ifornia >nal ity EDNA KENTON r . OF CALIF. LIBRARY, LOS AflGELES CLEM CLEM BY EDNA KENTON AUTHOR OF "WHAT MANNER OF MAN" THE CENTURY CO. N EW YORK ... 1907 Copyright, 1907, by THE CENTURY Co. Published, A ugust, 7907 THE DE VINNE PRE88 TO MY MOTHER 21306G2 CLEM CLEM THE little group sitting on a small, re tired veranda bent forward interest edly as the sudden clatter of heavy, plated harness and the click of horses' hoofs broke out on the driveway just below. As the hotel groom released the horses' heads at an imperious order from the trap's single occupant, a blonde and beautiful young woman, and the bright red equipage leaped forward with renewed din, the specially interested onlookers sank back into their chairs with amicable smiles as signs of recognized truce before the interrupted discussion of this same young woman broke out again. "Just for instance!" remarked Farda Grantham disdainfully, with a gesture to ward the crowded beach driveway down [3] CLEM which the girl was guiding, with almost ostentatious skill, her beautiful horses. Mrs. Gresham, leaning back in her low chair, laughed delightedly. "Well, what ever she is or is n't, the girl can drive and ride," she asserted warmly. "Eaton, did you see her tame that ramping thing the other morning?" Her husband nodded assent, and Mrs. Gresham swept on : "She was riding that morning, and she had a black devil of a horse his eyes and his ears and his nose were like flames. It was in view of the entire hotel frontage, right out yonder, and it was terrifying and delightful and unut terably loud, of course. But it was a splen did thing to see. Without doubt she 's Wild West, as they all say she learned some of those display tricks of hers no where but from the trickiest of cowboys but truly I felt like cheering her as she fought and won that battle; she might have been killed easily. The picture of her! her dead black habit and her dead black horse, and that gold-yellow hair of CLEM hers beneath that rigidly correct Derby, and her black gauntleted whip-hand " "Look!" interrupted Miss Grantham. She pointed down the beach drive, and their eyes followed her accusing finger. Before the club-house, a quarter of a mile below, the red trap halted, and on its high seat its white-clad,' golden-haired occupant sat, serenely waiting. As a lithe, athletic young fellow ran down the steps of the club-house and swung up into the vacant seat beside the girl, the watching group sat back again, this time without smiles on the women's part. Eaton Gresham exchanged grins with his smoking companion oppo site, and then glanced for sympathy at the third man of the group. But Drake Lori- mer neither looked back nor smiled. Whereupon Gresham gave him a malicious dig in the side. "Wake up, Drake, old man!" he urged. "That was Reggie !" "Eaton, don't be a fool!" implored his wife. "Drake is worried, as he has a right to be, of course." CLEM "Oh, hardly worried," Lorimer re sponded pleasantly, smiling slightly now at Gresham. "But if it were just a bit more open, eh ?" suggested the affable Mrs. Gresham. "He 's with her all the time, Drake, and of late it 's been after this fashion ever since you and Jack Lowe came down." Lorimer tossed a charred cigarette over the railing. "We '11 all be rusticating at The Pines in another fortnight," he re marked. "There '11 be nothing to all this, once out of sight and sound." "Nothing to it !" cried Farda Grantham. "It 's high time you were looking into it then, for your own enlightenment as well as Reggie's good. As Dell says, he 's with her all the time; it 's appalling. Not that he 's unlike a great lot of the men here, in that respect ; Jack, for instance, when Reg gie gives him a chance; but he 's such a nice boy, and such a boy only twenty! And she 's how old should you say, Dell? twenty-six seven eight ?" CLEM "I don't incriminate myself that way," retorted Dell Gresham. "I 've a painfully constructed reputation for good nature. But all of twenty-six, Farda. She 's ma ture." "She 's worse than mature," said Farda coldly. "She 's experienced " Drake Lorimer, listening intently to all the quick give and take of speech, lost the rest of the girl's words through a whis pered question of Mrs. Gresham's. "Does Aunt Frances seem to you to be aware of the state of things at all?" she asked eagerly. "No, I have n't dared say anything definite to her, since the first time I mentioned it. For she went at Reggie with that grande dame air of hers, you know; and Reggie flared up inwardly, though he was as dear to her as he always is, and she missed sight of his hidden re sentment. But take my word for it, Drake, the little boy is badly caught. So badly that I verily believe it all depends on the girl, and I 've wondered if her sense of [73 CLEM humor is subtle enough to save the day. She 's half a century older than Reggie, you know." She nodded her head sapiently, and edged her chair nearer Lorimer's. She was a rather young woman, modern to a de gree. Naturally fair of skin, she wore a perpetual coat of tan to which she assidu ously added at all seasons of the year in one place or another. Her eyes were her greatest attraction ; they were placed pecu liarly far apart. Of perfect roundness, they seemed like holes burnt in her impu dent little face, all the more like holes because they were mostly deep black pupil, set about with long, dark lashes, thick, yet with each and every lash distinct. The ef fect of Dell Gresham's lashes was that which one gets in a photograph cheap and too much retouched they were so strongly accentuated in a face otherwise insignifi cant. For her nose was badly modeled, and her mouth was crooked, and her teeth none of the straightest. But, given those eyes and lashes, unbeautiful as they were, CLEM her face was raised instantly from medioc rity to a plane intensely magnetic. Drake Lorimer looked at her thought fully, with his deep-set eyes holding scarcely a gleam in their lazy depths. "It was your letter, and that alone, which brought me down here, Dell," he said at last, almost impatiently. "I came because you forejudged me a coward if I did not come. But I 'm not believing it 's a matter one hundredth as serious as all you women are trying to make out. Boys have a dozen desperate cases " "Reggie Wines has never had one yet," Mrs. Gresham interrupted shrewdly. "That 's what makes so much of it depend on the girl. A first love affair is always serious, especially a boy's affair. A girl usually is safely enough in love with Love to make the man a minor matter, but a boy is in love with Woman, and it de pends on the woman oh, infinitely!" ended Dell, characteristically vague, and yet appallingly definite. "In any event, Dell," said Lorimer, "the [9] CLEM boy is not eligible. He is too much her junior; he has not great wealth " Mrs. Gresham sniffed at the feeble rea soning. "At least once in her life every woman loves a boy\" she admitted. "At least once ! Then there 's enough to Reggie in the way of family to counterbalance any lack of stupendous wealth on his side. She 's got enough of that for ten genera tions, but when it comes to family can she go back one?" "What family has she? Father mother?" "No mother, thank heaven you can imagine what she would be like. A father, not unpresentable until he begins to talk, and not then unless one is mercilessly con ventional. But he keeps discreetly in the background ; plays poker most of the time. The men say that he is at his best at cards, that he is almost a gentleman then, espe cially when he is losing, and that he is at least a full-blooded man. He worships this girl, it 's easy to see. At the charity fete they gave down here last week, he bought CLEM her way in with a thousand-dollar check oh, it was this way: I caught a frightful rose cold, and was simply out of it, and he came over to say he 'd heard 'the lady who was to read palms had tuckered out/ and that his daughter, being a stranger, had n't been noticed with a booth or a stall, but that she could read hands as well as any lady there, and offered her services and the check. There was a significant sequence to his phrases which impressed the treas urer, and they took both. She did make something of a sensation, for her make-up was gorgeous. She wore a bushel of uncut turquoises and cloth-of-gold and that sort of thing. But with all that splendor, and the weight of jewels that a less vigorous young animal would have staggered under, she 's too evidently only 'Pick-me-up !' ' 'You have a vivid tongue, Dell," Lori- mer protested faintly. "Has she no friends here of any sort?" "Since the fete, yes; most of the men, but no women, Drake. And it 's been since then that Reggie Wines 'has taken to dog- CLEM ging her steps. Oh, yes, I 've talked to her some we 've met on the verandas and she 's a good-natured, happy-go-lucky thing. But oh, Drake !" "And Mrs. Wines is n't aware of the what you term 'seriousness' of the affair?" "Not from me !" said her niece promptly. "I gave her fair warning at first, and she took high-class action, and I daresay she thinks the incident closed." Lorimer moved impatiently. "Really," he said, "I don't see what there is to do. Anything, that is, which won't tend to make serious what may be merely fleeting." He paused; then added slowly: "I met the girl myself, last week. You remember I ran down for the fete casually she read my hand, gave me a remarkably good read ing; showed herself, in a blunt, unsubtle fashion, a good deal of a physiognomist. She managed to get a lot of intangible atmosphere into that curtained recess. I remember now, she knew me immediately there 's something about the girl that is intensely magnetic attractive " CLEM He broke off, his attention distracted by an irritated wave of his neighbor's hand, not Gresham's, but that of Gresham's vis-a vis, the third man of the group. Its owner's voice followed swiftly, and ar rested the attention of every one. John Lowe was a noticeably ugly man of some thirty-two or -three years, sandy-haired and dully florid. His nose was long, and sloped at a peculiar angle from his sloping fore head. His jaw was squarely built and massive, and his mouth was large. His lips met each other at right angles rather than with gentle curves. His ugliness was so compelling a thing as to make of him a striking man. He was a successful painter, and bore the appearance of a thrifty busi ness man. Even his hand was not of the artist's type, though the sight of those thick ringers holding masterfully the brush could never be forgotten. "You plunge into your subject like a blind diver, my dear Farda," he said coolly. "Denys raves over her ; curses fate that she was n't born a child of the Quar- CLEM tier. That portrait he did of her the one he made his big hit on is an amazing thing. You must have seen it yourself, if you took in the Salon last year. It had a wall to itself, great big canvas, blonde girl with blue jewels of eyes, blue background all of it was daringly, glaucously blue-" "Oh, I saw it, of course," said Miss Grantham impatiently. "And I read in it just what you are eliminating inherent coarseness, mental, physical, and probably moral. It was loud, overbearing, shriek- ingly insistent. The very dress the way she wore it the handling of that left shoulder do you remember it? Yes, Denys is a psychologist, but we differ vi tally in interpreting him." Lowe sank more deeply into his comfort able chair, and became leisurely reminis cent. "I met her almost two years ago, while that portrait was being done. Met her for the first time one morning in Denys' place. She was giving him a sitting, and I stum- CLEM bled in, and the two of them together let me in on it. She was a stunning sight that day I tell you, Farda, you Ve read him wrong; because Denys and I talked her over later, deliberately, with the appalling frankness which painters and physicians dare to use it 's not inherent coarseness he 's put there I should n't grant that at all." "I saw her one day, down yonder on the bathing beach," Farda interrupted with provocative calm. "Just two or three weeks ago. She happened to wear black and red this time, instead of blue. You mentioned daringly blue. This was auda cious rouge-et-noir. I got down there you were there, too, and staring generously just as she was coming up from the surf. All about her there were other bathing- costumes quite as conspicuous in cut and color. But if she had shrieked she could n't have announced her presence more loudly than she did by the very force of her personality. It literally shouts; she does n't have to." CLEM Lowe smiled broadly as he listened to the girl's cold recital. "Precisely!" he retorted, with a crisp- ness in his voice that went well with the snap in his gray-green eyes. "Because she was a thing apart from every other woman there. Denys was right, and that day I saw he was right. She looked the primitive Woman. She might have been the primeval Woman walking untrodden sands, pressing the springing earth when the world was young. She was so nobly unashamed and so purely human ah yes, she was! The very atoms of her might have been scooped up from virgin earth, from sea-born clay just washed to shore; and a Rodin hand might have modeled her !" Mrs. Gresham beat softly with her foot upon the floor. She put her two elbows on her knees and dropped her chin into her hands, and her eyes sparkled wickedly above them. Farda turned coldly to her. "Is n't it strange, Dell," she observed disdainfully, "how men stand up for a de classe woman if she 's pretty? Every one CLEM said, all over Paris, whether they knew the girl or not, and it was mostly not, of course, that the Denys portrait was a piti less thing!" "Virginia saw it, too," reminded Lowe. "Was it pitiless, Vee?" A slender girl of twenty, sitting a little apart from the others, and evidently ab sorbed in a book, looked quickly up at the direct question, and glanced about the group. Then she looked appealingly at her cousin. "I did n't hear, Drake," she said to him. "Lowe wants your opinion of that blue lady of Denys' which you liked so much a year or so ago, when you saw it," Lorimer answered absently. Stray phrases from Lowe's late rhapsody were beating about in his brain. "Wake up, Vee," Miss Grantham be sought her plaintively. "That portrait of Clem Merrit " "I know," the girl said. Her eyes, set wide apart and intended by nature for merely ruminative contemplation, were C'7] CLEM drawn together in the pained earnestness of her thought. "I don't like to think of that portrait, or that girl," she said at last with startling candor. "They are both of them too happy. As if no sorrow or pain could ever come near her. It is enough to make any one jealous of her!" She broke off abruptly, with a slow flush creeping over her face, and then she turned her chair about, and seemed to bury herself in her book. A slight pause followed which was too heavily weighted with common understanding to be endured for long. "I still insist " began Miss Grantham blandly. Lowe stopped her. "You '11 insist one way or another with Death, my dear girl; and I should n't bet on Death as a sure thing at all." Mrs. Gresham got up suddenly. "I can appreciate Jack's bleatings about primitive womanhood and all that," she remarked crisply; "and for myself, I don't mind the girl, the little I 've seen of her ; she 's a type not without interest. But when you take [18] CLEM her out of primitive environment, and put her into Aunt Frances' remote circle, for instance hush, here 's Aunt Frances now. You 're fairly warned, Drake/ and I wash my hands right here of any sort of re sponsibility in Reggie's love affairs. The solution or the catastrophe is entirely up to you. I 'm off. Come, Eaton." With the typically unreasoning obedience of the American husband, Gresham rose lazily to his feet, and followed in his wife's rippling wake. Lowe glanced across at Farda and raised his eyebrows intelligently, and at an answering nod from her they both rose and went away, taking Virginia with them. Mrs. Gresham cast one glance back over her very Frenchy shoulder, and, seeing Lorimer still alone, came back to him, her eyes alight with mischief. "Do help Aunt Frances out !" she begged softly. "Her dearest, most secret wish is so transparent ! All 's lovely, or would be, if both Virginia and Reggie were n't in love with the wrong people. However, you 've meddled successfully in Vee's little C'9] CLEM affair; it 's time for you to take up Reg- gie's." "How does Virginia seem to you, Dell?" Lorimer asked quickly. "She had n't much to say to me one way or another of course, I can't blame her." "Mopey and languid, and given to long and solitary walks, only she has to walk so far here to get to the solitary places that she 's been sort of forced into mixing with people, which seems very hard luck to her, but is the best possible thing, of course," said Dell briskly. "She 's taken it rather hard, but she has sense enough to know, from all the evidence you and I presented, that that beast of a Marmaduke Saals- field was as great a bounder as she could ever know. It was outrageous that she ever met him, but in these days one can't keep girls in pink cotton-batting even nunnish creatures like Vee. And then, when she was allowed to go up to those Mortimers for the holidays, what could you or Aunt Frances expect !" CLEM "They are undoubtedly undesirable peo ple," Lorimer began, but Dell interrupted. "Oh, that depends on the point of view, Drake. Of their sort they 're a very good sort. Not squeamish at all, nothing belles- lettres about them or their crowd, but they know how to put up a jolly good time for themselves and their friends, of whom I 'm one. We were n't here then, or we 'd probably have been in the party, in which case I think I would have sent Vee home. It was too raw an initiation into the free-spoken life. How is it that extremes do so attract! One would have thought that Vee would have been the last girl there to catch his eye, but she was the first as I had the tale from Fannie Morti mer, and Vee of course he 's a black, satanic, temple- frosted, interesting-looking man of the world, and to Vee -he seemed the epitome of all wisdom. Well, he knows enough !" Lorimer smiled grimly. "And now, at least, Vee knows a small part of the man- CLEM ner of his wisdom. It was like pulling a flower to pieces, to tell her." "Oh, that was n't so hard," said Dell wisely, "as telling her that he 'd put up no fight. At first she 'd have defied us all, if he 'd met her half-way." "The man could n't," Lorimer protested, whereat Mrs. Gresham snapped her fingers contemptuously. "Of course he could n't, but did that keep Vee's pride from being cut into decimated ribbons! That 's what hurts the child so bitterly; though it 's killed her fascination as nothing else could, not even your shock ing disclosures. Here 's Aunt Frances. To the rescue, Drake !" "Don't rush away," said Lorimer calmly. "Oh, thanks, but Eaton is glowering," returned Mrs. Gresham, with the most brazen of glances at Gresham's placid face. "Thanks, Aunt Frances, I can't. But you keep Drake company. This corner is the coolest spot about here to-day." She pushed forward a chair for Mrs. Wines, quite close to Lorimer's. CLEM "Cheer him up, Aunt Frances," she said. "His latest hero ought to marry one girl, and naughtily prefers another. And this hero is no puppet." She flashed one wickedly amused glance at Lorimer and slipped away. II A 5 Dell disappeared, Mrs. Wines turned with cordial eagerness to Lorimer. "It is such a pleasure to see you again so soon," she said. "Last week your trip was so flying, and the confusion of that charity fete so great, that it was anything but sat isfactory." She stopped to look search- ingly at him. "Something is vexing you," she declared. "Something which will not work out, will not come right. I thought the book was altogether and finally done." She bent toward him, a charming woman of barely twoscore years, with a beauty which was entirely individual. Her color ing was the peculiar pale-brown color- scheme which tinges the eyes, the hair, and even the skin with a faint, lovely olive. Her face was purely and delicately modeled, and her still slender figure held the lines of her early youth. CLEM Lorimer smiled. "Merely an inconse quent point," he assured her. "I 've been rushing the novel through, trying to get the manuscript in before the first of the month, and haste and hot weather have played havoc with my nerves and temper." "Oh, pray don't speak of nerves and havoc!" Mrs. Wines exclaimed wearily. "All my summer plans have gone magnifi cently awry. We should have been settled at The Pines now, with the first fortnight almost ended. But the workmen have dal lied, and will not be out for another two weeks. You will come to us at the given word?" "At the drop of the hat!" Lorimer as sured her. "As it is, though, you all but have the regular group here Dell, Eaton, Farda, Lowe, Virginia " "But here!" sighed Mrs. Wines. This stay at a noisy summer resort had not formed any part of her summer plans, for the last week in June always found her in her rambling, beautiful summer home, with a party about her made up of friends so CLEM near and congenial that it might well be called a family affair, and which for the first fortnight of every summer's stay, was practically the same, year after year. A part of its personnel might vary slightly from summer to summer, but its spirit remained constant. This summer, however, during the enforced wait, more to please her im perious young son than from her own choice, she had been staying at this place of his choosing, this somewhat loud sum mer resort, not so thronged, so early in the season, as to make it unbearable, but even now a place where the hotel contingent ar rogantly outshone the cottage cliques in number and display. "Yet I am surprised to find you lounging here," she added, after a moment's pause. "I thought I heard you and Reggie plan ning a stupendous tramp for to-day, and when neither of you appeared at luncheon I thought you were taking it." "I lunched at the club," Lorimer ex plained. "I was feeling in fine feather for a prolonged stroll, and it met with Reggie's CLEM great favor when I suggested it; but later the old chap ducked, and I could n't hit his trail." "That is not right," said Reggie's mother disapprovingly. "His time has been greatly taken up ever since he came down here, but when you are willing to give him as much of your time as you do, he should at least keep his engagements with you " Lorimer raised a beseeching hand. "Never dare breathe such a thing to Reg gie! Never! I am absurdly fond of the boy, and in spite of the fifteen years be tween us, he has always condescended to look upon me as one of his immediate gen eration. Don't ever let such a gross insinua tion as respect for the age he so blithely ignores come between him and me !" Mrs. Wines looked at him with tender gratitude. "How wisely his father planned for him!" she breathed. "When he gave you such charge over him to be his friend. I can never thank you, Drake, for what you CLEM have done for him, been to him; for your help to me with him; for your loyalty to his father's trust in you !" She paused a moment, looking with sof tened eyes across the flowering lawns to the sea beyond. Then she turned back to him. "It gives me such comfort always to remember his last charge to you, a charge which has never yet weighed heavily on you, for there has never been a moment when imminent anxiety about my boy has assailed me; but it is a comfort always to remember that you have promised us both, his father and me, if the time of trial or need comes, to stand by Reggie." "The promise was a feeble return for all Morley Wines did for me meant to me," Lorimer reminded her gently. "I never gain a laurel leaf, you know, however small, that I don't feel like laying it on his tomb. He took me out of his lecture- courses, a half-blind cub, and he opened my eyes and fed me on his knowledge and his supreme culture and, after all, the prom ise has been a perfunctory one. Reggie CLEM is n't the sort of chap to cause one much anxiety about his welfare." "Indeed no," assented his mother, with tranquil pride. "And so much of that is due to you ah, I know it, if you will not let me say it. I remember so often, during those last weeks, his father told me that a time was coming, sooner or later in the boy's life, when I could not count, objec tively, at least; when it would take a man to help him, to lift him up, and set him on his feet again; and he chose you for that time, when it should come. And I am wondering, really, if I shall ever need you so; if Reggie will ever, for a time even, thrust me to one side, and make me of no account in his life. It is wisdom to think he will, and to be prepared, but deep in my heart I am at peace." "When the time comes, command me," Lorimer said briefly. Mrs. Wines laughed lightly. "One must believe, however, in the eternal balance of things. And I must expect, therefore, in the very scheme of nature, that he will CLEM some time, sooner or later, depart from the pleasant paths where we have walked to gether all his happy life long " In the tense silence which fell Lorimer glanced up, to look upon a poignant bit of human melodrama. Mrs. Wines was lean ing forward, her wide eyes fastened on the path just below them, a path screened for the most part by position and shrubbery, whereon two people stood; one of them young Reginald Wines, and beside him, almost his peer in height, the girl of the brilliant red trap and the black horses ; the girl of Claude Denys' portraying Clem Merrit. She was tall, strikingly beautiful, molded along superb lines. She was of the pure blonde type. Her hair was like spun gold, without a tinge of cendre in it; it was the liquid honey of the harvest moon. Her eyes were as blue as the sea they looked out upon. Her eyebrows were exquisitely pen ciled, so finely drawn, with such delicate darkness and precision of outline, that one was fain to wonder if such perfection could be nature unassisted. Her coloring was so CLEM splendid that the same provocative thought again intruded itseif. Her figure was per fect, and her clinging dress of lace and linen caressed every lovely line. And in her eyes as she looked upon the boy, and most of all, in his eyes as he looked on her There was little that was tangible in the scene, but the atmosphere was suffo cating, and in that lay all the reason why this mother should sink back in her chair as she did, faint and sick, and white to the lips. Up to this moment she had earnestly believed that she knew every thought of her open-hearted boy. She had even spoken to him of this girl, frankly, dis dainfully before she knew, before she knew ! But this little scene, one upon which a staring universe might have gazed and been none the wiser, told her absolutely that somehow her boy was wholly hers no more, that he was living now a phase of life from whose sharing she was shut out. And the thought was a shock. As a youngster Reggie had loathed dancing- school and its short-skirted little girls. In DO CLEM his preparatory school-days he had fol lowed a god instead of any goddess that great god whose symbol is a pigskin ball. So far he had had no time for the worship of girls; and now, without warning, and without choice though when did a mother ever choose ! this thing was thrust nakedly upon her ! Now came Drake Lorimer's bad quarter of an hour, to whose full enjoyment Dell Gresham had maliciously left him; during which he spoke with the full courage of his lack of conviction. In these last two days stray bits of gossip had come his way with that fiendish directness which a dominant idea impels. The girl herself had struck his eye at every, turn. He had seen Reggie numbered in her train without undue promi nence, yet wearing a confident calm which was, to his moral guardian, rather discon certing than reassuring, and which argued, in so young a lover, no pangs of uncer tainty. Lorimer had learned, too, that there were many hours in the day when Miss Merrit could not be found; hours CLEM when she vanished with her horses and Reggie, or with her motor car and Reggie, or on foot with Reggie. Through all his specific arguments anent Reggie's good sense and his general arguments that a boy must have an experience or two, there had run, like a glaring thread, a disquieting doubt of the woman herself. For young Reginald Wines, arrived at years of dis cretion, would be very much worth while, and it might easily occur to an adventuress, even to an honest woman struggling hon estly for social advancement, that the com ing years were more easily assured by at taching the present immature ones. Given these previous reflections, there fore, Lorimer faced a situation when the pained eyes of the boy's mother met his in mute question; and facing them, he made something of a botch at lying like a gen tleman, and the truths he had to tell were bitter ones. His only counsel, to give the boy his head and time, a bit of counsel based primarily on the eternal pitilessness of man to man in all affairs of -love or 3 C333 CLEM matrimony, was not a counsel to satisfy here, and other than this he had none to offer. "The surest way to precipitate all things is to try to put a stop to anything," he re peated several times. "One can't meddle. Both he and the girl would resent it in stantly, and rightly. He has come to the place at last, Frances, where you and I, both of us, are helpless. He must work out of this himself, just as any man's ulti mate salvation lies, finally, in his own hands." But if he fell before the situation, Mrs. Wines rose to it gallantly, and after her departure, Lorimer sat frowning over the silken bonds she had wound about him with a feminine finesse. On this night there was to be a faint echo of last week's charity fete in the form of a charity dance, and Lorimer, hitherto free to go or to stay away, was pledged now to go. As he sat there, after his mer ciless captor had departed, though in sorry D-O CLEM triumph after all, he stared sadly at the spot where, not long before, two young creatures had unwittingly betrayed much to eyes altogether unsympathetic. "I act a chivalrous role to-night/' he murmured dismally. "Special watch in murderers' row, and if I succeed in don ning the confessor's hood, so much the bet ter. And the girl after all, the entire question resolves itself into this: is she or is she not " But at this point young Reggie Wines, healthy, happy, and buoyantly alive, vaulted lightly over the railing to suggest taking their deferred stroll. On their return they passed an open pavilion where Miss Merrit was holding court. She was still in the white linen and lace creation in which she had driven down the beach driveway behind her jet-black horses, and the number of men surround ing her was appalling might be, that is, to so young a lover. Lorimer glanced briefly at Reggie, and felt more discon- CLEM certed than he cared to confess, when he saw the boy's face showed no trace of con cern. He was too evidently sure of his ground. As they came directly opposite the pagoda-like structure, within full hearing of the somewhat loud talk and laughter, the girl turned slightly from her group of highly entertained men to smile brightly, sunnily, at Reggie Wines. Lorimer winced slightly at the significance of the glance, fleeting as a breath of the west wind, yet laden with the mystery of com mon memories. There was nothing subtle, however, in the way in which she met Lorimer's eyes in full gaze, with, obvious