399/ A6M66 m A m ■1 cz 1 ■ o 1 Am = co 1 ^ == o I m = cr 1 ■■ ■ ■ — i 1 "" IE 1 ^ ^^= JD 1 o m = X 1 3 a ^^ 3 1 9 6 3 9 2 tLX LIDTIS < < 3. K. OGDEN ; THE LIBRARY OF THE UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA LOS ANGELES MUSINGS IN SOLITUDE, A POSTHUMOUS COLLECTION OF MISCELLANEOUS POEMS. BY A MINOR. MANCHESTER: J. 0* J.THOMPSON, MARKET STREET AND 1 HOMAS BOOTH, 7fi, KING STREET. 1843. ■pi PREFACE. The following poems are the productions of a young lady, who died at the untimely age of nineteen ; and from the circumstance of their never having heen designed for publication, motives of delicacy suggest the omission of her name. It is not, therefore, our intention to enter into a detailed memoir, though her career abounded with many incidents of a painfully interesting and romantic nature — suffice it to say, that she was highly endowed with every gift that could possibly adorn her sex — a brilliant mind, a lofty intellect, a truly benevolent and virtuous heart, were qualities, which, united with a most pleasing and preposessing exterior, secured for her, to an eminent degree, the esteem and admiration of all who had the happiness of her acquaintance. Being of a pensive disposition, an enthusiastic admirer of nature, she sought a refuge in solitude from the pleasures of youth, in which she had no delight in participating, as is usual with others of similar age. These peculi- arities combined with a delicate perception of the sublime and beautiful, a refined energy of sentiment, an ardent love of, and a keen sensibility to religious influence, have imparted a melancholy grandeur, a softened and subdued tone to her effusions, and have shed a graceful sombreness over her walks in the ideal world. It will appear obvious, as we have before stated, that these poems were never designed for publication, and they are now committed to the press, at the urgent solicitation of many friends of the deceased, who were anxious to possess some memorial of departed worth. With this view they are therefore offered to the public, and though to the casual reader they may present little that is attractive, yet there are many who will be disposed to sympathise with one, whose hopes were immolated at the shrine of disappointment, and whose spirit, crushed and broken by the turmoil and discord of this sublunary scene, has sought an everlasting rest in the mansions of heavenly glory. IV. In this unpretending volume we cannot anticipate the celestial magnifi- cence, the sublime splendours, the etherial beauty, the magic versatility, the polished cadence, which constitute the distinguished attributes of our finest poets; and the fastidious critic will have scope for remarks of an objective character ; but still the indulgent reader will find much to approve, both in richness of conception, fervour of pathos, and felicity of expression. Many of the poems were written without revision, even before fourteen summers had gilded the existence of the authoress; and whether considered as juvenile efforts of aspiring thought, or as the struggles of a highly religious mind to divest itself of the corrupting influence of worldly interests, cannot fail to elicit approbation. Those, whose dispassionate judgment and reflective capacity lead them to admire virtue and goodness in their simplest forms, will require no elaborate disquisition to render apparent the beauties of many passages in the volume; and though it may not, perhaps, be found in the boudoirs of the wealthy, or take a permanent staud in the higher ranks of literature, yet, we cannot doubt, from the precocity of hex genius, hud her earthly career been prolonged, that a mature cultivation would have developed poetic powers of the highest and most brilliant order, and have exalted her to a lofty eminence on the steep of fame; and t lii -■ instance of ingenuous excellence, blooming in congenial seclusion, furnishes, in addition to many others, a beautiful and pathetic illustration of Gray's exquisite sentiment : — " Full many a gem of purest ray si . The . though when years of time are fled, And thou art better'd, made anew— Perch, -ice we meet,— but, oh ! 'till then— A long, but not a sad adieu ! 13 The time is past, the time when hope, Could cheer my heart and raise my soul — Above things earthly, but, alas ! My spirit then knew no control. My thoughts were light, my days were clear — Without a cloud they journeyed on ; The golden dreams of youth were mine ! But now where are they ? — they are. gone ! Yes, gone, for though I still can smile — And with some few a pleasure find, I've known another time since then, That's left a lasting trace behind. And still 'twill be what e'er my lot, Whilst onward through my life I speed, From the deep trace of one time past, I on this earth shall ne'er be freed. LINES. The time will come when I shall rest, When fevered feeling will have fled, When withered hope can bloom no more And this frail body then be dead. 14 i 1 ne'er can feel the joy I've felt — The youthful joy, so glad, so free ; Or, if I feel a gleam once more, A sad, a sickening joy 'twill he ! I had not thought 'twould be my lot — To wander through my path on earth 80 sadly chilled by sorrow's touch ; Oh ! no, for I had thoughts of mirth, Delusive hope had twined her round This heart now darkened, dull and drear, And pleasure laughed — but now 'tis gone, And left me melancholy here. But with my greatest joy there's been — A boding voice of future care, Of sorrowing ill that might befall, Which seem'd to whisper soft — beware. And now that sad thought's realized, And all my fairy dream is lied, The cold regret alone is left, That sickens in this burning head. '.-- The fever'd thought of love is gone, And left a gloom nought can dispel, ( Hi ! why was I not in my tomb Ere this sad lot for me befell ? 15 Why have I lain on that sick bed, Where thoughts of death passed sweetly by, Why did I gladly bid farewell To this vain world, and still not die ? Was it to meet a shock like this — To rend my sense, my heart in twain, I've lived 'till now — and placed on earth Affections I can ne'er regain. Oh ! have you ever felt the pang The proud heart feels when hope is fled ? When humbled with unnumbered woes — It wishes to be cold and dead ! Such is the pang that rends my heart, Such the wild sob that chokes my breath, And such the woes I've found on earth That, in despair, I wish for death. But, pause awhile! — and deeply think, On all thy vain and earthly love, Thy wasting hours ; then turn from these And kneel to him who reigns above. Oh ! yes, be calm, my feelings now, My throbbing heart be humbly still, His mercy's great — his power unknown, Oh, God ! — I bend me to thy will. 16 LINES WRITTEN UPON REFLECTION. And is it thus my life shall speed unheeded passing by, And is it thus the last dark hour of death shall still draw nigh, Without a thought of aught beyond this earthly world's dark fears. This useless pageant of deep grief, of bursting sighs and tears ? Sball the vain and fleeting pleasures of life's troubled time be all That bind my heart, as with a spell, in their everlasting thrall. Shall they, deceiving phantoms, no sooner felt than gone Be the visions of delight that shall cheer my heart alone ? Oh ! no, it must not be — for a more substantial gleam Will surely throw around me a happier, lovlier, beam, Yes, religious deepening thought will ever haunt me still, And whisper mid my saddest hours, 'tis thine almighty will. Oh ! then I will not murmur, tho' darkening clouds of gloom Seem now to hang