UCSB LIBRARY '^f; a MEDITATIONS ON THE SACKED PASSION OF OUR LORD BY CARDINAL WISEMAN THIRD EDITION LONDON: BURNS & GATES, LIMITED NEW YOHK, CINCINNATI, CHICAGO : BENZIGER BROTHERS 1909 PKEFACE THE Passion of our Lord is the School of Saints. To have understood His Passion, to have lived in it, is to become absorbed and mastered by a great love. Nothing is difficult or impossible to love. He who loves not cannot realise the power of love. The Passion is the patent proof of God's love for men. That proof must be exa- mined in detail, if it is to be brought home to our heart. The Passion is summed up in the Crucifix. When the Crucifix stands out before our eyes we contemplate the greatest manifestation of God's love for man. But to understand the Crucifix aright we must have travelled through the stages of the Passion. Neither shall we understand the living mystery of God's love for us in the Eucharist unless we have understood the mystery of the Passion. The Passion and the Eucharist are the two great proofs of Divine love for man, and VI PREFACE the third is made up of His personal deal- ings with our own soul. The publication of Cardinal Wiseman's Meditations on the Passion, now that the history of his life has been given to the world, is most opportune. Many will be glad to take him as their guide and com- panion during the six weeks of Lent, and to be taught by him how to contemplate the Sufferings of our Blessed Lord, and how to make them their own. While he was Rector of the English College in Rome he used to rise very early, and write out each morning a medi- tation, which he then read to the students when they came down to the Chapel. I remember well his often speaking to me in London of the interest he had taken in providing the mind of his young levites with suitable material on which to medi- tate and form their spiritual life. He was naturally inclined to build up a system ; he was an intellectual architect ; he loved, too, to decorate and embellish all that he took in hand. Thus, his plan was to build up the Spiritual life of the students upon PREFACE Vll a somewhat elaborate method which he drew up with great care. Each week was to impress upon the mind one of the great eternal truths, one of the moral or ecclesias- tical virtues, an incident from the hidden or the public Life of our Lord, a mystery from the Passion, and a characteristic in the life of the Blessed Virgin or a motive for devotion to her. In this way he thought that all of these great verities, virtues, and mysteries would become equally imbedded in the soul during the forty weeks or so, for which he had drawn out a series of medita- tions upon each of them. The system was perhaps a little more fanciful and specula- tive than practical and real. It is hardly in this methodical, I had almost said arbitrary, way, that the soul loves to drink in and absorb the doctrines and devotions that are to become its nourish- ment and its very life. We prefer longer draughts, we like to drink in the touching and pathetic truths of the Passion, not on one day in the week, but for consecutive weeks together. We like to follow our Blessed Lord's hidden and public life with- Vlll PREFACE out break or interruption. We take our Blessed Lady and we do not wish to leave her until we have possessed ourselves of her as a whole, or in her full relationship to us. So of the great eternal truths, so of other homogeneous subjects. I well remember hearing many years ago, in a great French Seminary, that one of the directors had spent the morning's medita- tion during the whole of Lent not on a round of topics, nor even on the mysteries of the Passion, but upon these three words, " Jesus autem tacebat." It is not, however, necessary to condemn one system, because we may personally prefer another. " Omnis spiritus laudet Dominum." Shortly after the Cardinal's death, the first volume of the series of " Meditations " alluded to was given to the public. The second volume still remains in manuscript. I think that the publishers have been well advised to put together a handy book made up of the Cardinal's Meditations on the Passion, and to offer it to the public for service during the forty days of Lent. About half of these meditations were pub- PREFACE IX lished, as I have said, some thirty years ago, and are to-day out of print ; the others are published now for the first time. The characteristic of these meditations, as indeed of most of Cardinal Wiseman's writings, is that you will nearly always find in them a "hidden gem." The beauty and richness of his mind seemed to illustrate and justify every topic he treated by suddenly striking some vein of thought or some point of feeling which, if not new, is at least pre- sented in a new light or reference. Thus, even where there is much that is trite and familiar, you will suddenly come upon a gem which will more than compensate for any sense of labour or defect in style. HERBERT CARDINAL VAUGHAN, Archbishop of Westminster. Feast of the Conversion of St. Paul, 1898. CONTENTS MEDITATION PAGE I. ON DEVOTION TO OUR SAVIOUR'S PASSION . I II. ON LOVE TOWARDS JESUS IN HIS PASSION . 8 III. ON THE LESSONS OF THE PASSION . . 1 6 IV. ON THE LAST SUPPER 23. V. JESUS IN THE GARDEN OF OLIVES . . 33 VI. THE SADNESS OF JESUS IN THE GARDEN . 38 VII. THE FEARS OF JESUS IN THE GARDEN . . 44 VIII. THE PRAYER OF JESUS IN THE GARDEN . 50 IX. JESUS FINDS HIS APOSTLES ASLEEP . . 57 x. OUR SAVIOUR'S SWEAT OF BLOOD ... 64 XI. JESUS IS COMFORTED BY AN ANGEL . . Jl xii. OUR SAVIOUR'S RESIGNATION ... 80 XIII. THE KISS OF JUDAS 87 XIV. JESUS BEFORE ANNAS AND CAIPHAS . . 95- XV. THE TESTIMONY AGAINST JESUS . . . IOI XVI. JESUS IS ACCUSED OF BLASPHEMY . .107 xvii. PETER'S DENIAI 113 XVIII. JESUS IS DECLARED GUILTY OF DEATH . 1 19 XIX. JESUS IS BROUGHT BEFORE PILATE . .127 XX. THE RETRACTATION OF JUDAS AND HIS DEATH 135. xxi. OUR SAVIOUR'S SILENCE .... 142 XXII. JESUS IS SENT TO HEROD . . , . 149" Xll CONTENTS MKDITATION XXIII. JESUS IS SCOURGED ..... 157 xxiv. JESUS is SCOURGED (continued) . .164 XXV. JESUS IS CROWNED WITH THORNS . .170 xxvi. JESUS is CROWNED WITH THORNS (continued) 177 XXVII. JESUS IS MOCKED BY THE SOLDIERS . .184 . XXVIII. JESUS IS PRESENTED BY PILATE TO THE PEOPLE . . . . . 192 XXIX. PILATE WASHES HIS HANDS . . 2OO xxx. THE PEOPLE'S ANSWER TO PILATE . . 208 XXXI. JESUS IS CONDEMNED TO THE CROSS . .215 XXXII. JESUS IS NAILED TO THE CROSS . . 223 XXXIII. THE SUFFERINGS OF OUR LORD ON THE CROSS ....... 230 XXXIV. JESUS ADDRESSES HIS MOTHER . . . 236 XXXV. THE PENITENT THIEF .... 243 XXXVI. JESUS THIRSTS ..... .251 XXXVII. JESUS SEEMS TO BE FORSAKEN BY HIS FATHER ....... 259 XXXVIII. JESUS EXPIRES ...... 268 XXXIX. ON THE CONDUCT OF THOSE WHO WERE PRESENT AT THE CRUCIFIXION . . 278 XL. OUR SAVIOUR'S SIDE is PIERCED . . 284 MEDITATIONS ON THE SACRED PASSION JFtrst fflrtitatton ON DEVOTION TO OUR SAVIOUR'S PASSION i. Reflect that the Christian can have no true devotion at all, if he have it not for the sufferings and death of Christ. For we can have no true devotion without love, its only true foundation. And can we love God without loving in a most special manner our Divine Redeemer, bleeding and suffering for the love of us ? Is there any other consideration that will move us to a deep and ardent affection when this has failed ? Whoever therefore loves his God, considered in the amiable character of his Redeemer, who saved him at so much cost, must often turn his heart and affection A 2 FIRST MEDITATION towards the spectacle which this purchase presents him, and love to dwell upon it with overflowing gratitude and melting affection. The Passion of his dear Jesus will be the daintiest though the daily food of his best feelings, and he will feast upon it at all times and in all places. The Cross will be to him what the Law was to the Jew, his meditation sitting down in his house or going on his journey, coming in and going out ; it will be more and more before and between his eyes, not merely by being mechanically imprinted on his forehead by his hand, but by being the scope and aim of all his actions, the ten- dency of his desires, the object of his love. His crucified Redeemer will ever appear before him, giving him the standard of his affections, the rule of his actions, the measure of his words. Every one of these will be found of just tally and weight, if estimated by the Cross. His actions will be all performed at its foot and under the eyes of his dear crucified Lord. He will not strain his mind or weary his imagina- tion, by vainly striving after some concep- DEVOTION TO OUR SAVIOURS PASSION 3 tion of God's infinite majesty ever present and witnessing his actions ; lie will rather see Him as He was on Calvary, visible to the outward sense, benign, meek, afflicted, and suffering cruelly for his sins. Oh, when we contemplate Him thus, how powerless will all temptation be ! how shall we de- spise all its attempts to make us commit anything displeasing to Him, who is dis- playing for us such an excess of love ? Oh, how trifling will our affections be when endured in company of Him who, mocked, scourged, and crowned with thorns, has been hanging for three hours in torment upon a cross for love of us, and asks us to bear with our passing and light affliction for His dear sake ! And then, how humble shall we be in such a Presence ! When we see the Lord of Glory, the King of Heaven, the eternal son of the Father, thus debased into the form of a servant, thus degraded into a worm and no man, thus trampled upon and humbled even unto the death of the Cross, how will the highest honours or the loudest praise, or the most widely spread glory be able to elate us or to 4 FIRST MEDITATION seduce our heart ? No ; he who loves the Passion of His Saviour, he who makes it the recurring subject of his meditations and the unceasing object of his love, will be ever fixed in the service of his God, through good report and evil report, through prosperity and adversity, through life and in death. And at this last extremity in particular, his devotion to his crucified Jesus shall return with comfortable hope, to cheer the gloom of his last hour, and to bring him before the face of Him he loveth. 2. Reflect how it is good for us, at stated seasons, to concentrate these sentiments and give ourselves up exclusively to the contem- plation of this scene. Throughout the year we may wander with our affections from place to place, and, like the patriarchs, pitch our tents first on one then on another of our sacred mountains. Sometimes we will pause at Horeb and consider its mir- acles and mysteries, when God sent Moses on his mighty commission to save His people; at others, we will stay on Sinai and meditate on the terms of its Law ; we will remain a while with Elias upon Carmel, DEVOTION TO OUR SAVIOURS PASSION 5 P and then ascend Thabor, to contemplate its glorious visions. But every year it is good for us to dwell for a time on those three " mountains of myrrh," of bitterness and sorrow, Olivet, Sion, and Calvary. There may we make three tabernacles for our souls, and spend a few days in the study of their varied but affecting spec- tacles. The Jews were obliged more than once a year to go up to Jerusalem, there to commemorate the blessings bestowed upon them by God in their deliverance ; and shall we, who have been redeemed by Him with so strong a hand as was required to wrestle with death and hell, forget once in the year to put aside all other thoughts and go thither where our Blessed Saviour is engaged in the awful struggle, the issue whereof is to be our salvation ? Shall we, like His timid and faint-hearted apostles, sleep while He fights and prays in mortal agony, and hear from His lips His re- proachful words, " Non potestis una hora vigilare mecum ? " Or not rather demean ourselves during those solemn hours, as to be addressed by Him in those flattering 6 FIRST MEDITATION ^ expressions, " Vos estis qui permansistis mecum in tentationibus meis " ? Surely we should be confounded at our unfeeling ingratitude, were we to allow such neglect and coldness to come upon us. How wise and provident, then, it has been on the part of Christ's Church thus to put aside this time for the dedication of our thoughts and our feelings to the contemplation of Jesus, her Divine Spouse, in His bitter Passion. This holy season serves thus to revive our faith and our devotion, so as to give us a new stock of fervour for the rest of the year. We meet it like a watered spot in the midst of the wilder- ness through which we yearly travel, as an Elim in which are "twelve fountains and seventy palm trees" (Exod. xv. 27), where we may halt for a longer and fuller refreshment. There we may draw waters with joy from the fountains of our Saviour, from His sacred wounds, whence life ever flows. There we may dwell in deep devo- tion upon His infinite mercies, His unspeak- able goodness, His unlimited self-devotion to our God. And surely we, in return, shall DEVOTION TO OUR SAVIOURS PASSION ? endeavour to our utmost to meet it with a corresponding return. 