1 oems : A N C H O H THE LIBRARY OF THE UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA LOS ANGELES POEM S. WORK-A-DAY POEMS. BY FANCHON LONDON : REVEIRS BROS., GRAYSTOKE PLACE, FETTER LANE, E.C. 18 95. LONDON : TRINTED BY GEO. REVEIRS, GRAYSTOKE PLACE, FETTER LANE, E.C. i CONTENTS ?R Shattered Idols . Life Aching Hearts Life's Heroes. A Restless Night . Longings Love and Duty Hereafter I Wonder Truth A Woman's Ideal . To Sissie. Apples of Sodom . A Vision of my Youth To my Boys . A Maiden's Dream. A Woman's Cry Hope An Open Mind To Grannie . Human Nature Ill-Temper To my Dear Father To my Mother Middle Age . To my Friend Belle Only a Little Shoe Old-Fashioned Stories page ii 12 14 15 16 l8 19 20 21 23 24 26 27 29 30 31 33 34 35 36 37 3S 39 41 42 43 45 46 ( 6 ) page Sabbath Peace • 47 Jessie's Boy . 49 A Cultured Mind 5o Thinking • 52 Fond Relics of the Past • 53 A Visit to Ashbridge, Devonshire • 54 Sweet Sleep • 56 The Thames by Night .... ■ 57 Spring ■ 53 Summer 59 Autumn . 60 Winter ....... 61 A E.IVER Trip . 62 The Doctor . 64 A London Street ■ 65 London at Midnight .... • 67 The New Hen 69 Old Father Thames .... • 70 River Scenes on the Thames • 7i On Board the Victory. 73 The Cup of Tea 75 It's Comforting ..... 76 Whiskey Crow 78 To a Thrush in a London Street 80 The New Husband 81 The Flitch of Dunmow. . 83 Our Flat 84 Jack Frost 86 London Sparrows 87 ( 7 ) PAGE A Bit of Experience .... 83 To Ma Mie 89 Uncle's Red Letter Days . 90 The Old Forest ..... 91 The New Woman 92 A Penny in the Slot 93 The Indian Exhibition .... 94 At a Railway Station .... 96 Water. 97 Little Street Dancers 98 What is Coming 99 I Love you, Dear 103 Dearest 104 To my Sweetheart . . . . . i°5 Must we Part, Love? 106 A Perfect Chord 107 To my Love ....... 10S To my Dear Love 109 I Don't know why I Love Him so TIO Memories III Sweet Hours of Love .... 112 1 want you, Dear JI 3 My Heart's Desire .... 114 Love is Love among the Roses . "5 Summer Clouds 116 The Old Sun-Bonnet .... • 117 T\t ATrif ^nir *-m-> XTt->t t -» r TV X . 118 AIM lvl.tMU.KY Ur IN h.L.l^x 1V1 ■ . Floating Fancies . 11S The Old Log in the Wood . . 119 TO THE WORKERS OF THE WORK-A-DAV WORLD THIS LITTLE BOOK OF POEMS IS SYMPATHETICALLY AND EXCLUSIVELY DEDICATED BY THE AUTHORESS, WHO SINCERELY HOPES THEY MAY FIND IN IT SOME FEW WORDS OF COMFORT AND AMUSEMENT, AND ALSO THAT, BEING A FIRST EFFORT, THEY WILL KINDLY OVERLOOK ITS MANY IMPERFECTIONS. F. E, S. " Angel of Love and of Mercy, Come with thy bright wings unfurl'd, Heal them, and bless them, and lift them Out of this work-a-day world." —Jessie Moir. POEMS SHATTERED IDOLS. Do they come in every lifetime, Those sweet enchanting dreams Of noble aspirations, Of glorious, lovely scenes ? Of a life well-spent and useful, Of a gentle, loving bride, Who knows your heart As you know hers, And is ever by your side. Of children sweet and beautiful Of loving friends and true, Oh ! tell me ye who read this, Have you not dreamt them too ? To many they are realised, But many more, alas ! Have only shattered idols, Fond illusions of the past. Will there come a time hereafter, To those who have felt the pain, Of sweet desires, unsatisfied, And longings ever vain ; When all those fond illusions, Dreams, fancies of the past, Will be living sweet realities, In a fairer land at last ? ( 12 ) LIFE. What is life ? How oft that question Has been whispered in the air ; What is life ? will still be echoed By many sad hearts in despair. What is life ? Ah ! who can tell us ; To each it takes a different guise. What is life ? we ask the idler, Living in frivolity. What is life ? he answers lightly, Life is just society. What is life ? we ask the outcast, Tramping sadly on his way. Life is bread, he answers grimly To a poor starving wretch, I say. Life is art, exclaims the artist ; Life is learning, says the sage ; Life is loving, sighs the lover ; Life is fighting, cries the brave ; Life is nothing, yells the madman, Rushing blindly to the grave ; Life is laughing, sing the children, Blowing bubbles in the air ; Life is sorrow, murmurs sadly Many a poor heart in despair ; Life is like a mighty river, Sings the poet in the song, ( >3 ) Flowing onward, ever onward, Bearing all of us along. Life seems to me a powerful engine, Feeding always from above, And the strong force which propels it Is the mighty power of love. And this engine, throbbing onward, Sometimes wanders off the track, But love's mighty power will teach us To direct and guide it back. ( 14 ) ACHING HEARTS. Aching hearts, ah ! what can heal them ? Nothing but a loving word, That, alas ! too oft is wanting, When our angry temper's stirred. Ah, how quickly words of anger Spring unheeded to our lips ; A word remembered for a lifetime, In a moment from them slips. Oh, to live without dissension, Happy in each other's love; Better that than any riches, All other pleasure far above. Hearts are aching, aching, aching, Longing for a loving word ; Oh, it's dreadful to be angry, And ofttimes foolish and absurd. ( i5 ) LIFE'S HEROES. As I sat in the grand old Abbey, And heard the organ peal, I felt a flood of sympathy Into my bosom steal ; And I wondered if we ever Should find a clue to life, And the meaning of the sorrow, Perplexities and strife. I gazed upon the statues Of the noble and the great, And all the grand old heroes, Thus acknowledged by the State ; But my sympathy was not for them, Their lives with joys were blent, But for heroes in life's battle, Who lived lives inconsequent. Those noble souls who struggled Against a cruel fate, Shut out from fame or glory, Or perchance it came too late ; No statue to their memory, No epitaph is theirs, Save in the hearts they cherished, And in their loving prayers. And as I mused on sadly, And the organ softly pealed, For a moment the far-off future Seemed to my mind revealed ; And I fancied all those heroes Were chanting the refrain : " We were conquerors in life's battle, And now to joys attain." ( i6 ) A RESTLESS NIGHT. I was weary wilh the strain of life, And all the worry, care, and strife, Almost wishing life was o'er, My heart was heavy, sad, and sore And as I lay at night and pondered, Some hours before I slept, At last some rays of comfort Into my bosom crept. I was thinking how in nature What subtle force we see, Transforming all corruptions Into power and majesty. How nothing's ever wasted, But, by mysterious power, Is changing, ever changing, Every week and day and hour. How the foulest of corruptions, When they are put into the earth, Cause fairest flowers to blossom, And to new joys give birth. So in our lives it may be, That same mysterious power Is using all the sorrow, To make new joys to flower. And as these thoughts came