recognition. Lorimer bowed, in return for that recognition which he felt had nothing whatever to do with their fugitive meeting in her gipsy tent a week before. The girl evidently knew him, and knew him thor oughly. Under other conditions it might have flattered him somewhat, since he was no more than mortal man ; but this evening C363 CLEM he felt no throb of satisfied vanity. Her recognition of him seemed not flattering so much as ominous. In a silence that was distinctly unrestful, he and Reginald walked the short remaining distance to their hotel. C37] Ill T ATER that evening, Lorimer, immo- -L' lated on an altar which he himself had helped to rear, approached Clem Merrit, and took her card from her. "You remember me," he asserted humbly. "You told me my fortune a week ago, which was altogether clever. Your recognition of me this afternoon makes me bold enough to dare this throng surging about you, and that without delay. I am taking the ninth." "Everything in sight, that is," said Clem Merrit gaily. "No, I was n't saving it up, not for anybody, unless it was Reggie, and he 's got his share, / think." Lorimer scribbled his name with a smile. He thought that he would like to try the interesting experiment of putting a book of purest English prose into Miss Merrit's hands, and beseeching her to read there- [383 CLEM from. He wondered if she might not make Addison and De Quincey, in their most exalted and sonorous moments, read like modern slang. It was not always her words which put the flavor of cant into her phrasings, although her speech was plenti fully besprinkled with the paprika-like zest of colloquialisms. The more he listened to her, the more definite his feeling grew that it was the girl's intonations which made her manner of speech distinctively her own. "The boy is fortunate," he said, not without intention, as he returned her card. "Yes," agreed the girl. "He 's got just about every other one, and then some. Yes, I remember you. I 've seen you all over the place lately. You 're a great friend of the Wineses, are n't you? I know lots of people here that way, by sight. You forever meet people here that way, till you know them like your grand mother's picture, and then, when you do the decent thing and speak " She drew her bare shoulders together and shivered exaggeratedly. "But you 're not that D9] CLEM sort," she added. "Not if you 're Reggie's sort. Reggie 's straight as a string." She nodded her head at him with marked con fidence, and smiled her large-hearted, irre sistible smile. Evidently with him, for some reason not yet explained, she felt thoroughly en rapport. More than once, as he listened, Lorimer became convinced that here lay something which it behooved some one to meet and cope with to a finish. One might easily understand how a boy would fall powerless before such friendly beauty. There was no shred of boasting in her speech, and it was the absence of that ultra-feminine thing which stirred Lorimer to quick anx iety. He knew well that Reggie was in deed as straight as a string. It occurred to him just here, with the force of a totally new idea, that this girl might be possessed of the same quality; might mean all of what her assured words seemed to convey ; and then what? "Here comes Jack!" the girl added. "Jack Lowe. He 's the one who brought C403 CLEM you in to have your palm read, you know. He 's a great friend of yours and the Wineses, too, ain't he ? Well, he 's a great friend of mine, too to have met him two years ago, and not have run up against him since! Yes, I remember a great lot, one way and another. How do I know all the truck I read from your hand ? Oh, I don't explain my little system. My book 's my own, and if I give myself heavy odds no body knows it but me. These hotel porches are enough, though, to put any canny body into the fortune-telling business, with their tattle and their gabble. I '11 be round this corner when your turn comes. No, not with anybody special. Just floating round. A great deal nicer way, / think !" Lorimer, dismissed, looked dutifully about him for his young cousin, who, in spite of her serious little face, and her serious little views, was as fond of motion as any twenty-year-old girl should be; but neither she nor Mrs. Wines was yet in evi dence. Whereupon Mr. Lorimer heaved a sigh of infinite relief, and retired to an ob- r.40 CLEM scure corner where he might reflect upon subtleties and values until such time as he should be compelled to hark to duty's call. Two hours later he found Clem Merrit, in her designated corner, floating round in the sense that she was not attached in the remotest manner to any woman there, al though she was hemmed in by a double cor don of men. The evening was warm, and many chiffons and flowers hung dejected, but among her dilapidated sisters Clem Merrit shone resplendent. Her gown was still fresh and perfect, though by nature perishable. She was cool and unflushed, and she breathed evenly. And her laugh was gayer and louder, and her eyes more purely blue and gleaming. As she saw Lorimer approaching, she reached forward and tapped a man smartly on the shoulder. "Down in front, Mr. Prentiss !" she said, with her indescribable intonation which made common things seem fresh, and any thing, old or new, common. "There 's a man behind you I want to see." CLEM She swept the entire circle aside, with flattering indifference and speed, and swayed toward Lorimer, thoroughly at her ease. He had never seen her for an in stant when she was not the embodiment of composure, and with his imagination in full play he could not conjure up the vision of a situation where she would not be mentally comfortable. She danced perfectly, and while she danced she talked incessantly of people and things, with an infectious good humor and a frank and beguiling confidence. Sud denly she stopped with a pleased little cry. "There 's Mrs. Wines yonder, alone. I 've sort of fallen in love with that woman at a distance, do you know ?" She laughed carelessly at her own folly. "Ordinarily I don't like women much. I 've never met her," she added. The inference was unmistakable, and Lorimer made it gratefully, thereby easing his spirit mightily. "Shall we go over to her?" he asked. There was a disgusted weariness in his CLEM voice, carefully held under though it was. He was altogether out of humor with his task, and he cursed circumstances vigor ously as he looked down into the girl's frank, lovely eyes. "Yes, indeed!" said Clem Merrit em phatically; and the effect was precisely as if she had said, "You bet!" "I actually ought to know Mrs. Wines," she continued easily, as they crossed the room together, "knowing Reggie so awfully well as I do. I 've kept telling him it looked queer, and that she 'd be sure to think so." The next moment she was holding out her hand with thorough good-will to the black-gowned woman before her. It was not a small hand, yet for her it was not too large, being simply a part of her fine pro portion. It was hardly a blue-blooded hand, but it was one which not one Ameri can woman in ten thousand possesses, and it had had for some years every advantage which unremitting grooming could give it. ' I 've been telling him," she said easily, "that I ought to know you, knowing Reg- C44] CLEM gie so well. I Ve told Reggie lots of times you 'd think it was queer, him and me to gether so much, and you and me per fect strangers. I told him I reckoned he did n't intend we should ever meet till we had to." Her rich laugh rang out. For the frac tion of a second Mrs. Wines caught her under lip hard ; then she spoke gently : "Since you are a friend of my son's " "Oh, that!" laughed the girl. "Yes, we 're friends all right!" She nodded at Lorimer, neither with special significance nor with awkward consciousness ; rather as if certain signs were understocrd by the initiated, and as if she regarded him as one capable of such frankly certain interpreta tion. She turned back to Mrs. Wines with what Lorimer translated as a certain condescension toward one not yet within the inner circle, and she dropped down on the divan where the older woman was sit ting. Her pale draperies flowed lightly over the tissue of Mrs. Wines' gown, and her white neck and shoulders and her C453 CLEM golden head rose in exquisite relief against the dark-green velvet background. "You run along," she said to Lorimer. "We don't need you any longer, do we. Mrs. Wines? I '11 cut a dance later and make it up." Then, with a dismissing nod and smile, she turned to the woman beside her. "I 've been wanting to see you for days," she said frankly. "I don't take to women, as I was just telling him ; most of them are a poor lot; but you took my fancy even before I had any idea you were Reggie's mother, before I knew Reggie even. He 's talked about you some." She paused al most hopefully. "I reckon he has n't talked to you much about me, has he? Has n't told you anything?" Mrs. Wines struggled with a sick dis gust and a paralyzing fear. Her world swam before her eyes in a grim chaos. "My son has told me nothing," she said at last, almost in a whisper. Clem Merrit sank back against the divan, and twisted her fan in her white fingers. [463 CLEM For the first time she felt and showed a touch of nervousness, and with her strong, beautiful hands she worked almost sav agely at the mother-of-pearl sticks. Sud denly they snapped and she crushed the entire pearl and lace creation together, and flung it to the floor. . > . ; "No more good !" she said, an odd thrill running through her voice and softening it strangely. "It matches this dress too beats the fan that goes with it all hollow, and I got it three years ago, in Paris." She laughed without reason or happiness, a laugh whose frank pleasure in life was gone, eaten up in fierce self -consciousness. Then she turned back to the older woman, and faced her almost heroically, with a dumb honesty shining in her eyes. "Reggie 's a nice boy," she said, an odd hush in her voice. He 's jast a boy too. . . . I 'm twenty-six." She pulled recklessly at one of her mauve orchids. Her head was bent and her eyes were on the flower. Mrs. Wines turned and stared stonily upon her, and for CLEM a second she endured and conquered a primal instinct to sound the scream of mor tal combat. What an awful ordeal this thing was proving to be ! For in spite of her bit ter shrinking from the girl, she felt with terror that a strange, unwelcome sympathy for this creature was creeping over her, and she sat motionless, caught fast in the relentless grasp of a situation she could not master nor control. Clem Merrit broke the silence defiantly, with a part of her new, terrible self-con sciousness still upon her. "But where 's the odds," she demanded cogently, "if " Mrs. Wines laid a swift hand upon the girl's arm, in desperate impulse to stop any admission, or confession, or confidence ; and with that simple act, which might subtly have invited confidence, there came an in spiration to a deed so bold that she caught her breath hard. Under her touch the girl was sitting still and tense, with her color coming and going. At last Mrs. Wines broke the silence. CLEM "Are your engagements definite ones just now?" she asked. The girl stared, uncomprehending. Mrs. Wines paused for a scant second, and then went steadily on, ignoring that last chance of safe retreat. "Our country place will be opened in a fortnight. Can you arrange to be one of our first group of guests? This is uncon ventional I shall regard rules later, and call but I ask you to-night, because it just occurs to me that you might care to come to us." Clem Merrit stared. Suddenly she smiled generously. "That 's no matter about the calling," she said cordially. "Not between us. Run in any time. We 're suite A4. Yes, I '11 come. I have n't got so many summer invitations that I can't arrange it. Of course I 've just met you," she added elaborately; "but I know Reggie, and I reckon it is n't your house any more than it is his." All her old sang-froid returned with a C49] CLEM rush, and with it her brilliant, happy smile. "There comes Reggie," she added quickly, "looking all ways to see me here, with you." She laughed with a cordial appre ciation of the young man's state of mind. "I made sure you 'd given me the slip," she said freely to him, as he joined them. It was at a great personal disadvantage that Reggie stood before the two women, a fact which he realized without adding thereby to his ease. That his mother had not looked at him once only added to his inner discomfort, however much it may have saved additional outward embarrassment. He sought for words, and found them not, save the conventional reminder of the pur pose of his seeking. As Clem Merrit adjusted her filmy skirts, preparatory to another rhythmic flight, Mrs. Wines responded convention ally. "Yes, I am glad to have met you," she murmured. The words were of the flattest, but she was incapable then of attaining any further verbal achievement. She was look- CLEM ing at them both now with her grande dame air, hers so much by nature that it slipped at times over her sincerest cor diality, and under its influence a touch of her new embarrassment came back to Clem. Reggie saw both things, his mother's hauteur and Clem Merrit's confusion; and he threw back his shoulders with a gesture which his mother knew, and turned to the girl. "I must hurry you away," he reminded her boyishly, "if you care for any of this two-step." "I do care," said the girl. "We '11 vamoose then. See you later, Mrs. Wines." The mother watched them drift away, her ears smitten with screaming echoes of the girl's parting words, tainted with the verbiage of the streets, wrested from the depths of her resources to cover her un welcome confusion. If she could have been deceived in the girl's manner and words, there was that in Reggie's bearing, a new-found manhood showing through his boyish confusion, which made her feel CLEM the seriousness of the situation as she had never felt it. With a perception new to him, he had felt the unseen stress of the last moment, and there was no mistaking the fact that he had gone to the girl's de fense against his mother. And she, his mother, what had she done ? The girl would come, of course. . . . Her heart stood still with fear. What had she done? ... At last she put Virginia in other hands for the remainder of the even ing, and went away to try to reason out what has no reason to it, ever the first serious love experience of one's first and only born. AND while his mother faced a sleepless night, her young son was listening with a great and growing wonder to the glad tid ings which his beautiful companion was gleefully imparting to him. "It 's fine, Reggie," she concluded heart ily. "With all the fun you say there is there! And your mother 's lovely! I know she thought it was queer we had n't CLEM met before. I told her you were shy, that it was n't my fault ! I 've kept telling you we 'd like each other. Over yonder it 's less crowded. Come on, Reggie. Let 's get out of the push !" IV TWO weeks later Lorimer walked down a country station platform to meet his young host waiting for him in a natty run about. "Glad to see you, old man!" he called out, with a fair assumption of the man about town which vastly amused Lorimer. "It 's a jolly fine thing, your getting down here to-night. Nobody 's here yet, and we '11 have things our own way." He reached down a strong arm for Lorimer's suit cases. "Give Matthews your checks. He '11 fetch the rest of your traps. Jump in." "So no one 's here," said Lorimer, after he had complied with Reggie's mandate, and while they were swinging across the tracks toward the road which led to The Pines. "I was fearful that everything would be in full swing or settled down." CLEM "Things have n't started yet," replied the young host. "Vee came over here with mother a week ago, and helped straighten things out while the workmen were still here, and I got here just day before yesterday. I waited over wanted to bring Jack Lowe with me, but he got stuck on a shabby piece of rock and some rotting seaweed, and would n't budge. He said he 'd been look ing for that 'tone' for five years, and he 's sitting down there on a bit of beach right now, painting for fair life. What have you been doing since you dropped us all like hot cakes, and pegged back to town ?" "I had to do some work over again," re plied Lorirner. "Don't you mention these last two weeks to me again. I rejoice, Reggie, that you 're no incipient genius !" "Me!" ejaculated Reggie, with superb disregard of his parts of speech. "Thank God, no! I don't mind the college work, since you 've let me off that hanged math. ; but I 'm going into Wall Street, and corner something, as soon as you let me up on college. Not but what it 's all right for C55] CLEM another year, considering I 'm Senior then ; but after that it's high time I was out fishing in a little pond all for myself." "I thought you were going to travel for a year or two," Lorimer observed thought lessly. The boy's face flushed. "That 's all off," he said hurriedly. "I '11 be of age by then I won't have time to loaf round seeing things. I '11 have to be doing something making my pile." He laughed nervously. "Tell you," he added quickly, without waiting for comment upon his sudden change of plans, comment indeed which Lorimer hesitated to offer, "I want you to do a nice little favor for me this week. There 's going to be a crowd here so mixed, it brings tears to my eyes to think of it, and I don't get the hang of the confounded situation, how mother ever came to mix it so; and even if Cora Taylor did get typhoid, there was n't any pressing need of mother 's rushing round to fill her place. Now, you '11 do the square thing, won't you, old man, and make things comfort- [56] CLEM able, for she likes you down to the ground ; said you were a good sort, and a fine fel low, and I don't want her to feel left out of it or uncomfortable ; and you never can tell how the other confounded girls are go ing to jump." Lorimer so far forgot his great fatigue as to turn fully half about, that he might better survey his incoherent host. "You don't mind stopping that patter to do a little easy talking now, do you?" he inquired with much pathos. Reggie cut at his well-going animal with reprehensible abstraction. "Yes, I do mind!" he said firmly. "Some things I don't care to talk over, and between men there 's no use. You can understand things without confounded talking. But you keep an eye to the wind, and an ear to the ground, and do what you think ought to be done, when it ought to be done; and even then, even you can't mix oil and water. It 's a hanged unlucky deal !" They had entered the gate which marked the beginning of the Wines estate, and [57] CLEM were speeding rapidly along the pine-lined avenue which led to the house. Lorimer began to whistle mournfully the latest thing in sentimental song lore, and did not speak until the journey was ended, and Reggie had deposited him unceremoniously at the short branch driveway which led directly to the house. "I '11 just get around to the stables," he said easily, "and finish arrangements for meeting that mob to-morrow, and you might take your things, too ; you may need 'em before I get back." So Lorimer, still whistling dismally, went slowly up the foot-path with a suit case, and was met at the veranda steps by his hostess and his cousin, and Reggie's inhospitality was mourned over, and Lori mer was comforted with flagons of what ever nature he wished. That night dinner was a small affair for four, served on a screened veranda over looking the ocean, which was radiant with color and loveliness. The dinner was satis fying and delightful, yet a certain restraint C58] CLEM hung over them all. Reggie frowned por tentously to himself more than once. Vir ginia sat through the silences, busy with her own thoughts, the only one entirely un affected by the slight strain of the hour. Mrs. Wines was openly abstracted, and Lorimer followed the example of those about him, and indulged in grateful repose. An hour or so after dinner, while they were sitting quietly about the bare table, Virginia slipped away to the music-room, to which place she soon summoned Reggie, and began a laborious task of putting him through a rehearsal of a new effort in topical songs, a proceeding which bade fair to consume the evening, since the song was quite new; and young Mr. Wines's ear was notoriously poor. And then at last Mrs. Wines turned to Lorimer, lying lazily back in his chair. "You left us suddenly, Drake," she mur mured. "No special summons?" Lorimer explained his recall, and re ceived satisfying sympathy. "In fact," he concluded, "I 've been too busy to do C59] CLEM more than wire you to-day that I hoped to get down to-night. I expected to break into things sadly, and I find I am a first arrival." "Yes," Mrs. Wines assented absently. After a moment she roused herself. "I, too, changed some plans," she said. "I am intending to ask your cooperation, Drake, in making a delicate experiment more of a success than it can possibly be without it. Two weeks ago I did a thing on pure impulse " There fell a lingering pause; Lorimer wriggled further down in his chair. A cooler breeze swept up to them from the sea. He smiled faintly ; this was evidently the bothersome crystal which had disturbed young Reginald's peace, about to be set free from the matrix, if figure might be pressed so far. It was an odd thing to find Mrs. Wines uncertain over any act of hers; to discover that she had acted at last on something other than pure, sweet reason. It was she who broke the stillness. "In two days Miss Merrit joins us here." CLEM Life, after all, holds surprises, and Mr. Lorimer sat slowly up ; only to sink deeper into his chair. Was mere man ever to ar rive at the ultimate analysis of the feminine heart, that startling seat of trouble and up rising-, sedition and revolution, which has swayed the world since the world began ! As the silence did not lift, Lorimer rightly concluded the next move in the little game to be his. "Really!" he murmured. "You '11 find her an addition, no doubt." His lips curved into *a smile which was almost a sneer. How exquisitely cruel the gentlest of women could prove themselves ! From the music-room came the insistent sound of the piano as Virginia's steel-strung fingers thumped emphatic time for Reg gie's new song and pas de seul. Lorimer's eyebrows arched themselves into a line which went harmoniously with his lips.' "Reginald, Reginald!" he murmured. "How much, how exceeding much you have to answer for !" Lorimer did not re joice in a fondness for the all-prevailing CLEM ragtime rage; nor, his ear being acute to misery, did he find any pleasure in a seem ingly hopeless rehearsal. Mrs. Wines moved at last, emphatically, in her chair. "And you, too, judge me!" she breathed resentfully. "So does my son condemn my tact, my good sense. Does your judgment, being riper, go deeper, to the very springs of human emotion devo tion," she added somberly. Then she spoke with entire change of tone and manner. "Reggie urges that the group will fail to combine." There was in her last words a defiance mild but firm as the eternal. It was evidently as far as possible from her desire that the coming group should fuse into a well-organized whole. "Farda Grantham !" Lorimer catalogued slowly. "A Brahms-mad creature! Dell and Eaton Gresham, unashamed globe-trot ters! Jack Lowe, painter of the stream and the sea! One Reggie Wines, a Har vard youth with a nice manner and be witched! One Drake Lorimer! Little Virginia and one Lady Frances! No, it CLEM does n't seem that the new addition will blend to a perfect draw !" He leaned for ward quickly. "It will be a little hard on her, don't you think ?" he asked. "Just a little hard ?" Mrs. Wines flushed, less under hidden censure in Lorimer's voice than because of her own thoughts. She knew the rush of blood was great enough to be plainly appa rent beneath the almost full moon ; but she drew herself up with her own fine manner. "Of all my guests," she said with hauteur, "no one will have the considera tion shown her that will be shown Miss Merrit. So thoroughly am I convinced that I have acted on ill-founded impulse that I was about to ask you to be considerate of impossible things to help me to help her. I am not asking you, either, to interfere in one moment of the time which Reggie will doubtless call his." "I could n't do that, you know," said Lorimer. "No," assented the mother wearily. "It would n't be best, of course." CLEM Again Lorimer's smile came and went. They agreed on the vital question, but for totally different reasons. He reflected that women's methods, when they found them selves in tight places, were often radically unscrupulous, and he discovered, with a certain disappointment, that this woman's intense absorption in what was to her the greatest phase of the pitiless problem before her, had lost to her temporarily her fine sense of values. But a part of her genuine remorse seemed born, not so much from a sense of her fault in having ignored the finer lines of hospitality, as from secret, hidden sym pathy for the girl, existing side by side with the real repulsion she felt for her. The situation presented a living question for research, as to which quality it argued stronger for: the catholic breadth of sym pathy in one woman, or the power of the crude human soul in the other, which com pelled consideration. Half an hour later Lorimer roused him self to find the veranda deserted; so im mersed had he been in seductive analysis CLEM and synthesis, that he had not known when Mrs. Wines slipped away. From the music- room there came still the insistent thump of the piano, as Virginia marked relentless, patient time for Reggie, who was still struggling with the same new song. Lori- mer got slowly up, and stretched his arms above his head. "Yes," he said slowly, "it 's a hard situa tion, and an unfair test. She can't come out of it save in one way. And the boy will undoubtedly see, and she will not I trust, yet dare not hope. It 's a clever move, cruelly clever, dear lady of the gentle eyes !" He went into the house, avoiding the strongly accentuated music-room with in tention and ease, and went up to his own rooms. Once there, with a satisfying sense of solitude at last enveloping him, he still pondered on his problem with frowning brow. TWO evenings later, as the sun was sending its last long rays across the tops of the dark pine-trees, gilding them to Christmas gaudiness, Mrs. Wines left her guests in their veranda corner, and went quickly down the steps to meet the latest addition to her group, whom Reggie had just brought from the station. Clem Merrit stepped lightly down from the high trap. Her beauty was as flawless as ever, and her gown was Puritan in cut and color, yet, despite its extreme tailored severity, it gave one the instantaneous im pression of barbaric gorgeousness. Vir ginia Garnet, in gold-embroidered silks and ropes of pearls and rubies, would not have borne the air of assertive wealth and osten tation which this man-tailored creature car ried with her as she shook hands delight edly with her hostess, and went up the steps CLEM beside her, turning once to wave cheerfully at Reggie as he went on down the drive way. "Not a bit," she said in answer to Mrs. Wines's patent query. "Traveling never tires me, and this little run down was great fun." Her clear voice carried to the further most corner of the breezy veranda, and all conversation stopped, suspended in mid-air. "Goodness me!" she exclaimed a second later, in frankest admiration, as she en tered the hall and stared about her. Her voice still reached the group outside. "This is a fine old place. As much space here as in a hotel rotunda. Yes, an hour 's plenty time to dress. Reggie said we might be late, but I wanted to come the bridge drive. He said it beat anything round here to kingdom come, and I wanted to make sure he had n't lied!" Her rich, unfettered laugh rang out. "He had n't. It sure makes other things look like thirty cents in dirty pennies. Yes, Mrs. Wines, I 'd like my trunks right up. I never try to travel in a hand-bag nor li^e in a suit-case. [673 CLEM No, I did n't bring my maid along. Her sister 's just over, poor soul, and sick, and I did n't have the heart to make her leave the poor strange thing alone, so I left Jeanne behind." She said it as if the maid were pure Scotch instead of the French treasure she was. "But that does n't mat ter. I don't have to depend on another woman to dress me, though I might have to run in and ask you to hook me into any thing princesse, you know " As the voice died away in the far dis tance, every one sitting without drew a little breath indicative of various emotions. Mrs. Gresham, sitting alert and thoroughly alive, dropped heavily back into her low basket-chair. "What under heaven!" she breathed. She glanced at her husband, and at Vir ginia. The latter looked worried, and the former shook a warning head. But Mrs. Gresham was never bound by conventional reminders of marital authority, and she touched Virginia's arm with emphasis. "No wonder Aunt Frances gave us dull C68] CLEM generalities about the expected guest and cleverly omitted the name how did she manage that last ! What 's up, Vee ?" "Mrs. Wines just asked her," Virginia replied stupidly, "and she came." "I think perhaps she might!" observed Mrs. Gresham with decision. "Indeed, if she had refused, it would have beat king dom come !" Under cover of the subdued laugh which broke out about her, she edged her chair nearer Lorimer's; both of them reminded by that simple act of the afternoon hardly more than a fortnight before, when this identical group discussed with untram melled freedom this new, bewildering ad dition to their quiet little party. Dell had been on the links ever since luncheon, and she was in more or less disarray, a usual condition with her, and one which never so slightly detracted from the fascination of her personality. Her hair was blown all ways, and her white linen dress was a far call from immaculateness ; but she was a confirmed camper, and much roughing it CLEM in all parts of the world had brought her at last to the point where its conditions be came her, even in civilized spots. "One heard all sorts of nonsense down yonder," she said, in an undertone dis tinctly seductive, nodding her head in the direction where she fondly supposed the gossip to which she referred had emanated. "Of course there was heaps of gossip of all sorts, but after all, I never dreamed it could be anything like this looks hm? Boys always are wild over older women I laid it all to that down there!" Lorimer sighed and bent toward her small, listening ear. "I read it precisely as you read it, my dear Dell. So pleasant a thing to meet a kindred soul; as you say, boys are always wild over older women. And so, since it is nothing serious, but a merely natural condition which we face, let us, I beg, treat it in that comfortable man ner." Dell grimaced. "How did Reggie dare invite her, Drake, and how did Aunt Frances ever bring herself to ratify the invitation ?" CLEM "Mrs. Wines invited her, herself," Vir ginia put in, coolly, across her embroidery- hoop. "Do you know that, Vee?" Dell shot the question at her, and, after the girl's nod of assent, her black eyes glowed. "Without Reggie's invitation first ! But if Aunt Frances is the only one blamable, then-" She stopped short, her eyes widening enormously, and suddenly a sharp "Ah!" sped