3. Affections. " I will sit at the foot of Thy Cross, Blessed Jesus, during these days, as Respha did opposite those of her children, and feed my heart with the spec- tacle, though cruel it be, of love. I will nourish myself in earnest and deep devo- tion towards Thee, who hast not spared Thy soul, but hast given Thyself up to death for my good. From head to foot Thou art all mine, Thy gift is written in letters of blood, yea deeply engraved upon every part of Thy sacred body ; Thou hast written us upon Thy hands, that our memorial may be ever before Thee. Then be Thou, crucified, ever before us, not in visible representations, but by being sculp- tured in our hearts. Take to Thyself our thoughts, which we here consecrate to Thee in Thy Passion. Take all our desires, which we wish to unite with Thee in the Garden, our model of resignation and con- formity. Take our affections and inclina- tions, mortified and scourged with Thee at the pillar. Take our abilities and natural 8 SECOND MEDITATION gifts, that their pride, with Thy sacred Head, may be ever hedged round with thorns to check its aspiring ideas. Take our bodies, that they may with Thee bear the Cross, which they have deserved. Crucify in fine with Thee all our affections, our entire selves, that nothing more may remain to us, but all be devoted exclusively and eternally to Thee, our love, our hope, our Saviour." 3econtt JHetutatiott ON LOVE TOWARDS JESUS IN HIS PASSION i. Reflect how unbounded should be our love of our dear Saviour in His Passion. For surely the love which He bears and displays for us there knows no limits. " Greater love than this no man hath, than that a man should lay down his life for his friends." His love admitted of no cold reasonings, or calculations of our deserts, or how we should requite Him ; but rather foreseeing how wretched our return would ON LOVE TOWARDS JESUS 9 be, He still loved us, and loved us to the excess of dying for us. Our love cannot have that infinite intensity which His had, but at least, so far as our weakness allows, let us seek to break down the barriers and limitations which earthly affections put to our feelings towards Him, and love Him to the possible extent of all our powers. This is loving Him with all our strength. Further, our love, to be anything like His, should be unreserved in its devotion. For He kept back nothing from us. He gave His body to stripes and bruises, and His soul to afflictions and sorrow. He allowed His head to be crowned with thorns, and His thoughts to be racked with bitter grief. He permitted His hands and feet to be pierced with nails, and His affections to be cruelly outraged. He surrendered His property to His very garments up to the spoiler, and His reputation to the calum- niator. He gave Himself, in short, entire, a holocaust for us, keeping nothing for Himself, so that when He died He was the poorest, the abjectest, the most defamed, the most suffering, and the most abandoned 10 SECOND MEDITATION of men ! And all this for love of us, of me ! And how can we, for very shame, reserve from Him so many affections, so many desires, such a large portion of our hearts ? How can we retain an attachment for our worldly goods, for honours, for men's praise, or any other such miserable and perishable objects, not an insignificant but a princi- pal share of our desires and attachments ? More still, His love was most practical and active. Here, indeed, He did not content Himself, as we do, with sounding protesta- tions of affection, by repeating to us that He loved us ; but He showed it in facts, in deed. And here, indeed, He proved to us that the best demonstration of the activity of love is given by suffering. Other men show it by exertion for their friends, He by endurance. Others travel far, or toil much, to serve them ; He suffered Himself to be torn in pieces, and at length to be put to a cruel death to redeem them. And shall we be so unwilling to undergo the O O smallest trouble for His sake, or to serve and love Him, if thereby we are brought into the slightest affliction ? Oh let us ON LOVE TOWARDS JESUS I I learn to love as we have been loved ; if not in measure, at least in kind ! 2. Reflect how well we may all learn in the Passion of our dear Saviour in what manner we may love Him if we will only, by simple meditation, enter into the feel- ings of those who then stood near him with an affectionate heart. The first and dearest of all is the Mother of Love, Mary, whose feelings of compassionate love it would be impossible for human intelligence to attempt to fathom. For who can imagine the addi- tion to even maternal affection which the sight of One so beloved, and so worthy of it, enduring extreme suffering must have made? For if the heart of this blessed Virgin was pierced by a sword on this oc- casion, it was indeed by a double-edged sword, sharpened on one side by grief and on the other by love ; and the sharpness of each was in proportion to the other's. No: she did not love Him as much, when He was a smiling babe at Bethlehem, all fair and unstained by blood or tears, as she does now this Man of griefs, covered with wounds and disfigured by His own blood. 12 SECOND MEDITATION She who had suffered no maternal throes in bringing Him into the world, who had no pains to forget in the joy of birth because a Man was born (John xvi. 21) has the bitterer pangs to endure of seeing Him most cruelly taken from her sight, and learns the motherhood of pain in the death, not in the birth, of her first-born. Here is the model for us of pure sympathetic love towards Jesus in His sufferings, the O * strongest, the perfectest which could pos- sibly be felt by human heart. Next to her we see John, the well-beloved, the friend w T ho had leaned only the night before upon that Bosom, over which so many streams of blood are tracking their course, and which so many cruel stripes have furrowed. How must he have looked back upon that happy hour, and wept to see Him w r hom his soul so loved reduced to so wretched a plight, so sadly altered, so frightfully mangled, so cruelly slain ! Oh how did this Boanerges, this son of thunder, feel his breast rent between the contending claims of tender- ness and zeal, melting now into a maiden's grief, and then bursting forth into those ON LOVE TOWARDS JESUS 13 more ardent thoughts, which once wished fire to be called from heaven to consume those who merely were unbelieving towards his Master ! His was a love of zeal, of earnest yet most tender friendship. But alas ! it is but too probable that we must seek the patterns of our love in another class, among the repenting sinners. Look, then, at that woman who weeps fearlessly after Jesus as He carries His cross, who, in the face of a licentious soldiery and of a brutal rabble, takes her stand at the foot of the cross, and keeps her ground there ; though she has no claim of relationship, as other pious women have, for its Blessed Sufferer. See how she clings to the igno- minious tree, and sobs aloud, and proclaims her love and her adoration of Him whom a crowd of priests and scribes are insulting. This is Magdalen, the much-forgiven, and consequently the much-loving. She shows us how we who have sinned and have ob- tained pardon, ought to assist at the Passion of Jesus, when seeing that blood, and those wounds which purchased for us our for- giveness and redemption. But if yet un- 14 SECOND MEDITATION certain whether we have obtained grace, yet struck with consciousness of guilt, remorse, and shame, we draw nigh to our Saviour's Passion, let us think how Peter felt towards his Master ; how, although he had not yet from His mouth assurance of pardon, he blessed Him for that first look of mercy which had awakened remorse and brought him to himself. Oh, how did he abhor himself for the additional pang he had given his loving Friend in his Passion, by his conduct the night before ! How did he sigh and weep, to remember how he had treated that God, who from the midst of so many outrages looked upon him with such a mild yet piercing eye of mercy ! Never had he felt for Him such love as now. 3. Affections. " And so, dear Jesus, make me ever love Thee, suffering and dying, with a love of grateful contrition, a compound of thankfulness for what Thou hast forgiven me, and of hearty grief for all I have committed. Ah ! too deeply have I offended Thee, too barbarously have I taken part in making Thee suffer, for me ever to ON LOVE TOWARDS JESUS IS love Thee without some bitterness of sorrow and remorse mingling with my love. The days are past for me in which I could stand at the foot of Thy Cross in the company, and with the unreproachful feelings of Mary and John, but I must needs be content to remain among those who, at sight of Thee dying, struck their breasts in compunction. Still in that sorrow let there be much love ; let there be that deep shame which Peter felt when he remembered not so much his own baseness as thy lovingness and merci- fulness towards him, and wept bitterly, not that he had been a traitor, but that he had been one to Thee. Let my sorrow be like Magdalen's, all love, burning love, such as heeds no reproach of men, no scorn, no ridicule. Let me ever feel how heavy the debt I owe Thee for so much forgive- ness, and how I never can in return love to excess." 