LIBRARY OF THE University of California. GIFT OF ^'■°1 ws Class 1^- ^^ ^ 1^ " He Spoi^ij: to Me." Facing title />agc. {See page 143.^ EZRA HARDMAN, M.A. OF WAYBACK COLLEGE AND OTHER STORIES BY SARA B. ROGERS OF TH€ UNIVERSITY OF NEW YORK DODGE PUBLISHING COMPANY 150 Fifth Avenue COPYRIGHT IN THE YEAR NINETEEN HUN- DRED BY THE DODGE PUBLISHING COMPANY. Dedicated to MIRIAM. Of THE UNIVERSITY OF 306575 Contents. PAGIE Ezra Hardman, M. A, 13 The Light of Circumstance 37 Sylvia Graham Kimberton 53 The Giant's Strength 69 The Crime op Lois Baxter 83 In Poverty Row 109 The Chevalier D'Artois 125 Her Son 153 Poison Flowers 175 Ezra Hardman, M.A. 13 OF THE UNIVERSJTY OF Ezra Hardman, M.A/ HAEDMAN told his wife that they would need at least a week to get fairly settled in their new quar- ters at the University, and Mrs. Hardman regretfully subtracted that amount of time from the days she was so covetously hoard- ing. When the hour of their departure actually arrived, and she had watched the expressman take away their few trunks and boxes, and had tied the children's hats securely under their firm, round chins, her forced composure deserted her, and she sobbed as if her heart would break. Hardman stood looking down at her with masculine perplexity. There was no time to lose, and several of his colleagues w^ere al- * By courtesy Charles Scribner's Sons. 15 Ezra Hardman, M.A. ready waiting at the station to bid Mm god- speed. He wanted to go away smiling and to be whirled off in triumph from the ad- miring and envious glances of his friends. He could not understand his wife's tears; why should she cry when they were coming back again after he had obtained his de- gree of doctor of philosophy? They would be absent for only two years, and the time would soon be over. It was an occasion for rejoicing rather than tears. There were few men who enjoyed his opportunities. Ever since he had received his sheepskin from the small college in southern Wiscon- sin he had served as tutor at that institu- tion, and had climbed slowly to the rank of professor of history. It had seemed to him if only he might secure a doctorate from some Eastern college there was nothing he might not become. He was impatient to get out in the world and to try his wings, and he had finally selected Maxwell Uni- versity at Fairview, thinking it afforded him the finest facilities for his purpose. 16 Ezra Hardman, M.A. He considered it one of the leading Eastern Universities, and would have been sur- prised and shocked to learn that Yale and Harvard regarded it as decidedly Western, and spoke of it scornfully as a fresh- water university. Mrs. Hardman dried her eyes and, taking the younger child in her arms, prepared to follow the fortunes of her lord and master. A kitten which they had presented to a neighbor the previous day refused to adopt its new home and ran mewing after her. She tried to drive it back, but the child cried so hard for it that she was forced to pick it up and restore it to the baby's arms. The professor had preceded her by sev- eral blocks. He held a bird cage, partly covered by a newspaper, in one hand, and to the other clung tightly his older son, a boy of four years. He was very happy as he walked down the village street in the bright sunlight of that pleasant September morning. He sang softly to himself in the joyousness of his 1? Ezra Hardman, M.A. heart, and his little boy, in childish imita- tion, danced at his side and sang also. Hardman's breast swelled with pride when he found that many of the faculty had honored him by appearing at the sta- tion to bid him farewell; the president of the college himself had called upon him and had given him a hearty handshake and his best wishes for success. He felt that he was a very lucky fellow indeed. The succeeding days passed like a rose- colored dream to him. He did not notice the fatigue of traveling, augmented by the alternate boisterous mischief and fretful- ness of the children. Even when they had reached Fairview, and after a dreary search for rooms convenient to the Campus, and within reach of their pathetically slen- der purse, had begun to move into a couple of small, desolate apartments, Hardman's cheerful courage did not desert him. He sang gaily as he put up the rickety old stove in the room which was to serve at once for parlor, dining room and kitchen, 18 " Hardman's Breast Swelled with Pripe.' Page 1 8. Ezra Hardman, M.A. and when their few belongings were care- fully bestowed he glanced about with an air of contented pride. The birds were singing as sweetly from their cage in the window as ever they had done at Wayback. The kitten was purring softly on the rug before the stove, and above the battered chimney-piece hung the faded bit of sheepskin announcing to this new world that Ezra Hardman had been admitted to the degree of bachelor of arts in 1877 by Wayback College, Wayback, Wisconsin. The Hardmans at best were not seriously hampered with this world's goods, and of their scanty supply they had brought only the barest necessities. A faded "God Bles3 Our Home/' worked in variegated crewels by Mrs. Hardman when she was Minnie. Smith, was the sole ornament they per- mitted themselves. They had contrived some seats from the packing-boxes, and these, with a couple of chairs, a table and a stove, completed the furniture of the living- 19 Ezra Hardman, M.A. room. A few worn text books lay piled in a corner. The bedroom was furnished with even greater simplicity. Beside the bed and a small cot for the children it contained only a washstand with a tin basin and a cracked water pitcher. It was not magniflcent^ but it satisfied Hardman^ and, as one of the students remarked later, "It didn't so much matter about Hardman's environment, since his smile was luxurious enough to furnish a palace." He had not been a conspicuous figure in his native village, but, becoming trans- planted to a campus so thoroughly cosmo- politan as was that of Maxwell University, he stood out with alarming distinctness. Fortunately for his peace of mind he did not comprehend this fact, being one of those persons destined to go through life totally ignorant of the impression they create on others. He would never correct- ly interpret the curious looks and sly smiles and backward glances that accom- 20 Ezra Hardman, M.A. panied Ms appearance on the campus. He impressed the casual observer as at once ludicrous and pathetic. His legs were long and very much bent at the knees, even when he stood at his straightest, and were encased in trousers of a whitey-brown hue of that length familiarly known as "high- water.'' They supported a body at once so bulky and rotund as to give him the effect of an exaggerated Brownie. One felt sure nature had framed his anatomy in some wildly sportive humor. His head was large and well shaped and lighted by a pair of honest, friendly, blue eyes. A snub nose and a large, smiling mouth, shaded by an extensive reddish mustache exactly matched by his curly hair, completed Ms description. He settled down to work with a tremen- dous enthusiasm, after having squandered some time in learning the routine of the in- stitution, for Maxwell University had among its faculty ardent admirers of the system pursued at foreign universities. A n Ezra Hardman, M.A. conservative professor was wont to ask, with sarcastic significance, if anyone knew why the University had adopted the Sem- inary method of instruction, and why can- didates for advanced degrees were com- pelled to endure a final oral examination of three hours' length. On being answered in the negative, he would reply: "Because they do in Germany." The graduate students at Maxwell were expected to select some subject in which they were specially interested, and which afforded scope for original investigation, and to prepare weekly reports on the work throughout the Semester. The sessions at which these reports were presented were strictly private, and were presided over by a professor, who, together with the mem- bers of the Seminary, openly criticized the reports. Hardman made his debut in Professor Butler's Seminary with his accustomed buoyancy. It was an utterly novel method to him, as he had never deviated from the 32 Ezra Hardman, M.A straight and narrow path of question and answer, having been used to the old-fash- ioned system of laboriously memorizing useful information from a text book. But after a time he "got the hang of the pesky thing/' as he expressed it, and went to work on the subject of "Slavery." He thought it timely to preface his initial re- port by some appropriate remarks of his own on the nature of slavery, but the pro- fessor cut him short and reminded him that the Seminary concerned itself with facts, not opinions, however valuable these might be. This fell upon Hardman like lightning from a clear sky, for he had spent a week of solid work on the subject, and felt that it was good; however, he accepted what he considered the harmless idiosyncrasy of a superior in good part and began again. But this time he made the mistake of taking his facts from secondary authorities, and so lost another week before he set out in the right direction. Privately he considered the professor greatly in the wrong, and told 23 Ezra Hardman, M.A. himself he should never require one of his students laboriously to fish up facts from original sources when great men like Ma- caulay and Bancroft had gone over the ground so thoroughly themselves. The head of the department of American history, under whom Hardman was read- ing, was Professor Butler, a scholar of high authority and a cultured and elegant man of the world. He possessed a keen sense of humor, caustic rather than kindly, and he handled Hardman with the skill of the scientist rather than that of the philanthro- pist. The young Westerner was in decided contrast to the courteous professor, and the Seminary began to look ahead for sport when Hardman offered his report. It had been an unusually benignant day in early October, and students and pro- fessors alike were taking advantage of the mild air and warm sunlight. The Campus was thronged with promenaders; in the dis- tance, on the broad, blue river, flashed num- berless white oars. From the clock-tower 24 Ezra Hardman, M.A. sounded four strokes, and simultaneously Professor Butler's Seminary students emerged from the library. Hardman and a fellow-student, Markham, walked down the Campus together. The usually cheerful face of the former wore a look of hopeless per- plexity. "Thej kinder seem t' set on me," he re- marked, sadly. "What have they done now?" asked Markham, sympathetically. "Well, you heard him lay out my report," replied Hardman, "an' I guess he's tryin' t' lay me out, too. He's give me some more French books t' read fer examination." "Well, French is easy," said Markham, consolingly. " 'Tain't very easy fer me," sighed Hard- man. "They didn't use t' make much of it to Wayback, where I was learnt, and it comes like drawin' teeth t' me now." When Hardman reached home he found his wife and sons preparing to set out for a stroll. Ezra Hardman, M.A. "Oh, Ezra/' cried Mrs. Hardman, as her husband's figure entered the door, "I'm so glad you come; we're goin' to walk, an' we want you should come, too." "I can't go," said Hardman, gloomily. "They've just give me some more work, an' I dunno ez I can stop fer meals." The children, divining with their unerr- ing instinct that something troubled their parent, set up a prolonged howl and were sent outside by their mother. They played the part of Greek chorus to Hardman, and faithfully reflected his moods by smiles or tears. As soon as they were alone Mrs. Hard- man put a work-roughened hand caressing- ly on her husband's worn coat-sleeve. "Ezra," she said, sadly, "let's give it up. They're not like us here, somehow — they're different, an' it's wearing you out. Let's give it up an' go home, Ezra." Her tired, blue eyes were full of unshed tears as she lifted them to his face. Hardman's cheerfulness, which never 26 Ezra Hardman, M A. long deserted him, returned. He smiled and took his wife in his strong arms. "Why, Minnie," he answered gaily, "you wouldn't make any kind of a soldier if you run away at the first shot. Doctor Hard- man intends to earn his degree, ma'am." She broke dowm and sobbed bitterly. "We don't see nothin' of you now, Ezra, I an' the children, an' we used t' be so happy together at Wayback. Seems as if we shouldn't never get back there again. An' you ain't happy, neither, Ezra, I can see that well 'nough. Nobody can't be happy here — all a-studying till their poor eyes gives out, an' they have t' wear specs, an' some here that ain't no more'n boys readin' till they look like old men. I tell ye, Ezra, it ain't right. It wa'n't intended should be so." Ezra laughed, kissed his wife and told her he "couldn't spare no more time frum his work." She dried her eyes submissively and said meekly: "Well, I'll go right along now with 27 Ezra Hardman, M.A. the children. We ain't ben out t'-day, but I tell you, Ezra, this college ain't no bet- ter'n a big old spider web made a-purpose t' ketch flies an' kill 'em, an' the perfessers ain't far off frum bein' spiders, neither. Some day, Ezra, we'll be dreadful provoked and sorry we come." As Hardman had assured his wife on leaving Wayback, the two years at Fair- view were not long in passing. It was now just before commencement. He had labored faithfully over his thesis, and in accordance with the rules of the Univer- sity, had ordered it typewritten and bound. He gazed at tine fresh, printed pages and read the gilt inscription on the outside cover announcing that the volume con- cerned SLAVERY, A THESIS. Presented for the degree of Ph. D. BY EZRA HARDMAN, Maxwell University. 28 Ezra Hardman, M.A. with an air of triumphant pride. He grudged sending it to Professor Butler for criticism, it graced the little home so well, and he enjoyed reading especially fine bits from it to his wife. He felt that now the struggle was happily concluded and he could afford to take a well-earned rest. To be sure, his oral examinations were sched- uled to take place on the following day, but he did not greatly fear them, although a student had warned him that they were "stiff," and also that Professor Butler was "a holy terror.'' "You just take your life in your hand at a final under him," he had said. "He has flunked more men to the square inch than any professor in Maxwell. You'd better spend the night in fasting and prayer." But Hardman had no such intention of investing Ms time. He romped with the children until their bedtime, and after they were safely tucked away in the cot he invit- ed his wife to take a walk with him, and he astonished her by bringing up at the village 29 Ezra Hardman, M.A. pharmacy and treating her to a glass of soda water. "We'd oughter celebrate t'-morrow night instead/' she said, looking fondly and ad- miringly at her big, uncouth husband. She was very proud of him and believed him to be an intellectual giant, as well as a very handsome man. "We may not get the chance to-morrow," he jested, in the happy consciousness that only a day separated him from his title. He went up to the examinations the next morning with a stout heart. There were three professors composing his committee and he greeted them all with his broad, suave smile. The contest was pathetically unequal. Against the crude immaturity of the West- ern man were arrayed the keen, well- trained intellects of recognized specialists, who understood, perhaps too well, that they held the honor of the University in their keeping. Under such circumstances but one result could be reached. Hardman 30 Ezra Hardman, M.A. met his Waterloo, but he himself never knew it. He went out from that august presence without the slightest idea that he had failed to take the degree. At the official consultation that followed the professors were decidedly embarrassed. "You should have warned the poor fel- low, Butler/' said Professor Morton. "You might have saved him this." "I did give him some pretty broad hints/' replied he, "but he does not seem to have understood. Of course the case is extreme- ly regrettable, but since it has gone so far, why not give him the degree?'' "Is the University a charitable institu- tion?" asked Professor Pierce. "You know he has a family to support," added Butler. "If he had appeared at the examination with a little son under each arm, and said nothing, it would have been the most ef- fective thing he could possibly have done," remarked Professor Morton. "Of course, we all know very well that he 31 Ezra Hardman, M.A. is an applicant for the highest degree the University confers/' said Professor Pierce. "Are we satisfied to allow him to represent the University under the circumstances ?'' "I must say frankly that I cannot con- sent to recommending him for the degree/' said Professor Morton. "Nor can I/' said Professor Pierce. "Suppose we compromise by giving him an honorary M. A./' suggested Professor Butler. "I know this will be to him some- thing like asking for bread and getting a stone, but no better solution of the problem occurs to me now." Having agreed to this proposition they separated and Professor Butler went down to Hardman's rooms to announce the de- cision. "It was one of the most painful experi- ences I have ever known/' he told his col- leagues later. "I couldn't get him to realize it at first, but after he did it was terrible. They took it as they would take a funeral." After Professor Butler's departure Hard- 32 Ezra Hardman, M.A. man wearily began to pack away the hum- ble household belongings he had so joy- ously disposed about the rooms only two years before. Mrs. Hardman silently as- sisted him. She could not trust herself to speak. Outside on the stone doorstep the two children sat stroking the cat, who purred contentedly between them in happy ignorance of the crushing blow that had de- scended upon the family. Nor did the chil- dren realize the full extent of the misfor- tune which had befallen their father, but they knew that something awful had hap- pened, and their little faces, so photograph- ic of Hardman, wore an expression of child- ish despair. Hardman took down the rusty stove pipe and gazed at it critically. "I don't b'leeve it's wuth carryin' home, Minnie," he remarked. She shook her head in affectionate as- sent. "I don't know but it's ez wuthy of goin' back ez I be," he went on, in sad medita- 33 Ezra Hardman, M.A. tion. "I dunno but it's done its work ez well.'' Mrs. Hardman paused in the act of fold- ing a worn little dress belonging to one of the children. "You shan't say that, Ezra," she said, with a suspicious break in her voice. "You done your work good an' faithful here, an' nobody can't make me b'leeve you didn't. Ef they won't give you the degree when you earned it fair it's just because they're jealous." Hardman was too hopeless to assent to this encouraging and comforting view of the case. He flung the rejected stove-pipe far out of the open window and watched it become a magnificent ruin on the ash-heap at the foot of the garden. Above his head the canaries twittered apprehensively. It seemed as if the peaceful landscape before him was mocking him derisively. The dis- tant blue river winked knowingly at him. He heard the silver-tongued University chimes chronicling his disgrace across the 34 Ezra Hardman, M.A. Campus. Even the trees appeared to be whispering together about him. He won- dered how he would be received at Way- back. He had taught there to the best of his ability for the last ten years. Would they permit him to return, dishonored as he was, and take up again the sweet accus- tomed life? He felt that he could not blame them if they refused, and demanded his res- ignation; and what institution could he hope to find willing to welcome a person thus doubly reproached? He experienced a curious dislike for him- self, a strange sense of a dual identity, as if he were at once some poor hunted mis- creant, and a member of a righteously in- dignant public judging him. He turned away from the window with a sudden dark- ness before his eyes and a queer ringing in his ears, and from out the darkness he felt a pair of warm and loving arms about his neck and heard a tremulous voice say: ^'Oh, Ezra, I can't bear to see you suffer so; it breaks my heart. It don't make no differ- 35 Ezra Hardman, M.A. ence t' me 'bout the old degree, Ezra, be- cause you know I know you deserved it — an' I love you, Ezra." Two days later the Hardmans' rooms were vacant and they were speeding away to the friends at Wayback who were eager- ly waiting to welcome the new-made doctor with his distinguished honors. A year after Hardman's departure as Professor Butler was glancing over the ^^Maxwell Herald" at breakfast his eye was caught by the following paragraph: "It gives us pleasure to announce that Pro- fessor Ezra Hardman, who holds the chair of Modern History at Wayback College, Wayback, Wisconsin, has accepted the presidency of that institution, and will en- ter upon his new duties immediately. Pres- ident Hardman received the honorary de- gree of Master of Arts from Maxwell Uni- versity last June." 36 The Light of Circumstance. 