THE LIBRARY OF THE OF UNIVERSITY CALIFORNIA LOS ANGELES THE PASSING OF THE POET AND OTHER POEMS THE Passing of the Poet AND OTHER POEMS By AQUILA LONDON KEGAN PAUL, TRENCH, TRUBNER, & CO. UP PATERNOSTER HOUSE, CHARING CROSS ROAD 1893 The rights of translation and of reproduction are reserved. 3??/ DEDICATION. To VEGA. From A QUI LA. The patient-eyed Aquila,* night by night, Looks with eternal love, that cannot die, Up to his radiant Queen, enthroned on high, — His ever-smiling Vega, angel bright, Who dwells beyond his reach, in Heaven's height. O happy love ! that lives without a sigh, Awaiting happier days that may be nigh ; — A consummation hoped for is delight. But my beloved Vega long has set : With heart, and soul, and life, I watch in vain :— The afterglow, undying, lingers yet ; But I shall never see my Queen again. O my beloved ! wherefore hast thou flown, To leave me with these lesser stars alone ? * The three leading stars of Aquila point in a line up to Vega, for ever. CONTENTS. PAGE The Passing of the Poet i Miscellaneous Poems : — through a glass darkly 17 in the valley 19 SONG 20 THE NIGHT OF THE SOUL 21 IN SILENCE 23 SUNSET IN DONEGAL BAY 25 AUTUMN LEAVES 26 REQUIESCAT 28 THE SEASONS OF LIFE -3° THE LAST LAY OF A LOCOMOTIVE ENGINE . . 31 ODE TO A SEA-GULL 34 SERENADE FOR THE GUITAR 38 THE WIND THAT BLOWETH SOFTLY FROM THE SOUTH . 40 NEVER AGAIN 4! SONG 42 SWING SONG 44 WHEN THE MYSTIC SCREEN OF NIGHT . . . .45 DREAMLAND VISIONS 47 I MISS YOU 49 Vlll Sonnets :— TO VEGA . TO A SISTER STAR BLUE-BELLS THE ECLIPSE THE CONJUNCTION TO . DREAMING . TO MY PLANET HOPE HOME, SWEET HOME TO FRIENDSHIP SPRING TO AUTUMN THE LAST NIGHT CONTENTS PAGE S3 54 55 56 57 58 59 60 61 62 63 64 65 66 THE PASSING OF THE POET. " Ages past the soul existed, Here an age 'tis resting merely." — Browning. // is midnight. The Poet is asleep in his chamber, with his head bowed doivn and resting oti his arms upon the table. The night is dear. The light from a crescent moon streams in through the open window, and the stars look down upon the earth. Close by the window stands an astronomical telescope. On the table lie scattered books, papers, and star maps, and the last sonnet which the Poet has written* SONNET. *The Blind Astronomer. Thy mind to me was like the deep, blue sky, Thy thoughts the stars I studied with a hope Beyond belief. Love was my telescope. I watched their motions with a faithful eye, In silent hours, when no one else was nigh : Until a door was shut I could not ope, 2 THE PASSING OF THE POET And darkness came, with which I could not cope ; Then from the task I sank, with weary sigh. Now, like a poor astronomer struck blind, Through the dark silence of the night and day, In patient occultation of the mind, I wait for God's own hand to roll away The mist, that hides the glory of the skies, And lift the veil of darkness from mine eyes. {The Poet dreams, and speaks in his sleep.) Poet. Ye living spirits, that inhabited The dust of those that here have sinned and sung ; Eternal souls, that for a season made A dwelling place in forms of flesh and blood, Creating man — a wondrous, living thing, With hopes and fears, ambition and despair ; Ye souls, that did endow the beating hearts With pain, and passion, and emotions strange, Where ! where do ye abide ? Where is the light That glimmered in those eyes, long since consigned To Death's eternal night? And where The fount of music, and the source of song ? (A spirit appears to him.) Beautiful being ! Godlike in thy form ! To whom existence seemeth a delight, Whence comest thou ? And wherefore art thou come ? THE PASSING OF THE POET Spirit. Mortal, from regions where the whirling spheres In beauty circle round unnumbered suns In swift descent, outspeeding light, I come ! Sent hither by the Great Omnipotent, Who ruled before all time, and as He ruled Without beginning, so without an end Will rule, Eternal ! Awful ! Infinite ! Of whom to think bewilders mortal minds. And I am here to guide thine erring soul, And point thee out the path that thou must take. Poet. radiant envoy of the King of Kings ! Here, in the presence of thy loveliness, 1 feel the weakness of humanity, And bow before thee, trembling as I speak. As our forefather sought to hide himself From God, when he had sinned, so would I hide Myself from thee, nor dare to look with eyes Of sin upon so pure a thing. Spirit. Fear not, For once like thee I trod, in human shape, Upon this world of thine. I wandered here 4 THE PASSING OF THE POET With Israel of old, by night and day, When Moses and when Aaron led her forth From the oppressor's land ; and I beheld The smoky pillar, and the fiery cloud, And gathered manna at the break of day, And in the wilderness I died ; and when They laid my body in the desert sand, My spirit to another planet soared ; And there, some time, abode, among the souls Of those that went before. From light to light, From whirling sphere to sphere, since then I've passed, Each teeming with the souls from other worlds : In each my due, allotted time I lived ; In each beheld a purer form of life, And gained a new degree of