'd she, till my breath Was warm upon her neck : then raised she eyes Of dewy azure, ring in ring of blue Less'ning in passionate orbs whereon my face Fell white with yearning wonder ; when a cry Tore her soft lips apart, the gleaming orbs Widen'd to silvery terror, and she fled, With yellow locks that shone and arms that waved, And in the further darkness covver'd and moan'd, Dumb as a ringdove that witli fluttering wings Watches a serpent in t}ie act to spring. Whatfollow'd was a strange and wondrous dream Wherein, half conscious, wearily and long I wooed away her fears with gentle words, Smooth gestures, and sweet smiles, — with kindness such As calms the terror of a new-yean'd lamb, So pure, it fears its shadow on the grass ; And all the while thick pulses of my heart Throng'd hot in ears and eyelids, — for my Soul Seem'd swooning, deaden'd in the sense, like one Who sinks in snows, and sleeps, and wakes no more. Yet was I conscious of a hollow void, A yearning in the tumult of the blood, Her presence fill'd not, quell'd not ; and I search'd Her eyes for meanings that they harbour'd not. Her face for beauty that disturb'd it not. 'Twas Psyche's face, and yet 'twas not her face, A face most fair, yet not so heavenly fair, As hers who, when my time of travail came. Haunted me, out of heaven. For its smile Brought no good news from realms beyond the sun. The lips framed heavenly nor human speech, And to the glorious windows of the eyes No Soul clomb up — to look upon the stars. And search thevoid for glimpses of the peaks Of that far land of morning whence it comes. Then, further, I was conscious that my face Had luU'd her fears ; that close to me she came Tamer than beast, and toy'd with my great beard. And murmur'd sounds like prattled infants' speech. And yielding to my kisses kissed again. Whereat, in scorn of my pale Soul, I cried, ' Here will I feast in honour of this night ! ' And spread the board with meats and fruits and wine. And drew the curtain with a wave of arm Bidding the sunlight welcome : lastly, snatch'd A purple robe of richness from the wail, 64 THE UNDERTONES. And flung it o'er her while she kiss'd and smiled, Girdling the waist with clasp and cord of gold. Then sat we, side by side. She, queenly stoled, Amid the gleaming fountain of her hair, With liquid azure orbs and rosy lips Gorgeous with honey'd kisses ; I, like a man Who loves fair eyes and knows they are a fiend's, And in them sees a heav'n he knows is hell. For, like a glorious feast, she ate and drank, Staining her lips in crimson wine, and laugh'd To feel the vinous bubbles froth and burst In veins whose sparking blood was meet to be A spirit's habitation. Cup on cup I drain'd in fulness — careless as a god — A haggard bearded head upon a breast In tumult like a sun-kist bed of flowers. But ere, suffused with light, the eyes of Heaven Widen'd to gaze upon the white-arm'd Moon, Stiller than stone we reign'd there, side by side. Yea, like a lonely King whose Glory sits Beside him, — impotent of life but fair, — Brightly apparelled I sat above The tumult of the town, as on a throne, Watching her wearily ; while far away The sunset dark'd like dying eyes that shut Under the waving of an angel's wing. 5. Shadow. Thkee days and nights the vision dwelt with me. Three days and nights we dozed in dreadful state, Look'd piteously upon by sun and star ; But the third night there pass'd a homeless sound Across the city underneath my tower, And lo ! there came a roll of muffled wheels, A shrieking and a hurrying to and fro Beneath, and I gazed forth. Then far below I heard the people shriek ' A pestilence ! ' But, while they shriek'd, they carried forth their Dead, And flung them out upon the common ways, And moaning fled : while far across the hills A dark and brazen sunset ribb'd with black Glared, like the sullen eyeballs of the plague, I turn'd to her, the partner of my height : She, with bright eyeballs sick with wine, and hair Gleaming in sunset, on a couch asleep. And lo ! a horror lifted up my scalp. The pulses plunged upon the heart, and fear Froze my wide eyelids. Peacefully she lay In purple stole array'd, one little hand Bruising the downy cheek, the other still Clutching the dripping goblet, and the light, With gleams of crimson on the ruinous hair. Spangling a blue-vein'd bosom whence the robe Fell back in rifled folds ; but dreadful change Grew pale and hideous on the waxen face. And in her sleep she did not stir, nor dream. Therefore, it seem'd. Death pluck' d me by the sleeve, And, sweeping past, with lean forefinger touch'd The sleeper's brow and smiled ; when, shrinking back, I turn'd my face away, and saw afar The brazen sullen sunset ribb'd with black Glare on her, like the eyeballs of the plague ! O apparition of my work and wish ! Shrieking I fled, my robe across my face, And left my glory and my woe behind, And sped, thro' pathless woods, o'er moon- lit peaks, Toward sunrise ; — nor have halted since that hour, But wander far away, a homeless man, Prophetic, orphan'd both of name and fame. Nay, like a timid Phantom evermore I come and go with haggard warning eyes ; And some, that sit with lemans over wine, Or dally idly with the glorious hour. Turn cynic eyes away and smile aside ; And some are saved because they see me pass. And, shuddering, yet constant to their task, Look up for comfort to the silent Ftars. ANTONY IN A RMS -FINE WEATHER ON THE DIGENTIA. 65 XVI. ANTONY IN ARMS. Lo, we are side by side !— One dark arm furls Around me like a serpent warm and bare ; The other, lifted 'mid a gleam of pearls, Holds a full golden goblet in the air : Her face is shining through her cloudy curls With light that makes me drunken un- aware, And with my chin upon my breast I smile Upon her, darkening inward all the while. And thro' the chamber curtains, backward roll'd By spicy winds that fan my fever' d head, I see a sandy flat slope yellow as gold To the brown banks of Nilus wrinkling red In the slow sunset ; and mine eyes behold The West, low down beyond the river's bed. Grow sullen, ribb'd with many a brazen bar. Under the white smile of the Cyprian star. A bitter Roman vision floateth black Before me, in my dizzy brain's despite ; The Roman armour brindles on my back, My swelling nostrils drink the fumes of fight : But then, she smiles upon me !— and I lack The warrior will that frowns on lewd delight, And, passionately proud and desolate, I smile an answer to the joy I hate. Joy coming uninvoked, asleep, awake. Makes sunshine on the grave of buried powers ; Ofttimcs I wholly loathe her for the sake Of manhood slipt away in easeful hours : But from her lips mild words and kisses break. Till I am like a ruin mock'd with flowers ; I think of Honour's face— then turn to hers— Dark, like the splendid shame that she con- fers. Lo, how her dark arm holds me !— I am bound By the soft touch of fingers light as leaves : ' I dr.ig my face aside, but at the sound I Of her low voice I turn— and she perceives The cloud of Rome upon my face, and round Jly neck she twines her odorous arms and grieves. Shedding upon a heart as soft as they Tears 'tis a hero's task to kiss away ! And then she loosens from me, trembling stin Like a bright throbbing robe, and bids me ' go ! ' — When pearly tears her drooping eyelids fill. And her swart beauty whitens into snow ; And lost to use of life and hope and wiD, I gaze upon her with a warrior's woe, And turn, and watch hersidelonginannoy Then snatch her to me, fiush'd with shame and joy ! Once more, O Rome ! I would be son of thine — This constant prayer my chain'd soul ever saith — I thirst for honourable end— I pine Not thus to kiss away my mortal breath. But comfort such as this may not be mine— I cannot even die a Roman death : I seek a Roman's grave, a Roman's rest — But, dying, I would die upon her breast ! XVIL FINE WEATHER Oi\ THE DIGENTIA. HORATIUS COGITABUNUUS. I. Favonius changes with sunny kisses The spring's ice-fetters to bands of flowers, And the deli. ate Graces, those thin-skinn'd Misses, Are beginning to dance with the rosy Hours ; The Dryades, feehng the breeze on their bosoms, Thro' tuby branches are blowing out blos- soms ; The naked Naiad of every poo!. Lest the sunshine should drive her to playing the fool. Lies full length in the water and keeps her- self cool ; F 66 UNDERTONES. Pan is piping afar, 'mid the trees, His ditty dies on the dying breeze. While a wood-nyraph leaneth her head on his knees, In a dream, in a dream, with her wild eyes ghstening, Her bosom throbbing, her whole soul list- ening ! In fact, 'tis the season of billing and cooing, Amorous flying and fond pursuing, Kissing, and pressing, and mischief-doing ; And pleasant it is to take one's tipple In the mild warm breath of the spicy South, And deftly to fasten one's lips to the mouth Of a flasket warmer than Venus' nipple i Pleasant, pleasant, at this the season When folly is reason and reason treason, When nought is so powerful near or far As the palpitating Titillating Twinkle, twinkle, of the Cyprian star ! But what has a shaky quaky feUow, Full of the sunshine but over-meUow, To do with the beautiful Lesbian C^iueen, The pink-eyed precious with locks of yellow. The goddess of twenty and sweet eighteen. Whose double conquest o' er Pride and Spleen In the Greek King's bed put a viper green Anddarken'd the seas with the Grecian force? Nothing, of course ! Well, even I have of joy my measure And can welcome the newborn Adonis with pleasure ; For since at Philippi, worst of scrapes, I saved my skin for the good of the nation. And made my pious asseveration To scorn ambition and cultivate grapes, I've found by a curious convolution Of physical ailments and heavenly stars, And of wisdom wean'd on the blood -milk of Mars, That my pluckissurpass'd by my elocution — And learnt, in fine, That rosy wine And sunshine agree with my constitution ! {Bibit.) 3- Pleasant it is, I say, to sit here. Just in the sunshine without the threshold, And, with fond fingers and lips, caress old Bacchus' bottle, the source of wit, here I Drowsily hum the honey-bees. Drowsily murmur the birds in the trees, Drowsily drops the spicy breeze. Drowsily I sit at mine ease. An idle life is the life for me, — Idleness spiced by philosophy ! I care not a fig for the cares of business. Politics fill me with doubt and dizziness, Pomps and triumphs are simply a bore to me. Crude ambition will come no more to me, I hate the vulgar popular cattle. And I modestly blush at the mention of battle. No ! — Here is my humble definition Of a perfectly happy and virtuous condition : A few fat acres aroundabout, To give one a sense of possession ; a few Servants to pour the sweet Massic out ; Plenty to eat and nothing to do ; A feeling of cozy and proud virility ; A few stray pence ; — And the tiniest sense Of self-conserving responsibility ! For, what is Life? — or, rather ask here. What is that fountain of music and motion We call th Soul ? — As I sit and bask here, I confess that I haven't the slightest notion Yet Plato calls it eternal, telling How its original lofty dwelling Was among the stars, till, fairly repining At eternally turning a pivot and shining, Heaven it quitted To dwell unpitied In a fleshly mansion of waning and whining; Aristotle, I don't know why. Believes that, born up above in the sky The moment that Body is born on the earth, 'Tis maiTied to Body that moment of birth ; Hippo and others, whose heads were a muddle. Affirm 'tis compounded of water — puddle ! Fire, not a few, with Democritus, swear ; While others — chameleons — reduceit to Air; Water and fire, cries Hippocrates ! No, water and earth, cries Xenophanes ! Earth and fire, cries Parmenides ! Stop ! cries Empedocles, — all of these-i- FINE WEATHER ON THE DIGENTIA. 67 Ennius follow' d Pythagoras, thinking The transmigration of spirits a truth ; — A doctrine 1 choose to apply in sooth To the spirit that lies in the wine I'm drink- ing ; Speculation, muddle, trouble, Some see obliquely, others double, While under their noses, Which smell not the roses, Truth placidly bursts like a spangled bubble. 6. Altogether, they puzzle me quite, They all seem wrong and they all seem right. The puzzle remains an unsatisfied question ; But Epicurus has flatly tried To prove that the soul is closely allied To wine, and sunshine, and good digestion. For without any prosing, head-racking, or preaching, That's the construction I put on his teaching! 'Tis simple : the Soul and the Body are one, Like the Sun itself and the light of the Sun, Bom to change with all other creations, Homunculi, qualities, emanations, To pass thro' wondrous and strange grada- tions ; And if this be the case, our best resource Is to make the most of our time, of course, Nor grumble and question till hoary and hoarse. And I slightly improve upon P'picurus, Whoshirk'd good living, as some assure us, And assert, from experience long and rare, That body and soul can be perfectly snug. With sunshine, fresh air. And no physical care, In a garden that never requires to be dug. 7- I, Quintus Horatius Elaccus, am learning From the tuneful stars in my zenith turning, From my bachelorhood, which is wide awake, That the sum of good is a life of case, A friend or two, if the humour please, And not a tie it would pain you to break. Call me selfish, indolent, vain, But I don't and won't see the virtue of pain. Be it of body or be it of brain ; Philippi finish'd my education, For it taught me the doctrine of self-preser- vation. I hate the barking of Scylla's dogs, Round Charybdis your sailor may spin, but not I : — In short, I am one of those excellent hogs That grunt in the Grecian epicure's sty. Day by day, my delight has grown wider Since I learnt that wine is a natural good. And the stubborn donkey called Fortitude Has a knack of upsetting the bile of its rider. All creeds that vex one are mere vexation ; But I firmly believe, and no man dare doubt me. In Massic taken in moderation, And I like to dwell where no fools can flout me — Sans physical care, In the sunny air, And to sing — when I feel the fresh world about me 1 {Bibit.) 8. Bear witness, Flower! — One's sense perceives The rich sap lying within your leaves. Which lusciously swoon to a soft blood-red As the sunlight woos them from overhead ! Now, here is a parallel worth inspection Of body and blood in perfect connexion With what some call Soul, that obscure abstraction Which I have proved to my satisfaction To be Body in lesser or greater perfection. The perfect parts of the perfect flower Were nourish'd by sunshine for many an hour, TiU the sunshine within them o'erflovdng — hence The juice whose odorous quintessence, Though sweetly expressing the parts and the whole. Is simply a part of the whole, and still Inscparate from the general will. The Flower is the Body, the Scent is the Soul ! See ! I press a thorn in the milky stalk : The small thing droops o'er the garden walk, The soft leaves shiver, the sap runs dry, And never more will the flower's mild eye Drink the breath of the moon — it will linger, and die. But the scent of the flower, some would cry, is the sweeter ; True, but the scent, every moment, grows less, F 2 68 UNDERTONES. And, further observing, they would con- fess, That the flower, as a flower, is the incom- pleter ! Well, between my fingers I sharpl press The delicate leaves, and thro' every vein The perfect anatomy shrinks with pain. And the flower with its odorous quint- essence Will never, 'tis clear, be perfection again. Bah ! I pluck it, I pluck it, and cast it hence, As Death plucks humanity body and brain ! But the odour has not yet flown, you cry. It sweetens the air, tho' the flower doth die ! Of course ; and the feelers and stem and leaves. And the sap and the odour it interweaves, No longer perfect and gastronomic, Are in common resolving themselves, one perceives, Back to first principles — say atomic ; And whatever destination your fine Hard-headed philosophers choose to assign To the several parts, they are reft of their power. And, so far as concerns its true functions — to scent The soft air, and look fair — and its first sweet intent, 'Tis clear that the whole is no longer a Flower. 9- Take that bulky and truly delectable whole, The egotistic disciple of Bacchus, With small hare's-eyes and gray hairs on his poll. Myself — good Quintus Horatius Flaccus ! There's a Body ! There's a Soul ! Many a year, over Rome's dominions. Has he vaunted his Epicurean opinions : He may be wrong, he may be right, So he roars his creed in no mad heroics, — Since down in the grave, where all creeds unite Even Epicureans are changed to Stoics. [Bibii.) lo. Humph, the grave ! — not the pleasantest prospect, affirms This quiet old heart starting up with a beat — Well, 'tis rather hard that liquor so sweet Goes simply to flavour a meal for worms ! After all, I'm a sensible man. To render my span As happy and easeful as ever I can. To-morrow may mingle, who knows, who knows. The Life that is Dream with the Death that is Sleep, And the grass that covers my last repose May make a sward where the lambkins leap Round a mild-eyed mellifluous musical boy Who pipes to his flock in a past jral joy. While the sun that is shining upon him there Draws silver threads thro' his curly hair, And Time with long shadows stalks past the spot, And theHours pass by, and he sees themnot! Instead of moping and idly rueing it. Now, this is the pleasantest way of viewing it!— To think, when all is over and done, Of insensately feeling one's way to the sun. Of being a part of the verdmre that chases The mild v,-est-wind into shady places, While one's liver, warming the roots of a tree. Creeps upward and flutters delectably In the leaves that tremble and sigh and sing, And the breath bubbles up in a daisy ring. And the heart, mingling strangely with rains and snows. Bleeds up thro' the turf in the blood of a rose. II. Which reminds me, here, that the simile drawn From tlie flower that is withering on the lawn. May, by a stretch of the thought, apply To the universe — ocean, earth, air, and sky ; And dividing the whole into infinite less. First principles, atomies numberless. We find that the sum of the universe strange Suffers continual mystical change ; While the parts of the whole, the' their compounds range Thro' all combinations from men down to daisies. Are eternal, unchangeable, suffer no phases. So that Death, to the dullest of heads so unsightly. Is (here I improve Epicurus slightly) FTNE WEATHER ON THE DIGEXTIA. 69 Is but the period of dissolution Into some untraceable constitution Of the several parts of the Body and Soul,— And the total extinction of Man as a whole. As to Time— mere abstraction ! With even motion Like waves that gathering foamy speech Grow duskily up on a moonlit beach, And seem to increase the huge bulk of the ocean. Hours roll upon hours in the measureless sea Of eternity : Never ceasing, they seem increasing ; But the parts of the Infinite, changing never, Increase not, tho changing, the Whole, the For Ever. Time? Call it a compound, if you please, A divisible drop in eternal seas, An abstract figure, by which we men Try to count our sensations again and again, And then you will know, perceiving we imist Nourish some compound with dust of dust. And seeing how short our sensations and powers. Why I am one, Who sits in the sun, Whose Time is no limited number of hours, But wine ever-present, in nectarine showers. O Mutability, dread abstraction, Let me be wise in the satisfaction Of my moderate needs in a half-inaction ! While Propertius grows love-sick and weary and wan. While thou, Virgil, singest of arms and the man, Whileassassins on Caesar sharpen their eyes, While Agrippa stands grimly on blood- stained decks. While Maecenas flirts with the female sex, Teach me to sport and philosophize ! O Mutability, lasting ever, Changing ever, yet changing never. Teach me, O teach me, and make me wise I — In the dreadful depth of thy eyeballs dumb, Strange meanings flutter and pass to nought. And beautiful images fade as they come, Thro' an under-trouble of shady thought ! 13- Yonder, yonder, the River doth run, From sun to shade, and from shade to sun, Shaking the lilies to seed as it flows. Under the willow-trees taking a doze, And waking up in a flutter of fun ! Could you look at the leaves of yonder tree ! The vdnd is stirring them as the sun is stir- ring me ! The woolly clouds move quiet and slow, In the pale blue calm of the tranquil skies. And their shades that run on the grass below Leave purple dreams in the violet's eyes ! The vine droops over my head with bright Clusters of purple and green— the rose Breaks her heart on the air— and the orange glows Like golden lamps in an emerald night.* While I sit, with the stain of the wine on my lip. Shall nature and I part fellowship ? No, by Bacchus ! This view from the thres- hold of home Is as glad to the core, and as soitow- despising. As Aphrodite when fresh from the foam That still on her bosom was falling and rising, While the sunshine crept thro' her briny hair And mingled itself with the shadows there, And her deepening eyes drank their azure from air, And she blush'd a new beauty surpassingly fair ! 14. 'Tis absurd to tell me to ruffle a feather, Because there may soon be a change of weather. When the Dog-Star foams, I will lie in liie shade, And watch the white sun thro' an cmrrnld glade ; When winter murmurs with rain and storm, I will watch my hearth smile to itself, and keep warm ; And for Death, who having fulfilled his task Leaves his deputy Silence in houses of mourning, — * Golden lamps in a green night.— Andrew Marvel. 70 UNDERTONES. Well, I hope he no troublesome questions will ask, But knock me down, like an ox, without warning. Like the world, I most solemnly promise devotion To pleasure commingled of light, music, motion. I like (as I said) to sit here in my mirth. To be part of the joy of the sweet-smelling earth. To feel the blood blush like a flower with its glee. To sing Hke a bird, to be stirr'd like a tree, Drowsily, drowsily, sit at mine ease. While the odd rhymes buzz in my brain like bees, And over my wine-cup to chirp and to nod. Ay to sit— till I fall Like that peach from the wall — Self-sufficient, serene, happy-eyed, — like a GoDl [Bibit.) IS- Ay, crop the com with the crooked sickle. Sow harvest early and reap too late, Prove Fortune friendly or false or fickle. Blunder and bother with aching pate. Attempting to conquer chance or fate, Struggle, speculate, dig, and bleed, Reap the whirlvrind of Venus' seed, senseless, impotent human breed ! What avails ! what avails ! Were ye less intent On your raking and digging, perchance ye'd behold The fleecy vapours above you roll'd Round the dozing Deities dead to strife. With their mild great eyes on each other bent Enchanging a wisdom indifferent To the native honours of death and life. Sober truths of a pleasure divine Keep them supine ! The grand lazy fellows have nothing to do With the bubble and trouble of me or of you, The stars break around them in silver foam, And they calmly amuse themselves, some- times, by stealing A peep at us pigmies, v/ith much the same feeling With which, from the candour and quiet of home, 1 glance at the strife of political Rome. Serene, happy-eyed, self-sufficient, they rest On the hill where the blue sky is leaning her breast : — Jove seated supreme in the midst, at his side Apollo the Sun and Selene the Moon, Juno half dozing, her foot of pride On the neck of Venus the drowsy-eyed. And Pallas humming the spheric tune. i6. Flash ! Lightning, I swear ! — there's a tempest brewing ! Crash ! Thunder, too— swift-footed lightning pur- suing ! The leaves are troubled, the winds drop dead, The air grows ruminant overhead — Splash ! That great round drop fell pat on my nose. Flash ! crash ! splash ! — I must run for it, I suppose. O what a flashing and crashing and splashing. The earth is rocking, the skies are riven — Jove in a passion, in god-like fashion. Is breaking the crystal urns of heaven. XVIIL FINE WEATHER BY BAIAE. Virgil to Horace. Sweet is soft slumber, Horace, after toil. To him who holds the glebe and ploughs the fruitful soil. Sweet to salt-blooded mariners, on decks washed red with storm. Deep sleep wherein past tempest and green waves Make shadows multiform ; Sweet 'tis to Caesar, when the red star, grown Swart with war's dust, doth fade, to loll upon a throne Dispensing gifts, while on his lips a crafty half-smile dies. And the soft whispers of approving Rome Fan his half-closed eyes I FINE WEATHER BY BAIAE. 71 Sweet to Tibullus, sick and out of tune, What time his elegies like wolves howl at the moon, Comes Pity loos'ning Delia's zone as breezes part a cloud ; And sweet to thee a wine-cup rough with sleep, After the tawnv crowd. And further, sweetly comes a scroll from thee, To Virgil where he dwells at Baiae near the sea — For, sick with servile snakes of state that twine round Caesar's foot, He welcomes thy moist greeting and thy thought Poetically put. Such alternation of unrest and rest, All fitful peace and passion of the yearning breast, Deepen the meanings flaiihing swift in Joy's pink-lidded eyne, And help the Hours to juggle with the fruits Of easy creeds like thine. 6. The time-glass runs, the seasons come and go, After the rain, the flowers, after the flowers, the snow ; This Hour is pale and olive-crown'd, that splash'd with rebel-mud — This, flusht to gaze on Caesar's laurell'd brows, That, drunk with Caesar's blood ! Shall merest mortal man with drowsy nod Sit under purple vine and doze and ape the god? Wave down the everlasting strife of earth and air and sea ? And, like a full-fed fruit that gorges light, Grow rotten on the tree? Leave the grand mental war that mortals keep? Eat the fat ears of corn, yet neither sow nor reap? Loll in the sunshine, sipping sweets, what time the din of fights Quenches the wind round Troy, and very gods Feel dizzy on their heights ? Nay, friend ! — For such a man each hour supphes Portents that mock his ease, affright his languid eyes : The very elements are leagued to goad him blood and brain, The very Sun sows drouth witliin his throat Until it raves for rain 1 10. Methinks I see thee sitting in the sun. Whose kisses melt thy crusty wrinkles one by one : Thy lips droop darkly with a worm of thought, half sad, half wroth. Which stirs the chrysalis mouth, then, ripe with wine. Bursts like a golden moth. II. Unfaith is vidth thee, Horace. Sun and wifid Disturb the tranquil currents of thy hc/irt and mind ; In midst of Joy, comes pigmy doi(bt, prick- pricking like a flea, Till, wide awake, you rack your brains to prove Your perfect bliss to me. 12. O better far, if Man would climb, to range Thro' sun and thunder-storm tempestuous paths of change. To mingle with the motion huge of earth and air and main. And lastly, fall upon a bed of flowers When wearied down by pain. 13- Deep, deep, within Man's elemental parts — Earth, water, fire, and air that mi.\ in human hearts, — Subsists Unrest that seeketh Rest, and flashes into gleams That haunt the soul to action, and by night Disturb our sleep with dreams. 72 UNDERTONES. 14. And thus we fashion with a piteous will The gods in drowsy mildness seated on a hill, The day before them evermore, the starry night behind, — Inheritors of the divine repose We seek and cannot find. 15- Woe, woe, to him, who craving that calm boon Falleth to sleep on beds of poppy flowers too soon ! The elements shall hem him in and fright his shrieking soul, And, since he asks for light. Lightning itself Shall scorch his eyes to coal ! 16. My Horace ! — I am here beside the deep, Weaving at will this verse for Memory to keep : I sharp, the sunshine vnth my friend, and like a lizard bask ; But I, friend, doubt this summer joy, — and you Shall answer what I ask. — 17- Bluff March has blown his clarion out of tune, Gone is the blue-edged sickle of the April moon ; Faded hath fretful May behind a tremulous veil of rain, — But I would the boisterous season of the winds And snows were here again ! 18. For I am kneeling on the white sea-sand, Letting the cold soft waves creep up and kiss my hand ; A golden glare of sunshine fills the blue air at my back, And swims between the meadows and the skies, Leaving the meadows black. 19. All is as still and beautiful as sleep : Nay, all is sleep — the quiet air, the azure deep ; The cool blue waves creep thro' my fingers with a silver gleam. As, lost in utter calm, I neither think Nor act, but onlv dream. This is the poetry of Heart's repose, For which my spirit yeani'd thro' drafting winds and snows — Only the tingling coolness on my hand seems part akin To that bleak winter warring when the dream Of peace arose within. 21. What time I dream'dof this, the winds, cast free, Swoop'd eagle-like and tore the white bowels of the sea ; The winter tempest moved above, and storm on storm did frown ; — I saw the awful Sea bound up in cloud And then torn hugely down. 22. Within my blood arose the wild commo- tion. My soul was battling abroad with winds and ocean ; But in the centre of the wrath, all nature, sea and sky, Call'd out aloud for peace divine as this. And lo, I join'd the cry. 23- And calm has come, and June is on the deep, The vnnds are nested, and the earth takes mellow sleep ; Yet, friend, my soul, though huslit in awe, feels peace so still is pain, — And the monotonous yearning voice within Calls out for war again 1 24. For hark ! into my dream of golden ease Breaketh the hollow murmur of untroubled seas ; And behold, my blood awakens with a thrill and sinks and swells. As when low breezes die and rise again On beds of asphodels. FINE WEATHER BY BAIAE-TIIE SWAN-SONG OF APOLLO. 73 25- Ay, now, when all is placid as a star, My soul in incompleteness longs for active war ; Amid its utter happiness, it sighs imperfectly In answer to the beautiful unrest Within the sleeping sea. 26. Unsatisfied, I hunger on the land, Only subdued by this bright water on my hand ; The beating heart within my breast for louder utterance yearns — I listen, and the sympathetic sea Its endless moan returns. 27, Quiet, monotonous, breathless, almost drown'd, Inaudibly audible, felt scarce heard, cometh the sound, Monotonous, so monotonous, but oh ! so sweet, so sweet, When my hid heart is throbbing forth a voice, And the two voices meet. 28. The void within the calm for which I yearned, Until this moment was imperfectly dis- cerned ; But now I feel to the roots of life an inner melody. That harmonises my unquiet heart With the unquiet sea. Hear I the craw ling movements of the main ? Or hear I dim heart-echoes dying in the brain ? Is thi;rc but one impatient moan, and is it of the sea ? And, if two voices speak, v/liich voice belongs To ocean, which to me? 30- The sounds have mingled into some faint whole, Inseparate, trembling o'er the fibres of my soul ; And the cool waves have a magic all my swooning blood to quell ; The sea glides thro' and thro' me, and my soul Keeps sea-sound like a shell. 31- Ah, the monotonous music in my soul, Enlarging like the waves, murmuring with- out control ! — Is it that changeful nature can rest not night nor day ? And is the music born of this lorn Man, Or Ocean, — Horace, say ? 32. Is there a climbing element in life Wliich is at war with rest, alternates strife with strife, Whereby we reach eternal seas upon whose shores unstirr'd Ev'n Joy can sleep, — because no moan like this Within those waves is heard ? XIX. THE SWAN-SONG OF APOLLO, O Lyre ! O Lyre ! Strung with celestial fire ! Thou living soul of sound that answereth These fingers that have troubled thee so long, With passion, and with music, and with breath Of melancholy song, — Answer, answer, answer me, With thy withering melody ! For the earth is old and strange Mysteries are working change, And the Dead who slumbcr'd deep Startle troubled from their sleep, And the ancient gods divine. Pale and haggard o'er their wine. Fade in their ghastly banquet-halls, with large eyes fixed on mine ! Ah mc ! ah me ! The earth and air and sea 74 UNDERTONES. Are shaken ; and the great pale gods sit still, The roseate mists around them roll away : — Lo ! Hebe listens in the act to fill, And groweth wan and gray ; On the banquet-table spread, Fruits and flowers grow sick and dead, Nectar cold in every cup Gleams to blood and withers up ; Aphroditd breathes a charm. Gripping Pallas' bronzed arm ; Zeus the Father clenches teeth. While his cloud-throne shakes beneath ; The passion-flower in Here's hair melts in a snowy wreath ! 3- Ah, woe ! ah, woe ! One climbeth from below, — A mortal shape with pallid smile divine, Bearing a heavy Cross and crown'd with thorn, — His brow is moist with Uood, his strange sweet eyne Look piteous and forlorn : Hark, O hark ! his cold foot-fall Breaks upon the banquet-hall ! God and goddess start to hear, Earth, air, ocean, moan in fear ; Shadows of the Cross and Him Dark the banquet-table dim. Silent sit the gods divine, Old and haggard over wine. And slowly to thy song they fade, with large eyes fixed on mine ! 4- O Lyre ! Q Lyre ! Thy strings of golden fire Fade to their fading, and the hand is chill That touches thee ; the great bright brow grows gray — I faint, I wither, while that conclave still Dies wearily away ! Ah, the prophecy of old Sung by us to smilers cold ! — God and goddess droop and die, Chilly cold against the sky, There is change and all is done. Strange look moon and stars and sun ! God and goddess fade, and see ! All their large eyes look at me ! WTiile woe ! ah, woe ! in dying song, I fade, I fade, with thefe I POET'S EPILOGUE. TO MARY ON EARTH. ' Simplex munditiis.' I. So ! now the task is ended ; and to-night, Sick, impotent, no longer soul-sustain'd. Withdrawing eyes from that ideal height Where, in low undertones, those Spirits plain'd, Each full of special glory unattain'd, — I turn on you, Sweet-Heart, my weary sight. — Shut out the darkness, shutting in the hght: So ! now the task is ended. What is gain'd? 2. First, sit beside me. Place your hand in mine. From deepest fountain of your veins the while Call up your Soul ; and briefly let it shine In those gray eyes with mildness feminine. Yes, smile, Dear ! — you are truest when you smile. 3- My heart to-night is calm as peaceful dreams. — Afar away the wind is shrill, the culver Blows up and down the moors with windy gleams. The birch unlooseneth her locks of silver And shakes them softly on the mountain streams, And o'er the grave that holds my David's dust The Moon uplifts her empty dripping horn: Thither my fancies turn, but turn in trust, Not wholly sadly, faithful though forlorn. For you, too, ove him, mourn his life's quick fleeting ; We think of him in common. Is it so? — Your little hand has answer'd, and I know His name makes music in your heart's soft beating ; And well, 'tis something gain'd for him and me — Him, in his heaven, and me, in this low spot, Something his eyes will see, and joy to see — That you, too, love him, though you knew him not. TO ATARY ON EARTH. 75 Yet this is bitter. We were boy and boy, Hand link'd in hand we dreamt of power and fame, We shared each other's sorrow, pride, and joy, To one wild tune our swift blood went and came. Eyes drank each other's hope with flash of flame. Then, side by side, we clomb the hill of life, We ranged thro' mist and mist, thro' storm and strife ; But then, it is so bitter, now, to feel That his pale Soul to mine was so akin, Firm-fix'd on goals we each set forth to win, So twinly conscious of the sweet Ideal, So wedded (God forgive me if I sin !) That neither he, my friend, nor I could steal One glimpse of heaven's divinities — alone. And flushing seek his brother, and reveal Some hope, some joy, some beauty, else unknown ; Nor, bringing down his sunlight from the Sun, Call sudden up, to light his fellow's face, A smile as proud, as glad, as that I trace In your dear eyes, now, when my work is done. S- Love giins in giving. 'What had I to give Whereof his Poet-Soul was not possest? What gleams of stars he knew not, fugitive As lightning-flashes, could I manifest ? What music fainting from a clearer air? What lights of sunrise from beyond the grave? What pride in knowledge that he could not share ? — Ay, Mary, it is bitter ; for I swear He took with him, to heav'n, no wealth I gave. 6. No, Love, it is not bitter ! Thoughts like those Were sin these songs I sing you must adjust. Not bitter, ah, not bitter ! — God is just ; ^nd, seeing our one-knowledge, just God chose, ^y one swift stroke, to part us. Far above The measure of my hope, my pride, my love. Above our seasons, suns and rains and snows, — He, like an exhalation, thus arose ; Hearing in a diviner atmosphere Music we only see, when, dewy and dim, The stars thro' gulfs of azure darkness swim. Music we seem to see, but cannot hear. But evermore, my Poet, on his height. Fills up my Soul with sweetness to the brim. Rains influence, and warning, and delight ; And now, I smile for pride and joy in him ! I said. Love gains by giving. And to know That I, who could not glorify my Friend, Soul of my Soul, although I loved him so. Have power and strength and privilege to lend Glimpses of heav'n to Thee, of hope, of bliss ! Power to go heavenward, pluck flowers and blend Their hues in wreaths I give you with a kiss — You, Love, who climb not up the heights at all ! To think, to think, I never could upcall On his dead face, so proud a smile as this ! 8. Most just is God : who bids me not be sad For his dear sake whose name is dear to thee, Who bids me proudly climb and sometimes see With joy a glimpse of him in glory clad , Who, further, bids your life be proud and glad, When I have climb' d and seen, for joy in me. My lowly-minded, gentle-hearted Love ! I bring you down his gifts, and am sustain'd : You watch and pray — I climb— he stands above. So, now the task is ended, what is gain'd? This knowledge. — Better in yourarms to rest. Better to love you till my heart should break. Than pause to ask if he who would be blest Should love for more than his own loving's sake. So closer, closer still ; for (while afar. Mile upon mile toward the polar star, Now in the autumn time our Poet's dust Sucks back thro' grassy sods the flowers it thrust 76 UNDERTONES. To feel the summer on the outer earth) I turn to you, and on your bosom fall. Love grows by giving. I have given my all. So, smile — to show you hold the gift of worth. lO. Ay, all the thanks that I on earth can render To him who sends me such good news from God, Is, in due turn, to thy young life to tender Hopes that denote, while blossoming in splendour. Where an invisible Angel's foot hath trode. So, Sweet-Heart, I have given unto thee, Not only such poor song as here I twine. But Hope, Ambition, all of mine or me. My flesh and blood, and more, my soul divine. Take all, take all ! Ay, wind white arms about My neck and from my breath draw bliss for thine : Smile, Sweet-Heart, and be happy— lest thou doubt How much the gift I give thee makes thee mine 1 Idyls and Legends of Inverburn. (1865.) Fly to the city, Spirit of the Spring, Breathe softly on the eyes of those who read, A.nd make a gentle picture of the scene Wherein these men 'and women come and go : The clachan with its humming sound of looms, The quaint old gables, roofs of turf and thatch, THE LOWLAND VLLLAGE. Seven pleasant miles by wood, and stream, and moor, Seven miles along the country road that wound Uphill and downhill in a dusty line. Then from the forehead of a hill, behold — Lying below me, sparkling ruby-like — The village ! — quaint old gables, roofs of thatch. The glimmering spire thatpeep'd above the firs, The sunset lingering orange-red on all. And nearer, tumbling thro' a mossy bridge. The river that I knew ! No wondrous peep Into the faery land of Obcron, Its bowers, its glow^vorm-Iighted colonnades Where pigmy lovers wander two by two. Could weigh upon the city wanderer's heart With pace so pure as this ! Why, yonder stood, A fledgling's downward flight beyond the spire. The gray old manse, endear'd by memories The glimmeringlspire that peeps above the firs, The stream whose soft blue arms encircle all, — And in the background heathery norland hills, Hued like the azure of the dew-berrie. And mingling with the regions of the rain 1 Of Jean the daughter of the minister ; And in the cottage with the painted sign, Hard by the bridge, how many a winter night Had I with politicians sapient-eyed Discuss' d the county paper's latest news And read of toppling thrones ! — And nought seem'd changed ! The very gig before the smithy door, The barefoot maiden with the milking pail Pausing and looking backward from the bridge. The last rook wavering homeward to the wood, All seem'd a sunset-picture, every tint Unchanged, since I had bidden it farewcli. My heart grew garrulous of olden times. And my face sadden'd, as I saunter'd down. Then came a rural music on my ears, — The waggons in the lanes, the waterfall With cool sound plunging in its wood-nest wild. The rooks amid the windy rookery, The shouts of children, and more far away The crowing of a cock. Then o'er the bridge I bent, above the river gushing dowm THE LOWLAND VILLAGE—WILLIE BAIRD. 77 J; Thro' mossy boulders, making underneath Green-shaded pools where now and then a trout Sank in the ripple of its own quick leap ; And like some olden and familiar tune, Half humra'd aloud, half tinkling in the brain, Troublously, faintly, came the buzz of looms. And here I linger'd, nested in the shade Of Peace that makes a music as she grows ; And when the vale had put its glory on The bitter aspiration was subdued. And Pleasure, tho' she wore a woodland crown, Look'd at me with Ambition's serious eyes. Amid the deep green woods of pine, whose boughs Made a sea-music overhead, and caught White flakes of sunlight on their highest leaves, I foster'd solemn meditations ; Stretch'd on the sloping river banks, fresh strewn (With speedwell, primrose, and anemone, I watch'd the bright king-fisher dart about. His quick small shadow with an azure gleam Startling the minnows in the pool beneath ; Or later on the moors, where far away Across the waste the sportsman with his gun .Stood a dark speck across the azure, while The heath-hen tower'd with beating wings and fell, I caught the solemn wind that wander' d down With thunder-echoes heaved among the hills. Nor lack'd I, in the balmy summer nights. Or on the days of rain, such counterpoise As books can give. The honey-languaged Greek Who gently piped the sweet bucolic lay, The wit who raved of Lesbia's loosen'd zone And loved divinely what was less than earth. Were with me ; others, of a later date : The eagle-eyed comedian divine ; The English Ilomcr, not the humpback'd one Who sung Belinda's curl at Twickenham, But Chapman, master of thelong strong line; Moreover, those few singers who have lit The beacon-lights of these our latter days — Chief, young Hyperion, who setting soon Sent his pale look along the future time, And the tall figure on the hills, that stoopt To see the daisy's shadow on the grass. WILLIE BAIRD. 'An old man's tale, a tale for men gray-hair'd, Who wear, thro' second childhood, to the Lord. 'Tis two-and-thirty summers since I came To school the viUage lads of Inverburn. My father was a shepherd old and poor. Who, dwelling 'mong the clouds on norland hiUs, His tartan plaidie on, and by his side His sheep-dog running, redden'd with the winds That whistle southward from the Polar seas: I follow'd in his footsteps when a boy. And knew by heart the mountains round our home ; But when I went to Edinglass, to learn At college there, I look'd about the place, And heard the murmur of the busy streets Around me, in a dream ; — and only saw The clouds that snow around the mountain- tops. The mists that chase the phantom of the moon In lonely mountain tarns, — and heard the while. Not footsteps sounding hollow to and fro. But winds sough-soughing thro' the woods of pine. Time pass'd ; and day by day those sights and sounds Grew fainter, — till they troubled me no more. O WiUie, WilUe, are you sleeping sound? And can you feel the stone that I have placed Yonder above you ? Are you dead, my doo ? Or did you see the shining Hand that parts The clouds above, and becks the bonnie birds. Until they wing away, and human eyes. That watch them till they vanish in the blue. Droop and grow tearful ? Ay, I ken, I ken, I'm talking folly, but I loved the child ! He was the bravest scholar in the school ! He came to leach the very dominie — Me, with my lyart locks and sleepy heart ! O weel I mind the day his mother brought Her tiny trembling tot with yellow hair, Her tiny poor-clad tot si.'i summers old, 78 IDYLS AND LEGENDS OF INVERBURN. And left him seated lonely on a form Before my desk. He neither wept nor gloom' d ; But waited silently, with shoeless feet Swinging above the floor ; in wonder eyed The maps upon the walls, the big black board, The slates and books and copies, and my own Grey hose and clumpy boots ; last, fixing gaze Upon a monster spider's web that fill'd One corner of the whitewash'd ceiling, watch 'd The speckled traitor jump and jink about. Till he forgot my unfamiliar eyes, Weary and strange and old. ' Come here, my bairn ! ' And timid as a lamb he seed'ed up. 