to me, At last I calmly slept, And soon some dreams and visions To my senses gently crept. ( *7 ) I seemed floating up in cloudland, And round me in the air, Came from the earth beneath me Cries of anguish and despair, Wrung from poor tortured mortals, Suffering sadly on the earth, Shut out from hope or gladness, Or bright scenes of joy and mirth. But as they rose around me, Floating upward in the air, I noticed all were changing From sorrow and despair, Into bright triumphant gladness, And sounds of joyous mirth : They had left behind their sadness, As they rose beyond the earth. Earth seemed just like a hot-bed. Piled up with cares and woes, Forcing upward lovely flowers, From its aching, torturing throes. And the keener was the anguish, The greater was the joy ; From the crudest wrongs and sorrows Rose joys without alloy. ( i8 ) LONGINGS. How they come, those fitful longings, Will nothing them dispel ? If satisfaction took their place, Would all yet be well ? But 'tis longing, longing, longing, Longing every day — For something better, sweeter, Purer every way. When the daily tasks are over, And one sits down to rest, Tis then those fitful longings Steal into the breast. Are they weary, useless fancies, Those strivings to attain ? To heights of bliss immortal, We could not now retain. Or shall we find hereafter That they have led us on, To wish and strive for something, Found in the world to come ? ( 19 ) LOVE AND DUTY Two angels were hovering The dark earth above, One was called Duty, The other was Love. They each had a mission To the earth to fulfil, To govern mankind, And keep them from ill. Love was an angel Of beauteous light, But Duty was stern, And dark as the night. For a long time 'twas Duty Who held the most sway, She governed by fear, And made men obey Stern laws made by those Who held the most sway, For fear of a penalty Hereafter to pay. But as men grew wiser Light came from above, To show them the beauty Of acting from love, Stern laws were less needed, For men loved the right, And Duty gave way To the angel of light. ( 20 ) HEREAFTER. What shall we find hereafter, If nothing ever dies ; Shall we find our thoughts and feelings In a different guise ? Does every sigh we utter, As it floats into the air, Take on a form and semblance Of what we wish for here ? Oh ! if we find it is so, How thankful we shall be, If we've never harboured unkind thought, And listened to the plea Of the poor starving suffering ones, That all around we see ; If we have hated all oppression, And unjust, cruel laws — Made by man in ignorance Of nature's noble cause : If we have loved the fair and beautiful, And never wished for more Than a fair share of life's pleasures, Whether rich or poor. Oh ! shall we find hereafter, That all the heartfelt pain And bitter disappointments Have never been in vain ; That not a thought or feeling, That's risen in our breast, Has e'er been lost or wasted, But led to happiness ! ( 21 ) I WONDER. As I walk along the streets My thoughts are all alive ; I watch the struggling masses, And all the busy hive Of workers, And I wonder what comes after, If we shall ever know. Can we hope when this life's over That we shall still live on, And the sweet parts will be with us, And all the sorrow gone ? Shall we see again our lost ones, Is there only just a door, Gently closing as they leave us, With our hearts so sad and sore ? What can be all the meaning Of the sorrow, strife, and pain ; Is there a subtle reason For all the cruel strain ? How we struggle to make money, How we grasp, and strive, and yearn, Hoping in this short life of ours Some happiness to earn ? Can we ever make it better ; Will there come a day, in time, When this world will be happier, And joys will be divine ? For in this world there's sweetness, And grandeur, glory, power ; It must all lead to something If we only can endure. ( « ) But, still, 'tis so perplexing To see the best ones fall, And fond hearts separated Which might be all in all. And then, too, one must wonder If in the world to come, There will still be seething masses To help to struggle on. What becomes of all the great ones- Poets, painters, patriots, all, Who in this world found glory ? Surely they can never fall. Think of the hours they studied Their glory to attain, Are they still climbing higher Fresh honours to obtain ? We are told by all the Churches That in the world to come, Glory awaits the chosen ones, But still I wonder on. What becomes of all the millions Who doubt, and strive, and yearn ? Only echo answers sadly, And still I wonder on. ( 2 3 ) TRUTH. I care not much for ancient lore, New discoveries please me more, And from me away I cast Musty relics of the past. I am longing to explore Where my ancestors forbore. I don't believe in standing still, We must our destiny fulfil. By old traditions I'm not bound. For in them error must be found. We want new laws to suit the times, Old ones enthral and justice binds. The world's advancing, so are we ; And new and old do not agree. But through all the truth lives still, That traditions cannot kill ; It pierces through the mighty store Of man's old forgotten lore, And through the gloom of passing years That bright strong ray of light appears, Softening hearts, repressing laws, Teaching nature's noble cause, Piercing through the mighty pile Of man's ignorance and guile. ( M ) A WOMAN'S IDEAL. What should I choose my lot to be, Were I of maiden fancy free ? How should I choose my life to spend, To keep me happy to the end ? First, I should like to store my mind With knowledge of a useful kind ; To make me fit to be a friend To those who on me might depend. Then I should like to take a part In science, music, poetry, art ; In one of which I might excel, At least, I could their beauties tell. Of money I should like a share, To keep me free from want or care ; But not too much, or it would spoil The pleasure of a little toil. Of pretty clothes I like a few, But not enough to make me rue. I'd lost the joy of having new. A pretty home, where everything Would to my mind some memory bring ; Some pictures rare, and works of art, And curios, too, from every part. ( 25 ) Of books I'd like a goodly store, Increasing ever more and more ; And flowers, too, of every kind, A quantity I shouldn't mind. Then I should like my home to share A man of culture, rich and rare ; A man of noble mind and soul, Who would his household well control. Kind friends around us, tried and true ; Dear household pets, sweet children too ; To have the joy of making glad All hearts around us we found sad. Oh, such a life, indeed, I'd spend In sweet contentment to the end. ( 26 ) TO SISSIE. Sissie, little daughter, Given us for a time, Around your little figure Sweetest memories twine. Sissie, little daughter, Our only little girl, Only memories, darling, And a little soft brown curl. Oh, Sissie, little daughter, I think 'twas for the best ; I know, at least, my darling, You are saved from care, and rest. ( 27 ) APPLES OF SODOM. In the morning of life, When we all long to taste The joys of existence, Some gather in haste Tempting apples of Sodom Displayed to their view, And sadly and surely Most bitterly 'rue. They eagerly snatch At the coveted prize, Knowing nothing at all Of what inside lies ; Until when they taste them They find to their cost Only apples of Sodom, And true joys are lost. Bright eager young spirits, Untried and untaught, 'Tis sad you should suffer For what you knew nought. Those apples of Sodom Seemed so fair to you, You knew not the ashes That they hid from view. 