LIBRARY UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA RIVERSIDE From JONES' BOOK STORE, IN ANIELES, CAL o Ip MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE ' MAJOLIER ALSOP. Hi COMPILED BY MARTHA BRAITHWAITE. " How does my soul crave that I may be replenished with this living faith, this holy love; producing a readiness to do all the Lord's commandments, and to suffer all His will." Extract from her Journal, 1859. PHILADELPHIA : HENRY LONGSTRETH, 738 SANSOM STREET. 1882. A? 5 A3 FERQUSON BROS. It CO., PHILADELPHIA. PREFACE. T N attempting to give a record of the life of our - late beloved Friend, Christine M. Alsop, I deeply feel that it is only as the Lord is pleased to help fne that I can faithfully portray a character of no common kind. Many years her junior in age, it was only during the latter years of her life, that I was privileged with an intimate acquaintance with her. The friendship that sub- sisted between us, was founded on the love of God in Christ our Saviour. It was the same in joy or in sorrow, a deep, rich, full tide of blessing. My children used, for many years, to call her "grand mere" Her own Autobiography furnishes the record of her early life, and has been largely used. Letters, journals, and papers supply the rest. From so large a mass of material the task of selection has been difficult. I have aimed at con- densation; and have endeavoured to avoid tha which had ceased to interest, or which was without iv PREFACE. its lesson. In the details of her many journeyings, persons rather than places have been brought the most prominently forward. If the little volume prove of interest to her many friends ; and above all if it be made instrumental in winning any precious soul to the love of that Re- deemer in whom she rejoiced to believe; and if any of the Lofd's dear children be thereby encour- aged to follow her as she sought to follow Christ, I shall feel amply repaid for the labour of compilation. I am not without the hope that the retrospect of her life and labours may tend to awaken and strengthen an interest in France, and in the pro- gress of Gospel truth in that great country, so influential for good or for evil among the nations of Europe. In sending the memoir to the press, I have had the help of my beloved husband, who has kindly looked over what was already prepared and made a few valuable additions. MARTHA BRAITHWAITE. 312, CAMDEN ROAD, LONDON. Fourth Month, 1881. PREFACE. v P. S. An interesting narrative, illustrating and con- firming the account given by C. M. Alsop in her Auto- biography (p. 3) as to the manner in which the little company in the South of France first became acquainted with English Friends will be found in the Appendix. It is the reprint of a tract published at Manchester care- fully compiled from authentic materials. M.B. CONTENTS. PAGB Preface * . . iii CHAPTER I. Birth Connection of her ancestors and family with the early Protestants of France French prophets The Camisards Anecdotes of persecution Her father gives up the law Becomes acquainted with Friends Visits London Troubles of the Revolution His Christian kindness and disinterestedness He becomes a Minister of the Gospel amongst Friends I CHAPTER II. Visit to her sister at Sauve Earliest remembrance of meetings of Friends at Congenies Remarkable preservation of Pierre Rabinel Declaration of Peace Old animosities renewed Visits from Friends 19 CHAPTER III. First visit to England Home at William Allen's Impressions of new country Friends, Elizabeth J. Fry, etc. Plough Court Learns English Attends Yearly Meeting Re- turns to France in company with her father Narrow Escape Feelings on return home 32 CHAPTER IV. Life in the South of France Second visit to England Inter- esting time on the way with the " Beguins " at St. Etienne 50 CHAPTER V. Life with Mary Hanbury Her illness and death . . . 56 CHAPTER VI. Life at Stoke Newington Wilberforce Clarkson Open house for foreigners 65 (vi) CONTENTS. CHAPTER VII. PAGB William Allen's third marriage Change in his establishment Christine Majolier visits her parents, and afterwards re- turns to England Closer union with Friends Journey on the Continent with Thomas and Elizabeth Robson Visit to the Queen of France and the King and Queen of Wurtemburg Review of the journey Increased settle- ment in her religious views 73 CHAPTER VIII. Residence at Lindfield Illness, and retum to France . . 88 CHAPTER IX. Residence at Nimes in Dr. Pleindoux's family Description of Nimes State of Religion in France . . . -97 CHAPTER X. Visit of Elizabeth Fry to the South of France Christine Ma- jolier again comes to England Final parting with Wil- liam Allen Returns to Nimes Death of her pupil, Adele Jalaguier 114 CHAPTER XI. Journey on the Continent with Lindley Murray Hoag . . 122 CHAPTER XII. Her marriage "Acknowledgment" as a Minister of the Gospel Removal from Chelsea and settlement at Stoke Newington ......... 131 CHAPTER XIII. Accompanies Eliza P. Gurney in a visit to the Vaudois Valleys, and other parts of the North of Italy, and to Friends in the South of France Interview with the widow of the Duke of Orleans at Sestri, and with the Dowager Empress of Russia Decease of Justine Benezet Accompanies Eliza P. Gurney in a visit to Friends of Pyrmont and Minden Interview with the King and Queen, and his sister, the Dowager Empress of Russia Xahneebaweequay . . 138 CONTENTS. CHAPTER XIV. PAGB Quiet reflections ; Death of her niece, Marie L. Dixon Remi- niscences by her niece, Louisa M. Dixon (now Pierson),of her residence with her Aunt ; and of her Aunt's associ- ation with some members of the Royal Family . .153 CHAPTER XV. Journey on the Continent with John Henry Douglas Distress in the East-end of London Children's Hospital . . 162 CHAPTER XVI. Labours in France after the Franco-German War . . . 177 CHAPTER XVIL Justine Dalencourt Sewing Meeting established at Boulogne- sur-Seine Labours in France continued . . . 192 CHAPTER XVIII. Brief reflections on her labours in France Her life at Home Her Husband's alarming illness Last Journey on the Continent of Europe 210 CHAPTER XIX. Decease of Robert Alsop Letters and Journal Illness and Death . 221 MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE MAJOLIER ALSOP. CHAPTER I. AUTOBIOGRAPHY. Birth Connection of her ancestors and family with the early Protestants of France French prophets The Camisards Anecdotes of persecution Her father gives up the law Becomes acquainted with Friends Visits London Troubles of the Revolution His Christian kindness and disinterested- ness He becomes a Minister of the Gospel amongst Friends. /CHRISTINE MAJOLIER (who, by her subse- ^~s quent marriage, became Christine M. Alsop) was born at Congenies in the Department du Card, in the South of France, on the loth of the Sixth Month, 1805. Her father, Louis Antoine Majolier, was a native of Calvisson, a large village, situated two miles to the east of Congenies. Her mother, whose maiden name was Marie Brun, was born at Fontanes, a little village almost at the foot of the Cevennes. My grandparents (writes C. M. Alsop in her Auto- biography) were, on both sides, descended from persons who were known by the name of the French Prophets, 2 MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE M. ALSOP. who were themselves descended from the Camisards of the Cevennes, Protestants who had never embraced the errors of Rome, and who long defended them- selves against the attacks of Louis XIV., after the revocation of the Edict of Nantes, in 1685, and were in consequence almost entirely exterminated or driven into exile. Those who escaped remained con- cealed in the fastnesses of the rocky districts in which they were born. The sufferings they had undergone, the remarkable deliverances they had experienced, the wrongs they had endured, all tended to foster the spirit of enthusiasm, so natural to a warm-hearted people, living in a tract of country so romantic, and in a climate so genial. They met in small companies in retired dwellings, or in caverns in the rocks, for divine worship ; and the rocks often re-echoed the sound of their psalm-singing without its being possible for their pursuers to find them ; one person being generally on the watch on some eminence to warn the others of the near approach of the enemy, who, on their arrival on the spot, found all still, and were unable to find the objects of their search. The relation of the marvellous escapes, and other wonderful stories of these moun- taineers amongst whom my ancestors lived, were the evening pastimes of my childhood. With what in- terest have I listened to the tales, so often repeated, which my dear mother would relate to us in the winter evenings, how their meetings were sometimes broken up by those assembled hearing extraordinary sounds like the clanking of arms in the air over their heads, while the enemy were at a sufficient distance to allow them all to disperse; how young children were made FRENCH "PROPHETS: the instruments not only of warning those assembled of the approach of their pursuers, but also of encou- raging them to trust in the invincible arm of " the Eternal" ; or how some found safety in lofts and stables where the eyes of the soldiers, who were in search of them, were so holden that they could not see them. The preachers among these people, who were called the Prophets, used to declaim against a hireling ministry and the ordinances so called, against every kind of oppression, and pronounced woes upon their oppressors, and all those who did evil. One story in particular we delighted to hear. One of these Pro- phets, whose name was Auziere, used often to go to the house of one of our relatives to hold meetings. He kept his store of written discourses in a box, which was hidden in the hay-loft. Some of these discourses still exist, and are in the possession of my cousin, Samuel Brun ; they are curious, very neatly written, but they do not contain much Gospel truth ; they are chiefly denunciations against the ungodly, and encouragements to hold fast in the faith. This poor man, being pursued on account of his writings and preaching, often took refuge at Fontanes, and when the soldiers were near he used to hide himself in the loft together with his papers. On one occasion, the house being about to be searched, he effected his escape and went into the neighbouring wood; he had no sooner gone than he remembered the writings in the old box, and fearing lest they should bring the persons who had so generously protected him into trouble, he fell on his knees under a tree and prayed fervently that they might not be found, or, if found, he prayed that 4 MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE M. ALSO P. \ the eyes of those who discovered them should be so holden that they might not be able to read them ; for he thought that he had been very cowardly to escape, and thus endanger the safety of his benevolent host. His prayer was answered ; for when the soldiers went into the loft and searched amongst the hay for the man, they found the box of manuscripts, and, thrusting their spears into them and tossing them about, they said, " Here is plenty of paper prepared for writing, but there is nothing written," and they left the house without doing any harm. I can never forget the so- lemnity with which my dear mother related this story, and the impression it made on my mind when I was a child, of the power of the Almighty, and of His good- ness displayed by the care He takes in time of danger of those who love Him. My father and mother's parents belonged to a sect which had sprung from the " Prophets." Less visionary than these, though holding some of their views, and more spiritually- minded than the Protestants who surrounded them, they had adopted principles as to the spirituality of the Christian dispensation, ministry, and worship, very similar to those of Friends, before they knew of the existence of such a religious body. They met in silence to worship God and waited for the influence of the Holy Spirit before they expressed anything in their assemblies ; and they considered that as the gift of the ministry is freely received it should be freely exercised. Contrary to the practice of their forefathers, who had so desperately defended themselves against the armies of Louis XIV. and XV., they held the unlawfulness of war. LOUIS ANTOINE MAJOL1ER. By an advertisement which appeared in the Paris papers, February 24th, 1785, respecting the restitution of some prize property by a Friend named Edward Long Fox, they became acquainted with the existence of the Society of Friends in England. They wrote to Edward L. Fox a letter signed by five out of their number, of whom my dear father was one ; he was then about twenty-one years of age. Thus began the inter- course- which, except the interruption occasioned by the long war, has continued ever since. During a short interval of quiet at the Peace of Amiens even this disastrous period was availed of, and one of their number, a poor illiterate man of Congenies, named Paul Codognan, was sent to England to print the writings of Auziere ; but his ignorance of the English language, and I might say of the French, for he spoke the patois of the district, rendered this visit of little use. However, a few books were given to him, which he concealed on his person, and he returned to Con- genies, having performed the journey, I believe, chiefly on foot, a distance of about sixteen hundred miles. My dear father was then quite a young man. An attachment to the views of Christian doctrine held by this little society had inclined him to give up the pro- fession for which he was educated, that of the law, which, in the state of affairs at that period, he thought he could not follow without compromising his prin- ciples, or at least without having his attention diverted from those things which are of greater importance than the acquisition of worldly honours and posses- sions. As he was an only son, his parents, though not rich, had been able to give him a good education, far 6 MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE M. ALSOP. beyond those about him, and he had been some years with a notaire of considerable reputation and great respectability at St. Ambroix. This gentleman had three daughters but no son, and he had frequently delicately hinted to my father, that he would leave him his business, if he married one of his daughters, who were well brought up ; two of them being about my father's age, and very pleasing ; but, to his great sur- prise, my father informed him that he thought it right to leave him for the reason I have mentioned. His kind patron, although unable to understand his motives, respected his intentions, and they parted on very friendly terms Soon after this my dear father married Marie Brun, of Fontanes, the eldest daughter of Samuel and Marie Brun, who. were amongst the most promi- nent of the new sect. They first settled at Calvisson, which was the most central place for the meetings, which were then held somewhat after the manner of Friends, and were numerously attended by persons who lived in the neighbouring villages ; they met in private houses. There was also a meeting held at St. Gilles, and they had many ministers amongst them, both men and women. On his marriage, my father took his wife to his parents' home, where he learnt weaving, to maintain his family thus evincing his willingness to give up what he thought was required of him by his divine Master. But he had many difficulties to contend with, particularly on account of the strange notions and conduct of many of those with whom he was in pro- fession ; and I have heard him say that he had almost given up all hope of being of any use to his fellow- FIRST VISIT OF FKZEXDS. professors, when some English and American Friends came to visit them in the year 1788. These were George and Sarah Dillwyn, Robert and Sarah Grubb, Mary Dudley, Ady Bellamy, and John Eliot. Mary Dudley thus notices the first meeting they attended at Congenies, 25th of Fifth Month, 1788: "The meeting this morning was attended by between eighty and ninety persons. Soon after sitting down, several of them appeared strongly agitated, and no less than five spoke, one after another, in testimony or supplication, all sitting, except one man, who stood up and expressed a little in humility and tenderness. ' ' This was, I suppose, Pierre Rabinel ; and on the 4th of Sixth Month she says: "Since the 26th ult., we have sat with twelve families in this village one at Fontanes, six miles distant ; two at Quissac, nine miles further ; and two at Calvisson, one and a-half miles from hence. At this last-mentioned place resides Louis Majolier, who has been our atten- tive companion in the family sittings, and at our lodging, since we first came ; he is a sensible, intelligent young man, evidently under the tendering visitation of truth, and humbly desirous of right instruction." Mary Dudley thus describes the little company at that time : " Their appearance, manner of behaviour, &c., are certainly such as bear little resemblance to our Society; but the honest simplicity there is among them, the apparent consciousness of their deficiencies, and tenderness of spirit, confirm our hope of a clearer prospect opening in due season." Even then they held meetings for discipline ; for Mary Dudley remarks: "In the afternoon they held their 8 MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE M. ALSOP. Monthly Meeting, the business whereof is only the care of their poor, and oversight of each other's moral conduct; but our men friends, who understand the language, observed that their method far exceeded their expectations." It appears from Mary Dudley's account that they held their meetings with the outer doors locked. Some time after the return of these Friends to England, my dear father visited that country and became better acquainted with the principles and discipline of Friends there, and from that time felt himself called to the ministry, and he also devoted himself to the education of the children of his fellow-professors. He opened a school at Congenies, where he came to reside, as that village was the centre of the rising Society; but his task was a difficult one. There were many errors to be eradicated among those with whom he felt called to labour. He was often discouraged ; but, to use his own expression, an irresistible power impelled him, and he received strength to persevere ; and although young at that time he was the instrument of a favour- able change amongst the Friends being greatly helped by his correspondence with the Friends in England, who also partly supported his school. He was thus employed when the troubles of the Revolution totally changed the face of things; the school was suspended, and they were no longer permitted to meet for worship. He had then to suffer from privations of all kinds ; he saw himself frequently without the means of supplying the wants of his increasing family, but he always acted with the greatest disinterested- ness ; still thinking of .those who were worse off than TROUBLES OF THE REVOLUTION. 9 himself, and contributing to their relief by dividing with them the little that his great industry procured him. Among the many circumstances which largely called forth the deep sympathy of my parents, and which I have often heard them relate, of this disastrous period, I must mention one of great interest. The notaire at St. Ambroix, with whom my father had formerly studied, being a suspected aristocrate, though an honest, respectable man, was, under some slight pretext, arrested, taken to Paris, and his property con- fiscated ; his poor wife and three daughters followed him thither on foot, and had the inexpressible anguish of witnessing his public execution. Their emotion at the spectacle betrayed them ; they were seized, reconducted to the South, and imprisoned in the tower of the Castle of Sommieres, about three miles from Congenies. The youngest daughter was a mere child, so she was allowed to go in and out of the prison ; they had thus the means of making their situation known to my father, and he alleviated the trials of their position as much as lay in his power. Many months were these delicate women, well brought up, and accustomed to many of the luxuries of life, kept in this prison, with the worst accommodation, and, had it not been for the assistance of their friends, with scarcely a sufficiency of the coarsest food ; for, as it was a time of great scarcity, those who were imprisoned were kept on very scanty fare. When the storm began to subside, and they were set at liberty, they had only the clothes with which they had entered the prison, tattered with wear, and no home to go to ; their once comfortable home having B 10 MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE M. ALSOP. been ransacked, and all they had possessed being now in the possession of others. By that time my dear father had been able to build himself a small house, con- sisting of four rooms and some outbuildings ; but, with an increasing family he was struggling amidst many difficulties ; yet his grateful heart could not bear to leave his former kind mistress (now a helpless widow with her fatherless children) unbefriended. He generously offered her one of his three rooms, that they might share equally with his family until means should be devised for their help. As they were in a state of such destitu- tion that they could not go to Nimes to procure work, my father went himself and obtained for them, from houses and persons that he knew, muslin embroidery, at which they were e'xpert, and by great industry they were able in a short time to earn enough to buy cloth- ing and partly to support themselves. They lived in our family, until, by their own earnings and the help of their friends, they were able to furnish an apartment and open a school for girls at Nimes, where they main- tained themselves respectably for many years. The mother retained a very warm affection for my father to the day of her death, and the eldest daughter, who as I write is still living, can scarcely speak of him without tears. They were Roman Catholics, but she told me when I last saw her, that the thought of my dear father made her disbelieve one of the doctrines of her Church (" hors de 1'Eglise point de salut"); he had taught her both by example and precept to value the Bible. Although during this time of trial and difficulty my father could not derive from England the help which WILLIAM SA VER Y AT CONGENIES. 1 1 he so much needed for carrying on the school, yet he and those about him persevered in their attachment to and profession of the principles they had adopted, and as soon as the horrors of the Revolution were over they resumed their meetings and reopened the school. In the year 1797 they received a visit from William Savery and David Sands from America, who were allowed to travel in France on the ground of their being Americans. William Savery thus describes his arrival at Con- genies, i3th of Third Month, 1797: "We hired a voiture at Nimes to take us to Congenies, about three and a-half leagues. The country between Nimes and Congenies, though sometimes mountainous, is fine; the people seemed pleased at seeing us, and imme- diately judged we were Friends, having seen those who were here eight or nine years ago. We went to Louis Majolier's to lodge, and, several of the Friends being there, they received us with strong marks of affection and joy." My father had by this time enlarged his house; it contained two large rooms, besides the part occupied by his family; one was used as a schoolroom and place of meeting, and the room over it was a bedroom for the boys who boarded in the house. It appears that there were at Congenies, at the time of William Savery's visit, seventeen families of those professing with Friends, and he describes the aspect of things pretty rrwch as they were when I was a child. The meetings were then held in the large room I have mentioned, which we called "/a Salle ;" it had a separate entrance to it from the terrace raised from 12 MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE M. ALSOP. the road, but with no wall as it is now. The room was used as a schoolroom when I was about nine or ten years old ; but there must have been some inter- ruption, for I remember that the first school I attended was- one held by an old woman, who was cunning enough to have her two goats in the schoolroom at the hour of our lunch ; we of course fed them, and thus returned home hungry, to the surprise of our parents, who thought they had abundantly supplied us with food. As a maintenance for his family, my father accepted employment as a land surveyor in the new taxation directed by Bonaparte, and in the parcelling out of the confiscated estates of the nobility. He had then a very favourable opportunity for enriching himself, as many did, who worked with him ; but he conscien- tiously objected to buy any land for himself, except one field opposite our house, for which he paid the full value. Always bent on improving the condition of those by whom he was surrounded, he was eminently useful among them, both by pecuniary assistance (often beyond the bounds of prudence) and by adopting and encouraging improvements in agriculture. He was the means of introducing the culture of the potato into that part of the country. This was of incalculable benefit at a time that corn was so dear that it was quite unsafe to keep any con- siderable quantity in the house, for fear of having it stolen. I well remember the heap of potatoes in the large room over "la Salle" which was chiefly used at that time for such things; and to which I was often sent, when a very little girl, to fill a small basket l8u.] HER PARENTS KINDNESS TO SUFFERERS. 13 to give to some person or other, who would have been ashamed to beg, but who nevertheless received this little help with gratitude, and carried the treasure home carefully hid from view.* One year, it might be 1811, as that was a year of greater scarcity than even the others my father had sown the field oppo- site the house (which still bears the name of "la terre de Clastre") with buckwheat. The crop was unusually abundant, and it proved the means of re- lieving many of the poorer inhabitants of the village. I have now clearly before my memory the little brown loaves as they were brought home on a donkey's back, in the long trough used in the place to take the dough to the bakehouse and bring back the bread, followed by half-a-dozen or more women and children coming for their portion. I remember how sorrow- fully my dear mother turned the poor things away when the weekly baking was exhausted. I have the recollection of the effects only of the Revolution, and of the sad tales which my mother used to relate to us of what she had witnessed. Of the calamities of war I have a clear remembrance, and though it was never my lot to be near the seat of war, we saw * It is of this time of Christine Majolier's life that one of her sisters writes : "From a very tender age she manifested a desire to contribute to the welfare of others. How often between school hours might we search in vain in the village for the happy fair- haired child, thinking to find her at play, when she was all the while busy doing some little service of love for her neighbours ! Thus the finger of God marked her out from her early years as one who should scatter widely around her the seeds of that kindness which makes life bright and beautiful." 14 MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE M. ALSOP. [1811. at different times a great number of prisoners, and one day, in a deep snow, 1,800 passed by our house, and many of them were relieved, the large room over the meeting-place accommodating, for the night, many who were foot-sore; and as long as memory lasts, I shall not lose the impression of sympathy which my childish heart often felt with the mothers who were obliged to part with' their sons for the conscription, particularly the levy en masse of 1811, when boys of sixteen and upwards were torn from the parental roof, with almost the certainty that they would never return. Congenies being on the high road from several towns and villages to Nimes, I have often witnessed the anguish of the poor disconsolate rela- tives, who accompanied their children as far as our house, which stood at the end of the village, and there parted never to meet again. My dear mother used often to invite these poor creatures into our home to endeavour to soothe them, but it may truly be said that, "they would not be comforted;" and what has fixed itself the most in my memory are the screams, and the wringing of hands, which I have often witnessed, and which gave to my young and warm heart a thorough hatred of war and Napoleon (whose name I then understood to be the same as Apollyon, whose picture I had seen in a French trans- lation of "Pilgrim's Progress"). From what I have known of the sorrow which is almost universally felt by parents when their children are drawn for sol- diers, I feel persuaded that the French are not the war-loving people that they are supposed to be. In general before the time of the conscription arrives, and iSii.] THE CONSCRIPTION IN FRANCE. 15 this is when a young man attains his twenty-first year, no pains are spared by the parents to be in a position to bring forward everything that may procure an exemption from service, should the individual draw a number that would expose him to it ; and when, as it mostly happens, there is no hope from this quarter, the parents are willing, if at all able, to pay large sums of money to ensure their sons from the liability ; and I have known many who have had several sons; who have mortgaged their little estates to so great an extent as to be irrecoverably poor to the end of their lives. During the time of war many com- paratively rich families were quite ruined, to pay substitutes for their sons, and even now, in time of peace, it costs about .