around me, and mark my future doom, They cannot last forever — they too away must glide, When death shall sever from me — this life's fast flowing tide. But perhaps one fate may lead us through sad sorrows for awhile, That the joys we after them may feel may on us brighter smile, That our meeting next may be when the wail of sorrow's o'er, And the sad unhappy feelings be known by us no more. 17 When the cold and distant looks that we have exchanged are fled, And the mem'ry of unpleasant things be ever with us dead, That our kindred hearts may feel the joy of love and peace, And breathe one great Creator's praise, till life itself shall cease. But, Oh ! this may not be — perhaps a gloomier fate is ours, And the cloud may ever on us rest, that now around us lowers, Our life's dull dream may still be passed mid disappointment's gloom. Till we reach our last sad earthly home, the cold and silent tomb ! And there we'll hope to Best — till the awful heavenly voice Shall call upon our happy souls, and bid them to rejoice. MY SISTER. TO THE MEMORY OF ROSABELLE. Dear child ! how many fond ideas, Are wakened at thy name : The memory of thy short past years, That ne'er will come again, The joyful hours once spent with thee, That never more on earth will be. The things thou lov'd'st on earth are here, The green fields and the flowers, The sun — the moon — they both shine clear Upon thy once loved bowers, Yes, all that met thy smiling face, Yet thou hast sought a happier place. 18 We cannot bring thee to our view, However bright it be, The dearest thing with us below, Is nothing now like thee! The thing that once did bless our eyes Can ne'er be matched but in the skies. Yes, thou hast died, and all the hopes, That filled thy parents' hearts Are gone — and in their stead are placed Dread grief's heart-rending darts, To think amid their fancies wild They've lost their sweet beloved child ! But, should they weep and think of thee As though thy life were o'er, And that the sleep they saw thee in, Would last for evermore ? No ! while they gazed on thy pale form, Thy soul already was new-born. Then shall we still in sorrow mourn And waste our few short years, Since thou art landed safe at home We'll bid farewell to fears, And teach our wayward hearts to know, 'Twas God who dealt the fatal blow. 19 The memory of thy short sweet life, A source of joy should prove, And whisper 'mid our worldly strife, Forget not him above, For he from whom thy life was given Reclaimed thy soul unto its heaven. Then as our journey speedeth on, And life draws to its close, We know our Rosahelle is gone To where there are no woes ; We'll humbly pray — through grace to share Her happiness, and meet her there. LINES, WRITTEN AFTER VISITING ROSABELLE's GRAVE I've gazed upon a spot of ground, With dim and tearful eyes, I 've stood upon a grassy mound, And breathed forth heart felt sighs. I've traced a sweet remembered name Upon a church yard stone ; — And oh ! the anguish then that came, To me was only known 20 I've thought upon thee as thou wert In bright and happy years, And oh ! the memory that it brought, Was known but by my tears. The time when with thy childish glee Our life was blest on earth, Thou timi'd'st what seem'd all sad to me, Unto thy wonted mirth. The birds that warble forth their lays, Remind me of thy song, The clouds remind me of thy days That passed so swift along. The flowers that shed their sweet perfume, Then droop — and fade away. Remind me of thy earthly bloom, And of thy swift decay. Yes, all that's bright on earth below, And beautiful to see — With all that fancy can bestow, Remind me but of thee. Remembrance ! what a spell thou bast ' Thou toucliest but a spring, When lo ! what visions of the past Are instant on the wing. 21 And so it was upon that spot Where thou in peace art laid Thoughts came — that ne'er shall be forgot, Nor hopes that will be staid. The thought that thou had'st passed away And left us but a stone — To tell us where our sister lay, Our Rosabelle had gone. But, oh ! a happier thought than this Arose amid my gloom, It whispered of a world of bliss, Beyond thy narrow tomb. The scene was changed — regret had flown, The fear — the doubt — had fled, I felt thou did'st not lay alone, Thy spirit was not dead. 'Twas but removed from the earth Unto a purer sky, Thy soul had known a second birth, And lived to never die. My tears were dried — my sighs were hushed, My heart was humbled low, And feelings calm — so lately flushed With unspeakable woe. 22 But it may be — if e'er again I look upon the stone That bears the record of thy name, The dearest name I've known. The same fond tear for thee may start, And memory assail — The affection of my loving heart Thy absence still bewail. And whil'st in mem'ry we recall The life we could not save, A sister's bitter tear shall fall Upon thy hallowed grave. MUSINGS IN SOLITUDE. 'Tis a pleasant scene that meets mine eye, And a sound of mirth I hear, Yet my heart is troubled with a sigh, And my eye dimm'd with a tear. There's a fragrance in the evening breeze. As it gently sighs along, And a rustling 'mong the boughs of trees, Where the birds have sunt;- their son-. 23 And the fairest flowers are blooming now, And the trees look fresh and green, And a happy smile on every brow That meets my gaze is seen. Then why should my heart alone be sad, When pleasure beameth on all ? Even nature bids my soul be glad, But it heeds not to her call. For there is a voice that softly breaks, And sounds in my troubled mind, I list to it now, for, oh ! it wakes, The bliss that is gone behind. One voice is wanting mine ear to greet, One beautiful sight to bless, Mine eyes, — ere my mind can ever meet On earth its true happiness. One tender bud — one of spring's wild flowers, That was promising to see, Must bloom again — ere these happy bowers As bright as they were — will be. One heavenly smile, that once did shed Its radiance o'er one brow, Again its sunshine must send — instead Of death's shade that wraps it now. 24 One lovely child — one dear Rosabelle — One sister that is no more, Again must be ere my heart can swell With joy as it did before. But, hush ! vain language and wishes wrong, Let your sinful cravings rest, Would ye lament with a saddened song O'er the memory of the blest ? She may not dwell in this earth again, Though short was her passage here, For where she is she will e'er remain, Nor return thy heart to cheer. But, oh ! could'st thou see the place to where Her spirit so pure hath flown, Thou would'st not murmur, nor even dare To breathe forth sigh or moan. But thou would'st rejoice in thankful praise, And thy soul's desire and pray'r Would be — that quickly might pass thy days, So that thou might'st meet her there. 