^ .-AC IF::. AVINtW Q BEACH, CALIF. OUT OF WEDLOCK, BY ALBERT Ross. AUTHOR OF "LovE AT SEVENTY," "AN ORIGINAL SINNER,* "WHY I'M SINGLE," " THOU SHALT NOT," " YOUNG Miss GIDDY," ETC. " There is no motherhood outside of wedlock that can be tolerated in a civil- ized country none that will not bring to its possessor a terrible load of ignominy and suffering'' Page 12 5. M. A. DONOHUE & COMPANY CHICAGO NEW YORK Made in U. S. A. CONTENTS. MR. MEDFORD'S STORY. Chapter Pag I. Beginning with a Mystery. . . g MISS BRIXTON'S PARENTS. II. "The tragedy of my life." . 16 III. Housekeeping under Difficulties. . . 25 IV. George and Emma 34 V. 4< Tell me you love him !" . . . 43 VI. Mr. Brixton Understands. . . .49 VII. Among the Adirondacks. . . .57 VIII. " Ugh ! What can you do ?" . . . 65 MISS BRIXTON'S GIRLHOOD. IX. The Birth of Blanche 72 X. " I never had a child." .... 82 XI. Mjbther Love Prevails 92 XII. Forgiveness and Death. . . . 102 XIII. " The risk is too great." . . .114 XIV. An Artificial Rule 123 XV. Professional Services. .... 136 M 2061S69 VI CONTENTS. MISS BRIXTON A MOTHER. Chapter XVI. " Too lovely for anything." . . .146 XVII. An Amateur Detective. ... 156 XVIII. In and About Algiers 166 XIX. " He insulted a woman." . . . 175 XX. Fantelli Astonished 182 XXI. Blanche Goes Abroad in Haste. . . 188 XXII. " Quel age as tu, mon bebe ?" . . 196 XXIII. At Boulogne-sur-Mer 206 MR. MEDFORD AGAIN. XXIV. Everything up to Date. . . 211 MISS BRIXTON'S DILEMMA. XXV. Meeting Monsieur Martine. . . . 215 XXVI. A Visit to a Monastery. . . . 227 XXVII. " The priest told you !" ... 235 XXVIII. A Great Clue Exploded. . . .244 XXIX. " He is her husband." . . . .255 XXX. A Day at Conde Smendou. . . . 263 MISS BRIXTON'S CONFESSION. XXXI. A Gentleman of France. . . . 271 XXXII. " If you had searched the world." . 280 XXXIII. Caught in a Trap. . . . . .288 XXXIV. " He looks like Wallace." . . .299 READY FOR THE JURY. XXXV. And now Suit Yourselves. . . . 308 TO MY READERS. No question raised in recent years has touched thoughtful minds more than this " Is Marriage a Failure ?" When first uttered it seemed to strike at the very foundation of all things. If marriage was a failure, said many, what hope was there for man- kind ? And still there have been some who, like Ella Drew, in the novel before you, " have found it heaven I" And there have been others, like George Brixton, whom it has cursed ; and yet others, like his daughter Blanche, who have sought, in all good faith, to escape its trammels. Eminent writers in Europe are now discussing whether there may not be some safe modification of the marriage vow. Socialists look with confidence toward a time when an advanced step will be taken through the economic enfranchisement of women- But to most of us it is plain that a few cannot with impunity step aside from the mass in this matter, any more than they can walk ashore from a steam- er's deck before it reaches the pier. [vii] 10 STY READERS. The other subject of which this volume treat* . also most serious. One of these days the continua- tion of the human race will receive as intelligent treatment as that of the breeding of domestic ani- mals, or I am mistaken. In the meantime under present conditions wedlock is a hideous travesty unless there be common honesty between the parties to it. This will reach the first instalment of my second million of readers. The evidence is ample that they are not limited to any section of this country, nor even to the Western continent. In return for the public's kindness I again promise my best efforts in a field where I have found such conspicuous appre- ciation. ALBERT ROSS. Cambridge, Mass. Not., 1894. OUT OF WEDLOCK. MR. MEDFORD'S STORY. CHAPTER I. BEGINNING WITH A MYSTERY. "If you want a stranger tale than anything in fiction, you should learn the true history of Miss Brixton's baby." Thus spoke my friend, Joseph Medford, as we strolled together along the shore at Lake Leman. We had met unexpectedly at the Hotel Suisse, Geneva, where I was stopping on my way to the resorts higher up the mountains. Medford was the last man to whom I should have gone for the plot of a novel. He was a retired merchant, who had made a fortune. It surprised me very much when lie remarked that he had read several of my works, and the conversation that en- sued led to the statement quoted above. [91 10 OUT OF WEDLOCK. " Miss Brixton ?" I repeated, with a smile at what I supposed was his carelessness of pronunciation. "You mean Mrs. Brixton, I presume." Medford put on the air of one who does not like to be corrected. " If I had meant Mrs. Brixton, I should have said so," he responded, with a certain dignity. " I said Miss Brixton, I believe." To this I vouchsafed a single syllable " Ah !" Before my mind there arose the ever-recurring tragedy a girl led away by specious promises or fallen a victim to her own wild and curbless passion. It is a theme that has been used by a thousand novelists, and it seemed impossible that there could be anything essentially new in such an experience. " Does the case differ so much, then," I inquired, " from those that have already been made the sub- ject of romance ?" "In every particular," replied my. friend. "At least, it is totally unlike anything / have seen in print. Not only this, but I believe it unique as an actual occurrence. If you wish, I will outline it to you." My curiosity was now fairly alive. I begged Mr. Medford to begin at once, and not to content him- self with an outline either, but to give me the fullest details of which he was possessed. He answered that this would need considerable time, and I said I was at his disposal, even if it took all night. u I cannot tell," he said, " whether it will require five hours or ten to give you the details I have gathered. They are in a somewhat chaotic state in my mind, and will have to be put together slowly. And, as I hinted in the first place, the most interesting part BEGINNING WITH A MYSTERY. 11 o- die matter is still veiled in mystery. Perhaps you will be able to unravel the hidden threads and com- plete the story to your own satisfaction ; but cer- tainly, none of Miss Brixton's friends have yet been able to learn the least thing beyond what she has chosen to tell them." I asked Medford if he would permit me a few questions in advance of his narrative. " By all means," he said. " As many as you please." " To begin with, how did you learn the facts you are about to relate ?" " From George Brixton, Mrs. Brixton and Miss Brixton, mainly," was the affable response. " The young lady's father made a confidant of me in many things. Her mother I also knew to some extent. Then I have talked by the hour with Stephen Drew and his wife, with Dr. Robertson and Mrs. Rey- nolds. (You will hear more of these people pres- ently.) Blanche that is, Miss Brixton has dis- cussed matters with me as freely as if I were her brother, or even her sister. And the baby Miss Brixton's baby knows me as well as a young gen- tleman of his age could be expected to do, and has jumped and crowed in my arms within the last three weeks." I was silent for a moment. Then I remarked in a subdued tone that such cases were very sad, espe- cially when they happened among the better edu- cated and more cultured classes. They made one doubt whether the world was not growing worse instead of better. " Miss Brixton would not agree with you," said Medford, quickly. " She is the happiest young 12 OTTT OF WEDLOCK. mother I ever knew. In her sweet face there is not a single tinge of regret." I stared at my friend in astonishment. " And she is an unwedded mother !" I exclaimed. " Precisely." "Then her reason must be unhinged," I asserted, soberly. " Certainly not in the ordinary sense," he answered. " Aside from this matter of the child, she appears as sensible as any other healthy girl. She conforms in nearly everything else to the prevailing fashions. She dresses, for instance, in the usual mode. She looks, lives and acts like the rest of her sex, so far as I can see. Her signature on a business paper is never disputed. She keeps to herself a good deal, but that is because the majority of women do not like to associate with one who has proved her belief in such ultra, or, as she would call them, ' advanced ' doctrines. Blanche, however, does not care for society. Her time is more pleasantly spent with her child, whom she passionately adores. Sane ? Why, yes. No jury would question her ability to care for herself, her boy or her property." I waited a moment, and then inquired who was the father of the infant. " That is the mystery," said Medford. " From the little we have learned it appears that the man is dead. Dr. Robertson drew this from her, with a few other particulars of little importance, during a few hours when she stood in imminent danger of dying, and she has never denied or modified her statements. The only trouble is, she will not add the least syllable to them." BEGINNING WITH A MYSTEKY. 13 *' She does not appear to mourn him very deeply ?" I suggested. "No. Not as a woman would mourn a husband or a lover. The Doctor says the tears came into her eyes when she mentioned that he was no more, but she has not put on crape, either literally or figura- tively. She sings, smiles, dines well, and acts quite the opposite of broken-hearted." To this I remarked, after reflection, that her con- duct was not to be wondered at, judged from one standpoint. A fellow of that kind did not deserve to be very sincerely regretted. " A fellow of what kind ?" asked Medford, quiz- zically. " One who would deceive a girl and then desert her." My companion smiled. " But this man did nothing of the sort," said he. " Did nothing of the sort ?" I echoed. " Did not deceive or desert her?" " Neither the one thing nor the other.' " Pshaw ! That is a riddle," I replied. " Nothing but the simple truth. Miss Brixton freely admits, to all who care to discuss the matter with her, that if there were any deception, it was on her part, not his." I nodded ironically. " Oh ! It was Miss Brixton who deceived and deserted her lover !" " Something of that nature," assented Medford, with another laugh. " But let me say that if you keep on at this rate you will take all the interest out of my story. It is a girl's way, rather than a man's, 14: OUT OF WEDLOCK. to skip through the pages of a book and read the last chapter first." I admitted the truth of the observation, and said there were only one or two other things that I wanted to know before settling myself into the attitude of a patient and uninterrupting listener. " I presume you will tell me next " I added, " that the father of Miss Brixton's child met his death on account of a broken heart, superinduced by his regret at losing her." " I would oblige you with the greatest pleasure," replied Medford, "if I were inventing a tale for the occasion. As mine is, unfortunately, a truthful one, I must do otherwise. No ; as I understand it, the pangs of unrequited love did not cut short the career of this person, but a much more prosaic thing a, bullet." It was getting interesting indeed ! " So she shot him !" I exclaimed. "Well, a man who would permit a woman to deceive, betray and desert him deserved no better fate." Mr. Medford's amused face showed me, even before he spoke, that I had fallen into another error. " She did not shoot him," he said. "Then he shot himself, which was quite the best thing he could do." "No, he did not shoot himself." " Was there another woman in the case ?" I asked. , "It is not believed that there was. When you have heard all I know about this matter in case you are ever ready to let me tell you your theories will be advanced with more precision. Dr. Robert- BEGINNING WITH A MTSTEfST. 15 son and I have concluded, by comparing the little we have heard, that Miss Brixton cared about as much for this man as you do for that blonde lady on the opposite side of the way, to whom you have never spoken. He became the father of her child without the least affection on her part, and he did not live many days after she met him. He was dead and buried months and months before little Wallace was born." There was a chilly air about the story. I was glad that Medford could assure me that the father came to his death by other hands than those of the fair Miss Blanche, even if it was " by some person or persons to the jurors unknown." Otherwise, thoughts of seraglio life, where guilty lovers of sultanas are sewn in sacks and dropped into the Bosphorus, would surely have obtruded themselves. " If all you say is without deception," I said, " there is but one other tenable theory. Miss Brixton was the victim of an atrocious assault." Medford laughed once more, the exasperating laugh of one who has a certainty of his secret. " Wrong again !" he replied. " In that case the man would surely have died by her hand instead of by that of another. You would agree to this if you had met Miss Brixton. I should be happy to intro- duce you, by the way, if you ever happen to meet us together. Would you care to have me ?" I responded that I could tell better about that when I had heard the whole of his story. " Very well," said Medford. " In order to get to the end of a tale, one of the principal essentials is to make a beginning ; and that, if you will excuse me 16 OUT OF WEDLOCK. from answering any more questions at this time, I will now proceed to do." I bowed and asked him to proceed. And Medford proceeded. [The reader will please understand that the following chapters, to the end of the twenty-third, are in the language of Mr. Medford. And to ease the mind of those who remember that his story was begun while we were stroll- ing on the lake shore, let me explain that it was finished very late that night in my apartment at the hotel. A. R.] MISS BRIXTON'S PARENTS. CHAPTER II. " THE TRAGEDY OF MY LIFE." It has been well remarked by somebody (said Medford) that " one cannot be too careful in select- ing his grandparents." Miss Brixton's chief error was in the choice of her father and mother. Her more remote ancestors, so far as I have been able to ascertain, were people who got along without mak- ing any particular impression upon the community ; an eminently proper thing, let me remark, for ances- tors to do. A person is better off, I contend, with progenitors of that kind, than with those who hav "THE TRAGEDY OF MY LIFE." 17 been either great geniuses or great rascals. He will have neither the bad reputation of the one to live down, nor the impossibly high standard of the other to emulate. But Blanche's father and mother got into trouble over her at a very early stage in her career, and their conduct must have contributed toward making her what she is to-day. Before I had known George Brixton a week I knew that he was not on the most cordial terms with his wife. How did I find this out ; by making inquiries? I made just one, the answer to which informed me that he was not a widower. Upon his desk were several photographs of his daughter, but nothing that indicated the nature of Mrs. B.'s lineaments. I commented upon the beauty of the child, and saw the devoted look in his face as he turned toward the pictures. " Is she your only one ?" I asked, and there was a most peculiar expression to his eyes as he answered, " Yes, my only one !" Before I had called many times, Brixton began to give me more particulars about this child. He seemed delighted to tell of what a comrade she was to him, of excursions they made together, of even- ings spent at home in her company. Never did he make the faintest allusion to his wife, and the whole tenor of his remarks indicated that he had none. There are people one " takes to," as if by instinct. I got to liking Brixton in a very brief time. Soon a friendship sprang up between us such as does not often follow a mere mercantile transaction. This is the more noteworthy because, as he often told me, I was one of only three or four men with whom he had ever been in the least degree confidential. His face 18 OUT OF WEDLOCK. brightened whenever I entered his office, and ottie/ business was always laid aside until my departure. When I asked him to go to lunch with me, he re- plied that he invariably took his meals at home. "Blanche expects me my little girl, you know," he said, with infinite tenderness. "I never disap- point her. When I turn the corner I can always see her face at the window, in winter time like this, and in summer she runs to meet me. I fear we appear silly to the neighbors, now that she has grown so big. I have been told that I care too much for her, and perhaps I do. My feelings come very near to the prohibition against idolatry." After this confidence I could not help remarking that it would give me great