A A 3 / ■ — y> i — — i — r 1 = — - 55 1 jj ^ 9 ! =^= > 1 — 3D ■< ! 2 m == -n ! 7 S ^-^ = - J l 5 " THE LIBRARY OF THE UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA LOS ANGELES ■ A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE DREAM OF THE GIRONDE AND OTHER POEMS BY EVELYN PYNE LONDON SMITH, ELDER, & CO., 15 WATERLOO PLACE 1877 [All righti reserved} n si 13 TO THE DEAR MEMORY OF HER WHO DEAD TO THE WORLD BLOOMS A STAR IN MY HEART FOR EVER CONTENTS. A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE POEMS: The Star-God . Lost Happiness Thistle-Blossom Dulcamara . PAGE I "5 147 '55 21; DREAM OF THE GIRONDE B CHARACTERS. ■ Girondists. Montagnards, at first friends of the Gironde. Violent revolutionists. Roland Buzot Barbaroux Petion Brissot Vergniaud LOUVET Danton Robespierre Camille Desmoulins Cham fort S. Huruge rossignol jourdain Legendre Louis, King of France. Raoul. President of Tribunal. Madame Roland, wife to Roland. Marie, her child. Marie Antoinette, Queen of France. Her t?vo children. Madame Elizabeth, sister to Louis. Princesse de Lamballe. Madame Bonchaud, jailor's wife. Theroigne de Meric^urt, a violent revolutionist betrayed and deserted by Raoul. Nurse to Marie. Beggar. Old Man. Public Accuser. Executioner. Jailor. Various citizens. Officers. Scene.—//; and near Fan's. ACT I. Scene I. — Roland's House. Madame Roland alone. MADAME ROLAND. The years roll back, and I again am young : A merry child, yet thoughtful 'midst my glee, And bearing still about me a faint trace Of heaven, I left with tears — and a dim glance (They tell me) of that heaven in pensive eyes, And brow attuned to wonder, and low voice, Which ever knocked at hearts, and craved a place — In joy or sorrow, — only just a place, — A little niche — a cranny — there to rest — Nor feel alone in this wide earth of tears. And still that feeling lives, and still it leads Me from the abstract to the personal : I feel the urging of my woman soul Against the man's strong will, which must endure Tho' cast from kindred hearts, and all alone Forced to toil on ; a blessing, but unbless'd : Until death lifts the curtain, and men feel What they could never see, and know too late The God's gift, which they counted all too poor For little human love to rest upon ! . . . . My God, Thou knowest that my soul is set, B 2 4 A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. act i. Firm as the earth, upon my country's weal ; Thou knowest that from youth, my every thought Was but a seeking of that narrow path Prepared for each, and leading through the grave Straight onward to the stars : — and now at last The way seems clear ; — the power is in my hands ; Yet these weak woman hands delay to grasp, And tremble at the treasure ! I could cast The costly bauble down, and never sigh If ... . (ah these 'ifs !' the woman's weakness — fault — Misfortune — what you will — they ever come,) In one heart I might reign : — but this is sin, Not merely weakness ; does it spring, alas, From sweetness in my mother, whose meek heart, Tho' hidden, still returns in me, her child ? Ah Mother, early lost but ne'er forgot, Is it your gentle spirit that draws near When most I feel the woman ? Bless me now, Oh spirit ! bless me : for I am thy child, Tho' different, yet thine own : and I still feel That longing to gain entrance in each heart Around me (ah ! the woman's weakness still :) The one, and not the many ; the dear one, And not the suffering many ; the one love Is thought of, prayed for, kissed, and yet (ah me !) The many are passed o'er with careless glance Or mutter'd benediction : — I pray God To tear this woman heart away from me — Destroy all merely personal loving, And take away this thirsting for one heart, My mother's gift, my sweet dead mother's gift : — For detail was to her as daily bread, scene i. A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. Or morning draught of water ; she would miss The level sunlight slanting o'er the plain, Embracing mountain peaks with holy kiss, And lighting forests with the mystic glow Of o'er entwined branches, whose dim shade A woven emerald darkness half concealed, And half (enraptured) sighed to full display ; To watch the truant beam on leaf or flower : Perhaps she lost the star-glow (who can say ?) In groping for stellaria ; yet her life Passed bless'd and blessing, out of human ken, And left a fragrance, faint and tender still, A perfume like the passing monthly rose Or fragile mignonette : — and I her child Have echoes of her nature, and look back From glory — freedom — to a humble home, And quiet joys, with something of regret : I would not that 'twere possible to change My visions into truth ; yet there are hours When