25 WRITTEN ON THE EVENING OF THE 1st NOV. 180 Who can express the beauty of this night, What hand, however skilled can paint this scene, Whilst thou calm planet, sheddest forth thy light And ever and anon, bright clouds between The earth and thee — pass swiftly lightly by, And borne upon the gale comes the night's soft sigh. No hurrying sound, no busy work is now Afloat, and as I silent gaze upon Thy holy beams, peace comes I know not how, And bids each earth born passion to be gone, My soul obeys, now for an hour of peace, Restless ideas, vain hopes a moment cease. Cease for awhile at least, and let deep thought Usurp dominion o'er my mind now calm, That from thy view the world rise and be taught By objects that for thee produce a charm — A charm that can dispel earth's vain delight, And bring the joys of heaven into thy sight. Watch yon bright planet, as it tranquil beams In silent majesty serene on high Observe yon distant clouds, whilst on them gleams Pale light now brightening as they come more nigh ; Onward they glide as though they did desire The beauty to o'ershadc, of yon pale fire, D 26 They still approach and as they draw more near, Their silver outlines lightly tinged shine, More brightly, as the placid moon's rays clear, Grow dim, and now entirely decline ; As passing swiftly they her light obscure, And deep in gloom her lovliness immure. Such is thy earthly lot, bright hopes awhile, Are with thee, and shed a radiance round, Youth can ailbrd some joys that may beguile, But on through life, and more of woes are found, Though light, and distant they at first appear Deeper they settle and all bright hope sere. But as I muse, the clouds 1 see have passed And brilliant beams burst on my sight once more, Remnants still float, but off they follow fast And night's bright (pieen looks tranquil as before And as she sheds around, her holy light, My soul's in rapture with the heavenly sight. So shall thy lot be, if pursuing still The path of righteousness on earth below, Though sorrow meet thee — yet, no lasting ill Will find, but peace will ever round thee glow ; And when the dream of this short life is o'er, To light like this, and bliss will upwards soar. 25 FAREWELL TO LOVE. Farewell ! farewell ! the tender chord By which my heart was bound, Is broken, and the name of love Is but a worthless sound. It has no longer influence o'er A single thought of mine, Its brightest beam looks sad and dark, Its sun has ceased shine. Its joys, its cares, its hopes, its fears — That rose within my mind, Are now dispell'd, nor have they left, A single trace behind. Its joys — they were not real joys ; Its cares were fancied woe, And its hopes were such delusions As love will e'er bestow. Its fears were groundless, and the light * Of reason — bad it shed Its tranquil beam upon my path— Those foolish fears had fled. 28 And thou, the poor deluded one ! For whom my soul was stirr'd — Thy memory's hut a painful thought, Thy name's a pitied word. I have not even one desire That we should meet again, To see thee now would he no more Of pleasure than of pain. It adds no sorrow to my heart That thus our love is past, I do hut wonder that for thee — Mine, till so long would last. But could the vain illusion break, Before the spell was o'er, The dream was strong — yet, now my heart Is free for evermore. A glory that my chain is burst, That freed I now can tell — Youth's vainest follies o'or, and low May take my last farewell ! 29 STANZAS TO My thoughts of thee have cooler grown, My heart has felt a change ; Since last we parted I have known Of that which can estrange The fondest love from earthly things, And bid all worldly hope take wings. But still the time when last we met, Fond memory will renew ; My nature's frailty can't forget The parting word— that drew The deep — the heart-felt bursting sigh, That told my bosom's agony. For thou, alone, wast then to me The creature dearest prized, My greatest joy was loving thee My heart's then idolized ! My soul could seek no higher strain, Than to be loved — and love again. But since that time, oh ! what has passed, Of sorrow deep and keen ? Tis well this wildness should not last, And better had'st not been ; For — though the spell be charmed away, Yet round mo will it sometimes play. 30 What were the brightest happy gleams, That passion for us gained ? They were hut brief and fading beams, That vanished ere attained, And such is all this earth's vain pleasure, Lasting nought — save one blest treasure. Then let us of that one partake, Be it our guide henceforth, Remembrance must the past forsake For more substantial worth ; Holy desires past thoughts deface, And earthly love to them gives place. And, if our hearts can equal feel — The tranquil that they give In prayer request each others weal — And thus learn how to live — Then may we learn through grace to know Grace reigns above if not below. But if thy spirit cannot yield, And still this earth prevail, Why, then, my thoughts on thee are sealed, Nor words — nor looks avail, But still my prayer, my hope will be, With this last strain of mine to thee 31 WRITTEN ON THE ENVELOPE OF A LITTLE BOOK WHICH CONTAINED SOME DRIED LEAVES, GATHERED BY MY SISTER ROSABELLE. The hands that cull'cl these leaves are cold, The eyes that heamed so bright, Are closed in death, yet they have told Of childhood's deep delight, When in thy gleesome artless, way, " Look at rny flowers," I've heard thee say. Thy voice we may not hear again, Thy form we may not see, 'Till, freed from every mortal pain, Our souls may dwell with thee And cull those never withering flowers That bloom in heaven's eternal bowers. A SEARCH AFTER JOY. I have sought for joy — the lively dance Where faces and hearts appeared gay ; And the music's tone — and the smiling glance Seem'd to vanish all gloom away. But I found it not, tho' I perhaps might look Truly happy and free from care, For there came a voice which I could not brook And the joy I sought was not there. 32 I had heard there were joys in friendship found, For a friend I eagerly sought, But alas ! the name — it is but a sound, With which nought of pleasure is fraught. I have mingled among the busy crowd Where pleasure was laughing in glee, But I turn'd away, for its mirth so loud, Could never all'ord joy to me. I have sought the green fields, when none were near, And my heart felt peaceful and mild As I look'd on the streams so smooth and clear, And the Mowers as they grew so wild. But though calm was my soul yet there arose In my inner-self a sound, That whispered though peace from thy earthly woes Is here, yet joy thou hast not found. I have knelt at midnight when all was still And my heart was heavy with grief, I have knelt, I have hoped, and prayed until, Joy, even joy, has given relief. Twas such joy as the soul can only feel When released from all doubts and fears, It breathes a prayer whilst repentance will steal On the heart, and dissolve, into tears. 33 'Twas joy too great in this life to last long — The only true joy on earth given — 'Twas rapture most blissful, for oh ! its song Spoke but of forgiveness and heaven ! MAN. But such is man ! — unfathomably strange ! Always deceitful when most kind appealing, Wishing from every flower he meets to range, Yet, to each one, to seem the most endearing, His own proud vanity no deep guile fearing. t Loving ! yet trying to conceal its pow'r, Till knowing himself beloved, and that once known, Changes his fancied passion of an hour, For the once fond love, now a tyrant grown Spurns the won heart, he strove to make his own. STANZAS. I saw thee — and I marked thee well, I know thy meaning now That one brief gaze can more than tell, What tongue can e'er avow 34 And can it be a whispered tale As truth should be received, Can falsehood e'er the heart prevail, Is calumny believed ? It is enough ! I know the whole, The work of meanest minds, No conscious error smites my soul No guilt my spirit finds. Yet — ere I leave thee —with thv fame Foes have been busy too, I heard them mingle with thy name That which could not be true. I heard them — but the sounds I heard No further proof could shew, I knew the falseness of each word, Thou could'st not stoop so low ! STANZAS, COMPOSED IN A SEASON OF DEJECTION. I know not why my wearied soul should feel So sadly wretched, and so fill'd with gloom ; < >h ! will there never o'er my spirit steal A brightei ra\ its darkness to relume! 