PTER HE >RM THE LIBRARY OF THE OF LOS UNIVERSITY CALIFORNIA ANGELES AFIER THE STORM. T. S. ARTHUR. PHILADELPHIA: THE KEYSTONE PUBLISHING CO. 1890. COPTRJGHT BT KEYSTONE PUBLISHING CO. CONTENTS. CHAPTER I. THE WAR or THE ELEMENTS CHAPTER II. THE LOVERS. ..* ......* .*.* ...*** 17 CHAPTER III. THE CLOTTD AND THB SIGN.. *** CHAPTER IV. UNDER THB CLOUD 46 CHAPTER V. THB BURSTING OF THB STORM. ..*.* ** *** 67 CHAPTER VI. AFTER THB STORK*. ^i CHAPTER VIL THE LETTER... 80 CHAPTER VIII. THK FLIGHT AND THB RBTUBX..., .. 96 * 1 1 1 6 CONTENTS. CHAPTER IX. MM THE RECOKCILIATJOX . 103 CHAPTER X. AFTER THE STORM 112 CHAPTER XI. A NEW ACQUAINTANCE 117 CHAPTER XII. IK BONDS*. ......................... 128 CHAPTER XIII. THE REFORMERS ..*..*......*.... ....*........ 138 CHAPTER XIV. A STARTLING EXPERIENCE 148 CHAPTER XV. CAPTIVATED AGAIN 15V CHAPTER XVI. WEART OP CONSTRAINT 168 CHAPTER XVII. GONE FOR EVER! 178 CHAPTER XVIII. YOUNG, BUT WISE 194 CHAPTER XIX. THE SHIPWRECKED LIFE .. , 204 CONTENTS. 7 CHAPTER XX. PAOI THE PALSIED HEART 217 CHAPTER XXI. THK IRREVOCABLE DECREE 227 f CHAPTER XXII. STRUCK Down 236 CHAPTER XXIII. THE HAUNTED VISION.. ......... ......... ..*...... ....... ..*.....*... 247 CHAPTER XXIV. THE MINISTERING ANGEL 257 CHAPTER XXV. BORN FOR EACH OTHER 26fl CHAPTER XXVI. IjOVE NEVER DIES... ......... ...*..... ......*................*...*......*.... 276 CHAPTER XXVII. EPFECTS OF THE STORM 288 CHAPTER XXVIII. AFTER THK STORK .,,. Mi AFTER THE STORM CHAPTER I THE WAR OF THE ELEMENTS. TO June day ever opened with a fairer ptot-Le Not a single cloud flecked the sky, and tht sun coursed onward through the azure sea until past meridian, without throwing to the earth a single shadow. Then, low in the west, appeared something obscure and hazy, blending the hill-tops with the horizon ; an hour later, and three or four small fleecy islands were seen, clearly outlined in the airy ocean, and slowly ascending avant-eou- riers of a coming storm. Following these were mountain peaks, snow-capped and craggy, with desolate valleys between. Then, over all this arc- tic panorama, fell a sudden shadow. The white tops of the cloudy hills lost their clenr, gleaming outlines and their slumbrous stillness. The at- mosphere was in motion, and a white scud began to drive across the heavy, dark masses of clouds that lay far back against the sky in mountain-like repose. t 10 AFTER THE STORM. How grandly now began the onward march of the tempest, which had already invaded the sun's domain and shrouded his face in the smoke of ap- proaching battle. Dark and heavy it lay along more than half the visible horizon, while its crown jivaded the zenith. As yet, all was silence and portentous gloom. N r ature seemed to pause and hold her breath in dread anticipation. Then came a muffled, jarring sound, as of far distant artillery, which died away into an oppressive stillness. Suddenly from zenith to horizon the cloud was cut by a fiery stroke, an instant visible. Following this, a heavy thunder- peal shook the solid earth, and rattled in booming echoes along the hillsides and amid the cloudy caverns above. At last the storm came down on the wind's strong pinions, swooping fiercely to the earth, like an eagle to its prey. For one wild hour it raged as if the angel of destruction were abroad. At the window of a house standing picturesquely among the Hudson Highlands, and looking down upon the river, stood a maiden and her lover, gaz- ing upon this wild war among the elements. Fear had pressed her closely to his side, and he had drawn an arm around her in assurance of safety. Suddenly the maiden clasped her hands over her face, cried out and shuddered. The lightning had shivered a tree upon which her gaze was fixed, rending it as she could have rent a willow wand. WAR OF THE ELEMENTS. 11 " God is in the storm," said the lover, bending to her ear. He spoke reverently and in a voice that had in it no tremor of fear. The maiden withdrew her hands from before her elmt eyes, and looking up into his face, answered in a voice which she strove to make steady : " Thank you, Hartley, for the words. Yes, God is present in the storm, as in the sunshine." " Look !" exclaimed the young man, suddenly, pointing to the river. A boat had just come in sight. It contained a man and a woman. The former was striving with a pair of oars to keep the boat right in the eye of the wind ; but while the maiden and her lover still gazed at them, a wild gust swept down upon the water and drove their frail bark under. There was no hope in their case ; the floods had swallowed them, and would not give up their living prey. A moment afterward, and an elm, whose great arms had for nearly a century spread themselve* out in the sunshine tranquilly or battled with the storms, fell crashing against the house, shaking it to the very foundations. The maiden drew back from the window, over- come with terror. These shocks were too much for her nerves. But her lover restrained her, say- ing, with a covert chiding in his voice, " Stay, Irene ! There is a wild delight in all this, and are you not brave enough to share it\uth me?'' 12 AFTER THE STORM. But she struggled to release herself from his ami, replying with a shade of impatience " Let me go, Hartley ! Let me go !" The flexed arm was instantly relaxed, and the imiiden was freo. She went back, hastily, from the window, and, sitting down on a sofa, buried her fa< in her hands. The young man did not follow her, but remained standing by the window, gazing out upon Nature in her strong convulsion. It may, however, be doubted whether his mind took note of the wild images that were pictured in his eyes. A cloud was in the horizon of his mind, dimming its heavenly azure. And the maiden's sky was shadowed also. For two or three minutes the young man stood by the window, looking out at the writhing trees and the rain pouring down an avalanche of water, and then, with a movement that indicated a struggle and a conquest, turned and walked toward the sofa on which the maiden still sat with her face hidden from view. Sitting down beside her, he took her hand. It lay passive in his. He pressed it gently; but she gave back no returning pressure. There came a sharp, quick gleam of lightning, followed by a crash that jarred the house. But Irene did not start we may question whether she even saw the one or heard the other, except as something remote. " Irene !" She :lid not stir. WAR OF THE ELEMENTS. 13 The young man leaned clceer, and said, in a tender voice " Irene darling " Her hand moved in his just moved but did not return the pressure of his own. " Irene." And now his arm stole around her. She yielded, and, turning, laid her head upon his shoulder. There had been a little storm in the maiden's heart, consequent upon the slight restraint ventured on by her lover when she drew back from the win- dow ; and it was only now subsiding. " I did not mean to oflfend you," said the young man, penitently. " Who said that I was offended ?" She looked up, with a smile that only half obliterated the shadow. "I was frightened, Hartley. It is a fearful storm!" And she glanced toward the window. The lover accepted this affirmation, though he knew better in his heart. He knew that his slight attempt at constraint had chafed her naturally im- patient spirit, and that It had taken her some time to regain her lost self-control. Without, the wild rush of winds was subsiding, the lightning gleamed out less frequently, and the thunder rolled at a farther distance. Then came that deep stillness of nature which follows in the wake of the tempest, and in its hush the lovers stood again at the window, looking out upon tho 14 AFTER THE STORM. wrecks that were strewn in its path. They were silent, for on both hearts was a shadow, which had not rested there when they first stood by the win- dow, although the sky was then more deeply veiled. JSo slight was the cause on which these shadows depended that memory scarcely retained its im- pression. He was tender, and she was yielding; and each tried to atone by loving acts for a moment of willfulness. The sun went down while yet the skirts of the storm were spread over the western sky, and with- out a single glance at the ruins which lightning, wind and rain had scattered over the earth's fair surface. But he arose gloriously in the coming morning, and went upward in his strength, con- suming the vapors at a breath, and drinking up every bright dewdrop that welcomed him with a quiver of joy. The branches shook themselves in the gentle breezes his presence had called forth to dally amid their foliage and sport with the flower*; and every green thing put on a fresher beauty in delight at his retnrn ; while from the bosom of the trees from hedgerow and from meadow went up the melody of birds. In the brightness of this morning, the lovers went out to look at the storm- wrecks that lay scat- tered around. Here a tree had been twisted oif where the tough wood measured by feet instead of inches ; there stood the white and shivered trunk of another sylvan lord, blasted in an instant by a WAR OF THE ELEMENTS. 15 lightning stroke ; and there lay, prone upon the ground, giant limbs, which, but the day before, spread themselves abroad in proud defiance of the storm. Vines were torn from their fastenings; flower-beds destroyed ; choice shrubbery, tended with care for years, shorn of its beauty. Even the solid earth had been invaded by floods of water, which ploughed deep furrows along its surface. And, saddest of all, two human lives had gone out while the mad tempest raged in uncontrollable fury. Af the lover and maiden stood looking at the signs of violence so thickly scattered around, the former said, in a cheerful tone " For all his wild, desolating power, the tempest is vassal to the sun and dew. He may spread his sad trophies around in brief, blind rage ; but they soon obliterate all traces of his path, and make beautiful what he has scarred with wounds or dis- figured by the tramp of his iron heel." " Not so, ray children," said the calm voice of the maiden's father, to whose ears the remark had come. " Not so, my children. The sun and dew never fully restore what the storm has broken and tram- pled upon. They may hide disfiguring marks, and cover with new forms of life and beauty the ruins which time can never restore. This is something, and we may take the blessing thankfully, and try to forget what is lost, or so changed as to be no longer desirable. Look at this fallen and shattered elm, my children. Is there any hope for that ill 16 AFTER THE STORM. the dew, the rain and sunshine? Can these buiid it up again, and spread out its arms as of old, bringing back to me, as it has done daily, the image of my early years ? No, my children. After every storm are ruins which can never be repaired. Is it not so with that lightning-stricken oak? And what art can restore to its exquisite loveliness this statue of Hope, 'thrown down by the ruthless hand of the unsparing tempest ? Moreover, is there human vitality in the sunshine and fructifying dew? Can they put life into the dead? "No no my children. And take the lesson to heart. Outward tempests but typify and repre- sent the fiercer tempests that too often desolate the human soul. In either case something is lost that can never be restored. Beware, then, of storms, for wreck and ruin follow as surelv as the passions rage." CHAPTER II. THE LOVERS. jjfRENE DELANCY was a girl of quick, II strong feelings, and an undisciplined will. Jl Her mother died before she reached her tenth ^ year. From that time she was either at home, under the care of domestics, or within the scarcely more favorable surroundings of a boarding-school. She grew up beautiful and accomplished, but capri- cious and with a natural impatience of control, that unwise reactions on the part of those who attempted to govern her in no degree tempered. Hartley Emerson, as a boy, was self-willed and passionate, but possessed many fine qualities. A weak mother yielded to his resolute struggles to have his own way, and so he acquired, at an early age, control over his own movements. He went to college, studied hard, because he was ambitious, and graduated with honor. Law he chose as a profession; and, in order to secure the highest ad- vantages, entered the office of a distinguished attor- ney in the city of New York, and gave to its study (lie best efforts of a clear, acute and logical mind. Self-reliant, proud, and in the habit of reaching his ends by the nearest ways, he took his place at the 2 17 Ib AFTER TTTE STORM. bar with a promise of success rarely exceeded. From his widowed mother, who died before he reached his majority, Hartley Emerson inherited a moderate fortune with which to begin the world. Few young men started forward on their life-jour- ney with so small a number of vices, or with so spotless a moral character. The fine intellectual cast of his mind, and his devotion to study, lifted him above the baser allurements of sense and kept his garments pure. Such were Irene Delancy and Hartley Emerson lovers and betrotned at the time we present them to our readers. They met, two years before, at Saratoga, and drew together by a mutual attraction. She was the first to whom his heart had bowed in homage ; and until she looked upon him her pulse had never beat quicker at sight of a manly form. Mr. Edmund Delancy, a gentleman of some wealth and advanced in years, saw no reason to interpose objections. The family of Emerson oc- cupied a social position equal with his own ; and the young man's character and habits were blame- less. So far, the course of love ran smooth ; and only three months intervened until the wedding- day. The closer relation into which the minds of the lovers came after their betrothal and the removal of a degree of deference and self-constraint, gave opportunity for the real character of each to show itself. Irene could not always repress her willful THE LOVERS. 19 ness and impatience of another's control ; nor her lover hold a firm hand on quick-springing anger when anything checked his purpose. Pride and adhesiveness of character, under such conditions of mind, were dangerous foes to peace ; and both were proud and tenacious. The little break in the harmonious flow of their lives, noticed as occurring while the tempest raged, was one of many such incidents; and it was in consequence of Mr. Delancy's observation of these unpromising features in their intercourse that he spoke with so much earnestness about the irrepara- ble ruin that followed in the wake of storms. At least once a week Emerson left the city, and his books and cases, to spend a day with Irene in her tasteful home ; and sometimes he lingered there for two or three days at a time. It happened, almost invariably, that some harsh notes jarred in the music of their lives during these pleasant seasons, and left on both their hearts a feeling of oppression, or, worse, a brooding sense of injustice. Then there grew up between them an affected oppo- sition and indifference, and a kind of half-sportive, half-earnest wrangling about trifles, which too often grew serious. Mr. Delancy saw this with a feeling of regret, and often interposed to restore some broken links HI the chain of harmony. "You must be more conciliating, Irene," he would often say to his daughter. " Hartley s 20 AFTER THE STORM. earnest and impulsive, and you should yield to him gracefully, even when you do not always see and feel as he does. This constant opposition and standing on your dignity about trifles is fretting both of you, and bodes evil in the future." "Would you have me assent if he said black was white?" she answered to her father's remon- strance one day, balancing her little head firmly and setting her lips together in a resolute way. " It might be wiser to say nothing than to utter dissent, if, in so doing, both were made unhappy," returned her father. "And so let him think me a passive fool ?" she asked. " No ; a prudent girl, shaming his unreasonable- ness by her self-control." " I have read somewhere," said Irene, " that all men are self-willed tyrants the words do not apply to you, my father, and so there is an exception to the rule." She smiled a tender smile as she looked into the face of a parent who had ever been too indulgent. "But, from my experience with a lover, I can well believe the sentiment based in truth. Hartley must have me think just as he thinks, and do what he wants me to do, or he gets ruffled. Now I don't expect, when I am married, to sink into a mere nobody to be my husband's echo and shadow; and the quicker I can make Hartley comprehend this the better will it be for both of us. A few rufflings of his feathers now THE LOVERS. 21 will teach him how to keep them smooth and glossy in the time to come." "You are in error, my child," replied Mr. De- lancy, speaking very seriously. " Between those who love a cloud should never interpose; and I pray you, Irene, as you value your peace and that of the man who is about to become your husband, to be wise in the very beginning, and dissolve with a smile of affection every vapor that threatens a coming storm. Keep the sky always bright." " I will do everything that I can, father, to keep the sky of our lives always bright, except give up my own freedom of thought and independence of action. A wife should not sink her individuality in that of her husband, any more than a husband should sink his individuality in that of his wife. They are two equals, and should be content to remain equals. There is no love in subordination." Mr. Delancy sighed deeply : " Is argument of any avail here ? Can words stir conviction in her mind ?" He was silent for a time, and then said " Better, Irene, that you stop where you are, and go through life alone, than venture upon marriage, in your state of feeling, with a man like Hartley Emerson." " Dear father, you are altogether too serious !" exclaimed the warm-hearted girl, putting her arms around his neck and kissing him. " Hartley and I love each other too well to be made very un- happy by any little jar that takes place in the first 22 AFTER THE STORM. reciprocal movement of our lives. AVe shall soon come to understand each other, and then the har- monies will be restored." " The harmonies should never be lost, my child," returned Mr. Delancy. " In that lies the danger. When the enemy gets into the citadel, who can say that he will ever be dislodged ? There is no safety but in keeping him out." " Still too serious, father," said Irene. " There is no danger to be feared from any formidable enemy. All these are very little things." " It is the little foxes that spoil the tender grapes, my daughter," Mr. Delancy replied ; " and if the tender grapes are spoiled, what hope is there in the time of vintage? Alas for us if in the later years the wine of life shall fail !" There was so sad a tone in her father's voice, and so sad an expression on his face, that Irene was touched with a new feeling toward him. She again put her arms around his neck and kissed him ten- derly. " Do not fear for us," she replied. " These are only little summer showers, that make the earth greener and the flowers more beautiful. The sky is of a more heavenly azure when they pass away, and the sun shines more gloriously than before." But the father could not be satisfied, and an- swered " Beware of even summer showers, my darling. I have known fearful ravages to follow in their THE LOVERS. 23 path seen many a goodly tree go down. After every storm, though the sky may be clearer, the earth upon which it fell has suffered some loss which is a loss for ever. Begin, then, by concilia- tion and forbearance. Look past the external, which may seem at times too exacting or impera- tive, and see only the true heart pulsing beneath the true, brave heart, that would give to every muscle the strength of steel for your protection if danger threatened. Can you not be satisfied with knowing that you are loved deeply, truly, ten- derly ? What more can a woman ask ? Can you not wait until this love puts on its rightly-adjusted exterior, as it assuredly will. It is yet mingled with self-love, and its action modified by impulse and habit. Wait wait wait, my daughter. Bear and forbear for a time, as you value peace on earth and happiness in heaven." " I will try, father, for your sake, to guard my- self," she answered. " No, no, Irene. Not for my sake, but for the Bake of right," returned Mr. Delancy. They were sitting in the vine-covered portico that looked down over a sloping lawn toward the river. " There is Hartley now !" exclaimed Irene, as the form of her lover came suddenly into view, moving forward along the road that approached from the landing, and she sprung forward and went rapidly down to meet him. There was an ardent kiss, a 24 AFTER THE STORK. twining of arms, warmly spoken words and earnest gestures. Mr. Delancy looked at them as they stood fondly together, and sighed. He could not help it, for he knew there was trouble before them. After standing and talking for a short time, they began moving toward the house, but paused at every few paces sometimes to admire a pictu- resque view sometimes to listen one to the other and respond to pleasant sentiments and sometimes in fond dispute. This was Mr. Delancy's reading of their actions and gestures, as he sat looking at and observing them closely. A little way from the path by which they were advancing toward the house was a rustic arbor, so placed as to command a fine sweep of river from one line of view and West Point from another. Irene paused and made a motion of her hand to- ward this arbor, as if she wished to go there ; but Hartley looked to the house and plainly signified a wish to go there first. At this Irene pulled him gently toward the arbor ; he resisted, and she drew upon his arm more resolutely, when, planting his feet firmly, he stood like a rock. Still she urged and still he declined going in that direction. It was play at first, but Mr. Delancy saw that it was growing to be earnest. A few moments longer, and he saw Irene separate from Hartley and move to- ward the arbor ; at the same time the young man came forward in the direction of the house. Mr. Delancy, as he stepped from the portico to meet THE LOVERS. 25 him, noticed that his color was heightened and hia eyes unusually bright. " What's the matter with that self-willed girl of mine ?" he asked, as he took the hand of Emerson, affecting a lightness of tone that did not correspond with his real feelings. " Oh, nothing serious," the young man replied. " She's only in a little pet because I wouldn't go with her to the arbor before I paid my respects to you." " She's a spoiled little puss/' said the father, in a fond yet serious way, " and you'll have to humor her a little at first, Hartley. She never had the wise discipline of a mother, and so has grown up unused to that salutary control which is so neces- sary for young persons. But she has a warm, true heart and pure principles ; and these are the foun- dation-stones on which to build the temple of hap- piness." " Don't fear but that it will be all right between us. I love her too well to let any flitting humors affect me." He stepped upon the portico as he spoke and sat down. . Irene had before this reached the arbor and taken a seat there. Mr. Delancy could do no less than resume the chair from which he had arisen on the young man's approach. In looking into Hart- ley's face he noticed a resolute expression about his mouth. For nearly ten minutes they sat and talked, Irene remaining alone in the arbor. Mr. 26 AFTER THE STORM. Delancy then said, in a pleasant, off-handed way, "Come, Hartley, you have punished her long enough. I don't like to see you even play at dis- agreement." He did not seem to notice the remark, but started a subject of conversation that it was almost impossible to dismiss for the next ten minutes. Then he stepped down from the portico, and was moving leisurely toward the arbor when he per- ceived that Irene had already left it and was return- ing by another path. So he came back and seated himself again, to await her approach. But, instead of joining him, she passed round the house and entered on the opposite side. For several minutes he sat, expecting every instant to see her come out on the portico, but she did not make her appear- ance. It was early in the afternoon. Hartley, affecting not to notice the absence of Irene, kept up an ani- mated conversation with Mr. Delancy. A whole hour went by, and still the young lady was absent. Suddenly starting up, at the end of this time, Hartley exclaimed "As I live, there comes the boat! and I must be in New York to-night." " Stay," said Mr. Delancy, " until I call Irene.'" " I can't linger for a moment, sir. It will take quick walking to reach the landing by the time the boat is there." The young man spoke hurriedly, THE LOVERS. 27 shook hands with Mr. Delancy, and then sprung away, moving at a rapid pace. " What's the matter, father ? Where is Hartley going ?" exclaimed Irene, coming out into the por- tico and grasping her father's arm. Her face waa pale and her lips trembled. "He is going to New -York," replied Mr. De- lancy. "To New York!" She looked almost fright- ened. " Yes. The boat is coming, and he says that he must be in the city to-night." Irene sat down, looking pale and troubled. " Why have you remained away from Hartley ever since his arrival ?" asked Mr. Delancy, fixing his eyes upon Irene and evincing some displeasure. Irene did not answer, but her father saw the color coming back to her face. " I think, from his manner, that he was hurt by your singular treatment. What possessed you to do so ?" "Because I was not pleased with him/' said Irene. Her voice was now steady. "Why not?" " I wished him to go to the arbor." " He was your guest, and, in simple courtesy, if there was no other motive, you should have let his wishes govern your movements," Mr. Delancy replied. " He is always opposing me !" said Irene, giving 28 AFTER THE STORM. way to a flood of tears and weeping for a time bitterly. " It is not at all unlikely, my daughter," replied Mr. Delancy, after the tears began to flow less freely, " that Hartley is now saying the same thing of you, and treasuring up bitter things in his heart. I have no idea that any business calls him to New York to-night." " Nor I. He takes this means to punish me," said Irene. "Don't take that for granted. Your conduct has blinded him, and he is acting now from blind impulse. Before he is half-way to New York he Avill regret this hasty step as sincerely as I trust you are already regretting its occasion." Irene did not reply. " I did not think," he resumed, " that my late earnest remonstrance would have so soon received an illustration like this. But it may be as well. Trifles light as air have many times proved the beginning of life-long separations between friends and lovers who possessed all the substantial quali- ties for a life-long and happy companionship. Oh, my daughter, beware ! beware of these little begin- nings of discord. How easy would it have been for you to have yielded to Hartley's wishes ! how hard will it to endure the pain that must now bo suffered! And remember that you do not suffer alone ; your conduct has made him an equal suf- ferer. He came up all the way from the city full THE LOVERS. 