THE LIBRARY OF THE UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA LOS ANGELES .* ISLAND MINSTRELSY. ISLAND MINSTRELSY; COMPRISING OLD KING DEATH, AND OTHER POEMS. ESTHEE NELSON. " What is writ, is writ : Would it wore worthier ! But— " I leave the summer rose ; For younger, blyther brows Tell me of change and death !" Byron. LONDON: (i. B. WHITTAKER & CO. AVE MARIA LANE. W. GRAPEL, LIVERPOOL. MDCCCXXXIX. [ IVBKPOOL: D 11 Y THOMAS CARTER, LIVER COIRT, SOLTII CASTI.E STREET. ?R 5/o3 Thoughts thrown together as the wild flowers grow- The chance arrangement of a wandering will ; So on the lap of Poesy they he. Careless as wind-hlown blossoms from the hill Of old Parnassus. Pass them kindly by. SWAIN. 71 104 5 TO HER ISLAND HOME THE AUTHORESS AFFECTIONATELY DEDICATES THE FIRST AND SIMPLE EFFUSIONS OF AN ISLAND HEAKT. St. Bride's Rectory, Me of Man, [,1839 CONTENTS Old Iving Death . The Fallen Shrine The Guerilla's Tale The Novice of St. Germaine's The PiIval Minstrels A Legend of the Isle Ballafreer . The Eastern Grave The Festal limit The Beloved One The Suicide . Dreams .... The Island I'i mtknt . M\ Chilhdood b Prayer JWUE. 1 12 17 32 55 73 84 92 96 1(17 112 116 119 123 i ONTENTS Lines written in a Church-yard M\ Island Home The Young Consumptive My Brother's Grave To Willie ..... The Coronation- Dreams of the Past To my Sister .... The Wandering Bee The Broken Spell Eliza ..... Desolation ..... The Braid .... The Fowler .... That Mild Blue Eye Weariness ..... Night Despondency .... The Lost One Childhood The Worshipped One The Changed The Bride .... The Young Mother The Widow .... The Yol'ng Mourner ONTENTS. XI Consumption •>[ I The Dying Girl . . . . .21.7 To the Dead "2'2l The Returned Missionaries . . . .224 A Merry New Year . . 229 ISLAND MINSTRELSY OLD KING DEATH. Leaves have their time to fall, And flowers tu wither at the north wind's breath, And stars to set ; — but all Tliou hast, all seasons, for thine own, O Death ! Old King Death made a grand promenade Over the billows and over the earth, With a speat in one hand, in the other a spade, He clang'd them together in boisterous mirth ; And lie laughed in his »-lee at the stricken souls Whom his spear had sped to their destin'd goals ; And he shouted, — " Hurra, hurra, hurra ! Hurra : for old King Death !" I; ISLAND MINSTRELSY. Old King Death held a revel one night, And he bade to his hall the ghastly train Of ruthless cohorts, whose power and might Swell'd his kingdom and lauded his reign ; And he told them all of his wild promenade, And how he had gather'd from every grade : And they shouted, — " Hurra, hurra, hurra ! Hurra ! for Old King Death !" Old King Death made a glorious speech, And he told them all, as now I tell, — How he had cheated the solemn leech, And how he had pull'd at the old church bell, And how he had wrought for the hungry grave, And how he had brought it the fair and brave : And he shouted, — "Hurra, hurra, hurra! Hurra ! for Old King Death !" " I've been to the festal hall," quoth he, " And pointed my spear at the bounding breast Of one, in her girlhood's felicity, Amid jewels and gems, — and lov'd the best ; And I stole the light from her bright blue eye, And now she is gone to her home to die !" Then they shouted, — " Hurra, hurra, hurra ! Hurra! for Old King Death!" ISLAND MINSTRELSY. " I've won from revels a glorious host ! — I've look'd on the laughing, the young, the proud; — Beautiful things that were priz'd the most The soonest were snatch'd to the pallid shroud ; And the eye grew dim, and the heart grew cold — 0, mine .ire the lovely, the brave, the bold!" And he shouted, — " Hurra, hurra, hurra ! Hurra, for Old King Death!" " A nation was roaring in horrible sort. Deafening my ear with a bridal'pcal, Like host of mad devils let out for sport, Thinking Death had no care for their Charlotte's weal : They shouted, and worship'd their future Queen. But with fatherly forethought I step'd between, And chaunted, — ' Hurra, hurra, hurra ! I'll save her— thai will Death!' " It tortured my car, that turbulent joy, And mocking, I muttered, ' O boasted Isle ! One breath of mine will your revels destroy ; Mad mortals! tho' how ye securely smile, I hoi ei for ever on sleepless wing, And I am your Monarch — your despot-King!' And I shouted, — ' Hurra, hurra, hurra! Yc smile ! — Hah ' s<> does Death !' B ■>. island MINSTRELSY. •• The bride still bloom'd, and the months flew by. And the bridegroom's soul was a depth of bliss — Aye, a world of untroubled ecstaey ! Thinks I, ' 'Twill but heighten the contrast— this : Tho' Hope suspendeth her garlanded crown, One brush of my dark wing will smite her down :' And I shouted, — ' Hurra, hurra, hurra ! Proud Hope, retreat from Death!' " Aye, the months flew by, and the dark hour came When the nation's soul on one breathing hung ; Then I gave the mandate that none may name; And the great nation's hope-drunk heart was wrung ; FomI blighted the bud, and I smote the flower ! Aha, aha ! 'twas Death's revelling hour ! And I chaunted, — ' Hurra, hurra, hurra ! Your heir is won by Death !' " Then I smote the pride of the world of song ; I seized my victim in Fame's proud hour, And Silence reign'd o'er the vocal throng, For their syren lay hush'd in my icy bower; And they plac'd a wreath on that marble brow. But said I, ' What heedeth your songstress now?' And I chaunted, — ' Hurra, hurra, hurra ! 'Tis prime good sport for Death !' ISLAND MINSTRELSY. " I stole the rose-bloom from a gentle bride, And wreath'd my pale lilies 'mid her dark hair, And carried her off from her lover's side — How the poor mad dotard did rave and swear ! But I froze my ice o'er her gurgling breath, And I made her my own — the Bride of Death ! ' ' Then he shouted, — " Hurra, hurra, hurra ! Hurra ! for Old King Death !" " I journeyed to peaceful household homes, Where I threw my spear 'mid old and young : Hurra, my brave boys.! — in the island domes Such requiem to Death was never sung. But where hearts were weary, and pin'd to die, O think ye not there we were more than shy ?" And lie shouted, — " Hurra, hurra, hurra ! Hurra ! for wily Death !" • I went to a cottage among green hills Where ten young urchins were busy at play, Undreaming of life's distracting ills, But deeming it all a fair holiday : - i -ays I. ' Young imps, 1 see*k yourmother; I'm not King Death, if she rears another !' And [shouted, — 'Hurra, hurra, hurra! Hurra ! for bold King Death !' ISLAND MINSTRELSY. ■' I marked her well for the coming hour ; And when that she gave them another babe I level'd my spear with desperate power, And quickly had work for my good old spade ; And I bade the sexton make goodly room, For I had resolved on the baby's doom :" Then all shouted, — " Hurra, hurra, hurra ! Hurra ! for Old King Death !" " Poor soul ! she had fixed the bridal day Of her first born daughter. Aha ! I ween Shu thought it hard to be snatched away, And faith ! such another is seldom seen : But I mock'd the grief of the meek blue eye, And says I, ' Old Death, she's your's by-and-byc !' Then they shouted, — " Hurra, hurra, hurra ! Hurra ! for courtier Death !" " I saw an old couple, O doting fond Of a goodly stripling — a noble boy ; And they seemed to heed not ought beyond That beautiful clay, that most brittle toy ; So I said to myself, ' 'Tis worse than bad ; Why I myself will take charge of the lad.' And I shouted,—' Hurra, hurra, hurra ! Ho ! yield your boy to Death !' 1SIAND MINSTRELSY. " And I tip' d him a touch. — How ho did shrink ! And how they writh'd as I made him my own ! O, how they did wail then! — and, only think, Upbraided your Monarch upon his throne, Daring to ask, — ' Why come for another ? Afric's earth is just laid o'er his brother.' But I shouted, — ' Hurra, hurra, hurra ! Not half enough for Death!' " Then I next made friends with a widow's son, An idolised being — an only one, Whilst she was dreaming her sorrowings done — Aye, dreaming that sorrow would'soon be gone And past, — in his promise ; her hope, her joy; So I took good aim at the widow's boy ; And I shouted, — ' Hurra, hurra, hurra ! Good speed to Old King Death !' A youth came back from tha far-off seas To his native isle, for an island bride, ( i )h. I revel to plague such folks as these ! ) And his heart was hounding in hope and pride: But thinks [, ' Oh, ho! he'll go wailing hack With a sadder brew o'er his ocean track ;' \ml 1 shouted. — ' Hurra, hurra, hurra ' Wh'.'ll conquer? — Yon or Death ?' ISLAND MINSTRELSY. " He came to his childhood's cherish'd love, And he won the vows and (Ik; love of years ; But / knew marriage was made above — For him there was nothing writ there but tears ; bo 1 crept to her heart on evening's air, And the lovely betroth' d grew still more lair, As I chaunted, — ' Hurra, hurra, hurra ! Hurra ! you must be Death's !' " Then, loveliest, fly not, for you are mine; Lover, t& thy breast hope not to press her ; — dream not, fond lover, to call her thine ; — Priest, at the altar thou shalt not bless her ; — Banners, your gayest float ; — bright pennons wave ;- 1 bear her my bride to our home — the grave !' And I shouted, — ' Hurra, hurra, hurra ! Hurra ! who'll cope with Death ?' " Then they laid her low, — aye, they laid her low ; And did I not glory over my prize As they placed the earth o'er her breast of snow, And envied my throne in her radiant eyes ! But I bade the youth from my treasure depart, So he turn'd and fled with a broken heart, Whilst I shouted, — ' Hurra, hurra, hurra ! Hurra ! for conquering Death !' ISLAND MINSTRELSY. " Then I marked two unrivall'd queens of song, Whose beautiful harpings enthrall' d the world ; So thinks I, ' This doth me a grievous wrong ; Am I unheeded, despised, hurled From my ancient realm, and by woman's verse ? I shall give them a grave and a plumed hearse !' So I shouted, — ' Hurra, hun ; a, hurra ! Sweethearts, sing loud for Death !' " So I bade the Sorrows do well their part. As they chuckl'd in glee to hear them sing ; And I planted my minions in each true heart, For woman's breast is a delicate thing : And I, their lover, stood fondly by, And I read my hopes in each Ughtning eye : And I chaunted, — ' Hurra, hurra, hurra ! This trio pleaseth Death !' " They pass'd, — they faded ! I heard the last sigh : ' Affection's harp' grew a desolate thing; Then all earth's children, with watery eve. Took desperate draughts from grief's bitter spring. How I laugh'd o'er Felicia's broken spell ! O, my cohorts had done my bidding well! So I shouted, — ' Hurra, hurra, hurra ! Success to ye and Death I Ill ISLAM) MINSTRELSY. "And then the other — the weaker heart, 'Neath the fiery sun of a burning sky, — Men dream' d not that .she should soon depart So suddenly into eternity. I mocked the deep anguish, the wond'ring grief; 11a, ha ! — Wot ye not that the ' bright are brief ?' O, I shouted, — ' Hurra, hurra, hurra ! The secret is Old Death's !' " Then off I went to the dark blue seas, To gambol awhile with the winds and waves ; But lots of ridiculous things like these One sees in the depths of old Ocean's caves. Where oft I've lurk'd in a comical sort, Like a school-boy lying in wait for sport ; — Aye, shouting — ' Hurra, hurra, hurra ! Here's prime good sport for Death !' " But I bid ye all, on the morrow's night. To revel with me in my kingly hall, And then shall ye hear the rcfin'd delight Of your monarch's mad ocean festival. Oood sooth, had ye heard the exquisite groans, And the poor drowning wretches' bubbling moans. Ye would shout for ever, — ' Hurra, hurra ! And laud me, prime Old Death !' ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 1 I Tho', — would ye believe it ? — a woman dared To brave me \ipon my old ocean throne : Fearless she faced me, undaunted, unscared, And bore off the prize I had deem'd my own. Most astounded, I let go my prey, good friends, But think ye not Death shall have large amends ? chaunt me a loud and long Hurra ! Ye shall not blush for Death !" Good sooth, but the hideous things grew proud To think they were lords of all human breath ; And they chorus'd like mad fiends, long and loud, Dancing in rings round the old monster Death : And away they went hobbling round and round. Till the dry bones rattle and skulls rebound, Shouting, — " Hurra, hurra, hurra ! We laud thee, prime Old Death!" 12 ISLAND MINSTRELS! . THE FALLEN SHRINE. Telling a talc of eld, — a cold, true tale Of time. — Sad fugitive ! A stranger came unto the roofless walls And mouldering aisles of that deserted shrine, What time tlie stm was sinking to its couch In the deep crimson'd west; when the calm eve, The summer Sabbath eve, was pouring forth Its floods of parting incense to the soul Of Nature's worshipper; and balmiest hymn Of fervent adoration rose to heaven, And earth was bright with mellow' d radiance, The gorgeous splendour of that sunset hour. The holy hush of Sabbathean calm. That intense breatMessness, pervaded all With ;\ most breathless feeling, so profound, ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 13 That earth's cold thoughts were blasphemies too dull To mingle with its worship. And the soul Flew beyond earthly things, — aye, far beyond The realm of planets, to the Almighty's throne, And conjured up the buried forms of old To meet its mad pulsations in the skies. O, there is gladness in a summer's eve, A silent homage, redolent of heaven, Which stirreth up within the earth-bound heart Its principles of never-dying thought, — Aye, waketh up its heavenly origin, Its fervent aspirations for a home Where Sabbaths are eternal. Lovely home ! Beautiful, shadowy in thy far-off bliss. ******* There came a stranger, on this Sabbath eve, To gaze upon that shatter'd monument Of the old days gone by ; but it was lone, Deserted, fallen, — utter solitude ! There were no worshippers where once glad hearts Were pealing Hallelujahs. Silence now Dwelt with the solitude ! The old gray man ' Was gather'd to his fathers, — aye, he slept Calmly amid his household. One by one, 1 The late Rev. Ilugli Stowell, the revered and lamented biographer ol Bishop Wilson. 1 1 ISLAND MINSTRELSY. He Laid them in the churchyard. The gay hand Of young rejoicing beings they did pass Briefly and uncomplainingly away, Unto an early grave amid the plains. Consumption smil'd with her death lightnings From the blue sparkling eye, and the pale cheek Vermeil'd beneath them as the ocean shell. — Yea, those young spirits in their purity Flash' d forth such coruscations ere their close, As made hearts dream of years of blessedness. But the Invisible had even then raised Death's cold extinguisher, and they went out In their bright spring of glory. Human hopes And flowers have a brief lifetime : — and the power That withers violets had breath'd on them, And they were laid in their unshadow'd youth Beside their own dear moss-clad sanctuary. So slept their sainted mother far away Amid the uplands of another home, Resting in hope to rise at God's right hand. The pious man — that old bereaved gray man, Liv'd on in thankfulness amid his flock. Time-worn and shatter'd as that temple was In its decaying glory, 'twas to him A dear companion in life's wilderness, A link which bound him to the present hour ISLAND MINSTRELSY. With memories of the past ; and there came hope That he would fall and pass with it away. The old church moulder'd, and the wintry winds In warring o'er it shook its feeble strength ; That hoary record of primeval times . Totter'd for very age, — yea, the bright day Stream'd thro' its naked roof; yet the old man Pray'd in the ruin'd temple of his heart. A new fane rose. Proudly it tower'd on high For a new generation; proudly smil'd Above the fallen. The old man died then, — Died, full of years and grace; for 'twas not meet That he should linger on, and that gray shrine Deserted, desolated, and forgot ! The stranger gaz'd, and ponder'd musingly O'er those old memories of buried things, Till fancy's car could conjure up past tones, And fancy's eye could conjure up past forms Where venomous weeds were rampant, and where shone Sunset o'er desolation ! There did come A BOlitary mavis from its nest Amid the hazels of the darkening glen. And perch'd upon that ruin'd pinnacle. — It did attune its little mellow throat To such a flood of liquid minstrelsy, IC, ISLAND MINSTRF.1S-, A hymn of adoration so intense, Thai human hearts could not but blend with ii In fervent worship and humility. Beautiful emblem of the Christian's hope,— Beautiful emblem of the Christian's soul Soaring to heaven on the strong wings of Faith, From out the valley of deep shadowing ; The set of earthly suns, the very graves Of earthly happiness, the very stake, The prize of martyrs; — aye, there Faith could hymn Amid the ashes of the blazing pyre ! The stranger turned, and went his wanderings, That scene engraven deeply on his heart. He pass'd away, far o'er the channel wave ; Yet, when he wakes to watch with memory In the deep silent caverns of the brain, They hold a high and holy festival O'er the departed glories of the earth ; And in the magic mirror of the past Rises that simple, old Manks Rectory, * With its deserted shrine ! • Ballau-'li. ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 17 THE GUERILLA'S TALE The seven-fold shield of Ajax cannot keep The battery from my heart. O, cleave my sides, IU urt ; once be stronger than thy continent; Crack thy frail case! Shakspeare. What recks it that my brain doth burn! What recks it that my heart is broken ! To me hope never may return — Such the dark sentence fate hath spoken : My all is centred in the grave, My lov'd — "my beautiful — my brave !" But, gen'rous Briton, were that all, I'd bless tin' turf that they lie under Had they but died on peaceful bed, — Had pure affection fondly shed Its holiesl tears above their slumber, — Had friendship's hand but borne the pall, — C 18 island MINSTRELSY. Oil ! I hail ask'd no dearer lot Than gazing on their resting spot, Deeming my most belov'd were given A spotless offering unto heaven. But, stranger, — Oh! my whirling brain ! — I feel the frightful past again ; I feel — Oh ! yes, I feel too sadly Conflicting passions binning madly, And vengeance ever hurrying on To riot in the foeman's blood : Oh ! can I ever shrink from one Deep vow pledg'd in Portalgre's wood ? Pledg'd? — ay, by every streaming vein, Senes that never quit my brain ! ad no mercy — not for me : My vow ! — aha ! — 'tis full of glee To revel on their dying groans ; — The richest music hath not tones More sweet to my devouring ear ; Nor sigh, nor groan, nor prayer, nor tear Shall blunt my firm resolve ; — for I Am sworn to vengeance till I die. Briton, — nay, blench not ! — mine's a tale So very madly frenzy-fraught, That manhood's bosom should not quail To give my foe the wreck I wrought. ISLAM! MINSTRELSY. 19 And. if for me those big tears start. Oh ! " nerve thy arm and steel thine heart." And rush like tiger on the foe, For he hath -wrought me deathless woe ! Once, but — God sooth me ! — now 'tis o'er, — That heaven on earth is mine no more. Yet, stranger, once a home had I, Beneath our bright and beauteous sky, So very blest, so calm, so sweet, — Oh ! 'twas a holy, happy shrine, With terrac'd roof and trellis' d vine — A mountain valley's lone retreat : There were delicious orangeries And avenues of pale cork trees, And all fruits of our sunny clime, With bowers of orange, citron, lime, And sparkling fountains in the shade By i ver-fragrant myrtle made. And oh ! there was one myrtle bower Where we have linger'd many an hour, • Forgetful that beneath the sky Others there breath' d save she and I. Be still, rebellious heart, be still !— I have a work to do, — and will ! In that sweet home a couple smil'd Upon their only, happy child. '20 ISLAM) MINSTRELSY. Oli! for thai young son's weal, fond prayers Wore daily offer'd ; him their cares, Their Tears, hopes, wishes centred on. Parents, 1 live !— and ye are gone ! And there, beneath their fbst'ring shade, Bloom'd an angelic Spanish maid, A sweet and gentle orphan, whom Their love had rescued from the tomb. And shelter'd in their peaceful bower, Watching her beauties hour to hour Richly and tranquilly expand : I know that Britain's maids arc fair, With soft blue eyes and golden hair, — Vet, stranger, in my warmer land Their dark eyes glow" with deeper feeling; And the dear blush of love will break Thro' the clear olive of each cheek, Most irresistibly appealing To every heart that is not stone — And such — Oh ! such was mine — my own ! Ay, loveliest id' Spain's noble race, Bright queen of every Love and grace, With every trace of lineage high, From high heart and sweet dignity, And glance and bearing stately proud, And the dear fairy fool and hand, ISLAND MINSTRELSY . 2] All spake the race born to command, Pure and beyond the common crowd. The lustre 'of her rich dark eye Was of the spirit world on high, — Such brilliance, such intensity, Such passion — warmth — ay. fervencj And she for years bloom'd by my side. My lov'd — my chosen one — my bride ! My very soul to her was gh i □ And earth with her seem'd more than heaven Oh ! in that eye's pure pearly tear Read I a tale to lovers dear; — But what avails it now to tell Of joys that have rung out their knell Of more than human, faith and trust. And love and hope enshrined in dust ! That idol Mas a thing of clay ; — Those joys— what was more false than they ? ( >h ! bitterest of mortal woe Is their's who make their heaven below And tenfold bitterness was mine ! But now 1 am alone on earth, The last of an unsullied line, To weep above my country's shrine, And desecrate my very birth ! I'l LSI. AN n MINSTRELSY. Oli God! if there be woes that wring Forgiveness from an angry heaven, Forgive — forgive a guilty tiling To the last verge of madness driven ; ■ And grant me, in thy radiant sphere, A place where mine own murdcr'd arc ! But briefly, stranger, she was mine; Our parents blessed at holy shrine And gave — Oh! with unbounded charms — Their angel Inez to my arms. I ask'd of heaven no more below. Oh, too sincerely blest was I ! If bliss must diminution know — If days must bring to true hearts woe — If pleasures must grow dim and die, None, none could be so blest in life — I had my parents — had my wife ! A day of sore bereavement came To sear my breast and blast my name. Great heaven, explain ! — What power of hell Despatch'd the murderers, fierce and fell, To waste our lands and wreck our homes, And revel in our sacred domes ? Alas, ill-fated Portugal Fell crush'd within their fiendish thrall ! ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 23 On, on the ruffians came to blast Each guardian Sierra they pass'd. Our force was small, our hearts were brave ; We dearly held us to the slave — The monster — demon Gorsican. Our homes were trampled to the earth, The fair proud freeholds of our birth ; Our blood in gushing torrents ran ; Yet dealt we vengeance on the foe % And laid full many a craven low. What boots it now of that to speak ! — They thousands strong — we few and weak ; They drag'd my worship'd father bound, And bade him kneel on his own ground ; — (A goodly mark, Senhor, was he To prove the Frenchman's musketry;) They bade him kneel — the hounds of blood ! As proudly in his home they stood. My father kneel to them ! 