THE LOVEJOY & SOUTHERN COUNTlif CIRCULATING LIBRARY, Proprietress - 37 & 39, LONDON STREET, READING. CATALOGUES and TERMS SENT OH APPLICATION. Subscriptions from One Guinea. ^^^4^^^^^J^ The Southern Counties Circulating Library, i* VITII-LIAIWI C Folio > LONDON STREET, READING. STEVENSON ARTHUR BLACKWOOD KC.B. SOME RECORDS OF THE LIFE OF STEVENSON ARTHUR BLACKWOOD K.CB. COMPILED BY A FBIEND EDITED BY HIS WIDOW Bonbon HODDEE AND STOUGHTON 27 PATERNOSTER ROW MDCCCXCVI [All rights reserved] ABERDEEN UNIVERSITY PRESS. TO THE PRAISE OF THE GLORY OF THE GRACE OF GOD THESE RECORDS ARE DEDICATED. 2065745 THIS volume does not aspire to be a Biography. It only seeks to give some Records of Sir Arthur Blackwood's life from his own Letters and Notes, from what his Friends said of him, and from the impressions received by those who had to do with him, whether in official, or religious, or social life. Except in the case of those who are gone, none who formed the inner circle of home life have been brought into the story ; and so far as was possible, this principle has been studiously maintained. Letters, of which many must exist, have not, except in a few instances, been attainable. Under these limitations, much which could not thus be gathered up, has of necessity been left untold. It is hoped that those to whom Sir Arthur's memory is dear will feel that in these pages they again hold converse with him ; and that many others, to whom he was a stranger, may recognize in this volume with all its imperfections the true picture of a life nobly lived for the service of GOD, and for the good of his fellow-men. S. M. March, 1896. CONTENTS. i. PAGE [1832] EARLY LIFE. 1 CHILDHOOD. SANDFOKD GRANGE AND ETON. PBOSEKEN. CAMBRIDGE AND LONDON. II. [1854] THE WAR IN THE CRIMEA. 37 THE BOSPHORUS. BULGARIA. ALMA. WINTER BEFORE SEBASTOPOL. SUMMER IN THE CRIMEA. THE FALL OF SEBASTOPOL. III. [1856] "THE DAY-SPRING FROM ON HIGH." 107 THE AWAKENING. " CECI." "FROM DEATH UNTO LIFE." X CONTENTS IV. PAGE [1857] " NEWNESS OF LIFE." 135 SERVICE AND SUFFERING. ITALY. CORRESPONDENCE. V. [1858] MAKKIED LIFE. 203 HUNTLY LODGE AND FIRST HOME. STREATHAM. FROM PLACE TO PLACE. VI. [1868] AT HOME AND ABKOAD. 279 SHOOTERS' HILL. CONSTANTINOPLE. CRAYFORD. IRELAND, WIESBADEN AND EAGATZ. OAKHAM. VII. [1873] SEVEN YEAKS OF PLENTY AND THEIR SEQUEL. 325 VARIOUS LETTERS, FROM 1873-80. THE MILDMAY CONFERENCES. CAMBRIDGE, AND WORK AMONGST YOUNG MEN. THE PEN OF A READY WRITER. TOTAL ABSTINENCE, AND OTHER SOCIAL AND PHILANTHROPIC WORK. PROTESTANTISM AND PATRIOTISM. CONTENTS XI VIII. PAGE [1880] ST. MAETIN'S-LE-GEAND. 389 THE SECEETABY. THE POSTAL SEBVICE. " FOR THE GLORY OF GOD AND THE GOOD OF THE SERVICE." IX. [1880] MIDDLE LIFE. 409 PARIS. SHORTLANDS. LETTERS, FROM 1880-1884. LISBON AND SPAIN. CORBESPONDENCE IN 1885-6-7. EEMINISCENCES AND LETTEBS. X. [1890] LAST YEAES. 485 JANUABY 1890 MAY 1891. VIENNA. PBOSEKEN AGAIN. GBEAT AMWELL AND SHOOTERS' HILL. XI. [1893] "TOWAEDS EVENING." 533 SPRING AND SUMMER, 1893. CAMPFER AND EMS. HOME. "IN SUEE AND CEETAIN HOPE." 575 I. EAELY LIFE. CHILDHOOD. SANDFORD GRANGE AND ETON. PROSEKEN. CAMBRIDGE AND LONDON. CHILDHOOD. STEVENSON ARTHUR BLACKWOOD was the only son of Mr. Arthur Johnstons Blackwood and Cecilia Georgiana, widow of Mr. John Wright, of Lenton Hall, Notts. He was born on the 22nd May, 1832, at Rosslyn Lodge, Hampstead, where his Father, who was Gentleman Usher to William IV., and subsequently to Her Majesty the Queen, and who held an appointment in the Colonial Office, was then living. The family was of Scotch extraction. One branch, now extinct in the male line, migrated to France. Of this branch was the celebrated Adam Blackwood, Privy Councillor to Mary, Queen of Scots. A member of the Fife branch, born in Scotland in 1591, was possessed of considerable landed property in Ireland, and settled there, becoming the founder of the family now represented by the Marquis of Dufferin and Ava. His son and grandson were both attainted by James II. The great-grandson, Eobert Blackwood of Ballyleidy, was created a baronet of Ireland in 1763. His son, Sir John Blackwood, married Dorcas Stevenson, who was created Baroness Dufferin and Clandeboye in her own right in 1800. This lady's seventh and youngest son, the Hon. Sir Henry Blackwood, K.C.B., grandfather of Stevenson Arthur Black- wood, acquired great distinction in the Navy, and is remembered not only for the gallant services he thus rendered to his country, but for his close connection with Nelson. He was bearer of the despatches from Trafalgar, and brought his body home. The family records contain several letters from Nelson. In one of these he says : " MY DEAR BLACKWOOD, Is there a sympathy which ties men together in the bonds of friendship without having a personal know- ledge of each other ? If so (and I believe it was so to you) I was your friend and acquaintance before I saw you." (3) LIFE OF SIR ARTHUR BLACKWOOD The last letter but one was written, in his strong left-handed characters, only ten days before Trafalgar : " 10th Oct., 1805. " MY DEAR BLACKWOOD, Keep your five frigates, Weazle and Pickle, and let me know every movement. I rely on you, that we can't miss getting hold of them, and I will give them such a shaking as they never before experienced at least I will lay down my life in the attempt. We are a very powerful fleet, and not to be held cheap. I have told Parker, and do you direct ships bringing information of their coming out, to fire guns every three minutes by the watch; and in the night, to fire off rockets, if they have them, from the mast-head. I have nothing more to say, than I hope they will sail to-night. " Ever yours most faithfully, "NELSON AND BRONTE. " Cadiz, East 13 leagues, 6 A.M." On the evening of 20th October, before a night of darkness and squalls, when the French fleet was creeping out of Cadiz, Nelson signalled : " / rely on you that I do not miss the enemy." Captain Blackwood accordingly took up his station within half a gunshot of the vessel which he believed to be the flagship of the French admiral, and succeeded in keeping the fleet in sight. On the Monday morning, the ever- memorable 21st October, he snatched a moment to write to his wife : "My signal just made on board the Victory. . . . My dearest dear Harriet, your husband will not disgrace your love and name ; if he dies, his last breath will be devoted to the dearest and best of wives. Take care of my boy ; make him a better man than his father. " Most and ever affectionately, " H. B." He remained on board the Victory between five and six hours, witnessed Nelson's will, and only left him for his own command of the Light Squadron, when the enemy had already opened fire. As he sent him away, Nelson's last words were, " GOD bless you, Blackwood ! I shall never see you more." To have been born into a family possessed of such traditions of duty nobly done, and of intimate connection with great historic events, is a heritage that can have had no small bearing upon the formation of a boy's character. CHILDHOOD 5 Extracts from some slight NOTES, dictated to one of his daughters during a time of illness and pain, and intended for his family, give Sir Arthur Blackwood's * own reminiscences of his early life. " My earliest recollections are of Kosslyn Lodge, an old-fashioned two-storied house. Prominent among my reminiscences are the summer-house, where I trained my rabbits ; a splendid old mulberry tree, which bore quantities of fruit every year; and a large horse- chestnut tree, where my sisters and I had our tea parties, and on which I employed my first knife in deeply carving their and my own initials, to be seen to this day. "Hampstead was in those days a quiet and charming suburban village. Rosslyn Lodge stood in The Grove, opposite Pond Street, facing some shady fields, which led off towards the town, about a quarter of a mile distant. At the top of the Grove, which consisted of fine old Spanish chestnuts, stood the residence of Lord Galloway, and a path led up to the Conduit Fields. I became by degrees ac- quainted with the ponds on Parliament Hill, and the distant heights of the Heath itself. " My home was a very happy one, the family consisting of my Father and Mother, my half-sister Lucy, and my sister Ceci, two years my junior. "Perhaps the most distinct impression that remains to this day is the personality of a dear old nurse, Eliza Kempster, rather deaf." His feelings of attachment and gratitude towards this nurse remained with him throughout life. He could never forget that to her he owed, not only the loving care of a faithful servant and friend, but also those first teachings of heavenly truth which, early dropped into a child's heart, so often appear to become a part of his very being. In the religious training of their children, his Father and Mother apparently devoted attention only to the enforcement of those outward observances which custom demanded. But Kempster had been chosen and recommended to Mrs. Blackwood's attention by the sisters of her first husband, three maiden ladies, who in the days of her early widowhood had lavished most tender love and care upon herself and her baby-daughter ; and whose earnest instructions, possibly but little relished at the time, remained an abiding influence * It may be as well to explain here, to many to whom the name of Stevenson Blackwood was so long familiar, that, on being made a K.C.B. in 1887, he decided to be called by his second name, to which for some period of his boyhood he had been accustomed, and which he thought easier for ordinary use. 6 LIFE OF SIB ARTHUR BLACKWOOD in her life, until the day when they became to her not merely solemn and restraining external truths, but her own accepted and joyful portion. " How can they know," she wrote some forty years afterwards, when tracing the mercies of GOD in her own and her son's life, and commenting upon some statements which had been made, " that in GOD'S abounding love I was led to Ker after having rejected her from her deafness? " By whatever means this rejection was overruled, Kempster was eventually installed as the children's nurse ; and apparently her chiefest desire was for their spiritual good. Night and morning she gathered them round her, each child in its own accustomed place, to tell them " that sweet story of old," and to teach them how to pray. In a small note-book, full of the little childish stories which mothers love to record, Mrs. Blackwood chronicles the boyish "preaching" on Sundays, when he would choose for his text the fifty-third chapter of Isaiah, and bid his sisters, " While you are walking, think about Christ and how He died for you." However fleeting were these impressions, or however buried for a time under frivolity and sin were the truths thus learned, their memory never wholly died away. "I believe I loved the Bible even then," he said long afterwards in reference to this period ; and to the close of his life, Sir Arthur would speak of his old nurse as one of the first links in that chain of love whereby GOD drew him to Himself. After his marriage until her death in 1879, she usually lived in the village near his home, constantly spending weeks in his house. To her infinite pleasure on these occasions he made her sit by him at family prayers, and would read and pray into her trumpet. When he was between three and four years old, a constitutional weakness manifested itself in the right arm, and for years he suf- fered greatly from a succession of abscesses in the elbow. The arm, which he was unable to straighten, was confined in a splint and leather sling ; and the use of his left arm was, through life, as natural to him for many things, as that of the right. " He is the same dear patient boy as ever," wrote his Mother, " never complaining, only sometimes crying." It was not until eight years had passed, that, to his parents' unbounded joy, the delicacy seemed to be finally overcome. CHILDHOOD 7 Soon after its first appearance he was taken, under the advice of Sir Benjamin Brodie, to Walmer, with his sisters and their nurse. Eventually his Father built a small house on the beach, and in Sir Arthur's own words : " Oh ! what happy days and years we children spent at Walmer ! In another year, we were all quartered there, my Father coming down from the Colonial Office, whenever he could, by the steamer to Deal." On one of these occasions, to quote from the NOTES, " an incident happened which always remained as a cause of family pride. "When the heavily-laden steamer touched at Margate, a tipsy porter, trying to jump from the quay to the paddle-box, missed his footing, and fell into the sea. In the confusion which prevailed, the cry of ' Man overboard ' was not heard. My Father and Mother were on deck, and he at once saw that if the man was to be saved, there was no time to lose. Divesting himself of his coat, and asking a friend to hold my Mother who otherwise would certainly have followed him he jumped overboard. This caused a rush of passengers to that side of the ship, nearly swamping it. My Father dived, and brought the man up feet foremost. ' Let him go ! ' they shouted. ' The man's drowning. Get him by the head ! ' Down went the man again, and my Father after him. This time he got his head between his legs, and both were hauled on board amidst the cheers of all on deck." For this rescue, Mr. A. Blackwood received the Eoyal Humane Society's medal. NOTES. "The people remaining most clearly in my mind are Captain Fisher, a superannuated R.N., full of fun with us children ; and a family with whose boys, specially with one of them, I was destined to make a life-long friendship. This was the family of Mr. and Lady Maria West. The eldest boys, Henry and Richard, were at Eton ; and Algernon, the third, was about my age. Then came the bathing machines and Reading Room, where Bob Sharp lived and wrought a hard-working chap, of a very rubicund countenance, who gave me my first dips. Then came a house standing by itself, where lived Lord Mahon, afterwards Lord Stanhope, the historian : and then, separated by but a few fields and a long bit of beach, came Walmer Castle, where the Duke of Wellington was then resident, as Lord Warden of the Cinque Ports. His principal officer and Captain of the Castle was Captain Watts, who used to walk about in a Windsor uniform, with a red collar. 8 LIFE OF SIR ARTHUR BLACKWOOD " The Duke was of course a personage whom we were taught to hold in the highest estimation. We used to see him every Sunday morning, in his large square pew at Old Walmer Church, with its beautiful Saxon arch ; and as we generally walked home by the Castle, he used to be kind to us. Once I remember, when in white frock and trousers, I was rushing past him down the hill, he told me that if he were as young as I was, he would run a race with me. " As time went on, we children spent even the winters at Walmer. There was often a tremendous gale, and the thundering billows roared upon the beach just below our house a glorious sound in my ears. In one of these gales, a Mecklenburg brig, the Hermann, was stranded, and great were the efforts of my Father and others to bring the crew to land by baskets and ropes." A chair made from the wood of this wreck, together with water- colour sketches of the scene, was afterwards given to his Father, and is still in the possession of his family. " The grassy Downs, covered with shaking grass, that stretched from Walmer Castle to King's Down, were our happy playing-ground ; and on calm days I launched my various wooden ships in the sea just beneath us. Alas ! Those pleasant years sped only too quickly ! " SANDFORD GRANGE AND ETON. NOTES. " When about ten years old, it became of course necessary to improve my education. My sister's governess and a Latin master, Mr. Everard, who used to come two or three times a week, had hitherto taught me. A very pleasant place of education was now found for me in Essex. " In the summer of 1843, my Father took me down, for the first time away from home alone, to stay with a very old friend of his, the Rev. W. Tower, of How Hatch, Brentwood. There were three girls, my seniors, all very pretty ; and when after a week at How Hatch, I left, having enjoyed myself as I had never done before, it was without any of my heart, having fallen in love with them all. "During this visit however my Father ascertained that Harvey Tower was preparing for Eton in the neighbourhood of his uncle, Sir William Eustace, at the Rectory of Old Sandford, where the Rev. J. W. Carver received pupils. Arrangements were, I suppose, soon made ; for Mr. Carver came up to London to see my anxious Mother, whose darling I was, and who, so far as she could, never let me out of her sight, and had shielded me, as a delicate child, from every wind that blew. "Accordingly in September, 1843, I was despatched by train to Bishop's Stortford, thence by coach to Finching Field, and then somehow or other to Sandford Grange ; where of course I was promptly miserable, and bedewed my pillow for many a night. But the novelty of the circumstances, Mr. Carver's kindness he was not then married, and the society of my companions, soon made the misery wear off, though my dearest Mother kept it alive by her constant and overwhelmingly affectionate letters." Several of these letters remain, together with the boyish answers, written with the perfect freedom and confidence which seem always to have so happily existed between this son and his parents. Surely no child was ever better loved. (9) 10 " You well know, my own love," writes the mother, on the day after the parting, " that I thought of you without ceasing. Do you know poor Mother went to bed too, and just at nine o'clock,'that I might have the melancholy satisfaction of doing the same thing as you ! Write to me, my own child, and if you feel disposed to cry, do not keep it in. It would only make you ill. I can tell you," she adds diplo- matically, " Harvey cries when he first returns to Mr. Carver's." Even in this first letter, Mrs. Blackwood pours forth, with intense eagerness, the religious exhortations which appear in many of her subsequent letters, often almost jostled, as it were, as time went on, by the language of the most complete worldliness. Her own spiritual impressions appear now to have been more powerful than at any subsequent period until the date when they were re- awakened by the risks and anxieties of the Crimean War. " May GOD bless you, watch over you, and help you in all your endeavours ! " she writes in this first letter. " But recollect, my darling Boy, He must be sought ; He must be aaked. You have that precious promise, 'Ask, and ye shall receive' 'SHALL receive.' Ask then, my child, from your heart of hearts." One remarkable sentence is added from a later letter of this period : "As I have often told you, my Boy, I could part with you to- morrow, and lose the joy of seeing your dear face, if I knew your soul was safe." " Do not tell this to anybody," writes the lad to his mother, " I put your letter next my heart, and kept it there all day." The NOTES continue : " So far as I can recollect, my early instruction under dear old Carver consisted, as might be expected, of Xenophon and the Greek Testament, Ovid and Caesar. He taught me very well, and was certainly the kindest and most affectionate preceptor that any boy could possibly wish for." Within a very few weeks, however, the household at home was thrown into considerable agitation by hearing, through a certain " Julia," that Arthur as he was then called had been caned three times. That such punishment should have overtaken their cherished boy seems to have been almost beyond their belief. The mother writes to make inquiries. SANDFORD GRANGE AND ETON 11 "And now, my love, if it was a joke on your part, you will be sorry to hear what concern your saying to Julia that you had been caned three times has occasioned us. Your Papa bids me say it is not your being caned he cares for, but that you should have deserved it. ... Papa begs you will write as soon as you possibly can, and tell us truly what were the causes of your three separate punishments." Promptly indeed, by return of post the answer came back : " MY VERY DEAR MAMA, The causes of my three canings were, viz. : 1st, We went to Sandford Hall in the evening, and as we were not home at the time he appointed, so we were caned for that ; 2nd, for not behaving well at dinner ; and 3rd, for not knowing my lessons. I am not caned half so often as the others, because I learn my lessons faster and better than the others. I am very, very sorry it has made you ill ; for if I had known that Julia would tell you, I would not have told her. I have only had two lessons turned since I have been here." NOTES. " In the afternoon of week-days, as a change to our regular games, we used to honour the neighbouring wealthy farmers, when the good housewives would bring out their sponge cakes, and currant and goose- berry wines for Mr. Carver's 'young gentlemen,' with great hospitality and delight. But our most frequent resort was Sandford Hall, a fine old Elizabethan house, at about a mile's distance from the Grange, over meandering brooks and through pretty copses to the hill where it stood, and where Sir William, the old general, and Lady Eustace (Harvey Tower's aunt) were ever genial hosts to us. So the terms sped most pleasantly along. In about a year and a half, Harvey Tower left for Eton ; and in two years' time, in December, 1844, it was decided that I should follow." His tutor's letters report well of his work. " 2lst Oct., 1844. " Stevenson is quite well and very industrious, and gives me great satisfaction. He is a delightful boy. I really shall grieve when he leaves me. " Uth Dec., 1844. "I assure you I am not a little sorry to part with him, for he has been so well-behaved, and so studious of my happiness in his whole conduct. I don't hesitate to say he is a boy of brilliant parts. . . . Nature has given him a ready apprehension and a power of application beyond what I have witnessed in any of my former pupils. I am 12 LIFE OF SIR ARTHUR BLACKWOOD extremely anxious that these advantages should not be lost; for I assure you his best interests, as regards this world and the next, are very dear to ray heart." "'ETON COLLEGE " ' Surveyed after leaving a son at school for the first time. " ' How often have I fixed a stranger's gaze On yon famed turrets, clad in light as fair As this sweet evening lends, and felt the air Of learning that from calm of ancient days Breathes round them ever! Now to me they wear Hues drawn from dearer thought. . . . for in yon retreat One little student's heart expectant beats With blood of mine. O GOD! vouchsafe him power, When I am dust, to stand on this sweet place, And, thro' the vista of long years, embrace With cloudless soul this first Etonian hour.' "Such, dear Boy," writes his Father, on sending him Talfourd's sonnet, "will be my feelings when first I leave you at Eton." It was in January, 1845, that this took place. " That was a new life indeed," says Sir Arthur in his NOTES. " My tutor was the Rev. Henry Mildred Birch, who ere long was selected as tutor to the Prince of Wales. I was placed ' Middle 4th ' without any difficulty ; not a very grand beginning, but still not dis- reputable. My Dame was Angelo, an old lady of about sixty, who boarded some forty boys in a big red-brick house, in a yard leading down to the east of the School-buildings. "There were two fellows whom I knew, Richard and Algie West, my old Walmer friends. Richard was a Sixth Form boy, and Captain of the house, where he was followed by Spencer, and Talfourd, the son of the Judge. West's first home attention to me was a good licking. I hadn't been chosen as any one's fag ; but the practice of calling ' lower boy' by any Sixth or Fifth Form boy, was a prerogative which all lower boys had to obey. No sooner was that dreaded cry heard, generally at night, than from every corner of the house the lower boys all congregated in a furious rush. All cried ' Fuge ! ' and the one who uttered the word last had to answer, probably to do some little bit of household work for the boy who called. I forget whose fag I became that half. It wasn't a happy one, I know that. I was doubled up for three months with a SANDFORD GRANGE AND ETON 13 big fellow named , a bully and a brute. I never heard of him again. " On going back to Eton next half, I was emancipated from my room-fellow, and got a jolly little room, right away from everybody, at the bottom of some crooked stairs, and looking over my Dame's garden and fields towards Slough. I inhabited this for the next three years, and made it very pretty with sporting pictures and bookcases, etc. Oh, how snug were the winter evenings there, when at six o'clock I got out my 'order 'of pretty china, and metal teapot, and the rolls and muffins, and either asked a friend, or else alone, regaled myself ; and then set to work at lessons for the next day. Supper was at eight ; and we all went down into the big hall, and were fed. Then we ran up the tall corkscrew stone staircase, each to his different room, and got to work again, till the boys' maids came round at ten to put our lights out. That half I joined a breakfast mess, to which I adhered till I left Eton, consisting of Algie West, Lubbock (now Sir John, M.P.), who being more handy at verses than I was, often lent me a kindly hand when I was hard up for a copy. The fourth was Crawley, now for many years Vicar of North Pockenden in Essex, where I saw him not long ago. "I worked steadily on through the next two years; hockey and football and steeplechases in the Autumn and Easter terms, and swimming and boating in the summer. The Easter half of 1848 proved to me the most eventful of all my time at Eton ; for I was not only highly gratified but greatly surprised at being asked by Suttie, the captain of the Britannia, the first of the lower boats, to row third in her during that and the ensuing half. This was a great and sudden step. My friend West was at the same time asked to row in the Thetis, which was the boat below the Britannia. We were to have crimson-striped shirts, and hat-ribbons with silver ornaments, and of course our blue jackets with brass buttons. On St. David's Day therefore I took my place for the first time with conscious pride as number three in the Britannia, and rowed up to Surley Hall. "The seven long boats took precedence of everything else on the river, the cry of 'The long boats are coming' sweeping all the small craft out of the way. Few were the adventurous ' funnies,' or punts or outriggers, unless perhaps belonging to some big fellow in the Sixth Form or Eleven, who did not care to be in the boats, that ventured into the lock when the long boats were in. How we swept down, past Upper and Lower Hope, on flowing stream at a rattling pace ; and then as the shades of evening set in, all the crews marched down High Street to College arm in arm, as the ' big levee.' It has been often said that there is no prouder position in any man's life than when he gets into the 'big levee' at Eton. The influence which he wields, the respect 14 LIFE OF SIB ARTHUR BLACKWOOD and awe with which all the rest of the school look up to him and his mates, and the conscious kingship of men which he exercises, is some- thing which is rivalled by no after-position in life. West and I, then, were in the 'big levee ' that term, as big fellows, and we let our weight be felt. For one thing, he, Suttie and I started an innovation in Eton dress, which has never died out. Swallow-tail coats had up to that time been as much de rigueur as part of the school-uniform as top hats and white ties the latter however, at that time, had been changed from double into single, by general consent. The change we adopted was that of cut-away coats ; and it electrified the whole school, which quickly, where it dared, followed our example. Strange to say, the masters never took any notice of it ; and we had all the glory of intro- ducing the first novelty in Eton dress for many a long year. " West and I at that time became rather ringleaders in advanced movements, and for the first time in our lives, though such big fellows, succeeded in bringing ourselves under the notice of the Head Master, Dr. Hawtrey, and getting well swished. West was the Captain of my Dame's. Mrs. Angelo had died or retired, and had been succeeded by a Mrs. , a meek and humble kind of body. We chose, very improperly, in our new fledged dignity, to be impertinent to her. . . . We were both sixteen, I think, and rather big fellows to be swished. All we could do was to gulp down our emotions, which were much severer than we expected they would be. And I think on the whole we were both of us glad that we did not leave Eton without having been swished once, and not for lessons. "One other exploit was the result of West's and my larkishness that half. We took it into our heads to go to London for the night. And certainly we planned our arrangements on modern principles. All our money was gone ; so with the quietest assurance, we went to my Dame, the person who was responsible to the Head Master for the safe custody of all the boys under her roof, and coolly said we were going to London, and she must give us some money to go with. What induced the good lady to yield to our demands we never knew; but she complied, and forked out the cash. One of our chief friends, Talfourd, was great in stage matters, and was supposed to have vast experience behind the scenes. About nine o'clock, I forget how, \v> escaped from some window, (so far as I recollect all were barred,) and hastened across the two miles to Slough Station. There we found we had just missed the train; and like boys, always ready for eating, we incontinently spent a considerable portion of our ill-gotten gains in a sumptuous meal of chops and porter. At last another train came up, and fancying we were heroes of noblest character, or villains of deepest dye, we got up to London. There we instantly went off, according to SANDFOBD GRANGE AND ETON 15 Talfourd's directions, to some very second-rate theatre we did not care which ; we were so excited that anything would have done. Then we retired quietly to bed at some very inferior 'public ' in the Edgware Road. " What was our horror, at six o'clock in the morning, on being awoke, to behold the visage of old Atlee, my Dame's butler, at the foot of our bed ! "We at once thought we were ruined; and visions of expulsion and disgrace at home stared us in the face. The fact was, the evening before, Dr. Hawtrey had sent to ask West, who was the Captain of the house, to breakfast with him next morning at nine o'clock. We had arranged to be back at nine ; but our friends were too much alarmed to leave our safety to chance ; so with great sagacity, they decided, as their only resource, to take Atlee, the old ' Cerberus,' into their confidence ; and clubbing together the money, they sent him up to London, where we fortunately had told them our address. We got back to school in plenty of time ; and little did the worthy Head Master think of the deed of which one of his guests had been guilty that night. " But we suffered for it in mind for a considerable time to come." " Went to S. Hawtrey's," says the boy's Diary. " There I was told by Suttie that his tutor had asked ' If he knew anything about those boys at Angelo's ? ' Was in an awful funk all night, as also West. Went to bed in such a funk that I could not sleep. " Wednesday, Wth. Woke in a funk. Went in to school in a funk. Eat my breakfast in a funk. Did everything in a funk." NOTES. " To have performed such a feat, and not to have let it be known, would have been to rob us of all our glory. So we told a few leading spirits in the school, with the result that they worked upon our guilty consciences by innuendoes that they had heard it talked about among the Masters, and declared that the thing was known. For some weeks we never went into school without the apprehension of finding our names on the ominous slip of paper which the praepostor carried round to the different forms each school time, and which bore the names of criminals sentenced to the block ; and we knew that in our case it would be to something far worse. With the days however our fears passed, and the rest of the half went along as happily as possible." Alongside of this flowing stream of prosperous school-life ran the current of home happiness. During one holidays his Father, 16 LIFE OF SIR ARTHUR BLACKWOOD who was a keen sportsman and a splendid rider, had taken a house for the hunting season at Buckland, near Faringdon. " He bought for me a little chestnut mare called ' the Pet,' about fifteen hands high. On her I really learned to ride ; and under the tuition of such a first-rate sportsman as my Father, it was impossible for me to do otherwise than acquire the keenest taste for the sport he so loved and excelled in." Together they hunted with the Old Berkshire, the Vale of White Horse, and the Heythorpe. Another winter was spent at Appleton, near Abingdon, "in an old ivy-covered, haunted-looking gabled Manor house, some three hundred years old." The boyish Diary, kept with great regularity and a praiseworthy attention to detail, from the beginning of 1848, gives particulars of many of these pleasant days, in which he made friendships with the Throck- mortons, a Koman Catholic family of the old school, and others. It also records many juvenile experiences, such as the writing of a tragedy upon Schiller's ghost scene, which was duly acted with the aid of one of his Eton friends. Only a few letters of this period have been preserved. " I hope," he writes to his Father, "that you will not screw the money for my boat together ; for I had fifty times rather go without it, than you should deprive yourself of anything, or any pleasure, just to give me that little enjoyment for a month or two, and which, when those two months are past, I shall not feel any happier for having had it." In a letter to his Mother in May, 1845, endorsed by her with the words, " Begins to write a nice hand," he says : "There is immense lots of betting here during the time of the Races, but I have not bet at all." Probably this abstinence was of but short continuance. Of any serious thought no traces remain. He chronicles one journey to Eton as follows : "Came with Carter, the Fellow, and a young lady who gave me a tract." The last letter is not of a particularly edifying nature : " MY DEAREST FATHER, We have had very good fun these three last days in seeing the people come back from Ascot. To-night after eight o'clock absence, we all went and looked at them. There were a SANDFORD GEANGE AND ETON 17 good many rows, the first of which was, we were all standing on the wall outside the school yard, and a drunken blackguard came up, and knocked a fellow called Watkins off, in order to get on himself. Then John Watkins, who is very strong, got up and hit him in the face, upon which he knocked him down again. Then MacNiven, a great big Sixth Form, came up with Carew, and knocked the man down, and gave him a bloody nose. Fourteen horses fell down dead, a fellow was run over, carriages ran foul of each other, all the men were drunk, and altogether it was the best fun we have had for some time." The NOTES continue : "Election Saturday drew on, when there was a repetition of all the festivities of 4th June. My people had come down to the former, and my Father came down to the latter. But before that day, I received an intimation from him that I was to leave. This was very unexpected, but there was good cause. I certainly had not been getting any good to myself, and my tutor wrote to my Father that he thought it would be to my advantage if I were not to remain any longer at Eton. There was plenty of time however for all my friends to present me with tokens of their regard, at their parents' expense, in the form of sets of handsomely bound volumes, chosen without reference to their contents, and solely with regard to their ornamental appearance. It has happened however that not a few of those books have proved useful to me in later life. " So ended my Eton career. "If I knew as much Latin and Greek as when I came, I certainly don't think I knew much more ; but I knew that the one great desire of my Father had been to send me where I should be happy ; and in gratifying myself, I knew I gratified him. " Eton has certainly been of immense advantage to me during my whole life. Never have I been in any scenes or circumstances, or in any parts of the world, where I have not met old Etonians, whom either I knew, or who knew me ; and this is a great help in rubbing through life. One after result is certainly remarkable. Amongst my most intimate friends were West, Lubbock, Rivers Wilson, Fremantle, and Eyan, who sat next above me in school, and Welby who was in the form above. After some years, we each of us entered the Civil Service of the State ; each of us has risen to be the head of one of the largest and most important Departments of the Government, Sir Reginald Welby being Secretary to the Treasury ; Sir Algernon West, Chairman of the Inland Revenue; Sir Rivers Wilson, Controller of the National Debt; Sir Charles Ryan, Controller General of Exchequer ; Hon. Sir Charles Fremantle, Deputy Master of the Mint, while Sir John Lubbock is 2 18 LIFE OF SIR ARTHUR BLACKWOOD not only well known as a politician, but also as a literary man. This circumstance, as may well be conceived, has contributed in no small degree to the pleasure, and lightened the labours of a long career in the public service. One other circumstance in connection with the set I have just mentioned is also remarkable. We were each of us made a K.C.B. (except Lubbock) within a few years of each other. "That half had a very happy ending, when West, Rivers Wilson, myself and two others went home from Eton to Putney in a four-oar. FLOREAT ETOXA ! " PROSEKEN. NOTES. "No one can ever have had a life of greater happiness than I. Each successive stage of my boyhood had been an increase of pleasure upon the former ; but behind and above all was there the supreme delight of the most intense family affection. No son, I am sure, was ever loved more devotedly by Father or Mother, or returned it more truly. My sisters and I were wrapped up in each other. What a blessing has this been to me all my days ! " The next stage of existence proved no exception to those which had preceded it. " It had been decided that I was to go to Cambridge in two years' time ; and besides keeping up the very small modicum of classics with which I had furnished myself at Eton, my Father judged and judged rightly, for it has been of immense advantage to me during my whole life that I should know at least one foreign language well. Of French I already had a smattering. "A friend of his, Miss Blake, of Danesbury, Herts, had married Baron de Biel, the possessor of large estates in Mecklenburg, on the Baltic Sea ; and by their advice he was induced to place me with their parish clergyman, Mr. Brockmann. " Accordingly, in October, 1848, I embarked at midnight at London Bridge, in the John Bull, for Hamburg. My only companion was my little dog Tiger. My Father and Mother came to see me off, and sad indeed were the good-byes on both sides." " My dearest dearest Mother," he writes in a little private scrap enclosed in the first letter home, " I love you most dearly, and will try to repay your kind loving affection by all the means in my power, by working hard, and doing all I can to please you." And then, amongst the packet of letters, comes a thin crumpled envelope, enclosing a little tan glove, with the single button of those (19) 20 LIFE OF SIB ABTHTJB BLACKWOOD days; and written on the outside are the words, "With this glove I shook hands with my loved Boy, Tuesday night, on board the John Bull, 17th October, 1848, since which I have kept it sacred." Mrs. Blackwood's love for her son, it may be said once for all, was of a most intense description a fact which, in estimating the influences of his life, cannot be left out of account. He never knew what it was not to be surrounded by love and sunshine. Then follow in letters, and later in the NOTES, full details of the voyage a bad one, lasting four days and nights, instead of two, and he a "wretched sailor" ; of his journey next day to Wismar, where " a portly kindly-looking man of about forty, talking very broken English, received me with great heartiness" ; of his arrival at Proseken, and kind reception by the Frau Pastorin, whose English was " a little better than the Pastor's." " Tiger was allowed to go up to my room, where once more my thoughts turned homewards with inexpressible home-sickness." Full descriptions of his rooms, furniture, meals, and hours are given in these letters home. NOTES. "Very soon I was cheered up by the Baroness de Biel's cordial invitation to spend an afternoon at Zierow. This was about two miles off, through some very pretty woods; and it was indeed with gladness that I found myself in what, to all intents and purposes, was an English country house in both talk and ways of living. The Baron, who was noted for having introduced horse-racing into Germany, was a most high-bred gentleman of the old school. There were four sons : one, Wilhelm, exactly my own age; and Thomson, Charles and Rudolph. Also four daughters. " During the two years of my stay in Mecklenburg, Zierow was my never-failing resort. Constantly did I spend my Sundays there, besides weeks at Christmas time ; and the shooting expeditions, when, to my horror as an English sportsman, I had to shoot foxes, were occasions of great enjoyment. But above all was the riding. The Baron had a fine stud of thoroughbreds at Zierow. I had had pretty good practice in the hunting field in England, but it needed all I knew to stick on when I galloped round in the riding-school in the winter, with the Baron and the four lads, all of them first-rate horsemen. " It was a succession of such tricks as I had never experienced in my life. In the autumn we used to go across country for two or three PROSEKEN 21 hours ; but as it was very open, the jumping was nothing like what I had been used to. " I soon settled down to work at German, and then at classics and mathematics with Mr. Brockmann ; and being anxious to make a good impression with a man who I saw was a scholar, and who had heard of the renown of Eton, I put my best leg foremost. How I came out in Greek play and Livy certainly surprised me, for I was not aware that I knew so much ; and Mr. Brockmann was evidently surprised to find how far I had advanced. I soon picked up German, amusing them much by my mistakes. The name by which I was soon known was that of ' Misterchen ' (the little Mister), though I was then six foot two inches. " Often I would go off with Tiger to breakfast with Herr Fischer, a young farmer, one of the Baron's tenants ; or to the Wiesch, where lived a dear old couple, Mr. and Mrs. Jenssen. Once in the week, perhaps, we either paid or received Besuche (visits). This was always without notice. On our side, the Wienerwagen, or close carriage, was brought out about three o'clock, and along miles of flats that could not be called roads, of hard clay in summer, and fearful mire and snow in winter, we jogged and creaked to some neighbouring friendly farmer's house. A hospitable welcome always awaited us ; kaffee was instantly forthcoming, and the parlour was soon filled with tobacco smoke. I had not at that time myself acquired the habit. Soon perhaps, equally accidentally, dropped in some other family. In one room the men all began playing whist and other games of cards for pence ; while the wives and daughters of course knitted, and kept up a pretty good flow of talk. As I did not smoke, I preferred the ladies' society as a rule, where I learned a good deal of German in conversation, and spent pleasant evenings. At nine o'clock we all went in to supper, where, while there was profusion, there was no variety from our ordinary home fare. The life was so simple and easy-going among them all. It had a peculiar and lasting charm. "The winter perhaps was the most enjoyable. Heavy snow fell early ; and then we had sleighing across the country, or skating at Zierow, or for miles and miles on the long extent of hummocky ice which reached far out into the Baltic. Oh I how weird it was as we stayed on the ice and down on the desolate shore till dusk, and one fancied one could see to the North Pole itself as the night fell ! "In summer I kept up my music, which I had not neglected even at Eton, walking into Wismar once a week, in the very early morning, and having lessons at eight o'clock ; in winter playing duets with the Frau Pastorin. My small acquirements on the piano were very accept- able in the different houses. 