•«ii.. "'-ir ^ UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA RIVERSIDE The Works of "FIONA MACLEOD" UNIFORM EDITION ARRANGED BY MRS. WILLIAM SHARP VOLUME V " Theseus . . . Wilt thou speak of the ancient trouble of thy race?" — CEdipus at Kolonos. "For immaterial things, which are the highest and greatest, are shown only in thought aiui idea, and in no other way, and all that we are saying is said for the sake of them." — Plato, The Statesman. vj^^»t><5C« .<■.'-,. -,..- , /,//• ^'/ . '' /?U( n THE WINGED DESTINY STUDIES IN THE SPIRITUAL HISTORY OF THE GAEL BY FIONA MACLEOD" (WILLIAM SHARP) LONDON WILLIAM HEINEMANN 1910 THE TROW PRESS, NEW YORK CONTENTS DEDICATORY INTRODUCTION PAGE vii THE SUNSET OF OLD TALES The Sunset of Old Tales The Treud Nan Ron . The Man on the Moor The Woman at the Cross-ways The Lords of Wisdom The Wayfarer Queens of Beauty Orpheus and Oisin. The Awakening of Angus Og 3 9 16 26 37 45 68 76 91 CHILDREN OF WATER Children of Water 103 CuiLiDH Mhoire I 10 Sea-magic 119 Fara-ciiaol 129 Sorrow on the Wind 135 The Lynn of Dreams 146 Maya 153 V Contents FOR THE BEAUTY OF AN IDEA page Prelude 167 Celtic 183 The Gaelic Heart 203 ANIMA CELTICA The Gael and His Heritage , . 223 Seumas: a Memory 261 Aileen: a Memory 265 The Four Winds of Eirinn . . . 269 Two Old Songs of May . . . . 310 "The Shadowy Waters" .... 320 A Triad 347 The Ancient Beauty 355 THE WINGED DESTINY 367 VI TO J. A. G. To you, dear friend, let me dedicate this bindweed of thoughts and dreams, which had their life by the grey shores you, also, love. Have you not wandered there often, seeking forget fulness, and, wandering, found peace? You are in your southern home, by calm waters where mine are foam-white, and under blue skies where mine are dark with cloud and wind: and yet, of all I know, few do so habitually dwell in that fragrant, forgetting and forgot, old world of ours, whose fading voice is more and more lost in the northern seas. The South is beautiful, but has not the secrets of the North. Do you, too, not hold lona, motherland of all my dreams, as something rare and apart, one who has her own lovely solitude and her own solitary loveliness that is like no other loveliness? In your heart, as in mine, it lies an island of rev- elation and of peace. For you, too, is the en- during spell of those haunted lands where the vii To J. A. G. last dreams of the Gael are gathered, dwelling in sunset beauty. In this book I have dealt — as, I hope, in all I write — only with things among which my thought has moved, searching, re- membering, examining, sometimes dreaming. Slightly to adapt a comment I read some- where recently : — while it is true that certain ideas monopolise my imagination, I do not wilfully ignore the lesser nor even the ignoble things of life; above all, I do not dishonestly seek to seem unaware of or to hide them. It is only that I have no time to attend to them, being otherwise busy. I think the fundamental idea of this book, as of all my thought in these things from which the book has risen like a phantom out of haunted woods, is utterable in the noble phrase of Renan : " J'avais le sentiment de I'infini et de I'eternel, et de la mes sourires pour les choses qui passent. Mais I'Esprit ne passe point." Nor am I so much concerned to set others right, for which I am not quali- fied, as to interpret, for which I may be : re- membering as I do Goethe's words, "If you call a bad thing bad, you do little; if you call a good thing good, you do much." To each his interest. I shall rest content if I am of the horizon-makers, however humbly ; if I viii To J. A. G. may be among those who extend the hori- zons. You who know the way of the wind in my mind know that I do not, as some say, " dwell only in the past," or that personal sorrow is the one magnet of my dreams. It is not the night-wind in sad hearts only that I hear, or the sighing of vain futilities; but, often, rather an emotion akin to that mysterious Sorrow of Eternity in love with tears, of which Blake speaks in Vala. It is, at times at least I feel it so, because Beauty is more beautiful there. It is the twilight hour in the heart, as Joy is the heart's morning. Perhaps I love best the music that leads one into the moon- lit coverts of dreams, and old silence, and un- awaking peace. But Music, like the rose of the Greeks, is " the thirty petalled one," and every leaf is the gate of an equal excellence. The fragrance of all is Joy, the beauty of all is Sorrow : but the Rose is one — Rosa Sempi- terna, the Rose of Life. As to the past, it is because of what is there, that I look back: not because I do not see what is here to-day, or may be here to-morrow. It is because of what is to be gained that I look back; of what is supremely worth kn(jwing there, of know- ing intimately : of what is supremely worth remembering, (jf remembering constantly : not ix To J. A. G. only as an exile dreaming of the land left behind, but as one travelling in narrow de- files who looks back for familiar fires on the hills, or upward to the familiar stars where is surety. In truth, is not all creative art re- membrance: is not the very spirit of ideal art the recapture of what has gone away from the world, that by an imperious spiritual law is for ever withdrawing, to come again newly ? You wrote to me once, " Beware of the beauty that you seek." You would have me bow down only before the beauty that is be- yond the last careful words of ivory and pale gold, beyond even the airs of the enchanted valleys where Music is. And, to-day, with a wind of the south com- ing across glad water, and greenness uplifting itself from the grass to the foam of leaves on swaying elms, I realise in truth how small is the measure of beauty that any can give, say- ing " I have gathered this." Yonder yellow butterfly hovering over the grass-hid nest of the shrew-mouse ... I think of it as a liv- ing flower of the sun, earth-wafted, wonder- ing at the creature of the sod : but how poor that is compared with the excelling simplicity of the unknown peasant who, long ago, ten- derly called the shrew-mouse an dallag fheoir, the little blind one of the grass, and the but- X To J. A. G. terfly dcalan Dhe, the little flame of God. The one is the beauty of fantasy, the other is the beauty of a child's mind matured in joy. And so it is with Beauty. We dwell on this loveli- ness, or on that : and some white one, flame- winged, passes us on the way, saying, " It is Loveliness I seek, not lovely things." In truth. Beauty is the light that we call imagination — the radiance, the glow, the bloom: we think of it as in those lines of Prometheus Unbound: " Beloved and most beautiful, who wearest The shadow of that soul by which I live." Beauty is less a quality of things than a spiritual energy : it lies not in the things seen but in harmonious perception. Yet, also, it can dwell apart, in the sanctuary of this flower or of that woman's face. But in itself it is as impersonal as dew, as secret and di- vine and immortal — for, as you will remember, Midir, the lord of sleep and youth and love, the son of Angus, lord of death and the years and the winged passions, was made of dew, of the secret dews: Midir of the twilight, of the secret and silent peoples, of the veiled im- mortalities. It can exist for us in one face, on one form, in one spirit, on the lifted waters, on the hills of the west, in trampling marches xi To J. A. G. of sound, in delicate airs, but it is in all of these, and everywhere : wherever the imagina- tion is become light, and that light is the light of flame. To each the star of his desire: but Beauty is beyond the mortal touch of number, as of change and time. Has any ever spoken more deeply of this than Plato, when in that vision of Perfect Beauty in the Banquet he writes : " It not like any face or hands or bod- ily thing ; it is not word nor thought ; it is not in something else, neither living thing, nor earth nor heaven; only by itself in its own way in one form it for ever Is." Is it not he also, the wise and noble dreamer, who makes Socrates say in the Phcedrus, " Be- loved Pan, and all ye other gods . . . give me beauty in the inward soul." The vision of the few. Yes. But a hand- ful of pine-seed will cover mountains with the green majesty of forest. And so I too will set my face to the wind and throw my hand- ful of seed on high : — Cuiridh mi m'aodann anns a' ghaoith 'Us tilgim baslach caoin an aird. But you — you are of the little clan, for whom this book is : you who have gone upon dark ways, and have known the starless road, and perchance on that obscure way learned xii To J. A. G. what we have yet to learn. For you, and such as you, it is still a pleasure to gather bind- weed of thoughts and dreams ; still a pleasure to set these dreams, these thoughts, to the airs and pauses and harmonies of considered speech. So, by your acceptance of this book, let me be not only of your fellowship but of that little scattered clan to whom the wild bees of the spirit come, as secret wings in the dark, with the sound and breath of forgotten things. xni THE SUNSET OF OLD TALES 'Mieux que les scknes troublantes du jour, ces mu- siques etces voix nocturnes me disaient Vespiritcachi.' E. ScHURE, Sanctuaires d' Orient. The Sunset of Old Tales "And some were woven single, and some twofold, and some threefold." Blake: Vala, Night viii. I do not know if in anything I have a keener pleasure than in the hearing ... by the hearthside. or looking down into green water, or on the upland road that strings glen upon glen along its white swaying neck . . . of the old tales and poems of beauty and wonder, retold sometimes in an untarnished excellence, sometimes crudely, sometimes so disguised in the savour of the place and hour that not then, and perhaps not for long, are they recognised in accent or discerned in feature. Perhaps this pleasure is the greater because it is the pleasure of the tale-lover, for the tale's sake, rather than of the tale-collec- tor, for the quest's sake. I do not know how many tales and fragments of tales and bro- ken legends I have heard, now here, now there ; 3 The Sutisct of Old Talcs or what proportion of these was old, or what proportion of them was of the fantasy or dreaming mind of to-day, or how many re- tained the phrase and accent of the past in taking on the phrase of to-day and the accent of the narrator's mind. It is the light, the lift, the charm, the sigh, the cadence I want. I care less for the hill-tale in a book than told by the firelight, and a song is better in the wash of the running wave than in crowded rooms. Every sad tale and every beautiful tale should have a fit background for its set- ting ; and I have perhaps grown so used to the shaken leaf, or the lifted water, or the peat- glow in small rooms filled with warm shadow and the suspense of dreams, as the back- ground of sgeul and rami and oran, that I am become unwisely impatient of the common conditions. Yet even in these much lies with ourselves. I have a friend who says he can be happy with a gas-jet in a room in a street- house. He opens a window by the edge of an inch, if there is no wind crying in the chim- ney, so that a thin air may be heard rising and falling: and turns his back to the gas-jet: and keeps his eyes on the book before him. But are there many of his kind, who are un- happy, being kept in towns, and yet know how to become masters of illusion ? I know a fam- The Su)isct of Old Tales ily of distinction in one of our great cities who have never heard tale or song, legend or dream, or any breath of romance, except at entertainments in their own or another's house, or at a concert or at a theatre. I have heard them spoken of as rich people, as hav- ing more than they need or could ever use. They are poor people, I fear. In the pity I have for them I admit there is something, too, of dread. Could one fall into that estate? For they live what is called " life." But as they are never alone, and in a sense have always everywhere, a gas-jet, I cannot see that the existence they lead is life, that they live. If it were not for the imaginative solace of fires, those unconquerable allies of dreams and ro- mance, I suppose the deep love for the things of which I speak would die away from the life of towns. It would be a good thing to be a collector, and to know how to winnow the gathering, and where to range and where to place apart. We owe a debt, indeed, to the few who are truly fit for the task they have set themselves. Puit there are some minrls which care very lit- tle to hear about things, when they can have the things themselves. It is not for the ser- vice of beauty, but only for the uses of formal knowledge, that one might desire a stuffed 5 The Sunset of Old Tales cuckoo. But a cuckoo in a case — or a cuckoo in a cage, if one would live barred, which I cannot believe — is not a cuckoo. The bells in the grey cloud when, unseen, the cuckoo swims on the wind . . . that is the cuckoo. I have good friends who have urged me to collect folklore. In a sense I have done so since I was a child. But I do not care to go pencilling through the Highlands or from isle to isle. The tale or song thus sought loses its charm for me. I like to be taken by sur- prise when, beyond the hawthorn in bloom, a swallow swoops, and I know that spring is come; or when, in the beech-thicket, the ma- vis suddenly calls the five long calls of joy, and the thrill of June is felt ; or when, above the fern, in a windless moonlit silence, the night-jar throbs the passion of midsummer. And, too, I should be uneasy if I had to do more than listen. For I remember a friend's telling how a " folklorist " rejoiced a year or two ago over strange tales gathered out of the wilds of Inverness, and builded on them a theory, and gave much delighted perplexity to himself and others, till another specialist broke the enchantment by pointing out that the so-called oriental survivals were no more than a year old, being, in fact, nothing else than Gaelic renderings of parts of The Ara- 6 The Sunset of Old Tales bian Alights, translated by an enthusiast, who wished to bring to the Gael something of ac- cepted worth. I have sometimes given of this sea-drift and wind-drift which has remained with me, as I chanced to remember, or as the theme invited. And I have written, too, of the charm of these old-world legends and romances in their modern survivals or often bewildering changes. But if ever I yielded to this quest as a pos- sessing eagerness it would be to catch the last reflections of the sunset of old tales. And not the least curious would be those which have lapsed into all but forget fulness. I take, al- most haphazard, six of these, much as I find them in my notes, or as accident has awak- ened in my memory; and a seventh, "The Wayfarer," I have added partly because it also has, in these old Gaelic lands, the sunset hue of an immortal tale told in supreme beauty so many years ago ; and partly because I have not yet had opportunity to include it fittingly since its original appearance some years back in Cosmopolis. These tales, or their like, that in some form have travelled across so many lands and seas, have lived on so many tongues and seen time rise and fall like the punctual tides, and are now fading 7 The Sutisel of Old Tales into forget fulness with the passing of the last western tongue as ancient as they, are very slight. But they have this to their gain, that they are on the rainbow-side of the sunset, and that few tales of the kind will now be told by the crofter or hill-shepherd or islesman, or by old or young at the ceilidh, or by those who stand back more and more from the ways and the cross-ways. 8 THE TREUD NAN RON "What have I heard but the murmur of sand: What have I seen but foam ..." {Refrain of a Gaelic Song.) Last August, sailing one day on the Lynn of Morven in a black-green calm, though from Cruachan to Nevis a storm darkened the Ap- pin hills with cloud and wind, I heard from a man of Lome a seal-story that was not so much a tale as a fragment of old legend. There is a low sandy isle among the isles of Lome, lying in Morven waters between the Corrie of the Stags and the island of Li.smore. It is called, I think, Faileag-mhara, which is to say, little lawn or meadow of the sea: a good name, for its pretty beaches and bent- held sands enclose grassy spaces, where the tern descends to her rude nest and the scart and guillemot sometimes breed. My Lome friend spoke of it as the isle of the piocach, because that fish, the saithe, is often to be caught in plenty, in quiet twilights, off its north shore. It might be called, also, the isle 9 The Trend Nivi Rbn of shells, for many beautiful shells lie in its little bays and pools. And a poet might call it the isle of voices, for it is always either in some low tranced song, or shaken with a wild music ; and, besides, it is like a listening ear of the sea, held to a mysterious sighing from the dark mountains of Morven, or from the continual whispering of the tides of Appin running by the head of Lismore. In storm it is like a harp hung among the branches of tormented trees: men have heard terrifying cries and an intolerable wailing when passing it in the mist and the blindness of tempest. On the still noon of which I write I had seen a dark head rise from the purple-sha- dowed blueness of the sea about fifty fathoms away, and had remarked to my companion that the seal yonder was " an old man," as the saying is, and of great size. " Ay, he is well known here. It's the big- gest bull I've seen this side the west o' Jura. They say he's fey. Howsoever, he'll bide no seal near him — neither man-seal nor woman- seal. He had a mate once. She swam too near a geola, a yawl as we might be saying in the English, where a woman leaned in the moonshine an' played a foreign thing like what we call the cruit-spannteach. A man took a gun an' put a ball into her side. She lO The Trend Nan Rbn came up three times, crying like a child or bleating like a lamb-lost ewe maybe : it was between the one and the other, and ill to hearken. The bull yonder dashed at the stern o' the yawl an' broke the steering-gear. The jailm was torn away, ay an' I tell you the crann sgoidc swung this way an' that — the boom swung this way an' that, for all the calmness of the calm. The man with a gun tried to shoot the man-seal, but couldn't. The singing woman with the foreign music went below crying : and I am not wondering at that if she had seen the eyes of the woman-seal. I've seen the pain in them, I have. I've seen tears in their eyes. I saw one once away out by Heiskir, that was made mateless and child- less one red sunset, an' leaned on a rock star- ing motionless acrost the black an' white o' the tost sea. She did not move when a ball struck the rock, an' sent splinters flyin'. She did not turn her head, no not by this or that. She stared out acrost the black an' white. It wasn't where the bull died, or where her young sank. It was out acrost the black an' white o' the tost sea. The red of the set was in her eyes. They were redder : ay, I saw that. The black was green about the rock, an' the splash had the whiteness of snow, an' the nnissels and dog-whelUs on the rock glis- 1 1 The Treud Nan Rdn tered in the shine, A scart flew by her scream- in', an' the terns wailed. She just stared. Her head was up, an' she stared an' stared an' stared an' stared. The shooters left her alone. It was dark when I sailed east o' that." " How long has that old man been here? " I asked. " I am not knowing that. No one knows that. There's a man over yonder, John Stuart up Ballachulish way, who told me it was nine hundred years old. Is that foam? Maybe, maybe. Did ye ever hear tell of the story of the Seal of the Shiant Isles? No? It was like this : though for sure, it's no story, but only a saying. " He was an old bull-seal, an' there's no man knows or ever knew the years he had. He was grey with the sea and time. Padruig Dhomnullach, the Heiskir bard, made a song on him. He said he had the years back to the days when Oisin was beautiful as the west wind on the yellow banks o' May. Ay, that he swam the Moyle, when the swans o' Lir were on it, with their singing beyond all singing for sweetness and pain. An' that he was older than them : older than the sgeul or the shennachie, than the tale or the teller. His name was Ron, an' he was the first o' the clan. He was the son of the King of Ireland, 12 • The Trend Nan Rdn and a brother of a son of that King. His mother was a beautiful woman of the sea in the north isles. She was called Sea-Sand. Perhaps it was because her hair was yellow as the sands of the sea. Perhaps it was because she was like the sand that is now here an' now there, and is sometimes so light that a mew's foot does not stir it and sometimes so smilin' and treacherous that a man sinks in it to his death. An' one day his brother came over to him with a message. They played a game on the shore. It was with great curved shells, an' they were thrown against the wind they were, an' a skilful and crafty throwing is needed for that, they with the holes in them an' the shape like partans of the sea. But that day the wind caught one of the shells in the midway of the hurl, an' it swung sideway an' struck Ron on the whiteness of the brow. He cried a cry, an' was down. And when the King's son saw that, he had fear. Men would say he had put death on his brother. So he ran from that place. He looked back, an' he saw sand blowing upon the body, an' falling upon it, and heard a moaning an' a crying. Then he knew it was Sea-Sand keening the son of her love. And he saw the wave running up the shore, an' she meeting it. And then she lifted Ron an' '3 The Trend Ncui Rdn ^ threw him in the wave, an' he rose like a man an' fell down like a seal, for tall he was, an' handsome he was, but he had no arms now an' no legs, but only a slimness and long body. ' The sea for your home,' she cried, an' that crying was on the wind. And that's how Ron took to the sea, but remembers the shore for ever an' ever. He an' his. Ay, air chuan, air niliuir, air chorsa, in the deep ocean, in the narrow sea, by the shores." And after that he told me how Ron took a woman of the land and kept her in a pool of the rocks. And the young they had were as good in the sea as on the land : and they had brown eyes that the salt did not sting, and long brown hair like seaweed, and their songs were wild. And thinking of this that I was told on the Lynn of Morven, my mind was often trou- bled with some other confused memory. What had I known of this before : when had I heard the like, and if so, where? It was only to-day, at the flying of a bird and the falling of its shadow across a flapping sail, that, in a moment, I know not how, I found myself thinking of an old Greek tale of how a prince of Salamis, Telamon, slew his brother at quoit-throwing on the shore, and he too, a king's son, son of Aeacus, of Aegina : and 14 The Trend Nan Ron how that brother's name was Phocus, which is to say a seal: and how the name of Aeacus' sea-love, and the mother of Phocus, was Psammatheia, which is Sea-Sand, sand of the sea. 15 THE MAN ON THE MOOR "Woe for the doom of a dark soul. ..." Sophocles. "The desert groweth. Woe unto him who con- taineth deserts." Nietzsche. On the mainland of Ardnamurchan there is a house by the shore, built of grey stones, against which the yellow flags and gallingale run up like surf, and behind which a long slope of bracken looks like the green sea be- yond rocks when the wind is heavy on it, though with no more to see than a myriad wrinkling. There is no other house near, nor boat on the shore : and I saw or heard never a sheep, but the few thin beasts of Anndra MacCaskill browsing the salt grass by the long, broken, wandering dune where the rocks lie in a heavy jumble. It is a desolate place. I saw no birds in all the bramble, never a finch in the undershaws, nor shilfa in the tansy-wastes. Even on the shore the white wings of the gulls and terns were not catch- i6 The Man on the Moor ing the light : I saw nothing but three birds, a dotterel flying and wailing, a scart black- green on a weedy rock, and a grey skua hawk- ing the sighing suck of the ebb. The light was that of storm, though the twilight was al- ready gathering in every corrie and hollow: and in October the day falls soon. The sea south was a dark, tossing waste, with long, irregular dykes of foam that ran and merged when you looked at them, but were like bro- ken walls on fields of black rye when you saw them only through the side of the eyes. South-west and west long splashes of red flame ruddied the wild sea and brought the black to blue. It was not this year, nor last, nor the year before, that I heard that of which I now write : but I remember it all as though it were of yesterday. A bit of loneroid, gale or bog-myrtle as it is called in the south, wet, with the light green and the dark green on the same stem, will often, in a moment, bring Tighnaclachan before me, so that I see just that desolate shore and no other shore, and hear the scattered lamenting of the few sheep yonder, and see that scart on the weedy rock plucking at its black-green feathers, or that grey skua with its melancholy cry hawking the sighing shallows of the ebb beyond the ledges, to this side of the house itself, half windowless 17 The Man on the Moor yet it may be, and with the byre-doors open and falHng back and rotting. It was a matter of no moment that took me there : partly to meet one coming another way, partly to see Dionaid Mackire, a frail old woman who kept the place for Neil Mc- Neil, her brother. I had walked some three miles, and was tired ; not with the distance, but with a something in the wind, and per- haps from the singular gloom of the place at that hour in that grey loneliness, caught be- tween deserted lands and a sea never quiet, an angry troubled waste, perpetually lament- ing, continually shaken with fierce wraths. As I came close to Tighnaclachan, I saw no smoke above the boulder-held thatch. The ragged pony I had seen there before was not in the airidh beyond. It was with relief I heard the clucking of a hen somewhere. The only other living thing I saw was a magpie by a pool of rain-water, stalking with sharp cries of anger its own restless image. Yet it was here that, before I heard the tale Neil McNeil told me, I heard words from old Janet which put a beauty into that lonely un- homely place for me, then and for always. I forget what led to the beauty in the old heart, and stirred it : but I remember the shape it took on the old lips. She had given me tea, i8 The Man on the Moor an we had sat awhile in the brown dusk by the comforting red glow of the peats, and then I told her something, I forget what — perhaps of some one we knew, perhaps a bit of a tale, or a song maybe, likely the sigh of a ballad or song — when she leaned to me, and said, " It's a blessing they are, a healing and a blessing: ay, so they are, the moonlight an' the dew. When we're young, summer's sweet wi' them : when we're old, they're in the heart still. It's the song left, the memory o' the song, a sweet air, when the bird's flown for aye. Ay, my dear, an' there's more than that to be said. God made the sun an' the day: the Holy Spirit, the night an' the stars; but Christ made the moonlight an' the dew." She was tender and sweet, old Dionaid : fair in life and fair in death. Strange that the beauty of a single thought can thence- forth clothe the desolation in loveliness, and change the grey air and the grey sea and the grey face of a seared land into a sanctuary of peace, as though unknown birds builded there, doves of the spirit. I remember, once, on the waste of Subasio behind Assisi, that some one near me said the barrenness was terrible, more lifeless and sad than any other solitude. To me, at that moment, as it happened, this was not so: the hill glowed with the divine 19 The Man on the Moor light, that came, not from the east welling it or the west gathering it, but from the immor- tal life of the heart of St. Francis — and a storm of white doves rose with flashing wings, so that I was dazzled : and only when I saw that they were not there did I know I had seen the prayers and joy of a multitude of hearts, children of him to whom the wind was " brother " and the grass " sister." But now I must go back to that of which I meant to write. I have given the lonely setting of the place where, when we came in at dayfall for the porridge, Neil McNeil — a tired man, tall, gaunt, grey-black, with cold blue eyes like the solander's — told me of the man MacRoban, or IMacRobany. There is no need to tell of what kept me there till long after dark was come, with the flowing tide making so heavy a noise among the loose rock that at times our words sounded hollow and far away : nor of all that we three, waiting there, talked : nor what dreams and thoughts came into that flame-lit dark room in the desolate house by the sea. When Neil spoke once, unquestioned, it was after a long silence, when we were unconsciously listening to the loud tick-tack, tick-tack of the great wall-clock as though we were eager almost to a strained anxiety to hear urgent 20 The Man on the Moor tidings, some news expected or feared, or half -guessed, coming mysteriously, on quiv- ering lips : with a foreign sound, broken, meshed in obscurity — hearing at the same time the gathering clamour in the sea's voice, the hoarse scroach-an-scroach of the flung surge on the dragged reluctant beach, and the loud- demanding cry of the wind behind the con- fused and trampling noise of the tide, that by the sound was in the house itself and away inland. " I can't tell you much about what you asked," he began slowly. " There isn't much to tell. You've been in or near that place away in the Italian country, and may know more than I know. It was this way, then, since I must tell yoii the little I know. You thought, that day we talked about it, the name was MacCroban. But I'm not knowing if there's any such name : any way it is not the man's name, the man I'm thinking of. the man I have in my mind. His name was IMac- Roban, or MacRobany." " Was ? " " Ay." Tick-tack . . . tick-tack . . . and the loud anger of the sea at the door. I was glad when Neil went on. " He had no home. I met him a long way 21 The Man oh the Moor inland — on the Moss of Achnacree, beyond Morven, across the Sound of Lome. It was at the edge o' dark, and he was lying with his head on a stone. I stooped and spoke to him. " ' Poor man, have you the heavy sickness on you?' I asked, and again in the English, when he did not answer. " ' It is dying you are,' I said. ' I fear, poor man, it is near death you will be if you lie there.' " ' I will give you all things,' he said in a thin voice, weary as a three-day wind in the east : ' Ay, I will give you secrets and all things, if you will give me death.' " ' And for why that ? ' I asked. " ' I die like this every night,' he said, ' and there are three of us. I am not knowing where my two brothers will be, in what land, west or east: my brother John, and my brother Raphael. But they, too, are like this, like what I am. like what you see me here. They have their heads on stones, in a waste place. They call upon death. If any man stoops as you do, over John, my brother, he will say what I say — " I will give you all, I will give you all secrets, I will give you knowledge and power, if you will give me one thing, if you will give me death." And if any man stoops over Raphael, my brother, he will 22 The Man on the Moor say that also — that John our brother would say, and that I say.' " At that I thought the poor man had the black trouble. No,' he said, as though he knew my thought. * It is not madness I have, but old, old weariness.' And what will your name be? ' I asked. Here I have been, in this country, for seven years, wandering. And here my name, by some chance of change, is MacRoban, or MacRobany. And that is no ill change, for it means son of Roban or Robany, and that is what I am. But no,' he added, ' it is not the name you have now in your mind. It is an older name than that. It is a name that has the sand of the desert on its feet. It is a name written on the weeping wall in the Holy City of Zion.' " I looked at the man, though the darkness was fast falling through the greyness. I remember a crying of many curlews in that waste place, and the suddenness of snipe drumming in a wet hollow a stone's-throw beyond where two lapwings never stopped wheeling and wailing. "'And who will you be?' I said. My voice was hard, for the cold of a fear was in my bones. 