THE LIBRARY OF THE UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA LOS ANGELES " Westwiml tlie course of empire takes its way." BKKKKI.KY. THE RETROSPECT, A POEM. IN FOUR CANTOS. BY JOHN AP THOMAS JONES. PHILADELPHIA: J. B. LIPPINCOTT & CO. 1884. Copyright, 1884, by JOHN AP THOMAS JONES. PS PEEFAOE. IN presenting " The Retrospect" to the public the author deems it almost unnecessary to follow the usual custom of an introductory explanation. The poem, which must speak for itself, had its origin simply in the recreation of leisure hours. But, the prompting of its inspiration is freely admitted as having a higher purpose ; for often has the author felt an impassioned desire, as he saw the inarch of progress sweeping away every landmark of the pio neer and early emigrant, to rescue if possible from oblivion, not their historic record, but the memory of that spirit which controlled those days of our Arcadian simplicity. As a narrative poem the style adopted is that flowing, familiar measure easily read, and always popular : while the language aims 759804 4 PREFACE. to be forcible without ostentation, plain without commonplace. The experience of the writer has particularly qualified him for the work; ;is a famil iar intercourse with many of those old characters, now passed away, has, through their lives and their traditions, given him a fund of information : while the landscapes depicted are but the developments of scenery impressed from nature upon his mind. So having finished his task, a pleasure within itself, he presents it to the public, for what it is worth, as the work of one who always loved the picturesque and poetic in the history of his people. THE RETROSPECT. CANTO I. 'TWAS eve the sun had grandly rolled, Through crimson clouds all fringed with gold, In triumph down the west; But left behind, as king of day, His twilight's soft enchanting ray, To meditations blest. A thousand plants, of Summer's bloom, Were blending in one sweet perfume Their breath upon the air ; Where all, in bliss, appeared to fill Life's transient cup without an ill, As once did Eden fair. A stately mansion near us stood Beneath a grand old grove of wood, THE RETROSPECT. Whose ancient roots searched deep the ground, Whose giant limbs on high around Their leafy branches spread above, Like wings that shield a brood of love. This home, beneath this sylvan shade, Was of a taste refined ; Around its handsome colonnade The woodbine sweetly twined : While on the lawn, refreshing, cool, There stood a bass-carved marble pool ; Where nymph-like fountains tossed their spray In crystals o'er a sportive school Of golden fish at play. From thence, we saw the distance bound By chains of mountain foot-hills round ; While in the valley lay A spacious city sending high Her towering steeples, to the sky, Which caught the coming ray THE RETROSPECT. Of rising Cynthia, queen of night, Whose silvery sheen, in ripples bright, Danced on a river, rolling free Through rosy banks, to greet the sea. This landscape, though with beauty spread, Would be to me of little care ; Earth's grandest scenes are cheerless dead ! If woman never enters there. In Eden, e'en, when Time had birth, Who could its loneliness withstand ? But woman came ! the gem of earth, The masterpiece of nature's hand ! Then changed indeed ! how bright the hour ! When radiant beauty spread around Her charms ; which paled the fairest flower That bloomed on man's celestial ground. So on the active stage of strife We'll raise the veil ; displaying life In scenes that might regale THE RETROSPECT. The senses with adventures wild ; Or charm with love's devotions mild ; Like strange Aladdin's tale. Grouped on the colonnade a band Of lassies clustered in their prime, Like fairies from a dreamer's land ; Or goddesses of Homer's time. Their tresses, some retained the ray Of gold that crowned the parting day ; While some, their sable locks so bright, Reflected back the coming night; And this bright group, all young and fair, Sat building castles in the air. An aged grandam sat alone, The queen of life's domestic throne; A link she seemed, by nature cast In silver, with the buried past : Her locks were bleached in sorrow's tide, Fair as the robes that deck the bride ; THE RETROSPECT. Yet stately was her mien and grace, Though care had marked her noble face. Her mind was calling in review The times of fourscore years or more ; Her dreams awoke old scenes anew That long had slept in mem'ry's store. The stars were lighting up the sky; But she their beauty heeded not. The fire-flies were flashing nigh ; Yet things around were all forgot. 'Twas in the past her vision trod, Retracing all her paths of time; Or paused, to view the verdant sod Where sleeps her own best love sublime. It was a pensive hour to dwell On dreamy hopes, or fading past, To thrill the soul with rapture's swell In visions far too bright to last. 'Twas then a lady with an air Of matron grace, relieved from care, 10 THE RETROSPECT. Stepped forth, exclaiming with surprise, As beaming nature met her eyes : Oh, grandma! see! Oh, what a sight ! How grand the moon shines out to-night ! It looks it seems the world awhile Is bathed in nature's sweetest smile ! It was not always thus you've seen This word in tranquil bliss serene: I've told these girls how you could tell Them many a changing story well ; For you are last of all our race Who first had settled in this place. The youthful band took up the plea, While moving round like fairies free, They pressed her hard, in merry glee, To. hear her story told. With zeal they gave her love's embrace, They smoothed her brow, they kissed her face. Until with unaffected grace She gave these tales as told. THE RETROSPECT. \\ My children, I was dreaming how Old scenes have changed, for once the space Below was one wild wood, but now A mighty city fills the place. Great grandeur fell before the hand That came to delve and till the land ; That laid the stately forest low, To gain what labor might bestow. Back, far as mem'ry bears my dreams I see or so to me it seems A village fair, of rural taste, Its church refined, its mansions chaste ; And then a scene, a busy scene, A moving long conies in between That place and after-years. But I will make my theme to-night The changes that occurred in sight ; Tales of the pioneers. My father's bold and restless will Was of a nature naught could still ; 12 THE RETROSPECT. The settled scenes he left behind Were fetters to his iron mind ; So like a royal bird that spread Its wings for freedom, father fled, Away from men ! away he flew ! It mattered not ! he little knew ! Until he found this place to fill The measure of his reckless will. When first we came no human sound Had broke the solitude around, Save but the savage of our race Who prowled the wood in search of chase And I have seen the red man stand In rapt amazement to behold Reared on his choicest hunting land The wigwam of the Paleface bold. 'Twas then indeed sublime to see The untouched forests waving free ; These valleys, far as eye can reach, With ash, the oak, the birch, the beech, THE RETROSPECT. 13 The walnut, elms, were filled in fine With trees unnumbered ; and the pine Crowned like the plumes of royal pride Each mountain-top ; while down the side The cypress and the cedar grew In majesty, to charm the view. That spot where stands yon marble dome, To all my youthful memories dear, Was where my father built his home Of logs, felled in the forest near. With loam and leaves he made it proof In every seam against the roar Of winter's blast, and for the roof He spread with bark the structure o'er. The chimney and the hearth he made Of wicker-work, and overlaid Them both within and out, entire, With mud, to guard against the fire ; But all was strongly built for war : The very planks that formed the door 14 THE RETROSPECT. Were riven from old oaken forms Whose strength had braved a thousand storms. On wings of thought I wander hack To childhood's days, o'er memory's track ; I see them now in every change Of beauty and of terrors strange. When nights were long and winters cold, The wolves would prowl in hunger near, Around the house, while in the fold The frightened lambs all cringed with fear. The bears, the panthers, and a score Of consternations spread before My youthful path, when yet a child I ventured in the forest wild. But violets sweet, and daisies bright, And roses wild allured the sight, And made me all forgetful roam In realms of beauty round my home : And madly, too, I loved the rills, The ceaseless music of the hills, THE RETROSPECT. 15 Ere they their final leap would take, To rest forever in the lake. But oh, how changed ! those waters feel Upon the lake the ploughing keel ; Those dancing rills are led to trace Their sluggish way along a race, Until each bridled stream is made To turn the grinding wheels of trade. But we should not repine though gone, Great nature's charm for at the dawn Of culture, came in beauty's stead, Security instead of dread ; Security to live in peace ; Security for honest toil ; Security for that increase Which wastes not as the huntsman's spoil. Not long alone were we, for soon Another came, I think 'twas June? The second June, when all was bright ! A stranger paused before a sight 16 THE RETROSPECT. As fair to see as e'er the earth Displayed since Mother Nature's birth. The man was of colossal size ; Strong as an oak ; with eagle eyes : Quick as a panther, and as bold A man as ever dared the wold. The wife, in contrast by his side. Unfit to stem life's stormy tide, Was of a nature calm and mild ; And she was God's anointed child. One child had they, but one, and he Was like his father strong and free, While from his mother's soul he drew The grace of God that made him true. And this was Reuben, bless the boy ! Who through my days of childhood's play Was my protector, guide, and joy, And in my after-years my stay. Once, I remember well when we Went forth to greet the fragrant spring; THE RETROSPECT. |7 Went forth in youth, with spirits free, When song was on the feathered wing ; For all the grove seemed then alive With birds, and bees, in nature's hive. The birds sang love-songs in the bower ; The bees sipped honey from each flower ; While we went forth to hail with pride The vernal, charms on every side. Yes, we beneath those arbors green Of arching boughs in heedless play, Went onward, charmed with every scene, Regardless where their paths would stray, Went onward, weaving garlands sweet, Of buds and blossoms at our feet ; For he declared, from east to west He'd cull the gems of Flora's best, To twine a diadem for me ; The peerless queen of Flora's lea. But soon beclouded was that dream ; For in a glen where scarce a beam 18 THE RETROSPECT. Of searching sunlight's strength could learn The depth of that dark vale of fern, We lost our way ; yes, lost our pnth, As if the spirit, dark, of wrath, In evil mood, had come to blight That glow of transient blisses bright. Lost! lost! I know that awful sound, With solitude supreme around. It checked my blood like winter's blast; That moment seemed indeed my last ; For all in terror, where I stood, I saw but danger's boundless wood. But in his strength, of manly might, He led me where a sunbeam bright Broke through a glade; and as he smiled He asked me, " Are you yet a child ?" A child ! As I that question caught, It raised a strange, o'erwhelming thought, For I had sprung as girlhood grows, A bud just blooming out a rose. THE RETROSPECT. 