37 The Light of Circumstance. THE University clock struck twelve, announcing midnight to the little college world so peacefully asleep in the moonlight. Absolute quiet reigned over the Campus, a quiet intensified by its con- trast with the daily activity when the dark and silent buildings were thronged by a continual rushing to and fro of eager young students. An experienced eye, however, would have detected signs of life high up in a remote tower of Burton Hall, the dor- mitory devoted to the use of the women students at Fairview University. Not even the thick curtains carefully drawn across the windows could conceal entirely the light within, but the five girls who had rec- ognized and secured to themselves the pos- 39 The Light of Circumstance. sibilities of this unused and distant room were too popular to fear discovery of their frequent violation of the college rule that all lights must be extinguished at ten o'clock. The impromptu spread was in full swing; each girl had contributed her fa- vorite species of refreshment, and the re- sult was a heterogeneous array of eatables, over whose formidable test only a college girl's digestion could triumph. The fur* nishings of the room were as heterogeneous and curiously characteristic as the refresh- ments. The walls were graced by sundry signs captured from the village shops by daring masculine friends at extreme haz- ard. In one corner the Harvard colors flamed triumphantly above the framed pho- tograph of the Yale crew, and beneath the chandelier a huge Princeton horn, sus- pended by the Fairview colors, rendered more emphatic this harmonious democracy of decoration. There was a bright fire of logs burning 40 The Light of Circumstance. on the hearth, for, eyen though the season was early in April, the air still held a hint of frost. Near the fire stood a tiny tea- table and chafing-dish, in which a tall girl was carefully preparing a rarebit. Anne Livingston's face was remarkably sweet and thoughtful in expression, but its chief charm existed not in the clear, dark eyes and regular features, but in that qual- ity so diflflcult to define, and so generally and satisfactorily explained as ^^interest- ing." People usually interpreted this charm by the fact that she was one of the most clever students in the University; that she was the only child of Livingston Livingston, the wealthy lawyer of New York, who deplored and ignored as far as possible his daughter's brilliant accom- plishments; but the real cause lay deeper, in Anne's own vivid and magnetic person- ality. At her feet sat a young girl busily en- gaged in toasting rounds of bread before the fire. She was the exact opposite of her 41 The Light of Circumstance. tall, dark neighbor, being dimpled, petite and blonde. Katlierine Halliday was the gayest student at Fairview, and it was a matter of wonder to everyone how she man- aged to retain her position in the institu- tion, for no function, however small, oc- curred without her enlivening presence. The remaining three girls represented the average type of college women and formed an effective background for these two prominent actors in the tiny drama of uni- versity life. ^^Yes," said Anne, giving a tentative stir to the smoking, savory compound before her, ^^I believe that accident teaches us far more about ourselves than anything else does. We really learn more objectively than subjectively. The light of circum- stance reveals us to ourselves more in one moment than do years of self-analysis.'' "It's against the rules to talk shop after hours," objected one of the girls. "What a false idea^ Anne," said the young reprobate on the hearth rug. "I hold 42 The Light of Circumstance. with my friend, A. Tennyson, of whom you may have heard me speak, that ^man is man, and master of his fate'; likewise woman/' ^^You're in good company," replied Anne, "but, nevertheless, you're wrong." "Not in the least," asseverated Katherine, stoutly. "One can't, of course, exactly know w^hat will occur, but one can arrange one's life within reasonable limits. For in- stance, I foresee for sure that to-morrow at ten A. M. I shall flunk chemistry because I came to your spread instead of boning for the quiz." "No, you won't, Kittie," said one of the girls; "you'll get Tom Allen to write out the answer for you, as you did the last time." "But what I mean," said Anne, begin- ning to drop the steaming rarebit on rounds of buttered toast, "is the tremen- dous surprises one is always giving one- self. Now, I feel I never know what is going to happen, nor what I am going to 43 The Light of Circumstance. do. I never can prophesy myself to my- self/' "I can, Anne," said Kuby Harding, laughing. ^^You will marry the Professor of Greek, since you are engaged to him, and settle down in the University as Mrs. Allerton. It is not difficult to be a clair- voyant in your case.'' The log rolled off the andirons and sent a sudden, flickering flame forth into the room, which reflected itself in a vivid red on Katherine's round, young face. The flame vanished almost as quickly as it had risen, but that sudden, brilliant scarlet re- mained on the girl's face. •!» «1* *!• «!• ftf* •!• «£• »J» iji wj^ »I» wji •J» Sfi The April woods were beginning to show signs of approaching summer. The bare boughs were burdened with brown and bursting buds, among whose cathedral-like arches an occasional and early bluebird was "prophesying spring" and tiny shoots of tender green were beginning to push up through the dark earth. There was a ca- 44 The Light of Circumstance. ressing softness in the air on this particu- lar morning, and Anne Livingston walked briskly along the little, curving path that led through the forest, and felt that it was good to be alive. She was in unusually line spirits, born of youth, health and the pleas- ant exhilaration of walking. A squirrel scampered, frightened, across her path to his home in a neighboring oak. The warm sunlight lay in long, shining bars among the dusky shadows of the wood. She felt a strange sense of peace and well-being; a keen appreciation of the young spring and a subtle sympathy with its daw^ning beau* An abrupt turn in the path led her into a small glen made vocal by a little brown brook brawling noisily over the stones. A bit of verse from Browning floated lazily throu2:h her mind. *' A turn, and we stand in the heart of things; The woods are round us, heaped and dim; From slab to slab how it slips and springs, The thread of water, single and slim. Through the ravage some torrent brings." 45 The Light of Circumstance. How accurately the real scene corre- sponded with the fictional one, with this difference, that the lovers of the poem were wanting; but, stay, surely the man and woman standing alone at some distance from the pathway, and of whose existence she becomes at once almost instinctively aware, are without doubt lovers. The anal- ogy with the poem is complete. His arms are about her; her head is resting upon his breast, and as Anne gives one quick, fright^ ened glance toward them she sees their lips meet. That one swift glance assures her that these Arcadian lovers are none other than her own betrothed and her dearest friend. She turned away, undiscovered by the two, who had forgotten all the world save themselves, and retraced her steps me- chanically. The suddenness of the revelation made her dizzy; the singing of the birds, the mu- sic of the tiny brook, the yellow, flickering sunlight, to whose charms she had been so keenly alive a moment before, had no 46 j-jpSg^-r^n^ ' " Anne Gives One Quick, Frightened Gi^ancj:— " Page 46. The Light of Circumstance. power to impress her now. She saw only those familiar and well-loved figures and was conscious only of that vividly remem- bered kiss. "I hold with my friend, A. Tennyson, of whom you may have heard me speak, that ^man is man, and master of his fate' — like- wise woman." With what strange, almost photographic accuracy, Katherine's light words kept reiterating themselves among the wild chaos of her thoughts, until at length they seemed like a direct challeng- ing of fate. . . . Was it only yesterday since she had seen her lying in lazy luxury upon the hearth rug, pretty and debon- nair, and smilingly asserting her bold de- fiance of Destiny? Instinctively she managed to find her way back to her own room in Burton Hall, and amid the familiar surroundings her vague thoughts grew clear and consecutive again. She removed the diamond ring she had worn for more than a year, and together with some letters and photographs placed •47 The Light of Circumstance. it in a neat parcel, which she directed to' him in her usual firm, bold script. She put on her hat and went out to attend the usual recitation in Greek. It was evening again, a cool, sweet scent- ed evening, lit by a round, white moon. Anne sat by the open window, waiting. She felt herself far enough removed from the experience of the morning to give the inci- dent perspective, and to regard it in its true light. She had control of herself now, of her usual calm, judicious self, and she was criticizing that self with the cool compos- ure of philosophical analysis; criticizing that part of herself which was writhing in the agony of its death struggle before her. She was finding it difficult to realize that her idol was of clay; difficult to resign him even to her dearest friend, for she, too, had known the comfort of his sheltering arms and the sweetness of his kiss. She closed her eyes and summoned back 48 The Light of Circumstance. for one brief instant the bitter-sweet mem- ory. Ah, Christ, how could men be so false! Of the real man she reflected bitter- ly, she knew almost nothing; he had been but a semblance who had seemed such a reality. She considered carefully her know^ledge of him, eliminating his hand- some face, and those delightful manners his social opportunities had taught him, and she acknowledged with a sigh that she knew him not at all. She confessed her in- ability to recognize him in the darkness. But at the burial of her dead hopes she was determined to permit no unnecessary mourning. She lighted a candle and gazed scrutinizingly at her own reflection in the mirror. The beautiful, grave face looked back at her in silent sympathy. She re- membered a night when a young, laughing face, the embodiment of perfect happiness, had smiled out at her from that same mir- ror, but between those two significant mo- ments of self-revelation lay a fool's para- dise. The theft had been pathetically per- 49 The Light of Circumstance. feet; not even the comfort of memory re- mained. The maid announced him, as usual, and as she descended the staircase she told her- self that there must be nothing unusual in their parting; he must never suspect what she had suffered. He came forward to greet her with all his accustomed eagerness; his handsome, faithless eyes smiled fearlessly down upon her as she stood quietly before him. She placed the parcel containing his gifts in his wondering hands and smiled back at him with equal fearlessness. "You may think me erratic/' she said; "no doubt you will; but, none the less, I have not reached this decision inconsider- ately. Believe me, I have considered it thor- oughly, and so I have come down to-night to tell you that everything is at an end be- tween us.'' He stared at her in astonishment, and she went on. "Do not ask me for my reasons; I assure 50 The Light of Circumstance. you that they are quite sufi&cient, quite de- fensible, in fact, but, possibly, it may be easier for you to believe that I am merely variable and inconsequent." She stepped backward toward the door, and away from him. Never had she looked more beautiful and more unapproachable. With an overwhelming conviction he sud- denly realized how absolutely and hope- lessly he loved her. ^^Anne,'' he said, whisperingly, extend- ing his eager arms toward her. From the safe fortress of the threshold she turned to smile upon him, forgivingly, friendlily, but utterly dispassionately. "Katherine was right," she said, calmly; "man is master of his fate," and the next instant he was alone. 51 LJHfpS Of rne UNIVERSITY OF Sylvia Graham Kimberton. 53 Sylvia Graham Kimberton. '^in HEEE was so curious an expression X of mingled amusement, consterna- tion and dread on the usually placid features of Professor Burton as he sat reading his letters at breakfast that the trim little serving-maid gazed at him in wide-eyed astonishment; for the first time in her experience of him the master had forgotten to eat. He sat staring at the open letter in his hand while the coffee cooled unheeded and the hot rolls grew cold and hard. The let- ter was a brief, innocent-seeming missive, betraying no sign of its power to create such dismay and alarm in the breast of the popular young professor of Greek at Fair- view University. It was a succinct, busi- 55 Sylvia Graham Kimberton. • ' ness-like epistle, wasting no unnecessary paper and ink in telling him that its writer was the sister of a dead classmate, a class- mate between whom and himself had ex- isted only the ordinary familiarity of a chance acquaintanceship; that she intend- ed to enter the co-educational institution over whose Greek department he had the honor of presiding; that, trusting to the proverbial affection of Yale men for one another, she would arrive at his house without delay. ^^It would have been kinder to have men- tioned the hour," he reflected, ruefully, ^^f or I might have arranged to be absent." He re-read the letter carefully, in a forlorn hope that he might have mistaken its mean- ing; it had changed everything so suddenly and so radically, and had made his hitherto comfortable existence seem unreal and al- ready like a distant dream. ^'By Jove, I wish she had written when she was coming," he thought. "I shall now tremble with terror every time the bell S6 Sylvia Graham Kimberton. rings. I hope she will do me the honor to remain away until I can secure lodgings for her somewhere. She evidently doesn't know that I am a mere bachelor.'' As if in malicious answer to his thought the door-bell pealed with unwonted dis- tinctness throughout the house. It struck him that there was a mischievous tri- umph in its metallic tones, and he was quite prepared to read upon the somewhat ostentatious card the housemaid presented, this legend in a bold, black script — : SYLVIA GRAHAM KIMBERTON. : " 'Tis a young lady, sor," said the maid, "an' I tould her you'd be having your break- fast, an' she said she'd had hers already, and was in no hurry, sor." He drank his coffee hastily and absent- mindedly. "At any rate, she hasn't kept me long in suspense," he reflected, with a grim smile. "She's guillotined me with all 67 Sylvia Graham Kimberton. the neatness and dispatch of her native West. If this is Kansas energy — give me death.'^ He walked down the brief corridor and entered the drawing-room. A figure rose at his entrance, a figure not at all in con- sonance with the attractive and dainty ap- pointments of the room. He felt an instant repulsion toward the large, florid young woman who was advancing upon him with outstretched hand. She was everything that he disliked most, being elephantine in a perspiring, good-natured way, and he could see at a glance that she was abso- lutely devoid of that rare tact which teach- es one to avoid wounding the feelings of others; in short, he realized instantly that she was impossible. "Of course you got my letter?'' she in- quired, genially, grasping his hand ener- getically in her young, powerful clasp. "I wasn't goin' to write at first — I was goin' to surprise you, and make you guess who I 58 -^^^^es^^l^- ' She Was Everything He Disliked." Page 58. Sylvia Graham Kimberton. "I am not good at conundrums/' he an- swered, smiling helplessly at the situation in which he found himself. "I have never guessed one in my life, so that I fear that you would have had me at a disadvantage." ^^Do you live here all by yourself?" she asked, glancing about at the small, well- appointed room. He nodded affirmatively, feeling incapa- ble of speech. "Well, this is luck," she went on con- tentedly. "I was afraid you boarded." "I used," he said, finding his truant tongue at last, "but I found I could not control my time, nor the noise of the board- ing-house, so I concluded to take this cot- tage for my bachelor barracks. I'm a bit of a hermit, a regular recluse, in fact; al- though I do not hate my fellow-man, I can manage to exist happily without much of him. I — I — I really love loneliness at times." He congratulated himself upon his di- plomacy. It would be well to impress upon 59 Sylvia Graham Kimberton. her the desirability of beating a speedy re- treat from so hopelessly confirmed a Crusoe. She shook her head at him jauntily. ^^We shall change all that/' she said, con- fidently. "It is not good for man to be alone.'' He stared at her aghast. Did she in- tend seriously to take up her abode in his bachelor household? It looked remarkably like it. He felt that there was only one resource remaining — instant flight. Per- haps, after all, the supposition rose from his overtired brain; he had been working very late at night for the past week. A walk through the fresh, morning woods might restore his tone, and help him to dis- cover some way in which to extricate him- self from this mysterious and wretched web which seemed to have woven itself so sud- denly and subtly about him. He had a dim recollection of pleading a business engagement; of groping for his hat and stick; in some fashion of getting out of the house — his familiar, comfortable 60 Sylvia Graham Kimberton. little home — and then the welcome pres- ence of the brilliant Autumn woods. His sense of humor returned as he walked briskly over the fallen leaves. He won- dered ruefully why the gods had ^ver be- stowed a classmate like poor Kimberton upon him, and at the remembrance of the recent scene in his drawing-room he laughed aloud. He laughed a long time all alone in the depths of the secret-safe forest. It certainly was a humorous adventure for a quiet, inoffensive gentleman. How few of his colleagues probably had experienced the like sensation of having their peaceful, matin meal so effectively interrupted. . . . Yes, he must decide about the dis- posal of his unexpected guest. She must be placed immediately in some suitable lodgings. Some one must assist him — it was so unusual a task. There was the kind- ly wife of the President of the University — no doubt she would extricate him from his dilemma; she was a good, motherly woman. He retraced his steps rapidly, and was 61 Sylvia Graham Kimberton. soon ascending the stone steps leading to the presidential mansion, but the smart maid who responded to his ring informed him that her mistress had been summoned suddenly to New York the day previous. He walked down the straight brick path to the road in perplexed cogitation. There was no one else on the Campus who would have grasped the situation so sympatheti- cally and so understandingly. It seemed particularly hard that she should be re- moved at this critical juncture. . . . There was Mrs. Leonard, the wife of the Latin instructor — possibly she would come to his rescue; he was