life seems all too hard — joy all too brief — And dreams a sweet reality 1 There love Springs in a moment fire-winged unto heaven, And pierces the empyrean — there my soul Needs no support, and Liberty my god, And goddess, (for no sex is there, but full Of both, yet neither, reigns as both in one,) Comes to me crowned, triumphant : then indeed I am content, yes then — yet some slight thing — A voice — the merest trifle — breaks my dream And drags me down to life, then — then I long, In weakness of the flesh, for but one hour Of joy, were death the end, that I might taste 6 A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. act 1. One second of life's wine, then dash the cup For ever into fragments. But enough Of these vain foolish thoughts— actions not dreams Are now my part ; and I feel strong and firm, If need, to grasp the sword — the sword of death. Have I not read of Romans till their soul Hath entered into mine ? Away regrets ! No selfish dreams of happiness for me ; My country is my love, and shall be served As I would serve my lover — unto death ! Scene II. Enter Buzot. MADAME ROLAND. Good morrow friend, bring you good news? {anxiously) but no, You look too grave for fortune. BUZOT. Is it so ? Then ask no further ; bad news wing their way Too quickly ever— let me choose I pray The subject of our speech. madame roland {gazing earnestly at him). Of course 'twill be Our country's happiness and liberty ; No other theme befits the time, and thee. Speak on then, Buzot, ever true and free. scene ii. A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. 7 BUZOT. Our country's happiness ! yes, that's our aim ; Yet what is happiness except a name ? Can it be found ? I doubt it. madame roland {passionately). Happiness ! We seek for happiness instead of truth ; We choose out pleasure, and ignore the right, Then call life dark : eternity will judge If darkness be not shadow of ourselves O'ercasting all — our love — our hope — our life ! Self must be blotted out — a thing of naught — Forgotten — non-existent, ere we catch The light which our life holds, but does not hide From those who truly seek. [Taking his hand; Oh friend, be strong Forget thyself, and thine own petty griefs, Think of thy country, think on Liberty ! Strive not for thine own happiness — in vain — It will elude thee even to the end ; — But set thyself apart from all mankind In some wild spot, where Nature only dwells, And looking deeply into thine own soul (No thought of self to darken, or deceive), Tell over all thy dreams, and hopes and aims, From thy youth upwards, — and then choose the one Which seemeth best to thee (for thou art great In thine own heart, and hast not left the shore Of youth so long, but echoes float across From heaven hovering o'er our infancy). 8 A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. act i. Thine aim once fixed, pursue it unto death. Be gracious to thy friends, loving to all, Patient and brave ; but ever follow on To thy ideal. Wilt thou find life dark ? I tell thee no ; this, thine aim, being high, High as the stars which shine above us still, The very strife to near, and reach, will bring Light to thy path, and thou wilt truly feel Life's object — noble aims accomplished. [She drops his hand and half turns away. BUZOT. My guardian angel ! heaven speaks by thee. I will obey ; and yet, before I flee, One question more : in this thine own bright way Oh, art thou happy ? tell me this, I pray. madame roland (dreami/y). Happy ? — I happy ? — yes : I think I'm so. Yet what is happiness ? does one not know When one feels bright, or gay, or sad, or ill ? But happy ? — ah that cannot be, until The depths of misery are left behind, The world's deep scorn — hatred of friends unkind, — An empty heart, where love has always been, — A hideous wreck, where bright hopes bloomed unseen — No change, or chance of change to mar or cure, Simply a dull hard blank : — this to endure As in a dream, and then to wake and find It was not real — a phantom of the mind Or something less, and that we live and love, Have joy on earth, and hope of bliss above, scene II. A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. 