TEMPLE BAILEY HE IMPRISONED THE SMALL HAND GLORY OF YOUTH BY TEMPLE BAILEY AUTHOR OF CONTRARY MARY ILLUSTRATED BY HENRY HUTT and C. S. CORSON NEW YORK GROSSET & DUNLAP PUBLISHERS Made in the United States of America ITOV- OF CALIF. LIBRARY, LOS AN ANGELES COPYEIGHT 1913 BY THE PENN PUBLISHING COMPANY First printing, August, 1913 Second printing, February, ISH Third printing February, 1917 Fourth printing August, 1919 Manufacturing Plant Camden, N. J. The Glory of Youth To My Mother 2125685 Contents I. BETTINA .... II. IN THE SHADOWY ROOM . . . III. IN WHICH DIANA REAPS . , , IV. WHITE LILACS ... V. IN WHICH BETTINA DANCES VI. " FOR EVERY MAN THERE Is J'JST WOMAN" . VII. HARBOR LIGHT , > VIII. THE EMPTY HOUSE . IX. THE GOLDEN AGE .... X. STORM SIGNALS .... XL THE WHITE MAIDEN ... XII. YOUTH AND BEAUTY . . . XIII. HER LETTER TO ANTHONY . . XIV. THE LITTLE SILVER RING XV. IN WHICH BETTINA FLIES . XVI. VOICES IN THE DARK . XVII. GLORY OF YOUTH . XVIII. PENANCE XIX. HER FATHER'S RING . . XX. THE " GRAY GULL " XXI. BROKEN WINGS . XXII. THE ENCHANTED FOREST XXIII THE PROCESSION OF PRETTY LADIES XXIV. THE AFTERGLOW ONE 9 21 36 51 64 80 94 105 116 127 141 155 170 185 199 213 227 242 257 272 285 300 316 323 Glory of Youth CHAPTER I BETTINA THE girl knelt on the floor, feverishly packing a shabby little trunk. Outside was a streaming April storm, and the rain, rushing against the square, small-paned windows, shut out the view of the sea, shut out the light, and finally brought such darkness that the girl stood up with a sigh, brushed off her black dress with thin white hands, and groped her way to the door. Beyond the door was the blackness of an upper hall in a tall century-old house. A spiral stairway descended into a well of gloom. An ancient iron lantern, attached to a chain, hung from the low ceil- ing. The girl lighted the lantern, and the faint illumina- tion made deeper the shadows below. And from the shadows came a man's voice, " May I come up ? " 9 GLORT OF TOUTH As the girl bent over the railing, the glow of the lantern made of her hair a shining halo. " Oh/' she cried, radiantly, " I'm so glad you've come. I I was afraid " The thunder rolled, the waves pounded on the rocks, and the darkness grew more dense, but now the girl did not heed, for what mattered a mere storm, when, ascending the stairs, was one who knew fear neither of life nor of death, nor of the things which come after death ? When at last her visitor emerged from the gloom, he showed himself beyond youthful years, with hair slightly touched with gray, not tall, but of a com- manding presence, with clear, keen blue eyes, and with cheeks which were tanned by out-of-door exer- cise, and reddened by the prevailing weather. " I just had to come," he said, as he took her hand. " I knew you'd be frightened." " Yes," she said, " Miss Matthews is at school, and I am alone " " And unhappy ? " Her lips quivered, but she drew her hand from his, and went on into the shabby room, where she lighted a candle in a brass holder, and touched a match to a fire which was laid in the blackened brick fireplace. 10 BET TIN A The doctor's quick eye noted the preparations for departure. " What does that mean ? " he asked, and pointed to the trunk. " I I am going away " " Away ? " " Yes," nervously ; " I I can't stay here, doctor." " Why not ? " " Oh," tremulously, " it was all right when I had mother, because she was so sick that I was too busy to realize how deadly lonely it was here. I knew she needed the sea air, and she could get it better in the top of this old house than anywhere else. But now that she's gone I can't stand it. I'm young, and Miss Matthews is away all day teaching and when she comes home at night we have nothing in common, and there's the money left from the insur- ance and so I'm going away." He looked at her, with her red-gold hair in high relief against the worn leather of the chair in which she sat, at the flower-like face, the slender figure, the tiny feet in childish strapped slippers. " You aren't fit to fight the world," he said ; " you aren't fit" II GLORT OF YOUTH " Perhaps it won't be such a fight," she said. " I could get something to do in the city, and " He shook his head. " You don't know you can't know " Then he broke off to ask, " What would you do with your furniture ? " " Miss Matthews would be glad to take the rooms just as they are. She was delighted when you asked her to stay with me after mother died. She loves our old things, the mahogany and the banjo clock, and the embroidered peacocks, and the Vene- tian heirlooms that belonged to Dad's family. But I hate them." "Hate them why?" " Because, oh, you know, because Dad treated mother so dreadfully. He broke her heart." His practiced eye saw that she was speaking tensely. " I wish you'd get me a cup of tea," he said, sud- denly. " I'm just from the sanatorium. I operated on a bad case and, well, that's sufficient excuse, isn't it, for me to want to drink a cup of tea with you ? " She was busy in a moment with her hospitality. " Oh, why didn't you tell me ? And you're wet." Her hand touched his coat lightly as she passed him. 12 BET TIN A " The rain came so suddenly that I couldn't get the window of my car closed ; it's an awful storm. " And now," he said, when she had brought the tea on an old Sheffield tray, and had set it on a little folding table which he placed between them on the hearth, " and now let's talk about it." " Please don't try to make me stay " "Why not?" " Because, oh, because you can't know what I suf- fer here ; it isn't just because I've lost mother, but the people they all know about her and about Dad, and they aren't nice to me." " My dear child ! " " Perhaps it's because father was a singer and an Italian, and mother came of good old Puritan stock. They seem to think she lowered herself by marrying him. They can't understand that though he was unkind to her, he belonged to an aristocratic Venetian family " " It's from those wonderful women of Venice, then, that you get that hair. Do you remember Browning's t " ' Dear dead women, with such hair, too what's become of all the gold Used to hang and brush their bosoms ? I feel chilly and grown old.' " 13 GLORT OF TOUTH There was no response to his thought in her young eyes. " I've never read Browning," she said, negligently, " and I hate to think of ' dear dead women.' I want to think of live things, of bright things, of gay things. It seems sometimes as if I should die here among the shadows." She was sobbing now, with her head on the table. " Bettina," the doctor bent over her, " poor child, poor little child." " Please let me go," she whispered. " I can't keep you, of course. I wish I knew what to do. I wish Diana were here." " Diana ? " " I forgot that you did not know her. She has been away for two years. She's rather wonderful, Bettina." The girl raised her head. The man was gazing straight into the fire. All the eager light that had made his face seem young had gone, and he looked worn and tired. Bettina had no worldly intui- tions to teach her the reason for the change a woman's name had wrought, and so absorbed was she in her own trouble that she viewed the trans- formation with unseeing eyes, 14 BETTING " What could she do if she were here ? " she asked with childish directness. " She would find some way out of it she is very wise." He spoke with some hesitation, as a man speaks who holds a subject sacred. " She has had to decide things for herself all her life her father and mother died when she was a little girl ; now she is over thirty and the mistress of a large fortune. She spends her winters in the city and her summers down here by the sea but for the past two years she has been staying in Eurcfpe with a widowed friend who was a schoolmate of hers in Berlin." " When is she coming back ? " Out of a long silence, he answered, " I am not sure that she will come back. Her engagement was an- nounced last fall to a German, Ulric Van Rosen she is to be married in June." The fact, to him so pregnant of ^woeful possibili- ties, meant little to Bettina. " Of course if she's not here, she can't do anything and anyhow most people don't care to do practical things to help, do they ? " She looked so childish, so appealing, so altogether exquisite and young in her black-robed slenderness, IS GLORT OF TOUTH that he answered her as he would have answered a child. " It's too bad that the world should hurt you." " But I'm going to do wonderful things in the city." " Wonderful things poor little girl " As he brought his eyes back from the fire to her face, he seemed to bring his thoughts back from an uneasy reverie. " You ought," he said, " to marry " The color flamed into the girl's cheeks. " Mother was always saying that, in those last days. But I hated to have her ; it seemed so dreadful to talk of marriage without love. I know she didn't mean it that way, poor darling 1 She married for love and her life was such a failure. But I couldn't not just to get married, could I not just to have some one take care of me ? " He stood up, and thrust his hands in his pockets. " No," he agreed bluffly, " you couldn't, of course." " And there's never been any one in love with me," was her naive confession, " and I've never been in J ove, not really ' He was looking down at her with smiling eyes. There s plenty of time." 16 EETTINA " Yes that's what I always told mother but she dreaded to think of me alone." The eager, dying woman had said the same thing to the doctor, and it had seemed to him, sometimes, that her burning eyes had begged of him a favor which he could not grant. For there had always been Diana ! He straightened his shoulders. " I'm going to ask you to stay here," he said, " instead of going to the city. I haven't any real right to keep you, for I'm not legally your guardian, but I promised your mother to look after you. I can find work for you. We need some one at the sanatorium to look after the office " For a moment she set her will against his. " But I'd rather go to die city." He put his strong hands on her shoulders. " Lit- tie child, look at me," he said, and when she flashed up at him a startled glance, he went on, gently, " Your motner wanted me to take care of you to keep you from harm. In the city you'll be too fai away. I want you to stay here. Will you ? " And presently she whispered, " I will stay." Outside the rain was rushing and the wind was Wowing, and plain little Miss Matthews battled witb GLORT OF YOUTH the storm. Miss Matthews, who, every day in the year, taught a class of tumultuous children, and whose life dealt always with the commonplace. And it was plain little Miss Matthews who, having weath- ered the storm and climbed the winding stairs, came in, rain-coated and soft-hatted, to find by the fire the doctor drawing on his gloves and Bettina hovering about him like a gold-tipped butterfly. " It's a dreadful storm," said Miss Matthews, su- perfluously, as Bettina went to get boiling water. " There's a young man down-stairs who wants to speak to you, Dr. Blake. He said that he couldn't find you at the sanatorium. He saw your car in front of the house and knew you were here. But the bell wouldn't ring, and so he waited. I told him the bell was broken and that you'd come down at once. He's hurt his hand." "They would have fixed him up at the sanato- rium." " He said he wanted you, and nobody else, and that he came into the hall because he was like a pussy cat and hated the rain. He is a queer looking creature in a leather cap and leather leggins." The doctor gave an amused laugh. " That's Justin Ford," he said ; " the pussy-cat speech sounds like 18 BETTINA him, and he wears the leather costume when he flies." Bettina, coming back with fresh tea for Miss Matthews, asked, " How does he fly ? " " In an aeroplane. He's to try out his hydro- aeroplane to-morrow. He's probably been at work on the machinery and hurt his hand." Bettina sparkled. " Think of a man who can fly," she said. " Doesn't it sound incredible ? " " It's the most marvelous thing in the world," said the big-hearted surgeon, not knowing that he, as a man of healing, was more marvelous, for he had to do with the mechanics of flesh and blood, while Justin had to do only with steel and aluminum and canvas, which are, at best, unimportant things when compared with nerves and ligaments and bones. "Would you mind if Ford came up ? " the doctor asked. " I've got to go straight to my old man with the pneumonia after I leave here, and I could look at his hand." Bettina shivered. "Shall I have to look at it?" she asked in a little voice. He laughed. " Of course not. You can go in the other room." But when the young man, who had answered the 19 GLORT OF YOUTH doctors call, entered, she did not go, for the face which was framed by the leather cap was that of a youth whose beauty matched her own, and whose mocking eyes, as he acknowledged the introduction, seemed to beat against the door of her maiden heart and demand admission. CHAPTER K IN THE SHADOWY ROOM THE injury to Justin's hand proved to be one of strain and sprain. " A bandage for a few days," the doctor pro- nounced, " and then a little carefulness, and you'll be all right." Justin lingered. The little fire was like a heart of gold in the shadowy room. Plain little Miss Mat- thews sipped her tea, with her feet on the fender. Bettina, during the doctor's examination of Justin's hand, had seated herself in her low chair on the hearth, and now her eyes were fixed steadily on the flames. " It's a shivery, shaky sort of day," said Justin, surveying the teapot longingly, and Anthony laughed. " He wants his tea, Bettina," he said, " and a place by your fire. It's another of his pussy- cat traits so if you'll be good to him, I'll have an- other cup, and he shall tell us about his hydro-aero- plane." GLORT OF YOUTH Justin, standing in front of the fire, was like ^ young god fresh from Olympus. His nose was straight, his mocking eyes a golden-brown, and, with his cap off, his upstanding shock of hair showed glittering lights. In deference to the prevailing fashion, his fair little mustache was slightly upturned at the corners. He had doffed his rain coat, and ap- peared in a brown Norfolk suit with leather leggins that reached his knees. " I'm afraid I've intruded upon your hospitality," he said to Bettina, as she handed him a steaming cup, " but I'm always falling into pleasant things and I haven't the will power to get out when I should, truly I haven't. But it isn't my fault it's just a part of my pussy-cat inheritance." " He can afford to say such things," Anthony re- marked ; " he's really more like a bird than a pussy cat. You should see him up in the air.*' Justin's eyes flashed. " You should see me com- ing down on the water after a flight By Jove, An- thony, that's the most wonderful little machine. I've called her 'The Gray Gull' because she not only flies but swims cuts through the water like a motor boat." As he talked his eyes were on Bettina. "You 22 IN THE SHADOWT ROOM beauty, you beauty," was the thought which thrilled him. When, at last, he stood up, he apologized some- what formally. "I've stayed too long," he said, " but Anthony must make my excuses. I was down there in Purgatory and he showed me Paradise." The doctor looked at him sharply. He knew Jus- tin as a man of the world gay, irresponsible and Bettina had no one to watch over her. " I'll take you as far as the shops," he said, crisply, ' and then I must get at once to my old man with the pneumonia." As the two men rode away in the doctor's small covered car, Justin asked, " Where did you discover her?" Anthony, his eyes fixed on the muddy road ahead of them, gave a brief outline : " Profes- sionally. The mother died in those rooms. The girl is alone, except for Miss Matthews and the old Lane sisters who own the house and live in the lower part. I have constituted myself a sort of guardian for Bettina the mother requested it, and I couldn't re- fuse." " I see," Justin asked no more questions, but set- tled himself back in a cushioned corner, and as the two men rode on in silence, their thoughts were cen- 23 GLORT OF TOUTH tered on the single vision of a shadowy room, and ol a slender golden-haired, black-robed figure against a background of glowing flame. All that night and the next day the doctor battled with Death, and came out triumphant By four o'clock in the afternoon the old man with pneumonia showed signs of holding his own. Worn out, Anthony drove back toward the sana- torium. The rain was over, but a heavy fog had rolled in, so that the doctor's litde car seemed to float in a sea of cloud. Now and then another car passed him, specter-like amid the grayness. Silent figures, magnified by the mist, came and went like shadow pictures on a screen. From the far distance sounded the incessant moan of fog-horns Anthony stopped his car in front of a small shop, whose lights struggled faintly against the gloom. Crossing the threshold, he went from a world of dampness and chill into the warmth and cheer of an old-fashioned fish house. For fifty years there had been no change in Lilli- bridge's. The floor of the main room was bare and clean, and, in the middle, a round black stove ra- diated comfort on cold days. Along one side of the 'oom ran three stalls, in which were placed tables for 24 IN THE SHADOWY ROOM such patrons as might desire partial privacy. On the spick and span counter were set forth various condiments and plates of crackers. A card, tacked up on the wall, tempted the appetite with its list of sea foods. Anthony wanted nothing to eat He ordered coffee, and went into one of the stalls to drink it. But a man at one of the tables in the main part of the room wanted more than coffee. He was a little man in a blue reefer, but he had, evidently, more than a little appetite. As Anthony sat down, he was just finishing a bowl of chowder, and was gazing with eyes of hungry appreciation upon various dishes of fried fish and fried potatoes, of hot rolls and pickles which were being set before him. " You'd better have some, doctor," was his hoarse invitation. " Too tired," said Anthony. " I'll wait till I've had a bath and rub-down before I eat " " What you need," said the little man, between large mouthfuls, " is a good day's fishin'. You come out to-morrow morning, and we'll catch some cod." The doctor's tired eyes brightened. " There's noth- ing that I'd like better, captain, but I've got an old 25 GLORT OF TOUTH man ill of pneumonia, and there's a girl with ap- pendicitis." " There you go," said the little man ; " if it wasn't a girl with appendicitis, it would be a kid with the colic, or a lady with a claim to heart trouble. What you've got to do, doctor, is