Storey A. R. A.
 
 THE LIBRARY 
 
 OF 
 
 THE UNIVERSITY 
 
 OF CALIFORNIA 
 
 RIVERSIDE 
 
 Ex Libris 
 
 ISAAC FOOT 
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 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY
 
 MEMORV
 
 KETCHES 
 
 ^ROM MEMORY 
 
 BY G. A. STOREY, A.R.A. 
 
 WITH 93 ILLUSTRATIONS 
 BY THE AUTHOR 
 
 LONDON 
 
 CHATTO Gf WINDUS 
 
 1899
 
 S76A3 
 
 Printed by Ballantyne, Hanson 6* Co. 
 At the Ballantyne Press
 
 TO 
 
 EMILY y GLADYS
 
 PREFACE 
 
 CUCH excuses as I have for writing this volume 
 are explained in the first chapter thereof. 
 Although to a certain extent it is biographical, it 
 is not an autobiography in the full meaning of the 
 word, but, as its title proclaims, a series of Sketches 
 from Memory — records of scenes I have passed 
 through and of individuals I have known. And if 
 there is any w^it in it, it is chiefiy that of others, and 
 not my own ; I having only the wit to remember, 
 and to present it to the reader with as much brevity 
 as I am master of I was once asked how long it 
 took me to paint a picture ; to which I answered, 
 "All my life." Perhaps if I were asked how long 
 it has taken me to write this book, I might give a 
 similar reply, for I have had to live it, as it were, 
 before setting it down. Indeed, is not every man's 
 life a book ? Now, since this one has been so long 
 in coming into existence, I sincerely hope that it 
 may be found to contain something solid, or at all 
 events something entertaining, although there is a 
 good deal in it about the everyday concerns of life 
 which may not be of a very thrilling character. 
 If I may interpret Horace's famous line — 
 
 " Difficile est proprie communia dicere," 
 
 to my own purpose, T would say it is difficult to 
 treat such ordinary themes with sufficient art to
 
 X PREFACE 
 
 make them of interest and of value. The great 
 Dutch painters have done this to perfection ; the 
 trite subject is forgiven for the beauty of the work- 
 manship, and — now, where am I ? — I am in an 
 awkward position — so we will not go into the ques- 
 tion — "qui s'excuse s'accuse:" so, whether the thing 
 is done well or not, there is always some interest 
 in the domestic life of different dates and different 
 countries. It may be amusing to read how we 
 passed our time at the breakfast-table in Paris in 
 1848; how I spent pleasant evenings with C. R. 
 Leslie about forty years ago ; how I made friends 
 and acquaintances in Spain, with an insight into 
 the life there ; or even a peep into the studio, while 
 the model is sitting, may have some recommenda- 
 tion for a reader who does not wish to be involved 
 in abstruse and difficult though clever arguments. 
 But there is no need for me to describe the work 
 that follows. In the Table of Contents can be seen 
 at a glance all the subjects, persons, and things that 
 it treats of, and also where to find them. 
 
 As to the illustrations, they are for the most part 
 also sketches, shorthand notes from nature, or care- 
 ful studies for backgrounds of pictures, portraits, 
 landscapes, figures, &c., which illustrate my story, 
 and give relief, I hope, to the printed pages. 
 
 And now, dear reader, I must leave my Sketches 
 in your hands, and as they are written without 
 malice, and, indeed, with the kindest motives, I 
 trust you also will treat them with kindness. 
 
 G. A. STOREY. 
 
 December 1898.
 
 CONTENTS 
 
 CHAPTER I 
 Mnemosyne 
 
 PAGE 
 I 
 
 CHAPTER II 
 
 The Sculptor's Studio . . 3 
 
 Charles Dickens .... 3 
 
 Mr. Stultz 4 
 
 Behn^s the Sculptor ... 5 
 Little Adolphus is patted 
 
 on the Head 5 
 
 The Bust 7 
 
 Thomas Fowke .... 7 
 
 CHAPTER HI 
 
 Morden Hall 9 
 
 School Days 9 
 
 The Boots 10 
 
 T. N. White 1 1 
 
 H. P. Ashby 11 
 
 The Silver Palette .... 11 
 
 CHAPTER IV 
 
 
 Paris 
 
 12 
 
 M. Morand 
 
 12, 14 
 
 " Monsieur le Frotteur" . 
 
 • 13 
 
 Occasional Visitors . . 
 
 i; 
 
 L'Abbe de Lamennais . 
 
 15 
 
 Dr. Bonnet 
 
 . 16 
 
 M. Guyard the I'oet . . 
 
 • 15 
 
 M. Barratier and the Cats 
 
 •7 
 
 M. Cabet 
 
 17 
 
 CHAPTER V 
 
 PAGE 
 
 1848 19 
 
 Talking Politics .... 20 
 
 The Revolution 20 
 
 The Diary of little Adolphus 2 1 
 
 " Mourir pour la Patrie" . 23 
 
 Troops Unarmed .... 24 
 
 Barracks in Flames ... 25 
 Men in Blouses armed to 
 
 the teeth and very drunk 25 
 
 The Garde Municipale , . 25 
 The Tuileries invaded by 
 
 the Mob 26 
 
 The Mob revels in De- 
 struction 27 
 
 "A bas les Anglais" . . . 27 
 
 Mad Pranks 27 
 
 "Mort aux Voleurs" . . . 28 
 
 The General Du Bourg . . 29 
 
 Paris Fifty Years Ago . . 31 
 
 CHAPTER VI 
 
 Civil War 
 
 Ateliers Nationaux . . 
 Louis Napoleon . . . 
 Place de la Concorde 
 Troops Charge the Mob 
 
 Our Escape 
 
 The Diary again . . . 
 Beginning of the Fight . 
 " Sentinelle prenez garde 
 
 vous " 
 
 Fighting all Night . . 
 Heavy Casualties — 16,000 
 
 have Fallen 
 
 34 
 34 
 35 
 36 
 36 
 37 
 37 
 37 
 
 38 
 38 
 
 39
 
 Xll 
 
 CONTENTS 
 
 The Archbishop of Paris 
 
 Shot 
 
 The Plight Ended .... 
 After the Battle .... 
 The Grand Funeral . . . 
 
 CHAPTER VII 
 
 The Arts of Peace .... 
 M. Jean Louis Dulong . . 
 What He Taught Me . . 
 
 40 
 40 
 40 
 41 
 
 43 
 43 
 43 
 
 CHAPTER VIII 
 
 The Artist at the Breakfast- 
 Table 47 
 
 Chelsea College .... 48 
 
 Mr. Wood 48 
 
 " Le Capitaine de Joseph" . 51 
 English Cooking versus 
 
 French 51 
 
 La Sauce A nglaise a Failure 5 2 
 Sketches on the Black 
 
 Board 53 
 
 CHAPTER IX 
 
 Home Again 54 
 
 The Cosmopolitan .... 54 
 
 CHAPTER X 
 
 Leslie 
 
 As a Teacher .... 
 
 As an Artist 
 
 My Introduction to him 
 His " Handbook for Youn 
 
 Painters" . . . 
 George Leslie . . 
 Mrs. Leslie's Advice 
 Miss Harriet Leslie 
 Her Witty Remarks 
 Her Advice to a Young Poet 
 An Evening with Leslie 
 
 56 
 56 
 57 
 59 
 
 61 
 62 
 62 
 
 63 
 64 
 64 
 65 
 
 65 
 
 66 
 67 
 
 His Remarks on Art . . . 
 Stories of Scott and Edwin 
 
 Landseer 
 
 Our Games at Chess . . . 
 Mary Leslie's Beautiful 
 
 Drawings 67 
 
 Taste with Faithfulness . . 68 
 
 CHAPTER XI 
 
 Sir Edwin Landseer ... 69 
 
 His Stories 70 
 
 "Is thy Servant a Dog ?" . 70 
 "A Fine Landseer on View 
 
 Within" 70 
 
 His Washerwoman's Re- 
 mark on two of his 
 Masterpieces . . . 
 Marked with "hell" . 
 He Impersonates a Pig 
 Miss Jessie Landseer 
 Pygmalion .... 
 
 72 
 72 
 72 
 73 
 1^ 
 
 CHAPTER XII 
 
 Charles Landseer .... 74 
 His Serious Fun .... 74 
 Keeper of the Royal Aca- 
 demy 75 
 
 Mr. Boom 75 
 
 The Menagerie 75 
 
 The Blushing Student . . 76 
 
 CHAPTER XIII 
 
 Tom Landseer ']^ 
 
 His Deafness 77 
 
 He Enacts the Shy Pupil . "]"] 
 His Manner of Speech . . 79 
 An Adventure with a Police- 
 man 80 
 
 His Good Nature .... 80 
 
 His Pupil, J. C. Webb . . 81
 
 CONTENTS 
 
 Xlll 
 
 CHAPTER XIV 
 
 PAGE 
 
 People of Note 82 
 
 Mrs. Jameson 83 
 
 George Cruikshank ... 84 
 
 The Doyles 85 
 
 Millais and Hunt, Sec. . . 86 
 
 Albert Smith 87 
 
 CHAPTER XV 
 
 Leigh in Newman Street . 88 
 
 The Anatomical Room . . 89 
 
 The Life School .... 89 
 " I hope I don't interrupt 
 
 you " 90 
 
 His Pictures 91 
 
 Metaphysics and the Organ- 
 grinder 92 
 
 Last Evening with his Boys 
 
 — Affecting Scene ... 94 
 
 His Death 95 
 
 Some of the Students . . 95 
 
 H. S. Marks 95 
 
 Walter Thornbury — his " Life 
 
 of Turner" 96 
 
 Brereton 97 
 
 Wycherley 97 
 
 The Eccentric Student . . 98 
 
 Caledonian Brown ... 98 
 
 Spiritualism 99 
 
 Strange Gratitude .... 99 
 
 CHAPTER XVI 
 
 The Royal Academy in 1852 loi 
 
 My First Picture . . . . loi 
 Exhibitors and their Works 
 
 of that date . . 102, 103, 104 
 
 The Younger Men . . . 105 
 
 Millais 106 
 
 Holman Hunt 106 
 
 H. P. Ashby 107 
 
 F. Smallfield 107 
 
 W. W. Fenn, the Blind 
 
 Painter loS 
 
 CHAPTER XVII 
 
 PAGE 
 
 Early Works 1 1 1 
 
 The Polite Picture Dealer . 112 
 
 Youthful Hope 112 
 
 The Guidance of Leslie . . 112 
 
 Raphael 112 
 
 A Madonna and Child . . 112 
 From Lofty Themes to Pet 
 
 Dogs 113 
 
 Divided Affections . . . 113 
 
 Lessons of Love . . . . 115 
 A Madrigal by Michel 
 
 Angelo 115 
 
 The Remarks of Diotima . 115 
 
 Humiliation 118 
 
 The Bride's Burial ... 118 
 
 Kindly Critics 119 
 
 My Young Companions . . 119 
 
 Edward Cressy 120 
 
 CHAPTER XVIII 
 
 Spain 
 
 First Impressions . . . 
 Sehor Don Adolfo 
 The North of Spain . . 
 The Basque Girls . . . 
 The Diligence — my Fellow 
 
 Passengers .... 
 I Meet a Robinson . . 
 The Plateau of Castile . 
 
 121 
 122 
 122 
 124 
 124 
 
 125 
 126 
 127 
 
 CHAPTER XIX 
 
 Madrid 129 
 
 " The only Court on Earth " 1 29 
 The Museo on the Prado . 130 
 Titian, Paul Veronese, Ru- 
 bens, and Tintoret . . . 130 
 Velasquez . . . 130, 131, 132 
 
 The Meninas 131 
 
 John Philip i32 
 
 Long and Burgess . . . 132 
 Colonel Fitch . . • . . 132 
 The Cafe Europa .... 134
 
 XIV 
 
 CONTENTS 
 
 General Don Josd de J. 
 Don Jose's little boy's 
 
 Portrait 
 
 Spanish Poverty Disguised 
 Paying for the Picture . . 
 Spanish Gamblers .... 
 The Play Interrupted . . 
 In the Name of Charity . . 
 
 CHAPTER XX 
 
 Spanish Interiors . . . 
 My Apartments . . . 
 My Reception . . . 
 Senora Maria and 
 Daughters . . . 
 Many Questions . . 
 Gregoria the Maid 
 How I was Taught Spanish 
 I Begin to Understand 
 The Story of Liseta . 
 
 134 
 
 135 
 136 
 
 138 
 139 
 139 
 140 
 
 her 
 
 141 
 141 
 142 
 
 142 
 
 142 
 
 143 
 144 
 
 145 
 146 
 
 CHAPTER XXI 
 
 El Casino del Principe . . 150 
 
 A Procession of Human Life 151 
 
 Dr. Checa 151 
 
 Sefior Moreno Benitez . . 152 
 
 The British Legation . . 152 
 
 Higgins and Higginson . . 152 
 The Old Bachelor and Dona 
 
 Susana 153 
 
 Golfo 155 
 
 The Curse of Play . . . 155 
 
 Our Little Demons . . . Ii6 
 
 The Theatres in Madrid . 158 
 
 Spanish Acting 160 
 
 The College Hornpipe at 
 
 the Zarzuela 161 
 
 Back to the Tables ; I Play 
 
 for Checa and Win . . 162 
 Moreno Benitez Visits Eng- 
 land 163 
 
 The Sereno 163, 164 
 
 CHAPTER XXII 
 
 PAGE 
 
 Doiia Emilia 166 
 
 Spanish Peculiarity . . . 166 
 
 The Duke of Alva . . . 166 
 The Doctor's Losses ; he is 
 
 Appointed Consul out in 
 
 China 168 
 
 His Advice to me about 
 
 Play 168 
 
 Romano 168 
 
 Don Federigo 169 
 
 The Finest Eyes in Madrid 169 
 
 Dona Leonor 169 
 
 Dona Emilia 170 
 
 Murillo 170 
 
 Spanish Interiors .... 171 
 
 Poverty 171 
 
 Painting the Picture . . . 172 
 
 " Woman, Begone " . . . 173 
 What Establishment is 
 
 this? 174,175 
 
 CHAPTER XXIII 
 
 The Portrait .... 
 
 176 
 
 The Gold Key ... . 
 
 176 
 
 Time for Sending in Pic 
 
 
 tures to the Exhibition 
 
 177 
 
 Interruptions .... 
 
 177 
 
 How the Picture Looked 
 
 178 
 
 "This Must Not Be" . 
 
 178 
 
 A Place of Honour . . 
 
 179 
 
 CHAPTER XXIV 
 
 The Novillos, or Comic Bull- 
 Fights ....... 180 
 
 Stuffy Madrid 181 
 
 Plaza de Toros 182 
 
 Men in Basket Armour . . 182 
 
 El Tato 183 
 
 Amateur Bull-fighters . . 183 
 
 The Espada 184 
 
 The Chapel 185
 
 CONTENTS 
 
 XV 
 
 CHAPTER XXV 
 
 PAGE 
 
 Toledo i86 
 
 Fonda del Lino .... 187 
 
 The Letter of Introduction 187 
 
 Seiior Oje'da 188 
 
 La Casa de Huespedes . . 188 
 
 Senora Ojeda 190 
 
 Myso-called Dutch Pictures 191 
 
 The Padre 192 
 
 CHAPTER XXVI 
 
 La Casa Abad 193 
 
 The Patio 193 
 
 Don Manuel the Boots . . 195 
 Nicolassa, Cook and House- 
 maid 195 
 
 Their Duet 196 
 
 The Almuerzo 196 
 
 The Kitchen 197 
 
 Spanish Cooking . . . . 199 
 The Art of Eating and 
 
 Drinking 199 
 
 A Polite Custom .... 200 
 
 Don Ramon Tenes . . . 2Ci 
 
 CHAPTER XXVII 
 
 Don Ramon el Canonigo . 202 
 
 The Breviary 202 
 
 The Guitar out of Tune . . 203 
 
 The Forbidden Instrument 203 
 
 Sacred and Profane Music 204 
 
 The Padre sinj^s a Love Song 205 
 
 The Links of Friendship . 205 
 The Padre's Stockings want 
 
 Mending 206 
 
 Christmas was Coming . . 207 
 
 Christmas Eve 208 
 
 The Dance 208 
 
 The Padre Plays a Polka . 209 
 
 I Dance the Double Shuffle 209 
 
 CHAPTER XXVIII 
 
 The Cathedral 210 
 
 PAGE 
 
 The Labour of Centuries . 211 
 
 God's House 211 
 
 Beautiful and Mysterious 
 
 Art 212 
 
 The Sombre Cathedral . . 213 
 
 Holy Innocents' Day . . 213 
 
 The Midnight Mass . . . 2I3 
 
 CHAPTER XXIX 
 
 Don Manuel 215 
 
 He Studies Greekand Latin 215 
 
 The Wide Boots .... 216 
 
 My Wonderful Adventures 217 
 
 Manuel and Sancho Panza 218 
 I Propose we should Imitate 
 the famous Knight and 
 
 his Squire 218 
 
 Manuel Consents to Follow 
 
 me Round the World . . 219 
 
 CHAPTER XXX 
 
 The Sketch from the Rock 220 
 The Castillo de San Ser- 
 
 vando 221 
 
 The Alcazar 221 
 
 I Feel Giddy 221 
 
 The French Delight in De- 
 struction 222 
 
 We Mustn't Talk .... 222 
 The Depredations of Crom- 
 well 223 
 
 Recollections of a Scotch 
 
 Sermon 223 
 
 The Water- Wheel on the 
 
 Tagus 224 
 
 Water-Carriers 224 
 
 Donkeys 224 
 
 The Puente de Alcantara . 225 
 The Sketch and the Sen- 
 tinel 226 
 
 The Governor's Card. . . 227 
 The Wide Road— The Con- 
 vents 227 
 
 Bell-hnmnicring .... 228
 
 XVI 
 
 CONTENTS 
 
 CHAPTER XXXI 
 
 PAGE 
 
 Social Evenings .... 229 
 
 Dona Concilia Carmen . . 229 
 
 The Old Mansion .... 230 
 
 The Vizconde de Sedilla . 230 
 England, a Province of 
 
 Spain ! 231 
 
 All Members of Parliament 
 
 Drunk after five o'clock . 231 
 The Three Great Sights in 
 
 England 232 
 
 The Tribuna 233 
 
 The Toledo Derby ... 234 
 Ancient History .... 234 
 Don Alvaro, the King's Fav- 
 ourite 234 
 
 Religious Questions . . . 235 
 The Beautiful Florinda and 
 
 King Roderic .... 237 
 
 The Battle of Guadalete . . 237 
 
 My Last Day in Toledo . . 238 
 The Dining Table bids me 
 
 Adieu 239 
 
 The whole Establishment 
 
 sees me off 240 
 
 CHAPTER XXXII 
 
 Madrid again 241 
 
 The Museo and the Old 
 
 Masters 242 
 
 The Carnival 242 
 
 The Bal Masque .... 243 
 
 The Lady in the Mask . . 244 
 
 CHAPTER XXXIII 
 
 Farewell, Checa I . . . . 246 
 
 The Doctor Fights a Duel . 246 
 His Return to Spain — and 
 
 Death 248 
 
 CHAPTER XXXIV 
 
 Historic Genre 249 
 
 Return to England . . . 249 
 
 My Young Companions . . 249 
 
 Historical Painting . . • 250 
 
 Guinette and the Lay-figure 251 
 
 The Audience 251 
 
 Studies for Henry VIII. . 252 
 
 CHAPTER XXXV 
 
 Gig 255 
 
 As Good as Gold .... 255 
 
 No Personal Vanity . . . 255 
 
 Taste 256 
 
 Dr. E. and his two Sons, 
 
 Henry and William . . 256 
 
 Prosperity 257 
 
 A Cloud Comes over the 
 
 Scene 257 
 
 At the Theatre 258 
 
 "Can it be?" 258 
 
 I am Introduced to Gig . . 260 
 
 The Little Dinner .... 261 
 
 Gig's " Masterpieces" . . 262 
 
 He Becomes a Patron . . 263 
 " Have you Thought of a 
 
 Subject?" 264 
 
 " Blow Euripides : " . . . 264 
 
 Gig's Reading 265 
 
 "The Bridge of Sighs" . . 265 
 " Don't say Toosday " . . 268 
 Gig and the Franco-Prus- 
 sian War 269 
 
 He Goes out as a Member 
 
 of the Ambulance Corps . 270 
 Is Arrested in Paris as a 
 
 Prussian Spy 270 
 
 He Faces Death, but Sends 
 
 his Card to Lord Lyons . 271 
 
 Farewell, Gig 271 
 
 CHAPTER XXXVI 
 
 Behind the Screen .... 
 
 Pictures on View — Henry 
 
 VIII. and Lady Godiva . 
 
 "A Real Girl?" . . . . 
 
 273 
 
 274 
 275
 
 CONTENTS 
 
 XVll 
 
 Mistress Dorothy .... 277 
 
 Baron Rothschild .... 281 
 
 Miss S. married .... 284 
 
 Mrs. Charretie 284 
 
 A Happy Marriage through 
 
 Dorothy 285 
 
 Nora 286 
 
 An Irish Girl 286 
 
 Models 289 
 
 CHAPTER XXXVII 
 
 My Italian Model's Story . 290 
 
 Signor Fuoco 290 
 
 The Guardia Campestre . 293 
 
 The Escape 294 
 
 The Sindaco 298 
 
 The Grand Entertainment . 298 
 
 The Merchant and his Son 299 
 
 They are taken Prisoners . 300 
 
 The Supper in the Cave . 302 
 The Brigands Slain by the 
 
 Prisoners 304 
 
 CHAPTER XXXVIII 
 
 Mr. Gailey 309 
 
 " The Artist's Model" . . 311 
 
 CHAPTER XLI 
 
 CHAPTER XXXIX 
 
 A Country Walk .... 
 
 Leslie, Marks, Calderon, 
 
 and Hodgson .... 
 
 The "Old Spotted Dog" . 
 
 314 
 
 315 
 315 
 
 CHAPTER XL 
 
 Our River 318 
 
 George Leslie 3'^ 
 
 His Book 319 
 
 M. Gambart 
 
 Gambart Pays us a Visit 
 His House Blown Up 
 The Dinner Party . 
 Punch and Judy . 
 Restorations . . . 
 The Fancy Ball . 
 The Missing Supper 
 J. R. Herbert . . 
 
 
 324 
 
 325 
 327 
 
 j> 
 
 CHAPTER XLII 
 
 Hever 332 
 
 Frank Burnand 333 
 
 The Children at Breakfast . 333 
 
 "After You" 334 
 
 Story Told by the Ghost of 
 
 a Gudgeon 335 
 
 CHAPTER XLIII 
 
 Success at Last .... 
 Dion Boucicaults Advice 
 Rev. J. M. Bellew 
 Bedford Chapel 
 The Altar-Piece 
 Bellew as St. John 
 "The Crucifixion" 
 The Picture given to the 
 
 Carmelites. . 
 Death of Bellew 
 "The Shy Pupil" 
 J. P. Knight . . 
 Sir John Pender 
 Sir William Agnew 
 Boys Going to School 
 
 CHAPTER XLIV 
 
 --■8 
 
 339 
 341 
 341 
 341 
 342 
 343 
 
 344 
 345 
 346 
 346 
 346 
 346 
 347 
 
 Portraits and Patrons 
 
 Visit from Lady \'. 
 
 Daughter . . . . 
 
 and 
 
 349 
 
 349
 
 XVIU 
 
 CONTENTS 
 
 PAGE 
 
 A Disquisition on Noses . 350 
 As Regards Age .... 351 
 Pretty Mrs. Porter — "Then 
 
 and Now" 351 
 
 Lady and Captain G. . 354 
 
 General Hastings and Lord 
 
 S 355 
 
 Lord S. and the Young Mid- 
 shipman 355 
 
 Lord S. and the Hall Porter 357 
 Portraits, Half- a - Crown 
 
 Each 359 
 
 Generosity of the Manches- 
 ter Men 361 
 
 The Pleasures of Portrait 
 Painting 363 
 
 CHAPTER XLV 
 
 Debden 364 
 
 The Old Trap 365 
 
 Mr. and Mrs. Trevilian . . 366 
 
 The Hall 366 
 
 The Stables 367 
 
 " The Grey Lady "... 367 
 
 Mr. Chiswell 367 
 
 Bad News 368 
 
 The Messenger .... 368 
 
 The White Handkerchief . s6g 
 
 Death 369 
 
 The Runaway Marriage . 371 
 
 The Money Lenders . . . 371 
 
 The House Refurnished . 371 
 
 A Lively Party 371 
 
 PAGE 
 
 The Gipsy 372 
 
 Mrs. Houstoun 373 
 
 CHAPTER XLVI 
 
 My Mother 374 
 
 At Ramsgate 374 
 
 Miss Emily Fitch .... 376 
 
 Anxious for News .... 377 
 Frith, Matthew Arnold, and 
 
 Mr. Farrer of Harrow . 377 
 
 The Pipe 378 
 
 "The Old Soldier" ... 378 
 
 Robert Browning .... 378 
 
 Frith's Advice 380 
 
 To Meet John Parry . . . 382 
 
 Du Maurier 383 
 
 Picture of " Scandal " . . 384 
 
 Tom Agnew 384 
 
 The Picture half rubbed 
 
 out 385 
 
 Calderon to the Rescue . . 385 
 " Scandal " a Success . . 386 
 A Year of Sunshine . , . 387 
 Grand " Do " at Manchester 387 
 The Blue Girls of Canter- 
 bury 388 
 
 Nearly Elected an A.R.A. . 392 
 
 A Visit to Coleorton . . . 393 
 
 My Mother's Death . . . 398 
 
 Elected an A.R.A. ... 398 
 
 CHAPTER XLVI I 
 
 Many Years After .... 400 
 Grandmamma's Grave . . 401
 
 ILLUSTRATIONS 
 
 PAGE 
 
 Memory' .... Frontispiece 
 
 Initial Letter i 
 
 Tailpiece 2 
 
 A Study from the Elgin 
 
 Marbles 3 
 
 Old Weller the Coachman . 4 
 
 Pen Sketch 7 
 
 Morden Hall 9 
 
 The Schoolroom, Paris . . 12 
 
 M. Morand 14 
 
 Dr. Bonnet 16 
 
 Sentinels 19 
 
 Sketch taken of Paris by 
 Moonlight during the 
 
 Civil War of June 1848 . 34 
 
 The Widow 42 
 
 Mirth 43 
 
 M.J. L. Dulong .... 45 
 
 Bubbles 47 
 
 A Study 54 
 
 A Sketch 56 
 
 Sketch by C. R. Leslie . . 58 
 
 Kilbum Fields 61 
 
 A Portrait 69 
 
 Game 74 
 
 Tom Landseer, the Engraver 78 
 
 The Shy Pupil 79 
 
 CAGE 
 
 Initial Letter 82 
 
 A Study 86 
 
 Cassandra 88 
 
 Tailpiece 100 
 
 Initial Letter loi 
 
 G. A. Storey, aged 19 . . 109 
 The Widowed Bride {-painted 
 
 in 1858) Ill 
 
 Love's Folly 113 
 
 Lessons of Love . . . . 114 
 The Brides Burial {painted 
 
 in 1859) 117 
 
 Edward Cressy 119 
 
 Sketch from the Picture by 
 
 Velasquez in Madrid . . 121 
 
 Bridge at Toledo .... 127 
 
 Philip IV 129 
 
 Initial Letter 141 
 
 Liseta 148 
 
 Sketched from the Picture 
 
 by Velasquez 1 50 
 
 A Portrait 159 
 
 A Study 164 
 
 Dona Emilia 167 
 
 Lavinia 176 
 
 Mandoline Player . . . . 180 
 
 The Ferry — Toledo . . . 186
 
 XX 
 
 ILLUSTRATIONS 
 
 PAGE 
 
 Street in Toledo .... 189 
 
 Kitchen at Seiior Ojdda's . 191 
 
 Patio of the Casa Abad . . 194 
 
 Kitchen at the Casa Abad . 197 
 
 A Fair Musician .... 201 
 
 Listening 204 
 
 One of the Innocents . . 210 
 
 Idleness 215 
 
 Toledo 220 
 
 Street in Toledo .... 229 
 
 The Tribuna . . . . . 233 
 
 Door of My Room — Toledo 239 
 
 Bowed Down 247 
 
 Clarissa 249 
 
 A Gossip 253 
 
 Gladys ....... 255 
 
 Curiosity . 273 
 
 The Model behind the 
 
 Screen ....... 276 
 
 At the Studio Door . . . 278 
 
 Nora 287 
 
 The Brigand 290 
 
 The Apennine 295 
 
 Madalina 307 
 
 Mr. Gailey 309 
 
 Old Inn at Kilburn . . . 314 
 
 Near Hurley 318 
 
 PAGE 
 
 Near Hampton Court . . 320 
 
 Near Maidenhead . . . . 321 
 
 At the Fancy Ball .... 328 
 
 Hever Castle 332 
 
 "After You" {paititcd in 
 
 1867) 338 
 
 Pen Sketch for the Shy 
 
 Pupil . 340 
 
 The Crucifixion 343 
 
 Friends . 348 
 
 Mrs. Porter — Then . . . 353 
 
 Pamela 360 
 
 Mrs. Potter 362 
 
 The Park Gate 364 
 
 Ninety Years Ago .... 370 
 Miss Emily Fitch {Portrait 
 
 of my Mother before she 
 
 was married) .... 376 
 The Old Soldier {painted 
 
 in 1869) 379 
 
 Mrs. Allen and my Mother 381 
 Charlotte Bishop and Fanny 
 
 Tomalin 389 
 
 Mrs. Sandys 390 
 
 Amy White, Mary Goodhew, 
 
 and Matilda Harman . . 391 
 
 The Spirit 400
 
 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 MNEMOSYNE 
 
 T T is not to write about 
 ^ myself that I take up 
 the pen, but I have met with 
 many people on my life jour- 
 ney who are worth writing 
 about, and I have seen and 
 heard many things that are 
 worth rememberinor. And 
 it is because of those I have 
 known and cared for, and 
 because they remain in my 
 memory, that I am prompted 
 to write about them, just as 
 I have often talked about them while sitting round 
 the fire with a cosy company smoking the friendly 
 pipe, and looking into those bright embers, those 
 burning cavities, which shape themselves into fairy 
 palaces, and lead us through dreamland into the 
 past — the past, which still exists in memory. And 
 it may not be without interest to others, as well 
 
 A
 
 2 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 as myself, to recall some of those well-known 
 characters who have passed away ; to renew 
 acquaintance with them in their everyday guise, 
 and to listen to their very words uttered long 
 ago. 
 
 i)}"jSlL''' I_ '>ilLL 
 

 
 A STUDY FROM THE ELGIN MARBLES. 
 
 II 
 
 THE SCULPTOR'S STUDIO 
 
 NOW, the first name that occurs to me in this 
 recollective mood is one that is a household 
 word, one that is dear to every right-minded reader 
 of the English language — it is the name of Charles 
 Dickens. Not only was his " Cricket on the 
 Hearth " one of the first books that I became 
 possessed of, but its author was the first great 
 man whom I was introduced to, and this is how 
 it happened. 
 
 Some friend of the family had seen scribblings 
 of mine on half-sheets of note-paper which were 
 considered wonderful, both b\' him and the family. 
 This friend, Mr. Stultz, a rich, prosperous man, 
 who had made a fortune by tailoring, was building 
 some alms-houses in Kentish Town for the shelter-
 
 4 
 
 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 iriQf of a certain number of the less successful of his 
 calling, and it was only right and proper that a bust 
 of the kind founder should be put up as a memorial 
 of his charity. To this end, he was sitting to 
 Behnes, the sculptor, in Osnaburgh Street, and it 
 struck him that an introduction to that o-entleman 
 mic^ht be a means of bringino- out the latent talent 
 of little Adolphus, who was then nine years old. 
 
 I remember he took 
 me with him in his 
 carriage and intro- 
 duced me into that 
 strangest of strange 
 places, as it seemed 
 to me then, a sculp- 
 tor's studio. There 
 were strange men in 
 blouses, with shades 
 over their eyes, and 
 rows of busts with no 
 eyes at all ; gaunt fig- 
 ures without clothes, 
 and gaunt figures with cloaks and trousers and 
 boots and whiskers and rolls of parchment, all in 
 marble. And there were great blocks of marble 
 about, with busts and figures just coming out of 
 them ; the whole place being lighted in such a dim, 
 mysterious way, that it was enough to frighten a 
 nervous little boy who had already been startled 
 by a monkey that ran up and down a pillar just 
 outside and made faces at him.
 
 THE SCULPTOR'S STUDIO 5 
 
 Mr, Behnes, the presiding genius of the place, 
 received me very kindly — said I could go there 
 whenever I liked to draw from the casts or make 
 models from them. He gave me buns to eat, and 
 a great lump of clay, which I was to fashion into 
 a horse's head, or, if I preferred, I could turn it into 
 the enormous toes of the Farnese Hercules, 
 
 One day, as I was engaged in the latter effort, 
 a bright, lively young man, good-looking, and with 
 dark flowing locks, entered the studio, accompanied 
 by Behnes, and took his seat in a comfortable arm- 
 chair on a revolving platform. He, too, seemed 
 amused at the scene — and very much so when he 
 caught sight of a small boy sitting in front of a 
 foot almost as big as himself, with a bun on one 
 side, and a large lump of clay on the other, which 
 he was trying to thumb into shape, I was the little 
 boy, and the lively young man with dark flowing 
 locks was Charles Dickens. He came and looked 
 over me, patted me on the head and said some 
 kind things, but I did not know who he was till 
 afterwards. 
 
 The sitting over, he took his departure, accom- 
 panied by Behnes ; but they were no sooner gone 
 than the men in blouses, with shades over their 
 eyes, came stealthily in to see the master's work 
 and to criticise the clay features and the clay curls 
 of the great novelist. And then they came up to 
 me and asked me all about him and what he had 
 talked about, and said, " Don't you know who he 
 is?" And then they told me that he was the
 
 6 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 author of " Pickwick," and " Nicholas Nickleby," 
 and "Oliver Twist," and "Sketches by Boz," and 
 " Master Humphrey's Clock," &c. ; and I was de- 
 lighted, for I had copied- the portrait of Mr. Pickwick, 
 and Mr. Weller with his pipe, and Sam, and others, 
 and it was through these very copies, which had 
 been considered so wonderful, that I found myself 
 in Behnes's studio, beginning almost in play an 
 art career, which I had no idea then would have 
 developed into a reality. 
 
 Although I cannot remember what Charles 
 Dickens said to me, I can remember that during 
 the sitting he was very animated and talkative, 
 and spoke of an accident he had been in, and that 
 a wheel was within two inches of his head as he 
 lay on the ground, but that he escaped uninjured. 
 
 Here, then, was the bust in embryo of Charles 
 Dickens, for it was all lumps and finger holes ; and 
 just behind it was the bust of Mr. Stultz, the 
 "Poole" of his day, with curls and whiskers and full 
 cheeks and a Roman toga, if I remember rightly ; 
 and the strange man, with a German name and of 
 German descent, who put on the lumps, but whose 
 features 1 cannot call to mind, was standing in front 
 of his work. He was a clever man, and invented 
 a means of drillincr the marble in order to make 
 an exact copy of the cast from the clay, which, I 
 believe, is now universally used. Of course, he 
 must have worn a cap — perhaps a paper cap. Alas 
 perhaps, a fool's cap, for he ended his days in 
 poverty, and died in Middlesex Hospital. I heard
 
 THE SCULPTOR'S STUDIO 
 
 7 
 
 this and several other curious things about Behnes, 
 from Thomas Fowke, who was with him for some 
 time as assistant carver. Poor Fowke, who also 
 
 PEN SKETCH. 
 
 died in a hospital, made a bust of me in terra-cotta, 
 which stands on our landing. 
 
 And where are the other busts I have men- 
 tioned ? Does any one know anything about the 
 one of Dickens? As to that of Mr. Stultz, I had
 
 8 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 the curiosity, a few months ago, to peep in at the 
 Alms-houses in Kentish Town to inquire about 
 it, but could get little information. The young 
 woman at the lodge said she had never seen it, but 
 she had heard there was one somewhere in a cellar. 
 "Sic transit o-loria mundi."
 
 MORDEN HALL. 
 
 Ill 
 
 MORDEN HALL 
 
 pX'ENTS link themselves together so strangely 
 ^ in our memories that the least important 
 seem to crop up unbidden and force themselves 
 upon us. I was debating whether to say anything 
 about my school-days, when the name of Sam 
 W'eller called to mind a character who w\as some- 
 what akin to him ; indeed, he might have been a 
 distant relation, for he had something of the same 
 kind of humour, and his occupation was a similar 
 one, only on a larger scale, for the individual I am 
 reminded of was the b(jots and oeneral serving- 
 man of the establishment at Morden I I all, in
 
 lo SKETCHES FROM IMEMORY 
 
 Surrey, where I received the first rudhnents of my 
 education. 
 
 He was always at work, for he had to clean the 
 knives and forks used by seventy boys, wait at 
 their meals, carry in pails of water to the washing- 
 room, clean all the boots, and look after the horse 
 and trap kept by the headmaster. Still, he was 
 cheerful. I can just remember he had light curly 
 hair, a round, reddish, good-tempered face, and 
 invariably appeared to be in a hurry. When he 
 handed round the bread-and-scrape, great thick 
 hunks, which were piled in heaps on his wooden 
 tray, he ran down the tables as fast as he could, 
 telling the boys he had no time for them to pick 
 and choose. They made darts and grabs at the 
 hunks, and a sort of scramble for their daily bread 
 was the result. At dinner the boys were allowed 
 to choose their meat, either fat or lean, well-done or 
 under-done, and our humorous waiter would constantly 
 brinCT well-done fat to those who wanted under-done 
 lean, and under-done lean to those who wanted 
 well-done fat. He told me one day, with a very 
 serious countenance, that he was going to leave. 
 When I asked him the reason, he said it was 
 because he had no more "spit" left to clean the 
 boots with. Polly, as he called the housekeeper 
 or mistress, was, he said, so economical that she 
 wouldn't buy blacking, and the consequence was 
 that he was dried up. If the bell rang, he would 
 sing out to a kind of chant or hymn tune, " Coming, 
 skip over the forms, and dance out of the room 

 
 MORDEN HALL ii 
 
 To think, that out of all the inmates of Morden 
 Hall, my memory should only single out the boots, 
 whose very name I forget ; especially as the head- 
 master, Mr. T. N. White, was one of the kindest 
 of men. And I ought, certainly, to pay a tribute 
 to the memory of ?^Ir. H. P. Ashby, who was not 
 only a clever artist, but my first instructor in paint- 
 ing. It was he who, at the giving away of the 
 prizes at the end of a term, made me supremely 
 happy. After all had been distributed, and I was 
 lamenting that there was not one for me, he stepped 
 forward and asked to be allowed to say one or two 
 words. He had what appeared to be a little jewel- 
 case in his hand, and when he held it up I could 
 see it contained a silver palette. After a short 
 speech, which I forget, but which made my heart 
 beat violently, he called me by name and presented 
 the palette to me, amidst the deafening shouts and 
 hoorays of my schoolfellows, which still ring in 
 my ears.
 
 THE SCHOOLROOM, PARIS. 
 
 IV 
 
 PARIS 
 
 T TAVING by no means completed my education 
 ■'^ -'■ at my Surrey school, it was decided to send 
 me to Paris for a couple of years, to a French 
 professor, M. Morand, who kept a sort of mixed 
 establishment, half boarding-house and half school. 
 He prepared young gentlemen for the various exa- 
 minations they had to pass to enter the Ecole Poly- 
 technique, St. Cyr, &c., and took one or two English 
 pupils, who were partly instructed by himself, and 
 partly by Madame, who was an English lady; and 
 as we all lived together like one big family, the pro- 
 cess was described as " Education de famille."
 
 PARIS 13 
 
 I started for Paris at the beginning of the year 
 1848, in company with a very Hvely party of ladies, 
 whose merriment prevented me from feeHng dull 
 at leaving my native land. Although I had been 
 taught at my Surrey school that everybody and 
 everything in France was very wicked, I was much 
 entertained with the novelty of the whole scene, for 
 in those days there was a greater contrast between 
 France and England than there is now. I shall 
 not attempt an account of a journey which I only 
 dimly remember. The greater part of it was by 
 diligence, the old lumbering coach of the past. We 
 arrived in Paris in the small hours of the morning, 
 and drove to a fine house in the Place Vendome, 
 where Miss Scott, the lady who stood god-mother 
 at my baptism, had some splendid apartments. I 
 slept on a sofa in one of the drawing-rooms, but 
 was roused from my slumbers by a strange sound, 
 and was rather alarmed to see a man, whom I took 
 for a lunatic, apparently dancing about the room. 
 He, however, set my mind at rest by informing me 
 that he was " Monsieur le frotteur," the floor polisher; 
 and, in fact, he made the floor so shining and 
 slippery that the first thing I did when I attempted 
 to walk across it was to tumble down. He ran to 
 my assistance, and smiled as though he took my 
 little mishap as a compliment to the perfect manner 
 in which he had done his work. 1 have often 
 thought of that frotleur, and have even buih uj) a 
 sort of theory upon him, which is, that the French, 
 as a rule, are so happy because they take a pride
 
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 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 in all they do — or, in other words, because they 
 are artists. 
 
 I soon made the acquaintance of my new pro- 
 fessor and his wife, Monsieur and Madame Morand, 
 for I left Miss Scott and all her lively young ladies 
 
 soon after breakfast, and was 
 driven to a house in the Ave- 
 nue Marboeuf, in the Champs 
 Elysees, a large square build- 
 ing, with no architectural pre- 
 tensions, standing in its own 
 grounds, which were rather like 
 a small wilderness. 
 
 My new friends received me 
 very kindly. Monsieur Morand, 
 the professor, was a short, dark, 
 handsome man, with whiskers 
 and flowing curly locks. He 
 wore a long brown frock-coat, 
 with the cuffs turned back, and 
 occasionally paused in his con- 
 versation to take a pinch of 
 snuff. I understood very little 
 of what he said, but Madame 
 Morand acted as interpreter ; 
 and my eldest brother (William), who had been 
 with them for some few months and had quite 
 a Frenchified air, acted as cicerone, showed me 
 over the place and introduced me to the other 
 inmates of the schoolroom, two or three young 
 Frenchmen (Alfred, Edmond, and Patrice), who 
 
 M. MORAND.
 
 PARIS 15 
 
 were cramming for their examinations, and a little 
 Spanish- American nanied Joseph Reynaud, who 
 spoke English like an English boy. Later on, 
 when all the household sat down to dinner, we 
 formed a rather large and pretty lively party. 
 
 Besides the pupils, there were some English 
 ladies, and an old General du Bourg, father of 
 Patrice. There were also occasional visitors, espe- 
 cially on Sundays, when our party was increased 
 and enlivened to a considerable extent : among 
 them were politicians and philosophers, such as 
 L'Abbe de Lamennais, author of Lcs Paroles 
 dun Croyant, Le Livre du Peiiple, &c., who 
 said that truth "was that which all men consented 
 to " ; Dr. Bonnet, doctor of the Conciergerie, who 
 told us many strange stories about the prison ; Dr. 
 Ducro, a portly man with a deep voice, a sort of 
 French Dr. Johnson ; M. Dubois, a young and 
 lively barrister who wanted to marry twenty thou- 
 sand a year; and a poet, M. Guyard, who after- 
 wards visited England, and was surprised at two 
 things about us — one, that we could on a fine nioht 
 see the Milky Way, which he had understood was 
 an impossibility in this land of fogs ; and the other, 
 that we had such a fine cathedral as Westminster 
 Abbey, which, he said, was a "poem in stone." 
 There was also a Monsieur Barratier, who lived 
 near, and amused us much by his droll speeches, 
 and by his account of a plague of cats that threat- 
 ened to turn him out of his house and home. 
 Madame Barratier and her sister had a passion for
 
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 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 these domestic animals. They began with one, then 
 added two more, all females. Their kittens soon 
 increased in number, as the ladies would not suffer 
 for a moment that even one should be destroyed. 
 Their meals not only added greatly to the house- 
 
 DR. BONNET. 
 
 hold expenses, but poor Barratier himself often had 
 to take his dinner on the staircase. Human nature, 
 he said, could stand it no longer, and he revolted. 
 He summoned up all his fortitude, and told his wife 
 and her sister that they must get rid of their cats. 
 " Impossible ! ! ! " they exclaimed.
 
 PARIS 17 
 
 " I am determined," said he. 
 
 "No! no! no !!" said they. 
 
 "Or Barratier or the cats," said he. "I give 
 you half-an-hour to decide." 
 
 They asked to be allowed to keep two ; this 
 was denied them. One, then. " No, Madame, not 
 even one." Finally, the ladies had to give in, the 
 cats were sent away, and Barratier returned to his 
 home and to the bosom of Madame Barratier. 
 
 Later on, another visitor came to the house, 
 and passed under the name of Martin. He was 
 very mysterious, kept to his own room, and never 
 went out. He proved to be the celebrated Mon- 
 sieur Cabet who scandalised the well-to-do Parisians 
 by declaring that " property is theft." He was con- 
 sidered a dangerous character, a sort of cannibal, 
 but was in reality one of the most amiable and 
 gentle of men. 
 
 It may be imagined that, with such a company 
 of Frenchmen, the conversations at the dinner-table 
 were always animated, intelligent, and amusing. 
 Monsieur Morand was not only an excellent mathe- 
 matician, having been professor at the Athenee, but 
 was as full of fun as he was of learning ; indeed, so 
 impressed was I with what seemed to me, as a boy, 
 his wonderful talents, that I looked upon him as 
 the greatest man of the universe, to use a French 
 superlative ; nor did a kinder soul ever breathe, 
 although he was a red Republican and a friend of 
 M. Cabct. I lis conversation was always interest- 
 ing, and his language well chosen, for he spoke the 
 
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 1 8 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 French of Voltaire. Pleasant, indeed, were our 
 many talks as we paced the Bois de Boulogne, then 
 quite a country wood. The works of the amiable 
 Bernardin de St. Pierre were put into my hands, 
 and formed a delicrhtful euide to the Iihide de la 
 Nattire. My schooling was no longer a difficult 
 task, a painful effort of memory, but an agreeable, 
 even a captivating pursuit. 
 
 But this is but a prefatory note which I make 
 here, because it is, as it were, the i7tise en scene, the 
 background of an event which was of enormous 
 importance to France, and was the first great 
 drama of real life that I had witnessed, namely, 
 the Revolution of 1848.
 
 SENTINELS. 
 
 V 
 
 THE REVOLUTION, 1848 
 
 T HAD noticed that the conversation at the 
 -*- dinner- table had become more and more 
 animated, especially on Sundays, when our party 
 was increased by some of the visitors mentioned 
 in the last chapter. As I had not yet learnt enough 
 French to understand the ins and outs of the con- 
 versation, I could only catch a word here and there, 
 and from the tone and gesture of several of the 
 speakers I fancied they were quarrelling, and even 
 swearing at each other ; for now and th(;n a fist 
 
 would come down on the table to give emphasis to 
 
 19
 
 20 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 the sentence. Among this babel of voices, such 
 expressions as the following caught my ear : " Nom 
 de Dieu!" "Que diable ! " " Saprlsti ! " " C'est la 
 canaille!" " Des voleurs!" " Le grand imbecile!" 
 " Le vieux poltron ! " " Ce Louis Philippe!" 
 "Mouchards!" "Traitres!" "Revolution!" and so on. 
 But in the midst of it there would be much laughter, 
 and there was evidently a contest between the lively 
 high-toned barrister, M. Dubois, and the grave, 
 deep-voiced, but humorous Dr. Ducro, as to which 
 should say the wittiest and most cutting things 
 about the Government. The names of Guizot, 
 Thiers, Lamartine, Cavaignac, Emile de Girardin, 
 Odillon Barrot, Ledru Rollin, Garnier Pages, Louis 
 Blanc, Barbez, and others, constantly recurred, and 
 when afterwards I asked for an explanation of what 
 it all meant, the answer was, " Oh, they were only 
 talking politics." But the old General du Bourg, 
 with his white hair and black moustache, evidently 
 said some unpleasant things, and demanded an ex- 
 ' planation of the observations that had been made in 
 his presence. He particularly objected to the epithet 
 "mouchard" (spy) being used so often. This led 
 to an altercation between him and M. Morand, and 
 we heard high words between them after they had 
 gone from the table. 
 
 The great event which our friends in the Avenue 
 Marbceuf were discussing was the approaching 
 Revolution of 1848, when Louis Philippe abdicated 
 and made his escape from the Tuileries (as was 
 said at the time), disguised as a footman ; and a
 
 THE REVOLUTION, 1848 21 
 
 Provisional Government was established, of which 
 many of the intimate friends of my professor 
 became members — notably Lamartine, the poet, 
 who was President. 
 
 In those days I looked upon politics as things 
 that grown-up people talked about as a kind of 
 amusement, but I had no idea what they were. I 
 heard that there was going to be a Revolution, but 
 so neglected had been my education that I did not 
 even know what that was ; it seemed to be asso- 
 ciated somehow with Catherine-wheels and squibs 
 and General du Bourof. The followinof extracts from 
 a diary I kept at the time will show how very fresh I 
 was to the subject ; indeed, the fact that one of my 
 brother William's pigeons had laid an egg seemed 
 to me of quite as much importance as the abdication 
 of Louis Philippe, the King of the French. 
 
 Diaries are apt to include chronicles of the very 
 smallest beer — even those of Pepys and Evelyn do 
 not escape this failing, nor is the "diary of little 
 Adolphus " any exception to the rule ; — and but for 
 the fact that it gives a glimpse of the Revolution of 
 February 1848, and the subsequent tragic events 
 of June, I should not have intruded it upon the 
 reader. But as it recalls to the writer very vividly 
 the moving drama enacted in Paris soon after he 
 set foot there, it may prove interesting. 
 
 I will begin with a short specimen of the more 
 domestic items included in its pages : — 
 
 Fed. 5///, 1848. — A row between General du 
 Bourg and M. Morand.
 
 22 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 'jtli. — The General very insolent. 
 
 \2th. — M. Dulong gave me my first lesson in 
 painting. 
 
 1 6///. — Heard there was going to be a Revolu- 
 tion. William's pigeons had a young one. 
 
 • • « • • • 
 
 I////. — More high words between the General 
 and M. Morand. Patrice had a fight with the 
 cook ; he was walking off with something out of 
 the kitchen. 
 
 22nd. — Revolution commenced. 
 
 Patrice's fig:ht with the cook seems to have been 
 the beginning of hostilities, a sort of farce or lever 
 lie r ideate of the drama about to be enacted in 
 Paris. On the 22nd the air seemed heavy with 
 ominous sounds, and there was a great noise of 
 drums beating to arms, the rappel was heard in all 
 directions, which meant that the National Guards 
 were called out, that all the butchers and bakers 
 and candlestickmakers had to don their uniforms 
 and to assist in keeping the peace. On the other 
 hand, the working class, le peuple, otherwise the 
 mob, were beginning to break it in good earnest, 
 shouting vociferously, throwing stones, smashing 
 windows and lamps, turning over omnibuses, car- 
 riages, cabs, and carts, tearing up the pavements (or 
 rather the roads, which then were paved with stones 
 as big as quartern loaves) to make barricades with, 
 firing off guns, burning houses, bursting in doors 
 and roaring excitedly, "A bas Guizot ! " "A bas 
 les Anglais!" "Vive la Republique ! " "Vive la
 
 THE REVOLUTION, 1848 23 
 
 reforme!" and I don't know what all. In fact, I 
 began to think they meant to kill us all, and I was 
 debating in my own mind where I could hide to be 
 out of danger. 
 
 Some of the older students went out to see the 
 "noise," but I, with other juveniles, looked at it 
 from an upstairs window, from whence we could see 
 to the end of the Avenue and on to the Champs 
 Elysees. We had plenty to look at, even in our 
 out-of-the-way street, and as night drew on the plot 
 seemed to thicken, the distant sound of drums and 
 musketry was increasing, a babel of voices rose on 
 the air, and we saw a cart pass at the end of the 
 road, full of dead bodies, their white faces lighted 
 by torches, followed by the crowd singing " Mourir 
 pour la Patrie." 
 
 Feb. 2^rd. — The troops had been passing up 
 and down our Avenue all night, and some attempt 
 had been made at a barricade, but it was thrown 
 down. The morning was comparatively quiet, and 
 M. Morand said it was all over, but still he would 
 not let us ofo to the Place Vendome to take our 
 dancing lesson. The fact was, the Revolution was 
 not over, and on the 24th, Thursday, the diary 
 states that the " Revolution was worse than ever." 
 There was a great noise of drums and bugles and 
 musketry, and even what sounded like the booming 
 of cannon. Later on, the statement in the diary is 
 brief but emphatic : — " Revolution finished. Louis 
 Philippe has abdicated and made his escape ; the 
 mob threaten to behead him if they catch him, and
 
 24 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 Guizot too. The Palais Royal has been sacked and 
 burnt ; the National Guard have fraternised with 
 the workmen." 
 
 So far, my experience of the Revolution had 
 been limited to what I could see of it from an 
 upstairs window of our house, which was consider- 
 ably removed from the scene of action ; but in 
 the afternoon M. Morand seemed to think there 
 was no more danger, and took me, with several 
 others, for a walk down the Champs Elysees. The 
 day was gloomy, even foggy, and the first thing 
 that struck me was to see whole companies of the 
 regulars marching in solemn sadness, with scarcely 
 a musket or a side-arm between them, and just a 
 solitary drummer beating a sort of doleful measure 
 like the Dead March in Saul. They had given 
 up their weapons to the insurgents, with whom 
 they had fraternised, and were going home to their 
 barracks, to find them in flames. We met several 
 regiments, all equally chopfallen. They were even 
 without their cross-belts, and looked like a sombre 
 set of mourners going to a funeral. They had not 
 been victorious ; they perhaps didn't want to be, 
 and yet they might have been brooding over their 
 voluntary defeat. 
 
 As a contrast to them, we met hundreds of 
 workmen and men in blouses, belted and shakoed 
 and armed to the teeth, but so drunk and lively 
 that one did not apprehend much danger from 
 them. Whether they had been charging at stone 
 walls, or in their rollings and fallings had stabbed
 
 THE REVOLUTION, 1848 25 
 
 their mother earth, I don't know, but many of their 
 bayonets were bent back and hook-shaped, and 
 there were scarcely any that had not some troph\' 
 on them ; in most cases, it was the round loaf, or 
 two or three or even four round loaves that are 
 served out to the troops, which they had no doubt 
 helped themselves to, when they bravely broke 
 into the undefended barracks and set them on fire. 
 
 The buildings that affected me most were those 
 small stations for the " Corps de Garde," standing 
 separately in the Champs Elysees and Tuileries 
 Gardens, that had been occupied by the Garde 
 Municipale, and had been surrounded by the mob 
 and their inmates shot to a man. They were 
 gutted and blackened, and still smouldering. The 
 Municipal Guards were a fine set of fellows, half 
 soldiers, half police, and for some reason were 
 hated by the populace, and were cut down merci- 
 lessly, their only chance of escape being to throw 
 away their uniforms and, if possible, put on a blouse 
 or some other disguise. 
 
 We had now arrived within a few hundred 
 yards of the Tuileries, and our professor, far 
 from being alarmed for our safety, seemed him- 
 self to partake of the excitement of the crowd. 
 In a few minutes more we were in front of one 
 of the large iron gates facing the Rue de Rivoli ; 
 it was closed, but I\I. Morand seemed to be in- 
 spired with command, and bade some of the men 
 climb o\-(:r it and undo the bolts, which was much 
 easier than bursting it in. Up went a couple of
 
 26 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 young fellows like monkeys, and in a minute or 
 two more the gates opened and in rushed the mob 
 with a deafening shout, and our little party with 
 them. 
 
 The sight that presented itself was the strangest 
 I have ever seen, and has remained in my memory 
 almost as vividly as if it were yesterday — and yet 
 it is now fifty years ago. The magnificent apart- 
 ments of the Palace were soon filled with as strange 
 a set of ruffians as you could meet anywhere ; it 
 seemed as if they were all mad or drunk, and yet 
 they were as jolly as sandboys. They seemed 
 positively to revel in destruction, and to yell with 
 delight as they smashed and tore everything to 
 pieces that they came across. There was scarcely 
 a picture that was not cut into ribbons, and 
 ornaments, however costly, were thrown down and 
 broken to atoms. While I was standing- in one 
 of the grand apartments, looking on in wonder, a 
 little man, with a sword almost as big as himself, 
 stood in front of a magnificent mirror that reached 
 from the floor to the ceiling ; he surveyed it for 
 a moment, and then, as though he were about to 
 storm a town singlehanded, went deliberately up 
 to it, and with one blow of his great cavalry blade 
 shivered it to pieces. As they fell at his feet, he 
 put on a grand air and said " La ! " as if this was 
 one of the greatest deeds he had ever accomplished, 
 and the proudest moment of his life. 
 
 This inherent love of destruction seems to be 
 characteristic of the French ; wherever their armies
 
 THE REVOLUTION, 1848 27 
 
 have passed through conquered countries they have 
 left this hateful mark behind them. I noticed it par- 
 ticularly in Spain, and in nine cases out of ten, when 
 I came upon the ruins of some fine old building, I 
 was told that the French were the destroyers. 
 
 But to return to our little lookinof-orjass breaker. 
 Whether we applauded his achievement or smiled 
 at him, I forget, but he approached us with a 
 menacing air and said, "A bas les Anglais!" We 
 received his threat good-temperedly, and sang out 
 in return, " Vive la Republique ! " That softened 
 his anger, especially as one of our party was quite 
 strong enough to have knocked him down, big 
 sword and all ; so he then bade us farewell, saying, 
 "C'est bien. Vive les Anglais ! " 
 
 We followed along from room to room, and 
 still the same mad scene of destruction was ofoine 
 on ; not a pane of glass in the windows was left 
 whole, and the handsome furniture, with its rich 
 embroidery and gilt framework, was thrown out 
 into the courtyard to make a bonfire. 
 
 When we came to the bedrooms we found grimy 
 black-bearded fellows dressed up in lace caps and 
 ladies' nightgowns. Some were in the beds, scream- 
 ing and laughing, and no doubt making coarse 
 jokes ; others, enveloped in counterpanes, paraded 
 the rooms ; and others, who had broken into the 
 chapel, had put on the richly embroidered priests' 
 robes and were dancing the " can-can " in them. 
 In fact, every outrage that could be thought of in 
 their monkey madness was resorted to. Even the
 
 2 8 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 ladies' desks as well as their wardrobes were ran- 
 sacked, and their love-letters and other documents 
 private and confidential were mockingly read aloud 
 amid roars of laughter. Oh, the French are a 
 lively people ! 
 
 After we had had enough of this pandemonium, 
 we made our way out of it without molestation, and 
 were not sorry to get into the open air again. I 
 heard, however, several shots fired in the courtyard 
 at the back of the Tuileries ; my brother looked out 
 of window and said he saw a man shot for thiev- 
 ing, and several others had shared the same fate. 
 " Mort aux Voleurs " was written up all over the 
 place. People might smash as much as they liked — 
 that was simply looked upon as evincing patriotic 
 feeling, a hatred of kings and princes and a love for 
 the Republic ; but to take anything away was quite 
 another thing, and the penalty was instant death. 
 
 While we were listeninof outside to a man who 
 was haranguing the crowd from the great balcony 
 in most heroic style, and requesting them to name 
 him the President of the Republic, we saw an 
 amusinof incident connected with this *' Mort aux 
 Voleurs." A half-drunken fellow was carrying an 
 enormous bundle of candles (I should say many 
 pounds of them), when another fellow accosted him 
 and asked him what business he had with them. 
 "These are the bougies from the Chateau," said he. 
 "Thou hast stolen them ! give them up at once or I 
 will have thee shot as a thief. Mort aux Voleurs! 
 n'est-ce-pas ? " and he pointed to the notice. The
 
 THE REVOLUTION, 1848 29 
 
 possessor of the candles gave them up like a lamb 
 without saying a word, and the other quietly walked 
 off with them. 
 
 As we returned home, we saw more troops 
 marching sullenly along, unarmed as the others 
 were. All the guard-houses we passed were burnt 
 out, and several of the large barracks along the 
 quay on the other side of the river were on fire. 
 