'What do they call ye?" 'Willie,' coo'd the wean. Up-peeping slyly, scraping with his feet. I put my hand upon his yellow hair, And checr'd him kindly. Then I bade him lift The small black bell that stands behind the door And ring the shouting laddies from their play. ' Run, WilUe ! ' And he ran, and eyed the bell, Stoop'd o'er it, seem'd afraid that it would bite, Then grasp'd it firm, and as it jingled gave A timid cry — next laugh'd to hear the sound — And ran full merry to the door and rang, And rang, and rang, while lights of music lit His pallid cheek, tiU, shouting, panting hard. In ran the big rough laddies from their play. Then rapping sharply on the desk I drove The laddies to their seats, and beckon'd up The stranger — smiling, bade him seat him- self And hearken to the rest. Two weary hours Buzz-buzz, boom-boom, went on the noise of school. While Willie sat and listen'd open-mouthed; Till school was over, and the big and small Flew home in flocks. But Willie stay'd behind. I beckon'd to the mannock with a smile. And took him on my knee and crack'd and talk'd. First, he was timid ; next, grew bashful ; next, He warm'd and told me stories of his home, His father, mother, sisters, brothers, all ; And how, when strong and big, he meant to buy A gig to drive his father to the kirk ; And how he long'd to be a dominie : Such simple prattle as I plainly see You smile at. But to little children God Has given wisdom and mysterious power Which beat the mathematics. Qucsrere Verum in sylvis Acadeiiii, Sir, Is meet for men who can afford to dwell For ever in a garden, reading books Of morals and the logic. Good and weel ! Give me such tiny truths as only bloom Like red-tipt gowans at the hallanstone. Or kindle softly, flashing bright at times. In fuffing cottage fires ! The laddie still Was seated on my knee, when at the door We heard a sound of scraping : WiUie prick' d His ears and listened, then he clapt his hands — ' Hey ! Donald, Donald, Donald ! ' [See ! the rogue Looks up and bhnks his eyes — he kens his name !] ' Hey, Donald, Donald ! ' Willie cried. Av that I saw beneath me, at the door, a Dog — The very collie dozing at your feet, His nose between his paws, his eyes half closed. At sight of Willie, with a joyful bark He leapt and gamboll'd, eying j/ielhe while In queer suspicion; and the mannock peep'd Into my face, while patting Donald's back — ' It's Donald ! he has come to take me home ! ' An old man's tale, a tale for men gray- hair' d, Who wear, thro' second childhood to the grave ! I'll hasten on. Thenceforward Willie came WILLIE BAIRD. 79 Daily to school, and daily to the door Came Donald trotting ; and they homeward went Together — Willie walking slow but sure, And Donald trotting sagely by his side. [Ay, Donald, he is dead 1 be still, old man !] What link existed, human or divine, Between the tiny tot six summers old, And )'onder hfe of mine upon the hills Among the mists and storms ? 'Tis strange, 'tis strange ! But when I look'd on Willie's face, it seem'd That I had known it in some beauteous life That I had left behind me in the north. This fancy grew and grew, till oft I sat — The buzzing school around me — and would seem To be among the mists, the tracks of rain, Nearing the awful silence of the snow. Slowly and surely I began to feel That I was all alone in all the world, And that my mother and my father slept Far, far away in some forgotten kirk — Remember'd but in dreams. Alone at nights, I read my Bible more and Euclid less. For, mind you, like my betters, I had been Half scoffer, half believer ; on the whole, I thought the life beyond a useless dream, Best left alone, and shut my eyes to themes That puzzled mathematics. But at last, When Willie Baird and I grew friends, and thoughts Came to me from beyond my fathers grave, I found 'Xv/as pleasant late at e'en to read My Bible — haply, only just to pick Some easy chapter for my pet to learn — Yet night by night my soul was guided on Like a blind man some angel hand convoys. I cannot frame in speech the thoughts that fiird This gray old brow, the feelings dim and warm That soothed the throbbings of this weary heart ! Rut when I placed my hand on Willie's head. Warm sunshine tingled from the yellow hair Thro' trembling fingers to my blood within ; And when I look'd in Willie's stainless eyes T saw the empty sther floating gray O'er shadowy mountains murmuring low with winds ! And often when, in his old-fashion'd way. He question'd me, I seem'd to hear a voice From far away, that mingled with the cries Haunting the regions where the round redsun Is all alone with God among the snow ! Who made the stars ? and if within his hand He caught and held one, would his fingers bum ! If I, the gray-hair'd dominie, was dug From out a cabbage garden such as ke Was found in ? if, when bigger, he would wear Gray homespun hose and clumsy boots like mine. And have a house to dwell in all alone ? Thus would he question, seated on my knee. While Donald (wheesht, old man !) stretch'd lyart limbs Under my chair, contented. Open-mouth'd He hearken'd to the tales I loved to teU About Sir William Wallace and the Bruce, And the sweet lady on the Scottish throne, Whose crown was colder than a band of ice, Yet seem'd a sunny crovra whene'er she smiled ; With many tales of genii, giants, dwarfs, And little folk that play at jing-a-ring On beds of harebells 'neath the silver moon ; Stories and rhymes and songs of Wonder- land : How Tammas Ercildoune in Elfland dwelt. How Galloway's mermaid comb'd her golden hear. How Tammas Thumb stuck in the spider's web. And fought and fought, a needle for his sword, Dyeing his weapon in the crimson blood Of the foul traitor with the poison'd fangs ! And when we read the Holy Book, the child Would think and think o'er parts he loved the best ; The draught of fish, the Child that sat so wise In the great Temple, Herod's cruel law To slay the bairns, or — oftenest of all — The crucifixion of the Good Kind Man 8o IDYLS AND LEGENDS OF INVERBURN. Who loved the weans and was a wean him- self. He speir'd of Death ! and were the sleepers cold Down in the dark wet ear:h ? and was it God That put the grass and flowers in the kirk- yard ? What kind of dwelling-place was heaven above ? And was it full of flowers ? and were there schools And dominies there ? and was it far away ? Then, with a look that made your eyes grow dim, Clasping his wee white hands round Donald's neck, • Dodoggiesgang to heaven ? ' he would ask ; 'Would Donald gang?' and keek'd in Donald's face, While Donald blink'd with meditative gaze, As if he knew full brawly what we said, And ponder'd o'er it, wiser far than we ! But how I answer'd, how explained these themes I know not. Oft I could not speak at all. Yet every question made me think of things Forgotten, puzzled so, and when I strove To reason puzzled me so much the more. That, flinging logic to the winds, I went Straight onward to the mark in Willie's way. Took most for granted, laid down premises Of laith, imagined, gave my wit the reins. And oft on nights at e'en, to my surprise. Felt palpably an angel's glowing face Glimmering down upon me, while mine eyes Dimm'd their old orbs with tears that came unbid To bear the glory of the light they saw ! So summer pass'd. Yon chestnut at the door Scatter'd its burnish'd leaves and made a sound Of wind among its branches. Every day Came Willie, seldom going home again Till near the sunset : wet or dry he came : Oft in the rainy weather carrying A big umbrella, under which he walk'd— A little fairy in a parachute Blown hither, thither, at the wind's wild will. Pleased was my heart to see his pallid cheeks Were gathering rosy-posies, that his eyes Were softer and less sad. Then, with a gust, Old Winter tumbled shrieking from the hills, His white hair blowing in the wind. The house Where Willie's mother lives is scarce a mile From yonder hallan, if you take a cut Before you reach the village, crossing o'er Green meadows till you reach the road again; But he who thither goes along the road Loses a reaper's mile. The summer long Wee Willie came and went across the fields : He loved the smell of flowers and grass, the sight Of cows and sheep, the changing stalks of wheat, And he was weak and small. When winter came, Still caring not a straw for wind or rain Came Willie and the collie ; till by night Down fell the snow, and fell three nights and days. Then ceased. The ground was white and ankle -deep ; The window of the school was threaded o'er With flowers of hueless ice — Frost's unseen hands Prick'd you from head to foot with tingling heat. The shouting urchins, yonder on the green, Play'd snowballs. In the school a cheery fire Was kindled every day, and every day When Willie came he had the warmest seat. And every day old Donald, punctual, came To join us, after labour, in the lowe. Three days and nights the snow had mistily fall'n. It lay long miles along the country-side. White, avifful, silent. In the keen cold air There was a hush, a sleepless silentness, And mid it all, upraising eyes, you felt God's breath upon your face ; and in your blood, Though you were cold to touch, was flaming . fire, Such as within the bowels of the earth Burnt at the bones of ice, and wreath'd them round With grass ungrovvn. WILLIE BAIRD. 8j One day in school I saw, Through threaded window - panes, soft snowy flakes Fall with unquiet motion, mistily, slowly. At intervals ; but when the boys were gone, And in ran Donald with a dripping nose. The air was clear and gray as glass. An hour Sat WiHie, Donald, and myself around The murmuring fire, and then with tender hand I wrapt a comforter round Willie's throat, Button'dhis coat around him close and warm. And off he ran with Donald, happy-eyed And merry, leaving fairy prints of feet Behind him on the snow. I watch'd them fade Round the white curve, and, turning with a sigh, Came in to sort the room and smoke a pipe Before the fire. Here, dreaming all alone, I sat and smoked, and in the fire saw clear The norland mountains, white and cold with snow That crumbled silently, and moved, and changed, — When suddenly the air grew sick and dark, And from the distance came a hollow sound, A murmur like the moan of far-off seas. I started to my feet, look'd out, and knew The winter wind was whisthng from the clouds To lash the snow-clothed plain, and to my- self I prophesied a storm before the night. Then with an icy pain, an eldritch fear, I thoii2;ht of Willie ; but I cheer'd my heart, ' He's home, and with his mother, long ere this ! ' While thus I stood the hollow murmur grew Deeper, the wold grew darker, and the snow kush'd downward, whirling in a shadowy mist. I walk'd to yonder door and opcn'd it. Whirr ! the wind swung it from me with a clang. And in upon me with an iron-like crash Swoop'd in the drift ! With pinch'd sharp face I gazed Out on the storm ! Dark, dark, was all ! A mist, A bUnding, whirling mist, of chilly snow. The faUing ajid the driven ; for the wind Swept round and round in clouds upon tlie earth. And birm'dthedeathly driftaloft with moans. Till all was dreadful darkness. Far above A voice was shrieking, like a human cry ! I closed the door, and tum'd me to the fire. With something on my heart — a load — a sense Of an impending pain. Down the broad lum Came melting flakes that hiss'd upon the coal ; Under my eyelids blew the blinding smoke, And for a time I sat like one bewitch'd. Still as a stone. The lonely room grew dark, The flickering fire threw phantoms of the snow Along the floor and on the walls around • The melancholy ticking of the clock Was hke the beating of my heart. But, hush ! Above the moaning of the wind I heard A sudden scraping at the door ; my heart Stood still and listen'd ; and with that there rose An awsome howl, shriU as a dying screech, And scrape-scrape-scrape, the sound beyond the door ! I could not think — I could not breathe — a dark. Awful foreboding gript me like a hand. As opening the door I gazed straight out, Saw nothing, till I felt against my knees Something that moved and heard a moaning sound — Then, panting, moaning, o'er the threshold leapt Donald the dog, alone, and white wdth snow. Down, Donald ! down, old man ! Sir, look at him ! I swear he knows the meaning of my words, And tho" he cannot speak, his heart is full 1 See now ! see now ! he puts his cold black nose Into my palm and whines ! he knows, he knows ! Would speak, and cannot, but he minds that night 1 The terror of my heart seom'd choking me. Dumbly I stared and wildly at tlie dog. 82 TDYLS AND LEGENDS OF INVERBURN. Who gazed into my face and whined and moan'd, Leap'd at the door, then touched me with his paws, And lastly, gript my coat between his teeth, And pull'd and pull'd— whiles growling, whining whiles — Till fairly madden'd, in bewilder'd fear, I let him drag me through the banging door Out to the whirling storm. Bareheaded, wild, The wind and snow-drift beating on my face Blowing me hither, thither, with the dog, ^ I dash'd along the road. What follow'd seem.'d An eerie, eerie dream ! — a world of snow, A sky of wmd, a whirling howling mist Which swam around with hundred sickly eyes ; And Donald dragging, dragging, beaten, bruised. Leading me on to something that I fear'd— An awful something, and I knew not what ! On, on, and farther on, and still the snow Whirling, the tempest moaning ! Then I mind Of groping blindly in the shadowy light, And Donald by me burrowing with his nose And whining. Next a darkness, blank and deep ! But then I mind of tearing thro' the storm, Stumbhng and tripping, blind and deaf and dumb. And holding to my heart an icy load I clutch'd with freezing fingers. Far away— It seem'd long miles on miles away — I saw A yellow light— unto that light 1 tore — And last, remember opening a door And falling, dazzled by a blinding gleam Of human faces and a flaming fire. And with a crash of voices in my ears Fading away into a world of snow. When I awaken'd to myself, I lay In my own bed at home. I started up As from an evil dream and look'd around, And to my side came one, a neighbour's wife. Mother to two young lads I taught in school. With hollow, hollow voice I question'd her, And soon knew aU : how a long night had pass'd Since, with a lifeless laddie in my arms, I stumbled horror-stricken, swooning, wild Into a ploughman's cottage : at my side, My coat between his teeth, a dog ; and how Senseless and cold I fell. Thence, when the storm Had pass'd away, they bore me to my home. I listen'd dumbly, catching at the sense ; But when the woman mention'd Willie's name. And I was fear'd to phrase the thought that rose, She saw the question in my tearless eyes And told me — he was dead. 'Twould weary you To tell the thoughts, the fancies, and the dreams That weigh'd upon me, ere I rose in bed, But httle harm'd, and sent the wife away. Rose, slowly drest, took upmy staff and went To Willie's mother's cottage. As I walk'd, Though all the air was calm and cold and still, The blowing wind and dazzled snow were yet Around about. I was bewilder'd like ! Ere I had time to think I found myself Beside a truckle bed, and at my side A weeping woman. And I clench'd my hands. And look'd on Willie, who had gone to sleep. In death-govm white, lay Willie fast asleep, Hisblueeyes closed, his tiny fingers clench'd. His lips apart a wee as if he breathed. His yellow hair kaim'd back, and on his face A smile— yet not a smile— a dim pale light Such as the snow keeps in its own soft wings. Ay, he had gone to sleep, and he was sound ! And by the bed lay Donald watching still. And when I look'd, he whined, but did not move. I turn'd in silence, with my nails stuck deep In my clench'd palms ; but in my heart of hearts I pray'd to God. In Willie's mother's face There was a cold and silent bitterness— 1 saw it plain, but saw it in a dream, And cared not. So I went my way, as grim As one who holds his breath to slay himself. What follow'd that is vague as was the rest : A winter day, a landscape hush'd in snow, A weary wind, a small white coffin borne WILLIE BAIRD-LORD RONALD'S WLFE. 83 On a man's shoulder, shapes in black, o'er all The solemn clanging of an iron bell. And lastly me and Donald standing both Beside a tiny mound of fresh-heap'd earth, And while around the snow began to fall Mistily, softly, thro' the icy air. Looking at one another, dumb and cold. And Willie 's dead ! — that's all I compre- hend — Ay, bonnie Willie Baird has gone before : The school, the tempest, and the eerie pain, Seem but a dream, — and I am weary like. I begged old Donald hard— they gave him me — And we have lived together in this house, Long years, with no companions. There's no need Of speech between us ! Here we dumbly bide, But ken each other's sorrow, — and we both Feel weary. When the nights are long and cold. And snow is falling as it falleth now. And wintry winds are moaning, here I dream Of Willie and the unfamiliar life I left behind me on the norland hills ! ' Do doggies gang to heaven ? ' Willie ask'd; And ah ! what Solomon of modern days Can answer that? Yet here at nights I sit, Reading the Book, with Donald at my side ; And stooping, with the Book upon my knee, I sometimes gaze in Donald's patient eyes — So sad, so human, though he cannot speak — And think he knows that Willie is at peace, Far far away beyond the norland hills. Beyond the silence of the untrodden snow. LORD RONALD'S WIPE. Last night I toss'd upon my bed, Because I knew that she was dead : The curtains were white, the pane was blue. The moon peep'd through. And its eye was red — ' I would that my love were awake ! ' I said. II. Then I rose and the lamp of silver lit. And over the ntshes lightly stept, Crept to the door and open'd it, And enter'd the room where my lady slept ; And the silver lamp threw a feeble ray Over the bed on which she lay. And sparkled on her golden hair. Smiled on her lip and melted there. And I shudder'd because she look'd so fair; — For the curtains were white and the pane was blue. And the moon look'd through. And its eye was red : ' I will hold her hand, and think,' I said. III. And at first I could not think at all. Because her hand was so thin and cold ; The gray light flicker'd along the wall. And 1 seem'd to be growing old ; I look'd in her face and could not weep, I hated the sound of mine own deep breath. Lest it should startle her from the sleep That seem'd too sweet and mild for death. I heard the far-off clock intone So slowly, so slowly — Afar across the courts of stone, The black hound shook his chain with a moan, As the village clock chimed slowly, slowly, slowly. I pray'd that she might rise in bed. And smile and say one little word, ' I long to see her eyes ! ' I said . . I should have shriek'd if she had stirr'd. IV. I never sinn'd against thee. Sweet ! And yet last night, when none could see . . I know not . . but from head to feet, I seem'd one scar of infamy : Perhaps because the fingers light I held had grown so worn and white. Perhaps because you look'd so fair. With the thin graylight on your golden hair! You were warm, and I was cold, Yet you loved me, little one, I knew — I could not trifle — I was old — I was wiser, carefuUer, than you ; I liked my horse, I liked my hound, I liked to hear ih3 trumpet sound, F2 84 IDYLS AND LEGENDS OF INVERBURN. Over my wine I liked to chat, But soberly, for I had mind : You wanted that, and only that. You were as light as is the wind. At times, I know, it fretted me — I chid thee mildly now and then — No fault of mine — no blame to thee — Women are women, men are men. At first you smiled to see me frown. And laughing leapt upon my knee, And kiss'd the chiding shadow down. And smooth' d my great beard merrily ; But then a change came o'er you. Sweet ! You walk'd about with pensive head ; You tried to read, and as you read Patted your small impatient feet :— ' She is wiser now ! ' I smiling said . . And ere I doubted — you were dead. VI. All this came back upon my brain While I sat alone at your white bedside. And I remember'd in my pain Those words you spoke before you died — For around my neck your arms you flung. And smiled so sweet though death was near — ' I was so foolish and so young ! And yet I loved thee ! — kiss me, dear ! ' I put aside your golden hair, And kiss'd you, and you went to sleep And when I saw that death was there. My grief was cold, I could not weep ; And late last night, when you were dead, I did not weep beside your bed, For the curtains were white, and the pane was blue, And the moon look'd through, And its eye was red — ' How coldly she lies ! ' 1 said. vit. Then loud, so loud, before I knew. The gray and black cock scream'd and crew, And I heard the far-off bells intone So slowly, so slowly, The black hound bark'd, and I rose with a groan. As the village bells chimed slowly, slowly, slowly. I dropp'd the hand so cold and thin, I gazed, and your face seem'd still and wise. And I saw the damp dull dawn stare in Like a dim drown'd face with oozy eyes ; And I open'd the lattice quietly. And the cold wet air came in on me, And I pluck'd two roses with fingers chill From the roses that grew at yotu- window- sill, I pluck'd two roses, a white and a red. Stole again to the side of your bed. Raised the edge of your winding fold, Dropp'd the roses upon your breast, Cover'd them up in the balmy cold. That none might know — and there they rest ! And out at the castle-gate I crept Into the woods, and then . . I wept ! But to-day they carried you from here, And I follow'd your coffin with tearless cheek — They knew not about the roses, dear ! — I would not have them think me weak. VIII. And I am weary on my bed Because I know you are cold and dead ; And I see you lie in darkness. Sweet ! With the roses under your winding-sheet ; The days and nights are dreary and cold. And I am fooHsh, and weak, and old. POET ANDREW. O Loom, that loud art murmuring, What doth he hear thee say or sing ? Thou hummest o'er the dead one's songs, He cannot choose but hark, His heart with tearful rapture throngs, But all his face grows dark. O cottage Fire, that bumest bright, What pictures sees he in thy light ? A chy's smoke, a white white face. Phantoms that fade and die, And last, the lonely burial-place On the windy hill hard by. 'Trs near a year since Andrew went to sleep — A vdnter and a summer. Yonder bed Is where the boy was born, and where he died. And yonder o'er the lowland is his grave : The nook of grass and gowans where in thought POET ANDREW. 85 I found you standing at the set o' sun . . The Lord content us — 'tis a weary world. These five-and-twenty years I've wrought and wrought In this same dwelling ; — hearken ! you can hear The looms that whuzzle-whazzle ben the house, Where Jean and Mysie, lassies in their teens, And Jamie, and a neighbour's son beside, Work late and early. Andrew who is dead Was our first-born ; and when he crying came. With beaded een and pale old-farrant face. Out of the darkness, Mysie and mysel Were young and heartsome ; and his smile, be sure, Made daily toil the sweeter. Hey, his kiss Put honey in the very porridge-pot ! His smile strung threads of sunshine on the loom ! And when he hung around his mother's neck, He deck'd her out in jewels and in gold That even ladies envied ! . . Weel ! . . in time Came other children, newer gems and gold, And Andrew quitted Mysie's breast for mine. So years roll'd on, like bobbins on a loom ; And Mysie and mysel' had work to do, And Andrew took his turn among the rest. No sweeter, dearer ; till, one Sabbath day. When Andrew was a curly-pated tot Of sunny summers si.x, I had a crack With Mister Mucklewraith the Minister, Who put his kindly hand on Andrew's head, Call'd him a clever wean, a bonnie wean, Clever at learning, while the mannikin Blush'd red as any rose, and peeping up Went twinkle-twinkle with his round black ecu ; And then, while Andrew laugh'd and ran awa', The Minister went deeper in his praise, And prophesied he would become in time A man of mark. This set me thinking, sir. And watching,— and the mannock puzzled me. Would sit for hours upon a stool and draw Droll faces on the slate, while other lads Were shouting at their play ; dumbly would lie Beside the Lintock, sailing, piloting. Navies of docken-leaves a summer day ; Had learn'd the hymns of Doctor Watts by heart And as for old Scots songs, could lilt them a' — From Yarrow Braes to Bonnie Bessie Lee~ And where he learn'd them, only Heaven knew ; And oft, altho' he feared to sleep his lane, Would cowrie at the threshold in a storm To watch the lightning, — as a birdie sits. With fluttering fearsome heart and dripping wings, Among the branches. Once, I mind it weel, In came he, running, with a bloody nose. Part tears, part pleasure, to his fluttering heart Holding a callow mavis golden-bill'd, The thin white film of death across its een. And told us, sobbing, how a neighbour's son Harried the birdie's nest, and how by chance He came upon the thief beside the burn Throwing the birdies in to see them swim. And how he fought him, till he yielded up This one, the one remaining of the nest ; — And ' O the birdie 's dying ! ' sobb'd he sore, ' The bonnie birdie *s dying ! ' — till it died ; And Andrew dug a grave behind the house, Buried his dead, and cover'd it with earth. And cut, to mark the grave, a grassy turf Where blew a bunch of govvans. After that, I thought and thought, and thick as bees the thoughts Buzz'd to the whuzzle-whazzling of the loom — I could make naething of the mannikin ! But by-and-by, when Hope was making hay. And web-work rose, I setded it and said To the good wife, ' 'Tis plain that yonder lad Will never take to weaving — and at school They say he beats the rest at all his tasks Save figures only : I have settled it : Andrew shall be a minister — a pride And comfort to us, Mysie, in our age : He shall to college in a year or twa (If fortune smiles as now) at Edinglass.' You guess the wife open'd her een, cried ' Foosh ! ■ And call'd the plan a silly senseless dream, A hopeless, useless castle in the air ; But ere the night was out, I talk'd her o'er, And here she sat, her hands upon her knees, Glow'ring and hcark'ning, as I conjured up, Amid the fog and reek of Edinglass 86 IDYLS AND LEGENDS OF INVERBURN. Life's peaceful gloaming and a godly fame. So it was broach'd, and after many cracks With Mister Mucklewraith, weplann'dita', And day by day we laid a penny by To give the lad when he should quit the bield. And years wore on ; r.nd year on year was cheer' d By thoughts of Andrew, drest in decent black, Throned in a Pulpit, preaching out the Word, A house his own, and all the country-side To touch their bonnets to him. Weel, the lad Grew up among us, and at seventeen His hands were genty white, and he was tall, And slim, and narrow-shoulder'd : pale of face. Silent, and bashful. Then we first began To feel how muckle more he knew than we, To eye his knowledge in a kind of fear. As folk might look upon a crouching beast, Bonnie, but like enough to rise and bite. Up came the cloud between us silly folk And the young lad that sat among his books Amid the silence of the night ; and oft It pain'd us sore to fancy he would learn Enough to make him look with shame and scorn On this old dwelling. 'Twas his viafiner, sir! He seldom lookt his father in the face. And when he walkt about the dwelling, seem'd Like one superior ; dumbly he would steal To the burnside, or mto Lintlin Woods, With some new-farrant book, — and when I peep'd. Behold a book of jingling-jangling rhyme, Fine-written nothings on a printed page, And, press' d between the leaves, a flower perchance. Anemone or blue forget-me-not, Piuckt in the grassy woodland. Then I look'd Into his drawer, among his papers there, And found — you guess? — a heap of idle rhymes. Big-sounding, like the worthless printed book : Some in old copies scribbled, some on scraps Of writing paper, others finely writ With spirls and flourishes on big white sheets. I clench'd my teeth, and groan'd. The beauteous dream Of the good Preacher in his braw black dress, With house and income snug, began to fade Before the picture of a drunken loon Bawling out songs beneath the moon and stars,— Of poet Willie Clay, who wrote a book About King Robert Bruce, and aye got fou, Andscatter'd stars in verse, and aye got fou. Wept the world's sins, and then got fou, again, — Of Ferguson, the feckless limb o' law, — And Robin Burns, who gauged the whisky- casks And brake the seventh commandment. So at once I up and said to Andrew, ' You're a fool ! You waste your time in silly senseless verse, Lame as your own conceit : take heed ! take heed ! Or, hke your betters, come to grief erelong! ' But Andrew flusht and never spake a word, Yet eyed me sidelong with his beaded een. And turn'd awa', and, as he turn'd, his look — Half scorn, half sorrow— stang me. After that, I felt he never heeded word of ours. And tho' we tried to teach him common- sense He idled as he pleased ; and many a year, After I spake him first, that look of his Came dark between us, and I held my tongue, And felt he scorn'd me for the poetry's sake. This coldness grew and grew, until at last We sat whole nights before the fire and spoke No word to one another. One fine day, Says Mister Mucklewraith to me, says he, ' So ! you've a Poet in your house ! ' and smiled ; ' A Poet ? God forbid ! ' I cried ; and then It all came out : how Andrew slyly sent Verse to he paper ; how they printed it In Poet's Corner ; how the printed verse Had cat a girdle in the callant's head ; How Mistress Mucklewraith they thought half daft Had cut the verses out and pasted them POET ANDREW. 87 In albums, and had praised them to her friends. I said but little ; for my schemes and dreams Were tumbling down like castles in the air, And all my heart seem'd hardening to stone. But after that, in secret stealth, I bought The papers, hunted out the printed verse, And read it like a thief ; thought some were good. And others foolish havers, and in most Saw naething, neither common-sense nor sound — Words pottle-bellied, meaningless, and strange, That strutted up and down the printed page, Like baiUes made to bluster and look big. 'Twas useless grumbling. All my silent looks Were lost, all Mysie's flyting fell on ears . Choke-full of other counsel ; but we talk'd In bed o' nights, and Mysie wept, and I Felt stubborn, wrothful, wrong'd. It was to be! But mind you, though we mourn'd, we ne'er forsook The college scheme. Our soitow, as we saw Our Andrew growing cold to homely ways. And scornful of the bield, but strengthen'd more Our wholesome wish to educate the lad. And do our duty by him, and help him on With our rough hands — the Lord woufd do the rest, The Lord would mend or mar him. So at last, New-clad from top to toe in homespun cloth. With books and linen in a muckle trunk. He went his way to college ; and we sat, Mysie and me, in weary darkness here ; For tho' the younger bairns were still about, It seem'd our hearts had gone to Edinglass With Andrew, and were choking in the reek Of Edinglass town. It was a gruesome fight, Both for oursel's at home, and for the boy. That student life at college. Hard it was To scrape the fees together, but beside. The lad was young and needed meat and drink. We sent him meal and bannocks by the train. And country cheeses ; and with this and that, Though sorely push'd, he throve, though now and then With empty wame : spinning the siller out By teaching grammar in a school at night. Whiles he came home : weary old-farrant face Pale from the midnight candle ; bringing home Good news of college. Then we shook awa' The old sad load, began to build again Our airy castles, and were hopeful Time Would heal our wounds. But, sir, they plagued me still — Some of his ways ! When here, he spent his time In yonder chamber, or about the woods. And by the waterside, — and with him books Of poetry, as of old. Mysel' could get But little of his company or tongue ; And when we talkt, atweel, a kind of frost, — My consciousness of silly ignorance. And worse, my knowledge that the lad himsel' Felt sorely, keenly, all my ignorant shame, Made talk a torture out of which we crept With burning faces. Could you understand One who was wild as if he found a mine Of golden guineas, when he noticed first The soft green streaks in a snowdrop's inner leaves ? And once again, the moonlight glimmering Thro' watery transparent stalks of flax ? A flower's a flower ! . . . But Andrew snooved about, Aye finding wonders, mighty mysteries. In things that ilka learless cottar kcnn'd. Now, 'twas the falling snow or murmuring rain ; Now, 'twas the laverock singing in the sun. And dropping slowly to the callow young ; Now, an old tune he heard his mother lilt ; And aye those trifles made his pallid face Flush brighter, and his een flash keener far, Than when he heard of yonder storm in France, Or a King's death, or, if the like had been, A city's downfall. He was born with love For things both great and small : yet seem'd to prize The small things best. To nic, it seem'd indeed 88 IDYLS AND LEGENDS OF IN VERB URN. The callant cared for nothing for itsel', But for some special quahty it had To set him thinking, or at least bestow A tearful sense he took for luxury. He loved us in his silent fashion weel ; But in our feckless ignorance we knew 'Twas when the hvunomr seized him — with a sense Of some queer power we had to waken up The poetry — ay, and help him in his rhyme! A kind of patronising tenderness, A pitying pleasure in our Scottish speech And homely ways, a love that made him note Both ways and speech with the same curious joy As fill'd him when he watch'd the birds and flowers. He was as sore a puzzle to us then As he had been before. It puzzled us, How a big lad, down-cheek'd, almost a man. Could pass his time in silly childish joys . . . Until at last, a hasty letter came From Andrew, telling he had broke awa' From college, pack'd his things, and taken train To London city, where he hoped (he said) To make both fortune and a noble fame Thro' a grand poem, carried in his trunk ; How, after struggling on with bitter heart, He could no longer bear to fight his way Among the common scholars ; and the end Bade us be hopeful, trusting God, and sure The light of this old home would guide him stiU Amid the reek of evil. Sae it was ! We twa were less amazed than you may guess. Though we had hoped, and fear'd, and hoped, so long ! But it was hard to bear — hard, hard, to bear ! Our castle in the clouds was gone for good ; And as for Andrew— other lads had ta'en The same mad path, and learn'd the bitter task Of poverty and tears. She grat. I sat, In silence, looking on the fuffing fire, Where streets and ghaistly faces came and went. And London city crumbled down to crush Our Andrew; and my heart was sick and cold. Ere long, the news across the country-side Speak quickly, like the crowing of a cock From farm to farm — the women talkt it o'er On doorsteps, o'er the garden rails ; the men Got fu' upon it at the public-house. And whisper'd it among the fields at work. A cry was quickly raised from house to house. That all the blame was mine, and canker'd een Lookt cold upon me, as upon a kind Of upstart. ' Fie on pride ! ' the whisper said, ' The fault was Andrew's less than those who taught His heart to look in scorn on honest work, — Shame on them ! — but the lad, poor lad, would learn ! ' O sir, the thought of this spoil'dmany a web In yonder — tingling, tingling, in my ears, Until I fairly threw my gloom aside. Smiled Hke a man whose heart is light and young. And with a future -kenning happy look Threw up my chin, and bade them wait and see . . . But, night by night, these een lookt London- ways, And saw my laddie wandering all alone 'Mid darkness, fog, and reek, growing afar To dark proportions and gigantic shape — Just as the figure of a sheep-herd looms, Awful and silent, thro' a mountain mist ! Youmaybe ken the rest. Atfirst, therecame Proud letters, swifdy writ, telling how folk Now roundly call'd him ' Poet, ' holding out Bright pictures, which we smiled at wearily — As people smile at pictures in a book. Untrue but bonnie. Then the letters ceased, There came a silence cold and still as frost, — We sat and hearken'd to our beating hearts, And pray'd as we had never prav'd before. Then lasdy, on the silence broke the news That Andrew, far awa', was sick to death. And, weary, weary of the noisy streets. With aching head and weary hopeless heart. Was coming home from mist and fog and noise To grassy lowlands and the caller air. 'Twas strange, 'twas strange ! — but this, the weary end Of all our bonnie biggins in the clouds. POET ANDREW. 89 Came like a tearful comfort. Love sprang up Out of the ashes of the household fire, Where Hope was fluttering like the loose white film ; And Andrew, our own boy, seemed nearer now To this old dwelling and our aching hearts Than he had ever been since he became Wise with book-learning. With an eager pain, I met him at the train and brought him home ; And when we met that sunny day in hairst. The ice that long had sunder'd us had thaw'd, We met in silence, and our een were dim. Ah ! — I can see that look of his this night ! Part pain, part tenderness — a weary look Yearning for comfort such as God the Lord Puts into parents' een. I brought him here. Gently we set him down beside the fire, And spake few words, and hush'd the noisy house ; Then eyed his hollow cheeks and lustrous een. His clammy hueless brow and faded hands. Blue vein'd and white like lily-flowers. The wife Forgot the sickness of his face, and moved With light and happy footstep but and ben. As though she welcomed to a merry feast A happy guest. In time, out came the truth : Andrew was dying : in his lungs the dust Of cities stole unseen, and hot as fire Burnt — like a deil's red een that gazed at Death. Too late for doctor's skill, tho' doctor's skill We had in plenty ; but the ill had ta'en Too sure a grip. Andrew was dying, dying : The beauteous dream had melted like a mist The sunlight feeds on : a' remaining now Was Andrew, bare and barren of his pride. Stark of conceit, a weel-beloved child. Helpless to help himsel', and dearer thus. As when his yaumer * — like the com-craik's cry Heard in a field of wheat at dead o' night — Brake on the hearkening darkness of the bield. And as he nearer grew to God the Lord, ' Yaumer, a child's cry. Nearer and dearer ilka day he grew To Mysie and mysel' — our own to love, The world's no longer. For the first last time. We twa, the lad and I, could sit and crack With open hearts — free-spoken, at our ease ; I seem'd to know as muckle then as he, Because I was sae sad. Thus grief, sae deep It flow'd without a murmur, brought the balm Which blunts the edge of worldly sense and makes Old people weans again. In this sad time, We never troubled at his childish ways ; We seem'd to share his pleasure when he sat List'ning to birds upon the eaves ; we felt Small wonder when we found him weeping o'er His old torn books of pencill'd thoughts and verse ; And if, outbye, I saw a bonnie flower, I pluckt it carefully and bore it home To my sick boy. To me, it somehow seem'd His care for lovely earthly things had changed — Changed from the curious love it once had been, Grown larger, bigger, holier, peacefuller ; And though he never lost the luxury Of loving beauteous things for poetry's sake. His heart was God the Lord's, and he was calm. Death came to lengthen out his solemn thoughts Like shadows to the sunset. So we ceased To wonder. What is folly in a lad Healthy and heartsome, one with work to do. Befits the freedom of a dying man. . . Mother, who chided loud the idle lad Of old, now sat her sadly by his side. And read from out the Bible soft and low, Or lilted lowly, keeking in his face. The old Scots songs that made his een so dim ! I went about my daily work as one Who waits to hear a knocking at the door. Ere Death creeps in and shadows those that watch ; And seated here at e'en i' the ingleside, 90 IDYLS AND LEGENDS OF INVERBURN. I watch'd the pictures in the fire and smoked My pipe in silence ; for my head was fu' Of many rhymes the lad had made of old (Rhymes I had read in secret, as I said), No one of which I minded till they came Unsummon'd, murmuring about my ears Like bees among the leaves. The end drew near. Came Winter moaning, and the Doctor said That Andrew couldna live to see the Spring ; And day by day, while frost was hard at work. The lad grew weaker, paler, and the blood Came redder from the lung. One Sabbath day — The last of winter, for the caller air Was drawing sweetness from the barks of trees — When down the lane, I saw to my surprise A snowdrop blooming underneath a birk. And gladly pluckt the flower to carry home To Andrew. Ere I reach'd the bield, the air Was thick wi' snow, and ben in yonder room I found him, Mysie seated at his side, Drawn to the window in the old arm-chair, Gazing with lustrous een and sickly cheek Out on the shower, that waver'd softly down In glistening siller glamour. Saying nought. Into his hand I put the year's first flower. And turn'd awa' to hide my face ; and he . . . . He smiled . . and at the smile, I knew not why, It swam upon us, in a frosty pain. The end of a' was come at last, and Death Was creeping ben, his shadow on our hearts. We gazed on Andrew, call'd him by his name. And touch'd him softly . . and he lay awhile, His een upon the snow, in a dark dream. Yet neither heard nor saw ; but suddenly, He shook awa' the vision wi' a smile, Raised lustrous een, still smiling, to the sky. Next upon us, then dropt them to the flower That trembled in his hand, and murmur'd low, Like one that gladly murmurs to himsel" — ' Out of the Snow, the Snowdrop — out of Death Comes Life ; ' then closed his eyes and made a moan. And never snake another word again. . . And you think weel of Andrew's book ? You think That folk will love him, for the poetry's sake. Many a year to come ? We take it kind You speak so weel of Andrew ! — As for me, I can make naething of the printed book ; I am no scholar, sir, as I have said. And Mysie there can just read print a wee. Ay ! we are feckless, ignorant of the world ! And though 'twere joy to have our boy again And place him far above our lowly house. We like to think of Andrew as he was When, dumb and wee, he hung his helpless arms Round Mysie's neck ; or — as he is this night — Lying asleep, his face to heaven — asleep. Near to our hearts, as when he was a bairn, Without the poetry and human pride That came between us to our grief, langsyne! WHITE LILY OF WEARD ALE- HEAD. THE ELVES. All day the sunshine loves to dwell Upon the pool of Weardale Well ; But when the sunbeams shine no more The Monk stalks down the moonlit dell : His robe is black, his hair is hoar, He sits him down by Weardale Well ; He hears the water moan below. He sees a face as white as snow, His nightly penance there is done, And he shall never see the sun. THE MONK. Hear them, old Anatomy ! Down the glade I see them flee — White-robed Elfins, three times three I THE ELVES. Night by night, in pale moonlight. The Monk shall tell his story o'er. And the grinning Gnome with teeth of white Hearkeneth laughing evermore ; His nightly penance thus is done — And he shall never see the sun 1 WHITE LILY OF WEARDALE-HEAD. 9' THE GNOME. Ever new and ever old, Comrade, be thy story told, While the face as white as snow Sighs upon the pool below. THE MONK. ' I love the sunshine,' said White Lily of Weardale-head. And underneath the greenwood tree. She wander' free, she wander'd bold ; The merry sun smiled bright to see, And turn'd her yellow hair to gold : Then the bee, and the moth, and the butterfly Hunting for sweets in the vi'ood-bowers fair. Rose from the blooms as she wander'd by. And played in the light of her shining hair. She sat her down by Weardale Well, And her gleaming ringlets rustled and fell. Clothing her round with a golden glow, And her shadow was light for the pool below ; Then tlie yellow adder fold in fold Writhed from his lair in the grass and roU'd With glittering scales in a curl o' the gold : She stroked his head