29 of sweet anticipations. It was for your sake that he came ; and love pictured you as embodying all attractions. But how has he found you ? Ah, my daughter, your caprice has wounded the heart that turned to you for love. He came in joy, but goes back in sorrow." Irene went up to her chamber, feeling sadder than she had ever felt in her life; yet, mingling with her sadness and self-reproaches, were com- plaining thoughts of her lover. For a little half- playful pettishness was she to be visited with a punishment like this ? If he had really loved her so she queried would he have flung himself away after this hasty fashion ? Pride came to her aid in the conflict of feeling, and gave her self- control and endurance. At tea-time she met her father, and surprised him with her calm, almost cheerful, aspect. But his glance was too keen not to penetrate the disguise. After tea, she sat read- ing or at least affecting to read in the portico, until the evening shadows came down, and then she retired to her chamber. Not many hours of sleep brought forgetfulness of suffering through the night that followed. Sometimes the unhappy girl heaped mountains of reproaches upon her own head ; and sometimes pride and indignation, gaining rule in her heart, would whisper self-justification, and throw the weight of responsibility upon her lover. Her pale face and troubled eyes revealed too 30 AFTER THE STORM. plainly, on the next morning, the conflict through which she had pas.-ed. " Write him a letter of apology or explanation," said Mr. Delancy. But Irene was not in a state of mind for this. Pride came whispering too many humiliating ob- jections in her ear. Morning passed, and in the early hours of the afternoon, when the New York boat usually came up the river, she was out on the portico watching for its appearance. Hope whis- pered that, repenting of his hasty return on the day before, her lover was now hurrying back to meet her. At last the white hull of the boat came gliding into view, and in less than half an hour it was at the landing. Then it moved on its course again. Almost to a second of time had Irene learned to calculate the minutes it required for Hartley to make the distance between the landing and the nearest point in the road where his form could meet her view. She held her breath in eager expectation as that moment of time approached. It came it passed; the white spot in the road, where his dark form first revealed itself, was touched by no obscuring shadow. For more than ten minutes Irene sat motionless, gazing still to- ward that point; then, sighing deeply, she arose and went up to her room, from which she did not come down until summoned to join her father at tea. The next day passed as this had done, and so did THE LOVERS. 31 the next. Hartley neither came nor sent a message of any kind. The maiden's heart began to fail. Grief and fear took the place of accusation and self-reproach. What if he had left her for ever ! The thought made her heart shiver as if an icy wind had passed over it. Two or three times she took up her pen to write him a few words and entreat him to come back to her again. But she could form no sentences against which pride did not come with strong objection ; and so she suffered on, and made no sign. A whole week at last intervened. Then the en- during heart began to grow stronger to bear, and, in self-protection, to put on sterner moods. Hera was not a spirit to yield weakly in any struggle. She was formed for endurance, pride and self- reliance giving her strength above common natures. But this did not really lessen her suffering, for she was not only capable of deep affection, but really loved Hartley almost as her own life; and the thought of losing him, whenever it grew distinct, filled her with terrible anguish. With pain her father saw the color leave her cheeks, her eyes grow fixed and dreamy, and her lips shrink from their full outline. "Write to Hartley," he said to her one day, after a week had passed. - " Never !" was her quick, firm, almost sharply uttered response ; " I would die first !" " But, my daughter " 32 AFTER THE STORM. " Father," she interrupted him, two bright spots suddenly burning on her cheeks, "don't, I pray you, urge me on this point. I have courage enough lo break, but I will not bend. I gave him no offence. What right has he to assume that I was not engaged in domestic duties while he sat talking with you? He said that he had an engagement in New York. Very well; there was a sufficient reason for his sudden departure ; and I accept the reason. But why does he remain away ? If sim- ply because I preferred a seat in the arbor to one in the portico, why, the whole thing is so un- manly, that I can have no patience with it. Write to him, and humor a whim like this ! No, no Irene Delancy is not made of the right stuff. He went from me, and he must return again. I can- not go to him. Maiden modesty and pride forbid. And so I shall remain silent and passive, if my heart breaks." It was in the afternoon, and they were sitting in the portico, where, at this hour, Irene might have been found every day for the past week. The boat from New York came in sight as she closed the last sentence. She saw it for her eyes were on the look-out the moment it turned the distant point of land that hid the river beyond. Mr. Delancy also observed the boat. Its appearance was an incident of sufficient importance, taking things as they were, to check the conversation, which was far from being satisfactory on either side. THE LOVERS, 33 The figure of Irene was half buried in a deep cushioned chair, which had been wheeled out upon the portico, and now her small, slender form seemed to shrink farther back among the cushions, and she sat as motionless as one asleep. Steadily onward came the boat, throwing backward her dusky trail and lashing with her great revolving wheels the quiet waters into foamy turbulence onward, until the dark crowd of human forms could be seen upon her decks ; then, turning sharply, she was lost to view behind a bank of forest trees. Ten minutes more, and the shriek of escaping steam was heard, as she stopped her ponderous machinery at the landing. From that time Irene almost held her breath, as she counted the moments that must elapse before Hartley could reach the point of view in the road that led up from the river, should he have been a passenger in the steamboat. The number was fully told, but it was to-day as yesterday. There was no sign of his coming. And so the eyelids, weary with vain expectation, drooped heavily over the dimming eyes. But she had not stirred, nor shown a sign of feeling. A little while she sat with her long lashes shading her pale cheeks ; then she slowly raised them and looked out toward the river again. What a quick start she gave ! Did her eyes deceive her ? No, it was Hartley, just in the spot she had looked to see him only a minute or two before. But how slowly he moved, and 3 34 AFTER THE STORM. with what a weary step ! and, even at this long distance, his face looked white against the wavy masses of his dark-brown hair. Irene started up with an exclamation, stood as if in doubt for a moment, then, springing from the ]>ortico, she went flying to meet him, as swiftly aa if moving on winged feet. All the forces of her ardent, impulsive nature were bearing her forward. There was no remembrance of coldness or imagined wrong pride did not even struggle to lift its head love conquered everything. The young man stood still, from weariness or surprise, ere she reached him. As she drew near, Irene saw that his face was not only pale, but thin and wasted. " Oh, Hartley ! dear Hartley !" came almost wildly from her lips, as she flung her arms around his neck and kissed him over and over again, ou lips, cheeks and brow, with an ardor and tender- ness that no maiden delicacy could restrain. " Have you been sick or hurt? Why are you so pale, darling?" " I have been ill for a week ever since I was last here," the young man replied, speaking in a slow, tremulous voice. "And I knew it not !" Tears were glittering in her eyes and pressing out in great pearly beads from between the fringing lashes. " Why did you not send for me, Hartley ?" And she laid her small hands upon each side of his face, as you have seen a mother press the cheeks THE LOVERS. 35 of her child, and looked up tenderly into his love- beaming eyes. " But come, dear," she added, removing her hands from his face and drawing her arm within his not to lean on, but to offer support. " My father, who has, with me, suffered great anxiety on your account, is waiting your arrival at the house." Then, with slow steps, they moved along the upward sloping way, crowding the moments with loving words. And so the storm passed, and the sun came out again in the firmament of their souls. But looked he down on no tempest-marks? Had not the ruthless tread of passion marred the earth's fair surface ? Were no goodly trees uptorn, or clinging vines wrenched from their support ? Alas ! was there ever a storm that did not leave some ruined hope behind ? ever a storm that did not strew the sea with wrecks or mar the earth's fair beauty ? As when the pain of a crushed limb ceases there comes to the sufferer a sense of delicious ease, so, after the storm had passed, the lovers sat in the warm sunshine and dreamed of unclouded happi- ness in the future. But in the week that Hartley spent with his betrothed were revealed to their eyes, many times, desolate places where flowers had been; and their hearts grew sad as they turned their eyes away, and sighed for hopes departed, faith shaken, and untroubled confidence in each other for the future before them, for ever gone. CHAPTER III. THE CLOUD AND THE SIGN. 'jjfN alternate storm and sunshine their lives II passed on, until the appointed day arrived jl that was to see them bound, not by the grace- ' ful true-lovers' knot, which either might untie, but by a chain light as downy fetters if borne in mutual love, and galling as ponderous iron links, if heart answered not heart and the chafing spirit struggled to get free. Hartley Emerson loved truly the beautiful, tal- ented and affectionate, but badly-disciplined, quick- tempered, self-willed girl he had chosen for a wife ; and Irene Delancy would have gone to prison and to death for the sake of the man to whom she had yielded up the rich treasures of her young heart. In both cases the great drawback to happiness was the absence of self-discipline, self-denial and self- conquest. They could overcome difficulties, brave danger, set the world at defiance, if need be, for each other, and not a coward nerve give way ; but when pride and passion came between them, each was a child in weakness and blind self-will. Un- fortunately, persistence of character was strong in both. They were of such stuff as martyrs were 26 THE CLOUD AND THE SIGN. 37 made of in the fiery times of power and perse- cution. A brighter, purer morning than that on which their marriage vows were said the year had not given to the smiling earth. Clear and softly blue as the eye of childhood bent the summer sky above them. There was not a cloud in all the tranquil heavens to give suggestion of dreary days to come or to wave a sign of warning. The blithe birds sung their matins amid the branches that hung their leafy drapery around and above Irene's win- dows, in seeming echoes to the songs love was singing in her heart. Nature put on the loveliest attire in all her ample wardrobe, and decked herself with coronals and wreaths of flowers that loaded the air with sweetness. "May your lives flow together like two pure streams that meet in the same valley, and as bright a "sky bend always over you as gives its serene promise for to-day." Thus spoke the minister as the ceremonials closed that wrought the external bond of union between them. His words were uttered with feeling and solemnity ; for marriage, in his eyes, was no light tiling. He had seen too many sad hearts strug- gling in chains that only death could break, ever to regard marriage with other than sober thoughts that went questioning away into the future. The "amen" of Mr. Delancy was not audibly spoken, but it was deep-voiced in his heart. 38 AFTER THE STORM. There was to be a wedding-tour of a few weeks, and then the young couple were to take possession of a new home in the city, which Mr. Emerson had prepared for his bride. The earliest boat that came up from New York was to bear the party to Albany, Saratoga being the first point of their destination. After the closing of the marriage ceremony some two or three hours passed before the time of de- parture came. The warm congratulations were followed by a gay, festive scene, in which glad young hearts had a merry-making time. How beautiful the bride looked ! and how proudly the gaze of her newly-installed husband turned ever and ever toward her, move which way she would among her maidens, as if she were a magnet to his eyes. He was standing in the portico that looked out upon the distant river, about an hour after the wedding, talking with one of the bridesmaids, when the latter, pointing to the sky, said, laughing " There comes your fate." Emerson's eyes followed the direction of her finger. " You speak in riddles," he replied, looking back into the maiden's face. " What do you see ?" "A little white blemish on the deepening azure," was answered. "There it lies, just over that stately horse-chestnut, whose branches arch themselves into the outline of a great cathedral window." "A scarcely perceptible cloud?" HE CLOUD AND THE SIGN. "Yes, no bigger than a hand ; and just below it is another." " I see ; and yet you still propound a riddle. What has that cloud to do with my fate ?" " You know the old superstition connected with wedding-days ?" "What?" " That as the aspect of the day is, so will the wedded life be." " Ours, then, is full of promise. There has been no fairer day than this," said the young man. "Yet many a day that opened as bright and cloudless has sobbed itself away in tears." " True ; and it may be so again. But I am no believer in signs." " Nor I," said the young lady, again laughing. The bride came up at this moment and, hearing the remark of her young husband, said, as she drew her arm within his "What about signs, Hartley?" " Miss Carman has just reminded me of the superstition about wedding-days, as typical of life." "Oh yes, I remember," said Irene, smiling. " If the day opens clear, then becomes cloudy, and goes out in storm, there will be happiness in the beginning, but sorrow at the close; but if clouds and rain herald its awakening, then pass over and leave the sky blue and sunny, there will be trouble at first, but smiling peace as life progresses and de- 40 AFTER THE STORM. clines. Our sky is bright as heart could wish." And the bride looked up into the deep blue ether. Miss Carman laid one hand upon her arm and with the other pointed lower down, almost upon the horizon's edge, saying, in a tone of mock solem- nity "As I said to Mr. Emerson, so I now say to you There comes your fate." " You don't call that the herald of an approach- ing storm ?" " AVeatherwise people say," answered the maiden, "that a sky without a cloud is soon followed by stormy weather. Since morning until now there has not a cloud been seen." " Weatherwise people and almanac-makers speak very oracularly, but the day of auguries and signs is over," replied Irene. " Philosophy," said Mr. Emerson, " is beginning to find reasons in the nature of things for results that once seemed only accidental, yet followed with remarkable certainty the same phenomena. It dis- covers a relation of cause and effect where ignorance only recognizes some power working in the dark. 1 ' " So you pass me over to the side of ignorance !'' Irene spoke in a tone that Hartley's ear recognized too well. His remark had touched her pride. " Not by any means," he answered quickly, eager to do away the impression. " Not by any moans," he repeated. " The day of mere auguries, omens and signs is over. Whatever natural phenomena THE CLOUD AND THE SIGN. 4l appear are dependent on natural causes, and men of science are beginning to study the so-called su- perstitions of farmers and seamen, to find out, if possible, the philosophical elucidation. Already a number of curious results have followed investiga- tion in this field." Irene leaned on his arm still, but she did not respond. A little cloud had come up and lay just upon the verge of her soul's horizon. Her husband knew that it was there; and this knowledge caused a cloud to dim also the clear azure of his mind. There was a singular correspondence between their mental sky and the fair cerulean without. Fearing to pursue the theme on which they were conversing, lest some unwitting words might shadow still further the mind of Irene, Emerson changed the subject, and was, to all appearance, successful in dispelling the little cloud. The hour came, at length, when the bridal party must leave. After a tender, tearful parting with her father, Irene turned her steps away from ths home of her childhood into a new path, that would lead her out into the world, where so many thou- sands upon thousands, who saw only a way of velvet softness before them, have cut their tendei feet upon flinty rocks, even to the very end of theii tearful journey. Tightly and long did Mr. De- lancy hold his child to his heart, and when his last kiss was given and his fervent " God give you a happy life, my daughter !" said, he gazed after her 12 AFTER THE STORM. departing form with eyes from which manly firm- ness could not hold back the tears. No one knew better than Mr. Delancy the perils that lay before his daughter. That storms would darken her sky and desolate her hear*, he had too good reason to fear. His hope for Ler lay beyond the summer-time of life, when, chastened by suffer- ing and subdued by experience, a tranquil autumn would crown her soul with blessings that might have been earlier enjoyed. He was not supersti- tious, and yet it was with a feeling of concern that he saw the white and golden clouds gathering like enchanted land along the horizon, and piling them- selves up, one above another, as if in sport, build- ing castles and towers that soon dissolved, changing away into fantastic forms, in which the eye could see no meaning ; and when, at last, his ear caught a far-distant sound that jarred the air, a sudden pain shot through his heart. " On any other day but this !" he sighed to him- self, turning from the window at which he \va? standing and walking restlessly the floor for several minutes, lost in a sad, dreamy reverie. Like something instinct with life the stately steamer, quivering with every stroke of her iron heart, swept along the gleaming river on her upward passage, bearing to their destination her freight of human souls. Among these was our bridal party, which, as the day was so clear and beautiful, was gathered upon the upper deck. As THE CLOUD AND THE SIGN. 43 Irene's eyes turned from the closing vision of her father's beautiful home, where the first cycle of her life had recorded its golden hours, she said, with a sigh, speaking to one of her companions "Farewell, Ivy Cliff! I shall return to you again, but not the same being I was when I left your pleasant scenes this morning." "A happier being, I trust/' replied Miss Car- man, one of her bridemaids. Rose Carman was a young friend, residing in the neighborhood of her father, to whom Irene was tenderly attached. " Something here says no." And Irene, bending toward Miss Carman, pressed one of her hands against her bosom. " The weakness of an hour like this," answered her friend with an assuring smile. " It will pass away like the morning cloud and the early dew." Mr. Emerson noticed the shade upon the face of his bride, and drawing near to her, said, ten- derly- " I can forgive you a sigh for the past, Irene. Ivy Cliff is a lovely spot, and your home has been all that a maiden's heart could desire. It would be strange, indeed, if the chords that have so long bound you there did not pull at your heart in parting." Irene did not answer, but let her eyes turn back- ward with a pensive almost longing glance toward 44 AFTER THE STORM. the spot where lay hidden among the distant trees the home of her early years. A deep shadow had suddenly fallen upon her spirits. Whence it came she knew not and asked not ; but with the shadow was a dim foreboding of evil. There was tact and delicacy enough in the com- panions of Irene to lead them to withdraw observa- tion and to withhold further remarks until she could recover the self-possession she had lost. This came back in a little while, when, with an effort, she put on the light, easy manner so natural to her. " Looking at the signs ?" said one of the party, half an hour afterward, as she saw the eyes of Irene ranging along the sky, where clouds were now seen towering up in steep masses, like distant mountains. "If I were a believer of signs," replied Irene, placing her arm within that of the maiden who had addressed her, and drawing her partly aside, " I might feel sober at this portent. But I am not. Still, sign or no sign, I trust we are not going to have a storm. It would greatly mar our pleasure." But long ere the boat reached Albany, rain began to fall, accompanied by lightning and thunder ; and soon the clouds were dissolving in a mimic deluge. Hour after hour, the wind and rain and lightning held fierce revelry, and not until near the completion of the voyage did the clouds hold THE CLOUD AND THE SIGN. 45 oack their watery treasures, and the sunbeams force themselves through the storm's dark barriers. When the stars came out that evening, studding the heavens with light, there was no obscuring spot on all the o'erarci.ing tk^. CHAPTER TV. UNDER THE CLOUD. 'HE wedding party was to spend a week at Saratoga, and it was now the third day since its arrival. The time had passed pleasantly, or wearily, according to the state of mind or social habits and resources of the individual. The bride, it was remarked by some of the party, seemed dull; and Rose Carman, who knew her friend better, perhaps, than any other individual in the company, and kept her under close observation, was concerned to notice an occasional curtness of manner toward her husband, that was evident!}' not relished. Something had already transpired to jar the chords so lately attuned to harmony. After dinner a ride was proposed by one of the company. Emerson responded favorably, but Irene was indiiferent. He urged her, and she gave an evidently reluctant consent. While the gentle- men went to make arrangement for carriages, the ladies retired to their rooms. Miss Carman ac- companied the bride. She had noticed her manner, and felt slightly troubled at her state of mind, knowing, as she did, her impulsive character and blind self-will when excited by opposition. 46 UNDER THE CLOUD. 47 "I don't want to ride to-day!" exclaimed Irene, throwing herself into a chair as soon as she had entered her room ; " and Hartley knows that I do not." Her cheeks burned and her eyes sparkled. " If it will give him pleasure to ride out," said Rose, in a gentle soothing manner, "you cannot but, have the same feeling in accompanying him." " I beg your pardon !" replied Irene, briskly. " If I don't want to ride, no company can make the act agreeable. Why can't people learn to leave others in freedom? If Hartley had shown the same unwillingness to join this riding party that I manifested, do you think I would have uttered a second word in favor of going? No. I am pro- voked at his persistence." " There, there, Irene !" said Miss Carman, draw- ing an arm tenderly around the neck of her friend ; " don't trust such sentences on your lips. I can't bear to hear you talk so. It isn't my sweet friend speaking." "You are a dear, good girl, Rose," replied Irene, smiling faintly, " and I only wish that I had a portion of your calm, gentle spirit. But I am as I am, and must act out if I act at all. I must be myself or nothing." " You can be as considerate of others as of your- self?" said Rose. Irene looked at her companion inquiringly. " I mean," added Rose, " that you can exercise 48 AFTER THE STORM. the virtue of self-denial in order to give pleasure to another especially if that other one be an object very dear to you. As in the present case, seeing that your husband wants to join this riding party, you can, for his sake, lay aside your indiffer- ence, and enter, with a hearty good-will, into the proposed pastime." " And why cannot he, seeing that I do not care to ride, deny himself a little for my sake, and not drag me out against my will? Is all the yielding and concession to be on my side? Must his will rule in everything? I can tell you what it is, Rose, this will never suit me. There will be open war between us before the honeymoon has waxed and waned, if he goes on as he has begun." " Hush ! hush, Irene !" said her friend, in a tone of deprecation. " The lightest sense of wrong gains undue magnitude the moment we begin to com- plain. We see almost anything to be of greater importance when from the obscurity of thought we bring it out into the daylight of speech." " It will be just as I say, and saying it will not make it any more so," was Irene's almost sullen response to this. " I have my own ideas of things. and my own individuality, and neither of these do I mean to abandon. If Hartley hasn't the good sense to let me have my own way in what concerns myself, I will take my own way. As to the trou- bles that may come afterward, I do not give them any weight in the argument. I would die a mar- UNDER THE CLOUD. 