holiness ; In each I learned — to die is bat to live 1 For many times we must be born again Ere we can hope to see the Perfect Light; — And stars are but the stepping-stones to God. Poet. O gentle angel ! pause a little while ; My wildered brain is slow to follow thee In such illimitable flight of thought. But, tell me, in these worlds thou speakest of, — Which seem to our dull eyes as distant specks, Afar in the blue dome, — if we shall see, THE PASSING OF THE POET And know the souls we loved upon this earth ? — Once, in the sunny summer of my youth, I loved a maid, who dreamt not of my love, Because I told it not, but worshipped her With silent adoration, day by day ; — The dearest thought between my soul and God. But there was one who sought to rival me In love for her, and hated me ; and him I hated, with the fiendish hate of hell. She has been dead to me long years ago ; But if my soul, in that new life to come, Where all are equal in the eyes of God, — Since, with the body, all degrees of rank And riches die, — should meet hers once again, — It would be joy indeed, if I might speak The love in Heaven, I never told on earth. And he, — I know not if he lives, or where, — But I would ask forgiveness for the hate With which I hated him. Spirit. Be not deceived. There are no jealousies in angel life, Nor is our love the love of flesh and blood ; Our feelings are not felt in beating hearts, Nor do we see with eyes half blind with tears ; But in the special region where we dwell, 6 THE PASSING OF THE POET We have one feeling, common to us all, — A spiritual longing for the light That glows, intensely brightening, star by star, Upon the wondrous path that leads to God. Poet. Ah me ! do I then learn that all the thoughts, Which we consider pure and holy here, Are counted nothing in the life to come? And are the souls that meet at kissing lips. And look through loving eyes, transformed so That they must meet as strangers after death ? Spirit. Nay ! Nay ! their recognition is complete, — For I have watched them meet and seen them smile .' Poet. And do they often visit earth again ? Spirit. Aye, truly ! — for the very air we breathe Is full of spirits, living though unseen, — The lightning-winged messengers of God, THE PASSING OF THE POET Sent to fulfil His ways to mortal men ; And thousands of death-liberated souls Are passing with them to their next abode. Poet. Oh ! that my love would come to visit me ! Oh ! that the God of Grace would send her down, From the calm beauty of eternity, To speak with me, as thou art speaking now ! O blessed spirit ! teach my feeble lips To form a prayer, that God may suffer me To see once more that gentle face I loved, Whose memory still has been the talisman To cheer the sadness of my failing years. Spirit. Let not thy frenzied fancy wander thus ! She never can return to thee again In likeness of the body thou hast loved ; — For all are changed within the doors of Death. There flesh and blood must unto dust return, In the cold darkness of an earthly grave. Poet. Oh ! I have seen her dead face in my dreams ! Her still pale face, with sad imploring eyes the passing;of the poet Beseeching me to come to her, — till I Have cried aloud, and started from my sleep, Clasping the vacant air ! Spirit. And this was nought But the wild vision of a fevered brain. Be strong ! the heart of man must needs be strong To fit his soul for life beyond the grave. Boet. The strongest here are weak, and full of sin ; But God will grant it covers many sins To love a form of His creation so. Her spirit must have learned to know I loved ; Yes, after death she must have known it all, And come too late to look upon my sleep With steadfast eyes, unutterably sad. Spirit. The visions thou hast seen are of the flesh, — For 'tis thy nature to behold in dreams The strongest images the heart conceives ; Albeit happy they who see them not, For punishment must follow fleshly lusts, Which drag the spirit downward from the light, — Downward from God. THE PASSING OF THE POET Poet. Sweet spirit, wrong me not ! There was no dream of lust in all my love. It was my living soul that sought her soul, With love of soul for soul, that cannot die : Such love as mine shall live among the stars \Yhere time is counted not. Spirit. This world of thine Is too remote from God's supreme abode To nurture love so pure. The spirit here By shadows of the flesh is overcast, The grossness of the body weighs it down, The passions of the heart are barriers Between the soul and God. Poet. The poet's heart Is moulded fairer by the hand of God Than hearts of other men. His soul is like A star above his life, that leads him on ; A mirror, which reflects a love divine, And spreads the truth abroad upon the world. io THE PASSING OF THE POET Spirit. The poets are a precious gift from God, But they have hearts of simple flesh and blood. They sing like angels, but they live like men ; * And when temptations come they also fall. But once in all the ages of the world, A child was born whose heart was undefiled. Of many fierce temptations in the flesh He stood the test, and over sin