'Twas vain ; He stood erect among his slain. I saw the level'd musketry, I heard the exulting burst of glee, I heard — Great heaven ! where slept thy thunders :' Oil ! madness ! — agony ! — my brain Bnrn'd with distraction; — but 'twas vain ! ined, yet wrought I wonders; 2 I i 5LAND MINSTKELSY. I gnashed my teeth, I rav'd, I swore A gentle breeze began to play, And swept the curling smoke away; I saw liini writhing in liis gore — His gray hair soil'd '—I saw no more! ****** From a long-, deep, and blessed swoon I raised my bruised and bleeding head ; But conscious horror came too soon, I lived alone amid the dead. The brutal monsters all were gone O'er their black path of murder on ; And not a sound and not a breeze Came sighing thro' the myrtle trees. With stiffening wounds, and racking pain, I sought my threshold once again ; I sought my mother — sought my bride — My Inez ! — my ador'd — my pride ! Briton, then came the deadliest thrust That e'er laid sinner in the dust. * * * * * * I dug a grave, the moon shone bright, I made it deep, and long, and wide, ISLAM) MINSTRELSY. ' 2 I And there, alone at dead midnight. Beneath that pure^and lovely light, I laid wife— mother — side by side ! There was no trace, no bloody token, Whereby to read my mother's fate ; Her gentle heart had quickly broken When that she was so desolate ; — Ay. heaven to yield its woes relief Permitted it to burst with grief. But Inez !— her, my gentle one ! Oh, Inez ! — art thou ever gone ? Oh, Inez ! — beautiful and good — Last flower of brave Don Carlos' blood — I Oh, Inez ! — my own lovely wife — Sole joy — sole treasure of my life — And wilt thou come no more to me ? And must my path in darkness be ? Oh ! Inez, Inez ! — sweet — mine own ! — I 'ure spirit thai from me hast flown ! * * * * * I drew the poniard from her breast, My lips unto that wound I prest ; And with the same cold cruel steel I cross'd my brow with blood, and swore 26 ISLAND MINSTRELSY. By mine own soul's immortal weal, To riot in the murderer's gore ! And from her high proud brow, so pale, Reft I a tress of raven hair : — Oh ! Briton, Briton ! thou wouldst quail To know of all I plcdg'd her there ! But in her blood that braid deep dyed Now rests upon this throbbing side, Upon my torn, my weary heart, From whence it never more shall part. I cover'd them with myrtles there, And laurels and all shrubs that were Uptorn from each beloved bower — Torn as my heart's sweet blighted flower : And then I placed the earth above Over each pure and pallid brow, — My only earthly all of love, — And bade death's portals faithful prove As I should to my blood-sworn vow; And well, .Senhtir, the clay I prest Upon my darling's bleeding breast, Lest that the blood-hounds should rush back Upon their mad insatiate track. And tear them from the very grave: And not one burning tear I gave ISLAND M1NSTRKLSY. 27 Nor sigh, nor groan, nor human token Whereby to read a true heart broken. My father ! — Oh ! 'twas very vain To seek for his dear honour' d clay ; He sleeps amid his warriors slain, And with their high hearts must remain Until the great avenging day. Be still, rebellious heart ! — thy hour For doom and suffering comes with power: Full dearly shall the foeman pay The horrors of that dismal day. Oh, trust me, I shall well make good The vow of dark Portalgre's wood ! Ay, stranger, thou mayst deem I rave — In very sooth my brain is burning. ■ Oh ! wretched country ! to your grave A glorious, precious boon I gave — Gave to your bosom's cold inurning. And am I not a wond'roiis man To live beneath so black a ban, To move with such a cheerful bearing, Fresh from a- fate so madly searing? Trust me, altho' perchance grown pale, Mine is not craven brow to quail: This arm is sinewy yet, and >tnmp ; \ eng< am i musl prove its force ere long! 28 ISLAND MINSTBEXSY. Vengeance? — ay, vengeance! 1 have chosen A trusty band of iron men, Whose each relenting pulse is frozen — And brief must be their ciders reposing. My gallant band, I hail ye, then ! Now for the Sierra afar, Where my unshrinking brethren are. Briton, thy landsmen all are brave; Dar'st thou the dangers of our cave Whence the fierce fiery darl speeds flying ? Dar'st thou to gaze on thousands dying ? Dar'st thou the den unknown to all, t Save the proud band within its portal, Which every night becomes the pall Of hundreds? — and the flying ball That ploughs them down is deem'd immortal And should our rich success be o'er, And we be conquerors no more — Should Destiny's resistless power Lead them unto our stronghold lower, Oh ! little reck they of the brave And warlike welcome they shall have; For our proud eagle home shall be Meet tomb for warriors such as we. For that we are a kingly ran-. Who never may of vengeance tire ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 29 Till thousands of the foe expire. And thousands more our dying grace. Nay, worthy Briton, never start ; — Lik'st not the ardour of my heart ? Lik'st not Alvarez should make good The vow pledg'd in his Inez' blood ? Oh, mark me ! Ere with life I part I'll trace my ruin on thy heart — Thy thirsty heart, Napoleon ! Till it shall bleed at every pore ; A\. I shall calmly murder on Till that I deem my calling done — My vow washed out by floods of gore. Oh, Inez, Inez! — bleeding shade ! — Thy wrongs shall be tenfold repaid ! Oh, Inez !— my belov'd — mine own ! — Pure angel of my bosom's throne, Could — could I press thee to its burning, Or clasp thee in a last embrace, — Thou, who art wrapt in death's inurning — Thou, in that bourne of no returning. Oh, Inez ! in thy resting place Would I mighl lay me down, and deem Thai thou hadsl only been a dream ! Bui hold, fond heart ! a truce to love ! That is for purer worlds above. .'5(1 ISLAND MINSTRELSY. Stranger, my tale is sard. I go To hold communion with the foe. Bethink thee, in thine ovu cold land, Of thai heroic mountain band Led by a desperate chieftain on To deeds from which they shrink not one. Bethink thee, when love's dearest tones Come like heav'n-harpings o'er thy soul, Of woe and ruth and bitter moans. Bethink thee of the patriot's goal : Ay, in the proud and princely domes Of thine own Albion's stately homes, Remember, men are sometimes not What they would choose; — -but 'tis their lo And Alvarez of Portugal Lurks to avenge his household blood ; Firm purpos'd to extinguish all The demons of Portalgre's wood ; — A true Guerilla of the land, With dauntless heart and trusty band. Then on, Guerilla ! — bravest, on ! Until thy work of death be done ; For oceans of Gaul's blood shall flow To sweep the Corsican below — To hurl him from his despot throne : Oh! by each never-dying moan. ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 31 We'll hurl liim from his crime-won height To shades of everlasting night !■ Then on, Guerilla ! — firmly on, Till that thy work of death be done ! 3 J ISLAM' MINS1 RELS1 TIIK NOVICE OF ST. (JEHMAINE'S. The heart— the gifted heart, Who may reveal its depths to human sight! .Swain, 'Twas midnight's hour.— midnight, intense and deep ; And deepest silence overwhelmingly Fell on the startled soul. Silence as dread As that which reigns.— Oh ! how oppressively !— In the dim chamber where the sheeted dead Pass the first night of their eternal sleep ; Whilst flickering tapers shed a sickly glare, Like to the corpse-lights amid Stygian tens Showing lost souls the depths of Erebus ISLAND MINSTRELSY. .'3.'i So did dark silence reign. Not one pule star Hung out its beacon o'er a slumbering- world ; Not one pale ray lit the far distant barque ; Not one faint beam cheered the lone mariner, Or warned him from the rock which made his fate ; Not one wild gust came drear or sobbingly In sighing whispers : — all the world was still, In slumber deep, in undisturbed repose. The world ! — the world ! There is one stormy world That sleeps not ever — ever ! 'Tis the world Within the human breast ; 'tis the wild thoughts Which ceaselessly revolve ; the hopes, the fears, And untold feverings ! The world ! Alas, What is the visible world to that within The feeble precincts of the human breast! The busy strife, confliction that destroys Conflicts more fierce than elemental shocks ! Storms of the passions ! Oh ! how much more fierce Tempests that desolate eternally ! What storms mav rage like those within the soul ! Holm Peel ! gray glory of the Kings of Mann, Where hoary Germaine's mantles o'er the deep, In proud enthronement o'er the billowy surge. Abode of ocean princes ! In that vault, l) 34 ISLAMi MINSTRELSY. Terrifically inaccessible, Where day nor human comfort enters in To lighten its mysterious cavernings, — Death-bed of hope, and key-stone of despair, — Where groans of anguish combat evermore With the wild tempest's howl and ocean's din. There, at dead midnight's hour, a mourner knelt — A fair and fragile form of loveliness, Fair as a being of the spirit world — With her pale brow uprais'd, and white hands clasp'd Upon a throbless breast Knelt ! ay, she knelt Upon the cold coarse earth, the hard damp earth, With her white garments floating wildlily, And her long tresses, ebon as night's brow, Streaming dishevell'dly around her form. There was deep silence. Silently the father rose, And, bending o'er the fainting Adelaide, That monument of eld blessed the pale girl In accents deep and fervent ; blessed her, And bade her soul take comfort ; blessed her, And in that kind calm " Benedicte !" Nature and habit strove for mastery. Feeling, not yet subdued, spake from his eye : Passion ! — Oh ! who can lay that dream to rest ! ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 35 Passion ! — Alas ! the father well had proved The might of exquisite feeling ; and his mind Still, still -would roam — schooled tho' it long had been — Still would it wander to the fair young hours Of first — last — deathless love. Cold years went by, And made the passionate youth a joyless man, Withered in heart and soul : his dearest hopes Had smiled to mock him, and he altered then. Then he grew fearful in his spirit's strife For power and mastery o'er his evil fate, Until the ministers of destiny, Appalled, fled, and quailed beneath the might Of man's celestial nature — never lost Whilst he resists the impulse which would hurl Him downward, downward to the dread abyss. There be some smouldering ruins that will wake From out the ashes of the blacken'd pyre, And bursting into gusts of withering flame Shed desolation round their last fierce fight, locking the feeble breath that fanned them first Into destruction's fiery minister; And then amid the wreck, the fearful wreck, 36 ISLAND MINSTRELSY. Die with a hiss of triumph, like the yell Of fiends in mockery ; — some will burn Silently, silently into nothingness. He, that gray father, rose ; and blessing her, Bade her look up to heaven ; ay, bade her raise Her wild and waste affections from the earth Unto the only Changeless. Then she wept. " My child ! — my Adelaide ! Oh, is it thus We meet again ? Thou — thou so young To be the jest of ruthless misery ? Look up, look up to heaven, my meekest lamb ; Believe — confess — relieve thy gentle breast ; The bitter rod of anguish beareth hopes That shine and brighten to eternal day ; Sorrow hath spirit-healing on its wings ; The teaching is of God. My child ! — my child ! Relieve thy weary heart, and be at rest; Meekly and patiently abide His will, Whose mandates all are love, — yea, truest love. Mother of God, be with us ! — we confess !" ****** One long convulsive sob, one heavy pause, One audible shudder, and poor Adelaide ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 37 Back from her marble brow cast the thick veil, Pure in its snowy lawn as her young heart, • And supplicating — deeply, silently — Strength, and support, and comfort from above, She gathered in her quick spasmodic breath With a stern resolution, and her heart Grew still as death with her determin'd thought : True it did throb as one dark miniature Pressed it in anguish; but 'twas still — grew still — When that one gem, her sacred crucifix, Replaced it o'er the throbbing; — ay, 'twas still : And then — then Adelaide told her sad tale. " Father ! in life's young smiling morn, Heaven willed it I should meet with one To weave for me a wreath of thorn, And place the searing chaplet on A brow whose gaiety is gone ; But who, or where, or when, or how He did become my destiny I know not, need not, care not, now : — Father, I speak my soul to thee; Absolve me of my misery ! ■^ s ISLAND MINSTRKI.SY. II. " He had come to my girlhood's home, A nameless stranger from afar ; Alas, why did he ever roam My simple happiness to mar ! Why lightest where the fickle are ! Did he not dwell, and love, and rove ? Alas ! he did become my star, My life — my joy — my hope — my love ! The dearest earthly thing to me, Whose love was deep idolatry. in. " He had come to my summer bower When blithe young birds were on the wing ; Where never since saw I one flower But gave of him some shadowing — Some wild and sad imagining : Alas, it was a fatal hour, The herald of approaching fate ! And came it — came it not with power, The stroke that made me desolate ? And turned my laughing day to night, To ever, everlasting blight ? ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 39 " I had known much of happiness, The tranquil happiness of home; There, there all smiled to soothe and bless, ■And love and be beloved ! — my own ! There I had caught my spirit's tone From the sweet echoes of the wild ; There my warm feelings all had grown : A free, fair, proud, untroubled child, The world was all unknown to me Save as a troubled history. " I thought there were no darker hours, I dreamed not of the evil 'days, Amid the birds, the streams, the flowers, The sunbeams, and the bright moon rays ; I had no thought of worldly ways, Nor of the wiles of worldly men, Nor of the meteor that betrays — Oh no ! — I feared not, dreamed not then Life should be ought but fair and free, All shadowless felicity. 1(1 ISLAM" MINSTUELSY. VI. " I was so joyous, that my heart Bounded like young bird on the wing, In whose wild song earth had no part Save its bright spring, its rich green spring, With not one note of sorrowing : All warmth, all ardency, all bliss, Mcthought no future year might bring Ought to blight this — to sadden this : Alas ! that dream so pure, so bright, Should meet with everlasting blight ! vn. " He came in sorrow. There was grief Upon his manly brow ; deep care, The secret care which shims relief Had traced its deepest furrows there ; A something that outdid despair Convulsed him wildly ; he was one Moody and strange, and if there were Some fitful bursts of mirth, 'twas gone Sudden as sunlight from the grave, Which shrines the all we pine to save. ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 11 VIII. " He came in sadness. No one knew The tenor of his history ; Yet, in his eye of intense blue Was shadowed some cold mystery — Some tale of dark adversity ; And the deep palor of his cheek Was such any corpse might be ; Some fearful pang he might not speak Seemed haunting his futurity ; They said it was some untold crime Had marie him old before his time. IX. " They spake in darkness; — but I knew He was alone upon the earth ; And my wild girlhood's feelings grew Unto his sorrows from my mirth : To such I felt that there was dearth Of slightest kindness, word, or token ; Whate'er his fate, whate'er his birth, I, only, felt his heart seem'd broken; And oh ! more need there might be one To soothe, and bless and lean upon. 12 ISLAND MINSTRELSY. " He knew I loved him ! — and my love Was like the tendrils of the vine, Clasping and clinging as they rove — So was their clinging like to mine ; So did clastically twine My best pure feelings round and round Him whom I almost made divine, And worship'd with a love profound : Like moonrays o'er a midnight sea, He was a guiding light to me. XI. " He knew I loved him ! — there were none I yet had ever loved beside ; He knew he was the only one With whom my feelings were allied, — For whom, in girlhood's laughing pride, I would have braved the rude world's breath, And sailed along its troubled tide Firmly and fondly on — to death ; My love was not the love of earth ; Oh, no ! it claimed a higher birth. ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 43 XII. " He came untu my home ; — he came To hearts that he was cherish'd in ; Oh ! dearer than the brightest fame Which our mortality can win Was that lone stranger : ay, to sin" Was my idolatry — of what ? Of dust — of earth — corruption — him ! This breast has anguish now for that ; But oh ! when the first serpent smiled Was not — say, was not Eve beguiled ? XIII. '• He sate beside me at the hearth ; His accents ever echoed mine ; Oh ! in the dance, the song, the mirth, Our very souls would intertwine — They mingled at the household shrine ; And where the bright Laburnum showers Its golden bloom at day's decline, We wandered to the starry hours : Enthusiastic from my birth, I sought not, hoped not morr from earth. 44 ISLAND MINSTRELSY. XIV. " He told mc of the gay great world, He told me of t}\e lands afar ; With him I gazed on skies cmpearl'd With many a bright and holy star ; With him I watched the silvery ear Of gentle Luna gliding high ; With him I roved to glens afar, And watched the streamlet rippling by : There was nor bush, nor stream, nor flower, But became hallowed from that hour. xv. " I, who had been so gay, so gay, Grew sad and tearful for his sake ; All girlhood's mirth had passed away ; I schooled me, that I might partake His troubled destiny, and make My very being — shadow — his : All, all the live long night to wake And muse and think of him was bliss : Yes ! I who had been all of glee, Grew mingled with his destiny. ISLAND MINSTRKLSY. 45 XVI. " He wreathed my spirit with his own ; Existence hung upon his smile ; Now, spectres of those past hours moan Within the heart's deserted pile, Which every dark deluding wile Combined to overthrow ; and I — Father, how could I deem 'twas guile I How could I gaze on that blue eye, And — Oh ! I feared not, dreamed not this ; I thought him what no mortal is. XVII. " He knew I loved him ! — and he seemed To dote upon my simple truth ; Oh, traitor ! traitor ! — well he deemed The thoughtless innocence of youth, The passions of a girl, in sooth, Rare toy for him to wreck — to break : And well he wove them, warp and woof, No other love to bear, to seek : Oh ! I grew changed ! — life's light grew dim !- And all for him ! — oh ! all for him ! 4G island MINSTRELSY. XV-I1I. "There was no chord within my breast But echoed to his tenderness; Alas ! unto his bosom prest, Earth, air, and ocean seemed to bless ; How could a simple rustic guess Such burning tears were feignings vile ? Who, in that manly tenderness Could turn and trace hell's deepest guile ? Who, in those blissful heart-warm tears Could read the misery of years ? XIX. " He knew I loved him ! — there were none He bore to see me look upon ; Alas, too deeply had he won Upon an unsuspecting one ! And if by chance I seemed to shun The thrilling radiance of his look, Then was his mood of darkness on — His very spirit inly shook ; Then would he frown, and start, and rave, And bear him darkly as the grave. ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 47 XX. " Why did he dupe me i — Why ensnare A heart he thus would cease to prize ? Why did he render to despair A bosom that could not disguise The love that never, never dies ? Why did he thus — ay, thus repay The kindness of a virtuous few With grief, and anguish, and dismay, And break the flow'ret where it grew ?' And plunge into a gulph of tears The hopes, the happiness of years ? • XXI. " 'Tis o'er ! When that the forest oak, Round which the tender woodbine clung, Is reft away by ruthless stroke, The woodbine to the earth is flung, With all its gentle verdure wrung From out its feeble life ! it lies Crushed to the earth ; — how fair, how young ! Its ' tale is told ;' — it dies, it dies ! Its only being torn away, Its life's support; — why should it stay ? 48 ISLAND MINSTUELSY. XXIII. " Father ! so was my being bound In that dark, strange, and fearful man ; So warped my feelings round and round ; So fell I, crush'd beneath the ban : So did I wither, wretched, wan, Without another stay on earth ; So, so since that mad love began Grew I an alien in the mirth ; And so for him I weary grew Of the bright earth, while yet 'twas new. XXIV. " 'Tis vain — how vain ! — to dwell on such Departed dreamings, or to tell How wildly, sinfully, how much I loved him ! — Loved him ? ay, too well ! Or how I gave up all to dwell With his cold griefs, and firmly bear His darkest mood without rebel, l And shape my youthful brow to care ; Or how. the world grew cold and dark, And I became a shatter'd barque. ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 49 XXV. " 'Tis o'er ! 'tis o'er ! — the broken chain Lies in the ashes ; words were weak To speak its history ; ay, 'tis vain ; Such wretched feelings may not speak Of why the rose forsook the cheek, Or why the lustre fled the eye, Or why the truest heart did break ; And nought remains but it to die And shrine within an early rest A bosom too— oh ! too unblest. XXVI. : 'Nay, holy father, it was vain To turn me and repel the dart ; An everlasting age of pain Lay woe and weary on my heart — A curse that never might depart : 'Twas all in vain ; — I strove to flee, And in earth's toilings bear my part, And rouse me from my misery. The shaft hath been too truly sped Which lays me with the early dead." ****** E 50 ISLAND MINSTRELSY. She had told her tale : but its intensity Of fearful memories forced up from her heart What yet remained of life to her pale cheek : Her eyes burned strangely with unearthly light, Till, with one fearful gasp, poor Adelaide Fell to the altar's base ; — fell to the earth, A lovely, wretched, shattered thing ! ay, fell Like a pale lily blighted by rude storms, Broken and crushed, and never more to rise. Oh ! that is overwhelming which destroys The heart's first deep enchantment ! 