9 And that the longings of our inmost soul Are realised, — that we have reached the goal Our spirit pined for ; and the heart that still Had loved, believed, and soothed us in the ill Now shared the good, and made our perfect bliss If possible more perfect ; as a kiss Seals and confirms the love — ' yes ' whispered low By bashful maid, and he who feared the ' no,' That knell to his fair hopes, now smiles serene, Nor cares to think how lately doubt had been His happiest state ; he hardly dared to rest His love on her, yet found her aye the best ; Whether she smiled, or frowned, or passed him by With but averted glance of her blue eye, Or o'er him cast it scornful — still she seemed The future queen, of whose love he had dreamed : And now he knows her so ; the coming years May bring him peace, or pass in bitter tears, He heeds not ; for the present glowing joy Is now enough : — and like the enamoured boy I too, would say ' enough : ' I know not why I feel to-day that I could gladly die, A coward thought; and yet — and yet — it comes — (Drums and trampling of many feet heard in the distance.} Hark ! hear you not the sound of music — drums, And many voices, and the myriad tread Of our brave brothers, wakened from the dead, And ready to lay down their lives, and fight For ever for fair freedom, and the right ? 10 A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. ACT I. BUZOT. I go to join and lead them ; so farewell. May happiness be yours ! I cannot tell If it be worth the having {aside), but I know I leave all hope behind me when I go. [Exit Buzot. ( Voices heard chanting as they march.) Brothers, let us on, Till our fight be won ; Liberty before us — Justice watching o'er us. March ! let us march ! have no fear ! If we die, we are free, shed no tear. Kings who would enslave Fall before the brave, Traitors who would sell Swift are sent to hell. March ! let us march ! have no fear ! If we die, we are free, shed no tear. madame roland (as the last words are wafted to her ear). * March ! let us march ! have no fear ! ' Ah friends, my countrymen, may I still hear That soul-inspiring song, while I have breath, And if it may be 'mid the shades of death, (That everlasting sleep) that mortal sound Can pierce the stillness, may its notes resound And glad me midst my slumbers. scene in. A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. u Scene III. Roland {enters hastily). MADAME ROLAND. Bring you news ? ROLAND. Aye, weighty ones ; the king does now refuse To recognise us, ministers : and we Are cast again into the surging sea Of citizens. MADAME ROLAND. Rejoice ! 'tis better so ! 'Twas with misgiving heart I saw you go Unto that traitor's palace ; tho' I knew The honour Liberty would gain thro' you, And felt all the swift rapture of a choice Which sought you out, the people's chosen voice And Liberty's — But now there opens fair A path for our Republic. ROLAND. I declare Your burning words inspire me. When I left The palace spurned, and of the title reft The nation had forced on me, I did think Our cause half lost, and trembling on the brink Of ruin all our projects ; I perceive, Since your words fell, there is no cause to grieve, But rather joy ; our comrades follow me ; We will receive them now : the people see 12 A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. act i. With grand approving eye our meetings here In freedom's cause : tyrants have all to fear When patriots are united. Scene IV. Enter Robespierre. robespierre {with great excitement). Are you friend Still, Roland? We have reached the end Of life, and may give up and die. Is my head upon my shoulders Still ? faith I hardly know— but hark— I hear them after us — alas ! The tyrant's butchers ! Can you hide Me here ? You hesitate— ah where [ gazing anxiously round the room. Shall I find refuge ? I can hear Them now, they climb the stairs— I'm lost. \_Slips behind a curtain. Scene V. Enter Buzot, Barbaroux, Camille Desmoulins, etc. speaking hurriedly. barbaroux. The Marseillais are here ! the people shout For their brave Roland, and he must come out scene IV. A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. 13 And show himself; they think the traitor king Has murdered him perhaps — hark how they sing ! [The Marseillaise heard chanted by hundreds of voices, people shouting, drums beating, etc. Tremblez tyrans et vous perfides, [Madame Roland overpowered by enthusiasm seizes her husband's hand and rushes out into the bal- cony singing the co>iti?iuation. Tout est soldat pour vous combattre, S'ils tombent. people {shouting). They shall not fall — hurrah for Roland ! Down with the traitor Louis ! Perish all aristocrats ! Down with the tyrant ! Hurrah ! hurrah ! hurrah ! 1ST CITIZEN. Liberty ! Liberty ! for ever ! 2ND CITIZEN. Fraternity ! Eternal brotherhood ! 3RD CITIZEN. Equality ! down with everybody ! Hurrah ! hurrah ! hurrah ! 