through her set little teeth. She glanced at Lorimer, who refused to meet her eyes, and then she leaned back and laughed long and softly. "It is a pleasure that you find it so amus ing, Dell," Farda Grantham remarked coldly. "I, for one, can't understand it. If the party were larger but we are so small ; no one here but Drake and Jack, and you two. We shall be thrown together constantly, day in and night out there will be no escape." "Precisely the point!" ejaculated Mrs. Gresham delightedly. "The Carrols were to have come, and CLEM Andy Logan," Farda continued with dis tinct irritation ; "but Mrs. Wines is n't ex pecting them now for another fortnight. It 's a smaller party than we 've ever had and such an addition, to a small party." "Precisely!" Dell uttered again. "Jack, would you speak for ten dollars ?" Lowe shook his big head. "You are speaking for me, with every elocutionary grace," he remarked, with a slight bow in the lady's direction. Whereat her eyes flashed again in appreciation of his enig matic utterance. "Well, I 'm glad you 've known her be fore," she remarked genially. "And if I remember, you think her a rather good sort in a way." "We have met," Lowe replied. He lighted another cigarette carefully, and then, through some tiny smoke wreaths, he looked deliberately at Dell. "You '11 find her distinctly your sort, Dell, in fundamentals. She 's hardly a woman's woman, but she 's really a curi ously interesting creature. In an abso- CLEM lutely free atmosphere she fits in without much of a jar because there 's not an ounce of pretense about her." "Then that should settle the matter of ease here," said Farda, overhearing. "No one of us knows a more delightfully free spot than this roof." Lowe smiled a little. "Absorb the atmos phere thereof, Farda," he suggested. "She won't care for Brahms, but she '11 like your syncopated Cuban music and your north ern folk agonies, if I 'm not mistaken, and she herself can sing you a song that will carry you back to the Suwanee River, if you 've ever been fortunate enough to roam thereabouts. So spare her, of your mercy Brahms!" "I '11 ask her to sing, personally!" Dell graciously volunteered. "Understand, Farda, Brahms is cut out for some days." "And all that Brahms stands for, Farda," Lowe implored. Meantime Dell turned back once more to Lorimer. "Don't worry!" she said lightly. "I shall take the entire situation with the ut- [73] CLEM most aplomb. We are kindred spirits, you and I as we both say, boys are boys! And I '11 be honey therefore to that funny thing up yonder." She looked toward an upper room not far from their right, whose great beauty was a massive oriel window. From it had issued for some time a steady murmur, and now, evidently with a change of place on the speaker's part, there came therefrom a ringing voice : "Open that dark leather one, and take out the top tray. Save all the tissue paper ; 1 did n't bring any more, and I may pick up any time and get out. Lay that tray on the floor and open that trunk yonder. Get out the petticoats in it, those two yellow silk ones, and the chiffon ones. Find the slippers and stockings to match them. Never mind my hair ; I 'm tending to that. Open that box and hand me the pins in it. Then hand me that powder-box the whole thing." Mrs. Gresham leaned slightly forward, her whole childish body tense. She was C743 CLEM shamelessly listening, and after a slight break, the voice went ringing on : "Give a good shake to those skirts and fluff the bottom flounces. You 're Mrs. Wines's maid? I won't need you much; but when I do, I want you on the run. Here, take this here! What? My good ness, she '11 never know unless you peach on yourself I never run about giving folks away. Have you got those things laced yet? I '11 kill Jeanne for putting them in without strings. Now take hold here and draw up the third string first now put your hands on my hips, while I Dull these strings taut " Dell looked about her with much satis faction as the corner cleared magically, leaving only her and Lorimer in possession. "I always did say she knew how to dress !" put in that lady. "I fear the unimpeccable Rachel has fallen," Lorimer murmured sadly, with considerate reverting to an earlier topic. "I did n't hear her refuse what her mis tress hath forbidden." U753 CLEM "Rachel has that gentle voice which is woman's chiefest charm," Mrs. Gresham replied with great condonement in her eyes. "That 's one of Aunt Frances' feudal fads anyway nobody forbids it now so don't you run about giving folks away, either. There 's one thing I like about that girl," she added, picking up a book preparatory to departure. "If I were her sort, mush room growth, you know, the sight of Aunt Frances' butler would give me heart dis ease. But Forbes will not move this lady, though she may stir him out of his steel riveted calm. If he does quell her, I '11 de part on the next train, if you say, and leave my baby of an Eaton to her clutches, if she wants him. But Forbes won't scare her, a fact which argues something for her what, I don't know. I 'm going in to plot out my course for to-night. It 's time for good resolves we Ve all been nothing but piazza cats for the last half hour." She gathered up the last one of her be longings and went away. Lorimer re- CLEM moved his glasses and began to polish them with infinite care. As he adjusted them, the voice above rang out once more : "Work me into this like wax, now. No body can fool with this dress. Beautiful? Well, it ought to be ! That 's right, that 's the idea. I don't believe you 've whitened my shoulders far enough down. I told you this was double extra low cut. I know they 're white now, but it 's warm to-night that 's right. Now rub it in, down my back, further down than that. When I lean over, and I 'm liable to lean any way I want to" At which late stage Mr. Lorimer fol lowed an example which he might have, with credit, emulated before, that of those Arabs famed in song and story, and silently stole away. VI MISS MERRIT kept dinner waiting for some little time past the dinner-hour, but when she appeared, the sight of her was worth a spoiled entree or two. Her dress was one golden shimmer of palest yellow crepe, with one dash of black, so bold, so ringing, that only an artist's mind could have conceived it, and an artist's hand dared place it. It made whiter her perfect shoulders, bluer her eyes, and her hair and dress more gloriously sunny. There was never much formality about dinner at The Pines, but Mrs. Wines raised her eyebrows at Lorimer when the much- tried Forbes at length announced it, and he moved obediently toward Clem Merrit. That young woman recognized him by a slight and significant flicker of her eyelids, and her full free smile. "First I see you, and then I don't/' she CLEM remarked, as they traversed the long hall. "I had that dance with you down yonder, and the next I see of you, you 're here. Some of these people I know; him, and her " She nodded toward several with much real indifference, and held out a cor dial left hand to Lowe, who emerged at that moment from the library and joined the procession to the dining-room. "We 'd meet up under an African bam boo-tree, would n't we!" she said to him gaily. Then she turned back to Lorimer. "I owe you a vote of thanks," she re marked easily. "I never was in a crowd of this kind before, and I doubt if I 'd been here to-night, if it had n't been for that introduction you gave me to her. I like to mix with new people people are the only things worth while, anyway. I think it 's going to be great sport. Two days you 've been here ? It looks like I 'd missed some of the fun. I was just saying to Mr. Lorimer," she added to the entire table, as they were being seated, "that I was down right sorry you 'd all beaten me here by a C79] CLEM day. I don't see, Reggie, why you did n't tip me off." She smiled gaily down at the boy, and he returned an answer in a manner cool enough to prove himself, for every eye was turned upon him. Then her eyes fell upon the coldly classic features of Miss Gran- tham, and she nodded at her airily. "He knows nothing does me so much good as turning myself loose for a ripping good time, and you 're right with me. I take it," she said. Farda looked up in shocked amazement. Her lips moved slightly; then a burning wave of color swept over her face. She choked back some equally heated utterance, and turned deliberately toward Lowe, who was sitting beside her with a half smile on his face. Clem Merrit stared in her turn with open and equally great astonishment. Then she, too, turned aside with equal de liberation and far more coolness. "Was that a facer?" she demanded under cover of the talk which rose in a swelling surge all about the table. To r.80] CLEM Lorimer's fine ear there seemed nothing in her voice but frankly amused curiosity. "I fancy," he said deliberately, "that Miss Grantham " "You 're excused," said Miss Merrit promptly. "Good-night !" And Lorimer took his fall with a laugh. Another course was being served. Clem Merrit fingered the array of silver before her with indecision. Then she shot a fur tive glance toward Mrs. Wines, and, as she briskly picked up a fork, she met Lori mer's eyes. Her own flickered for a second, and then she looked back at him boldly. "Well, yes," she said coolly. "I did n't know which one, and I don't care for a bluff myself, unless it 's a good one. You 're sharp." Lorimer indulged in another rare laugh. "And yet," he added after a pause, "I doubt not that you can put up a bluff when occasion calls. This little trifle it does n't really matter, do you think ?" "You read me well," Clem replied [Si] CLEM promptly. "Yes, when the pot 's worth while I don't stay out because I don't stand pat on a royal flush." She flickered her eyelids at him again, after a droll fashion which he was beginning to recognize. "All the same," she resumed after an other pause, "don't you watch me too close. I 'm out of the running already, outclassed or underrated, and I declare to goodness, I don't know whether your sort is slower or swifter." "No doubt we have among us here one or two merely average plugs," returned Lorimer cheerfully. "Is that a facer, too?" asked the girl. "Well, I don't care. I can stand a man's come-back any day. Women! And then, you see, I don't call myself fast." Lorimer's lips parted in horrified haste, but the girl swept cheerfully on. "Oh, shunt all that!" she said with her lovely smile. "I don't hole} grudges. And women do ordinarily call me that. Oh, I know. Men don't, because men know me better. Women are nasty little things, r.82] CLEM don't you think, and I can't be judged by the general run of them. But," she smiled charmingly at him, "even a tortoise is faster than some animals." Meantime Farda turned to Lowe, who was watching the progress of affairs across the table with interested absorption. "This is dreadful!" she murmured. "And I dare say, merely because I say so, you '11 defend everything that 's happened ; defend it to the last ditch, Jack. Well, you '11 soon be there, that 's one comfort. Your battling will be short." "Oh, not in the least because you say so, my dear Farda," returned Lowe sooth ingly. "I am never moved by prejudice, as I endeavored to prove to you some hours back." He glanced into her pale face and laughed delightedly. "Brace up, Farda. "You '11 allow this feeling to carry you to lengths before long, and you can make a good guess, can't you, as to which side Mrs. Wines will be on ! So don't give way, my dear girl, in heaven's name ! There '11 be enough, without that sort of a fiasco." CLEM He settled back indifferently under Farda's disdainful stare. She was a girl of much cold brilliancy, who was possessed of much intelligence and was unhampered by any emotions, being a pitiless creature, to herself as well as to others. Her likes were few, and her dislikes were deep and lasting. A few moments later they all rose, the men with the women, and drifted about the rooms and the verandas. For the time being Lorimer placidly disregarded Reg gie's manifest attempt to corral the latest arrival, and remained in clear possession of his new acquaintance, though Reggie hovered near with an amount of cool intent praiseworthy in one so young. Half an hour later, while Reggie still lingered, he heard Clem Merrit answer a question whose asking had frozen his blood. "Yes, I sing," she said calmly, in the full hush of an unaccountable silence which had fallen over the room. "My father al ways said he was going to have me learn to sing, and he paid double rates to get a big Paris teacher to take me. At first de C84H CLEM Marronville said he would n't do it under any circumstances, but my father fixed it, and I studied almost a whole year. He said that for pure strength my voice was about the biggest thing he ever " Mrs. Gresham came forward quickly, her eyes shining like black agates, skilfully avoiding Lorimer's fixed gaze. "Then do sing for us, Miss Merrit !" she cried. "Something anything!" She would not yet meet Lorimer's eyes, but she came dangerously close to him, and across the entire length of the room she called to Mrs. Wines, whose face by now was a white mask. "Do ask her, Aunt Frances !" she called, with a daring of which she was gleefully conscious. "Oh, I '11 be glad to," the girl said calmly, turning surprised eyes upon the insistent clamorer, and to her intense gratitude Mrs. Wines realized that the situation was ended. Nothing could help or hinder now. Yet she flushed painfully under a look which Reggie flashed at her. It was very CLEM clear that Reggie excused nothing nor any body ; that he was passionately angry. And in the midst of byplay and side scene, all unconscious thereof, and all unawed by the silence which still hung heavy over the room, Clem Merrit walked over to the piano. "Most of my songs are coon," she said genially, over her wonderful shoulder. "But I '11 give you the Jewel Song from 'Faust,' " she added in thoughtful explana tion. It was her entire preliminary, and she dashed into the aria blithely. Lowe had edged his way carefully around the room, and by the time she ended, had contrived to displace Lorimer at the piano. In the pregnant silence which met her closing notes, he bent down to her. Reggie had given up the chase at last, and was standing, a miserable side-fixture, against the opposite wall. "Bully!" said Lowe in the entirely tone less voice with which he was wont to ex press his greatest pleasure. "Now, do me CLEM a favor; sing that Georgia coon song you used to sing while Denys was laying on his layers of paint " She laughed in frank pleasure, and broke into a rollicking coon song. By all stand ards of coon song literature she sang the thing rarely well, and when she finished this second effort there was liberal applause from the men. She cast a quick, invol untary glance over her shoulder, and her laughing eyes focused themselves on Mrs. Wines's face. Instantly the girl's face changed expres sion and color. What she had seen in the elder woman's eyes had shocked her. She caught her lip hard between her teeth, and then she rose, so abruptly that the piano seat was knocked headlong to the floor. "No !" she said curtly, in response to the insistent requests, always from the men, for more songs. She took a few steps b?ck across the room, but half way over she hesitated, and finally stopped, for a second isolated, al though a fringe of curious eyes stared at CLEM her, and half a dozen people stood within reach of her clenched hands. Her lip was still caught hard between her teeth, and her mouth was twisted and distorted, as if she were suffering physical pain. For a second which was longer to her than many burning hours no one stirred. Then, from the far end of the room, like a young prince, sweeping his guests to the right and the left of him, Reggie came imperiously, straight to Clem. "The moon is just climbing the pines," he said defiantly. "I 'm going to take you out to watch it." As he touched her arm a look of pas sionate gratitude shone in her eyes, but she turned to the men about her with all and more of her old, bold gaiety. "Not to-night," she reiterated. "This place got into my blood driving over from the station. Come, Reggie, let 's clear." They swept past Lorimer, past Mrs. Wines, pale and frozen, past Virginia and Lowe, and stepped through a long window onto the stone-flagged veranda without. CLEM Another moment, and the night swallowed them up. A little later, and those left unceremo niously behind made general exodus to the verandas. But one end, the entire east side, was left, by tacit consent, for those two who held it by priority of occupation. The shifting shadows showed now and then the silvery gleaming of a woman's dress; sometimes the woman herself in misty outline against the great pillars. And all through the evening's talk which followed, both Mrs. Wines and Lorimer missed one great thing, the sound of a girl's rich, strident laugh. It did not ring out once. VII IT was not yet six o'clock of the next morning when Lowe, strolling lazily through the dewy grass, saw a great red rose come hurtling through the air toward him. He caught it in his hand, and looked in the direction of its flight, to catch sight of Clem Merrit's bright head poised within the clambering arms of an old rose-tree which covered a summer-house. "When did your alarm clock go off?" he asked her, coming close to the railing, and resting his arms upon it. "It was Reggie's fist," said Clem. "We thought we 'd go walking, and then found the dew was so heavy that he 's gone off to the stables to get us something to drive before breakfast. Won't you come inside? There 's a bully view of the sea, and a seat, such as it is." "I 'm satisfied," said Lowe. "I adore the CLEM curve of your mouth when seen at just this angle, slightly above the level of the eye." "That 's all right," returned the girl, unmoved. "You 'd better go back to art and stick there. You may be a fair artist they say so. But as a weather man, you 're on the blink. What 's the good of knocking around if you can't sight dirty weather ahead ?" Lowe's light lashes flickered heavily two or three times. "'You mean ?" he asked politely. "That, as a press agent, Jack, you 're a shine." His face held its impassive presentment, but far back in his eyes she beheld the light of understanding, and she leaped at it, to drag it forth. "That coon song stunt did n't make a hit last night, did it?" she asked asser tively. "What 's the matter with your friends, Jack? Don't they like a laugh?" "Did n't they give you the laugh?" he asked. "Did n't they give you the hand ?" "They gave me the laugh all right, I CLEM reckon," Clem admitted calmly. "And the hand for that matter; clap out! What 's the matter with your friends, Jack? There 's nothing wrong with the song. And I 'm not more than three laps behind the right way to sing it, am I ?" "You sing it perfectly," Lowe uttered, with the finality of the recognized expert. "And everybody knows it " "No, they don't," said Clem, with the utmost impersonality. "There was n't a woman there that knew it. You men, of course " "You are doing Dell Gresham a cruel in justice," Lowe interrupted gravely. "Dell is authority on stunts of all sorts, and Dell appreciated every fine point, I give you my word." " I 'm not in a position to call you there," Clem returned. "I did n't happen to see Mrs. Gresham " She stopped and her level brows came together in a somber frown. Then she looked squarely into Lowe's eyes. "I see myself hitting the trail for town CLEM in about two days, Jack," she said. "This place has got on my nerves already. I don't seem to fancy it." "Ah, now, don't," Lowe begged. "When it 's really a delightful place, and considering the fact that it 's been so many months since we 've eaten at the same table-" "Were n't they jolly luncheons!" Clem interrupted, with eyes brimming with laughter. "The lovely messes that little coon of Claude Denys' could hand out! And to eat them in that studio of his, where everything had a taste of turpentine and oily rag you had no business there, but you used to run in every morning! And then the places we 'd drop into in the even ing, you and Denys and sometimes dad, and I. And then, always if dad was with us, we 'd go, after dinner, to some of those palaces, and watch dad play baccarat. Ah me, I love to see dad with a deck of cards in his hand, just before the deal. Do you remember him, Jack, red and bulky, with his tie just a little twisted, and his hat on C93] CLEM the back of his head, and everybody watch ing him, even the croupier ; and the highest players in all Paris just dropping over, one by one, to take a hand in the game ? Ah ! me, it 's nerve I love." "Where 's 'dad' now?" Lowe asked, his eyes fastened with keen interest on the girl's flushing, rippling face. "Getting ready to go down into South America and take a hand in some of the revolutions, so that he can get into a few gold-mines he 's bought," she replied care lessly. "Equador 's all tied up, and Colom bia 's worse. He 's got the rover's fever again that 's all that 's the matter. He 's just got home from this trip round the world with me he can't waste any more time sitting still, you know, or just having a good time. He 's got to go work again. This is the biggest gamble he 's gone into yet, for it takes in states and kings." "And you?" queried Lowe. There was a certain note in his voice which made the girl turn on him quickly. "Don't you go to blaming dad for leav- C94] CLEM ing- me behind him," she said emphatically. "You saw him down at the beach for those few days you could- see he was crazy to get out into God's country again. He 'd take me but I won't go. He 's been too good to trek about with me all this time. Anyway, I don't want to go." "But my God, girl, you 're too rich to Jive alone !" Lowe protested. Clem sunk her chin into her hands and stared down at him. "Don't let my money bother you any more than it does me and you won't say that sort of thing again," she said slowly. "Say, Jack, how do you come to be hob nobbing with this high-collared, stiff-cor seted crowd? You would n't have said that to me two years ago, in Paris." Lowe laughed a little. "Paris is differ ent," he said lamely. "American girls can do anything they like in Paris and it 's simply laid to Americanism !" "Well, I 've always done as I liked, you know," Clem replied simply. "And you can lay it all, always, to me. C953 CLEM What 's the good of life, if you put chains on yourself? That 's why I think I 'm going to trek out for town day after to morrow." "Don't!" Lowe said again. "It would be an injustice to everybody, if you do. You don't understand these people. Stay on, and learn them a little better. And if you are n't interested in that, stay on. to let them know you. They 're all right; an awfully good sort." "Usually I can size up a string without being held by the hand," Clem said, after a pause; "but this yard of colts gets past me. That Grantham girl 's got a sweet, fine nature, Jack ! I Ve got her all hung up on the line ! Who 's the other girl, Virginia ?" She said it all without malice, and she laughed without malice. "Virginia ?" echoed Lowe. "She 's a nice little thing; cousin of Lorimer's and spe cial pet of Mrs. Wines's. Never mind the women. Let's talk about Reggie. You may speak freely to me, Clem. I am a de pendable, grand fatherly person." r.963 CLEM "I 'm not talking much about Reggie right now," Clem said slowly; "but, so far, he seems to me the pick of this bunch." "You put him over Lorimer !" protested Lowe. "And Gresham ! And me !" "That Lorimer is what is he, Jack? He don't play ragtime, anyway." Lowe laughed. "Why, Lorimer can play ragtime," he said lightly. "My dear Clem, Lorimer likes you immensely. Believe me. You made your distinct hit with him, two weeks ago, when you gave us our palm-reading together remember? That was an inordinately clever stunt you put up that night. I should n't have brought him to you personally, if I had n't felt that I was doing an altruistic thing presenting two distinctly worth-while people to each other thereby cutting ice both ways. You seemed good enough pals down yonder at the shore; and here, last night " "Oh, he's smooth," rejoined Clem, somewhat absently. "Smooth as a piece of sash ribbon; the sort that does n't get jolted easy ; that can get into a cab without C973 CLEM having to go back after his hat; that can talk right along, the same sort of conversa tion, after the supper bill's hit him in the eye ! He 's that sort, all right." Lowe threw back his head and roared, but Clem stared down into his face soberly enough. "He writes, does n't he?" she added ab ruptly. "I read a book of his that Reggie had. It was all about this lot of people people like them. Somehow oh, it was good stuff, but it did n't seem to me it hit bottom I laid it to the sort of people he 'd taken hold of to write up, the sort that would die if they had to live in deep water; a goldfish crowd it was ! You know, Jack, I love an Indian, just because he 's got to have all outdoors to live in and off of. Reggie and I talked that book of Drake Lorimer's over and upside down, and from left to right and back again, Reggie stand ing up for it Reggie 's only part Indian, you know a great lot of him 's white man ! He kept saying it was all right ; but he banked all his belief on what the critics r.98] CLEM said about the Lorimer book. Every time I 'd say, 'But the man has n't got the work ing-man's standpoint !' Reggie would stand right up on both his feet and tell me that New York went wild over it, and old Drake had 'em all skinned ten miles !" She laughed a little. "Reggie's a good friend, and I reckon I did n't do Mr. Lorimer jus tice, after all; for if he has n't got the working-man's jargon right, he certainly has this high-collared set put down in black and white. I can see that, with only six o'clock last night to start from. I 'm an Indian, you know, Jack. I Ve got to have a lot of good, clean air to breathe, or I choke up and want to kill somebody." "Well," suggested Lowe, "vindicate the Indian, then, to the white man." Clem retorted promptly. "Not for a minute ! After all, the Indian does n't need vindication. He 's got his own code, his own laws of life, and if he lives up to them, he 's a good Indian, and has plenty of buf falo in the hunting-grounds beyond. I suppose it 's the same thing, only rarefied, C99] CLEM with the white man. I don't know. I Ve never lived with white men." She smiled down at last into his heavy, kindly face. "You 're sort of different from the rest of 'em here, Jack. I daresay you don't think that 's a compliment; perhaps not. Is it living in that queer shack of yours, just outside of Paris, with that queer gang you had about you; where anything you did was right, and nothing counted for wrong unless you lied to a woman, or played with a man with an ace up your sleeve ?" She bent down to him at last, and tapped his cheek lightly with her hand. "Talk!" she said. "Don't moon at six o'clock in the morning!" Lowe smiled up at her queerly, his kind eyes fixed steadily on hers. "I 'm not un shod, Clem," he replied briefly. "If I walk here at all, it is of your mercy." He paused for a moment, and the girl did not speak, but her questioning eyes were compelling. CLEM "I 've always said you were primitive," he continued cheerfully. "Do you remem ber that 'Eve' I showed you once, of Rodin's, while Denys was painting you the one thing you liked out of a mass of sculpture and you did n't know why? There was kinship between you it always typified you to me. Your Indian code has served you well; you 've lived it uncon sciously; you 've followed instinct, where the rest of us tentatively follow reason; and you 've walked gloriously all your years. But " "But " repeated the girl imperiously. Her eyes had never wavered from his. "But," Lowe went on, slowly, yet with no manner of hesitation, "it 's not in you to run away from any part of life, Clem. Good or bad, you 've never thrown down a hand yet. Whether you 've liked the cards or not, you 've played them magnifi cently" He saw that she was reading all things into his words, and he stopped, wondering that he had dared to say so much. She CLEM sat, with her chin in her hand, looking far away into the blue sky overhead. "He was the artist who said Eve's little ringer did n't matter, after he found the workmen had broken the plaster finger off, and cast the bronze without knowing it I remember you told me all about that. It was one of the finest, bravest things I ever heard." She laid both her hands out along the railing and looked at them with a curious smile. Lowe followed her eyes and smiled broadly. "Well, did it?" he asked. "Be side the breadth of the whole ; its splendid lines, its great life and greater spirit? Was n't criticism of that insignificant lack puerile and finicky ?" "Finicky !" she repeated. Her eyes dark ened slightly, and her lips curved scorn fully, but she looked at him at last with eyes that laughed beneath their flickering lids. "It 's a good thing that I still have in stinct to tell me what a glorious liar you are, Jack," she said. "Well, I 'm glad I Ve [102] CLEM met you down here, in this gang of your own sort, because you show up almost more of a man in it than you do out of it. Be cause I like courage, and it takes it to be different here !" "You 're not going away really?" Lowe asked her quickly, caught by a cer tain final note in her voice. "Oh, I don't know," Clem retorted care lessly. "The Wessons do you know the Wessons? racing people? want me down on their Long Island place for this month. They 'd be tickled to death if I wired them that I 'd be there to-morrow night for dinner!" She glanced at him from under heavy lids as he stood with folded arms and frowning brow, staring at the ground, and some thing in his face made her add quickly : "Don't you ever think I '11 be throwing up the game, if I do ! I Ve got a cold deal, and it 's the best way to play my hand. Take my word for that!" She laughed rather loudly and with a touch of bitter ness. Finally, she tapped his cheek again. CLEM "Your conversation this morning moves as easy as a cab horse on ,a sand track," she said. "You 're the champion rapid fire conversationalist !" Lowe caught hold of her hand. "I know those Wessons," he said jerkily, "and their crowd. They 're not your level, Clem." "I had a good time there two months ago," the girl said lightly. "I met them on the boat, coming over. That 's the way I meet most of the people I know on the boat coming over! I went right down with them, dad and I, and we had a good time. Nothing matters there, either, what ever you do. Nobody cares. They 're a good enough sort." "They 're not your level," Lowe repeated stubbornly. The second repetition of the words seemed to goad her into swift speech. "I 've got no level have n't had for two years not since I had that picture painted, and sat there morning after morning, hear ing you and Claude Denys talk and smoke CLEM by the hour. I went to him because he was the fashion, because my father wanted a portrait of me, and whenever you said portrait in Paris, somebody at your elbow, did n't matter where you were, said 'Denys!' Well, he took me, and painted me, and I sat there and heard him tell you about turning down this Lady So-and-so, and this Duchess of That, and this Mrs. Kerosene Somebody from Toledo, and all his reasons why. And I used to sit there, wondering why he *d taken me since I was n't the duchess, and was n't near the