'Tis a breath Which desolates a world of gaudy hopes ; Ay, wrecks the fairy barque and glittering freight Amid the billows of a mad despair. Would that each human breast might seek the love, The only love that knoweth no decay ! Love to repay the most devoted faith, Most ardent worship, and unshrinking trust ! The cradled winds maintained their sluggish sleep In sullen lethargy : and there alone Watch'd the gray father by the stricken girl : There was no sound to break the solitude, But surges round that drear confessional And their retreating murmurs : but no word Of healing consolation reached her ear, For heart and hopes were still : there was no throb, ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 51 No fetter'd breathing : — Nature could no more : She slept eternally ! — and the old man Bent o'er " the early dead, " and wept, — ay, wept. " Cold, my child ! — cold, cold, my Adelaide ! — And silent, silent ! — Oh ! it must be death ! Death ? — Dead ? — Could aught so fair yield to decay ? " Castle of Peel ! within thy sturdy walls Seemest thou to keep the court of misery ! When shall thy dooms of evil be fulfilled ? When shall the groans of anguish cease to swell Thro' thy wave-girdled dens of agony ? When shall fair Glo'ster's troubled spirit rest? When shall pale Margaret's wrongs be all repaid ? When shall thy many scathed and broken hearts Betake them to their graves untroubledly ? Oh, thou most dark and drear confessional ! — Thou vault of terrible dreamings ! — thy black roof Is arched with horror ne'er to be forgot ! The groans of all thy victims shall be strong ! The midnight screams of anguish, on fierce wings, Shall burst thy prisonings and lay thee low, Thou bane of gentle woman's happiness ! And yet — I rave ! — thou killed'st not Adelaide ! My child ! — my child ! My own ! — my sleeping one ! i. j 52 ISLAND MINSTRELSY. Do I in truth remember years when lliou Wert wont to chase tne young and joyous hours With dance and song away — and lightsome laugh Betokening lighter heart and peacefid breast — The blythcst elf that ever crossed the wold — With playful taunt and jest and bounding step ? Alas ! thou wast a dreamer, even in mirth ! Thy thoughts were ever as the rainbow's wing, Coloured by heaven tints and embalmed in tears : Life could not furnish forth the perfect one That thy sweet vision shrined : 'twas all thine own ; A bright reflection of thy purity, Flashing its richest haloes round one form ; Robing its idol in the hues of heaven : 'Twas not 'earth's love,' or meet for earthly shrine : Few on life's prose ground can imagine love ! And fewer still can feel its holiness, Its overpowering, overwhelming might ! " Why shrunkest thou so soon unto decay — Thy lovely sin unshriven — my gentle child ? Pale, pale, dead Adelaide ! couldst thou not meet Thine old gray father's gaze of agony And truest sympathy and deepest trust ? Girl— girl ! he listened most greedily ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 53 Unto the pure — but oh ! how torturing tale Of thy sweet natural feelings in decay ! Ay, witheringly he felt, and own'd, the truth, The bitter truth of thy unsophist words ! And such is man ! — the vaunted hero, man ! A stern destroyer of earth's brighest hopes ! A blighting monster ! Whatsoe'er is fair, Or young, or excellent, or happy, there — . There is his field of glory ! Broken hearts And groans that live to curse him, tell the tale ! Oh, womail ! woman ! — tender, feeble thing! When that thy heart hath made unto itself Its Iris-world of gay and gorgeous hues — With one dear idol round whom its best hopes Elastically twine — it radiates With its dream-colourings each varied shade In that adored one's earthly destiny ! However dark, or wayward, or despised, When woman loves, she loves thro' good or ill, Thro' storms or sunshine, sickness or decay, Evil or good report ; — 'tis woman's love ! Who, what, or whence, or wherefore, heeds she not- Altho' perchance a very poison tree, The upas amid mortals; the world's jest; 5 I ISLAND MINSTRELSY. The sneer of relatives ; the scorn of friends : — Tear every tortured feeling from its stay — Twist, wrench the delicate fibres from the stem- Sear with the sirroc of ten thousand pangs — 'Tis vain! 'tis all in vain! — for woman's love, Where that it clings, will cling till life be gone. ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 55 THE RIVAL MINSTRELS. The soft sounds of music arose : gladness brightened in the hall : the voice of Ullin was heard : Utha rejoiced in his presence, and demanded the Song of Grief. The big tears hung in her eye, when the soft Crimora spoke : Crimora, the daughter of Rinval, who dwelt at Latha's roaring stream. Os.sian. Sweet ladye ! wouldst thou bid me sing ? Alas ! mine is a rustic lyre, A lonely and neglected thing, Of mournful sound and broken string ; And may such to thine ear aspire ? It shall — it will : but ill may I Repay thy gentle '-curtesy. 56 ISLAND MINSTRE] ^1 . Marvel not, ladye ! if my harp. My island harp, hath lost a spell And wails, as for some fated barque Wails the sad sighing ocean shell : Fate hath her webs of dark enwreathing, And hearts and harps have wild bereaving. Marvel not, ladye ! if I weep When other eyes are lit with gladness ; Eyes may be bright, smiles may be deep, Yet silent breasts may be all madness ; Sweet ladye ! as thy sunny clime, Bright be thy gentle spirit ever ; May'st thou not know the chilling time When dear and priz'd affections sever : Oh ! cloudless as thy southern skies, And tearless, be thy pleading eyes ! Yes — I have dreamings ; it may be That like all else they may be vain ; Yet — that fair land of chivalry, Thy land, doth ever haunt my brain ; And if that mortal coil might be Like to the spirit wing'd and free, Oh ! I would seek those fairy bowers In that rich clime of holiday, Where sadness doth not shade the hours, Where every heart is toujour gate ; ISLAM) MINSTRELSY. ■'' I would — but oh ! 'tis vain— 'tis vain ! Chain'd, chain'd and earthly as my strain, Sweet lady! ! 'tis in vain ! But oh ! When thou art far from Mannin's Isle, My heart's cold isle, where tempests blow And skies are seldom seen to smile — But yet — where hearts are true and warm, Despite dark skies or howling storm — Remember me ! remember me ! The Island minstrel who doth pine For wings, to burst away and flee Where no deluding glories shine ; Sweet ladye ! deem me not too wild, For I am nature's mountain child. ETHIL'S SONG. I'm weary, I'm weary, Weary of earth, Weary of laughter, Weary of mirth, Weary of weeping O'er happiei years, Weary of steeping My couch with my tears. > s ISLAND MINSTRELSY. I'm weary, I'm weary, Weary of all ; The verdure is blighted, The sweetness doth pall ; Weary of sighing, Weary of heart, Weary of drying The tears as they start. Weep for the weary heart Shatter'd and lonely, Which in no joy hath part Save of grief only : — For whom earth's smiling face Wcarcth but sorrow, To whom comes weariness With every morrow. Oh, simple is my song, ladye ! Oil, simple is my song ; It tells but of earth's woes, ladye! Of bitterness and wrong, Of secret griefs that pass not, Of thoughts that madly burn, ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 59 For dear and buried memories, For joys which ne'er return : — I shall but sad thine heart, ladye ! I shall but make thee sigh With my poor melancholy song Of doom and destiny : Oh, take my lonely harp, ladye ! To other hearts than mine, Where earth's hopes are not dead, ladye ! Within a hollow shrine. But ask song not of me, ladye ! For whom the world's cold breath Hath nothing to bestow, ladye ! But weariness and death : Ay, false the smiling face, ladye ! And feign'd the warm embrace, And empty every seeming joy, With but one resting place ; And that is in the quiet grave Where thought cannot intrude ; Oh! I would lay me down and be For the poor earthworms food ; I would be food for them, ladye ! Not Cur malignant, vile, ferous. unholy hearts That can, in wounding, smile, ladye ' 60 ISLAM) MINSTRELSY. But ladyc, feel for mc, for now My spirit chafeth thru' much wrong; Behold ! its trace is on my brow, Its bitterness is in my song ;- — Oh, rise thee, Percy ! rise, I pray, And grace the festal board, for I Cannot — 'tis vain that I essay To sue for aught but sympathy. Then, ladye ! here let me resign The harp to other hands than mine." Young Percy rose; and from his brow Shook back a cloud of glorious hair — An Alpine brow that rival'd snowf A brow where no one withering care Had press'd its signet; — ay, he rose, And gaily glancing round the hall — That speaking glance, which unto those On whom its fondest beam might fall — Spoke, — oh ! a world of witchery ! Such as young hearts alone can feel Ere time hath taught them mastery Of miseries time cannot heal. The Percy rose; and bending o'er The weary Ethil's sad sweet verse, ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 61 He bade his soul essay to pour, Like summer blossoms o'er a hearse, A world of northern minstrelsy, A wild, old ballad of the border, Of days when Scotia's sons were free, And lion-hearts " march' d in good order." ■ He sung — and every sound was mute — Of days and deeds of chivalry ; He sung — oh' sweet as lover's lute, Ay, sweeter than ought else might be, Came those soft wild bewitching notes, Soft as the sigh of evening floats In odours from the gay parterre, Where bloom the beautifully fail- Rejoicing creatures of few hours, The perishing but lovely flowers. And then the liquid measure died Like evening's breath o'er summer's tide. The Percy's wild lament was o'er ; The song had ceas'd ; his harp was hush'd ; That harp which could so well restore The memory of brave hearts crush'd, And high hopes wither'd, and the days Of Caledonia's brightesl sto»y, 62 ISLAND MINSTRELSY. When fame was prodigal of bays, Ami fate was prodigal of glory. The measure ceased; but every heart ThrilPd to the minstrel's witching art, And every pulse and every brain Felt kindling at the wild sad strain. The ladye rose, and gave the lyre Into the hand of Rosabel, And bade the Island girl aspire To sing as sweetly and as well. A simple girl was she, and wild As the young breeze on Crogga's hill ; Rude nature's own enthusiast child, With feelings like the bursting rill Which nought coidd fetter, save the frost Of cold despair. Yet well she knew That all her hopes of fame were lost; So deeply in those eyes of blue Beamed the pure feelings of the soul, The eloquence hearts might not brook. She gave her musings to control, And tremblingly the lyre she took And touch'd the strings. A low faint sound, A deeply melancholy strain Fell on the listening ears around ; — Poor Rosabel ! 'twas all in vain. ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 63 " Alas !" she sigh'd, " I cannot sing, My heart and lyre have lost a string ; " Oh ladye ! no, I cannot sing; My lyre is tuneless, and my heart Is hut a silent chordless thing ; I cannot sing ; for thou, thou art The very soul of mirthful glee, A dancing, warbling, merrie fairy ; — Such may'st thou ever, ever be, Nor ever feel of life aweary : Weary ? — oh, no ! to thee 'tis bright And beautiful and fair and gay ; Long may the cloudless spirit's light Shed all its lustre o'er thy way. No, no ! I may not sing, for thou Art happy ! — Happy ? — There is not One shadow, ladye, o'er thy brow. Then, be thy minstrel's grief forgot ; It shall not taint thee. Rest, my heart ! Cast by thy weariness awhile : Yes — I must tax my minstrel art Fur the dear sake of Mona's Isle. Yet, ladye ! 'tis a very pain To feel that I must sing in vain." li I ISLAND MINSTRELS} . ROSABEL'S SONG. That eye is brightly beautiful, Thai brow is free from care, There is no sorrow in that heart, And life to him is fair ; His young free soul is bounding now With hopes and thoughts that burn, And he bursts away in manhood's might- But when will he return ? Oh ! when will he return, ladye ? Oh ! when will he return ? That voice is like wild melody, That heart is gay and free, And that hyacinthine hair, ladye ! Waves like a silken sea : That voice will pass away from us — But long in hope's deep urn Shall rest the cherish'd memories : — Oh ! when shall he return ? Oh ! when shall he return, ladye ? Oh ! when shall he return ? The battle field is far, ladye ! The gory field is cold ; ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 65 And many a gallant bosom there Shall rest beneath the mould — The young, the brave, the gay, the free ! — Give me a glorious urn To shrine the dust of those young hearts That never may return : That never may return, ladye ! That never may return. And must — oh ! must he fall, ladye ? Oh ! say not he must die ; Oh ! say not that cold death must dull The light of that blue eye : Shall he not come again, ladye ? Shall he not come again, With the wreath of glory on his brow, And — but my song is vain ! For when shall he return, ladye ? Oh ! when shall he return ? Go forth, go forth, young minstrel ! Unto the fearful fight ; Nerved be thy arm with giant strength ; Strong be thy spirit's might ; ini the thousand hearts thai love thee Shall breathe one fervent prayer ; F GG ISLAND MINSTRELSY. Oh ! thro' the shield of that strong love Nothing can blight thee there. He will — he must return, ladye ! He must — he must return. " Ladye ! my simple song is done ; Thy heart untouch'd, my wreath unwon ; Oh ! I was vain to touch the lyre, And vainer, vainer to aspire To think to wake one feeble tone ; I should have felt, I should have known That woman's weakness could not raise One tone to win the meed of praise. Oh, fatal dream of poesy ! Fly — fly away afar from me ; — I must not yield me to thy spells ; — In thy enchanted empire dwells But sorrow and intense regret ; — Their seal is o'er my spirit set : Oh, fatal dreams of poesy ! Ye do but blight my destiny ; Ye bid me hope, ye bid me sing, And such strange glamour o'er me fling, As fires my soul and racks my brain ; — And it is mockery — bitter — vain !" ISLAND MINSTRELSY. (JJ She ceased her melancholy song, And bent her pale brow o'er her lyre, Whilst the fair sadden'd spell-bound throng Kept silence reverend and long, Without a feeling or desire Beyond regarding Rosabel As mistress of some mystic spell. At length the ladye kindly said, — " Thine be the meed of fame, sweet maid ; The laurel'd wreath of song be thine ; But let not mournful ivy twine Its fibres with thine Island songs : Forget the memory of wrongs : — We know that we must suffer here ; There is but one unsorrowing sphere And there, when earth's turmoil is done, A brighter wreath and lyre are won, A lusting fame which nought can shade, An amaranth wreath which ne'er will fade, A happiness no care can dull, With hopes for ever beautiful. Itix', pensive drooping Rosabel ! Thou dost despond, and 'tis not well ; I know thy feelings — know each thought That arc to almost frenzy wrought ; — P2 68 ISLAND MINSTRELSY. I know thou broodcst overmuch; — But there is misery for such. A misery unshar'd, unf'elt By few indeed ; — and there is woe For those who have so deeply dwelt O'er griefs that unto poison grow : And Rosabel ! I'd have thee note That to the upas' tainted breast There is but one true antidote — One balm — one never failing rest. Look up and smile, dear Rosabel ! For the strange sadness of thy spell Hath cast a shadow over all, And silence holds the festal hall ! Come forth, young mirthful Isadore ! And bring thy merry bosom here : — Come, let thy joyous tones restore The merriment and festive cheer : — Come, touch thy lute ; — be glad — be gay ;- A right enlivening roundelay. Young Isadore step'd gaily forth : — She was a rare and lovely thing ; A blossom from the cold bleak North, Like snowdrop of the early spring. ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 69 And Isadore threw back the tresses That waved in light profusion down Her neck, where such fond chaste caresses Were courted by the snowy down ; — For softer than the cygnet's breast, And prouder, was that envied rest. A mirthful girl was Isadore ; — With exquisitely sweet blue eyes ; — And while murmuring softly o'er Her favourite songs and symphonies, She look'd like being not of earth, So strange that mood amid her mirth. At length some sweet and happy thought Brought her a vision of the Isle, — Some dear remembrance finely wrought : There gleam' d one soul -pervading smile : — And the fair creature o'er the throng Pour'd the full soul of Island song. ISADORE'S SONG. " Knowest thou that green spot 'mid the billows of ocean, Whose valleys are wild, and whose mountains arc bare, 70 ISLAND MINSTRELSY. The shrine of my heart's deep undying devotion, — The lone lovely mist-gem of Mamun Mac Lear?* Knowest thou where Holm Peel's proud ruins rise hoary, Whore ghosts of the princely at dead midnight moan ? Knowest thou where Rushen still frowneth in glory ? Hast thou heard where the death-shot laid low Illiam Dhoane ? Knowest thou the glens which the elf race inhabit, Where brightly their tiny lamps burn as of yore ? Knowest thou " Quocunque jeceris stabit ?" Or the dread Moddey Doo of the wild western shore ? Knowest thou the spot where the rose and the thistle The leek and the shamrock are lovelily blent. Where shrill on the hills is the hollow wind's whistle, Where fairies by moonlight dance over the bent ? 'Tis Mona the lone ! where the silver mist gathers — . Pale shroud whence our wizard-chief watches unseen — O'er the breezy, the bright, the lov'd home of my fathers; Oh Mannin, my graih my cree ! Mannin veg veen ! 'Tis Mona the lone ! thro' whose wild Curraghts roaming, I've lingered to list to the oaten pipe's strain ; — • Monan or Manninan Mac Lear, king of Ulster. Him the Manks believe their founder and legislator, and have him in great reputation for his wisdom. — Sacheveril. ISLAND MINSTRELSY. /i Where enchanted I've gazed on the rustics at gloaming, Bedight in dear simple keeir lheah and karane. 'Tis the spot "where my spirit exultingly wander'd 'Mid nature's own solitudes, hreezy, and bare ; — Where shrin'd in Glenaldyn's recesses I've ponder'd, Enraptured o'er legends of Mannin Mac Lear. And gentle and kind are its brilliant-eyed daughters — My vision ne'er brought me one other more fair ; Tho' lovely and noble have come o'er the waters, Give me the Manks maid with the dark flowing hair. Then hail to thee, happy home ! — gem of the ocean ! Oh, thine are the youths honest-hearted and free ; — Ever free in each generous soul-felt emotion As the -wing of the eagle, or foam of the sea. Then hail to thee, happy home ! — land of my fathers ! — Proud nest of fam'd chieftains ! — blest isle of the fair !— The hills, the wild hills, where the fairy mist gathers — Oh Mannin, my graih my cree ! Mannin Mac Lear ! With the patriot's fire my bosom is beating ; — All my soul's with my lute ; — then, wise critic, forbear ! — Deem not your rude minstrel barbaric, unweeting, But smile on a scion of Mannin Mac Lear. ******* I'l ISLAND MINSTRELSY. " Kind smiles be thine, young; Isadorc ! Kind smiles from all be ever thine; — Sooth, but thou canst full -well restore Mona's proud days of "auld lang syne :" Sing on, young minstrel of the isle ! Thine by thy country's brightest smile. Come round us, spirits of the dead! — Come to your mist-clad island home ; — And all a spirit's blessing shed On your lone dwelling 'mid the foam. Their holiest smiles be thine, sweet one ! Those mightiest masters of the spell — The glorious host of Avarriors gone — They who fought bravely and died well Ay, be their spirit-blessings thine ; — And may sweet flowers for ever twine Their richest blossoms round thy brow, And oh ! be ever gay as now." The lady rose. * * * * ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 73 A LEGEND OF THE ISLE. Then 1 is no chord of human life, "Whose natural tone breathes not of woe ! I rede ye beware of the Carrasdoo men As ye come up the wold ! — Oh, I rede ye beware of the Curragh glen ! For he that will dare it comes not again; In whispers his fate is told. In Yorby glen the peat lies deep ; In Yorby glen dark secrets sleep ; In Yorby glen the pools are black ; But dead men's spirits will come back, And, shrieking, point to far beneath Where the dark men hurl'd ihem unto death. .Swain. 71 ISLAND MINSTRELSY. Above that dismal stygian swamp Glooms the red willow dark and damp ; And well I ween the peasant tells Soon as a footstep wanders near : With fearful whoop and hideous yells, Those demons of an hundred hells Assail the soul with deadly fear. Well may he rue the path that led — Whilst missiles hurl around his head — His luckless footstep so to stray So near unto their dismal den ; And deeply vow that night or day He ne'er shall tempt the strath again. The Carrasdoo men were a fearful race ; — A band of borderers none might trace ; Whose land or lineage no one knew In the wild lone isle wherein they grew ; But in the empire of old Mac Lear None could in vice with them compare. In Yorby Curragh they dwelt alone By dark peat bogs where the willows moan : Down in a gloomy and lonely glen Those gloomy, savage, and unknown men ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 75 Passed long, long ages in vice and sin — And the dark pits swallow'd the victims in. There lay a lone hut by a lone ■wayside, A publican's hovel ; — but woe betide The wretch whom thirst or weariness led Into the dark and pestiferous shed ; — For to drink there once was to drink no more ; And there came no tales from the dark trap-door. It was vain to murmur, or vain to seek ; — The assassin's steel none saw to reek ; None saw of murder one fearful trace ; No screams were heard in that lonely place ; The potion was potent, — the trap-door sure, — And the deep peat bogs were a shrine secure. Who has not heard of the pedlar boy ? — Who has not heard of the child's decoy Into that murky murder pit, With his lightsome heart and his hard-earned pack ? Alas ! he never return'd from it ! — And ere the shadows of midnight flit, He is lying down deep in the pool so black. The potion thro' every vein work'd well; There were none to warn him, or none to tell ; — 76 ISLAND MINSTRELSY. So down he went, in that hour of gloom, Into a horrid unrccked-of tomb The monsters' lemans were comely to sec In their keeir lheeah,* o'ashyr'yn,f and stout linsey;J But comely in o'ashyr'yn and good keeir lheeah : — What ! — were they bedecked in the pedlar's gear ? Ugh cha nee ! § for the pedlar boy ! Two bright gold guineas were all his store; — But that little store was a fund of joy ; Alas, for him ! — they arc his no more. If the Carrasdoo women were comely to see, With their wild dark eyes and unbraided hair, And the corkan pinnings, — oh, what would they be With the golden brooch and the ribbons fair ? Ugh cha nee ! for the pedlar child ! — With his guineas bright and his little pack : His mother blessed him, and fondly smiled ; — She blessed him, — but oh ! he never came back ! Alas ! what must that lone widow do, Bereft, bereft of her only Lhian-noo ? || * Two colours, so called, woven into cloth worn by the Manks. + Hose. 4; The stuff usually worn by the Manks female peasantry. 3 Woe is me ! II Child. ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 77 Alas, alas ! for the pedlar boy ! Six weary nights did she watch and weep ; — For how — how could the poor mother sleep While her cherished darling — her only joy — Was wandering, wandering — oh, how far ! But she knew not he slept 'neath the Ullymar.