^30 to ensure ; but if a young man takes his chance and draws his lot with- out ensuring, he will have to pay more than ^100 for a substitute. When I was a very little girl, perhaps six or eight years of age, a circumstance occurred in our neigh- bourhood which greatly influenced my after-judgment on the subject of the punishment of death for murder. A young man named Bastide, who had lived respect- ably, was accused of having poisoned his uncle and aunt, who lived at the Vigan. These individuals had no children, they were much attached to the young man in question, who used to visit them frequently, and it was generally known they had made their will in his favour. A day or two after one of these visits, the uncle and aunt were found dead in their house from the effect of poison. Another relative directed the accusation towards this young man ; he brought 16 MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE M. ALSOP. [1811. fonvard witnesses to his having procured poison, and the evidence appeared so clear against him, and he could bring so little to disprove the charge, that, although he protested his innocence, he was found guilty and condemned to be beheaded. He was imprisoned and judged at Nimes, but, as the crime had been committed at the Vigan, he was sentenced to be beheaded there. My cousin, now my brother-in- law, Antoine Clavel, of Codogan, was then a soldier stationed at Nimes. He was one of the guard com- missioned to convey the poor fellow to the place of execution ; they brought him through Congenies in a cart, with a tilt over it, and as they came up to our house the sad procession stopped. There were several gendarmes on horseback, and a few soldiers on foot. My cousin came into the house and had a glass of wine, and a bottle and glasses were taken out for the other soldiers. My dear father went up to the cart, which was soon surrounded by the inhabitants of the village. I went up close to my father, who was speaking to the poor man ; he lifted me up and set me on the cart, so that I plainly saw him. He was lying on a mattress, almost lifeless ; we were told that from the time he had been sentenced, he had refused to take food, and that he obstinately persisted in protesting his innocence, although no one seemed to doubt his guilt. My father offered him something to take, but he refused, and said he hoped to die before he came to the place of execution ; and I suppose he was en- deavouring to persuade him to confess, and to show him the necessity of repentance, for he suddenly roused and raising his hand said, as nearly as I can remember, iSii.] CAPITAL PUNISHMENT. 17 " Je suis innocent, et le Dieu des cieux ne laissera point ce crime impuni." These words had evidently an effect on all that heard them, and there was a murmur of horror and sympathy in the crowd. The gendarmes, however, ordered the cart to be put in motion. As I was taken off the cart I felt as though my little heart would break. I begged of my father, whom I then thought most influential, to intercede for him ; I cried out that he should not be killed, and I greatly wondered that the Mayor of the village, and many other persons there assembled, and particularly my father, who was so kind to everybody, should thus allow an innocent young man (I believe he was only about twenty-two) to be taken to execution. In a few days we heard that he had been beheaded, but that he was all but dead when taken to the place of execution, and that as long as he could speak he made the same protestation of innocence. The scene haunted me for days, and very often I wept over the fate of this poor victim of the law. Still, as everyone thought he must be guilty, like many other sad events it was almost forgotten, until the relative who had accused this young man, and had inherited the uncle's property, was brought to his death-bed, eight or ten years I think after the melancholy execution ; and before he died he confessed that he had committed the crime through the agency of the person whom he had brought forward as a witness against the innocent sufferer. I have heard my father say that when the judge who had passed the sentence heard of this circumstance, he was so distressed that he retired from the bench, and that his hair suddenly turned white with sorrow. 18 MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE M. ALSO P. [1811. Whenever I think of the subject of the punishment of death, this instance of the fallibility of human judgment, by which the life of an innocent victim was sacrificed, comes also before me with vividness ; and I can imagine I see the almost lifeless young man lying on his mattress, mustering his little re- maining strength to say, " I am innocent." CHAPTER II. AUTOBIOGRAPHY CONTINUED. Visit to her sister at Sauve Earliest remembrance of meetings of Friends at Congenies Remarkable preservation of Pierre Rabinel Declaration of Peace Old animosities renewed Visits from Friends. ABOUT this time my father was much from home on business. He had to struggle with many difficulties to maintain a large family of eight children, and my dear mother had very poor health. It was, I think, when I was about six years old, that my eldest sister, Alix, married Louis Roux, of Sauve, just at the foot of the Cevennes. I stayed with her several months after her marriage. My dear mother's state of health had prevented her from extending to my sister Lydie and myself that degree of care that her maternal solicitude would have prompted, and we were very much under the care of my eldest sister till her marriage. As Sauve was the first place from home at which I stayed, I will endea- vour to describe it. The situation of the little town is most romantic ; and even at that early age I remember being struck with the contrast which it presented to Congenies, where the country is comparatively plain and richly planted with vines and olives, although in the neighbourhood of stony, barren hills. Before we come to Sauve we pass for a considerable distance 20 MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE M. ALSOP. [1811. along the banks of a river called the Vidourle, one of those mountain streams which, although apparently insignificant sometimes, are most terrific after a season of rain, carrying everything before them in an awful manner. The Vidourle takes its rise in the mountains, just above Sauve, and rushes through into a basin at the foot of the town. As I have not seen this basin since that early period, I may be per- mitted to consider it a remarkable place, when com- pared with our little "Jacob's Well" at Congenies, which till then I had looked upon as a very wonderful supply of water. Near the town, the banks of this river are richly cultivated as vegetable and fruit gardens, in spite of the many disappointments which are so often occasioned by the inundations which frequently take place. A little further from the shore are groves of mulberry trees, and up the sides of the rocky mountains every nook is availed of, at great labour and pains, to plant vines or fruit trees; and where nothing else will grow, in the very clefts of the rock, a tree called the Alizicr, which there appears only as a shrub, is cultivated for the purpose of making hay forks, which are articles of considerable com- merce in the place. The shoots grow from a stump, whose roots run into the interstices of the rock ; they have three twigs from the same point ; these form the three prongs of the fork ; and these forks are the nicest things of the kind I ever saw. The town is built on the side of the mountain. My sister's house was about the middle of the town : from the road we had to cross the river on an old bridge, and then go up a great number of steps under an archway. Enter- l8ii.] VISIT TO HER SISTER AT SAUVE. 21 ing the house from the street, we had to go down stairs to the kitchen and sitting-room, which seemed to be cut out of the rock, with a wall on one side, and a window, at a great height from the road below, looking towards the river. Everything seemed to be different from what I had been accustomed to the utensils used, the washing by the river side, the form of the water pitchers, and the manner of carrying them on the side, instead of the head. I remember to this day the varied impressions which I received in this new temporary home. Even the plates made near the place were different. They had three compartments; one for the meat, one for salad, the third for some variously dressed vegetable ; and were used by the men, who were mostly stocking- weavers, in taking their meals either in the streets, for the sake of the fresh air, or at each other's houses, for the sake of company. Everything pleased and sur- prised me, and moreover I was made much of. But nothing delighted me so much by contrast as attend- ing the Roman 'Catholic worship. My sister's near relatives were Protestants, but her husband had a cousin, also named Christine, who was a Roman Catholic, and almost grown up, who took a great fancy to me. I was much with her, and as there was no Friends' meeting, she regularly took me to the Roman Catholic church. This was a high treat to me ; and when I returned home, although I missed many other indulgences, I missed nothing more than the church ; and the first time I was taken to our meeting on my return, after sitting a little while, I burst into tears, sobbing out that I wished to go to church. 22 MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE M. ALSO P. [1811. Whether it was this early-formed taste, or my frequent intercourse with the children of a Roman Catholic family at Congenies, where the priest used sometimes to visit, I know not ; but I became very fond of him, and he used to take much notice of me. He was a man of a retiring disposition, and his house "was almost a sealed house ; but he was fond of flowers and so was my brother Christophe, who was then an invalid, as was also the daughter of the family I have mentioned, and as I was a fearless child, they used to send me to him on little errands, to make exchanges, &c. My dear mother also sometimes sent me to him with little presents of fruit and vegetables, as she did to the other neighbours. One day I well remember taking a basket of figs ; his mother introduced me to him while he was at breakfast in his little parlour; he spoke kindly to me, but he soon saw that my attention was riveted on an image in a niche, of the Virgin and child surrounded with little flying angels. He took the opportunity to endeavour to raise in my mind a feeling of reverence for these images, and to excite the desire to have them, by saying, "You have nothing like that in your meeting; would not you like to have such?" I told him I certainly should. "But," he added rather tauntingly, "you do not believe in Jesus and the angels." Here I suppose I felt called upon to defend my faith, and very innocently said, "Oh, yes, I think we do! but we do not believe in those which are made of wax." I remember that here the conversation ended, and I should probably never have known that my answer was any way fitting or clever had not the priest repeated it to our neighbour, i8ii.] IMPRESSIONS OF EARLY CHILDHOOD. 23 who used to amuse himself by asking me, why I did not believe in wax angels. I have mentioned these circum- stances to show what Protestant children are exposed to in a Roman Catholic country, and how necessary it is that they should be early taught to give some reason for their faith. I must not leave the subject of my early childhood without mentioning the vivid impressions which were made on my mind by reading the Scriptures. Living as I did where the customs of the people as well as the aspect of the country are so similar to those described there, the Bible assumed a reality which I scarcely think possible in the case of children to whom such manners and customs are not familiar. The vines, the fig-trees, the pomegranates and the olives ; the wheel broken at the cistern ; the watering of the earth with the foot ; the ox treading out the corn ; the shepherd going before the sheep ; the leading of the horse or of the ass to watering; the treading of the winepress alone; the figure of the man sitting down under his own vine and his own fig-tree, where none should make him afraid ; all these and many other beautiful allusions, which must be lost on English children and all those inhabit- ing northern countries, were completely intelligible to me, and for each scene mentioned in the Bible I had a clear representation in my mind's eye. Our famous fountain at Congenies furnished me with more than one. There, when I used to be sent to fill my little pitcher with water, I used to fancy I saw Rebekah going down to draw water for the camels of Eleazar ; not that I had seen camels there ; but very often on a summer's evening I had seen flocks of sheep supplied 24 MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE M. ALSOP. [1811. in the same manner ; and there also I fancied I could see our Saviour, sitting on the well, conversing with the woman of Samaria, whom I clearly pictured to my imagination with her pitcher in her hand, just such a one as I had myself. The fountain is situated a quarter of a mile from the village, at the foot of a rocky hill. The crystal spring issues from the rock a little below the surface, and a flight of eight stone steps leads to a well of about 3 feet by 6 inches, part of which is covered by a broad flat stone. On one side of the steps is a parapet to rest the pitchers on, and on the other a trough cut out of a single stone, communicating with smaller ones, used for watering the sheep. The water of this spring is excellent, and when, as it often happens, all the wells of the village are dried up, it affords the inhabitants an abundant supply, and has never been known to fail, or remain many hours below a certain level. . This can scarcely be appreciated to the full, except in a country which is so subject to droughts of many months ; but the inhabitants speak of it with something amounting to veneration. One more subject of interest to me during my early childhood I will record. My earliest remembrance of the meeting at Congenies was its being held in "La Salle." My father and Pierre Rabinel, with an old blind friend, Madelaine Benezet, whom my father called "Aunt," sat at the top, and used to preach; and sometimes we had visits from Jacques Brun, a lame friend from St. Gilles. Pierre Rabinel was a great favourite with us ; he was an amiable, kind- hearted man, and for many years worked for my father, and attended to his affairs to the best of his REMARKABLE PRESER VA TION OF P. RABINEL. 25 ability when my father was so much from home. Of an evening he used to come in sometimes and amuse us with interesting tales. One in particular used to interest us much, and, like all children who never seem to tire of an often-told tale, we frequently asked him to relate it to us, which he used always to do with so much seriousness, that I have never forgotten the emotions which it produced on my mind ; both as to the danger and the remarkable pro- tection which he experienced, and which he attributed to God in direct answer to his prayer. This dear old Friend, who, I should think, had a very small share of moral courage, was accustomed to employ his over- hours in cultivating a vineyard in a very retired part, amongst the rocky hills above the village, and he used to relate that often when there by himself, at the approach of night, he would pray to be preserved from harm. Once, being later than usual on a bright moonlight night, he heard a noise of something step- ping amongst the loose stones. He looked up and saw a large wolf close to him, gnashing at him with his teeth. He saw that there was no hope for him but in Divine protection. " I raised my voice to God," he would say, assuming an impressive attitude, " and I asked Him to protect me by giving me courage and strength to withstand this furious beast. I im- mediately felt my soul fortified and calm." All this time he was motionless, and the hungry beast stood at bay, showing his teeth and howling at him ; but how he should move from the spot he did not know. He had, however, a pickaxe in his hand, and turning his back in the direction of the village he presented C 26 MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE M. ALSOP. [1814. his pickaxe towards the wolf, more as an instrument of defence than of attack. As he moved backwards, the wolf moved also, and thus they went on together over loose stones, having at times to get over walls, and along little paths, which can be imagined only by those who know the country, until they came very near the village, a distance of nearly a mile, when the wolf, hearing a noise, grinned at him and turned off, leaving the dear Friend, as he said, with his heart full of gratitude to that God who had so sig- nally protected him, and answered his prayer by keeping his mind perfectly calm during the time he Was thus exposed. I well remember the Declaration of Peace which followed the overthrow of Napoleon after the Russian campaign ; the Catholics especially rejoiced at the return of the Bourbons; but the Protestants felt that some of their liberties were in danger ; and many old animosities produced by the sufferings all had under- gone during the Revolution revived, now that the all- engrossing excitement was past. Party spirit ran very high, and well did I know what was meant by Royalist and Bonapartist. There was not an individual, even in our village, who did not warmly espouse one party ; though here, the majority being Protestants and for Napoleon, we did not witness quarrels between the two parties such as took place at Nimes and some of the neighbouring places, where the Bonapartists were exposed to much suffering. Those who would not wear the white cockade were taken and publicly whipped, and some lost their lives. This was done by a lawless rabble. This state of things did not 1814.] OLD POLITICAL ANIMOSITIES. 27 last long, for suddenly we heard that Napoleon had escaped from Elba, that he had passed close to us, and that he was again at the head of affairs. The Bonapartists now unwisely retaliated ; and although they did not commit the same atrocities, yet when they had the power, those among them who were the most unprincipled returned evil for evil, and thus kept alive that malice which was afterwards so abundantly reeked upon them, when, after " the hundred days," Napoleon was defeated at Waterloo. Never can I forget those times of pillage, of murder, and of every kind of ill-treatment, which the Pro- testants particularly, and all those who were con- sidered to be attached to Napoleon, received from the opposite party ; represented by a band of wicked men, headed by one surnamed Trestaillon, because he said he would cut all the Bonapartists in three pieces.* Many houses were pillaged and the inhabitants murdered. Well do I remember the signal-fires which were made on the hills, when the inhabitants of some neighbouring village called others to their help, at the approach, real or supposed, of the lawless band, which was allowed thus to infest the country for many weeks, and with which most of the low population took part. My dear father's love of peace had induced him rather to rejoice at the overthrow of Napoleon, and many others were of the same opinion, though they * Some interesting details of this reaction will be found in Browning's History of the Huguenots, chapter Ixvii. 28 MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE M. ALSOP. [1814. were far from having any sympathy with the Royalist party, such as it manifested itself. As my father was known to be a man who would take no part in any com- motion, he was wonderfully preserved from harm from either party ; and notwithstanding the frequent changes of Mayor in two communes in which he served as Re- corder and Registrar, he retained his situation under the different Governments until he resigned. Once during the heat of the persecution he was obliged to go to Nimes. He had never worn the national cockade. Before he arrived at the barrier he was stopped by a lawless troop, and questioned as to the reason of his having no cockade. He answered that he was not a soldier, and that he did not see but that he could be a very loyal subject without that badge. One of the company said, "Well, let him go; if he is one of them, he is not a bad one." When he arrived at the house of a friend of his, who was a Royalist, he was very strongly remonstrated with ; his friend telling him that he had greatly exposed his life by refusing what would do him no harm, and he insisted on giving him a cockade, wishing to fix it on his hat. My father consented to take it, but he put it in his pocket. When he was about to leave the town, he was again stopped, and the same question was put to him, to which he gave a similar answer, adding, "And perhaps you may find that I am a better Royalist than you all, if this is to be the proof; for I never wore the tri-coloured cockade, and probably none among you can say the same." At this they laughed and let him go. As I have mentioned, our friends had no commu- i8i4-] VISITS OF ENGLISH FRIENDS. 29 nication with England during the war; but in 1814 Evan Rees, from Neath, came to France for the benefit of his health. He stayed several months in our house, and he began to teach my brothers English. He was the first English Friend I had seen ; we were all very fond of him, and he very kindly interested him- self in the school which was kept by my uncle Antoine Brun, and in our studies. But the return of Napoleon and the consequent declaration of war, obliged him to hasten home. My brother George went with him, but the authorities would not permit my brother to embark at Bordeaux. However, an Englishman who had just brought his sister to France and was returning without her, offered to take him under the same passport, if he could put on women's clothes. These were lent him by the wife of a Dutch captain, and they all embarked together. They had, however, a very narrow escape, for the vessel being bound for Amsterdam, the English passengers were transferred to an English ship they fell in with, and the same night the Dutch vessel was wrecked and most of the crew perished. In 1815 we had the first religious visit from Friends that I can remember. This was from Elizabeth Coggeshall and Sarah Hustler, accompanied by Joseph Marriage and Benjamin Seebohm. J. S. Mollett, who then resided at Marseilles, was also with them as interpreter. This dear Friend often visited us. I have no other impression of the visit of these Friends than the great novelty of the scene altogether. The dress, and the language, amused and interested us, and for a long time we children used to hold little meetings ; and my sister, Lydie, who was then about seven years 30 MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE M. ALSOP. [1815. of age, used to try to preach like Elizabeth Coggeshall, dressed up in a mob cap, such as was often worn at that time. We all had, however, a very exalted idea of the English Friends, and thought we could never be as good as they were. At this time my three eldest sisters had left the parental roof, and, though young, I was useful to my dear mother, who had very poor health ; but my father often expressed the wish to send me to school in England, and the next year his wish was nearly accomplished, but my mother could not make up her mind to part with me. This was on the occasion of a visit from Priscilla Gurney,* who, on her way from Nice, accompanied by her cousin, A. R. Barclay, stayed about a week at Con- genies. Never shall I forget this visit. The attractive- ness of Priscilla Gurney's person, her truly winning manners, her kindness, the sweetness of her voice, and, more than all, her likeness to the Master whom she loved and served, drew me to her in a way that words cannot convey ; and when she kindly took me into her room to read the Scriptures to her, the explanations which she gave, and her manner of directing my attention to the love of our blessed Saviour, had a great effect on me. I could have fol- lowed her anywhere, for I thought that if I was with her I must be good. I think they attended only two meetings; Priscilla Gurney spoke in both, and in French; in one she repeated a part of the i3th chapter of Corinthians, on Charity. This seemed to me appli- * A younger sister of Elizabeth Fry. (See " Memoir of J. J. Gurney," vol. i., p. 188.) 1815.] PRISCILLA GURNEY. 31 cable to herself, and when she said, " Now we see through a glass darkly, but then face to face," I thought her face could not be more beautiful in Heaven than it looked then. She expressed the wish to take me to England, and I was even placed in the carriage between A. R. Barclay and herself a few days before they left, to try if there would be room for me. It was, however, ordered otherwise. They left us, and I understood from herself, that if at any time my father and mother should be willing to send me to England, she would be willing to have me. A short time after this her uncle and aunt, Joseph and Jane Gurney, paid us a short visit on their way from Nice, where they had lost one of their daughters. Joseph Gurney spoke i the meeting in French. CHAPTER III. AUTOBIOGRAPHY CONTINUED. First visit to England Home at William Allen's Impressions of new country Friends, Elizabeth J. Fry, &c. Plough Court Learns English Attends Yearly Meeting Returns to France in company with her father Narrow Escape Feelings on return home. I Twos in the Seventh Month, 1817, that William Allen and his daughter came to France, accompanying Hannah Field and Elizabeth Barker from America. Josiah Forster and Daniel Hanbury were also of the party, and they brought with them my brother George, who had gone to England three years before. Wil- liam Allen and his daughter Mary took much interest in the school. They re-organized it and introduced the Borough Road lessons. These were pasted on boards, and Mary Allen, with Daniel Hanbury, laboured hard to do them. I considered it a great privi- lege to be allowed to help, my mind being at that time very seriously impressed with the kindness of these Friends coming so far to visit us, and to toil as they did to do us good. I was forming good reso- lutions for my future conduct in the school, when it was suddenly concluded that I was to accompany them to England, William Allen having offered to take me, as I thought, to be with Priscilla Gurney, but I believe now that he intended to place me at (32) 1817.] FIRST VISIT TO ENGLAND. 33 some school. My delight was so great that during all the preparations, which were heart-rending 'to my poor mother, I continued cheerful and buoyant, in- creasing the distress of my most tender parents, whom I, however, ardently loved ; but I was full of pleasing anticipations of the many places I should see, and particularly of the great delight of riding all day in the handsome English coach William Allen had brought ; the like of which I had then not beheld. My spirits kept good to the last. Child-like, or at least French child-like, the present pleasure prevented me from at all realising the pain I should feel at parting from those who were most dear to me, and in find- ing myself entirely thrown among strangers, whose language I did not understand, and whose habits and manners were totally different from what I had been accustomed to. The Friends left Congenies on the 25th of Seventh Month, 1817, for Montpellier. Wil- liam Allen thus notices their departure: "Many tears were shed by these poor affectionate people. L. and M. Majolier have agreed to let their little daughter Christine go with us to England." I did not leave Congenies with them ; but two days after, my father and mother took me to Montpellier ; and it was not till I actually stepped into the carriage, and saw my dear parents endeavouring in vain to con- ceal their emotion, that the reality of my situation presented itself. I saw what I was doing. The thought that I might never see those beloved ones again rushed into my mind. I remembered the anxious entreaties of my beloved mother, repeated only the night before, that if I would tell her that I 34 MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE M. ALSOP. [1817. felt the least misgiving on the subject there was yet time to retreat. In, as it were, the twinkling of an eye, everything that might have been brought forward against my thus venturing on a thoroughly unknown path came before my view, and my heart sank within me when I thought of my mother's distress. As the carriage drove off I wept aloud, entreating my kind, but untried, friends to allow me to get out of the carriage ; I knew I could find my way back if they would. The first day of this long journey was one I can never forget. I had no pleasure in seeing the towns and villages, nor in riding in the beautiful carriage ; my friends, though truly kind to me, spoke to one another in a language I did not understand, and I had no peace till I had cried myself to sleep. Many such days, though, perhaps, with a little decreasing sorrow, did I pass during this memorable journey, which had such an important bearing on my future life ; and I have often thought what an exercise of patience it must have been for my friends, and particularly for dear Mary Allen, who had the chief charge of me. But through all I had a grateful sense of their kindness, and my sense of loneliness made me cling to them, and particularly to this sweet devoted creature, and I repaid her with love. The American Friends did not speak French, but Hannah Field was very warm-hearted and kind, and as she nursed me on her knee, both in the carriage and at other times, I felt there was a language of the heart which needed no words. I had learned a few words of English before I left home, and on the journey I added perhaps half-a-dozen more to my iSiy.] FIRST VISIT TO ENGLAND. 35 little stock. D. B. Hanbury was particularly kind to me in talking French ; and I was very fond of riding with him outside. On one occasion I heard the two postilions speaking the patois of our country. I was delighted, and soon entered into conversation with them, and it was a trial to part with them at the end of the stage, and glad should I have been if I could have gone back with them. The only thing which made me try to make the best of my position was the consideration that I should be in the way of improvement, and particularly that I should learn to be good ; for I often felt desires after what I con- sidered true excellence in every respect. But I was very volatile, and had often to feel that I did not suc- ceed in becoming what I thought was to be attained to by my own efforts. We travelled on the west side of France, and visited many places I have not seen since, proceeding from Montpellier, Beziers, and Car- cassonne, by way of Montauban, at which place I first became acquainted with my long-esteemed friend Emilien Frossard. He and his sisters called to see the Friends at the inn. He was then a young man about seventeen years of age. Thence by Bordeaux, Agen, Poitiers, Tours, Versailles, and so to Paris. When I was not too much absorbed by the recol- lection of all I had left behind I enjoyed the travelling, and I have now as vivid a recollection of many of the incidents that occurred and of the variety that I saw, as of any journey I have taken since. We arrived in England in the Eighth Month, 1817, and landed at Dover. At this distance of time I can 36 MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE M. ALSOP. [1817. look back with a very vivid recollection of the impres- sions I had at finding myself a stranger in a strange land. A most forlorn little thing, unable to sympathise with anything around me, I was fond of play, and yet the first children I saw increased my feeling of lone- liness, for I could not understand them. I was taken to the house of our friends Thomas and Elizabeth Beck, and their two daughters, Deborah and Eliza who were living with their grandfather, John Lister, at Stoke Newington became my playmates. The first English words I learnt in England were "How much?' 1 at the turnpikes. William Allen and his family at that time passed half the week at Plough Court, in the city, and the other half at Stoke Newington. At the latter place William Allen's second wife, Charlotte Allen, had, previously to her marriage, resided with her sister, Anna Hanbury, who continued to form part of the family; the establishment at Newington being under her control. The family there consisted of William Allen, his daughter Mary, Anna Hanbury, and Daniel and Cornelius Hanbury. I cannot suffi- ciently express the kindness which they all showed me; and yet, at first, I was certainly unhappy, unaccustomed to the usages of polished society, lively and fond of romping play, my life was now one of constant constraint ; and as Anna Hanbury was unused to children, and very anxious to make me all that could be desired, I was con- stantly an object of attention, and my little faults were never overlooked. This often excited wrong tempers, and I believe I was often very troublesome l8i7-] LIFE WITH WILLIAM ALLEN. 