22 LIFE OF SIR ARTHUR BLACKWOOD "Then too came the Reading-teas, when the ladies and younger gentlemen of the country round met at different houses from time to time, to read Goethe, Schiller, Shakespeare, Byron, etc. ; whilst the older men shut themselves up with their penny games of cards and nights of smoke. "The Brockmanns had two boys. In the long evenings Wilhelm and I used to play Belaguerung Spiel, a tin-soldier game of attack and defence. "Christmas, much as the Zierow people pressed me, I could not spend away from Proseken, though I went there immediately after- wards. There was always a family gathering; of course there was a fine Christmas tree. Such was the general tenour of the Proseken life." Through all this time the strong feelings of home-love were kept alive by a constant interchange of long pleasant chatty letters on either hand. " If I had written to you every time I had thought of you, you would have had a letter reaching from Tuesday night to Friday morning," says his sister Lucy in her share of the large foreign sheet, upon which the whole family poured out their affection and regret on his first departure from England. Full and descriptive letter-writing was highly esteemed by Mr. and Mrs. Blackwood ; and the exercise trained him to an ease in expressing himself which must have been of no small value in after life. " I daresay," he says, " I could write more fluently and better if I took more time. I think you will not complain of the shortness of this letter. It is the longest I ever wrote. It is one hundred and thirty lines. "The other day we went into Wismar, and dined with a friend of Pastor Brockmann's, and as the dinner-things were being laid, I saw a bottle of English porter placed on the table. My heart rejoiced within me, as I had not seen such a thing since I had been in Germany. When, what was my dismay when we sat down to dinner, to see it poured into wine-glasses, mixed with pounded sugar, and spoons to stir it! ! ! " I think the Germans must be lazy, as they were all quite astonished at my walking from here to Vogsthagen, about fifteen miles." PROSEKEN 23 NOTES. "During that summer a most unexpected pleasure was suddenly announced from home. My Father had decided to take my Mother and sisters to Switzerland ; and to my intense delight, he wrote to me, telling me I was to meet them at Antwerp, thus giving me two more days of their company. " Oh, the pleasure of that trip, with those I so loved, and had not seen for ten months! Cologne, Coblenz, Wiesbaden, Bale, and then Vevay, Geneva, Chamounix, Martigni, Baden, are the principal places that I remember. Often as I have betravelled Switzerland since, never has the charm of that journey been excelled. At last we had to part at Cologne." At Proseken the old happy life was now resumed. His letters are filled with accounts of the sport which he so greatly enjoyed. " Yesterday, I went with Willy Biel to a battue in one of the Grand Ducal forests. One has to pay a fine if one misses, doesn't shoot when one can, doesn't hold the gun properly, i.e., with the muzzle in the air, which among so many shooters is for the sake of safety. I had not to pay once, and Willy had to pay six for missing. "I shot every day at Zierow with Willy Biel at hawks in the following manner. We had an immense owl, called an Uhu or Schubut, which was fastened to a stake about twenty paces from a hut in which Willy and I were concealed, and in which there was a window out of which to shoot. The owl attracts the hawks by screaming, and they come one after another and swoop at him ; while they are hovering, before the swoop, we shoot them. They generally measure between five and six feet from wing to wing. One had however generally to wait a good long time before they came, which was rather freezing work in 12 cold. You wonder at my wanting another great-coat! I should like you to be in a sledge with 18 to 24 cold, and a wind like a knife, and see if you would not freeze in three great-coats like mine ! " From the time of his arrival in Germany he was much struck by the absence of the religious observances to which he had always been accustomed at home. " Mr. and Mrs. Brockmann are gone to spend the evening at Mr. Jenssen's, whither I also was asked : but as I think that if I go to one person's house on Sunday, I cannot refuse to go to another when asked, I have refused to go to-night. After church is over, they spend the Sunday going to the opera, playing cards, and anything else they like. 24 LIFE OF SIR ARTHUR BLACKWOOD "The swearing here, at least, not swearing, but using GOD'S name, is quite dreadful, ladies and children using it more than men ; the favourite expression is Herr Gott and Herr Jesus" His Mother's answer is very touching : " I hope I am beginning to think more seriously of my responsi- bility. ... I tremble at the desecration of the Sabbath. It is so pleasant to our sinful natures to pass it in pastime, and even worse, cards. But recollect, dear love, that GOD so hallowed it, that He Him- self observed it. Oh! my child, I remember with tears, and with groans yes, I have heard myself audibly groan, when I recollect that 7 have helped by my example to make you think lightly of Sunday. . . . But I will hope it may have served as a warning instead of an example. I know it is pleasant to pass Sunday according to the way of the world; but I read only this morning Mark viii. 34, which so plainly shows that those who wish to follow the Saviour must take up their cross, deny themselves, and do what is not according to our sinful desires." NOTES. " During these years I underwent a curious phase of spiritual ex- perience. The religious emotions which I had passed through when a boy at Walmer had been quite deadened by school-life ; and I do not remember having any tendency whatever towards the things of GOD when I arrived in Mecklenburg. But a peculiar effect was produced upon me by the way in which the Sunday was observed there. Ac- cording to general Lutheran ways, the afternoon is treated as lawfully devoted to secular amusements ; and cards, visits, and the theatre were all looked upon as quite legitimate occupations. This, somehow or other, offended my sense of propriety ; and I determined, careless as I had been of Sunday observance in England, to act differently. I therefore regularly shut myself up in my room on Sundays, with my Bible and Prayer Book, and diligently pursued a course of Doddridge's ' Rise and Progress of Religion in the Soul.' This had been given to me some years before by my dear godmother, Charlotte Wright of Lenton, who was afterwards, by another book, to convey a yet gladder message to my soul. These studies produced a very great impression upon me ; and I sought to conform my life to the lines prescribed by good Dr. Doddridge, and entered into covenants with GOD, which I trusted would eventually secure my salvation. But these impressions, like those of earlier years, were soon quenched by other scenes. The goodness of GOD however did not abandon me." Powerful as these impressions and good resolutions may have been while they lasted, and often as they may have been PBOSEKEN 25 re-awakened from time to time, they appear from his Diary a mere record of events to have been but short-lived on each occasion, and to have been of a curiously mingled nature. On the Sunday following his arrival at Proseken, he says, " Went to opera. Saw Eagle's Nest. Very pretty girl acted Eose." That day week was the first on which the new resolutions took effect. " Sunday, 5th Nov., 1848. Read prayers in my room. Mr. and Mrs. B. and H. F. went to the Jenssens'. I stayed at home, and wrote to West and Mother. Finished the ' Morne au Diable ' capital book." By Sunday, 12th November, the entry has become : " Wrote letters. Read prayers. Went to opera. Saw Huguenots. Mile. Lachenwitz is very pretty, and acted very nicely." This however was the only occasion on which he broke his resolutions so far as regarded Sunday theatres. With several ex- ceptions, the usual entry is, " Eead prayers," accompanied by such variations as the following : "Sunday, 3rd Dec. Read prayers in my own room. . . . Played whist in the evening, I'm ashamed to say." "Sunday, 1th Jan. 1849. Read prayers. ... In evening went to Bahr's for Lottery. I had three lots, but lost them all." "Sunday, 21st Jan. Read prayers in my room. Mr. Brockmann went to Schwellar's. I wouldn't go. Herr Pastorr evidently doesn't like my refusing to go out on Sunday." 11 Sunday, llth March. Read prayers in morning. . . . Played mngi et un! ! which I am sorry for. GOD forgive me! won four schelling." The entry of 25th March, 1849, has a slight, but very significant variation upon the formal " Eead prayers." "Read and prayed in the morning." A comparison of dates shows that it must have been on this day that the following letter was written : " PBOSEKEN, 1849, Sunday, 25th. "My DEAREST SISTER LUCY, I have for some time been wishing to write to you alone about myself, but could never determine myself to open my mind fully to you. "There is nobody here to whom I can talk about religious matters. ... I have lately been thinking more about my sinful state than I have ever done ; and though I feel that I am not the least improved, still I can't help feeling a sort of self-sufficiency when I see all the 26 LIFE OF SIR ARTHUR BLACKWOOD people here breaking the Sabbath day, and taking GOD'S name in vain in the way they do. This I know is wrong, because I am as sinful, X daresay more sinful, than they; because, though I don't do those very sins openly, I profane the Sunday with unholy thoughts as much as they do with their parties and cards. " I read and pray every morning and evening, and often pray very fervently ; but the moment that is over, the thoughts of the world and all its pleasures come pouring back into my mind, and entirely drive out holier thoughts. I pray for strength against temptation ; but the moment temptation comes, however small, I yield to it. When I am praying, and reading the Bible, or Doddridge's 'Rise and Progress' (which I like exceedingly), I feel very happy, when I think that by really be- lieving on Jesus Christ, I shall be saved; but the moment I cease reading or prayer, I feel quite in despair of salvation, or else a sort of relying on my own strength to resist temptation and do good works, which I cannot get rid of. Sundays I read and pray more than other days, but that past, the week goes by in the same routine of sin and negligence of GOD ; and when the next Sunday comes, I feel myself sinfuller than ever, and still faster in the bonds of Satan. This morn- ing I have been praying more earnestly than I have ever done, and have immediately sat down to write this to you, in the hopes that you will give me some good advice. " I hope that the Holy Spirit has really moved me to think more of Eternal Salvation and the necessity .of preparing for another world, and that it is not a false delusion of my own mind." In April, 1849, the Diary ceases. Of the remaining twelve months at Proseken no record exists, except in letters. In the spring of 1850 a correspondence passed between himself and his Father, with reference to the prospect of his going to Cambridge in the autumn of that year. Parts of his own letters are worth giving as an indication of character : " PBOSEKEN, 19th Jan., 1850. " I have been thinking for some time past about your plans con- cerning me; and after having asked several people who are fit judges of it, have come to the conclusion that it would be advisable for me to go to a German University, instead of an English one. " I will give you my reasons in proper order. " 1. I have been learning Latin and Greek for seven or eight years, and in my opinion know enough of them both to go through the world with. What does W. R.'s Latin help him ? He has the reputa- tion of being a good Latin scholar, and that is all ! I have enough of Latin to be able to read most authors with facility ; and that I have PBOSEKEN 27 read a great deal of Sophocles and Euripides is a proof of my Greek knowledge. At Cambridge and Oxford, Latin, Greek and mathematics are the things which one must learn, and without which one cannot take a degree ; and are therefore rendered the principal and most im- portant studies. " Now, in Germany, one may study what one likes ; Statistics, History, Astronomy, Geology, Painting; every language, and in fact every branch of knowledge is open to one. Modern languages and history educate a man much more than Latin and Greek. What am I to do in society with Latin and Greek ? . . . Whereas the "afore-mentioned things would help me on in every society. " 2. At Cambridge or Oxford I should cost you at least 260 or 300 a year. In Germany, at the best University, either Berlin or Bonn, . . . 150 would be more than enough. "3. In the holidays I could make the journeys which you intend me to make now, viz., to the Duke of Augustenburg, Vienna, Dresden, Munich, etc. At Bonn, as you know, I am two days from London ; at Berlin, five or six. " The only reason I have against it is, that I should at Oxford or Cambridge make acquaintances, which would be useful to me in after life. " If you were by good luck to get an appointment for me while at the University, I could leave it directly ; but at Cambridge I could not well leave without taking a degree. " I have been speaking with Mr. Brockmann a great deal about this lately. His opinion is the following: that I am in Latin, Greek, and mathematics very well grounded. (I have heard that he has spoken to other people in great praise of my attainments in those languages, etc.) But that I am very deficient in geographical and historical knowledge, which is quite true ; and that that deficiency would be better filled up in a German university than in any English one. He expressed at the same time a wish that I should stay here the summer, in order to study these two things ; and I could certainly wish for no better teacher than he is. He has the knack of teaching and explaining everything clearer and easier than anybody I know. None of the masters at Eton has the method and convincing way of explaining that he has. He also says that I have resolution, and that if I make up my mind to work, I can do it ; and I hope that you have reliance enough on my promise to believe me, if I say that I WILL work hard. I end by saying that I should like it exceedingly, if you have nothing against it. And do not think that this wish and letter are the work of a moment, for I have been thinking about it a good long time." The correspondence thus closes : 28 LIFE OF SIB ARTHUR BLACKWOOD "15th February, 1850. The reasons which you produce against a German university are such as I should expect from a person who had never been in Germany . . . and who has very naturally prejudices in favour of England; but as I see you are decidedly against it, I will not urge it again." The NOTES take up the narrative again at this point. " Once again my Father, who never ceased, though by no means a rich man, to gratify my every desire and to do all that he thought for my advantage, sent me a remittance with authority to travel so far as the money would carry me, keeping north of the Alps. The sad day of leaving Proseken arrived. Mournful indeed it was to us all ; for somehow or other those kind people had conceived a very strong affection for the English lad who had come among them eighteen months before in the way I have described. The love engendered in those years has lasted all my life. "Several times, at long intervals, I have revisited the scenes of those happy days. The circle of loved ones has of course diminished. The good and kind Pastor lies in his churchyard. The Baron and Baroness have long since also died ; and their son Wilhelm, who had been my greatest friend, a magnificent young man of six foot four, and as handsome as he was tall, to the great grief of all who loved him, shot himself accidentally three years after I left. Standing beside a little covert, where we had often shot together, and loading his gun, it exploded, and he was killed on the spot. " By his death Charles became the inheritor of the Zierow property. " My journey was very enjoyable. Having despatched dear old Tiger from Hamburg, I proceeded first to Berlin, where the pleasure of my stay was enhanced by the kindness of the British ambassador, Lord Westmorland. Thence to Dresden, where I found an Eton friend, in whose company I met with a young Englishman, named Gordon Weld. We made friends directly, and travelling through Saxon Switzerland, by way of Prague, reached Vienna. Then, after a pleasant fortnight, we went to the Austrian Tyrol, Ischl, Wolfgangsee, and Salzburg. Then on foot, a three days' walk to Bad-Gastein, at that time a quiet little village, consisting of a few primitive chalets. "After that to Munich, where Weld had to leave me, and where I spent perhaps the pleasantest fortnight of all in the society of a cousin of the Von Biels, young Baron Von Maltzahn, an officer in the Bavarian army. "Thence to Homburg, and after a final week of pleasure there, went down the Rhine to Rotterdam. "Another few hours, and I was at Albert Terrace, Regent's Park, where my parents then lived. In about a year's time we removed to Upper Brook Street, Grosvenor Square." CAMBEIDGE AND LONDON. NOTES. " On 12th October, 1850, 1 went up to Cambridge, where I matriculated at Trinity, and was installed in lodgings at 14 Rose Crescent. "I at once found myself amongst a number of old Eton friends, and within a few weeks was elected a member of the Atheneum. This is a club just opposite Trinity Gate, whose character of course varies with that of the different sets of men who come up to Cambridge. At that time it was very quiet, consisting of only about thirty men, fellow commoners and gentlemen commoners, and a few others like myself. Philip Currie, Christopher Sykes, John Bridgeman, John Harbord, Francis Leveson Gower, (who, alas ! died within a year or so in the Bulgarian Rifles), Alexander Dennistoun, Heathcote, now Lord An- caster, and a few others are those whom I recollect most vividly. " But I had a number of other friends also, and besides rowing in the 2nd Trinity in summer, my principal pursuit was that of riding across country, where it is a wonder that I did not break my neck over the Cambridgeshire five-barred gates, every one of which I think I must have jumped during the two winters that I was up. " I have never ceased to regret that I did not avail myself more assiduously of the educational opportunities within my reach, I am ashamed to say that, beyond what was absolutely necessary to pass muster at lectures, I neglected reading in the whole of my Univer- sity career." Constantly in after life Sir Arthur would refer to his Cambridge career, grieving over the lost time and wasted opportunities for reading a loss which in his subsequent busy life he found it so impossible to repair. The letters of this, as of one or two other periods, were accident- ally destroyed. One only remains. (29) 30 LIFE OF SIR ARTHUR BLACKWOOD " TRINITY COLLEGE, Tuesday, llth. " MY DBAEEST MOTHER, I received your letter this morning. . . . You accuse me of being wanting in the duty of a son to a mother, be- cause I have not written since Sunday, 2nd (I think I wrote home then). Tell me how often you wish to hear from me, and I will write the requisite number of times ; but it will only be to send a blank envelope to let you know I am well, as everything goes on here so regularly that I can have nothing to say ; if you will however let me write whenever I can fill up a letter, and give you some account of my goings- on, I shall enjoy it. " I am sure it is from no wish to be wanting in my duty to you that I do not write oftener, but solely from having nothing to say. " Dearest Mummy, do tell me what is weighing on your spirits ; . . . you must be sure that I shall sympathise with you. Do write to me the day you receive this, . . . and you shall have no cause to complain of my not writing to you oftener. " I am, dearest Mother, " Your loving Son. " I heard from Granny this morning." It can have been only a few weeks later that his grandmother, Lady Blackwood, died. She had filled a certain place in his life, and had regarded him with affection and pride. On the fly-leaf of a little old worn book of " Prayers," her son, Mr. Arthur Blackwood, made the following record : " On Monday, the 5th May, 1851, at half-past ten, A.M., in the pre- sence of her children, and in perfect reliance on the intercession of her Redeemer, my dear Mother resigned, after a short illness, and without pain, her spirit to her Maker. "GoD be praised for all His mercies, and for this happy transition to everlasting peace. "The last words on my Mother's lips were: 'Oh! lift my soul to heaven,' and ' Pray the Lord to receive my soul.' " NOTES. "My Cambridge life went on very pleasantly till March, 1852. At that time the Government of Lord John Russell resigned. My Mother, who had been a great favourite in early years, thought this an oppor- tunity not to be lost for advancing her son's interests. She therefore hurried to Downing Street, and asked him, before leaving office, to give me an appointment. It so happened that there were three vacancies at the Treasury. One of these Lord John gave to me, and another to Ryan, who a few years before had sat next me in school at Eton." CAMBRIDGE AND LONDON 31 The graceful little note in which Lord John Eussell acknow- ledged the thanks which this appointment drew forth, still remains. " CHESHAM PLACE, 13th March, 1852. " DEAR MRS. BLACKWOOD, I am very happy to find that my patron- age has fallen on one so deserving, and who will I hope always make you a happy mother. " I remain, yours truly, " J. RUSSELL." NOTES. " This was of course a first-rate opening to a public career. As I was in some trepidation as to my prospects at the examination for my degree, and had begun to feel the necessity for reading, it was not without great relief that I felt that this would not now be required ; and though I was sorry to leave my Cambridge friends, the thought of a start in life and all the pleasures of London made up for any disappointment. I had also just at that moment got into some scrapes with the College authorities. I therefore said good-bye to Cambridge without a very heavy heart ; and going home, was at once presented by my Father to Sir Charles Trevelyan, Permanent Secretary to the Treasury, thus commencing my public service in March, 1852. " My formal introduction to the Service of Her Majesty was com- pleted by having to give proof of my powers of composition and knowledge of arithmetic in the Private Secretary's room of Sir Charles Trevelyan, then Secretary to the Treasury. My Eton, German, and Cambridge education fortunately bore this severe strain. Entrance into the service of the State, in those happy days, depended upon the result of no examination, but at all events in the case of the Treasury, upon the will of the Prime Minister. Nor was the labour which the State then exacted of us of a too exhausting character. It consisted in copying letters into a big book ; and then, at the close of the day, folding the said letters, enclosing them in large envelopes, addressing them, and sealing them, regardless of cost, with an enormous weight of red sealing wax. This tremendous work, which began at half-past ten, concluded at four. It was relieved by an excellent luncheon ; and the afternoon was often mirthfully enlivened by Herbert Murray, now Chairman of the Customs, Wynne, an Eton friend, who after- wards left for the Coldstream Guards, and myself, in games of stump and ball. " We occupied a long low room, the highest in the building, look- ing over St. James' Park to the west, and the Treasury passage into Downing Street on the south. There we were secluded from the rest of 32 LIFE OF SIR ARTHUR BLA.CKWOOD the office, being at the top of a long stone corkscrew staircase, up which no one ever came, except friends to join in our sport, either from inside the building or from other Departments of the Government outside. . . . One day a catastrophe occurred. Being unable to obtain in the ordinary way sufficient supplies of drinkables for our friends and ourselves, we resorted to the expedient of hoisting up a cask of beer from the aforesaid Treasury passage. In a few minutes orders reached me to wait upon Sir Charles Trevelyan. A Bobby had witnessed the proceedings, and supposing something was wrong, had given notice indoors. Sir Charles asked for an explanation. I en- deavoured to state, as clearly as I could, that an enterprising firm of West-end brewers had resorted to that method of extending their custom. Sir Charles, whose experience of simple Indian ways had not prepared him, any more than his acquaintance with London life, for so remarkable a development of trade enterprise, apparently did not quite credit my representations. This was of course too much for my Eton and Cambridge spirit, and I was very impertinent. I can see now the air of surprised and outraged authority which shaded the good man's features as he exclaimed : 'Ha 1 ha ! this is contumacy, Sir ! Leave the room ! ' I left, not feeling at all sure what condign punishment, perhaps even the loss of my new appointment, the Lords Commissioners of Her Majesty's Treasury, functionaries who sat in the Board room, and included the new Prime Minister himself, might inflict upon so grievous an offender. I was not without a resource ; and going to William Stevenson, who was next in rank to Trevelyan, and was an old friend of my Father, I sought his friendly intervention. This he promised ; and by a timely apology to my offended chief, I succeeded in establishing peace. "Within a couple of years Sir Charles published in the Times extracts of letters from myself to him, in which I stated facts which had occurred within my own knowledge in the Crimea. . . . " Our official day, as I said, ended at four. Then, arm in arm with Stewart Hobhouse, of the Home Office, from whom I was inseparable for the next few years, I sallied forth, generally to Rotten Row. Often my Father lent me a horse. This enabled me to enjoy the society of my partners of the previous evening. . . " London Society was then very different from what I understand it is now. . . . Almack's was then on its last legs. This was a series of balls held at Willis's Rooms, to which nobody could be admitted except on vouchers signed by a certain number of the great ladies of Society, of whom the famous Lady Jersey was the acknowledged head. Speak- ing generally, everybody knew everybody. Day after day, and night after night, one met the same circle of friends ; yet of course with CAMBRIDGE AND LONDON 33 more or less of variety. To such young people as myself, the season came to an end amidst intense regret. But then followed other agreeable occupations. Visits to country houses in the summer, shooting parties in the autumn, hunting in the winter, so far as one's leave would allow. " A fortnight was spent about Christmas at my friend Dungarvan's, in Somersetshire, where, with my Father's invariable desire to contri- bute in every way to my happiness, he sent me one of his best hunters, with a groom. Dungarvan had a pack of harriers, and we had some rare sport day after day, till my leave was up. " Last there came, late in February (1854), a large party at Percy Harrington's, in Oxfordshire, for some tableaux vivants. His sister, Lady Strathmore, was Medora, and I had to enact the Corsair, which, having fitted myself out with a Greek costume, I believe I did satisfactorily. " Little did I think how near I was to the end for ever of this my London life. But so it was." Through all these years there was one spot from which prayer earnest believing prevailing prayer " Rose like a fountain for him, night and day." This was the home of the three " Aunts," to whom reference has been made. Many years before, when evangelical religion was not common, the four daughters of Mr. John Wright, of Lenton Hall, Nottingham (sisters of Mrs. Blackwood's first husband), had been converted to GOD. Through years of difficulty, and even opposition, the sisters pursued their way. One married ; the others remained under their father's roof, " rich in good works," until his death. Then, to be near their work in the village, they built themselves a house The Lodge, Lenton where they lived, till, each at a very advanced age, they "departed for Zion," as Mr. Blackwood pleasantly said, when speaking of another's happy death. Deep in their knowledge of their Bibles, reverential and matured, to them it was given to know GOD with none of that flippant and shallow faith " which stands in the wisdom of men." Their affection for Mrs. Blackwood and her family was abounding. In her daughters they were already seeing the fulfilment of their hopes ; but in her son every early sign of grace had disappeared. Miss Charlotte Wright was his godmother; and when, in 1886, she died at the age of ninety years, he wrote to a friend, " I owe her more than any one else in the world as regards my spiritual life." 3 34 LIFE OF SIR ARTHUR BLACKWOOD To this " Aunt " he wrote in 1852 : " Many, many thanks, my dear Aunt Charlotte, for your kind letter, and the great interest you take, both in my spiritual and temporal welfare. The latter is, I think, satisfactory enough. I wish sincerely I could say so of the former; for although I know perfectly that I am living in a state of sin, and very great sin, hardly ever giving a thought to GOD, yet I wholly want the resolution and strength of mind necessary to give up the pleasures of the world, which I feel are of course wholly incompatible with the service of GOD. The most I can boast is, that I say some short prayer every night ; but that I do merely as a duty, and not because I feel any pleasure in it. Of course I say to myself that I mean to devote my time to religion and GOD some day, when I have had my turn of balls and gaieties ; but I know that it will be just as difficult then as it is now, and probably a great deal more so. You see I am perfectly aware of my state, and know that if I continue in it, I cannot hope for salvation. I very often make good resolutions, and say one day that I will not commit the sin I have that day committed again ; and I ask GOD for assistance to help those resolutions: but when the temptation comes, I yield just as readily as I did before. "I feel I am much too fond of balls and operas, etc. to give up the world without a great struggle: and I am quite sure that it is im- possible to serve GOD truly, and to frequent those places. But in the meantime it is necessary for me to go into society in order to make my way in the world ; and I don't think my parents would like my giving it up, even if I felt equal to it myself. . . . " I feel, in short, that I am going on in a far from satisfactory way ; and though I wish sincerely enough to abandon it, yet I cannot. "I shun religion, and fly from it as a bore; and though serious thoughts sometimes come over me, yet I banish them as quickly as possible. Twenty years of my life have been spent in worse than unprofitableness, and I might die any day, and it is dreadful to think how little I am prepared. " Believe me, my dear Aunt Charlotte, " Your affectionate godson, "8. A.B. " Monday, 12th April, 1852." In the summer of 1853, he again went abroad, with his friend Stewart Hobhouse. In a pocket memorandum-book, he kept a diary of this tour with his accustomed regularity. It is a record of journeying and sight-seeing, varied by meetings with friends and scrimmages with hotel keepers, games of vinyl el un, losses and CAMBRIDGE AND LONDON 35 gains, brewing of claret cup, etc. In the midst of the frivolous entries comes a page in German characters. The friends had suffered so severely from scorched faces after a mountaineering expedition, that they rested at Chamounix, July 8th, "sitting in a room almost dark, with shutters shut." Translation. "While H. rested, I went into the pretty little village church, which was close by. . . . There I knelt down and prayed to GOD to forgive me my sins, and to give me time for repentance. Afterwards I went round the little churchyard; and whilst I admired the great works of His hand, I asked Him to make me more grateful for all His benefits, and not to give me up, but to send me the Holy Ghost, and to bring me at last into His own Kingdom. Oh ! if only the good resolutions which are now in my heart would remain firm! May GOD, in His great mercy, grant that they do ! " Years afterwards, when living at Crayford [1871-79], Mr. Black- wood was looking over some old books and papers, and came upon the little pocket-book ; the German characters caught his eye, and he showed the page to his Wife, remarking on GOD'S wonderful dealings with him. He had entirely forgotten the entry. It was probably at the time when this incident in his life had thus been brought vividly to his memory, that he spoke of it in the meeting alluded to in the following letter, dated March 23rd, 1894, which gives the recollections, lasting to the present day, of one who was there. " I am going now to give you what I remember about Sir Arthur. "He came down to speak at the Chatham Soldiers' Home the week it was opened. His night was Thursday, 15th June, 1876. " His text was, ' Whosoever shall call on the name of the LORD shall be saved,' which he spoke of as an underlined text, repeated three times in Scripture. In speaking of the certainty of GOD answering all who call, he told us of a young man who, after the gaieties of a London season, had gone to Switzerland with some friends. One morning, on which the party had arranged some expedition, he had a headache, and stayed behind ; and then, later in the day, went out alone for a walk, and wandered up on to the mountains. He found himself alone, out of sight of human habitation. A sense of awe came over him, of his own smallness and sin, and GOD'S Majesty ; and he stood up and said, ' GOD, help me to turn over a new leaf.' 36 LIFE OF SIR ARTHUR BLACKWOOD " The whole thing so impressed him, that he made a memorandum of the fact in a note-book, in some foreign language, for fear of any one seeing it. Then Sir Arthur told us that this was himself, and that he was a living testimony to the truth of the text." But the impressions passed away, not to be revived apparently for many months ; and a life of godlessness followed. Like another young man, of whom it is written that " Jesus, beholding him, loved him," " he went away sorrowful." Still, he " went away." And Jesus let him go ! " His time " had " not yet full come." II. THE WAE IN THE CEIMEA. THE BOSPHORUS. BULGARIA. ALMA. WINTER BEFORE SEBASTOPOL. SUMMER IN THE CRIMEA. THE FALL OF SEBASTOPOL. THE BOSPHOBUS. NOTES. "In the spring of 1854, war having broken out between Russia and Turkey, England and France, with the object of maintaining the European balance of power and of defending their own interests, entered into an alliance with Turkey. "An Expeditionary Force was despatched to Gallipoli in the Dar- danelles, and the Brigade of Guards was sent out to Malta. England had been at peace for forty years, and some of the administrative branches of the Army had got uncommonly rusty. Amongst these was the Commissariat Staff, at that time a Branch of the Treasury, and the very life of an army in the field, since its functions were to provide funds for the pay, and food for the support of the troops. The number of officers had been reduced to a peace footing, and there were only just enough for the supply of the various garrisons. "Thus arose a great emergency. The Commissary-in-Chief re- quiring that his Department should be efficiently supplied with officers, and the Treasury having none whom it could send out, the Government determined to call for volunteers. It was decided to offer to us Treasury clerks commissions as officers of the Commissariat Staff, with excellent pay and allowances, our places at home being kept open for us whilst we were absent. "We did not in the least know what was in store for us, but thought a trip to Malta' and Constantinople, with military rank, would not be at all bad fun; and Herbert Murray and myself jumped at the offer. My Mother was in dismay ; but my Father, having gone to Sir Charles Yorke, then Adjutant-General, ascertained all about the position, con- ditions of service and so on, and the whole thing was settled." His Father's letters leave no doubt that he had gladly hailed this prospect of active service as a break in the desultory London life, and a valuable opportunity, not only of acquiring credit, but of developing and strengthening his son's character. (39) 40 LIFE OF SIR ARTHUR BLACKWOOD NOTES. "The next fortnight was occupied with getting uniforms, saddle- bags, pistols, camp-equipage, and everything that one was told was necessary ; and on the 20th March, in company with my Father and Mother, I left Upper Brook Street, saying good-bye there to my beloved and distressed sisters, Lucy and Ceci. Alas ! it was the last sight I ever had of the latter, as I looked at her sweet face at the dining-room window of our house. "I embarked at Southampton in the P. & O. steamer Indus, in sleet and snow." It is of this, the commencement of the most solemnly critical period of his life that the fullest records remain. The journal- letters written to his family throughout the whole term of his service in the East were copied by his Mother into three large volumes. On the other hand, many letters from herself and his Father have been preserved ; also packets of letters from his sisters and many of his own answers, besides a PRIVATE JOURNAL, which, beginning with the start from Southampton, is carried on steadily till it ceases abruptly on 2nd March, 1855. These, together with his own recent autobiographical NOTES, and a DIARY OF DATES of the chief events of each year, supply a mass of material in itself complete and interesting enough to form several volumea The difficulty has lain in selection and arrangement. In the preface to a recently published volume of Letters from the Crimea, the following observations are made by Field-Marshal Lord Wolseley : "Waterloo, as a victory, was so stupendous in its far-reaching results that ... it is no wonder that we continue to read with eager interest every new book and pamphlet which adds to our knowledge of that day's eventful proceedings. "Of all that has been published about it from time to time, I think the private letters and diaries of the regimental officers and others who took part in it are by far the most interesting. They are impressed with a local colouring which we so often miss in the stately volumes of history. . . . " Our War with Russia in 1854 and 1855 cannot be compared in any way with that which was ended by ... Waterloo. But still it must always have a living interest for the true lovers of England. "The glory of its triumphs we can never forget; and even when THE BOSPHOBUS 41 all who fought in the trenches before Sebastopol have disappeared from this world, the story of those dark days of trial, of physical suffering, and utter misery, will always be read by our countrymen with deep sympathy and admiration." Mr. Blackwood's letters and journal naturally dwell upon the vexed question of the Commissariat supply in the Crimea. The conspicuous fairness which distinguished him throughout life is already manifest ; and the facts which he was in a position to know, are such as to throw a not-unneeded light upon many circum- stances. PEIVATE JOURNAL. " Weighed anchor at three, and at twenty past three saw the last wave of my Mother's handkerchief from the quay." NOTES. "My fellow-travellers were principally officers going out to join their regiments, and amongst them were several of the superior officers of my own Staff. . . . "On reaching Malta, I found myself amongst a number of London friends, Guardsmen and others, one in particular being Bob Anstruther,* of the Grenadiers, with whom ere long I was to come into very close connection." Here he found letters from home, containing news, amongst other things, of the death of his uncle, Francis Blackwood, whom he had seen two days before leaving England, then evidently in a dying state. FROM HIS FATHER. " COLONIAL OFFICE, 24th March, 1854. " MY VERY DEAR BOY, I won't dwell upon the regrets I feel at your departure from home, because I desire to think that your ex- cursion will be advantageous and also agreeable to you ; and therefore I will only look at the bright side. " To make it however advantageous, pray observe that you can only accomplish that end by carefully and energetically obeying the orders you will receive. Let your superior officers see that you really do intend to make yourself useful, and not play the London swell ; and above all, keep your temper as much under command as possible, * Afterwards Sir Robert Anstruther, Bart., M.P., of Balcaskie, Fife. 42 LIFE OF SIB ABTHUB BLACKWOOD for I fancy it will be sorely tried. Avoid disputes ; bat if unfortunately you get into any, conduct yourself like a man of sense and spirit ; for you are in an atmosphere of which honour is the principal ingredient, and if that be impaired, your position with your associates is done for, and you become contemptible. But on this point I have no fears for you, though I give the caution applicable to all young men. " Do your best to acquire the language of the country, and to learn its history, past and present. The knowledge of it will open your mini . . . Commend yourself daily to the protection of the Almighty, Whom we all pray to for you, and your actions will be pure and up- right, and I trust successful ... I have followed you with my heart and good wishes." His Mother writes with the extraordinary power which she possessed of pouring out her whole soul in passionate affection even upon paper : " Thursday, 23rrf. ' MY VEEY pKECiors DAELISG, You are not one minute out of my thoughts . . . and it is quite impossible to describe the desolation of my heart. . . . We Lave done nothing since your departure but mom over it. ... "... I would be the last to put a spoke in the burinett which you are gone out to fulfil, and which must be your first thought. You have led for the last two years such a life of pleasure that it will be hard for you to put it aside, and begin labouring in good truth ; but I hope you will bear in mind that this is an opening which, if turned to account, may give you a substantial lift in life. . . . There was a lovely bright sunbeam glanced upon your ship just when you turned out of sight. I prayed it might be a token that GOD would bless your undertaking," The approach of danger seems now to have re-awakened in Mrs. Blackwood's soul the religious sentiments and apprehensions which Lad apparently been slumbering for some time past. Under the pressure of grief and anxiety, she resumes the strain which had marked many of her earlier letters. " Seek Him in prayer, my love ; He likes to be entreated. Ask His support, His guidance, and He will never forsake you. Remember Him, I pray you, whilst you are young. It may be if you only devote your last days to Him, He will hide His face. Or it may be worse; you may have no last days at all. Give Him all your early life. He has given you ail things." And then the letter rambles off into the concerns of daily life, and the further expression of her intense grief at his departure. THE BOSPHORUS 43 In private Notes she pours forth a pathetic record of her feelings, with a natural freedom which forbids all criticism, though much is of too personal a nature for insertion here. "Poor me ! He is amidst new faces, quite a new life ; whereas I return to everything to remind me of him. It is a bitter blowing wind. Oh, how I dread going upstairs, and opposite his room, which will know him no more for so long ! My heart sinks as though it would die within me. No more sitting in my darling Boy's room ; no more calling him in the morning. . . . "Oh, oh, oh 1 my eyes will melt away with crying. . . . What is to become of me till I see his blessed face again ? I thank GOD my eye- sight never failed to distinguish his loved form standing on the vessel to the very last. Oh, that we may meet again in health and number as we are. . . . " I wish I knew which chair he sat in last in the drawing-room. If I could have anticipated this painful separation ! . . alas ! alas 1 but I do congratulate myself I have had no finger in this bitter separation. My reproaches would kill me." And then, after much more of the same nature, comes the char- acteristic little touch : " Had the satisfaction of scolding Tessier." To her son she writes again : " I never was so impressed with death as when I saw Uncle Francis' corpse ; his head towards the window, and his fine handsome face as white as linen. It has made me go to my GOD in greater earnestness than I ever did before, to give me new life ; to be able in my heart to cast off this world, the flesh, and the devil ; and I pray as only a mother can pray for you, my child. ... I assure you in truth, when I think it possible you or I may be taken in our present state, it seems to congeal the blood in my veins with terror." But not terror something mightier even " the love of GOD in Christ made known " was to work the real change in Mother and Son. At Malta there was a week's delay. PRIVATE JOURNAL. " MALTA. "th April, Tuesday. Was going to bed when Potgieter came in, and said we were to go off in the Banshee. Went with him in a boat to 44 LIFE OF SIR ARTHUR BLACKWOOD her ; were told we must be ready with our traps in an hour. Rushed back therefore. Shoved ray things into portmanteaux and bags, pro- cured a cart by a great deal of bullying, paid the bill, went off for Pot- gieter, and marched down to the wharf. Had a row with the Smeitches as usual, and got on board in three quarters of an hour. Had to use our own beds, and sleep in the saloon." NOTES. ' The Banshee was the little despatch boat which ran between Constantinople and Malta, which Captain Reynolds pushed through the water at highest possible speed ; and as the Mediterranean hap- pened to be rather stormy those three days, I had a very unpleasant time of it ; but at last we got amongst the Isles of Greece." To HIS MOTHER. "We entered the Dardanelles by moonlight, could just see the castles of Europe and Asia, and were I believe very near being fired at for not hoisting our proper lights in time. They fire great granite balls, about two feet in diameter, and one shot would have done for us! Stopped opposite Gallipoli to leave letters for Sir G. Brown, who was there with the Rifles; and then went on again as fast as ever, going really a tremendous pace, the spray from the bow forming a jet d'e.au about four feet in height, and the ship dipping her nose every time. Woke in the Sea of Marmora on Saturday morning in quite smooth water. Entered the Bosphorus at one P.M. " The next day I reported myself. After a short time we were joined by the Commissary-General-in-Chief, Mr. Filder, a thin spare little man of about sixty, who had been all through the Peninsular War with the Duke of Wellington forty years before, and was an officer of great experience. He had been out for some time making contracts with the Greek merchants for the supply of everything that an army could require." The Journal and Letters here give full accounts of his experiences at Pera, of visits to the Sultan's new Palace, the Seraglio, the Mosque of St. Sophia, and of dinners at the Embassy and visits to the Opera. But this easy-going life was very soon brought to an end. On Friday, 14th April, Mr. Blackwood was detached with some other officers to Scutari, on the Asian side of the Bosphorus. THE BOSPHOBUS 45 To HIS PARENTS. " Saturday, 15th April. " I am in a great hurry, but do not like the post to go without a word from me, so send you what little I can. Yesterday in hurricane and snow-storm, Strickland, Potgieter, an interpreter and self, were sent over to Scutari to receive the Barracks destined for the English troops, as the Himalaya had just arrived with 41st and 33rd regiments. With the greatest difficulty and danger we reached the other side of the Bosphorus in a little caique, rode some hacks up to the Barracks, and immediately commenced surveying them, and arranging for the immediate reception of the troops. We were going about in the snow and rain and a bitter cold wind the whole day, varied by occasional visits to the Colonel, who always produced pipes and coffee, and was most hospitable. About six we set out for the landing-place, but the storm was so tremendous that no boat would take us over. We were therefore obliged to retrace our steps through snow and mud two miles to the Barracks, and ask for a night's shelter there, the building being occupied by Turkish troops until to-day. They gave us an empty room and two mattresses, where, after some half-dozen pipes, and relays of coffee, and squatting cross-legged on a divan for three or four hours, we made ourselves pretty snug for the night, sleeping in our clothes, and wrapped up in our cloaks. We were up at five this morning, and after a dry rub, went off to the Himalaya to commence the disembarkation. Winter has set in again, and it is bitterly cold." NOTES. "A very large four-towered Turkish Barracks had been vacated to make room for our troops. Amongst the officers were Assistant Com. Gen. Potgieter, and D.A.C.G. Barlee, with whom I soon struck up a fast friendship. We were quartered in the basement of one of the towers, looking over towards Constantinople and the Golden Horn, and then in the southern direction across the Sea of Marmora, and to Mount Olympus in the far distance. I don't think I ever saw any tenement so full of big and black fleas as that Turkish Barracks ; the white trousers which formed part of our uniform sometimes looking perfectly black with them. " We had a jolly mess amongst ourselves, for which I catered ; and one of the accomplishments my Mother had taught me for my Eton days being that of making an omelette, I was in great request as a cook." 46 LIFE OF SIR ARTHUR BLACKWOOD PRIVATE JOURNAL. " Wth April, Easter Sunday. Up at five. Can give no regular or circumstantial account of this day; for from five o'clock in the morning till seven in the evening, not even having time for luncheon, it was spent in issuing wood, beef, pork, candles, suet, raisins, flour and biscuits ; seeing the weights correct ; preventing the thieves of soldiers prigging the biscuits, which they invariably did when my back was turned. They also evinced a very natural and decided partiality for raisins, which it was also my duty to check. Ramsay came over ac- companied by Smith, who was much surprised to see me performing the duties of an Issuer, and blamed Strickland for it. It however could not be helped, as we had no subordinate officers. " 19M April, Wednesday. On board the Cambria, disembarking 47th from 6.30 till three. Bitterly cold, and hardly anything to eat. Then had to stand at the Pier, and transport arms for four hours, because Strickland had officiously undertaken the conveyance of things that were not at all in his Department. Sent off again in the middle of dinner to do ditto again. 