1 6 THIRD MEDITATION Hesitation ON THE LESSONS OP THE PASSION i. Reflect how in the Passion of our Blessed Saviour are concentrated all the difficult virtues which He practised during His life, those in which we most decidedly wanted an instructor and a model. For to begin with the very virtues of childhood and youth, the first and principal of these was necessarily docility and obedience, such as is recorded in the Gospel, when we are told that He went to Nazareth with His blessed parents, and was. subject to them. Now in His Passion He may truly be said to have pushed those amiable virtues to their furthest imaginable extent. When do we most admire the obedience of Isaac ? Is it not when we see him bearing the wood on his shoulders, whereon he was to be immolated ? And still more when he allowed himself, without a murmur, to be thereon bound ? What, then, shall we say of the obedience of this our Isaac of the Law, who now humbles himself, being ON THE LESSONS OF THE PASSION \7 made obedient unto death, even the death of the cross ? that is, in pursuance to the commands of His eternal Father, submitting himself to the cruellest, most ignominious death that could be then inflicted ? But in order to accomplish this act of obedience dear to Him from His reverence for the authority that enjoined it, He was obliged to submit to many others of so degrading, so revolting a nature, that none but the most perfect virtue could have undergone without a loathing repugnance. Isaac went up the mountain by his father's side, cheered and encouraged by him. The ser- vants were left below ; no profane hand was laid upon him. It was his own dear father's voice that urged him to lie down on the funeral pile. But Jesus was made obedient to all the wicked ministers of Satan, that had a part in the infliction of His sufferings, to Pilate and to Herod, to Caiphas and to Annas, to the Jewish mob, and to the Roman soldiery. To the com- mands of each, though they were only to His infamy and pain, He subjected Him- self, like a lamb before his shearer, without B 1 8 THIRD MEDITATION opening His mouth. In like manner did He display all the virtues that had distin- guished His public life. His disinterested readiness to do good was clearly manifested in His healing of Malchus ; His readiness to receive all repentant sinners in His treat- ment of the penitent thief; His desire to instruct men in His address to the pious women, in His conduct when among the Jews he boldly acknowledged Himself upon the adjuration of the High Priest. In like manner did He exhibit Himself perfect in all those virtues which seemed to belong to times of peace, and to suppose the rever- ence and docility of men. They are not those which we might expect to find amidst desolation and abandonment, amidst bonds and scourges, at the pillar or on the cross. How are we here taught ? That under no variety of circumstances, under no pressure of misfortune, sorrow, or pain, are we to think ourselves dispensed from the faithful practice of every virtue which the Chris- tian profession, or the ecclesiastical state, requires from us. But there are other traits of virtue which go even beyond these, and 19 show how even to the end of life He could go on increasing in the manifestation of wisdom and grace before God and men. Where in His whole life shall we find so beautiful an instance of kindness, and will- ingness to reclaim those that had gone astray, as in His treatment of Peter ? Where did He display filial affection to His dear mother equal to that which He demon- strated upon the cross ? Where did He show such charity and willingness to for- give His enemies as in His last prayer for those that crucified Him ? Who shall ever sufficiently study or adequately learn these beautiful lessons ? 2. Reflect, if our Blessed Redeemer taught us so much of those virtues which belonged to all His life, in His death and Passion, how much more must He have given us an example of such as belong more exclusively to a state of affliction, of trial, and of suffering ? Indeed it may be justly said that if, throughout His life, He wanted not occasion of exercising resignation, patience, meekness, and forgivingness, yet He reserved the full manifestation of these 2O THIRD MEDITATION singular virtues for its close, to form the last grand triumph of the Divine power over the feebleness of humanity. Men had suffered before His time with extraordinary patience. Jeremiah had been persecuted by the un- grateful people whom he endeavoured to save. Yet could he not refrain from pour- ing out his complaints to God against their unjust treatment, and even praying that He would repay them according to their deserts. Job was a still more perfect ex- ample of patience, proposed to us by St. James, even in the New Law, as a model every way worthy of our imitation. Still, Job, when taxed by his friends with having merited his sufferings, entered upon his defence and, with some warmth, repelled the charge. The Son of God, on the con- trary, gave the first example of true perfect patience, of suffering every excess of inflic- tion in body and mind, in reputation and soul, without opening His mouth to com- plain, or to obtain the slightest mitigation of what He had to endure. See Him from head to foot one unbroken wound ! See Hun in spirit desolate, disconsolate ! in ON THE LESSONS OF THE PASSION 21 property more truly stripped to nakedness than Job ! not seated indeed upon a dung- hill, but stretched upon a hard cross ! not soothing the smart of a leprous sore with a potsherd, but enduring the unalleviated torture of a frame gashed and gored in every part, inflamed into additional anguish by the air and heat ! Hear Him provoked by a clamorous rabble, by taunting priests, by apostate followers, by blaspheming sol- diers, by doubting friends, to clear His character, and remove the imputations that seem naturally to attach to Him ! See Him more powerfully tempted, not only by the interrogatories of Pilate, but by the afflic- tions and tears of those whom He loves, of John particularly and Mary, whose char- acter appears involved in His, as much as her afflictions depend upon His own. Yet not a word escapes His lips of vindication or complaint. Meek and silent to the end, He bears the entire load placed upon Him by His Father's hand, and bears it to the end. If He speaks it is to comfort, to pray, to forgive. What a school is this for us to learn in ! how deep, yet how consoling 22 THIRD MEDITATION its lessons ! how should we draw nigh to it in all our afflictions, in our inward trials, in our desolation of spirit, in our disappoint- ments or bereavements ! Christ then died truly leaving us an example how we too should suffer. He has taught us that perfect patience which seeks no relief in complaint or self- vindication, but throws itself entirely into the arms of God, humbling us beneath His powerfuliHand, and acknowledging the justice of His sentence. 3. Affections. " How shall I sufficiently thank Thee, my dearest Lord, for this kind remembrance of my welfare, that led Thee thus to teach me by word and deed lessons which must cost Thee so dear ? For any diminution of Thy sufferings would have appeared, in some sort, to diminish in like proportion the immensity of Thy meekness and patience. It is recorded of an ancient artist that he made model or canon of perfection in the human frame, drawing all the proportions of exact symmetry and grace from all that he could discover fairest in nature, that so he might have before him a type of perfect beauty, by which his ON THE LAST StTPPER 5 3 works might be ever regulated. And if in this vale of tears there be one state rather than another that requires the guidance of some blessed examples, it is that most com- mon yet most difficult one of affliction and trial. And here hast Thou, thrice Blessed Jesus, put together all the beautiful virtues which display perfection in that terrible season, and having formed them into an exquisite model in Thyself, hast elevated it above us, and placed it before our eyes, that we may ever study it, and transfer to our- selves, so far as our frailty will allow us, its exact image. Let me daily apply myself to this study, and let me ever improve by the contemplation of Thee upon Thy cross." jFourtjj ON THE LAST SUPPER I. Keflect how the Church of God, having for the whole of Passiontide turned the attention of her children to the contem- plation of her Lord's sufferingvS and death, 24 FOURTH MEDITATION in general ; throughout the three last days of Holy Week passes historically through all their parts, and as in a sacred drama sets before our thoughts and hearts the minute details of the mighty work of our Redemp- tion. But Maundy Thursday seems as a day marked with white in the calendar of mourning days. The Church for a few hours resumes her bridal garments, she sounds forth unwonted hymns of joy, gives utterance to her musical harmonies, and even dresses in white the ensign of Redemption upon her altars. Why this brief but pathetic burst of gladness ? Is it that she wishes to produce a more moving contrast with the plunge into deeper sorrow that shall immediately follow, the stripping of her altars of even their plainest and most necessary furniture, the extinguishing of her lamps even before the shrines of her dearest martyrs, the removal of her bread of life, the object of her perpetual adora- tion, from her tabernacles ? No, surely ; for although such a transient gleam of joy must greatly deepen the gloom of sorrow that will anon succeed it, yet would not ON THE LAST SUPPER 2$ the Church of the Lamb disguise her feel- ings for any such artificial effects. It is that she hath amidst the melancholy re- collections of the Passion, one that cannot be commemorated save in gratitude and with praise. This is the institution of those adorable mysteries wherein He per- petuated the Commemoration, and applied the fruits of His Eedemption to our souls. Let us then dwell with tenderness upon this His parting scene. Behold Him in the chamber of the Pasch, reclining at table, amidst His Apostles, yet uncon- scious of the sorrowful scenes about to ensue. They are as the youthful olives about the table of their Lord, all except one on whom a premature blight hath descended, and who seems blasted and withered by the curse of Heaven. Yet only to the instructed eye of faith and to the piercing glance of Jesus is this "spot in their banquet" (Jude 12) visible, so that it interrupts not their joy. Look on the scene through the heart of John, who reclines upon the bosom of his Lord. Long had they, as well as Jesus, desired 26 FOtJRTH MEDITATION with anxious desire to eat this Passover, wherein they had to receive the promised Bread of Life. The moment is come : the breast of the world's Redeemer seems to heave with the expansion of love, about to manifest itself with new magnificence ! Into His spotless Hands He takes the bread, and as He blesses it, how glows His heavenly Countenance turned towards heaven, what mild yet glowing rays of love dart from His eyes ! How strangely mingled do awe and affection fill the hearts of the silent Apostles ! How do they hold their breath, overpowered by the contend- ing affections that so intensely absorb every other faculty ! With what deep astonishment they hear the solemn words, " This is My Body." How reverently they take the proffered morsel, and feel them- selves incorporated with their Lord ! What unwonted sweetness pervades their souls ! What a new life and spirit seems to have been infused into their entire beinor ! Then when O He takes the cup, and in like manner blesses it and distributes it, with those wonder- working words, " This is My Blood," oh ! ON THE LAST SUPPER 27 how is all their ecstacy renewed, how the sacred draught seems to penetrate in glow- ing streams through all their veins, fraught with peace, with tenderness, and love ! Oh, who would not have given the world to have been a partaker of that first Communion in the Church of God, to have received the Food of Life and the Cup of Salvation from the Blessed Hands of Jesus, consecrated by His own lips ? 