to cut it all out and come with me." Anthony shook his head. "Suppose some one had said to you when you sailed the seas that you could leave the ship ?" " I shouldn't have left," said the little man, " but I didn't have such a look as you've got in your eyesc What you need is a good night's sleep, and a day's fishin'. And you need it now." Having eaten presently his last morsel, he ordered a piece of pie. " There's nothing like sea air to blow your brains clear," he stated " And when this fog lifts, it'll be fine fishin' weather." Again the doctor shook his head. "I'd like it, more than a little, but I've got to stick to my post." Captain Stubbs began on his pie, and remarked, " The trouble with you is that you're mixed up with too many wimmen." Anthony's head went up. " What do you mean ? " "Wimmen," said the little captain, "are bad 26 IN THE SHADOWT ROOM enough anyhow. But when you have to handle a lot of wimmen with nerves, then the Lord help you." He said it so solemnly that Anthony threw back his head and laughed. " Now, up at that sannytarium of yours," said the captain, " there's about ten of them that need to be dipped into the good salt sea and hung up in the sun to dry, and that's all they need, no coddling and medi- cine and operations but just a cold shock and a warm-up and a day's fishin'." And now Anthony did not laugh. " By Jove," he said, " I believe you're right I'm going to try some personally conducted parties, and you shall take them out, captain " " Me ? " the captain demanded, incredulously. " Me take those wimmen out fishin' ? " Anthony nodded. " Yes, once a week. Is it a bar- gain ? " The captain stood up. " No, it ain't," he said, firmly. " I'll take you and gladly But not any of that nervous bunch." He settled his cap firmly on his head, and went toward the door. Then he turned. " Some day," he said, " I'm going to ask that Betty child to go out in my boat." 27 GLORT OF YOUTH " Bettina? " Anthony's mind went swiftly to the shadowed room. " Yes. She's lonesome, and so was her mother I used to take fish up to them, and I showed the Betty child how to make chowder." " She told me," said Anthony. " You're one of her best friends, captain." " Well, goodness only knows she needs friends," said the little captain, adding with a significant emphasis which escaped the preoccupied Anthony, " She needs somebody to take care of her." Receiving no response, the little man lighted his pipe, buttoned his coat, and, remarking genially, " Well, you let me know about that day's fishin'," he steamed out. After his departure Anthony sat for some time in the deserted room. He knew that rest and refresh- ment were waiting for him and he knew that he needed them, but his mind was weighed down by the problem of that helpless child in the old house. All through the night as he had battled for the life of his patient, he had thought of her, who must battle with the world. He could get her work, of course, but he shrank from the thought of her pale loveliness set to sordid uses. 28 IN THE SHADOWT ROOM With a sudden gesture of resolution, he stood up and drew on his gloves. Ten minutes later he was climbing the winding stairway, where the iron lantern again illumined the darkness. There had been no response to his call from be- low, and when he reached the upper landing he found the door shut. He knocked and presently Bettina came. He saw at a glance that she had been crying. " I can stay only a minute," he said. " I haven't had much sleep since I saw you yesterday." " I'll make you some tea," she offered, but he stopped her with a quick, " No, no, I've just had coffee, and I must get home." They sat down, somewhat stiffly, on opposite sides of the hearth. " What made you cry ? " he asked, with his keen eyes on her downcast face. " Everything the rain yesterday the fog to-day. I wish the sun would shine I wish I were -dead " With a sharp exclamation, he stood up. " You're too young to say such things there's all of life be- fore you." GLORT OF YOUTH "Yes," she said dully "there's all of life " To him she was a most appealing figure. Her weakness seemed to stand out against the back- ground of his strength. Suddenly he held out his hands to her. " Come here, Betty child," he said, using, unconsciously, the little captain's name for her, " come here." Some new note in his voice made her cheeks flame, but she obeyed him. He took both of her hands in his. " I've been thinking of you, and your future. Somehow I can't see you, a little slip of a thing like you, being beaten and bruised by the hard things of life. The world is cruel and you are so sweet You need some one to take care of you " "Yes," she whispered; " but there isn't any one." " Except me. And I'm such an old fellow years too old for you. But I'm alone, and you're alone. Could I make you happy, Betty child ? " She stared at him, all the bright color gone from her face " Why, how ? " Her voice fluttered and died. " As my wife. There's the big house on the rocks that I am building." He faltered. The great house had been built for 30 IN THE SHADOWT ROOM Diana, on a sudden hopeful impulse that when it was finished she would consent to be its mistress. "There's the big house," he went on, after a moment, " and there's money enough and to spare. Not that I want you to marry me for that, but I think I could comfort you in your loneliness, Bettina." In her secluded girlhood there had been no opportunity for masculine adoration ; hence there seemed nothing lacking when this man of men, whose coming during her mother's illness had made the one bright spot in her day, whose sympathy had comforted her in her sorrow, whose friendship had sustained her in the months which had followed her great loss, when he spoke of marriage with never a word of love. " But I'm not wise enough or good enough," she said, with a quick catch of her breath. He drew her to him, holding her gently. " Would you like," he asked, " would you like to think that all your life I should take care of you ? " She lay quietly, not answering for a while, then she whispered, " Do you really want me ? " Perhaps his arm relaxed a little, but his voice GLORT OF YOUTH was very steady. " I really want to make you happy." " And you'll let me love you with all my heart?" Her eyes were hidden. He put his hand against the softness of her hair, turning her face up toward him. " I shall hope that you may love me with all your heart, and that I may be worthy of it." Her hand crept up and touched his cheek. " Kiss me," she whispered, like a child. He would have been less than a man if his heart had not leaped a little, if he had not responded to the love call of this wistful white and gold woman creature. " My dear," he said, brokenly, and bent his head. On the foggy streets below men and women passed and repassed like ghosts in the stillness. Little Miss Matthews, meeting Captain Stubbs on a street corner, was unconscious of his nearness until the little captain, guided by that sixth sense, which is given to sailors for their protection at sea, hailed her. " You needn't hurry home/' he told her ; " that Betty child don't want you. Dr. Blake is there That's his car/' 32 IN THE SHADOWY ROOM " He was there yesterday," said Miss Matthews, disturbed by the doctor's departure from his usual routine. " And he'll probably be there to-morrow ; he's getting sweet on that Betty child, Miss Mattie." " Oh, dear, no," said the shocked Miss Matthews. " Why, he's in love with Diana Gregory." The captain gazed at her blankly. " You don't mean it," he protested. " Yes, I do," said Miss Matthews ; " they've known each other all their lives. But she doesn't want to settle down," " Well, she'd better look out," said the little cap- tain ; " men won't wait forever." " Men like Anthony Blake," returned Miss Mat- thews with conviction, " will. And as for Bettina, she's nothing but a child ! " The little captain carried the conversation over, tactfully, to his favorite topic. ' I want you and that Betty child to go with me for a day's fishin' soon," he said ; "you just name the day." Little Miss Matthews hated the sea, with the hatred of a woman whose ancestors had made their living on the Banks and had been drowned in storms. But she liked the captain. " I am sure you are very 33 GLORT OF TOUTH kind," she said, primly, " but it will have to be Sat- urday when there isn't any school." " All right," said the captain, " make it a week from Saturday, and we'll probably have clearing weather." The doctor, going down, met little Miss Mat- thews. Bettina, leaning over the rail, greeted the little lady somewhat self-consciously. "I'll make your tea in a minute," she said ; " the doctor didn't want any." When Anthony reached the bottom of the stair, he looked up. The faint light of the lantern drew a circle of radiance about Bettina's head. "Wait," she called softly, and came down to him, and in the darkness whispered that she was happy, so very happy and would she see him soon? " To-morrow," he promised, and went away with his pulses pounding. All the way home he thought of her. She had been charming. He felt like an adventuring knight, who, having killed all the dragons, rescues the captive princess from her tower. She was a dear uhild. A dear child. At the sanatorium he had a bath and a good 34 IN THE SHADOWY ROOM dinner, and made his rounds. One little woman, when he had passed, spoke to another of his smile. * It is as if he were happy in his heart," she said, quaintly ; " before this his eyes have been sad." Later the doctor found time to read his mail. On the top of the pile of letters was a thick one in a gray envelope addressed in feminine script He opened it and read eagerly. Then he sat very still, trying, amid all the beating agony of emotion, to grasp the truth as she had told it. Diana was free. Her engagement was broken. She was coming back to America. " I am coming home to the big house and to you Anthony." And she would be there in just ten days 1 CHAPTER III IN WHICH DIANA REAPS ALL the way down in the train Diana kept say- ing to her friend, " I am so glad you are go- ing to see my house, Sophie. You can't imagine how lovely it is." But even then Mrs. Martens was not prepared. She was given a room on the third floor from which glass doors opened on a little balcony which over- hung the harbor. It was like the upper deck of a ship with the open sea to the right and left, and with a strip of green peninsula cutting into it beyond the causeway. " That's the Neck," Diana explained ; " the yacht clubs are over there and some hotels and big houses, But I like it on this side, in the town. It's so quaint and lovely. I'll show you some of it to-morrow morning." " I'm not going anywhere to-morrow morning. I am going to sleep until noon." Diana bent and kissed her. " Poor thing, is she tired?" 35 IN WHICH DIANA REAPS "Dead." " Well, I won't wake you. But I am going to be up with the dawn, Sophie." Mrs. Martens turned and looked at her. " Is An- thony here ? " " Yes." Diana caught her breath as she said it, and the two friends stood, silently, looking over the harbor. The twilight was taking the blue out of the water, but the beauty was still there with the lights on the anchored boats twinkling like stars in the grayness, and the lighthouse making a great moon above them. " When will you see him, Diana ? " " To-night" "Then I'm going to bed." " You're not I want you to meet him, Sophie." " You want him every bit for yourself. Don't be a hypocrite, Diana." Diana laid her hands on Sophie's shoulders and shook her a little, laughing. " Sophie, do you ever feel so young that you are almost wild with it as if there hadn't been any years since you wore pinafores and pigtails ? " "No I'm thirty-five, Diana" " Don't shout it from the housetops. I'm a very 37 GLORT OF TOUTH few years behind. What a lot of wasted years, So- phie." " It's your own fault, Diana." " But I wanted to be free " " And now you are longing for your prison " " With Anthony yes." "You'd better go down and dress, dear. Put on that pale blue, with your pearls, Diana. It fits in with the moonlight." " Then you won't come down ? " " No. I'll have Peter for company." Peter Pan was Diana's cat. He was as yellow as a harvest moon, he was fed on fish, and was of a prodigious fatness. During Diana's sojourn abroad he had been looked after by Delia Hobbs. Delia was Diana's housekeeper. She had a lame hip and a lovely mind. She went up to Mrs. Mar- tens' room after Diana had left to see if the little lady was comfortable for the night. She eyed Peter Pan, who was in the middle of the big bed. " Peter," she said, severely, " that's no place for you." Peter rolled over, and clawed the lace spread luxuriously 38 IN WHICH DIANA REAPS " Shall I take him off, ma'am ? " Delia asked. "It's nice to have him here," said Mrs. Martens, doubtfully, " but perhaps I ought not to let him stay. You know best, Delia." Delia, a little flattered by such deference, hesitated. " I might bring his basket up here," she said ; " he isn't a bit of trouble. He just goes to sleep and doesn't wake up until morning." As Delia opened the door to go down, the rippling measures of " The Spring Song," played softly, came up to them. Sophie had a vision of Diana in her shimmering gown, waiting in the moonlight for An- thony. Delia came back with the basket It was of brown wicker with brown cushions. Peter, curled up in it, made a sunflower combination. " You are sure you're all right, Miss Sophie ? " De- lia asked as she stood on the threshold. " If you don't want the electric light, there's a, candle on your table, and if you like the air straight from the sea you can open the door on the porch. Miss Diana used to like to lie and look at the moonlight." The whole world seemed obsessed by the moon- light Its white radiance, when Mrs. Martens at last turned off the glaring bulbs, seemed to cast a spell 39 GLORT OF YOUTH over sea and land. She stepped out on the porch, and was awed by the beauty of the wide sweep of shining sky and sea. Then, far below on the hid- den road, she heard the beat of a motor. The sound ceased and a man's quick step came up the path. There was the whirr of an electric bell, and she knew that Anthony had come. Well, Diana had her Anthony and she had Peter ! She laughed a litde to stifle a sigh. Diana had the substance she her shadowy memories. A faint breeze had sprung up. The yachts tugged at their moorings as the tide turned. Far to die southeast Minot's light blinked its one-four- three " I-warn-you " message to the ships. Diana had once said of it, " The sweethearts off the coast translate it differently ' I-love-you.' That's what Anthony told me." How she had always quoted him ! Even when for a brief time she had drifted toward that other, she had clung to her belief in Anthony's faith and good- ness and when she had shaken herself free she had flown back to him. And now in the dim room below Diana was com- ing at last into her own ! The little lady crept into bed, shivering perhaps 40 IN WHICH DIANA REAPS with the chill of the spring night, perhaps with the thought of the happiness from which she was left out. Presently she heard again the beat of the motor. Beginning in front of the house, it grew fainter in the distance ; then silence, and at last a soft step on the stairs. " Sophie," there was that in Diana's voice which made her sit up and listen, " Sophie, are you asleep?" Mrs. Martens lighted the bedside candle with shaking hands. Diana came forward into the circle of light. Diana with all of youth gone from her Diana stripped of joy. Diana with the shimmering blue gown seeming to mock the tragedy in her face. She came up to the bed and stood looking down at her friend. " Listen, Sophie," she said, brokenly, " see what I've done. Anthony is engaged, Sophie Engaged to another girl ' " Peter, in his basket, slept soundly all night But Sophie slept not at all. And early in the morning she went down to her friend. Diana had taken the room which had been her mother's. She had kept the carved canopy bed and GLORT OF TOUTH other massive pieces, but she had changed the hangings and the wall covering from mauve to rose- color. " You see, Sophie," she had explained one day in Berlin, " there comes a time in the life of every woman when she needs rose-color to counteract the gray of her existence. If you put blue with gray you get gray. But if you put pink with gray you get rose-color. Perhaps you didn't know that before, Sophie, but now you do. And you'll know also that when I dare wear a blue gown I am feeling posi- tively infantile." Diana, in neglige, had always made Mrs. Martens think of a rose in bloom. She had a fashion of swathing her head, cap-fashion, in wide pink ribbon, and her crlpe kimonos always reflected the same en- chanting hue. But this morning it was a white rose which lay back on the pillows. Diana's loose brown braids hung straight down on each side of her pale face. There were shadows under her eyes. " Don't look at me that way, Sophie," she said, sharply, as Mrs. Martens came up to the bed. " I I'm not going into a decline or break my heart or " 42 IN WHICH DIANA REAPS She broke off and said in a changed voice, ; * You're a dear." Then with a pitiful little laugfy "' It wouldn't be so hard but she's so young, Sophie." " Eighteen poor Anthony 1 " " Do you think he is really unhappy, Sophie ? " The night before when she had lain in Mrs. Martens' comforting arms, she had thought only of her own misery. For a time she had been just a lit- tle sobbing child to be consoled. All her poise, all her self-restraint had gone down under the force of the overwhelming shock. But now a wild hope sprang up in her breast. Why should two people suffer for the sake of one ? And the other girl was so young she would get over it Yet, remembering Anthony's face as he had left her, she had little hope. " I wish you might have been prepared for this," he had said. " I wrote a letter, but it must have missed you. Perhaps it has been best to talk it out that's why I came. May I still come, sometimes^ Diana ? " Then her pride had risen to meet the crisis. " As if anything could spoil our friendship, An- 43 GLORT OF TOUTH thony," she had told him bravely. " I want you to come and some day you must bring the Girl." " You will like her," he had said, eagerly, with a man's blundering confidence, " and you can help her. She is very lonely, Diana and I vvas lonely " That had been the one shred of apology which he had vouchsafed for the act which had spoiled their lives. When he had first entered the moonlighted room, she had turned from the piano and had held out her hands to him. He had taken them, and had stood looking down at her, with eyes