47th and 88th landed to-day. "2Qth April, Thursday. Turned out at five, and issued bread till C.30. Six hundred loaves short. Had to issue biscuit instead. Went with Strickland to see the meat, and found them slaughtering the wrong animals. A tremendous row. Meat refused by Strickland, and the devil to pay. The contractor told a lot of lies. Dined at seven, and smoked all night. " 2lst April, Friday. An easy day's work, compared with the pre- ceding ones. Was up nevertheless at five, and down at the meat. Then washed and dressed. " 27th April, Tuesday. Was going over to Galata for the bread, when Ramsay stopped me, and sent me with Harrison to Scutari to receive oats. . . . Went on at it till five in the evening. Rowed stroke of the caique coming home ; and a heavy storm coming on, was drenched to the skin, and without any respite was sent down to the landing-place to disembark the Guards. "30 for the day as ever I see you, Sir. All the Peace I have I owe to you.' " ' Bless the LORD, O my Soul.' " I went yesterday to St. George's Hospital, to see Mrs. Todd's brother, very dangerously ill, and in deep anxiety. He regularly drank in my words, and the Holy Spirit is indeed convincing him of his need of a Saviour. Whilst speaking to him, I suddenly heard a loud burst of grief, and looking up saw a poor young woman, who had flung herself CORRESPONDENCE 183 down by the side of her dying husband, and was sobbing as if her heart would break. He was in the last agonies, breathing every half minute, and the death-rattle in his throat. One never knows how much they can understand, so I crossed over and said three texts slowly, loudly, and distinctly in his ear about Jesus, and I hope he was saved. He had been long ill. "Ps. Ixvi. 16-20." To HIS SISTER. " TREASURY, 29th April, 1858. "What fun it will be going abroad. But I want the first object to be our Master's glory, and am praying much about it. So is Aunt Anne, and so must you and Sophie. I have laid in a most excellent stock of German and French Tracts. "I want to go abroad with the one object of spreading the glorious gospel ; and GOD will, I trust, in answer to prayer, make the journey a blessing. Only be much in prayer about it, especially about my trip to Proseken. " Townsend departed yesterday morning at 8.30, very peacefully. . . . I praise GOD for his conversion and death. " PROSEKEN, June, 1858. "I must begin my letter with just a few words telling you how abundantly our prayers have been answered. ... As I drew near to Wismar, I almost wished I had never come; the way seemed so difficult, the dangers and temptations so great, and my strength so small that I had no resource but in prayer ; and then the thought of the many who were praying in England for the same object was of great comfort. " But all my fears were without foundation. ' Hitherto hath the LORD helped me ; ' and ' as my day ' so has my strength been. " Thanks be to GOD, my letters did have a great effect here, and all are most ready to speak and to hear of the gracious things that He has done for my soul, and for the souls of others. "I can give you all details when I return. "I cannot describe to you the joy with which I have been re- ceived. . . . "This morning, after coffee and family devotions, which I am happy to say they have begun, the Pastor and I went off to Fischer, who, as you may guess, was equally delighted, and we breakfasted with him. After dinner I went down to Zierow, and was most kindly and warmly received. . . . "I have been writing all this with a steel pen, and have been in misery, but now have got a quill to finish with, and can go ahead. "I had about 8s. to pay at Aix-la-Chapelle. They undid everything, 184 LIFE OF SIB ARTHUB BLACKWOOD and as I think I told you, made me lose the train, and caused me to travel all night, instead of sleeping at Minden, as I meant. It was annoying. I'm sure if religion did nothing more than prevent one's losing one's temper and being upset by little things of that sort, it would be worth having. But what a blessing it is when one is enabled to see the Hand of GOD in every otherwise trifling thing that happens to one. I doubt not that three hours' delay at Aix was for some pur- pose. I gave away some French and German tracts there, which may bring forth fruit." To Miss MARSH. " TBEASUBY, June 15, [1858.] " Praise GOD with all your heart, as I know you will, for the mighty answers to prayer in the strength given to me whilst in Germany, and in the results of my visit. " He has enabled me to tell no less than three friends about Jesus, and has made their hearts willing in the day of His Power. "Two of them are Germans; . . . the third a young English- man . . . with whom I travelled home, who has just got his com- mission " Pray as you read this, that they all three may be kept unto salva- tion. . . . GOD has helped me wonderfully . . . and I trust He has not allowed my example to neutralise my preaching. "This instant a messenger in my office has come into my room to thank me for what I said to him a month ago, and to say that he is humbly pressing towards the mark. "Thank GOD again." Of the two young men, the one for a time ran well, but after joining his regiment, " in time of temptation fell away." For several years Mr. Blackwood heard of him or saw him from time to time ; but at length entirely lost sight of him, and although he still remembered him in prayer, he never knew whether in the last Great Day he must look for him on the right hand or on the left hand of the King in His Glory. To himself, both as a Christian and as a worker, it was a most solemn lesson. The other, by the grace of GOD, "continues to this day." In a letter dated 18th June, 1862, he thus recals the incidents of his conversion. "How kind of you, my dear Friend, just to write to me for the day of my conversion. Do you remember it was on the 8th that we went out to cut sticks, and you told me how you were almost shot by an Englishman by mistake, and after luncheon I came to your room, and CORRESPONDENCE 185 you prayed with me? That was in fact the beginning. But the next day when I came to Proseken, we went up towards the house, and you then quoted Acts xiii. 39, which gave me grace to believe at once. The LORD has been very gracious to me since, has given me far more than I deserve. ... I certainly cannot thank GOD enough that He guided my plans so that I could see you those four days here, and that He allowed me to be convinced so soon by you." From a long correspondence resulting from this visit to Mecklen- burg, is now given a series of extracts which appear likely to be of value to other beginners in the Christian course. Although ex- tending over several years, they are here placed consecutively, so as to preserve unbroken the sequence of thought. " CALAIS, Sunday, June 13, [1858.] "I just send a few lines to tell you how much I have been thinking of you in the last two days, how often I have been praying for you, and how continually I have thanked GOD for the change that I believe and hope He has been pleased to commence in your heart. Oh ! what a wonderful change it is too! ' From death unto life ' ' from darkness unto light ' ' from the power of Satan unto GOD,' are the words the Bible uses to describe it ; and when once one has been enabled to experience it, in however so small a degree, one must immediately confess that they are not a bit too strong. "But oh ! do not forget the price which all this cost. Do not forget that it was at the cost of the Blood and Life of GOD'S own dear Son ; and do strive to remember that this tremendous price, which all the whole universe and the million worlds we see above us at night cannot equal in value, was paid for an object, and that a twofold one: 1st, that you might be saved from hell ; and 2ndly, that you might live to the glory and praise of GOD, Who esteemed your soul of such wondrous worth that He did not hesitate to give His Son for it. " Please look at Rom. xii. 1, 2 ; 2. Cor. v. 15, 17, 21 ; Col. i. 9-14. iii. 1-4. " Watch and Pray. It's a hard fight, but the end is sure. Rev. iii. 21. " TBEASURY, llth July, 1858. " I often think of you, besides praying for you three times a day. Do not forget that though the Christian has infinitely greater happiness than the worldly or careless or merely moral man, and has the prospect of eternal joy and glory so soon, yet it is also a life of trial. It must be so. Jesus had to go through it, and if we are His disciples we must 186 LIFE OF SIR ARTHUR BLACKWOOD do so too. He tells us so plainly there is a cross to be taken up self- denial must be practised the flesh must be mortified 'through much tribulation we must enter into the kingdom of GOD.' There will be a constant fight, opposition from within and from without. But still remember Jesus is the same. He never forsakes us ; the end is sure. ' We are more than conquerors through Him Who loved us.' Nothing can separate us from that wondrous invincible Love ! Rom. 8. 28-39 ! ' Many n-at^rif cannot quench it.' 'Having loved His own which were in the world, He loved them unto the end.' "Your love may be cold, your faith weak, your hope dead; your heart may be cast down ' because of the way ' ; 'all these things may be against you,' as Jacob said. He is the Same, and all these things may be working for your good, to teach you more of your own sinful- ness, more of your need of goiug continually to the Blood of Christ. "Be very careful with your parents. Honour them; show them what a Christian is. ... " ' Be thou faithful unto death, and I will give thee a crown of life.' " ' Pray without ceasing.' " ' Search the Scriptures. 1 " TREASURY, 11th Aug., 1858. " Your letters are always a source of thanksgiving; and I rejoice at the clear views which it has pleased GOD to give you, and for the strong faith which enables you to say, ' I am calm and confident in my mind of our certain salvation through faith.' Oh, what a blessing to have this assurance ! ' I know whom / have believed, and am persuaded that He is able to keep that which I have committed to Him until that day.' And surely that's what we ought to be able to say. It's nothing more than taking GOD at His word, 'believing the record that He has given ' when He said, All that believe on Me 'hare everlasting life.' "I feel unable to say anything to help you to-day. May GOD therefore, Who knows your heart and every want a great deal better than I can, give you that help which you need; above all, may He enable you to confess His Son before men, where you are going; not to be content with a religion in your own room, but to seize every opportunity of making the Saviour you love known to others. John ix. 25. Ps. 84. 11. "TREASURY, l&A Sept., 1868. "I wished to have written to you upon the points you mentioned, viz., racing and shooting, but have not time to go fully into the subject. ... In considering the subject, I would remind you of Paul's words. ' Happy is he that condemneth not himself in that thing which he alloweth,' and above all, remember the force of your example upon others. Read with reference to that, Rom. xiv. especially verses 13, 15, 21. and 1 Cor. viii. 9-13. CORRESPONDENCE 187 " It was mainly for fear of causing others to offend that I gave up hunting, shooting and smoking; for one must never forget that the smallest actions and habits of a Christian have an influence on others which lasts for Eternity ! " Racing I feel very strongly about, for in England it is attended with so much evil ; but it is, I believe, different with you. In England you could never persuade people that a man who rode races was a consistent child of GOD. "But in all other things I feel sure that you will seek the guidance of GOD. Try and aim at a clear conscience, a single eye, and a deter- mined line of action. Nothing honors GOD more, or has greater effect on others than consistency ; whilst nothing furthers Satan's kingdom so much as the inconsistency of professing Christians. I give you Prov. iii. 5-7. " It was a great struggle with me to give up many things ; but it was made quite plain to me as the path of duty : the results have been beneficial to myself and others. And after all, how can we talk of giving up anything, or make a merit of any paltry sacrifice of pleasure or even health, when we think of all that our dear blessed Saviour gave up for us ? His glorious Home in Heaven ! His place in the Father's House and Bosom ! His will ! His Life ! for you and me, guilty rebels : and can we talk of ' giving up ' ? Shame on the thought ! We don't belong to ourselves to give up. We're bought with a price, the Blood of Jesus, and are His, body and soul. Let us remember too, that there is nothing the Christian relinquishes for the sake of Christ, that Jesus does not amply make up to him. Look at 2 Ch. ix. 12, and Mark x. 29, 30. "Write me your mind on these points when you have time. I shall be so glad to know it. " GOD willing, I am off to Scotland on Friday for a month with my Sister. " HCNTLY LODGE, 7th Oct., 1858. " I could write volumes to you, but I haven't the time. Your Mother will tell you why and wherefore. All I can do is to touch upon some points in your letter. " I am indeed thankful that the company you have been in has not dissipated your love for the Word of GOD and prayer ; but I would most earnestly say, BE CAREFUL. Satan comes in by little and little, insidiously and cunningly. Oh, beware his devices are awful, and are aimed at nothing less than the ruin of the soul. " ' Ye cannot serve GOD and mammon ; ' it's impossible, for you must hate the one and love the other. Oh, may GOD keep you from falling into sin ! " . . . I know the danger. I have seen the end of some. I know 188 LIFE OF SIB ARTHUR BLACKWOOD that a downward step is easily taken, and with pain regained. If I did not speak plainly, I should not love you as I do. . . . " Neither do I agree with you as to racing, as you know. You speak about its being necessary for the breed of horses. It may be: but is that more important than the breed of Christians? But may GOD give you light and judgment upon this and other points, which He will do, if you seek it. Above all, may He make Jesus very precious, so that you may count Him above your chief joy, and find that in His favour alone is life. "Remember, the peace of GOD will not fill your heart, nor can you retain the joy which cometh from above at the same time that you are wilfully indulging in the things which form the chief pleasure of the servants of Satan. May GOD give you wisdom, zeal, and resolution to cleave to Him ; and that you may not grieve Him by the least departure from His love. You may think that I write strongly, but I feel strongly. " LONDON, 2nd Nov., 1858. " Your letter received yesterday did indeed rejoice my heart, and cause me to thank GOD. He has been better than my fears, and I magnify His grace. " I know and believe that if the work begun in you be really of GOD, you mu.it be kept till the end; but what I fear, from having seen the dreadful consequences in and on others, is lest you should not walk worthy of your high calling as a child of GOD, and should bring any reproach on the Name of Jesus, our precious Saviour. "I do so rejoice at your new acquisition : what an opportunity it gives you of making a noble start in life for GOD. Oh, I do entreat you, say, ' As for me and my house, we will serve the LORD.' "Oh, if you could begin well, by having family prayers, no matter how few attend it. It is at any rate a public acknowledgment of GOD as the master of a household, and at once proclaims your determination and opinions. Oh, what opportunities you have of glorifying Him, amongst your people and dependents. Oh, remember Eternity, and what you have received of GOD, and what you owe to Him. " May Jesus be with you, and help you to devote yourself to Him, body, soul and spirit. " ISLE OF WIGHT, 30th Dec., 1868. " I cannot agree with you about prayers in the family. The fact of hypocrisy existing in connection with it is no argument against it. According to that, there ought to be no church service, because hypocrites go there. Remember that the devil always uses good to educe evil; that where there is good money, there will always be counterfeit coin ; at any rate the fact of some being hypocrites cannot CORRESPONDENCE 189 absolve the master of a household from the plain duty of giving an opportunity to all in dependence on him of hearing the Word of GOD every day. "... Circumstances must yield to the Gospel, not the Gospel to circumstances. " I would also urge it on you, as a means of the greatest blessing to yourself and all around you ; nobody who honoured his GOD and Saviour by commencing and closing the day with a solemn act of worship, prayer and praise with his family and household ever had reason to repent it. May He give you grace to see it in the same light, and when you do see it, to follow it honestly. ' Duties are ours, events are GOD'S.' I remember a passage in the life of that noble Christian, Havelock, which made a deep impression on me. ' When once he saw the path of duty, he held consequences as light as air.' " Cultivate your own soul ; let nothing interfere with your times of reading and prayer. Try to work for Him, Who worked so hard for you. Can you not visit some poor sick or dying man on your estate, and read the words of Jesus to him ; and tell him how full, how free, how unconditional the offers of salvation are for all sinners, and cheer his sick bed or dying moments? GOD will bless you in doing it. Oh, read Matt. 25. 31 to the end. " TREASUBY, 20th April, [1859] " My dear Brother in Christ Jesus, I want to speak to you very faithfully. I feel I have a right to do so, for there is a closer connec- tion between us through time and eternity than can subsist between any earthly relations; and whilst but a child in the faith myself, I yet want, as one who was, under GOD, the human means of good to your soul, to speak most earnestly to you. " I do not want to write censoriously, but as one who knows what it is for faith to grow weak, the heart cold, reading distasteful, prayer irksome, and then for temptation to come in like a flood, when there is no strength of a soul in communion with Jesus to resist it. " Oh, my dear Friend, I do want to see you taking a noble stand for GOD in your country. A negative religion is not the religion of Jesus. ' He that is not with Me, is against Me, and he that gathereth not with Me scattereth.' If it be true that nothing less than the Blood of GOD'S only Son was shed for us, we must not stand still. These are the days when men are in earnest about everything; nothing is done luke- warmly; men put their hearts into their work and their pleasures. And shall we show less zeal and energy in the Service of our glorious King than men do in the paltry pursuits of time, the money-making of the busy world, and the pleasure-seeking of the rest ? Oh, surely not ! Men talk about enthusiasm as if it were allowable in painting, oratory, 190 LIFE OF SIR ARTHUR BLACKWOOD hunting, trading, but not in religion ; and yet what more glorious field for enthusiasm than the plucking souls out of the power of Satan? What cause more worthy of devotion than that in which the Captain and Leader gave up His own life ? "But above all, if you want to be useful to others, Seek Jesus much and often, meditate in His Word ; let your reading of other books be calculated to help you in the knowledge of Him. Holiness is not ac- quired easily; sloth and indolence must be overcome, evil habits mastered, the thing taken up as one would take up an earthly profes- sion. " Do, I pray, write to me. . . . ' Pray for these two things : " 1. Greater knowledge of one's own sinfulness. "2. Greater knowledge of the love of Christ. GOD help you abun- dantly. I cannot agree with you about not speaking to others. . . . You can't get over the plain Word and command of GOD, 'Let him that heareth say, Come.' Look at John i. 36, 3741, 42, 45; iv. 28, 29, 39. 'Oh, dear friend, we cannot know the inestimable blessings of salvation, and that we ourselves are delivered from the horrible pit, and leave others sinking down into it, without a word of warning. " TREASURY, 9th June, [1859] ' My time has been so thoroughly occupied, or I should have written long ago to say how much I liked your letter of 1st May, and rejoiced over its contents. " Yesterday and to-day are, as it were, the anniversary of your new birth. Oh, how I should like to praise GOD together with you on this day which will be remembered by Jesus, you, and me throughout Eternity, and over which there were songs of joy in heaven amongst the angels of GOD. And I can do so in spirit, and will. " I was hearing of a lady the other day, a thorough Christian, who was dying. Her friends saw she was sad. They said, 'Are your hopes growing dim?' 'Oh, no,' she replied. 'Then why so sad?' 'I'm thinking,' she said, 'that I shall have no stars in my crown. I've known Jesus all my life, and I've never told others about Him. I've won no souls for Him, and there'll be no jewels in my crown when I cast it at His feet.' "Forgive my continually urging the point, but shall it be so with you? Will you be contented to make your appearance empty-handed in that day? What does Paul look forward to with such joy in 1. Th. ii. 19, 20, but to meeting those he had carried a message of life and peace to, in the presence of Jesus? You say, I'm not Paul, nor can I come up to him in imitation. No! for you are to imitate One far CORRESPONDENCE 191 higher, even Jesus ; you are not to stop short with Paul, but to copy the sinless One, even Christ. What a glorious privilege, not duty, to be a, fellow -worker with Christ; to be able to add to the joy of the Saviour, and make His heart, v/hich bled for us, glad by winning fresh souls for Him. And it is not an unprofitable labour, even for us. ' He that watereth others shall be watered also himself.' Once experience the joy of 'saving a soul from death,' and you won't rest content without winning others. "You say it's not your gift HAVE YOU TRIED? Oh, do try. ... I pray that GOD may so open the way for you, and give you such joy in the work of getting souls for Him, that you may realize to the full and continually the happiness He has sometimes given me. " TREASURY, 16th July, [1859] "Your last letter gave me much joy, and I thanked GOD for it much. I was especially glad to see the kind and Christian way in which you took all my repeated arguments about labouring for the conversion of others. I agree with you that I have not quite understood you, and I particularly concur with you that you might ' do a great deal of harm by talking to everybody you meet, and on every occasion.' I am sure it needs a great deal of discretion, and you must not think that /do it to everybody. I feel there are particular seasons when one can speak far more readily and with (humanly speaking) a far greater chance of success, than at others ; and to seize these opportunities needs much wisdom from above. No, do not think that I would urge your speaking everywhere and to all men. Great good may be done by example, and one can never lay down a precise rule of action for anybody. All I would say is, 'Be of the same mind that was in Christ Jesus.' What was His mind ? What was it set upon ? What else but the salvation of sinners ? " TREASURY, 30th August, [1859] " Your letter, when it told me of your desires after Christ, and your perseverance in the narrow way, filled my heart with thankfulness, and my eyes with tears. . . . "And now to answer one or two of your remarks. I quite agree with you that a departure from one's general way of living is prejudicial to the health of the soul. I only know of one remedy for it, increased earnestness in prayer, determination about regularity in it morning and evening, which nothing shall break through with. "As to the Old Testament, let us remember that ' All Scripture is given by inspiration of GOD, and is profitable for doctrine, for reproof, for correction, for instruction in righteousness, that the man of GOD may be perfect, throughly furnished unto all good works,' 2 Tim. iii. 192 LIFE OF SIR ARTHUR BLACKWOOD 16; and David had only the five books of Moses when he wrote the 119th Psalm, which is so full of his delight in the law of his GOD. " If I were you I should read the Bible straight through from beginning to end as a matter of history, and to become acquainted with it ; but apart from your daily readings of the New Testament for the benefit of your soul. A knowledge of Scripture is the GREATEST TREASURE a man can have. I feel / know nothing of it ; and the examples of faith, prayer, trust, etc. and the corresponding ones of unbelief, etc. in the Old Testa- ment are often a guide to the Christian in his walk through life; nay, he cannot do without them. Still, in answer to your question, I should say Deuteronomy, Joshua, Nehemiah, Job, Psalms, Proverbs and the last twenty-six chapters of Isaiah, are especially full of comfort, strength, and advice and promises. " May GOD bless you in the reading of them, but leave out none. GOD has taken the trouble to write you a long letter; He means that it is worth reading, and if man neglects any of it, he dishonors GOD, and does so to his soul's hurt. Try and get a time for reading in the middle of the day, and prayer: if it's only five minutes, instead of the newspaper. " Pray do not read . He is a very clever Greek scholar, but he belongs to a school of this day, who are in reality 'enemies of the cross of Christ.' They do away with Christ's atonement for sin, and thus by degrees undermine the Christian's hope and faith. I hold such books at arm's length. " TREASURY, 1th. Nov. 1859. " I don't know what the passages are that you allude to my having taken more literally than you do; but I can only say that I wish I could take the whole Bible more literally than I do ; for the more I do so, the more comfort I get from it ; and I believe that a great reason why Christians are so unlike Christ is that they put on a figurative meaning where there is none, and therefore lose the application and benefit of the passage. " I think we can plainly distinguish between the two; and I would just make this remark, that if one finds one's self putting a figurative construction on a passage which, if taken literally, would cause one to give up some favourite occupation, or to undergo some reproach or trouble, or to do things which would be repulsive to the natural man, I should strongly lean to the opinion that the literal construction was the right one. " Remember there is such a thing as 'handling the Word of GOD deceitfully. 1 2. Cor. ii. 17; iv. 2. " I believe our only safety in these days of abounding error lies in taking it just as we find it not as the word of men, but the Word of GOD. CORRESPONDENCE 193 "As to Henry Martyn's fasting, I think it is entirely a question between a man and his GOD. If I thought that I could increase my spirituality by that means, I would use it ; but as I think it would have just the contrary effect, I do not. I am not aware of any distinct command upon the subject, though there are many in which the Christian is commanded to be temperate in the use of the things of the world. " TREASURY, 2nd Feb., 1860. "You ask me about prayer for temporal things. What can I do better than give you that text, ' Be careful for nothing : but in every- thing by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known unto GOD ' ? Phil. iv. 6. And that is my creed. It is the fact of being in the habit of telling GOD about everything, and committing all to His guidance that enables the Christian to be 'careful for nothing ' : which does not mean that he is not to exercise carefulness in his daily business and concerns, but that he is not to be over anxious. See Ps. xxxvii. 5. " I believe that ' everything ' means EVERY thing, that nothing is excluded ; and therefore it is the greatest comfort to me to ask GOD about business and house and family and money-matters and health, and in fact every single thing : He cares for the hairs of my head nothing is beneath His notice; and He loves the confidence of the little child that tells Him and asks His advice about all things, however small. There is nothing small in my Father's eyes. He has bestowed as much care on the moss on the wall and the animalculae in the water as He has on man, and on the sun and moon. ' His thoughts are not our thoughts.' "I am never so happy as when often in prayer about various persons and things, either in my room at home, on horseback, in the train, or at the office* " Matt. vi. 33. ' The Kingdom of God and His Righteousness ' spiritual blessings for ourselves and others the extension of the Redeemer's glory, etc., should certainly be the first objects in our prayers ; but our LORD has taught us that immediately after saying ' Thy kingdom come,' we are to pray for the apparently and comparatively insignificant object, ' Our daily bread.' Believe me, the more we know of GOD as our Father, and Jesus as our Elder Brother, the more shall we delight to tell Him ALL things. "I don't think we should look at prayer as an instrument for 'changing one's own feelings,' as you say. Our object should be ' fellowship with GOD.' 1 Jno. 1. 3. Feelings are nothing. Christ is all. "You say you cannot remember the text in which Paul says he is not aware of having committed sin. No more can I. But if you want 13 194 LIFE OF SIB ABTHUE BLACKWOOD to know what both Paul and John felt on the subject, look at Rom. vii. 15, 23, and 1 Jno. 1. 8. "I don't believe that any day will pass until we stand in glory, in which we shall be able to say we are without sin. "TREASURY, 3rd April, 1860. "I fear you have rather misunderstood my meaning about prayer. Do not think that the ejaculatory and occasional lifting up of the heart throughout the day is to stand instead of secret, stated, and regular prayer. The two are quite distinct. Matt. vi. 6, 8, which you quote, refers especially to the latter. 'When thou prayest, enter into thy closet.' The strength of the Christian's life lies in regular secret private prayer. Every saint I can remember in the Bible is an instance of this. Nehemiah in ch. i. and ii. is an illustration of both kinds of prayer. "We find he first prayed long and secretly, and then when the emergency came, and he stood before the king, he momentarily 'prayed to the GOD of Heaven, and said unto the King.' "It is in the closet, when a man is shut out from the world, and can come leisurely and calmly before GOD, and draw very near to Him, and speak face to face with Him, that his soul makes progress in the divine life. An hour alone with GOD in the morning in reading and prayer is worth the whole of the rest of the day ; and a man comes out of his chamber after pleading -with his Father, and pouring out his heart before Him, refreshed for his daily course, with heaven in his heart, and thankfulness on his lips. "Point out the men who have been notable as holy consistent Christians, benefactors of their generation, and eminent servants of GOD, and you will find without one exception that they have been regular in their morning, noonday and evening devotions. " Depend upon it, though momentary prayer may do for an emer- gency, it does not do to live upon ; and what is more, a man is not in a frame of mind for such prayer, if he is not much with GOD in private. " Another thing I may say too is this. A man's fondness for private communion with God, is just the thermometer of his spiritual life. May GOD give us grace to judge ourselves by this rule. " WALMER, July 9, [I860.] " I must answer one remark of yours. You speak about badly in- structed Christians J^ing saved, and the same standard of Christianity not being applied to everybody. "In one way, I agree, viz.: that every Christian really believing in the LORD JESUS, will be saved, however little his knowledge. " But GOD has only one law and standard. There is but One Name given, one way declared. And while GOD, Who is perfectly discriminat- CORRESPONDENCE 195 ing and just, will judge men by the advantages they have had, He will also take into account the way they have used their advantages : and in giving every man a Bible, with His own Spirit as the Teacher, (2 Tim. iii. 16, 17) He has made us independent of earthly teachers, and placed us on our own responsibility. "While I believe that we, who .are- "saved, all enter Heaven only by the Blood and Righteousness of Jesus, Scripture at the same time plainly shows us that there will be different degrees in glory for those who have used their talents well, as well as degrees of punishment. "If you feel any interest in this subject, I would look out the texts and send them you if I can find time. " TREASURY, Nov. 22, [I860.] " I was very glad to hear from you, and I lose no time in answering your letter, as I feel there is so much that is important in it. I trust that you will take all that I say as it is written, in a spirit of real brotherly love, and with a sole regard to the glory and honour of our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ. " You acknowledge that there is temptation : you nevertheless de- liberately go into it and yet hope that GOD will miraculously keep you from harm. "My dear Brother, this is not GOD'S way. You cannot pray daily, ' Lead me not into temptation,' and then rise from your knees, and go straight into it. "Goc will not keep a man who acts thus. You do not, I daresay, think so strongly, but remember ' To him that knoweth to do good, and doeth it not, to him it is sin.' " ' Happy is he that condemneth not himself in that thing which he alloweth.' Rom. xiv. 22. " I beseech you to ask yourself, Is this wise ? Is it not dangerous ? When Christ says, ' Watch and pray, lest ye enter into temptation, am I right in deliberately doing those things which I acknowledge and feel are a temptation ? . . . " Oh, it is a dangerous thing to hurt one's conscience with any known sin, however slight. Many a man's ruin, and the life-long unhappiness of many a Christian, has begun with that. " In all this, you see, I take for granted that you are not quite easy about it. ... Paul counted all things loss for the excellency of the knowledge of Christ, and said that he had suffered the loss of all things ; and depend upon it, he was not a loser by the transaction. 'Godliness hath the promise of the life which NOW is, as well as of that which is to come.' " No man ever gave up anything for Christ, but he received an 196 LIFE OF SIB ARTHUR BLACKWOOD hundred fold in this time, and in the world to come eternal life. Mark x. 28, 29. "I know that the struggle to keep some pet amusement, some darling sin, is very great, and that just at that time the devil makes them appear particularly enchanting, and makes one feel that if one were to give them up, life would be almost a blank ; but I have gone through the struggle; I know and can testify what a gainer I have been ; and I also know that, once the thing is done and given up, it has appeared perfectly trifling. "You may think I am exaggerating the matter. Nothing of the nature of sin in one who has been washed in the Blood of the Lamb, can bf exaggerated. It cost the Blood of GOD'S own Son. My dear friend and brother, I do not want to write dogmatically about this . . . but I cannot help seeing the danger you are in ; and I am sure you will attri- bute to the right motive my speaking plainly. See latter part of Lev. xix. 17. My own conscience would not be clear, if I abstained from pointing out the danger of going wilfully into temptation. I do beseech you make it a matter of prayer. . . . " LONDON, 8th Dec., [1860] "I cannot resist at once writing to say how heartily I rejoice that you received my letter so nobly and lovingly. . . . " I argued from terms in your letter that you were acting against your conscience; but your last dispels that idea. ... To keep a con- science void of offence towards GOD and man is the highest Christian attainment. " OSMASTON MANOR, DERBY, 21st Feb. 1871. "To answer your letter . . . GOD says plainly 'There is none other name under heaven given among men whereby we must be saved.' . . . 'Charity and toleration ' are very good things; but we must not be more charitable or tolerant than GOD has revealed Himself in His Word. They are terms which are much abused, and are made to serve as a cloke to much fearful indifference about men's souls; and many use them in order to avoid the reproach of uncharitableness and narrow- mindedness which is incurred by those who follow simply the teaching of GOD'S Word. "Cornelius was a very good man, a believer in the true GOD. See Acts x. 1, 2. Yet it was clear that he, good and devoted as he was, could be saved in no other way than by believing in the Name of Jesus of Nazareth ; for Peter was sent expressly to tell him ' words whereby he might be SAVED,' (Acts. xi. 14) and it was evident that Peter told him that it was only by believing in Jesus that he could obtain the remission of sins. Acts. x. 43. "A ' charitable and tolerant ' person would have kindly supposed that CORRESPONDENCE 197 Cornelius was all right, because he was a good man, who had never heard of Christianity. GOD saw differently. "Another point you touch upon is the fact that hypocrisy always appears where there is any attempt made for the good of souls. And this seems to be a hindrance. But I do not think it should be ; for GOD has specially warned us about it in His Word. 'Offences must needs come,' Matt, xviii. 7. See 2. Tim. iii. 1-5. And as if it were to be a beacon to us, we have an example of most consummate hypocrisy amongst even the disciples of Jesus viz. Judas. If then amongst twelve there was one hypocrite, and that one close to Jesus Himself, should we be discouraged because there are many now ? It did not prevent Jesus and the disciples doing good. "We are also told in Matt. xiii. 24-30, that Satan's great occupation (ver. 39) is that of making hypocrites, persons who resemble outwardly true Christians, as the tares of that country resemble wheat. And we are expressly told (ver. 30.) that ' both are to grow together till the harvest '; that therefore while the world lasts, hypocrites will be found amongst real Christians. Completely remedied it never will be till Christ comes again ; but the best partial remedy is in our own hands, and that is, 1st, To be so downright and hearty and bold in our own profession and following of Christ, that the hypocrites who will only go a certain length may be left behind. " 2ndly, By using every endeavour to bring persons really and de- cidedly to Jesus, and to make true believers of even the hypocrites. " Don't be discouraged. The devil will sow his tares. Go on in the work of the LORD. Spread good books, Bibles and tracts among your people. ' Cast thy bread upon the waters, and thou shalt find it after many days.' Ecc. xi. 1. Remember GOD has said, 'Your labour is not in vain in the LORD.' 1. Cor. xv. 58. "TREASURY, March 13th [1861] " Don't be afraid, my dear Friend, of saying what you think in your letters, or as you say 'arguing.' I am sure I speak my mind plain enough in my letters to you ; and I expect you to do the same. "Real friends are those who speak the honest truth one with another. " We must have a talk some day about the subject of our last letters. I still don't quite agree with you. You say, ' The case is different now from the time of the Apostles then they were converted from heathen- ism. Now,' you say, ' they are Christians to begin with.' There I am at issue with you. I say no man is a Christian till he is converted ; and an unconverted nominal Christian is in the sight of GOD just as an unbeliever. The name of the thing makes no difference. "You say, from Acts x. 31, Cornelius had already found grace. At 198 LIFE OF SIR ARTHUR BLACKWOOD any rate he had not found salvation, or else Peter would not have told him 'words whereby he might be saved.' A man doesn't want to be saved, who is already saved. " TREASURY, 10th May, [1866] " There are two things in your letters which I should like to say a word about. " 1. As to the handicapping. Of course racing in Germany and England is very different. Here certainly no one would be looked upon as a consistent Christian who was thus engaged. The whole thing would be uncongenial to an earnest follower of Christ, being an essentially 'worldly' thing, and so mixed up with roguery, cheating and lying; . . . and any attempt to improve matters would be about as hopeless as Lot's attempt to improve the state of things in Sodom. Gen. xix. 6-9. He was in a wrong place, instead of walking with Abram who walked ' before GOD.' Gen. xvii. 1. He had got down to the level of the world, and instead of regulating it, was nearly destroyed with it. " In Germany however things may be different. Horse breeding is certainly not more sinful than sheep breeding, unless it leads one into sinful practices. " There are many things which though harmless perhaps in them- selves, one yet gives up on the principle of 1. Cor. viii. 13. " However, dear Brother, the LORD and His Word must be y6ur Guide. If your conscience is clear towards Him, all is well, and Ro. xiv. 22 is a good rule. "It is sometimes useful to ask one's self with regard to things about which one may have doubts, ' Do I do this to please myself, or to please and glorify GOD?' " 2. As to our Children's salvation. " It is a very large subject ; but the principles which I gather from Scripture are these. " GOD looks upon the children of His people as also His. Ps. cii. 28. Deut. x. 15. iv. 37, and many other passages. Ps. cxxviii. 3, 5. cxxvii. 3. Acts ii. 39. "2. He bids us train them up for Him, Prov. xxii. 6. Eph. vi. 4, etc., etc., etc. "3. Where, this is done, Parents have every reason to believe that GOD will save their children. "4. Where it is neglected, to expect their salvation would be un- warrantable presumption. "5. When the children of GOD' S people have turned out badly, there is always a cause, e.g., Eli's sons, 1. Sa. iii. 13. " I have very little doubt concerning the ultimate salvation of my CORRESPONDENCE 199 children. GOD may choose His own time for converting them, and I may not see it in my life ; but I believe that He will, and therefore bring them up for Him, and remind Him of His promises. . . . " PENZANCE, CORNWALL, April 11, [1871.] "... GOD has been very gracious to us both. Gen. 33. 