quite a favorite of hers. But Mrs. Leonard chanced to have gone shopping in the village, and there was no one left to whom he might turn for aid unless — it was a forlorn hope, but, perhaps, he might interest young Mrs. Lexicon in the affair. She had been very cordial to him at a reception given in honor of her marriage a few weeks before, and he felt that she liked him. 62 Sylvia Graham Kimberton. He rang her bell in no slight trepidation, feeling that only his dire need exonerated him. She came down to greet him almost instantly. He could have wished that she had given him more time to collect his thoughts. She looked very sweet, and youthful and gracious, as she sat opposite him amid her Lares and Penates, which bore unmistakable signs of being recent wedding gifts. She was smiling at him expectantly, for she realized that it was something unusual to be receiving a morning visit from so busy a man as Professor Burton. "I have ventured to trespass on your time and courtesy," he began, hesitatingly (in what an extremely difficult position he found himself innocently involved!), "to ask your advice — your assistance.'' She leaned forward with genuine inter- est. "I have — that is — um — there is a young woman, the sister of a classmate — " (How 63 Sylvia Graham Kimberton. difficult speech was becoming!) '' — um — stopping temporarily at my house. . . . She arrived quite — in fact, totally unex- pectedly this morning. She seems extraor- dinarily unaware that under the circum- stances it is utterly impossible for me to offer her a home. I do not seem able to impress this fact upon her." "It's odd she doesn't see it," remarked the pretty young matron. "Where can she have lived?" "Ah, that's the point," he answered, sad- ly; "that explains everything. She is from the West — worse than from the West — from Kansas." A curious expression flitted across the girlish face so smilingly turned toward him. He recalled this expression afterward when some one happened to mention that Mrfe. Lexicon had been born and bred in Kansas. "Then it is absolutely hopeless, I sup- pose," she remarked. "I fear it is," he assented, dolefully. "Her conceptions of life are so totally unlike 64 Sylvia Graham Kimberton. ours. She wishes to enter the University, and she intends to reside with me." He seemed so genuinely dejected that the young girl laughed — a merry laugh, full of enjoyment. "If you think you can spare her," she be- gan, mischievously, "I shall be very glad to offer her a home with me until she can get settled somewhere. I've always yearned to study the Western Girl, especially the Kan- sas variety, and this will be a good oppor- tunity." "Keally, you are too kind," he said, ear- nestly. "You can't imagine what a relief it is." "I'll go up to the house with you if you like," she said, rising to fetch her hat and gloves. As they neared the pretty, vine-clad cot- tage the young professor experienced a curious, valedictory sensation, as if he were a ghost permitted to revisit for a moment the scenes where he had been happy in life. Everything seemed changed since the brief 65 Sylvia Graham Klmberton. time he had been absent. The shutters were flung wide open to the bright morning sun, and from an upper chamber floated down the catchy refrain of a popular opera. Evi- dently his occidental friend had wasted no unnecessary time in making herself thor- oughly at home. Unless the sweet, young matron beside him had power to deliver him from his peril, he felt that he was doomed. He must say good-bye to the com- fort of the dear little house; good-bye to all that quiet which his scholar's soul loved; good-bye to the peaceful, twilight evenings in the garden, where he was wont to linger over his post-prandial cigar, and watch the young moon rising behind the hills; good- bye to all that his heart held dear, for the old order had suddenly changed. There was no need to summon his new- found friend, for she had espied their ap- proach from the upper window, and was rushing stormily downstairs to welcome them. She flung herself enthusiastically upon young Mrs. Lexicon. 66 Sylvia Graham Kimberton. "I haven't seen you for a coon's age/' she gasped, "not since we left school. Where have you dropped from?" The young professor regarded the scene with a mixture of astonishment and relief. There seemed so very little in common be- tween the coarse, strapping girl from Kan- sas and the dainty figure of Professor Lexi- con's wife. Since they were school friends, however, the wretched problem seemed capable of solution; fortune smiled again propitious. "I learned that you were here quite acci- dentally," said Mrs. Lexicon, gently disen- gaging herself from the embrace of those powerful arms, "and, of course, I at once made haste to call, because you must come to an old friend like me until you can find a place in the college." The Western girl paused, and a cloud crossed her genial, good-humored face. She turned to the silent young man. "But how will you get along all alone?" she asked, 67 Sylvia Graham Kimberton. "Oh, I daresay I shall manage somehow; the Lord will provide. Don't give yourself any uneasiness on my account/' he an- swered, with emphasis. "I daresay I shall get on very well." She gazed at him disbelievingly. "He was poor Dick's classmate/' she said, slowly, "and I feel my duty is to him first. I couldn't bear to go away with you and be happy, and have to think of him all lonely here by himself, and out of all the fun goin'. No, I ain't a-goin' to leave him." But at length, under their united persua- sions, and much against her will, she was induced to accompany Mrs. Lexicon home, and as the robust figure vanished behind the curve of the road. Professor Burton withdrew to his study and quietly locked the door. 68 The Giant's Strength. 69 The Giant's Strength. IT WAS only an hour since he had quitted his study, and yet his whole world had changed — his pleasant, familiar world, in which he had been so content until she had crossed his path. The shelves of books extending around the walls, whose friendly fellowship he had known so well, still wel- comed him, but with a difference. He half- fancied a subtle reproach in their compact and glittering ranks, as if they were say- ing: "You deserted us for the valueless smile of a coquette, but we have remained faithful to you." Whither into the Unknown had vanished the delightful fascination that life had hitherto held for him? About him were the same dear surroundings, so well known, 71 The Giant's Strength. and yet now so strangely unfamiliar, and with a sigh of sudden intuition, he knew that the man who was sitting in his accustomed chair before his study table differed essentially and irrevocably from the outwardly similar man who had occu- pied the same position only an hour before. A trim maid fetched his mail, and he glanced at the superscriptions, ^^Dr. Hamil- ton Bradford, Fairview University, Fair- view, Penn.,'' with the casual regard of a stranger, and then he threw them aside un- opened. Where was this Hamilton Brad- ford, for whose attention five letters were silently petitioning? Sixty minutes ago he had existed, a man, young, eager, full of hope and ardent enthusiasm; now he was merely a cipher, a meaningless identity, robbed of the sweet significance of life. He glanced about the room at his Lares and Penates in a vague, helpless fashion, and dimly realized that the old comfort they had possessed for him was gone forever, and a fire of sudden anger flashed across n The Giant's Strength. the dead ashes of his consciousness. By what right had she entered his peaceful life, and taken away its sweetness? Surely, it would have been more gracious, more courteous, to have forborne to use the giant's strength. He was so defenseless against her power that she might well have allowed the gentle dew of compassion to fall upon him and balm his wound, but even this she had denied him. She need not reproach herself that the minutest portion of her triumph had escaped her; on the con- trary, the conquest had been pathetically complete. He rested his head upon his folded arms, and lived the past month over again. He recalled with photographic distinctness their first meeting. She was walking down the Campus with the venerable President, whose guest she was, a.nd, as they met, her gay, inscrutable eyes looked at him in that brief moment as no woman's eyes had ever looked at him before; they had haunted him — those dark, strange, beautiful eyes, 73 The Giant's Strength. and had seriously interfered with a mono- graph on the enclitic which he was w^riting for a journal of philology. There was some- thing terrible to him even then in their bril- liant magniflcencejbut that swift glance re- vealed a new and enchanted world to him, and he passed on like one in a dream. In some curiously inexplicable fashion he found himself involved in a series of col- lege festivities, in which she was the cen- tral figure, about whom the rest of the world seemed but a confused mass of shad- ows. She had seemed to like him, too; she had shown a real interest in the enclitic, and had even begged him to teach her Greek, and through it all she had smiled upon him with the wonderful beauty of those mysterious, dark eyes. He was un- used to women and their ways, and ac- knowledged humbly that he had no defense against her, but had fallen into her toils, a pitifully easy prey. Well, it was at an end, and there was nothing now left but to test, for her sake, 74 The Giant^s Strength. the quality of his manhood. She had taken the savor out of his life, but yet he was no coward. . . . How benignantly the sun had shone that afternoon, and how anxious- ly he had watched the weather for days, so greatly had he feared lest it might rain, and thus spoil their last walk together. But Nature had befriended him, and had sent her sun to shine upon them, and had spread a dainty carpet of young violets and tender grass before their leisurely feet. It had in- deed been a royal day, a day of days on which to ask her the question that had been trembling secretly in his heart so long. He remembered only in an indefinte fashion how he had told her how very dear she had become to him, but he recalled with burn- ing distinctness that she had laughed light- ly, and had asked him whether he were quite sure that he was not mistaking her for the enclitic; and on the wings of that light and heartless laugh happiness took flight out of his life forever. Her gay, amused eyes had looked at him with smil- 75 The Giant's Strength. ing indifference. "Are you sure yourself you care?" she had said^ "for the enclitic is a deadly rival, and I distrust it.'' There was no longer a fire upon the wide hearth, since it was now early June, but in its stead a portly jar of roses, that filled the dainty apartment with a faint fragrance. Miss Van Horn stood before the fireplace, gazing reflectively into the flaming heart of the red roses. She was in evening toilette, and the glass above the shelf gave back faithfully the exquisite beauty of her face and throat, but for the once, a very unusual one, she was not regarding her counterfeit loveliness. "It was his first experience," she told the roses. "I am quite sure it was his first ex- perience. There is something sad about the first experience of a man of his age." Again she was back in the golden-green afternoon with this handsome young profes- sor of Greek. She remembered the expres- ?6 ' ''^iW^^WI^'i^fm'''i ^'^■'-H- ^^'Z r^i^^^ _ Pas^i'^^ ^^'■' "°'"' ^™°'' ^'"'°''^ """^ Fireplace." .. Of THE UNIVERSITY OF The Giant's Strength. sion of his frank face, and sighed. "Poor fellow, he really seemed to take it hard, but no doubt the Digamma has consoled him by this time; that is the beauty of the high- er education, it offers a consolation for every wound — or, at least, we are expected to believe it does. . . . Really, in its way, it was quite an artistic triumf)h — that flirtation. I should have been more than human to let such a distinct challenge pass unnoticed. And, then, the gentle hermit, with his good looks and brilliant reputa- tion, piqued me." She drew the long folds of her white cloak about her charming figure, and de- scended the staircase to the waiting car- riage. "I wonder whether he will be there," she said to herself; "he knows I am leaving to- morrow. If he comes, will he cut his dances with me?" and she wasted a smile and a blush in the soft gloom of the carriage, where there was no one to see. 77 The Giant's Strength. The Commencement ball of the class of '90 at Fairview University was a brilliant success in the annals of that institution. The big gymnasium had been gaily deco- rated with the college colors, and the vari- ous trophies won by college champions on the hard-fought field. The buoyant Senior, conscious of the admiring presence of rela- tives and friends, was holding high carnival for the last time as an undergraduate. The music was all that could be desired; the floor waxed to the final degree of perfec- tion; youth, beauty and clouds of adoring incense surrounded him, and the Senior's cup of joy was full to the brim. But the gayest dancer of all, and the one most frequently upon the floor, was Pro- fessor Bradford of the department of Greek. He had left his eyeglasses upon his study table, in company with the monograph, and it was difficult to recognize in the gallant young Launcelot of the ball-room the grave- faced professor of the University. People gazed at him in fascinated astonishment as 78 The Giant's Strength. he lent himself to the charm of the moment, and whispered brilliant nothings into the wondering ears of his partners. He suc- ceeded in thoroughly amazing himself, but the tall and beautiful girl, who stood wait- ing for him to claim his dance with her, was startled out of her accustomed compo- sure by his unexpected behavior. She watched his dazzling career with a sudden, sad self-knowledge and pain. "Our waltz, I believe," he said, careless- ly, putting his arm lightly but firmly about her waist, and guiding her skilfully down the crowded room. He danced well, and he was telling her an amusing story of his life in Europe, but she could bear it no longer. The brilliant apartment, with its gay, re- volving couples, became a confused mass of color. The young man's words fell upon her ears in a meaningless murmur. "Let us stop," she said, imperatively, breathlessly. He obeyed her instantly, and together they sauntered out into one of the dim, cool recesses of the hall. It was a de- 79 The Giant^s Strength. serted little retreat, for the night was yet young, and the orchestra was playing a favorite valse. The dim, variously colored lamps threw the shadows of the leaves and grasses which decorated the corner upon the floor at their feet. It reminded him of the lights and shadows of the previous afternoon, which now seemed centuries re- moved. She had withdrawn her hand from his arm, and stood before him, radiantly beautiful in her glittering, white ball- gown. " How worth That a man should strive and agonize. And taste a veriest hell on earth For the hope of such a prize." Their eyes met — his, handsome, smiling and courteous; hers, dark and magnificent as ever, but no longer inscrutable; there w^as a soft and tender light in their ex- quisite depths. With absolute unreserve she stood for an instant, looking full in his face. "At last,'^ she whispered, with a smile of 80 The Gianf s Strength. utter self-revelation and surrender, "you have taught me how to love.'' He regarded her for an instant, with a grave and dignified composure. "And you," he said, regretfully, "have taught me only how to flirt.'' 81 The Crime of Lois Baxter. 83 The Crime of Lois Baxter. LOIS paused a moment before the closed door of the dining-room. She stood outside in the dimly lit cor- ridor, with a loud-beating heart, listening to the rattle of dishes and the hum of myriad voices, and then, summoning her courage by a mighty effort, opened the door and walked calmly down the double row of tables to her seat at the far end of the room. Everyone instinctively glanced up at her entrance, for soup had just been served, and she was undeniably late; then everyone glanced away again carelessly, for Lois was an unimportant factor in college life, being a teacher-special, with no hope of a de- gree at the end of her scholastic labors. She sank wearily into her place, wondering 86 The Crime of Lois Baxter. why she had not had sufficient presence of mind to feign a headache, and thus spare herself the tedious ordeal of dining. Her general salutation was returned civ- illy by the various persons about the table, and then the waiter placed a plate of smok- ing soup before her. He was a raw recruit, in the shape of a Freshman working his way through college, and he invariably al- lowed his thumb to wander investigatingly amidst the contents of whatever dish he happened to serve. ^^None genuine without Baker's trade- mark," said Stanleigh, jocosely, as the Freshman brought Miss Baxter's plate smartly upon the table, leaving a photo- graphic imprint of his thumb upon its edge. Lois smiled gratefully across at the young student, who had made the blunt remark. It gave her an excellent excuse for refusing soup, and as for Baker's omnipresent thumb, she had not even noticed that he possessed one. It was difficult to eat when her mind was in such chaos, and so many 86 The Crime of Lois Baxter. sharp and inquisitive eyes were bent intel- ligently upon her. "Baker would better mend his methods," remarked Professor Butler, severely. "He has just left a chicken bone in Miss Far- ley's lap. She doesn't know it yet, but 1 watched its flight a moment since, when he was taking her plate. Sometimes I think he's an Anarchist, and does it on purpose, in order to even up things. He is taking my lectures, and I notice he always serves me last." A mild ripple of appreciative merriment followed this remark. "What have you done with Herr von Arnheim, Miss Baxter?" put in Mrs. Butler, tactfully. "I saw you setting out for a walk after lunch, and he hasn't been seen since." Lois felt the swift crimson rush painfully into her cheeks, and the knowledge of this fact increased her embarrassment. "Herr von Arnheim?" she stammered. 