40 tyr's death rather than become the passive creature of another." " My dear friend, why will you talk so ?" Rose gpoke in a tone of grief. "Simply because I am in earnest. From the hour of our marriage I have seen a disposition on the part of my husband to assume control to make his will the general law of our actions. It has not exhibited itself in things of moment, but in trifles, showing that the spirit was there. I say this to you, Rose, because we have been like sisters, and 1 can tell you of my inmost thoughts. There is a cloud already in the sky, and it threatens an ap- proaching storm." " Oh, my friend, why are you so blind, so weak, so self-deceived ? You are putting forth yout hands to drag down the temple of happiness. If it fall, it will crush you beneath a mass of ruins ; and not you only, but the one you have so lately pledged yourself before God and his angels to love." "And I do love him as deeply as ever man was loved. Oh that he knew my heart ! He would not then shatter his image there. He would not trifle with a spirit formed for intense, yielding, passion- ate love, but rigid as steel and cold as ice when its freedom is touched. He should have known me better before linking his fate with mine." One of her darker moods had come upon Irene, and she was beating about in the blind obscurity 50 AFTER THE STORM. of passion. As she began to give uttertmce to complaining thoughts, new thoughts formed them- selves, and what was only vague feelings grew into ideas of wrong ; and these, when once spoken, as- sumed a magnitude unimagined before. In vai i did her friend strive with her. Argument, remon- strance, persuasion, only seemed to bring greater obscurity and to excite a more bitter feeling in her mind. And so, despairing of any good result, Rose withdrew, and left her with her own unhappy thoughts. Not long after Miss Carman retired, Emerson came in. At the sound of his approaching foot- steps, Irene had, with a strong effort, composed herself and swept back the deeper shadows from her face. " Not ready yet ?" he said, in a pleasant, half- chiding way. " The carriages will be at the door in ten minutes." " I am not going to ride out," returned Irene, in a quiet, seemingly indifferent tone of voice. Hart- ley mistook her manner for sport, and answered pleasantly " Oh yes you are, my little lady." " No, I am not." There was no misapprehension now. " Not going to ride out ?" Hartley's brows con tracted. " No ; I am not going to ride out to-day." Euch word was distinctly spoken. UNDER THE CLOUD. 51 u I don't understand you, Irene." " Are not my words plain enough ? J> "Yes, they are too plain so plain ab to make them involve a mystery. What do you mean by this sudden change of purpose ?" " I don't wish to ride out," said Irene, with as- sumed calmness of manner; "and that being so, may I not have my will in the case ?" "No" A red spot burned on Irene's cheeks and her eyes flashed. " No," repeated her husband ; " not after you have given up that will to another." " To you !" Irene started to her feet in instant passion. " And so I am to be nobody, and you the lord and master. My will is to be nothing, and yours the law of my life." Her lip curled in con- temptuous anger. " You misunderstand me," said Hartley Emerson, speaking as calmly as was possible in this sudden emergency. " I did not refer specially to myself, but to all of our party, to whom you had given up your will in a promise to ride out with them, and to whom, therefore, you were bound." "An easy evasion," retorted the excited bride, who had lost her mental equipoise. " Irene," the young man spoke sternly, " are those the right words for your husband ? An easy evasion !'* " I have said them." 62 AFTER THE STORM. "And you must unsay them." Both had passed under the cloud which prida and passion had raised. " Must ! I thought you knew me better, Hartley." Irene grew suddenly calm. " If there is to be love between us, all barriers must be removed." "Don't say must to me, sir! I will not endure the word." Hartley turned from her and walked the floor with rapid steps, angry, grieved and in doubt as to what it were best for him to do. The storm had broken on him without a sign of warning, and he was wholly unprepared to meet it. " Irene," he said, at length, pausing before her, " this conduct on your part is wholly inexplicable. I cannot understand its meaning. Will you ex- plain yourself?" " Certainly. I am always ready to give a reason for my conduct," she replied, with cold dignity. "Say on, then." Emerson spoke with equal coldness of manner. " I did not wish to ride out, and said so in the beginning. That ought to have been enough for you. But no my wishes were nothing; your will must be law." " And that is all ! the head and front of my offending !" said Emerson, in a tone of surprise. " It isn't so much the thing itself that I object to, as the spirit in which it is done," said Irene. UNDER THE CLOUD. 53 " i spirit of overbearing self-will !" said Em- erson. "Y'_s, if you choose. That is what my soul revolts against. I gave you my heart and my hand my love and my confidence not my free- dom. The last is a part of my being, and I will maintain it while I have life." " Perverse girl ! What insane spirit has got possession of your mind?" exclaimed Emerson, chafed beyond endurance. " Say on," retorted Irene ; " I am prepared for this. I have seen, from the hour of our marriage, that a time of strife would come ; that yonr will would seek to make itself ruler, and that I would not submit. I did not expect the issue to come so soon. I trusted in your love to spare me, at least, until I could be hidden from general observation when I turned myself upon you and said, Thus far thou mayest go, but no farther. But, come the struggle early or late now or in twenty years I am prepared." There came at this IE Dment a rap at their door. Mr. Emerson opened it. " Carriage is waiting," said a servant. " Say that we will be down in a few minutes." The door closed. " Come, Irene," said Mr. Emerson. " You spoke very confidently to the servant, and said we would be down in a few minutes." " There, there, Irene ! Let this folly die ; it has 64 AFTER THE STORM. lived long enough. Come ! Make yourself ready with all speed our party is delayed by this pro- longed absence." " You think me trifling, and treat me as if I were a captious child," said Irene, with chilling calmness; "but I am neither." , "Then you will not go?" " I will not go." She said the words slowly and deliberately, and as she spoke looked her husband steadily in the face. She was in earnest, and he felt that further remonstrance would be in vain. " You will repent of this," he replied, with enough of menace in his voice to convey to her mind a great deal more than was in his thoughts. And he turned from her and left the room. Going down stairs, he found the riding-party waiting for their appearance. " Where is Irene ?" was asked by one and an- other, on seeing him alone. " She does not care to ride out this afternoon, and so I have excused her," he replied. Miss Car- man looked at him narrowly, and saw that there was a shade of trouble on his countenance, which he could not wholly conceal. She would have re- mained behind with Irene, but that would have disappointed the friend who was to be her com- panion in the drive. As the party was in couples, and as Mr. Emer- son had made up his mind to go without his young wife, he had to ride alone. The absence of Irene UXDER THE CLOUD. 55 was felt as a drawback to the pleasure of all the company. Miss Carman, who understood the real cause of Irene's refusal to ride, was so much trou- bled in her mind that she sat almost silent during the two hours they were out. Mr. Emerson left the parry after they had been out for an hour, and returned to the hotel. His excitement had cooled off, and ne began . to feel regret at the unl>ending way in wmch he had met his bride's unhappy mood. " Her over-sensitive mind has taken up a wrong impression/' he said, as he talked with himself; " and, instead of saying or doing anything to in- crease that impression, I should, by word and act of kindness, have done all in my power for its removal. Two wrongs never make a right. Pas- sion met by passion results not in peace. I should have soothed and yielded, and so won her back to reason. As a man, I ought to possess a cooler and more rationally balanced mind. She is a being of feeling and impulse, loving, ardent, proud, sensi- tive and strong-willed. Knowing this, it was madness in me to chafe instead of soothing her; to oppose, when gentle concession would have torn from her eyes an illusive veil. Oh that I could learn wisdom in time ! I was in no ignorance as to her peculiar character. I knew her faults and her weaknesses, as well as her nobler qualities; and it was for me to stimulate the one and bear with the others. Duty, love, honor, humanity, all pointed to this." 66 AFTER THE STORM. The longer Mr. Emerson's thoughts ran in Ihi* direction, the deeper grew his feeling of self-con^ demnation, and the more tenderly yearned his heart toward the young creature he had left alone with the enemies of their peace nestling in her bosom and filling it with passion and pain. After sepa- rating himself from his party, he drove back to- ward the hotel at a speed that soon put his horse* into a foam. CHAPTER V. THE BURSTIJfG OF THE STORM. ll *fR. DELANCY was sitting in his library on the afternoon of the. fourth day since the wedding-party left Ivy Cliff, when the en- trance of some one caused him to turn toward the door. " Irene !" he exclaimed, in a tone of anxiety and alarm, as he started to his feet ; for his daughter stood before him. Her face was pale, her eyes fixed and sad, her dress in disorder. " Irene, in Heaven's name, what has happened?" "The worst," she answered, in a low, hoarse voice, not moving from the spot where she first stood still. " Speak plainly, my child. I cannot bear sus- pense." " I have left my husband and returned to you !" was the firmly uttered reply. " Oh, folly ! oh, madness ! What evil counselor has prevailed with you, my unhappy child ?" said Mr. Delancy, in a voice of anguish. " I have counseled with no one but myself." " Never a wise counselor never a wise coun- 67 58 AFTER THE STOEM. selor ! Bui why, why have you taken this despe- rate step?" " In self-protection," replied Irene. " Sit down, my child. There !" and he led her to a seat. " Now let me remove your bonnet and shawl. How wretched you look, poor, misguided one ! I could have laid you in the grave with less agony than I feel hi seeing you thus." Her heart was touched at this, and tears fell over her face. In the selfishness of her own sternly-borne trouble, she had forgotten the sorrow she was bringing to her father's heart. " Poor child ! poor child !" sobbed the old man, as he sat down beside Irene and drew her head against his breast. And so both wept together for a time. After they had grown calm, Mr. De- lancy said " Tell me, Irene, without disguise of any kind, the meaning of this step which you have so hastily taken. Let me have the beginning, progress and consummation of the sad misunderstanding: 1 ' While yet under the government of blind pas- sion, ere her husband returned from the drive which Irene had refused to take with him, she had, acting from a sudden suggestion that came to her mind, left her room and, taking the cars, passed down to Albany, where she remained until morning at one of the hotels. In silence and loneliness she had, during the almost sleepless night that followed, ample time for reflection and repentance. And THE BURSTING OF THE STORM. 59 both came, with convictions of error and doep regret for the unwise, almost disgraceful step she had taken, involving not only suffering, but hu- miliating exposure of herself and husband. But it was felt to be too late now to look back. 1'ride would have laid upon her a positive interdiction, if other considerations had not come in to push the question of return aside. In the morning, without partaking of food, Irene left in the New York boat, and passed down the river toward the home from which she had gone forth, only a few days before, a happy bride returning with the cup, then full of the sw^eet wine of life, now brimming with the bitterest potion that had ever touched her lips. And so she had come back to her father's house. In all the hours of mental anguish which had passed since her departure from Saratoga, there had been an accusing spirit at her ear, and, resist as she would, self-condemnation prevailed over attempted self-justification. The cause of this un- happy rupture was so slight, the first provocation so insignificant, that she felt the difficulty of making out her case before her father. As to the world, pride counseled silence. With but little concealment or extenuation of her own conduct, Irene told the story of her dis- agreement with Hartley. " And that was all !" exclaimed Mr. Delancey, iu amazement, when she ended her narrative. 60 AFTER THE STORM. "All, but enough 1" she answered, with a resolute manner. Mr. Delancy arose and walked the floor in silence for more than ten minutes, during which time Irene neither spoke nor moved. " Oh, misery !" ejaculated the father, at length, lifting his hands above his head and then bringing them down with a gesture of despair. Irene started up and moved to his side. " Dear father !" She spoke tenderly, laying her hands upon him ; but he pushed her away, saying " Wretched girl I you have laid upon my old head a burden of disgrace and wretchedness that you have no power to remove." "Father! father!" She clung to him, but he pushed her away. His manner was like that of one suddenly bereft of reason. She clung still, but he resolutely tore himself from her, when she fell exhausted and fainting upon the floor. Alarm now took the place of other emotions, and Mr. Delancy was endeavoring to lift the insensible body, when a quick, heavy tread in the portico caused him to look up, just as Hartley Emerson pushed open one of the French windows and en- tered the library. He had a wild, anxious, half- frightened look. Mr. Delancy let the body fall from his almost paralyzed arms and staggered to a chair, while Emerson sprung forward, catching up the fainting form of his young bride and bearing it to a sofa. TEE BURSTING OF THE STORM. 61 " How long has she been in this way ?" asked the young man, in a tone of agitation. "She fainted this moment," replied Mr. De- lancy. " How long has she been here ?" " Not half an hour," was answered ; and as Mr. Delancy spoke he reached for the bell and jerked it two or three times violently. The waiter, start- led by the loud, prolonged sound, came hurripdly to the library. " Send Margaret here, and then get a horse and ride over swiftly for Dr. Edmundson. Tell him to come immediately." The waiter stood for a moment or two, looking in a half-terrified way upon the white, deathly face of Irene, and then fled from the apartment. No grass grew beneath his horse's feet as he held him to his utmost speed for the distance of two miles, which lay between Ivy Cliff and the doctor's resi- dence. Margaret, startled by the hurried, half-incoherent summons of the waiter, came flying into the library. The moment her eyes rested upon Irene, who still lay insensible upon the sofa, she screamed out, in terror "Oh, she's dead! she's dead!" and stood still as if suddenly paralyzed ; then, wringing her hands, she broke out in a wild, sobbing tone " My poor, poor child ! Oh, she is dead, dead !" " No, Margaret," said Mr. Delancy, as calmly as C2 AFTER THE STORM. he could sj/eak, " she is not dead ; it is only a fa^ ing fit. Bring some water, quickly." Water was brought and dashed into the face of Irene ; but there came no sign of returning con- sciousness. " Hadn't you better take her up to her room, Mr. Emerson ?" suggested Margaret. "Yes," he replied; and, lifting the insensible form of his bride in his arms, the unhappy man bore her to her chamber. Then, sitting down be- side the bed upon which he had placed her, he kissed her pale cheeks and, laying his face to hers, sobbed and moaned, in the abandonment of his grief, like a distressed child weeping in despair for some lost treasure. " Come," said Margaret, who was an old family domestic, drawing Hartley from the bedside, "leave her alone with me for a little while." And the husband and father retired from the room. When they returned, at the call of Marga- ret, they found Irene in bed, her white, unconscious face scarcely relieved against the snowy pillow on which her head was resting. " She is alive," said Margaret, in a low but ex- cited voice ; " I can feel her heart beat." " Thank God !" ejaculated Emerson, bending again over the motionless form and gazing anx- iously down upon the face of his bride. But there was no utterance of thankfulness in the heart of Mr. Delancy. For her to come bach THE BURSTING OF THE STOR^f. 63 again to conscious life was, he felt, but a return to wretchedness. If the true prayer of his heart could have found voice, it would have been for death, and not for life. In silence, fear and suspense they waited an hour before the doctor arrived. Little change in Irene took place during that time, except that her respi- ration became clearer and the pulsations of her heart distinct and regular. The application of warm stimulants was immediately ordered, and their good effects soon became apparent. "All will come right in a little while," said Dr. Edmundson, encouragingly. " It seems t.) be only a fainting fit of unusual length." Hartley drew Mr. Delancy aside. " It will be best that I should be alon"> *ith her when she recovers," said he. " You may be right in that," said Mr. Delancy, after a moment's reflection. " I am sure that I am," was returned. " You think she will recover soon ?" said Mr. Delancy, approaching the doctor. " Yes, at any moment. She is breathing deeper, and her heart beats with a fuller impulse." " Let us retire, then ;" and he drew the doctor from the apartment. Pausing at the door, he called to Margaret in a half whisper. She went out also, Emerson alone remaining. Taking his place by the bedside, he waited, in trembling anxiety, for the moment when her eyes 64 AFTER THE STORM. should open and recognize him. At lost there came a quivering of the eyelids and a motion about the sleeper's lips. Emerson bent over and took one of her hands in his. " Irene I" He called her name in a voice of the tenderest affection. The sound seemed to pene- trate to the region of consciousness, for her lipa moved with a murmur of inarticulate words. He kissed her, and said again "Irene!" There was a sudden lighting up of her face. " Irene, love ! darling !" The voice of Emerson tvas burdened with tenderness. " Oh, Hartley !" she exclaimed, opening her eyes and looking with a kind of glad bewilderment into his face. Then, half rising and drawing her arms around his neck, she hid her face on his bosom, murmuring " Thank God that it is only a dream !" " Yes, thank God !" replied her husband, as he kissed her in a kind of wild fervor; "and may such dreams never come again." She lay very still for some moments. Thought and memory were beginning to act feebly. The response of her husband had in it something that set her to questioning. But there was one thing that made her feel happy : the sound of his loving voice was in her ears ; and all the while she felt his hand moving, with a soft, caressing touch, over her cheek and temple. THE BURSTING OF THE STORM. 65 " i)ear Irene !" he murmured in her ears ; and then her hand tightened on his. And thus she remained until conscious life re- gained its full activity. Then the trial came. Suddenly lifting herself from the bosom of her husband, Irene gave a hurried glance around the* well-known chamber, then turned and looked with a strange, fearful questioning glance into his face : " Where am I ? What does this mean ?" " It means," replied Emerson, " that the dream, thank God ! is over, and that my dear wife is awake again." He placed his arms again around her and drew her to his heart, almost smothering her, as he did so, with kisses. She lay passive for a little while ; then, disen- gaging herself, she said, faintly " I feel weak and bewildered ; let me lie down." She closed her eyes as Emerson placed her back on the pillow, a sad expression covering her still pallid face. Sitting down beside her, he took her hand and held it with a firm pressure. She did not attempt to withdraw it. He kissed her, and a warmer flush came over her face. " Dear Irene !" His hand pressed tightly upon hers, and she returned the pressure. " Shall I call your father ? He is very anxious about you." " Not yet." And she caught slightly her breath, as if feeling were growing too strong for her. 66 AFTER THE STORM. " Let it be as a dream, Hartley." Irene lifted herself up and looked calmly, but with a very sad expression on her countenance, into her husband's face. " Between us two, Irene, even as a dream from which both have awakened," he replied. She closed her eyes and sunk back upon the pillow. Mr. Emerson then went to the door and spoke to Mr. Delancy. On a brief consultation it was thought best for Dr. Edmundson not to see her again. A knowledge of the fact that he had been called in might give occasion for more disturbing thoughts than were already pressing upon her mind. And so, after giving some general directions as to the avoidance of all things likely to excite her mind unpleasantly, the doctor withdrew. Mr. Delancy saw his daughter alone. The inter- view was long and earnest. On his part was the fullest disapproval of her conduct and the most solemnly spoken admonitions and warnings. She confessed her error, without any attempt at excuse or palliation, and promised a wiser conduct in the future. " There is not one husband in five," said the father, "who would have forgiven an act like this, placing him, as it does, in such a false and humili- ating position before the world. He loves you with too deep and true a love, my child, for girlish tri- fling like this. And let me warn you of the danger THE BURSTING OF THE STORM. 67 you incur of turning against you the spirit of such a man. I have studied his character closely, and I see in it an element of firmness that, if it once sets itself, will be as inflexible as iron. If you repeat acts of this kind, the day must come when forbear- ance will cease ; and then, in turning from you, it will be never to turn back again Harden him against you once, and it will be for all time." Irene wept bitterly at this strong representation, and trembled at thought of the danger she had escaped. To her husband, when she was alone with him again, she confessed her fault, and prayed him to let the memory of it pass from his mind for ever. On his part was the fullest denial of any purpose whatever, in the late misunderstanding, to bend her to his will. He assured her that if he had dreamed of any serious objection on her part to the ride, he would not have urged it for a moment. It involved no promised pleasure to him apart from pleasure to her ; and it was because he believed that she would enjoy the drive that he had urged her to make one of the party. All this was well, as far as it could go. But repentance and mutual forgiveness did not restore everything to the old condition did not obliterate that one sad page in their history, and leave them free to make a new and better record. If the folly had been in private, the effort at forgiving and for- getting would have been attended with fewer an- 68 AFTER THE STORM. noying considerations. But it was committed in public, and under circumstances calculated to attract attention and occasion invidious remark. And then, how were they to meet the different members of the wedding-party, which they had so suddenly thrown into consternation ? On the next day the anxious members of this party made their appearance at Ivy Cliff, not hav- ing, up to this time, received any intelligence of the fugitive bride. Mr. Delancy did not attempt to excuse to them the unjustifiable conduct of his daughter, beyond the admission that she must have been temporarily deranged. Something was Baid about resuming the bridal tour, but Mr. De- lancy said, " No ; the quiet of Ivy Cliff will yield more pleasure than the excitement of travel." And all felt this to be true. CHAPTER VI. AFTER THE STORM. Ci FTER the storm. Alas ! that there should [I be a wreck-strewn shore so soon ! That within JJ\> three days of the bridal morning a tempest should have raged, scattering on the wind sweet blossoms which had just opened to the sun- shine, tearing away the clinging vines of love, and leaving marks of desolation which no dew and sun- shine could ever obliterate ! It was not a blessed honeymoon to them. How could it be, after what had passed? Both were hurt and mortified; and while there was mutual forgiveness and great tenderness and fond conces- sions, one toward the other, there was a sober, thoughful state of mind, not favorable to hap- piness. Mr. Delancy hoped the lesson a very severe one might prove the guarantee of future peace. It had, without doubt, awakened Irene's mind to sober thoughts and closer self-examination than usual. She was convicted in her own heart of folly, the memory of which could never return to her without a sense of pain. At the end of three weeks from the day of their 70 AFTER THE STORM. marriage, Mr. and Mrs. Emerson went down to the city to take possession of their new home. On the eve of their departure from Ivy Cliff, Mr. Delancy had a long conference with his daughter, in which he conjured her, by all things sacred, to guard her- self against that blindness of passion which had already produced such unhappy consequences. She repeated, with many tears, her good resolutions for the future, and showed great sorrow and contrition for the past. " It may come out right," said the old man to himself, as he sat alone, with a pressure of fore- boding on his mind, looking into the dim future, on the day of their departure for New York. His only and beloved child had gone forth to return no more, unless in sorrow or wretchedness. " It may come out right, but my heart has sad misgivings." There was a troubled suspense of nearly a week, when the first letter came from Irene to her father. He broke the seal with unsteady hands, fearing to let his eyes fall upon the opening page. "My dear, dear father! I am a happy young wife." " Thank God !" exclaimed the old man aloud, letting the hand fall that held Irene's letter. It was some moments before he could read farther ; then he drank in, with almost childish eagerness, every sentence of the long letter. " Yes, yes, it may come out right," said Mr. De- lancy ; " it may come out right." He uttered the AFTER THE STORM. 