which spoke what his lips would not say. And at last he had asked, " Why didn't you marry that fellow in Berlin, Di ? " " Because I didn't love him, Anthony. I found out just in time and I found out, too, just in time that- it was you Anthony." Then he had said, " Hush," and had dropped her hands, and after a long time, he had spoken. " DL, I've asked another woman to marry me, and she has said, 'Yes.'" Out of a stunned silence she had whispered. "How did it happen ? " 44 IN WHICH DIANA REAPS " Don't ask me it is done and it can't be un* done we have made a mess of things, Diana " He gave the bare details ; of the sick mother who had crept back after years of absence to die in her own town, of the girl and her loneliness, of her child like faith in him. When he had finished, she had laid her hand on his arm. " But do you love her, do you really love her, Anthony ? " had been her desolate demand. He had drawn back, and not meeting her eyes, had said, very low, " You haven't the right to ask that question, Di, or I to answer it " And in that moment she had realized that the bar- rier which separated herself and Anthony was high enough to shut out happiness. " Oh oh." As Diana's thoughts came back to the- present, she sat up in bed and wept helplessly. " Oh v I don't know what I am going to do, Sophie,, I've always been so self-sufficient, and now it seems as if my whole world revolves about one man " Never before had Diana, self-contained Diana s talked to her friend of the things which lay deep beneath the surface, but now she revealed her soul to the little woman who had known love in all its fulfilment, and who, having lost that love, still lived 45 GLORT OF TOUTH " What you must do," said Sophie, softly, " is to face it. You've got to look at the thing squarely, dearest-dear. It is because you and Anthony forgot to keep burning the sacred fires that this trouble has come upon you." " What do you mean, Sophie ? " " When two people love each other," said Sophie, slowly, "it is a wonderful thing, a sacred thing, Diana. What you gave Ulric was not love you were fascinated for the moment, and when you found him disappointing, you let him go lightly, yet all the time, deep in your heart, was this great Anthony is it not so, my Diana ? " "Yes," the other whispered, with her face hidden. " And Anthony, when he thought he had lost you, took this little girl to fill your place and she can never fill it, and so because each of you has made of love a light thing, you must have your punish- ment. We must reap what we sow, Diana. " Don't think I am not sympathetic, liebchen," she went on, " but, oh, Diana, I'd rather see you this way than with Ulric Van Rosen as your lover." She knelt by the bed with her arms about her friend. Two years before Diana had comforted 46 IN WHICH DIANA REAPS Sophie when death had claimed the great-hearted husband who had made the little woman's life com- plete. Since then they had clung together, and there had developed in Sophie an almost maternal devotion for the brilliant girl who had hitherto moved through life triumphant and serene. Delia, at the door, presented a worried face. " I've got some milk toast for Miss Diana," she explained, " and your breakfast is waiting for you, Miss Sophie " " Breakfast," Diana pushed back the brown bright- ness of her hair and laughed hysterically ; " is that the way the world must go on for me now, Sophie ? You know for you've been through it must I eat and drink and be merry when my heart is broken ?" " Hush." Again she was in Sophie's arms. " Delia will hear." But Delia's imagination had not grasped the pos- sibility of any mental or spiritual disturbance. " I guess she's got one of her mother's headaches," she said, as she edged herself further into the room. " I always knew she'd have them some day although up to now she's been perfectly well.*' " Set the tray on the table, Delia," Mrs. Martens 47 GLORT OF YOUTH spoke over her shoulder, " and I'll come down pres- ently and you might go up and get Peter. I think I shut the door as I came out " Delia took the hint " There's broiled fish and waffles," she complained, as she departed, " and they don't taste any better for waiting." "You go down, Sophie," said Diana, when they were alone " and I'll get up presently, and then I'll see some way out of it " At her tone, her friend who had crossed the room to pull up the shades turned and looked at her, " What way can you see, Diana ? " Diana slipped out of bed and stood up, tall and white, with the long brown braids hanging heavily to her knees. " There must be some way," she said, " for all of us. I don't believe in sitting down and letting things go wrong, and they may be as wrong for that little girl as for Anthony and me surely one must use common sense in a case like this " Sophie pulled up the curtain, letting in a flood of sunshine. " One may use common sense," she said, " but one must be very careful " Diana twisted her braids into a coronet, and put 48 IN WHICH DIANA REAPS on a padded Japanese robe, for the air blew cool from the sea. Then she sat down at her desk. " I am going to ask her to come and visit me, So- phie. I want you to take the letter when you go down to breakfast" " To visit you who ? " " Bettina. She can stay until Anthony's big house is ready. I want to know his little girl." While Diana wrote her note, Sophie stepped out on the porch which matched her own above it. The harbor lay still and beautiful, a sapphire sheet in the morning calm. The anchored boats seemed to sleep like great white birds on its bosom. Suddenly there broke upon the stillness the sound of a great buzzing, as of some mammoth bee. " What is it ? " asked Diana, standing in the door- way. " Look, oh, look," cried Sophie, and then they saw above them, darting like a dragon-fly through the golden haze, a magic ship of the air. "I wonder who's flying," said Diana, as they watched it go up and up until it was a mere speck against the blue. " They are daring folk, these fly ing men yet there are men more daring. If you could see Anthony's hands ! Those strong, comp^- 49 GLORT OF TOUTH tent hands that work with instruments and surgeon's needles, and a slip may mean some one's life it's such men who are the bravest, Sophie, not the men who fly." The little woman stepped back within the circle of her friend's arm. Diana towered a head above her, yet spiritually she leaned on Sophie's fineness and faith. Their eyes followed that astounding flight, but their thoughts were with a man whose mornings were spent not in the golden radiance of the upper air, but in the bare blackness of an operating room. Suddenly Diana spoke sharply. " If I have lost him, Sophie, what shall I do ? " " What do all women do," said Sophie, still gaz. ing with rapt face up into the heavens, " what do alJ women do who lose the men they love ? They pray for courage, Diana, and for strength and then and then they fight as best they can until the end Diana." CHAPTER IV WHITE LILACS ISN'T it dear of her to ask me ? " " Very." Anthony took the note which Bet- tina handed him. In his desk were many letters written on the gray paper with the silver monogram. Subconsciously he realized that he ought to des- troy them, but there was time enough for that. " She says she wants me to stay with her all sum- mer ; do you think I ought ? " " She would not have asked you if she had not meant it" Bettina, with her small feet on the fender, con- sidered the situation. " You'll have to come and see me there, and I'll miss our twilight talks by the fire, with Miss Mat- thews away, and tea, and no one to interrupt " ' The days are growing longer. Soon there will be no twilights and no fire " " And you want me to go ? " His nature was perfectly honest, and he meant GLORT OF TOUTH that there should be no barriers between himself and this child- woman. So he told her the truth. " I don't know. But you'll be very gay. There'll be the dances at the yacht clubs, and you'll be enter- tained on the boats, and you'll meet lots of people. Diana knows every one, and her money and posi- tion and her beauty make her much in demand." " Isn't it funny she has never married ? " " Funny " sharply ; " no, it's not funny. It's tragic." " Why ? " " Because such women as Diana should marry. She has all the qualities for a wife and mother she is wise and true and good, and there aren't many women like that in the world " " Oh," the girl drew her breath quickly, " I'm not like that I'm little and childish, and I'm not wise." He saw what he had done and tried to make amends. " You are you, Bettina." " Well," Bettina crossed the hearth-rug, and sat down on a stool at his feet, " she's awfully old, isn't she?" " My dear, she's years younger than I." "Oh, you," she laughed and laid her cheek 52 WHITE LILACS against his hand. " Your heart is just my age, isn't it?" He moved restlessly, then stood up, with Diana's note still in his hand. " You'd better write and tell her you'll come," he said. " I'll take you over to-morrow in my car." She surveyed him wistfully. " Oh, must you really go ? " " Yes. There's the old man with the pneumonia, and the girl with appendicitis, and the new baby at the hospital I can't neglect them, Bettina." " When we are married," she asked, tremulously, " will all these sick people keep you from me " "A doctor belongs to his patients, my dear " " I suppose he does," pensively, " but I shall be terribly jealous of your old men with the pneumonia, and your girls with appendicitis. I shall want you." If she had hoped to please him by her frank avowal she failed, for he stood looking at her with an expression which made her say hastily, " Don't you want me to want you ? " " I was wondering if I could make you happy." She gave a little musical note of protest. " I am the happiest girl in the world, except oh, if mother could only know. " 53 GLORT OF TOUTH With a quick change of mood, she was sobbing in his arms. The masses of her hair lay soft against his lips, one slim white hand crept to touch his cheek. He imprisoned the small hand in his. " We must have a ring for this soon," and she shifted her head so that she could look up at him from under wet lashes. " Oh," she said, " shall I ? " " Of course. What shall it be ? " " Anything but pearls ; they mean tears, you know." With a quick throb of the heart, he remembered that Diana always wore pearls. Was there some- thing after all in the old superstition, and were the rest of Diana's days to be dreary because she had chosen the wrong jewels ? Diana, Diana, Diana, would his mind never leave her? Then as if his thought had brought her, he heard her voice upon the stairs. " May I come up ? I rang, but no one answered." " The bell is broken." He hurried out into the hall, and watched her ascend, with her arms full of white lilacs, her gray eyes shaded by a white veil thrown back from a broad hat, and around her throat the inevitable string of pearls. 54 WHITE LILACS " I've come to bring some of my flowers to your little Betty child, and to get her answer to my note." She was smiling now, smiling at him, and at Bettina, who had come forward timidly. Diana laid the lilacs on the table, and drew the girl into her arms. " When shall it be, my dear ? It seems such a perfect plan to me. The big house isn't finished. You can't go into it until fall, and I can help you get things ready. What do you think, Anthony?" " I don't know. I'll leave it to your wisdom." " Then I am sure it will be best," she responded cheerfully, "and now, why not to-morrow?" " I haven't anything to wear," Bettina stated, anx- iously. " There's a sewing woman at the house, and Sophie and I have brought lots of things from Paris." " Really ? And will you tell me all about your trip?" " Sophie will tell you. She's the talker. I like to listen Anthony knows that." If she had meant to stab him by reviving old memories, she succeeded. How he had missed the responsiveness which had spurred him on to talk his best only his hurt heart knew. It had been her be- 55 GLORT OF TOUTH lief in him, which had supplemented his ability, and had brought him success, and he knew it and she knew it, and now Bettina was to try to play that in- spiring part. Nothing of his thought showed, however, in his impassive countenance. He stood up and held out his hand. " My old man with the pneumonia is waiting," he said, " and you'll want to visit a bit with Bettina." " But there's one thing," he continued hurriedly, " that I'd like to speak of before I leave to have settled. Do you think it will be wise to make a public announcement of our engagement ? " " Why not ? " sharply. Bettina glanced from one to the other, conscious of some undercurrent of feeling which she did not share. " It's just this way," said Anthony, slowly ; " if Bettina could meet your friends and mine, under your auspices, chaperoned by you, they would dis- cover her charms and loveliness," he smiled at the girl, " and they'd then welcome her with open arms. Now she knows none of them ; it would be only on your account that she would be received, not upon her own, and I think she'd like the other bettei 56 WHITE LILACS Diana. What do you think, Bettina ? " he asked. " It is for you to say." Bettina, who was making 1 a tiny white nosegay of lilacs to pin on Anthony's coat, turned to them a sparkling countenance. " Me does it matter ? Does anything matter except that I am going to marry you, Anthony ? " She held out her hands to him, laughing over her shoulder at Diana. With her flower face, her hair of gold, her figure slim and swaying like a lily on its stem, she was radiantly, almost impertinently young, and, with a sudden sense of age and weari- ness, Diana buried her face in the lilacs to hide a whiteness which matched their own. But she had not been quick enough to escape the keen eyes of Anthony. He dropped Bettina's hands. " I'll stop to-morrow morning, child, on my way to the sanatorium, and take you over." " And dine with us later," said Diana. " I'm going to have a lot of people. It will be a sort of im- promptu housewarming. I've telephoned about a dozen old friends." " But I haven't anything to wear." Bettina was again in a panic, 57 GLORT OF TOUTH "You'll have about twelve hours to get ready/' Diana comforted ; " we can do a lot in that time." But her mind was not on clothes, for she followed the doctor out into the hall to say, "She's jusv sweet, Anthony " " Don't," suddenly all the calm of his fine face was broken up, " don't, Diana " Then Bettina came out with the little nosegay of white lilacs. " You were going away without it," she said reproachfully to the doctor, who was half-way down the stairway. " Throw it to me and I'll catch it," he called. But she ran after him and pinned it on and dropped a hasty kiss in the midst of its fragrance, and ran up again, blushing. And Diana watched the little scene from the top of the stairs and wondered if she ha.d overestimated her own power to endure. The two women, standing at the window high up in the hallway, saw the doctor depart, then Diana said, suddenly, " Betty, dear, must you wear black ? " The girl's lip trembled. " But mother " " I know. But, dearie, it wouldn't make her any 58 WHITE LILACS happier to see you so somber. And there's white for you, and all the pale, pretty tints, and you wouldn't be too gay, nor sadden others." " But your friend, Mrs. Martens," said Bettina, eagerly ; " Anthony pointed her out to me this after- noon she passed here on her way to the post- office, and she was in deep mourning " " Sophie's life is all behind her ; yours is ahead of you." " Wouldn't it seem like forgetting ? " " You can never forget But when you come to me there will be young people, and I want you to share their life. Shall we call it settled, and plan a white dress for to-morrow night ? " Diana had a fashion of calling things settled, and of bringing others to her point of view. Bettina had no sense of injury, but only boundless confi- dence in the decisions of the wonderful woman creature who was to fill her life with gladness. "There will be twelve of us to-morrow night," she sketched rapidly. "Anthony and you and Sophie and I will make four, then there will be two comfortable married couples, and Justin Ford, who is flying his hydro-aeroplane over the harbor, and Bobbie Tucker, who has his yacht in com' 59 GLORT OF YOUTH mission, and Sara Duffield, whom you won't care tor, because she is a bit of a snob, and Doris Sears, who is sweet and girlish and about your age. " Sophie and I have picked out the dress you are to wear," she continued. " I think you are just about Sophie's size, and there's an embroidered white, very sheer and fine, with a round low neck and short sleeves, and a girdle of amethyst, and silk stockings and satin slippers of the same color. I'm not sure whether the slippers will fit, but I fancy that a bit of cotton tucked into the toes would make them all right " And I want you to wear your hair like I saw the girls in Paris curled over your ears with a soft fringe you'll look adorably young, Betty, and so dear and sweet." The girl's cheeks were brilliant with excitement " Why, it doesn't seem true. Two days ago I was like Cinderella sitting in the ashes, and now I'm a fairy princess, and you are the fairy god- mother." " Am I, my dear ? " Diana spoke absently ; her eyes were on a wonderful piece of lace, which, framed quaintly against a background of velvet, hung above a cabinet in the corner. 