'Tis sad that in life So few have the chance, When once those false apples They have in their grasp, ( 28 ) To cast them side, And gather anew Fair apples of life, Sound, solid, and true ; But must cling to the ashes, And no other joys taste Of those apples of Sodom They plucked in such haste. 'Tis cruel it should be so, For the young seldom know That fair apples of Sodom Bring sorrow and woe ; That the first eager impulse That bids them to taste Those apples of Sodom So oft their lives waste ; For until hearts are tried They cannot well know Where the apples of Sodom Are likely to grow. ( 2 9 ) A VISION OF MY YOUTH. I dreamt how I should see her — A vision robed in white, Among the waving cornfields She would burst upon my sight. I dreamt how I should meet her, Of the words that I should say, To tell her all the homage My heart so longed to pay. I pictured all her sweetness Of soul, and mind, and form, Of the love that I would give her, And joys as yet unborn. 'Twas always in the cornfields I saw my darling stand — A vision robed in white, With sweet flowers in her hand. Coming gladly on to meet me, The mistress of my life, To hold my heart for ever, Safely free from care and strife. But, alas, the vision's faded, No more that form I see Coming, smiling, through the cornfields My heart's best love to be. ( 3° ) But perhaps in the far hereafter I shall find my darling there, Waiting for me in the cornfield With white lilies in her hair. TO MY BOYS. As little toddling baby boys, You brought your Mother daily joys Then as merry little boys Your Mother dearly loved your noise. As school boys, too, from day to day, You made her heart feel light and gay. And now you are to manhood grown, With thankful heart she can but own, She's thankful for the two dear boys, Who to her life have brought such joys. ( 3i ) A MAIDEN'S DREAM. I dreamt how I should meet him, The hero of my life, His heart with love o'erflowing, For me his future wife. I dreamt how I should love him, How blessed life would be, With two fond hearts united In perfect harmony. I dreamt how I should help him In all the cares of life, And be his joy and solace, His loving, faithful wife. I dreamt how he would shelter me, With his manly strength and power, From the buffets of the cold world, And dark clouds that might lower. I dreamt that little children Would be born to him and me, To grow up in our likeness, And cluster round his knee. And of fair young men and maidens, In the afternoon of life, To be our fond hearts' solace, And life with joys make rife. ( 32 ) I dreamt of growing old together In a peaceful country home, Our hearts still held in tether, When we cared no more to roam. I dreamt in the far hereafter I should see my love again, Our fond hearts still united, Our true love still the same. ( 33 ) A WOMAN'S CRY. Ah ! could I dare to speak openly, To fulfil my destiny ; To shake off" for once The false bonds of society. To care naught for calumny ; To act from my heart honestly ; And be as God made me, The equal and helpmate of men. Oh, men would soon see How sweet life would be, If their helpmates and partners Were only set free. Love would not pall, And so soon turn to gall, If women's lives were but grander And freer from slander. ( 34 ) HOPE. In this life there's something lacking, And for ever it will be, For old and young, and all alike, Lack sweet security. Whatever joys we may have, We never can be sure, However sweet they may be, That they can long endure. It is the note of sadness That permeates the earth, That shadows all our gladness, And gave to sorrow birth. One thing alone has saved us, And given our spirits rest, 'Tis that hope is ever springing Eternal in the breast. No sorrow, loss, or failure, Can ever check its flow, 'Tis the one true source of happiness And comfort we can know. ( 35 ) AN OPEN MIND. We are some of us yearning and pining for light, To point out a method to lead our lives right, The way to be happy we all long to find, To further that end— keep open the mind. If we dwell on one subject we all of us know How horribly narrow and selfish we grow. There's always a somebody, all the world knows, Who can talk of nought else but themselves and their woes. The way to be happy they never can find, For dwelling on self will not open the mind. If we look at a subject from one point of view, We can little imagine the harm we may do. With the best of intentions, be they ever so kind, So it's far the best way to keep open the mind. Our lives are so different, that what may suit you, Another may try and most bitterly rue. To force our opinions is always unkind ; 'Tis far the best way to keep open the mind. Narrow creeds have debarred and lessened in part The power of religion to soften the heart ; But love's mighty magic, we ever shall find, Is the very best wedge to keep open the mind. The sweet breath of heaven blows down from above, .Spreading around us the spirit of love ; In fair open spaces finest flowers we find, To gather fine thoughts — keep open the mind. ( 36 ) TO GRANNIE. Dear Grannie, with your silvery curls And gentle soft blue eyes, The memory of your sweet old face Is a treasure we all prize. Dear Grannie, I can picture you As when I saw you last, Sitting in the old arm chair, While your life was ebbing fast. Dear Grannie, with your life well spent Gently passing from our sight, With loving thoughts for every one, Praying for us day and night. Dear loving, sweet old Grannie, After years of care and trial, You always kept your sweetness And your gentle, loving smile. Dear Grannie, when you said good-bye You told me, with that smile, "I shall see your little Sissie, dear, In a very little while." Dear Grannie, are you with her now, In some far-off happy land ? Will you come to meet me some day With my darling, hand in hand ? ( 37 ) HUMAN NATURE. 