beauty that she was, and since he 'd turned down a woman whose husband was full as rich as my father. I never quite found out, and I stumbled through a lot of col umns of rot that the art critics wrote of The Woman in Blue !' Most of them said the work was superfine what they said of Denys was all right, but I did n't take to what they said of me, the things they said he 'd done with me. They seemed to talk me over considerable. You know what they said, the sort of woman a lot of them CLEM surmised I was. They did n't agree, by a long ways, but none of it was very flatter ing it started me to thinking, and I 've never stopped. Though the thinking did n't bother me a bit till this summer. Since then I 've got no level, Jack. You know it. You know it!" She had been speaking almost inaudibly, but with her last words her voice rose. She seemed at last to realize that Lowe still held her hand, and she tried to wrench it from him. But he held it persistently. "A big point of view is the rarest thing in the world, Clem," he said serenely. "Don't let motes hide it." Her frown grew deeper, and her lips tightened as she looked into his steady, kindly eyes. Suddenly she dragged her hands free. "Reggie 's calling," she muttered. "He ought to have been here half an hour ago !" She sprang to her feet, without any other word of farewell, and walked swiftly over to where Reggie waited for her in his motor-car. Lowe continued to stare after CLEM her as she placed herself in the driver's seat, displacing her young host without apology, and he gazed after the car until it lost itself in the curving roadway. Then he took up a slow stroll back to the house, with his hands clasped behind him, whist ling a monotonous roundelay whose words relate to an animal fair where birds and beasts congregate, and deal especially with the vissicitudes befalling an elephant and a monkey. This particular melo.dy always denoted a certain state of Lowe's mind to intimate listeners, and he came up the steps of the house to find Dell Gresham waiting for him with hands uplifted. "Heaven fend us!" she murmured piously, "that you start this glorious day so! What is the trouble? And may I be permitted to help in any way, however mean and small ?" "Good old Dell !" Lowe answered gladly. He broke off his roundelay abruptly, and pulled down the lady's upheld hands. "Dell, I want you to do me a great favor ; something that it not only takes a woman CLEM to do, but a woman of great social expe rience and instinctive tact " "My lord!" murmured Mrs. Gresham, with a thankful courtesy. "And this is it," Lowe went on, with the imperviousness of a raincoat. "For God's sake, take hold of things ! My word for it, there 's gold lying loose in this merry little group, and Dell, you 've got a touch stone that ought to find it. And a woman's friendship means so cursedly much more than a man's can, sometimes. It can build up, sometimes, where a man's can only destroy. Be a good fellow, old girl." "I suppose I could n't have helped last night's break, but I 'm perfectly certain I did n't try," Dell confessed, with a charm ing air of penitence. "Make 'em all play up ! You 've got the faculty!" growled Lowe, as he followed her toward the breakfast-room. Mrs. Gresham turned on him quickly. "I can ! I have !" she said. Her thought was growing in her brain. "I wonder," CLEM she emitted at length, "what might be made of that girl, with the proper " Lowe ambled quickly to her side with his characteristic gait, a certain give at the ankles like that of a camel in its native sands, but possessed of a natural litheness which gave his awkwardness grace. He raised his hands devoutly. "Never!" he said in a tone which ad mitted of no appeal. "This is no part of any uplift movement, Dell. I refuse to be a party to any such trashy game. When mortals condescend to mortals, then truly do the gods weep!" He paused as they reached the door, and held her back for a moment. "I shall dare," he said whimsically, "to remind you of this great axiom of the studios: There are certain things which should never be finished; the freshness of first lines, the bloom of the sketch, should be left on them forever!" He watched her furtively as Clem and Reggie came in, almost an hour later, wind- CLEM blown and laughing, from their swift morning flight, and his brow cleared as he noted the manner with which she drew the girl into a chair beside her, and began to talk to her with that rattling fluency which was Dell's at all times. Clem rose to it, and, thanks to the ozone of the morning and of Dell Gresham's vitality, her poise was unbroken by Mrs. Wines's appearance, and the almost oppressive cordiality of that lady's morning greetings. Lowe, watching Clem with an interest whose genuineness excused it, was uncertain as to how much, after all, she had really perceived of the situation into which they were all plunged, so thoroughly natural did .she seem, and so thoroughly at her ease. VIII THAT first unfortunate evening struck hardly the correct keynote of the week which followed, and yet it echoed through most of the days which came after; for Clem Merrit, that is to say. For she had caught the jangling note, even so early, and neither the assiduous courtesies of her hostess and her fellow- guests, nor the outright, downright devo tion of her young host himself, could dull her ears or shut her clear-seeing eyes. She had taken Mrs. Wines's invitation to The Pines for what it seemed: an honest, im pulsive desire for her company; and she had accepted in that spirit precisely. She admired Reggie's mother tremendously, with a species of infatuated adoration at which she herself laughed ; had so admired her through the first three weeks of her and Reggie Wines's tropical friendship. She CLEM had never, in all her untamed, wandering life, come into personal contact with such a woman, and her delight at Mrs. Wines's seemingly instantaneous response to her adoration was naive and bubbling. But even so early was her warm heart chilled. Mrs. Wines's face, as Clem turned from the piano that night and looked upon it Clem Merrit could not forget it. It held more than Mrs. Wines dreamed of her real feeling, and the girl, interpreting dimly and uncertainly, felt only bewilderment. As Farda Grantham had carefully pointed out, the party was small. Conse quently it was impossible for Clem not to see much of them all. She listened in a sort of mental daze to the talk which went on about her, diamond-bright; diamond- hard, it seemed to her sometimes; of peo ple, events, arts and varied crafts, whose terminology was all but Greek to her, and yet whose drift she shrewdly caught. Sometimes she felt all but smothered in the webs of verbal finesse which this sort of people wound skilfully, delightfully, yet so CLEM futilely it seemed to her, about trivial hap penings and worse than trivial emotions. No motive seemed simple any longer; double after double was presented to fleet ing view, and was then buried beneath some light shaft of wit as an inconsequent thing, over which it was absurd to spend further time. In this estimate she did the table and veranda talk at The Pines some injustice. It was not superficial talk, because it touched hidden depths more often than the girl recognized; but it was subtle and polished, filled with brilliant hiatus so ob vious to this little group of friends, that they honestly did not perceive its unintelli- gibility to an outsider. From it all, time and again, Reggie res cued her. They rode and drove and walked, spending hours of each day apart from all the others, and no one said them nay. Both Lowe and Lorimer were atten tive and interested, but for a day or two she saw but little of them. After that, in what manner Reggie hardly knew, his hours and hers alone together were swiftly CLEM shortened. She played golf with Lowe, tennis with Lorimer, took advantage of Dell's openly proffered friendship to ex change vivid experiences, and she treated Reggie's confused and growing misery with careless ease. For more and more, as the days went on, did the boy become sorely troubled. Something in their world had shifted; they looked at each other with new eyes which did not seem their own. The deep, dark pine-groves seemed peopled to him, alone with her, as the crowded driveways at that crowded summer resort had not been. And yet she herself was so nearly the same that he could put a decisive finger on nothing definite the point wherein lay the entire secret of his misery. This week, for a first week, had been as tonishingly quiet, considering that several congenial neighboring families were es tablished for the summer. Dell Gresham knew excellently well that her aunt had planned it so, but she woke the morning of the fourth day to find herself resenting it. "I 'm going to be a promoter," she said CLEM enigmatically to Gresham, as they went down to breakfast ; and she refused to elu cidate save by her actions, which, within the next few hours had contrived to be all but revolutionary. Both Lorimer and Lowe observed with ill-concealed interest Dell's clever baiting of her aunt, which re sulted in telephoned invitations to the Goodwins and the Effingers and the Hous- mans before noon, for an informal gather ing that night. It was on the afternoon of that same day that Clem Merrit sat at ease on some side steps, alone, with her white skirts sweeping carelessly about her feet, and her broad- brimmed sailor hat tipped low over her eyes. She had been on the links for an hour, practising in solitude a bit of fine play which Lowe had demonstrated that morning, to her defeat. By and by the Greshams and Farda and Lowe came out, and Clem, seeing them approaching, ended her solitary play. "No, thanks," she said to their invitation to go around. "I 've been tramping these CLEM grounds all day. No," she added to Lowe, who lingered by her. "Come," he persisted. But she shook her head firmly, and retreated to the steps. Therefore was she sitting in solitude here. As she stared before her, the human figures faded from her view, and her eyes grew vacant as their sparkle died. She was thinking, thinking. Clem Merrit herself was elemental, singularly free from subtleties and quib- blings and ambiguities, but the taint of suspicion was working in her now, irresist ibly. These people, of what sort were they? The Greshams she honestly liked; in her terminology they were jolly and rode straight. Farda Grantham she smiled over with spontaneous amusement, for the girl's manner struck her as decidedly hu morous. Lowe she pronounced jolly and straight also ; of a piece with the Greshams, and still a worthy member of that Parisian group into which she had stepped for a few brief weeks. Lorimer she shook her head with an involuntary little shiver, and her CLEM eyes darkened with the stab of a memory a memory of that salad course at that first dinner, and her intercepted glance at her hostess. It was hardly mortification that she felt now; it had been a far cry from mortification that she felt then. But that little incident stood out, suddenly alive with meaning, from all the hours crowded full of incidents, many of them similar. And shoulder to shoulder with that memory came the other one: of Mrs. Wines's face later that same evening, after the singing of that topical song! Clem's face darkened; for, if she had not yet shown the possession of that swift perceptiveness which is the foundation of culture, she had the instinct of the wild for insincerity; and the sight of Mrs. Wines's proud, pained face had told her, that first night, that she had been deceived; that it was not because of a personal liking for her that Reggie's mother had asked her here. Reggie ah, Reggie was straight and loyal yet! He was born honest and sincere, and, after her own peculiar fash- CLEM ion, that other girl was honest, that little cousin of Drake Lorimer's, who lived with, and was loved by, Reggie's mother Clem turned at the sound of footsteps behind her, to see Virginia Garnet coming toward her with a sketching-board under her arm, and a box of water-colors. As she saw Clem, the younger girl hesitated perceptibly. Clem continued to tap her foot in rhythmic time against the step, while she looked reflectively upon this girl, pale and saintish, another type from this new world of types; the sort of girl that Mrs. Wines could love so tenderly "Hello!" Clem broke into her own thoughts so. "Going out yonder ?" Virginia hesitated still. "No, I played this morning. I was going to do a mono chrome from the Point. The whole day is so heavenly blue." There followed a pause, during which Clem continued to gaze reflectively, while Virginia battled with a strong distaste for obedience to the mandates of hospitality; but she spoke sweetly at last : CLEM "Won't you come out with me ? Every body seems asleep, or busy." Clem sat silent for a moment; then she swung leisurely to her feet. "Yes, I '11 come," she said. "Not because every body 's asleep or busy because I can go to sleep myself, or get busy. I '11 just come." Virginia felt somewhat puzzled; her kindliness had seemed to her so sincere that she was not aware of the slight pa tronage lurking in it, and it never occurred to her that Clem's words were a good- natured flinging back of the unasked-for commodity. Silence fell between them as they started down the road, a silence of which Virginia was uncomfortably con scious. Clem was entirely oblivious to it, for little memories were springing up in her mind this afternoon, and distracting it. Yet suddenly she laughed. "Oh, nothing," she said lightly, in reply to Virginia's surprised inquiry. "You just have a queer collection back yonder under that roof ; a queer lot, that 's all." Virginia's face expressed doubt and dis- CLEM taste. "We all like each other very much," she said, with a bit of dignity, "and we understand each other." "All of you?" asked Clem humorously. "Some of you are n't so easy to under stand, you know." The younger girl flushed slightly under the mild fling, but she volunteered no an swer, and in silence chose the spot for their lounging and her sketching. Clem flung herself down on the sand, and stretched herself along it as gracefully and lithely as a cat. "How old are you?" she asked Virginia abruptly. Virginia glanced up in surprise. "I 'm twenty years old," she answered briefly. For a few moments Clem watched the swift strokes of the brush in silence. Then she spoke with immense energy : "What have you done all your life?" Again Virginia looked up in almost cold amazement, but Clem brushed such con ventional emotions ruthlessly aside. "I mean it," she said brusquely. "I CLEM was n't brought up with girls I don't know anything about any sort of girls, let alone your sort. I want to know what you 've been doing all your life, all these twenty years ; how you 've lived." "That 's a very hard question to answer off-hand," Virginia replied, almost child ishly. "I have n't done anything but what all girls do : go to school, and study music and art, and travel. I studied art in Paris one year last year because it took me that long over there to find out that my drawing is very bad. It 's queer I had to go over to Paris, and stay there that long to learn that one thing." Clem commented dryly : "I don't know about that. I daresay a lot of us have to go a long way to learn lots of things. I 'm twenty-six," she added, with a tardy rec ognition of the confidence which had just been granted her. "But," she continued energetically, "after all, what have you done? Where have you lived? What " She stopped. Virginia raised her eyes to her ques- CLEM tioner. "I don't know what you want to find out about me," she said directly. And that directness, even with its implied re serve, appealed strongly to Clem Merrit. "Look here," she said impulsively. "I want to know how a girl of your sort does live; what she does, how she fills in her time I was n't brought up your way, you know. I never have learned much about women, and I 'm free to say that till lately most of them seemed pretty cheap affairs. Perhaps that 's because I 've never met just your lovely, fluffy sort before. And then, of course, women don't care for me, hardly ever; and I don't care for that, either." Virginia began to answer slowly, reluc tantly. She did not know this girl, and did not want to know her. Yet Drake had asked her to be cordial, and she cared much for her cousin Drake. And Reggie had commanded her to be decent, in a manner which compelled obedience. Therefore she began to speak earnestly, dutifully, but with some aimlessness. "My father is in Japan now," she said. CLEM "He is interested in collecting weapons; that is why he is there. When I did not want to go back to Paris this winter to the school there, which was what my father expected me to do, he was very much wor ried to know what to do with me, and Mrs. Wines asked him to let me stay with her. Reggie is in school, you know, and she is very lonely. It has all been just school and French-conversation classes, and dancing- class, and art school and Paris." She stopped breathlessly. "And now here!" uttered Clem elo quently. She leaned further back, and watched the girl as she bent studiously over her work. Suddenly she laid one strong finger on the drawing. "What did you call this?" she asked. "This is just a sketch," Virginia replied uncertainly. "But you called it something," Clem in sisted lazily. "You said you were going to do something from the Point." "A monochrome," said Virginia. She glanced up, and what she saw in Clem Mer- C I2 3] CLEM rit's face made her add in sweet pedantry, "A sketch in one color." Another silence fell. Clem lay far back, watching intently the face near her. She had never hungered after anything in all her life, material or spiritual. She had played without protest whatever hand had been dealt her. What the gods had given she had taken. What they had withheld she had not begged for. What they might snatch away she had let go with a laugh until this week. This new hunger which gnawed within her was indefinite, inchoate, purely rudimentary. But she had caught glimpses of other planes of thought and action, and this afternoon, as she watched and listened, there came upon her the first stir of an embryonic ideal, and it sickened her as it quickened. She could not speak, so great was her mental daze ; she only lay there, staring with wide eyes which she dared not close. Virginia began to speak again, restlessly, with determined civility: "I am studying art just because I love it. CLEM My mother was a sister of my cousin Drake's father there is where I get my love for it, they say. Drake's father was a man of very great talent. He wanted Drake to be an artist. But Reggie's father saw that Drake would be only merely good at that, and he helped my uncle to give up his particular ambition for Drake. Dr. Wines was a very great man. It seems queer that Reggie is so different from both his mother and his father. He and Drake are great chums. He is going into Wall Street, he says, and Drake laughs at him. Reggie and I are just the same age." She paused; to begin again with the same effect of resolute entertaining. "Farda Grantham and I went abroad to gether. She studied music. We stayed at Madame Vallormes's school. The girls there used to amuse themselves by teaching the American girls the French V. Some times I can say it by itself now, but never in a word. Dell laughs at me because I say I am going to study art always, and so does Drake, and so does Reggie. Dell and * CLEM her husband are great travelers. They lived in Japan for a year. They came home through India. Dell says they are going back there and be Brahmins." "Mrs. Gresham is a jolly little woman," said Clem briefly. Her heart warmed sud denly with memories of long morning hours and lazy afternoons when she and Dell Gresham had talked with common in terest and understanding. Virginia replied with civil effort: "She is very nice indeed. She is very unconven tional, though. She does so many things that other women don't do, perhaps would n't dare to do. Yet in her they are perfectly right. Before she was married she was the same way. But no one ever cared." "Why?" demanded Clem quickly. She turned slightly, and stared straight at the, simple child before her. "Well," hesitated Virginia, "because she is Dell Gresham for one thing, I suppose. And then, whatever she does, does n't mat ter because, no matter how absurd she is, 126] CLEM all the time every one knows that she knows every convention to the letter, and simply does n't care about it. And nobody else can care, you see." Clem bit her under lip cruelly. She raised herself swiftly on one elbow and looked keenly at the girl. Then she laid herself down again, satisfied that nothing personal could have been meant. That salad course was in her mind again. Mrs. Gresham, it appeared, might have eaten hers with a spoon, and it would have mat tered not at all, merely because she hap pened to know and others knew she knew which fork ! She laughed shortly, as she flung her arms above her head. "Just school and French classes, and dancing-classes, and art-schools, and travel, and Paris ! ' And people ! This sort ! "I Ve had school some. It came a lit tle late I was almost as old as you are now when I really had your sort of school, but I Ve had it. I hate French, but I know German, learned to speak it when I was a CLEM child a pal of my father's used to talk it to me all his spare time. I 've had French as far as that goes and Paris. I 've had dancing-classes, not that I ever needed them much. I never took drawing; but I Ve had music " She felt the slow, dark flush creeping over her face. She was thinking again of that long, long room, and the songs she sang, and she was bitterly ashamed. And she did not in the least know why. For even now she told herself angrily that the coon song was merely broadly funny, no more. She was not capable of going be yond broad fun. But everything about it had been wrong. It hurt her terribly to remember Mrs. Wines's face, white and frozen. Even Jack Lowe, with all his comforting attempts to make her forget it, had only succeeded in impressing it on her that only the men appreciated it, cared for it at all. From them alone had come her meed of applause. She had never cared for the applause or approval of women before. But here, she felt the lack sorely. CLEM They seemed of different races, these women here, and she herself. And why? She was trying to get hold of the tangle this afternoon. At last she went on : "But people this sort " And there she stopped again. Virginia hesitated a moment. Then she spoke clearly: "I wonder, sometimes, if I Ve had too much of this sort. I wonder if there are n't other sorts as good better !" She dropped her brushes and pushed her drawing-board away, and stared absently out over the water. Her eyes darkened, and her sweet lips curved almost bitterly. Clem looked at her wonderingly; the words seemed like heresy to her who had lived all her life beyond the pale; who had not even dreamed that such people as these were in the world; and who, seeing them now for the first time, was filled with the almost certain conviction that this sort was the sort most to be desired, even though she, by force of what had gone be fore, were forever cut off from it. CLEM "You don't really think that," she as serted at length. "Ah, don't I !" Virginia breathed. She caught her breath sharply. "At least," she added, after a bit, "I ought to know other sorts, if only to be able to judge them bet ter." Clem glanced furtively at the girl's strained face. She was shrewd enough to perceive that Virginia was thinking of her not at all. "Oh, in this world it does n't pay to judge," Clem said, with a rather grim laugh. "The worst ones of us have some good in us, though it may not come out until our last hour. I 've seen some men live like jackals, and die like gentle men." She was watching the girl's face rather sharply. It was a revelation to her that Virginia Garnet could be so vitally moved by inner feelings. The younger girl spoke swiftly: "I knew it I always knew it you mean that there is always good in men." CLEM Clem answered soberly: "I don't think of any man, living or dead, that I would n't say that of." And something impelled her to add, "It takes death though, to bring the good out of some men. And nobody wants to live with a jackal, even if he is able to die like a gentleman." "You 've known a great many men," Virginia asserted. "Do you think a man can love two women?" Clem laughed. "Can !" she repeated elo quently. "They do; three four and on up." "I mean at one time," Virginia added. "Perhaps not four at a time," Clem re turned frivolously, "but two easily they do it constantly love two women." "I mean really love," Virginia insisted gently. She was looking far into Clem's eyes, and Clem, rather startled by the in tensity of the gaze, checked herself, with a slight frown. "Oh, well, I don't," she said. "That 's too rare to talk about." A few moments of silence fell between CLEM them. Clem's hands were clasped lazily behind her head, and she started slightly when Virginia's voice broke the pause. "I knew a man once," she said quickly then her face flushed fiercely, and her white throat throbbed. "I knew a man once," she repeated in a changed voice, "who told me that he loved a woman with a sort of evil fas cination and loved a girl too, better, far better, than he could love this woman Do you think that that 's true?" Clem stared steadily at the girl from under half-closed lids. It was all very transparent, and very young; but for the first time in her memory, Clem Merrit shrank from her knowledge of life. She could not remember the time when she had illusions, but she knew that this girl beside her was arrayed in them, despite this one evident sad rent; and the perception made her hesitate. "Why, it could be true enough," she said slowly. "But why did he run around tell ing it to anybody? Why did n't he go CLEM off under the stars and fight it out, face to face with himself ?" "He should n't have told?" Virginia queried vaguely. "Not any one? Not even the girl to explain to her why he had to leave her" "My God!" murmured Clem Merrit, very slowly. She drew herself to a sitting posture, and fixed a level gaze upon the waters. "I 'd hate to tell you what I think about that," she threw over her shoulder at Virginia. "But I wish you would," the girl per sisted. "It 's interesting. I wish you would tell me." "How old was that man?" Clem asked curtly. "Thirty-five! And an up-to-date man, eh ! Well, he was n't that big a fool. And if he was n't a fool, a man like that, he 's a rascal." Virginia spoke with a sharp catch in her voice. "That is what my cousin Drake said. Exactly what he thought." "Well, your cousin Drake 's an experi enced sort," said Clem dryly. "He ought CLEM to know." She hesitated a moment, and then she asked : "That other man he is n't among your sort?" "No," said Virginia dully. Clem leaned back again against her rock, and watched the girl as she gathered up her drawing-materials restlessly. It had all been an unwitting confession of a girl's first, foolish love, and Clem's heart warmed to this childish thing quite as fervently as if Virginia had voluntarily confided in her. It was a new experience for Clem, to hear a woman's confidence, and she cherished it avidly. This girl, shielded like a flower from life, until she knew nothing of life Clem wondered longingly what a girlhood like this girl's must be. "Just school and travel, and classes, and people this sort. I 've had some of the school, and the travel; but people- There she stopped again. "You 've had people," Virginia said longingly. "The sort to make you certain of yourself; but my whole life has gone C'34] CLEM for nothing but to make me altogether un certain." Clem laughed a little grimly. "It 's af fected you that way too," she said mu singly. "And yet your people seem certain enough. They 've got no doubts. And I 've not had many in my life. It 's easy to see clear when you see only one side." Then she drew herself up. She knew nothing of the literature of the confes sional, but she had the instinct of that in comparable guider of souls who gave but two minutes to confession on the plea that it is too dangerous a relaxation. Behind them they heard the shrill whistle of an afternoon train. "Shall we go back?" Virginia asked, the spell that was on her broken now by Clem's stirring. "Dinner is early to-night, on ac count of the Goodwins, and the Effingers, and the rest, coming over for the evening." When they reached the house, after a rather silent walk, they found Reggie there, just arrived from town, whither he CLEM had gone on some pressing call that morn ing. "I got all your traps and Dell's, Vee," he said. "I also dropped into that roof gar den, and got the swing of that infernal ragtime you were trying to drill into me a while back. See !" On the top step he executed a marvel- ously intricate clog, glancing beyond Vir ginia's smiling eyes to Clem. She was laughing too, but a look lurked within her eyes which he had never seen there before, and he was fairly conversant, too, with those bits of blue. He sprang down immediately and came toward her. Per haps he had never looked so boyish, and so altogether lovable. "Dell 's calling you, Vee," he said shamelessly. "I hear her. Anyway, this cart 's not built for three. And Miss Mer- rit needs a bit of fast driving to tone her up." He came close to her as she stood on the graveled pathway. Just now Reggie was essentially a young and healthy animal, C'36] CLEM with a healthy scorn of mental subtleties and psychological riddles. Yet, from the very facts of his birth and environment, he had within him perceptions and feelings not animal, nor material, and these intangi ble things took hold of him and gripped him as he looked into Clem's pale face. Virginia went up the steps and disappeared within the house; Reggie noted the fact over his broad shoulder. Then he looked at Clem with lovable mastery. "Get in," he said briefly. But she did not move, merely looked at him steadily, with dumb contemplation and unworded questioning. He advanced a step nearer. "What 's up?" he asked. "Has any one-" He stopped because he could not go on. It was a question hard to finish; it con ceded too much of possibility. Clem's eyes turned suddenly away, dark ening somberly. For the first time in her life, perhaps, she caught the absolute pitch of a ringing chord, and knew it. In that second all the questionings of all the days CLEM just past found their swift, relentless an swer, and that embryonic thing, formless and nameless, which had stirred first that afternoon, moved fiercely within her soul once again. "Clem !" the boy said harshly. She faced him deliberately, with her shoulders squared, and her head flung high. Then she let him put her into the cart. In another moment they were off, leaving behind them a small, subsiding whirlwind of dust and pebbles. And the echo, on the summer breeze, of her ringing laugh. C'38] IX MRS. WINES sat wearily this night at the foot of her table. The next day would see the departure of her guests, most of them, and she was fiercely glad. This week had been one which she could never forget, and which she would have wiped out of all memory. About her silent self the table talk rose to ever increasing crests. It mounted higher and higher, and it seemed that it would never fall; yet it had about it that instability which marks a mounting wave whose sure collapse must come, and