23 ^ The Man on the Moor " ' My name is Robani,' he said, ' Daniel Robani. I am Daniel Robani, and my brother John is Johannes Robani, and my brother Raphael is Raphael Robani. And there's no weariness like our weariness. And every night we lie down to die, but we never die.' " Then I knew the poor man was mad, and seeing I could not lift him, I gave him my cloak and hurried on to the clachan of Le- daig beyond the Moss to get help. I saw the minister, a stranger come for a month, but a good man and kind. He came with me. We saw no man. We found my cloak, but no man. " Next day the minister had me into his room. * Tell me again what words he spoke,' he said to me. I told him. Then he leaned from his chair, and said to me : ' Neil McNeil, you have dreamed a dream or seen a mystery. Best go to your home now, and in silence: ay, go away without word of this. For I do not know what is dream and what is vision, and what is truth and what mad- ness. But hear this: In the tenth year of this century we live in, a great vase or jar of marble was found in the excavated ruin of an ancient city in the southlands of Italy, called Aquila — which is to say, lolair. Eagle 24 The Man on the Moor — and in that jar was a copper plate. On the one side was engraved in the Hebrew, " A plate like this has gone unto every tribe." On the other side, and also in the Hebrew, was engraved the Death Warrant of Jesus of Nazareth, called Jesus the Christ. And of the four witnesses who signed the condemna- tion of the Christ the names of three were the names of three brothers, Daniel Robani, and Johannes Robani, and Raphael Robani.' " Neil ceased abruptly. The noise of the waves was as a multitude of hands batting the walls of the house: the wail and cry of the wind was like a dreadful Spirit. Before the red glow of the peat-fire we sat silent. Tick-tack, tick-tack: and the calling of the sea, the calling of the sea. 25 THE WOMAN AT THE CROSS-WAYS "... fiercest is the madness that springeth from inappeasable desires." — Pindar, Nem. xi. I do not know in how many old literatures that tradition survives of a being of the veiled world who can at will pass from diminutive shape to a sombre and terrifying aspect. It may not be at will, always, for those shadowy beings who are seen only by loosened pas- sions may be creatures that feed upon these passions, as creatures of the wilds upon sud- den pastures. And as they are fed, these shy divinities change: that which was small is become great: that which was human is now inhuman: the stream flowing past in the darkness is become Terror whispering, the wind among the shaken grasses on the moor is Fear, clothing herself in shadows. A friend and kinsman, who at one time had an other-world sight beyond that of any I have known, told me lately that the reason why he had put a chain upon that hound of supernatural vision and kept it in a secret 26 The Woman at the Cross-Ways place in his mind and never willingly let it loose upon the dreams and thoughts and deed-shapes of men and women, was because of this, that often he had seen the disembod- ied passions and desires. Sometimes, he said, they were like swallows flying about the eaves of a house, sometimes like crested de- mons standing with a spear upon the dark brows of advancing tempest, sometimes like trees waving many arms and with starlike eyes in their dim cavernous depths. And often, he told me, these changed, as the em- bodied passions and desires cried out to them with longing and proud laughters, or waited like children in a wood, or bade them slake their thirst at other wells, or commanded them return whence they came, or, in a shaken dread, were still, or, with scornful eyes, silent. And as they were fed, so did these disembodied passions and desires grow; or as they were denied, so did they dwindle; but most were ravenous with hunger, and were glutted with sweet prey. " And when the world that we call the other world is become as open to the eyes as this world-in-the-veils that we call our own," he said, " one must either see too much, or be content to shroud his eyes and see only as others see: and that way I have chosen." 27 The IVomou at the Cross-Ways So, I think often, may it be with those beings of the wastes. Some there may be that do not change — creatures of the woods; the Ceasg, lovely and harmless, in the flow- ing brown depths of the hill-stream; the Griamiisg, that herds flocks of white doves; the green Glastig, that milks the wild deer; the Mdrglas, sitting silent on a high boulder in unpeopled glens at twilight. But these have their life apart from us. They are the offspring of another father, as the slim wom- en of the trees and the waves, as the blind grey-girl of the clififs whom the hawks and wild falcons feed and guard. Many fear her, and have heard her crying in rain, or when the broken winds wail among crags and ledges. But of the others, many change; some at will, to appal or to deceive or to evade; some because they are as shadows that shrink to daisies or increase to vast and menacing shapes just as the mind that perceives them mirrors them. Of these, I think, is the woman of tears, the Beantuiream, the weeping woman, the woman of mourning, she who keens the sor- row of death in lonely places. How many have heard that lament, by running water in the dusk, by pools where the grey owl hawks 28 The IVoiiian at the Cross-lVays the grey moth, on moors when the lapwings sleep and even the curlews are not crying under the moist down-dropping stars. Sometimes she is seen as the Washer of the Ford, a tall, gaunt woman, chanting the Seis-Dhais, the Death-Dirge, as she washes the shroud of him who sees her ; and some- times she may suddenly grow great and ter- rible, and inhabit darkness, and the end is come. Sometimes she is seen as the Nig- heag Cheag a Chroin, the little washer of sor- row, perhaps singing low while she steps the stones of a ford, or moves along the dim banks where the dew is white on sorrel and meadowsweet, a leincag cheag bhais na lamh . . . her little shroud of death in her hand ... a caoineadh chroin na ceitl, the keen of sorrow in her mouth for him or her whose death is near, I heard once of a meeting with the Woman of Tears told by one whose brother was he who had seen and heard: but of these neither died at that time. It is not of that I am thinking, however, but of something in the brother's tale as he told it, and as it was told to me. " It was this way," said he who told me: "... when Micheil went home that night, he went by the old packhorse road on the high 29 7/jr IVoman at the Cross-lVays moor, for the rains had made a bog of the highway for more than a mile near Alltdhu, that was our house, a big stone house with the three byres to it. He was cold and hun- gry, for he had not touched sup or bite since noon of the day; and if he was sad it was not for any who called our hearts their home, but because of his tiredness, it may be, or the darkness and the wet, or mayhap for a song's lament that was on his lips or in his mind, for he was aye fond of sweet sorrowful lilts. " But when he was come to within the nearness of a mile, the rain was up, and the half-moon shone. It was so still he could hear the snipe drumming in the bog below Creag-dhu. There wasn't a sound else, no, not a sound, but only the stillness of stillness. 'Tis a place, yon, for the cryin' o' peewits an' the whaup's lamentings : but on this night one might have heard the grey moth dancing above the eyes o' the heather. " Micheil hated the deepness of that silence, and it was worse when the snipe were still again. He whistled, but the sound went so far out upon the moor, and was so unlike the thing he had made, that he was troubled. He went on slowly with the heavy dislike on him 30 The Woman at the Cross-Ways for the noise of his feet. Sorrows were in his mind by now, and the lamenting of the heart that is never at peace because the things that cannot be are so great and desirable and the things that are look so broken and poor and desolate. " When nigh upon Donnusk Water he stopped: to see the stones of the ford, he said: though he knew the stones, and that the water was shallow, and was aflow below them at that. " He thought it was myself at first. "'Is it you, John?'" ... he said in the whisper that he thought would be the loud voice. " He saw then it wasn't me ; no, nor any man: but a woman, or a girl, stooping over the water. " Perhaps he thought it was Elsie the cow- woman, or our niece Kirsteen: he did not think so, but to hide the whisper in his mind he lifted that thought on to the banks above it. " ' Galasaidit ' ... he called, his voice fall- ing like a splashing stone. " ' Will that be you, Canstinc? ' he called again, but lower, and he looked behind him when he had spoken. " Then he saw the woman or the girl look 31 The Woman at the Cross-Ways round. He had not heard her singing before, but he heard it now. By that sorrowful lamentation, low and sweet forbye, and by the tears that glistered white on the grey face, he knew it was the Nigheag Ckcag a Chroin. " Micheil was a man who would not let fear eat his heart. He gave a low sob, and waited till the sickness of the cold sweat was gone : then he licked the dryness of his lips. " ' Peace to you, good woman,' he said. " ' And so you know me, mo cuat,' she an- swered to him, putting down on the grass the whiteness of the Iciiiag dwag bhais, the little white shroud of death. " * I know you. Woman of Tears,' he said, ' though why is it calling me mo cuat you are, for I am no lover of yours? And that whiteness there on the grass, sure it is for a child or a maid, that?' " ' Let me look at you,' she said. "He saw her tall now, and dark: bigger than the great alder on the bank not far from her. " * Do you remember ? ' she said. " Micheil was still at that. ' No, ' he whispered, when the high reed near him was no more shaken with the breath of his pulse. 32 The JVoman at the Cross-lVays " ' You will never be forgetting me, Micheil Macnamara. As for that whiteness there, it is the cloth of blindness.' " ' Mo Brbn,' Micheil moaned ; ' sorrow upon me ! ' " ' Look at me,' he said. " Micheil put his gaze at her. It was no woman now he saw, not even a batidia, but a power or dominion, he thought. She had her feet far down among roots of trees, and stars thickening in her hair as they gather in the vastness and blackness of the sky on a night of frost. "'Are you Death?' Micheil sobbed, his knees shaking with the awe that was on him. "'I am older than Death,' she said. Her voice was beyond and above and behind and below; but it was no more than the lowness of a low wind in the dusk. " Then he heard a chanting, as of trees in a wind, and of waves rising and falling in caverns by the sea: but he did not know, and never knew, if it was in the tongue of the Gael he heard, or in what tongue. But it would be the Gaelic, for sure: for Micheil had little English, then or after. And the words that he heard were somewhat as are these words, but remembered dimly they are, as in a dream: — 33 The PVonian at the Cross-lVays '"I am she who loveth Loneliness, And SoHtude is my breath. I have my feet on graves, And the resurrection of the dead is my food, For the dead rise as a vapour And I breathe it as mist. As mist that is lickt up of the wind. I am she who stands at the pools: I stand at the meeting of roads. The little roads of the world And the dark roads of life and death, And the roads of all the worlds of the Universe. I am Anama-Bhroin, the Soul of Sorrow: I am she who loveth Loneliness, And I have the Keys of Melancholy and of Joy. My lover is Immortality, For I am a Queen, Queen of all things on earth and in the sea, And in the white palaces of the stars Built on the dark walls of Time Above the Abyss.' " But this that was Sohtude clothing her- self in voice was remembered by Micheil, as I say, only as words in a dream. These may not be the words, but only the dimness of the colour of the words. He heard no more, and saw no more. And when I found him in the morning he was stiff in cold sleep. It was a day and a night and another day before he spoke, and told me what I have told. He wrote it too, later, on a paper : and so neither forgot." 34 The IVoDian at the Cross-lVays But why, this evening, have I copied all this from notes taken some five or more years ago? It is not because both John and Micheil Macnamara are dead. It is because, to-day, lying in a solitary place, with the crying of curlews on the west wind, I was reading a book that I had last read in the alien tongue of a great French poet, on a day when another wind of the west stole up across the purple blueness of the Gulf of Corinth, and passed away in the radiance beyond the Steeps of Delphi. And, as I read the ancient Hymn in the as fine English of another translator, I found myself remembering . . . something ... I knew not what : and then I remem- bered. For a time I wondered if the Greek mystic and poet had, in his own hour and day, seen a like vision and uttered it in beauty, such as the islander Micheil had confusedly seen and confusedly given again in broken words and crude music. Then I took up the volume, and read again (while a whisper was in the coarse grass and tangled bracken, and far away over the heather the curlews wailed above the long low flowing tide of the west wind) : — "/ am Hecate of the IVays, of the Cross- 35 The IVoniaii at the C ross-lVays Ways, of the Darkness, of the Heaven and the Earth and the Sea; saffron-clad Goddess of the Grave, exulting among the spirits of the dead; Perseia, lover of loneliness; Queen who hold est the Keys of the world ..." 36 THE LORDS OF WISDOM " Knowing that knowable spirit, let not death disturb you." — The Prashna U panishad. A friend writes to me asking what is " the wisdom of the wild bees " ? He read the phrase, he says, in something I wrote once, and also in an Oban paper last year, quoted there as a Hcbridean saying. I am not sure if I have heard it in English. But in Gaelic, either as '* the old wisdom of the bees," or " the secret knowledge of the bees," the phrase occurs in tales of the islanders of Tiree, Coll, lona, Colonsay, and Islay as naturally as phrases such as cho marbh ri sgadan, " as dead as a herring," or cho luath vis na luinn, " as swift as the wave-tops"; or as, in tales of second-sight, mar thuhradh anus an dailgionn, " as was spoken in the prophecy " ; or as, in tales of love, a ghrai- dhcan mo chridhc, " thou dear one of my heart " ; or a^^, in the telling of the " Tri Brain nan Sfjculachd " ("The Three Sorrows of Story-Telling "), or other old tales, men- 37 The Lords of Wisdom tion of the slacan druidlwaclid, the magic wand, or being fo ghcasoibh, under enchant- ment. In lona, some years ago, I heard an old woman speak of the robin-redbreast as " St. Columba's Companion," and of the wild bees as his children: "They have Colum's wis- dom," she said. But I imagine that, in most instances, the phrase is used without much thought of the lost or time-worn meaning, as are used the other phrases I have given. " Ask the wild bee for what the Druids knew," and " ask the children of the heather where I-'ionn sleeps," and the like, point to an old association of the wild bee and ancient wisdom. And, doubtless, the story-teller of to-day might naturally use figuratively or directly allude to a creature so familiar to him; as, last year, in one of the isles, a shep- herd speaking to me ended his narrative with " and I would go to that country, and look till I found, if I had the three wisdoms of the bee, that can find its way in the grass, and over the widest water, and across the height of hills." Here, of course, is meant the nat- ural knowledge of the bee, not the wisdom of druid, or of Colum Cille, or of the masters of illusion, or of the ciunhachdan siorruidh skuas, the everlasting powers above. I re- 38 The Lords of Wisdom member a line too, as part of an invocation or oath, though I cannot recall the latter exactly. The line was fifth or sixth, and ran, " by the wisdom of the air-travellers," or words to that effect (possibly birds in their migration, and not bees, were meant). The invocation, if such it were, began: — " 'Air a ghrian anns an iarm, Air an adhar os do chionn, Air an talamh os do bhonn, Air an dreighinn naoimh,' and invoked also other things of earth and elemental things. And not long ago I heard a phrase used by a Gaelic preacher so nearly in the words of a great writer that I thought it was a quotation from some poem or legend- ary tale familiar to me, and it was not for some time, in " Who was it put wisdom on the bee, teaching her the direction of the fields of the air, and the homeway to the hive on hillside or in glen; or who showed the sal- mon to leave the depths of the sea, and come up narrow streams; or who gave the raven the old wisdom of the hills?". . .that I recognised an unconscious iterance of Bacon's noble measure: — "Who taught the raven in a drowth to throw pebbles into an hollow tree where she spied water, that the water 39 The Lords of JJ^isdom might rise so as she might come to it? Who taught the bee to sail through such a vast sea of air, and to find the way from a field in flower a great way off to her hive? Who taught the ant to bite every grain of corn that she burieth in her hill, lest it should take root and grow? " In Ross, I was told by a man of the Gair- loch, they speak ... in a folk-tale, I think he said, but possibly colloquially ... of the bees as " lords of wisdom " or " the little kings of wisdom." It is a fine phrase, that . . . the lords of wisdom: and not one to forget. Oftenest, however, the allusions to the bee are, doubtless, to its " knowingness " rather than to its "wisdom"; its skill in tracking the pathless ways, its intuition of the hour and season, of the way of the wind, of the coming of rain, of gathering thunder. But I recall from childhood a memory of another kind: though I cannot say, now, how much is old thought drowned in dreams, or how much is due to the ceaseless teller of tales who croons behind the heart and whis- pers the old enchantment in the twilights of the mind. One day when the young Christ was nine years old he saw Mary walking by a thicket. 40 The Lords of \\'isdo)n He ran and hid in the thicket, and sent three wishes of love to her, and gave to each the beat of two wings and the pulse of song. The first rose on wings of blue and sank into the sky, carrying a prayer of Mary. The second rose on white wings and fled seawards by the hills of the west, carrying a hope of Mary. The third rose on wings of green, and sank to the grasses, carrying a dream of Mary. Then a voice came from the thicket: a voice so sweet as to send the birds to the branches . . . chuireadh e na h'eoin 'an crannaihh: — "The Yellow Star, O Mary, to the bird of the blue wing! . . . The rainbow, O Mary, to the white bird! . . . The wild bee, O Mary, to the green bird! . . ." At that, Mary worshipped. " O God in the thicket," she said, " sweet the songs and great the beauty. But lo! the birds are gone." Then Christ came out of the thicket, and took her hand. " Mother," said the child, " no trouble to your heart, dear, because of the Yellow Star. Your prayer was that my Father would not forget His secret promise. The sun is steadfast, and so I say that the Yellow Star is set upon your prayer. And 41 The Lords of JVisdom no trouble to your heart, Mother, because of the Rainbow to tlie white bird: for your hope was for the gates of the west and the hidden gardens of Peace: and even now the gates are open, and spices and bahns are on the green wave that flows the long way east of the sun and west of the moon. But as to the wild bee. Mother, of that I cannot speak." At that, Mary was sad, for she knew that when a Druid of the east had told her to give her son the friendship of the wind, of the blown dust, of the grass, of the leaf, and of the wild bee, she had done all those things but the last. So she stood and wept. Then the young Christ, her son, called to a bee that was among the foam-white pas- tures. " What was your dream. Mother? " he said. " My dream," said Mary, " was that I should know death at the last, for in the flesh I am a woman, and that of me that is mortal desireth death." So Christ asked the wild bee. But the bee said, " Can you see the nine hundred and ninety-nine secret roads of the air?" " No," said the child. " It is on one of tl*ese roads," said the wild bee, " that Mary's dream went." 42 The Lords of Wisdom So when Mary, sad at heart, but in this thing only, went back to the house where she dweh and made ready the supper for that day's end, Christ gave friendship to the wild bee, and became a bee, and floated above the pastures. And when he came home at twilight he knew all the secrets of the little people of the air. That night, after the meal was done, he stood looking at Mary and Joseph. " I have known many wisdoms," he said, " but no wisdom like the wisdom of the wild bee. But I have whispered to them a secret thing, and through the years and the ages they will not forget. And some of the children of men shall hear the wild bees, and many shall call upon them; and to that little clan of the unwise and foolish, as they shall ever be accounted, I will send the wild bees of wisdom and of truth." And Joseph said, " Are the bees then so wise? But Mary whispered: " I do not think it is of the wild bees of the pastures that the Christ my son speaks, but of the wild bees of the Spirit." Christ slept, and put his hand in Mary's, and she had no fear: and that of her which was of heaven deepened in joy, and that of 43 The Lords of Wisdom her which was mortal had peace. But Joseph lay awake, and wondered why to a little clan of those held foolish and unwise should come, as secret wings in the dark, the sound and breath of an ancient wisdom. 44 THE WAYFARER "This bright one who is Joy . . ." — The Katha U panishad . "... then Salome asked of Him, 'I low then may the woman dwell with the man?' And Jesus an- swered her : ' Eat all fruit save that which is bitter.' " — Clement of Alexandria. Among those in the home-straths of Argyll who are now grey, and in the quiet places of whose hearts old memories live green and sweet, there must be some who recall that day when a stranger came into Strath Nair, and spoke of the life eternal. This man, who was a minister of God, was called James Campbell. He was what is called a good man, by those who measure the soul by inches and extol its vision by the tests of the purblind. He had rectitude of a kind, the cold and bitter thing that is not the sunlit integrity of the spirit. And he had the sternness that is the winter of a frozen life. In his heart, God was made in the image of John Calvin. 