and death He held His way triumphant to the end. His life was lovely, and His sorrow great, His cup was bitter, but He murmured not, — For, at His birth, a star of Love arose, That shone for men with no uncertain light. The wise men saw its glory from afar, And came to worship it— the star of Love, That came of Love, to lighten all the world. — And on the hills of Bethlehem that night The simple shepherds marvelled as they looked, And heard the grandest anthem ever sung : The " Glory ! Glory ! Glory ! unto God" The " Glory / in the highest, and on earth Peace, and goodivill to men," by angels sung ! O ! happy, happy shepherds ! to have thus Foretasted Heaven's music upon earth, * I am indebted to Addison's Spectator for the idea contained in this line. THE PASSING OF THE POET u And one brief moment to have thus beheld The Glory of the Lord — the Light of Light, While from their eyes the scales of darkness fell ! And yet men killed Him, for they knew Him not ; And He forgave them of His bounteous love, And died, in bitter agony, for man, That man might live for ever after death ; So he would but be faithful and believe. Oh ! what is human love that it should boast, When matched with His, who died for all the worl 1 ! The sweetest song, that ever poet sang, Can bring the poet nothing in the end, If Christ be not the Glory of his soul ; — Therefore, O mortal ! let thy sorrow cease, And weep no more for earthly joys that die ; — Lift up thine eyes unto the Heavens high, Thy hope is there, lift up. lift up thine heart ! Poet. I know my hope is there, and I have prayed, With the full passion of a human heart, For strength to live, and faith to die, and Love To conquer Death, and freely pass beyond To that sufficiency of spirit-love, Which must be all in all. 12 THE PASSING OF THE POET Spirit, O faithful soul ! Behold in thee His promise is fulfilled ; Look up and listen to the song of those Whose love has conquered Death — listen and look ! (Song of passing so ids.) We are souls from slumber waking Out of darkness into light, Light of golden Glory breaking Far above us in the height. Far beneath us, dimly rolling, Earth retreating we behold ; — Sinking from us, — nor controlling Our existence as of old. Looking back, from far above it, Mortal life a sleep doth seem ; All that we remember of it Is the shadow of a dream. Like the sound of many waters, Like the voice of thunder, clear, Songs of angel sons and daughters From the golden height we hear. THE PASSING OF THE POET 13 Some are coming down to meet us, Sent to guide us on our way, With the smile of Peace they greet us In the light of perfect day. Far above us, far above us, Oh ! the glorious song they sing ! And they lead us, for they love us, To our Saviour and our King ! Spirit. Lift up thine eyes, and see the beauteous form Of thy beloved, whom thou long hast sought ; She comes to guide thee to the living light, Which is the crown of Life thou shalt receive. Poet. Oh ! I am faint ! I cannot draw my breath ! My life is overwhelmed, — Jesus ! God ! Sweet Angel ! what is this ? this sound of song ? This wondrous heavenly music that I hear ? Ah ! my beloved child, I see thee now, I see thy face that I have missed so long ! Stretch out thine arms to me and lift me up,- i 4 THE PASSING OF THE POET For I am very weary of the way, And let me tell thee I have loved thee long. Ah ! Love has conquered Death ! I come ! I come ! Beloved, let me rest my soul on thine ! For I have dwelt in doubt and darkness long ; But thou wilt lead me, for thou knowest the way, To God and Home, where it is Perfect Day. {Chorus of Angels.) God is Love ! O wondrous story ! God for ever we adore ! Light of Light ! and Lord of Glory ! Love enthroned for evermore. ( The morning dawns. The golden sunlight revisits the earth. They find the Poet dead in his chamber ; but his soul has found the soul of his beloved, and hand in hand, rejoicing evermore, they journey onward towards the Perfect Light. ) MISCELLANEOUS POEMS THROUGH A GLASS DARKLY 17 THROUGH A GLASS DARKLY. What do we know ? When all is said and sung, And all the changes rung, What have we got to show ? We reap the seed we sow, From Folly's garden sprung. What do we know ? What do we know ? When Love we loved is crossed, And grief must count the cost : When tears arise and flow From the deep spring of woe, For Hopes betrayed and lost ; — What do we know ? What do we know ? In looking to the height Of clustered stars at night, i8 THROUGH A GLASS DARKLY From our sad star below ? Through darkness we must go Before we see the light, Is all we know ! Yes ! all we know ! For standing on the brink Of Death, from which we shrink, The heart must cease to glow, And dark the. night must grow ; Of Lethe we must drink Before we know. IN THE VALLEY 19 IN THE VALLEY. O ! you are on the sunny height, And I am in the valley; You, where the sky is ever bright, And I where shadows dally. We met half-way One summer day, And passed an hour light-hearted, Then you went up, And I came down, And thus it was we parted. But often I look up and sigh, And pray that God may guide you, And think of that dear day gone by, The day I stood beside you. O ! pray one prayer, Sweetheart, up there, That, at life's lone finale. God's love at last May guide me past The darkness in the valley ! 