pleasure to see Miss Blanche, for whom I admitted I had conceived a warm admiration. Brixton did not reply to my sug- gestion for a moment, and I could see his face red- dening as he realized that a question of politeness was at issue. "I did not hesitate," he said, finally, "because I have any doubt that I should like to have you come, or that Blanche would be glad to see you. The fact iSj we receive hardly any visitors. However, an ex- ception shall be made in your case, and you may choose as early a date as you desire." Having said this, Mr. Brixton launched into sev- eral complimentary expressions, which were very agreeable to me, coming from a man I esteemed so highly. I assured him that I should regard the priv- ilege of entering his home all the more from the fact that it was one so seldom accorded. "You put the case too strongly," he smiled. "We are very plain people. You will see an ordinary "THE TRAGEDY OP MY LIFE." 19 house, with nothing extravagant in the furnishings. There is but one jewel within its walls that child of mine." " She must be very dear to you," I remarked. "She is everything to me," said he, gravely. "I guard her with the greatest care, and yet not in the way that most fathers would think of following. While I take pains that her companionships shall be of the best, I have not kept her ignorant of the fact that Sin forms a part of the arrangements of nature. She is hardly thirteen, and yet she is as wise indeed, in a true sense, wiser than many young women of twenty. The knowledge that is allowed to come to most girls in a perverted and distorted shape has been imparted to her so gradually that it contains nothing gross. When you have seen her I want you to say whether she is not as thoroughly unspoiled as if she had been lied to and cajoled out of informa- tion as necessary to her well-being as the air she breathes. I have been warned that it is a great mistake to be so frank with her, but I do not believe it. If my experiment were to fail, there would be some signs of it before now. If there is a danger point, she has passed it." As I did not pretend" to understand the subject, and indeed, did not thoroughly comprehend at the time what he meant, I was silent. He repeated that he was at home nearly every evening and should be glad to see me at my earliest convenience. " There are so few entertainments to take a young girl to," he exclaimed, with a sigh. " One tires of concerts, be they ever so good. The theatres have reached a point where many of the plays are out of the question. We have done the art galleries re- 20 OUT OF WEDLOCK. peatedly. There is no choice but to stay at home. Come any evening you like, you will be certain to find us in." A night was chosen, the third one from the day on which we held this conversation, and at eight o'clock I ascended the steps of Mr. Brixton's resi- dence. He was watching, and came immediately to meet me. As soon as my wraps were disposed of he took me into his library, and before sitting down went for his daughter. " Here is my child," he said, leading her in. " Blanche, my friend, Mr. Medford." Even if I had never heard anything about the girl if I had been sitting there on ordinary busi- ness and had merely noticed her enter the room I should have been strongly attracted toward her. My powers of description are wholly inadequate to convey to you the impression she made upon me. With the form and stature of a child of thirteen, she had a look and manner several years older. Though her face was not understand this perfectly one of those prematurely aged ones that make us wish the vanishing youth would tarry until its proper time for departure ; it was as fresh and rosy as any infant's. Before she spoke I noticed her extreme self- possession, the perfect confidence, the absence of timidity, and yet nothing like posing. The words that issued from her lips were correct in enunciation, but neither pedantic nor strained. Her tones were sweet and natural. She gave me her hand frankly, with a clasp something like that of a boy, attribut- able, no doubt, to the close companionship she had had with her father, rather than with girls of her "THE TBAOKDY OF MY LIFE." 21 age. I felt toward her as I had done toward Mr. Brixton when I first knew him I accepted her with- out reserve. There was no attempt at formality in the talk that followed. We discussed the affairs of the day exactly as if Blanche had been a grown woman. She surprised me by proving, in the occasional remarks that she interjected, that she was a regular reader of the daily newspapers. She knew, for instance, a good deal about a tariff bill that was at that time being discussed in Congress, and expressed her opinion as to whether it would pass the House of Representatives, which was shown, by the way, in after days, to be a correct one. A ministerial trial for heresy had not escaped her observation. When it was alluded to by me, she showed much interest in it, asking a number of questions as to the points involved that I was entirely incapable of answering. She knew the city from north to south, and from river to river, as well as a thousand things I should never have expected would enter the head of such a child. It was very seldom, to put it fairly, that her father and I touched any subject on which she had not a considerable stock of information. And where she did not understand, she was ready with her interroga- tions, anxious to let no opportunity escape to inform herself. Two hours passed in this way, to my great enter- tainment. When the clock struck ten Mr. Brixton asked Blanche if she would not like to show Mr. Medford her dolls. Upon which the child smilingly acquiesced, and excusing herself in the most charm- ing manner went to fetch them. " Dolls !" I exclaimed, as soon as she was out of 22 OUT OF WEDLOCK. hearing. " Has she kept the playthings of her child hood till now ?" "Her childhood?" echoed Brixton, with a start. *' Her childhood ? Why, she is in the very fruit and flower of it ! Did you think childhood ended when a girl reached her teens ? Blanche cares for her dolls as much as she did five years ago ; in fact, I think she grows fonder of them every day." This statement filled me with intense surprise. I had been noting this girl's remarkable stock of knowledge, and had come to consider her a prodigy of learning. She had carried herself in our company with all the ease of ten additional years, retaining still the gentleness and grace of her extreme youth. But, dolls ! How could I conceive that the mind which had been devoted for the previous quarter-hour to the Triple Alliance and the Franco-Russian under- standing would turn with equal interest to the puppets of babyhood ! " Papa," said the young voice, as its owner reap- peared at the door, " don't you think, as there are so many, Mr. Medford had better come and see them in their own quarters ?" Mr. Brixton and I complied with the suggestion, and a moment later we were in a room such as I certainly had never seen before, though no doubt there are others somewhat like it. The furniture, with the exception of several larger chairs, was of a Lilliputian pattern, and consisted of beds, sofas, bureaus, etc., of a size to fit the mimic occupants, which were at least fifty in number. It was, in short, the most complete dolls' nursery you could imagine. "And you still play with them ?" I could not help "THE TRAGEDY OF MY LIFE." 23 saying, for the fact was incomprehensible in view of what else I had seen and heard. u Of course I do !" laughed the fresh young voice. " I spend two hours here every day. It is the greatest fun ! I have names for them all ; and their histories are written down in this book," showing me a large, ledger-like volume; "and I have medicines in this little chest, when they are sick ; and each has her sum- mer clothes as well as winter ones, as you can see by examining this closet. I think they are the sweetest things in the world except except," the child hesitated several seconds "real, ' truly' babies." Blanche had a wistful expression as she said this, that I shall never forget. It was a look like that of a starving child who spoke of food. "Quite a nurse, isn't she?" said Mr. Brixton, gazing fondly at his offspring. " And she is just as capable of taking care of living children as of these imitations. We feel the same way about it Blanche and I. You ought to be here some time when we have one of our infant parties. Blanche borrows half the babies in the neighborhood and puts them around the floor here, each with a toy to keep it quiet, and we have the most delightful time. I asked her once what she wanted to be when she grew up we were speaking of professions and she said, 'A mother' " The little daughter nodded assent to the state- ment. " I do envy the mothers so !" she cried, not attempting to conceal her enthusiasm. " Sometimes, when I have carried all my babies home, I sit down 2i OUT OF WEDLOCK. and cry. Even my dear dolls do not seem the same to me after that." Returning to the midgets in their cradles and beds, she took them up, one by one, and introduced them to me with great solemnity, giving the names of each, along with bits of personal gossip. " Which is the eldest ?" I asked, to show my inter- est, though my mind was wandering far from the subject under consideration. " Why, the largest, of course !" she laughed, tak- ing up a doll half as big as herself. Brixton declared that the joke was on me that time. Then he said good-night to his daughter, who took my hand again in the same frank way she had grasped it when introduced, and we were left alone. " There ought to be a baby in this house, for Blanche to play with," I said, unguardedly, as I stood a few moments later with my overcoat on in the front hall. My host staggered as if about to faint, and his face paled. " You have touched upon the tragedy of my life, my friend," he said, in a very low tone. " Some day I mean to tell you its history." I wanted to say something in the nature of an apology, but could not exactly frame the expres- sions. It was evident, however, that he did not feel the need of anything of the kind, for he said " Good- night " in a kindly voice, as I stepped out into tho snow-laden air. HOUSEKEEPING UNDER DIFFICULTIES. 25 CHAPTER III. HOUSEKEEPING UNDER DIFFICULTIES. When I thought over the events of that evening there were several things that I noted particularly. Mr. Brixton had but one member of his family upon whom he lavished his affection. That one, Blanche, was equally restricted in her love. Neither of them had alluded in the remotest manner to a wife or a mother. Mrs. Brixton, who certainly existed, and who as certainly was an occupant of that residence, had not made her appearance during my call. And then there was the strange remark of my friend as I was about to leave. When I said to him that there ought to be a baby in the house for Blanche to love, he responded, in tones that indicated the deepest feeling, that I had touched upon " the tragedy of his life !" " Some day," he added, " I mean to give you its history." The history of a personal tragedy must be a most interesting thing to hear. The story of a marital estrangement it was undoubtedly, judging by the contemporary evidence. But beyond any feeling of curiosity, I felt an intense longing to know what had made my friend the crushed and silent man I had found him a man with few intimacies, and one whom hardly anyone could say they really knew or understood. The promise he had given was fulfilled, though 26 OUT OF AVKDLOCK. not in the way I anticipated. He never gave me a consecutive account of his troubles in anything like the form I am going to give them to you. It was by one conversation after another, by hearing a little to-day and more to-morrow, by adding what I learned from others, and by using my own intel- ligence, that I fully comprehended at last what had happened. It was not a " tragedy " in the ordinary sense of that abused word. There had been no killing in hot blood, no quick and angry blows. But to him it was a tragedy just the same, in that it deadened the best of his being, and made him for the rest of his days a misanthrope. Of a nature naturally open and frank, sunny to a degree, glad to walk in the brightness of all things human, he had been changed to a cynical man of business, whose only wholly unspoiled side was the one turned toward his daughter. It appears that he was born in the village of Mark- ham, in the western part of the State, and was at an early age left a half-orphan. He grew up with the reputation of being a good boy, faithful to his mother, reliable and trustworthy to the utmost. As the family had little in the way of property, George obtained employment, as soon as he graduated from the grammar school, in a chemical works. For a while he devoted the whole of his small salary to his mother, who lived with him in a cottage she had inherited, doing her own work and caring for nothing but her boy. By the time he had reached his twenty-fifth year, everybody had set George Brixton down for a confirmed bachelor. He never HOUSEKEEPING UNDER DIFFICULTIES. 27 would marry as long as his mother lived, that was certain. Their household was a most methodical affair. Mrs. Brixton was one of those women who have an instinct for order. She had a place for everything, and everything was always in its place. Her break- fasts were on the table at half-past six in summer, and seven in winter. The date at which the hour was changed was taken from the almanac, coming as regularly as the astronomical alterations. She had her washing done on Monday, her ironing on Tues- day, and her baking on Wednesday and Saturday as regularly as those days arrived. On a certain day in April, Mrs. Brixton cleaned house. On a certain day in November she unpacked her furs. From the time he was old enough to understand anything, George knew substantially what each day in the year would bring forth in that house. He fell into his mother's habits as easily as he fell into the habits of breathing and walking. Indeed, until she was in her grave, it never occurred to him that any house could be much differently arranged. Perhaps it was this quality that first attracted the attention of George's employers to him, and laid the foundation of his improved circumstances. No time was ever lost in Brixton's department. He could answer any question concerning his part of the building without delay and with mathematical accuracy. There was no waste, either through neg- ligence or inadvertence. In every drop of his blood there was written the proverb, " Take care of the small things and the large ones will take care of themselves." 28 OUT OF WEDLOCK. "If all my employes were like Brixton," said the manager once, "this concern would clear ten thou- sand dollars a year more than it now does." With this carefulness about little things, with his horror of leaks, there was still a generous vein in this young man. He often remained for hours after work was over to teach a new employe to perform his duties better. If from those who were placed under him he exacted the fullest obedience and the best service, he was ever ready to praise work well performed. Though he was not on terms of close intimacy with anyone at the factory, not a man there would have been more deeply regretted had anything occurred to take him away. He had but a few hours' warning of his mother's death. When he found himself alone he was stunned for a time. For some months he refused to allow anyone to take her place. He cooked his own meals^ as well as he could, rather than have the culinary articles she had used touched by other hands. Then he dined outside, still sleeping in the cottage, and spending most of his evenings there alone. This grew monotonous, and people began to say in such a way that it reached his ears that he ought to get married. Get married ! Oh, no ! The idea was too strange, He had never walked home even from church or singing school with any woman but his mother. He had never seen but one girl that he would have thought of in such a connection, were it possible to think of anyone, and she was now the wife of Stephen Drew, one of the travelling men in the employ of the chemical company for which he worked. When people grew bold enough to tell him BtmSEKBEPTlCG UNDER DIFFICULTIES. 