35 I cannot bear this rankling care of mind — I cannot quell the raging of my heart, — When shall I from its strife a rest e'er find ? Oh ! from its tempest toil, when shall I part ? I'm sick of life's dull, heavy, anxious thought, Of all its foolish joys, its worn out bliss, For which I once with fancied pleasure sought And hoped to find in such a world as this ! I'm tired of all — my heart is listless grown, Even to scenes that once so bright appeared And though among dear friends, sadly alone I feel, since peace of mind has disappeared. I may but wish, since hope I can no more, And wish I will, though vain that wish will be, It is — that this life's care may soon be o'er, And from my present pain I them may flee. Oh ! that my loving spirit might take wings, And soar to where no worldly fears infest, To some bright spot free from all earthly things, Then fold them calmly in a tranquil rest, A lasting rest until the trumpet's sound shall break, The solemn tombs, and bid the dead awake ! 36 TO THE MEMORY OF MRS. WHO WAS LOST IK THE WRECK OF THE ROTHSAY CASTLE. She saw the foaming billows rise, She viewed the angry clouds In dark array spread o'er the skies, That seemed like gloomy shrouds Prepared already to enroll, And sweep them to their watery gaol. She heard the shriek of wild despair, The cries of children young, As at one awful stroke, they were Engulphed the waves among, One feeble struggle — and no more — They sunk, their struggles all were o'er. The dying groan — the suffering form — The effort vain for life — The raging madness of the storm, That severed man and wife, Parent and child and friend so dear, Sad sights to see — sad sounds to hear ! 37 But, oh ! what did she feel ? tho' still And calm the wreck she viewed ; Who, who shall tell the thoughts that fill A heart so deep imbrued As her's, and in the fearful strife Contested then 'twixt death and life ? Yet, had she other things — her mind To rack with torturing pain ; Belov'd ones she had left behind- Left ne'er to meet again ! Husband and children — these are ties To which her longing spirit flies. A wife, a mother who shall know The anguish of her heart ? Th' unutterable pang of woe At having thus to part ! What would she at that moment give, To see them once again and live ? But, oh ! it may not be, the waves Rise higher o'er her head ; She sees among the ocean's caves Floating, the slumb'ring dead ; A prayer she breathes to God on high, Nor shudders at mortality. E 38 Perchance she prayed for faitli to guide Her trembling spirit through ; For grace, that calm her soul might glide Unto its life anew; For mercy, that death's storm when o'er Would land her safe on heaven's bright shore. Then mourn not, though she was beloved, Her meni'rv still be dear, Nor murmur that she is removed From every sorrow here : Her pray'r was heard and now above She dwells with God in heavenly love. TO Oh ! blame me not, there hath no change Passed o'er my wretched heart, Oh ! deem not that I wish to range, Or from truth to depart. Oh ! no, there is no severing The tie bound round my soul, Though love's bright bloom is withering Beneath fate's dark control. 39 Still beats my fondest pulse for thee, And, oh ! this prayer is mine — Though wearied my lone heart may be, There may be rest for thine. I would avert despair's wild strife That o'er the bosom steals, The sickening of this mortal life The worn-out spirit feels. I would but guide thee to that peace Which I may never know ; And bid each worldly care to cease, Thy life to mar with woe. Then, oh ! forget me, and the hours Together we have passed, Ere faded were life's freshest flowers, That o'er our path seem'd cast. Rememher not the hopes that fill'd Our bosoms with new light, Nor ever think of joys instill'd By love's warm soft delight. Shun every spot that but affords To prove our hearts bereaved, And, oh ! forget those fond sweet words To me were ever breathed. 40 It must be so, since we may not Meet as we've met before, I do but wish by thee forgot Things that may pass no more. It is to save thy heart from pain, (The sorrow but be mine) That here we ne'er shall meet again, And man should not repine. Tis but for weaker womankind To droop beneath a pang, To tremble when griefs load doth find A heart whereon to hang. 'a- To mourn in sadness when alone, Yet to the world, to seem A happy being, and to own The pleasures of life's dream. A little while to wander here With smiles upon her cheek, Yet, shed in solitude the tear That tells her heart must break. And when the wearied frame is tired Of struggling here below, And every fever'd flame's expired Of mortal burning woe. 41 Then calmly breathe for him a prayer, Then gently waft a sigh Of deep contrition to the air — Then close her eyes — and die. A DEPARTING SPIRIT'S FAREWELL. I feel the breath of life grow faint within my breast. As softly o'er my heart now steals this gentle rest ; I see the twilight shade of evening spread around, And throw its dark'ning gloom upon this earthly ground The voices of dear friends, in whispers sad I hear, Yet still I may not shed for them a parting tear. Oh ! look not on these eyes, that once so brightly shone, Soon from terrestrial things their last gaze will have gone ; Nor on my faded cheek, so deathly, damp, and cold, Nor on my withered brow, where sorrow's tale lies told, But listen to my voice, whilst here awhile it tell Of things my spirit sees, beyond this world's farewell. There is a sunshine gleaming, above these cloudy skies — A brightness ever beaming, where nothing ever dies : There is a land of glory, where dwelleth pure delight, Without one falling shadow, of this world's fearful night, There reigneth never-ending bliss', and everlasting peace, There ever live immortal souls — tho' here to dwell thev cease. I see the beauty of their wings, now gliding through the air, I hear their anthem as it rings, the never-ceasing prayer, B 2 42 Oh ! how my longing spirit pants, to be forgiven and blest, To share their most exquisite joys — their tranquil heavenly rest: But, hark ! there is a soothing peal, now mingles with that sound, Mow calmly o'er my soul does steal, a holiness profound ! 1 1 bids me hope, it bids me pray, ii bids me have no fear, To gently wing my weary way, from every trouble here, I see a cheering ray divine, now glimmering through the gloom, Its heavenly source I can define — it is beyond the tomb. Farewell ! again that soft sound wakes the dying pulse of life, And fainter grows the retrospect of all past cares and strife — Again I do behold the wings of angels spread on high, The never withering bloom of things, that live to never die — And now upon my raptured sight breaks life's eternal day, Its radiance shineth on my soul, farewell — I must away ! STANZAS. Oh ! there are pleasures — pleasures dee]) and thrilling, Even experienced in this vale below ; Enjoyments pure — the peaceful bosom filling With true delight, unmixed with any woe. Yes, there are moments most replete with brightness, Brightness that fadeth not with midnight dreams, But sheddest still upon the soul a lightness, As soothing as the moonlight's tranquil beams. 43 Oh ! there arc memories of joys departed, Slowly that steal as dim grows evening's sky, And hopes still living for the broken hearted, Perchance ev'n yet, to bid their sorrows fly. Surely 'tis happiness — when gaily leaving Our present griefs, we fondly contemplate Things, that perhaps may come, still disbelieving Darker can fall the shadow of our fate. And if felicity there be, 'tis knowing- One kindred human heart, still journies here ; That ever with our own in union flowing, Anticipates a time, when care and fear, Will, with the painful past — all fade away, As dawns a future and more lightsome day. SONNET. 