~ 1 * WINGS OF YOUTH <By NANCY BUCKLEY THE CLOISTER PRESS SAN FRANCISCO 1922 COPYRIGHT 1922 BY NANCY BUCKLEY SAN FRANCISCO "Youth took wings and flitted among the clouds for the very joy of being freed from the fetters of earth." 4 ft f 5 4 5 FOREWORD IN THIS little book, "Wings of Youth," her second collection of published verses, Nancy Buckley has sounded the tender and wistful and also the joyous note of the young heart. The fact that her first book, " Laughter and Longing," published in 1921, is now in its third edition, is suf ficient testimony to the quality of her verse and to the cultured discernment of Californians. A mellower tone than we found in her first collec tion distinguishes most of the verses in this volume. It shows the growth she has made in an earnest pur suit of her high purpose, and the wider and deeper range of powers she has discovered and is bringing forth. We need such a strong and wholesome spirit as hers. It will inspire hope and cheer and sane striving against the devastating forces that now, more than ever, tend to drag us from our view of a glorious sun always shining in the sky. W. C. Morrow. San Francisco, November, 1922. Acknowledgement Acknowledgement is hereby made of the courtesy of American Poetry Magazine, The Nomad, Munsey s Magazine, Argosy, All-Story Weekly, The Signet, The Queen s Work, Social Progress, The Magnificat, New England Homestead, Education, The Calif - fornian, Newman Hall Review, Girlhood Days and Extension for permission to use in this volume poems originally contributed to these magazines. TO MART ELIZABETH CONTENTS Wings 15 The Singer < 15 Dreamers 17 The Little Gypsy 18 To My Friend 19 The Net 20 Love s Witchery 21 My Little Window 22 Homesick 23 Gifts 24 The Interpreter 25 The Easter Bell 26 The Little Old House 27 My Sweetest Song 28 Heart Mine 29 Silver Ships 30 A Gypsy 1 s Longing 31 Candles 32 A Song Without Words 33 Rendezvous 34 For Mary Elizabeth s Birthday 35 Our Lady of the Flowers 35 The Best Kind of a Game ...,.<. 37 Life s Snare 3g Little Roads 39 The Secret Room 40 Cynthia in Her Garden 41 Gray Eyes . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 42 A Little Girl s Garden 43 The Martyr . ................ 44-45 Tryst ............... 46 Enshrined . . . . . . , ........... . . 47 Macushla 48 Three Lovely Things 49 Immolation . 50 Dusk in a Garden 51 Regret 52 House Dreams 53 A Song of Youth 54 Idyl in a Garden 55 Nostalgia 56 The Vampire 57 The Enchanted Land . . . ..... ... . . 58 Paradox 59 At Night .............. 60 Haven . . . . . . . . . 61 By an Open Window in June ..... . . . . .62 Maid Mine . .... . 63 My Songs ... ....... . 64 Life s Garden 65 The Vendor of Dreams . . . . . 66 The Piper . 67 Fulfillment . ............ ...... . . . 68 WINCjS LOVE has wings that folded lie Upon my heart with soft caress, And nevermore they care to fly From my heart s tenderness. Love has wings, they ve flown away With never a tear-drop nor a sigh ; How could I hope for them to stay, When they so missed the sky? Page Fifteen THE SINGERS I AM but a singer, Yet I ever dare Songs to send like arrows Quivering through the air. Straight and swift and certain Flies each little dart, Home and harbor finding Within your dear heart. Page Sixteen CREAMERS DREAMERS are poor as poor can be, Without a cent put by; Theirs is the wealth of sun and sea, And rich-robed earth and sky. And all their own the silvery moon, The rainbow s treasure chest; Red roses in the heart of June, And love and faith and rest. Page Seventeen THE LITTLE GTPSY OH! Nina can dance with a gay Spanish dash, In her bright scarlet dress with broad yellow sash , And black curls a-flying and eyes dark as sloes, And music s soft rhythm in her little toes. Oh! Nina can sing as she strums her guitar, And sweet songs of Seville float in from afar, The melody falls from her soft southern tongue, And birdlings are silent till her song is sung. Oh! Nina can play on her wee castinets, The gay tarantella my heart ne er forgets, As forth on the highway I laughingly fare, With sweet Nina and youth and love everywhere. Page Eighteen TO ZMY FRIEND YOU are my friend. Give me no more Of costly gems and golden store, For these are not the things I prize For me let lovelight fill your eyes, And give to me your tenderness, Your little broken words that bless And bear away the bitter pain And make my heart look up again. Oh, come into my little room Whene er descends the hour of gloom, And let your love a candle be To bring the light of hope to me! Page Nineteen THE I M weaving a silken net for you, A silken net so fair; Forever I ll keep you all my own Safe in its lovely lair. I ll snare your body so small and sweet From all life s pain and harm, And o er your golden head I ll throw The magic of its charm. And fast my net shall wrap you round, I ve wrought it strong and well; Your little hands alone may break