with her finger light. And he gazed with still and glistening eye; And she laught and clapt her hands of white. And overhead the sun went by Thro' the azure gulfs of a cloudless sky ; ' All things that love the sun, love me, And O but the sun is sweet to see. And I love to look on the sun,' said she. But the Abbess gray of Lintlin Brae Hated to look on the light of day ; She mumbled prayers, she counted beads. She whipt and whipt her shoulders bare, She slept on a bed of straw and reeds. And wore a serk of horse's hair. By candle-light she sat and read, And heard a song from far away, She cross'd herself and raised her head — ' Who sings so loud ? ' said the Abbess gray. I, who sat both early and late A shadow black at the Abbey gate, ' Mater sacra, it is one Who wanders evermore in the sun, A little maiden of Weardale-head, Whose father and mother have long been dead. But she loves to wander in greenwood bowers, Singing and plucking the forest flowers." The Abbess frown'd, half quick, half dead, ' There is a sin ! ' the Abbess said. I found her singing a ditty wild. Her gleaming locks around her roll'd ; I seized her while she sang and smiled, And dragged her along by the hair of gold: The moth and butterfly, fluttering, Follow'd me on to Lintlin Brae, The adder leapt at my heart to sting. But with sandall'd heel I thrust it away ; And the bee dropt down ere I was 'ware On the hand that gript the yellow hair. And stang me deep, and I cursed aloud. And the sun went in behind a cloud ! THE ELVES. Nightly be his penance done 1 He shall never see the sun ! THE MONK. The cell was deep, the cell was cold, It quench'd the light of her hair of gold ; One httle loop alone was there. One little eye-hole letting in A slender ray of light as thin As a tress of yellow hair. ' Oh for the sunshine ! ' said White Lily of Weardale-head ; And in the dark she lay. Reaching her fingers small To feel the little ray That glimmer'd down the wall. And while she liiiger'd white as snow She heard a fluttering faint and low ; And stealing thro' the looplet thin The moth and butterfly crept in — With golden shadows as they flew They waver' d up and down in air, Then dropping slowly ere she knew. Fell on her eyes and rested there : And O she slept with balmy sighs, Dreaming a dream of golden day, The shining insects on her eyes, Their shadows on h(^r cheeks, she lay ; 92 IDYLS AND LEGENDS OF IN VERB URN. And while she smiled on pleasant lands, On the happy sky and wood and stream, I, creeping in with outstretch'd hands, Murder' d the things that brought the dream. She woke and stretch'd her hands and smiled, Then gazed around with sunless eyes. Her white face gloom'd, her heart went wild, She sank with tears and sighs. ' Oh for the sunshine 1 ' said White Lily of Weardale-head. And while she lay with cries and tears, There came a humming in her ears ; And stealing through the looplet thin The yeUovv honey-bee crept in, And hover'd round with summer sound Round and around the gloomy cell ; Then softly on her lips he fell, And moisten'd them with sweetness found Among the flowers by Weardale Well ; And O she smiled and sang a song, And closed her eyelids in the shade, And thought she singing walkt among The lily-blooms in the greenwood glade. I heard the song and downward crept, And enter'd cold and black as sin, And slew, although she raved and wept. The bee that brought the sweetness in : ' Oh for the sunshine ! ' said White Lily of Weardale-head. And while she lay as white as snow She heard a hissing sad and low ; And writhing through the looplet thin The little yellow snake crept in : His golden coils cast shadows dim. With glistening eye he writhed and crept. And while she smiled to welcome him, Into her breast he stole, and slept ; And O his coils fell warm and sweet Upon her heart and husht its beat. And softest thrills of pleasure deep Ran through her, though she could not sleep, But lay with closed eyes awake. Her little hand upon the snake — • All things that love the sun, love me. And O but the sun is sweet to see ! And I long to look on the sun," said she. Then down, on sandall'd foot, I crept. To kill the snake that heal'd the pang, But up, with waving arms, she leapt. And out across the threshold sprang, And up the shadowy Abbey stairs. Past the gray Abbess at her prayers, Through the black court with leap and run, Out at the gate, and into the sun ! There for a space she halted, blind With joy to feel the light again, But heard my rushing foot behind And sped along the Abbey lane ; The sunshine made her strong and fleet, As on she fled by field and fold, Her shining locks fell to her feet In ring on ring of living gold ; But the sun went in behind a cloud. As I gript her by the shining locks, I gript them tight, I laught aloud, The echoes rang through woods and rocks ; Moaning she droopt, then up she sprang, The adder leapt at my heart and stang. And like a flash o' the light she fell Into the depths of Weardale Well ! The adder stang with fatal fang, Around 1 whirl'd and shriek'd and sprang, Then leU and struggled, clenching teeth ; Then to the oozy grass I clang, And gazed upon the pool beneath ; The wliite death-film was on mine eye, Yet look d 1 down in agony ; And as 1 look'd in throes of death, In shinmg bubbles rose her breath And burst in httle rings of hght, And upward came a moaning sound ; But suddenly the sun shone bright, And all the place was gold around, And to the surface, calm and dead, Uprose White Lily of Weardale-head : Her golden hair around her blown Made gentle radiance of its own ; lier face was turn'd to the summer sky With smile that seem'd to live and speak, The golden moth and butterfly. With glowing shadows, on her cheek ; And lying on her lips apart The honey-bee with w ings of gold, And sleeping softly on her heart The yellow adder fold in fold ; And as I closed mine eyes to die, Overhead the sun went by Through the azure gulfs of a cloudless sky 1 WHITE LILY OF WEARDALE-HEAD. 93 THE EI.VES. All dr\y the sunshine loves to dwell Upon the sleep of Weardale Well ; All day there is a gentle sound, And little insects pause and sing, The butterfly and moth float round, The bee drops down with hummin;; wing, And all the pool lies clear and cold, Yet glittering like hair of gold. All day the Monk in hollow shell Lies dumb among the Abbey-tombs, While, in the grass and foxglove-blooms. The adder basks by Weardale Well ; But the adder stings his heart by night : His tale is told, his penance done, His eyes are dark, they long for light. Yet they shall never see the sun ! THE ENGLISH HUSWIFE'S GOSSIP. A ploughman's English wife, bright-eyed, sharp- speech'd, Plump as a pillow, fresh as clothes new-bleach 'd : The firelight dancing ruddy on her cheeks, Irons Tom's Sunday linen as she speaks. At three-and-forty, simple as a child, Soft as a sheep yet curious as a daw. Wise, cunning, in a fashion of his own. Queer, watchful, strange, a puzzle to us all:— That's John ! My husband's brother — seven years Younger than Tom. When we were newly wed, John came to dwell with Tom and me for good, And now has dwelt beside us twenty years. But now, at forty-three, is breaking fast, Grows weaker, brain and body, every day. At times he works, and earns his meat and drink. At times is sick, and lies and moans in bed, Beside the noisy racket up and down He makes when he is glad. A natural ! Man-bodied, but in many things a child ; Unfinish'd somewhere — where, the Lord knows best Who made and guards him ; wiser, craftier, Than Tom, or any other man I know. In tiny things few men perceive at all ; No fool at cooking, clever at his work. Thoughtful when Tom is senseless and un- kind. Kind with a grace that sweetens silent- ness, — But weak when other working-men are strong. And strong where they are weak. An angry word From one he loves, — and off he creeps in pain — Perhaps to ease his tender heart in tears. But easy-sadden'd, sir, is easy-pleased ! Give him the babe to nurse, he sits him down, Smiles like a woman, and is glad at heart. Crazed ? There's the question ! Mister Mucklewraith, Yourfriend — and John's as well — will answer 'No!' And often has he scolded when I seem'd To answer ' Yea.' Of late the weary limbs Have tried the weary brain, that every day Grows feebler, duller ; yet the Minister Still stands his friend and helps him as he can. 'Tender of heart,' says Mister Muckle- wraith, ' Tender of heart, goodwife, is wise of head: If John is weak, his heart is to be blamed ; And can the erring heart of mortal be O'er gentle ? ' Hey, 'tis little use to talk ! The Minister is soft at heart as he ! Talk of the . . . John I and home again so soon ? The children are at school, the dinner o'er, Tom still is busy working at the plough. Weary ? — then sit you dovm and rest awhile. John fears all strangers — is ashamed to speak — But stares and counts his fingers o'er as now, Yet — trust him ! — when you vanish he will tell The colour of your hair, your hat, your clothes. The number of the buttons on your coat — Eh, J ohn ? — he laughs— as sly as sly can be I 94 IDYLS AND LEGENDS OF LNVERBURN. Now, run to Tom — as quickly as you can — Say he is wanted by tlie gentleman [Tom knows the name] from Mister Muckle- wraith's. Off, like an arrow from a bow, you see ! That's nothing ! John would run until he dropt For me, and need no thanking but a smile, Would work and work his fingers to the bone, Do aught I asked, without or in the house, — And just because I cheer him merrily And speak him kindly. Tom he little likes. And would not budge a single step to serve. For Tom is rough, and says I humour him. And mocks him for his silly childish ways. And Tom has reason to be wToth at times ! But yesterday John sat him on a stool, And ripp'd the bellows up, to find from where The wind came ! slowly did it bit by bit. As sage as Solomon, and when 'twas done Just scratch'd his head, still puzzled, creep- ing off To some still corner in the meadow, there To think the puzzle out in peace alone ! There is his weakness — curiosity ! Those watchful, prying, curious eyes of his, That like a cat's see better in the dark. Are ne'er at rest ; his hands and eyes and ears Are eager getting knowledge, — when 'tis got Lord knoweth in what comer of his head He hides it, but it ne'er sees light again ! Oft he reminds me of a painter lad TVTio came to Inverburn a summer since. Went poking everywhere with pallid face. Thought, painted, wander'd in the woods alone, Work'd a long morning at a leaf or flower. And got the name of clever. John and he Made friends — a thing I never could make out ; But, bless my life ! it seem'd to me the lad Was just a John who had learnt to read and paint ! He buys a coat : what does he first, but count The pockets and the buttons one by one — A mighty calculation sagely summ'd ; Our eldest daughter goes to Edinglass, Brings home a box — ^John eyes the box with greed. And next, we catch him in the lassie's room, The box wide open, John upon the floor. And in his hand a bonnet, eyed and eyed, Tum'd o'er and o'er, examined bit by bit. Like something wondrous as a tumbled star! Our youngest has a gift — a box of toys, A penny trumpet — not a wink for John Till he has seen the whole, or by and by He gives the child a sixpence for the toy, And creeps away and cuts it up to bits In wonder and in joy. It makes me cry For fun to watch his pranks, the natural ! But think not, sir, that he was ever so : — Nay ! twenty years ago but few could tell That he was simpler than the rest of men — His step was firm, he kept his head erect, Could hold his tongue, because he knew full well That he was not so clever as the rest. — Now, when his wits have gone so fast asleep, He thinks he is the wisest man of men ! Yet, sir, his heart is kindly to the core, Tho' sensitive to touch as fly-trap flowers : He loves them best that seem to think him wise, Consult him, notice him, and those that mock His tenderness be never will forgive. Money he saves to buy the children gifts — Clothes, toys, whate'er he fancies like to please — And many of his ways so tender are, So gentle and so good, it fires my blood To see him vex'd and troubled. Just a child ! He weeps in silence, if a little ill ; A cold, a headache — he is going to die ; But then, again, he can be trusted, sir ! (Ye cannot say the hke of many men !) Tell him a secret, — torture, death itself, Would fail to make him whisper and betray. Nay, sit you down— and smoke? Ay, smoke your fill : Both John and father like their cutty-pipe ; Tom will be here as fast as he can come ; And I can chat and talk as well as work, John, simple as he is, has had his cares : They came upon him in his younger days THE ENGLTSH HUSWIFE'S GOSSIP. 95 When he was tougher-hearted, and I think They help'd to make him silly as he is : Time that has stolen all his httle wits, By just a change of chances, might have made Our John another man and strengthen'd him ; The current gave a swirl, and caught the straw. And John was doom'd to be a natural ! Oft when he sits and smokes his pipe and thinks, I know by his downcast eyes and quivering lips His heart is aching ; but he ne'er complains Of that — the sorest thought he has to bear. I know he thinks of Jessie Glover then ; But let him be, till o'er his head the cloud Passes, and leaves a meekness and a hush Upon the heart it shadow'd. Jessie, sir? — She was a neighbour's daughter in her teens, A bold and forward huzzie, tho' her face Was pretty in its way : a jet-black eye, I ed cheeks, black eyebrows, and a comely shape The petticoat and short-govra suited well. In here she came and stood and talk'd for hours [Her tongue was like a bell upon a sheep — Her very motion seem'd to make it jing] And, ere 1 guess'd it, John and she were friends. She pierced the silly with her jet-black eye, Humour'd him ever, seem'd to think him wise, Was serious, gentle, kindly, to his face. And, ere I guess'd, so flatter'd his conceit That, tho' his lips were silent at her side, He grew a mighty man behind her back. Held up his head in gladness and in pride, And seem'd to have an errand in the world. At first I laugh'd and banter'd with the rest — 'How's Jessie, John?" and 'Name the happy day ; ' And, ' Have ye spoken to the minister?" Thinking it just a joke ; and when the lass Would sit by John, her arm about his neck. Holding his hand in hers, and humour him. Yet laugh her fill behind the silly's back, I let it pass. I little liked her ways — I guess'd her heart was tough as cobbler's wax — Yet what of that ?— 'Twas but a piece of fun. A piece of fun ! — 'Twas serious work to John I The huzzie lured him with her wicked eyes, And danced about him, ever on the watch, Like pussie yonder playing with a mouse. I saw but little of them, never dream'd They met unknown to me ; but by and by The country-side was ringing with the talk That John and she went walking thro' the fields. Sat underneath the slanted harvest sheaves Watching the glimmer of the silver moon. Met late and early — courted night and day — John earnest as you please, and Jess for fun. I held my peace awhile, and used my eyes I New bows and ribbons upon Jessie's back. Cheap brooches, and a bonnet once or twice. Proved that the piece of fun paid Jessie well. And showed why John no longer spent his pence In presents to the boys. I saw it all. But, pitying John, afraid to give him pain I spake to Jessie, sharply bade her heed, Cried ' shame ' upon her, for her heartless- ness. The huzzie laugh'd and coolly went her way, And after that came hither nevermore To talk and clatter. But the cruel sport Went on, I found. One day, to my surprise. Up came a waggon to the cottage door, John walking by the side, and while I stared He quickly carried to the kitchen here, A table, chairs, a wooden stool, a broom, Two monster saucepans, and a washing tub. And last, a roll of blankets and of sheets. The waggon went away, here linger'd John Among the things, and blushing red says he, ' I bought them all at Farmer Simpson's sale — Ye'll keep them till I need them for myself I ' And then walk'd out. Long time I stood and stared. Puzzled, amazed ; but by-and-by I saw The meaning of it all. Alas for John 1 The droll beginning of a stock in trade Yorjnarriage stood before me ! Jessie's eyes And lying tongue had made him fairly crazed. And ta'en the little wits he had to spare. With flashing face, set teeth, away I ran To Jessie — found her washing at a tub. Covered with soap-suds— and I told her all ; And for a while she could not speak a word o6 IDYLS AMD LEGENDS OF INVRRBURN. For laughter. ' Shame upon ye, shame, shame, shame ! Thus to misuse the lad who loves 3'e so ! Mind, Jessie Glover, folks with scanty brains Have hearts that can be broken ! ' Still she laugh'd ! While tears of mirth ran down her crimson cheeks And mingled with the frothy suds of soap ; But, trust me, sir, I went not home again Till Jessie's parents knew her wickedness ; And last, I wrung a promise from her lips From that day forth to trouble John no more, To let him know her fondness was a joke. Pass by him in the street without a word. And, though perhaps his gentle heart might ache. Shake him as one would shake a drunken man Until his sleepy wits awoke again. I watch'd that Jessie Glover kept her word. That night, when John was seated here alone, Smoking his pipe, and dreaming as I guess'd Of Jessie Glover and a wedding ring, 1 stole behind him silently and placed My hand upon his shoulder : when he saw The shadow on my face, he trembled, flush'd, And knew that I was sad. I sank my voice. And gently as I could I spake my mind, Spake like a mother, told him he was wrong, That Jessie only was befooling him And laugh'd his love to scorn behind his back. And last, to soothe his pain, I rail'd at her, Hoping to make him angry. Here he sat, And let his pipe go out, and hung his head. And never answer'd back a single word. 'Twas hard, 'twas hard, to make him under- stand ! He could not, would not ! All his heart was wrapt In Jessie Glover ; and at twenty-three A full-grown notion thrusts its roots so deep, 'Tis hard indeed to drag it up without Tearing the heart as well. Without a word. He crept away to bed. Next morn, his eyes Were red with weeping — but 'twas plain to see He thought I wrong'd both Jessie and him- self. That morning Jessie pass'd him on the road : He ran to speak — she toss'd her head and laugh'd — And sneering pass'd him by. All day he wrought In silence at the plough — ne'er had he borne A pang so quietly. At gloaming hour Home came he, weary : here was I alone : Stubborn as stone he turn'd his head away. Sat on his stool before the fire and smoked ; Then while he smoked I saw his eyes were wet : ' John ! ' and I placed my hand upon his arm. He turn'd, seem'd choking, tried in vain to speak. Then fairly hid his face and wept aloud,— But never wept again. The days pass'd on. I held my tongue, and left the rest to time. And warn'd both father and the boys. My heart Was sore for John ! He was so dumb and sad. Never complaining as he did of old. And toiling late and early. By-and-by, ' Jenny,' says he, as quiet as a lamb, ' Ye'U keep the things I bought at Simpson's sale — I do not need them now ! ' and tried to smile, But could not WeU, I thank'd him cheerily, Nor seem'd to see his heart was aching so : Then after that the boys got pence from John, — The smaller playthings, and the bigger clothes : He eased his heart by spending as of old His money on the like. Well may you cry Shame, shame on Jessie ! Heartless, grace- less lass ! I could have whipt her shoulders with a staff !— But One above had sorer tasks in store. Ere long the village, like a peal of bells. Rang out the tale that Jessie was a thief. Had gone to Innis Farm to work a week, And stolen Maggie Fleming's watch and chain — They found them in her trunk with scores of things THE ENGLISH HUSWIFE'S GOSSIP 97 From poorer houses. Woe to Jessie then If Farmer Fleming had unkindly been, Nor spared her for her sickly father's sake ! The punishment was spared — she kept the shame ! The scandal rose, with jingling-jangling din, And chattering lasses, wives, and mothers join'd. At first she saw not that the sin was guess'd; But slowly, one by one, her lassie friends. Her very bosom-gossips, shook her off : She heard the din, she blush'd and hid her face, Shrinking away and trembling as with cold, Like Eve within the garden when her mouth Was bitter with the apple of the Tree. One night, when John returned from work and took His seat upon the stool beside the fire, 1 saw he knew the truth. For he was changed ! His look was dark, his voice was loud, his eyes Had lost their meekness ; when we spoke to him. He flush'd and answer'd sharply. He had heard The tale of Jessie's shame and wickedness, — What thouglu he of it all ? Believe me, sir, He was a riddle still : in many things So peevish and so simple, but in one — His silly dream of Jessie Glover's face — So manly and so dumb, — with power to hide His sorrow in his heart and turn away Like one that shuts his eyes when men pass by Rut looks on Him. 'Twas natural to think John would have taken angry spiteful joy In Jessie's fall, — for he was ever slow I'urgctting and forgiving injuries ; But no ! his voice was dumb, his eyes were fierce, Yetchieflywhen they mention'djessin scorn, He seem'd confused and would not under- stand, Perple.xt as when he breaks the children's toys. Now, bold as Jessie was, she could not bear The shame Irer sin had brought her, and wheneer We met she tingled to the finger-tips ; And soon she fled away to Edinglass To hide among the smoke. It came to pass, The Sabbath after she had flitted off, That Mister Mucklewraith (God bless him !) preach'd One of those gentle sermons low and sad Wherewith he gathers wheat for Him he serves': The text— let him who is sinless cast the first Stone at the sinner; and we knew he preach'd Of Jessie Glover. Hey I to hear him talk Ye would have sworn that Jessie was a saint. An injured thing for folk to pet and coax ! But tho' ye know 'twas folly, spiinging up Out of a heart so kindly to the core, Your eyes were dim with tears while hearken- ing— He spake so low and sadly. John was there. And early down the stairs came John next day Drest in his Sabbath clothes. ' I'm going away,' He whispers, ' for a day or maybe two — Don't be afraid if I'm away at night, And do not speak to Tom ; ' and oft he ran Ere I could question. When the evening came. No sign of John ! Night pass'd, and not a sign Tom sought him far and near withotit aval'. The next night came, and we were sitting here Weary and pensive, wondering, listening, To every step that pass'd, when in stept John, And .sat beside the fire, and when we ask'd Where he had been, he snapt us short and crept Away to bed. Rut by-and-by, I heard The truth from John himself— a truth indeed That was and is a puzzle, will remain A puzzle to the end. And can ye guess Where John had been ? Away in fulinglass, At Jessie Glover's side, holding her hand And looking in her eyes 1 'Jessie I ' he said ; And while she stared stood scraping with his shoes. And humm'd and haw'd and staniiner'il out a speech. Whose sense, made clear and shortcn'd. came to this : H 98 IDYLS AND LEGENDS OF INVERBURN. The country folk thatcall'd her cruel names And mock'd her so, had done the same by him ! He did not five a straw for what they said ! He did not give a straw, and why should she? And tho' she laugh'd before, perchance when folk Miscall'd her, frighten'd her from home and friends, She'd turn to simple John and marry him ? For he had money, seven pound and more. And yonder in his home, to stock a house, The household things he bought at Simp- son's sale ; John Thomson paid him well, and he could work, And, if she dried her eyes and married him, Who cared for Tom and Jennie, and the folk That thought them crazed?. . John, then and now ashamed, Said that she flung her arms about his neck. And wept as if her heart was like to break, And told him sadly that it could not be. He scratch'd his head, and stared, and answer'd nought — His stock of words was done, but last, he forced His money in the weeping woman's hand, And hasten'd home as fast as he could run. He feels it still ! it haunts him night and day ! Ay, silly tho' he be, he keeps the thought Of Jess still hidden in his heart ; and now, Wearing away like snowdrift in the sim, If e'er he chance to see, on nights at home, One of the things he bought at Simpson's sale (I keep them still, tho' they are worn and old,) His eyes gleam up, then glisten, — then are dark. THE FAERY FOSTER-MOTHER. Bright Eyes, Light Eyes ! Daughter of a Fay 1 I had not been a married wife a twelvemonth and a day, I had not nurst my little one a month upon my knee. When down among the blue-bell banks rose elfins three times three. They gript me by the raven hair, I could not cry for fear, They put a hempen rope around my waist and dragg'd me here. They made me sit and give thee suck as mortal mothers can. Bright Eyes, Light Eyes I strange and weak and wan ! II. Dim Face, Grim Face ! lie ye there so still? Thy red red lips are at my breast, and thou may' St suck thy fill ; But know ye, tho' I hold thee firm, and rock thee to and fro, 'Tis not to soothe thee into sleep, but just to still my woe ? And know ye, when I lean so calm against the wall of stone, 'Tis when 1 shut my eyes and try to think thou art mine own ? And know ye, tho' my milk be here, my heart is far away. Dim Face, Grim Face ! Daughter of a Fay ! III. Gold Hair, Cold Hair ! Daughter to a King ! Wrapt in bands of snow-white silk with jewels glittering. Tiny slippers of the gold upon thy feet so thin. Silver cradle velvet-lined for thee to slumber in, Pigmy pages, crimson-hair'd, to serve thee on their knees. To bring thee toys and greenwood flowers and honey bags of bees, — I was but a peasant lass, my babe had but the milk. Gold Hair, Cold Hair ! raimented in silk ! IV. Pale Thing, Frail Thing ! dumb and weak and thin, Altho' thou ne'er dost utter sigh thou'rt shadow'd with a sin ; Thy minnie scorns to suckle thee, thy minnie is an elf. Upon a bed of rose's-leaves she lies and fans herself ; THE FAERY FOSTER-MOTHER— THE GREEN GNOME. 99 And though my heart is aching so for one afar from me, I often look into thy face and drop a tear for thee, And I am but a peasant born, a lowly cotter's wife. Pale Thing.Frail Thing ! sucking at my life ! V. Weak Thing, Meek Thing ! take no blame from me, Altho' my babe may fade for lack of what I give to thee ; For though thou art a stranger thing, and though thou art my woe, To feel thee sucking at my breast is all the joy I know. It soothes me tho' afar away I hear my daughter call. My heart were broken if I felt no little lips at all ! If I had none to tend at all, to be its nurse and slave, Weak Thing, Meek Thing ! I should shriek and rave ! VI. Bright Eyes, Light Eyes ! lying on my knee ! If soon I be not taken back unto mine own countree. To feel my own babe's little lips, as I am feeling thine. To smoothe the golden threads of hair, to see the blue eyes shine, — I 11 lean my head against the wall and close my weary eyes. And think my own babe draws the milk with balmy pants and sighs. And smile and bless my little one and sweetly pass away. Bright Eyes, Light Eyes ! Daughter of a Fay ! THE GREEN GNOME. A MELODY. Ring, sing ! ring, sing ! pleasant Sabbath bells ! Chime, rhyme ! chime, rhyme ! through the dales and dells ! Rhyme, ring ! chime, sing ! pleasant Sab- bath bells ! Chime, sing ! rhyme, ring ! over fields and fells ! And I gallop'd and I gallop'd on my palfrey white as milk. My robe was of the sea-green woof, my serk was of the silk. My hair was golden yellow, and it floated to my shoe. My eyes were like two harebells bathed in shining drops of dew ; My palfrey, never stopping, made a music sweetly blent With the leaves of autumn dropping all around me as I went ; And I heard the bells, grown fainter, far behind me peal and plav. Fainter, fainter, fainter, fainter, till they seem'd to die away ; And beside a silver runnel, on a lonely heap of sand, I saw the green Gnome sitting, with his I cheek upon his hand ; Then he started up to see me, and he ran with cry and bound. And drew me from my palfrey white, and set me on the ground : crimson, crimson, were his locks, his face was green to see. But he cried, ' O light-hair'd lassie, you are bound to marry me ! ' He claspt me round the middle small, he kissed me on the cheek, He kissed me once, he kissed me twice— I could not stir or speak ; He kissed me twice, he kissed me thrice — but when he kissed again, 1 called aloud upon the name of Him who died for men ! Ring, sing ! ring, sing ; pleasant Sabbath bells ! Chime, rhyme ! chime, rhyme ! through the dales and dells ! Rhyme, ring ! chime, sing ! pleasant Sab- bath bells ! Chime, sing ! rliyme, ring ! over fields and fells ! O faintly, faintly, faintly, calling men and maids to pray. So faintly, faintly, faintly, rang the bells afar away ; And as I named the Blessed Name, as in our need we can, The ugly green green Gnome became a tall and comely man ! H 2 100 IDYLS AND LEGENDS OF IN VERB URN. His hands were white, his beard was gold, his eyes were blade as sloes. His tunic was of scarlet woof, and silken were his hose ; A pensive light from Faeryland still linger'd on his cheek. His voice was like the running brook, when he began to speak : ' O you have cast away the charm my step- dame put on me, Seven years I dwelt in Faeryland, and you have set me free ! O I will mount thy palfrey white, and ride to kirk with thee, And by those swettly shining eyes, we twain will wedded be ! ' Back we gallop'd, never stopping, he before and I behind. And the autumn leaves were dropping, red and yellow, in the wind. And the sun was shining clearer, and my heart was high and proud. As nearer, nearer, nearer, rang the kirk- bells sweet and loud. And we saw the kirk before us, as we trotted down the fells. And nearer, clearer, o'er us, rang the wel- come of the bells ! Ring, sing ! ring, sing ! pleasant Sabbath beUs! Chime, rhyme ! chime, rhyme ! through the dales and dells ! Rhyme, ring ! chime, sing ! plea?ant Sab- bath bells ! Chime, sing ! rhyme, ring ! over fields and fells ! HUGH SUTHERLAND'S PANSIES. The aged Minister of Inverburn, A mild heart hidden under features stern, Leans in the sunshine on the garden-yale, Pensive, yet happy, as he tells this tale-, — And he who listens sees the garden lie Blue as a little patch of fallen sky. ' The lily minds me of a maiden brow,' Hugh Sutherland would say ; ' the marigold Is full and sunny like her j'ellow hair. The full-blown rose her lips with sweetness tipt; But if you seek a likeness to her eyes — Go to the pansy, friend, and find it there ! ' ' Ay, leeze me on the pansies ! ' Hugh would say — Hugh Sutherland, the weaver — he who dwelt Here in the white-wash'd cot you fancy so — Who knew the learned names of all the flowers. And recognised the lily, tho' its head Rose in a ditch of dull Latinity 1 Pansies? You praise the ones that grow to-day Here in the garden : had you seen the place When Sutherland was living ! Here they grew. From blue to deeper blue, in midst of each A golden dazzle like a glimmering star. Each broader, bigger, than a silver crown ; While here the weaver sat, his labour done. Watching his azure pets and rearing them, Until they seem'd to know his step and touch, And stir beneath his smile like living things ! The very sunshine loved them, and would lie Here happy, coming early, lingering late, Because they were so fair. Hugh Sutherland Was country-bred — I knew him from the time When on a bed of pain he lost a limb, And rose at last, a lame and sickly lad, Apprenticed to the loom — a peevish lad. Mooning among the shadows by himself. Among these shadows, with the privilege Of one who loved his flock, I sought him out, And gently as I could I won his heart ; And then, tho' he was young and I was old, We soon grew friends. He told his griefs to me, His joys, his troubles, and I hclp'd him on ; Yet sought in vain to drive away the cloud Deep pain had left upon his sickly check, And lure him from the shades that deepen'd it. Then Heaven took the task upon itself And sent an angel down among the flowers 1 Almost before I Icnew the work was done, I found him settled in this but and ben, HUGH SUTHERLAND'S PANSTES. lOI Where, wiih an eye that brighten'd, he had found The sunshine loved his garden, and begun To rear his pansies. Sutherland was poor. Rude, and untutor'd ; peevish, too, when first The angel in his garden found him out ; But pansy-growing made his heart within Blow fresh and fragrant. When he came to share This cottage with a brother of the craft, Only some poor and sickly bunches bloom'd, Vagrant, though fair, among the garden- plots ; And idly, carelessly, he water'd these, Spread them and train'd them, till they grew and grew In size and beauty, and the angel thrust Its bright arms upward thro' thebright'ning sod. And clung around the sickly gardener's heart. Then Sutherland grew calmer, and the cloud Was fading from his face. Well, by-and-by, The country people saw and praised the flowers, And what at first had been an idle joy Became a sober serious work for fame. Next, being won to send a bunch for show. He gained a prize — a sixth or seventh rate, And slowly gath'ring courage, rested not Till he had won the highest prize of all. Here in the sunshine and the shade he toil'd Early and late in joy, and, by-and-by. Rose high in fame ; for not a botanist, A lover of the flowers, poor man or rich. Came to the village, but the people said ' Go down the lane to Weaver Sutherland's, And see his pansies ! ' Thus the summers pass'd. And Sutherland grew gentler, hajipier ; The angel God had sent him clung to him : There grew a rapturous sadness in his tone When he was gladdest, like the dewiness That moistens pansies when they bloom the best ; And in his face there dawn'd a gentle light Like that which softly clings about a flow'r, And makes you love it. Yet his heart was glad More for the pansies' sakes than for his own: His eye was hke a father's, moist and bright, When they were praised ; and, as I said, they seem'd To make themselves as beauteous as they could. Smiling to please him. Blessings on the flowers ! They were his children ! Father never loved His little darhngs more, or for their sakes Fretted so dumbly ! Father never bent More tenderly above his little ones, In the still watches of the night, when sleep Breathes balm upon Iheir eyelids ! Night and day Poor Hugh was careful for the gentle things Whose presence brought a sunshine to the place Where sickness dwelt : this one was weak and small, And needed watching like a sickly child ; This one so beauteous, that it shamed its mates And made him angry with its beauteousness. ' I cannot rest ! ' cried Hughie with a smile, ' I scarcely snatch a moment to myself — They plague me so ! ' Part fun, part earnest, this: He loved the pansies better than he kitew. liv'n in the shadow of his weaving-room They haunted him and brighten'd on his soul : Daily v\hile busy working at the loom The humming seem'd a mystic melody To which the pansies sweetly grew and grew— A leaf unrolling soft to every note, A change of colours with the change of sound ; And walkmg to the door to rest himself, Still wi h the pleasant murmur in his ears, He saw the lloweis and heard the melody They make in growing ! Pleasure such as this. So exquisite, so lonely, might have pass'd Into the shadowy restlessness of yore ; But wholesome human contact saved him here, And kept him fresh and meek. The people came To stir him with their praise, and he would show ro2 IDYLS AND LEGENDS OF INVERBURN. The medals and the prizes he had got — As proud and happy as a child who gains A prize in school. The angel still remain'd In winter, when the garden-plots were bare, And deep winds piloted the wandering snow: He saw its gleaming in the cottage fire, While, with a book of botany on his knee, He sat and hunger' d for the breath of spring. The angel of the flowers was with him still ! Here beds of roses sweeten'd all the page ; Here lilies whiter than the falling snow Crept gleaming softly from the printed lines ; Here dewy violets sparkled till the book Dazzled his eyes with rays of misty blue ; And here, amid a page of Latin names, All the sweet Scottish flowers together grew With fragrance of the summer. Hugh and I Were still fast friends, and still I help'd him on ; And often in the pleasant summer-time. The service over, on the Sabbath day, I join'd him in the garden, where we sat And chatted in the sun. But all at once It came upon me that the gardener's hand Had grown less diligent ; fortho' 'twas June The garden that had been the village pride Look' d but the shadow of its former self ; And ere a week was out I saw in church Two samples fairer far than any blown In Hughie's garden — blooming brighter far In sweeter soil. What wonder that a man. Loving the pansies as the weaver did — A skilful judge, moreover— should admire Sweet Mary Moffat's sparkling pansy-eyes? The truth was out. The weaver play'd the game (I christen'd it in sport that very day) Of ' Love among the Pansies ! ' As he spoke. Telling me all, I saw upon his face The peevish cloud that it had worn in youth ; 1 cheer'd him as I could, and bade him hope: ' You both are poor, but, Sutherland, God's flowers Are poor as well ! ' He brighten'd as I spoke. And answer'd, ' It is settled ! I have kept The secret till the last, lest " nay " should come And spoil it all ; but " ay " has come instead. And all the help we wait for is your own ! ' Even here, I think, his angel clung to him. The fairies of his garden haunted him With similes and sympathies that made His likes and dislikes, though he knew it not. Beauty he loved if it was meek and mild. And hke his pansies tender ev'n to tears ; And so he chose a maiden pure and low, Wlio, like his garden pets, had love to spare. Sunshine to cast upon his pallid cheek. And yt- 1 a tender clinging thing, too weak To bloom uncared for and unsmiled upon. Soon Sutherland and she he loved were one, — • And bonnily a moon of honey gleam'd At night among the flowers ! Amid the spring That follow'd, blossom'd with the other buds A tiny maiden with her mother's eyes. The little garden was itself again. The sunshine sparkled on the azure beds ; The angel Heaven had sent to save a soul Stole from the blooms and took an infant shape ; And wild with pleasure, seeing how the flowers Had given her their choicest lights and shades. The father bore his baby to the font And had her christen'd PANSY. After that Poor Hugh was happy as the days were long. Divided in his cares for all his pets, And proudest of the one he loved the best. The summer found him merry as a king, Dancing the little one upon his knee Here in the garden, while the plots around Gleam'd in the sun , and seem'd as glad as he. But moons of honey wane, and sui..mer suns Of wedlock set to bring the autumn in ! Hugh Sutherland, with wife and child to feed. Wrought sore to gain his pittance in a world His pansies made so fair. Came Poverty With haggard eyes to dwell within the house ; HUGH SUTHERLAND'S PANS FES. 103 When first she saw the garden she was glad, And, seated on the threshold, smiled and spin. But times grew harder, bread was scarce as gold, A shadow fell on Pansy and the flowers ; And when the strife was sorest, Hugh received An office — lighter work and higher pay- To take a foreman's place in lidinglass. 'Twas hard, 'twas hard, to leave the little place He loved so dearly ; but the weaver look'd At Mary, saw the sorrow in her face, And gave consent, — happy at heart to think His dear ones would not want. To Edin- glass They went, and settled. Thro' the winter hours Bravely the weaver toil'd ; Iiis wife and child Were happy, he was heartsonie — tho' his taste Was grassy lowlands and the caller air. The cottage here remain d untenanted, The angel of the flowers forsook the place. The sunshine faded, and the pansies died. Two su.Timers pass'd ; and still in Edin- glass The weaver toil'd, and ever when I went Into the city, to his house I hied — A welcome guest. Now first, I saw a change Had come to Sutherland : for he was pale And peevish, had a venom on his tongue. And hung the under-lip like one that doubts. Part of the truth 1 heard, and part I saw — But knew too late, when all the ill was done ! At first, poor Hugh had shrunk from making friends, And pored among his books of botany, And later, in the dull dark nights he sat, A dismal b' ok upon his knee, and read : A book no longer full of leaves and flowers. That glimmer'd on the soul's sweet con- sciousness, Yet seem'd to fill the eye, — a dismal book, — Big-sounding T.atin, Eiaglish dull and dark, And not a breath of summer in it all. '1 he sunshine perish'd in the city's smoke. The pansies grew no more to comfort him, And he began to spend his nights with those Who waste their substance in the public- house : The flowers had lent a sparkle to his talk, Which pleased the muddled wits of idle men ; Sought after, treated, liked by one and all. He took to drinking ; and at last lay down Stupid and senseless on a rainy night, And ere he waken'd caught the flaming fire. Which gleams to white-heat on the face and burns Clear crimson in the lungs. But it was long, Ere any knew poor Hughie's plight ; and, ere He saw his danger, on the mother's breast Lay Pansy withering — tho' the dewy breath Of spring was floating like a misty rain Down from the mountains. Then the tiny flower Folded its leaves in silence, and the sleep That dwells in winter on the flower-beds Fell on the weaver's house. At that sad hour I enter'd, scarcely welcomed with a word Of greeting : by the hearth tlie woman sat Weeping full sore, her apron o'er a face Haggard with midnight watching, while the man Cover'd his bloodshot ej'es and cursed him- self. Then leaning o'er, my hand on his, I said — ' She could not bear the smoke of cities, Hugh ! God to His Garden has transplanted her, Where summer dwells for ever and the air Is fresh and pure ! ' But Hughie did not speak ; I saw full plainly that he blamed himself; And ere the day was out he bent above His little sleeping flower, and wept, and said : ' Ay, sir ! she wither'd, wither'd like the rest, Neglected ! ' and I saw his heart was full. When Pansy slept beneath the churchyard grass Poor Hughie'sangel had return'd to Heaven, Anil all his heart was dark. His ways grew strange, Peevish, and sullen ; often he would sit And drink alone ; the wife and he grew cold, And harsh to one another ; till at last A stern physician put an end to all. And told him he must die. r04 IDYLS AND LEGENDS OF INVERBURN. No bitter cry, No sound of wailing rose within the house After the Doctor spoke, hut Mary niourn'd In silence, Hughie smoked his pipe and set His teeth together, at the ingleside. Days pass'd ; the only token of a change .Was Hughie's face — the peevish cloud of care Seem'd melting to a tender gentleness. After a time, the wife forgot her grief, Or could at times forget it, in the care Her husband's sickness brought. I went to them As often as I could, for Sutherland Was dear to me, and dearer for his sin. Weak as he was he did his best to toil. Rut it was weary work ! By slow degrees. When May was breathing on the sickly bunch Of mignonette upon the window-sill, I saw his smile was softly wearing round To what it used to be, when here he sat Rearing his flowers ; altho' his brow at times Grew cloudy, and he gnaw'd his under lip. At last I found him seated by the hearth, Trj'ing to read : I led his mind to themes Of old langsyne, and saw his eyes grow dim : ' O sir,' he cried, ' I cannot, cannot rest ! Something I long for, and I know not what. Torments me night and day ! ' I saw it all, And sparkling with the brilliance of the thought, Look'd in his eyes and caught his hand, and cried, ' Hugh, it's the pansies ! Spring has comte again. The sunshine breathes its gold upon the air And threads it through the petals of the flowers. Yet here you linger in the dark ! ' I ceased And watch'd him. Then he trembled as he said, ' I see it now, for as I read the book The lines andwords, the Latin seem'd to bud. And they peep'd thro'.' He smiled, like one ashamed, Adding in a low voice, ' I long to see The pansies ere I die ! ' What heart of stone Could throb on coldly, Sir, at words like those ? Not mine, not mine ! Within a week poor Hugh Had left the smoke of Edinglass behind. And felt tlie wind that runs along the lanes, Spreading a carpet of the grass and flowers For June the sunny-hair'd to walk upon. In the old cottage here he dwelt again : The place was wilder than it once had been. But buds were blowing green around about. And with the glad return of Sutherland, The angel of the flowers came back again. The end was near and Hugh was wearied out. And like a flower was closing up his leaves Under the dropping of the gloaming dews. And daily, in the summer afternoon, I found him seated on the threshold there, Watching his flowers, and all the place, I thought, Brighten'd when he was nigh. Now first I talk'd Of heavenly hopes unto him, and I knew The angel help'd me. On the day he died The pain had put its shadow on his face. The words of doubt were on his tremulous lips : ' Ah, Hughie, life is easy ! ' I exclaim'd, ' Easie.', tsetter, than we know ourselves : 'Tis pansy-growing on a mighty scale, And God above us is the gardener. The fairest win the prizes, that is just. But all the flowers are dear to God the Lord : The Gardener loves them all, He loves them all!' He saw the sunshine on the pansy-beds And brighten'd. Then by slow degrees he grew Cheerful and meek as dying man could be, And as I spoke there came from far-away The faint sweet melody of Sabbath bells. And ' Hugh,' I said, ' if God the Gardener Neglected those he rears as you have done Your pansies and your Pansy, it were ill For we who blossom in His garden. Nighf And morning He is busy at His work. He smiles to give us sunshine, and we live : He stoops to pluck us softly, and our hearts Tremble to see the darkness, knowing not It is the shadow He, in stooping, casts. He pluckt your Pansy so, and it was well. But, Hugh, though some be beautiful and grand, HUGH SUTHERLAND'S PANSIES—THE DEAD MOTHER. 