'Tis eve, the placid moon now throws Her gentle beams athwart the trees, And, as I gaze, a calmness glows Within my bosom, and the breeze Of night, now softly sweeps along, And faintly breathes its sighing song. 44 Oh ! evening hour, delightful time, When life on earth can tranquil seem, My lonely spirit now can chime With thee its song, nor mem'ry dream, Of blighted hopes departed joys, Nor grief, nor care, the heart annoys, But, happy in its peaceful mood, My soul enjoys its solitude. LINES SUGGESTED WHILE LISTENING TO ECCLES CHURCH BEI.LS TOLLING 10R A FUNERAL. Sadly they toll, now sounding near and strong, Now faint and distant, on the night breeze fall, And mingling with the blast, they sweep along And bid defiance to all earthly thrall. ( >h, funeral chime ! with what deep awful force, Thy strokes can bring my proudest hopes to dust! Thy sounds but reach mine ear, there's no resom- •« . But list unto it till it's o'er I must. 1 1 stirs reflection — and it bids it dwell On things less fleeting than belong this earth. While every stroke seems solemnly to tell The insignificance of earthly worth. 45 Would that the influence of the holy calm I feel, when listening to thy awful sound, Might quell the sin of every worldly charm, And guide my spirit where sweet grace is found, So that before my funeral chime be peal'd, Religion's truth be to my soul reveal'd. STANZAS. Come solemn night, and spread thy wings Of darkness o'er this landscape fair, For the dark gloom their shadow flings, But suits a heart so worn by care As mine is now ; so sad — so lone — So weary of this world's dull fears It feels ; for where joy once was known, Now nought but dreariness appears. Oh ! yes, a dreary shade's come o'er The hopes that filled my heart so vain, And friends that were, now are no more, Nor will they ever be again A s once they were ; alas ! to dwell On hopes, on friends, so prized, so dear Now fled, it breaks my heart to tell They both were false, like all else here. it; EPITAPH FOR A CHILD'S GRAVE. A spring flower lies beneath this stone, Its earthly bloom is o'er; And here, decayed, it rests alone, Till death's reign be no more. When from this sod its roots shall spring, And be transplanted where Death may not come, nor withering, To blight its blossoms fair; But where, removed from its cold tomb Shall live in heaven's unfading bloom. A FRAGMENT. She slept, and as I gently press'd her check, Twas warm, and a low breathing sound I heard, I wish'd a prayer, a prayer I could not speak — I left her ; but without a parting word ; Mv hearl was sad — but hope, vain hope, still shed Her beams delusive, o'er my sorrow'd mind, \ud Mill unhappy thoughts my soul o'erspread, Though friend' were with me that were truly kind. 47 Time passed — I saw her once again, she slept, I kissed her, but her cheek was wann no more, I looked upon her calmly, and I wept, For that one look revealed that life was o'er : But on that countenance I could not gaze, Nor feel that peace unto the soul was given, I could not think of that dear child's past ways, Nor feel assured her resting place was heaven. THE HOUR I LOVE. When the light of day is over, And the busy sound of life, When calmed are all the feelings Of tumult, noise, and strife. When hushed in holy silence, The world seems to the mind — A vast and troubled ocean Wherein no rest we find. When imagination pictures Tbe joys we cannot see, And hope in fancy sees afar, The things that are to be. 48 When the soul in deep religion, Can commune with above, Forgeting then all other things, This is the hour I love ! MUSINGS WRITTEN ON THE NIGHT OF THE 1st SEPTEMBER,! The night is calm — the moon is risen high, And sheds upon this earth her tranquil beam, I hear a solemn sound of music nigh, And gaze, and half believe that 'tis a dream, So soft, so peaceful looks the scene around, Whilst floating like a requiem comes that sound. Oh! surely 'tis the time when human thought, The best can raise itself above vain things ; And feeling with a holy influence fraught, Can know the peace a calmed spirit brings And taste the bliss, a contrite heart but knows, That seeks relief from him who felt our woes. Yes, 'tis a time when my weak mind aspires To hold communion with a soul that's fled ; To seek an answer to my lone desires From a departed one, whose life, once shed A sunshine o'er our worldly anxious fears, And turned to joy our sorrows and our tears. 49 To thee, I speak — oh spirit ! sister dear ! What glories dost behold in that blest place ? What wonders greet thy sight, what sounds thy ear, What heavenly beauties shine around thy face ? Oh ! answer, that mortality may know, Of that which immortality can shew ! Thou answer 'st not : — the moon still shines as clear, The breeze still lightly plays around my head, That soothing soimd of melody's still near — But thou, departed loved one, hast not said Of what thy joys consist —of what is given To a pure spirit when it enters heaven. Nor shall it be — thy voice on earth again, Whilst mortal I shall never comprehend, The knowledge of thy speech I may know, when The things of earth to me have had an end, — When through the shades of death my soul will speed From sin, from flesh, from earth, from sorrow freed. Then peace, my mind ! — be calm ; thou know'st well What the Almighty to his creatures gave, — His word, his will — his book alone can tell ; His grace, his mercy, his forgiveness save ; Thus am I answered, this my soul may know, While with my frame, it joumies here below. F 50 And thou, blest spirit ! dear departed shade, For that which thou enjoy 'st my soul may long, Thou know'st the glories that shall never fade, And thou hast joined the everlasting song. Thy life to us, a guiding star shall be, — A beacon, lighting to eternity. STANZAS. We have met again — and my saddened heart Feels still more sad and broken, Thy word, thy look, why should I mind Since now the truth is spoken ? Could I mistake thy look ? Could my proud heart mislead me ? It has done so — then why waste thought On that which has deceived me ? It is a sweet and silent night, And the silver moon is beaming, How peaceful seems her heavenly look As through my room 'tis gleaming Unlike the busy deeds of life Is thy pale placid beam, Thou sheddest upon the world at large \ melancholy gleam. 51 That blue expanse, that deepening vault Where still no end I see, There can I gaze, and only think, On other things than thee. A deeper thought inspires my soul, To holier things I bow, There is a something for me still ; I can forget thee now ! There's heaven above me, and the moon Sheds comfort on my heart : It bids me seek religious truths, And act a wiser part. My soul obeys — and now farewell, Oh love ! thy days are past — A stronger hold has on me now — Oh ! may it longer last. REMONSTRANCE TO MY SISTER AFTER SINGING A FAVOURITE SONG. Oh ! linger once more to wake those notes, Repeat that much loved strain, And let me, whilst its sweetness floats, Taste wildest bliss again. 