Its strong and shining spell. Page Twenty LOyS S WITCHERY EACH day s a golden hour to me, Since I can walk again with thee. The sea sings sweetly as of old, And all the laughing days unfold Their loveliness. The little streams Go drifting by like fairy dreams ; And o er the perfumed face of Night Fall misty veils of silver light. Glad promise gleams in morning skies, And dawns, for me, in your dear eyes; Each day s a golden hour to me Since I can walk again with thee. Page Twenty-one LITTLE FROM out my little window near the sky, I watch the clouds like doves go wandering by. I hear the song the thrush so sweetly sings, As golden arrows flash his shining wings. I see the roses full in scarlet bloom, Their scented incense fills my tiny room, And all the world is free from fretful care, And love and joy and youth are everywhere! I feel the spell the twilight softly weaves, And watch the moonlight silver all the leaves, Then tender dreams of life so sweet a part, Pass through my little window to my heart. Page Twenty-two HOMESICK THESE city streets are cold and gray, And very dim and dark; You never hear throughout the day The song of meadow lark. And hyacinths you never find, Blossoming white and blue; Not in the city streets unkind Does Springtime come to you. These city streets are filled with strife, Of fight for wealth and fame. Today I d give just half my life To hear you call my name. Page Twenty-three GIFTS I FAIN would give you golden gifts, But you have gold more rare, Since your Good Fairy gave to you A crown of golden hair. A silver trinket then, perhaps, Would make your heart rejoice, But what is silver to a maid With such a silvery voice? Or would a gem your fancy please? You ve plenty, I surmise, Your lips are rubies, rosy-hued, And diamonds bright, your eyes. Within this scented garden fair, A precious gift I ll seek, To match the lily of your throat, The roses in your cheek. Page Twenty-four THE INTERPRETER FOR him Life lifts her veil and lets him see The beauty hid beneath the mystery Of sunset glory flaming in the sky. And every gentle breeze that passes by Leaves soft caress upon his dreaming face, And violets from the depths of mossy place Raise trusting eyes. And in the nights of June Resplendent shines for him a friendly moon. Page Twenty-five THE EASTER WELL OVER the earth there gladly fell The song of many a golden bell ; Far and near came the joyous chime That heralded the Easter time. So loud, so clear, its music rang As sweet as if an Angel sang: "Lo! Death and Darkness both have fled Since Christ is risen from the dead." O! little bell, tell wind and wave That Love has triumphed o er the grave. Fill all the earth with joyous strain; Ring out, sweet bell, again again! Page Twenty-six THS LITTie OLD HOUSS AROUND the door red roses grow, And as the soft June breezes blow, Shy little dreams from petals creep And mystic tryst with memory keep. They let their tiny fingers rest Upon the old wall s broken crest, They lift their little faces high As if to touch the clear blue sky. They try to ease the bitter smart, That lives within the broken heart Of the sad house, so brown and old, That neath the flaming sun is cold. Shy little dreams your labor s vain; The little house won t smile again. Page Twenty-seven SWEETEST SONG MY SWEETEST song was stilled Alas! by your own hand, The day you sailed away To a far distant land. My sweetest song was filled With notes of keenest pain ; My thoughts were of primroses Along an Irish lane. My sweetest song is filled With joy-notes strong and clear; My thoughts are all of roses, For you at last are here! Page Twenty-eight HS AR T O MINE WHY are you sad, oh! heart o mine? Is the load heavy, or day too long? Now that the sun has ceased to shine, Have you forgot your song? You must be glad, oh! heart o mine, And bright and gay through pain and wrong, And when your spirits begin to pine, Must sing your sweetest song. Page Twenty-nine SILVER SHITS I SIT beside a sapphire sea, And watch my ships come home to me, And all the world is bright with flame, Answering my joyous heart s acclaim. Their sails are made of pale white mist, By beams of morning softly kissed ; Their freight is dreams, a precious store, Gathered upon some shining shore. Come, little ships of silver hue, Bring me fond hopes and visions new, Bring me the dreams I lost one day, When my Beloved went far away. Page Thirty LONGING I M HEARING the words that you whisper so slow, The soft words of love that are tender and low , But oh! my wild heart is a-roaming the dale- My wild gypsy heart, that cares not for love s tale. I m seeing your eyes and the promise they hold Of the wealth of the world and the glitter of gold, But oh! my wet eyes that are straining to see The hills of the gypsies, the hills of the free! I m touching your lips all aflame with desire, And my heart is a-pulsing so close to the