105 Some sickly, like yourself, and mean and poor, He loves them all, the Gardener loves them all!' Then later, when he could no longer sit Out on the threshold, and the end was near, We set a plate of pansies by his bed To cheer him. ' He is coming near,' I said, •Great is the garden, but the Gardener Is com ng to the corner where you bloom So sickly ! ' And he smiled, and moan'd, ' I hear ! ' And sank upon his pillow wearily. His hollow eyes no longer bore the light, The darkness gather'd round him as 1 said, ' The Gardener is standing at your side. His shade is on you and you cannot see : Lord, that lovest both the strong and weak. Pluck him and wear him ! ' Even as I pray'd, 1 felt the shadow there and hid my face ; But when I look'd again the flower was pluckd. The shadow gone : the sunshine thro' the blind Gleam'd faintly, and the widow'd woman wept. II. I awoke from sleep, I awoke from sleep. Up I rose from my grave so deep ! The earth was black, but overhead The stars were yellow, the moon was red ; And I walk'd along all white and thin. And lifted the latch and enter'd in. And reach'd the chamber as dark as night. And though it was dark my face was wliite : ' Mother, mother, I look on thee ! Mother, mother, you frighten me ! For your cheeks are thin and your hair i gray ! ' But I smiled, and kiss'd her fears away, I smooth'd her hair and I sang a song. And on my knee I rock'd her long : ' O mother, mother, sing low to me — I am sleepy now, and I cannot see ! ' I kiss'd her, but I could not weep. And she went to sleep, she went to sleep. THE DEAD MOTHER. As I lay asleep, as I lay asleep, Under the grass as I lay so deep, As I lay asleep in my cotton serk Under the shade of Our Lady's Kirk, I waken'd up in the dead of night, I .vaken'd up in my death-serk white, And I heard a cry from far away. And I knew the voice of my daughter May: ' Mother, mother, come hither to me ! Mother, mother, come hither and see ! Mother, mother, mother dear, Another mother is sitting here : My body is bruised, and in pain I cry, On straw in the dark afraid I lie, I thirst and lumger for drink and meat. And mother, mother, to sleep were sweet ! ' I heard the cry, though my grave was deep. And awoke from sleep, and awoke from sleep. III. As we lay asleep, as we lay asleep, My May and 1, in our grave so deep, As we lay asleep in the midnight mirk. Under the shade of our Lady's Kirk, I waken'd up in the dead of night, Though May my daughter lay warm and white. And I heard the cry of a little one. And I knew 'twas the voice of Hu h my son : ' Mother, mother, come hither to me ! Mother, mother, come hither and see ! Mother, mother, mother dear, AnoUier mother is sitting here : My body is Ijruised and my heart is sad, But I speak my mind and call them bad ; 1 thirst and hunger night and day, And were I strong I would fly away ! ' I heard the cry, tliougli my grave was deep. And awoke from sleep, and :uvoke from sleep ! IV. 1 awoke from sleep. I awoke from sleep, Up I rose from my grave so dee|), The earth was black, but overhead The stars were yellow, the moon was red ; And I walk'd along all white and thin, And lifted the .atch and enter'd in. lo6 IDYLS AND LEGENDS OF INVERBURN. ' Mother, mother, and art thou here? I know your face, and I feel no fear ; Raise me, mother, and kiss my cheek, For oh I am weary and sore and wealv. ' I smooth'd his hair with a mother's joy. And he laugh'd aloud, my own brave boy ; I raised and held him on my breast. Sang him a song, and bade him rest. ' Mother, mother, sing low to me — I am sleepy now and I cannot see ! " I kiss'd him, and I could not weep. As he went to sleep, as he went to sleep. V. As I lay asleep, as I lay asleep. With my girl and boy in my grave so deep. As I lay asleep, I awoke in fear. Awoke, but awoke not my children dear, And heard a cry so low and weak From a liny voice that could not speak ; I heard the cry of a little one. My bairn that could neither talk nor run. My little, little one, uncaress'd. Starving for lack of the milk of the breast ; And I rose from sleep and enter'd in. And found my little one pinch'd and thin, And croon'd a song and hush'd its moan. And put its lips to my white breast-bone ; And the red, red moon that lit the place Went white to look at the little face, And I kiss'd and kiss'd, and I could not weep. As it went to sleep, as it went to sleep. VI. As it lay asleep, as it lay asleep, I set it down in the darkness deep, Smooth'd its limbs and laid it out. And drew the curtains around about ; Then into the dark, dark room I hied Where he lay awake at the woman's side, And though the chamber was black as night. He saw my face, for it was so white ; I gazed in his eyes, and he shriek'd in pain. And I knev/ he would never sleep again. And back to my grave went silently. And soon my baby was brought to me ; My son and daughter beside me rest. My little baby is on my breast ; Our bed is warm and our grave is deep. But he cannct sleep, he cannot sleep ! TL/E WIDOW MYSIE. An Idyl of Love and Whisky. Tom Love, a man ' prepared for fiiend or foe, Whisker'd, well-teatured, tight from top to toe.' O Widow Mysif., smiling, soft, and sweet ! O Mysie, buxom as a sheaf of wheat ! O Mysie, Widow Mysie, late Monroe, Foul fall the traitor-face that served me so! Mysie Love, a second time a bride, 1 pity him who tosses at your side — Who took, by honied smiles and speech misled, A beauteous bush of brambles to his bed ! You saw her at the ploughing match, you ken. Ogling the whisky and the handsome men : The smiling woman in the Paisley shawl. Plump as a partridge, and as broad as tall. With ribbons, bows, and jewels fair to see, Bursting to blossom like an apple-tree. Ay, that was Mysie, — now two score and ten. Now Madam Love of Bungo in the Glen ! Ay, that was Mysie, tho' her looks no more Dazzle with beams of brightness as of yore ! — The tiny imps that nested in her eyes. Winning alike the wanton and the wise. Have ta'en the flame that made my heart forlorn Back to the nameless place, where they were born. years roll on, and fair things fade and pine ! — Twelve sowings since and I was twenty-nine : With ploug!inian'scoat on back, and plough in hand, 1 wrought at Bungo on my father's land. And all the neighbour-lassies, stale or fair. Tried hard to net my father's son and heir. My heart was lightsome, cares I had but few, I climb'd the mountains, drank the moun- tain dew. Could sit a mare as mettlesome as fire, ' Could put the stone with any in the shire, THE WIDOW MYSIE. 107 Had been to college, and had learn'd to dance, Could blether thro' my nose like folks in France, And stood erect, prepared for friend or foe, Whisker'd, well-featured, tight from top to toe. ' A marriageable man, for every claim Of lawful wedlock fitted,' you exclaim? But, sir, of all that men enjoy or treasure, Wedlock, I fancied, was the driest pleasure. True ; seated at some pretty peasant's side. Under the slanted sheaves I loved to hide. Lilting the burthen of a Scottish tune, To sit, and kiss perchance, and watch the moon. Pillow d on breasts like beds of lilies white Heaving and falling in the pale moonlight ; But rather would have sat with crimson face Upon the cutty-stool with Jean or Grace, Than buy in kirk a partner with the power To turn the mother-milk of Freedom sour. I loved a comely face, as I have said. But sharply watch'd the maids who wish'd to wed, — I knew their arts, was not so cheaply won, They loved my father's Siller, not his Son. Still, laughing in my sleeve, I here and there Took liberties allow'd my father's heir, Stole kisses from the comeliest of the crew, And smiled upon the virgin nettles too. So might the game have daunder'd on tiU this. And lasted till my father went to bliss, — But Widow IVlysie came, as sly as sin. And settled in the ' William Wallace' Inn. The Inn had gone to rack and loss complete Since Simpson drown'd himself in whisky neat ; And poor Jock Watt, who follow'd in his shoes, Back'd by the sourest, gumliest of shrews, (The whisky vile, the water never hot. The very sugar sour'd by Mistress Watt,) Hadfound thegossips, grumbling, groaning, stray To Sandie Kirkson's, half a mile away. But hey ! at Widow Mysie's rosy face, A change came o'er the spirits of the place. The fire blazed high, the shining pewter smiled. The glasses glitter'd bright, the water boil'd. Grand was the whisky, Highland born and fine. And Mysie, Widow Mysie, was divine S O sweet was Widow Mysie, sweet and sleek ! The peach's blush and down were on her clieek. And there were dimples in her tender chin For Cupids small to hunt for kisses in ; Dark-glossy were her ringlets, each a prize, And wicked, wicked were her beaded eyes ; Plump was her figure, rounded and com- plete. And tender were her tiny tinkling feet ! All this was nothing to the warmth and light That seem'd to hover o'er her day and night ;— Where'er she moved, she seem'd to soothe and please With pleasant murmurs as of humble-bees ; Her small plump hands on public missions flew Like snow-white doves that flying croon and coo ; Her feet fell patter, cheep, like little mice ; Her breath was soft with sugar and with spice ; And when her finger - so ! — your hand would press. You tingled to the toes with loveliness. While her dark eyes, with lessening zone in zone, Flasht sunlight on the mirrors of your own, Dazzling your spirit with a wicked sense That seem'd more heavenly-born than inno- cence ! Sure one so beauteous and so sweet had graced And checr'd the scene, where'er by Fortune placed ; But with a background of the pewter bright. Whereon the fire cast gleams of rosy light. With jingling glasses round her, and a scent Of spice and lemon-peel where'er she went. What wonder she should to the cronies seem An angel, in a cloud of toddy steam ? What wonder, while I sipt my glass one day, She, and the whisky, stole my heart away ? I05 IDYLS AND LEGENDS OF INVERBURN. She was not loath ! — for, while her comely face Shone full on other haunters of the place, From me she turn'd her head and peep'd full sly With just the corner of her roguish eye, And blush'd so bright my toddy seem'd to glow Beneath the rosy blush and sweeter grow ; And once, at my request, she took a sip. And nectar'd all the liquor with her lip. ' Take heed ! for Widow Mysie's game is plain,' The gossips cried, but warn'd me all in vain: Like sugar melting at the toddy's kiss. My very caution was dissolved in bliss. Fear died for ever with a mocking laugh. And Mysie's kisses made his epitaph. Kisses? Ay, faith, they foUow'd score on score. After the first I stole behind the door, And lingered softly on these lips of mine Like Massic whisky drunk by bards divine. But O I the glow, the rapture, and the glee, That night she let me draw her on my knee — When bliss thrill'd from her to my finger- tips, Then eddied wildly to my burning lips, From which she drank it back with kisses fain. Then blush'd and glow'd and breathed it back again — Till, madden'd with the ecstasy divine, I clasp'd her close and craved her to be mine, And thrilling, panting, struggling up to fly. She breathed a spicy ' Yes ' with glistening eye. And while my veins grew fire, my heart went wild. Fell like a sunbeam on my heart, and smiled! The deed thus done, I hied me home, you say, And rued my folly when I woke next day ? Nay ! all my business was to crave and cry That Heaven would haste the holy knot to tie, Though ' Mysie lass,' I said, ' my gold and gear Are small, and will be small for many a year. Since father is but fifty years and three. And tough as cobbler's wa.\, though spare and wee 1 ' •Ah, Tarn," she sigh'd, 'there's nothing there to me — The gold, the gear, that Mysie wants is you! ' And brightly clad, with kisses thrilling through me. Clung like a branch of trembling blossoms to me. I found my father making up his books. With yellow eyes and penny-hunting looks. ' Father,' I said, ' I'm sick of single life. And will, if you are willing, take a wife.' 'Humph,' snapt my father, '(six and four are ten. And ten are twenty) — Marry? who? and when ? ' ' Mistress Monroe," I said, 'that keeps the inn.' At that he shrugg'd his shoulders with a grin: ' I guess'd as much ! the tale has gone the round ! Ye might have stay'd till I was underground! But please \'ourself — Lve nothing to refuse. Choose where you will— you're old enough to choose ; But mind," he added, blinking yellow eye, ' ril handle my own guineas till I die ! Frankly I own, you might have chosen worse, Since you have little siller in your purse — The Inn is thriving, if report be true, And Widow M\sie has enough for two ! ' ' And if we wait till he has gone his way, Wliy, Mysie, I'U be bald, and you'll be gray," I said lo Mysie, laughing at her side. ' Oh, let him keep his riches,' she replied, ' He's right ! there's plenty here for you and me ! May he live long ; and happy ma\ he be ! ' ' O Mysie, you're an angel,' I return'd. With eye that glisten'd demly and yeam'd. Then running off she mi.xed, with tender glee, A glass of comfort — sat her on my knee — ' Come, Tam ! ' she cried, ' who cares a fig for wealth — Ay, let him keep it all, and here's his health I ' And added, shining brightly on my breast, 'Ah, Tam, the siller's worthless— Love is best I ' THE WIDOW MYSIE. 109 O Widow Mysie, wert thou first sincere, VVhen tender accents trembled on mine ear, Like bees that o'er a flower will float and fleet. And ere they light make murmurs soft and sweet ? Or was the light that rcnder'd me unwise, Guile's— the sly Quaker with the downcast eyes ? Widow Mysie, not at once are we Taught the false scripture of Hypocrisy ! Even pink Selfishness has times, I know. When thro' his fat a patriot's feelings glow ; Falsehood first learns her nature with a sigh. And nurses bitterly her first-born Lie ! Days pass'd ; and I began, to my amaze, To see a colder light in Mysie's gaze ; Once when, with arm about her softly wound, 1 snatch'd a kiss, she snapt and flusht and frown'd ; But oftener her face a shadow wore, Such as had never darken'd it before ; I spoke of this, I begg'd her to explain,— She tapt my cheek, and smiled, and mused again. Rut, in the middle of my love-alarm, The Leech's watch went ' tick ' at Bungo Farm ; My father sicken'd, and his features cold Retain'd the hue, without the gleam, of gold. Then Mysie soften'd, sadden'd, and would speak Of father's sickness with a dewy check ; When to the Inn I wander'd. unto me. Lightly, as if she walk'd on wool, came she, And ' Is he better ? ' ' Is he changed at all ? ' .'\nd ' Heaven help him ! ' tenderly would call. 'So old— so ill — untended and alone ! He is your father, Tam, — and seems my own ! ' And nuising stood, one little hand of snow Nestling and fluttering on my shoulder — so ! But father sicken'd on, and then one night. When we were sitting in the ingle-light, ' O Tam,' she cried, ' I have it ! — I should ne'er Forgive myself for staying idly here, While he, your father, lack'd in his distress The love, the care, a daughter's hands possess — He knows our troth— he wiH not say me nay; But let me nurse him as a daughter may. And he may live, for darker cases mend, To bless us and to join us in the end ! ' ' But, Mysie ' ' Not a word, the thing is plann'd,' She said, and stopt my mouth with warm white hand. She went with gentle eyes that very night. Stole to the chamber like a moonbeam white ; My father scowl'd at first, but soon was won — The keep was carried, and the deed was done. O Heaven ! in what strange Enchanter's den Learnt she the spells wherewith she con- quer'd men ? When to that chamber she had won her way, The old man's cheek grew brighter every day ; She smooth'd the pillows underneath his head. She brought sweet music roundabout his bed. She made the very mustard-blisters glow With fire as soft as youthful lovers know, The very physic bottles lost their gloom And seem'd like little fairies in the room. The very physic, charm'd by her, grew fine, Rhubarb was nectar, castor-oil was wine. Half darkly, dimly, yet with secret flame That titillated up and down his frame. The grim old man lay still, with hungry eye Watching her thro' the room on tiptoe fly; — She turn'd her back — his cheek grew dull and dim ! She turn'd her face — its sunshine fell on him ! Better and better every day grew he. Colder and colder grew his nurse to me. Till up he leapt, with fresher new life astir, And only sank again — to kneel to her ! • Mysie ! ' I cried, with flushing face, too late Stung by the pois'nous things whose names 1 hate, Which in so many household fires flit free, The salamanders. Doubt and Jealousy, — no IDYLS AND LEGENDS OF INVERBURN. ' Mysie ! ' — and then, in accents fierce and bold, Demanded why her looks had grown so cold? She trembled, flush'd, a tear was in her eye, She dropt her gaze, and heaved a balmy sigh, Then spoke with tender pauses low and sad: Had I a heart? She knew full well I had. Could I without a conscience-qualm behold My white-hair'd father, weak, untended, old. Who had so very short a time to live. Reft of the peace a woman's hands can give ? ' Mysie ! ' I shriek'd, with heart that seem'd to rend. With glaring eyes, and every hair on end. Clasping her little hands, ' O Tarn,' she cried, ' Save for my help your father would have died ; Bliss ! to have saved your filial heart that sorrow ! But for my help, why, he may die to-morrow. Go, Tarn ! — this weak warm heart I cannot trust To utter more — be generous ! be just ! I long have felt — I say it in humihty — A sort of — kind of — incompatibility ! Go, Tarn ! Be happy ! Bless you ! Wed another ! And I shall ever love you ! — as a mother ! ' Sir, so it was. Siunn'd, thunder-stricken, wild, I raved, while father trembled, Mysie smiled; O'er all the country-side the scandal rang, And ere I knew, the bells began to clang ; — And shutting eyes and stopping ears, as red As ricks on fire, I blushing turn'd and fled. Twelve years have pass'd since I escaped the net. And father, tough as leather, lingers yet, A gray mare rules, the laugh has come to me, I sport, and thank my stars that I am frte ! If Mysie likes her bargain ill or well, Only the Deil, who won it her, can tell ; But she, who could so well his arts pursue. May learn a trick to cheat her Teacher too. T//E MINISTER AND THE ELFIN. ' O WHO among you will win for me The soul of the Preacher of Woodilee? For he prays, he preaches, he labours sore, He cheats me alike of rich and poor. And his cheek is pale with a thought divine, And I would, I would that he were mine? ' ' O surely / will win for thee The Minister of Woodilee ; Round and around the elfin tree. Where we are fleeting in company, The Minister of Woodilee, Laughing aloud, shall dance with me ! ' II. The Minister rode in the white moonshine. His face was pale with his thought divine. And he saw beneath the greenwood tree As sweet a maiden as well could be : My hair of gold to my feet fell bright, My eyes were blue, and my brow was white. My cheeks were fresh as the milk of kine Mingled with drops of red red wine. And they shone thro' my veil o' the silk with gleam Like a lover's face thro' a thin light dream ; But the sickness of death was in mine ee. And my face was pallid and sad to see. And I moaned aloud as the man came near. And I heard him mutter a prayer in fear ! III. But the Minister, when he look'd on me, Leapt down and set my head on his knee, Wet my lips with the running stream. And I open'd my eyes as in a dream, I open'd my eyes and look'd on him. And his head whirl'd round and his cheek grew dim ! I kiss'd him twice, I kissd him thrice, Till he kiss'd again with lips of ice, Till he kiss'd again with lips of stone. And clasped me close to his cold breast- bone ; And tho' his face was wenry and sad. He laugh'd aloud and seem'd mad, so mad. Then up to my feet I leapt in glee. And round and round and around went we, Under the moonlit greenwood tree ! THE MINISTER AND THE ELFIN-VILLAGE VOICES. in IV. He leapt on his steed and home rode he, The Minister of Woodilee ; And when at the door of the manse he rein'd, With blood his lips were damp'd and stain'd, And he pray'd a prayer for his shame and sin, And dropt a tear as he enter'd in. Rut the smile divine from his face had fled, When he laid him down on his dying bed. ' O thanks, for thou hast won for me The Minister of Woodilee, Who nevermore, O nevermore. Shall preach and pray and labour sore, And cheat me alike of rich and poor. For the smile divine no more wears he — Hasten and bring his soul to me ! ' VI. Oh, off I ran his soul to win. And the gruy gray manse I enter'd in. And I saw him lying on his bed, With book and candle at his head ; But when he lurn'd him, weary and weak, A smile and a tear were on his cheek, And he took my hand and kiss'd it thrice, Tho' his lips were clammy cold as ice._ ' O wherefore, wherefore, dost thou jdi^ One who has stolen thy soul from bliss ? ' Then over his face so pale with pain The thought divine came back again. And ' I love thee more for the shame,' he said, ' I love thee more on my dying bed, And I cannot, cannot love thee less, Tho' my heart is vvae for its wickedness ; I love thee better, I love thee best. Sweet Spirit that crrest and wanderest ; Colder and colder my blood doth run, I pray for thee, pray for thee, little one ! ' Then I heard the bell for the dying toll. And I reach'd out hands to seize his soul, But I trembled and shriek'd to see as he died An angel in white at his bedside ! And 1 fled away to the greenwood tree. Where the elves were fleeting in company. And I hate my immortality, And 'twere better to be a man and dee ! VILLAGE VOICES. I. JANUARY WIND. The wind, wife, the wind ; how it blows, how it blows ; It grips the latch, it shakes the house, it whistles, it screams, it crows. It dashes on the window-pane, then rushes off with a cry, Ye scarce can hear your own loud voice, it clatters so loud and high ; And far away upon the sea it floats with thunder-call. The wind, wife, the wind, wife ; the wind that did it all ! II. The wind, wife, the wind ; how it blew, how it blew ; The very night our boy was born, it whistled, it scream'd,.it crew ; And while you moan'd upon your bed, and your heart was dark with fright, I swear it mingled with the soul of the boy you bore that night ; It scarcely seems a winter since, and the wind is with us stiU, — The wind, wife ; the wind, wife ; the wind that blew us ill ! III. The wind, wife, the wind ; how it blows, how it blows ! It changes, shifts, without a cause, it ceases, it comes and goes ; And David ever was the same, wayward, and wild, and bold — For wilful lad will have his way, and the wind no hand can hold ; But ah ! the wind, the changeful wind, was more in the blame than he ; The wind, wife ; the wind, wife, that blew him out to sea 1 IV. The wind, wife; the wind ; now 'lis still, now 'tis still ; And as we sit I seem to feel the silence shiver and thrill, 112 IDYLS AND LEGENDS OF INVERBURN. 'Twas thus the night he went away, and we sat in silence here, We listen'd to our beating hearts, and all was weary and drear ; We long'd to hear the wind again, and to hold our David's hand — The wind, wife ; the wind, wife, that blew him out from land ! V. The wind, wife, the wind ; up again, up again ! [t blew our David round the world, yet shriek'd at our window-pane ; And ever since that time, old wife, in rain, and in sun, and in snow. Whether I work or weary here, I hear it whistle and blow. It moans around, it groans around, it comes with scream and cry - The wind, wife ; the wind, wife ; may it blow him home to die ! II. • APRIL RAIN. Showers, showers, nought but showers, and it wants a week of May, Flowers, flowers, summer flowers, arc hid in the green and the gray ; Green buds and gray shoots cover their sparkling gear. They stir beneath, they long to burst, for the May is so near, so near,— While I spin and I spin, and the fingers of the Rain Fall patter, pitter, pattct, on the pane. Showers, showers, silver showers, murmur and softly sing. Flowers, flowers, summer flowers, are swelling and hearkening ; It wants a week of May, when my love and I will be one. The flowers will burst, the birds will sing, as we walk to church in the sun. So patter goes my heart, in a kind of pleasant pain, To the patter, pitter, patter of the Rain. III. SUMMER MOON, I. Summer Moon, O Summer Moon, across the west you fly, You gaze on half the earth at once with sweet and steadfast eye ; Summer Moon, O Summer Moon, were I aloft with thee, I know that I could look upon my boy who sails at sea. Summer Moon, O Summer Moon, you throw your silver show ers Upon a glassy sea th.it lies round shores of fruit and flowers. And on the blue tide's silver edge drop blossoms in the breeze. And the shadow of the ship lies dark near shades of orange-trees. HI. Summer Moon, O Summer Moon, now wind and storm have fled, Youi light creeps thro' a cabin-pane and lights a fla.xen head : He tosses with his Hps apart, lies smiling in your gleam, For underneath his folded hds you put a gentle dream. IV. Summer Moon, O Summer Moon, his head is on his arm, He stirs with balmy breath and sees the moonlight on the Farm, He stirs and breathes his mother's name, he smiles and sees once more The Moon above, the fields below, the shadow at the door. Summer Moon, O Summer Moon, across the lift you go. Far south you gaze and see my Boy, where groves of orange grow ! Summer Moon, O Summer Moon, you turn again to me. And seem to have the smile of him who sleeps upon the sea ! VILLAGE VOICES— BEXIIILL, 1866. "3 IV. DECEMBER SNOW. I. The cold, cold snow ! the snow that lies so white ! The moon and stars are hidden, there is neither warmth nor light — I wonder, wife — I wonder, wife — where Jeanie lies this night ? ir. 'Tis cold, cold, cold, since Jeanie went away, The world has changed, 1 sit and wait, and listen night and day, The house is silent, silent, and my hair has grown so gray — 'Tis cold, cold, cold, wife, since Jeanie went away. rii. And tick ! tick ! tick ! the clock goes ever- more. It chills me, wife — it seems to keep our bairn beyond the door ; I watch the firelight shadows as they float upon the floor. And tick I tick ! tick ! wife, the clock goes evermore ! IV. 'Tis cold, cold, cold ! — 'twere better she were dead. Not that I heed the Minister, and the bitter things he said, — But to think my lassie cannot find a place to lay her head — 'Tis cold, cold, cold, wife — better she were dead ! The cold, cold snow ! the snow that lies so white ! Beneath the snow her little one is hidden out of sight, But up above, the wind blows keen, there's neither warmth nor light, I wonder, wdfe — I wonder, wife — where Jeanie hes this night ! London Poems. (1866-70.) Greift nur hinein in's voile Menschenleben ! Ein jeder lebt's, nicht vielen ist's bekannt, Und wo ihr's packt, da ist's interessant. Faust - Vorspiel aufdem Theater. BEX HILL, 1S66. Now, when the catkins of the hazel swing Wither'd above the leafy nook wherein The chaffinch breasts her five blue speckled eggs. All round the thorn grows fragrant, white with may. And underneath the fresh wild hyacinth- bed Shimmers like water in the whispering wind; Now, on this sweet still gloaming of the spring. Within my cottage by the sea, I sit, Thinking of yonder city where I dwelt. Wherein I sicken'd, and whereof I learn' i>o much that dwells like music on my brain. A melancholy happiness is mine ! My thoughts, like blossoms of the nms- chatel. Smell sweetest in the gloaming ; and I feel Visions and vanishings of other years, — Faint as the scent of distant clover meadows — Sweet, sweet, though they awaken serious cares — Beautiful, beautiful, though they make me weep. The good days dead, the well-belovM gone Before me, lonely I abode amid The buying, and the selling, and the strife Of little natures ; ye there- still lemain'd I 114 LONDON POEMS. Something to thank the Lord for. — I could live ! On winter nights, when wind and snow were out, Afford a pleasant fire to keep me warm ; And while I sat, with homeward-looking eyes. And while I heard the humming of the town, I fancied 'twas the sound I used to hear In Scotland, when I dwelt beside the sea. I knew not how it was, or why it was, I only heard a sea-sound, and was sad. It haunted me and pain'd me, and it made That little life of penmanship a dream ! And yet it served my soul for company. When the dark city gather'd on my brain, And from the solitude came never a voice To bring the good days back, and show my heart It was not quite a solitary thing. The purifying trouble grew and grew, Till silentness was more than I could bear. Brought by the ocean murmur from afar, Came silent phantoms of the misty hills Which I had known and loved in other days; And, ah ! from time to time, the hum of hfe Around me, the strange faces of the streets. Mingling with those thin phantoms of the hills, And with that ocean-murmur, made a cloud That changed around my life with shades and sounds, And, melting often in the light of day. Left on my brow dews of aspiring dream. And then I sang of Scottish dales and deUs, And human shapes that lived and moved therein. Made solemn in the shadow of the hills. Thereto, not seldom, did I seek to make The busy life of London musical, And phrase in modern song the troubled lives Of dwellers in the sunless lanes and streets. Yet ever I was haunted from afar. While singing ; and the presence of the mountains Was on me ; and the murmur of the sea Deepen'dmy mood; while everyAvhere I saw, Flowing beneath the blackness of the streets. The current of sublimer, sweeter life, Which is the source of human smiles and tears, And, melodised, becomes the strength of song. Darkling, I long'd for utterance, whereby Poor people might be holpen, gladden'd, cheer' d ; Bright'ning at times, I sang for singing's sake. The wild wind of ambition grew subdued. And left the changeful current of my soul Crystal and pure and clear, to glass like water The sad and beautiful of human life ; And, even in the unsung city's streets, Seem'd quiet wonders meet for serious song, Truth hard to phrase and render musical. For ah I the weariness and weight of tears, The crying out to God, the wish for slumber. They lay so deep, so deep ! God heard them all ; He set them unto music of His own ; But easier far the task to sing of kings. Or weave weird ballads where the moon-dew glistens, Than body forth this life in beauteous sound. The crowd had voices, but each living man Within the crowd seem'd silence-smit and hard : They only heard the murmur of the town, They only felt the dimness in their eyes. And now and then turn'd startled, when they saw Some weary one fling up his arms and drop, Clay-cold, among them, — and they scarcely grieved. But hush'd their hearts a time, and hurried on. 'Twas comfort deep as tears to sit alone, Haunted by shadows from afar away. And try to utter forth, in tuneful speech, What lay so musically on my heart. But,thoughitsweeten'dlife,it seem'd in vain. For while I sang, much that was clear be- fore — The souls of men and women in the streets. The sounding sea, the presence of the hiUs, And all the weariness, and all the fret, And all the dim, strange pain for what had fled— Turn'd mto mist, mingled before mine eyes, RoU'd up like wreaths of smoke to heaven, apd died : BEXHILL, \?,66-THE LITTLE MILLINER. "S The pen dropt from my hand, mine eyes grew dun, And the great roar was in mine ears again. And I was all alone in London streets. Hither to pastoral solitude I came, Happy to breathe again serener air And feel a purer sunshine ; and the woods And meadows were to me an ecstasy, The singing birds a glory, and the trees A green perpetual feast to fill the eye And shimmer in upon the soul ; but chief, There came the mumiur of the waters, sounds Of sunny tides that wash on silver sands, Or cries of waves that anguish' d and went white Under the eyes of lightnings. 'Twas a bliss Beyond the bliss of dreaming, yet in time It grew familiar as my mother's face ; And when the wonder and the ecstasy Had mingled with the beatings of my heart, The terrible City loom'd from far away Andgather'd on me cloudily, dropping dews, Even as those phantoms of departed days Had haunted me in London streets and lanes. ■Wherefore in brighter mood I sought again To make the life of London musical. And sought the mirror of my soul for shapes That linger'd, faces bright or agonised, Yet ever talcing something beautiful From glamour of green branches, and of clouds That glided piloted by golden airs. And if I list to sing of sad things oft, It is that sad things in this life of breath Are truest, sweetest, deepest. Tears bring forth The richness of our natures, as the rain Sweetens the smelling brier ; and I, thank God, Have anguish'd here in no ignoble tears — Tears for the pale friendwith the singinglips, Tears for the father with the gentle eyes (My dearest up in heaven next to God) Who loved me like a woman. I have wrought No garland of the rose and passion-flower, Grown in a careful garden in the sun ; But I liave gather'd samphire dizzily, Close to the liollow roaring of a Sea. Far away in the dark Breaketh that living Sea, Wave upon wave ; and hark ! These voices are blown to me ; For a gre.1t wind rises and blows, Wafting the sea-sound near, \ But it fitfully comes and goes, And I cannot always hear ; Green boughs are flashing around, And the flowers at my feet are fair, And the wind that bringeth the ocean-sound Grows sweet with the country air. THE LITTLE MILLINER ; OR, LOVE IN AN ATTIC. With fairy foot and fearless gaze .She passes pure through evil ways ; She wanders in the sinful town, .And loves to hear the deep sea-music Of people passing up and down. Fear nor shame nor sin hath she. But, like a sea-bird on the Sea, Floats hither, thither, day and night : The great black waters cannot harm her, Because she is so weak and light ! My girl hath violet eyes and yellow hair, A soft hand, like a lady's, small and fair, A sweet face pouting in a white straw bonnet, A tiny foot, and little boot upon it ; And all her finery to charm beholders Is the gray shawl drawn tight around her shoulders. The plain stuff-gown and collar white as snow. And sweet red petticoat that peeps below. But gladly in the busy town goes she, Summer and winter, fearing nobodie ; She pats the pavement with her fairy feet. With fearless eyes she charms tlie crowded street ; And in her pocket lie, in lieu of gold, A lucky si.xpence and a thimble old. We lodged in the same house a year ago : She on the topmost floor, 1 just below, — She, a poor milliner, content and wise, I, a poor city clerk, witii hopes to rise ; And, long ere we were friends, I learnt to love The little angel on the floor above. I 2 li6 LONDON POEMS, Yox, every morn, ere from my bed I stirr'd, Her chamber door would open, and I heard, — Andlisten'd, blushing, to her coming down, And palpitated with her rustling gown. And tingled while her foot went downward slow, Creak'd like a cricket, pass'd, and died below ; Then peeping from the window, pleased and sly. I saw the pretty shining face go by, Healthy and rosy, fresh from slumber sweet, — A sunbeam in the quiet morning street. All winter long, witless who peep'd the while, She sweeten'd the chill mornings with her smile : When the soft snow w-as falling dimly white. Shining among it with a child's delight, Bright as a rose, though nipping winds might blow, And leaving fairy footprints in the snow ! And every night, when in from work she tript, Red to the ears I from my chamber slipt. That I might hear upon the narrow stair Her low ' Good evening,' as she pass'd me there. And when her door was closed, below sat I, And hearken'd stilly as she stirr'd on high, — Watch'd the red firelight shadows in the room, Fashion'd her face before me in the gloom, And heard her close the window, lock the door. Moving about more lightly than before, And thought, ' She is undressing now !' and oh! My cheeks were hot, my heart was in a glow! And I made pictures of her, — standing bright Before the looking-glass in bed-gown white, Upbinding in a knot her yellow hair, Then kneeling timidly to say a prayer ; Till, last, the floor creak'd sofdy overhead, 'Neath bare feet tripping to the little bed, — And all was hush'd. Yet still I hearken'd on, Till the faint sounds about the streets were gone; And saw licr slumbering with lips apart. One little hand upon her little heart, The other pillowing a face that smiled In slumber like the slumber of a child. The bright hair shining round the small white ear. The soft breath stealing visible and clear. And mixing with the moon's, whose frosty gleam Made round her rest a vaporous light of dream. How free she wander'd in the wicked place, Protected only by her gentle face ! She saw bad things — how could she choose but see ? — She heard of wantonness and misery ; The city closed around her night and day, But lightly, happily, she went her way. Nothing of evil that she saw or heard Could touch a heart so innocently stirr'd, — By simple hopes that cheer'd it through the storm, And little flutterings that kept it warm. No power had she to reason out her needs, To give the whence and wherefore of her deeds ; But she was good and pure amid the strife. By virtue of the joy that was her life. Here, where a thousand spirits daily fall. Where heart and soul and senses turn to gall, She floated, pure as innocent could be, Lilce a small sea-bird on a stormy sea, Which breasts the billows, wafted to and fro. Fearless, uninjured, while the strong winds blow. While the clouds gather, and the waters roar. And mighty ships are broken on the shore. And London streets, with all their noise and stir. Had many a pleasant sight to pleasure her. There were the shops, where wonders ever new, As in a garden, changed the whole year through. Oft would she stand and watch with laughter sweet The Punch and Judy in the quiet street ; Or look and listen while soft minuets Play'd the street organ with the marionettes; THE LITTLE MILLINER. 117 Or joined the motley group of merry folks Round the street huckster with his wares and jokes. Fearless and glad, she join'd the crowd that flows Along the streets at festivals and shows. In summer time, she loved the parks and squares, Where fine folk drive their carriages and pairs ; In winter time her blood was in a glow, At the white coming of the pleasant snow ; And in the stormy nights, when dark rain pours, She found it pleasant, too, to sit indoors. And sing and sew, and listen to the gales. Or read the penny journal with the tales. Once in the year, at merry Christmas time. She saw the glories of a pantomime. Feasted and wonder'd, laugh'd and clapp'd aloud. Up in the gallery among the crowd, Gathering dreams of fairyland and fun To cheer her till another year was done ; More happy, and more near to heaven, so. Than many a lady in the tiers below. And just because her heart was pure and glad, She lack'd the pride that finer ladies had : She had no scorn for those who lived amiss, — The weary women with their painted bliss ; It never struck her little brain, be sure. She was so very much more fine and pure. Softly she pass'd them in the public places. Marvelling at their fearful childish faces ; She sheltcr'd near them, when a shower would fall, And felt a little frighten'd, that was all, And watch'd them, noting as they stood close by Their dress and fine things with a woman's eye. And spake a gentle word if spoken to, — And wonder'd if their mothers lived and knew? Her look, her voice, her step, had witchery And sweetness that were all in all to me ! We both were friendless, yet, in fear and doubt, I sought in vain for courage to speak out. Wilder my heart could ne'er have throbb'd before her. My thoughts have stoop'd more humbly to adore her. My love more timid and more still have grown. Had Polly been a queen upon a throne. All I could do was wish and dream and sigh. Blush to the ears whene'er she pass'd me by. Still comforted, although she did not love me, Because — her little room was just above me! 