19 And oh ! estranged ! there seemed to yawn Between me and my friend of old A wondrous gulf, when reason's dawn Revealed myself of woman's mould. Instinctively I shrank away, Doubt, fear, on that eventful day, Possessed ray soul, till Reuben's mind Displayed itself in acts refined In self-reliant courage rare ; In gentle words, in tender care ; Until my feelings soon regained That confidence his life sustained. Bold was his step while leading on : Light as an antelope and free ; One well might deem all danger gone Who had the privilege to see. But as I watched each anxious look With which his roving eye would stray, I saw with every path he took 'Twas hope alone that led the way. 20 THE RETROSPECT. Then I to cheer him, o'er and o'er Went prattling fancy's mystic lore, To draw from superstition, hope Found only in diviner scope : For where religion fails to hold A people in its sacred fold, Their hungry souls are sure to cling For comfort to some occult thing. So in that wild, unsettled life The daring pioneer must lead, He finds but little through the strife On which the Christian soul can feed. The very nature of his mind Has rent him from a world refined And sent him, like a morning ray, The herald of a coming day. We had no caste distinctions there; The learned, the coarse, the tender fair Leaned all alike on common might, For safety, in a savage fright. And superstition's idle dream Held almost every hope supreme : THE RETROSPECT. 21 They pow-wowed o'er their sick for health ; Misfortunes came by witches' stealth, And great were they whose charm could break The coil of the wizard's snake. One wild old waif surpassed them all ; Her land, her lineage, none could tell ; O'er spirits great, or spirits small, She claimed to hold a magic spell. Half savage, and half civilized, Old Cora seemed, and highly prized The faith, the honor, and the dread Her very presence round her spread. A captive maiden, crushed, a slave Her lot had been to serve her brave ; Till hardship ploughed each gentle trace Of woman from her wrinkled face ; Then, like a sibyl-crone of old, She gained a power uncontrolled O'er Indian, and the white as well ! For none disputed Cora's spell. 22 THE RETROSPECT. Her tales were those I told that day, To cheer us on our doubtful way. Tales of the Fairy Spirits bright, Born, as she said, of air and light ; When Spring returns with all her cheer, The mother of the fruitful year. These tiny elves seemed in her mind To hold a spirit place refined ; Created for the special good Of guarding mortals in the wood. I've heard her tell with zealous vim, Tell how they came in fairy-trim ; Tell how the snow-drop, blooming white, Was planted first by their Frigid Knight As he came in furs, to prepare the way For the King and Queen, In their beautiful sheen, At the head of their grand array. And how the Queen, on her butterfly, Rode with her maids of honor nigh ; THE RETROSPECT. 23 While the monarch bold, On his bug of gold, Led his host with banners high ; With flaunting banners ! but instead of drum, The music he brought was the wild-bees' hum, Who fed, from their bags of honey-dew, The motley throng of the Fairy crew. And the rank and file would gather, she said, Gather by night, in a moonlit glade ; In mirth and might, yet ceased their sport To build a throne for their royal court ; All built of th' soft white silver-light That falls from the moon on a Fairy-night. But the beautiful Queen was the brilliant theme That roused the crone to her brightest dream. Clad, as she said, in gossamer blue, That changed and turned to every hue The Fairies from the rainbow drew, Or robbed from even* flower. 24 THK RETROSPECT. And the crown she wore was a golden stream The Fairies plucked from a morning beam ; Twined and twisted, with many a gem Of rosy-dew, in a diadem That glistened through the bower : Where all supreme "she ruled in might; While forth her King, with armies bright, Sped out to guard their wood by night; In pomp of Fairy power. Here Cora's face would darkly scowl, Her voice assume a sullen growl, As she described old Giant Grim ; His bulky form, his massive limb, His staff made of a lofty tree With which he strode the forest free, Or stalked across the hills, to steal A brace of mortals for his meal. Then bright her wrinkled features grew, As wild her zeal and fancy drew THE RETROSPECT. 25 The fall of Giant Grim. 'Twas on a night, the moon shone bright, The Fairy choir, by its light, Had sung their evening hymn ; When all were startled by the sound Of screams; and by the trembling ground, That told the Giant prowled around, With mortals in his hand. Then to her herald-cricket gave The Queen command, to call the brave Around the trysting-tree, to save That earth-born helpless band. The Fairies hearing, left their mirth In swarms, from trees, and caves of earth ; They left, from where the blooming rose Concealed* the butterfly's repose ; And from the ferns, where waters leap Along the rock-bound chasm deep, To do their Royal King's command ; As guards of their enchanted land. 26 THE RETROSPECT. And as her tale went on to say, The King arrived in armed array; Where, mounting on his toadstool -stand, He hailed his legions of command ; And made in hurried accent loud This proclamation to the crowd : " Ye Braves ! we have a word to say, Stands here a single knightly fay Who lance in hand, amid this gloom, Will save these mortals from their doom? If so ! we pledge our Crown and Life, Our Royal Child shall be his wife !" Forth stepped a knightly fay of fame, She said 'twas Fairy Dare, by name ; His tiny form, right brave to see, Was armed a soldier cap-a-pie. * His helmet was a skull, bleached white, Of humming-bird gained in a fight ; The plates that formed his coat of mail Were gold and silver ; each a scale THE RETROSPECT. 27 Of tiny fish, wrecked on the strand Where surging oceans storm the land. " My Liege," the little knight replied, " One word before I leave your side ; My lance unbought is for the right ; At your command I charge to-night : And if I die, let no one say I died a mercenary Fay, Or that I failed my King's command, Till purchased by his daughter's hand ; If I return I now disown All claims; unless from her alone." Then to the air he spread his wings, Two gauze-like, gilded, speckled things, And like in size but as a fly, Dare perched on Grim's great shoulder high, Where long he held his thorny lance, Awaiting but a Fairy's chance To work his purpose well. 28 THE RETROSPECT. He climbed the hair and eyelids near ; Explored within the Giant's ear ; But not a vital spot he found In all his explorations round, Till in a weary spell The Giant sought refreshing sleep ; Beneath a thicket dark and deep, Where scarce a moon-beam fell. Then for his work the Fay prepared, When searching round he found, forsooth ! A chance that desperation dared, A cavern in a hollow tooth. So, in the tooth without reserve The Fairy hid, to try his game, Of battling on the laughing nerve ; The nerve that ruled the Giant's frame. I cannot now, at this late date, Do justice to, or half relate Old Cora's story of that strife The Fairy waged for human life. THE RETROSPECT. 29 But from his cave, all undeterred, The Giant's tongue with might he speared, Until the wood and hills around Were moved by one unearthly sound Of laughter loud ; that scarce a bird O * Has since that night in song been heard ; Except the owl, who in dismay Screams frightful yet for dawning day. But Dare he tickled, might and main ; He scratched, he thrust, he charged again ; While Grim with howling laughter rolled, For laughter all his force controlled, Until he weak, and weaker grew, As he in fierce contortions threw Himself around, and gasped for breath, Till Dare had tickled him to death. Then Cora told in mirthful glee How merry Dare leaped forth to see The helpless mortals safe and free ; 30 THE RETROSPECT. And how he blew his tiny horn ; And how the signal back was borne, That called the Fay of phantom light With all his Jack-a-lanterns bright; Who lured the lost bewildered through The wood to homeward paths they knew. These tales, and more, I told that day, A parrot keeping fear at bay ; And I in faith, indeed, believed Those tales, as truths by most received. But looking up, I saw revealed In Reuben's smile a doubt concealed, That banished every hope I drew Of help from Cora's Fairy crew. Oh ! I remember every trace Of Reuben's frank, expressive face, As I besought him thus to tell What he believed of spirits fell. I told him, father said a youth He was of deep discernment keen ; THE RETROSPECT. 31 And begged him, O, to tell in truth If he had e'er a fairy seen ? For I have heard grim stories old, I said, of ghosts and giants dread ; Until my very blood ran cold, And terror dazed my reeling head. But you are always calm and still ; You seem to fear no earthly sound; What is it that controls your will ? Are there no terrors lurking round ? IVe often dwelt in quiet dream How grand it is to be like you ; And longed to drink that precious stream, Which makes a life so brave and true. " I never saw," he said, " nor could, These air-born spirits of the wood. - They spring from superstition's brain, Or from the poet's dreamy strain, To terrify, or please the mind, Of ignorance, or taste refined. 32 THE RETROSPECT. But one I know, of passing worth, A fairy form-like child of earth, Who far excels in beauty rare Your figment spirits of the air. 'Tis not her robes of gaudy glow Plucked from the storm-cloud's brilliant bow, But sparkling eyes dark as the night, A heart supreme in all that's right ;" But modesty forbids me tell His glowing words of praise, that fell, Like sounds eolian, on my ear, And thrilled me with a love sincere. I answered not. I could not speak. I felt the crimson in my cheek : But with an impulse naught could check I threw my arms around his neck ; For in my breast had burst the same Bright glow that rose from Eden's flame, When God first gave to man in bliss The rapture of Eve's loving kiss. THE RETROSPECT. 33 True love is life's celestial flame, A lamp that lights earth's darkest hour, It was a bridal-gift that came When man, a new created power, Walked in the rich ambrosial grove Of Eden, ere he fell from grace : 'Twas God his Maker gave him love, Before he lost that sacred place. It was the only gift divine He bore from thence. It never dies ! 'Tis Heaven's own ! and yet 'tis mine ! To bless the earth ! and bless the skies ! O, sacred thought ! I wait the store When I shall join my friends above, Where we shall meet, to part no more, Around the hallow'd throne of love ! That day, on rapture's pinions bright, Care took an eagle's airy flight Awhile away ; till terror's dread Aroused us to those dangers spread 34 THE RETROSPECT. Around us there, and changed the dream Of earth to hope's almighty theme. He cheered me on with tales of love, Celestial love, how God above Beholds our wants, and sends us aid Unseen, in every form : he said, " God sends us blessings in each shower ; He breathes from every perfume-flower ; He whispers in the rippling rills ; He made the everlasting hills; And do you think He would forget A soul on which His seal is set ? That seal that binds us to His shrine Of hope eternal ; all divine!" Then smilingly, he said, "And you Have wondered whence the stream I drew, Those waters that have made me hail With coldness every idle tale, That fills this grand majestic place With people of a goblin race. THE RETROSPECT. 35 " Know then, that stream the saints revered ; 'Tis inspiration's Holy Word : Through every page salvation flows ; There, Glory's crown of mercy glows ; And there alone can sorrow find The bairn that heals the wounded mind." I then knew little of that Book, For hope- eternal's shining brook Had scarcely cast its flaky foam Around my good, but worldly home. But Reuben's soul was like a star Lit from the shining gates, ajar, And cast that day its light o'er me; A light that set my spirit free. He first described in flights superb The beauty of the Sacred Word ; How by the voice of God divine The sun and stars were bid to shine ; And how the cloud of glory rolled Through Zion's temple, lined witli gold ; 36 THE RETROSPECT. And closed, at last, where John relates His visions of the pearly gates. And then he spoke of Giant Grirn ; Of Satan's power ; and told of him Who prowled, and prowls the stricken earth In fury since creation's birth. How by ambition's fault he fell, An angel peer, to rule in hell ; And how he wears a subtle smile, The thoughtless worldlings to beguile, As raving through the earth he strolls : The ruin of immortal souls ! But when he touched that theme above All other themes, the theme of love, His mind ! his soul ! his spirit fired ! He spoke! he looked ! like one inspired. And in my mind I saw the view Of Jesus crucified he drew. THE RETROSPECT. 