87 The Crime of Lois Baxter. "Has he not returned, then? I haven't seen him since three o'clock." Her visible discomfiture caused every person at the table to glance sharply at her, and at that moment the door opened, and a tall, blond young fellow came briskly down the room and took the vacant seat beside Lois. She felt the betraying crimson deep- en detestably in her cheeks, and kept her eyes upon the unlucky soup-plate as she responded faintly to his greeting. "We were just wondering where you were, Herr von Arnheim," struck in the sharp, inquisitive tones of Mrs. Butler, "and I have just been accusing Miss Baxter of making away with you." "Making away with me?" questioned the young German, in evident perplexity. "Oh, I see — running off with me. I only wish she would." "I consider that an honorable proposal. Miss Baxter," went on Mrs. Butler, in high glee, while Lois sat in red, silent misery, wondering how long her endurance could 88 The Crime of Lois Baxter. hold out, and feverishly telling herself that she must not break down and betray her- self. Dinner usually lasted an hour, for Manor Hall dined better than it was served, and only twenty minutes of torture were over. The house was a quaint, rambling old mansion, which had seen sumptuous Colon- ial days before it had fallen from its high estate to become the most fashionable boarding-house in Fairview. Even in its decline its "tone" was unimpeachably aris- tocratic; not only were its prices exorbitant enough to exclude the undesirably poor, but satisfying references were required before one was allowed the privilege of paying twice the value of his accommodation. Thus the clientele of Manor Hall was se- curely satisfactory and beyond reproach. "There's certainly something between Miss Baxter and Herr von Arnheim," whis- pered Mrs. Butler to her husband. "They've scarcely spoken to each other, and they've both got such a queer expression. It 89 The Crime of Lois Baxter. doesn't seem possible that there could be anything between them at her age. She is years older than he is, poor boy. But there's no fool like an old fool, you know." These words spoken in Mrs. Butler's thin, penetrating whisper traveled across the table, and forced themselves into Lois' in- dignant ear. She forgot all about her brave show of indifference, her heroic attempts to deceive her fellow-lodgers into the belief that she was dining, and, rising with a murmured, inarticulate apology, hastily left the room. "I fear Miss Baxter is not feeling well,'^ commented Mrs. Butler, with an innocent air. "I must call at her room after dinner. Perhaps I may be of some service to her." Von Arnheim swore imperceptibly below his breath, and calmly continued his din- ner. In the safe solitude of her own room, Lois lost no time in making ready to go to bed. Not that she expected to sleep; she knew only too well just how those long, dark 90 The Crime of Lois Baxter. hours before her would be spent, but a re- treat to bed was the only possible precau- tion against interruption, and even this ex- treme measure had been known to fail. She stood for a moment before the toilet- glass, brushing out the thick, dark splendor of her hair, which, in spite of her forty-two years, showed not a single thread of silver in its soft masses. A handsome woman in the prime of middle life, with large, dark eyes, full of a certain, soft, sympathetic in- telligence, which made them remembered long after more beautiful eyes were forgot- ten. A slender, tall, energetic woman, with an expression about her thin, mobile lips which won confidence, and told of un- usual strength of character. A woman whose previous career, she told herself, would never justify her present erratic be- havior. She turned out the gas quickly, and crept into bed. She was not an instant too soon. A sharp, decisive rap came upon her door, 91 The Crime of Lois Baxter. followed by a second, even more energetic one. Then — ^^Miss Baxter, are you ill? Can I be of any assistance?" came in Mrs. Butler's sharp, imperative voice. "Thank you, no," she was compelled to say through the closed door. "I am merely tired and have a headache. I shall be quite right in the morning, thank you." There would be another attack upon her door, she reflected, sadly, before the night might be certainly her own, and then the rest of the fifty persons in the house prob- ably would leave her in peace. She became aware of stealthy footsteps creeping along the corridor, and the crisp rattle of a bit of paper thrust beneath her door, and the sur- prised tones of Mrs. Butler as she discov- ered Von Arnheim in the passage. "Going to read German with Miss Bax- ter this evening? You're too late. She has gone to bed with a bad headache ..." and then the footsteps and voices died away. 92 The Crime of Lois Baxter. Left alone at last, Lois began to specu- late, drearily, upon the Destiny which had thrown her into her present position, and to try to extricate herself, if possible. It was absurd, monstrous, that a sensible, middle-aged woman should have fallen madly in love with a lad just twenty years her junior. When she had been twenty, he had not even existed. Before his existence she had been considering marrying John Barlow, who was now a respectable, mid- dle-aged mayor of a Western town; had she married John, she wondered whether she could have fallen into her present senseless predicament. But this was an airy specu- lation intended for a lighter moment; what concerned her now was the truth. She was not one of those women to ignore the skel- eton in her closet, but was accustomed to deal with herself with frank unreserve. Had any other woman been in a like case, she acknowledged, honestly, that she would have condemned her as an enemy to society. She tried to put herself for a mo- 93 The Crime of Lois Baxter. ment in the place of Von Amheim's moth- er, a position, she reflected, sadly, she might very appropriately assume. What would her thoughts then be toward a wom- an of her own age who intended marrying her only child? Simply murderous! But un- derneath the strenuous effort of renuncia- tion floated the recollection of his dear per- sonality, which in so mysterious a way had become part of herself. Why had Des- tiny played so cynical a joke upon her? She felt conscious that she did not quite deserve it. If a pair of beautiful, dark-blue eyes must haunt her constantly, and the touch of a certain slender, artist-hand have power to thrill her, and to lend the com- mon-place world a splendid fascination she had never discovered in it before, why might not these qualities have been be- stowed upon one of the modest and suitable list of lovers who had variegated her pre- vious existence? There was but one recompense she might offer him in return for the sacrifice he 94 The Crime of Lois Baxter. urged upon her, provided she proved weak enough to listen to his pleading. The money which a wealthy relative unexpect- edly had bequeathed her would suffice to rescue his ancestral estates, and permit him to live as his rank demanded. She was the sole person in the United States who knew that he was a Count, possessing vast estates in Prussia, which were heavily em- barrassed. However, she dismissed this solution as altogether too sordid an ex- change for his bright, boyish years. There was but one way by which she might help them both now, and that was to disappear quietly, and never darken his youth again by her presence. Having decided to re- nounce him utterly, she crept softly out of bed and drew the note from beneath her door. By the flickering flame of a wax- light, she read the foreign scrawl. ^^You were too abrupt with me, my friend," it ran — "You do not permit me to explain you. To-morrow I shall be at the 95 The Crime of Lois Baxter. same place at the same hour . . . and you must let me explain you." ^ Very well, his explanation need not alter her renunciation, and the temptation was too great to be resisted. Only the secret-keeping gods know just why Mrs. Butler chose Washington Park for a solitary ramble on the following day, but, suddenly, as she was skirting a bosky glen, somewhat removed from the public paths, she came full upon Miss Baxter and Herr von Arnheim, sitting side by side, on a bank of ferns, apparently quite oblivious to everything and everybody. At first, she told the Professor later, she was in doubt as to what she ought to do. To retreat or advance would be to put them both in an awkward situation, so she solved the diffi- culty by ensconcing herself behind a large tree, where she was completely hidden from detection. However, they were so near her that she found it quite unavoid- 96 The Crime of Lois Baxter. able not to listen to their conversation, which she did most reluctantly. "I shall convince you yet/' said Von Arn- heim, triumphantly. ^^Age? What is age? It is a mere incident — how do you call it? An accident. It has nothing to do with the facts, which are that I love you — and you love me, Lois." "Indeed, Otto, I do love you/' said poor Lois, "and that is why I cannot let you ruin yourself." "You do not love me if you can refuse me," said the boy, passionately. "What is all the world to me without you? You are my sun, my moon, my stars, my life itself. And yet you would rob me of my inherit- ance. No, Lois, you cannot really love me, or you could not be so cruel." At this juncture Mrs. Butler w^as unable to see what was going forward, but she conjectured that the young Count took Miss Baxter in his arms and kissed her. She also had the vague impression of hav- ing heard him whisper that he would never 97 The Crime of Lois Baxter. let her go away from him again. However, later she saw him striding angrily away, with his hat pulled down over his eyes. After a decent interval, she strolled care- lessly along past the meditative figure of Miss Baxter. ^"I said I was so pleased to have found her," she told her husband, in artless narra- tive, ^^it was so very lonely walking about all by oneself, and I asked her if she did not find it so, for I would not have had her suspect for worlds that I had seen Von Arnheim. She rather evaded the question, but seemed glad to see me, and we started on together through the forest path home. She asked me to give her my arm, and seemed rather trembling at first, which is so unlike Miss Baxter, you know; she's so strong-minded. She asked me earnestly what opinion I would have of a woman who married a man young enough to be her own son, and I was glad of the chance to tell her most emphatically how wrong and ter- rible I thought such a thing would be — 98 The Crime of Lois Baxter. that it would ruin both their lives, and be a matter of endless regret; in fact, that it would be a crime. I put it as strongly as 1 knew how'' — here the Professor smiled, grimly — "and I flatter myself I convinced her. But we shall see at dinner from her behavior to Herr von Arnheim." But that evening no critical eyes had the pleasure of dissecting Miss Baxter, for be- fore Baker had served the coffee all the boarders knew that Miss Baxter had de~ parted suddenly for parts unknown, leav- ing no trace of her whereabouts. "She could leave in mid-term better than most of the co-eds," commented Mrs. But- ler, "because, after all, she was only a teacher-special, and not eligible for a de- gree." "It was the dream of her life," said Von Arnheim, suddenly, glancing up from ab- sorbed contemplation of his plate, "her great ambition to finish Professor Butler's course in English literature. She will be heart-broken at having missed it." 99 The Crime of Lois Baxter. ^^But she was only a middle-aged West- ern school ma'am until her cousin's death left her rich," went on Mrs. Butler. ^'Of course, her ambition is commendable, but we must not expect her to rank with these young college women, who are trained spe- cialists." ^^Her w^ork was always most acceptable," put in Professor Butler. ^'In fact, she had a certain clearness and maturity of mind which gave her a decided advantage over some of our trained college women." Von Arnheim cast a grateful glance at the benignant Professor, and then returned to a prolonged contemplation of his plate. At the end of a week he also disappeared, and his rooms becoming immediately re- rented, his memory became as vague as that of poor Miss Baxter at Manor Hall. Three weeks afterward Mrs. Butler took the trouble to travel across the Campus to her husband's lecture room. She thrust a newspaper triumphantly into his hand. ^^I knew she would do it," she said, vic- 100 The Crime of Lois Baxter. toriously, gloating over his shoulder as he read this announcement: VON ARNHEIM-BAXTER. On the third of September, at the Rectory of Grace Church, New York, Lois Amelia, only daughter of the late John and Mary Baxter, to Otto Karl Hugo, Count von Arnheim, of Arnheim, Prussia. No cards. "They would better have said: ^Friends are kindly requested not to send flowers/ '■ remarked Mrs. Butler, as her husband fin- ished the paragraph. "I call it infanti- cide." "I always liked Miss Baxter/' said the Professor, mildly. "I hope they may be happy, and never regret it.'' The Von Arnheims had leased a tiny fur- nished house belonging to an artist, who had gone back to his beloved Latin Quarter for further study, and here in this little, weather-stained cottage, built out into the blue waters of Long Island Sound, they were spending the first year of their married life. 101 The Crime of Lois Ba ter. It seemed easier to ignore those inexorable twenty years which separated them, when they watched the sunsets together, or sailed out toward the purple outlines of Long Isl- and lying peacefully against the distant horizon. More than a year of delightful idling thus passed away. One evening Lois was pouring tea, as usual, in the bay win- dow of the tiny drawing-room, which looked directly out upon the sunset. It was early October, and the sea and sky were brilliant with autumn colors, crimson and gold and vivid blue. The distant spires and roofs of the neighboring village stood etched in sharp black relief against the opalescent sky. Long lines of crimson lay trembling upon the breast of the blue water, whose murmuring stole echoingly through the silence. The Count was sitting on a low chair at Lois' feet, leaning affectionately against her, as he looked out, dreamily, at the changing sunset. "I'm in a Heinesque mood," he said, smil- 102 The Crime of Lois Baxter. ing up at her. "I always am when I look upon the sea and sunset. Do you remem- ber: * Wer zum ersten male liebt, Seis auch glucklos, ist ein Gott ; Aber wer zum zweiten male Glucklos liebt, der ist ein Narr. * Ich, ein solcher Narr, ich liebe Wieder ohne Gegenliebe ; Sonne, Mond und Sterne lachen, Und ich lache nait — und sterbe.' " ^^I always liked Black's translation of that/' said Lois, "do you know it?'^ * Who loves a first time is a god Though he should be forsaken, Who, hapless, loves a second time. Must for a fool be taken. And such a fool who loves without Response of love am I ; Sun, moon and stars, they laugh at me, And I laugh, too — and die.' " The sunset was growing momentarily brighter, the strange brightness which pre- cedes its vanishing. 103 The Crime of Lois Baxter. "And I laugh, too — and die/" said Lois, reflectively. "After all, that is the best way; a merry laugh like the sunset there, and then the oblivion of death. L'homme qui rit is the greatest philosopher in the world. Otto," with a sudden change from jest to earnestness, "tell me why you ever fell in love with me?'' "I should have said we had threshed out that subject already rather well/' answered the young man, mischievously, "but if you are really serious in wishing to learn what first drew me to you, it was because you were so kind." "Kind?" echoed Lois. "Kind," affirmed he. "Do you remember that first evening at Manor Hall? You were the only one who did not laugh at my mistakes, and, naturally, I was grateful. Afterward, you were so good to teach me English — and, then, dear, you were just yourself; just you, and that seemed to me sufficient excuse to love you. Now, tell me why you ever loved me." 104 The Crime of Lois Baxter. "Oh, Vve always loved you/' she answered him, tenderly, "even long before I ever even saw you." "But why did you refuse me so many times, Lois, only to send for me at the end, after I had really given up all hope. It w^as the only occasion on which I have known you capricious." The dark eyes watching the glorious, golden beauty of the sunset, already begin- ning to fade away upon the distant horizon, contracted with swift pain, and her cheeks grew suddenly pale. "I remember I said good-bye to you for ever, didn't I?" she asked, attempting to smile. "Yes," replied the young fellow, truthful- ly, lifting his blue eyes to her face, "but T didn't mind when the fact differed from the decision." Lois continued to regard the gay sunset colors as they rapidly merged into the gray shadows of the night. The evening star be- gan to show itself amidst the ruddy gold. 105 The Crime of Lois Baxter. At length she began speaking with a vis- ible effort. ^^I should never have altered my deci- sion/' she said, "if it had not been for one thing. When I left Manor Hall that night. Otto, I was so wretched that death would have seemed the best good in the world. In- deed, such dreadful pains went through my heart that I felt sure I had not long to live. I consulted Dr. Graham, of New York, the famous specialist, you know, and he told me I had but a year to live; perhaps, not that . . . and so I thought . . . since we both really loved each other ... it mightn't be so very wrong ... a year is so short to be happy in . . . and happi- ness seemed to me the best thing ..." The sunset colors had faded suddenly away into the waste of grey waters. Here and there lights began to show softly along the shore. The red lamp of the light-house on the Point opened its cheerful eye. The little, white-sailed oyster-boats were all coming home across the darkening water. 106 The Crime of Lois Baxter. The yellow lights of an important, fussy steam-tug flashed, jewel-like, across the shadows. ^^I have lived already three months long- er than I had dared hope," went on Lois, more calmly, "and for that I am grateful. It makes me feel as if our happiness — and we have been happy, have we not. Otto? — were not so wrong after all. We have had our year, our dear, glad year, and you are still young, with all life before you, and I have not brought harm upon you, as I should have done had it been otherwise." The sunset having vanished, it was too dark to read the expression on his face, which had suddenly grown as gray as the evening shadows outside, but he merely re- mained affectionately leaning against her, as he had done so many joyous evenings before, and no sound broke the intense si- lence about them. One evening, a few days later, Mrs. But- ler rushed into her husband's dressing- 107 The Crime of Lois Baxter. room, as he was busily engaged in dressing for dinner. She held the evening paper in her hand, and burst forth excitedly: "Have you read it?" she cried, breath- lessly, thrusting the sheet into his aston- ished hand. ^'It's the first notice, obituary notice.'' The Professor ran his eye down the first column. Entered into eternal rest, on the 10th of October, at 'The Sea-Urchin,' Craw- ford, Conn., Lois Amelia, beloved wife of Otto Karl Hugo, Count von Arnheim, of Arnheim, Prussia. Funeral private. "What a fortunate escape for him," ex- claimed Mrs. Butler, as the Professor laid the paper down in silence. "It certainly looks like the finger of Providence, doesn't itr But the Professor only said: "Poor soul,'^ very softly to himself, as his wife left the apartment. 108 In Poverty Row. 109 In Poverty Row. IT IS strange how seldom a person recog- nizes the wisdom and philosophy of Destiny. She is apt to be painted much blacker than she is, or to be exalted to the skies on clouds of adoring incense. In reality, however, she is justice incar- nate. This fact has been taught me by ex- perience, for, though Fate has denied me health, she has softened the blow by be- stowing upon me really embarrassing riches; nevertheless, I am grateful, for I have been enabled thus to secure a vica- rious sort of satisfaction in seeing others enjoy the dinners an invalid digestion for- bids to me. With a subtle humor, she mar- ried the one woman in my little world to my dearest friend, and with logical consist- lil In Poverty Row. ence put half the continent between us, but I do not complain, for she permits me to win for others the happiness that I have missed, and, after all, there is a superb sense of power in feeling that you are a sort of golden providence, and can buy for an- other what Fate has refused to you. One charming day in early April I was strolling leisurely along Poverty Row in search of my lost health in the soft, spring air and genial sunlight. I went along Pov- erty Row because I have discovered that the sun is as warm and golden and the air as invigorating there as on the Avenue where the doctors have ordered me to walk; and, also, I am usually at the mercy of a torturing and uncompromising head- ache, and I find more to distract my thoughts from myself in that dilapidated thoroughfare of the poor. Human nature exists there in the raw, unspoiled by civil- ization, and one is certain to light upon something rare and interesting. The usual number of ragged, light-heart 11^ In Poverty Row. ed children were playing noisily together along the roadside; the familiar groups of bare-armed, calico-clad women were ex- changing choice bits of gossip across the rickety fences; life seemed sweet and care- less and peaceful beneath the amethyst, April sky. An enigmatical sort of envy seized me as I looked at the happy, uncon- scious throng. They had everything which I had not — health, and an evident lively enjoyment of life — and yet I experienced a curious, contradictory contentment with my illness and desolation, for I, too, had had my day — my sweet, short day, and, al- though I had experienced also the worst of death, a strange peace held possession of me. Beside the doorway of a cottage rather more pretentious than its neighbors I no- ticed a tin sign bearing the inscription: ^^Mrs. Rolf," in dingy, gilt lettering. It ex- cited my curiosity, and I speculated vague- ly as to its significance. Who was this Mrs. Rolf, whose identity seemed so bravely in- 113 In Poverty Row. dependent? I decided that she was prob- ably responsible for some of the singular costumes I had observed, lending to the scene an eccentric and kaleidoscopic effect. But how unusual for a dressmaker of Pov- erty Eow to have copied with so remark- able a fidelity the customs of the grand dic- tators of fashion. Could Worth himself have been more composedly succinct! I walked back again past the little house whose battered sign possessed so strange a fascination for me. Several persons were on the point of entering; two young girls were coming out; there was an awed ex- pression on the face of one, and a half-de- fiant laugh on the lips of the other. I was encouraged to open the rickety gate, and knock at the weather-worn door. A wom- an with a shock of palpably artificial hair admitted me. Never have I been permitted to gaze upon a person so honestly meretri- cious. It seemed almost as if her complex- ion, teeth and hair took a mischievous de- light in parading their spuriousness. 