20 SONG SONG. Could we old griefs forget, And trials we have met, And eyes with weeping wet, For the bitter woe Of Love let go ; Could we take back again The days we've lived in vain, Would life have less of pain ? I do not know ! Can morning dew-drops sweet, Or the day's noontide heat, Tell us what we may meet In the sunset glow ? Ah ! no ! no ! no ! We cannot outrun fate, We must live on and wait, Till at the ivory gate We knock and know ! THE NIGHT OF THE SOUL 21 THE NIGHT OF THE SOUL. When the faith we have followed Has led us astray ; And the cup we have swallowed Embittered the way ; When the hope we had trusted Has left us to doubt ; And the truth is encrusted With canker about ; When our bright star ideal Has dropt from the sky ; And the darkness is real That answers not why ; When the face that we long for Is lost evermore, And the eyes we did wrong for Have ceased to adore ; 22 THE NIGHT OF THE SOUL When the tears of our wailing Are falling like rain ; And our prayers unavailing Our pleading in vain ; iff When Love to the distance His light has withdrawn, Then Life is existence Without any dawn. And the heart cannot move Any nearer the goal ; For the death of true Love Is the night of the soul. IN SILENCE IN SILENCE. " I'll speak to thee in silence." — Cymbeline. I speak to thee in silence When I see the moon arise, I think thou art beside me With a sadness in thine eyes, Like the night we stood together In the dreamland of the past, And I never broke the silence, Though my heart was beating fast. And I think that thou art near me, When I see the stars above, And I fancy thou canst hear me When I tell thee how I love ; And oft I think I hear thy voice, Through Heaven's shining bar-, Like whispers of Eternity, Among the golden stars. 24 IN SILENCE And still of thee I'm dreaming, When I lay me down to rest, As one by one the silent stars Are sinking in the west. I hear thy sweet voice calling, " Come where weeping is unknown ! " And I hear the waters falling, By the everlasting Throne. And when the dawn is breaking, And the eyes of morn are grey, Half sleeping, half awaking, I am with thee far away. Where 1 see thee, faintly smiling, On the distant golden shore, And I speak to thee in silence, For I love thee evermore. SUNSET IN DONEGAL BAY 25 SUNSET IN DONEGAL BAY. The golden sunset-glow illumed The clouds of coming night ; The earth, the air, and sky assumed A tranquil holy light. A painted stillness wrapped the shore, And settled over all, And pictured shadows trembled o'er The Bay of Donegal. The tinted clouds hung glowing o'er The islets manifold, Like fairy draperies' flowing o'er A phantom sea of gold. The reeking sun stood half submerged In waters far away, And twilight, softly creeping, verged The paths of parting day. 26 AUTUMN LEAVES AUTUMN LEAVES. The autumn leaves lie sere, in the breath Of the frosty morning air ; Faded, but beautiful in death ; Once they were green and fair. Fading, falling, dying, Under the fair blue sky, Winds around them sighing. " Ye must die ! " Thus the friends we love and cherish Leave us one by one ; As the leaves in autumn perish When their day is done. Failing, fading, dying, A voice is ever nigh, It whispers, sadly sighing, "Ye must die!" And some are left till eventide, To mourn who passed at noon ; Let such with patience still abide, For they must follow soon. AUTUMN LEAVES 27 Weeping, grieving, sighing, The dead leaves rustle by, Nature is ever crying, " Ye must die." There will be a bright to-morrow. Peaceful, painless, fair, In the land of no more sorrow ; Dead leaves fall not there ! God to His own will give Sweet rest on high ! There we shall love and live, No more to die ! 28 REQUIESCAT REQUIESCAT. " All her bright golden hair Tarnished with rust ; She that was young and fair Fallen to dust."' — Oscar Wilde. I stand beside the new-made srrave Of her I've laid beneath the snow ; For God has taken what He gave In love to me a year ago. Around the old, grey, churchyard gate The snowdrops grow, and o'er my head A thrush is singing to its mate ; For winter with its frost has sped. And gentle spring is here again, All nature is rejoicing now ; My heart alone is full of pain, — My angel darling, where art thou ? REQUIESCAT I try to picture thee afar, In heaven's spangled vault above, I think thou art some holy star, That nightly sheds its light of love. I thought it were, when thou wert here, Impossible to love thee more ; But now thy memory is so dear, I feel 'twas feeble love I bore. Why should I wish thee back to me Again, in such a world as this, So full of sin and misery, Where things for ever go amiss ? I hear thy voice in every wind, I see thy face in every flower, Thy thoughts are furrowed in my mind. And thou art with me every hour. I feel thy presence ever bright, A halo that will never die, As in the tranquil summer night, The late-set sun still streaks the sky. The night is