60 WHITE LILACS " Where did you get that collar, Bettina ? " she asked. " It was one of the things that belonged to father's family," the girl explained. " You know he was an Italian, a Venetian and mother would never let me wear the collar or the old jewels. There's a queer ring. I'm going to give it to Anthony for a wedding ring." She spoke the last words with a charming hesita- tion, then went to the little cabinet in the corner and unlocked a drawer. Within was a carved box which when opened showed a massive golden circlet. " Dad wore it," said Bettina, " on his little finger, but his hands were fat. Anthony's fingers are slim, and he can fit it on the third finger. If he can't get it on the third finger, he shan't wear it" Diana stared at her in surprise. "Why not?" " Because it would remind me of Dad," said Bet- tina, " and I hated Dad." Here was a new phase of a nature which Diana had judged gentle and yielding. " But, my dear," she protested, " surely he was your father." " He broke mother's heart," said Bettina, obsti- nately ; " he loved so many times, and there's only 61 GLORT OF TOUTH one love that is worth while, and people who can go from one person to another aren't worth thinking about." It was the judgment of a child ignorant of life, but so aptly did her condemnation fit in with Sophie's words of the night before, that Diana drew a sharp breath. " Perhaps he was only mistaken," she said ; " perhaps he didn't understand until it was too late what he had lost." " He should have understood. I don't want to be harsh he was my father, and I wouldn't talk this way to every one. But suppose Anthony treated me the way my father treated mother. Suppose he told me he loved me, and then some day, I found that he cared for some one else. What would you think of him then what would you think of An- thony?" As she brought her argument to a triumphant close, Diana put up her white-gloved hands as if to ward off a blow, then she said, a little breathlessly, " Don't let Anthony wear the ring not yet " Bettina, unconscious of the emotion she had roused, put the ring back in the box. " I don't believe I shall," she said, thoughtfully ; M there's an old superstition that a ring worn by an 62 WHITE LILACS inconstant person carries inconstancy with it and while I don't believe it it would make me uncom- fortable." " It would indeed," was Diana's fervent connrma tion. She was still shivering with the shock of the girl- ish outburst. " She loves him," she said to herself in dismay. " She really loves him." She rose and laid her hand on Bettina's shoulder. " Forget to be unhappy while you are with me, Betty, dear. You are going to be very gay and, oh, so very, very young " She bent and kissed her. " And now, I want you to do two things for me ; first, you must call me Diana and second, you must believe that I am really your friend. If I ever do anything to make you doubt, remember this, that in my heart is just one wish, to help my old friend Anthony to happiness " The girl laughed softly, her head up, her eyes shining. " You can't make him much happier than he is," she said ; " it may sound awfully conceited, but I think he's happy because he's going to marry me Diana," CHAPTER V IN WHICH BETTINA DANCES DIANA'S house, set high on the rocks, hung over the harbor. In the quaint old town, front doors became back doors, kitchens looked out on the street, and the windows of living-rooms and dining-rooms faced the sea. But there were two seasons when the rocky and ignored gardens of the town were ablaze with beauty in the lilac month of the spring, and in the dahlia month of the fall. It was at the time of lilac bloom that Bettina came to make her wonderful visit to Diana, and, after an exciting day in which she had been swept from the hands of the dressmaker to the hands of the hair- dresser, thence to Sophie for inspection and to Diana for confirmation of the completeness of her attire, she found herself, arrayed in all her glory, alone in the wide hallway. The door was open at the end which faced the town, and the fragrance of the lilacs poured in. The soft wind swayed the branches of the bushes so that they 64 IN WHICH BET TIN A DANCES seemed to float like white and purple clouds against a background of blue. On the step sat Peter Pan, and as Bettina came toward him he rose to meet her and together they went down the path. It was there in the old garden that Justin and Bobbie came upon her. They were in the white flannels and blue coats which Diana's informality per- mitted. The insignia on Bobbie's cap proclaimed him a yachtsman. Justin, having presented Bobbie, smiled straight into Bettina' s eyes. " To think of finding you here," he said. " How is your hand ? " was her practical question, " Dr. Anthony cured it. I was able to fly yester* day over the harbor. When are you going to fly with me?" " Never." Bettina shivered with apprehension. " Oh, but you'd like it," broke in Bobbie, eagerly. "I've been up with him, and it's like floating on a sea of sunshine. I give you my word the sensation is delightful." Justin said no more on the subject He could wait, but some day he was going to fly with this little golden girl. He wondered who had been in- 65 GLORT OF YOUTH spired to dress her in that white and amethyst com- bination. She was as flower-like as the lilacs them- selves she belonged to them ; she was exquisite. He walked beside her, content to let Bobbie mon- opolize the conversation, which was unusuaJ, for Jus- tin liked to be the center of things. He had always been the center of things, and he was not diffident, as a rule, in his approaches toward friendship. " The funny thing about this place," Bobbie was saying, " is that you have to pass the kitchen door to get to the front When I was a little boy Delia used to roll out cookies on that table by the window, and I'd sit on the step and wait for them." " Delia's a dear," said Bettina. " I fell in love with her the minute I came. And I fell in love with Peter." Peter, hearing his name, jumped down from the stone wall, where he had been watching the robins, and again joined them. " Peter and I are old friends," said Bobbie, and stopped to pet him. " So you are going to stay with Diana ? " Justin asked. Bettina nodded, " Yes. Isn't she wonderful ? " " Wonderful. It's a pity we aren't a monarchy t 66 IN WHICH BETTINA DANCES so that Diana could rule as a queen. She's that kind of woman. A man instinctively looks up to her." " That's what Anthony says." Marveling somewhat at her familiar use of the name of the distinguished surgeon, Justin replied, " Oh, of course, Anthony thinks she's perfect He'll marry her some day." Bettina's startled glance questioned him. "What makes you say that? He won't, of course, but what makes you say it ? " " Because it would be such a perfect arrangement. They are so well matched." " It wouldn't be perfect at all. People who are alike never ought to marry. And, anyhow, they've never thought of such a thing." " How do you know ? " " Because they are not in love. Any one can see that who sees them together. They are just good friends and friendship is a very different thing from love." Justin stared a.t her in amazement for a moment, then he threw back his head and laughed. " Oh, wise young woman," he said, " talk to me some more of love " 67 GLORT OF TOUTH " Who's talking of love ? " asked Bobbie f coming up. " Bobbie doesn't think of anything else," said Jus- tin; " only he's never sure of its object. Last month it was Sara, and now it is Doris next week it will be - " " Next week," said Bobbie, firmly, " it will be Doris, and the next and the next and always - " They were on the porch now the wide porch with its rugs and low wicker chairs, its gay striped awn- ing and its bowls of white and purple lilacs. Sophie was waiting for them, and Justin greeted her with all the light carelessness gone from his " Dear lady, it is good to see you again, but hard to see this," and his eyes went to her black gown. Her lips were tremulous. " I know. But when I meet people who knew him, it does not make me sad ; it makes me glad because all of his friends are my good friends." " There are two men whom I always place side by side as peers ; one is Anthony Blake and the other your husband. The surgeon and the scientist - " " Yes," she said, " and they never met But Diana knew him and loved him." 68 IN WHICH BETTINA DANCES " And she loves Anthony " Mrs. Martens gave him a startled look. " Hush,' T she said. " Oh, no, you mustn't think that" " Perhaps she doesn't realize," he said, slowly, 11 but the world can see it with half an eye. And everybody knows Anthony's devotion." He stopped short as Diana appeared in the door- way. She wore white lace, with a crescent of pearls set just above the parting of her dark hair. Justin was on his feet in a moment " Diana, the huntress," he said. " You shouldn't appear like that suddenly on a moonlight night unless you want to be worshiped as a goddess " ' Diana laughed. " Please don't call me ' the huntress ' again. It has a sort of ' woman still pur- sued him ' sound." Justin, with Diana, was his light mocking self. With Bettina he had been self-conscious, with Sophie tenderly sympathetic but Diana played up, as it were, to his boyish attitude of adoration. " Are we all here but Anthony ? " she asked, with her eyes sweeping the length of the porch where the guests had gathered. " He's probably looking after somebody with appendicitis, or with a broken arm " 69 GLORT OF TOUTH " No, he isn't" Bettina spoke with the assur- ance of direct knowledge. " This time it is a man's nose ; it had to be sewed up." She shivered as she said it, and her audience roared. " I'm glad it's not Bobbie's nose," said Justin ; " it's the only really handsome feature he possesses isn't it, Doris ? " The blushing Doris murmured inarticulately. She thought Bobbie beautiful, and wondered why any one should designate his nose so explicitly. Diana regretted that she had not warned Bettina against such assumption of intimacy with Anthony. If people were not to know of the engagement, it was not well But Anthony had come, perfectly groomed, from the tips of his white shoes to the top of his head, and presently he was bending over her hand, and saying, pleasantly, "It's a jolly lot of us you've got to- gether, Di. Did I keep you waiting ? " "If you had, it wouldn't be me, but Delia, to whom you'd have to apologize. She's the real head of the house, you know." Justin took Bettina out, Anthony took Sophie, and one of the married men Diana. At the table Bettina 70 IN WHICH BETTINA DANCES sat between the other married man and Justin, much to her discomfort, for she craved the seat next to the doctor, where perchance she might slip her fingers into his ; he seemed so far away, and they were all strangers. But no one could be shy with Justin. " Of course we're going to be great friends," he said. Bettina eyed him doubtfully. "Why?" she asked. Here at least was no meek surrender to his charms, and Justin girded himself for the flirtation. " Well, I'm Diana's friend," he ventured. "Yes?" " Isn't that reason enough ? " " No." "Why not?" " I like to choose my friends for myself." " Won't you choose me ? " She smiled up at him. " Of course ; don't be silly. r> After that they got on famously. Justin exerted himself to please, and Bettina, with shining eyes, laughed softly in response to his clever wit. Sara Dumeld watched and wondered. Justin had of late seemed her especial property. Yet she had GLORT OF TOUTH heard him offer to take this strange young woman in his aeroplane, and he had never taken Sara. " Who is she ? " Sara asked of Bobbie, who was next to her. " A friend of Diana's. She has been looking after her sick mother for a year. Then Mrs. Dolce died, and Diana asked the girl here. She's a beauty, isn't she ? " "Yes," said Sara, who, in certain shimmering greens and blues, looked like a shining little pea- cock, an effect which was further emphasized by a slender feather caught by an emerald which she wore in her black hair. " Where did she live before she came to Diana ? " " In the top of the Lane mansion." " The Lane mansion." Sara's tone was scornful. " But it's an awful old place " " I fancy they didn't have much money. But she doesn't need it, not with that face." " Doris had better look out," said Sara, unpleas- antly. " Doris ? " Bobbie's round young face grew red. " Doris is the last one, Sara, and there won't be any other. You and Justin can just let that subject alone." 72 IN WHICH BETTINA DANCES Sara shrugged her shoulders, and returned to her survey of Bettina. " I wonder where she got that stunning gown, if she's so poor. It's straight from Paris." "Oh, you women," Bobbie exploded, and rested his eyes on Doris, across the table, and the thought of her gentleness was like soothing balm in contrast to Sara's sharpness. After dinner Diana sang. She sat at the piano, which was placed just within the door of the un- lighted music room, and her guests grouped them- selves on the porch outside. She gave them, first, a little German serenade, then a gay bit of Paris music-hall frivolity, and finally her fingers strayed into the accompaniment of a song which she had written for Anthony. It was called " The Wind From the Sea," and it had a haunting refrain. 73 GLORT OF YOUTH Diana's thrilling voice rose and fell with the beat ing cadences. She had sung the song for Anthony on the night before she sailed for Berlin, and when she had finished he had made once more his in- sistent plea, and she had said, " Wait" Bettina, next to Anthony, in a corner of the porch, had had a rapturous moment when he had murmured, " How lovely you are to-night," and had laid his hand over hers in the darkness. But as Diana sang, her joy was suddenly shadowed. Why was Diana singing things that seemed to drag the heart out of one, and why had Anthony taken his hand away, and why was he so still ? Even as she questioned the search-light from the little ferry that plied between the Head and the Neck sent a shaft of blinding radiance across the harbor. Bettina caught a glimpse of her lover's face, an(i of the longing look in his eyes as they rested on Diana. Why did Anthony look at Diana like that ? As the insistent question obsessed her, Bettina was conscious of no feeling of jealousy. Her faith in Anthony made impossible any thought that his heart was not wholly hers. She merely coveted the look in his eyes as they rested on another woman. 74 IN WHICH BET TIN A DANCES " Of course it's just the way she sings," she told herself, restlessly. " Why, it almost makes me cry." The music ceased abruptly, and Diana sat very still in the darkness. It was Sophie's voice which broke the silence. " Betty, dear, haven't you a song for us?" " No," came the response from the far corner. " Dad sang. I can only dance." "Really?" Justin was on his feet at once. "I! you'll dance, we will light all the candles in the music room." Bettina came forward. " It's an interpretive dance. Can you play the ' Spring Song,' Diana ? " Sophie, observing anxiously, wondered what fur- ther test would try her friend. But she saw no sign of an emotion which had to do with a night when Diana had waited in the moonlight for the lover who belonged to another woman, as with firm iowdb she played the first chords of the rippling melody. And Bettina danced. Justin, watching her, thought of lilacs blown by light breezes, of clouds on a May morning, of the drift of white petals from blossoming trees. Was she a woman or a wraith, this slender thing swaying in the candle-light ? 75 GLORT OF YOUTH Anthony watched, too, leaning back, tired, in his chair. Diana watched, and asked herself, "Can any man resist such youth and beauty ? " And Sophie watched, and said to herself, out of the pity of her great and loving heart, " She is such a child and things are going to be hard for her." When Bettina finished, she went straight back to Anthony. " Did you like it ? " she demanded. But his answer was lost in the applause which forced her to face the rest of them, and explain : " Dad taught me. He loved beauty, and he felt that the dance was beauty in motion." " Sit here by me," urged Justin, in a wheedling tone, and placed a chair for her. Bettina yearned wistfully for her corner and An~ thony, but Sara was there now, and her light hard laugh floated out to them. " I think I'm tired," said Bettina, as she dropped into the chair, and Justin, the much sought after Justin, looked at her with chagrin. " Are you tired of me ? " he asked in an injured voice. She shook her head. " No but it's been an ex- citing day " 76 IN WHICH BET TIN A DANCES Somewhere back in the house the telephone rang, and presently Delia came out for the doctor. " You're wanted at the Neck, sir," she said ; " it's the old gentleman with the pneumonia." As Anthony went to answer the call, the other guests said their farewells. Justin reproached Bettina. " You haven't been a bit good to me ; if I come again will you talk to me?" Bettina smiled. " I'll let you talk to me." "When?" She turned to Sophie. " When shall I let him come ? " " He'll see you to-morrow on Bobbie's boat," said Sophie ; " he wants us for lunch " " Till to-morrow, then," said Justin, and bent over her hand ; then he ran down the porch steps to Sara, who was waiting with her head held high. When Anthony came back from the telephone Bettina said, mournfully, " Now you must go, and I haven't talked to you for a single minute." He looked down into the wistful face, and hesi- tated, then he asked, " Would you like to ride with me over to the Neck ? It won't take long, but you'd have time to tell me all about your beautiful day." She was radiant at once. 77 GLORT OF TOUTH " Of course I can go." " Take my cloak," said Sophie ; " the long black one ; it's warmer, and the air is cool.'' Diana, returning from a conference with Delia, asked, " Where's Betty? " t( Gone for a little ride with Anthony." " But, Sophie, what will people say at this hour?" " I ":old her to wear my black cloak," said Sophie ; " it's less conspicuous, and she was so eager." Diana stood very still in the darkness. How she coveted the intimacy of the little car ! She had rid- den so often with Anthony, and he never talked so well as when driving ; he never revealed so fully the depth and fineness of his great nature. Would he reveal himself to Bettina? Would he? And was she shut out from his life forever ? She went up-stairs slowly. " You wait for them, Sophie," she said. "I'm tired it's been a hard day " " Poor dear." Sophie stood looking up at her from the foot of the stairs. " I'll come up and rub your head presently." " It isn't my head," Diana answered over her shoulder. IN WHICH BETTINA DANCES " Poor dear," said Sophie again, softly, and saw with anxious eyes the droop of the ascending figure in the white gown. An hour later Bettina came. " We rode across the causeway, and down the shore drive. It was beautiful and Anthony is going to take me again. It's been such a lovely, lovely day, Mrs. Martens." All the doubts of the early evening had been swept away, and Bettina was triumphantly happy. When they reached the second floor, she stopped outside of Diana's room. "Good-night, dear lady," she called softly, with her lips against the door. " Good-night," came faintly, then after a moment^ " dear child." But Diana did not open the door. CHAPTER VI "FOR EVERY MAN THERE IS JUST ONE WOMAN" WHEN Sophie, having donned a smoke-gray kimono and brushed her shining hair, went down to Diana, she expected to find her pensive. She found her, instead, with various little white jars and silver bottles set before her on her dressing table. " When a woman takes to cold cream, Sophie," she remarked, as her friend came in, " it's a deadly sign. It shows that she has found her first wrinkle." 44 Diana, how can you ! You know that you are beautiful without such aids." 44 When I was in Paris," Diana continued, " I was persuaded into buying these. I was told that they held the secret of perpetual youth." 