she waited wearily for the end, with every nerve tightening under the strain. Across from her, on Reggie's right hand, sat Clem Merrit. He had placed her there to-night with some ostentation; had gone to the length of exchanging a place or two to accomplish it. On Clem's other CLEM side sat Lorimer, and on Reggie's left were Dell and Lowe. It was among these five that the talk was surging to such heights of gaiety. Mrs. Wines watched the girl to-night with eyes which were filled with fear as well as weariness. The fear was a new one, and had stolen on her unawares, to haunt her like a great shadow, bringing with it a conviction of guilt, a certainty that she had tampered insultingly with hidden things. Her fear was no longer the mother's fierce dread for her boy, but sprang from the shameful knowledge that she had put out a wanton hand and had bruised a soul. For the girl had seen there was no doubt of that; she had seen, partially at least, the difference. She was not crushed and broken ; she was bolder and gayer and more bewilderingly assertive to-night than ever; her voice was higher and her laugh more loud. Yet for three days past there had been a certain gleam in her eyes, every sight of which had shocked Reggie's CLEM mother into panic ; which made her feel the cringing craven whenever she looked into Clem Merrit's steady, brilliant eyes. Par tially, at least, the girl had seen. To Mrs. Wines the proof of this had been plain, in Clem's suddenly evident comradeship with Lowe and Lorimer; in her resolute pushing of Reggie to one side ; in his restless hoverings on the outer edge of these new groupings, and his patent dis satisfaction thereat. For the three of them the week had proved a bitter one, and to-night she felt more deeply for the girl than for the boy. She remembered grate fully now Lorimer's cold bit of comfort on the day of her discovery; that Reggie would recover; that a boy must have his experiences, his fancied loves. Reggie's welfare troubled her to-night not at all; the love-interest thereof had long since vanished from all phases of the case. In this thing she no longer thought of hearts. It had become a matter of soul, a matter of responsibility for the spirit she had deliber ately and sorely wounded. For the girl CLEM had seen. She was no adventuress. She was without culture or refinement, if one chose so pitilessly to analyze her, but she had perception enough to see the things which Mrs. Wines had determined to make her see. Lorimer had helped throughout the week. And Lowe. Mrs. Wines discovered herself at the outset to be glad indeed that Lowe had known the girl before. It made his rescuing of situations less patent than Lorimer's sometimes seemed to her; al though nothing could have been more deli cate than Lorimer's silken manceuvers. After all, Lowe took but little part in any thing connected with the girl's position in the household, and he was not in the confi dence of his hostess by so much as the breath of a whisper. Yet she felt, with the guilty certainty of discovery which a crim inal feels, that Lowe understood perfectly the situation, and resolutely held aloof, definitely refused to be entangled in so questionable a proceeding as this had been. But Lorimer had been openly devoted to 142 3 CLEM the girl, more and more genuinely inter ested as the days passed. "She is a most interesting type," he said once to his hostess, and in a certain way Mrs. Wines resented it; it sounded heart lessly scrutinizing, cruelly perceptive. Yet to anything of the sort in Lorimer the girl had been oblivious, unless it might be that in the last few days there had come a subtle change in her manner to him, a certain armed neutrality lying within her eyes as they rested on Lorimer's high-bred face. Yes, within the last few days there had certainly come a change. She sighed wearily. The swirl of talk and laughter oppressed her beyond meas-. ure. How she longed for the night to be ended for the morning to dawn. Then Farda was to go to the Effingers for over Sunday; Lowe was to go into town for a few days to meet some London friends just arrived; Clem Merrit was to leave for all time; of that Mrs. Wines was convinced. For Clem Merrit had perceived. By the next evening The Pines would be practi- C'433 CLEM cally cleared of visitors; Dell and Eaton and Lorimer did not count as visitors. Even Lorimer might be gone, if he decided to accompany Lowe. Shreds of talk assailed her ears now and then, and from time to time she listened listlessly, smiling at the proper moments, but silent. When last she listened defi nitely, they had been recounting poker stories the two best ones, by common consent, were Clem Merrit's. Now, as she came out of her painful reverie, horses and racing were the themes. She listened with set lips to the verbal proofs of Clem Mer rit's familiarity with the Derby winners at home and abroad; to the names of her fa vorite bookmakers; to all the argot of the race-tracks. Never had such talk been heard at her table, and she shrank from its sound as from physical blows. She turned indignant eyes on Lorimer once, when he seemed not content to let sleeping dogs lie, but insisted on deeper details. She glanced at Reggie too, and the boy met her eyes CM4] CLEM squarely. He, too, was pale, but she saw again that straightening under fire which she had seen that night of her first meeting with the girl, when she had been mad, mad, mad! Unless the girl had truly seen, would come to her help, it had been of no use, none of it! It was with animated and vivid detail that Clem was answering Lorimer's ques tions about various times of trial and tri umph on the turf, and Mrs. Gresham's eyes lighted up with her own interest. She herself was desperately fond of horses, and she held to the topic after Lorimer sat back, silent and reflective. He was think ing of the real fineness of these rough men's stories, roughly told as they were. The girl's tale always had its point, no matter how rough-hewn the handle might be. Here was a woman who had attained, through some processes, to a man's stand point of honor and conduct of life, and a man's standpoint on a few other trifles as light as air to the average woman. He CLEM wondered, calmly, how much of that which was really higher and finer had been lost in such attaining. "Have you a stable? Really?" Dell asked eagerly. "I wish you 'd come down into Virginia and see it some time," Clem answered hos pitably. "It 's the one spot on earth that 's really home to me; the one place I think I 'd want to strike for if I was dying, don't you know ! I have a fine two-year-old who 's going to be good for next year. My jockey? Jimmy Hinch. He can ride at ninety-five pounds when he has to ; has good hands ; rates a horse well in front, or behind a pace-maker. He can ride a wait ing race too, and put up a Garrison finish. He -'s safe and careful, and a quick boy away from the post, and he can have a leg up on Fleet wood At last the high-crested wave slipped spinelessly down to dead level. Clem's eyes had focused themselves squarely on Mrs. Wines as she began to speak, and as her voice died in her throat, she turned D46 ] CLEM slowly away from her hostess's proud, pained face. Once again, and forever, it seemed to her, she saw herself mirrored in that woman's eyes; herself as she was, held up against this background of a life into which she had never before entered, and of which she had never dreamed. As she sat, her hand gripping fiercely the thread-like stem of her wine-glass, Lorimer leaned forward, speaking in stantly, his words seemingly mere inter ruption ; yet the girl's lip curled with pride and anger as she listened : "I saw Jimmy Hinch last June, Miss Merrit. During the Saratoga meet he landed two 2O-to-i shots, two io-to-1 shots, two 8-to-i shots, beside shorter- priced horses. He 's one of the few good colored boys in the saddle since the days of J. Winkfield. Have you heard that the Derwin stables have all but got him? I understand, however, that he 's a free lance, still." The girl picked up her wine-glass and drained it. She contrived to pull her scat- E'47] CLEM tered self together, and her voice sounded almost natural as she replied. "I know the major domo of the Derwin stables. He 's crazy over Hinch. He won't get him, either. I may not, but he won't. You 're good to hand me what you think is a straight tip, though." Her eyes blazed hotly into Lorimer's, and stirred him for a moment from his wonted calm. There is something about a roused woman which few men care to provoke. He was keen enough to perceive that she saw straight through his manifest rescuing of the situation, and was far from grateful for his trouble, and he was doubly annoyed at her perception and at his trans parency. He was not used to failing so signally in finesse. But at this moment, they all turned, by common impulse, toward Reggie. "Here 's to Fleetwood, topped by Hinch !" the young host said. His words came rapidly, tumbling over each other. "Fleetwood 's worth even a Hinch. If he keeps up his present form, and works out CI483 CLEM the Derby time, he must go to the post, and we '11 back him there !" It was a boyish rally to a dust-trailed flag, and in token of its bravery, the all- concealing talk rose again with a gallant surge. Lowe, who had been sitting silent and half frowning, bent at last toward Farda Grantham with a sunny smile. "Brace up, Farda," he urged encourag ingly. "After all, what do you care? Dell bets, you know, bets viciously. And why not, if she wants to. Or anybody wants to!" "That sort of thing, its endurability, de pends altogether on breeding," said Miss Grantham icily. "Our ever fruitful con tention, Jack; blood versus ". Mrs. Wines's face whitened even more, as she caught the stray words of Farda's unreasoning speech. She gave the rising signal to the women; but Reggie was the first of all on his feet, and his chair was pushed back with a commendable decision. "We shan't stay behind, to-night, moth er," he said. He turned openly to Clem CLEM Merrit, and walked with her down the wide hall. At the door of the music-room they held a short, sharp parley, in which the girl won. "Everybody 's turning in here. I don't want to go out there to-night," she said repeatedly, as he tried to induce her to leave the house and its people behind them. She cut the discussion short at last by sit ting down within a window recess, and the boy took up a defiant stand near her, with his arms folded, and a heavy frown darkening his brow. Every one was talk ing again, eagerly, with a keen sense of relief. The dinner hour had been rather dreadful. At last there came a unanimous call for Dell. "Songs!" that small lady cried. She jumped down from a window where she had been perching, and ran over to the piano, looking quite Mephistophelian in her scarlet crepe. She stood beside the piano, and played standing. She began to sing, a gay, English music-hall mixture of coster and coon. She cake-walked as she played, CLEM after the fashion of many nations. The entire bit of business was indescribably sug gestive and utterly laughable, and for that, as well as because of the dinner and its nerve-racking incidents, every one roared and called imperiously for repetition. As Dell reached the last stanza for the second time, Clem, sitting half hidden in her curtained recess, with her blue eyes burning coldly, saw Mrs. Wines enter and stand, unnoticed, in the doorway. Clem watched her with bitterly curious eyes. As Dell cut a last delicious caper, and crashed out one resounding final chord, Mrs. Wines moved quickly across to her, and laid a caressing hand upon her niece's arm, smil ing the while into the sparkling face. "Be our monkey to-night, Dell," she said. "Wear the bells for a full hour, and claim what reward you will." Clem Merrit hurled herself upward to her feet. Had she followed instinct, "she must have screamed aloud, and torn at something, be it flesh or stone. The call to battle sounded in her ears. Its voice CLEM impelled her. She had held herself under rigid restraint for many days, and because of that had suffered many things. She was leaving the next day thank God! but before she left this house of suffering and humiliation she must cry aloud her defense She choked back a strangling gasp of shame and resentment, and then she stepped quickly, silently, through the long window near her, out to the empty veranda. Once there, beneath the cold, pale stars, she flung herself in weak abandon against the chill stone of one of its great pillars, her bare shoulders writhing and twisting in her torment of spirit. She felt like a leaf in the grasp of her Fate. But suddenly, with an inward horror, she caught herself up. Some one was coming toward her a man! If it were Reggie now he must hear her out, must know But it was not Reggie it was Drake Lorimer. She faced him desperately, her body 152:1 CLEM drawn to its full height, her hands clasped behind her, her bare shoulders still resting against the cold stone pillar, her blue dress turned to vivid silver where the high lights fell. She rallied every force within her, and with her first uttered word she gave way without further attempt at resistance. After all, even granted the strength to play it out, where lay the use of such a sorry game! This man knew it all, had known it from the first. She had, at first, all but taken him into her confidence fool, fool! because she knew from Reggie how great a part he bore in Reggie's life. He knew it all ; had been the one to present her to that pitiless mother ; knew why she had been bidden here ; had watched and waited, as Reggie's mother had watched and waited; had taken it upon himself, time and again, to spare her, to save her humiliations her high spirit sickened; the play had played itself badly out; and in this moment even her great pride went down. As she fled past him with her brave 153:1 CLEM greeting strangling in her throat, Lorimer looked after her; looked after her till the last thread of shining blue was swallowed up in the bend of the wide staircase. Then he drew a long breath. "I am beginning to wonder," he said to himself slowly, "what sort we are, all of us, held up against her ! At all events she 's played a gallant Oh, it 's damnably hard on her, curse it !" And Lorimer, too, leaned up against the pillar, and stared into the velvety black ness of the night. X IT was afternoon of the next day. Clem Merrit was to leave, in company with Lowe, on the six o'clock train. The others were to go after dinner. She came down to luncheon after a morning spent in her room, a withdrawal which lost her any farewell speech with Miss Grantham, who was driven over to the Effinger place shortly before noon by Lowe, who did not return for luncheon. After that meal was ended Clem went out to some side steps, where Reggie was awaiting her, evidently by appointment. The young man looked worried and pale and altogether unhappy. They went across the lawn together, and disappeared in the shadow of the dolorous pines. Two hours later she came back alone, and went to her room, sending down brief word that she wished to leave an hour earlier, on the five o'clock train. CLEM At four o'clock she came down-stairs, dressed for her journey to town. She glanced at the great clock; then her eyes met those of her hostess, who for all of the past hour had been pacing the length of the hall. As the two women looked on each other, Mrs. Wines came to a dead stop at the foot of the staircase. As Clem stood on the lower step, she addressed the older woman coolly. "If you '11 send an order around, Mrs. Wines, for the station cart to be ready, I' 11 go right down to the station, as soon as I 've had a little talk with you ; but I want to see you first. Can we be alone, in here ?" Mrs. Wines made as if to offer faint protest of some sort, then she changed her mind, and gave the necessary orders; and then she led the way silently to the library, toward which Clem had turned. When the door closed behind them, the girl mo tioned the older woman to a chair, and then, disdaining one for herself, stood be fore her, straight and tall and beautiful as a young goddess. CLEM "I wanted to see you before I left," she began in a voice wonderfully controlled, "because I want to tell you some things I 've told your son already. I want to tell you what he did n't want you to know at first, that we were engaged when I came here. He said he was too young, and still in college, and that was straight enough, but I know now he was afraid of how you 'd take it. I give you my word of honor I never thought of that of your right to know till I came here; since then I 've not thought of much else. It 's been a hard week, the hardest I 've ever lived through. In one sense it 's not your fault, and then again, in another, it is. "I 'd like to tell you the way I Ve been brought up. I wonder if it would make you understand, or if you 'd only turn away the more. My father came from the East here somewhere, but he had to cut the place, and he went out West. My mother" the girl moistened her dry lips "my mother was an actress, and not a very good one. My father really brought me up. C'57] CLEM Sometimes she 'd get crazy for the life again, and she 'd go back to the stage, and I 'd be left with him. She did n't care for either of us, except when her shows got stranded, and she needed some place to come to. My father took me everywhere with him. I 've been on the stage, too, when I was a child, in children's parts, a lot of them. When I was fifteen my mother finally ran away. Since then she died. I never saw her after she left my father for good. Six years ago my father struck it rich, and since then I 've had everything I wanted my father 's meant for me to have the best kind of a time, and finally, with all the money, to make a good match. I suppose he 'd rather see me married to some good man than to hit another gold-mine. And I 've met a lot of men, but there 's been a small few of them I 'd ever think of marrying. "I told all this, and more, to your son when he proposed to me everything. I 've said no man should ever marry me with out knowing the whole truth about some things. He did n't mind; but I give you CLEM my word of honor I never thought once of how you 'd take it, or of his, or my, duty to you. "You see, I 've lived all my life with men, from the time I was born. Bad men, and mad men, with just one law among them might; but it had a whole lot of right after all after you measure the civ ilized sort against them. I don't like women, and they don't like me. I wish they did. I never cared about it till this week, and then, all of a sudden, I got to hating all those men I 'd ever known the way they 'd crowded round me. They 've always done it, but somehow, it all at once did n't seem nice. I 've looked at everything from a man's standpoint all my life. It 's hard for me to get a woman's view. That first eve ning, when I met you, no woman had ever laid her hand on mine in just that way be fore and I honestly thought for a little while that perhaps one woman really liked me. "It 's been a hard week, Mrs. Wines, for it 's opened my eyes, and I 've seen what I 've missed and what I '11 have to miss. ['593 CLEM I know why you did it, and I want to tell you you Ve succeeded. You 've shown me the gulf. I 'm not going to throw myself into it, but no more am I going to try to step across. It 's been hard to stay it out. It 's been full of hard knocks that first night here, when I sang that song, and saw your face and that was n't near as hard a thing as last night, when another woman stood up to the piano and sang a song that went ahead of mine by some de grees. I dare say that little girl is right. When people know the right thing they don't have to do it. Yes, it 's been a hard week. But I don't blame you. If I 'd such a son, and he was so near to ruining his whole life, I 'd have been brave enough to do the same thing. "I want to tell you this, too I 've told your son already. It 's my father 's had the ambition, and all because he 's so proud of me. As far as I 'm concerned I would n't marry a crown prince unless I cared for him, and I 'd tell no man my whole story unless I 1603 CLEM "I saw your son this afternoon and had it all out with him. He blames himself terribly for feeling the difference as he has you and me together and he would n't believe me when I told him that his manner toward me has been my one comfort this week and it has. He 's stood out against a good deal for you mean a lot to him and so do I; but it could n't be helped. He could n't help it, and you could, n't, and I could n't. It 's been hard for us all. You 've flicked me on the raw, time and again, but it 's been mostly involuntary; you did n't mean to. "I had to throw him over myself. He 's so mad with cut pride that he 'd marry me to-night and he blames you some. He says the test among your sort of people was unfair to me. Well, it was ; but it was fair to him, and to you; and I want you and him to know that I don't blame either one of you. He '11 see it straight in a little while, and be glad you did what was hard and right." She stopped at last. Mrs. Wines raised 161] CLEM her bent head and looked up at the girl. She half rose, but Clem pressed her gently back. "Don't!" she said briefly. "I know you 're sorry it all had to happen, but it had to, and words don't help it. If you want to do anything for me at all, you '11 sit still, and let me go away without a word." She picked up her hand-bag and turned toward the door. Then she paused for a brief moment, and came back. "There 's one thing I 'd like to have you say to your son," she added. "It 's not the heart hurt that 's the worst in this for either him or me. I 've never had much of a chance myself, but I know a lady when I see one, and I know a gentleman; and I want you to tell him that he 's one, clear through. That 's what 's cutting him up more than losing me. I want you to tell him that." And then she went over to the door and opened it, and closed it gently behind her. [162] XI WHEN Mrs. Wines had realized that Clem Merrit was leaving on a train other than the one arranged for, and that Lowe might not be back to attend her, she sent a message to Lorimer at the same time that she sent orders for the station cart to be in readiness ; and it was in obedience to that request that Lorimer was standing, waiting, beside the cart. He was only too keenly aware of the progress of events; he had known when Reggie and Clem disap peared earlier in the afternoon; he had seen her come back alone; he knew by the wording of the servant's message that she had been closeted with Mrs. Wines for half an hour. He drew out his watch, and discovered that her choice of trains left her but little margin. He knew that she had intended to leave on a later, fast train, and he felt certain that this blind choice of an accommodation horror augured Reg- CLEM gie's ignorance of her intended departure on it, augured at least that it was incum bent on him, Lorimer, to see her fairly started on her journey. He looked up finally to see her standing before him. She had come quickly from the entrance door, alone. She walked to ward him with her old, free walk; but her eyes were black, and her face was pallid. It was merely an accident that no one of the other guests happened to be near to bid her farewell. No one knew, of course, that she was leaving on the earlier, slower train, except Mrs. Wines and he himself, and Reggie, possi bly. Reginald the Rescued ! Yet Lorimer felt a sudden wrath against them all, be cause of the loneliness, the seeming un friendliness of her departure. She came unhesitatingly toward him, and held out a steady hand. "Good-by," she said. She looked straight into his eyes, and as she looked at him, a faint shadow of a smile caught her lips and curled them. Lorimer winced in- CLEM wardly; Lowe's almost forgotten words flashed into his mind: "She might have been the primeval Woman, walking un trodden sands, pressing the springing earth when the world was young!" Some how, under the influence of that flickering smile, which seemed to reveal a basic judg ment, he felt ultra-civilized the world- weary offspring of a superficial age he felt veneered. He held out his hand to assist her, but she stepped lightly in without noticing it, without touching it, save in that fleeting conventionality of farewell. "The station, Matthews," she said. "The station, Matthews," Lorimer ut tered, at precisely the same moment, and sprang in beside her. She flung up her head haughtily at the act, and stared at him; then her lips curled again, not pur posely, but involuntarily, and she looked steadily away from him. They drove in silence until they reached the high-road, and then Lorimer spoke again to the man. "Take it at good speed, CLEM Matthews," he said. Then he turned to the girl. "The five o'clock train is all but due; you would be fortunate to miss it. Some one should have insisted on your waiting for the six o'clock express. You reach town practically as soon, and often sooner. This earlier one is a horrible example of the local accommodation." "It does n't matter at all," said the girl briefly. Once again she was facing him steadily, her eyes full on him, with that faint smile still hovering about her mouth. As he uttered once again something con ventional and, as he himself realized, ut terly banal, she flung up her hand scorn fully, in bitter protest. "The scenery!" she echoed. The hot anger in her eyes deepened, she paused a second; then she turned away from him once again, and stared straight ahead. "You know all about this thing," she began swiftly; "and since you 've taken it on yourself, unasked and unneeded, to see me to the station, fairly off the grounds CLEM I 've poached on, we '11 not ignore it. I 've just settled with Mrs. Wines back yonder, and I 'm ready to settle once for all with you. In the first place, whatever there was between Reggie and me is ended. In the second place, it stays ended, and that 's all." "I rejoice that you force speech between us," Lorimer replied. "Because I hardly see how I may have a peaceful hour again, if I may not tell you that every one con cerned in this business, save perhaps Reg gie, owes you abject apology" "Save only Reggie!" amended Clem Merrit proudly. "Save only Reggie!" repeated Lorimer. "I myself have seemed to you responsible for a good deal" "You have made yourself responsible for a good deal," said the girl flatly. "That 's the reason I 'm talking to you right now. A good many people got inter ested in the thing, more than enough to show me that I was a mistake. Between you two, you and Mrs. Wines, you 've CLEM cuddled and coddled Reggie till it 's a wonder he 's what he is. She 's a woman ; but you 're a man you ought to know better. Well, the lid 's off now. He 's cut the strings that tied him to you and his mother, and I cut the strings that tied him to me. He belongs to himself now, and it 's high time." "I am thoroughly convinced that an all but unforgivable mistake was made," con fessed Lorimer. "I 'm not talking about Reggie now ; I 'm talking about you. You make me feel Pharasaical when I think of you!" "Don't think of me!" she retorted in stantly. "And don't be at all disturbed in your even living if by any chance you do. Because, honestly, I think I 've got a clearer, cleaner conscience than any of you people can have, except Reggie." She hesitated a moment, and then she turned full on Lorimer. "He 's dreadfully cut up over this, just now," she said husk ily. "He 's such a beautiful, straight- souled boy. Help him out in it tell him CLEM anything you like about me, that I 'm a wretched flirt, that I 'm an adventuress anything! It does n't matter what you say about me, because you see, he thinks it 's me losing me that he feels so broken up over. It 's not that I know near so much as the fear that he has n't acted straight toward me. Once, when he hesitated, after I 'd made him see the dif ference he would n't own up to, and his lie did n't come quick enough, I snatched at that it was the only thing he 'd left me to snatch at I could n't lie to him myself, tell him I was an adventuress, and so he 's crazy with fury at himself, thinking he 's no gentleman, when he 's the finest, straightest, cleanest I could n't lie about myself to him that way, it seemed too awful. I hope he '11 see it clear and straight, and be sensible. You can lie to him if it will do any good he '11 come out all right. You 'd better get him away from that woman, though his mother. She 's good and high and angelic, but she 's no sort of medicine for him now." i: CLEM "What sort do you take me for !" asked Lorimer harshly. "How could I possibly lie about you! After this talk, after all you 've said, I can't trust myself to say a word about you to him, for if I did you 've made me feel as if we are, all of us, snobs!" Clem Merrit sat straight. "Well, do you know," she remarked quietly, "I be lieve in my soul that 's what you all are- snobs ! It 's not a pretty word, and you have everything to say for yourselves, from your standpoint ; but from my stand point, just now, you seem like a lot of well-bred, unconscious snobs! Your lit tle world, your little circle, your little lives it 's all that matters to you! And when any outside shock comes like me! you draw up like sensitive plants, touch-me- nots ! It 's been a hellish week, for I began to get your idea the first night I came, and you 've been one of the chief ones to make me see it more and more, ever since with your interruptions and explainings and filling in pauses and all that granny busi- [170] CLEM ness. And after eight days of it, of what that good woman back yonder put on me deliberately and made me carry, I 'm leav ing you, feeling that, if to be your sort I 'd have to be exactly like you, self-compla cent and pitiless to every one outside my little one-two-three crowd, I 'm glad, glad, glad, that I 'm Clem Merrit, what I am : a woman who 's seen enough of life of all sorts, to know for all eternity that no one side of life can afford to sit back in a smug little corner and say, 'I 'm It.' I 'm not blaming her I 've told her that she did it for her boy; and she made me see what I 'd never dreamed before, that I, 'or any woman like me, must n't ever come be tween her and him. But you after all, you don't really believe you are a snob, or that you have a touch of it. You 're sim ply uncomfortable because I 'm a woman in an uncomfortable position where you've helped put me, and it 's made you uncom fortable because you 've seen me writhe once or twice. This is naked talk it does n't matter, because we shan't meet ['70 CLEM again, ever. We 're just making that train. Thank you. Good-by!" In a strangely helpless silence Lorimer stood, watching the dun local creep slowly away. The coaches were dusty and grimy, and the sight of them heaped reproaches on him. No one, not even he, had insisted on that later, more comfortable train. No one had suggested, objected, when she took the matter into her own hands, and * chose the first train, regardless of its sort, which would bear her away from the scene of carnage after the battle was ended. He stepped back into the cart with ting ling nerves. The echo of her voice still lashed him. There was something in tensely primitive and direct about the girl's point of view, something which shamed conventions, and made most of them seem nothing but shams. The test had been unfair. Shamefully unfair! They had arrogantly set up their standard that she might be measured thereby, and by it CLEM stand or fall. And then, to-day, she had planted firm her own measuring rod, and had placed them against it, not as indi viduals, by so much had she been kinder than they, but as a circle, and had pro nounced them wanting in things vital. They were hardly snobs Lorimer winced under her use of that word but the es sence of snobbery lay in their manner of judgment of this girl whose white face had just slipped by him from a window of the creeping train, this girl who, in the midst of her shame, and from the rem nants of her cut pride, found pride enough to be glad she was not one of them. By and by he remembered her plea for Reggie. That must be attended to imme diately the boy's going away. It should be where he wished, with whomever he wished. Home was not the place for him just now; even his mother must realize that. The whole affair had been a bitter mistake. As they turned into the drive leading to C'733 CLEM the house, Lorimer, buried in unquiet thought, started at the sound of a cry on his left. He looked up quickly to see a man, one of the under-servants, waving his hat wildly, and pointing toward the house, dimly visible through the trees. "What does he say, Matthews?" Lori mer asked quickly. "That we 're wanted, sir, at the house, as quick as may be," the man replied, and touched up his horses to swifter pace. After a bit Lorimer spoke again, an odd premonition thrilling him. "He was waiting for us, Matthews?" "It looked that way, sir." "He said nothing else?" "Nothing else, sir." Lorimer leaned forward, watching in tently. He did not know what he feared, nor for whom his fear gripped him so heavily. As they dashed up the last hun dred feet of the driveway, rounding the last curve in a hail of pebbles, he saw Dell Gresham standing, bare-headed, on the steps, waiting for him. As he sprang [1743 CLEM down and hurried to her, he thought invol untarily of a day, six years before, when all the long day through, her first and only child lay dying, and her face wore then this same pallid look of waiting helplessly for some oncoming terror. 