short — lo ! eastward far 'Tis red already unto day ; My morning joy no cloud shall mar, My heaviness shall pass away. THE SEASONS OF LIFE i » THE SEASONS OF LIFE. A maiden in the meadow, Plucking flowers to deck her hair Singing softly as she wanders, " Ah ! the spring is fresh and fair A listless pair of lovers Sitting by the sheltered stream, O ! the golden summer sunshine Passing over like a dream ! A chord of memory waking A feeble smile which fades, Ah ! sad and sweet is autumn. With its chequered lights and shades. A deathbed sad and solemn, And a flood of mourners' tears, Ah ! after weary winter, Dawns the spring of endless years. LAST LAY OF A LOCOMOTIVE ENGINE 31 THE LAST LAY OF A LOCOMOTIVE ENGINE. Time is ebbing fast with me, I shall soon consigned be To the limbo land, where locomotives rest ; But I'll sing before I go, One Love-strain of long ago, So posterity may call it a bequest. It was " Hope " they called my name, And I brought my driver fame, For I bore him at an eagle-rushing rate ; With a clamour and a clang I for ever, ever sang, " I'm the unlimited express of fancy freight '. " And I panted forth a rhyme, Loud, sonorous and sublime, And my wheels, in beating time, took a part ; And the white smoke rolling back For a furlong o'er the track, From the furnace-roaring fury of my heart. 32 LAST LAY OF A LOCOMOTIVE ENGINE On the line a bridge was seen, Spanning o'er a deep ravine ; And I loved it, for the echo of my song, Which it echoed as I passed, Like a meteor in a blast, Singing, " Trust me. fiery lover, I am strong." And I thought of it at night, With enchantment strangely bright, Like a spiritual flight to Glory's goal ; Not an engine on the line Knew the feeling that was mine, From the sweetness of the fancy in my soul. But my love was weakly placed, And my glory was abased, For the thing I trusted brought me sorry woe, For it fell beneath the strain Of my love-impassioned train, From the sunlight to the dark ravine below. Then a mist came o'er my eyes ; For the splendour of the skies Had faded, dimly faded from my sight ; With an unavailing sob, And a great convulsive throb, My burning heart went out, and all was night. LAST LAY OF A LOCOMOTIVE ENGINE 3$ And I'm now a helpless thing, Like a bird with broken wing, Creeping slowly, 'neath a sorrow-laden sky : — Tis the fate of all who trust, In a thing as frail as dust, So to live half broken-hearted, or to die. 34 ODE TO A SEA-GULL ODE TO A SEA-GULL. Snowy bird on listless wing, Pretty thing, Hovering O'er the sun-lit, summer sea ; Like a happy soul set free From the burden of its care, Like a spirit floating fair Over there. As I sit, with careless eye, I can mark thee passing by, Passing nigh ; In thy passionless unrest Like a dream-thought half-exprest. Being blest ! Does the ceaseless, measured swing Of the song the surges sing Reach thy breast? Canst thou read the mystery Of the sea ? ODE TO A SEA-GULL 35 When the face of Heaven is fair Thou art there ; But when storm and tempest blow, Fain would I the haven know Where thou dost go. When the awful wrath of God Is abroad ; When the thunder crashes loud From cloud to cloud ; When the forked lightnings flash Fierce and far, and breakers lash The rocky shore in desperate wrath, Casting in the foaming froth O'er the land ; When the rushing mighty wind Leaps in madness unconfined, Wildly grand, — Rending sails in shattered strips, Wrecking mariners and ships, Tossing them in play like chips On the strand ; — Where dost thou for safety flee * From the fury of the sea, Seeking peace ? Tell me of that ocean fair, Lead me to that haven where Tempests cease, At the voice of God, whose will, 6 ODE TO A SEA-GULL Bids the elements be still, Whispering " Peace." Happy bird ! what dost thou know Of human woe ? For thy being has no part With grief, that rends the human heart. Beautiful and fair thou art, White as snow ; And thou hearest not my cry, And thou heedest not my sigh, Circling now thy course on high To the sky ; Deftly diving down again To the main, The softness of thy breast to lave In the wave, With delicately-tinted feet The brine to greet. O ! if I could soar like thee O'er the sea, I would flee Far away and be at rest, Far across the ocean's breast, Where the great sun in the west Sinks to sleep ! ODE TO A SEA-GULL I would melt into the skies, Where c'ouds of sorrow never rise, Where the soul's eternal eyes, Never weep ! 3 8 SERENADE FOR THE GUITAR SERENADE FOR THE GUITAR. I WATCH At thy window, my sweet ! With the moon and the stars overhead, By the spirit of love I am led ; In the stillness I hear my heart beat : I watch, my beloved ! I watch ! As true, As the sentinels three * Of Aquila, that point to the height, Up to Vega, the queen of the night, My heart, soul and life look to thee, As true, my beloved ! as true ! Good night ! May thy rest be as still As the mist in the vale at my feet, And thy slumber as pure and as sweet As the moon-glancing dew on the hill ; Good night, my beloved ! good night ! * The three central stars of Aquila point in a line up to Vega for ever. SERENADE FOR THE GUITAR 39 Good night ! May thy dreams be as clear As the sanctified light, from afar, Of Spica, the virginal star, Till the light of the dawn shall appear ; Good night, my beloved ! good night ! 