* Oh, I rede ye beware of the Carrasdoo men As ye come up the wold ! — I rede ye beware of the haunted glen, Be ye ever so brave and bold ! — For the Carrasdoo man hath a stony heart, And he acteth a terrible, horrible part ; — And he smileth — Oh heavens ! so he smiled on the boy ! — When the potion is working his will to destroy. Beware ! oh, beware of the haunted glen ! — Oh, I rede ye beware of the Carrasdoo men ! Who has not heard of the young Adair ? Who has not heard of the Irish youth ? Who does not know that his face was fair ? Who does not know that his soul was truth ? Come with me to that gloomy lair ; — Look on the pale face and clotted hair : ♦ Wormwood. 78 ISLAND MINSTRELSY. Whoso is the corpse with the cloven skull ? — Whose ? — for it still is beautiful ; Ask not : — Adair may return no more To his Irish cot and his cabin door. There was not a maid in the whole Northside But glad would have been to be Adair's bride ; — And sooth, it is nothing but just to tell, • No Manninagh* knew him but loved him well : Alas ! it is sin and shame to say That Adair did become the dark men's prey. Vain all men's thoughts and conjectures were; — There were none to track tliem, or none to tell •■ But crime was afloat on each midnight air, Tho' none could discover the how or where, Or seek out the dens where the dark men dwell ;- But those dismal haunts were all secresy. Who so bold as woidd venture there to see, Or breathe suspicion ? The slightest word Sighed unto silence, or scarcely spoken, Had gathered around him the bandit horde ; — For there was no trace, and there was no tokeik The Manks— a Manksman. ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 79 Then who so bold as would venture there ? — Who, but the beautiful, brave Adair ? Armed bands had been up the glen ; — Armed bands had defied the danger ; But all was fair in the fiendish den, — Ay, fair spake the wily dark men to the stranger ; — But ere they were clear from the gloomy strath, There was blood, — ay, blood on their fated path. It was not a weapon — it was not a dart, Nor a gunshot wound, nor a flying ball ; — But death smote the bravest : — his manly heart Beat once : — 'twas over : — they saw him fall : — He died without murmur or dying moan : — There was buried deep in his brow a stone. Sooth, it was fearful and strange to tell, So truly, fearfully worked the spell ; — How the pebble was winged with such fatal power None knew, or may know till their dying hour ; — None saw it hurl'd, and none saw it strike ; — The Manninagh never had known the like ; — Tin- Manninagh never had known such doom, For all seemed marked lor the Curragh tomb. ^1) ISLAND MINSTRELSY. Adair, like a lion, was strong and fierce; — Adair, like a lion, was proud and free ; — His brave heart panted to seek — to pierce The secret dens of their savagery. Boldly the youth defied the crew ; He sought the haunts where the Tuigyn * grew : Dark shadows the Tuigy-yeeigey f cast; White vapours from the black bog curl'd fast. What did it matter ? — or what did he heed ? Ugh cha nee ! he made haste, but no good speed. The Carrasdoo women were passing fair ; Bright was the eye of most piercing black ; Black as night was the floating hair ; — Sooth, there was nothing without to lack ; For the tongue was smooth as oil may be. And the accents all were silvery ; — And the smile was bland, and the bearing meek : And rich was the glow on each clear cheek : Ugh cha nee ! for the stranger, whom Each tongue betrayed to an early doom. The Carrasdoo lemans did speak him mild ; — In innocence he was all a child ; — ♦ * Twig of the ditch. t Dwarf willow. ISLAND MINSTRELSY. The Carrasdoo lemans did - gently speak : Adair was brave, and a man, but weak ; — Adair was all too noble and good To come athwart tlie murderer's brood. They seem'd to him — oh ! so free from guile, Rather he'd doubted his mother's smile : They show'd to him so passing pure, Little recked he of the dark trap-door ! Pure and beautiful — gentle — good, So judged he of the serpent brood. Ugh cha nee !— for the youth that sleeps Down where the bitter Ullymar weeps ! Ugh cha nee ! — for the best of men Lost in the Tuigey-yeeigey glen ! Ugh cha nee ! — that a woman's tongue Ever and ever hath done such wrong ! So did Adam, beguiled, eat ; — So did Adam turn out a fool ; The one of Paradise did it cheat ; — The other turned into a loathsome pool. Ugh cha nee! — for the Irish youth, He may never return to his cabin home ! G 81 82 is! AND MINSTRELSY. Never confide in a smooth tongue's truth ! — Oh, I rede ye beware it where'er ye roam ! False as the leman's beamy smiles Is earth, and earth's pestiferous wiles ; False — false ! Oh ! there is not a face That is not as false as the hearts we trace ! Oh ! there is a bright but a fatal star That shines o'er the feathery Ullymar ; And when that cold star hath height and power, Grim death is abroad, and fate hath her hour : — That star presides o'er the dark Tuigey glen, It hath brought success to the Carrasdoo men ; Its image upon the black pool is gleaming — And then there is sleep that hath no dreaming. I rede ye beware of the Carrasdoo men, As ye come up the wold ! — Beware of the Tuigey-yeeigey glen! — Fly away — fly away from the loathsome den, Be ye ever so brave and bold. For the Ullymar bogs have a hideous slime, . And the Ullymar bogs wear the hue of crime. And tho' the lemans may speak ye fair, Who hath not heard of the young Adair ? ISLAND MINSTRELSY. $3 Beware ! oh, beware of the haunted den ! Beware of the Tuigey-yeeigey glen ! Oh ! I rede ye beware of the cold night star That shines o'er the fatal Ullymar ! (. a s l ISLAM) MINSTRELSY. B ALL AFRKL !« Thoso days are gone — but beauty still is here ; States fall — arts fade — but nature doth not die. Byron. Yes! it is still the same as when of yore I stray' d thro' those lov'd vistas of the past, Ev'n in my spring of childhood, when my heart Beat high with exultation. I have sate Beneath those old yew trees — gray sentinels — That mark the flight of that grim spoiler, Time : And then the chesnut boughs spread their young leaves, Green-branching, palm-like, o'er their mother earth In grateful love, — a beauty and a shade ; And the laburnums then in golden show'rs . ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 85 Burst from their graceful foldings — bright abodes — Whence gentle linnets warbled their first lays, And the young roses and the Eglantine Twin'd enmlously round the ancient porch In fond and fervent claspings ; whilst the gray And very venerable mansion smiled From out a robe of time-swept evergreen, In such a proud and seemly majesty, As to the mimic domes of yesterday — The smooth'd and cleanly-shaven stucco things — Spake in right taunting terms, and bade them yield Homage unto its hoary heraldry, — Child of an hundred winters ! — Ballafrcer ! Yes, thou art still the same, sweet Ballafreer ! — Still is thine air as pure, thy sky as blue ; — Still doth the young lark warble in their depths, Careering far above the cloudlet's fold, And peering — (would my soul were with its wing !) — In at heaven's golden gates. Oh, gentle bird ! — Companion of the star — "the morning star i" Would I were with thee in thy joyous flight Beyond " the pass of shadows," — far beyond The upas influence of this dark cold earth ! , it is still the same ; — the flowers as sweet; — The blooms as radiant on each dancing spray ; — Still yomig birds warble in the old yew trees: — 86 island MlNSlKlil.-i . But moss is stealing o'er each hallow'd stem, Telling a tale of eld — a cold true tale Of time — sad fugitive ! — since last I look'd. Still the laburnums shower their " yelloAV hair" Over a sea of clear and cloudless blue ; — Ev'n where the heathbells flourish, there they wave. By that old dial on the dewy lawn I've watch' d the shadows flying o'er the hill Like spectres waltzing; — things all mystery And shade and sunshine — dear — delicious— wild. Beneath those spreading shrubs I've laid me down, Fann'd by the flirting breeze's balmiest sighs, Lull'd by the music of the gay wild birds, And the blithe humming of the honey-bees, And the low silvery murmurs of the rill. Tell me, cold worldlings ! was not this wild hymn — Was not this glorious anthem, nature's own ? Did not the floods of balm from myriad flow'rs, Rising with that sweet melody to heaven, Render deep homage to the Lord of all ? And thou, pure fountain ! — oh ! how I have watch' d Fair foam-pearls dancing o'er thee in the sun, That did look glorious with their many tints — And gorgeous flies pursued them in their flight — And then they burst ! — oh ! very emptiness ! Life, life ! why art thou so ? — thy joys as vain, ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 87 As false as fleeting bubbles in the sun ! And still the primrose bends above thee, fount ! Kissing thy bosom with its fragrant breath ; — Why art thou still the same ? canst thou not change ? Why wilt thou ever flow rejoicing on ? Wilt not thy murmurs yield one sadden'd tone In answer to my heart ? — my heart ! alas ! That fount of gladness hath been strangely swept By the dark wing of swerveless destiny ! No flow'rs bloom now on that deserted soil No music echoes from its lonely shrine — No sunshine enters to its cold recess — But bitter weeds are rampant in its gloom, And desolation — ever grimly there — Smiles from its chosen throne ; — ay, smiles to see The world become a waste and weariness — " Blackness of darkness" — ev'n at every step. To one to whom that world is almost new. ******* There, where yon ancient temple rests its site Upon a splendid couch of heather-bell,— There, too, I've mus'd, when moonbeams gem'd the lea, O'er wond'rous legends of our fairy isle :— Legends, by gentle rustics firmly held A horror, and dei p er< dence :— sweet belief. 88 ISLAND M INSTRELSY. Bright world oi' fancy ! in thy radiant clime I, too, have wander'd wildly ; and my heart Still worships — veriest votary at thy shrine : And there, within thy fitting sanctuary, Hast thou been with my spirit in its llight O'er time and space into the misty depths Of years departed, seeking out a world— A fearful world of days and deeds profane : Ay, — there with elfins on the moonlight wold, And spectres wailing o'er the fallen shrine, There— there I've worship'd thee, till each high-wrought Thought — vision — sound, became reality : And there, where lowing kine now meekly browse O'er that old pasturage, St. Patrick stray'd, With pious mission charg'd, to Trolaby. — Sweet Ballafreer ! ev'n to thy hallow' d shades St. Patrick came. Alas ! that even saint Walks not this world unpierced of its thorns ! — That brambles should deform a saintly toe ! — Yea, even Patrick's toe an envious thorn Pierced most malignantly, and drew the blood — The gen'rous blood, from Patrick's honest heart ; Wherefore he breath'd a right good fervent curse — A hearty, downright curse. I marvel me To think how Erin's saint could such achieve. He bade the spot be blasted; — bid the shrubs, ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 89 The flow'rs, the brambles, shun the unholy spot. Forthwith they wither'd, and that path is bare : — The malediction holds unto this hour. And there, where those most hallow'd Trammon's wave — Old mystic tilings to peasants passing dear — The homes of household fairies — in their shade The merry elves held revellings, — and thence Came trooping to the ingle to receive The customary benzeance — barley cake, .And water from the spring: then to acquit The debt of gratitude, they would disperse, Some to the dairy hied, some to the brook ; The cream was churn'd — the whole week's baking baked — Fresh water drawn, — the chairs in order set ; And the gray elfin train in merry troops -Mount their invisible coursers, and career Back to their chosen haunt — the Trammon glen. Dear legendary lore ! how much my heart Cherish'd your rich delusions ! — how my mind Still hastens back to those untroubled years When that your magic mysteries were so priz'd, — When e'en a tale of fairy had power To charm a breast more strange and fanciful Than ever reigned supreme in fairy land. '1(1 ISLAND MINSTRELSY. ■ Dear days departed ! there is mournful joy In thus retracing ye ! Beloved scenes 1 It is an aching bosom which comes back To your unsullied loveliness ! Alas ! Would that I were as changeless — as unchang'd ! Would that ye still could make that early joy — That pure, deep, holy rapture in my soul ! But those once exquisite chords — oh, they would now Most harshly echo your sweet melodies Beloved haunts ! tho' ye are still so fair, The world hath scenes enough of misery, And very troublous destinies, and deep Draughts of unreck'd-of sorrows — bitter draughts — E'en to the very dregs to be quafPd up. World ! world ! thou art indeed a wilderness — A howling wilderness, of baneful soil ! Thou hast no oasis — no resting place — No home of refuge — but the dark, dark grave ! Oh, memory ! from thy too faithful realms Why conjure up the ghosts of former joys? Most beautiful phantoms ! why come here to mock Your blandish promisings ? Too glorious hopes ! — Things of a summer hour ! why come back With your unfading brilliance to this time, Making more black the darkness — more profound And overwhelming the involving gloom ? ISLAM) MINSTRELSY. \>] Oh, mem'ry! mem'ry ! were the world's cold things Faithful aud fadeless — as thy loveliness — Man might esteem his brother truly man ; — Hearts might no more mistrust, grow cold, or chang'd; — Truth build her up a shrine here on this earth, And faith an altar ! Yet — oh, let me rest For a brief moment, friends, within your arms : — Friends of the sunshine and the darker hour, Ye, too, are changeless in your gentleness ! Peace be arouryl ye in your calm abode ! — Long be your home a blessing and repose ! — Peace be around ye, friends ! — an aching heart Breathes the deep pray'r for your immortal weal. — Blessings and peace be with ye ! Fare ye well ! 92 ISLAND MINSTRELSY. THE EASTERN GRAVE. I made to me an idol — worshipping, * Alas! not my Creator! — And therefore are my heart-strings severed thus ; — My idol is for ever reft from me; — The high proud shrine is broken, and I come Before Thee humbly ! My child was dying ; — yes, my child That had been all the world to me — A thing too sweetly fair and mild, To light my wayward destiny : — And I — I saw her stifling there For one blest breath of English air. Anon. ISLAND MINSTRELSY. ( .).i My child was dying — and afar Beneath dread India's burning sky — She who had been so much the star Of my intense idolatry. Oh ! could I bear her o'er the wave, To lay her in an English grave ! It might not be ; — the hope was vain ; — For she was dying — withering ! — yes ; — And there came madness o'er my brain, And agony that none might guess ; — For that I could not bear to part With the sole treasure of my heart. My darling blessed me ! — and her voice Seemed ever of the world on high, Bidding my sorrowing heart rejoice, For that the spirit could not die, — And was but seeking out a home Where scorching suns might never come. My darling blessed me ! — for she knew I was alone — alone — alone ! Until at length my feelings grew Unto her gentle spirit's tone ; — Yea, the meek faith of childhood's prayer Pierced the deep gloom of that despair. •" ISLAND MINSTRELSY. My child departed, and in peace— But there was madness on my brain : Yet He who bids distraction cease Had mercy on the mother's pain; — And I — I saw not she was Laid Beneath the palm-tree's bowery shade. They bare me from it, while despair Had shattered reason ; — and I lay Without a thought, or fear, or care Upon that far wild ocean way. Alas ! remembrance came too soon To tell my desolated doom ! I sought to pray — I sought to weep ; — But prayer seemed frozen on my tongue ; And no blest tear-drop came to steep A mind distraught thro' grief and wrong. And render'd rebel to its God — Bending — but not to " kiss the rod." I looked again on Albion's shore, I saw its stately mansions rise ; — My English home beheld once more, And gazed upon its cold bright skies ; — But oh ! my spirit was away In the lone grave, — by far Bombay. ISLAND MINSTRELSY. <|,', The day of darkness fled at last : — Now I can calmly think upon The bitter sorrows of the past, And my beloved, departed one : — Yes ! I can raise a tearful eye And prayer-soothed heart to God on high ! And I am calm;— for I shall meet My blue-eyed seraph girl in bliss ; — And oh ! that feeling is so sweet — So precious -to a heart like this : Like this it needed chastisement ; — In mercy was the " angel sent." , Yes, I am happy ; — for my child Hath passed from suffering away ; And I — oh ! I am reconciled To think her dust sleeps at Bombay. Yes ! for His sake, who did her save, I yield her to her Indian grave ! 96 imami MINSTRELSY. THE FESTAL HOUR. Thou hast lov'd, fair girl ! thou hast lov'd too well ; Thou art mourning now o'er a broken spell ; Thou hast pour'd thy heart's rich treasures forth, And art unrepaid for theirpriceless worth : — Oh ! there is not one tone in our mirth for thee : Home ! home ! with thy sorrows flee. Hemans. It was the festal hour in Carthon's hall ; And the bright tapers stream'd down golden light Upon the jewcl'd brow and waving plumes Of gay young triflers, whose inspiring eyes Flash'd over the spirits of the gazing crowd A dream of ecstacy — too passing sweet To be so brief and yet so beautiful. ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 97 It was the festal hour— the hour of mirth ; And snowy bosoms with their fair fresh hopes Were throbbing joyously beneath the folds Of splendid gossamer, — and fairy feet Were bounding buoyant as the heart-hopes Beneath the gauze's fold,— and the wild breath Of melting melody blent rapturously With the light spirits and elastic steps Of those fair floating visions, beautiful In youth and splendour and deep loveliness. It was the festal hour;— and thro' the halls Of Carthon's princely dwelling, gentle forms Were gliding thro' the mazes of the dance,— And the proud roofs and fretted architraves Reverberated to the thrilling bursts Of festal melodies of heart and soul,— And eyes were flashing to the speaking eyes Of mutual destinies.—and joyaunce reign'd All radiant and supreme o'er every heart ; Yet not o'er every heart,— oh no ! not all :— There came one mourner to the glittering shrine Of the presiding deity, alone,— A solitary 'mid the smiling throng, \ 'Iweller in the world of aaear'd heart, II 98 ISLAND MINSTRELSY. Of crush'd affections, and most withcr'd hopes. Yes ! such was in the crowd : — hut oh ! to her It was the hour of sorrow, tho' she smiled With the unsorrowing ones, and thro' the dance Glided most gaylily ; but — but within Her bursting soul, regret's consuming lire — The fever of sick thought — burn'd withcringly, Ay, madden'd her poor brain. Its frenzied flash Burst wildly from her eye, and on her cheek Mantled its crimson flushing ; and to her The music's most intoxicating breath Yell'd more like chorus of incarnate fiends Above a lost soul's torture. Harrowing Is mirth in madness ! when the hollow heart, Like a cold sepulchre, echoes to the tones Of reckless merriment, and wreathing smiles Glare like the tinsel o'er the coffin' d dead. There was one whom she had once well lov'd — Lov'd with the fervour of a girl's first love, And the young trusting spirit of a fond Enthusiastic being; — ay, she lov'd. So hath the ivy wreath'd it, and entwined Its delicate fibres with the dead nightshade. Alas ! they ne'er entwine; but stretch and break And wither, one by one, and yet live on. Oh! she was doom'd beyond the common lot ; — ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 99 A being too unlike the daily herd Of pulseless bosoms : — for to her love was An all-pervading influence, swallowing up All others in its passionate excess, — Its fervent, intense, strange idolatry. Years pass'd and came, and now they met again — Within the ball room's magic circle met, — But met as strangers, with cold careless glance And calm deportment — passionlessly calm. Yet she had brav'd the wonder of the crowd, And sneer of icy bosoms, thus to look Upon that idolised being once again. He stood beside her in the merry dance ; — Her footsteps echoed his, — so did her heart ; His voice — his smile, they were the very same As were deep register'd within her breast, From years that had departed : and a low Faint murmur from the long, long voiceless chords Breath'd thro' that cold lone shrine of wasted love An echo of the past. Oh ! it was strange, When as the music peal'd that wild sad strain— " We met — 'twas in a crowd," — 'twas strange to see How proudly stood the poor heart-stricken gip] 'I'" look upon btei murder* r whirling on, II 2 1(10 ISLAND MINSTRELSY. Unmindful of her bitter agony, Heartlessly thro* the mazes of the waltz. Oh ! it was strange to see that pierced gazelle, With the shaft rankling in her snowy side, Smiling from her blue eye most meltingly Upon her mad destroyer. — Deathless love ! And this was their first meeting since he learn'd That love— ay, love was very valueless ; And hooted from the world of wit and sense As a raw rustic, only food for fools — Good, doting, worthy, upright, honest fools, A simple few — God wot !