45 The Wayfarer With this man the love of love was not even a dream. A poor strong man he was, this granite-clasped soul ; and the sunlight faded out of many hearts, and hopes fell away to dust before the blight of the east wind of his spirit. On the day after his coming to Strath Nair, the new minister went from cottage to cot- tage. He went to all, even to the hill-bothy of Peter Macnamara the shepherd; to all save one. He did not go to the cottage of Mary Gilchrist, for the woman lived there alone, with the child that had been born to her. In the eyes of James Campbell she was evil. His ears heard, but not his heart, that no man or woman spoke harshly of her, for she had been betrayed. On the morning of the Bell, as some of the old folk still call the morrow of the Sab- bath, the glory of sunlight came down the Strath. For many days rains had fallen, hours upon hours at a time; or heavy, drop- ping masses of vapour had hung low upon the mountains, making the peaty uplands sodden, and turning the grey rocks into a wet blackness. By day and by night the wind had moaned among the corries along the high moors. There was one sound more lamentable still : the incessant mehing of the 46 The Wayfarer desolate, soaked sheep. The wind in the corries, on the moors, among the pines and larches; the plaintive cruel sorrow of the wandering ewes; never was any other sound to be heard, save the distant wailing of cur- lews. Only, below all, as inland near the coast one hears continuously the murmur of the sea, so by night and day the Gorromalt Water made throughout the whole reach of Strath Nair an undertone as of a weary sigh- ing. But before nightfall on Saturday the rain ceased, and the wet wind of the south sud- denly revolved upon itself beyond the spurs of Ben Maiseach. Long before the gloaming had oozed an earth-darkness to meet the fall- ing dark, the mists had lifted. One by one, moist stars revealed hollows of violet, which, when the moon yellowed the fir-tops, dis- closed a vast untravelled waste of blue, wherein slow silent waves of darkness con- tinuously lapsed. The air grew full of loos- ened fragrances; most poignantly, of the bog- myrtle, the bracken, and the resinous sprays of pine and larch. Where the road turns at the Linn o' Gorro- malt there is an ancient disarray of granite boulders above the brown rushing water. Masses of wild rose grow in that place. On 47 The Wayfarer this June gloaming the multitudinous blooms were like pale wings, as though the fabled birds that live in rainbows, or the frail crea- tures of the falling dew, had alit there, trem- ulous, uncertain. There that evening, the woman, Mary Gilchrist, sat, happy in the silences of the dusk. While she inhaled the fragrance of the wild roses, as it floated above the persistent green odour of the bent and the wet fern, and listened to the noise of Gorromalt Water foaming and surging out of the linn, she heard steps close by her. Glancing sidelong, she saw " the new min- ister," a tall, gaunt man, with lank, iron- grey hair above his white, stern, angular face. He looked at her, not knowing who she was. Mary Gilchrist did not speak. Her face, comely before, had become beautiful of late. " It's the sorrow," said the Strath folk simply, believing what they said. Perhaps the dark eyes under the shadowy hair deepened. The minister, of course, could not see this, could not have noted so small a thing. " God be with you," he said at last in Gaelic, and speaking slow and searchingly; 48 The Wayfarer " God be with you. This is a fine evening, at last." " God be with you, too, Mr. Campbell." "So; you know who I am?" " For sure, sir, one cannot Hve alone here among the hills and not know who comes and who goes. What word is there, sir, of the old minister? Is he better?" " No. He will never be better. He is old." When he spoke these words, James Camp- bell uttered them as one drover answers an- other when asked about a steer or a horse. Mary Gilchrist noticed this, and with a barely audible sigh shrank a little among the granite boulders and wild roses. The minister hesitated; then spoke again. " You will be at the hill-preaching to-mor- row? If fine, the Word will be preached on the slope of Monanair. You will be there?" " Perhaps." He looked at her, leaning forward a little. Her answer perturbed him. The Rev. James Campbell thought no one should hesitate before the free offering of the bitter tribula- tion of his religion. Possibly she was one of that outcast race who held by Popish abom- inations. He frowned darkly. "Are you of the true faith?" 49 The Wayfarer " God alone knows that." " Why do you answer mc hke that, wom- an? There is but one true faith." " Mr. Campbell, will you be for telling me this? Do you preach the love of God? " " I preach the love and hate of God, wom- an! His great love to the elect, his burning wrath against the children of Belial." For a minute or more there was silence between them. The noise of the torrent filled the night. Beyond, all was stillness. The stars, iimumerous now, flickered in pale uncertain fires. At last Mary Gilchrist spoke, whispered rather: " Mr. Campbell, I am only a poor woman. It is not for me to be telling you this or that. But for myself, I know, ay, for sure, I know well, that everything God has to say to man is to be said in three words — and these were said long, long ago, an' before ever the Word came to this land at all. An' these three words are, ' God is love.' " The speech angered the minister. It was for him to say what was and what was not God's message to man, for him to say what was or was not the true faith. He frowned blackly awhile. Then, muttering that he would talk publicly of this on the morrow, 50 The Wayfarer was about to pass on his way. Suddenly he turned. " What will your name be? If you will tell me your name and where you live, my good woman, I will come to you and show you what fearful sinfulness you invite by speak- ing of God's providence as you do." " I am Mary Gilchrist. I live up at the small croft called Annet-bhan." Without a word, Mr. Campbell turned on his heel, and moved whitheraway he was bound. He was glad when he was round the bend of the road, and going up the glen. God's curse was heavy on those who had made iniquity their portion. So this was the woman Gilchrist, whom already that day he had publicly avoided. A snare of the Evil One, for sure, that wayside meeting had been. It had angered the new minister to find that neither man nor woman in Strath Nair looked upon Mary Gilchrist as accursed. A few blamed; all were sorrowful; none held her an outcast. To one woman, who replied that Mary was the sinned against, not the sinner, that black misfortune had been hers, Mr. Campbell answered harshly that the All- wise God took no store by misfortune — that at the last day no shivering human soul could trust to that pica. Even when John Mac- Si The ll'ayfarcr allum, the hill-grieve, urged that, whether Mr. Campbell were right or wrong, it was clear nothing could be done, and would it not be wisest for one and all to let bygones be bygones, each man and woman remembering that in his or her heart evil dwelled some- where — even then the minister was wrought to resentment, and declared that the woman, because of her sin, ought to be driven out of the Strath. In the less than two days he had "been in Strath Nair this man had brought upon that remote place a gloom worse than any that came out of the dark congregation of the clouds. In many a little croft the bright leaping flame of the pine-log or the comfort- able glow of the peats had become lurid. For the eye sees what the heart fears. Thus it was that when the Sabbath came in a glory of light, and the Strath, and the shadowy mountains, and the vast sun-swept gulfs of blue overhead took on a loveliness as though on that very morrow God had re- created the earth and the universe itself, thus it was the people of the Strath were down- cast. Poor folk, poor folk, that suffer so be- cause of the blind shepherds. But before that glory of a new day was come, and while he was still striding with 52 The Wayfarer bitter thoughts from the place where he had left the woman Gilchrist, Mr. Campbell had again cause for thought, for perplexed anger. As he walked, he brooded sullenly. That this woman, this lost one, had ventured to bandy words with him! What was she, a fallen woman, she with an unhallowed child up there at her croft of Annet-bhan, that she should speak to him, James Campbell, of what God's message was! It was then that he descried a man sitting on a fallen tree by the side of the burn which runs out of the Glen of the Willows. He could not discern him clearly, but saw that he was not one of the Strath-folk with whom he had talked as yet. The man seemed young, but weary; yes, for sure, weary, and poor too. When he rose to his feet in courteous greeting, Mr. Campbell could see that he was tall. His long fair hair, and a mien and dress foreign to the straths, made him appear in the minister's eyes as a wayfarer from the Lowlands. " God he with you. Good evening," Mr. Campbell exclaimed abruptly, in the English tongue. The man answered gravely, and in a low, sweet voice, " God be with you." " Will you be for going my way? " the min- S3 The Wayfarer istcr asked again, but now in the Gaelic, for he knew this would be a test as to whether the man was or was not of the Strath. " No. I do not go your way. Peradven- ture you will yet come my way, James Camp- bell." With a start of anger the minister took a step closer. What could the man mean, he wondered. Still, the words were so gently said that hardly could he put offense into them. " I do not understand you, my good man," he answered after a little ; " but I see you know who I am. Will you be at the preach- ing of the W^ord at Monanair to-morrow ; or, if wet, at the house of God close by the Mill o' Gorromalt?" " What Word will you preach, James Camp- bell ? " " Look you, my man, you are no kinsman of mine to be naming me in that way. I am Mr. Campbell, the minister from Strathdree." " What word will you preach, then, Mr. Campbell? " " What word ? There is but one Word. I will say unto you, as unto all men who hearken unto me on the morrow, that the Lord God is a terrible God against all who trangress His holy law, and that the day of repentance is 54 The Wayfarer wellnigh gone. Even now it may be too late. Our God is a jealous God, who doth not brook delay. Woe unto those who in their hearts cry out, ' To-morrow ! To-morrow ! ' " For a brief while the man by the wayside was still. When he spoke, his voice was gen- tle and low. " Rather do I believe the Word to be that which the woman Mary Gilchrist said to you yonder by the linn : that God is love." And having said this, he moved quietly into the dusk of the gloaming, and was lost to sight. James Campbell walked slowly on his way, pondering perplexedly. Twice that evening he had been told what the whole message of God was — an evil, blasphemous, fair-seeming doctrine, he muttered, more fit for the ac- cursed courts of her who sitteth upon seven hills than for those who are within the sound of the Truth. And how had the false wisdom come? He smiled grimly at the thought of the wanton and the vagrant. Before he slept that night he looked out upon the vast and solemn congregation of the stars. Star beyond star, planet beyond planet, strange worlds all, immutably controlled, un- relinquished (lay or ni^ht, age or aeon, shep- herded among the infinite deeps, moving or- 55 The Wayfarer derly from a dawn a million years far off to a quiet fold a million years away, sheep shep- herded beyond all change or chance, or no more than the dust of a great wind blowing behind the travelling feet of Eternity — what did it all mean? Shepherded starry worlds, or but the dust of Time? A Shepherd, or Silence? But he who had the wisdom of God, and was bearer of His message, turned to his bed and slept, muttering only that man in his wretchedness and sin was unworthy of those lamps suspended there to fill his darkness for sure, for God is merciful, but also to strike terror and awe and deep despair into the hearts of that innumerable multitude who go down daily into a starless night. And when he had thought thus, he slept: till the fading bitterness of his thought was lost too in the noise of Gorromalt Water. II A great stillness of blue prevailed on the morrow. When sunrise poured over the shoul- der of Ben Maiseach, and swept in golden foam among the pines of Strath Nair, it was as though a sweet, unknown, yet anciently familiar pastoral voice was uplifted — a voice 56 The Wayfarer full of solemn music, austerely glad, rejoicing with the deep rejoicing of peace. The Strath was as one of the valleys of Eden. The rain-washed oaks and birches wore again their virginal green ; the mountain-ash had her June apparel ; the larches were like the delicate green showers that fall out of the rainbow upon opal-hued clouds at sunsetting; even the dusky umbrage of the pines filled slowly with light, as tidal sands at the flow. The Gorromalt Water swept a blue arm round the western bend of the Strath ; brown, foam-flecked, it emerged from the linn, tu- multuous, whirling this way and that, leaping, surging. In the wet loneroid, in the bracken, in the thyme-set grass, the yellow - hammers and stonechats remembered, perhaps for the last time in this summer-end, their nesting songs, their nestling notes. From every green patch upon the hills the loud, confused, incessant bleating of the ewes and four-month lambs made a myriad single crying — a hill-music sweet to hear. From the Mill o' Gorromalt, too, where lit- tle Sine Macrae danced in the sunlight, to the turfed cottage of Mary Gilchrist high on the furthest spur of Maiseach, where her child stretched out his hands to catch the sun- 57 The Wayfarer rays, resounded tlic laugliter of children. The bhie smoke from the crofts rose Hke the breath of stones. A spirit of joy moved down the Strath. Even thus of old, men knew the wayfaring Breath of God. It was then the new minister, the Inter- preter, brought to the remembrance of every man and woman in the Strath that the Lord God moveth in shadow, and is a jealous God. The water-bell of the Mill, that did duty on the preaching Sabbaths, began its monotonous call. Of yore, most who heard it had gone gladly to its summons. When John Camp- bell had preached the Word, all who heard him returned with something of peace, with something of hope. But now none went save unwillingly ; some even with new suspicions the one against the other, some with bitter searchings, some with latent dark vanities that could not bloom in the light. And so the man delivered the Gospel. He " preached the Word," there, on the glowing hillside, where the sun shone with imperious beauty. Was it that while he preached, the sky darkened, that the hillside darkened, the sunglow darkened, the sun itself darkened? That the heart of each man and woman dark- ened, that the mind of each darkened, that 58 The Wayfarer every soul there darkened, yea, that even the white innocence of the little children grew dusked with shadow? And yet the sun shone as it had shone before the tolling of the bell. No cloud was in the sky. Beauty lay upon the hillside; the Gorromalt Water leaped and danced in the sunlight. Nothing darkened from without. The darkening was from within. The Rev. James Campbell spoke for an hour with sombre eloquence. Out of the deep darkness of his heart he spoke. In that hour he slew many hopes, chilled many aspirations, dulled many lives. The old, hearing him, grew weary of the burden of years, and yet feared release as a more dreadful evil still. The young lost heart, relinquished hope. There was one interruption. An old man, Macnamara by name, a shepherd, rose and walked slowly away from where the congre- gation sat in groups on the hillside. He was followed by his two collie dogs, who had sat patiently on their haunches while the minis- ter preached his word of doom. " Where will you be going, Peter Macna- mara?" called Mr. Campbell, his voice dark with the same shadow that was in the af- front on his face. " I am going up into the hills," the old man 59 The Wayfarer answered quietly, " for I am too old to lose sight of God." Then, amid the breathless pause around him, he added : " And here, James Campbell, I have heard no word of Him." " Go," thundered the minister, with out- stretched arm and pointed finger. " Go, and when thine hour cometh thou shalt lament in vain that thou didst afifront the most High God ! " The people sat awed. A spell was upon them. None moved. The eyes of all were upon the minister. And he, now, knew his power, and that he had triumphed. He spoke to or of now one, now another poor sinner, whose evil- doing was but a weakness, a waywardness to guide, not a cancer inassuageable. Sud- denly he remembered the woman, Mary Gilchrist. Of her he spoke, till all there shuddered at her sin, and shuddered more at the chastise- ment of that sin. She was impure ; she dwelt in the iniquity of that sin ; she sought neither to repent nor to hide her shame. In that great flame of hell, which she would surely know, years hence — a hundred years hence — a thousand, ten thousand, immeasurably re- mote in eternity — she would know then, when 60 The Wayfarer too late, that God was, indeed, a jealous God — in unending torture, in ceaseless But at that moment a low hush grew into a rising crest of warning. The wave of sound spilled at the minister's feet. He stared, frowning. "What is it?" he asked. " Hush ! " some one answered. " There's the poor woman herself coming this way." And so it was. Over the slope beyond Monanair Mary Gilchrist appeared. She was walking slowly, and as though intent upon the words of her companion, who was the way- farer with whom Mr. Campbell had spoken at the Glen of the Willows. " Let her come," said the minister sullenly. Then, suddenly, being strangely uplifted by the cold night-wind in his heart, he resumed his bitter sayings, and spoke of the woman and her sin, and of all akin to her, from Mary Magdalene down to this Mary Gilchrist. " Ay ! " he cried, as the newcomers ap- proached to within a few yards of where he stood, " and it was only by the exceeding over- whelming grace of God that the woman, Mary Magdalene, was saved at all. And often, ay, again and again, has the thought come to me that the mercy was hers only in this life." A shudder went through the Strath-folk, 6i The H'ayforer but none stirred. A sudden weariness had come upon the minister, who had, indeed, spoken for a long hour and more. With a hurried blessing that sounded like a knell, for the last words were, " Beware the wrath of God," Mr. Campbell sat back in the chair which had been carried there for him. Then, before any moved away, the stranger who was with Mary Gilchrist arose. None knew him. His worn face, with its large sor- rowful eyes, his long, fair hair, his white hands, were all unlike those of a man of the hills ; but when he spoke it was in the sweet homely Gaelic that only those spoke who had it from the mother's lips. " Will you listen to me, men and women of Strath Nair? " he asked. He was obviously a poor man, and a wanderer ; yet none there who did not realise he was one to whom all would eagerly listen. And so the man preached the Word. He, too, spoke of God and man, of the two worlds, of life and death, of time and eternity. As he spoke, it was as though he used, not the symbols of august and immortal things, but, in a still whiteness of simplicity, revealed these eternal truths them- selves. Was it that as he preached, the sky, the hillside, the sunglow, the sun itself lightened ; 62 The Wayfarer that the heart of each man and woman Hght- ened, that the mind of each Hghtened, that even the white innocence of the Httle children grew more fair to see ? The stranger, with the eyes of deep love and tenderness — so deep and tender that tears were in women's eyes, and the hearts of men were strained — spoke for long. Simple words he spoke, but none had ever been so moved. Out of the white beauty of his soul he spoke. In that hour he brought near to them many fair immortal things, clothed in mortal beau- ty ; stilled shaken hearts ; uplifted hopes grown dim or listless. The old, hearing him, smiled to think that age was but the lamp-lit haven, reached at last, with, beyond the dim strait, the shining windows of home. The young grew brave and strong; in the obscure trou- ble of each heart, new stars had arisen. There was but one interruption. When the wayfarer said that they who could not read need not feel outcast from the Word of God, for all the Scriptures could be interpreted in one phrase — simply, " God is love " — the min- ister, James Campbell, rose and passed slowly through the groups upon the hillside. " Listen," said the wayfarer, " while I tell you the story of Mary Magdalene." Then he told the story again as any may 63 The Wayfarer read it in the Book, but with so loving words, and with so deep a knowledge of the pitifiil- ness of life, that it was a revelation to all there. Tears were in the heart as well as in the eyes of each man and woman. Then slowly he made out of the beauty of all their listening souls a wonderful thing. Mary Gilchrist had kneeled by his side, and held his left hand in hers, weeping gently the while. A light was about her as of one glori- fied. It was, mayhap, the light from Him whose living words wrought a miracle there that day. For as he spoke, all there came to know and to understand and to love. Each other they understood and loved, with a new love, a new understanding. And not one there but felt how sacred and beautiful in their eyes was the redemption of the woman Mary Gilchrist, who was now to them as Mary Magdalene herself. The wayfarer spoke to one and all by name, or so to each it seemed ; and to each he spoke of the sobbing woman by his side, and of the greatness and beauty of love, and of the piti- fulness of the sorrow of love, and of the two flames in the shame of love, the white flame and the red. The little green world, he said, 64 The Wayfarer this little whirling star, is held to all the stars that be, and these are held to every universe, and all universes surmised and yet undreamed of are held to God Himself, simply by a little beam of light — a little beam of Love. It is Love that is the following Thought of God. And it is love that is of sole worth in human life. This he said again and again, in fami- liar words become new and wonderful. Thus it was that out of the pain and sorrow, out of the passion and grief and despair of the heart of the woman Mary, and out of the heart of every man, woman, and child in that place, he wrouglit a vision of the Woman Mary, of Mary the Mother, of Mary whose name is Love, whose soul is Love, whose Breath is Love, who is wherever Love is, sees all and knows all and understands all ; who has no weariness, and who solves all impurities and evils, and turns them into pure gold of love ; who is the Pulse of Life, the Breath of Eter- nity, the Soul of God. And when he had ceased speaking there was not one there — no, not one — who could see the glory of the beauty of his face because of the mist of tears that were in all eyes. None saw him go. Quietly he moved down the path leading to the green birches at the hither end of the Glen of the Willows. 65 The Wayfarer There he turned, and for a brief while gazed silent, with longing blue eyes full of dreatn, and pale face stilled by the ecstasy of prayer. All stood beholding him. Slowly he raised his arms. Doves of peace flew out of his heart. In every heart there a white dove of peace nested. Mayhap he who stood under the green birches heard what none whom he had left on the hill-slope could hear — the whispering, the welling, the uplifted voice of spirits redeemed from their mortal to their immortal part. Vox suddenly he smiled. Then he bowed his head, and was lost in the green gloom, and was seen no more. But in the gloaming, in the dewy gloaming of that day, Mary Gilchrist walked alone, with her child in her arms, in the Glen of the Wil- lows. And once she heard a step behind her, and a hand touched her shoulder. " Mary ! " said the low, sweet voice she knew so well, " Mary! Mary! " Whereupon she sank upon her knees. "Jesus of Nazareth, Son of God!" broke from her lips in faint, stammering speech. For long she kneeled trembling. When she rose, none was there. White stars hung among the branches of the dusky green pyra- 66 The ll^ayfarer mids of the Glen of the Willows. On the hillside beyond, where her home was, the moonlight lay, quiet waters of peace. She bowed her head, and moved out of the sha- dow into the light. 67 QUEENS OF BEAUTY " Empires become drifted sand, and the queens of great loveliness are dust. They shall not come again, towered cities of the sands, palaces built upon the sea, roses of beauty that blossomed for an hour on the wind that is for ever silently and swiftly moving out of darkness and turning a sunlit wing and then silently moving into darkness again. But the wind is changeless in that divine continual ad- vent, and the sunlit wing is that immortal we call Beauty, the mirage hung upon the brows of life." — The Ancient Beauty. There is a Gaelic saying — both in legend- ary lore and folk-song — of the beauty of the " Woman of Greece," of " the Greek woman," na mna Greuig. It is, of course, Helen of Troy who is meant. I do not know if that story of love and death and beauty has survived in some measure intact — that is, perfect in episode if fragmentary in sequence — or if it exist only in a few luminous words, or merely in allu- sion. Something of the old romance of Hel- las, something of the complex Roman mythus, 68 Queens of Beauty have come down on the GaeHc tide, little altered, or altered only in the loss of the temporal and accidental. But they are some- times hard to trace, and often are as lost in the old Gaelic legendary lore as the fragrance of moor-rose or orchis in the savour of wild- honey. " Who were the three most beautiful wom- en of old?" I asked a man, a native of the Gairloch of Ross, one day last summer. We were old friends, for we had often been out on the sea together in rough weather and calm, and I had ever found him somewhat like the sea in this, that he could be silent all day and yet never be other than companionable, and Iiad mysterious depths, and sudden reve- lations. So I was always glad to sail with him when the chance came. On this day — it was between Gometra and Ulva, where the fierce tides of the Atlantic sometimes cast up cones from the pine-woods of Maine, or driftwood of old wreckage from the Labrador headlands — we were in a bata- da-chrointi, or wherry, and spun before the wind as though swept along by the resistless hand of Manan himself. The sea was a ju- bilation of blue and white, with green in the shaken tents of the loud-murmuring nomad host of billows. The sky was cloudless in 69 Quci-ns of Beauty the zenith, and a deep blue; of a pale blue in the north and east; but in the south a moun- tainous range of saffron and salmon-pink cloud rose solidly above the horizon-cutting isles. A swirl of long-winged terns hung above a shoal of mackerel fry, screaming as they splashed continually into the moving, dazzle. Far in the blue depths overhead I saw two gannets, like flecks of foam that the wind had lifted. And that was all: not an- other bird, not a boat, no trailed smoke down by lona or over by Tiree, not a single sail, stispended on the horizon like the wing of the fabled condor that moves but does not stir. " Who were the three most beautiful wom- en of old?" He took a time to answer. He stared down into the green water slipping past, as though seeking there some floating image of a dim, beautiful face, as though listening for some sigh, some cadence, from the old lost world, from Tir-fo-Tuinne, the Land-un- der-wave, the drowned sleeping world with the moving walls of green and the moving roof of blue. *' I do not know," he said at last. " I do hot remember. There are many songs, many tales. But I've heard this: that there will 70 Queens of Beauty be seven lovelinesses of beauty in a wom- an's beauty . . . the beauty of Malveen, the daughter of Oisin ; the beauty of Deirathray, the love of Finn; the beauty of Yssul of the North ; the beauty of Emer, the wife of Cuch- ulain ; the beauty of Gwannole, the Queen of the Saxons ; the beauty of the Greek woman, for whom all men strove and died ; the beauty of the woman who came out of the south." And after he had spoken I thought that in the first of these is the beauty of sorrowful things; and in the second, the beauty of great love; and in the third, the beauty of wildness; and in the fourth, the beauty of faith; and in the fifth, the beauty lit at the torches of death ; and in the sixth, the beauty that fires men to take up spears and die for a name ; and in the seventh, the beauty of the poets that take up harp and sorrow and the wan- dering road. Once before, elsewhere, I had asked this question, and had a different answer, though it held three names of those names now said. " Well, now," said my informant, an old wom- an of Arisaig, " and who, they, but the Sweet Love of the Sons of Usneach (I'sna), and the wife of the Hero of Madness, and the fair Woman of (ireece." .She knew all about Deirdre, or Dearshul or Darshool, the be- 71 Queens of Beauty loved of Finn, and the bride of the eldest of the Sons of Usna; and all about Enier, the wife of Cuchulain, the hero of the Gael; and of how the white beauty and great love of these women live for ever in song and story, and in the passion of women's hearts and in the shaken minds of men. But she knew nothing of " the fair woman of Greece," nor of that land itself, thinking indeed it was " a great and glorious town, a shining and pros- perous and kingly town, in the southlands of Ispan (Spain)." Of some of those of whom my boatman spoke, he knew little. Of Malveen (Malm- hin) he knew only that her name sang like a shell in the cadence of an old iorram, or boat- song, of the Middle Isles: and he had heard the story of Oisin and Malvina in Dr. Clerk's Gaelic variant of Ossimi, told often at this or that ceilidh by the winter-iire. Darshul, or Deirdre, he called Darathray ; the only occa- sion on which I have heard the name of that fair torch of beauty so given. Her story he knew well. " The best of all the tales that are told," he said. Of Yssul he knew noth- ing, but that she was the love of a king's son, and that she and Drostan lie below the foam of a wild sea. Gwannole, the queen of the Saxons, he knew to be Arthur's queen, and 72 Queens of Beauty he had heard of Mordred, king of the Picts, though not of Lancelot. He knew Helen's name, and had a confused memory of the names of those who loved and died for her, and of the fate of Troy: all got from his mother, who was the daughter of a minister of Inverness. He knew nothing of " the woman who came out of the south." When pressed, he said with a smile, ** Her name