5, and I trust that, through His great grace we may be able, in the day of His appearing to say (Heb. 2. 13) ' Behold I, and the Children which GOD hath given me.' It is a great thing to believe that ' the promise is unto us, and to our Children,' (Acts. ii. 39) and that ' Because He loved the fathers, therefore He chose their seed after them.' Deut. 4. 37. See also Deut. x. 15. " But, dear Brother, how much grace and wisdom it needs to teach them aright, and how much more to set them that constant example of holiness and likeness to Jesus that is more effectual than all teaching. "Our children learn far more from our ways than our words, and involuntarily imitate what we do, while they quickly forget what we teach, unless followed up by consistency in life. " We may well say, 'Who is sufficient for these things? ' But the answer is, 'My grace is sufficient for thee.' 2. Cor. xii. " I daresay you have often thought how much we on the other hand learn from our children." The thread is now taken up again in the year 1858. A few words from a letter of Mr. John MacGregor's ("Bob Eoy") give a glimpse of Mr. Blackwood united with this fearless champion of the truth, in open air work. " July 11, 1858 A large crowd, especially of infidels and well-known sceptics, heard my farewell address on 'The Rock and the Sand,' at King's Cross. Many shook hands most cordially. Blackwood (the hand- some fellow) spent an hour with me, giving cards and tracts." To MR. ROWLAND SMITH. " TBEASUBY, Aug. 16, 1858. " Your ' little household cares,' which you carefully underline, are a very powerful argument with me against matrimony, and are amongst some of the things that make me think that, imperfect and worthless as my service is now, it would be still more so in married life ; but then you may argue that another line of service is opened to me, and so it is, and I have no doubt that when once the LORD puts it into one's way all those arguments will vanish into thin air. In the meantime I 200 LIFE OF SIB ARTHUR BLACKWOOD must repeat my statement that I am so thoroughly happy as I am, that notwithstanding all my kind friends' wishes, I have no anxiety to change my state. . . . " I too am looking back on a two years' life as a new creature ; and in doing so, I cannot praise GOD sufficiently for the wonderful way in which He has upheld me. . . . Oh, how much greater need do I seem to have of Jesus than I had two years ago! What should I do without His daily sprinkling Blood and 'everlasting righteousness'? Two years ago, next October, I began to pray that I might have deeper views of sin. and of Him, and He has graciously taught me a great deal a great deal more than I could have borne at the time; and yet how much there is still to learn. " My work prospers, thank GOD. On Thursday evenings I have about seventy, or more, and am going through the 8th Romans. What a glorious chapter it is ! In September, GOD willing, we are going to Scotland." But before that time arrived, a proposal was made to Mr. Black- wood, through his Father, which, if accepted, must have changed the whole course and character of his life. It was the offer of a Govern- ment appointment as Colonial Treasurer and Commissariat officer in British Columbia, and carried with it a seat in the Colonial Council and also certain pecuniary advantages. That he felt the question to be one of much moment is shown by the following extracts from a long letter to his Father, who at the time was staying in the Isle of Wight. " TREASURY, 3rd Sept. 1858. "DEAREST FATHER. I received your letters on returning from my meeting last night, and read them to Mama. We talked the matter calmly over during our drive to Norwood, considering it under every possible aspect, religious, domestic, sanitary and professional. We did so again this morning, and on my arrival here I saw Stephenson about it. " He looks on it in quite a different light from Trevelyan. . . . He is of opinion that the appointment to such employment of the younger members of the Treasury, whose places can easily be supplied during their absence, is beneficial to the office; and that this appointment in particular, the duties of which are analogous to those of the Treasury, would be especially so. " And he sees no reason why a young man should not be allowed to profit by so advantageous an opportunity of acquiring knowledge and experience. . . . CORRESPONDENCE 201 "I think therefore that, backed by him, Sir E. Lytton, and the Chancellor of the Exchequer, we could not have much difficulty in squaring the matter, and I do think that it would be a most excellent opportunity for gaining information and experience, which routine letter-writing here will never give. " Looking at it too as a young man, unmarried, fond of novelty, exercise, and ready for any kind of work, it presents a very attractive aspect ; and I think moreover that it might be, humanly speaking, the means of quite setting up my health, and making me a strong man again. "But I desire to look at it in a higher light, viz. : how it affects my capability of working for GOD, which I hope is now my first object. Whatever temporal advantages it might be the means of obtaining, they are, after all, only temporal, and must ' perish with the using' in twenty or thirty years ; whereas the results of work for GOD will endure throughout Eternity. " I trust that wherever I might go, I should have grace given to me not to deny Christ, and to lead such a life as might influence others to come to Him, and there is no doubt that the Christian in any and every place can work for his Master, as well in the sick-room as in the pulpit ; but it has pleased GOD to open a great door of usefulness for me at home . . . and to abandon that work, which He has thus graciously given me, and fitted me for, would be to leave a positive sphere of la-bour aqd usefulness, for an uncertain and prospective one. . . . " Here I am independent, have a great deal of time to myself and abundant opportunities for work. There I should be dependent, shackled, and probably in circumstances where so decided a line of action as I am able to adopt here would not be practicable. "These considerations urge me to dismiss the subject from serious thought ; as, wishing to do not only that which is good, but that which is best, not only that which is useful, but that which is most extensively useful, I cannot but think that England and home is preferable. "In a domestic light too my own feelings urge me to give it up. I am, as you say, now your only child ; I should not like to leave you for so long a time. It has pleased GOD to cast my lot in a position where I have the pleasures of Home and devoted affection from all of you, whilst many are exiled from all they love. ... I could not bear to be separated from you for so long or uncertain a time. "Mama too is in very precarious health; and though she expresses her willingness to part with me at once, if I should see it to be for GOD'S glory and for my own good, I can see how the thought of it goes to her very heart, and I feel that I should but ill repay the devotion and love she has bestowed on me for twenty-six years, by causing so much 202 LIFE OF SIB ARTHUR BLACKWOOD pain as a parting, and so much anxiety as a lengthened separation at so great a distance certainly would do. "My first duty, after GOD, is to my parents, though I often think and feel that I do not fulfil it as I ought and might : ... and I do not think that to go away so long and so far, would be following simply the path of duty, let alone that of my own natural affections. I think also that it would be really more than Mama could bear, though she behaves most nobly about it, and even places the advantages of it before me as favourably and impartially as she can. . . . "Thus, whilst at the first blush of the thing, I very much inclined to it, and very naturally so, maturer reflection induces me to decide from the reasons stated, that I am in every respect better placed and happier where I am, though, whenever I don't look at that side of the question, I feel a great desire to go, and learn, and see. " Thank you, my very dearest Father, for all the trouble which your wishes for my welfare, though I am sure not for your own happiness, have caused you to take ; and for the long letters which you wrote when you ought to have been enjoying a little idleness. 'If you see fit, please tell Sir E. B. Lytton how grateful I am for his great and disinterested kindness, and acquaint him with the reasons which lead me to decline. "I'll come over to you on Monday. " Ever, dearest Father, " Your very affectionate Son, "S. BLACKWOOD." To Miss MARSH. " TREASURY, ISth Sept., [1868] " Many thanks for your word of advice. At the present moment I know not which way the matter will end. It is in the LORD'S hands. Let Him do what seemeth Him good. It will depend very much on what the Doctor says to-morrow, and my Father to-day. " The matter had been decided against going, when it was brought up again in an unlocked and unsought for way. . . . "About the time you get this we shall be deciding. Pray that I and all of us may act as for Eternity, with a single eye to the glory of our Saviour, and that He may make it very plain." The result of that decision was a final refusal. GOD had provided some better thing for him. V. MAEEIED LIFE. HUNTLY LODGE AND FIRST HOME. STREATHAM. FROM PLACE TO PLACE. "At his best a Christian is but a stranger here, set him where you will ; and it is his privilege that he is so. And when he thinks not so, he forgets and disparages himself. He descends far below his quality, when he is much taken with anything in this place of his exile." Copied from LEIGHTON ON ST. PETER, in December, 1858. HUNTLY LODGE AND FIEST HOME. Within three or four days of this momentous decision, Mr. Blackwood and his sister left London on a visit to the Duchess of Gordon at Huntly Lodge, Aberdeenshire. Huntly Lodge stands within a short distance of the little town of the same name, which, situated near the meeting of the Bogie and the Deveron, is the local capital of the district of Strathbogie, a region holding a place of its own both in history and in fiction. To a southern eye the surrounding country may appear bare and bleak, but the lines of the Clashmach and other low moorland hills are full of beauty ; and within sight are the peaks of Tap o' Noth, the Buck of the Cabrach, Ben Ehynis, under whose shadow lies the birth- place of Mackay of Uganda, and other outposts of the more distant Grampians. The old Castle of Huntly is now a fine ruin, planted on a little knoll above the rocky banks of the Deveron ; and a quarter of a mile or so on the other side of the river stands "The Lodge," a dower-house of the Gordon family. Here during her widowhood lived Elizabeth, the last Duchess of Gordon, " the good Duchess," as she is still affectionately called; and staying with her at this time was Sydney, Duchess of Man- chester, the widow of her beloved nephew, George, 6th Duke of Manchester, over whom and her two young children she had for years watched with loving maternal care. The announcement of the engagement which shortly took place between Mr. Blackwood and the Duchess of Manchester is thus made to one of his friends. " THE LODGE, HUNTLY, ABERDEENSHIRE, 5th Oct., 1858. " The wish so often expressed in your letters that I might find a ' help-meet ' for me in life, has at last by the mercy of GOD been realized ; and I \vrite to you amongst the first to let you know that I am engaged (205) 206 LIFE OF SIR ARTHUR BLACKWOOD to be married to Sydney, Duchess of Manchester, with whom I have been staying here, at the Duchess of Gordon's, for the last fortnight, but whom I have known more than a year. "You will rejoice to know that she is one of GOD'S own dear children, whom He has been teaching in no ordinary school . . . and who is in every way fitted to make my life thoroughly happy, as being capable of filling every void and satisfying every want of my human heart, at the same time that her whole desire is to glorify our GOD in her life, and to spend and be spent for her Saviour. "... No congratulations can come up to the demand for them. "Will you and your dear wife praise GOD for me, Who has blessed me thus abundantly and undeservedly, and pray that our lives may be devoted to Him in singleness of eye and thorough sincerity of heart ? " Pray above all that Jesus may be first in everything, and as you know the snare a time of engagement is, that we may have especial grace for such a time of need. . . . " I am happy beyond expression." It need not be said that the news of the engagement gave general and unbounded satisfaction. It happened that most of Mr. Black- wood's chief friends and associates had themselves been recently married. They now welcomed him with acclamation into their ranks. "I am sure GOD'S best earthly gift is a good wife," says one. ' ' Were I to write pages I could wish you nothing more than that you may be as happy in your marriage as I am." "How truly I hope that GOD will increase your happiness year by year, as He does mine," is another form of the same wish. An older friend says, " It is a VERY rich blessing when GOD finds 'an help-meet' for one of His children. I can say that, after ten years' experience. . . . Yes, I can say that from my heart, and so will you." His friend Captain Anstruther wrote in lighter vein. " BALCASKIE, 4*A Oct., 1868. " It would be strange if I did not to the full sympathize with you in your happiness. May the LORD abundantly bless you both in it. . . . To few is it given to draw prizes in Life's Lottery, but as our tender Father has been pleased to give so great and precious tokens of His love to you and me, let us be earnest in prayer that a proportionate amount of willing heartfelt service may be rendered Him. I rejoice in your happiness. HUNTLY LODGE AND FIRST HOME 207 "You 'don't think of marrying for some years,' indeed!!! Your ' home is all that you want, and your sister is all that any woman can be ' ! ! ! Ah, my Boy, haven't you dropped nicely down from your high stool ! Never mind, old Boy, you are well able to laugh at a little chaff, with such a companion to back you up. Rather an improvement upon Columbia? . . . May I be allowed to send my warm congratulations and regards to Her Grace through you ? I suppose you will not mind giving them, not that there is much to congratulate upon in marrying such a rag-a-muffin as you, ' mais c'est selon le go&t.' " May the sun of your happiness be unclouded. " Your own loving fellow-soldier in the Great Army, wherein may we fight boldly till death, " R. A." FROM Miss CHARLOTTE WRIGHT. " Here my heart is quieted and comforted and thankful under the rather overcoming tidings of this morning: 'The steps of a good man are ordered by the LORD, and He delighteth in his way.' ' Righteousness shall go before Him, and set us in the way of His steps.' " I bless Him for you. Oh, what wonders of providence and grace has He wrought for you ! He has first betrothed you to Himself ' for ever," Ho. 2. 19, 20, and in the love of this precious relationship He is now rejoicing and strengthening your heart by the prospect of the sweetest earthly union. The LORD be mightily with you, and bless you both ! . . . We now see why the LORD said, ' Go not to British Columbia.' " But I will not trouble thee to read more. May you walk together through the length and breadth of that land which floweth with milk and honey." FROM MRS. CECIL FANE. " I see the Fifth Commandment is indeed ' a commandment with promise,' for this is a great improvement on the British Columbia scheme! I cannot help thinking of the joy your marriage would have been to our darling Ceci." FROM SIR CHARLES TREVELYAN. " TBEASUBY, 13th Oct., 1858. " Judging from all I have heard, . . . you are singularly fortunate in obtaining such a wife; but I also judge from my knowledge of you that you deserve your good fortune, (I wish there were a Christian word exactly expressing this) and will continue to do so. The Duchess' father was shipmate of a brother of mine, now no more, in years long gone by, in the Revolutionaire ; and as the recollections of that time are fresh in my mind, I am not surprised at goodness being hereditary in his family." 208 LIFE OF SIR ARTHUR BLACKWOOD FROM E. KEMPSTER, HIS OLD NURSE. " UPPER SYDENHAM, 6th Oct., 1858. "I cannot tell you the joy I felt after I had read your dear note. I could not help shouting Glory to GOD. I cannot tell you the sad feelings of my heart, when dearest Miss Wright told me it was most settled for you to go abroad. My heart seemed to sink within me, and I wept most bitterly, and cried unto GOD, to let me see that it was right ; for I felt it was going from your work where GOD had called you and owned you and blessed you to the souls of so many. I quite believe I was right, do you not think so? I quite feel to love the dear young lady. Oh, that the blessing of the Most High may rest upon you. " Your most gratefully and affectionately humble servant, " ELIZA KEMPSTER." FROM CAPTAIN TROTTER. "BuxTON, Qth Oct., 1858. "Depend upon it you will need grace, wisdom, and constant prayer to steer through the first starting, entangling and very difficult arrange- ments. As a follower of Jesus it becomes you to take a very quiet and unostentatious line in your first plans, in which, from all I have known of the dear Duchess, I am sure she will fully support you. You must be much on your knees, dear Friend, or your feet will be well-nigh slipping." FROM DR. MARSH. " BECKENHAM, llth Oct., 1858. "My DEAR FRIEND When an event takes place, which a friend has secretly desired, the pleasure is doubled. I am thankful for what I have just heard. "Of the one I say A perfect gentleman and a sincere Christian constitute the ' highest style of man.' " Of the other, I say, ' Her price is above Rubies.' " To Both, I say, 1. Cor. 4. 7, but only the first clause, because Both are conscious, James 1, 17. "And now, as I hope I am of the Royal Priesthood, 1. Pet. 2. 9, I send you my Blessing, in the language of the Type, Numbers 6. 24-26. " I like to send my friends to their Bibles. "May you be happy in a Saviour's love, and useful in a Saviour's service." Thus, " sanctified by the Word of GOD and prayer," and blessed by the holiest and most lovely thoughts, this happy union was formed. On llth October Mr. Blackwood and his sister left Huntly Lodge HUNTLY LODGE AND FIRST HOME 209 for a promised visit of a few days to friends whose acquaintance they had made at Wiesbaden. To SYDNEY, DUCHESS OF MANCHESTER. " PEBTH, 2.40, Tuesday, [12th Oct., 1858] "I began the third of 1st John in the train . . . and tried to fathom the paradox, ' If we say we have no sin we deceive ourselves,' and ' He that is born of God doth not commit sin ; ' but somehow or other I don't think I've a good reasoning mind, and the only solution I could find was Ps. xxxii. 1, 2. It is only while we abide in Him that we do not sin? But the believer always must abide in Him. How wonderful to think that with all our fearful multiplied transgressions, we are yet ' blameless before Him in love.' "I have just given away some tracts in the carriage where we are, superciliously received, and other books taken up. My Father has just left us ; he doesn't the least mind my giving them away now dear old man. He left us with his eyes full of tears. . . . " May the peace of GOD and the GOD of peace be with you. Pray for me, that I may be more earnest in seeking souls ; readier to embrace every opportunity, and that no look, word, deed or manner may be otherwise than becomes a brand plucked from the burning a pilgrim and a stranger. Oh, for an outpouring of the blessed Spirit, that we may be no ordinary common Christians, but living epistles and reflections of Jesus. " HCNTERSTON, 13th October. "... I tried to speak a word, but my words seemed cold and hard, not as if I felt what I was saying. Do pray that I may be so filled with the Spirit of the living GOD that I may never speak of His love with coldness and reluctance, but that it may be out of the abundance of my heart that my mouth speaks. "I liked so much the verses this morning on brotherly love; may our lives be such imitations of Jesus, that we may always be ready to give up all self, and lay down our lives for the brethren who are all so dear to Him, as He laid down His for us, His enemies. "I've been learning 'Through the love of GOD our Saviour,' this morning whilst dressing. "HUNTERSTON, lith Oct. 1858. " The weather is dark and dreary, and there are great black clouds of rain sweeping across the sea, and the mountains are wrapped in mist, and I think weather must influence the soul, though I don't quite like to concede it, for there are clouds and mists over my spirit to-day, not at all 'rejoicing in the Lord.' But 1 John iv. 15 made me feel that 14 210 LIFE OF SIB ARTHUR BLACKWOOD Jesus Christ was ' the sanif, yesterday and to-day and for ever,' and that GOD does dwell in the hearts of His children and they in Him, though they may not be always able to realize it. And then faith, God-given faith, got hold of 1 Cor. iii. 21, 22, 23, and was strengthened. 'All things are yours; ye are Christ's; Christ is GOD'S.' Oh, if Christ is ours, what do we want besides? Though all the storms of doubt and despair sweep across the soul, nothing, thank GOD, can shake that ' Ye are Christ's.' As long as that's in the Bible ; as long as the Holy Spirit says in plain English, ' Christ has got hold of you, you're His,' the devil himself can't take away our sure and certain hope. And then, if we are Christ's, what manner of persons ought we to be in all godliness? Ah! there's the rub the flesh doesn't like that. We are very willing to lay hold of the promise, but when the consequence comes in, and the result of belonging to Christ is found to be that we must be redeemed from all iniquity saved from our sins, the flesh staggers at it and thinks it a hard bargain." To Miss ANNE WRIGHT. " HUNTEBSTON, 14th Oct., [1858] "Thank you for your warnings and prayers: they are much, much needed. A time of earthly business and bustle is coming on, and what with office work and arrangements for the future when I get back, there will be danger of the heart and mind being drawn away from that Saviour Who loves me so much, and Whom I love so little. This is what I have always feared so much, and what has made me look forward to marriage with anxiety; but I thank Him that I can say, 'Hitherto has the LORD helped me.' He has not allowed the human love, I trust and hope, to outweigh the heavenly, feeble though it be, but keeps up a desire in my heart to know more of Jesus." On 27th October, his leave having ended, Mr. Blackwood, as he notes in his DIARY OF DATES, " returned alone to London. Glorious journey of work." To SYDNEY, DUCHESS OF MANCHESTER. " 27th Oct., 1858. "... It's 12 o'clock. I'm getting near Inverury, where I shall meet K. . . . I had such an escort to the train. I am in a 3rd Class carriage with twenty-four people. I couldn't make up my mind to give them all tracts at first. There were some swell ... of whom I was dreadfully afraid. ' Notwithstanding the LORD stood with me, and strengthened me,' and I was enabled to give to all. They were very well received. Just met an old friend, a working man, to whom I had given a tract the day I went to Keith Hall ; he gave me such a hearty HUNTLY LODGE AND FIRST HOME 211 shake of the hand, and has just got out. Just passed Inverury wonder- ful man, K . I would I had his zeal for souls, and forgetfulness of self. He put his head into the carriage, and after saying a few words to me, began to preach to them all so solemnly. I shrink from such a thing fearfully. Ah, mine's a wretched service. May GOD give me more devotion of heart, and more constraining sense of His love. Still GOD makes us all useful in our way. As the train went on, I got into a little conversation with an old man opposite about K.'s concern for the salvation of others, upon which he said, ' Is it you or he is Brownlow North ? ' " We are getting near Aberdeen. I must put up my epistle. Best and most grateful love to my dear Granny." [Duchess of Gordon] " Wed. 3.30. "... At Aberdeen, whilst waiting a quarter of an hour for the train, I went out to the Quay, and gave away a good many tracts, and went on board a collier, and preached a little sermon ; and then whilst taking my ticket, I gave a man a book called, ' I have found a Ransom,' and began to speak. He asked me in an earnest way, ' How can I know that my ransom is paid?' I pointed him as plainly as I could to the truth and faithfulness of GOD in His word. He said, ' I should like to see more of you ; this concerns me, it's a personal thing.' We parted, engaging to travel in the same carriage, but I have not seen him again. On starting there was one elderly man in the carriage with me ; in some common-place conversation he said, ' It's a de'il of a long way to London.' I felt obliged, constrained to speak ; and told him what a fearful thing it was to speak so frivolously of the Enemy of our souls ; that if we were familiar with his name, we were familiar with him, and were his children, heirs of wrath. He had been drinking ; at first there was opposition, but he soon softened, and we knelt down in the carriage and prayed together. The poor man was so grateful, thanked GOD that he had met me, that I had spoken so faithfully to him, and said he felt it was a message to his soul. He is very solemn and sober now, just opposite me, seemingly impressed. Some others got in, an old and a young man and a young woman ; they got their books. The old man read his ; then came over to me and took my hand and said, ' If you've given me that pamphlet, Sir, for the love of the LORD Jesus Christ, I shall see your face shining in glory.' A nice conversation then ensued. May GOD grant that it may be a blessing to them and to me. He has helped me so. ... The poor drunkard is much touched he has just asked me to pray for him that he may overcome his besetting sin. He does seem so in earnest. "The young woman, who hadn't said anything hitherto, has just 212 LIFE OF SIR ARTHUR BLACKWOOD got out. She took my hand and said so sweetly, ' I shall meet you again at Home, Sir, for I'm travelling home too.' Wasn't it nice? "I've just found the other man; he's coming into my carriage at Perth. May GOD give me something for him, for Christ's sake. " The poor drunkard quite sober, and so, so earnest. We were left alone again. He besought me to pray again with him, and knelt down ; he rose sobbing like a child. ... I pray that GOD may have touched his heart. He is praising GOD for His mercy. "C o'clock, Perth. We were left alone again, and once more prayed. Will you pray too for the poor man? and tell about him, for I asked her to pray that I might be strengthened. I fear I shall not be able to write more, for there is no light in our carriage. I want to spend a night of prayer. . . . " TREASURY, Thursday. "[Oct. 28th.] Shoals of work of all kinds awaiting me, official, domestic and religious, and but little time to do it in. ... "At Perth my anxious friend joined me. After drawing me out, he disclosed himself to be a Free Church minister, who had been preaching four times at Inverness on the Sunday, and was on his way to Canada as a Missionary. We had two hours' very pleasant communion. He said he felt he had been remiss in availing himself of opportunities of testifying for Jesus, and trusted that my having given him a tract at the Ticket place, would stir him up to more decision. We parted the best of friends for time and Eternity. A lady who got out in Edinburgh gave me a sermon of Spurgeon's in exchange for my tract. Had the carriage alone, i.e., with one other man, who snored all the time, and was as comfortable as if I had been 1st Class. He read 'Have you?' and liked it. At Newark fresh irruption of travellers two ladies, two gentlemen. Books distributed, pleasant conversation with one of the gentlemen. Then a Dissenting minister got in, and had an hour's very pleasant journey, telling alternate stories, mingled with plain truths, and parted from all almost affectionately. During the morning got an hour's thought about Rom viii. 9, 10, 11, and composed my address. On the whole, never had such a journey of work and pleasure in the work and profit in my life. His mercy endureth for ever. GOD be praised! People at home delighted to see me and I them. . . . 'TREASURY, 29th Oct., 1868. "[Friday.] . . . Whatever the feelings may be, the work remains the same: thank GOD. 'It is finished!' 'Ye are complete in Him.' Not despair even can take us out of the cleft in the Rock of Ages. " I am tremendously busy and must confine myself to business. I'm remarkably well, and have walked five miles already to-day. "Give my very best love to the dearest Granny, and tell her that HUNTLY LODGE AND FIBST HOME 213 apart from all the joy of heart my stay at Huntly has caused, I do feel the rest and the instruction and the opportunities to have been very good for my soul. " Pray for me . . . that business and pleasure may not distract or excite me ; there is danger of it. I want ' A mind to blend with outward life, whilst keeping at Thy side.' " To Miss MARSH. " TREASURY, 29th Oct. [1858] " I returned yesterday, better in soul than I have been for many a long day, after a journey from Huntly of which I never had the like before. . . . He is keeping my soul near to Him, I believe; and His work, thanks be to His grace, is ever foremost. I know you will be anxious to hear this. "... Oh, 'Auntie,' she is 'a gift from the LORD.' . . . May He grant that I may make her happy. I feel wretchedly undeserving of her, but He has led us together. . . . " I had fifty young men in Huntly Church-of-England Church on Sunday, and was much helped." To A FRIEND. "Sat. morning, 12 A.M. [30th October, 1858] "You must not be thinking such hard things of yourself; it's dis- honouring to GOD. Your heart is right in His sight, for it's not your heart any longer, you've given it to Him ; and it's renewed after His image ; and He has returned it to you to keep for Him, instead of that stony heart you once had. Don't let the Devil tempt you with such thoughts. Do not look for feelings feelings are only consequent on faith : if you are doubting GOD, your being His, or your standing in grace, your feelings cannot be satisfactory. Believe Jesus has loved you, and bought you, and keeps you ; and feelings will come, but never while in unbelief. May He strengthen your faith. "I will pray for you that you may really see Jesus. He is giving you an increasing desire to behold Him, and as it comes from Him He surely will give fulfilment of it. I send you Isa. xii. 2. May GOD bless it to you by His Spirit." To MR. ROWLAND SMITH. " TREASURY, 9th Nov. 1858. "It goes well with me, thank GOD, in all ways, especially spiritually, and He is mercifully making Himself still the first, and seems to be binding me closer to Himself by ever fresh tokens of His goodwill. " He has been working with me lately much, and I have hope of many. "Of other things I can only say, 'The lines have fallen to me in VERY pleasant places.' " 214 LIFE OF SIR ARTHUR BLACKWOOD To SYDNEY, DUCHESS OF MANCHESTER. " TREASURY, Dee. 2. "Only fancy, on going past my lecture room [in Mount Row] last night, I found it completely gutted, and full of bricklayers, the walls being pulled down. I was dismayed, as I had no means of letting the people know; and if once the meeting is dispersed without knowing where its future locale is to be, there's no getting it together again. I did not know what to do. At last I've got a small room which won't hold more than sixty, where it will be for the next few Thursdays, I trust; till \ve can get a larger place. I used to have it there before; and the woman who lives there, the wife of a Lifeguardsman, has been converted under my 'ministry' as she calls it. May GOD give me a message for them all to-night." To Miss MARSH. " TREASURY, Dec. 11, [1858.] "I have seen the Bible! It is indeed a beautiful one! the most perfect one I have ever seen. Oh ! how loving and how kind of you, at a time of such weakness to take such pains to write those prayers in it, as beautifully written as if you were possessed of all possible health and strength. " I shall count your Bible one of my greatest treasures, as coming from one to whom I owe more of spiritual good than to any one in the worUl besides. " I am so overjoyed to think that there is a chance, even a remote one, of seeing you either Monday or Tuesday. " We shall be just ten of us at the LORD'S Supper, but I suppose there is no hope of you for that. " It would so start us in our married life to hear you say 'Goo bless you.' " The wedding was to take place from the Duchess of Gordon's, who by this time had come to town, and was staying at Grillon's Hotel, Albemarle Street. On 16th December, the marriage was solemnized at St. George's, Hanover Square, by the Rev. Frederick Chalmers, Rector of Beckenham ; and the newly-married couple left for Dyrharn Park, Herts, the bouse of their friend Captain Trotter. " DYRHAM, SiUurday 18th Dec., [1868.] " MY DARLING MOTHER AND SISTER, Just a few words from your affectionate son and brother to say that all goes very well with us, and that, as you may expect, we are not very unhappy here. . . . We think of enjoying the tranquility here for about ten days instead of going to the I. of Wight at once. HUNTLT LODGE AND FIKST HOME 215 "We have prayers morning and evening, when I expound; and this morning I had in all the farm people and labourers, about twenty, to family prayers, which Captain Trotter always does on Saturday morning, and gave them a lecture on the 63rd Psalm. "We have a great deal of reading together, our books being 'Leighton on St Peter,' and Stanley's ' Sinai and Palestine.' . . . You won't mind my not writing much just now. "We were so thankful at the way the wedding went off. Every- thing seemed so nice." FROM HIS FATHER. " GRANTHAM, Sunday [19 Dec., 1858] " It is a dreadful wrench to lose you. It is like parting with a second Cecy an angel in the house, whose bright example is as the guiding star in the East, which it is a crime not to follow. And I feel strongly, by contemplation and otherwise, how potent is the influence you have shed over me in the grand business of the soul." To Miss MARSH. " FRESHWATER BAY, Dec. 31 [1858] " Besides being a time of honey-mooning and enjoyment of each other's society, we have striven to make this also a time of gaining health for soul and body. " We left Dyrham on Monday. ... On the steamboat I had some very nice work. I was dreadfully afraid at first, there were so many well-dressed people ; but we prayed about it, and then I set to work. "The books were eagerly received by all, even the Captain of the ship, who asked for one, and afterwards asked G if I was a clergy- man. I had a chat with a poor soldier of the 50th, who confessed he was a backslider, but that the difficulties of his position as drill- instructor were too much for him.,, Poor fellow, we have been praying much for him. " We are now at Freshwater, a charming place, hearing the roar of the waves, and having enjoyed the most glorious weather. We get the servants of the house in to prayers and exposition, and I have formed acquaintance with a Christian Coastguardsman. There are also some Artillerymen here, whom I hope to get at. "We are having a good deal of reading of the Bible together, and at other times McCheyne's Life, which I find most profitable, and Stanley's Palestine. "My darling wife is, thank GOD, very well, and I can see a decided improvement in her. . . . ' The heart of her husband doth safely trust in her.' . . . "... Oh ! if He has been satisfying you, and making you feel that 216 LIFE OF SIR ARTHUR BLACKWOOD there is none that you desire in comparison of Him, pray that I may do the same, that nothing else may be permitted to satisfy me but Jesus Christ and Him crucified." To BARON CHARLES VON BIEL. " I. OP WIGHT, SQth Dec., 1858. "Ours was a thoroughly Christian wedding. We were married from the Duchess of Gordon's, in London, a sincere servant of GOD. The night before, ourselves and families, about twelve in all, partook of the LORD'S Supper together; and immediately after the wedding we met together with about twenty friends and relations, all devoted servants of the LORD Jesus, to ask a blessing on our union, and to pray that our lives might be spent to His glory." " While seeking a permanent home," says Mr. Blackwood in his NOTES, " we first lived for six months in a house on Wimbledon Common." " Whilst here, and afterwards," writes his Wife, "he went regularly to the Mount Row Meeting, and also to the Bible-Reading in Captain Trotter's room in Soho Square, lent for the purpose. He would always go over all the names of those who were present, members of Civil Service, Officers, etc. He always tried to get men to join, and would chronicle with joy how so-and-so came regularly and was really interested. " He tried to get work under the Rector of Wimbledon, Mr. Adams, but his engagements made it difficult; and Mr. Adams told him he thought he had already as much as he could undertake, and added to me that his zeal was greater than his strength." At this time he began the practice of inviting several cadets from Addiscombe College to spend the Sunday at his house, the line of blue uniforms sometimes almost filling his pew in Church. " I have written," he says to Miss Marsh, " to ask E , M , P and H for next Sunday, and have great pleasure in telling you that if we get this house at Streatham, it will suit in every respect either you or we can possibly desire." " He sought so earnestly," writes his Wife, " to win those cadets to the service of GOD. Some he knew and loved have passed ' within the veil ' ; with others he corresponded, and was so happy when he heard of the Christian life of one and another. For some he had to grieve that the promise of early years was not fulfilled." And yet of even some such he was allowed to know here on HUNTLY LODGE AND FIEST HOME 217 earth that his " labour had not been in vain in the LORD." So long afterwards as 1878 almost twenty years later ! he received a letter from a clergyman to whom he was personally unknown, which says : "You may not now remember a brother of mine," [mentioning a name which often appears in Mr. Blackwood's letters of the earlier date] "at Addiscombe many years ago. You were personally helpful to him when he was there. He has for many years been under a cloud, having sadly backslidden, but has lately been brought to decide boldly for Christ. He speaks as if he had never known the truth before, but my own impression is that the work of grace really began at Addis- combe. Should you remember him, you will be glad to hear of his restoration." Amongst the letters which Sir Arthur preserved to the day of his death was one from another Addiscombe cadet, written in 1863 from a hill-station in India, and over which doubtless he had rejoiced with great joy. To BARON C. VON BIEL. " TREASURY, 20tt April, [1859.] " I must tell you about a glorious work that is going on at Addis- combe College amongst the cadets. For about a year there has been a kind of revival of religion there. It began with one young fellow, who after a time was enabled to persuade others to join him in reading the Bible and in prayer. They soon mounted up in numbers who have apparently given themselves heart and soul to Jesus Who bought them ; and notwithstanding great opposition are standing out boldly as good soldiers of Jesus Christ. "Last Sunday but one, a little fellow, who had been one of the swearing drinking set, was with us, and was enabled then and there to determine to live for GOD only, and is now, he writes, ' Happier than he ever was before, rejoicing in the blessed truth that his sins are forgiven him for Jesus' sake.' He has now joined the Bible-reading set. "Goo has given them abundance of grace, and they are able with Moses to ' count the reproach of Christ greater riches than all the treasures of Egypt.' Heb. 11. 26." To Miss MARSH. " TREASURY, 31st March, [1859] " Thank GOD for the new souls given. Our meeting is likewise increasing, and I expect we shall not be less than twenty at our Quarterly Prayer-meeting to-day, of which I send you the programme. 218 LIFE OF SIR ABTHUR BLACKWOOD "As to shooting. ... It was seeing a poor little rabbit about a fortnight old which I shot by accident, dying in agony, having both its hind legs broken, and striving to crawl on its fore legs, squeaking piteously, and looking with such misery of pain out of its bright little brown eyes, that I felt, 'This isn't work I should like ray tender loving Master to find me engaged in. ' . . ." FROM HIS MOTHER. " My dearly beloved Son, That I have not you with me on your Birthday is a grief to me, but as it is GOD'S appointment that a man should leave Father and Mother, and cleave to his Wife, I am more than satisfied that you have such a Wife. . . . May every blessing be upon you both ; length of days, and health to enjoy them. GOD Almighty bless you, dear, dearest Son. I do bless and praise and magnify Him that He has so over-ruled your movements that we have the blessing of you here with us, and the blessing of such a new daughter. " Your Loving Mother. " 21st May, 1859. 53 UPPER BROOK STREET. "Tell dear S. to make much of you on your birthday, and to be thankful for such a Husband." In May he went up for the Yeomanry Training at Hertford. To Miss MARSH. "TREASURY, 28th May, [1859] "Thank you for your pleasant birthday letter. I had no time to answer it at Hertford, for I was drilling all day long. ... I was very deficient in earnestness and zeal ; but still I had several opportunities of putting the truth before brother-officers, when it was well received; but I am much humbled by my own sinfulness and coldness towards the loving patient long-suffering Jesus, Who so graciously bears with all my sins, and loves me still. His love does indeed pass all knowledge! " S. was a great help and blessing to me. We had the children and Lucy down for the Review, which they enjoyed immensely." STEEATHAM. NOTES. " From Wimbledon, on 29th June, 1859, we moved to Wood Lodge, Streatham, an old square red-brick house, looking over Tooting Common towards the setting sun, and surrounded by about seven or eight acres of old-fashioned garden and paddock." Close at hand, indeed adjoining, were the Eectory and Parish Church. The Streatham of those days now entirely swallowed up into a bustling London suburb was still really a village. It stood on the high-road from London to Brighton. The short irregularly- built street, lined here and there with trees, crept down a hill, and on one side was broken by the village-green, which was bounded by some of the beautiful elms for which the neighbourhood was then remarkable. Many historic recollections hung about the spot. The Parish Church, at the top of the hill, stands on a site which is believed to have been originally that of an old Roman station, though for many centuries a place of Christian worship. It was the door-post of its porch which old Dr. Johnson kissed, as he left for the last time the building where he had so often worshipped with his friends the Thrales, whose house stood within a few hundred yards of Wood Lodge. It was in Streatham Rectory, parts of which are said to be of very great antiquity, that much of the Reform Bill of 1832 was drafted. The living was then held by Lord Wriothesley Russell, and at an important crisis in the evolution of the Bill, Lord John Russell retired to his brother's Rectory, where he lay perdu for about three weeks, engaged upon his work, the study and a bedroom above it being given up to his use. In the southern part of the parish, around Streatham Common, was the separate district of Immanuel Church, where Mr. Black- wood attended. (219) 220 LIFE OF SIR ARTHUR BLACKWOOD Until February, 1868, Wood Lodge continued to be his home ; and perhaps in the whole of his life, there were no happier years than these. " Ah, there can never be another Streatham," he would sometimes say. He was then in all the freshness and spring-time of his spiritual experience ; temporally his cup was indeed full of happiness ; and it seems to have pleased GOD to give an unusually abundant and speedy harvest to his labours for Him. It was also the sowing-time of much seed which reproduced itself in later times, and whose accumulated harvests are for Eternity. "Never perhaps," he says himself in almost the last words which he was able to dictate in his Autobiographical Notes, "was I permitted to engage in work more fruitful in definite blessing, resulting through GOD'S grace in the changed lives of numbers whom I have ever since counted amongst my truest Christian friends." Moreover, as is evident from the Word of GOD, there are in the spiritual history of the Church, as of the individual, seasons which are " times of refreshing from the presence of the LORD," in which the Spirit is poured out from on high. The most simple and ordinary means of grace are then invested with a new power, and extraordinary means seem to be merely natural and appropriate. Such a period in the general life of the Evangelical Churches coincided with this portion of Mr. Blackwood's life. What wonder then that, in common with scores of earnest workers to the present day, he ever looked back with holy recollections to that time of wonderful blessing ? He had already been much interested in soldiers and policemen, and within a few weeks of reaching Streatham the record stands in his DIARY OF DATES : " August 2nd. Soldiers and Policemen's party on the lawn." But something more permanent than this was desired and effected, though little indeed could he have imagined at the time " whereunto this thing would grow." "It commenced," he says, " with an attempt to get hold of the Police Force of the village on their pay-day. We met first at the rude little station which was all that the quiet village of Streatham then boasted." This was merely a room or two adjoining the spot where " Under a spreading chesnut-tree The village smithy stood." STREATHAM 221 NOTES. " This proving too small, we first adjourned to my coach-house, and then to one of the downstairs rooms in my house, to which the men's wives could also come. Presently others from the village dropped in, and soon not a few of the better class. After a time it became necessary to make a weekly clearance on Monday evenings of our dining-room, library, and hall, which, together with the staircase, made room for between 200 and 250 people." " Usually," says the Duchess, "the space was all too small. How the earnest attentive faces rise to remembrance ! As the meeting closed, he would seek one and another to press home the truths on which he had been speaking, his whole soul absorbed in the one desire that each should know the Saviour so dear to himself. It was here that many found life eternal, poor and rich, high and low. One remembers so well some of the regular attendants the poor woman who came in all weathers with her baby across Tooting Common ; the well-to-do farmer who never missed ; the young men so attentive, so interested ; this one and that many now gone home to glory, whose first start heavenward was made there, and the many also of all classes who are still faithfully serving and working for the Saviour Whom there they learned to know and to love ; but some too over whom he mourned, who seemed to begin well, but turned back to sin and the world's service. How quiet all were, and how they listened and noted ! In the summer the garden door was open, and many sat out in the twilight ; but though thus scat- tered, all were so reverent, and seemed to catch the spirit of the earnest pleadings to which they listened. "A poor woman who had been in such trouble as to attempt to drown herself from London Bridge, came to live at Streatham. One day she overheard a woman say, ' That's the place to find peace.' She went up and said, 'Oh, where? Tell me where I may find peace. I am so miserable.' The woman told her of the meetings, and offered to call for her the next Monday. She came; and the text seemed as if spoken to her by GOD. ' Come unto Me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.' 