37 J saw the crown of plaited thorn ; The sacred brow of mercy torn ; The crimson drops of hallow'd blood, Each drop a world's redemptive flood. I saw the anguish of the eye ; I heard the Mediator cry ; While from the cross appeared to shine Refulgent beams of light divine. That day its mem'ries sweet remain ; For I, that day, was born again ! Born in a wilderness untrod By Christian foot, a child of God ! Born of the Spirit ! Thought sublime! O, who unmoved can on it dwell ? A life that knows no roll of time ! A holy gift! a hallow'd spell ! A person of the Triune one, The Comforter sent by the Son ; We scarcely dream a Godhead form Keeps every Christ-born spirit warm. 38 THE RETROSPECT. To mortal minds His hallow'd course Seems often but a subtle force, Like dews that fall upon the earth, To feed the things of soulless birth. Yet strange ! to some He comes with power, As lightning through a summer shower; To strike the proud the haughty down ; Like rocks rent from the mountain's crown. While some, in grace, grow like the gem Of vernal life, on nature's stem, A doubtful speck that's scarcely seen, A larger bulb of leafy green, A bursting bud, a brilliant bloom , That fills the air with sweet perfume. I've seen myself a man of sin Touched by a monitor within ; Who trembled like the aspen leaf When first he heard, with bitter grief, The lost estate of those who scorn The blessings of the sacred born. THE RETROSPECT. 39 I saw him bowed in anxious prayer, I heard him cry in wild despair ; When to his soul the Spirit came And filled with light that child of shame. His form changed not; his rough, scarred face Lost not a single earthly trace ; But when he spoke profaneless, calm ; We found the wolf was born a lamb. That man to sin was shackled fast, Till Jesus cleansed him from the past. But to my tale : The sun for rest Was fast descending in the west, When, wearied, near a gnarled old oak, W"e tarried by a spring that broke, As if to cheer our dark despair, Bright from a rock, in crystals clear. We bathed our faces, drink refreshed Our anxious hopes, by fear oppressed ; When turning round I asked him there, To plead of God a guide in prayer. 40 THE RETROSPECT. Grand was that orison he made, That God would guide us from that glade It sparkled, like the dewy leaf, With sacred faith and firm belief ; And poured in love's most earnest plea, It seemed a prayer alone for me. The prayer was done. The quiet hush Was broken by a rustling bush, That startled both with sudden doubt, When father's dog sprang wildly out ; And dancing, leaping from the ground, As if he felt the lost were found, Went circling round, and ran before, A guide to rny own father's door. That day was one with danger fraught, ^hat day was one of sacred thought : Yet blest is still to me that day I learned to love, and learned to pray. CANTO II. THE great-grandmother paused, for here Her story reached its seeming close ; Amid those scenes, to memory dear, Where hope had found repose. Amid those scenes, while years remain, The aged love to walk again ; Transported o'er a world of care To youth's Elysian fields of air. But those around, with youthful praise, Besought her to recount her days That followed those in that wild grove; And tell the sequel of her love. But she, the ancient, dwelt in thought Like one by seeming doubts overwrought, Until her eye revealed the span Of doubt was past; and thus began : 41 42 THE RETROSPECT. No dream of words can ever paint Devotion fond, sublimely true: Love-pictures are but shadows faint The poet's genius spreads to view. True hearts, like crystal drops that meet Upon the petal of a flower, Are blended in one union sweet; Defying fancy's brightest power. Love smooths the troubled path of life; For, like the calm and limpid tide, It flows above the ills of strife ; As waters o'er the rocks they hide. And so the world rolled smoothly on, Nor marked we how the years swept by, As time entwined our souls as one, In love, in hope, in rapture's tie. The seasons changed, enchanting flew, Without a change between us two ; Although, by observation, they Are often types of love's display. THE RETROSPECT. 43 We see the south winds softly bring Coquettish promise in the spring; Then turn and fly with all their charms, And leave the world in winter's arms. So oft the doubtful lovers fly ; A yearning youth, a maiden shy, When but devotion's earnest sigh Would melt the frost of folly's fear, And bid the bloom of hope appear. All bliss was ours. A buoyant time Swept over Reuben's spring, and mine : No storms disturbed our peaceful rest, No icy doubt chilled either breast. For us sweet Flora, through the bowers, Strewed nothing but her choicest flowers. Then tranquil summer bright in June Comes with her ripening rays above, Comes with the mocking-bird's sweet tune, Comes with her brilliant beams of love That strengthen day by day ; 44 THE RETROSPECT. Until the swain, where labor spread The seed of faith, beholds his bread In harvest's rich array. So love's implanted faith sublime Grows stronger 'neath the roll of time, Like to that blazing orb on high, Undimmed, undying in the sky. All brilliant were our summers, we Were rustics then both strong and free, Who gathered in the field With all the neighbors round, for hands Were few in those fresh broken lands, To harvest in the yield. And merry were those days, when all Each other helped, both great and small, And swelled at noon the chorus long, That lengthened out the harvest song. Where Reuben reaped, I followed there, To bind with skill, and loving care, Our golden sheaves, and have them stand The praise and pride of all the band. THE RETROSPECT. 45 Then when at eve the twilight's ray Dispersed the laborers of the day, We homeward strolled, while all was still, Save but, perhaps, the whip-poor-will, And talked love's air-built castles o'er : The garners of youth's hopeful store. Then Autumn, in her gaudy pride, A transformation comes, a show Of beauty, as the forest wide Displays its changing leaves aglow ; Like love's life-sunset when the twain Have reached their autumn, sans a stain. In their kaleidoscope of years, Unblighted by remorseful tears, They see revolving o'er and o'er Their brightly-tinted days of yore ; Or see around the ripened fruit, Of children trained without dispute; Where aged, honored, parents blest May pillow on aifection's reast 46 THE RETROSPECT. But discord sows u bitter seed ; When age shall feel devotion's need, Alone, they'll find, though sorrow grieves, But Autumn's dry, dead, cheerless leaves. The seasons changed, the seasons flew, Without a change between us two. Our love was like the pine as seen ; It lived in strength a fadeless green Through summer's suns, and Avi liter's roar, Till time to Reuben was no more. E'en when the howling Winter came With sleeting storms and driving rain, It still had pleasures in its flow; Though earth was shrouded o'er with snow. For brighter than the sparkling lights Of jewel stars, on frosty nights, Are lovers' hopes ; when round the blaze They talk, and dream, of brighter days. I often stop to ponder how The things have changed 'tween then and now: THE RETROSPECT. 47 This house so grand, with comforts rare, Its frescoed walls, and finished stair, Its velvet floors, and stately dome, And wonder can it be my home. And strange it seems from far below The furnace sends its pleasant glow Of heat so mild, through every room, That melts away the winter's gloom ; As if the art of man could bring The fairy breeze of endless spring. And when I wander through yon mill The sight around seems stranger still ; The spinning-mule's unnumbered reels Have far eclipsed the rustic wheels, And cast a blessing o'er the land, Where once the overburdened hand Of woman, night and day to win But comforts small, would toil and spin ; To spin and toil she seemed a slave, Between the cradle and the grave. 48 THE RETROSPECT. Yet all these modern things of art May be but trammels on the heart ; That throbs in forest homes as free As boughs wave on the mountain tree. Our cabin home, i know it well. No royal palace can excel, In charming bliss, the winter night, When hearts were warm and sorrows light ; As we sat 'round the blazing hearth All buoyant love, all simple mirth, To tell the ventures of the day, Or watch the young at rustic play. And when I hear the modern strain It wafts me to that home again ; And in my heart I keenly feel The music of the spinning-wheel, When I would sit with Reuben nigh And spin the flax, that seemed to tie Our hearts, our hopes, our thoughts as one, With every thread my fingers spun. THE RETROSPECT. 49 But many a day's auspicious morn Has been ere noon all tempest torn ; Yes, many a ship of royal power Has foundered in its proudest hour ! Once, when the broad green woodlands round Seemed wrapped in lasting peace profound, A band of wealthy strangers came, As huntsmen searching after game. A guide they sought around our place, One skilled ; who knew the wary chase ; And pressed my Reuben, whom they made Their leader, through the woodland-glade ; For he was formed by nature's hand, A man majestic, to command ! There was among that stranger train A popinjay, of follies vain ; Who pleaded sickness, want of care ; A nurse among the ladies fair ; And stayed behind, to play the part Of foolish suitor for my heart. 50 THE RETROSPECT. He told me tales of foreign climes ; He changed his theme to rapture's rhymes ; He spoke of mansions rich and grand ; And placed them all at my command. But O ! the contrast grandly shed A halo round rny Reuben's head ; That weakling, to my darling one, Was as a rush-light to the sun. Three fleeting days had scarcely passed Since Reuben forth the hunters led Before our homes were overcast With deep solicitude and dread : For near the spring, we found around Deep Indian footprints o'er the ground ; Revealing death, and savage war, In ambush near each scattered door. Then darkly deep spread terror's shade, For out preparing in the glade The men, or nearly all, had gone As trappers for the season long. THE RETROSPECT. 51 But Reuben and my father strove To fortify there in the grove Our home, the strongest and the best Built on the frontier of the west. And there the scattered people came, The young, the old, the weak, the lame ; But when the men were counted o'er, The stranger only numbered four. . That day of days ! that awful day ! The trembling crowd, with anxious flush, Watched every movement of each bush ; For every bush, to all the crowd, Was but grim Death's dark lurking shroud ; The wolves we kept at bay ! Till day had measured out its span, Then oh ! Death's carnival began ! That night ! O night ! that horrid night ! Oh, could but mercy quench that sight! For when I see the leaping flame The horrid vision turns my brain ! 52 T H E RETROSPECT. Each Indian brought his fagot store, By stealth, and placed them near the door ; Then with a fiend's malignant ire They lit that pile of dreadful fire ; The smothered smoke soon told the tale, How naught but daring could avail ; The strong the weak sought to inspire With hope, as higher rolled the fire ; While all the hordes of open hell It seemed, had joined the war-whoop yell. Despair then nerved those arms of oak ; But few and hurried words were spoke; When wide the door was open flung ! And quick to death ! and danger sprung ! Bold, noble hearts, who sold their lives To save their children and their wives. But courage there could not avail ; For I, of all that peopled dale, Was left alone to tell How by the blazing glare of light They stood unequal in the fight ; THE RETROSPECT. 