fire But oh! tis the hills that I m wanting, my dear, The hills where I wandered that spring of the year. Page Thirty-one CcANVLES THERE is a shrine within my heart, Where two small candles burn, And when the day s last beams depart, To their bright light I turn. One candle is your love for me, And one my love for you ; Your love is strong as the mighty sea, And mine is deep and true. The little candles ever glow, At dusk or morn the same, And up their bright flames quickly go, When each speaks the other s name. Page Thirty-two c4 SONG WITHOUT WORDS THERE is a song within my heart, A song I long to sing, But all the labor on my part No fitting words can bring. Yet all the calm and quiet trees, Sing it throughout the day, And all its tender harmonies On breezes float away. And from the throat of every bird, Asway above his nest, The music of my song is heard, The song within my breast. Page Thirty-three RENDEZVOUS I LL surely come some happy day To our loved rendezvous, Nor time nor space can keep away My longing heart from you. It may be in the crowded street, Where Life goes on apace, But I shall know you when we meet And smile into your face. It may be in the hush of night, I ll see your loveliness; My heart will run like winged light, To meet your sweet caress. Nor life nor death can keep away My longing heart from you ; Sometime I ll come perhaps today To our loved rendezvous. Page Thirty-four FOR ZMARY ELIZAWSTH S BIRTHDAY IF I but knew just how to say The thoughts that fill my heart today, I d write a sonnet fine and grand, And put it in your little hand. If I but knew just how to sing Of Youth on happy shining wing, I d sing a song for you to hear And trill it to your little ear. If I but knew just how to show My love for you through weal and woe, I d take my soul the better part, And place it in your little heart. Page Thirty-five OU^LADY OF TH6 FLOWSRS THE glory of the Spring is falling o er The ye ar. The silver-throated songsters pour Their bursting hearts in sweetest melody That thrills the raptured air to ecstacy. And at our Lady s shrine, the lily fair Lifts her pure face, a gentle nun at prayer; And near her is the rose in glad array Of splendid scarlet satin, bright and gay. Wee violets, the blue of summer skies, Their loving hearts a-tremble in their eyes, Look up at Mary and with smiles so sweet, They lay their lives as offerings at her feet. Page Thirty-six THE B6ST KIND OF A GAMS LET S play that the whole world is shining, And filled with gay laughter so bright; With never a word of repining From morning to star-covered night. Let s play that the rose s red beauty, Is filling the land with perfume, Let s find that there s pleasure in duty, And nothing but heartache in gloom. Let s play that the blithe birds are flinging Their happiness all through the air, Let s play that our life s full of singing With hope and soft love everywhere. Page Thirty-seven HFS S LIFE offered treasure rich to me, Soft gleaming pearls from the Orient sea, And worldly fame and beauty s dower, With golden wealth and place and power. With eager hands I took the store Of Life s fair gifts and begged for more; Then found too late with bitter dole They forged gold fetters for my soul. Page Thirty-eight LITTLS SOMETIMES I walk on a little white road That leads through the fair heart of June, And Joy holds my hand as I saunter along, And eventide comes all too soon. Sometimes I walk on a little gray road, That leads to a dull sullen sea, And my heart is a bitter and burdensome thing, For Grief makes the journey with me. Page Thirty-nine THE SECRET I HAVE a room within my heart Where all my memories are, Small honored guests, these little dreams That come from near and far. When I am sad I enter in And meet your loving smile That made my joy and happiness, For such a little while. And in the little room I light The lamp of deathless love, And all my sorrow quickly goes, Like flight of swiftest dove. Page Forty CYNTHIA IN HER GARVSN SHE touches with white hands the flowers fair, And they look up and smile to see her there, And softly breathe a shy yet warm caress, Upon the airy brightness of her dress. Then tender dreams that in old gardens bide Come eagerly swift-thronging to her side, She mothers them her precious treasure-trove, Till, creeping in her heart, they kindle love. Page Forty-one GRAY EYS I DO not care for eyes of blue, Though warm they are, and pure, and true; Nor eyes of brown, so soft and deep, Where tender dreams and fancies sleep. I care not for black eyes that flash, And all one s dear hopes rudely dash ; That laugh and dance and mock and tease, Invoking mischief as they please. But, oh, I yearn for eyes of gray! So calm and sweet and softly gay, Such dear gray eyes as, long ago, For me made heaven here below. Page Forty-two zA LITTLE GIRL S GARDEN I HAVE a little garden fair, With soft dreams floating