'Twas when the spring was coming, when the snow Had melted, and fresh winds began to blow, And girls were selling violets in the town, That suddenly a fever struck me down. The world v\as changed, the sense of life was pain'd. And nothing but a shadow-land remain'd ; Death came in a dark mist and look'd at me, I felt his breathing, though I could not see, But heavily I lay and did not stir, And had strange images and dreams of her. Then came a vacancy : with feeble breath, I shiver'd under the cold touch of Death, And swoon'd among strange visions of the dead. When a voice call'd from Heaven, and he fled; And suddenly I waken'd, as it seem'd, From a deep sleep wherein I had not dream 'd. And it was night, and I could see and hear. And I was in the room I held so dear. And unaware, stretch'd out upon my bed, 1 hearken'd for a footstep overhead. But all was hush'd. I look'd around the room, And slowly made out shapes amid the gloom. The wall was redden'd by a rosy light, A faint fire flicker'd, and I knew 'twas night, Because below there was a sound of feet Dying away along the quiet ttreet, — ii8 LONDON POEMS. When, turning my pale face and sighing low, I saw a vision in the quiet glow : A little figure, in a cotton gown. Looking upon the fire and stooping down, Her side to me, her face illumed, she eyed Two chestnuts burning slowly, side by side, — Her hps apart, her clear ej'es strain'd to see. Her little hands clasp'd tight around her knee. The firelight gleaming on her golden head, And tinting her white neck to rosy red. Her features bright, and beautiful, and pure, With childish fear and yearning half demure. Oh, sweet, sweet dream ! I thought, and strain'd mine eyes. Fearing to break the spell with words and sighs. Softly she stoop'd, her dear face sweetly fair. And sweeter since a light like love was there, Brightening, watching, more and more elate. As the nuts glow'd together in the grate, Crackling with little jets of fiery light, Till side by side they turn'd to ashes white, — Then up she leapt, her face ^ast off its fear For rapture that itself was radiance clear. And would have clapp'd her little hands in glee. But, pausing, bit her lips and peep'd at me. And met the face that yearn'd on her so whitely. And gave a cry and trembled, blushing brightly, While, raised on elbow, as she turn'd to flee, 'Polly /' I cried, — and'grew as red as she ! It was no dream ! — for soon my thoughts were clear, And slie could tell me all, and I could hear : How in my sickness friendless 1 had lain, How the hard people pitied not my pain ; How, in despite of what bad people said. She left her labours, stopp'd beside my bed. And nursed me, thinking sadly I would die ; How, in the end, the danger pass'd me by ; I low she had sought to steal away before The sickness pass'd, and I was strong once more. By fits she told the story in mine ear, And troubled all the telling with a fear Lest by my cold man's heart she should be chid. Lest I should think her bold in what she did ; But, lying on my bed, I dared to say. How I had watch'd and loved her many a day, How dear she was to me, and dearer still For that strange kindness done while I was ill, And how I could but think that Heaven above Had done it all to bind our hves in love. And Polly cried, turning her face away. And seem'd afraid, and answer'd ' yea ' nor ■ nay ; ' Then stealing close, with little pants and sighs, Look'd on my pale thin face and earnest eyes. And seem'd in act to fling her arms about My neck, then, blushing, paused, in flutter- ing doubt. Last, sprang upon my heart, sighing and sobbing, — That I might feel how gladly hers was throbbing I Ah ! ne'er shall I forget until I die How happily the dreamy days went by, While I grew well, and lay with soft heart- beats, Heark'ning the pleasant murnmr from the streets, And Polly by me like a sunny beam, And life all changed, and love a drowsy dream ! ' Twas happiness enough to lie and see The little golden head bent droopingly Over its sewing, while the still time flew, And my fond eyes were dim with happy dew ! And then, when I was nearly well and strong. And she went back to labour all day long, How sweet to lie alone with half-shut eyes, And hear the distant murmurs and the cries. And think how pure she was from pain and sin, — And how the summer days were coming in ! Then, as the sunset faded from the room, To listen for her footstep in the ^loom, THE LITTLE MILLINER-LIZ. 119 To pant as it came stealing up tlie stair, To feel my whole life brighten unaware When the soft tap came to the door, and when The door was open'd for her smile again I Best, the long evenings ! - when, till late at night, She sat beside me in the quiet light, And happy things were said and kisses won, And serious gladness found its vent in fun. Sometimes I would draw close her shining head, And pour her bright hair out upon the bed, And she would laugh, and blush, and try to scold, While ' Here,' I cried, ' I count my wealth in gold ! ■ Sometimes we play'd at cards, and thrill'd with bliss, On trumping one another with a kiss. And oft our thoughts grew sober and found themes Of wondrous depth in marriage plans and schemes ; And she with pretty calculating hps Sat by me, cautious to the finger-tips, Till, all our calculations grown a bore. We summ'd them up in kisses as before ! Once, like a little sinner for transgression. She blush'd upon my breast, and made con- fession : How, when that night I woke and look'd around, I found her busy with a charm profound. — One chestnut was herself, my girl confess'd, The other was the person she loved best, And if they burn'd together side by side, He loved her, and she would become his bride ; And burn indeed they did, to her delight, — And had the pretty charm not proven right? Thus much, and more, with timorous joy, she said, While her confessor, too, grew rosy red, — And close together press'd two blissful faces. As I absolved the sinner, with embraces. And here is winter come again, winds blow, The houses and the streets are white with snow ; And in the long and pleasant eventide, Why, what is Polly making at my side ? What but a silk-gown, beautiful and grand, We bought together lately in the Strand ! What but a dress to go to church in soon, And wear right queenly 'neaih a honey- moon I And who shall match her with her new straw bonnet, Her tiny foot and little boot upon it, Embroider'd petticoat and silk-gown new, And shawl she wears as few fine ladies do ? And she will keep, to charm away all ill. The lucky sixpence in her pocket still ! And we will turn, come fair or cloudy weather, To ashes, like the chestnuts, close together ! LIZ. The crimson light of sunset falls Through the gray glamour of the murmuring rain, And creeping o'er the housetops crawls Through the black smoke upon the broken pane, Steals to the straw on which she lies, And tints her thin black hair and hollow cheeks, Her sun-tann'd neck, her glistening eyes, — While faintly, sadly, fitfully she speaks. But when it is no longer light. The pale girl smiles, with only One to mark, And dies upon the breast of Night, Like trodden snowdrift melting in the dark, Ah, rain, rain, rain ! It patters down the glass, and on the sill, And splashes in the pools along the lane — Then gives a kind of shiver, and is still : One likes to hear it, though, when one is ill. Rain, rain, rain, rain ! Ah, how it pours and pours ! Rain, rain, rain, rain ! A dismal day for poor girls out-o'-doors 1 II. Ah, don't ! That sort of comfort makes me cry. And, Parson, since I'm bad, I want to die. The roaring of the street The tramp of feet. The sobbing of the rain, Bring nought but pain ; I20 LONDON POEMS. They're gone into the aching of my brain ; And wliether it be Hght, Or dark dead night, Wherever I may be, I hear them plain ! I'm lost and weak, and can no longer bear To wander, hke a shadow, here and there — As useless as a stone — tired out — and sick ! So that they put me down to slumber quick, It does not matter where. No one will miss me ; all will hurry by. And never cast a thought on one so low ; Fine gendemen miss ladies when they go. But folk care nought for such a thing as I. III. 'Tis bad, I know, to talk like that— too bad! Joe, though he's often liard, is strong and true — [And there's the baby, too ! — But I'm so tired and sad. I'm glad it was a boy, sir, very glad. A man can fight along, can say his say. Is not look'd down upon, holds up his head, And, at a push, can always earn his bread: Men have the best of it, in many a way. But ah ! 'lis hard indeed for girls to keep Decent and honest, tramping in the town, — Their best but bad — made light of — beaten down — Wearying ever, wearying for sleep. If they grow hard, go wrong, from bad to badder. Why, Parson dear, they're happier being blind : They get no thanks for being good and kind — The better that they are, they feel the sadder! IV. Nineteen ! nineteen ! Only nineteen, and yet so old, so old ; — I feel like fifty, Parson — I have been So wicked, I suppose, and life's so cold ! Ah, cruel are the wind, and rain, and snow. And I've been out for years among them all: I scarce remember being weak and small Like baby there — it wa.s so long ago. It does not seem that I was born. I woke. One day, long, long ago, in a dark room. And saw the housetops round me in tha smoke. And, leaning out, look'd down into tlie gloom, .Saw deep black pits, blank walls, and broken panes. And eyes, behind the panes, that flash'd at me, And heard an awful roaring, from the lanes, Of folk I could not see ; Then, while I look'd and listen'd in a dream, I tm^n'd my eyes upon the housetops gray, And saw, between the smoky roofs, a gleam Of silver water, winding far away. Tliat was the River. Cool and smooth and deep. It glided to the sound o' folk below. Dazzling my eyes, till they began to grow Dusty and dim with sleep. Oh, sleepily I stood, and gazed, and hearken'd ! And saw a strange, bright light, that slowly fled. Shine through the smoky mist, and stain it red. And suddenly the water flash'd, — then darken'd ; And for a little time, though I gazed on, The river and the sleepy light were gone ; But suddenly, over the roofs there lighten'd A pale, Strang*; brightness out of heaven shed, And, with a sweep that nude me sick and frighten'd. The yellow Moon roll'd up above my head ; — And down billow me roar'd the noise o'» trade. And ah ! I felt c^live, and was afraid, And cold, and hungry, crying out for bread. V. All that is like a dream. It don't seem t7i/e ! Father was gone, and mother left, you see, To work for little brother Ned and me ; And up among the gloomy roofs we grew, — Lock'd in full oft, lest we should wander out, With nothing b>U a crust o' bread to eat. LIZ. 121 While mother char'd for poor folk round about, Or sold cheap odds and ends from street to street. Yet, Parson, there were pleasures fresh and fair, To make the time pass happily up there : A steamboat going past upon the tide, A pigeon lighting on the roof close by. The sparrows teaching little ones to fly, The small white moving clouds, that we espied. And thought were living, in the bit of sky — With sights like these right glad were Ned and I ; And then, we loved to hear the soft rain calling. Pattering, pattering, upon the tiles. And it was fine to see the still snow falling. Making the housetops white for miles on miles, And catch it in our little hands in play. And laugh to feel it melt and slip away ! But I was six, and Ned was only three. And thinner, weaker, wearier than me ; And one cold day, in winter time, when mother Had gone away into the snow, and we Sat close for warmth and cuddled one another. He put his little head upon my knee. And went to sleep, and would not stir a limb. But look'd quite strange and old ; And when I shook him, kiss'd him, spoke to him, He smiled, and grew so cold. Then I was frighten'd, and cried out, and none Could hear me ; while I sat and nursed his head. Watching th- whiten'd window, while the Sun Peep'd in upon his face, and made it red. And I began to sob ;— till mother came. Knelt down, and scrcam'd, and named the good God's name. And told me he was dead. And when she put his night-gown on, and, weeping. Placed him among the rags upon his bed, I thought that brother Ned was only sleep- ing. And took his '«ttle hand, and felt no fear. But when the place grew gray and cold and drear. And the round Moon over the roofs came creeping, And put a silver shade All round the chilly bed where he was laid, I cried, and was afraid. VI. Ah, yes, it's like a dream ; for time pass'd by. And I went out into the smoky air. Fruit-selling, Parson — trudging, wet or dry — Winter and summer — weary, cold, and bare. And when old mother laid her down to die. And parish buried her, I did not cry, And hardly seem'd to care ; 1 was too hungry, and too dull ; beside, The roar o' streets had made me dry as dust — It took me all my time, howe'er I tried. To keep my limbs alive and earn a crust ; I had no time for weeping. And when I was not out amid the roar. Or standing frozen at the playhouse door, Wliy, I was coil'd upon my straw, and sleeping. All, pence were hard to gain I Some girls were pretty, too, but I was plain : Fine ladies never stopp'd and look'd and smiled, .A.nd gave me money for my face's sake. That made me hard and angry when a child; But now it thrills my heart, and makes it ache ! The pretty ones, poor things, what could they do. Fighting and starving in the wicked town. But go from bad to badder — down, down, down — Being so poor, and yet so pretty, too ? Never could bear the like of that— ah, no ! B 'Iter have starved outright than gone so low ! VII. But 1 've no call to boast. I might have been As wicked, Parson dear, in my distress. But for your friend you know the one I mean ? — 122 LONDON POEMS. The tall, pale lady, in the mourning dress. Though we were cold at first, that wore away — She was so mild and young, And had so soft a tongue. And eyes to sweeten what she loved to say. She never seem'd to scorn me — no, not she ; And (lAhat was best) she seem'd as sad as me ! Not one of them that make a girl feel base. And call her names, and talkof her disgrace, And frighten one with thoughts of flaming hell, And fierce Lord God with black and angry brow ; But soft and mild, and sensible as well ; And oh, I loved her, and I love her now. She did me good for many and many a day — More good than pence could ever do, I swear, For she was poor, with little pence to spare — Learn'd me to read, and quit low words, and pray. And, Parson, though I never understood How such a life as mine was meant for good, And could not guess what one so poor and low Would do in that sweet place of which she spoke, And could not feel that God would let me go Into so bright a land with gentlefolk, I liked to hear her talk of such a place. And thought of all the angels she was best, Because her soft voice soothed me, and her face Made my words gentle, put my heart at rest. VIII. Ah, sir ! 'twas very lonesome. Night and day, Save when the sweet miss came, I was alone, — Moved on and hunted through the streets of stone, .■\iid even in dreams afraid to rest or stay. T hen, other girls had lads to work and strive for; I envied them, and did not know 'twas wrong. And often, very often, used to long For some one I could like and keep alive for. Marry ? Not they ! They can't afford to be so good, you know; But many of them, though they step astray, Indeed don't mean to sin so much, or go Against what's decent. Only^'tis their way. And many might do worse than that, may be, If they had ne'er a one to fill a thought — It sounds half wicked, but poor girls like me Must sin a little, to be good in aught. IX. So I was glad when I began to see Joe Purvis fancied me ; And when, one night, he took me to the play, Over on Surrey side, and offer'd fair That we should take a little room and share Our earnings, why, I could not answer ' Nay ! ' And that's a year ago ; and though I'm bad, I've been as true to Joe as girl could be. I don't complain a bit of Joe, dear lad, Joe never, never meant but well to me ; And we have had as fair a time, I think, As one could hope, since we are both so low. Joe likes me— never gave me push or blow, When sober : only, he was wild in drink. But then we don't mind beating when a man Is angry, if he likes us and keeps straight, Works for his bread, and does the best he can ; — 'Tis being left and slighted that we hate. X. > And so the baby 's come, and I shall die ! And though 'tis hard to leave poor baby here. Where folk will think him bad, and all's so drear. The great Lord God knows better far than I. Ah, don't ! — 'tis kindly, but it pains me so 1 You say I'm wicked, and I want to go ! ' God's kingdom,' Parson dear? Ah nay, ah nay ! That must be like the country — which I fear : I saw the country once, one sunmner day, And I would rather die in London here LIZ. "3 XI. For I was sick of hunger, cold, and strife. And took a sudden fancy in my head To try the country, and to earn my bread Out among fields, where I had heard one's life Was easier and brighter. So, that day, I took my basket up and stole away. Just after sunrise. As I went along, TrembHng and loath to leave the busy place, I felt that I was doing something wrong. And fear'd to look policemen in the face. And all was dim : the streets were gray and wet After a rainy night : and all was still ; I held my shawl around me with a chill, And dropt my eyes from every face I met ; Until the streets began to fade, the road Grew fresh and clean and wide, Fine houses where the gentlefolk abode, And gardens full of flowers, on every iide. That made me walk the quicker— on, on, on — As if I were asleep with half-shut eyes, And all at once I saw, to my surprise, The houses of the gentlefolk were gone. And I was standing still. Shading my face, upon a high green hill. And the bright sun was blazing. And all the blue above me seem'd to melt To burning, flashing gold, while I was gazing On the great smoky cloud where I had dwelt. XII. I'll ne'er forget that day. All was so bright And strange. Upon the grass arojnd my feet The rain had hung a million drops of light; The air, too, was so clear and w.irm and sweet, It seem'd a sin to breathe it. All around Were hills and fields and trees that trem- bled through A burning, blazing fire of gold and blue ; And there was not a sound. Save a bird singing, singing, in the skies. And the soft wind, that ran along the ground, And blew so sweetly on my lips and eyes. Then, with my heavy hand upon my chest. Because the bright air pain'd me, trem- bling, sighing, I stole into a dewy field to rest. And oh, the green, green grass where I was lying Was fresii and living— and the bird sang loud. Out of a golden cloud— And I was looking up at him and crying ! XIII. Howswift the hours slipt on !— and by and by The sun grew red, big shadows fill'd the sky, The air grew damp with dew. And the dark night was coming down, I knew. Well, I was more afraid than ever, then. And felt that I should die in such a place, — So back to London town I turn'd my face, .\nd crept into the great black streets again ; And when I breathed the smoke and heard the roar. Why, I was better, for in London here My heart was busy, and I felt no fear. I never saw the country any more. And I have stay'd in London, well or ill— I would not stay out yonder if I could. For one feels dead, and all looks pure and good — I could not bear a life so bright and still. All that I want is sleep. Under the flags and stones, so deep, so deep! God won't be hard on one so mean, but He, Perhaps, will let a tired girl slumber sound There in the deep cold darkness under ground ; And I shall waken up in time, may be, Better and stronger, not afraid to see Tliegreat, still Light that folds Him round and round ! XIV. See ! there's the sunset creeping through the pane — How cool and moi^t it looks amid the rain! I like to hear the splashing of the drops On the house-tops, And tlie loud humming of the folk that go Along the streets below I I like the smoke and noise — I am so bad — They make a low one hard, and still her cares, . . . 124 LONDON POEMS. There's Joe ! I hear his foot upon the stairs ! — He must be wet, poor lad ! He will be angry, like enough, to find Another little life to clothe and keep. But show him baby, Parson — speak him kind — And tell him Doctor thinks I'm going to sleep. A hard, hard life is his ! He need be strong And rough, to earn his bread and get along. I think he will be sorry when I go. And leave the little one and him behind. I hope he'il see another to his mind. To keep him straight and tidy. Poor old Joe! THE STARLING. The little lame tailor Sat stitching and snarling — Who in the world Was the tailor's darling ? To none of his kind Was he well-inclined. But he doted on Jack the starling. II. For the bird had a tongue. And of words good store, And his cage was hung Just over the door. And he saw the people. And heard the roar, — Folk coming and going Evermore, — And he look'd at the tailor, — And swore. iir. From a country lad The tailor bought him, — His training was bad, For tramps had taught him ; On alehouse benches His cage had been, While louts and wenches Made jests obscene, — But he leam'd, no doubt, His oaths from lellows Who travel about With kettle and bellows, And three or four. The roundest by far That ever he swore, Were taughi by a tar. And the tailor heard — ' We'll be friends ! ' said he, ' You're a clever bird. And our tastes agiee — We both are old, And esteem life base, The whole world cold, Things out of place. And we're lonely too, And full of care — So what can we do But swear ? IV. ' The devil take you. How you mutter ! — Yet there's much to make you Swear and flutter. You want the fresh air And the sunlight, lad, And your prison there Feels dreary and sad. And here I frown In a prison as dreary, Hating the town. And feeling weary : We're too confined. Jack, And we want to fly, And you blame mankind. Jack, And so do I ! And then, again, By chance as it were. We learn'd from men How to grumble and swear ; You let your throat By the scamps be guided. And swore by rote — All just as I did ! And without beseeching, Relief is brought us — For we turn the teaching On those who taught us ! ' V. A haggard and ruffled Old fellow was Jack, With a grim face muffled In ragged black. THE STARLING— JANE LEIVSON. 125 And his coat was rusty And never neat, And his wings were dusty With grime of the street, And he sidelong peer'd, With eyes of soot, And scowl'd and sneer'd, — And was lame of a foot ! And he long'd to go From whence he came ; — And the tailor, you know, Was just the same. VI. All kinds of weather They felt confined. And swore together At all mankind ; For their mirth was done. And they felt like brothers, And the swearing of one Meant no more than the other's 'Twas just a way They had learn'd, you see, — Each wanted to say Only this — ' Woe 's me ! I'm a poor old fellow, And I'm prison'd so. While the sun shines mellow. And the corn waves yellow And the fresh winds blow, — And the folk don't care If I live or die. But I long for air. And 1 wish to fly ! ' Yet unable to utter it. And too wild to bear, They could only mutter it, And swear. VII. Many a year They dwelt in the city. In their prisons drear. And none felt pity. And few were sparing Of censure and coldness, To hear them swearing With such i^lain boldness ; But at last, by the Lord, Their noise was stopt, — For down on his board The tailor dropt. And they found him dead. And done with snarling, And over his head Still grumbled the Starling ; But when an old Jew Claim'd the goods of the tailor, And with eye askew Eyed the feathery railer. And, with a frown At the dirt and rust, Took the old cage down, In a shower of dust, — Jack, with heart aching, Felt life past bearing. And shivering, quaking, All hope forsaking. Died, swearing. JANE LEWS ON. Clasping his knee with one soft lady-hand, The other fingering his glass of wine, Black-rairaented, white-hair'd, polite, and bland, With mellow voice discourses Doctor Vine : He warms, \j\Xh deep eyes stirr'd to thoughtful light. And roundabout his serious talk the while. Kindly, yet pensive — worldly wise, yet bright, Like bloom upon the blackthorn, blowshis smile. An, Strong and mighty are we mortal men I Braving the whirlwind on a ship at sea, Facing the grim fort's hundred tongues of fire, Ay, and in England, 'neath the olive branch, Pushing a stubborn elbow through the crowd. To get among the heights that keep the gold; But there is might and might, — and in the one Our dames and daughters shame us. Come, my friend. My man of sinews, — conscious of your strength, Proud of your well-won wrestles with the world, — Hear what a feeble nature can endure ! A little yellow woman, dress'd in black. With weary crow's-feet crawling round the eyes, 126 LONDON POEMS. And solemn voice, that scem'd a call to prayer ; Another yellow woman, dress'd in black. Sad, too, and solemn, yet with bitterness Burn'd in upon the edges of her lips, And sharper, thinner, less monotonous voice ; And last, a little woman auburn-hair'd. Pensive a little, but not solemnised. And pretty, with the open azure eyes. The white soft cheek, the little mindless mouth. The drooping childish languor. There they dwelt. In a great dwelling of a smoky square In Islington, named by their pious friends, And the lean Calvinistic minister — The Misses Lewson, and their sister Jane. Miss Sarah, in her twenty-seventh year, Knew not the warmer passions of her sex, But groan'd both day and night to save her soul ; Miss Susan, two years younger, had regrets Her sister knew not, and a secret pain Because her heart was withering — whence her tongue Could peal full sharp at times, and show a sting ; But Jane was comely— might have cherish'd hopes, Since she was only twenty, had her mind Been hopefuller. The elders ruled ihe house. Obedience and meekness to their will Was a familiar habit Jane had learn'd Full early, and had fitted to her life So closely, 'twas a portion of her needs. She gazed on them, as Eastern worshippers Gaze on a rayless picture of the sun. Her acts seem'd ether than her own ; her heart Kept melancholy time to theirs ; her eyes Look'd ever unto them for help and light ; Her eyelids droop'd before them if they chid. A woman weak and dull, yet fair of face ! Her mother, too, had been a comely thing — A bright-hair'd child wed to an aged man, A heart that broke because the man was hard, — Not like the grim first wife, who brought the gold, And yielded to his melancholy kiss The melancholy virgins. Well, the three. Alone in all the world, dwelt in the house Their father left them, living by the rents Of certain smaller houses of the poor. And they were stern to wring their worldly duts — Not charitable, since the world was base, But cold to all men, save the minister. Who weekly cast the darkness of his blessing Over their chilly table. All around The life of London shifted like a cloud. Men sinned, and women fell, and thildien cried, And Want went ragged up and down the lanes ; While the two hueless sisters dragg'd their chain Self-woven, pinch <1 their lives complexion- less. Keeping their feelings quiet, hard, and pure. But Jane felt lonesome in the world ; and oft, Pausing amid her work, gazed sadly forth Upon the dismal square of wither'd trees. The dusty grass that grew within the rails. The garden-plots where here and there a flower Grew up, and sicken 'd in the smoke, and died ; And when the sun was on the square, and sounds C amefrom thecliildren in the neighbouring streets. She thought of happy homes among the fields, » And brighter faces. When she walk'd abroad, The busy hum of life oppress'd her heart And frighten'd her : she did not raise her eyes. But stole along, — a sweet shape clad in black, A pale and pretty face, at which the men Stared vacant admiration. Far too dull To blame her gloomy sisters for the shape Her young days took, she merely knew the world Was drear ; and if at times she dared to dream Of things that made her colour come and go, JANE LEW SON. 127 And dared to hope for cheerier, sunnier days, She grew the wanner afterwards, and felt Sad and ashamed. The dull life that she wore. Like to a gloomy garment, day by day, Was a familiar life, the only life She clearly understood. Coldly she heard The daily tale of human sin and wrung, And the small thunders of the Sunday nights In chapel. All ai^ound her were the streets, And frightful sounds, and gloomy sunless faces. And thus with tacit dolour she resign'd Her nature to the hue upon the cheeks Of her cold sisters. Yet she could not pray As they pray'd, could not wholly feel and know The blackness of mankind, her own heart's sin ; Rut when she tried to get to God, and yearn' d For iielp not human, she could only cry. Feeling a loveless and a useless thing. Thinking of those sweet places in the fields, Those homes whereon the sun shone plea- .santly, And happy mothers sat at cottage doors Among their children. Save for household work. She would have wasted soon. From week to week The burthen lay on her, — the gloomy twain Being too busy searching for their souls. And begging God above to spare the same. Yet she was quiet thus, content and glad To silent drudgery, such as saved her heart From wilder flulterings. The Sabbath day Was drearest : drest in burial black, she sat Those solemn hours in chapel, listening. And scarcely heeding what she heard, but watching The folk around, their faces and their dress, Or gazing at the sunshine on the floor ; And service over, idly pined at home. And, looking from the window at the square, Long'd for the labour of the coming day. Her sisters watch'd her warily, be sure ; And though their hearts were pure as pure could be, They loved her none the better for her face. Love is as cunning as disease or death. No doctor's skill will ward him off or cure. And soon he found this pale and weary girl. Despite the cloud of melancholy life That rain'd around her. In no beauteous shape, In guise of passionate stripling iris-eyed. Such as our poets picture in tiieir songs. Love came ; — but in a gloomy garb of one Whom men call'd pious, and whose holv talk Disarm'd the dragons. 'Twere but idle, friend. To count the wiles by which he won his way Into her heart ; how she vouchsafed him all The passion of a nature not too strong ; How, when the first wild sunshine dazzled her, The woman loved so blindly, that her thoughts Became a secret trouble in the house ; And how at last, with white and frighten'd face. She glided out into the dark one night. And vanish'd with no utterance of farewell. The sisters gave a quick and scandall'd cry, And sought a little for the poor flown bird; Then, thinking awful things, composed their hearts In silence, pinch'd their narrow nat res more. And waited. 'This is something strange," they thought, ' Which God will clear ; we will not think the worst. Although she was a thing as light as straw.' Nor did they cry their fear among their friends. Hawking a secret shame, but calmly waited. Trusting no stain would fall upon their chill And frosty reputations. Weeks pass'd by ; They pray'd, they fasted, yellowing more and more, They waited sternly for the end, and heard The timid knock come to the door at last. It was a dark and rainy night ; the streets Were gleaming watery underneath the lamps. The dismal wind scream'd fitfully without, And made within a melancholy sound ; 128 LONDON POEMS. And the faint knock came to the door at last. The sisters look'd in one another's faces, And knew the wanderer had returned again, But spoke not ; and the younger sister rose, Open'd the door, pser'd out into the rain, And saw the weary figure shivering there. Holding a burthen underneath her shawl. And silently, with wan and timid look, The wanderer slipt in. No word of greeting Spake either of the sisters, but their eyes Gleam'd sharply, and they waited. White and cold. Her sweet face feebly begging for a word. Her long hair dripping loose md wet, stood Jane Before them, shivering, clasping tight her load, In the dull parlour with the cheerless fire. Till Susan, pointing, cried in a shrill voice, 'What are you carrying underneath your shawl, Jane I.ewson?' and the faint despairing voice. While the rain murmur'd and the night-wind blew, Moan'd, ' It's my Baby !' and could say no more, For the wild sisters scream'd and raised their hands. And Jane fell quivering down upon her knees, The old shawl opening show'd a child asleep. And, trebling terror with a piteous cry, The child awaken'd. Pointing to the door, With twitching lips of venom, Susan said — ' Go ! ' and the elder sister echo'd her More sadly and more solemnly. But Jane, Clinging to Sarah's skirts, implored and moan'd, ' Don't turn me out ! my little girl will die ! I have no home in all the world but here ; Kill me, but do not drive from the house ! ' 'Jane Lewson,' Susan cried, as white as death, ' Where is the father o this child ? ' and Jane Moan'd, ' Gone, go je, gone ; ' and when she named his name, And how, while she who spake in sickness lay, He secretly had fled across the seas. They shiver'd to the hair. Holding her han d Upon her heart, the elder sister spake In dull monotonous voice — ' Look up ! look up I Perhaps 'tis not so ill as we believed. Are you a wedded woman ? ' The reply Was silentness and heavy drooping eyes, Yet with no blush around the quivering lids ; And Sarah, freezing into ice, spake on In dull monotonous voice — ' Your sin has brought Shame on us all, but they who make their beds Must sleep upon them ; go away, bad woman ! The third of what our father left is yours. But you are not our sister any more. ' Still moaning, shuddering, the gul begg'd on. Nor ceased to rock the babe and still its cries, ' Kill me, but do not drive me from the house ! Put any pain upon me that you please. But do not, do not, drive me forth again Into the dreadful world ! I have no friends On all the earth save you ! ' The sisters look'd At one another, and without a word Walk'd from the room. Jane sat upon the floor, Soothing the child, and did not rise, but waited ; The agony and terror dried her t( ars. And she could only listen, praying God That He would soften ihem ; and the little one Look'd in her face and laugh'd. y A weary hour Pass'd by, and then, still white, and stern, and cold, The sisters enter'd, and the elder one Spake without prelude : ' We have talk'd it o'er, Jane Lewson, and have settled how to act ; You Viave a claim upon us : will you take Trie third of what our father left, and find Another home? ' But Jane cried, ' Do not, do not. Drive me away ; I have no friends save you ; And I am sorry.' 'I'rembling, lor her heart Was not all cold, the elder icicle JANE LEWSON. 129 Resumed : ' Take what is left you, and be gone, And never see our faces anv more ; Or if you will, stay with us here, but only On these conditions : For the infant's sake, And for the sake of our good name, our friends Must never know the miserable child Is yours ; but we will have it given out That, being lonely and unwedded here, We have adopted a poor tenant's child. With view to bring it up in godliness.' Jane answer'd, with a feeble thrill of hope, ' Anything, anything, — only leave me not Alone in the dark world." ' Peace ! ' Susan said, ' You do not understand : the child herself Must never know Jane Lewson is her mother : Neither by word nor look nor tender folly. Must you reveal unto the child her shame. And yours, and ours ! ' Then, with a bitter cry. And a wild look, Jane cried, ' And must my babe Not know me?' 'Never,' Sarah Lewson said : ' For the babe's sake, for yours, for ours, the shame Must not be utter'd. See, you have your choice : Take what our father gave you, and depart. Or stay on these conditions. We are firm. We have decided kindly, not forgetting You were our sister, nor that this poor child Is blameless, save that all the flesh is sin. But not forgetting, cither, what we owe To God above us.' Weeping o'er the child. Not rising yet, Jane answer'd, ' I will stay ; Yes, gladly, for the little baby's sake. That folk may never call it cruel names." And the stern sisters took from off the shelf The gri at old Bible, placed it in her hands And made her kiss it, swearing before God Never to any one in all the world, Not even to the child itself, to tell Site was its sinful mother. Wild and dazed. She sware upon the Book. 'That is enough,' Said Sarah ; 'but, Jane Lewson, never again Speak to us of the evil that has pass'd ; Live with us as you used to do, and ask The grace of God, who has been kinder fai Than you deserved.' Thus, friend, these icicles Dealt their hard measure, deeming that they did A virtuous and a righteous deed ; and Jane, The worn and mindless woman, sank again Into submission and house-drudgery, Comforted that she daily saw her child. And that her shame was hidden from the world. And that the child would never suffer scorn Because a sinner bore it. But her heart Was a bruised reed, the little sunny hue Had gone from all things ; and whene'er she pray'd. She thought the great cold (iod above her head Dwelt on a frosty throne and did not hear. II. Yet He, the Almighty Lord of this our breath. Did see and hear, and surely pitied too, If God can pity, — but He works as God, Not man, and so we cannot understand. No whisper of reproach, no spoken word, Troubled with memories of her sinfulness The suffering woman ; yet her daily life Became a quiet sorrow. In the house She labour'd with her hands from morn to night, Seeing few faces save the pensive ones Whose yellow holiness she bow'd before ; And tacitly they suffer'd her to sink Into the household drudge, — with privilege Upon the Sabbath day to dress in black, Sit in the sunless house or go to prayer, — So idle, that her thoughts could travel back To shame and bitterness. Her only joy Was when she gave her little girl the breast, (They dared not rob her weary heart of that, ) When, seated all alone, she felt it suck. And, as the little lips drew forth the milk. Felt drowsily rcsign'd, and closed her eyes. And trembled, and could feel the happy tears. There came a quiet gathering in the house, And by the gloomy minister the child Was christcn'd ; and the name he gave to licr K I30 LONDON POEMS. Was 'Margaret Lewson.' For the sisters said, ' Her mother being buried, as it were, The girl shall take our name." And Jane sat by, And heard the pious lie with aching heart. And ever after that her trouble grew. Soon, when the sound of little feet were heard In the dull dwelling, and a baby-voice Call'd at the mother's heart, Jane thrill'd and heard, But even as she listen'd the sweet sounds Would seem to die into the cloud that hid The great cold God above her. Margaret Grew to a little wildling, quick and bright, Black-eyed, black-hair'd, and passionate and quick, Not like its mother ; fierce and wild when chid, So that the gloomy sisters often thought, ' There is a curse upon it ; ' yet they grew To love the litde wildling unaware. Indulged it in their stern and solemn way. More cheer'd than they believed by its shrill laugh Within the dismal dwelling. But the child Clung most to Jane, and though, when first it learn' d To call her by her Christian name, tlie sound Bruised the poor suffering heart, that wore away ; And all the little troubles of the child, The pretty joys, the peevish fits, the bursts Of passion, work'd upon her nature so. That all her comfort was to snatch it up. And cover it with kisses secretly. Wilful and passionate, yet loving too, Grew Margaret, — an echo in a cave Of human life without ; clinging to Jane, Wlio never had the heart to fondle it Before her sisters ; not afraid at times To pinch the thin, worn arms, or pull the hairs Upon the aching head, but afterwards Curing the pain with kisses and with tears. So that as time wore on the mother's heart Grew tenderer to its trouble than before. Then later, when the little girl went forth To school hard by, the motion and the light Hied from the house ; and all the morning hours The thin face came and went against the panes, Looking out townward, — till the little shape Appear'd out of the cloud, and pale eyes grew Dim to its coming. As the years went on, The mother, with the agony in her heart She could not utter, quietly subdued Her nature to a listening watchfulness : Her face grew settled to expectant calm, Her vision penetrated things around And gazed at something lying far beyond, Her very foot Mnger'd about the house, As if she loiter'd hearkening for a sound Out of the world. For Margaret, as she grew. Was wilder and more wilful, openly Master' d the gloomy virgins, and escaped The pious atmosphere they daily breathed To gambol in a freer, fresher air ; And Jane would think, ' 'TwiU kill me, if my child Should turn out wicked." Mindless though she was. And feeble, yet the trouble made her sense Quick, sharp, and subtle to perceive and watch. A little word upon the girlish tongue Could sting her, — nay, a light upon the face, A kindling of the eye, a look the child Wore when asleep, would trouble her for days, Carrying strangest import. So she waited, Watching and listening, — while the young new hfe Drew in the air, and throve, absorbing hues Out of a thousand trivial lights and shades That hover'd lightly round it. Still to Jane The habit of submission clung : she watch'd The wiser sterner faces oftentimes. Trembling for confirmation of her fears ; And nightly pray'd that God, who was so just, So hard to those who went astray at all. Would aid her sisters, helping them to make The little Margaret better as she grew, — Waking her secret trouble evermore With countless, nameless acts of help and love. And humble admonition, — comforted By secret fondlings of the little arms. JANE LEWS ON. 131 Or kisses on the tiny, wilful mouth Apart in childish slumber. Thus the years Pass'd over her like pensive clouds, and melted Into that dewy glimmer on the brain, Whichmen call Memory. Wherefore recount The little joys and sorrows of the time : The hours when sickness came, and thought itself Tick'd like a death-watch, — all the daily hopes And impulses and fears? Enough to tell, That all went onward like a troubled stream. Until the sisters, worn and growing old. Felt the still angel coming nearer, nearer. Scattering sleep-dust on uplooking eyes ; And Jane, though in her prime, was turning gray; And Margaret was a maiden flower full- blown. A passion-flower !-^a maiden whose rich heart Burn'd with intensest fire that turn'd the light Of the sweet eyes into a warm dark dew ; One of those shapes so marvellously made. Strung so intensely, that a finger-press. The dropping of a stray curl unaware Upon the naked breast, a look, a tone, Can vibrate to the very roots of life, And draw from out the spirit light that seems To scorch the tender cheeks it shines upon ; A nature running o'er with ecstasy Of very being, an appalling splendour Of animal sensation, loveliness IJke to the dazzling panther's ; yet, withal. The gentle, wilful, clinging sense of love. Which makes a virgin's soul. It seem'd, indeed. The gloomy dwelling and the dismal days. Gloaming upon her heart, had lent this show Of shining life a melancholy shade That trebled it in beauty. Such a heart Needed no busy world to make it beat : It could throb bunnngly in solitude ; Since kindly Heaven gave it strength enough To rock the- languid blood into the brains Of twenty smaller natures. Then the pain. The wonder, deepen'd on the mother's heart, — Her mother, her worn mother, whom she knew not To be her mother. As she might have watch'd A wondrous spirit from another world, Jane Lewson watch'd her child. Could this fair girl, — This wild and dazzling life, be born of /^tv-?— A lightning flash struck from a pensive cloud The wan still moon is drinking? Like a woman Who has been sick in darkness many days, And steps into the sunshine, Jane beheld Her daughter, and felt blind. A terror grew Upon her, that the smother'd sense of pride Lack'd power to kill. She pray'd, she wept, she dream'd. And thought, if Margaret's liad been a face More like the common faces of the streets, 'Twould have been better. With this feel- ing, grew The sense of her own secret. Oftentimes A look from Margaret brought the feeble blush Into the bloodless cheek ; — creeping away Into her chamber, Jane would wring her hands. Moaning in pain, ' God help me ! If she knew I Ah, if she knew ! ' And then for many days Would haunt the dwelling fearfully, afraid To look on what she loved, — till once again, Some little kindness, some sweet look or tone, A happy kiss, would bring her courage back And cheer her. Nor had Margaret fail'd to win The hard-won sisters ; oft their frosty eyes Enlarged themselves upon her and grew thaw'd — In secret she was mistress over both — And in their loveless way, they also felt A frighten'd pleasure in the beauteous thing That brighten'd the dull dwelling. Oftentimes, The fiery maiden-nature flashing forth K 2 132 LONDON POEMS. In wilful act or speech or evil looks, Deepcn'd Jane's terror. Margaret heeded not The sisters' pious teachings, did not show A godly inclination, — nay, at times Mock'd openly. Ah, had she guess'd the pain, The fear, the agony, such mockings gave Her mother, her worn mother, whom she knew not To be her mother ! In her secret heart Jane deem'd her own deep sorrows all had come Because she had not, in her dreary youth, Been godly ; and as such flashes as she saw Gleam from her girl, seem'd wicked things indeed ; And at such times the weary woman's eyes Would seek the sunless faces, searching them For cheer or warning. In its season came That light which takes from others what it gives To him or her who, standing glorified. Awaits it. 'Tis the old, sad mystery : No gift of love that comes upon a life But means another's loss. The new sweet joy. That play'd in tender colours and mild fire On Margaret's cheek, upon the mother's heart Fell like a firebrand. For to Jane, her friend. Her dearest in the household from the first. Her mother, her worn mother, whom she knew not To be her mother, Margaret first told The terror — how she loved and was beloved; And seated at Jane's feet, with eyes upiurn'd. Playing with the worn fingers, she exclaim'd, ' I love him, Jane ! and you will love him too ! I will not marry any other man ! ' And suddenly Jane felt as if the Lord Had come behind her in the dark and breathed A burning fire upon her. For she thought, ' My child will go away, and I shall die ! ' But only murniur'd, 'Marry, Margaret? You are too young to marry ! ' and her face Was like a murder'd woman's. And the pain, The agony, deepen'd, when the lover's face Came smiling to the dwelling, young and bright With pitiless gladness. Jane was still, and moan'd, ' My child will go away, and I shall die ! ' And look'd upon her sisters, and could see They pitied her ; but their stetn faces said, 'This is God's will 1 the just God governs all! How should we cross such love ? ' adding, ' Beware, — For our sakes, for your own, but chief of all For her sake whom you love, remember now ! Pray, and be silent ! ' And the wounded heart Cried up to God again, and from the sky No answer came ; when, crush'd beneath her pain. The woman sicken'd, lay upon her bed. And thought her time was come. Most tenderly Her daughter nursed her ; little fathoming The meaning of the wild and yearning look That made the white face sweet and beau- tiful ; For Jane was saying, ' Lord, I want to die! My child would leave me, or my useless life Would turn a sorrow to her, if I stay'd : Lord, let me die ! ' Yea, the cJlill nature clung Still into silence, with the still resolve Of mightier natures. Thinking she would die, Jane lay as in a painless dream, and watch'd The bright face stir around her, following The shape about the room, and praying still For strength — so happy in her drowsy dream. That she went chill at times, and felt that thoughts So tranquil were a sin. A darker hour Gloam'd soon upon her brain. She could not see The face she loved ; murmur'd delirious words ; JANE LEWSON. 