52 Why bid such heartfelt pleasure spring, Such rapture deep and strong ; Then careless let it take its wing, And pause upon thy song. Oh ! strike the melody I love, So that the magic sound ; May reach the heavenly choir above, Then to my soul rebound. Resume the music of that lay, That harmony of tone ; Before the spell quite die away, And joy so transient is flown. For surely tis a charrn divine, Infused by that soft swell, That deigns around my heart t' entwine, And all its trouble quell. But oh ! the feeling grows less bright, The rapturous joys all fade ; And nothing save the chequered light, Of things past can pervade. Then pause no more — but linger here Awhile, and sing the strain ; That only can recall the dear Fond vision once again ! 53 STANZAS. Why should we think of joys gone by ? Why should we hope for things to be That may not come ; why vainly sigh O'er visions our eyes may never see ? Why have affection for earthly things ? Things that can feel not as we can feel ; Their love is not long ere it taketh wings, Nor cares for the heart it has sought to steak Why regret for friends that are fled, Fiiends we had thought were truly our own ? Why should we mourn o'er the silent dead, Since they, the beloved, for ever are flown ? Why have a care, a thought, or a fear For aught that dwelleth on earth below ? Since naught remains in this cold world here, They all may come, but they all will go. Yes, joy may come, with its pleasant smile, And hope may beam with a steady light, Like a shooting star, that beams awhile So calm, then vanishes from the sight. f2 54 \ml love may bloom in the happy heart, Like buds of promise its thoughts may be ; But a blast will come — its bloom depart, And nothing leave but a withered tree. And friends may come with their words so kind, And their faces be seemingly fair; But these are all, for, alas ! the mind — Ye never will meet with friendship there. And those we love best may be, one day, Like the fairest flow'rs that brightly bloom, Another comes — they have passed away, Their beauty is withering in the tomb. Then why feel sorrow on heart and brain, For things that come, but so quickly go ? Better forget the past, nor again Let the thought of earthly joy or woe Disturb the current of life's dull stream, That onward glides through this mortal dream. 55 LINES WRITTEN UPON OBSERVING A LITTLE GIRL WHO GREATLY RESEMBLED ROSABELLE, NOT FAR FROM PRESTWICH CHURCH MY SISTER. I passed a child but, oh ! 'twas such a child As I had never seen but once before, Joy in each feature, yet a joy so mild, And the bright healthy glow that spread them o'er, Was like unto that tint which ever throws Its radiant colour o'er the blooming rose. Those eye's dark shade, and oh ! the beauteous light That glanced beneath those fringed lids, were thine Those smiling lips, that told the heart's delight, Were such as thou hadst once ; I could define In that soft tread, the very sound that came With thy own footsteps, aye, the very same ! I pressed that hand, I spoke, and oh ! the sound Of the sweet voice that answered, soft the tone, Yet deep and thrilling, and I gazed around — Surely that voice to me was not unknown. o6 I once had heard it, now again it came, Just as it used to be, so sweet and clear ; Those eyes, those lips, that form, the very same As once were thine ; again I saw them here, And, as I gazed, my soul enraptured grew, Would that the vain delusion had been true. Onward I passed — I stood beside a stone, And oh ! a stone remembered far too well ; I looked upon it, and thy name alone Was all I saw, my heart with grief did swell. Sadly I turned away, for oh ! 1 deemed I had just seen thy face ; alas ! I dreamed. I turned again imto the stone, and wept ; I thought upon that beauteous child like thee, And gazed at the sod 'neath which thou slept ; Thou ! did I say ? — vain, sinful, fancy flee. Thou dost not sleep beneath that earthly sod, Nor dost thou live, like that fair child, below, Thy spirit is reclaimed unto its God, Safely released from every mortal woe. Above thou dwell'st— peace to thy soul is given, And an eternity of bliss in heaven ! 57 A MOTHERS ADDRESS TO HER DEPARTED CHILD. I cannot forget thee, — at day's bright horn, When the sunbeam shineth on all around ; When the earth is decked with many a flow'r, And the songs of the birds have a gladsome sound. Thou art with me then, with thy happiest smile, And thy heart so joyful and free from guile. I hear the soft tread of thy childish feet, I see thy light form as it passes by ; I list to the sound of thy accents sweet, And my voice will murmur as in reply. But the charm dissolves, oh ! the spell at last Is but a sweet vision of what is past. In the silence of night, when all is dark ; I watch the repose of thy tranquil sleep, I gaze on thy face so lovely, and mark The smile that is shed o'er thy countenance meek. But the truth returns — oh ! thou art not there, I still see thee sleeping ; but where, oh ! where. I dream, and my dreams are still of thee then ; I see thee as once thou wert wont to be, Thy arms entwine me, I kiss thee again, And hold thee more closely thy beauty to see, But, oh ! the illusion, I wake, the dream's o'er, I 'm lonely as ever, and thou art no more. 58 I would not forget thee — that one dear thought Is the only light that brightens my gloom, 'Tis my earthly joy, if of joy there's aught To cheer my spirit on this side the tomb, Oh ! dark would the sorrow of this world be Were it not for the thought, my child, of thee . I will visit thy grave again and weep, Thy sod with my tears shall be covered o'er, But they cannot dissolve thy icy sleep, It will still remain as deep as before ; Since death listless has bound thee in chain 'Tis sinful to wish thee on earth again. Prom thy blessed home there is no return, Thy lot is an angel's in realms above, I will pray, and hope that my resting bourne Maybe in that land of heavenly love, To where thou'rt gone, I will pray, I will pray — That my soul may meet thee in endless day. There is peace in the thought, and a less of gloom Doth seem to dwell on my sorrowed mind, Thy body is mouldering in the tomb, But it still will rise and a mansion lind — A mansion of bliss, in a far oil' world, Where its wings to the breeze may be safely unfurled. 59 Oil ! then I will pray for the time to be, 4 When my soul may be loosed from sin and care, And if, in heaven, on earth thou can'st see, Oh ! pray that my spirit may meet thee there, I long for the rest that's exempt from strife, In heaven's bright land of eternal life. A DEPARTED SPIRIT'S REPROACH. Weep not that my journey is o'er, Weep not that my danger is past, Earth's vanities can never more The bliss I enjoy overcast. Weep not that my spirit has fled From sorrow, from care, and from strife, Weep not that my body is dead, A sain it will rise unto life ! *B' I have ceased for ever to grieve, I have passed through death's gloomiest shade, Heaven's glory I now would not leave For its joy is too holy to fade. Oh ! dwell not upon that last pang When my spirit was struggling to fly, (From a world o'er which sorrow doth hang,) To its mansion of peace in the sky. 60 That pang in a moment was o'er, Death had not for me any sting ; Earth's dream was remembered no more When I heard the bright Seraphim sing. I have joined in their holiest song, I have traversed their beautiful bowers, I have drank of life's waters, so strong, And cull'd "never withering flowers." The rapture that dwells in each breast, Whilst on earth, thou can'st never know, And calm is our heavenly rest, While forth from each tongue praises tiow. Then weep not that my spirit has flown, To a world where no more it can die, Seek him, the great God, who alone Can fit thee to meet me on high ! DAY AND NIGHT. 