'Twas in London's busy season, When gay life was at its height, That as I lay a sleeping, I dreamed a dream one night. I wandered on through scenes of fashion, And it always seemed to me, A voice was ever whispering : I am stifling, set me free. I gazed around me at the faces, Wondering which one it could be, That in my ear kept whispering For ever the same plea. For I thought in all their faces, Something wanting seemed to be ; Yet I tried me ever vainly To see what it could be. At last a voice came near me, And whispered, " Can't you see, It's poor old human nature They are stifling — set me free. :; ( 38 ) ILL-TEMPER. What a strain it makes of life, To avoid a constant strife, Having always to suppress The thoughts and feelings of your breast. Fearing always to offend, Your character cannot ascend ; You can't be candid, honest, true, For free hereafter you may rue. You must plot and plan, and hide To avoid the constant chide, And the angry look and frown, That bear your heart and spirit down. You must hide and crush, and smother, All the things that you may bother, Never daring to unbend, For fear the storm on you descend. If such people only knew What a lot of harm they do, By being selfish, jealous, crabby, I think they'd see their conduct's shabby ; And find out also to their cost, What a lot of joy they've lost. ( 39 ) TO MY DEAR FATHER. Dearest father, you have left me, Now for many a long, long year, Yet your memory ever will be A treasure to my heart most dear. I remember, dearest father, The long, long talks I had with you, And as years go on I ever Prove your words were good and true. I have the letters still you wrote me, When I was scarcely in my teens ; And as I read them time has faded — Only yesterday it seems. How you used to like to hear me Sing the songs I loved to you, And I always longed to show you Any new thing I could do. I remember, dearest father, How we used for many an hour To wander round our sweet old garden, To search for some new opening flower. How you loved to find in nature Always some new hidden joy, And your nature was as artless As though you still were quite a b oy. ( 40 ) With all my youthful joys and sorrows You could always sympathise ; Oh the memory of your kindness I do most sincerely prize. Dear, hard-working, noble father, Taken from us in your prime, Your wise words and bright example Will be with us for all time. ( 41 ) TO MY MOTHER. Written after Her Visit, August, 1895. Dear mother, with your weight of years, More than threescore and ten, Tis wonderful how young you seem, And how well you carry them. With your quick, untiring energy, And clever, active ways, Your sons and daughters look at you With wonder and amaze. Left a widow in your prime, With a family of nine, Your troubles, mother, were not few, But bravely you have battled through. Now in your old age left alone, Your sons and daughters from you flown, With homes and families of their own, Of course, dear, sometimes you feel lone But I am counting, let me see, You are grandmamma to thirty-three Laughing, happy, girls and boys, To fill your heart and bring you joys. We all admire you, mother dear, With your pretty hair and skin so clear, And for your clever, active ways, We all unite to sing your praise. ( 42 ) MIDDLE AGE. It is a sad and pensive time To women who have reached their prime, While with them the love of youth still lingers, To sadly watch time's cruel ringers Marking out the passing years, Their beauty fades with bitter tears. 'Tis then a woman most needs love And true affection, far above The lighter loves of other years, To soothe her heart and dry her tears. This sadness passes after years, But never without bitter tears. And a woman settles down once more When she feels the love of youth is o'er, When sweet contentment takes the place Of youthful joy and dainty grace ; 'Tis then upon the features lies The loveliness that never dies. ( 43 ) TO MY FRIEND BELLE. Belle, my dear old friend, On you I do depend, As you may to the end On your old friend Fan. We were girls together, And through fair and stormy weather, Our hearts have still kept tether, My sweet, true friend. We've had some happy times, And round your memory twines The sweetest recollections Of my youth, dear Belle, When you lived next door, How we used to pour All our hopes and fears In each other's ears. And then you went away, Ah ! how I rue the day, And I have had to live without you, My dear friend, Belle. But I often from you hear, And your letters always cheer, The heart of, Belle, my dear, Your old friend Fan. ( 44 ) And when sometimes we meet, Tis is very, very sweet To pour out all my heart To my dear, tried friend So, Belle, my dear old friend, Love me always to the end, As will you, you may depend Your old friend Fan. ( 45 ) ONLY A LITTLE SHOE. A mother sat in bitter grief, Her bursting heart found no relief ; Her life was waning with the strain, Naught could relieve the bitter pain. They tried in vain to bring the tears, Her husband gently told his fears ; When close beside her on the floor A tiny little shoe she saw. A little shoe that bore the form The little foot in life had worn ; In a moment it had opened The fountain of her tears, And from her husband's heart was lifted The burden of his fears. Only a little shoe, down-trodden By a little toddling form ; But it saved a mother's life, and comfort To a husband's heart was borne. ( 46) OLD-FASHIONED STORIES. In the twilight little children Like to cluster round your knee, And the pretty, eager voices All echo the same plea : Tell us a pretty story, Tell us a little tale, And the sweet, old-fashioned stories To them are never stale. How eagerly they've listened, And with rapt attention stood, While we have told again the story Of dear Red Riding Hood. What an eager, bright expression Some pretty wee face wears, As we tell the thrilling story Of the wonderful Three Bears. How the boys love Jack the Beanstalk, And the Giant Killer too, Those old, old-fashioned stories To them are always new. These days we have modern stories And fairy tales galore ; But the old, old-fashioned stories Please the little children more. Old nursery rhymes and stories Come back in after years, With sweet, fond recollections, That fill our eyes with tears. ( 47 ) SABBATH PEACE. Softly peal the church bells Through the balmy air ; All around the face of Nature Seems a Sabbath calm to wear. Gently through the church door Steals the soft, warm breeze, Bringing with it perfume And the sound of leaves. Softly sweet birds twitter Without in the grand old trees, The branches waving softly, Touched by the morning breeze. Brightly shine the sunbeams On the old church walls, Slanting o'er the pulpit And the old oak stalls. Soon the sound of voices