 • ••••• 
 
 Early on the morning after these events we 
 heard martial sounds in our Avenue, a clanking of 
 arms and beating of drums, accompanied by loud 
 shouts of " Vive la Republique ! " " Vive le General 
 du Bourg ! " 
 
 A small army of men in blouses stood without 
 the gates of our courtyard demanding admission. 
 Surely they have come to take us prisoners or to 
 order us all out to immediate execution. The gates 
 were flung open by the concierge, and in marched a 
 strange regiment, that might have matched that of 
 Sir John Falstaff. It drew up in tolerable order in 
 front of our house, and consisted of some hundred 
 or more men, variously accoutred but very un- 
 washed, who looked determined and as if they 
 meant business. 
 
 The General went out and haranofued them 
 from the front doorsteps, and his speech was re- 
 ceived with deafening applause. 
 
 I began to feel reassured, and looked on from an 
 upstairs window. The General's disputes with M. 
 Morand crossed my mind, but 1 must say I felt a
 
 30 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 great sense of relief when I found that the motley 
 crowd below was simply a guard of honour that had 
 come to carry off our General in triumph to the 
 Hotel de Ville, whether to proclaim him President 
 of the Republic I did not know, but they soon took 
 their departure, headed by the General and his son. 
 1 he destinies of France, however, were not en- 
 trusted to these gendemen ; and there was an ill- 
 natured rumour that the General du Bouro- was 
 not a General at all, and that Patrice was the son 
 of a cook — not the one, let us hope, that he had the 
 fight with. 
 
 Although we could still hear the report of fire- 
 arms from time to time, we went out to see the 
 ruins of the barracks and other buildings that had 
 been burnt by the insurgents, expecting to come 
 across some terrible evidences of the fieht. But. 
 strange to say, Paris had resumed in a great mea- 
 sure its ordinary appearance ; most of the shops 
 were open, and the ladies were out walking as usual, 
 as though nothing had happened. 
 
 On the 26th M. Dulong came in the uniform of 
 the National Guard to give me my painting lesson ; 
 he had been in the thick of the battle and had seen 
 strange sights, but like the others had fraternised 
 with the people, although I don't think he had any 
 brotherly love for them. Another sign of the times 
 was the arrival of the flute-master, I forget whether 
 in uniform or not ; but he brought the music of the 
 "Marseillaise" and the "Girondins" for my brother 
 William. Everybody was singing the " Marseil-
 
 THE REVOLUTION, 1848 31 
 
 laise," and we all sang or rather shouted it, from 
 M. Morand to " le petit Joseph," Madame playing 
 the accompaniment. 
 
 I am indebted to the diary for the above details, 
 and that they give touches of colour to my story 
 must be my excuse for introducing them. Indeed, 
 its brief notes bring vividly before me the scenes I 
 then witnessed. 
 
 I can see old Paris as it was half a century ago, 
 with its narrow and picturesque streets, many of 
 them without pavements for foot passengers, and 
 lighted at night by the dim glimmer of oil lamps 
 that swung on a rope suspended across the road ; 
 although the principal thoroughfares, such as the 
 Champs Elysees, the Rue de Rivoli, and the Boule- 
 vards had grand rows of gas lamps. 
 
 The gardens of the Tuileries, with their long 
 avenues of horse-chestnuts and limes, their orange 
 trees and beds of flowers, and their many statues, 
 were full of life and gaiety, the sun shining, foun- 
 tains playing, children romping, their nursemaids in 
 their pretty caps and aprons sitting at work chatting 
 and laughing, whilst the vendors of "pain d'epice," 
 "orgeat," "la limonade " and " les plaisirs," plied 
 their trades with all their characteristic liveliness. 
 
 The Boulevards and the Palais Royal were full 
 of "flaneurs," folk who sauntered along with a sort 
 of lazy grace, smoking their cigarettes as though 
 they had nothing else to do and had no cares or 
 troubles ; for the well-to-do Frenchman generally 
 gets his work over early and devotes the rest of his
 
 32 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 time to the enjoyment of life, sitting outside the 
 cafes sipping coffee and " le petit verre," chaffing his 
 neighbour and the passers-by, /(^z^r/'^^^^r le te^nps. 
 In fact, all the world seemed to live out of doors and 
 to be as sociable as if they were one big family 
 party. When your Frenchman is in a good humour 
 he is one of the most civilised and deliorhtful crea- 
 tures of the human race ; but when ground down 
 by poverty, when oppressed by injustice and bad 
 government, and when his angry passions rise, he 
 is like a lunatic out of Bedlam, to his own sorrow. 
 
 I could go on for many pages recalling the Paris 
 of fifty years ago, but the pleasure would probably 
 be more on my side than on that of the reader. 
 Modern Paris is much more magnificent, and the 
 French, if they are great destroyers, as I said just 
 now, have the faculty of replacing with interest the 
 buildings they destroy. Besides, my Paris of those 
 days was very much limited to the four walls of 
 the establishment of M. Morand, to the house in the 
 Avenue Marbceuf, which house has shared the fate 
 of the Tuileries, and disappeared from the scene ; 
 the Avenue Marbceuf, then almost a lane or back 
 street, is now quite Kensingtonian with its big 
 mansions. 
 
 In those days, too, narrow streets and tumble- 
 down houses encumbered the space between the 
 Tuileries and the Louvre, and there were print- 
 shops and bookstalls almost up to the very entrance 
 door of the Musee, or Picture Gallery. Many a 
 time did I admire some picture by Prud'hon or
 
 THE REVOLUTION, 1848 33 
 
 Girodet, such as "La \^engeance Divine poursui- 
 vant le Crime " by the former, and the " Chactas et 
 Atala " by the latter, and looked with envious eyes 
 on eno-ravines of them in those very print-shops ; 
 and many a time have I gone both there and on the 
 quais, where I could pick up old volumes with red 
 edges and leather bindings at prices varying from 
 two to twenty sous, and carried home a trea- 
 sure for the aforesaid sum which was the nucleus of 
 a future library.
 
 SKETCH TAKEN OF PARIS BY MOONLIGHT DURING THE 
 CIVIL WAR OF JUNE 1848. 
 
 VI 
 
 CIVIL WAR 
 
 SINCE the events narrated in the last chapter, 
 there have been fetes, illuminations, rejoicings, 
 and grand military displays ; there has been a pro- 
 cession of troops many miles long, that took from 
 eight in the morning till eleven at night to pass up 
 the Champs Elysees to the Barriere de I'Etoile, 
 where detachments from every regiment in France 
 received new flags. But still Paris is unsettled, 
 and the dogs of war are howling to be let loose. 
 
 The cry for labour and for bread is growing 
 louder and louder, the scheme of the "Ateliers 
 Nationaux" (the National Workshops) has not 
 succeeded, and a more terrible tragedy than the 
 Revolution of February is about to be enacted. 
 
 34
 
 CIVIL WAR 35 
 
 We had left the house in the Avenue Marboeuf, 
 and had taken up our quarters in Beaujon, a quiet 
 locality on the opposite side of the Champs Elysees, 
 and not far from the old place. Its avenues were 
 enclosed by gates and named after the poets — one 
 was called Avenue Lord Byron. Here, besides 
 our other studies, we were taught military exercises, 
 were regularly drilled by a sergeant of the line, and 
 had to handle muskets quite out of proportion to 
 our small bodies, and very heavy to bring up to 
 the shoulder. I speak of little Joseph and myself, 
 as several of the older students had left. Later 
 on these exercises formed a subject of inquiry by 
 the authorities, who seemed to look upon us as 
 worthy of being suspected. It is quite true that 
 some of the gamins of Paris did a good deal of 
 mischief from behind the barricades, and even in 
 front of them, during the affair of June which was 
 now on the eve of commencino-. 
 
 Louis Napoleon had just come upon the scene ; 
 he had been elected a " Representant du peuple," 
 and claimed admission to the Chamber of Deputies. 
 By some he was looked upon with suspicion, espe- 
 cially by M. Morand and his friends ; for, during 
 their conversations at the dinner-table, I often heard 
 the terms adventurer and charlatan applied to him. 
 I see by the diary, which I must again refer to, that 
 on the loth of June 1848, " tlicre is a fuss about 
 Napoleon;" and on the 13th, tliat we went to the 
 Place de la Concorde .md saw the cavalry charL''e 
 the mob, supported by the infantry, who charged
 
 36 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 with fixed bayonets. " Heard that Louis Napoleon 
 had been received into the Chamber of Deputies." 
 
 This event is indelibly fixed on my memory, 
 for I made a sketch of it in my lesson book. It 
 was a hot sunny day in June. Monsieur and 
 Madame Morand, Joseph, and I went for a walk 
 as usual, little suspecting that anything out of the 
 way was going to happen. When we arrived at 
 the Place de la Concorde, rather inappropriately 
 named, we saw troops stationed round the Chambre 
 des Deputes and also on the Place ; but to look on 
 the scene no one would have suspected that any 
 mischief was brewing, one would rather have sup- 
 posed that some fair was going on, or that it was a 
 general holiday. There was a considerable crowd, 
 and the usual gaiety prevailed. The vendors of 
 cakes and lemonade, of orgeat and les plaisirs were 
 doing good business, and many workmen were 
 lying stretched their full length sleeping and bask- 
 ing in the sun. Presently, as if by magic, all 
 started to their feet and took to their heels, and I 
 have never seen so many legs up in the air all at 
 once either before or since. And then I noticed a 
 2'litterine of steel and helmets, and a shaking- of 
 plumes. The dragoons were charging the mob, 
 there was a rush, and a hue and cry, and a general 
 scampering to the right. I saw the infantry lower 
 their bayonets and clear all before them in another 
 direction. 
 
 Our little party took refuge under the colonnade 
 in front of the hotel of the Minister of Marine, and
 
 CIVIL WAR 37 
 
 were almost the sole occupants of that long corri- 
 dor, which is enclosed by iron railings. Seeing us 
 there, a small body of lancers formed at the end of 
 it, and seemed to threaten us with a charge ; but 
 M. Morand stepped forward and appealed to the 
 officer, saying — " Vous voyez bien que ce ne sont 
 pas des combattants," pointing to little Joseph, and 
 myself, and Madame. The gallant troopers eyed 
 us for a moment, then turned their horses' heads 
 and galloped off in another direction. 
 
 We soon made our way home after this, though 
 we were not allowed to pass through the line of 
 troops that had formed up without a great deal of 
 explanation on the part of our professor. About 
 two days later, on June 22nd, was the beginning 
 of the Civil War. 
 
 "No fighting yet," says the diary; "but the 
 workmen (le peuple) are insulting the National 
 Guard (les bourgeois), and shouting ' A bas Lamar- 
 tine ! ' ' Vive Barbez ! ' " 
 
 June 23;'^, Thicrsday. — " Fighting began about 
 ten o'clock this morninor between the National 
 Guards and the workmen. Barricades have been 
 thrown up in the night by the latter, one near the 
 Porte St. Martin nearly as high as a house. The 
 National Guard tried to storm it, and twenty-five 
 of them were killed ; the rest made their escape, 
 leaving their muskets behind them." 
 
 In the evening the sound of cannon was heard 
 in the distance, guns firing rapidly one after another, 
 and a beating of drums in all directions.
 
 38 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 June 2\tJi, Friday. — " Fighting has been going 
 on without ceasing, cannon firing all night ; besides 
 which there was a continuous sound of troops en- 
 terinof Paris, and draesfinof their g^uns alon^ with 
 them." 
 
 The moon, I remember, was shining brightly, 
 and as the weather was warm, I sat at the open 
 window and made a sketch of the effect/ Sentinels 
 were posted all along our avenue, and every now 
 and then I heard the call, " Sentinelle, prenez-garde 
 a vous." This call was taken up by the next, who 
 was some little way off, then by a third, and so on 
 till it died away in the distance ; but still it came 
 round again, and I fell asleep notwithstanding the 
 boom of cannon, and the faint call of " Sentinelle, 
 prenez-garde a vous." 
 
 Jtine 2^th, Saturday. — "Heard this morning 
 that the workmen — that is to say, the Red Republi- 
 cans—are in great force in the Quartier St. Jacques, 
 and have built a fortress by the Pantheon. A great 
 number have been killed on both sides, for there 
 has been some hard fighting. The people have 
 five or six cannon, but they lost St. Jacques in the 
 evening, and the combat ceased for a short time. 
 Paris is in a state of siege, and under military law. 
 Fighting has just begun again in the Rue St. 
 Antoine. . . . The fighting has been going on all 
 night, cannon roaring without ceasing." 
 
 June 26tk, Sunday. — " The National Guard have 
 taken up their quarters in Beaujon, close to our 
 
 ^ See illustration, p. 34.
 
 CIVIL WAR 39 
 
 house. They paid us a visit yesterday to see if 
 we had any firearms in the place. Little Joseph 
 and I beofin to feel we are dangerous characters. 
 I am not sure whether I am a Red Republican 
 or not. 
 
 "We have heard terrible accounts of the fight. 
 There has been great loss of life ; the 25th legion 
 of the Garde-Mobile has been nearly annihilated. 
 It consists chiefly of quite young men, ' les enfants 
 du peuple,' and they have been remorselessly 
 slaughtered by their own fathers, and their heads 
 exhibited by women. It is said that a number 
 were taken prisoners, and their captors cut their 
 throats in cold blood and left them lying in the 
 road. 
 
 "Out of 800 Garde-National, Garde-Mobile, and 
 Grenadiers, only 200 remained alive, and out of 
 700 others 550 were killed, and out of forty-six 
 officers of the Garde-Mobile only fourteen survived. 
 Three generals were killed. It is said that the 
 troops have taken the Faubourg St. Antoine, but 
 we cannot be sure, as no one is allowed to pass 
 to bring news. Twelve journalists have been 
 arrested." 
 
 These notes were jotted down from time to 
 time during the day, for we had little inclina- 
 tion to set to work while such excitement was 
 in the air and such terrible deeds were being 
 enacted. 
 
 June 27///, Monday. — " Fighting has ceased ; 
 the battle is over ; the people are vanquished.
 
 40 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 We have heard that the Archbishop of Paris was 
 shot while ministering to the dying, and trying to 
 make peace. Some thousands have fallen on both 
 sides, including ten or twelve general officers." 
 
 That there was such terrible carnage, and that 
 the battle lasted so long, may perhaps be accounted 
 for partly by the fact that in February, when the 
 troops and the National Guards fraternised with 
 the people, they gave up their arms to them, 
 little thinking that they themselves would in a 
 few short months become the victims of those 
 very weapons. " It is said that about 16,000 have 
 fallen and about 8000 insurgents have been made 
 prisoners, many of whom were shot afterwards in 
 cold blood." 
 
 Some days after the fight I overheard two 
 soldiers of the line talking together at a lemonade 
 and ginger-beer stall, whither they and I had gone 
 for refreshment. The one had just told the other 
 how many he and his company had shot that 
 morning, and that there were so many hundred 
 more to be shot the next day. I must say that it 
 gave me a shudder when 1 heard of this murdering 
 in cold blood after the fiofht was over. One would 
 have thought there had been quite enough blood 
 spilt without this. 
 
 It is fortunate that the troops kept possession 
 of the Hotel de Ville, and so prevented the mob 
 from getting the reins of government into their 
 own hands, for they were driven to desperation ; 
 about I 20,000 had been receiving state wages, but
 
 CIVIL WAR 41 
 
 the workshops were being closed, and the cry of 
 the people was " Le travail ou la mort." It was 
 the want of bread and the fear of starvation that 
 wrought them up to frenzy and made them fight 
 like demons. Had they got the upper hand a reign 
 of terror would probably have set in, and there 
 would have been no mercy shown to the hated 
 bourgeois, the respectable shopkeeper. 
 
 For some time after this the Champs Elysees 
 presented a curious sight ; the whole place was 
 one vast camp, covered with straw, where men and 
 horses were lying down together. Cavaignac and 
 Lamoriciere, determined not to be beaten, had 
 brought so many troops into Paris — I believe over 
 60,000 — that there was no room for them in the 
 barracks, and they had to bivouac in any of the open 
 spaces that were available. Some of the men were 
 cooking, some lolling about smoking, some brushing 
 up their uniforms, cleaning their arms, and making 
 themselves tidy. It was rather amusing to see the 
 dragoons blacking and polishing the leathern part 
 of each other's breeches, the one who was being 
 polished standing bent down and leaning on a stool ; 
 then when he was finished he performed the same 
 office for his friend. 
 
 On the 6th of July there was a grand funeral 
 of those who had fallen in this Civil War. It was, 
 of course, a grand show — quite a la fran^aise l 
 Mass for the dead was solemnised in a chapel 
 erected on the Place de la Concorde for that pur- 
 pose, and almost on the very spot where the first
 
 42 
 
 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 charge of cavalry took place, on the 1 3th of the 
 previous month, the charge that inaugurated this 
 terrible and miserable fi^ht between citizen and 
 citizen, between father and son, a fight in which 
 whoever conquered must regret even the victory. 
 
 THE WIDOW.
 
 -^u. 
 
 MIRTH 
 
 VII 
 
 THE ARTS OF PEACE 
 
 TV yr Y painting master, Monsieur Jean Louis 
 ^^ ^ Dulong, was a very modest man, for he 
 only charged twenty-five francs a month for two 
 lessons a week, or at the rate of half-a-crown a 
 lesson, and came all the way from the Rue des 
 Beaux Arts, or somewhere in that quarter, to give 
 
 43
 
 44 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 them. He was an excellent painter, in the smooth 
 French manner, and the chief thing he taught me 
 was to take pains. When I showed him some 
 specimens of the work I had done in England, 
 among them a copy of a river piece by Richard 
 Wilson, with the paint dabbed on pretty thick and 
 the forms left almost entirely to the imagination, he 
 said it was an dbauche (only a sketch), that it led 
 to nothing, and that if I wanted to learn to paint 
 I must carefully copy the work before me, touch for 
 touch, line for line, and that in proceeding care- 
 fully, though slowly, I should accomplish my task 
 much more rapidly than by hurrying and making 
 a dash, and he impressed upon me the advice of 
 Boileau — 
 
 " Hatez vous lentement et sans perdre courage, 
 Vingt fois sur le metier remettez votre ouvrage." 
 
 Later on he gave me a letter of introduction to 
 the authorities at the Louvre, and in September 
 1848, to my great delight, I found myself perched 
 on a high stool, with a big canvas in front of 
 me, copying " La Vengeance Divine poursuivant 
 le Crime," by Prud'hon, which at that time I 
 admired much more than the masterpieces of 
 Titian, Rubens, and Paul Veronese. I also copied 
 the " Endymion " of Girodet, and his " Chactas and 
 Atala " ; I took especial pleasure in the subject, as 
 well as in the clean smooth workmanship of the 
 picture. As at that time I had no idea of ever 
 becoming an artist, I looked upon my task as a
 
 THE ARTS OF PEACE 
 
 ' 45 
 
 pleasant pastime, and thought it a very fine thing 
 to be painting in the Louvre. 
 
 Perhaps, after all, this was the best way to 
 
 M. J. L. DULONG. 
 
 begin — to start from the bottom of the ladder and 
 climb upwards, instead of starting at the top with 
 Titian, and tumbling downwards. Nor did 1 have
 
 46 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 to go through that painful drudgery with a fine- 
 pointed piece of chalk, passing months and months 
 copying in meaningless stipple a cylinder or a cone, 
 or some other hideous art-school object, which, 
 though it may pass you into an upper class, lulls 
 and dulls the intellect, and wastes the most pre- 
 cious davs of a student's life. 
 
 As the tyro cannot appreciate the beauties of 
 the great masters, he cannot copy them, so let him 
 learn to take pains, and then he may dash away 
 and be as masterly as he likes. 
 
 Thank you, good Monsieur Dulong, for teach- 
 ing me this lesson. On the previous page is your 
 portrait, which I drew in my lesson-book while 
 you were patiently showing me how to paint a 
 shipwreck.
 
 VIII 
 
 THE ARTIST AT THE BREAKFAST TABLE 
 
 M 
 
 V artistic talent, such as it 
 
 was, not infre- 
 quently helped to enliven the hour at the 
 breakfast table. " Le dejeuner a la fourchette " I 
 think an admirable institution. It is served at about 
 eleven o'clock, when one has already done three 
 good hours' work ; it is a 
 cross between our nine 
 o'clock English breakfast 
 and our half-past one o'clock 
 luncheon, or rather I should 
 say it combines the two, 
 and does not break up the 
 day so inconveniently. 
 
 At M. Morand's we used 
 to take coffee (cafe au lait) 
 and a roll and butter at 
 about seven or half-past, 
 and got well to work by 
 eight o'clock, only leaving off when the welcome 
 sound of the breakfast bell summoned us to my 
 favourite meal. After it was over we had our time 
 to ourselves to go out for a walk until one o'clock, 
 when we went to work a";ain till five, and after that 
 
 BUBBLES. 
 
 47
 
 48 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 threw aside our algebra and our conic sections to 
 enjoy our dinner and our ease. If it was summer 
 time, we took long walks through the Bois or down 
 into Paris, and on Sundays frequently went as far 
 as St. Cloud, that delightful old palace (since de- 
 stroyed), with its charming views, its fountains, its 
 terraces, and all its other attractions. 
 
 " Le dejeuner a la fourchette" consisted of 
 several dishes, more or less light, but much to 
 my taste, with "pain a discretion" and " vin " in 
 "abondance," that is, with abundance of water. It 
 was on these occasions that M. Morand would get 
 a good deal of fun out of a simple observation. It 
 would gradually get elaborated Into a story, which I 
 was generally called upon to illustrate on the black- 
 board with white chalk, for the board on which we 
 worked out our problems stood over the stove in 
 the dining-room, which was also our class-room. 
 
 For instance : Mr. Wood, a closely-cropped, red- 
 haired bachelor, had lately arrived from London, 
 and M. Morand asked him, in the course of con- 
 versation, at what part he resided. He lived at 
 Barnes, he said, "a little above Chelsea." 
 
 "Oh, then you probably know Chelsea Col- 
 lege ? " 
 
 "Chelsea College?" said Mr. Wood, as though 
 he were thinking what place was meant. " Chelsea 
 College.'*" he repeated. "No, Monsieur, I don't 
 think I do." 
 
 M. Morand, with mock gravity, turned to his 
 wife and said, "How is this.'*"
 
 AT THE BREAKFAST TABLE 49 
 
 Now, Madame Morand had for several years 
 before her marriage Hved with the family of Sir 
 John Wilson, who was formerly governor of Chelsea 
 Hospital, but which Madame always called Chel- 
 sea College, as though it were a seat of learning 
 instead of the home of old soldiers ; and whenever 
 her husband asked her where such and such a place 
 was, she always replied that it was so far from 
 Chelsea College. Thus, Westminster Abbey would 
 be about two miles from Chelsea Collegre. 
 
 " And where is Manchester ? " 
 
 "Manchester is about 186 miles from Chelsea 
 College," and so on. 
 
 At last M. Morand exclaimed, " Alors, Chelsea 
 College c'est le centre de I'univers, et le soleil doit 
 etre a peu pres trente-deux millions de lieux de 
 Chelsea College, n'est-ce-pas ? " 
 
 "But," said Madame M. to Mr. W^ood, "you 
 perhaps do not pass that way. Do you ever go 
 to the city ? " 
 
 "Oh yes, every day." 
 
 " And how do you go ? " 
 
 " By steamboat, and return by steamboat." 
 
 " Why, then," said she, "you must pass Chelsea 
 College twice every day." 
 
 "Comment!" said M. Morand. "How is this? 
 Is Chelsea College a myth ? Is it a creation of my 
 wife's fancy, this centre of the universe of which 
 I have heard so much ? since here is Monsieur 
 Vood, who has passed by the place twice a day for 
 the last twelve years, and has never yet seen it." 
 
 D
 
 so SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 And turning to me he would say, "Voyons, Adolphe, 
 here is a problem ; how can you account for this 
 strange phenomenon ? " 
 
 We would then all of us set to work to discover 
 some reason for it. Did Mr. Wood always have his 
 back to the place when he passed it, or was he so 
 busy reading the Times that he never remarked it ? 
 No, he could not always take up the same position 
 for twelve years. These and several other theories 
 were started, but we reminded the Professor that 
 Madame had frequently referred to the cabbages 
 at Chelsea College. " True," said he, and a light 
 seemed to dawn upon him. " I remember now that 
 whenever we have cabbages for dinner Madame 
 always says they are not so fine as those that grow 
 at Chelsea College." 
 
 At last we had solved the riddle ! Those cab- 
 bages have no doubt been orrowing- and increasing^ 
 to such an extent that at last they are no longer 
 mere vegetables but have become shrubs, and from 
 shrubs have grown into trees, and in fact are now 
 so large that the pensioners can sit under them 
 — and these cabbages quite conceal the College 
 from view, especially from any one passing on the 
 river. So Adolphe had to take the chalk and de- 
 lineate the Chelsea cabbages with the pensioners 
 sitting under them, and only the chimney-pots 
 of the famous centre of the universe seen above 
 them. 
 
 This was the sort of playful nonsense we in- 
 dulged in at the breakfast-table, sometimes at the
 
 AT THE BREAKFAST TABLE 51 
 
 expense of one, sometimes of another. " Le petit 
 Joseph," as he was called, used to brag a good deal 
 about Spanish America, and an uncle of his who 
 was the captain of a ship. Of course this captain 
 became as great a hero as Chelsea College had 
 become a mystery, and was represented as a giant 
 with an enormous cocked hat and feathers, a big 
 sword, and a circular telescope with which he could 
 see all round the world. He was called " le 
 capitaine de Joseph," and was of such wonderful 
 proportions that he could carry any ordinary ship 
 under his arm ; indeed, to relate half the exploits 
 and extraordinary adventures of this great hero 
 would take a volume. 
 
 Among countless other subjects for the pencil, 
 or rather for the white chalk, was a little incident 
 a propos of mint sauce. A discussion had recently 
 taken place as to the relative virtues of French and 
 English cooking, in which M. Dubois, le Docteur 
 Ducro, M. Barratier, and others, maintained the 
 superiority of "la cuisine fran^aise," and Madame 
 Morand, Mr. Wood, and the English boys stuck 
 up for the roast beef of their native land. There- 
 upon Madame said that she would treat them all 
 next Sunday to a thoroughly British dish, and as 
 lamb was in season, we were to have a leg of lamb 
 with mint sauce, " une veritable sauce anglaise." 
 This was to be a test experiment, and she felt 
 confident that they would all acknowledge its 
 excellence. 
 
 Sunday arrived, and with it the several guests,
 
 52 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 full of curiosity to try the English sauce. The lamb 
 was put upon the table, accompanied by a tureen 
 of vinegar sweetened with sugar and flavoured with 
 mint. Each one helped himself to it very plenti- 
 fully, especially M. Dubois, who soaked his meat in 
 it so thoroughly that you would have thought he 
 had a plate of soup in front of him instead of a 
 cut off the joint. I shall never forget the various 
 expressions of the guests after they had taken the 
 first mouthful of "la sauce anglaise." M. Morand 
 said nothing, but quietly tilted his plate and put a 
 piece of bread under it to separate the sauce from 
 the meat ; the Doctor sat back in his chair and 
 looked round at the others, aghast ; another tried to 
 empty the sauce into his neighbour's plate. But 
 Dubois, the avocat, literally screamed, and said in a 
 high voice, as though he were addressing the court, 
 " Madame, votre sauce est execrable ! " Another 
 called it " originale " ; another apologised for not 
 beinpf able to aeree with Madame that it was excel- 
 lent. Fortunately there were other dishes to follow, 
 and the catastrophe of the "sauce anglaise" was 
 soon followed by merriment. During dessert I was 
 called upon to depict the scene on the blackboard, 
 but I am afraid that only a Hogarth could have 
 done it justice. However, the wry faces, the 
 mouths drawn down and the eyebrows drawn up, 
 the attitude of M. Dubois, and the English sauce 
 bowl dancing a sort of Highland fling in the middle 
 of the table, made a very amusing picture. I need 
 hardly add that this was the first and last time that
 
 AT THE BREAKFAST TABLE 53 
 
 "la sauce anglaise " made its appearance at the 
 table of Madame Morand. 
 
 Now and then a political subject would be 
 suggested, such as " Liberte, Egalite, Fraternite." 
 This was represented, first by some poor devils who 
 were at Liberty to go to prison ; second, Equality 
 by a number of dead men lying on the ground ; and 
 Fraternity by a figure of a war goddess and people 
 engaged in a desperate fight, cannon firing, heads 
 flying off, and so on. 
 
 But I have said quite enough to explain the 
 functions of the Artist at the Breakfast-table.
 
 A STUDY. 
 
 IX 
 
 HOME AGAIN 
 
 A HOLIDAY at Fontainebleau in the autumn; 
 strolls through the palace gardens, reminding 
 me of Hampton Court ; and long and delightful 
 walks through the forest accompanied by M. 
 Morand and Mr. Wood, who, notwithstanding his 
 maps and his guides, generally lost his way ; our 
 return to Paris by the river, and the many pictur- 
 esque places we passed, which made me long to be 
 
 54
 
 HOME AGAIN SS 
 
 an artist ; these bring back pleasant recollections, 
 but in too dreamy and sketchy a shape for me to 
 say more about them. 
 
 I stayed for another year in Paris with my 
 good friends the Morands, studying the various 
 branches of polite learning considered necessary to 
 the education of youth, and continued my paint- 
 ing lessons and copying in the Louvre under the 
 guidance of M. Dulong. I returned to England 
 at the end of December 1849 in time to spend 
 Christmas at home, but not without sincere regret 
 at parting with my French friends. I had not 
 only been happy with them, but I had added 
 almost a new existence to my former one. ^ 
 
 I had become a Frenchman as well as an 
 Englishman. I could enjoy their thoughts, their 
 tastes, their art, and their literature as well as our 
 own ; and I had learned the great lesson, which I 
 had not learned at my school in Surrey, that the 
 cultivation of the reasoning faculty is the basis of 
 education, and that a broad and unprejudiced view 
 of all things is not only good for the'' heart, but 
 the most certain guide for a citizen of the world ; 
 in fact, I had learned to be a cosmopolitan.
 
 A SKETCH. 
 
 X 
 
 LESLIE 
 
 ' I 'HE author of a " Handbook for Young 
 ^ Painters," had he not been so modest, would 
 perhaps have given a more suitable title to one 
 of the soundest and most useful works on art that 
 we possess. 
 
 As the title of his book stands it is a little mis- 
 leading, for any one advanced in years will, if he 
 dips into its charming pages, find that, contrary 
 to his expectation, they contain not food for mere 
 babes and sucklings, but for the mature thinker 
 and the true lover of art. But such was the grentle 
 and retiring disposition of the man who wrote it, 
 that he thought as much too little of himself as 
 
 others greatly his inferiors think too much. In 
 
 56
 
 LESLIE 57 
 
 studying that book side by side with the pictorial 
 work of its author, one cannot resist the conviction 
 that the artist's modesty was not a mere sentiment, 
 but that he was more aware of his own deficiencies 
 than he was of his ereat excellences. 
 
 It is often painfully evident to a man who has 
 all the acute perception of a connoisseur that how- 
 ever much he may admire the work of others, he is 
 not always capable of arriving at a like perfection, 
 just as we may admire the strength of an athlete 
 who can lift an enormous weight — and be fully con- 
 scious that we could not lift it ourselves. But in the 
 case of Leslie such defects as he had were made up 
 for by a perfect knowledge of his craft, a broad 
 expressive touch, an elegant refinement, and a keen 
 sense of character and humour. 
 
 Those for whom he painted were, as a rule, 
 noblemen and gentlemen, who found in his pictures 
 the same refinement that they lived amongst ; nor 
 did they look for art for art's sake, but for some 
 story that interested them told tastefully and plea- 
 santly on canvas. In fact, Leslie was an illustrator 
 - — a charming illustrator of the literature of the 
 eighteenth century, of Addison, Pope, Swift, Field- 
 ing, Sterne, Goldsmith, and Smollett, and also of 
 Cervantes, Shakespeare, Moliere, Milton, and Scott. 
 It was perhaps his destiny to be so. It was the 
 fashion c)f his time, for he seldom invented a sub- 
 ject ; yet when he did, he gave to the world such ex- 
 quisite designs as "the Mother nursing her Infant." 
 But it is not as a painter that I write of Leslie, but
 
 58 
 
 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 as a sweet character ; and not with the pen of a 
 critic, but of a sketcher from memory. 
 
 Time approves or disapproves the work of an 
 
 SKETCH BY C. R. LESLIE. 
 
 artist. Its commercial value is often shifting, de- 
 pending in a great measure on the current of feeling 
 that characterises a generation ; and the present loud, 
 bustling, bragging, advertising community looks
 
 LESLIE 59 
 
 coldly on the productions of the painters of the 
 middle of the nineteenth century. But still, me- 
 thinks that the name of the painter of " Sancho 
 and the Duchess," of " Uncle Toby and Widow 
 Wadman," and that perfect " Mother and Child," 
 will live long and honourably in the history of 
 British art. 
 
 It was my good fortune to become acquainted 
 with Charles Robert Leslie, R.A., soon after my 
 return from France, and at the momentous period 
 wheji I was entering on the career of an artist. I 
 remember it was with a beating heart and a trem- 
 blinof hand that I knocked at his door in Abercorn 
 Place, one morning in the year 1851. I was shown 
 into a drawing-room so tastefully arranged that it 
 would have been difficult to match it even in Paris, 
 and almost for the first time in my life I looked 
 upon engravings after the great masters of the 
 English school of painting, namely. Sir Joshua 
 Reynolds, Constable, Gainsborough, and others ; 
 for these, including prints from Watteau, were the 
 chief ornaments on the walls. I was the more 
 astonished at their beauty, because I had been told 
 in Paris that we Eno-lish knew nothincj- about art, 
 in fact, we did not even know how to draw, and the 
 reason given was the dreadful climate of " I'lle 
 Britannique " ; that the fogs not only prevented us 
 from seeing the Milky Way, but concealed even the 
 beauties of nature from our phlegmatic vision. 
 
 While these things were passing in my mind 
 the door opened, and a sort of electric shock passed
 
 6o SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 through me, a momentary dread of what I know 
 not ; but it was at once dispelled when I saw the 
 kind face of the gentleman who advanced to shake 
 hands with me. After a few preliminary words I 
 ventured to undo the parcel of "things" I had 
 brought from Paris, which he looked at very quiedy, 
 and without the least emotion, while I looked down 
 at the carpet. 
 
 It was now the turn of the Enorlish artist to 
 have a shot at the French ; my copies of " The 
 Burial of Atala," " La Vengeance Divine poursuivant 
 le Crime," and " The Sleep of Endymion," after 
 Prud'hon and Girodet, were, he said, very well 
 painted for a lad of fifteen, but the style of these 
 French painters was greatly inferior to that of the 
 Italian and Dutch schools, and he recommended 
 me, if I went to Paris again, to make studies from 
 Titian and Veronese, who were fine colourists, and 
 from Terburg and Metzu, who were perfect masters 
 of their craft, although their subjects were not of a 
 very elevated character, 
 
 Mr. Leslie was then Professor of Painting- at 
 the Royal Academy, and invited me to his lectures, 
 which were certainly the most delightful I ever 
 attended ; not only for their interest and the sound 
 principles they enunciated, but from the manner in 
 which they were illustrated by pictures and engrav- 
 ings, borrowed for the occasion ; so that if he spoke 
 of Reynolds, or Raphael, or other masters, he would 
 be able to point to some painting by him or print 
 from his work to corroborate his teaching.
 
 LESLIE 
 
 6i 
 
 I need perhaps hardly remind the reader that 
 his " Handbook for Youn^ Painters " is to a orreat 
 extent the outcome of tliese lectures, and, as already 
 
 KILBURN FIELDS— NOW liUILT OVER, 
 
 Stated, it is one of the soundest guides the student 
 can have, either as artist or critic. It only requires 
 illustrating as the lectures were, to make it a still
 
 62 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 more valuable companion, not only to students, but 
 to all lovers of art. 
 
 After this first interview I spent many pleasant 
 days and evenings with Leslie and his family, and 
 when I look back to them I seem to enjoy them 
 all over again. There was something quite unique 
 in this charming English home — full of sunshine 
 and laughter, full of originality, refinement, humour, 
 and kindliness. 
 
 George Leslie, the present R.A., became my 
 daily companion. We took long walks together in 
 the fields, which in those days were not far off; we 
 had long talks, full of enthusiasm, about art, and 
 looked forward to doing great things. A world of 
 beauty opened out before us, which we were to help 
 to adorn, and we sallied forth with our sketch-books 
 to cull from nature the materials for future pictures. 
 We were full of youth, and mirth, and hope, with 
 few misgivings as to our ultimate success. 
 
 I remember, when I first knew the Leslies, 
 coming in one day just as they were at lunch, and 
 how quaint and pretty Mrs. Leslie looked as she 
 sat at the head of the table with her snow-white 
 napkin tucked under her chin ; and how she advised 
 me to paint nothing but life-size portraits for the 
 next four years: "for," said she, "it teaches you 
 to paint with boldness and vigour ; nothing but 
 life-size portraits for the next four years, Mr. 
 Storey." " Very good advice," said Mr. Leslie ; 
 and when I said something about the difficulty of 
 getting people to sit to a beginner, she offered to
 
 LESLIE 63 
 
 lend me her three daughters. " Oh ! " said one ; 
 "No!" said another; but Miss LesHe (Harriet) 
 consented at once, provided I painted her at 
 six o'clock in the morning. It was then suggested 
 that Mrs. Leslie should sit first of all, where- 
 upon the same witty young lady remarked, "If 
 you can paint a portrait of her, Mr. Storey, it 
 will be more than any one else can do ; for how 
 can you draw her features when she hasn't any ? 
 You look for her nose, for instance, and you say, 
 ' Where is it ? ' " 
 
 As I was then living at home in Marlborough 
 Place, I often used to drop in at Abercorn Place, 
 and remember many a cosy chat round the fire 
 before the lamp was lighted. It was then that 
 Leslie would tell many of those stories about Scott 
 and Wilkie, Sydney Smith, Washington Irving, 
 Charles Lamb, Turner, and other interesting 
 characters, that make his " Autobiographical Re- 
 collections " such delightful reading; and it was 
 then, too, that Harriet Leslie would come out with 
 those quaint sayings which were so humorously 
 cruel. Among others, a certain military R.A. came 
 in for some sharp taps. For instance, one evening 
 she was asked what she was thinkino- about. "Well," 
 she said, " I was thinking of going to the Lowther 
 Arcade and buying little Jones a new box of 
 soldiers. He has painted the old ones so often that 
 I am quite tired of them. I think, now, some tin 
 ones on horseback would be just the thing." At 
 another time, referring to his supposed wonderful
 
 64 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 likeness to the old Duke of Wellington, she said, 
 "You know, he was afraid to go out on the day of 
 the Duke's funeral for fear they should bury him." 
 
 We were one night speaking of Lady E., 
 and saying what a fine handsome woman she was 
 — she was nearly a head taller than her husband. 
 "Yes," said Miss Harriet, "but she is quite out of 
 perspective ; don't you think," addressing her father, 
 "that little Knight could do somethingr for her?" 
 Little Knight, as he was called, was then Professor 
 of Perspective at the Royal Academy. 
 
 I remember that one evening a mild young man 
 came in, who required drawing out, so Miss H. 
 asked him what he had been doing ? " Well," he 
 said, rather shyly, " I've been writing a poem." 
 
 " Oh! have you indeed? I see you have been 
 growing a moustache too." 
 
 " Yes," he said, still more shyly, and putting his 
 hand over it as if he were ashamed of it ; "but I'm 
 thinking of cutting it off." 
 
 " Oh, don't do that ! " said she ; " I think It is 
 very becoming. If I were you, I should cut off 
 my poem and leave my moustache." 
 
 Speaking of another young man who has since 
 become famous, who was then very pale, with hair 
 almost white, eyebrows scarcely visible, and light 
 grey eyes, she said, " What a pity they ever washed 
 him ! you see, he wasn't fast colours." 
 
 It must not be supposed that this witty young 
 lady was as cruel as some of her remarks would 
 make her appear ; indeed, she was kindness itself,
 
 LESLIE 6^ 
 
 but with an irresistible flow of fun and an original 
 way of looking at things and of expressing her 
 thoughts. Indeed, she was not unlike the Duchess 
 in " Don Quixote," and might perhaps almost have 
 assisted at the adventure of the peerless knight and 
 his squire on the wooden horse Clavileno. And 
 she certainly might have sat for the Duchess in her 
 father's beautiful picture in the National Gallery. 
 
 The following notes from an old diary, written 
 three years before Leslie's death — that is, in 1856 
 — recall a pleasant evening spent in his company. 
 
 "When I arrived, Leslie and Watkiss Lloyd 
 were sitting in the garden discussing art. 
 
 "Mr. Leslie said, 'If you paint a fruit piece it 
 must be beautifully coloured and quite perfect in 
 the painting or it is worthless, because the subject 
 itself is nothing.' 
 
 " ' You speak, then, of the technicalities of art ? ' 
 said Mr. Lloyd. 
 
 " ' When I speak of art I only speak of the tech- 
 nical part, of that part which is peculiar to itself, 
 belonging to it alone ; I don't speak of the story 
 or idea, for these may belong to other things, which 
 colour and dexterous handling of the brush cannot ; 
 and indeed a story may often be better conveyed 
 by words than by painting.' 
 
 "Speaking of Raphael, he said: 'His pictures 
 
 are beautiful for their expression, their grace, their 
 
 elegant composition, as well as for their subjects.' 
 
 He then added, ' Finely drawn lines combining 
 
 harmoniously are like fine music' 
 
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 66 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 " Speaking of a small picture by De Hooghe, he 
 said : ' Now that picture is to me like a fine air 
 in music, for it is full of harmony of colour, with 
 a beautiful glow of sunshine in it, although the sub- 
 ject is an ugly old woman, an ugly man smoking 
 a pipe, and a still more ugly child looking on ; and 
 yet the sunshine, the clear air, the composition, all 
 are beautiful.' 
 
 "He told us several amusing stories, one of 
 when he was first introduced to Scott at Abbots- 
 ford. They were sitting in the hall when a bell 
 rang. ' What bell is that ? ' said Scott ; ' can it 
 be a visitor ? I don't expect one.' Some one 
 suggested that it might be the dinner-bell. 
 
 "'Oh no,' said Sir Walter, 'for I've a very 
 quick ear for the dinner-bell ; it strikes upon it 
 
 ' Like the sweet South 
 That breathes upon a bank of violets 
 SteaHng and giving odour.' 
 
 " He told us that he went to Scotland with Sir 
 Edwin Landseer by sea. The latter, a very bad 
 sailor, went at once to his berth and lay down. 
 Terry the actor, who was also on board, took a 
 plate of ham-sandwiches down to him, which he 
 advised him to eat to keep off sea-sickness. Land- 
 seer groaned and told him to leave them, so he 
 placed them by his side. The next morning, when 
 they went to see how he was, they saw he had 
 passed a restless night, for he was covered all 
 over with ham-sandwiches ; ham here, bread and
 
 LESLIE 67 
 
 mustard there ; in fact, he had been rolHng in them 
 all the time, but had not eaten one. He was so 
 ill that he could not continue the journey by sea, 
 and went ashore at Scarborough." 
 
 Leslie dearly loved a game of chess, and his 
 fondness for it often made him call to ask me to 
 go in and spend the evening with him, and, as if 
 he thought it rather a tax on me, he would after 
 tea bring down several portfolios of prints from 
 Rembrandt, Stothard, Hogarth, and others, the 
 beauties of which he took great pleasure in point- 
 ing out, and I learnt many a valuable lesson from 
 him in that way. 
 
 I remember his merry daughters used to call 
 this "pa's artfulness," for after we had looked 
 through them, he would say in a half-hesitating 
 voice, " Shall we have a game ? " to which, of 
 course, I readily assented. Our games of chess, 
 however, were rather singular, and often lasted a 
 long time, because, what with talking and listening 
 to the pleasant music played by Miss Leslie (she 
 was a delightful pianist), I used quite to forget it 
 was my move until my patient adversary reminded 
 me. Then again, if I moved in a hurry and per- 
 haps rashly, he would say, " You see your Queen's 
 in danger," or " You will lose your Knight if 
 you do that ; " so that it was a very friendly fight, 
 and anything but scientific ; yet Leslie enjoyed it, 
 for it occupied him and rested his eyes at the 
 same time. 
 
 On that particular evening mentioned in the
 
 68 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 diary we had played several games, when Mrs. 
 Leslie brought down a portfolio of drawings by 
 her youngest daughter Mary, who was away ; 
 and I think I never saw so sweet a collection, so 
 refined, so elegant, so full of taste and delicacy. I 
 felt that one of them was worth all that I had ever 
 done. Mrs. Leslie described these sketches as 
 "taste with faithfulness." Surely no Ruskin, no 
 anybody, could put more art teaching into three 
 words than that — "taste with faithfulness." Taste! 
 that, Mr. Leslie used to say, " if not the greatest, 
 is at all events the rarest quality in art." Under 
 the heading" "Taste" miorht come all its distinc- 
 tive and beautiful qualities ; taste, that selects and 
 arranges, that rejects the bad, the vulgar. And yet 
 taste, without faithfulness, without industry, without 
 truth, becomes superficial ornament. Faithfulness 
 without taste is like industry without thought, and 
 often results in labour thrown away. Taste comes 
 from the mind, and directs the industry of the 
 faithful hand and eye. Yes, Mrs. Leslie, this is an 
 excellent lesson.
 
 / 
 
 *-'. 
 
 A PORTRAIT. 
 
 XI 
 SIR EDWIN LANDSEER 
 
 THAT quiet game of chess at Leslie's, of which 
 I spoke in the last chapter, would sometimes 
 be interrupted by visitors dropping in, and then 
 it had to be considered a drawn battle, although, 
 perhaps, my opponent was just upon the point 
 
 of winning. 
 
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 70 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 Among those welcome guests who dropped in 
 was Sir Edwin Landseer, then at the zenith of his 
 career. His stories were almost as good as his 
 pictures, and the witty young ladies who listened 
 to them remarked that they were equally well 
 composed. 
 
 A tale, invented by some ingenious wag, had 
 got about that Landseer had asked Sydney Smith 
 to sit to him for his portrait, and the latter had 
 replied, "Is thy servant a dog that he should do 
 this thing ? " A day or two afterwards Landseer 
 was riding in Regent's Park, when he met Sydney 
 Smith, who was taking the air in an open carriage, 
 so they stopped to say "How d'ye do ? " 
 
 " Have you heard our little joke?" said Smith. 
 
 " I have," said Landseer. 
 
 " I think it very good," said Smith. " Shall we 
 acknowledge it ? " 
 
 On another occasion Landseer was riding down 
 Bond Street, and saw the following notice in a 
 picture -dealer's shop window — ''A fine Landseer 
 on view zvithiny He said to himself, " I should 
 like to see a ' fine Landseer.' " So he got a boy to 
 hold his horse, and went into the shop and asked 
 to see the "fine Landseer." The dealer, who 
 did not recognise him, but thought he was some 
 rich customer, ushered him into a back room and 
 proudly pointed out the work. It was rather 
 an early one. The dealer was of course loud 
 in its praise, which was very satisfactory to the 
 artist.
 
 SIR EDWIN LANDSEER 71 
 
 " And how much do you want for it ? " said 
 Landseer. 
 
 "Two thousand guineas, sir," was the reply. 
 
 " Two thousand guineas ? that seems a long 
 price for an early work." 
 
 "I could not take a shilling less," said the 
 dealer. " He's gone, sir," touching his forehead 
 significantly ; " he's out of his mind ; he'll never 
 paint another." 
 
 "Is he indeed.^" said Landseer. "I'm very 
 sorry to hear that." 
 
 And as he was coming away he noticed a large 
 picture by Stanfield. 
 
 " May I ask what you want for this Stanfield ? " 
 
 "That, sir, is also two thousand guineas." 
 
 " What ! " said Landseer, touching his forehead 
 and imitating the dealer's gesture, "has Stanfield 
 gone too ? " 
 
 Once started, Sir Edwin would go on with story 
 after story, making each one more laughable than 
 the other. He told us that his laundress, whom 
 he described as a sort of Mrs. Gamp, asked to 
 see the pictures he had just finished for the Royal 
 Academy, which, of course, she was allowed to do ; 
 and after lookinof for some time at "Niorht" and 
 "Morning" — "Night" showing two stags, their 
 antlers locked together in deadly confiict, " Morn- 
 ing " the battle over and both combatants lying 
 dead — said, " I hope, sir, you ain't going to ask 
 me to take anything; l)ut if you should, let it be 
 the least drop of brandy and vvaKn", if you j)lcasC)
 
 72 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 sir." That was her only remark on these two 
 magnificent works. 
 
 He had a man-servant who evidently looked 
 upon his master as the greatest man in the world, 
 and even when Prince Albert called, which he did 
 occasionally when riding up to St. John's Wood, 
 he would be told that " Sir Hedwin was hout," 
 because the faithful "Cerberus," as he was called, 
 thought his master did not want to be disturbed. 
 There were other amusino^ stories about this same 
 valet. On one occasion, when travelling to the 
 North with Sir Edwin, he was very anxious about 
 the luggage, and kept getting out whenever the 
 train stopped to see if it was all right. 
 
 " What do you want ? " said the guard. 
 
 " How about them luggage ? " said Cerberus. 
 
 "What luggage?" 
 
 "Why, two trunks as black as hink and marked 
 with hell." 
 
 "Marked with what?" 
 
 "Why, hell for Landseer, of course." 
 
 As I heard these stories about forty years ago, 
 they must have been told over and over again, and 
 I only repeat them here because I heard Landseer 
 himself tell them. 
 
 But his fun was not only anecdotal. On one 
 occasion, also at Leslie's, I saw him impersonate a 
 pig. Some acting charades were got up for the 
 amusement of a goodly company there assembled, 
 in which I also took part. One of the words to be 
 dramatised was "Pygmalion"; hence the/?^, which
 
 SIR EDWIN LANDSEER 73 
 
 came in on all fours, and was a very good repre- 
 sentation of the animal, as the performer was en- 
 cased in brown paper, with a fine head, and snout 
 and curly tail. The grunt also was perfect, as it 
 expressed satisfaction at the meal provided for him. 
 Some one in the audience, who was in the secret, 
 exclaimed, "Why, that's Sir Edwin !" and Charles 
 Landseer, who came into the room just at that 
 moment, replied in his usual grave way, " I thought 
 I recognised one of the family." 
 
 I remember that "May" was represented by a 
 Jack in the Green, and I took the part of the 
 dancing- maiden who hands round a lar^e ladle to 
 collect coppers from the audience ; and I also re- 
 member that Miss Jessy Landseer, who was quite 
 as witty as her brothers, put a macaroon into it. 
 
 As, just at that time, everybody was reading 
 " Uncle Tom's Cabin," which had a sort of Trilbyan 
 run. Uncle Tom was considered the lion of the 
 day, and this character Leslie himself impersonated. 
 The last scene, the whole word " Pygmalion," was 
 enacted by George Leslie and one of his sisters, 
 and was charmingly graceful, especially when the 
 fair statue descended from her pedestal and em- 
 braced the young sculptor.
 
 XII 
 
 CHARLES LANDSEER 
 
 C 
 
 HARLES LAND- 
 SEER'S fun was 
 more serious, if I may- 
 use the term, but none 
 the less amusing, as 
 shown by his well- 
 known comment on a 
 tough steak served him 
 at his club — "They say 
 there is nothing like 
 leather — this steak is." 
 
 When I was a stu- 
 dent at the Academy in 
 1854 Charles Landseer 
 was Keeper, and always 
 preserved a very grave 
 aspect. The students 
 in those days were, per- 
 haps, even more rollick- 
 ing than they are now, 
 and were wont to play 
 tricks ; but their jokes 
 were received with a bland expression, and allowed 
 
 to pass unnoticed. 
 
 74 
 
 GAME.
 
 CHARLES LANDSEER 75 
 
 Among the students in the Antique School 
 was one Boom, whose name, as well as his good- 
 nature, made him popular. While all were quietly at 
 work from an antique figure, some one would break 
 silence by calling " Boom" in a low voice, another 
 would repeat "Boom" in a higher tone, and with 
 a different expression, until by degrees all the 
 students took up the cry, and a general chorus en- 
 sued of Boom, Boom, Boom, mingled with cat-calls, 
 grunting, cock-crowing, bleating of sheep, lowing 
 of cattle, dogs barking, and so forth. In the midst 
 of it all the door would open slowly, and the grave 
 face of Charles Landseer would appear. A dead 
 silence immediately followed, and perhaps no re- 
 mark would have been made but for Boom, who, 
 owing to his position, did not see the Keeper enter, 
 and wondering why such a sudden stop had come 
 to their mirth, flapped his arms like wings, and at 
 the very top of his voice sang out, " Cock-a-doodle- 
 do ! " the Keeper being just at his elbow. Poor 
 Boom, as soon as he saw his mistake, turned crim- 
 son, and would no doubt have apologised, but was 
 speechless. All Charles Landseer said was, " It 
 seems I am the keeper of a menagerie," and then 
 went quietly round and corrected the drawings. 
 
 The amiable Boom was several times made the 
 victim of mild practical jokes, which in some way 
 were connected with the Keeper, who always took 
 them good-naturedly, as in the following case. In 
 my student days the Royal Academy occupied part 
 of the building in Trafalgar Square, now entirely
 
 76 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 devoted to the National Collection ; and in the 
 " Antique " school, which was a sombre room, with 
 a semicircular arrangement for the students' easels, 
 &c., we had but one statue at a time to draw from, 
 and the one then placed for our practice and study 
 was the " Apollo Belvedere," which we began 
 to get rather tired of; so one morning we dele- 
 gated Mr, Boom to ask the Keeper if we might 
 have Apollo changed for either the " Dancing 
 Faun" or the "Dying Gladiator." We explained 
 to Boom that, as he was the best dressed and most 
 gentlemanly student among us, we thought him 
 the most fitting person to carry our message. 
 During this conversation another student, now a 
 full R.A., pinned to his back a large label, with 
 the word " Boom " written in big letters. Boom 
 said he felt a little nervous, but braced himself up 
 for the occasion, and went and tapped at the 
 Keeper's private -room door. He explained the 
 object of his visit, and Landseer, taking it seriously 
 at first, said it was rather an unusual request for 
 the students to make, but he would name it to the 
 Council. Boom, retreating, bowed his thanks, and 
 as he turned to open the door, displayed the placard 
 pinned to his back. Charles Landseer, with a 
 sort of cough, said — 
 
 " Er — vour name's Boom, is it not? " 
 "Yes, sir," said the blushing student. 
 " Yes, I see it is," said the Keeper.
 
 XIII 
 TOM LANDSEER 
 
 TOM LANDSEER, the engraver, was the 
 exact opposite of Charles ; instead of looking 
 grave, his face was always beaming ; it was, if 
 anything, wider than it was long, and the very 
 picture of good-nature ; his figure, too, was almost 
 as broad as he was tall. Being stone deaf, you had 
 to write down what you wished to say to him, or 
 make signs, and go through a sort of pantomime, 
 or dumb show, which he, too, would sometimes 
 resort to with the most amusing effect. I had 
 painted a picture called " The Shy Pupil," in which 
 a young girl was taking a dancing lesson, and en- 
 deavouring, rather timidly, to do the step as shown 
 her by her dancing-master. It had been seen at 
 the Academy by Tom Landseer, whom I shortly 
 afterwards met in Maida Vale. He no sooner 
 caught sight of me than he took his coat-tails in 
 his fingers, as though he were holding a skirt, 
 turned his head skittishly on one side, pointed his 
 toe, and, in fact, imitated the attitude of the girl 
 in the picture ; then, looking up with his usual 
 radiance, he exclaimed, in a stentorian \oice, 
 " Veery preety ! " — took a slight turn, executed a 
 
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 78 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 pas sail, and then stood still, smiling and nodding, 
 
 TOM LANDSEER, THE ENGRAVER. 
 
 in token of approbation, much to the astonishment 
 and amusement of the passers-by. I must add
 
 TOM LANDSEER 
 
 79 
 
 that, although Tom Landseer was deaf, he was by 
 no means dumb ; he talked so loud, in fact, that 
 you could hear him all over a room or gallery, 
 even when crowded with people. Sometimes he 
 would think aloud, of course very loud. I remem- 
 ber his standing in front of a pretty girl at an 
 evening party, and exclaiming at 
 the top of his voice, " Veery beeau- 
 teeful indeed ! " The young lady 
 blushed and smiled at her stout 
 admirer, who kissed his hand to her 
 in the most gallant fashion. It is 
 almost impossible to give an idea 
 of the manner of his speech except 
 by imitating it. His words were so 
 drawn out, that you would have to 
 spell " very," for instance, with about 
 five e's — thus, veeeree ! and they 
 were always intoned in a kind of 
 wave of sound, which at one moment 
 was very high up, and at another 
 very low down. 
 
 Although those who did not 
 know him would set him down for 
 a sort of overgrown baby, a kind of comical lunatic ; 
 those who did, were well aware that all this merri- 
 ment came from the kindness of his heart, which 
 seemed to spread to every one, so that he could 
 not believe that any one could be offended or angry 
 with Tom Landseer, not even a policeman. 
 
 He came home late one night, and although 
 
 THE SHY PUPIL.
 
 8o SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 he had the latch-key of the house, he had forgotten 
 the key of the gate, which he found locked. He 
 therefore, with some difficulty for so corpulent an in- 
 dividual, tried to climb over it, and was just landed 
 on the top when a constable passed that way. 
 " Hallo!" said he, "what are you doing here?" to 
 which Tom replied that it was a " veeree beautee- 
 ful night." Bobby, naturally offended at such an 
 answer, told him he was after no good, and he 
 should arrest him as a burglar, and laid hold of 
 his legs ; but Tom only thanked him for his assist- 
 ance, and said he thought he could manage to get 
 down by himself, and asked him to ring the bell. 
 Bobby, not liking to be chaffed by a burglar, would 
 perhaps have proceeded to stronger measures, had 
 not the inmates of the house, aroused by the alter- 
 cation, opened the door. The burglarious pro- 
 ceeding was then explained, and likewise that — 
 the gentleman being stone deaf, he had not heard 
 a word of the constable's abuse — which the latter, 
 probably, was not sorry for. 
 
 I cannot conclude my brief allusion to this 
 genial man without mentioning the kind thought 
 he had for his young friend and pupil, J. C. Webb, 
 now a well-known engraver. Mr. Webb had for 
 some years been his constant companion, and 
 indeed was almost like a son to him. It so 
 happened, as it will happen to young men, that he 
 met with a young lady whom he fain would make 
 his wife, and Tom Landseer thought this a good 
 opportunity to carry out a wish he had long enter-
 
 TOM LANDSEER 8i 
 
 tained ; so he said to his young friend, " I have left 
 you something- in my will " (mentioning a certain 
 sum), " but I don't see any reason why you should 
 wait for it till poor old Tom is dead." So he there 
 and then gave it to him as a wedding-present. 
 
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 XIV 
 
 PEOPLE OF NOTE 
 
 W 
 
 ERE I to 
 
 sketch all the 
 interesting charac- 
 ters I met at Leslie's, 
 I should have to in- 
 clude many of the 
 most distinguished 
 men in art and litera- 
 ture who flourished 
 some forty years ago, 
 and should require a 
 much larsfer canvas 
 than I have at my 
 disposal. I may, 
 however, mention 
 one or two others, 
 who, besides the 
 Landseers, used to "drop in." 
 
 Among them was Mrs. Jameson, one of our 
 best lady writers on art, who indeed is beaten 
 by few men. She was very different from the 
 stately lady I had imagined the authoress of 
 
 "The Legends of the Madonna" and " Sacred and 
 
 82
 
 PEOPLE OF NOTE 83 
 
 Legendary Art " would be. She was not very tall, 
 rather stout, and with a face beaming with good- 
 nature. I was much amused at the clever way in 
 which she Qrot the better of an aro-ument with 
 Mr. Leslie by simply asking questions or saying, 
 "Why not?" 
 
 They were talking of the advisability of admit- 
 ting lady students to the Royal Academy schools. 
 Leslie seemed to think there were certain objections 
 to the proposal. 
 
 " What objections, Mr. Leslie ? " 
 
 " I don't think it advisable for young men and 
 women to study together." 
 
 "Why not.?" 
 
 " I don't think it would be convenient; besides, 
 the parents of the girls might object." 
 
 " Why should they ? " 
 
 " It is difficult to explain." 
 
 "Where is the difficulty?" 
 
 " The girls, for instance, could not draw from 
 the life model." 
 