14 A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. act i. people (all together). Liberty, Fraternity, Equality, for evermore ! Marseillaise (continuing). Marchons, qu'un sang impur, &c. [Gradually dies away. Scene VI. Robespierre within the room, coming from behind the curtain. Robespierre (aside). Why all this shout of Roland? who is he? Why not for Robespierre? Seems to me This people is most brutish in its taste ; But still time goes, and slowly or with haste My hour comes : the people shout for him, And link his name with Liberty's blest hymn : That tune shall change — I feel it shall. It must. And she, this priestess, whom we all entrust With our religion, she shall bow to me, "Whom now she scorns, to me and Liberty. (Aloud.) Dear friends, we have been rescued once again, To live for Liberty; yet 'twere no pain, Methinks, to die for her. camille (aside). Nay, 'twere great gain If thou alone could'st die ! The coward, slave To his own vanity. scene vii. A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. 15 I Aloud sneer ingfy.) Dear friend, how brave You lately have become ! Are you certain You felt no qualms of fear 'neath that curtain ? Or did you fight a foe ? Since walls have ears, Perhaps they too have swords ! [Exit Robespierre, casting at him a malignant glance, but saying nothing. Scene VII. Madame Roland and Camille ; in another part of the room Barbaroux and Roland, bending attentively over maps and marking them. CAMILLE. There goes a friend I would were bitterest foe, for then I dare Unmask him, and in the clear eye of day Show forth his vileness : morning, noon, and night, Where'er we meet, or our blest watchword sounds, That man's malignant eye is tracking us To our destruction, while his raven voice Is ever croaking ' Danger ! danger ! danger ! ' MADAME ROLAND. Oh speak not thus ! believe me, that man's life Is one long sobbing gasp ' suspicion : ' 'Tis a defect of nature, and must be (As 'tis by nature) pardoned : for he has The strongest claims upon us, freedom's love, And weakness, which is anguish in her cause. Oh friend, we can but struggle 'gainst our hearts, 16 A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. act i. Nor ever wholly conquer ! Some have souls Which Romanly can strive for Roman aims ; While some (alas ! and this our friend is one) Can truly see their high aims from afar, And longing still, yet ever stumble on Against one hindrance. Trifles to the rest To them are mountains, and the smallest stone Appears a rock which blots out the fair skies. Yet Nature pardons him, and showers down The creature-loves upon him ; sister, wife, All simple sweet home ties do fetter him — Then surely we can suffer him, my friend. ROLAND. Yes : mark the boundary here, Barbaroux ; From Auvergne mountains, straight unto the sea, For our Republic ! We will bid farewell To fickle Paris, ever surging o'er With new requirements ere the old are won, And with as many changes as a woman While still within her teens. And you are sure You know this southern people, that their heart Keeps ever time with ours ; that tyrant kings, Or treacherous ministers, suspicious friends, Or grasping populace can never mar The law of Liberty, and make her reign The anarch's boast? 'Tis hard, tho', thus to leave Our dearly tended hopes, and quit this place, The pride of Europe, and the earth's bright eye : Where aught of genius, beauty, still has birth, And shines thro' the world's darkness! Yes — 'tis hard. scene vii. A DREAM OF THE G1R0NDE. 17 BARBAROUX. It is our only chance, unless Fate turns Her Janus-face again. Let's hope she will ; But if she does not, there are hearts as brave, Souls genius-winged, and faces bright as here, In my fair South. Ah, country of my heart ! Who would not love thee? Certain, I thy son Adore thee as the first, the blessedest, And most deserving land for Liberty To dwell and reign in, as in thy sons' hearts She ever has, thro' life, thro' death, thro' hell ! Good-bye, my friend ; a few short days will prove If Paris or the South shall shine thro' time With ever-brightening glory, as the throne Of Freedom, chased round earth, and finding there A refuge and a triumph. (To Madame Roland.) Fare thee well, Fair priestess of our goddess ! May'st though reign A queen with her, or, falling, shine a star To lead the unborn children on to fame, When our weak dust is scattered ! Fare thee well ! [Exit Barbaroux, singing as he goes. If hope here fails, our Southern vales Shall see us firm united ; Come day, come night, we fall or fight Till Liberty be righted. A solemn band, with life in hand, To give or keep all ready, We firmly bare our swords, and dare Our foe, with voices steady. C 1 8 A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. act i. Where'er we roam we'll make our home A terror to the tyrant ; Then traitor, fear, but hold us dear, Blest Liberty's aspirant. \His voice dies away in the distance. Roland continues to gaze fixedly at the marked maps, then commences to write. Madame Roland. with clasped hands, dreamily soliloquises. MADAME ROLAND. How strange