2. Reflect how our Blessed Lord pro- ceeded, after this testimony of His love, to give us all a novel example of humility, such as the world had never seen. For rising from table, taking off His upper gar- ments, and girding Himself with a towel, He washed the feet of His disciples, one by one. Imagine therefore to yourself the utter astonishment of these men upon seeing their Lord, whom they believed to be the true Messiah, the Son of God, con- descending to an act usually performed by menial servants. How their hearts must have melted, each in his turn, when they saw Him kneeling before them, respect- fully taking hold of their feet, and humbly 28 FOURTH MEDITATION washing and wiping them ! So overcome were they, that not one of them had courage to express his feelings, but pas- sively submitted to the display of His humility. But when He came to Peter it was not so. He knew his own demerits; once before, when Jesus had favoured him by the miraculous draught of fishes, he had reverently come before Him, and said in the fulness of His heart, "Depart from me, Lord, for I am a sinful man." If he did not think himself worthy to be in the company of his Lord, what must he have thought of having his feet washed by Him ! His heart could not stand it. " Domine, tu lavas mihi pedes ? " he asks in amazement. Thou, so great, so power- ful, so pure and holy, wash the feet of so lowly, so mean, so sinful a creature as I am ? And even when Jesus insisted, he still held out, exclaiming ; " Non lavabis mihi pedes in seternum." So that it re- quired all the authority of his Divine Master to enforce his submission. But when this warm-hearted disciple spoke thus, he was at least free from sin. " He that is ON THE LAST SUPPER 2 9 washed," says our Blessed Lord to him, " needeth not but to wash his feet, but is clean throughout. And you are clean, but not all" (John xiii. 10). If therefore so strong were the feelings of the clean at seeing themselves so treated by Jesus, what must we suppose his to have been, who forms the exception here implied ? Surely Judas, conscious of the black guilt which he harboured in his bosom-, aware that the penetrating eye of Jesus had fully dis- covered it, must have sat uneasy in his place, as he saw his turn approach. It would not be from fear that the meek Lamb of God would betray him to the indignation of his companions; it was not that he feared lest Jesus should pass him by, and thus show him to be the exception He meant, but rather he dreaded the contact of those Blessed Hands, he recoiled from the idea of being affectionately, nay, reve- rently served by one whom he was about to use so foully. He thinks of Magdalen, whom he had churlishly reproved for doing towards Jesus much the same as Jesus is about to do for him ; he feels how the 30 FOURTH MEDITATION sinner's place is at the feet of the offended Lord, and not as now the very reverse. Surely humanity must have abandoned the heart of Judas, and gone to nestle in the rocks that rent at our Lord's crucifixion, that he did not start from his seat, and casting himself on the ground, insist not merely as Peter had done on declining the honour intended him, but on washing the feet of Christ, as Mary had done, with tears. But turn away from him and look rather at your Blessed Lord. Oh, unparal- leled humility of the Son of God ! Oh, unheard - of abasement of the King of Heaven ! " Formam servi accipiens " in truth almost more than elsewhere, " Seme- tipsum exinanivit," He debased, He lowered Himself below conception. Oh, contem- plate Him in silence kneeling at the feet of Judas, His own betrayer, who even at that moment was plotting His destruction. Did not an involuntary shudder pass over His frame, as He took into His hands those accursed feet, so swift to shed His blood, and which in a few hours will bear their Master to the halter and the precipice ? ON THE LAST SUPPER 31 No; with the same meekness, with the same affectionate look and manner, as He had washed the feet of John the beloved, He washes those of the execrable traitor ! 3. Affections. " blessed festival, dear to the Christian's loving thoughts ! so full of moving recollections, so rich in mysteries of graciousness and kindness to us poor sinners ! holy-banquet day, when for the first time the Table of God was spread with the delicacies of kings, and wisdom called aloud to the poor and the simple to come and eat ! We hasten to it with joy and alacrity. We come, Lord Jesus, faint and weary, to be refreshed by Thee. Our communion this day shall be in gratitude for all that Thou hast suffered for us, and in reparation to Thee for the scandals and injuries committed against Thy adorable body, by Christians, parallel only to those committed against it by the Jews, on this night of Thy Passion. We will transport ourselves to the supper-room of Jerusalem, and try to copy the feelings of Thy adoring disciples : we will receive Thee with reve- rential love, if possible greater than theirs, 32 FOURTH MEDITATION for we know the full mystery of Thy death and redemption, as yet concealed from them. But how shall I presume to sit at Thy Table, unworthy sinner that I am ? Behold, Thou hast condescended to wash my soul, not in water, not in tears, but in Thine own blood, warm from the loving furnace of Thine own heart ! Behold, Thou hast wiped away my uncleanness, not with a napkin girt around Thee, not with Thy hair, but with Thy very Body, the garment of Thy humanity all rent and torn for this purpose. May my tongue never cease to bless and praise Thee for so much conde- scension ; and let me ever seek occasion to imitate Thy kindness, copying the ex- ample of Thy abasement ; where I can to the letter ; where this is not in my power, in its spirit by charity and humility." JESUS IN THE GARDEN OF OLIVES 33 JHetJitatton Preparation. Contemplate your Blessed Redeemer prostrate on the ground which He waters with His tears and blood, in the Garden of Olives, while His Apostles sleep at a distance. i. Reflect that this is the first scene of our Saviour's bitter Passion, or rather its prelude or preparation. He had passed the day in an occupation pleasant to His loving heart. " Desiderio desideravi hoc pascha manducare vobiscum." He had consoled His afflicted disciples, saying, " Non tur- betur cor vestrum neque formidet." He had given them the last legacy of His love by instituting the adorable Eucharist ; and thus He had been employed on some of the most consoling offices of His ministry. It was therefore meet that between this occupation and His dolorous Passion, there should be an interval of separation, during which He should in a manner be cut off from all commerce with men, and should C 34 FIFTH MEDITATION prepare His soul in silence and meditation for the awful and terrible tragedy which was to ensue. Further reflect how it was just that the first blow should be struck in a manner by His Eternal Father, whose justice He had undertaken to propitiate. Now this could only be done by the abandonment of soul and utter desolation of spirit into which He was allowed to fall. For God was to strike Him by with- drawing from Him the comforts and in- terior happiness which often recompense a soul in grace. Again, as the contemplation of His Passion naturally fixes our thoughts and sympathies upon His corporal suffer- ings, and, indeed, divides them between His sorrows and the detestable inhumanity and injustice of His persecutors, we are thereby apt to overlook the deeper suffer- ings of the spirit ; therefore it was fitting that there should be one portion of His Passion wherein these griefs might be con- templated alone, before bodily pain was added to them, and wherein He should appear without other persons, much more wicked ones, to divide and diminish the in- JESUS IN THE GARDEN OF OLIVES 35 terest we ought to feel exclusively in His Divine Self. Lastly, before being made to endure the penalty of sin, it was proper that, as far as He could, He should reduce Himself to the condition of a sinner, by placing before and upon Himself the entire burden of human transgressions, and being bent down by them to the earth, before He felt the weight of that Cross upon His shoulders, which might, under other cir- cumstances, have appeared unjust. 2. Reflect how completely all this takes place in the Garden of Olivet. There He lies upon the ground in solitude, the crowd far removed from Him, His chosen three Apostles overwhelmed in deep slumber, and deaf to His remonstrances and heedless of His danger. He looks on His right hand and on His left, and there is none to com- fort Him. He is cut off completely from all human sympathy. His Heavenly Father seemeth to have withdrawn from Him the light of His countenance, and His candle no longer shineth on His head. When He prays He seems not to be heeded, and though He repeats His prayer again and 36 FIFTH MEDITATION again, a deaf ear seems to be turned to all His supplications. Here He is alone, with neither friend nor enemy near, aban- doned to Himself, yet overwhelmed with mortal anguish and agony, such as no man else ever endured, and suffering more in His soul during that brief hour than He did in body during the remainder of His Passion. There, in a word, He took upon Himself the burden of our iniquities. " Dominus posuit super eum iniquitates omnium nostrum," and their weight not only bowed Him down, but forced from His pores an unprecedented sweat of blood, the first-fruits of what He was about so plentifully to shed. So overwhelmed is He with grief, that one of His own angels receives a mission to come and strengthen Him! 3. Affections. Join company with this blessed and chosen spirit who has come down from heaven on so solemn and sorrowful an errand, and say, " Oh my good and gracious Jesus, drink, drink, I humbly pray Thee, of this bitter cup, that so I may be saved. It is true I have JESUS IN THE GAfcDEtf Of OLIVES 37 mingled it for Thee with bitter gall and the foul ingredients of my hateful sins ; but I know that Thou lovest me to that degree that Thou wilt willingly drink it all rather than that I should be lost as I deserve. But, oh, let me add to it one more ingredient which will make it sweet to Thee, the tears of a sincere and loving repentance. Be comforted some little with the reflection that of those who have helped to prepare for Thee this bitter portion, one at least shall not be ungrateful for the boundless love which has prompted Thee to drink it. I at least will never forget Thee upon this Thy holy mount, this mount of unction and of light. I will never cease to love Thee for all Thou wert pleased to endure in the earliest stage of Thy Passion. Often will I meditate on the grievous sor- rows of Thy meek and gentle spirit, Thy sinless soul, Thy loving heart, all of them accepted and embraced that I might be spared ; and as often will I repeat the offering which now I make Thee of un- divided affections and an eternal love." 38 SIXTH MEDITATION Sixtfj THE SADNESS OF JESUS IN THE GARDEN Preparation. Imagine Jesus prostrate in prayer in the Garden. i. Reflect how our Divine Redeemer Himself described the inward sorrow and anguish which He felt when He said, " Tristis est anima mea usque ad mortem." Men sometimes are struck down by a sudden blow of wretchedness, as by the unexpected death of some one most dear or most necessary to them. But here there was nothing of this sort. A short time before Jesus had been entertaining Himself with His Apostles, calmly and perhaps cheerfully. Nothing since that had occurred which, humanly speaking, might account for such a change. It is an anguish, then, which has sprung up as of itself in His heart ; it is an inward sorrow, which has its root and cause entirely within. Now, however we may be able to conceive an unlooked-for affliction, as the loss of all we possess, or of some one we tenderly love, plunging us into SADNESS OF JESUS IN THE GARDEN 39 a frantic grief, we can hardly apprehend or properly understand an inward grief pro- ducing such mortal anguish as to be com- parable, nay, far superior to those others, in magnitude and intensity. What a weight of inward sorrow must that of Jesus have been which could warrant such a phrase, "Tristis usque ad mortem." Moreover, remember who it is that speaks thus. Jesus was the Lord, not only of His own life, but of all life. When therefore He said that His Soul was sorrowful unto death, it would seem as though He intimated that His grief was sufficient to cause death even in Him. At any rate, His words imply that it was such as would have proved fatal to any other person, not supported as He was by the presence of the Divinity. But this dreadful anguish appears most remarkable when compared with the calm majesty of His conduct during the remainder of His Passion, His dignified silence and perfect self-possession. This must have been there- fore a truly overwhelming sorrow, a suffer- ing more severe than any which followed it. It was a sorrow of His Soul, and one which 40 SIXTH MEDITATION was more able to bring Him to His end, had He not interposed His power, than the violence of His executioners. 