Is floating through the air, As the choristers are chanting The hymn for morning prayer. Sweet Sabbath peace is stealing Upon my weary brain, Tired with the city's turmoil And all the ceaseless strain. ( 48 ) But in this lovely village, On this peaceful Sabbath morn, Steals contentment to my spirit, And to life new joys are born. Would that every busy toiler In this weary world of ours, Could enjoy the sweet refreshment Of these country Sabbath hours. ( 49 ) JESSIE'S BOY. Ah ! he is a thing of joy, That sweet darling, Jessie's boy ; Fair and fresh and bright is he — Laughing, happy, full of glee. Peeping round, he looks at you, With his sweet eyes bright and blue : And to see his pretty smile I would gladly walk a mile. He is full of saucy tricks, Cleverly he builds his bricks ; Dearly, too, he loves his " Dad," That bright, laughing little lad. Now he is his parent's joy, The dear "chappie," Jessie's boy ; Sweetest gift from Heaven above, Crowning blessing of their love. (5° ) A CULTURED MIND. If we want true joy to find, We must culture well our mind ; For Nature hides her wonders deep, Where ignorance can't get a peep. In cultured lands fair flowers we find ; Tis just the same thing with the mind — If we study Nature's store, Joys will blossom more and more. What interest and joy untold One science only can enfold ; When once our mind has found the key New wonders every day we see. Minds alone on pleasure bent Will always harbour discontent ; We must work, our minds to store, And joys will blossom more and more. Think what joy an artist feels When he a gem from Nature steals, On his canvas to pourtray, Where it will live for many a day. And a sculptor, when with life His glorious works are full and rife, What intense joy he must find To show his grund works to mankind. ( 5i ) And musicians, when their mind The sweetest notes in nature find, What intense and thrilling joy A grand composer must enjoy. To hear those notes and tones float on, Flooding all around with song. Oh, the purest earthly joy Must be theirs without alloy. And the scientific mind Also grandest joy can find Diving into Nature's store, Finding wonders more and more. Oh, it is an endless theme — The wonders that in Nature teem ; And intensest joy to find We must culture well the mind. ( 5^ ) THINKING. Thinking, always thinking ; Thinking of the past, Thinking of the future, And joys which never last. Thinking of the troubles That crowd my daily life ; Thinking what it might be If with joy 'twere full and rife. Oh ! what's the good of thinking, Thinking every day ; Trying to solve the problem, Which it seems we never may. -But still I go on thinking, Morning, noon, and night ; So, perhaps, with all my thinking, I may at last see light. ( 53 ) FOND RELICS OF THE PAST. I have a few dear relics Of my early boyhood's days, And the ready tears rush to my eyes, As on them I fondly gaze. The stick my father carried, The studs he often wore, Bring back many a memory Of the days now past and o'er. I can see him standing as he stood On many a Sabbath morn, With his kindly smile and happy face, And noble port and firm. Dear honoured friend and father, Though twenty years have passed, Your memory is still fresh to me, And will be to the last. But most treasured of my relics Above all else beside, Is the pocket my dear mother wore Until the time she died. 'Tis just as then she left it, And o'er it my tears fall fast, As I press it softly to my lips, Thinking sadly of the past. Dear patient, loving mother, My friend in youth and prime, Your wise words and noble counsels Will be with me for all time. ( 54 ) A VISIT TO ASHRIDGE, DEVONSHIRE. My heart was light within me, I felt the joy of life, All around the face of Nature With lovely scenes was rife. As I listened to the lark's sweet song, And smelt the balmy air, On this lovely bright spring morning, I felt that life was fair. To watch the golden sunrise, Near the pretty rustic stile, Through which the winding path was peeping, I lingered for a while. Then I wandered to the lovely woods, And stood upon the bridge, And gazed upon the spot I love, Fair, beautiful Ashridge. The wind was moaning through the pines, And to my ears it bore A strange and weird resemblance To the city's mighty roar. ( 55 ) I stood in God's own temple, Listening to the moaning pines, With the sweet works of Nature, Of his great love the signs. Alone with head uncovered, I felt a reverent awe, As the force and strength of Nature Struck me more and more. Fair, lovely, peaceful Ashridge, No spot I love so well, Spring, Summer, Autumn, Winter, In each I've felt your spell. ( 56) SWEET SLEEP. Sweet sleep, the crowning blessing Sent to mortals on the earth ; Sweet sleep, our greatest solace, From the first hour of our birth. Sweet sleep, and calm forgetfulness Of all our pains and ills, As it falls upon our eyelids, Calm peace our bosom fills. Oh ! lovely, peaceful, balmy sleep, Foretaste of joys in store, When the trials and perplexities Of life shall be no more. " He giveth His beloved sleep," Sweet message from above, Filling our hearts with happiness, And joy, and peace, and love. ( 57 ) THE THAMES BY NIGHT. What a grand majestic sight It is to see the Thames by night, To watch the lights of London glow, And glitter as the waters flow. How silently they seem to creep, The waters so profoundly deep, How dark and long the shadows seem, And with fantastic fancies teem. And on the vessels one by one Lights seem like twinkling stars to come In the dark blue sky appearing When the shades of night are nearing. The bridges are a fairy sight, Glowing with electric light, Shining softly on the river, Making there their outlines glimmer. How weirdly sounds the splash of oars, Echoing faintly from the shores, Quite a different sound by night From in the morning fair and bright. And when beyond the city's glow, Still farther with the tide they go ; Oh, how lonely, dark, and drear The silent river does appear. How it fills the mind with awe As darkness deepens more and more, While above the night bird cries, And around the pale mists rise. ( 58 ) SPRING. I can hear the sweet birds singing As they are pairing in the trees, I can see the wee buds coming Closely o'er the branching trees. I can see the primrose peeping In the hollow of the dell, And the lovely violet hiding By the side of bonnie bell. And the hedges budding shyly, Like a maiden in her teens, All creation brimming over, With the joy of young life seems. Sweetly green the grass is looking, Comforting the weary eyes; Tired of Winter's sombre colour, They the joy of Springtime prize. Bonnie, budding Springtime, With joy on you we gaze, Bringing to our hearts fresh gladness, And the thoughts of