will be Ashlyenn " (Aisling, a Dream), " I'm thinking." But later he spoke suddenly. It was when my thoughts had wandered else- where, and when I was watching the cloud- spray circling over the Treshnish Isles, with two winds meeting: and for a moment I could not recover the clue to what lay in his words. " Perhaps the woman out of the south would be the woman of the woods, that Mer- lyn loved, and who put him under spells of silence and sleep. She had the wild beauty, they say. She was not a woman of a man and a woman, but the deathless one of the nameless folk and a woodwoman. She is in songs and tales. It may be that woman that had the loveliness, for no man will ever have seen her but will always sing of her." I think, however, that this last legendary beauty is older, and more native to the west- ern Gael. I think, though it is only a sur- 73 Qurois of Beauty niise, that if not Niamh, Oisin's beautiful love of the other world, it must be of one to whose surpassing beauty there is allusion in the most ancient Gaelic chronicles, and of whom, doubtless, the wandering bards of Eire and Alba long sang as of the Rose of Beauty. " But the fairest of the women who came into Erin with the sons of Milidh was Eeale, the wife of Luaidh, son of that Ith who had been slain by the Tuath de Danann, and who had lived alone in the western regions of Espan, in an inland valley, until she was wooed by Luaidh, the son of Ith, sur- named Laidceann, for his love of poetry: and men said concerning Feale that she was too beautiful to live." In a verse rescued from oblivion by Alas- dair Carmichael of Uist, these and other names of beauty, pagan and mythological and Christian, are strangely blended. Is tu gleus na Mnatha Sithe, Is tu beus na Bride bithe, Is tu creud na Moire mine, Is tu gniomh na mnatha Greuig, Is tu sgeimh na h'Eimir aluinn, Is tu mein na Dearshul agha, Is tu meann na Meabha laidir, Is tu taladh Binne-bheul. [Thine is the skill of the Fairy Woman, and the vir- tue of St. Briget, and the faith of Mary the Mild, and 74 Queens of Beauty the gracious way of the Greek woman, and the beauty of lovely Enter, and the tenderness of heartsweet Deir- dre, and the courage of Maev the Great Queen (lit., the strong), and the charm of Mouth o' Music] The names stir. What a great thing in beauty is this, that after kingdoms are fallen and nations are drifted away like scattered leaves, and even heroic names are gone upon the wind, a memory of loveliness endures, as a light that time cannot touch, as a fragrance that death cannot reach. This is the immor- tality of the poet's dream. It is a great destiny to raise thrones and win dominions and build kingly cities. But cities can be ground into dust, and dominions can be as palaces built upon the sea, and the highest throne can become as the last yellow leaf shaken in the winds of autumn. But great beauty . . . that is a memory for ever. When one of the queens of a troubling loveliness dies, it is only as it were a mortal hour of beauty that is gathered back into the night: all of what is immortal passes into the dreams of men, is the beauty beyond beauty in the perfect song, the inelTable suspense in music. It endures, that immortal memory, that im- mortal dream. It is whispered and told and communicated in every .Spring. It is on every wind of the west. 75 ORPHEUS AND OISIN "They asked me if I had seen a white fawn in my dreams, and whether the trees of the secret valley had advised me to love." — Chateaubriand, Atala. A friend wrote to me some time ago to say that he had seen a quaint tale in old Scots called " Orpheo and Heurodys." I imagine this to be the reprint in Laing's Remains of Ancient Scottish Poetry. But, also, he asked if I had come upon any Gaelic variant of the tale of Orpheus and Eurydice. I had not, nor have I. True, I have heard that a tale of one Heurodys has been told, now here, now there. But I have not met any who has heard it told. That a variant of the story of Orpheus and Eurydice survives, however, seems fairly certain. But one would suspect a modern derivation, if it were too pat and retained too strong a savour of the original. There can be an erring on the other side also, however. The late ferrymaster at lona once told an English lady who was seeking for folklore (and made a book of her strange 76 Orpheus and Oisin gleanings, for she had a singular method of gathering, in that she would tell a tale and then ask if the listener had ever heard of its like) that he had a tale that would interest her; for, he said, though it was not of a king's son in the ancient days who went to hell to seek his love, his story was of one Christina Ross, who believed she was loved by the prince of darkness, and one day, sure enough, she was seen no more. At that, her lover, Rory M'Killop, the piper from Mull, disap- peared too. But months on months later he came again, and said he had been in Gehenna: and that he saw Christina and told her to fol- low his piping and all would be well, but if she stopped to take sup or bite, or called to him that he should once look back, it would be o'er the hills an' far away he would be, and she forlorn for evermore. And the M'Killop had played well, as he himself averred: none ever better. But Kirsty Ross had stopped to pull a fine red apple from a branch, and. forgetting, had called to him, so that he had looked back — and the next moment there was a great gulf between them, he on the edge of the world again, and she there for ever, with a heap o' dust in her hand. Anrl when I asked him afterwards why he had told such a farrago of nonsense, for I 77 Orpltcus and Oisin knew he had but given tongue to the mo- ment's whim, he said, " What harm in that now? ... for sure the lady had her story as she wanted, and as for the truth, well, didn't Rory M'Killop of Heiskir go off with Kirsty Ross, and come back a year later, saying he had been in the Americas, and his wife dead now, God rest her." But I have wondered often if the ancient Gaelic tale of Oisin and Niamh — the later-life tale of the Son of Fionn and his otherworld love, in the days of his broken years and gathered sorrows — has not in it the heart of the old Greek story. Rather, it may have in it, not an echo, but a like strain of the primi- tive mythopoeic imagination: as the feather- wrack on the rocky shores of Ithaka and that gathered on Ultima Thule are one and the same. For Oisin, too, went to the otherworld to gather love, and to bring back his youth; but even as Orpheus had to relinquish Eurydice and youth and love, because he looked to take away with him what Aidoneus had al- ready gathered to be his own, so Oisin, the Orpheus of the Gael, had to come away from the place of defeated dreams, and see again the hardness and bitterness of the hither- world, with age and death as the grey fruit 78 Orpheus and Oisin on the tree of life. And if the end of the one is hidden — for some say he was slain by the jealous gods, who love not that any soul should whisper the secret of their mysteries, and some that he was destroyed by the in- furiated bacchanals, and some that he wan- dered lonely till his sorrow came over him like snow, so that he lay down beneath it and slept and was no more seen of men — so too is hidden the end of the other. For Oisin did not dwell evermore in the«pleasant land whither his youth had gone and he to seek it, but came back to find the world grown old, and all he had loved below the turf, and the taunts of the monks of Patrick in his ears, and the bell of Christ ringing in the glens and upon the leas. Nor does any know of his death, though the Gaels of the North believe that he looked his last across the grey seas from Drumadoon in Arran, where that Ava- lon of the Gael lies between the waters of Argyll and the green Atlantic wave. It may well be that the old Greek tale of Orpheus seeking Eurydicc in the kingdom of things ended and gathered, and the old Gaelic tale of Oisin and Niamh, and the mediaeval tale of Ponce da Leon, and the folk-tale (told me again, for in one form or another I have heard it often, a year-back on 79 Orpheus and Oisin green Lismore) of the shepherd of the isles who loved a soulless, smiling woman of the otherworld and followed his fay into the dark- ness of the earth below a leafless thorn, and was lost to the world for months, till he was seen one May-day walking among the yellow broom crowned with hawthorn and with a rowan branch in his hand, smiling and dumb, and with eyes cold as cold blue water — it may well be that these legendary tales are but the ever-changing mortal utterance of what is unchanging, the varying accent of the un- varying desire of the soul, to recapture that which has gone away upon the wind, or to take from the brows of the wind of what is to come the secret coronals of strange blossom wet still with immortal dews. It may well be that each is but an expression of the need for youth, which is the passion of life, and the instinct of the imagination to breathe it- self into a passionate moment of emotion, and the impulse of all the emotions and all the passions. Orpheus loved, and Eurydice was gathered untimely as a flower in its beauty; but are we not all lovers as Orpheus' was, loving what is gone from us for ever, and seeking it vainly in the solitudes and wilderness of the mind, and crying to Eurydice to come again? And 80 Orpheus and Oisin are we not all foolish as Orpheus was, hop- ing by the agony of love and the ecstasy of will to win back Eurydice; and do we not all fail, as Orpheus failed, because we forsake the way of the otherworld for the way of this world? Many of us, do we not love Niamh, and come again from enchantment, and find all things grown old, the apples of Avalon be- come sere without and full of dust within? Many of us, do we not follow a fay who has stolen our joy, to go crowned a brief while with illusions, or to hold in nerveless hands the disenchanted wand of the imagination? Many of us, are we not continually adventur- ing upon a quest as futile as that of Ponce da Leon, who, for the sake of a dream, was blind to the other founts of youth that were within his reach, and so forsook all that he might cross the world to find what was in his own mind? Whether the story of Oisin, the Gaelic Orpheus, be a wanderer from archaic myth- ology, or arose clanless among the Gaelic hills — from moonseed, as is said of the tufted canna that floats its fairy snow-beards on the moorland air — matters little. The tale, at least, has a beauty that is certainly its own. Oisin, also, was the son of one who loved a 8i Orpheus and Oisin woman of the deathless folk; for as the Thracian king CEagnis loved Calliope, of the divine race, so Fionn, the Agamemnon of the Ci^c], loved one of the Hidden People — a daughter of the people of the mounds, as we would say, of the Sidhe. Each became the arch-poet of his race: both were taught and inspired by divine genius, the Thracian by Apollo, the Gael by Angus of the Sun- locks — Angus Og, the Balder of the west. The dwellers in the underworld and all the great kings and lords in Hades knew the en- chantment of the lute of Orpheus ; and when Oisin went to the otherworld with Niamh, the sleeping kings and the spellbound heroes and all the secret clans of Midir were thrilled with wonder, and rejoiced with proud laugh- ter. The one went out with the Argonauts, and crossed the foam of the Symplegades, and beheld war as a pageant: the other went with the clans of the Fianna, and crossed the wild waters of the Moyle, and at Moytura saw great tides of spears and swords flashing upon a sea of red, and beheld nations meet and dwindle and perish, so that when the sun set It was as though it dragged away the land in great cloths of crimson, dripping like a veil over the untraversed sea and all the battle-worn shores of the west. 82 Orpheus and Oisin Both loved with great, unforgetting love, and in the end knew weariness and death: and the one, it is said, died in a Thracian valley, calling upon his lost love in the un- derworld; and the other, it is said, died by Drumadoon in the isle of Arran of Argyll, old and blind, with his hand in the hand of Malveen, but on his lips this sigh to his long lost, forbidden love ... Niamh, thy kisses were sweet as the blue joyous zvine of the wave to the Sea-zuind. Some of the oral legends have it that the mother of Oisin was a mortal, bewitched by a woman of the Sidhe: others, that she was herself Fionn's leannan-shee, or fairy-love . . . and I have heard her called Niamh, Moan, Liban, and other sweet perilous names. But the common legend ^ is that Fionn wearied of his white love, and wedded a daughter of a great lord of the Ultonians. Then " the other " put the spell of the Fath- fith on her, so that she was changed to a hinrl of the hill. ' So well summarized, in particular, by Mr. Alas- dair Carmichael — and an idea of how difficult a summary sometimes is may be gained from the fact that the late Mr. Campbell of Tirce had gathered and sent to Mr. Carmichael no fewer than fourteen variants of the First Song of Oisin, the Song to his Hind-.Mothcr 83 Orpheus and Oisin When her hour was come, she swam the deep water of Loch-nan-'ceall that is near Arisaig in West Argyll, to the little isle in it that is called Sanndraigh. And there her child and Fionn's child was born. When the swoon of the birthing was past, she forgot, and that of her which was a hind licked the brow of her young. Then she remembered, and licked no more; but, look- ing, saw that though the enchantment lay upon her still, the spell was broken for her little son. But hair like a fawn's hair grew upon the brow she had licked: and that is why the youngest and fairest of Fionn's sons was given the name of Oisin, the Fawn. The child was taken to his father's Dun, and the hind leapt away through the bracken, and swam the loch, and took to the hills — for the fear of Bran and Luath and Breacleit, Fionn's great hounds, was upon her. Oisin and his mother did not meet again for years upon years. One day, when pass- ing from boyhood to youth, he went with the hunters to the hill of the mountain-deer, but because of a mist he strayed and found him- self at last alone and in a solitary place, a green glen set among leaning blue hills, with water running from a place of high piled rocks. He saw a hind pasturing there, more 84 Orpheus and Oisin graceful and beautiful than any deer he had ever seen : so great was its beauty that he looked at it as a girl who had never seen an image in water might look at her mirrored face in a pool. Then the spirit of the hunts- man stirred within him, and he lifted his spear. The hind looked at him, with sad wistful eyes, brown as hill-water, and slowly he lowered the spear. " Thrust me not with thy spear, Oisin," said the hind, " for I am thy mother that bore thee on the isle Sanndraigh in Loch-nan- 'ceall. Alone I see thee, and hungry and weary. Come back with me now to my home, fawn of my heart." They went slowly, side by side, across the green grass to a great rock that in slope was the height of nine men, and was smooth as the blade of a sword. The wife of Fionn breathed upon it, and a hollow was come, and when they had gone in there was no hollow but only a great rock with a slope that was in size the height of nine men and was as smooth as the blade of a sword. Then, to his exceeding joy, Oisin saw that his mother was spellbound no more, but was a woman, and lovely and young. When they had kissed long with great love, she gave him food to eat and sweet hcathcr-alc to drink, 85 Orpheus and Oisin and then sang; song^s of a music sweeter than any he had ever heard. For three days it was thus with them, with the sleep of peace at night, where was no night, and the waking of joy at morn, where was no morn, but where Time lay asleep, as the murmur of the unresting sea in the curved iiollows of a shell. Then Oisin remembered Fionn and the hunters, and said he would go out to see them, and set their sorrow at rest. But be- fore he went out of that spellbound place he made a song for his mother, the first of the songs of Oisin, that would be a sian to guard her from the hounds and spears of Fionn and his hunters. Then once more the hollow opened in the smooth cliff of the great rock, and he was in the glen again among the blue hills, and saw a kestrel flying at a great height as though scorning the spread green- ness of the land and the spread greyness of the wrinkled sea. And when Oisin was come again to the DiJn of Fionn, there was great wonder as well as great joy, for it was not three hours as it seemed, nor j'et three days, as he thought, but three years, that he had been in the secret place of the rocks, and known the food and drink and music of en- chantment. 86 Orpheus and Oisin In truth, this tale, as the tale of the other Orpheus, is but an ancient and familiar strain which is the burthen or refrain of unnum- bered songs of the spirit, in every race, in every age: as in every literature, in every age, one may hear the same sigh as in the old Scots song: "For I'm wearied wi' hunting, An' fain would lie doon." These old myth-covering tales — whether we call them Greek or Aryan or what else — are as the grass that will grow in any land : and the grass of the Vale of Tempe or on the slope of Helicon does not differ from the grass in green Aghadoe or that on the scarps of Hecla by the Hebrid seas. It w€is but the other day I told an eager listener a tale of one Faruane (Fear-naine, a " green man ") who lived " in the old ancient days " in a great oak, and had so lived for generations — for a honeycomb of ages, as the phrase runs — and did nothing but watch the clouds sail above the branches and the shadows glide between the tree-boles, and live on sun- light and dew. Then one day, as he was walking lightly on the moss, he saw another world come into the old untroubled wood, 87 Orpheus and Oisin and that " world " was a woman. She was young as Nianih the undying, and beautiful as Emer the fair, and bewitching as Liban of the spells; and Faruane grew weary of his calm immortal dream, and longed unwittingly for sorrow and death, for he did not know these companions of the soul, nor even that he longed, nor could he know that a soul was other than a perishable thing of the earth as he himself was. So he moved softly in the sun-warmed dusk of the branches, and came upon the girl (whose name was Moan) among the fern where she stood like a fawn with wide eyes. He was too beautiful for her to fear, and too beautiful for her not to love, and though Moan knew that to give herself in love to a wood-spirit was to live three years in a dream and then die in body and to go away in soul, she put from her all desire of the things she knew and let Faruane kiss her on the lips and take her hand and lead her into the green glades, to be forgotten, beyond the murmuring forest, save in a song that lived like a breath of remembered pas- sion in the gloamings of a thousand years. But for three years Faruane and Moan knew the Spring rapture and the Summer joy and the Autumn peace and the Winter sleep of the children of earth. She remem- 88 Orpheus and Oisin bered nothing, for her soul was filled with beauty; and she desired nothing, for her mind was hushed with dreams and honied with content. But when she died, which was as a child falling asleep in a shadowy place of moss and rustling leaves, Faruane faded from the light, and his death was as a sunbeam passing from a green branch; for he had seen her soul stoop and kiss him and go away to its own place, where he could not follow. But they had daughters, and these lived to the fulness of the green hour, which is calm and unaging through many generations of our fevered mortal day. They in turn bore children to other sons of the greenness, the semblance of Moan but in all else of the seed of Faruane; so that they are like the offspring of the clan of men, but fear them and love them not, and may not dwell with them nor near them, nor wed with them. But they love the shadows of leaves, and the sun ripens them as fruit, and they are forgotten, and have no dreams but the dream that is their life. And what, then, is this fantasy of a dream- ing mind in the west but kin to the sweet fantasy of a dreaming mind in Hellas of old — though the island poet, or singer of Arcady with a silver flute, making beauty in the hot 89 Orpheus and Oisin noon by a plane-shadowed fount, as a child makes a coronal of daisies and wild thyme, called Moan Merope, and sung of her wood- lover as Dryas ? I'^or both knew of the shy green god of the oak, and had seen the off- spring of him and the mortal woman of his love, the fawn-eyed, withdrawing Dryads of the haunted trees. It is in tiiis sense that the things of the imagination do not die, but change with the changing hours — as the wild parsley and the hyacinth come into the woods at the first flute-notes of April, and were as young last year, or will be under the yet unfallen dews, as they were a thousand years ago, in Arcad- ian valleys or in the glens of the Gael. 90 THE AWAKENING OF ANGUS OG One noon, among the hills, Angus Og lay in sleep. It was a fair place where he lay, with the heather about him and the bracken with its September gold in it. On the mountain-slope there was not a juniper tall enough, not a rock big enough, to give poise to a raven: all of gold bracken and purple heather it was, with swards of the paler ling. The one outstanding object was a mountain ash. Midway it grew, and leaned so that when the sun was in the east above Ben Monach, the light streamed through the feather-foliage upon the tarn just beneath: so leaned, that when the sun was on the sea- verge of Ben Mheadhonach in the west, the glow, lifting upward over leagues of yellow bracken, turned the rowan-feathers to the colour of brass, and the rowan-berries into bronze. The tarn was no more than a boulder-set hollow. It was fed by a spring that had slipped through the closing granite in a dim far-off age, and had never ceased to put its 91 The Awakening of Angus Og cool lips round the little rocky basin of that heather-pool. At the south end the ling fell over its marge in a curling wave: under the mountain-ash there was a drift of moss and fragrant loneroid, as the Gaels call the bog- myrtle. Here it was, through the tides of noon, that Angus Og slept. The god was a flower there in the sunflood. His hair lay upon the green loneroid, yellow as fallen daffodils in the grass. Above him was the unfathomable sea of blue. Not a cloudlet drifted there, nor the wandering shadow of an eagle soar- ing from a mountain-eyrie or ascending in wide gyres of flight from invisible lowlands. Around him there was the same deep peace. Not a breath stirred the rowan- leaves, or the feathery shadows these cast upon his white limbs: not a breath frayed the spires of the heather on the ridges of Ben Monach: not a breath slid along the aerial pathways to where, on Ben Mhead- honach, the sea-wind had fallen in a garth of tansies and moon-daisies, and swooned there is the sun-haze, moveless as a lapsed wave. Yet there were eyes to see, for Orchil lifted her gaze from where she dreamed her triune dream beneath the heather. The god- dess ceased from her weaving at the looms 92 The Awakening of Angus Og of life and death, and looked broodingly at Angus Og — Angus, the fair god, the ever- young, the lord of love, of music, of song. "Is it time that he slept indeed?" she murmured, after a long while, wherein she felt the sudden blood redden her lips and the pulse in her quiet veins leap like a caged bird. But while she still pondered this thing, three old Druids came over the shoulder of the hill, and advanced slowly to where the Yellow-haired One lay adream. These, how- ever, she knew to be no mortals, but three of the ancient gods. When they came upon Angus Og they sought to wake him, but Orchil had breathed a breath across a granite rock and blown the deep immemorial age of it upon him, so that even the speech of the elder gods was no more in his ears than a gnat's idle rumour. " Awake," said Keithoir, and his voice was as the sigh of pine-forests when the winds surge from the pole. "Awake," said Manannan, and his voice was as the hollow booming of the sea. " Awake," said Hesus, and his voice was as the rush of the green world through space, or as the leaping of the sun. But Angus Og stirred not, and dreamed 93 The Awakening of Angus Og only that a mighty eagle soared out of the infinite, and scattered planets and stars as the dust of its pinions: and that as these planets fell they expanded into vast oceans whereon a myriad million waves leaped and danced in the sunlight, singing a laughing song: and that as the stars descended in a silver rain they spread into innumerable for- ests, wherein went harping the four winds of the world, and amidst which the white doves that were his kisses flitted through the gold and shadow. " He will awake no more," murmured Keithoir, and the god of the green world moved sorrowfully apart, and played upon a reed the passing sweet song that is to this day in the breath of the wind in the grass, or its rustle in the leaves, or its sigh in the lap- ping of reedy waters. " He will awake no more," murmured Man- annan, and the god of the dividing seas moved sorrowfully upon his way; and on the hill-side there was a floating echo as of the ocean-music in a shell, mournful with an- cient mournfulness and the sorrow-song of age upon age. The sound of it is in the ears of the dead, where they move through the glooms of silence: and it haunts the timeworn shores of the dying world. 94 The Awakening of Angus Og " He will awake no more," murmured Hesus; and the unseen god, whose pulse is beneath the deepest sea and whose breath is the frosty light of the stars, moved out of the shadow into the light, and was at one with it, so that no eyes beheld the radiance which flowered icily in the firmament and was a flame betwixt the earth and the sun, which was a glory amid the cloudy veils about the west and a gleam where quiet dews sustained the green spires of the grass. And as the light lifted and moved, like a vast tide, there was a rumour as of a starry procession sweeping through space to the clashing cym- bals of dead moons, to the trumpetings of volcanic worlds, and to the clarions of a thou- sand suns. But Angus Og had the deep im- memorial age of the granite upon him, and he slept as the dead sleep. Orchil smiled. " They are old, old, the ancient gods," she whispered: "they are so old, they cannot see eternity at rest. For Angus Og is the god of Youth, and he only is eternal and unchanging." Then, before she turned once more to her looms of life and death, she lifted ht-r eyes till her gaze pierced the brown earth and rose above the green world and was a trouble amid the quietudes of the sky. Thereat the 95 The Awakening of .Ingus Og icy stars pave forth snow, and Angus Og was wrapped in a white shroud that was not as that which meUs in the flame of noon. Moreover, Orchil took one of the shadows of obhvion from her mystic loom, and put it as a band around Ben Monach where Angus Og lay under the mountain-ash by the tarn. A thousand years passed, and when for the thousandth time the wet green smell of the larches drifted out of Winter into Spring, Orchil lifted her eyes from where she spun at her looms of life and death. For, over the shoulder of the hill, came three old Druids, advancing slowly to where the Yellow-haired One lay adream beneath the snow. " Awake, Angus," cried Keithoir. " Awake, Angus," cried Manannan. " Awake, Angus," cried Hesus. " Awake, awake," they cried, " for the world has suddenly grown chill and old." They had the grey grief upon them, when they stood there, face to face with Silence. Then Orchil put down the shuttle of mys- tery wherewith she wove the threads of her looms, and spoke. " O ye ancient gods, answer me this. Keithoir, if death were to come to thee, what would happen? " 96 The Awakening of Angus Og " The green world would wither as a dry leaf, and as a dead leaf be blown idly be- fore the wind that knows not whither it bloweth." " Manannan, if death were to come to thee, what would happen?" "The deep seas would run dry, O Orchil: there would be sand falling in the place of the dews, and at last the world would reel and fall into the abyss." " Hesus, if death were to come to thee, what would happen?" " There would be no pulse at the heart of earth, O Orchil, no lift of any star against any sun. There would be a darkness and a silence." Then Orchil laughed. " And yet," she said, " when Angus Og had the snow-sleep of a thousand years, none knew it ! For a thousand years the pulse of his heart of love has been the rhythmic beat of the world. For a thousand years the breath of his nostrils has been as the coming of Spring in the human heart. For a thou- sand years the breath of his life has been warm against the lips of lovers. For a thou- sand years the memory of these has been sweet against oblivion. Nay, not one hath dreamed of the deep sleep of Angus C)g." 97 The .kcahcniiKj of Angus Og "Who is he?" cried Keithoir. "Is he older than I, who saw the green earth born? " "Who is he?" cried Manannan. "Is he older than I, who saw the first waters come forth out of the void?" " Who is he ? " cried Hesus. " Is he older than I, who saw the first comet wander from the starry fold; who saw the moon when it was a flaming sun, and the sun when it was a sevenfold intolerable flame?" "He is older!" said Orchil. "He is the soul of the gods." And with that she blew a frith across the palm of her hand, and took away the deep immemorial age of the granite that was upon the Fair God. " Awake, eternal Spring! " she cried. And Angus awoke, and laughed with joy; and at his laughing the whole green earth w^as veiled in a snow of blossom. "Arise, eternal Youth!" she cried. And Angus arose and smiled; and at his smiling the old brown world was clad in dewy green, and everywhere the beauty of the world was sweet against the eyes of young and old, and everywhere the pulse of love leaped in beat- ing hearts. "Go forth, eternal Hope!" she cried. And Angus Og passed away on the sunflood, 98 The Awakening of Angus Og weaving rainbows as he went, that were fair upon the hills of age and light within the valleys of sorrow, and were everywhere a wild, glad joy. . • • • • And that is why, when Orchil weaves dumbly in the dark: and Keithoir is blind, and dreams among remote hills and by un- frequented shores: and Manannan lies heavy with deep sleep, with the oceans of the world like moving shadows above him: and Hesus is grown white and hoar with the frost of waning stars and weary with the burden of new worlds: that is why Angus Og, the youthful god, is more ancient than they, and is for ever young. Their period is set. Ob- livion is upon the march against their im- memorial time. But in the heart of Angus Og blooms the Rose of Youth, whose beauty is everlasting. Yea, Time is the name of that rose, and Eternity the beauty and fra- grance thereof. 