2. Eeflect how this state of sorrow is described by the sacred writer, when he says, " et factus in agonia prolixius orabat." He calls it an agony. Jesus intended, at the moment of His death, to reveal all His greatness, and give, in yielding to the lot of weak humanity, a strong proof of His Divinity. It would have been an unworthy spectacle to have seen Him writhing and convulsed upon the cross. He breathed His last there with power and majesty, so that the very heathen centurion, upon see- ing the manner of His death, was heard to exclaim, " Truly this was the Son of God." But then, as He was to be " a man acquainted with sorrow," He would not leave one un- tasted which we are exposed to, lest ia anything we might want His example, and say, " This is something more than Jesus suffered ; here I am without His guidance." As we must one day undergo, in all pro- bability, this last death-struggle, He anti- cipated it, as we may say, and underwent SADNESS OF JESUS IN THE GARDEN 4! it, that we might see in what manner we should endure it when our turn comes. But what an agony must His have been ! In others it takes place when nature is already exhausted ; when the body can make but little resistance to the hand of death ; when the spirits are dull, the sensations blunted, and the mind enfeebled almost to the verge of unconsciousness. Yet even so it is a fearful conflict, and painful to behold. What, then, must it have been in Jesus ? A real strength of death in life, an attempt at usurpation by a strong and armed hand, on the side of the destroyer, against the wakeful and resisting powers of vitality. In the vigour of youth, in the strength of health, in the energy of a vigorous mind, to feel an inward sorrow capable of causing death, and to have to grapple with it, en- during it so as not to let it effect its fatal purpose, wrestling with it as Jacob with the angel, through the dark hours of night alone, uncomforted, unaided ! What a conflict ! What a victory ! But, good God ! what a sorrow that must have been which could have produced such tremendous effects ; 42 SIXTH MEDITATION which could deserve to be so styled ; which could, in truth, be considered the agony of Jesus ! And what a violent and most execrable cause there must have been to raise in Him such grief ! And such truly it was ; for it was sin. It was here, in truth, that He took upon Himself the burden which He was to bear of our iniquities. This was the heavy wood, the fuel for His sacrifice which was laid here upon the shoulders of our Isaac, much heavier to Him, and much more calculated to crush Him to the ground than the material cross which afterwards He could not carry. Yes, now truly hath His dear but most righteous Father laid upon Him the iniquities of us all. What a frightful load ! What a debt of more than ten thousand talents ? Here He put on the person of the sinner, yea, of all the sinners whom He came to redeem. He felt Himself invested with their detest- able offences, as Jacob was with the hairy skins, to personate his evil brother, Esau ; but then it was not for the purpose of steal- ing a blessing, but of assuming a curse to another due. Can I wonder now at His SADNESS OF JESUS IN THE GARDEN 43 soul being flooded with a deluge of new, inexpressible grief, a sorrow unto death, an overpowering agony? "With His hatred, abhorrence for sin, to see Himself covered and buried under the accumulated iniqui- ties which man had committed, or should commit, during the world's entire duration ! 3. Affections. " Yes, my dear Jesus, and among them all mine, I am sure, must have been most prominent ; for none has ever offended Thee with greater ingratitude and fouler baseness than I Lave. Cruel, cruel, indeed have I been towards Thee ! When I think that by sacrificing the gratification of my worthless desires, I should have caused a sensible diminution in that mountain of iniquity which pressed upon Thee, and con- sequently in the anguish which it caused in Thy Blessed Soul, to think that it might have been in my power to make Thee suffer less than Thou actually didst suffer: and I would not! Oh, what a bitter, what a cruel thought ! Whenever, then, I am tempted to sin and offend Thee, let me say to my- self, ' There would be another of the stings which went through the heart of Jesus in 44 SEVENTH MEDITATION the Garden ; there would be another of the many bitter drops which I have poured into His chalice of sorrows ; there would be one more of the causes of His agony, of His death-struggle in the Garden.' And if, through Thy grace, I resist, let me be con- soled by the thought that I have prevented at least one additional pang in that sorrow- ful night. And if I think of sin in this manner, if I consider it ever in reference to the effects it produced upon Thy most sacred Heart on that Thy last night, surely I shall be in no danger of yielding to the hateful tempter who urges me to send another arrow through it, and aggravate Thy already too bitter sorrows." .Sebentfj THE FEARS OF JESUS IN THE GARDEN Preparation. As in the previous medi- tations, imagine Jesus in the Garden. i. Reflect well upon those words of the Gospel, " Coepit pavere et tsedere, et moestus esse." The anguish of our Blessed Saviour FEARS OF JESUS IN THE GARDEN 45 was in no small measure made up of fear. Of what could He be afraid, He who was omnipotent, the Word of the Father, by whom all things were made? Yet true it is that He feared, and that vehemently, the torments and death which then hung over Him. He had, it is true, not only deter- mined to endure them, but He had chosen them, and voluntarily taken them upon Himself for our redemption. He had kept them before His eyes, without intermission, during the thirty-three years of His life, as the very object of His existence in His humanity. But now that the time for en- during them drew nigh, He for a while, if so we may speak, allowed the feebleness of His human nature to prevail over the power of His Divine Nature, and (in a sense) balance that resolute determination with which He had till now looked forward to the day of trial. And as the ordinary weaknesses of the flesh, which lead to sin, could not assail Him, He permits its shrinking dread of pain to afflict Him with a terrible trial. Grounds, indeed, there were in abundance for such shrinking. For now the various 46 SEVENTH MEDITATION torments which He was separately to suffer on the following day were presented to Him all together, so that He could sum them up and speak of them as the ingredients of one chalice, presented to Him by His Heavenly Father to be drunk off at a draught. We all know from experience that the prospect of some pain to be endured is often a severer torture than the pain itself. But here was more than a vague conception and imagina- tion of what was almost immediately to be endured ; more than a clear, vivid, and perfect human anticipation of it, making the suffering in mind equal to what the reality would prove. It was with the light of God, and the perfect knowledge of His eternal wisdom, that this dismal and har- rowing prospect was viewed. No wonder, then, that the terror produced by this sight should have been so extreme. 2. Reflect how it was not so much the bodily sufferings He was about to undergo that shook with such terror the Heart of the Son of Man, but far more the cause for which He was about to suffer them. It was the burden of our sins which He chiefly dreaded. FEARS OF JESUS IN THE GARDEN 47 He was to assume the character of repre- sentative, in its entire fulness, of our fallen race, whose flesh and sinless infirmities He had already taken. His abhorrence of sin, as an offence against His Father, and conse- quently against Himself, was a detestation far beyond what it is in our power to ima- gine. He could not have taken on Himself our nature, if the step had involved the condition of sinfulness, even that of the smallest conceivable venial offence against the Divine Law. Yet now He is to be over- powered with the accumulated transgres- sions of the entire race, from the sin of Adam to the treachery of Judas, yea, to the sacrilege of His own executioners. Can we, then, wonder at His shrinking in horror and dread from the idea of thus laying upon Himself, with His own hands, so fearful a load ? It is not a fear of being immolated, as the lamb to take away sin, that oppresses His Heart ; but a dread of being sent forth as the emissary goat with the frightful crimes of all the world upon His Head. But this is not all. As the bearer of this load, He necessarily becomes an object of the wrath of 48 SEVENTH MEDITATION His own Eternal and clear beloved Father ! He, the dutiful, the most loving of sons, who had but one Will with the Father, who, throughout His mortal life, had been the perfect pattern of all obedience and docility, He who actually, at that moment, was going to suffer that He might give the first example of an obedience even unto death, is under the wrath, to say no more, of that tenderest of Fathers ! Oh, what abundant cause of fear ! Who can wonder that He dreaded so dark a state, and recoiled before such a change ! But to those great leading motives of fear to advance further in His work, we may add others great in them- selves, though smaller by comparison. He finds Himself alone, to struggle against the machinations of conspired enemies, against the cruelties of enraged multitudes, single- handed, without a friend to console Him, or to sympathise with His numerous distresses. He looks on His right hand and on His left, and there is no one to comfort Him. It would appear as though Divine Providence had from this stage of His Passion until Calvary itself, excluded His Blessed Mother, FEARS OF JESUS IN THE GARDEN 49 and the pious women, who would have given Him some comfort, that so His abandon- ment might be the more complete. 3. Affections. Endeavour in spirit to supply the place of these His dear friends, by sympathising with your afflicted Saviour; and say, " My blessed and dear Saviour, what an excess of love is this in Thee, to stoop even to this lowest abyss of fear for my redemption ; that nothing might seem too bitter, nothing too lowly for Thy love of me to undergo. When the terrors of death shall compass me, let me think of Thy sinless fears, and be comforted. Let me not be thrown into despair at the prospect of its sufferings, when I think how Thy Divine self, to encourage Thy poor servants, wert pleased to share their fears, and give them an example of bearing them. Let me in that hour call upon Thee, who didst tremble in the Garden of Olives, and let me find succour. And even now, let this especial suffering of Thine be a comfort to my heart, amidst the fears and anxieties of my inward life, in the terrors of temp- tation, in the fear of the world's censures, r> 5O EIGHTH MEDITATION and in every other species of fear that can oppress me. Let us, then, dear Lord, sym- pathise together. Behold, many fears shake me in my daily thoughts, especially when I reflect on my manifold offences. Let us, then, put our respective fears together, and Thine shall prove a balm and a comfort to mine. Mine are felt for sins that require cure : Thine were felt as a remedy for sin. Let Thine heal mine, and let me ever find comfort and refreshment in the merciful sufferings of that dread hour of Thy mortal life." THE PRAYER OF JESUS IN THE GARDEN Preparation. Represent to yourself your Blessed Saviour prostrate on the ground, earnestly repeating His prayer. i. Reflect how every meditation, device, or expression of man on the anguish and fears of our dear Redeemer in the Garden of Olives, falls far short of the idea of them conveyed in the short prayer which He then repeated. " Pater, si fieri potest, transeat PRAYER OF JESUS IN THE GARDEN 51 a me calix iste." Alas, alas, my dear Jesus ! art Thou reduced so low as this, to seem to flinch before the bitter cup of suffering which Thou hast proposed to drink for our sakes ? Thou dost exhibit Thyself to Thy angels, as though all but ready to abandon the great work of our salvation, to retrace the many steps Thou hast already taken, rather than go through with the cruel tragedy of which the prologue is already so bitter ! How the cause of us poor crea- tures seems to tremble for a moment in the scale, while on one side weighed Thy re- verence to the Eternal Father, for which all Thy petitions merited to be heard, and on the other Thy love for man and for each of us in particular. How must Heaven have stood for an instant in awful suspense to see which should prevail ! But no ! Blessed be Thou, my loving Jesus, for that clause in Thy supplication, which decided its re- sult in our favour. " Si fieri potest." Yes, I well understand