 "Why not?" 
 
 And so on ; Mrs. Jameson getting the better of 
 the argument with her constantly-recurring " Why 
 not ? " and with not a little merriment at Leslie's 
 expense. I remember, when she prepared to go, that 
 she carried one of those old-fashioned chessboard- 
 pattern straw baskets on her arm which held her cap, 
 and that George Leslie and I saw her into a bus as 
 though she had been some dear old aunt from the 
 country instead of the talented writer on Christian art.
 
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 Mr. and Mrs. Cruikshank were also occasional 
 visitors, and were exceedingly quaint. The great 
 Georee himself was rather like some of the eccen- 
 trie individuals he drew in his pictures ; his " Fagin 
 the Jew in Prison," for instance, is what might 
 be called awfully like him. He was quick in his 
 movements, with a sharp intelligent eye, a good- 
 sized nose, but very little hair, which however was 
 dark and long, and collected and tied in a sort of 
 curl on his forehead, which otherwise would have 
 been bald. 
 
 I happened to be lunching one day at Leslie's 
 when Cruikshank was of the party. Leslie, know- 
 ing that his friend had become a staunch tee- 
 totaller, said, with a sly look, " Mr. Cruikshank, may 
 I have the pleasure of a glass of wine with you } " 
 raising his own and passing the decanter. 
 
 " No, my dear Leslie," said Cruikshank ; " I 
 don't drink wine, you know, but I shall be very 
 happy to take a potato with you." Whereupon he 
 held one up on the end of his fork, nodded to 
 Leslie, bit a piece off, and wished him a very good 
 health, Leslie laughing and sipping his sherry at 
 the same time. 
 
 It was at Leslie's that I met the Doyles — the 
 father, H.B., who, under that monogram, used to 
 draw political cartoons for M'Lean of the Hay- 
 market in the early part of the century, and his 
 three sons, James, Henry, and Richard (or " Dicky" 
 Doyle, as he was called) ; the latter was one of the 
 most original, or, shall I say, individual of illustrators.
 
 PEOPLE OF NOTE 85 
 
 His sweet little refined drawings were full of ima- 
 gination and playfulness, and I loved them because 
 I suppose they were among the first artistic pro- 
 ductions that gave me real pleasure ; and they are 
 still on the outside cover of our old friend Punch, 
 which I look upon as the Royal Academy of 
 humorous art. 
 
 At that time he was not only doing " Bird's- 
 eye Views of Society" and "Brown, Jones, and 
 Robinson," but was also illustrating some of 
 Thackeray's novels, and I used to hear about 
 them as they progressed, but I never became inti- 
 mate with Dicky. I have always been very shy 
 in the presence of the men I most admired, and yet 
 I have played at Blind Man's Buff with Dicky 
 Doyle, or rather Post Towns, a more amusing 
 version of the old game. Henry and James Doyle 
 I could get on better with — they were charming 
 men and very sympathetic ; they also played at Post 
 Towns and took part in charades at Leslie's. 
 
 Besides these there were the Constables, sons 
 and daughters of Leslie's old and admired friend, 
 our great landscape painter; John Forster, author 
 of " The Life and Times of Oliver Goldsmith," 
 " The Life of Charles Dickens," &c. ; Sir Charles 
 and Lady Eastlake, John Leech, Mr. and Mrs. 
 E. M. Ward, the Tom Taylors, and R. W. Mackay, 
 the learned author of "The Progress of the Intel- 
 lect," " The Rise and Progress of Christianity," &c., 
 and one of my most delightful friends. Millais, too, 
 was there, then a handsome young fellow, in the first
 
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 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 tlush of his brilliant career ; and his friend Holman 
 Hunt, the staunchest of the Pre-Raphaelites. 
 
 Before closing this very imperfect list I will 
 
 A STUDY. 
 
 mention one other individual whom I met at Leslie's, 
 and that was Albert Smith, the most amusing of 
 entertainers, who in his "Mont Blanc" made me
 
 PEOPLE OF NOTE 87 
 
 laugh till I ached ; and although he and his fun are 
 now things of the past and scarcely known to the 
 present generation, he was nevertheless one of the 
 drollest men of his time. 
 
 I remember he came to a dance at the Leslies', 
 and was looking so grave and serious, that one of 
 the young ladies asked him what was the matter. 
 He said he had heard, on very good authority, 
 that he was too loud and vulgar in society, and was 
 trying to turn over a new leaf; he was, in fact, 
 trying to drop his familiar style and to become 
 serious and dignified. 
 
 " But I suppose you are not above dancing a 
 quadrille ? " 
 
 " I should be very pleased to do anything to 
 please you. Miss Leslie." 
 
 So there and then she introduced him to a 
 very pretty girl. Now, whether it was the lively 
 music, or the beauty of his partner, which caused 
 him to relax for a moment his assumed dignity, I 
 cannot say, but in a very few minutes you could 
 hear his well-known laugh above everything, and 
 Miss Harriet remarked with a twinkle, " He's off!" 
 
 The young lady by his side had alluded to the 
 beauty of the flower he wore in his button-hole. 
 
 " Do you like it ? " said he. " I raised it myself 
 in a blacking-bottle on the roof"
 
 CASSANDRA. 
 
 XV 
 
 LEIGH IN NEWMAN STREET 
 
 A MONG the familiar figures and faces that I see 
 -^^^ in looking back some forty years is a strange, 
 clever, witty, kind man in a black cap and long 
 black velvet gown or cassock, who lived in dreary 
 Newman Street and kept an Art School there. He 
 was fond of his boys, as he used to call his pupils, 
 and his boys were fond of him. He not only drew 
 well, but talked well, and one man, long past the 
 age of studentship, went to him under the pretence 
 of studying art, but really, as he told me in con- 
 fidence, for the sake of hearing his conversation. 
 
 This strange man's name was James Mathews 
 Leigh. He was related to Mathews the actor, and 
 might himself have donned the buskin ; or he might 
 have been a great anatomist, for the walls of the 
 school were covered with his drawings of dissections,
 
 LEIGH IN NEWMAN STREET 89 
 
 of bones and muscles and skinned men writhing in 
 agonies, and skulls with great sockets and grinning 
 rows of teeth, and notably one that was twice the 
 size of life, with a dreadful blue eye with red veins 
 that seemed to follow you all round the place. 
 Besides these were countless studies of men in all 
 sorts of attitudes, showing their muscles and their 
 sinews and their variously toned skins, all very 
 cleverly painted by the master ; and to complete it, 
 there was a larofe enoravingf of Michael An^elo's 
 " Last Judgment," which, being situated amongst 
 anatomical drawings, looked like the apotheosis of 
 all the dissections and diagrams and arms and legs 
 and heads and tails of humanity collected together 
 into one tremendous composition — one of the con- 
 spicuous figures being Saint Bartholomew — who 
 was flayed alive — holding his own skin in one 
 hand. 
 
 On leaving this chamber of anatomy we went 
 into a long gallery with rows of antique statues in 
 plaster, and more arms and legs and headless trunks 
 and hands and feet and faces and busts were hanging 
 about ; and at the end, a still more mysterious-look- 
 ing place, with dull red curtains and big screens, 
 where the livin"" model was standino^ on a dull oreen 
 platform, with a dull red cloth behind him, and in 
 front of him rows of students, some with shades 
 over their eyes, occupied in drawing more muscles 
 and trunks and legs and arms and hands and heads, 
 and this same strange man in the black velvet cap 
 and cassock was walking about among them and
 
 90 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 talking to them, sometimes earnestly, sometimes 
 kindly, and sometimes sarcastically. 
 
 I had been one of those students, and was one 
 of the boys who liked the strange man, but I had 
 finished my studentship and was beginning to paint 
 pictures, yet every now and then I went to see my 
 old master, who always gave me a pleasant welcome, 
 except perhaps on one evening when I called upon 
 him and found him reading, and with that shyness 
 which sometimes makes me use the wrong words, 
 I said — 
 
 " I hope I don't interrupt you ?" 
 
 To which he answered, " You can't help inter- 
 rupting me if you come in." 
 
 "Then I will go out again," said I. 
 
 "That is quite a different thing," said he; "I 
 don't want you to go out again, but society is full of 
 these unmeaning phrases." 
 
 There was something of the Dr. Johnson about 
 Leigh ; he hated these weak remarks, but they 
 drew him out, and gave him an opportunity for a 
 curt reply, or some smart sarcasm which, although 
 it might sound cruel, was nothing of the sort — very 
 often it was just, and was more humorous than 
 serious. And if such jests earned him the name of 
 " Dagger Leigh," the dagger was a theatrical one, 
 that slid up into the hilt and did not inflict a mortal 
 wound ; as, for instance, in criticising Holman Hunt's 
 over-fastidiousness in detail, he said, " If Holman 
 Hunt had to paint Everton toffee he would go to 
 Everton to paint it." One laughs at the quaint
 
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 conceit without admiring Hunt's earnestness any 
 the less. 
 
 I remember he showed me some hundreds of 
 sketches of figures supposed to be saying something 
 or acting some passage from Shakespeare, Shelley, 
 Keats, Longfellow, &c. They were touched in with 
 sharpness and precision, well drawn, and slightly 
 tinted, and I dare say if I saw them now I might 
 think more of them than I did then. I wonder what 
 has become of them all ! Occasionally a happy 
 composition or a study from nature turned up like 
 an unexpected beam of sunshine. 
 
 In some larger designs he had given free reins 
 to his fancy. One I remember was an allegory of 
 "Youthful Hope," Hope seated in a white balloon 
 going up into a blue and yellow sky with pink Amo- 
 rini flying around, their wings all sorts of colours, 
 and hundreds of other figures looking on — some 
 ugly demons among them — the whole presenting a 
 vast scene more extraordinary perhaps than beau- 
 tiful. 
 
 After supper, as it was a fine evening, we leant 
 out of window smoking, and the talk somehow 
 veered round to philosophy. 
 
 He said that the stumbling-block to young men 
 was the difficulty they had in realising the non- 
 existence of existence, or the immateriality of mate- 
 rial, the conception only being the true thing or true 
 existence, the perception being the lower capacity of 
 the bodily senses to see things or become conscious 
 of things that d(j nut exist.
 
 92 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 I was not versed in Kant's "Critique of Pure 
 Reason," and metaphysics were to me simple be- 
 wilderment. It so happened that during our con- 
 versation an organ-grinder was turning out tunes, 
 horrible tunes, just under the window, and almost 
 put a stop to our conversation, so I ventured to ask 
 if that organ-grinder was an existence or not. I 
 certainly did not wish to conceive him at that 
 moment ; but did the fact that my bodily senses 
 perceived him (both saw him and heard him) prove 
 that he did not exist .^ "Now, if I threw him a 
 copper, and he picked it up and bowed and wished 
 us ' good-night ' and went away, then no doubt he 
 would cease to exist to our senses." 
 
 "True, and you would still have the conception 
 of the organ-grinder." 
 
 That is quite true, for I still remember the 
 grinning tormentor of my ears. 
 
 But how about the organ-grinder's conception 
 of us .-^ He perceived us, and got a copper from 
 us ; but does that prove our non-existence, and 
 does our existence depend on our being a concep- 
 tion of that organ-grinder's brain or otherwise ? I 
 think we both agreed that we were not conceived 
 by the organ-grinder. 
 
 After he had passed on, and "Pop goes the 
 Weasel" was no longer heard, Leigh pointed to a star. 
 
 "That star," said he, "does not exist in fact. I 
 conceive only that it exists, therefore it exists simply 
 because I conceive it, not because I perceive it." 
 
 "I suppose, then," said I, "it is only a coinci-
 
 LEIGH IN NEWMAN STREET 93 
 
 dence that you and I both conceive and perceive 
 that star at the same time ; or are there two stars, 
 since I conceive it as well as you ? " 
 
 Now, the best way out of the argument was to 
 turn it into a joke ; and he said something about 
 seeing double, or I star one and you star two. So 
 either he saw that I was incapable of following him 
 into the regions of the unconditioned, or his philo- 
 sophy was only his fun after all, for I said, referring 
 to his remark — 
 
 " What is a pun in metaphysics ? " 
 
 "Jets," said he, "mere jets of superfluous gas." 
 And, like Mrs. Jameson with her "why not?" 
 Leigh had a ready wit for summing up an argu- 
 ment with a pun. However, he discoursed very 
 learnedly on Plato, Socrates, Pythagoras, and the 
 Epicureans ; and after that he dilated on the force 
 of will. He said he caused a porte-crayon to fall 
 out of a man's hand simply by willing it. He was 
 at some distance off, and whether the young man 
 heard him say what he was going to do, I don't 
 know ; but gradually that young man's fingers re- 
 laxed their hold, and the porte-crayon fell to the 
 ground. If that student's name was Brown, the 
 mystery could be easily solved, as I shall have 
 occasion to explain later on. 
 
 Speaking of town and country, he said he hated 
 the country, "pigs live in the country ;" nor did he 
 care for painting, or for music, or for theatres, nor 
 many more things. 
 
 "What, then, do you care for.'*" said I.
 
 94 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 " Thought," was his reply. "Cogito, ergo sum." 
 The last time I saw Leiofh was one niofht when 
 the gallery in Newman Street was lighted up for 
 a festive meeting of his boys, old and new ; and 
 where, on a goodly row of easels, were displayed 
 the pictures that those boys had painted for the 
 Academy and other exhibitions, and had brought 
 there for the master's inspection before sending 
 them to pass the ordeal of the selecting com- 
 mittees. Leiorh was then sufferinsf from a mortal 
 disease — cancer in the tongue, brought on, it 
 was said, by constant smoking. And although 
 he knew that his days, nay, even his hours were 
 numbered, and he was unable to speak, still there 
 he was in his best black velvet cap and his best 
 black velvet cassock shaking hands with his pupils, 
 and at the same time holding- a white silk hand- 
 kerchief over his mouth. He went round to each 
 work, examined it, pointed to the parts he liked, 
 and nodded approval or patted the young painter 
 on the back with a significant smile that yet was 
 full of sadness, now and then endeavouring to say 
 something, but the words were inarticulate. After 
 staying as long with us as his illness would allow, 
 he wished us all "good-night," and beckoned to 
 his son Harry, to whom he whispered, " If I 
 should die to-night say nothing to the boys, for I 
 should not like their evening to be spoilt." 
 
 We sat down to a simple supper, smoked and 
 chatted over our glasses ; and, not knowing the end 
 was so near, were merry as usual. A day or two
 
 LEIGH IN NEWMAN STREET 95 
 
 after this our eood friend and master breathed his 
 last. He died on the 20th of April i860, aged 
 fifty-two. He was buried in Highgate Cemetery, 
 and a long train of his sorrowing pupils followed 
 him to the grave. 
 
 It was under Leigh's roof that I first met Henry 
 Stacy Marks, R.A., who, in his "Pen and Pencil 
 Sketches," has given an excellent description of 
 our kind friend and his art school, so that it is 
 not necessary for me to go further over the ground. 
 Yet I must say a few words about some of my 
 fellow- students. 
 
 Among them was Walter Thornbury, who began 
 a literary career by studying art — no better begin- 
 ning. We often sat side by side making drawings 
 from the antique to send up to the Royal Academy, 
 with a view to becoming students there. 
 
 Thornbury — always chatty, impetuous, and in a 
 hurry — made haste, not slowly, but with so little 
 consideration that on one occasion he found, when 
 he had drawn in the figure, and nearly finished the 
 upper part of it, he had no room on his paper for 
 the feet. W'hat was to be done ? There was no 
 time to begin it over again. We consulted to- 
 gether, and I must plead guilty to the advice I 
 gave him, which was to put a cross at the bottom 
 of the paper where the legs left off, then another at 
 the top, and there draw the feet which he could 
 not get in down below. This he did, sent in the 
 drawing to the Royal Academy, and had it back 
 not very long afterwards.
 
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 He soon threw aside the pencil for the pen, 
 and I have no doubt picl-ied up a good deal of the 
 knowledge of art, which he afterwards made use 
 of, from the conversation of Leigh ; perhaps also 
 from the discussions of the students as they sat 
 round the stove while resting from work, and in 
 which Marks used to distinguish himself by his apt 
 quotations from Shakespeare and the discourses of 
 Sir Joshua Reynolds. Thornbury read a good deal 
 too, for instead of passing his time in the Royal 
 Academy schools, copying more Apollos, Dancing 
 Fauns, and Discoboli, he spent from morning till 
 night in the British Museum racing through books 
 and making notes. 
 
 His first volume appeared while he was still at 
 Leigh's ; and of course was in verse, and very good 
 verse I thought it. It was entitled " Lays and 
 Legends, or Ballads of the New World." 
 
 Other volumes soon followed, such as " Art and 
 Nature," "Life in Spain," "British Artists from 
 Hogarth to Turner," and notably the " Life of 
 Turner," a much used and much abused book, full 
 of material, crowded with anecdote, and just the 
 sort of hunting- oround that is valuable to those 
 biographers who have to get their information 
 second-hand. You cannot open the book without 
 coming upon something interesting. As I do not 
 profess to be a judge of literature, I can only say 
 that the writings of Thornbury give me much plea- 
 sure. He is never dull, and always bright and 
 picturesque. As an art critic he was amusing.
 
 LEIGH IN NEWMAN STREET 97 
 
 if nothing else. It was not in his nature to be 
 sneerful, or ill-mannered, or conceited ; he talked 
 of pictures as he would talk of anything else, racily 
 and cheerily, and, if he could not refrain from a 
 joke at the expense of the artist, it was not of a 
 character to do injury either to the painter or his 
 picture. As an instance, I remember he said of 
 Millais' beautiful "Autumn Leaves," where some 
 rather Pre-Raphaelite young girls, with reddish 
 hair, are making a bonfire, that the artist had evi- 
 dently selected his models from " Sweet Auburn, 
 loveliest village of the plai7i!' 
 
 There was another lively student at Leigh's, 
 whose name was Brereton, but it has not descended 
 to posterity. He was handsome and witty, and 
 would sing at his work the old songs, such as 
 " The woodpecker tapping at the hollow beech- 
 tree." He would draw in the outline of an antique 
 with the greatest facility, put a few specimen dots 
 on it, and say he would take it home for his sisters 
 to finish, as they had more patience, and could 
 do the stipple much better than he. 
 
 Poor Wycherley was another student there, 
 but his face was always concealed (with the ex- 
 ception of his eyes) by a coloured handkerchief 
 He toiled away patiently at a large picture of the 
 gallery, with all its casts and easels, and other 
 details ; was amiable and intelligent ; but his short 
 life was but a lingering death, and I think he only 
 lived just long enough to finish his first picture. 
 
 A student of rather an eccentric sort was an 
 
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 98 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 elderly gentleman, who seemed to have suddenly 
 taken it into his head to begin life over again, and 
 to start as an art-student at the age of fifty. We 
 thought he must be very well off, for he not only 
 looked so in his dress, but furnished himself with 
 artists' materials of the newest, quite regardless 
 of expense — a mahogany easel, a very spick-and- 
 span drawing-board, and an unlimited supply of 
 Whatman's best drawing-paper. Of this he took 
 a clean sheet every morning, pinned it to his 
 drawing-board, worked away quietly and steadily, 
 till his eold watch told him it was time to leave 
 off for the day ; then, in emulation of faithful Pene- 
 lope, he would tear up his work, pack up his traps, 
 and retire. This was the individual referred to 
 at the beginning of this chapter, who, under the 
 pretence of studying art, went to the school for 
 the sake of hearing Leigh's conversation. 
 
 I must not forget an amusing character who 
 formed one of our group at that time, namely, 
 Brown, or Scotch Brown, or Caledonian Brown, as 
 we sometimes called him. As he was not well 
 off, and found it difficult to pay even the small fee 
 that was fixed for admission and instruction at the 
 Academy in Newman Street, the kind master 
 would, without speaking a word, push back the 
 proffered amount with a nod of the head, as much 
 as to say, " Wait for better times." Our Scotch 
 friend, whose heart was much bigger than his purse, 
 was not ungrateful, and showed his appreciation 
 in a rather original way.
 
 LEIGH IN NEWMAN STREET 99 
 
 Leigh, among other pecuHarities, got suddenly 
 bitten with spiritualism, and imagined himself a 
 powerful medium. Now and then, in the after- 
 noon, he would hold a seance, and lecture to the 
 students very learnedly on the subject, entering 
 into the strange phenomena of animal magnetism, 
 clairvoyance, mesmerism, psychology, &c. This 
 would be followed by a turning of tables, and a 
 series of other demonstrations, such as seating some 
 one in a chair, then making a few passes with the 
 hands, and telling him he could not get up. If the 
 individual did get up, he was said not to be a good 
 subject, and Brown would take his place. After 
 he had been well mesmerised, Leigh would tell him 
 he could not rise ; bade him try to do so. Brown 
 twisted and struggled, contorted his features, and 
 appeared to be almost exhausted with the effort, 
 and would at last exclaim, "Eh! 1 cannot!" He 
 would then be subjected to further experiments, 
 and proved to be a wonderfully good subject, and 
 entirely under the control of the medium. When 
 I met him some years afterwards, he confessed that 
 he had only been shamming, but excused himself 
 on the ground that Leigh let him be at the school 
 for nothing, and even helped him sometimes besides. 
 
 "So, my deear Stoorie," said he, "what could I 
 doc? It was the only way I could repay him for 
 his kindness." 
 
 It must not be supposed that there was the 
 slightest collusion on the part of Leigh, who 
 thoroughly believed that Brown was under his
 
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 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 mesmeric influence. Nor do I think the reader 
 will have much difficulty in guessing which student 
 it was whose fingers gradually relaxed and let fall 
 the porte-crayon, when Leigh willed that he should 
 do so. And I trust, also, that he will think more 
 of the kindness of the master who frequently re- 
 mitted the fees of his poorer pupils, than of the 
 credulity which was thus imposed upon out of 
 gratitude.
 
 XVI 
 
 THE ROYAL ACADEMY IN 1852 
 
 CZ, 
 
 ONE of the things I would 
 rather not recollect is the 
 first picture I sent to the Royal 
 Academy. The can- 
 vas was a large one, 
 and contained eight 
 portraits in the cos- 
 tume of the Crinoline 
 period, which is per- 
 haps the ugliest we have ever 
 gone through. The Academy 
 was then located in Trafalgar 
 Square, and my "first" picture 
 was hung at the top of the north 
 room. It so happened that I 
 looked in on the very day when the whole family 
 who sat for it went to see it. As there were 
 eight of them, and several friends besides, all look- 
 ing up at the same time, other visitors, as they 
 came in, looked up too, until quite a little crowd 
 was collected. One individual referred to his 
 catalogue, then to the picture, and exclaimed, very 
 audibly, "What an ugly group!" This was un-
 
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 fortunate, as some of the friends had just been 
 saying what good likenesses they were. I did 
 not wait to be congratulated on my success. 
 
 This was in the year 1852. I find, in looking 
 at the list of Academicians and Associates in the 
 catalogue for that date, that not one of the R.A.s, 
 and only four of the A. R.A.s, are now living. 
 The latter have, of course, become full members, 
 but two of them have retired. Turner died the 
 year before, having been a member for fifty-two 
 years. Sir Charles Eastlake was the accomplished 
 President ; Stanfield, David Roberts, Leslie, Web- 
 ster, Sir Edwin Landseer, Creswick, Herbert, 
 Maclise, Mulready, Redgrave, and F. R. Lee were 
 at the height of their popularity ; and among the 
 Associates were Thomas Sidney Cooper, E. M. 
 Ward, W. P. Frith, J. C. Hook, J. H. Foley, 
 Alfred Elmore, E. W. Cooke, and F. R. Pickersgill. 
 These names, some of which sound like those of 
 old English masters, give us a pretty good idea 
 of the sort of exhibition then in vogue. 
 
 The critic then, as now, scarcely found the 
 show up to the average, but that it owed its ad- 
 vantages mainly to the efforts of the younger men 
 in art ; and yet the chief of these younger men 
 came in for a pretty good share of abuse. It is 
 regretted that Sir Charles Eastlake and Sir Edwin 
 Landseer do not exhibit, but then the latter had 
 sent in the previous year his magnificent picture 
 "The Monarch of the Glen," and "A Midsummer 
 Night's Dream."
 
 THE ROYAL ACADEMY IN 1852 103 
 
 In looking down the catalogue one is surprised 
 at the number of interesting subject pictures and 
 "historic genre," that must have given a popular 
 character to the Exhibition. 
 
 For instance, there was " The Parting of Lord 
 and Lady Russell, 1683," by Charles Lucy; "Alfred 
 the Saxon Kino- disguised as a Minstrel in the Tent 
 of Guthrun the Dane," by Daniel Maclise, R.A. ; 
 " The Three Inventors of Printing," Guttenberg, 
 Faust, and Scheffer, examining and discussing the 
 merits of Scheffer's invention of movable types, 
 by S. A. Hart, R.A. ; " A Subject from Pepys' 
 Diary, 1665," by Alfred Elmore; "Pope making 
 love to Lady Mary Wortley Montagu," by W. P. 
 Frith, A. R.A. ; and " Charlotte Corday going to 
 Execution," by E. M. Ward, A. R.A. This must 
 have been a very sensational picture ; it is well 
 known by engravings. "Corday is conducted from 
 her prison by a file of Republican guards, followed 
 by a priest, and flanked by one of the furies of 
 the Faubourgs. Robespierre, Danton, and Camille 
 Desmoulins have placed themselves in her path in 
 order to study in her features the expression of 
 that fanaticism which might threaten them on the 
 morrow." 
 
 Among the landscapes are — " An Avenue at 
 Althorp," by F. R. Lee; "The Woodland River," 
 by Redgrave; "The Stream at Ivy Bridge," by 
 Jutsum ; " Venice," by David Roberts ; " The Sere 
 Leaf," and " The Timber Waggon," by Linnell ; 
 "The Bay of Baia^," by Stanfield ; "Effect after
 
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 Rain, Venice," by J. Holland; and many others 
 that had a local interest, as well as the charm of 
 colour and composition. 
 
 Besides these were those domestic pieces always 
 pleasing, such as "A School Playground," by T. 
 Webster ; " A Cottage Fireside," by George Smith; 
 and other works so characteristic of their painters 
 that we can almost fancy we see them ; such as 
 " A Grey Horse," by Abraham Cooper ; " The 
 Christian Pilgrims," by W. C. T. Dobson ; " Juliet," 
 by C. R. Leslie; "Cows," by T. S. Cooper; "The 
 Bird's Nest in Danger," by W. T. Witherington ; 
 "Going to Market," by J. Stark; "Othello's De- 
 scription of Desdemona," by J. C. Hook (quite 
 different from what he does now, but good in colour) ; 
 "Master Slender," and "The Madrigal," by J. C. 
 Horsley ; and a large fruit piece, " The Seneschal," 
 by George Lance ; " Burns and Highland Mary," 
 by Thomas Faed ; " The Foundling," by G. B. 
 O'Neill; "The Novice," by Elmore; " Hagar," 
 life size, by Armitage. Nor was an exhibition in 
 those days ever complete without a battle-piece by 
 Jones, R.A. ; " An Evening Effect," by Danby ; 
 portraits by J. P. Knight and Watson Gordon ; 
 and fruit and flower pieces by the Misses Mutrie. 
 
 The above short list shows that the display of 
 pictures contained much to interest the general 
 public, whether they were connoisseurs in art or 
 not, and much to admire even if they were. I 
 cannot pretend to remember many of them, and 
 only vaguely recall them by looking over the cata-
 
 THE ROYAL ACADEMY IN 1852 105 
 
 logue. But there are still two or three that were 
 also at that same show which I have not yet men- 
 tioned, and which I cannot forget. These were the 
 pictures of the young men who gave strength, nay, a 
 new life, to English art, although they were almost 
 frantically abused at the time. John Everett Millais 
 had in 1850 startled the art public of England by 
 his picture called " The Carpenter's Shop," a work 
 which now everybody knows ; but it then seemed 
 to have the peculiar property of making dull people 
 witty, good-tempered people angry, and quite proper 
 people use bad language. But many others saw in 
 it the advent of a great artist. It was followed, 
 as my readers well know, by works as strong and 
 as fascinating, such as " Mariana in the Moated 
 Grange," and the quaint but delightful " Wood- 
 man's Daughter ; " the first made me read Tennyson, 
 and the second showed me how to paint sunlight. 
 In the year we are now recalling, 1852, he turned 
 many of his critics into admirers by his pathetic 
 " Huguenot," and his beautiful " Ophelia." Not- 
 withstanding much fault-finding these works sent 
 all the younger men to nature, and had they done 
 nothing else, they would have done more than all 
 the lecturers, art-masters, art-critics, and the rest 
 of our guides put together. But they did more than 
 this, so it seems to me ; they woke a new interest 
 in art, showing that it is a living thing continually 
 growing and throwing out new forms and fashions 
 and ideas, new interpretations of nature, new com- 
 binations of colour, and new methods of workman-
 
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 ship. For this reason I think we should be careful 
 how we laugh to scorn the latest eccentric novelty ; 
 there may be, there generally is, something in it 
 which leads to greater achievements, as in the case 
 of Millais. But, on the other hand, it is not ad- 
 visable to do as is now too much the fashion, 
 namely, to worship and copy an individual. Millais' 
 admirers did not copy Millais' pictures, they only 
 tried to copy nature as he did. 
 
 At all events, I can speak for myself. Some 
 three or four years after my " ugly group," and 
 after seeing Millais' most poetical " Autumn Leaves," 
 I painted " The Bride's Burial," or " The Burial 
 of Juliet," a picture that was lately exhibited at 
 Messrs. Shepherd's gallery, and of which several 
 critics said some kind things. 
 
 Holman Hunt is another remarkable painter 
 who exhibited a strange and fascinating picture at 
 this Exhibition. It was called " The Hireling Shep- 
 herd," was wonderfully strong in colour, and looked 
 like the work of a man intensely earnest, who 
 seemed to labour almost like a martyr at a craft 
 which he looked upon as somewhat akin to a 
 religious duty. "The shepherd, having caught 
 a death's-head moth, is showing it to a maiden ; 
 both figures are seated on the grass ; the scene 
 is a meadow with trees, bounded on one side by a 
 field of ripe corn, and on the other by a field just 
 reaped." 
 
 Although this and other pictures by this unique 
 master were not appreciated at first, " The Light
 
 THE ROYAL ACADEMY IN 1852 107 
 
 of the World," produced a few years later, became 
 one of the most widely known and popular of 
 modern pictures. There must be something almost 
 magic in the art that can penetrate into our minds 
 and thoughts as this does. It seems to me hardly 
 possible to forget a picture by Holman Hunt when 
 once we have looked at it carefully. I never yet 
 saw one of his important works that I felt 1 could 
 take less than half-an-hour to look at, and often a 
 great deal longer ; nor is this to be wondered at 
 when we know the years it takes him to paint 
 them, and the extraordinary pains he bestows upon 
 them. 
 
 There are a few names in this year's catalogue 
 that I will here make a note of, because they have 
 for me a personal interest. One is Behnes the 
 sculptor, at whose studio in Osnaburg Street I first 
 modelled in clay, as mentioned in the early part of 
 this book ; another is H. P. Ashby, who presented 
 me with a silver palette when I was a schoolboy. 
 He has a view of Hastings, sketched on the spot. 
 I wonder whether it was such an unusual thine in 
 those days to work directly from nature that it was 
 worthy of note in the catalogue when such was the 
 case. Then there is my old friend F. Smallficld, the 
 painter of " Colonel Newcome in the Charterhouse " 
 and other conscientious works, who exhibits "A 
 Knitter." J. Archer, another old friend, who from 
 minute richly coloured Pre-Raphaelite work branched 
 off into life-size full-length portraits. And W. W. 
 Fenn, "the blind painter," who still paints beautiful
 
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 pictures in words, which he dictates to an amanu- 
 ensis. His two drawings are " EHzabeth Castle, 
 Jersey, from the Rocks," and " Botham Mill, near 
 Retford." They were exhibited in the Water-Colour 
 room. 
 
 Fenn, who became an author because he was 
 deprived of the power of expressing his ideas with 
 the pencil, not only wrote the charming stories em- 
 bodied in his "Blind Man's Holiday," and "'Twixt 
 the Lights," &c., but also several pleasant biog- 
 raphies of his brother artists ; among them one of 
 myself He has made such a flattering picture of 
 me that I cannot help feeling it is less like what I 
 am than what I should like to be, which I can only 
 account for by the fact that my dear Fenn has never 
 seen me ; or if he has, it was when the light was 
 fading. Many a time have I sat by his side at the 
 Arts Club, and as many a time have had pleasant 
 chat ; and consequently his good heart has no 
 doubt conjured up a more agreeable picture than 
 it would have been had his pen been guided by 
 his eyesight.
 
 G. A. STOREY, BY HIMSELF. 
 
 XVII 
 
 EARLY WORKS 
 
 IN the previous chapter I alluded to two of my 
 pictures painted in the fifties, which were ex- 
 hibited in a well-known gallery in King Street, St. 
 James's, namely, "The Bride's Burial," and "The 
 Annunciation." I called there with a friend to see 
 
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 them, but was informed by the poHte dealer that 
 they were both sold. Thinking to improve the 
 golden opportunity, I asked that polite dealer if he 
 would like to have any more of my pictures, since 
 he had been so successful with these. 
 
 "Yes," said he, with a little hesitation, "but 
 they must be early works'' 
 
 Is there, then, a particular charm about our 
 "early works" that our later performances do not 
 possess } Or has time mellowed them down just 
 as it does a good vintage of port ? Or are there 
 certain conditions connected with "early works" 
 which cause them to be interesting? The painter 
 is in the spring-time of life, with few cares and 
 anxieties, full of hope and ambition, and most pro- 
 bably in love, and if he paints from his heart, as 
 true painters do, he must needs put sentiment and 
 even love into his work ; and unless blinded by 
 vanity, he looks with reverence and delight at the 
 achievements of those who have gfone before him, 
 and whose names seem like magic words that fire 
 him with enthusiasm, and with the hope that one 
 day his name too may be written in history. Now, 
 whether my name will ever be written in history or 
 whether it will be rubbed out from the scroll of 
 painters, I must leave an open question — I would 
 rather not inquire too much. But that I was, when 
 I painted my "early works," full of hope and am- 
 bition, I will not deny, and also that I painted from 
 my heart and took the greatest delight in the 
 achievements of those whose names have come 
 down to us surrounded by a nimbus.
 
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 share his enthusiasm, although it was an enthusiasm 
 so quietly and gently expressed. The charm of 
 colour and composition held me spell-bound, and I 
 have often said to myself, if I could only produce 
 a beautiful piece of colour, and a perfect composition 
 of lines and masses, I should be satisfied. The works 
 of Raphael had a strange fascination for me, for, at 
 all events, here was the perfect composition of line 
 if not the finest note of colour, and a certain purity 
 and even divinity of expression that I have seldom 
 seen in other painters. Hence my first picture, if 
 we leave out of account the "ugly group," was 
 "A Madonna and Child," certainly a fitting subject 
 for any artist's first picture, whether we consider it 
 as an offering to the Church, which in the old days 
 was the great patron of art, or whether as a tribute 
 to nature herself, the fair mother of art. 
 
 This was followed in the next year by another 
 devotional subject, "The Holy Family," and also 
 by a most ambitious composition in pen and ink of 
 " The Creed," beginning with God the Father and 
 the Creation, and finishing with the Last Judgment, 
 all included in one design in which were many 
 hundreds of figures. But unfortunately these lofty 
 themes were not attractive to ordinary purchasers, 
 and I had to consider that I had taken up art as a 
 business, and not as an accomplishment or pastime, 
 nor was I a well-to-do amateur who could afford to 
 paint for the honour and glory of the thing only. 
 So I modestly descended from these flights and 
 depicted "A Fair Musician," "The Maid of the
 
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 Mill," " Pet Dogs," and portraits of mammas and 
 babies and such things, that brought in a little 
 return, though not much. 
 
 But still I longed to paint poetical things and 
 beautiful things, and hence many of my early works 
 may have that tendency, though there was generally 
 a sadness about the subjects, and perhaps too many 
 shortcomings in their execution, which prevented 
 their success. I am afraid also that my years of 
 
 studentship were ^^ 
 
 not sufficiently de- 
 voted to study in 
 the schools, but 
 rather to the more 
 agreeable occupa- 
 tion of painting 
 pictures under the 
 paternal roof, 
 where I had not 
 to think where my 
 daily bread was to 
 come from, or to 
 fear sleeping out in the cold for want of a lodging. 
 
 I must confess, also, to being somewhat divided 
 
 in my affections between painting and the Muse, and 
 
 my dear mother has often reproved me for sitting 
 
 up late at night writing poetry, not only tiring 
 
 my eyes and my brain, but wasting her candles. 
 
 Perhaps I had certain private and personal reasons 
 
 for writino- love sonnets and woeful ballads, since 
 
 "every one becomes a poet as soon as he is touched 
 
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 EARLY WORKS 115 
 
 But speaking more generally, it must surely be 
 to the advantage of the painter to have an ideal, 
 which he fosters and flatters and shapes into a per- 
 fect imaofe that he strives to realise in his work. 
 The teachings of art schools are as nothing com- 
 pared to the lessons of love. The soft expression, 
 the endearing forms that the artist depicts, come 
 from that mistress alone, and all that resembles, 
 harmonises with, and glorifies his ideal, is eagerly 
 seized upon and portrayed with earnestness and 
 truth. Thus love leads him to contemplate and 
 desire the beautiful, and to seek it not only in art 
 but in nature. Michael Angelo tells us in one of 
 his madrigals — 
 
 " Per fido essempio alia mia vocazione 
 Nascendo mi fu data la bellezza." 
 
 " I have a faithful guide in my loved labour, 
 One that is born in me, a sentiment 
 Which never errs, but knows the Beautiful, 
 And is both lamp and mirror to my art. 
 'Tis by this gift that I uprise in thought, 
 And view the grand ideal that I strive 
 In Painting and in Sculpture to depict." 
 
 I could quote many more passages from Michael 
 Angelo's poems in the same vein, for it has been 
 my great pleasure at quiet times to turn many of his 
 sonnets and madrigals into English ; but I will only 
 add the remarks of the prophetess Diotima, who, in 
 her discourse to Socrates on love, says — 
 
 " He who aspires to love rightly ought from his earliest 
 youth to seek an intercourse with beautiful forms, and first
 
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 to make a single form the object of his love, and therein to 
 generate intellectual excellencies. He ought then to consider 
 that beauty, in whatever form it resides, is the brother of that 
 beauty which subsists in another form ; and if he ought to 
 pursue that which is beautiful in form, it would be absurd 
 to imagine that beauty is not one and the same thing in all 
 forms, and would therefore remit much of his ardent prefer- 
 ence towards one, through his perception of the multitude of 
 claims upon his love." 
 
 And she further goes on to say — 
 
 " Such a life as this, my dear Socrates, spent in the con- 
 templation of the beautiful, is the life for men to live." — 
 Shelley's Translation of ^* The Banquet. ^^ 
 
 With such ideas as these budding in the young 
 painter's mind, he is apt to look forward to achieve- 
 ments for which he is not fully equipped, and to 
 attempt that which only the great ones before him 
 have mastered. He is not thinking of the practical 
 picture-buyer, but is lost in a dream of ambition, of 
 hope crowned with success, and of the delight of 
 generating beauty ; so that it is not unlikely that 
 there is a charm from these causes in the early work 
 of a true artist, which is absent when, in after years, 
 he finds that the world takes a very different view of 
 his productions to that which fascinated his mind's 
 eye when he thought himself on the threshold of 
 fame. He sees that that same world is not at all 
 startled or astonished by his efforts, and that his 
 dream of fame has dissolved into a mist, his castles 
 in the air have come tumbling down one after an-
 
 EARLY WORKS 
 
 117 
 
 other, and oh ! humiHating thought ! that perhaps 
 his early works were chiefly prized by that polite 
 
 THE BRIDE'S BURIAL. 
 
 picture-dealer on account of the extremely low price 
 at which he purchased them, and the decent profit 
 he made upon them.
 
 ii8 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 It is, however, but fair, both to the critics and 
 myself, to quote here certain press opinions of these 
 "early works," which were published at the time 
 of their exhibition a year or two ago ; because they 
 are at the same time a sequence to and perhaps a 
 corroboration of the foregoing remarks on a young 
 man's work, especially as they help my story in a 
 way that I could not do myself One paper. Public 
 Opinion, says — 
 
 " Two Pre-Raphaelite pictures by Storey when he was 
 in his twenty-first year come as revelations. They are 
 delightful in colour, rich and voluptuous, and excellent in 
 sentiment." 
 
 The Daily News says— 
 
 " But more interesting are some very early works by 
 G. A. Storey, A.R.A., which show that this artist was once 
 amongst the disciples of the Pre-Raphaelite Brotherhood. 
 The pictures here resemble somewhat in strength and bril- 
 liancy of colour some of the first works of Millais. One 
 called " hispiration " (The Annunciation), a devotional 
 subject, has remarkable touches of beauty of a quaintly 
 archaic kind." 
 
 And the Morning Post says — 
 
 " Among the modern pictures are two by Mr. G. A. 
 Storey, probably the best he has ever painted, 'Juliet' and 
 ' Inspiration,' works remarkable for beauty of colour, poetic 
 grace of design, and general deftness of execution." 
 
 However, these works did not sell till years 
 afterwards, at very reduced prices, and for a long 
 time I was most unsuccessful, so much so that I
 
 EARLY WORKS 119 
 
 again wept in words, and, like Shelley's nightingale, 
 sat and sang in darkness — 
 
 " My young companions run before me fast, 
 Full of success they turn their faces back, 
 And seem to wonder that I should be last 
 To follow in their track." 
 
 EDWARD CRESSY. 
 
 These "young companions" were "the St. 
 John's Wood C\\([uc," as it was called, and consisted 
 of Caldcron, Marks, George Leslie, Hodgson,
 
 I20 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 Yeames, and Wynfield, besides myself; and ot these 
 I shall have occasion to speak by-and-by. They 
 took a more practical view of art than I did, and no 
 doubt deplored that I should give way to melancholy 
 and conceive such subjects as the "Closed House," 
 an incident in the Great Plague of London, "A 
 Song of the Past," "The Widowed Bride,"and "The 
 Bride's Burial." But in addition to these I painted 
 a good many portraits, over a hundred, among them 
 one of myself at the age of nineteen, which is at 
 the beginning of this chapter, and one of Edward 
 Cressy, a learned man and delightful companion, 
 which is on page 119. He was an architect by 
 profession, nor was there any subject in science, 
 art, or literature that he was not conversant with ; 
 and yet his chief occupation was to inspect and to 
 report upon the main drainage of London to the 
 Board of Works, which made him say that he lived 
 in the bowels of the earth. He was the first to 
 advise Sir Henry Doulton to introduce the art 
 element into his pottery, who, more out of friend- 
 ship than with any expectation of business arising 
 from it, had a mediaeval salt-cellar, lent by H. S. 
 Marks, R.A., reproduced. This was followed by 
 other experiments, more or less successful, until at 
 length they developed into the magnificent art 
 pottery works of Doulton & Co., which in a certain 
 sense may be said to be the outcome of Edward 
 Cressy's suggestion.
 
 SKETCH FROM THE PICTURE BY VELASQUEZ IN MADRID. 
 
 XVIII 
 
 SPAIN 
 
 IT used to be said some thirty or forty years ago 
 that every one who went to Spain wrote a 
 book about it. And there is something so strange,
 
 122 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 so novel, and so romantic in this old country, that 
 there really seems every excuse for doing so. 
 
 When I went there in 1862, it seemed to me 
 that I had not only entered a land that was totally 
 different from anything I had seen before, but that 
 I had gone back in time some two hundred years, 
 and that the ways of the people with whom I was 
 living were not as our ways, but belonged rather 
 to some remote period, when it was a common 
 thinor to see the oxen treading^ out the corn, a 
 sight I actually witnessed in my journey from 
 Bayonne to Madrid. 
 
 Most of the books on Spain that I have read 
 are either descriptive of its scenery, its buildings, 
 or the outer aspect of its people, with notes on its 
 history, its art, its romance, &c., which are in many 
 cases excellent guide-books, and among them none 
 more excellent than that by Mr. Richard Ford 
 (1847). B^it they do not, like " Don Quixote" or the 
 " History of Gil Bias," make you intimate with the 
 people themselves, with their thoughts, their friend- 
 ships, their virtues and their follies, their strength 
 and their weakness, and, I may add, the delightful 
 side of their character, which you can only find 
 out by living with them and being in sympathy 
 with them. 
 
 As soon as I entered Spain, and long before 
 I could understand many words of its language, I 
 was dubbed " Seiior Don Adolfo," and I felt I 
 had come amone friends whom I could trust, whose 
 society I could enjoy, whose hearts certainly were
 
 SPAIN 123 
 
 good, whatever may have been the deficiencies 
 about their heads. 
 
 Although, of course, I met with many clever 
 and intelligent Spaniards, true descendants of Cer- 
 vantes and Velasquez, still, perhaps, on the whole, 
 the description which my little friend Ramoncito 
 gave me of his countrymen, as contrasted with the 
 French, seems to be pretty correct. " Los Fran- 
 ceses," said he, " tienen mucho cabeza pero muy 
 poco corazon : los Espafioles tienen poco cabeza 
 pero mucho corazon." (The French have much 
 brain but little heart : the Spaniards, not much 
 brain, but very much heart.) 
 
 It may be imagined, then, that my visit to Spain 
 was one of those pleasant episodes in my life which 
 I cannot forget, and which I am only too glad to 
 recall, and to pass through again in these " Sketches 
 from Memory." 
 
 As I had an uncle living in Madrid who had 
 made it his home, his mtmdo, as he called it, for 
 more than thirty years, and was acquainted with 
 all the Dons of the capital, from royalty down- 
 wards, I was soon introduced by him to many dis- 
 tinguished caballeros. I was also made a member 
 of the one club there, " II Casino del Principe," 
 where I made many other friends, both English 
 and Spanish. So that, instead of being a mere 
 sightseer or tourist, a stranger in the land, passing 
 through it with my " Murray's Guide" for my only 
 friend, I was at once introduced to the people 
 themselves ; and being, as 1 have already stated,
 
 124 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 a cosmopolitan, I was soon almost as much at 
 home in Spain as in England, and felt it quite as 
 natural to be called " Seiior Adolfo " as Mr. Storey. 
 
 I regret much that instead of hurrying on to 
 Madrid, as I was obliged to do, I did not have 
 more time to linger over the grand scenery of the 
 Pyrenees, and to make acquaintance with the brave 
 Basques. 
 
 As I passed through the north of Spain by 
 diligence (the railway to Madrid was not com- 
 pleted), I was much struck by the beauty of the 
 country, which seemed to have as many shrubs 
 and wild flowers about it as we find in England. 
 Groups of picturesque villagers sat in the shade of 
 the trees, laughing and playing the guitar, whilst 
 others danced in the evening sun. The Basque 
 girls, with long plaits down their backs, their rich- 
 coloured dresses, and their glowing faces, are parti- 
 cularly charming ; and I felt that I had come to 
 a land where hundreds of pictures were already 
 composed for me, and all I had to do was to 
 copy them, expecting that the farther I went the 
 more rich would be the supply. But, alas ! the 
 expected seldom comes to pass. 
 
 The first thing that struck me about the Spaniards 
 was a mixture of dignity and simplicity, and about 
 the young women an almost childishness, which, 
 however, was very agreeable. In the interior of 
 the diligence, among my fellow-travellers, were two 
 pretty young ladies, about seventeen and nineteen 
 respectively, who amused themselves during the
 
 SPAIN 125 
 
 journey by spinning a small spring humming-top 
 in their hands. When one got tired of the toy 
 her sister took it up and went on spinning it, even 
 without looking at it, as though she were doing 
 some fancy work, and seemed to have an idea that 
 it passed the time more pleasantly than sitting still 
 doine nothinor. But it amused me to see them 
 taking their turns. So did their beautiful language, 
 which I did not understand, but which I could 
 imagine had been invented for the purpose of pro- 
 ducing rich and musical sounds, and for making 
 their mouths form themselves into lovely shapes. 
 Now and then they laughed heartily, and their 
 father, a military-looking man, appeared to upbraid 
 them for their childishness. But they laughed all 
 the more, and handed him the top, as much as to 
 say he was jealous, and wanted to play with it 
 himself; but he put it back with a dignified air and 
 lighted a fresh cigar. He was extremely polite to 
 me, so also was another passenger, who had wrapped 
 his head up in several red pocket-handkerchiefs, 
 and looked very like a brown old mummy. Our 
 conversation, if I may call it so, was carried on by 
 signs and nods, with a little French here, a little 
 Spanish there, and a few English words mixed in ; 
 the most fatiguing part of it was keeping up a smile. 
 When we arrived at San Sebastian I tried to 
 make them understand that I appreciated their con- 
 sideration for a stranger in an unknown land. 
 
 I was to have come out with an English Iriend, 
 whose business as an engineer on the Spanish
 
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 irrigation works made him well acquainted with 
 the country and the language. But he had been 
 prevented at the last moment from accompanying 
 me, and I was wondering how I should get on, 
 and longing to meet with either a Brown, a Jones, 
 or a Robinson, when a thorough Englishman, with 
 rosy face and sandy whiskers, got down from the 
 co7ipd of the diligence and asked if he could be 
 of any assistance to me, as he could see I was 
 a fellow-countryman. Of course I was delighted, 
 and still more tickled when one of the porters of 
 the inn addressed him as " Senor Robinson." I 
 really had then met one of the immortal trio. 
 
 Of San Sebastian, the scene of many a desperate 
 fight between the French and English during the 
 Peninsular War, I can say but little. It is at the 
 foot of the Pyrenees, and surrounded by fine scenery. 
 Here we dined, my first Spanish dinner, which I 
 did not at all dislike, notwithstanding the abuse of 
 Spanish cooking that I had heard so much of from 
 the believers in roast beef pure and simple. We 
 were waited on by pretty Basque girls ; so what 
 with the novelty, and the fact that I had met a 
 " Robinson," and being very hungry, I much enjoyed 
 my Spanish dinner cooked in oil. The two pretty 
 girls, and my other travelling companions, also dined 
 at the table-dltSte, and then I discovered that the 
 individual whose head was wrapped up in red 
 pocket-handkerchiefs and looked very brown, and 
 whom I took for a man, was their mother ! 
 
 Thirteen hours' more travelling by diligence
 
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 127 
 
 brought us to the railway station at Burgos, but, as 
 it was three o'clock in the morning and quite dark, 
 I have no recollection of it. The rest of the night, 
 and nearly all the next day, we passed in the slow 
 railway train, traversing the dreary plateau of Cas- 
 tile. As I looked out of window, for hour after 
 hour I saw nothing but the same dead flat of dried- 
 
 BRIDGE AT TOLEDO. 
 
 up country, with here and there a bare granite rock 
 rising out of it. It was like being at sea on dry 
 land, except that it was very dusty. Now and then 
 we came upon a village of dazzling whiteness, the 
 houses with square black holes in them for windows, 
 but no glass, sometimes just a mat hung over them 
 to keep out the sun or the wind. But not a flower
 
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 nor a leaf, not a tree nor a blade of grass, for nearly 
 three hundred miles. Where were my pictures? 
 where was the rich colour and the joyousness that I 
 had seen near San Sebastian ? And I could scarcely 
 refrain from saying with Touchstone : " Ay, now 
 am I " (in Spain) ; " the more fool I ; when I was 
 at home I was in a better place, but travellers must 
 be content."
 
 PHILIP IV. (AFTER VELASQUEZ) 
 
 XIX 
 
 MADRID 
 
 TV /r Y recollections of Madrid are not altogether 
 ^^ ^ flattering to the capital (jf Spain, "the only- 
 Court on earth." A dull still atmosphere pervaded 
 
 the place ; there was a laziness about the people, 
 
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 both mental and physical, which was marked in the 
 slowness of their walk. No one seemed inclined to 
 do anything except smoke cigarettes — all business 
 was put off till to-morrow, manana. Intrigue and 
 place-hunting were the occupations of the better (?) 
 classes ; the bull-ring was the delight of the mob. 
 The women, though graceful, were not beautiful, 
 and I was surprised to see so many who had rather 
 a fair German type than the rich dark eyes and 
 complexions of the girls of Andalusia, though the 
 fact of their wearing veils, instead of the ugly bonnets 
 then in vogue in England and France, added greatly 
 to their charm, and their usino- fans to shield their 
 faces from the sun, instead of parasols, was another 
 addition to their fascinations. The city itself did 
 not strike me as particularly beautiful, nor even 
 quaint ; but still there was one thing which made 
 amends for all its other shortcomings, and that 
 was, and is, the magnificent picture-gallery, which 
 is second to none in the world. 
 
 I had not been many hours in Madrid before I 
 visited it. The Museo on the Prado is not a very 
 prepossessing structure, and like everything Spanish, 
 requires to be known a little and understood very 
 much before you can thoroughly appreciate and 
 enjoy it. But whatever the outside of this Museo 
 may be, the inside is full of treasures. The splendid 
 array of pictures by Titian, Paul Veronese, Rubens, 
 Tintoret, and others, is enough to satisfy the most 
 greedy eye for colour ; and the grand works by 
 Velasquez are alone worth a pilgrimage to the city
 
 MADRID 131 
 
 in the desert. And yet, strange to say, when I first 
 saw the latter I felt a disappointment that I can 
 hardly describe, and that I should have been ashamed 
 perhaps to confess, were it not that it was quite 
 natural. They appeared cold and severe by the 
 side of the glowing and voluptuous colouring of the 
 masters just named, and it was only by degrees that 
 I got to understand and admire them. And then each 
 day I learnt to understand and admire them more, 
 especially as I sat in front of them trying to translate 
 them into water-colour sketches, of which I made 
 a good number. Besides, I had just come from 
 England with certain Pre-Raphaelite tendencies and 
 the new school more or less on the brain, and was 
 not prepared at once to appreciate the grand sweep 
 of the brush which expressed in a touch all that the 
 " minutists" expressed in laborious stippling. 
 
 I passed many a day in the Museo sketching 
 from the pictures. I began with the "Bacchanal" 
 by Titian, attracted to it by its beautiful colour. 
 It is a companion picture to the " Bacchus and 
 Ariadne " in our National Gallery. While at work 
 on it I kept looking at the " Meninas," or Maids of 
 Honour, in the same room, Velasquez' celebrated 
 picture that Luca Giordano called " the gospel of art," 
 and that Sir David Wilkie said was like a Dutch 
 picture on a large scale. It is so well known that 
 I need not describe it more than to say it represents 
 thfi Infanta Margarita, with her maids of honour, 
 two dwarfs, a large dog, and the portrait of Velas- 
 quez himself standing at his easel, with the Red
 
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 Cross of Santiago on his breast, that was painted 
 by the King, who was himself an amateur artist. 
 John PhiHp was then at work on a portion of the 
 central group, the little Infanta, and a fine piece of 
 work it is, quite in the spirit of the master. It now 
 belongs to the Royal Academy. Strange to say, we 
 did not know each other then and didn't speak, 
 because there was no one to introduce us!! How 
 I regret it! I met him afterwards in London. He 
 said it was a question of which should speak first, 
 but I did not like to approach a Royal Academician. 
 Our modern critics may perhaps smile at the idea of 
 having so much respect for one of the body. He, 
 however, did not remain long in Madrid after my 
 arrival; but Edwin Long and J. B. Burgess appeared 
 upon the scene, and we spent many a pleasant even- 
 ing together. Long had wonderful facility in copying 
 the works of Velasquez, and his rapidity was extra- 
 ordinary, sometimes taking only three or four days to 
 a full-length portrait. These copies, and his sketches 
 of Spanish life, were among the best bits of painting 
 that he ever did, for he worked with a surprising 
 freedom which astonished the natives, who seemed 
 to go to sleep over their copying or to live in a 
 prolonged siesta. 
 
 Lieutenant-Colonel George Fitch, my mother's 
 only brother, had long been a resident in Madrid. 
 He had fought in the Seven Years' Civil War in 
 Spain and Portugal, and had many a story to tell of 
 his exploits and adventures. He knew every inch 
 of the "Puerto del Sol," the " Alcala," and the
 
 MADRID 133 
 
 " Prado" ; had been in many an engagement in the 
 streets of the capital, as well as on the slopes of San 
 Sebastian and other places. He showed me several 
 marks on the walls and trees of Madrid which were 
 made by shots from cannon which he had directed, 
 one especially on a large old tree near the Prado, 
 which he called " Fitch's Mark." He was also one 
 of the chief movers in getting the English Govern- 
 ment to buy the acre of ground, about a mile outside 
 the town, which is now the British cemetery. So 
 bigoted were the Spaniards that formerly decent 
 burial was denied to Englishmen, whose "heretic 
 carcases " were supposed to pollute the soil of Spain ; 
 and even those English soldiers who, under Wel- 
 lington, fell in this country's cause, were allowed 
 no resting-place in it save in the sands of the sea- 
 shore. 
 
 It was many years since I had seen this thorough 
 old soldier, who, in aspect, was not altogether unlike 
 Von Moltke, nor did he seem to have any fear in 
 his composition. I somehow missed seeing him on 
 my arrival in the morning, but found him at the 
 club, the "Casino del Principe," in the evening. 
 Here he introduced me to several of his friends, 
 both Spanish and English, and afterwards we sat in 
 a corner of one of the gilded saloons and naturally 
 talked of family matters until it was time to go to 
 bed. He had taken some apartments for me in the 
 Calle de Leon, not far off, and eventually I was 
 made a temporary member of the Casino for the 
 three or four months that I remained in Madrid.
 
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 Here I learnt somewhat of the curious manners 
 and customs, morals and otherwise, of this strange 
 country, and formed some agreeable acquaintance- 
 ships that were useful to me. The colonel and I, 
 or Don Juan (pronounced Don Guon), as he was 
 frequently called, used to dine together at the Cafe 
 Europoea, partly for economy's sake, and partly 
 because we got a very good dinner there, and then 
 finished the evening at the club. A few days after 
 my arrival we were taking our accustomed meal at 
 the above-named restaurant, when we were hailed 
 from a far corner by a merry little Basque gentle- 
 man, an old general, who, like most Spaniards, was 
 full of heart — mucJio corazon. He invited us to dine 
 with him, and kept up a brief conversation right 
 across the dining-room, oblivious of the many people 
 present, who took not the slightest notice, as is their 
 polite custom. He wanted to know who I was, and 
 was informed that I was " un gran ritratista " ; just 
 arrived from " Inglaterra" ; the nephew of the 
 "Coronel"; that we would not intrude upon his 
 hospitality, as our own dinner was being served. 
 Eventually he came and took dessert at our table. 
 He was very animated, talking partly in English, 
 partly in French, and the rest in Spanish, so that I 
 managed to understand at least the drift of his con- 
 versation. Hearing that I was an artist, he said 
 that I must paint a picture of his little boy, and after 
 that a picture of his big boy, and after that his two 
 daughters, and then his wife and himself in a group. 
 Nor were my performances to end there. He would
 
 MADRID 135 
 
 introduce me to the great Dons in Madrid, who 
 would all wish to be painted by me, and I was to 
 finish up with the Queen herself and the rest of the 
 royal family. Here indeed was fortune smiling at 
 last ; my mournful pictures of brides' burials and 
 incidents in the Plague of London were to be suc- 
 ceeded by hidalgos of Spain and personages of the 
 royal blood ; the career of Velasquez and Vandyke 
 was opened up before me ; I had only to work 
 and be happy. The General Don Jose de J. told 
 me to call upon him the next day, wrote down his 
 address, and then took leave of us. 
 
 When he had gone the Colonel shook his head 
 and smiled. He said Don Jose, whom he called 
 " Old Jack of Trumps," was a very old friend of his 
 and quite sincere, but I need not build castles in the 
 air from what he had said, and added, "As the 
 Duke of Wellington remarked — ' Two and two 
 make four in every other country but Spain.'" 
 
 The next morning I started off rather early to 
 call on Don Jose, thinking that the sooner business 
 was attended to the better. I went up to the second 
 floor, to the tlat indicated by the concierge, and 
 knocked several times without effect ; at length a 
 little wicket or grating about six inches square was 
 opened by a cross-looking old woman, with her head 
 tied up in a silk pocket-handkerchief. I inquired 
 for "General Don Jose de J." "Who.'^" said 
 she. I repeated the name. She said she did not 
 know him, he did not live there, and then closed 
 the little shutter, but not before 1 had noted two
 
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 other domestics, with their heads also tied up, sweep- 
 ing and dusting the apartments. 
 