4< Perpetual youth is from the heart, Diana." 44 Then my heart is as old as the ages." Diana was gazing into the mirror, which reflected her tired face. So "JUST ONE WOMAN' " I can't think of anything but that child, dancing in the candle-light Oh, youth, youth, Sophie ; is there anything like it in the whole wide world I " " Diana," Sophie's voice was sharpened by her solicitude, " come away from that mirror." Diana obediently turned her back on her dressing table, and presently she said, " I wonder if it was wise to have her here ? " " Bettina ? " " Yes." Sophie was thoughtful. " I'm not sure. Yet it seemed to me to-night that perhaps you had been wise " " What made you think that ? " " Anthony's face when you played, Diana." " Oh ! " Diana crossed the room and dropped down on the rug at her friend's feet " Tell me how he looked," she said, softly, with her arm out- flung across the other's knees. " It was just in a flash that I saw his face under the search-light from the ferry. It was the face of a man who had lost the one woman in the world for him, Diana." "If I could believe that," said Diana, tensely " nothing else would matter." ll GLORT OF TOUTH - Yet, believing it, how can it be right for him to marry some one else ? " Diana, with her chin propped between her hands, stared with wide eyes into space. " It isn't right but she loves him, Sophie." " Yet she's not the one woman oh, what a mud- dle, Diana." " What a muddle," and for a time they sat in si- lence. Then Sophie said, " Perhaps it's because I was so happy in my marriage that I can see so clearly. I've worked it out this way, dearest, dear that in all the world there's just one woman for one man. If he meets and marries her, no matter how hard their life may be, they will be drawn together, not separated, by the hardness ; no matter how the world may use them, they will cling together against the world. But when a man marries the wrong woman, he goes through life a half-man, crippled in mind and spirit, because of his mistake. Sometimes the man finds the one woman in a second marriage ; sometimes he finds her too late ; sometimes he is too blind to know that she is the one woman, and he lets hex go, to discover afterward that no other can fill his life. That's the pity of it. If Anthony marries 82 GLORT OF TOUTH Delia, I'm just dying for some of your good New England cooking ! ' ] " Maybe she's in love," said little Jane, who was romantic. Delia turned her omelette deftly. " Of course she is. Everybody knows she just about worships Dr. Blake, only she won't marry him till she gets good and ready. That's the house he's building for her up the road, with the red-tiled roof and the wide stone porches. He had the window of her room toward Minot's, so that the light could say, ' I love you ' to her at night" " She'd better look out," stated little Jane, with provincial frankness ; " if she waits too long he'll be finding some one else to say ' I love you ' to." " You keep your mind on that toast," Delia was dishing up the omelette, " and don't you forget that Miss Diana isn't the kind that a man goes back on. She could have had a dozen richer men than the doctor. But she didn't want them, and maybe she doesn't want him, but don't you get it into your head that he wants anybody else." Little Jane sniffed. " You can't tell about men,'' she said, as she went out of the door with Bettina's tray. "JUST ONE WOMAN" Bettina, sitting up in bed, welcomed little Jane with enthusiasm. She ate everything from straw- berries to omelette with a hearty appetite, then she lay comfortably, looking out toward the eastern horizon where the smoky streak of a steamer showed faintly. Presently Sophie came in with a gown of white serge of simple lines, with wide collar and cuffs of sheer embroidered muslin. " Diana insisted that I should get some white things in Paris," she said, as she laid it over a chair. " She hoped that I might be induced to dress in something besides black, but I can't, and so I am sure that you will be willing to wear these out for me, my dear." Bettina put one bare foot on the floor, then the other, then she fluttered across the room like a white butterfly and embraced Mrs. Martens. " It's lovely, only it doesn't seem quite right for me to take everything." "It is right. They would lie in my trunks until they were out of fashion. There's a white felt hat that goes with this, and a long white coat, and Diana is going to take you over to town this morning to get white shoes and gloves and a veil : 85 GLORT OF TOUTH " How old is he ? " "Twenty-six. I didn't realize until I reached here that he was flying again. He does such dangerous things. I saw the aeroplane yesterday morning, and found out afterward that he was up and since then my heart seems to stop every time I think of him in the air " With all the optimism of youth, Bettina tried to reassure her. " He said last night that he was very careful. He wants to take me up." " Oh, don't ever do anything so dreadful." "I couldn't if I wanted to. Anthony made me promise last night that I wouldn't " She said it with a comfortable sense of her lover's care for her ; " I'd rather ride any day with Anthony in his little car." " My dear," Sophie said with some hesitation, " I'm going to suggest that except to Diana and myself, you try not to seem too much interested in your doctor the world might suspect and you don't want to announce your engagement yet, Diana tells me " Bettina shrugged her white shoulders. " I don't care if everybody knows," she said ; " but Diana 88 "JUST ONE WOMAN' thought that Anthony's friends might like to get ac- quainted with me first. But if you could know what he's been to me, Mrs. Martens why, when I waked this morning it seemed like a dream to think that I wasn't in the top floor of the old Lane house, with Miss Matthews making her breakfast coffee over an alcohol stove, and a little impatient because I hadn't the toast ready, and with the prospect ahead of me of another lonely day, when I should try to read and try not to think, and miss mother until I nearly died. " Do you wonder that I love him ? " She came up to Mrs. Martens and put her hands on her shoulders. " He's so wonderful and good and he loves me " Sophie could not meet the frank young eyes. " It's nice that you feel that way," she said, " and I hope you don't mind what I said it was only that it might save you some future embarrassment." " I'll be careful," said Bettina, " only I'm perfectly sure that everybody will know every time I look at Anthony that he's the one man in the world for me. You can't imagine how uninteresting other men seem beside himand then his manner, isn't it lovely and protecting and sure ? " Sophie had a sudden sense of the comedy which was intermingled with the tragic of the situation. GLORY OF TOUTH fortable, and have pretty clothes, and every- thing." " Of course you do," said Justin, responding to her mood, lightly, " but you don't want to get Dr. Blake after you he preaches a gospel of endeavor." " Oh 1 " There was a note of dismay in Bettina's voice. " But not all of us can be bees. Some of us must be the butterflies." Justin spoke, somewhat seriously : " I've been a butterfly for three years, and I give you my word I'm not getting much out of it. Seeing Mrs. Martens has brought back the days when I worked over there in Germany to get the money to finish my studies. Has she told you how I used to go to her and drink her delicious coffee and eat thick bread and butter, and bask in her sympathy until I got the courage to go on again ? Yet I felt all the time that I was get- ting somewhere, and here I'm stagnating " Bettina settled herself back comfortably in her cushioned seat " Well, I don't think if s anything to worry about. It seems perfectly wonderful to me not to have anything to do if I had mother back," her voice trembled, "I wouldn't care how much I had to work for her but after she left me, every- thing seemed so so sordid, and hard and 92 "JUST ONE WOMAN" Oh, I hated it and then " She drew herself up sharply. " Then ? " Justin prompted her " Diana came," she went on, after a moment's hesitation, " and now everything will be different." Justin had a baffled sense of some mystery from the solution of which he was shut out, but he merely said, heartily, " I hope you'll stay forever," and felt his heart leap as the ends of her white veil fluttered against his lips. GLORT OF TOUTH get nervous, you know, and all that; you really mustn't stay you weren't made to have your mind on such things." " But Diana's mind is on them." " Diana is different." That Diana was different was being demonstrated at that very moment in an upper room, where a lit- tle white slip of a girl had welcomed her with a wailing cry " I'm afraid." " My dear," Diana bent over the bed, " there's nothing to be afraid of, not with your doctor." " But if I should die." " You're not going to die." " But how do you know ? " " Because your good doctor has said so and he knows " " But sometimes people do die." Diana signed to the nurse to go out, and then she knelt by the bed. " Dear child," she said, softly, " life is such a short journey for all of us, and beyond is a wonder land. When I was a little girl I used to wish that I might die, and I thought that my lonely little soul might sail and sail in a silver boat until I came to the shores of that far country where I should find my 96 HARBOR LIGHT father and mother waiting. I was such a dreary lit- tle orphan, and I wanted love. And I knew that in that country Love waited for me as it is waiting for you. Would it be so hard to go after all the pain, if Love willed it so ? " " I hadn't thought of it that way." " Then think of it now. But most of all think of life, and of what it will mean to you when wise Dr. Blake has made you well. And think of this, too, that when you wake up from your long sleep there will be a bunch of white lilacs right here on this little table to welcome you back to the world will you promise to think of the white lilacs until you go to sleep ? " She was talking against time, trying to get the tense look out of the girl's eyes. And now she was rewarded by the lowered lids and the relaxing of the little figure in her arms. " I am going to think of the lilacs," the girl whis- pered. " Are you very sure they will be there ? " " Very sure, dear." "Then I'm ready " Diana, going out, met Anthony. " She's all right," she said. " I'm glad you had me come. oy HARBOR LIGHT which was the picturesque name Anthony had given his house because, as he explained, it was to be a beacon to such derelicts as drifted there. There were men and women of wealth who came to be fortified for another season of excitement, and there were men and women to whom the doctor gave lodging and his skill without financial recom- pense. But no one knew to whom such charity was extended, and all were equal in care and treat ment. Most of the nurses, too, had been there long enough to know the inspiration and uplift which was brought by the gracious lady in the white gpwn. When the patients asked, "Who is she?" the reply was whispered, " Diana Gregory. Every- body hopes she'll marry the doctor. He's dead in love with her." At last Diana slipped away, promising to come again soon to look at the weaving, to see the new pottery " But not now," she insisted, brightly ; " there's some one waiting for me down-stairs." She found Bettina still sitting stiffly on the edge of the chair. She had sent Justin back to Sophie, and 3, nurse had taken away the lilacs. All the glory 99 GLORT OF TOUTH had gone out of her morning when Anthony had asked for Diana. " Why didn't he want me ? " she demanded, when Diana came toward her with an eager apology. " Why didn't Anthony want me ? " "My dear, he always wants you, but there's an operation on now." " On that girl with appendicitis ? " "Yes." "Oh, how can he do it, Diana? I think it's dreadful to to hurt people " " He doesn't hurt them, dear." " But it's horrid. I I hate it" " Betty 1 " "I I shan't ever let him talk about it to me." The child's breath was coming quickly. " Never- never never, when we are married and I'm going to make him give it up " "Give it up?" Diana's voice rang clear and sharp. " Give what up ? " " His surgery. I didn't mind the other when he came to mother and gave her medicine in bottles but this is different, and the women here Why, Diana, some of them looked in at the door, and they were freaks." 100 HARBOR LIGHT " They're sick, dear." " I don't like sick things. I loved mother, and I could stand it, but Anthony mustn't let me see such people not now, so soon after ! " " Hush, Betty 1 Oh, you shouldn't have come in. We'll go now and have a long ride with Justin, and to-night you'll see Anthony and some day you'll realize what a great man he is." " I know he's a great surgeon, and, of course, I'll have to put up with it but I shall hate it just the same, Diana." Put up with it oh, Diana ! For years she had urged him toward this end, that he might stand at the head of that profession which combats death with a flaming sword. For years she had watched him struggle upward, and had gloried, not only in his fame, but in his power of healing. Together the two women went down the path. "Are you tired of waiting?" Diana asked as they came up to the car. "Justin took me for a little ride," said Sophie, "and I sat in front with him. We tried to get Bettina to go, but she wouldn't. She thought she ought to wait for you." ^ " I wish I hadn't waited," said Bettina, as Justin 101 GLORT OF TOUTH helped her in. " I I don t like sick people, and I hate that queer smell " " Ether," said Justin, promptly ; " it's because of the operation." He leaned forward, and the car shot out toward the causeway. The way led first through a street overarched with elms ; beyond the elms there was a vista of sea and sky. A fragrant wind blew from the blossoming trees, and swept Bettina's veil away from her face so that it billowed above her hat like the wings of some great bird. The hospital was behind ; ahead was the long white road. Justin was smiling down into her eyes. For the first time she noticed his look of joyous youth. " I begin to understand why it is that you fly," she said, as they came out upon the causeway and saw the stretch of harbor beyond. "Why?" "Because you feel that you must get up high enough to flap your wings." " I could do that on a barn-yard fence, couldn't I-* like Chantecler, and make the sun rise ? " " You could never get up early enough." M I flew past your window at six." 102 HARBOR LIGHT *' How did you know it was ray window?" Justin glanced down at her. Her soft white hat was pulled low, so that it almost hid her eyes, but through the veil he could see that they were softly shining, Her lips were red, and her cheeks touched by the wind with vivid color, "I knew because my heart told me," he said, ardently. But she did not blush. " You knew it because you know which is Diana's guest room," she stated, " Were you awake ? " " No. I am never awake at six I love to be lazy." " Don't tell that to Dr, Anthony or he'll set you to weaving. You know what I told you ; he said that idleness leads to weakness or wickedness '' "I haven't had time to see what it leads to," Bettina informed him. " I've always been so busy. I'm going to play for a while." " Will you play with me ? " Justin challenged her. Shining eyes met shining eyes youth responded to youth. "It will be glorious," said Bettina, meeting his mood. They laughed together, the care-free laughter of their golden age. Diana, catching the echo of it GLORT OF YOUTH waked from a reverie which had to do with Anthony back there in a big, bare room, contending with skil- ful and steady hands against the evil forces which sought to destroy ; saving a life, giving to a little unknown girl a future of hope and of health. Every breath that she had drawn since she had left him had been a prayer that his hand might not fail, that his nerves might be like steel she felt as if her heart were beating with his to uphold him, as if she could bear him on the wings of love and be his talis- man against harm. Yet in front of her was the girl he was to marry t laughing lightly up into the eyes of a boy, uncon- scious of her lover's need, unconscious of everyl hing except that she was young and free from care-' and that the morning world was beautiful 1 CHAPTER VIII THE EMPTY HOUSE WHEN the doctor came that night he was tired. The day had been a hard one, and he felt weighed down by the woes of those weak folk who bore so heavily on his strength* He found Bettina alone. Diana and Sophie had gone to play bridge across the harbor, and only Delia in the garden and Peter Pan on the porch re- mained for chaperonage. Bettina greeted her betrothed soberly, and held up her face to be kissed. " I said things about you yesterday," she confessed, as she and Anthony set- tled themselves on the porch where they could look out upon the lights. " I said things about you to Diana, and afterward we went to the Pirate House with Justin Ford for lunch, and I flirted with him " " What did you say about me ? " " That I hated your surgery that it seemed dread- ful" He had been smiling, but he grew grave at once GLORT OF TOUTH " You can't separate me from my work, child ; you must take us together." " Of course ; I know that now. Diana was talk- *ng to me after we came home from our ride. She told me some of the wonderful things you had done, and of how people almost said their prayers to you." " Not quite that but it's my reward that so many of my patients are my friends because I have helped them." " And Diana said that if I loved you I'd be glad to let you cut people up." In spite of himself he laughed. She was irresistible. " I shan't exact that of you. But at least you must not worry." " And I won't have to live there? " anxiously. "Where?" " At the sanatorium ? " " Of course not. You'll live over there." He pointed to a jutting rock on the top of which a big house loomed white in the moonlight "There? Oh, I'd love to go over it CouWt we, now?" He hesitated, " Perhaps it would be better to wait till there are others." Then, seeing her disap- pointment, he agreed. " Well, if Delia will come too." 106 "Delia?" " To open the rooms." He had not the heart to tell her how sharp were the tongues of the gossips of the little town. So Delia, a little later, limped after them with Peter following, confidently. " And you flirted with Justin," Anthony remarked on the way over. " Yes. In the little tea room. Diana and Mrs. Martens sat at one table, and Mr. Ford and I at the other and he was so funny and I Well, any one looking on might have thought I was in earnest." " What did Diana think ? " " Oh, she knows how I feel about you " " And Justin, does he know ? " " Of course not It's not announced, you know." " But if he should take you in earnest." " Silly," Bettina tucked her hand in his arm, " no- body takes me in earnest but you " Her hesitation was charming, but he did not respond ardently, and perhaps she missed some- thing in his manner, for presently she asked, " Are you jealous ? " " My dear, no. Children must play " She sighed a little, "Am I such a child ?