99 CHILDREN OF WATER "0,hide the bitter gifts of our lord Poseidon." - Archilochus of Paros. Children of Water "Ri traghad 's ri lionadh . . . Mar a bha Mar a tha Mar a bhitheas Gu brath Ri tragadh 'S ri lionadh." (Ebbing and flowing ... as it was, as it is, as it shall be evermore — the ebb and the flow.) Students of Gaelic mythology will remem- ber that Tuan — who, under the grey cloud and by the whispering rushes of the west, gave out the same ancient wisdom as Pythag- oras gave by Ionian Kroton, or as Emped- ocles gave by Sicilian Acragas — remembered his many transformations. He had been, he said, an eagle and a stag and a salmon in deep waters, and had known other changes. In like manner the Sicilian sophist remem- bered that he had been " a youth and a maiden and a busii and a bird and a gleam- ing fish in the sea"; and the greatest of Greek mages declared that again and again 103 Children of Water he had lived in a changed body, as old rai- ment discarded or new raiment donned. But I am not now concerned with this problem, that, like a wind at twilight, has troubled with furtive shadows the waters of many minds. As with a greater problem, it may be folly to believe it, but a worse folly to hold it incredible. And, too, in the end, when we are tired of the tide-play of the mind and sink into the depths and silences and think from there, what are the thousand words that say no against the one word that says yes? I recall from childhood a story of a man who, for the gain of a great wisdom, sold to the Prince of Pride the whole sub- stance and reach of his mortal period, retain- ing only a single minute out of all this incal- culable treasure. He lived to the stipulated hour, and at the end of his hundredth year knew all that the wisdom of man has gath- ered out of the silence in which he moves, shadow of an eddy of wind between the two vast Alps of Time and Death. And on the shore of the last minute of the last hour of the hundredth year — when he had sighed, and said there was no more to know, and that the last dream had been dreamed — he remem- bered his one minute he had kept unbartered. So he took it, and held it before his eyes, as 104 Children of Water we hold a crystal lens : and in that minute he saw backwards a thousand years, and beheld the long trail of his wandering lives ; and saw forward, and beheld the ways and the cross- ways, the pillar of dust and the leaning ban- ner of mist; and saw downward, and beheld many empires in the caverns of old seas, and below these, outworn ages, and below these, space and stars ; and saw upward, and be- held human wisdom like dew, a thin vapour, vanishing, and then a congregation of mighty spirits and dominions, princes of the ele- ments, overlords of destiny, throneless and throned gods, and then a majesty of light, and then seven heavens like seven stairs, and then a myriad blaze of world-apart wings and an illimitable swinging of uncountable suns, and knew, then, that his wisdom had but crossed the first marches of infinitude, had but reached the leaning horizon of eternity. In the hun- dred years he had learned all that the pride of the mind could teach, and it was as nothing: in the one minute of his soul he had seen be- hind and beyond, beneath and above, and in knowing the nothingness of knowledge had entered the inheritance of wisdom. I think, rather, of another interpretation of the old wisdom of these dreamers of time and change. Are they not prophets of that rest- 105 Children of Water less spirit which is the heritage of many trou- bled souls, that instinct for spiritual wander- ing, tliat deep hunger for experience, even if it be bitter, the longing for things known to be unattainable, the remembrance which strives for re-birth, the insatiable thirst for the beauty of mirage, the brooding discontent with or fiery rebellion against the tyranny of accident and circumstance? To these, it is not enough that one life be the guerdon of birth : not even that many lives slip from level to level : not even that the accident of sex be as varied as the accident of race or the accident of conditions. They would know flight, as the seamew or the osprey: they would know the waterways, as the creatures of the wave : they would know the wind, as the leaf on the bough knows it, as the grass knows it, as the grey thistle in a stony place: they would know, even, the rapture of the upbuilded bow along the bastions of storm, or where the arch leans in moist rose and green and purple over still streams and inland val- leys — would know, even, the elemental pas- sions of wind and rain and of the unloosened fires. There is no limit to this troubled de- sire. It is the madness, perhaps, of many minds dwelling habitually, and from genera- tion to generation, among things hard to en- io6 Children of Water dure, in the grey countries of rain and wind : it is the madness, also, of some in whose hearts is not and never can be any peace, the sons and daughters of longing, the children of thirst. For in truth there is a restlessness unlike any other restlessness in the vagrant spirit of man: a disquietude that is of the soul as well as of the body, the tossed spray of forgotten and primitive memories. And yet, perhaps, all this obscure tumult in the dark is only the dream of those unquiet minds who are the children of water. Long ago, when Manannan, the god of wind and sea, offspring of Lir, the Oceanus of the Gael, lay once by weedy shores, he heard a man and a woman talking. The woman was a woman of the sea, and some say that she was a seal : but that is no matter, for it was in the time when the divine race and the human race and the soulless race and the dumb races that are near to man were all one race. And Manannan heard the man say : " I will give you love and home and peace." The sea-woman listened to that, and said: *' And I will bring you the homelessness of the sea, and the j)eace of the restless wave, and love like the wandering wind." At that the man chided her, and said she could be no 107 Children uf Water woman, though she had his love. She laughed, and slid into green water. Then Manannan took the shape of a youth, and appeared to the man. *' You are a strange love for a sea- woman," he said : " and why do you go put- ting your earth-heart to her sea-heart?" The man baid he did not know, but that he had no pleasure in looking at w^omen who were all the same. At that Manannan laughed a low laugh. " Go back," he said, " and take one you'll meet singing on the heather. She's white and fair. But because of your lost love in the water, I'll give you a gift." And with that Manannan took a wave of the sea and threw it into the man's heart. He went back, and wedded, and, when his hour came, he died. But he, and the children he had, and all the unnumbered clan that came of them, knew by day and by night a love that was tameless and changeable as the wandering wind, and a longing that was unquiet as the restless wave, and the homelessness of the sea. And that is why they are called the Sliochd-na-mara, the clan of the waters, or the Treud-na-thonn, the tribe of the sea- wave. And of that clan are some who have turned their longing after the wind and wave of the mind — the wind that would overtake the 1 08 Children of Water waves of thought and dream, and gather them and Hft them into clouds of beauty drifting in the blue glens of the sky. How are these ever to be satisfied, children of water? 109 CUILIDH MHOIRE EviTTTTov, evTToXov, €vdd\aa(rov. —Sophocles. Within a hundred years ago many of the islefolk, and not only in tlie more remote places, openly or furtively practised what are called pagan rites. Many of these dwelt with water, more particularly with the water of the sea : for to the people in the west the sea is an ever present power to be feared, to be pro- pitiated, to be beguiled if possible, to be re- garded as a hard foster-mother, perhaps: hardly to be loved. I have never heard any definition of the sea more impressive than that of a fisherman of the isle of Ulva, whom I knew. " She is like a woman of the old tales whose beauty is dreadful," he said, " and who breaks your heart at last whether she smiles or frowns. But she doesn't care about that, or whether you are hurt or not. It's because she has no heart, being all a wild water." I have read often of the great love of the no Cuilidh Mhoire islesmen for the sea. They love it in a sense of course, as the people of the land love up- lands and wild moors, and the movements of clouds over stony braes or above long pastures by low shores and estuaries. Nor are they happy away from it. How could they be, since the wave is in their hearts. Men and women who are born to the noise of the sea, whose cradles have rocked to the surge or croon of the tides, who have looked on the deep every day in every season of every year, could not but feel towards it as a shepherd feels towards the barest hills, as a forester feels for the most sombre woods, as the seed- sower and the harrower feel for monotonous brown lands which swell upward till they bear the rounded white clouds like vast phantom flowers. In this sense they love it, and truly. Some love it for itself, and its beauty. A few love it with passion, feel its spell irresistible, magical. " A wild mare, a mocking beautiful woman, and the blue sea in foam, for the joy of these I would give the world and time," says a Gaelic poet. But it is not of the ex- ceptions I speak : it is of the many. These do not love what they have so much cause to dread ; what holds so many little fortunes in so great and loose a clasp ; what shuts off from so many desires ; what has so common III Cuilidh M hoi re a voice of melancholy ; what makes an ob- vious destiny take the measure of fatality, an implacable doom. For them, when the sea is not a higlnvay, it is a place of food, the Cuilidh Mhoire or Treasury of Mary, as the Catholic islesmen of the Southern Hebrides call the sustenance-giving waters. When neither, it is most likely to be a grave, the cold drifting hearths of the dead. As to those I speak of, the people in many parts were good Christians for most days, and then one day other selves hidden under taught faiths and later symbols would stand dis- closed. Above all, when certain days of tra- ditional sanctity recurred, it was customary to perform rites of a druidic or pagan remem- brance, in the face even of priests of a Faith that has ever turned stern eyes on all rites of the eager spirit of man save its own. And what the people were then, in the many, they still are in the few ; though now for the most part only where the Great Disenchantment has not yet wholly usurped the fading domi- nion of the Great Enchantment. It was the custom, then, and still is in some isles, for mothers to wet brow or finger of their new-born in the flow of the tide at the end of the third week of the child's life. The twenty-first day, if a Sunday, was held to be 112 Cuilidh Mlioire the most fortunate, and a Thursday next to it: but a Friday was always to be avoided, and a Saturday was held in some fear, unless the child was dark in hair and eyes and colour. It was above all needful to see that this wave- baptism happened when the tide was at the flow. If it were done at the ebb, woe to that child and that mother : soon or late the " bap- tized " would be called, to sink in deep gulfs and be homeless and no more seen — and, in the west, for the dead to have no green grave for sleep-covering is a nakedness of sorrow ill to endure for those left to mourn. I remember, when I was a child, being taken to have tea in the cottage of one Giorsal Mac- leod, in Armadale of Sleat, who had lost both husband and son through this sea-hallowing rite having been done at the ebb. Her hus- band was a young man, and had never spoken to her of the fear of his mother, who through a mis judgment in a time of weakness and fever had " waved " him after the turn of the ebb. But one day when Annra Macleod came in to find Giorsal crying because unwit- tingly she had done a like thing, he laughed at her folly, and said that for himself he cared no whit one way or the rither whether the child were dipped in this hour or in that. But before the month was out, and on a calm "3 CuiUdh Mlioire night and just as the herring had risen, Annra's feet tangled in the nets, which fell back with him, and he sank into the strong ebb, and was sucked away like a fading sha- dow. And seven years from that day little Seoras, the boy, when fishing for piocach in the haven, stumbled from the coble's heavy bow and into the swift-slipping greenness. He was good at the swimming, and could eas- ily have saved himself on so calm a day and with the coble not a fathom-reach off: but he was an ebb-child, and his fate was on him, and he was called out to deep water and death. His mother saw this. And when she spoke of her sorrow she used invariably the words, "A Dhia (O God), 'twas a long-laid death for my cold darling: 'twas I that did it with that dip in the ebb, I not knowing the harm and the spell, A cuislin mo ghraidh, A m'ul- aidli 's m'agh! (O pulse-let of my love, O my treasure and joy !) " In those days I speak of, the people used to have many sea-rites, and, almost in all the isles, on La' Chaluim-Chille (St. Columba's Day) in particular. Offerings of honey-ale or mead, fluid porridge, kale-soup, precious bread even, were given to the god of the sea. As the darkness of Wednesday night gave way to dawn on Maundy Thursday, as Mr. 114 Cuilidh Mhoirc Carmichael relates in his beautiful Cannina Gadelica, the man deputed by the islefolk would walk into the sea up to his waist, and then, while he poured out the offering, would chant A Dhe na mara Cuir todhar 's an tarruinn Chon tachair an talaimh Chon bailcidh dhuinn biaidh. " O god of the sea, Put weed in the drawing wave To enrich the isle-soil, To shower on us food." " Then those behind the offerer took up the chant and wafted it along the seashore on the midnight air, the darkness and the rolling of the waves making the scene weird and im- pressive." That I have not seen ; and now I fear the god of the sea has few worshippers, and knows no scattered communes of bowed chant- ers at midnight. But this, though also I have not seen, I know of at first hand. A man and his three sons, on an island which I will speak of only as south and east of the Minch, went secretly on the eve of St. Columba's Day a year ago, and took a pail of milk from the byres, and a 115 Cuilidli Mhoire jug of running water of a well-spring, and a small loaf of bread from the oven, and a red faggot from the fire held in a cleft stick. The youngest son threw the fire into the sea, cry- ing, " Here's fire for you ! " And the other sons poured on the black flood the surf-white milk and the rain-grey water, crying, " Here's clean water for you ! " and " Here's the kind- ly milk for you ! " And the father threw the loaf of bread on the wave, and cried " Peace to your hunger ! " That was all, and they did it secretly, and the sons (it is said) half to please their father. Only one or two neighbours knew of it, and they silent before the minister ; but somehow it came to the man's ears, and like most of his kind he was angry at a thing beyond him and his understanding, and spoke in contempt to one wiser than himself (I do not doubt), and threatened him with a public exhorting from the pulpit, so that Mr. M sullenly promised no more to do the thing his fore- bears had done for generation upon genera- tion. " After all, the minister was right," said some one to me, who had heard the tale : " for Mr. M was only holding by a supersti- tion." I did not make the obvious retort, but said u6 Cuilidh Mhoire simply that it was better to hold by old things of beauty and reverence than to put a blight on them. I do not say the minister was wholly wrong. He spoke according to his lights. Doubt- less he had in remembrance some such pas- sage as that in Deuteronomy where the ban is put upon any one who will suffer his son or his daughter to go through fire, or upon any that draw omen from the cry of fowls, or upon the interpreter of signs. And compelled by that stubborn thraldom to the explicit word which has been at once the stern strength and the spiritual failure of all the Calvinistic de- nominations (in our religion-harried Scotland at least), he spoke in numbed sympathy and twilight knowledge. Since, I have tried to learn if Mr. M had knowledge of the ancient meanings of that sea-rite, and if other words, or chant, or urnuigh-mhara or sea-prayer, had been used by his elders. But, as yet, I have not learned. I have wondered often if this broken and all but silent rite were a survival of a custom be- fore ever St. Colum was heard of. The bread offering and that of the milk are easy of un- derstanding. But why should one give fresh water from an earth-spring to that salt, un- stable wilderness; why offer to it a flame of 117 Cuilidh Mhoire fire, to it whose pale crescents of light or moving green lawns beneath swaying cata- racts are but the glittering robe over a cold heart, than which no other is so still ever- lastingly in an ancient and changeless cold? ii8 SEA-MAGIC " Manan mil air sloigh ..." In one of the remotest islands of the Heb- rides I landed on a late afternoon in October a year ago. There was no one on the island except an old man, who was shepherd for the fourscore sheep which ate the sweet sea-grass from Beltane till Samhain : ^ one sheep for each year of his life, he told me, " forby one, and that will be right between them an' me come Candlemas next." He gave me water and oatcake, and offered to make me tea, which I would not have. I gave him the mes- sages I had brought from the distant mainland of the Lews, and other things ; and some small gifts of my own to supplement the few needs and fewer luxuries of the old islander. Murdo Maclan was grateful, with the brief and sim- ple gladness of a child. By mistake a little mouth-organ, one of those small untuneful in- struments which children delight in and can ' "Beltane till Samhain": ist May till Summerend (31st October). 119 Sea-Magic buy for a few pence, was in my package, along with a " poke " of carvies, those Uttle white sweets for buttered bread dear to both young and old — though even they, like all genuine products of the west, great and small, are falling away in disuse ! The two had been intended by me for a small lass, the grand- child of a crofter of Loch Roag in the wester- side of the Lews ; but when the yacht put in at the weedy haven, where scart and gillie- breed and tern screamed at the break of si- lence, I heard that little Morag had " taken a longing to be gone," and after a brief ailing had in truth returned whence she had come. And for the moment neither snuff nor to- bacco, neither woollen comforter nor knitted hose, could hold Murdo as did that packet of carvies (for the paper had loosened, and the sugary contents had swarmed like white ants) and still more that sixpenny mouth-organ. I saw what the old man eagerly desired, but was too courteous and well-bred even to hint : and when I gave him the two things of his longing my pleasure was not less than his. I asked him why he wanted the cruit-bheul, which was the nearest I could put the Gaelic for the foreign toy, and he said simply that it was be- cause he was so much alone, and often at nights heard a music he would rather not be 1 20 Sea-Magic hearing. " What would that be ? " I asked. After some hesitation he answered that a woman often came out of the sea and said strange foreign words at the back of his door, and these, he added, in a whinnying voice hke that of a foal ; came, white as foam ; and went away grey as rain. And then, he added, " she would go to that stroked rock yonder, and put songs against me, till my heart shook like a tallow-flaucht in the wind." Was there any other music? I asked. Yes, he said. When the wind was in the west, and rose quickly, coming across the sea, he had heard a hundred feet running through the wet grass and making the clover breathe a breath. " When it's a long way ofT I hear the snatch of an air, that I think I know and yet can never put name to. Then it's near, an there's names called on the wind, an' whishts an' all. Then they sing an' laugh. I've seen the sheep standing — their forelegs on the slit rocks that crop up here like stony weeds — staring, and listening. Then after a bit they'd go on at the grass again. But Luath, my dog, he'd sit close to me, with his eyes big, an' growling low. Then I wouldn't be hearing anything: no more at all. Rut, whiles, somebody would follow me home, piping, and till the very door, and then go off laughing. Once, a three-week 121 Sea-Magic back or so, I came home in a thin noiseless rain, and heard a woman-voice singing by the fire-flaucht, and stole up soft to the house- side; but she heard the beat of my pulse and went out at the door, not looking once behind her. She was tall and white, with red hair, and though I didn't see her face I know it was like a rock in rain, with tears streaming on it. She was a woman till she was at the shore there, then she threw her arms into the wind an' was a gull, an' flew away in the lowness of a cloud. While I was on the island the wind had veered with that suddenness known to all who sail these seas. A wet eddy swirled up from the south-east, and the west greyed, and rain fell. In a few minutes clouds shaped them- selves out of mists I had not seen and out of travelling vapours and the salt rising breaths of the sea. A long wind moved from east to west, high, but with its sough falling to me like a wood-echo where I was. Then a cloudy rain let loose a chill air, and sighed with a moan in it: in a moment or two after, great sluices were opened, and the water came down with a noise like the tide coursing the lynns of narrow sea-lochs. To go back in that falling flood would be to be half-drowned, and was needless too: so 122 Sea-Magic I was the more glad, with the howling wind and sudden gloom of darkness and thick rain, to go in to Murdo's cabin, for it was no more than that, and sit by the comfortable glow of the peats, while the old man, happy in that doing, made tea for me. He was smiling and busy, when I saw his face cloud. " Will you be hearing that? " he said look- ing round. " What was it? " I answered, for I thought I had heard the long scream of the gannet against the waves of the wind high above us. Having no answer, I asked Murdo if it was the bird he meant. " Ay, it might be a bird. Sometimes it's a bird, sometimes it's a seal, sometimes it's a creature of the sea pulling it- self up the shore an' makin' a hoarse raughlin like a boat being dragged over pebbles. But when it comes in at the door there it is al- ways the same, a tall man, with the great beauty on him, his hands hidden in the white cloak he wears, a bright, cold, curling flame under the soles of his feet, and a crest like a bird's on his head." I looked instinctively at the door, but no one stood there. "Was the crest of feathers, Murdo?" I asked, remembering an old tale of a mes- 123 Sea-Magic senger of the Hidden People who is known by the crest of cuckoo-feathers that he wears. " No," he said, " it wasn't. It was more Uke white canna blowing in the wind, but with a blueness in it." " And what does he say to you ? " " His say is the say of good Gaelic, but with old words in it that I have forgotten. The mother of my mother had great wisdom, and I've heard her using the same when she was out speaking in the moonlight to them that were talking to her." " What does he tell you, Murdo?" " Sure, seldom he has anything to say. He ju.st looks in the fire a long time, an' then goes away smiling." " And who did you think it was? " "Well, I thought it might be Mr. Mac- alister, him as was drowned on St. Bride's day, the minister over at Uiseader of Harris ; I've heard he was a tall, fine man, an' a scholar, an' of great goodness an' fineness. And so I asked him, the second time he came, if may be he would be Mr. Macalister. He said no, an' laughed the bit of a laugh, and then said that good man's bones were now lying in a great pool with three arches to it, deep in the sea about seven swims of a seal 124 Sea-Magic from Eilean Mhealastaidh, the island that lies under the shadow of Griomaval on the main- land of the Lews.^ " An' at that," added Murdo, " I asked him how he would be knowing that." " * How do you know you are a man, and that the name on you is the name you have ? ' he said. An' at that I laughed, and said it was more than he could say, for he did not seem to have the way of a man an' he kept his name in his pocket." " With that he touched me an' I fell into an aisling.^ And though I saw the red peats before me, I knew I was out on the sea, and was a wave herded by the wind an' lifted an' shaken by the tide — an' a great skua flyin' over saw my name floating like a dead fish an* sank to it an' swallowed it an' flew away. An' when I sat up, I was here on this stool before the peats, an' no one beside me. But the door was open, an' though there was no rain the flagstone was wet, an' there was a heavy wet- ness in the room, an' it was salt. It was like a spilt wave, it was." " ' Seven swims of a seal." A seal is supposed to swim a mile on one side without effort, without twist ; and then to change to the other side and swim in the same way the next mile; and so on. ' An aisling: i.e. a swoon with remembrance. 125 Sea-Magic I was silent for a time, listening to the howling of the wind and the stumbling rush of the rain. Then I spoke. " But tell me, Murdo, how you know this was not all a dream ? " " Because of what I saw when he touched me." "And what was that?" " I have the fear of it still," he said simply. '* His arms were like water, and I saw the sea-weed floating among the bones in his hand. And so I knew him to be a morar-mhara,^ a lord of the sea." "And did you see him after that?" " Yes." " And did he say anything to you then ? " " Yes. He said to me after he had sat a long time staring in the fire : ' Murdo, what age have you ? ' An' I told him. I said I would have eighty years come Candlemas. He said, * You've got a clean heart : an' you'll have three times eighty years of youth an' joy before you have your long sleep. An' that is a true word. It will be when the wild geese fly north again.' An' then he rose and went away. There was a mist on the sea, an' creep- in' up the rocks. I watched him go into it, an' * "Morar" (or Morair), a lord, as Morair Gilleas- buig Mhic 'Illeathain" (Lord Archibald Maclean). 