53 And how, at bay, each daring brave, Without the power to strike or save, By savage marksman fell. Then, oh, the scene ! the scene I saw ! No tiger ever licked his claw For blood that from his victim flew With half the zest those Indians drew Of transport dark, while gloating o'er Our writhing children's reeking gore ! But from the house, when wrapped in flame, The last of all, the stranger came ; Not like a man, but raving wild, He prayed for mercy like a child. I swooned, And when that night again I saw through my bewildered brain, The scene was changed, in that dark hour It looked to me like Pluto's bower. I saw a fire, a savage band, In groups around a victim stand . 54 THE RETROSPECT. I saw the stranger, tightly bound, In torture writhing on the ground. I heard his wild, his piercing cries; I saw them sear his gleaming eyes; Then with a fiendish impulse dire, They cast him on their smouldering fire; And danced the war-dance, in their pride, Until their helpless victim died. Then stirring up their fire, till late, They wrangled o'er my trembling fate ; When near a hideous Indian came, A savage chief of bloody fame, Who claimed, in English, that my life He saved to be his pale-face wife. Just then I saw the rifles' flash. I screamed to hear their welcome crash. Each friend had marked his savage well ; For every flash an Indian fell. Surprise, and consternation dread, Dispersed the rest; all quickly fled, THE RETROSPECT. 55 Except the one that sought my charms ; He grasped me in his brawny arms, And strove to make my form his shield, While backing, sullen, from the field. But one there was among that train Who never drew his mark in vain ; I saw his face reflect the light, As I have seen the moon by night Reflect its cheering beams aglow O'er hope's despairing paths below. His shot was well reserved, to see How best it might be used for me, Then with a nerve-controlling will He raised his rifle, calmly, still, But I was made so close a screen The Indian's form was scarcely seen : At last his head showed but a trace, A flash ! his brain besmeared my face ; And I could draw sweet freedom's breath, Though folded in the arms of death ! 56 THE RETROSPECT. The hunters came, but ah ! too late ! Too late to change the doom of fate ! They found but death around the place Where all was life before the chase. Then hard upon the savage trail They pressed, to see what might avail, But failed to reach the camp before The tophet-dance of death was o'er. As Reuben reconnoitred round He saw me pinioned, on the ground, Then gave in haste his hurried plan, How every one should mark his man ; That he alone would save me, there, Or perish in that savage lair. The work was done ; but oh, the sorrow ! His all were gone, but me his Laura ; And as I stood there breathing free, He was the all fate left to me. I soon became my Reuben's bride ; Both one in love, naught could divide, Till death removed him from my side, THE RETROSPECT. 57 And left me years ago Alone in this cold world, to wait Till we shall meet within that gate Where Christ receives his own in state; The ransomed from below. The smoke that rose that tragic night Rolled o'er and filled the land with friglit, As when the Lord's avenger swept Through Egypt's skies, while Egypt wept Beneath those dripping wings of dread, That left in every home its dead. The frontiers mustered in their fright ; The nation marched in martial might; The drum, the fife, the trumpet's sound Through days and nights re-echoed round ; And told the tale, how savage war Had roused the land from shore to shore. My Reuben, like a star of fate, Rose o'er the tumult grand and great ; 58 THE' RETROSPECT. His light became the guide of all Who gathered at the nation's call : And rapid as the meteors fly, His brilliant course swept upward, high ; Until he held supreme command Of all the forces of this Ian ' . His very presence seemed to fill The soldiers with a dauntless will ; While with a corresponding fear The savage held his presence near ; For some believed the spirit Death Obeyed the white chief's flaming breath. The war rolled on with fearful force; Destruction widely strewed its course With tattered wigwams, scattered graves, Green couches of unnumbered braves, Who fell believing valor's hand Could purge the white man from their land. But Reuben's soul was bowed in grief, To see them fall, as falls the leaf, THE RETROSPECT. 59 And perish where they fell : He sent to every tribe that bore Their totem in that cruel war, And bade them each their bravest gend, To meet in council, friend with friend, In kindly greeting well. Time passed, but yet, at last they came ; Dark, sullen chiefs, of horrid fame, In all their war-paint's fierce display, In blankets robed, in plumed array ; With arrows, tomahawks, and knives, And scalps displayed, that told the lives Each dastard slew ; and how he tore The vanquished victims of the war. Arrangements then and there were made To hold this council in the glade, Where all was settled, as discreet, That Indians and the whites should meet 60 THE RETROSPECT. Unarmed, except each leader grand, Who came arrayed as in command. I saw that council ; 'twas at night ; Within the centre, glowing rose A fire that cast o'er friends and foes A weird-like phantom light. The Indians round, upon the ground, Appeared like ogres; not a, sound Fell from their lips ; while those who came For us, commissioners of fame, Seemed moved by every fleeting change, Of novelties around them strange. At last the General Reuben rose, Eyed by his fierce, relentless foes, And thus addressed, in mercy's strain, Why peace should bless the land again : " Ye braves ! to-night around this fire We welcome every Indian sire ! THE RETROSPECT. Q] We meet you here to stay this wrong That has accursed the land so long ! No woman's spirit nerves the whites When striking for their home, and rights ! And well we know, a truth sincere, An Indian never knew a fear ! But much we grieve to see the hands Of soldiers armed, with swords and brands ! To see for naught your heroes die ! To hear your helpless orphans cry ! And now we pause to ask you why ! Why shall we spread in death's array Your braves as food for birds of prey? Why shall they not live, love, and roam In peace these forest glades their home? Ye love your homes ! ye do them wrong To battle with my people strong ! They would not strike if you would give Them friendship for their love, and live In peace and faith like brothers should, That dwell together in the wood ! 62 THE RETROSPECT. The same Great Spirit made us both ! The same Great Father marks the growth, Of all his children ! why shall we Contend against a fixed decree ? Why shall we not this slaughter cease? And why not smoke the pipe of peace ? Why bury not the hatchet here, In honor, faith, in love sincere, And live beneath those laws that shed Their peaceful blessings o'er each head ?" Then all was quiet ; not a breath Seemed moving o'er a scene of death, When like the rustling of the leaves The great Plausawa, chief of chiefs, Arose, and I remember well That man who seemed an evil spell. His form was over middle height ; Compact, elastic, quick, and light ; His features like a vulture's beak ; An eagle-eye that well could seek THE RETROSPECT. 63 An unprotected place away, Where he could swoop, and sweep his prey. His face was painted red and blue ; Around his graceful form he threw A panther-skin ; a royal gear, Of eagle plumes and beaver-fur, Adorned his head ; while, girt, he wore His deadly weapons used in war. And there this man, of fortune ill, Arose and thus expressed his will : " Brave Sungernumby,* hear ye me ! The Spirit Great but smiles when he Beholds his red men roving free ! Yes, roving in these woodlands deep He gave his forest-sons to keep ! Then why shall we that race admire Who brought his people liquid fire?f Who came with lightning! in their hand ! Very strong man.* f Whiskey. J Fire-arms. 64 THE RETROSPECT. Who came to desolate the land ! Whose love is in their blazing brand ! A race before whose blighting tread Our food, the forest game, has fled. Brave Sungernumby ! you behold In me the chieftain of this wold ; You know me well ! for I command The tribes around on every hand, And in their name I tell you plain, This land must yet be theirs again ! Two men once met when in the sky The eye of day was rolling high ; The first, four moons, had wandered forth, The howling spirit of the north : His hair and beard of frosty white Fell round a form of brawny might; And he all homage would command, As frost-chief of the frozen land. The younger one, of blushing mould, Who met this hoary figure cold, THE RETROSPECT. 65 Wore on his head a wreath of flowers, The happy child of blooming bowers ; Around whose spirit-form did cling All fruitful blossoms, born of spring. They met, these men, and built a blaze, To talk to each of other days; But as the first his story told The second felt a blighting cold Around his heart ; and in despair He almost fell a victim there. The spirit white, by power strong, Claimed all must by that right belong To him ! for I can check the way, He said, and mine shall be the sway ! If I a river meet, but thrice I blow my breath, when on the ice I cross the stream, and 'neath my feet The ground becomes a frozen sleet ; And all must yield where'er I go, I bind with ice, and shroud with snow ! 5 66 THE RETROSPECT. The ruddy Spirit-of-the-Spring Smiled as he heard the braggart fling A challenge out, for life or death, Then calmly blew his perfumed breath, When down he saw on either side The boaster's arms in currents glide, Who passed as mountain-mist away ; While Spring remained in full array. Your words are smooth, great mighty chief, But words can never give relief When Indian children cry for bread ! And can an Indian Jay his head In peace upon his land of shame, From whence the Pale-face drove the game And left him naught, but like a squaw, To live beneath the white man's law ? Your words are strong, but while we blow The breath of war your blood shall flow ! Like water ! till we drive you home ! Back from these forests where we roam !" THE RETROSPECT. 67 " I'm sorry," Reuben then replied, " To hear Plausawa now decide To struggle on, in useless strife ; To waste away the red man's life. My people, like the drops of rain, Are numberless, o'er hill and plain ! And like the flood's resistless power When thunders roll ! and torrents shower ! They surging come ! and naught below Can stay that freshet's onward flow ! Pause ! pause, ye braves ! and think before You give your counsel still for war ! Pause ere you send Death in his wrath, To scorch, like lightni ig, every path ! The white man woul'i not strike you down ; You need not live beneath his frown ; We speak for peace, that all may rove Like brothers through this mighty grove ! Remember how the whirlwinds sweep The forests from the lofty steep ! So will the war sweep hill and plain If we unbind its force ao;ain ! 68 THE RETROSPECT. But if we bid these sorrows cease ; If we but pass the pipe of peace ; Its smoke will like the rainbow's cast, Rejoicing tell the storm has passed. We offer peace, that it may cheer The mother's hope the children's fear; And turn the heart of every brave Toward his home, and not his grave. Let every warrior pause and think ! For now ye stand upon the brink Where but a step ! you may too late Forever seal your nation's fate ! These brothers great, who gather near, Have come to see ! to talk ! and hear From every brave that burning grief, For which by war he seeks relief !" Then came a pause, long and profound, Each heart beat its own muffled sound ; But none their hope betrayed. THE RETROSPECT. 