everywhere, Filled with tall lilies, gold and white, Shy violets and roses bright. I listen to the drowsy rhyme The river makes in summer-time; I lie upon the grass so cool Beside a quiet little pool. I dream I am a princess grand, The greatest lady in the land, Bright jewels on my fingers shine, And golden wealth untold is mine. I dream I am a fairy small, Who never wants to grow at all, Who plays all through the happy hours With dancing leaves and laughing flowers. Page Forty-three THE ^MARTYR THE sun hangs high in Heaven, darting down The glory of a springtime on the town, The splendid beauty of the opening rose, The promised wealth of music in some close Full throated warblers pour unto the sky A very incense-cloud of harmony. The games will be anon and eager feet Hasten from every way and every street Pours down its tide with never ceasing flow Where stands the Coliseum vast below. Lo! Lo! today, even today, glad hands Will loose the fretful tiger from his bands, And fling unto the lions with a cry, The few who worship Christ, and hence must die. A voice is heard: "To us Pancratius yield!" Then the gates fall, and on the sandy field Stands forth the very flower of Youth, as fair As when at night unto the raptured air Some lily breathes its ardent soul and dies, At joy of death wrapt in high ecstacies. Page Forty-four "Ah! Emperor, master, Christ is mine and I Am Christ s. Your sovereign mandate bids me die Your gods are Rome s, Christ mine, and therefor falls Thy wrath upon me. Lo! tis joy. All palls When matched with it, and seems but tears, But tears and a legion of broad, phantom fears." "The panther" wakes a voice "he comes, he springs!" Then with the mounting shriek that fiercely rings They watch the panther move across the space, They watch the smile upon the boyish face- Then in a brilliant glare of light they see Him, and his Christ triumph eternally. Page Forty-five WHEN evening fires are burning low, Into my room I softly go; In this sweet hour I love the most, To tender dreams I am the host. Close to my chair each loved one stands; I feel the clasp of friendly hands; I hear the breathing of their sighs, And see the smile within their eyes. The night without is gray and old, And all my heart is bitter cold; Tis then, fair dreams, I miss you so, You and the hour when fires are low. The world is full of foolish things; Its siren voice forever sings. Dear dreams of love, be with me yet, Lest I your sweetness all forget. Page Forty-six JUST now the firelight painted A picture on my wall ; A picture of my sweetheart, So dazzling fair, and tall. And then the shadows entered, And bade my dream depart; I straightway put the picture Within my eager heart. Page Forty-seven MACUSHLA YOUR lips are fair beguilin As they sing a happy tune, Your eyes are always smilin Like the sunny skies in June. Your hair all bright and shinin Is made of fairy gold, It sets my heart a-pinin To own its wealth untold. But oh! your love, Macushla, Your love so fond and true, Twas God above, Macushla, Made the Irish heart of you! Page Forty-eight LOVELY THINGS I SAW three lovely things today, At morn, a little child at play, Her hair a net that caught the sun And held its gold till day was done. At noon, I saw a boy aflame With glowing dreams of love and fame ; His eager heart bridged o er the years, And felt their joy but not their tears. I saw a toil-worn man at night, Come to a little home, alight With sweet content ; upon the stair Wife and child were waiting there. There came three lovely things my way, At morn, at noon, at close of day, And each one brought a gift to me To store within my memory. Page Forty-nine IMMOLATIO^ NOT for the martyr s crown I pray, dear Lord, Not for the quick fierce death By heathen sword. Not for the battle s cease, The victory won, Not for the long cool rest At set of sun. But still the lonely life From all apart, But still the gnawing pain Of bruised heart. But still upon the cross For love of Thee, Until at last, at last, Thy Face I see. Page Fifty <DUSK IN cA GARDEN I FEEL the breath of summer air, I hear a whispered message there And raise my eyes, in awe, to see The soul of Night unveiled for me. Page Fifty-one BANISHED you with jesting _ That heeded not your fears, I turned to love and laughter And found no place for tears. I Now that you re gone, I m wiser, I seek you everywhere, My eyes are wet with weeping And life s no longer fair. Page Fifty-two THE HOUSE O "DREAMS OVER the river upon the hill Is a little brown house, fast-shut and still Around it circle sighing trees That whisper a plaint to the passing breeze, And over it trailing shadows go In endless search for flowers a-blow. Over the river upon the hill, When starry night is cool and still, Then comes a dream of days of old A dream of love too long untold. My heart runs vainly to the door Of the little house on the misty shore. Page Fifty-three oA SONQ OF YOUTH LIFE calls me out on the sunlit road, Out where the winds blow free, There s never a sorrow in my light load Nor a care in the heart of me. And I ll drink my fill of red romance Of love and laughter gay And along with me will the lassies dance To the lilt of a rondelay. And when the moon o er the shining trail Casts a veil of silver light, We ll charter a ship of dreams and sail Away on the sea of night. 