the meaning and immense force of these words, pregnant as they are with our eternal salvation. " If," it seems to say, " this is compatible with Thy decrees 52 EIGHTH MEDITATION and promises that man shall be redeemed, if it be reconcilable with My fixed deter- mination to pay the entire price of his ransom, and accomplish the work of his salvation at any cost ; if this can be done without My drinking of this chalice of agony, then, and only then, remove it from before Me. ' Pater, si fieri potest, transeat a me calix iste.' " Oh, excess of love, which would not take advantage of the authority of the Divine power vested in Him ; while it yielded His human nature to a struggle so severe, to a suffering so acute, as made it draw back in horror from the draught, and entreat its removal, attaching to it such a condition as presented no obstacle to our salvation. For well did Jesus know that He had recorded a previous caution against the acceptance of His prayer thus wrung from His soul by the agony of His sufferings ; and that to the record in the book of His Father's decrees, He had pre- fixed those irrevocable words, "Behold, I come." But do I wonder that He should have recoiled from the cup offered to His lips, or that He should have secured His PRAYER OF JESUS IN THE GARDEN 53 obligation to drink it at all ? He recoiled from it ; for what was in that cup ? Our sins. He drank it nevertheless ; for what was to be gained by drinking it ? Their pardon and our salvation. Is not the whole mystery at once solved ; the seeming con- tradiction of desires completely explained ? For if I cannot look back upon my sins, even though (I trust) forgiven, without confusion and horror, can I wonder that the innocent Lamb of God should contem- plate them with an infinite hatred and abhorrence ? He saw that they would be committed against Himself, in spite of all He was suffering, and about to suffer, for my sake. Still more, He had to take them all upon Himself, to make Himself respon- sible for them. Yet, w T hen I think how He loved me, even more than His life, I cease to be astonished to see how, notwithstand- ing all repugnance, He quaffed the chalice of my sins to its very dregs ! Oh, dear Jesus, how shall I ever love Thee as I ought ? 2. Reflect upon the goodness of your loving Saviour, who was pleased, in the 54 EIGHTH MEDITATION midst of His dreadful agony, to bear you ever in mind, by so ordering this brief prayer as to make it a perfect model for your imitation. As man, He prayed for the removal of a temporal, though most grievous calamity ; one which no mere human strength could bear. He therefore prayed with deep earnestness, repeating again and again the same words, which contained the object of His request. He prayed with most profound devotion, pros- trate upon the bare hard ground, bathed in tears, filled with anguish and sorrow. He prayed with untiring perseverance, return- ing thrice to the same supplication, after finding His disciples asleep and insensible to His agony. What a model for us is here ; that, instead of hurrying, with our lips, through prayers formal and cold, and being discouraged if we are not at once heard, we should be truly in earnest in every prayer, whatever its object, if we really desire to receive what we ask. But then, how truly did He resign the issue to the will of God, as not being a thing of its own nature necessary, " Verumtamen, non PRAYER OF JESTJS IN THE GARDEN 55 mea voluntas, sed tua fiat." This is the true essential condition of all such en- treaties ; that we seek not our own wills, but the will of God. He knoweth what is best for us, and will give it to us ; though often He will accomplish His blessed will, and our good, by refusing us our present petition to give us something better. But let us never cease to admire this most affec- tionate token of our dear Redeemer's love, who, even while undergoing such fearful sufferings, would not allow an opportunity to pass by that might instruct us, and make us wise unto salvation. 3. Affections. " If I, my dear Lord, have so much helped to mix for Thee this bitter cup of pain and suffering, let me at least share it with Thee. When the sons of Zebedee had given way to a momentary impulse of ambitious desire, Thou didst bring them back to right feeling . by that gentle question, 'Are you able to drink of the cup whereof I shall drink ? ' Oh, who could resist such a question ? Who could refuse most cheerfully to answer, ' Yes ' ? Who would decline to drink from 56 EIGHTH MEDITATION the same chalice, however bitter and nau- seous the potion, which Thy blessed lips have consecrated and sweetened ? Welcome, then, my dear Saviour, any portion of Thy chalice. I will drink of it willingly in all afflictions, trials, and persecutions that I may endure for Thy sake. So far from shrinking from my duty in promoting Thy glory and Thine own work of saving souls, from any apprehension, I will glory in afflictions, studying to bear them in the spirit of Olivet, in the feeling that I am paying back to Thee in kind, some small portion of that generous love and tender kindness which made Thee suffer so much for me. I will drink of that chalice with compunction, in the bitterness of my grief for sin, in detestation of my offences against Thee, my loving Saviour. Often will I weep over them in the garden of affliction, in company with Thee ; and thus atone for the suffering with which I there over- whelmed Thy tender Heart. I will drink lovingly from Thy own blessed chalice upon Thine altar, that calix meus inebrians et prceclarus, wherein I will daily commemo- JESUS FINDS HIS APOSTLES ASLEEP 57 rate Thy Passion and death, receiving the awful yet most sweet draught of Thy ador- able Blood, which Thou didst shed for me in Thy prayer. And in the end, grant me, dear Jesus, that I may drink it with Thee new, in the kingdom of Thy Father, when face to face I may thank Thee for all Thou hast done and endured on my behalf." $tnrtj Hesitation JESUS FINDS HIS APOSTLES ASLEEP Preparation. Represent to yourself your Saviour thrice returning to the three Apostles whom He had left at a short distance, and each time finding them fast asleep. i. Reflect how our dear Redeemer in the Garden seemed doomed to every species of abandonment, and to be shut out from all comfort. For He had singled out from the rest of His Apostles the three who had most reason to be attached to His person, and who had shown themselves the most zealous on various occasions. And though He re- tired a short distance from them to pray 58 NINTH MEDITATION alone, yet He seemed to wish to have them still near Himself. Judge, then, of His bitter disappointment, when, on returning to them, He finds them sunk on the ground in deep slumber. Was this the fruit of His pathetic discourse but a few hours before? Is this the only result of the confident promises made by His disciples ? Is this James, one of the two who had once de- sired fire to come down from heaven to consume those who would not receive his Master? Is this John, who so shortly before had leaned his head upon His bosom? Is this Peter, who had expressed himself ready to die with Him, and protested that he would never abandon so good a Lord? Are these the three who were chosen to be the sole spectators of the glorious vision on Mount Thabor ; and was there not sufficient evidence and encouragement in that scene to support them through the gloomier hour which now awaits them ? But Divine Pro- vidence so disposed it, that, abandoned for a time to the weakness of their own nature, they should be overcome by heaviness, and so unable to give their suffering Master the JESUS FINDS HIS APOSTLES ASLEEP 59 mite of consolation which their sympathy might have afforded Him. But if the first time He came to them, it was afflicting to Him to find them sleeping, how much more grievous was it on His second return ! For just before, on His first, He had lovingly reproved them for their unseasonable rest and drowsiness, saying, "What, could ye not watch one hour with Me ? Watch ye and pray, that ye enter not into tempta- tion. The spirit indeed is willing, but the flesh is weak " (Matt. xxvi. 40, 4 1 ). What mild and gentle words on so trying an occasion ! After having remonstrated with them for their supineness, He seeks Him- self to excuse it, so as to save their love for Him from all blame. He casts all the fault on their natural infirmity, not on any personal negligence. Oh, how gentle should we be in reproving others, and in excusing their seeming neglects, or their inattention to our wishes ! Three times did the meek Jesus suffer the same dis- appointment, and each time with the same forgiving spirit. The second time He re- turned He said nothing to them ; the first 60 NINTH MEDITATION reproach ought to have aroused them from their lethargy, but failing this, He retired in silence to prayer. And the third time, seeing their exceeding weariness, He would urge them no longer, but bade them sleep on. It is thus that He pardons our daily relapses, when He sees that we offend through frailty. In this manner He visits us again and again, in the hope of inciting us by His forgiving and patient conduct to greater watchfulness and care. But alas ! we sleep and slumber on, and forget our dangers ; till at last the hour of trial comes and takes us unawares. 2. Reflect upon the practical lessons we may learn from this afflicting and humbling scene. The Garden was to Christ and to His Apostles a preparation for the respec- tive parts they were to bear in the ensuing Passion. To Jesus, it was to be one of unmitigated suffering that would need an unshaken resignation. He prayed there- fore earnestly for it ; He meditated on the fruits and consequences which were to ensue from His patient endurance ; and He ob- tained it, and went forth to His task armed JESUS FINDS HIS APOSTLES ASLEEP 6 1 and strengthened for every extreme, and ready to drink to its dregs the cup prepared for Him by His Father. The part of the Apostles was one of trial and danger; the Shepherd was to be struck, and the natural consequence was that the sheep would be dispersed ; they were to see their Master subject to every ignominy, and it was likely they would be scandalised in Him. Satan had desired to have them, that he might sift them as wheat ; and against all these dangers they had been shown the safeguard watchfulness and prayer. " Vigilate et orate, ne intretis in tenta- tionem." The Apostles neglected this pre- paration for the hour of trial ; Peter above all, whose boasting had been the loudest, and whose professions the strongest, and whose dangers had been pronounced the greatest, neglected the admonitions of his Master ; and when the hour of trial came, of course he failed, and that in a twofold manner. First, aroused on a sudden from his sleep by the tumultuous assault of Judas' band, unprepared as to what he ought to do, unacquainted through his 62 NINTH MEDITATION neglect with the spirit in which his Divine Lord willed to meet His sufferings, he un- sheathes his weapon, rushes inconsiderately upon a much larger force, and strikes and grievously wounds one of the High Priest's servants. No doubt, such a deed of in- effectual violence was amply revenged by the ruffians upon the person of our dear Saviour, by an aggravation of their blows and insults ; so that the imprudence of the disciple seemed to add to the injury of his Master. Secondly, after having made him- self notorious and obnoxious by so active a partisanship, he proceeds to expose himself to the danger of a contest with men most interested in his disgrace. We are here in our state of preparation ; told now to watch and pray that we may pass safely through the trials that await us, in co- operating, in some sort, with Jesus in the work of saving mankind. And if we now neglect these duties, if we study not to imbibe the true spirit of our vocation, what can we expect but that, by our rash- ness, and want of meek and charitable bearing, we shall injure the cause of our JESUS FINDS HIS APOSTLES ASLEEP 63 Master, or by our ignorance and impru- dence betray it ? 