— within earth's sphere. This was their first — since then — first meeting hour, But not as they had met in former years Amid the heath-clad hills and ferny braes Of her own simple home, when the glad sun Went dancing o'er the earth — the fair, green earth — Glad with its bursting streams and birds and flowers Not as they once had met, by the lone shore, With its blue curling billows, far away From the false, fevering intercourse of crowds — Save the strange seabird and the gaudy troop Of gay ephemeral beings on the wing, ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 101 And the blue sk) r above — apart and lone, In their own world of visions, beautiful As the ephemeral creatures — and as frail. Not as they once had met within the bower Where the wild ivy twin'd, and roses shed Their perfum'd breathings, and laburnum boughs, With waving gold dependent, droop'd around In their fantastic shadings, and the moon Shed its pervading influence o'er the scene, The flowers, the foliage, and the beating hearts Within that chosen solitude enshrin'd, Lighting the depths of passionate blue eyes That gazed into each other silently, Mingling with their sweet converse, and for them Holding on high its bright confessional. Not as they once had met on the green hill That marks the place of tombs, when the red sun Was sinking to its couch in the west waves, And shedding mildly its last parting rays O'er the low daisied couch whereon they knelt The grave of her young brother : — not as then. Not as they once had met beside the hearth - Vltar of home affe< tions! — 'mid the band 102 ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 01' sparkling dark eyes and young simple hearts, When that the evening danee and pensive song Taught hands and hearts to mingle : — not as then. The world had come between them since those hours— Between her and his heart — and sever'd them For ever and for ever ! — and a gulph Wide, yawning, desperate, as the stygian pass Was thrown between them, which they might not step Unless to their perdition ! Then the world Was as a blank to her — a cheerless waste ; — And she was alter'd — chang'd — yea, fearfully ; A thing all lone, and crush'd and withered, Without one hope to light her weary path ; — A very wreck — ay, wreck did she become, To struggle with the waves of destiny. Morning was dawning grayly o'er the room Where knelt a weeping girl — praying alone. The night of mad excitement had pass'd by, And with it pass'd the flushing from her brow, Which now was cold and pallid ; and the throb- The loud quick throbbing of a bursting heart Painfully sounded thro' the silent room ; Her dark hair was loosen'd from its braiding, And swept down over her fairy form ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 103 Like the dim clouds which shrouded up her fate ; Her face -was buried in the yielding down With frantic pressure; — her white slender arms Were thrown across the couch convulsively, And the deep melting voice of woman's grief, In its most intense anguish, rose to heaven. But now she feign'd no longer ; — thus she pray'd : — Father ! oh Father, hear me ! for I faint Beneath my spirit's utter agony ! Oh ! I have suffer'd madness this gay night — Bitterness more than mortal — in my soul, And all — all — all but for to look once more Upon his face who was my very life ! Yet if that fond offence be sin, Oh God, Forgive thy poor frail creature ! for I love — And I have lov'd with an undying love, And made to me an idol — worshipping Alas ! not my Creator ; — slighting Thee ; And therefore arc my heart-strings sever'd thus ; — That idol is for ever reft from me ; Its shrine is shatter'd — for 'twas very dust; — i The altar lies in ashes ; — and I weep. Oli ye fcright perishable bygone hours ! Can I forget your moments of delight':' Oh! I 'I" mourn me much, and school my heart 101 [SLAND MINSTRELSY. To wean mc from your buried loveliness, But that will not depart; — all, all returns. The dearer that I know and feel too well They have for ever gone — for ever gone ! Oh, no ! I never, never can forget. Are not his arms still round me whilst I kneel •'- Are not his lips still press'd upon my brow ? — Is not his breath still warm upon my cheek ? — Is not his heart still beating unto mine ? — Are not his accents breathing in mine ear ? — Are not his words engraven on my soul In fire that dies not, while the feeble lamp Of my poor desolated life burns on ? Yet — for that I am mortal, Father, bear Gently with my braised spirit. I have err'd — Oh ! I have widely wandered from Thy fold, And I am punish' d heavily — Oh God ! And I do own Thy bitter mandate just: But oh ! I pray for him — yes, I must pray Such agony of soul may not be his. I come before Thee humbly, — not as once, In utter absence of all heavenward love, One image in my heart, and on my lips Cold careless words unmeaningly rehearsed, With all of prayer that ever pass'd their bounds For him — my idol, for his earthly weal. ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 105 Oh ! it was dreadful mockery thus to beiid The knee to Heaven, with dust my deity ! Yet, not now crave I earth's honours for him ; Give him more, Father ! — Father, give him more ! Give him forgivenesss for my broken heart ! — Give him a home in heaven, to be with Thee ! — Give him a conscience cleans'd and purified ! — And grant me calm endurance, with a hope Of glorious immortality, Oh God ! When that the morn was fimging wide its gates, A mourner mingled with the passing crowd, — Her fair high brow was pale and passionless And gentle and composed ; — there was no trace Of the dark world within her gentle breast ; Yet thro' that live long night of agony Her eyes had never slumber'd — never slept ! Oh woman ! woman ! how thy tender frame Bends like the lily to the rude rough storms That desolate thy world ! grief is thy lot, And silence and deep sufferance : yet thy love Too oft, alas ! is lavish'd upon those The most unworthy ; and thy tenderness I'.' comes tin- heartless jest of knaves or fools — Till, like the snow drop all untimely chill'd, 106 ISLAND MINSTRELSY. Thou slcepcst 'mid the dreamless slumberers Until the day of doom— the dreadful day. Hurl the destroyer down to deepest hell ! — The traitor's portion in the dark abyss ! ****** This was one victim — there be many such, Whom Destiny's mad waves are whirling on To what ? and wherefore ? — speak, Eternity ! ISLAND MINSTRELS'. . 107 THE BELOVED ONE. We loved him ; but he left us ! Hemans. We loved him ; — he was young and free, And merry as May mom ; The very soul of festive glee, A breast without a thorn ; A blyther being never yet Stepp'd o'er the early dew, — A creature whom no cold regret Or dismal feeling knew ; And yet, we know that he is gone, — Our own, our must beloved one. 108 ISLAND MINSTRELSY. His glance was beautiful as spring, His step was like a fawn ; He bounded like some fairy tiling, He smiled like early dawn ; — His lips were like wild roses laid Upon a bank of pearl,— His brow no withering care could shade- Time had no dart to hurl : Oh, no ! he was so free from care, His very glance defied despair. His voice was like the merriment Of a young bird's in June ; Light as the breeze that waves the bent, His heart was still in tune, Like a sweet tempered melody, You could hear nought beside But music — music, mirth and glee, And then those sweet tones died. He sate in silence by the hearth Which had no dearer joy on earth. There came a shadow o'er that brow, That eye grew sunk and dim ; Oh ! I can well remember now The change that pass'd o'er him ; — ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 109 His smile came sadly — seldom came, His voice grew dull and low, The eye of light — the soul of flame — Burned down, — they ceased to glow. And there was silence, deep and lone ; We lost our heart's beloved one. Yes, he was changed, — we knew not how. But hourly he pined ; There came a languor o'er his brow Intense, but undefined ; His very spirit seemed consumed By some undying thought — Some bitter memory exhumed — Some grief to madness wrought. Yes, he grew changed ; — he drooped, he died ; — And for us — what had life beside ? I sometimes marvel, when despair Relaxes her cold sway, How being so intensely fair So soon could pass away ; — How soul, etherially formed As his, could bend beneath Thoughts which have earthlier hearts deformed, And yield it up to death : — Ill* ISLAND MINSTRELSY. I sometimes marvel, even now, The why ? — the wherefore ? — and the how ? We know not — we can never know The dark, cold reason why Such bounding bosoms are brought low, Why such bright beings die ; Alas ! the mind is shattered, And the heart's citadel Hath all its fresh hopes scattered Like Adam's — when he fell ; With but the one undying thought, There hath been deep destruction wrought ! And be it so ! — yet it is bliss To feel that hearts can live True in a weary world like this, Which no reward will give For silent uncomplaining woe, Save mockery's cold breath : — Yes ! one reward — one gift, we know. And that reward is — Death ! A happy boon to all that weep, A dreamless — an eternal sleep. ISLAND MINSTRELSY. Ill He died ! — our own beloved one died! We missed him every day, We missed him bounding by our side, We Mere no longer gay ; We missed him in the household mirth And in the household prayer; There was no cherished scene on earth But that we missed him there ; His place was lone, his smile was gone, — We wept for our beloved one. We wept — we mourned ; and yet we knew That happily we passed, That cheerfully his spirit flew Unto those joys amassed By his young mind, ere icy death Had fettered up its springs; Oh ! with that long, departing breath Earth and all meaner things, Its loves, its hopes, its fears were gone, — Heaven welcomed our beloved one. I 12 ISLAND MlNSTl'll I SI THE SUICIDE Tell me, ye wise — ye nobly virtuous, tell ! Is it a crime in heaven to love too well J To bear too tender or too firm a heart? To act a lover or a Roman's part? PorE. The freshness of life's morn had pass'd away — Its bloom was wither'd — its young sun had set ; — Sorrow o'ershadow'd it; — all had become Deep desolation and unvarying gloom. She had none to love her — none to yield one sigh In sacred sympathy unto her fate. She was alone in a cold cruel world, Without a home — a friend — a single tie, But that which desolates eternally, — ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 11.1 Even everlastingly destroys — destroys ! Fair as young- morn, and mild as opening day, Like some fair lily by the wandering breeze Borne to a thistled desert, so she bloom'd Amid the heartless crowd, and was alone — Dependant on the endless fantasies Of a capricious, griping, sordid few For an existence — oh ! how hardly earn'd ! She was an orphan — she was desolate ! To such there is lack of consolation. She had no young brothers, tender and brave, To shield her in life's shocks. She had not one Fair gentle sister to direct, or soothe, Or share her destiny. She had no sire — No doting mother — to point out the shoals In life's dark ocean She became a wreck ! There be griefs which naught can mitigate, — There be woes spurning participation — Woes — woes — deep, untold, weeping woes, For which there is " no balm in Gilead !" ******* Reason fell prostrate 'neath the blasting breatli Of the destroyer ;— 'neath that pestilence Its powers all crumbl'd into nothingness. The fiend had fled — the dastard and the fiend — I II ISLAND MINSTRF.l^ . Far o'er the distant waves; — awhile deep slept 1 leaven's awful vengeance, or the sea had 'whelmed The dastard ruffian. But he lives to bear The hell of conscience ! — ay, the seventh hell! What now had she to do with life ? Alas ! Not long did she resist her destiny : — Her heart was broken,— and oh! she was lost ! The waters clos'd above her, but less cold Than the world's breath, or scantily dol'd good. Yet she had gone to her untimely doom In the black darkness of intense despair. The beautiful pale girl lay cold in death, Her mild blue eye for ever, ever clos'd; Her long fair hair floated amid the weeds ; She slept beneath the waters, cold — cold — cold. Where must her waking be ? Tremble, oh man ! Man ! — mad destroyer of the trusting heart ! — Behold the bitter deed of every day ! Weep for the Suicide ! — ay, give her tears — Tears — tears ! blood-tears give the poor Suicide — The victim of man's love! — the lone pale girl, Defenceless and an orphan ! If there be, As creeds — (though uncongenial to our own, ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 115 Our proud, fair English faith) — as creeds aver, A middle state, where unredeemed souls In time atone for sin by penance drear, And win a place in heaven, — if it be so, Oh ! may such faith, for the poor Suicide, Be God's own sacred Gospel ! Most just Judge Of Earth and highest Heaven ! do Thou look down In wrath, rememb'ring mercy. She was dust — Frail, feeble, sinful dust ! Pardon, Oh God, Our sister ! — yea, our sister that hath err'd ; Yet — for that she was mortal, pardon her ! And — for that we are human and may fall, Shield us from sin ! — do Thou surround and save ! I -' IICi ISLAND MINSTRELSY. DREAMS. " How lovely is the world of dreams! " Beautiful dreams! beautiful dreams ! Come to my soul with your exquisite gleams ; Gleams of the land of the shadowless hours, Gleams of the regions of fadeless flowers, Gleams of enchanted bowers, moonlighted streams ; Beautiful dreams ! beautiful dreams ! Come to my weary heart, come to my slumbers; Breathe to my bosom your fairy-like numbers; Come to my waking hours, come to my sleeping, Every sense in your anodyne steeping ; With your sweet whisperings ever be near me, Let the light breath of your spirit -wings cheer me. ISLAND MINSTRELSY. '17 Ever flit round me, ever flit o'er me, All the beloved— the departed, restore me ; Bring me the memories colour'd by gladness, Bring me the feelings untainted by sadness, Bring me the eyes with your own bright beams, Beautiful dreams ! beautiful dreams ! Bear to -my bosom the light hearts of childhood, The birds and young flowers of my own far wild wood, — The hills and the glen where the clear brook is stealing, Youth's sunny visions, hope's gay revealing, All with which earth a pure paradise seems, — Beautiful dreams ! beautiful dreams ! Whence do ye come, dear mysterious things, With the rich hues of your magical wings ? Where is your airy home? where have ye birth? Oh ! ye have might and power over the earth ! Beautiful, shadowy, exquisite things, What is the spell which your potency flings? Come to me, tell me earth gloweth with light ; Tell me its destinies ever are bright ; Tell me no wearying care preys on the heart — Tell me its sweetest hopes never depart ; — Tell— till reality dull fancy seems, Beautiful dreams! beautiful dreams! II s ISLAND MINBTRELSY. Ay, let me dream — still let me dream Chasing a rainbow, or wooing a beam, So it beguiletk the wearisome way ; Sad hearts do journey to shadowless day — Beautiful dreams ! with your rosiest smiles Banish earth's weariness, sorrow, and wiles. Give to the memory — give to the breast Iris-tinged visionings, places of rest, Smiles all sincerity, words that are truth, Pleasures that make them not wings with gay youth ; Oh ! let me hope there is joy in your gleams, Beautiful dreams ! beautiful dreams ! ISLANU MINSTRELSY. 119 THE ISLAND PENITENT. There is blood upon that hand ! Shakspeaue. Far 'mid the rocks of Mann's wild shore An aged sinner dwelt ; But earthly tongue might never speak The pangs that sinner felt. Par in a cavern, by the shore Of dark Castrooan's Hood. \ fearful voice wail'd evermore, — •• o|i] sinner blood for blood !" 120 ISLAND MINSTRELSY. Yet many a day had that old man mourn'd Thro' a weary pilgrimage ; But can hard fare or penance drear Guilt's burning pangs assuage ? The tears of heartfelt penitence Are register'd in heaven ; But that gray man never shed a tear, That old man was unshriven. Oh ! he bare a deadly sin, I ween ; The voice wail'd " Blood for blood ! " And the Islemen'said, misdeeds had been By dark Castrooan's flood ; And that old man's harp was the white, white bone, Its strings were soft golden hair ; And the sinner in his sleep would moan, " Dead ! dead ! altho' so fair !" And the simple Islemen many a day Held marvel of the same, — And many a mother bless'd herself For thoughts she might not name, — And many a maiden's cheek was pale To cross the gloomy strath ; Alas ! there was a weary curse Upon the old man's path. ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 121 There is a headland bare and bold By Mona's lonely Isle, And there the wanderer may behold A solitary pile : The hoary sinner rear'd that pile — That time-worn cruciform, And there full many a day mourn'd he Above the mist and storm. There is a cave within the rock As dark as evil thought ; When winds howl'd loud, and waves dash'd high, Its gloom the sinner sought ; When not a ray of heaven's light Could that wild temple pierce, Oh ! he would mock the mad tempest With laughter loud and fierce ! Oh ! what is elemental wrath To the deep mental strife ? Alas ! the sinner's bitter laugh With agony was rife ; It mock'd, yea, mock'd the elements, It mock'd his own sad soul ; Woe and alas ! for evil hearts And minds that spurn control ! 1'2'2 ISLAND MINSTRELSY. And years went by, and from his cave The sinner pass'd away ; None knew the wherefore, when, or how, — None know it to this day ! Where'er he went, whate'er his fate, All dark Castrooan's flood Could never from his conscience cleanse The memory of blood. — Go, view those monuments of eld, They tell a fearful tale Of deeds that blanch the cheek, and make The stoutest heart to quail ; Alas ! there was doom for the sinner gray That passeth not with time ; Oh, well may the Islemen shuddering pray, " Lord, save us from all crime ! " ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 123 MY CHILDHOOD'S PRAYER. " Oh ! there is mildew in the lapse Ufa few miserable years'." My childhood's prayer! my childhood's prayer! 'Tis ringing ever in mine ear, With memories of sweet days that were When earth was new, and hope was dear; When not a cloud, or sigh, or tear Seemed traced within my horoscope, — Nor bitter pang, nor burning fear, But all things whispered hope, sweet hope! Alas ! there hath been sin and can' Between me and my childhood's prayei I 2 1 ISLAND MINSTRELSY. My childhood's prayer! — its tones have died, Time ! ever o'er this sea of thine ; And deeds and days and thoughts of pride Have traced a fearful fiery sign Upon this fated heart of mine : — Thank God, that desolating woe Cannot efface from its cold shrine The simple prayer of "long ago !" — Oh ! ever freshly, greenly there, Is flourishing my childhood's prayer. My childhood's prayer ! — oh, not one flower But minds me of its purity, — The lowliest daisy in the bower Brings back that gentle prayer to me, With all the joys of infancy: — I never look upon a star But that its radiance seems to be A beacon from the days afar — A memory of joys that were All fleeting — but my childhood's prayer. My childhood's prayer ! — each infant tone Was lisped beside my mother's knee : Alas ! my heart hath harder grown, Beneath a chilling destiny ; ISLAND MINSTRELSY. Yet never from my memory Shall fade the beautiful, the true ; — Sweet guardian of mine infancy, This heart still fondly clings to you ; — Each snowy thread 'mid thy dark hair Seems murmuring of my childhood's prayer. My childhood's prayer ! — its tones have fled, Its first fresh feelings all are flown ; My feelings now are cold and dead; — Alas ! the world seems darker grown: — And that home circle — they — mine own — Oh ! they are scattered far and wide ; Their destinies are dim — unknown — Their life is now a troubled tide ; They — they who were so free from care, When murmuring our childhood's prayer. And she — that pale and gentle child, With wavy locks of golden hair — She that had eyes so blue, so mild, — I )li. she was very, very fair, Like what I've fancied angels were; And then there was a black-eyed boy, One whom methought we could not spare, He was so much my father's joy — 125 L26 ISLAND MINSTRELSY. They slumber where the earthworms are, They breathe no more our childhood's prayer. My childhood's prayer ! — the gentle dead, The living bring it to my heart ; Tho' time hath bleach'd each parent's head And sped forth many a withering dart, And made the destinies apart Of kindred souls that should have blended, — And bade earth's vanities depart, And youth's most gorgeous dreams be ended ; Yet all things holy, fresh, and fair Seem murmuring of that early prayer. Alone, at the deep, dead midnight, Upon a tossed and weary bed, — Or wandering by the pale moon's light Amid the slumberings of the dead, — Or when day's parting glory shed A dreamy glow o'er earth and skies, — Or when the mists of twilight spread, Deceptive, o'er realities, — Oh ! every hour and every where Hath haunted me that early prayer. ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 127 There have been hours of deep distress — There have been years of grief and care — There hath been utter wretchedness — A darkness that could think no prayer ; Yet in the darkest days that were, A gentle voice from bygone years Thrilled to the brink of black despair, And gave the sinner words and tears : Yes, I have wept, and pleaded there My childhood's prayer! my chUdhood's prayer! 128 ISLAND MINSTRELSY. LINES WRITTEN IN A CHURCH-YARD. Yet a few days and dream-perturbed nights, And 1 shall slumber well — but where?— no matter. Byron. Yes, it is tranquil here, amid the dead ; Hush'd is the breeze, and still each dewy bough Where the young woodlarks nestle, — but they sleep : Yes, all are sleepers here, upon the hill, "Where in their " narrow cells for ever laid" The fathers of the hamlet rest in dust ; Where the bright, buoyant and unthinking host — Fair young ephemerals of yesterday — ISLAND MINSTRELSY. J 29 Are sleeping silently, and full as deep, With the pale daisies and new springing grass Decking the grave's repose ; — ay, there ; — look — there ! Do they not slumber well ? — they are gone home, Unto the land where sorrow is no more. Oh ! it is sweet, alone, amid the dead, With night and meditation, — holy night ! Its awful stillness and its host of stars, And the intensity of cloudless blue — Memory's too faithful mirror — ay 'tis sweet Here to retrace the visionary past, To muse on life's deluding vanities, Its gilded mockeries, its baseless joys. But some few fleeting years, and they who lie Around so peacefully — ay, these — were all Reckless, rejoicing beings ; — ran their race, And then gave place to others : — so it is. I too shall fill my niche in death's vast cell, And years shall not elapse until I come To claim a pillow of the quiet grave. Yes. there is that within which telleth me To wean my wild affections from the world, For length of days or earthly happiness May never come to me : — and it is well. Life is a wilderness of arid soil, And happiness is a celestial (lower K 130 ISLAND MINSTRELSY. That blooms not on its waste — blooms not for me. Then, why should I repine ? but lay me down And wait the joys that never may decay. And yet this heart burst from its infancy With burning hopes and aspirations high, And worlds of fetterless thought, and dreams of earth- Vividly beautiful — without one shade. Alas ! the pinions of mind's heavenward wing Are pierced and drooping; — the bright colouring Of life's gay canvas hath a tarnish now; And cold Reality — that hideous ghoul — Steps in and mocks at my poor, wingless hope And bids me bend to fate. Oh ! I have seen The canker in the rose — the blossom fade— The lily severed from its shielding nest — The violet plucked — the humble daisy crushed — The gay young carolling bird pierced on the wing — The gorgeous butterfly, upon a flower Sipping its meed of sweetness, shivered Into a mass of atoms ! — and can I Marvel at the brief date of earthly joys ? I ask not aught of life : — I look not here For that which satisfies a heart like mine. True it had one wild wish, but — it is o'er : Its beatings now are sounding like the clods ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 131 I sadly tread upon : — where it shall rest 1 may not say — but oh ! I know 'tis soon ! I feel so very strangely, whilst the moon Glides brightly thro' heaven's cerulean arch Tinging the channel with a silvery glow, And the wave rushes 'gainst the beaten rock With mournful dash, and screams the boding owl From yonder mouldering turret, sad and lone, With note foretelling death ! — ay, kind, cold death ! I have strange dreamings of an early grave, As if I soon should pass to its repose, — Wild, vagrant musings of an aching heart ; Yet, when these balmy zephyrs gently fan The fevered glow of my poor burning cheek — My head reclined upon tins peaceful mound — I feel 'twere sweet to die, to lay me down Within the shrining of an early grave. And when my time does come, and I am laid In a low grave on this mausoleum hill, — When o'er my humble turf the willow waves Its mournful whispers to the night wind's breast, — Let those who loved me come unto the spot And weep some few true tears above my rest; K a 132 ISLAND MINSTRELSY. Ay, let them be in sad sincerity, For one lone vigil o'er a weary heart. Mine hath been other destiny than/a«>; — Yet, in ray utter -wretchedness, I pray That none beside may ever shadow forth Aught that is dark in mine. I shall go home — Unto the only rest for all who mourn. World! thou hast wrecked a heart — (poor luckless thing!) — That dreamed thee lovely thro' a host of ill. 