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Sometimes I softly weep, For joy is mine, And Love keeps vigil sweet- My heart his shrine. Page Fifty-nine SLEEP S gentle fingers draw me to her feet And soon she gives me dreams so bright and sweet, To hold within my hands and taste their joy, And find their gold is all without alloy. And then she hides me neath her purple dress, Then come her lips, my own to gently bless, And in my ears soft rings the elfin call That bids the heavy wings of rest to fall. Page Sixty HAVEN OH! for the peace of a tiny farm, And a path that climbs a hill ; And your dear voice, potent charm, Singing the love songs still. Oh! for a home, sweetheart o mine, By meadow and winding lane, And sweet wet violets that shine With glint of April rain. Today I glimpse through door of dreams, This haven of the heart; E en fancied joy has power, it seems, To heal the bitter smart. Page Sixty-one By AN OPEN WINDOW IN JUNE HOW sweet is the fragrance that perfumes the air, The wealth of red roses abloom everywhere; The skies of bright sapphire are all bending low Above the sweet earth where the soft breezes blow. And there, past the hills, is the smile of the sea, And the little worn path that led you to me. The heart in my breast is calling your name As it called it so softly the first day you came. The roses are lonely they re drooping today For June isn t June, because you re away; Come back! Ah, Macushla, you answer no word, Out there in the din my heart isn t heard! Page Sixty-two ZMAID O ZMINE DEAR little maid with eyes of blue, You bring such lovely gifts with you Your golden dreams undimmed by care Your love your faith so sweet and rare. Dancing along through merry hours, Heeding not the passing showers, You sing in voice of gentle tone The softest winds have made their own. You bring me dreams of tender things, Of butterflies and flashing wings, Of days that hold the kiss of June, Of nights lit by a baby moon Of little saints with folded hands, Of gardens where the lily stands, Of meadows silvered o er with dew These are the dreams you bring with you. Page Sixty-three MY I SPIN my songs from sun to sun, And fleetly weave my dreams And yet my work is never done, But just begun, it seems. For every morn, the golden rays Of sun come through the trees, And evernew the moonlight strays Upon the sapphire seas. All through the day I see your eyes, So sweet and soft and clear, And in the night, in swift surprise, I hear your voice so dear. So ever I spin my little song, And weave my dream so true, For every hour that speeds along Brings new sweet thoughts of you. Page Sixty-four LIFE S gARDEN I WALKED in a lovely garden, All filled with flowers rare, And I wanted just one blossom, A red rose growing there. But so tall it grew and stately, So high above my head That I could never reach it, My rose so sweet and red. Ah! what is a lovely garden If my heart has no repose? And what are all splendid flowers, If I cannot reach my rose? Page Sixty-five THE VENDOR OF ^DREAMS I VE dreams to sell fair dreams and bright Wrapped up in silver lace, And they will fill your heart with light And smile into your face. I ve dreams of Spring of happy Spring When hearts beat brave and high, I ve dreams all caught in a golden ring And hid in a roguish eye. Would you like a dream of wee sweet lips, Or a dream of a night in June? Perchance a dream of treasure ships A-sail neath a silver moon? Come buy, come buy . .. I m on my way, I care not for your gold, I sell my dreams for a smile so gay, Or a heart that ne er grows old. Page Sixty-six THE VIPER OH! LIFE was piping on flute of gold, And I followed him fast along, And my heart was pulsing brave and bold, As it sang a gay gypsy song. Oh! Love was calling, for it was Spring, And I heard his eager cry, And forth I fared me, adventuring Under the tender blue sky. Oh! we three went dancing along the way, As Life piped his maddest tune, And then, at the close of the golden day, We dreamt neath the smiling moon. Page Sixty-seven FULFILLMENT THE ardent sun with laughter gay Kissed the modest dawn. And ere had come the blush of day A rose was born! Joy dwelt within the poet s heart, Like a captive bird, When Sorrow tore the bars apart, A song was heard! Youth gave the cup of Life to me, I saw its jewels shine, I drained it, oh, so eagerly, And Love was mine! Page Sixty-eight Tb 491545 UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA LIBRARY