Summer days. ( 59 ) SUMMER. All the earth is overflowing With the joy of summer days ; Every hill, and plain, and valley With fullest beauty is ablaze. All the trees full leaf are showing, Flowers in fairest beauty growing, Birds are warbling the refrain — Sweet summer's with us once again. Rivers sparkle in the sunshine, Brooks are babbling the sweet song, Winter's cruel frosts are over, Here's the joy we wished for long. And by the sea the waves are lapping A gentle murmur to the breeze, As their sparkling, dancing waters Eagerly the sunshine seize. The sky its brightest blue is showing, And the soft, white summer clouds Glisten like great rocks of silver Or form fantastic, floating shrouds. Lovely, blooming, sparkling summer, We welcome you again ; While your sunny days are with us Sweetest joys with us remain. ( 60 ) AUTUMN. Softly o'er the landscape, As the sunbeams glint, We can see there's stealing, The rich, warm autumn tint. Soon the lovely verdure Of summer will be past, And o'er the face of nature Creep the beauty that comes last. All the leaves are changing To brown and golden red ; Each shade most sweetly blended, O'er all the landscape spread. The swallows are preparing To seek another clime ; All Nature's to us showing It's no longer summer time. Soon the wind will scatter The leaves upon the ground ; And not a glimpse of summer Will anywhere be found. Oh ! lovely, golden autumn, We love you while you last ; But through your beauty stealing, We feel stern winter's blast. ( 6i ) WINTER. Closely in its icy grip Sweet Nature winter binds, And only very little scope To give us joy she finds. But to do her very best, With all her might she tries, She sends the lovely floating snow, Which all things beautifies. Covering with its mantle The poor cold frozen earth, And protecting all her treasures, Which to spring joys give birth. She brings us Christmas roses, Our longing hearts to cheer, And evergreens and hollies, All through the winter sere. But though she is held in bondage, It makes us love her more, When in the happy springtime She is free again once more. ( 62 ) A RIVER TRIP. IN MEMORY OF SHEPPERTON. Starting off four of us, On a fine morn, With the eatables packed In a hamper in form. Stepping in the boat warily, Off we go cheerily, Pulling on steadily For the first mile or so. Then as the day goes on. The sun getting hotter, Just for a little time Quietly we potter Under the shady trees, Fanning the fresh, cool breeze, Happily, lazily, Just for a little time. Then we feel hungry, Longing to plunder The contents of the hamper ; So quickly we scamper, Getting the lunch in time, Then on the bank recline, Cosily, drowsily, Just a sweet hour or two. ( 63 ) Then as the day declines Off we start homeward. Soon the moon softly shines As we glide onward. Pulling on steadily, Singing so merrily, Soon arrive at the landing stage, Happy day's over. ( 64 ) THE DOCTOR. During Influenza, 1895. Rushing to the Doctor's door All day the people go — Will the Doctor please to go at once To Mrs. So-and-So ? And Mrs. Someone in the square Is very, very bad — Will the Doctor please to send at once The medicine by the lad. He scarce has time to eat his meals, For all day long the bell still peals. The people round are all so bad, It's enough to drive the poor man mad. Still calmly on from day to day He plods along his useful way ; Spending all his time and skill To restore the weak and ill ; Carrying comfort in his train — The product of his busy brain. With a kindly word and smile for all, No matter when on him they call ; To all around, from far and near, The Doctor's face is very dear. ( 6 j A LONDON STREET. If we want a place to find With subject for a thoughtful mind, With interest and life replete, Is a busy London street. If we watch the passers by, As on their busy way they hie, With almost every form of life We see the streets of London rife. Young and old, and rich and poor, Passing ever on they pour, Some with happiness aglow, Others full of grief and woe. Busy, bustling city men ; Writers, living by their pen ; Schoolboys whistling on their way ; Maidens shopping, bright and gay. Foreigners from every part Flocking to the central mart, Some on business seem intent, Others more for pleasure bent. Merchandise and works of art, Gathered here from every part, In the London shops we find In every form, and shape, and kind. ( 66) Curios from foreign climes Of ancient and of modern times, Rarest books and prints galore, Here we find a goodly store. Flowers of beauty rich and rare In the shops are crowded there ; Fruits from every part and clime Brightly in the windows shine. With all the forms of human passion, With all the styles of life and fashion, With every phase of modern life Are the streets of London rife. ( 67 ) LONDON AT MIDNIGHT. A glorious sight is London, In the midnight hours ; With its myriads of twinkling lights, Like gold and silver showers. With the seamy side all hidden By the moonlight's tender rays ; The splendour of the City then Fills travellers with amaze. The streets all lined with carriages, Magnificent and grand, For the Opera or Theatre, In or round the Strand. In the middle of the season, Take a stroll around ; Such scenes of wealth and grandeur Can nowhere else be found. From Operas, Balls, and Theatres, Gay crowds soon quickly press, Hastening to their carriages, In brilliant evening dress. Soon they smoothly bowl along, Carrying off the splendid throng ; Cabs and 'buses homeward hie, And soon the sounds of traffic die. ( 68 ) The grand old streets are silent then, From the sound and tread of men ; Wander onwards to the river ; See the myriad gaslights quiver. Walk along the grand Embankment, Where remains now scarce a fragment Of the Ancient City's pile ; All is now in splendid style. View it all by moonlight, This glorous London City ; When the seamy side is hidden, To miss 'twould be a pity. ( 69 ) THE NEW HEN. Willi apologies lo "Punch™ A new hen was strutting about in a yard, When an old cock, considered a bit of a card, Of the old school, began with her to discuss, The various topics then making a fusr. " Oh ! " said the new hen, addressing the cock, " Times have much altered since you have grown up, And all for the better, I'd have you to know ; Time was, and not such a long time ago, That hens were expected to lay eggs and breed chicks, It's distinctly degrading, our sex at its kicks." The cock was about a few words to say, When he noticed the housewife approaching that way; She caught up the new hen, and wringing her neck, Remarked to herself, " You have eaten your peck ; And as you're too proud to lay eggs or breed chicks, It's best for the universe you should be nix." ( 7° ) OLD