29 to his face that he ought to have a wife, he admitted in his heart that if Ella Drew were still single he might have asked her. This was as far as he could go- But Ella was out of the question, and the life he lived was becoming unbearable. He thought of engaging a housekeeper. A second cousin of his father's applied for the situation, and during the next year this woman superintended his home. On the whole it was worse than boarding out. Miss Fillmore was not at all like his mother. Her bump of order was situated in a cavity. After she had been three days in the house George could not find anything he wanted. She was determined to make the place look tidy, and to secure this result she put things away in places no one else would have thought of, promptly forgetting where. George fretted over this mildly, at first and begged her not to interfere with his personal property, but the fault was ingrained in her nature. Then, meals were served with astounding irregularity. Frequently he had to " snatch a bite," as he called it, and hasten to the factory at high speed, because the articles she was cooking were not " quite " done, To a man whose life had been regulated by the clock these things were extremely annoying. Miss Fillmore showed, when remonstrated with, that she considered his requests unreasonable. To her, a half-hour either way in a meal was a matter of no importance. She did not believe, she used to say, that the manager would discharge him if he were a few minutes late once in a while. And if George hunted the house, from garret to cellar, for some- thing he had left on the table in his experimenting 3U OUT OF WEDLOCK. room six hours previous, Miss Fillmore's demeanor showed that she did not appreciate his condition of mind. She was like an automatic instrument that continually runs behind. There are men who could face a lion with firm nerves, but are driven distracted by the continual buzzing of a mosquito. George Brixton was one of these men. He spent a great deal of time, when at home, with chemicals, hoping to invent something that would bring him a revenue greater than he could expect to receive as a mere employe. When he found, at a critical moment, that an important part of his work had been interfered with, his tem- per was sorely tried. Generally it seemed too small a matter to get into a rage about ; and besides, it was contrary to his nature to show anger to a woman. No matter what the trouble was, he always saw something of his venerated mother in the person of any member of her sex. It is the foxes, the little foxes, that spoil the vines. When a certain type of person has borne all he can he breaks in a twinkling. George had worked late at night for six evenings over a combination of chemicals from which he had great hopes. He had told Miss Fillmore several times each day that she must on no account disturb the shelf on which he had placed his bottles. At the last moment he dis- covered that she had done the mischief. The work of a week, under the most favorable conditions, had gone for naught. When he stepped out into the sitting-room where his housekeeper was, she saw an unusual commotion in his countenance. HOUSEKEEPING UNDER DIFFICULTIES. 31 " You have been interfering with my things again," he said, in a low voice. " I only straightened them up," she answered, with a defiant air. " It is not possible that I did any harm, and the shelf had to be dusted." He could not trust himself to reply, but that noon he took all the materials with which he had worked at home, and carried them to the factory, where he began again the work that had been inter- fered with. A thousand annoyances followed, however. He could not spend all his evenings away from home, and he did not wish to, if only for the looks of the thing. But, if he stayed in, there was invariably something to ruffle his disposition. It was his cus- tom to don a pair of slippers after tea, take his evening paper and occupy himself with it for an hour. Now, it became the rule, rather than tha exception, that when he got ready for his paper it was not to be found. Miss Fillmore, on being appealed to, would say she did not remember seeing it, and doubted if it had been delivered ; or else that she might have put it into the stove by mistake, taking it for an old one. Sometimes she had wrapped up a parcel with it, to give a messenger who had taken it away. Miss Fillmore believed in her inmost heart that George Brixton made a fuss about such things because it was his nature to find fault. The price of the newspaper was two cents, and to her mind that represented its full value. She did not stop to think that there were no others for sale in the vib lage and that an hour's time was spoiled. When he had endured this as long as he could, he had a bo* 32 OUT OF WEDLOCK. made with a lock and key, in which the carrier put the paper securely when he made his rounds. It would require a book as large as this one merely to give a list of the things of this kind that, as Brixton used to say, " tore him up by the roots." When anything could not be found in its proper pl ace a nd this became the normal condition of the establishment Miss Fillmore had a stereotyped answer that drove him wild " I will hunt for it." The shirts sent back from the laundry might be in the parlor or the pantry, but never in the drawer where they belonged. When, after a prolonged search, one was discovered, no cuff or collar was ever in its vicinity. At one time George began to think he could find his things by looking for them in the place most unreasonable to conceive of, and occasionally this plan served. But there was no rule even to the irregularities of the house. A case that will illustrate the point as well as any was his night-dress. Last night, for instance, he had found it hanging under a lot of other things in the closet of his bed- room. To-night he would look there for it, though quite certain it was not there, and he was right. After a hunt he would find it rolled in a wad under one of the pillows. To-morrow he would look in the closet, then under the pillows, then everywhere elie he could think of, and have to go to bed with- out it. In the morning the maiden lady who was responsible for his annoyance would remark casually, as he watched the clock, that she believed she must have worn it herself, though she could not see how it got into her room. Which certainly was not amusing. HOUSEKEEPING UNDER DIFFICULTIES. 33 When he had stood this as long as he could, Brixton put an end to it. He paid Miss Fillmore twice as much as he had agreed to, and requested her to remove from his domicile forthwith. All he had gained by her presence there was the founda- tion of an irritable temper, such as he had never before known, and her everlasting hatred. Going back to cooking his own meals again, for he did not like to run the gauntlet of the boarding- house questionings, George thought from time to tiine of the only remedy that seemed sufficient for his case. He wanted a home a real home. It was not enough to see the familiar walls, the same pic- tures and furniture, the same lamp on the table. He wanted a home that would in some measure take the place of the one he had lost. He wanted it with a hunger that grew fiercer every day he lived. Sitting alone at night he took a mental appraisal of the marriageable young women in Markham. He thought them over one by one, and rejected them all as unsuitable. He must go farther if he was to take a wife. But where ? He was as ignorant as a babe of everything beyond his familiar horizon. Suddenly he started as the first feasible idea came to his brain. He would go and talk with Ella Drew about it. Her husband was absent nearly all the time, except Sundays, travelling on business. George knew Ella better than he knew any other person in the world. It was the only house in Markham at which he was in the habit of calling. He breathed easier as the conviction grew that she would be able to advise him. Yes, he would talk with Ella Drew. 34: OUT OF WEDLOCK, CHAPTER IV. GEORGE AND EMMA. Brixton had known Mrs. Drew when she was Ella Smiley. They had attended school together, though she was in the primary when he was in the grammar .grade. She had always liked him, and while she was superlatively happy with her husband, she could remember when she had stood at her gate to have little talks with George as he came past, wondering if he would ever ask her to marry him. He was so good, and so kind, such a pattern of all a young man should be ! But matters turned out as they often do George was wedded to his mother, and Mr. Drew began to make love to her, and she accepted him. She had never regretted it, not for one of those brief instants that most married people can recall. And now there was another reason why she adored her husband and watched eagerly for his step when he came home at the end of his trips. After three years of disappointments, both of them were filled with joy, for Ella was to become a mother. " You are getting terribly sober, George," she said to him, when he made the call he had decided upon, the one at which he meant to ask her opinion about marriage. She was as frank as if he had beetl her brother. " It's not to be wondered at, either, alone as you are so much in that empty house of yours." GEORGE AND EMMA. 35 " I know it," he replied, simply. " People say- that I ought to marry." Mrs. Drew eyed him searchingly. Many things passed through her mind in the few seconds that followed. " What do you think about it ?" she asked cautiously. ''' I don't know. It is lonesome, certainly. I want you to advise me. If if I should decide that I wanted a wife I don't know where to find one. There's nobody left in Markham that isn't already married or engaged." The lady nodded to show that she agreed with this statement. There was nobody in Markham good enough for George Brixton, and she did not know as there was outside of it, either. " Yes, that is true," she said, thoughtfully. "You would have to go to Springfield, or Worcester, or Boston." To Boston ! What a very long distance that seemed ! "Have you thought just what sort of a girl you would like ?" continued Mrs. Drew, still lost in won- der at the unexpected situation. Brixton looked at the speaker. She was young and fair, with a tinge of rose in her cheeks ; round, sweet and wholesome. "I would like one," he answered, candidly, "just At this Ella turned the color of a peony. "You must not flatter me," she stammered. " Oh, no," he answered, quickly ; " I do not mean it that way. I was thinking about it last night, at my house, when I sat there alone ; and I remem- 36 OTTT OP WEDLOCK. bered, one by one, all the Markham girls that have married during the last five or ten years ; and I thought you were the nicest of them all. Yes, Ella," he continued, dropping into the familiar name by which he had always called her, " I am too late far Markham. As you suggest, I should have to go outside." She would have liked to kiss his innocent, honest face, and had her husband been there she was sure she would have done it. "You were a good son, George," she said, "and that is proof that you would be a good husband. If I hear of anyone that I think you would like, I will let you know. It seems so odd, though, to imagine you married !" There was something that he wanted to ask her, and he did not know how to put it into the best form. " It's all right is it ?" he inquired, lamely. " I mean marriage is a good thing ? You know there's been considerable in the papers about its being a failure." She looked gravely at the earnest eyes. ' I have found it heaven !" she responded, with reverence. "There must be some grave fault where it is otherwise." George Brixton was not so ignorant but that he knew of Mrs. Drew's approaching motherhood. As she uttered that statement with the lovelight in her eyes, and the smile of perfect content on her lips, she seemed more angel than human. As he walked home he resolved that he would marry, that he would know the experiences that could bring such hap- piness. He entered his solitary home, the walls of GEORGE AND EMMA. 37 which had never seemed quite so silent. They must echo to the sound of a new voice, they must feel the glory of another presence ! Within a few weeks a former friend of Mrs. Drew's a young lady with whom she had spent a year at boarding-school came to make her a visit. As Brixton passed the window one evening, on his way home, Ella called Miss Walker's attention to him. " There is a man in a thousand," she said. " Do you know any very nice girl who wants a husband > I have promised to look up a wife for him." Miss Walker had had her experience falling des- perately in love two years before with a young man of the town where she resided, who, after the wedding- day was set, suddenly disappeared and never was heard of again. For some time she took a violent dislike to all the male sex, and was heard to declare that she would live and die an old maid, no matter what offers she had. But she was still young only twenty-three and this story interested her. Before long Miss Walker obtained an introduction to Mr. Brixton. Her visit to Markham lasted more than a month, and when she returned home she wrote to Ella Drew that they were engaged. " You are not to mention it to anyone, for the world," she said. " It is to be kept a - secret for the present. I know you will be surprised, and I feel a little that way myself. I had determined to live single, but perhaps I shall be happier in the married state. You can talk to him about it, but to no one else, mind, until I give you leave." Mrs. Drew, to put it mildly, was not pleased at this news. She had not suspected what was going 38 OUT OF WKDLOCK. on, and women do not fancy being humbugged in such matters. George was so slow with the female sex that she could not understand how he had made such progress after knowing Miss Walker but iour weeks altogether. Emma was not the life- partner she would have picked out for him, and yet. had she been pressed for a reason, she could not have told you why. She felt piqued at not being consulted before the fatal words were spoken. But she was too good a woman to let these thoughts mar her congratulations, and the first time she saw George she told him he had her warmest wishes for a happy future. " I suppose it seems rather sudden to you," he said, in a tone of apology; "but during the lasC month I have grown so lonesome I can hardly live. Then I knew that Emma I mean Miss Walker was a dear friend of yours, and that was commenda- tion enough for her. We are only to wait two months is that too soon ? She said September was a very good time of year." Mrs. Drew could see it all now. Miss Walker had done most'of the courting. Certainly George would never have made such rapid progress with a less interested girl. Well, it might turn out all right. There was no use in worrying over it. But, say all she could, Emma was not the wife Ella would have chosen for this man. " She was a dear friend of yours !" Sweet and pathetic reason. How dearly she hoped he would never regret the step ! As for Emma, there was no question that the marriage was a good one for her. There were few men like George Brixton. It was in September, the month she had selected, GEORGE AND EMMA. 39 that George brought his young wife to Markham, and took her to the home his mother had made sacred to him. She was to take the place and more than the place of that revered parent. Mrs. Brixton the second was naturally a quiet girl. Previous to her wedding the conversations between the lovers had been of extremely limited extent. On his part everything had been taken for granted. He thought, in his simple-mindedness, that the duties of wives and husbands were fixed by immut- able law. He had heard, to be sure, of cases that did not come up to the proper standard, but he believed them confined to a lower class of society, with which he had nothing to do. He weighed the solemn words of the minister before whom their vows were taken, and never dreamed that there could be evasion of the least thing that was spoken. And there were other things, not alluded to, established by custom so clearly that to repeat them would be the merest nonsense. Being willing to give to his wife all he was, all he had, all he could make himself, he expected the same in return. The concern for which Brixton worked signalized the occasion of his marriage by adding five hundred dollars a year to his salary. It rather cooled the delight which he felt when he went home with this news to have Emma receive it with the announcement that the house needed quite that amount to make it habitable, in the way of furniture. He thought his things very good they had been good enough for his mother. And when the wife added that the increase in salary would give him no excuse not to employ a servant, one of those clouds that he had thought gone forever crossed his forehead. 