'Tis useless now to speak of its repay, Save that it merited not thy cold breath ; — It better held of thee. Nathless, 'tis well — 'Tis better that its course is well nigh done : There will be no disquiet in the grave ; — That is a very, very pleasant shrine To wasted hopes and feelings all too warm For the cold intercourse of this dark world. Oh! 'twill be very free from aching breasts, Such as will haunt us here. Sweet pallid Moon ! Shroud not thy radiance from my ardent gaze Yet awhile ; — pour thy calm splendour to me : Oh! shine, sweet Moon ! for soon the time must come When I shall gaze no longer on thy face, — ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 133 But thou wilt rise and sliine upon my grave : Guide, then, some hapless wanderer like to me To hold lone watehings on the funeral hill — To muse as I do o'er the fevered past, The dark corroding weariness of heart, That lays so many low — brings youthful heads From their spring glory and their bursting hopes To pillow with the worm. Oh happiness ! That thou shouldst be a dream — a sickly breath — A transient vapour — fleeting as the breeze ! Oh misery ! that thou shouldst riot on The glowing cheek and laughter -loving eye, And turn them wan and rayless! Human life ! What art thou ? and Avhat art thou, glorious Moon ! That thou shouldst be so bright, and I so sad ? Wuuld I were some cold planet like to thee, Pulseless and passionless and bright and cold, Gazing down carelessly on bloodhound care And griefs that waste men's souls ! Oh Moon ! to think Such lovely radiance should thus fall upon All that is dark and drear and hideous In this poor world of ours ! — that thou shouldst hold Thy high confessional for woes like mine ! thy mild rays are resting on the graves, 131 ISLAND MINSTRELSY. Sparkling in dewy gems, — mild— ay, most mild, And wan and pallid as the brow of Death ! Moon ! thon canst never warm the sleeping dust ! Thy brightest glory will not enter there : — I too so woo thy hallowed radiance : — But Moon ! thou never, never canst illume The grave of hope — a chilled enthusiast breast ! ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 135 MY ISLAND HOME. 'Ob ! what can sanctify the joys of home Like one fond glance from off life's troubled foam ! " My Island home! my Island home! The lone — the loved — the fair — the free ; Pale emerald set in pearly foam, One Island heart beats high for thee ; Amid the whirlwinds and the 6torms, " Whate'er my fate, where'er I roam," The thought of thee my bosom warms, My Island home ! my Island home ! L36 ISLAND MINSTRELSY. My Island home ! this bounding breast Swells with the patriot's truest glow ; Oh ! if (here be one tranquil rest, One home of refuge here below, Thou art that rest, thou lonely star ! For thee the wanderers cease to roam ; To thee the warriors turn from far, My Island home ! my Island home ! Oh Mona ! — daughter of the flood! Oh Mona, Mona ! — graili my cree ! The faithful heart — the pure — the good, The brave — the wise — beat high for thee ! Genius of Mona ! hear thy child In thy fair temple's glorious dome Breathing her spirit to thy Avild, Sweet Island home ! sweet Island home ! ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 137 THE YOUNG CONSUMPTIVE. Ay ! but to die, This sensible warm motion to become A kneaded clod : 'tis too horrible ! Shakspeare. Alas, sweet sister, hope no more for me, For I am dying — dying! Blessed God! 1 would not murmur at my destiny, But bend me to Thy will, and "kiss the rod." Yes, I am dying ! Earth can do no more ; My life is ebbing rapidly away; The parting struggle will be shortly o'er. Anil I shall pass from the fair lace of day — 138 ISLAND MINSTRELSY. Unto an early grave amid the hills — A sleep that shall be dreamless: — yet 'tis best; — Mine no wrecked hope shall be — no pang that kills. Oh God, 'tis just !— I bow to Thy behest ! Yes, I am dying! — Cling not as the vine Unto my soul, sister! — I must depart : — Oh ye beloved ones, do not seek to twine Your earthly fetters closer round my heart ! — For I must leave ye, — tho' the village bell Is ringing out its most heart-cheering peal ; Gay, gloriously-triumphant doth it swell On the young breeze to heaven ; — yet, oh ! I feel Such bridal peal for me may never ring Its joyous burden. I shall lay my head Where the warm sunbeams ever gently fling Their brightest haloes o'er the early dead. Yet, I had dreams of happiness to come Upon the laughing face of God's fair earth — Unmingled happiness and bliss with some That will regret me at the board and hearth : — Tell her I loved her to the last — the last ! True, I am young to love ; yet so it is. Oh, that this bitterness of death were past ! Oh, that my spirit were in heaven's bliss ! ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 139 And I am young to die ! — ay, young to leave The pleasant voices and the mountain streams ; — I who so vividly sweet dreams could weave Of life and love and hope — (ay, they were dreams!) And bless the God who gave me faculties So to enjoy and hope, and to rejoice In His most glorious earth By His decrees The spell is broken, broken ! — yea, the voice — The voice you cannot hear hath whispered me, And angel forms do beckon; yes, I go Unto a home in blest eternity. Sisters, I did not think to leave ye so, In my young morn of manhood ! Sisters, come Nearer unto your brother ; — lie departs. Ye will be lonely in your simple home, But guard his memory within your hearts, — And plant young roses o'er his early grave ; And, sisters — sisters ! lead her to the spot, And kneel together where the willows wave. In death, in dust, I would not be forgot. Farewell, my sisters ! — oh, a long adieu ! — The day seems passing from me ; — yet, come near ; — I still would cling to life to gaze on you And her who made existence doubly dear. 140 ISLAND MINSTRELSY. And this is dying ! — Oh ! the agony Of the departing spirit! — Sisters, now Kneel in your sorrowing, and pray for me — And wipe the cold, cold death-dew from my brow ;- Pray that the struggle may be quickly o'er ; — p ra y !— Oh! I bless ye with my latest breath ! Weep not, my sisters ! — I shall moan no more ! "Weep not ! — I bless ye in the throes of — death ! ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 141 MY BROTHER'S GRAVE I weep, but not rebellious tears— I mourn, but not in hopeless woe. C. A. Bowles. My brother's grave ! my brother's grave ! Tis lowly in the shade, Spring's fragrant blossoms o'er it wave, In early sweets arrayed ; Oh ! 'tis not long since he who lies So cold, so pale beneath, Bloom'd like the laurel, which defies Dread Winter's blasting breath. 142 ISLAND MINSTRELSY. Come, view the spot where flow'rets wave; There he does calmly rest In the shroud, the coffin, hi the grave, With cold earth on his breast ; Yes, he has gained that last low bed Which all the living must, And there my own beloved dead Mingles with kindred dust. My brother's grave ! — and can it be ? — Those words do sound so strange ; He' used to roam the hills with me — The glens we used to range — He used to mark the wild birds' flight « Beside the rushing Lhaane ; I cannot think that eye of light May never beam again ! I cannot think that that blythe boy Hath ceased to roam the dell ; Could cold Death dim — could it destroy The one we loved so well — The bright black eye — the bounding breast ? Oh ! be each doubt forgiven ! Is he not numbered with the blest ? — Is not his portion Heaven ? ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 14.3 Oh! yes, he slumbers deeply there, — The grave's oblivious gloom Shrincth a bud — more dear, more fair Ne'er entered to the tomb ! Oh, childhood's hours ! — oh, other years !- Ye visionary things ! — I'm borne into your smiles and tears On memory's mystic wings. Your blissful dreams, oh, other years ! Come rushing o'er my soul, Your host of joys, of hopes, of fears, Of thoughts which spurn control ; ■ Ye point to that calm holy shade Where sweet pale violets wave, To the green hill where he is laid — My brother's early grave. 1 1 1 ISLAND MINSTRELSY. TO WILLIE. " — Beautiful, beautiful childhood ! I weep your earthly glory ; — 'tis a light Lent to the new-born spirit, that goes out With the first idle breath !" My darling boy ! my darling boy ! — My loved — my beautiful — my bright ! I liail thy natal day Avith joy And thankfulness and deep delight ! Another year hath passed away, My Willie ! thou art old to-day. ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 145 Two fleeting years, and thou art now As brightly-beautiful as Hope — A being pure as Alpine sriow, Angelic as the forms that float Over a lover's doting dream, At rest beside a woodland stream. My gentle child ! my gentle child ! Mine own sweet Willie ! let me look Into those eyes so darkly mild, And in their pure and pensive book Read every hope so fondly nursed, When their blue beams unfolded first. Bless thee, my darling! — bless thee! — bless! Oh ! that thou couldst but fathom now The deep, undying tenderness With which I gaze upon thy brow — That gentle brow — so fair, so mild — Yea, God Almighty bless my child ! Here, twine thy tiny arms around My neck, thou little cherish' d one! Can any other arms be found To clasp thee so, and dote upon Thy little stores of prattling mirth? — Oh ! none can love thoo more on earth ' 1 16 . ISLAND MINSTRELSY. Those little toddling feet of thine May totter to some other knee, Those darling lips that have to mine Grown from their earliest infancy, Oh ! they will press some other's, boy ! But shall they yield them half the joy Thy dear caresses gave to me, Thro' many a bygone weary hour? Oh Willie ! it is misery To feel my weakness, and thy power : My darling boy ! from thee to part Must prove a death -pang to this heart. Ay, laugh, thou young bewitching sprite, Thro' those soft curls of sunny hair, As the young threaded sunbeams bright : Boy! boy! should ever murderous Care Set his cold signet upon thee, How it would blight my destiny ! Bless thee, my darling ! I am sad Whilst thou art peering curiously Into my dismal face ; but glad — Right glad must I this morning be ; Yes, little love, we must be gay, If ever, — on thy natal day ! ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 147 Yet, my blest baby, in the hours Of coming years, remember me ! For be it thorns, or be it flowers, One heart blends with thy destiny, — . One heart would burst if thou couldst prove Forgetful of its early love. I. 2 L48 ISLAND MINSTRELSY. THE CORONATION " Dy banner jee shiu, Victoria!"* Like a young radiation of May dawn Came she unto her people's yearning gaze, Our daughter of the Islands ! Ay, she came Fair and effulgent as the glowing beam Of the young morning, or the ladye moon, Chaste in her silvery car of holy light, Far up amid the islands of the stars, * God bless thee, Victoria! ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 149 Supremely radiant ! So shone she on Assembled myriads in worship mute, And dumb with ecstacy — and yet not dumb, For when that peerless creature — that beloved — Looked with the star -blaze of her glorious eyes, Upon the spell-bound — when Victoria smiled In native loveliness and queenly grace On her assembled subjects, — then the shout Of rapturous millions filled the glowing air With loud devout acclaim and fervent prayer For the young gentle one — their very own — That heaven might shield her on the proud old throne Of royal England — Sovereign of the free — Queen of the Islands — Empress of the flood! Yea, the spell burst before a mightier spell, The magic of her presence : and she came U nto a loud rejoicing of the brave — A nation's fealty— a world's bright hope ! Amid her people went Victoria To God's high temple, and did kneel her down Before the sovereign Lord of Earth and Heaven — The God who gave her empire — He who gave A nation — yea, a nation wonderful Amid earth's destinies, unto her hand. She knelt amid her people, and did pray For grace and guidance and support and faith. 150 ISLAND MINSTRELSY. And wisdom to discharge most righteously The manifold duties of her awful trust. Came there no answer to that intense prayer Of royal innocence and artless youth ? Beloved one ! thine own — thy father's God — The God who answereth, bcholdeth thee Bending before his altar, laying low Thine earthly crown before thy heavenly King, For blessing and approval : take it up, For He doth bless thee, maiden ! — He will bless ! She bent her gentle head to God's high priest, And with the oil — the consecrated oil — He did anoint the Princess; he did wed That young bright being to the cares of state, And he did place a crown of purest gold On her fair regal brow, and blessed her; And she arose a Queen most consecrate By Heaven and earth, — unrivalled — uncontrolled. And there was joy in Britain, joy — deep joy, And thundering volleys startled the uld hills With their mad, roaring, joyous savagery : The loud shrill clarion and the bugle note Woke up the echoes from the silent caves Of the old years departed, and the ghosts ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 151 Of sleeping ages came in snowy troops Amid etherial cloudlets, to behold Our young Britannia — our most worshipped Queen — Amid her country's hearts — her firmest throne. The trumpets pealed loud notes of victory ; Ay, one deep hymn of gladness rent the air, One most astounding prcan rose to heaven, And the proud roofs of that gray abbey rung With the strong exultation of the proud — The universal anthem of the free. The plumes waved o'er many a noble brow Radiant with joy and pearls, and the rich robes Rustled imperially, and glittering gold And sparkling diamonds paled in the sweet blaze Of brighter eye-beams; — yea, they lent a glow, A richer lustre to the jewellery In the proud coronets round England's throne: And 'mid that throng of England's proudest fair, Her noblest dames and her most stately peers, And priests and elders, stood Victoria! Supremely lovely in her youthfulness, With her blue humid eye and fair high brow Ami sun-brown braided tresses, and a form Childlike and buoyant as celestial Hope, — A Queen in very girlhood ! How hearts beat 152 ISLAND MINSTRELSY. Tumultuously in the inspiring scene ! The brave of many lands, the choicest flower Of foreign chivalry bent low before Onr daughter of the islands ! — yea, they came O'er the bine rolling wave to honour her Called by the voice of God in early youth To reign a Queen in princely Albion ! 'Twas beautiful to mark those kingly men — Those lion-hearted chiefs of "hundred fights" Bending before her girlhood's gentleness, Melting beneath her smile, and breathing prayers On her most royal head ! — 'twas beautiful! No, not a heart but vowed deep fealty; No, not one thought but blessed her; — not »ne sword But would have leaped — ay, and most murderously — From out its jewelled sheath, had one low word Murmured disloyalty to one so dear ! Oh ! it was rare, and very beautiful, To mark the many and the motley hearts Breathing, in unison most exquisite, One fervent aspiration — "Bless the Queen!" The spell is broken, and the dreamy host Hath vanish'd as a vision, — ay 'tis done; ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 153 But there doth linger yet within my soul A memory of beauty not to fade ; — Oh no ! that must not fly me, tho' the tones — The thrilling tones of those remembered sounds Will cease to echo through the dreariness Of the dull silent heart, — tho' that brow Will grow so sorrowful — so changed — so sad Beneath the pressure — ay, a very crown ! That memory is mine : — and yet, sweet one, Methinks a time must come — oh ! yes, will come — The weary, weary apathetic hours, When thou wilt cast that crown from off thy head, And wish it were a wreath of gay wild flowers Worn by a peasant girl within a cot. "Oh ! the crown of ever-glorious England Sits not light upon the brow that wears it;" Thorns, unseen thorns pierce, tho' invisible ; Cares are the gems that stud it — heavy cares; Woe for the sorrows of a royal breast — The unshared — unparticipated grief! ******* There is a lonely island in the sea, A simple little island of the mist, Whose hills are bare and treeless, where the winds Make wild, wild melody in warring o'er ]")1 ISLAND MIKSTRELSY. The humble valleys where the willows wave : — But Mona's breasts are loyal — yea, devout In their deep worship of our gentle Queen, — Most true in their simplicity, and loud In fervent homage and pure fealty To th" first Queen of Mann — Victoria ! The first young Sovereign within the wild Old kingdom of Mac Lear ! — the very first For whom so joyously they rent the skies With long reiteration, "Bless the Queen!" The caves rang echoes back from fairy land, And the old spirits of the many spells Came to the happy day rejoicingly ; — Ay, the pale shades of the gray warriors Came from their rocky beds on Dalby's brow At the loud summons of that revelry, And the old Druids in Glendarraght's caves Flitted in airy shrouds ; the fairies too Came from their solitudes in fairy land — Their verdant palaces, by the strong spell — The magic of Victoria's lauded name; And all good angels of the fairy isle Mingled with those lone children of the mist, And loudly rose the long and fervent prayer, And thus its intense burden swelled to heaven :— " God save thee, maiden of a royal race ! ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 155 May life to thee be ever freshly fair, At evening as at morn ! may no rude thorns Serpent-like mingle with the many flowers Scattered profusely in thy young career ! May happy, happy years of blessed peace In calm unclouded sunshine pass o'er thee ! May bright eyes grow brighter for thy presence ! May hearts live on in still unbrokenness, And earth's dark destinies be purified, Whilst our Victoria reigns !" 156 ISLAND MINSTRELSY. DREAMS OF THE PAST. Could I trace out that fabulous stream, Which washes remembrance away ! Byron. Dreams of the past, repose — repose ! Ye do but mock my way Like to the wild-fire light which glows Whore pallid spectres play. Dreams of the past ! I feel your smiles Play o'er my spirit yet — A lovely memory that beguiles The pangs of cold regret ! ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 157 Dreams of the past ! 'tis better far Ye should not rise and shine Like the pale radiance of a star Above the gloomy mine ! Ye but reveal the cheerless gloom Of an unhappy breast, Where joy and hope have made a tomb — A too untimely rest. Dreams of the past ! ye are too bright To cross the present hours, Like meteors to a -wintry night, Or birds to leafless bowers, Or bursts of music 'mid the knells Toll'd for the early dead, Or harp-notes amid maniac yells, Or flowers o'er Death's cold bed. Dreams of the past! oh, mock me not Ye send my soul astray, Ye bid me murmur at my lot: — I fain would soar away Beyond the arrowy storms of fate, Beyond this world of rare : — Dreams of the past 1 'lis all too late, To mourn for joys thai wen-. 158 ISLAND MINSTRELSY. Have yc one hope — have ye one ray To light the depths of care — Save from the rays long pass'tl away To heighten the despair ? Have ye no ray — no cheering gleam ? — Be the dark doubt forgiven ! — Oh ! yes, there is one morning beam — The blessed hope of Heaven. Dreams of the past! more bright, more fair, And yet more dear than ye — That blessed hope dispels despair, And leads to brighter day ; And oh! for every storm-toss' d barque On rocks of sorrow riven, Shall rise that day-beam to the dark — That blessed hope of Heaven. ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 159 T MY SIS T E B . ON HEARING HER SING " OH, LEAVE ME TO MY SORROW.' Oh, 'tis the melody I've heard in former years, Each note recalls to me Forgotten smiles and tears. T. IIaynes Bayly. Touch, oh. ! touch those chords again, Fling once more that deep spell o'er me, Breathe, oh! hreathe that mystic strain, Bring the shadowy past heforo me ; Sing, do sing the song I love, Thai wild minstrelsy of sadness, Earthward breathed from Heaven above, .lust to soothe the brow of madness. 160 ISLAND MINSTRELSY. Anne ! 'twas thus that thou didst sing; — Oh, dost thou not remember when ? Years have passed on rapid wing, Loved ones are laid low since then : Yes, 'twas thus; and they who gazed, Some are far on the rude billow; They who listened, loved, and praised, — Some are on the dreamless pillow. But thy voice is still the sweet Thrilling soul-deep melody, Such as hearts of ages cheat; Sing, — thou bringest tears to me. Heed not, heed not requiem tears — "Leave me to fond memory's sorrow; Let me weep o'er vanish'd years, Griefs may pass away to-morrow." Sister, sing thy song once more, Fling that deep enchantment o'er me, Breathe, oh ! breathe it o'er and o'er, All my soul dissolves before thee. ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 1G1 THE WANDERING BEE The spectres whom no exorcism can bind, The cold — the changed — perchance ihe dead, Byron. Whence art thou roaming, poor wandering bee? To the boundless paths of the old blue sea, From the flowery shores of the verdant earth, To the ocean plains where rude storms have birth, Where no heath-flower blows — where no roses bloom, Nor is rest I'm- thee on the golden broom. M 162 ISLAND MINSTKULSY. Oh ! why hast thou strayed from the sunny shore To the cold sea breeze and the billows' roar ? Or why dost thou roam from thy quiet cell Where thine own beloved companions dwell , Where the honey-flower blooms in golden showers In those garden homes of the sunny hours ? Comest thou with tales of thine own green dells, Where the young bees hum in the cowslip bells, Toiling away with their low sweet song, Heedless that earth hath a sorrow or wrong? Comest thou with talcs of those happy things, With the merry buzz and the fairy wings ? Or comest thou weary and drooping here, Mourning — (what mourns not in earthly sphere ?)— Mourning some loved — ay, some idolized thing Gone like the dead in hope's brightest spring? Poor wandering bee !. return to the shore — The dead are the happy — they mourn no more. Or comest thou with tales of home to me ? Art thou the herald of Destiny ? Hath death been busy on yonder shore ? Would they bid me back from the water's roar? For thy pensive humming hath tone of grief, Well may I tremble, — "the bright are brief!" ISLAND MINSTRELSY. And the ocean is trackless, the world is dark, There are sorrowful hearts in our lonely hark : Oh ! 