37 to my kind care-takers. Dear Mary Allen most dis- interestedly gave up the greater part of her time to my studies, of which I now became very fond, and I was most affectionately attached to her. The little troubles I had, were inseparable from the position in which I was placed, which may be better understood than I can describe. Soon after I arrived in England, William Allen received into his family Emilien Frossard, from Mon- tauban, and thus strengthened an acquaintance which has afforded me comfort through life. He was rather older than myself, of a lively and amiable disposition, and as neither he nor I could speak English, we had much pleasure in each other's society, and I often got into disgrace with Aunt Anna (as I called Anna Han- bury), for going to Emilien Frossard's room to have a chat with my lively countryman. This was a period in William Allen's life in which his time was much occupied ; the days were spent in Plough Court. First-, Second-, Third-, and part of Fourth-days days were taken up by meetings, many of which were held at Plough Court. I had thus an opportunity of becoming acquainted with the leading philanthropic characters of the day, who very kindly took notice of me; "the little French girl" was the name I generally went by, though William Allen himself used to call me "Criss," and I called him "Father." Being lively and good-tempered I now became a plaything in the family, and was reconciled to my new position as soon as I could understand a little English ; indeed I was very happy, for I enjoyed my lessons, and my attachment to my kind care-taker was 38 MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE M. ALSOP. [1818. most warm and affectionate, and, as far as I can judge at this distance of time, her management of me must have been judicious and wise, as she insensibly made me like all that she considered excellent. I have never known, as far as I am able to judge, a more humble and self-denying Christian than she was, and I desire that the effect of her pious example may never pass from my memory, nor her deep concern for my good every way, from my heart. To her and to her beloved father I owe much. Indeed what do I not owe them, under a kind Providence ! Nothing very particular occurred during the first year of my being in England ; I was kept diligently at my lessons and soon acquired a knowledge of the English language, which I was able to speak fluently before the end of that first year. In 1818 I attended the Yearly ' Meeting, and was able to understand a great deal that passed, as far as the knowledge of English went. I was much interested, and enjoyed the meetings, but I think it was a good deal on account of the notice that was taken of me, "the little French girl," by the good Friends, such as Mary Proud, Mary Alexander, Rebecca Byrd, Ann Crowley, Mary Stacey, and Mary and Elizabeth Dudley. The latter were par- ticularly kind ; they were the more interested about me, as Mary Dudley had been in France and was well acquainted with my father. Both Hannah Field and Stephen Grellet were in attendance at the Yearly Meeting. My usual seat was a hassock on the gallery steps, and there I stood when the meeting broke up, ready and desirous for the pat and the kiss of those I8i8.] ASSOCIATION WITH FRIENDS. 39 whom I thought so eminently good, and for whom I had a sort of veneration which I cannot describe. During this year I became acquainted with Elizabeth Fry; she used then to be sometimes at Mildred's Court and to attend Gracechurch Street Meeting. I was perfectly charmed with her; she was so kind, so considerate, so playful with children, so condescending, and so dignified at the same time, that I shall never forget the impression she made upon me. The meet- ing at Gracechurch Street was then very large ; on First-day morning the body of the meeting-house was quite full.* The Friends that sat in the gallery were William Allen and Thomas and Rebecca Christy, Ann Capper, Mary Savory, Dorcas Coventry, Rebecca Christy, Elizabeth Fry (and part of the time Katherine Capper, now Backhouse, and Mary Sander- son, afterwards Mary Fox). At that time I think there were many more religious visits from Friends than we have now. I remember thinking what interesting .meetings we had when strangers came. Mary and Elizabeth Dudley used frequently to come ; they then lived in Nelson Square, in the Borough. The ministry of the former had a powerful effect on my mind, though I do not now remember whether it was the words used or the manner. She was a tall, dignified woman, elegant in form, with a fine open countenance, expressive of great benignity and power of mind; her voice was commanding and yet soft, much exempt * This it will be remembered was before the establishment of the Meeting at Stoke Newington. 40 MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE M. ALSOP. [1818. from tone, except towards the end. The few last sentences were uttered in a melodious voice which seemed to go to the heart ; but no preaching that I re- member had so much effect upon me as Elizabeth Fry's and, a little later, Sylvanus Fox's. In the Eighth Month, 1818, William Allen under- took his long journey with Stephen Grellet in Norway, Sweden, Russia, Greece, &c., so that there was less variety in the manner of spending our time, and his daughter Mary was more at liberty to attend to me. Most assiduously did she pursue the task, and now that I could understand English, I took pleasure in my learning. She often turned my attention to that which was good, and she used to read the Bible to me after I went to bed. In 1820 William Allen returned home. The part of the week which was spent at Plough Court was very amusing to me by its bustle. Many strangers came there,*both English and foreign, and I was delighted to do little errands for the different committees, such as fetching pens, ink, or paper, from the counting- house. I remember, as often being at Plough Court, Joseph Foster (of Bromley), Michael Gibbs, and some- times Robert Owen, T. F. Buxton, Samuel Hoare, and William Crawford ; besides these the Committees on Capital Punishment, and for the Improvement of Prisons, used to meet there. Elizabeth Fry used also to come, and Joseph John Gurney, the latter of whom I saw for the first time when he attended Gracechurch Street Meeting, about a year after I came to England. He bat at the end seat of the first cross form, and both preached and supplicated. I 1820.] J. J.GURNEY; W. ALLEN' S BUSY LIFE. 41 was very much struck with him. His fine person, his beautiful dark, glossy hair, his intelligent, benign, and truly amiable countenance, made a deep impres- sion upon me. And as he noticed me most kindly as I was introduced to him by Elizabeth Fry, as the little girl his sister Priscilla wanted to bring to Eng- land, I felt myself greatly honoured. Now that many of those whom I then loved are no more, I like to remember the first impression I received respecting them. And this first remembrance of one whom I have loved through life, and from whom I have received so many marks of interest and affection, is very pleasant. I have also a very sweet remembrance of Mary and Elizabeth Dudley, and Martha Savory I became acquainted with at this time. William Allen's time was much occupied with his lectures. I took great interest in some of the experiments, and often have we (his daughter and myself) been out with him, on a cold night, to look at the moon and stars through the telescope. It was a great delight to me to be allowed to go with him to his observatory to count the seconds of his clock as he observed the passage of the stars through his circular instrument, by which he took the time. His life was one of con- tinual engagements ; he rose early and lighted his own fire. The early hours were generally devoted to his correspondence, and during the time he was shaving, c., his daughter used to read to him in Latin from Livy, and immediately after breakfast he would hear his sister, Anna Hanbury, read French he seemed literally to have time for everything. The affairs of the British and Foreign School Society D 42 MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE M. ALSOP. [1820. occupied a large portion of his time, and he had much correspondence with France on the subject of the schools he had been the means of estab- lishing. It was during the year 1820 that my father came to the Yearly Meeting with the intention of taking me back with him ; and soon after the Yearly Meeting was over I began to prepare for my departure. Many of my friends came to take leave of me, and brought me little keepsakes, principally books, all of which I have to this day. I felt more than I could well express, and I scarcely venture to think of all I was leaving behind. I endeavoured to look forward to everything which would give me pleasure; seeing my beloved mother again, my brothers, and sisters the pleasant home of my childish days ; yet I think that which gave me the most delight, was the prospect of un- packing my trunk and displaying my many treasures. Never shall I forget those last days of preparation for the journey. A day or two before the final parting M. and E. Sanderson, who had been most kind to me, and whom I often used to visit, came to take leave of me. There was a religious opportunity, during which Mary San- derson engaged in supplication for me, and committed me to the care and keeping of my Heavenly Father. R. Christy affectionately addressed me. My heart seemed almost ready to burst at the time, but the effect was helpful to me, as I think it enabled me to look to the parting with more calmness, desiring to act with conformity to the Divine will. About the middle of the Sixth Month, 1820, we iS2o.] REMARKABLE PRESERVATION 43 left London by the coach for Dover. William Pryor went with us to Paris. I knew very little of him, and yet I was pleased I was not leaving everything that was English. We stayed a few days there, as my father had business to transact, and I was a little diverted from my trouble at parting, by being William Pryor's guide and interpreter. At Paris we parted, and my dear father and I pursued our journey south by diligence ; a long journey then it was. My father was most affectionately kind, and I was amused by many incidents of the journey, and particu- larly by the people being unwilling to believe that I was French. One man tried to persuade my father that his daughter must have been exchanged for another, for it was impossible that I could have had no knowledge of English only three years before. On this journey an incident happened which I have all my life looked upon with serious feelings, and I hope with gratitude. From Lyons we went by the Rhone in a large boat which they called "Le Coche;" it was before steam navigation, and the accommodation was very bad. The boat went only by the force of the current; it was bound for Avig- non, but some of the passengers, who, like our- selves, were going to Nimes, desired to be put in a small boat to be landed at St. Esprit, just below the bridge, as by that means we save time and dis- tance. There were six of us in the boat, besides the luggage, and two strong men at the oars; altogether more than was prudent for the size of the boat and the strength of our men, considering the force of the currerxt of that rapid stream, just then at its 44 MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE M. ALSO P. [1820. greatest height from the melted snows of Switzerland. We passed under the old bridge, and were frightfully tossed, so that I feared we should have been engulfed by the larger boat ; we were at last set loose, and our men rowed hard to stem the torrent, and make for the shore. For a time they seemed to toil in vain; the resistance was so great that our boat turned round three times. Our boatmen made a sign that we should be perfectly still. I pressed close to my father, he clasped me in his arms. I looked in his face and saw in it the marks of deep anxiety, but calmness. I endeavoured to compose my thoughts. Not a word was spoken, though I believe the struggle as between life or death lasted five or ten minutes. Our boatmen were pale with terror, large drops of perspiration stood upon their foreheads, while the people were fast collecting on shore, to witness the sinking of the boat. I could scarcely bear to see their agitated look ; never before or since have I felt so near the confines of eternity. After awhile, however, the eddy was stemmed, and we all began to breathe ; my father then shed a few tears, and so did I, but our hearts were too full to say much. The people on the shore shouted at our approach, and received us with joy, many of them embracing us, saying that they never witnessed so narrow an escape; and they as well as the boatmen considered that it was partly owing to the quietness that had been preserved by all ; this I think was greatly promoted by the remarkable composure which attended my dear father, and which seemed to be communicated to the whole of our little company. I have heard my father often say that 1 820.] IMPRESSIONS ON RETURN TO FRANCE. 45 he had no idea but that we should be engulfed, and he was evidently engaged in prayer. This preservation made a deep impression on my mind at the time, and I have never forgotten it. The circumstances of the case can be best understood by those who know the place, the rapidity of the Rhone, and the swell there is just above the bridge of St. Esprit when the river is high. When we arrived at Nimes, I could not but be struck with the changed appearance of everything; the roads and the streets looked narrower, the build- ings lower and more insignificant than when I had last seen them, they scarcely seemed the same, for now my scale of comparison was wholly changed. I felt very anxious to get to Congenies, and as we drove from Nimes every object that met my eye was recognized, but diminished in size and beauty; how- ever the drive was one of uncommon pleasure and throbbing emotion. My dear mother was overjoyed to see me; she would scarcely have known me, so grown and altered was I. The whole of the village was in commotion at the arrival of " little Christine," and I should think that more than a hundred persons visited us. The next day it was the same, and the next ; and a few days after I had to go round, and return the visits of the most respectable of the neigh- bours and friends. This, irksome as it was, kept up a sort of excitement, that prevented my fretting much after those that I had left. I had much pleasure in seeing my dear mother again, my brothers and sisters, relations and friends, who were all very kind to me; but after the first few weeks of novelty and 46 MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE M. ALSOP. [1820. excitement, I began to feel how thoroughly I was unfitted for those pursuits in which I had before taken pleasure, and which occupied those by whom I was surrounded. I own I was a little flat at times. My dear mother had made up a nice bed for me in a large room in which my sisters, Elizabeth and Lydie, slept; but on my intimating that I should like to have a room to myself, a little room which was over the staircase was given up to me, and I had the great pleasure of fitting it up, and furnishing it ac- cording to my fancy. I mention this to show how ready my dear parents were to do all in their power to make my return to them agreeable ; and for all this none of my brothers or sisters ever evinced the least jealousy, but all endeavoured to do their part in adding to my comfort. Soon after my arrival at home, Samuel Cousins, of Guernsey, who had been an inmate in my father's house some time before, again formed part of our family. He was an interesting young man, of a most romantic mind, and he and my brother Christophe, who then kept the school, spent much time in attending to the little garden in front of the house, and I found I could join them in many of their pursuits. But other English Friends came to reside amongst us, and my home was altogether a very happy one. Priscilla Scales first, and then Martha Savory, and Christiana Price spent many months at Congenies and the neighbourhood, and they often asked me to visit them. But the circumstance which added the most to my comfort at this time was the residence of James and 1820.] INTERNAL CONFLICTS. 47 Elizabeth Charleton, with their three sons, Robert, James, and Edward, in a part of my father's house which was fitted up for them ; they came some time after the other Friends. They requested me to give their sons lessons in French, &c. This was a very nice occupation for me. It helped me to keep up what I had learned, and supplied me with money, so that I was able to buy my own clothes. I have often looked upon this circumstance as peculiarly favourable to me, proving that there has been in a striking manner a providing, as well as a protecting care over me in the different stages of my life. But, though this is the sense that now attends me, and has often attended me since ; so as to raise in my heart a feeling of gratitude to the Lord for His preserving mercy, yet on looking back to the time, I feel constrained to acknowledge, that this was not the feeling of my heart at that period. It was rather a time of lukewarmness and indifference, in which various temptations were pre- sented to my mind, some of which I fell into ; and had not again a rescuing power been manifested on my behalf, I might have been altogether led astray. How can I sufficiently magnify the name of the Lord for his marvellous love ! My situation again fostered that pride and love of approbation from which I had before suffered. I was very fond of the society of those who flattered me, but still I was fond of good people, and I tried to make myself good. I read good books, and I struggled hard against that which was considered wrong, and at times I thought I had the victory and felt a degree of aomfort ; but I made but little, if any, progress. I had 48 MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE M. ALSOP. [1820. not a clear view of the Gospel, I had not come to the sense of my need of a Saviour, to the necessity of knowing that my sins were forgiven for His name's sake, and therefore my religion was not of the heart. I needed the experience of the love of Jesus, through whom we become reconciled to God whom we have offended, and whom we can love only because he has first loved us. This description may answer for much of my life between the ages of sixteen and twenty-four. But through all I was not forsaken, and a desire to be preserved from openly offending my Heavenly Father was maintained in my soul, and as far as I knew my Saviour, I desired to confess Him amongst men. Our friend Priscilla Scales was a minister, and she was the first person for whom I interpreted. About this time I had to perform the same office for Martha Savory, and once or twice for Deborah Stephenson, who paid us a short visit, being in the South with her sister on account of her health. Thus early was I brought into that engagement which has afforded me so much satisfaction during so great a part of my life. I remained at home from Sixth Month, 1820, to Tenth Month, 1822. It was a favoured time for the little Church under our name in France, for we had the company almost all that period, and after I left, of the Friends I have mentioned. The Society numbered more then than it does now. The diminution has been chiefly from the death of several promising young people, and of many valuable members in the prime of life ; but several causes have operated, and still operate, against the increase by convincements. First, 1822.] "FRIENDS" IN FKANCE. 49 the want of a real concern for religion in many of the members of the body ; and, secondly, the strong pre- judice which obtains in a population whose ancestors suffered so much from persecution, against changing the religion of their fathers ; for it is only from the Protestants that these " convincements " can be ex- pected. CHAPTER IV. AUTOBIOGRAPHY CONTINUED. Life in the South of France Second visit to England Interesting time on the way with the " Beguins " at St. Etienne. THE mode of living in the villages in the South of France has many charms for those who love simplicity and ease, and who are imbued with the poetry of primitive life. It approaches more to having all things in common than anything I know. You can go in and out .of each other's houses without the least restraint. If one person has fruit, the other partakes of it. It is a constant interchange of kind offices, which is little understood elsewhere. All sorts of implements for domestic use or for agriculture even looms are constantly lent and borrowed ; and it not unfrequently happens, rather inconveniently sometimes, that things are taken without ceremony and without leave : and although a person who has been accustomed to highly civilised life may feel the want of refinement, and of intellectual society, yet there is so much of real kindness, of devotedness in affliction, and of readiness to oblige, that there is not a little to give up when an exchange is made for a life more artificial and refined. This I was soon to feel. I had been more than two years settled at Congenies, and had but little idea of again leaving it, when an invitation was sent for me from William Allen. (So) 1822.] SECOND VISIT TO ENGLAND. 51 Since I had left England my dear friend Mary Allen had been united in marriage to Cornelius Han bury ; and although she was still much with her father, other claims deprived him of her help in many ways, and he was in want of some one, as far as possible to take the place of his daughter. From our first acquaintance I had called him my English father, and it was very natural that I should be thought of. The invitation was, however, at first only for a year. It was thus easier for my dear parents again to part with me, and for me to leave them. I knew, as I thought, what I was going to, but I felt deeply the approaching separation, and was at times almost ready to flinch from it. Many were the tears I shed, and great the struggle of conflicting feelings which I had to pass through. My dear father, however, encouraged me, and the attractions I had in England were great. Little did I then foresee how much it involved. It is well for us that the future is hidden from us ; otherwise how could beings such as we are, take a single step? Martha Savory (after- wards Yeardley) was then on the point of returning to England, after a residence of nearly a year at Con- genies. My dear father had for some time wished to visit a company of serious persons, who resided at and near St. Etienne, in the Department de la Loire ; a sect who were called " Beguins," who had separated from the Roman Catholics. They had for many years existed in the neighbourhood of that place, where no Protestants resided. They were accustomed to the reading of the Bible, which they held in high venera- tion ; and were distinguished by a great hatred of priestcraft, and by a feeling of equality and fraternity 52 MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE M. ALSOP. [1820. among themselves but they had no form of public worship. About the time of which I am writing, some individuals amongst them had been brought to clearer views of the Gospel than those who sur- rounded them. It was these interesting persons that my father wished to visit, and Martha Savory feeling the same desire, it was decided that they should go on her way to England. I was therefore of the party ; Elizabeth Charleton also ; and Priscilla Scales, who had some months before left France for England, again returned, and met us at Lyons, to which place we went by diligence, and from thence we set off together in a bad carriage, and after a fatiguing ride of many hours, over a rough mountainous road, a distance, I believe, of only thirty English miles, we arrived at St. Etienne the Shef- field of France ; not, however, nearly so important then as it is now. This was really a missionary adventure, and although I was young, and as it were acci- dentally of the party, I was deeply interested, and shall never forget the impressions I then received. We first went to the inn, and the next day drove to St. Jean de Bonne Faud, a mining village, in the neighbourhood of which J. T. Price had set up a steam-engine the first I ever saw. My father acquainted them with the intention of himself and the Friends to settle down for a little time amongst them, for the purpose of becoming acquainted with them, and of having some religious intercourse together. This information was received with joy; and finding that most of those they wished to see resided in that neighbourhood, it was concluded to hire a furnished house, which was 1822.] THE "BEGUINS." 53 then vacant, and to remove our luggage to it. I took the post of housekeeper and provider. My time was a good deal occupied, so that I felt that I was of some use in this mission of love. I had lime, however, to accompany the Friends in some of their visits to these simple people, many of whom had strange notions, it is true, and had much that was visionary in their manner of comprehending the Gos- pel, while, however, there were many simple, believing Christians. There was in the house where we lodged a large room which was used as a place of meeting, and almost every day large companies congregated, and meetings were held, in which much was communicated by my dear father, Martha Savory, and sometimes by Priscilla Scales, for the latter of whom I interpreted I shall never forget the interest which was excited amongst the people, nor how eagerly they came to the meetings. We stayed two or three weeks with them, and they seemed quite prepared to hold meetings after the manner of Friends; that is, those who had been enlightened to see the simplicity and spirituality of the Gospel. A meeting was then established, and held for a considerable time at St. Etienne: and at other places they met in their own homes. They were in regular communication with my father, and I believe he visited them more than once. I have several letters in my possession from my father to Pierre Brossi, one of their number, and an epistle to the company, written a short time after we were there, bearing the date 5th of Fourth Month, 1824. On leaving St. Etienne my father accompanied 54 MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE M. ALSOP. [1820. Martha Savory and myself from Lyons to Macon by the boat, and here we parted, my father returning home. We proceeded to Chalons by boat, and thence by diligence to Paris. Here we were detained some time before I could obtain a passport. After going from one office to another for three or four days without success, we found that the difficulty arose from a sus- picion that I was running away without my parents' consent, and that both Martha Savory and I were dis- guised. (These were the days of the Bourbons under the Restoration.) When the difficulty was at -last surmounted the season was far advanced for such a journey. The weather was very rough, and when we arrived at Calais we found that the packets had not gone for several days, and that it was doubtful when the next would leave. It was, in fact, two days before we em- barked. The packet boat was named the Arrow. It was crowded with passengers ; we could not find a place downstairs and had to stay on deck in heavy rain. The weather, which seemed calm when we left, soon became very stormy; the wind rose and tossed our little bark in a way that I had not before witnessed, nor have I since. It seemed at times as though it would either break to pieces or be swallowed by the next wave. For a little time I admired the grandeur of the scene, as our vessel plunged, as though it could never rise again, and then rode on the wave as if it had been a piece of cork ; but soon I became so ill that I was quite overpowered. The passengers were lashed to the masts, and the men who worked the ship were tied with ropes. It was a steamer, but the 1822.] DANGEROUS VOYAGE TO ENGLAND. 