4 o THE WIND THAT BLOWETH SOFTLY THE WIND THAT BLOWETH SOFTLY FROM THE SOUTH. O wind ! that blowest softly from the South, To dally round my dear one's dainty face, To kiss her little, ruby, rose-bud mouth, And woo her with a delicate embrace, O ! whisper of the love I bear to her, And look into her tender eyes, and say That thou art my most gentle messenger, To win her heart this sunny, summer day. And if she blush at mention of my love, And droop her dark eye-lashes timidly, Return, as to the ark the faithful dove, And bring with incensed breath her love to me. But if she scorn my tenderness, and cast A haughty look from out a flashing eye, O ! then return with winter's chilly blast, And freeze my heart to ice, that I may die ! NEVER AGAIN 41 NEVER AGAIN. Never again while the years intervene, — Long years of weariness, long years of pain ; Never again while the grave lies between Us and eternity, — never again Can we to each other be what we have been, — Never again ! darling ! never again ! Darling, forgive me ! for I was to blame, I was to blame, but forgive me my share, My part, in the folly we cannot reclaim ; — I should have fled when I found you so fair ! But mine was no suddenly-passionate flame, Love came upon me like dawn, unaware. Love, we must linger apart evermore ! — ■ Hearts, that were blended once, riven in twain j Sunlight behind us, and shadows before ; — The sweetness is sipped, and the bitters remain. All the old yearning and longing of yore Blend in the echo — Ah ! never asiain ! 42 SONG SONG. The spring was green and lovely, The fields were fresh and fair, And the light of love from Heaven above Fell softly everywhere ; And merrily, in the greenwood tree, The wild birds sang their strain ; And my young heart beat with fulness sweet. That will never come back again. The summer days were golden, Sweetly the roses grew; And I dreamt one heart, did share a part Of the happiness I knew. As we sat in the shade the pine trees made, When the day was nearly done, And my hopes were bright as the wond'rous light Of the slowly sinking sun. In the still autumn evening I sit alone and dream ; SONG 43 While, like a pall, the shadows fall On the sunlight of the stream. And seared and brown, the leaves float down, While the naked boughs remain ; And the hopes have flown that my heart has known, They will never come back again ! 44 SWING SONG SWING SONG. It soothes my heart-aching To swing to and fro, For the winds are awaking, — And freshly they blow From the cool chambers deep Of the woods, where they sleep. And my forehead they kiss, Till my cheeks are aglow ; And my senses they steep In the faintness of bliss, As I swing to and fro. Of Love let me dream As I swing to and fro ; For in fancy I seem Ever upward to go ; With lightly-shut eyes, Rocked asleep in the skies. Oh ! could I reveal What the lark well must know As to Heaven he flies, — That is now what I feel, As I swing to and fro ! WHEN THE MYSTIC SCREEN OF NIGHT 45 WHEN THE MYSTIC SCREEN OF NIGHT. When the mystic screen of night, serene Hangs o'er a world of sleep,- And the glancing light of moonbeams bright Is mirrored in the deep. When I gaze on high, in the cloudless sky, On countless worlds afar So pure and fair, in the regions where Eternal mysteries are. The gentle grace of a tender face, With thoughts of my loved one come, Like the trembling beams of a star, that gleams Through Heaven's azure dome. For the stars of night are not more bright Than she appears to me : — The Heavens bare are not more fair, For her face is Heavenly. 4 6 WHEN THE MYSTIC SCREEN OF NIGHT My dark-eyed maid, in slumber laid, Oh ! hear and understand ! And dream of how I love you now In sleep's sweet shadow-land. DREAMLAND VISIONS 47 DREAMLAND VISIONS. In the twilight of the morning, When the day begins to break, And I lie in conscious slumber, Half asleep, and half awake ; When the stars grow dim, dissolving In the light of coming day, Visions glimmer in the distant Golden dreamland far away ! Dreamland visions, floating o'er me, Faintly tremble, like a star ; Loving faces flit before me, Smiling on me from afar. When the dawn, in crimson glory, Peeps across the purple hills, And the song of birds exulting All the waking woodland fills ; Then I seem to hear the voices, Of the dear ones dead and gone, 4 8 DREAMLAND VISIONS Singing from that golden dreamland, In the cool breath of the dawn. Singing softly, low, in chorus : " Ye who patiently await ! Grieve not, grieve no longer for us ; We have passed the golden gate!" I MISS YOU 49 I MISS YOU. I miss you, Darling, every day ! Tis hard to hide and put away The happy thoughts I used to think, The love that, all unlooked for, grew. 