126 Sea-Magic I heard him hurhng great stones an' dash- ing them. ' These are the kingdoms of the world,' I heard him crying in the mist. No, I have not been seeing him any more at all : not once since that day. An' that's all, Bdn- Morar." That was many months ago. There is no one on the island now : no sheep even, for the pastures are changed. When the wild geese flew north this year, the soul of Murdo Maclan went with them. Or if he did not go with them, he went where Ma- nan promised him he should go. For who can doubt that it was Manan, in the body or vision, he the living prince of the waters, the son of the most ancient god, who, crested as with snow-white canna with a blueness in it, and foot-circt with cold curl- ing flame — the uplifted wave and the wan- dering sea-fire — appeared to the old islander? And if it were he, be sure the promise is now joy and peace to him to whom it was made. Murdo must have soothed his last hours of weakness with the cruit-bheid, the little mouth-organ, for it was by the side of his pillow. In these childish things have we our delight, even those few of us who, simple of heart and poor in all things save faith and 127 Sea-Magic wonder, can. like Murdo Maclan, make a brief happiness out of a little formless music with our passing breath, and contentedly put it away at last for the deep music of immortal things. 128 FARA-GHAOL "The sea's never so full that it can't drown sorrow." Gaelic saying. " ' Heart of rock!' cried the sea to the land: 'Fara-ghaol (false love)!' cried the land to the sea." Fragment of a Gaelic "iorram." "Gur truagh nach mi 's mo leanu a bha A muigh fo sgath nan geug O ! " •• Would that I and my baby were Under the shade of the tree, O! " A Ui'st lullaby. At a running- water, that comes out at a place called Strath-na-mara, near the sea-gates of Loch Suibhne, there is a pool called the Pool of the Changeling. None ever goes that way from choice, for it is not only the crying of the curlew that is heard there, or the querulous wailing lapwing. It was here that one night, in a September of many storms, a woman stood staring at sea. The screaming seamews wheeled and sank and circled overhead, and the solanders 129 Fara-Ghaol rose with heavy wing and hoarse cries, and the black scarts screeched to the star- tled guillemots or to the foam-white terns blown before the wind like froth. The wom- an looked neither at the sea fowl nor at the burning glens of scarlet flame which stretched dishevelled among the ruined lands of the sunset. Between the black flurries of the wind, striking the sea like flails, came momentary pauses or long silences. In one of these the woman raised her arms, she the while un- heeding the cold tide-wash about her feet, where she stood insecurely on the wet slip- pery tangle. Seven years ago this woman had taken the one child she had, that she did not believe to be her own but a changeling, and had put it on the shore at the extreme edge of the tide- reach, and there had left it for the space of an hour. When she came back, the child she had left with a numbness on its face and with the curse of dumbness, was laughing wild, and when she came near, it put out its arms and gave the cry of the young of birds. She lifted the leanav in her arms and stared into its eyes, but there was no longer the weary blankness, and the little one yearned with the petulant laughing and idle whimpering of the 130 Fara-Ghaol children of other mothers. And that mother there gave a cry of joy, and with a singing heart went home. It was the seventh year after that finding by the sea, that one day, when a cold wind was blowing from the west, the child Morag came in by the peat-fire, where her mother was boiling the porridge, and looked at her without speaking. The mother turned at that, and looked at Morag. Her heart sank like a pool-lily at shadow, when she saw that Morag had woven a wreath of brown tangled sea- weed into her hair. But that was nothing to the bite in her breast when the girl be- gan singing a song that had not a word in it she had ever heard on her own or other lips, but was wild as the sound of the tide calling in dark nights of cloud and wind, or as the sudden coming of waves over a quiet sea in the silence of the black hours of sleep. "What is it, Morag-mo-run ? " she asked, her voice like a reed in the wind. " It's time," says Morag, with a change in her eyes, and her face shining with a gleam on it. "Time for what, Morag?" " For me to be going back to the place I came from." 131 Fara-Ghaol " And where will that be? " " Where would it be but to the place you took me out of, and called across?" The mother gave a cry and a sob. " Sure, now, Morag-a-ghraidh, you will be my own lass and no other? " " Whist, woman," answered the girl ; " don't you hear the laughing in the burn, and the hoarse voice out in the sea?" " That I do not, O Morag-mo-chree, and sure it's black sorrow to you and to me to be hearing that hoarse voice and that thin laugh- mg. • " Well, sorrow or no sorrow, I'm off now, poor woman. And it's good-bye and a good- bye to you I'll be saying to you, poor woman. Sure it's a sorrow to me to leave you in grief, but if you'll go down to the edge of the water, at the place you took me from, where the runnin' water falls into the sea-pool, you'll be having there against your breast in no time the child of your own that I never was and never could be." " And why that, and why that, O Morag, lennavan-mo ? " " Peace on your sorrow, woman, and good- bye to you now " ; and with that the sea- changeling went laughing out at the door, singing a wave-song so wild and strange the 132 Fara-Ghaol mother's woe was turned to a fear that rose hke chill water in her heart. When she dared follow — and why she did not go at once she did not know — she saw at first no sight of Morag or any other on the lonely shore. In vain she called, with a great sorrowing cry. But as, later, she stood with her feet in the sea, she was silent of a sudden, and was still as a rock, with her ragged dress about her like draggled seaweed. She had heard a thin crying. It was the voice of a breast-child, and not of a grown lass like Morag. When a grey heron toiled sullenly from a hollow among the rocks she went to the place. She was still now, with a frozen sorrow. She knew what she was going to find. But she did not guess till she lifted the little frail child she had left upon the shore seven years back, that the secret people of the sea or those who call across running water could have the hardness and coldness to give her again tlie unsmiling dumb thing she had mothered with so much bitterness of heart. Morag she never saw again, nor did any other see her, except Padruig Macrae, the in- nocent, who on a New Year's eve, that was a Friday, said that as he was whistling to a seal down by the Pool at Strath-na-mara he heard Fara-Ghaol some one laughing at him ; and when he looked to see who it was he saw it was no other than Morag — and he had called to her, he said, and she called back to him, " Come away, Pad- ruig dear," and then had swum off like a seal, crying the heavy tears of sorrow. And as for the child she had found again on the place she had left her own silent breast- babe seven years back, it never gave a cry or made any sound whatever, but stared with round, strange eyes only, and withered away in three days, and was hidden by her in a sand-hole at the root of a stunted thorn that grew there. At every going down of the sun thereafter, the mother of the changeling went to the edge of the sea, and stood among the wet tan- gle of the wrack, and put out her supplicat- ing hands, and never spoke word nor uttered cry. But on this night of September, while the gleaming seafowl were flying through the burning glens of scarlet flame in the wide pur- ple wildness of the sky, with the wind fall- ing and wailing and wailing and falling, the woman went over to the running water beyond the sea-pool, and put her skirt over her head and stepped into the pool, and, hooded thus and thus patient, waited till the tide came in. 134 SORROW ON THE WIND "The parable of Pythagoras is dark, but true; Cor ne edito . . . Eat not thy heart." — Bacon, Essay, xxvii. "There's sorrow on the wind, my grief, there's sorrow on the wind!" — Song. I give here, in narrative form, a story of two, one of whom I knew ; and some will know " Father Angus," from whom also I heard it. Rury Macarthur died over a year ago, but not in his own place. He had gone away after Maev left, and settled behind the mainland coast, on an inland-lying farm where the cry of the seamew never came and where even from the last ridges of the upland the grey line of the sea never wavered on the horizon. " It was the wet poor land and the loneliness out yonder that brought him here," the neighbours said. But I, who knew him, think that there was in his mind another rea- son also. It is for that I credit the singular story of a herd-lad, who said his master could never abide the crying o' peewits, and that he 135 Sorrow on the IVind had time upon time seen him Hft an arm and shake it at the score or more wheehng lap- wings, saying at them swift, hoarse words in GaeHc ; but that once, when a single peewit kept drifting and wailing above him as he walked up Netherton Brae, the tears were coming out of his eyes and down his face, like an old woman crying silently in the gloaming. " Why will you not give up the girl, Rury ? " asked Father Angus M'lan, as he and Rury Macarthur walked along the grey machar, in the fading hours of a chill July day which had been all noise of wind and thin crying lash of rain and the endless wailing of mew and tern, with the desolate and lonely sruch of the tide- lifted or tide-left wrack and the dull wave beating. " Why will you not give up the girl? She has no heart, they say : and it would only be sorrow you'd be having, if you took her to your hearthside." Rury Macarthur made no answer, but walked on, his grey eyes staring out across the long thistled greyness of the sandy machar, and upon the dull grey and wan green of the tumbling sea, that sometimes seemed like a flood coming swift across a narrow down- borne ridge, and sometimes was like an idle 136 Sorrow on the Wind and formless mist being furtively rolled back and mysteriously gathered by obscure with- drawing hands. " I'm not denying she has the fine looks, Rury : indeed an' it's true that she has the song and music of beauty. There is no other girl in Barra like Maev, just as I don't know one there or in any of the home-isles that has the old name either. But she doesn't want marriage, you say : nor to leave her grand- mother, who is old and blind : and for this and for that, an' I know not what all." " She doesn't wish the thought of going away from the sea," said Rury dully. " It isn't the grandmother, no nor yet marriage. I would have old Janet with no thought but gladness: and Maev, if she hasn't the hawk's- hunger for me, hasn't her thought on any other. It's not that, Father Angus. It's the sea-water. It's because I have my croft away up yonder in the hollow of the great strath. There's nought but leaning heads of hills, north, south, east, and west: an' moorland an' bog slojjing up against them. You will not have sight of the sea from any place on Tynav- hona ; no, not if you go up above the sum- mer shielings, but at one place only, and that will be at the Cave of the Wailing Woman on the south-east shoulder of Sliav-Gorm. And Sorrow on the ]]^ind Maev will not come to that loneliness of Ty- navhona : no, tliat she will not." "Loneliness? Why the girl lives at the very heart of it . . . not a croft near, in the wildiiess of this machar of the west! Lone- liness at Tynavhona ! Why there are five or seven crofts within sight of you, and Donald Maclellan's big farm, and not a mile from your door is the clachan of the Kern, it that would be calling itself a haile but for the fear the crows would fly with the big news to the Morair's factor ! " " Well and that may be, an' is so. Father Angus. But it's loneliness for Maev. She has the wave of the sea in her heart. Ay, that's it. She has a wave in her heart. She hears the tides as you hear the church-bell of Our Lady of the Sea. You wouldn't be without the good sound of the bells, Father Angus: and if you were in a place where there would not be the holy bells, no, not once, you would be listening to them in your sleep, and at this hour and at that, you never knowing when or how, but something in you suddenly saying Whisht. An' if any day you heard them in the glen, or on the moor, or on the slope of the hill, or by the byres maybe, ay, or in your room with book and oil-lamp beside you, would you not start an' be on your feet 138 Sorrozv on the Wind with the beating heart in you, and your eyes like a stoat's in the dark, smelling the wind? Ay, you would have the restlessness, you would, and the fever : and then, or if not then, soon, ay, soon or late, you would rise and go away. You would follow the call of the bell. Ay, Father Angus, an' that is a true word. And what that call of the bell would be to you, the sound of the water an' the whis- perin' of the waste and all that's in the sea for good and evil {peace to it, the good sea; I'd say no evil of it, or of any ivhose place it is) — ay, all that and more, is the sea-call to Maev." " It's all a dream, Rury. The girl's a bit fey with youth an' loneliness." " Dream or no dream. Father Angus, its a daylong sorrow for me. I asked her to come up to Tynavhona an' I would give her all I could an' be asking no more than she cared to give. There's no need for her to work at what she has not the liking for. There's Mo- rag an' Sine an' IMary to do all that's needed. ' You've a peewit's heart,' I said to her, ' and I don't want to be lyin' beside you at night, listening to the wind and fearing that if I sleep you'll be up and away on wild wings.' She laughed at that. ' It's not a peewit's heart I have,' she said, ' but the heart of a tern. U9 Sorroiv on the Wind You might blow a breath and Fd drift to your feet hke flyin' bog-cotton, with a sigh an' a cry: an' if it's another wind or breath that blows, then I drift away like bog-cotton too, an' with a sigh an' a cry, an' it's to the shore I go, to the shore in the dark, where there's nothing but blackness and noise of water an' whiteness of foam. An' there you cannot come, Rury, no, not for all your lovingness. No, no, the peewit to the moor, and the tern to the saltness and wildness of the water. Give me a peewit's heart, an' I'll come to Sliav-Gorn, I'll come to your hidden moors ! ' An' I pleaded an' argued. Father Angus, but no word more than that could I get. . . . ' Give me a peewit's heart, an' then I'll come to your hidden moors.' " " Well, and have you not asked again ? The girl's thought may have changed. You know the way the herring have: for a score years, it may be, they will come from the wildness of the sea round one headland, and in the same week of the same month : and then all of a sudden, when the boats are dappling the haven, they sink fathoms deep, and take a veer like a scythe going through green grass, and are gone like a shadow, and will not be seen again for weeks maybe, for months per- haps, perhaps not for years on years. It's 140 Sorrow on the Wind their way. And there's women as incalculable as that." " Yes, Father Angus, an' for sure I have, an' again an' again too. And it was only three days ago that I went to her, for the last time. I said it was for the last time, and she said that was well, for she could never have any word more to put upon that thing between us. Old Janet is passing swift, she said, and when that is come which cannot be long coming, then she will go away. She has the thought of the lonely islet in her mind, I know: the little bit of rock and grass out yonder that's called Eilean Caorach. She said once she would be glad to be there alone for a time. And then, when she goes away to the great towns, the mainland towns or the English towns or in the Americas — for go she will, and be lost and broken like a wounded sea- mew, and sink and be sucked down like that seamew, oh yes, I know that well, as a man hears death whispering a long time before the cry and the silence — when Maev will go away to these towns, and with the man she loves then, or dreams she loves, or with one who will master her and have her se- cret anger, then all that's in and around Eilean Caorach, and all about Ardnatoon where she now is, will be in her heart, like 141 Sorroii' 0)1 the H'ind moonlight in a pool of water. For her heart's of water." "What were her words, Rury?" asked Father Angus quietly. *' They would be like this," Rury answered, after a pause. "They would be like this: ' Put your trouble away, Riiaridh a gradach. Give it to the peewits up at Tynavhona, but don't be hearing them calling my name for ever and ever. I loved you, I thought, but I have not that thought on me, now. But it would not matter — no, it would not matter. You told me I had a wave of the sea in my heart. Fm not knowing that, nor why, nor the meaning to it. But it may be. I can't love you, for you have a heart like a moun- tain. It would always be there : I could never get out of sight of it. There would be no going this way and that way. It is a good mountain — but, oh yes, I have the wave in my heart. I cannot be staying ever in one place, Rury. No, that I cannot. I could not be liv- ing month-in month-out at Tynavhona. Where would I be for the sea? There is no water up there. But you would have gladness to be living, here, anywhere — yes, yes, I know that. caraid dileos, but there's no change in you. There's no wave of the sea in your heart. You have not the understanding of all this, 142 Sorrow on the Wind Rury? No, nor is it with me any better. But I cannot be living here any more. In the time of the sorrow that's coming it's to Port-na- long I'll go, to sail away, and I shall not be back again : no, never here. It is no sorrow I am wishing you : peace be with you. For- get.' And that was all." " Well, Rury, I have the true sorrow for you. It's a hard thing to be in the fowler's snare, as the saying is. What old tale is there that is not full of the sighing an' sorrow of vain love and wild beauty that's like a flame leaping in the wind an' falling away to ashes and black grief? " " Ay, it is a hard thing, Father Angus." The two walked on awhile, in silence. The grey hour grew dusky with thick shadow, though there was no night there in Barra, at that season : only, in times of gloom and storm, a coming of dull shadow into the half- night and half-day. A guillemot flew with rapid whirling scream overhead. The harsh cries of scarts came from the weed-covered rocks at the sea's edge. Terns drifted past like flying foam, with a wail that fluttered behind their flight as a blown feather idly whirled in the wake of the wind. I'^rom the peat bog beyond the machar, they could hear cries and sounds that might M3 Sorroiv on the Wind be the drumming of snipe or the harsh screech of the solander or the melancholy flute of the binne-bheul, but were not quite as these arc, coming as they did out of a gloom full of menace and the obscure furtive ways of un- trodden morass. Father Angus sighed as he thought of the smallness of the little island-world that was all in all to him and his. How vast and grey and illimitable seemed the long machar, how vaster and sadder and more illimitable the sea beyond, how vast and shadowy the inland hills. The lifting of a Hand, nay but the least breath of the Unknowable, and these hills would be as blown dust, and the machar as a handfull of ground sand, and the great sea no more than a cup of water spilt and thrown upon the wind. How futile all human long- ing, all passion of the heart, all travail of the spirit, beside this terrible reality of wind and vastness, of wind baying like a hound in a wilderness — a wilderness where the hound's voice would fall away at last, and the hound's shadow fade, and infinitude and eternity be beyond and above and behind and beneath. But in Rury's heart there was only a dumb revolt against the blind forces. He did not know them, nor what they did, and even in his secret mind he did not put his hatred upon 144 Sorrow on the Wind them. That would be to bring swift evil upon him. They hear, the everlasting ones. They hear a whisper in the dark : the wise will keep even thought of them screened from the proud, unrelenting eyes. But in his heart he hated them. It was they who put a wave of the sea between him and all his hopes. If Maev were a woman as other women — per- haps, even, he thought, if he could love as other men — But no, it was their will that some should be children of water, and no love and no hope and no supplications would avail, no, not till the whole world was drowned in the sea, or till the sea was gathered to the leaning lips of the sky, as the sun sucks the midsummer dew. The night-wind rose out of the west. In the vastness of shadowy gloom over sea and land it moved like a lamenting voice, a crea- ture blind and without form, homeless, seek- ing what is not to be found ; crying sometimes, as a lance slanting on the wind, an ancient sorrow ; deepening sometimes in an immense, gathering, multitudinous sound, as though the tides of night broke against the shores of the stars. 145 THE LYNN OF DREAMS "Men shall die who have an ear for harmo- nies. . . ." — Boinn of the Sidhe (in The Black Linn of Fraech). "Ah, son of water, daughter of fire, how can ye twain be one?" — The Little Book of the Great En- chantment. "And lest that evil Destiny which puts dust upon dreams, and silence upon sweet airs, and still songs, and makes the hand idle, and the mind an ebbing leaf, and the spirit as foam upon the sea, should take from this dreamer what he had won, the god of enchantment and illusion gave the man a broken heart, and a mind filled with the sighing of weari- ness." — The Ancient Beauty. There was a man — let us call him John o' Dreams — who loved words as the many love the common things of desire, and as the few love the beautiful things of the arts. He was known in that world, at once so narrow and so wide, where the love of perfected utterance in prose or verse is become an ideal. What he wrote was read with eagerness: for those who turned to his books knew they would find 146 The Lynn of Dreams there not only his own thought, which was deep, and his own imagination, which had a far-wandering wing, but a verbal music that was his own ; a subtle use of the underplay of world-life, the colour, mean- ing, romance, association, suggestiveness, sha- dowy hints of words; the incommunicable charm. He loved his art, and he had much to say, and above all longed to capture into rhythm and cadence the floating music that haunted him, and the wonder of life that was his con- tinual dream. But he had a fatal curiosity. Year by year this had grown upon him. He desired to know the well-springs : he desired the well-spring of all literature. At first he sought closely into the art of the rarest mas- ters, now in verse, now in prose : the masters of the dim past, working in the pale gold of antique Greek or the ivory of Catullus, or playing on silver flutes like the obscure sing- ers of the Anthology ; or the masters of a later time moulding molten brass like Dante and Milton, or achieving a supreme alchemy like Shakespeare, or shaping agate and porphyry like Leopardi, or white cornelian like Landor, or chrysoprasc and green jade like Leconte de Lisle and Walter Pater. But nowhere in these did he find the final secret he sought. No, nor 147 The Lynn of Dreams in any other; nor in any language inhabited by beauty — neither in the Hmpid excellence of French, since Villon quickened it with a mocking sweetness till Verlaine thrilled it with a sound like a lost air in still woods, so subtle, so evanishing, so little of the world about us, so much of the other world on whose leaning brows are mystery and shadow: nor in the sweet and stately passage of the tongue of Florentine and Roman : nor in the deep, trou- bled tongues of the North, from Weimar to Christiania : nor in the speech, accompanied by clarions and chants, of the spellbound lands of Spain : nor in the great language, like " a mighty army marching with ban- ners," of the English nations. Then he turned to his own shaped and co- loured utterance, and looked into that ; and into his own mind so far as he could see on this side its pinnacles and sudden gulfs ; and into his own soul so far as he could sink into these depths. But neither in those still depths, nor in that wide cold region of shade and shine, nor even in that shaped thought and coloured utterance out of which came the beautiful phantoms of his imagination, could he find the silver cord, the thin invisible line that only the soul knows, when it leaves its mortality, as fragrance leaves a rose at dusk. 148 The Lynn of Dreams Then a great sadness fell on him, and he wrote no more. For long he had been in touch with that otherworld of which he had so often written; and now he dwelled more and more in that company of the imagination and of remem- brance. Dark, pathless glens await the troubled thought of those who cross the dim border- lands. To dwell overlong, there ; to listen overlong, there ; overlong to speak with those, or to see those whose bright, cold laughter is to us so sad (we know not why), and whose tranquil songs are to us so passing forlorn and wild ; overlong to commune with them by the open gate, at the wild wood or near the green mound or by the grey wave ; is to sow the moonseed of a fatal melancholy, wherein when it is grown and its poppy-heads stir in a drowsy wind, the mind that wanders there calls upon oblivion as a lost child calling upon God. But, in that intercourse, that happens some- times which cannot otherwise happen. And so it was that one day while he of whom I write lay dreaming by a pool, set by a river that ran through a wood of wind and shadow, a stranger appeared by his side. He knew from whom this woodfarcr came, for 149 The Lynn of Dreams his eyes were cold and glad and no shadow fell on the bracken. Perhaps he knew — it may well be, he knew — more than this : for the cry of the plover was overheard, and the deceitful drumming of snipe was near, and these are two witnesses of him, Dalua, the Master of Illusions, the Fool of Faery — the dark brother of Angus Og and of Airill Ail na'n Og, beautiful lords of life and youth. So when the stranger spoke, and said he would lead to the Lynn of Dreams, and re- veal to him there the souls of words in their immortal shape and colour, and how the flow of a secret tide continually moves them into fugitive semblances of mortal colour and mor- tal shape, the man dreaming by the waterside gladly rose, and the two went together, under the shadow of old trees, to the Lynn of Dream. When come to that place, where timeless rocks shelved to a deep water, green as a leaf, the mortal and the immortal stooped. And there the dreamer of whom I write saw hi? heart's desire bending like a hind of the hill and quenching her thirst. For there he saw the images of beautiful words, as he knew them in their mortal shape and colour, clothe themselves in drifting thought, and often become the thought whose raiment they 150 The Lynn of Dreams seemed — or stand, like reeds in shadow, and let the drifting thought take them and wear them as crowns, or diadems, or crested phimes. And looking deeper he saw the souls of words, in their immortal shape and colour. These would not come from the violet hollows where they moved in their undying dance of joy, nor could the supplication of yearning thoughts reach them. He saw, too, the flow of the secret tide that continually moved these children of joy into semblance of mortal beauty, images known in happy hours or seen in dreams, but often such as he had never known either in waking dream or in sleeping trance. These he saw ceaselessly woven and unwoven and rewoven. The clusters of many Pleiades made a maze in that living darkness. His soul cried aloud for joy. When, startled by the wail of a plover at his ear, he looked round, he saw that he was by the riverside again. The stranger stood beside him. " What have I seen ? " lie stammered. " I gave you a cup to drink, and you drank. It is the Cup of which Tristran drank when he loved Yseult beyond the ache of mortal love: the Cup of Wisdom, that gives madness 151 The Lynn of Dreams and deatli before it gives knowledge and life." The man was alone then, for the Master of Illusions had gone : Herdsman of thoughts and dreams that wander upon the Hills of Time. But on the morrow, that led many unchang- ing morrows, the dreamer of whom I have spoken knew that the learning of the secret he had won was in truth the knowledge that is immortal knowledge, and