55 engine was stopped. At first we felt our awful situa- tion. My companion was very ill and yet she could play on the name of our vessel, saying to me " Oh, my poor Christine, our 'arrow' is not rightly shot." Soon I became so overpowered with sea-sickness, so wet and cold with the dashing of the waves which frequently went over our heads, that I almost lost all sensation of fear. We were both carried down and laid on the cabin floor, and I believe I should not have cared if I had been thrown overboard. We were in very great danger of being dashed on the English shore, and though bound for Dover could not land there, and had to go to Ramsgate. Our friends, the Horsnaills, who expected us, were on the shore wit- nessing with the greatest anxiety the distress of the vessel without being able to give any assistance ; how- ever, after beating about for ten hours, we safely entered the harbour of Ramsgate. It was late at night, rainy and dark, and we had no one there to meet us ; and it was midnight before we could take off our wet clothes. We had to wait two hours at the Custom House, but we felt thankful that our lives had been preserved, with those of the many who were with us. Next day we went to Dover, as we were expected there, and thence to London. NOTE AS TO THE " BEGUINS. " It would be an interesting sub- ject of inquiry whether these persons were connected with the "Beguins" of the Middle Ages, who appear to have been numer- ous in the South of France. (See Gieseler's Text Book of Ecclesi- astical History, vol. ii., p. 305, and vol. iii., pp. 91, 92; also Lim- borch's History of the Inquisition, pp. 103-110.) CHAPTER V. AUTOBIOGRAPHY CONTINUED. Life with Maty Hanbury Her illness and death. I COME now to an important time of my life. When I first came to England I was a mere child, looked upon as such by the whole family ; now, though only two years and a half had elapsed, I was to take the charge of William Allen's family as regarded the establishment at Newington. Anna Hanbury was in feeble health and could have no responsibility upon her. The charge would have been heavy indeed, had not dear Mary Hanbury been likely to pass part of her time at Newington, and be always ready to advise me, and to take the serious responsi- bility. I arrived at Plough Court about the end of the Eleventh Month, 1822. William Allen was then on the Continent with Daniel Hanbury, whither he had gone to attend the Congress of the Sove- reigns at Verona; but they returned home about a month after. In her journal Christine Majolier writes : First Month, 2gth, 18.13. I hope I am thankful for my return to England. I have often thought lately that the opening was rather remarkable, as no one knows but myself the temptations I was under, and it has seemed to me, as if I saw the hand of a kind (56) 1823.] LIFE WITH MARY HAN BURY. 57 interposing Providence. How loudly does this call for thankfulness on my part ! I have been astonished in considering how remarkably way has been made for me, but I feel thoroughly unworthy of it. My desire has been of late, and particularly to-day, that I might fully surrender my will and myself into the hands of Him who careth for us, even when we may be wandering far from Him, as has been my case. Second Month, gfh, 1823, First-day, Went to Devon- shire-house Meeting. Elizabeth Fry was there, and spoke beautifully. William Allen also, as well as dearest Mary. I thought what she said was very sweet. I was, I hope, favoured with a little feeling of good this morning, but I did not keep enough under it. I was very much impressed during the meeting with the necessity of watchfulness and a fear of being lukewarm. May I more and more seek for help and direction, for it is those only who .seek who can expect to find ; but there is a danger of my being too active and seeking in my own will and way, and of relying on my own strength. I earnestly desire to be pre- served from it, seeing that of ourselves we can do nothing. To return to the Autobiography: The house at Plough Court looked very different from what it did when I was there before. The two parlours, which had been more like committee rooms, were refurnished and looked very comfortable. My beloved friend, Mary Han bury, as the wife of Cornelius Hanbury, was now the mistress of it. I cannot describe the sensation I had when I found myself in E 58 MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE M, ALSOP. [1823. the same place with everything about me so altered, and, as it were, so changed myself. Soon, however, I felt the greatest pleasure at being again with my beloved Mary : changed in some respects she was, but more angelic if possible. There was less constraint about her and more true enjoyment ; she seemed set free from some of the bonds which had been about her ; she was much less held by little things, and had more true joy and peace in believing ; this she ac- knowledged to me more than once. She received me, not as her little pupil, but as her friend and sister ; and in every respect she treated me as such. She installed me at Stoke Newington, telling the servants that she was no longer the mistress of that family, the care of which was to devolve on me. The few months which were thus spent were a period of true enjoyment. Seldom have I seen one who looked forward with more pleasure to the prospect of becoming a mother. Once or twice only did she allude to the subject with any degree of apprehension as to the result. She said that the circumstance of her mother having died soon after her own birth had made her father anxious respecting her; "but," she added, "I do not feel anxious; the result is in better hands than our own, and I do not see why I should not do very well ; but should it be otherwise, and should it be the Divine will that I should leave a helpless infant behind me, I shall leave it to thee." She said this with some emotion. I believe it was at the same time that she added, " But, my dear, should I live to have ten children thou wilt always seem like the eldest." And bright indeed were the prospects of 1823.] LIFE WITH MARY HANBURY. 59 future happiness which she seemed to have ; too bright, it often appeared to me, to be natural. Thus truly was her path smoothed to the tomb j her work was accom- plished, and there was nothing to sadden the few months that it was my privilege to be with her, except now and then, when the thought came over me that possibly she might not be long with us. She left to my taste and judgment all the necessary preparations, and often said, " Now that thou art here I have no more anxiety." My home was now at Stoke Newing- ton, but my dearest Mary spent a good deal of time there. William Allen went regularly to town directly after breakfast, and returned to a 3 o'clock dinner, often bringing company with him. The afternoon he spent in his study, writing letters, &c. The letters which he wished to write to France I translated for him ; but he always copied them afterwards himself, and he would send the English also. For anything of importance he used the oiled and black paper, so as to produce two copies at a time. He was very neat in all he did. But I must return to my dear Mary. We spent much time together while her husband and her father were otherwise engaged ; and never shall I forget the loveli- ness of her character, more than ever evinced during the last few months of her life. It seemed all through a season of happiness, and often of playful cheerful- ness, beyond what I had thought she was capable of. Her countenance, which was always sweet and inter- esting, but which was previously sometimes marked with a degree of gravity which seemed unnatural in one so young, had now assumed a cheerful and 60 MEMORIALS OF CHRISTIXE M. ALSOP [1823. heavenly aspect, which, as I sometimes watched her, unobserved, thrilled me with a sensation which I cannot describe, under the impression that such sweetness scarcely belonged to earth ; and yet her health was so good that I could not encourage the thought, that in a few short weeks we should all be plunged in the deepest sorrow. Her attentions to her father were most assiduous and tender. When I was in England before, he was often weighed down by sorrow at the loss of his wife, who had died at Geneva the previous year. He needed all her sympathy, and she made everything give way to his wishes. The moment she heard his footsteps she would leave whatever she was doing to run with a sweet, smiling countenance, to attend upon him ; and even those things which were not exactly to her own taste she would do with so much cheer- fulness, that he never knew but that she enjoyed them as much as he did ; whereas her enjoyment in them was the pure delight of pleasing him. This was the case with her readings from Latin authors, in which she persevered with so much industry. After she married, her circumstances were a little altered, though much less so than might have been expected ; and she was always studying how she might contrive to make him feel the change as little as possible ; at the same time she was always glad when any opportunity was afforded of my services being substi- tuted for her own ; as though she was endeavouring by degrees to wean him from those endearing attentions which were so soon to cease. What the loss of such a child was to such a man, no one can fully appreciate 1823 ] MAR Y HAXBUR Y'S ILLNESS. 61 but those who had the opportunity of knowing his character so dependent on the little attentions of a tenderly loved object. Not only was she an efficient helper in his every need, but even a wise counsellor in the difficult and important path which he had to tread. On the 7th of the Fifth Month, 1823, she gave birth to a son. I had accompanied her to Plough Court the day before, and was with her till the evening of the day the dear child was born. William Allen expected company at Stoke Newington, and Anna Hanbury was not in a state to remain long without me, and as my services were more wanted there than at Plough Court, dear Mary cheerfully gave me up, though it was reluctantly that we parted; but she said, "Oh, thou must go, for my dear father wants thee ; but come again soon, perhaps the day after to-morrow, when my dear father comes to town. Farewell, precious /" That was the term she generally used in addressing me. Little did I think that I then heard her speak for the last time. Very soon after this, fever came on. I came to town, but it was thought best I should not see her, as it was necessary she should be kept very quiet. It was considered advisable that the nurse and the dear child should go to Stoke Newington. That precious . treasure was committed to my care when he was only five days old, and then, for the first time, I remembered her words: "If I should leave a helpless infant, I will leave it to thee." Her medical attendant, though aware of her great danger, entertained some hope of her recovery, which seemed to depend on perfect quiet and freedom from 62 MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE M. ALSOP. [1823. excitement. William Allen promised to take me to see her as soon as this was no longer necessary ; but the fatal symptoms came too soon to allow of my seeing her again ; and she was so peaceful and quiet, such a heavenly atmosphere pervaded her room, that everything that might have tended at all to disturb it was carefully avoided. When asked by her husband if she was happy, she said, "Yes, very; I have nothing to make me otherwise." No description can give an idea of what I went through, during those few days of agonising anxiety. A report was sent several times in the day, and on the day of her death, the lyth of Fifth Month, the sorrowful intelligence was brought down to me by Peter Bedford. Even now, when nearly thirty years of uncommon vicissitudes of joy and sorrow have passed over my head, I cannot forget the pang of final separation -from one so tenderly loved, nor recall without the deepest emotion the worth of my beloved friend ; all that I owed her, her uncommon affection for me, the joy of my young and glowing heart, for I believe I loved her more than I did any one else. Neither can I forget the heavenly support which was then mercifully granted to those most nearly concerned to her dear father and husband ; a support which powerfully acted upon me : for how could I give way to useless sorrow when they were meekly endeavouring to bow submissively under the stroke ? William Allen soon came to Stoke Newington ; he looked calm, but distressed ; and for some time was unable to speak. He then said, with deep emotion, "The last thing she said to me, when I was offering 1823.] DEA TH OF MAR Y HANBUR Y. 63 her a little wine, was, ' No more, dear father, until I go home,' and now," added he, "she is drinking it new in the heavenly kingdom." He could say no more, and we sat silent for a time. He asked after the child and wished to see him, but was much affected. Dear Rebecca Christy came to Stoke Newington and was affectionately kind to me ; she was the particular friend of Mary's mother, and had been like a mother to her, and so she was to me. I felt as though I could never be happy again, and as though my heart would break. The day of the funeral, which took place at Winchmore Hill, on the 23rd, was a very solemn one to me, never to be forgotten. It being just at the beginning of the Yearly Meeting the attendance was very large ; but I was too much absorbed in my own feelings to notice much, besides the touching thanksgiving and prayer of her afflicted parent and bereaved husband. To this William Allen thus alludes in his journal : " I felt bound to offer my thanksgiving for the belief mercifully granted, that the dear deceased had been admitted into the man- sions of rest and peace, and to intercede earnestly on behalf of those young people who stood around the grave, for whom her soul had often travailed, that their steps might be directed in the way of peace, praying that in the end they might unite with her in the everlasting 'Hallelujah.'' Who amongst those present was more strikingly of this class than myself? Often, indeed, had she laboured with me, and I could not doubt had often prayed for me. I 64 MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE M. ALSOP. [1823. then felt as though I had done nothing for her, though I had loved her with all my heart ; and now that every opportunity for evincing my love to her was past for ever, I felt bound to do all I could for the treasure she had left behind, and for the comfort of those she had so tenderly loved. CHAPTER VI. AUTOBIOGRAPHY CONTINUED. Life at Stoke Newington Wilberforce Clarkson Open house for foreigners. TO find myself at the head of so large a family, with the care of William Allen's aged and infirm sister- in-law devolving partly upon me, as well as that of the precious infant, made me often feel as though I must give up. But in this great extremity help was graciously vouchsafed, and were I to enumerate the many bless- ings of which I was an unworthy partaker, all would be astonished who read these lines. I trust I was preserved from bringing any reproach on the cause, which was even then most precious to me, though there was a vagueness and obscurity in my religious opinions which greatly impeded my progress in best things. I loved what was good, but I was in a great degree a stranger to that peace which proceeds from a sense of forgiveness of sin, through repentance towards God, and faith in the Lord Jesus Christ ; and of that love, through which by a crucified and risen Lord our ways are estab- lished. In short, I did not understand the Gospel as a message of " glad tidings * l I went heavily on my way, often going backward rather than forward ; but through infinite mercy I was never quite left without a desire after better things, and a degree of thankfulness for the many blessings of which I was a partaker. Rebecca (65) 66 MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE M. ALSOP. [1823. Christy was a faithful and kind friend to me, and a great help in some of my difficulties ; and Isabella Harris was also most kind in aiding me with her advice in the charge of the dear infant. The many subjects of interest which had previously occupied William Allen's mind required close attention; and he entered into them again with activity, though his ardour was somewhat subdued by bitter sorrow. Hannah Kilham's concern for Africa ; .the British and Foreign Schools ; the Greeks ; his agricultural experiments ; and the establishment of a "school for boys in the Lordship Road, Stoke Newington, were the prominent objects. He often .had interviews with leading men, in which I frequently went with him, that he might not be alone in his long drives. Sometimes we took the dear child and his nurse, as he became, by degrees, an object of great interest to his grand-father. Soon after dear Mary's death I became acquainted with William Wilberforce, when he and his wife dined at Stoke Newington for the first time. I was greatly interested and pleased with this remarkable man. His vivacity was such that he seemed unable to speak on any interesting subject without rising from his seat, and before he had finished his speech he would be at the other end of the room. On the day of his visit we walked to the cottages in the Lordship Road, where William Allen was conducting his agricultural experiments. I had the honour of walking with the great man, who, however, took little notice of me, but hummed a tune most of the way, except when he wished to say something to William Allen ; upon which he would leave me, say what he had to say, and 1823.] WILBEKFORCE AXD CLAKKSOX. 67 then almost mechanically offer me his arm", and go on singing his hymn. At the cottages he was weighed in the scale, and though many have had the opportunity of recording the talents of Wilberforce, few have been able to tell his weight ; and this, insignificant as it is, may give some idea of his person, and confirm the saying, that the mind is the standard of the man. He weighed, including the 5 Ibs. for the iron stays which he wore, 76 Ibs. Thomas Clarkson was, I think, that year in London. I had seen him many times when I was in England before, as he used generally to be at Plough Court during the time of the Yearly Meeting; but I could not then appreciate his character. He then seemed only like an absorbed old man, who was too much taken up with grave concerns to take notice of me, and who seldom spoke to me, unless it was to ask me to do something for him. He was very precise, and always gave his orders in very explicit terms, with a good deal of emphasis. " Now, you French girl, go down into the shop, or into the counting-house, and ask Daniel, or Cornelius, or John Barry, for two or tftree sheets of paper, on^ good pen, and two or three wafers." But now as I understood more what and who he was, my attention was directed to him ; and I have often enjoyed hearing him relate to a large company the different adventures he had met with in his researches into the evils of the slave-trade and slavery. This he would always do with his head down and his eyes shut, until aroused by the recital of something very atrocious. Then his whole frame would become ani- matedj his countenance, which was not remarkably 68 MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE M. ALSOP. [1823. striking, would be lighted up, and that noble enthu- siasm, which enabled him to go through so much self- denying labour, became visible in every feature, and the indignation of his heart at the wrongs inflicted on his fellow-men would give to his voice a sort of hollow tone, which could but raise the same feelings in his auditors. He was extremely minute and particular in all that he did, generally preferring to wait on himself, and doing everything that required to be well done with his own hands. He never allowed anyone to put his letters into the post when it was possible for him to do it himself. At Plough Court he felt thoroughly at home. There was one room only in which he liked to sleep. It was called the study, over the kitchen, and he had to go up and down to it by a very dark staircase ; but he preferred being in his own room. I used to fancy that he went about the house with his eyes shut, for I have often had to get out of his way, so as not to be stumbled over, when I was a child ; but this might be because he was very near-sighted. He never used spec- tacles, and when he read or wrote his nose almost touched the paper. He was tall and large, and always stooped unless he was animated in speaking. Henry Brougham (afterwards Lord Brougham) used often to be with William Allen, and sometimes came to Stoke Newington to dine. He did not make much impression on me ; perhaps because I had not much opportunity of knowing him in private. His person was plain, and until I had heard him as a public speaker there was little about him that I admired. It was not so with Wilberforce, Clarkson, T. F. Buxton, or Dr. Lushington. 1824.] LIFE AT WILLIAM ALLEA' S. 69 As my time was necessarily much occupied with domestic affairs, company, &c., I could not be of so much use to William Allen as I should have been, had his dear daughter lived : he therefore took* a young man to act for him- as secretary, though I still helped him in his foreign correspondence. He used to bring the shop books down to Stoke Newington to post. He seemed to enjoy that almost mechanical employment ; and often in fine weather they were carried to him in the summer-house by his faithful "Black Tom," whom he had rescued from slavery; the dear child and his kind attendant going also. We used to spend the afternoon most pleasantly. William Allen liked to be read to while he was resting, and he much enjoyed having his grandson near him. t From her Journal : ist of Second Month, 1824. Sometimes I am ready to say, "What shall I do? What will become of me if I remain in my present state?" But there is One who can break the stony heart and save even " to the uttermost;" and this thought sometimes gives me a little hope. But I am afraid of taking up a rest short of the true rest. Oh, may I press after an increase of watchfulness over my words, thoughts and actions. My faith is at a very low ebb ; much seems to be want- ing to make me what I ought to be. Referring to the attendance of the Yearly Meet- ing, she writes : Fifth Month, 2Qth, 1824. A sweet testimony was read on behalf of our precious Mary. My feelings 70 MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE M. ALSO P. [1824. were such as it is impossible to describe; it was like opening a wound which was not healed ; it renewed every pang. I felt the loss that I and many others had sustained ; but I also felt her great gain. I shed tears all the time of the meeting, and yet did not feel distressed. May her sweet example be constantly in my view, and may it please my Heavenly Father to bring me to a nearer acquaint- ance with Himself, and to give me strength to walk in that narrow way which only brings peace ! Oh, for a clean heart ! May it please Thee, O Father, to purify it and make it fit for thyself. I feel that of myself, I can do nothing ; but to Thee all things are possible. Autobiography continued : Susanna Corder's school for girls was established at Stoke Newington about this time. Before they were settled with a master I gave the young people lessons in French ; and afterwards had the advantage of taking lessons with the masters employed. This brought me into contact with many whose friendship I have cher- ished through life. The establishment of this school was a blessing for me. I much enjoyed the pleasant intercourse with the young people, mostly younger than myself. It was a relaxation for which I was grateful, considering the serious responsibility which rested upon me, as well as the real labour I had to perform. In the summer of 1824 we formed a German class, William Allen, J. J. Lister, Edward Harris, Cornelius Hanbury, Lucy Bradshaw, and myself. We used to 1824.] LINDFIELD. 71 have the lesson at seven in the morning ; and, with all that William Allen had upon him, it was astonishing how earnest he was and how industriously he laboured. We were some of the first upon whom the Hamil- tonian plan was tried. William Allen entered with much interest into all that related to improvement in teaching, and he was very sanguine in everything he undertook. It was in the summer of the same year that the establishment at Lindfield began. William Allen took me, with dear Willie and his nurse, and Charlotte Christy (afterwards the wife of Edmund Ashworth) went with us. We lodged at the Norfolk Hotel, and from thence went to Lindfield. This was my first visit to that place. William Allen called on many of the inhabitants. He remarks in his journal : " The people here are half a century behind some other places in intelligence." He had many difficulties and discouragements to con- tend with, only known to those who were intimately connected with him. During the period of which I am now writing, Wil- liam Allen Was in what might be called " the strength of his day," and he most zealously gave it to the service of his Master, and to the good of his fellow- creatures. His house, to its full extent, and often beyond it, was ever open to receive all the strangers who required his aid and protection ; and as memory glances over the scenes of that period I feel bewildered by the motley assemblage which presents itself. I see men of all countries and of all shades of colour ; Russians, Germans, Frenchmen, Swedes, Greeks, 72 MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE M. ALSOP. [1824. Italians, and Spaniards, North American Indians, West Indians, and many of the. suffering sons of Africa partaking of that hospitality which he knew so well how to bestow without the least ostentation ; very little difference being made between their entertain- ment and the dinners given to Lord Brougham, Dr. Lushington, Wilberforce, John Smith (of Dale Park), or to Gautier, or Alexander Vinet (of Geneva), or other distinguished foreigners. Many a stranger in a strange land has indeed found in him a true friend. His journeys on .the Continent had been the means of his becoming acquainted with a great number of inter- esting persons, and these often recommended their friends to him, and they ever found an open door. This may give a little insight into the kind of life which I led at Stoke Newington. It was now to undergo a great change ; one of those changes which but few have to pass through even once, but which, with some varia- tion of circumstances, have not been unfrequent in my life. Bitter have been some of the draughts which I have had to drink, and yet most gracious has been the Hand which in administering them has still crowned me with blessings, unworthy as I have been. CHAPTER VII. William Allen's third marriage Change in his establishment Christine Majolier visits her parents, and afterwards returns to England Closer union with Friends Journey on the Continent with Thomas and Elizabeth Robson Visit to the Queen of France and the King and Queen of Wurtemburg Review of the journey Increased settlement in her religious views. THE marriage of William Allen to his third wife, Grizell Birkbeck, in the Third Month, 1827, naturally led to a change in the position of Christine Majolier. It would be difficult to express (she writes) what I felt when I was called, by this most beloved friend and adopted father, to render the last service as the female head of his family. This was to break up the establish- ment at Church Street, to furnish his house at Lindfield, and to dispose of his remaining furniture. William Allen wished that the change should be as little felt by me as possible j and kindly arranged that his dear grandchild, the nurse, and myself should continue in his family. Soon after this event Christine Majolier paid a visit to her parents at Congenies. Referring to this, she writes : The sweet affection of my dearest father and mother I most gratefully remember ; and the few months then spent amongst those so dear to me have left very F (73) 74 MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE M. ALSOP. [1827. pleasant recollections. I felt, however, that although I enjoyed for a little while the simple rusticity of my native place, and might perhaps after my first stay in England have become reconciled to it for a continu- ance; yet now I was quite spoilt for it; and I was anxiously looking forward to the future, when I re- ceived a letter from William Allen wishing for my return. One of her brothers accompanied her to Paris. Young as she was, with her religious character not yet fully established, the following incident, which occurred during this journey, may serve to illus- trate the variety of influences to which she was exposed. Two gentlemen (their travelling com- panions in the diligence] went with them to the same hotel at Paris, and, being anxious to give Christine Majolier and her brother a treat, proposed to take them to the Theatre Franyais. At first Christine Majolier declined to accept the invitation, knowing how much all her friends would disap- prove of her going to such a place ; but the next day she reluctantly yielded to their earnest solicita- tions ; when, on taking her seat in one of the boxes which the gentlemen had hired, and observing the dissipated looks of those around her, she felt a sort of horror at being in such a place. I durst not ask to go out (she says), but I was very unhappy. I felt ashamed that any one should see my Friends' bonnet, so I took it off, and put it under the seat. The dresses, both of the men and women, were 1828.] CLOSER UNION WITH FRIENDS. 