114 In Poverty Row. "There's five ahead of you," she re- marked, smiling. "But I'm in no special hurry; I will wait,'' I said, carelessly. She opened the door and ushered me into a darkened room, where I groped my way cautiously to a chair. There were five women sitting in a solemn row against the opposite wall. They were evidently not working girls, and quite as evidently they were not ladies in the ordinary acceptance of the term, but occupied an anomalous po- sition half way between. "Ain't you scared, Molly?" asked one. "No, indeed," replied Molly; "I've been to 'em too often to get scared." She was a stout, jovial woman of thirty or thereabouts, and smiled out upon the world, good-humoredly, with a pair of blue, Teutonic eyes. "It sorter scares me," remarked a slight, young girl. "It makes me feel so kinder queer." "The last time I went," continued Molly, 115 In Poverty Row. "was when I was to Portland, Maine. She was an awful good clairvoyant. Says she to me, says she, ^You're a-goin' to take a long sea voyage very soon,' says she, ^soon- er than you think for,' says she, and sure enough I went that very night to New York by the boat.'' This bit of personal history was received in the awestruck silence it merited. "An' she tole me," went on Molly, with an evident delight in the sensation she was creating, "as how I was a-goin' to marry a dark-complected man — an' you know my William is dark-complected — an' that we was a-goin' to meet to a hotel, an' that we wouldn't keep company long — not more 'an a month — an' every word come true, just as she said." "That swell feller's a-goin' to have his tole," I heard one young woman whisper to another. "I bet he's had a smash-up with his girl, an' wants to know how it's a-goin' to turn out." Protected by the gloom and my heavy 116 In Poverty Row. moustache, I indulged in a quiet smile. I had, indeed, had the "smash-up'' so deli- cately suggested, but, unfortunately, I knew only too well how it had turned out, so I comforted myself with the reflection that at least I had had my day, and that nothing could ever take away from me the reflection that once I, too, had said to the flying moment: "Ah, still delay, thou art so fair!" It had not obeyed my imperative command, but had sped past on lightning wings, yet it had left me the sweetness of its memory. The door opened slowly, and a river of yellow sunlight rippled across the gloom of the room. I do not know whether the effect was intentionally dramatic or not, but it seemed quite obviously symbolic to me — ^that golden bar of light descending graciously upon us from the nameless mys- tery of the Sybil's apartment. The slow clock on the shelf above my head ticked away a monotonous hour and a half before my turn arrived. Meanwhile 117 In Poverty Row. the room had become filled with persons waiting in a patient silence to penetrate the secrets of the future. We presented all the impressive solemnity of a country funeral without the attendant horror of the corpse. Once more the resplendent sunlight broke in upon the darkness, and the woman with the artificial hair beckoned me to tpl- low her. She led me to a room at the end of the narrow passage, and demanded twenty-five cents as the entrance fee. Having accomplished this business prelude, the mystic door which separated me from the Sybil opened, and I stood in the awful presence. It was a simple, small apartment, fur- nished merely with the bare, cheap neces- sities of the poor, but it was strikingly well- ordered and neat. In the centre of the room sat a young woman, clad in a close- fitting, black gown. She was tall and slight, with a pale face, absolutely color- less, except for the faint pink of her lips. She lift-ed her large, dark-lashed eyes to 118 In Poverty Rowc mine, and the moment I looked into their magnetic, wonderful depths I believed in her, not, of course, in her art, but in her; I had gone up to scoff, but I remained to pray. She motioned me to take the chair before her, and when I had seated myself, she took my hand in hers. It was a soft, caressing touch, inexpressibly soothing. "I am very tired,'' she said. "I do not know whether I shall be successful." She drew one thin hand slowly across her closed eyes, and I heard the sharp, crack- ling sound of electricity; her warm, nerv- ous fingers closed tightly upon my own. With a sudden surprising sweep of her eye- lids, her beautiful eyes flashed their strange magnificence full into mine. I was decided- ly impressed. She began to speak in a low, dreamy tone. "You are not well," she said, "but you are going to be well. You are ill now, but you will recover soon; you have a long and happy life before you." 119 In Poverty Row. It crossed my mind, humorously, that I had paid merely a quarter to learn this, and I sent a fleeting regret after the thousands I had wasted on distinguished specialists in order to discover that I must die) so soon. I almost believed her. "Your life has not always been happy," went on the tender, soothing voice. "You have met with misfortunes — you have suf- fered a catastrophe." "Yes," I assented, "I have, indeed, had a catastrophe." "But the worst is over," went on the Sy- bil; "you have parted, but she will come back to you. Do not forget — she will come back to you soon." In spite of the absolute impossibility of the realization of her words, my heart — ^the heart I had so long believed to be dead — gave a mad leap at the mere suggestion. "She will come back to you; she will have suffered also, but she will be all the dearer for it. You had a misunderstand- ing — is it not so?" 120 In Poverty Row. "Yes," I said, bitterly, "we had, indeed, a misunderstanding." "But you must forgive her," continued the Sybil, calmly; "she was not to blame." "Who was?" I questioned, unbelievingly. "It was Fate," she answered, solemnly. "It had to be." I had scarcely expected to find explana- tion and consolation in Poverty Eow. Through the open window rushed the sweet, spring air, balmily prophetic of summer. Outside the voices of the children at play in the distant street echoed gayly. A robin was singing fearlessly a triumph- ant solo of love upon the brown-budded bough near the window. The world seemed so happy and full of glad, young life. "You are going to be in comfortable cir- cumstances," said Mrs. Eolf; "you will never know what it means to be in need, and in time you will be famous." I could have told her I was already rath- er well known as a man who had had the audacity to live a year beyond the limit as- 121 In Poverty Row. signed him by world-renowned specialists; a man whose case was even now cited in the medical journals, but I held my peace. "I see a letter coming to you from across the sea, but, beware! It means trouble. I see a dark man and a fair woman; they have plotted your ruin, but you will escape them. You will be in doubt, and will not know which way to turn for help, but it all turns out happily in the end, and you will triumph." She passed her fingers slowly across her closed eyes. "I can do no more for you,'' she said, wearily. In some blind, instinctive fashion I reached the street. The sunlight was still shining goldenly down upon the children playing light-heartedly along the pave- ments. Some kindly and protecting demon must have guided my steps homeward, for I was conscious of nothing but the words I had just heard, and which kept echoing endlessly in my brain: ^^You must forgive 122 In Poverty Row. her . . . she was not to blame ... it was Fate." •Jf -JS- * * * * * "A cablegram, James? . . . Yes, you may go. I shall not need you yet . . . Dead? Dorothy dead? Then she must have died before she knew that she was for- given! . . . Dead? Impossible! So young and beautiful and loved, she had nothing in common with death . . . nothing except that death gives us back to each other, and puts an everlasting bar between us and her husband who won her from me by a lie I can feel again the soft, warm pressure of her arms about my neck. . . dead? Oh, no; asleep, perhaps, and dream- ing, but not dead. Ah, Sweetheart, kiss me, for it grows so dark and cold, and I cannot see . . . Forgive thee, Sweet? aye, for it was Fate .•*..." 123 The Chevalier D'Artois. 126 The Chevalier D'Artois. THE March sunlight was smiling with June suavity down upon Paris on this particular morning of the year of grace 1894. Innumerable ragged brown sparrows were chirping and hopping about the streets, lending, in conjunction with the frequent flower booths and itinerant violet venders, an assured and cheerful as- pect of early summer, which a possible morrow of chill rain and sleet might dis- perse with the rapidity of a wizard's wand. Outside the cafes and wine-shops a crop of little, round marble-topped tables had sprung up like mushrooms in the genial sunlight, and about these sat indolent hap- py Frenchmen, smoking cigarettes and drinking red wine. It was a jovial, heart- 1^7 The Chevalier D'Artois. warming day, when rain and fogs seemed bad dreams, and umbrellas a myth; a blue day full of spring flowers and joyousness. Jack Eivington was coming leisurely along the Boulevard Montparnasse, gazing with unaccustomed American eyes at the happy foreign world about him. Just suf- ficient time had elapsed between his grad- uation from Harvard and an unexpected bequest of a wealthy relative to remove all traces of a sad satiety from European trav- el. His great-aunt's fortune had become his at a time when it happened to be im- perative that he should earn his daily bread, and had rescued him from the un- congenial task of instructing the youth of a provincial High School. Life seemed suddenly to have blossomed as gloriously about him as this genial March morning about the dingy old Latin Quarter. But there was one cloud on the fair bril- liance of his heaven. She who occupied his waking thoughts was not with him to put the final touch to his absolute happiness. 128 The Chevalier D'Artos.i He had a letter in his pocket which had reached him by that morning's post from New York, and which seemed to radiate his hopes, and to promise him their near and dear fulfillment. The girl who had written him that letter was not an ordinary girl, but a brilliant young woman in the first fiush of a successful career. He had first met her by chance at a college reception, but that sudden, subtle sympathy which owes its existence so seldom to mere words, had sprung up and blossomed into friend- ship between them. She was an orphan, with a su£Scient income to gratify her tastes, which were those of a modern wom- an of the world. She had twice been around the world with her father, a fas- tidious man of letters, and at his death she had succeeded to his ownership and editor- ship of a well-known magazine. Even her friends had regarded this adventure with a certain dolorous surprise, for the clientele of the periodical was of a character sure to miss the delicate touch of the mature, The Chevalier D'Artois. cultured mind which had directed it so long. Curiously, the prophets were wrong, and her father's daughter continued to manage his affairs successfully. She was rather proud of her success; love of reform for its own sake was one of Anne Bigelow's marked characteristics. She was fond of experiment, of advocating lost causes, of perfecting what others had abandoned as hopeless. She possessed an ardent, ener- getic nature, which seemed to revivify whatever it touched. Eivington was thinking about her now, as he walked leisurely along the Boulevard in the sunlight. Charming as the quaint old Latin Quarter was, it was haunted by his ever-present regret for her absence. He took out her letter from his pocket to as- sure himself that it was really there. What a strong, bold superscription! How like herself, so frankly courageous and honest! That singular candor was the one trait he cared for above all others in her, although 130 The ChevalierD'Artois. it had really prevented a definite engage- ment between them. She had insisted that their understanding should rest upon nothing more fettering than an occasional correspondence and complete liberty for two years at least. He found himself ad- miring even while he passionately re- gretted her decision. He told himself that it was far wiser for them both to expand their experience before taking the solemn- ly irrevocable step of marriage. And yet something within him revolted against his enforced freedom and reiterated incessant- ly his absolute constancy and the lost time of delay. For two long years, stretching out in endless dreariness before him, he had promised not to see her, but the world, when he knew so certainly that the world in comparison with her meant so absolute- ly nothing to him. And yet he admired her courage and honesty in forcing him to this action. He was much surer of himself than of her. She was so terribly analytic, so scien- 131 The Chevalier D'Artois. tifically trained, and quite as unsparing of herself as of him. If at the end of two years she sent for him he could never doubt her complete sincerity. But often on his lonely wanderings misgivings assailed him and he questioned whether she would recall him at the end of those problematic two years. But on this particular morning when the balmy March world was smiling all about him in this bizarre corner of the old Latin Quarter he had no misgivings. There was a certain warmth in the yellow sunlight which melted despondent fears. Eivington had left the Boulevard and wandered aim- lessly down an obscure impasse which his preoccupation had prevented him from per- ceiving. It was only when he found him- self suddenly brought up by a building di- rectly in his path that he realized his mis- take. An old curiosity shop blocked his way, and in its narrow doorway leaned the smiling proprietor, with the inevitable cigarette between his lips, which he courte- ously removed to make way for a genial 132 The Chevalier D^Artois. ^^Bon jour, M'sieu, il fait beau temps, aujourd'hui." ^'Yes, indeed/' responded the American, smiling, "and have you anything so beauti- ful as the weather in your shop to-day?" "I have things quite as rare as such a day in March/' said the Frenchman, "but M'sieu is well aware that there is seldom anything new in antiquities. If M'sieu will do me the honor to enter. . . . " Rivington went inside the shop and looked with interest at the heterogeneous collection. He was rather fond of antiquity shops and their curious wares, always re- garding them with an eye to their suitabil- ity for certain artistic apartments in New York. She had forgotten to forbid him to send her presents, and this omission lent his wanderings their sole purpose. He wondered whether she would like an odd, silver-hilted sword, which the shop- keeper gravely assured him had belonged to the first Napoleon. One result of his Paris experience had been the implanting 133 The Chevalier D'Artois. in him a rooted distrust of what shopkeep- ers told him^ and he promptly decided to purchase something less authentic, some- thing so genuinely antique that the voluble little Frenchman would be hopelessly un- able to lie about it. He wandered across the shop to a far corner, and his roving eye rested on a tall canvas propped against the wall. "What have you here?'' he asked. The shopkeeper seemed strangely em- barrassed. "That is supposed to be a portrait of the Chevalier d'Artois, M'sieu/' he answered, hesitatingly. "It is painted by Jan Ten Eyck. If M'sieu will give himself the trou- ble to look in the corner he will see the artist's motto, ^Als Ixh Xan,' very dis- tinctly. There is no doubt that it is orig- inal." "Then it must be priceless," said Eiving- ton. He had a good, although amateurish, knowledge of pictures. "M'sieu may have it at his own price," 134: The Chevalier D'Artois. said the imperturbable Frenchman, sud- denly. Rivington turned from his scrutiny of the portrait to stare at the shopkeeper. Suddenly there seemed something more uniquely rare than this ancient picture in the little curiosity shop. "I have no idea of its real value/' he said, at length. ^^Since the portrait pleases M'sieu," went on the man, "I will confess its history. No doubt exists of its genuineness. It has been already in the studio of nearly every celebrated painter in Paris, but, alas, M'sieu, it always comes back. There is al- ways the same story.'' "And what is the story?" The Frenchman shrugged his shoulders as if disclaiming any responsibility for the truth of what he was about to say. "They say it is haunted, M'sieu; that the ghost of Philip of Burgundy resides in it. I myself do not know, M'sieu. I see only a valuable portrait by the great master," 135 The Chevalier D^Artois. Eivington examined the picture with in- tensified interest. It was a large canvas representing the life-size figure of a young knight of the Middle Ages. At Its best the portrait could not have been brilliantly distinct, hut after the lapse of centuries it had faded away into a shadowed obscurity, leaving only suggestions of a tall figure in Flemish armor, with hands crossed before him on the hilt of his sword. His face, however, stood out in bold relief from the dim background. Beneath his plumed hel- met the beauty and audacity of his features stood out with the clearness of a cameo. It was a restless, dare-devil face, in spite of its dark beauty, possessing a strange qual- ity of actuality. Eivington shivered slightly as he regarded it. It seemed to di- vine his thoughts, and to answer them mockingly. It fascinated him in a power- ful manner, and he decided to buy it for Anne, even if it were genuine or not. She would be certain to be interested in its his- tory and would welcome a haunted por- i36 The Chevalier D'Artois. I rait from this out-of-the-way nook in the Latin Quarter. The shopkeeper sold it at what Eiving- ton felt to be a ridiculously low figure in comparison with its worth, but he insisted on the finality of the bargain in an absurd- ly anxious way. "I have toM jou its history, M'sieu,"' he said, frankly, "and I confess I desire to as- sure myself forever against its return. Mon Dieu, what scenes I have witnessed!" "You may make your mind easy this time,'' said Eivington, reassuringly; "I shall send it directly to New York." "Thank the good God!" said the French- man, "but you relieve me, M'sieu." Eivington left the shop delighted with his purchase for Anne's sake. How pleased she would be to possess a genuine Ten Eyck. She loved old pictures, particularly those of the Flemish school. He felt a boundless gratitude to Destiny for leading him down the quaint little impasse. Suddenly, through his happy reflections, 137 The Chevalier D'Artois. he became aware of a childlike voice sing- ing sweetly and softly out of the sunshine: *' Sur le pont d* Avignon Tout le monde y danse . . . danse Sur le pont d' Avignon Tout le monde y danse en rond. Les beaux messieurs font comm' ga, Sur le pont d' Avignon Tout le monde y danse . . . . " The young American turned about to smile happily at the little unknown singer who was thus joyously voicing his content, but there was no child there; except for a stray dog the tiny impasse was deserted. 