'Tis hard my risen Hope to sink, And all the joy I had for you. The precious gem I valued most Dropt from its setting, — dropt and lost ! You cannot know the pain 'twill cost To make believe that I forget : The jewel in my heart was set, I miss it, darling ! every day, I miss you ! I miss you When the sun is low, And clouds reflect the crimson glow ; I miss you through the summer night, When soft winds sigh and streamlets flow ; When stars o'crhead are shining bright — Stars that we studied long ago. D 50 I MISS YOU And when the light of morning gleams Across the hills, and woods, and streams, And I awake from happy dreams Of days that were, in vanished years ; — The sun, uprising, greets my tears. By day, by night, I only know I miss you ! I miss you, But God's will be done ! Some grief He gives to every one ; And some are weak, and some are strong, And all must wait His guiding Hand. The Judge of all can do no wrong ! His ways I cannot understand ; But I can pray, and hope, and wait, That, be it soon, or be it late, Here, or beyond th' eternal gate, You will come back to me again ! In love, like sunshine after rain. His Kingdom come ! His will be done ! I miss you ! SONNETS TO VEGA S3 TO VEGA. I dimly can recall what life has been Before thy transit, my beloved star ! Who broughtest light from where God's angels are. Have I been dreaming in a distant scene? Or am I dreaming now, to wake with keen Remembrance of Love's golden gates ajar ? I cannot read my horoscope afar ; I cannot tell how fate may intervene. I only know the pain it is to part, — To long for thee where'er I go abroad ! I love thee with each life-beat of my heart ; And when it beats no more, beneath the sod My soul must love thee still : because thou art The purest thought that binds my soul to God. 54 TO A SISTER STAR TO A SISTER STAR.* Round every human heart that glows with heat, A host of thoughts in various orbits run, — Like planets in their paths around the sun. Some, like swift Mercury, with busy feet, The circuit many thousand times complete ; While, like dim, distant Neptune, many a one, — Its round accomplished, — ages since begun, — Must sigh, so lone a journey to repeat. Of all thought-planets, wandering on their way, Great Hope, like Jupiter, outweighs the rest ; O ! may thy planet, Hope, have no dark day ! I ask the gods to grant me this request : May no disastrous force arise to stay Thee, on thy journey to the golden west. * Every sympathetic soul is a brother or sister star in the great eternal race. BLUE-BELLS 55 BLUE-BELLS (in a thick wood). The blue-bells raise their heads erect and tall Deep in the shadows of this ancient wood, Through which the stalwart archer, Robin Hood. Might have rejoiced to hear his bugle call. The patient blue-bells flower and fade, though all Their days are dark, except when overhead The boughs are swayed, and on their mossy bed The glints of Heaven's sunlight sometimes fall. How like our day of life this seems to me : — For life has gloomy days for all mankind : — But, as the branches of the darkest tree Are sometimes parted by the summer wind. So Love, when Hope divides the clouds of Care, May have a passing smile for Life's Despair. 56 THE ECLIPSE THE ECLIPSE. We stood and watched the silver moon arise, Full-orbed and beautiful, that August night ; She was so near me I could see the light Reflected in the Heaven of her eyes. Then came the shadow, like the swift surprise Of sudden death, stealing upon the bright, Serene face of the silent bride of night ; While stars peeped terror-stricken from the skies. And then I thought, O happy night thou art ! Death cannot steal that silent bride of thine ;— Behold the shadows from her face depart ! Unclouded once again we saw her shine ; Only the shadow of another heart Fell with a silent sadness over mine. THE CONJUNCTION 57 THE CONJUNCTION. Jupiter and Venus. Through dim-lit regions of the trackless air, As I was wandering lonely in the night, She came to me, down from the courts of Light, With Heaven's glory flashing from her hair ; — God's hand had made no other star so fair. I thanked Him for that time of Love's delight, Before she left me, weeping for her flight, And stars were smiling at my heart's despair. Ah ! Love, that came so near, and could not stay To light the lonely path that I have trod ! I will remember thee, and hope, and pray ; Till somewhere in the golden fields of God We meet again, for I can love but thee Through endless orbits of eternity. 58 TO TO The gay world's friendship is an empty name, A polished mockery, a hollow sound, Wherein sincerity is never found : Wherein Hypocrisy for very shame Doth hide behind an artificial flame. True friendship's like a gold mine underground, Where treasures inexhaustible abound, Which no one dreams of there, nor seeks to claim ; Save some lone miner, wand'ring on his way, Who sees a speck upon the surface shine, And, digging deep, grows richer day by day. Thy Friendship, O my friend ! is such a mine, Whose wealth I daily better learn to know, The deeper 'neath the surface that I go. DREAMING 59 DREAMING. Dreaming of song without framing a lay : Musing on hopes that remain unexpressed : Brooding on music that dwells in the breast : Thus I sit idling the moments away, Till at the close of the soft summer day, Twilight creeps after the sun to the west. Dreaming — to dream — I depart to my rest ; Weary I go, nature's call to obey. Then, through the veil that enshadows my sleep, Voices I hear from a dim, distant shore : — Voices that float softly over the deep, Bidding me sing, how their sorrow is o'er. Dreaming, still dreaming, I waken to weep ; — I am a poet at heart — nothing more ! 