*" 107 GLORT OF TOUTH He laughed again. " Of course, you're a mere baby but a dear baby, Betty mine." And with that she was content. The big house was not furnished. " i am going to put in the things which were in ihe old house before I turned it into a sanatorium. My grandfather was a sea captain, and I have a model of a ship carved by one of his sailors out of soup bones, and there are two great china tureens in the shape of swans, and some ivories and queer em- broidered screens that I wouldn't take anything for. It's a sort of jumble for a modern residence, but I like it. And I have had the house built in a style which will be in keeping with my belongings. It's rocky and rugged and there's a fireplace in every room. I like to burn logs for cheerfulness even when there's a furnace and to come home to the light of them on winter nights." " I love pretty new things," Bettina informed him. 14 May I have all white for my room ? With ivory things on my dresser with silver monograms, and- white fur rugs ? " Her room I It came to Anthony, with the force of a blow, that there was no room in the big house for Bettina, 108 THE EMPTY HOUSE Why, that room was Diana's that room which looked out on Minot's. He had thought of her as inhabiting it. He had never meant that the great light should say, " I love you," to Bettina. For months, even when he felt that he had lost Diana, her spirit had seemed to dwell in the place he had planned for her. Whenever he had entered her room it had not seemed bare, for his imagination had filled it with the furniture which had been his grandmother's wedding set the big canopied bed, the winged chair on the hearth, the quaint lyre- legged sewing table by the window. And on the other side of the hearth would be another chair his own. And in that room he had seen Diana, his bride, in the moonlight ; his wife, waiting in th winged chair to welcome him after a weary day. And now this pretty child and Diana banished T What had he done ? What dreadful thing had he done? Bettina, unconscious, said pleasant things about the living-room, the library, the great hall, the broad stairway As yet there was no connection for lighting, so they carried candles, Anthony holding one aloft fot himself and Bettina, and Delia coming after with a 109 GLORT OF TOUTH taper. Peter, like a flash of flame, slipped ahead of Delia and was lost in the shadows. They went into every room on the second floos before they entered the one which faced Minot's. To him it was the Holy of Holies, but Bettina stepped in boldly. It was a great high-ceiled chamber with its distant corners made darker by the moonlight. Through the wide window which faced the south was a vast expanse of sky and sea. Anthony's house stood near the end of the harbor, so that across the causeway was the open water, a stretch of limitless blue. Bettina shivered. " It's so big and dark." " When it's furnished and the lights are on it will seem different" Delia, arriving at that moment, added her contri- bution to the conversation. " Miss Diana came over yesterday. Them's her white lilacs on the shelf." The doctor held his candle higher. The flowers, in a great bowl of gray pottery, showed ghostly out- lines beneath the flickering flame. To Anthony the air seemed thick and faint with their perfume. " Let us go," he said to Bettina, quickly, and with no THE EMPTY HOUSE his hand on her arm he led her away and shut the door. Diana and Sophie, coming home at half-past ten, found the lovers on the porch, and the four talked together until Anthony said " Good-bye." He made a professional call in a side street and found himself, afterward, turning toward the big empty house on the rocks. In that south room Diana's lilacs were wasting their sweetness, and he coveted the subtle suggestion they gave of her presence there. Diana, helping Delia to lock up, asked, " Where's Peter?" " Goodness knows," said Delia ; " he followed me when we went over to the doctor's house, and I ain't seen him since." Diana turned and looked at her. " The doctor's house ? Who went ? " "Dr. Anthony and Miss Betty and me. They asked me. She hadn't ever seen it, and he wanted to show it to her." Diana felt her heart stand still. " Did you go into every room, Delia?'* '' Yes." in GLORT OF TOUTH So he had taken little Betty there. They had entered that room to which, that very morning, she had carried white lilacs, moved by some impulse to call it her own until some one else should have the right to claim it. "I'll look up Peter," she told Delia, hastily. ' You needn't wait for me." The town clock struck half-past eleven as she went through the garden wraith-like in her long white wrap. " Peter," she called softly, " Peter, Peter." Following the path over the rocks, she came at last to the empty house. A faint mew sounded from within. She turned the knob, and found the door unlocked. " Peter,'- she called again, and the big cat came forth, his tail waving like a plume. Diana, facing the darkness of the great hall, felt impelled to enter, to slip silently up the stairs, to stand on the threshold of the moonlighted chamber, whence came the perfume of white lilacs. And as she stood there, she saw, with a sudden leap of the heart, that Anthony was before her. Silhouetted against the wide space of the open win- dow he was looking out at the flashing light. She put her hand to her throat. She stepped back 112 THE EMPTY HOUSE as if to escape. Then, swayed by an impulse which cast prudence to the winds, she spoke his name. " Anthony 1 " " Diana ! " He had turned from the window, and was peering through the dimness. He came toward her. She held out her hands to keep him back. " Oh, please no no " But he took her in his arms. When he let her go his face was white. " There is no excuse for me," he said. " I know that. I've given my word of honor to that little child who trusts me. Yet this room belongs to you. Before you came to-night I touched the lilacs with my lips, and it seemed to me as if they were your lips that I touched. And when I turned and saw you white like a bride on the threshold it was as I had seen you, night after night in my dreams. You belong here and no other, Diana ! " What she said in reply Diana could never remem- ber with any great distinctness. She only knew that she was trying to hold on as best she could to the best that was within her. Anthony in this moment of weakness was hers. Whatever she did now would bring him to her or send him away perhaps GLORT OF TOUTH forever. She struggled to think clearly to raise some barrier between his awakened passion and her own wild desire to take what the gods had placed within easy reach of her hand. Suddenly she found herself speaking. Her throat was dry and she was shaking from head to foot But she was telling him that she had tried to use common sense. That she had asked Bettina to come to her hoping that there might be found some way out But there wasrit any way out, not any honor- able way. And she didn't dare play Fate any longer. Not after to-night. Not after tonight. Her voice broke. " Diana dear girl " He put both of his strong hands on her shoulders, and so they faced each other in the illumined night. "For just one little moment," he said, "we will have the truth. If I had not asked Betty you would have married me, Diana ? " " Yes." " If there is any honorable way in which I can re- lease myself, will you marry me now ? " She had a sudden vision of the slender, lonely child in shabby black as she had first seen her in the shadowy room. 114 THE EMPTY HOUSE " No, oh, no," she whispered. "Why not?" " Because there isn't any honorable way ; because I should feel little and mean ; because it ,vould make me think less of you, Anthony." Her eyes met his steadily. She was as pale as the spectral lilacs, whose perfume floated about them. But her nervous fears were gone. She knew now that they would triumph she and Anthony that they were not to leave the heights. When at last he spoke, it was in a moved voice. " If you were less than you are I should not love you so much. You know that, Diana?" " Yes, I know " " In the years to come, what you have been to me will be my light in the darkness " Unable to speak, she held out her hands to him. He took them, and bent his head. With a little murmured cry she released herself, and flitted away into the engulfing darkness. The echoes of her swift descent came whispering up the stairs ; in the distance a door was shut The empti- ness of the unfinished house seemed symbolic of the future which stretched before him. CHAPTER IX THE GOLDEN AGE JUSTIN FORD had not been unsuccessful with *J women. Many of them had liked him, and might have loved him if he had cared to make them, but until he met Bettina Dolce he had not cared. There was about Bettina, however, a certain re- moteness which puzzled him. She responded to his advances with girlish gayety, but her cool sweet glance held no hint of self-consciousness, and beyond a certain point of light flirtation he had, as yet, dared not go. He pondered these things one morning as he worked on his delieate machine in the great shed with its wide opening toward the water. Why had little Bettina erected a barrier ? She knew nothing of the arts of sophisticated coquetry, so he absolved her from any intention to rouse his interest. Was she unawakened? Was there an- other man ? He laid down his pipe to think out that last start- lib THE GOLDEN AGE ling proposition. There had been no men in secluded life. Except Anthony Blake I Gracious Peter, could it be Anthony ? There came to Justin, suddenly, a vision of Bettina in the shadowy room. Of her child- ish dependence upon the doctor, of her little claims of intimacy, her evident preference for the older man's society, her vehement denial the night of the dinner that there could be anything but friendship between Anthony and Diana. Putting, thus, two and two together, he decided that Bettina believed herself in love with Anthony. Yes, that was it and Anthony well, for Anthony there was just Diana ! There you had it, and the only way to save Bet- tina and, incidentally, himself from heartbreak was to take things into his own hands, and play Prince to this exquisite Cinderella. Unconsciously his mind assumed a sort of King Cophetua attitude toward the charming Beggar Maid He found himself humming : " In robe and crown the king stept down, To meet and greet her on her way " Justin knocked the ashes out of his pipe and put it 117 GLORT OF YOUTH in his pocket. There was no time like the present, and he at once went toward Diana's, " clothed all in leather," like the old man in the nursery rhyme. He found Bettina in the garden. She wore a strong little suit of blue serge with a crimson silk scarf knotted under her sailor collar. On her fair head was a shady hat She stood by the stone wall looking expectantly down the road. But it was not Justin whom she expected, although she smiled at him, and gave him her hand. " Did you meet Miss Matthews ? " she inquired. " Miss Matthews ? " " You know. You met her the first time you saw me." " I can only remember that time that I met you.' 1 She laughed. " How nicely you say it." " But you do not take me seriously." " Does anybody take you seriously ? " " Kind people do." "And I'm not kind?" Not to me you just give me remnants and fragments of your time. I have hardly seen you for three days." " Nobody has seen me," she informed him. " I've been doing all sorts of stunts in the shops I was iw 118 THE GOLDEN AGE town yesterday with Mrs. Martens, and you should see my hats " "I'd rather see your hair. Do you know how lovely it is with the sunshine on it " " Silly wait till you see my dream of a picture hat with yellow roses to be worn with a shadow lace robe over a primrose slip." "White and gold Sophie was foxy to choose that," he said. " Foxy why ? " "Oh, the pinks and blues don't suit you. You need the unusual tints. That amethyst frock you had on the other night fitted in with the twilight, and the old garden and the lilacs ; and in the yellow and white you'll be a primrose, flashing in the sun." " Mrs. Martens has the most wonderful taste/' she informed him. " There's a tea-gown of white crape with a little lace wrap I don't know when I'll wear it, but Mrs. Martens insisted and a new gown for the yacht club dance to-morrow night, and you should see my shoes five pairs of them." " Such richness ! " He smiled into her eager eyes. '* Did Diana help you choose ? " " Diana's away on business in the city. That's why I'm free to do as I please to-day." 119 GLORT OF YOUTH "Are you free to do as you please ?" He seized his opportunity. " Then come up to the shed and see my air-ship. We can have a little flight across the harbor." She shook her head. " Oh, I can't I have an engagement with Captain Stubbs and Miss Mat- thews. We are going fishing in the captain's boat, and have lunch on the rocks later." Justin looked at her thoughtfully for a moment, then he said, "Three's a crowd. You ought to have four." " Are you asking to be invited ? " " Please " " But it's Captain Stubbs' party." " I am perfectly sure that if you'll give me a cer- tificate of good character Captain Stubbs will take me aboard." She seemed to be summing up the situation. " I'm not sure," she said, at last, " that you'd fit in " "Why not?" " Oh, the captain's old-fashioned, and Miss Mat- thews is old-fashioned, and I love them both, and so I don't care. But you don't love them." He flushed. " I see. You're afraid that Fll make I JO THE GOLDEN AGE them feel uncomfortable. I am sorry you should think that I'm not quite a cad, you know." There were sparks in his eyes. He wondered that he should be so angry. But he was desperately angry with this cool little creature who didn't seem to care. And now she was passing frigid judgment on his blazing words. " Of course you aren't a cad. I didn't say you were. But you aren't like Bobbie Tucker or Dr. Blake. They have always known these people, and they understand them. There are no class distinctions in a town like this, you know " " Have I seemed such a prig to you ? " She cocked her head on one side and considered him, "Not since I talked to Mrs. Martens about you. She told me how nice you were in Germany." In Germany ; ye gods ! Was he nice only in Ger- many ? He stared at her blankly. He had a feeling that he would like to shake her ; that he would like to kiss her. In the midst of her conflicting emotions little Mis* Matthews arrived, and behind her steamed Captain Stubbs, 121 GLORT OF TOUTH Justin, murmuring inarticulately, acknowledged the introduction to the captain, and greeted Miss Matthews. Miss Matthews was very prim and trim in a white shirt-waist and stiff collar. She had a gray sweater over her arm, and a green veil was tied over her soft felt hat. She carried in her hand a brown Boston bag, the contents of which she explained to Bettina. " I told the captain I would bring some home- made pickles." Justin gave immediate attention. " Miss Matthews," he said, " do you mean to say that you three will eat fish chowder and home-made pickles, and that I shan't be there ? " The little captain, in a glow of hospitality, said heartily, " Now, look here ; can't you come with us?" Justin showed his white teeth in a flashing smile. " It's an invitation that I've been fishing for all the morning, but Miss Dolce won't ask me." "Don't you want him?" the little captain de- manded of Bettina. " Of course," in the tone of one to whom it didn't really matter. " Perhaps he can help you with the boat, captain." 122 THE GOLDEN AGE Justin, carrying Miss Matthews' bag, helping the captain over with the supplies, lifting Bettina over the side of the boat with strong arms which yearned to show their strength, was in a mental attitude far removed from his King Cophetua mood of the earlier morning. He was at this moment a slave chained to Bettina's chariot wheel. And the strange part of it was that he gloried in his chains! He realized that he was going out with her on a forced invitation, but he was going! And the sea was like sapphire, and the sun shone I Little Miss Matthews, looking back afterward on that glorified fishing trip, was forced to confess that Justin left nothing undone for her which could be done. Never in her life had she been deferred to by such a charming youth, never had her little budget of small talk received such respectful consideration, never had she been waited on, hand and foot, by such a cavalier ! Rarely did Justin's eyes stray to where Bettina sat jeside the captain, chatting to him in her confiding voice, making his old heart happy by her interest in his sea-seasoned reminiscences. It was really a most altruistic performance. One might havu imagined that for Justin there was just 123 GLORT OF TOUTH one woman in the world Miss Matthews ; and fot Bettina, just one man Captain Stubbs. Yet. as the little boat rounded the lighthouse point and came into the rougher waters outside, young hearts were thrilling to the sound of young voices, and the music of the spheres was being played to the ac- companiment of beating waves. When at last they anchored, the fishing was really incidental. To be sure it was exciting, and they had an excellent catch, but Bettina's hat was off and Justin could see her hair. And Justin, standing up in the bow of the boat with his line outflung, was, in Bettina's eyes, more than ever like a young Olympian god. It was the same at lutich time. They landed on a crescent-shaped strip of beach, backed by rocky walls, where there was plenty of driftwood for their fire. There the captain gave his mind to the mak- ing of chowder, and Miss Matthews rendered expert service in the cutting up of onions and potatoes, and in the frying of salt pork. Justin opened the pickle bottle and did other prosaic and ungodlike acts, and Bettina laid the table on the sands like a real girl instead of a trans- ported nymph, yet each saw the other through 3 124 THE GOLDEN AGE golden haze which magnified the most trivial act and made it important. Thus, when Bettina set four blue bowls at exact geometric distances on the cloth, Justin thought not of the bowls, but of Bettina's slim white hands ; and likewise Justin, gathering driftwood, commended himself to Bettina not for his industry, but for his swinging walk and square shoulders. For several days Bettina had been heavy-hearted. She had not seen Anthony. He had called her up over the telephone, and had made his excuses ; there was the little girl with the appendicitis and the old man with the pneumonia how Bettina hated the repetition. He would come and see her as soon as possible, he promised, but he had not come, Diana, too, had not been like herself. On the morning after Bettina's visit to Anthony's house she had not appeared until luncheon. She had looked like a ghost, and had been very busy all the after- noon. She had hinted at affairs which would take her to town for a time, and finally she had gone away. Even Mrs. Martens had seemed disturbed and restless. Hence Bettina had welcomed the invitation from Captain Stubbs. Justin's high spirits, his evident delight in her society, his anger 125 GLORT OF TOUTH at her rebuffs these things soothed and flattered her. Above all there was the charm of his glorious youth. She found herself swayed to his mood. Might she not for one little fleeting moment dance to the tune that he piped ? Letting herself go, therefore, she was at luncheon bewildering in her beauty. Justin's mocking eyes grew tender as he watched her. Here was no pretty Beggar Maid for masculine condescension, but rather a little goddess to be put on a pedestal and worshiped. Captain Stubbs and Miss Matthews, unconscious of the forces which were charging the air about them, ate their chowder and took their enjoyment placidly. " A fish chowder,'* said the little captain, " never tastes so good in the house as it does out-of-doors, with the cod fresh caught, and with the smell of the sea for sauce." Bettina passed her bowl for more. " It is delicious,'' she said ; " everything is lovely.