'Rest' that was what she needed. Her attention was riveted, and she left that house a changed woman. "Mr. Blackwood sought to follow up all whom he could reach. In his morning walks on Sundays and holidays after his work in London, his delight was to visit this one and that one, and help them on in the heavenly way. " His preparation was always most careful, whether for the few or for the many. He had not much time, but from the first felt that he could not speak to others unless he had some hours on Sunday evenings quite undisturbed, all through his life he kept to this rule. 222 LIFE OF SIR ARTHUR BLACKWOOD " Sometimes with all his preparation, he felt as if he could not speak, and would go to the meeting much depressed; but whether 'prepared' or feeling quite 'unprepared,' his dependence was ever upon GOD, and he would say how he had been helped, although not always to his own comfort. Stammering was a great trial to him, but gradu- ally, unless he was very nervous, this was overcome." All that was involved in this constant upheaval of the ordinary routine of a household can well be imagined. Only a grudging attention could be expected for so unusual a duty as the weekly moving of furniture, and carrying of forms and chairs ; and the relief to the Duchess was unbounded, when the good providence of GOD sent to them one who was heartily and cheerfully devoted to herself and to his master, who continued a faithful and attached friend when he left their service, and who, when death came, laid the beloved remains in their last resting-place. Before the close of this year 1859, the first references to the Great Revival appear in the correspondence. To Miss MARSH. " TREASURY, 24M Oct. [1859] "No! clearest 'Auntie,' I've not forgotten you, but I'm over- whelmed with work; and I too want to see you, and tell you about our GOD'S gracious dealings here, there, and everywhere. It seems too glorious. I believe we shall see 'great and marvellous things.' I am looking for them in my house and family and neighbourhood and city. "I send you a letter from the dear old Duchess." [of Gordon] "I ought to have sent it before, but have been rushing up and down to Liverpool and Southampton," [with specie] "and have been reading it out everywhere. People weep as they hear it. Forty-six at my Streat- ham meeting, mostly police, and 150 in London." To BARON CHARLES VON BIEL. " TREASURY, Xw>. 7, 1859. " You have I suppose heard something of the wonderful revival of religion in the North of Ireland, Scotland and Wales, where GOD seems to be awakening hundreds and thousands to a sense of their lost state without Jesus, and causing them to flee from the wrath to come. My Wife's relations, who live in the midst of it, have sent us some account of the marvellous change of heart and life that has taken place in many amongst their own sen-ants, tenants and others. We have not seen much of it in England, though there does seem to be a great and STREATHAM 223 increasing anxiety in the hearts of multitudes to learn about Christ and His Salvation. There are numerous daily prayer-meetings. The other day I went to one at some iron-works and mines in Derbyshire, belonging to Wright's father, where I met eighty of the men in one of the gas-houses for prayer at 1.15. " These men have an hour for dinner, and out of that they spend three-quarters in social prayer. I addressed a few words to them, we sang a hymn, and several of them prayed most fervently. It was wonderful to see them, black from the smelting furnaces, all meeting together to call upon their GOD. " Even in London, and where I labor, I think I see GOD working. My Thursday Evening Meeting now numbers nearly two hundred, and is often quite crammed ; and my Police meeting, which began with twelve, now has increased to forty-six or fifty. Several of them are, I trust, seeking Jesus, and some have found Him." To MR. EOWLAND SMITH. " TEEASUKY, Nov. 8, 1859. " I find, which I suppose you have found too, that the fight, which at the first was mostly external, has now become very nearly altogether internal. ' He that subdueth his spirit is greater than he that taketh a city,' seems to me just now to be a very powerful word, and the neces- sity of having all the imaginations of one's heart subjected to the law and love of Christ appears of paramount importance, if we would walk worthy of our high calling as children of GOD, and joint-heirs with Christ. Oh ! that the Word had more power over one, and that the love of Christ more constrained one to bring every thought into sub- jection. But it is a life-long process." To HIS SISTER. " TREASURY, Nov. 22, [1859.] "I must write you one line, though my hand aches with continuous writing for almost four hours. " We had such an evening last night. General Alexander gave us an account in Mr. Eardley's Schoolroom of the Revival. Oh, it was so solemn, so crowded. That fine old Christian soldier made one feel one saw it all. Truly it is a wondrous and awfully solemn work, and not to be spoken of lightly. Whither are all these things leading? "The Spirit is poured out in Ireland, Scotland, England, Wales, America, Norway, Sweden, South of France, Africa, Burmah, India ! ! ... A feeling of awe comes over one as one looks forward, and as one looks around and sees the giddy careless crowd, eating and drinking, marrying and giving in marriage with no reference to Eternity. 224 LIFE OF SIR ARTHUR BLACKWOOD " May He give us waiting hearts, and all needful knowledge. " Pray for a little Jew cadet I have asked for Sunday. He is feeling something, and says he thinks the passages in the N. T. about the ' love of Christ ' very beautiful. " Colonel Stepney was with us last night, and was much impressed. . . . " Do you take and think on, in connection with present events, Ps. cii. 14, 16. " TREASURY, 12th Dec., [1869.] " As usual I have no time to spare. There are many I have spoken to, whom I want to write to. I want time for reading and prayer and meditation, both for my own soul, and others, and I mustn't neglect my duty here. " Such a glorious Sabbath yesterday. Old Colonel Stepney spent it with UP, and brought his son. . . . Colonel Stepney, for whom I have been so feebly interceding for two years and a half, seems in great anxiety. Continually, as we were reading all together in the afternoon, and in the evening whilst talking together, we heard a suppressed, ' LORD Jesus, help me' coming from the old man's lips. I trust he was much impressed." A few years later, Colonel Stepney was called away, with only a few days' illness, as the result of an apparently trifling accident merely a fall on an icy road. His widow poured out her heart to her husband's friend ; and some extracts from her letter will tell how real had been the change wrought in that night by the Holy Spirit's power. " IMPERIAL HOTEL, JERSEY, Monday, 28th July. " My heart has burned within me to write to you to tell you, as he told me to do, that he died saved in Christ. He desired me to tell you that he went forth with glorious certainty and hope to his Saviour's arms. He longed that you should know his fearless happiness in death, through your teaching. And he even told the doctor, lest grief might prevent me, to be sure and tell you, his dearest Guide and Friend, that you will see him yet with Jesus. "All that night before he died he was rapt in glory holding out his arms to his loving Saviour, and telling me to follow. His mind and brain clear and strong to the last. No SHADOW of doubt lay over him. " Tuesday night they sent me to lie down. At about 4.30 my maid called me. He seemed departing fast, with full consciousness. He was gazing upwards when I came to him, and describing all to me. He said, ' I have seen it all, and the hour of Christ's coming (for me) is at hand. It may be this night. I saw the throne, and the bands of glorious angels preparing, and the music I have also heard. . . .' He STEEATHAM 225 was, oh, so gloriously happy. As day broke, he said he saw the end was not yet. He gave me so many messages. In the forenoon he desired me to send for the General, who at once came, and he told him all he wished . . . but whenever he had said all these necessary earthly things, he absorbed his soul in quiet rapid prayer, too ill to heed the movements around, but his lips continually speaking low to Jesus, ' Jesus Christ,' and ' dear LORD Saviour.' On Wednesday night, almost in a moment he was gone. Will you send me the text that will go later on his monument ? He would have liked you to choose it, I think." The long friendship which Mr. Blackwood had felt for this old officer had been shared by his brother, who, as he said himself, " had been a clergyman for thirty years, without peace." In those days of spiritual awakening his anxiety about his own condition became very great. He attended meetings in Ireland ; came over to London, and sought, but in vain, for the sense of pardon and reconciliation with GOD. Mr. Blackwood had much personal conversation with him. After a short time, he left for Scotland ; and in a few days the following letter was received. " 21st Jan., 1861. " In the train the other night, I was repeating the 53rd of Isaiah, to while away the time, and when I came to the words, 'The LORD hath laid upon Him the iniquity of us all,' I felt with indescribable force that /must be included in the word all, and that as my sins had once been laid upon the great Sin-bearer, that even had they been ten thousand times more heinous than they are, He has made full satisfaction for them, and thus they can never again be brought up against me. " I trust this is the Holy Spirit showing me the truth ; and what you said so positively about Christ dying for all, and having paid the whole debt of all mankind, has greatly fortified me. You were so very kind, I can't help opening my mind to you." To HIS SISTER. " 12th Dec., [1859] [Letter resumed."] " I've begun a little meeting for prayer on Saturday evenings at eight o'clock for half an hour, for real Christians. About a dozen from the village come, and several of our servants. A policeman, whom W calls my ' firstfruits ' amongst them, prays most beautifully. Prayers limited to five minutes, two hymns, and a few verses. They've one at Beckenham at the same hour. " Oh ! what great things GOD is doing. But I want more power in 15 226 LIFE OF SIR ARTHUR BLACKWOOD my own heart and life. I seem often quite dead no sins subdued. . . . Grace seems often powerless." FROM HIS SISTER. "21ri Dec., 1859. "You spoke in your last letter, darling, as in most others, of having ' as usual no time ' ; and it made me wonder whether perhaps you did not sometimes try and undertake more than you could thoroughly do. I feel I am the last person to suggest less work to you, when I do so little for Jesus myself, but still I have heard and seen that Satan has two ways of tempting GOD'S children, one being to do too little, and the other to do too much. And I have generally observed that the more experienced Christians become, the more time they seem to have, and the less hurried they are; because I think they do not try to grasp too much, and so get hearts 'at leisure.' And I am sure when others feel that Christians are so busy, they can only spare five or ten minutes to listen to them, it makes them feel that there must be a kind of superficiality in their attention and sympathy ; and that perhaps all the time, though really trying to help them, and throw themselves into their interests, they are inwardly thinking that their time with them is nearly up, and that they must go on to the next person or thing of interest. " I only speak now generally, because I like to tell you what I feel ; and also because I think we all need to remember sometimes that although GOD graciously makes use of us as His instruments in His great work, yet that He is by no means dependent upon us or our labours ; and that we may sometimes, by impressing others with the quantity of things we want to do, and the little time we have for each, prove a check and a hindrance to them, rather than the help we desire to be, and should be, if our hearts were more restful and less anxious and occupied about 'want/ things,' though each good in themselves. And so we need as much of that wisdom which cometh from above to show us where to stop, as how to go on." THE ANSWER. " STREATHAM, Saturday, [2&A Dec., 1869] " Your letter just received was like oil upon troubled water. Ten minutes ago I was so burdened with a heap of things: letters to be answered; children's tree to be got ready; tricks to be prepared; servants to be seen after; a ride, if possible, for half an hour; tracts; accounts ; prayer-meeting, etc., etc., etc., till I felt overwhelmed, and your letter has just put it all straight. " J believe I do try to do too much ; and yet when I see what others STREATHAM 227 do, and remember the many who want writing to and praying for, I feel that I do nothing ; and then I am never able to follow any cases here to their homes, and feel half the work is undone (faithlessly). But I don't get time enough for prayer, though perhaps more than many do. What I want to realize and attain is the power of a present praying mind, as you say, ' at leisure from itself.' "... Oh, I can't tell you half the things I want. GOD is working with Mr. Radcliffe and Brownlow North. I heard them at Exeter Hall. I don't know when he comes to us." How conspicuously, in after life, Mr. Blackwood was enabled by the grace of GOD to attain the tranquility of spirit about which his sister wrote, is shown by the testimony of the wife of his clergyman at Crayford, who had for several years constant opportunity of intercourse. She says : " The repose of his life was something very beautiful. He was never in a hurry. His early rising, and his splendid arrangement of his time, contributed to this. So it came to pass that when in conversation with you, he knew just how long he could spare ; and for that space he was wholly at your disposal. But as the limit arrived, he would calmly rise, and go to his next engagement." To HIS SISTER. " TREASURY, 30th Dec., [1859] " One word of hearty wishes for the New Year, in Dr. Marsh's words : "'A lively faith in the 1st Advent. "'A joyful hope in the 2nd Advent. " 'A holy, happy, and useful New Year.' " There is on every hand great cause for thanksgiving and encourage- ment. . . . " Kempster, as you may imagine, is almost out of her skin for joy. She sings and prays all night long. . . . She's been here a fortnight, and I shall be so sorry to lose her. I always speak into her trumpet at prayers, which she enjoys immensely. "We hope Mr. Radcliffe will come to us about 8th, and believe that GOD is with him. " This has been a very, very blessed year. I expect one of greater blessing, though strange things loom in the future." The Duchess' "Recollections" take up the story again at this point. "When the news of GOD'S dealings in Scotland, in 1859-60, reached us, and letters from the Duchess of Gordon and Miss Calcraft,* telling * Afterwards the wife of the Rev. C. D. Marston, of St. Paul's, Onslow Square. 228 LIFE OF SIR ARTHUR BLACKWOOD of the blessing upon Mr. Reginald Radcliffe's preaching round about Huntly, etc., Mr. Blackwood could not be satisfied till he had arranged that Mr. Radcliffe should come to Streatham, so that those around, for whose souls he longed, should have the opportunity of hearing him. The Drawing-room was prepared, and numbers came; and as Mr. Radcliffe spoke on The Brazen Serpent telling how 'EVEN so must the Son of Man be lifted up, that whosoever believeth in Him' might THEN receive healing for the soul by ' looking' the Word went home to many hearts. " A gentleman who came to the meeting, and sat near Mr. Radcliffe, shook his head disapprovingly, and continued to do so during the address. Many years afterwards a letter was received from him, written in his last illness, and telling of comfort and profit received from reading in 'Forgiveness, Life and Glory,' the very same truths which had then called forth his strong disapproval." To Miss MARSH. " TBEASUBY, Monday [Jan. 1860] "A glorious, glorious evening on Friday, with Mr. Radcliffe at West- bourne Riding School. About 150 remained. Such a wondrous scene of the Spirit's power. Hearts opened and Jesus revealed to them. The same last night at Craven Chapel, Regent Street: about eighty. Prayer answered about Police. There's a stir among them. " Many, many thanks, but can't neglect my Thursday in London, and have a meeting every other night this week in my own house, or we should both be delighted to come. " TREASUBY, 12th Jan. [1860] "Please, much prayer about the police. GOD has, I believe, the last two Mondays given me grace to tell the plain truth, (last Monday we had over seventy,) and it is rousing enmity. , a professing Christian, but a worldly man, is furious, I hear, and several of the others said that if the preaching was not changed last Monday, they would not come again. It was not changed and it now rests with the LORD. . . . Altogether there is much opposition. I am beseeching the LORD to change his heart ; and to pluck brands from the fire amongst them. " Pray that I may have wisdom to tell them of Jesus' love. "Tuesday Radcliffe will address as many as I can get in by ad- vertisement or otherwise, and you must be there too. " He wants a few believers to meet in prayer for London. We might do it Tuesday afternoon, 23rd. Ask dear Mr. and Mrs. Chalmers to drive over. "Oh, for faith! not to doubt one instant, but to be filled \vith faith and with the Holy Ghost ! Unbelief is the hindrance the doubting of GOD'S people." STREATHAM 229 To HIS SISTER. " TREASURY, 13th Jan. [1860] " Thanks for your letter of caution. There is indeed a necessity for guarding against excitement, and I feel one should be slow to point out people as converted people to others till one is very sure. At the same time that one should not throw cold water on the people themselves, or be 'slow of heart to believe' that GOD can and does work instantane- ously. " If the work were man's, we might say time was required ; but as it is GOD'S, Who is Omnipotent, I see no reason for doubting that He is able and willing to work in the same way now as He did formerly, when 3000 believed and rejoiced in one day. " We must pray that Jesus may be realized by us and all engaging in the work as our ' Wisdom,' which He is made unto us. " This is a critical time, it seems to me, for London. The first drops of the shower are being felt. We must not let GOD go without an abundant blessing. ' Prove Me NOW.' " TREASURY, 1st Feb. [1860] "Thanks for your kind letter about my rheumatic pain in my heart. It wasn't in it, only about it, was nothing serious, and left me, I am thankful to say, last Thursday. "The last month has made me feel and see much more of the mighty power of the Spirit of Jesus to save, and renew. But unbelief comes creeping in again continually. How needful is Heb. iii. 12. " It's the same rotten old heart over and over again. It'll never get any better. It's a worthless thing, but we are complete in Him. " Jones spoke on Monday at Streatham. Four lads stayed behind. The youngest, about twelve, had given himself to Jesus the night Mr. Radcliffe spoke. The others were all most earnest. "Last night I was with Captain Hawes at Wandsworth. Several instances occurred of conviction. . . . "A MOST WONDROUS sermon from Mr. Eardley on Sunday evening. I never heard one like it." FROM Miss ANNE WRIGHT. " llth May, [1860] "Aunt C. has been spending a few days at , and has sent us wonderful tidings from thence of the work of GOD, particularly as con- nected with the congregation of Mr. . He has been accustomed to lay down one method in which the Spirit works conversion, but he is constrained to yield to the present dispensation of Divine Grace ; it is so manifestly of GOD. . . . Most of them have been under his ministry from two to six years. 230 LIFE OF SIR ARTHUR BLACKWOOD " I do with much love, yet often but feebly, remember you both before my GOD. I think you have special need to be armed from head to foot, lest the foxes, the little foxes which spoil the tender grapes, get advantage over you, and I have no doubt those heart-burnings and jealousies which spring up and trouble you are allowed in great wisdom and love to keep you very low at His dear feet, and to empty you again and again that He may fill you. " Dearest ! her faith, her patience, her love, her endurance have much to exercise them at home, whilst you are called to active work in winning souls for your loved Master, far less crucifying to the flesh, shall I say it, than hers. I love to consider the character and situation of the Family, His Firstborn, whom He is bringing up. Jer. xxxi. 8, 9. Why still lame, and blind, and burdened, and suffering? Is it not to magnify the infinite sympathy and boundless compassion of their Leader ? " To Miss MARSH. " TREASURY, 12th May, [1860] ' The weather is desponding, and that, somehow or other, has an influence on faith. '' But ice will, please GOD, go on beseeching Him. "I seldom, if ever, know what it is to wrestle with Him, really to grasp the promises for myself and others. Day by day I feel what a half-hearted, prayerless, faithless life mine is, though some in their ignorance may call it consistent and hearty. . . . " Still He bears me on His heart, as Aaron did the names of Israel's tribes." FROM Miss C. WRIGHT, for his Birthday. " WICKHAM, May 21, [I860.] 'In this time of great unceasing and blessed activity, I hope it may so be managed that on the returning anniversary you may get a sweet prolonged season alone with Jesus, remember all the way in which He has led and is leading you, and have some sweet talk with Him of the marvellous things which He has done. How often does He say 'Re- member, remember,' to His own people! Doubtless because He Who knows us so thoroughly knows our proneness to forget. We remember generally, and are we not too often satisfied with this ? But I am sure it is well for us, it is what He means us to do, to remember particularly to remember the hole of the pit from which we were digged to con- fess particularly, under His forgiving smile, to talk with Him of daily departures, our unceasing regard to self rather than to Him in all we do to bless Him particularly. It will cheer and humble and soften and sanctify your heart to talk with Him of all these things. And then STBEATHAM 231 will He not tell you again that 'He is ever mindful of His Covenant,' and that you shall never be forgotten of Him? wrap yourself up afresh in your beautiful garments His own making, His own gift. In company with Him, shake yourself from the dust that cleaves to us continually in this dusty world, and put on your strength for His Service." To BARON CHARLES VON BIEL. " TREASURY, May 25, [I860.] " MY DEAR CHARLIE, I'm as usual, or rather, more than usual, overwhelmed with work, and can only begin a letter, in the unsatis- factory hope that, by fits and starts, I may be able to finish it in a few days' time. " 26th. I must try and get this off to-day, for Monday and Tuesday I have to go to Liverpool. Remember this, dear Friend, wherever you are Jesus is your Friend. What a beautiful Name it was the envious Pharisees gave Him. How little they thought how that name would be valued in after years. Luke vii. 34. ' Friend of Sinners.' "What a Friend ! Almighty Unchangeable Everlasting the Living GOD. " What a contrast to human friends, weak, fickle, temporary, sinners. And He loves me ! ! This should make our hearts glad. Do we treat Him as a Friend? Confide everything to Him? our joys as well as our sorrows ? trust Him at all times ? Oh, why do we not love Him more ? Even because we believe His love to us so little." In fitting together the fragments of a " life-mosaic," how curi- ously fine are the coincidences which even here and now are re- vealed ! The thoughts thus suggested by the Spirit and the Word to Mr. Blackwood's mind for the comfort of his German friend had yet another purpose to which GOD had "sent them." They evi- dently abode in his own heart ; for although the Treasury duty which took him on the following Monday to Liverpool, must have prevented his speaking at his own meeting that evening, the subject which he took on the succeeding Monday, 4th June, was Luke. vii. 34, "A Friend of Sinners ." "It is thirty-four years to-day," wrote in 1894 one who owed to him "her own self," "since on the 9th June, 1860, Sir Arthur's words led me to GOD, before I had ever even heard him speak. From the time I was a mere child I had been in the greatest anxiety about my soul. I can perfectly recollect my first conscious conviction of sin 232 LIFE OF SIR ARTHUR BLACKWOOD when less than nine years old. From that time I had lived through years of spiritual misery. I often prayed, even with agony, that some of the Christians about me might speak to me; but they never did, and I was afraid to speak myself. At the time of my Confirmation I had set myself with my whole heart to seek the LORD. It was a time of decision, but as yet there was no rest in the Blood that speaketh peace. Five days later the MS. notes of an address given by Mr. Blackwood at Wood Lodge on the 4th, were sent to me. They were on the words, ' A Friend of Sinners.' It was just the simplest truth, very winning to a wearied heart. He set forth Jesus as the Friend of sinners. Almighty, Everlasting, Unchangeable, giving Himself even to death for sinners. Then he contrasted His love with changing human friendship?, and spoke of the correlative truth, 'I have called you friends,' and the responsibilities of this heavenly fellowship. It drew my In-art to Christ 'by the cords of love.' But there was nothing to bring peace to a guilty conscience, till I turned over the last page of the three closely-written sheets with which I shall never part on earth. There I read these words : "'Many people say to me, O Sir, if I could only feel! Well, it doesn't say " Feel and be saved," but " Believe and be saved." Feeling won't save you ; being impressed and weeping won't save you nothing but believing taking Christ just at His word that He did die for you. " Bi'lit'i-e on the LORD Jesus Christ, and thou shall be saved." ' "Upon these words the light of the Holy Spirit came, and I saw it all. 'Well, but I do believe,' I said. 'Then it's all done.' I knelt down, and thanked GOD for Jesus my Salvation, without any particular feeling. But next morning in church, as we sang the old-fashioned Jackson's Te Drum, and came to the verse, 'When Thou hadst over- come the sharpness of death, Thou didst open the Kingdom of Heaven to nil believers' then for the first time I knew what it meant to 'rejoice with joy unspeakable and full of glory.' " Strangely enough, I believe the last address I ever heard Sir Arthur give was from that verse in the Te Deum. "That was the beginning of the thirty-three years which made him, as he wrote, 'an old and true friend.' I don't think he ever forgot that sacred tie. The date 'May 14, 1864' stands in my Bible beside the text with which he burst out as we knelt down to thank GOD, when I took courage to tell him: 'It is a good thing to give thanks unto the LORD, and to sing praises unto Thy Name, O Thou Most High.' " From that time until his death, he gave me a text each year, and I believe that they were chosen with great care and prayer." STREATHAM 233 To Miss MARSH. " 11 LOWER WALMER BEACH, DEAL, 12th June, [I860.] "Here we are, enjoying a little rest and quiet, and really enjoying it very much, but I don't suppose it will be of long duration, for there are a thousand soldiers within a stone's throw, and a fairish lot of sailors on the beach. " Dear Arthur Vandeleur ! " [He had died on 6th June] " I never saw any one who from his deep humility, that most beautiful and Christlike of graces, seemed more fit for the Master's presence. He is now satisfied with His likeness, Glory be to GOD. He was a dear fellow. One couldn't help loving him, so simple, earnest, childlike, and with such depths of piety and love. May I only be near him. " TREASURY, 6th August, [I860.] "Only one line amidst press of business. "I fear I shall not be able to come just yet, as I have to fill the place of three men besides my own here just now. " GOD'S hand was undoubtedly with us at Walmer, and I have most encouraging accounts from the soldiers there one poor dear fellow in particular, whom I found in solitary confinement, but who is now, I heartily believe, a new creature in Christ Jesus, and kneels down every night and morning amidst twenty-five companions in the barrack-room, and is trying to bring others. Say ' GOD bless him.' "I had one barn there, in a village where the Gospel hadn't been heard for ever so many years, and I look for fruit at the last day. Pray for me that I may really LOVE Jesus." The poor fellow here mentioned writes : "WALMER, 2nd Oct., 1860. " Sir, I have thought several times of writing to you before, thanking you for the advice you gave me. It was on the North Barrack Guard quite three months ago. You told a tale at the same time. It was of a prisoner that was in a condemned cell, and a friend came to deliver him ; and he would not be delivered at the time. He was expecting to get a free pardon ; but when he came before the judge that was to try him, to his dismay he then found it was the friend that he would not listen to before. You may remember me by that. If not, I shall remember you to the day of my death. I was at that time living in the most wicked of ways, not caring for GOD or devil." To BARON CHARLES VON BIEL. "LONDON. [Begun: 22nd Kept.,} 3rd Oct., 1860. "The events that are happening in this part of the world are truly marvellous. In Scotland especially large meetings have been held for 234 LIFE OF SIB ARTHUR BLACKWOOD two days together for preaching the glorious Gospel in the open air, and 20,000 have on several occasions been gathered together at Huntly, Aberdeen, Glasgow, Perth, Greenock, Paisley and other places. GOD seems to bless the very feeblest effort in His service. " I began this letter a week ago on 22nd [Sept.] It is now the 29th. I little thought that while I was even writing the above lines, the LORD was working so wonderfully in the very house where I was staying. . . . On the morning of the 22nd I went up to London with a young Russian gentleman who had been in England two years, and was the tutor in the house. He was a clever man, . . . intellectual. He was by religion a Protestant, but though having had every advantage during the time he had been in England, had never received the truth into his heart. " There is no house I know where a man would have greater opportunities of giving himself to GOD than the one he had been in; but though he had at times had serious impressions, they had faded away, and he was to leave England for Paris in October, a still unchanged man. On Saturday morning, as I say, he and I were going up to London together, and were to return together in the evening. As we were in the train, I felt I ought to speak to him; but knowing how often he had heard the truth, felt that I could say nothing new to him, and was very much inclined to say nothing. At last, after prayer in a tunnel, I turned round to him, and said, 'And have you found Jesus?' or some words to that effect. "A conversation ensued, in which he gave vent to a good many doubts upon various points of divine truth, and went on reasoning for a good while in a very argumentative spirit. At last I gave him a little tract called, ' I have my ticket.' He held it in his hands for some time, and then suddenly turning round to me said, 'Mr. Blackwood, I will be frank with you, I will not read this. I had much rather not.' I was surprised, but only said that he must do as he liked, and we parted. "In the evening he did not come down with me, or arrive in time for dinner; but after dinner I was reading in the Drawing-room, when suddenly I felt a hand laid on my shoulder. I looked up, and saw the Russian's face. " ' Come with me, Mr. Blackwood,' he said, ' I want to speak with you.' We went into the next room. He exclaimed, ' My friend, I have found Christ I AM SAVED. Let us praise GOD.' " I could hardly believe it. It seemed so wonderful that the in- tellectual doubter of the morning, the refuser of the tract, should so suddenly have been changed into a humble believing child of GOD. But so it was ; and then and there we knelt down, and with both our hearts beating with joy we praised our Father. " But the way in which it happened was if possible still more STKEATHAM 235 remarkable. It was thus. His refusal to read the tract weighed on his mind all day; but in the evening so determined was he not to do so, that he bought the Saturday Review . . . and read that instead. On reaching his station, he got out and went to the omnibus; but found it full. It was pouring, and he then thought he would get into the train again, and go on to the next station, whence he would only have a mile and a half to walk. Having only five minutes to spend in the train, he thought he would not begin another article in the Review, but that instead he would just look at the tract, and so be able to tell me he had read it. He did so, and by GOD'S grace, when his eyes reached the words, ' Believe on the LORD Jesus Christ, and thou shalt be saved,' the veil fell from them, and he believed in Jesus. Being alone in the carriage, he fell down and poured out his heart in prayer to his new-found Father in heaven. " Thus it was GOD'S Word, the two-edged sword of the Spirit, which effected the wondrous change. "Dec., [1860] " Truly one knows not what to say. 'It is the LORD'S doing, and is marvellous in our eyes.' Moral upright professors and blackguards of the very lowest kind are alike casting themselves on the mercy of GOD through Christ. " A man of fearful character who had lost an eye and an arm through drunkenness, began to pray in a meeting thus: " ' O GOD, I have cursed my eyes, and You took one of them and spared my life. I cursed my limbs, and You took one of them, but spared my life. I cursed Jesus, and He saved me by His precious Blood. I cursed the Holy Ghost, and He has come down to dwell in my heart.' " To HIS SISTER. " TREASURY, 6th Dec., [I860.] " I find I never can enjoy speaking as long as I am nervous, but when once that is got over, and one realizes the importance as well as the blessedness of the work one is engaged in, it becomes a different matter. The chief thing, I am sure, is to lose sight of one's self in it ; but that's not so easy a matter. " I quite feel with you that there are very great difficulties in the way of the immediate appearing of the LORD, by which I mean not the positively immediate, but the possibly immediate. " Still, the LORD'S commands to all to watch are so plain that I cannot conceive that He meant Christians for the last eighteen hundred years to be in any other than a waiting watching attitude. " I think He plainly meant to leave His people in such a state of hope and uncertainty that each believer might and was to be ready and 236 LIFE OF SIB AKTHUB BLACKWOOD looking for it in his own life-time. This attitude the Apostles and early Churches mentioned in Scripture evidently maintained ; and therefore I conceive that the predictions of premonitory signs and events are not meant to negative such expectation. What they are meant to do, I cannot say ; but I think that in the last times, in ac- cordance with Dan. xii. 4 the understanding of prophecy will be marvellously increased, and all these things will be made plain. . . . "Radcliffe is wonderfully well, and full of faith about London." The Duchess says : "Mr. Radcliffe was the first to urge him to speak more publicly than had hitherto been the case. Returning home from a meeting in London one night, later than we had intended, we could not make any one hear. Mr. Blackwood raised his voice, and shouted; and soon we heard some one coming. Mr. Radcliffe turned to him and said, ' That voice was given to you to preach the Gospel to thousands.' 'All very well for you,' he replied, ' but I am better fitted for my small gatherings here.' " However from that time he began to speak as opportunity offered in Halls and Chapels, etc. "The meetings at Willis's Rooms he undertook feeling deeply his own inability, yet realizing with thankfulness the opportunity thus given for speaking to many of the friends and acquaintances of his careless days, whom otherwise he could never have reached. He sought so earnestly for the right words to be given praying in the carriage as we drove up to Town. He did rejoice to hear from many of blessing received." It was on llth May, 1861, that Mr. Blackwood first spoke at these Meetings for the Upper Classes in Willis's Booms. In those days the public preaching of the Gospel by laymen was a very different matter to what it is now. Many religious persons, not distinguishing between the work of the Pastor and that of the Evangelist, looked on doubtfully whilst the LORD, in the distribution of the gifts which He has received for men, gave not only some as " pastors and teachers," but some also as "evangelists." No slight cross was taken up by those who led the vanguard of the great company of laymen who now publish the Word. Sir Arthur's own record is as follows : "Some meetings addressed by the famous lay-preachers, Brownlow North and Reginald Radcliffe, had been held in various parts of London ; and it was felt that special efforts should be made to reach, if possible, the Upper Classes of Society. It was thought that if speakers could be STREATHAM 237 found, who were themselves known in those circles, not a few might be induced to attend. Willis's Eooms, St. James, so familiar to the class whom it was desired to reach, were secured ; and cards announcing that addresses would be given there on Saturday afternoons, were scattered broadcast throughout the West End. " Captain Trotter, who had formerly been in the 2nd Life Guards, and myself were chosen as speakers ; and thus it was that in the marvellous grace and providence of GOD, I was permitted to re-enter as the servant of Christ, the very Rooms which I had quitted only six years before as a thorough-going votary of the world." These words are the last dictated by Sir Arthur in his autobio- graphical NOTES. In view of his first address in this series the following letter was written to Miss Marsh. " 23rd April, [1861] " Now, NOW, beloved Friend, besiege the Throne of Grace, if you ever did, that souls may be saved from amongst the rich. " The large room (holding a thousand) at Willis's Rooms, has been taken, in faith that it will be filled. . . . Captain Trotter takes the first two Saturdays, and I the following. " How much grace do we both need, but myself especially. Oh, pray that I may be faithful to my Saviour, wise to win souls, loving, but un- compromising. " Oh, to be emptied of self in the matter, and filled with the Holy Ghost. The flesh fears it ... but ' Unto Thy Name, O GOD, give the glory.'" The Boom was filled. " I remember hearing at the time," writes a friend, " how the line of carriages stretched all down St. James' Street, and I recollect well the awe and almost trepidation with which those meetings were begun. "In connection with that first meeting, I remember Mr. Blackwood telling us that on the following morning a gentleman called on him at the Treasury. He was so busy that when the card was brought up, he sent down word that it was impossible for him to see anyone. It was returned with an entreaty for even five minutes' conversation ; and he told how a fine soldierly-looking man came into the room, saying, ' Sir, I was at Willis's Rooms yesterday' and then burst into tears. Several months before, through the consistent faithfulness of another, he had been awakened to realize, though only with resentment, something of the claims of GOD upon the soul. He had now just returned from India. Some one at his club had given him a card for the Address, and 238 LIFE OF SIR ARTHUR BLACKWOOD he had come, mostly out of curiosity. He was now in great distress of soul ; but before leaving Mr. Blackwood's room he was enabled to see Christ as his Saviour, and ever since has maintained a consistent Christian life." The impression received by the London Correspondent of the " Scottish Guardian " was thus given : "Now, in the very height of the London 'season,' and at the hour of half-past three, the time for the West-end 'morning' performances of concerts, etc. an assembly is held in these Rooms, which is nothing less than a Revival meeting, and which last Saturday filled the great hall to the doors. Outside, the empty carriages were drawn up in double rows. As I entered, and with difficulty secured a seat, a gentle- man unmistakeably so in his appearance ; tall, with dark moustache stood up on the platform. "... Never have I heard such a ' lay sermon ' in all my life. Many clergymen were there, and there was not one of them that might not take a lesson in preaching from this young gentleman. With a remarkable union of gentleness and modesty, self-possession, courage and fidelity, he spoke out in their fulness the 'glad tidings' ; was not ashamed to ' mention hell to ears polite,' sought to 'shut up all under sin,' and then to set forth the way of deliverance from the prison-house. He referred to the change wrought in himself; and this for the purpose of convincing his auditory that there was 'no peace' while 'under sentence ; and under sin, but that 'joy and peace' were realities to each one who ' believed.' The impression was profound ; the silence most impressive ; the prayer short, earnest, and beseeching, with which the speaker began and closed, seeming to bring all into the immediate presence of the Eternal. ' I think,' said a lady to me on the staircase as the company retired, 'it is what these men have been in their past lives that makes them so powerful as preachers.' And what other answer could one give after such a sermon, and in remembrance of the past character of the many lay evangelists at this day than this, ' Great sinners saved are the best heralds of a Great Salvation ' ? " In a letter to the Christian in October, 1893, Pastor Frank White says : " My earliest recollections of Sir Arthur Blackwood are associated with the old Willis's Rooms, more than thirty years ago. I well recollect one occasion when, putting his arm round me in his old familiar way, he remarked that he and I were of the same spiritual age. He pointed to the little inner room and said, 'There, underneath that chandelier, at a ball, I surrendered my heart to Christ! ' STEEATHAM 239 "It was an old saying of his, 'Wherever and whenever I find one who is a sinner, I have all the warrant I need for speaking of Christ as a Saviour.' " From these meetings arose many other smaller gatherings, which were held in various Drawing Eooms during the London Season. " For many years," writes the Duchess, " Sir Arthur gave weekly addresses, from 5.30 to 6.30 to members of the Upper Classes invited by Frances, Lady Gainsborough, to her house. Similar addresses had been given by Captain Trotter, and continued till illness obliged him to give up. From one and another of those who thus met, Mr. Blackwood would hear from time to time, telling of difficulties overcome, of a Saviour found. " One lady, who had been for long in deep trouble and distress of soul, vainly seeking in forms and religious observances to ' make her peace with GOD,' had been persuaded to seek in the Church of Rome that rest which she had failed to find. An interview had been arranged for her with Cardinal Manning; and she came to London with the intention of seeing him, and asking for instruction and admission. On arriving at home, she found a note from Lady Gainsborough, en- closing a card, and asking her to come to the address next day. She also found that for some reason the interview arranged for, had to be postponed ; and she decided to go to the address in response to Lady Gainsborough's invitation. " The subject was the High Priesthood of Christ the ' One Mediator between GOD and men ' Who, having ' offered Himself without spot to GOD,' had 'entered in once into the Holy Place' Who bore the names of His people on His heart before GOD, and ' Who ever liveth to intercede.' 