therefore cannot be uttered by mortal tongue or shaped by mortal thought or coloured by mortal art. He paid the eric for that wisdon. It is the law. When again he strove to put beauty into the shimmering, elusive veil of words, he knew with bitter pain that he had lost even the artistry that had once been his. After too deep wisdom he stumbled in the shallows of his own poor troubled knowledge. For a time he struggled, as a swimmer borne from the shore. It was all gone : the master-touch, the secret art, the craft. He became an obscure stam- merer. At the last he was dumb. And then his heart broke, and he died. But had not the Master of Illusions shown him his heart's desire, and made it his? 152 MAYA "Those whispers just as you have fallen asleep — what are they and whence?" — Coleridge, Anima Poeta. Less has been written of the psychology of waking dreams than of the psychology of the dreams of sleep. Surely they are more won- derful, and less lawless, if that can be without law which is invariable in disorder. I do not mean the dreams which one controls, as the wind herds the clouds which rise from the sea- horizons : but the dreams which come un- awares, as, when one is lying on the grass and idly thinking, there may appear in the passing of a moment the shadow of a hawk hovering unseen. They are not less irresponsible and unaccountable: they come, reinless and wild, across unknown plains, and one hardly hears the trampling of their feet or sees the flash- ing of tameless eyes before the imagination is carried away by them. In a twinkling, the world that was is no more, and the world that now is has neither frontiers nor height nor 153 Maya depth, and the dancing stars may be under- foot, and from the zenith to the horizons may lean the greenness of the domed sea, and clouds be steadfast as the ancient hills, and dreams and passion and emotions be the winged creatures who move through gulfs of light and shadow. Sometimes it happens that, in sleep, dreams have a rhythmical order, a beauty as of sculp- ture. It is rare : for when the phantoms of the silent house are not wild or fantastic or futile, they move commonly as to a music unheard of us, and are radiant or sombre as though an unseen painter touched them with miraculous dyes. But, once perhaps, the dreamer may rejoice in a subtle and beautiful spiritual architecture: and look upon some completed vision of whose advent he has had no premonition, of whose mysterious processes he has no gleam, and whose going will be as lordly as its coming, without touch of ruin or of faded beauty. Who builds these perfected dreams? What wings, in the impenetrable shadow wherein one has sunk, have lifted them to the verge where the unsleeping soul can perceive, and, perceiving, perhaps understand? These are not the distempered images of broken remembrance : they are not the foam 154 Maya idly fretting the profound suspense of the deep. Nor is the mind consciously at work, building, or shaping, or controlling. As the shadow comes, they come : but as the shadow of some shape of beauty thrown in moonlight in some enchanted garden, a garden wherein one has never been, a shape upon which none has ever looked, a thing of life, complete and wonderful. Strange imaginations arise, as birds winged with flame and with heads like flowers : the unknown is become familiar. When not an image is made by that subtle artificer within ; when not a thought steals out to whisper or to shape ; when the mind is as a hushed child in the cradle, hearing a new and deep music and unknowing the sea, lis- tening to a lullaby beyond the mother-song and unknowing the wind . . . who, then, fashions those palaces upon the sea, those walls of green ice among the rose-garths of June, those phantoms of bright flame sleeping in peace among dry grass or moving under ancient trees of the unfailing branch and the unfading leaf? Surely in these is a mystery beyond that of the unquiet brain in a body ill at ease, or be- yond that of the mind when like a sleuth- hound it slips out on the trail of old dreams and fleeing imaginations? When first I began to notice these lamps 155 Mciya of beauty hung in unexpected paths, whether in the twiUghts of bodily sleep or when the mind was in that trance of the spirit akin to the slumber of the body, I strove to under- stand, to trace, to go up to the hidden altars and look on the forbidden ecstasy. But, soon, an inward wisdom withheld me. And so for years I have known what has been my whim to call by a name : The Secret Garden, the White Company, and Music. Of what I have seen there, and what music heard, and by whom I have been met and with whom gone, it is not my purpose to speak. Dreamland is the last fantasy of the un- loosened imagination, or its valley of Avalon, or the via sacra for the spirit, accordingly as one finds it, or with what dower one goes to it. The ways are hidden to all save to those who themselves find. " Thou canst not travel on the Path till thou hast become the Path itself." If these unaccountable waking and un- sought dreams bore any immediate or later relation to the things held by the mind, or re- cently held, or foreseen, one would the more readily believe that the inner mind was work- ing slowly and in its own way at what the outer intelligence had not reached or had ignored. But sometimes they have no recog- 156 Maya nisable bearing. Sometimes, indeed, they are as fragmentary as the phantasmagoria of sleep. A friend told me this : — " Speaking to a friend on ordinary matters, suddenly I saw him quite clearly walking swiftly along a shore-road unknown to me, a road northern in feature and yet in detail as unfamiliar to me as though set in an unvisited land. He was wild and unkempt, but walked with uplifted head and swiftly. His head and right shoulder were meshed in a net, which trailed behind him. His left arm gleamed as though it were of silver, or mailed like a salmon. His left hand was a flame of fire that was as though entranced, for it neither hurt the unconscious walker nor burned anything with which it came in contact. The vision came and went more swiftly than I have taken time to tell of it, and had no bearing, so far as I know, then or later, on anything concerning either him or myself. A few days later, certainly, he told me that he had been thinking some time be- fore of the symbolism of Nuada of the De- dannan, Nuada of the Silver Hand, a Gaelic divinity of uncertain attributes, but whom some take to be a Celtic Hejihaistos. Whether this is any clue I cannot say : or why, since it came, it could not come with more obvious bearing, in a less obscure symbolism. And Maya why, too, should the large round stones on the shore, the peculiar wind-waved line of old yews, the stranded fishing-coble, and other details be so extraordinarily vivid — so vivid that though 1 know I have never seen this headland I could not possibly mistake it were I some day to come upon its like." Dreams or visions such as this, are, I fancy, of a kind that have not necessarily any signifi- cance. There are curlews of the imagination that suddenly go crying through waste places in the mind. Of another, I think differently. " In the middle of a commonplace action of daily life suddenly I saw a woodland glade in twilight. A man lay before a fire, but when I looked closer I saw that what I thought was fire was a mass of continually revolving leaves, though no leaf was blown from the maze, which was like an ever whirling yet never advancing wheel in that forest silence. He took up a reed-pipe or something of the kind. He played, and I saw the stars hang on the branches of the trees. He played, and I saw the great boles of the oaks become like amber filled with moonlight. He played, and then suddenly I realised that it was a still music, and had its life for me only in the symbol of colour. Flowers and plants and tree- 158 Maya growths of shape and hue such as I had never seen, and have never imagined, arose in the glade, which was now luminous as a vast shell behind which burned torches of honey- coloured fiame. " These changed continually, as the red foliage of fire continually renews itself. Then the player rose, and was a changing flame, and was gone. Another player was in the glade, where all was moveless shadows and old darkness. * It is I, now, who am God,' he said. Then he in turn was like a shadow of a reed in the wind, that a moment is, and is not. And I looked, and in the heart of the darkness saw a white light continually revol- ving: and in the silence was a voice . . . ' And I— I am Life.' " Here, obviously, clear or not, there is the symbolic imagination at work. 1 do not think an interpreter of dreams need seek here for other than spiritual significance. It is, surely, an efifort of the soul to create in symbolic vision a concept of spiritual insight such as the mind cannot adequately realise within its restricted terms, or what is beyond the reach of words. For these, though children of air and fire, have mortal evasive wings, and hands of impalpable dew, and feet wandering and uncertain as the eddying leaf. 159 Maya It is less easy to interpret or accept either the rounded and complete dream of sleep — that all too rare visitor in the night of the body — or the waking dream that comes not less mysteriously, unsought, clanless among the tribes of the day's thoughts, an exile from a forbidden land, a prince who will not be com- manded in his going or coming, who knows not any law of ours but only his own law. It is to write of one such vision that I took up my pen and have written these things. It was a dream in sleep, but so potent an image, that, with both body and mind alert in startled wakefulness, I saw it not less clearly, not less vividly, not less overwhelmingly near and present. Its strangeness was in its living near- ness in vision, and perhaps neither in aspect nor relation may appeal to others. Perhaps, even, it will seem no more than a luminous phantasy, void of significance. But, to me, it appeared, later, as an eflfort on the part of the spirit to complete in symbol what I had failed to do in words, while I have been writing these foregoing pages on the children of water — of those in whose hearts is the unresting wave, and whom the tides of happy life Hft and leave, and whose longing is idle as foam, and whose dreams are as measureless as all the waters of the world. i6o Maya I saw, suddenly, greenness come out of the sea, and then the sea pass like a dewdrop in the heat of the sun. A vast figure stood on the bare understrand of ocean, and leaned on his right arm along a mountain-brow so high that it seemed to me Himalaya or the extreme Cordillera. As he leaned, I could not see the face, for the titan stared beyond the rim of the world. But he leaned negligently, as though idly watching, idly waiting. There was nothing of him but was green water, fluent as the homeless wave yet held in unwavering col- umnar suspense. Not a limb but was moulded in strength and beauty, not a muscle of man's mortal body but was there : yet the white coral of the depths gleamed through the titanic feet sculptured as in green jade, and the floating brown weed of the perpetual tide cast a wa- vering shadow among the sculptured green ridges and valleys of that titanic head. But it was not an image I saw : it was not an image of life, but life. There was not an ocean with- held in that bended arm, in that lifted shoul- der, which could not have yielded in flying wave and soaring billow, or heaved with a slow mighty breath sustaining navies and ar- gosies as drifting shells. When thought stirred behind the inisccn brows, tides moved within these columnar deeps : and I do not doubt that i6i Maya the vast heart was a maelstrom where the in- rush and outrush of tempestuous surges made a throb that shook the coasts of worlds beyond our own. Looking on the greatness of this upbuilded sea, this titanic statue of silence and water, I thought I beheld the most ancient of the gods : the most ancient of the gods, the greatest of the gods. Suddenly I heard breaths of music, and a sound as of a multitude of swift feet around me and beyond. I turned. There was no one. But a low voice, that ran through me like fire, spoke. " Look, child of water, at your god." Again I heard breaths of music rise, like thin spirals of smoke, but I did not see whence they came. While the music breathed, I saw the Titan stand back from the rim of the world. His face slowly turned. But a whiteness as of foam was against my eyes, and a sudden in- tolerable fear bowed my head. When I looked again I saw only an illimitable sea that reached from my feet, green as grass: and on the west of the world the unloosened rains and dews hung like a veil. The unseen one beside me stooped, and lifted a wave, and threw it into my heart. 162 Maya Then I knew that I was made of the kin- ship of Manan, and should never know peace, but should have the homeless wave for my heart's brother, and the salt sea as my cup to drink, and the wilderness of waters as the symbol of all vain ungovernable longings and desires. And I woke, still looking out of time into eternity, and saw a titan figure of living green water sculptured like jade, with feet set in the bed of ancient oceans ; leaning, with averted face, on a mountain-brow, vast as Andes, vast as Himalaya. 163 FOR THE BEAUTY OF AN IDEA "The first necessity for peoples, as for man, is to die." — Chateaubriand, M^moires, pt. xi. bk. iv. "In the life of cities nothing preserves like early overthrow, nothing destroys like continuous life." — Freeman, Essay on Argos. "When a man has attained those things which are necessary to life, there is another alternative than to attain the superfluities; he may adventure on life now." — Thoreau. For the Beauty of an Idea I PRELUDE The short essay, entitled " Celtic," which forms the second of the three parts of this study in the spiritual history of the Gael, ap- peared first in The Contemporary Revieiv, and a few months later in the volume en- titled The Divine Adventure: lona: and other Studies in Spiritual History, and was a signal for divided comment. But for the moment I would recur only to the aspect it wore for many in that country for whose more eager spirits it was above all intended — Ireland being to-day not only the true home of lost causes and a nursery of the heroic powers and influ- ences that go out to conquer and die, but of the passionate and evil powers and influences which seek to confjuer and are slow to die. Although in Ireland, then, this essay to- wards a worthy peace, where peace may be, 167 Prehide and towards a compromise, in nothing ignoble, for the sake of union in a noble destiny, was welcomed by many — there were others, and among them one or two of those deservedly held in honour, who execrated the attempt.^ ' As it has been "authoritatively" stated that no Irish journal has endorsed these views, one out of six or seven of the leading Irish journals represen- tative of all degrees of opinion, which have more or less "endorsed" the views here set forth, may be selected. In the reprinting of so personal a note the author trusts to be absolved of any other intent than to refute in what seems the simplest and most direct way a statement calculated to mislead: "It seems an unexpected utterance from Miss Macleod. Yet, in point of fact, it only shows the awakening of the same philosophic spirit which we have observed in other parts of this book and in other regions of her thought. Miss Macleod has noticed the narrow separatism of sentiment which has sometimes marked the Celtic literary revival, and sees that it can only keep the Celtic spirit in a hopeless and sterile conflict with fact and truth. . . . In her own words : — "The Celtic element in our national life has a vital and great part to play. We have a most noble ideal if we will but accept it. And that is, not to perpetuate feuds, not to try to win back what has gone away upon the wind, not to repay ignorance with scorn, or dulness with contempt, or past wrongs with present hatred, but so to live, so to pray, so to hope, so to work, so to achieve, that we, what is left of the Celtic races, of the Celtic genius, i68 Prelude I have no ill-will to those who, no doubt in part through a hurried habit of mind, sought by somewhat intemperate means to discredit the plea. I believe — I would say I know, so sure am I — these had at heart the thought of Ireland, that passion which is indeed the fore- most lamp of the Gael, the passion of nation- ality ; and having this thought and this pas- sion, considered little or for the time ignored the " sweet reasonableness," the courtesy cher- ished by minds less sick with hope deferred, less desperate with defeated dreams. But in controversy nothing else was revealed than that enthusiasm can sometimes lead to con- fused thought and hasty speech, and (it may well be ) that the writer of " Celtic " had failed may permeate the greater race of which we are a vital part, so that with this Celtic emotion, Celtic love of beauty, and Celtic spirituality a nation greater than any the world has seen may issue, a nation refined and strengthened by the wise relin- quishings and steadfast ideals of Celt and Saxon, united in a common fatherland, and in singleness of pride and faith." ****** These are great, wise, and courageous words. . . , When the Irish Celt begins to heed them he will cease to be the type of self- torturing futility which, with all his gifts, he so largely is at the present day." — (From an article, "A Celtic Thinker," in the Dublin Express.) 169 Prelude to be lucid or adequate on that fundamental factor in Gaelic union, that essential element in the continued life and development of the Gael — the proud preservation of nationality. I can imagine no worse thing for Ireland than that, in exchange for a dull peace and a poor prosperity, it should sink to the vassalage of a large English shire. In the wise words of Thoreau, the cost of a thing is the amount of what may be called life which is required to be exchanged for it, immediately or in the long run. The aim of this essay was to help towards a workable reconciliation : not between " invet- erate and irreconcilable foes" (which is but the rhetoric of those fevered with an epileptic nationalism), but a reconciliation such as may be persuaded between two persons, each with divergent individual aims and ideals, yet able to unite with decency and courtesy in a league for the common good, the commonweal. It seemed, and seems, to the writer that com- monsense (there is no Celtic word for it) makes clear that an absolute irreconcilability is simply a cul-de-sac, down which baffled dreams and hopes and faiths come at last upon a blank wall. Strength is built out of forfeiture as well as of steadfastness, and the man or woman, cause or race wins, which on 170 Prelude occasion can relinquish or forbear. Merely to be irreconcilable is to prefer the blank wall to the open road. But when that is said, it does not follow that there are no subjects, no ideals, no aims which stand apart from this debatable ground of reconciliation. On the contrary, I believed, and believe, that there are subjects, ideals, and aims whose continuity lies only in an un- swerving steadfastness. Nay, further, with the author of The Hearts of Men, I would say with all my faith, " the people that cannot fight shall die." On any such people the shadow of the end is already come. All signs and portents will have borne testimony. Be- fore a nation dies, the soul of that nation is dead ; and before the death of the soul of the nation its gods perish : God perishes. For God, who is eternal in the Spirit, is, in the image and in the symbol, as in " omnipotence " as we conceive it, mortal. Unto every nation of man God dies when in the soul of the na- tion the altars are cold. There are the altars of divine faith, and the altars of spiritual ideals, and the altars of the commonweal. Be- ware the waning of these fires. The keynote of " Celtic " is in the sentence, " We have of late heard so much of Celtic beauty and Celtic emotion that we would do 171 Prelude well to stand in more surety as to what we mean and what we do not mean." But I generalised too vaguely, I find, in this merely indicative, merely suggestive paper, when I wrote, " What is a Celtic Writer? . . . It is obvious that if one would write English literature, one must write in English and in the English tradition." Of course I meant nothing so narrow in claim, so foreign to my conviction, as that one must " be English." There is no " must," in the Academic sense, in literature : the most vivid and original literature has in truth ever been an ignoring or overriding of this strong word of the weak. Only I can see how some — I am glad to know the few, not the many — misread this sentence. For that, I welcome this opportu- nity of the open word. There is no need here to recur to the literal meaning of the designa- tion, a " Celtic writer." I would merely add a further word of warning as to the some- times apt epithet and definitive but often ill- considered use of racial terms in speaking of what are individual qualities and idiosyncrasies rather than the habit of mind or general char- acteristic of a people. Swedenborg, Blake, and Maurice Maeterlinck do not stand for Scandinavian, and English, and Flemish mys- 172 Prelude ticism, nor is any of these a mystic by vir- tue of being a Fleming, an Englishman, or a Scandinavian. I recall the considered judg- ment of an acute French critic, M. Angellier, in his essay on Burns: " The idea of race is fluctuating, ill-established, open to dispute . . . you cannot obtain a conception of the soul of a portion of humanity by merely sup- plementing certain ethnological labels with a few vague adjectives." To consider those only, then, who write in English, I would add to my statement that if one would write English literature one must write in English and in the English tradition, the rider that the English language is not the exclusive property of that section of our com- plex race which is distinctively English, the English nation — any more than it is the ex- clusive property of the Scots, who speak it ; or of the Australians ; or of the Canadians ; or of the vast and numerically superior American nation. The language is common to all : all share in the heritage shaped by the genius, moulded by the life and thought, and trans- mitted by the living spirit of the common es- sential stock — now as likely to be revealed in Massachusetts as in Yorkshire, in Toronto as in Edinburgh, in Sydney or Melbourne or Washington, as in Dublin, Manchester, or ^73 Prelude London. An American writes in his native language when he writes in English : so does a Scot, now : so does a Canadian, an Austral- ian, a New Zealander. Therefore the litera- ture of the Australians, the Scots, the Irish, the Americans, must be in English. It is the language that determines, but the thought be- hind the language may come from any of the several founts of nationality, to reveal, in that language, its signature of the colour and form of distinctive life. It is not the language that compels genius, but genius that compels the language. Again, literature has laws as inevitable as the laws which mould and determine the des- tiny of nations. These can be evaded by de- cay and death : they cannot be overridden. Every literature has its tradition of excellence — that is, the sum of what within its own limits can be achieved in beauty and power and aptitude. This tradition of excellence is what we call the central stream. Of course, if one prefer the tributary, the backwater, the offshoot, there is no reason why one should not be well content with the chosen course. To many it seems, for many it is, the better way ; as the backwater for the kingfisher, the offshoot or tributary for the solitary heron. But one must not choose the backwater and 174 Prelude declare that it is the main stream, or have the Httle tributary say that though it travels on the great flow it is not part of the river. That is what I meant when I said that if one would write English literature one must write in English and in the English tradition. To say that was not to bid the Gael cease to be Gaelic, any more than it would imply that the American should cease to be American. On the contrary, I do most strenuously believe that the sole life of value in literature is in the preservation of the distinct racial genius, temper, colour, and contour. If the poetry of two of the foremost Irish poets of to-day did not conform to the laws and traditions of English poetry — since Mr. Yeats and Mr. George Russell write in their native language, English, the language to which they were born and in which alone they can express them- selves — it might be very interesting " Celtic " or any other experimental verse, but it would not be English poetry. The beauty they breathe into their instrument is of themselves ; is individual certainly, and, in one case at least, in spirit and atmosphere is more dis- tinctively Gaelic than English. Rut the in- strument is English : and to summon beauty through it, and to give the phantom a body and spirit of excellence, one must follow in the 175 Prelude footsteps of the master-musicians, recognising the same essential hmitations, observing the same fundamental needs, fulfilling the like rigorous obligations of mastery. Since we have to write in English, we must accept the burthen and responsibility. If a Cretan write in the Cretan dialect, he can be estimated by those who know Cretan ; but if he is ambitious to have his irregular meas- ures and corrupt speech called Greek poetry, he must write in Greek and conform in what is essential to the Greek tradition, to the laws and limitations of the Greek genius. The Englishman, the Scot, the Irishman, the American, each, if he would write Eng- lish literature, has of necessity to do like- wise. In a very true sense, therefore, there can be an Irish literature, a Scottish literature, an Anglo-Gaelic literature, as well as an English literature ; but in the wider sense it is all English literature — with, as may be, an Irish spirit and Irish ideals and Irish colour, or with a Highland spirit and Highland ideals and Highland colour, or with a Welsh spirit and Welsh ideals and Welsh colour — as Mr. Thomas Hardy's writings are English litera- ture, with an English spirit and English ideals and an English colour. 176 Prelude It is the desire and faith of the Irish nation to mould anew a literature as distinctively its own as the English nation has a literature that is distinctively its own : and to do this, in Ire- land or the like in Scotland, is possible only by the cultivation, the persistent preservation of the national spirit, of the national idiosyn- crasy, the national ideals. I would see our peoples reconciled, where reconciliation is just and therefore wise ; believing that in such re- conciliation lie the elements of strength and advance, of noble growth and conquering in- fluence : but I would not have reconciliation at any price, and would rather we should dwell isolate and hostile than purchase peace at the cost of relinr|uishment of certain things more precious than all prosperities and triumphs. The law of love is the nobler way, but there is also a divine law of hate. I do not advo- cate, and have never advocated, a reconcilia- tion on any terms. I am not English, and have not the English mind or the English tem- per, and in many things do not share the English ideals; and to possess these would mean to relinquish my own heritage. But why should I be irreconcilably hostile to that mind and that temper and those ideals? Why shoulfl I not flo my utmost to understand, sympathise, fall into line with them so far as 177 Prelude may be, since wc have all a common bond and a common destiny? To that mind and that temper and those ideals do we not owe some of the noblest achievements of the human race, some of the lordliest conquests over the instincts and forces of barbarism, some of the loveliest and most deathless things of the spirit and the imagina- tion? Let us beware of kneading husks with Maya's dew, and so — as in the ancient gnome attributed to Krishna — create but food for the black doves of decay and death. As for the Gaelic remnant (and none can pretend that this means Scotland and Ireland, but only a portion of Scotland and only a di- vided Ireland) I am ever but the more con- vinced that the dream of an outward inde- pendence is a perilous illusion — not because it is impracticable, for that alone is a fascina- tion to us, but because it does not, cannot alas, reveal those dominant elements which alone can control dreams become actualities. An- other and greater independence is within our reach, is ours, to preserve and ennoble. Strange reversals, strange fulfilments may lie on the lap of the gods, but we have no knowledge of these, and hear neither the high laughter nor the far voices. But we front a 178 Prelude possible because a spiritual greater destiny than the height of imperial fortunes, and have that which may send our voices further than the trumpets of east and west. Through ages of slow westering, till now we face the sundown seas, we have learned in continual vicissitude that there are secret ways whereon armies cannot march. And this has been given to us, a more ardent longing, a more rapt passion in the things of outward beauty and in the things of spiritual beauty. Nor it seems to me is there any sadness, or only the serene sadness of a great day's end, that, to others, we reveal in our best the genius of a race whose farewell is in a tragic lighting of torches of beauty around its grave. 