it seems that we, who so much need Forgiveness for our actions, should hold back Our pardon for a weakness in a friend, And put our base constructions on those deeds We cannot understand, being not him, But outside all his feelings and his soul : How can we know the workings of his heart? The weak spot here, the tender feeling there, The influence of a word, a look, a sigh — The hardness of a scar which once has bled Until it lost all feeling ! Even Louis Has rights on his side, and should not be hurled From off his tottering throne, could we but see A chance of justice for our citizens Beneath its shadow. Ah ! the upas-tree Is this vile Catholic Church, who ever strives To crush all actions and all aims beyond Her own too-narrow doors! Could we but free Our country from the altar and the throne, Then Liberty might blossom ; but I fear This shedding blood to water her dry roots Will never make her flourish. scene vii. A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. 19 {She pauses.) Am I right (The doubt will come, when lonely with my soul I commune) in thus seeking to cast down These long-established landmarks ? Do I serve The God I worship, when I overturn The altar, and cast forth the canting priest To howl his curses in a foreign land? And am I really anxious to set up Sublime religion of humanity Upon the broken columns of the Church ; And plant the holy tree of Liberty Upon the ruins of an earthly throne? I trust I am, but still this haunting doubt Will backward rush, if I am quite sincere, Or if in cobwebbed corner of my mind There dwells some decked-out image of myself In Liberty's blest semblance : can it be That under all professions of high aims, And noble thoughts, there lurks that grinning shame Of egotism? that poison of the mind ! Oh God, alone Thou knowest my inmost soul, If it be pure, as Thou would'st have it pure ; If not, oh tear the veil away from me, And let all people see the sham I am, That having no retreat, I straight may flee Unto Thy feet, and weeping there may learn To make my life and words at one with Thine .' c 2 20 A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. ACT I. Scene VIII. Little Marie rushes in, all flushed with running, flowers in her hands, and red Phrygian cap upon her head. MADAME ROLAND. Come my best loved one, come my little one, Come kiss thy mother's lips and charm away The dark thoughts which perplex her ; come and tell Me where my pet has been, and what she saw. [Notices the red cap. What hast thou on thy head, oh daughter mine? Too young and innocent art thou to don That sign of bloody madness. Come to me. [ Takes the child in her arms, and throws down the cap. MARIE. Ah mother, take these flowers ! for thee, for thee, J gathered them this morning ; but oh ! see They're sprinkled with red drops, and when I shrank Away from them in fear, a great man said — (A great man with red hair and starting eyes, Who frightened me, and made me cry for thee), ' Take them, oh child, 'tis dew of liberty ! ( Jo, take them to thy mother, and bid her Weave thee a chaplet for la guillotine.' What meant he, mother? 'tis not pretty dew Like we had long ago on our white flowers, So sparkling in the sunbeams, and so clear ; scene viii. A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. 21 I like not Paris dew. I took the flowers Because a woman kissed me soft, and smiled To the big man, and whispered : ' Baby hands Were never meant for blood/ and placed this cap Upon my head with, ' Bless thee, little lamb ! ' MADAME ROLAND. Bless thee, my little lamb ! [Kissing her. Give me the flowers, Fair Liberty has no such dew as this ; No blood is on her flowers, but precious dew Falls heaven-like from heaven, and makes them free From this pollution. Kiss thy father, love, And then to dreamland, where thy little soul May roam amidst the angels' dewy flowers. [Marie kisses Roland, who is still immersed in study, then runs back to her mother coaxingly. MARIE. Marie is good, and wants mamma's sweet song. MADAME ROLAND. Poor little darling ! I had quite forgot ; Marie shall have the song, and then to sleep. (Sings.) Lily-buds folded Whisper ' good-night ; ' Roses dew-laden Turn from the light ; Stars in their brightness Gem the deep skies : Close now, my darling. Thy tired eyes. 22 A DREAM OF THE GIKONDE. act I. Angels are weaving Dreams for thy soul, While their star-chariots Round the sun roll — Dream, till their star-eyes close, Wake not till sunlight glows. We must be working While thou may'st sleep, And o'er thy young heart Angels watch keep ; May all love bless thee, Keep thee from harm, And God's peace hold thee Safe from alarm ! God's love down-shower Lily-heart mild, Rose-love and beauty On my