69 It seemed the angel dark of death Was hov'ring o'er, and filled the breath Of every savage with despair, As they the time delayed. They saw unmoved Plausawa's air, As he arose and sternly said, " My answer, braves, is but this knife !" Then raised aloft his scalping blade, That terror of my life. The Indians all on ruin bent Responded, grunting their assent ; When Reuben rose, but no reply, He calmly drew his shining sword, Then scanning round, he raised it high, Accepting war without a word. Fierce, wild, and dread, the struggle rolled; O'er mountains, plains, when uncontrolled Contention lit again the brand ; Extermination stalked the land ; When armed for death was every hand, 70 THE RETROSPECT. Until Plausawa sank beneath The war-cloud, on his wasted heath. From that time on, whene'er I dwell Upon the past, it seems a spell Has wrought the wondrous changes wide I see around on every side. Below, a fort once held the ground, From whence we hear, like swarming bees, The hum of yon great city's round Arising high on every breeze ; That tells how peace now bids them drive Their business in that busy hive. Yes, on a field of blood it grew, This city for the conflict drew The men of every clime and cast Together in the distant past. There followed, first, the martial train, A motley throng, for good or gain ; THE RETROSPECT. Like cormorants some, to seek th' yield, As vultures seek the battle-field : To pluck the savage of his right ; To rob the soldier of his mite ; By every means to gather in The price of sorrow, shame, or sin. The honest trader ; and a crowd Of restless spirits, true and proud, Of stirring men, impulsive, strong, At home alone in hurry's throng ; And those who must excitement drink ; Although it dripped from terror's brink. And then, again, the blessed few ; Moved only by kind feelings true. Samaritans, who sought to bind The cruel wounds war left behind. They came commissioned from above, Guides to the land of hallow'd love. 72 THE RETROSPECT. Where wars, and wounds, afflict no more The ransomed on that deathless shore. The conflict o'er, the varied scope Of every soldier found its hope, Some, who had longed to reach the dome Of peace parental, wandered home ; While many laid their armor down And stopped, to build the growing town. Crude was the hamlet first indeed That rose to serve the moment's need, Of shanties, huts, and cabins small ; The rover's lodge, the trader's stall ; Of boards, and logs, in rough array, Built only for the pressing day. But as the land filled up around, As fields of culture clothed the ground, The hamlet to a village grew ; For trade toward this centre drew : THE RETROSPECT. 73 And as the village gained renown The place became a trading town. I saw in all that social flow, That great commingling tide below, How man, with man, when left alone, Was to his reckless nature prone. But woman came, and like the dew That falls amid the shades of gloom, Her gentle presence softly threw A suasion round, that called in bloom The buds of every manly part That hidden lies within his heart. He reared his home in better style, He robed himself in better taste, His boisterous laugh became a smile, Frugality succeeded waste ; He made the desert as a rose To bloom along her gentle way ; The world around was all repose Beneath her kind, her loving sway ; 74 THE RETROSPECT. Like oil upon the troubled sea, She calmed the current of his mind ; She bid his stormy passions flee, And gave us social man refined. Then came those days of great unrest, When all the world seemed moving West ; When there, a stream of people run Like Pilgrims to the setting sun : And as this road was of its class The best across the mountain-pass, Here poured that ever-ceaseless tide, That drained the country far and wide, And bore, or so it seemed, a trace, Of every clime and every race, A headlong, heedless swarm. Old age came tottering on his staff; The youth would pass with merry laugh ; The jaded mother, and her child, Went dragging on toward the wild ; THE RETROSPECT. 75 A frail, too oft, and helpless band, To break a wild, unsettled land And brave privation's storm. But as the current onward rolled, Some, like the patriarchs of old, Moved flocks and herds, and well prepared They bore their tents, the herdsmen shared ; And seemed, indeed, but to repeat In substance Abram's life complete. Then, too, the heavy teams would pass, The symbols of another class ; Hale farmers, solid men of worth, Whose skilful hands control the earth, Their wagons, on the road, Were all broad-wheeled, and iron-bound, Less prone to cut the swarded ground ; And built to bear a load. Their shapes were mostly curved below, Much like an upturned flattened bow ; 76 THE RETROSPECT. While overhead were arches bent And roofed with canvas like a tent, To shield the old, to house the young, Who still around the mother clung ; While by their side, along the road, The farmer trudged, or driving strode A wheel-horse, chosen from a breed Of strength, peculiar, for his need. And then would come the humble cart, That served a poor, ambitious heart, Whose wife and babe perched up before, The sum of all his earthly store, Went with him, toiling on, to find The Eldorado of his mind. And in the stream the pack-mule passed, A het'rogeneous pile amassed ; A grand display of human skill Which made the means at hand fulfil THE RETROSPECT. 77 Their dire need ; and with surprise, I've watched them oft with puzzled eyes, To see how such a varied load Could keep together on the road. The loads were mixed, of bedding, tools, And grindstones, packed upon the mules ; With axes, scythes, and earthenware, And stoves, and tins, for household care ; The food the owner most would need Along the road, and bags of seed, All lashed around so close and tight The beast was scarcely left in sight. And then, the ox-team's movements slow Was ever in that ceaseless flow ; While falling still behind the throng It dragged its measured pace along, A gait so sluggish none could stand, Except it moved towards a land O'er which Hope cast that phantom beam That dazzles every dreamer's dream. 78 THE RETROSPECT. But when at last the sun for rest Rolled down the confines of the west, Then for the night a halt was made, On mountain, road, or in the glade, As chanced the travellers, there they stayed And lit their evening fire : Where all the labors round were shared ; The mother and the young prepared The evening meal ; while men with care Groomed all their horses, spread their fare, And did what might require Sucli things as needed strength of frame ; As hewing wood to feed their flame, Which burned the night entire. For every camp a watcher's blaze Kept for its night-protecting rays ; While all the wayworn sought their sleep In wagons round on nature's breast, Save those who did the vigil keep : Then onward for the West! THE RETROSPECT. 79 Yes, sought their rest, a precious prize To honest toilers of the clod ! Who turn to God their hopeful eyes, Though resting on their native sod ! But what a place ! a dreary blight! Are beds of down when revel's brain Seeks for repose, as fades the night That marks a soul with sorrow's stain. Sleep comes not when the conscience burns The brand of doom upon the heart, Nor silken shades, nor scented urns, Can bid the evil haunt depart. But to the man whose life is spent In worthy deeds of good intent, There comes within his honest breast A calm, that gives a peaceful rest. Rest for the weary ! what a sound ! It seems an echo from the sky, While guardian angels wait around, To guide a fleeting soul on high. THE RETROSPECT. But as I've called in quick review Those passing groups, like pictures new, I gave but scenes when skies were fair, Withholding those of dark despair That daily came before the eye, Among the hapless passers-by. But time has never once effaced A single scene that anguish traced Upon my heart when forced to stay, Beholding wrecks along the way, Like one who from her sea-girt home Appalling ! sees, beneath the frown Of storming clouds, a bark go down ; All helpless, while the hopeless drown Amid the seething foam ! CANTO III. THE moon, round as an ancient shield, Full, argent burnished, held the field Against the hosts of night. Eclipsed were all, save but a few Bright, glowing stars, that kept in view The glory of their light. But of the group none marked the time, None marked the glowing scene sublime All listened to the tales as told Of their determined kindred old, Who, with their brave compatriots bold, Had settled first this trackless wold, In days long passed away : And listening looked, in reverent awe, On her who all those changes saw, As she resumed the lay. (i 81 82 T *H K RETROSPECT. While in the West the mingling throng Implanted firm an empire strong ; Its days, at first, saw thousands there Arrive to perish in despair : For few indeed, who felt the hand Of poverty, could find again The means, or strength, to reach the land They left, to swell the westward train ; For through the country, scattered wide, The onward, outward, selfish tide Had calmly learned to coldly see Privations in their worst degree. I well remember, now, the time, 'Twas in the Summer's middle prime, A drought, when days were warm, Had lingered long, when looming high Along the margin of the sky All things appeared ; forewarning nigh A coming eastern storm. THE RETROSPECT. g3 It was indeed a busy day ; The farmers strove to guard the hay, To stack the grain, and well prepare Against the threatened winds with care. At last, toward the evening hour, Plutonic-black, began to lower Both east and west with swelling storms, Which rolling came like mountain forms Arrayed to meet, and filled with woe All living things on earth below. The wild beasts for a refuge fled ; The cattle hurried home in dread ; While men who had the taste and time Beheld a scene at once sublime. The massive clouds approaching rolled Wild as the flocks that left the fold, Impelled by some appalling fright, Or like the eagles in their flight, The ragged racks careered on high ; Until they deeply veiled the sky. 84 THE RETROSPECT. Then for a moment nature stood, As armies, breathless, ere the strife Arouses up the fiend of blood, To revel in the waste of life. No breath of air, the very leaf Stood motionless, a moment brief, When 'thwart the dome the lightning flashed ;- The simultaneous thunders crashed ; While circling gusts came sweeping by That twirled the dust and leaves on high, Until the big descending rain Drove all things back to earth again. The lightnings flashed ; the thunders roared Continuous, while the showers poured ; As if indeed old Jove, in might, Was storming every mountain-height ; Or Noah's days had come again, A deluge in the falling rain ; And this terrific scene of awe, Surpassing all I ever saw, THE RETROSPECT. 35 Continued in its might and power Until the night's deep middle hour. 'Twas on that wild, tempestuous night Two women, with a babe, in fright, Within our barn a refuge sought, All drenched, for they were tempest caught ; And near appeared their end. Dark was their gloom, and deep their care, The storm, their want, their blank despair : And death-like sickness, too, was there, And they without a friend. But He who hears the raven's cry Neglected not the prayerful sigh, But proved a friend indeed. For Reuben, from his steady course, Was moved by some resistless force To serve their pressing need. Impelled, or by an impulse led, He rose and left his midnight bed 86 THE RETROSPECT. To go and see if aught befell The cattle housed, if all were well. For sleep had fled, he could not stay Until the coming dawn of day. As Reuben went, on drawing nigh, He heard a baby's sickly cry Come from the barn ; and then a song, The words were mixed with sobs along The lines, that bore a strange refrain ; Attuned to some pathetic strain. It seemed to cease, and then a cry, And then the mother's sob, and sigh, All blending in this lullaby : Hush, my baby ! though the thunder Tore the storming clouds asunder, Pouring down their deluge under, God the Father ruled the sky. Hush, my baby ! hush, my baby ! God is love, and ever nigh. THE RETROSPECT. 