'tis a sweet sorrow to hear thee sing, Hovering perchance on a fated wing : Go- go, thou art free — return to the shore — But, messenger bee, — wander thence no more ! M 2 163 (CI ISLAND MINSTRELSY. THE BROKEN SPELL Broke is the spell— broke is the spell— The dream is o'er ! Rosalie. We knew that he had sought her In her own secluded home, We knew that he had taught her From his dark eye's mystic tome, We knew that far too fondly She had learned to trust his smile — Scorning all who bade her fear His soft winning words of guile. ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 165 He told her she was singled From the gentle of the earth, As his silvery accents mingled With her own in household mirth ; His place was still heside her, And her's was his sweetest tone, And enwreathed with every fibre Was his image — his alone. They strayed thro' her loved bowers When summer heavens were fair ; He twin'd the dewy flowers With her dark clustering hair, He sung sweet songs unto her Of his far, far distant home, Till he spell-bound every feeling — Fixed them — never more to roam. Oh ! he bound her sold unto him By a mastery of art, — His looks, his words were sorceries To chain a simple heart ; Too deeply wrought the poison-spells Of eveiy liquid tone; — The world had not one sound so dear, She lived for him alone. KiO ISLAND MINSTRELSY. Wo heard weak woman's sorrow And deep anguish in those Lowers; One place was lonely in the mirth, Neglected were the flowers ; The spell of joy that lighted Heart, bower, and hall was dim ; Each bursting hope was blighted — She had but lived for him. The poison-spell was broken, Her lot was fixed as fate ; By every bitter token Her path was desolate ; She mused in gloomy silence, She looked up but to sigh, And she was learning cold mistrust — Seeking no sympath}' ! The burning dream was over, The warmest heart was cold ; There was but one undying pain Of agony untold ; It had but one unchanging sense — Of misery and doom, And, in that wretched apathy, Despair's intensest gloom. ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 1 tj 7 She shrined herself, and linger'd on In sunshine or in mirth, Mourning for the idolatry She had bestowed on earth ; Oh ! well she knew the chastisement, Tho' deeply dealt was just — She knew we may not shrine our hearts' Best hopes in sinfid dust. There was music in the chambers, And dancing in the hall — Have ye not seen rare 'broidery Upon funereal pall ? — There were rich sparkling goblets, And fair woman's gayest tone — But the unseen spirit whispered, — " She weeps for thee alone !" 1G8 ISLAND MINSTRELSY. ELIZA " Yet we know that she is happy now Where saints their calm watch keep ; Angels are crowning that fair brow — Then, wherefore should we weep? " Yes, she was dying ! earth could do no more : In vain the gentle sunshine will'd to warm The death-chill at her heart, and vain the breeze- The young, invigorating, spring-tide breeze, With all its birds and flowers, — for now to her Earth had no further balm. Oh ! beautiful In her fast waning beauty — beautiful, ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 169 Pale, gentle, meek — she look'd a last farewell, And the rich, dreamy languor of her eye Gave most contentedly — most chasteifdly — A parting glance on earth, andturn'd it thence To greet the Spoiler in his dread approach — The ruthless rider of the pallid steed Careering onward from .the land of shade, With aspect horribly grim — relentless, And spear uplifted — murderously tip'd Dcstin'd to pierce her heart ; and fast, oh ! last Was she thus tending to the awful verge Of the invisible world — the spirit land : And yet she smil'd from off her dying couch Upon the monster Death. And must she die ? Alas ! that aught so very gently fair, So eloquently beautiful, must fade ! Oh ! there was radiant softness in her eye . And in its pensive blue-deep holiness, Which spake of that fair land of her soul's home, Where shadows darken not, nor partings come : And thus she pass'd— our loved Eliza pass'd From earth's vain loves — its very false, mad loves— Ere that her heart was wrecked, or peace destroy'd, Or fond hopes shattered on the shuals of life she passed into her grave -oh ! envied lot ! 170 ISLAND MINSTRELSY. Weep not, oh ! weep not, ye bereaved ones ! She is gone home, sick of this weary world. Seek her in heaven, where all is shadelcss bliss ! Mourn not her loss, but give her to her God ! ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 171 DESOLATION Ah, sister! desolation is a delicate thing! " Alas ! it is an evil thing To lead young hearts astray, To blight the promise of life's spring, And cloud its opening day ; Oh! little does the worldling ween How words of idle breath Fling darkness over every scene, And misiry, and death ! 172 ISLAND MINSTRELSY. Oil! can such hope to lind on earth Pure shadeless peace again, Or be but alien in the mirth Or in the festal train ? For will not conscience bear them still The evil they have wrought ? And who may ever win them from The goading despot — Thought ? Or, who may win them from the past The love that could not die — The voice — the glance — the every smile Of their own perfidy ? Or, who may bring the sunshine back To youth's cold fading brow, Or bring the bloom to its pale cheek, Or wash out every vow ? ******* Where is the vision she had once ? Her beautiful — her own ! The fated wildly woke to feel — It was for ever flown ! To feel but that her spring of life Was gone for ever by, A withered world of wasted hopes, Whose streams were all gone dry. ISLAND MINSTRELSY. The dream was o'er ; — and well she knew Thus would its waking be ; She had a prophet's prescience Of her dark destiny. Oh ! in her soul, in hues of fire, In colours ne'er to set, Burned every memory of the past — She hoped not to forget. The dream was o'er — the tale was told; — She prayed an angered Heaven That all her mad idolatry Of earth might be forgiven : And much she strove to fling away The poison-passion's breath; She might not, — 'twas a messenger From the cold monarch — Death. And he exulted in his prize, That he should dim the soul Which, proud in its own sympathies, Defied the world's control. She cared not now, — for oh! to her Life had no coming bliss; If earth hath hell for woman's peace, Tis such a fate as this ! 173 17 1 ISLAND MINSTRELSY. THE B It A I D " Oh ! take this fairy braid, And wear it, love, forme." When the fingers that wove it lie still in the grave, And the young brow that bare it is cold — When the spirit that lov'd thee has ceased to rave, And the tale of the fated is told — When the green grass is springing up fresh o'er my rest, And the mournings of many depart — Oh ! place thou my simple dark braid on thy breast, And shrine me, sweet love, in thine heart ! ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 175 When the dark eyes that shone with pure passion's deep glow Lie dim in death's horrible cell — "When the wild bounding bosom lies moveless and low, With the worm and corruption to dwell — Oh ! remember me, then — oh ! remember me, then — Gone down from the bright face of day, From the hearth, from the mirth, from bower and glen, From the lov'd — the happy — the gay. Ay ! remember me, then — and remember me there All mouldering beneath the cold sod ; And oh ! in the depths of a bootless despair • Ask pardon — not mine — but of God. My heart strings were sever'd, but thou art forgiven, My worst wish for thee is — " be blest !" And yet yet I hope to behold thee in heaven, Where the weary and wretched have rest. I 7<» ISLAND MINSTRELSY. T HE FOWL E 11 " Man's a stern hunter !" Poor little bird ! lie still within the brake Where that the shade is deepest; — fly not yet From the dear home of thy paternal tree ; Bird ! there is Death upon the breath of morn — Cold, cruel, calculating, bloody Death ! The fowler seeks thee ;— mark him, where he lurks ! Treacherous and dark, and murderously bent Upon thy little life ! Lie still— lie still !— Droop thy small head beneath that fairy wing, And keep close covert in thy sheltering nest ! ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 177 " Man's a stern hunter !" — not alone, sweet bird ! No, not alone art thou that hunter's prey — Oh! not alone. Look, where some joyous breast Bursts from its solitude on youth's gay wing — Look, where it revels 'mid the many flowers Of life's fair promising, — undreaming thing ! — Thoughtless that life hath aught but sweets and flowers, And melody and mirth. But, look again ! Behold that gorgeous phantom in the dust, Bleeding and pierced and wounded to the core ! Alas ! the stern, stern huntsman lay in wait 'Mid all that loveliness, and from its depths Came forth a shaft poison'd with power to kill. Bird of the wilderness — sweet forest bird, Hie to the shade of thine own happy tree, And seek no world beyond that bowery home ; Carol thy jocund hymns from morn to eve Within the leafy palace of thy love ; — But rest thee there, oh, rest thee ! There is not One joy without the brake to tempt thee forth. Bird, gentle bird, lie still within its shade ! " Man's a stern hunter." 17* ISLAND MINSTRELS? . THAT MILD BLUE EYE. How did this end t And was not if/is enough — They met — they parted! Shelley. He gazed upon that mild blue eye, And chords which long had darkly slept Breathed a low song from memory — He turned away, and wept — and wept ! There came a murmur of the past With the wild waving of her hair, And Memory's might before him cast A form as bright — a face as fair. ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 17 l J He gazed upon her, and there came A vision of his early youth — That sacred era none may name Save as the grave of love and truth. He gazed upon her till his soul Grew back to those departed years ; The feeling was beyond control — He dash'd away hot gathering tears. They were for one, alas ! no more, Whose early grave was far away ; She slept upon a distant shore Where her own country's children lay; That gentle being, fond and true, That fairy foot, that buoyant form, That hair so bright, those eyes as blue, That snowy bosom once as warm. The stranger turned away and wept, — His heart was in that lonely grave Where youth and beauty deeply slept Beyond the darkly-rolling wave ; He turn'd away with shuddering start, To think how premature decay Might wither up that fair girl's heart, And lay her in the loathsome clay. N -' 180 ISLAND MINSTRELSY. Oh memory — mysterious power! Give — give me up thy hallowed key, Unfolding every bygone hour, — The loved — the lost — I claim of thee ! How one faint smile, one fairy tone, Wakes up the long-departed years Ere bounding breasts have sadness known, Or death, or misery, or tears ! Strange, how a flash from some sweet eye Rekindles an expiring light — Some beacon of the days gone by, When all was beautiful and bright: Strange, how the past before us throngs, The beamy smile, the sunny brow, The music tones, the twilight songs, The all that were — but are not now. ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 181 WEARINESS. " How do such loathe the laughter idly-loud, And long to change the robe of revel for the shroud !" Bid me rejoice ? — oh, cruel thought ! Bid me rejoice ? — oh, no ! Here — here destruction hath been wrought, And agony and woe. Hope never more may come to me, My heart is like a grave For happiness and memory, For all that once could sa\ e. |s-j island MINSTRELSY. Ye may rejoice, ye have light breasts, Ye have no weary heart; But there be thought that never rests, And griefs that ne'er depart ; There is an eye that looks upon All things with vacant gaze, There is a breast that hopes not one Fair hope for coming days. Hope's temple is deserted now, — The spoliator, Time, Hangs withered garlands on each bough Within a desert clime ; The idol has been riven thence, And grim Reality, In its most dread omnipotence, Frowns sternly upon me. And let it frown ! — for I am not That which I once have been ; Shadows have deepened o'er my lot, — Life's vistas, once so green, Are desolate and arid grown ; There is no resting-place For the soul's ark, — the dove has flown Without a single trace — ISLAND MINSTRELSY. Of home, of refuge : Can it find Such on the darkened earth ? Oh, wing thee for the contest, Mind ! Thou art of heavenly birth ! Cast of all weary clayiness, 'Tis unbefitting thee ; There is no doom or bitterness Where thy repose would be. Bid me rejoice ? — but, oh ! not here, For every smile is pain ; I look on that too priz'd — too dear — It looks not back again ; I look on an estranged brow, A lip that wears no smile, An eye all changed and dimmed now— Oh ! life hath much of guile — And much to make the spirit hate Its cold hypocrisy ; — We dream — and wake, alas ! too late To find Hope's fallacy ! Then bid not me rejoice ! ye may Until each magic scene Drops — and the actors pass away — Ye feel but what hath been ! 183 Is I ISLAND MINSTRELSY. N I G H T . Silence anil darkness— solemn sisters — twins ! Young. Oh, holy Night ! Oh, pensive Night ! Oh, sacred silence of the grave ! Now the rapt spirit wings her flight To where the bowers immortal wave ; Now every fevered pulse is still As the calm dead on yonder hill. ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 1 85 On yonder lull an angel sleeps, The young, the lovely, and the good — There, where the drooping willow weeps The earth-worms have angelic food, She knows no care, she fears no ill, On yonder hill, on yonder hill. On yonder lull, on yonder hill My childhood's playmate sleeps alone ; There, when a noisy world is still I seek her low recording stone, And, bidding life's vain fancies fly, I commune with my Jane on high. On yonder hill, on yonder hill, With darkness, silence, and the dead, Oh ! every maddening pulse is still, And I can lay my weary head Upon that sweet but humble rest, The turf that clothes her gentle breast. And I can pray alone — alone, Far from the crowd, the toil, the strife, The hollow smile, the bitter moan, The waste, the weariness of life ; And there doth peace my bosom till On yonder bill, >>n yonder lull. 186 ISLAND MINSTRELSY. Oh, h.»ly Night— oh, holy Night! Silence and darkness shrine the spot; When festal halls are glittering bright, And splendour gilds the worldling's lot, Be hut the zephyr and the rill My music upon yonder hill. And when the fitful dream is o'er, And I be gathered to the dead, Oh ! teach the tree I loved of yore To droop and blossom o'er my head ; For my freed soul shall hover still O'er yonder hill, o'er yonder hill. ISLAND MINSTRELSY. ! v 7 DESPONDENCY. " But speak not thus to one whose heart is beating Against life's narrow bound in conflict vain ." Hemans. On ! thou art like the beam which lingers Pallidly o'er the desert waste, And I am like the harp by fingers Of fiery Desolation traced, Whose chords no more reverberate In that pale moonlight — -'tis too late I |NS ISLAND MINSTRELSY. My heart has now no cheering feeling, Its once wild pulses slowly play — Alas ! its wounds may brook no healing, 'Twere vain to think to chase away The griefs which naught can mitigate; — Tis now too late ! — 'tis now too late ! Life has for me no summer gladness, Altho' thy gentle accents calm And come like music o'er my sadness, Each liquid sentence breathing balm ; Yet thou canst not alleviate Life's bitterness ! — 'tis all too late ! Oh, no ! — I feel thou lookest on me As one whose madness thou hast known : I care not — wish not pity from thee — Thank God, my sorrows are my own ! I ask none to commisserate — And 'twere too late ! — 'twere all too late ! My heart is proud despite its sorrow, And holds defiance for the crowd, The consolation it would borrow, — Would be a shroud — a silent shroud ! Let none such feelings desecrate, 'Tis now too late ! — 'tis now too late ! ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 189 I have nor joy, nor hope, nor gladness, But the deep grief of wasted years And withered feelings with their sadness — Give, if thou wilt, the meed of tears ; But hope for me no happier fate, 'Tis now too late ! — 'tis now too late ! The soul within those dark eyes gleaming Hath much of faith and fervency ; But there were eyes whose intense beaming Was the sole light of life to me — The ignus fatuus of my fate ; 'Tis all too late — 'tis all too late ! I feel thy worth, I feel thy kindness, Would I had felt them long ago ! But those were days of mental blindness Whose memories I would forego — Whose pangs none can participate And 'tis too late ! — oh, 'tis too late ! Then go ! Heaven's blessing be around thee ! Thou canst not know how much I feel ; My blighted spirit shall not wound thee By its deep interest in thy weal ; Our destinies are separate, And hope comes late — oh ! yes, too late ! L90 ISLAND MINSTRELSY. THE LOST O N E , " Loveliness was around her as light; Her steps were like the music of songs ; She came in all her beauty like the moon from The cloud of the East." She was fair, oh ! fair as the Morning Star, She was lovely as seraph of Eden, She came from the land that was cold and far, A bright and a gentle maiden ; And the tone of her voice and the glance of her eye And her smile — oh ! for such it were bliss to die. ISLAND MINSTRELSY. t'" Her exquisite form was a fitting shrine For her beautiful bounding spirit; And all the sublime of her land's cold clime Did her noble heart inherit ; — Intellectual — passionless — passing fair, She was such as I've fancied angels were. She lived in the world of her girlhood's dreams Unheeding of lovers' pining, Bright, cold, as the moon on the woods and streams Of her highland home was shining;— Scorning earth's loves, she was happier far With her own high musings and sweet guitar. She was young, she was rich, and more than fair She was gifted of all the Graces ; — There is grief— there is grief and cold despair, Whilst memory the maid retraces. — Alas ! that such exquisite beings should be Sure mark for the shatt'rings of Destiny ! Oh! well did fate mark her with keen true aim. Its shadows around her hover; And one came from their gloom witli startling claim, A cold and an icy lovei ; And he breathed In- chill vows, and he urged his suit, And he sped— for her heart and guitar grew mute— 192 ISLAND MINSTRELSY. They hung her guitar in the ancient hall, Where her high wild thought s were cherish' d ; They spread o'er her hreast a sable pall — The light of our souls had perish' d. Oh glory! oh graces! oil gifts! what are ye, When being like this fell a prize to decay ? ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 193 CHILDHOOD. This is to be alone ; this— this is solitude. Byron. Oh ! bring my childhood back to me — Where hath the vision flown ? I'm not as I was wont to be, — Why am I thus alone ? Where are the forms that used to flit Around our childhood's tree ? Where are the cloudless orbs that lit The paths of infancy ? 194 ISLAND MINSTIM'.I.SY. Where are the rich, bright summer hours, The smiles of long ago ? Where are tones, the looks, the flowers? I would not one forego. — Where are the haunts, the tangled dells, The fairy bowers of yore ? Where are the thousand, thousand spells Of mountain, rock, and shore ? Gone — gone are all the radiant host — Those spells are powerless now ; The far too-fondly lov'd are lost, The beautiful lie low ; The glens are silent, lone the bowers, The fairy tones are mute, — And withered, blighted are the flowers, And chordless is the lute : — And lone, lone is the gambol tree, — And naught but spectres moan, Where all was innocence and glee, And I — I am alone ! — Can ye not bring to me one draught From Lethe's sacred wave ? ******* ******* ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 195 THE WORSHIPPED ONE. And Rosalind — for when the living stem Is eanker'd in its heai t, the tree must fall- Died ere her time. Shelley. She worship'd him as the young flowers Worship the early dew, She worship'd him as the woodbine Unto the trellis grew; There was naught lovely in the earth, In gaiety or gloom, But with it thoughts of him had birth ; — Her love had such a doom As all those fair, frail beings meel ; She felt it — knew it ; 1ml 'twas sweet. O 2 196 ISLAND MINSTRELSY. Thus to love on in purity, Her gentle heart was given To him, with such deep fervency As only lives in heaven ; She lov'd him, oh ! so well, so deep, It was idolatry — . Which hath too many years to weep O'er what hath ceased to be Oh ! yes, her's was indeed true love, Whose cradle doth its cold bier prove. He was her young heart's only joy, — Her hope, her life, her bliss : Alas ! why did stern Fate destroy A love so fond as this ? She knew her part in life was done, Yet never would repine, So truly, deeply had he won That pure and holy shrine. Oh ! yes, in that young breast — for him Was love no sorrowing care could dim. Alas ! that such fond trusting hearts Have ever early doom, And sorrowing that not departs, Save to the silent tomb ! ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 197 Oh ! many voices 'mid the dead Full bitterly could say — "Alas for young hearts withered, And hopes that meet decay ! " And she — she worship'd him too much ; — Oh ! there is death and doom for such ! She felt this — yet his beaming smile Seem'd all that earth could give ; — The daughter of that southern Isle But for that light could live : She did not wish it otherwise, She knew her fate was cast ; Her soul was form'd for happier skies — She lov'd— lov'd to the last! And then, when he was ever gone, She died ! — he was the worship'd one. 198 ISLAND MINSTRELSY. THE CHANGED. Yet am I changed,— tho' still enough the same In strength to bear what time cannot abate. Byron. They tell me I am greatly changed, They say my brow looks sad, They ask me why on earth it is I am no longer glad ; — They tell me — oh ! such things, but then I speak this not in blame, For oh ! too mournfully I feel That I'm no more the same. ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 1U9 They say I was a joyous girl In years for ever gone — A gay, wild, chattering, laughing thing, The happiest, merriest one ; But oh ! whatever I have been I cannot be again, For grief hath darkened o'er my soul — 'Tis all — 'tis all in vain. Oh ! yes, a change hath pass'd o'er me, — The beautiful are gone, The playmates of mine infancy Have left me one by one; Some sleep in quiet graves at home And some where none may name, — Would heaven, I too were laid in mine, For oh ! I'm not the same ! Yet I have striven fearfully To hide from mortal eye " Thoughts which may never sleep again, And pangs that pass not by ;" Yh the hush'd spirit's agony, The anguish all was vain ; Alas! there is no veil can hidi The heart's undying pain. "200 ISLAND MINSTRELSY. I cannot bear these marvellings, My soul is bursting now ; Oh ! earth hath bitter sorrowings To dull the gayest brow. World — cold world ! cease to torture me, 'Tis idle all to blame, For well I feel that here on earth I'll never be the same. ISLAND MINSTRELSY. "201 THE BRIDE. She sleeps that calm and placid sleep, For which the weary sigh in vain. Heiivev. Proudly she mov'd thro' the festival hall, With her black eye flashing its spells o'er all ; And joyously soft were her tones of glee — Oh ! her spirit seem'd one with the melody ! And light as her heart was her bounding step— The spells of her beauty are o'er me yet. 