75 such as I was ashamed to see. Then followed one of the worst of the representations. I shut my eyes and dared not look, and at my solicitation our friends left the place. I have never forgotten the circumstance or my impressions at that time ; and I have often felt glad that the scene was of such a description, because my judgment was then quite settled ; and though some who are in the practice of attending such places have often tried to persuade me to go, telling me that my judgment was formed on the worst example possible, I have never felt at liberty to do so, persuaded as I am that if those who attend these places are not shocked, it is because they have been led to it by degrees, and that if a woman's modesty can be thus blunted, the influence must be unfavourable on her mind. On her return to England, Christine Majolier went to reside at Paradise Row, Stoke Newington, where William Allen lived after his marriage, assist- ing as before in the charge of his little grandson, and in other ways. Although, as we have seen, Christine Majolier had been connected with the little body of Friends in the south of France, she was not yet in actual membership with Friends in England ; and it was not until the latter end of the year 1828 that she thought it right to apply to be admitted into closer religious fellowship with them. In her journal she writes : Twelfth Month, $\st, 1828. I hope that it is with fervent desires that I may be preserved from doing 76 MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE M. ALSOP. [1829. anything that may dishonour the high profession I am making, that I have at length thought it right to apply to be received as a member of the Society of Friends in this country. Although I feel how much I have come short of what their principles would lead to, I am convinced that they are the principles of truth ; and whether Friends think it right to receive me or not, I trust it will always be my desire to be brought nearer and nearer to them. The application was made at the last Monthly Meeting. The Friends appointed to visit me were Dorcas Coventry, Elizabeth Pryor, and Thomas Beck. We had a comfortable little opportunity, in which I was favoured to feel that the step was not a wrong one ; and my present desire is, that it may have the effect of bringing me nearer to what is good. I hope that of late I have felt the subject of my best interest of more importance than at some other times ; but I have so often fallen again into a state of indifference, after what appeared to me good impressions, that I am ready to fear. Fifth Month, 6th, 1829. While I sat at the meet- ing this morning under a feeling of my insensibility as to the things that belong to my peace, accompanied with a desire to see more clearly what is my best interest, I was comforted with the recollection that the poor blind man who had his eyes opened by our Saviour, at first saw so indistinctly that men appeared to him as trees walking. Yet this was light ; and after a second touch he saw clearly. May I then, if my present feelings are produced by the touch of the heavenly finger, so dwell under them, that in due time l%$l.]JOUNEY WITH ELIZABETH R OB 'SON. 77 I may have more distinct views of my Heavenly Father, and of His will respecting me. What I fear most of all is, lest I should fall into a state of indiffer- ence, and take up a rest short of the true rest. In allusion to a religious visit from two Friends, Christine Majolier says : Fifth Month, iy//;, 1829. Last Second-day I had my visit. The Friends were led to recommend humility and self-devotedness. Indeed, do I not feel how much this is wanting? Am I not constantly prone to self-exaltation? I am, I hope, thankful in being made to see how little I can do of myself, unable even to suppress an evil desire, or keep down an evil thought. In 1831 Christine Majolier accompanied Thomas and Elizabeth Robson as interpreter in a religious visit to the South of France and Germany. It was a comparatively new service, in which she had much to learn. She entered upon it with her accustomed ardour, " more," she says, " as if it was to be a journey of pleasure, than one of so serious a character." They left London for Paris Sixth Month, 8th, 1831, and whilst waiting there for arrangements about a carriage, Elizabeth Robson felt that she ought to see the Queen. This brought a great weight upon Christine Majolier, as upon her chiefly devolved the necessary arrangements ; but they were most kindly received at the Palace at St. 78 MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE M. ALSOP. [1831. Cloud, and had an interview of rather more than an hour with the Queen. Christine Majolier writes : The Queen was standing when we went in, but she most kindly came forward, and, taking Elizabeth Rob- son's hand, asked us to sit down by her on the sofa. Though my heart had beat a little at the prospect of being ushered into the presence of the wife of my Sovereign, I had no sooner sat down and witnessed her kind, open, and really affectionate manner, than all idea of royalty seemed to vanish, and I could have fancied we were sitting with an old acquaintance. The Queen asked several questions; whence we came ; what was the object of our journey ? &c. She speaks English tolerably well. She told Elizabeth Robson that she understood it perfectly, and that she wished her to speak in English. This was a great relief to me. Elizabeth Robson explained that her husband and she were English, but that I was French. She looked surprised, and turning to me said, " O done vous etes Francaise, ma chere." I told her that I was glad to be able to say that I was one of Louis Philippe's subjects, at which she bowed her head and smiled. She then asked me what part of France I came from, and was surprised to find that there were any "Friends" there. She wished to know how many there were, and also what number there were in England. I had in the morning translated Elizabeth Robson's London certificate ; and after having ex- plained the order of our discipline in granting certi- ficates to our ministers for any religious engagement, with which she seemed interested, I read it to the 1 83 1 . ] IXTER VIE W WITH THE FRENCH Q UEEN. 79 Queen. Soon after she had heard it, she asked Eliza- beth Robson in English if she preached. Seeing our friend rather embarrassed, I said that if the Queen would be pleased to sit a few minutes in silence, I thought that Elizabeth Robson might have something to say to her. She immediately complied, and both she and the Marchioness Dolomen (lady-in-waiting to the Queen) sat as if they had been accustomed to receive "family visits." Elizabeth Robson then ad- dressed her at some length. The Queen heard her with deep attention, and was much affected. Directly Elizabeth Robson had done speaking, the Queen took hold of her hand in both hers and affectionately expressed how much she was obliged to her for her visit, saying she felt that what had been said was true. The Queen then, looking at me, said in French that as she could not satisfactorily to herself ex- press what she had to say in English, she wished I would translate it. Little did I think, when I left England as Elizabeth Robson's interpreter, that my first trial in that office would be for the Queen ! She then concisely commented on all that Eliza- beth Robson had said, in the same order as she had heard it, in a manner which quite astonished me. She expressed her accordance with everything ; and I translated it sentence by sentence. It was a fearful office, particularly as I knew that she understood all I said. Amongst other things she remarked that everything that had a bearing on religion was precious to her, and that it was her earnest desire to use her influence to promote the glory of God and the advance- ment of His holy religion on the earth. Alluding to 8o MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE M. ALSO P. [1831. her present exalted position she very feelingly said : " Je sais que c'est Dieu qui m'a place ou je suis. Je ne le desirais pas. Je sais aussi que c'est lui seul qui peut me soutenir dans cette situation, et m'aider a en remplir tous les devoirs." She then expressed her desire that when the time should come for her to have done with this world it might be a season of joy and not of sorrow. In alluding to what our friend had said respecting the King she said, " Vous avez bien raison ; il est un bien honnete homme qui ne desire que ce qui est juste et droit pour son peuple." Referring to the non-observance of the Sabbath the Queen said she con- sidered it a sad thing, but that it was difficult to do any- thing, except by example; adding, "C'est Dieu seul qui peut changer les cceurs." After another short pause ' Elizabeth Robson knelt down and prayed for the King and those in power, for the Queen, and for the Princes and Princesses. When she arose the Queen again thanked her repeatedly, holding her hand in both hers ; telling her she should never forget her, requesting her to remember her in her prayers, and very feelingly expressing how much she was obliged to her for remembering her husband and children. The day after the visit to the Queen they left Paris for the South of France, where they spent about a week at Congenies, visiting the Friends, and holding meetings there, and in the neighbour- ing towns and villages. They next proceeded to Geneva, where their time was fully occupied in religious work. Amongst other engagements was 1831.] MEETINGS AT GENEVA. 81 a meeting " with some of the serious inhabitants of Geneva," of which Christine Majolier writes : Seventh Month, 2gth, 1831. When we arrived I was surprised to see about 300 people ; many persons of influence, and several clergymen. Knowing the state of things with respect to religion at Geneva it looked very formidable to me, especially as I knew I must be the organ of communication should anything be said. We were shown up to the platform, where chairs were provided for us. The girls were made to sing a psalm. It seemed a curious mixture, and, thinking Elizabeth Robson would like a little silence, they were asked to stop ; and soon she rose, and spoke for nearly two hours. The communication was striking, and the people were all quiet and attentive. Before the close of the meeting Elizabeth Robson appeared in solemn supplication. Many expressed their satisfac- tion. Two other meetings at Geneva were held, but they were not nearly so large. W T e also had an inter- esting opportunity with the female prisoners in the Maison de la Force. At Lausanne and Berne they visited the prisons, Elizabeth Robson addressing the prisoners at both places, and at Zurich they had a striking inter- view with the inmates of the Hospital. Proceed- ing through Strasburg and Carlsruhe to Stuttgart, Elizabeth Robson thought it right to endeavour to obtain an interview with the King and Queen of Wurtemburg. They had no previous expectation of visiting Stuttgart, and had no letters of intro- 82 MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE M. ALSOP. [1831. duction. The language spoken was German, and Christine Majolier felt that she could no longer make herself fully understood. " Never," she writes, " did we feel so discouraged in the whole journey as on our arrival here." But way was opened for them ; and, through a merchant who had known William Allen, they were able to obtain the wished-for interview. Ninth Month, yd, 1831. At about a quarter before twelve we went to the Palace. Knowing that much responsibility devolved on me, on account of my being the only one who could speak French and German, I felt very anxious, particularly as we had been told that the King did not speak English, and that it was necessary I should speak to him in German. After a little difficulty in making our business known to the servants in waiting, who, owing to our appear- ance, seemed scarcely to understand it, we were introduced to the King and the Royal family. We were received in the dining-room, where the cloth was laid, I suppose, for luncheon. The King, who was in a blue uniform trimmed with red, was standing near the window. I was going up to him, preparing myself to address him in German ; but he very politely came forward, and, taking Elizabeth Robson and myself by the hand, began to speak in French, saying he was very glad to see us I was, therefore, able to speak to him in my own language, which was a great relief. I told him that my dear friends and myself were very much obliged to him and to the Queen for the leave they had granted us of visiting them, and for the kind manner 1831.] A'L\'G AXD QUEEN OF WURTEMBURG. 83 in which they had received us ; adding that my dear Friends could not speak anything but English, or they would have said as much themselves. The King then presented us to his wife and his chil- dren, saying: " Void la reine et voici mes enfants " (five in number, four daughters and one son). The King then said : '' You are friends of Mr. Allen's!" I told him that we knew him very well, and that I had lived with him many years. The King and the Queen entered freely into conversation with me on the subject of our journey. As the Princesses spoke English, Elizabeth Robson was conversing with them. I was beginning to fear that she would think I was forgetting the object of our visit ; but I was obliged to answer their questions, and it was no easy matter to introduce the other subject. The King, however, opened the way for it, by kindly saying, " If I can be useful to you in anything I shall be very glad to do it." I thanked him, but said that I was not aware there was anything we need trouble him about ; that our reason for wishing to be introduced to him was a strong desire for the welfare of himself and the Queen. This had induced my friend to visit them, and I believed that, if they would allow her, she might have something to say to them, which I could trans- late into French. They both said that though they did not speak it, they understood English sufficiently to render that unnecessary. This was a great relief to me. We all stood still for a few minutes ; the King was remarkably serious. Elizabeth Robson began with these words, "Grace, mercy and peace be with you, from God the Father, and from our Lord Jesus 84 MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE M. ALSOP. [1831. Christ." She then addressed them at some length, urging upon them their responsibility in ruling and judging the people; as ministers of God, acting under Him who is the blessed and only Potentate, King of Kings and Lord of Lords. The King and Queen, particularly the former, heard her with deep attention. She then addressed a few words to the Princesses, after which the King, in a very impressive manner, desired me to thank Elizabeth Robson for all the good advice she had given him and his family Before we separated Elizabeth Robson prayed very impressively for the King, the Royal family and the country, returning thanks also for the many past favours bestowed upon them. We took leave, all affectionately shaking hands with us. The King, having hold of my hand, desired me to give his compliments to William Allen ; to which the Queen added, "And give him my compliments also; and tell him we shall be very glad to see him when he comes here." The Queen told us that her mother, the Grand Duchess Louise, of Wurtemburg, and one of her sisters were in the palace and wished to see us, so we were conducted to their apartments The Duchess is a very pious, interesting woman ; her daughter also is very amiable and pious. We soon entered into interesting conversation, I interpreting, as they did not understand English. The Duchess seemed delighted to meet with those with whom she could talk on religious subjects. She asked us to pray for her, that she might be preserved steadfast in the faith, as she felt that there was no safety but in keeping firm hold of Christ. "And not for me only," 1 83 1 . ] RE VIE W OF HER O WN POSITION. 85 added she, "but also for those whom the Lord has given me" (taking hold of the hand of her daughter, who was in tears), "in order that I may appear before Him, saying, ' Here am I, with those whom Thou hast given me.' ' In the review of this her first " missionary journey," which proved to herself a time of so much lasting instruction, Christine Majolier writes : We had many conversations with persons eminent for piety, as well as with others who were ready to bring forward objections. In all these I was Elizabeth Robson's sole interpreter, and I was myself often called upon to defend what, at that time, I but very imper- fectly understood. No one knows the deep provings into which I was thus brought. Add to this, that I had the greater part of the care of travelling neces- sarily devolving upon me, as neither of my friends understood either French or German. But, notwith- standing all, I have since looked upon this journey as one of my greatest blessings, as it led me to a minute scrutiny, not only of my own heart, but also of those doctrines of the Christian religion on which our faith as Christians must rest, and which, till then, I had not thoroughly examined. Deep seriousness attended my mind, and I was led to inquire whether I was prepared to accept the salvation of my soul as a free, unmerited gift ; whether I really loved God, because he had first loved me ; and whether I felt my sins as indeed a burden, or whether I looked upon them with indifference. It was a time of deep searching of heart, and I took 86 MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE M. ALSOP. [1831. opportunities of retiring alone in the evening at Plough Court, where we spent the winter of 1831-32. I used to go upstairs into the laundry, which we had fitted up for a schoolroom, and there I poured out my heart before the Lord, desiring to be led in the right way. I studied the Bible, and light seemed to spring on every page. "Scott's Essays on Christianity" were greatly blessed to me ; and the one on the Atonement seemed very convincing. I felt much doubt as to whether it would be right for me to remain a Friend ; a doubt which was much increased by a proposal of marriage with a person whom I respected and admired, whom I had met on the Continent. He was the pastor of an extensive parish, and if I was united to him a very wide field of labour lay before me. Nothing seemed more inviting than a life spent in doing good in bring- ing souls to the Saviour, whom I felt that I had found. I thought nothing could be too hard for me. I could have gone to the end of the world if I could have felt sure that it was the will of my Heavenly Father. O, then indeed was His love shed abroad in my heart. My dear friends, William Allen and Cornelius and Elizabeth Hanbury, were aware of the consideration which I had before me. They could not take upon themselves to discourage me. Many weeks I was in this state of suspense. I could scarcely bear to leave the society in which I lived, and I hardly knew whether it was right to give up the prospect alluded to. No way, however, seemed to open for me to decide. The subject was first dismissed for a time, and afterwards relinquished by mutual consent. I felt relieved when 1832.] TRANSLATES "PORTABLE EVIDENCE." 87 this decision was come to, and fully believed that it was a right one ; but it was not followed by a full relief as to my remaining among Friends. At this time J. J. Gurney's little work, " The Portable Evidence of Chris- tianity," appeared. I read it with attention, and found it most suited to my need. Its perusal led me to think of those on the Continent who had charged Friends with not holding the doctrines of the Bible in their fulness, and I immediately conceived and executed the idea of translating it into French. Thus was com- menced an intercourse with that dearly-loved friend which lasted with great advantage to myself till he died. I have never begun or gone through a work of any kind with so much satisfaction and spirit ; for I felt as though every line would go to convince those who doubted the soundness of our Christian views. This bopk was the means of fixing me among Friends ; and I have ever since been settled in the full belief that the views which have been held by our Society with respect to the immediate guidance of the Holy Spirit, the nature of Christian ministry, and the full end made to outward rites and ceremonies in the new dispensation, are those which are most in accordance with the Scriptures of truth ; based as they must ever be on the alone founda- tion, which is, Jesus Christ and Him crucified. CHAPTER VIII. AUTOBIOGRAPHY CONTINUED. Residence at Lindfield Illness, and return to France. IN the spring of 1832, I had a great trial in being obliged to give up the charge of my little pupil ; his grandfather thinking it best to send him to school at Stoke Newington. The desire to care for him as long as it should be in my power, and thus to fulfil the wish expressed by his dear mother, had greatly influenced me to remain at my post : but now that he was taken from me, I felt as though I could no longer be of any use to William Allen. I will not attempt to describe what I felt, and the trial to my dear little charge was very great also. On his account and on my own, it was thought best that I should leave Stoke Newington for a few months. I went to Broom- field, near Chelmsford, to my kind friends Thomas and Rebecca Christy, and I had their near sympathy. As William Allen had always said that I should remain with him, I did not like to be the first to propose to leave so kind a friend. It almost seemed as though I was dissatisfied with the position which he was dis- posed to give me in his family; and yet I had lost, one by one, the objects which had fully occupied my attention, and every interest seemed passed into other hands. Whilst at Broomfield, I had a letter from William Allen, telling me that he was likely to go (88) 1832.] RESIDENCE AT LINDFIELD. 89 on the Continent with Stephen Grellet, and it would be a great relief to him if I could take up my abode at Lindfield, and superintend his concerns" there during his absence. There seemed no ground for hesitation, and I left my dear and kind friends at Broomfield with a heavy heart, but determined to do my very best. Under date Sixth Month, 8th, 1832, he says in his journal : " I have left dear Christine Majolier in commission." I took up my residence in his house at Gravely, under the care of George Bentley and his wife ; she acting for me as servant. I found much to occupy my time. I went every morning and after- noon to the schools, about a mile off, attending also to the printing office, which was worked by the elder boys of the school, under William Bade. The cor- recting of the proofs was a work of patience indeed, as there were often as many mistakes as words. The schools were not then on so good a footing as they acquired afterwards ; the masters and mistresses were inefficient, and yet I had to keep everything going, and send as fair an account as I could to William Allen. The summer passed pretty comfortably, as we had now and then visits from Brighton Friends, and I used sometimes to go there to meeting. It was at this time that I experienced so much kindness from my friends, Grover and Susanna Kemp, the latter of whom, with her children, had for some time lodgings at Lindfield. As winter drew on, I felt the lone- liness of my abode ; but the interest I took in my translation of J. J. Gurney's " Portable Evidence," and in studying Greek (which I had undertaken for the G 90 MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE M. ALSOP. [1832. express purpose of reading the New Testament), to- gether with keeping the accounts, and sending and re- ceiving the weekly despatches to and from London, kept me agreeably occupied ; and although some of my friends thought it almost a banishment, I had some real enjoyment. I felt interested also about some of the cottagers. One man I taught to read, to his great de- light ; and one poor woman I had the opportunity of frequently visiting in her last illness, and enjoyed the privilege of conveying to her mind some religious instruction, which, being blessed by the Spirit, seemed the means of bringing her to a sense of her condition, and of enabling her to rejoice in the assurance of the forgiving mercy and love of her Redeemer. Her name was Elizabeth Wood. I must not omit to. mention the kindness of my dear friends, Banks Farrand and his wife and daughter, who were residing in one of the cottages. The winter of 1832-33, which I spent at Lindfield, was cold and damp. I was now for the first time exposed to the severities of an English climate. In the early part of the winter I took cold ; but not considering it of much importance I continued my exertions, not- withstanding the exposure to which my occupations subjected me. With a constant cough, I still went to the schools daily, and stood for hours in the school- rooms and the printing office; took my dinner with S. Farrand by the side of the school fire; returned home to tea through rain, mud, frost, or snow ; and spent a great part of the evening in correcting damp proofs from the printing office, which had to be read over a great number of times. For half-an-hour in 1833.] LIND FIELD. 91 the evening I had one or two adult pupils. I afterwards attended to the accounts. It was no wonder that my health gave way, and that a foundation was then laid for the delicacy of chest to which I have ever since been subject. It was, I own, through imprudence on my part, for I am sure William Allen would have been the last person to wish me thus to injure my health; but I was then young, buoyant, and ex- tremely desirous to serve my beloved friend. I had no doubt I should lose my cough in the spring, and I thought I should soon be well again when I had time for a little nursing. Spring came, and I had no relief. I applied blisters to my chest, but still went to the printing office and read the proofs. At last some of my kind friends, particularly Susanna Kemp, of Brighton, urged me to inform William Allen of the real state I was in. I did so, and left Lindfield for medical advice, expecting to return after the Yearly Meeting to resume my post; but it was ordered otherwise. The means resorted to were ineffectual in removing the cough, and I rapidly lost strength. Serious apprehensions were entertained, and intimated to me by the medical men who were consulted, that my lungs were in a diseased state, and that a return to my native air, at least for a time, was the only thing from which I could expect relief, so that my life might be preserved a few years longer. It was undesirable to go during the heat of summer, and, moreover, I was too ill to undertake the journey in the usual way by night travelling in diligences. For the present, therefore, I took up my abode with my beloved friends, Cornelius and Elizabeth Hanbury, 92 MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE M. ALSOP. [1833. who were indeed like a brother and sister to me, and whose sweet children seemed almost as my own. I cannot sufficiently express my sense of the kindness I experienced in my time of need from these loved friends. I was brought to a very low ebb, bodily and mentally. There appeared nothing before me but a life of suffering and uselessness. It seemed as though I could be no other than an object of anxiety and care, either to my friends in England, or to my dear parents. And although I was, as it were, driven to the "strong- hold," and was made mercifully sensible at times in my sorrow that the supporting Arm was underneath, yet I had seasons of deep proving, and I may say that I often watered my couch with my tears. I desired to be sub- missive to the Divine will ; but I had not come to that sense of joy and peace in believing, by which alone the yoke becomes easy and the burden light. It seemed, however, desirable to try a little change ; and I wrote to an old friend of my father's, Nathaniel Casens, who was then residing at Southampton, to propose paying him a little visit to try the change of air. He most cordially invited me to come and stay as long as I liked. He lived a little out of the town, in a large airy house; and with his kind welcome, and the motherly care of his housekeeper Harriet Gavet, of Guernsey I felt a little revived ; but he was an uncommonly serious man, with manners solemn and austere, and though he was extremely kind, I felt very dull, and spent my time alone with but little employ- ment. I took walks by the seaside, my kind friend, Harriet Gavet, carrying a little camp stool, that I might now and then rest ; and I went out sometimes I833-] PREPARES TO RETURN HOME. 93 on a donkey. But I seemed to have lost all my elasticity of spirits. I was completely broken down, and could scarcely speak without shedding tears. Here I stayed between two and three weeks, long enough to prove that the sea air was too stimulating. I knew not what my " next step was to be, when I very unexpectedly received a letter from my friend Clara Cox, informing me that her husband and herself were going to undertake a journey on the Continent ; that she had heard of my indisposition ; and that, as they always liked to blend usefulness with pleasure, they would take me home if I could meet them in Paris, as she had heard of my circumstances too late to enable me to fall in with their plans for leaving London. Thus was a way opened in a remarkable manner, where, indeed, I could see none, and a renewed hope was raised in my heart that I was not forgotten by my Heavenly Father, though I did not at the time sufficiently feel that this signal deliverance came from Him. In the retrospect of those days of trial my heart is now humbled in the remembrance of the luke- warmness and indifference which had come over me, when my Heavenly Father had been pleased to with- draw some of his blessings. How often do we look upon these blessings as our own, enjoying them without gratitude, and murmuring when they are withdrawn ! With a little fresh courage I left Southampton and my kind friends, and spent a few days at Stoke New- ington, in active preparation for the journey. The short notice was a blessing to me. It left me but little 94 MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE M. ALSO P. [1833. time to reflect on having to part with many so dear to me, as I thought for the last time ; and yet the remembrance of what I then felt, as I had to make the necessary preparations for that journey, affects me now, even to tears. My brother George accompanied me to Pans; where I joined my kind friends R C. and Clara Cox and their travelling companions, William Daniel, the water-colour painter, and his widowed daughter Sophia Gent. R C. Cox had two travelling carriages ; and I was provided with the very best accommodation and the kindest nursing the whole of the journey, which occupied about a month ; as we stopped at most of the principal places on the road. My health improved a little during the journey, and I enjoyed the change of scene. On my arrival amongst my dear relatives, it .was a relief to feel that I was in my father's house among my own friends, and under the care of my tenderly loved and loving mother, where I knew that all they could do for me would be cheerfully performed. This feeling at first overbalanced every other ; it was what I had earnestly desired, when there seemed much difficulty in the way of its being accomplished, and now I was thankful that it was realized. Yet I could not forget that I was going to put my dear parents to additional expense, instead of having the pleasure of assisting them. This threw a shade over my mind, but, under- the full persuasion that I should never get well, I had a sort of hope that it would not be for very long. It .was not without sadness that I parted with my kind travelling companions. R. C. Cox had been an invalid during the journey ; he and I 1833-] TARRIANCE AT COXGEXIES. 95 had spent much time together; he felt for me, and drawing me aside in the parlour at Congenies, he said: "I know that you will be dull here if you have nothing to do. I advise you to have a little plan for occupying your time ; and as you have been in the habit of seeing after the poor, it will, I think, be a nice thing for you to have a little money at your disposal for that object ; I will, therefore, give you a trifle." He gave me ^5 for the poor of Con- genies, and ;io for those of Sommieres ; the latter sum to be disposed of conjointly with some friends of his wife's, as she had lodged there before her mar- riage. I have never forgotten that truly benevolent thought. It was indeed a comfort to have some- thing to draw me out of myself. I was, however, often low and discouraged, and although my time was so portioned out that it was pretty fully occupied, nothing of what I did seemed necessary to be done. My dear father and mother enjoyed having me, and it was a pleasure to add to their comfort. My father was still strong and bright. He rose very early, and was occupied in writing, &c., during the earlier hours of the day ; part of the afternoon he took a nap, and the rest of the afternoon and evening he spent at the fountain garden, where I used often to join him after my daily ride on the donkey. I fancy I can now see that loved parent, with his beautiful patriarchal countenance, beaming with intelligence and holy sere- nity, bringing home the produce of his labours in the garden, and enjoying showing us how fine were his lettuces, his cabbages, his peas, and his haricots. Pain- ful as was the dispensation at the time, which forced me 96 MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE M. ALSO P. [1833. to relinquish what I was engaged in, I have often felt thankful that it thus afforded me the opportunity of being so much with my beloved parents in their declin- ing years, to add to their comfort and to witness the serenity of the evening of their day ; and although I had some privations, yet I enjoyed many comforts, and, to a high degree, the " comfort of love." CHAPTER IX. AUTOBIOGRAPHY CONTINUED. Residence at Nimes in Dr. Pleindoux's family Description of Nimes State of Religion in France. BUT my health did not seem to alter. I was too much absorbed by the idea that I should not recover for it- to improve much. I was, however, kept calm, endeavouring to look forward steadily to the end ; and although I was not favoured with a sense of assurance, I had, at times, a humble hope in the mercy of my Saviour. I took much interest in the printing of the translation, which I had made of the "Portable Evidence." Emilien Frossard, with whom I had been acquainted when we were both young, at William Allen's, had married an English wife, and was residing at Nimes as one of the pastors of the place. I wished to submit the translation to him, and. he and his wife kindly invited me to their house, both for the change of air and the more easily to obtain his help in looking over and correcting the little work ; which was then printed and put into circulation. Many copies were distributed gratis, and some were sold. I have known several instances in which the reading of it was blessed ; and to a cousin of mine in particular it was made the means of his conviction of the truths of Christianity, after he had long lived in doubt and scepticism. During one of my visits to my friends, Emilien and (97) 98 MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE M. ALSOP. [1833. Isabella Frossard, at Nimes, they persuaded me to consult their medical friend, Dr. Pleindoux. He did not take the serious view of my case which had been taken by the English physicians. It is true that I was better when he saw me than I was when I left Eng- land. The lungs, he considered, were affected, but not so as to lead him to think the complaint beyond the reach of tcure ; but it was impossible for him to persuade me that this was the case. The strong impression I had to the contrary remained with me, although I could but be sensible of some improvement. He one day told me that he believed he had tried every means which he thought would be beneficial ; and that now there remained nothing to be done but to turn my attention to some kind of employment by which I might be taken more out of myself; for it was not in the power of medicine to help me as long as I entertained the idea that I could not recover. This rather amazed me, for I felt that I could not undertake any kind of employment at Congemes; and whither else could I go? I told him my difficulty. He said, " Well, I will consider about it ; perhaps I can suggest something that may suit you." Shortly afterwards he proposed that I should spend a few months in his family, and teach English to his only daughter who was then about eleven years old. The proposal was unexpected. I was surprised that any one should think of making it to a person far gone in consump- tion ; and that it should come from my medical man was certainly extraordinary. It acted on me power- fully, and for the first time conveyed to my mind the thought that perhaps Dr. Pleindoux was right, and I834-] DR. PLEINDOUX. 