'Seeing then, that we have such an High Priest, let us draw near come boldly to the throne of Grace, to obtain mercy, and find grace to help in time of need.' As she listened, her eyes were opened. She saw that there was no need for human intervention. No one could come between her soul and Him Who, ' by His One oblation of Himself once offered,' had atoned for her guilt, and Who was both able and willing to undertake all for her. She went home rejoicing, and wrote in the fullness of her heart to tell of the load removed and the rest, so long sought now found. "With those to whom in various meetings he had spoken individu- ally, or who wrote to him for spiritual counsel, he tried to keep in touch visiting where possible, corresponding where time permitted, and praying regularly for them. He kept a list of names to be re- membered on certain days in prayer." "In connection with the work begun at Willis's Rooms," writes another, " I remember well the stir made in our own neighbourhood 240 LIFE OF SIR ARTHUR BLACKWOOD by the Tent meetings, which were mostly addressed by Mr. Blackwood and Captain Trotter. They were held in various grounds within five or six miles of Streatham. There was also a series of Drawing Room evening meetings, when Mr. Blackwood himself spoke; I am sure that through these various means many were reached who had never heard anything of the sort before, and possibly never did again. "Another thing at Wood Lodge which was of great service to myself as a beginner was the fortnightly Bible-Readings. They were certainly the most profitable meetings of the kind which I ever attended. They were thoroughly well arranged ; the time was never long enough to hang heavily ; and there was always some one present of interest and po%ver who would open the subject in an address of ten or fifteen minutes, after which conversation became general and very instructive at least I know it was so to me." In his NOTES Sir Arthur mentions these Drawing-room Bible- readings with his neighbours, a8 one of the special branches of "very happy Christian work" which rose to his memory, in re- viewing the years at Streatham : " Valuable and pleasant were the Christian friendships thus formed, and among those whom we shall never forget, I cannot forbear to mention the Sidney Roper Curzons, the Daniel Wilsons and Graves', the Joseph Trittons, Mrs. Hamilton and Mrs. Spencer Thornton and their families, and the William Morleys and the Baileys, and others. We always secured the presence of some one of considerable Scriptural knowledge, whose teaching was a source of very great profit to us all." The Recollections of the friend already quoted continue : " Another day which stands out clearly in my memory is that of the Advent Conference which Dr. Marsh called in November 1864, and which was held in the old Beddington Hall. At the afternoon meeting the addresses and prayers were prolonged until it was quite dark, and Mr. Blackwood spoke with no other light in the beautiful old hall but that of the great flickering logs on the hearth. It was a most solemn time. I think such preparation of heart was given that no one would have been much surprised if even then we had heard the voice of the Archangel and the trump of GOD. " Then there was work amongst the navvies employed on the new line which ran across Tooting Common and below our fields, in whom Mr. Blackwood was greatly interested. Amongst others, we went every day to read to the men at the dinner-hour, and GOD graciously blessed it. The first soul for whose conversion I was ever used, so far as I know, was one of these men, who had been in the 17th STREATHAM 241 Lancers, and had ridden in the Death-Charge at Balaclava, coming out without a scratch, though with several bullets in his clothes. I am sure that but for Mr. Blackwood whatever was done would never have been attempted or carried through. He cared for them in every way. I remember well his unfailing kindness towards a perfect giant in whom my sister was interested, and his delighted amusement at the comical side of the thing, when the man wrote from hospital, asking her to say whether he should have his leg cut off or not. " Then there were tea-parties for the Haymakers. I particularly recollect one in your field, under the large chesnut tree, when there seemed to be a great movement amongst them. One of these men we followed for years, Mr. Blackwood's help and sympathy never failing through the many vicissitudes of the poor fellow's wandering life. "Again, when in 1861-2 our Mother became interested about the Letter Carriers, Mr. Blackwood was one of the first whose advice she sought. I need not go into the history of the mission which had so humble a beginning, but just recal the value of his counsel and prayers, and of the beautifully suitable addresses which he gave year by year, when a number of the men, with their missionaries, came down to spend the afternoon and have tea on our lawn. " One other matter connected with those days I may recal. Our Mother, feeling the great value of Mr. Blackwood's addresses, often asked him to publish them. This he entirely refused at first ; but after some time, he agreed to allow her to have down a shorthand writer from London, only stipulating that he himself should not know when the man was present. The result was the issue of ' Forgiveness, Life, and Glory.' ' The Shadow and the Substance ' was also a series of the addresses given at Streatham. "You asked me for my recollections of him ; but what I have written seems to be of his service rather than of himself, and of that I hardly know how to speak. I think if I might venture to put into one word the impression which he ever left upon me, it would be that of Sunshine. I never met him without getting a smile of welcome, and I think I may truly say never without also receiving some word of GOD. There are verses which will ever be connected with him. '"I remember meeting him one day, when C. T., who was with me and was then a young Christian, was in low spirits, from which I could not raise her. As we went round the railings of the Parish Church, we suddenly came face to face with him; and seeing our downcast faces, he said to us, 'Who is among you that feareth the LORD, that obeyeth the voice of His Servant, that walketh in darkness and hath no light? let him trust in the name of the LORD, and stay upon his GOD.' 16 242 LIFE OF SIB ARTHUR BLACKWOOD " Another |day my sister and I met him in the village, driving, at a time when there was very considerable opposition. He pulled up, and told us sundry little particulars of interest; and then I remember well, as he took up the reins again, the beaming upward look with which he said, ' But the wrath of man SHALL praise Thee.' " I recollect his saying another day how he ' had been living for a week on those two words, JUSTIFIED FREELY.' " He stands out before me very vividly at a Meeting in Freemasons' Hall in the Week of Prayer in 1870 when, after a good many addresses, his turn came. He stepped quite to the front of the platform, and lifted uj) his voice till it rang through the room, with the question from the Prayer-book version of Psalm Iviii. 1. '"Arc your minds SET upon righteousness, ye congregation ?' and then spoke upon the need of a determined purpose, if any advance was to be made in spiritual life. "Another recollection of him is during a meeting when many were giving their present experience in a single verse of Scripture. He was on the platform, and it was a long time before he rose. When he did so, it was with more emotion than I ever saw him manifest elsewhere, and with a flush on his face which was so unusual that I fancied at the time that he was speaking out of a really powerful experience. And his text, with a strong emphasis upon the second clause, was this: " ; O LORD, I will praise Thee; though Thou wast angry with me, Thine singer is turned away, and Thou comfortedst me.' " These are such little things ; but they are what bring him so vividly to my mind, and may have been indications, I think, of much which it was not his habit to express. "Another day, he quoted to me the line, ' My living EVERLASTING Treasure ' from one of Miss Waring's hymns, of which he was so fond, saying it had been food to his soul. Again, I remember his repeating to us the whole of her hymn, 'Though some good things of lower worth,' and those verses of Miss Hull's beginning, 'Oh, the glory ! ' "Once, meeting my sister for only a minute at a railway-station, he said to her, '"I've just been reading this verse, "Give thanks at the remem- brance of His holiness." What a subject of rejoicing for the saints 1' "Thus you see most of my associations with him are connected with some Word of GOD, and I am glad that it should be so. It is those, I suppose, which abide when other memories pass away. His keen sense of humour was a thing which I did not discover at first ; but I remember its dawning upon me that he was very full of fun, and of course after that I had plenty of evidence of the fact." STBEATHAM 243 "What thousands have lost a friend," writes an earnest worker, " but it is not all that can go back thirty-three years as we can. I am sure the Streatham teaching has coloured our whole lives." It is to the month of April 1861, that a letter which appeared in The Christian of 19th October, 1893, refers, and no more touching testimony has been given to the work at Wood Lodge. " Though at a distance, I desire to place my little wreath upon the sacred memory of Sir Arthur Blackwood. In all the world there is no man who has deeper and sweeter reason for doing so than myself. All I am and all GOD has been pleased to do through me are to be traced back to that dear man of GOD. He was GOD'S instrument of my salva- tion. Thirty-two years ago, just to keep a promise, I went to the Monday meeting at Wood Lodge, Streatham. I was a careless young fellow, and had little faith in the reality of Christians. Before Mr. Blackwood had been speaking ten minutes I felt that I was listening to one who believed every word he spoke. "Great was my surprise when, at the close of the meeting, he came straight up to me, put his hands on my shoulders, and looking me in the face with those loving eyes of his, said, ' Young man, you are a stranger here. Are you a Christian ? ' I confessed at once that I was not, and had no great desire to be. I think I can now hear him answer- ing, ' How sad ! ' That question hooked itself into my heart. For two days I had no rest. Then I found peace in Jesus. I went at once to Wood Lodge, and told Mr. Blackwood I could now say 'Yes' to the question, 'Are you a Christian?' He took me into his private room, kneeled down with me, and poured out his soul in thanksgiving. The next week he asked me to breakfast, and took me down to Tooting Common, where a railway was being made. He introduced me to the navvies, and told them I would come every morning during their breakfast time and read the Word of GOD to them, which I did. He thus not only won my heart to Christ, but gently led me into His service. Living as I did then in Clapham Park, I used to see him almost every day as he rode on horseback to the Treasury. He always pulled up to allow me a few minutes' walk by his side, and his loving words helped me all the day. " A few months later dear Mr. Spurgeon took me by the hand, and brought me into his College. The rest is generally known. I went to East London, and preached the Gospel as I had learned it from Sir Arthur's lips. GOD mightily blessed the same ; and it has been my gracious privilege to baptize over 5000 who have been converted by the same Gospel that won me. Pardon any seeming egotism. I only mention the fact as a tribute to the memory of that faithful servant of GOD, who thirty-two years ago grasped me by the hand and won me to 244 LIFE OF SIR ARTHUR BLACKWOOD the Saviour. Whenever I met him he used always to ask with loving smile, 'How are all my spiritual grand-children in East London?' Thousands to-day have reason to join me in praising GOD for that Monday evening thirty-two years ago. He has entered into glory, and his works do follow him. As one of his early converts, allow me to bear this grateful witness to his precious memory. " Yours very faithfully, "ARCHIBALD G. BROWN. " MEN-TONE, ISth October" A few weeks later Mr. Brown wrote : " MENTONE, 2nd Nov., 1893. " Please accept my heart's sincerest thanks for the Memorial card just received, and the kind letter in which it came. I do indeed feel the kindness which remembers me in such a time of grief. No words can ever tell what dear Sir Arthur was to me. I loved him with a holy reverence. From my first visit to Wood Lodge I was under his gracious spell. To see him was an inspiration. As a young man I used to wait about the lane from Tooting Common, just to have the pleasure of a few minutes' walk beside his horse as he rode up to the Treasury. All through the many changes of my life the blessed fascination has continued the same. I can never hear his name mentioned without thanking GOD for him. Instrumentally I owe all that lies in 'Goo's Salvation ' to him. What a welcome he has received in glory! What your loss must be I dare not think. I can only pray the GOD of all comfort to sustain and solace you. Painful experience has taught me that in the hour of great bereavement, they act most kindly who say little, but pray much. " This place has a sacred charm through its association with another of GOD'S aristocracy. I look out now on the Hotel where dearSpurgeon breathed his last. How much he loved your dear husband I have good reason to know. Two faithful witnesses two noble spirits two Christ-filled men two splendid warriors of the cross, they worship together in the presence of Him they loved and served. " With a happy memory of that morning when you entertained me at breakfast, on my first visit with Sir Arthur to the railway men upon the Common my first introduction to Christian work and with profoundest sympathy for you in your great sorrow, in which my dear wife joins, "Believe me, yours most faithfully, "ARCHIBALD S. BROWN." Mr. Blackwood's own correspondence is now resumed in a letter to Miss Marsh. STBEATHAM 245 " Monday, [May 1861] "... He is jealously afraid of a double motive, for which I thank GOD. But He Who has caused to be recorded that Zaccheus first came from curiosity, and the Prodigal from sheer hunger, has said, ' Him that cometh to Me, I will in no wise cast out.' "Believe me, / do desire to honour mightily the Blessed Spirit, and cease not to implore that He will accompany the Word, and convince as only He can and must. " / have no confidence in anything else, but I cannot see the Tightness of preaching the work of the Holy Ghost to dead souls, instead of the work of that Jesus of Whom He testifies. " Do we not fully agree in this ? If I am wrong, tell me. "I am better, thank GOD, body and spirit. [May, 1862] " In praying for S ask that she may receive so much of the joy of the LORD by the power of the Holy Ghost that she may be willing to suffer while He chooses it. ... But GOD can and will use it all in conforming her to the image of His Son, and will make it useful to me too. " TREASURY, llth June, [1862] " I can't say the comfort your words and prayers are to me, and thank GOD and you for them. I was wretched yesterday, having to preach at night, and though much in prayer and study, perfectly empty and dead, if you know what that is. A dear friend offered to come and preach for me, which I at first accepted ; but after prayer and thought we decided it was faithless to do so, seeking help from man instead of GOD, and that I ought to ' go forward.' " So I went forward. On reaching home I found your deeply comforting note, with its enclosure, teaching me to trust in Him Who was so gracious on Saturday, though I was miserable, and felt the whole time that I was saying just the wrong thing, and calumniating GOD and His Christ. " I thanked GOD and took courage : and though barren till the very moment when I had to begin, He gave me texts and words (though only as I went on, just supplying the present need). And helped me through all, to the comfort and refreshing of others. " Oh, that I could trust Him more simply, and endure as seeing Him Who is invisible. "You will praise Him, won't you? Ps. cxvi. 1. "I think He has taught me something by it. "I will take care, dearest Friend, and be very cautious, both as to food, work, and everything, and have your letter framed and glazed, I think. It will delight S. 246 LIFE OF SIR ARTHUR BLACKWOOD " Pray for me to-morrow evening. An address in a drawing-room in Hyde Park Gardens. "Babe well. I'm very foolish about it, of course. . . ." Another letter, undated, speaks of the same difficulty one from which, especially in his earlier years, he often suffered. To "get " his subject was sometimes a great anxiety. To Miss MARSH. " TREASURY, 18/6. " The LOUD did marvellously rebuke the winds and waves last night at seven o'clock, for up till that hour I feared there would be no service ; and a glorious rainbow shone over us. "A large and very attentive audience. I so empty that I was ready to cry with vexation and despair before speaking; but the Never-failing and Unchangeable One helped me. "TREASURY, Uh Jan. [1864] " I think my faith is getting stronger about answers to prayer for conversions, and I am quite sure that one of the things which will astonish and rebuke us most when we see Him face to face, with all the ' general assembly ' made up, will be the number of those for whom prayer was offered in so much doubt and unbelief. " I do want, i.e., I do need, a re-baptism of the Holy Ghost, for I cannot tell what coldness, deadness, prayerlessness, stupor, etc. creeps over me. "Were it not for the active work which the LORD has given me to do, I should (humanly speaking) have been quite dead ere now. " Still He does keep alive the life He has implanted, for His Name's sake. But I groan after more communion with Him, more power, more likeness to Him, more presentation of myself to Him Who has bought me." To A FRIEND. "24.11. [1864] " I will try and help you by prayer. "Only tmixt Him Who did not lie when He said, 'My grace is SUFFICIENT for thff.' Not 'nearly sufficient,' or 'sometimes sufficient,' but 'SUFFICIENT.'" A letter from a neighbouring Clergyman tells of blessing amongst the class for whom the meetings were originally begun. " LOWER TOOTINO, Jan. 1, 1868. " I have lately attended the deathbed of a man who owed his conversion to your means, a policeman, who attended several of your addresses on Monday evenings. STEEATHAM 247 " Hearing several months back that he was ill I went, as the curate of the parish, to visit him. ... I soon to my delight found that ke was far other than what I had imagined he would be. Though he said little, (being naturally reserved) yet what he did say, and the deep earnestness of his manner fully convinced me that he was a sincere believer. I asked him how it happened. The substance of his own words was : " ' It was from my going to hear Mr. Blackwood one Monday evening. As I was going away he came to me, and began talking to me. He asked me whether I had peace with God I was quite taken aback, and hardly knew what to say, and could only say that I did not know. He then said to me he would advise me to get it at once. " ' I came home, but I could not get the question out of my mind, whether I was at peace with GOD. I was wretched. I did not know what to do.' "His wife tells me that for a fortnight after, his state was most miserable; however he continued attending your addresses whenever his duties permitted, and I understood from him that you spoke to him on one or two occasions. GOD through you spoke peace and pardon through the Blood of Christ to his soul. I saw him often during his long and suffering illness. His death was comparatively sudden. Then the power of Christ's Cross was displayed. All his reserve was taken away, and he spoke boldly, and oh I most rejoicingly of his hope in Christ, and of what Christ was to his soul. I shall not readily forget the beaming expression of his face, and the solemn manner in which he lifted up his wasted hand and arm, when I asked him whether he did not feel Christ to be a firm and precious founda- tion to his soul. He was continually uttering the promises of GOD, and exhorting those whom he saw to lay hold of Christ Jesus. . . . He was a most affectionate husband and father, and one of his last utterances was, ' I am going from a happy home to a happier.' "I rejoice with all my heart in the work you are permitted to carry on." The following is from a lady at Streatham. tl 12th Jan. 1864. "Are you at all acquainted with a person of the name of ... a Riding Master, who is frequently at your meetings? Last night I said to him how glad I was to see him there. " He replied, I always come when it is possible. Some time since I was persuaded to hear Mr. Blackwood at the Union Chapel. I went from curiosity, but the LORD met me there. I became miserable, and my friends could not think what was the matter with me. I went 248 LIFE OF SIR ARTHUR BLACKWOOD again to hear Mr. Blackwood, and peace was brought to my soul in believing; and since then my wife has also become a believer.' " I asked if he had ever spoken to you. He said he had not." Seven years later a daughter-in-law of the Riding Master wrote to Mr. Blackwood, telling of blessing to her own and her husband's soul, and adding, " He wishes me to mention that his father died last month, perfectly happy and rejoicing, which he has reason to believe was by hearing you at the Chapel about eight years ago." This is only one out of a large number of letters telling of similar cases of conversion through addresses at this chapel at Brixton. The letter which follows concerns a local and temporary matter, into whose details it is unnecessary to enter ; but it gives token of the impression of Mr. Blackwood's singleness of heart and aim which was conveyed to one who was a keen and discriminating judge of men. " THE PARSONAGE, STBEATHAM COMMON, Dec. 14, 1864. " MY DEAR FRIEND, I give thanks to GOD for what He has done in this matter. " I am sure you have done right, and whatever be the issue, you are in the ritjht position. . . . " I love you for your simplicity in this thing ; and I do hope and pray that GOD may ' sanctify you apt to teach and prepared for this good work.' See 2 Tim. ii. the last ten verses. I feel that you have illustrated part of it in this . . . and I have strong hope that blessing will come of it. " Yours affectionately " STENTON EARDLEY." During his sojourn at Streatham, Mr. Blackwood attended Mr. Eardley's ministry. " He was, I am sure." says a friend, "a very attentive listener and learner. When our pew was full, I often sat in one just behind yours, and remember often seeing him take out his pencil and note anything which struck him. Mr. Eardley's exactness of definition and sense of the value of words must have made his teaching of much worth to one who was so keen and patient a student of the Word of GOD." A few from amongst many other instructive and interesting re- collections of these happy days are now added. Mrs. Spencer Thornton writes : "In the year 1801 I went with my family to live at Streatham. I was much pleased to find that Mr. Blackwood opened his house every STREATHA.M 249 Monday evening to his friends and neighbours in order to speak to them the words of Life. "My children and I gladly availed ourselves of the opportunity, and scarcely a Monday evening passed but some of us were there. " I have often thanked GOD for what we learnt. My children, who were just then at a very important age, gained such a happy bright view of the service of GOD. Whenever he met any of them, there was always some cheery word or question about their walk with GOD, and for what object they were living. Mr. Blackwood's whole-hearted sur- render of everything to Christ was such an example. "At Wood Lodge also we were privileged to attend some evening Readings where many from the neighbourhood met to study the Bible, and I always found Mr. Blackwood's words most helpful." FROM A STRANGER. " I have often longed to tell you something which I know will give you joy, though it happened eight years ago. I had a dear young friend, the daughter of a clergyman. From what she told me, I feel sure she never had a serious thought, but was most unbelieving, and in her love of fun turned everything into scorn and ridicule, even the Word of GOD. " But GOD led her to hear you, and she received such a blessing that I could only see how real it was. When I went to stay with her, she took me to hear you at Streatham, instead of to see St. Paul's, or to different places of amusement. Oh ! the change was so GREAT in her. Some eight years ago she was coming to stay with me, but on the very day, I had a note from her father to say she was gone, after only three days' illness ! She was only about twenty-one." FROM MR. WILLIAM MORLEY, JUNR. " STBEATHAM, 12th April, 1883. "I feel I must send you a short line, as you have been, to a great extent, the cause of my dear Father's happy life and death. He spoke so very affectionately of you the last time he saw you, and it will, I am sure, be such a consolation to my dear Mother that she was able to be present at that last address you gave in Streatham. They came home that evening, both full of joy, saying they had not been so happy for years ; that your kind manner, and the familiar voice uttering the truths to which they both have so steadfastly clung, reminded them so vividly of their youth, and the days when you were such a help to them both. My dear Father was as happy in death as in life." One who has since passed away, wrote in 1894, recalling the numbers of her own family who were led into " full assurance of 250 LIFE OF SIR ARTHUR BLACKWOOD faith," through attending the meetings from 1863 onwards. She adds : "My young brother of eighteen was drawn out, by personal dealing, to work for the LORD, and induced, by an introduction to an older worker, to visit many of the cottages. In 1864, he was called home. The last address he heard at Wood Lodge, in great weakness, was from Ps. xvi. 'At Thy right hand there are pleasures for evermore.' He never went out again, and in the short interval before his release, Mr. Black- wood visited him. His tenderness is always remembered, as he stooped and kissed my brother, who said, ' I little thought I should so soon go in to taste of those pleasures.' "Later in the year he more than once visited another brother, one of the links in whose conversion had been an address at Wood Lodge on John x. " I often meet with those whom I did not know in the Streatham days, but who went to the meetings, and this is a link between us at once; the testimony never varies, 'There were no times like those."' FROM MME. LEITE ROZAS. " 9th February, 1895. " Eternity alone will re%-eal what your beloved husband's faithful testimony concerning Christ and His full free salvation was to those who attended the meetings at that time. It was his intense earnestness and impressiveness of manner, and his winning kindly words, in dealing with each individually, after he had preached the Gospel message, which convinced so many of the reality of the truth. I shall never forget my dear husband at that time, how deeply he was stirred, and how soon he, who before had never handled a Bible, was brought into light and liberty. It was then also that my mother, a sister and brother, and some other relatives were brought to a saving knowledge of Christ ; and I myself and others were quickened and encouraged, and possessed an assurance of salvation which we had never known before. How many shall rise up and call him blessed in the coming day when ' the secrets of all hearts shall be revealed ' I" FROM MR. LEITE ROZAS. " 42 KENSINGTON PABK GARDENS, 24otii>, which are those, with but few exceptions, translated ' repent- ance ' and ' repent ' ? "On turning to Parkhurst's Lexicon (Major's Edition, London, 1851), I find that the following meanings are given to utravoia. " I. A change or alteration of mind, and reference is made to Heb. xii. 17, where Esau is described as finding no room to change his father's mind, though he sought it with tears. "II. Repentance, change, alteration of mind, and consequently of con- duct, or behaviour from evil to good, where numerous references are ad- duced, as well as a quotation from Athanasius, who says, '/* fTa " ola i 8 8O called, because it transfers the mind from evil to good.' And Aretas says, ' pTai>oia is a change from worse to better.' " fjLfTavtxtv is thus rendered, "I. To understand afterwards. Supported by a quotation from Plato. " II. To change one's mind or opinion. "III. To repent, i.e., either to be wise after a fact or facts com- mitted, to return to one's wits, or to change one's mind or sentiments, to have them really altered so as to influence one's subsequent be- haviour for the better. "It is sometimes rendered, when followed by OTTO, as 'desisting in consequence of repentance,' and the same when followed by . Acts, viii. 22; Rev. ii. 21, 22; ix. 20, 21 ; xvi. 11. " Followed by an, before the thing repented of, it implies sorrow for it, and a consequent change of heart. "In the LXX this verb almost continually answers to the Hebrew CH2, which, in like manner, denotes to change the mind. So far Parkhurst. " Now is not the difference of opinion, evidenced by the corre- spondence in your columns, attributable to the confounding the effect with the cause? "No one can deny that 'repentance,' in its fullest sense, denotes a change of mind, followed by a change of conduct, and without the STEEATHAM 255 latter, the assertion of the former having taken place would be a fiction. But which comes first? Must not the change of mind? And is not all change of conduct valueless, unless resulting from the change of mind ? Just as works must follow faith, for faith without works is dead ; but works not resulting from faith are valueless. (Heb. xi. 6) " The works have no part in justifying a sinner before GOD, for we are 'justified by faith" ; they are not preliminary to justification, but consequent upon it. So, it seems to me, is it with repentance. The feelings of regret for sin and the immediate change of conduct which follow a change of mind towards GOD should not be confounded with the change of mind itself. "If they are, the consequence is, that the sinner is led to look into his own heart and life for certain feelings and conduct, instead of unto Him Who is put forward as the sole object on which his eyes are to rest. "When the sinner's mind apprehends Jesus Christ as the One in Whom ' righteousness and peace kiss each other, and mercy and truth meet together,' when he sees GOD'S justice satisfied, and his own sal- vation provided, in the cross of Christ, when he sees that GOD loves him as a sinner, while He hates and has punished his sin, then there is ' repentance,' (a change of mind) ' toward GOD, and faith toward our Lord Jesus Christ.' " But to make sorrow for sin, change of life or good works necessary before justification, is surely to teach that a man is justified by the works of the law, and not by the faith of Jesus Christ. " I shall be so much obliged to any dear brother in the LORD who will correct any error I have made, as for my own sake, and the sake of those to whom GOD has graciously given me the privilege of now and then declaring the good news, I am most anxious to have clear views on this all-important subject. " I remain, Sir, " Your obedient servant, " S. A. BLACKWOOD. "STBEATHAM, 10th December." FROM PLACE TO PLACE. Perhaps nothing is more characteristic of Sir Arthur's life, than the way in which he was enabled, wherever he went, to leave behind him the print of a Christian's footmark. His public service for Christ, especially in the days of fuller strength, was not confined to his stated engagements in London or around his own home. His visits to various places, either on official business, or for his holidays, were all occasions for preaching the glorious Gospel of GOD. Some few of the many instances of blessing, which came to his own knowledge as the result of his efforts in different spots, are here given. The extracts from his correspondence show something of the fixity with which, amidst all the joys of Home and the interests and duties of life, his heart was ever set upon the one thing. In the summer of 1861, he and his wife paid what proved to be a last visit to the Duchess of Gordon at Huntly Lodge. She died in January, 1864. Thence they went to Ireland, to stay with the Duchess' parents at Castle Dobbs. Here Mr. Blackwood held meetings in the open air on Sunday afternoons. A friend writes : "I remember on his first visit, his standing out on the steps lead- ing to the vestibule at Castle Dobbs, and addressing the people. There were fully a thousand present. He also gave addresses in Carrick- fergus to large congregations. The last time I heard him was in the Kilroot School House. Many were blessed at these meetings. . . . One thing I can say; he was greatly blessed to my own soul. . . . You will remember how, on that first visit, gave his heart to the LORD, and for many years preached the Gospel and helped in every good work." A relative says : "In recalling the memories of those hallowed visits, the joy of the (256) FROM PLACE TO PLACE 257 people when they heard Sir Arthur was coming and the sorrow when he left showed what a blessing he had been to them." His Wife writes : "We went over to Castle Dobbs about every second year, if possible. "My Father always made him take Family Prayers, and the sight of the long row of servants seems printed on my mind the wonderful interest, the stillness, the solemnity. I remember particularly the old butler who had been with my Father before his marriage, and was quite a character. I used to observe him listening so eagerly. He was with my Father until his own last illness, and I cannot doubt that master and servant have met in happiness now. Many of the servants, as well as many many others, thanked and blessed Sir Arthur for what they heard." A relative, who was staying in the house during a visit in 1877, writes of blessing received by her maid, and adds that ' ' she became quite changed, and has held firm ever since under very trying circumstances." In some Notes made at the time, the young woman wrote of the morning and evening prayers. " How I did love to hear him speak ! What a blessing that Christian was to me ! " She goes on : " When I heard Mr. Blackwood speak in Carrickfergus for the first time on Eph. ii. 16. and iii. 15, 21, I will never forget how I felt at the silence of such a lot, some very rough people. One soldier that I saw brush away his tears never left my memory. Mr. Blackwood asked any person that would wish to speak to him to wait, but I had not courage. The head housemaid at Castle Dobbs was with me, and neither of us felt inclined to speak on our walk home. I made up my mind to write a note, and leave it on his looking-glass. On Monday I met Mr. Blackwood. I can never forget his smile as he said, ' I got your note.' I felt shy at first, but he said, 'You have been seeking the Saviour? ' and then, when I said Yes, he said, 'Have you never thought of the same Saviour seeking you ? ' Then he went into his room, and got me a little book, ' Eternal Life,' and he gave it to me. ' Is that yours now ? ' he said. And I said, Yes. ' So is Eternal Life yours through Jesus Christ Do you believe this ? ' I said Yes. He told me ' not to wait for a change, but to kneel down, and thank GOD at once.' I did so, and found such peace." The Duchess continues : " In the early days of the century, when a bold confession of Christ was not easy, my dear old Father had ' fought the good fight ' whilst 17 258 LIFE OP SIR ARTHUR BLACKWOOD serving his country on board the Revolutionaire and other men-of-war. It was pleasant to see him glad to hear from his young son-in-law the truths long known to himself. As the years went on and infirmities increased, he would sit beside him at prayers with his hand to his ear, so that no word should be lost, listening with evident enjoyment, and then joining heartily in the prayer that followed. He delighted too in taking his arm, that they might walk together, talking of the things of the Kingdom. "In Sir Arthur's rambles over the country, he was constantly dropping into the cottages here and there. "We always made it a point to pay a visit together to one old woman who lived in the Kilroot Lodge. She would enquire earnestly, as time went on, how we thought 'the Master' looking. 'He has the better of me by a year,' she would say. ' Perhaps he'll be called Home first.' Then, after many enquiries about the various members of the family, and remarks not always complimentary upon the effect of time upon our own appearance, she would tell of her mercies and her rheumatics, and then listen with pleasure while he read a few words from his little Testament, and prayed with her. " My Father entered into rest on 28th February, 1886. B. McD 'had the better of him,' for she passed away in 1880." In Sept. 1862, having much run down in health, it was thought well that Mr. Blackwood should take a week's walking tour on the Moselle, leaving his wife and baby at Walmer. To HIS WIFE. " BERNCASTEL ON THE MOSELLE, Monday morning, 8 A.M. [Sept. 1862, TO WALMER.] "I think I'm a great fool for leaving home. I've been wretchedly home-sick ; and wished myself heartily back again, I don't know how often. Catch me doing this kind of thing again. . . . It's nojoke at all. I'm in sober earnest. It was apparently by chance that I came here, for I had half decided to spend Sunday at Treves, but my steps were ordered, and the LORD just caused me to light upon a very small band of hearty believers, amidst a R.C. population, and I have much to tell you. The Pastor at once invited me to dinner. In the afternoon we had a lovely walk to a distant village in the valleys, where he had a Cottage reading, and spoke from John vi. 37. Before the reading we had to take part in a baptismal feast, a christening party, with the peasants, to whom I spoke. Oh! they were such dear hearty people ! We seemed mutually to refresh each other, so much. " Oh, how often have I wanted to see you and Baby, little pet I I wish I could see her smiling and crowing. . . . " I send you Ps. 37. 23, 24." FEOM PLACE TO PLACE 259 After a month at Walmer, he resumed his work at the Treasury, returning for the Saturdays and Sundays, when he gave addresses in the town and neighbourhood. To HIS WIFE. [Oct. 1862, TO WALMEB.] " TREASURY, Monday, 2.30 P.M. " My miserable time, which is towards evening, has not come. I am pretty jolly as yet. . . . " I had, as you may guess, a very pleasant evening at Barnet. Poor Matamoros' fiancee was there, such a nice Spanish young lady; has been imprisoned herself, and behaved nobly. "Dear Pennefather spoke so nicely from 2 Chron. xxxi. 1. 'When all this was finished ' ; it being in the power of communion, and not before, that the idols were cast down and out. " Tuesday, " Miss Blackburne writes that Mr. Dombrain has accepted me for Saturday at eight, so you can let people know. It will be very disappointing not coming straight to you, but I shall try and come early, and so have a bit of you and Baby first. " Thursday. " Such an encouraging letter from Miss Blackburne, saying she had heard of so much good from the preaching. . . . There's a glorious promise in Isa. xl. 31, and He is faithful who wrote that promise. I need it to-day. " Friday. " I suppose I shan't get to you till near eleven to-morrow night. . . . " For once in my life found a response in the man who cut my hair this morning. It was quite refreshing." To HIS MOTHER. " TREASURY, 20-24 Nov. [1862] "I am so glad you are coming. Baby is so enchanting: she has just begun to make the prettiest noises imaginable, and is a great little joke. . . . "You will like to think of our subject this morning at prayers. Gen. xviii. 1-9, compared with Jno. xiv. 21-23, and Rev. iii. 20. How Jesus the LORD manifests Himself to His obedient people condescends to ' dwell in their heart by faith,' (Eph. iii.) accept their service, and hold communion with them." Eepeated visits to Brighton, from the year 1863 onwards, were the occasions of meetings in the Pavilion, and in the open air on the beach. 260 LIFE OF SIE AKTHUB BLACKWOOD FROM A LADY. " Uth May, 1863. " What impressed me so much on that night at the Pavilion was this your firm belief and your happy assurance in your Salvation. " Oh ! if I could but feel as secure as you do about this most solemn subject. I had never regarded the matter in this light before, and it is difficult to digest the new food at once." Another lady writes : "I must tell you how much I have to thank GOD for in that last address you gave at Brighton. I had seen some Christians living in realization of 'fulness of joy'; but I have often despaired of realizing it myself ; and the three reasons you gave as the cause of any one not experiencing it now, made me see it in a new light. I see now that not to have that joy continually is my own fault, and that GOD means us to have it, as much as the present assurance of eternal life. "I think the three conditions you mentioned are very difficult to carry out in daily life, particularly the bold confession of Christ ; but I always find that when I am not ashamed to speak to any one of Jesus and His love, my own soul gets quickened to love Him more directly. One verse you gave us is continually on my mind, ' My soul, wait thou only upon GOD; for my expectation is from Him.' Many of us at Brighton have reason to thank GOD for sending you amongst us." The summer holiday of 1863 was spent with his wife and baby in Switzerland. When her parents went on to the Engadine and the Italian Lakes, it was thought advisable to leave the baby at Seelisberg in the care of their friends, Mr. and Mrs. Stepney and their daughter. These scenes were revisited by Sir Arthur in 1893, in very different circumstances. To HIS MOTHER. " SCHWEITZEN HOP, LUCERNE, IQth August, 1863. " Is. xxvi. 3, 4 is a verse that is much on my mind. I feel specially in the hurry of travelling how needful to be leaning much on Jesus. Things that are seen and temporal so easily detach one's mind, if it be not 'stayed' on Him, and 'the things that are above.' Oh, how soon we shall see Him, and wonder that earthly things have had such power. Pray for us. " HOTEL DU PARC, LUGANO, 2nd Sept. "At Seelisberg we stayed very pleasantly. . . . "On Sunday we had services, and there was rather an unhappy misunderstanding between the clergyman and certain English who FROM PLACE TO PLACE 261 wished me to give an address to them. The clergyman very properly stuck to his two services, in which I supported him. The matter was eventually compromised by a third service in the afternoon, which I conducted, and to which he very nicely came with his party. So all went off smoothly, and I hope good was done. " ENGELBERG, Sunday evening, 13th Sept. " Since Baby was given to us, I have so much more understood that verse, ' Like as a father pitieth His children, so the LORD pitieth them that fear Him.' How it would go to my heart to have to cause Baby severe pain. How one would do everything to avoid it. So does He, and even when He does send pain, feels for us and with us. " ENGELBERG, 17th Sept. " I think I said that on arriving at Brunnen on Thursday it was too wet for Baby to meet us, so early on Friday I crossed the Lake and ran up to Seelisberg to breakfast, and to fetch her down. She was standing, just as I hoped, at her window, and at once recognised me, putting up her hands to her face, flattening her wee nose against the window, and making such a noise of delight that Underwood's attention was at once attracted. The little pet is quite well. "Sunday, 13th, we spent very quietly, having two services, in which some clergymen and myself took part, our numbers being increased by Lady J S and her daughter, a Mrs. B , full of zeal and earnestness, a Mrs. G , a very nice Scotch lady, etc. etc. Mrs. B was full of Irish fun, and kept us all in roars of laughter. On Monday we had some pleasant Bible-Reading in the open air. " I was speaking on Sunday of the privilege accorded to Moses and Elias, who ' appeared with Him in glory ' ; and yet the Holy Ghost has used the very same words in Col. iii. 4 of the destiny of the believer. And as Moses and Elias had for their subject of conversation then ' His decease,' will not our subject of conversation be the same, when we sing praise 'unto Him that loved us and washed us from our sins in His own Blood ' ? How can we thank Him sufficiently for the certainty He has given us of this glorious future ? " Sept. 22nd, LANTERBRUNNEN. " It was so curious to be at Interlachen again, and to remember the past fourteen years ago with you all, and just ten years ago with Hobhouse. . . . What a change in these ten years, particularly in the history of my soul. I so well remember having such serious thoughts at Chamounix, and praying that I might be converted ; and then spending the next Sunday at St. Gervais, playing billiards, and coming down to Interlachen to flirt. And yet GOD bore with me, and at last 262 LIFE OF SIR ARTHUR BLACKWOOD brought me to Himself. . . . These and other thoughts, many, it called up, and made me not sorry to be there again." Leaving the Duchess at Enghien to take the waters, Mr. Black- wood had to return to work, in London. To HIS WIFE. [To ENGHIEN.] " Oct. 2nd [1863] "About fifty more letters from Streatham last night. . . . One a very interesting one from a lady I spoke to at the end of the address at Brighton, saying she had found her Saviour; one from Duchess of , sending me a nice book; and one from young in India, so much happier, and seemingly really trusting to and walking in Jesus 1 " Don't be nervous about leaving Enghien alone. I'll certainly come for you, and shall enjoy all but the two crossings in twenty-four hours, the second being before one has had time to get over the first. ... I don't know what to do with my heap of unanswered letters and work, but shall get through in time. " I've been working like a trooper, and getting through arrears famously. " [5th Oct.] Monday, 4 P.M. "You may generally think of me at this time as writing to you, for I work hard all day so as to have time for a cosy little chat with you. . . . Talk to Baby about 'Father,' so that she doesn't forget me. " 13th Oct. "They had a glorious opening day at Aldershot, enjoyed it im- mensely. I am not wanted, and what's more, couldn't go if I were. I went yesterday after the office to W. Carter's Tea-meeting for Wood- choppers, a remarkable sight. " Uth Oct. " Hurrah ! Hurrah for the last letter, hurrah ! My spirits are rapidly rising to 'set fair,' though I'm afraid the crossing will knock them down again. I see in to-day's Times the 'drum' is up, but never mind ; two hours isn't very long, and once over, it doesn't matter. " I went to Brixton last night. The meetings had been very thin, but it was crammed ; then on to Beddington, which I much enjoyed." The next few letters give a glimpse of the year 1864. To MR. ROWLAND SMITH. " TREASURY, 5th March, 1864. "There were two deeply interesting meetings at Brighton this week, one at the Pavilion, densely crowded, and apparently impression FROM PLACE TO PLACE 263 made ; and another at Lord Kintore's, to which over a hundred came in full evening dress. . . . " Thank you for your kind words about my wife. I do indeed wish she were stronger, as it is most trying . . . particularly when we have such open doors for active work. But ' all the paths of the LORD are mercy and truth,' and so it is well." In the summer of this year Dr. Marsh died. Mr. Blackwood writes to Miss Marsh from Ilkley, Yorkshire, where he was staying with his family. " [23rd Aug. 1864] ILKLEY, OTLEY. "We trust that ere this, in answer to many prayers, you may be already praising GOD that your dearest Father is in a measure better. "Dearest Pennefather is here, and we have together besought the LORD on his and your behalf; and we do hope that He Who, in a marvellous way in answer to prayer, caused the clouds to cease raining and the sun to shine yesterday, for JUST the hour and a half we had advertised for open-air preaching, will also have answered prayer for him, and that the blessed life of your dear Father may yet be shining, and to shine in Beddington, if it be His will, and for His glory ' till He come.' "We are much enjoying quiet and rest, and the Pennefathers three doors off. So pleasant. All well, though I don't think S. has much benefit as yet. "There is an open door. But I am keeping quiet except just a little. " The LORD was with us yesterday. There were many present, rich visitors and poor inhabitants, clergy and others, and I never saw deeper attention. There was many a moistened eye, and anxious face. "The clergyman, whom we called on, expressed his concurrence with our effort, for which we were thankful. " 25th August. "BELOVED FRIENDS. That we rejoice and grieve with you, you cannot but be sure : the LORD knows how much we are one with you in the gladness at his unspeakable gain and glory, and in your deep deep sorrow. . . . " It is our one cry (together with the dear Pennefathers) that His presence may be abundantly manifested, Whom the fiery trial ever brings into the midst of His beloved ones. "I will not say more now: and human words avail little in times like these. He alone can really, and He will comfort." In February, 1865, his family were again at Brighton for a few weeks, Mr. Blackwood joining them for the Sundays. 