own child ! Rest till the morning breaks, Sleep till the bird awakes. [T/ie Utile one's eyes gradually close, and as Madame Roland very softly sings the last notes she has fallen asleep. Madame Roland takes her in her arms and exit. scene I. A DREAM OF THE GIA'OA'DE. 23 ACT II. Scene I. — /// the Street. Theroigne de Mericourt, S. Huruge, Rossig- nol, Jourdain, &=c. 6rc, afterwa?'ds Raoul. Theroigne in a riding habit the colour of blood, a plume of the same hue upon her helmet, her dark hair streaming below it, grasping in her hand the sabre voted to her at the taking of the Bastille, rides across the scene, followed in a few moments by crowds of men, women, and children and the above mentioned, all shouting and sing- ing scraps of ' Ca ira,' ' Carmagnole,' and other revolutio7iary songs. THEROIGNE [riding across the scene alone, brandishing her sabre). To arms ! To arms ! This is the day at last In which my hatred of the race shall find A breast to strike at, and that breast a queen's ; A queen forsooth ! a queen like unto me, Whom all men scoff at, while they bow the knee! Just such a queen, no more ; yet she shall feel The sharpness and the anguish of this sword Piercing her heart, and thro' her heart the king's. Ah, how I hate these men ! the fickle worms ! 24 A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. act ii. Now shouting ' Long-live Louis ! ' and now, ' Death Unto the traitor ! ' Do they call me mad? 'Tis such a madness as they gave to me Thro' outraged love, thro' hope's death, and thro' hell ! [People appear on the scene. theroigne (aloud to s. huruge). And you are mad, they say, and I am mad. Well, let our madness make itself a way Where sanity would pause. Let's to the king : Deeds we can do (our madness for a cloak) Will make the sane world tremble in its path, And all the blinking stars shut up their eyes In horror at our madness. ( To the People, raising her voice. ) Are you sure You know the project thoroughly? To-day We need each one, and each one must be armed Xot only with a sword, but with firm will To cast all pity for the trait'rous brood Away from patriot heart, and be resolved To die perchance, at any rate to kill. people shout wildly We are resolved, Lead us but on, we'll die but never pity ! (Renewed shouting of) Liberty, Fraternity, Equality ! Death ! Death ! Death ! s. huruge (leading the shout). Death ! Death ! Death ! That is our watchword ; let it sound to-day scene l. A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. 25 In triumph o'er the ruins of that place The tyrant has polluted. On, my friends ! I (once a noble) cast from me the name With loathing and with horror ! I am mad, Yea drunk with nobles' treasons, and will strike Each noble thro' the heart, were he my son. Ah ! would the whole accursed race were sons That I might quick destroy them ! Liberty, Equality ; Fraternity are now But names, tho' loud ye shout them ; but to-day Shall prove their strength, and make them truths indeed. \_Renewed shouting. theroigne {hurriedly to jourdain). Ha ! look you there, my God ! who is that man Creeping and shrinking with a traitor's gait ? Some dastard noble, spying for the king. Drag him up here, and let the people taste Their christening cup of vengeance. [Jourdain rushes forzvard, seizes and drags the disguised Raoul before Theroigne. JOURDAIN. Here he is ; The man your vulture eye sought out to pledge The people in a sacramental blood As strengthening for the combat : look at him And gloat o'er all his terrors, ere you pierce His traitor heart. [Raoul stands for a moment motion/ess, stupefied, gazing at Theroigne, then throws himself at her feet, catches her habit, and speaks quickly in a low voice. 26 A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. act ii. RAOUL. Can you forget the time, The happy time long past, when you and I Thought but of love, and wished no other thought ? When innocent and sweet, you roamed the fields, Made sweeter by your passing; when the stars Seemed but to shine that we might be at rest And dream each of the other ; when the morn Brought life and gladness, and the twitt'ring bird Sang at your lattice ' Love ! love ! love ! ' alone, And you were satisfied ? Have you forgot ? It cannot be, you must remember now ! How can you, with the sweet thought of our love, Pour out my blood, that this loud rav'ning mob May crush the lips you kissed, and set its heel Upon this heart where you once loved to rest ? You must remember — save me ! save me now ! theroigne {passionately). Do I remember ? God ! could I forget ? And happy would'st thou be could I forget, And all my world I'd give, could I forget ! But shame is burned into my brow with fire, And Cain-brand never dies : yet thou shalt feel If not th' eternal anguish that I know, Yet some faint likeness. If reproach could kill Eternally, it should ; if by a word, One little word, the simplest ' yea,' or ' nay,' I could restore thee to thy home and friends, And better actions in the time to come, And sweeter hopes of heaven by human love scene I. A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. 