99 that my apprehensions were incorrect. At least, I saw that he was sincere in his expressed opinion. Had any one else made the proposal, I should have refused it without hesitation ; but now I looked upon it in a different light ; and the more I thought of it, the more it struck me as a Providential interposition in my behalf. My dear father and mother were very doubtful as to the desirableness of the undertaking. My father feared^he effect it might have on my " Friendliness." My mother was anxious about my health. I was again perplexed. The proposal had not been sought by me. I had not in any way promoted it ; it had come to me. I knew not, however, how I could main- tain my character as a " Friend " in its essential parts, and reside in a Roman Catholic family, and instruct a Roman Catholic child. Revolving the subject in my mind, and feeling anxious to do that which was right ; it occurred to me that I must at once represent myself as one who desired to act without com- promising any of the important views entertained by "Friends." If Dr. Pleindoux were willing to accept me as a Friend, I would accede to the proposal ; if not, it must be left. In my next interview I told the Doctor that he was, perhaps, not aware that I was a Protestant. It was true that I did not belong to the Church which goes under that name in France ; but that the principles of our Society were those of the Reformation, and that we carried them further than even the Protestants of the National Church ; and that, therefore, we were at a greater distance than they from Roman Catholicism. And, seeing that the most powerful motive of action ioo MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE M. ALSOP. [1834. is a religious sense, founded on the responsibility of man in the sight -of his Creator, I felt that I could not undertake the education of a child with- out having it in my power to make use of this power- ful incentive to duty. To my surprise the Doctor answered that he was quite of the same mind ; and that as he wished his daughter to be brought up with reli- gious views and obligations, whilst at the same time he desired her education to be exempt from the errors and superstitions of popery, his eye had been fixed on me, as being the person most likely to answer his purpose on many accounts, and particularly because I seemed to stand on rather neutral ground between the Catholics and the Protestants. On account of the priests he could not well have a Protestant. He wished to know how far I should think it right to carry out my views. I told him that I had no desire unduly to influence any one, or to force my own views on his child should she be entrusted to me ; but, as both Catholics and Protestants professed to take their reli- gious views from the Bible, I should be quite satisfied, if I was allowed to read it with her. He made not the slightest difficulty as it regarded himself; but he said his wife, who was more under the influence of the priests, might make some objection ; but that she would be less likely to object if the subject were pro- perly put before her ; and as she was not acquainted with me, if I was willing to pay them a friendly visit, he would ask her to send me an invitation. At the time of this negotiation I was staying with my very dear friend, Jenny Jalaguier, to whom I had been intro- duced by Emilien Frossard and his wife, and who has 1 834.] INTERVIEW WITH THE ABBE. 101 ever since been like a beloved sister to me. The wife of Dr. Pleindoux called on me, and it was fixed that I should go on a visit of a few days to the Doctor's. It seemed altogether strange ; and yet so providential, so unlocked for, and so opportune, that I felt it would be a serious thing lightly to set it aside. My dear father thought the same. I therefore went some time in the summer of 1834. The first thing that I was anxious to ascertain during this visit was the point I had discussed with the Doctor. He proposed that he himself should consult the confessor of his wife and daughter ; but it occurred to me that it was better for me to do it in his presence. The Abbe of the Cathedral was therefore invited to dinner. When I saw a tall, fine man, very dignified and commanding in his appearance, evidently a man of learning and thought, I own that I felt rather to shrink from the encounter ; but he was thoroughly well bred and most polite. The dinner passed off without much being said but what was com- monplace ; and I did not feel quite at my ease. When we retired from table the Doctor introduced the subject of his daughter's education ; how he had hitherto been disappointed in the attempts he had made for accom- plishing it ; and after saying that now he believed he had found the right person, he introduced me as the individual whom he wished to persuade to take charge of it. Now, I thought, must be the time to express the grounds which led me to hesitate. I knew that the Abbe had been concerned on a large scale in the work of education as Proviseur (Principal) of the large college at Nimes.. I could therefore appeal to him as a man of 102 MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE M. ALSO P. [1834. experience, and was relieved by finding that he fully agreed with me that, in order to carry out any plan of education satisfactorily, and- be instrumental in the right formation of character, the great truths of the Gospel must be brought to bear on any such plan. I told him that I was a Protestant, and mentioned those common grounds of faith and of practice in which I was sure we were agreed. These I desired that it might be my endeavour to inculcate on my young pupil as she might be able to bear it ; without at- tempting either to bring forward peculiar views of my own or to refute those that she might otherwise be taught. And as there was one book to which we could both appeal, as containing the rule of our common faith, what I thought to be indispensable was, to be allowed to read the Bible with my pupil ; containing as it does, the truths which, in their essential bearing, are the same for the Catholics and the Protestants. I believed that he would see the propriety of my request ; and I further added, that although I should not seek unduly to influence the judgment of the child, yet if any explanations of the portions we read were required, I could only give them according to the understanding I had of the sacred text. He heard me patiently, and at my different appeals he nodded assent. When I had done, he said my request was a very fair one ; he approved of my frank and open statement ; and saw no objection to the child reading the Bible, provided it was a right translation. I men- tioned De Saci's translation. He agreed that it was an approved version, but he would wish to see it. As there was no Bible in the house, I procured one from I834-] LIFE AT DR. PLEINDOUX'S. 103 the depot of the Bible Society, and made a present of it to the child. The priest had it for some time, and then returned it to my pupil with the permission to read it. From that time I had full liberty, and during the time I lived in the family, a period of six years, I was never interfered with ; and we read the Bible daily. It was in the summer of 1834 that I came to live at Nimes, and entered on this new mode of life. Dr. Pleindoux was a very able man, in full practice ; and although my principal employment was with my little pupil, I saw a great variety of interesting persons, and again led a life though totally different from that in William Allen's family of constant activity. There was not, at that time, any Friends' meeting at Nimes. My cousin, Justine Benezet, had been for some years the superintendent of the Protestant Orphan Asylum ; and for a long time she and I regularly sat down together, and held a little silent meeting in the committee room of that Institution, which was granted to us by the committee. After a while two of my sisters joined us, together with Justine's sister, Eugenie. The latter had lately been left a widow, and was kindly taken in with her child into the Orphan Asylum, where she acted as housekeeper. Notwithstanding these associates my lot was very lonely. I was in a Roman Catholic family, the head of which, an intelligent, warm-hearted man, absorbed by the duties of his profession, was living without any observance of reli- gion whatever ; as most men do in France. The only appearance of religion in his wife was her going to mass on First-day morning, and to confession when it was required. I had little other outward help than 104 MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE M. ALSOP. [1834. reading my Bible and attending the little meeting on a First-day ; and now and then spending a First-day at Congenies. But I had some intercourse with pious Protestants at Nimes, and I took a class in the First- day school at the Protestant " Temple," which led to my sometimes attending the afternoon worship there. I took much interest in my little pupil, who became closely attached to me. She was bright and intelligent, though not very fond of work. It was agreed that she should at once receive her religious instruction for her first " communion," and that then she would be entirely confided to me. I had frequently to go to fetch her home from the Convent, where one or two of the nuns with whom I came in contact tried hard to convert me by kindness ^ and persuasion. I was several times invited to walk in the garden, to see their chapel, their altars, and ornaments. One of them, in particular, urged me to consider the great responsibility of refusing to hear the call that was made through her to me. I endeavoured, in my turn, to give her my reasons for differing from heron some points ; and at last she left me to my disbelief. One day they gave Theolinde a little box carefully wrapped up. The child brought it to me, and, cautiously opening it, she displayed the inside, all glittering and bespangled, and shut in with glass. She told me to look in the centre, and on my taking the box out of her hand she looked terrified, and said, "Oh, you must not touch it ! It is only for a very particular purpose : for you to see, but not to touch." In the centre com- partment I saw a tiny piece of wood, not as large as a pin's head. This, she told me, was a piece of the 1840.] " RELICS." 105 true cross, which had been sent as a present to their convent by some one who had brought it from Rome. I think they hoped that it would have some wonder- ful effect on me, if I were not too much hardened in unbelief. The child said, "It is such a precious relic that they never would have given it to me if they had not thought of you. It is so sacred that whilst the priests are allowed to touch it with their hands, the nuns only do so with a piece of cotton." Saying all this, she looked at me very attentively, and ap- peared surprised that I did not wonder more. I read an inscription on the lid of the box, purporting that the saying of a certain number of prayers in view of the relic would free the soul from the penalty of so many mortal sins, and so many venial sins. The child, watching my countenance all the time, penetrated my thoughts, and said, " I see that you do not believe it." I told her that I fully believed in the goodness of the Almighty in forgiving us our sins, if, under a feeling of true repentance, we prayed that they might be forgiven ; that the Bible taught us this, as we had seen ; but that I could not find anything in the Bible about pieces of the true cross. "Then," said she, "you do not think that this will make any difference ?" I did not answer ; but she added, " Neither do I. I will take back their box" I was afraid I should hear more of this little box; but I did not It was evident that, as the child's mind opened, she was less and less under their superstitious influences ; and in a few months her attendance at the convent ceased. Nimes, the ancient Nemausus, is in many respects a very remarkable city. First, as containing so many H 106 MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE M. ALSO P. [1834. proofs of its early possession by the Romans. Its Am- phitheatre, on which I had looked with some surprise when I was a child, more and more astonished me when I considered its antiquity of the time of Augus- tus Caesar its extent, the massiveness of its construc- tion, and its preservation. The Maison Carree of about the same period, the Porte de France and the Porte d'Augusta, with the ruins at the Fontaine, and the antique Tour Magne ; all tell of times long gone by; and of generations of men who have long since had to give up their account. But to those who are interested in the religious wel- fare of the people of France, Nimes is remarkable, as being, perhaps, the only large city in France which con- tains so large a proportion of Protestants. As early as 1557 a Protestant Church was founded at Nimes, and from that period to the present time there has existed a constant conflict between the Protestants and the Catholics. Being a manufacturing place there is a numerous population of poor people, particularly amongst the Catholics, whose character is hot and impetuous. Old animosities are treasured up until a fitting opportunity for venting them offers. Hence the conflicts and the bloodshed that have taken place at every change in the political affairs of the country. At the time of my going to Nimes, and all the time I resided there (from 1834 to 1840), the Protestants were in favour with the Government. During the reign of Louis Philippe, especially during the administration of Guizot, they filled the most prominent offices. There were many opulent families amongst them. The Mayor was a Protestant. The 1840.] N1MES, 107 first President of the Court was also a Protestant, as was the first Judge. Many of the lower offices were also filled by Protestants ; and the principal bankers were members of the Reformed Church. Most of them were members of their Consistory or Synod. But I own, as it appeared to me, there was not much spirituality in their Church Two or three of their pastors held Evangelical views; others were sadly tainted with the errors of rationalism ; and for a time there was much division amongst them. I mixed much more with the Protestants than with the Roman Catholics, even while I was with Dr. Pleindoux. Indeed I visited very little amongst the Catholics ; all I knew of them was by their coming to his house. It was soon after I went to Nimes that I paid a visit to an old friend of mine, a friend of my childhood, whose family lived at Congenies when we were both children ; and who had since gone through deep afflic- tion by the loss of her husband and her only daughter, a lovely child of eight or ten years of age. She was a strict Roman Catholic, and was now living with her mother at a small village called Manduel. I found her thoroughly under the dominion of her religious ideas Her house was close to the " church," to which she had built an addition over her daughter's grave. To this portion of the building, which communicated with the upper part, near the altar, she had easy access from her house by merely crossing the road; and here she spent much of her time. The rest was in great part spent in embroidering dresses for the priest, altar-cloths, making artificial flowers for different orna- ments, &c. She found in these occupations some solace io8 MEMORIALS OF CHRISTIXE M. ALSOP. [1834. for her sorrows, and she really appeared happy. She had always been good looking, and now the melancholy and at the same time serene expression of her counte- nance was truly striking. How I did regret, in being with her, that at so early an age scarcely thirty so much of sincerity, so much of real piety and devotedness of heart, should be thus wasted , and life spent to so little purpose. She, on the contrary, commiserated my want of religious sensibility, in not being able to sympathize with her in her con- solations. In the evening we used to have the company of the priest and one or two ladies of the village. At these times the conversation would cften turn on the miracles of different saints, on the furniture of the church, or on the vestments of the priests, &c., &c. I give the following as an illustration. It was an evening on which the medical man was also present The conversation turned on an approach- ing festival the anniversary of lt Les Saintcs Maries ;" and arrangements were proposed for attending it. But in order to give an idea of the subject, and of what occurred, I must endeavour to explain what seems to be the generally received tradition respecting that place and another in the neighbourhood. It is reported that at the time of the crucifixion of Peter, at Rome ; Lazarus, who was with him, and his sisters, Martha and Mary, with Mary Salome, fled to the coast, and embarked on the Mediterranean in an open boat. They were sadly beaten about for many days, and at last were shipwrecked on the coast of France. Lazarus escaped, and found his way to Marseilles, where he built a church, which bears his name, and 1840.] STRANGE LEGENDS. 109 also one on the other side of the port ; a communi- cation being established between them by means of a tunnel. Martha, by some very remarkable provi- dential interposition, escaped also, and went up by the mouth of the Rhone, to Tarascon. That place, so runs the legend, was, at that time, infested by a sea-monster, which lived in the Rhone, and destroyed men, women, and children, and was the terror of the neighbourhood. It went by the name of the Tarasque. (I have heard it asserted that crocodiles were at one time found in the Rhone ; and it is a fact that a crocodile is emblazoned on the arms of the town of Nimes. There are two stuffed ones in the town hall, which are said to have been caught in the Rhone.) But to my story. Martha is said to have delivered the neighbourhood from this monster by miraculously charming it, and leading it to the town tied with her apron-string. She is buried in the crypt of the church, and there are candles always burning on her tomb, as the deliverer and patron saint of the place ; and until quite recently, the yearly festival of this deliverance was kept up. A French writer, M. Raux Ferrand, after describing the monster, and the manner in which it was vanquished by the exhibition of the cross says: '-To perpetuate the remembrance of this great event a procession -and a fete were instituted. They take place on the day of Pentecost, the day after the fair of Beaucaire. The procession is very imposing. All the clergy follow it. The congregation bear, on a litter, an effigy of the Tarasque, and as soon as the procession is over the fete begins. The Tarasque is brought forth surrounded by guards called Taras- I to MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE M. ALSOP. [1834. quaries. These are young men dressed in red serge and white cambric vests, trimmed with lace. They wear white stockings and shoes with red tops and heels ; a cocked hat and a red cockade. The congregation fol- low; and the procession is accompanied by an innum- erable company of the faithful. During the march the tail of the monster is agitated on all sides; and, as his tail is no other than a beam, woe to the curious who come near it, especially if they happen to be Protes- tants ; for the Tarasque, converted by Martha, does not pardon them their heresy." After giving a description of the absurdities that took place at this fete, the writer continues, "These are all in harmony with the fdte and the procession ; it is the tenth century in the nine- teenth, and that in France ! " But to return to the other part of the legend, which bears most on what occurred to me during this visit to my friend. The two "Maries " were drowned ; their bodies being found on the sand on a little tongue of land or sand between the 'Etang de Thau and the sea. Their bones were collected in a box, and a little chapel was built on the spot. The place is inhabited only by a few fishermen. In the little chapel is a well, the water of which is always salt. But on the occasion of the annual festival called "/ Saintes Maries,'" the box containing the bones is let down into it ; and the water is said to become sweet, and whoever drinks of it at that time, and has faith to perceive that it is so, is healed of whatever disease he may have. The porch of the little chapel is hung round with the testimonials which individuals who have thus been healed have left as proofs of the efficacy of the transformed water. 18.40.] CONVERSATION WITH THE PRIEST. m Such was the strange legend which formed the subject of conversation as we sat together on that evening. I was one of seven. Feeling that my com- panions would overpower me by their numbers, I thought it most prudent to hold my peace and listen to their discussion. They talked of going to spend a week on the shore near the little chapel, either under tents or in the fishermen's huts ; quite a party of pleasure. They mentioned many cases which had been wonderfully helped. Amongst others, the priest spoke of a girl who had been quite blind ; who the year before had partially recovered her sight, and who said she intended to go again, when she expected to be quite cured. At this mention of a miracle, half done at one time and completed a year after, I suppose that I betrayed a sort of incredulity by the expression of my countenance ; for the priest, who had been watch- ing me, as he knew I was a heretic, said, with a sort of disdain, ''You do not believe in miracles?" I answered that he was quite mistaken in thinking so that I had quite as firm a belief in miracles as probably he had ; and that I had never called in question the possibility that He by whose power all things were ordered and directed in the natural creation, could, if it were His will, change the order and the arrange- ment which He had given them. At this he seemed surprised ; and the rest of the company listened with attention. He said, " You are not, then, like the other Protestants; for they do not believe in miracles." I told him I thought that what I had expressed would be agreed to by most Protestants. He inquired what miracles I believed in. I said that I believed in all 112 MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE -M. ALSOP. [1834. those mentioned in the Old and the New Testament. Then said he. " Do you not believe that the Power which performed those miracles remains the same and can now perform miracles?" I acknowledged my full belief that this was the case ; adding that if I could see the same reason now that there was then for such a disturbance of the order of nature; as, for example, the establishment of a new dispensation and the proving of the divinity of the Saviour of men : both of which required an extraordinary manifesta- tion of power: and if, moreover, a miracle wrought for such a purpose was fully authenticated, 1 should not withhold my belief of it ; knowing that N we must be careful not to limit Almighty Power, whilst, at the same time, we guard against the mistakes and the deceptions of men. He looked at me rather sharply and said " Then you do not believe, for instance, that when the relics are let down into the water, its nature is changed or that it becomes sweet ? ' ' Being still desirous not to lay myself open to the imputa- tion of heretical unbelief, I quietly put the question to him ; asking him if he believed it. This was unex- pected; and the poor man proved at least that he was sincere. Assuming a very serious air, he said, "It is with sincere sorrow for my want of faith that I acknowledge it ; for many whom I can depend upon have assured me of the contrary: but when I have tasted the water I have perceived no difference. I at- tribute this, however, to my lamentable want of faith." The conversation ended here ; and I felt glad that it was the priest, and not I, who had been convicted of disbelief. 1840.] STATE OF RELIGION IN FRANCE. 113 I often met this priest afterwards at Dr. Pleindoux's ; and we were always good friends. I remember dining with the family, when he displayed, as he thought to my wondering gaze, all his gorgeous vestments and the riches of his church. When he asked me what I thought of all this whether I did not think it indicated the great piety of his parishioners I said No ; for I be- lieved many of these things were given to churches, to cover a multitude of sins ; and I regretted that so much property should be doing no good when it might defray the expenses of a school. He appeared amused at my replies, for he was a good-natured man ; and he finally gave me up as an incorrigible heretic. It is very affecting to consider that if there be any religion at all amongst the Roman Catholics in the South of France, it is so often of the character that I have described as the religion of my poor friend. I suppose there is not one family in a hundred of the Roman Catholics in Nimes who possess the Bible ; and a very small number of the men, whether Roman Catho- lics or Protestants, attend any place of worship. This, with the sad appropriation of the First day of the week, affected me at first very sorrowfully. By degrees, how- ever, I became accustomed to it ; so that I minded it less. Placed as I was at this period in the midst of so much that tended to dry up every feeling of devotion, I have been often led to consider that young persons can- not be sufficiently thankful when it has pleased a kind Providence to place them in an atmosphere which tends to encourage their efforts towards an advancement in the Christian life. CHAPTER X. Visit of Elizabeth Fry to the South of France Christine Majolier again comes to England Final parting with William Allen Reiurns to Nimes Death of her pupil, Adele Jalaguier. DURING the first four years of Christine Majolier's residence at Nimes, she pursued with interest the education of her little pupil. The Countess de Sellon, with whom she had become acquainted during her journey with Eliza- beth Robson, continued to correspond with her; and at one time was very anxious that she should reside in her family, and assist in the education of her younger daughters. Tempting as was the pro- posal Christine Majolier writes : Many reasons induced me to decline it. I felt attached to my pupil and grateful to Dr. Pleindoux, and wished to accomplish what I had undertaken. At Nimes, too, we had a little meeting of Friends, and the opportunities I had had of attending the Protestant Temple made me feel the value of even our poor little meetings, and of our simple mode of worship. I was also near my beloved parents; and though my situa- tion was not in all respects congenial, I thought it best to wait till an opening might clearly present for leaving it. In the Fifth Month, 1839, Elizabeth Fry. accom- panied by her husband, and their son and daughter. 1 839-40.] ELIZA BE TH FRY. 115 with their friend, Josiah Forster, paid a visit to the South of France. Christine Majolier accompanied them to Congenies and the villages in the neigh- bourhood, acting as interpreter at all the meetings, as well as at those held at Nimes ; her young pupil being with her on many of these occasions. Chris- tine Majolier writes : This dignified and highly-gifted handmaid of the Lord was greatly favoured during this Gospel errand. The message of Redeeming love flowed freely from her lips ; many who heard her were contrited before the Lord, and brought to the inquiry, " What must I do to be saved? " And though it is to be feared that some of the seed, which was then abundantly sown, fell where there was not "much depth of earth," yet "other fell into good ground;" and many who have since proved the emptiness of the pleasures of this world, and have given in their names to serve the Lord, can trace their first awakening to her tender yet powerful exhortations. To me her visit was one of renewed help, and of a fresh stirring up to diligence; and greatly did I enjoy being able to afford her a little assistance. I accompanied her not only to the meet- ings, but also in her visit to the families of Friends, and to the Hospital, and the large prison, Maison Centrale. Dr. Pleindoux was much struck with Elizabeth Fry, and invited her to meet at his house some of the prin- cipal inhabitants of the city; when her simple and Christian conduct was very striking. He was so impressed with the desirability of reading the Holy u6 MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE M. ALSOP. [1840. Scriptures in the morning, that he wished to establish a morning reading at his house in the country among his workmen ; but it was soon found that the Roman Catholics would not attend, and the plan had to be given up. My own health had improved during my residence at Ximes, and my dear pupil had now grown a serious and interesting young person ; and as her education was completed, it was decided that I should leave Dr. Pleindoux. In the Fourth Month, 1840, Christine Majolier again came to England. Many changes had taken place during the six years she had been absent ; but her loved friends, Cornelius and Elizabeth Hanbury, again opened their house to her ; and she had the great pleasure of spending a few days with Eliza- beth Fry at her house in Upton Lane. Christine Majolier thus describes her visit : I slept in a little room near her own. She used to come in the morning in her dressing-gown and sit on my bed before I was up, to tell me a little of her plans for the day, and sometimes of her cares and of her sorrows. One morning she looked very serious, and said she had received a note from the Duchess of Sutherland, making an appointment to see her that day ; and she thought it was to go to the Queen. She added, "Thou canst not imagine what I feel; howl shrink from the flattery I am exposed to, when I think of the possibility that the creature should be elated by it ; " and, raising her hand and looking earnestly at me, she added, "Pray for me, that I may be kept, that 1840.] LAST INTERVIEW WITH WILLIAM ALLEN. 