5j» ^C SjC »i» JjC ^» ^« Miss Bigelow was sitting in her cheerful study one evening examining some MSS. which had been submitted to her by the chief reader of the magazine. She con- tinued her father's custom of scrutinizing carefully all material accepted for publica- tion. She possessed an unusual power of strict concentration on the subject in hand, ^nd the formidable pile of MSS. was fiu- m The Chevalier D'Artois. ished as the city clocks struck midnight. She took up her pen and began writing a letter to Eivington. ^^Such a busy day/' she wrote; ^^but now it is midnight and over, and I am free. It is just a year and six months to-night since we agreed upon our ^anti-nuptial contract/ as you alw^ays called it. Do you remember? It was at the Crawfords' reception, and we were quite alone — you and I— in a deserted corner of the conservatory. We had been discussing the financial condition of the United States, and you changed the sub- ject to a more directly personal one so mod- estly and quietly that I confess I was not so shocked and surprised as I felt later I ought to have been. You said that your financial condition had changed so abrupt- ly and happily that you were in a position to ask me to marry you — a question which you had hoped to ask me some time ever since we had met, and I remember asking you whether you fancied a couple of con- versations and a few dancer a sufficient 139 OF THE UNIVERSITY OF The Chevalier D*Artois. basis for a life partnership. But you point- ed out that a friendship like ours did not depend on frequent meetings . . . and, well, I mustn't remember all the utterly absurd things you said. No doubt you have forgotten them yourself by this time. But we agreed upon a tacit understanding, >that for two years we both should be free, and should test the sincerity of our under- standing, for I confess I felt strangely drawn to you that evening in the conserva- tory; and since then I have experienced a sort of dual personality, as if I were with you wherever you may be. I shall not send you this letter, because it is too personal, but you will find it when you return, for I shall write to you intimately like this sometimes, and when you read the emi- nently proper occasional notes I send you you will not dream of these different ones lying here in my strong box awaiting your return. This is the first time I have set my thoughts in black and white, because I have not felt sure of myself before. A great 140 The Chevalier D^Artcis. truth vanquishes us when we feel most se- cure, and I would not be I if I could not write you exactly what I feel. ... I love you, Jack. I sit here lonely and long for you, and thrill with joy to know that I love you. Ah, Jack, you must love me a little in return. . . .'' She sealed and addressed this letter and placed it securely in a strong box in her desk. To a woman of her decision it was a distinct relief to know the truth, and to confess it. The last six months of sincere doubt and self-questionings had robbed her life of its usual serenity. She went to bed happy in the sureness of her surrender. The solitary letter with its confession lay undisturbed in the strong box for a month. At the end of that time Miss Bigelow opened it and placed another letter within. "I wish you were here," she wrote. ^^Such strange things are happening, which I scarcely dare write down on paper, they are so vague and unreal. You remember the beautiful old portrait by Ten Eyck 141 The Chevalier D'Artois. which you sent me from Paris — the Cheva- lier d'Artois? I was charmed with it, and ordered it hung in my study near my desk. I did not have it ^restored/ because I love the dark shadows and the singularly clear effect they give the face. I would not have them improved away by any "restorer" for worlds. I love this portrait; it is so mod- ern, so living, so absurdly real. And I love the stories of its being haunted. It has ex- ercised a curious fascination over me from the first. It is not because of the mere beauty of the dark, bearded Spanish face — you know, I am not so youthfully suscep- tible — but there is a certain somewhat about it which holds and commands me. I love this portrait, not only because you sent it to me, dearest, but for the subtlety of its own sake. I have even sunk so low as to offer flowers before it — fresh-cut roses and violets — and the Chevalier is always cour- teous enough to smile his thanks in a most bewitching fashion. I wish you might see him do it. I am not talking absolute nou- 1« The Chevalier D^Artois. sense, but this is enough nonsense for one evening.'^ The next letter in the strong box was dated several months later than the last one. ^^I cannot live without telling you the truth/' it began. "You will probably con- sider me crazed from overwork, or the like, but I swear to you solemnly that I am in full possession of my mind. Last night the Chevalier d'Artois spoke to me. He is not a picture, but a man imprisoned in paint. And he is not the Chevalier d'Artois, as we had supposed. He is not even painted by Ten Eyck, but by himself. "Let me begin at the beginning. I think I have written you of the curious, almost human, fascination he has exercised over me from the first. I used to put fresh flow- ers before him every day — and that espe- cial kind of fatuity is not my metier, you will understand. I shall nothing extenuate, but shall confess the whole truth. He used to smile back at me every morning when I U3 The Chevalier D'Artois. placed the flowers before him — I swear he did — and I used to laugh at myself for im- agining such a thing. It was such a cheap delusion. I began to believe I was working too much, and took a vacation into the country. On my return I found myself talk- ing to him — ^you know that is one of the signs of madness, talking to oneself, and I saw our doctor. He said my general health, mental and physical, was never better, and I came home greatly relieved. I determined not to speak to the Chevalier again, when one evening he spoke to me. I swear it solemnly. I had been sitting in the twi- light after tea thinking of you, when I seemed to hear a faint, far voice, so delicate as almost to be a whisper. I glanced at the Chevalier and I saw his lips moving. I lit the gas — all the burners, to be sure of a glare — and still his lips were moving, and he spoke. He used a certain softened French, a patois, and if I had not studied Provencal in college I might not have un- derstood him. As it was I managed to fol- 144: The Chevalier D'Artois. low him perfectly, although it T:as not in Provencal that he spoke. " ^Faire ladye/ he said, ^dare I hope that thou wilt bestow thy gracious attention upon thy faithful knight?' "I was not conscious of being even sur- prised. It seemed the most natural thing in the world to be addressed by him. And yet I was conscious of the actual incon- gruity, for I replied: " ^I am ready to bestow all my attention upon a painted gentleman who manages to speak to me from a picture,' I said, rising to the occasion as best I might. At that mo- ment I suspected the whole world. Perhaps Collins, the sub-editor, who is a bit of a wag and a ventriloquist, was daring to play me a trick. " ^Thou supposest me Philip, Earl of Ar- tois and Boulogne, who was killed at the siege of Aiguillon, faire ladye. Thou be- lievest my kinsman, Philip of Burgundy, ordered his valet de chambre, Jan Ten Eyck, to paint me as I am, a Flemish 145 The Chevalier D'Artois. knight in full armour; but thou mistakest, faire ladye. Thou seest in me but an ob- scure artist, who has tried to paint himself and failed/ ^^I know what you and all the world must think, Jack dear, but I shall put down the truth, for all that. It is a satisfaction to write the words, for I cannot speak of this to anyone. " ^Ten Eyck invented the art of painting with oils,' went on the Chevalier, ^but I invented something far greater, although I was only his obscure pupil, who humbly gathered up the crumbs which fell from the master's table. He painted flaccid repre- sentations of the living. I mixed my ma- terials with blood; he his with unrespon- sive oils. I painted myself — alive, actual — drop by drop daily into my canvas until I became the picture, and the picture became me. But there was one thing I could not paint with my cunning brushes that knew so well how to help me to paint all else. I 146 The Chevalier D'Artois. could not paint soul; soul has always es- caped me.' " ^But the rest of you/ I struck in; ^how did you manage to paint what was not soul?' " ^Ah, faire ladye/ said he, bowing and smiling, ^that must forever remain my se- cret, mine and that of a certain Franciscan friar of Avignon, John de Kochelaillade by name, who once wrote a book upon the sub- ject. It would not interest thee, faire ladye, to peruse this MS., for it is written in a crabbed black letter which I made out with the greatest difficulty. Moreover, it is writ- ten in Latin, and I took care that it sliould ^^anish with me. I disappeared into this portrait, madame, and the MS. disappeared also; but where? Who knows?' '' 'If you had succeeded in painting soul/ I asked, 'would you now be alive?' ''You will notice, Jack, dear, I do not recognize him as really alive, but as per- haps the figment of my owm brain. You may imagine how his reply startled me. 147 The Chevalier D'Artois. " ^I do live from time to time/ he said, ^by borrowing other persons' souls, faire ladye/ ^'I was altogether too shocked to speak. He was really going a bit too far. " ^Some day/ he went on, smilingly, ^I shall possess thine.' "At this juncture I decided to go to bed.'' The next and last letter bore a date sev- eral weeks later than its immediate prede- cessor. "Dear Jack," it ran, "I have your letter telling me of your safe arrival. I have just answered it and sent it to your hotel. I will explain it more fully when you come this evening. Shall I ever dare to tell you I love you, after these long, long two years? Perhaps I may only put these letters in your hand and leave you alone to read them, for you will see how suddenly shy I have become. Shyness was not a trait of mine when first we met, you will remem- ber. "The Chevalier is still as smiling and 148 The Chevalier D'Artois. courteous and conversational as ever. He has challenged me to kiss him. He tells me solemnly from beneath his plumed hel- met, that from the moment I kiss him my soul belongs to him. It is such a curious assertion that I intend putting it to the test. You will discover that I have written you a vast deal of — what shall I say? non- sense — in these letters, and in a sense this kiss must be my expiation, my explanation. You will not be jealous if I kiss the painted lips of a Chevalier who has been dead so many centuries? Since I have never touched those of a living man, will it destroy the sweetness of the one I have kept for you so long? But this is idle to write all this, when I shall see you yourself so soon. It is near- ly eight o'clock, and I am going into the study now to kiss my Chevalier, and then . . . I shall be listening for your step." At eight o'clock precisely one clear No- vember evening a tall, smiling young man ran lightly up the brownstone steps of a 149 The Chevalier D'Artois. house in Fifty-sixth street, and rang the bell. The maid who answered his ring wore a troubled expression. "Miss Bigelow is at home, sir/' she said in response to his enquiry, '^but she is ill. Her aunt is with her, and a physician.'' Beyond, in the brightly lighted hallway, he caught sight of the anxious face of Mrs. Keeves. She came forward to meet him. "Anne is very ill," she said brokenly, and he guessed the truth from her tones. "It is all so sudden, so unbelievable. She was in the gayest spirits at dinner, and spoke con- stantly of you, and the pleasure of seeing you again. She left me only a few moments ago, and shortly afterward we heard a piercing shriek, and then a heavy fall. The butler and I hastened upstairs to her study, and there we found her lying at full length on the floor just in front of that old por- trait you sent her from Paris. She had a small box in her hand addressed to you. I suppose she must have gone to fetch it to give you. We summoned a doctor at once, 150 The Chevalier D'Artois/ but there was nothing to be done. It was heart failure, he told us, produced by some sudden shock. She must have fallen against the picture, because there is an ugly gash in it, and the portrait is quite indistinguish- able, and there are faint marks of paint on her lips, where she struck it in falling." She paused, unable to continue, and then these two, who had loved Anne, went up softly into the dimly lit study and looked down at her in silence. The distant noises from the street came up faintly through the closed windows. Through the intermittent monotone of rolling cab wheels Eivington's ears caught the echo of a song: " Sur le pont d* Avignon, Tout le monde y danse, Et les capucins font comm' ga ; Snr le pont d' Avignon." How distinctly it brought back that beautiful sunny March morning in the Latin Quarter. He could even see the rough grey stones of the little impasse leading down to the tiny antiquity shop, in whose 151 The Chevalier D^Artois. doorway the smiling Frenchman lazily lounged and smoked his cigarette. But afterward, upon mature reflection, he was not altogether certain that he had really heard the song. 15'^ Her Son. 153 Her Son. COLONEL CAKEUTHEES pulled at his moustache nervously, in more trepidation than he would have cared to confess. Opposite him sat his wid- owed sister-in-law, Mrs. Courtney Car- ruthers, handsome and suave, as she pre- sided with her accustomed well-bred grace over the daintily appointed tea-table before her. "I believe you take no cream, Gerald?'* she was saying, smilingly. "Eeally, it is so very long since you've done me the honjor to come in for tea that I fear I've for- gotten." "Just tea, plain tea, thank you," an- swered the Colonel, absently. Her words had increased his embarrassment, for a say- ing of his was often quoted at the Club — • 155 Her Son ''that as a soldier he knew no fear, but as a mere man he fled before women, afternoon teas and cigarettes/' and he felt that his present position was indefensible. He was wondering how he would better begin, for he entertained the highest re- spect for Mrs. Carruthers' cleverness and powers of penetration, and under the cir- cumstances he felt that discretion was by far the better part of valor. An inspiration seized him. ^^I suppose you hear often from Eeggie/' he said suddenly. ^^Does he like Oxford ?'^ ^^He seems quite charmed by it/', said Reggie's mother, placidly. "In his last let- ter he wrote me that he is leading quite an ideal life there. "Ah!" ejaculated the Colonel. He'^ad- justed his eyeglass, and with a prefatory sigh, crossed the Rubicon. "I heard rather a curious story at the Club the other evening," he remarked with his usual, languid drawl. "It was about a student at Oxford, er — who is in lodg- 156 Her Son. ings, er — like Eeggie, don't you know, and who seems to be getting himself into quite an interesting scrape; er — it's his land- lady's daughter." "It always is/' commented Mrs. Carruth- ers, serenely; "when it isn't the cook. As a rule, it's the cook." "This affair," pursued the Colonel, "seems to have reached the fifth chapter, er — ^the impending crisis, that is to say." He threw back his head luxuriously against his chair. Having overcome his shyness, he was beginning to realize the artistic possibilities of the situation, and to congratulate himself on his skill in handling so delicate and painful a subject. Mrs. Carruthers, still smiling serenely, daintily stirred her tea. "The worst feature about these cases," went on the Colonel, moralizingly, "is their insidiousness. In fact, one so seldom rec- ognizes the danger that one never thinks of taking precautions against it." "Keggie is very fortunate in his land- 157 Her Son. lady," remarked Mrs. Carruthers, compla- cently. "I selected Iter myself, and since she's a ^lone, lorn widow' with no incum- brances, I fancy Reggie's comparatively safe.'^. "A widow/' put in the Colonel, sen- tentiously," is an incomprehensible thing. I believe with the elder Weller, that it is well to beware of them." "I secured his lodgings myself," went on Mrs. Oarruthers with a touch of asperity in her low, even tones, ^^and I assure you Mrs. Crupper is everything to be desired in a landlady. A most motherly old soul, and even if she had a daughter who was both young and beautiful, I would trust Keggie. You know his fastidious tastes, Gerald, and then — he is my son." There was such composure and signifi- cance in her accents that the Colonel was unable to resist a slight, cynical smile of superiority, which was fortunately con- cealed by his gray, military mustache. ^Taith like that is simply superb," he re- 158 Her Son. fleeted, "but it's also touching," and he pressed her hand with unusual warmth as he took his departure. Left alone in the dim twilight of the drawing room, Mrs. Carruthers began to reflect on the recent conversation. As the Colonel l3elieYed, she was a remarkably clever woman, and she knew very well that her brother-in-law had not happened in to tea without a motive. His remarks had been chiefly on the subject of this entangle- ment of a young Oxford student with his landlady's daughter . . . and as a re- sult of her reflections, Mrs. Carruthers rang for her maid, and gave orders for her departure for Oxford by the morning ex- press from Paddington. It was Saturday noon when Mrs. Court- ney Carruthers arrived at the beautiful, historical town, and taking a fly, she was driven immediately to the quaint old tav- ern of the "Mitre" on the High Street. She 159 Her Son. lost no time in informing her son of her arrival, and was calmly seated at luncheon when he was announced. "Ah, mother, what a delightful surprise," he said, smiling down upon her from his six feet of stalwart comeliness; "but why did you not wire me you were coming down?'' "It was such a vagrant whim, Keggie,'' she answered, gazing fondly up into his handsome face; "the vagrant whim of an old lady who finds it rather difficult to keep away from her only son. I wonder whether you realize, Keggie, what you mean to your poor old mother?'' The lad sat down. There was a curious, unfamiliar embarrassment in his manner which his mother ignored. They were singularly alike in appearance, these two, although Keginald's blue eyes and chestnut hair presented a striking contrast to the dark, Spanish beauty of his mother's face. Mrs. Carruthers' face was something more than merely beautiful; it was the face of 160 Her Son. * a thinker, of a person of distinguished abil- ity and determination. The significance was evident of the firm, well-molded chin, of the large, deep, intelligent eyes, and of the broad, white forehead beneath its soft waves of gray hair. It was a favorite re- mark of Colonel Carruthers that the world had lost a brilliant man in his charming sister-in-law, but had gained a rarely inter- esting woman, and since the Colonel was a confirmed woman-hater, this was a conces- sion not without weight. "And are you at leisure this morning, Reggie?'' asked his mother, "because I have a desire to be taken all about your college." "I'm always at your leisure, mother," said the lad, and together they set out down the High to St. Aldgates'. Many persons paused to glance after them — the stately, handsome dame attended by her tall, young son. They turned beneath the Bell tower gateway, and entered the great Quad- rangle. The keen November air had brought out an unexpected and almost ver- 161 Her Son. nal vividness in the smooth grass, in the centre of which the fountain reflected faith- fully the clear blue of the sky — a sky against whose brilliancy the hoary turrets and pinnacles stood sculptured with an un- w^onted distinctness. They ascended the magnificent stone staircase, and passed on into the stately hall. The light fell softly through the oriel windows on the dark, oak roof, and the long lines of portraits about the w^alls. Although she was fairly familiar with these distinguished paintings, Mrs. Carruthers chose to be impressed. She possessed his- trionic talent of no low order, and as she paused, a beautiful, dignified presence, be- fore the array of eminent portraits, there was something at once so reverent and ad- miring and sweet in her attitude, that Eeg- inald burst forth impetuously: ^^You make it seem so different, mother. Although I dine here nearly every even- ing, you make me feel as though I had never even been here before.'' 