40 OUT OF WEDLOCK. Brixton bought the furniture desired and engaged the servant, for he had no intention of denying Emma anything he could afford to give her ; but he did not change his opinion that the wife might have done the little work there was for the present, with the washings and ironings sent out. He had am- bitions to raise himself above his present position. He believed a few thousand dollars would enable him to realize a fortune out of an invention in the chemical line on which he had spent his leisure moments for years. He had part of the money already saved, and the increase in his salary had meant a hastening of the day when he would have all he required for the purpose. Still, he bought the things and hired the servant, as I have said, and the first months of his wedded life were not wholly devoid of happiness. The cottage was brighter for the presence of a young woman of some attractions, and the meals thanks mainly to the servant were well cooked and served en time. Not being inclined to talkativeness, the new hus- band did not mind as much as some men might the constant novel reading for which Mrs. Brixton proved herself an adept. He was at the factory most of the day, and at night it was just as well to see her wrapped in a book as anything else, while he went on with his experiments, now conducted with perfect safety at home. There was no danger that the chemicals would be misplaced, for dust might have accumulated an inch deep on them without attracting his wife's attention. It was rather dis- appointing, sometimes, to note the languid look with which she met his delighted cries that he had GEORGE AND EMMA. 41 made a successful combination, but he grew used to this. She was not to blame if her enthusiasm did not equal his in a field of which she knew nothing. When the great day should come, and he could show her the result of all this tiresome detail, she would appreciate it then ! In the meantime, he could afford to wait. There was another thing that troubled him more, something that he could not complain of, even to her, without feeling ashamed. Mrs. Brixton had a disinclination for the physical tokens of love, amounting almost to aversion. George would have hugged a different woman to her heart's content, but all such advances were received in a manner that made him timid. At first he gave Emma a kiss when he left the house and when he returned, but she offered him her cheek more as if she expected a blow than a caress. If she was reading and she usually was he often had to speak twice before she answered his remark. "Emma, I said good-bye," he would repeat, with his hand on the door-knob ; and witfy a slight start, as of one who would rather not be disturbed, she would say, without raising her eyes, " Oh, yes ; good-bye ; certainly." It was not marriage as he had conceived it. Earth brings nothing so sweet as the first months of wedded life to those who are happily mated. This blissful period was almost wholly lost to the Brix- tons. They did not quarrel, but neither was there much love-making. There was no pair of birds in any tree in Markham that could not have set them a better example. 42 OUT OF WEDLOCK. None of their neighbors noticed anything none but Ella Drew, who still had this marriage on her conscience and whose eyes were watchful. She knew things were not exactly right, though she did not understand just how they were. George took his wife to church, as do al self-re- specting people in small towns, whether they have any interest in the doctrines preached or not. They also went to some of the parish meetings, and occasionally to entertainments of other kinds. When the weather was fine they walked together in the evening. George had always been a man of sober mien, and the absence of a smile on his face did not surprise his fellow-townsme-n. Mrs. Drew alone noticed that there was a new expression there one she did not like to see. She was the more sorry because she had such an ideal married life of her own, and was now the mother of a beautiful little girl that looked like its proud papa. "Something is the matter with George and Emma," she said to herself. " I wish I could help them. Ah ! there is one thing that would bring them completely together," she added, with a ma- tronly blush. "If they ever get a beam of sunshine in the house like my little Mamie, it will end all their differences !" " TELL ME YOU LOVE HIM !'* 43 CHAPTER V. " TELL ME YOU LOVE HIM !" But there was not likely to be any such beam of sunshine as baby Mamie in the home of the Brixtons. There are people who say that sun fades the carpets, as no doubt it does, and who take particular pains that it shall never shine in at their windows. There are many houses in America where shades are kept closed tightly and blinds pulled down, from January to December, lest a little of God's purest and sweet- est light should penetrate and make its presence known. Thanks to Emma Brixton, her house was one of these. " Mamie is looking finely," said Emma to Mrs. Drew, one day in the spring that followed. " I see she is beginning to creep already." The fond mother gazed with pride at her offspring, sprawling in lovely helplessness on the floor of her sitting-room. " Yes, indeed !" she exclaimed. " I don't see how we ever got along without her. A home with no baby seems to me now just no home at all. That is what you want, Emma, to make your house per- fect." Mrs. Brixton shook her head with decision. " Never !" she said. " If I had had any fear of that, I should not have married." Mrs. Drew recoiled. She felt danger of contamia ation from one who uttered such blasphemy. 44 OFT OF WEDLOCK. "You can't imagine how awful your words sound!" she replied. " Marriage, with no children, and no hope of any ! It would be like a desolate orchard, with neither shade nor fruit. 'Besides," she added, impressively, " George is remarkably fond of children." " Let him have them, then !" said Mrs. Brixton, with a sarcastic smile. " / never shall, I assure you. There, it is useless to discuss the matter. My mind is wholly made up." The young mother felt her lip beginning to tremble. " Does does he know ?" she faltered. " Why, of course not. I'm not a goose, I hope ! I don't see as it's any of his business." After her visitor had gone Mrs. Drew cried for an hour. She was so sorry for George ! She had said to herself a hundred times, " When the baby comes, that will make everything right." With never a child to bring their hearts together, there would be no real happiness for this couple. At tea- time, when Brixton passed on his way home, he smiled to see her at the window with Mamie in her lap, and threw the cherub a kiss that spoke volumes. How unjust life was to some of the best men ! What had this poor fellow done to be condemned to such a marriage? No children! A deliberate, preconceived determination never to be a mother ! Horrible ! Surely God would punish in some fear- ful manner such a wicked woman ! On the first of July Brixton came home with a brighter look. He told his wife that his salary had been raised again that it was now to be $2,000 a yean He explained to her, in the fullness of his joy, " TELL ME YOU LOVE HIM !" 45 what plans he had made, talked of the hope he had nursed so long. If he could save a third of this salary for three years more, with what he already had, he would feel justified in embarking in his venture. And it would bring him he felt sure a handsome income, and independence by-ancl-by, a time when he could retire from work altogether and spend the rest of his days in peace and comfort. He talked so fast at first that he did not notice how little she seemed to appreciate the importance of his communication. " You know I have never liked this house," she said, when he paused for breath. "I think the first thing you should do is to build or buy a better one. And there are many things we need that are more important than trying speculations, and perhaps losing it all. I have not said much, because I don't like to keep asking, but my clothes are in a terrible condition, and " In one second he saw the truth. She was selfish to the core ! She was absolutely indifferent to him or to his welfare. In all her thoughts he took a secondary place. He recalled a thousand evidences of her carelessness for his wishes. His anger was too great to allow him to utter a word, but he strode from the house and did not return till late. That night there was the widest possible distance between them in their nuptial bed. Once when she touched his shoulder accidentally in a dream, he recoiled instinctively. He was like one chained to a fellow-prisoner whom he abominably detests. In the morning he arose at an unusual hour and made himself a cup of coffee, after which he went out. When Emma heard that he had gone it did not dis* 46 OUT OF WEDLOCK. turb her in the least. She merely settled herself into a comfortable position and took another nap. He came home to dinner and to tea, but he said nothing to his wife in any form, nor did she speak to him. After tea he went to his office and remained till eleven o'clock. This arrangement he practiced for the next week without finding that Emma objected. He had an idea that she might express her regret at what had occurred and promise amendment in future ; but the fact was that she con- sidered the injury all on his side. The novels she read were sufficient to console her. If he came home before ten he found her reading ; if after that hour she was asleep. She did not act in a surly manner, but exactly as if she did not care what he did, one way or the other. These things wore on Brixton more than he was willing to admit. He thought, with a sigh, that he now had even less of a home than before he married. The presence of one in the house with whom he was on disagreeable terms was worse than solitude. He had not by nature a vindictive disposition, and the violence of his anger abated somewhat, but he cherished sentiments toward his wife the reverse of affectionate. Why had she married him ? She had a home with her step-father. Why had she cared to change it for his ? It was clear that she had not loved him, even at the beginning. He recalled her attitude at the threshold of their married life, that of submitting to the inevitable rather than of finding the happy haven she had sought. The more he thought the more puzzled he became. He' wished there was someone to whom he could go for infor- mation. " TELL ME YOU LOVE HIM !" 4:7 There was no one but Ella Drew, and he did not want her to know of his dilemma. But how long was this to last ? He was less than thirty years of age. He might live to be ninety. Would that woman sit there, opposite to him, all those years, as sphynx-like as she was to-day ? Would she insist on calling herself his wife and render him none of the grace and sweetness of that position ? The most aggravating thing of the whole matter was that the troubles came about such insignificant things. He thought how silly it would seem to another person. And yet it was killing all that was best in him. Though Mr. and Mrs. Brixton continued to livb under the same roof, and there was no rupture that the public knew of, marital relations ceased between them. One cannot clasp to his heart a woman with whom he is on terms of open warfare. Mrs. Drew had never been to his house since that conversation with his wife, in which the cool deter- mination to remain childless was announced ; though Mrs. Brixton had called on her occasionally, hardly seeming to notice that she was received with less warmth than formerly. Ella did not mean to quarrel with Emma her manner toward her was the result of instinctive aversion that she could not in the least control. Meeting George in the street one evening, on his way back to his office, she stopped to ask about his health. " I never saw you looking so badly," she said. "You should go on a vacation. Why don't you take Emma to Boston or New York for a week?" Then, all at once, it came out : " If I went, I should not take her /" he snapped. 48 OUT OF WEDLOCK. Mrs. Drew's face was very grave. " What is the trouble, George ?" she asked, "Everything!" said Brixton, gloomily. "We should never have married. Everything is wrong everything." She looked at him in a puzzled way. Could he have learned the secret that Emma had told her? " Won't you explain a little?" she asked. " Your wife comes in occasionally, and she never speaks of an estrangement. She has said nothing to show that she is unhappy." " Oh, no. She is happy enough !" he answered, quickly. Mrs. Drew murmured that she did not under- stand. " And you are looking so very ill," she added. "You positively should consult a physician." Brixton looked her full in the eyes. " I did not mean to say a word," he said. " Now that it is out, let me tell you this : If I live with her a year longer it will kill me !" The lady uttered a profound sigh. "You do not love her ?" she asked. " / hate her .'" She could draw nothing more out of him. But the next day she made herself a committee of one and called on Mrs. Brixton for a decided talk. Emma told her old friend that there had been no special friction that she knew of. George was a peculiar fellow, who made a great deal of trifles ; but she thought he was improving a little in that respect as time went on. He did not spend many of his evenings at home, but this was on account of MR. BRIXTON UNDERSTANDS. 49 things he had to do at the office, and as she went early to bed she did not mind it. " But you love him, don't you ?" asked Mrs. Drew, feverishly. " He is your husband. Tell me that you love him !" " Love him ?" repeated Mrs. Brixton, slowly. "I like him well enough, when he is not ill-tempered." Mrs. Drew threw up both hands with a gesture of despair. "You have only been married a year, Emma !" she cried. "You and George ought to love each other with all the passionate devotion conceivable ! When he comes in to-night put your arms around his neck and kiss him on the lips ! You are losing the best gift that God gives to a woman when you allow the slightest cloud to come between you and your husband !" Mrs. Brixton smiled at her friend's enthusiasm. "I don't think I understand that kind of love," she replied, thoughtfully. CHAPTER VI. MR. BRIXTON UNDERSTANDS. Although Mrs. Brixton was not very impression- able, the talk that Ella had with her produced a certain effect. George noticed a difference in her manner as soon as he entered the house. He was more than willing to forget all that had passed if he could hope for a change in the future, and he 50 OUT OF WEDLOCK. began to talk to Emma in the old way. His pleas- ure was great when he saw that she showed an interest in what he had to tell, and instead of returning to his office that evening he remained at home. When Emma retired for the night he gave her the first kiss she had received from him in months. Had he not been a little ashamed and afraid, he would have accompanied her to her room instead of going in a very lonely mood to his own. The next day he thought the matter over a great deal, and resolved that he would never get into another such quarrel, no matter what the provoca- tion. He had passed through, an experience that was simply horrible. To find daylight again he was willing to make almost ^ny sacrifice. Within a week he had improved so v. uch in appearance that people began to mention it in the way of congratu- lations. Mrs. Drew was one of these, and no person in Markham could have been more pleased. "Things are better, I am sure," she said to him brightly, coming to the gate, as he was going by. " Oli, George, I am so glad !" He admitted that things were better. His home, he reflected, was far from the ideal ; but it was better it was endurable, and we judge things largely by their contrast with what we have passed through. Mr. and Mrs. Brixton became man and wife again. George kissed Emma whenever he left the house, and sometimes not always when he return^ 1. He did not like to have her think he was overdoing it. He knew he had never really been .n love, but he had ceased to hate his wife. And this was certainly a very great gain. On the first of January the chemical concern sur- MB. BBIXTON UNDERSTANDS. 