71 words, so often on his lips, with more confidence than usual. The letter strongly urged him to make her a visit, if it was only for a day or two. " You know, dear father," she wrote, " that most of your time is to be spent with us all your win- ters, certainly ; and we want you to begin the new arrangement as soon as possible." Mr. Delancy sighed over the passage. He had not set his heart on this arrangement. It might have been a pleasant thing for him to anticipate ; but there was not the hopeful basis for anticipation which a mind like his required. Not love alone prompted Mr. Delancy to make an early visit to New York ; a feeling of anxiety to know how it really was with the young couple acted quite as strongly in the line of incentive. And so he went down to the city and passed nearly a week there. Both Irene and her husband knew that he was observing them closely all the while, and a consciousness of this put them under some constraint. Everything passed harmoniously, and Mr. Delancy returned with the half-hopeful, half- doubting words on his lips, so often and often repeated " Yes, yes, it may come out right." But it was not coming out altogether right. Even while the old man was under her roof, Irene had a brief season of self-willed reaction against her husband, consequent on some unguarded word or act, which she felt to be a trespass on her free- f2 AFTER THE STORM. dom. To save appearances while Mr. Delancy was with them, Hartley yielded and tendered concilia- tion, all the while that his spirit chafed sorely. The departure of Mr. Delancy for Ivy Cliff was the signal for both Irene and her husband to lay aside a portion of the restraint which each had borne with a certain restlessness that longed for a time of freedom. On, the very day that he left Irene showed so much that seemed to her husband like perverseness of will that he was seriously offended, and spoke an unguarded word that was as fire to stubble a word that was repented of as soon as spoken, but which pride would not permit him to recall. It took nearly a week of suffering to discipline the mind of Mr. Emerson to the point of conciliation. On the part of Irene there was not the thought of yielding. Her will, supported by pride, was as rigid as iron. Reason had no power over her. She felt, rather than thought. Thus far, both as lover and husband, in all their alienations, Hartley had been the first to yield; and it was so now. He was strong-willed and persist- ent; but cooler reason helped him back into the right way, and he had, thus far, found it quicker than Irene. Not that he suffered less or repented sooner. Irene's suffering was far deeper, but she was blinder and more self-determined. Again the sun of peace smiled down upon them, but, as before, on something shorn of its strength or beauty. AFTER THE STORM. 72 " I will be more guarded," said Hartley to him- self. " Knowing her weakness, why should I not protect her against everything that wounds her sen- sitive nature ? Love concedes, is long suffering and full of patience. I love Irene words cannot tell how deeply. Then why should I not, for her sake, bear and forbear ? Why should I think of myself and grow fretted because she does not yield as read- ily as I could desire to my wishes ?" So Emerson talked with himself and resolved. But who does not know the feebleness of resolution when opposed to temperament and confirmed habits of mind ? How weak is mere human strength ! Alas ! how few, depending on that alone, are ever able to bear up steadily, for any length of time, against the tide of passion ! Off his guard in less than twenty-four hours after resolving thus with himself, the young hus- band spoke in captious disapproval of something which Irene had done or proposed to do, and the consequence was the assumption on her part of a cold, reserved and dignified manner, which hurl and annoyed him beyond measure. Pride led him tc treat her in the same way ; and so for days they met in silence or formal courtesy, all the while suf- fering a degree of wretchedness almost impossible to be endured, and all the while, which was worst of all, writing on their hearts bitter things against each other. To Emerson, as before, the better state first re- 74 AFTER THE STORM. turned, and the sunshine of his countenance drove the shadows from hers. Then for a season they were loving, thoughtful, forbearing and happy. But the clouds came back again, and storms marred the beauty of their lives. All this was sad very sad. There were good and noble qualities in the hearts of both. They were not narrow-minded and selfish, like so many of your placid, accommodating, calculating people, but generous in their feelings and broad in their sympathies. They had ideals of life that went reaching out far beyond themselves. Yes, it was Bad to see two such hearts beating against and bruising each other, instead of taking the same pulsation. But there seemed to be no help for them. Irene's jealous guardianship of her free- dom, her quick temper, pride and self-will made the position of her husband so difficult that it was almost impossible for him to avoid giving offence. The summer and fall passed away without any serious rupture between the sensitive couple, al- though there had been seasons of great unhappiness to both. Irene had been up to Ivy Cliff many times to visit her father, and now she was begin- ning to urge his removal to the city for the winter; but Mr. Delancy, who had never given his full promise to this arrangement, felt less and less in- clined to leave his old home as the season advanced. Almost from boyhood he had lived there, and hig habits were formed for rural instead of city life. AFTER THE STORM. 75 He pictured the close streets, with their rows of houses, that left for the eye only narrow patches of ethereal blue, and contrasted this with the broad winter landscape, which for him had always spread itself out with a beauty rivaled by no other season, and his heart failed him. The brief December days were on them, and Irene grew more urgent. " Come, dear father," she wrote. " I think of you, sitting all alone at Ivy Cliff, during these long evenings, and grow sad at heart in sympathy with your loneliness. Come at once. "Why linger a week or even a day longer ? We have been all in all to each other these many years, and ought not to be separated now." But Mr. Delancy was not ready to exchange the pure air and widespreading scenery of the High- lands for a city residence, even in the desolate winter, and so wrote back doubtingly. Irene and her husband then came up to add the persuasion of their presence at Ivy Cliff. It did not avail, however. The old man was too deeply wedded to his home. " I should be miserable in New York," he replied to their earnest entreaties; "and it would not add to your happiness to see me going about with a sober, discontented face, or to be reminded every little while that if you had left me to my winter's hiber- nation I would have been a contented instead of a dissatisfied old man. No, no, my children ; Ivy 76 AFTER THE STORM. Cliff is the best place for me. You shall come up and spend Christmas here, and we will have a gay season." There was no further use in argument. Mr. De- lancy would have his way ; and he was right. Irene and her husband went back to the city, with a promise to spend Christmas at the old homestead. Two weeks passed. It was the twentieth of De- cember. Without previous intimation, Irene came up alone to Ivy Cliff, startling her father by coming in suddenly upon him one dreary afternoon, just as the leaden sky began to scatter down the winter's first offering of snow. " My daughter !" he exclaimed, so surprised that he could not move from where he was sitting. " Dear father !" she answered with a loving smile, throwing her arms around his neck and kissing him. "Where is Hartley?" asked the old man, look- ing past Irene toward the door through which she had just entered. " Oh, I left him in New York," she replied. " In New York ! Have you come alone ?" " Yes. Christmas is only five days off, you know, and I am here to help you prepare for it. Of course, Hartley cannot leave his business." She spoke in an excited, almost gay tone of voice. Mr. Delancy looked at her earnestly. Unpleasant doubts flitted through his mind. AFTER THE STORM. 77 " When will your husband usnie up ?" he in- quired. "At Christmas/' she answered, without hesita- tion. " Why didn't you write, love ?" asked Mr. De- lancy. " You have taken me by surprise, and set my nerves in a flutter." " I only thought about it last evening. One of my sudden resolutions." And she laughed a low, fluttering laugh. It might have been an error, but her father had a fancy that it did not come from her heart. " I will run up stairs and put off my things," she said, moving away. " Did you bring a trunk ?" " Oh yes ; it is at the landing. Will you send for it?" And Irene went, with quick steps, from the apartment, and ran up to the chamber she still called her own. On the way she met Margaret. " Miss Irene !" exclaimed the latter, pausing and lifting her hands in astonishment. " Why, where did you come from ?" "Just arrived in the boat. Have come to help you get ready for Christmas." " Please goodness, how you frightened me !" said the warm-hearted domestic, who had been in the family ever since Irene was a child, and was strongly attached to her. " How's Mr. Emerson .'" " Oh, he's well, thank you, Margaret." 78 AFTER THE STORM. " Well now, child, you did set me all into a fluster. I thought maybe you'd got into one of your tantrums, and come off and left your hus- band." " Why, Margaret !" A crimson flush mantled the face of Irene. "You must excuse me, child, but just that came into my head," replied Margaret. " You're very downright and determined sometimes; and there isn't anything hardly that you wouldn't do if the spirit was on you. I'm glad it's all right. Dear me ! dear me !" " Oh, I'm not quite so bad as you all make me out," said Irene, laughing. " I don't think you are bad," answered Margaret, in kind deprecation, yet with a freedom of speech warranted by her years and attachment to Irene. "But you go off in such strange ways get so wrong-headed sometimes that there's no counting on you." Then, growing more serious, she added " The fact is, Miss Irene, you keep me feeling kind of uneasy all the time. I dreamed about you last night, and maybe that has helped to put ine into a fluster now." " Dreamed about me !" said Irene, with a degree of interest in her manner. " Yes. But don't stand here, Miss Irene ; corne over to your room." " What kind of a dream had you, Margaret ?" AFTER THE STORM. 79 asked the young wife, as she sat down on the side of the bed where, pillowed in sleep, she had dreamed so many of girlhood's pleasant dreams. " I was dreaming all night about you," replied Margaret, looking sober-faced. " And you saw me in trouble ?" " Oh dear, yes ; in nothing but trouble. I thought once that I saw y"bu in a great room full of wild beasts. They were chained or in cages ; but you would keep going close up to the bars of the cages, or near enough for the chained animals to spring upon you. And that wasn't all. You put the end of your little parasol in between the bars, and a fierce tiger struck at you with his great cat-like paw, tearing the flesh from your arm. Then I saw you in a little boat, down on the river. You had put up a sail, and was going out all alone. I saw the boat move off from the shore just as plainly as I see you now. I stood and watched until you were in the middle of the river. Then I thought Mr. Emerson was standing by me, and that we both saw a great monster a whale, or something else- chasing after your boat. Mr. Emerson was in great distress, and said, * I told her not to go, but she is so self-willed.' And then he jumped into a boat and, taking the oars, went gliding out after you as swiftly as the wind. I never saw mortal arm make a boat fly as he did that little skiff. And I saw him strike the monster with his oar just as his huge jaws were opened to devour you. Dear! 80 AFTER THE STORM. dear ! but I was frightened, and woke up all in a tremble." " Before he had saved me ?" said Irene, taking a deep breath. " Yes ; but I don't think there was any chance of saving there, and I was glad that I waked up when I did." " What else did you dream ?" asked Irene. " Oh, I can't tell you all I dreamed. Once I saw you fall from the high rock just above West Point and go dashing down into the river. Then I saw you chased by a mad bull." "And no one came to my rescue?" " Oh yes, there was more than one who tried to save you. First, your father ran in between you and the bull; but he dashed over him. Then I saw Mr. Emerson rushing up with a pitchfork, and he got before the mad animal and pointed the sharp prongs at his eyes ; but the bull tore down on him and tossed him away up into the air. I awoke as I saw him falling on the sharp-pointed horns that were held up to catch him." " Well, Margaret, you certainly had a night of horrors," said Irene, in a sober way. "Indeed, miss, and I had; such a night as I don't wish to have again." "And your dreaming was all about me?" "Yes." "And I was always in trouble or danger?" " Yes, always; and it was mostly your own fault. AFTER THE STORM. 81 too. And that reminds me of what the minister told us in his sermon last Sunday. He said that there were a great many kinds of trouble in this world some coming from the outside and some coming from the inside ; that the outside troubles, which we couldn't help, were generally easiest to be borne; while the inside troubles, which we might have prevented, were the bitterest things in life, because there was remorse as well as suffering. I understood very well what he meant." "I am afraid," said Irene, speaking partly to herself, " that most of my troubles come from the inside." " I'm afraid they do," spoke out the frank do- mestic. "Margaret!" " Indeed, miss, and I do think so. If you'd only get right here" laying her hand upon her breast "somebody beside yourself would be a great deal happier. There now, child, I've said it ; and you needn't go to getting angry with me." "They are often our best friends who use the plainest speech," said Irene. "No, Margaret, I am not going to be angry with one whom I know to be true-hearted." "Not truer-hearted than your husband, Miss Irene; nor half so loving." " Why did you say that ?" Margaret started at the tone of voice in which this interrogation was made. 82 AFTER THE STORM. " Because I think so," she answered naively. Irene looked at her for some moments with a penetrating gaze, and then said, with an affected carelessness of tone "Your preacher and your dreams have made you quite a moralist." " They have not taken from my heart any of the love it has felt for you," said Margaret, tears coming into her eyes. " I know that, Margaret. You were always too kind and indulgent, and I always^oo wayward and unreasonable. But I am getting years on my side, and shall not always be a foolish girl." Snow had now begun to fall thickly, and the late December day was waning toward the early twi- light. Margaret went down stairs and left Irene alone in her chamber, where she remained until nearly tea-time before joining her father. Mr. Delancy did not altogether feel satisfied in his mind about this unheralded visit from his daughter, with whose wayward moods he was too familiar. It might be all as she said, but there were intrusive misgivings that troubled him. At tea-time she took her old place at the table in such an easy, natural way, and looked so pleased and happy, that her father was satisfied. He asked about her husband, and she talked of him without reserve. " What day is Hartley coming up?" he inquired. " I hope to see him on the day before Christmas," AFTER THE STORM. 83 returned Irene. There was a falling in her voice that, to the ears of Mr. Delancy, betrayed a feeling of doubt. " He will not, surely, put it off later," said the father. " I don't know," said Irene. " He may be pre- vented from leaving early enough to reach here before Christmas morning. If there should be a cold snap, and the river freeze up, it will make the journey difficult and attended with delay." " I think the winter has set in ;" and Mr. De- lancy turned his ear toward the window, against which the snow and hail were beating with vio- lence. " It's a pity Hartley didn't come up with you." A sober hue came over the face of Irene. This did not escape the notice of her father ; but it was natural that she should feel sober in thinking of her husband as likely to be kept from her by the storm. That such were her thoughts her words made evi- dent, for she said, glancing toward the window " If there should be a deep snow, and the boats stop running, how can Hartley reach here in time ?" On the next morning the sun rose bright and warm for the season. Several inches of snow had fallen, giving to the landscape a wintry whiteness, but the wind was coming in from the south, genial as spring. Before night half the snowy covering was gone. " We had our fears for nothing," said Mr. Be- 84 AFTER THE STORM. lancy, on the second day, which was as mild as the preceding one. "All things promise well. I saw the boats go down as usual ; so the river is open still." Irene did not reply. Mr. Delancy looked at her curiously, but her face was partly turned away, and he did not get its true expression. The twenty-fourth came. No letter had been receive^ by Irene, nor had she written to New York since her arrival at Ivy Cliff. " Isn't it singular that you don't get a letter from Hartley?" said Mr. Delancy. Irene had been sitting silent for some time when her father made this remark. " He is very busy," she said, in reply. " That's no excuse. A man is never too busy to write to his absent wife." " I haven't expected a letter, and so am not dis- appointed. But he's on his way, no doubt. How Boon will the boat arrive?" " Between two and three o'clock." " And it's now ten." The hours passed on, and the time of arrival came. The windows of Irene's chamber looked toward the river, and she was standing at one of them alone when the boat came in sight. Her face was almost colorless, and contracted by an express- ion of deep anxiety. She remained on her feet for the half hour that intervened before the boat could reach the landing. It was not the first time that AFTER THE STORM. 85 she Lad watched there, in the excitement of doubt and fear, for the same form her eyes were now straining themselves to see. The shrill sound of escaping steam ceased to quiver on the air, and in a few minutes the boat shot forward into view and went gliding up the river. Irene scarcely breathed, as she stood, with colorless face, parted lips and eager eyes, looking down the road that led to the landing. But she looked in vain ; the form of her husband did not appear and it was Christmas Eve 1 What did it mean ? CHAPTER VII. THJE LETTER. A ES, what did it mean ? Christmas Eve, and Hartley still absent ? . Twilight was falling when Irene came down ^ from her room and joined her father in the library. Mr. Delancy looked into her face nar- rowly as she entered. The dim light of the closing day was not strong enough to give him its true ex- pression ; but he was not deceived as to its troubled aspect. "And so Hartley will not be here to-day," he said, in a tone that expressed both disappointment and concern. " No. I looked for him confidently. It is strange." There was a constraint, a forced calmness in Irene's voice that did not escape her father's notice. " I hope he is not sick," said Mr. Delancy. " Oh no." Irene spoke with a sudden earnest- ness ; then, with failing tones, added " He should have been here to-day." She sat down near the open grate, shading her face with a hand-screen, and remained silent and abstracted for some time. THE LETTER. 87 " There is scarcely a possibility of his arrival to- night," said Mr. Delancy. He could not get his thoughts away from the fact of his son-in-law's absence. " He will not be here to-night," replied Irene, a cold dead level in her voice, that Mr. Delancy well understood to be only a blind thrown up to conceal her deeply-disturbed feelings. " Do you expect him to-morrow, my daughter ?" asked Mr. Delancy, a few moments afterward, speaking as if from a sudden thought or a sudden purpose. There was a meaning in his tones that showed his mind to be in a state not prepared to brook evasion. " I do," was the unhesitating answer ; and she turned and looked calmly at her father, whose eyes rested with a fixed, inquiring gaze upon her coun- tenance. But half her face was lit by a reflection from the glowing grate, while half lay in shadow. His reading, therefore was not clear. If Irene had shown surprise at the question, her father would have felt better satisfied. He meant it as a probe; but if a tender spot was reached, she had the self-control not to give a sign of pain. At the tea-table Irene rallied her spirits and talked lightly to her father ; it was only by an effort that he could respond with even apparent cheerfulness. Complaining of a headache, Irene retired, soon after tea, to her room, and did not come down again during the evening. 8 AFTER THE STORM. The next day was Christmas. It rose clear and mild as a day in October. When Irene came down to breakfast, her pale, almost haggard, face showed too plainly that she had passed a night of sleepless- ness and suffering. She said, "A merry Christ- mas," to her father, on meeting him, but there was no heart in the words. It was almost impossible to disguise the pain that almost stifled respiration. Neither of them did more than make a feint at eating. As Mr. Delancy arose from the table, he said to Irene "I would like to see you in the library, my daughter." She followed him passively, closing the door behind her as she entered. " Sit down. There." And Mr. Delancy placed a chair for her, a little way from the grate. Irene dropped into the chair like one who moved by another's volition. "Now, daughter," said Mr. Delancy, taking a chair, and drawing it in front of the one in which she was seated, " I am going to ask a plain ques- tion, and I want a direct answer." Irene rallied herself on the instant. " Did you leave New York with the knowledge and consent of your husband ?" The blood mounted to her face and stained it a deep crimson : " I left without his knowledge. Consent I never ask." THE LETTER. 89 The old proud spirit was in her tones. " I feared as much," replied Mr. Delancy, his v -ice falling. " Then you do not expect Hartley ti-day?" " I expected him yesterday. He may be here to-day. I am almost sure he will come " " Does he know you are here ?" "Yes." " Why did you leave without his knowledge ?" " To punish him." " Irene !" " I have answered without evasion. It was to punish him." " I do not remember in the marriage vows you took upon yourselves anything relating to punish- ments," said Mr. Delancy. " There were explicit things said of love and duty, but I do not recall a sentence that referred to the right of one party to punish the other." Mr. Delancy paused for a few moments, but there was no reply to this rather novel and unex- pected view of the case. " Did you by anything in the rite acquire au- thority to punish your husband when his conduct didn't just suit your fancy?" Mr. Delancy pressed the question. " It is idle, father," said Irene, with some sharp- ness of tone, " to make an issue like this. It does not touch the case. Away back of marriage con- tracts lie individual rights, which are never surren- 90 AFTER THE STORM. dered. The right of self-protection is one of these ; and if retaliation is needed as a guarantee of future peace, then the right to punish is included in the right of self-protection." " A peace gained through coercion of any kind is not worth having. It is but the semblance of peace is war in bonds," replied Mr. Delancy. "The moment two married partners begin the work of coercion and punishment, that moment love begins to fail. If love gives not to their hearts a common beat, no other power is strong enough to do the work. Irene, I did hope that the painful experiences already passed through would have made you wiser. It seems not, however. It seems that self-will, passion and a spirit of retalia- tion are to govern your actions, instead of patience and love. Well, my child, if you go on sowing this seed in your garden now, in the spring-time of life, you must not murmur when autumn gives you a harvest of thorns and thistles. If you sow tares in your field, you must not expect to find corn there when you put in your sickle to reap. You can take back your morning salutation. It is not a ' merry Christmas' to you or to me ; and I think we are both done with merry Christmases." " Father !" The tone in which this word was uttered was almost a cry of pain. " It is even so, my child even so," replied Mr. Delancy, in a voice of irrepressible sadness. " You THE LETTER. 91 nave left your husband a secern! time. It is not every man who would forgive tiie first offence; not one in twenty who would pardon the second. You are in great peril, Irene. This storm that you have conjured up may drive you to hopeless shipwreck. You need not expect Hartley to-day. He will not come. I have studied his character well, and kno>v that he will not pass this conduct over lightly." Even while this was said a servant, who had been over to the village, brought in a letter and handed it to Mr. Delancy, who, recognizing in the superscription the handwriting of his daughter's husband, broke the seal hurriedly. The letter was in these words : " MY DEAR SIR : As your daughter has left me, no doubt with the purpose of finally abandon- ing the effort to live in that harmony so essential to happiness in married life, I shall be glad if you will choose some judicious friend to represent her in consultation with a friend whom I will select, with a view to the arrangement of a separation, as favorable to her in its provisions as it can possibly be made. In view of the peculiarity of our tem- peraments, we made a great error in this experi- ment. My hope was that love would be counselor to us both ; that the law of mutual forbearance would have rule. But we are both too impulsive, too self-willed, too undisciplined. I do not pretend to throw all the blame on Irene. We are as flint 92 AFTER THE STORM. and steel. But she has taken the responsibility of separation, and I am left without alternative. May God lighten the burden of pain her heart will have to bear in the ordeal through which she has elected to pass. " Your unhappy son, "HAKTLEY EMEKSON." Mr. Delancy's hand shook so violently before he had finished reading that the paper rattled in the air. On finishing the last sentence he passed it, without a word, to his daughter. It was some mo- ments before the strong agitation produced by the sight of this letter, and its effect upon her father, could be subdued enough to enable her to read a line. " What does it mean, father ? I don't understand it," she said, in a hoarse, deep whisper, and with pale, quivering lips. "It means," said Mr. Delancy, "that your hus- band has taken you at your word." " At my word ! What word ?" " You have left the home he provided for you, I believe?" " Father !" Her eyes stood out staringly. " Let me read the letter for you." And he took it from her hand. After reading it aloud and slowly, he said " That is plain talk, Irene. I do not think any THE LETTER. 