162 Her Son. Mrs. Carruthers smiled. "Perhaps you never have, Reggie," she said, and with a gesture full of infinite grace, she indicated the long, dim line of paintings. "Do you really realize what all these mean, dear?" Her heart thrilled with pride as she looked up at him standing beside her so tall and athletic in his scholar's gown, with the tinted light from the oriel window fall- ing softly upon his brown, debonair head. He glanced up at the beautiful, curved roof with a gesture of impatience. "I do, sometimes," he said; "I feel ham- pered by all these venerable traditions. There is something wild, untamable, Bohe- mian in me that cries out for the free field under the open sky — where I may be my- self. Have you never felt that, mother?" She smiled at him, and sighed. "Ah, thai is merely youth, Eeggie. And how I envy you. Think of the glory of be- ing a man — young, healthy and domiciled at Oxford!" 163 Her Son. Again that strange expression of embar- rassment which was so foreign to him, fled across his frank face, and in silence they turned to leave the Hall. As they were de- scending the steps, Mrs. Carruthers said suddenly. ^^Shall we not go down into the kitchen, Eeggie? I must see it again.'' Accordingly they descended into the cu- rious, old apartment, and the white-capped, white-aproned chef could not do enough for this handsome matron who was so gra- ciously honoring his domain. There were some three score fowls turning slowly on the quaint, old spit before the chimney fire, and a faint, delicious odor was beginning already to haunt the room. "Only fancy, Eeggie,'' said Mrs. Car- ruthers, "the same spit that roasted fowls for Cardinal Wolsey kindly roasting them for you!" The lad had regained his usual, light- hearted demeanor. "You're really making me feel quite his- 164 Her Son. torical, mother/' he responded, gaily. "Come away directly, or I shall begin to believe I'm the great prelate himself." They sauntered leisurely through the pic- turesque old cloisters and out into the bril- liant sunshine of the Broad Walk. From the river came shouts of young laughter. The long line of college barges flying their various colors made a gay scene in the golden November afternoon. Handsome, athletic undergraduates with brawny knees showing pinkly beneath their "shorts" passed them, and doffed their caps with a cordial courtesy that silently told Mrs. Carruthers of the popularity of her son. As he had said, she had changed his world — the little world with which he had believed himself so familiar. He listened, irresistibly fascinated, to her easy, brilliant conversation as she related clever bon mots of the distinguished persons she was con- stantly meeting in town, and the sparkling, cultured language made him realize his 165 Her Son. own crudenesses unexpectedly. But his mother, serene and gracious, seemed un- conscious of his emotion, and anxious only to amuse him. The following day being Sunday, Mrs. Carruthers told Keggie that no excuse of lectures could be urged against a long walk in the country. It was a gray day with a fine, thin mist in the air which, however, did not prevent them from taking a quiet stroll after lunch- eon. They went along the towing-path to Iflfley, and wandered about the quaint, Norman church with its picturesque archi- tecture, and she called his attention to the wonderful beauty of the "sweet city with her dreaming spires,'' as they saw it through the dim, gray mist. The cottagers, courtesying with grave re- spect to this fair and stately lady, offered her huge bunches of the gay Autumn flow- ers from the tiny gardens before their thatched cottages. Reginald's hands were full of bright chrysanthemums as they 166 Her Son. walked along the village street together. ^^Isn't it true, mother/' he said, hap- pily, "that * Kind hearts are more than coronets, And simple faith than Norman blood ? * J* "Yes, Keggie," she assented, "but you see I'm so very highly civilized that I want both — the kind hearts and the coronet, too." The evening shadows were beginning to enfold the classic beauty of the town when they reached the "Mitre," and Mrs. Car- ruthers smilingly declined to attend even- song in the Cathedral. "You know what a sybarite I am, Reg- gie," she said, "and I prefer to sit by the fire with the last novel from Mudies', and listen for your footstep on the stairs. Don't keep me waiting long." But after he had left her, she changed her mind, and when the chimes had ceased ringing, and the surpliced undergraduates were kneeling in the choir in prayer, she 167 Her Son. stole noiselessly to a seat in a dim corner of the Cathedral. Only the verger noticed her entrance. From her obscure niche she caught a glimpse of her son's broad, sur- pliced shoulders, and his princely head rising conspicuously above those of his fel- lows. Just beneath him, and outside the choir, separated only by the oak partition and its broad, iron ornamentation, sat a slender, dark-robed figure in whom, al- though she had never seen her, Mrs. Car- ruthers instinctively recognized the enemy. The girl was staring straight up at Keggie, and Mrs. Carruthers caught sight of a deli- cate profile, and a round, young face as tenderly tinted as the inner side of a sea- shell. As if in response to the passionate gaze of those dark eyes, the girl turned uneasily and across the intervening space their eyes met. A pair of innocent, blue eyes looked questioningly for a moment into Mrs. Car- ruthers' face, and were then quickly with- drawn. In spite of the girl's undeniable 168 Her Son. beauty and general inoffensiveness, that single, rapid glance showed Mrs. Carruth- ers the hopeless commonplaceness of it all — that strange, indefinable quality that dif- ferentiated her completely from the hand- some figure towering above her with his regal bearing. , Mechanically she knelt amid the kneel- ing worshippers. The caressing voice reading the lessons appealed to her in vain. She was deaf to the sweet-voiced choristers quiring beneath the superb, white arches of the vaulted roof. It fell upon her ears only as a vague, meaningless murmur, un- til suddenly the glorious harmony was hushed, and a boy's voice, pure and sweet as that of a lark at sunrise, thrilled through the building: "He hath put down the mighty from their seat, and hath exalted the humble and meek." The choristers caught up the refrain and the vast Cathedral echoed the triumphant song. Enveloped in her costly furs, ele- 169 Her Son. gant and stately with her inimitable air of savoir faire, Mrs. Carruthers stood in her dim corner, outwardly serene, but inwardly utterly wretched and despairing. Her dark, still beautiful eyes fixedly regarded the distant head of her son. The light glittered on his smooth, sunshiny hair. She could see one delicate, well-set ear, and the Hermes-like curve of his chin and throat. The white surplice fell away from his broad shoulders in full folds and made them seem yet broader. And beneath him stood this young, ple- beian girl, so pretty and helpless, and yet so strangely formidable. Again the lark-like voice soared up to heaven: "Lord, now lettest thou thy servant de- part in peace." The words penetrated her dulled con- sciousness, and she answered them silently in a vague, sarcastic anger. Depart in peace, and her only son in such danger! 170 Her Son. She almost laughed aloud in her obscure corner. The beautiful service proceeded, but she failed to follow it longer. She was thinking of Reggie when he was a child — a tiny, golden-haired creature with sweet, attractive ways — and suddenly it seemed to her as if that far-away child were near and real, and Eeggie's own, and she, its grandmother, again loving and dreaming over it. But with a sharp and sudden pain, she realized that another grandmoth- er had an equal claim with hers, a good- natured, plebeian grandmother who would teach the child dissimulation and deceit, and she saw^ a cunning, crafty look creep into the hitherto innocent eyes of this fic- tions baby who seemed so real. She fell upon her knees, and prayed a passionate, wordless prayer for comfort and help. At the conclusion of the service she hurried across the big, dark Quadran- gle, dimly lit by its globes of yellow gas- light here and there. The place was filled with white-robed undergraduates and sob- in Her Son. erly-clad citizens. From the tower rang out the sweet-toned chimes, and their light music was suddenly broken by six, deep, booming strokes of Old Tom. Beneath the dark, stone gateway Mrs. Carruthers paused, and sent a swift, fright- ened glance into the Quadrangle. People were still issuing from the entrance of the Cathedral. She heard the murmur of voices through the frosty air. Sauntering leisurely toward her came her son with his landlady's daughter. When the engagement of Lady Sybil Barrington to Mr. Reginald Carruthers was announced at his Club, Colonel Carruthers bit his lip to conceal his emotion. He got away from the cordial congratulations of his friends as soon as possible. He wanted to be by himself a bit in order to recover. He was in a partially dazed condition, for Lady Sybil was undoubtedly the most bril- liant match of the season. 172 Her Son. ^^By Jove, she's a clever woman!'' he re- flected, admiringly; ^4n fact, quite as clever as a man. . . . Egad, I'd like to know how she managed it!" 173 Poison Flowers. 175 Poison-Flowers. I. VAN RENSSELAER leaned idly across the polished, oak railing of his trim little yacht ^^Nausicaa/' and said good-bye to one of his particular, pet convictions. He had always held that a man was master of his own fate within reasonable limits, and, until recently, his belief had stood the test of experience; in- deed, the circumstances of his life had seemed emphatically to justify his creed, but if any one had told him a week before that in seven, short days he would be sail- ing up the Sound on his wedding journey, he would have stared at so reckless a per- son in undisguised astonishment, and ad- vised medical assistance. He had always 177 Poison Flowers. laughed at love; he argued that it was merely a nervous, mental disorder entirely at the control of the patient, and he was wont to quote Shakespeare with great ef- fect to skeptical friends, usually ending a discussion with a triumphant silencing of all opposition. He believed himself thor- oughly, and felt a superb defiance of Cupid and his arrows, and a tender, half-cynical indulgence for those who were less strong than himself — but this was before he had met Eleanor Graham. She had been a saleswoman in a large, drygoods establishment in New York, and Remington had first seen her during the preliminaries of a trifling purchase. She had a trick of lowering her eyelids, and it was not until she offered him his parcel that he realized her beauty. However, when she raised her eyes, and their dark, sweet splendor flashed full upon his daz- zled vision, he surrendered uncondition- ally. He forgot that he was the last of the Van Eensselaers, and that she was a hum- 178 Poison Flowers. ble, unknown clerk; he forgot everything except that those magnificent eyes were smiling across a heterogeneous collection of collars straight into his own, and a pair of red, amused lips were asking whether he wished the tiny parcel sent to his ad- dress. Van Rensselaer's fine Dutch ancestry expressed itself in him in a remarkable res- olution. He discovered the name and ad- dress of his inamorata, and lost no time in securing an introduction to her. He wooed her with such passionate and characteristic persistence, that in a week from the time he had met her, they had been quietly mar- ried, and were off for an indefinite cruise in his yacht. The marriage announcement created quite a sensation among his friends. Peo- ple shook their heads wisely, and said that it was the result of his early orphanage; what could be expected of a person who had been brought up on such laissez faire methods which were really no methods at 179 Poison Flowers/ all. He had always had his own way, and that was an especially dangerous experi- ment for a person with so opulent an in- come as Van Eensselaer's. Remington himself had always said that he was virtuous only in a negative sort of way — because he felt no temptation to be otherwise. He was too innately refined to feel the allurement of vice, and he had never experienced the misery of unsatisfied desire, for the reason that his desires were of a nature wholly within his power of grat- ification. He was not ambitious in a worldly sense, but his natural ability had secured him many prizes. He himself had felt a genuine surprise when it became known that he was at the top of his class at Harvard, and he remarked that it was merely a happy accident. He considered it also a happy accident that a series of es- says on literary subjects had been pub- lished at the suggestion of a professor, and had met with immediate success. But al- though he himself regarded his prosperity 180 Poison Flowers. as purely fortuitous, those who had known the intellectual brilliancy of the family for generations, thought otherwise. These persons said that Remington Van Eensse- laer did not appreciate sufficiently the re- sponsibilitj^ of being the last of a race whose traditions were unusually pure. They censured him as a man whose tendencies were plebeianly iconoclastic, and when they learned of his sudden and eccentric marriage, they shook their heads appre- hensively. But Eemington told himself that the world was well lost. He was superlatively happy as he leaned over the railing of his yacht and watched the water, blue and calm elsewhere, churned into a foamy whiteness beneath him. He was in an idly speculative humor, born of the caressing June breeze, and the poetic beauty of the scene about him, and he fell to musing on the curiously unexpected and trivial causes which were responsible for human failure or success. There was a pathetic 18X Poison Flowers. significance, he reflected, in the fact that the salvation of Kome was once dependent on the cackling of geese, and that the woe of all the world could be definitely traced back as far as the beginning of time, and located in a tiny apple in the Garden of Eden — an apple confidently asserted to have been no larger than the modern crab- apple. And then he began to wonder vaguely whether it were accident or design on the part of Destiny that had led him into the big drapery shop only a week be- fore — an action which had altered so com- pletely the whole course of his life. The swiftly rushing water beneath his gaze was suddenly shut from his dreamy, questioning eyes by a pair of small but de- termined hands. ^^Guess me," said a gay voice. "Ah, Sweetheart," he answered, "what ages you have been gone." She released him, and he immediately employed his recovered vision in appropri- ating her loveliness. Surely he might be 183 Poison Flowers." pardoned for loving so beautiful a creature. She wore a simple gown of some delicate fabric which revealed the faint pink of her perfect arms and throat. A silver girdle which he had given her clasped her slender waist, and there was a silver dagger in her dark hair. To Remington's fascinated vis- ion, Idalian Aphrodite herself could not have seemed more radiantly beautiful when she sprang lightly from the foam of the ocean. "Are you sure you missed me?" she ques- tioned, with a smile whose wonderful, sub- tle sweetness thrilled him with joy. "Some- times, Remington, I am jealous — your world is so different from mine — ^your thoughts and feelings are different, and they take you where I cannot follow, and it makes me feel lonely even while I am with you.'' For answer he drew down the young, fresh loveliness of her face to his, and kissed her on the lips. The "Nausicaa" cruised about the Sound 183 Poison Flowers^ for several weeks, touching here and there for supplies. If young Mrs. Van Kensse- laer grew weary of the monotonously quiet life, she gave no sign. She was always ra- diantly beautiful, and always in the gay- est spirits. They were sitting together one evening on deck lost in contemplation of the peace- ful twilight about them. There was still a faint bar of red in the w^est which marked where the sun had descended. High up in the heavens rode a triumphant, young moon with a few dim, attendant stars. Kemington glanced at his wife; her charm- ing face was uplifted to the sky. ** * Silently, one by one, in the infinite meadows of heave , Blossomed the lovely stars, the forget-me-nots of the angels,* " he quoted softly. She turned quickly toward him, and there was an embarrassed expression upon her face. He had begun to notice this ex- 184 Poison Flowers. pression whenever he departed from the straight and narrow path of ordinary con- versation. ^^How could stars possibly be flowers, Eemington," she remarked with a mild scorn; ^^the idea!" She had told him her short, pathetic his- tory; how she had been brought up in a foundling asylum in complete ignorance of her parentage; how she had secured a fair education in the grammar school, being able to read and write correctly, and how she had spent the greater portion of her life as a saleswoman in shops; she w^as quite proud that she had held her last position for three years. He was too intelligent to expect literary appreciation from her at this early stage, but he promised himself a rare and inter- esting enjoyment in developing her latent talent; for he believed more firmly in the power of environment than in heredity, and he told himself that when once they were fairly established at ^^Greymere," his fine 185 Poison Flowers. country place upon the Hudson, he would begin the scientific and serious method of her education. He had visions of revealing to her the beauties of classic literature, and meanwhile he surrendered himself abso- lutely to the luxury of pure physical en- joyment. If sometimes there lurked in his cup of joy a suspicion that his happiness was in- complete, and merely transitory, he in- stantly banished these thoughts as un- worthy and untrue. He was a willing pris- oner in the bond of a smile, and the dear enchantment of a pair of lustrous, dark eyes. IL The wind caught up the freshly fallen snow, and whirled it about in wild, white wheels impalpable as smoke. Van Kens- selaer buttoned his furred coat closer about his throat as he descended the stone steps at "Greymere" into the storm. The 186 Poison Flowers. wind welcomed him madly with a blind- ing dash of flying snowflakes; they stung his eyes, and powdered thickly his yellow beard, but he experienced only a distinct delight in battling with the rough ele- ments, and feeling himself in the very heart of the storm. The grey, tempestuous after- noon was in strict accord with his mood. He appreciated a silent sympathy in the savage tumult; a subtle response that he would have missed regretfully had the som- bre sky been blue and brilliant with sun- shine. The ancient care-taker at "Greymere," who had served the family for years, watched with a vague apprehension the tall figure of her master disappear down the driveway. She was only partially sat- isfied when he had explained his sudden appearance on the ground of a desire to assure himself that the place was in good condition. Eumors had penetrated even to the quiet little village on the Hudson of the gay, frivolous life of young Mrs. Van 187 Poison Flowers. Eensselaer, and as the old retainer looked after the retreating figure of her master, she wiped a furtive tear from her eye. Van Rensselaer strode rapidly