87 Stars, while clouds above were weeping, Still were shining, never sleeping, Hovering angels watch were keeping, While the tempest rent the air. Hush, my baby ! hush, my baby ! Angels watched my darling fair. Dews of evening feed the flowers ; Growing harvests drink the showers ; Little baby's brightest hours Come in love's own peaceful rest, Hush, my baby ! hush, my baby ! Sleeping on its mother's breast. Little bees will gather houey When the days are bright and sunny, Baby's boon, unbought for money, Is its sleep without a fear : Hush, my baby ! hush, my baby ! Is its sleep with Jesus near. 88 THE RETROSPECT. Daily hours have told their number ; Butterflies in roses slumber ; Nothing should thy dreams encumber; Blessful dreams from realms "above. Hush, my baby ! hush, my baby I Lord of mercy guard my love ! When Reuben paused to learn the why Of all those sobs, that sickly cry, He heard, while moving round with care, Behind the mow, a stifled prayer Come from a woman pleading wild, That God would save a dying child. It was a breaking heart that poured Her plea to Him her soul adored, As few have ever prayed : For with the child she craved for one The hand of mercy's tender care ; For one, the widow of her son, So true, so young, so fair. THE RETROSPECT. So true, whose steps had been delayed By filial love's unselfish arm That strove to shield, from every harm, Her tottering age through dread's alarm ; And then again her prayer grew wild, " Oh, let me perish ! Save the child !" Then back, with quick impatient speed, Came Reuben from that place of need ; Came bidding me arise ! for Death Was waiting for a lingering breath ! While one was sending prayers on high That she mio-ht for another die ! But then an anxious care arose Between us, how we might disclose The fact that coming aid was near, Lest we might terror add to fear. I bid him sing, I knew that voice Could make despair itself rejoice. 90 THE RETROSPECT. I knew it. well ! its force was clear, As sounds the trumpet through the air When cheering on in martial might His braves, recoiling in the fight, Or soft in peace, as sighs the flute ; Or gentle as the lover's lute ; When friendship, or when mercy's call Had roused a heart that throbbed for all. Then rich in cadence, softly clear, He raised a grand, sweet, sacred air ; Which rolled like swelling notes that bore God's promise to a shipwreck shore. I never heard him sing again So like an angel, as it rung Clear, yet subdued, that blest refrain When thus ray noble Reuben sung : Oh ! bear to the Saviour your burden of sorrow, His all-searching eye is beholding your grief; THE RETROSPECT. 91 Though night's sable shadows are dark, yet the morrow Is sure by His promise to bring its relief. Though wild beat the tempest, though wild winds were blowing, The Lord o'er His children was watching below ; And from the free fountains of grace, overflowing, He sends the rich blessings His mercies bestow. Beyond the world's darkness forever is shining That Light o'er the billows of sorrow and gloom ; Where love, and where faith, and where grace, all combining, Will guide to their glory the blest of the tomb. Then trust to the Master each heart of affliction, The Lord calls His own beloved children to come ; And He will reward with that blest benediction, That fits u.s to dwell in His glorified home. 92 THE RETROSPECT. While time shall last, I'll ne'er forget The scene, within the barn, we saw, On entering there, I see it yet ! The woman ! babe ! the scattered straw ! Recalled to me in majesty My dream of the nativity. A woman young, of queenly grace, Was on her knees, her hallow'd face Was all aglow, her soft blue eyes Were raised, to supplicate the skies. Love swayed the soul ; it was not fear Which brought the gush, the sparkling tear, That fell upon her faded child ; I saw it turned but once, and smiled, As first, amid the gloom of night, It caught our lantern's sudden light; Then fainted on its mother's breast, Like one in death's eternal rest. And then the ag6d saint was there, Relieved, and strengthened, for her prayer THE RETROSPECT. 93 Had brought a peace unknown to those Who stand as God's rebellious foes. Calm was her brow, her spirit won Faith's resignation from on high ; Calm as when storms their course have run And left to peace a cloudless sky, Where glory's hosts triumphant shine, With all their radiant lights divine. Yet haggard was her face, it bore Deep marks of dread privation sore ; While with a modesty refined She still displayed her cultured mind, In striving to excuse, with grace, Their storm-forced trespass in the place. But with a word, a kindly word, We checked her story half unheard; And bid them move with instant speed, For we had learned their helpless need And both in urgent haste had come, With help, with comfort, and a home. 94 THE RETROSPECT. Oh ! such a scene ! when grief, repressed, Is turned to joy in sorrow's breast, I never saw before. The wringing hands. the gushing eyes, The stifled words, the broken cries, Gave thankful tokens of surprise At mercy's gifts in store. And when toward the babe we turned, Aglow ray heart with pity burned ; For Death, to all appearance there, Had marked that tiny bud to deck His march of ruin o'er the wreck, Where buried lay the old and fair, Beneath the ploughman's thoughtless share. But care, and watchfulness, and prayer, All night in earnest, constant strife, Did much ere morning to repair That flick'ring flame of life. THE RETROSPECT. 95 For with the dawn the lengthened breath Proclaimed our triumph over Death, And health returning gave again The child to soothe the mother's pain. But she who kindly, grandly gave Her life, a sacrifice to save The little babe, we quickly saw Had been accepted in its stead ; An offering free, to fill the law That gives to Death his numbered dead, Yes, passed away to realms of peace Where cares, and tears, and sorrows cease, Yes, called to furl her time was o'er Life's tattered sails on Jordan's shore, To find above, at Glory's shrine, The saint's eternal rest divine. FAITH was her name, and of that stock Who followed those of Plymouth rock ; 96 THE RETROSPECT. Strong, earnest men, a sturdy race Who every danger dared to face That crossed their honest path : Be it a wrong to freedom's right; An ill that might their conscience blight; Or war's wild raging, when the fight Terrific rolls in wrath. But she was gentle as a dove, Calm in her faith, strong in her love; And ever ready stood to share With others all their toiling care. And strangely checkered was her life, Its joys were few, and much its strife ; Her maidenhood, of happy years, Were spent without affliction's tears. But scarcely had she reached that hour When youthful bliss, beneath the bovver Of nuptial love, in love reclining, Building castles, all divining, Deemed earth's cares were o'er, THE RETROSPECT. 97 When o'er New England widely spread The Revolution's cloud of dread, That told of coming war. I've heard her tell, how on the night Preceding Bunker Hill's fierce fight, She heard the constant, steady tramp, Of soldiers marching to the camp, For Charlestown was her home, and there The yeomanry of Freedom came, In all their conscious power, to dare Great Britain's bands of martial fame: And first in Freedom's host to go Her husband sped, to meet the foe , Sped on that night, and left alone His youthful wife and babe at home. That night, in terror's deep dismay, She waited, weary, for the ray Of morning ; when, behold, around The hills were seen with ramparts crowned ; A challenge to the foe. 98 THE RETROSPECT. A challenge to the royal host, Who launched, to charge the rebel coast, And lay rebellion low. She saw them land and charge the hill ; She saw them storm the strong redoubt ; She saw the might of Freedom's will When Death's wild flash rolled fiercely out, And mowed the soldiers of the crown, As reapers sweep the harvest down. Recoiling back, they charged again, Like wild waves from the angry main ; Then back, again in terror bore, As breakers from a rock-bound shore: Again, till legions fell again, That tyrants might a land enchain. The while, firm anchored on the tide, Lay England's royal oaks of pride, Like monsters of the deep. Aroused, their guns all charged with shell, They opened ports, when fires of hell THE RETROSPECT. 99 Blazed from their sides against the shore ; Their thunders swelled with awful roar ; While Charlestown, all to sate their ire, From hearth to roof, was wrapt in fire That skyward strove to leap. She saw her home in embers smoke; She found her husband, but he spoke No more to her ; by Warren's side He bravely fought, and nobly died. There was her home in ashes spread. Flown was her hope, her husband dead : Her all on earth were gone, save one Poor tiny thing, a helpless son A helpless child, where all could trace The impress of its father's face, Alone, was left by fate, to throw A blessing o'er her path of woe. Her tale was one so often told, It seemed a theme of sorrows old, 100 THE RETROSPECT. A toiling widow sighs and tears An anxious mother's hopes and fears Her doubt of every thoughtful plan, Until her boy became a man. Then bright again her star arose, To herald in a hopeful day, With every promise of repose, With filial love's resplendent ray. Such love as cheers the mother's heart, As blunts the point of sorrow's dart, As smooths the rugged round of life In all its ceaseless whirl of strife. E'en in his choice, a fortune rare Came with his bride, a Christian fair ; A guide, a stay, a gem was she, Of every selfish impulse free ; A wife to him, a daughter blest To Faith's old age: like Ruth sublime She gave her arm, a stay of rest, Supporting down the paths of time THE RETROSPECT. The mother of that one, above, Whose mem'ry bound their deathless love. So bound as one, their home was strong; Love there reposed without a wrong ; No jealousy, no jarring strife : No poison-fang to mar or blight, They knew naught but the path of right ; The mother, son, and wife. But then that season of unrest Illumed their fancy for the West, For they believed in faith, as true, The phantasies that Fortune drew ; And swelled the tide, that rolled away, Along the onward course of day. They found, indeed, the forest grand ! But then that wild, unbroken land Required the firm, the steady hand Of might, to break the virgin sod ; While all their strength was that of mind, Their statures all were light, refined, 111 suited to the clod. 102 THE RETROSPECT. But with undaunted courage true The father built their forest home ; With comforts equalled there by fe\v, And bravely broke the stubborn loam ; When fell Disease, with blighting breath, Came as the messenger of Death, Came with his deep, dark, sullen frown, And struck the man with fever down. I've heard their story, o'er and o'er, How many an anxious, trembling hour They watched ; and how the patient bore The fever's raging, wasting power : And how he firmly clung to life, With hope, to shield his babe and wife, And mother, where a savage race Disputed every right of place. I've heard them tell, how, when the hand Of Death he felt, with dauntless nerve, THE RETROSPECT. 