117 this may never be the case." So much did this devoted servant of the Lord feel that if she was enabled to do anything that was good, it was only of the ability that God giveth, and from nothing that was her o\vn. Christine Majolier continues: My beloved friend William Allen was much en- feebled every way, but still most kind and loving, and occupied for the good of others. The change at Broomfield (near Chelmsford) was most affecting ; dear Rebecca Christy and her daughter Ann both gone to their long home. These and other changes that had taken place seemed too much for me ; and I had a re- currence of my nervous cough and of the pain in my chest. I felt that I must return to France. A committee had been appointed to visit Friends in the South of France ; and I left London, vid Southamp- ton, in company with them, on the 2oth of the Eighth Month, 1840. Peter Bedford, George Stacey, Josiah Forster, Samuel Fox, and Thomas Norton, Jun., formed our party ; and at Southampton we met William Allen and Lucy Bradshaw, who were to accompany us as far as Paris. Thus I had the pleasure of a little more of dear William Allen's company. Before he left the hotel in Paris, he told me that he wished to give me a trifle to get something in remembrance of him. I felt that we were parting probably for the last time. My heart was too full for utterance. He was affected, too. It was indeed the last time that I saw this be- loved friend, who had for so many years been like a father to me." Il8 MEMORIALS OF CHRISTIXE M. ALSO P. [1840. On her return to France, she again settled at Nimes; and at the urgent request of Emile Jalaguier, a friend of her parents, she undertook the care and education of his little daughter Adele. It was an occupation which afforded Christine Majolier peculiar satisfaction, and in which there is reason to believe that she was made an instru- ment of much blessing. The life of this beloved child, so full of promise, was to be of short con- tinuance. Her health soon began to give way. But, in watching her gradual decline, her friends had the unspeakable comfort of knowing that her young heart had been given to her Saviour; and that the beauteous flower was thus early gathered to flourish eternally in the Paradise of God. Adele Jalaguier died at Louis A. Majolier's house at Congenies, whither she had been removed for the benefit of the country air. Christine Majolier writes : The night but one before she died, she took leave of her father and aunt ; but as if fearing that the emotion, which she could not entirely conceal, should lead us to think that her faith in Jesus was shaken, she said to her father, in a firm voice, " There are bright and beautiful promises, my father, and I be- lieve in them ; but I feel the pain of leaving so good a father." Then calling her aunt to her, and taking her hand and putting it into her father's, she said, "Aunt, here is my father; I recommend him to you; take care of him ; do all you can for him. I had 1845.] AD&LE JALAGUIER. 119 hoped to have done it myself." A deep silence reigned in the room. Her father was deeply affected, and seemed unable to give utterance to his sorrow. The dear child noticed this, and looking at him with a smiling countenance said, " Now, my father, once more smile upon me. Although in much pain, I can still smile upon you." Then turning to me, she said, "And what can I say to you? nothing but Thank you." Although evidently gradually sinking, there was no apprehension of immediate dissolution ; and the next day, the 24th of Sixth Month, she spent about two hours in the lovely little garden. She seemed to take leave of the pretty flowers, making some remark upon each of them as they were brought to her to examine. Never can we forget her heavenly appearance that after- noon as we sat round her couch, surrounded by the most lovely blossoms, especially pinks and carnations which scented the air, and which a few hours after served to adorn the peaceful remains, when the spirit had fled to the Paradise of unfading flowers above. The night of the 24th was a restless one. She did not express much ; but not a murmur escaped her. On the morning of the 25th her father left as usual for the day, as there seemed no particular indication of approaching death, and he was scarcely able to bear witnessing for long together the gradual decline of his dying child. She was dressed and carried down stairs, and asked me to rest at her feet, and soon after went off into a doze. Awaking suddenly she said, in a hurried manner, "I have such a pain in my chest ; I am dying. Send an express to Nimes; send for a doctor." She asked for something to take, but found 120 MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE M. ALSOP. [1845. she could not swallow. Then, turning her beautiful eyes upward and joining her hands before her, she uttered this short, but comprehensive prayer, "My God, pardon my sins ; Christ, rny Saviour, I have faith, I have confidence in Thee, and I am Thine for ever." From this time a heavenly serenity seemed to cover her mind ; the bitterness of death was past, though she was still upon earth. The first thing she said after this was to ask us not to send any one to Nimes, as it was useless. During the few hours which preceded her death a holy stillness pervaded the room. Her uncle arrived, and at long intervals she told him what she wished done with the little things she pos- sessed. Having nothing to give him, she turned to- wards him with a smile and said, " To you, my uncle, my love." Then added, "Now I am dying; pray." After a short prayer she added, "I die happy." Her aunt asked her, if she died in the faith of that good Saviour who came into the world to die for us; she answered very earnestly, "Oh, yes, aunt, nothing else." She moved her hand towards us and said, " Farewell all." Seeing that the servant was not in the room, she wished her called, and said, "Jeannette, thank you." I was standing by her, supporting her on my right arm, while my head sustained hers. She felt my tears falling on her cheek, which was already made cold by the hand of death, and raising her eyes towards me with an ex- pression of gentle reproof, she said, "Do you weep for me? Weep not forme." I fondly hoped she might survive till her father arrived, as he was expected in about an hour ; and I proposed strengthening frictions, which had at times proved reviving. She quietly said, I845-] ADELE JALAGUIER. 121 "Oh, no, it is useless," and then, " No\v, Christine, you may close my eyes." Soon after her loving spirit took its flight to Heaven, and the sweet smile which remained on her lips, with the beautiful serenity of her countenance, clearly showed the peace and the joy with which she left this mortal scene for one of eternal happiness. She died on the 25th of Sixth Month, 1845, aged sixteen. Her father arrived about an hour after the close. He was perfectly calm, and sitting down by the sofa on which she was laid, he was so impressed with the peace- fulness of the scene and the joyful expression on her countenance, that he said, "If any one had told me, even a few days ago, that I could sit down by the re- mains of the last treasure I had on earth and feel happy, I could not have believed it, and yet it is the case." Her remains were taken to Nimes, where they rest in the cemetery by the side of her mother's. I CHAPTER XI. Journey on the Continent with Lindley Murray Hoag. IT was about this time that Lindley Murray Hoag, a native of Maine, in the United States, North America, came over to this country as an accredited minister of the Gospel. His father and mother, and many members of the family, were also ministers of the Gospel. He had been brought up in great simplicity, but was a man of consider- able natural talent, which was sanctified by Divine grace. He was young and ardent ; his preaching was impressive and attractive, and he had exten- sive service both in the British Islands and on the Continent of Europe.* He was accompanied to the south of France by the late Joseph Tre- gelles Price and Robert Alsop; and whilst there Christine Majolier was invited to join them as interpreter. The journey occupied several months. The following extracts from Christine Majolier's memo- randa will give some idea of its varied interests : * Lindley Murray Hoag subsequently settled in Iowa, and died there, at his residence in Rocksylvania, Hardin County, Eleventh Month, 25th, 1880. (122) 1846.] JOURNEY WITH L. M. HO AC. 123 We left Nimes the i4th of Fourth Month, 1846, and that evening reached Alais ; the weather very wet. I felt rather dull, not knowing how things might turn out. The track appeared wholly untrodden, as regards Friends ; and much devolved upon me. \$th. In the morning we went to call on the persons to whom we were recommended. The two first were out, so we had to knock at another door the Methodist missionary, Combe. He kindly offered his meeting- place, and, though small, we accepted it. The meeting was held at half-past seven. The place was full, nearly 200 persons present. It was the first Friends' meeting which had been held there, and it proved a satisfactory opportunity. L. M. Hoag spoke for some time, and the people were pretty quiet. i6th. Left Alais at ten o'clock, and reached St. Ambroix about one. We had a letter for the pastor there named Collive. J. T. Price and I called on him ; but we soon found that he could be of no use to us for getting a meeting. He would not give the use of his "Temple" to any other denomination than his own, neither would he encourage private meetings. Still I was not disheartened, but inclined to try all the means in our power before we gave up. We therefore called on a lady of the name of Chante. We found her a pious and amiable woman, very desirous to aid us. She mentioned that private reunions were sometimes held at the house of one of her acquaintances named Servier, a widow. This she considered the most likely place to hold the meeting. She also sent for one of her friends, whom we found a valuable helper. He went with us to the widow Servier, and arrange- 124 MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE M. ALSOP. [1846. ments were made for the meeting, he undertaking to give notice. At half-past seven we had a larger com- pany than we expected, and it was really satisfactory. Lindley Murray Hoag appeared first in supplication, pouring out his soul in most touching language, imploring the unmerited mercy of our Heavenly Father towards His rebellious children, that for Jesus Christ's sake their sins might be blotted out as a cloud, and their transgressions be remembered no more. My heart went along with his fervent prayer, and I thought I felt something like comfort in a sense of forgiving love. He afterwards spoke largely on the work of the Holy Spirit ; on silent worship ; and on the need of repentance and justification before the soul can be made meet for an inheritance in Heaven. We heard the next day from a notaire, named Redares, that he and several other Roman Catholics had stood in the yard and heard all that had passed. They were well satisfied ; and he said that it was the Gospel they had heard preached. \1th. We left St. Ambroix about nine, and arrived at St. Jean about twelve o'clock. The inn there was very poor. I could not make up my mind to stay ; and, hoping we might find something better, we went over to Rochegade to see a person who had expressed a wish to see Friends. He received us with great kindness. He was busily occupied with his silkworms ; but would not be satisfied without our taking dinner ; offering us the best he had with a heartiness that could not be withstood. After this, it seemed best to go back to St. Jean to see the Pastor, to whom we had been recommended. 1846.] JOURNEY WITH L. M. HOAG. 125 We found him well disposed. He could not promise the use of the "Temple" without consulting some members of the Consistory ; but offered to have the meeting in his own house, and to give ample notice. About eight, his house was completely besieged. The meeting was held in a large hall and school-room, and the staircase was so full that he Avas greatly afraid it would break down. Many of the people stood, and yet the meeting was quiet and solemn. L. M. Hoag first poured forth a beautiful supplication, which, though the words were not understood, appeared to be felt by many. He then rose with the text "The love of Christ constraineth us, because we thus judge," &c. He strikingly set forth the doctrine of the fall of man, and the means appointed for his recovery ; and how those means are available for all; describing the offices of the Holy Spirit as the Reprover for sin, &c. The people were very quiet and attentive, and many appeared impressed. i8//t. At Vallon, I felt quite at home, from knowing our kind friend, Henry Blune, who is the pastor. He received us with an open heart, and not only willingly made way for our meeting, but wished very much that we should stay over First-day, that we might have a larger congregation. We met in a neat chapel at half-past seven. The meeting soon gathered into solemn silence, more like a Friends' meeting than any other we had had ; the appearance of the people evi- dently evincing the care of their good pastor. After a solemn time in prayer, and a few words expressed with much weight by Robert Alsop, L. M. Hoag rose with the words : " Of a truth I perceive that God is no 126 MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE M. ALSOP. [1846. respecter of persons; but in every nation he that feareth God, and worketh righteousness, is accepted with him." The next day, Lindley Murray Hoag felt anxious to proceed on our journey, with the prospect of holding a meeting at Vals, near Aubenas. Vals is the only Protestant Church in a very extensive neighbourhood ; and the inhabitants resort to it for miles round. It has only existed as a Church about twenty years. When L. M. Hoag and I went to the meeting we found the people singing psalms, which they continued to do until it was fully gathered. They were very attentive to what was said, and many appeared much interested and touched. The next day they went to Privas, which had specially attracted L. M. Hoag's attention, even before he left England. Christine Majolier writes : We found that a meeting of from twenty to thirty serious and seeking people meet at the house of one of their pastors, M. Gregoire, two or three times a week to read and expound the Scriptures, and to pray and sing hymns and psalms. Our friends very affectionately pressed us to stop amongst them ; and it was fixed that the same evening we should meet this little company with all they could invite. At eight o'clock we met about fifty in M. Gre- goire' s parlour. Soon after we came together I felt inclined to give them a little explanation of our mode of Divine worship ; bringing into view our faith that where two or three are gathered in the name of Jesus r He is in the midst of them. L. M. Hoag soon 1846.] JOURNEY WITH L. M. HOAG. 127 after spoke on the same subject, describing how it was, that our Saviour could be present with us ; and beau- tifully bringing before us the ground of true Gospel ministry, and the exercise of prayer in Divine worship. There seemed much openness to receive the Gospel preached ; and after the meeting all our friends expressed their wish that we should remain longer with them. At Fluviac, a village situated in the mountains, surrounded by little hamlets, they had a good meeting of 400 people. On the 22nd, they pro- ceeded to Valence, Annonay, and St. Etienne. Their road lay part of the way along the banks of the Rhone, commanding a distant view of the mountains of the Dauphine, still covered with snow. At each place meetings were held. From St. Etienne they proceeded by way of Lyons to Geneva. At Geneva meetings were appointed at their hotel, and at the Salle of the Casino ; about 400 attended the meeting at the latter place. L. M. Hoag preached the Gospel with power from the words, " Other foundation can no man lay than that is laid, which is Christ Jesus." After a brief visit to Lausanne, they came to Aigle, where the journal thus describes a meeting in the Salle a manger of the hotel in which they were staying. At seven o'clock about 100 persons were collected, amongst whom were many respectable persons. Al- though we had at different times been induced to fear 128 MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE M. ALSOP. [1846. a disturbance of our meetings in this canton, we none of us had any apprehension of what was going to happen. I hoped we should have a good meeting, as *the feeling attending us seemed particularly sweet and solemn. Dear L. M. Hoag appeared beautifully in sup- plication ; and soon afterwards rose with the passage, " Whosoever will save his life shall lose it : and who- soever will lose his life for My sake shall find it." He powerfully and clearly showed what that life is, which must be lost, before the life which we have in Christ is to be obtained. The people were deeply interested and affected : but he had not proceeded far before some noise was heard in the passage. We were, however, preserved in much quietude ; the persons in the room being very still while L. M. Hoag proceeded with his powerful address ; and I was unusually helped in the interpreting. But the talking in the passage became louder. J. T. Price, who had gone out, was insulted. He found that some children had brought tin kettles, on which they were striking to make as much noise as possible. Still the meeting was quiet, whilst L. M. Hoag made an appeal to those who lived without God in the world ; bringing into view the hour, which was not far distant for any of us, in which all would have to appear before the judgment seat of Christ. He had scarcely pronounced the passage relating to the separa- tion of the sheep from the goats, and uttered the words, " Depart from Me, ye cursed, into everlasting fire pre- pared for the devil and his angels," when the uproar increased ; and it was whispered through the room that hundreds of persons were collected about the house, and that they had brought a fire-engine. The house was 1846.] TUMUL TUOUS MEETING A T AIGLE. 129 completely in the possession of the populace. They guarded every outlet, so that none of those who had attended the meeting might go out without being drenched by the fire-engine, which, amid the vocifera- tions of the crowd, was worked by half a dozen men against the windows of the room in which we had met. The terror of many of the poor women who surrounded us was such as to excite our deepest sympathy. We had no fear for ourselves. The fury of the people seemed directed rather against those who had attended the meeting than against us. Our landlord insisted that we should leave the meeting room and retire to a bed-room upstairs; for he thought the ruffians would soon come into the house, and that, perhaps, they would sooner leave off their acts of barbarity when they saw the meeting was quite broken up. We reluctantly retired. I twice attempted to go down to them ; but it was impossible to penetrate the crowd of roughs who had invaded the house ; and we had only the additional distress of seeing them drag down the poor women in order to submit them to the drenching of their fire- engine. The tumult lasted about two hours, until nearly ten o'clock. The landlord behaved very well on the occasion ; presenting himself to the mob and threatening them with the damages which might be done to his house ; and telling them to do what they wanted with him but to spare the strangers whom he had in his house. He afterwards went to the magistrates. The Syndic being absent, our landlord tried to induce the others to come to protect his house, which they at last did, though not without reluctance. It almost seemed as though magis- 130 MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE M. ALSOP. [1846. trates and people were agreed in this diabolical work. If the meeting had been held in the place where the Methodists assemble, probably things would have been a great deal worse, for there we should have had no one to protect us. We had intended to return to Vevay that evening ; but it was eleven o'clock before the house was quite cleared of our disturbers, and it was not considered safe to set off at night after such an event. We therefore went to bed, but it was long before I went to sleep. I believe we all felt thankful for our preservation, and I hope the event, trying as it was, will do good rather than harm. Returning to England by way of Berne, Stras- bourg, Manheim, and Cologne, Christine Majolier writes : In the parting opportunity at Ostend, L. M. Hoag returned thanks for the many favours we had experi- enced. He prayed for all those who had been visited in different parts, that they might be brought more fully into the liberty of the Gospel, their dependence being drawn from outward things to the living substance. He also supplicated for himself and his fellow-labourers, that they might be kept and preserved in a state of humble dependence, and that imperfections and shortcomings in the work might be forgiven ; concluding with fervent intercession for our beloved Society, both in England and America. CHAPTER XII. (18471856.) Her Marriage "Acknowledgment " as a Minister of the Gospel Removal from Chelsea and settlement at Stoke Newington. r I "WO events must now be recorded which JL had an important influence upon Christine Majolier's future life : her marriage, and her "acknowledgment" as a minister of the Gospel. The name of Robert Alsop has already been several times mentioned in connection with her recent journey with Lindley Murray Hoag. Robert Alsop was a much esteemed member of the Society of Friends. He had been long known as a Phar- maceutical Chemist in Sloane Square, Chelsea, and in connection with the late Jacob Bell had rendered essential service as one of the founders of the Pharmaceutical Society, in which he long acted as an honorary Examiner. He had been now for some years a widower, his first wife having died in the year 1841. The association into which he and Christine Majolier had been brought during their journey with Lindley M. Hoag, gradually ripened into a closer intimacy, resulting in a union in which they were richly blessed together for nearly thirty years. They were married at the Friends' Meeting-house, Stoke Newington, on the 28th of 132 MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE M. ALSOP. [1847. First month, 1847. By this event Christine M. Alsop as we must now call her became, for a few years, a member of Westminster " Monthly Meeting," within the limits of which her husband then resided. The Society of Friends, as is well known, recog- nise the ministry of women, in subjection to the government of Christ under the guidance of His Spirit. They conceive that the Gospel is not, in this or in any other respect, a dispensation narrower than the Law. They believe, with the Prophet Joel and the Apostle Peter, that it is a dispensation under which " daughters," as well as "sons," are to "prophesy."* Accepting the apostolic definition, that to " prophesy " is " to speak unto men to edification, and exhortation, and comfort,"t they do not overlook the fact that the Apostle Paul himself gives directions as to the exercise by women of this gift ;| that he freely recognised the services of Priscilla as well as of Aquila, and that he was a guest at Csesarea in the House of Philip the Evangelist, who had " four daughters" who all "prophesied."]] It was not, they are persuaded, the design of the Apostle to nullify, by words of seeming restriction employed by him on two occasions, the great principle thus authoritatively asserted and acted on. The seem- * Joel ii. 28-32; Acts ii. 16, 17. f I Cor. xiv. 3. J i Cor. xi. 5. Acts xviii. 26 ; Rom. xvi. 3. || Acts xxi. 8, 9. I854-] "ACKNOWLEDGMENT" AS A MINISTER. 133 ing restriction is rather, in their view, to be itself interpreted and limited in harmony with the general principle. Christine M. Alsop had seen the exer- cise of this gift at once powerfully illustrated and vindicated in the examples of Priscilla Gurney and Elizabeth Fry. Her duties as an "interpreter" had brought her into close sympathy with many labourers in the Gospel; and as she became more and more established in the love of Christ, she was constrained to believe that she had herself received a commission from Him to declare to others the riches of His grace. Her first public utterances as a minister were amongst her own friends in the little meeting at Nimes. After her marriage she was often similarly engaged in the Meeting at Peter's Court, near Charing Cross, which she usually attended, as well as in other meetings of " Friends " in and about London. Her public addresses were acceptable and edifying to her friends, and her gift as a minister of the Gospel was solemnly recognised by Westminster Monthly Meeting on the 24th of Seventh Month, 1854. Her ministry was marked by simplicity, and by an earnest yet tender concern that all might accept the rich blessings offered to fallen man in the Gospel of our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ ; and that, under the sanctifying power of the Holy Spirit, their daily walk might be worthy of their high vocation. The following memorandum sweetly illustrates 134 MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE M. ALSO P. [1854. the state of her mind amidst these added respon- sibilities : Third Month, 1854. What a good Master we serve ; and He is wise as well as good ! He knows what we can bear, and lays no more upon us than He enables us to perform. He has much to give, and He gives in pro- portion to our desire to receive. The summer of 1854 was spent by Christine M. Alsop and her husband, in company with their friends Eli and Sybil Jones (from the State of Maine, in North America), in a visit of Christian love to various parts of Germany, Switzerland, and France. The particulars of this journey have not been preserved. Its close was marked by the decision at which Robert Alsop had at length arrived, finally to relinquish his business at Chelsea. The change was not made without some conflict of feeling. The occupation was one exactly suited to Robert Alsop's habits and tastes. It was not easy to sever the bond which had so long united him to a large circle of loved friends. But the business involved both pecuniary risk and serious moral responsibility ; and now that his frequent absence from home obliged him to leave it so much under the care of others, he thought it his duty to retire. It is true that the competency which he had been able to acquire would appear to most persons a very moderate one ; but with a wife like-minded with himself their wants ex- 1855.] QUIET REFLECTIONS. 135 tended not to superfluities. In that which had been given them they felt that they were per- mitted to " have all and to abound." At once satisfied and thankful, they became a bright ex- ample of the true enjoyment granted to those whose desires are limited by the will of God ; and whose delight is in His service. Thus liberated from business cares, and with these views, they removed, in the autumn of 1855, to Stoke Nevv- ington, where they continued to reside till their death. Referring to these changes, Christine M. Alsop writes in her journal : We were mercifully permitted to feel that we were not acting against the will of our Heavenly Father. Yet we were often led to reconsider the rectitude of our steppings in leaving the home in which we had been favoured with so much peaceful enjoyment ; particularly as this change must remove us from our own Meeting (Westminster) ; and, as it regarded my husband espe- cially, from the district where he had been so many years usefully engaged and greatly beloved. We passed several months of anxious thought ; and the trial of our faith was not a little increased by the visitation of cholera in some parts of the metropolis. Our part of the town, though not among the worst districts, was fearfully visited. My dear husband and I remained at Chelsea during the continuance of the epidemic, unable to do much more than attend to the increased claims of business ; with our minds impressed with the uncertainty of earthly things. 136 MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE M. ALSOP. [1856. Since our removal I feel it a great blessing to have a comfortable and quiet home, in the midst of most kind and affectionate friends. The field before us is wide, and the question often arises, "Who is sufficient for these things?" Were it not that sometimes the dear Saviour is pleased to breathe into the soul the gracious assurance, " My grace is sufficient for thee, for My strength is made perfect in weakness," how could we hope to bear any of the burden which, as we advance in years, seems to devolve upon us? May I look unto Jesus, humbly desiring to serve Him from a sense of love and gratitude for all His marvellous love ; for His forgiveness ; and for His truth. Third Month, i6/A, 1856. Keep alive, O Lord, in my soul a humble but full reliance on Thy atoning mercy for all my past transgressions ; and preserve me, I pray Thee, from sinning against Thee. Grant me ability and an increasing willingness to speak well of Thy Holy name. We are not always permitted to live as in the sunshine, in the sense of God's love to a fallen world and to our individual souls. Many are the hin- drances to our spiritual enjoyments ; and many are the sins of unbelief, of negligence, of forgetfulness, of want of fervour in the pursuit of heavenly things, which prevent our discerning with clearness of vision those glorious things which are held out in the Gospel as the experience of the true believer in Jesus ; and when feel- ing that they are not our undisturbed possession we are sometimes tempted to lower the promises down to our experience. The Lord grant that I may more and more highly appreciate the inestimable blessings of the Gospel of peace; and seek through living faith to 1856.] PREPARATIONS FOR FURTHER SERVICE. 