133 And in the weary watches of the night, Moaning and wringing hands, with closed eyes, Cried ' Margaret ! Margaret ! ' Then the sisters sought To lead the girl away, lest she should hear The secret ; but she conquer'd, and re- main'd ; And one still evening, when the quiet fire Was making ghosts that quiver'd on the floor To the faint time-piece ticking, Jane awoke, Gazed long and strangely at the shining face. Waved her thin arms, cried, ' Margaret ! Margaret ! Where are you, Margaret ? Have you gone away? Come to your mother 1 ' The wild cry of pain Startled the maiden, but she only thought The fever'd woman raved. Twining her arms Around Jane's neck, she murmurd, 'I am here ! ' Weeping and kissing ; but the woman sigh'd Ami shiver'd, crying feebly, ' Let me die ! My little girl has gone into the town, And she has learn'd to call me wicked names, And will not come again ! ' When, wearied out, Jane sank to troubled sleep, her child sat still. Thinking of those strange words ; and though at last She shut them from her thought as idle dream, Their pain return'd upon her. The next day She spake unto the sisters of the same. Adding, in a low voice, ' She talk'd of me. And moan'd out loudly for a little child — Has she a child ? ' The first quick flash of fear Died from the yellow visages unseen, And they were calm. ' Delirium ! ' Sarah said ; ' But you, my child, must watch her sick- bed less — You are too young, too weak, to bear such things." And this time Margaret did not say a word, But yielded, thinking, ' It is very strange !— There is a mystery, and I will watch : Can Jane have had a child? ' That very day The dark mists roU'd from the sick woman's brain. And she awoke, remembering nought, and saw The sisters watching her. Two days they watch'd ; And spake but very little, though they saw The wan eyes wander with a hungry look. Seeking the face they loved. Then Sarah took Jane's hand, and spake more gently, sisterly, (Such natures, friend, grow kinder as they age,) Than slie had done for many years, and told Of those wild words utter'd while she was ill ; Jane moan'd and hid her face ; but Sarah said, ' V/e do not Ijlame you, and perchance the Lord Spake through you ! We have thought it o'er, and pray'd : Now hsten, Jane. Since that unhappy night, We iiave not spoken of your shame, yet know You have repented. ' With her face still hid, Jane falter'd, ' Let me die ! ' but Sarah said, ' We do not think, Jane Lewson, you will live ; So mark me well. If, ere you go away, You feel that you could go more cheerfully, If you are certain that it is not sin. Poor Margaret shall know she is your child; W'e will not, now you die, deny you this ; And Margaret will be silent of tlie shame, — And, lest you break your oath upon the Word, Our li|is shall tell her.' Still Jane Lewson hid Her face ; and all was quiet in the room, Save for a shivering sound and feeble crying. But suddenly Jane lifted up her face, Beauteous beyond all beauty given to joy. And quickly whispering, prcss'd the chilly hand — ' 1 will not speak I I will not hurt my child 134 LONDON POEMS. So cruelly ! — the child shall never know ! And I will go in silence to my grave, Leaving her happy, — and perhaps the Lord Will pardon me ! ' Then, for the first last time. The sisters look'd on Jane with different eyes. Admiring sternly, with no words of praise, Her they had scorn'd for feebleness so long. Even then the watchers in the chamber heard A sound thatthrill'd them through, — a rust- Hng dress, A deep hard breathing as of one in pain ; And pointing with her hand Jane scream'd aloud ; And turning suddenly the sisters saw A face as white as marble, yet illumed By great eyes flashing with a terrible flame That made them quail. And in a dangerous voice. As low as a snake's hissing, Margaret said, ' I have heard all ! ' Then the great eyes were turn'd On Jane, and for a moment they were cold; But all at once the breathless agony Of recognition struck upon her heart. The bosom heaved and moan'd, the bright tears burst, And Margaret flung herself upon the bed. Clasping her shivering mother ; and at first Jane shrank away, — but soon the wondrous love Master'd her, — she could smile and kiss and cry — And hear the dear wild voice cry, ' Mother, mother ! ' And see the bright face through her tears, and feel That Love was there. After the first strange bliss Of meeting, both were stiller. Jane could weep. And bear to feel so happy. Margaret Clang to her mother, breathed her bhss upon her. Fondling the silver'd tresses, covering The thin hard hand with kisses and with tears, Trying to say a thousand merry things That died in sobs and tears, and only say- ing, For all the utterance of her speechful heart, ' Mother, my mother ! ' Suddenly her shame Came back upon the woman, and she turn'd To seek her sisters' faces piteously. But they had stolen from the happy room ; Whereon again she murmur'd, ' Let me die! I am a wicked woman, Margaret ! Why did you listen ? ' But a second burst Of love and bhssful pain, and bitter things Hurl'd at the cruel sisters, answer'd her ; And more tears flow'd, and more fond kisses brush' d The tears away, — until at last Jane cried, ' Dear, I could go away not weeping now — God is so gentle with me ! ' But He, who drew Thus from His cloud at last and look'd so kind, Will'd that Jane Lewson should not die so soon. The agony did not kill her, and the joy Sent a fresh life into her languid blood And saved her. So that soon she rose from bed. To see the sunshine on her daughter's face, To see the sunless sisters, who again Look'd cold as ever. But a btu-ning fire From Margaret scorch'd theip to the heart, because They loved the girl ; she, heap'd upon their heads Rage and reproaches, mockery and scorn, Until they cried, ' You are a wicked girl ! Jane Lewson's shame is on you. After this We cannot dwell together any more. ' And Margaret would have answer'd fiercelier still. But that her feeble mother, piteously Gazing at them to whom in spite of all Her heart was humble, begg'd her on her knees For silence; and, thus conquer'd, Margaret Answer'd her aunts with kisses and with tears Shower'd on her mother's face. JANE LEWSON—LANGLEY LANE. 1.35 I That evening, Margaret held her mother round the neck, And led her to her lover in the house. And with her lips set firm together, saying, 'This is my dear, dear mother,' told him all, Concealing nothing. For a time, the man Look'd starded and appall'd ; but being made Of clay not base, he smiling spake at last, And stooping softly, kiss'd the thin worn hand — ' She is my mother, too,- -and we will dwell Together ! ' And they dwelt together, — leaving The dismal dwelling in the smoky square. To dwell within a cottage close to town ; But Jane lived with them only foi a year, And then, because the heart that had been used To suffering so long could not endure To be so happy, died ; worn out and tired, Kissing her child; and as her dying thoughts Went back along the years, the suffering seem'd Not such a thankless suffering after all, But like a faded garment one has leam'd To love through habit ; — and the woman cried On her stem sisters with her dying breath. LANG LEY LANE. A LOVE POEM. In all the land, range up, range down, Is there ever a place so pleasant and sweet, As Langley Lane, in London town. Just out of the busUc of square and street? Little white cottages, all in a row, Gardens, where bachelors'-buttons grow, Swallows' nests in roof and wall, And up above the still blue sky, Where the woolly-white clouds go sailing by.- I seem to be able to see it all I For now, in summer, I take my chair. And sit outside in the sun, and hear The distant murmur of street and square, And the swallows and sparrows chirping near ; And Fanny, who lives just over the way. Comes running many a time each day. With her little hand's-touch so warm and kind ; And I smile and talk, with the sun on my cheek. And the little live hand seems to stir and speak, — For Fanny is dumb and I am blind. Fanny is sweet thirteen, and she Has fine black ringlets, and dark eyes clear, And I am older by summers three, — Why should we hold one another so dear? Because she cannot utter a word. Nor hear the music of bee or bird. The water-cart's splash, or the milkman's call. Because I have never seen the sky. Nor the little singers that hum and fly, — Yet know she is gazing upon them all. For the sun is shining, the swallows fly. The bees and the blue-flies murmur low, And I hear the water-cart go by. With its cool splash-splash down the dusty row ; And the litde one, close at my side, per- ceives Mine eyes upraised to the cottage eaves, Where birds are chirping in summer shine, And I hear, though I cannot look, and she, Though she cannot hear, can the singers see, — And the little soft fingers flutter in mine. Hath not the dear litde hand a tongue. When it stirs on my palm for the love of me? Do I not know she is pretty and young ? Hath not my soul an eye to see ? 'Tis pleasure to make one's bosom stir, To wonder how things appear to her. That I only hear as they pass around ; 1^6 LONDOAT POEMS. And as long as we sit in the music and light, She is happy to keep God's sight, And / am happy to keep God's sound. Why, I know her face, though I am blind— I made it of music long ago : Strange large eyes, and dark hair twined Round the pensive light of a brow of snow ; And when I sit by my Httle one, And hold her hand, and talk in the sun. And hear the music that haunts the place, I know she is raising her eyes to me. And guessing how gentle my voice must be, And seeing the music upon my face. Though, if ever Lord God should grant me a prayer, (I know the fancy is only vain,) I should pray : Just once, when the weather is fair. To see little Fanny and Langley Lane ; Though Fanny, perhaps, would pray to hear The voice of the friend that she holds so dear. The song of the birds, the hum of the street, — It is better to be as we have been, — Each keeping up something, unheard, un- seen, To make God's heaven more strange and sweet. Ah ! life is pleasant in Langley Lane ! There is always something sweet to hear ; Chirping of birds, or patter of rain ; And Fanny, my little one, always near ; And though I am weak, and cannot live long. And Fanny, my darling, is far from strong. And though we can never married be, — What then? — since we hold one another so dear. For the sake of the pleasure one cannot hear, And the pleasure that only one can see ? EDWARD CROWHURST; OK, ' A NEW POET.' Potts, in his dusty chamber, writes, A dilettante lord to please : A ray of country sunshine lights The foggy region ruled by these ; Flock, kind advisers, critics sage, To damn the simple country clown, ^ The mud of English patronage Grows round his feet, and keeps him down. ' This little mean-faced duodecimo, "Poems by Edward Crowhurst, La- bourer," This coarsely-printed little book of rhymes. Contains within the goodliest gift of song The gods have graced us with for many a day : A crystal clearness, as of running brooks. A music, as of gi-een boughs murmuring, A peeping of fresh thoughts in shady places Like violets new-blown, a gleam of dew drops, A sober, settled, greenness of repose, — And lying over all, in level beams. Transparent, sweet, and unmistakable, The light that never was on sea or land. * ' Let all the greater and the lesser lights Regard these lines upon a Wood in Spring, Or those which follow, call'd ' ' the Barley- Bird," And then regard their laurels. Melody More sweet was never blown through pas- toral pipe In Britain, since the Scottish Ramsay died. Nor let the squeamish dreamers of our time. Our rainbow bards, despise such song as this, Wealthy in images the poor man knows. And household chords that make the women weep. Simply yet subtly, Edward Crowhurst works : Singing of lowly truths and homely things — Death snatching up a cotter's child at play. EDWARD CROWHURST. 137 Light flashing from far worlds on dying eyes That never saw beyond their native fields, The pathos and the power of common life ; And while, perchance, his deeper vein runs on Less heeded, by a random touch is waken'd A scent, a flower-tint, a wave of wings, A sense of rustling boughs and running brooks, Touch'd by whose spell the soul is stirr'd, and eyes Gaze on the dark world round them, and are dim. * 'This Mister Crowhurst is a poor young man. Uneducated, doom'd to earn his bread By working daily at the plough ; and yet. Sometimes in midst of toil, sometimes at night. Whenever he could snatch a little time. Hath written down (he taught himself to write !) His simple verses. Is it meet, we ask, A nature so superb should languish thus ? Nay, he deserves, if ever man deserved. The succour of the rich and high in place, The opportunity to labour less. And use those truly wondrous gifts of his In modest competence ; and therewithal, Kindness, encouragement, and good ad- vice, Such as the cultured give. Even now, we hear, A certain sum of money is subscribed, Enougli to furnish well his present needs. Among the donors, named for honour here, We note the noble Earl of Chrcmiton, Lord Phidippus, Lord Gnathos, Lady Dee, Sir Charles Toroon. But more must yet be done. We dare to put the case on public grounds. Since he who writes so nobly is, indeed, A public benefactor, — with a claim On all who love to listen and to look, When tlie fresh Saxon Muse, in homespun gear. The free breeze blowing back her loosen' d hair. Wanders barefooted through the dew^ lanes And sings aloud, till all the valleys ring For pleasure, and the echoes of the hills Make sweet accord ! ' — Conservative Review, II. After Ten Years. A homely matron, who has once been fair, In quiet suffering old, yet young in years ; Soft threads of silver in her auburn hair. And lines around the eyes that tell of tears ; But on her face there trembles peaceful light, 'J'hat seems a smile, and yet is far less bright, — To tell of watchings in the shade and sun, And melancholy duty sweetly done. What, take away my Teddy? shut him up Between stone walls, as if he was a thief? You freeze my blood to talk of such a thing! Why, these green fields where my old man was born. The river, and the woodland, and the lanes. Are all that keep him living : he was ever O'er fond of things like those ; and now, you see. Is fonder of them than he was before. Because he thinks so little else is left. Mad ? He 's a baby ! Would not hurt a fly! Can manage him as easy as our girl ! And thouglihe was a poet and went wrong. He could not help his failings. Ah, True Heart, I love him all the deeper and the dearer ! I would not lose him for the whole wide world ! It came through working lonely in the fields. And growing shy of cheerful company, And worrying his wits with idle things He saw and heard when quiet out o' doors. For, long ere we were wedded, all the place Knew Teddy's ways : how mad he was for flowers And singing birds ; how often at the plough He used to idle, holding up his head And looking at the clouds ; what curious stuff He used to say about the ways of things ; How week-days he was never company, Nor tidy on a Sunday. Even then Folk call'd him stupid : so did I myself. t38 LONDON POEMS. At first, before his sheepishness wore off ; And then, why I was frighten'd for a time To find how wondrous brightly he could look And talk, when with a girl, and no one by. Right soon he stole this heart of mine away, So cunningly I scarcely guess'd 'twas gone, But found my tongue at work before I knew, Sounding his praises. Mother shook her head ; But soon it was the common country talk That he and I were courting. After that Some of his sayings and his doings still Seem'd foolish, but I used to laugh and say, ' Wait till we marry ! I shall make him change ! ' And it was pleasant walking after dark. In summer, wandering up and down the lanes. And heark'ning to his talk ; and pleasant, too, In winter, to sit cuddling by the fire. And whispering to the quiet firelight sound And the slow ticking of the clock. Ere long, I grew to care for many things he loved. He knew the names of trees, and birds, and flowers. Their races and their seasons ; named the stars, Their comings and their goings ; and could tell Strange truths about the manners of the clouds. Set him before a hedgerow in a lane, And he was happy all alone for hours. The woods and fields were full of joy to him. And wonders, and fine meanings ever new. How, at the bottom of the wa)'side well. The foul toad lies and purifies the drink ; How twice a year red robin sings a song, Once when the orchis blows its bells in spring. Once when the gold is on the slanted sheaves ; How late at night the common nightingale Comes in the season of the barley-sowing. Silently builds her nest among the boughs. And then sings out just as the roses blow. And it is sweet and pleasant in the moon. Why, half his courtship lay in talk hke that, And, oh ! the way he talk'd fill'd high my heart With pleasure. Then, o' quiet winter nights, With ^vild bright eyes and voice that broke for joy, He often read aloud from books of songs ; One I remember, that I liked the best, A book of pictures and of love-tales, call'd ' The Seasons.' I was young, and did not think ■ I only felt 'twas fine. Yet now and then I noticed more, and took a sober fit, And tried to make him tidy in his clothes, And could not, though I tried ; and used to sigh When mother mutter'd hints, as mothers will. That he should work more hard and look ahead, And save to furnish out a house for me. , . . For Teddy smiled, poor lad, and worU'd more hard. But save . . . not he ! Instead of laying by. Making a nest to rear the young ones in. He spent his hard-won cash in buying books, — Much dusty lumber, torn and black and old, Long sheets of ballads, bundles of old rhyme, — And read them, one by one, at home o' nights, Or out aloud to me, or at the plough. I chid at first, but quickly held my tongue. Because he look'd so grieved ; and once he said With broken voice and dew-light in his eyes, • Lass, I 'm a puzzle to myself and you. But take away the books, and I should die!' His back went bare for books, his stomach starved To buy them, — nay, he pawn'd his jacket once. To get a dreary string of solemn stuff All about Eve and Adam. More and more He .slacken'd at his toil ; and soon the lad. Who turn'd the cleanest furrow, when he pleased. Of all the ploughmen, let his work go spoil. And fairly led an idle thriftless life In the green woods and on the river side. EDWARD CROWHURST. 139 And then I found that he himself made verse In secret, — verse about the birds and flowers, Songs about lovers, rhymes about the stars, Tales of queer doings in the village here, — All writ on scraps of paper out-o'-doors, And hidden in an old tin coffee-pot Where he had kept his cash. The first I heard Was Just a song all about him and me. And cuddling in the kitchen while 'twas snowing ; He read it to me, blushing like a girl, And I was pleased, and laugh'd, and thought it fine. And wonder'd where he leam'd to make the words Jingle so sweetly. Then he read me more, Some that I liked, some that I fancied poor; And, last of all, one morn in harvest-time. When all the men were working in the fields. And he was nearly ragged, out it came — 'They're reaping corn, and corn brings gold, my lass ; But I will reap gold, too, and fame beside, — I 'm going to print a Book ! ' I tliought him mad ! The words seem'd dreadful— such a fool was I ; And I was puzzled more when he explain'd: That he had sent some verses by the post To a rich man who lived by selling songs Yonder in London city ; that for months No answer came, and Teddy strain'd his eyes Into the clouds for comfort ; that at last There came a letter full of wondrous praise From the great man in London, offering Poor Teddy, if he sent him verse enough To make a pretty little printed book, To value it in money. Till I die, I '11 ne'er forget the light on Teddy's face — The light, the glory, and the wonder there : He laugh'd, and read the letter out aloud. He leapt and laugh'd and kiss'd me o'er and o'er. And then he read the letter o'er again, And then turn'd pale, and sank into a chair. And hid his bright face in his hands, and cried. Bewilder'd though I was, my heart was glad To see his happy looks, and pleased beside That fine folk call'd him clever. I said nought To mother — for I knew her ways too well^ But waited. Soon came other wondrous news : The scraps of verse had all been copied out On fine white sheets, written in Teddy's hand, Big, round, and clear, like print ; and word had come That they were read and praised by other folk. Friends of the man in London. Last of all. One night, when I was ironing the clothes, And mother knitting sat beside the fire, In Teddy came — as bright and fresh and gay As a cock starling hopping from the nest On May-day ; and wdth laughing eyes he cried, ' Well, mother, when are Bess and I to wed?' 'Wed? 'mother snapt, as sour as butter- milk, ' Wed ? when the birds swim, and the fishes fly. And the green trees grow bread and cheese and butter For lazy loons that lie beneath and yawn ! ' Then Teddy laugh'd aloud, and when I frown'd And shook my head to warn him, laugh'd the more ; And, drawing out his leathern ploughman's pouch, 'See, mother, see!' he cried, — and in her lap Pour'd thirty golden guineas ! At the first, I scream'd, and mother look'd afraid to touch The ghttering gold,— and plain enough she said The gold, she guess'd, was scarcely honest gain ; Then Teddy told her all about his book. And how those golden guineas were the price The great rich man in London put upon 't. I40 LONDON POEMS. She shook her head the more ; and when he read The great man's letter, with its words of praise, Look'd puzzled most of all ; and in a dream, Feeling the gold with her thin hand, she sat, While Teddy, proud dew sparkhng in his eyes, Show'd me in print the little song he made Of cuddling in the kitchen while 'twas snowing, — 'And, Bess,' he cried, ' the gold will stock a house, But little 'tis I care about the gold : This bit of printed verse is sweeter far Than all the shining wealth of all the world ! ' And lifted up the paper to his mouth And kiss'd the print, then held it out at length To look upon "t with sparkling, happy eyes. And folded it and put it in his pouch, As tenderly and carefully, I swear, As if it were a note upon a bank For wealth untold. Why linger o'er the tale?— Though now my poor old man is weak and ill, Sweet is the telling of his happy time. The money stock'd a house, and in a month We two were man and wife. Teddy was proud And happy, — busy finishing the book That was his heart's delight ; and as for me, My thoughts were merry as a running brook. For Teddy seem'd a wise man after all ; And it was spring-time, and our little home Was hung with white clematis, porch and wall. And wall-flower, candituft, and London pride, All shining round a lilac bush in bloom, Sweeten'd the little square of garden ground; And cozy as a finch's mossy nest Was all within ; the little sleeping-room And red-tiled kitchen ; and, made snug and fine By chairs and tables cut of bran-new deal, The little parlour,— on the mantel-piece Field-flowers and ferns and bird's-egg neck- laces, Two pretty pictures pasted on the walls, (The portraits of one Milton and one Burns,} And, in the corner Teddy loved the best, Three shelves to keep the old, black, thumb- mark'd books. And if my heart had fever, lest the hfe Begun so well was over-bright to last, Teddy could cheer me ; for he placed his arm Around me, looking serious in his joy. When we were wed three days ; and ' Bess," he said, ' The Lord above is very kind to me ; For He has given me this sweet place and you, Adding the bliss of seeing soon in print The verse I love so much.' Then, kissing me, ' I have been thinking of it all,' he said, ' Holpen a bit by lives of other folk, Which I have read. Now, many men like me Grow light o' head and let their labour go ; But men can't live by writing verses, Bess.' 'Nay, nay,' cried \, ''twere pity if they could, For every man would try the easier task, And who would reap the fields or grind the corn ? ' And Teddy smiling, said, ' 'Tis so ! 'tis so ! Pride shall not puff my wits, but all the dav I will toil happily in the fields I love ; And in the pleasant evenings 'twill be fine To wander forth and see the world with you, Or read out poems in the parlour here, Or take a pen and write, for ease o' heart, Not praise, not money.' I was glad ten- fold,— Put all my fears aside, and trusted him, — And well he kept his word. Yet ill at ease, Restless and eager, Teddy waited on, Until the night a monster parcel came From London : twelve brown volumes, all the same. Wide-printed, thin, and on the foremost page, ' Poems by Edward Crowhurst, Labourer.' The happiest hour my Teddy ever knew I EDWARD CROWHURST. 141 He turn'd the volumes o'er, examined each, Counted the sheets, counted the printed hnes, Stared at his name in print, held out the page At arm's length, feasting with his mouth and eyes. I wonder'd at his joy, yet, spite o' me, I shared it. 'Twas so catching. The old tale ! A little thing could make my Teddy's heart Gay as a bunch of roses, while a great Went by unheeded like a cannon-ball. The glowworm is a little common grub. Yet what a pretty gleam it often sheds ; And that same poor, small, common-looking book. Set on our table, kept around its leaves A light hke sunshine. 'When his joy grew cool, Teddy took up a book to read it through ; And first he show'd me, next the foremost page, A bit of writing called the ' Author's Life," Made up of simple things my man had told — How he was but a lowly labourer. And how the green fields work'd upon his heart To write about the pretty things he saw — All put together by a clevcr»man In London. For a time he sat and read In silence, looking happy with his eyes ; But suddenly he started up and groan'd. Looking as black as bog-mud, while he flung The book upon the table ; and I gript His arm, and ask'd whatail'd him. ' 13ess,' he said, ' The joy o' this has all gone sudden sour. All through the cruel meddling of a fool : The story of my life is true enough. Despite the fine-flown things the teller sticks Around it — peacock's feathers stuck around The nest of some plain song-bird ; but the end Is like the garlic flower, — looks fine at first, Rut stinks on peeping nearer. Ficss, my lass, I nevi^r hegg'd a penny in my life, I sought the help of no man, but could work, ■What then? what then? O Bess, 'tis hard, 'tis hard ! They make me go a-begging, book in hand, As if I were a gipsy of the lanes ■Whistling for coppers at an alehouse door ! ' I, too. was hurt, but tried to comfort him ; 'Twas kindly meant, at least, I thought and said ; But Teddy clench'd his teeth, and sat him down. And wTote, not rudely, but as if in grief. To him in London. Till the answer came. The printed poems cheer'd him, though the book Had lost a scent that ne'er would come again ; And when the answer came, 'twas like the words A mother murmurs to a silly child — A smiling, pitying, quiet kind of tone. That made him angrier than violent speech ; And at the end a melancholy hint About ingratitude. Teddy must trust In those who had his fortune most at heart. Nor rashly turn his friends to enemies. Nor meddle with the kindly schemes of those Who knew the great world better far than he. Oh, Teddy's eyes were dim with bitter dew ! ' Begging is begging, and I never begg'd ! Shame on me if 1 ever take their gold ! ' I coa.x'd him to be silent ; and though soon The bitter mood wore off, his gladness lost The look of happy pride it wore of old. 'Twas happy, happy, in the little home, And summer round about on wood and field, And summer on the bit of garden ground. But soon came news, like whiffs of colour'd smoke, Blown to us thickly on the idle wind. And smelling of the city. For the land Was crying Teddy's praises ! Every morn Came papers full of things about the Book, And letters full of cheer from distant folk ; And Teddy toil'd away, and tried his best To keep his glad heart humble. Then, one day, A smirking gentleman, with inky thumbs, ■ Call'd, chatted, pried with little fox's eyes This way and that, and when he went away He wrote a heap of lying scribble, styled 'A Summer Morning with the Labourer Bard ! ' Then others came : some, mild young gentlemen. Who chirp'd, and blush'd, and simper' d, and were gone ; 142 LONDON POEMS. Some, sallow ladies wearing spectacles, And pale young misses, rolling languid eyes, And pecking at the words my Teddy spake Like sparrows picking seed ; and, once or twice. Plump merry gentlemen who talk'd no stuff, But chatted sensibly of common things, And made us feel at home. Ay, not a day But Teddy must be sent for, from the fields. To meet with fine-clad strangers from afar. The village folk began to open eyes And wonder, but were only more afraid Of Teddy, gave him hard suspicious looks, And shunn'd him out-o'-doors. Yet how they throng'd. Buzzing like humble bees at swarming time, That mom the oil'd and scented gentleman (For such we thought him) brought a little note From Lord Fitztalbot of Fitztalbot Tower, Yonder across the moorland. 'Twas a line Bidding my Teddy to the Tower, and he Who brought it was the footman of my lord. Well, Teddy went, was many hours away, And then return'd with cat's-claws round his lips. ' See ! ' Teddy cried, and flung a little purse Of money in my lap ; and I, amazed, Counted ten golden guineas in my palm, Then gazed at Teddy, saw how pale he was, And ask'd what ail'd him. ' 'Tis the money, lass,' He answer'd, groaning deep. ' He talk'd, and seem'd Right kindly ; ask'd about my home, and you ; Spoke of the poems, smiled, and bow'd farewell ; And, dropping that same money in my hat, Bade me go dine below. I burn'd like fire, Felt choking, yet was fearful to offend, And took the money, as I might have took A blazing cinder, bow'd, and came away. O Lord ! O Lord ! this comes of yonder loon, "Who sent the book a-begging ! ' Then he talk'd— How fiercely and how wildly, clenching hands : ' Was not a poet better than a lord ? WTiy should the cruel people use him so? Why would the world not leave his home in peace ? ' And last, he vow'd to send the money back But I, though shamed and troubled, thought him wrong. And vow'd my lord was kind, and meant us well, And won him o'er at last to keep the purse. And ah ! we found it useful very soon. When I lay in, and had a dreadful time, And brought our girl. Then Teddy put aside All grief and anger ; thought of us alone ; Forgot, or nearly, all the praise and blame Of loveless strangers ; and was proud and glad. Making fond rhymes about the babe and me. Ah ! had the folk but let my man alone, All would be happy now. He loved his work, Because it kept him in the fields ; he loved The babe and me ; and all he needed more, To keep his heart content, was pen and ink, And now and then a book. And as for praise. He needed it no more than singing birds ; And as for money, why, he wanted none ; And as for prying strangers in the house. They brought a clumsy painful sense of pride That made him restless. He was ever shy Of company — he loved to dream alone — And the poor life that he had known so long Was just the kind of life he suited best. He look'd a fine straight man in homespun gear, But ne'er seem'd easy in his Sunday coat. What should his fine frienfls do at last, but write. Bidding my man to London, — there to meet A flock o' gentlefolk, who spent their days In making books ! - Though here we dwell so near. That northward, far away, you see the sky Black with the smoky breathing of the city, We ne'er had wander'd far away from home, Save once or twice, five miles to westward yonder, To Kersey Fair. Well, Teddy fix'd to go ; And seeing him full bent, I held my tongue. And off he set, one day, in Sunday black, A hazel staff over his shoulder flung. His bundle swinging, — and was sped by train EDWARD CROWHURST. 143 To London town. Two weeks he stay'd away ; And, when he came from London, he was changed. His eyes look'd wild, his cheek was pale, his step Unsteady ; when he enter'd, I could smell Drink in his breath. Full pain'd, and sick at heart, I question'd him ; but he was petulant. And snapt me short ; and when I brought the child. He push'd her from him. Next day, when he rose. His face was pallid ; but his kindly smile Came back upon it. Ere the day was out. He told me of his doings, of the men And places he had seen, and when, and how. He had been dull in dwellings of the rich, Had felt ashamed in great grand drawing- rooms. And angry that the kindly people smiled As if in pity ; and the time, he said, Would have gone drearily, had he lack'd the cheer He chanced to find among some jovial folk Who lived by making books. Full plain I saw That something had gone wrong. His ways were strange, He did not seem contented in his home, He scarcely glinted at the poor old books He loved so dearly. In a little time, Teddy grew more himself, at home, a-field. And though, from that day forward, he began To take a glass and smoke a pipe at night, 1 scarcely noticed. Thus the year wore on ; And still the papers praised him far away, And still the letters came from distant folk. And Teddy had made friends : folk who could talk About the things he loved, and flatter him. Ay, laugh aloud to see him drink his glass, And clap his back, and shake him by the hand. How wild soe'er he talk'd. For by degrees His tongue grew freer, he was more at ease With strangers. Oft he spent the evening hours With merry-makers in the public-house, And totter'd home with staring, dazzled eyes. The country people liked him better now. And loved to coax him out to drink at night. And, gaping, heark'd to the strange things he said. Ah, then my fear grew heavy, though his heart Was kindly still, his head still clear and wise, And he went wastering only now and then. But soon his ways grew better, for his time Was spent in finishing another book. Yet then I found him changed in other things ; For once or twice when money as before Was sent or given him, he only laugh'd. And took it, not in anger. And, be sure, Money grew needful in the little home — Another babe was coming. Babe and book Were born together, but the first was born Quiet and breathless. 'Twould be idle talk To speak about the book. What came of that. Was much the same as what had come before : The papers praised it over all the land. But just a shade more coolly ; strange folk wrote, But not so oft. Yet Teddy was in glee. For this time fifty golden guineas came From the rich man in London. to Once again, London ; once -with wilder words He They coax'd him up again. Home came he changed, of wit. And sharper sayings, on his tongue toil'd Even less than ever : nay, his idle friends. Who loved to drain the bottle at his side, Took up his time full sorely. We began To want and pinch : more money was sub scribed, And taken : — till at last my man grew sick Of working in the open fields ai all 144 LONDON POEMS. And just as work grew hardest to his mind, The Lord Fitztalbot pass'd him on the road, And turn'd his head away. A change had come, As dreadful as the change within himself. The papers wrote the praise of newer men, The strange folk sent him letters scarce at all; And when he spake about another book. The man in London wrote a hasty ' No ! ' And said the work had little chance to sell. Those words were like a sunstroke. Wild and scared, My Teddy stared at London — all his dreams Came back upon him — and with bitter tongue He mock'd and threaten'd. 'Twas of no avail ! His fine-day friends like swallows wing'd away. The summer being o'er ; the country folk Began to knit their foreheads as of old, Save one or two renown'd as ne'er-do- wells ; And, mad with pride, bitten with shame and fear, Teddy drank deeper at the public-house. Teddy to blame ? Teddy to blame ? Ah, nay ! The blame be theirs who broke his simple pride With money, beggar'd him against his will. The blame be theirs who flatter'd him from home. And led him out to make his humble ways An idle show. The blame be theirs who smiled Whene'er he play'd a wrong and foolish part. Because he had skill to write a bit of verse. The blame be theirs who spoil'd him like a child. And, when the newness of his face was gone, Turn'd from him scornfully and smiled else- where. Teddy to blame ! — a silly, ignorant man. Not learn'd, not wise, not cunning in the world ! But hearken how I changed him yet once more. One day when he was sick and ill with pain. I spake of all our early courting days, Full low and tender, of the happy time When I brought forth our girl, and of the words He spake w hen we were happy ; last of all, ' Teddy," I said, ' let people be unkind. The whole world hard, you cannot heal your pain Wastering, idhng ; think of merrier days. Of me, and of our girl, and drink no more.' He gazed at me full long, his bosom rose And flutter'd, and he held my hand in his, And shivering, moaning, sank into a chair; And, looking at the bookshelf at his side. And at the common-looking thumb-mark'd books. He promised, promised, with his poor cheeks wet. And his voice broken, and his lips set firm. True Heart, he kept his word. The public-house Knew him no longer ; in the fields he toil'd Lonely once more ; and in the evenings Read books and wrote, — and all he wrote, I know. Was sad, sad, sad. Bravely he work'd all day. But not so cheerfully. And no man cared To brighten him viath goodly words. His face Was stale with gentlefolk, his heart too proud * To mix with coarse, low men. Oft in the fields They saw him turn his poor eyes London- wards, And sigh ; but he was silent of the pain That grew upon him. Slowly he became The saddcn'd picture of his former self : He stood at ploughtail looking at the clouds, He watchd the ways of birds and trees and flowers ; But all the litUe things he learn'd and loved Had ta'en a sadder meaning. Oftentimes, In spite of all he did to hide his heart, I saw he would have been a happy man EDWARD CROWHURST. 145 If any one had praised him as of old ; But he was never sent for from the fields, No strangers wrote to cheer him, and he seem'd All, all, forgotten. Still, as true as steel, He held his promise to our girl and me, Though oft, I know, the dreadful longing came To fly to drink for comfort. Then, one night, I heard a stirring in the dark : our girl Crept close to me, and whisper'd in mine ear — ' Hark ! father's crying ! ' O 'tis terrible To hear a strong man weep ! I could not bear To find him grieving so, but crept unto him, And put my arms about him, on his neck Weeping, ' O Teddy, Teddy, do not so 1 Cheer up, for you will kill me if you cry. What do you long for? Why are you so sad?' And I could feel him crush his hot tears down. And shake through every limb. ' O lass ! ' he cried, ' I cannot give a name to what I want ; I cannot tell you why I grow so sad ; But I have lost the pleasure and the peace The verses brought me. I am sick and changed, — I think too much of other men, — I seem Despised and useless. If I did not feel You loved me so, and were so kind and true, When all the world is cruel, I should fall And wither. All my strength is gone away. And I am broken 1 ' 'Twas but little cheer That I could give him : that was grief too deep For foolish me to understand or cure. I made the little parlour bright o' nights, Coax'd him to read aloud the books he loved, And often he was like himself again, Singing for ease o' heart ; and now and then, A poem printed in a newspaper, Or something kind from people in the world, Help'd me a little. So the time wore on ; — Till suddenly, one night in winter time, I saw him change. Home came he white and pale. Shivering, trembling, looking wild and strange, Yet speaking quietly. ' My head feels queer — It aches a bit ! ' he said ; and the next day He cotild not rise from bed. Quiet he lay. But now and then I saw him raise his hand And hold his forehead. In the afternoon, He fell to troubled sleep, and, when he woke. He did not seem to know me. Full of fear, I sent for Doctor Earth. When Doctor came, He found poor Teddy tossing on his bed, Moaning and muttering and clenching teeth, And Doctor said, ' The ill is on the brain — Has he been troubled lately ? ' and I cried, ' Ay, much, much troubled ! He has fretted sore For many months ! ' 'Twas sad, 'twas sad, to see My strong man suffer on his dull sick-bed. Not knowing me, but crying out of things That haunted him. I will not weary you, By telling how the Doctor brought him round. And how at last he rose from bed, the ghost Of his old self, and something gone away That never would return. Then it was plain That he could work no more : the Light had fled. Which keeps a man a man despite the world And all its cruel change. To fright the wolf, I took in washing at the cottage here ; And people sent us money now and then, And pitying letters reach'd us from the world. Too late ! too late ! t4fi LONDON POEMS. Thank the good God above, Who made me strong and willing, I could keep The little house above us, though 'twas dear, And ah ! I work'd more hard because I knew Poor Teddy's heart would break outright elsewhere. Yet Teddy hardly seem'd to comprehend All that had happen'd. Though he knew me well, And spake full sensibly of many things, He lack'd the power to speak of one thing long. Sometimes he was as merry as a bird, Singing wild songs he learn'd by heart when young ; Sometimes he wish'd to wander out a- field. But easy 'twas to lead his wits away To other things. And he was changeful ever, Now laughing and now crying ; and at times He wrote strange notes to poets that were dead. And named himself by all their names in turn. Still making verse, which I had sense to see Was wild, and strange, and wrong — not like the verse He made of old. One day for hours he sat. Looking upon the bit of garden ground, And smiling. When I spoke, he look'd and laugh' d. ' Surely you know me, Teddy ? ' I ex- claim'd ; And up he raised his head, with shrill thin voice Saying, 'Yes, you are Queen Elizabeth, And I am Shakespeare ; ' and again he smiled Craftily to himself ; but when I hung Around his neck, and wept, and ask'd again. He turn'd upon me with so pale a look, So wan, so sharp, so full of agony, 'Twas clear the cloud was lifted for a moment, 'Twas clear he knew that he was Teddy Crowhurst, And that the light of life had gone away. And oft, in sunny weather, he and I Had walks in quiet places, — in the lanes. And in the woods, and by the river side ; And he was happy, prying as of old In little mossy nests, or plucking flowers. Or dropping pebbles at the water-brim, To make the speckled minnows start and fly In little gleams of light. Ne'er had he been More cunning in the ways and looks of things, Though memory fail'd him when he tried for names. The sable streaks upon the arum-flower Were strange to him as ever ; a lark singing Made his eyes misty as it used to do ; The shining sun, the waving of green boughs, The rippling of the river down the dell. Were still true pleasure. All the seasons brought Something to charm him. Staring on the snow, Or making great snow-houses like a boy. He was as busy when the boughs were bare, As carrying home a bough of scented May Or bunch of yellow lilies from the pond. What had been pleasure in his younger days Came back to keep him quiet in the world. He gave much love to trees and birds and flowers, And, when the mighty world was all unkind, The little, gentle, speechless things were true. True Heart, I never thought that he could bear To last so long ; but ten slow years have fled Since the first book that brought the trouble and pain Was printed, — and within the parlour there Teddy is sitting, busy as a bee. Doing? He dreams the world that knows him not EDWARD CROWHURST— ARTIST AND MODEL. Ml Rings with his praises, and for many an hour Sits busy with the verse of later years, Marks, copies, and arranges it with care. To go to some great printer that he thinlis Is waiting ; and from time to time he eyes The boolcs they printed, numbering the lines. Counting the pages. Sometimes he is Burns, Sometimes John Milton, sometimes other men. And sometimes — always looking saddest then — Knows he is Teddy Crowhurst. Thin he is. And worn, and feeble, — wearing slowly down Like snowdrift; and at times, when Memory Comes for a moment like a mirror flash'd Into his eyes, he does not groan and weep, But droops the more, and seems resign' d and still. True Heart, I fear the end is near at last ! He sits and hearkens vacantly and dreams, He thrills at every knocking at the door. Stilly he waits for light that never comes, That never will return until the end. And oft at evening, when my work is done. And the dark gathers, and he holds my hand, The waiting grows intenser, and becomes The sense o' life itself. Take Teddy hence ! Show me the man will draw my hand away ! I am a quiet comfort to his pain ; For though his thoughts be far away from here, I know he feels my hand ; and ah ! the touch Just keeps his heart from breaking. 