264 LIFE OF SIB ARTHUR BLACKWOOD To HIS WIFE. [1865.] " TREASURY, 2(MA February. " It's very hard to be separated so much . . . but we are better off than many. " My Father talked nonsense. I'm perfectly well and very jolly. . . . I'd a very nice evening at Epsom. Miss Alexander was to have met me with pony cart, but made a mistake; so I went straight to the Inn, where I had tea, for which the landlady would not let me pay, and a quiet half hour. Took Rev. iii. 20. again, and was helped, I think. About thirty remained afterwards, but they were mostly believers. " A delicious moonlight walk afterwards. Breakfast at eight, and then had a charming walk with Miss A. and a friend over the lovely downs towards Ashstead, where you remember we dined. Oh ! such a country ! But Ps. xlvii. 4. must be our motto. Heb. xi. 16. is another motto. . . . " March. " At last I've got a moment to write to you in. Just about self, as I dare say that may interest you. "A very full meeting on Monday. Hedman had tea with me, and is prospering much. Streatham looked very nice, it was quite a Spring evening. Met at Soho Square yesterday, when it was decided to hold some more meetings at Willis's Rooms, and we meet again next Wednes- day to settle days and speakers. " I agreed to take the Circus this Sunday. It will suit me better than any other. Tell Marny" [Miss Marsh] " I am enjoying Hawker at my luncheon. I have the little copy she gave me after recovery from ill- ness, all underlined and marked. Ask her if she doesn't think the passage for Feb. 27 beginning, ' When His time is near at hand,' etc. etc. is true of the prayer for His coming which He is putting into so many hearts. I think it must be. " I can't quite, though I can perhaps a little, understand . . . feelings, and therefore I don't know how to meet them. But I feel sure that it's a tremendous and long onslaught of Satan's, which GOD permits and will give deliverance from. And I pray Him to give a glorious and out and out deliverance, that joy and peace may be a hundred fold greater in proportion than the depression and misery has been; and I believe He will do it, and I look for it. ... " I believe the only remedy, so far as we are concerned is, in such trials of soul to be content with a believing look unto Jesus just taking refuge an we are, in His work and word and love. As I read the other day, ' If a dog barks at a very little child, it does not try to fight with it, but instantly runs to its mother.' And that's our safest way, instantly o resort unto Him, in spite of unbelief and coldness and morbid feel- FROM PLACE TO PLACE 265 ings and everything, saying, ' Unto the LORD WILL I lift up mine eyes. . . . For the LORD will not cast off for ever. But though He cause grief, yet will He have compassion according to the multitude of His mercies.' Lam. iv. See also verses 54 to 58. Compare Ps. xc. 15. with Isaiah xxx. 18, 21. I believe there are better days in store, when peace shall be as a river." To Miss MARSH. " STBEATHAM, Saturday Evening, [March, 1865.] "After speaking in Circus on Sunday evening, I got dreadfully hoarse and completely lost my voice. A journey to Southampton on Tuesday, and the bitter N. wind of following days quite finished me, and I am spending three solitary days under the care of Heather and Puff, with poultices, mutton broth, and breakfasts in bed! " I should not mind all that but I can't get down to Brighton, and see my beloved ones. ... A time of loneliness is good, very good, and I trust it will leave its mark behind. " I did write to you about Mr. L . I felt very powerless with him, never having met such a case before. There was no ground on which we could both stand but that of creation by the same GOD, for everything else he disbelieved. Of course I did not argue with him ; but when he said he liked Job, caught at it to read him the end of ch. xxxiii. Everything seemed to fall powerless on him, except that he agreed it was madness, supposing my view of truth to be the right one, to shut his eyes to it, and that he ' would ask the GOD Who made him to show him light, if further light there were.' " He seemed very grateful, allowed me to pray, appeared struck by ' The Victory Won,' and said he would be very glad to see me again. " He spoke of death as a dreadful blank, and said he would gladly have the joy and peace that Christians had. . . . " I saw his father, who told me of an elder brother, who had been in a precisely similar state, but had been brought out of it by two re- markable dreams of the judgment day, and had told his brother that they had both been all wrong. " Oh ! may the LORD convince him of Sin, and that speedily. Till then a Saviour can only be an empty name to him but then how precious ! " Bebay, I hear is trying to say ' Mr. Blackwood,' for ' Bebay no like Tievie.' " [Stevie.] To HIS WIFE. [1865. To BRIGHTON.] " STBEATHAM, March 11, Saturday, 2 P.M. "I am sorely disappointed at not being able to come. I didn't think when I wrote yesterday that I should actually be unable. ... I 266 LIFE OF SIB AETHUB BLACKWOOD am very much inclined to be angry with the perpetual N. E. wind, did I not remember, ' The LORD prepared a vehement east wind '; and that verse, ' Stormy wind fulfilling His word.' If He has prepared it, and if it is fulfilling His word, I've no right to be discontented. " Sunday, 3.30. "I'll write a few lines, not very favourable, I fear. I don't know when I have felt so seedy. I sent for Dr. . . . Catch me trifling with a throat again, but it was very difficult to help it this time. " How blessed it is, when feeling so weak and low, to remember that 'It is finished,' and to rest on the great Salvation, though one's feelings are all gone to the winds, and prayer seems an empty name. ... It reminds me of nine years ago, when I was taken ill all alone in Brook Street, and the cook read to me 'Pilgrim's Progress.' " Monday, 4 P.M. "I am just up and have crawled downstairs. To judge by present feelings, coming to Brighton is a great problem, for I can hardly stand. " Tuesday, 9 A.M. "A bad day again. Wind N. E. and snow falling. Oh, when will the winter be past, and the time of the singing of birds come? I could not go to the meeting, but stayed in my room, and heard almost every word, though the door was shut." Within two or three hours, the Duchess was with him, and Mr. Black wood gradually regained health and tone. But for the rest of his life, the least chill went to the weak place, sometimes preventing his speaking for months together. To recruit after this illness Easter was spent at Lewes, whence the following letter was written to his step-son, Lord George Montagu. [LEWES, 17th Ap. 1865] ' ' Monday Evening. "Mother had better read this out loud to you both, if you can't manage it. " MY DEAR GEORGIE, I think you must have a letter from me to-day, as I've no doubt you've been a good boy and deserve one. I wonder what you've been doing, but as I can't guess, I'll just tell you what Tve been doing. "On Sunday morning went to church with Cousin Fanny, and heard a sermon from Col. iii. 1-3. Then took a short walk. After dinner went out for a longer one on the beautiful downs. Oh 1 it was so lovely. I took my Bible and another book, and every now and then FEOM PLACE TO PLACE 267 I sat down and read. When three o'clock came, I prayed for Sister and her class, and at 4.30 and five thought of you all reading together. I guess you read something about the Resurrection Am I right ? At last I reached the top of a very high hill, where I lay down under a bush which sheltered me from the wind. I listened to the sheep-bells in the distance, the little larks singing, and the gentle soughing of the wind through the furze-bushes, bringing the sweet smell with it ; and then almost lost myself in gazing at the beautiful white clouds, which you remember we read of as ' GOD'S chariot,' and the 'dust of His feet' ; and tried to picture the beautiful streets of heaven in the silver moun- tains which they formed. And then I tried to fancy the bottoms of the clouds were really the top ; and that I could walk away on them till I reached the golden sunlight beyond. I often thought of the Sunday evening walk to Emmaus, and how happy we were to be no longer 'sad,' like the two disciples who didn't know that Jesus was risen from the dead. "But at last it grew dusky, and I wandered home to tea, only wishing that I had been with you all, or you with me. "Then to-day I've had such a happy day, again. The Volunteer Review was near here, and there were to be 25,000 men there. And if you had been with me, we would have gone there together: but being alone, and having seen many such sights, I preferred having a quiet ride in another direction. So at eleven o'clock, I rode off through the most beautiful lanes, full of primroses and cowslips, and in about an hour reached the foot of a very high hill, which I had to mount and cross to get to Seaford, about eight miles off, and I didn't know the way a bit. " However up, up, up we went, nag and I, though I daresay, if you asked him, he would say he did all the up, up, up. At last we reached the top and then if he didn't enjoy the view, I'm sure I did. It was so lovely. Five or six miles off, Newhaven and Seaford (Get the map and look for them) with beautiful undulating downs in between, and then the sea so calm and beautiful. To the north lay Lewes and miles of cultivated country all the way to Reigate, so that wasn't far from Streatham. I did so wish for you all to see it. " Well, I had to get to Seaford, but that was no easy matter. It looked so, to be sure, but I found the downs crossed by so many deep ravines where I had to get off, and lead the horse down, or go round, that I thought I never should get there. The downs were like velvet, studded with violets and the delicious smelling furze, and rabbits popped about everywhere, and it was a most pleasant ride. However at last I got there. . . . Having had my lunch and saddled my horse, I started off again, and by keeping on the top of the hills, though rather roundabout, got back quicker. 268 LIFE OF SIR ABTHUR BLACKWOOD "About six miles off I could see the smoke and hear the sullen boom of the cannons, and when I shut my eyes, I could fancy myself ten years back on the downs of the Crimea, hearing the cannonading of Sebastopol. It brought back so many recollections, you can't think. " I was so sorry to leave the downs, but I did so at last, and came home for a walk with Fanny, and here I am." To HIS MOTHER. " 8th August, [1865] "... It seems unfortunate just at the last moment: but nothing can go wrong with those who are hedged in on every side by the love and omnipotence of GOD. " There are no accidents with Him. . . . " It upsets everything that we arranged ; but nothing that our Father arranged ; and only proves that we didn't arrange rightly." This refers to an awkward and unexpected delay in the start of the whole family for Crieff, where the autumn holiday of this year was spent. To HIS SISTER. " CBIEFP, th Sept., 1865. "We really have been most fortunate in our choice of a place the house so comfortable, the air so fine, the variation of scenery so great that from our windows we can either look on the broad vale of Srathearn, stretching for fifteen miles beneath us, or the rugged dark blue Grampians. " You may guess that I've taken many a good stretch around the country. My day is generally spent thus. Rise at six, and before break- fast at 8.45 a walk up a fir-clad hill at the back of the town, which it takes me twenty minutes to reach, and whence I can take a good look to all sides, and form a pretty good idea of the weather. I often think how good it is to get up to ' high places' 'early in the morning.'' There are things to be seen and learnt which can only be seen and learnt there, and the rest of one's day very much depends on the view that one gets then of ' earthly things ' from the high ground of GOD'S presence you understand. " At 8.45 breakfast : 9.30 prayers. At ten out at once again, generally a very long walk alone, or a ramble with the children and their fishing rods and sketch-books and baskets, with Bebay on my shoulder, till it's time for her to return with Underwood, and they go on with me till two o'clock dinner; and then out again till seven walking, or driving with Syd and chicks ; tea till eight, and prayers at 9.30. So that the last hour and a half is my only time for writing necessary letters, fetching up the news, and reading Scotch history, or studying maps, etc. FEOM PLACE TO PLACE 269 " If alone in the morning, I often walk off some twelve miles or so, and S. meets me half way back in the afternoon, which is very pleasant ; and there's a shout, as Georgie on the box, or Bebay inside, suddenly spy 'Va' in the distance, a most dishevelled figure, without hat, coat, or neck-cloth. " Once I went off to Aumbree, a Highland Inn in the midst of moors, through most lovely glens, purple with heather, to see whether we could go there after leaving this ; but it was too rustic a place for anyone not up to roughing. . . . "Last Tuesday and Wednesday morning I spent at Macdonald's of St. Martin's, the other side of Perth, where I met a very dear friend, old Hector Macpherson, who was the Duchess of Gordon's missionary at Huntly, and with whom I used to take such long walks and talks there. "On Saturday a great climb up Ben Howzie, a giant just behind us. Oh ! so enjoyable. Up rock and over heather, splashing through burns, putting up grouse by forties and fifties, blackcock and hares every moment, and at last getting the most beautiful view I think I ever saw for combination of scenery; not even in Switzerland do I remember such a scene, for though the great height was wanting, and the snow, yet the blueness of the dark ravines among the Grampians the sweep- ing moorlands so brown and purple the extensive and wooded plain, which, unlike that seen from the Rigi, was backed by the beautiful range of the Ochils, made it to my mind quite unequalled. I could see for miles beyond Perth in one direction ; Stirling Kock was visible in another ; Crieff and Comrie lay below me, with their white church towers and country seats, and it was with actual pain that I began to descend at last. " The only drawback is that S. has been so little up to any fatigue or exertion, unusually so, and she has had but little enjoyment, and much suffering. . . . "Beyond tract-distributing unsparingly, I have done little. One Sunday evening service, and an open-air in the Town Square last Saturday has been all, and I believe I can trace some fruit from both." The Eev. A. Henderson wrote : " CRIEFF, Sept. 1865. "I wish, dear Sir, I could express my thankfulness for your visit to this neighbourhood. You and Mr. North and others reach a class, and speak with a peculiar advantage which we ministers cannot do. ... I know that your sojourn has been the means of blessing to some, among others, of my own flock. " It is a great strengthening of the hands of a minister to know that there are some in his congregation thirsting with the ardour of new- born babes for the sincere milk of the Word." 270 LIFE OF SIR ARTHUR BLACKWOOD Long afterwards, a letter from a lady told of other fruit gathered during this year. She says : " I am just one of the many souls who owe to you under GOD their soul's salvation and joy. This was in 1865." To Miss MARSH. " TREASURY, 29/11. " I am taking great care, and believe, with your loving prayers, and much being done in the way of being dripping-sheeted, dry-rubbed, ironed, mangled, and hung out to dry, that I shall soon be well. " I preached most gently on Monday, the people must have thought I was going to sleep; and found two souls afterwards in much joy, the one having found the LORD after long hardness of heart, the other having been re- found by Him, after a year and a half in Doubting Castle." The holidays of 1866 were passed at Malvern, whither Mr. Black wood's family had preceded him in July. He spent the interval with his parents; and also accepted an invitation from Hannah, Lady Buxton,* to speak to her people and friends and neighbours at North Repps, near Cromer, leaving London on the Friday and getting back to work early on the Monday following. To HIS WIFE. " 53 UP. BROOK ST., 20th July, [1866] " I have to write to you in such a hurry at the office that I feel I can have no cosy chat with you, and therefore attempt one now after dinner, and after a little stroll with Mother in the Park. It is then I feel specially, when the rush of the day is over, and I have time to think of you, and feel that you are all alone. . . . " Oh ! now I must tell you that in consequence of a plot laid by Marny, who should come in while I was calling at the other day but Mr. . She has long been wanting him to speak to me about my body, and me to him about his soul. Both took place. In a few words, after hearing all I had to tell him, he said that I was over-working, and that unless that ceased no course of diet or medicine would restore tone. . . . " There, haven't I given you a long story? I wish I could come and tell it you. I often feel so inclined to come down after office and surprise you. Widow of Sir T. F. Buxton, the philanthropist. FROM PLACE TO PLACE 271 " 26. 7. " I am getting wretchedly lonely . . . however, we are to be careful for nothing. How little things mar one's peace the change of weather loss of a nurse over-work, and many trifles much smaller, quite take the shine out of one ; but if one's mind was stayed upon GOD, and one was seeking one's happiness in Him, it could not be so. He permits all these things, and many other daily worries, in order that we may be shaken out of our false sources of joy and peace, all in the creature, and rest only in Him, and then, ' WITH HIM ALL things.' "The papers say nothing about Cholera being so bad in E. End. The rows seem over for the present. G. delighted at the mob burning down a tree I " No end to the work, and never will be. It's far too much for us, and there'll be a break-down. . . . [28r. \Volston remained splendidly calm not understanding a word. At last I obviated all further difficulty by suggesting a change in my position. At length the little mountain train from Como arrived, on to which we were hooked, and which took us over the delicious breezy mountain pass to Porlezza, on the Lake of Lugano. There embarking, we hail an hour and a half of shady breezy steam, reaching Lugano at twelve. I was then carried another stage into the tram-car of the Funicular Railway. . . . Then we started, like up the side of a house I with my head considerably downward. Nurse delighted with looking at the rope, which Dr. W. explained to her. In three minutes we were at the station of the main line from Milan. . . . But the change from the quiet journeyings of the previous days to the rush of an express was certainly pretty severe, as you may imagine. ... I did not at all recover till about three o'clock when we entered the Tunnel. Then the descent again to Fluelen, far finer than the Italian side, though I of course did not trouble my head about it, but A. and Nurse were highly pleased. We had meant to sleep at Fluelen, but found it better for me to be carried on board the steamer at once, and had a refreshing after- noon's steam, stopping at Seelisberg, etc., and finally at Brunnen, just opposite, where you remember the Stepneys brought that sweet Babe to- meet us, on our return from the Engadine. It was getting dusk, and I could not get a glimpse of the Seelisberg Hotel. What a contrast to the last time! "Next day we didn't start till two; and of all the beautiful scenes I have witnessed nothing surpassed that morning's view, as I lay under the shady trees in the garden, looking across the rippling lake to Seelisberg, the. mountains enveloped in silvery clouds, and above Seelis- berg those fine glaciers. A delicious cruise of two hours to Lucerne, though I was in a good deal of pain. . . . Carried to train. Reached Basle at 7.30. "To-day at four sharp we reached Mayence. It has been a wonder- ful improvement in strength upon every previous day. . . . CAMPFEE AND EMS 565 "When Dr. W. was telling me to-day the very minute and ap- parently accidental circumstances by which he was led to ask for me at Campfer, I could only again wonder at the exceeding mercies of GOD towards me. . . . "I cannot say what an intense comfort it is to me to be able to write to one who understands and knows what weakness and suffering are. To me it has been of course something entirely new after a life of freedom (with the exception of sciatica twenty years ago) from any- thing worthy to be called pain. . . . "To feel therefore that one must be so more than understood sympathized with has been a source of unutterable relief. What a lesson it teaches of the far greater sympathy of Another. Good-night. " EMS, Friday, Sept 15. "Through the good hand of GOD upon me, here I am at last. "Dr. Geisse came at eleven, and they both pummelled me . . . and he is to prescribe to-night the course he thinks fit. . . . " Dr. W. quite agrees that nothing will be more desirable for me than a few weeks of Norfolk sea air, and he says that on no account must I return to work this winter. [DICTATED] " VIER THURME, Sep. 18th. " Through the goodness of GOD, and Dr. G.'s gentle soporifics, seven hours' sleep, only waking at two. I think I should have gone off my head with such another night." [Alluding to the pain.] "I greatly enjoy the change to this Hotel." A letter written some months latex* by a friend who was at Ems at this time says : "... The latter told me she loved to pass by when he was lying on his stretcher, so as to gaze on his lovely calm peaceful countenance, so unlike what others would look in pain and suffering. When she saw him carried across the road, and noticed this expression, and then heard his name, it immediately struck her that this must be that very good heavenly-minded man whose books she had so often read." Up till Saturday, 23rd, the favourable condition was maintained. When on the 16th, Dr. Wolston had been obliged to return to Edinburgh, the parting was a very cheerful one. The doctors however had felt it right to speak more gravely to his daughtei*. She says on the 17th : "The Doctor told me this morning, that although he would not say he believed he would not, in due time, recover, yet he could not say that he felt sure he would. He says he hopes of course that the waters 566 LIFE OF SIR ARTHUR BLACKWOOD will do him an immense amount of good, but he cannot of course assurr it. But he believes on the other hand that he will never be quite the same man again ; in fact he is sure he won't." From that time however there was continued improvement in all the most important symptoms, and Sir Arthur's own letters- had many plans for the future. " I do hope," he dictated on 20th, " that it will be possible for us to be together a little at Weybourne. Anyhow I long to be there myself, and I feel sure as Dr. W. said, that such air will be the best thing for me after Ems, which is relaxing, and before going home.'' " I am really on the mend," he dictated next day, and on the same date his daughter wrote : Father looks better this morning. He also shows symptoms in conversation of returning vigour. I really think the waters are doing him good. ... I was very 'down' when I wrote last; but still I only repeated what Dr. Wolston told me, and in his very words; but I am afraid it may have sounded more than was meant." Mrs. Wolston also wrote to her husband : The doetor came in to see me this morning, and told me that Sir Arthur was getting on so well, he was quite in spirits about him. /urn/ symptom was better; . . . strength returning, everything better." Thus were those at home somewhat comforted and encouraged, and the strain of the two past sad months appeared to be lessened. The discipline of uncertainty the heaviest perhaps of all the LORD'S wise and ever-good and merciful dealings, had been long meted out to the parted husband and wife. " For Thou wouldst have us linger still Upon the verge of good or ill, That 011 Thy guiding Hand unseen Our undivided hearts may lean." And it was upon One long tried and trusted that in the darkness both had learned to lean. HOME. "Father, I will, that they also whom Thou hast given Me, be with Me where I am ; that they may behold My Glory " And the messenger that was to bid His servant prepare to go in to see the King, was sent on Saturday, 23rd September. During the night of Friday, Sir Arthur was attacked by severe pain and cough, and Dr. Geisse was summoned. His daughter wrote : " 23rrf Sept. "... Dr. Geisse has just left. I must tell you what he says, and may GOD help me. I feel I must prepare you. . . . He fears that pleuro- pneumonia has developed. . . . You will know what this means in his present weak state, for he is feebler this morning than he has been, though better in every other way. " Dr. G. has very grave fears, but he says Father may get over it ... it is only in its beginning. He will be better able to tell in twenty- four hours . . . but he has thought it right to tell me. . . . The com- plication is entirely unforeseen. Dr. Geisse was very satisfied the last time he saw him, and everything had progressed favourably. This is sudden and acute. . . . Don't lose hope . . . this letter is only to let you know what is feared. ... I earnestly pray that I may not have to send worse news to-morrow. "I am not telling Father that I am writing to you. Dr. G. said he had better not know . . . but he told me to write to you at once." By the same post she wrote to her brother : " I am sending you a telegram . . . but I don't know what to do, or how to write. . . . The doctor says if Father is not better in twenty- four hours, it will he fears only be a question of days. . . . He says the suddenness of the thing makes it worse, and that it's short sharp work. ... As far as I can repeat his words, he says it's 'embolism' a clot thrown off, which has caused the inflammation ; and that if it remains where it is, and does not disperse, there is great danger. . . . "All who can, must be prepared to come out at a moment's notice. (567) 568 LIFE OF SIR ARTHUR BLACKWOOD Some one of course must stay with Mother. But don't come unless I wi re." On the next day, 24th, after sending a more favourable telegram, she writes : "The doctor said this morning he was a little more hopeful. . . . Father does not know how dangerously ill he is, but he has begun to wonder at his extreme weakness. When I am with him, I can hardly believe he is so bad ... he is so cheerful about himself. Oh 1 if only Mother could be here 1 "The pain and cough are better. . . . The doctor says if the pain had gone on, as it was yesterday morning, the heart could not have borne the strain, and he could not have lasted two days." "I asked if I should wire for you," she adds to her sister, "but he said, ; I think not as yet.'" The following day Dr. Geisse thought it right that Sir Arthur should be told of his dangerous condition. His daughter wrote : " 2&A Sept. When I had to tell him this morning what danger he was in, he bore it most wonderfully; but I knew he would. ... It has soothed him rather than otherwise. The only thing he said when I told him, was expressive of the deepest sorrow for you. He is feeling so dread- fully for you that's the only pain that he has. ... I am so thankful that he has (now) no pain. That is such a mercy." On the Nurse's return to his room, the first words he said were, " Nurse, I have had glorious news to-day." "When lie asked me," says Dr. Geisse, "'Is there any hope of my re- covery after this severe attack?' and he looked at me in such a penetrat- ing way, I read in his face that to such a man nothing but the naked truth could be spoken, and that it was of no use to try and get round a straightforward answer. I said, 'No, there is not.' His face was as unmoved by my answer, as if I had told him something very simple. He said simply, 'I thank you,' and gave me his hand with a warm pressure. The tale of the Nurse that Sir Arthur said after our conver- sation, 'Nurse, I have just had some pleasant news,' is perfectly true." To HIS WIFE. [DICTATED] " Moiuhnj afternoon. 25th S> i>t. " . . . . Ada and the Doctor have told me all this morning, and of what she has wired to Arthur and written to you and to him. After a HOME 569 long consultation with Dr. Geisse we both agreed it would be well, and for your comfort, if Dr. Nankivell were to be summoned. I therefore did so. I need not say that I am doing all I can to keep up strength for all your sakes. . . . " . . . . This is all I need say about my physical condition. I am of course unpleasantly prostrate and somewhat thirsty, but I have no pain. "And what shall I more say? The announcement made to me to- day, did not in the least surprise me, for I was beginning to feel that it was impossible that strength could long be kept up by such means. Nor need I say anything to you concerning my spiritual condition. I cannot say that the possibility of departure awakens any very deep emotion, such as I had always thought it would. I do not feel at present much power to realize, or to praise or pray ; and it is an un- speakable comfort to know that this is not necessary that ' It is finished ' includes everything, right to the end of the chapter. All must be well. . . . "The doctor says that you already know that all depends upon the strength being maintained, and that it is perfectly possible for me to pull through. . . . " But after all the LOUD may see fit to 'lift me up from the gates of death, that I may shew forth all His praise in the gates of the daughter of Zion,' even here below. So do not give up hope till you hear that such must be the case. . . ." On the 26th his daughter wrote : "8. A.M. Tuesday. " I wish you could see his face it is beautiful. He is perfectly restful and peaceful. The only thing that pains him is thought for you. . . . "3.30. P.M. "The report is decidedly satisfactory and encouraging. As our telegrams will have told you, there are no urgent symptoms." And again on 27th September : " Wednesday. "A. arrived last night at 5.30. It was a great relief to see him. Dr. Nankivell has not yet come, but we are now going to meet the train. Dr. Geisse called this morning at 7.45. Said he was distinctly in a more satisfactory condition. . . . The clot has dispersed, the inflammation subsided, cough much better. . . . Isn't this an unspeakable relief? "Concerning C.'s coming out, Father said of course he would be enormously pleased to see her; but he thinks it unnecessary, as he thinks he is coming home next week. 570 LIFE OF SIR ARTHUR BLACKWOOD "He got your letter this morning, (yours in mine) and says it gave him unspeakable pleasure. He will not write by dictation at all to- day. It seems most wonderful how he has rallied. He has marvel- lous recuperative powers. At his low ebb of strength ... it seems miraculous." "He was very pleased to see Dr. Nankivell this morning," she writes later, " and his report has cheered him." With the first sense of improvement had come Sir Arthur's earnest desire to be taken home, and he was most urgent in his entreaties to the doctors to give their consent. " 28/A Scj)L 'The doctors had a very long consultation this morning, and finally decided on bringing Father homewards, at his urgent desire. They can neither of them feel justified in advixinyit; but as it seems that it will be Father's best chance, they have consented to allow it. He hax enough strength, they think, and on the other hand, they would never think of his attempting it, if there were not equal risk in staying here. . . . They are sure that the tension being so great, if he is not got away, he must give way very soon. " So we hope to leave to-morrow morning from Oberlandstein. . . . This is such an immense relief to all of us, and to him most of all. As to where \\e are to go when reaching England, I don't know. . . . Father is very anxious to go to Weybourne." Thus the decision to start was made. The intelligence, con- veyed by telegraph, came as a shock to those at home. In speaking of these last days at Ems, Dr. Geisse says : " Later on. Sir Arthur asked me, 'Can I reach home alive?' and I answered, 'There is a chance.' He said at once, 'Then we will try it." "On leaving he thanked me very warmly, tears in his eyes, for all I had done for him, (little as it was) and said, ' Au revoir yonder,' point- ing to heaven." The start from Ems was made on Friday, September 29th, to catch the Harwich steamer at Rotterdam on Saturday evening. At first on leaving, it was feared that the journey must be given up ; but Sir Arthur rallied. At Oberlandstein the Rhine steamer was an hour and a half late, and many and trying delays followed. Rotterdam was at length safely reached, but not until about five o'clock on Sunday afternoon. Here it was found that, owing to the changes which took effect on October 1st, that day's steamer had HOME 571 already left her moorings at two o'clock, and gone down the river to the Hook of Holland. The tug which had been ordered, to take them from the Ehine boat to the Harwich steamer, did not arrive for an hour or more ; and it became necessary to consult Sir Arthur as to remaining at Eotterdam until the next day. By this time the vigour which he had gained in the first pleasure of feeling that he was " going home " had ebbed away ; and the doctor was already convinced that he was only kept up by the longing to reach England, and that, this desire accomplished, he could not hold out long. The shadows of unconsciousness had closed with sad frequency about him. But when asked his wishes, he understood the situation, and said again and again, " Get on get on." The run down the river to the Hook of Holland, the tug going full speed, took till half -past eight. The night was clear and fine, but cold ; and when the Harwich boat was reached, and the longed- for shelter was within a stone's throw, a fresh difficulty arose. Cholera had been prevalent on the continent; and although Dr. Nankivell had provided himself with a certificate from Dr. Geisse, sworn before the Mayor and officially stamped at Ems, the Dutch agent refused to allow Sir Arthur to be taken on board without a certificate from a doctor at some place five miles away ; and he was thus kept waiting, exposed to the cold night-air. At length, in response to earnest appeals from his son, the Captain of the Harwich boat took the responsibility upon himself, and Sir Arthur was received on board, where every kindness and attention was shown him. The long delay, exposure, and agitation, however, had been all but immediately fatal. At half-past ten the boat left. The passage was both calm and rapid ; but throughout the hours of that last night there was ap- parently no interval of consciousness to the things of earth. In the early morning, about four o'clock, as daylight dawned and England was sighted, his Nurse said, " We are getting very near home now, Sir Arthur." He looked up and answered, " Yes getting Home." At about eight o'clock in the morning of October 2nd he was carried on shore at Harwich, to the Parkeston Quay Hotel. GOD had given 572 LIFE OF SIR ARTHUR BLACKWOOD him his heart's desire, and had not withholden the request of his lips. After many and most trying. delays, caused by confusion in tele- grams, letters received too late, and finally by the changes in the trains on the 1st of October, those who had been anxiously watching and waiting in uncertainty at Weybourne, reached Parkeston Quay. All the family, excepting his son in Canada, were then gathered round him ; but he remained unconscious. Once, for a moment, he understood that his Wife was there ; and he turned to her and spoke her name. ' ' But though to earthly things his senses seemed to be sealed, I knew that there was One with him in the valley of the shadow of death, and that 'the Voice of His Words' would reach him, when earthly voices failed. And I repeated slowly at intervals some of those Words of life which had long been his comfort and stay ; and the slight restlessness subsided, returning when the voice ceased. "At last, at twenty minutes before eleven, P.M., just after I had repeated the words, ' Thanks be to GOD, which giveth us the victory, through onr LORD Jesus Christ' there came a change. The breathing which had been rather laboured, ceased a look of such quiet rest and peace settled down over his face a gentle breath or two and then all was still ; and we knew that the Home so long desired was reached at last, and that, beholding ' face to face ' the LORD ' Whom having not seen, he had loved ' so long, he was made 'most blessed for ever' 'exceeding glad with the light of His Countenance.' ' " Now just as the gates were opened ... I looked in, and behold, the city shone like the sun ; the streets also were paved with gold, and in them walked many men with crowns on their heads, palms in their hands, and golden harps to sing praises withal. And they answered one another saying, ' Holy, Holy, Holy is the LORD.' "And after that they shut up the gates; which, when I had seen, I wished myself among them." 44 (JJnfif tf$t Z>ag fireaft, anfc flje Bljatoroa ffee aroag." info reef >cfo8er 2, 1893, 61. Bf maJ>e 0tm most" 6feBBeJ> for euer : f$ou 0aBf ma?e ?im etceel-ing TO'f0 f^B countenance. 