 I went away rather disconcerted, and when I 
 told my uncle of my adventure he at first said I 
 must have mistaken the house or the flat, and 
 advised me to go back in the afternoon. " Besides," 
 said he, "no one ever calls in the morning in 
 Madrid." So back I went, knocked at the same 
 door, which was immediately opened by a tidy little 
 maid. I asked for the General Don Jose de J. 
 "Oh yes, Sefior, he is at home," and I was ushered 
 into the drawing-room. I began to wonder how the 
 mistake of the morning had arisen, when in came 
 Don Jose leading a stately lady in black silk, whom 
 he introduced to me as Seilora de J., his wife. 
 They were followed by two pretty girls, young and 
 elegant, who bowed and smiled, and said a few 
 words of welcome ; but the General did most of the 
 talking. These were the daughters whose portraits 
 I was to paint by-and-by. But strange to say, 1 
 felt a slight confusion when I discovered that the 
 stately lady in black, now all smiles and affability, 
 was no other than the cross old woman who had 
 opened the wicket to me in the morning, and the 
 two elegant young ladies were the two supposed 
 domestics whom I had seen dusting the furniture. 
 And why should they not, and still be as pretty 
 and sweet, nay, sweeter.^ But in Spain, though 
 poverty is everywhere and in every class, it must 
 not stand confessed, it must be hidden under a cloak 
 or a mantilla. Often as you pass along the streets
 
 MADRID 137 
 
 in the evening, ladies, judging from their voices and 
 their elegance, come up to you and beg for some 
 assistance in their sorrow. They do not make a 
 long story like our professional beggars, but the 
 little hand, sometimes gloved, is held out, and more 
 often than not a small coin is dropped into it. 
 
 Don Jose's little boy, with whom I was to begin 
 my long list of portraits, was a pale-faced unin- 
 teresting child, and I am glad to say that I entirely 
 forget what my picture was like. I painted it at 
 the house, and soon got on friendly terms with the 
 " cross old woman," who turned out to be very 
 amiable, and also the two young ladies, whose 
 portraits, however, I did not paint, for they told 
 their papa that they were sure they would never 
 be able to sit still enough. As to the young man, 
 he had no time to spare, nor any patience, and 
 Senora was not inclined to have herself portrayed 
 now the bloom of youth was no longer upon her. 
 As to Don Jose himself, he confessed he would 
 have sat had the others consented, indeed, he would 
 not have minded forming part of a group ; but alone 
 he did not consider himself good enough to be 
 made a picture of. All that I could say was that 
 I felt the various objections were unanswerable. 
 
 The fact is, that in Spain " the text is not 
 always to be taken as it says " ; many fair promises 
 are made out of mere politeness, which, on the 
 other hand, it is polite not to expect to be fulfilled. 
 An Englishman does not understand this at first, 
 and often makes amusing mistakes in consequence.
 
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 Perhaps, and it only struck me afterwards, Don 
 Jose did not really want a portrait of his little 
 boy even, and that out of politeness I ought to 
 have said that my engagements at the Museum 
 in copying Velasquez would prevent me doing it 
 at present. And this was rather forced upon my 
 mind by the strange way in which the General set 
 about paying for it. The price was ^10, not much, 
 one would think, for a General living in Madrid, 
 with a large estate in Bilbao. However, nothing 
 was said about payment, of course, and as I went 
 to the club every evening, I saw Don Jose con- 
 stantly, but he never saw me. He went straight 
 to the tables where they were playing " Trente et 
 quarante," staked a goodly pile of duros, which 
 were regularly swept up by the croupier night after 
 night, and then he hurried out of the place. I 
 watched this proceeding for several evenings, and 
 saw piles of silver coin swept away that would more 
 than have paid his small debt to me. Of course I 
 guessed his object, and had half a mind to go up 
 to him and tell him that if he were risking all this 
 for me not to do so any more ; but the Colonel 
 shook his head, and told me I did not understand 
 the Spaniards. At the end of four or five even- 
 ings the little General came up to me in the most 
 amiable humour, and said he had been looking 
 for me to say how delighted he was with his 
 boy's portrait, and put ^10 into my hand, adding 
 that for several nights he had been trying to win 
 the money to pay for it, but that fate would not
 
 MADRID 139 
 
 have it so, luck went against him, and he felt it 
 would continue to do so until he had paid his 
 debt. 
 
 No doubt there is a good deal of superstition 
 among the Spanish gamblers, some even going so 
 far as to think the Almiorhtv takes an interest in 
 the play of those who call in His assistance. I 
 remember one elderly gentleman, of a staid and 
 serious countenance, who used always, on entering 
 the card-room, to go up to a corner and say a short 
 prayer in his hat before he risked his duros and his 
 ofold onzas. 
 
 Upon another occasion the play was in full 
 swing, the table covered with silver and gold, the 
 banker just exclaiming, " Couleur gagne," when a 
 little tinkling bell was heard in the street below ; 
 a procession of priests and acolytes was passing on 
 its way to administer the last sacrament to a dying 
 man. In an instant every voice was hushed, and 
 every one in the room was on his knees. The 
 sound of a dull chant, mingled with the fumes of 
 incense, rose amid the dead silence that for a 
 minute or two reigned round the gambling table, 
 and not until it had entirely died away did any 
 one rise or attempt to resume the game. I was 
 naturally impressed by this scene, although an 
 English friend kneeling by my side scoffed at it. 
 I said, " Why do you kneel ? " 
 
 "Because," said he, "I should have a dagger 
 into me if I did n<jt." 
 
 At what stage faith becomes superstition I do
 
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 not know, nor how far a forgetfulness of religious 
 and Christian duties goes against the luck of the 
 player at the tables ; but certain it is that these 
 thines have a sort of connection in the minds of 
 some of the Spanish gentlemen who frequent the 
 Casino del Principe. My uncle and I were leaving 
 the club one night in company with a man who had 
 won a considerable sum, when a beggar woman 
 accosted him at the door. He was for a long time 
 diving into his pockets among the onzas, duros, and 
 pesetas, to find the smallest coin of all, namely, a 
 real, worth twopence-halfpenny, which he gave her, 
 ostensibly in the name of charity, but in reality 
 because he believed it to be unlucky for a winner 
 to pass a beggar without giving something.
 
 XX 
 
 SPANISH INTERIORS 
 
 M 
 
 ANY things, even in Madrid, 
 " the only Court," made me feel 
 that I was living about two hundred 
 years ago instead of in the nine- 
 teenth century. There was much 
 that was primitive, very primitive, in 
 the domestic arrangements of the 
 house where my uncle and I had 
 taken up our abode ; but since they 
 were of that nature which English 
 reticence bids us ignore, I leave them 
 only thus dimly suggested as part of 
 the background to my picture. 
 
 My apartments consisted of a 
 small drawinsf-room with marble 
 floor of the old chessboard-pattern, 
 walls and ceiling of what appeared 
 to be white china highly glazed, 
 and a little bedroom or alcove shut 
 off from it by glass doors hung with 
 gauze curtains. The furniture was 
 dainty, a white sofa covered with 
 
 red silk and 
 
 chairs to match, the table, sideboard, curtains, &c.,
 
 142 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 in keeping with the rest. There was a window 
 with a balcony looking on to the street, which was 
 in a good situation, for just opposite was the house 
 in which the oreat Cervantes is said to have been 
 born, although his real birthplace is Alcala de Her- 
 nares. I had a little entrance-passage with an outer 
 leather door to keep out the noise of the house, 
 and altogether, as my uncle said, I was lodged like 
 a gentleman, and need have no compunction in 
 inviting any of the Dons of Madrid to visit me. 
 
 On my arrival I was received by the old lady of 
 the house, Seiiora Maria, and her two daughters, one 
 a very young, fat, fair, and rather pretty girl, and 
 the other dark, rather older, and rather prettier ; 
 they were both graceful, easy in their manners, and 
 very cheerful. Besides these were Gregoria, the 
 servant, and one or two lodgers, who all crowded 
 into my small room, all talking at once. I could not 
 understand a word, but I could see by their looks 
 and gestures that I was the subject of their conver- 
 sation. When I asked my uncle for an explanation, 
 he said, "They are all anxious to make you happy 
 and comfortable, and are squabbling as to the part 
 that each is to take in doing so. They also want to 
 know all about you, how old you are, whether you 
 are rich like most Englishmen, how long you are 
 going to stay ? Am I glad to see you .'* When did 
 I see you last ? Do you like Spain ? Have you 
 come a long way, and are all Englishmen like you? 
 Are you well or an invalid ? Are you a doctor ? 
 Are you married ? "
 
 SPANISH INTERIORS 143 
 
 I made some sort of answer to each of these 
 questions, which my uncle translated to them, with 
 no doubt some little additions of his own, for every 
 now and then there was a round of laughter. Then 
 it was : " He must see the Prado, and the Puerta 
 del Sol, and the Museo, and the Retiro, and the 
 Palace, and the bull-fight, and the senoritas, and 
 learn Spanish, and go to the dance, and be de- 
 lighted." 
 
 When my uncle informed them that I was not 
 a doctor but an artist, tin retratista, they all ex- 
 claimed, "Oh, he must take my portrait;" and "I 
 will sit," said the old lady, "if Senor Adolfo wants 
 an old woman." 
 
 "And I," said IManuela, "if he wants a young 
 one." 
 
 "And I," said Gregoria, "if he wants a ser- 
 vant." 
 
 Gregoria was a pretty girl, as neat and clean as 
 could be desired, but she must have been in the 
 middle of her domestic duties when I rang the bell, 
 for without waiting to deposit a certain article which 
 she was carrying back to one of the rooms, she 
 opened the door to me with it in her hand. Of 
 course I was surprised, but I had been told that in 
 Spain I must expect to be surprised. However, 
 when she offered to sit to me for her portrait, I 
 could not help saying to Don Juan, "Would she 
 like me to sketch her just as she is?" At this 
 question all eyes were turned towards her, and 
 she too, looking down to survey herself, suddenly
 
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 became conscious of her forgetfulness, and rushed 
 screaming out of the room. 
 
 I was questioned very artfully by Senora as to 
 what sort of beauty I admired the most, to which I 
 could only reply that the Spanish type, especially 
 the dark-eyed Andaluce, had a particular fascination 
 for me. At the termination of this interview I 
 thanked them for all their kindness, and said I 
 hoped I should soon be able to speak to them in 
 their own beautiful language, without the aid of an 
 interpreter. At this they clapped their hands and 
 said they would teach me, and furthermore, I should 
 make as many pictures of them as I liked. 
 
 For several days after this I was amused and 
 instructed at the same time. Either the mother or 
 one of the daughters would come into my apartment 
 with a feather broom to dust and arrange the furni- 
 ture, making signs, pointing to the various objects, 
 and trying to make me understand her ; teaching 
 me the Spanish name of each thing as she came to 
 it, which I had to repeat. Pointing to the chairs, 
 she would say "las sillas," to the window, "la ven- 
 tana," to the door, "la puerta," and so on all round 
 the room. So great was their desire for me to learn, 
 that for several days I was never free from one or 
 the other, including the brother and the servant- 
 maid. If I wanted to write home, one of them 
 would pull the paper away and say "papel," or 
 move the ink-bottle to the other side of the table, 
 saying "tinta," or take my pen out of my hand and 
 say " pluma." All very instructive, no doubt, and
 
 SPANISH INTERIORS 145 
 
 perhaps the easiest way of picking up a language ; 
 still, now and then a little embarrassing. 
 
 But with all this naivete and apparent simplicity 
 there was a certain cunning and duplicity that rather 
 astonished me. I soon picked up enough Spanish 
 to understand the drift of a conversation, and while 
 lying on my sofa I sometimes found myself an eaves- 
 dropper without intending it. Old Maria and the 
 people of the house, thinking that I did not under- 
 stand a word, would sometimes talk upon the most 
 private matters in my presence, and thus make me 
 acquainted with many more phases of life and char- 
 acter than I should have learnt by knowing the 
 language thoroughly. Not that they would have 
 minded, for I told them one day, with as much 
 Spanish as I could muster, that I was now begin- 
 ning to know enough of their language to understand 
 what they were talking about, and that if they had 
 any secrets they did not wish Seiior Adolfo to know 
 they had better not tell them before him — not that 
 he would for a moment betray them. They were 
 not displeased with this avowal ; but, on the con- 
 trary, seemed delighted that I was beginning to 
 understand and to talk so well, and for anything 
 that might seem strange to English ears they 
 excused themselves by saying that it was human 
 nature. I had several conversations with the old 
 lady, especially when I was kept a prisoner in the 
 house by my enemy, the ague. The ingenious 
 manner in which nearly every vice was palliated 
 
 showed that however strong the faith, the moral 
 
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 146 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 training was elastic. Poverty had to bear the blame 
 of much doubtful proceeding, and the great question 
 often lay between the choice of two evils, a "fat 
 sorrow and a lean one"! 
 
 THE STORY OF LISETA. 
 
 She told me a very affecting story about a poor 
 girl named Liseta, who had been deceived by a 
 caballero who passed himself off as having great 
 wealth, and professed great love for her. As she 
 was very pretty, there may have been a certain 
 amount of truth about his passing affection, which 
 could not have been real love. She, on the other 
 hand, was very poor ; so was her mother. Her 
 father, who had been an officer in the army, was 
 dead, and these two had to battle with the world, 
 and though ladies born, had to live in the meanest 
 apartment and on the scantiest pittance. I need 
 not enter into the arguments, for and against, that 
 were made use of before the fatal step was taken ; 
 suffice it to say that the fat sorrow was chosen 
 rather than the lean one, and that for a short time 
 these ladies lived in a beautiful house and on the 
 best of everything. Suddenly the caballero disap- 
 peared from the scene ; for days nothing was seen or 
 heard of him. Had he been assassinated by some 
 jealous rival } Impossible ! the sweet Liseta had no 
 other lover, all her affection was given to this one. 
 Oh, how cruel is fate ! And he, what was he .-* A 
 mere adventurer, a prodigal son who had been
 
 SPANISH INTERIORS 147 
 
 entrusted with certain sums with which to transact 
 business for his father, and had spent it all in plea- 
 sure ; and not only that, but had incurred debts on 
 all sides, and had escaped from Madrid with the 
 officers of justice in pursuit. The fine house the 
 unfortunate women were living in was not paid for, 
 and they were turned out into the street worse 
 beggars than they were before. The mother soon 
 died of grief and remorse, bitterly reproaching her- 
 self for listening to the voice of the tempter and the 
 pernicious arguments in favour of a fat sorrow. 
 
 " God," said she, " will never forgive me ; but do 
 you, Liseta, forgive your wicked mother ! " 
 
 Liseta beofgred of her mother not to add to her 
 grief by such speeches, and as she knelt by her bed- 
 side she said, " If God can listen to the prayers of 
 such a tainted wretch as I, He will forgive us both." 
 
 The mother died soon after this, and poor Liseta 
 was left entirely alone, and what she did I do not 
 know. She had been seen occasionally on the 
 Prado in the company of an old duenna, and well 
 dressed ; but suddenly she, too, disappeared. One 
 of her acquaintances, anxious to know what had 
 become of her, went to her lodorino- and found her 
 almost in rags. She was in the poorest dress 
 imaginable. 
 
 "How is this?" said her friend. The girl 
 pointed to a number of candles and a wreath of 
 immortelles that she had just made, and said — 
 
 " Oh ! what a kind Providence to send you to 
 me now ! r(j-morrow, you know, is All Saints' Day,
 
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 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 when we visit the graves of those we love and pray 
 for their souls. To-morrow, then, come and fetch 
 these candles and this wreath, go to my mother's 
 grave, light all the candles, and place this wreath 
 
 LISETA. 
 
 on it ; pray there, and do not leave till the candles 
 are burnt out. I know you will do this for me." 
 
 "Poor Liseta ! " said the other, "I will do as 
 you wish. But first you must tell me why you do 
 not go yourself on this errand of love." 
 
 "Oh that I could!" said Liseta; "but look at 
 these rags— how can I disgrace my mother by going
 
 SPANISH INTERIORS 149 
 
 to her grave in this phght ? " and she buried her 
 face in her hands as she knelt on the floor, the true 
 picture of a Magdalen. 
 
 " But where is your fine dress and your veil, that 
 you were wearing not many days ago ? " 
 
 "There," said she, pointing to the candles and 
 the wreath, " I sold them to buy these things for 
 my mother, that she may know I do not forget her. 
 To die and to rest by her side is all that is now left 
 in this cruel world for me to wish for."
 
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 SKETCHED FROM THE PICTURE BY VELASQUEZ. 
 
 XXI 
 
 EL CASINO DEL PRINCIPE 
 
 np H E casino was a fine club occupying a suite 
 
 ■^ of handsome saloons extending half-way down 
 
 the Carrera San Jeronimo, one of the principal 
 
 '5°
 
 EL CASINO DEL PRINCIPE 151 
 
 streets in Madrid. It was furnished most luxuriously, 
 and decorated in the florid French style, with chan- 
 deliers, mirrors, and all the extravagance of velvet 
 and silk, marble and gold. 
 
 It was the one club where you met all the 
 dons, dukes, marquises, ministers, ambassadors, 
 members of the different foreign legations, &c., 
 &c., &c. To be in Madrid and not to belongf to the 
 Casino del Principe was to be out of it, out of the 
 world, out of everything, for this was the centre 
 of its life, its juntas, its plots, its intellect, nay, even 
 its passions. 
 
 As you sat on one of its velvet couches smoking 
 your breva you saw pass before you a procession 
 of human life, and if you had a knowing friend by 
 your side, he would perhaps tell you many a secret 
 history that would surprise you. Here is a little 
 gentleman, good-looking, young, well-dressed, but 
 apparently empty-headed. He comes to the club 
 regularly at a certain hour, goes straight to the 
 billiard-table, loses every game he plays, and leaves 
 precisely as the clock strikes twelve. Why does 
 he always lose .-^ Why are his hours so regular.-^ 
 And why may I not answer these questions ? My 
 friend tells me he is a place-hunter with a pretty 
 wife. 
 
 Here is Checa, the jovial doctor, jovial when 
 he is not thinking of play, with his hat at the back 
 of his head, his body thrown back in his chair, 
 discoursing in his splendid language and with great 
 animation on " el situacion." And there is friend
 
 152 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 Moreno Beiiitez pacing the carpeted floor in earnest 
 conversation with a Minister or with a member of 
 a secret junta. Over yonder is Mr. Brackenbury, 
 of the British Legation, talking to Higginson, an 
 Irish encrineer who is enofaofed with Hiesfins on 
 some important irrigation works very necessary to 
 dried-up Spain. There is old Jack of Trumps and 
 the Colonel, being bored by a man with a martin- 
 gale, with which he expects to win all the money 
 on the tables if he can only get sufficient capital 
 to start with ; and over in that corner, sitting close 
 to a marble column, is an old gentleman telling some 
 pitiful tale to the bystanders. Let us go and listen 
 to him for a minute or two. 
 
 " Yes, sir, I always thought her the most honest 
 woman in the world, and could have trusted her 
 with all my belongings — in fact, I did. Never was 
 any one more attentive. I am an old bachelor, and 
 depended entirely upon her for all my little comforts. 
 When I went home from the Casino — rather late, 
 as you know, gentlemen — there was my lamp burn- 
 ing, my slippers and dressing-gown placed ready 
 for me, and perhaps a bunch of grapes to cool my 
 palate with ; everything thought of and attended 
 to. And when I awoke in the morning I had but 
 to put out my hand, and there was my cup of 
 chocolate, my bizcoches and vaso de agtia, which I 
 took, and then dozed off again till I felt inclined 
 to get up. I rang for hot water, and everything 
 appeared like magic. My toilet over, I had but to 
 open the door of my room leading into the dining-
 
 EL CASINO DEL PRINCIPE 153 
 
 room, and I found a sumptuous breakfast ready for 
 me ; never was anything more perfect. Her kind- 
 ness was beyond everything, her faithfulness un- 
 doubted. She had been with me for four or five 
 years, and I had learnt to look upon her as almost 
 part of my existence. She was, though not very 
 young, a decent-looking woman, with no vices that 
 I could ever discern. 
 
 " Well, gentlemen, the other morning, on awak- 
 ing I put out my hand as usual ; there was my choco- 
 late, my bizcoches, my vaso de agica, everything as 
 usual. I struck my bell for hot water — no answer. 
 I struck it aofain — no answer. She is out on some 
 errand, thought 1. I waited, rang again — still no 
 answer. So unusual a circumstance made me feel 
 anxious ; I went into the breakfast-room, and — 
 imagine my surprise, when I discovered it was 
 empty ! denuded of everything ! not a stick, not a 
 chair, nor a table, nor a curtain, nor a rug ! Nothing ! 
 I went into the drawing-room — it was as empty as 
 the other ; not a carpet on the tloor, not a picture 
 on the wall, the whole place cleared as completely 
 as a swarm of locusts clears the plain. I went 
 through the house even to the kitchen — every pot 
 and pan, plate and dish, spoon and fork, — gone! 
 What did it mean ? I went down to the porter's 
 lodge, and I said to the concierge, without betray- 
 ing my emotion — 
 
 " ' At what time was my furniture moved away } ' 
 
 "' Oh, quite early,' said he; 'between five and 
 
 seven o'clock, seiior. The seiiora had three or
 
 154 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 four porters, who were enjoined to do their work as 
 quietly as possible so as not to disturb el senor, 
 who, when he woke up, would find that all his things 
 had been moved to his new house, where he would 
 follow at eleven o'clock and find his breakfast ready 
 for him, and then while breakfasting, the contents 
 of his alcova would be removed without any trouble. 
 You see, seiior, she has managed the whole business 
 very cleverly, as she does everything.' 
 
 " 'You did not follow the direction of the vans, 
 or ask where the new house was ? ' said I. 
 
 " ' I did, sefior. I asked, but was told that you 
 would inform me yourself.' 
 
 " I was thunderstruck, I could say nothing. I 
 would wait ; perhaps Dona Susana would come 
 back and explain. She could not have so suddenly 
 changed her nature ; she could not all at once have 
 become a thief; she could not have robbed me! I 
 who had been her benefactor ! I will wait. Eleven 
 o'clock — no Susana. Twelve — no Susana. She 
 did not come back to fetch the rest of my furni- 
 ture out of the alcova. And from that day to this, 
 now nearly a week, I have neither seen nor heard 
 anything of her. She may have gone to Valladolid, 
 or to Burgos, or to the devil, I know not." 
 
 I just now mentioned my friend Dr. Checa, who 
 was as fine and warm-hearted a fellow as ever lived. 
 He had been doctor on board an English ship, so 
 spoke a " leetel Eengleesh," though not so well as 
 his own magnificent language. 
 
 He had left the group of talkers and was playing
 
 EL CASINO DEL PRINCIPE 155 
 
 at " golfo," a sort of whist, at one of the side-tables. 
 I sat looking on, but without understanding why so 
 many duros were lost at the turn of a single card ; 
 and I supposed that "golfo" meant a gulf that swal- 
 lowed up all your money. The doctor was in grand 
 spirits, for he kept winning, and had taken about 
 ^30 from his opponent, when the latter said- — 
 
 " My dear Checa, I must leave off playing, for 
 you have entirely cleared me out." 
 
 The Doctor, without a moment's hesitation, 
 threw a ^10 note over to him, saying, "You can 
 pay me back another time." They went to work 
 again, luck turned, I suppose the cards were offended. 
 Checa not only lost all he had won, but all he had 
 besides ; so he threw up his hands and said — 
 
 "You see, my dear Adolfo, I am always un- 
 lucky." 
 
 " Yes, Doctor," said I ; "it is because you are 
 too good to be a gambler. It seems you did not 
 want your friend to lose, so you lent him ^10 to 
 win his money back with." 
 
 " No, no," said he ; "I felt so sure I should soon 
 win that too that it was for mv own sake, not for 
 his, that I did it. I am not so good as you think ; 
 you are only a Icetle boy, Adolfo, you do not under- 
 .stand the/Zrtj'. Come and let us take the coffee." 
 
 As we sat there in that magnificent saloon, with 
 all the luxury around that wealth and taste could 
 supply, I noticed that my friend, generally so lively, 
 had got into a melancholy mood. I tried my best 
 to divert him, told him he should play like that
 
 156 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 " Yankee " over there, who guessed how much his 
 adversaries had in their pockets and left off when he 
 had cleared them out ; his own stock being small, he 
 never stood to lose very much. 
 
 '' Yes, but nobody will play with him now ; he is 
 too clever." 
 
 Checa, although one of the liveliest and kindest 
 of men, with a face as open and honest as any 
 Englishman's, moving in the best society, and with 
 considerable property, still was made miserable by 
 this wretched gambling. He said he tried to get 
 away from it, he went into the country to hunt, to 
 shoot, to change the scene ; but all the time he was 
 longing to be at the cards again, that he might win 
 back what he had lost ; not only for the money, but 
 for the honour, "the satisfaction of conquering." 
 
 "I go to the opera, 1 don't hear the music ; I go 
 to the comedy, I see a farce at the ' Zarzuela,' but 
 I can't laugh at the performance, I am thinking all 
 the time of getting back here (to the club). Wher- 
 ever I go, I am as it were haunted by this demon." 
 
 " There, Doctor," said I, " you have hit it exactly! 
 This demon ! I believe we all have our demons, our 
 little demons. Perhaps both you and I have one 
 sitting on our shoulders at this very moment. I 
 should say they were about the size of monkeys and 
 as nimble. We sometimes think we will catch them 
 and strangle them, but they are too cunning and 
 coaxing for that ; the more we curse them and strike 
 at them the more do they dodge and laugh at us, 
 and as they are invisible we can't actually lay hold
 
 EL CASINO DEL PRINCIPE 157 
 
 of them. Perhaps if we said the Lord's Prayer or 
 told our beads they might go away for a time, but 
 then we want them back again. They are stronger 
 than we are although they are so little ; and not 
 only that, but we are too fond of them. We say at 
 one moment, ' Hence ! vile poisoner of my peace ! 
 destroyer of my immortal soul ! Back to the great 
 fiend whose minister thou art ! ' And then the next 
 moment we look for them, fancy we have them on 
 our knees, stroke them down and caress them, and 
 say, ' My dear little demon, I did not mean to offend 
 thee, or to hurt thee ; ' and then perhaps he whispers, 
 'You shall have luck,' or, if he is another kind of 
 demon, he tells you to ' look on the Prado for that 
 pretty damsel who will be sauntering there this 
 evening with her friends,' and at the same time he 
 winks at the other little demons who are all around 
 us engaged in the same sport, some making capital 
 out of one weakness, some out of another. Besides 
 this demon of play and this love demon, there are 
 hundreds of others ready to gratify any wish or 
 fancy we may have, provided it will lead to our 
 destruction. Although we may not always be aware 
 of what our own little demons are doing for our- 
 selves, we can often see the mischief they are doing 
 to others. And I could tell you, as no doubt, doctor, 
 you could tell me, many stories of how good fellows 
 we have known have come to grief through these 
 enemies. With some it is indolence, some vanity, 
 some avarice, some wine, and some temper, and 
 so on through all the list of man's vices and follies.
 
 158 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 Perhaps the httle demon on Moreno's shoulder is 
 ambition ; on that Httle fellow's who plays billiards 
 so badly it may be indolence ; but you know as well 
 as I that there are many others besides these, who, 
 while they seem to be ministering to our pleasures, 
 are luring us on to our ruin. But I begin to feel as 
 if I were preaching a sermon, so no more of it." 
 
 The Doctor, who seemed amused and yet per- 
 plexed at this speech, said he believed it was quite 
 correct, and that I had described his own state like 
 an artist. 
 
 " Let us get away," said he ; "let us go to the 
 theatre or to the opera — somewhere for distraction, 
 for I am restless here." 
 
 In Madrid, you can go the round of the theatres 
 in an evening. You have but to pay the entrada 
 or entrance fee, either two reales (sd.), or, as in the 
 case of the opera, a peseta (lod.), and you are ad- 
 mitted to a promenade at the back, where you can 
 see what sort of entertainment is going on ; and if 
 you are pleased with it and wish to see it comfort- 
 ably, you pay for your stall or your box and walk in. 
 In the case of the opera, as so many of the senores 
 take stalls, they are pleased to let you occupy them 
 when not there themselves, and you have but to 
 ask for one or the other, they, of course, having told 
 you to do so. The stall-keeper soon gets to know 
 you, and will say at once if you ask for such and 
 such a seat, "That is occupied, senor, but" — some 
 other which he knows belongs to a friend of yours — 
 " is vacant." Of course the prices of stalls in Madrid
 
 A PORTRAIT.
 
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 are not, as in England, almost prohibitive to any 
 but the rich. 
 
 The Spanish acting is admirable, but it would 
 take too long to speak of it here. I will only 
 mention one actor, whose name I now forget, but 
 who performed the character of "Sullivan" in a 
 play of that name, which I have since seen in Eng- 
 land under the title of " David Garrick." The play 
 was practically the same, only the name of Sullivan, 
 probably the original one, was replaced by that of 
 David Garrick when acted in London by Sothern. 
 However, the Spaniard's acting was magnificent, 
 and the English men and women of the time were 
 very comic, and made me laugh much. But the 
 surprising part of this story is that the same actor 
 who had played Sullivan, again appeared as a modern 
 Englishman, in a farce, after the serious piece was 
 over. He had the red whiskers, the jolly face, the 
 rather awkward or shy manner of a stranger, and 
 was got up to perfection as a British tourist. He 
 was being taken round to see the sights by a cicerone, 
 and, among others, he had been brought to see some 
 Spanish dancers. The way in which he expressed 
 his admiration for their performances was irresistible. 
 So also was the shy way in which he tried to refuse 
 the invitation of one of the pretty girls to dance 
 with her. However, he at last consented ; and here 
 again was a capital piece of acting, for he did the 
 slow, stiff English waltz that was then in vogue, 
 and formed a complete contrast to the grace of his 
 Spanish partner. This over and duly applauded,
 
 EL CASINO DEL PRINCIPE i6i 
 
 he was then approached by all the dancers, who 
 begged him to give them an EngHsh dance, " un 
 baile Ingles." He put up his hands as if shocked, 
 laughed, blushed, shook his head, but at last, amid 
 great applause, went to the end of the stage and 
 stood with his arms folded. I was not a little 
 tickled and surprised to hear the orchestra strike 
 up the well-known " College hornpipe," with all 
 the vivacity peculiar to it, and to see our friend 
 from the back of the stage suddenly start off, like 
 a jolly British tar, and go through all the figures 
 to perfection. T. P. Cooke, in his best days, never 
 danced it better, and yet this performance was by 
 a Spanish tragic actor. The piece concluded with 
 a supper for the ballet, provided by the generous 
 Englishman. 
 
 I mention this as one only of the many capital 
 performances that I witnessed. But on that par- 
 ticular evening, when we invented the " Little 
 Demons of Madrid," the Doctor and I went to 
 the opera to see " Martha." I remember Queen 
 Isabella was present in the royal box, but Checa 
 said " Don't look at her," and frowned and shook 
 his head. As we came out every one was singing 
 or humming the air of " The last rose of summer," 
 which is introduced into Flotow's opera, and had 
 evidently caught on. 
 
 We sauntered along for some time talking and 
 
 laughing about many things, and then went back 
 
 to the club like moths to the candle. It was past 
 
 eleven, and the tables were in full swing. 
 
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 1 62 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 "Adolfo," said Checa, "my 'little demon' is 
 worrying me to play." 
 
 He took a five-pound note out of his pocket 
 and was going to put it on the table, but I said, "If 
 you must play, let me play for you ; " so, taking the 
 note, I threw it down anywhere, taking no time to 
 consider. 
 
 " Adolfo," said he, " you play the wrong game." 
 
 " What does it matter ? " said I. " It is a game 
 of chance. ( 'I'rente et qiiaj'ante^i Perhaps the 
 wrong game may win, since you, who always play 
 the right one, always lose ; " and, while we were 
 talking, another ^5 had been added to our stake. 
 So taking up one and leaving the other, I said, 
 " Put this back into your purse, Doctor, it will do 
 to play with to-morrow night." 
 
 He laughed at me, and said it was the '' leetel 
 boy who played like that." Again the roulette had 
 stopped, again £^ fell to our share. This I left, 
 and as I did not care whether we won more or lost 
 what we had gained, I left it there till it mounted 
 up to some £%o or ;^ioo. Then I took it up and 
 handed it to my friend; he was very pleased, but 
 asked why I did not leave it longer, as I was in 
 such luck? "We should have won more, Adolfo." 
 
 " No ; that is what your ' little demon ' tells you." 
 
 Just then the game was announced " Couleur 
 perd." The game had turned, we should have lost 
 our ;^8o. But the gambler is never satisfied, and 
 he said if I had left the other ^5 on the table we 
 should have won £\^o instead of ^80.
 
 EL CASINO DEL PRINCIPE 163 
 
 " It is quite true, Checa ; and then you would 
 have lost that." 
 
 " You are rieht, Adolfo." 
 
 But here comes the Colonel and Moreno, another 
 Spanish friend who was " muy sympatico," a tall 
 handsome man, who also spoke English a "leetel." 
 He was a Member of the Cortes, Gold Key of the 
 Bed Chamber, and eventually became Governor of 
 Madrid. 
 
 Among my Spanish friends none were more 
 amiable and sympathetic than Sefior Moreno Ben- 
 itez, at whose house I was a constant guest. He 
 afterwards came to England on a visit, and was 
 much delighted with everything he saw, especially 
 the beauty of some of our English ladies. The 
 opera-house was, he said, "like heaven, full of 
 angels," but his greatest pleasure was to take a 
 seat in Hyde Park, near Rotten Row, and watch 
 the passers-by both on foot and on horseback. He 
 said he never saw anything equal to it in the whole 
 of his travels. 
 
 I generally left the Casino between two and 
 three in the morning, and on getting to my street, 
 the " Calle de Leon," not very far off, I had to sing 
 out at the top of my voice for the watchman, the 
 sereno. He would answer, perhaps, from another 
 street, or from the end of this one, asking what house 
 I wanted. Presently, he would appear with his spear, 
 and lanthorn fastened nearly at the end of it, which 
 he could unhook ; under his coat or jerkin was a 
 belt with keys hanging all round it. He had the
 
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 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 keys of every house on his beat, and in some cases 
 of each flat. He first opened the large street door, 
 then came up with me to my floor, and let me 
 
 A STUDY. 
 
 in with a " Buenas noches, Senor." I was forcibly 
 reminded of " Dogberry and the watch," but these 
 men were no Dogberrys, being strong fellows who
 
 EL CASINO DEL PRINCIPE 165 
 
 knew how to handle their spears and to dazzle the 
 eyes of any opponent with their light, and more like 
 our British bobby in pluck, for it was said that no 
 thief was ever known to pass them. They came 
 round at different times of the night and early 
 morning, and intoned the hour in the good old style. 
 My particular man got to know me — his name was 
 Antonio, a good name to sing out — and many a tale 
 could he tell of the doings of Madrid in the small 
 hours, though all seemed as still as the grave, and 
 on a moonlight night nothing could be more calm 
 and beautiful.
 
 XXII 
 
 DONA EMILIA 
 
 I NOT ICED a peculiarity about my Spanish 
 friends which at length I got accustomed to. 
 In the warmth of their hearts they made promises 
 which upon cool reflection they found they were 
 unable to carry out ; and there never was a country 
 where it is so necessary to apply the old adage and 
 to "Strike the iron while 'tis hot." 
 
 The portrait of Moreno was to be followed by 
 that of my friend Dr. Checa and of Sefior Romano 
 (the son of a marquis), who had been educated in 
 England. 
 
 Both of these I began. The Duke of Alva, also, 
 had asked me to paint a picture for him, but it would 
 be two or three months before I could begin it, as 
 his people were away. On their return I was to go 
 to his palace, and probably into the royal presence. 
 But in Spain nothing is positive except onzas, duros, 
 and pesetas, actual cash ; this, and this only, do they 
 call the "positivo." The Doctor, notwithstanding 
 the lucky chance of my winning ^80 for him, had 
 managed, in endeavouring to redeem his honour and 
 his fortune, to lose a thousand. His "little demon" had 
 
 fooled him to some purpose, and he was thoroughly 
 
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 DONA KM 1 1. 1, \.
 
 1 68 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 cast down. I was very sorry for him and said I 
 would paint his portrait for nothing, but he was in 
 no mood for sitting. He did not keep his engage- 
 ments ; when I called he was out, and at last his 
 friends got him an appointment as consul in China 
 or some far-away place to get him away from the 
 cursed tables. Yes, they were cursed to him ! I 
 shall never forget when one ni^ht at the club he 
 saw me stake two duros at " trente et quarante," 
 he rushed up to me and dragged me away. 
 
 " Oh, Adolfo, my dear ! Oh, do not play ! never, 
 never ! 
 
 "I have only risked two five -franc pieces. 
 Doctor." 
 
 " Never mind — I beofan with two five-franc 
 pieces, just as you ; now I am nearly ruined, not 
 only in purse but in mind. I have no peace, 
 Adolfo, I am miserable ; I can enjoy nothing. 
 Once I was happy just like the little boy. I am 
 fond of you, Adolfo, and I do not want to see you 
 as wretched as I am." 
 
 " My dear good Doctor," said I, " if only to 
 show you that I have the same feeling for you as 
 you have for me, if for nothing else, I promise you 
 I will never play again. You see, while we have 
 been talking, my two duros have disappeared ; let 
 us come away and think about other things." 
 
 As to Romano, a jolly little chap, as dark as 
 Othello, who lived in comfortable quarters at his 
 father's expense, he had no money for pictures. He 
 would probably try to win it at the club, as Don
 
 DONA EMILIA 169 
 
 Jose had done ; but still it struck me that the busi- 
 ness of portrait-painting could hardly flourish under 
 such conditions, and I had better spend my time in 
 the Museo in front of Velasquez and Titian, and 
 learn from them how to paint portraits instead of 
 wasting day after day in waiting for sitters who did 
 not keep their appointments. Or, if some dark- 
 eyed Morisca from Andalusia could be found for 
 a model, had I not better paint her than these 
 ephemeral dukes and dons and hidalgos of Castile ? 
 
 Strolline alone one afternoon with a friend who 
 knew every nook and corner of Madrid we spied 
 up in a balcony, almost hidden behind the striped 
 awning hanging over it, the very face and the very 
 figure I was in search of. 
 
 "What a lovely girl!" said I. "What think 
 you of those eyes, Don Federigo ? " 
 
 " The finest in Madrid, sir." 
 
 "How I should like to paint them ! " 
 
 " Perhaps you may," said he. " I know the 
 Senora who lives here ; let us try our luck." 
 
 We went up to the flat where we had seen 
 the young lady, and asked if Uona Leonor was 
 at home. 
 
 " Si, senores," said the little maid who opened 
 the door. 
 
 We were shown into a very elegantly furnished 
 drawing-room, and were received by an elderly 
 lady who was sitting at work to pass the time. 
 Don h'ederiL^o introduced me, t(jld her I was an 
 artist visiting Spain in search of the picturesque.
 
 I70 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 and that I particularly admired the Spanish type 
 of beauty, such as a young lady we had caught 
 sight of on the balcony. 
 
 " She is my niece from Seville," said Doiia 
 Leonor, "and is paying me a visit ; I will ask her 
 to come in." 
 
 Dona Emilia, for that was her name, soon made 
 her appearance, and certainly she was a very beau- 
 tiful girl, about nineteen or twenty. Hearing I was 
 an artist, she immediately began to talk about the 
 pictures at the " Museo " and the " Academia." 
 She thought nothing could be more lovely than 
 the pictures of Murillo. "The expression of his 
 Virgins," she said, " was truly divine." 
 
 It seemed to me that the Spaniards thought 
 much more of this painter than of Velasquez. She 
 then asked me what I was painting. I told her I 
 had been doing some portraits of men — los senores 
 — but that I longed to paint a Spanish girl of the 
 Andalusian type, in fact, like herself. Had she ever 
 sat for her portrait ? 
 
 " Oh no, sefior, who would paint me ?" she said, 
 blushing and laughing at the same time. 
 
 " I will, seiiorita, if you will sit to me." 
 
 " If my aunt consents," said she, looking very 
 pleased. 
 
 " Oh ! Dofia Leonor will be glad if Sefior Adolfo 
 will make a picture of her." 
 
 So I said I would paint two pictures if I might 
 be allowed. 
 
 " Two ! " said Emilia. " Why two, seizor } "
 
 DONA EMILIA 171 
 
 " One for you and one for me," I said. 
 
 She seemed very pleased at this arrangement, 
 her eyes brightened, and I quite agreed with 
 Don Federigo that they were the finest eyes in 
 Madrid. 
 
 Dona Leonor entered into the scheme of the por- 
 trait with evident satisfaction, showed me through 
 her apartments that I might choose a room with a 
 favourable light to paint in, and asked me what 
 hour would be most convenient ? I chose the morn- 
 ing, which she said would also suit her and Emilia 
 the best. A momentary flush passed across the 
 face of the young lady as she smiled and nodded 
 in acquiescence. 
 
 In writing of Spanish interiors I may be tread- 
 ing- on delicate around, for it must be understood 
 that they are much the same as they were when 
 Asmodeus took Don Cleofas to the top of the 
 steeple of San Salvador, and showed him the hidden 
 life of Madrid by taking off the roofs of the houses, 
 so that he could see all that was going on in the 
 different apartments at different hours of the day 
 and night. 
 
 There is much apparent simplicity and a kindly 
 courteousness among the Spaniards, which proceeds, 
 no doubt, from their hearts, that for the moment 
 seem full ; yet the outward appearance is but too 
 often a cloak thrown over the reality, to keep the 
 sorrow, the poverty, and {)erhaps the shame, from 
 public gaze. 
 
 My success in meeting thus easily with such a
 
 172 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 beautiful model was so satisfactory that it did not 
 occur to me to trouble myself about her private 
 history. To me she was a picture, a pure type, 
 a dark-eyed beauty from Seville. I lost no time 
 in beginning work, and was soon installed in my 
 new studio. Emilia seemed born to be looked at, 
 and therefore made a perfect model. She took 
 almost a childlike interest in the progress of the 
 work, and was pleased with herself in the ritrato, 
 sometimes expressing surprise at its rapid pro- 
 gress. We talked partly in signs, which helped 
 out my limited vocabulary and led to laughter, and 
 by her expression she appeared one of the most 
 amiable of girls. We soon became very friendly, 
 and indeed she seemed to look forward to the 
 sittings. She said one day — 
 
 " Why did you want to paint my portrait, Sefior 
 Adolfo .? " 
 
 " What a question for a pretty girl to ask an 
 artist ! " said I. 
 
 " Do you think me pretty, then ? " 
 
 " I think you beautiful, 7nuy hermosa ; the 
 moment I saw you half-hidden behind the awning 
 on your balcony, I said, ' That is the face I am 
 looking for ! ' " 
 
 " Are you not flatterin^,^ me ?" said she, laughing. 
 
 " Why should I flatter you, Doiia Emilia, when 
 the greatest compliment I can pay you is to speak 
 the truth ; besides, you have consented to sit to me, 
 what more should I gain by flattering you } You 
 are helping me to make what I hope will be a
 
 DONA EMILIA " 173 
 
 beautiful picture ; it may not be, but we always 
 hope when we begin a work to excel in it." 
 
 " And why do you hope that? Is it that you 
 will get a large price for it ? " 
 
 " No, that, perhaps, would prove that I had 
 succeeded, but it is an afterthought. I believe 
 it is the artist's nature to wish to do beautiful 
 work, quite regardless of any other considera- 
 tion. I know when he fails it is a great sorrow 
 to him." 
 
 " If I am helping you to paint a beautiful picture 
 I am satisfied. I am doing some good with my 
 face, although it has not done good for me." 
 
 Her look changed from brightness to sadness 
 as she made this short speech, nor did I like to 
 inquire the cause. In Spain one does not ask 
 questions ; it is a kind of impertinence, for it may 
 require the one questioned to give an evasive 
 answer or to tell an untruth. This feelinof has 
 always clung to me, but whether it was engendered 
 in Spain or not I cannot say. In a country where 
 things are not always what they seem, it is better 
 to accept them as they appear than to assume the 
 office of a father confessor. 
 
 One of P>milia's friends, who may have over- 
 heard our conversation, just then came into the 
 room to have a " peep," as she said, and made 
 some silly observation which I did not catch. In 
 a moment Emilia's eyes dilated, her colour rose, she 
 drew herself up to all her height, and in a voice 
 full of passion, though not loud, and with the
 
 174 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 most disdainful expression, exclaimed, " Muger ! " as 
 much as to say, "Woman, begone!" The other 
 withdrew, and Emilia soon after resumed her accus- 
 tomed calm, and then smiled. 
 
 " I wish, Dona Emilia, you would do that 
 again," said I. 
 
 " Oh, why, senor ? " 
 
 " Because I should like to put it on canvas." 
 
 " Oh, no, no ! uiuy feo (very ugly) ; I thought 
 you said you liked to paint beautiful things .'* " said 
 she, laughing. 
 
 " But this was beautiful ; it was like a thunder- 
 cloud succeeded by sunshine." 
 
 She laughed again, and soon forgot all about 
 her friend's observation. 
 
 And so the picture, or rather pictures, went on 
 day by day until their completion. I worked alter- 
 nately from the finest art in the Museo, and from 
 the most beautiful nature in the person of Dofia 
 Emilia. 
 
 I arrived one day rather earlier than usual at 
 the house of Dona Leonor, when I saw Emilia and 
 several other senoritas doffing their mantillas. I 
 asked if they had been for a walk. 
 
 " No, senor, we have been to church ; we 
 always go to mass in the morning." 
 
 Was, then, the establishment of my kind friend 
 a seminary for young ladies finishing their educa- 
 tion ? "What return can I make, senora, for the 
 privilege of using your apartment as a painting- 
 room :
 
 DOIv:A EMILIA 175 
 
 " Oh, none, senor," said Dona Leonor. 
 
 •' But for your kindness, senora ? " 
 
 " Nada, seiior. " 
 
 However, I made a sketch of the old lady, 
 which she wanted to pay me for, but I said she 
 had already done so, and as I took leave of her 
 and of my pretty model, she said, as is the Spanish 
 custom — 
 
 " A Dios, Senor Adolfo ; se recordar que mi 
 casa esta a la disposicion de usted." 
 
 Perhaps, if Asmodeus had taken me on his 
 cloak to the top of the steeple of San Salvador that 
 evening and unroofed the house of Dona Leonor, 
 I might have been quite as astonished as was Don 
 Cleofas.
 
 XXIII 
 
 THE PORTRAIT 
 
 AMONG other 
 ^ *■ important 
 events, political 
 and social, that 
 were initiated at 
 the Casino del 
 Principe, one was 
 that I should 
 paint the portrait 
 of Don Juan 
 Moreno Benitez, 
 Gold Key of the 
 Bed Chamber, 
 for the forth- 
 coming Exhibi- 
 tion. It was not 
 only to make 
 my fortune but 
 to establish my 
 fame. A fine 
 figure of a Spanish gentleman with his cloak 
 
 thrown over his shoulder!- — could anything be 
 
 176 
 
 LAVINIA.
 
 THE PORTRAIT 177 
 
 more promising ? especially if I could introduce the 
 Gold Key ! 
 
 The time for sending in the pictures to the 
 Madrid Exhibition was Monday the 15th of Sep- 
 tember, but the portrait of my "Seizor" was not 
 begun till the iSth. How could I hope to exhibit 
 it, knowinof that in Enorland even the President 
 of the Academy must send his work to the day and 
 hour, or keep it for the next year. Not so in Spain. 
 Through my friend the Doctor, who knew the 
 Minister of Public Works, I had a fortnight allowed 
 me to finish my picture in. The Exhibition would 
 take a month to arrange, and a place would be 
 reserved for my work. I naturally felt a little 
 nervous about having a place reserved for a picture 
 that was not even begun, but set to work, and in 
 two or three days covered a large canvas with a 
 life-size figure. 
 
 I was getting on very well, but visitors began 
 
 to drop in during the sittings ; and what with their 
 
 cigars, and talk, and laughter, and flattery, I was 
 
 a little put off; for painting a portrait is anxious 
 
 work. Among the visitors was the Duke of Alva, 
 
 who said I should paint a picture of his children , 
 
 but in the midst of it all I had a feeling of the ague 
 
 coming on. I got weaker and weaker, and could 
 
 not work for four or five days. My fortnight's 
 
 grace was up — certainly the picture could not be 
 
 finished for the Exhibition. Another application 
 
 was made to the authorities, another fortnight 
 
 allowed, the picture need not be sent till the day 
 
 M
 
 1 78 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 before the opening, a place was reserved for it. 
 Was ever such indulgence ? They must have been 
 told of the fine quality of the work, and that it 
 would raise the whole tone of the show, for how 
 otherwise could they allow such latitude ? The 
 picture was sent at last, and on the next day the 
 Exhibition opened to the public. 
 
 I suppose I must have overslept myself, for 
 the next morning, at about eleven, my uncle came 
 and woke me up. He had already been down to 
 see after the picture. 
 
 " Get up," said he. " I have been to the Exhi- 
 bition, and your picture looks beastly! It is hung 
 right at the top of one of the rooms, and the light 
 shines down upon it, so that you can't see it at all." 
 I felt privately that, considering all things, how 
 could I have expected anything different, and also 
 that there was a certain humour in my reserved 
 place being at the top of the room. However, I 
 was soon up, and went round to my friend the 
 Doctor and explained the matter. 
 
 "This must not be, Adolfo," said he. "We 
 will go to the ' Ministro ' ; " but first we drove to 
 the Prado and saw the picture. The Colonel was 
 right, it did look " beastly." Next we went to the 
 "Ministro de Fomento " (of Public Works), with 
 whom we had a cigar and explained the serious 
 nature of the case. He quite agreed in our views, 
 wrote at once to Sefior Madrazo, the Director 
 of the Exhibition, which had an immediate 
 effect. The picture was taken down from its ele-
 
 THE PORTRAIT 179 
 
 vated position, and put in a centre on the line, a 
 place of honour. Nor, I am glad to say, did any 
 unfortunate artist have his picture removed to 
 make place for mine ; another room was thrown 
 open, which gave the hangers the opportunity of 
 not only placing mine, but several other works, to 
 advantage. 
 
 Although the result of all this was to a certain 
 extent pleasing, I did not feel quite flattered by it ; 
 but what did flatter me and give me much pleasure 
 was the remark made by two brother artists. I 
 happened to meet Long and Burgess at the Exhi- 
 bition, and as we passed through the room where 
 the portrait was placed, one of them pointed to it, 
 and, without knowing it was my work, made some 
 very complimentary observations about it.
 
 XXIV 
 
 THE NOVILLOS, OR COMIC BULL-FIGHTS 
 
 HTHERE is 
 something 
 about this Madrid 
 that likes me not. 
 Much as my heart 
 warms to certain 
 individuals, such 
 as my friends 
 Moreno, Checa, 
 and several others, 
 as a whole I love 
 not this " only 
 Court," this capi- 
 tal of Spain. Its 
 promenades are 
 dusty and hot ; 
 its trees have to 
 be watered two 
 or three times 
 a day to keep them alive ; its atmosphere is still 
 and stuffy, and one feels one would like to open a 
 window in the heavens to let in some fresh and 
 pure air, for its winds are still and treacherous, 
 
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 MANDOLINE PLAYER.
 
 THE NOVILLOS i8i 
 
 coming like a stiletto to their unsuspecting victim. 
 There is neither that gaiety which one finds in 
 Paris, nor the industry and intelligence which makes 
 France rise like a phoenix from the flames of revo- 
 lution and of anarchy ; from bad government and 
 disastrous wars. All in Madrid seemed like torpor. 
 Even its amusements were often brutal, and the 
 bull-ring had few charms for me. It did not seem 
 like wholesome enjoyment, not like our cricket 
 matches at Lord's, or our boat races at Putney and 
 Henley. It was stained with blood, and the risk 
 of death to the glittering Espada, the booted 
 Picador, and the nimble Bandillero, added an 
 unwholesome excitement to a people whose in- 
 dolence required much pricking to rouse it from 
 its lethargy. I speak of over thirty years ago ; 
 perhaps things have changed since then ? 
 
 There was, however, one entertainment in the 
 Plaza de Toros which was really amusing, and not 
 bloodthirsty, though even there accidents might 
 happen. "Los Novillos" were young bulls that were 
 trotted into the arena with cushions on their horns 
 merely for a game. They were not killed, nor were 
 there any poor, blindfolded horses to be ripped 
 open. A high mast was placed in the centre of 
 the arena, gaily decorated with flags and ribbons, 
 and near it a fine bedstead in which was an invalid, 
 in night-ca[) and gown, receiving the condolences 
 of his friends, and the terrible attentions of the 
 doctors. Just as one (^f the faculty was af)proach- 
 ing with an enormous syringe or stomacii-piimp,
 
 1 82 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 the bull was heard behind the gate of the ring. 
 This was the signal for all the sympathising friends, 
 including the doctors, to take to their heels, leaving 
 the poor invalid waving his arms in an agony of 
 despair. Presently the gates were thrown open, 
 and in rushed the bull and made straight for the 
 bedstead ; but just as he got his horns under it on 
 one side, the invalid very nimbly slipped out on the 
 other, and ran for his life amid roars of laughter. 
 The bedstead and all its paraphernalia was in the 
 meantime tossed up into the air by the infuriated 
 animal, that only caught sight of the runaway when 
 he was nearing the fence. The bull, however, gave 
 chase, but was too late. 
 
 A number of men in baskets then attacked him 
 with their harmless spears, and the bull rolled them 
 over without hurting them, that is, without piercing 
 them with his horns. A good deal of fun was got 
 out of these men in baskets, which encased them 
 like a very awkward sort of armour, for when down 
 they could not get up without assistance, and had 
 to roll out of the way, and no sooner were they up 
 than they were down again like so many ninepins. 
 Many other pranks were played by the profes- 
 sionals, who seemed to be perfectly at home with 
 Sefior Toro, one running up the mast like a monkey, 
 making faces at him, the animal trying in vain to 
 get at him. And as to playing with the bull, I 
 remember seeing a celebrated Espada, II Tato, 
 perform the most extraordinary and elegant feats, 
 which showed that there was something in bull-
 
 THE NOVILLOS 1S3 
 
 fighting when perfect art was brought into play. 
 Having despatched one animal with a single thrust 
 of his sword, which is the great achievement of the 
 arena, he lighted a cio^arette, calmlv waiting for a 
 second bull that could be heard bellowing just out- 
 side the barrier. The gates were flung open and 
 in he rushed, making straight for II Tato, who, with 
 the little red flag on his sword, stood ready to re- 
 ceive him. But just as the bull lowered his horns 
 to toss or pierce his opponent, the latter, with a 
 slight movement or half turn, stepped just clear of 
 him. This movement was repeated several times, 
 and the effect was very much as if the Espada 
 was waltzing round the arena with the bull ; at 
 lensfth the creature became bewildered and made 
 one more run at his enemy. This time the nimble 
 Torero, with the quickness of lightning, put one 
 foot on the bull's neck, stepped along his back, and 
 leapt off at his tail, coolly taking off his sombrero 
 to him and then vaulting over the barrier. 
 
 To show what a national sport this bull-fighting 
 is, on the occasion of the comic bull-fights, or the 
 Novillos, at certain signals the occupants of the 
 seats are admitted to the arena to play what pranks 
 they like. They rush in in crowds, and no doubt 
 many an incipient Toreador tries his skill for the 
 first time ; but though there is some fun, there is 
 also danger, and I remember on one occasion the 
 bull, finding his horns were useless, knelt on one of 
 his tormentors and crushed him to death. 
 
 When the bull that was not to be killed had
 
 1 84 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 finished his performance, a number of bullocks, 
 called the nurses, were sent into the arena, and 
 surrounding him, he became as tame as they were, 
 and went out as quietly as a lamb. Even a furious 
 creature that for some reason is judged not fit to 
 continue the combat is taken out in this way, and I 
 have seen the very Torero, who a minute before 
 was within a few inches of his horns, go up to him 
 and pat him on the back as he went out. 
 
 I sometimes discussed these bull-fights with 
 Moreno. He said the art of a real bull-fight was 
 for the Toreador to defend his horse and not allow 
 the bull to get near it, but in that case he was armed 
 with a real spear and not the blunt pole with a kind 
 of nail at the end of it, which is used at these shows, 
 and only serves to pierce the skin and irritate the 
 bull ; and the triumph of the whole thing lay in the 
 skill and courage of the Espada, who faced the bull 
 and planted his sword in a particular part of his 
 neck and plunged it into his heart, so that death 
 was instantaneous. And again, when the same 
 performer would be alone with the bull, and, as 
 already described, elude all the animal's thrusts by 
 making a half-turn on his heel, apparently without 
 the least exertion. I remember seeing one of these 
 celebrated bull-fighters sitting calmly in the middle 
 of the arena smoking a cigar just before the bull 
 was let in. As the latter rushed towards him, he 
 very quietly got up in the nick of time. The chair 
 went high into the air, but the Espada stood there 
 smiling and bowing. As to the wretched horses
 
 THE NOVILLOS 185 
 
 with a bandage over one eye, their bones almost 
 protruding from their skin, they were half-dead 
 before they entered the arena, and finished their 
 days gloriously in the bull-ring instead of going 
 to the knacker's, and their butchery was more to 
 please the mob than the better class. My friend 
 admitted that that part of the performance was 
 not artistic. 
 
 I peeped into the chapel just outside the Plaza 
 de Toros, where the bull-fighters hear mass and 
 make confession before entering the rino-, never 
 knowing whether they may come out of it alive 
 or dead. This struck me as characteristic of the 
 people, whose Church is not a mere Sunday busi- 
 ness, but spreads her wings over her children, from 
 the highest to the lowest, and at all times and in all 
 places ; whether they are at their devotions or at 
 their pastimes. In a former chapter I have noted 
 how, at the Casino, the play at the roulette tables 
 was instantly stopped at the sound of the passing 
 bell, that a gambler would say a short prayer in 
 his hat before risking his duros, and that even the 
 doncellas at Seiiora Leonor's went to mass everv 
 morning.
 
 THE FERRY — TOLEDO. 
 
 XXV 
 
 TOLEDO 
 
 T HAD passed three or four months in Madrid, 
 had seen some of its strange ways and doings, 
 and began to long for a change of scene. I had 
 heard much of Toledo, the ancient capital, " the 
 Crown of Spain," and thought that two or three 
 months might be profitably spent in sketching some 
 of its picturesque buildings, with their Moorish 
 arches and famous Patios. 
 
 I started on my new exploration at the begin- 
 ning of December 1862, arriving at Toledo rather 
 late in the evening. There was a coach to bring
 
 TOLEDO 187 
 
 the passengers up to the town by a road cut in the 
 rock, and ascending in zigzag. There was a splendid 
 moon shining, and the old place looked very pictu- 
 resque, and dreamy, and solemn. 
 
 I went to the Fonda del Lino, expecting to 
 be heartily welcomed and to get some refreshment 
 after my journey ; but cooking was over for the day, 
 and nothing was to be had for love or money. As 
 I knew no one, and was left by the porter to shift 
 as best I could, I said, " Travellers must be content," 
 ate my last stale biscuit, took a pipe and a glass of 
 water, and then went to bed. The town, as well as 
 the inmates of the house, was fast asleep, though ten 
 o'clock had only just struck. What a change from 
 Madrid, thought I, and being tired I soon dozed off 
 
 The next morning I sallied forth in quest of 
 better quarters, taking with me a letter of introduc- 
 tion from my Madrid friend, Romano, to Senor 
 Ojeda, his brother-in-law, who was " Ministro de 
 Fomento," and also an amateur artist. This letter 
 of introduction was in an enormous envelope about 
 the size of a page of Punch, with a seal as large 
 as a five-shilling piece, and as it was addressed to a 
 Spanish Minister I thought I could not do better 
 than walk about with it till I met with some one 
 who would direct me where to deliver it. 
 
 Presently I saw coming towards me a very 
 gentlemanly individual, and handsome withal. I 
 held up the great letter, at which he smiled, then 
 politely taking off his hat, said in French, " Monsieur 
 Storey, n'est-ce pas ? "
 
 1 88 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 " Qui, Monsieur," said I, "est-ce que par hazard 
 cette lettre est pour vous ? " 
 
 " It is," said he, in English, "and I am quite at 
 your service. I heard of your coming from Moreno 
 and Romano, and was on the look-out for you." 
 