'Tis my joy To work where I can watch him through the day, And quiet him, and see he wants for nought. He loves to sit among his books and flowers, And wears away with little pain, and feels The quiet parlour is a pleasant place ; And there — God bless him ! — in a happy time Teddy will feel the darkness pass away, And smile farewell upon his wife and girl, And Light that he has lost will come again To shine upon him as he goes to sleep. ARTIST AND MODEL: A LOVE POEM. The scorn of the nations is bitter, But the touch of a hand is warm. Is it not pleasant to wander In town on Saturday night, While people go hither and thither. And shops shed cheerful light ? And, arm in arm, while our shadows Chase us along the panes, Are we not quite as cozy As down among country lanes? Nobody Icnows us, heeds us, Nobody hears or sees. And the shop-lights gleam more gladly Than the moon on hedges and trees ; And people coming and going, All upon ends of their own, Though they work a spell on the spirit. Make it more finely alone. The sound seems harmless and pleasant As the murmur of brook and wind ; The shops with the fruit and the pictures Have sweetness to suit my mind ; And nobody knows us, heeds us, And our loving none reproves, — /, the poor figure-painter ! You, the lady he loves ! And what if the world should scorn you For now and again, as you do, Assuming a country kirtle, And bonnet of straw thereto, Or the robe of a vestal virgin. Or a nun's gray gabardine. And keeping a brother and sister By standing and looking divine ? And what if the world, moreover. Should silently pass me by, Because at the dawn of the struggle, I labour some stories high ! L2 148 LONDON POEMS. Why, there 's comfort in waiting, worlcing, And feeling one's heart beat right, — And rambhng alone, love-making, In London on Saturday night. For when, with a blush Titianic, You peep'd in that lodging of mine, Did I not praise the good angels For sending a model so fine? When I was fill'd with the pureness You brought to the lonely abode, Did I not learn to love you ? And — did Love not lighten the load ? And haply, indeed, little darling. While I ycarn'd and plotted and plann'd, And you watch'd me in love and in yearning Your heart did not quite understand All the wonder and aspiration You meant by your loveliness. All the faith in the frantic endeavour Your beautiful face could express ! For your love and your beauty have thriven On things of a low degree. And you do not comprehend clearly The drift of a dreamer like me ; And perchance, when you look'd so divinely, You meant, and meant only, to say : ' How sad that he dwells in a garret ! And lives on so little a day ! ' What of that? If your sweetness and beauty, And the love that is part of thee. Were mirror'd in wilder visions. And express'd much more to mc, Did the beautiful face, my darling, Need subtler, loftier lore ? — Nay, beauty is all our wisdom, — We painters demand no more. Indeed, I had been no painter, And never could hope to rise, Had I lack'd the power of creating The meanings for your sweet eyes ; And what you were really thinking Scarcely imported, in sooth, — Since the truth we artists fail for. Is the truth that looks the truth. Your beautiful face was before me, Set in its golden hair ; And the wonder and love and yearning Were shining sublimely there ! And your eyes said — ' Work for glory f Up, up, where the angels call ! ' And I understood, and I labour' d. And I love the face for it all 1 I am talking, you think, so strangely ! And you watch with wondering eyes !- Could I utter one half of the yearning Your face, even now, implies ! But the yearning will not be utter'd, And never, ah 1 never can be, Till the work of the world is over, And we see as immortals see. Yet bless thee for ever and ever, For keeping me humble and true. And would that my Art could utter The wisdom I find in you. Enough to labour and labour, And to feel one's heart beat right, And to wander unknown, love-making. In London on Saturday night ! You think : ' How dearly I love him ! How dearly he loves me ! How sweet to live on, and love him, With children at my knee ! With the useless labour over, And comfort and leisure won, And clever people praising The work that he has done ! ' I think : ' How dearly I love her ! How dearly she loves me ! Yet the beauty the heart would utter Endeth in agony ; And life is a climbing, a seeking Of something we never can see ! And death is a slumber, a dreaming Of something that may not be ! ' And your face is sweetly troubled. Your little hand stirs on mine own, For you guess at a hidden meaning, Since I speak in so tender a tone ; And you rain the yearning upon me You brought to my help before. And I ask no mightier v/isdom, — We painters demand no more. ARTIST AND MODEL— NELL. 149 And we shall live, ray darling, Together till we grow old. And people will buy my pictures, And you will gather the gold. And your lovehness will reward me, And sanctify all I do, And toiling for Love's sake, darling, I may toil for Fame's sake, too. Ah, dearest, how much you teacli me, How much of hope and of light, Up yonder, planning and painting, And here on Saturday night ; And I turn sad eyes no longer From the pageant that passes around. And the vision no more seems weary. And the head may yet be crown 'd ! And I ask no more from mortals Than your beautiful face implies, — The beauty the artist beholding Interprets and sanctifies. Who says that men have fallen. That life is wretched and rough ? I say, the world is lovely, And that loveliness is enough. So my doubting days are ended, And the labour of life seems clear ; And life hums deeply around me, Just like the murmur here. And quickens the sense of living, And shapes me for peace and storm, — And dims my eyes with gladness When it glides into colour and form ! His form and His colour, darling. Are all we apprehend. Though the meaning that underlies them May be utter'd in the end ; And I seek to go no deeper Than the beauty and wonder there. Since the world can look so wondrous. And your face can look so fair. For ah ! life's stream is bitter, When too greedily we drink. And I might not be so happy If I knew quite all you think ; And when God takes much, my darling, He leaves us the colour and form, — The scorn of the nations is bitter, But the touch of a hand is warm. NELL. She gazes not at her who hears, But, while the gathering darkness cries, Stares at the vacancy through tears, That burn upon her glistening eyes, Yet do not flow. Her hair falls free Around a face grown deathly thin ; Her elbow rests upon her knee, And in her palms she props her chin. See, Nan ! his little face looks pinch' d with fright. His little hands are clench'd together tight ! Born dead, that's comfort ! quiet too ; when one Thinks of what kill'd him ! Kiss him, Nan, for me. Thank God, he never lookd upon the sun That saw his father hang'd on galiows- tree. O boy, my boy ! you're better dead and sleeping, Kill'd by poor mothers fear, and shame, and weeping : She never loved another living man, But held to father all thro' right and wrong — Ah, yes ! I never turn'd against him, Nan, I stuck by him that stuck by me so long ! You're a kind woman, Nan ! ay, kind and true ! God will be good to faithful folk like you ! You knew my Ned? A better, kinder lad never drew breath — We loved each other true, though never wed In church, Uke some who took him to his death : A lad as gentle as a lamb, but lost His senses when he took a drop too much — Drink did it all — drink made him mad when cross'd — He was a poor man, and they're hard on such. O Nan ! that night ! that night ! When I was sitting in this very chair. Watching and waiting in the candle-light. And heard his foot come creaking up the stair, And turn'd, and saw him standing yonder, white ISO LONDON POEMS And wild, with staring eyes and rumpled hair ! And when I caught his arm and call'd, in fright, He push'd me, swore, and to the door he pass'd To lock and bar it fast ! Then down he drops just hke a lump of lead, Holding his brow, shaking, and growing whiter, And — Nan ! — ^just then the light seem'd growing brighter, And I could see the hands that held his head. All red ! all bloody red ! What could I do but scream ? He groan'd to hear, Jump'd to his feet, and gripp'd me by the wrist ; ' Be still, or I shall kill thee, Nell ! ' he hiss'd. And 1 was still, for fear. ' They're after me — I've knifed a man ! ' he said. ' Be still ! — the drink^drink did it — he is dead!' And as he said the word, the wind went by With a whistle and cry — The room swam round — the babe unborn seem'd to scream out, and die ! Then we grew still, dead still. I couldn't weep — All I could do was cling to Ned and heark — And Ned was cold, cold, cold, as if asleep. But breathing hard and deep. The candle flicker'd out — the room grew dark— And — Nan ! — although my heart was true and tried, — When all grew cold and dim, I shudder' d — not for fear of them outside. But just afraid to be alone with him. For winds were wailing —the wild rain cried, — Folk's footsteps sounded down the court and died — What could I do but cla?p his knees and cUng? And call his name beneath my breath in pain? Until he threw his head up, listening, And gave a groan, and hid his face again ; ' Ned ! Ned I ' I whisper' d — and he moan'd and shook — But did not heed or look 1 ' Ned ! Ned ! speak, lad ! tell me it is not true ! ' At that he raised his head and look'd so wild ; Then, with a stare that froze my blood, he threw His arms around me, crying like a child. And held me close — and not a word was spoken — While I clung tighter to his heart and press'd him — And did not fear him, though my heart was broken — But kiss'd his poor stain'd hands, and cried, and bless'd him 1 Then, Nan, the dreadful daylight, coming cold With sound o' falling rain, — Wlien I could see his face, and it look'd old. Like the pinch'd face of one that dies in pain ; Well, though we heard folk stirring in the sun. We never thought to hide away or run. Until we heard those voices in the street, That hurrying of feet. And Ned leap'd up, and knew that they had come. ' Run, Ned ! ' I cried, but he was deaf and dumb ! ' Hide, Ned ! ' I scream'd, and held him — ' hide thee, man ! ' He stared with bloodshot eyes, and hearken'd. Nan ! And all the rest is like a dream — the sound Of knocking at the door — A rush of men — a struggle on the ground — A mist— a tramp — a roar ; For when I got my senses back again, I'he room was empty — and my head went round ! The neighbours talk'd and stirr'd about the lane. And Seven Dials made a moaning sound ; And as I listen'd, lass, it seem'd to me Just like the murmur of the great dark Sea, And Ned a-lying somewhere, stiff and drown'd I NELL. 151 God help him ? God will help him ! Ay, no fear ! It was the drink, not Ned — he meant no wrong ; So kind ! so good ! — and I am useless here, Now he is lost that loved me true and long. Why, just before the last of it, we parted. And Ned was calm, though I was broken- hearted ; And ah, my heart was broke ! and ah, I cried And kiss'd him, — till they took me from his side ; And though he died thai way, (God bless him !) Ned Went through it bravely, calm as any there : They've wrought their fill of spite upon his head. And — there's the hat and clothes he used to wear ! . . . That night before he died, 1 didn't cry— my heart was hard and dried ; But when the clocks went ' one,' I took my shawl To cover up my face, and stole away. And walk'd along the silent streets, where all Look'd cold and still and gray, — Only the lamps o" London here and there Scatter'd a dismal gleaming ; And on I went, and stood in Leicester Square, Ay, like a woman dreaming : But just as ' three ' was sounded close at hand, I started and turn'd east, before I knew, — Then down Saint Martin's Lane, along the Strand, And through the toll-gate, on to Water- loo. How I remember all I saw, although 'Twas only like a dream ! — The long still lines o' lights, the chilly gleam Of moonshine on the deep black stream below ; While far, far, far away, along the sky Streaks soft as silver ran, And the pale Moon look'd paler up on high. And little sounds in far-off streets began ! Well, while I stood, and waited, and look'd down. And thought how sweet 'twould be to drop and drown. Some men and lads went by, And turning round, I gazed, and watch'd 'em go. Then felt that they were going to see him die, And drew my shawl more tight, and fol- low'd slow. How clear I feel it still ! The streets grew light, but rain began to fall; 1 stopp'd and had some coffee at a stall, Because I felt so chill ; A cock crew somewhere, and it seem'd a call To wake the folk who kill ! The man who sold the coffee stared at me ! I must have been a sorry sight to see ! More people pass'd — a country cart with hay Stopp'd close beside the stall, — and two or three Talk'd about ill I moan'd, and crept away ! Ay, nearer, nearer to the dreadful place, AU in the falling rain, I went, and kept my shawl upon my face. And felt no grief or pain — Only the wet that soak'd me through and through Seem'd cold and sweet and pleasant to the touch — It made the streets more drear and silent, too. And kept away the light I fear'd so much. Slow, slow the wet streets fill'd, and all seem'd going, Laughing and chatting, the same way, And grayer, sadder, lighter, it was grow- ing. Though still the rain fell fast and dark- en'd day ! Nan ! — every pulse was burning — I could feel My heart was made o' steel — As crossing Ludgate Hill, I saw, all blurr'd, Saint Paul's great clock and heard it slowly chime. 152 LONDON POEMS. And hadn't power to count the strokes I heard, But strain'd my eyes and saw it wasn't time. Ah ! then I felt I dared not creep more near, But went into a lane oif Ludgate Hill, And sitting on a doorstep, I could hear The people gathering still ! And still the rain was falling, falling. And deadening the hum I heard from there ; And wet and stiif, I heard the people call- ing, And watch'd the rain-drops glistening down my hair. My elbows on my knees, my fingers dead, — My shawl thrown off, now none could see, — my head Dripping and wild and bare. I heard the crpng of a crowd of men, And next, a hollow sound I knew full well. For something gripp'd me round the heart ! — and then There came the solemn toUing of a bell ! O God ! O God ! how could I sit close by, And neither scream nor cry ? As if I had been stone, all hard and cold, I hsten'd, listen d, hsten'd, still and dumb, While the folk murmur'd, and the death- bell toU'd, And the day brighten'd, and his time had come. . . . . . . Till — Nan ! — all else was silent, but the knell Of the slow bell ! And I could only wait, and wait, and wait. And what I waited for I couldn't tell, — At last there came a groaning deep and great — Saint Paul's struck ' eight ' — I scream'd, and seem'd to turn to fire, and feU ! God bless him, live or dead ! Oh, he was kind and true — They've %vrought their fill of spite upon his head — ■Why didn't they be kind, and take me too? And there's the dear old things he used to wear, And here's a lock o' hair ! And Ned ! my Ned ! Is fast asleep, and cannot hear me call;— God bless you. Nan, for all you've done and said. But don't mind me! My heart is broke, that's all ! ATTORNEY SNEAK. Sharp like a tyrant, timid like a slave, A little man, with yellow, bloodless cheek ; A snappish mingling of the fool and knave, Resulting in the hybrid compound— Sneak. Put execution in on Mrs. Hart — If people will be careless, let them smart : Oh, hang her children ! just the common cry ! Am I to feed her family ? Not I. I'm tender-hearted, but I dare be just, — I never go beyond the law, I trust ; I've work'd my way, plotted and starved and plann'd. Commenced without a penny in my hand. And never howl'd for help, or dealt in sham — No ! I 'm a man of principle, I am. What's that you say? Oh, father has been here ? Of course, you sent him packing? Dear, oh, dear 1 When one has work'd his weary way, like me, To comfort and respectability, Can pay his bills, and save a pound or two, And say his prayers on Sunday in a pew, Can look the laws of England in the face, 'Tis hard, 'tis hard, 'tis shame, and 'tis dis- grace. That one's own father — old and worn and gray- Should be the only hindrance in his way. Swore, did he? Very pretty ! Threaten'd? Oh! Demanded money? You, of course, said 'No'? 'Tis hard — my hfe will never be secure — He'll be my ruin some day, I am sure. ATTORNEY SNEAIC. tS3 I don't deny my origin was low — All the more credit to myself, you know ; Mother (I never saw her) was a tramp, Father half tramp, half pedlar, and whole scamp, Who travell'd over England with a pack. And carried me about upon his back. Trudging from door to door, to feasts and fairs. Cheating the silly women with his wares, Stealing the farmers' ducks and hens for food, Pilfering odds and ends where'er he could, And resting in a city now and then, Till it became too hot, — and off again. Beat me? No, he knew better. I confess He used me vdth a sort of tenderness ; But would have warp'd my nature into sin, Had I been weak, for lack of discipline. Why, even now, I shudder to the soul. To think how oft I ate the food he stole, And how I wore upon my back the things He won by cheats and lawless bargainings. Oh, he had feelings, that I freely say ; But, without principle, what good are they? He swindled and he stole on every hand. And I was far too young to reprimand ; And, for the rest, why, he was circumspect, And might have been committed for neg- lect. Ah ! how I managed, under stars so ill. To thrive at all, to me is mystery still. In spite of father, though, I got along, And early learn'd to judge the right from wrong ; At roadsides, when we stopp'd to rest and feed, He gave me lessons how to write and read, I got a snack of schooling here and there. And learn'd to sum by instinct, as it were. Then, latterly, when I was seventeen, All sorts of evil I had heard and seen ; Knew father's evil ways, bemoan'd my fate, Long'd to be wealthy, virtuous, and great ; Swore, with the fond ambition of a lad. To make good use of what poor gifts I had. At last, tired, sick, of wandering up and down. Hither I turn'd my thoughts, — to London town ; And finally, with little doubt or fear, Made up my mind to try my fortune here. Well, father stared at first, and shook his head ; But when he found I held to what I said. He clasp'd me tight, and hugg'd me to his heart. And begg'd and pray'd tha I would not depart ; Said I was all for whom he had to care, His only joy in trudging here and there ; Vow'd, if I ever left him, he would die, — Then, last of all, of course, began to cry. You know how men of his position feel ? Selfish, at best, even when it is real 1 I tried to smooth him over, and, ne.xt day, I pack'd what things I had, and ran away. I need not tell you all my weary fight, To get along in life, and do aright — How often people, when I sought a place. Still push'd my blessed father in my face ; Until, at last, when I was almost stark. Old Lawyer Hawk made me his under- clerk ; How from that moment, by avoiding wrong. Possessing principle, I got along ; Read for the law, plotted, and dream'd, and plann'd. Until — I reach' d the height on which I stand. 'Twas hard, 'twas hard ! Just as my business grows. In father pops his miserable nose, Steps in, not sober, in a ragged dress. And worn tenfold with want and wicked- ness ; Calls me hard names because I wish'd to rise ; Here, in the office, like a baby cries ; Smothers my pride with shatue and with disgrace. Till, red as fire, I coax'd him from the place. What could I do under so great a blow ? I gave him money, tried to make him go ; But ah ! he meant to rest, I plain could see, His ragged legs 'neath my mahogany ! No principle ! When I began complaining, How he would be my ruin by remaining, He turn'd upon me, white and wild, and swore. And would have hit me, had I utter'd more'' tS4 LONDON POEMS. 'Tommy,' he dared to say, 'you've done amiss ; I never thought to see you come to this. I would have stopp'd you early on the journey. If I had ever thought you'd grow attorney, Sucking the blood of people here in London ; But you have done it, and it can't be undone. And, Tommy, I will do my best to see You don't at all disgrace yourself and me.' I rack'd my brains, I moan'd and tore my hair, Saw nothing left but ruin and despair ; Father at hand, why, all would deem me low : ' Sneak's father ? humph ! ' — the business would go. The labour of long years would come to nought ! At last I hit upon a happy thought : Why should not father, if he pleased to be, Be decent and respectable like me ; He would be glad and grateful, if a grain Of principle were settled in his brain. I made the offer, — proud he seem'd and glai— There rose a hope he'd change to good from bad. Though, ' Tommy, 'tis a way of getting bread I never thought to come upon,' he said ; And so I placed him in the office here, A clerk at five and thirty pounds a year. I put it to you, could a man do more? I felt no malice, did not close my door, Gave him the chance to show if he was wise : He had the world before him, and could Well, for a month or more, he play'd no tricks. Writ-drawing, copying, from nine to six, Not smart, of course, or clever, like the rest. But trying, it appear'd, to do his best ; But by and by he changed — old fire broke out — He snapp'd when seniors order'd him about— Came late to office, tried to loaf and shirk — Would sit for precious hours before his work, And scarcely lift a pen, but sleepily stare Out through the window at the empty air. And watch the sunshine lying in the lane. Or the bluebottles buzzing on the pane. And look as sad and worn and grieved and strange As if he ne'er had had a chance to change ; Came one day staggering in a drunken fit ; Flatly refused one day to serve a writ. I talk'd, appeal'd, talk'd of my honest name. He stared, turn'd pale, swore loud, and out it came : He hated living with that monkey crew. Had tried his best and found it would not do ; He could not bear, forsooth, to watch the tears Of people with the Law about their ears. Would rather steal his meals from place to place, Than bring the sorrow to a poor man's face — In fact, you see, he hated all who pay. Or seek their moneys in the honest way ; Moreover, he preferr'd a roadside crust, To cleanly living with the good and just : Old, wild, and used to roaming up and down, He could not bear lo stagnate in a town ; To stick in a dark office in a street. Was downright misery to a man with feet ; Serving the law was more than he could bear, Give him his pack, his freedom, and fresh air. Mark that ! how base, ungrateful, gross, and bad ! His want of principle had made him mad. I gave him money, sent him off by train, And trusted ne'er to see his face again. But he came back. Of course. Look'd wan and ill. More ragged and disreputable still. Despairing, groaning, wretchedest of men, I granted him another trial then. Still the old story — the same vacant stare Out through the window at the empty air, ATTORNEY SNEAK— BARBARA GRAY. 15S More watching of the sunshine in the lane, And the bluebottles buzzing on the pane, Then more of tipsiness and drunken dizzi- ness. And rage at things done in the way of busi- ness. I saw the very office servants sneer, And I determined to be more severe. At last, one winter morn, I went to him. And found him sitting, melancholy, grim. Sprawling like any schoolboy on his seat, And scratching drawings on a foolscap sheet : Here, an old hag, with half-a-dozen chits, Lash'd with a cat-o'-nine-tails, labell'd ' Writs ; ' There, a young rascal, ragge 1 as a daw, Drinkin:; a cup of poison, labell'd ' Law ;' Elsewhere, the Devil, looking o'er a pile Of old indictments with a crafty smile. And sticking Lawyers on an office file ! And in a corner, wretchedly devised, A shape in black, that kick'd and agonised, Strung by a pauper to a gallows great, And underneath it written, ' Tommie's FATE ! ' I touch'd his arm, conducted him aside, Produced a bunch of documents, and cried : ' Now, father, no more nonsense ! You must be No more a plague and a disgrace to me — If you won't work hke others, you must quit ; See, here are two subpoenas, there a writ. Serve these on Such-a-one and So-and-so. Be sharp, — and mind your conduct, or you go.' He never said a word, but with a glare All round him, drew his thin hand through his hair, Turn'd white, and took the paper silently. Put on his hat, and puup'd again at me. Then quietly, not like a man in ire. Threw all the precious papers on the fire ! And turning quickly, crying with a shout, 'You, and your documents, be dairmd/' went out. He came again ! Ay, after wandering o'er The country as of old, he came once more. T gave him money, off he went ; and then, After a little year, he came again ; Ay, came, and came, still ragged, bad, and poor, And he will be my ruin, I am sure. He tells the same old tale from year to year. How to his heart I ever will be dear ; Or oft into a fit of passion flies. Calls me ungrateful and unkind, — then cries. Raves of his tenderness and suffering, And mother's too and all that sort of thing ! He haunts me ever like a goblin grim. And — to be candid — I 'm afraid of him ; For, ah ! all now is hopeless, to my cost, — Through want of principle the man is lost. — That 's Badger, is it ? He must go to Vere, The Bank of England clerk. The writ is here. Say, for his children's sake, we may relent, If he '11 renew at thirty-five per cent. BARBARA GRAY. A mourning woman, robed in black. Stands in the twilight, looking back ; Her hand is on her heart, her head Bends musingly above the Dead, Her face is plain, and plnch'd, and thin, But splendour strikes it from within. • Barbara Gray 1 Pause, and remember what the world will say,' I cried, and turning on the threshold fled. When he was breathing on his dying bed ; But when, with heart grown bold, I cross'd the threshold cold, Here lay John Hamerton, and he was dead. H. And all the house of death was chill and dim. The dull old housekeeper was looking grim. The hall-clock ticking slow, the dismal rain Splashing by fits against the window-pane. The garden shivering in the twilight dark. Beyond, the bare trees of the empty park. And faint gray light upon the great cold bed. And 1 alone ; and he 1 turu'd from,— dead »S6 LONDON POEMS. III. Ay, ' dwarf they called this man who sleep- ing lies ; No lady shone upon him with her eyes, No tender maiden heard his true-love vow, And pressed her kisses on the great bold brow. What cared John Hamerton? With light, light laugh. He halted through the streets upon his staff; Halt, lame, not beauteous, yet with winning grace And sweetness in his pale and quiet face ; Fire, hell's or heaven's, in his eyes of blue ; Warm words of love upon his tongue thereto ; Could win a woman's Soul with what he said. And I am here ; and here he lieth dead. IV. I would not blush if the bad world saw now How by his bed I stoop and kiss his brow ! Ay, kiss it, kiss it, o'er and o'er again. With all the love that fills my heart and brain. V. For where was man had stoop'd to me before, Though I was maiden still, and girl no more ? Where was the spirit that had deign'd to prize The poor plain features and the envious eyes? What lips had whisper'd warmly in mine ears? When had I known the passion and the tears ? Till he I look on sleeping came unto me. Found me among the shadows, stoop'd to woo me. Seized on the heart that flutter'd \\ithering here. Stung it and wrung it with new joy and fear. Yea, brought the rapturous light, and brought the day, Waken'd the dead heart, withering away, Put thorns and roses on the unhonour'd head. That felt but roses till the roses fled ! Who, who, but he crept unto sunless ground, Content to prize the faded face he found ? John Hamerton, I pardon all — sleep sound, my love, sleep sound 1 VI. What fool that crawls shall prate of shame and sin ? Did he not think me fair enough to win ? Yea, stoop and smile upon my face as none. Living or dead, save he alone, had done? Bring the bright blush unto my cheek, when ne'er The full of life and love had mantled there? And I am all alone ; and here lies he, — The only man that ever smiled on me. VII. Here, in his lonely dwelling-house he Ues, The light all faded from his winsome eyes : Alone, alone, alone, he slumbers here, With wife nor httle child to shed a tear ! Little, indeed, to him did nature give ; Nor was he good and pure as some that live. But pinch'd in body, warp'd in limb. He hated the bad world that loved not him ! VIII. Barbara Gray ! Pause, and remember how he turn'd away ; Think of your wrongs, and of your sorrows. Nay! Woman, think rather of the shame and v^Tong Of pining lonely in the dark so long ; Think of the comfort in the grief he brought. The revelation in the love he taught. Then, Barbara Gray ! Blush not, nor heed what the cold world will say ; But kiss him, kiss him, o'er and o'er again. In passion and in pain. With all the love that fills your heart and brain ! Yea, kiss him, bless him, pray beside his bed. For you have lived, and here your love lies dead. THE BLIND LINNET-' TIGER BAY: IS7 THE BLIND LINNET. Soph. CEd. Tyr. The sempstress's linnet sings At the window opposite me ; — It feels tlie sun on its wings, Though it cannot see. Can a bird have thoughts ? May be. II. The sempstress is sitting, High o'er the humming street, The little blind hnnet is flitting Between the sun and her seat. All day long She stitches wearily there. And I know she is not young. And I know she is not fair ; For I watch her head bent down Throughout the dreary day, And the thin meek hair o' brown Is threaded with silver gray ; And now and then, with a start At the fluttering of her heart. She hfts her eyes to the bird, And I see in the dreary place The gleam of a thin white face. And my heart is stirr'd. III. Loud and long The linnet pipes his song ! For he cannot see The smoky street all round. But loud in the sun sings he, Though he hears the murmurous sound ; For his poor, blind eyeballs blink, While the yellow sunlights fall. And he thinks (if a bird can think) He hears a waterfall. Or the broad and beautiful river Washing fields of corn. Flowing for ever Through the woods where he was Ijorn; And his voice grows stronger, While he thinks that he is there, And louder and longer Fa'ls his song on the dusky air, And oft, in the gloaming still. Perhaps (for who can tell?) The musk and the muskatel. That grow on the window sill, Cheat him with their smell. IV. But the sempstress can see How dark things be ; How black through the town The stream is flowing ; And tears fall down Upon her sewing. So at times she tries, When her trouble is stirr'd To close her eyes, And be blind like the bird. And fAen, for a minute, As sweet things seem, As to the linnet Piping in his dream 1 For she feels on her brow The sunlight glowing, And hears nought now But a river flowing — A broad and beautiful river. Washing fields of corn. Flowing for ever Through the woods where she was born — And a wild bird winging Over her head, and singing ! And she can smell The musk and the muskatel That beside her grow, And, unaware, She murmurs an old air That she used to know ! 'TIGER BAY: A STORMY night's DREAM. I. The Tigress. A Dream I had in the dead of night ; Darkness— the Jungle— a black Man sleeping — Head on his arm, with the moon-dew creeping Over his face in a silvern light : 158 LONDON POEMS. The Moon was driving-, the Wind was cry- ing ; Two great lights gleam'd, round, horrid, and red, Two great eyes, steadfast beside the bed Where the man was lying. Hark! hark! What wild things cry in the dark ? Only the Wind as it raves, Only til-? Beasts in their caves, Where the Jungle waves. The man slept on, and his face was bright, Tender and strange, for the man was dreiming — Coldly the light on his limbs was gleam- ing, On his jet-black limbs and their folds of white ; — Leprous-spotted, and gaunt, and hated. With teeth protruding and hideous head, Her two eyes burning so still, so red. The Tigress waited. Hark ! hark ! The wild things cry in the dark ; The Wind whistles and raves, The Beasts groan in their caves, And the Jungle waves. From cloud to cloud the cold Moon crept, The silver light kept coming and going — The Jungle under was bleakly blowing, The Tigress watch'd, and the black Man slept. The Wind was wailing, the Moon was gleaming : He stirr'd and shiver'd, then raised his head : — Like a thunderbolt the Tigress sped, And the Man fell screaming — Hark ! hark ! The wild things cry in the dark ; The wild Wind whistles and raves. The Beasts groan in their caves. And the Jungle waves. II. • Ratci.iffe Meg. Then methought I saw another sight : Darkness — a Garret — a rushlight dying- On the brokcn-dowTi bed a Sailor lying, Sleeping fast, in the feeble light ; — The Wind is wailing, the Rain is weeping • She croucheth there in the chamber dim, She croucheth there with her eyes on hira As he lieth sleeping — Hark ! hark ! Who cries outside in the dark ? Only the Wind on its way. Only the wild gusts astray, In Tiger Bay. Still as a child the Sailor lies : — She waits — she watches — is she human? Is she a Tigress ? is she a Woman ? Look at the gleam of her deep-set eyes ! Bloated and stain 'd in every feature, With iron jaws, throat knotted and bare. Eyes deep sunken, jet black hair, Crouches the creature. Hark ! hark ! Who cries outside in the dark ? Only the Wind on its way, Only the wild gusts astray. In Tiger Bay. Hold her ! scream ! or the man is dead ; A knife in her tight-clench'd hand is gleaming ; She will kill the man as he lieth dream- ing ! Her eyes are fixed, her throat swells red. The Wind is wailing, the Rain is weeping ; She is crawling closer — O Angels that love him ! She holds her breath and bends above him. While he stirreth sleeping. Hark ! hark ! Who cries outside in the dark? Only the Wind on its way. Only the wild gusts astray In Tiger Bay. A silken purse doth the sleeper clutch, And the gold peeps through with a fatal glimmer ! She creepeth near — the light grows dimmer — Her thick throat swells, and she thirsts to touch. She looks — she pants with a feverish hunger — She dashes the black hair out of her eyes — 'TIGER BAV—THE CITY ASLEEP. IS9 She glares at his face ... he smiles and Mark ! mark ! sighs— Doth it not burn in the dark ? And the face looks younger. Spite of the curse and the stain, Hark ! hark ! Where the Jungle darkens the plain. Who cries outside in the dark? And in street and lane.' Only the Wind on its way, Only the wild gusts astray God said, moreover: 'The spark shall In Tiger Bay. grow— 'Tis blest, it gathers, its flame sha She gazeth on, — he doth not stir — lighten. Her fierce eyes close, her brute lip quivers ; Bless it and nurse it — let it brighten ! She longs to strike, but she shrinks and 'Tis scatter'd abroad, 'tis a Seed I sow. shivers : And the Seed is a Soul, and the Soul is the The light on his face appalleth her. Human ; The Wind is wailing, the Rain is weeping : And it lighteth the face with a sign and a Something holds her — her wild eyes roll ; flame. His Soul shines out, and she fears his Not unto beasts have I given the same. Soul, But to man and to woman. Tho' he lieth sleeping. Mark ! mark ! Hark ! hark ! The light shall scatter the dark : Who cries outside in the dark ? Where murmur the Wind and the Rain, Only the Wind on its way, Where the Jungle darkens the plain, Only the wild gusts astray And in street and lane.' In Tiger Bay. ... So faint, so dim, so sad to seeing. III. Behold it burning ! Only a spark ! Intercession. So faint as yet, and so dim to mark, In the tigress-eyes of the human being. I saw no more, but I woke, — and prayed : Fan it, feed it, in love and duty, ' God ! that made the Beast and the Track it, watch it in every place, — Woman ! Till it burns the bestial frame and face God of the tigress ! God of the human ! To its own dim beauty. Look to these things whom Thou hast made! Mark ! mark ! Fierce and bloody and famine-stricken, A spark that grows in the dark ; Knitted with iron vein and thew — A spark that burns in the brain ; Strong and bloody, behold the two ! — Spite of the Wind and the Rain, We see them and sicken. Spite of the Curse and the Stain ; Mark ! mark ! Over the Sea and the Plain, These outcasts fierce of the dark ; And in street and lane. Where murmur the Wind and the Rain, Where the Jungle darkens the plain, And in street and lane.' s THE CITY ASLEEP. God answer' d clear, ' My will be done ! Woman-tigress and tigress-woman — Still as the Sea serene and deep. I made them both, the beast and the When all the winds are laid. human. The City sleeps— so still, its sleep But I struck a spark in the brain of the one. Maketh the soul afraid. And the spark is a fire, and the fire is a spirit ; Over the living waters, see ! Tho' ye may slay it, it cannot die — The Seraphs shining go, — Nay, it shall grow as the days go by. The Moon is gliding hushfully For my Angels are near it — Through stars like flakes of snow. t6o LONDON POEMS. In pearl-white silver here and there The fallen moon-rays stream -. Hark ! a dull stir is in the air, Like the stir of one in dream. Through all the thrilling waters creep Deep throbs of strange unrest, Like washings of the windless Deep When it is peacefullest. A little while— God's breath will go, And hush the flood no more ; The dawn will break — the wind will blow, The Ocean rise and roar. Each day with sounds of strife and death The waters rise and call ; Each midnight, conquer'd by God's breath, To this dead calm they fall. Out of His heart the fountains flow, The brook, the running river, He marks them strangely come and go. For ever and for ever. Till darker, deeper, one by one, After a weary quest. They, from the light of moon and sun, Flow back, into His breast. Love, hold my hand ! be of good cheer ! For His would be the cost. If, out of all the waters here, One little drop were losi. Heaven's eyes above the waters dumb Innumerably yearn ; Out of His heart each drop hath come. And thither mzai return. UP IN AN ATTIC. ' Do you dream yet, on your old rickety sofa, in the dear old ghastly bankrupt garret at No. 66V— Gray ia BucAanan(see The Life of David Gray). Half of a gold-ring bright, Broken in days of old. One yellow curl, whose light Gladden'd my gaze of old ; A sprig of thyme thereto, Pluckt on the mountains blue, When in the gloaming-dew We roamed erratic ; Last, an old Book of Song, — These have I treasured long. Up in an Attic. Held in one little hand, They gleam in vain to me : Of Love, Fame, Fatherland, All that remain to me ! Love, with thy wounded wing, Up the skies lessening, Sighing, too sad to sing ! Fame, dead to pity ! Land, — that denied me bread ! Count me as lost and dead, Tomb'd, in the City. Daily the busy roar. Murmur and motion here ; Surging against its shore. Sighs a great Ocean here ! But night by night it flows Slowly to strange repose, Calm and more calm it grows Under the moonshine : Then, only then, I peer On each old souvenir Shut from the sunshine. Half of a ring of gold, Tarnish'd and yellow now, Broken in days of old. Where is thy fellow now ? Upon the heart of herl Feeling the sweet blood stir, Still (though the mind demur) Kept as a token ? Ah ! doth her heart forget? Or, with the pain and fret. Is that, too, broken ? Thin threads of yellow hair, Clipt from the brow of her, Lying so faded there, — Why whisper now of her ? Strange lips are press'd vmto The brow o'er which ye grew. Strange fingers flutter through The loose long tresses. Doth she remember still, Trembling, and turning chill From his caresses ? UP IN AN ATTIC— TO THE MOON. ic Sprig from the mountains blue Long left behind me now, Of moonlight, shade, and dew, Wherefore remind me now? Cruel and chill and gray, Looming afar away. Dark in the light of day, Shall tlie Heights daunt me ? My footsteps on the hill Are overgrown, — yet still Hill-echoes haunt me ! Book of Byronic Song, Put with the dead away. Wherefore wouldst thou prolong Dreams that have fled away ? Thou art an eyeless skull. Dead, fleshless, cold, and null, Complexionless, dark, dull, And superseded ; Yet, in thy time of pride, How loudly hast thou lied To all who heeded 1 Now, Fame, thou hollow Voice, Shriek from the heights above ! Let all who will rejoice In those wild lights above ! When all are false save you. Yet were so beauteous too, O Fame, canst thou be true, And shall I follow? Nay ! for the song of Man Dies in his throat, since Pan Hath slain Apollo ! O Fame, thy hill looks tame. No vast wings flee from thence, Were / to climb, O Fame, What could I see from thence? Only, afar away, The mountains looming gray, Crimson'd at close of day, Clouds swimming by me ; And in my hand a ring And ringlet glimmering, — And no one nigh me ! Better the busy roar. Best the mad motion here ! Surging against its shore. Groans a great Ocean here. O Love, — thou wouldst not wait ! O Land, — thou art desolate ! Fame, — to others prate Of flights ecstatic ! Only, at evenfall, Touching these tokens small, 1 think about you all. Up in an Attic ! TO THE MOON. The wind is shrill on the hills, and the plover Wlieels up and down with a windy scream ; The birch has loosen'd her bright locks over The nut-brown pools of the mountain stream ; Yet here I linger in London City, Thinking of meadows where I was bom — And over the roofs, like a face of pity, Up comes the Moon, with her dripping horn. Moon, pale Spirit, with dim eyes drink- ing The sheen of the Sun as he sweepeth by, 1 am looking long in those eyes, and think- ing Of one who hath loved thee longer than I: I am asking my heart if ye Spirits cherish The souls that ye witch with a harvest call ?— If the dream must die when the dreamer perish ? — If it be idle to dream at all? The waves of the world roll hither and thither. The tumult deepens, the days go by. The dead men vanish — we know notwhither, The live men anguish — wc know not why ; The cry of the stricken is smother'd never. The Shadow passes from street to street ; And — o'er us fadeth, for ever and ever, The still white gleam of thy constant feet. M !§2 LONDON POEMS. Tlie hard men struggle, the students ponder, Pedlar breathing deeply, The world rolls round on its westward Toiling into town. way ; With the dusty highway Tlie gleam of the beautiful night up yonder Thou art dusky brown, — Is dim on the dreamer's cheek all day ; Hast thou seen by daisied leas. Tlie old earth's voice is a sound of weeping, And by rivers flowing. Round her the waters wash wild and Lilac ringlets which the breeze vast, Loosens lightly blowing ? There is no calm, there is little sleeping, — Yet nightly, brightly, thou glimmerost Out of yonder waggon past ! Pleasant hay-scents float, He who drives it carries Another summer, new dreams departed. A daisy in his coat : And yet we are lingering, thou and I ; Oh, the English meadows, fair I on the earth, with my hope proud-hearted. Far beyond all praises ! Thou, in the void of a violet sky ! Freckled orchids everywhere Thou art there ! I am here ! and the reaping Mid the snow of daisies ! and mowing Of the harvest year is over and done, Now in busy silence And the hoary snow-drift will soon be Broods the nightingale. blowing Choosing his love's dwelling Under the wheels of the whirling Sun. In a dimpled dale ; Round the leafy bower they raise While tower and turret lie silver'd under. Rose-trees wild are springing ; When eyes are closed and lips are dumb. Underneath, thro' the green haze. In the nightly pause of the human wonder. Bounds the brooklet singing. From dusky portals I see thee come ; And whoso wakes and beholds thee yonder, And his love is silent Is witch'd like me till his days shall As a bird can be, cease, — For the red buds only For in his eyes, wheresoever he wander. Fill the red rose-tree, — Flashes the vision of God's white Peace ! Just as buds and blossoms blow He'll begin his tune, When all is green and roses glow Underneath the Moon ! SPRING SONG IN THE CITY. Who remains in London, Nowhere in the valleys In the streets with me. Will the wind be still. Now that Spring is blowing Everything is waving. Warm winds from the sea ; Wagging at his will : Now that trees grow green and tall. Blows the milkmaid's kirtle clean. Now the Sun shines mellow, With her hand prest on it ! And with moist primroses all Lightly o'er the hedge so green English lanes are yellow? Blows the ploughboy's bonnet ! Little barefoot maiden, Oh, to be a-roaming Selling violets blue, In an English dell ! Hast thou ever pictured Every nook is wealthy, Where tlie sweetlings grexv ? — All the world looks well. Oh, the warm wild woodland ways. 