6o TO MY PLANET HOPE TO MY PLANET HOPE. My Planet Hope, evolved from the recess Of tracts eternal, in thought's firmament When first I hailed thy nebulous advent, Thy coming magnitude I could not guess ; But when I marked all other stars grow less, That in thy presence felt their brightness spent, My soul stood still to watch the way you went, Trembling with adoration in excess. Beloved star, shine on ! and shed thy light Upon the sin of my idolatry, Shine on, and I will never call it night While thou dost shine, and I have eyes to see ! Were God to call thee suddenly away, Thus could He strike me blind at bright noonday. HOME, SWEET HOME 61 HOME, SWEET HOME. {Composed in a Theatre.) Amid the loud applause I saw her weep ; I marked the tears that glistened in her eyes, Tears which the gaudy stage could not disguise. She sang, she felt. This was emotion deep ; 'Twas not the mimic passion, that doth sweep But for a moment o'er the soul, and dies As suddenly. I marked, and to my eyes I felt the unconscious tears of pity creep. Perchance, in distant, childhood days of yore, She had a home, that knows her now no more, — A home for which she weeps in silence still. For ever on, from stage to stage to roam, Such is the destiny she must fulfil ; — The great cold world is now her only home. 62 TO TO Rich in simplicity of girlish grace, .0 happy maid ! I love to watch thy ways ! — Sweet to my fancy is thy bright child-face, And my thoughts follow thee from place to place, So I forget to count the hours and days. All I can do — to meditate and gaze. Unbidden fancies run an idle race, Near thee my heart no argument obeys. Deep in the shadows of thy dark brown eyes, — Eyes full of truth, that scarce conceal a thought, Regions of tranquil light, like summer skies Seen in the deep, blue midnight, star-inwrought, — Oft have I looked, and silently adored ; — No fairer view the heavenly fields afford ! FRIENDSHIP 63 FRIENDSHIP. The days of careless youth have passed away : The circling years have brought us face to face With sterner, unromantic truths to-day. No longer Pleasure's butterflies we chase, As in the sunshine, when our life was May. Friendship alone remains without a trace Of Time's destroying hand. We struggle on Through the uncertain mist, which lies before ; — The past we never, never can restore. We never more can look with love upon The faces of the dear ones, who have gone To rest, "in that calm, solemn, spirit-land." But, with the smile of friendship, hand in hand We face the days we could not face alone. 64 SPRING SPRING. The Spring in beauty decks the glen once more. Moving mysteriously from day to day ; The trees in robes of green their boughs array ; The stream forgets its angry winter roar ; And birds, in ecstasy, new-mated, pour Through all the woods a merry roundelay. Through the tall pines the zephyr woos its way, And whispers to the beech and sycamore. And gently moves my mountain maid divine, As though the Spring went with her everywhere. O ! that the zephyr's listless ways were mine, That I, as unobtrusively, might dare To urge my pleading at her sacred shrine, And woo my Goddess in her temple there ! TO AUTUMN 65 TO AUTUMN. Ah ! linger with me yet a little while, For I have loved thy beauty day by day. My yearning heart would have thee ever stay]; For like a blushing maid thou dost beguile My fancy, with thy rosy-dimpled smile. Oh ! that I now might clasp thy hands, and say, " I love thee, thou must never go away ! " — But thou art going, and my words are vain. Go, autumn, go ! thy glories are but laid To rest awhile ; they will return again ! But never more beneath thy happy shade Shall Love return to me ; for bitter pain Hath killed the hopes I cherished : they depart, — And winter's chilly breath benumbs my heart. E 66 THE LAST NIGHT THE LAST NIGHT. A DREAM. Beside a mighty forest, far outspread, I stood in darkness, near life's utmost end. When lo ! a sound arose, that seemed to rend The heart of all the world. Earth's bosom bled From mountain peaks behind me, flaming red. Then through the darkness, hurriedly, you came, And fainted in my arms, who called your name ; Pale, like the ghost of one already dead. There, at the end of Earth and Life, I knelt In tears, and kissed your silent lips ; and you Awoke, with eyes of wonder wide. I felt Your spirit shudder, and I knew you knew t For like a soul that Death could never kill, You looked and smiled, and left me dreaming still. Printed by Ballantv.ne, Hanson Si Co. Edinburgh and London UC SOUTHERN REGIONAL LIBRARY FACILITY AA 000 391 194 8 UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA LIBRARY Los Angeles This book is DUE on the last date stamped below. Form L'J-50m-4,'61(B8994s4)444 PR 1991 Aquila - A^AB Passing of the poet PR 3991 A6A8