51 prised Brixton by offering him a much better posi- tion, if lie would go to New York. He had never thought of living anywhere except in his native town, and the world seemed very wide when its doors were thus suddenly opened. The additional salary was certainly an inducement, for it made him hope again that something might be saved out of it toward the fund he longed to accumulate. He wanted to please Emma, and he had no idea how she would like such a change. That evening he talked with her about the city, intending to learn her views upon that matter before he told her of the offer that had been made him. It took but a minute to discover that she would be very glad to move. " Don't you like Markham ?" asked George, with a tinge of regret in his tone. Personally he thought it the finest spot in the uni- verse ; but then, it was about the only one he had seen. " I should like New York much better," she said, quietly. " But there is little use in talking about it, for I suppose we never shall go there." When she heard that they could go that he would go, if she wished it there was an hour that came very near being filled with happiness. George was elated beyond measure. There was no question about it now ; he would write to his employers that he would take the place and come as soon as he could make arrangements. In a new location, he thought, with a bounding heart, perhaps Emma and he could make another beginning under better auspices. The great hope of his life was a real, true 52 OUT OF WEDLOCK. marriage existence. It was not too late, yet, for his wife to redeem herself. In all Markham there was no one to whom he bade good-bye with deep regret except Ella Drew. She was so sorry to have him go that he was deeply touched. He could see the struggle to hide her feelings, forcing her eyesand lips to tell how glad she was at his success, and how certain that he would get along splendidly in his new location. She held Mamie up for him to kiss, and her lashes grew wet in spite of herself, as she noticed the ten- der way in which he caressed the infant. "You must come and see us when we get settled,'" he said. " We shall not keep house at first, but that will make no difference. And you will write often, won't you ? We shall want to hear the Mark- ham news. Stephen will see us, and tell you how we are." During the next three years the Brixtons boarded at various places on the west side, between Twenty- sixth and Fortieth Streets. As far as business suc- cess was concerned it came faster than George had anticipated, but his home affairs never were tranquil for long at a time. There were periods when he became so out of patience with Emma that he thought seriously of running away and never see- ing her or anyone else he knew again. To offset these, there were times when he grew almost fond of her, though these were much briefer than the others. The wife's indifference was usually so great that it nearly maddened him. If she had disgraced him in a way that he could take cognizance of if she had thrown kisses to men out of her window, for MR. BRIXTON UNDERSTANDS. 53 instance he would have known just what to do. But the everlasting coldness the eternal requests to be let alone the disinclination to be interrupted in the reading of the interminable novels that she still affected these were the things that darkened his life until at times he did not care how soon it ended. There was one thing, however, for which he never ceased to hope and pray a child of his own. " How strange it is that we have been married almost five years and never had a little one ! " he used to muse, when he met the perambulators in the street with their cherub occupants. "If there was a baby in my home I could forget all other disap- pointments in the joy of that acquisition !" Stephen Drew used to see him frequently at the office, and always brought some message from Ella. During the second year another child came to the Drew's, but when it was just beginning to lisp the names of " papa," and " mamma," an epidemic car- ried the elder one away. Up to this time Ella had never accepted the invitation to visit the Brixtons. But when she recovered partially from the illness into which this loss threw her, and the local physi- cian ordered her to take a complete change and rest, she made the trip to New York, leaving the new baby, Minnie, at Markham. Mrs. Brixton had always liked Mrs. Drew, though they were so dissimilar in their tastes and habits, and she made her very welcome. As for George, she seemed to him a particularly bright angel, sent direct from the celestial spheres In her mourning garments she was the picture of woe. The loss she had suffered was evidently a severe one to her. George pitied her from the hot- 54: OUT OF WEDLOCK. torn of his heart, but he said little on the subjec.. He knew that sorrow is often doubled by a thought- less display of too much sympathy. The lack of a child in his own home was alluded to several times by Mr. Brixton, in his talks with his guest. He was still as anxious as ever about it, and Ella's blood boiled as she thought of the imposition being practiced upon him. She tried again and again to impress Mrs. Brixton with the falseness of her position, but to no purpose. A child ? She? No, indeed I The thought nearly drove her into spasms ! Mrs. Drew recovered so slowly that her husband decided that she ought not to return to Markham at present. The associations of their home were too closely allied with the baby's illness and death for her drooping spirits. So Baby Minnie was sent for, and rooms engaged in the house where the Brixtons boarded. A few weeks later this resulted in a propo- sition on Brixton's part to set up housekeeping where his friends could have ample accommodation as long as they chose to remain in the city. His salary was now $4,000 and his prospects of an increased revenue from his discoveries were of the brightest kind. He was tired of boarding, and with the Drews in the house he thought the change a most desirable one to make. As for Emma, she did not care. He agreed to get her a housekeeper who would relieve her of all responsibility. The house was engaged, furnished mainly under Mrs. Drew's direction, and the occu- pants moved in. The family lived in Bohemian fashion. Mr. Drew was gone, on account of his business, a large share MR. BRIXTON UNDERSTANDS. 55 of the time. Mrs. Brixton spent a good many even- ings out, but rarely mentioned that she was going until she had her wraps on. " You will have Ella to entertain you," she would remark to her husband, at the door. Meals were served, almost literally, "at all hours." Emma rose a long time after George had gone to his office. It was not much like her own marriage, Mrs. Drew thought often, with a sigh. " How different this house would be if we only had a baby !" Brixton exclaimed, one evening, when they had lived in this manner the larger part of a year. He and Mrs. Drew were sitting alone. " I don't believe a man ever lived who more ardently desired children !" he added, with a gasp. " Some- times I have thought of adopting a waif, but that would not fill the awful void in my heart. I want a child of my own ! Good God !" he cried, the tears standing to the full in his eyes. " Why is it denied me !" The perspiration stood on his forehead in beads as he uttered this despairing wail. Woman to the core, Ella Drew felt the full force of his intensity. " There are women who have more children than they desire," pursued Brixton, when he had partially recovered his equanimity. " And there are others who cannot have them, no matter how ardently they wish it. Heaven is very uneven in distributing its blessings. I do not see how the priests can claim that God is a beneficent being." Shocked at what sounded to her like blasphemy, Mrs. Drew rose to leave the room. As she passed the chamber that Mrs. Brixton was accustomed to occupy she saw that the door stood wide open. Th 56 OUT OF WEDLOCK. pity so strongly aroused for the husband overcame her completely. With the step of a sleepwalker she entered the room and took something from the bureau. Then she walked slowly back to the parlor where Mr. Brixton was still sitting, with his head buried in his hands. "Before you condemn your Maker" she said, in a trembling voice, " examine this !" Raising his head he looked at the package she laid on the table before him. He realized from Ella's excited manner that something unusual was agitating her. Lifting the package to his nostrils he inhaled slowly. He was a chemist, and when he turned his gaze again upon his companion he uttered the word, " Poison /" "Where did you find this?" he added, brusquely. " Do not equivocate ! Answer at once !" Already frightened at what she had done, Mrs. Drew shut her pale lips tightly together. " You got that in Mrs. Brixton's room," he said, with a wild look. " What could she have bought it for suicide ?" "No. Murder!" The words had escaped her lips, uttered by an impulse she could not resist. He stared at her with dilated eyes. All his cus- tomary courtesy vanished. " Give it back to me !" she cried, starting up sud- denly. " Give it back to me ! I was mad to touch it ! I did not know what I was doing ! Please, oh I please, give it back !" " I will," he answered, severely, " when I have examined further into its nature, and have learned for what use it was intended. Why did you bring AMONG THE ADIRONDACKS. 57 it to me, if you intended to surround it with all this mystery ?" " Oh, I have made an awful mistake !" she cried, weeping hysterically. " If you value your peace of mind in this life your hope of Heaven give it back to me !" His only answer was to motion her rudely to leave the room. Then he went to the place where his chemicals were kept. It was hours later when he finished his investiga- tion, but the truth dawned upon him at last ! When Ella Drew met Brixton at breakfast the next morning she saw that she could tell him noth- ing. He had the look of a wild animal that has scented its prey and means to fojlow it with stealthy step till it is brought to earth ! CHAPTER VII. AMONG THE ADIRONDACKS. Each day now made Ella Drew more uncomfort- able. While she could never bring herself to reopen the subject with Mr. Brixton it always stood between them, like the ghost of Banquo. Mr. Drew, who was a comfortable, good-natured fellow, had but one creed in the world, which was that his wife was the best and wisest woman living. When she told him that she thought a change would do her good and that she would like to return to Markham for awhile, he acquiesced without demur, 58 OCX OF WEDLOCK. and made the few preparations necessary to carry out that end. The family furniture had been left in the homestead and there was little to do but to proceed thither, engage the services of a maid-of-all- work and enter into possession. Accordingly Mr. Drew, Mrs. Drew and Miss Minnie Drew, now nearly two years of age, announced to the Brixtons that they were going home for the present. And the Brixtons, with the same politeness that had made them welcome, permitted them to do as they pleased about severing the slight cord that bound the fam- ilies together. Mrs. Drew meant to talk to Brixton before leaving his house, but he studiously avoided giving her an opportunity to be with him alone. He suspected what she had in mind and did not wish to debate the question with her. Ella had moments of alarm when she thought of what he had learned, and feared that after she was gone the gathering tempest would break loose with uncontrollable fury. She knew his state of mind could not be gauged by the calm exterior which he invariably wore. His sentiments toward his wife must be quite the reverse of those which appeared on the polished surface. She wanted to warn him against doing anything rash, but at the last moment she had to write her cau- tion at the station and send it to him by a mes- senger. The letter, though brief, was intense and earnest enough to have moved him on any ordinary occa- sion. It recited the long friendship the writer had enjoyed with him, and lamented that in one thought- less instant she had committed an error that no code of hospitality could justify. If he cared for her he AMONG THE ADIRONDACKS. 59 would act as if the unfortunate affair had never occurred. Brixton read the letter with a cold smile, after examining with a certain interest some stains on it that he took to be tear drops. Then he tore it into infinitesimal bits and scattered them to the four winds of heaven. The season when everybody takes his annual out- ing soon approached. Mr. and Mrs. Brixton had arranged to go to a secluded spot in the heart of the Adirondacks, where George could secure an entire rest from business cares. Emma was not particu- larly pleased with the place selected, but she reflected that she could read novels as well there as anywhere else. So she bought an extra large number of the flimsiest kind and packed them into her trunk with dresses principally intended for roughing it. Correspondence had arranged everything. A wagon met them at a small station and they rode thirty miles through the woods to the owner's dwell- ing. At night they alighted, quite prepared to be- lieve it when told that their temporary home was several miles from any other dwelling. That evening George Brixton walked out of doors and stayed till late. His face was set and his step rigid. What sound was it which rustled in the tree- tops, which stirred the grasses at his feet ? It came to him again and again, shaping that fearful word that Ella Drew had let fall Murder T Mr. and Mrs. Kelly, who owned this nest in the Adirondacks, were quiet people who had made a 60 OUT OF WEDLOCK. living for many years by offering the hospitalities of their house to hunters and fishermen. During the winter Mr. Kelly did some trapping, or acted as guide to parties that came, up from the city. He also cultivated a bit of ground that his own hands had cleared of underbrush and broken to the plow. Brixton had not come to hunt, as the season did not permit of it, but to fish. The day following his arrival he set off with Kelly for a stream some dis- tance away. When he returned at night he bore few specimens of his skill, but he had a contented look, as if the day had not been wholly misspent. Life at this sequestered place was, as might have been expected, uneventful, and several days passed with nothing to mar its perfect serenity. Then Mrs. Brixton went out to meet her husband as he came home, and he saw that her face was troubled. " There are thieves here," she said, when he asked her what the matter was. " I cannot leave a thing in my room but it is missing." "Indeed!" he replied, with elevated eyebrows. ** What have you lost ?" "Some medicine'," she said. "lam subject to dreadful headaches and I had something that helped them very much. It was on the mantel in our room this morning, and now it is gone." George laughed at the idea that Mrs. Kelly would purloin an article of such slight value, and as there was no other occupant of the house he bade his wife search thoroughly. "Have you no more ?" he asked, thoughtfully. " Not a bit. I shall feel uneasy all the time now that I know there are robbers about. It is most annoying. I have looked everywhere. I wish you AMONG THE ADIROBTDACKS. 61 would leave here and go to some other place to finish the rest of your vacation," she added, patheti- cally. They went to their bedroom, and she showed him the spot where the missing article had been seen that morning. He sat down and eyed her intently. "What else have you lost ?" he inquired. "You said there were other things." " Nothing worth speaking of," she stam- mered ; "but it is just as unpleasant, for all that. I shall feel like locking the door all the time now." He said the idea was not a bad one, though he could not bring himself to believe Mrs. Kelly would commit such an act. He told her on no account to say anything to the landlady conveying her suspi- cion, for the family had been recommended to him in the highest terms. The next evening Emma met her husband again, some distance from the house. "I am just dying of headache," she said. " I wish you would leave here to-morrow. You don't care so very much about this particular place, do you ?" Brixton allowed his fishing-rod to drop to the ground, while he leaned against a tree. " Yes, Emma," he said, slowly. " I am very much in love with this section. I haven't felt as well in years as I do here. You can have your medicine sent easily enough. Give me the name of it and I will order all you wish. It will only take three or four days to get it. But, my dear," he added, pass- ing his arm about his wife in a caressing way that astonished her, " you do not look ill. You are the picture of health." 