 I told him of my comfortless hotel, and he 
 recommended me to go to some rooms in a casa de 
 hiiespedes, or boarding-house, kept by Senora Abad. 
 For a fine apartment thirty-five feet long, eighteen 
 feet high, furnished with old picturesque chairs and 
 tables, the floor covered with a handsome matting, 
 two windows looking on to separate courtyards, 
 with massive grey-green shutters composed of about 
 a dozen small panels each, a great door six inches 
 thick, with twenty or thirty of these panels, and a 
 bolt nearly half a yard long, all made to last ; and 
 leading out of this room, an alcova, or bed-room, 
 with a bright steel bedstead — the charge, including 
 all my meals, which were excellent, a brasero or 
 fire-dish containing smouldering charcoal, and a 
 bottle of good wine, Vmo del Pais, was one duro 
 (four and twopence) per day. No extras. And 
 I not only had a kind hostess but excellent 
 company. There were several Spanish officers 
 living in the house, gentlemanly fellows, and not 
 unlike Englishmen in that respect ; a priest, Don 
 Ramon, Canon of the cathedral ; Ramoncito, or 
 little Don Ramon, a very amiable young gentleman, 
 besides several ladies. As the drawing-room and 
 dining-room were open to all, we frequently met, 
 and never without some fun or entertainment.
 
 TOLEDO 
 
 189 
 
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 There seemed a purer atmosphere, both physical 
 and moral, about this place than about Madrid, 
 besides which, I could see at a glance that there 
 was ample material everywhere for the pencil. 
 
 In coming from 
 Madrid, which only 
 takes three hours, 
 I seemed to have 
 travelled six or 
 seven hundred 
 years into the past. 
 In Madrid all is 
 modern ; here all is 
 so old that I be- 
 lieve some histor- 
 ians trace it back to 
 the days of Adam, 
 who was said to be 
 the first king. At 
 least half of the 
 city is the work 
 of Moorish hands, 
 and the rest, per- 
 haps, might be 
 attributed to the 
 Goths. But it is 
 
 slowly falling into ruin, and splendid palaces are 
 now inhabited by mules and muleteers. There is 
 only one level street in the whole town, the others 
 are all uphill and down-dale, and some so narrow 
 that there is only room for one donkey with his 
 
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 STREET IN TOLEDO.
 
 I90 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 pack to pass at a time. There are no cabs or 
 carts, for they could not pass through most of 
 the thorouo-hfares. There were, I believe, some 
 small vehicles, but even for these grooves are cut 
 in the walls to admit the axletrees, and then again 
 the streets turn and twist about in all directions, so 
 that one never knows exactly where one is. 
 
 But to return to my lodgings. Having settled 
 with Seiiora Abad, and given directions about my 
 baggage, Senor Ojeda (pronounced O'Heda, with 
 a sort of guttural on the j) took me to his own 
 house to lunch and introduced me to Senora Ojeda, 
 who came forward most gracefully, as all Spanish 
 ladies do, and, addressing me in perfect English, 
 said, " You need not speak Spanish to me, Mr. 
 Storey, for I was brought up in England, and was 
 for some time at school in Hamilton Terrace, St. 
 John's Wood!" mentioning her schoolmistress's 
 name. I remembered then that she was the sister 
 of Senor Romano, who had also been at school in 
 England. 
 
 On the table in the drawing-room, which was 
 furnished a I'angiaise, were Ptmc/i, the J llustrated 
 London News, and several English books — and 
 these, in what seemed to me the most ancient, 
 ruinous, and outlandish place in the world ; although 
 this Corona dc Espagna was said to be the light 
 thereof. 
 
 My new friends were very amiable, invited me 
 frequently to their house, where I made sketches 
 of some of the apartments, which have since been
 
 TOLEDO 
 
 191 
 
 useful to me as backgrounds to my so-called 
 " Dutch pictures." Here is a kitchen, for instance, 
 drawn tile for tile, pan for pan, thoroughly Spanish, 
 
 ' ■ '■"J" !^ ' I H5Jk"'J ' it-"--t' i J iB MjmL ii ij 
 
 KITCHEN AT SEIZOR OJ^DA's. 
 
 and yet not unlike some of De Hooghe's effects. 
 I have used this, and others taken in my own
 
 192 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 apartments at the Casa de Abaci, for my "Shy 
 Pupil," "Double Dummy," " The Duet," and others 
 which have been looked upon as inspired by the 
 Hollanders, but notably in my picture called " No 
 Wife," or " The Padre," which is almost a portrait 
 of my apartment, whilst the priest is a reminiscence 
 of my friend Don Ramon el Canonigo. 
 
 So what with my comfortable home at the Casa 
 de xA.bad. and my kind friends Sefior and Sefiora 
 Ojeda. besides others that I was soon introduced 
 to, I felt I was in anything but a strange land and 
 
 among strangers. 
 
 The old walls and the tumbledown palaces soon 
 became familiar. I only wished that I had more 
 knowledge of the past history of this venerable city, 
 that I might reconstruct in imagination its glories 
 and its beautv. But I must take it as I find it and 
 make the best of it. Here 1 enter, as it were, a 
 family circle of warm-hearted people, as well as a 
 city full of strange dwellings and solid stone records. 
 These are the backgrounds sketched on the spot, 
 the others are the figures that I shall sketch from 
 memory.
 
 XXVI 
 
 LA CASA ABAD 
 
 I HAD no sooner settled down at the Casa Abad 
 than I beofan to look about to see how I should 
 employ my pencil. I had had a good deal of en- 
 forced idleness at Madrid, although I had worked 
 pretty regularly at the Museo, but I found nothing 
 in the city itself to inspire me ; this could not be 
 said of ruinous old Toledo, this monument of the 
 past which dates back to the Deluge. 
 
 After Manuel (the boots) had brought in my 
 frugal breakfast, which consisted of a cup of thick 
 chocolate, a biscuit and a glass of water, 1 dressed, 
 and from the window in my room, which looked 
 on to a courtyard, I saw plenty of material without 
 going out for it. There was nothing particularly 
 grand about it, but there was useful detail in the 
 way of pavement, a fountain, or what had been a 
 fountain, but was now filled with mould and rubbish, 
 an old well, old brick and stone walls, a picturesque 
 doorway, a row of old chairs, besides sundry articles 
 of clothing hung out to dry. These were nothing 
 in themselves, but the variety of tints in grey and 
 red, and touches of green and yellow, all pervaded 
 by the warm glow of sunshine, were nevertheless 
 
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 194 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 a good study, and might be useful hereafter (which 
 
 PATIO OF THE CASA ABAD. 
 
 they were) for foregrounds and backgrounds. True
 
 LA CAS A ABAD 195 
 
 colour is only to be obtained by getting it direct 
 from objects in the pure light of day, and this 
 sketch, ungainly as it may appear, is a dictionary 
 of varied tints. 
 
 But there was another advantage in starting the 
 work. It interested the inmates of the house ; and 
 Seiior Adolfo working at a craft of which they were 
 all ignorant, and for which they were full of admira- 
 tion, made him a much more important personage 
 in their eyes than were he but an idle tourist. It 
 formed a sort of bond of union with them and set 
 them at their ease, seeing that their English visitor 
 had come there with a purpose; a purpose flattering 
 to them, and not to be a sort of spy upon them, 
 or to turn up his nose at them, as so many of my 
 countrymen are unfortunately given to do. 
 
 While I was busy at my sketch, Don Manuel was 
 performing certain duties in the courtyard. He 
 was cleaning the boots, attending to the braseros — 
 that had to burn for a certain time in the air to get 
 rid of the noxious vapours of the charcoal before 
 it was safe to place them in the apartments, clean- 
 ing knives, drawincr water from the well, and so forth. 
 
 Nicolassa, a good-looking girl, a combination of 
 cook and housemaid, was sweeping out the gallery 
 above and doing the various rooms that opened 
 into it, and as both she and Manuel lightened their 
 labour by singing, it was not a little amusing to 
 hear how they improvised the words of their song, 
 which was sung to a droning kind of chant ox joia. 
 
 Manuel began by singing something about the
 
 196 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 Estanquera or tobacco-girl, but thought he pre- 
 ferred " La hija del Zapatero," the daughter of the 
 shoemaker, as it gave him pleasure to polish the 
 boots that had passed through her beautiful hands. 
 Nicolassa, feeling, I suppose, slighted by his not 
 referring to "la cocinara," the cook, on whom our 
 whole existence depends, sang out from the balcony 
 to the same tune, "What creature is that below, 
 whose groans are like those of a dying cow ? " To 
 which Manuel replies, " I did not know there were 
 cats in the place, but I hear one now for certain ; 
 what is she mewling about ? " 
 
 Then the subject of their lyrics was changed, 
 Manuel beginning, " I thought I loved Nicolassa." 
 To which she replies, " Don Manuel is a donkey." 
 " Yes, that's what the women say when you love 
 them, and they are right." This sort of badinage 
 went on as long as the duties of the duettists lasted, 
 the performers pausing now and then to collect 
 fresh ideas. 
 
 "Bravo!" said I, from my window. "Bravo, 
 Don Manuel! bravo, Nicolassa! sing away, there's 
 nothing like music to make you work," and they 
 both laughed like good-tempered children. 
 
 After my morning's painting I was summoned to 
 breakfast, to the al?nuerzo, which was a big repast 
 like a luncheon or mid-day dinner, consisting of 
 many dishes, with wine instead of coffee. At this 
 meal I generally met a good many of the other 
 inmates of the house, and it was not long before 
 I began to feel like one of the members of a large
 
 LA CASA ABAD 
 
 197 
 
 happy family. My hostess was anxious to please 
 " El Seiior Ingles," and when she found out the 
 different dishes that I had a preference for, she 
 would say, as I went out to my sketching, "If 
 Sefior Adolfo likes stewed eels and roast partridges, 
 there will be stewed eels and partridges at half-past 
 eleven to-day ; " and Sefior Adolfo took care to be 
 at the table at that hour. 
 
 KITCHEN AT THF. CASA AliAI). 
 
 The kitchen, often the most interesting and 
 picturesque apartment in an old house, was, I 
 thought, worthy of being depicted, but my sketch 
 is rather a vnew of the stove than the apartment 
 itself, which was lofty, with whitewashed walls and 
 pale red tiles. The various pots and pans here 
 displayed are all ])ortr;iits, and the Moorish tiles
 
 198 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 that decorate the face of the stove are faithfully 
 copied. The stove itself is like a French one, with 
 a number of small open grates for the different 
 sauce-pans, frying-pans, &c., to be placed thereon, 
 so that a great variety of dishes can be cooked at 
 the same time ; these were served up as they were 
 done, the lodgers taking what happened to be ready 
 at the time of their sitting down ; but the usual 
 thing was to give some notice of it, or to have a 
 fixed hour. 
 
 Seiiora Abad superintended this department, 
 but had numerous assistants, and one of them was 
 Nicolassa, whom we heard singing in the balcony 
 just now ; she is here represented in the act of 
 plucking a fowl. She stood very patiently, and 
 was amused at being portrayed, but the fowl was 
 plucked and cooked long before I had time to finish 
 its picture. I had to hurry over the girl's dress 
 and figure too, because it was the busy time of 
 day, and to have an artist in the kitchen just then, 
 was no doubt rather a nuisance ; only that he is 
 such a quiet passive creature. 
 
 Although the almuerzo was a pretty substantial 
 meal, consisting sometimes of eight or ten dishes, 
 we had a dinner at five or six o'clock, which was 
 also on a generous scale, and, as far as the meats 
 were concerned, did not differ very much from the 
 breakfast. We had fish, game, entrees of various 
 kinds, and sweets in perfection ; but the standing 
 dish was the ptickero or universal stew, into which 
 an odd mixture of beef, mutton, pork, beans, carrots,
 
 LA CASA ABAD 199 
 
 onions, and I don't know what besides, were all 
 cooked together, and which was, I thought, very 
 good. Of course, from a great earthen vessel full 
 of this combination of soup, meat, and vegetables, 
 many different plates could be extracted, first the 
 rich liquid, with bread, then the pork, then the 
 beef, then the garbanzos, or round Spanish beans — 
 not bad — and haricots — blancs, &c. No doubt 
 many English people would not care for this 
 sort of hotch-potch, but I can assure them that it 
 was fifty times preferable to our underdone cold 
 mutton and plain-boiled potatoes, neither of which 
 abominations did I ever see in Spain. 
 
 These may seem trivial details, and yet what 
 we eat and drink is of importance to our well-being; 
 nay, even to our happiness. I must confess there 
 is a certain pleasure in looking forward to a good 
 dinner, and a three weeks' invitation gives us, at 
 all events, three weeks of pleasurable anticipation, 
 in addition to the feast itself. Nor do I think there 
 is anything derogatory in such a confession. Does 
 not Brillat-Savarin. the great Professor of the Art 
 of Dining, of " La Physiologie du Gout," tell us 
 that the destinies of nations depend upon how they 
 eat and drink, and that the discoverer of a new 
 dish confers more happiness on the human race 
 than the discoverer of a new planet .'* Surely this 
 is not to be denied, and, furthermore, he says, " Tell 
 me how you dine and I will tell you what sort of 
 man you are." Some might say it is .1 (juestion 
 of money. I think it is a question of cooking, for
 
 200 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 this olla podrida can, by careful and dainty manage- 
 ment, be made a very palatable affair, and is certainly 
 inexpensive since there is no waste. 
 
 It is the custom with the Spaniards, when they 
 sit down to a meal, to first offer it to whoever else 
 may happen to be present, and it is also the custom 
 for the other individual to politely refuse it with 
 many thanks, and the hope that it may do his friend 
 good, with other compliments. On one occasion I 
 was at table waiting for my dinner, when Ramon- 
 cito, who happened to be sitting opposite, was first 
 served. He immediately, according to custom, 
 offered his dish to me, but instead of refusing it, 
 I said I would accept it with pleasure, and, looking 
 at me with some astonishment, he passed it over, 
 perhaps thinking I should pass it back again, in- 
 stead of which I beoran eatinor it. He then sat 
 back in his chair, and stared at me for a minute 
 as if he were at a loss to know what to do. In the 
 meantime Manuel appeared, carrying in a cover for 
 Senor Adolfo ; but before he put it down I asked 
 Don Ramoncito if he would do me the kindness 
 to accept my dinner, since I had done him a similar 
 favour in accepting his. He burst out laughing, said 
 it would give him much pleasure to do so, adding 
 that he could see I had been mocking at one of their 
 foolish customs, which was to say things they did 
 not mean and then call it politeness. But I told 
 him it was with no view of correcting him or the 
 custom, which I thought a pretty one, but simply 
 for a bit of fun, which I hoped he would forgive.
 
 LA CASA ABAD 
 
 201 
 
 Don Ramon Tenes was a most obliging com- 
 panion ; he was ready to take me anywhere, to show 
 me all the nooks and corners of the ancient city, 
 to go for walks with me into the country, and on 
 several occasions we rode out on hired steeds that 
 miofht have been the descendants of the famed 
 Rosinante. But we shall meet with Ramoncito 
 aorain. 
 
 A lAIK MUSICIAN.
 
 XXVII 
 
 DON RAMON EL CANONIGO 
 
 "TNON RAMON was a fine good-looking man, who 
 ^^ came from the south of Spain, where he had 
 some little property (I forget the name of the town), 
 had taken holy orders, and was, when I met him, 
 one of the canons of the Cathedral of Toledo. He 
 had a rich voice, and a vein of humour and good- 
 nature that made me take to him. I had now been 
 in my new home for two or three weeks, and was 
 tolerably acquainted with most of the inmates of the 
 " Casa de Abad." I had got on with my Spanish, 
 too, and, although I could never speak it very 
 fluently or correctly, I could make myself under- 
 stood, and could understand a good deal. 
 
 I was sitting in the dining-room one evening with 
 an old guitar on my knee, when Don Ramon came 
 in and sat down to his dinner. After the usual com- 
 pliments, he took his repast, and at the same time 
 read his breviary, so that as each mouthful of the 
 one helped to sustain him in this life, each sentence 
 of the other prepared him for that which is to come. 
 
 Seeing how he was engaged, I kept silent, and 
 quite inadvertently sounded a few notes and passed 
 my fingers lightly over the strings of the guitar.
 
 DON RAMON EL CANONIGO 203 
 
 "I beg your pardon, Don Ramon," said I. "I 
 was not thinking that you were engaged with your 
 breviary." 
 
 "Oh, that is nothing, Don Adolfo ; you do not 
 interrupt me. I am accustomed to read my prayers 
 at all times and in all places. I shall soon have 
 finished, so please do not mind me." A minute or 
 two afterwards he closed his book with what seemed 
 a slight bano-. 
 
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 " Why do you not play, seiior .-^ " said he. 
 
 "In the first place, because I am ignorant, and 
 in the second because this instrument is so out of 
 tune that even if I were a musician I could not play 
 it. Do you play it, Don Ramon ? " 
 
 He raised his hands, put on a very grave look, 
 shook his head, and said — 
 
 " You know, seiior, that the guitar is not the 
 instrument of the Padre." 
 
 "Why is that.? "said I. "Is it that it is not 
 solemn enough, and that you cannot play sacred 
 music on it ? " 
 
 " Not altogether that," said he. 
 
 " Perhaps, then, it is because it is the instrument 
 of the Amantd, the vehicle of profane and not of 
 sacred love ? " 
 
 " Si, sefior, that is why it is forbidden." 
 
 " But you were not always a priest, Don Ramon. 
 Perhaps, when you were a student y(ju did as 
 students do, and could play a bolero or a fandango, 
 or ' La J Ota Aragonesa.' " 
 
 " Es posible," said he.
 
 204 
 
 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 " Surely, then, you must know how to tune the 
 guitar if you do not play it. You see how dis- 
 
 LISTENING. 
 
 cordant this is." 1 then handed it over to my
 
 DON RAMON EL CANONIGO 205 
 
 friend, asking him if he would, at all events, put it 
 into better form. He looked all round the room, then 
 at the door, and then taking the wicked toy in his 
 hand, as though he were half afraid of it, he began 
 screwing up the strings and touching a few chords. 
 
 "Can you not remember some of those student 
 songs ?" said I. " I wish I could play, I would sing 
 you a pretty old English ballad, which begins — 
 
 " Will you hear a Spanish lady 
 How she wooed an Englishman ? " 
 
 And I hummed part of the tune, which he thought 
 " muy bonita." Then going towards the door and 
 looking up and down the passage to see that no 
 one was about, he said there was really no wicked- 
 ness in music, and he wished he might never commit 
 a orreater sin than sinorinof a love-sone. So he 
 struck up a lively romance, which I wish I could 
 remember, and sang it with all the spirit of a 
 Leporello. One of the lodgers, attracted, I sup- 
 pose, by so unusual a sound, was heard coming 
 towards the door. Don Ramon passed the guitar 
 over to me, saying, " Bravo, Seflor Adolfo, muy 
 bien, muy bien." 
 
 The new-comer wished me to continue, but 1 
 said I was tired, and it would be for another time. 
 The lodger who had just entered was Ramoncito, 
 and I could tell by his look and a little wink he 
 gave me that he understood the situation, and 
 accepted my lame excuse. The links of friend- 
 ship are not, perhaps, always confined to the pure
 
 2o6 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 virtues of the saints of the calendar. Sometimes 
 even our weaknesses may teach us to sympathise 
 with each other, and estabHsh a confidence which 
 those more difficult attributes might occasionally 
 interfere with. I do not mean that we should con- 
 done offences that are positively vicious, but there 
 are many little disobediences of the strict rules of 
 orthodoxy which may be attributed more to kindly, 
 though perhaps weak natures, than to the actual 
 temptations of Satan, and which, I think, are in- 
 finitely more pardonable than the cruel deeds and 
 heartless zeal of some religious enthusiasts and of 
 those terrible bigots who would commit murder for 
 the love of God ! Why then should not Don 
 Ramon play the guitar, and Ramoncito wink his 
 eye, and Don Adolfo pretend to be a musician ? 
 
 I intended to have painted a portrait of Don 
 Ramon, and I much regret that I did not. He had 
 promised to sit to me in his splendid robes, all silk 
 and gold lace and embroidery. When dressed in these 
 and walking in procession during High Mass at the 
 Cathedral he looked grand ; there was the priest in all 
 the pomp and pride of the Church ; but in the " Casa 
 de Abad " he was the orenial eood-natured man. 
 
 As I passed one morning through the suite of 
 rooms that were open to all the household I saw 
 him appealing to a pretty girl, a niece of the 
 Senora's, who was sitting at work in one of the 
 windows. He held a pair of black silk stockings in 
 his hand which were in sore need of darning, and 
 addressed her in a half-plaintive voice.
 
 DON RAMON EL CANONIGO 207 
 
 "The poor Padre," said he, "must appeal to 
 your goodness to mend this Httle rent for him, for, 
 alas ! he has no wife to help him in these diffi- 
 culties." 
 
 "Ah, Don Ramon," said she, "there is the mis- 
 take you have made. A fine man like you should 
 have gone into the army ; then you could have 
 had a wife to cheer you and make you happy, and 
 do these mendings for you." 
 
 " Yes, that is true, senorita, but we cannot fight 
 against our destiny, and must learn to be content in 
 whatever path in life it has pleased God to call us." 
 
 This little incident remained in my mind, and I 
 painted a picture of it, which I called " No Wife," 
 or "The Padre," and exhibited it in the Academy 
 in 1888, just twenty-five years afterwards. 
 
 Christmas was coming, and I had not expected 
 that away in Toledo it would be at all like our 
 festival in England. Much then was my astonish- 
 ment when I found it resembled it in all respects, if 
 we leave out the roast beef and plum pudding, which 
 I suppose is quite British; foreign "ros-bif" being 
 as inferior in nature as in name to the home article. 
 But in the " Casa de Abad " we had a famous roast 
 turkey, and the table positively groaned, with a loud 
 voice, beneath the weight of good things which our 
 Spanish hostess placed upon it ; and all honour and 
 glory to her, entirely at her own expense. 
 
 1 was sketching one of the courtyards out of my 
 window when I saw a fine turkey strutting about as 
 proud as a peacock, neither he nor I thinking that
 
 2o8 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 he would be served up a few hours afterwards as 
 the piece de resistance of our Christmas dinner ; but 
 so it was. Christmas Eve, however, was the occa- 
 sion of the great merry-making of the season. We 
 were all invited to assemble in the large hall, where 
 we were called upon to enjoy ourselves with song 
 and dance and any games that might be improvised. 
 The servants sat in a row on one side of the room, 
 with Don Manuel at their head, and the old guitar 
 already mentioned in his hand. These were the 
 orchestra ; they sang, or rather intoned, a sort of 
 ta-ra-ra, beating time with their hands and feet as 
 accompaniment to the "Jota Aragonesa," for the 
 Spanish dancing is somewhat Oriental, and consists 
 rather in graceful movements and turns of the body 
 and throws of the head than in jumping about, and 
 for this xh^jota is very well suited. But there was 
 a desire on the part of the young people for a waltz, 
 a polka, or a quadrille, and our orchestra was not up 
 to the music for these dances. So Ramoncito, who 
 had overheard our Padre's performance when he 
 interrupted us a day or two previously, took the 
 guitar from Don Manuel, and, with a very graceful 
 bow, presented it to Don Ramon, and begged him 
 in the name of the whole company to play for us. 
 
 Don Ramon, in his rich voice, at first excused 
 himself on account of his cloth. " No, seiior," said 
 he, "impossible, I must not play to you," and would 
 have handed back the instrument, but the rest of 
 the company came round him, all saying, " Yes' 
 yes, we know you can play, Don Ramon, and it is
 
 DON RAMON EL CANONIGO 209 
 
 Christmas Eve." At length his scruples were over- 
 come, and he played dance after dance for us with 
 all the spirit that it was possible to put into the 
 instrument, nor do I suppose there were any bad 
 marks recorded against the kind Padre for thus 
 assisting the merriment of the evening. 
 
 I endeavoured to do my part towards the enter- 
 tainment by singing some English songs and per- 
 forming an English dance, namely, the "double 
 shuffle," with which they were highly amused, and 
 which took on, for the next few days all the 
 young people in the house, servants included, were 
 trying to dance the " baile- Ingles " ; and when 
 Nicolassa and Manuel brought in my breakfast, 
 one carrying the dishes and the other the plates, 
 they entered the dining-room dancing the double 
 shuffle, and singing to the tune of the jot a " El 
 Almuerzo de Sefior Adolfo." 
 
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 ONE OF THE INNOCENTS. 
 
 XXVIII 
 
 THE CATHEDRAL 
 
 ' I 'HE Cathedral of Toledo is a vast and mag- 
 -*- nificent structure, over 400 feet long and 200 
 feet wide, with five naves, the centre one being 160 
 feet high, with a very forest of pillars and piers, 
 splendid stained glass, a great number of chapels,
 
 THE CATHEDRAL 211 
 
 about seven organs placed in different parts of the 
 building, many of their pipes, like gigantic trumpets, 
 spreading out in all directions, sending their notes 
 into every corner of the place, the effect of which, 
 when they are given their full force, is tremendous, 
 and all very characteristic of Spain, which is a 
 country of strong light and shade, with no twilight 
 and few half-tints. In addition to this, there are 
 countless works of art of all descriptions ; the labour 
 of centuries of the finest craftsmen is here to be 
 seen. But it would take months to see it, and a 
 thick volume to describe it all. 
 
 It seems to me that there is no work of man that 
 can compare in grandeur and in lofty conception to 
 a fine cathedral. Like the ancient temples of Egypt 
 and Greece, they are monuments of faith, and are 
 the highest form of art ; since it is art dedicated to 
 the service of God, to the building of God's house, 
 in the days of belief and devotion, by faithful hands 
 and loving hearts. In the days when the workman 
 and the artist considered it sufficient for his name 
 to be known and remembered by Him whom he 
 served, and had no thought of his own glorification, 
 he did not sign his name to his work, nor was it 
 even recorded in history. The worthy dean, or 
 bishop, or saint, as the case might be, took all the 
 honour to himself, and was no doubt the presiding 
 genius for the time being. 
 
 I)Ut when I look at these sacred edifices, or 
 rather soar into them in thought, I feel that they 
 are inspired, and therefore it is that the workman.
 
 2 12 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 if he put any name to his labour, would put that 
 of the Eternal Being he worshipped and believed 
 in. It seems to me that these relics of an aee 
 long past — and I am now thinking of our English 
 cathedrals — still bring us sacred messages, and 
 teach us reverence. 
 
 But apart from all this, they teach us what a 
 strange, and beautiful, and mysterious thing is art. 
 How did it enter into the minds of men to conceive, 
 and mould, and build these forms ? It was not one 
 man's talent, it was not then as at the present day, 
 when some clever individual is held up for our 
 admiration as the only one worthy of praise ; but 
 it was one great purpose with many willing hands 
 and hearts to carry it out, each taking his place in 
 a well-ordered freemasonry. It may have been one 
 of their secrets not to divulge this or that maker of 
 a design, for it was made for the honour and glory 
 of all. 
 
 And again, let us note how these sacred walls 
 grew on from age to age, from century to century, 
 their styles of architecture altering with the times of 
 their construction. A Norman arch is perhaps sur- 
 mounted by an Early English, and this, perhaps, is 
 finished by a later style ; yet all seems in harmony. 
 And this is part of the strange phenomenon of a 
 cathedral ; it seems to me that this house of God 
 is built as no other house is built, but rather as the 
 mountains are built. 
 
 It must indeed be a joy to a true artist, one who 
 has the glory of his craft at his heart, to see its
 
 THE CATHEDRAL 213 
 
 noblest and most beautiful efforts devoted to the 
 highest of all human ideals, all human aspirations, 
 and that it is associated, not only with our life here, 
 but with that which is hereafter. Human, in that in 
 these edifices we seek consolation for our sorrows, 
 and forgiveness of our sins. Divine, in that they 
 raise our thoughts beyond our mortal existence. 
 This, I think, is the real meaning of that often used 
 and seldom understood term. High Art. 
 
 But I have allowed my enthusiasm to run away 
 with me, my thoughts are wandering among the 
 lofty arches of Canterbury, of Gloucester, and of 
 Lincoln, and I have got far away from where I set 
 out, namely, the sombre Cathedral of Toledo. 
 
 The sombre Cathedral (I speak advisedly), for 
 it was here that I heard a midnight mass, when the 
 vast building was almost in darkness ; this was 
 the most extraordinarv. if not the most beautiful, 
 service I ever attended. It was Holy Innocents' 
 Day, and a great crowd had assembled in the nave. 
 Many of us from the Casa Abad were present, and, 
 as Don Ramon attended in his clerical capacity, 
 Ramoncito accompanied me in that o^ cicerone. 
 
 The service began with a solemn chant, and, if 
 one kept the story in mind, one might imagine the 
 voices of the shepherds and of the angel announc- 
 ing the birth of the Saviour, the adoration of the 
 Wise Men of tlie East — the old king, the middle- 
 aged king, and the young king — and thcnr returning 
 bv a different way Into their own land. I'Vom 
 another part of the Cathedral came the sound of
 
 214 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 distant voices. Then might be imagined the voice 
 of Herod commandinsf the murder of all the babes 
 under two years, the meeting of the mothers, and 
 then a babel of sounds, followed by the most 
 heartrending screams, and angry voices of men. 
 So startline was the sudden burst of rao^e and 
 despair, the hideous groans and infant cries, that 
 for the moment I supposed some fearful catastrophe 
 had happened, that the Cathedral was on fire or 
 falling in. But they ceased, and far-off sounds, 
 which might have been intended to denote the flight 
 into Egypt, gradually died away, and for a minute 
 or two all was silent, a death-like stillness prevailed. 
 Then ao-ain came voices as of children sino;inor 
 from heaven, the Innocents themselves, the eleven 
 thousand martyrs were rejoicing far above our 
 heads. These sounds mingled with the lamenta- 
 tions of the mothers on earth and the consoling 
 voices of the angels. And then a burst of joy from 
 all parts of the Cathedral concluded the service, 
 which was intensely dramatic and realistic.
 
 IDLENESS. 
 
 XXIX 
 
 DON MANUEL 
 
 DON MANUEL was one of those simple- 
 minded characters of whom Sancho Panza 
 is a type. He was the boots and general man- 
 servant of the establishment of Senora Abad, and 
 when his various menial employments were over, 
 which began early and ended late, he sat up for an 
 hour or two studying Greek and Latin. I asked 
 him why he did this ; he then told me he was 
 studying for the Church, and, since it was not his 
 destiny to be drawn for the army, he intended 
 to be a priest, and was beginning by learning the 
 first duty of a Christian, namely, humility, by 
 cleaning people's boots. 
 
 I was sitting with my feet on the fender in the 
 dining-room, for, it being winter, we had a coal 
 fire there, when Don Manuel came in to attend
 
 2i6 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 to it. He then sat down to keep me company, as 
 I was all alone, and thus our conversation began. 
 It seemed odd to me that Manuel should be study- 
 ing for the Church, but I found that its ministers 
 were recruited from all classes of society from the 
 highest to the lowest, and perhaps each was allotted 
 a duty suitable to his station. I did not pursue 
 the subject, as Manuel's eyes were evidently fixed 
 on a pair of boots I had just purchased, and was 
 wearing for the first time. The toes were quite 
 square, and over four inches wide. 
 
 "You have very wide boots, Seiior Adolfo," 
 said he. 
 
 "Yes," said I. " I bought them to-day in one 
 of the shops here, where I was told they were the 
 best for the streets of Toledo, which are so steep 
 that when you are going up them you want all 
 the grip that you can get, and when you are coming 
 down, these boots enable you to resist the tendency 
 to too rapid a descent ; nor do they get in between 
 the big stones with which the roads are paved, as 
 those pointed toes would be likely to do, and send 
 you tumbling down, like Jack and Jill. Then there 
 is another reason. They do not cramp the feet, 
 but let the toes expand, so that you do not get 
 corns or bunions, and you can walk in them with 
 ease and comfort." 
 
 "All that is very true," said Manuel, who 
 seemed interested in this subject of boots. 
 
 " But there is yet another reason, Don Manuel, 
 for having them so wide."
 
 DON MANUEL 217 
 
 "Another reason, senor?" 
 
 " Yes ; it is well to have many reasons. Can 
 you not guess the third reason ? " 
 Manuel shook his head. 
 
 "Well," said I ; "it is this. If I should happen 
 to lose one of these boots. I can put both my feet 
 into the other." 
 
 This made Manuel laugh. It was another story 
 for him to tell about the " Senor Indies." 
 
 Those individuals who do not worry their brains 
 over abstruse problems of science and philosophy 
 are the more likely to have them free to revel in 
 the pictures of the imagination, and to receive as 
 gospel anything which amuses without taxing their 
 intellect. So I sat there for some time entertain- 
 ing my companion with the wonderful things I 
 had done, and those I intended to do if I could 
 only find a faithful squire who would accompany 
 me in my adventures. 
 
 Although these adventures consisted chiefly of 
 feats performed with the pencil and not with the 
 lance, it was not difficult to make them appear like 
 daring exploits of knight-errantry, such as Don 
 Quixote, attended by his faithful Sancho, was in the 
 habit of performing whenever he went abroad. I 
 had carried off from Madrid not onlv some of its 
 finest pictures, but one of its most beautiful maidens, 
 in the person of DoRa Emilia. I had taken pos- 
 session, by stratagem, of the Castillo dc San Ser- 
 vando, a mere ruin, but which commanded Toledo, 
 and I was about to invest the city from that j)<)Iiit.
 
 21 8 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 " But what will you do with it, sefior, when 
 vou have taken it ? " 
 
 " I shall carry it with me to London." 
 
 " And the senorita ? " 
 
 " I shall take her also." 
 
 I could see there was a good deal of the same 
 kind of simplicity in Manuel that makes Sancho 
 Panza immortal, and it was pleasant to study this 
 phase of Spanish character. I had little or no 
 experience of the darker side of it, of the dagger 
 Spaniard, ever ready to revenge an insult, or to 
 provoke a quarrel, or to draw the sword and enter 
 into a midnight brawl on some affair of jealousy, 
 as is so often met with in the novels and plays of 
 popular authors. I was mixed up unexpectedly in 
 a veiled lady and jealous husband affair, but that 
 was a mere farce, and scarcely worth mentioning, 
 especially as one of the actors was French, another 
 Italian, a third German, and only one Spanish ; 
 but it does not come in here. 
 
 While sittino- over the fire with Don Manuel 
 and smoking a quiet pipe, I allowed my fancy to 
 run on, and talked of the many things I could 
 undertake if I had but a faithful squire. I knew 
 where there was a suit of armour. I had used it 
 once or twice (to paint from) ; and I might get one 
 of those horses cheap that I rode out on occasion- 
 ally with Don Ramon Tenes, and Manuel could 
 provide himself with one of those fine jackasses 
 that carried the waterpots about the town ; and if 
 he took his Q-uitar with him, we miofht do a little
 
 DON MANUEL 219 
 
 serenading, and perhaps turn an honest copper that 
 way, or even earn a dinner now and then ; for we 
 might occasionally be hard put to it for food both 
 for ourselves and our animals. I then told him of 
 all the adventures I had gone through and intended 
 to eo through, and of the treasures that I was 
 confident I should find if I could only go about 
 where I pleased, and be entertained at the various 
 palaces, mansions, farmhouses, and inns that we 
 came to without any expense ; and about twenty 
 more chapters of the same sort of thing, until 
 Manuel became so interested that he said he was 
 quite willing to throw up his situation, and even his 
 Greek and Latin, and follow me round the world. 
 
 It may be imagined that the wildest stories were 
 circulated in the Casa Abad about Seiior Adolfo, 
 and his boots, and his captive maiden, and his pro- 
 jected adventures with his faithful squire Manuel 
 in search of treasure, besides his projected capture 
 of the Castillo San Servando, and his taking of 
 Toledo.
 
 TOLEDO. 
 
 XXX 
 
 THE SKETCH FROM THE ROCK 
 
 OENORA ABAD wondered whether I always 
 ^ painted old walls, and could not understand 
 why I had selected such a subject as the />a/zo, 
 which was so untidy. I said it was only a begin- 
 ning — old walls made very good backgrounds for 
 figures ; besides, there was a great deal of beauty of 
 colour in them which only artists could see ; but I 
 intended to make a much more interesting sketch 
 of Toledo itself, and I was starting that very morn- 
 ing for the Castillo de San Servando, from which 
 a magnificent view of the whole city could be ob-
 
 THE SKETCH FROM THE ROCK 221 
 
 tained. " But should the weather prove too cold (it 
 was then January) I shall stay at home and paint 
 my own room, and if your niece will sit I will put 
 her into the picture," all of which was arranged, 
 and both works started. 
 
 The Castillo de San Servando is a very dila- 
 pidated ruin standing on a rock on the opposite 
 bank of the Tagus and just outside Toledo. Al- 
 though not a particularly interesting object itself, 
 it is a good place to sketch from. The ruins in 
 Spain are not so picturesque as those in England, 
 the mantling ivy, the rich vegetation, and the over- 
 shadowing trees being wanting. But from this point 
 can be seen much that is of the greatest interest ; 
 and the first thing that strikes one, as it dominates 
 everything, is the Alcazar, a great square building 
 three or four times the height of any other near it. 
 It is the principal feature of my sketch, which I 
 shall ask the reader to examine. One day, accom- 
 panied by a young capitan who was staying at 
 the Casa Abad, I went half-way round the top walls 
 from tower to tower ; note on the right side of it, 
 which is in shadow, that daylight is seen through 
 the windows ; it was on a narrow ridge just inside 
 these that we walked along, and at each of the open 
 spaces we looked out upon the city and the distant 
 mountains, and then proceeded round the other 
 side to a farther tower. But it made me feel giddy, 
 especially when I had to turn back and walk along 
 a ledge about two feet wide, with a wall on one side 
 of me. with the open spaces just referred to. and a
 
 222 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 depth of about two hundred feet on the other. I 
 ahnost shudder to think of it even now. My friend, 
 who was in front, kept looking round with rather 
 an anxious expression ; I said I was all right, but I 
 did not feel so, and I did not want to get frightened 
 then, so I went down on all-fours and crept slowly 
 along, trying to keep my head steady ; and never 
 did I feel such a sense of relief as when I landed 
 at the tower, with the winding stairs, by which we 
 had ascended. It seems curious that I should have 
 felt so nervous in coming back when I felt nothing 
 in going. 
 
 Still, I was well repaid for my journey, for the 
 panorama was grand, and one felt the immen- 
 sity of the Alcazar. The wretched French under 
 Soult had gutted the place. This peculiar infa- 
 tuation for destroying beautiful buildings (some of 
 their own included), is difficult to understand, but 
 wherever one turns in Toledo there is the trace of 
 their malice. It almost makes one hate them for 
 the time being, and one wonders whether it is an 
 idea of cheap bravery which actuates them, or is it 
 a passion — a peculiar delight — which Foy calls the 
 " sublimity of destruction." I had seen the same 
 thing in Paris in 1848, and have already mentioned 
 a dirty little creature with a big sword, who smashed 
 an enormous looking-glass in the Tuileries, and 
 seemed as proud of his valorous deed as though 
 he had won the battle of Waterloo with his single 
 arm. Perhaps if nothing was destroyed there would 
 be no incentive to produce new work, new forms of
 
 THE SKETCH FROM THE ROCK 223 
 
 beauty ; and in this iconoclasm, even Nature herself 
 sets the example. And while we blame the French, 
 we must in all fairness blame ourselves, not only for 
 destroying the most beautiful work of our fore- 
 fathers, but for not endeavouring to replace it. 
 The PVench, at all events, if they destroy, can and 
 do build up again, and in most cases more mag- 
 nificently ; but we too often destroy beautiful art 
 because we are indifferent to it, or even because 
 it is hateful to us, that is, to those among us who 
 are still puritanical. The depredations of Crom- 
 well and his soldiery surpassed even the vandalism 
 of the French. Their excuse, no doubt, was what 
 is called religious zeal, that is, religious hatred of 
 any other creed but their own, and especially the 
 old Catholic faith, which they replaced by one which 
 looks upon all that is beautiful, not only in art but 
 even in Nature itself, as the work of the devil, and 
 sets up all that is hideous, cruel, miserable, and un- 
 canny, as pleasing to the Lord. I hope those who 
 disagree with these observations will excuse them 
 on the ground that they are inspired by my recollec- 
 tions of a Scotch sermon. 
 
 This wonderful Alcazar was once the palace and 
 fortress of Toledo ; now it is a gigantic empty shell, 
 or was when I saw it. But that is more than thirty 
 years ago, and I believe it has since been converted 
 into a military college. 
 
 If Liie reader will examine this sketch made on 
 the spot, in fact the one 1 started upon at the be- 
 ginning of this chapter, he will see down below on
 
 2 24 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 the brink of the river, another ruin, with no roof, 
 and empty window holes. This is where the water- 
 works used to be. An enormous noria or water- 
 wheel, ninety cubits in diameter, forced up sufficient 
 water to supply the whole of the town, about 600,000 
 buckets daily. The current here is tremendous, 
 and this grand engine was constructed by the 
 Jews of Toledo long long ago. But the Christian 
 Spaniards turned out the Jew and the Moslem, and 
 with them the industry, and, in a great measure, the 
 intellect of their country, only retaining as much of 
 their gold as they could lay their hands on. Now 
 when this water-wheel got out of order and ceased 
 working, as there were no Jews to mend it, and the 
 Spaniards could not do so even with the assistance 
 of the saints, it fell into ruin. And as I sat there 
 sketching the place, I saw donkeys laden with 
 water-pots, descending and ascending the twisting 
 road, and the water-carriers dipping each jar sepa- 
 rately into the stream in the most primitive manner, 
 which made me say one day at dinner, that I 
 thought there were more donkeys in Toledo than 
 in any other place I had ever been to. This re- 
 mark (not a very judicious one perhaps) elicited a 
 volley of outcries from my neighbours. 
 
 " What! Seizor Adolfo, do you mean to say we 
 are all donkeys ? " 
 
 "You do not go about with six water- pots 
 fastened on to your backs, do you ? " said I. 
 
 " Oh no, indeed ! " 
 
 " But do you ever go out, do you ever go any-
 
 THE SKETCH FROM THE ROCK 225 
 
 where in this city without meeting certain animals 
 that do ? " 
 
 " No, they are everywhere, these borricosT 
 
 " Very well, then, is not Toledo full of donkeys, 
 as I said ? " 
 
 At which they all laughed. But these donkeys 
 are very fine animals, and not at all like the little 
 creatures one sees on Hampstead Heath, and they 
 must be very strong, for not only do they carry 
 water-pots, but one sometimes sees haystacks 
 moving along in a mysterious manner, and even a 
 great pile of furniture and other goods, that seem 
 progressing by magic, or of their own accord ; 
 until one discovers four sturdy little legs under- 
 neath the weight, and perceives, as I used to say 
 to Ramoncito, "some more of the inhabitants of 
 Toledo." 
 
 And now please look at this sketch again, and 
 
 note in the foreground a bridge with its tcte-du-pout 
 
 and portcullis, and at the other end the battle- 
 
 mented towers. This is the Puente de Alcantara, 
 
 the " bridge of bridges." The Castillo de San Ser- 
 
 vando commands this bridge, and guards thus the 
 
 principal entrance to Toledo. After I had placed 
 
 my camp-stool on the height above, and had 
 
 advanced considerably with my sketch, a young 
 
 soldier, who was posted there as sentinel, came 
 
 and told me very civilly that I must not continue 
 
 it. So I asked him his name and who was his 
 
 captain. He could not understand why 1 asked 
 
 this ; but I told him as I knew all tht; captains in 
 
 r
 
 2 26 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 Toledo, and as many of them lodged in the same 
 house that I did, perhaps if I knew his name I 
 might ask his captain to let me sketch. 
 
 "You must have the permission of the Governor 
 of Toledo," said he. 
 
 "Oh, very well then, I will ask the Governor," 
 said I ; leaving him to suppose that the Governor 
 too was a friend of mine. I explained to the sen- 
 tinel that I was making a picture, not a plan, of the 
 fortifications, that I cultivated the arts of peace and 
 not of war, and that I had no intention of taking 
 the city by storm ; but still I had no doubt he was 
 quite right, and was only obeying orders in pre- 
 venting me from sketching. 
 
 As I went home to breakfast I met Senor Ojeda 
 walking with another gentleman, and told them my 
 adventure with the soldier, and said I had promised 
 to see the Governor and to obtain his permission to 
 sketch, which had much impressed the young fellow, 
 who evidently thought I must be somebody if I 
 knew the Governor of Toledo. At this they laughed, 
 for the other gentleman happened to be the Gover- 
 nor himself, to whom Ojeda formally introduced me. 
 He was a tall, refined-looking man, quiet in his 
 manner, and kindly withal, for he at once gave me 
 his card, and with it permission to sketch anywhere 
 I pleased, making a note to that effect. He said 
 the sentinel was quite right, and that he was only 
 obeying orders, which were very strict on that 
 point. 
 
 When I went back to my work in the afternoon
 
 THE SKETCH FROM THE ROCK 227 
 
 I showed the Governor's card to my sentinel, which 
 considerably increased his respect for me. He was 
 another Don Manuel, quite as simple and quite as 
 good-natured, only his destiny had been to go into 
 the army instead of into the Church. He was 
 especially pleased when I told him that the Gover- 
 nor had said he was only doing his duty in not 
 allowing me to sketch, and I said what a pity it 
 was he had not told me his name, as I mieht have 
 recommended him for promotion. After this we 
 became great friends ; he took the keenest interest 
 in watching me at work, and I could not help 
 noticing how different this Spanish private was 
 to a French officious soldier of the same orrade, 
 who would probably have marched me off to the 
 " Corps-de-Garde," under the impression that he 
 had captured a spy. 
 
 If the reader will now cross the " bridee of 
 bridges," as shown in the sketch, he will see a wide 
 road, the only wide road in Toledo, running to the 
 right and left, and, in fact, all round the city with 
 a double wall, one of which was built by good King 
 Wamba — who is almost as fabulous and remote an 
 individual as our good King Arthur — and the lower 
 one by Alfonso VI. Note also the many elegant 
 buildings to the right and left, mostly convents and 
 churches, the former almost tenantless and the latter 
 much despoiled of their treasures, with few wor- 
 shippers at their shrines, but whose bells still ring 
 out with such a hammering, that to hear them you 
 would think it was an alarm of fire, so loud and
 
 22 8 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 rapid are the strokes ; and I sometimes wondered, 
 when I heard them early in the morning, whether 
 they were intended to wake up the faithful, or to 
 frighten away the devil and all his angels. 
 
 There is perhaps too much in this sketch, nor 
 is it a pretty subject, and yet I was so fascinated 
 with it that I started a large oil-painting of it, which 
 I worked at in my room in the Casa Abad, paying 
 constant visits to the rock to get fresh material, but 
 all resultingr in a failure. I ofot wronp^ somehow in 
 the proportions, and the work when finished looked 
 black, dull, and uninteresting ; but it taught me a 
 paradoxical lesson, which is, that "it is more difficult 
 to paint a bad picture than a good one." I could 
 write a discourse on that theme, but not now. This 
 sketch, moreover, is much better than the picture.
 
 XXXI 
 
 SOCIAL EVENINGS 
 
 pvON RAMON, who knew 
 ^^ many of the best fami- 
 Hes in Toledo, and was every- 
 where welcomed for his kind, 
 genial character, asked me if 
 I would like to accompany 
 him in some of his visits, 
 which he generally paid in 
 the evening. I was, of course, 
 only too pleased at such a 
 proposal, and the first call we 
 made was on Dona Conchia 
 Carmen. 
 
 After wending our way 
 through many narrow and 
 tortuous streets, we arrived 
 in front of a craunt wall in 
 which was a grand entrance ; but the old gate 
 swung on its hinges, nor was there any porter to 
 open it, so we entered unchallenged, crossed the 
 patio, and mounted a grand staircase ; each step 
 inlaid with rich Moorish tiles. We then found our- 
 selves ill a large hall, that had once been glorious, 
 
 STREET IN TOLEDO.
 
 230 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 but from which the glories had departed, for it 
 seemed more like a vast tomb, silent and gloomy, 
 and in semi-darkness. Our footsteps reverberated 
 as we followed on from one fine apartment to 
 another, but in which no vestige of furniture was 
 to be seen, and from whose walls the gorgeous 
 tapestries had been torn down, leaving only a few 
 ragged hangings here and there. Still we went 
 on ascending and descending till we reached a 
 retired part of this gaunt mansion, and saw a light 
 and heard voices. 
 
 We soon found ourselves in the midst of a 
 small family circle, and were graciously welcomed 
 by Dofia Conchia and her two daughters, the little 
 party being afterwards increased by the entrance 
 of the Vizconde de Sedilla and another gentleman. 
 The ladies sat at the table working and chatting, 
 and the men entertained them with bits of news, 
 amusing stories, and now and then a song. Indeed, 
 it was very like some of those quiet evenings at 
 home in England which are so enjoyable because 
 they are without ceremony, and bring out the 
 sociable qualities of all assembled. 
 
 I remember we had plenty of fun and laughter, 
 as the Vizconde was very lively and amusing. He 
 talked about the English, of whom he knew but 
 little, and would not believe that I was one, because 
 I was so cheerful, and he seemed to think that all 
 my countrymen went about as if they had bilious 
 attacks. 
 
 " But are not the vSpaniards a very grave race,
 
 SOCIAL EVENINGS 231 
 
 senor?" said I. "Indeed I think they are more 
 so than we English." But, considering that every 
 one was laughing, our gravity was not fairly illus- 
 trated on that occasion. 
 
 It was sometimes amusing to hear the strange 
 notions of this country and its inhabitants that 
 seemed to have become fixed in the minds of the 
 good Toledans, and of which I had frequent ex- 
 amples as we sat round the dining-table at the 
 Casa Abad, 
 
 One stranger informed the company that Eng- 
 land was only a province of Spain ! He then went 
 on to say that no law passed in it after five o'clock 
 in the afternoon was valid, because by that time 
 all the members of Parliament were so drunk that 
 they did not know what they were doing ; indeed, 
 this failing was so prevalent in the "province," that 
 not only members of Parliament, but every man, 
 woman, and child was intoxicated at that hour. 
 
 " What have you to say to this, Seiior Adolfo ? " 
 said Ramoncito. 
 
 "Has the orentleman ever been to Enoland?" 
 said I. The answer was "No!" so I pointed to 
 a nut which was on the table, and then to an 
 enormous melon that was close to it. "Now this 
 nut," said I, " represents the size of my brain ; that 
 is my capacity for seeing and understanding the 
 things around me, as compared to this merlon, which 
 represents the size of the brain of the sefior who 
 has just spoken." 
 
 "Why?" .said they all.
 
 232 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 " Because he is acquainted with facts about 
 England, although he has never been there, that I 
 am quite ignorant of, though I was born there and 
 have lived there nearly all my life. And I should 
 be glad if he will further inform me in which part 
 of Spain England is situated, as I see he is a great 
 traveller?" 
 
 Here the company all laughed. 
 
 "Of course," I said, "the seiior has only said 
 this for fun." 
 
 It was the best way of settling him, and we 
 heard no more of him, for he left after the meal. I 
 found out afterwards that my allusion to his being 
 a great traveller was a nearer hit than I intended 
 it to be — he was a commercial traveller. 
 
 I remember on another occasion being sent for 
 by three students belonging to the Military College 
 who lived in the house, to settle a disputed point 
 about the Thames Tunnel. Two of them said it 
 was an impossibility, the third declared it was a 
 fact. " What says Seiior Adolfo .'* " I told them 
 it was a fact, and that I had been through it. The 
 two were astonished. One of them told me that 
 he should like to go to England, because there were 
 three things there he should like to see before 
 he died, namely, the Crystal Palace, the Thames 
 Tunnel, and Madame Tussaud's Waxworks. 
 
 But I am forgetting that I am spending the 
 evening with Doiia Carmen and her fair daughters. 
 I often visited them after this, and made sketches 
 of the young ladies and of parts of the old house,
 
 SOCIAL EVENINGS 
 
 233 
 
 amono- others a tribuna, a window looking into the 
 church from one of the rooms. Dona Carmen told 
 me that instead of going out to church they could 
 kneel at that window (which was railed) and say their 
 prayers, listen to the Mass, and hear the sermon. 
 
 THE TRIIiUNA. 
 
 I also paid many visits to Senora and Senor 
 Ojeda, dining and passing the evening with ihcm 
 frequently. These were always sociaJjlc parties,
 
 234 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 but no grandeur, no display of wealth, although I 
 often met members of the old aristocracy of Spain. 
 I believe that in the whole town there were scarcely 
 any doctors, and I never even heard of a lawyer. 
 Nothing, I suppose, could prove the poverty of 
 the place more than this last melancholy fact. 
 
 Seilor Ojeda was my constant companion in 
 my walks and in my sketching expeditions, and 
 he showed me many of the places of interest of the 
 old city. To tell of a tithe of the things that struck 
 me would fill many pages. But every day I saw 
 something to note, such as beggars living in a 
 palace, a posada covered with ancient Moorish 
 tracery thickly whitewashed. It had once been a 
 mansion. At another time I saw a race, "The 
 Toledo Derby," which consisted of a number of 
 horses, mules, and donkeys, decorated with ribbons, 
 running after each other round a tavern, amidst the 
 shouts of the populace, with other such-like trifles. 
 
 Toledo, once the capital of Spain, is so full 
 of historic and archaeoloQ^ical interest, that to de- 
 scribe it all would be quite out of the question. 
 Besides, it cannot be included in my Sketches from 
 Memory. Had I gone there with the intention 
 of writing a history or a guide-book, I should have 
 been better prepared to talk of the Cid Cam- 
 peador, of Pedro the Cruel, of the Black Prince 
 and John of Gaunt, of Don Alvaro the King's 
 favourite, who began his career as page in the 
 service of the Queen Catherine, was the chosen 
 companion of the young King Juan, who could not
 
 SOCIAL EVENINGS 235 
 
 bear him out of his sight, became in time Constable 
 of Castile, and was beheaded at last by order of 
 his former playmate. Not a bad subject for a 
 tragedy. One can hardly realise, in looking at the 
 present state of Toledo, that great kings and pre- 
 lates, brave knights and fair princesses, paraded its 
 streets, and splendid processions passed along them. 
 Nor can one imagine, from the gentle and homely 
 nature of the people, how they could tolerate for a 
 moment such a monster as Pedro the Cruel, or take 
 delight in an aitto-da-fd, and the merciless deeds 
 of the Holy Inquisition. But I never saw them 
 roused to anger, and I am glad of it, nor did I have 
 any difficulties with them on the religious question. 
 
 One day, when we were all sitting down to 
 dinner together, which was generally the case on 
 Sundays, Ramoncito was opposite to me and Don 
 Ramon the cure was by my side. The former, 
 leaning over in a mock threatening attitude, said 
 across the table — 
 
 " Soi su enemigo de usted, Seiior Adolfo." (I 
 am your enemy.) 
 
 "Why?" said I. • 
 
 " On account of religion," said he. 
 
 " That should not be," said I. "The Christian 
 religion teaches us to be friends and not enemies. 
 amigos e non cneniigos. What say you, Don 
 Ramon .'* " 
 
 To which our good Padre rcj)licd, 'It is very 
 well said, Don Adolfo." 
 
 Another who was at table and had seen me at
 
 236 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 church in the morning during mass, said he should 
 have thought el Senor was a Catholic, for "he knelt 
 when we knelt, and rose up when we rose up, but 
 whether he is or not he is a Christian." 
 
 I said I was born and brought up a Protestant, 
 but I liked eoino- to their churches, and when I 
 did go I considered it but right that I should do 
 as they did, otherwise I ought to stay away ; for 
 to stand up and gape about whilst they were at 
 their prayers would be simply to insult them on 
 the most tender point, and for no other reason than 
 to show them how ignorant, rude, and uncharitable 
 I was. This speech was much applauded, especi- 
 ally by the Padre. 
 
 "And did you take the holy water, seiior.^" 
 said Ramoncito. 
 
 "No! because that would have been either a 
 mockery or an acted falsehood ; I do not pretend 
 to be a Catholic, and I should only have been a 
 hypocrite to take it ! " 
 
 But it is time for me to close this chapter, and 
 to bid farewell to Toledo, and to my friends Ojeda, 
 and Don Ramon, and Ramoncito, and Seiiora Abad, 
 and Dofia Carmen, and Manuel, and Nicolassa, and 
 the Capitan, with his Toledo blade, which he 
 could bend up to the hilt to frighten me ; and many 
 others. I should have liked to linger on in the old 
 city, and to have sketched more patios and pala- 
 cios, to have brought away more reminiscences of 
 the Puerto del Sol and its Moorish arches, of the 
 cathedral and its richly wrought cloisters, of the
 
 SOCIAL EVENINGS 237 
 
 church of San Juan de los Reyes, with its votive 
 chains, built by Ferdinand and Isabella, of some 
 of the convents, with their silent corridors and 
 empty cells, of Santa Maria la Blanca, that was 
 once a synagogue, and Los Baiios de la Cava, 
 where the beautiful Florinda and her maids, whilst 
 bathing, were espied by the amorous King Roderic, 
 with dire consequences to Florinda and to Spain. 
 For it led to Count Julian, the father of this Gothic 
 Bathsheba, betraying his country to the Moors, 
 and to the disastrous battle of Guadalete, in which 
 King Roderic lost his kingdom and his life, and 
 which resulted in Spain doing battle with the Moor 
 for nearly eight hundred years to recover her lost 
 territory. But all these things are matters of his- 
 tory, or of romance, and can be read elsewhere. 
 
 My departure from Toledo was much regretted 
 by my kind-hearted friends. I had received a 
 letter from my mother asking me to return home 
 as soon as possible, and I had to tell Senora Abad 
 that I must leave her and all my friends at Toledo, 
 where I had been so happy. She was "so sorry. 
 When must you go, seizor ? " I told her I must 
 leave the next day, and apologised for so sudden 
 a departure. 
 
 "Oh! that is not your fault," said she. "At 
 what time do you leave ? " 
 
 "Soon after mid-day." 
 
 "Then you will miss your dinner, hut you must 
 make a good dejeuner." 
 
 After this I walked to the river meadows with
 
 238 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 Don Ramon Tenes (Ramoncito), who had helped 
 me to pack. I gave him a sketch to keep in re- 
 membrance of me. I also gave a portrait (a draw- 
 ing) to Dona Carmen of one of her daughters, and 
 paid several other farewell visits. 
 
 Wednesday the 4th of February was my last 
 day in Toledo, I found time in the morning to 
 sketch the doorway of my room, which led into 
 the hall, and was opposite another doorway leading 
 into a suite of apartments occupied by my hostess. 
 I have made use of this sketch in the background 
 of my picture of the " Padre." 
 
 As I could not stay to dinner, Senora Abad was 
 determined I should make a good breakfast, and 
 she filled the whole dining-room table with every 
 dish that she had found out I had a liking for. 
 Stewed eels, chicken, partridges, puchero, with 
 ham and vegetables, garbanzos, chorizo, &c., a 
 bottle of Val de Penas, asparagus, artichokes, 
 grapes, and sweets — the table groaned under the 
 weight of dishes, and there was no room for any 
 more. 
 
 "For whom is this repast?" said I. "Are any 
 guests expected ? " 
 
 " None, senor ; it is all for Senor Adolfo ! " 
 
 I tried to do justice to it, but I was not in a 
 mood for eating ; I was sorry to leave my kind 
 friends, but this generosity touched me. No doubt 
 nothing was wasted ; still, it was so pretty, and so 
 different to what one sometimes experiences at 
 lodgings. Ojeda called to see me off, and laughed
 
 SOCIAL EVENINGS 
 
 239 
 
 at my sitting down to a repast sufficient for an 
 ogre. 
 
 UOOR OF MY ROOM — TULKUO. 
 
 "The table is bidding you farewell," said he. 
 And it was so indeed.
 
 240 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 It was time to start, I must go by the omnibus 
 to the train ; Manuel carried my portmanteau, others 
 carried sundry of my belongings, every one wanted 
 to help. The whole establishment came to see me 
 off. Most of them hugged me ; Don Ramon gave 
 me his blessing, and I felt the tears coming into my 
 eyes. I said as I drove off that I should always 
 remember my good friends with affection, for like 
 them I have "mucho corazon," and these pages are 
 proof that I have kept my word.
 