'Tis pleasant to roam when the earth is gay, And the sun sheddeth forth his light, And the joyful look of the bright mid-day Speaks only of life and delight. 61 It suits well a heart that is glad and free, It adds joy to a happy mind, And the merry sound of its mirth and glee May please best the most of mankind. But 'tis pleasanter far — oh ! much more sweet To wander when night's shadows fall, And the pale moon is beaming forth, and greet No sound, save some soft water-fall ! It sheds peace o'er the soul that's troubled and sad, It calms earth's vain passions, so wild, And the sinful feelings the heart once had, Are exchanged for thoughts much more mild. Night is the time when the soul truly knows How short are the joys of life's day, That scarcely come, ere our bodies repose And mingle their dust with earth's clay. AN INVITATION TO FORMER FRIENDS. Friends of my former years, where are ye now — Whither have strayed your footsteps from my side ? Oh ! come, once more return, and tell me how The world's dark sorrows ye have still defied ? G 62 Come, let us look again, and converse hold As once, in younger days, we looked and spoke, Ere the gay mirth, each day seem'd to unfold, Was o'er, and from our dream we had awoke. Come, and we will cull once more those lovely flowers That used to bloom, and shed their fragrance sweet, And let us wander through foi'saken bowers We once had loved to make our safe retreat. Oh ! let us gaze on each remembered tree, And, as we gaze, recall each happy thought, Come, though the scene be changed there still may be One path with which past joy may still be fraught. Childhood's companions ! how I long to meet As once we met, each with a smiling brow And happy heart, again we'll fondly greet Friends of my former years ! where are ye now ? THEIR ANSWER. Friend of our former years! thy call we hear, Yet to obey it, is not in our power, Or gladly, from our time's dark thought and feai Would we return to childhood's sweetest hour. 63 We may not speak, as once in happy glee We loved to converse of earth's things so fair, For oh ! our voices are now changed, we see The joys of younger days exchanged for care. And the fair flowers we used to fondly twine Have faded, and their fragrance will no more iShed its rich odour o'er our lives, nor thine, Since the bright hopes that bloomed with them are o'er. Tis vain to wander o'er each once-loved scene And mark a^ain each fond remembered thing ©> We should but now regret that what has been May be no more, nor one past joy e'er bring. Oh ! we are altered, time has wrought a change In all our looks, and since we parted last Our spirits have been tried, with all things strange, And grief upon our pathway hath been cast. Some, from the busy scene have sunk to rest, Then, wherefore meet, since they would not be there ? They that we loved perhaps clearest, fondest, best, This thought alone, would turn our joy to care. And thou, even thou who bid'st us meet again, Art changed too ; thy mind's once tranquil peace Is turned to sorrow, and the troubled pain That rankles deep, but never knows decrease. 64 Farewell ! we will not dwell on hours gone by, They were too bright to last till now we know. And their past bliss, but aids us to descry More plainly, every trait of present woe. Farewell ! — till every mortal grief is o'er, Friend of our former years ! — we'll meet no more. THE FAREWELL OF THE BROKEN HEARTED TO THE REJECTED. Think not of me ! for my journey below Henceforth will be but a journey of woe, Gloomiest sorrows but mark my dark lot, Then think not of me, — I would be forgot. There is no pleasure my lone heart to cheer, Never again will it meet with joy here, Sadness hath crept o'er my spirits once light, And every thing gay has turned from my sight. I would not that one so happy and free As thou in thy youth's bright clay seem'st to be, For a moment on one so sad should dwell, As she who now bids thee her last farewell. Hope's vain delusions for ever are o'er, They never will cheat my wearied soul more, Every wild passion is chased from my mind, Though still have they left their dark trace behind. 65 Feelings wounded —with life's bitter cares torn, A heart with mourning now broken and worn, Earth's bright illusions away have all passed, And dark is the shade that's o'er my path cast. No peace is left my sad soul to relieve, On to the end will it sorrow ami grieve, Think not of me — forget I am known — Leave me to finish my passage alone. Think not of me, oh ! let thought be not deep, ApXnev forget, and bid memory sleep, Let things come and depart in glee, But shun every thought that whispers of me. Farewell ! seek a livelier heart than mine, A heart that can beat in union with thine, One that has no hidden sorrow to quell, But, oh ! think not of me, farewell ! farewell ! THE BRIDAL AND BURIAL— A CONTRAST. Bright shone the sun in the heavens so high , Not a cloud flitted over the azure sky, All nature looked smiling, each flower, each tree, Budding forth in its beauty, was fair to see, And the fragrant breath of spring time did waft Its breezafrefreshing so mild and so soft. 66 And all through the air swell 'd wildly along, The exulting strain of the free bird's song, Sweet seem'd the sight of each earthly thing born, As it hailed with delight the bridal morn. \nd the bride, she was lovely, dark was her hair, Clustering in curls o'er her brow and neck fair, Like an evening star glitter 'd forth the ray ( )f her placid eye on that joyous day, Each glance as on all things around it fell Reveal'd the deep bliss of her bosom's swell, And her heart — oh ! she deemed its last pang was o'ei When she vow'd to be his for evermore ! Twas a moonlight eve, and the chilling breeze Moaned sullenly through the dark forest trees, And dec}) in their shadow a pile arose ( >f ancient structure as white as the snows That covered the hallowed, yet mournful ground.. Solemnly now and then fell the sad sound ( )f the funeral bell, each stroke so low J J nt whispered the dark tale of mortal woe. Close by the side of a lowly grave kneel'd A form full of grace — though dimly conceaTd— And a gleam as it fell on the manly head, That was bending in grief o'er the silent dead, Revealed the dark light of a wild troubled i That gazed in despair on the clouds passing by. Twas he — the bereaved one, the wretched, and lone, With none on the wide earth to love as his own. 67 For she — the deplored one, the sweet bride had fled From this earth, to slumber among the cold dead ; And the prayer he was breathing in sorrow and gloom Was to dwell with her still in the dreary tomb. THE ORPHAN GIRL'S LAMENT AT HER MOTHER'S TOMB. Dear hallow'd spot ! again I come My vigils sad to keep, Oh ! here shall be my sacred home Where I will kneel and weep, While soft the breeze of night does moan, And gleams the moonlight on this stone. Mother — oh ! from thy dark abode, Canst thou not hear me call 3 Oh ! speak — but to release the load, That o'er my heart does fall ; Answer — in thine own accents mild, Oh ! converse with thy wretched child. The world is bitter and the scorn Of life is hard to bear ; Since thou hast left me — never morn Has seem'd so bright and fair; The sunshine and the earth's gay flowers But whisper of departed hours. 