93 one can misunderstand it. You have, in his view, left him finally, and he now asks me to name a judicioug friend to meet his friend, aiid arrange a basis of separation as favorable to you ill its pro- visions as it can possibly be made." " A separation, father ! Oh no, he cannot mean that !" And she pressed her hands strongly against her temples. " Yes, my daughter, that is the simple meaning." " Oh no, no, no ! He never meant that." "You left him?" " But not in that way ; not in earnest. It was only in fitful anger half sport, half serious." "Then, in Heaven's name, sit down and write him so, and that without the delay of an instant. Pie has put another meaning on your conduct. He believes that you have abandoned him." "Abandoned him ! Madness!" And Irene, who had risen from her chair, commenced moving about the room in a wild, irresolute kind of way, some- thing like an actress under tragic excitement. " This is meant to punish me !" she said, stop- ping suddenly, and speaking in a voice slightly touched with indignation. "I understand it all, and see it as a great outrage. Hartley knows as well I do that I left as much in sport as in earnest. But this is carrying the joke too far. To write such a letter to you ! Why didn't he write to me ? Why didn't he ask me to appoint a friend to repre- sent me in the arrangement proposed V" 94 AFTER THE STORM. " He understood himself and the case entirely," replied Mr. Delancy. " Believing that you had abandoned him " " He didn't believe any such thing !" exclaimed Irene, in strong excitement. " You are deceiving yourself, my daughter. His letter is calm and deliberate. It was not written, as you can see by the date, until yesterday. He has taken time to let passion cool. Three days were permitted to elapse, that you might be heard from in case any change of purpose occurred. But you remained silent. You abandoned him." " Oh, father, why will you talk in this way ? I tell you that Hartley is only doing this to punish me ; that he has no more thought of an actual .sepa- ration than he has of dying." "Admit this to be so, which I only do in the argument," said Mr. Delancy, "and what better aspect does it present ?" " The better aspect of sport as compared with earnest," replied Irene. "At which both will continue to play until ear- nest is reached and a worse earnest than the present. Take the case as you will, and it is one of the saddest and least hopeful that I have seen." Irene did not reply. " You must elect some course of action, and that with the least possible delay," said Mr. Delancy. " This letter requires an immediate answer. Go to THE LETTER. 95 your room and, in communion with God and your own heart, come to some quick decision upon the subject." Irene turned away without speaking and left her feier alone in the library. CHAPTER VIII. THE FLIGHT AUD THE fE will not speak of the cause that led to this serious rupture between Mr. and Mrs. Em- erson. It was light as vanity an airy nothing in itself a spark that would have gone out on a baby's cheek without leaving a sign of its existence. On the day that Irene left the home of her husband he had parted from her silent, moody and with ill-concealed anger. Hard words, reproaches and accusations had passed be- tween them on the night previous ; and both felt unusually disturbed. The cause of all this, as we have said, was light as vanity. During the day Mr. Emerson, who was always first to come to his senses, saw the folly of what had occurred, and when he turned his face homeward, after three o'clock, it was with the purpose of ending the un- happy state by recalling a word to which he had given thoughtless utterance. The moment our young husband came to this sensible conclusion his heart beat with a freer motion and his spirits rose again into a region of tranquillity. He felt the old tenderness toward his wife returning, dwelt on her beauty, accom- 96 THE FLIGHT AND THE RETURN. 97 plishments, rirtues and high mental endowments with a glow of pride, and called her defects of cha- racter light in comparison. " If I were more a man, and less a child of feel- ing and impulse," he said to himself, " I would be more worthy to hold the place of husband to a woman like Irene. She has strong peculiarities who has not peculiarities ? Am I free from them ? She is no ordinary woman, and must not be tram- meled by ordinary tame routine. She has quick impulses ; therefore, if I love her, should I not guard them, lest they leap from her feebly restrain- ing hand in the wrong direction ? She is sensitive to control ; why, then, let her see the hand that must lead her, sometimes, aside from the way she would walk through the promptings of her own will ? Do I not know that she loves me ? And is she not dear to me as my own life ? What folly to strive with each other ! What madness to let angry feelings shadow for an instant our lives I" It was in this state of mind that Emerson re- turned home. There were a few misgivings in his heart as he entered, for he was not sure as to the kind of reception Irene would offer his overtures for peace ; but there was no failing of his purpose to sue for peace and obtain it. With a quick step he .passed through the hall, and, after glancing into ihe parlors to see if his wife were there, went up stairs with two or three light bounds. A hurried glance through the chambers showed him that they 7 98 AFTER TEE STORM. had no occupant. He was turning to leave them, when a letter, placed upright on a bureau, attracted his attention. He caught it up. It was addressed to him in the well-known hand of his wife*. He opened it and read : " I leave for Ivy Cliff to-day. IRENE." Two or three times Emerson read the line " I leave for Ivy Cliff to-day" and looked at the signature, before its meaning came fully into his thought. " Gone to Ivy Cliff!" he said, at last, in a low, hoarse voice. " Gone, and without a word of inti- mation or explanation ! Gone, and in the heat of anger ! Has it come to this, and so soon ! God help us !" And the unhappy man sunk into a chair, heart-stricken and weak as a child. For nearly the whole of the night that followed he walked the floor of his room, and the next day found him in a feverish condition of both mind and body. Not once did the thought of following his wife to Ivy Cliff, if it came into his mind, rest there for a moment. She had gone home to her father with only an announcement of the fact. He would wait some intimation of her further purpose; but, if they met again, she must come back to him. This was his first, spontaneous conclusion ; and it was not questioned in his thought, nor did he waver from it an instant. She must come back of her own free will, if she came back at all. THE FLIGHT AND THE RETURN. 93 It was on the twentieth day of December that Irene left New York. Not until the twenty-second could a letter from her reach Hartley, if, on reflec- tion or after conference with her father, she desired to make a communication. But the twenty-second came and departed without a word from the absent one. So did the twenty-third. By this time Hart- ley had grown very calm, self-adjusted and reso- lute. He had gone over and over again the history of their lives since marriage bound them together, and in this history he could see nothing hopeful as bearing on the future. He was never certain of Irene. Things said and done in moments of thoughtlessness or excitement, and not meant to hurt or offend, were constantly disturbing their peace. It was clouds, and rain, and fitful sun- shine all the while. There were no long seasons of serene delight. "Why," he said to himself, "seek to prolong this effort to blend into one two lives that seem hopelessly antagonistic. Better stand as far apart as the antipodes than live in perpetual strife. If I should go to Irene, and, through concession or en- treaty, win her back again, what guarantee would I have for the future? None, none whatever. Sooner or later we must be driven asunder by the violence of our ungovernable passions, never to draw again together. We' are apart now, and it is well. I shall not take the first step toward a reconciliation." 100 AFTER TEE STORM. Hartley Emerson was a young man of cool pur- pose and strong will. For all that, he was quick- tempered and undisciplined. It was from the possession of these qualities that he was steadily advancing in his profession, and securing a practice at the bar which promised to give him a high posi- tion in the future. Persistence was another element of his character. If he adopted any course of con- duct, it was a difficult thing to turn him aside. When he laid his hand upon the plough, he was of those who rarely look back. Unfortunate qualities these for a crisis in life such as now existed. On the morning of the twenty-fourth of Decem- ber, no word having come from his wife, Emerson coolly penned the letter to Mr. Delancy which is given in the preceding chapter, and mailed it sc that it would reach him on Christmas day. He was in earnest sternly in earnest as Mr. Delancy, on reading his letter, felt him to be. The honey- moon flight was one thing ; this abandonment of a husband's home, another thing. Emerson gave to them a different weight and quality. Of the first act he could never think without a burning cheek a sense of mortification a pang of wounded pride ; and long ere this he had made up his mind that if Irene ever left him again, it would be for ever, so far as perpetuity depended on his action in the case. He would never follow her nor seek to win her back. Yes, he was in earnest. He had made his mind THE FLIGHT AND THE RETURN. .101 up for the worst, and was acting with a desperate coolness only faintly imagined by Irene on receipt of his letter to her father. Mr. Delancy, who understood'Emerson's character better, was not de- ceived. He took the communication in its literal meaning, and felt appalled at the ruin which im- pended. Emerson passed the whole of Christmas Jay alone in his house. At meal-times he went to the table and forced himself to partake lightly of food, in order to blind the servants, whose curiosity in regard to the absence of Mrs. Emerson was, of course, all on the alert. After taking tea he went out. His purpose was to call upon a friend in whom he had great confidence, and confide to him the un- happy state of his affairs. For an hour he walked the streets in debate on the propriety of this course. Unable, however, to see the master clearly, he re- turned home with the secret of his domestic trou- ble still locked in his own bosom. It was past eight o'clock when he entered his dwelling. A light was burning in one of the par- lors, and he stepped into the room. After walk- ing for two or three times the length of the apart- ment, Mr. Emerson threw himself on a sofa, a deep sigh escaping his lips as he did so. At the same moment he heard a step in the passage, and the rustling of a woman's garments, which caused him to start again to his f ^et. In moving his eyes 102 ,. AFTER THE STORM. met the tbrra of Irene, who advanced toward him, and throwing her arms around his neck, sobbed, " Dear husband ! can you, will you forgive my childish folly?" His first impulse was to push her away, and he even grasped her arms and attempted to draw them from his neck. She perceived this, and clung to him more eagerly. " Dear Hartley !" she said, " will you not speak to me ?" " Irene I" His voice was cold and deep, and aa he pronounced her name he withdrew himself from her embrace. At this she grew calm and stepped a pace back from him. " Irene, we are not children," he said, in the same cold, deep voice, the tones of which were even and measured. " That time is past. Nor foolish young lovers, who fall out and make up again twice or thrice in a fortnight ; but man and wife, with the world and its sober realities before us. " Oh, Hartley," exclaimed Irene, as he paused ; " don't talk to me in this way ! Don't look at me so! It will kill me. I have done wrong. I have ncted like a foolish child. But I am penitent. It was half in sport that I went away, and I was so sure of seeing you at Ivy Cliff yesterday that I told father you were coming." " Irene, sit down." And Emerson took the hand of his wife and led her to a sofa. Then, THE FLIGHT AND THE RETURN. 103 after closing the parlor door, he drew a chair and seated himself directly in front of .her. There was a coldness and self-possession about him that chilled Irene. " It is a serious thing," he said, looking steadily in her face, " for a wife to leave, in anger, her husband's house for that of her father." She tried to make some reply and moved her lips in attempted utterance, but the organs of speech refused to perform their office. " You left me once before in anger, and I went after you. But it was clearly understood with my- self then that if you repeated the act it would be final in all that appertained to me; that unless you returned, it would be a lifelong separation. You have repeated the act; and, knowing your pride and tenacity of will, I did not anticipate your re- turn. And so I was looking the sad, stern future in the face as steadily as possible, and preparing to meet it as a man conscious of right should be pre- pared to meet whatever trouble lies in store for him. I went out this evening, after passing the Christmas day alone, with the purpose of consult- ing an old and discreet friend as to the wisest course of action. But the thing was too painful to speak of yet. So I came back and you are here!" She looked at him steadily while he spoke, her face white as marble, and her colorless lips drawn from her teeth. 104 AFTER THE STORM. " Irene," he continued, " it is folly for us to keep on in the way we have been going. I am wearied out, and you cannot be happy in a relation that is for ever reminding you that your own will and thought are no longer sole arbiters of action ; that there is another will and another thought that must at times be consulted, and even obeyed. I am a man, and a husband ; you a woman, and a wife, we are equal as to rights and duties equal in the eyes of God ; but to the man and husband apper- tains a certain precedence in action ; consent, co- operation and approval, -if he be a thoughtful and judicious man, appertaining to the wife." As Emerson spoke thus, he noticed a sign of returning warmth in her pale face, and a dim, dis- tant flash in her eyes. Her proud spirit did not accept this view of their relation to each other. He went on : i( If a wife has no confidence in her husband's manly judgment, if she cannot even respect him, then the case is altered. She must be understand- ing and will to herself; must lead both him and herself if he be weak enough to consent. But the relation is not a true one; and marriage, under this condition of things, is only a semblance." "And that is your doctrine?" said Irene. There was a shade of surprise in her voice that lingered huskily in her throat. " Tlfat is my doctrine," was Emerson's firmly spoken answer. THE FLIGHT AND THE RETURN. 105 Irene sighed heavily. Both were silent for some moments. At length Irene said, lifting her hands and bringing them down with an action of despair, " In bonds ! in bonds 1" " No, no !" Her husband replied quickly and earnestly. . " Not in bonds, but in true freedom, if you will the freedom of reciprocal action." " Like bat and ball," she answered, with bitter- ness in her tones. " No, like heart and lungs," he returned, calmly. "Irene! dear wife! Why misunderstand me? I have no wish to rule, and you know I have never sought to place you in bonds. I have had only one desire, and that is to be your husband in the highest and truest sense. But, I am a man you a woman. There are two wills and two un- derstandings that must act in the same direction. Now, in the nature of things, the mind of one must, helped by the mind of the other to see right, take, as a general thing, the initiative where action is concerned. Unless this be so, constant collisions will occur. And this takes us back to the question that lies at the basis of all order and happiness which of the two minds shall lead ?" " A man and his wife are equal," said Irene, firmly. The strong individuality of her character was asserting its claims even in this hour of severe mental pain. " Equal in the eyes of God, as I have said be- 106 AFTER THE STORM. fore, but where action is concerned one must lake precedence of the other, for it cannot be, seeing that their office and duties are different, that their judgment in the general affairs of life can be equally clear. A man's work takes him out into the world, and throws him into sharp collision with other men. He learns, as a consequence, to think carefully and with deliberation, and to decide with caution, knowing that action, based on erroneous conclusions, may ruin his prospects in an hour. Thus, like the oak, which grows up exposed to all elemental changes, his judgment gains strength, while his perceptions, constantly trained, acquire clearness. But a woman's duties lie almost wholly within this region of strife and action, and she re- mains, for the most part, in a tranquil atmosphere. Allowing nothing for a radical difference in mental constitution, this difference of training must give a difference of mental power. The man's judg- ment in affairs generally must be superior to the woman's, and she must acquiesce in its decisions or there can be no right union in marriage." " Must lose herself in him," said Irene, coldly. " Become a cypher, a slave. That will not suit me, Hartley !" And she looked at him with firmly compressed mouth and steady eyes. It came to his lips to reply, "Then you had better return to your father," but he caught the words back ere they leaped forth into sound, and, rising, walked the floor for the space of more than THE FLIGHT AND THE RETURN. 107 five minutes, Irene not stirring from tlie sofa. Pausing at length, he said in a voice which had lost its steadiness : "You had better go up to your room, Irene. We are not in a condition to help each other now." Mrs. Emerson did not answer, but, rising, left the parlor and went as her husband had juggested. He stood still, listening, until the sound of her steps and the rustle of her garments had died a\vay into silence, when he commenced slowly walking the parlor floor with his head bent down, and con- tinued thus, as if he had forgotten time and place, for over an hour. Then, awakened to conscious- ness by a sense of dizziness and exhaustion, he laid himself upon a sofa, and, shutting his eyes, tried to arrest the current of his troubled thoughts and #ipk into sleep and forgetfulness. CHAPTER IX. THE RECONCILIATION. )R such a reception the young wife was wholly unprepared. Suddenly her husband had put on a new character and assumed a right of control against which her sensitive pride and native love of freedom arose in strong rebellion. That she had done wrong in going away she ac- knowledged to herself, and had acknowledged to him. But he had met confession in a spirit so different from what was anticipated, and showed an aspect so cold, stern, and exacting, that she was bewildered. She did not, however, mistake the meaning of his language. It was plain that she understood the man's position to be one of dicta- tion and control : we use the stronger aspect in which it was presented to her mind. As to sub- mission, it was not in all her thoughts. Wrung to agony as her heart was, and appalled as she looked, trembling and shrinking into the future, she did not yield a moment to weakness. Midnight found Irene alone in her chamber. She had flung herself upon a bed when she came up from the parlor, and fallen asleep after an hour of fruitless beating about in her mind. Awaking 108 THE RECONCILIATION. 109 from a maze of troubled dre?ms, she started up and gazed, half fearfully, around the dimly-lighted room. " Where am I ?" she asked herself. Some mo- ments elapsed before the painful events of the past few days began to reveal themselves to her con- sciousness. "And where is Hartley?" This question fol- lowed as soon as all grew clear. Sleep had tran- quilized her state, and restored a measure of just perception. Stepping from the bed, she went from the room and passed silently down stairs. A light still burned in the parlor where she had left her husband some hours before, and streamed out through the partly opened door. She stood for some moments, listening, but there was no sound of life within. A sudden fear crept into her heart. Her hand shook as she laid it upon the door and pressed it open. Stepping within, she glanced around with a frightened air. On the sofa lay Hartley, with his face toward the light. It was wan and troubled, and the brows were contracted as if from intense pain. For some moments Irene stood looking at him ; but his eyes were shut and he lay perfectly still. She drew nearer and bent down over him. He was sleeping, but his breath came so faintly, and there was so little motion of his chest, that the thought flashed through her with an electric thrill that he might be dying ! Only by a strong effort of self-control did 110 AFTER THE STOEM. she repress a cry of fear, or keep back her hands from clasping his neck. In what a strong tide did love rush back upon her soul ! Her heart overflowed with tenderness, was oppressed with yearning. " Oh, Hartley, my husband, my dear husband !" she cried out, love, fear, grief and anguish blending wildly in her voice, as she caught him in her arms and awoke him with a rain of tears and kisses. " Irene ! Love ! Darling ! What ails you ? "Where are we ?" were the confusedly uttered sen- tences of Mr. Emerson, as he started from the sofa and, holding his young wife from him, looked into her weeping face. " Call me again ' love' and ' darling/ and I care not where we are !" she answered, in tones of pas- sionate entreaty. "Oh, Hartley, my dear, dear husband ! A desert island, with you, would be a paradise ; a paradise, without you, a weary desert ! Say the words again. Call me ' darling !' " And Bhe let her head fall upon his bosom. " God bless you !" he said, laying his hand upon her head. He was awake and clearly conscious of place and position. His voice was distinct, but tremulous and solemn. " God bless you, Irene, my wife!" "And make me worthy of your love," she re- sponded faintly. "Mutually worthy of each other," said he. "Wiser better more patient and forbearing. THE RECONCILIA TION. Ill Oh, Irene," and his voice grew deep and tender, " why may we not be to each other all that our hearts desire?" " We can we muft we will !" she answered, lifting her hidden face from his bosom and turning it up fondly to his. " God helping me, I will be to you a better wife in the future." "And I a more patient, loving, and forbearing husband," he replied. " Oh that our hearts might beat together as one heart !" For a little while Irene continued to gaze into her husband's countenance with looks of the ten- derest love, and then hid her face on his bosoin again. And thus were they again reconciled. CHAPTER X. 4.FTER THE 8TOS3T. iFTER the storm. And they were reconciled. The clouds rolled back; the sun came out again with his radiant smiles and genial warmth. But was nothing broken ? nothing lost? Did each flower in the garden of love lift its head as bravely as before ? In every storm of passion something is lost. Anger is a blind fury, who tramples ruthlessly on tenderest and holiest things. Alas for the ruin that waits upon her footsteps ! The day that followed this night of reconcil- iation had many hours of sober introversion of thought for both Emerson and his wife ; hours in which memory reproduced language, conduct and sentiments that could not be dwelt upon without painful misgivings for the future. They under- stood each other too well to make light account of things said and done, even in anger. In going over, as Irene did many times, the lan- guage used by her husband on the night before, touching their relation as man and wife, and his prerogative, she felt the old spirit of revolt arising. She tried to let her thought fall into his rational 112 AFTER THE STORM. 113 presentation of the question involving precedence, and even said to herself that he was right; but pride was strong, and kept lifting itself in her mind. She saw, most clearly, the hardest aspect of the case. It was, in her view, command and obedience. And she knew that submission was, for her, impossible. On the part of Emerson, the day's sober thought left his mind iii no more hopeful condition than that of his wife. The pain suffered in consequence of her temporary flight from home, though lessened by her return, had not subsided. A portion of con- fidence in her was lost. He felt that he had no guarantee for the future; that at any moment, in the heat of passion, she might leave him again. He remembered, too distinctly, her words on the night before, when he tried to make her compre- hend his view of the relation between man and wife " That will not suit me, Hartley." And he felt that she was in earnest ; that she would resist every effort he might make to lead and control as a man in certain things, just as she had done from the beginning. In matrimonial quarrels you cannot kiss and make up again, as children do, forgetting all the stormy past in the sunshiny present. And this was painfully clear to both Hartley and Irene, as she, alone in her chamber, and he, alone in his office, pondered, on that day of reconciliation, the past and the future. Yet each resolved to be more 114 AFTER THE STORM. forbearing and less exacting ; to be emulous of con- cession, rather than exaction ; to let love, uniting with reason, hold pride and self-will in close sub- mission. Their meeting, on Hartley's return home, at his usual late hour in the afternoon, was tender, but not full of the joyous warmth of feeling that often showed itself. Their hearts were not light enough for ecstasy. But they were marked in their atten- tions to each other, emulous of affectionate words and actions, yielding and considerate. And yet this mutual, almost formal, recognition of a recent state of painful antagonism left on each mind a feeling of embarrassment, checked words and sen- tences ere they came to utterance, and threw amid their pleasant talks many intermittent pauses. Often through the day had Mr. Emerson, as he dwelt on the unhappy relation existing between himself and his wife, made up his mind to renew the subject of their true position to each other, as briefly touched upon in their meeting of the night before, and as often changed his purpose, in fear of another rupture. Yet to him it seemed of the first importance that this matter, as a basis of future peace, should be settled between them, and settled at once. If he held one view and she another, and both were sensitive, quick-tempered and tenacious of individual freedom, fierce antagonism might occur at any moment. He had come home inclined to the affirmative side of the question, and many AFTER THE STORM. 