1Q3 He bid them sell their stock and land ; : And told which horse they should reserve To draw them back whence they had come, To build among their friends a home. IVe heard them tell, how dark the day, When in his narrow couch of clay, They laid the father down ; And how they both in anguish turned Heart-broken from the home he earned, To meet misfortune's frown. Their steed, howe'er, surpassed by few, For step, for strength, for kindness true, Gave both, with each succeeding day, New confidence along the way ; Until at last, before their gaze They saw the lofty mountains raise Like bulwarks to the very sky ; Where Giants might their revels keep On every castellated steep, Appalling to the eye. 104 THE RETROSPECT. I knew, myself, their road, so grand ! Just as it was when nature's hand Had rent the rocks in twain ! Or had, perhaps, in better mood, The hardship of the way subdued, Down to a level plain. I've gone with Reuben often o'er Their very road, in days of yore, Before the vandal hand of man, With many an engineering plan, Despoiled rich beauty's store. Description never can enhance Those scenes in fact, or in romance. Terrific ! wild ! the valleys deep Would terrify or from a steep Grand landscapes, that all words defy, Burst forth on man's enraptured eye ; Remembered evermore ! Oft would the road, through some wild glen, Wind round a fern-bound mossy fen, THE RETROSPECT. 105 Or lead, where naught but slippery clay, From leaping cascades' scattered spray, Became, through gorges darkly deep, But doubtful footing, hard to keep ; And then, again, would slowly climb To those broad scenes, so rich, sublime ! Of which I spoke before. These anxious women, with their child, By toiling on, had nearly gained The boundary stream, that does divide The rugged from the rolling side, Before the close of day. For from the peak, that last remained, They saw the winding river run, Just like a golden thread that drained Its color from the setting sun : But long they found the road, that lay In zigzags down the mountain way, Consumed the fleeting time before They forded to the distant shore, Beneath the twilight's ray. 106 THE RETROSPECT. And yet, though worn, with eager chase They forward press'd, to reach the place Of some encamping outward train ; For as they crossed the ford they found Two footpads on the rising ground, That thrilled with terror every vein. The scoundrels begged, but all could see Some deep design beneath their plea ; When startled by the rapid tread Of horsemen, both the villains fled, As if they, too, would cross by flight The ford, before the fall of night. But fear possessed each woman's thought : Protection's hand was what they sought, On! on they pushed ! but all in vain; They found encamped no coming train ; And forced at last, in sheer dismay, Strove hard to hide themselves away. Deep, there, within a gorge they drove, Where trees, and vines, and chaparral, THE RETROSPECT. 1Q7 Commingling formed a darksome grove, Like those where wolves and panthers dwell ; But sooner would they trust the den Of preying beasts than prowling men. Poor souls ! that night, terrific night ! Hid, crouching, trembling, all afright, They waited for the morning light In terror's depths of gloom. Nor were they wrong ; at last they heard The sound of voices, sounds they feared, Pronounce their coming doom. They heard vile disappointment's oath ; They heard the counter-plans of both ; As they were forced, with stifled breath, To hear the villains argue death. One argued murder ; for, he said, Naught keeps a secret like the blade ; And that their every plan might fail If one was left to tell the tale. 108 THE RETROSPECT. The other strove against the knife, And held it but a craven shame To take a helpless woman's life, When plunder was alone the game. That rob they could, and travel on, Afar in safety ere the dawn. Just then their restless horse revealed The place where all had been concealed ; And brought the robbers on their prey, While turning from the search away. I've seen these women deathly pale, Rehearsing o'er their frightful tale ; Of how the would-be-murderer swore,- How hope seemed gone for evermore r When fiercely with his purpose set, The fiend, to carry out his threat, Rushed forth to strike the blow. And how his comrade, moved aright, With what appeared a giant's might, THE RETROSPECT. JQ9 Hurled back, in boisterous fury wild, The worthless dastard, like a child, Among the brambles low. And how the craven came, in fear, Back, cringing, like a punished cur, To make his act a jest appear ; With doubtful step, and slow. Though left unhurt yet robbed they were Of all but life, and dark despair ; A babe and helpless women twain ! Their tale would bring but tears to hear Each day of hardship, hope, and fear; Until that stormy night severe, When thunders, lightnings, rush of rain, Drove in their wild alarm The three beneath our hand of care, To find, when all seemed but despair, A covert free from harm. HO THE RETROSPECT. The child grew well, the fatal spark, Of death, had reached another mark ; Had reached that heart who pleading gave Herself a sacrifice, to save The little life, that he might be A solace on the mother's knee, And well he proved, in after-years, A recompense most richly given, To her whose love, through toil and tears, Had blest a soul that soared to heaven. The failing grandma's forced delay Forever checked their homeward way ; To meet each day's demand, Brave Grace determined, while she stayed, To try her skill and thrift at trade ; And though she came with many a tear, The smiles of Fortune kept her here, An honor to the Land. CANTO IV. SWIFT rolled the time the hour was late, Yet still the ancient queen held state; While round, her maids-of-honor fair Had clustered near the royal chair In loving mood with tender care. Nor marked they how the moments flew ; Who heeds the time when tales are new ? And these to them were stories true. One held her hand, some found a seat, Like Paul at great Gamaliel's feet, While all, without art's skilful care, Had formed a group beyond compare. Then to her band this sovereign said : " Time flies, and I have long delayed, So I will not the time employ With tales about the growing boy, 111 112 THE RETROSPECT. And all you cousins here can tell, Can all from certain knowledge draw The stories of his manhood well, Your grandsire and my son-in-law ! His fame has spread from shore to shore. Where mountains rise and oceans roar. In Senate of the nation great, Executive of this grand State, A minister of high report Where England's Crown holds royal court ;- And proudly all the people tell How honestly he served them well. In politics he stood supreme For honest worth and noble mien Among that class which, sad to say, Seems destined soon to pass away. I've oft rejoiced I've often told How much improved are things of old; THE RETROSPECT. H3 And yet it grieves me to behold Corruptions of the State. For now we see the tricksters guide The fate of all ; and fraud decide The people's will for selfish aim, And I have wept, to fee the shame Of this our modern date : To know how in the slums by night, Where Satan's sulphurs dim the light, Conspiracies against the right Of every man are formed ; and men Are chosen in perdition's den Who cater to the every taste Of plunder, wrong, and public wast '. Once, public deeds were done in view With every honest feeling true, When all the land assembled wide From hill and dale, on every side, To hold a barbecue 114 THE RETROSPECT. Nor was that feast, now passed away, Barbaric in its simple day ; But formed a pageant rich and gay, Where gathered old and young. The rich, that they might still retain Their vaunted scope, and then the vain, As sycophants, would toady round To every group throughout the ground, Where pride and power clung. The honest farmer came to see The would-be-leaders of the free ; And youth, and beauty, rich and rare, Would come to visit fashion's fair, In all their bright attire. The ancient mother, matron, maid, Would come to grace the public glade, With men of every social shade, From youth to tot'ring sire. Political the public call Proclaimed a festival for all ; THE RETROSPECT. H5 Presided o'er by chosen men, Who ruled with autocratic power Supreme in each sequestered glen, Supreme throughout their bower : Supreme, amid primeval trees Whose branches, hailing every breeze, Cast cooling shades below : Where rustic tables, rough and strong, Were braced between the trees along, Or built to form a row. For days there, on a spit-like pole, Before a monster fire, They roasted swine, and oxen whole, Each barbecued entire : And all that pleasure could advance, Pavilions for the festive dance - The feast the coming throng would share The managers, with every care, Done as it might require. 116 THE RETROSPECT. Then came tae morn to mem'ry dear, And found the anxious land astir, For twenty miles or more around, Found every class, found each abode, Preparing for the festive ground, Or moving on the road. Their wagons, carts, were brought in play ;- Their equipage of rich display ; With crowds that footed all the way, And speedy horses, dashing gay, By daring riders strode. Then hands were clasped, and greetings past, With heart throughout the ground ; There would the proud forget their caste, And with the plain be found : Until the vast assembly grew As neighbors, firm in friendship true, All seeming with one thought in view, To find the men of state. THE RETROSPECT. H7 And knots would gather in a crowd, And call for favored men, aloud, Who ready found a stump at hand That served for each, a speaker's stand, E'en for the ruling great : And easy were it then to tell, As cheers rose high, and cheers rolled long, In wild excitement from the throng, The man in favor well. The speaking done, a jubilee Like horn assembled all the free To dinner, 'mid the wildest glee ; Where youthful knights, with gallant care, To win their laurels, served the fair Around the teeming board. And in return, each girl would serve, All merry, as he might deserve, The palate of her lord. Then to the dance, the mazy dance, The fiddle and the piping fife, 118 THE RETROSPECT. Called through the afternoon's expanse The young and hale to active life, While Cupid's arrows flew apace, And filled with wounded hearts the place. 'Twas in those scenes those scenes of joy, The people caught the sparks of light Shed by your grandsire, then a boy, Or scarcely more, when first in flight His soul sublime took wings and soared To heights the weak and wise adored. His eloquence, no tongue can tell His mighty power, the magic spell By which he swayed the human heart And swept its cords through every part. His burning words each soul's desire Would thrill, and fill the eye with fire ; Would blanch the cheek with dangers near ; Could ope the fount of sorrow's tear ; Or at his grand, majestic will Bid every troubled heart be still. THE RETROSPECT. H9 And such the man, and such the men, The people made their leaders then ; But oh ! Behold ! in sorrow bow, To see the party rulers now ! Machinery now rules the day ! Professing politicians sway ! Who, Arnold-like in shame and vice, Would sell their country for a price ! God help the people if they stand And yield to demagogues the land ; Who seek to ride upon the tide Of discontent on every side ; Who strive to foment anger, strife, Between the rich and poor in life, While common sense will tell to all We must together stand or fall. God save the land ! Lord, may it be A land forever blest by Thee ! A land of every land the best ! A refuge for the world's oppressed ! 