68 There is no pleasure in one thing, My heart is sick and chill, When will its misery take wing ? When will ils heatings still ? When shall I from this weight he free, And rest in peace beneath with thee ? Mother, oh ! I have now no friend To hearken to my tale — Wilt thou no comfort to me send To cheer me through this vale ? The dreariness of night is round, Yet save the wind there comes no sound. No voice — no soft reply — oh ! where Shall my tired spirit* stray For refuge from the dark despair That clouds my lonesome way :' The green sod and the grey tomb stone, Ave dwelling with me here alone. Alone ! no human heart to know The mournfulness of mine ! No anxous feeling soul to flow hi sympathy divine ! Would that those lips now pale and cold Migbl speak, — what peace they could unfold ! 69 Mother ! from out thy clamp cold bed, Might one faint murmur rise — 'Twould soothe this aching heart and head, 'Twould calm these weary sighs, One gentle breath — my soul would fill With peace to know — thou hear'st me still. But no — all's quiet — slumbers deep Now wrap thy pillow 'd head, A long — a lasting — dreamless sleep Among the mouldering dead ! And thy lone child must still endure The pain for which remains no cure ! WEBER'S LAST SONG. Oh ! bring me once more, My harp, ere life be o'er And whilst my spirit gently glides away, Its strings may tell The world my last farewell, Breathed forth in a wild lay. Sweet chords again awake, Oh ! let your music break With force full deep to sooth this drooping trembling soul ; Oh ! waft around my head A song mete for the dead — When they are freed from death's control. 70 Then — as my senses fade — As nearer draws the shade Of dying strife — oh ! be your influence then most strong So that the mortal pain — The earth's near severed chain Shall fail beneath the power of song. Bring then — oh ! bring once more My harp ere life be o'er, And let tbese feeble Angers o'er its wild strings stray And they shall faintly tell A tone of my farewell — Breath 'd as my spirit passed away ! ERROR'S RECOMMENDATION. Creatures of earth, ever prone to do wrong, Listen awhile to a friend you've known long ; 1 speak but of what you allow is a truth — My readiness ever to accompany youth — My fervent desire to remain with them still, Though their course be marked out through trouble and ill Unlike the false friends with whom sometimes \<>u meet. That seem for a time to be smiling and sweet, Then throw rfH' the mask so deceitfully worn And display in full truth a foe's bitter scorn. I'm staunch to the heart thai has followed my ways, Attachment so faithful as mine ne'er decays j 71 Most willing to guide you along the dark road That leads to my spacious frequented abode : — Nor deem, I entreat you, that when arriv'd there Attendants are wanting to welcome your care ; — Transgression and sorrow as porters await To hail every sinner that enters my gate; They will place you secure in my banqueting hall, WTiere the worst oflif'e's passions appear at a call. Remorse shall be savoured with wildest despair While conscience on all sheds reproachful its glare, Nor draughts are found lacking — the goblets are filled, Quaff them and soon by their power is instilled A fear, and a shuddering, — yet a thirst within, Still urging you on to drink deeper of sin : — And when over wearied with such a full feast Think not that my wish to oblige is decreased ! A chamber of rest near my mansion you'll find, \Vh er e — despised by the less erring part of mankind You may seek for repose, nor seek long in vain, Already existence beginneth to wane — Destraction will soon o'er perverted sense creep And point out the way of procuring a sleep- How long it will last friend or foe may not tell, But ere ye awake, ye will bid me farewell, For I should not be able to serve my friends here, Did T slumber a moment o'er error's career. 72 SONNET. I love to wander when all nature seems Wrapt in a twilight cloud, when all is still — And then to think of by-gone pleasant dreams That once were wont my merry heart to li 11 With childish mirth; — oh ! how the vision brings The strong remembrance of all happy things ! The time — alas ! how changed, when all that came Within the notice of my careless mind, Was as a glowing picture, still the same Bright hues and lovely prospects lay defined ; Without one shade of darkness all was light ; Each budding hope and thought had known no blight But life in its spring times rarely found amiss, For then how sweet we taste of ignorance the bliss. SONNET. In the dim twilight of this shadowy hour There is a solemn sweetness; — every tree Looks motionless — as though in silent rest. No sound breaks forth, save but at intervals, One low deep murmur, like the gentlest sigh, Floats in sad tone upon the dewy air. ( )h ! what a scene to tranquilizc the mind ! And bid the o'er fraught heart be comforted ' 73 Ye who are sorrowful dwell here awhile And gaze upon the sight, till o'er your souls Nature's calm sympathy impart its peace And list unto the murmur, till it wake Mem'ries that may have coldly slept, yet now Can waft through the spirit breathings of the past. STANZAS. Farewell ! let there be no sighing, Though our parting for ever be past, Fate — every thing else denying — Can prevent not our mem'ry to last. We'll think on those days of lightness, When flowers — now withered — did bloom ; And a ray of that former brightness Our present dark hour shall illume. Have not our hopes been all blighted ? Oh ! then still to hope would be vain — Since that which our hearts delighted, Will never delight us again. We should but revert to gladness, That held, for a brief time its sway, And keep from our souls that sadness, Which chaseth such sweet thoughts away. H 74 We know there must be no meeting, We know we must journey apart, W ithout the faint hope of greeting, Again the beloved of our heart. Yet till this fond heart shall perish, And the last of its throbbings be o'er, The mem'ry of thee will it cherish Til] mem'ry itself be no more. A DREAM. Twas eve — yet o'er the western skv Still glowed a ruddy light ; While dimly might be traced on high The twinkling stars of night. And all around, in freshest green, The trees and fields were dressed ; 1 1 was to me, the very scene, That charms my soul the best. Methoughl around my path there lav A few half-closed wild flowers, And every footstep brushed away Their dewy drops in showers. 75 I felt the night wind slight and soft Lift up my long damp hair And every breeze did gently waft A coolness through the air. I wandered on — but not alone — Friends wandered with me too, And dear friends — such as I had known, And loved as being true. I heard their voices sound of mirth, I saw the blessed sight, Of mortals, on this lovely earth, Entranced in pure delight. I felt that happiness of soul, That union of mind, And glowing 'neath its sweet control, Adored all human kind ! My dreams mild nature changed there came A distant murmuring sound ; I gazed, but oh ! 'twas not the same Bright prospect all around. A dreary, darksome, vapour lay, Where late shone eve's decline, I watched the pale stars glide awav, Nought else I could define. 76 And now upon my listening ear, Distinct and sadly fell A stroke that filled ray heart with fear, A mournful passing bell. All else was silent — darker still The dull cold mist seemed spread, And every breath felt like the chill That wraps the slumbering dead. It was a misery too deep For nature to sustain, I had no power to sigh or weep, I could but feel the pain. Till sounded forth one solemn toll, The saddest yet that broke, It paused — the sorrow of my soul Departed — and I woke. THE PAST, PRESENT, AND FUTURE. Time was — when childhood's dream was sweet, When gladness reigned o'er all, When hope's young flowers no blight could meet, When pleasure could not fall. 77 Time is — when o'er the once