115 times during the evening it was on his lips to intro- duce the subject. But he was so sure that it would prove a theme of sharp discussion, that he had not the courage to risk the consequences. There was peace again after this conflict, but it was not, by any means, a hopeful peace. It had no well-considered basis. The causes which had produced a struggle were still in existence, and liable to become active, by provocation, at any moment. No change had taken place in the cha- racters, dispositions, temperaments or general views of life in either of the parties. Strife had ceased between them only in consequence of the pain it involved. A deep conviction of this fact so sobered the mind of Mr. Emerson, and altered, in conse- quence, his manner toward Irene, that she felt its reserve and coldness as a rebuke that chilled the warmth of her tender impulses. And this manner did not greatly change as the days and weeks moved onward. Memory kept too vividly in the mind of Emerson that one act, and the danger of its repetition on some sudden provo- cation. He could not feel safe and at ease with his temple of peace built close to a slumbering volcano, which was liable at any moment to blaze forth and bury its fair proportions in lava and ashes. Irene did not comprehend her husband's state of mind. She felt painfully the change in his man- ner, but failed in reaching the true cause. Some- times she attributed his coldness to resentment; 116 AFTER THE STORM. sometimes to defect of love ; and sometimes to a settled determination on his part to inflict punish- ment. Sometimes she spent hours alone, weeping over these sad ruins of her peace, and sometimes, in a spirit of revolt, she laid down for herself a line of conduct intended to react against her husband. But something in his calm, kind, self-reliant man- ner, when she looked into his face, broke down her purpose. She was afraid of throwing herself against a rock which, while standing immovable, might bruise her tender limbs or extinguish life in the strong concussion. CHAPTER XI. A NEW ACQUAINTANCE. |OTH Emerson and his wife came up from this experience changed in themselves and toward each other. A few days had matured them beyond what might have been looked for in as many years. Life suddenly put on more sober hues, and the future laid off its smiles and beckonings onward to greener fields and mountain- heights of felicity. There was a certain air of manly self-confidence, a firmer, more deliberate way of expressing himself on all subjects, and an evidence of mental clearness and strength, which gave to Irene the impression of power and supe- riority not wholly agreeable to her self-love, yet awakening emotions of pride in her husband when she contrasted him with other men. As a man among men, he was, as he had ever been, her beau ideal ; but as a husband, she felt a daily increasing spirit of resistance and antagonism, and it required constant watchfulness over herself to prevent this feeling from exhibiting itself in act. On the part of Emerson, the more he thought about this subject of the husband's relative duties and prerogatives thought as a man and as a law- 117 118 AFTER THE STORM. yer the more strongly did he feel about it, and the more tenacious of his assumed rights did he be- come. Matters which seemed in the beginning of such light importance as scarcely to attract his at- tention, now loomed up before him as things of moment. Thus, if he spoke of their doing some particular thing in a certain way, and Irene sug- gested a different way, instead of yielding to her view, he would insist upon his own. If she tried to show him a reason why her way was best, he would give no weight to her argument or repre- sentation. On the other hand, it is but just to say that he rarely opposed her independent suggestions or interfered with her freedom ; and if she had been as considerate toward him, the danger of trouble would have been lessened. It is the little foxes that spoil the tender grapes, and so it is the little reactions of two spirits against each other that spoil the tender blossoms of love and destroy the promised vintage. Steadily, day by day, and week by week, were these light reac- tions raarring the happiness of our undisciplined young friends, and destroying in them germ after germ, and bud after bud, which, if left to growth and development, would have brought forth ripe, luscious fruit in the later summer of their lives. Trifles, light as air were noticed, and their import- ance magnified. Words, looks, actions, insignifi- cant in themselves, were made to represent states of will or antagonism which really had no existence. A NEW ACQUAINTANCE. 1 1 9 Unhappily for their peace, Irene had a brood- ing disposition. She held in her memory utter- ances and actions forgotten by her husband, and, by dwelling upon, magnified and gave them an im- portance to which they were not entitled. Still more unhappily for their peace, Irene met about this time, and became attached to, a lady of fine intellectual attainments and fascinating manners, who was an extremist in opinion on the subject of sexual equality. She was married, but to a man greatly her inferior, though possessing some literary talent, which he managed to turn to better account than she did her finer powers. He had been at- tracted by her brilliant qualities, and in approach- ing her scorched his wings, and ever after lay at her feet. She had no very high respect for him, but found a husband on many accounts a conve- nient thing, and so held on to the appendage. If he had been man enough to remain silent on the themes she was so fond of discussing on all occa- sions, people of common sense and common percep- tion would have respected him for what he was worth. But he gloried in his bondage, and rattled his chains as gleefully as if he were discoursing sweet music. What she announced oracularly, he attempted to demonstrate by bald and feeble argu- ments. He was the false understanding to her perverted will. The name of this lady was Mrs. Talbot. Irene met her soon after her marriage and removal to 120 AFTER THE STORM. New York, and was charmed with her from the beginning. Mr. Emerson, on the contrary, liked neither her nor her sentiments, and considered her a dangerous friend for his wife. He expressed 'himself freely in regard to her at the commence- ment of the intimacy ; but Irene took her part so warmly, and used such strong language in her favor, that Emerson deemed it wisest not to create new sentiments in her favor out of opposition to himself. Within a week from that memorable Christmas day on which Irene came back from Ivy Cliff, Mrs. Talbot, who had taken a fancy to the spirited, in- dependent, undisciplined wife of Emerson, called in to see her new friend. Irene received her cor- dially. She was, in fact, of all her acquaintances, the one she most desired to meet. " I'm right glad you thought of making me a call," said Mrs. Emerson, as they sat down to- gether. " I've felt as dull all the morning as an anchorite." ''You dull!" Mrs. Talbot affected surprise, as she glanced round the tasteful room in which they were sitting. " What is there to cloud your mind? With such a home and such a husband as you pos- sess life ought to be one long, bright holiday." " Good things in their way," replied Mrs. Emer- son. " But not everything." She said this in a kind of thoughtless deference to Mrs. Talbot's known views on the subject of A NEW ACQUAINTANCE. 121 homes and husbands, which she had not hesitated to call women's prisons" and women's jailers. " Indeed ! And have you made that discovery?" Mrs. Talbot laughed a low, gurgling sort of laugh, leaning, at the same time, in a confidential kind of way, closer to Mrs. Emerson. " Discovery !" "Yes." " It is no discovery," said Mrs. Emerson. "The fact is self-evident. There is much that a woman needs for happiness beside a home and a husband." " Right, my young friend, right !" Mrs. Tal- bot's manner grew earnest. u No truer words were ever spoken. Yes yes a woman needs a great deal more than these to fill the measure of her happiness ; and it is through the attempt to restrict and limit her to such poor substitutes for a world- wide range and freedom that she has been so dwarfed in mental stature, and made the unhappy creature and slave of man's hard ambition and indomitable love of power. There were Amazons of old as the early Greeks knew to their cost strong, self-reliant, courageous women, who ac- knowledged no human superiority. Is the Ama- zonian spirit dead in the earth ? Not so ! It is alive, and clothing itself with will, power and per- sistence. Already it is grasping the rein, and the mettled steed stands impatient to feel the rider's impulse in the saddle. The cycle of woman's degradation and humiliation is completed. A new 122 AFTER THE STORM. era in the world's social history has dawned for her, and the mountain-tops are golden with the coming day." Irene listened w T ith delight and even enthusiasm to these sentiments, uttered with ardor and elo- quence. " It is not woman's fault, taking her in the ag- gregate, that she is so weak in body and mind, and such a passive slave to man's will," continued Mrs. Talbot. " In the retrocession of races toward bar- barism mere muscle, in which alone man is su- perior to woman, prevailed. Physical strength set itself up as master. Might made right. And so unhappy woman was degraded below man, and held to the earth, until nearly all independent life has been crushed out of her. As civilization has lifted nation after nation out of the dark depths of barbarism, the condition of woman physically has been improved. For the sake of his children, if from no better motive, man has come to treat his wife with a more considerate kindness. If she is still but the hewer of his wood and the drawer of his water, he has, in many cases, elevated her to the position of dictatress in these humble affairs. He allows her ' help !' But, mentally and socially, he continues to degrade her. In law she is scarcely recognized, except as a criminal. She is punished if she does wrong, but has no legal protection in her rights as an independent human being. She is only man's shadow. The public opinion that affects A NEW ACQUAINTANCE. 123 her is made by him. The earliest literature of a country is mail's expression ; and in this man's view of woman is always apparent. The senti- ment is repeated generation after generation, and age after age, until the barbarous idea comes down, scarcely questioned, to the days of high civiliza- tion, culture and refinement. " Here, my young friend, you have the simple story of woman's degradation in this age of the world. Now, so long as she submits, man will hold her in fetters. Power and dominion are sweet. If a man cannot govern a state, he will be content to govern a household but govern he will, if he can find anywhere submissive subjects." " He is born a tyrant; that I have always felt," said Mrs. Emerson. " You see it in a family of sisters and brothers. The boys always attempt to rule their sisters, and if the latter do not submit, then comes discord and contention." " I have seen this in hundreds of instances," re- plied Mrs. Talbot. " It was fully illustrated in my own case. I had two brothers, who undertook to exercise their love of domineering on me. But they did not find a passive subject no, not by any means. I was never obedient to their will, for I had one of my own. We made the house often a bedlam for our poor mother ; but I never gave way no, not for an instant, come what might. I had different stuff in me from that of common girls, and in time the boys were glad to let me alone." 124 AFTER THE STORM. 'Are your brothers living?" asked Mrs. Emerson. " Yes. One resides in New York, and the other in Boston. One is a merchant, the other a phy- sician." " How was it as you grew older ?" " About the same. They are like nearly all men despisers of woman's intellect." Irene sighed, and, letting her eyes fall to the floor, sat lost in thought for some moments. The suggestions of her friend were not producing agreeable states of mind. " They reject the doctrine of an equality in the sexes?" said Mrs. Emerson. " Of course. All men do that," replied Mrs. Talbot. " Your husband among the rest ?" "Talbot? Oh, he's well enough in his way!" The lady spoke lightly, tossing her head in a man- ner that involved both indifference and contempt. " I never take him into account when discussing these matters. That point was settled between us long and long ago. We jog on without trouble. Talbot thinks as I do about the women or pre- tends that he does, which is all the same." "A rare exception to the general run of hus- bands," said Irene, thinking at the same time how immeasurably superior Mr. Emerson was to this weakling, and despising him in her heart for sub- mitting to be ruled by a woman. Thus nature and A NEW ACQUAINTANCE. 125 true perception spoke in her, even while she was seeking to blind herself by false reasonings. " Yes, he's a rare exception ; and it's well for us both that it is so. If he were like your husband, for instance, one of us would have been before the legislature for a divorce within twelve months of our marriage night." " Like my husband ! What do you mean ?" Mrs. Emerson drew herself up, with half real and half affected surprise. " Oh, he's one of your men who have positive |ualities about them strong in intellect and will." Irene felt pleased with the compliment bestoM r ed upon her husband. " But wrong in his ideas of woman." " How do you know ?" asked Irene. "How do I know? As I know all men with whom I come in contact. I probe them." " And you have probed my husband ?" " Undoubtedly." " And do not regard him as sound on this sub- ject?" " No sounder than other men of his class. He regards woman as man's inferior." " I think you state the case too strongly," said Mrs. Emerson, a red spot burning on her cheek. " He thinks them mentally different." " Of course he does." " But not different as to superiority and inferior- ity," replied Irene. 12G AFTER THE STORM. " Mere hair-splitting, my child. If they aro mentally different, one must be more highly organ- ized than the other, and of coarse, superior. Mr. Emerson thinks a man's rational powers stronger than a woman's, and that, therefore, he must direct in affairs generally, and she follow his lead. I know; I've talked with and drawn him out on this subject." Mrs. Emerson sighed again faintly, while her eyes dropped from the face of her visitor and sunk to the floor. A shadow was falling on her spirit a weight coming down with a gradually increasing pressure upon her heart. She remembered the night of her return from Ivy Cliff and the lan- guage then used by her husband on this very sub- ject, which was mainly in agreement with the range of opinions attributed to him by Mrs. Talbot. " Marriage, to a spirited woman," she remarked, in a pensive undertone, " is a doubtful experiment." "Always," returned her friend. "As woman stands now in the estimate of man, her chances for happiness are almost wholly on the side of old- maidisin. Still, freedom is the price of struggle and combat; and woman will first have to show, in actual strife, that she is the equal of her present lord." " Then you would turn every home into a battle- field?" said Mrs. Emerson. " Every home in which there is a tyrant and an oppressor," was the prompt answer. " Many fair A NEW ACQUAINTANCE. 127 lands, in all ages, have been trampled down ruth- lessly by the iron feet of war ; and that were better ; as the price of freedom, than slavery." Irene sighed again, and was again silent. " What," she asked, " if the oppressor is so much stronger than the oppressed that successful resist- ance is impossible? that with every struggle the links of the chain that binds her sink deeper into her quivering flesh ?" " Every age and every land have seen noble martyrs in the cause of freedom. It is better to die for liberty than live an ignoble slave," answered the tempter. "And I will die a free woman." This Irene said in her heart. CHAPTER XII. IN BONDS. .ENTIMENTS like these, coming to Irene aa -y* they did while she was yet chafing under a ' " recent collision with her husband, and while the question of submission was yet an open one, were near proving a quick-match to a slum- bering mine in her spirit, and had not her husband been in a more passive state than usual, there might have been an explosion which would have driven them asunder with such terrific force that reunion must have been next to impossible. It would have been well if their effects had died with the passing away of that immediate danger. But as we think so we incline to act. Our senti- ments are our governors ; and of all imperious tyrants, false sentiments are the most ruthless. The beautiful, the true, the good they trample out of the heart with a fiery malignity that knows no touch of pity ; for the false is the bitter enemy of the true and makes with it no terms of amity. The coldness which had followed their reconcili- ation might have gradually given way before the warmth of genuine love, if Irene had been left to the counsels of her own heart ; if there had beea 128 *# BONDS. 129 no enemy to her peace, like Mrs. Talbot, to throw in wild, vague thoughts of oppression and freedom among the half-developed opinions which were forming in her mind. As it was, a jealous scru- tiny of words and actions took the place of that tender confidence which was coming back to Irene's heart, and she became watchfully on the alert ; not, as she might have been, lovingly ministrant. Only a few days were permitted to elapse after the call of this unsafe friend before Irene returned the visit, and spent two hours with her, conning over the subject of woman's rights and woman's wrongs. Mrs. Talbot introduced her to writers on the vexed question, who had touched the theme with argument, sarcasm, invective and bold, bril- liant, specious generalities ; read to her from their books ; commented on their deductions, and uttered sentiments on the subject of reform and resistance as radical as the most extreme. " We must agitate we must act we must do good deeds of valor and self-sacrifice for our sex,"' she said, in her enthusiastic way. " Every woman, whether of high or low condition, of humble pow- ers or vigorous intellect, has a duty to perform, and she is false to the honor and rights of her sex if she do not array herself on the side of freedom. You have great responsibilities resting upon you, my young friend. I say it soberly, even solemnly. Responsibilities which may not be disregarded without evil consequences to yourself and others. 130 AFTER THE STORM. You are young, clear-thoughted and resolute have will, purpose and endurance. You are mar- ried to a young man destined, I think, to make his mark in the world ; but, as I have said before, a false education has given him erroneous ideas on this great and important subject. Now what is your duty ?" The lady paused as if for an answer. " What is your duty, my dear young friend ?" she repeated. " I will answer for you," she continued. " Your duty is to be true to yourself and to your sisters in bonds." " In bonds ! / in bonds !" Mrs. Talbot touched her to the quick. "Are you a free woman?" The inquiry was calmly made. Irene started to the floor and moved across the room, then turned and came back again. Her checks burned and her eyes flashed. She stood before Mrs. Talbot and looked at her steadily. " The question has disturbed you ?" said the lady. " It has," was the brief answer. " Why should it disturb you ?' Irene did not answer. " I can tell you." " Say on." " You are in bonds, and feel the fetters." " Mrs. Talbot !" " It is so, my poor child, and you know it as IN BONDS. 131 well as I do. From the beginning of our acquaint- ance I have seen this ; and more than once, in our various conversations, you have admitted the fact." " I ?" " Yes, you." Irene let her thoughts run back through the sen- timents and opinions which she had permitted her- self to utter in the presence of her friend, to see if she had so fully betrayed herself. She could not recall the distinct language, but it was plain that Mrs. Talbot had her secret, and therefore reserve on the subject was useless. " Well," she said, after standing for some time before Mrs. Talbot, " if I am in bonds, it is not because I do not worship freedom." " I know that," was the quickly-spoken answer. " And it is because I wish to see you a free wonjan that I point to your bonds. Now is the time to break thefn now, before years have increased their strength now, before habit has made tyranny a part of your husband's nature. He is your ruler, because the social senfiment is in favor of manly domination. There is hope for you now, and now only. You must begin the work of reaction while both are young. Let your husband understand, from this time, that you are his equal. It may go a little hard at first. He will, without doubt, hold on to the reins, for power is sweet ; but if tbt-re be true love for you in his heart, he will yield in the struggle, and make you his companion and equal, 132 AFTER THE STORM. as you should be. If his love be not genuine, why" She checked herself. It might be going a step too far with her young friend to utter the thought that was coming to her lips. Irene did not ques- tion her as to what more she was about to say. There was stimulus enough in the words already spoken. She felt all the strength of her nature rising into opposition. " Yes, I will be free," she said in her heart. " I will be his equal, not his slave." " It may cost you some pain in the beginning," resumed the tempter. " I am not afraid of pain," said Irene. " A brave heart spoke there. I wish we had more on our side with the stuff you are made of. There would be hope of a speedier reform than is now promised." "Heaven send the reform right early! It can- not come a day too soon." Irene spoke with rising ardor. " It will be our own fault," said Mrs. Talbot, " if we longer bow our necks to the yoke or move obedient to our task-masters. Let us lay the axe to the very root of this evil and hew it down." " Even if we are crushed by the tree in falling," responded Irene, in the spirit of a martyr. From this interview our wrong-directed young friend went home with more clearly defined pur- poses touching her conduct toward her husbaud IN BONDS. 133 than she had hitherto entertained. She saw him in a new aspect, and in a character more definitely outlined. He loomed up in more colossal propor- tions, and put on sterner features. All disguises were thrown away, and he stood forth, not a lov- ing husband, but the tyrant of her home. Weak, jealous, passion-tost child ! how this strong, sel- willed, false woman of the world had bewildered her thoughts, and pushed her forth into an arena of strife, where she could only beat about blindly, and hurt herself and others, yet accomplish no good. From her interview with Mrs. Talbot, Irene went home, bearing more distinct ideas of resist- ance in her mind. In this great crisis of her life she felt that she needed just such a friend, who could give direction to her striving spirit, and clothe for her in thoughts the native impulses that she knew only as a love of freedom. Sho believed now that she understood herself better than before, and comprehended more clearly her duties and responsibilities. It was in this mood of mind that she met her husband when he returned in the afternoon from his office. Happily for them, he was in a quiet, non-resistant state, and in a special good-humor with himself and the world. Professional matter? had shaped themselves to his wishes, and left hL mind at peace. Irene had, in consequence, every- thing pretty much her own way. Hartley did not 134 AFTER THE STORM. fail to notice a certain sharpness of manner about her, and a certain spiciness of sentiment when the subject of their intermittent talks verged on themes relating to women ; but he felt no inclination what- ever for argument or opposition, and so hei> arrows struck a polished shield, and went gracefully and harmlessly aside. " Shall we go and have a merry laugh with Mat- thews to-night ?" said Hartley, as they sat at the tea-table. " I feel just in the humor." " No, I thank you," replied Irene, curtly. " I don't incline to the laughing mood, just now." " Laughing is contagious," suggested Hartley. " I shall not take the infection to-night." And ehe balanced her little head with the perpendicu- larity of a plumb-line. " Can't I persuade you ?'' He was in a real good-humor, and smiled as he said this. t{ No, sir. You may w r aive both argument and persuasion. I am in earnest." " And when a woman is in earnest you might as well essay to move the Pillars of Hercules." "You might as well in my case," answered Irene, without any softening of tone or features. " Then I shall not attempt, after a hard day's work, a task so difficult. I am in a mood for resk and quiet," said the young husband. ' f Perhaps," he resumed, after a little pause, " you may feel somewhat musical. There is to l>e a vocal and instrumental concert to-night. What IN BONDS. 135 say you fo going- there? I think I could enjoy some good ainging, mightily." Irene closed her lips firmly, and shook her head. " Not musically inclined this evening ?" " No," she replied. " Got a regular stay-at-home feeling?" "Yes." " Enough," said Hartley, with unshadowed good- humor, " \ve will stay at home." And he sung a snatch of the familiar song " There's no place like home," rising, as he did so, from the table, and offering Irene his arm. She could do no less than accept the courtesy, and so they went up to their cozy sitting-room arm-in- arm he chatty, and she almost silent. " What's the matter, petty ?" he asked, in a fond way, after trying for some time, but in vain, td draw her out into pleasant conversation. " Ain't you well to-night ?" Now, so far as her bodily state was concerned, Irene never felt better in her life. So she could not plead indisposition. " I feel well," she replied, glancing up into her husband's face in a cold, embarrassed kind of way. " Then your looks belie your condition that's all. If it isn't the body, it must be the mind. What's gone wrong, darling?" The tenderness in Hartley's tones was genuine, and the heart of Irene leaped to his voice with a responsive throe. But was he not her master and 136 AFTER THE STORM. tyrant? How that thought chilled the sweet impulse ! " Nothing wrong," she answered, with a sadness of tone which she was unable to conceal. " But I feel dull, and cannot help it." "You should have gone with me to laugh with Matthews. He would have shaken all these cob- webs from your brain. Come! it is not yet too late." But the rebel spirit was in her heart ; and to have acceded to her husband's wishes would have been to submit herself to control. " You must excuse me," she replied. " I feel as if home were the better place for me to-night." An impatient answer was on her tongue; hut she checked its utterance, and spoke from a better spirit. Not even as a lover had Hartley shown more considerate tenderness than marked all his conduct toward Irene this evening. His mind was in a clear-seeing region, and his feelings tranquil. The sphere of her antagonism failed to reach him. He did not understand the meaning of her opposition to his wishes, and so pride, self-love and self-will remained quiescent. How peacefully unconscious was he of the fact that his feet were standing over a mine, and that a single spark of passion struck from him would have sprung that mine in fierce explosion ! He read to Irene from a volume which he knew to be a favorite ; talked to her about Ivy IN BONDS. 