through the village street out into the surrounding country. He was conscious only of an in- definite sense of kinship with the storm and of an irresistible impulse to action. He struck out aimlessly across the broad, snow-covered meadows, and it was not un- til the wind had ceased, and the snow was no longer falling, that his truant conscious- ness returned. Mechanically he glanced at his w^atch, and realized with surprise that two hours had elapsed since he had quitted ^^Greymere." All about him lay the wide, white world in an unbroken silence except for the swift, sudden flight of a bird, or the occasional scampering of a rabbit. He glanced backward at the long, irregular line of his footsteps in the soft snow, and wondered whether any one else would ever see them, and, divining the loneliness they expressed, pity him. He saw the distant 188 Poison Flowers. spires and roofs of the village silhouetted against the evening sky, and remembered where he was. The dull, uniform grey of the clouds had gradually dispersed, and through the parted rifts broke superb glimpses of the winter sunset. The tall, solitary figure paused in its rapid stride, and hungrily watched the sudden splen- dor of the heavens fade as swiftly as it had come. A sense of peacefulness stole over him. Why might he not regard that unex- pected and beautiful sunset as an omen? Let the turbulent past perish with the storm, and the ruby and golden light be a divine prophecy of the future. He consulted his watch, and found that he had yet time to take an express train which would bring him to New York in time to dine with his wife, and suddenly he became as anxious to leave the village as he had been eager to welcome it but a few short hours before. As the train bore him back to the city, he subjected himself to a severe self-analysis. He reproached 189 Poison Flowers. himself as the victim of civilization. Too much culture had made him over-fastidious and critical. He spent altogether too much time in his library over books. It was not life, but a mere, spiritless imitation of ex- istence. He had been too harsh with his young, untrained wife — -too forgetful of her youth and inexperience. A forgotten ep- isode rose from his memory and stung him. They were together in his library, that rare room which meant so much to him, and so little to her, and he discovered that she had not read the books he had requested her. He recalled his stern words of censure and disapproval. She had turned her flower- like face toward him, and there had been a strange expression, half-hatred, half-fear in her dark, passionate eyes. In a burst of childish anger she had told him she no longer loved him, and had rushed stormily from the room. He had accepted the situa- tion with as much philosophy as was pos- sible to him, but he had abandoned his role of mentor. The world with its phenomenal 190 Poison Flowers. intuition guessed at the total lack of sym- pathj^ and affection between the Van Rens- selaers, but as they entertained royally, and paid a decent respect to les covenances, Society forbore to gossip over their un- happy domestic relations. It was seven o'clock w^hen Eemington re- entered his home. They usually dined at eight, and he stole noiselessly upstairs to his dressing-room. He was almost light- hearted again as he made his careful toilet, for he had determined to go to his wife, and plead for some understanding, some ex- planation that should relieve the dull mis- ery of their existence. No doubt he him- self was in a large part to blame, even though so unintentionally; if he had erred ignorantly, perhaps she would be frank with him, showing him wherein he had failed, and forgive him. He found her in her dressing-room, lying asleep on a luxurious couch of grey velvet made soft with silken cushions. Her tall 191 Poison Flowers. figure was clad in a loose gown of some clinging, black material which defined in exquisite relief the gracious outlines of her form. Her beautiful, sensuous face wore an expression of almost childish innocence in the abandonment of sleep. One hand still held open a book which Eemington recognized with a shiver of disgust as a translation of a highly-spiced French novel of the modern school of realism. Near at hand stood a small table laden with an empty champagne bottle, and some cigar- ettes. As he stood looking down upon her the fringed lids slowly lifted as if in answer to his gaze, and those brilliantly-splendid eyes which seemed to mean so much, and in reality meant so little, sparkled with dark magnificence up into his own. The expres- sion of dreamy tenderness in their velvet depths vanished as she recognized her hus- band. A cynical smile curved her lips. "Only you, Remington?" she said, with 193 Poison Flowers. a half-scornful wonder. "I thought it might be ... " She did not announce her conjecture; she was too surprised to complete the sentence, for he had fallen upon his knees beside her, and she felt his hot tears upon her hand. ^^Eleanor," he whispered, brokenly, "if we have made a mistake, it is not yet too late for reparation; let us forgive and for- get what has passed, and begin life again together." She raised herself slowly upon her el- bow, and gazed at him in unfeigned aston- ishment; then she laughed slightly. "You must be mad, Kemington," she said at length, "and since I have overslept, and shall be late dressing for dinner, will not you kindly ring for Finette?" Her voice was sweet, but cold as an ici- cle, and without a word he obeyed her. III. It was six months since Van Rensselaer had startled the ancient care-taker at 193 Poison Flowers. '^Greymere'' by his sudden appearance on that stormy December morning. There was little to remind him now of his hasty and unconventional visit. The smooth lawns were brilliant with flower-beds and down the graveled driveway a gay caval- cade was riding, composed of certain mem- bers of the frivolous, '^smart'' set whom Mrs. Van Kensselaer particularly affected. She herself led the procession, more beau- tiful than ever, and riding her spirited bay cob with admirable ease and self-posses- sion. By her side rode a young and well- known clubman, more distinguished for his wealth than his brains. The merry company had scarcely disap- peared before a young girl approached the house from the river side. She was a tall girl with a bright, interesting face, and she walked across the short grass with a light step indicative of health and good spirits. A housemaid was arranging the disorder of the veranda, and the young girl paused to question her. 194 Poison Flowers. "Is Mrs. Van Rensselaer at home?'' "No, Miss Dorothy, there's no one at home except the master." "And where is he?" "In his study, where he bez mostly now- adays," said the maid. Miss Hamilton entered the cool darkness of the great hallway, and slowly mounted the wide staircase to her cousin's study. Since his marriage Van Rensselaer spent the greater portion of his time in this apart- ment, which possessed the double advan- tage of being remote from the gay life of the mansion, and also difficult of access. As Dorothy entered he turned to greet her with a smile. He was very fond of his young cousin, and they had been close comrades until the last few years, during which time Dorothy had lived abroad com- pleting her education. Remington had missed her sadly, for she had been the jol- liest little companion imaginable, and her recent return had given him more pleasure than he had believed possible; for he had 196 Poison Flowers. begun to tell himself that he and joy had bidden one another farewell forever. He was desperately lonely and unhappy in his beautiful and hospitable mansion since the guests with whom his young wife cared to surround herself were not at all to his lik- ing, and he found himself more and more solitary as the days progressed. ^^ Where is Eleanor?'' asked Dorothy. "Every one has gone to ride.'' "And why are not you riding too? It is a charming day." "Because I must agree with Traddles, Dorothy. You will remember he once said ^the society of girls is a very delightful thing, Copperfield — it's not professional, but it's very delightful.' Now this morn- ing Destiny has been lying in wait for me with the proof sheets of a perfectly inexora- ble and irrational publisher." "This is a very cold, unfeeling world," said Dorothy, "and you have my sympathy — even to the extent of tearing myself away." 196 . Poison Flowers. "It would be more cousinly to stay and offer to assist the laborer." "Oh, may I, Kemington? I would just love it." She removed her hat, and made herself comfortable in the quaint, book-lined room. The man who had said good-bye to happi- ness felt a rare content in the presence of his young assistant. She seconded him so ably in correcting proof that the imposing- pile of copy was rapidly reduced in size until at last it lay in a big, square parcel ready for the postman. Van Eensselaer leaned back in his chair, and looked at the young girl opposite him. Dear, kind little Dorothy! She had lost none of that charming, childish naivete which had made her so fascinating a com- panion in the by-gone years. He realized dimly that travel had transformed her in a sense into a young woman of the world, but he knew intuitively that beneath her Paris gown beat a heart as sweet and gen- uine as of old. 197 Poison Flowers. "I am going to be very bold, Reming- ton/' she said suddenly, "but I am anxious to learn what has become of the Van Rens- selaer mahogany. Of course, the drawing- room is much more modern in white and gold, but I miss the dear, quaint, old furni- ture." "It is Eleanor's idea — refurnishing the house," he answered, slowly. He did not mention the fact of his ignorance of the af- fair until the tradesmen's bills were pre- sented, but she guessed at something of the truth in his evident and embarrassed hesi- tation. "And have all the old-fashioned flowers gone also?" she went on. "I used to love the rows of hollyhocks and sweet peas. And surely. Remington, the honeysuckle and roses were far daintier and cooler than those gay awnings on the verandas." "Yes," he assented, still with that pain- ful hesitation w^hich was so unusual with him. "You are quite right. Dorothy. I prefer roses myself." 198 Poison Flowers. A sudden silence fell upon them; through the parted silken curtains flashed brilliant glimpses of the blue Hudson, rippling peacefully against the willows at the end of the garden. The beautiful, June day was full of glad life; the sunlight was like a benediction. Van Rensselaer leaned across the table, and seized Dorothy's slen- der, ink-marked fingers in his strong clasp. "You seem so happy, Dorothy," he said. "Teach me how to be happy, too ... I have been wretched so long." "Oh, Eemington," she cried, and her brown, half-frightened eyes looked pity- ingly into his own. "I suspected some- thing of this, but I did not dream it was so bad." And under the charm of her friendly and delicate compassion, he told her the story of his suffering and disappointment. Of his wife's dislike and faithlessness to- ward him he said little; it was rather a cry of bitter, passionate regret over his own mistakes. 199 Poison Flowers. Dorothy listened in a species of fas- cinated horror. Eemington had always been her ideal hero. No one else was so brilliantly clever, and so beloved of the gods. She had seen little of Mrs. Van Rensselaer, but the fact that she was Eem- ington's wife had cast a glamor over her remarkable loveliness, and the young girl had been prepared to w^orship her. As her cousin related the history of his unhappi- ness, Dorothy felt herself flush with angry resentment. "She is only a beautiful animal," she thought, indignantly, "she has no soul." And so these two — the man disheartened and almost hopeless, the girl at the dawn of an exquisite womanhood, and full of the fresh, eager illusions of youth — set forth to- gether in quest of a denied happiness. It was a dangerous experiment, but in the ig- norance of innocence, they felt strong. 200 Poison Flowers. IV. It was June again, early June, enthroned like a queen upon the young meadows so blue and fragrant with violets. The birds were quiring with all their might to the honor of the youthful sovereign whose reign though sweet, must be so short. There seemed no note of discord in the fresh and perfect loveliness of the day. Van Rensselaer walked with a light and rapid stride across the dewy fields. The long struggle with himself was at an end. He had a vague impression of the perfumed beauty of the apple tree beneath whose blossom-laden boughs she was standing — of the wide sweep of the gracious blue heavens above them, but' he was keenly conscious only of her. ^'Dorothy!'' It was scarcely a whisper, but she heard him. She lifted her eyes from the tangle of wild flowers she was arranging, and as 201 Poison Flowers. she met the passionate, eager glance, the little bouquet fell unheeded to the ground. Pity and love for him painted themselves on her round cheeks, and with a woman's lightning intuition, she anticipated what was about to occur, and made a futile at- tempt to speak, but he interrupted her. ^^You cannot say anything that I have not already said to myself a thousand times," he said. "God alone knows what I have suffered, and what a struggle it has been. I have tried to go away ... I have tried honestly to forget ... I have even tried like a coward to die . . . but love is stronger than I, Dorothy . . .1 am conquered ... I love you ... Do you realize it, dear? . . . you have my happi- ness in your keeping . . . not only happi- ness, but life itself . . . You are too kind and pitiful to despise me, Dorothy, but even if you did, I am beyond caring . . . you see, how low I have sunk . . . I do not even care . . . There is only one thing I care for now in all the world . • . your Poison Flowers. love, Sweetheart. . . . Are you brave enough to defy Destiny . . . and for me?" He made no effort to approach her as she stood with frightened, fascinated eyes and parted lips, staring full at him. The color had faded from her face, and she seemed frozen into a statuesque silence. ^^Are you afraid of me, Dorothy?" he questioned, sadly. His voice had the low, monotonous tone of despair; his handsome troubled eyes regarded her sorrowfully. She could not bear their gaze, and with a long, shivering breath covered her face with her hands. ^^It is not you that I am afraid of, Eem- ington . . . it is myself. Oh, why must it be so wrong to love you?" She lifted her face to his, and the tears were rushing down her cheeks. He stretched his arms toward her, and slowly she took the few steps across the grass be- tween them, and laid her head upon his breast. It was the golden moment of which he had dreamed all his life; the mo- 203 Poison Flowers, ment to which he would say with eager longing, ^'Ah, still delay, thou art so fair.-' His soul concentrated itself into the rap- ture of that instant when her head, inno- cent and lovely, rested upon his breast in a divine trustfulness. He felt the rapid beating of her heart, and his own an- swered it. ^^Eemington," she said, and her eyes looked up into his with a fearless direct- ness, "I am going home now, and I don't know which way I am going to decide. I shall let you know this evening — but I want you to remember that whichever way it is — right or wrong — it is because I love you. Promise me you will never forget that it is because I love you." He stood watching her as she went away from him. His heart was beating with a strange, thrilling triumph. ^^Because she loved him!" He threw himself at full length on the soft grass; near at hand lay the flowers she had forgotten; they seemed 204: Poison Flowers. to repeat her parting message to him, and he placed them carefully in his coat. How sentient with glad life the young world seemed! The birds were congratu- lating him; he detected it in their high, sweet notes. A vagrant breeze scattered a shower of belated apple blossoms down upon him, and he revelled in the fragrant caress of the petals against his face. He was astonished to find himself capable of so great happiness, and he acknowledged that above all else he wanted happiness — and at any cost. He was beyond caring for anything else now, and he felt a proud scorn of the consequences. But across the consciousness of his bliss floated the recollection of his wife. He knew that she would hail a legal separa- tion from him with passionate relief. From the proud eminence which his position had afforded her, she had succeeded in secur- ing a far wealthier devotee than himself. Yet the humiliating details of a divorce cut his pride like a sharp-edged sword. 205 Poison Flowers. Was it only three years since his unhappy marriage? Had only "three April per- fumes in three hot Junes burned'' since he had given the best of his ardent, young manhood into the careless custody of a woman who had never loved him, but had used her magnificent gift of beauty to al- lure and deceive him? It seemed rather like three centuries, and for the moment he realized himself old and incapable longer of those delightful, lost illusions which had vanished so mysteriously with his youth. But he put away resolutely all vexa- tious thoughts, and yielded himself abso- lutely to the intoxication of joy. A cloud of yellow butterflies hovered audaciously near him as he lay motionless upon the grass; a bumble bee, industrious and fear- less, harvested honey from the pink clover beside him. He gazed up at the flawless, azure sky, and a great gratitude burned like an altar-flame in his heart. " * Earth being so good, would heaven seem best ?" 206 Poison Flowers. he quoted softly to the birds and flowers and sky. Dorothy sat in her quaint, dimity-hung bedroom. There was no one to whom she could turn for aid and advice in this, the crisis of her happy life. Her father was still in Europe, and her aunt, Mrs. Suydam — who had presided over the establishment ever since the death of Dorothy's mother — was too thorough a woman of the world to be of use to the girl in her decision. She was in an exalted mood of love, pity and renunciation, for she had determined to give up her cousin, even at the cost of two broken hearts. The contest with her- self had been a severe one, and several times she had been on the point of recalling the messenger who had taken her final note of farewell across to "Greymere." ^^For myself I do not care,'' she said to herself, as she lay on her little white bed, and gazed with sweety, solemn eyes at her 20T Poison Flowers. mother's portrait on the wall opposite. ''I could bear anything for his sake — shame, poverty/ reproach — anything, but not the knowledge that I had dragged him down to dishonor. If love is love, real love, it will make me strong to save him rather than ruin him . . . and O, God, help me to be strong.'' •I* ^£* ^Z* ^it? *Z* •Z' aZ* •Ji •!» "X* •T* •J* •!» •!* It was dusk when Van Rensselaer re- entered the big, stone gateway at ^^Grey- mere." The silver horn of the young moon glittered behind the feathery branches of the trees; the evening breeze from the river was oppressively sweet with the fra- grance of roses. As he entered the house the butler gave him two letters. He rec- ognized Dorothy's with a smile of triumph- ant joy; he knew^ so well what it must con- tain for him. The other note was from his wife, and he tore it open hastily with a frown of scarcely concealed surprise. It was rarely indeed that she took the trouble to recognize his existence so officially. 208 Poison Flowers. Standing beneath the dim light of the Roman lantern in the hall, he read what she had written him. It was brief and to the point: Since we do not love each other, I have left you for- ever. ELEANOR. OF 209 ^^^ «rf X UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA LIBRARY BERKELEY Return to desk from which borrowed. This book is DUE on the last date stamped below. ^^C 28 1384 6l&Clil DEC 21*84 ' MAR 27 1948 I MAR 28 i848 JUN 10 534^ ■ a nsQ Af»R2l196794 RECEIVE,!:^ APR 7 '67 -9 AN LOAN DEPT LD 21-100m-9,'47(A5702sl6)476 ucncnML LiDnMni - u.u. Dcr iiiinin BDDD732ES2 .^.■^t.-w ^•^v/ .- : Hif, c^^^^^^^B^^^ ^ * 11111 t -#ii* -