175:1 XII sank into one of the hot, plush- v^ covered seats of the local accommoda tion, and closed her eyes. They stung fiercely, and in another second she opened them wide, and bent forward impulsively, to peer through the dusty window for one last glimpse of the station cart, already turning on its trip back to The Pines, to the Greshams, to that still, cool, flower-like girl, to Reggie- Then it was that her color flamed hot. Her brain was clear and keen, and of this fleeting madness of hers she saw the ab surdity as she had never seen it before; saw it with ultimate vividness as her last sight of Lorimer was lost Lorimer, set tling back against the cushioned seat, light ing the cigarette which was to prove no panacea to his strained nerves. Against him, too, her color flamed hot. CLEM He had played a large part in her disillu sionment of this past week, a part larger than he knew ; and at the last he had proved himself to be the bitterest disappointment of them all. To Mrs. Wines she had been able to do full justice, and Reggie, in spite of all things, had proved himself to be what she had always known him to be from the be ginning of their brief friendship, a clean, honorable, beautiful lover. That stormy scene of theirs, far away from meddlers, in the sweet-scented, dusky woods she was no novice at handling men, and dur ing the last four or five years, she had worn, for a brief space at a time, more than one engagement ring ; but because this experience had been so vital to her and to him, it had almost slipped her control. She had said, and had said truly, that his deep est grief was the knowledge that in some dark way he did not understand he had failed her; and she honored him more for this deepest grief of his, than for his gen uine madness over his losing of her. Her life of the past few luxurious years had [177:1 CLEM been spent almost altogether with the mon- ied floating riff-raff of cities and resorts. She had known many men, but she had been thrown with few men who ever pretended to idealize her. Of all her lovers Reggie was the first to place her in a shrine; and because of his worship of the soul which he ascribed to her, and not entirely of the beauty at whose effect on so many she had too often sneered, her deepest instincts had leaped to do him homage. Yes, of them all, Reggie had not failed her; and she loved him for it, tenderly, gratefully, after a manner of which a mother, even his mother, need not be re sentful. Jack Lowe, indeed, had been her staunch friend, that she knew ; but he, after all, seemed slightly different from the others in his view of things. Nonsensical things did not matter to Jack, as they mat tered to others This man, Drake Lorimer she per ceived now, as she looked on him for the last time, that she had always been waiting for him to do something, be something, CLEM prove himself something, and in this end ing to it all, he had failed, not her, but himself. It was all vague and unwordable, but somehow he had failed. From the first he appealed to her, as a perfect type of the gentleman born and bred; from that first night that she had seen him, in that gipsy tent of hers, in which she, or her father for her, had vol unteered to take Dell Gresham's place as palm reader for charity. She did not take books seriously as authentic excerpts from life, and she did not accept as undiluted realism Ouida's descriptions of the Eng lish aristocracy. But it was only through books that she knew his seeming type, and it had somehow appealed to her from the beginning as heroic. She knew him before their meeting for Reggie's best friend; she had been pre pared to like him for Reggie's sake, and had liked him instantly for his own. The first evening at The Pines she felt herself drawn to him with open liking. Looking back, she saw now how he had, even then, CLEM begun his shielding of her in many ways, ways which she did not perceive then, be cause of her frightful obtuseness, her sav age ignorance. She had been at loss many times ; she knew it, and admitted it frankly. Hotel life she knew to the last detail of its gilded fripperies. Such home life as this was, she had never lived before, and there was a difference. Yes, Lorimer had shielded her from the first; of late his deliberate care, though it grew no more heavily shaded, had seemed more obtrusive last night for instance, when he took up the race-track patois so glibly! she writhed in misery in the dusty seat. And this afternoon surely there had been a chance for him somewhere, during that last half hour; and he had not risen to it ; had seemed to be seeking honestly some way, and had found it not ; had played the conventional gentleman with all that finesse of which he was past master, and had fallen far, far short of the heights he might have reached. She had abased herself before Reggie's mother, but she reared her head CLEM proudly before Reggie's friend, and both attitudes were flawlessly sincere. She had told Reggie's mother, humbly, that she was not of their class, and she had told Lorimer, with hot pride beating in her voice, that, if to be one of them she must sacrifice that breadth of outlook over life which was hers, she would never make the sacrifice. Reggie had that breadth of view ignorance, these people called it he was not spoiled yet. But by and by, and very shortly too, he would begin to see, or rather cease from seeing, as this man Lorimer looked and saw not. She pressed her hot cheek to the cooler pane. She was still flushing, in spasms of bitter shame. And her deepest shame seemed to lie, not in her own great lack of that environment into which this boy lover of hers had been born, as in Drake Lori- mer's lack of that great humanity whereby he might have seen more clearly the wrong which had been done her. She had voiced it proudly to Mrs. Wines : "It was n't fair to me, but it was fair to you and to him !" CLEM Lorimer had felt dimly the unfairness to her of this cruel test. If he had but seen it more clearly, as Reggie saw it; if he had but voiced it, as Reggie voiced it, this bit ter pain could not have gripped her so keenly. Somehow he had failed himself, had proved himself incompetent, where he should have been capable, had just missed mastery of that bitter hour. A memory of Lowe's half earnest, half laughing advice drifted through her mind; advice which he had thrown lightly at her the morning after her arrival. "It would be an injustice to everybody if you go now. Stay on and learn these people a little bet ter, and stay on to let them know you!" A bitter smile twisted her lips. She might have done every one an injustice by going, but in staying she, herself, had suf fered the sorriest injustice at her own hands; she, herself, had digged the pit. In this retrospection of hers she did not spare herself in any way, and because of her pitilessness to herself, she lost for a moment the larger view which would have [182] CLEM shown her that she had left behind her humiliation and distress, as great in the aggregate, as the burden thereof which she was bearing. She could not realize, how ever, how fundamental had been her de struction of convention and tradition and the various undisturbed cobwebs of social customs and thought. It was as if some cosmic genie had brokenly suddenly in upon a little anthropocentric group, and had shown it precisely its rating in the progress of this planet to ultimate extinction. But this she could not know. The trip to town was a continuous suc cession of exasperating delays, and the summer day slowly darkened into twilight. Once, half way in, they were sidetracked half an hour, that some special train might have right of way. In any other state of mind she would have chafed at the delays ; now she did not notice them. She was wondering where she should go for re fuge, after she reached town. There was always their hotel suite, hers and her fa ther's ; if she were sure her father were out CLEM of town, she would go there. But she could not endure the thought of a possible meeting to-night with any one she had ever seen before. She thought of other hotels. She thought vaguely of a last alternative, a swift departure for any point whose distance away made a night's jour ney. She would call up their hotel in any case; but if her father should be there, if she were to be compelled to meet him, to face his interested, eager queries about her country visit she felt a fever which was almost madness seize her. She must have solitude at any price at any price. Her world was in chaos, and its dust was chok ing her. When the train, delayed, belated, came to a stop at last under the station shed, she realized that she was weakened and worn with her fierce gusts of shame and anger. There was no porter near her, and she slowly gathered up her belongings. Sta tion after staticfn had added its quota to the mass of people who were traveling city ward to-night, and she waited until most CLEM of her fellow travelers were out of the car before she stepped upon its platform. Al most the last one, she followed the sub urbanites as they scattered along the floor and through the gates. Her eyes were black with weariness, and widened with her mental daze. She went stolidly after the crowd, looking neither to the right nor to the left. Her natural shock, therefore, was very great, when, feeling her arm laid hold of gently, she turned and looked into Lowe's face. She stared at him almost stupidly. It was he, definitely, whom she had planned to avoid meeting, by taking that five o'clock train. And here he stood, patiently wait ing for her! She became aware then that it was Lowe who had been leaning against the gate directly ahead of her, busied with scanning closely the faces of the train's passengers. She had seen him without rec ognizing him at all; his heavy head, with its heavy features usually subtly lighted by their own peculiar, jolly gleam of good humor. But to-night there was no jollity, [1853 CLEM no irradiating gleam. As she continued to look into his eyes, her face paled sicken- ingly, and a great fear gripped her. "What is it?" she whispered, "tell me, quick!" "I came down on the six o'clock train, to catch you here, if possible," said Lowe swiftly. "I 've been waiting fifteen min utes for you. You must come back, Clem, on that train yonder. Reggie is badly wounded. There must be an operation, and the outcome is doubtful. He sent me for you. It was a pistol shot; a bad ab dominal wound. You will come, Clem Clem, you must ! The doctors are here al ready, and the nurses, on the train. We must get back quickly." XIII SHE could not have been persuaded be fore that he could be so gentle, so con siderate. She found his arm was strung with steel as she, in her great shock, swayed against him. He led her aside from the straggling crowd, and into a re tired corner of the waiting-room. There, as if she were a child, he put her into a seat, and then stood over her, his hand placed firmly on her shoulders, that thick, powerful hand with its thick short fingers, which could grip his brushes so master fully. "That 's right," he said after a moment. His voice held a note of courageous cheer. "That 's right. Brace up, for the sake of them all, back yonder, waiting for you, Clem, as you were never waited for and needed yet." "Reggie shot!" she whispered, for sole CLEM reply. "You 're not keeping things back he 's not dead yet?" "He was living ten minutes ago," Lowe said gently. "I got them by telephone as soon as my train got in. His one cry is for you when he 's conscious." "It 's very serious ?" The girl's voice * was shaking. "Poor youngster, yes. This is what we know : Virginia heard the cry first, and ran to his room. He seems to have been busy with guns and pistols, cleaning them there were several of his favorites scat tered round he managed to say that he was just starting on a hunting trip " "Oh, my God!" she groaned. She closed her eyes, and then opened them wide, star ing dizzily into Lowe's steady, com prehending ones. Before she could speak, he gripped her shoulder harder. "Don't call up horrors !" he commanded sternly. "Listen: We got help from the Goodwin's they have a young cub of a doctor staying there this week he was over and hard at work before I left. Reg- CLEM gie was conscious when Vee found him, and at intervals afterward, they told me over the telephone. He says over and over, that it was an accident pure and simple, another case of not knowing the bullet was there." He paused again, too long, for the silence suddenly wrecked Clem's nerves, and she began to shiver violently, in the warmth of the summer evening. Her face dropped into her hands. "Oh, that mother of his!" she sobbed brokenly. "How she hates me how she hates me hates me!" For a moment Lowe stood helpless, look ing down at her bent head. He was re calling Reggie's desperate gaspings as he lay on his bed, still conscious, giving his imperious orders: "Every man 's been the Gaderene swine in this business, but she 's got to come back. She 's got to come back. There 's a lot she don't understand. Drake 's no good she sees through him you 're the one, Jack. Bring her back, to-night." CLEM And Lowe had set out on his journey, with an indignation which every moment fanned to deeper flaming. The girl had not met with fair play and would not; there lay the pity of the thing. Before he left he had been forced to listen to the half-frenzied mother's protests against the bringing back into her home of the girl whom she firmly believed had sent her boy to his death. He had left the house in deed, in the face of those protests, and under orders from the young physician, who hushed the mother at last with his hard mandate that no slightest chance for recovery must be let slip. He glanced at his watch. The girl might have ten minutes more before the express left, in which to get hold of herself. She was still shivering convul sively. His hand tightened again on her shoulder. "The boy is a dead game shot," he said quietly. "And this wound is a hideous abdominal affair. You and I can read from that. If he had gone off his head so far, CLEM he 'd have made better work of it, because he would know how. The thing in itself spells accident. I ought to tell you that his mother reads it otherwise yet. But one can excuse anything in her now he is all she has. When you see her face, you will be as merciful in your judgment as she is merciless. I 've arranged for a compart ment for you the surgeons and nurses are going with us, but you don't have to meet any of them unless you want to. Can you come, now?" She roused herself at last, and plied him with eager questions as they crossed over to their train. As they drew near she caught sight of two gray-garbed nurses, and of three professional-looking men standing near the steps. As they looked curiously at her, she dropped her veil quickly, and she shook her head at a query of Lowe's. "No, no. I can't be decent to anybody now* Let me hide here alone. When we reach the station, come and get me I '11 be braced by then. No, no, I could n't C'9'3 CLEM swallow anything-. I can get something- there !" Her hesitation was marked. He took her to her compartment, lowered a light for her, closed one window, raised another, and left a magazine lying on a chair seat. "I '11 send you in a cup of clam broth, anyway," he told her quietly. "Try to drink it." Then the door closed behind him. She sank back into her seat, too dazed and horrified for clear thought. Only one definite concept had been in her mind since Lowe had told his tale; Reggie's face, white and desperate, as she had last looked on it. And ringing in her ears were the words which only she and the sheltering trees had heard : "There 's nothing left in life, Clem, if you deliberately jilt me this way I 'm going to shake hands with the devil and his friends !" They were his last words, all but shouted back at her, as he turned away at last, and strode across the spongy carpet of pine-needles, thickly matted. At the time she had thought the words held merely pain and cut pride; CLEM it might be that she could yet believe that was all they held, but her doubts were terrible. She tried to get the mem ory of Lowe's recital out of her mind it troubled her horribly but the fascina tion of it was more powerful than her shrinking from it, and she lived, one by one, each separate scene which Lowe, in reply to her pressing questions, had briefly sketched. She seemed to see Vir ginia rushing upon the boy as he crouched in his chair, with the smoking revolver still in his hand ; to see Dell and Gresham com ing swiftly at her call ; to see the maddened mother as she rushed up from the library, the room which, in all probability, she had not quitted since she, Clem Merrit, had left the house. She shivered over the hurried diagnosis which the young physi cian had made: an abdominal wound with the bullet's course an unknown quantity; and then, with a swift revulsion of feel ing, she recalled the two practical, gray- garbed women, and the three cool, self- contained surgeons who were her travel- C'93] CLEM ing companions, and she shuddered anew at the thought of them, hewers and cutters of men. Time and again she tried bravely to rally her courage, but the awful coincidence of things, and the circumstantiality of the tragedy, cowed her. That it should have occurred this evening she could hardly have left the house before the tragedy befell ! She seemed to know perfectly well what was being whispered and surmised in that shadowed home toward which she was speeding. Her consenting to go back into it it was the least thing she could do, of course, and yet the greatest thing ! To face all of them again ; to endure all their curi ous conjecturings : to stand beside that stricken mother through all the critical hours to come; to look on, perhaps, while Death reached out relentless hands and took the only treasure of that widowed mother's life; to know that in such case the mother would go down to her grave, calling her, Clem Merrit, the slayer of her boy CLEM She heard Lowe's voice calling to her, a great way off, and she struggled upward through stratum after stratum of dimmed consciousness, to find him shaking her anx iously. She looked at him at last with clearing vision, and then she leaned back with a sigh, and pressed her hand hard against her aching eyes. "Don't go away from me again!" she begged piteously. "I '11 be steadied in a minute; but don't leave me alone any more !" "You 've been living through the hor rors, poor girl !" Lowe said. "Here 's your broth. I know it 's strong because I went out to see about it myself, and here 's some fairly decent sherry. Drink them both Clem, you must." While she sipped the wine, he stood be side her, looking down at her with a puz zled anger still burning in his eyes. He wished greatly that Mrs. Wines might see the girl now, sore beset and all but fainting. He was very sure that Mrs. Wines would not see her so of Clem's volition ; that, be- CLEM fore that lady, Clem would rally her great courage to play well the new hand which had been dealt her. But he wished that the girl might be seen by those un friendly eyes as he saw her now, weak and dependent and sunk in pathetic sorrow. To one who had never seen her so, and had never imagined her so, it was a reve lation. She handed him the wine-glass with a weary shake of her head. "You 're disgusted with me, Jack. So am I with myself. Give me that clam stuff. What a weakling I am!" Lowe sat down opposite her, balancing the flower-like wine-glass in his heavy hand with a touch as light as a surgeon's. A French dictum ran through his head which he forebore to quote: "Caesar was never so powerful as when he lay a corpse!" He had seen Clem Merrit in many a situation, and had found her inter esting in them all, and mistress of them all, until this lamentable thing v/as forced upon her ; and now, broken as he had never CLEM imagined her, she had never appealed to him so strongly. "I must have been faint for want of food," Clem said at last, after she had drained the cup. "No, nothing more, please. But I did n't have much lunch eon to-day, and this news coming on top of everything Jack, it seems a thousand years since I woke this morning!" She leaned toward him, her elbow rest ing on the chair arm, and her face sunk in her palm. Her voice was growing steadier under the influence of the stimulants Lowe had urged upon her. "You don't believe it was suicide, do you ?" she asked him simply. "Good God, no!" Lowe replied irritably. "He 's too sane a brute. It 's all rot, every one knows it. Listen to me : there 's not a soul down there who really thinks that, but his mother, and she 's half mad, poor soul ! Of course, it 's hanging in the atmosphere, because of her fixed belief and the whole cursed set of circumstances. But she 's alone in her delusion. The rest of us " CLEM Clem looked at him with a faintly bitter smile. "The rest of you!" she breathed. "Oh, these surmisings and gossipings they drive one mad !" "Well, now," drawled Lowe soothingly, "you must grant, out of your just heart, that appearances have been provocative of conjecture and surmise. But you could n't ever marry that young cub, Clem." "No," she assented. "I could n't ever marry him." There was something in her voice which made Lowe bend toward her in the half- dim light. He had been in no one's confi dence, and yet he knew, as did all of them at The Pines, the main outlines of the lit tle comedy which had resolved itself into such bitter tragedy. Until now he had hardly been able to believe that the infatu ation had been anything but one-sided. All who loitered might read Reggie's charming story, but, knowing Clem Mer- rit as he knew her, he had not believed that the affair had ever been as serious a thing on either side as Mrs. Wines had made of CI983 CLEM it. A swift sentence leaped to his lips, born of his whispered speech with Reggie two hours before it was said before he knew it, and he pondered over that strange prompting to garrulity for many hours in the days succeeding. "The boy is mad about you; he may bring you face to face with the question of immediate marriage forgive me! He said as much." "Before his mother?" Lowe nodded, mute. Clem turned her face away until he could see only its pure, fine outline in the shadow. "Tell her when she speaks to you about that and she will that I '11 let him die, hers, before I '11 save him that way." Her voice quivered with fine vibra tions. Lowe sat back, in silence, conscious that he was treading on dangerously delicate ground. He knew but little of the particu lars of this story, but he knew that in it the boy had played the minor part, that CLEM the two women had all the lines and all the business; and it bore all the earmarks of a woman's handling, of that he was quite cynically aware. She turned to him at last, with her pal lid face tremulous with feeling. "Don't talk us over with any of them, Jack," she said. "Let me feel that there 's one per son in that house who is n't playing the waiting cat. Since he 's said so much to you I was engaged to Reggie Wines three weeks ago. His mother asked me down yonder, and I went ! And I broke the engagement this afternoon, and I told her so before I left. And now, in three hours' time, I '11 be back there, facing her again, across Reggie " "The only gossiping I 've done of you and Reggie has been done just now," said Lowe with a slight smile. "And, since you and I have disposed of the subject, I can heartily assure you it will be the last. I am the farthest remove possible from a waiting cat. Let me rather, to your mind, play the part of the faithful Fido, Clem, [zoo] CLEM and, in addition, your very sincere friend!" He glanced out of the window at the dark, fleeing landscape, and reached down for Clem's hand-bag. The girl's face paled, and her heart began to beat with slow, dull throbbings as the train slowed down to let off this group at a station where otherwise it would not have paused. Before their car had ceased its grinding tremors, Lowe hurried her down its steps, after the nurses and surgeons, and then bore her with a quick rush across the sta tion platform toward the touring-car, Reggie's favorite, which pulsed in waiting for them. The fact that their traveling companions were already there, waiting for her, brought home to her more viv idly than the great leaps forward of the car, as it started on its journey for the saving of life, the fact that moments did mean life and death, and that it was really Reggie who was lying all but mortally hurt a brief three miles ahead of them. There was no attempt at introduction, CLEM and Clem sank back, with veiled face, an object of furtive interest to the five stran gers who glanced at her many times during the three miles' run. The woman in any case is always interesting, and they guessed enough of the story to make them sure that this beautiful girl was quite as necessary as the nurses to the young man's recovery. They came to a swinging stop at last be fore the dusky house. Every night before, the lights had blazed from every window. To-night the lower part of the house was only dimly lighted. Across the upper win dows shadowy figures moved from time to time, hurrying, and eager. A single, soli tary figure awaited them at the entrance. Clem was sitting nearest the steps when the car stopped, and it was Lorimer who helped her out. She shrank from him vis ibly as he touched her. He still held her hands as he turned to Lowe and spoke rapidly : "They have already arranged the bil liard-room, under Housman's directions, for the operating-room. Will you take CLEM them up there, Jack ? Dell will see to any thing you want. His mother has been kept from him as much as possible, because of her own condition." He waited until the ominous group dis appeared within the entrance door, and then he turned back to Clem. She had definitely drawn her hands away from him; he still felt their coldness lingering, like a chill, upon his own. "I don't know how to tell you, and I must tell you," he began incoherently, his face somewhat drawn with the strain of the day's events. "You will blame me for ever if I don't. Mrs. Wines" Clem moved away from him. With his words, the very sound of his voice, her poise came back, and her quivering nerves grew still. "Don't tell it," she said deliberately. "Mr. Lowe has prepared me." "On its face it is unpardonable," Lori- mer stammered. "But if you could only realize the frenzy of her grief and her de spair she is hardly sane " CLEM "I can make more excuses for her than you can," Clem interrupted. "I 'm noth ing-, now, but an inexperienced nurse, here for no reason but because I Ve been sent for." "I have tried to make her see you to make her spare you " Lorimer continued with an impetuous defense, blundering as he had never blundered in all his faultless life before. He swore at himself, under his breath, for his crassness. Clem moved further yet away from him, until she was leaning against a pil lar, the same pillar against which she had crouched not twenty-four hours before, under the eyes of this self-same man. Her blue eyes looked brightly on him. "Don't try to spare me ever again," she said distinctly. " I 'm not grateful. No, thanks. I Ve not been sent for yet. Until the doctors want me, there 's no rea son why I should go inside." Her eyes were blazing and her lip curled again. Every instinct to haughty pride was alive within her. Her veins [2043 CLEM were running warm blood now, and with every moment she seemed to grow more dangerously alive. Lorimer looked on her in vain search for the studied calm she had manifested before, for that reasonable good sense which had marked almost every previous act and speech of hers. He was still writhing under the calculated lashes she had dealt him three hours back ; and he writhed vicariously for his class when he saw the contempt which leaped to her eyes as she learned that her hostess refused to yield to what savages would make courte ous necessity. He appreciated keenly her refusal to enter the house until she was summoned for the one purpose for which she had come. He walked away a few steps, and then he came quickly back to her. His face was whiter, and his eyes were gleaming with a rather dangerous light. "We have passed through a trying or deal, all of us," he said with a touch of bit terness. "Grant me that much. All of 'it has been a mistake, and of the mistake no CLEM one is more keenly aware than the ones who are to blame for it " She laughed grimly. "You 're too gen erous !" she said. "It was a woman's trick. No man could have planned that sort of thing, and carried it out to the end. I never accused you of that." "Then don't accuse me of trying to spare you anything!" he retorted. "I think that I must have put it very badly. I was beseeching your pity for that boy's mother. Spare her, of your mercy!" Clem's head went up swiftly, but in that moment Lowe came quickly through the doors, and up to her. "He wants to see you, Clem," he said. "The surgeons will be ready in ten min utes, and that time is to be his and yours. Drake, keep his mother away by any means. Dell says she 's unnerved, and the boy could think of nothing but death if she came to him now, on the eve of the opera tion. Tell her he 's unconscious. Tell her anything you think of. Now, Clem !" Clem unpinned her hat, and cast it and CLEM her summer coat on a chair beside her. In her simple linen dress, she looked as if she might have