*" " Isn't it ? " said Justin. " There never was such a feast there never was such a day ! " Yet there had been many such days ; there had been many such feasts. But not for them ! It was the golden age of their existence. The moment of youth and joy, unmarred by disillusion. 126 CHAPTER X STORM SIGNALS THE wind, rising, blew Miss Matthews' green veil into a long thin wisp which flapped toward the northwest. The captain, noticing it, glanced over his shoulder, " We'll have a storm before we know it," he said. ;< It's dark enough over there in the south " Above the horizon rose the clouds, black with wind ; the waves began to murmur and run in, in long lines of white. " There'll be no getting back now," said the cap- tain. Justin's eyes searched the land for shelter. Be* yond the rocky wall was a hillside of hemlock, which formed part of the estate of a magnate from the West. Beyond the trees was a great house, shut up now, and in the hands of a caretaker. Nothing else seemed to offer refuge from the storm. " What do you think, captain ? " he asked. " Had we better try to make the house ? '" 127 GLORT OF TOUTH "I've got my oilskins," the captain said. "Pfl Stay here, but perhaps you folks had better run in." Miss Matthews protested. " I've lived too long on this coast to mind a storm. I'll wrap up in my rubber coat and let it rain. But we'd better get that child in somewhere ; she's scared of storms." " Are you ? " Justin asked Bettina. " If there's going to be wind," she said, tl I'm awfully afraid." " Then we'll run for it," he told her ; " up the hill to the house." As he helped her climb the rocks, they took a last glance back at the stolid pair who didn't mind storms. Captain Stubbs in brilliantly yellow new oilskins and Miss Matthews in a sad-colored water- proof coat sat side by side with their backs against the beached boat. " Perhaps we should have stayed with them," said Bettina, doubtfully, as Justin drew her up to his level. But Justin had no doubts. Ahead of them was the dimness of the hemlock forest ; the solitude of the storm. He coveted the brief moments when they might be alone together. "Come," he urged, and they entered upon the darkness of the wood, 128 STORM SIGNALS As they sped along over the cushioned earth, Justin helped her strongly, half lifting her at times over the rough places. "Are you afraid ?" he asked her, and she shock her head. With a roar and a rush the storm was upon them. For a few moments they were in the midst of chaos. The air was full of flying things, and the branches crashed and fell. To Bettina, emotionally tense, the real world had disappeared She was a disembodied spirit, floating through infinite space with another spirit as joyous, as exalted, as triumphant as her own. When he asked her again, " Are you afraid ? " and she again shook her head, it came to her, sud- denly, that she was not afraid because she was with him. She felt no wonder that it was so. In this wild world there was no place for wonder. She and Justin were laughing madly as they raced. Her hair, loosed by the wind, streamed out behind her. Once it caught on a button of Justin's coat, and held her so close to him that, when he unwound it, she felt the quickened beating of his heart. As they again sped on, she felt as if never before had she been alive in such a radiant wonderful sense 129 GLORT OF YOUTH " Are you afraid ? " he asked for the third time, bending down to catch her answer. " It's glorious," she panted. Then as the rain tame, he shielded her with his arm, and shouted : " We'll have to make a dash through the open ; here's the house ahead 1 " The great house was closed and deserted, but they bund a cloistered porch from which they could look out on the storm. Below them the trees were whipped and bent by the gale. Against the horizon the sea rose like a great gray wall. Straining their eyes, they could catch a glimmer of the captain's yellow coat on the strip of sand. " The worst of the wind is over," said Justin ; " we were lucky to escape the heavy rain." Bettina, who was braiding her hair, looked up at him. " Wasn't it wonderful down there in the wood ? " " Did you think it wonderful ? " Something in his eyes made her say, hastily ' I've never been out in a storm before." He did not reply at once. He was watching her slender fingers twist the shining strands. " Let me do that for you," he said, suddenly 130 STORM SIGNALS *' No, oh, no " Why not ? " " Because." She walked away from him, and seated herself on a marble bench under one of the closed windows. He sat down beside her. " I didn't mean that im- pertinently ; truly I did not I used to braid my little sister's hair. She was lame and I took care of her, and, as I watched you, I thought of my little sister." " Tell me about her." " There isn't much to tell, except that when I was a great hulking youngster, with only her to love s he died " " Oh, I'm so sorry " He went on slowly, still watching her busy fingers. Since then I have never had a friend. Not the kind she was. Why, she used to love to listen to my boy's talk of how I was going to be great, of how I was going to conquer the world, and she has been dead ten years and I have done nothing.' 5 It was a new Justin who spoke in this fashion. To Bettina he had always seemed as light as air, and she had enjoyed his frivolity, but now she felt some- IU GLORT OF TOUTH thing more than enjoyment, a yearning to be of use to this big boy who was all alone, and who missed his little sister. Surely to be his friend need not interfere in any way with Anthony's claims. She loved Anthony t and was going to marry him, of course. But friend* ship and love were different things. Why, Mrs. Martens was married, and she had been Justin's friend in Germany. She spoke her thought " But Mrs. Martens ? " " She was a dear but she is older than I and I stood a bit in awe of her she sympathized with me but she could not dream with me, and I wanted some one to share my dreams." Bettina's blue eyes were wistful. What a wonder- ful thing it would be to share somebody's dreams. She was perfectly ! >ure that she did not share An- thony's. He had never told her of his dreams. Perhaps he didn't have any. His life was so prac- tical and full of work, and then he was old oh, yes, indeed, he was older than Mrs. Martens and Justin had said that Sophie was too old to. understand. She found herself asking, " What were your dreams ? r " Shan't I bore you ? " 132 STORM SIGNALS " No please " Well, there was one dream which my little sister and I used to discuss as I braided her hair at night It was a dream that some day I should be great. She had a different idea of greatness from mine, and we used to argue the question. I don't think she ever wanted me to be President of the United States or to hold high office ; she wanted me to do some- thing which would help humanity. She used to wish that I might preach or teach ; she was such a good little thing. And I would tell her that none of these vocations were for me ; I must win fame in a differ- ent way. I wanted to invent something which would make the world stare. Perhaps that's the reason I took up aviation after she died. I thought I might make some great advance on the inventions of other men. But the other men made them first, you see, and I've just frivoled and played. Yet, as I saw you braiding your hair, it brought back my little sister so vividly, and I wondered what she would think of me now." For the first time in her life her heart was stirred by the maternal tenderness which is the heritage of good women. Her timid hand touched his sleeve, lightly. 133 GLORT OF TOUTH "I am sure," said her little voice, unsteadily, " that if she knew you now, she would think you were very nice." " You darling," he was saying in his heart, but he dared not say it with his lips. And he went on as calmly as he could. " I wish I could make you see my little sister as I knew her. She was such a pale little thing, with pale gold hair, and a little narrow face, and pale blue eyes When I began to read Tennyson, I found my little sister again in ' Elaine ' and do you know, I was half glad she didn't live to grow up. Some man might have hurt her as Lancelot hurt Elaine. I know I haven't realized her dreams for me but I've tried to hold on a bit to her ideal of goodness, and it has kept me from things which might ha^ve made me less of a man " She was thrilled as she had never been. Justin began to loom up in her mind's eye as the Knight of the Tender Heart that was what Sophie had called him. And how wonderful that he should be telling her all this 1 14 Then," he continued, " the money came to me, and since then I've been a butterfly, I have not made good use of my wealth. I have needed a 134 STORM SIGNALS friend, you see, to help me make my dreams come true." He looked down at her. " Would you ? " he asked. " Be your friend ? " " Yes." " Oh, but I'm not good enough. I've always been a little selfish thing, except with mother. I loved her and I wasn't selfish with her. But I've wanted a good time, and I haven't cared for anything but my own pleasure. I'm not like your little sister, you see. I'm just a butterfly, too." " Oh, you you're an angel," ardently. Again she was thrilled. Anthony had never said such things to her. Anthony had called her a child, and he had not needed her. And Justin wanted her friendship ! All her awakened womanhood rose to meet his demand. So intent was she on her thought that she did not feel the cold. But her lips were blue, and she shiv- ered as the wind swept around the corner. Justin jumped at once to his feet " I'm a brute to keep you here. There must be some one around the place who can take us in." He left her, to come back presently with the news that there was a man down at the stables, and that 135 GLORT OF YOUTH there was a fire in the harness room. He brought a rain coat, and wrapped her in it, scolding himself all along the way for his neglect of her comfort. The stables of the Western magnate were vast and wonderful. They had been divorced somewhat from their original use as a place for horses, two-thirds of :he space being given up to motor cars and electrics. But the riding horses were in their stalls, and, as Bettina entered, their heads went up. She stopped to pet them, then the groom led the way to the harness room. It was a picturesque place, with its lacquered leather, its shining brass, its racing trophies, blue ribbons, gold-handled whips and crops, silver cups and medals.. " I'll telephone for my car," Justin said, " and send a boy down to Captain Stubbs and Miss Matthews. They'll probably go back in the boat, now that the storm is over." With the message sent, and the smiling groom, pleased with Justin's generous tip, dismissed, the two were again alone. " This is better," said Justin, as they settled them- selves in front of the fire. " Now you'll get some color in your cheeks." 136 STORM SIGNALS With her chin on her hand, she said slowly, " Do you know that nobody ever asked me to be his friend before?" " That's luck for me. There'll be no one else to share " She glanced up at him with enchanting shyness. " The trouble with most men is, I imagine, that they don't want friendship they want love, and that isn't easy for a woman to give, is it ? " Silence, then at last, uncertainly, " I suppose not." " Any man can fall in love with a woman," she in- formed him, " but it seems to me that it must take certain kinds of men and women to be friends. That's why it seems so wonderful. Why, even if I married some one else, I could still be your friend, couldn't I ?" " Ye-es. Oh, yes, of course." " Perhaps that's what I've missed all my life the chance to really inspire some one. You know it's nice to feel that you're helping. And some men are so self-sufficient, so secure. You wouldn't feel that you'd dare to suggest. You : d only be a child to them and while it might be nice to marry a man like that, it would be nice, too, to have the other kind for a friend/ '37 GLORY OF TOUTH Of all the bewildering little creatures 1 If she married some other man, forsooth ! He set his teeth Well, she shouldn't marry any other man. " Look here," he asked, suddenly, " have you ever been in love ? " She nodded, all rosy color and drooped lashes. The unexpectedness of her answer made him hesitate, but finally he ventured, " How did it feel ? " She considered gravely. " Why, it's comfortable to know that you'll always have some one to take care of you, some one who's tender and good too good, perhaps " Justin was perplexed. She had spoken in the present tense. Was it possible that her fancy was really held by Anthony ? Had their wild race in the storm meant nothing to her ? To him it had seemed a sort of spiritual mating, with the storm crashing out a brilliant bridal chorus. He leaned forward. "What you're talking of isn't love," he said, almost roughly. " Love doesn't mean being comfortable ; it doesn't mean being petted and coddled like a pussy cat, or being looked after like a child. It means what it meant to Romeo when he killed himself for love of Juliet It means what it meant to Orpheu* when he followed Eurydice 13* STORM SIGNALS to the underworld. It means what it will mean to me when I have found the one woman that I'll work for her, live for her, die for her, and count the future blank if she does not love me in return." " How v/onderful ! " she whispered after a moment *' How wonderful to be loved like that " His heart leaped. Some day he would make it wonderful ! But not now. It was too soon to say the things he had to say. " The most wonderful thing right now," he said, M is that you are going to be my friend." She responded radiantly. " It will be lovely to have a big brother." " It will be lovelier to have a little sister." He held out his hand to her, and she took it, laughing lightly. And just then the smiling groom came to say that the gentleman's car was at the door. The rain had stopped, but storm signals still 1 showed in the south where the heavy clouds hung over the horizon. Overhead the sun shone, making kaleidoscope effects of the spring flowers in the checkered beds. Against the gray wall of the ter- raced garden the peach trees had been trained in foreign fashion and were full of rosy bloom, 139 GLORT OF YOUTH Bettina, coming out of the darkened stable, open&j her eyes wide. " What a different world it seems," she said, '' from the one we left in the storm." Justin helped her into the car. " We'll reach home before the next storm breaks," he remarked, as he took his seat beside her, " but there's trouble ahead.'* To him the words held no sinister meaning, nor to Bettina In their hearts was no fear of the future, nor of the storms which might some day wreck their happiness. 