FATHER THAMES. Slowly down the river with the tide they go, Gigantic floating masses of mingled ice and snow, Circling round the vessels which in ice are bound, Pushing all before them that adrift is found. While hovering above the hungry sea-gulls fly, Watching for any scraps of food thrown down by ■ passers-by. They screech and peck and hustle each other as they fly, And alight on frozen masses as slowly they pass by ; And mingling with their screeches and all the city's roar, Is a strange melodious hissing as the masses onward pour. The people stand and watch them, As through the bridge they go, Gazing on in wonder, As they hustle to and fro. Boats and unmoored barges Wandering on alone, Recovered by their owners, p'raps, Far away from home. Oh ! P'ather Thames, I ne'er before Have seen you in such plight ; You are now a frozen monster, With all your power and might, And you'll have to struggle bravely And make a desperate fight Before again your mighty waters Are free, and swift, and bright. Sunday, February 10///, 1S95. ( 7< ) RIVER SCENES ON THE THAMES. What a scene of fun and life, With keenest sense of pleasure rife, It is to see of boats a block, Up the river in a lock. What a buzz of talk and laughter, As boat by boat they follow after, Holding closely to the sides, As up or down the water glides. 'f Every one on pleasure bent, All are eager and intent, To get through the narrow lock, Without any hitch or block. Soon the gates begin to move, Then the first boat gives a shove, Others follow in the rear, Until the lock becomes quite clear. Then they hasten, some to row, Others with a rope to tow ; Or if the wind's their way inclined, Some few better sailing find. Men in boating flannels bright, Girls in dresses cream or white, All in holiday array, Smiling, happy, bright, and gay. ( 12 ) The crews have mostly brought their hamper, And on the shore we see them scamper, And eagerly about explore, Some cosy corner to ensure, Where they can at leisure dine, And after on the bank recline. Oh, what laughter, fun, and flirting, As along the banks we're skirting, We hear behind the shady trees, Floating to us on the breeze. Boats of every sort and kind, Going swiftly on we find, Canoeing, sailing, rowing, towing, All with happiness are glowing. Soon upon the listening ear, Bursts the screeching whistle clear, Of the steam launch making motion, Like the heaving of the ocean. Big barges, too, we often see, With smaller craft don't quite agree ; The bargemen call with lusty shout, To pleasure boats, " Look out ! look out ! " Then we see a bright array Of houseboats with sweet flowers gay, Anchored in some pretty spot : Their owners have a happy lot. Sometimes we hear a banjo strumming, Others songs are gently humming, All are full of life and joy, As they shout gaily " Lock ahoy ! " ( 73 ) ON BOARD THE VICTORY. I stood on board the Victory, And gazed upon the spot Where lay the gallant hero Nelson, When dying from the shot. I pictured to myself the scene Where the dying hero lay ; And so vivid was the fancy That I could hear him say — " Kiss me, Hardy, I am dying ; " And ask him, with faltering breath, To take care of Lady Hamilton, As he passed to the arms of death. Gallant Nelson, noble hero ! Then England's hope and pride ; 'Tis sad that this, your last request, Your country should deride. Poor, lovely Lady Hamilton Died in poverty, alone — A wrong to you your country Can never now atone. She helped you and inspired you — You for your country bled. And not to be forgotten are The generous words you said : ( 74 ) That if more Lady Hamiltons, More Nelsons there would be ; And yet at last cruel England Failed to listen to ycur plea. Are your fond hearts now united, As in life they wished to he ? And does such love continue Through all eternity ? ( 75 ) THE CUP OF TEA. When the day is long And the weather dreary, There's nothing makes one feel so cheery As a cosy cup of tea. How sweet it is to meet a friend, Some pleasant hours with her to spend, And have together at the end A cosy cup of tea. When one's ill and cannot sleep, How slowly by the hours do creep, Waiting for morning, when we see That ever welcome cup of tea. When one's worried, out of sorts, Tired out, whate'er may be, Nothing's ever half so nice As a fragrant cup of tea. Dear cup of tea, You've been to me Much comfort in the past, And I shall always cling to thee As long as life shall last. ( 76) IT'S COMFORTING. When one feels ill and weary, With pains one can't explain, It's comforting to meet a friend, Whose feelings are the same. It's really very cheering, And one thinks, never mind, It's not so bad, for someone else Feels just the same, I find. In all one's little weaknesses, It comforts one to find, We're no worse than other people, It's the same with all mankind. Too apt we are our friends to blame, For talking of their woes, It's comforting at any rate, That everybody knows. Then if we buy a pretty thing, One's always glad to find, A friend who will admire it too, We think them very kind. And if we make mistakes in life, It's comforting to know, There are many others in the world, Who reap just as they sow. ( 77 ) And if we try to do our best, It comforts one to hear, A friend say, "Come, now that's well done," And give you hearty cheer. We don't want our friends to suffer, But it's comforting to feel That they understand our sorrows, And give sympathy to heal. The need of all is sympathy, It's comforting and nice, And just the little flavour, That gives to life some spice. ( 7S ) WHISKEY CROW. 'Twas in this winter of '95, When the cold was so great, We could scarce keep alive, There befel an adventure, I want you to know, To a wonderful bird We will call " Whiskey Crow." Near the Hautboy at Ockham, A short time ago, A gentleman picked up A very fine crow, And as gently he raised it, Exclaimed with a cry, "This bird is not dead, He is winking his eye." To the Hautboy at Ockham At once they did go, Determined to save This most wonderful crow. Mr. Sprague gave him whiskey Out of a spoon, And he very soon rallied From out of his swoon, Began to look round him, To peck, and to show He considered himself A very line crow. K 79 ) This bird's now the wonder Of all far and near, For he shows not The faintest small atom of fear, But lives with the family On most friendly terms, And a greater repute From day to day earns. He still loves his whiskey, For no doubt he knows What a fine thing it is To restore life to crows. ( So ) TO A THRUSH IN A LONDON STREET. Sweet little captive songster, In this dark London street, When waking in the morning, My ears your sweet notes greet. And as I lie half dozing And listen to your song, I wander to the country, Far from