44 ft. xxi. 0. at fie roiee 60aff e9ine as flje firig?fneB6 of f^e ffrmamenf : an^ furn manj fo rt's^feouanefiB a fi}e sfara for eoer on^ eoer. 44 Dan. xii. :s. Servant of God, well done ! Soldier of Christ, well done ! Rest from thy loved employ ! Praise be thy new employ ! The battle fought, the victory won, And while eternal ages run Enter thy Master's joy. Rest in thy Master's joy. fie to o /. Cor. XT. 57. We " asked life of Thee, Thou gavest it him, Even length of days for ever and ever." Ps. xxi. 4. ** (Jtof Sere/ 4 But ^on^er. * * * * Qt QI'B ^ooiour'6 B^e, 9tm now, in gforjj gforiffeb ! IB fieljtnJ* ! an& on t^e sSintng s^ore. neoer 9earB f0e njtfb njatea 4 ^'sfanf roar f roe rooufo not. %zt> roe e 4 en f$e poroer^ prect'ouB souf for one B^orf Pour to fireoBf t^e fitffonjs. and fo feef f6e fas6 df angrg wafers * * * * HJ?e roou^ rafter efnce in Beart to me roif^ 6im fieneaf$ unc{oube& efties. im et'ng f6e fifeBBeb song of fieaoen. gforifeb. anb man fotgtwen. (573) IN SURE AND CERTAIN HOPE." "AND DEVOUT MEN CARRIED STEPHEN TO HIS BURIAL AND MADE GREAT LAMENTATION OVER HIM." In the Memorial Hospital at Mildmay the shelter for which the difficult and trying circumstances called all that was mortal rested until the day of burial ; and on Monday, 9th October, Sir Arthur was laid to rest beside his Father and Mother, close to the grave where his beloved sister lies, in the Cemetery at Kensal Green. Besides those who were connected with him officially, and who represented the Postal Service in all its Departments, members of multitudes of religious and philanthropic societies were there. But it was the vast crowd of unknown mourners which was most impres- sive. " What has he done to have all this ? " said a woman standing by. And the answer, " Ah, it's because he cared for our souls," gives the key-note of this spontaneous burst of grief. One, describing the numbers, says : " Many, many a great crowd of sorrowing men and women. I wish you could have seen how many loved him, and how his work was following him." But those who stood by his grave were only a fraction of the great company of mourners, all the world over, who have wept for him. Another writes, in October, 1895 : " It was one of the members of my Y.W.C.A. Bible Class who told me that while in an omnibus, going to, or returning from the funeral, she heard one gentleman tell another that 'Sir Arthur Blackwood had been the means of his conversion.' A second, sitting opposite, leaned forward, saying, 'And of mine also'; and then a third added, 'And of mine too.' "When she got out at the station for Kensal Green, she met a number of postmen on their way there, and offered to show them a 37 (577) 578 LIFE OF SIR ARTHUR BLACKWOOD short cut. The man who walked with her was in tears all the way, speaking of the good he had received, and how he mourned his loss. is constantly hearing during his work of his influence upon one and another amongst them ; and was told of one who was entirely reclaimed from drunkenness through his instrumentality, and subse- quently helped into a good position." As soon as Sir Arthur's death was known, telegrams of sympathy and sorrow came pouring in from Post Offices throughout the country. Alike from some obscure country postmistress, or from the head of some great office came such words as those in which the G. P. 0. deplored the death " not only of a most considerate and just Chief, but of a kind and true friend." All were appreciated and most deeply felt. Many of the letters which followed were signed by every member of the staff of the offices which sent them ; and no one could read these letters without feeling them to be the ex- pression, not merely of a respectful sympathy, but of an affectionate sorrow for the loss of a personal friend. " There is a death," said one postmaster to a casual visitor, " in every office in the Kingdom to-day." " We all feel," said one in a London office, " as if we had lost a friend in Sir Arthur Black wood." Many other letters were sent by the various Societies connected with the Postal Service. " We fully realize," was said by one Branch, " that \ve have lost the Father of our Society ; " and one of the many Resolutions of sympathy closes with words whicb express the tone of all, "They feel that they have not only lost their Chief, but one who was a real friend to every Telegraph Boy in the Service, who never spared himself to aid in what he believed to be for the good of the Service, and who always kept before them a noble example of a Christian Gentleman." Such manifestations of regret and sympathy can never be for- gotten. From the mass of Official Telegrams and Letters from abroad, a single illustration is selected. FROM THE PRESIDENT OF THE POSTAL CONGRESS OF VIENNA TO THE POSTMASTER-GENERAL OF GREAT BRITAIN. " In the discharge of my official duties as President of the Postal Congress of Vienna, I have received the most valuable assistance at the hands of the deceased, and may consider myself entitled to bear " IN SURE AND CERTAIN HOPE " 579 testimony to the important and valuable part which fell to the share of the deceased in the work of the Congress, and especially in its most important success, the entrance of the Australasian Colonies into the Postal Union. The high and universal esteem, which the upright- ness and high loyalty of the late Sir Arthur Blackwood were sure to win from all who saw him in the discharge of his official functions, the feeling of true attachment, which the great and kind qualities of his character could not fail to produce in all those who approached him personally, will assure him a lasting memory in the Postal Union ; and in its future meetings there will for a long time to come rise again in the members of the former Congress the mournful feeling of the loss of the President of the first Commission who has so prematurely been cut off from his work. "It is in this sentiment of an universal loss and of a personal bereavement that I present once more to you the expression of my deep-felt condolence, and beg that you will also convey to the Family of the Deceased the respectful sympathy in their great and just sorrow. " I have the honour to be, Sir, " Your obedient Servant, " (Signed) OBENTRANT. " Director-General of Posts and Telegraphs." The estimate of Sir Arthur's character shown in the many official letters and telegrams might be summed up in the expres- sions employed by the Chief of the Bureau International at Berne, when he speaks of him as, " Cet homme si distingue a tons les points de vue, qui a jou& un role si eminent dans les divers Congres de V Union Postal Universal, et dont I'amenite de caractere etait si appreciee par tous ceux qui ont eu le bon- heur d'etre appelles a collaborer avec lui." In the succeeding January Number of "St. Martin' s-le- Grand ; the Post Office Magazine," MB. H. BUXTON FOBMAN, Assistant Secretary and Controller of Packet Services, paid to the memory of his Chief the tribute which he has kindly allowed to appear in these pages. "SiR ARTHUR BLACKWOOD. "THE loss sustained by the Post Office in the death of Sir Arthur Blackwood is one which it is more than ordinarily futile to attempt to gauge by the number and importance of the purely departmental matters associated with his name. Comparatively few of us fully 580 LIFE OF SIR ARTHUR BLACKWOOD realize that, whenever our turn comes to fall out of the ranks, the great machinery in which it is our pride, pleasure, and profit to bear a hand will go on practically as well without us. So vast and far-reaching is the work of the Post Office that disaster would be the necessary conse- quence of a defect of organization whereby the part taken by any one man could not be done worse than he does it without serious and noticeable detriment to the commonweal. There must be no indis- pensable unit in the Post Office. A succession even of Rowland Hills is unnecessary ; and the apes of that great reformer and organizer (generally outside the service) are mischievous rather than useless. It is partly on this ground the ground that no man is indispensable to the continuity of our composite undertaking that the Secretary of the Post Office is necessarily to the majority in the official army rather a mythical than a personal identity. In the very centre of our existence, in the brain and heart of the Post Office, so to speak, in St. Martin's-le- Grand. on both sides of the street, there are men and women who came and went for nearly twenty years while Sir Arthur was among us, and yet never so much as saw that splendid specimen of manhood. Scattered throughout the land there were thousands of his subordinates who, without any reproach on either side, knew little of him but his name, and hundreds who, perfectly aware of many important functions which it was his to fulfil, identified him rather with certain accidents of his life. To such he was not merely or even mainly an official theory, but also, and chiefly, a religious and social theory. On that side it was an accident of his life that the views with which he became identified are associated in the popular mind with extreme austerity ; and hence it came about that, while his personality was less widely realized in the service than might be expected on a superficial view, the conception of him prevalent among those who had no good means of judging was in many essentials a false conception. It is the feeling that in the ranks of my hundred and forty thousands of colleagues this false conception is at large, though probably not actively prevalent, that has induced me to set down for the readers of St. Martin 1 s-le-Grand the facts of Sir Arthur Blackwood's life as far as they are accessible to me ; and pro- minent among those facts are, and must of necessity be, the leading features of his personal character. For those who knew him there is no need for one of their number to address himself to such a task. It is undertaken for those who did not know him ; and many indeed who think they knew him did not. " Born on the 22nd of May 1832, Stevenson Arthur Blackwood was the son of Arthur Johnstone Blackwood, and grandson of Vice-Admiral the Honourable Sir Henry Blackwood, Bart., K.C.B., G.C.H. The Admiral had served under Nelson with high distinction; and Mr. Arthur Black- " IN SURE AND CERTAIN HOPE " 581 wood senior had been a greatly respected civil servant first in the Colonial Office, and then as Groom of the Privy Chamber. Stevenson Blackwood, as he was generally called, was educated at Eton and Cambridge, and was appointed to a clerkship in the Treasury on the 12th of March 1852. In March 1854, he was detached as a volunteer to serve in the Crimean Commissariat Staff. His position was that of Acting Deputy Assistant Commissary General attached to the brigade of the Guards ; and, notwithstanding all that has been said about the bad arrangements of the Commissariat in the Crimea, it is recorded on indisputable evidence that Stevenson Blackwood, at all events, was not only irreproachable, but devoted and energetic in a high degree. He returned to his duties at the Treasury with the Crimean medal and the clasps for Alma, Inkerman, and Sebastopol, and also the Turkish medal for service in the Crimean campaign. 'Fortitude' and 'kindness to the men ' are among the qualities recorded on a testimonial spontane- ously presented to him by the non-commissioned officers and rank and file of the brigade whose hardships and perils he shared. In 1858 a dangerous illness overtook him probably traceable to those hardships. It was ' acute rheumatic fever,' and may have had something to do with his sudden and comparatively early collapse ; for even thirty-five years will not necessarily eliminate from the system the legacies of that insidious malady. At the close of the year 1858 he married Harriet Sydney, Duchess of Manchester, widow of the sixth Duke. The issue of this marriage, two sons and three daughters, all, together with her Grace, survive him. In 1870, a year before the birth of the youngest child, he rendered good service on a Government Committee of Enquiry into the subject of consular fees ; and during the whole of this time he had been carrying on that earnest work by which he is, perhaps, best known the work of a lay preacher and evangelical pamphleteer, and of a determined soldier in the cause of temperance and other forms of self-restraint. " In 1874 the Lords of the Treasury saw cause to create a new ap- pointment in the Post Office that of a Financial Secretary, to be ap- pointed by the Postmaster-General, with the concurrence of their Lordships, to watch the Finance of the department from a Treasury point of view, and to be responsible for it to the Treasury Board and the Committee of Public Accounts. When we heard that a gentleman known about town as ' Beauty Blackwood,' a notable figure in London society, and especially associated with certain well-known workers in evangelical and temperance propaganda, was to come among us and fill the new post, we were not surprised, for the new official had been Estimate Clerk at the Treasury, and was a person of distinction. But that we were pleased, who can suppose ? No body of men likes to be 582 LIFE OF SIR ARTHUR BLACKWOOD told, especially on account of the misdoings of one headstrong man of genius among its number, that it wants looking after as to its money matters ; and there was no very keen desire to be helpful to the new Financial Secretary. On the contrary, the natural resentment was current for a while. One bitter-tongued wag went so far as to let off through a Civil Service newspaper the ribald jest that the Lords Com- missioners, having tried everything at the Post Office and found it in- corrigible, had determined to test the efficacy of prayer. As far as I ever heard. Blackwood took the joke as good-humouredly as he took most jokes : for the rest of us, the humanizing work we are daily en- gaged on has more or less humanized most of us ; and we were shortly won over by the manly and genial qualities of the new Financial Secretary, by his evident sincerity and habitual self-sacrifice, and his clear deter- mination to foster and institute movements calculated to improve the tone and condition of the service. Hence, when he succeeded to the Secretaryship 'with a Companionship of the Bath) in 1880, he had al- ready a good following of hearty admirers and staunch adherents ready to navigate for him the great ship of which he was sometimes called the magnificent figure-head.' More than that much more he cer- tainly became; but, as the present occasion is not one for attempting to settle his place in the history of the Post Office, and I desire not wholly to shun a home question sometimes asked, I would record briefly the conviction that, as compared with other Secretaries of the Post Office, he had less gift for watching and drawing together and dominating the many movements of a vast and complex machinery, less disinclination to trust sectional chiefs with enormous issues, less apprehension of evil from possible conflicts of policy within the Depart- ment, and per contra a higher sense of the need which such a depart- ment has for dignity, popularity, and unbounded presentableness in its Chief, and more infinitely more of the desire to influence for good the great army of workers entrusted to his charge. "From the opening of his term of office as permanent head of the Department the late Secretary took a particular interest in its foreign and colonial work ; and he had here an early opportunity of striking a true note. In 1880 the Postal Union was alive with the determination to set up an International Parcel Post; and a Conference was sum- moned to meet in Paris and discuss ways and means. The British Post Office was of course invited to send delegates to the Conference ; and, notwithstanding the absence of Inland Parcel Post arrangements, and the slenderness of the chance that we should be in a position to adhere to any Convention which might be framed, the new Secretary unhesitatingly recommended that we should be represented at the Conference. He urged that, whether we could or could not set up an " IN SURE AND CERTAIN HOPE " 583 Inland Parcel Post and then join in the International one, it was well that we should not seem indifferent to what was being so warmly dis- cussed by other powers, that our counsels should count for something in the affairs of the Postal Union of whatever kind, and that there was at all events something for us to learn as well as teach at the Conference. The Postmaster-General of the day, adopting this view, delegated the Secretary and the late Mr. Arthur Benthall, who, as Assistant Secretary and Inspector-General of Mails, was dealing with the ques- tion of setting up a Parcel Post in this country. It was in the capacity of attache to the British Delegates, at the Parcel Post Conference of 1880, that I first came into intimate relations with the late Chief. " It is when you travel with a man, especially if you pass weeks in the same rooms with him in a foreign country, that you learn infallibly what he is made of ; and, before I had been many days at Meurice's Hotel with that man, I knew that he was a man indeed, and reckoned him as a friend. There were reasons best forgotten why I was disposed to resist any inclination to come into other than strictly official re- lations with the Chief ; but within a week I was a helpless captive to the charm of his companionship, the broad sunshine of his beautiful, cheerful disposition, and the genuine unselfishness of his character. To the best of my belief there were few men old or young at the Con- ference who were not similarly captured ; and, while I found myself devoting my whole energies to mastering the technical and diplomatic work we had in hand with the added zest of the feeling that I was doing all I could to help a Chief whom I liked and respected, I con- templated with the pride of a common nationality the easy and princely manner in which he made the work go smoothly by the personal re- gard which he inspired. He did not at that time speak or write French really well ; and all our proceedings were of course conducted in French. His speeches and conversations in that brilliant medium were perfectly easy and fluent, but with a pervading sense of translation and a frequency of English idioms which indicated that he did not really think in French. There were many foreigners there who spoke worse, and many who spoke better ; but there was this distinction which the Chief enjoyed, whatever he said the Conference wanted to hear ; and to the best of my belief they always understood him, even when his idiom was most English. The idiomatic mistakes of other speakers were sometimes laughed at Blackwood's never; none ever laughed at anything he said unless he meant them to laugh. "The introduction of Postal Orders into our internal system in 1880, the institution of an Inland Parcel Post in 1883, its extension to our colonies and to foreign countries, and the reduction of the charge for inland telegrams to 6d. in 1885, though matters of which he had 584 LIFE OF SIR ARTHUR BLACKWOOD necessarily to leave the execution in other hands, all drew upon his energies as permanent and responsible head of the Department ; but up to that time he certainly retained extraordinary vigour. During the first four months of 1885 I saw more of him, almost, than in any other equal period ; and it was then that I first had an opportunity to be struck with the notable eloquence and tact which marked his ex- temporary praying. 'Tact' will be thought a curious word to employ in this connexion ; but it is the right word for what I mean. Not only were his pleadings earnest and eloquent ; but, with a delicacy difficult to over-praise, he would use the opportunity of family prayer to deal with the case of any one present who might be in trouble, even if that one were a 'hardened unbeliever' with whom he could not find, tdte-ft-tPtt', a common platform for discussion of religious questions. It was in this early part of 1885 that he revived with great zest and enjoyment his experience of Postal Congress work. The third Congress of the Universal Postal Union was held that year at Lisbon. As senior British Delegate the Chief renewed many of the friendships he had established at the Conference of 1880, and at once made many more. On this occasion he was voted into the important trust of presiding over the First Committee, a task fulfilled with that unassail- able impartiality which distinguished his administration at home. It is on the First Committee of Congress that the important work relating to the world's mail services is done, the settlement of almost everything in the international code relating to postal work proper; and it is reckoned no small merit in a President to leave a colleague to argue and vote for the country he represents and submit to exactly the same chances as other delegates. That was Sir Arthur's method ; and, if that colleague wanted a hearing, he had to wait his chance with the rest ; whether he had to deal with financial problems of grave import, or to support principles involving large issues, the ruling from the chair was delivered with the same inexorable indifference as to what country gained and what lost. But, once out of the presidential chair and moving among the congressists or sitting as a simple delegate in the full Congress, and the inexorable indifference was merged in strenuous support of his colleague or in quick, vivacious initiative, as the case might be. During the many weeks that this went on he kept himself in health by plenty of exercise, mainly lawn tennis and long walks, and yet found time to hold services and deliver religious addresses, to be at all the public functions held in honour of the delegates, and even to seek out specially those who were in trouble, and bring home to them the comforts of that religion of the genuine pro- fession of which he furnished so rare an example. In after years the Chief wore on many occasions, not without relish, the handsome star " IN SURE AND CERTAIN HOPE " 585 of a Commander of the order of Conception, conferred upon him by Dom Luis in 1885 ; but it was of course to the friendships which he made at Lisbon that his mind turned; and he always contemplated with pleasure the probability of attending other such Congresses. "On the 2nd of August, 1887, Her Majesty invested him with the Order of a Knight Commander of the Bath, a distinction to which he was by no means indifferent ; and four years later, when he again came among his Postal Union friends from all parts of the world, his personal influence carried, I think, more weight than ever by reason of this open appreciation of his services shown by his own sovereign. "In the meantime, in 1890, Sir Arthur had an unusual opportunity of giving the Post Office and the public the benefit of his rare gifts in rising to a difficult occasion. Professional agitation had brought about a state of disaffection in the minor establishment, or wage- earning classes, which threatened most serious consequences. A strike among the London letter carriers and the men engaged in the Parcel Post was in an advanced state of organization. At midnight on the 9th of July, the very night when a strike among the policemen of London was imminent, word was brought to the Chief, in bed, that a large body of disaffected men of the Mount Pleasant Parcel Depot had molested some temporary substitutes whom they were instructed by their wire-pullers to call 'blacklegs,' and that a grave state of affairs prevailed. Without a moment's hesitation he rose and dressed, and proceeded with Mr. Lewin Hill to the scene of the disorders. As soon as the refractory men put in an appearance at Mount Pleasant, the Chief, in the exercise of his own discretion, summarily dismissed some sixty of them. Mounting on a table, to obtain a hearing, he spoke to the assembled staff in the most earnest, severe, and appropriate manner, and in the name of the Postmaster-General expelled them from the premises as well as from the Service. The dismissal of these men he caused to be immediately announced among the St. Martin's post- men ; and he followed up his notices by personally superintending at the central office the necessary introduction of some extra hands ('blacklegs') there. While watching the progress of events he was apprised of another incident of importance : thirty-five parcel postmen at the Leicester Square Depot had struck ; and of these he unhesitatingly ordered the instant dismissal. At St. Martin's-le-Grand the result was that the men went out to their deliveries ; and, although the agitators kept up a smouldering fire for a day or two, 'the plague was stayed.' Mr. Raikes, who certainly cannot be accused of overrating Sir Arthur, confirmed all he had done, and put upon record his high sense of the signal service rendered to the State by the Secretary on this occasion. ' To his promptness and spirit in dealing with the outbreak at Mount 586 LIFE OF SIR ARTHUR BLACKWOOD Pleasant,' wrote Mr. Raikes, 'the subsequent collapse of the mutiny in the London Postal Service is mainly, if not entirely due.' And, in ap- propriate words, which none knew better how to choose, the Postmaster- General thanked the Secretary for the 'fearless readiness with which he encountered a most serious and embarrassing combination of circum- stances, the memory of which will ever serve to encourage the officers of the Department to the performance of public duty even in the face of difficulty and danger.' " I was not an eye-witness of any of the strike incidents, and cannot say how the Chief showed, physically, to a close observer. But by 1891 his forces were, I think, perceptibly on the wane. Again at the Vienna Congress of that year he was voted by acclamation to the presidency of the First Committee; again he brought to that task the old inexorable impartiality; again he played most admirably the social part of senior British representative on all public occasions, won the hearts of old and young by those manly and noble qualities already dwelt upon, and followed up old and new advantages in his beloved mission work; and again he was ready, no matter how long before breakfast, to take his place in the tennis courts, or to perform stiff journeys on foot when others were riding in carriages. Still he had that fine buoyancy and hilarity that were so striking. Still he had the humour, the raciness, and the aplomb to stand with a glass of Apollinaris water in his hand for ten or fifteen minutes at one of the banquets, and, in proposing the health of the ladies, deliver an admirably appropriate and amusing speech in that bright, fluent French of his, picturesque with British idiom, and, while perfectly intelligible, full of his own nationality. Still, when occasion offered, he could enjoy a practical joke better than any boy there on one occasion going so far as to get first out of our rooms at the Imperial Hotel on his way to dine at the Embassy, switch the electric light off from the outside, and go off up the corridor with a hearty guffaw while his colleague was left to grope helplessly after him in the dark. And still, when occasion required his serious intervention at the Congress, he could tower up in the might of his six feet three and sixteen stone, in all the dignity and command of his personality, and indignantly beat down factious opposi- tion and injustice to the interests which he represented. But as a rule the timbre of his laugh and speech were not so ringing as of yore. He had minor ailments that indicated decreased vitality; and the strength of his 'drive' and 'smash' at tennis had sensibly decreased. He had a great physique for a man of near sixty ; but it was not the gigantic strength that we had seen in 1885 on Pyrenean slopes outside St. Sebastian, when, stopped by snow on our way to Lisbon, we amused ourselves by a little mild mountaineering. " IN SUKE AND CEETAIN HOPE " 587 "After the Vienna Congress the British Post Office was enabled to realize at length the long-cherished policy of a uniform postal tariff in this country for all parts of the world ; and in regard to that policy as opposed to the 'Imperial penny postage' heresy the Chief held the strongest convictions, and did not spare to support them through thick and thin. "An attack of influenza in the winter of 1891-2 left Sir Arthur con- siderably weakened ; and after that he astonished some of us by avowing, though with great cheerfulness, that he had to pause halfway upstairs for breath. His autumn outing in Scotland did not set him up as usual ; and in the early part of 1893 he went to Bournemouth to recruit his strength. In May he returned to duty, but only for a few weeks ; and even so he overstayed the time named in his doctor's mandate, in order that he might settle the reorganization of the Secretary's Department. On the first of August, the day before he left us for the Engadine, he had been through a series of harassing inter- views, much of the time reclining on a sofa, and evidently very ill. In the evening, when all was done that he could do, I saw him for the last time. He was to start early in the morning; and, hearing that I was in the building, he sent for me to his room at about 7.30. There was a complete transformation. The pressure of grappling with a difficult subject in a shattered state of health being removed, he had sprung into an almost boisterous hilarity ; and, though his face was flushed and thin, I little thought the farewell was the last. Reaching the Engadine while August was still young, he felt himself to be de- clining instead of gaining strength, and soon had to be carried about. A medical friend, who found him out casually, saw the gravity of the situation, telegraphed for a nurse, and undertook to remove the patient to Ems. On a stretcher and mattress he was literally carried right through Europe from the Engadine, by carriage and boat to the Italian Lakes, and then by the St. Gothard Railway, and vifl, Lucerne, Basle, and Mayence to Ems. On the 20th of September, in a dictated letter, he detailed this strange experience, spoke of having had a week of the waters, and mentioned tokens of improvement ; but whatever hope may have been entertained was soon dispelled ; and, serious complica- tions arising, he desired to be brought home. He got no further than Harwich, where he died on the 2nd of October, at a hotel, but sur- rounded by his family. "Such are the main facts of a life remarkable for its unity, integrity, and unselfishness. As hinted at the opening of these remarks, and as evidenced throughout their course, there is really more to be said about the characteristics of his personality than about the external circumstances which were its medium ; and the analysis of a man's LIFE OF SIR ARTHUR BLACKWOOD character is always a difficult and delicate task, especially when he has been so recently among us. "The emotional side of Blackwood's character was the source of his real strength. He was a man of impressions and awakenings. He did not trouble himself about subtleties. Fully competent as he was on the intellectual side, he was a living example of the true and whole- some subordination of mere reason to moral conviction and righteous impulse; and I never met a man who had a gigantic physique and keen tastes under more absolute control. It is easy to preach temperance and practise it too if you do not like alcohol. It is easy for those who have feeble passions and are unimpressionable to lead moral lives. If you cannot sit a horse or handle a gun it is no privation to refrain from sport. It is not difficult to do without good cigars if the very smell of tobacco offends you. To be economical in your expenditure on dress is no privation if you do not know the difference between a good tailor and a bad one. To get up early is a relief rather than a sacrifice for those who, like the hungry Cassius, cannot 'sleep o' nights.' To go through life treating every one you meet frankly as an equal, entitled to your consideration and help, is simple enough if you are so stupid as not to really know where or what help is wanted, are not afflicted with a harassing sense of distinctions between man and man or be- tween woman and woman, and do not know the difference between good manners and bad; and to keep your temper among all the frets and provocations of life is no hard task if your temper is that of an average cauliflower. ' Now how was it with Sir Arthur Blackwood in regard to these every- day matters ? I doubt whether there was ever a total abstainer of a quarter of a century's standing who knew better the difference between good wine and bad; he abstained because convinced that thousands were not strong enough of will to take no more than was good for them. The ills of drunkenness pressed upon him like a nightmare ; and so far as he was concerned, once convinced that his example might help others to resist, there was an end of the pleasures of drink for him. As to his relish for good wine, those who have travelled with him can bear testimony. Voyaging up the Rhine from Coblenz to St. Goar on the way to Vienna, the Chief was sitting apart at the stern of the steamer; the rest of us, having ordered luncheon forward, invited him to join us. 'Presently,' he said, 'but just now the people at that table to windward are having some wine of which the aroma, blown across my face, is most delicious.' And at the Vienna restaurants he would say 'If you take my advice, you will drink Apollinaris or Giesshiibler; but if you must have wine, give me the card and I will tell you which.' "The allurements of fast life in London were not unknown to "IN SURE AND CERTAIN HOPE" 589 Blackwood ; but I was never able to discover that the suspicion of a taint had passed into his character. From his most intimate conversa- tion you might have thought that all 'fleshly lusts that war against the soul ' had been expelled from his being in some former state of existence. I never heard so much as an unseemly expression drop from him. In his youth he had been a sportsman, but he abandoned the pursuit upon conviction. I recal the account he gave me of that awakening. In 1885, when we were studying together at Short- lands House the programme of the Lisbon Congress to which we were about to go as joint delegates, we had walked out into the picturesque grounds for a little fresh air, and were noticing the birds, especially, I recollect, the rare incident of a hawfinch perched at the top of an elm-tree. I asked him whether he ever carried a gun about the grounds. 'No,' he said; 'once I was very fond of shooting; but as I grew more thoughtful I gave it up. It came about in this way I had shot a rabbit but not killed it ; and, as I came to pick it up, the poor maimed creature turned the gaze of its beautiful eyes up at me and drew up one foot as if to protect itself. From that moment I deter- mined that I would never again wittingly hurt one of God's creatures.' Those who have seen him with the devoted collie 'Laddie,' or the old white cat that ranges the house and grounds at Shooters' Hill, can guess how well he kept the vow of that 'awakening.' "As to smoking, the story was virtually the same as that of the drink. He enjoyed a good cigar I have seen him do so, certainly once, I think twice. But he gave up the habit, long before I knew him, as a superfluity and an indulgence, the abuse of which 'might make his brother to offend.' He was too proud ;and self-respecting to do in secret what he would not do before others, and there are but few people in this country who could witness that he ever indulged in the use of the weed which he habitually discountenanced. "Although he was always a well-dressed man, I am certain that he was not extravagant ; that, in fact, he was economical of set purpose to transfer sums from his personal expenditure to the benefit of others. At the same time I could never discover that he fully realized how absolutely independent he was of personal adornment. This point is not wholly trivial as a note of character. He was not naturally with- out what is termed vanity; while his sense of humour was unusually strong: and it is just such a combination that makes a man particular about his clothes. No one knew better when those about him were well or ill dressed. "As to his habitual early rising for purposes of study and work, I recal a conversation of many years ago which comes home to me across his grave with a sad significance. We were comparing notes on the subject 590 LIFE OF SIR ARTHUR BLACKWOOD of early rising, and he turned round, in his bright convincing manner, and said, ' Do you know, Forman, I once calculated how many years I had added to my working life by getting up at six o'clock in the morning ' : he stated the number of years ; but it has escaped me. ' Do you like getting up early? ' I asked. ' Well, I can't say I particularly like it.' he said. Pushed as to whether it was an effort to him, he admitted that it was not done altogether without effort. ' Then,' said I, somewhat grimly, 'have you calculated how many years you have cut off at the other end ? ' The answer was very characteristic. 'Ah I that is in other hands than mine. No, I have not. 1 -The last two of the criteria of self-restraint suggested above were the ones which it was the most difficult to apply to Sir Arthur. So perfect was his social tolerance, so entire and unflawed his imparti- ality in the ordinary matters of life, that it was almost impossible to track his appreciation of comparative merits in the men and women he was thrown with, apart, of course, from open and flagrant misdoings of any of them. It was only in long walks or rambles tSte-d-tdte that the discussion of social or official incidents occasionally brought out the admission that some really objectionable person, whom he would be habitually treating with the same easy friendliness as the best, was really as essentially objectionable to the Chief as to others. Sometimes a twinkle of the eye, in company, would reveal his mind, or a gesture recalling some joke which we might have had when alone, and which no one else understood. But I never heard him apply a hard name or epithet except on account of gross moral delinquency or crime. Once, a long time ago, bitten with curiosity to know what he thought of the manners and conversation of a worthy foreign lady with whom we were much thrown for a time, and on terms of cordiality and esteem, I put the question home to him a little unfairly. He said, Well, if you insist on knowing, the impression left on my inmost mind is that of the most intense vulgarity; but I would not have her or her brother suspect that I had such a feeling for the world!" And most certainly the existence of the feeling never could have been suspected ; for the object of it could not have been treated with more perfect courtesy and respect if she had been a princess. As to what is usually known as a man's temper, those who had the best means of knowing are aware that Sir Arthur Blackwood's disposition was naturally fiery. But during all the years I knew him it seemed to me that he had himself under marvellous control in that respect; and other intimates give the same assurance. Indignant, I have seen him many times, but always with self-restraint and dignity; but anger in its less exalted forms it was rare indeed to witness in him. It was there. I know ; and latterly I learned how to discern it ; a look came "IN SURE AND CERTAIN HOPE" 591 into his eyes a hard, contracted look, at variance with the expression of the well-controlled facial muscles. The expression was comparable with that of a high-mettled horse with its ears back. With that look he would say words that were well within measure, and if you depre- cated his wrath, he was so disconcerted at its discovery that it passed off at once, annulled by the effort of redoubled self-watchfulness. One or two cases in which men have told me the Chief has been angry with them, I have seen reason (perhaps from ulterior knowledge) to discount. There were instances in which, as head of our service, he conceived it his duty to be angry ; but he did not do it well ; and my own belief is that those who have received reprimands from him are not the men who have seen Sir Arthur in his wrath. Once I saw him petulant, and that in public, with a well-meaning friend who was trying to save him from a mistake in the detail of some business. There was nothing worthy of an apology ; and I am assured that the object of his irritation would have been as well satisfied without one. But the Chief's nature was too affluent to slur over a trespass against his own high conception of good manners and good fellowship. Flushed with a generous shame, where no shame need have been, he instantly apologized, and that with 'a manner beyond courtesy,' which more than ever endeared him to those who witnessed or participated in the incident. "These reminiscences, trifling in themselves, are chosen simply for their illustrative significance, as helping us to shape justly our concep- tion of his character the dominant notes of which were intensity of conviction and power of self-restraint. "The one great awakening which dominated all else in his career cannot be made too prominent. The accession of an ardent and active faith in the dogmas of Christianity dated from the time of his service in the Crimea. There he saw men daily dying around him, either killed in battle or brought down by disease ; and the conviction that a man's life should be such as to render death at any moment an in- essential change became overpoweringly strong. In the Christian religion he saw the means of reaching such a state of preparation. I am particular to record the connexion of this awakening with the Crimean War, because what we heard from the pulpit at St. Jude's, on the 9th of October, might seem to be at variance with it. There we were told of a certain ball-room, and the vicinity of a certain chandelier, as the scene of his giving himself up to the Christian faith, heart and soul ; but there is no real inconsistency between the two statements. When Sir Arthur told me of the Crimean awakening, he did not say how long he ' halted between two opinions ' ; and it must be that the quick, irrevocable resolve of Willis's Rooms was the seal put upon what 592 LIFE OF SIB AETHUB BLACKWOOD began in the Crimea. As far as I am any judge of such distinctions, it was a somewhat narrow Calvinism that had commended itself to him ; but this point has scarcely more than a negative significance. It occasionally seemed strange to find a man of his understanding, a man of the world, accustomed to move in all classes of society, the very opposite of insular, full of the knowledge of men and their thoughts gained in foreign travel it seemed strange, I say, at times to hear such an one speak of the Bible as if he were not merely a believer in the plenary inspiration of the book, but conceived of the Authorized Version as having come direct from a Supreme Being. But it was only on the intellectual side that there was any strange- ness at all. The essential point was his strong unfaltering con- viction that he had found a faith by which he could go through life, and through the gates of death, without fear, and that, having found it, it was his duty, as it was his supreme pleasure, to persuade others to share with him that which was large enough for all. Let no one suppose that this strong sense of the propagandist's duty led Sir Arthur Blackwood to unseasonable preachments that he gave offence by forcing his views on those who thought differently. No- thing could be further from the truth. I have heard it meanly alleged that no one could hope to get on in the service unless he were 'a good Christian.' This is the utterance of men who did not know the Chief, and created him in their own image. There is no foundation for it. He was, as has already been said, absolutely impartial in his administration ; and even if he failed to appreciate the guiding principle in the lives of those who were not of his sect, he still trusted them and preferred them, in so far as he found them trustworthy and deserving of preferment. It is true that he used his official position as a means of endeavouring to 'turn many to righteous- ness.' He presided over temperance associations and Christian as- sociations, and never wearied of devoting his gifts of eloquence to the service of his staff. Had he acted differently his profession would have been but the shadow of a shade. It was impossible for him to know that not to one man in ten thousand is it given to gain from the Christian faith the precise complement of his unity of character. When I have heard him ' reason of righteousness, temperance, and judgment to come,' when I have listened to his asseverations that he looked forward with joy to the hour of his dissolution, and the meeting which he hoped to have face to face with the great Founder of his faith, I have been tempted to say, ' But meanwhile, Chief, I know few men who enjoy better this present life and this beautiful world.' If there was a point on which I ever doubted his sincerity and I do not say there was it was this matter of the joy of dissolution. I knew, " IN SURE AND CERTAIN HOPE " 593 of course, that death had no terrors for him ; he was a man on whom the shadow of fear did not seem to have fallen. But it was necessarily reserved for the manner of his end to put the seal of confirmation upon this uncommon attitude of his mind, and round and complete a life most noteworthy for its unity. "And the manner of his end was this: He maintained to the last his cheerful kindliness to all about him and his perfect equanimity in suffering. He spoke unreservedly with his medical adviser about the great question of life or death ; and when he was told that his symptoms were such that only one way out of his malady was open, and that way death, the announcement brought him nothing but what his steadfast faith had always averred. Calling his nurse to him as soon as the doctor was gone, he said, with a radiant smile, ' Nurse, I have just heard such glorious news! I am to die.' And in that frame of mind he passed ' To where beyond these voices there is peace.' " When his death was announced throughout the postal world, many and various were the condolences which we received both officially and privately; and the note of sincerity was prevalent, as if it had been an echo from his own identity. Some wrote of family circles who had once received him, and retained permanently the impression of his virtues ; some co-religionists tempered the poignancy of regret with hopes of reunion in another world through that ' mercy ' of which he was so earnest an exponent. One of the youngest of our colleagues abroad exclaims: 'To think that I shall never more see the beautiful face with the bright eyes and kindly smile, which I recollect so well 1 ' and again, 'I have never received from any man a deeper personal impression, and quite apart from the gratitude which I cannot but feel for a degree of kindness which a man of his age and station will rarely bestow upon a young man like me, his memory will always be present to me as that of a man who made you really believe in a higher side of human nature.' That is the testimony of a man deep in the mysteries of transubstantiation and immaculate conception of whose religious views the Chief was perfectly aware throughout the weeks during which the 'kindness' was shown. So much for the intolerance of Roman Catholicism of which Blackwood has been accused ! It ex- isted, no doubt ; but it was a skin-deep, intellectual intolerance, and did not touch his human sympathies. Those sympathies were as strong for one fellow-creature as another. They made no unworthy discrimin- ation between protestant and catholic, conformist and non-conformist. His heart was large enough for all, even for those who did not share his hopes of meeting in another world, and who, standing at his grave-side 38 594 LIFE OF SIR ARTHUR BLACKWOOD with no better comfort than the recollection of his frendship and the bright nobility of his nature, could but sum up the joy and sorrow of the past and present with a silent Ave atque vale!" The Voluntary Memorial of the whole British Postal Service to their Permanent Chief was singularly appropriate and well-chosen. MR. ARNOLD MORLEY, POSTMASTER-GENERAL, TO SYDNEY, DUCHESS OF MANCHESTER. " January, 1894. " MADAM, Your Grace is, I believe, aware, that as the best means in their power of showing the respect and affectionate regard they enter- tained for their late Permanent Chief, the Post Office Servants resolved some few months ago to raise a Fund for the purchase and mainten- ance of a Lifeboat to be named after him 'Sir Arthur Blackwood.' This, it was thought, would be a not inappropriate memorial of one, with whom the good of others was always the first consideration. " I have now to inform you that the Fund which has been raised towards the object in question amounts to 1115; and as showing how wide-spread has been the desire to do honour to the memory of the late Sir Arthur Blackwood, I may state that this sum is made up, not of any large contributions, but of Shillings, Sixpences, and Pence, and that these have been received from all parts of the United Kingdom, even the most remote. " The Boat when purchased it is proposed to station at Greenore, County Dundalk, where there is no Boat at present, and where one is much required. It is to be 37 feet long by 9 feet broad, a size which is understood to be best suited to that part of the Coast ; and the cost of it is estimated at 800, so that about 300 will be left for mainten- ance. "With Your Grace's concurrence, I propose now to hand over the sum collected to the Secretary of the Lifeboat Institution, to be applied in the manner indicated. " I have the honour to be, Madam, " Your Grace's obedient servant, (Signed) "ARNOLD MORLEY." Besides this Memorial of his Official Life, it was felt that no better tribute could be raised to Sir Arthur's memory than the ENDOWMENT OF A HOSPITAL BED, in connection with the place to which he had been bound by so many sacred ties. The Mildmay Medical Mission Hospital at Bethnal Green was chosen, as that in "IN SURE AND CERTAIN HOPE" 595 which both himself and the Duchess had been interested for many years. A Fund for this purpose is being raised. In the Memorial Hospital at Mildmay Park, where in the Children's Ward he lay during the few days between his death and burial, is also placed his portrait, given by one who owes to his instrumentality the knowledge of a Saviour, in the hope that many may learn through his story to follow him, as he followed Christ. Another grateful friend has also named for him one of the Cots in Miss Weston's Sailors' Eest at Devonport. THE END. ABERDEEN UNIVERSITY PRESS.