137 Cliff and her father ; suggested an early visit to the pleasant old river home; and thus charmed away the evil spirits which had found a lodgment in her bosom. But how different it might have been ! CHAPTER XIII. THE REFORMERS. >OCIAL theories that favor our passions, pe- -,-. culiarities, defects of character or weaknesses ' " are readily adopted, and, with minds of an ardent temper, often become hobbies. There is a class of persons who are never content with riding their own hobbies ; they must have others mount with them. All the world is going wrong because it moves past them trotting, pacing or galloping, as it may be, upon its own hobbies. And so they try to arrest this movement or that, or, gathering a company of aimless people, they galvanize them with their own wild purposes, and start them forth into the world on Quixotic er- rands. These persons are never content to wait for tne slow changes that are included in all orderly devel- opments. Because a thing seems right to them in the abstract, it must be done now. They cannot wait for old things to pass away, as preliminary to the inauguration of what is new. " If I had the power," we have heard one of this class say, " evil and sorrow and pain should cease from the earth in a moment." And in saying this THE REFORMERS. 139 the thought was not concealed that God had this power, but failed to exercise it. With them no questions of expediency, no regard for time-en- dowed prejudices, no weak spirit of waiting, no looking for the fullness of time could have any influence. What they willed to be done must be done now ; and they were impatient and angry at every one who stood in their way or opposed their theories. In most cases, you will find these " reformers," as they generally style themselves, governed more by a love of ruling and influencing others than by a spirit of humanity. They are one-sided people, and can only see one side of a subject in clear light. It matters little to them what is destroyed, so that they can build. If they possess the gift of lan- guage, either as writers or talkers have wit, bril- liancy and sarcasm they make disciples of the less gifted, and influence larger or smaller circles of men and women. Flattered by this homage to their talents, they grow more ardent in the cause which they have espoused, and see, or affect to see, little else of any importance in the world. They do some good and much harm. Good, in drawing general attention to social evils that need reform- ing evil, in causing weak people to forget common duties in their ambition to set the world right. There is always danger in breaking suddenly away from the regular progression of things and taking the lead in some new and antagonistic move- 140 AFTER THE STORM. ment. Such things must and will be; but they who set up for social reformers must be men and women of pure hearts, clear minds and the broadest human sympathies. They must be lovers of their kind, not lovers of themselves ; brave as patriots, not as soldiers of fortune who seek for booty and renown. Not many of these true reformers all honor to them ! are found among the noisy coteries that infest the land and turn so many foolish people away from real duties. One of the dangers attendant on association with the class to which we refer lies in the fact that they draw around them certain free-thinking, sensual personages, of no very stable morality, who are ready for anything that 'gives excitement to their morbid conditions of mind. Social disasters, of the saddest kind, are constantly occurring through this cause. Men and women become at first un- settled in their opinions, then unsettled in their conduct, and finally throw off all virtuous restraint. Mrs. Talbot, the new friend of Mrs. Emerson, belonged to the better sort of reformers in one respect. She was a pure-minded woman ; but this did not keep her out of the circle of those who were of freer thought and action. Being an extremist on the subject of woman's social position, she met and assimilated with others on the basis of a com- mon sentiment. This threw her in contact with many from whom she would have shrunk with THE REFOEMEBS. 141 instinctive aversion had she Known their true quality. Still, the evil to her was a gradual wear- ing away, by the power of steady attrition, of old, true, conservative ideas in regard to the binding force of marriage. There was always a great deal said on this subject, in a light way, by persons for whose opinions on other subjects she had the highest respect, and this had its influence. Insensibly her views and feelings changed, until she found herself, in some cases, the advocate of sentiments that once would have been rejected with instinctive repug- nance.' This was the woman who was about acquiring a strong influence over the undisciplined, self-willed and too self-reliant young wife of Hartley Emer- son ; and this was the class of personages among whom her dangerous friend was about introducing her. At the house of Mrs. Talbot, where Irene became a frequent visitor, she met a great many brilliant, talented and fascinating people, of whom she often spoke to her husband, for she was too independent to have any concealments. She knew that he did not like Mrs. Talbot, but this rather inclined her to a favorable estimation, and really led to a more frequent intercourse than would otherwise have been the case. Once a week Mrs. Talbot held a kind of conver- sazione, at which brilliant people and people with hobbies met to hear themselves talk. Mr. and Mrs. Emerson had a standing invitation to be pres- 142 AFTER THE STORM. ent at these reunions, and, as Irene wished to go, her husband saw it best not to interpose obstacles. Besides, as he knew that she went to Mrs. Talbot's often in the day-time, and met a good many people there, he wished to see for himself who they were, and judge for himself as to their quality. Of the men who frequented the parlors of Mrs. Talbot, the larger number had some prefix to their names, as Professor, Doctor, Major, or Colonel. Most of the ladies were of a decidedly literary turn some had written books, some were magazine contrib- utors, one was a physician, and one a public lec- turer. Nothing against them in all this, but much to their honor if their talents and acquirements were used for the common good. The themes of conversation at these weekly gath- erings were varied, but social relations and social reform were in most cases the leading topics. Two or three evenings at Mrs. Talbot's were enough to satisfy Mr. Emerson that the people who met there were not of a character to exercise a good influence upon his wife. But how was he to keep her from associations that evidently presented strong attrac- tions ? Direct opposition he feared to make, for the experience of a few months had been sufficient to show him that she would resist all attempts on his part to exercise a controlling influence. He tried at first to keep her away by feigning slight indisposition, or weariness, or disinclination to go out, and so lead her to exercise some self- THE REFORMERS. 14,'3 denial for his sake. But her mind was too firmly bent on going to be turned so easily from its pur- pose ; she did not consider trifles like these of suffi- cient importance to interfere with the pleasures of an evening at one of Mrs. Talbot's conversaziones. Mr. Emerson felt hurt at his wife's plain disregard of his comfort and wishes, and said within himself, with bitterness of feeling, that she was heartless. One day, at dinner-time, he said to her " I shall not be able to go to Mrs. Talbot's to- night." " Why ?" Irene looked at her husband in sur- prise, and with a shade of disappointment on her countenance. " I have business of importance with a gentleman who resides in Brooklyn, and have promised to meet him at his house this evening." " You might call for me on your return," said Irene. " The time of my return will be uncertain. I cannot now tell how late I may be detained in Brooklyn." " I'm sorry." And Irene bent down her eyes in a thoughtful way. " I promised Mrs. Talbot to be there to-night," she added. " Mrs. Talbot will excuse you when she knows why you were absent." " I don't know about that," said Irene. " She must be a very unreasonable woman," re- marked Emerson. 144 AFTER THE STORM " That doesn't follow. You could take me there, and Mrs. Talbot find me an escort home." " Who ?" Emerson knit his brows and glanced sharply at his wife. The suggestion struck him unpleasantly. " Major Willard, for instance;" and she smiled in a half-amused, half-mischievous way. " You cannot be in earnest, surely ?" said Em- erson. "Why not?" queried his wife, looking at her husband with calm, searching eyes. " You would not, in the first place, be present there, unaccompanied by your husband ; and, in the second place, I hardly think my wife would be seen in the street, at night, on the arm of Major Wil- lard." Mr. Emerson spoke like a man who was in earnest. " Do you know anything wrong of Major Wil- lard ?" asked Irene. " I know nothing about him, right or wrong," was replied. " But, if I have any skill in reading men, he is very far from being a fine specimen." " Why, Hartley! You have let some prejudice come in to warp your estimation." " No. I have mixed some with men, and, though my opportunity for observation has not been large, I have met two or three of your Major Willards. They are polished and attractive on the surface, but unprincipled and corrupt." THE REFORMERS. 145 " I cannot believe this of Major Willard," said Irene. " It might be safer for you to believe it," replied Hartley. " Safer ! I don't understand you ! You talk in riddles ? How safer ?" Irene showed some irritation. "Safer as to your good name/' replied her husband. " My good name is in my own keeping," said the young wife, proudly. " Then, for Heaven's sake, remain its safe cus- todian," replied Emerson. "Don't let even the shadow of a man like Major Willard fall upon it." " I am sorry to see you so prejudiced," said Irene, coldly ; " and sorry, still further, that you have so poor an opinion of your wife." "You misapprehend me," returned Hartley. " I am neither prejudiced nor suspicious. But see- ing danger in your way, as a prudent man I lift a voice of warning. I am out in the world more than you are, and see more of its worst side. My profession naturally opens to me doors of observa- tion that are shut to many. I see the inside of character, where others look only upon the fair outside." " And so learn to be suspicious of everybody," gaid Irene. " No ; only to read indices that to many others are unintelligible." 146 AFTER THE STORM. " I must learn to read them also." " It would be well if your sex and place in the WO/ld gave the right opportunity," replied Hartley. " Truly said. And that touches the main ques- tion. Women, immured as they now are, and never suffered to go out into the world unless guarded by husband, brother or discreet managing friend, will continue as weak and undiscriminating as the great mass of them now are. But, so far as I am concerned, this system is destined to change. I must be permitted a larger liberty, and oppor- tunities for independent observation. I wish to read character for myself, and make up my own mind in regard to the people I meet." "I am only sorry," rejoined her husband, "that your first effort at reading character and making up independent opinions in regard to men and principles had not found scope in another direction. I am afraid that, in trying to get close enough to the people you meet at Mrs. Talbot's for accurate observation, you will draw so near to dangerous fires as to scorch your garments." "Complimentary to Mrs. Talbot!" " The remark simply gives you my estimate ol some of her favored visitors." "And complimentary to your wife," added Irene. " My wife," said Hartley, in a serious voice, " is, like myself, young and inexperienced, and should be particularly cautious in regard to all new ac- THE REFORMERS. 147 quaintanees men or women particularly if they be some years her senior, and particularly if they show any marked desire to cultivate her acquaint- ance. People with, a large worldly experience, like most of those we have met at Mrs. Talbot's, take you and I at disadvantage. They read us through at a single sitting, while it may take u*t months, even years, to penetrate the disguises thpy know so well how to assume." "Nearly all of which, touching the pleasant people we meet at Mrs. Talbot's, is assumed," re- plied Irene, not at all moved by her husband's earnestness. " You may learn to your sorrow, when the knowledge comes too late," he responded, " that even more than I have assumed is true." " I am not in fear of the sorrow," was answered lightly. As Irene, against all argument, persuasion and remonstrance on the part of her husband, persisted in her determination to go to Mrs. Talbot's, he en- gaged a carriage to take her there and to call for her at eleven o'clock. " Come away alone," he said, with impressive earnestness, a? he parted from her. ''Don't let any courteous >ffer induce you to accept an attend- ant when you return home." CHAPTER XIV. A STARTLING EXPERIENCE. tRS. EMERSON did not feel altogether com- fortable in mind as she rode away from her door alone. She was going unattended by * her husband, and against his warmly-spoken remonstrance, to pass an evening with people of whom she knew but little, and against whom he had strong prejudices. " It were better to have remained at home," she said to herself more than once before her arrival at Mrs. Talbot's. The marked attentions she re- ceived, as well from Mrs. Talbot as from several of her guests, soon brought her spirits up to the old elevation. Among those who seemed most attracted by her was Major Willard, to whom reference has already been made. " Where is your husband ?" was almost his first inquiry on meeting her. " I do not see him in the room." " He had to meet a gentleman on business over in Brooklyn this evening," replied Irene. "Ah, business!" said the major, with a shrug, a movement of the eyebrows and a motion in the corners of his mouth which were not intelligible 148 A STARTLING EXPERIENCE. 149 i gns to Mrs. Emerson. That they meant some- thing more than he was prepared to utter in words, she was satisfied, but whether of favorable or un- favorable import touching her absent husband, she could not tell. The impression on her mind wau not agreeable, and she could not help remembering what Hartley had said about the major. " I notice," remarked the latter, " that we have several ladies here who come usually without their husbands. Gentlemen are not always attracted by the feast of reason and the flow of soul. They require something more substantial. Oysters and terrapin are nearer to their fancy." " Not more to my husband's fancy," replied Mrs. Emerson, in a tone of vindication, as well as re- buke at such freedom of speech. " Beg your pardon a thousand times, madam !" returned Major Willard, " if I have even seemed to speak lightly of one who holds the honored position of your husband. Nothing could have been- farther from my thought. I was only trifling." Mrs. Emerson smiled her forgiveness, and the major became more polite and attentive than be- fore. But his attentions were not wholly agree- able. Something in the expression of his eyes as he looked at her produced an unpleasant repulsion. She was constantly remembering some of the cau- tions spoken by Hartley in reference to this man, and she wished scores of times that he would turn 150 AFTER THE STORM. his attentions to some one else. But the major eeemed to have no eyes for any other lady in the room. In spite of the innate repulsion to which we have referred, Mrs. Emerson was nattered by the polished major's devotion of himself almost wholly to her during the evening, and she could do no less in return than make herself as agreeable as possible. At eleven o'clock she had notice that her car- riage was at the door. The major was by, and heard the communication. So, when she came down from the dressing-room, he was waiting for her in the hall, ready cloaked and gloved. " No, Major Willard, I thank you," she said, on his making a movement to accompany her. She spoke very positively. " I cannot see you go home unattended." And the major bowed with graceful politeness. " Oh no," said Mrs. Talbot. " You must not leave my house alone. Major, I shall expect you to attend my young friend." It was in vain that Mrs. Emerson objected and remonstrated, the gallant major would listen to nolLing; and so, perforce, she had to yield. After handing her into the carriage, he spoke a word or two in an undertone to the driver, and then entering, took his place by her side. Mrs. Emerson felt strangely uncomfortable and embarrassed, and shrunk as far from her companion A STARTLING EXPERIENCE. 151 as the narrow space they occupied would permit; while he, it seemed to her, approached as she re- ceded. There was a different tone in his voice when he spoke as the carriage moved away from any she had noticed heretofore. He drew his face near to hers in speaking, but the rattling of the wheels made hearing difficult. He had, during the evening, referred to a star actress then occupy- ing public attention, of whom some scandalous things had been said, and declared his belief in her innocence. To Mrs. Emerson's surprise almost disgust his first remark after they were seated in the carriage was about this actress. Irene did not respond to his remark. " Did you ever meet her in private circles ?" he tiext inquired. " No, sir," she answered, coldly. " I have had that pleasure/' said Major Willard. There was no responsive word. " She is a most fascinating woman," continued the major. " That Juno-like beauty which so dis- tinguishes her on the stage scarcely shows itself in the drawing-room. On the stage she is queenly in private, soft, voluptuous and winning as a houri. I don't wonder that she has crowds of admirers." The major's face was close to that of his com- panion, who felt a wild sense of repugnance, so strong as to be almost suffocating. The carriage bounded as the wheels struck an inequality in the 152 AFTER THE STORM. street, throwing them together with a slight con- cussion. The major laid his hand upon that of Mrs. Emerson, as if to support her. But she in- stantly withdrew the hand he had presumed to touch. He attempted the same familiarity again, but she placed both hands beyond the possibility of accidental or designed contact with his, and shrank still closer into the corner of the carriage, while her heart fluttered and a tremor ran through her frame. Major Willard spoke again of the actress, but Mrs. Emerson made no reply. "Where are we going?" she asked, after the lapse of some ten minutes, glancing from the win- dow and seeing, instead of the tall rows of stately houses which lined the streets along the whole dis- tance between Mrs. Talbot's residence and her own house, mean-looking tenements. " The driver knows his route, I presume," was answered. " This is not the way, I am sure," said Mrs. Emerson, a slight quiver of alarm in her voice. "Our drivers know the shortest cuts," replied the major, "and these do not always lead through (he most attractive quarters of the town." Mrs. Emerson shrunk back again in her seat and was silent. Her heart was throbbing with a vague fear. Suddenly the carriage stopped and the driver alighted. " This is not my home," said Mrs. Emerson, aa A STARTLING EXPERIENCE. 153 the driver opened the door, and the major stepped out upon the pavement. "Oh, yes. This is No. 240 L street. Yes, ma'am," added the driver, "this is the number that the gentleman told me/' " What gentleman ?" asked Mrs. Emerson. " This gentleman, if you please, ma'am." " Drive me home instantly, or this may cost you dear!" said Mrs. Emerson, in as stern a voice as surprise and fear would permit her to assume. " Madam " Major Willard commenced speak- ing. " Silence, sir! Shut the door, driver, and take me home instantly !" The major made a movement as if he were about to enter the carriage, when Mrs. Emerson said, in a low, steady, threatening voice "At your peril, remain outside! Driver, shut the door. If you permit that man to enter, my husband will hold you to a strict account." " Stand back !" exclaimed the driver, in a reso- lute voice. But the major was not to be put off in this way. Fie did not move from the open door of the car- riage. In the next moment the driver's vigorous arm had hurled him across the pavement. The door was shut, the box mounted and the carriage whirled away, before the astonished man could rise, half stunned, from the place where he fell. A ] 54 AFTER THE STORM. few low, bitter, impotent curses fell from his lips, and then he walked slowly away, muttering threats of vengeance. It was nearly twelve o'clock when Irene reached home. " You are late," said her husband, as she came in. " Yes," she replied, " later than I intended." " What's the matter ?" he inquired, looking at her narrowly. " Why do you ask ?" She tried to put on an air of indifference. " You look pale and your voice is dis- turbed." " The driver went through parts of the town in returning that made me feel nervous, as I thought of my lonely and unprotected situation." "Why did he do that?" "It wasn't to make the way shorter, for the di- rectest route would have brought me home ten minutes ago. I declare ! The fellow's conduct made me right nervous. I thought a dozen im- probable things." " It is the last time I will employ him," said Hartley. " How dare he go a single block away from a direct course, at this late hour?" He spoke with rising indignation. At first, Irene resolved to inform her husband of Major Willard's conduct, but it will be seen by this conversation that she had changed her mind, A STARTLING EXPERIENCE. 155 at least for the present. T*vo or three things caused her to hesitate until she could turn the matter over in her thoughts more carefully. Pride had its influence. She did not care to admit that she had been in error and Hartley right as to Major Willard. But there was a more soher as- pect of the case. Hartley was excitable, brave and strong-willed. She feared the consequences that might follow if he were informed of Major Wil- lard's outrageous conduct. A personal collision she saw to be almost inevitable in this event. Mortifying publicity, if not the shedding of blood, would, ensue. So, for the present at least, she resolved to keep her own secret, and evaded the close queries of her husband, who was considerably disturbed by the alleged conduct of the driver. One good result followed this rather startling experience. Irene said no more about attending the conversaziones of Mrs. Talbot. She did not care to meet Major Willard again, and as he was a regular visitor at Mrs. Talbot's, she couldn't go there without encountering him. Her absence on the next social evening was remarked by her new friend, who called on her the next day. " I didn't see you last night," said the agreeable Mrs. Talbot. " No, I remained at home," replied Mrs. Emer- son, the smile with which she had received her friend fading partly away. 156 AFTER THE STORM. "Not indisposed, I hope?" " No." "But your husband was ! Talk it right out, my pretty one !" said Mrs. Talbot, in a gay, bantering tone. " Indisposed in mind. He don't like the class of people one meets at my house. Men of his stamp never do." It was on the lips of Mrs. Emerson to say that there might be ground for his dislike of some who were met there. But she repressed even a remote reference to an affair that, for the gravest of reasons, she still desired to keep as her own secret. So she merely answered " The indisposition of mind was on my part." "On your part? Oh dear! That alters the ease. And, pray, what occasioned this indis- position? Not a previous mental surfeit, I hope." " Oh no. I never get a surfeit in good com- pany. But people's states vary, as you are aware. I had a stay-at-home feeling last night, and in- dulged myself." " Very prettily said, my dear. I understand you entirely, and like your frank, outspoken wav. This is always best with friends. I desire all of mine to enjoy the largest liberty to come and see me when they feel like it, and to stay away when they don't feel like coming. We had a de- lightful time. Major Willard was there. He's a charming man! Several times through the evening A STARTLING EXPERIENCE. 157 he asked for you. I "really think your absence worried him. Now, don't blush ! A handsome, accomplished man may admire a handsome and accomplished woman, without anything wrong Ixs ing involved. Because one has a husband", is she not to be spoken to or admired by other men? Nonsense ! That is the world's weak prudery, 01 rather the common social sentiment based on man's tyranny over woman." As Mrs. Talbot ran on in this strain, Mrs. Emer- son had time to reflect and school her exterior. To- ward Major Willard her feelings were those of dis- gust and detestation. Tl>e utterance of his name shocked her womanly delicacy, but when it was coupled with a sentiment of admiration for her, and an intimation of the probable existence of something reciprocal on her part, it was with diffi- culty that she could restrain a burst of indignant feeling. But her strong will helped her, and she gave no intelligible sign of what was really passing in her thoughts. The subject being al- together disagreeable, she changed it as soon as possible. In this interview with Mrs. Talbot a new im- pression in regard to her was made on the mind of Mrs. Emerson. Something impure seemed to jx;rvade the mental atmosphere with which she was surrounded, and there seemed to be things involved in what she said that shadowed a latitude in mor- als wholly outside of Christian duty. When they 158 AFTER THE STOEM. separated, much of the enthusiasm which Irene had felt for this specious, unsafe acquaintance was gone, and her power over her was in the same measure lessened. CHAPTER XV. CAPTIVATED AGAIN. UT it is not so easily escaping from a woman like Mrs. Talbot, when an acquaintanceship is once formed. In less than a week she called again, and this time in company with another lady, a Mrs. Lloyd, whom she introduced as a very dear friend. Mrs. Lloyd was a tall, spare woman, with an intellectual face, bright, restless, penetrating eyes, a clear musical voice, subdued, but winning manners. She was a little past thirty, though sickness of body or mind had stolen the bloom of early womanhood, and carried her forward, apparently, to the verge of forty. Mrs. Emerson had never before heard of this lady. But half an hour's conversation completely cap- tivated her. Mrs. Lloyd had traveled through Europe, and spoke in a familiar way of the cele- brated personages whom she had met abroad, talked of art, music and architecture, literature, artists and literary men displayed such high cul- ture and easy acquaintance with themes qaite above the range usually met with among ordinary people, that Mrs. Emerson felt really flattered with the compliment of a visit. 