62 OUT OF WEDLOCK. She shook her head, while the roses climbed over her cheek. " You don't know how my head feels," she said, pressing her hands to her forehead. " I have not said much, because I didn't like to disturb you, but the aches are terrible. When they are the worst I can't read at all, and then the dullness here is frightful." He took out a memorandum book and pencil, with a look of sympathy. " We will have a cargo immediately," he said, pre- paring to write. " What did you say it was called ?" Confused beyond measure, Mrs. Brixton stam- mered again. A Brooklyn druggist prepared it. No, he did not know her by name, only by sight. The right way was to return home and go for it in person. She was certain she would die before the express could come. Something ailed the husband, surely. He stooped and gave his wife not less than a dozen kisses while they stood there discussing this question. He acted as if he had met her for the first time and fallen desperately in love. Between his caresses he bade her try to remember the name, or at least the location of the druggist, so that he or she could write. He did not like to go home at present. It was certainly too far to go and return again, in the brief time remaining. He would take her with him on his fishing jaunts and she would leave her neu- ralgias in the atmosphere of the mountain woods. Mrs. Brixton shook her head sadly. She walked slowly with her husband to the house, but had no appetite for supper. When they were alone in their chamber she cried a little. He had never seen her in these moods and they were like revelations to AMON& THE ADIRONDACKS. 63 him. He had been married five years to his wife, and was just beginning to get acquainted with her. On her side, she was almost as much aston'shed. She had never imagined that his kisses could possess sueh ardor, that he would act the part of a lover with all the passion and warmth one reads of in a romance. The next day when Mr. Kelly went for the mail to a station ten miles distant, Mrs. Brixton smuggled a note into his hand, addressed to a store in New York. Of course the honest backwoodsman man- aged to let Mr. Brixton know about this letter, and of course it never was sent. But the hopes aroused by it buoyed up the wife's spirits for the next three days, and she did not refuse, when pressed, to go to the fishing streams with her husband. They took a lunch along, and the time was not wholly unenjoy- able. When four days had passed, she began to grow uneasy again. She asked Mr. Kelly if he was cer- tain that he had posted her letter, saying that she expected a package. " It may be a little late, ma'am," he told her. " Express things don't git delivered in these parts a? quick's they do in the towns. It'll come all right, but it may be a little behindhand." After that the wife declined to go with the fishing party, and George, apparently from pure sympathy, stayed at the farmhouse with her. Indeed, he did not allow her to get out of his sight during the next ten days. At the end of that time she packed her things with eagerness and audibly expressed her joy that the vacation was so soon to end. Then there came a series of misfortunes. The trapper's wagon was found on the morning 64 OUT OF WEDLOCK. set for their departure to have broken a tire and to be totally unfit for use over the rough roads. Mr. Kelly swore at his ill-luck, and after trying for two days to mend the break with the tools at his dis- posal, went on horseback to the nearest settlement for a wheelwright. That functionary appeared to take his full time, for it was three days before he arrived. When he got there he discovered that it would be better to carry the wheel away with him and set a new tire at his shop. This was the last seen of him for several days more, and when Mr. Kelly rode after him on another horse he returned with the information that the man was sick abed with a slow fever and might not get well for a month. " We must go back to New York !" exclaimed Mrs. Brixton, her patience completely exhausted. " I can ride a horse as far as the railroad. You seem to be very calm about it !" she added, com- plainingly, to her husband. " What do you suppose they will think at the office, to have you over-stay your time like this?" u It is our dullest season," responded George, imperturbably, " and the agent told me when I went away to stay just as long as I liked. But we ought to return, and while I have not said much, I am annoyed as well as you. I shall tell Kelly that we must leave to-morrow, even if we have to go horse- back, and he will send our baggage as soon as he can. I don't see," he continued, " why he can't ride over to town and get a carriage to come after us. It is a wonder we never thought of that before." This plan, which on the whole suited Mrs. Brixton the best of any yet advanced, only served to make u UGH ! WHAT CAN YOU DO P* 65 more delay. Kelly started on the mission assigned to him, but had gone but a few miles when a nail in his horse's shoe compelled him to return, leading the animal by the bridle. The second morning the only other horse on the premises was taken with a colic, induced by getting loose in the night and gorging himself with meal, to which he was unac- customed. Communication was now cut off entirely from civilization, and a week passed during which the Brixtons neither saw nor heard from anyone but their entertainers. CHAPTER VIII. "UGH! WHAT CAN YOU DOt* Mrs. Brixton had fretted herself into something very like a real illness by this time. She was pale and wan, refused to eat her meals, and spent consid- erable of her time in weeping. In this emergency George proved the most devoted of husbands. When she was too sick to read, he read to her out of one of her novels. If she made the slightest motion at night he was wide awake, inquiring what he could do for her. And every time the luckless Kelly came within sound of his voice, that individ- ual was rated in a high key for his inability to invent some plan to relieve the distressing situa- tion. At last after fully six weeks had elapsed from the 66 OUT OF WEDLOCK. day the Brixtons came to the Kelly mansion, both of the horses suddenly recovered their heaUhs, and the wheelwright his. The wagon was loaded with its passengers and their baggage, and its prow turned toward the railroad. Mrs. Kelly's affection- ate good-bye and her warmly expressed hope that her guest would soon recover from her indisposition elicited no response from the lady addressed. But the good wife of the trapper consoled herself after the party had gone by counting a handsome roll of bankbills, left by Mr. Brixton, considerably larger than any season's profits she had ever known before. It was late at night when our friends reached their residence, and early the next morning Brixton sent for a physician, without telling his wife of his intention. He had a few words with the medical man in the parlor, and then went to call Emma. " This is Dr. Robertson," he said, gravely, when his astonished wife made her appearance. " I do not dare wait any longer without having your illness investigated. Mrs. Brixton," he went on, speaking to the physician, " is troubled with severe headaches which last for weeks at a time. Knowing your skill, I have confidence that you will be able to suggest the proper remedy." Mrs. Brixton turned a variety of colors. She had A feminine idea of the discerning powers of her visitor's profession. It seemed to her that Dr. Rob- ertson could read her through and through. "My trouble is nothing that justifies special ser- vices," she stammered. " Only a slight headache, now and then. I am quite well to-day, for instance, and may not feel the pain again for a month or " UGH ! WHAT CAN YOU DO !" 67 two. My husband did not tell me he thought of calling you, or I should have laughed at him." Both gentlemen rose, as she left the room. The Doctor and Mr. Brixton had a conversation that lasted for the next hour, during which time Mrs. Brixton was seen to leave the house. Soon after the physician went away the wife returned. " Emma, will you come here a moment ?" called George Brixton, from the library. " I want to see you." She came to him, reddening in spite of herself, for she dreaded the talk she expected. She did not like a conversation in which people differed. Not for a moment suspecting that he knew her secret, she was, nevertheless, disturbed. As she sat down near her husband she laid a package on the table, and George reached over and covered it with his palm. " I want tfiis /" he remarked, curtly. A she-bear, caught in a trap, could not have pre- sented a greater picture of baffled rage than did Emma Brixton at that moment. She saw every- thing in an instant. She tried to speak, thinking, that she could annihilate him with her sarcasm, but her vocal organs refused their office. Her eyes flushed blood red, her lips parted slightly, the cords of her neck swelled. " You see that I know /" added Brixton, gutterally, bending toward the figure opposite to him. " Now, you will not be allowed to touch the contents of this package !" In every line of her face was written the word HATE in capital letters. She shrank into the depths of the chair she occupied, as if to get as far 6* OUT OF WEDLOCK. from him as possible. And still her lips gave forth no sound. " I have been deceived, cheated, robbed by you," cried the husband, in a tempest of rage, " and I will endure it no longer ! You bear a life that belongs to me, and before God I will have it !" A 3CW shade of deeper loathing came to the pale llOS, already Convulsed with detestation of the speaker. TtoCthin hands moved slightly, as if they wers in imagination crushing something between them. Then rousing herself, the wife rose majestic- ally, still without uttering a syllable. "Sit down!" he commanded, in a voice of thunder. "You are dealing no longer with an idiot, a dupe ! I have not thought this over carelessly. I shall take good pains that you do not circumvent me this time !" Pausing between him and the door, Mrs. Brixton glared at her husband. " Ugh / What can you do ?" she asked, with a contempt of manner and tone that cannot be described. "You will see!" he replied, between his teeth. " I have made my preparations. You are not to leave this room alone. When I go a nurse, strong enough to bend you to her will, takes my place. When it is necessary for her to rest, another equally alert and powerful will watch you in her stead. From this hour we shall divide our time with you. Not for the fraction of a second will you be per- mitted to be out of the sight cf one of us. If you are wise you may go about the house as you have done. If you are obdurate you will be limited to one room, to which your meals will be brought !'* " UGH ! WHAT OAK YOU DO !" 69 No snarling leopard in its cage, annoyed by its keeper for the delectation of the gaping crowd, ever looked readier to bite its torturers than did this slight young woman. She showed her teeth in true leonine fashion as she hurled back her answer. " Wretch ! Coward ! Stand out of my way ! I will leave you this instant, never to return !" " No you WON'T /" he retorted, sharply, rising to bar her exit. She laughed a wild, sneering laugh that chilled his blood. " Fool !" she cried. " Do you think you can out- wit a woman ; you, as dull a man as ever lived ! Chain me, will you ! Tell me where and when I shall move about ! Hire guards to watch me ! And to what end ? That I may be the mother of your child ! If there were no other way to circumvent you, I would cut my throat ! You don't know the kind of woman I am !" Brixton was surprised beyond measure at the passionate anger she had developed, but he had no idea of budging in the least from his position. " Know the kind of woman you are !" he repeated, scornfully. "If I did not I might have tried to persuade you by soft words. Had I not been sure there was in your heart no throb that would respond to the higher and nobler sentiments of a wife had I not proved you one of those creatures who devour their own offspring I would have respected your position and given due consideration to your sex. But when one deals with a murderer he finds no place for delicate methods. I shall treat you like any criminal found with the proofs of eruilt upo him." 70 OUT OF WEDLOCK. Mrs. Brixton laughed again, long and mockingly. " Where, under what law, do you learn that woman must sacrifice health for a child she does not want ?" she demanded. " It is well enough for a man to talk ! If he had the risk to run he would sing another tune. I have a right to say whether I will or will not bear children !" " Not now !" he replied, impressively. " The hour for that consideration has passed. I am your part- ner in the life that has begun, and my interests are sacred. You know that for five years I have worn my heart out praying for another inmate of my home. I have done injustice to Heaven, complain- ing that my chief desire was refused. I would never have contracted marriage but for the belief that children would bless it. When you stood with me before the clergyman at Markham, you took upon yourself obligations that you cannot throw aside at will. Your unborn infant is as much mine as if he lay in your arms ! Emma, discussion is useless. I am not to be moved !" , The wife resumed her seat and rocked backward and forward in her chair, tapping the floor nervously with one of her feet. The excitement under which she labored was tiring her. She had begun, also, to feel a little afraid of this man, who had shown a side of his nature that she had never believed existed. "You think you can compel me?" she said, pres- ently. " You will find your mistake. I shall outwit you." "I am afraid you don't understand me yet," was his cool reply. " I have indisputable evidence of your condition. If you succeed in 'outwitting me/ " UGH ! WHAT CAN YOU DO !" 71 as you call it, you will commit an offence recognized by the laws of the State. But I assure you I shall not rely upon that. The words you have already spoken convince me that you require the severest measures. I am prepared to apply them." The leopard-like snarl returned to the woman's lips. "I could utter one scream and arouse the neigh- borhood," she said. " What could you do, then ?" " See that you did not repeat it," he replied. " 1 would put a gag in your mouth and keep it there !" She hissed at him the hate she could not put into verbal expression. Then, with a bound like that of a wild beast, she sprang toward the door of the room. In an instant he caught her. There was a quick collision, physical strength against physical strength. She got one of her arms free and drew blood oq his face with her nails. It was all he could do to escape the teeth that menaced him. Seeing that he must overpower her, Brixton exerted all his strength and bore his wife heavily to the carpet. The swoon that followed was too genuine to allow of the least doubt. Ringing a bell the husband sum- moned a strong-looking woman, and together they carried the still form upstairs and laid it on a bed. "This is unfortunate," said the attendant. "It will not do to let it happen again. You must not be here when she recovers her senses. Send my sister up, for if she begins to rave, it may take two of us to hold her." Brixton obeyed the suggestion, and when his errand was accomplished went back to the library and threw himself, all perspiration and trembling, upon a sofa. 72 OUT OF WEDLOCK. "God forgive me," he moaned, "for laying sucn rough hands on her !" He took out a handkerchief and wiped the blood from his face. " I don't mind these scratches," he said, raising himself on his elbow to look into a mirror. " She might have the reddest blood in my heart, and wel- come. But she shall not destroy that little, innocent life ! No, no, she shall not /" MISS BRIXTON'S GIRLHOOD. CHAPTER IX. THE BIRTH OF BLANCHE. It is not my purpose to dwell at unnecessary length upon the scenes which filled the next few weeks. Some of them were little short of tragic. Mrs. Brixton's guardians had to be constantly on the alert to prevent her injuring herself. She devel- oped a suicidal mania. Twice she narrowly escaped woundings with sharp instruments which she snatched up. Had she been able to get out of the house she would have thrown herself into the river. Each attempt of her husband to com*" into her pres- ence^made her almost uncontrollable At last Dr. Robertson was called in, and his examination THE BIRTH OF BLANCHE. 