3. Affections. " adorable Jesus ! ever meek and kind, how wert Thou abandoned by all in Thine hour of trouble and dark- ness, without even the sympathy of a friend ? And yet, while at this moment I compassionate Thy distress, how often canst Thou address me in the same reproving words as Thou didst Thy sleeping disciples, ' Could you not watch one hour with Me ? ' Alas ! to my shame and confusion I own it, often has an hour of prayer, an hour spent in Thy blessed company, seemed to me long and irksome ! How often have I shor- tened the already too short time allotted to this holy exercise ! Again and again, too, I have found it burdensome to fix my thoughts, for half that time, upon the medi- tation of Thy sufferings ; yea, of these very sufferings of Thine in the Garden of Olives. Oh ! give me strength and grace often and often to spend a much longer space of time in this holy contemplation, and in watching beside Thee in Thy Passion. And let me, I pray Thee, ever be alive to the conse- 64 TENTH MEDITATION quences of neglecting those duties during the season of preparation ; that so when the day of trial comes, I may be found ready, and not suffered to fall away." Eentfj jHetittatton OUR SAVIOUR'S SWEAT OF BLOOD Preparation. Represent to yourself your Saviour stretched on the ground in His prayer in the Garden. i. Reflect upon the wonderful evidence here given us of the severity of our dear Redeemer's sufferings in this His agony ; of which the holy Evangelist tells us, " Et factus est sudor ejus sicut guttse sanguinis decurrentis in terram." The inward agony of Jesus's soul could not but outwardly manifest itself; the Blood which first drew back round His heart, in the chill of His first desolation and fear, burst forth with new and terrible energy into its course, and breaking through its channels, overflowed, oozing out through the pores. It gathered first as a dew upon His skin, and then OUE SAVIOUR'S SWEAT OF BLOOD 65 trickled down His blessed limbs, till it flowed upon the ground. What a fever of agony must have first burnt through His veins ; what a throb of mortal pain must have beat at His temples ; what a deadly suffocation must have oppressed His heart, before nature or the Hand of His Heavenly Father brought that relief! Relief! how truly in character with the rest of His Passion ; where, when He is -worn-out by His scourging, He is seated on a throne of ignominy to be crowned with thorns ; when He is faint with thirst, refreshed with gall and vinegar. So here, when He is fevered with anguish, He is relieved by a sweat of Blood ! Merciful God ! is this the only species of compassion which Thy beloved Son Jesus is destined to experience through the sufferings that await Him ? But if there was in this outbreak of inward, pent- up sorrow some measure of relief, we may also imagine what a cause of exhaustion it must have been to the delicate frame of our beloved Saviour. For if a slight fever, re- solving itself into a natural and refreshing heat, does yet so exhaust us, that for many E 66 TENTH MEDITATION hours we are unfit to attend to our ordi- nary and comparatively easy occupations, we may judge how little qualified He must have been, after so unusual and so trying a drain upon His fevered body, to begin a career of bodily inflictions, sufficient to have overcome one strong and previously unexhausted. He was already stretched upon the ground, unable to support His own weight ; judge, then, if He was in a condition to be bound with cords, beaten, and dragged into Jerusalem. It seems, indeed, as though it had pleased Him and His Eternal Father to increase at once the intensity of Plis sufferings, and the miracle of His patience, by reducing Him at the outset to this most pitiable condition. 2. Reflect how here, almost for the first time, appears the price of our redemption, and under circumstances peculiarly touch- ing, containing an appeal to our hearts. Hail, then, with all affection these bright drops of His most Precious Blood, these ruby jewels, that form one large instalment of the payment of thy ransom ! Greet with OUR SAVIOUR'S SWEAT OF BLOOD 67 all love and reverence this earnest pledge which thy Lord gives thee beforehand, that even His life, and the warm stream that circulates through His frame, shall be lav- ished upon thee. Draw nigh, as the young ones of the pelican do, when the mother pierces her own breast, and gives them her own heart's blood for nourishment. For here is no lash, no thorn, no nail, no spear to wound the flesh of your dear Saviour; but He Himself seems to have opened the fountains of life, and bid them flow before their time, that so we, His dear ones, might partake of them, before His wicked enemies come to disturb, and in a manner to pro- fane them, by their barbarous and sacrile- gious treatment. This is the juice of that precious Vine, flowing spontaneously forth, before the wine -press hath crushed, and bruised, and disfigured it. This is the virgin-balm that exudes from this sacred plant, before men have cut its stem, and violently and irreverently caused it to flow. It is unmixed with that mysterious water which denoteth death ; every drop is brilliant, pure, and untempered, filling for 68 TENTH MEDITATION Us a chalice of salvation, in return for the cup of bitterness which He has just re- ceived at our hands ! But hold ! Is there then no executioner near, that causes such clear marks of severe suffering ? Must there not be some adequate agency, inward at least, to produce so awful a result ? Alas, alas ! too truly there is ; and this Blood is in truth every drop of it ours ; as being shed immediately and entirely by our sins. As surely as Moses struck the rock, and caused the refreshing waters to flow, so certainly has the cruel blow of our manifold sins opened the Heart of Jesus, and unlocked the waters of salvation there. While then we love with peculiar tender- ness this great step in the bloody sacrifice, let a deep and feeling sorrow mingle with our affection ; and let us repay this spon- taneous flow of Blood, by a no less sponta- neous and ample flow of tears. Oh, that they could be tears of blood ! Surely none but martyrs have ever repaid in any sense as they ought this charity of their Saviour, by washing their garments in blood, and so being worthy to follow in His train. But OUR SAVIOUR'S SWEAT OF BLOOD 69 let us at least honour and love Him in our hearts the more, so far as our weakness will allow us. The robe in which He now appears, this delicate veil of His own sacred Blood which covers His body, is fairer and brighter to our mind than the dazzling whiteness of His raiment on Thabor. Truly may we say of Him, " Quis est hie, qui venit de Edom, tinctis vestibus de Bosra? iste formosus in stola sua " (Isa. Ixiii.). Yes, this is the robe which best becomes Him in our eyes who have sinned against Him, and have been redeemed by His ador- able Blood. Let us then never be wearied with meditating upon this stage of our dear Saviour's Passion, on which some of the most contemplative saints have dwelt the most frequently, and with the greatest fruit. For Jesus, wounded and brutally mangled, is a spectacle beyond the ordi- nary lot of humanity, and not likely to be ever, in the strictest sense, a model for our imitation. But Jesus afflicted under the strong hand of God is an example for each of us, in those dark hours which Divine Providence may justly or mercifully send 70 TENTH MEDITATION us. Oh, let the Bloody Sweat of the Son of God be then our comfort and support ! 3. Affections. " Blessed and most ami- able Jesus, the more Thou art cast down and afflicted upon earth, the higher Thou art exalted in my heart and affections. The nearer Thou seemest to approach the most afflicted condition of humanity, the more I recognise and venerate in Thee the splendour of Thy Divinity. A mere man sent on an errand from God, the noblest of the prophets, could not have afforded to sink so low in the scale of humanity, without risking the reverence of his office But Thou becomest greater in proportion as Thou dost make Thyself less, and the more sublime as Thou appearest to sink the more. But one thing Thou must cer- tainly become, unless I be a monster of unfeeling ingratitude ; dearer and dearer to me, in the same measure as Thou art more afflicted and abased. In the centre then of my heart I embrace Thee, and at the same time adore Thee. By that precious Blood which consecrated Olivet, purer and richer than the dew of Hermon, JESUS IS COMFORTED BY AN ANGEL 7 1 I entreat Thee to wash my corrupt heart clean from every stain of sin. Let but one of those precious drops fall upon it, and it shall be thoroughly cleansed, and perfectly sanctified, and, like that hill of unction, a place of prayer and of resignation, of ex- piation and of comfort, of sorrow and of love. Tears of contrition shall repay Thy sweat of Blood, and the joy of a repenting sinner shall compensate Thine agony of grief." Jftefcitation i. Reflect how the Gospel informs us that while Jesus was in His agony in the Garden, " there appeared to Him an Angel from heaven, strengthening Him." What an idea does not this circumstance give us of our Saviour's (Luke xxii. 43) distress ! It would appear as though pity were at length wrung from Heaven, as though the agony were too severe to be any longer witnessed, without some relief being sent to Him. His disciples are asleep, and 72 ELEVENTH MEDITATION need rather His support, every other friend is at a distance ; earth consequently can do nothing for Him, and Heaven must therefore minister all the comfort He can be allowed. Will not the heavens then open with a bright and glorious splendour, and the Holy Spirit descend upon His head, as He did on the bank of Jordan ? Or will a bright cloud overshadow Him, and the same voice of adoption and com- placency be heard as was repeated on Thabor ? Or will merely a voice be heard, like thunder, saying that the Father hath glorified Him and will glorify Him again ? But if this comfort has on this occasion to be committed to inferior ministry, a multitude surely of the heavenly host, such as sung " Glory to God" at His birth, will be sent in a brightness that shall dispel, as it then did, the darkness of night. How eagerly will the legions of angels press forward to be sent on such an errand of comfort to Him whom they so love ! Alas ! the time for glory is riot ; it is both past and to come. It is now the season of humiliation ; and it is so ordered JESUS IS COMFORTED BY AN ANGEL 73 that even the comfort administered, be- cause become as it were necessary, should be accompanied with this feeling. One solitary angel glides down unperceived from heaven, and appears at His side ! One of His own creatures, one of His own servants offering Him relief! One of His own host encouraging and support- ing Him ! Nay, more ; even strengthen- ing Him ! As though He were become powerless and could no longer support Himself, but needed the strength which an angel could lend Him. Oh ! what an afflicting spectacle to that blessed spirit, who probably as yet knew not the full extent of the mystery of Redemption ! How distressing to him, if he under- stood not wherefore was all this suffering endured, to see his Lord and Master re- duced to such a sad condition, lying on the ground bedewed with His own blood that trickled down during His agony ! Or, if the counsel of God had been revealed to him, and he was aware that it was for the ransom of guilty man, and if we may imagine feelings akin to ours to have 74 ELEVENTH MEDITATION passed through his mind, must not a sort of indignation have been aroused in him, at thinking how little our race was worthy of such a Victim, and of such immolation ! What a specimen he might be supposed to think he had before his eyes of the value which men would set upon this painful work of Redemption, in the sound slumber of the three chosen Apostles, who had been wakened and begged to watch and pray, because the soul of Jesus was sorrowful even unto death, yet still slept on ! If hardy soldiers on the field of battle will weep like women, when they see their general lying mortally wounded, and are called to take him apart, how must that loving minister have sorrowed, when he witnessed his Lord in such a condition, and had to undertake the task of comforting Him ! But still most happy of all the celestial choirs to have been selected for such a task, and to have been the sole witness of the sorrows and agony of that night ! How wilt thou remember for eternity that solemn and awful spectacle, so full of love for us ? JESUS IS COMFORTED BY AN ANGEL 75 Surely some badge of brighter glory must distinguish thee, that we, when we are admitted to the company of the blessed spirits, may be able to single thee out, and thank thee lovingly for the part thou dischargedst that night towards our dear Jesus. 