120 THK RETROSPECT. I see another cloud appear That fills my aged heart with fear ! It makes my cheek with sorrow burn ; An ill that modest worth should spurn. It is a blight would dim the rose That blooms on purity's fair cheek, 'Twould chill the love of home's repose, Exalt the vile and crush the weak. In woman's sacred name it craves For her the ballot's sovereign might, The game of deep designing knaves, Who clamor round for " woman's right." What are her rights to leave her home Amid the vicious haunts to roam ? Can virtue pure remain and meet With prostitutes in their retreat, Like snow upon the filthy street, And hope to mend the time? When men of strength can scarcely stand Against the vile on every hand, Who glory in their crime. THE RETROSPECT. Heroic oft is woman's strife, When sad her fate appears as given, Contending for the bread of life, To feed her brood, a gift of Heaven. But if she leaves her sacred sphere A land accursed should quake with fear, To see the worst of evils near. Shall Cleopatra's evil fame, Shall vile Aspasia's open shame, Blight Liberty's fair brow ? And spread their curse o'er every hearth, Where sits a wife of moral worth, In peace and comfort now. Almighty hope ! forbid the crime ! Long may true mothers rule sublime, By Christian home-love's guiding hand ! The will that trains ! controls the land ! We see in Moses, now, the plan, W T hom God ordained to mould the man ! But I must cease my gloomy wail, A plain old woman's simple tale 122 THE RETROSPECT. Was all at first I thought to trace, And tell how time had changed the place, But strange 'twill seem when strangers tread, In coming years, among our dead, To see a tomb inscribed " Unknown," As one among our sacred own : And as my days are nearly o'er, I'll tell you all just how it came, A stranger's tomb that never bore A shadowy trace of home or name, The story runs in times of old ; Among the early dates I told. ' Twas in the Winter, blighting chill, The bleak winds swept from every hill ; Came howling 'mid the branches bare ; Came whirling dead leaves through the air; As men brought in the wood, with care, To keep our hearth, of bliss, aglow Through that portentous storm of snow ; THE RETROSPECT. 123 For well we knew the signs o'erhead, When leaden clouds all overspread The skies with nature's sullen frown, The storm must soon come sweeping down ; And so it did ! ere morning's hour, With wild Siberia's driving power, It came and baffles now to tell, In language, how all day it fell ; Until in drifts, and plains below, The world lay buried deep in snow. That gloomy day, its sombre light, Was blending with the gathering night ; When in our servant rushed, to state, 1 A crazy man was at the gate : A wild-like helpless half-clad form, That seemed nigh frozen by the storm.' We sought the door, and standing saw A figure strange, that filled with awe My heart, in all my checkered days I never saw so wild a gaze ! 124 THE RETROSPECT. There, weird indeed, the figure stood, Like some wild spectre of the wood, Clothed in a garb of scant array Unfit to brave a winter's day. His moccasins were thin and old ; His pants were worn at every fold ; And coatless was his shivering form While round, to guard him from the storm, He drew a blanket, thin and bare, That stood as naught against the air. Grotesque, upon his head a gear He wore, of crape and raccoon fur, Which ended with the striped tails, That hung behind a brace of trails : While round his neck, beneath his jaw, He wrapped a heavy twist of straw ; And then what added to the sight, The man, with snow, was covered white. Blue was his face, the chill of death Seemed breathing from his icy breath, THE RETROSPECT. ]25 That rose as vapor, and appeared Like frost upon his frozen beard ; That sight unpitied none could see, 'Twas suffering in its worst degree. I now can see his features thin, As Reuben strove to coax him in, From out that wild and blinding storm, To share a refuge safe and warm. Wild was his look, his vacant stare Made up the picture of despair; Yet while refusing every aid, ILL wandering words, he kindly said, ' I have no time, by night or morn ! My pilgrimage is onward ! on ! I'll grasp the wind ! I'll safely bind ! The tempest with a string ! And then all day I'll watch and pray, And hear the angels sing ! 126 THE RETROSPECT. Do you hear ! do you hear ! How sweetly, and clear, They warble around ! they're ever near !' And yet again ! again we tiued, To have him but that stormy night Come in, and safely there abide Until the morrow's dawning light, And break with us our evening bread, That stood upon the table spread. He paused then heaved a heavy sigh, While something calmed his restless eye ; Yet still Jie gave this strange reply: 1 I'll catch the snow The wild winds blow, For meal to make my bread ! But who will make The bread, and bake, For my poor wife is dead ! Whoo ! whoo ! what a dirge ! THE RETROSPECT. 127 Around her grave these wild winds surge ! But storms must cease at glory's verge !' All seemed as useless, every plea Was wasted, to the last degree, Upon the man, who failed to see Naught but his visions wild. When smiling came behind, to scan, And peeped, to see the ' stranger-man/ Your grandma, then a child. Her tiny smile was like a ray, It drove his clouds of doubt away, The man at once was changed. He came, and took the proffered chair, He shared the table's waiting fare, And spent within the evening there, In not the least estranged : And freely talked, though strangely wild, Yet lucid moments came ; When he appeared serenely mild, Then thus would often name 128 THE RETROSPECT. His wife ; who ever seemed a part Of every dream that filled his heart: ' I had a wife ! I blest the hour I took my Marg'ret, not a flower That ever bloomed was half so bright As she, my heart ! her eyes of light Shone like that pure and fadeless guide Which seamen watch across the tide, True as that star, which marks the pole, Was Marg'ret's faith, that thrilled her soul. But Glory's gracious courts above Were wanting angels; and my love They called to realms of bliss on high, Amid the mansions of the sky ; Where storms shall cease ! Where all is peace ! But yet they left our callow dove, Our own, one, precious pledge of love. ' But oh ! when in the chilly grave They laid her form, all pleasure fled ! THE RETROSPECT. 129 For all that earth in transport gave To me, lay sleeping with the dead. It was not death ! she could not die ! I knew my darling only slept, And o'er her grave, when none were nigh, I nightly prayed, and watched, and wept, And at her head I raised a cross, An empty cross ! I raised it there ; To mark the lonely mound of moss That covers her, my matchless fair. An empty cross ! no drooping head ! No symbol of a Lord that's dead ! No figure telling by its gloom That Death, triumphant, rules the tomb ! An empty cross ! The risen Lord !- It symbolizes life restored ! And tells! oh, what a jubilee ! That Marg'ret lives, and waits for me ! For me ! upon that deathless shore Where howling storms shall rage no more." 130 THK RETROSPECT. While talking thus, he seemed to be But dwelling on those thoughts refined That once possessed his spirit free, Before affliction touched his mind. But starting wildly up, he said, 'My precious time I've long delayed And I must go ! must go ! must go ! Let howling tempests drive the snow ! What care I for the things below ! No house shall shield my troubled head ! My child is lost ! my wife is dead ! Oh, let the cold winds bitter blow ! I'll seek the lost, through wind and snow ! And I must go ! must go ! must go ! ' They took me to my little child When it but slept! and sweetly smiled ! And said the little darling died ! And it should lie by Marg'ret's .side ! They lied ! they lied ! It never died ! THE RETROSPECT. 'Twas but asleep ! Oh ! I could weep To tell how they refused delay ! And how they tore my child away ! As I ! its father ! on this arm Was hugging its pale form from harm ! But round its cold, its icy form, I wrapt my coat to keep it warm ; And now I wear no coat ! no ! no ! For it would feel this biting snow ! An angel came and told me so ! Before the storm the angel came, And called my darling lamb by name ; And did to me this truth unfold : When I am warm the child is cold ; And I will go ! Through wind and snow ! Until I find my precious fair ! With sky-like eyes! and flaxen hair! That Marg'ret, when she soared above, Left with me here ! Her child of love !' 132 THE RETROSPECT. And then he took a bundle small, That held its little clothing all, And spread them out, with tender care, To see if all were in repair. And as he viewed the poor display, And turned the pieces o'er, The madman seemed to pass away; As oft from memory's store, Kind words would fall, amid the maze, That gave a glimpse of better days. 'This dress, all stitched along the band, Was made,' he said, ' by Marg'ret's hand. Yes ! oft when night around had flung Its mantle dark, she sewed, and sung With me, the songs of love and praise ; The sweet refrain of brighter days. Oh, these were happy times ! they're flown 1 And I am left, alone ! alone ! 1 This little coat, all wrought so fine, Our baby's coat ! 'twas hers and mine ! THE RETROSPECT. 133 Was made when she, so thin and pale, Looked haggard. Oh ! with no avail I strove my bursting grief to hide, As I sat loving by her side. She saw that I was nearly wild, When stooping o'er she kissed the child ; And asked me, as she saintly smiled, That I should read to her, anon, The fourteenth chapter of Saint John. The mansion doors were open wide, And soon she found her Saviour's side ; But I was left The honored lot, Of her bereft, To mark the spot Where Marg'ret sleeps, until that day When Christ shall come in grand array ; And earth shall melt like wax away. But none are left to mark the breast Of mother-earth where I shall rest ; 134 THE RETROSPECT. No ! none to place a single stone Or cross where I must sleep alone. ' And oh, these shoes ! so worn and old, Recalls me now my child is cold ! Lost ! lost ! oh, lost ! she waits for me, While time is ebbing like the sea ! How oft these little shoes, to meet Thy mother's love, have borne thy feet ! Have brought to me a welcome sweet ! And yet while blowing Clouds are snowing I've halting, stopped ! Oh, woe is me ! I'm coming now ! I'll come to thee !' But we against his going stood, We humored every changing mood In kindness, to delay The man till Reuben could prepare In town a safe asylum there, Soon as returned the day. THE RETROSPECT. 135 But with a madman's cunning art He shrewdly played a sleeper's part ; Till he perceived his watcher slept, Then softly from the kitchen crept, And found the child and mother's home, Above the storm, in Glory's dome, For when the sun rose, all aglow, We tracked the stranger o'er the snow, And found a frozen form below. Poor Reuben, moved with pitying grief, Wept o'er a sight so sad to see, Although it gave a soul relief, And set the wanderer's spirit free. And all remaining yet to do We did, with Christian feeling true. We gave to this wild stranger's head A resting-place among our dead, And carved upon his cross of stone, ' To Marg'ret's spouse a poor unknown.' 136 THE RETROSPECT. But I have wandered long, to tell The incidents and scenes I saw, In changes that around me fell, As moved by some strange occult spell, And not by nature's law. But when I wandered on this range We left the place a thriving town, And yet, it seems a power strange, That made that village by its change This city of renown. In vain I look around to find A scene familiar to my mind, As when the red man's warlike hand Did battle for his native land : But all in vain ; the grand array Reveals the old has passed away ; No ! not one poor old Indian brave Remains .to deck his father's grave, Or tell how once his savage race Were masters of this settled place. THE RETROSPECT. 137 An alien people well may dread The bold Caucasian's onward tread ; If they but meet, or cross his frown, The ruthless white man ploughs them down. But to the country came a rest, As thriving cities filled the West ; The commerce with the East Conveniences for travel made, And transportations for the trade, As things around increased. Long wagon trains, the freighted class Like merchant fleets, would daily pass; And proudly on they bore their course, With bells arched o'er each leading horse ; Arched o'er their collars broad. That gave a merry signal clear, A jingling, chime-like, ringing air, To all upon the road : 138 THE RETROSPECT. And then, the stage, in bright array Passed swiftly by, and da