159 160 AFTER THE STORM. " My good friend, Mrs. Talbot," said Mrs. Lloyd, during their conversation, " has spoken of you so warmly that I could do no less than make over- tures for an acquaintance, which I trust may prove agreeable. I anticipated the pleasure of seeing you at her house last week, but was disappointed." " The interview of to-day," remarked Mrs. Tal- bot, coming in adroitly, "will only make pleasanter your meeting on to-morrow night." "At your house?" said Mrs. Lloyd. "Yes." And Mrs. Talbot threw a winning smile upon Mrs. Emerson. "You will be there?" " I think not," was replied. " Oh, but you must come, my dear Mrs. Emer- Bon ! We cannot do without you." " I have promised my husband to go out with him." "Your husband!" The voice of Mrs. Talbot betrayed too plainly her contempt of husbands. " Yes, my husband." Mrs. Emerson let her voice dwell with meaning on the word. The other ladies looked at each other for a moment or two with meaning glances ; then Mrs. Talbot remarked, in a quiet way, but with a little pleasantry in her voice, as if she were not right clear in regard to her young friend's state of feeling, "Oh dear! these husbands are dreadfully in the way, sometimes ! Haven't you found it so, Mrs. Lloyd ?" The eyes of Mrs. Emerson were turned instantly CAPTIVATED AGAIN. 161 to the face of her new acquaintance. She saw a slight change of expression in her pale face that took something from its agreeable aspect. And yet Mrs. Lloyd smiled as she answered, in a way meant to be pleasant, " They are very good in their place." " The trouble," remarked Mrs. Talbot, in reply, e influenced when off her guard. This is true in most cases of your very self-willed people, and the reason why so many of them get astray. Only conceal the hand that leads them, and you may THE IRREVOCABLE DECREE. 235 often take them "where you will. Ah, if Hartley Emerson had been wise enough, prudent enough and loving enough to have influenced aright the fine young spirit he was seeking to make one \yith his own, how different would the result have been ! In the region round about, our two young friends came in time to be known as the " Sisters of Cha- rity." It was not said of them mockingly, nor in gay depreciation, nor in mean ill-nature, but in expression of a common sentiment, that recognized their high, self-imposed mission. Thus it had been with Irene since her retu> u to the old home at Ivy Cliff. CHAPTER XXII. STRUCK VOWX. @ES, Irene had looked for this looked for it daily for now more than a year. Still it came upon her with a shock that sent a strange, wild shudder through all her being. A di- vorce ! She was less prepared for it than she had ever been. What was beyond ? Ah I that touched a chord which gave a thrill of pain. What was beyond? A new alliance, of course. Legal disabilities re- moved, Hartley Emerson would take upon himself new marriage vows. Could she say, " Yea, and amen" to this ? No, alas ! no. There was a feel- ing of intense, irrepressible anguish away down in heart-regions that lay far beyond the lead-line of prior consciousness. What did it mean ? She asked herself the question with a fainting spirit. Had she not known herself ? Were old states of tenderness, which she had believed crushed out and dead along ago, hidden away in secret places of her heart, and kept there safe from harm ? No wonder she sat pale and still, crumpling nervously that fatal document which had startled her with a new revelation of herself. There waa 235 STR UCK DO WN. 237 love in her heart still, and she knew it not. For a long time she sat like one in a dream. "God help me!" she said at length, looking around her in a wild, bewildered manner. " What does all this mean ?" There came at this moment a gentle tap at her door. She knew whose soft hand had given the sound. " Irene," exclaimed Rose Carman, as she took the hand of her friend and looked into her changed countenance, " what ails you ?" Irene turned her face partly away to get control of its expression. " Sit down, Rose," she said, as soon as she could trust herself to speak. They sat down together, Rose troubled and won- dering. Irene then handed her friend the notice which she had received. Miss Carman read it, but made no remark for some time. " It has disturbed you," she said at length, seeing that Irene continued silent. " Yes, more than I could have believed," an- swered Irene. Her voice had lost its familiar tones. ' You have expected this ?" "Yes." " I thought you were prepared for it." "And I am," replied Irene, speaking with more firmness of manner. "Expectation grows so nerv- ous, sometimes, that when the event comes it falls 238 A FTER THE STOhM. upon us with a painful shook. This is my case uow. I would have felt it less severely if it had occurred six months ago." " What will you do?" asked Kose. "Do?" " Yes." "What can I do?" " Resist the application, if you will." " But I will not," answered Irene, firmly. " He signifies his wishes in the case, and those wishes must determine everything. I will remain passive." " And let the divorce issue by default of an- Bwer?" " Yes." There was a faintness of tone which Rose could not help remarking. " Yes," Irene added, " he desires this complete separation, and I can have nothing to say in oppo- sition. I left him, and have remained ever since a stranger to his home and heart. We are nothing to each other, and yet are bound together by the strongest of bonds. Why should he not wish to be released from these bonds ? And if he desires it. I have nothing to say. We are divorced in fact why then retain the form ?" " There may be a question of the fact," said Rose. " Yes ; I understand you. We have discussed that point fully. Your view may be right, but I STRUCK DOWN. 23i; do not sec it clearly. I will at least remain pas- sive. The responsibility shall rest with him." No life or color came back to the face of Irene. She looked as cold as marble ; not cold without feeling, but with intense feeling recorded as in a piece of sculpture. There were deeds of kindness and mercy set down in the purposes of our young friend, and it was to go forth and perform them that Rose had called for Irene this morning. But only one Sister of Charity went to the field that day, and only one for many days afterward. Irene could not recover from the shock of this legal notice. It found her less prepared than she had been at any time during the last two years of separation. Her life at Ivy Cliff had not been favorable to a spirit of antagonism and accusation, nor favorable to a self-approving judgment of her- self when the past came up, as it often came, strive as she would to cover it as with a veil. She had grown in this night of suffering, less self-willed and blindly impulsive. Some scales had dropped from her eyes, and she saw clearer. Yet no re- pentance for that one act of her life, which involved a scries of consequences beyond the reach of con- jecture, had found a place in her heart. There was no looking back from this no sober question- ing as to the right or necessity which had been in- volved. There had been one great mistake so she decided the case and that was the marriage. 240 AFTER THE STORM. From this fatal error all subsequent evil was born. Months of waiting and expectation followed, and then came a decree annulling the marriage. " It is well," was the simple response of Irene when notice of the fact reached her. Not even to Rose Carman did she reveal a thought that took shape in her mind, nor betray a single emotion that trembled in her heart. If there had been less appearance of indifference less avoidance of the subject her friends would have felt more comfortable as to her state of mind. The unnatural repose of exterior was to them signifi- cant of a strife within which she wished to conceal from all eyes. About this time her true, loving friend, Miss Carman, married. Irene did not stand as one of the bridemaids at the ceremony. Rose gently hinted her wishes in the case, but Irene shrunk from the position, and her feeling was respected. The husband of Rose was a merchant, residing in New York, named Everet. After a short bridal tour she went to her new home in the city. Mr. Everet was five or six years her senior, and a man worthy to be her life-companion. No sudden at- tachment had grown up between them. Eor years they had been in the habit of meeting, and in this time the character of each had been clearly read by the other. When Mr. Everet asked the maiden's hand, it was yielded without a sign of hesitation. STRUCK DOWN. 241 The removal of Rose from the neighborhood of Ivy Cliff greatly disturbed the even-going tenor of Irene's life. It withdrew also a prop on which she had leaned often in "times of weakness, which would recur very heavily. " How can I live without you ?" she said in tears, as she sat alone with the new-made bride on the eve of her departure ; " you have been every- thing to me, Rose strength in weakness ; light, when all around was cold and dark ; a guide when I had lost my way. God bless and make you happy, darling! And he will. Hearts like yours create happiness wherever they go." " My new home will only be a few hours' dis- tant," replied Rose; " I shall see you there often." Irene sighed. She had been to the city only a few times since that sad day of separation from her husband. Could she return again and enter one of its bright social circles ? Her heart said no. But love drew her too strongly. In less than a month after Rose became the mistress of a stately mansion, Irene was her guest. This was just six years from the time when she set up her home there, a proud and happy young wife. Alas ! that hearth was desolate, " its bright fire quenched and gone." It was best for Irene thus to get back again into a wider social sphere to make some new friends, and those of a class that such a woman as Mrs. Everet would naturally draw around her. Three years of suffering, and the effort to lead a life of 16 242 AFTER THE self-denial and active interest in others, had wrought in Irene a great change. The old, flash- ing ardor of manner was gone. If she grew ani- mated in conversation, as she often did from tem- perament, her face would light up beautifully, but it did not show the radiance of old times. Thought, more than feeling, gave its living play to her coun- tenance. All who met her were attracted; as her history was known, observation naturally took the form of close scrutiny. People wished to find the angular and repellant sides of her character in or- der to see how far she might be to blame. But they were not able to discover them. On the sub- jects of woman's rights, domestic tyranny, sexual equality and all kindred themes she was guarded in speech. She never introduced them herself, and said but little when they formed the staple of con- versation. Even if, in three years of intimate, almost daily, association with Rose, she had not learned to think in some new directions on these bewildering ques- tions, certain womanly instincts must have set a seal upon her lips. Not for all the world would she, to a stranger no, nor to any new friend ut- ter a sentiment that could in the least degree give color to the thought that she wished to throw even the faintest shadow of blame on Hartley Emerson. Not that she was ready to take blame to herself, or give the impression that fault rested by her door. No. The subject was sacred to herself, and STRUCK DOWN. 2-13 she asked no sympathy and granted no confidences. There were those who sought to draw her out, who watched her face and words with keen intentness when certain themes were discussed. But they were unable to reach the penetralia of her heart. There was a chamber of record there into which no one could enter but herself. Since the separation of Irene from her husband, Mr. Delancy had shown signs of rapid failure. His heart was bound up in his daughter, who, with all her captious self-will and impulsiveness, loved him with a tenderness and fervor that never knew change or eclipse. To see her make shipwreck of life's dearest hopes to know that her name was spoken by hundreds in reprobation to look daily on her quiet, changing, suffering face, was more than his fond heart could bear. It broke him down. This fact, more perhaps, than her own sad experiences, tended to sober the mind of Irene, and leave it almost passive under the right influ- ences of her wise young friend. After the removal of Rose from the neighbor- hood of Ivy Cliff, the health of Mr. Delancy failed still more rapidly, and in a few months the brief visits of Irene to her friend in New York had to be intermitted. She could no longer venture to leave her father, even under the care of their faithful Margaret. A sad winter for Irene succeeded. Mr. Delancy drooped about until after Christmas, in a weary, listless way, taking little interest in any- 244 AFTER THE STORM. thing, and bearing both physical and mental con- sciousness as a burden it would be pleasant to lay down. Early in January he had to give up and go to bed; and now the truth of his condition startled the mind of Irene and filled her with alarm. By slow, insidious encroachments, that dangerous enemy, typhoid fever, had gained a lodg- ment in the very citadel of life, and boldly revealed itself, defying the healer's art. For weeks the dim light of mortal existence burned with a low, wav- ering flame, that any sudden breath of air might extinguish ; then it grew steady again, increased, and sent a few brighter rays into the darkness which had gathered around Ivy Cliff. Spring found Mr. Delancy strong enough to sit, propped up with pillows, by the window of his chamber, and look out upon the newly-mantled trees, the green fields, and the bright river flashing in the sunshine. The heart of Irene took courage again. The cloud which had lain upon it all winter like a funereal pall dissolved, and went floating away and wasting itself in dim expanses. Alas, that all this sweet promise was but a mockery of hope ! A sudden cold, how taken it was almost impossible to tell for Irene guarded her father as tenderly as if he were a new-born in- fant disturbed life's delicate equipoise, and the scale turned fatally the wrong way. Poor Irene! She had only staggered under former blows this one struck her down. Had STRUCK DOWN. 245 .ife anything to offer now ? " Nothing 1 nothing!" she said in her heart, and prayed that she might die and be at rest with her father. Months of stupor followed this great sorrow ; then her heart began to beat again with some in- terest in life. There was one friend, almost her only friend for she now repelled nearly every one who approached her who never failed in hopeful, comforting, stimulating words and offices, who visited her frequently in her recluse life at Ivy Cliff, and sought with untiring assiduity to win her once more away from its dead seclusion. And she was at last successful. In the winter after Mr. Delancy's death, Irene, after much earnest per- suasion, consented to pass a few weeks in the city with Mrs. Everet. This gained, her friend was certain of all the rest. CHAPTER XXIII. THE HAUNTED VISION. RADUALLY the mind of Irene attained clearness of perception as to duty, and a firmness of will that led her to act in obe- dience to what reason and religion taught he* was right. The leading idea which Mrs. Everet endeavored to keep before her was this : that no happiness is possible, except in some work that re- moves self-consciousness and fills our minds with an interest in the well-being of others. While Kose was at Ivy Cliff, Irene acted with her, and was sustained by her love and companionship. After her marriage and removal to New York, Irene was left to stand alone, and this tried her strength. It was feeble. The sickness and deatn of her father drew her back again into herself, and for a time extinguished all interest in what was on the outside. To awaken a new and higher life was the aim of her friend, and she never wearied in her generous efforts. During this winter plans were matured for active usefulness in the old spher *-, and Mrs. Everet promised to pass as much time in the next summer with her father as possible, so as to act with Irene in the development of these schemes. 246 THE HAUXTED VISION. 247 The first warm days of summer found Irene back again in her home at Ivy Cliff. Her visit in New York had been prolonged far beyond the limit assigned to it in the beginning, but Rose would not consent to an earlier return. This winter of daily life with Mrs. Everet, in the unreserved intercourse of home, \vas of great use to Irene. Affliction had mellowed all the harder portions of her disposition, which the trouble and experiences of the past few years could not reach with their softening influ- ences. There was good soil in her mind, well prepared, and the sower failed not in the work of scattering good seed upon it with a liberal hand- seed that felt soon a quickening life and swelled in the delight of coming germination. It is not our purpose to record the history of Irene during the years of her discipline at Ivy Cliff, where she lived, nun-like, for the larger part of her time. She had useful work there, and in its faithful performance peace came to her troubled joul. Three or four times every year she paid a visit to Rose, and spent on each occasion from pne to three or four weeks. It could not but happen that in these visits congenial friendships would be made, and tender remembrances go back with her into the seclusion of her country home, to remain as sweet companions in her hours of lone- liness. It \vas something remarkable that, during the six or seven years which followed Irene's separa- 248 AFTER THE STOKM. tion from her husband, she had never seen him. He was still a resident of New York, and well known as a rapidly advancing member of the bar. Occasionally his name met her eyes in the newspa- pers, as connected with some important suit; but, beyond this, his life M^IS to her a dead letter. He might be married again, for all she knew to the contrary. But she never dwelt on that thought; its intrusion always disturbed her, and that pro- foundly. And how was it with Hartley Emerson? Had he again tried the experiment which once so sig- nally failed? No; he had not ventured upon the eea whose depths held the richest vessel he had freighted in life. Visions of loveliness had floated before him, and he had been lured by them, a few time?, out of his beaten path. But he carried in his memory a picture that, when his eyes turned inward, held their gaze so fixedly that all other images grew dim or unlovely. And so, with a sigh, he would turn again to the old way and move on as before. But the past was irrevocable. " And shall I," he began to say to himself, " for this* one great error of my youth this blind mistake pass a desolate and fruitless life?" Oftener and oftener the question was repeated in his thoughts, until it found answer in an emphatic No ! Then he looked around with a new interest, and went more into society. Soon one fair face THE HAUNTED VISION. 249 came more frequently before the eyes of his mind than any other face, He saw it as he sat in his law-office, saw it on the page of his book as he read in the evening, lying over the printed words and hiding from his thoughts their meaning ; saw it in dreams. The face haunted him. How long was this since that fatal night of discord and sepa- ration ? Ten years. So long ? Yes, so long. Ten weary years had made their record upon his book of life and upon hers. Ten weary years! The discipline of this time had not worked on either any moral deterioration. Both were yet sound to the core, and both were building up cha- racters based on the broad foundations of virtue. Steadily that face grew into a more living dis- tinctness, haunting his daily thoughts and nightly visions. Then new life-pulses began to throb in his heart ; new emotions to tremble over its long calm surface; new warmth to flow, spring-like, into the indurated soil. This face, which had begun thus to dwell with him, was the face of a maiden, beautiful to look upon. He had met her often during a year, and from the beginning of their acquaintance she had interested him. If he erred not, the interest was mutual. From all points of view he now commenced studying her character. Having made one mistake, he was fearful and guarded. Better go on a lonely man to the end of life than again have his love-freighted bark buried in mid-ocean. 250 AFTER THE STORM. At last, Emerson was satisfied. He had found the sweet being whose life could blend in eternal oneness with his own; and it only remained for him to say to her in words what she had read as plainly as written language in his eyes. So far as she was concerned, no impediment existed. We will not say that she was ripe enough in soul to wed with this man, who had passed through expe- riences of a kind that always develop the character broadly and deeply. No, for such was not the case. She was too young and inexperienced to understand him ; too narrow in her range of thought ; too much a child. But something in her beautiful, innocent, sweet young face had won his heart; and in the weakness of passion, not in the manly strength of a deep love, he had boAved down to a shrine at which he could never worship and be satisfied. But even strong men are weak in woman's toils, and Hartley Emerson was a captive. There was to be a pleasure-party on one of the steamers that cut the bright waters of the fair Hudson, and Emerson and the maiden, whose face was now his daily companion, were to be of the number. He felt that the time had come for him to speak if he meant to speak at all to say what was in his thought, or turn aside and let another woo and win the lovely being imagination had al- ready pictured as the sweet companion of his future home. The night that preceded this excursion was a sleepless one for Hartley Emerson. Questions THE HAUNTED VISION. 251 and doubts, scarcely defined in his thoughts before, pressed themselves upon him and demanded a solution. The past came up with a vividness not experienced for years. In states of semi-conscious- ness half-sleeping, half-waking there returned to him such life-like realizations of events long ago recorded in his memory, and covered over with the dust of time, that he started from them to full wakefulness, with a heart throbbing in wild tumult. Once there was presented so vivid a picture of Irene that for some moments he was unable to satisfy himself that all these ten years of loneliness were not a dream. He saw her as she stood before him on that ever-to-be-remembcred night and said, "1 go !" Let us turn back and read the record of her appearance as he saw her then and now : "She had raised her eyes from the floor, and turned them full upon her husband. Her face was not so pale. Warmth had come back to the deli- cate skin, flushing it with beauty. She did not stand before him an impersonation of anger, dislike or rebellion. There was not a repulsive attitude or^expression. No flashing of the eyes, nor even the cold, diamond glitter seen a little while before. Slowly turning away, she left the room. But to her husband she seemed still standing there, a lovely vision. There had fallen, in that instant of time, a sunbeam, which fixed the image upon his memory in imperishable colors." Emerson groaned as he fell back upon his pillow 252 AFTER THE STORM. and shut his eyes. What would he not then have given for one full draught of Lethe's fabled waters. Morning came at last, its bright beams dispers- ing the shadows of night; and with it came back the warmth of his new passion and his purpose on that day, if the opportunity came, to end all doubt, by offering the maiden his hand we do not say heart, for of that he was not the full possessor. The day opened charmingly, and the pleasure- party were on the wing betimes. Emerson felt a sense of exhilaration as the steamer passed out from her moorings and glided w r ith easy grace along the city front. He stood upon her deck with a maiden's hand resting on his arm, the touch of which, though light as the pressure of a flower, was felt with strange distinctness. The shadows of the night, which had brooded so darkly over his spirit, were gone, and only a dim remembrance of the gloom remained. Onward the steamer glided, sweeping by the crowded line of buildings and moving grandly along, through palisades of rock on one side and picturesque landscapes on the other, until bolder scenery stretched away and mountain barriers raised themselves against the blue horizon. There was a large number of passengers on board, scattered over the decks or lingering in the cabins, as inclination prompted. The observer of faces and character had field enough for study ; but Hartley Emerson was not inclined to read in the THE HAUNTED VISION. 253 book of character on tins occasion. One subject occupied his thoughts to the exclusion of all others. There had come a period that was full of interest and fraught with momentous consequences which must extend through all of his after years. He saw little but the maiden at his side thought of little but his purpose to ask her to walk with him, a soul-companion, in the journey of life. During the first hour there was a constant mov- ing to and fro and the taking up of new positions by the passengers a hum and buzz of conversa- tion laughing exclamations gay talk and en- thusiasm. Then a quieter tone prevailed. Solitary individuals took places of observation ; groups seated themselves in pleasant circles to chat, and couples drew away into cabins or retired places, or continued the promenade. Among the latter were Emerson and his com- panion. Purposely he had drawn the fair girl away from their party, in order to get the oppor- tunity he desired. He did not mean to startle her with an abrupt proposal here, in the very eye of observation, but to advance toward the object by slow approaches, marking well the, effect of his words, and receding the moment he saw that, in beginning to comprehend him, her mind showed repulsion or marked disturbance. Thus it was with them when the boat entered the Highlands and swept onward with wind-like speed. They were in one of the gorgeously fur- 254 AFTER THE STORM. nished cabins, rifting together on a sofa. There had been earnest talk, but on some subject of taste. Gradually Emerson changed the theme and began approaching the one nearest to his heart. Slight embarrassment followed; his voice took on a differ- ent tone; it was lower, tenderer, more deliberate and impressive. He leaned closer, and the maiden did not retire; she understood him, and was waiting the pleasure of his speech with heart-throbbings that seemed as if they must be audible in his ears as well as her own. The time had come. Everything was propitious. The words that would have sealed his fate and hers were on his lips, when, looking up, he knew not why, but under an impulse of the moment, he met two calm eyes resting upon him with an expression that sent the blood leaping back to his heart. Two calm eyes and a pale, calm face were before him for a moment ; then they vanished in the crowd. But he knew them, though ten years lay between the last vision and this. The words that were on his lips died unspoken, lie could not have uttered them if life or death hung on the issue. No no no. A dead silence followed.