London's busy throng. Dear little bright-eyed captive, I thank you for the treat You give me every morning In this gloomy London street. And also for the lesson Your sweet notes bring to mind, How dark lives can be brightened By loving works and kind. ( Si ) THE NEW HUSBAND. " Fanny," he said, with a nervous air, As his better half for the City began to prepare, " Fanny, dear, do you think you could spare me, I say, The money I want for expenses to-day ? " His wife, looking at him impatiently, said, " What, again, Fred ! I think you're a great deal too bad ; I think 'twas last Thursday you had, let me see, The money for housekeeping, &c., from me. Some of you men seem really to think That we women of money are made, I do think." " My dear, you forget," he remarked, with a sigh, " I've two pairs of boots for the children to buy, Besides the girl's wages ; now don't be irate, For you know there is also the last water rate." " Now, Fred, I am sure you'd the money for that." " No, dear," he replied, " 'twas for Freddy's new hat ; And you know I have scarcely a rag to my back, And I bought, don't be angry, at a sale yesterday, A cheap pair of trousers, for which I'd to pay." "That's always your cry, Fred," she replied, with a frown, "Your extravagance really quite weighs me down ; It's a pity you haven't the money to earn, Then, perhaps, you'd be able it's value to learn. Here, take this, and mind that with it you pay Some household bills owing, and not throw it away." F (82 ) " There's a dear, darling wife," he exclaimed, with great joy, " I am sorry that I should my Fanny annoy ; And, darling, what time shall I see you to-night ? " She replied, " I am sure I can't tell you quite, For I have a lot to attend to at the office to-day, So what time to expect me I really can't say." " Oh, that will be nice, for to-day I shall try The things in the wash to get nicely dry, And to put up clean curtains the maids I shall aid. But, good-bye, dear ! your 'bus you will miss, I'm afraid." The breadwinner dashed off after the 'bus, While Fred ran upstairs quite in a fuss, For bathing the children it was getting late, And his poor little darlings were having to wait. ( 8 3 ) THE FLITCH OF DUNMOW. There's a custom, my readers, I daresay you know, In the county of Essex, At a place called Dunmow, Where couples who live for a year and a day Without contradiction and angry words, may Win a fine flitch of bacon, and to add to the show, Carried round in a chair they afterwards go. To an old couple entering the previous year . The flitch was awarded with many a cheer. They'd got out their bag, their hearts all aglow, Contented they'd won the Flitch of Dunmow. When the wife took the bacon, and exclaimed with a bawl, " Before starting I told you this bag was too small, You said it was not, you see I am right," They both got quite angry and ready to fight. The judge overhearing, exclaimed, " Cease your bawl, It matters not now if too large or too small, The flitch is not yours, you have just made the slip That happens too oft 'twixt the cup and the lip." The old couple departed, their hearts full of woe ; Don't blame them, my readers, Too well we all know 'Tis a hard thing to win the Flitch of Dunmow. ( 8 4 ) OUR FLAT. Oh, my good Mr. Drew, We most bitterly rue The day we consented Existence to mew In this dreary back flat We are renting from you. The chimneys are smoky ; The paint's very poor ; The handles and locks Are loose on each door ; The smuts from the chimneys From the houses around, Nicely besprinkled, Are everywhere found. Not one ray of sunshine Can we in this flat find, For we can't go to the window To pull up a blind, Or else a few yards off From the houses we see Dirty heads looking in With evident glee. The place is so narrow We can scarce swing a cat ; And it's out of the question To shake carpet or mat. And each day to the basement, Which is very tiring, ( 3 5 ) Our servant must go To fetch up the firing. And as for the street, From morning till night There's the brawling of children, Street rows, or a fight. So, my good Mr. Drew, It's clearly a do To pay the high rent Which we do to you ; And so when the year's out We shall hunt till we find A place for less money And more to our mind. ( 86 ) JACK FROST. Oh ! the howling and cursing, The pipes are all bursting, The water's cut off at the main ; The boilers exploding, Oh, how incommoding, Householders are going insane. Oh ! you villain, Jack Frost, The pounds we have lost, In this horrible year '95, By your wicked pranks, With pipes, cisterns, and tanks, You must with the plumbers connive. We can't keep ourselves clean ; Don't you call yourself mean, To make such a very long stay ? You have pinched, chapped, and nipped us, But what most has hipped us, Is taking our comforts away. Now you're gone, old Jack Frost, We have found to our cost, You had made a long enough stay ; The pleasures of skating Had long been abating, Since we found we'd the devil to pay. (8 7 ) LONDON SPARROWS. In Hyde Park on a day in June, Or any sunny afternoon, Tis sweet to watch the sparrows fed By the men who toss them bread. When they softly call they come, And catch it quickly one by one ; They have not the slightest fear, And to the men they come quite near. Swooping round and round they go, And catch it always as they throw, And then off again they fly In the twinkling of an eye. All the while they softly twitter, And not a crumb about them litter ; Little dark brown balls they look, Covered with the City's soot. ( ss ) A BIT OF EXPERIENCE. If your life is sad and weary, And anything but gay, Cheer up and make the best of it, It is the only way. Don't fret too much or worry, Be your troubles what they may; Cheer up and make the best of things, It is the only way. If any little pleasure comes, Enjoy it while you may ; Cheer up and make the best of it, It is the only way. It's seldom we can alter things, I have tried so, I can say ; Cheer up and make the best of them, It is the only way. Don't think too much about the past, For the future come what may ; Cheer up and make the best of things, It is the only way. ( s 9 ) TO MA MIE. In Memory of Friday, 23RD August, 1895. I'm thinking of the past, ma mie, And in my mind's eye I can see Red Letter Days — the dates, ma mie, All appertaining unto thee. The first Red Letter shows to me The blest day of your birth, ma mie ; The next, my dear one, is the day When first I saw your face so gay. Then comes the day you promised me My loving faithful wife to be ; The next — oh day of Reddest Red, That one, ma mie, when we were wed. Long years have passed and gone, ma mie, But treasured in my memory Are these Red Letter Days, ma mie, Belonging all to love and thee ! (