137 become increasingly a partaker of those blessings ; so that I may truly abound in love towards Him, earnestly coveting the best gifts as well as the graces of the Holy Spirit. When I reflect on the salvation which is offered to our acceptance, the full pardon of our sins for the sake of Him who was made sin for us, though He knew no sin, I confidingly believe that my many sins are forgiven me, and for this assurance my heart is at times melted into gratitude and love ; but when I look back on many past sins, in which my example of carelessness as to things of the greatest importance must have influenced many ; as well as on the many, very many, opportunities in which I might have adorned the doctrine of our Lord, and have been through His blessing made instru- mental in bringing souls unto Christ, I am humbled ; and my soul is made sad that so much of my precious life and of the few talents which have been committed to me should have been so little improved. I desire that these retrospects may not tend to impede, but that they may rather stimulate my present walk. May I keep truly on the watch so as to embrace every opportunity the Lord may put in my way of magnifying His exceed- ing grace. Such was the preparation going on in the heart of Christine M. Alsop for the further important service which was now opening before her. J CHAPTER XIII. (1856-1857.) Accompanies Eliza P. Gurney in a visit to the Vaudois Valleys, and other parts of the North of Italy, and to Friends in the South of France Interview with the widow of the Duke of Orleans at Sestri, and with the Dowager Empress of Russia Decease of Justine Benezet Accompanies Eliza P. Gurney in a visit to Friends of Pyrmont and Minden Inter- view with the King and Queen, and his sister, the Dowager Empress of Russia Nahneebaweequay. SOON after their removal to Stoke Newington, Robert and Christine M. Alsop accompanied Eliza P. Gurney, (the widow of our late beloved friend, Joseph John Gurney,) in an extensive visit on the Continent, and they were with her again the next year. The first journey, in 1856, embraced a visit to the Vaudois Valleys ; where they often found themselves in the track of William Forster, who had previously laboured there in the year 1853. It included also the north of Italy, Turin, Milan, Genoa, and Nice. Near Genoa, Eliza P. Gurney and her companions had an interview with " that lovely Princess," the widow of the Duke of Orleans, at Sestri. They afterwards had a similar inter- view with the Dowager Empress of Russia (the widow of the Emperor Nicholas), at Nice. Both these visits were of a memorable and interesting (138) 1856.] JOURNEY WITH E. P. GURNEY. 139 character. From Nice they proceeded to Nimes and Congenies. In the following year 1857 they paid a visit to the Friends at Pyrmont and Minden, and afterwards proceeded to Berlin, where they were permitted to have two interviews with the King Frederick William, one of which was in company with his Queen and his sister, the Dowager Empress of Russia, whom they had seen at Nice the previous year. The Grand Duke Michael and his intended bride, the Princess Cecile, of Baden, were also present. Some extracts from Christine M. Alsop's Journal may be interesting to the reader : Tenth Month, ith, 1856. Left London. Remained in Paris one day to rest, and on the gth went by railway to Lyons. The day was fine and the country beautiful. We followed the windings of the rapid and picturesque Arc rolling down among rocks ; the road, often encased between high ridges of rocks, in other places presenting beautiful green slopes, surrounded by forests of trees just now presenting a charming aspect by the various tints of the autumn foliage. We dined at Aiguebelle, and afterwards walked out to see the river and the railroad. The latter is much ad- vanced, and likely to be opened from Aix to St. Jean de Maurienne at the end of this month. We gave a few tracts. Arrived at St. Jean de Maurienne about six. The situation of St. Jean is very picturesque. Foil r/k- Jay, i$t/i. Set off early for Lanslebourg, and dined at Modane. The drive most beautiful ; stupendous rocks often on both sides, with the river 140 MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE M. ALSOP. [1856. Arc tumbling and foaming as it goes. The autumnal tints adding much beauty to the scenery. The country picturesque, but very poor, nothing growing besides a little rye. It was curious to watch the gradual disappearance of vegetation. At Modane only pota- toes and rye ; higher still these disappear ; and at last nothing but a very few firs. The evening was beautiful The bright moonlight, the high moun- tains, the roaring of the waters of the Arc, which we are now going to leave, rendered the scene uncommonly fine. Fifth-day, i6th. Set off about half-past eight, and were able to enjoy the beautiful views. Lanslebourg lay for a long time at our feet as we wound up the road on the Mont Cenis, the stupendous work of the Imperial road maker. We ascended for five hours and a-half, drawn by two strong mules ; our two horses walking behind. At the summit we felt very cold. We got out to warm our feet. There was a little drizzling snow, and a cold wind, and we were glad of the shelter afforded by our little carriage. No vegeta- tion but a little grass. Before we come to the Hospice, there is a small lake. Behind the Hospice a few larch trees make a little break in the desolate appear- ance. We stopped for a couple of hours to rest at a comfortless, dirty house We could scarcely find a place to sit down in, but went at last to the large kitchen. There were four or five fine young women ; and we heard there were six sisters and two brothers in the family. Gave them some tracts and a Testament ; they seemed to value the Testament, although Roman Catholics. Alas ! who knows how long they will keep 1856.] ARRIVAL AT LA TOUR. 141 it. They attend mass at the Hospice. They look for- ward with pleasure to reading it in their long winter evenings, and as they cannot go to church they will not " confess " till they have read it. The descent of Mont Cenis to Susa is very grand ; first the larch trees make their appearance , then beech, cabbages, turnips, and then the chestnut trees ; then vines near Susa. The sun was shining beautifully, cast- ing a beautiful rainbow on the drops of rain which descended on the sides of the opposite mountain. The little town of Susa is picturesque ; the appear- ance quite Italian. We stayed there several hours, waiting for the train. The inn comfortable and not very expensive. A journey of about two hours by railway brought us to Turin. A bright moonlight night. From Turin they proceeded, the next day, by way of Pignerol, to La Tour (Torre Pellice) in the Vaudois Valleys. Christine M Alsop writes: Our arrival at La Tour was certainly damping, as it rained in torrents, and continued to do so the whole of Seventh-day, First-day, and Second-day. I never wit- nessed such continuous heavy rain ; three days and three nights I think without ceasing. Water pipes from the roofs of the houses discharged themselves by one projecting a couple of feet from the roof into the street below ; so that there was a continual tremendous patter ; and the roaring of the mountain torrents rendered our arrival and first stay here any- thing but bright and encouraging. Nevertheless, on First-day evening, in spite of the rain, we had 142 MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE M. ALSOP. [1856. a meeting with about thirty-eight persons at our hotel. Adele Revel, the wife of the moderator, has been most kind. She called to welcome us on our arrival, and has since been most attentive. She and her hus- band were present at the meeting, as well as several other pastors and their wives. Pastor Tron and his wife are very agreeable persons. E. P. Gurney addressed us very sweetly. Robert and I added a few words. Pastor Revel said that he had been reminded of the saying of the Apostle, "Paul planteth, and Apollos watereth, but God alone giveth the increase." "Our friend William Forster," he added, " now with God, came to sow amongst us precious seed , our dear sister is now come to water it ; let us pray that the Lord may be pleased to give it the increase in our hearts, to bear much fruit to his praise." Dear Robert said, "And neither is he that planteth anything, nor he that watereth, but God that giveth the increase." Immedi- ately after this, dear E. P. Gurney supplicated, begin- ning with the words, " Not unto us, O Lord, not unto us," &c. It was a solemn time. The prayer was not translated. On the 2ist we visited the Orphanage, established at the suggestion of William Forster. The mistress is a sweet person, a Deaconess from Switzerland. There are twenty-two girls. We took tea in the even- ing at the Revels Adele Revel is very pleasing. She had invited the Trons and Geymonats to meet us. A few others came in afterwards, and we had our cer- tificate read by Pastor Revel. They expressed their satisfaction in warm terms. We then had a very sweet 1856.] LA TOUR. 143 religious opportunity. In the morning we had also walked to the Hospital ; a fine commodious building. They have beds for sixteen, and are generally full. On Fourth-day, the 22nd, we visited the Ragged School, established by Pastor George Appia for the poorest children ; some of them are entirely cared for, others bring their dinner with them. A lady of the name of D'Espine devotes a great deal of time to it. The responsibility for funds rests on Pastor Appia. We also visited the boarding and day school of his sister. It is an excellent institution. We had a religious oppor- tunity with the girls, about sixty in number. Louisa Appia seems well qualified for the post ; many of the girls are very pleasing. The children are gentle and submissive as well as intelligent; but they appear somewhat wanting in power and in strength of char- acter. Dear E. P. Gurney's address to them was particularly sweet, and they seemed to feel it to be so. Several of them were in tears as she addressed those who might be able to adopt the language, " When my father and my mother forsake me, then the Lord will take me up," On the 23rd E. P. Gurney attended a meeting held in Louisa Appia's schoolroom. It was an important day for the pastors. They had assembled from various parts to elect two Professors of Theology ; Pastors Revel and Geymonat being only there for a time. About 100 came to the meeting; and some of the pastors amongst them. E. P. Gurney spoke at some length on the ex- perience of Peter ; his denying his Lord after so much self-confidence. On the 25th we wrote letters, rested, and visited 144 MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE M. ALSO P. [1856. Professor Tron in the evening. He and his wife are very kind, and appear earnest Christians. They live in one of the pretty row of houses built by General Beckwith for the Professors of their college, which is close by. E. P. Gurney and Robert and Christine M. Alsop had meetings at most of the other places in the valleys. Describing their visit to Angrogna, Chris- tine M. Alsop writes : I felt so stiff and in so much pain that it seemed almost like presumption to think of attempting to go up the mountains on a donkey. I stayed in bed till late in the morning. But when the time came, I did not feel inclined to be left behind ; although our friend Revel had offered to interpret for E. P. Gurney; so I mounted my little donkey and started ; E. P. Gurney and Fanny in the vehicle I cannot call it a carriage. Robert walked by the side, stick in hand ; one man leading the horse, another minding me and my donkey. How I wish a good photographer could have taken us as we began our ascent ; especially if he could have given an adequate view of the magnificent mountains. The morning was splendid. E. P. Gurney walked up all the steep parts. I kept close to my steed, who toiled up with his burden pretty comfortably. Many times did we stop to admire the scenery. We arrived at Angrogna in good time ; E. P. Gurney less tired than she expected. Charles and Caroline Gay received us very warmly, and made E. P. Gurney most comfortable. We lodged at the schoolmaster 's, which was also very comfort- 1856.] ANGROGNA. 145 able. I was truly glad to rest a little on the bed, which we were told had not been slept in since last year. About seven, the schoolroom was full of people. It was with some difficulty we could pass through the crowd which filled the place ; many were standing. It was the most animating sight we have had since we have been here ; they seemed the real sort; true mountaineers, and glad to see us amongst them. After a little explanation of our views on worship, and a time of solemn silence, E. P. Gurney rose with the words, "The voice said, Cry, and I said, What shall I cry?" &c. She spoke on the uncertainty of time ; on the state of roan by nature ; on the rich mercy of God in Christ Jesus ; of the necessity 6f believing what is declared in the sacred volume con- cerning the Saviour of the world ; and that there must be, with this faith, a submitting to the sanctifying power of the Holy Spirit, in order that this great salvation may be ours. She spoke in very encouraging language to those who loved the Lord Jesus in sin- cerity, and who counted nothing too dear or too near to part with, that they may win Christ and be found in Him; believing that many then present were of this number. In conclusion, she expressed her fervent desire that, as in all probability we should never meet again upon earth, we might, through the fulness and freeness of the mercy of God in Christ Jesus, meet before His throne and each hear the blessed language, " Well done, good and faithful servant, enter thou into the joy of thy Lord." Robert and I added a little to this exhortation ; after which I expressed a few 146 MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE M. ALSOP. [1856. words in prayer. It was striking to observe the great stillness, and to see with how fixed an attention these inhabitants of the mountains, some of whom had come from two or three hours' distance, were drinking in the truths that were declared. At the close, the pastor expressed his thankfulness for the visit, which he be- lieved was united in by the congregation. He then gave out a hymn, which was sung most earnestly at the highest pitch of their voices by the men and women ; reminding me of what I have often heard respecting the poor persecuted Protestants of the Cevennes ; who, although this psalm-singing exposed them to the sever- est persecution by indicating the place of their meeting, did not desist. As we left, we had to shake hands with all ; sometimes two or three grasping our hands at the same time ; and two women kissing dear E. P. Gurney most earnestly. The affection of all and the tears of some were quite touching \ and I felt very thankful that I had been there. This description will give some idea of the general character of the meetings. At one place the pastor and his wife, who had eight children, were very anxious to lodge them all for the night. " The pastor's wife said she would make a very warm fire, and put on one of the largest pieces of wood she could find ; have nice clean linen : get another bed, &c. in fact, she would do every- thing in her power to serve us." During this visit they had much Christian association with Pastor Lantaret (who still survives, the present venerable Moderator of the Synod), and with some of the 1856.] THE DUCHESS OF ORLEANS. 147 other pastors. Altogether about a month was spent in these valleys. Proceeding to Genoa, on their way to Nice, they visited the widow of the late Duke of Orleans, who was staying at Sestri. Her popular husband, the eldest son of the late King, Louis Philippe, had died, as will be recollected, from the effects of an accident, in the summer of 1842. She remembered the previous visit of E. P. Gurney and Elizabeth Fry, and expressed much pleasure that she had not been forgotten. Her circumstances had much changed since their last interview. Her pallid, worn, and subdued countenance told that she had been a woman of sorrow ; yet there was in her de- portment the evidence that she was supported ; and no murmur escaped her lips. Christine M. Alsop writes : After a time of silence, E. P. Gurney addressed her very sweetly, beginning with the passage, "In the Lord's hand there is a cup; it is full of mixture." She alluded to the many afflictions which had been her por- tion, but encouraged her to believe that the Lord afflicteth in mercy, and that it is only the wicked who have to drink of the dregs of this cup. They that feared the Lord would be preserved even in the midst of sore tribulation. This E. P. Gurney believed had been the case with the Duchess ; and she expressed the trust that it would be so to the end, if there were a keeping close in faith unto Him who is able to heal every wound. The Duchess thanked us warmly for the visit, and ex- pressed hei wish that we should visit the widowed ex- 148 MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE M. ALSOP. [1856- Queen of the French at Claremont on our return to England. On their arrival at Nice, they found that the Dowager Empress of Russia, (the widow of the Emperor Nicholas), who was in poor health, was passing the winter there ; and as E. P. Gurney did not feel easy to leave without attempting an inter- view, one was at last obtained, though with some difficulty ; as they were told that up to that time the Empress had lived incognito. The visit seemed much appreciated. She referred with much interest to the visit of Joseph Sturge, Robert Charleton, and Henry Pease, who had gone to Petersburg to address the Emperor Nicholas previously to the Crimean War. As they parted the Empress said, " I hope a blessing will attend your being in this room." Before E. P. Gurney entered upon the visit to the Friends in the South of France, Robert Alsop was summoned home to the dying bed of his mother. She was a valued minister of the Gospel among Friends. He was in time to receive her last loving recognition, and to witness her peaceful close. He afterwards joined his wife and E. P. Gurney at Congenies, continuing with them till their return home. It was a little before this time, in the winter of 1855, that Christine M. Alsop's cousin, Justine Benezet, who had become the wife of Jules Paradon, was called to her Heavenly rest. I857-] INTERVIEW WITH KING OP PRUSSIA. 149 When we were in France last winter (Christine M. Alsop writes in her journal), she appeared failing as to bodily health, though bright and lively in spirit. She soon became alarmingly ill ; and, after many weeks of excru- ciating suffering, which she was enabled to bear with exemplary patience, joy, and resignation, she died in the peace of her Lord, leaving a sorrowing husband and a little boy two years old. She will be much missed by the scattered few under our name in the South of France, amongst whom she had been for many years a faithful labourer. She was a truly humble, devoted Christian, sound in doctrine and exemplary in life. In the summer of the following year, 1857, Robert and Christine M. Alsop accompanied E. P. Gurney on a visit to the Friends in Germany. They afterwards went to Potsdam, in the hope of seeing the King of Prussia, partly from a feel- ing of religious interest, and partly to represent to him the case of a poor prisoner they had visited, named Miiller, who was subjected to great suffer- ing for refusing to bear arms. On the day fixed for the interview E. P. Gurney was ill in bed, and quite unable to go. Robert and Christine M. Alsop were therefore obliged to go alone. On their explaining to the King the cause of her absence, he said he should much have liked to have seen her, as he had a sweet remembrance of Elizabeth Fry Madame Fry, as he called her. They told him of the religious interest E. P. Gurney had felt about him, and of the sufferings i$o MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE M. ALSOP. [1857- of the young man, Miiller. The King said, in French, " Oh, that is too bad ; I am so glad that you can tell me that it is really a case of con- science ; for there is the difficulty." Another inter- view was arranged on the 23rd of Seventh Month ; when they had an interesting opportunity with the King and Queen, and his sister, the Dowager Empress of Russia. Her son, the Grand Duke Michael, and his intended bride, the Princess Cecile, of Baden, were also present. The King told them, that all was arranged with regard to the young man, Miiller; and that he believed he was going to England. E. P. Gurney addressed the whole company very impressively. The King was very serious, and the Queen appeared much touched. The Grand Duke had his eyes fixed on E. P. Gurney during the whole time she spoke. " They came forward " writes Christine M. Alsop, " to shake hands with us as we parted ; and I doubt whether we shall ever see such a company again." At one of the German watering places E. P. Gurney remained a short time for the benefit of the baths. Whilst there, they had a religious meeting in the assembly room of the establish- ment at which they were staying. They also em- braced opportunities of religious intercourse with several of the visitors. Thence they proceeded to Basle, Neufchatel, and Lausanne : concluding their labours by a few days' rest at Chamounix 1 860.] NAHNEEBA WEE QUAY. 151 previously to returning home. In the retrospect of this journey Christine M. Alsop writes : We have much to be thankful for in the experience which has been granted of the protecting and forbearing mercy of the Shepherd of Israel. He has graciously preserved us both in heights and in depths. To Him alone be the praise. Once more settled at their peaceful home, other objects crowded upon them. The welfare of the aboriginal races in various parts of the world had long been an object of deep interest to Robert and Christine M. Alsop. Nahneebaweequay, the daugh- ter of a chief of one of the aboriginal tribes of British North America, from the neighbourhood of Owen's Sound, Lake Huron, Canada West, came over to England in the early part of the year 1 860, with the object of pleading* the cause of her people in this country, and of representing it to the Queen ; more especially as regards the Indian reservations in Canada. She was alone and unprotected, and without pecuniary means. Robert and Christine M. Alsop entered warmly into her case, and received Nahneebaweequay into their house, where she remained four months ; dur- ing which time she obtained an interview with the Queen, Christine M. Alsop accompanying her. The Queen was pleased to manifest her deep interest in Nahneebaweequay ; but as the question of the lands had been previously settled, by giving them over to the local government, nothing very important could 152 MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE M. ALSOP [1860. be accomplished for her people. But the effort was not altogether in vain. Much private interest was elicited, and substantial help afforded to not a few of them. Nahneebaweequay was, by descent, a pure Indian. She was a true Christian woman, having been con- verted in early life. Her husband, William Sutton, was an Englishman, rather older than herself, who, she used to say, " had gone over to Canada, when in his teens, from a sense of duty towards the In- dians, and had become an Indian that he might be useful to them." During her stay with Robert and Christine M. Alsop she gave birth to a son, who was named Alsop Albert Edward. The morning on which they left Liverpool on their return to America, it was touching to see Christine M Alsop, carrying this little one in her arms on board the large steamer ; evidently feeling the parting from him as from a loved and cherished object of her affection. Nahneebaweequay lived only about three years after her return home, and died in great peace. Her husband still survives. They had a large family, of whom "Alsop " is the youngest but two. He is now grown up, and is a young man of great promise ; some of the money which was given to his mother having been used for his education, with the hope that he would be- come what his mother so ardently desired a Chris- tian missionary among his people. CHAPTER XIV. (1859-1876.) Quiet reflections ; Death of her niece, Marie L. Dixon Remi- niscences by her niece, Louisa M. Dixon (now Pierson), of her residence with her Aunt ; and of her Aunt's association with some members of the Royal Family. HOW sweet and full of profit are those seasons when the humble believer is permitted to be alone with God, How gladly, amidst the pres- sure of manifold occupation, does he avail himself of the precious opportunity, not for indolent musing or inaction, but to " rest in the Lord " ; and in waiting upon Him, to renew his strength. Such an opportunity was now given to Christine M. Alsop. First Month, 'jfh, 1859. For the last few days I have been confined to the house with indisposition and have had much time for quiet meditation. My eyes being affected, I have not read much, but my whole life has been as it were unrolled before me. How varied the picture ! Some spots deeply marked by trial ; others abounding in unmerited favours. What shades cover the recollection of the many opportunities which might have been embraced for doing good, for winning souls to Christ, which have been, alas ! either wholly neglected ; or, at best, very feebly used. As I look back upon my many mercies and multiplied 154 MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE M. ALSO P. [1859. opportunities, and recall the tender and often-repeate/i pleadings of that loving Saviour, who willeth not that any should perish ; I have only to confess that to me nothing belongs but blushing and confusion of face. I am ready to marvel at the long-suffering mercy of my Heavenly Father in preserving me to this hour; and in still condescending to put His praise into my mouth, and, as I believe, commissioning me from time to time to speak unto others of the riches of His grace. How comforting are the. words of Jesus, " Her sins which are many are forgiven her, for she loved much," and He said to the woman, "Thy faith hath saved thee, go in peace." In the full persuasion that the same mercy has been displayed towards me, how does my soul crave that I may be replenished with this living faith, this holy love, producing a readiness to do all the Lord's commandments, and to suffer all His will. For the last year home has been, as I believe, our right allotment. It is about two years since I was summoned to attend my dear niece Marie L. Dixon on her death-bed. My husband and I were in Paris, with our beloved friend E. P. Gurney. I at once returned to England, and hastened to Whitehaven. But it was too late. On my arrival all was over. Poor Marie had not had her wish, to see her loved aunt. I felt the event deeply, as she was more like a daughter to me than a niece. I have reason to believe that she fell asleep in Jesus. The bereaved husband and three helpless children became objects of my sympathy and solicitude ; and after staying a month with them it was concluded that I should take charge of the eldest 1859-] HER NIECE 1 S REMINISCENCES. 155 little girl, my sweet little Louisa ; my dear husband kindly agreeing to the plan. Her father brought her to us in the Third Month, 1857, and she has since been under our charge. The step appeared a right one, as the dear child seemed to come so naturally to our share; there being no one else to take the place of a mother. At the same time it has been my earnest desire that the care of this precious charge may not in any way hinder the fulfilment of other duties. This beloved niece (now by her marriage Louisa M. Pierson) has herself given some account of her early life thus spent with her uncle and aunt at Stoke Newington ; and of the intercourse which Christine M. Alsop was, from time to time, per- mitted to enjoy with members of the Royal family. She has kindly allowed me to place the following extracts at the disposal of the reader : In the review of the time spent with my aunt I feel what a privilege it has been to have lived under such an influence. My mother, Marie Louise Majolier, with her two brothers, was left motherless at an early age. She was educated in England, and the house of Mr. and Mrs. Alsop in London became her home for some months previously to her marriage. When my mother married, her new home was in the North of England, in Cumberland. It was a trial to my aunt, who loved her dearly, that she was obliged to settle so far away. After five years of married life, my mother died; leaving three children, myself the eldest, and two brothers. Mrs. Alsop was thus a second time called upon to act a mother's part ; and I, 156 MEMORIALS OF CHRISTINE M. ALSOP. [1857- in turn, received that tender love and watchful care which had made my mother's life so happy. I was between four and five years of age when my father took me to London, and left me with my dear aunt ; and thenceforth, till I was of age to take charge of my father's house, most of my life was spent with her. During those years I accompanied my uncle and aunt in many delightful visits to their friends in different parts of England, to which I can now trace the begin- ning of many a lasting friendship. I also travelled with them when they went to France and Switzerland ; our chief destination being Congenies, where my grandfather lived. Her visits to her native village were always times of great rejoicing ; and the warmest of French welcomes awaited her, both there and also at Nimes, where she was well known. Indeed, wherever she went she won the love and respect of all with whom she came in contact. The Countess de Selon was one of my aunt's dear friends, whom she frequently visited. It was at her house that my aunt became intimate with Count Cavour, and acquainted with his private life and family troubles. At home, the life of two earnest workers like my uncle and aunt, was full of occupation, and their house was the resort of people of the most varied conditions. One of my greatest treats, the full value of which I did not realize as a child, was to go with my aunt to Buckingham Palace, or Windsor ; where she had the extreme pleasure of seeing the young princes and princesses from time to time. She had become 1876.] INTERCOURSE WITH THE ROYAL FAMIL K 157 known to them in this way. Madame Rollande, a great friend of my aunt, became French governess to the Royal family. My aunt often visited her ; and, in consequence, often saw the Royal children. Her sweet manners won their love ; and they very early gave her the name of "La Bonne Dame." They wrote and spoke to her chiefly in French. It was natural that Her Majesty the Queen should often hear her children speak of "La chere Bonne Dame;" and that the Queen should inquire of Madame Rollande who the lady was. Her Majesty was informed that Mrs. Alsop had spent most of her early life as the adopted child of William Allen, who had been a kind friend and one of the executors of the Duke of Kent. The Queen remembered his name, and wished my aunt to be told that Her Majesty was graciously pleased to allow the continuance of intercourse between the Royal children and Mrs. Alsop. From that time many were the interesting visits paid by my aunt to Buckingham Palace. I accom- panied her in most of them, and was most kindly received. I should have forgotten many details had not my aunt liked to tell me of things I had said as a child. One of these occasions was a most special visit, when the Queen herself had expressed a wish to see her. Being myself unable to accompany my aunt, Mrs. Ashby, of Staines, went with her. The interview that followed was deemed the most rare privilege. The conversation was carried on in French, a gracious courtesy to a French woman. Incidentally the Queen expressed her approval that my aunt still retained her "pretty costume," as she termed it /.