'linted soft the Heavens glow, Deep in dewy grasses, Over Earth and Ocean, Where the wind-blown shadow strays, Brooks flow, breezes blow. Scented as it passes 1 All is light and motion t IN LONDON, MARCH 1866 ~A LARK'S FLIGHT. 163 IN LONDON, MARCH 1866. To-day the streets are dull and dreary, Heavily, slowly the Rain is falling, I hear around me, and am weary. The people murmuring and calling ; The gloomy room is full of faces, Firelight shadows are on the floor. And the deep Wind cometh from country places. And the Rain hath a voice I would hear no more. Ah ! weary days of windy weather ! And will the Rain cease never, never! A summer past we sat together, In that lost life that lives for ever ! Ah ! sad and slow the Rain is falling, — And singing on seems sad without him. Ah ! wearily the Wind is calling ! Would that mine arms were round about him ! For the world rolls on with air and ocean Wetly and windily round and round. And sleeping he feeleth the sad still motion. And dreameth of me, though his sleep be sound ! Ah ! weary days of windy weather ! And will the Rain cease never, never! A summer past we sat together, In that lost life that lives for ever ! I sing, because my heart is aching. With hollow sounds around me ringing : Ah I nevermore shall he awaking Yearn to the Singer and the Singing ! Yet sleep, my father, calm and breathless, And if thou dreamest, dream on in joy ! While over thy grave walks Love the death- less. Stir in the darkness, and bless thy boy ! Ah ! weary days of windy weather ! And will the Rain cease never, never! A summer past we sat together. In that lost life that hves for ever i A LARK'S FLIGHT. In the quiet City park. Between the dawn and the dark, Loud and clear, That all may hear. Sings the Lark. Beyond the low black line Of trees the dawn peeps red, — Clouds blow woolly and fine In the ether overhead. Out of the air is shaken A fresh and glistening dew. And the City begins to awaken And tremble thro' and thro' ; See ! (while thro' street and lane The people pour again. And lane and alley and street Grow hoarse to a sound of feet, ) Here and there A human Shape comes, dark Against the cool white air. Flitting across the park — While over the dew-drench'd green. Singing his ' Hark ! Oh, hark ! " Hovering, hovering, dimly seen, Rises the Lark. ' Mystery ! Oh, mystery ! ' Clear he lilts to lightening day. ' Mystery ! Oh, mystery ! Up into the air with me. Come away, come away ! ' Who is she that, wan and white. Shivering in the chilly light, Shadeth weary eyes to see Him who makes the melody ? She is nameless, she is dull, She has ne'er been beautiful, She is stain'd in brain and blood. Gross with mire, and foul with mud,- Thing of sorrow, what knows she Of the mighty mystery? The Lark sings sad and low, — ' The City is dull and mean — There is woe ! there is woe ! Never a soul is clean ; The City is dark, the wrong is deep ; Too late to moan, too late to weep ! Tired, tired ! sleep, sleep ! ' Who is he, the stooping one. Smiling coldly in the sun. Arms behind him lightly thrown. Pacing up and down alone ? 'Tis the great Philosopher, Smoothly wrapt in coat of fur, Soothly pondering, man-wit wise, At his morning exercise. M 2 164 LONDON POEMS. He has weigh'd the winds and floods, He is rich in gather'd goods, He is crafty, and can prove God is Brahma, Christ, nor Jove ; He is mighty, and his soul Fhts about from pole to pole, Chasing signs of God about, In a pleasant kind of doubt ; — What, to help the mystery, Sings the Lark to such as he? The Lark cries : - ' Praise to Nature's plan ! Year on year she plies Her toil of sun and skies. Till the beast flowers up in Man, Lord of effect and cause, Proud as a King can be ; But a Voice in the cloud cries, ' ' Pause! " And he pauses, even he. On the verge of the Mystery.' Oh, loud and clear, that all may hear, Rising higher, with ' Hark ! Oh, hark!' Higher, higher, higher, higher. Quivering as the dull red fire Of dawn grows brighter, cries the Lark : And they who listen there while he Singeth loud of Mystery, Interpret him in under-tone With a meaning of their own. Measuring his melody By their own soul's quality. Tall and stately, fair and sweet, Walketh maiden Marguerite, Musing there on maid and man, In her mood patrician ; To all she sees her eyes impart The colour of a maiden heart ; Heart's chastity is on her face. She scents the air with nameless grace. And where she goes with heart astir, Colour and motion follow her. What should the Singer sing Unto so sweet a thing. But, ' Oh, my love loves me ! And the love I love best is guarding the neat. While I cheer her merrily, — Come up high ! come up high I to a cloud in the sky ! And sing of your love with me 1 ' Elbows on the grassy green, Scowling face his palms between, Yonder gaunt Thief meditates Treason deep against his mates ; For his great hands itch to hold Both the pardon and the gold. Still he listens unaware, Scowling round with sullen stare, Gnawing at his under-liu, Pond'ring friends and fellowship, Thinking of a friendly thing Done to him in suffering, .A.nd of happy days and free Spent in that rough companie : Till he seeks the bait no more, — And the Lark is conqueror. For the Lark says plain, ' Who sells his pal is mean : Better hang than gain Blood-money to save one's skin — A whip for the rogue who'd tell,' He hears the Singer say, — ' Better the rope and the cell — Better the devils of Hell ! Come away ! come away ! ' O Lark ! O Lark ! Up, up, for it is light — The Souls stream out of the dark, And the City's spires gleam bright ; The living world is awake agam. Each wanders on his way. The wonderful waters break again In the white and perfect Day. Nay ! nay ! descend not yet. But higher, higher, higher ! Up thro" the air, and wet Thy wings in the solar fire ! There, hovering in ecstacy. Sing, ' Mystery ! Oh, mystery I ' O Lark I O Lark ! hadst thou the might Beyond the cloud to wing thy way, To sing and soar in ceaseless flight. It might be well for men this day. Beyond that cloud there is a zone, And in that zone there is a land, And in that land, upon a throne, A mighty Spirit sits alone. With musing cheek upon His hand. A LARICS FLIGHT- DR BERNY. 165 And all is still and all is sweet Around the silence of His seat, — Beneath, the waves of wonder flow, — And melted on His shining feet The years flash down as falling snow. O Lark ! O Lark ! Up ! for thy wings are strong ; While the Day is breaking. And the City is waking, Sing a song of wrong — Sing of the weak man's tears, Of the strong man's agony ; The passion, the hopes, the fcnrs, The heaped-up pain of the years. The human mystery. O Lark ! we might rejoice, Could'st reach that distant land. For we cannot hear His voice, And we often miss His hand ! And the lips of each are ice To the kiss of sister and brother ; And we see that one man's vice Is the virtue of another. Yea, each that hears thee sing Translates thy song to speech. And, lo ! the rendering Is so different with each ! The gentle are oppress'd, The foul man fareth best ; Wherever we seek, our gain Is full of a poisonous pain. In one soft note and long Gather our sense of wrong ; Rise up, O Lark I from the sod. Up, up, with soundless wings, — Rise up to God ! rise up, rise up, to God! Tell Him these things ! DE BERNY. You knew him slightly. We, who knew him well. Saw something in his soul you could not see : A strength wherein his very vices throve, A power that darken'd much the outer man. Strange, yet angelically innocent. His views were none of ours ; his morals — well, Not English morals at the best ; and yet We loved him and we miss him ; — the old haunts Seem dull without that foolish full-grown child ; The world goes on without him :— London throngs With sport and festival ; and something less Than poor De Berny haunts us every- where — The buying and the selling, and the strife Of little natures. What a man was that I — Just picture him as you perceived him, Noel, Standing beyond his circle. Spare and tall. Black-bearded and black-eyed; a sallow face, With lines of idle humour round the lips ; A nose and eyebrow proudly curved ; an eye Clear as a child's. But thirty summers old ! Yet wearied out, save only when he warm'd His graces in the sunshine. What an air Was his, when, cigarette in mouth, and hands Thrust in the pockets of his pantaloons, He took his daily walk down Regent Street, Stared at the pretty girls, saluted friends, And, pleased as any lady, stopp'd to study The fashions in the windows of the shops ! Did he not walk as if he walk'd on thrones, With smiles of vacant patronage for all ? And who could guess he had not break- fasted, Had Httle chance of dining, since his purse Held just the wherewithal to buy a loaf — Change from the shilling spent in purchasing The sweet post-prandial cigar ! He lived — ■ Ah ! Heaven knew how — for 'twas a mystery ! While the sun shone, he saunter'd in the sun ; But late at night sat scribbling, by the light Of a wax-candle. Wax ? De Berny's way ; For, mark, this wanderer let his body suffer, Hunger'd and pinch'd, rather than bate a jot Of certain very useless luxuries : Smoked nought but real Havannah, 'tis averr'd. And sat at night within his dingy lodging. Wrapt, king-like, in a costly dressing-gown His mother gave him ; slippers on his feet ; His cat, Mignonne, the silken-hair'd Chinese, Seated upon his shoulder, purring low ; And sonicihing royal in his look, despite His threadbare pantaloons I i66 LONDON POEMS. A clever man ! A nature sparkling o'er ^'xihjeux d' esprit I Well read in certain light philosophies Down from Voltaire ; and, in his easy way, A sceptic — one whose heart belied his brain. Oft, leaning back and puffing his cigar, Pushing his wan white fingers through his hair — His cat Mignonne, the velvet-paw'd Chinese, Rubbing her soft white cheek against his beard, And purring her approval — he would sit. Smiling his sad, good-humour'd, weary smile, And lightly launch his random, reckless shafts At English thrift, the literary cant. The flat, unearnest living of the world. And (last and lightest) at the tender sex, Their little virtue and their mighty vows. This was the man whose face went pale with pain, When that shrill shriek from Poland fill'd his ear ; This was the man who pinch'd himself to send A mite to Garibaldi and the Cause ; Who cried, or nearly cried, o'er Lamartine, And loved the passionate passages of Sand ; Who would have kiss'd the ground beneath the feet Of any shape called ' Woman,' plain or fair ; Gave largess royal to children in the streets ; Treated an unclean beggar seeking alms To a clean shirt, and sent him off amazed ; And when he heard sweet voice or instru- ment, Breath'd passionate breath, like one that drinks with pain An atmosphere too heavenly rare and sweet. Pleasure ? Ah me ! what pleasure gamer'd he. Who fasted oftener than ate ; who pawn'd His coat to serve a neighbour, and was cold ; Whose only httle joy was promenading On sunny summer days in Regent Street ? His talk ? Why, how he talk'd, as I have said ; Incubus could not prove his neighbours worue. Or himself blacker, or the cold world colder; His jests so oft too broad for decent ears, His impiousness so insolently strong, His languid grace so callous unto all Save the sad sunshine that it flutter'd in. Yet, Noel, I could swear that Spirits — those Who see beneath the eyes, and hear the breathing The Soul makes as it stirs within the breast — Bent not unlovingly, not angrily, Above that weary, foolish, full-grown Child ! Weary — of what ? Weary, I think, for want Of something whose existence he denied ; Not sick of life, since he had never felt The full of living — wearied out, because The world lookd falsehood, and his turn was truth. Well, late one morning in the summer time, They found him lying in his easy-chair, Wrapt royally in the costly dressing-gown His mother gave him, slippers on his feet, And something royal in his look, — cold, dead I A smell of laudanum sicken'd all the air Around him ; on the table at his side A copy of De Musset's Elle et Lui ; And close at hand a crumpled five-pound note. On which was written in his round clear hand ' Pour Garibaldi. Vive la Liberie /' THE IVAKE OF TIM O'HARA. (SEVEN DIALS.) To the Wake of O'Hara Came company ; All St. Patrick's Alley Was there to see, With the friends and kinsmen Of the family. On the long deal table lay Tim in white, And at his pillow the burning light. Pale as himself, with the tears on her cheek. The mother received us, too full to speak ; But she heap'd the fire, and on the board Set the black bottle with never a word. While the company gather'd, one and all. Men and women, big and small — Not one in the Alley but felt a call To the Wake of Tim O'Hara. THE WAKE OF TIM O'HARA. 167 At the face of O'Hara. All white with sleep, Not one of the women But took a peep, And the wives new-wedded Began to weep. The mothers gather'd round about, And praised the linen and lying-out, — For white as snow was his winding-sheet. And all was peaceful, and clean, and sweet ; And the old wives, praising the blessed dead. Were thronging around the old press-bed. Where O'Hara's widow, tatter'd and torn. Held to her bosom the babe new-born. And stared all round her, with eyes forlorn, At the Wake of Tim O'Hara. For the heart of O'Hara Was good as gold. And the life of O'Hara Was bright and bold. And his smile was precious To young and old ! Gay as a guinea, wet or dry. With a smiling mouth, and a twinkling eye ! Had ever an answer for i haff and fun ; Would fight like a lion, with any one ! Not a neighbour of any trade But knew some joke that the boy had made ; Not a neighbour, dull or bright. But minded some/hing—hoWc or fight. And whisper'd it round the fire that night. At the Wake of Tim O'Hara ! ' To God be glory In death and life, He's taken O'Hara From trouble and strife ! ' Said one-eyed Biddy, The apple-wife. ' God bless old Ireland ! ' said Mistress Hart, Mother to Mike of the donkey-cart ; ' God fjless old Ireland till all be done. She never made wake for a better son ! ' And all join'd chorus, and each one said ■Something kind of the boy that was dead ; And the bottle went round from lip to lip. And the weeping widow, for fellowship, Took the glass of old Biddy and had a sip. At the Wake of Tim O'Hara. Then we drank to O'Hara, With drams to the brim, While the face of O'Hara Look'd on so grim In the corpse-light shining Yellow and dim. The cup of liquor went round again. And the talk grew louder at every drain , Louder the tongues of the women grew ! — The lips of the boys were loosening too ! The widow her weary eyelids closed. And, soothed by the drop o' drink, she dozed ; The mother brighten'd and laugh'd to hear Of O'Hara's fight with the grenadier, And the hearts of all took better cheer, At the Wake of Tim O'Hara. Tho' the face of O'Hara Lookt on so wan. In the chimney-corner The row began — Lame Tony was in it. The oyster-man ; For a dirty low thief from the North came near. And whistled ' Boyne Water ' in his ear. And Tony, with never a word of grace. Flung out his fist in the blackguard's face ; And the girls and women scream'd out for fright. And the men that were drunkest began to fight,— Over the tables and chairs they threw, — The corpse-light tumbled, — the trouble grew, — The new-born joined in the hullabaloo, — At the Wake of Tim O'Hara. ' Be still ! be silent ! Ye do a sin ! Shame be his portion Who dares begin ! ' 'Twas Father O'Connor Just enter'd in ! — All look'd down, and the row was done — And shamed and sorry was every one ; liut the Priest just smiled quite easy and free — ' Would ye wake the poor boy from his sleep?' said he ; And he said a prayer, with a shining face. Till a kind of a brightness filled the place ; 1 68 LONDON POEMS. The women lit up the dim corpse-light, The men were quieter at the sight, And the peace of the Lord fell on all that night At the Wake of Tim O' tiara I KITTY KEMBLE. ' All the world's a stage.' Draw softly back the curtains of the bed — Aye, here lies Kitty Kemble cold and dead : Poor Kitty Kemble, if I steal a kiss, Who deems the deed amiss ? Cold bloodless cheek whereon there lingers faint The crimson dye of a life's rouge and paint ; Cold lips that fall, since thy false rows of teeth No longer prop the toothless gums beneath ; Cold clammy brow that lies there bald and bare No longer screen'd and shadow'd by false hair ; Poor Kitty Kemble I is it truly ^/lou On whom I look so very sadly now ? Lightest of ladies, is thy mortal race Run out indeed, thy luminous laughing face Turn'd to this mindless mask of marble dead? And even thy notes of tinkling laughter fled. Which, when all other charms to please were past, Stay'd with thee till the last ? God bless thee, Kitty Kemble !— and God love thee ! Warm be the kindred earth that lies above thee — Lightest of ladies, never sad or sage, A glad coquette at sixty years of age. And even with thy last expiring breath Flirting thy fan at thy lean Lover, Death ! Tho' nature made you volatile and witty, Your parents were most vulgar people, Kitty ; Hard work was daily yours, and trouble maybe To mind the wretched house and nurse the baby. While to the third-class Theatre hard by Your father and your mother both did hie, Mother as dresser, while with surly mien Toil'd father as a sliifter of the scene ; And thus it happen'd that you early grew Familiar with the British drama too, And thro' the dusty stage-door you would steal With father's midday beer or evening meal, Until that blissful day when to your glee The keen-eyed ballet-master noticed thee. And quickly, being a bright and clever girl, You learnt from him to dance and twist and twirl, Leaping ere long before the garish lights, A smiling spangled creature in pink tights. Aye, Kitty, and the common scandal says The ballet-master in those early days, Finding you quick and rapidly advancing. Taught you love's dalliance as well as dancing I But you were very clever ; and ere long Were brightest, smartest of the ballet throng ; No lighter trimmer leg was to be seen When you were only rising seventeen. And from the stalls t6 your sweet guileless eyes Ogles and nods and smiles began to rise. Then later, like a wise girl and a pretty. You chose to bless a close man from the City, Quiet, respectable, and most demure With a stiff salary and prospects sure ; And him, my dear, you used for your am- bition Still bent of course to better your position. For tho' so light and merry, you were ever Ambitious, Kitty, quick and bright and clever ; And now you got your educated lover To hear you read the British drama over, To criticise your clever imitations Of the tall leading lady's declamations. And to correct your tone, and guide your tongue. Whenever you pronounced ) our English wrong ; And tho' the fellow was in soul a bore, And had no intellect to help you more. You got in this Bohemian sort of college Some gleams of grace and scraps of solid knowledge ; KITTY KEMBLE. 169 And while your silly sisters took repose You grew grammatical, as grammar goes. O Kitty, what a lavish little elf Thou wast, yet economic of thyself ! So free, so merry, and innocent of guile ; And yet at heart so biisy, all the while You danced and dallied with those sparkling eyes, In weighty sptculations how to rise I Yes, Kitty, and you rose ; ere long you made The prettiest, wittiest sort of chambermaid (That saucy female elf of the stage-inn, Chuck'd by each handsome guest beneath the chin ; A nymph oft carrying a warming-pan. And sweetheart of the comic waiting-man) Or haply, on extravaganza nights. As a slim fairy prince in trunks and tights, You pertly spake a dozen lines or so. While just behind you, glaring in a row, Your sillier sisters of the ballet stood. With spleen and envy raging in their blood ! Thus, Kitty Kemtale, on and up you went, Merry, yet ill content ; And soon you cast, inflated still with pride. Your City man aside, Cut him stone dead to his intense annoy. And, like a maiden coy, Dropt, blushing crimson, in the arms scarce vital Of an old man of title ! A sad dyspeptic dog, the worn and yellow Wreck of a handsome fellow, And tho" the lord of boundless rolls and lands. Just a mere puppet in your pretty hands. O Kitty Kemble, how you coaxed and teased him, Nursed him and pain'd him, petted him and pleased him. Drove him nigh crazy, made his slow blood start With the glad beating of your burnmg heart. Until he vowed, you managed him so neatly. To marry you completely ; And with this view transmitted you, poor fool. To a French boarding-school ; And there you taught, I fear, your power being such. More than you learnt tho' what you learnt was much ! you were still and patient as a mouse, Much as your spirit hated the strict house. The teachers grim, the insipid simpering misses, The walks — so different from the coulisses I There learning patiently did you abide. Till one fine morning your protector died. And once again, alas ! as in times past. On the hard world your gentle lot was cast. But, Kitty, what a change in you was made By those few seasons wintering in the shade ; In like a common moth you crept full sly, But out you came a perfect butterfly 1 A pretty little sparkling weu' h. Prattling so prettily in French, Or dashing off, with fingers white. Gay little scraps of music bright ; Merry and wicked, and not wise, With babies dancing in her eyes, Most apt at quoting saw and joke From Shakespeare and less famous folk, Making the ignorant listener stare With charming moti from Moli^^re ! But, Kitty Kemble, 'tis not given to me To write in full your fair biography. About this very time from English sight Your pretty little figure vanished quite ; And dainty rivals came and conquered here, And the false world forgot you quite, I fear. 1 think your next appearance in our view Was in a blaze of splendour bright and new, When, after many years of preparation. Provincial trial, trouble, and vexation. Out you emerged on the astonish'd City, The town's delight, the beaux', the critics', Kitty 1 The brightest wonder human eye could see In good old Comedy : A smile, a voice, a lau<;h, a look, a form. To take the world by storm ! A dainty dimpling intellectual treasure To give old stagers pleasure ! A rippling radiant cheek — a roguish eye — That made the youngsters sigh I And thus beneath a tinsel'd pasteboard Star At once you mounted your triumphant car, 170 LONDON POEMS. O'er burning hearts your chariot wheels were driven, Bouquets came rolling down like rain from heaven, And on we dragged you, Kitty, while you stood Roguish and great, not innocent and good, 1 he Queen Elect of all Light Womanhood 1 Yes, Kitty Kemble, let the preacher cry His word of ' Vanity. O Vanity ! ' But those, I think, were happy, happy days. Indeed, yours was a life that throve with praise. And brighten'd ; passionate and eager ; made To love the lamp-light and to hate the shade ; To play with happiness and drink the beam Till it suffused your substance gleam by gleam. Making of elements past your control The smiling semblance of a living Soul. In sooth, you were a summer creature, one Who never really throve save in the sun ; And take away its perfect self-content, Your very beauty grew indifferent. Further, you did not crave for love or fame, Or that still colder shadow — a good name ; You were not even avaricious (tho' 'Twas sweet, of course, to see the guineas grow). Nay, Kitty, all your care and your delight Was to gleam past upon the public sight. To gleam, to smile, to sparkle, and depart Ere sympathy could reach your little heart ; To let the flanung footlights underneath Light up your rouge, whiten your spotless teeth, And to those eyes, so luminous and bright, Dart beams of glorious artificial light ; To feel your bright and lissom body free In brightly-hued theatric drapery ; And on your skin, as white as morning milk, The cHnging satin and the slippery silk. In private life 'twas your delight to be The beauty of Bohemian revelry ; To the smart little literary man Whispering wicked jests behind your fan, And not at all too nice in modesty As to reject a dinner vis-a-vis At Kew or Richmond, freely sipping port With hirsute critics of the heavier sort, And oft enough on such a holiday Opening at last your own small purse to pay! Beneath your beauty, rouged, and ring'd, and pearled. You were at heart the woman of the world, Not quite forgetting yet (tho' well content Quite to forget) your very low descent ; And having gained your little life's en- deavour, You could, I know, have deemed it bliss for ever. For ever, Kitty Kemble? Ah, my child! (Surely thou art a child at last ?) When days and nights are glad and wild. They whirl the quicklier past I To Sorrow's faintest funeral symphony Time lingers darken'd steps dejectedly With sad eyes heavenward ; but how fleet he flies When Revel sings and Mirth doth melo- dize ! Thy merry laughter and thy gay delight Quicken'd the Greybeard's footsteps day and night. And Kitty, suddenly, to thy surprise, The cruel crowsfeet gather'd 'neath thine eyes. But paint is bright, and powder pearly white, And many merry years, in that fierce light Whicli beats on thrones and faces like to thme, Thy ways were witching and thy lot divine. Thy life was surely glad. The need was fled Long since of choosing lovers for thy bread Or thine advancement, and thou now wert free To pick at will thy male society. All that is dark. We laymen cannot tell What amatory happiness befell ; We only know for certain Cupid's dart Ne'er struck so deadly deep into thy heart. As to befool our Kitty into passion Of the mad vulgar fashion. We only know thou, Kitty, ever wert Lightest of ladies, delicate and pert. Clever and quick, and horribly well read. And as the happy seasons o'er thee fled Thy bust swelled out, thy body fresh and fair KITTY KEMBLE. 171 Grew plumper, and thcu didst assume thine air, Round, roguish, royal, dazzling, plump, and good. Of most delicious demi-matronhood. I think we loved thee even better then Than ever, Kitty ; all the older men, I know, adored thee ! and thou wert supreme, Yea, grand above all modern guess or dream, In wanton Widows, those we love to see In unctuous Shakespearian comedy. Great wast thou also, Kitty, great and true. As the bold Beatrice in ' Much Ado ' ; And all the mighty Town went raving mad To see thy ' Lady Teazle.' Wild and glad Rolled the years onward, and thy little heart (Tho' certainly thy stoniest, toughest part) Was just enough at least to act with. Well! At forty summers still thy fortune fell On pleasant places ; for a little yet The fickle British public loved its pet. True, here and there, thy features, still so pretty, Were sharpening into shrewish lines, my Kitty ; And nose and chin, though still most soft and sweet, Seem'd slowly journeying on the way to meet ! A certain shrillness in the voice's tone, Which from the very first had been thine own. But rather pleased the ear than otherwise When thou hadst fleeter feet and younger eyes, Grew harsher and more harsh upon the ear. Never, indeed, in any earlier year Hadst thou performed so perfectly as now. And yet the cruel British Critic's brow Grew cloudy. Vain were trick of tone or smile To hide the artful, artificial style. The superficial tones, the airs capricious, That in thy younger days had been delicious. O Kitty, all thy being's constant pain To win the heart once more was wholly vain ; Most vain, most piteous ! Thy famihar airs Were met by only vacant shrugs and stares, Thy tricks, thy jokes, thy jests, thy wanton ways, Awakened only pity and amaze ; And presently, when thou didst rashly try A fair young pai t, as in the days gone by, Down on thee came the cruel Critic's blud- geon. Out spoke at last the oracular Curmudgeon, Hinting out openly, in accents cold. That thou wert pais^e, past thy prime, and old. The ghost of loveliness and lightness, fit To play old women, — better still to quit The Stage for ever. O poor thing ! poor thing ! The cruel knife cut deep enough to bring The sad blood from your very heart at last; You winced, you smirked, you struggled, and at last You seem'd to triumph ; and the bitter truth That thou hadst spent thy previous years of youth Was taken home indeed to thy fair breast, And there, like to a very viper's nest, It bred and flourish'd. Kitty, tho' thy face Was merry still in many a public place. Thy shrill laugh loud, thy manner brazen bold. Black was thy soul and piteously cold. Anon into the country thou didst fare. And spend a brighter, happier season there; Bearing about with thee from year to year The shadow of thine earlier triumphs here. That passed, like all the rest. Ah me ! ah me ! Even the provinces deserted thee. As we had done ; so our poor Kitty came To be the lonely ghost of a great name — A worn and wanton woman, not yet sage Nor wearied out, tho' sixty years of age. Wrinkled and rouged, and with false teeth of pearl, And the shrill laughter of a giddy girl ; Haunting, with painted cheek and powder' d brow. The private boxes, as spectator now ; I'oth day and night, indeed, invited out To private picnic and to public rout, Because thy shrill laugh and thy ready joke Ever enlivened up the festal folk ; Nor did such people woo thy service less Because of tales of thy past wickedness 172 LONDON POEMS. Oh, thou wert very clever, keen, and bright, Most gay, mo^t scandal-loving, and most light ! Still greatly given to French literature, And foreign feuilletons not over pure ; Still highly rouging up thy cheek so dead Into a ghostly gleam of rosy red : Still ever ready talking with a man, To tap his naughty knuckles with thy fan Coquettishly, and meanwhile with thy dim Yet lustrous eyes to smile and ogle him ! Yet ever with a lurking secret sense Of thine own beauty's utter impotence, With hungry observation all the while To catch the covert sneer or lurking smile— A helpless fear, a pang, a sharp distress, Curdling thy choicest mirth to bitterness. Sad years, my child, sad years of lonely gloom ! Nor let the hasty Moralist assume Neglect and age and agony could be God's ruthless instruments to chasten thee. Nay, Kitty Kemble, tho' thy spirit grew Still bitterer as the seastns tlash'd and flew, Thy bright face ne'er one moment turned away From the glad gaudy world of every day. I know religion never moved thy thought. Comfort in God was neither found nor sought. Still thou wert happiest, happiest and best By the old gaslight, rouged and gaily drest. At each new play thy well-known face was seen. Merry and quick, yet hiding secret spleen ; At each new brilliant debutante's success Thy soul did wince for very bitterness ; — And all the taste of thy departed power Was gall and wormwood on thy soul each hour ; And never, Kitty, till thy latest breath, Didst thou remember God, the Soul, and Death. Yet very quietly, one wintry day. Death's pale and unseen footsteps past thy way. And as Death swiftly sail'd upon the air. He lightly breathed one breath upon thee there As a reminder ;— after that tiiy face Changed very strangely ; shrivell'd in its place ; One helpless eyelid fluttered, and thy faint Dark cheek contracted underneath thy paint : And after that same day thy speech was ne'er Quite constant to thy thought, or wholly clear ; And ev'n thy very thought at times would seem Suddenly to dissolve away in dream ! Yet, Kitty Kemble, to the last we found thee Constant to the old haunts of life around thee. Still in the public gaslight thou wert seen, Tho' now upon a staff compelled to lean, Thine eyes still black and quick, thy tones and words Still gay, thy laugh shrill as a mocking bird's ! Ah ! but I think th)' heavenly Sire was near His daughter's dwelling-place at last, my dear ! That quiet day I looked upon thee last, I had called at midday as thy porch I passed. Found thee ' from home,' and past the quiet door Away was turning, when, from the first floor, Thy quick voice called me ; and upstairs I went, To find my lady lying indolent, Pillow'd in state upon her stately bed, A pretty ribbon'd night-cap on her head. While on her hollow cheeks false hectic bloom Strange shade fell sadly from the darken'd room. And there upon thy pillow, partly read, Feydeau's last fever-piece ; around thee spread Old playbills, pink and yellow, white and green. Whereon in mighty capitals was seen Thine own triumphant name. Alas ! alas ! Shall I forget till life and memory pass Thy look of blended pleasure, pride, and pain. Thy eager laughter, garrulous and vain, Thy tremulous, feverish voice and fretful glee. As thou didst prattle, pointing out to me. KITTY KEMBLE—THE SWALLOWS. 173 With a lean, palsied finger, dead and cold, Thy mighty triumphs in the days of old ? And suddenly (my child, shall I forget?— The voice, the tone, the look, all linger yet!) The feverish emotion grew too much ; And with a passionate, spasmodic clutch, Thou didst against my shoulder wildly press Thy cheek, once warm with life and loveli- ness. And moaning madly over thy lost years Hysterically break to bitterest tears ! What comfort could I give ? ere, once more gay, Thou with light hand didst sweep the tears away. And break, with fretful wish and eager will, To laughter sadder still ; Prattling, in thy most artificial tone, Words to make Angels moan ! And here 's the end of all. And on thy bed Thou liest, Kitty Kcmble, lone and dead ; And on thy clammy cheek there lingers faint The deep dark stain of a life's rouge and paint ; And, Kitty, all thy sad days and thy glad Have left thee lying for thy last part clad, Cold, silent, on the earthly Stage ; and while Thou liest there with dark and dreadful smile. The feverish footlights of the World flash bright Into thy face with a last :. hastly light ; And while thy friends all sighing rise to go. The great black Curtain droppeth, slow, slow, slow. God help us ! We spectators turn away ; Part sad, we think, part merry, was the Play. God help the lonely player now she stands Behind the darken'd scenes with wondering face, And gropes her way at last, with clay-cold hands, Out of the dingy place, Turning towards Home, poor worn and weary one, Now the last scene is done. THE SWALLOWS. O Churchyard in the city's gloom, What charm to please hast thou, That, seated on a broken tomb, I muse so oft, as now? The dreary autumn wind goes murmuring by, And in the distant streets the ragged urchms cry. Thou boldest in thy sunless land Nought I have seen or known, No lips I ever kissed, no hand That ever clasped mine own ; And all is still and dreary to the eye, — The broken tombs, dark walls, roofed by a sunless sky. Now to the murmur that mine ears Catch from the distant lanes. Dimming mine eyes with dreamy tears, Slow, low, my heart refrains ; And the live grass creeps up from thy dead bones, And crawls, with slimy stains, over thy gray gravestones. The cries keep on, the minutes pass, Mine eyes are on the ground. The silent many-fingered grass Winds round, and round, and round : I seem to see it live, and stir, and wind. And gaze, until a weight is heavy on my mind. II. O Churchyard in the shady gloom. What charm to please hast thou. That, seated on a broken tomb, I muse so oft, as now ? Haply because I learn, with sad content. How small a thing can make the whole world different ! Among the gravestones worn and old, A sad sweet hour 1 pass. Where thickest from thy sunless mould Upsprings the sickly grass ; 174 LONDON POEMS. For, though the earth holds no sweet smell- And here Tom said his say. ing flower, And prophesied Tyranny's death ; The Swallows build their nests up in thy And the tallow burned all day. square gray tower. And we stitch'd and stitch'd away In the thick smoke of our breath. While, burthened by the life we bear, Weary, weary were we. The dull and creeping woe, Our hearts as heavy as lead ; The mystery, the pain, the care, But • Patience ! she's coming ! ' said he ; I watch thy grasses grow. ' Courage, boys ! wait and see ! Sighing, I look to the dull autumn skies, Freedom 's ahead ! ' And, lo ! my heart is cheered, and tears are in mine eyes. III. And at night, when we took here For here, where stillness, death, and The rest allowed to us. dream. The Paper came, with the beer, Brood above creeping things, And Tom read, sharp and clear. Over mine eyes with quick bright gleam The news out loud to us ; Shine little flashing wings. And then, in his witty way. And a strange comfort takes thy shady air. He threw the jests about : And the deep life I breathe seems sweetened The cutting things he'd say unaware ! Of the wealthy and the gay ! How he turn'd 'em inside out ! And it made our breath more free To hearken to what he said — TOM DUNSTAN; OR, THE ' She's coming ! she's coming ! ' said he ' Courage, boys ! wait and see ! POLITICIAN. Freedom 's ahead ! ' 'How long, O Lord, how long?' IV. r. But grim Jack Hart, with a sneer. Would mutter, ' Master ! Now poor Tom Dunstan's cold. If Freedom means to appear, Our shop is duller ; I think she might step here Scarce a tale is told, A little faster ! ' And our talk has lost its old Then, 'twas fine to see Tom flame. Red-republican colour ! And argue, and prove, and preach, Though he was sickly and thin, Till Jack was silent foi shame, — 'Twas a sight to see his face, — Or a fit of coughing came While, sick of the country's sin, O' sudden, to spoil Tom's speech. With bang of the fist, and chin Ah ! Tom had the eyes to see Thrust out, he argued the case ! When Tyranny should be sped : He prophesied men should be free ! ' She's coming ! she's coming ! ' said he And the money-bags be bled ! ' Courage, boys ! wait and see ! ' She's coming, she's coming ! ' said he ; Freedom 's ahead ! ' ' Courage, boys ! wait and see ! Freedom 's ahead ! ' V. But Tom was little and weak. II. The hard hours shook him ; All day we sat in the heat, Hollower grew his cheek. Like spiders spinning, And when he began to speak Stitching full fine and fleet. The coughing took him. Willie old Moses on his seat Ere long the cheery sound Sat greasily grinning ; Of his chat among ns ceased. TOM DUNSTAN; OR, THE POLITICIAN-^O'MURTOGH. 175 And we made a purse, all round, That he might not starve, at least. His pain was sorry to see, Yet there, on his poor sick-bed, ' She's coming, in spite of me ! Courage, and wait ! ' cried he ; ' Freedom 's ahead ! ' VI. A little before he died, To see his passion ! ' Bring me a Paper ! ' he cried, And then to study it tried. In his old sharp fashion ; And with eyeballs glittering, His look on me he bent, And said that savage thing Of the Lords o' the Parliament. Then, dying, smiling on me, ' What matter if one be dead ? She's coming at last ! ' said he ; ' Courage, boy ! wait and see ; Freedom 's ahead ! ' VII. Ay, now Tom Dunstan's cold, The shop feels duller ; Scarce a tale is told. And our talk has lost the old Red-republican colour. But we see a figure gray, And we hear a voice of death, And the tallow burns all day. And we stitch and stitch away In the thick smoke of our breath ; Ay, while in the dark sit we, Tom seems to call from the dead — • She's coming ! she's coming ! ' says he ; ' Courage, boys ! wait and see ! Freedom 's ahead ! ' How long, O Lord ! how long Must thy Handmaid linger — She who shall right the wrong, Make the poor sufferer strong ? Sweet morrow, bring her ! Hasten her over the sea, O Lord ! ere Hope he fled ! Bring her to men and to me ! . , O Slave, pray still on thy knee, ' Freedom 's ahead I ' O'MURTOGH. (nkwgate, 18 — ) ' It's a sight to see a bold man die !' To-night we drink but a sorrowful cup . . Hush ! silence ! and fill your glasses up. Christ be with us ! Hold out and say : ' Here's to the Boy that died this day ! ' Wasn't he bold as the boldest here? Red coat or black did he ever fear ? With the bite and the drop, too, ever free? He died like a man. ... I was there to see ! The gallows was black, our cheeks were white All underneath in the morning light ; The bell ceased tolling swift as thought. And out the murdered Boy was brought. There he stood in the daylight dim, With a Priest on either side of him ; Each Priest look'd white as he held his book. But the man between had a brighter look ! Over the faces below his feet His gray eye gleam'd so keen and fleet : He saw us looking ; he smiled his last . . . He couldn't wave, he was pinioned fast. This was more than one could bear, For the lass who loved him was with us there ; She stood in the rain with her dripping shawl Over her head, for to see it all. But when she met the Boy's last look, Her lips went white, she turned and shook ; She didn't scream, she didn't groan. But down she dropt as dead as stone. He saw the stir in the crowd beneath. And I saw him tremble and set his teeth ; But the hangman came with a knavish grace And drew the nightcap over his face. Then I saw the Priests, who still stood near. Pray faster and faster to hide their fear ; They closed their eyes, I closed mine too. And the deed was over before I knew. 176 LONDON POEMS. The crowd tliat stood all round of me Gave one dark plunge like a troubled sea ; And I knew by that the deed was done, And I opened my eyes and saw the sun. The gallows was black, the sun was white, There he hung, half hid from sight ; The sport was over, the talk grew lou'l , And they sold their wares to the mighty crowd. We walked away with our hearts full sore, And we met a hawker before a door. With a string of papers an arm's-length long, A dying speech and a gallows song. It bade all people of poor estate B.nvare of O'Murtogh's evil fate ; It told how in old Ireland's name He had done red murther and come to shame. Never a word was sung or said Of the murder'd mother, a ditch her bed. Who died with her newborn babe that night, While the blessed cabin was burning bright. Nought was said of the years of pain, The starving stomach, the madden'd brain. The years of sorrow and want and toil. And the murdering rent for the bit of soil. Nought was said of the murther done On man and woman and little one, Of the bitter sorrow and daily smart Till he put cold lead in the traitor's heart. But many a word had the speech beside : How he repented before he died ; How, brought to sense by the sad event, He prayed for the Queen and the Parlia- ment ! What did we do, and mighty quick, But tickle that hawker's brains with a stick; And to pieces small we tore his flam, And left him quiet as any lamb ! Pass round your glasses ! now lift them up! Powers above, 'tis a bitter cup ! Christ be with us ! Hold out and say : ' Here's to the Boy that died this day ! ' Here's his health ! — for bold he died ; Here's his health ! — and it's drunk in pride: The finest sight beneath the sky Is to see how bravely a man can die. THE BOOKWORM. With spectacles upon his nose, He shuffles up and down ; Of antique fashion are his clothes. His napless hat is brown. A mighty watch, of silver wrought, Keeps time in sun or rain To the dull ticking of the thought Within his dusty brain. To see him at the bookstall stand And bargain for the prize, With the odd sixpence in his hand And greed in his gray eyes ! Then, conquering, grasp the book hall blind. And take the homeward track. For fear the man should change his mind. And want the bargain back ! The waves of life about him beat. He scarcely lifts his gaze, He hears within the crowded street The wash of ancient days. If ever his short-sighted eyes Look forward, he can see Vistas of dusty Libraries Prolonged eternally. But think not as he walks along His brain is dead and cold ; His soul is thinking in the tongue Which Plato spake of old ; And while some grinning cabman sees His quaint shape with a jeer, He smiles, — for Aristophanes Is joking in his ear. Around him stretch Athenian walks, And strange shapes under trees ; He pauses in a dream and talks Great speech, with Socrates. Then, as the fancy fails— still mesh'd In thoughts that go and come — Feels in his pouch, and is refresh'd At touch of some old tome. THE BOOKWORM -THE LAST OF THE HANGMEN. 177 The mighty world of humankind Is as a shadow dim, He wall