179 CELTIC "Search first at home: a fitting glory hast thou got there." — Pindar. Oed.: "And where are the young men, thy brothers, at our needf" Ismene: "They are . . . where they are: 'tis their dark hour." Sophocles: Oedipus at Kolonos. II CELTIC "Yea, point thine arrow at a noble spirit, and thou shalt not miss." — Sophocles: Aias. A writer might well be proud to be identi- fied with a movement that is primarily spir- itual and eager, a movement of quickened ar- tistic life. I, for one, care less to be identified with any literary movement avowedly parti- san. That is not the deliberate view of litera- ture, which carries with it the heat and con- fused passions of the many. It is not the deliberate view, which confers passions that are fugitive upon that troubled Beauty which knows only a continual excellence. It is not the deliberate view, which would impose the penury of distracted dreams and desires upon those who go up to the treasure house and to white palaces. But I am somewhat tired of an epithet that, in a certain association, is become jejune, through use and misuse. It has grown fa- 183 Celtic miliar wrongly ; is often a term of praise or disdain, in each inept ; is applied without mod- eration ; and so now is sometimes unwelcome even when there is none other so apt and right. The " Celtic Movement," in the first place, is not, as so often confusedly stated, an arbi- trary efifort to reconstruct the past ; though it is, in part, an elTort to discover the past. For myself (as one imputed to this " movement ") I would say that I do not seek merely to re- produce ancient Celtic presentments of tragic beauty and tragic fate, but do seek in nature and in life, and in the swimming thought of timeless imagination, for the kind of beauty that the old Celtic poets discovered and ut- tered. There were poets and mythmakers in those days ; and to-day we may be sure that a new Mythus is being woven, though we may no longer regard with the old wonder, or in the old wonder imaginatively shape and co- lour the forces of Nature and her silent and secret processes ; for the mythopoeic faculty is not only a primitive instinct but a spiritual need. I do not suppose our Celtic ancestors — for all their high civiHsation and development, so much beyond what obtained among the Anglo- Saxon or Teutonic peoples at the same date — 184 Celtic theorised about their narrative art ; but from what We know of their Hterature, from the most ancient bardic chants to the sgeul of to- day, we cannot fail to see that the instinctive ideal was to represent beautiful life. It is an ideal that has lain below the spiritual passion of all great art in every period. Phidias knew it when he culled a white beauty from the many Athenian youth, and Leonardo when he discerned the inexplicable in woman's beauty and painted Mona Lisa, and Palestrina when from the sound in the pines and the voice of the wind in solitudes and the songs of la- bourers at sundow^n he wove a solemn music for cathedral aisles. With instinct, the old Celtic poets and romancists knew it : there are no Breton ballads nor Cymric mabinogion nor Gaelic sgeulan which deal ignobly with petty life. All the evil passions may obtain there, but they move against a spiritual background of pathetic wonder, of tragic beauty and tragic fate. The ideal of art should be to represent beautiful life. If we want a vision of life that is not beautiful, we can have it otherwise: a multitude can depict the ignoble ; the lens can replicate the usual. It should be needless to add that our vision of the beautiful must be deep and wide and 185 Celtic virile, as well as high and ideal. When we say that art should represent beautiful life, we do not say that it should represent only the beautiful in life, which would be to ignore the roots and the soil and the vivid sap, and account the blossom only. The vision of beau- tiful life is the vision of life seen not in im- possible but in possible relief : of harmonious unity in design as well as in colour. To say that art should represent beautiful life is merely to give formal expression to the one passionate instinct in every poet and painter and musician, in every artist. There is no " art " saved by a moral purpose, though all true art is subtly informed of the spirit; but I know none, with pen or brush, with chisel or score, which, ignobly depicting the ignoble, survives in excellence. In this, one cannot well go astray. Nor do I seek an unreal Ideal. In the kingdom of the imagination, says Calvert, one of our for- gotten mystics, the ideal must ever be faithful to the general laws of nature — elsewhere add- ing a truth as immanent : " Man is not alone : the Angel of the Presence of the Infinite is with him." I do not, with Blake, look upon our world as though it were at best a basis for transcendental vision, while in itself " a hin- drance and a mistake,' but rather, as a wiser i86 Celtic has said, to an Earth spiritualised, not a Heaven naturahsed. With Calvert, too, I w^ould say : " I have a fondness for the earth, and rather a Phrygian w^ay of regarding it, despite a deeper yearning to see its glades re- ceding into the Gardens of Heaven." There is cause for deep regret when any word, that has peculiar associations of beauty or interest, or in which some distinction ob- tains, is lightly bandied. Its merit is then in convenience of signal rather than in its own significance. It is easy to recall some of these unfortunates ; as our Scottish word " gloaming," that is so beautiful, and is now, alas, to be used rarely and with heed ; as *' haunting," with its implicit kinship with all mysteries of shadow, and its present low estate ; as " melody," that has an outworn air, though it has three secrets of beauty ; as others, that one or two use with inevitable- ness, and a small number deftly, till the journal has it, and it is come into desuetude. We have qi late heard so much of Celtic beauty and Celtic emotion that we would do well to stand in more surety as to what we mean and what we do not mean. I do not myself know any beauty that is of art to excel that bequeathed to us by Greece. 187 Celtic The marble has outlasted broken dynasties and lost empires : the word is to-day f-resh as with dews of dawn. Rut through the heart I travel into another land. Through the heart I go to lost gardens, to mossed fountains, to groves where is no white beauty of still statue, but only the beauty of an old forgot- ten day remembered with quickened pulse and desired with I know not what of longing and weariness. Is it remembrance, I wonder often, that makes many of us of the Celtic peoples turn to our own past with a longing so great, a love perfected through forgotten tribulations and familiar desires of the things we know to be impossible but so fair? Or do we but desire in memory what all primitive races had, and confuse our dreams with those which have no peace because they are immortal ? If one can think with surety but a little way back into the past, one can divine through both the heart and the mind. I do not think that our broken people had no other memories and traditions than other peoples had. I be- lieve they stood more near to ancient forgot- ten founts of wisdom than others stood: I be- lieve that they are the offspring of a race who were in a more fraternal communion with the 1 88 Celtic secret powers of the world. I think their an- cient writings show it, their ancient legends, their subtle and spiritual mythology. I believe that, in the East, they lit the primitive genius of their race at unknown and mysterious fires ; that, in the ages, they have not wholly for- gotten the ancestral secret ; that, in the West, they may yet turn from the grey wave that they see, and the grey wave of time that they do not see, and again, upon new altars, com- mit that primeval fire. But to believe is one thing, to convince is another. Those of us who believe thus have no warrant to show. It may well be that we do but create an image made after the desire and faith of the heart. It is not the occasion to speak of what I do believe the peculiar and excelling beauty of the Celtic genius and Celtic literature to be; how deep its well-springs, how full of strange new beauty to us who come upon it that is so old and remote. What I have just written will disclose that wherever else I may desire to worship, there is one beauty that has to me the light of home upon it ; that there is one beauty from which, above all others now, I hope for a new revelation ; that there is a love, there is a passion, there is a romance, which to me calls more suddenly and search- 189 Celtic ingly than any other ancient love or ancient passion or ancient romance. But having said this, I am the more free to speak what I have in view. Let me say at once, then, that I am not a great behever in " move- ments," and still less in "renascences"; to be more exact, I hold myself in a suspicion towards these terms ; for often, in the one, what we look for is not implicit, and in the other, we are apt rather to find the ex- crescent and the deciduous. So far as I understand the " Celtic Move- ment," it is a natural outcome, the natural ex- pression of a freshly inspired spiritual and artistic energy. That this expression is co- loured by racial temperament is its distinction ; that it is controlled to novel usage is its op- portunity. When we look for its source we find it in the usufruct of an ancient and beau- tiful treasure of national tradition. One may the more aptly speak thus collectively of a mythology and a literature, and a vast and wonderful legendary folklore, since to us now, it is in great part hidden behind veils of an all but forgotten tongue, and of a system of life and customs, ideals and thought, that no longer obtains. I am unable, however, to see that it has sustenance in continuity of revolt. A new 190 Celtic movement need not be a revolt, but rather a sortie to carry a fresh position. If a move- ment has any inherent force, it will not de- stroy itself in forlorn hopes, but, where the need is vital, will fall into line, and so achieve where alone the desired success can be achieved. There is no racial road to beauty, nor to any excellence. Genius, which leads thither, beckons neither to tribe nor clan, neither to school nor movement, but only to one soul here and to another there; so that the Ice- lander hears and speaks in Saga, and the brown Malay hears and carves delicately in ivory ; and the men in Europe, from the Serb and the Finn to the Basque and the Breton, hear, and each in his kind answers ; and what the Englishman says in song and romance and the deep utterance of his complex life, his mountain-kindred say in mabinogi or sgeul. Even in those characteristics which distin- guish Celtic literature — intimate natural vis- ion ; a swift emotion that is sometimes a spir- itual ecstasy, but sometimes is also a mere intoxication of the senses; a peculiar sensi- tiveness to the beauty of what is remote and solitary ; a rapt pleasure in what is ancient and in the contemplation of what holds an indwelling melancholy ; a visionary passion 191 Celtic for beauty, which is of the immortal things, beyond the temporal beauty of what is mutable and mortal — even in these characteristics it does not stand alone, and perhaps not pre- eminent. There is a beauty in the Homeric hymns that I do not find in the most beautiful of Celtic chants; none could cull from the gardens of the Gael what in the Greek an- thology has been gathered out of time to be everlasting ; perhaps only the love and passion of the stories of the Celtic mythology surpass the love and passion of the stories of the Hellenic mythology. The romance that of old flowered among the Gaelic hills flowered also in English meads, by Danish shores, along Teutonic woods and plains. I think Catullus sang more excellently than Baile Honeymouth, and that Theocritus loved nature not less than Oisin, and that the ancient makers of the Kalevala were as much children of the wind and wave and the intimate natural world as were the makers of the ancient heroic chron- icles of the Gael. There is no law set upon beauty. It has no geography. It is the domain of the spirit. And if, of those who enter there, peradven- ture any comes again, he is welcome for what he brings ; nor do we demand if he be dark or fair, Latin or Teuton or Celt, or say of him 192 Celtic that his tidings are lovelier or the less lovely because he was born in the shadow of Gaelic hills or nurtured by Celtic shores. It is well that each should learn the mother- song of his land at the cradle-place of his birth. It is well that the people of the isles should love the isles above all else, and the people of the mountains love the mountains above all else, and the people of the plains love the plains above all else. But it is not well that because of the whistling of the wind in the heather one should imagine that no- where else does the wind suddenly stir the reeds and the grasses in its incalculable hour. When I hear that a new writer is of the Celtic school, I am left in some uncertainty, for I know of many Anglo-Celtic writers but of no " school," or wiiat present elements would form a school. What is a Celtic wri- ter? If the word has any exact acceptance, it must denote an Irish or a Scottish Gael, a Cymric or Breton Celt, who writes in the language of his race. It is obvious that if one would write English literature, one must write in English and in the English tradition. When I hear, therefore, of this or that writer as a Celtic writer, I wonder if the term is not apt to be misleading. An English 193 Celtic writer is meant, who in person happens to be an Irish Gael, or Highland, or Welsh. I have already suggested what other mis- use of the word obtains: Celtic emotion, Cel- tic love of nature, Celtic visionariness. That, as admitted, there is in the Celtic peoples an emotionalism peculiar in kind and certainly in intensity, is not to be denied ; that a love of nature is characteristic is true, but differing only, if at all, in certain intimacies of ap- proach ; that visionariness is relatively so com- mon as to be typical, is obvious. But there is English emotion, English love of nature, English visionariness, as there is Dutch, or French, or German, or Russian, or Hindu. There is no exclusive national heritage in these things, save in the accident of racial physiog- nomy, of the supreme felicity of contour and colour. At a hundred yards a forest is seen to consist of ash and lime, of elms, beeches, oaks, horn-beams; but a mile away it is, sim- ply, a forest. I do not know any Celtic visionary so rapt and absolute as the Londoner William Blake, or the Scandinavian Swedenborg, or the Flem- ish Ruysbroek ; or any Celtic poet of nature to surpass the Englishman Keats; nor do I think even religious ecstasy is more seen in Ireland than in Italy. 194 Celtic Nothing but harm is done by a protestation that cannot persuade dehberate acceptance. When I hear that " only a Celt " could have written this or that passage of emotion or description, I am become impatient of these parrot-cries, for I remember that if all Celtic literature were to disappear, the world would not be so impoverished as by the loss of Eng- lish literature, or French literature, or that of Rome or of Greece. But above all else it is time that a prevalent pseudo-nationalism should be dissuaded. I am proud to be a Highlander, but I would not side with those who would " set the heather on fire." If I were Irish, I would be proud, but I would not lower my pride by marrying it to a ceaseless ill-will, an irreconcilable hate, for there can be a nobler pride in unvan- quished acquiescence than in futile revolt. I would be proud if I were Welsh, but I would not refuse to learn English, or to mix with English as equals. And proud as I might be to be Highland, or Scottish, or Irish, or Welsh, or English, I would be more proud to be Brit- ish — for, there at last, we have a bond to unite us all, and to give us space for every ideal, whether commimal or individual, whether na- tional or spiritual. As for literature, there is, for us all, only 195 Celtic English literature. All else is provincial or dialetic. But gladly I, for one, am willing to be designated Celtic, if the word signify no more than that one is an English writer who by birth, inheritance, and temperament has an outlook not distinctively English, with some memories and traditions and ideals not shared in by one's countrymen of the South, with a racial instinct that informs what one writes, and, for the rest, a com- mon heritage. The Celtic element in our national life has a vital and great part to play. We have a most noble ideal if we will but accept it. And that is, not to perpetuate feuds, not to try to win back what is gone away upon the wind, not to repay ignorance with scorn, or dulness with contempt, or past wrongs with present hatred, but so to live, so to pray, so to hope, so to work, so to achieve, that we, what is left of the Celtic races, of the Celtic genius, may permeate the greater race of which we are a vital part, so that with this Celtic emo- tion, Celtic love of beauty, and Celtic spirit- uality a nation greater than any the world has seen may issue, a nation refined and strengthened by the wise relinquishings and steadfast ideal of Celt and Saxon, united in a 196 Celtic common fatherland, and in singleness of pride and faith. As I have said, I am not concerned here with what I think the Celtic genius has done for the world, and for English literature in particular, and, above all, for us of to-day and to-morrow ; nor can I dwell upon what of beautiful and mysterious and wonderful it discloses, or upon its bitter-sweet charm. But of a truth, the inward sense and significance of the " Celtic Movement " is, as has been well said by Mr. Yeats, in the opening of a fountain of legends, and, as scholars aver, a more abundant fountain than any in Europe, the great fountain of Gaelic legends. " None can measure of how great importance it may be to coming times, for every new fountain of legends is a new intoxication for the imagina- tion of the world. It comes at a time when the imagination of the world is as ready, as it was at the coming of the tales of Arthur and of the Grail, for a new intoxication. The arts have become religious, and must, as religious thought has always done, utter themselves through legends ; and the Gaelic legends have so much of a new beauty that they may well give the opening century its most memorable symbols." Perhaps the most significant sentence in 197 Celtic M. Renan's remarkable study of the Poetry of the Celtic Races is that where he speaks of the Celtic race as having worn itself out in mistaking dreams for realities. I am not cer- tain that this is true, but it holds so great a part of the truth that it should make us think upon how we stand. I think our people have most truly loved their land, and their country, and their songs, and their ancient traditions, and that the word of bitterest savour is that sad word exile. But it is also true that in that love we love vaguely another land, a rainbow-land, and that our most desired country is not the real Ireland, the real Scotland, the real Brittany, but the vague Land of Youth, the shadowy Land of Heart's Desire. And it is also true, that deep in the songs we love above all other songs is a lamentation for what is gone away from the world, rather than merely from us as a people, or a sighing of longing for what the heart desires but no mortal destiny requites. And true, too, that no tradition from of old is so compelling as the compelling tradition that is from within ; and that the long sorrow of our exile is in part because we ourselves have driven from us that company of hopes and dreams which were once realities, but are now among beautiful idle words. 198 Celtic In a word, we dwell overmuch among de- sired illusions: beautiful, when, like the rain- bow, they are the spiritual reflection of cer- tainties ; but worthless as the rainbow-gold with which the Shee deceive the unwary, when what is the phantom of a spiritual desire is taken to be the reality of material fact. And I think that we should be on guard against any abuse of, that we should consider this other side of, our dreams and ideals, wherein awaits weakness as well as abides strength. It is not ill to dream, in a day when there are too few who will withdraw from a continual business, a day when there are fewer dreams. But we shall not greatly gain if we dream only of beautiful abstractions, and not also of actual or imaginative realities and pos- sibilities. In a Highland cottage I heard some time ago a man singing a lament for " Tear- lach Og Aluinn," Bonnie Prince Charlie ; and when he ceased tears were on the face of each that was there, and in his own throat a sob. I asked him, later, was his heart really so full of the Prionnsa Ban, but he told me that it was not him he was thinking of, but of all the dead men and women of Scotland who had died for his sake, and of Scotland itself, and of the old days that could not come again. I did not ask what old days, for I knew that 199 Celtic in his heart he lamented his own dead hopes and dreams, and that the prince was but the image of his lost youth, and that the world was old and grey because of his own weari- ness and his own grief. Sometimes I fear that we who as a people do so habitually companion ourselves with dreams may fall into that abyss where the realities are become shadows, and shadows alone live and move. And then I remember that dreamers and visionaries are few ; that we are no such people ; that no such people has ever been ; and that of all idle weaving of sand and foam none is more idle than this, the strange instinctive dread of the multitude, that the few whose minds and imaginations dwell among noble memories and immortal desires shall supersede the many who are con- tent with lesser memories and ignoble desires. 200 THE GAELIC HEART 'Beloved and most beautiful, who wearest The shadow of that soul by which I live." ' ' Prometheus Unbound. ' ' Ill THE GAELIC HEART One day, on lona, I met an old woman who had been gathering driftwood in the haven called Port-na-Churaich — the haven of the coracle, for it was there St. Colum landed on the day Christ's hand steered the helm to the Holy Isle. She was weary with her burthen, and had rested on a ledge of granite, and there had fallen asleep. I stood a long time looking at her. I had not seen her for some years, not since the death of her daughter in the Sleat of Skye : but it was not at the way- worn sadness of the old figure I was looking, though that was in my thoughts. I was think- ing of what I had heard of her. Long ago a poet of the isles had put song upon song on her, as the saying is : and one known to all of us had made an oran-ghaoil about her which is still sung from the Rhinns of I slay to The Seven Hunters. When I was a child I had heard often of the beauty of Mary Macarthur. But sorrow, which had long lain as upon a 203 The Gaelic Heart rock on the hills, looking at her, had come suddenly in the twilight, when all was well, and took her heart in fierce swift hands, and wrung it. and it was as tide-wrack left by the ebb on dry sand. She was old, and her beauty was gone away from her like a rainbow lifted from a wilderness, long before the last of her partings came to her in Sleat of Skye. She too had been known for her songs. They were pastoral and sweet, or of the sea and wild and lamenting. One, telling of the small, shaggy, long-horned kye coming with a young herd-girl over the braes in mist and crowding upon a loosened cliflf, and so falling into the surge of the tides a thousand feet be- low, is well known among the few who re- member such things in the old tongue that is being so swiftly forgotten : another, of the sea-bulls, is a favourite iorrani of the boat- men of the middle isles: and Eachan Mac- Dougall, the blind poet of Skye, used to sing to women in the twilight, over the kindly tea or sup of milk and porridge, her seven strange sad songs that are called " A Day in My Heart." It was these only I recalled now. They tell the lives of many women. There is the dawn-song of wonder and joy, the morn- ing-song of the proud heart, the noon-song of the sleeping passions and sleeping thoughts, 204 Tlic Gaelic Heart the afternoon song of longing and blind an- ger and pain, the gloaming song of regret and tears and silence, the nightfall song of revolt and the heart aflame, and the midnight song that is not sung, but is smothered in ashes, or drowned in deep water, or burned in the fierceness of fire. In Eachan-Dall's poem, he says her beauty is the beauty of the morning star in June, when it is a white fire in a rose of flame. He says her grace is the grace of the larch in an April wind, of a reed in shaken waters, of a wave tost like a white flower in the blue hair of the sea, of a fawn moving through bracken in the green dusk of old trees. He says men will remember her beauty till they are old ; and their sons shall remem- ber it ; and their son's sons. He says, " Surely in this fair woman's heart is great joy and pride, for she will be beautiful and glad all the days of her life." And I recall the last of her songs, " Flame on the Wind." I cannot give it aright in English, for its long mourn- ful cadences, lifted on tides of passionate vain regret and old grief, need the language of the old world that has in it so much of the sound of wind in trees and the lamentation of wind and the sighing of waters. I thought of it as I looked at old Mary Macarthur, and of the ending of one verse: 205 The Gaelic Heart O burning soul, Can hills of ice assuage this burning fire? And then I remembered one of her love-songs, she who had known so much love, and had thrown treasures down barren rocks into the cold seas, and had made a flaming universe and eternity out of the pale hour of a wintry noon. It is dark here, my Love, my Pulse, my Heart, my Flame : Dark the night, dark with wind and cloud, the wind without aim Baffled and blind, the cloud low, broken, dragging, lame. And a stir in the darkness at the end of the room sighing my name, whispering my name! Is that the sea calling, or the hounds of the sea, or the wind's hounds? ****** Great is that dark noise under the black north wind Out on the sea to-night: but still it is — still as the frosts that bind The stark inland waters in green depths where ice- bergs grind — In this noise of shaking storm in my heart and this blast sweeping my mind ! And now nothing of all this left, nothing but a tired old woman, sad-eyed and furrowed, poorly clad, a gatherer of driftwood. Hills of 206 The Gaelic Heart ice had in truth assuaged this burning fire. The noise of shaking storm had ebbed from the troubled heart ; no blast now swept the mind, but only the chill airs of winter froze dreams and all old sweet thoughts, perhaps memories even. Poor old woman, how white and old and withered she looked, so forlorn in her poor frayed clothes, in the sleep of weariness, among the yellowing bracken by the granite rock. Was it all gone, I won- dered : all the dream, the wonder, the flame ? Were they all gone, noons of passionate life, twilights of peace and recaptured hopes, nights uplifted in dreams or shaken with tears and longings ? While I was dreaming and wondering, won- dering and dreaming, Old Mary stirred, and opened her eyes. At first sleep was heavy on her, and I saw she was not yet rightly awake. " Do not stir," I said, " and I will sit down here beside you, Mairi nic Rnaridh Donn." At that, and the familiar name, she knew me, and was glad to tears, and welcomed me over and over, as though I had come in some im- possible way out of the irrecoverable past. " Yes, I had the tiredness indeed," she added after a little, "but what of that? For I had the good sleep, and a thousand things