2. Reflect how would this happy angel proceed to discharge his task of consol- ing and strengthening our Blessed Savi- our. Would he endeavour to show Him that the pains He was about to endure were not so grievous as He had imagined, that the stripes and buffets, the insults and scoffs were more severe and painful in anticipation than in reality, that the thorns and the nails would oijly produce one temporary pang, and all would be over? Would he in other words try to disguise what He had to undergo, or to abate its extremity, as physicians are wont to do to one on whom is about to be inflicted a painful and dangerous opera- tion ? Or would he comfort Him as the minister of God does one who is con- demned to death, and has to undergo 7 6 ELEVENTH MEDITATION the extreme sentence of the law, by inculcating resignation to a fate that has been merited ? Or would he address himself to the assuaging of the deeper sorrow endured for sin, and represent to Him that the load of guilt which He had taken, and which pressed so heavily upon Him, was exaggerated in fancy, and that there was no reason for such excessive grief? Alas! all these ordinary modes of consolation were shut out, founded as they are either upon deceit or real com- mission of guilt, neither of which could have place, the one in the messenger of heaven, or the other in Him to whom he was sent. There could be no comfort admitted which in aught should pretend to mitigate the rigour of the coming Passion, or to temper the unqualified bitterness of the cup now before him. Could we then imagine that blessed spirit addressing Him thus: "Refuse not, Blessed Lord, the chalice which Thy Father offers Thee, and which Thou hast long since accepted. It is indeed nauseous and disgusting to Thee, but love presents it, and love will requite JESUS IS COMFORTED BY AN ANGEL 77 it. It is true that to-night and to-morrow Thou shalt suffer much, Thy body shall be racked and rent, Thy honour shall be blighted, Thy affections wounded, Thy head more crowned with ignominy than with thorns, Thy hands more transfixed by public disgrace than by the nails, Thy heart more deeply pierced by sorrow and anguish than by the lance. But still remember what gratitude and love await Thee in return : think how the millions, whom Thou shalt to-morrow purchase, will strive with one another who shall best display his ardent affection, and shall most adequately requite by deeds this Thy ex- cessive kindness. It is for a feeling race that Thou art about to die ; it is against unfailing and boundless love from all man- kind that Thou art about to exchange a few hours of suffering and one moment of death. No more shalt Thou be out- raged by those on whose behalf Thou art so profuse of blood and life. Earth from henceforth, watered by the streams that are now flowing on it, shall bud salvation, and put forth fruits of holiness ! " Ah ! 78 ELEVENTH MEDITATION would not such consolation, if attempted, have been so much gall, so much poison added to the cup which Jesus already loathed ? Would not such promises, how- ever natural and rational, have stung Him to the heart, conscious as He was how exactly the reverse the consequence of His Passion would be ? Nothing then remained for this angel to do, but in the words of the sacred text to strengthen Jesus that is to say, to encourage Him to the complete and unqualified draining of His cup. He can only place before Him the will of His Heavenly Father, and His own voluntary acceptance ; and urge Him on to the fulfilment of His work, in spite of its pains and toils, in spite, moreover, of the base ingratitude that would requite it ; and of the infamous return of sin and vice that would be made Him! 3. Affections. " Divine Saviour of our souls, far from Thy servants be this unfeeling conduct ! Far from us be the meanness of heart which it supposes, but let our hearts glow with gratitude for so JESUS IS COMFOKTED BY AN ANGEL 79 much unmerited love, such self-devotion as Thou showedst to our welfare ! Even beyond an angel's power to comfort is Thy sorrow ; Thy grief is without cure, and Thou hast none to bear it with Thee. Every arm that would rise in Thy behalf is tied down ; and the blessed spirit that stands before Thee must be content to be a sorrowful spectator of Thy enemies' approach must see Judas sacrilegiously kiss Thee without striking him to the ground, and behold Thee bound and borne away without power to help Thee. Oh ! let it not be so with us at our last moments. Let Thy guardian angel stand beside our bed of sickness, not merely to comfort, but to defend us. Let him, during our silent agony, whisper to us topics of Divine consolation, reminding us of the boundless mercies of our God, and of the merits of this Thy agony, strengthening us to bear the sorrows of death, and encouraging us to look for- ward to the price of our redemption ; but, at the same time, breaking through the toils of perdition, chasing away the 8o TWELFTH MEDITATION terrors of hell, and bringing to nought the machinations of the enemy of our salvation. Let us in that hour find com- fort and peace in the remembrance of Thy agony and sweat of blood in the Garden of Olives, and let us in that hour receive the fruit of our frequent and loving medi- tation upon this stage of Thy Passion. Hesitation OUR SAVIOUR'S RESIGNATION Preparation. -- Represent to yourself Jesus, as in former meditations, stretched upon the ground in prayer. i . Reflect how, during His blessed agony, our Divine Redeemer never ceased to pos- sess His soul in patience, and never under His most dreadful anguish of mind forgot the duty of thorough resignation to the will of His Eternal Father. It is true that during this anxious trial His soul revolted from the chalice prepared for Him, and the feelings of humanity shrunk from facing the course of suffering that awaited Him, OUR SAVIOUR'S RESIGNATION 81 but still the complete conformity of His human with His Divine will, never allowed the smallest opposition between the two, or the rebellion of the one against the O other. Hence, if He prayed that the cup presented to Him might pass away, He was careful to add " non mea voluntas, sed tua fiat." If Jesus had not inserted in His prayer this saving clause, what would have become of us ? His prayer could not but be heard, " exauditus est pro sua reve- rentia ; " had He unconditionally prayed that the hateful draught should be removed from His presence, His petition must have been granted. But blessed be His name, He resigned Himself for our sakes, and so became the willing Victim for our sins. But to estimate the fulness of this volun- tary sacrifice, we must consider that it was made with full knowledge of its extent. When we make an act of resignation, we seldom do it with a clear perception of what we are about to suffer. If illness surprise us, we perhaps throw ourselves into the arms of Divine Providence, and resign ourselves to God's will ; but we have 82 TWELFTH MEDITATION no idea whether we shall suffer much or little, for a long or for a short period, and hope, that never abandons our bedside, flatters us into the belief that our suffer- ings shall be light and brief. Nay, we are not a little encouraged to the practice of such resignation, by the idea that it will alleviate our pain. But the resignation of Jesus in the Garden of Olives was a yield- ing up of Himself to a series of cruel in- flictions, all clearly and distinctly visible to His mind, yea, as completely so as if they were at that moment actually made. There was here no room, even supposing there had been the will, to practise any self-deceit ; the duration, the nature, and the intensity of the pains and griefs about to be endured, were known in all their exactness of detail. Nor was this all. For when we resign ourselves, we know before- hand that we can only suffer at each moment its proper share of pain ; whereas Jesus, in the very instant wherein He re- signed Himself, endured them all cumu- latively in mind and heart. For the sense of them was so lively that He might be OUR SAVIOUR'S RESIGNATION 83 said actually to feel rather than to con- template them. And to them thus pre- sented to Him, He yielded Himself up. Oh ! truly wonderful excess of virtue such as became Thee, most Blessed Lamb of God, such as we can never have an opportunity of copying, for never can we have such a perception of suffering, nor take in at once into the grasp of a single act of this virtue such a weight of tribulation and sorrow, so accurately foreseen and so sensibly fore- tasted ! Only to Thy suffering was Thy resignation commensurate ; only to Thy light and knowledge was Thy acceptance of sorrow proportioned. 2. Keflect how this resignation of our Blessed Redeemer was not as with us a mere passive virtue, but a great courageous act. For, contrast His language and con- duct before and after He had made His final resolution. " Pater, si fieri potest. transeat a me calix iste ; " such was His first prayer, and so He repeatedly expressed Himself during the dark hour of His deso- lation. But now mark the contrast. When the traitor had drawn nigh with his sacri- 84 TWELFTH MEDITATION legious troop, and had pointed Him out, and they attempted to seize His sacred person, Peter drew his sword and wounded the High Priest's servant. How did Jesus now speak ? He forbade the attempt to rescue Him, and thus addressed his over- zealous Apostle : " Calicem quern dedit mihi pater, nonne bibam ilium ? " What a tran- sition is here from loathing and terror to willingness and cheerfulness ! That very cup which a few moments before He had entreated His Heavenly Father to remove, He is now most anxious to drink ; and He rebukes His disciple for interposing to prevent Him. Instead of an angel being required to strengthen Him, He takes the chalice with both His hands, and quaffs it joyfully, because it is the cup of our salva- tion ! His Father's will hath been made known to Him, " non sicut ego volo, sed sicut tu vis ; " and that is enough. It is that He should drink it, and it is now too sweet for Him to allow any one to remove it from His lips. Again compare the dif- ference of His language in addressing His Apostles. At first it was timid, the speech OUR SAVIOUR'S RESIGNATION 85 of one who needed counsel and encourage- ment. He was anxious that they should pray with Him, and He returned to them again and again to know if they were ready to assist Him. But when His prayer of resignation has been once pronounced, how confident and courageous is His speech and tone. " Surgite eamus." Rouse yourselves and let us go together, not into a place of safety, not to some obscure recess of the Garden, not to summon the rest of the eleven, or to collect 'our friends, but to meet the traitor and his rabble, and to do their bidding. " Surgite eamus." Arise and let us go to welcome ignominy and insult, tyranny and cruelty. As the host arises from the midst of his house, when some long-expected guest is ushered in, to whom he wishes to make particular demon- strations of honour, so let us arise and go forward some steps to greet the long-de- sired harbingers of man's redemption, and show the value we set upon the work by our cheerfulness in meeting its promoters.