 XXXIl 
 MADRID AGAI N 
 
 THE CARNIVAL 
 
 AFTER passing two happy months in Toledo, I 
 ''*■ returned to Madrid for a short time before 
 shaping my course homewards. There were still 
 several pictures at the Museo that I wanted to 
 copy, and a hundred others besides if I had only 
 the time, for there is infinite pleasure in sitting 
 and sketching before a beautiful work, whether 
 it be of Art or Nature. Nor is it to be de- 
 scribed ; it is only to be felt by those who really 
 love Art for its own dear beautiful self, forgiving 
 even its faults for the sake of its goodness. Then 
 besides the pleasure there is the profit, the teaching. 
 It is only by studying the finest works of the great 
 masters, scrutinising, finding out, noting their colour 
 arrangements, effects of light and dark, their com- 
 position, drawing, manipulation, and so forth, that 
 we can truly learn our craft. This apart from the 
 sentiment, the conception, the poetry, &c., which 
 are additional sources of enjoyment and instruction. 
 And then again, when we do know our craft, we 
 
 ^4- Q
 
 242 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 can carry away, as I told Don Manuel, very many 
 treasures, not only pictures, but lands and cities, 
 and even beautiful maidens. 
 
 It must not be supposed that while in Toledo 
 I passed all my time in visiting, and in dancing 
 the "double shuffle," nor that in Madrid I dozed 
 away my time or lounged on the velvet cushions 
 of the Casino with a breva cigar in my mouth ; 
 for I find that during my stay in Spain, which 
 was between five and six months, I painted forty- 
 four pictures in oil and water colour, that is, count- 
 ing my copies in the Museo and my outdoor - 
 studies. 
 
 The last scene I witnessed in Madrid was the 
 Carnival and the Bal Masque at the Opera. At 
 the former the men are disguised in all sorts of 
 costumes, grave and gay, and wear masks beauti- 
 fully made of fine wire gauze, and further, to 
 preserve their incognito they skip along instead 
 of walking, and squeak or talk in high falsetto 
 instead of their own natural voices. The effect 
 is very comic, but gives great latitude. The ladies 
 are not disguised, but sit in their balconies or their 
 carriages looking on, and receiving compliments 
 and sugar-plums from the gay maskers. 
 
 Of course, Seiior Adolfo must join in the fun 
 with his friend the Doctor. We both went out as 
 Pierrots, each with a large silk bag filled with 
 sweets, sometimes climbing into the balconies to 
 say a few words in the ears of the laughing don- 
 cellas, making imaginary appointments, uttering
 
 MADRID AGAIN 243 
 
 sentences of eternal devotion, and any other non- 
 sense that came into our heads. How very brave 
 and devoted one can be when disguised ! 
 
 Friend Romano was got up Hke John Bull, 
 dressed very neatly like an old English gentle- 
 man, but with an enormous bull's head on his 
 shoulders. It was amusing to see him standino- 
 on the step of an open carriage occupied by four 
 laughing girls, and this enormous bull's head with 
 great horns in their midst, turning first to one 
 and then another, giving expression to his admira- 
 tion by bellowing like the animal he impersonated, 
 and twitching his ears. 
 
 Among the very pretty sights were whole regi- 
 ments of students daintily dressed in the old Spanish 
 style, with breeches and stockings, &c., each with a 
 guitar ; they came dancing along the Prado, singing 
 a jota or some fandango, and seemed as perfect in 
 their performances as a trained chorus at the Opera. 
 By-the-bye, what a scene this would make at Drury 
 Lane if properly done ! 
 
 To describe it would be interminable. I have 
 seldom seen anything so gay and pretty. There 
 were blots here and there, and vulgarities somewhat 
 in the French taste, but (as far as I saw), everything 
 was orderly ; my astonishment was that the grave 
 Spaniard could be so lively. 
 
 As the men had it all their own way in the 
 morning, so it was to be the ladies' turn in thd even- 
 ing, or rather the night, when the Bal Masque at 
 the Opera took place. Here all the men were in
 
 244 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 ordinary evening dress, and the ladies in their be- 
 witching black masks. A great deal of the fun 
 consisted in proving to the fair one, or the dark one, 
 that you had discovered her identity. I asked one 
 young incognita to dance — 
 
 "Oh, why do you ask me, senor, who am a 
 perfect stranger ? " 
 
 " Because you do not seem to me to be a 
 stranger ; and as I am soon returning to England, I 
 should like to carry away with me the remembrance 
 that I have danced with the fair Manuela." 
 
 "Oh, I am not Manuela, seiior." 
 
 " Then this is very strange — you must be a very 
 dear friend of hers." 
 
 " No, indeed ; you are mistaken." 
 
 " Then I have every reason to be so ; for you 
 are, I am sure, as much like her as that pretty 
 bracelet on your arm is like the one she showed me 
 only the other day." 
 
 " Senor Adolfo," said she, laughing and raising 
 her mask, " I had forgotten about my bracelet." 
 
 Many such adventures, no doubt, took place that 
 night. The ball at the Opera, like the Carnival on 
 the Prado, was orderly and select. It was not given 
 over to the demi-monde as in Paris, for even the 
 Queen and royal family attended it. Dancing went 
 on till about six o'clock in the morning ; and I came 
 out just as the watchmen were going off duty. So 
 it was in vain to call Antonio to let me in to 
 my lodgings ; 1 must wait now till the household 
 wakes up, or go to one of the cafes on the Puerto
 
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 del Sol. This last I did ; and after refreshincr 
 myself with a cup of coffee I fell into an armchair 
 and dozed off 
 
 Two days after I was on my way to Alicante, 
 where I took my passage on board the steamer 
 bound for Marseilles, and so home again.
 
 XXXIII 
 FAREWELL, CHECA! 
 
 I HAVE often alluded to my friend the Doctor. 
 Soon after I left Spain he went out to Hong- 
 Kong as Consul. The appointment was probably- 
 given him to get him away from his old haunts in 
 Madrid, and especially the roulette tables, which 
 were ruining him both in pocket and in mind. 
 
 He had not been out there very long before he 
 fouofht a duel, and behaved with his characteristic 
 pluck and generosity. His adversary was the ex- 
 consul of the place ; but I do not know for what 
 cause he sent Checa a challenge ; some said it was 
 out of jealousy at being superseded ; some, that it 
 was " une affaire de femme." As the Doctor was the 
 one challenged he had the choice of weapons, and 
 selected swords, at which he was a good hand ; 
 but his opponent, who was an excellent shot, pre- 
 tended that he had hurt his arm, and could not, 
 therefore, use the sword, so suggested pistols. The 
 Doctor said, " Let it be pistols then." Lots were 
 drawn for which should fire first, and it fell to his 
 adversary. The latter, on the signal being given, 
 walked up to Checa, and when within the stipulated 
 
 number of paces fired straight at him, the bullet just 
 
 246
 
 FAREWELL, CHECA ! 
 
 247 
 
 grazing his nose. The doctor then said to the 
 seconds, " You see, gentlemen, my opponent has 
 tried to take my hfe, and would inevitably do so if 
 I gave him another chance. I would willingly fire 
 in the air ; but, under the circumstances, I must stop 
 his pistol practice for the future ; " so saying, he 
 
 BOWED DOWN. 
 
 walked towards him, and, when within the allotted 
 distance, lodged a bullet in his right shoulder, and 
 he was carried from the field with his arm helplessly 
 hanging down. 
 
 I am sorry to ha\-(! to add, that the kind, brave, 
 merry, but unhappy Doctor, only returned to his
 
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 native country to die. Whether the climate of 
 Hong-Kong did not agree with him, or whether he 
 pined for home again and the roulette tables, I cannot 
 say, but he was seized with typhoid, and died a 
 few days after he got back, truly regretted by all 
 who knew him. And no doubt many of his troubles 
 and misfortunes, and all his unhappiness, could be 
 traced to that little demon who used to sit upon his 
 shoulder and lure him to the gambling-table. 
 
 Farewell, my dear Checa. If I could have three 
 wishes as in the old fairy tale, one of them would 
 be that we could again see the pleasant faces of our 
 departed friends, and listen once more to the voices 
 that are silent for ever. And yours, my dear Doctor, 
 would be amone the first I would recall. But am I 
 not doing so now ? For I can still see you smiling, 
 and can still hear you calling me "the leetel boy," 
 though only in far-off memory. And this, though 
 part of the pleasure in writing these pages, is still 
 a sorrow. For it makes the past seem like a dream, 
 and my dearest friends like passing shadows.
 
 '^■^ \l' 
 
 CLARISSA. 
 
 XXXIV 
 
 HISTORIC GENRE 
 
 ON my return from Spain I found my young 
 companions going fast ahead. One is close 
 on being elected an A.R.A., and all have pictures 
 on the line at the Royal Academy Exhibition. 
 Historical and semi-historical pictures are the 
 staple of their performances ; Queen Elizabeth, 
 Anne Boleyn, Henry VIII., Henrietta Maria, John 
 Hampden, Arabella Stuart, James I., and several 
 other royal notabilities, make their appearance on 
 canvases that hail from St. John's Wood. 
 
 I could not quite l)elieve in this so-called 
 
 i^y
 
 250 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 "Historical Art," although I joined the ranks of 
 its adherents and followed for a time the fashion 
 of the day. But what did I know about Arabella 
 Stuart and James I., except what Miss Lucy Aikin 
 had told me in her two volumes, and what I could 
 pick up from prints of the period? I got up my 
 accessories just as a stage manager would do for a 
 new piece, borrowed costumes from Nathan & Co., 
 and dressed up my model like a pantaloon, to sig- 
 nify the canny King of Scots who was afraid of a 
 drawn sword, but could sit calmly by and see a 
 poor wretch burnt for witchcraft. I tried to imagine 
 William Seymour as a sentimental lover, and to 
 make Arabella pretty, despite her bald forehead 
 and her dreadful farthingale ; but with the Madrid 
 pictures still fresh in my memory, the real big 
 historical pictures of the " Surrender of Breda," of 
 the " Meninas," and others by Velasquez, I could 
 not feel enthusiastic about the modern " Genre 
 Historique," however well it was done. 
 
 In the work of Velasquez I knew that not 
 only were the costumes correct, but the actual 
 men of the time were there before me, the period 
 stamped, not only on the dress, but on every face, 
 in the very attitudes even of the figures ; the whole 
 belonging so completely to its own day, even as 
 the hand that wrought it, that I felt I had a true 
 page of history before me, and not a theatrical 
 make-up of a scene only dimly realised in the 
 pages of some book written many years after the 
 event. I could not help laughing to myself at the
 
 HISTORIC GENRE 251 
 
 absurdity of making old Guinette (my principal 
 model), sit one day for James I. and the next for 
 William Seymour. In the latter character he stood 
 close to the window of my studio (which was over 
 a baker's shop), squeezing the hands of a lay figure 
 and looking lovingly into its face, notwithstanding 
 that its nose was bashed in, and that it had no hair 
 on its head. As the costume of the period con- 
 sisted of trunk-hose, &c., and a peculiar collar that 
 looked something like the square sail of a ship, 
 the appearance to me was droll enough, but what 
 must it have been to those outside ! I remember 
 Guinette, who was a most polite and obliging old 
 man, after saying what a remarkably beautiful lay 
 figure I possessed, told me that they had an 
 "audience." As I was busy with my work I 
 took no notice, and asked him if he minded 
 being looked at. 
 
 "Oh dear no, Mr. Storey, sir ; an actor likes an 
 audience, you know, sir." 
 
 Still working on, I asked from time to time, 
 "Well, how's the audience? " 
 
 " It's increasing, sir." 
 
 " How many are there?" said I, thinking there 
 might be two or three little boys. 
 
 " I couldn't count them, sir." 
 
 1 then went to the window, The street was 
 one dense mass of heads, gazing up with wonder 
 and awe at what they supposed to be a lunatic 
 making love to a dummy, but from which I was 
 painting the meeting of Wilh'am .Seymour and
 
 252 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 the Lady Arabella Stuart. Decidedly I was work- 
 ing at a disadvantage. 
 
 Still, as it was the sort of thing the public and 
 buyers wanted at that time, and as many others 
 were gaining fame and fortune thereby, I went in 
 for yet another " historical work," which I called 
 "A Royal Challenge" — Henry VHI. in his young 
 days challenging a sturdy yokel to a bout of cudgel 
 playing. 
 
 For this work I made many studies of costume 
 and other details. I have a book now before me 
 containing nearly a hundred sketches of dresses 
 of the period, of models in various attitudes, and 
 several notes made at a real fair and merry-making 
 to which I went for the purpose of studying the 
 groups, the games, the tents, the booths, and the 
 characters, and I wonder now why I did not paint 
 the real scene before me instead of putting it back 
 to the time of Henry VHI. Was it, in the first 
 place, because the hideous and tasteless costumes 
 of the crinoline days deterred me from representing 
 it, or was it that in painting my own time I thought 
 I should not be painting an " historical picture" ? 
 
 There can be no doubt that want of taste 
 in dress and other surroundings often obliges the 
 artist to present his fancies in the costumes of 
 periods when articles of clothing were in themselves 
 works of art, instead of in the shifting fashions of 
 the day that in a year or two not only look out of 
 date, but stand forth in all their native ugliness and 
 vulgarity, which was condoned on account of their
 
 HISTORIC GENRE 
 
 253 
 
 novelty, but, becoming stale, make us wonder how 
 we ever could have tolerated them. However, 
 
 
 A GOSSIP. 
 
 flesh and blood and character are what an artist 
 should look to; the dress may aid in this, .iiul I
 
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 hold It as quite legitimate, and even a duty, for him 
 to alter the dress of his own time wherever he can 
 improve upon it. In portraiture this was done by 
 Sir Joshua Reynolds and Gainsborough, whose 
 pictures remain as valuable works of art, though 
 the sitters have long ago been dead, buried, and 
 many forgotten.
 
 XXXV 
 
 GIG 
 
 AMONG my many kind friends 
 and patrons was one who went 
 by the name of Gig, pronounced Jig, 
 the short for one much more imposing. 
 He was as good as gold, of which 
 metal he possessed a plentiful share, 
 and which, as a very shrewd com- 
 panion of mine remarks, makes it 
 comparatively easy to be good and 
 kind and even o-enerous. Giof was 
 all of these, and I believe he was 
 thankful to Providence, as I should 
 be myself, for having put it in his 
 power to exercise these three amiable qualities. 
 But, besides this, he was an educated gentleman 
 of super-refined ideas and manners, and withal, as 
 he informed me on my first introduction to him, he 
 had no personal vanity. 
 
 Although his wealth was in a i^reat measure 
 accumulated on the Stock Exchange, he frcc|ucntly 
 hinted that he meant to give up business aiul take 
 to poetry. He had often exercised his pen in the 
 
 GLADYS.
 
 256 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 columns of the Daily Blank, and had crushed out 
 impostors by his powerful leaders, but otherwise he 
 was a mute inglorious Milton, and he would greatly 
 have preferred that the printers had set up his 
 blank verse instead of his articles for the Daily 
 Blank. He told me that he loved art and artists, 
 for art beautified] life and taught us how to enjoy 
 it, whilst the artists themselves were, as a rule, 
 right down good fellows, and he believed that the 
 reason they were so often abused was because their 
 critics had no taste. 
 
 " Taste was such a rare quality : and although 
 I have no personal vanity," said he, "I have so 
 much taste, anything vulgar positively hurts me ; 
 it grates upon my nerves. I have highly strung 
 nerves, my dear Dolly, and do you know that I am 
 so sympathetic that everybody loves me ; in fact, it 
 is one of the curses of my life to be loved." 
 
 Gig was a character — a good character and a 
 good friend. In early days he was acquainted with 
 a Doctor E., and took a liking to his two sons, 
 Henry and William. The former he knew at Eton, 
 and the latter, a dashing young fellow, was then at 
 Sandhurst preparing for his examination for the 
 army. He was his mother's pet, nor was she 
 satisfied till she saw him in the elegant uniform 
 of a subaltern in the Guards, although I am sorry 
 to say that his military achievements soon came 
 to an end. I also knew them in those days, and, 
 as a boy, I can remember feeling very proud at 
 being driven round Regent's Park in their splendid
 
 GIG 257 
 
 carriage, and I still possess a book on drawing 
 which the Doctor presented to me when I was 
 extremely juvenile, but, as it would seem, had 
 shown some artistic proclivities. I merely mention 
 this en passa7it as a guarantee of the genuineness 
 of my story and of Gig. 
 
 And now a cloud comes over the scene ; the 
 curtain falls and many years elapse, and when it 
 rises aeain all is chano-ed. Instead of wealth, in- 
 stead of a house in the Park, instead of carriages 
 and coachmen and footmen and grand dinner- 
 parties and all that, there is poverty in a little 
 lodging. The young officer, no longer in the 
 Guards, has to pawn even to his shirt to get a 
 meal for his old mother ; she, once the reigning 
 queen of loud assemblies, handsome, extravagant, 
 and bedecked with jewellery, is now a poor old 
 woman, who miofht almost have come out of an 
 almshouse. The learned Doctor — Doctor of Law 
 — had died, leaving between eighty and a hundred 
 thousand pounds to his magnificent widow ; but she, 
 not satisfied with this, must needs speculate, gamble 
 in fact, and lose all in bogus railway shares at the 
 time when Hudson was the Railway King. 
 
 Gig had, by his contributions to the Daily 
 Blank, helped in a great measure to dethrone this 
 monarch, and had, by some means or other, become 
 estranged from his early friends. It was many 
 years since he had either seen or heard of them, 
 but he was prosperous, and although possessed of 
 no personal vanil) , lived in clover, and having the
 
 258 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 purse of Fortunatus, was, as he said, loved by 
 everybody. 
 
 He happened to be passing by one of the minor 
 theatres — the name I suppress — when, attracted by 
 the poster outside, he entered and went to the Httle 
 pigeon-hole behind which sat the man who sold the 
 tickets ; he asked for a stall, and as he paid for it, 
 the face of the ticket-man brought certain recol- 
 lections to his mind, but in so vague a way that 
 he passed on to his seat, and for a time the sug- 
 gested thought faded away. But when the curtain 
 rose, the first performer who made his appearance 
 was a sort of young dandy, who played a minor 
 part, and whose face and voice also brought back 
 certain recollections of old times. 
 
 "Can it be?" said Gig. "Is it possible?" 
 He sat out the first act, but his heart was beating, 
 his interest was engrossed, not with the piece but 
 with a deeper drama of human life that seemed to 
 him to be enacting behind the scenes and behind 
 the little pigeon-hole of the ticket-office. He must 
 settle the question. He strolled out into the cor- 
 ridor, he strolled round to the ticket-office, he stood 
 and looked inquiringly at the man there. The 
 latter glanced at him for a moment, then looking 
 intently down, began counting his takings. 
 
 "Are you not Henry E. ?" said Gig. 
 
 After a moment's hesitation, Henry E. looked 
 up and said, with an expression impossible to de- 
 scribe, "Yes." 
 
 " And do you recognise me ? "
 
 GIG 259 
 
 " I do." 
 
 " How is this, Henry ? " 
 
 " I cannot tell you now. Why do you ask ? " 
 
 " Thank God I have found you again. This 
 must not be. I will wait for you when the play is 
 over, and for William, too ; you must both come 
 home with me, and we must see if somethinor can 
 be done." 
 
 The two men shook hands, squeezed hands, 
 through that little pigeon-hole, and I am not sure 
 that tears did not stand in both those men's eyes. 
 
 Gig, although he had no personal vanity, had 
 much sentiment, and a kind heart. He was both a 
 man of the world and a man of feeling ; he saw the 
 situation in which his friends were placed, through 
 no fault of their own. He admired their pluck in 
 their humiliation, and he longed to reinstate them 
 in their former position. 
 
 The evening they passed together after so long 
 an estrangement can be imagined. Henry, the 
 ticket-man, had been educated at Eton, and was a 
 gentleman every inch of him — quiet, modest, and 
 sterling ; and not long after this meeting he was 
 installed in a well-known city bank, to which he 
 eventually became secretary, at the same time con- 
 tributing many articles to the Daily Blank, all 
 through the kind offices of Gig. William, having 
 passed from the army to the stage, became a mem- 
 ber of the Stock Exchange, and junior j)artncr in 
 the firm of his friend Gig. Yes, Gig was a good 
 fellow and no mistake, whether he had any personal
 
 26o SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 vanity or not ; and if I mention some of his peculi- 
 arities it is not to hold him up to ridicule, but simply 
 because he appears to me to be a character well 
 worth sketching from memory — pleasant memory. 
 
 My first introduction to George S., of No. X., 
 not far from Eaton Square, and of a sumptuous 
 palatial hall near Windsor, and also of an elegant 
 suite of apartments in the Champs Elysees, Paris, 
 Esquire, otherwise Gig, was at the first-mentioned 
 residence. Mrs. and Miss Gig were away at some 
 chateau, and so Mr. Gig gave a little bachelor's 
 dinner to Henry, William, and me. Of course 
 everything was served in the best of taste, for taste, 
 as Gig frequently told me, was \(\'s> forte : he was 
 proud of his taste, and considered, with Brillat-Sava- 
 rin, that eating and drinking should be, in its way, 
 as much a fine art as painting and sculpture. 
 
 "That may be," said William; "at the same 
 time, if I am hungry, I like a good cut off the 
 rump." 
 
 " Yes, William ; but you are too coarse. I hate 
 coarseness. I have no personal vanity, as you 
 know, but I am most refined ; coarseness grates 
 upon my nerves." 
 
 " Quite so ; but at the same time I can't see 
 what connection there is between eating and drink- 
 ing and painting and sculpture." 
 
 The quiet Henry ventured to suggest that, as 
 painting had to do with the palette and sculpture 
 with carving, there might be some relation. At 
 this Gig put up his hands and looked sad, and I
 
 GIG 261 
 
 must confess that the joke gave me an opportunity 
 of lauofhino- at Gior. 
 
 And so the little dinner went on very plea- 
 santly, the dainty dishes being interspersed with 
 badi7iaze. 
 
 William, who was full of fun and spirits, winked 
 at me every now and then, as much as to say, 
 "I'm only drawing him out;" and it was not a 
 little amusing to note the contrast, either real or 
 assumed, between the two greatest friends, — Gig all 
 sentiment, dreaming only of poetry and art, — and 
 William, practical and prosaic, looking upon poetry 
 and art as all bosh. 
 
 I glanced from time to time at the pictures 
 hanging round the room, which were very imper- 
 fectly lighted by the shaded candles that stood on 
 the dinner-table ; but I could distinguish a De 
 Hooghe, the "Pink Boy" by Gainsborough, a 
 Panini, a \'andyke, and a Dutch battle-piece painted 
 on copper. 
 
 " You seem to have some good pictures, Mr. S. ? " 
 
 " Indeed I have ; but don't call me Mr. S., call 
 ig. 
 
 " I will, by-and-by, I can't do it at first, you 
 know." 
 
 " How nice of you, Dolly." 
 
 In the course of the evening I oot as far as 
 calling him not only Gig, but even Gig dear, for 
 he was truly, as he said, very sympathetic, and it 
 did not take long to feel perfectly at ea.sc and at 
 home with him.
 
 262 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 He was anxious that I should see his collection, 
 although he had a strange way of showing it ; for 
 after telling me that they were all signed pictures, 
 he took a candle from the table and dashed it from 
 one to the other before I had time to see whether 
 it was a landscape or a figure subject. 
 
 "This," said he, "is a fine sea-piece by Bak- 
 huizen ; but come and look at my Claude," and 
 before I had time to see either of them the light 
 was wafted away to his Hoogstraten, his Lingel- 
 bach, and his Paul Potter, "all signed pictures," 
 more importance being attached to that, than even 
 to the works themselves. 
 
 I was interested in a De Hooghe. " Oh, don't 
 look at that ; but tell me what you think of my 
 ' Pink Boy ' ^ by Gainsborough, the companion to 
 his ' Blue Boy.' " I could not, in the dim light, see 
 what that picture was like ; but I examined the 
 Dutch battle-piece painted on copper, and could 
 not resist giving it a gentle tap. I was then called 
 off to look at some monks by Van Somer, painted 
 expressly for Gig. 
 
 "You have modern pictures as well, then.'*" 
 said 1. 
 
 " Oh yes ; and I must have one of yours. What 
 are you painting } " 
 
 1 The "Pink Boy," exhibited at the Royal Academy in 1879 (No. 
 39), is a portrait of Master Nicholls, grandson of Dr. Mead. It is 
 described in the catalogue as : "A full length, standing, in a land- 
 scape, in a red and white fancy costume, holding a red hat with 
 ostrich feather in left hand ; long, fair hair. Canvas 65 by 445 inches. 
 Lent by John Xaylor, Esq."
 
 GIG 263 
 
 "Some children at breakfast, sitting under an 
 oriel window, at Hever Castle." 
 
 '' I must have that picture ; it must be lovely ; 
 consider it mine." 
 
 For the moment I did, but a minute or two 
 afterwards I did not. I recollected mv enthusiastic 
 Spanish friend, the little General, who gave me a 
 commission to paint himself, his wife, his sons, his 
 daughters, the aristocracy of Spain generally, and 
 all the royal family, which ended in a little boy ; 
 and even he was not intended. 
 
 In a somewhat similar manner, Gig bought 
 nearly every picture I painted for several years. 
 True, the transactions never came to a final settle- 
 ment, because he said that if anybody else wanted 
 the work he would waive his claim to • it and take 
 the next. So, although Gig was one of my greatest 
 patrons, he never succeeded in obtaining a picture 
 of mine for himself, but generously and invariably 
 let some one else have it. 
 
 It was time to adjourn to the smoking-room, 
 so the further contemplation of Gig's masterpieces 
 was postponed to another occasion. I may note, 
 however, that although he never succeeded in 
 obtaining one of my productions, he sent me as a 
 present a beautiful sketch by Vandyke, which I still 
 have and value, not only for its intrinsic merit, 
 but for the sake of and in remembrance of the 
 kind giver. 
 
 "How about that picture )<)u arc lo paint for 
 me ? " said William, as soon as we were settled
 
 264 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 down in the smoking-room. For William, the 
 bluff, although he had seen the ups and downs of 
 life, had again come to the ups, since he was in a 
 position to give orders for pictures ; and, notwith- 
 standing that he looked upon poetry and art as 
 bosh, he was not averse to having pretty things 
 about him in the way of furniture, china, and 
 paintings. " Have you thought of a subject, 
 Dolly ? " said he. " You know I should like it to 
 be something spicy." 
 
 " Spicy ! " said Gig with a sigh. " The idea of 
 a spicy picture ! as if it were something to eat. 
 You are too fond of eating, William. You allow 
 your animal nature to preponderate. You should 
 feed your mind as well as your body." 
 
 "Why don't you say carcass, Gig? I only go 
 by the book. Let us eat, drink, and be merry, for 
 to-morrow we die ! and you haven't a bad twist, 
 old boy." 
 
 " Oh, William, you are incorrigible ! " 
 
 " I stand corrected, Gig. But let us come back 
 to the picture." 
 
 I said I had thought of a subject. 
 
 " Let's have it then," said William. 
 
 " Well — it's from Euripides." 
 
 " Blow Euripides ! Who the devil cares for 
 Euripides ? " said William. 
 
 " William," said Gig reprovingly, " you shouldn't 
 speak of a great poet like Euripides in that manner. 
 You know, Aristotle says he was the most tragic 
 of all the poets."
 
 GIG 265 
 
 William. "Oh, was he? I beg his pardon." 
 Gig. '' Let me read one of his tragedies to you. 
 Let me read ' Hecuba.' " 
 
 William. " Not now, Gig. Thank you all the 
 same. I'm afraid it would tire you." 
 
 Of course Henry couldn't help joining in with — 
 "What's Hecuba to him, or he to Hecuba? " 
 Gig was a very good reader, and was especially 
 great in pathetic scenes. He was anxious to do 
 the parting of Hecuba with Polyxene : "Woe is 
 me, I faint and my limbs are loosed," &c., but 
 William still thought that the effort would be too 
 much for him. So Euripides was set aside, and 
 the subject I eventually painted was, "The Lost 
 Labour of the Danaides," who pass mournfully to 
 and fro in Hades, with their broken pitchers, which 
 was intended as a poetical representation of Human 
 Life, Time for ever running out. 
 
 But to continue the account of our little evening, 
 I must tell you that, although Gig was not allowed 
 to read the tragedy of Hecuba, William thought 
 he would make up for it by asking him to read the 
 " Bridge of Sisfhs," as he said he could understand 
 that better, and, after a great deal of pressing. Gig 
 began : — 
 
 "THE BRIDGE OF SIGHS" 
 
 (with emphasis, and as though he were intoning). 
 
 " One more unfortunate " 
 
 William. "Ah, yes, read that, Gig."
 
 266 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 Gig {in a plaintive voice). "Why do you inter- 
 rupt, William, just as I am beginning ? 
 
 ' One more unfortunate, 
 Weary of breath ' " 
 
 William. " I was only going to say that I should 
 like Dolly to hear you read ; that's all." 
 
 Gig. " But how can I read if you interrupt like 
 that?" 
 
 William. " I beg your pardon, Gig." 
 
 Gig. " Then I will go on — 
 
 ' One ' " 
 
 Williafn. "You must listen to this, Dolly. It's 
 the best thing he does." 
 
 D. "Oh yes." 
 
 Gig. "Shall I go on, or shall I not.'*" 
 
 D. " Oh yes, do, please ! " 
 
 William. " There, we are quiet now. Just let 
 me light my pipe. Now then, Gig." 
 
 Gig. "Yes, but if you would rather not 
 listen " 
 
 William. "No, no, Gig! We want to hear 
 it. {Aside to D.) I've heard it fifty times, but it 
 pleases him." 
 
 Gig. "You are quite sure it will not bore you, 
 Dolly ? " 
 
 D. " Oh, quite the contrary ! I am very fond 
 of poetry, especially Tom Hood's, and I should 
 so m,uch like to \\^:^x you read."
 
 GIG 267 
 
 Gig. "Thank you." 
 
 William {mcdgi7ig D., aside). "That'll please 
 him." 
 
 Gig. " One more unfortunate, 
 
 Weary of breath, 
 Rashly importunate 
 Gone to her death. 
 
 Take her up tenderly, 
 Lift her with care 
 
 William. " I always liked that bit." 
 
 Gig. " Fashioned so slenderly, 
 
 Young and so fair. 
 
 Where the lamps quiver 
 
 So far in the river. 
 
 With many a light 
 
 From window and casement, 
 
 From garret to basement, 
 
 Houseless by night." 
 
 Willia77i. " Stunning ! " 
 
 Gig. " The bleak wind of March " 
 
 William. " I beg pardon, Gig, but why do you 
 say wind? Why don't you say ^c^/W.^" 
 
 Gig. " Really, William, you surely know that 
 they always say wind in poetry." 
 
 William. "Oh, all right! only it sounds nun. 
 that's all."
 
 268 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 Gig. " You are so prosaic, William " {con- 
 
 tinuing) — 
 
 " Take her up tenderly, 
 Lift her with care. 
 Fashioned so slenderly. 
 Young and so fair." 
 
 William. "Bravo, Gig! thank you, thank you! 
 Beautifully read, isn't it, 'Dolfo?" 
 
 Gig. " But I haven't finished yet." 
 
 William. "Oh, I beg pardon! I thought you 
 had, and were beginning it all over again." 
 
 Gig. " There, I see it bores you. Besides, I'm 
 tired." 
 
 Among other little touches that are necessary 
 to complete the portrait of my friend Gig, I must 
 not forget his particular aversion to any one pro- 
 nouncing their words badly ; and if Holmes, the 
 butler, had not been an exceptionally good servant, 
 he would have had to leave at once, because his 
 education in this respect was certainly deficient. 
 Soon after the reading of " The Bridge of Sighs " 
 he made his appearance with the glasses and grogs, 
 and, on Gig's inquiry as to his next week's engage- 
 ments, Holmes informed him that he was not 
 engaged for "Toosdy." Poor Gig besought him 
 to say Tuesday, pronouncing each letter of the word 
 distinctly. 
 
 "Don't say 'Toosdy,' Holmes. If you only 
 knew how it grated on my nerves to hear you say 
 ' Toosdy,' I'm sure you would never do it. In the 
 future, please, say ' Tuesday.' "
 
 GIG 269 
 
 " I will, sir." 
 
 " Thank you." 
 
 Scarcely was this little compact made when 
 Holmes asked if we would like some "corfey,"but 
 Gior shook his head, his nerves were arain beine 
 grated upon ; he was silent. 
 
 A little later on, the name of Ruskin came up, 
 and Gig, who had a beautiful copy of " Modern 
 Painters," bound in white and gold, rang for Holmes 
 to bring it down. But never shall I forget that 
 serious domestic's bewildered expression when Gig 
 informed him that he wanted to show his " Ruskin" 
 to Mr. Storey and then asked him to fetch it. 
 Holmes blushed and begged pardon, and said he 
 did not know what a " Ruskin" was. Upon being 
 informed it was a book in five volumes, he dis- 
 appeared and soon returned with the treasures, his 
 face, in the meantime, havino- resumed its calm, 
 and although he seldom smiled, the corners of his 
 mouth on this occasion had a slight tendency to 
 turn up. 
 
 After this first introduction, I saw Gig many 
 times, and generally found him deeply engrossed in 
 some new and impracticable project. The Franco- 
 Prussian War was then raging with all its disastrous 
 fury. News of its horrors and suffering were con- 
 tinually pouring in, and Gig was busy preparing 
 to go out and nurse the sick and the wounded and 
 to assuage their agonies, which, he said, he felt 
 most acutely in imagination ; all nighl he heard 
 their groans, and l(;nged to be of comfort to ihcm,
 
 270 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 And notwithstandinor the efforts of his friends to 
 dissuade him from his purpose, owing to his own 
 delicate state of health, Gig would go. He en- 
 rolled himself as one of the ambulance corps, and 
 had a red cross sewn on to the sleeve of his coat 
 in a very conspicuous place to denote his errand of 
 charity and of self-sacrifice. But no sooner had he 
 arrived in Paris than he was arrested as a Prussian 
 spy. The zealous gendarmes suspected him, and 
 immediately surrounded him with drawn swords 
 and fixed bayonets, and marched him off to prison 
 without ceremony. 
 
 " Je le connais bien .'* " said one. "II ne nous 
 echappera pas cette fois," said a second ; and a 
 third, addressing him with a malicious smile, said, 
 "Nous allons te fusilier demain " ("You will be 
 shot to-morrow morning "). 
 
 Gig resigned himself patiently to the situation, 
 and addressing his captors in his usual gentle 
 manner, told them that he did not fear death, and 
 that they might shoot him if they pleased. He had 
 sacrificed all the comforts of his home in England 
 to come out to the seat of war, in the hope of being 
 some comfort and help to those who fell wounded 
 in battle ; and in doing so he might be sacrificing 
 his life. If they chose to take that life before he 
 had the opportunity of doing the good he proposed, 
 not only by his own personal efforts, but by the 
 money he intended to disburse, it was a pity. But 
 still if they shot him he felt the satisfaction that he 
 would die in a good cause. "But," said he, "in
 
 GIG 
 
 271 
 
 order that you may not place yourselves in an 
 awkward and regretable position, I beg of your 
 officer to take my card to the British ambas- 
 sador, who is a personal friend of mine, and will 
 certify that I am an English gentleman, and not a 
 Prussian spy." 
 
 The officer took the card, although at the same 
 time he felt it was only a ruse on the part of the 
 crafty spy, and sent it on to the British Embassy. 
 Perhaps, too, he was a little surprised at the quiet 
 way in which Gig took the affair. However, a 
 note soon came from Lord Lyons informing the 
 military of their mistake ; that the gentleman in 
 question was an Englishman, and a personal friend 
 of his, a frequent resident in Paris, and well known 
 for his many acts of kindness to the distressed. Of 
 course the release of Gig followed immediately, and 
 the officer and his men not only tendered him their 
 most profound apologies, but wanted to embrace 
 him into the bargain. 
 
 He then pursued his journey, and carried out, as 
 far as his strength would permit, the good mission 
 he was bent upon. 
 
 • • • • • 
 
 And now, my dear Gig, farewell ! Among the 
 many unfulfilled wishes of your kind heart was the 
 wish that I should paint your portrait. Appoint- 
 ments for sittinofs were made, but fate willed that 
 other pressing engagements should cause those 
 sittings to be deferred until y(ju departed this life, 
 and the picture was never painted.
 
 272 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 Perhaps that absence of personal vanity to which 
 you so frequently alluded, may have been at the 
 bottom of this matter. At any rate, my dear Gig, 
 if you could only look on these pages, you might 
 feel a satisfaction, mingled with reproof, that after 
 more than twenty years I have made a sketch of 
 you from memory.
 
 CURIOSITY. 
 
 XXXVI 
 
 BEHIND THE SCREEN 
 
 I HAVE often noticed people when they enter a 
 studio look rather suspiciously at the screen, 
 especially if a picture of "Andromeda," or " i.a 
 Cigale," or " Lady Godiva " happens to be on tiie 
 
 easel. I was busily engaged putting the fniishing 
 
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 274 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 touches to a picture of the latter subject, which I had 
 to send to the Royal Academy the next day, when 
 a knock came at the door. My model ran behind 
 the screen, and a large party of visitors then entered, 
 so I wheeled my easel with the Lady of Coventry 
 out of the way. The other picture "on view" was 
 the historical-incident picture of Henry VHI. at a 
 merrymaking, having a bout at singlestick with a 
 yokel, surrounded by court ladies and country folk, 
 with all the fun of the fair in the distance. But 
 somehow or other I could not get my visitors to 
 be interested in this bygone gone-to-sleep world, 
 notwithstanding all the expense I had been at to 
 secure appropriate costumes, and the time I had 
 spent poring over books and other authorities to get 
 my details correct. Curiosity prevailed over a love 
 of art and archaeology ; every one wanted to see 
 the picture that was turned away because it was 
 turned away ; and when eventually it was wheeled 
 round for their inspection some of the lady visitors 
 also turned away, whispered to each other, looked 
 up, then down, and then had a sudden desire to 
 examine the historical work more closely and criti- 
 cally. A slight cough and movement behind the 
 screen gave rise to more whispering. One gentle- 
 man of the party was lost in admiration of Godiva. 
 
 " Lovely, Mr. Storey, — most beautiful ! " Then 
 with a kind of sad, heartbroken tone, he said, 
 " Really I never saw anything so lovely in all my 
 life ;" and then, after another sigh, " Now, did you 
 paint that from a real girl ? "
 
 BEHIND THE SCREEN 275 
 
 " From a real girl," said I ; and then one of the 
 young ladies wanted to call pa's attention to the 
 portrait of Katharine of Aragon in the Henry VHI. 
 picture. But pa still harped upon Godiva, and espe- 
 cially on the "real girl"; so I told him how pleased 
 I was that he liked the picture, because Fred 
 Walker, whom we all looked upon as one of our 
 greatest artists, had just been to see it, and said 
 it was "awfully stunning ! in fact, devilish good ! " 
 
 Ma, in the meantime, havinof noticed the move- 
 ment behind the screen, took the opportunity of just 
 peeping quietly, in the hope, or fear, of discovering 
 the "real girl"; and whether to her disappoint- 
 ment, or whether to her satisfaction, I do not know, 
 but all she saw was a simple maiden completely 
 dressed, eating an apple and reading the FauiiLy 
 Herald. The party then wished me a good morn- 
 ing, with apologies for disturbing me, and thanking 
 me for showing them my beautiful pictures ; but 
 probably feeling in their minds that an artist's studio 
 was rather a dreadful place, with its real girls, and 
 its young men who talked about pictures being 
 "awfully stunning and devilish good." 
 
 It seems that others besides the lady above- 
 mentioned are somewhat curious on the subject ol 
 models. There is an impression abroad thai they 
 are not like other people. One young lady — yes, 
 young lady — who sat to me many times, was at a 
 ball in Mayfair, when her partner began talking 
 about the Royal Academy and the jiirtnrcs. and 
 those who sal for llicm.
 
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 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 " Queer people these models," said he ; "a rum 
 lot, I should say." 
 
 " He little thought," said my fair sitter, "that I 
 was one of them." 
 
 This young lady was related to a judge — had 
 lived in affluence — but on the death of her father 
 
 THE MODEL BEHIND THE SCREEN. 
 
 she and her sisters had to get their own living. She 
 was recommended to me by a lady artist, our 
 mutual friend, and thus she became my model. 
 She described some of the means she and her 
 sisters had employed to earn a living, one of them 
 
 beinsf to make ladies' underclothinsf for a 
 
 large
 
 BEHIND THE SCREEN 277 
 
 West-End firm, and she assured me that the most 
 they could earn by working hard all day, getting 
 up early and going to bed late, was four shillings 
 a week each ! Old friends invited them to stay in 
 their houses, and possibly helped them in other 
 ways, and thus it was that pretty Miss E. appeared 
 occasionally at a ball ; but, like poor Cinderella, she 
 knew that when the hour for departure rang out. 
 she must escape from the brilliant company or be 
 
 seen m raors. 
 
 Another instance was the beautiful orioinal of 
 my picture called " Mistress Dorothy " (1873). She 
 was sent to me with a note of introduction by the 
 same kind lady who had sent Miss E., who was 
 Charretie by name and Charity by nature. 
 
 Miss S., the dausfhter of a lieutenant in the 
 navy, was very lovely and very shy. It was with 
 an almost tremblinor hand that she or^ve me the 
 note she had brousfht from our friend. I asked her 
 to take a seat while I read the letter. She sat 
 down with her hands in her lap, and her face half- 
 turned away. 
 
 " Now, please, stay just as you are," said I, and 
 I at once got to work and painted a picture of her, 
 with no alteration except in the hat and dress. As 
 she sat, we chatted. We talked of our friend. Mrs. 
 Charretie, who had also seen the ups and downs ol 
 life, and my fair model soon became (juite at her 
 ease, and found that sitting to an artist was not 
 such a dreadful thing after all, and had none of the 
 terrors she had imagined. After this she paid me
 
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 many visits, and sat for some of the figures in a 
 picture I was engaged upon at the time, called 
 " Scandal." 
 
 AT THE STUDIO DOOR. 
 
 She had been to me once or twice a week for 
 over a year, and at last felt quite as much at home 
 in the studio as in her own little room. Now and 
 then, when I became engrossed in my work, and
 
 BEHIND THE SCREEN 279 
 
 we sat in silence, I noticed a sad look on her face, 
 as if her thoughts were far away, and I would ask 
 her where she had gone to, which would bring 
 her back with a laugh. The picture of " Scandal " 
 was still going on, when one morning — a sunny 
 morning — she entered the studio with a bright, 
 happy expression, which greatly enhanced her 
 beauty, and as she came forward to shake hands, 
 she said — 
 
 " I have some news for you, Mr. Storey." 
 
 " Indeed ! " said I, laughing ; " I know all about 
 it ; you are going to be married." 
 
 " Who could have told you ? " said she. 
 
 "Why, yourself, of course; I saw it written on 
 your face as soon as you came into the room. Am 
 I not right ? " 
 
 "You are indeed," said she, laughing. 
 
 " Why, my dear young lady, everybody must 
 have seen it as you came along ; surely the rude 
 boys must have been calling after you, ' There 
 goes a girl that's going to be married.' " 
 
 I congfratulated her sincerely, and said that the 
 only drawback to it was that I should lose her. 
 She sat down as at our first interview, with her 
 hands in her lap, and did not turn her face away 
 this time, but looked at me as if she wished inc 
 to share her happiness, and again I said. " Stay 
 as you are." I then took a fresh canvas and began 
 my picture of " Mistress Dorothy," and whether it 
 was a good or a bad picture, at all event.s il was 
 an inspiration. As some of the events arising
 
 2 8o SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 from it were curious and unexpected, I will con- 
 tinue the story. 
 
 The first sitting was scarcely over when a kind 
 old friend of pleasant memory — Tom Agnew — 
 made his appearance. He was struck with the 
 rub-in — the sketch on the canvas. 
 
 "What's that?" said he. 
 
 " It is a picture I am painting for you," said I. 
 " I was told the other day that you said I could 
 paint children, but couldn't paint a woman, so I am 
 painting this to show you whether I can or not." 
 
 Of course this was said half in fun, and I am 
 afraid that saying things half in fun or wholly in 
 fun is not very wise. The world does not always 
 take a joke as it is meant. But in this case it was 
 taken kindly. 
 
 " What is the price ? " said he. 
 
 "One hundred pounds," said I. 
 
 " But it is only a portrait," said my friend. And 
 the matter dropped. 
 
 He came about a fortnight after, and saw a 
 great advance in " Mistress Dorothy." 
 
 "You are going to make a good thing of that," 
 said he, and again asked the price. 
 
 " Two hundred pounds," I replied. 
 
 He smiled and said, "You told me it was one 
 hundred." 
 
 "Yes; but that was a fortnight ago," said I. 
 And again the matter dropped. 
 
 He paid me a third visit, accompanied by 
 Mr. Morgan, who eventually became the owner of
 
 BEHIND THE SCREEN 281 
 
 "Scandal," to which work his attention was called; 
 but his eyes would wander from the big picture 
 and fix themselves on "Dorothy." As they were 
 leaving, Tom Agnew took me aside and said, " Seri- 
 ously, now, how much do you really want for her ? " 
 
 "Three hundred guineas," was my reply, and 
 then he and his friend drove off. 
 
 I do not think I quite liked saying that, although 
 it was half in fun, but the fact was that I was not 
 anxious to part with the picture, and therefore I 
 asked a good price for it, although it made me 
 seem a bit conceited and not perhaps quite kindly 
 to my old friend. Still I had no reason to repent 
 the folly of it. The picture was sent to the Aca- 
 demy. Sir Francis Grant was then President, and 
 he too was taken with " Dorothy." When she 
 came up before the Council of Ten, over which he 
 presided, he exclaimed — 
 
 " My God ! what a fine woman ! what a splendid 
 creature ! Who's the painter ? " and on being in- 
 formed, said, "Bravo! Storey." 
 
 It so happened that that same evening Sir 
 Francis Grant dined with Baron Rothschild, and, 
 still impressed with " Dorothy," he spoke of her in 
 high terms. And to show how curiously events 
 interlace themselves, and how by apparcntK ilu' 
 merest accidents other events come about ihai 
 are most unexpected, on the very next day after 
 that dinner in Piccadilly, a splendid (Mjiiip-igf, uiih 
 a pair of prancing and snorliiig steeds, drove up 
 to niv modest dwellinir in St. Mary's Terrace,
 
 2 82 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 Paddington, and a handsome young gentleman pre- 
 sented himself to the modest artist to ask if his pic- 
 ture of " Mistress Dorothy" was for sale, and for how 
 much ? I named the same price that I had asked 
 Tom Agnew, namely, three hundred guineas, sent 
 a small sketch of the work, and the next day re- 
 ceived a cheque for the amount. And, furthermore, 
 after "Dorothy" returned from the Academy, the 
 Baron sent me an invitation to call and see him in 
 Piccadilly, where I found him and " Dorothy " en 
 tHe-a-tete ; he was on the sofa and she on a chair 
 not far off. 
 
 " There she is," said he. " I like her to keep 
 me company, and you must come and see her and 
 me whenever you feel inclined. I am always at 
 home on Saturday afternoon." He showed me 
 many lovely pictures in his drawing-room by 
 Reynolds, Vandyke, Gainsborough, and others ; he 
 sitting in a chair on wheels which went up and down 
 from floor to floor in a lift. I paid many visits to 
 the great rich Baron de Rothschild, and was always 
 amiably received — and all through " Dorothy." 
 
 But I have still more to say about her. At the 
 Academy she was a pendant to one of Millais' 
 pictures (Vanessa) and Millais said of her in his 
 jovial-hearted way, "If I hadn't a wife already I 
 would have married that girl." Fred Walker was 
 quite angry with me for not letting him know about 
 her ; he bit his nails and said she was just the sort 
 of wife he was looking for, and when I told him 
 she was another's he stamped his foot and said —
 
 BEHIND THE SCREEN 283 
 
 never mind what he said. I do not remember the 
 exact words. 
 
 But this is not all. I trust the reader will not 
 suppose I am inventing this story for my own 
 glorification, or even telling it for that reason. It 
 is only because it is a curious phenomenon, a kind 
 of boom or unaccountable current of feeling for a 
 certain something, whether in art, literature, or what 
 not, that does not depend on the artistic or literary 
 merit of it but upon some novelty, some note of 
 sympathy or some passing whim, whatever we may 
 like to call it, that makes these runs upon certain 
 books, pictures, and fashions. Nearly every day 
 after this picture was seen at the Royal Academy I 
 had letters from ladies asking me about the hat worn 
 by Mistress Dorothy. Large hats were not then in 
 vogue ; the pork-pie was all the rage, so I suppose 
 there was a novelty in this one, which, after all, was 
 only an old Chelsea pensioner's head-gear twisted 
 into a different shape, and ornamented with a ribbon 
 and a big bow. The name of Dorothy, too, was a 
 revival of an old name that had then gone out of 
 fashion. 
 
 The ladies, for the most part, went for Dorothy's 
 hat, the men for Dorothy. One of my sisters, on 
 going to her milliner's to choose a costume for the 
 Ascot week, was shown the last new thing in hats, 
 taken from a picture in the Royal Academy, namely, 
 "Dorothy." And yet there seems nothing to me 
 now so very wonderful about the work ; I do not 
 feel very proud of it.
 
 284 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 And now I daresay you think 1 have done with 
 the subject ; but the most remarkable circumstance 
 connected with it remains to be told. 
 
 Let us suppose that seven years have elapsed. 
 Miss S. has \oncr ao-o been married. Mrs. Char- 
 retie and I have been there to tea. The husband 
 is a business man well-to-do, and the little home 
 seems to be a very happy one. But it has all passed 
 on like a picture in a diorama. Mrs. Charretie has 
 passed away too, and I have not seen the rich Baron 
 for some long time, and even Dorothy has almost 
 faded from my recollection. I have moved into a 
 new studio. I have painted portraits of other lovely 
 women, mostly in society, and have even got into 
 society myself, and visited in Mayfair, and Ken- 
 sington, and all about there ; and am invited to fine 
 old English country houses, to shooting parties, 
 and dinner parties, and garden parties, and fancy 
 dress parties, &c. &c. &c., and partake of all the 
 pleasures and luxuries, and, shall I add, vanities, of 
 the rich and titled portion of the community, and 
 this, in a great measure, owing to the fair Dorothy 
 and her bior hat. 
 
 One morning I received a letter from a lady 
 quite unknown to me, beginning : — 
 
 " Sir,- — I am indirectly indebted to you for a very 
 happy marriage" ("How on earth can this be .'^ " 
 thought I. " What next, I wonder ! " and continuing 
 the letter), "for your charming picture of 'Mistress 
 Dorothy ' in the Academy six years ago was inci- 
 dentally the cause of it." (To think that a picture
 
 BEHIND THE SCREEN 285 
 
 by me should be the cause of a happy marriao-e ! 
 This, I must confess, gave me great pleasure, as well 
 as amusement.) The letter then goes on to say: 
 " And our first little daughter " (a daughter, too !) 
 ''we called ' Dorothy' in memory of it. I beo^ to 
 enclose you a photograph of our little ' Mistress 
 Dorothy,' now four and a half years old." (Was I 
 then incidentally in some way the cause of this other 
 little " Dorothy " .'^) However, the letter concludes 
 with the request, a very modest favour, namely, to 
 inform the writer if it is possible for her to obtain 
 an engraving or photo of the picture, which she has 
 long wished to possess, in memory of her good 
 fortune. 
 
 Of course my reply to that letter was to send 
 the photograph, and to say that I was always 
 pleased to hear that any work of mine had given 
 pleasure to others ; but that it should bring about 
 a happy marriage far surpassed the wildest dreams 
 of ambition that I had ever entertained. I added, 
 that I hoped I should one day have the pleasure 
 of making the acquaintance of my kind correspon- 
 dent, her husband, and their " Mistress Dorothy," 
 which all came about in due course. The mystery 
 was not difficult to explain. Mr. C. saw the picture 
 and was taken with it. A friend said she knew a 
 young lady very like Dorothy, and introduced him 
 to her ; then he was taken with the young lady, and 
 no wonder! and she was taken with him, and so all 
 ended happily; and I hope if th(;y or thcii- liule 
 Dorothy — who must now be about iwcntN-oiK-
 
 286 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 should read this, they will not be angry at my 
 writing it, and will let me hear from them to that 
 effect ; for like many other pictures in this diorama 
 of my memory, they, too, have passed on, and are 
 lost to view. 
 
 It would not be difficult to add many more 
 stories to this chapter ; and there is one about little 
 Nora that I should much like to tell, but it is too 
 long and too intricate, and so wrapped up in mystery 
 that I could not tell it here. I can only say that 
 she was the sweetest and prettiest little girl I had 
 ever seen ; and I wondered how she could belong- 
 to such poor people as those she was with ; and that 
 eventually it turned out that she did not belong to 
 them, but was the daughter of parents living not a 
 hundred miles from Park Lane ; that her mother 
 was very beautiful, and in society, and eventually 
 bought little Nora's picture to hang in her drawing- 
 room. 
 
 Pretty girls connected with the stage have been 
 among my best models. Among these was a sweet 
 Irish girl named Nelly M., who sat to me many 
 times. Sir John Millais has painted a very true 
 likeness of her in "A Good Resolve"; a girl stand- 
 ing with an open Bible before her, and her finger 
 pointing to some passage of Scripture. In my pic- 
 ture of a girl "Going to Church" I have painted 
 another view of her pretty face, which was as kind 
 as it was pretty ; and we all know that when an 
 Irish girl is kind and pretty there are few other girls 
 in the world that can beat her. She spoke with
 
 BEHIND THE SCREEN 287 
 
 just that tone and accent which is so Irish, and yet 
 
 NORA, 
 
 SO soft and musical, and was delightfully unconscious 
 of it. She said to me one day, with a most unmis-
 
 288 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 takable pronunciation, " You'd never think I was 
 Irish by my accent now, would you?" 
 
 And another time, when she appeared in a new 
 ulster coat, I compHmented her upon it, saying how 
 becomino; it was as well as comfortable and useful. 
 
 "Yes," she said, "it is, and you know I don't 
 care how wet I get as long as I've got my ulster 
 on." 
 
 I repeated to her what she had said. 
 
 "Did I now } The fact is, I talk without 
 thinking." 
 
 She was in a great state of mind one day 
 because of a dreadful mistake that her sister Jenny 
 had made the night before at the theatre. They 
 had been noticed by Royalty, and were introduced 
 by the manager to the Prince. " And," said she, 
 " we were so nervous that we didn't know what 
 we were doing or saying. The Prince was very 
 pleasant, and said, 'You are Irish, are you not.'*' 
 and Jenny said, ' No, sir, we come from Dublin ! ! ! ' 
 She saw at once what a mistake she had made, and 
 we both coloured up, and didn't know what to do, 
 and poor Jenny will never forgive herself. I'd have 
 given anything rather than she should have said it, 
 because you know the Prince must have thought we 
 were laughing at him." 
 
 A beautiful portrait of her was painted by Cal- 
 deron in his " Gloire de Dijon," a girl holding a 
 basket of roses in front of her. The picture is now 
 in the Gallery at Hamburg, in the collection pre- 
 sented by Mr. G. C. Schwabe to that city.
 
 BEHIND THE SCREEN 289 
 
 Models, then, it will be seen, are just like other 
 people, only they have to sit still, and to be able 
 to take an interest in their work ; to wear their 
 various dresses and costumes naturally ; to have 
 good features, and well-shaped limbs : and especially 
 to be strong. All the fine models, male or female, 
 are to a certain extent athletes, the firm muscle 
 giving the beautiful form.
 
 THE BRIGAND. 
 
 XXXVII 
 
 MY ITALIAN MODEL'S STORY 
 
 CARAVAGGIO, one of my Italian models, was 
 not only an excellent sitter, and shaped like 
 an antique statue, but was also an intelligent com- 
 panion. He told me some ghastly and wonderful 
 stories about brigands that were enough to make 
 one's blood creep, and one's hair stand on end, and 
 would probably have interrupted my work had they 
 not sounded almost like fiction, and were narrated 
 in a quiet tone, as though he were reading to amuse 
 
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 MY ITALIAN MODEL'S STORY 291 
 
 me rather than to distract my attention. The facts, 
 horrible as they are, I am sorry to say, are only 
 too true ; but that they happened some thirty or 
 forty years ago gives a certain distance to them 
 which is the only thing in their favour. 
 
 It is one of those strange things I never could 
 account for that some of the most horrible crimes 
 are committed in the most beautiful places. The 
 fearful doings of the Holy Inquisition were enacted 
 in lovely Venice, and the haunts of the brigands, 
 whose deeds I am about to narrate, were in the rich 
 and romantic country of the Abruzzi. 
 
 Near the village of Nisco, the birthplace of 
 my Italian model, were many of these splendid land- 
 scapes — dense woods and mountain defiles— that 
 afforded shelter and a home to a band of some twelve 
 desperadoes. Their chief was a young man named 
 Fuoco, who won his way to distinction by commit- 
 ting the most villainous act that a mortal can be 
 guilty of, one which is too revolting to set down in 
 these pages. We can only hope that it is not true. 
 He was handsome and strong, and his horrible 
 crime was looked upon as such a masterpiece that 
 he was at once and unanimously elected to be their 
 captain. 
 
 There is surely plenty of scope here for cheap 
 moralising, but I went on painting and Caravaggio 
 went on talking. 
 
 This " Diavolo," strange to say, was a clfncr 
 and fascinating young man, and in one of his early 
 adventures captured a young lady who was exceed-
 
 292 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 ingly handsome. He took her to his cave, bound 
 her hand and foot, then went out with his merry men 
 and despatched the rest of the party. He stabbed 
 her father and her mother, and I beheve no one 
 escaped that terrible adventure but the coachman, 
 who jumped down and hid himself behind a rock. 
 This splendid "Diavolo" lost no time in acquainting 
 his fair captive that he had sent her father and her 
 mother to a better world, where she should at once 
 follow them if she did not consent to be his bride. 
 Whether it was this sudden disaster which changed 
 her nature and drove her mad, or whether the 
 handsome villain really captivated her heart, I do 
 not know, but she consented without demur to 
 share his love and his dangers, and became in a 
 short time as cruel and wicked a fiend as her 
 spouse. 
 
 I have not the time nor the talent to work up 
 these sensational materials into a thrilling novel ; I 
 am going on painting my picture for the Royal 
 Academy, and I have to get the expression of a 
 certain " Hungry Messenger," who is one of the 
 principal characters in it, so I say, " Go on, Cara- 
 vaggio ; this Signor Diavolo is a masterpiece of 
 human wickedness." 
 
 The above are mere trifles to what remains to 
 be told ; they are the overture to the opera of "The 
 Bloodthirsty Brigands " who infested the romantic 
 defiles of the Abruzzi. The joy of plunder was but 
 the first degree, the spilling of blood the second, 
 but torture was the superlative. That seems to
 
 MY ITALIAN MODEL'S STORY 293 
 
 have been the exquisite pleasure of these con- 
 noisseurs in the pecuHar happiness of making their 
 fellow-creatures writhe in misery and aeonv. 
 
 One fine day these bold adventurers, twelve in 
 number, captured a single individual, a guard of the 
 forest, whom they suspected of giving information 
 of their movements and their whereabouts to the 
 authorities, which if he did he was but doing his 
 duty. However, they intended to make an example 
 of him, and to thoroughly enjoy themselves at the 
 same time. The manner of their proceeding was 
 slow but deliberate, in order to make it the more 
 painful. They began by breaking his shin-bones, 
 then his feet and his thighs, leaving him sufficient 
 time to realise the agony of each operation ; they 
 then broke his arms, and not until every bone they 
 could smash was smashed were thev content to let 
 the poor wretch die in lingering torture, his captors 
 mocking him the whole time and laughing at his 
 groans. Brigands ! and no mistake ! there is no 
 beast so cruel as the human beast. 
 
 Lest this horrible story should deter the reader 
 from perusing this account any further, I will tell 
 another in which the intended victim was more 
 fortunate ; he not only lived to icll the tale, but 
 sat for one of my early pictures. He too was a 
 "Guardia Campestre, ' and had given offence to this 
 band of brothers by rcpurliug iheir muxtinents to 
 the authorities. 
 
 One fine morning he and a young Iriend look 
 their Lfuns and went for a stroll in the woods in
 
 294 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 search of game. They had shot a hare, and were 
 following up another when they suddenly found 
 themselves surrounded by Signor Diavolo's band. 
 They told the young friend that, as they had no 
 grudge against him, he might go free ; but as to the 
 other, they intended to wreak the most terrible ven- 
 geance upon him, and to kill him piecemeal — he 
 was an old enemy, and they had long looked out 
 for him, but his doom had come at last. The young 
 man, the fair Antonio, who was both brave and 
 honourable, refused their clemency, and said he 
 was bound to stick by his friend, who had only 
 done his duty as a Guardia Campestre, and he would 
 stay by him to the end to comfort if he could not 
 save him. 
 