'Ml ISLAND MINSTRELSY. And a vision is flitting before me now, With radiant pearls on a snowy brow; Lovely is memory's shadowy guest, With the eloquent smile and gentle breast ; How gracefully fair doth it glide along Like unto Peri of orient son^; ! And does it not lovely and exquisite seem As the young enthusiast's burning dream ? There, there, with the smile and the glance so bright, The vision hath pass'd like a spirit of light — The queenly of all in that stately room, With the jewel'd bosom and dancing plume. 'Tis past ! — and the being who flitted there With the white plume waving amid her hair, May rejoice with the young bright throng no more, For the heart's pulsations are still'd and o'er, — May mingle no more with the sparkling crowd, For she sleeps — she sleepeth beneath a shroud ! 'Tis past ! — she hath vanish'd ! — but long shall dwell With the soul's deep memories each trancing spell, Tho' the bower of song be still and lone, Faded the garlands, the revellers gone, — Tho' music and sweet bridal mirth be mute, And silenced for ever the fairy lute — ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 203 She died ! — The bright spirit hath pass'd from earth, And hush'd is the voice of her gentle mirth ; And oh ! there is wailing within the hall, — But silence, deep silence beneath the pall ; And mad tears are wept o'er the youthful dead — The requiem peal'd — and the prayer is said. They have borne her hence to her shrine of rest, To her last still chamber in earth's cold breast : Oh ! would ye not seek that unbroken sleep Where the weary and heart-sick cease to weep ? — Wot ye not the spirit will pine to flee To the regions of immortality ? — 204 ISLAND MINSTRELSY. THE YOUNG MOTH E li . Alas! my lovely child, that thou shouldst die, Thou who wert made so beautifully fair ! That Death should settle in thy glorious eye, Or leave its stiffness in thy clustering hair ! How could he mark thee for the silent tomb f Willis. A young mother gazed on the blue eye mild And the sweet pale face of her first-born child, For a spell of sadness around it hung — Strange to o'ershadow a thing so young ! — And the mother sighed, but the reckless thing Smiled like the earliest flowers of spring. ISLAND MINSTRELSY. '205 Oh ! that smile it was one of mingled glee And sadness and beauty of infancy; And still as it chatted in fitful mirth It seemed like a being too fair for earth, For its simple thoughts and its pensive sighs Blent like to celestial symphonies. Yes, the mother sighed ; — but the lovely child Raised its pale face to the heavens, and smiled; But the mother read in that upraised eye A tale of untimely mortality; And the mother heard in each lisping tone A seraph greeting the heaven its own. And the mother wept, for she loathed to part With the babe whose beauty was o'er her heart — The babe to its father's heart life and light, His joy by day and his vision by night, Whose sweet voice still in his ear was ringing, Whose image around his heart was clinging. Must it go to the grave from his caress ? Must the earth defile each bright sunny tress? Must the loathsome creature — the crawling worm Revel upon that sweet dimpling form — The fair babe she had cradled upon her breast ? And oh ! must it go to a darker rest ? 206 ISLAND MINSTRELSY. The yoiing mother wept, for her thoughts were dark; But heaven was wafting her cherish' d bark In mercy away from life's troubled sea, To an anchor in blest eternity — To a safer home and a brighter shore Where the storms were laid and the winds were o'er. Weep, mother, weep ! that the desolate tomb Enshrines thy beloved within its gloom ; Yet smile, mother, smile ! 'tis but dust is there, The spirit hath fled to its own bright sphere, — Returned to its Maker who lent it thee To try thee, and show thee what dust could be. Ay smile, mother, smile ! 'tis a soul flown back To show thee the beautiful heavenward track, — To teach thee thy treasure must be above With the God of Heaven, in his home of love ! Ay, smile ! for when life and its toils are o'er Thou shall meet it in glory to part no more. ISLAM) MINSTRELSY. ^I>7 THE WIDOW. " Oh ! woman's love's a holy light, And when 'tis kindled ne'er can die." Barton. He died ! — she mourned him as some few Will mourn the thing they prize ; He died ! her lonely feelings grew Unto him in the skies ; There was no image free from care, But that she read his presence there. — 208 ISLAND MINSTUELSY. He died, as dies the young bright star From out its path of light ; He died ! — they buried him afar, Where Eastern breezes blight ; And the bereft one wept alone, Beside that white recording stone. He died ! — the world grew dark to her, Her every step was sad, Her gay, wild tones came sadlier — They that were once so glad And joyous as the young spring bird In its first burst of music heard. He died ! — life had no future bliss, — Her hopes were quench'd and o'er ; The only hope she held was this — To meet on brighter shore, Where love that hath so purely dwelt In earthly shrine is known and felt. He died ! — No more let worldlings sneer At woman's deep, unchanging love ! Oh ! woman's breast 's a sumptuous bier For hopes by youthful feelings wove : He died ! — his was that peerless rest — A tomb in woman's faithful breast. ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 209 And yet, fond woman, oh, how few Can feel thy nature's holiness ! Beneath that burning sky he knew Thy prieeless worth and matchlessness ; Oh ! it was truly his to prove Woman's intense, unshrinking love She pined in silence; — no one guessed The secret ravagings of grief; Prized as she was, beloved, caressed, Her feelings had but one relief — And that was kneeling o'er the spot Where slept her own — her unforgot. She pined in silence ; — but she knew Her rest would soon be very deep, Where the cool palm-trees proudly grew Above her own beloved one's sleep ; Ay, when all hearts were glad and gay, The faithful widow passed away ! They laid her 'neath her chosen palms, Beside her >>nly, only love ; — And Eastern skies and orient balms Shed light and incense sweet above ; And here was woman's slighted faith, Unchanging love, and early death. P 2U) ISLAND MINSTRELSY. THE YOUNG MOURNER And what is death, my soul, That thing so dark and dread? Christian Maktyk. My little darling sister, Is this your grassy grave ? How could you fade, my sister, And no kind being save ? You, who were made so lovely, With bright blue tender eyes, And hair like threaded sunbeams, And smiles like dewy skies. ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 211 Yuu, who were pure and gentle, And oh, how passing fair ! — There stands your empty cradle But you, oh ! you are — where ? There lie your lonely garments, And your pretty infant hat — But where are you, my sister ? I may not think of that. Alas ! my darling sister, When I went far away, Your little cheek was blooming, Your seraph eye was gay ; And oh ! I kissed you madly While feeling murmur'd this— " Young lips, part now for ever, It is your last — last kiss !" I clasped you to my bosom, My bursting heart grew wild ; Unconscious of that anguish, You smiled, oh ! yes, you smiled. I tore me from you, sister. And, weeping, turned i" flee; But now that I am come again, You do uol come t" me ' '212 ISLAND MINSTRELSY. They bring me to this hillock, So daisy-pied and green, They say it is your cradle — I wonder what (hey mean ! Where are you, little sister ? I absent wept for you — And long must I be weeping If all they say be true ! Your mother's breast is joyless. Oh ! every eye looks sad. Where arc you ? for my heart aches, My head seems growing mad. They say you cannot hear me, That you may come no more ; — Oh ! it will be so lonely, — Alas, my heart is sore ! I'm weary of this anguish, I will lie down and weep, For that I cannot see you, Your bed is dark and deep. They say that great good Being Who lives above the sky Has taken you, my sister, Unto Himself on high. ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 213 Oh, darling sister, ask Him To come and take me there, For that it is so lonely And sad — but where you are. Till then I'll come at morning, And noon, and dewy eve, And kneeling o'er you, sister, My very heart shall grieve. And I shall pray, sweet sister, Unto Him whilst I kneel, And tell that great Creator The misery I feel. I'll come alone, sweet sister, And sadly I shall pray That He may lead me to you And guide me in the way. 21 1 ISLAND MINSTKKLSY. CONSUMPTION Wpep not for those whom the veil of the tomb In life's happy morning hath hid from our eyes. Ere sin threw a blight o'er their spirits' young bloom, Or earth had profaned what was born for the skies. Dale. Slowly and silently came fell decay To that young bud of beauty ; and that eye Beam'd with unearthly lustre, and a glow, A delicate hectic glow, — Consumption's own — Tinged her pale cheek : — we saw, and tum'd to weep. But she — the innocent, the fair Louise, Saw not the King of Terrors in her dream- That soul deluding dream — thy presage, Death ! — Which tells of laughing years no more to come — ISLAND MINSTRELSY. Jl") Of loves and joys; — (oh, cruel mockery !) She had no thought of dying or decay, And ofttimes marvel' d at each sudden gaze — Each fond but anxiously enquiring gaze — Which flashed upon her in her hours of glee, For she was joyous as the morning star ; Her voice was mirth and melody combin'd : Yet, she was dying, and the cruel grave Yawn'd to receive its prey. And there was one, With more — oh ! more than e'en paternal love, Hung o'er her form and gazed into her face — Her lover once — a wretched mourner now. Oh ! say, what tongue may speak, or who may tell, The more than mortal agony of soul — The searing grief — the cherished hopes destroyed — The setting of his star — the final scene. All hallow'd be thy woe, bereaved one ! I may not speak of what hath chilled my blood. Slowly and steadfastly the Monster came, And setting suns and waning moons were past, And spring came round — but never more to her. Scarce had the pale primrose put forth its leaves And breath'd its most delicate odours to the morn, Scarce had the feather'd choir resumed their song, Or hymn'd their earliest melody to heaven, '210 ISLAND MINSTRELS?. When she, the exquisitely fail Louise. The young — the fond — the lov'd of many hearts — Closed her mild eyes upon this passing' scene. Looked a last look on earth, and laid her down To sleep the sleep of deep forgetfulness — To fade — alas, to moulder into dust ! Spring came no more to her in this cold world, Its earliest flowers were blooming o'er her grave ! tSJ \\I> MINSTRELS'. "217 THE D Y I N G GIRL Tell nic, my soul, can this be death .' Pope. They told me she was dying, Thai her gentle course was o'er, That her fragile barque was hieing To a brighter — better shore, And that fleetly she was passing To that undiscover'd bourne, From whence earth's wearied pilgrim Might never more return. 218 ISLAND MINSTRELSY. They told me she was dying, So I fear'd to look upon A face whence earth's best beauty, Its loveliest tints, were gone. Yes, my spirit inly fainted, For 'twas haunted by the gaze Of an eye all dim and glassy With grim Death's appalling haze. I went unto the dying — Oh ! the beauty of that face — The deep undying beauty, The meek spirit's fadeless grace, The tresses in thick cluster, Silken, beautiful and black, The eyes of darkest lustre — Woe ! that ever such should lack ! Each word, each look was beauty, Tho' the lovely cheek was pale ; And that eye's hectic flashing- Spoke Consumption's fearful tale : Yet far more eloquently spake The chasten'd spirit there — Faith and hope and deathless peace, Unsullied by a care. ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 219 No trace of death's cold kidcousness, Oh ! not one trait to shade The pure, the deep serenity, t The hopes which might not fade, — Oh ! not one trait of death was there To dull the lovely clay, Whence life was ebbing certainly And speedily away. No sinking thought — no gloomy fear — No tending to despond; — Faith pierced the veil, and Hope perceived Celestial forms beyond ; But peacefully and placidly On earth she looked her last, — And then I knew death's bitterness To her gentle heart was past. Yet she was young and beautiful, And beautiful as young — Oh ! fair as poet ever dream'd, Or dreamy minstrel sung : And wot ye not 'twas sorrowful To yield her up a prey To death — to deep forgetfulness — To silence and decay, — •J'ii) island M [NSTRELS'S . I'n give tier to the yawning tomb, To the horrible dark grave ? — Was there no arm omnipotent A thing; so fair to save ? But one look upon the dying:, And I check'd each murmuring moan, I felt her — God had chosen her For His beautiful — His own. 1 tum'd me from her loveliness And bade a long farewell, And resign' d her to her Maker Who doeth all things well ; I turn'd me from the heaven-bound To a miserable world, Where that Maker's blood-stain'd banner To the vilest is unfurl'd! And I pray'd in broken spirit Oh ! that her calm end were mine, That the glories of the Godhead Into my dark soul might shine, That the gifts of faith and patience ■ Might disperse each midnight cloud, — Whilst I pray'd, the lovely dying Was the dead, and claim' d a shroud. ISLAND MIN-l RE] SI 22 I T O T 11 E DEAD Dost thou think we shall know each other in another world ? Duchess of Mai.i'\ . Margaret, awake ' the winds sweep o'er thy grave-, In sullen dirge loud moans the heaving deep ; The moon glides swiftly thro' the blue concave, And cold bright stars their silent vigils keep. Margaret, awake ! pure spirit, come to me ! Come to the friend who lored thee passing well ; Y. -. dear dejterted ! for thy memory Is twined with my existence as a spell. 222 ISLAND MINSTRELSY. Holy, must holy, not of earth, wert thou — No, not of earth — not of a world like this : Thou art gone home, thou of the spotless brow, Gone home — gone home, to never ending bliss. Loved of my childhood ! in what radiant star Is now thy dwelling ? Loved one ! from the wide Realms of infinity, where spirits are, Come to thy grave by Maughold's stormy tide. Answer me, for I loved thee ! — and I pine To join thy wanderings in celestial bowers, To leave this faded earth for thee and thine, For lasting joys, and never-fading flowers : — Answer me ! for I fain would soar away Where no delusions are, nor sorrows come, Where partings pain not ; — Marg'ret, Marg'ret ! say, Is thine that blessed land — that glorious home ? And shalt thou welcome me unto thy rest ? And canst thou there with old affections glow ? And can such be the language of thy breast — " My love shall never diminution know ?" And may I roam with thee thro' highest heaven Culling bright flowers from bowers of Paradise — Of sin, of sorrow, and of suffering shriven, Blest in the blessedness that never dies ? ISLAND MINSTRELSY. J'J-i No voice respondeth ! — and I am alone, Beside thy wave-washed grave awaiting thee ; Oh ! by the hours of childhood we have known — Oh ! by the buried memories, answer me ! Tell me that we shall wander hand in hand Rejoicing ceaselessly within those portals, Seeking our own amid each shining band, And welcoming the new arrived immortals — Hymning loud hymns before the Almighty's throne, Lauding and worshipping the Holy One : — Oh ! by the joys of childhood we have known, Shall it be so ? — or must I tarry on, Sad and unanswered, 'till the dream is o'er — Storm-tossed and shattered in a starless, dark — Far from that cloudless clime, that smiling shore — A landless drift — a most unanchored barque ? ********* Oh ! were bliss mine — mine, when I quit this form, Where pain and weariness and sorrow dwell, Then might I yield me gladly to the worm, And sleep in dust and darkness — ay, sleep well. Oh Marg'ret, Marg'ret ! were my calling sure — Were it past doubt that thou shoubNi welcome me. My earthly lot were lighter to endure, — But doubts, misgivings, rule my destiny. 22J island MINSTRELSY. THE RETURN EU MISSIONARIES. " Rejoice, inasmuch as ye arc partakers of Christ's sufferings, that when his glory shall be revealed ye may be glad also with exceeding joy." They had come again, those noble men — That simple sunburn'd few; Oh! every bosom melted when, With every impulse true, They stood within that house of prayer In the old familiar place, With heads and hearts, o'er which withering Care Had traced a fearful trace. ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 225 Ay, they stood amid the multitude And dashed away hot tears, For grief and change had passed o'er them Since the unforgotten years, When the loves of youth and the hopes of hearts Blent with them in that place — Away, away with the withering years ! — They never can efface The memories of that early time When the heart soars like a bird, Fetterless, into hope's cloudless clime By no mad tempests stirred: Away, away with the withering years, For these are care-worn men, These hear not the young unclouded breasts That beat before ye then ! Away, away with the withering years ! There is many a vacant place In the page of the true heart's history, As it vainly seeks to trace The dear familiar forms of old In that well remembered spot ; Away ! some are wanderers far from this — Away ! some are — some are not ' Q '22<> ISLAND MINSTltF.LSY. We bless y<\ we bless ye, yc toil-worn men ! We bless ye ! — behold, Ave weep ! Yc have had our prayers, ye have had our tears Par over the trackless deep, And our hearts, they o'erflow with thankfulness To behold ye living men : Alas, for the grief and weariness Ye have endured since then ! Was not this the voice of your agony, Ye fearless sunbrown band, 'Mid the horrors, the toil, and the pestilence Of that far, dark heathen land ? Was not this, with the truest manliness And the most unshrinking faith, Your thought amid deep devotedness In the face of sin and death ? " Oh, for dear Albion's fair green hills !" Did not fond longings come For the music of her glistening rills, From over the billows foam ? " Oh, for her cool refreshing showers ! For the desert's burning heat Withers the very springs of life, And the wanderer's life is sweet ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 223 "When the pleasant memories of home Come strong upon the heart With the freshness of the agony That could only know — 'we part ':' Oh, for one soul-reviving breeze From our far old English shore ! Oh, for the murmur of Albion's trees ! Oh, for to gaze once more •' On the dear familiar things of youth, The beloved of earlier years, On the very dust of our household gods, — Ay, to give but their ashes tears ! Oh, to mingle our prayers at the household shrine, At our own, our childhood's shrine ! And then, then to all the wilds of earth. Lord, send us, — for we are Thine!" Oh ! were these your heartburnings, heroic men. '.Mid the desert's toil and grief, 'Mid the agony that hath not tears. And the woes that mock relief.'' Oh! lierce, tierce are Afric's scorching suns And wild is the desert's track; And yet from the howling wilderni Vour Shepherd hath led ye bai 228 ISLAND MINSTRELSY. And was He not with ye in those dark years Of danger and parted love? Rejoice ! for ye have a high reward, A hope, yea, a home above ! Rejoice ! for ye have possessed your souls 'Mid Destruction's darkest frown ! — And shall not the souls yc have snatch'd from death Shine as gems in your heavenly crown ? Remember ye ? — yes, with a yearning heart And a deep and fervent prayer ; Remember ye ? yes ! — can we e'er forget That do look upon ye there ? Remember ye ?— oh ! in the agony Of another parting hour We shall bless ye," and pray for your severed hearts, - We shall pray that the healing power Of God, whom ye serve, be with your souls. Go forth, by his guiding hand ; Oh! strong be your faith, and your courage firm, When you part from your own loved land ; Oh ! strong be your faith in the agony, For the anguish shall be deep ; But blessings be with ye, ye fearless men ! We bless ye ! — behold, we weep ! ISLAND MINSTRELSY. 229 A M E R R Y NEW YEA R It is written on the brow, Where the spirits ardent play, Lives, burns, and triumphs now, Passing away. Hem an s. On, speak not thus — I cannot brook To hear you welcome in the morrow ; Into the old year's annals look, What read ye but of doom and sorrow ? Yes ! agonies untold, unknown, And very worlds of bitter feeling, Ami pathways thorn-strewn, darkened, lone. And miseries that brook no healing — That welcome it with many a teat — Thru wish me not a merry year. 230 ISLAND MINSTRELSY A merry year, a merry year — Enthusiasts! all too overweening, How can — how can I make mere clear The stupid sadness of my meaning? How can I tell ye that 'tis vain, And mockery, your kind wish giving To bosoms that live on in pain. And feelings that are sick of living ? The young, the gay, may claim a bier, But not another merry year. Go, gaze upon the many hearts That sadly, sadly hail the morrow, The throned grief that not departs, The anguish that in vain would borrow One hope of earth's cold mockery, — The couch which bitter tears arc steeping. The haunts of sin and poverty, The starving wretches worn with weeping : Lay the departed on their bier, In silence meet the coming year. The strong have fallen in their might, And beauty's breast hath earth above it; And glorious eyes arc quench'd in night — Merry? — right merry! — this doth prove il. ISLAM' MINSTRE] S"S 23] A merry year! — oh God ! how few Can think or feel that they are jesting When wishing thus — they but renew Dark memories that arc better resting ; The lov'd — the lost — the mourn'd — the dear: — How could it be a merry year ? For every being I have priz'd, And every dream that hath no sorrow, And every hope by tears baptis'd, And every feeling hope could borrow, Come crowding at those words to me To tell me they have fled for ever ! I thank them for the honesty, Once dreamless that earth's tics could sever ; 1 held its promising too dear — Alas ! earth has no merry year ! All years do bring the same, the same — A mockery of every feeling, The miseries that none may name, The joys that are as music stealing Over the solder'd corpse which Bleeps Without one pulse to beat beneath it, Or like the cold night flower which weeps Amid the poison flowers which wreathe il 2-V2 ISLAM) MINSTRELSY. 'Tis vain! although we Linger here, We cannot claim a merry year. For oh ! so tremblingly I live, I feel as tho' a traitor proving . To all that this poor lite can give, Even nature's holiest creed of loving; I feel as though I dare not think Or trust myself with one kind feeling ; But wearily, wearily I shrink From time and all its dark revealing. Aye, love me — bless me — call me dear, But wish me not a merry year ! LIVERPOOL •. PRINTED BY THOMAS CARTER, LIVER COIRT, SOUTH CASTLE STREET. This book is DUE on the last date stamped below 3m-6, '50 (550)470 UC SOUTHERN REGIONAL LIBRARY FACILITY AA 000 381 185 8 PR £103 N332i