just returned from a twilight stroll. With her head wonderfully poised, she followed Lowe's heavy figure and cat like tread up the shadowy stairs. And after them Lorimer followed, doggedly. He watched with somber eyes Clem's dull blue skirts trail softly through the upper hall as she walked with Lowe toward the door of Reggie's room. Before that closed door she paused a moment, and laid her hand heavily on Lowe's arm. He bent toward her, whispering a few words of cheer, and she nodded silently. Then the boy's door opened, and Dell came out. She uttered a smothered little cry, and caught Clem in a close embrace; then she pushed the girl gently into the room, and shut the door upon her. XIV went swiftly across the room, toward the wide-eyed boy lying on his bed, waiting for her. As she saw the white face, her heart gave one slow, pain ful throb, and Reggie, watching her hun grily, caught sight of the pain reflected in her eyes, and knew the cause thereof. "It does n't hurt so beastly bad !" he whispered reassuringly, as he put up one strengthless hand to her face, and tried to draw it down to his. "It 's no fun; but they Ve given me some stuff that 's going to my head already I did n't want that, not till after you 'd come, but they fired it into me, because I 'm down. Clem, it was all my fault I 've been a fool" She raised her head from where it lay against his cheek, and her arms tightened about him in a spasm of fear. Her doubts [208] CLEM all but found utterance. But she caught the moan back heroically. "What about, dear ?" she whispered, her lips white with dread. "You this everything! Clem, you did n't mean it what you said out yonder, under the pines, a thousand years ago Ever since they dragged me here and laid me down, I 've known you could n't have meant it. I was crazy, furious, maddened up to the time the shot went home then, somehow, things cleared I saw then you could n't have meant it it was so beautiful it had to last but you laughed once, under that ghastly tree, a thousand years ago and the sound of your laugh filled me with madness you did n't mean it?" "No, no !" Clem whispered. "I did n't mean it ! Not that way, Reggie." "So I came back here just in time to see you going away and I came up here, and got out my guns and things to make my choice I was a fool, Clem I ought to have faced you down and out if I ever CLEM get up from this, I know I can. Or if I 'd ever been in love with a girl before you 're such a crazy lot, all of you! but I picked up that automatic pistol there was a trick about the trigger I did n't under stand, and when the thing blew up, it landed in a bad place, darling." "Reggie, Reggie!" the girl whispered. She raised her head and looked into his eyes. He had sunk back, deep into his pil lows, his face contracted with a slight spasm of pain. "Reggie !" she murmured again, desper ately. "You did n't ' then she drew back, still staring into the boy's fast dim ming eyes ; whether she was wise or ex ceeding unwise she did not know. "Do you know what all of them out yonder think, Reggie that you did it on pur pose The boy frowned. "No, they don't," he said shortly. "When I found I was n't dead, I told 'em over and over that it was an accident. They can't think anything else I told Jack to tell you that. But I [210] CLEM wanted to see you alone, to tell you the truth what a damn fool I 've been, dar ling, and to make you marry me now, Clem. They 're going to operate, they say is it very serious?" His voice was thick now, and his mut tered words were hardly coherent. "Is it very serious?" he repeated. Again her arms tightened about him. "It must n't be, dear," she murmured. "You 're so big and strong and well " He interrupted fretfully. "I wish I could stand things without ether. I hate dope. I like to know what 's happening Anyway I want more time, and a clear head, since we 've got things straightened out between us before they dump me in yonder, and begin to work that 's just why I did n't want 'em to give me that first dose-" His voice trailed off into incoherency. Clem glanced up from her agonized gaz ing, as a bright shaft of light fell across the foot of the bed through an open door. The white-clad figure of one of the sur- CLEM geons stood in the doorway, and through it one of the nurses, white-clad too, came quickly, bearing the merciful ether cone. Clem bent over the boy and kissed him pas sionately. "Shut your eyes, dear," she whispered unsteadily, "for a quiet nap, and when you wake up, everything is going to be all right." DURING the hour through which the op eration endured, Clem waited in the upper hall, with Lowe and Lorimer and Gresham. Dell and Virginia were with the mother, whose convulsive moans pierced the tense stillness of the house at irregular and nerve-racking intervals. Through it all Clem sat silent, hardly moving, save to shield her face at times with her hand. Those were invariably the moments when Lowe, watching her unob trusively, came over to her, rescuing her from herself with some message from the operating-room, or some word of cheer. Most of the time, however, she sat with her CLEM head thrown back against her chair, sick and faint with suspense. Once, when her eyes had been closed for a space of time whose measuring she did not know, she was roused by a touch on her arm, and looked up dizzily to find Lorimer standing over her with a glass of wine in his hand. She took it gratefully, for she was all but swooning, as she very well knew, but she found no word of thanks for his thought of her. After that she did not dare close her eyes for fear of slipping into uncon sciousness this hour of inaction and im aginings was sapping her strength. She kept her hold of consciousness by watch ing, with wide, bright eyes, Lorimer's rest less tramping up and down the length of the hall, whose monotony he broke with many purposeless exits on to the broad, second-story veranda which lay along the eastern side of the house ; by keeping con scientious record of Lowe's rapidly smoked cigarettes; by making careful note of Gresham's ungraceful contortions. The faint, sickish odor of anesthetics, and the CLEM pungent smell of antiseptics crept into the hall, and stirred her vivid brain to keener, more unendurable imaginings. But the long hours dragged themselves out at last, and Clem was called again to Reggie's room. She went, feeling like a guilty thing. If only he would ask for his mother, for Dell, Virginia, for any other woman in the house! Yet, when she en tered the room, and saw his white face, and heard his murmured call for her, she lost sight of everything but him and his wel fare. Reggie's recovery and he had his chance, even though the chances against him were great was all that mattered to her from that moment. Every shred of self-consciousness fell away from her in that moment, and she felt herself revivified with a rush of self-confidence which was old and yet new. Reggie had need of her in his sore stress. Whatever circumstances had led to this state of affairs, she had her vital place in this circle of people at last. And as she realized, instantaneously with the boy's muttered call for her, how in- CLEM dispensable she was, all thought of the others fell away, and she gave herself, with a wonderfully vital concentration, to one solemn purpose the saving of this boy's life. Nothing else mattered; and when she bent over him, in all her glorious strength of mind and body, she seemed, even to the weary little group of surgeons and nurses, nothing less than a giver of life. XV A ND she seemed nothing less than that to -jk- Lorimer, when they met, face to face, early the next morning, in the shadowy up per hall. She had just closed Reggie's door behind her as Lorimer came down from the floor above. "How is he, after the night?" he asked. "Asleep now. He 's been restless, up to dawn. The doctors don't say much." She stood before him, in her white linen dress, superbly strong, superbly alive. The very sight of her this morning made his blood pulse faster. From her night of watching there lingered a slight pallor which only heightened the new charm which enveloped her. Her brows met in a slight frown, under his intense gaze, and Lorimer, catching himself up instantly, broke the too oppres sive silence. CLEM "There is nothing at all I can do for you ? Could you be spared now for a short drive or ride? It is n't possible that you have been up all night !" "I 've just had a few hours of rest," she said, with a slow shake of her head. "I 'm even going to have my breakfast, sent up here. They want me within call all the time to-day. Whenever Reggie rouses, he wants me, you see," she added simply. She moved away from him, had turned quite aside in fact, but she came back, and addressed him brusquely: "Look here! You can tell Mrs. Wines better than anybody; she '11 stand it from you. Twice last night she stood at this door, staring into the room, with those wild, fierce eyes it gave me the shivers. Of course Reggie's pretty bad, and she may blame me a lot ; but you tell her this : what I said to her yesterday afternoon, stands! I 'd not marry him not to save his life because she 'd rather see him dead she would n't thank me. I Ve got to be in there with him it 's doctors' or- CLEM ders God knows I wish she could be there instead. But he wants me, and only me, and so he shall have me, all my days and nights, till I can give him back to her well ! I 'm no Indian-giver. All this " she swept her hands out in a wonderful gesture "has been like a scratch across a picture. I 've told him all sorts of things, all last night; but none of it stands except what I told her. You tell her that. Tell her not to get scared. I don't want a thing she 's set her heart on." Her voice was perfectly level, and a per son with an untrained ear would have said it was emotionless. Lorimer knew voices better, and knew her better, and he put out his hand toward hers on an impulse of an admiration unbounded. "You are wonderful, wonderful!" he said. At her quick start he let her hand fall. A faint, fretful cry drifted to them through the closed door. It was Reggie, calling her name. For a moment he stood in the doorway, CLEM watching her as she went quickly across the room and bent over the boy, who was still murmuring her name with impatient tenderness. He saw her drop lightly to the floor and slip her arm under the tossing brown head. He saw her lips brush his cheek lightly, and her own cheek laid against the boy's. And then he closed the door decisively, and went across the broad corridor to the long doors which opened on that upper veranda where he sat through most of the night before. It was very early, hardly six o'clock, and the weary household was still sleeping. He sat down in the chair which he had occupied for so great a part of the night be fore, with a keen memory of those leaden- winged hours. Here he and Gresham and Lowe had sat, ready for anything, but so patently useless. To them Dell had flitted from time to time, with bits of news, or messages. Reggie was recovering well from the anesthetic; Mrs. Wines was un der the influence of an opiate; Virginia had yielded to entreaty, and had gone to CLEM her room; Clem was still needed; every time she stirred to go away the boy roused and asked for her. And to them all, to Dell sitting curled up beside Gresham in a huge chair, and to Lowe and himself, had come, just before the dawn, Clem Merrit, with her hair and dress in disarray and her face white and weary. "I came to tell you all that I am sent away for the rest of the night," she had said directly, "because I 'm not needed any more for a while ; and that everything is as hopeful as it can possibly be now. If Mrs. Wines is awake oh, I 'm glad. But if she had been waiting for word she ought to have even this little bit of good news." And then Dell had whirled herself to her feet, and with characteristic rapidity had taken charge of the girl. And here he sat again, after four brief hours of rest, reliv ing it all. For Drake Lorimer, since Clem Mer- rit's parting words to him the day before, had not had any consecutive moments in [220] CLEM which to consider all they held for him, and all that they might mean to him. He had been writhing- under them for a thou sand years, it seemed to him, so swiftly had event followed on event in these last twelve hours. One sentence of hers had rung in his ears, ever since she had uttered it : "No one side of life can afford to sit back in a smug little corner and say, 'I 'm It!'" She had accused them all of being snobs. As she had granted, it was not a pretty word. But she had uttered it firmly, though not until he himself had put it into speech. And after uttering it, she had explained it, definitely; and Lorimer re sented, with an appreciation both of its justness and un justness, her classification of him. But he resented far more deeply his clas sification of her. He had taken her at a merely surface value, and even in that sur face valuation of her he had been unfair. He had labeled her nouveau riche, with all that it implies of vulgarity and lack of CLEM breeding. And yesterday, in her departure from the place where she had been put to the torture, she had shown a justness of judgment which had shamed him utterly. She had refused to blame the mother for the cruel trick practised on her, because she remembered, resolutely, that mother's son. She had granted them all their point of view, and in her sane, personal judgment of them, had taken that view-point into consideration. By so much had she shown a fineness which they, in their judgment of her and her motives, had lacked. And if she had shown them justice when she left them, she had shown them the uttermost mercy in the manner of her return. He could never forget that moment when she refused to enter the house until she had her orders from those in authority, the boy's physicians. She had refused even then to blame Mrs. Wines; had ignored all her frenzies of grief; but she had retained her own standards. And all this meant that she had reached CLEM to heights where they had not ascended; and that they had sunk to depths on whose brink she stood aloof. For one undisturbed hour he gripped with searching self -questioning. He had felt assured for many years that he had a philosopher's natural view of life and men and women. Not for all of ten years, until this last month, has he met any one, man or woman, who had unsettled his cool, tempered judgment, whose personality had not lent itself to general rules and classifi cations. But this girl had been a disquiet ing force in his life, ever since he had seen her. She had uprooted, ruthlessly, his philosophy, had shaken his conventions, his beliefs, most of what he had termed his knowledge of men and women and life. And he knew that he could compass no peace of mind or spirit until in some way he had made atonement for his crass judg ment of her. He looked up to see Mrs. Wines coming toward him, her hands held out in piteous appeal. CLEM "Will the doctors say anything to you?" she asked him. "I went into his room last night twice! And this morning I have just come from him, from the door where they let me stand, out of his sight, but in hearing of his voice that is calling always for 'Clem !' 'Clem !' 'Clem !' They tried to make me stay in my room, within sound of that unending cry of his " Of them all, life was hardest, that day, for Frances Wines, and Lorimer realized it. He understood that she, too, had looked upon the picture he had seen ; had watched Clem Merrit on her knees beside the bed, with her strong young arms about the boy, with her cheek laid against his, soothing him, necessary to him, as she, his mother, was not. Lorimer went to meet her, and put her into a low, comfortable chair. "You won't forget that the slightest touch of fever al ways sets Reggie off," he reminded her. "He has raved through all his illnesses. We have everything to help us, the sur geons we most desired, and nurses, and CLEM Clem Merrit. And from her lips, given to me an hour ago, I have a message for you I want you to listen to it now." He said it over slowly, almost word for word: "he shall have me, all my days and nights, until I give him back to her well !" "I 'm no Indian-giver" "it 's like a scratch across a picture " All her phrasings and intonations came back to him as he repeated her words to Frances Wines. She listened in silence, her mind dis traught with her grief. Only one thought filled her brain ; the conviction that her son was lying, all but self-slain, because of this girl. Lorimer knew her thought, and his face grew sterner. "I have kept the morbid promise you demanded," he said. "I have not sug gested the idea of suicide to the surgeons. But neither have they suggested it to me. I will swear that it is nothing but an un fortunate accident. But however that may be-" He came closer to her, and spoke with CLEM added emphasis : "It is worse than barbar ous for her to continue with us under pres ent conditions. She will stay oh, yes! But each moment that she stays so only serves to raise her, and to lower us, infi nitely. She did us an infinite favor in coming back she could do no less, you say. Most certainly she could do no more, after the manner of her leaving. And every moment that she stays here, a pariah in your eyes, we are proving ourselves less and less her peers. And I, for one, writhe under it." Lorimer was speaking with such earnest ness that he did not notice Dell's approach. As he finished, she spoke quickly. "And I, too, dear Aunt Frances. I am Clem Merrit's very good friend. We sealed terms and conditions last night, and I spoke to her very frankly of this wretched business. We must play up to her. She is no more the same girl who swept into your dining-room that first night she came here, in her pale-gold dress and all her crudities, than we are the same people CLEM we were before we met her. Something volcanic has happened to all of us. Every man here is her friend ah!" She broke off with a cry of disgust at her own stupidity, as she saw the look which crossed Mrs. Wines's face. "Oh, every man, my dear Dell!" she murmured. Then she broke into rapid speech. "It is n't that I don't concede the girl her good points she has them but' she alone is to blame for this awful thing. It is good of her to come back yes ! but she could do no less. And being back oh, my boy, my boy !" Dell looked upon the white face help lessly. With a dimness of insight with which she did not have often to struggle, she wondered if this was, after all, mother hood; this blind intensity, this bending of all things else to the ultimate good of the best beloved. Dell's own child had died in its infancy, six years before, and she had never had another. She was hardly made for motherhood, for many of its potent instincts were lacking in her, but a [227] CLEM stifled longing after her brief maternality stirred painfully within her at times. It stirred now; it made her pitiful toward the great resentment which lay in this mother's eyes ; but her heart throbbed too, for the victim of this mother's devotion to her son; and, finally, because there was nothing left for her or Lorimer to do or say, they went away together. All day long Mrs. Wines wrestled with herself ; she held Clem Merrit's message in her hands, and she looked upon it steadily, from every standpoint. " I 'd not marry him to save his life because she 'd rather see him dead she would n't thank me!" It sounded brutal. But it did not sound more brutal than it was. And when the day dragged into evening ; when the boy's fever mounted higher, and Lorimer, with troubled face, held her back from Reggie's doorway, asking her to wait, because the delirium was violent and she could do nothing, she seemed to know by instinct what he was saving her from hearing. A few words floated out to her, CLEM enough to confirm her instant, intuitive knowledge; her boy was raving against her, against her injustice, her cruelty. "He blames you some," Clem Merrit had dared to tell her. Yes, he blamed her. It took her solemn watch that night, from midnight to dawn, to break utterly the stiff-necked, bitter anger which had held her for so many hours; that solemn watch which she kept, alone, upon the room where her boy lay, with his nurses and with Clem. From the darkened hall, where she sat unseen, she looked stead fastly upon the girl's face, as it bent above the boy's.* It was sleep that he needed, and that he would not take unless Clem's arm lay beneath his head. So often, at first, the girl seemed to think he was sleeping soundly, only to see him rouse into irritable consciousness at the first motion of her withdrawing arm ; and at last, for two long hours before the dawn, Clem knelt be side him, motionless, racked with a weary pain to which she would not succumb. It was just dawn when the nurses lifted CLEM her to her feet, from the spot where she had knelt for two hours. One of the first bad breaks in the boy's case was spanned, and in the reaction her strength slipped momen tarily away. She could not walk at first, and her very life seemed ebbing out of her when she finally stepped into the hall with one of the nurses, bound for, what seemed to her an impossible goal, her own room, across the corridor. She seemed to be walking in a painful dream; it was a dream that Reggie's mother came up to her, touched her, spoke to her; spoke to the nurse in a frightened voice about her. The dre*am still enveloped her as she lay upon her bed, her cramped muscles helpless to aid her, and felt Mrs. Wines's hands no less tender, and almost as skilful as the nurse's, loosen her clothes and make her comfortable. It was a dream of dreams when she felt Mrs. Wines push away the sleeve from' the weary arm where Reggie's head had rested for so long, and begin to rub back into life the numbed muscles. Clem flung up her other arm CLEM over her face, and hid it so, for many min utes. It was all a dream she had no de sire to wake. She heard the nurse say something in a low voice; heard Mrs. Wines's assent ; heard the sound of a closing door. The nurse had left them. And still those cool, magnetic hands caressed her She thrilled into life at last, when she felt hot tears falling on her arm, and she turned her head and stared into Mrs. Wines's face. As their eyes met Clem put up a protesting hand, but Mrs. Wines laid her own upon it. "You stopped me two days ago," she murmured, " in what I would have said to you. It is all something almost too bit ter for words; and yet you were brave enough to speak, and to speak most justly and gently to me ; and everything you said was quite true, and took more courage in the saying than I had or have. Drake gave me your message this morning I am bitterly ashamed I seemed so in need of it I have blamed you bitterly for too many things and if he lives " CLEM Her voice broke utterly. Clem turned her face until it lay against Mrs. Wines's. "If he lives," she whispered, "he '11 be yours. Can't you see the thing be tween us is dead, dead ! It can't be helped ; it 's over and done with forever." She felt Mrs. Wines's fleeting kiss on her forehead, and she caught the older woman's hand, and held it fast. "I could n't bear to have you say this sort of thing to me, ever again,"' she whis pered; "but I '11 never forget your coming here to-night never !" And then she sank into a dead, dreamless sleep. XVI ALL through the anxious week that fol- *~* lowed, Mrs. Wines never lost her won der at Clem Merrit's resolute matter-of- factness; at her cool acceptance of sick room conditions. It seemed ever new and strange to her that Clem should bend so in stantly over Reggie when he called her; should kiss his lips and forehead; should press her cool cheek to his; all with no more self -consciousness than when she gave him the medicine or food which he would take from no one else. And mean time he passed from crisis to crisis, until there came at last a night when the gods of life and death fought visibly above his bed for possession of him, in full panoply of war, before the pale, wan mother, and the determined girl who refused to look beyond any present moment of struggle. And in the end, life, was victor, though by CLEM so small a margin that they dared not hope too much until day after day of steady gaining rolled around to make them sure. Then it was that the mother's hard hours came again. In his convalescence, slow and wavering, her boy was not hers. He liked to have her near him, when Clem was away; and after those long days and nights of constant care, it was needful that she should be out of the sick-room for many hours, gaining the rest which she sorely needed. During these hours Reggie lay pa tiently enough, with his mother in attend ance, but he talked of Clem incessantly. "You like her now, mother!" he would say; and at her assent he would smile proudly. "I always told you she was the finest sort of a girl," he would assert. "Think of a girl like her sticking by a fellow for days and nights, when the house was full of doctors and nurses just be cause he yelled for her she 's the finest sort of a girl !" It was all boyish and very simple, and so dear. She loved him all the more for his CLEM loyalty, and she found herself suffering vicariously for him in that moment when he must learn that all the sweet assurances which Clem had murmured to him in those hours of his illness were mere murmurings. For herself, she could not doubt Clem Mer- rit's firm resolve; yet she caught herself rebelling at it once or twice, while she watched her boy lying dreamily, with an odd, tender little smile curving his clean young mouth. Was the girl to go happily on her way, leaving Reggie behind her, suffering and forlorn ! It was monstrous ! When it meant suffering for them both, it was easier for the mother to contemplate it. Now, when it seemed that only her boy was to wince beneath the bludgeoning of fate, the situation took' on a different aspect. She did not do Clem Merrit full justice yet; doubt there was if she ever could, so dissimilar were their planes of thought and action. Yet she was forced to this conclu sion at last: Clem did her fuller justice than she did Clem; Clem judged motives more gently, and truly sympathized with CLEM limitations to a more vital degree. And Frances Wines was forced to this better knowledge of the girl, past all her gentle laws of caste and race, and past all her grave reserve. Clem Merrit's own straightforwardness helped the situation as nothing else did or could. In her own phrase, she had buried the hatchet deep in the uncomfortable past. After all, there were only two people here against whom she had felt heavy resent ment, and both of these people had done all things to atone. Mrs. Wines's tears had done more than any words; and Drake Lorimer had left nothing undone which an ever-present thoughtfulness could prompt. But with all he had done, he had left much unsaid. This, with some 'sixth sense, Clem knew; and she was warding off any fur ther reparation on his part. She had had enough of it. She was willing to forget. Therefore she accepted Lorimer as she accepted Lowe, and Lowe as she accepted CLEM Lorimer, on an easy basis of frank good- fellowship. Both of them were resource ful in their plans for her comfort and rec reation, and more often than not it was with both of them that she departed on her rides and her walks. She swept all the cobwebs of finesse and restraint away from her path, by her resolute ignoring of what had gone before, and matters settled into a state of freedom and comfort as delight ful as it was surprising. And she had no more reason to say she had no woman friend. For Dell Gresham was outspokenly that Clem Merrit's friend. Lowe watched the growth of that friendship with humorous interest, feeling a certain proprietary pride in it. He had divined the kinship in their natures long since, and every man is proud of proof that he is intuitive. As for his pride in his own conception of Clem Merrit, it waxed with each day. She had not failed herself. She had faced as hard a situation as life would probably CLEM hold for her ; and she had faced it gallantly, with her head held high, and with lips that smiled without bravado, but with a very fine courage. She had won against the heaviest of odds, by sheer force of that splendid spirit which glowed within her. Throughout this most bitter test, she had not been found wanting, in the most essen tial sense. She had rather shown unsus pected strength along lines where one might look for the least resistance. As matters had developed, hers was the advan tage; theirs, the damage. All along the line they had been routed, and, one by one, they were coming back, to sit in her tent's shadow, a Hudibrastic denouement of which she was splendidly unconscious. Now and then Lowe permitted himself a mild wonder as to the still hidden truth of Reggie's shooting fray. Since the evening on which he went into town to meet Clem and bring her back, no words relating to it had passed her lips. It was a subject ta booed between them, and Lowe did not know whether the girl's lips were sealed CLEM from uncertainty or distressing knowledge. In a happier contingency he felt sure that he would have been told. He did not fore see in just what way things hidden were to be revealed, nor the far-reaching effects of that revealing. XVII / T A HE revelation came, six weeks to a -L day from the time of Reggie's mis hap, on a morning when Clem was absent, riding hard with Lorimer along the coun try roads. It involved the entire house hold, which accounted for the noticeable tensity of the luncheon hour; a tensity which Clem and Lorimer, entering the dining-room almost at the close of the meal, missed. They were in their riding clothes, and they offered but scant apology therefor. "We 're famished," Clem said to Dell, as she dropped into a vacant chair beside her. "I 'm keeping my hat on. My hair would drop to my knees if I did n't." She flung her whip into a corner and drew off her gloves. Then she glanced about the table. "Where 's Reggie?" she demanded. CLEM "Did n't he feel up to coming down ?" For Reggie had been spending most of the last few days down-stairs. "Oh, he is perfectly well," Mrs. Wines answered her hastily. "He " Lowe filled in the pause promptly, be fore the wonder in Clem's eyes grew too great. "He is sulking, Clem," he remarked con fidentially, at her elbow. "He desires to see you immediately." "What rot!" Clem said. "What 's up, Jack?" She was glancing carefully about the table, and she felt a definite change. If Jack's aside was true, Reggie's sulking was making his relatives undeniably happy. Mrs. Wines, especially, looked the embodi ment of peace and joy. She made a some what hasty meal, and rose abruptly, while the others were still sitting casually about. "This riding habit is too stuffy to en dure," she said. "Do let me go !" As she passed Mrs. Wines, that lady reached out a detaining hand. "Reggie has CLEM been asking for you, Clem," she said. There was a note of eager joy in her voice which puzzled the girl. "Yes," she said. "I '11 go to him in a lit tle while." She stopped at Reggie's door, before she went to her own room, and tapped lightly on it with her whip handle. "I 'm back, Reggie," she called. "As soon as I get out of these riding things I '11 come in." "Never mind about the riding togs," said Reggie crossly. "Come in now, Clem. I want to talk to you about something im portant. Can you fix up a deal to keep the whole lot of rotters down-stairs from run ning in and out? I want