 As to Stefano, he was partially stripped, and 
 stood with his back to a precipice, the bravos 
 glaring and gloating over their prey as they shar- 
 pened their knives for the execution. The Sposa 
 del Diavolo, Signora Fuoco, then approached him 
 with a long- daororer in one hand and a o-lass of wine 
 in the other, which she bade him drink, she taking 
 another glass. " Now," said she, "we are about to 
 part in this world, and I am to have the pleasure of 
 despatching you after my friends here have cut your 
 execrable body to pieces. Drink," said she. But 
 the glass fell from his hand, which was trembling. 
 
 " How is this ? " said she. 
 
 " It is because I am cold," he replied, not wish- 
 insf her to think it was throuofh fear. She was 
 about to hand him another glass, when suddenly
 
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 THK Al'ENNINE.
 
 296 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 two of the savage but useful dogs belonging to the 
 band flew at each other, and set up such a growling 
 and barking that the attention of the whole com- 
 pany was taken up by them, and Stefano for the 
 moment was left unguarded. He looked at the 
 precipice on one side and at the brigands on the 
 other ; death was almost certain in any case ; escape 
 was just possible by a desperate leap, escape, at all 
 events, from torture. In an instant he took the 
 leap, and catching at some bushes and branches as 
 he fell, he came to the bottom, an enormous depth, 
 uninjured, for he was enabled to make use of his 
 legs and run for it. When the brigands returned, 
 after separating the fighting dogs, finding their 
 prisoner had escaped, they sent shot after shot at 
 him, but he was not to be hit nor to be caught ; 
 he disappeared like a rabbit down a warren, and 
 although all the men were enraged at seeing their 
 prize escape, Satanella was mad with fury, and in 
 her desperate rage she plunged her long knife into 
 the young Antonio, inflicting a mortal wound. An 
 instant after she was sorry for what she had done. 
 The poor fellow was succoured by the brigands 
 in a rough way ; they tied him up as well as 
 they could, and he finally dragged himself to 
 his village, was carried home, and died a few 
 hours afterwards. His death brought tears into 
 every honest eye, and maledictions were poured 
 forth on the murderess from every honest heart. 
 For Antonio was a favourite of the village ; he was 
 handsome, brave, and good ; his goodness to his
 
 MY ITALIAN MODEL'S STORY 297 
 
 friend was proof of this, proof sealed by his own 
 death. 
 
 The reason that the brigands were so unflinchincr 
 in their cruelties to these " Guardia Campestri " 
 was that through their vigilance they were not only 
 baulked of many prizes, but their companions were 
 shot down by the military led on by these men. 
 Their ranks were gradually being thinned, and they 
 were held in such detestation by the villagers that 
 thev could o-et but few recruits. The horrors I 
 have narrated are mere specimens of what must 
 have been of constant occurrence. There was, 
 however, another evidence of their fiendish cruelty 
 almost too horrible to relate, for it was inflicted on 
 a woman. They had reason to suspect that she 
 had given information about their movements, so 
 they entrapped her when she was working in the 
 plains or looking after the flocks with a number ol 
 other country girls. The latter they formed into a 
 ring in order that they might witness the agonies 
 of the poor victim, and were kept there till the most 
 revolting excesses of cruelty were gone through : 
 mutilation in its worst form and slow death. 'I his, 
 they were told, was meant as a lesson to them, and 
 that if one of them or any of them ever uttered a 
 word of what they had seen, they would sutler a 
 similar punishment. They were then sent away. 
 
 However, vengeance was near, nay, ii had been 
 gradually coming on ; for the band ol twelve was 
 now reduced to four, not counting Satandhi, who 
 had disappeared from the ranks.
 
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 A singular feature about this weird story is, that 
 the Mayor or Podesta of the Httle town of Nisco 
 was said to be in league with these desperadoes. 
 He may have been obliged to pay them blackmail, 
 and to send them presents, and also to help them in 
 other ways, as I am about to tell, or rather as my 
 model Caravaggio is about to relate to the artist, 
 who all this time is working at his Academy picture, 
 thinking sometimes of handsome devils in pictur- 
 esque costumes, amid rocks and forests and the 
 grandest of scenery, under a pure blue sky ; and 
 sometimes of flesh tints, and tones, and squeezing 
 out more paint, and of the ultimate fate of his work 
 at the forthcoming Exhibition. 
 
 " Go on, Caravaggio." 
 
 Things had got to such a pass, and such misery 
 was caused to the whole country round, that the 
 government were determined to clear the place 
 of these scourges of humanity. A detachment of 
 troops was sent down and quartered in the town. 
 The Mayor received both officers and men with 
 open arms. He invited the former to his house, in 
 whose honour he gave a ball and a sumptuous 
 entertainment, to which all the best people of the 
 neighbourhood were welcomed, including travellers 
 who were passing through, and Signor Diavolo 
 himself, the very man on whose head a price was 
 set, the very wretch who had instigated all these 
 atrocities. He was there in the most elegant even- 
 ing dress, and he might have been taken for a 
 leader of fashion in Rome or Naples, so fastidiously
 
 MY ITALIAN MODEL'S STORY 299 
 
 was he got up, and so charmingly did he play his 
 part. He chummed with the officers, and broke 
 the hearts of several of the fair o-uests, including 
 the three daughters of the Mayor, who, like their 
 father, were all very handsome. He danced de- 
 lightfully ; he even sang, and sang divinely, — all 
 were taken with Signor Diavolo. At the same 
 time he did not neglect business. He made friends 
 quite casually with Signor Buonamico, a certain 
 rich merchant, and his son Luciano, who were, so 
 they told him, journeying towards Spoleto, and 
 were starting next day in the direction of Campo- 
 tosto, and hoped they should escape the brigands 
 of whom they heard so much lately. 
 
 "Ah!" said Diavolo, "I wish I could catch 
 some of these villains ; they have brutally murdered 
 one of my dearest friends, and I long to be revenged 
 on them ; but what is a single arm like mine against 
 a band of some forty of the most desperate men 
 that ever infested the country. But the military, as 
 you see, are here in force, and are determined to 
 exterminate them, so I expect they are far enough 
 off by this time, for they soon get scent of any 
 news of the kind, and I hardlv think vou run much 
 risk at present. Unfortunately I have to go in the 
 opposite direction to which you arc travelling, or I 
 should have been glad of your society ; but of course 
 you will be well guarded.^" "No," said the nu-i- 
 chant, "the Sindaco, our friend here, tells \wv. it 
 is not necessary, for there are patrols out niglu and 
 day, and we have nothing to fear, so I shall trust
 
 300 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 to God to protect us, if need be, and to our swift 
 horses." 
 
 Of course Sisfnor Diavolo now felt sure of his 
 prey, and his spirits rose in consequence. He 
 joined every group in turn, and seemed to be the 
 Hfe and soul of that goodly gathering. No one 
 knew who he was — everybody was asking, "Who 
 is that charming man.'*" His appearance among 
 them seemed like a mysterious enchantment. 
 
 It is not difficult to surmise what happened next 
 day to the trustful merchant and his son. They 
 were taken prisoners by Signor Diavolo and his 
 three merry men, which the others in their fright 
 and surprise imagined to be about thirty banditti 
 armed to the teeth ; nor did they recognise in the 
 captain of the band the elegant dandy they had met 
 at the Mayor's. 
 
 The usual business — brigands' business — was 
 gone through ; an enormous sum in the way of ran- 
 som was put on the heads of the prisoners ; they 
 must write to their friends for money, amounting 
 to many thousands of pounds, to be forwarded in 
 three days, or their lives would be forfeited. In 
 the meantime they were thrust to the end of a long 
 and winding cavern, where they were bound with 
 ropes, but were not otherwise ill-treated, except that 
 their food was not of the choicest, nor had they 
 much appetite. 
 
 I wondered how a correspondence with friends 
 in such a case could be carried on ; but it appears 
 that the shepherds and other country folk were
 
 MY ITALIAN MODEL'S STORY 301 
 
 exempted from the depredations of the brigands, on 
 condition that they carried letters and messages 
 for them, and at the same time revealed nothino-. 
 Should they ever be found betraying this sacred 
 trust, they were subjected to the most horrible tor- 
 tures, and then despatched as in the cases I have 
 already narrated. 
 
 The three days passed, but there came no answer 
 to the appeals of the poor merchant and his son. 
 A day's grace was given — they begged for another, 
 but it was not granted. The captain suspected 
 that the delay was caused by a meditated attack on 
 their stronghold, and told his prisoners to prepare 
 for instant death, as he had to decamp that night. 
 It was then that the merchant recognised the lively 
 and charming acquaintance he had made at the 
 Mayor's reception. At first he said it was im- 
 possible he would slay them ; they promised, if set 
 free, to send as large a ransom as he demanded, or 
 as they could afford ; they applied every means of 
 persuasion to deter him from his purpose, and even 
 used endearing and flattering terms for dear life's 
 sake. But seeing that this only excited the fiendish 
 nature of their captor, they cursed him as dying 
 men, and told him that his own end was approach- 
 ing ; that never again would he see the sun rise, 
 but that that very night he would be engulfed in 
 the flames of the Inferno, and would suffer all the 
 torments of hell, and the frightful pangs of an 
 evil conscience. Indeed, so dreadful were the 
 words of the merchant that even this bold ruffian
 
 302 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 cringed before him, and would have despatched 
 him there and then had not one of the band rushed 
 in and said that some mules were approaching laden 
 with good things from their friend the Mayor. 
 
 This diverted Diavolo's attention. He left his 
 victims to finish their prayers, and mockingly told 
 them to ask God to protect them, as they had 
 boasted He would. The prisoners were left to 
 themselves, and the elder bade his son pluck up 
 heart, for he believed there was still a chance of their 
 escape, although it was now evident to both that 
 their pretended friend the Mayor was in league with 
 the bandits, and was not likely to send the troops 
 to their assistance. " At all events, if we could but 
 loosen these cords we might have a better oppor- 
 tunity of defending ourselves should these assassins 
 attack us." So with their teeth and fingers they 
 managed to loosen each other's bonds, while they 
 kept up the appearance of being helpless. 
 
 The brigands, in the meantime, were busy un- 
 loading the mules, and bringing in the crumbs that 
 had fallen from the Mayor's table, in the shape of 
 delicacies that these rough mountaineers were not 
 accustomed to, as well as other more substantial 
 viands, besides hams, tongues, fowls, and game, and 
 added to all this was a good supply of wine, which, 
 all taken together, promised a festive evening. 
 
 The table was soon spread, and the dingy cave, 
 the cave of blood, was lighted by a lamp, which 
 cast a glorious lustre on the good fare provided for 
 our villains, whilst it threw into deeper shade the
 
 MY ITALIAN MODEL'S STORY 303 
 
 poor merchant and his son, who seemed almost to 
 have been forgotten, although the captain of the 
 band every now and then cast a malicious eye in 
 their direction. 
 
 It would, perhaps, have been well for him if 
 he had resumed for a time the character he had 
 played at the Podesta's entertainment, and had 
 invited his prisoners to sit down as his guests, but 
 the old merchant's curses were not yet forgotten, 
 and he sent one man to see that they were secure 
 and another to stand as sentinel at the mouth of 
 the cave. The former returned to say that their 
 prizes were safe enough, for they scarcely seemed 
 to have strength to hold up their heads, and after 
 partaking of a goodly meal he was sent to relieve 
 the outer guard, who came in and feasted in his 
 turn. And feast they did ; they ate like ogres and 
 drank like fish, and after they had taken their fill of 
 the meats and the fruits and the liquors they began 
 playing cards, still replenishing their glasses, till 
 all but the sentinel outside were hopelessly drunk, 
 including the gallant Captain Signor Diavolo Fuoco. 
 For a time they indulged in obscene and blasphe- 
 mous talk, and made merry over their ghastly 
 recollections of the inhuman crimes they had com- 
 mitted, as though they were making confession 
 before departing this life, in the mock h()j)e of 
 forgiveness in the next. At length all three were 
 so sound in their drunken sleep thai their loud 
 snoring echoed through the cave. 
 
 Now was the opportunity fnr mir prisomrb lo
 
 304 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 pay their hosts in their own coin. They lost no 
 time in freeing themselves from their cords, and as 
 though the weapons for their deliverance had been 
 placed there on purpose, it happened that a rifle 
 was standing against the wall on one side near the 
 son, and a hatchet was within reach of the father. 
 The latter o-ave the word. 
 
 "I," whispered he, "will despatch Signor Dia- 
 volo, and leave the other two to you. Use the 
 butt-end of your gun and reserve your fire ; you 
 are younger than I, use all your strength." 
 
 The captain had laid his head on the table, 
 and was snoring profoundly, whilst the other two, 
 in the same attitude, were joining lustily in the 
 chorus. With one blow of the hatchet the mer- 
 chant cleft the skull of Signor Diavolo, and 
 prevented him effectually from seeing the rising 
 sun any more. With two blows the younger man 
 literally smashed in the heads of the two other 
 sleepers. The sentinel made his escape, but not 
 before being badly wounded in the thigh by the 
 merchant's hatchet. 
 
 The prisoners were now free, and having re- 
 freshed themselves with some of the good things 
 sent by the Mayor, having supped, in fact, with 
 the three dead men, they made their way to the 
 little town they had left a few days previously, 
 following the track of the mules, which was clearly 
 marked in the snow. The morning was breaking, 
 and day dawned upon the travellers, who a few 
 hours previously had been told to prepare for death.
 
 MY ITALIAN MODEL'S STORY 305 
 
 The brave merchant, who as a dying man had pro- 
 phesied to Diavolo that he would never more see 
 the sun rise, Httle dreaming how his prophecv would 
 be fulfilled, now saw the glorious orb appearing 
 over the peaceful scene, and he and his son knelt 
 down by a crucifix and thanked God for their 
 deliverance ; and they had reason to thank God 
 also that they had been the means, all unsought, of 
 delivering the world from such fiends in human 
 form, who had sullied some of the fairest scenes 
 of the Abruzzi with crimes that, if equalled, had 
 never been surpassed. 
 
 The Mayor received early intelligence through 
 the shepherds of what had happened, and the news 
 spread rapidly. 
 
 A great, crowd collected in the market-place 
 when three mules, laden with the bodies of Diavolo 
 and two of his merry men, were led up to the piazza. 
 Here a revolting spectacle t*ook place ; the bodies 
 were thrown to the ground for the crowd to trample 
 on, and the pale but still beautiful face of Signor 
 Diavolo was turned upwards as he lay on his back. 
 A woman came forward and with her heel crushed 
 out that face for ever. Her act is easily explained, 
 for she was the wife of the poor Garde of the Forest 
 who had been seized by the Ijrigands some months 
 previously, and had all his bonos broken belorc lie 
 was put to death. 
 
 Soon after this the only one of llu; band ulio 
 
 remained alive was brought in. .After receiving 
 
 the wound in his thigh from the hatchet, he 
 
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 3o6 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 struggled on for a short space, and then fell ex- 
 hausted in the snow. He was thrown into prison, 
 and expired soon afterwards, but not before he had 
 made a full confession, and had informed the Po- 
 desta, on his promise of a pardon, where all the 
 treasure the band had accumulated was hidden. 
 
 The merchant and his son kept their counsel, 
 and. in giving an account of their adventures before 
 the authorities, said nothing of having recognised in 
 the brigand Diavolo the young elegant who was the 
 hero of the Podesta s entertainment, for, knowing 
 the character of this man, they considered it the 
 safest course to pursue, nor did the Mayor himself 
 suspect that they were in the secret. 
 
 I will not prolong this story, although there is 
 still more to tell. In real life events are not all 
 packed into a chapter or into a volume, or even 
 into three volumes, but link themselves on to sub- 
 sequent ones, and seldom, if ever, come to a con- 
 clusion. 
 
 Sufficient to say, then, that after this event 
 the Podesta disappeared from Nisco, and was never 
 again heard of. 
 
 After his disappearance search was made for 
 treasure said to have been buried by the brigands. 
 The place indicated by the last of the band was 
 discovered up in the mountains, but the treasure 
 itself was gone, and there was every evidence of 
 its having been recently taken away. 
 
 As for the daughters — the three Graces — so 
 unprepared for poverty, they were turned out of
 
 MY ITALIAN iMODEL'S STORY 307 
 
 their fine house into the street, with nothing but 
 their beauty left them. They found their way to 
 
 MADALINA. 
 
 Paris, where they sat as models, and bccam<- mis- 
 tresses of the artists, till time effaced their mellow 
 charms ; then their lovers and admirers forsook 
 them, and they were l(;ft to dir- in a stranL,^e land.
 
 3o8 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 " Thank you, Signer Caravaggio ; the sitting is 
 over for to-day. I don't know whether my work 
 is quite up to the mark, but if not, it is because 
 I have been so interested in my Italian model's 
 story."
 
 MR. GAII.EY. 
 
 XXXVIII 
 
 MR. GAILEY 
 
 AMONG the many models who have sat to iiu', 
 -^^^ there is one whose name has been associated 
 with mine for nearly thirty years, I \r. was ceri.iiiily 
 not a beautiful model, to me he was not (^vcn a 
 useful one, and when I knf;w him all that time as^^o 
 he was not far off sixty. liow then is it, you will 
 ask, that he and I have bc-en associat<'d for '^o |i>ni(?
 
 310 SKETCHES FROlM MEMORY 
 
 It is partly owing to his name being- " Mr. Gailey." 
 Struck by the oddity of his appearance when he 
 first entered the studio, with his hat in one hand, 
 his wig in the other, exliibiting a very bald head, 
 and looking at me with a terrible squint, I was 
 inspired by the Muse of Frivolity to paint him, not 
 in oil or water-colour, but in verse, and I composed 
 a sono- which in an unsfuarded moment I sano- at a 
 merry meeting of artists many years ago, and have 
 had to pay the penalty of that folly ever since. 
 Whenever I have been going to a friendly gather- 
 ing, to a smoke, a supper, or even a dinner, I have 
 felt an inward misQfivinor that I should be called 
 upon to sing " Mr. Gailey," and too often has that 
 forebodinor been realised. Hundreds of times have 
 I had to pipe forth the doggerel lines, and even 
 when I have thought myself quite safe and have 
 plumed myself that I had for once at least escaped 
 the ordeal, some one, prompted no doubt by the 
 offended ghost of Gailey himself, has called for 
 the song. 
 
 At all events, in this book I thought I should 
 escape from any such proceeding. I had finished 
 my chapter about models, and had submitted the 
 manuscript to Mr. Chatto, my publisher, when he 
 too, who in the long ago past had heard the effu- 
 sion, said, " But you have left out Mr. Gailey." 
 And so once more, and for the last time, I will 
 give ** Mr. Gailey," although I fear that in print, 
 and without the tune and the chorus, it will seem 
 but a poor affair.
 
 MR. GAILEY 311 
 
 THE ARTIST'S MODEL 
 
 There is an Artists Model, and 
 
 He calls upon you daily ; 
 He squints, and wears a sandy wig, 
 
 His name is Mr. Gailey. 
 Yes, he is an Artist's Model, 
 
 Calling on you daily ; 
 He squints, and wears a sandy wig, 
 His name is Mr. Gailey. 
 He is very anxious for a sitting, 
 Which he finds it very hard in getting ; 
 He's no use for any sort of picture. 
 For he is such a very shapeless creature ; 
 But yet he is an Artist's Model, 
 
 Calling on you daily ; 
 He squints, and wears a sandy wig. 
 His name is !Mr. Cailey. 
 
 II 
 
 He is not like other human creatures. 
 There is something wrong about his features 
 He was made ere anatomy was invented ; 
 Nature ever afterwards repented. 
 But yet he is an .Artist's Model, 
 
 Calling on you daily ; 
 He squints, and wears a sandy wig, 
 His name is Mr. Gailey. 
 
 iti 
 
 He is very neat in his attire, 
 
 Most respectful, which I much admire ;
 
 312 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 He can sit either with his hair or not so. 
 And when at last he takes a pose 
 You wonder how he got so. 
 
 But yet he is an Artist's Model, 
 
 Calling on you daily ; 
 He squints, "and wears a sandy wig, 
 His name is Mr. Gailey. 
 
 IV 
 
 He once sat for a broken-down old cab-horse. 
 
 And the driver : 
 I understand that Landseer made him 
 
 Sit for his Godiva. 
 A monk, an ancient gargoyle, or 
 
 A priest of low persuasion 
 He sits for, but for what he sits 
 You never have occasion. 
 
 But still he is an Artist's Model, 
 
 Calling on you daily ; 
 He squints, and wears a sandy wig, 
 His name is Mr. Gailey. 
 
 Now, if some fair and comely maid 
 
 You're anxiously expecting, 
 And o'er your disappointment you 
 
 Are quietly reflecting, 
 You hear a tap — you say " Come in," 
 
 You think 'tis sweet Miss Bailey ; 
 You turn and see the grizzly beard 
 And squint of Mr. Gailey ! 
 
 For O ! he is an Artist's Model, 
 
 Calling on you daily ; 
 He squints, and wears a sandy wig. 
 His name is Mr. Gailey.
 
 MR. GAILEY 313 
 
 VI 
 
 Now having called, and called in vain, 
 
 On Royal Academicians. 
 Associates, and outsiders, who 
 
 All tried him in positions, 
 He sought some eighty unknown men 
 
 In moments unexpected, 
 The consequence of which was, that 
 Their works were all rejected ! 
 But yet he is an Artist's Model, 
 
 Calling on you daily ; 
 He squints, and wears a sandy wig, 
 His name is Mr. Gailey.
 
 OLD INN AT KILBURN. 
 
 XXXIX 
 
 A COUNTRY WALK 
 
 TN the old "clique days," as we call them, the 
 ^ days when some seven of us held together in 
 a kind of brotherhood, we used to start off the next 
 morning, after sending our pictures to the Royal 
 Academy, for a country walk, and generally chose 
 some old roadside inn for our destination. Thirty 
 years ago St. John's Wood was quite on the con- 
 fines of London, and a few minutes' walk from 
 Marlborouo-h Place brought us into ereen fields and 
 wooded lanes. It was a great delight, after being so 
 long cooped up in the studio, working till we could 
 
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 A COUNTRY WALK 315 
 
 hardly see, to feel free again, and we went forth 
 like birds let out of a cage. I had sent three pic- 
 tures to the Royal Academy, namely, Henry VIII.. 
 Lady Godiva, and the Danaides. I started the next 
 morning with George Leslie, Marks, Calderon, and 
 Hodgson, for our usual outing. It was a bright 
 sunny day. the air fresh and sweet, the whole land- 
 scape decked in the dainty tints of early spring. 
 We made our way through Willesden to a little 
 roadside inn called the "Old Spotted Dog," with 
 a pretty garden, a lawn, a bowling green, and 
 quaint arbours ; and it was so retired, so rural, 
 that we could fancy ourselves fifty miles away from 
 London. Here we partook of a frugal meal, con- 
 sisting chiefly of mutton-chops, vegetables, and 
 pickles, especially pickles. The landlady was very 
 strong on pickles ; she made them herself and 
 seemed to have pickled everything she could lay 
 her hands upon, from young onions to old cabbage 
 stalks. The homely tankard of ale served us in 
 lieu of more costly liquor, and our own spirits were 
 sufficient to keep us cheerful as we wiled away the 
 day in pleasant chat, or tried our skill ai the good 
 old game of bowls. 
 
 Calderon had just been made an A.R.A., but 
 had sent nothing to the E.xhibition. Marks had 
 sent "The Beggars are Coming lo lown" and 
 "Feeble, the Woman's Tailor "; Hodgson. " Takini^ 
 Home the Bride." and Leslie. "The Defence of 
 Lathom House." We naturally discussed our 
 prospects, our hopes and fears, ruul were pretty
 
 3i6 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 free in our criticisms of each other's work. Not 
 only the pictures but the titles were discussed, 
 and this led to pleasant nonsense and quaint sug- 
 gestions characteristic of each speaker ; Calderon, 
 for instance, whose wit was " un peu malin," pro- 
 poses as a good title for one of Etty's pictures, 
 "Virtue defendinof Innocence from the attacks of 
 Chastity." Then Hodgson, always full of quaint 
 sly humour, thinks that "The Albumens throwing 
 off the Yoke : by Egg," would be effective. George 
 Leslie, with his own special line of fun, referring 
 to the works of Inchbold, a Pre-Raphaelite and 
 poetical landscape painter, says that "If you buy 
 an ' Inchbold ' you're sure to want an 'El-more'." 
 Marks, a disciple of Dr. Johnson, is inclined to 
 groan at these shallow attempts at wit, but at the 
 same time he adds, in a melodramatic tone, " That 
 the man who would lay his hand upon a woman, 
 save in the way of kindness, is a wretch, whom it 
 would be gross flattery to call a coward." 
 
 And so the day wore on merrily enough, and we 
 walked back as the shades of eveninof were draw- 
 ing on. These outings were in our hopeful days. 
 Prosperity followed hope, and nearly all of the 
 little band, including three honorary members, be- 
 came members of the Academy. David Wynfield 
 was the first to break up the party. He died in 
 1887, and J. E. Hodgson followed him about four 
 years ago, that is, in 1895. He was buried in High- 
 gate cemetery, and was deeply regretted by all who 
 possessed his personal friendship. I never heard
 
 A COUNTRY WALK 317 
 
 him say an ill-natured thing of anybody. He was 
 an educated gentleman as well as a good painter, 
 but it was his simplicity of character and kindness 
 of heart which made us call him the "dear old 
 Dodcrer." It was affecting to see the five survivinor 
 
 o o *-* 
 
 members of the "clique," now grey-headed Aca- 
 demicians, standing at the grave of their departed 
 friend, reflecting perhaps on the long ago past 
 when they were all boys together. 
 
 Note. — Since the above was written two more of the brotherhood 
 have died, namely, H. S. Marks and P. H. Calderon. An obituary 
 notice of Marks, by George LesHe, appeared in The Magazine of Art 
 for May, and one of Calderon in the same magazine for June 1898, 
 written by the author of this book.
 
 NEAR HURLEY. 
 
 XL 
 
 OUR RIVER 
 
 ly AANY a time has my friend George Leslie 
 convinced me, as we rowed up and down the 
 river, that any man who sat all day in a punt, 
 fishing for minnows and such small fry, must be 
 an idiot. And even when I have entirely agreed 
 with him, if we came upon another individual of 
 the same sort, the convincing process has had to 
 be gone through once more. The fact is, my friend 
 is a true lover of Nature, as his delightful pictures 
 show, and he no doubt feels angry with those who, 
 instead of looking at her beauties, keep their eyes 
 fixed on a little float with a worm on a hook 
 
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 OUR RIVER 319 
 
 dangling from it. For who can look upon his 
 pure maidens in rose-gardens, his happy school- 
 girls in their green playgrounds, his river-scenes 
 and his punt-pieces, without feeling that Nature is 
 the sweet mother of his art. But perhaps even a 
 more convincing proof of his affection for her is to 
 be found in his most pleasant book of the Thames, 
 called "Our River"; especially in the latter part, 
 where he discourses, like a Gilbert White of 
 Selborne, on " meadow-sweet, loosestrife, comfrey, 
 and all the rest of the beautiful river-weeds." He 
 will tell you about harebells, creeping-jennv. wild 
 geraniums, potentilla, wild strawberries, toadflax, 
 persicaria, water - crowfoot, water - lilies, osiers, 
 withies, the flowering rush, 8zc. 8cc. Or you can 
 refresh your memory about tom swans or "cobs," 
 moorhens, swallows, martins, kingfishers, wood- 
 pigeons (good for pies), willow wrens, woodchats, 
 sedgebirds, robins, wagtails, chaffinches, thrushes, 
 blackbirds, nightingales, flycatchers, lapwings, pec- 
 wits, and herons ; besides water-rats, beetles, water- 
 snails, freshwater mussels, crawfish, roach, gudgeon, 
 perch, barbel, pike, carp, trout, gnats, midges, 
 spiders, and so on. 
 
 I could not then have had a more useful and 
 agreeable companion for a river holiday which com- 
 bined rest with work. In July iSo;, 1 stayed wiiii 
 him in a little cottage at Taplow, near Maidenlie.id, 
 kept by Mrs. Copeland, whmn he immoiialises in 
 his book. There was a narrow garden .a llie bark 
 which sloped down to the river, or rallxr l" .1 pidiy
 
 320 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 backwater. We each had our boat, and went out 
 every day in different directions, to make sketches, 
 returning in the afternoon to compare notes, to take 
 our dinner-tea, and to finish up the evening with a 
 pipe and a chat. Surely nothing could be more 
 delightful than the pursuit of art under such cir- 
 cumstances. 
 
 My work consisted chiefly of water-colour 
 drawings made on the river, either from the boat 
 
 NEAR HAMPTON COURT. 
 
 or from the bank, weirs, backwaters, watermills, 
 and among others Bray Vicarage, and of the Alms- 
 houses at the back where Fred Walker painted the 
 scene of his '• Harbour of Refuge," one of his finest 
 and most pathetic pictures, now in the National 
 Gallery, the gift of his sincere friend, admirer, and 
 patron, Sir William Agnew. 
 
 As nearly all talk of "our river" must be stale 
 news to a Londoner, I shall say no more about it, 
 but refer him to my friend Leslie's book.
 
 NEAR MAIDENHEAD. 
 
 XLI 
 
 M. GAM HART 
 
 POURING our stay at Maidenhead we had a 
 ■*-^ visit from M. Gambari. He had written i»» 
 Leslie to say he was coming, and was expected to 
 luncheon, but as he did not make his apivarancc, 
 we took a stroll by the river, and were rcinrning 
 to tea, thinking he had been detained in town, when 
 whom should we see, sauntering sIowK- aliHiL;, i>nt 
 our expected visitor. 
 
 "Oh!" said Leslie, "we iiad given you u|). and 
 thought you were not coming." 
 
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 X
 
 322 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 "When I say I will come — I come," was his 
 reply. 
 
 "Come back then to the cottage, and see the 
 pictures." 
 
 " I have already seen them." 
 
 " Not all, for my principal one is put away in 
 the cupboard." 
 
 " I have seen that too, for I have looked in the 
 cupboard, and in the portfolios." 
 
 " Come then, and have some tea, and a 
 chop." 
 
 " No, my dear Leslie, I would not come all the 
 way to Taplow to have a chop." 
 
 " No, of course not, we will dine at Skindle's. 
 I'll go and order the dinner." 
 
 " I have done that already ; we shall dine 
 at seven, so there is plenty of time for a 
 walk." 
 
 It was a lovely evening, and our walk was a 
 most enjoyable one. Our friend was in a pleasant 
 humour and extremely amusing ; he told us much 
 of his past history which was curiously interesting. 
 How he came to London as a poor Belgian artist, 
 and began his career by colouring prints for old 
 M'Lean, the publisher in the H ay market ; how he 
 found out, by degrees, that he possessed certain 
 faculties for business which he soon turned to 
 account, beginning by taking a roll of prints under 
 his arm to certain country customers, and with the 
 profit he made out of them going into further in- 
 vestments, ending with rolls of bank notes in his
 
 M. GAMBART 323 
 
 pockets, and by becoming a picture - dealer of 
 European reputation, with a villa in Belgium and 
 a chateau in the south of France. He made us 
 laugh with his droll stories, but those told of 
 him of his quickness and coolness and shrewdness 
 would fill a volume. 
 
 The dinner of course was excellent ; whether 
 it was a further proof of this extraordinary man's 
 cleverness or not I will not say, but he did not buy 
 our pictures. 
 
 When his house in the Avenue Road, which 
 had been blown to pieces by a gas explosion, was 
 restored, he invited a number of his artist friends 
 to what he called a picnic. As the rooms had 
 not been repapered or furnished we were each to 
 take our campstools and our own knives and forks ; 
 he would provide the eatables and the champagne, 
 but we must not mind having a carpenter's bench 
 for a table. 
 
 It occurred to the invited guests that he who 
 could provide champagne could also provide knives 
 and forks, &c., and on our arrival we found a most 
 sumptuous repast, served with appropriate magnili- 
 cence. True, the place was not fully furnished — 
 there was no sideboard, but rows of botdes two 
 or three deep went down one side of the r<ii>in. 
 These contained the choicest wines, which. M. 
 Gambart said, he expected us to drink. About 
 thirty sat down to dinner ; among them were Frith, 
 Ward, Elmore, Edmund Yates, the "clicjue," and 
 many other well-known artists and writers.
 
 324 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 While we were taking our fruit and wine, our 
 host said he had a Httle surprise for us, and had 
 invited an old friend of our juvenile days to enter- 
 tain us. The folding-doors at the end of the room, 
 which led into the gallery, were then thrown open, 
 and the real old Punch and Judy show stood re- 
 vealed. The well-known voice of Punch was 
 greeted with shouts of laughter and rounds of 
 applause by the assembled grown - up children. 
 Whether this was a compliment to the supposed 
 perpetual youth of genius, or the expression of 
 our cynical host's feeling that artists were a parcel 
 of babies and mere puppets for the Gambartian 
 picture-dealer to dangle, is a question that he 
 alone could answer ; but as I was a guest and 
 enjoyed even the Punch and Judy I will take the 
 former view. 
 
 Perhaps the most interesting feature of this 
 blow-up and restoration was the curious escape of 
 pictures, a fact which should, I think, be taken into 
 consideration by insurance companies. 
 
 The first day of the disaster Gambart was going 
 round the place with a friend, when they spied on 
 the floor, amongst the debris, a scorched canvas 
 rolled up like a thin biscuit. Gambart lifted it very 
 carefully, just opened it, but not more than an inch 
 for fear of breaking it, and said, " Ah ! that is 
 Tadema's picture." 
 
 It seemed a hopeless case, but the picture re- 
 storer took it in hand, and when sent back it looked 
 even better than before, the tone was improved.
 
 M. GAMBART 325 
 
 Friths "Derby Day" would have been probably 
 totally destroyed, as its place was just over the 
 centre of the explosion, but it happened to be 
 away, and its return had been delayed. Another 
 picture — I think it was the portrait of Rosa Bon- 
 heur with a bull — had entirely disappeared, and 
 yet the frame was hanging on the wall. The 
 picture itself was discovered, some two days after, 
 in a garden two doors off. A cabinet of valuable 
 china was a heap of debris, yet not a finger 
 must touch it. it must be left just as it is — not 
 only for the insurance people's contemplation, but 
 for the mender's. On the eveninof of the dinner- 
 picnic, Gambart showed us this cabinet perfectly 
 restored, and the china, to all appearances, just 
 as it used to be. Many, of course, were the won- 
 derful resuscitations of valuable things, which, had 
 they been in any ordinary house, would have been 
 swept away as rubbish or hopeless ruins. All, of 
 course, was insured, but I believe the company 
 came to some arrangement with M. Gambart, and 
 paid a certain sum on each damaged picture, leaving 
 him the picture to restore or otherwise. The 
 portrait of Rosa Bonheur had to be relinctl, and 
 as it had naturally got a little scratched, he sent 
 it over to Paris for her to touch uj), enclosing 
 a cheque for a hundred guineas for lier trouble, 
 which, he said, he had received from the insurance 
 company. The pictun- was soon returned, and 
 also the hundred guineas, which the artist declined 
 to accept, as the little she had had to do to ih<,-
 
 326 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 picture could not be charged for, and she was only 
 too pleased to do it for her good friend. 
 
 Gambart, however, since Rosa would not take 
 the money, invested the sum in a fine Scotch bull. 
 The animal travelled to Paris and to her country 
 residence, and was the terror of porters and others 
 during his journey ; he was accompanied by a note 
 from Monsieur, begging her acceptance of the finest 
 specimen of the sort he could find, which would, 
 at the same time, serve her as a model for future 
 pictures, and be a testimony of his kind regard and 
 esteem, &c. &c. 
 
 The details of a gas explosion are perhaps 
 better forgotten than remembered. The one in 
 the Avenue Road resulted in the loss of several 
 lives, and was due, as usual, to the carelessness, if 
 not to a worse fault, on the part of the plumbers. 
 They were engaged to lay on the gas to a large 
 ball-room erected in the gaifden, and had connected 
 the main pipes so badly that they came apart during 
 the night, and hence the escape of gas and the 
 catastrophe. 
 
 This ball-room was put up for the purpose of a 
 fancy dress ball to which the world of art — in- 
 cluding guests from France, Belgium, Germany, 
 &c. — were invited, but who had to be put off at the 
 last moment. Such a disaster would have daunted 
 any ordinary man, but not M. Ernest Gambart, for 
 notwithstanding that the tent was blown to pieces, 
 the house shattered from top to bottom, the staircase 
 destroyed, pictures sent flying through the air into
 
 M. GAMBART 327 
 
 neighbouring- gardens, the grand piano shot into the 
 road, and even guests flung out of bed and on to 
 the tops of wardrobes, &c. &c. Sec, still Ernest 
 Gambart only postponed the grand entertainment, 
 and the ball took place about two months after- 
 wards at Willis's Rooms. 
 
 Like most of these affairs, it was a motley show. 
 The men, unaccustomed to be dressed up, looked 
 for the most part like fish out of water or hogs 
 in armour. There was a certain portly R.A., who 
 looked comical as James I. His wide trunk-hose 
 needed no artificial stuffino-, his sword eot between 
 his legs, his daggers kept dropping about, and his 
 moustache and false beard had shifted all to one 
 side. The Tom Taylors looked like old pictures, 
 but then Taylor was accustomed to the stage. Nor 
 could anything be more perfect than Gambari 
 himself as Count Egmont. Mrs. Gambart — of 
 course got up regardless of expense — was re- 
 splendent. The amiable Miss Knight, daughter of 
 the R.A., appeared as Titania, in blue gauze and 
 silver spangles, with gossamer wings and a lairy 
 wand. Miss Palmer the pink lady (my first instruc- 
 tress in drawing and spelling) appeared as Madame 
 Pompadour, with powdered wig, and although her 
 face was over-rouged, was the jiicturc of good 
 temper. Then there was Miss Kate Terry, .ill in 
 white, and of course perfection, clcgaiu. sw(( i, and 
 anything else you like to imagine. .Several )()ung 
 men from the City vv<.'r(.- dressed as Sj)anisli bull- 
 fighters, and looked daggers at each other on linding
 
 32 8 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 their costumes were exactly alike and had all come 
 
 AT THE FANCY BALL. 
 
 from the same shop. Mrs. Edmund Yates as 
 Marie Stuart looked lovely — of course she did —
 
 M. GAMBART 329 
 
 and Fred Walker as perfect as one of his own 
 pictures, as a citizen of the French Republic — his 
 sister accompanying him as Clarissa Harlowe. 
 
 • «•••• 
 
 I may mention that the above is an extract from 
 a letter to my mother, and is not intended as a page 
 of history, but is a specimen of the sort of chat 
 she used to enjoy, when she was leading a some- 
 what lonely life down at Ramsgate, her deafness 
 increasino^ her isolation. 
 
 There is another story, in which Monsieur 
 shows how ready he is in overcoming difficulties. 
 I was at an evening party at his house in the 
 Avenue Road many years ago, when some mis- 
 take had been made about the supper. The dance 
 was in full swing, the house full of guests, and 
 at about half-past ten Mrs. Gambart came up to 
 her husband in a great state of anxiety to tell him 
 that there was no sign of the supper arriving. 
 
 It had been ordered at Gunter's. 
 
 " Oh, they have mistaken the day, there is some 
 mistake, do not be anxious, I will see about it. it 
 shall be on the table in an hour." He then sent 
 one nephew off in a cab to Callard's. another to 
 some other confectioner, witli orders to bring back 
 whatever could be got there ; he himself, taking 
 another cab, drove down to Gunter's. As he ex- 
 pected, they had made a mistake about the day. nr 
 rather nicrht, and said it was impossible m su|)i)Iy 
 
 him. 
 
 "What is this supper?" said he (a number
 
 330 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 of hampers were being sent off). "That is for 
 Lord so-and-so." "Very well, you must send it 
 to me, or part of it, and send the rest by-and-by." 
 After further talk they promised to do so, but to 
 make sure of it, he made them put the things 
 into his cab and took the cook on the box. At 
 midnight a splendid supper was on the table at 
 Gambart's house in the Avenue Road, a good dis- 
 tance from Gunter's, and Gambart came in smiling 
 as if nothing had happened. I remember Herbert, 
 R.A., was there, and was next to me at supper, 
 so I asked him what he would take. He pointed to 
 a lobster, and said in his usual Frenchified accent, 
 " I will take some shell-fish ; " as I did not appear 
 to understand him he said, "It is what you call 
 lobstair!' 
 
 Many are the stories told of J. R. Herbert. He 
 was a profound humourist, who joked so seriously 
 that you might almost have taken him for a mad- 
 man. He seldom smiled, and seemed to treat all 
 the world as fools, or rather as an audience to 
 which he played his part. For some reason or 
 other, he elected to make his speeches in a sort of 
 broken English, as though he wished you to take 
 him for a Frenchman. The only polite thing 
 you could do under the circumstances was to treat 
 him with all the consideration that you would feel 
 for a foreigner who was imperfectly acquainted 
 with the English tongue. Upon his asking for 
 lobstair I observed that, as it was Friday, fish was 
 of course the correct thing. " I see you are a
 
 M. GAMBART 331 
 
 Catholic," was his reply. He knew I wasn't, but 
 at the same time I respected his pretended belief 
 in the same vein. 
 
 Soon after the Academy was installed in Bur- 
 lington House, the Council discussed the advisa- 
 bility of introducing a band to play at the annual 
 soiree. There were many objections raised against 
 it, and the subject was on the point of being dis- 
 missed, when Herbert rose with his usual gravity 
 and said in French-English, " I cannot understand 
 this objection to introduce a sistair art on such 
 a festive occasion. It seems to me that, in our 
 magnificent galleries, the band of the First Life- 
 Guards would sound like the hum of the bee in the 
 desert, and could not, therefore, interfere with the 
 contemplation of the pictures or the conversation 
 of the guests," The band, I am told, was \oted 
 unanimously.
 
 HEVER CASTLE. 
 
 XLIl 
 
 HEVER 
 
 IF walls had voices as well as ears, what strange 
 whisperings might be heard in the long gallery 
 at Hever Castle, where Henry VIII. courted 
 sweet Anne Boleyn "all in her summer days," and 
 what sorry memories they would awaken of the 
 cruel tragedy and of the lamentations that followed. 
 But I have not to deal with the history of long 
 ago; in 1866, quite long ago enough, other voices 
 echoed through the long gallery at Hever^the 
 voices of merry children, and of jovial artists in the 
 
 332
 
 HEVER ^^^ 
 
 high tide of success, namely. Calderon, Veames, and 
 Wynfield, who, with their family belongings, filled 
 the whole place with life and laughter. Although 
 they formed a pretty large circle themselves there 
 was still plenty of room for their friends, who were 
 invited down and hospitably entertained. Among 
 them was Frank Burnand, the lively editor of 
 Ptinch, who in his *' Happy Thoughts" devotes 
 seven or eight chapters to a most humorous 
 description of his visit to Hever, which he calls 
 " Bover." H. S. Marks, George Leslie, Arthur 
 Lewis, and many others, appeared upon the scene, 
 and I also was one of the Qruests and was made 
 very much at home. 
 
 This visit seemed, somehow, to be the turning 
 point in my career — I had been travelling through 
 a long lane for many years, and here I came to the 
 looked-for turning. To show upon what trilles our 
 destinies depend, I will mention two circumstances 
 which occurred during my visit. 
 
 One day my sister, Mrs. Calderon, asked me if 
 I had seen the children at breakfast, and said they 
 made quite a picture. So I went to see the children 
 at breakfast, and there were four little trots all of 
 a row, seated at a high table under a large oriel 
 window, the light streaming in bciiind ihcin. and 
 shining through their fair hair, while the rellecti<^n 
 from the white table-cloth lighted uj) ihcir merry 
 
 little faces. 
 
 Yes, they did make quite a picture, and I i)ainH'(i 
 it just as I saw it. This was my first " Dc Hooghc."
 
 334 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 and if it bore any distant resemblance to that great 
 master, it could only have been because it was 
 copied from nature, and was not an imitation of 
 the Dutch artist. 
 
 I made many studies of the old Castle, its 
 orchard, its gardens, its long meadow, and several 
 interiors ; and nothing could be more delightful 
 than this kind of occupation, and in such good 
 company, all favoured by fair weather. And now 
 for circumstance number two. 
 
 As we were going in to dinner one evening, 
 Yeames and I, who were walking side by side, 
 made a halt at the door, and each drew back, 
 saying, "After you," which was repeated several 
 times, and we only settled the question by going 
 in arm in arm. "That wouldn't be a bad subject 
 for a picture," said I. I thought it over all that 
 evening, and then decided to carry it out. 
 
 The picture was painted, and the next year, 
 1867, it was in a good place on the line in the 
 Royal Academy ; and was the beginning of my 
 success. Sir William Agnew wished to have it, 
 but it was bought by Baron de Stern. So to my 
 visit to Hever I am indebted for a number of useful 
 drawings of its old walls and surroundings, for two 
 oil pictures, and for my first real start in prosperity, 
 besides the pleasant recollection of a happy family 
 party, and much fun and enjoyment. 
 
 I will close this short chapter with the pathetic 
 story told me by the ghost of a little gudgeon that 
 I saw one evening, lying on its side among the
 
 HEVER 
 
 335 
 
 water-lilies, when I was idling away an hour or 
 two in the punt, on the moat. 
 
 I was a little gudgeon once 
 
 In the pellucid stream, 
 Playing about with pretty trout, 
 
 Young roach and gentle bream. 
 And in the river Eden 
 
 I often used to roam 
 And catch the dainty May-fly, 
 
 But wish I'd stayed at home. 
 
 For out from Hever Castle 
 
 Upon one morning fine, 
 Came forth three gallant fishers, 
 
 With rod and hook and line. 
 And on that hook a gentle was 
 
 To tempt poor silly me, 
 Which I no sooner tasted 
 
 Than I found me up a tree. 
 
 Jerked from the gentle river's bed 
 
 Full high into the air, 
 I came down like a thing of lead 
 
 Oppressed with pain and care. 
 Oh ! how with meek imploring look 
 
 I eyed those fishers three, 
 Yeames, Calderon, and Wynfield, 
 
 And how they smiled on me. 
 
 They put mc in a washing-tub, 
 
 I guessed my fate, good lack ! 
 And then they put me on a trimmer 
 
 For to catch a jack. 
 And there I passed the weary day 
 
 And all the weary night. 
 Whilst o'er my head the sportive flies 
 
 Made merry at my plight.
 
 336 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 At last the dreaded jack approached, 
 
 I knew his hungry look ; 
 I trembled, and I bade him pause, 
 
 For I was on a hook. 
 I strove in vain to get away ; 
 
 The monster quickly followed me, 
 And heedless of his fate and mine, 
 
 He in an instant swallowed me. 
 
 But retribution came full soon 
 
 Upon this deadly swimmer, 
 Who in the twirling of a tail 
 
 Was brought to by the trimmer. 
 For out from Hever Castle 
 
 All in the afternoon 
 Came forth those gallant fishers 
 
 To see how I got on. 
 
 And when they found a jack was there 
 
 A shout of triumph went 
 Around those castellated walls 
 
 And o'er the Weald of Kent. 
 Full soon they laid him on the bank, 
 
 And there they let him die, 
 Debating, or to boil him, or 
 
 To bake him in a pie. 
 
 With stuffing and with sherry sauce 
 
 They tried to force him down, 
 His flesh was not worth eating 
 
 They all were fain to own. 
 And then they wished among themselves 
 
 They'd packed him up in wicker. 
 And sent him, with their compliments. 
 
 To glad the worthy vicar.
 
 HEVER 
 
 But my sad fate they heeded not — 
 
 Forgotten and forlorn, 
 Like many a poor and hapless wight, 
 
 None over me did mourn. 
 And so a pale and lonely ghost, 
 
 I haunt old Hever moat. 
 Where on its moonlit waters I 
 
 Am sometimes seen to float. 
 
 337
 
 ' AI-TER YOU. 
 
 XLIII 
 
 SUCCESS AT LAST 
 
 T HAD been introduced to Dion Boucicault, the 
 dramatist and actor, and called upon him one 
 day to ask his advice about going on the stage. I 
 always loved art in whatever guise she chose to 
 appear, and the drama was to me one of her most 
 delightful phases. But it was not from purely artistic 
 motives that I turned my thoughts towards the stage ; 
 it was rather in the hope that I might earn more 
 on the boards than I was earning by my brush.
 
 SUCCESS AT LAST 339 
 
 He said the success of an actor depended 
 almost entirely upon his getting a part to suit him, 
 and mentioned, as an instance, Mr. Falconer, who 
 played Danny Mann in the "Colleen Bawn." He 
 had been on the stage about twenty years, and had 
 never been able to command a large salary, simply 
 because he had never had a part that showed 
 what he could do. They wanted some one to take 
 "Danny Mann," and " faute de mieux " as they 
 thought, they gave it to Falconer. It just suited 
 his particular talent ; he not only made the part, but 
 the part made him, and he was so successful that 
 he eventually took a theatre himself — I believe 
 Drury Lane. 
 
 I mention this story, as far as I remember it. 
 merely as an illustration of the same thing which 
 takes place on the stage of life ; many of us go on 
 for years before we get a part that suits us, often 
 mistaking our own line, and thinking we are cut 
 out for tragedy, or the classical, when really we are 
 only suited for genteel comedy. In my own art I 
 had tried the sad, the sentimental, the histf^rical, 
 and works of high aim, such as Saints and Holy 
 Families, besides landscapes and nude figures, all 
 with very modified success as far as salary wcni. 
 At last, upon going to Hever, as before; men- 
 tioned, I found a part that suited me in my " Polite 
 Gentlemen" or "After You," and the "Children at 
 Breakfast." I took ])leasure in j)aiiuing both liicse 
 pictures, and as a farther proof that my perf.rmance 
 was .satisfactory, my salary was raisexl.
 
 340 
 
 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 I, so to speak, entered into an engagement with 
 fortune for similar parts, and my next production 
 was "The Shy Pupil." This, says a kindly critic 
 (James Dafforne), evidences still farther progress in 
 all the essential qualities of art : " The costume of 
 the figures, the apartment, and the general effect 
 
 PEN SKETCH FOR THE SHY PUPIL. 
 
 recall to mind some of the works of the Dutch and 
 Flemish artists of the seventeenth century," &c. &c. 
 Now, as if Fortune had a mind to have a bit 
 of fun with me, after engaging me for what Tom 
 Taylor described as " French vaudeville" she intro- 
 duced me to the Rev. J. M. Bellew, who wished 
 me to paint an altar-piece for him, subject, "The 
 Crucifixion."
 
 SUCCESS AT LAST 341 
 
 J. M. Bellew was at one time a very popular 
 preacher, and the incumbent of St. Mark's Church, 
 Hamilton Terrace, where his fine elocution, sono- 
 rous voice, and handsome face, drew laree conere- 
 gations. He had, however, for some reason which 
 I don't remember, taken Bedford Chapel near 
 Oxford Street, and had got up a subscription for 
 an altar-piece, which he considered would be an 
 appropriate finish or decoration. He spoke to me 
 about it, and I undertook the work, which was to 
 be fourteen or fifteen feet high, the figures, three in 
 number, to measure seven feet, and the price ^40 ; 
 the canvas, &c., which cost ^11, to be an extra 
 payment. As I had in my early ambitious days 
 made a design which included the Creation of the 
 World, the History of our Lord, and tlu- Last 
 Judgment, I felt that I could easily undertake the 
 subject of the Crucifixion, treated in the old Italian 
 manner ; and also, that to paint a devotional work 
 which was to remain for years in a sacred edifice, 
 would be something to be proud of: so I did not 
 trouble myself about the small price I was to get for 
 such a large canvas. 
 
 I resolved therefore to carry on this at the same 
 time as my humbler subject, and made a drawing 
 in water-colours of the complete composition, to be 
 squared up afterwards to the recjuisitc si/c. (Sec 
 illustration.) I worked at the picture coff (jniotr, 
 the subject lending itself to loving and di-votional 
 expression, to depict which, is one of the highest 
 pleasures of an artist. Th'- w'»rk being n\^ a liri^M-
 
 342 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 scale and painted with much ease, it flattered my 
 ambitious desire to do a pure and good piece of 
 work, and as it grew out on the large canvas I 
 must confess that my joy was extreme. I could 
 have wished that it had been my destiny to have 
 had more work of the kind to do, but the Church 
 in England is not a generous patron of art. 
 
 I had made considerable progress with the 
 picture, when Bellew came to see it, and suggested 
 some alteration in the expression of St. John, show- 
 ing me, by clenching his own hands and looking up, 
 what he meant. I said if he would remain in the 
 attitude I would make the alteration at once, as I 
 saw the criticism was sound. He did so, but after 
 a few minutes he asked me if he might smoke. He 
 lit a cigar and resumed his impersonation. It struck 
 me that St. John contemplating the figure on the 
 Cross with a " Flor de Murias " in his mouth, was 
 " un peu bizarre," not to say comic, but it did not 
 strike me that if I had painted him in that manner, 
 frock-coat and all, and sent my work to the Salon 
 in the Champ de Mars, I might have been hailed 
 as an original orenius and the leader of a new school 
 "tout a fait moderne." 
 
 " The Crucifixion" was put up at Bedford Chapel 
 in May 1868 and Bellew paid me for it, pro- 
 misingf himself to settle the colourman's bill for 
 the canvas. As soon as I had received the cheque 
 and given him an acknowledgment, he asked me 
 casually how I was getting on at the Academy. 1 
 then told him I had sold both my pictures.
 
 THE CRUCIIIM" ^. 
 {Altar-piece fainted for J. M. fifllm:
 
 344 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 "What!" said he. "You don't say so! And 
 what did you get for them ? " 
 
 " Two hundred for one and a hundred and fifty 
 for the other, and the first has already been resold 
 at a profit." 
 
 "What!" said he — he paused, and it may have 
 been my fancy, but I thought he looked as if he 
 were going to say, " Why didn't you tell me that 
 before I gave you the /"40 .^ " But recovering 
 himself, he congratulated me heartily and I am sure 
 sincerely, for I always found him a kind friend, and 
 if at one time rather a spoilt child of Fortune, he 
 was open-hearted and generous ; nor did I ever 
 trace the least malice in his disposition. 
 
 But the High Art picture was not destined long 
 to hold its proud position over the altar of Bedford 
 Chapel. The receipts at the collections gradually 
 dwindled down, and even a church, if it doesn't 
 pay, has to be shut up or handed over to another. 
 So it was with Bedford Chapel, and Bellew and my 
 altar-piece left it together. As it was fourteen or 
 fifteen feet high it had to be rolled up, and for a 
 long time, I think a year or two, it stood in his hall 
 by the side of the umbrella-stand. He left the 
 Church of England and ceased to be the Rev. J. M. 
 Bellew, but was for some time as popular a reader 
 as he had been a preacher. He became a Roman 
 Catholic, and presented " The Crucifixion " to the 
 Carmelite Church at Kensington, where it was 
 hung in a side-chapel, and looked, I thought, better 
 there than in its original position. I was much
 
 SUCCESS AT LAST 345 
 
 complimented by the monks upon it, who pronounced 
 it a very devotional picture. 
 
 Bellew died soon after this, sincerely regretted 
 by those who knew him intimately, for he was a 
 kind friend, excellent company, and a good host. 
 I have spent many pleasant evenings at his house 
 in Addison Road. He had a great leaning for the 
 stage, and one of his favourite pastimes was to get 
 up acting charades in his back drawing-room, in 
 which he, Shirley Brooks, Frith, Edmund Yates, 
 Calderon, self and others took part. 
 
 Some years ago I went to have another look 
 at "The Crucifixion," — poor Bellew's gift; per- 
 haps with a feeling partly of vanity, and partlv of 
 satisfaction at having painted an altar-piece that 
 was to be looked at by generations of worshippers. 
 But here again Fortune, as if to show that .she had 
 only been having a joke with me, gave me a slap 
 in the face which 1 little expected. 1 went first 
 to the side-chapel where the picture had fornu-rly 
 hung. I saw only bare walls. I went into the 
 Church. Mass was going on. 1 kncli down, hui 
 my eyes wandered about looking for the picture. 
 At last, hanging like a loose rag from an archway, 
 I recognised the old canvas; a portion ol .St. John 
 and the feet and legs only of our I.ord were 
 visible. The use that ni\- ambitious |)crformaiice 
 seemed to be put tf), was to cover part ol a wiiujow 
 and to keep out the (h-aiiglit. I came a\v.i\ truly 
 humiliated, and completely conxinced that I was 
 neither a Perugino nor a Raphael in the cyc^ "I
 
 346 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 the Kensineton Carmelites. The illustration here 
 given is a reproduction of the original water-colour 
 drawing from which the picture was painted. 
 
 " The Shy Pupil," my genteel-comedy picture, 
 was well received by the Council of the Royal 
 Academy, and was very well placed in the middle 
 room. On the varnishing day I was complimented 
 on the work by several of the members, and one 
 of them took me into the council - room to have 
 a glass of sherry. J. P. Knight, the portrait painter, 
 secretary, and Professor of Perspective, was there, 
 and said he could not allow me to drink out of 
 such a small glass as I had before me, and filled 
 up a bumper in a very large one, putting down the 
 little one with such contempt that he smashed it. 
 He told me how they all cheered when my pic- 
 ture came before them, and I was not to think it 
 was through favouritism that it was so well placed, 
 for none of them knew whose it was. It was well 
 spoken of by the critics, especially by M. Burty in 
 the Gazette des Beaux Arts, who said it was like 
 a De Hooehe before time had darkened its tones. 
 He wrote to me saying he should like to publish an 
 etching of it in the Gazette, but unfortunately I had 
 no sketch or photograph to lend him. The picture 
 was bought by Sir John Pender (then Mr. Pender), 
 and in addition to all this it brought me into busi- 
 ness relations with William (now Sir William) 
 Agnew, and his brother, Tom Agnew, of the well- 
 known firm ; and I must say that for many years 
 those relations were most satisfactory, and the
 
 SUCCESS AT LAST 347 
 
 Agnews were not only my patrons but my good 
 friends, and helped me on to the success which 
 came at last after waitingr for it many years. The 
 first picture that I painted for Sir William Agnew 
 was a portrait-picture of his two litde boys. Phil 
 and Walter, going to school with their satchels 
 over their shoulders. They are passing along by 
 some grey park palings with the May blossom 
 hanging over them. One of those little boys is 
 now a partner in the well-known firm of Christie's, 
 and the other is one of the firm of Pii'cJi. 
 
 The picture was painted in a studio in St. 
 Mary's Terrace, the approach to which was through 
 a small garden : and when x^gnew came to see it I 
 met him there, and he said he should like to sit 
 down and smoke a cioar before he went into the 
 studio. 
 
 "The fact is," he said, "I feel quite nervous 
 about it." He told me he was so afraid he should 
 not like it. " But," said I, " if you don't like it you 
 need not have it ; I will paint another." 
 
 It seemed so curious that the man who si)ciu 
 thousands in a morning going from studio to studio 
 and saying " I will have this " and " I will have that " 
 without a moment's hesitation, should feel nervous 
 at looking at a small canvas with his two liiilc boys 
 in it; but he is a devoted father, and I (hiresay 
 dreaded to see a representation ni his chiMren 
 that did not realise tlu.-m to iiini as he saw them. 
 After we had smoked and chatted about five nr ten 
 minutes I asked him if he felt better. H<- laughed.
 
 348 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 and we entered the studio together ; an expression 
 
 y^4TBSP7^:ri 
 
 FRIENDS. 
 
 of relief and satisfaction came over his face : he 
 was pleased, very pleased, with the picture.
 
 XLIV 
 
 PORTRAITS AND PATRONS 
 
 npHE little portrait-picture of " Going to School " 
 led to my having other portraits to paint in 
 somewhat the same manner, and these led on to 
 others, and to my introduction to many agreeable 
 people. Although I continued to paint my genteel- 
 comedy pictures, most of which were bought by 
 the Agnews, portraiture was the most kicrative. 
 and my experience in that branch of art was cer- 
 tainly a very pleasant and sunshiny season of my 
 life. I went out a (jood deal not onlv in London, 
 but to those old Enorlish homes in the country 
 where during the shootino- and huntinijf seasons 
 such delightful company is wont to assemble, and of 
 which I shall say something later on. Hut perhaps 
 a few of my experiences in portrait-painting may be 
 entertaining, and 1 hope 1 may recall ihcin with- 
 out offence and without being too personal. 
 