140 CHAPTER XI THE WHITE MAIDEN ETTINA, lonely in her tower, had often looked across enviously to the brilliantly lighted yacht dub on the nights of the weekly dances. And now she was going to a yacht club dance with Justin in attendance, and with Sophie for chaperon ; with Sara and Doris and Sara's brother Duke to be added to the party when they reached the club-house pier. The question of Bettina's gown had been a puz- zling one. Sophie had brought out everything of her own, and Diana, white-faced after a sleepless night, had tried to put her mind on the matter. " These are all too elaborate," she said ; " she is such a child. Perhaps it will be best for her to get some new things now, and if you will help her choose them, it will be a great favor to me, Sophie." Sophie came over and kissed her. " Poor dear," she murmured. Diana leaned back against her friend. " Don't,' she said in a stifled voice. " I can't bear it" 141 GLORT OF YOUTH They clung together for a moment, then Diana svent on steadily, " I am going to town for a few days, Sophie I must get away for a bit, and if you don't mind, you can take Bettina in while I am gone and get her things. She insists that they shall not be gifts from me. She says that she's already under great obligations and that her own little bank ac- count is sufficient for her needs. Then, too, she can use all of her new things in her trousseau, and it does seem rather sensible, doesn't it ? " Diana had said nothing to Sophie of the meeting with Anthony in the empty house. It was an ex- perience too sacred for discussion. But Sophie had guessed much. Anthony's continued absence, Diana's restlessness, her haggard eyes, her insistent tenderness and care of Bettina, showed the sympa- thetic and anxious friend that something unusual had occurred, and that Diana was fighting a tremen- dous battle alone. " Just let things run on here," Diana said, "as they always do You can take my place as Bettina's chaperon, and Delia will take care of the house. I shan't be missed, and I can get a perspective on the situation." Sophie protested. " It's too great a strain on you 142 THE WHITE MAIDEN you'd better send Bettina away she and I could have a little trip somewhere." " No, it is I who must go," Diana insisted. " Bet- tina must get acquainted with Anthony's friends. If he is going to marry her, he must be proud of her. You know that, Sophie," sharply, " it won't do for him to take a girl as the mistress of his home whom nobody ever heard of, and who could be criticized." Sophie rubbed her fingers lightly across Diana's forehead. " You think only of Anthony do you never think of yourself ?' J Diana stood up. " It's because I think of how foolish I have been," she said, " that I can get no rest. I should never have come back to America, Sophie." " But, dearest-dear, how could you know ? " "I couldn't know. But, oh, I wish that I had never come." Thus it happened that Sophie and Bettina had gone into town, and the primrose gown and the lit- tle serge suit and the new hats and the five pairs df shoes, together with a wonderful creation for the yacht club dance, had been sent out, and tried on, and pronounced perfect. Sophie's taste had supplemented Bettina's meager 143 GLORT OF YOUTH funds. From her own store of exquisite laces and brocades, of buckles and bows, she had added finishing touches to frocks which might otherwise have been commonplace. When, therefore, on the day after her adventure with Justin Bettina took off her wrap in the cloak room of the yacht club, Sara Duffield drew a sharp breath of amazement. " Will you look at that gown, Doris ? " she said to her placid friend. " Would any one but an artist have dared to put on that side sash of rose-colored tulle with the silver tassel, and the wide collar of silver lace ? " Justin Ford, knowing nothing of dressmakers, was none the less aware of the inspired creation. " And I said yesterday that you could not wear pink I But this isn't pink, is it ? It's a rosy cloud on a May morning." " Do you really like it ? " demanded Bettina. " I love it" Bettina laughed light-heartedly, It was great fun to have such a friendly understanding with this very charming young man. She wondered how she had quite dared. Things seemed so different under this blaze of light. Had she really promised to be a 144 THE WHITE MAIDEN "little sister" to this most distinguished gentle- man? They had come over in Bobbie's motor boat, and just before they reached the club-house pier, Justin had said, " The first dance is mine, you know. I'd like the second and the third, but I suppose that is forbidden. But you must give me all you can. I feel that I have special brotherly privileges." She danced exquisitely, her little satin-shod feet slipping silently through all the difficult twists and turns f the syncopated modern dances. Justin, guiding her expertly, knew that many glances were being leveled at them, knew that questions were being asked, that Bettina was being weighed in the social balance by the men and women who could make her success secure. When he gave her over, presently, to another partner he became aware of undercurrents. The girl with whom he danced shrugged her shoulders when he spoke with enthusiasm of Bettina's beauty. " Sara was telling me," she said, " that she used to live in the old Lane mansion, and that Diana Gregory has taken her up." "Sara?" Justin looked across the room to where Sara was 145 GLORT OF YOUTH dancing with Bobbie. And he made up his mind that before the evening was ended he should have something to say to the haughty little lady in blue. His opportunity came, presently, when he claimed Sara for a Spanish variation of the ever-popular Boston, in which his step particularly suited hers. " Look here," he remarked, as they swayed to the music, " it's up to us, Sara, to see that Bettina makes a hit" Sara, tilting her chin, demanded, " Why ? >: " Because she is Diana Gregory's friend, and Diana's anxious to have people like her." " Why ? " He gazed down at the irritating profile. " You know why," he said with great distinct- ness. " Diana Gregory has a big heart, and this child has had a hard time. Diana wants to make her happy " " But why is Diana so interested, Justin ? There are plenty of lonely and unhappy girls. So why should Diana especially pick out Bettina? She's years younger than Diana, and they really haven't much in common." "She's very sweet " Justin was quite ur* aware of the intense fervor of his tones. 146 THE WHITE MAIDEN Sara's eyes narrowed to little flashing points, as she asked, "Are you in love with her?" Their eyes met. "Oh, Sara, Sara," he teased, " do you expect me to wear my heart upon my sleeve ? " " I expect you to keep it from wandering toward the daughter of an Italian singer," she said, sharply. " I always fancied that you had rather decided ideas about family, Justin." " If you mean that I'm proud of my Knicker- bocker ancestry, I am," he told her ; " just as you are proud of your Pilgrim forefathers. But Bettina Dolce's blood is bluer than any that ran in the veins of our middle-class English and Dutch grandsires. Her father was a Venetian, and Bettina has the beauty of those lovely ladies of old Italy." Sara's beauty was of an essentially modern type. " I don't see," she said, somewhat resentfully, " why I should be expected to fight the social battles of a girl who is really nothing to me." " Surely not," easily, " but I rather fancy that any one who snubs Bettina will have to reckon with Diana and with me " Sara's lashes hid her sharp little eyes. She was thinking rapidly. She did not care to offend Diana H7 GLORT OF YOUTH Dut more, oh, much more than that, she did not care to offend Justin. She capitulated pensively. " Why, Justin, I don't know why you are calling me to account in this way. I'm sure I'm perfectly willing to help things along." " Good," was his delighted comment, and after that he danced with a heart as light as his heels. When the music stopped, Duke Duffield made his way toward them. " Oh, look here," he said to his sister ; " why didn't you present me sooner to Miss Dolce? Gee, Sara, she's some dream and her dance card was filled before I could get to it." Justin smiled at this slangy confirmation of his own opinion. He drifted presently through the room, looking for Bettina, and just as the music began again its rhythmical beat he saw her. Far at the other end of the room she was dancing with Anthony Blake 1 Bettina had never been so happy. Anthony's coming had pleased her. He had half promised that he might come, but there had been, as always, the possibility in the background that he would be kept away by some inconsiderate patient. But now he was here, and she was to have her next dance 148 THE WHITE MAIDEN with Justin. Could anything be lovelier than to spend her evening thus between lover and friend, having Anthony's strength and kindliness to make her feel secure, and Justin's glowing youth to match her own. She decided that when she and Anthony were alone she would tell him about the race in the storm, and about her friendly compact with Justin. She was never going to keep anything from Anthony. Why, he was the best man in the whole wide world the very best. She looked up at him with her eyes like stars and he, meeting that radiant glance, asked, "Are you happy, child ? " She blushed and nodded. " Very, very happy !" And after that she danced in dreamy silence until Justin came for her. At supper, Anthony claimed Bettina as a matter of course, leaving Mrs. Martens to Justin. The four of them, with Bobbie and Doris and Sara and her brother ate at a little table on the club-house porch. In the pale light of the lanterns Bettina's beauty was more than ever ethereal. Justin, watching her with puzzled eyes, took note of her dependence upon Anthony, of her confiding 149 GLORT OF YOUTH manner, of her undoubted interest in him Now and then she flashed a glance at Justin, and he was forced to content himself with such occasional crumbs from the queen's table. But he grew restless and uneasy. Anthony easily dominated the little group. It was in such moments that he was at his best His brilliant wit, his force- ful personality, had never been displayed to better advantage. Justin, beside him, felt young and crude. He told himself that he had nothing to fear. Every- body knew that Anthony cared only for Diana. Yet, even as he comforted himself, he saw Bettina's look of triumphant pride as Anthony brought a clever story to its climax, and his heart raged in impotent jealousy. They all went back together in Bobbie's motor boat, and in the darkness Justin managed to say to Bettina, " So you've deserted me." " Oh, no," she protested, " but you see I couldn't desert Anthony." " Has he, then, the first claim ? " his voice shook as his dull resentment flamed. She hesitated. " He has been so kind and he's a, sort of guardian you know " ISO THE WHITE MAIDEN She dared not tell him more than that, for had she not promised Diana that she would not? Her nature was so crystal clear that she would have been glad to set things straight, to tell him that she was going to marry Anthony, but that she would always be his friend. It was such a perfect arrangement , he would surely understand. She sighed a little, wishing that she had noth- ing to hide. And with her sigh his moodiness vanished. "If it's because he's your guardian, all right but I'm not going to give you up always so easily." " Why must you give me up at all ? " she chal- lenged. " Why ? " he echoed. " There is no why.' I shall never give you up." At Diana's door she said " Good-bye." " It has been the loveliest evening of my life," she told him. " I shall never forget." Anthony came in, ostensibly to telephone, but really to have a moment alone with Bettina. Sophie, with sympathetic insight, made the excuse of a letter, which Anthony could mail, and withdrew to write it. In the dimly-lighted music room, Anthony said, GLORT OF YOUTH "'You must forgive me, dear child, for seeming to neglect you, but I've been such a busy man." " I know." She looked up at him. " But it seems nice to have you now." " And it seems nice to have you." He smiled at her, but he did not touch her. Some- how since that night in the empty house witL Diana he had felt that there were things which must come slowly. If he was to play the lover to little Betty, it must be when he could shut out from his heart the image of that pale tall woman in the lilac-scented room. But Bettina missed nothing from his manner. She felt for him a grateful affection, an unbounded re- spect, but her wish for impulsive demonstration was gone. She was content to be near him, to know that he cared for her beyond that she had no con- scious desires. Still smiling at her, he took from his pocket a little box. " I haven't been too busy to remember that I wanted to give you this," he said, and handed it to her. Set in a slender ring were three great diamonds, and for a guard there was a little circlet of sapphires. " Perhaps you won't care to wear it now," he said 152 THE WHITE MAIDEN as she gave a gasp of delight, " but I wanted you to have it I wanted it to be the sign and seal of the bond which is between us." She came to him, then all gratitude and clinging sweetness, and put up her face to be kissed. He touched his lips to her forehead. And he said he was glad that he had made her happy. But he did not tell her that he had forced himself to plight thus, tangibly, his troth to her that there might be no escape from the path of honor which be must follow. Little Bettina, alone that night in her room, took off the rosy dress and laid it on her bed. Then, en- veloped in her long white motor coat, she went out on her porch, and curled up in one of the big chairs. Across the harbor the lights were out at the yacht club. Between the Neck and the main shore little starlike points showed where the lanterns were swung on the sleeping boats. It was long after mid- night, and the cold morning mists were already com- ing in. But she could not sleep. She had so many won- derful things to think of. A few weeks ago she had been a little lonely child with no one who cared whether she lived or died now she was rich in love and friendship. if I GLORT OF TOUTH She turned the ring on her finger. How strange it seemed to think that in a few short months she would be married. That she would belong to Anthony until death should part them. Her breath came quickly. She stood up, slim and white in her long coat Then suddenly she slipped to her knees. k ' Oh, please, please," she prayed, with her face upturned to the waning stars, " make me worthy of feis love. Make me worthy to be his wife." CHAPTER XII YOUTH AND BEAUTY IT was two days after the dance at the yacht club that Diana came home. She arrived late and un- expectedly. Bettina had gone to bed, and the only light which burned to welcome her was Sophie's, on the third floor. Diana paid her cabman,, and set her key in the lock, to be welcomed by Peter Pan's purring note as she opened the door. She stooped and picked up the big cat " Dear Peter," she whispered. Peter, held against her heart, sang his little song of content, and, standing for a moment in the dark- ness, Diana fought for self-control before she went up to Sophie's room. Mrs. Martens, wrapped in her gray kimono, was writing letters. She looked up with a glad cry as Diana entered. " Why, Diana," she said, " you darling 1 " GLORT OF TOUTH ei I didn't telegraph," Diana said, as she kissed her friend, " for there wasn't any use. I had my key, and I knew I could get a cab " "You're tired, dearest-dear." Sophie's worried eyes noted the weariness of gesture and tone, and the shadows under Diana's eyes as she untied her veil and took off her hat "Yes, I'm tired, dead tired." Diana dropped into a chair, and laid her head against the cushioned back. Sophie bent over her. " You're not comfortable," she said ; " come on down to your room and take a hot bath, and I'll heat a cup of milk, and then you can rest all warm and comfy, and I'll rub your head." " Sophie," said Diana, suddenly, " I wonder if I ever rubbed anybody's head ? " " Of course," said Sophie ; " what makes you say that?" " Because I've been thinking a lot since I went to town, and it seerne to me that all my life I've just taken and have not given. I took Anthony's love I've taken your service " She held out her hand. " Oh, I've been a selfish pig, Sophie, darling." Sophie took the extended hand and patted it. " What a silly thing to say," soothingly ; " you've 156 YOUTH AND BEAUTY always been everything to me, Diana. You've done so much for me that I can never repay." " Oh, yes, in giving big things but it's the little things that count like heating cups of milk and rub bing people's heads." She said it whimsically, but there were tears in her eyes. " You come right down and go to bed," Sophie advised. " And we can talk all about it afterward." Diana, propped up among her pillows, watched her friend as she flitted like a gray moth about the room, intent on various comforting offices, and when at last Sophie brought to her a steaming cup Diana said, " Do you know, Sophie, I've always thought myself a rather superior person." " Well, you are," Sophie agreed. " I'm not Oh, I've made up my mind about tilings at last, and I know that it hasn't been Bet- tina's happiness, nor Anthony's happiness that I have been thinking about, but my own. " If I had not stayed on after I found out the state of things here," she continued, "Anthony would have learned to care for Betty every man loves youth and beauty " Sophie shook her head. " It takes us women all 157 GLORT OF TOUTH ? She had seen him in such moods before, when he had felt powerless against all the opposing forces of disease and death. But she did not care that others should see him. it was enough that she should know that this great doctor Anthony had his weaknesses. The rest of the world should not know it " Come out into the garden," she coaxed ; " the air will do you good." As they walked up and down the garden paths he gave her more definite details. " She did not know that she was going. There was no reason to trouble her gentle soul with fears. And so, at last, when she drifted off into the silence, she was smiling." " And I am sure that she was still smiling when on the other side she found Love waiting." " How wonderfully you put it, Di." "It is not because I put it that way ; it is because it is wonderful. Do you know, Anthony, that has always been my idea of heaven as a place where Infinite Love waits. If that little child had lived she 171 GLORT OF YOUTH would have faced a future of loneliness now she will never be lonely never sick never unhappy." " But she wanted to live." " But she didn't know life, Anthony as some of us know it, as a place of unfulfilled dreams " They had reached the beach, and the track of the moon spread out before them, ending only at the horizon. " She followed the path o' the moon," said Diana, softly, " a little white soul in a silver boat Death is a great adventure, Anthony,," " Sometimes I feel as if I were merely a long- shoreman, who helps to load the boats as they start on that great adventure " " What do you mean ?" " Oh, we doctors see so much of pain which we cannot ease, so much misery which we cannot pre- vent. We see the innocent suffering for the guilty the weak bearing the burdens which belong to the strong and even if we try our hardest we can't change these things and the boats still go sailing out to the Unknown " " Anthony, I wish I might be sure of one thing * " What, dear girl ? * That you would never change your present 372 HER LETTER TO ANTHONY point of view. So many doctors lose faith in human nature because they see only the diseased side, and their vision becomes distorted. And, losing their faith in man, they lose faith in God. The thing which has always made you, in my eyes, a great man as well as a great surgeon has been the fact that you have seemed to understand that you were work- ing with Infinite Love toward the completion of a perfect plan ; you have seemed to understand that life is good as long as it is lived wisely and well ', that death is good when it ends suffering and sor- row- These things you have seen and known I want you always to see and know them." " If any one could make me see and know them it is you, Diana." They were silent after that, and presently she said that she must go. Anthony took her home himself in his little car, and when at last they reached her door he said, gratefully : " What should I do without your friend- ship ? At least I have that, Diana." She hesitated. " It must be a long distance friendship, Anthony." " What do you mean ? " " 1 am going away." GLORT OF YOUTH *'