to talk to you alone. It 's important, I tell you." He was wagging his head ominously, and his frown was fierce. Clem stared at him in wonder and some amusement, and then she came farther into the room, and closed the door behind her. "It just occurs to me that they 're all pre pared down-stairs, for this little wig- wag of ours," she remarked coolly. "I don't think CLEM we '11 take any big chances if we settle down right now." She came freely across the room, her whip still swinging lightly in her hand, and she stood for a moment beside his chair, in her severe habit, with her small Derby still banded tight to her head. As he did not speak at once, she dropped into a chair op posite him, cutting at the intervening air lightly with her whip. "It was a gorgeous morning!" she said at length. "Mr. Lorimer and I were out till luncheon. I wonder when those beasts of doctors are going to let you ride again !" "That 's what I want to talk to you about, Clem," Reggie interposed. "Have you got any idea of what people are saying about this condemned shooting fray of mine? Do you know what people here think?" "Nobody 's told me what anybody thinks," Clem replied cheerfully. "I Ve been too busy to listen, if any one had." "That 's what I told 'em," Reggie af firmed. "Mother got in here before I got CLEM through with Vee Vee gave it all away and they both made a great powwow. Vee let out too much, without meaning to, and I jumped on her, and jerked the rest out before she knew it. She 's been thinking, and mother 's been thinking, all along, and all the rest of 'em, for that matter, Dell and Eaton and Drake that it was a blunder at suicide! that I tried to do for myself with a confounded bullet ! that I 'm alive to-day only because I did n't know how to shoot to kill ! Vee owned up that mother was certain of it, and that Drake and Eaton were afraid of it and as many more who knew you 'd tried to throw me down ; owned up that everybody in this shack, down to the stable boy, thinks I 'm a near- suicide, a poor, driveling, sniveling fool ! That I tried to shoot myself because a girl had thrown me over! Well, it hurt that day, but not that way " He raised his eyes to Clem's all too ex pressive face, and met her betraying eyes full; and he bent toward her with a dark flush flooding his face. C 244;] CLEM "You too!" he said sharply. "Et tu, Brute!" did not come in its first utterance from a heart more deeply charged with woe. It was Clem's turn to flush slightly, and to rush to hurried words. "Truly, Reggie, no! Not even when Jack told me your mother thought it, the night he came after me, and brought me back. Not till I saw you, before the opera tion, and you yourself said things that made me sure for a while, that is that it was a plain case of " Reggie checked her with a hand up raised in awful dignity. "Did it enter your head, once, before you saw me all dopey and queer in the head, as a possible thing?" he asked. Clem flecked delicately at her riding boot and did not reply. "It did !" Reggie groaned, and fell back into his chair, with his eyes closed against the alluring sight of her as she sat there in her riding dress, with her whip flecking the air. O45H CLEM "Now look here, Reggie," Clem said at last, with that business-like directness which distinguished her and all her deeds. "Just figure it out a bit, will you. I told you that afternoon that I would n't marry you and I want you to get accustomed, by the way, to the thought that that statement still stands. You 've been desperately sick, and you had to be told all sorts of creamy non sense, as nonsensical as what you said be fore the operation evidently was. Just get used to that, will you? So off you go in a huff perhaps you don't remem ber what you said as you cut out behind those pine-trees, but I do very well, and did, that same evening, when Jack met me with the pleasant news that you were shot. You had said that you were going to the devil well, I thought, if you '11 par don me, that you 'd started. And then I remembered what a cracking shot you are, and when Jack said a second time that it was the sort of wound it was, I was sure the other idea was absurd, and that it was only an accident, doubly unfortunate CLEM because it happened to come at such a very uncomfortable time for all of us. So I come back here, because you said you wanted me, and I 'm sent in here before they operate, and you begin a lot of burble about being a fool, and thoughts of murder when I laughed and, in short, I was pretty thoroughly scared ! Men have done it, you know," she added defensively, as she caught Reggie's look of dire contempt. "Fools have!" muttered Reggie. "Well, fools, if you like. They 're lots of 'em loose in every woods. Of course you said it was an accident, but you 'd be likely to say that ; anybody would, as soon as he found he could still talk, whether he was telling the truth or not. So that did n't count for or against you. And -the doctors did n't count, in their diagnoses, for or against, and when they did n't say it was self -inflicted, or hint at it, why, nobody took it on himself to start the story." Reggie sat in wrathful dignity, and Clem watched him quizzically. She had disappointed him sorely, that was evident; CLEM and she was a bit sorry, but it was funny his fuming impotency. She wondered dumbly how much longer she could pre serve a fitting gravity in the face of it. "That 's it," the boy said at last. "All the talk! About you and me! It 's not decent sort of talk for you, and it makes me out a driveling fool, the sort of fool any right-minded girl ought to want to shoot, herself ! The idea of a man's shoot ing himself for a girl !" Clem broke into ringing laughter. "What 's the proper thing, Reggie?" she asked, unwisely. "You wait and see!" the boy retorted with wrath. Clem looked deeply on him; then she rose from her chair, and went over to him, and dropped on her knees beside him. "Listen to me, Reggie!" she said. "There 's no waiting about it, for either of us; because the thing 's done for, ended! Don't you see? It was beautiful while it lasted, and no girl would ever want a dearer lover, but it was midsummer mad- CLEM ness, and the summer 's all but gone. It was all my fault I ought to have known better I did know better; but you loved me in a way that no man 's ever loved me you can't understand, and I can't tell you any more about it; but I loved you dearly for that sort of love you gave me. But that sort of love you felt for me could n't last it never lasts; and unless there 's something else to fall back on, better and more solid, it goes like a bubble like this love of ours has gone. Ah, yes, it has gone, Reggie ! You need n't own it to me now, but it 's gone from us." She looked mournfully on the tumbled brown head so near her. "Listen," she murmured. "I 'm the first girl you Ve loved, Reggie. Let 's ticket you the tenth man for me ! That does n't sound nice, does it? You don't like it! Well, the man I marry must like it, must be glad of it, must thank heaven for every man of them all who 's had any part in making me the sort of woman I am what ever sort I am. And you can't love me that CLEM way, yet. And by the time you can per haps by then I should n't like the work of the ten women who had come between us, to change you from the boy you are now ! Or it may not be ten women, Reggie, but the one girl you '11 love. And I don't think she '11 mind the thought of me, not if she understands the way you love me, dear. Tell her it was Love you loved, and that I stood for it for a brief three months ; and she '11 understand, better than you under stand now. It 's ended, Reggie; it 's ended!" She was still kneeling by him, her hands pressed hard on his shoulders, and, as she finished, she drew his face down to hers, and kissed him on the lips. His eyes looked dazed and hurt. "It 's not ended," he said stubbornly. "You 've been listening to nonsense if mother has been saying Clem put her hand firmly over his mouth. "She 's said nothing nothing nothing! She never would again. She took me to my room and stayed by me one CLEM night till I fell asleep. We watched over you together, she and I she knows me better than she did; and she trusts me. I know she trusts me, now. But it 's ended, Reggie ; it 's over !" Reggie groaned dismally. "If only I were on my feet again ! I can't hold you to what you said to a delirious fool; a fool you thought had shot himself, and was too much of a fool to kill himself " Clem's eyes brimmed with tearful laugh ter. "Don't you see how absurd it is, dear!" she said; and kneeling by him she laughed and cried together until the boy implored her to desist. "It 's so funny that it 's heart-breaking !" she explained inadequately. She looked up at him at last. "I 'd better go, Reggie." Reggie caught her full meaning. "No," he said bluntly. "You can't. You said, that day you threw me down, that we could be friends still." "Well, you did n't seem to think we could," Clem remarked. "You see," she added, "my work here is CLEM done. You 're all but well. You could be down-stairs now, up and down by yourself, if we did n't want to be so careful. Next week you '11 be all over the place. I could n't stay any longer, you see that; so why not go now, in a day or two ?" "Don't plan about it yet," Reggie im plored. "I need to get sort of settled. I 've tho.ught that things were the same, and yet all the time I knew they were n't; knew that you were just making a big baby of me. But I want to get on my feet again before I give up the fight ! What can I do, pinned down like a bug in this chair Clem, I wish you had n't thought I was such a damned fool !" "I 'm sorry!" Clem said, with an irre pressible smile, and Reggie, looking up and catching her eyes, after a hard struggle with his dignity., laughed ruefully. "I 'm going to leave you now," Clem informed him. "I '11 tell your mother " "Don't tell anybody," the young man said morosely. "I want to be by myself." "Then I '11 tell Virginia that you want CLEM her to come up to-night after dinner, shall I?" Clem wheedled. "I won't come in again to-day, unless you send for me, and you 'd better not. But I '11 bring you your breakfast to-morrow, and see that you eat it. Shall I send you Virginia?" "Vee 's a kid!" growled the aged lover. For many weeks Clem had pondered over the why of that first talk of hers and Virginia Garnet's during her first week at The Pines ; that talk in which the younger girl, under a transparent question, had out lined her own first experience of love. A random remark of Dell Gresham's had con firmed Clem's conclusion; it was evident that Virginia's small love affair had been eruptive in its nature and process, and that it was therefore no secret. Yet Dell's speaking of it at all was a distinct mark of confidence, since it was the other side which discussed it, to Lorimer's intense annoy ance. Clem had long since perceived, of her own intelligence, the delicate, filmy, motherly planning she had destroyed; the great, and in all ways desirable, good she CLEM had frustrated. She looked at Reggie, a faint conception dawning within her of why she might be holding all these vari-colored threads. Yes, it was an eminently suitable thing : Drake Lorimer's cousin, sweet, ten der, beloved of Reggie's mother Reggie's wife! Could it be? Could it be made to be? She spoke quickly, because she would not let herself consider the wisdom of her words; her impulse to say them was so strong that it must be right to follow it. "Virginia, a kid ! Reggie, you 're a bat, a mole ! Can't you see that she 's a woman grown; that she 's been hurt?" Reggie stared up at her vaguely. "Do you mean that she 's in love too?" he stammered. "Who with? Who 's the man?" Already Clem half repented of her words. It was an open secret, and yet, Reggie had not known it ; it was too much like betrayal. "Don't ask me, and don't ask her!" she said. "But don't call her a child any longer, a child who knows nothing when there 's 254:1 CLEM such a lot she could teach you! I know you hate to have me tell you any woman even your grandmother is older than you are. Shall I ask her to come up?" "As you like !" sighed Reggie. She held out her hand, and after a scant moment of sad gazing, Reggie took it, and then put up a long arm, and caught her about the neck. "You don't mind !" he murmured, as he kissed her. "Mind!" Clem laughed gently. "Not any more than if you were a kitten, dear." And with that barren joy to feast upon, she left him. She wore a rather rueful smile when she stepped into the hall, and its peculiar qual ity struck Lowe, who met her face to face. "You could n't take a stroll or a drive ?" he asked her insinuatingly. "What is it? You are smiling like a well-behaved child whose stick of candy has just been taken from her! Who has seized it?" "I 've given it away," Clem answered so berly. "No, Jack, I want to rest." And she turned abruptly from him. [ass] XVIII looked up from her letters the next morning, with relief and regret mingled in her heart. Here, in this letter, lay her way of escape, as well as her path of love and duty. And yet, as she read the lines which were her summons away, she felt an odd sinking of her heart. She sat in silence for a few moments, dropping lump after lump of sugar into her coffee, until she discovered it to be a thick and nauseous syrup. She pushed it away with a grimace, and spoke, after a manner to the entire board, and yet directly to Mrs. Wines. "My father 's on the verge of going abroad at last. He gets into town day after to-morrow, and he wants me back there with him, for his last week. I ought to go, to-morrow night, I think." The spontaneous regret which met her CLEM words all but embarrassed her. She was glad that her call to the city was of so demanding a nature. A silly, transparent excuse could not have withstood their assaults. She was glad when Reggie's breakfast-tray was brought in, because she always went up-stairs with it and its bearer. She carried her letters with her, and went into his room with this new ulti matum to follow so close upon the heels of yesterday. Reggie greeted her with sulky delight. "I 've been waiting for an hour," he said. "I should have sent for you if you had n't come. There 's no reason why you should keep away from me, if I 'm willing to have you round and I am !" "You 've got a fine Italian nature!" she said with a rapid little brushing of her fingers against his cheek. "Cheer up, old man; you 're always snappish till you 're fed. I did n't have an idea of not coming in this morning, and I '11 stay with you all day if you like; for I 've got to go to-mor row, Reggie. Yes, I have, straight! My CLEM father 's going to sail next week, and he reaches New York day after to-morrow. I can't let my old dad go off for God knows how long, without a farewell bat with him." "And then you '11 come back here ?" Reg gie said, with a certainty of inflection which did not correspond with his voice, which was wistful in the extreme. His morose expression deepened as Clem shook her head. "I can't, Reggie. Yes, your mother asked me to. But I can't." "You can, but you won't," he growled. "And if I thought you were faking that excuse too " Clem held her father's letter before his eyes, and Reggie impenitently read. "Oh, you play straight enough," he con ceded in half apology. "And, of course, with all this, you 've got to go. It seems cursed coincidental, though. But you might come back." "I can't, Reggie," she told him. All morning long she sat beside him, CLEM both of them deeply conscious that some spell was broken. Her departure had come about pertinently and naturally and inev itably, as she had desired. Without doubt, her work here was done. Reggie was all but well in body, and was not broken in heart, however uncontrite he might be; nor more than passing sad in mind, thanks to the clear absurdity of that misapprehen sion which had rained ridicule and light laughter upon young love. And now and then, because talk of themselves was probed to the ultimate depths, they spoke of Vir ginia, Reggie with a deep and growing curiosity which Clem refused to gratify. And it was to Virginia that Clem gave up her place that she might begin her prep arations for leaving. It was to that same gentle nurse that he turned the next morning, after he had waved an invalided hand to the Greshams and Lorimer and Clem as they went off to gether for a last ride. That was Clem's own manipulation, and she smiled in triumph that was all her own at the sight CLEM of those two young faces bending from Reggie's window. What she could do she had done. The rest lay in their own hands and in the future. Through some other subtle machination of which she had been supremely uncon scious, she looked ahead down a long, level road, later in the morning, and saw no one of their party, save only Lorimer, riding beside her. They had been talking and racing by turns, for how long she did not know. At all events, they were completely separated from their quondam companions. "What does it matter?" Lorimer said. "Dell and Eaton are still honeymooning. They started across the country half an hour ago. Come; ahead of us is a spot made by God for the rest of the weary. We can let the beasts graze, and you can put up your hair in supreme peace." A little further on, Lorimer led the way, a few paces aside from the road, and dis mounted; and while he attempted to limit the radius of grazing-ground, Clem stood, fastening up some of the heavy braids of CLEM her hair which had become loosened in their last race. Posed so, she looked, even in her tailored habit, more a goddess than a mortal woman. She was flawlessly lovely ; and Lorimer, looking, was lost. Clem, her braids secured beneath her riding-hat, glanced casually up into his eyes, and, being no unskilled seeress in the ways of men, perceived that an unexpected and yet a strangely unsurprising crisis was impending heavily. Her brain traveled a lightning path back over the weeks, and she saw precisely the steps which had led them both to this precipitate moment. She had not foreseen it ; she had never thought of it as possible; but she realized now that the only reason for her lack of taking thought for the morrow in this instance was her unvoiced conviction that Drake Lorimer was triple-guarded against all her powers. Otherwise she must have interpreted many of his words and deeds just as the present moment was interpreting them. "I wish you 'd look at Soubrette's left forefoot," she remarked coolly, as she 18 CLEM thrust one of her two remaining hairpins into place. "I think she picked up a stone back yonder." Lorimer smiled slightly, whereby Clem perceived that he had perceived her percep tion of a moment back. She knew then that the situation was not to be saved by palpable evasions, and yet she tried to break the spell once again. "Hurry, please," she said, pushing the last pin emphatically into place. "I 've got to get back to Reggie." "Reggie is eliminated from this," Lor imer said. "Oh, you wonderful woman! Am I blind that I have not seen ; deaf that I have not heard, from his own lips, his ignorant tale of what you have done for him! If it were possible for me to love you more, he gave me the cause, last night, in his rambling, hurt talk." The girl frowned a little. "All this is past history/' she said. "It 's been talked over too much, anyway. It 's been played out under arc-lights. At least we can keep [afa] CLEM our tongues still about it. What sort do you take me for" "For the sort of woman, and that sort only, who could say to her boy-lover what you said to yours !" Lorimer retorted vehe mently. "He said it all over to me last night, poor chap; said it dully; he did not know a tenth of what you meant. But let me tell you, for your glory, that you ac complished the work you set yourself to do ; you left him his Ideal unsmirched; you left him his belief in his Perfect Woman still alive all that with the wisdom of a first experience. He does n't know, and may not, for another score of years, what you have done for him in this crucial time of his life; and his mother only faintly knows. But I know, Clem." She flushed a little, and her eyes met his for a second. "You get under my guard when you talk that way of Reggie," she murmured. "You put it a little different I hope I have done all that; all I wanted to do was to [263] CLEM leave him for some other girl the right girl just as sweet and clean and whole some " She broke off abruptly, and Lorimer stooped and mechanically picked up her horse's forefoot. As he raised his head, she flung him one of her old, brilliant smiles. "So, if you feel satisfied about Reggie, it 's all right. I reckon that stone was a mistake, my mentioning it. Come, let 's go back. Oh, why need it go any fur ther" Lorimer interrupted her sternly. "What do you mean ? That I have not said it all, in saying that I love you ? Don't you know that means all things ; that I have no wish on earth but to make you my wife " Clem sat down against the grassy mound against which she had been half kneeling. She dropped her chin into her hand, and she motioned him freely to the place beside her. "There 's no helping it now," she said. "We might as well have it out, here and CLEM forever. Sit down and let 's be as com fortable as we can, because " But Lorimer stood before her, speaking with rigid self-control. "Don't say w*hat you were going to say now yet. Because you are going to dis miss it all with a word. This thing means too much it deserves more than a dis missing word. It began the first night I looked into your face. I know that now. It grew to gigantic height that night you went away only to come back, three hours later." Clem flushed again. "Ever since I Ve been back, I 've wanted to say something to you about that talk of ours, and I could never find the words. I could n't take it back, because I believe in my soul that everything I said is true. But I 've been mighty sorry lots of times since that I said all I did. It was n't generous; there was no sense in it, no use in it, no good done by it. I wish I had n't." "I 've never wanted you to take back one word," Lorimer replied steadily. "Nor CLEM have I wished that you had left anything unsaid. You made the petty things of life shrink into nothingness; you made only the big things in it seem worth while. You have shamed us all there have been many times when I could have kissed your garment's hem for the outgiving virtue of it. I think we have all thanked the gods for this accidental chance which brought you back here, to give us our chance " Clem put out her hand in mute protest. "That 's all buried and done for," she said. "No good ever came of raking up old scores." "As for this other thing," she added, after a pause. "I 'm sorry, but it 's not possible. Oh, it 's not possible! You 've got sense enough to see straight; why do you try to ride through a mountain ; to beat your head against a wall that won't be bat tered down?" "I must know all this beyond all doubt," Lorimer insisted. His face had paled slightly, but his eyes were gleaming. "You CLEM must tell me why Ah, let us talk face to face in this. You are too big to turn away, and refuse to face any truth; and this is Truth, Clem." Clem struck with her whip the long, dry grass at her feet. "Both of us are going to get hurt if we don't call it all off now! and shake hands. Come !" She held out her hand with a glance which was brightly beseeching. Lorimer shook his head. "I promise you that I will shake hands with you at last, if it must be only that," he said. "But not now " "It must all come to the same thing," she interrupted. "This way we both accept it. The other way we handle live coals and burn our hands, and perhaps can't shake hands because of the sting and smart " "Let us pick up the burning coals," Lor imer pressed. "You can't expect me to take my dismissal with merely a friendly hand-clasp, after this." "After all, it 's soon said," Clem re- CLEM marked. "Sit down, do ; let 's be comfort able. You 're keen enough to know that the thing which drew you toward me for awhile back yonder was n't congeniality, but our awful unlikeness. I 've been brought up with men, you know that 's enough to account for my unlikeness to most of the women you 've known ; and by the same token it accounts for your being a new sort to me. I 've lived with men, you know " Lorimer's lips parted, even as they whit ened slightly. But Clem forestalled him. "Here 's my idea !" she said quickly. She picked up his hand and laid it, palm down, along her own. She followed its fine out line with her finger while she talked : "Here 's my idea! It fascinated me, this hand of yours, the first night I met you, when I read your hand and Jack's to gether. The difference there is in them ! Jack 's a gentleman I 've known a lot of men who were gentlemen of sorts but I never in my life met any man but you who would n't be capable of forgetting, some- CLEM times, that he was a gentleman, in remem bering that he was a man! You 'd never forget it; you could n't! If you were ever face to face with Life, with only these hands of yours between you and it and Death, you 'd die like a gentleman, but you 'd die. "I 've been reading a lot of your books this last month. I 've been reading up on your women, your men; and I 've learned more about you, there, than you 'd believe was there. I know now, the sort of men and women you stand for ; the sort of life and living you admire. It 's hard to say any of this without saying things that I don't mean. But the fact is, that both you and I are limited, in some ways, forever; and what each of us has lacked, we Ve liked in the other. But for us to try to get past those limitations it would be hell; you take my word for that. You know it, with out words !" She glanced at him quickly, but he was looking straight ahead of him, with a face so set that a weary shadow crept into her eyes. CLEM "Well, that 's the whole of it," she added again, in the pause which Lorimer did not break, although she waited for him hope fully. "All of us have slumbering traits that reach out after, the same ones, devel oped in others" She broke off abruptly. "It 's hard to talk sometimes, is n't it? Words are nothing but thick veils that you draw down over what you are really think ing. I 'm afraid I 've made a bad botch of it all-" "You 've made yourself painstakingly clear," Lorimer said, between dry lips. "Yes, I insisted; you had to make your stand. No, I don't blame you for anything you have said, now or at any time. Know that always. You are not to blame because my blood is not red enough to call to you, and my hands are not brawny enough to conquer you. You are quite right ; I should not grapple frantically with life and death; I should realize too keenly the weary futil ity of fighting against impossible odds." He sprang to his feet and held out his hand to her. [270] CLEM "Well, after all this carrying of coals, let us shake hands; the smart of the burn does not preclude the keeping of that promise." She put out her hand with averted eyes, and he held it for a moment without speak ing. "I am going to say good-by, here, now," he said at last. "You are leaving us to night ! I shall take you back to the house, and if you don't see me again, you will know by new proof that I am not a man who thinks it worth while to fight shadows or stone walls." He paused, but he did not release her hand, and he stood looking down upon her fair head and her averted face. "In those first days," he said abruptly, "some one we both know pictured you in phrases that I would give most things to call mine, phrases that I could not have made then of you, and yet they have stood always for you in my heart. And if it is worth while to have made them, it is worth much to be the subject of them : 'She looked CLEM the primitive Woman. . . . She might have been the primeval Woman, walking untrodden sands, pressing the springing earth when the world was young. . . . She was so nobly unashamed and so purely human. . . . The very atoms of her might have been scooped up from virgin earth, from sea-born clay just washed to shore. . . . And a Rodin hand might have mod eled her!'" He said it reverently, slowly. He bent low at last to look into her face. "Clem !" he said. She looked up at him blindly. He could not read her face the strange light on it. "Did Jack say that? Then? That far back?" she stammered. Lorimer drew back a little. "Jack? Yes, it was Jack ; though I did n't say so." He was surveying her with unflinching keenness. Suddenly he caught up both her hands and drew her to her feet, and for a moment they looked on each other, in be wildered silence. Then Lorimer released her, and stepped back with a little smile [272] CLEM about his lips that was like a groan re pressed. "I think," he said slowly, "that we have both been reasoning from false premises, in this talk of ours. And, on each side, most innocently." For another moment he stared down into her face, and then he lifted her hands, and held them close against his breast, looking at her with all of the longing and none of the joy of love. "You will be very happy," he said in a strained, keen voice. "Very happy. You are made for joy, and you will live it ; and if I may be able ever to further it in any way " He raised his eyes, and looked straight above Clem's head, into Lowe's face ; Lowe, who, in the course of a solitary stroll, had chanced upon this woodland scene. For a moment the eyes of the two men met in a look which was unmistakable to each of them, and Lorimer, if he had never felt it before, knew then the primal call to battle. And then heredity and environment and, CLEM perhaps, the sense of the weary futility of struggle fell upon that primal call and crushed it. He laid her hands gently down, and spoke over her shoulder to Lowe, in a voice that almost achieved his customary level tone. "You 're walking, Jack ? Then take my horse, will you, when Miss Merrit is ready to go back, and see her safely home?" Clem, turning quickly, protesting fiercely, was hushed into dumbness by the vivid fire in Lowe's eyes as he came toward her. They stood in silence until all sound of footsteps had died away, and then, at a quick move of Lowe toward her, Clem shrank back against a tree trunk, holding him off with a raised hand. She broke into hurried words. "I Ve just heard of the bully thing you did for me, Jack, down at the beach, weeks ago that stunt of yours in words, Jack !" She was laughing a little, trying, so, to hide the great emotion which surged through her. "I have n't the nerve to quote it all that virgin earth and sea-born CLEM clay business but you could n't have added another word to what you said !" Lowe's fixed gaze and impassive face were relieved only by the flicker of his light lashes, and, at last, by a shadowy smile. "I could have added nothing there !" he conceded. "But all was not said in that long past moment, Clem." He was standing before her, his hands clasped behind him, yet as close to her as if he held her in his arms. "All these two years of meetings and of absences have been bringing us both to this relentless moment. You know that. We belong to each other, and this is our hour. Nothing, nobody, counts in it, save only you and me. You know that." Her face had paled, but in her eyes no doubts lingered. He saw there the answer to the cry, and he did not need to hear her solemnly uttered words. "Yes, I know that," she said. THE END University of California Library Los Angeles This book is DUE on the last date stamped below. / J