 Some time ago I received a very pleasant and 
 quite unexpected visit from tw(j ladie.s, L.uly \ .. 
 and her daughter, Mrs. C, who came about a 
 portrait of the latter, whifh 1 eventually painted. 
 As Lady V. was full of character and a j^ood talker, 
 and always accom|)anied her daughter durini^ the 
 
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 350 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 painting of the picture, she enhvened the sittings 
 very much. At one time we would discuss certain 
 points and pecuHarities of" art, of nature, and of 
 fashion ; at another she would entertain me with 
 strange stories of society — so that the day's work 
 was lightened by a good deal of amusement. 
 
 I remember among other things that we had a 
 disquisition on noses, or rather on long noses, and 
 she asked me if I thought it was necessary to paint 
 them quite as long as they sometimes appeared in 
 nature. But I said I rather admired long noses ; 
 I thought they showed character and determination, 
 and gave a certain dignity to the face. " Yes," said 
 she, "that may be, but still there is a limit;" and 
 she went on to sav that fourteen of her relations 
 had died violent deaths ; some were killed in battle, 
 some in duels, some were shipwrecked, and so on ; 
 but whether it was owing to their strong characters 
 or their long noses she didn't know — "perhaps a 
 little of both." 
 
 Referring to that delicate subject, the question 
 of a lady's age, she asked if it was necessary to 
 paint people quite as old as they happened to be 
 when sitting to an artist ; because, said she, they 
 were not always thirty-five or forty, for instance — 
 " You don't want to stereotype the age but the 
 individuality." 
 
 " No, you don't want to be thinking how old or 
 how young such and such a person is," said I, "but 
 whether she is handsome, intelligent, a lady born, of 
 a pleasant disposition, and so forth. You want a
 
 PORTRAITS AND PATRONS ;,w 
 
 portrait that shall be always like, not somethincr 
 that only lasts for a season or two ; and that is why 
 I don't stick too close to the fashions in dress, 
 which look old-fashioned in a few years, unless 
 there is something really pretty and tasteful in 
 them, then it lasts for all time." 
 
 "Quite so, Mr. Storey, and I like an artist who 
 can paint flesh and blood, and not mere dolls and 
 dummies that look as if they were made of wood 
 and wax ; " and she referred to a fashionable por- 
 trait-painter of that day, who, she said, "pomades 
 his hair to such an extent that it's enough to drive 
 you out of the studio." 
 
 I told her of a lady who considered that twenty- 
 eight was a very good age to stop at ; I knew her 
 for over twelve years, and she never confessed to 
 more than twenty-eight. 
 
 "Well, you see, that can be any age." 
 
 Yes, any age — it can be forty, or even hlty. 1 
 knew a very handsome woman of over forty who 
 might well have passed for twenty-eight. She was 
 called "Pretty .Mrs. Porter," and 1 wrote the fol- 
 lowing description of her : 
 
 THEN AXn NOW 
 
 She was very pretty then. 
 So said the men. 
 
 She's handsome now, and stouter, 
 Looks rather shorter, 
 Has a grown-up dauKhtcr, 
 
 And wealth al;oul her.
 
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 Then, she was twenty, 
 
 Her face all dimply, 
 
 And dressed quite simply, 
 With admirers plenty. 
 
 Now she is forty — 
 
 And haughty. 
 
 Fresh as the morning dew, 
 Her eyes were clear and blue ; 
 
 Her skin, both fair and rosy. 
 
 Was like a posy. 
 Her blushes came and went 
 
 Without intent ; 
 
 Now, she is nice 
 
 With spice, 
 A powder-puff and scent. 
 
 Then, she was bright and airy 
 Like a fairy, 
 
 Played at tennis, nimble as a fawn ; 
 Now, she is slow and chokey. 
 Fond of a little jokey. 
 And only plays at croquet 
 
 Upon the lawn. 
 
 She goes to Monte Carlo, 
 
 Wins a pony, 
 Dreams all night of Martingales 
 
 And fortunes ; 
 
 Her luck importunes, 
 
 But fate refuses ; 
 
 She plays and loses, 
 
 Plays again. 
 
 In vain. 
 
 She has comforts now and sorrow, 
 She dreads to-morrow, 
 
 She feels there's something wrong — 
 She isn't strong ; 
 
 And though champagne she drinks, 
 She sometimes thinks
 
 PORTRAITS AND PATRONS 
 
 She'd rather she were more 
 
 As before, 
 And give up all her wealth 
 
 For health. 
 
 353 
 
 MRS. rORTER — THEN. 
 
 Oh ! why do maids grow old ? 
 
 It seems a pity. 
 Why change that youthful mould, 
 
 That was so pretty ? 
 Why isn't notv as then 
 
 With Mrs. Porter ? 
 Because, there would be no chance 
 
 For her daughter.
 
 354 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 Lady V.'s stories of society were most enter- 
 taining, as were her remarks on the fashions. She 
 spoke of the number of persons who went to at- 
 homes and dances without invitations, and of an 
 amusing incident, or rather catastrophe, which hap- 
 pened to a certain Lady , who was not a very 
 
 amiable individual. " She had three daughters," 
 said Lady V., "who were all very ugly, and of 
 course their mother wanted to get them married, 
 which was not so easy, notwithstanding that they 
 were called 'The Three Graces.'" Hearing that 
 a Captain G., a very rich man, had taken a place 
 near her country seat, she gave a ball with the 
 express purpose of getting Captain G. to come to 
 it, and the Three Graces were to put on their 
 prettiest smiles. So an invitation was sent to the 
 gallant captain through a mutual friend, and in due 
 
 course he presented himself to Lady at her 
 
 grand entertainment. As she had never seen him, 
 she did not at first realise who he might be, and, 
 turning upon him rather abruptly, said, " I don't 
 know you ; why have you come ? " To which he 
 replied that he had received her invitation, other- 
 wise he should not have thought of coming. " I 
 
 never invite people I don't know," said Lady , 
 
 turning away. The captain bowed, and said he 
 would return her invitation as soon as he got home 
 — and departed. It was not till some time after- 
 wards, that it dawned upon the lady that he was 
 the very guest she had been so anxious to receive. 
 The next morning her invitation was returned to
 
 PORTRAITS AND PATRONS 355 
 
 her, enclosed in an envelope, without a word of 
 comment. We may imagine the scene between 
 mamma and daughters. A letter was despatched 
 at once by a mounted messenger, full of apologies 
 and explanations, with an invitation to dinner for 
 that evening, the reply to which was : — 
 
 " Captain G. presents his compliments to 
 
 Lady , and begs to say that he never dines 
 
 with people he does not know," 
 
 Lady V. told me many other amusing things, 
 which I either forQ-et or do not wish to take the 
 liberty of repeating. I cannot resist, however, 
 telline two ofood stories which I heard from my 
 old landlord, Thomas Middleton, who was for some 
 years butler and confidential servant to General 
 Hastings at Ashby de la Zouch. 
 
 One of the General's intimate friends was old 
 Lord S., who was evidently a kindred spirit, for they 
 met often and sometimes played cards all night. 
 Now, Lord S. does not seem to have been very 
 particular about his personal appearance, and used 
 to go about in a very old coat, which peculiarity 
 occasioned him several curious adventures. li< 
 not only dressed shabbily, but had a way of walk- 
 incr with his hands behind him, the palms being 
 
 o 
 
 held upwards. Being out for a walk one morning, 
 he passed a young midshii)man of the Royal Navy, 
 but without noticing him. The latter, struck l)y 
 Lord S.^s appearance, ihoughl he mu.st be some 
 broken-down gentleman, who was too noble to 
 beg, but lo whom assistance might i)e welcome.
 
 356 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 So having just arrived in port, and being rather 
 flush of money, he stole behind the supposed 
 pauper and dropped half a sovereign into the up- 
 turned hand, and then was rapidly making off, 
 when my lord turned quickly round, examined the 
 donation, and called to his unknown friend to " wait 
 a minute," in a very gentle voice. The middy, all 
 blushes, returned, and Lord S., seeing his confusion, 
 and pleased with his honest face, said, " Thank you, 
 young man, I am much obleeged to you and will 
 accept your gift, but only on condition that you 
 will tell me your name and address in order that 
 I may have an opportunity of returning it at some 
 future time." The youth obeyed, but said there was 
 no occasion for doing that. A day or two after 
 this, the young middy received a note from Lord 
 S., which was brought by a big flunkey in livery, 
 asking him to do him the honour of a call at a 
 certain hour that day, as he wished particularly to 
 see him on business. 
 
 The young middy could not make it out, as 
 he said Lord S. was unknown to him, nor could 
 the big footman enlighten him further than by 
 saying, " I suppose, sir, you'd better come." 
 
 So the young man went, wondering and won- 
 dering what it all meant. Arrived at the house, 
 
 in ■ Square, he was ushered upstairs into a 
 
 spacious drawing-room, and there, to his surprise 
 and confusion, sat the dear old gentleman to whom 
 he had given the half-sovereign. Lord S. did not 
 wait for the young fellow to make apologies, but
 
 PORTRAITS AND PATRONS 357 
 
 put a note into his hand for a hundred pounds, and 
 said, " I told you I would return vour eift." Nor 
 would he listen to a refusal. " Remember," said he. 
 " I only accepted it on condition that I mij^ht re- 
 turn it," and he also added, " I will see you advanced 
 in the service, for it is such stuff as you are made 
 of that wins our battles." And that young middv 
 was advanced from that day, and proved a brave 
 and gallant officer. 
 
 But there is a still more amusino- storv of Lord 
 S., and had it not been told me by Middleton. 
 who was on the spot, I should have thought it a 
 farcical invention of a playwright. 
 
 It appears that even on Sunday my Lord S. 
 wore his old clothes, not out of stinginess, but 
 simply because he did not think abcuit his per- 
 sonal appearance, and, as we have seen, rather 
 enjoyed the fun of it. 
 
 It was church time, but sauntering past General 
 Hastings' house, he gave a modest tap at the 
 front door, which was immediately opened by the 
 hall-porter. 
 
 "Is General Hastings at home?" said my lord, 
 in a mild voice. 
 
 "No, he ain't," said the magnificcnl llunki-y. 
 thinking him some poor fellow who had come 
 
 to beg. 
 
 " Oh then, I'll conic in and wait for him," and the 
 modest lord entered, despite the indignant protests 
 of the porter, who, however, became somewhat 
 softened bv the gentl<- manner of the visitor and
 
 35 8 SKETCHES FROM iMEMORY 
 
 told him he could sit on the form in the hall. The 
 porter talked to this unknown intruder, questioned 
 him about his place, and felt so agreeably surprised 
 that at last he said to him, "Why, old chap, you're 
 not half such a bad fellow as I thought you was. 
 Look here — the General won't be in for another 
 half-hour, so we may as well make ourselves com- 
 fortable ; will you do me a favour ? " 
 
 "What is it?" said Lord S. . 
 
 And the other, slipping sixpence into his hand, 
 said, " Do you mind just going round the corner and 
 fetching me a pot of porter ? " 
 
 " With the greatest pleeasure," said my lord. 
 
 "The fact is," said the hall-porter, "in the first 
 place, I mustn't leave the hall, and I daren't be seen 
 in the street with a pot of porter in my hand, "as 
 all the neighbours would talk." So my lord went 
 round the corner and fetched the frothing beveraee. 
 The porter wanted him to have first drink, but 
 his unknown friend politely refused, as he said he 
 did not drink porter in the morning, but was very 
 pleased to have been of service in getting it for his 
 new acquaintance. 
 
 While this friendly discussion was going on 
 the General walked up to the door, and the 
 pot of porter was stowed away under the chair, 
 with a wink to Lord S., who sat meekly or^ 
 the form. 
 
 As soon as the General entered he exclaimed, 
 " Why, S. ! what the devil are you doing here, sit- 
 ting in the hall ? "
 
 PORTRAITS AND PATRONS 359 
 
 " Oh," said Lord S., " I am only waiting for you : 
 and my friend here has been very obleeginor." 
 
 The hall-porter almost fainted, especially when 
 he saw his master take Lord S. by the arm and walk 
 him upstairs. The bell was rung for Middleton, the 
 guest was of course most nobly treated, and the 
 two old friends sat down to cards. They played on 
 and on, only leaving off for meals. They played 
 all the afternoon, then dined, they played all the 
 evening, then supped — and then they played all 
 nisfht. Hundreds of cards were strewn at their feet, 
 and not until the next morning did Lord S. come- 
 downstairs to go home. 
 
 The magnificent porter had passed a restless 
 night ; he was pale and speechless when he saw the 
 noble guest, whom he had treated as a poor fellow- 
 servant, coming towards him. He tried to make an 
 apology, but could only gasp out, in a faint voice-, 
 "My lord!" S., who had been a considerable 
 winner, smiled blandly, put a five-pound note into 
 the porter's hand, and said, "There's a five-pound 
 note for you, and perhaps you will rcmcmlu-r 
 Lord S. when you see him again.' 
 
 I had an amusing experience in portrail-takin.i^. 
 at a fancy bazaar that was held at the l*"rt(! 'IVade 
 Hall, Manchester, in 1865 or i.S/)f). in aid of the 
 Children's Hospital at IVndk:l)ury. It was Rot 
 up, in a great measure, by John licnry Agncw 
 and his friends, and about /^r.ooo was collccird. 
 and handed over to th<- charity, nothing being 
 deducted for expenses. h<.r wh<ii the fclc, which
 
 360 
 
 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 lasted about a week, was all over, it was found that 
 the hire of the hall, the entertainments, and other 
 expenses, came to about ^1000. I remember we 
 
 PAMELA. 
 
 were standing in a circle when John Henry said, 
 " I think it would be a pity, gentlemen, to deduct 
 this money from the ^22,000 we have collected,
 
 PORTRAITS AND PAIRONS 361 
 
 so let us see if we cannot raise it amone ourselves. 
 I will give ^100 towards it. We only want nine 
 others to do the same thing." And thereupon one 
 after another said, " I will give a hundred," " So 
 will I," "So will I," "And 1," until the whole sum 
 was collected. Although this is not the story I was 
 going to tell, it came into my mind, and certainly 
 the generosity of those Manchester men on tliat 
 occasion deserves to be recorded. 
 
 The part I took in the business, besides pre- 
 senting a chalk drawing called "Clarissa," which 
 sold for a pretty good sum, was to go about 
 among the crowd offering to take any one's portrait 
 for half-a-crown, likeness not guaranteed. I had a 
 sketch-book, and a note-book, the latter rather 
 small, in which I made a pencil outline in a ft-w 
 minutes, then tore out the leaf and received 2s. 6cl. 
 I did a very good trade, and in the two days that 1 
 worked at it I sketched forty portraits ; some of tht-m 
 were more elaborate, and I received 5s., 10s., and 
 even £1 for a few. One lady of a certain age was 
 not at all satisfied with the half-crown representa- 
 tion of herself, and she complained tliat I had made 
 her look too old. So, 1 said I couldn't make licr 
 any younger for half-a-crown, Inil that il she wt)uld 
 go in for a ten-and-sixpenny one I could make her 
 any age she liked — nineteen or twenty for instance. 
 so she did go in for a teii-and-si.xpenny one. Ami 
 another curious thing about this experiment was 
 that at least ten other ladies had tcn-and-.sixpcnny 
 portraits, and two went as far as a guinea ; scvrral
 
 362 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 among them were very pretty girls whose pictures 
 
 MRS. POTTER. 
 
 were not paid for by themselves, and were sent off 
 to be mounted and framed there and then. 
 
 In those days the Manchester men seemed to
 
 PORTRAITS AND PATRONS 363 
 
 have plenty of money, and were not niggardly in 
 spending it. Orders for several expensive portraits 
 were the outcome of this pleasant freak in the name 
 of Charity. 
 
 One of the great pleasures of portrait-painting 
 consists in the many kind friends and acquaint- 
 ances that the artist makes amone his sitters ; and 
 the invitations he receives to their town and 
 country houses in consequence. I recall many 
 enjoyable visits that I paid in the days of my first 
 success, and lively scenes pass before me of merry 
 doings at Coleorton, which would fill a chapter ; of 
 quite as merry doings at Hartwell, which would fill 
 another chapter, and of Burley-on-the-Hill, Ash- 
 down, Yewden, and other places, not forgetting the 
 hospitable homes of the rich Manchester men, and 
 the long holidays passed in the north with the 
 Agnews, when the present heads of the firm were 
 boys, including a trip to Scotland with them and a 
 pleasant sail up Loch Fyne with Frank, now Sir 
 Francis Powell, President of the Royal Scottish 
 Water-Colour Society. 
 
 It would no doubt be pleasant to me to recall 
 many of those scenes that have passed, and 10 
 note all the fun and geniality that I remember <>! 
 them, but my houk is nearly iilled up, so I will 
 speak only of one of the old homes — namely, 
 Debden in Essex, to which I will devote the next 
 chapter.
 
 XLV 
 
 DEBDEN 
 
 I H E name 
 ^ of Debden 
 brings back 
 some of my 
 pleasantest re- 
 collections, al- 
 though it was a 
 ne'er - do - well 
 gaunt solitary 
 place, that was 
 haunted not only 
 by a ghost but 
 by fates of ill 
 omen. Its mas- 
 sive walls and 
 fine apartments 
 were built for 
 Mr. Chiswell, a 
 man of great 
 wealth, about the 
 middle of the last 
 century. 
 My first experience of this house of vicissitudes 
 
 was on an autumn afternoon some twenty or 
 
 364 
 
 THE I'ARK GATE.
 
 DEBDEN 365 
 
 more years ago. I took the train to SatTron-Walden 
 — need I say in Essex and not far from Audley 
 End — the picturesque and romantic dwelling of 
 the Howards, that had to be partly pulled down 
 because it was too large and too expensive 10 
 keep up, though what remains of it is still a noble 
 pile and belongs to Lord Braybrooke. 
 
 At the station I found an old coachman with an 
 old trap, who was willing to convey me and my 
 luggage to Debden. The trap, or the carriage, or 
 whatever it might be called, had worn-out cushions 
 and groggy wheels, which impressed me so forcibly 
 that I remember these characteristics as if it were 
 yesterday. We jogged on and on and at last 
 arrived in a lane half-choked up by hedges, and 
 shaded very much by overhanging trees. I thought 
 my old coachmian had lost his way, and was driving 
 me though a wood. I impressed uj)on him that I 
 hoped he understood I was bound for Dtbilen. 
 "All right, sir," said he, "we're coming to it," ant! 
 at last he pulled up at a five-barred field gate, not 
 in the best of repair, and getting down from liis 
 box informed me, "This be Debden, sir." 
 
 All I could see was a cowshed and a bit o| a 
 haystack, a road full of ruts all overgrown with 
 weeds, and a wilderness of trees in the distance. 
 
 " But I want to go to the Hall," .said I. 
 
 "All right, sir; it's about two miU-s and a 
 quarter after we get through this ere gate." 
 
 Having accomplish(;d the feat of gelling thnnii^h 
 that "'ere gate," we drove on and on till tlarkncss
 
 366 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 began to settle down upon us, and by my coach- 
 man's manner I began to think that the Hall, per- 
 haps, was not much of a place. We passed a few 
 cows that were asleep or ruminating, and started 
 one or two to their feet, which seemed to indicate 
 that they were not very accustomed to carriages 
 going along the drive. At length I could just dis- 
 cern a big building telling out dark against the 
 fading light of the sky, and the driver pointed to it 
 with his whip, and said, "That's the Hall, sir." As 
 we came nearer, I could make out its massive pro- 
 portions, portico and all, and in another ten minutes 
 we drew up at a very unpretentious side-door. This 
 was quickly opened by a man-servant, and a minute 
 afterwards I saw the familiar and cheery face of my 
 host, who made me heartily welcome. 
 
 Only a small portion of the house had been fur- 
 nished, as the new inmates, Mr. and Mrs. Raymond 
 Cely Trevilian, had but lately taken possession. 
 Long dark passages, and mysterious staircases, 
 seemed to lead to anywhere. A gleam of moonlight 
 streaming in from a far-off window added to the 
 uncanniness of the place ; but there was a small 
 drawing-room perfectly fitted up, and a cosy smok- 
 ing-room that would have satisfied any man who 
 loves a pipe and a chat, and would be sure to be 
 his favourite apartment, even were the rooms of 
 state furnished in all their glory. 
 
 Before dinner we paid a visit to the stables to 
 inspect the new pony ; and never do I remember 
 going through so much to come out so very little.
 
 DEBDEN -,6- 
 
 The stables are a stately pile, and appeared to me 
 almost as big as the Hall ; in fact, a company of 
 troopers might have put up their chargers there 
 without much inconvenience. We passed stall after 
 stall in the dim light of the moon's rays, and it 
 seemed to me to be many hundreds of yards before 
 we came to the last stall of all. Here Trevilian 
 struck a match, a good old lucifer, and the small 
 pony stood revealed ; a few more matches enabled 
 us to admire his perfect proportions, to pat him, and 
 to flatter him. We then returned in the darkness 
 the same way we came. 
 
 But why have I described this unimjnjruint 
 incident? Simply to show how the past glories 
 of Debden had departed, and because it is a part 
 of the picture. On our return another guest had 
 arrived, namely, the lawyer, of whom more anon. 
 Those parchments and papers, tied up with red 
 tape, which he carried in his bag, might mean for- 
 tune or ruin to the owners of this spacious and 
 empty mansion. 
 
 It was said that a Grey Lady wandered about its 
 halls and its passages regardless of bolted doors, 
 and that the keyholes were sufficient space for her 
 entrances and exits. This restless spirit was sup- 
 posed to be that of the wife of the former owner of 
 this large property, Mr. Chiswell, who had a con- 
 siderable fortune. Hut knowing lillle of busin* . 
 he was induced to enter into a certain .sjMJculation 
 in a concern which was suppo.sed to be Jis safe as the 
 bank, and therefore he mi'^hl rest secure and sleep
 
 368 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 at ease. But owing to an unlooked-for and unex- 
 pected turn of events, caused by the French losing 
 San Domingo, the whole of the money invested 
 by Mr. Chiswell was lost ; and the firm in which 
 he was a kind of sleeping partner was involved in 
 utter ruin. 
 
 In those days of mail-coaches, news did not 
 travel so fast as in the present time, and no positive 
 information of the exact state of things had reached 
 Debden ; but still rumours and suspicions were 
 abroad, and Mr. Chiswell bade a trusty messenger 
 post up to town and ascertain the facts, and to find 
 out whether the rumours were true or false. He 
 was to return with all possible speed and drive up 
 to the Hall, or rather to a certain gate just beyond 
 the terrace, that could be seen from one of the 
 small dining-room windows. It was calculated that 
 he would return at about the dinner-hour. If the 
 rumour was false, he was to pass the gate and come 
 in as a guest, but if not, he was to stop at the gate 
 and drop a white handkerchief, which would be the 
 signal that all was lost. 
 
 Much depended on that white handkerchief! If 
 of^cially notified of the downfall of the firm, Mr. 
 Chiswell would have to render up Debden and all 
 its belongings as part of the assets ; but if he died 
 before news of the failure actually reached him, his 
 personal and private property would go to his 
 widow and daughter — at least that was Mr. Chis- 
 well's impression. 
 
 On that eventful evening, the only guest who
 
 DEBDEN 369 
 
 sat at Mr. Chiswell's table was death himself. His 
 wife and daughter had, by his special desire, gone 
 to a concert to encourage some local charity, and 
 he dined in the little dining-room in solitary state. 
 It might be his last meal, or he might have the 
 pleasure of welcoming his wife and daughter home 
 again. As the time wore on, and as the hands of 
 the clock drew nearer the hour when all doubt 
 would be over, he became more and more grave, 
 and was listening for the sound of the wheels of 
 the chariot that was to convey his messenger. 
 
 At last he heard something approaching in the 
 distance. He rose quietly from his seat and went to 
 the window. The sound grew louder and louder ; 
 he watched the chaise coming down the avenue. 
 A minute later it stopped, and he saw the while 
 handkerchief fall to the ground. The drivir then 
 turned his horses and drove away. 
 
 The master of Debden, the man who had raised 
 its massive walls, the rich man whtj thought his 
 wealth boundless, now realised that that grinning 
 guest of his demanded his life in exchange for these 
 shinine halls and broad acres ; after brooiling for 
 a short time, he passed through the gun-rt).)ni. 
 where he selected a pistol, and going into an apart- 
 ment beyond, he put an end to himself. 
 
 His wife and daughter, returning soon after- 
 wards, were not informed ol what had aclually taken 
 place ; only that the master had died suddenly. 
 
 Now, all this happened a long time ..-o. more 
 
 than ninety years ago, but still tlv Crey I.adv. the 
 
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 370 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 wife of him who gave up his Hfe for her sake, is 
 said to haunt the place, as though her restless spirit 
 had something to communicate to the living world, 
 if only some one in it would stay and listen to her. 
 
 '^-:&' 
 
 NINETY YEARS AGO. 
 
 I must refrain from entering into the family 
 history of the house of Debden, however romantic, 
 and even thrilling it may be — including the elope- 
 ment of the young lady of the Hall with a baronet
 
 DEBDEN 37 j 
 
 of ancient lineage ; the sensational pursuit, which 
 was baulked by cut harness and lamed horses ; the 
 marriage, followed by extravagant expenditure, and 
 the selling off of everything, till nothing but bare 
 walls remained ; and how the whole place was 
 handed over, for a time, to money-lenders, who 
 took possession, and felled many of the fine old 
 trees in the Park to pay their fees and expenses, 
 holding the tide-deeds till their loans and their 
 interests were accommodated. 
 
 Many years have elapsed, and the old place has 
 devolved, and come into the possession of the host 
 and hostess who welcomed me that evening when 
 I drove up in that ramshackle old trap, and went 
 through "that 'ere gate," as already described. The 
 curse of fate has been, for a time, withdrawn frt)m 
 the manor of Debden ; by degrees its many apart- 
 ments have been refurnished, and merry faces again 
 appear upon the scene. 
 
 About two years after this, in the glowing 
 month of September, I again went on a visit u> 
 Debden, where I found a large and lively party 
 already assembled. 
 
 The great house presented a totally different 
 appearance to when I first visited it. and with such 
 a goodly company it was impossible to do otherwise 
 than enjoy one's self, especially when Mr. and Mrs. 
 Trevilian knew so well how to make every one 
 happy and contented. To wander in the Ix-aulihii 
 
 erounds rich in autumn lints, or in the rosf ''••' 
 
 or by the lake, with pleasant and witty connj.ini<'iis.
 
 372 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 to saunter through the woods and picnic in the 
 chequered shade, to tell stories and sing songs 
 as in the Decameron, was certainly a very easy and 
 agreeable way of passing the time. 
 
 But other entertainments were resorted to. A 
 day's shooting for the men, a visit to Audley End, 
 or some other place of interest, or mustering in 
 small groups on one of the islands that dotted the 
 lake, to plot and to plan some new scheme of how 
 to make everybody happy, ourselves in particular, 
 and inventing signs and tokens in which the honey 
 bees played their part, and were held up as examples 
 to the denizens of the human hive ; the whole 
 winding up each evening with a sumptuous repast 
 and entertainment, and yet another hour in the 
 smoking-room after the ladies, in fair procession, 
 had wished us g-ood-nio^ht. 
 
 As a specimen of the variety which was some- 
 times introduced into the amusement of the day, I 
 will relate only one device. One of the young 
 ladies, Miss B., had the idea of disguising herself 
 as a gipsy, and asked me to paint her face in oils ; 
 but 1 suggested water-colours as being more easily 
 washed off, neither process being very professional, 
 and both most uncomfortable — but what did that 
 matter.'* She got herself up in gay-coloured rags, 
 and put black sticking-plaster on her teeth to make 
 them look as if they had been knocked out or ex- 
 tracted, and altogether made a very good represen- 
 tation of an itinerant fortune-teller. It was a beautiful 
 day, and the dining-room windows, looking on to
 
 DEBDEN --{ 
 
 the park, were thrown open. We had not long sat 
 down to luncheon when she appeared at one of 
 them, and began talking to the pretty ladies and 
 the noble gentlemen in such a natural way. that 
 the butler went up to her and told her not to stay 
 there, but to go round to the servants' entrance ; 
 which nearly upset the gravity of the gipsy, who 
 however stood to her part. 
 
 Mrs. Houstoun, a well-known authoress, who sat 
 next to me, exclaimed in terror, " Oh, look at that 
 horrid creature ! " I did all I could to compose 
 her, and our host, who sat at the other end of the 
 table, and was in the secret, had some difficully 
 in suppressing an explosion of laughter, especially 
 when he was reminded that perhaps the spoons 
 and forks were in danger, as there were always 
 others prowling about. I then tried to persuade 
 Mrs. Houstoun to q-q to the window and have 
 her fortune told. "Oh! not for the world!" saiil 
 she ; but the gipsy, looking towards us, made such 
 direct allusions to the clever writer <»f novels, 
 and the painter of lovely pictures to be seen in the 
 great exhibition in London, that Mrs. Houstoun 
 pronounced her a Vvitch. Of course she had some- 
 thing to say aijout every one all round the table— of 
 the many battles that the brave general' had won. 
 but had lost an arm in ili<- Crimea; and what a 
 wonderful shot a certain juilge was." Ix :'■ 
 
 wore his glass eyes in his hai ; and many «)lher 
 things that were so true iliat every one was ftllctl 
 
 ' General Walker. » Sir Robert Collier.
 
 374 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 with amazement. While the gipsy was passing 
 her remarks, and trying to persuade some of the 
 "handsome gentlemen" to cross her hand with 
 silver— she did collect one shilling and eightpence 
 — one of the young ladies who sat opposite to her, 
 looking very hard at the intruder, said, "It's Miss 
 B." True, Miss B. was not at luncheon. "Oh! 
 what a cruel remark," said Mrs. Houstoun. " It's 
 only a little jealousy," said I. "What! Jealous 
 of an old hag like that, with half her front teeth 
 knocked out ? " However, she was at last in- 
 duced to go to the window, and 1 said, " Pretty 
 gipsy, please tell this lady her fortune." That, 
 and other remarks from some of the company who 
 came round, upset her gravity. She laughed 
 and stumbled, and thereby exposed such a clean 
 white petticoat trimmed with lace, that it was quite 
 out of keeping with the tattered outer garments. 
 The fraud was detected, and Miss B. was ap- 
 plauded for the admirable way in which she had 
 played her part. She afterwards came in to lunch. 
 The butler coloured up and looked rather confused 
 as he handed the dishes to the supposed gipsy, 
 whom he had told to go round to the servants' 
 entrance. 
 
 Such-like trifles kept us amused. There were 
 many more incidents of a similar character, which I 
 need not detail, and I only give this little sketch to 
 show that at intervals the gaunt walls of Debden 
 echoed with laughter, and the sighs of the Grey 
 Lady fell upon inattentive ears.
 
 XLVI 
 M Y M O T H K K 
 
 T^HERE is one sketch that I cannot leave out 
 
 of this book, and that is of my mother, since 
 
 it is in a measure through her and to her that it is 
 
 written. Through her. because she preserved those 
 
 letters (over 300 in number) which contain the 
 
 notes on which much of it is founded ; and to her. 
 
 because those letters were written chietlv for her 
 
 amusement in the retired and somewhat lonelv h'fe 
 
 she led at Ramsgate, after her sons and daughters 
 
 had all gone their various ways in the world. 
 
 She and my father were the only inmates of a 
 
 large house facing the sea, across which she often 
 
 looked, thinking of those who were far away : for 
 
 she was, as she crenerallv siij^ned herself an "aiixi' 
 
 mother," and being deaf added to her lonelim -^ . 
 
 although she could hear if she used her ear-irunipei 
 
 or if you sat close to her and Sj)oke distinclK 
 
 one enjoyed a gossip more. \'\\\\ of hin herself, s: • 
 
 could appreciate a joke as well as anybody, and a 
 
 little bit of scandal, <jr even a great bit. did not 
 
 come amiss. Not that she had the least ili-naliire 
 
 in her composition, indeed she was truly ('nnrl. ^h'- 
 
 would constantly (lcpri\e herself of little i-.- .. -; 
 
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 376 
 
 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 and even comforts that she might help others, and 
 was of that sympathetic nature that their sorrows 
 became her sorrows, and their joys her joys. Her 
 
 MISS EMILY FITCH. 
 
 many letters to me were full of tender admonition 
 and affectionate advice all coming straight from her 
 heart, with now and then some quaint sentence or
 
 MY MOTHER 377 
 
 observation that was verv amusine ; as. for in- 
 stance, in referring to one of her boys' inveterate 
 smoking, she thanks the Lord that there will be no 
 tobacco in heaven. 
 
 One of the things she was most anxious for, 
 was to see me making some wav in the world ; 
 she was anxious for my success, and especially 
 anxious to see me one day a membtrr of the 
 Academy ; but this pleasure was denied her, for 
 she died before my election. But any little cir- 
 cumstance that I could tell her which aave her 
 some hope or realised some long wish, was 
 enough to bring tears of gratitude into her eyes. 
 She was a religious woman, and prayed ear- 
 nestly for those she loved ; so that any good news 
 of them seemed to her like an answer to her suj)pli- 
 cations. 
 
 But any news was acceptable so long as it bore 
 upon the subject nearest her heart ; and especially 
 if any known names were introduced into my K-uers. 
 I can see her half-amused, half-angry when she read 
 the following : — 
 
 " Yesterday I was at work and in an anxious 
 state of mind, when a knock came ;it llut suulio 
 door. I went to oiu-n it. palette in hand, and I'rilh, 
 with two other gentlemen, namely, Maiiluw Arnold 
 and Mr. Farrer of Harrow, stood outsid. My 
 pipe dropped out r,f my m..ulh ;inil fell down in 
 front of them, and I daresay 1 cut raiiu-r a n. 
 
 lous figure."' 
 
 I can fancy how my mother would hair that
 
 378 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 pipe, and think that it had ruined my chances 
 for Hfe. 
 
 However, they came in, and were most agree- 
 able. "The Old Soldier" was on the easel, which 
 seemed to amuse them. I asked Frith whether 
 I should send it to the Royal Academy or not? 
 He looked well at it, and said, " I suppose you 
 want me to be candid?" "Yes," I said, "even if 
 it makes me uncomfortable." "Well, then, I will 
 take the responsibility of advising you to send it." 
 
 Matthew Arnold struck me particularly by his 
 tall figure and fine head. Unfortunately, at that time 
 I had not read his prose or his poetry, which has 
 since given me so much pleasure. I wish I could 
 have quoted some of his verses, not to him but to 
 myself, it would have been an opportunity to enter 
 the precincts of his beautiful mind, the mind that 
 sought to make men happy ; which should be also 
 the first thought of the artist. 
 
 Partly from ignorance, partly from shyness, and, 
 no doubt, want of presence of mind, as it is called, 
 although perhaps stupidity would be a better name 
 for it, I have missed many similar opportunities. I 
 have often talked with Browning, but only on trivial 
 matters ; sometimes we touched upon the outside 
 of art, going about so far as to say it was "a very 
 fair exhibition," and "the painters seem to be 
 advancing." But what a delight it would have been 
 to have had a tussle with this muscular poet, 
 to have let him throw me over a precipice, and 
 then to be caught up by his good-natured smile.
 
 MY MOTHER 379 
 
 However. I suppose one cannot become intimate 
 
 Ik 
 
 THE OLD SOLDIER. 
 
 with the immortals in this mortal sphere, and must
 
 38o SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 be content to know them in their books for the 
 present. 
 
 Frith was always very candid in his advice, and 
 ready-witted into the bargain. I remember meeting 
 him at the Academy when my picture of "After 
 You" (my first success) was exhibited. I seemed 
 down-hearted about it. "We all feel like that," 
 said he, "when we see our pictures here for the 
 first time. But don't go and alter your style, which 
 is quiet and pleasant, to paint up to Exhibition 
 pitch, and if it is any consolation to you, I may 
 tell you that I think my own pictures look beastly." 
 
 One year, when he was on the hanging com- 
 mittee, some young artist w^as very angry at the 
 position in which his picture had been placed. 
 Frith showed him that he had placed one of his own 
 exactly on the same level, in fact, as a pendant. 
 
 "Yes, but," said the artist, "the best part of 
 my picture is at the top of it, and that is quite out 
 of siofht." 
 
 " Well," said Frith, " would you like me to 
 hang it the other way up ^ " 
 
 I had been for some time engaged on a picture 
 of "Scandal," a composition with a number of 
 figures in it, ladies and men, enjoying that social 
 wickedness over their cups of tea. I had, as I 
 thought, nearly finished it, and intended to send it 
 to the Royal Academy, when Frith came to see 
 it. He said it was capital both in character and 
 composition, but that it was impossible to finish 
 it as it ought to be in the time I had, before
 
 MY MOTHER 
 
 381 
 
 sending-in day, and advised me to keep it back till 
 the next year. "It is too good to throw away." 
 said he. "and although I am on the hano-ina 
 committee, and you are a friend of mine, I tell vou 
 
 MRS. ALLEN AND MY MOTHER. 
 
 candidly that I could not hang it on the line in its 
 present state." 
 
 Owing to this frank advice, I kept th(! picture- 
 back, almost repainted it. sent ii the next year to
 
 382 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 the Academy, where it was hung in a place of 
 honour, and, as will be seen further on, it was 
 owing to this picture that I was eventually elected 
 an A.R.A. 
 
 Thank you, my dear Frith, 
 
 My mother thought a great deal of the painter 
 of,"Ramsgate Sands" and "The Derby Day," 
 who was, no doubt, our most popular artist some 
 forty years ago, when two policemen had to be 
 placed near his pictures to make the eager crowd pass 
 on. But with all his popularity he was ever genial 
 and amusing, and kind to those young artists who 
 sought his advice. He is an excellent raconteur, 
 not only telling good stories but telling them well, 
 as shown in his " Reminiscences," which had such 
 a marked success some eight or nine years ago. 
 
 Now, whether he thought I required a little 
 cheering up after his remarks on "Scandal," I 
 don't know, but he called the next morning to say 
 that Mrs. Frith had sent him to ask me to come 
 in in the evening to meet John Parry. He could 
 not ask me to dinner, as the table was full, but 
 he ^thought I should be pleased to meet that most 
 amusing actor and singer. Of course I went, and 
 there met the Ansdells, Elmore, Du Maurier, the 
 Calderons, the Wards, and others. 
 
 Strange to say, John Parry, though the very 
 best entertainer I ever heard, and a thorough 
 master of the piano, was a very shy man, in fact 
 painfully nervous, and in order to induce him to 
 sing, Du Maurier and I went through some per-
 
 MY MOTHER 383 
 
 formances of a light character. Du Maurier, I may 
 note en passant, was a charming singer and pianist. 
 But when Parry sat down he held his audience 
 spell-bound. In one of his songs he is supposed 
 to be serenading a fair damsel at a castle window, 
 and by the w^ay he looked up at her and gave ex- 
 pression to his voice, he made you almost see the 
 young lady herself. This power of making you see 
 the characters he introduced into his performances 
 was remarkable. I remember his impersonating 
 two crinoline girls sitting on the esplanade at 
 Brighton watching the passers-by. You could tell 
 how far they were apart by the way they leant over 
 to whisper to each other. " Here they come," says 
 one ; and you could see by their eyes — that is, John 
 Parry's eyes — how far the parties alluded to were 
 off. As they came nearer, the eyes looked out at 
 the corners, and as they passed, the eyes were 
 intently fixed on their books, and as soon as they 
 had passed, the eyes and the heads immediately 
 changed to undisguised curiosity, an(^ the young 
 ladies seemed to be staring with all their might and 
 taking stock of everything about the parties in 
 question. By the way the master touched the piano 
 while this was going on, he made you conjure up 
 in your mind's eye the sea and the shingle, and in 
 fact the whole scene. It is quite impossible to 
 describe the refinement of acting that all this dumb 
 show necessitated. 
 
 Parry was an artist in every sense of the word. 
 I have seen drawings of his—and among dther
 
 384 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 things in this connection, I beHeve he sent pictures 
 to the Royal Academy. I told him the first thing 
 I did when I went there on the varnishing day 
 was to look round the top row for my picture, 
 where for several years I was pretty nearly sure 
 to find it. "Yes," said he, suiting the action to 
 the word, "first you look up, and then you look 
 down," putting on the mournful expression of a 
 disappointed painter. 
 
 My picture of "Scandal" went to Liverpool in 
 the autumn, as it had been bought by the Agnews, 
 but it did not make a favourable impression. I was 
 told it looked black, and that William Agnew had 
 bet his brother Tom a new hat that it would not be 
 hung at the Royal Academy. It came back to me 
 in due course, not like a bad shilling but a bad 
 picture, and I shall never forget the shock it gave 
 me. I could not believe it was my own work — how 
 little we know ourselves ! I was busy on another 
 canvas, but turned it aside and sent my model to 
 buy me a pound of powdered pumice stone. I put 
 the picture on the floor, and scrubbed away at it as 
 if I were cleaning a doorstep. By degrees, I got 
 rid of some of the blackness and a good deal of the 
 paint. Then up came Tom Agnew, who was very 
 anxious about the thing ; he said it would either 
 do me a oreat deal of harm or a o-reat deal of o-ood, 
 and added, " Blow the expense ! I don't mind what 
 it costs if you can only make it good enough to 
 get you elected an A.R.A." He then went over it 
 carefullv with me ; he was not a bad critic, and of
 
 MY MOTHER ^S; 
 
 course took a practical view of art. .Ksthciics 
 were not in his line, but his common-sense re- 
 marks were valuable. He had also a eood deal 
 of kindly sympathy ; all the parts of the work that 
 he considered good he was only too glad to praise, 
 and those he did not like he said were "not art." 
 and furthermore, he promised to pay me an addi- 
 tional sum for all the extra work I should have to 
 bestow upon the picture. 
 
 As soon as he had gone, I began to cogiiaic 
 over the matter, with the result that I determined 
 to alter the principal group entirely, as it was some- 
 what confusing ; also to take out several figures at 
 the back, and to replace them by a pretty little dark- 
 eyed lady dressed in white, who is rather an invalid, 
 with a handkerchief over her head, and propped uj) 
 by pillows — to make her the principal figure and 
 evidently the mistress of the house, whose friends 
 have dropped in to ask after her. and lo amuse her 
 with the latest bit of •' Scandal. " 
 
 I then went round to Calderon. who laughcil 
 at first when I told him 1 intendctl l'» rcj)aiiU llie 
 principal group, but cjuite altered his tone wlien I 
 showed him the sketch of what 1 meant to do. H- 
 left his work, and came to the studio at once. W «• 
 stuck bits (jf paper over ili<- |)icturc, and tried dil- 
 ferent effects till the proijlem was worked out. I ! - n 
 came nature to the rescue, and " Little Swansdown " 
 sat for the invalid, and .so got me out of my • 
 culties, although it si(Mned very much like pullii 
 the character of 1 i amlct after the play was wrilH n 
 
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 386 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 at all events I received many compliments on the 
 alterations, and several said that "Scandal'' would 
 make me an A.R.A. ; which it did. 
 
 I have told this story not only because it was 
 an important event for me, but it may be interest- 
 ing to some to peep from behind the studio screen 
 to see how a picture is undone as well as done, to 
 note its various vicissitudes, how a brother artist 
 comes to the rescue, the misery of the painter 
 himself, his fight with his difficulty, and his ultimate 
 victory on the varnishing day. " There were groups 
 of artists round my picture all day, and I heard my 
 name very often mentioned. Hook, R.A., in speak- 
 ing to Calderon of the next election, pointed to 
 it and said, ' That's the man.' E. M. Ward, and 
 other members, were also loud in its praise, William 
 Agnew told me that my success had given him the 
 truest gratification, and dear old Tom was as pleased 
 as Punch, as he had backed me all through, even 
 when William offered to bet him a new hat that the 
 picture would be turned out ; and in justice to Sir 
 William Agnew I must say that had I sent it in as 
 it was when he saw it at Liverpool, the chances 
 are that he would have won his bet." 
 
 This story of the picture of " Scandal " is chiefly 
 taken from a long letter to my mother, which winds 
 up with the remark, " I think I have given you 
 quite enough of the sugar for one letter — I might 
 add a few more lumps, but good news, like tea, 
 may be made too sweet." 
 
 The same year that I exhibited " Scandal " I
 
 MY MOTHER 38- 
 
 also exhibited " Mistress Dorothv." whose storv 1 
 have told in a former chapter. 
 
 Then follows a year of sunshine and success. 
 My letters to my mother are full of more good 
 news, and hers full of delight at receivine them. 
 Of one she says, " The tears came into my eyes as 
 I read it," at another time she says, "We live on 
 your letters." I have portraits to paint, and more 
 cheques coming in. I even find them on the door- 
 step. O happy times ! were they all a dream, a 
 golden dream ? And for much of this I have to 
 thank my old friends the Agnews. who not only 
 gave a fillip to prices, whether wisely or unwisely, 
 but entertained the artists rifjht rovallv. I was at 
 many a grand " do " at Manchester — with the Punch 
 men and the " Clique," with Tenniel and Sam- 
 bourne, Fred Walker, Calderon, Marks, Du M.iu- 
 rier, Burnand, A' Beckett, Bradbury, Leslie, Yi-ames, 
 Wynfield, and others, and notably at the coming of 
 age of George Agnew, the eldest son of the present 
 baronet ; dinner parties, dancing parties, luncheon 
 parties, smoking parties, garden panics followed 
 each other in close order, and even when we .ill 
 came back together in a saloon carriage, we were 
 not sent empty away, l)ut were provided with a 
 hamper of good things. So that we fini-'-l np 
 with a railway picnic party, ami of cours« 
 one there was an intellectual party, for Iv 
 those named above were Ti.ssot, lieilbuth. SliiU'.) 
 Brooks, not forgetting I'red Cowcn and Charles 
 Santley, who sang us many of his delightful
 
 388 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 One of the pictures that I took great pleasure 
 in painting at about this time was, " The Blue Girls 
 of Canterbury." I was sitting in the nave of the 
 cathedral of that interesting old city one sunny 
 Sunday morning, and listening to the solemn ser- 
 vice, and the beautiful voices of the choir, rising 
 through its lofty arches, when one of the little girls 
 belonoingf to the above-named school came out of 
 the chancel and went down the aisle. I was so 
 struck with her simple face and pretty dress that I 
 waited to see if there were any more like her ; and 
 after the service the whole school, twenty-five in 
 number, filed out, accompanied by their governess. 
 I determined to paint them if I could get them to 
 sit to me, and soon made the acquaintance of Mrs. 
 Sandys, the head-mistress. She at once entered 
 into the scheme, and said she would send her little 
 pupils to me in twos. I was staying at an old inn, 
 called the George and Dragon, in the High Street, 
 where I had a large room or hall to paint in. The 
 next morning two of my little models arrived ; 
 their names were Eliza Ravine and Louisa Jack- 
 son. In the afternoon two more came, namely, 
 Charlotte Bishop and Fanny Tomalin (see sketch), 
 looking so clean in their pretty dresses ; they were 
 well-behaved and simple, shy though not awk- 
 ward, curtseyed in a sweet old-fashioned way, jind 
 only whispered when I asked them their names. 
 My sketches were in water-colours, and I quite en- 
 joyed looking at my own work, because, I suppose, 
 it was really Nature's work ; and so I painted the
 
 MY MOTHER 
 
 389 
 
 whole school : finishing up with Mrs. Sandys her- 
 self, who seemed quite pleased at the idea of sitting. 
 
 CHARLOTTE BISHOP AND FANNY TOMAI.IN. 
 
 I made careful studies of the Close and the old 
 gate by which ii is entered from Mercery Lane, and
 
 390 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 began my picture on the large canvas. 1 got quite 
 
 MRS. SANDYS. 
 
 fond of Canterbury ; nor has my affection for the 
 old, old city ever altered, partly, I suppose, from its
 
 MY MOTHER 
 
 391 
 
 associations, partly from its picturesque streets and 
 venerable piles of beautiful architecture— raised in 
 
 AMV Willi K, MAKY r,(.OI»HK\V, AM« MAIIII'A I 
 
 the a.^rc of faith. Init now. alas' likely tu iu. 
 ruin in this age of unbelief.
 
 392 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 And now comes hopeful news, mingled with 
 disappointment. I wrote to my mother on Feb. 2, 
 1874, to say that "I was nearly elected an A.R.A., 
 but not quite." The following is an extract from 
 the Athenceiu}i: "At a meeting of the members of 
 the Royal Academy, held on Thursday night, the 
 first scratching showed Mr. G. A. Storey first in 
 order, then Messrs. H. H. Armstead and J. L. 
 Pearson appeared equal ; after these, Messrs. A. 
 Waterhouse and Eyre Crowe were likewise equal ; 
 Mr. Peter Graham was in the fourth rank. The 
 second trial showed Mr. Pearson first, Mr. Storey 
 second ; the third trial resulted in the election of the 
 former, thus adding an architect of ability to the 
 ranks of the Academy." 
 
 " I daresay you will be disappointed at my 
 getting so near, and yet not succeeding, but there 
 was a strong feeling in favour of an architect, and 
 there is some consolation in the fact that I was well 
 ahead of the painters ; and I am told that I had a 
 good many of the best men as my supporters." 
 
 This year and the next were my most pros- 
 perous years, " Little Swansdown " and " The 
 Whip Hand" bringing me several portraits, one the 
 beautiful Mrs. Finch, of Burley-on-the-Hill ; and 
 another, Mrs. R. C. Trevilian, the lady of Debden 
 (not the Grey Lady), a visit to which place I have 
 already described. I also painted my mother's 
 portrait, who was then in her sixty-eighth year, and 
 several others, besides subject-pictures, such as 
 *' Caught," a girl fishing, who has caught a lover ;
 
 MY MOTHER 393 
 
 and in February 1875 I sold four pictures all of 
 a row to Sir William Agnew for ^1000. Success 
 had come at last. 
 
 But I must pass over many things, which, 
 however interesting they may have been to my 
 mother, might be tedious in this place. And al- 
 though my visits to Burley-on-the-Hill, to Hart- 
 well, to Ribston Hall, where the pippins came from, 
 and other places, afforded subjects for chatty epistles, 
 I will only give one of them, which is the hist in the 
 volume of letters, and refers to Coleorton. 
 
 " Coleorton Hall is a large house standing in 
 beautiful grounds surrounded by fine trees, many 
 of them over a hundred years old. It has an 
 historical interest for the artist, as it was built by 
 Sir George Beaumont, who may be said to be the 
 founder of our National Gallery, since he was 
 the first to advise its establishment and presented 
 fifteen of his fine pictures to the nation. Indeed, 
 he off"ered, I believe, his whole collection if the 
 Government would build a place for them ; but it 
 seems you may safely offer any amount of treasure 
 in the shape of art to a British Government with- 
 out any fear of its being accepted if you only make 
 the condition that it must erect a suitable building 
 to put them in." 
 
 An interesting chapter might be written about 
 this place, where old Sir George entertained poets 
 and painters, including Wordsworth and Constable, 
 and many other well-known men. 
 
 " I found Sir George, who is a nephew of the old
 
 394 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 Sir George, a most agreeable companion, always 
 ready for a walk, a pipe, and a chat ; he takes great 
 interest in showing me the place, especially the pic- 
 ture-gallery — which contains some fine things by Sir 
 Joshua, Gainsborough, Wilson, Wilkie, and others, 
 which have descended to him fi-om his uncle. 
 
 " But I must tell you about my last visit to 
 Coleorton, and will try and remember all the chit- 
 chat just to amuse you. We were a very jolly party, 
 chiefly shooters and their wives and daughters. 
 Among them was a crack shot, Sir Henry Halford, 
 who has won about a thousand pounds in prizes 
 at the rifle- matches, and is to take out a team to 
 Philadelphia next year ; he was very entertain- 
 ing, and hot on breech-loaders. He is one of 
 the figures in Wells' picture.^ Then there was a 
 jolly specimen of an Englishman, Mr. Fenwick, 
 and also Mr. de Lisle, an amusing country gentle- 
 man whose great hobby is walking. After a long 
 day's shooting he was always ready for a walk 
 into Ashby, about five miles there and back. He, 
 Mr. Fenwick, and I walked in one day to supply 
 certain trivial wants. De Lisle wanted some new 
 hair-brushes and a comb : he had had his old 
 ones for about ten vears, and his man had been 
 bothering him for the last year to get a new pair, 
 as there was scarcely a hair left on the old ones ; 
 besides, his comb had broken in half that morning, 
 so he felt the time had come for him to gret a new 
 
 ' "Volunteers at a Firing Point," by H. T. Wells, R.A., exhibited in the 
 Royal Academy, 1866.
 
 MY MOTHER j95 
 
 set. He did not care for ivory backs or anything 
 of that sort, and he was proud to say that he liadn't 
 any jewellery, not a ring even — nor had he a tall 
 hat nor a frock-coat. He goes to Rome once a 
 year, spends another portion of the year in Switzer- 
 land and the shooting season in England. Mr. 
 Fenwick's object in going to Ashby was to get a pill. 
 So we had a discussion about pills. Every now 
 and then, they alluded to old Jack Storey. I said 
 I felt interested in the name. 'Who was he?' 
 ' Well, he was master of hounds tor some years, a 
 country squire who used to say that he had drunk 
 enough brandv in his time to float a man-of-war.' 
 He was evidentlv a o-reat favourite. I)e Lisle had 
 forgotten to wind up his watch as we had been 
 rather late the night before, so I said I always 
 wound mine up in the morning. 'That's just what 
 old Jack Storey used to do,' said he. Then ihere 
 was Mr. Craik, a very handsome man. a son of 
 Lei^^hton or an Admirable Crichton. whose dress 
 was perfection, manners exquisite, he .set-mcd lo 
 know evervthincr and to be al)le to do anylhinjj. 
 He played on the piano like a jjrofc.ssional. and 
 after the day's .shooting, whicii was a vrry u<i 
 one, he was obliged to come lo afternoon tea in 
 the most lovely of smoking jackets — black velvet. 
 trimmed with lavender silk. lie apologiw-d for 
 it, and said it was on account of the w .'h,r ihal 
 he wore it. Hut Lady Hcaumonl s;iid i..* ; «»uvjhl 
 to feel grateful to the rain for giving ihcm ihc 
 opportunity of seeing such a iK-autifiil coa? 
 
 ,\.,-
 
 396 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 other guest was Lord Ferrers, quite a young 
 man, but one of the most amiable and pleasant, 
 and a good shot too, very quiet but fond of a joke ; 
 at dinner he always appeared in pink, as also did 
 several others, which quite lighted up the party. 
 He had his 'baby' with him, that is, his banjo, 
 but it was out of tune, so he sang some songs at 
 the piano. Of course there was a large dinner 
 party every evening in the new dining-room, to 
 which people in the neighbourhood were invited, 
 and there was a gorgeous display of liveries round 
 the table, adorning the tall footmen, who were 
 covered with gold cords, epaulets, &c. &c. But 
 there was no stiffness ; in fact, mirth was the order 
 of the day. One evening we would have a round 
 game of cards, with a little gambling in a mild form, 
 on the next a sort of concert, and on another a 
 dance that several of the younger ladies were dying 
 for. There happened to be rather a scarcity of 
 ladies, so on one occasion Lady Beaumont dressed 
 up Lord Ferrers and me in paper costumes, out 
 of the crackers, which was a great hit. When 
 the time came for the ladies to retire, it was 
 very pretty to see them going up the staircase 
 of the circular hall, then forming in groups on 
 the balcony, and looking down at the men, with 
 many a pleasant good night ; but I must say good 
 night too. 
 
 " I may mention that the shooting was very 
 successful despite the weather. On one day, be- 
 ginning at about eleven and ending at four, allow-
 
 MY MOTHER 397 
 
 ing an hour for lunch, the five guns shot as many 
 head of game as there are days in the year ; I did 
 not shoot but walked with Sir Henry, who must 
 have knocked down at least ninety. The woods 
 looked lovely in the late autumn, all gold and 
 purple, as it happened to be a sunny dav. 
 
 " I hope, my dear mother, that you will soon 
 be able to resume the pen — your illness is a great 
 anxiety to us all. I am glad dear Clara is with you. 
 I am going to Hartwell for a few days. Hdward 
 Lee called upon me yesterday to ask when I could 
 go down. As this is the third time he has invited 
 me this year I felt I could not again refuse ; be- 
 sides, it is always so enjoyable there. So 1 start 
 to-morrow week." 
 
 But I did not ^o. The above letter full ol 
 trifles, althoueh "trifles from those we love are 
 acceptable," is the last that I wrote to my mother. 
 For some time her health had been failing, and 
 I had remarked upon her having ceased to write 
 to me. In her later letters the complaints she 
 makes about herself are chietly on account of her 
 inability to attend ujjon my father. She laments 
 her deafness and a difficulty of breathing, but seems 
 to have no serious api)rehensions. I'j) to that lime 
 she had scarcely known wiiat it was to Ik- ill. and al 
 sixty preserved a certain youthful appearance. In 
 her young days she had been much admired 
 her portrait as Miss Fitch, page 376), and was 
 at all displeased when some old beau told her th-.t 
 she looked as young as her daughters.
 
 398 SKETCHES FROM MEMORY 
 
 Hearing that she and my father were both very 
 ill, I went down to Ramsgate to see them, on the 
 loth December 1875. My father was very weak, 
 but I found my mother sitting up in her room, 
 quite cheerful, and as interested as ever in all my 
 news, as she called it. Several other members of 
 the family were present, and we formed quite a little 
 Christmas party. I stayed for several days, and 
 then, as my mother seemed so much better, and 
 as she wished it, I took leave of her, promising to 
 pay her another visit on my return from Hart well. 
 
 I arrived in London late that night, feeling so 
 glad that she was so much better, but the next 
 morning, Sunday morning, a telegram arrived to 
 say that my dear mother was dead. I was stunned, 
 my eyes were dry, it seemed impossible. 
 
 My father lingered on for a few months, and 
 died in the following May, at the ripe age of eighty- 
 six. In the meantime, I had been elected an 
 A.R.A., which event had long been signalled as it 
 were, but it came too late for my mother to know 
 of it here, and my satisfaction at that election was 
 robbed of its sweetness on that account. At the 
 moment of my greatest triumph as an artist, I 
 was cast down and unable to fully enjoy it. The 
 one crowning news that I had longed to tell 
 her, came when she had ceased from caring for it. 
 Her prayer had been answered, but did she know 
 of it ? 
 
 Now, since this book is written in some sort, 
 and in a great measure to my mother, it is well
 
 MY MOTHER 399 
 
 that it should end when she can no loneer be 
 interested in it, can no lono-er lauorh at mv stories 
 or rejoice in my good news. 
 
 And I must bid my readers farewell, trustin^^ 
 they will forgive me for the many shortcomings that 
 are sure to be found in these pages. I said at the 
 beginning of my book that it was not to write about 
 myself that I took up the pen, but I fear I have 
 intruded too often. It would have been so difficult 
 to leave myself out altogether in a volume of this 
 kind. As regards others, I trust I have not un- 
 wittingly offended by recording things which should 
 not have been recorded, and by not recording 
 others that should have been, or for any mistakes 
 in my notes, any faults of drawing in ni\- delinea- 
 tions of those I have represented. l*"or I trust it 
 will be borne in mind by the kind reader tliai they 
 are "Sketches from ^lemory."
 
 ^ ^ 
 
 XLVII 
 
 MANY YEARS AFTER 
 
 MANY years after my mother's death I took 
 my Httle daughter Gladys, then about four 
 years old, to visit her grave in St. Laurence 
 Churchyard. The child could not understand the 
 
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 meaning of death, and asked me curious questions 
 about her grandmamma. 
 
 GRANDMAMMA'S GRAVE 
 
 " Can she hear me if I call her ? 
 
 Is she lying in the mould? 
 Is she here ? and is she sleeping ? 
 
 Can God see her ? is she cold ? " 
 The child thus questioned of the dead, 
 And then she pulled aside the flowers, 
 
 Tried to get the earth away ; 
 Her golden tresses fell in showers 
 
 'Mid the leaves and blossoms gay. 
 '■ Grandmamma ! " she softly said, 
 Then she listened — bending low. 
 Was she heard ? I do not know. 
 
 There came no answer to her call : 
 A gentle breath just moved the leaves- 
 
 And that was all. 
 
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