73 proved that she was in a condition that fully justi- fied the closest restraint. The authority of the physician was now sponsor for the proceedings that had been begun in such a high-handed fashion. The " nurses," as they were called, were cautioned to use the greatest care. Nerve tonics and bromides were given as directed. For a long time there was little change in the patient's condition, but not once did Brixton falter in his determination. She should fulfill the duty on which she had embarked, if she lived. Later, her course might be decided by herself. He would never care for her again, even in the remotest man- ner. The glimpse he had had of her true nature would make him abhor her for the rest of her days. Time mends many things, and at last, after six or seven weeks, Mrs. Brixton grew calmer. But her excitement was succeeded by a confirmed melan- choly. She firmly believed that she was drifting with absolute certainty to death. Like a prisoner under sentence, she began to prepare for the inevit- able hour with something like resignation. She begged the physician to see that her body was laid by her parents' graves, and on no account in the lot owned by her husband. " Nonsense," replied Dr. Robertson, with a smile. "Lowness of spirits is a natural thing on such occasions. You will not only survive the birth of this child, but a dozen more." Into the heavy eyes there shot a gleam of savagery. " Do you imagine I will ever live with him again ?" she demanded, in a half shriek. Dr. Robertson shook his head in a positive way. " My dear woman," said he, " you have no idea 74: OI7T OF WEDLOCK. how the possession of a child will alter your views. You will adore it ; and for its sake you will idolize its father." Mrs. Brixton bit her lips and drew a long breath of distress. " Hear what I tell you," she replied. " If I am so unhappy as to have it born alive, I will never touch that child ! I hate it now, and much more do I hate the wretch who has driven me to this agony !" The physician rose to go, with the calm smile still on his mouth. He had seen them so often, these women. He did not believe this one any different from the others. But he was mistaken. An hour after he had told Brixton of the birth of a little girl, he asked the wife if she would not like to see her offspring, and met with a rebuff so decided that he thought it wise to drop the matter for the time. " Keep her away from me !" the woman said, with meaning. " I warn you !" Convalescing took only the usual time. The young mother did not die, nor was she at any time in danger of doing so. In a fortnight she began to make preparations for quitting home. Brixton was informed of all she did, but he did not care to inter- fere with her plans. He told the domestics not to let her touch the baby, but said that in other respects she was to do as it best suited her. As for himself, he awaited developements. One day a servant brought him a note in his wife's handwriting, reading as follows : " It is with difficulty that I can bring myself to write to you, but it seems the only thing to do, for I could not bear THE BIRTH OF BLANCHE. 75 a personal interview. You and I can no longer live under one roof. I wish to go peaceably and quietly. If you put obstacles in my way you will only delay what must happen. You have no invalid now to deal with, but a woman of strength and will. If I forbear to take the revenge I owe, do not think I forgive you, for that I shall never do. " E. W. B." To this he sent the following reply : " I shall neither presume to advise nor direct you. You are at full liberty to live where you please, either in my home or out of it. But, as the mother of my child, it is my wish to support you in the style to which you have been accustomed. If you go away be kind enough to leave an address to which remittances can be sent. " G. B." The tenor of this note surprised Mrs. Brixton. She had anticipated a sharp collision with her hus- band. She had believed that it would require legal proceedings to get money out of him, if she chose to desert her home. A slight revulsion took place in her feelings as she reviewed the altered situation. She did not like the idea of going to her step-father's (her mother had died since her marriage) and she was not over-sanguine as to earning a very good living at any employment. After a struggle between her pride and her fears, she decided to take her husband at his word, and adopt a middle course. She left most of her belongings at the house, and made her exit with only a handbag, containing a few articles of daily necessity. She wanted to breathe for a time a new atmosphere, but not to cut herself entirely off from the old one. Before she departed she wrote another 76 OUT OF WEDLOCK. brief note to Brixton, stating that she would receive what funds he chose to send her. His answer was a liberal allowance for a month in advance and a statement that the same amount was at her disposal regularly. The wife went to a seaside resort that was just opening for the season, and stayed there several weeks. Then, when no one expected her, she came home. The house occupied by the Brixtons was divided from this time into two parts. Mrs. Brixton took rooms on the second floor, and gave up all claim to the rest of the dwelling. Her meals were brought to her by her own maid, who had nothing to do with any other tenant of the premises. George, the baby, its nurse-in-ordinary, his housekeeper and cook occupied the other ten rooms. The household was thus maintained on what looked like an extrav- agant basis, compared with the recent expenditures, but the master did not complain. Though deprived of the society of his wife he found abundant con- solation in that of his baby daughter, in whose company he spent nearly all of his waking hours that could be spared from business. Mrs. Drew heard of the new arrival, and her curiosity to learn the full status of affairs brought her to the city on a visit, when little Blanche was about four months old. Brixton met her at the station, and as they were driven toward his house he tried to make her understand things without a too full explanation. 44 You will have to divide your time between us," he said, in conclusion. " You can visit her by day, and see me in the evening. Meals you can vary as THE BIRTH OF BLANCHE. 77 it suits you. I believe the same kitchen supplies both of us." Mrs. Drew uttered a cry of regret. "It seems impossible!" she cried. " Doesn't she love her baby at all ?" u She hasn't seen it. She says she never will. We were warned at the start to keep it out of her reach if we did not wish it hurt." "I almost wish I had not come," said Mrs. Drew, with a shudder. " Don't say that," answered Brixton. " It does me a world of good to see you. And Blanche I have told her what an awfully nice girl you are and she is crazy to put her chubby arms around your neck. Emma always liked you, and will welcome you just as heartily as if I were not in the question. Only, you will make a mess of it if you try to straighten things out. She won't let you go to advising her, and really, things are better as they are. I couldn't make a wife of that kind of a woman again, you see, and if she continues to observe the proprieties it is as much as I can ask," Mrs. Drew put her hand involuntarily on the arm of her companion. " I pity you so !" she said. " This is not the fate you deserve, as good and kind a man as you are. I wish Emma had not come to visit me at Markham, for then you never would have seen her. I feel as if it was in some way my fault that you are in this unhappy situation." "Oh, you needn't pity me," he replied, with a bright smile. "Little Blanche atones for every- thing. My life is quite full now. Every moment I 78 OUT OF WEDLOCK. can spare from business is spent with the darling, and I need nothing more." The lady shook her head. "You do need something more," she said, very earnestly. " You need the loving companionship of a good, true woman. You are capable of making one happy, and I cannot speak with patience of a creature who stands between you and your highest good. George, you ought to get a divorce !" He laughed a little and then suddenly grew grave. " On what ground ?" he inquired. " If there has been any cruelty of the kind the law takes notice of it has been on my part. She would have killed this child as she had done others had I not placed her under the guard of two strong, determined women on whom I could absolutely rely. You may imagine the state of her mind toward me during that period. If she talks with you on the subject which I am sure she will not unless you begin it she will depict me as a monster in human form. Now, Ella, you know the circumstances, and you ought to be able to judge impartially. Was I justi- fied, or was I not ?" Mrs. Drew hesitated to answer. She said she could not imagine such a condition of things. Her own married life was so cloudless that she had noth- ing to guide her. But she did know George and believed in his uprightness. If he had taken severe measures his provocation was excessive. "You must see my baby, the first thing," he said, as they reached the house. The child's nurse, a matronly woman named Mrs. Reynolds, brought forth the conquering heroin* as THE BIRTH OF BLANCHE. 79 soon as she heard Mr. Brixton had arrived, and the young lady won the heart of her " Aunt Ella " instantly. " How lovely she is !" was the warm exclamation with which the child was greeted. " See her hold out her little hands ! I never saw a brighter child of her age. Come to me, sweetheart !'* Blanche, who had twined her arms around the neck of her father, lifted her head from his shoulder and gazed in the direction of the unfamiliar voice. Then, in response to another invitation, she plunged into the embrace waiting for her. Reynolds retired and the two friends were alone with the child. " And you say Emma has never seen her ?" asked Mrs. Drew, incredulously. "Never?" " Not once." "Then she shall. It is an outrage. She cannot be made of stone. One glance at the dimpled face will win her, I am sure. There is no woman living who could look at this child, and realize that it was her own flesh and blood, without an overwhelming desire to take it to her heart." George Brixton started. " But I should never permit her to do that !" he said, quickly. " This is not her child ; it is mine, all mine ! She has forfeited every right she ever had in it. I would not let her touch it for all New York !" His manner was so earnest that his friend was abashed for a moment. " Now it is you who are unreasonable," she said, at last. "A mother cannot forfeit her rights in her baby. No matter what she has done, this is just as 80 OUT OF WEDLOCK. much hers as yours. If she can be made to think so, you ought to thank God !" He refused to be convinced in the least. "I should be afraid to let her take it," he said. "I should tremble if Reynolds were to let Blanche out of her sight. The bitterness Emma still feels toward me might find a vent on this little one. No, you must not try to alter her determination. Dis- agreeable as things are, a word from you might make them infinitely worse." " Ah !" she replied. " You are hard and unfor* giving !" " But you spoke as severely of her as I, a few moments ago." "Of what she had done, yes. But I would allow her to repent. Think what is before you. Thirty, forty, fifty years of this loveless life, this hatred toward the mother of the child you adore. What will you tell Blanche, when she is old enough to inquire why her home is different from that of other girls ?" Mrs. Drew held the child in her arms, stroking its head as she spoke ; and the emotion she felt made a tremble in her voice. "What shall I tell her?" he repeated. " I shall tell her the truth ! Yes, I have made up my mind to that. I have had time to think of a great many things, Ella. Most children have two parents who share the responsibility for their bringing up. Blanche will have but one. Between us there will have to be the double relation of father and mother. I will tell her the truth, no matter what her inquiries are." The lady shook her head again. THE BIBTH OF BLANCHE. 81 " It is not feasible ; you can't do it," she replied. " You will find it out, before she is five years old. As to her mother, leave that a little to my judgment. I want to know her line of defense." To this Brixton gave a reluctant consent, but he added that the orders of Mrs. Reynolds would be relaxed in no way. Blanche must always be either in her custody or that of her father. He would not trust his wife with her on any consideration. " You would trust her with me, I think," said Mrs. Drew, smiling. " Not to take her out of Reynolds' sight," he answered, firmly, " in a house where Mrs. Brixton lives. You are neither quick enough nor strong enough to cope with her. I will bring Blanche to Markham, by-and-by, for a visit, and then you can have her all you wish." "If you came with your child and not your wife, it would make gossip," suggested Ella. "Oil, that's a thing I must expect," he said. He held out his arms for the child, who went back to him, cooing softly, and then he rang the bell for the nurse. When Reynolds reappeared, he gave the child to her and asked her to show Mrs. Drew to the guest chamber. " Don't relax your vigilance," he added, signi- ficantly. " Never leave Blanche for one instant, when I am not present." " I understand, sir," was the quiet reply of the woman. gg OUT OF WEDLOCK. CHAPTER X. "I NEVER HAD A CHILD." Mrs. Drew's visit to the Brixtons was not without its effect, in a certain way. She did not accomplish a reconciliation between the estranged husband and wife, nor did she succeed in arousing a love of her child in the breast of the mother ; but she relieved the extreme strain of the conditions prevailing and made them less distressing to all parties. Her first care was not to violate any of the restric- tions that George had put upon her, in relation to Blanche ; though, whatever her disposition in this respect, the faithful Reynolds would have prevented her overstepping the rules established. She was determined, however, that Emma should see her baby, and she studied out the way to arrange this with the best results. Mrs. Brixton welcomed the friend of her girlhood with her usual cordiality. She avoided any direct allusion to her husband as long as she could do so, but the peculiar arrangement of matters in the house made it impossible to wholly escape the subject. " You must take as many meals as possible with me/* she said, " and I also expect the greater part of your time will be spent in my company while you remain. I hope you have come for a good, long visit." " Only a week or ten days," was the reply. " You **I NEVER HAD A CHILD. 7 * 83 know I have left my husband and Minnie at home, ami when away from them ti~n ^ will go very slowly, no matter what else there is to entertain me. Ah, Ernma ! You ought to see Minnie now ! I would have brought her, but your own child is so young that I feared all your available room would be taken up." The ice was broken and Mrs. Brixton did not evade the issue. " My child ?" she repeated, with a rising inflection. " Perhaps you mean Mr. Brixton's." " Oh, Emma !" The words came with a long drawn sigh. " How can a woman who has been through the experience of childbirth speak thus of her offspring ? There are fathers who refuse to admit their paternity, but to a mother there can be no such thing as doubt." Mrs. Brixton reiterated hei statement. " I don't know what you have heard," said she, v but I repeat that I have no cVi\d. It is along time since I have even had a husband. The man whom I once called by that name proved to be cruel, revengeful and cowardly. Whatever regard I had conceived for him could not survive this treatment. I hear that he has a child. I have never seen it, nor do I wish to. And now, let us drop the subject, for it is most distasteful to me." Thinking it wisest not to press the matter at that time, Mrs. Drew attempted to obey the request. But whatever form the conversation took, her hus- band and Minnie were forever getting into it. Her mind was too full of them to keep them out. It was " Stephen r who had said this and "Minnie" who had done that, in spite of all she could do. 84 OUT OP WEDLOCK. Even though she ceased to speak of George and Blanche, they came before her vision at such times, and the situation was frequently very awkward. " I don't believe I can stand it much longer," she said to Brixton, on the third day. "I must have it out with her, and if she takes it too hard I must leave sooner than I expected, that's all." " You will have to leave her, perhaps," he smiled in return, " but you will not need on that account to cut short your visit with me. My part of the house is amply sufficient for your accommodatioa." There was a beautiful picture of little Blanche- taken just before Mrs. Drew's arrival a photograph done in water colors in the best style. The portrait was of such excellence that the artist had made a copy on his own account and placed it in his window as a sample of the quality of work customers might expect. On one of her walks Mrs. Drew saw this duplicate, and she resolved to show it to Mrs. Brix- ton the next time they were out together. *' I am thinking of getting some photographs while I am here," she remarked, pausing at the window as they were strolling down Broadway. " They seem to do very good work in these places. Wait a minute. Aren't those colored ones lovely ? Oh, look at that beautiful child ! Did you ever see such a perfect little darling !" Mrs. Brixton looked at the picture and admitted that the subject was very pretty indeed . Unable to control herself a minute longer, Ella clasped her friend by the arm and told her the truth. " Emma ! It is your own little baby !" For a moment the mother trembled under the " I NEVER HAD A CHILD." 85 of her companion. Then she became granite again. '* How can you be so foolish ?" she asked. " I have no child." The blood of Mrs. Drew was chilling in her veins. " Her name is Blanche !" she whispered. *' I never saw such a charming infant, except my own. Look again, Emma, and see how radiantly beautiful she is!" Mrs. Brixton gazed unmoved at the photograph. "I understand, I think," she said. "That is a picture of Mr. Brixton's child. And he calls her Blanche. I do not like the name, but people suit themselves in such matters. Shall you sit to-day ? If not, we may as well be going." The experiment, as far as could be judged by the result visible, was a total failure. Ella bit her lips and wiped a tear from her eyelash. What a heart- less woman Emma had become ! She could hardly bear to continue the walk with her. As soon as they arrived at the Brixton residence she left her companion, and going to the room she occupied indulged in that luxury to the injured feminine soul, *' a real good cry." When George came she told him about it. He shrugged his shoulders, and said perhaps she would believe him now. "Where most women have a heart, she has a piece of flint," he said. " The liquid that courses through her veins is not blood but wormwood. She is, in a certain sense, a madwoman. Her mania does not require that she be closely confined, so long a? the objects of her special wrath are not brought under her notice ; but I honestly believe she would gg OUT OF kill either Blanche or myself without compunction, if she could do so and escape detection." Ella spent a few hours each day during the remainder of her visit with the woman she now dis- liked so much, merely for the sake of form. The afternoon before she was to go, Mrs. Brixton abruptly alluded of her own accord to the subject her friend had decided to avoid. " I feel, Ella," she said, " that you think me wholly to blame in the matters that have estranged me from the person who was once my husband. I have no intention of arguing the case with you, for we should come to no agreement. I never speak to him and hope I shall not be obliged to. So long as he continues to support me as well as he is now doing, and to give me the same perfect liberty of action, I shall not interfere with him or his. The notion which he entertains that his infant is in danger from me is absurd. He might act a little more like a rational being, and there would be less danger of the neighbors getting the impression that this is a private lunatic asylum." George heard this, and though he said he should not relax his vigilance in the least, it had an effect that was perceptible by degrees. During the year that followed much progress was made toward a less scandalous state of affairs. One of the things that came to his ears was a statement of the nurse, that Mrs. Brixton had been seen watching Blanche for minutes at a time, from her window, when the little one was in the yard, taking her airings. The gaze of the mother was reported to be calm and inter- ested, and not in the least malevolent. One day Emma took a step still farther in the "l HEVEK HAD A CHILD." 87 direction of disarming her critics. She opened he* window and spoke to Reynolds. " Is that Mr. Brixton's child ?" she asked. " Yes, ma'am," replied the nurse. " She must be about a year and a half old." " Seventeen months, ma'am." " She looks well." "Very well indeed, ma'am. She has always been a well baby." Another time, some weeks later, when Blanche had a fall and alarmed the neighborhood with loud cries, the window went up again. " What is the matter ?" asked its mother's voice. " Baby fell and bruised herself a little. It is nothing serious.'* "Are you sure she has not broken a bone ?" " Oh, yes, ma'am. She has only scraped a bit of skin off her forehead." Blanche ceased her cries, and realizing that the lady was inquiring about her hurt, looked up at the unfamiliar face and exhibited her bruise, calling attention to it with her chubby fingers. The lady bowed to show that she understood, but presently arose, shut the window again and went away. A few months later Mrs. Brixton took a new idea into her head. She came down in the absence of her husband, and wandered through the rooms he occupied, to the astonishment, and somewhat to the consternation, of the servants there, who did not know whether they ought to permit the intrusion, and yet felt no authority to prevent it. Reynolds, whose charge was asleep at the time, accompanied her master's wife at a respectful distance, but Mrs. Brixton walked with her hands clasped behind her, 88 OUT OF WKDLOOK. as if to show her pacific intentions. When she came to one room the nurse said simply, " The baby is asleep in there, ma'am," and the mother turned away, like a child when told that a certain direction is forbidden. " I wish she wouldn't, but I can't see how to help it," was Brixton's comment, when he heard of this. "You must keep your eyes on Blanche, though, Mrs. Reynolds. Perhaps it was only a freak, and she won't come again." But she did come again, and after awhile it became a daily habit of hers to descend to the lower part of the house, during the afternoon, when she was certain her husband would be out. She talked with no one except Mrs. Reynolds, and only a very little with her. If Blanche were awake she observed the child slightly, and sometimes, though seldom, spoke of her appearance, or asked after her health quite as if she were the daughter of people in whom She took no particular interest. Brixton was informed of everything that occurred, and his fears wore away gradually. On the succeed- ing spring he took a short vacation only a few days in extent and went with Blanche and a young nurse that he had engaged for the trip, to Markham. Here he bore the cross-questioning in relation to his wife with equanimity, responding to inquirers that she was not very well and did not feel like taking a journey. Mr. and Mrs. Drew welcomed the visitors warmly and Blanche was taken to their hearts without restriction. "I thought you were going to tell the truth, at any cost,** remarked Ella, one day, when George bad just repeated the stock story about his wife's 89 health to a person who stopped to speak to him. " I knew you would learn to prevaricate like the rest of the world, if you were only given a little time." "You did not understand me," he answered. " I never said I should tell everything to curiosity- seekers who chose to bore me with questions. I treat them in any way that seems best for the moment. But to Blanche I shall never utter a deception. Whatever she asks me shall be answered as honestly as I can find words to express." Mrs. Brixton had not been informed of her hus- band's intended journey and she did not ask about it until the second day. " Where is your child ?" she inquired of Mrs. Reynolds, after waiting as long as she thought advisable for the woman to say something of her own accord. " I have not seen her all day long." The woman replied that she had gone out of town. There was a dead silence for some minutes. Then Mrs. Brixton asked, in a low tone, if she would remain long. " I don't know exactly," said Mrs. Reynolds. For this was what Brixton had told her to say in case she was interrogated. The next day Mrs. Brixton came down earlier than usual and remained most of the morning. After lunch she returned and stayed all the afternoon. Several times she went to the street windows and peered through the curtains, as if she thought one of the passing cabs had stopped at the door. At night the light in her window on the second floor burned late. Passers on the other side of the street saw a white-robed figure crouched at the sill. 90 OUT OF WEDLOCK. In the morning she came down again early, and watched the nurse as she received the mail from the postman, noticing that she opened none of it, after inspecting the addresses. But neither did she readdress any of it, which intimated that the wan- derers would soon return. It was on the third day after this, that Mrs. Brix- ton spoke again to Mrs. Reynolds about the absent child. She had been out for a walk, and on her return she came into her husband's apartments without going first to her own rooms. " Has your little girl got home yet ?" she asked, in a low voice. " Not yet," was the composed reply. " You you are expecting her ?" "No." Gathering up her draperies, Mrs. Brixton left the room and went upstairs. The maid who served her reported to the cook that she did not touch the din- ner. During the evening Dr. Robertson, who still attended the family when his services were required, was sent for. He told Mrs. Reynolds when he came down that it was nothing serious, no more than a severe attack of nervousness, such as Mrs. Brixton was subject to. ''Where's Brixton ?" he added, shortly. ** Out of town," replied the quiet Reynolds. "I know that," said the doctor, with a snap. u But where ? I want to write to him." " Leave the letter here and I will send it." "The devil! I will do nothing of the kind. So he wants to keep his whereabouts a secret, does he ? Well, I'll wait till he returns. When is he coming?" " I don't know." W I NEVER HAD A CHILD. 1 * 91 The physician grew impatient. 44 Confound it, woman ! I don't mean to an hour or a minute ! Is he coming within a day or two, or will it be a month ?" " I don't know." Muttering something about parrots Dr. Robertson beat a baffled retreat, and Mrs. Reynolds returned smiling to her sitting-room. Midnight was striking on that very evening when the lost ones came home. Brixton ascended the steps with his sleeping daughter in his arms, and assisted the younger nurse to undress her and place her in her cot bed. Bending lovingly over her, he was aroused from a reverie by Mrs. Reynolds, who had hurriedly donned a portion of her attire and hastened to see them both. " Perfectly well," he responded to her first inquiry. " Never better in her life. And how have you been yourself, Reynolds ?" "As usual," she said. "We have all been well, sir, but but Mrs. Brixton. She had the doctor twice." " M m. What was the matter ?" " He said it was a nervous attack. You see, sir, she was down here most of the time after you left ; and she asked after Blanche ; and I couldn't tell her how long you were to be away, for you did not let me know exactly ; and she seemed very uneasy ; and when she went back upstairs she walked her room a good deal ; and that evening she had asked me again that evening she was taken and I could not answer her ; and she did not eat her dinner, and then Rachel went for the doctor." Brixton gazed longingly at his sleeping child, as 99 our or WEDLOCK. if he envied the lids that hid her sweet eyes from him. " She asked for Blanche, did she ?" "Yes, sir, and she seemed very anxious. 1 sup pose you would not have liked me to tell hei any- thing, would you ?" The husband straightened up in his chair. " Certainly not 1" he said. "Dr. Robertson tried hard to find out where you were, too," continued the woman, "but he learned nothing from me." " That was right," said Brixton, reflectively. ' He might have told her. Be more careful than ever to-morrow, Reynolds. Keep Blanche out of sight as much as possible." Then he kissed the child reverently, and with a peaceful smile went to his chamber. CHAPTER XI. MOTHER LOVE PREVAILS. But this state of things could not go on forever. A couple who have sustained the relationship of hus- band and wife must find peculiar difficulty in living in one house in a state of armed neutrality, especially when there is a child to complicate the situation. It happened that Brixton came home one day and found his wife in his portion of the premises. To be sure, she withdrew immediately, but there was time to allow a dark cloud to form on his brow MOTHER LOVE PREVAILS. 93 which she did not fail to notice. He did not want her there at any time, even when he was absent, and he debated for some days whether to leave word that she must not pass her proper boundaries. " Why can't she stay on her side of the line, as I do ?" he muttered, in speaking of the matter to Mrs. Reynolds, with whom he naturally grew confidential. " I don't go into her rooms, prowling about." The woman smiled knowingly. " Perhaps you would, if Miss Blanche was there," she said. "What is Blanche to her?" he demanded, hotly. "If she continues to annoy me I will take the child away where she never will see her. I never heard of such effrontery. I am afraid, Reynolds, that you make her too welcome here. A little coldness on your part might signify that she is not wanted." Mrs. Reynolds made haste to defend herself. "I have been anything but cordial, I assure you,** she said. "We never, as you might say, talk together. It's only a word on either side, and then a long silence. Of late I have got to pitying her, but I've said nothing to show it." Brixton opened his eyes wider. "To pitying her!" he echoed. "On what ac- count ?" " Why, sir, anybody can see that she suffers terribly. Her hair is growing white, and her maid tells me she sleeps badly. She is a most unhappy woman, sir, and one must notice it, if he has a heart in his bosom." Mr. Brixton felt that she was arraigning him before the bar of her sentimentalism, and he resented the act mildly. 94: OUT OF "Then I have none in mine," said he, " for I have noticed nothing of the kind. You imagine a great many things, Reynolds. I know more about the composition of that lady's mind than you do. Her people grow gray early ; mine do not. If mental troubles turned hair white I should be crowned with snow already." Mrs. Brixton knew instinctively that her husband did not like to meet her in his part of the house, and she tried not to encounter him there again. Two or three times, however, meetings took place unexpectedly, when he came home for something he had forgotten, or remained longer after lunch than she thought he would do. Not a word passed between them on any of these occasions. Finally, three years after she had heard the sound of his voice addressed to her, she received a note in his handwriting, to this effect : " Mr. Brixton, having reserved the lower part of his house for his own use, objects to uninvited visits from any person whatsoever. If the annoyance from that source is repeated he will be obliged to remove from these premises and assign the other tenant new quarters in a separate locality." After th?.t the wife did not venture to intrude upon hef husband's apartments. She sat a great deal, however, at the rear window, where she could see Reynolds on sunny days, amusing the child in the yard. Mrs. Brixton's maid was also deployed as a skirmisher, to call attention to any excursions that might be made with Blanche from the street side of the residence, and as the girl was on good terms with Reynolds she usually knew in advance when to MOTHER LOVK PREVAILS. 95 look for such sallies. The mother showed her inter- est in the child in other simple ways, such as leaving a door open at the top of the stairs when Blanche was passing in or out of the lower hall, to catch the faint sound of her voice ; and on days when the weather kept her indoors altogether, she haunted the vicinity of the furnace register, where her anxious ears could detect now and then the treble of a baby tongue. In this way another year went by. One day Blanche was taken with a severe illness. It was one of those attacks to which children are subject, and Dr. Robertson could only say to the father, with a grave face, that he " hoped " she would recover from it. " Hoped !" The very word im- plied doubt, and the distracted man stayed by the bedside for three days and nights, unable to think of sleep for himself while the light of his sou. hovered between life and death. At last, overcome with exhaustion, he permitted himself to be led to his own chamber, where he fell into a profound slumber that lasted for seven hours. It was in the middle of the night that he awoke, and starting like a sentinel who has slept on his post, he hastened back to the side of his sick child. His slippered feet made no sound on the carpets, and he entered the room before any of the occupants heard him. There were three persons there, besides Blanche. Dr. Robertson sat nearest the door. Not far from him was Mrs. Reynolds. And kneeling by the bed- side, with its arms thrown across the coverlet, with one of the child's hands clasped in its own, was a 9