27 (Not passion as was ours), my tongue should cleave Unto my mouth, and straight be torn from thence Ere I would speak it ! Canst thou come to me, To me, to whom the wide world is a hell, More wretched far than hells that bigots frame ; To me, whose simple joy in light, and air, Bright flowers, blue skies, bird-songs, and lover's voice, And innocent home pleasures, was so great, Until thou cam'st and cursed me ? Is it sin Thus to revenge my father's, mother's, sighs, Dying grief-stricken on their lowly hearth ; My brothers', sisters', shame, that I was shamed; Joy crushed from out our lives, and that sad soul In me, for which Christ died, hustled away From heaven's gate ; that thou perchance might feel One moment all the wild beast in thee glad And passion have her way ? Have I forgot ? \Laughi11g wildly Judge now ; look in my eyes ; have I forgot ? RAOUL. Ah The'roigne, I wronged you ! Pardon me, As you may hope for pardon in God's love. th£roigne. ' God's love ' ! you've made me doubt it if it be ; And even if it be round-clasping earth. And over-shadowing mountains with its wings, It cannot shelter me. Have I not sinned Beyond forgiveness ? Father's, mother's curse Would drag me from before the golden throne, 28 A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. act II. God's presence-seat, if angels bore me there ! Talk not of love to me, pardon to me, Whose life is one long vengeance. I shall fall By these same tigers I now gorge with blood, Revenge thus ever back rebounds — I know It cannot last for ever ; but by heaven Thou shalt not see my fall ! and in that hell Thou'st made for me, thy spirit shall be first To greet mine on its entrance. RAOUL. There's no hope ? . . . I can but die then. Be it as you will : The time may come when you will have out-grown This childish thirst for vengeance ; as it is You are not great enough — not high enough To pardon: I have sinned to God and you, I know and do confess it ; you can kill My body and take vengeance on my flesh, But for my soul I have it in His care ; And if that hell you rave of be as deep As your revenge, He yet can rescue me, And make a ladder of His punishments For my soiled soul to climb by. Strike me now ! [Theroigne hesitates; Rossignol, coming for- ward scoffingly. ROSSIGNOL. What ! our fair Lie'goise struck dumb by him ! Where is her courage? Where? Is he her love, This milk-faced traitor? That he did her wrong Seems now his boast ; no doubt his heaven's pledge : scene I. A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. 29 God is no sans-culotte, and noble's joys Must be provided, let who suffer may : The ewe-lamb of the people must be slain And garnished gaily for the noble's feast, While God looks on, and angels deck the board : We want no noble's god ! Strike down the man, And let his blood a morning offering be To freedom, brothers ! Strike him ! down with him ! [A himdred knives are pushed forward. Raoul falls lifeless in a pool of blood ; Theroigne watches him fall, and then turns to Rossignol. th£roigne. Am I struck dumb by him ? This day will show ! Come, pledge me in his blood ! [She dips her hand into the pool of blood and touches it with her lips. Such was my hate For him, my Judas, could I sip each drop 'Twould be to me as nectar, did he feel The anguish of a death drawn slowly out : I'd give my soul to torment thro' all time To gain it him, were Paradise for me With him to share it ! Now I'm mad indeed ; Let us not talk, his blood has made me fierce For Louis' blood. [She gallops on, followed by the crowd. 30 A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. act II. Scene II. — The Tuileries, a room opening out of another. louis {alone). Alas ! alas ! life seems some baleful dream ! I feel this nightmare of the mind must end Or life shall cease for me ; I cannot live Thus ; ever thinking when the sun dawns fair • To-day will be the last : ' — and yet it goes (Ah God, how slowly !) and the anguished hours Drag themselves on, and still I live, and still I suffer, as none suffered, sure, before. What have I done ? What direful sin in me Calls down such vengeance on my erring heart ? I know not, and my holy Catholic Church Finds no fault in me. Show me, oh my God ! Where is my crime, that I may cast it out, And save my queen and children from this hour, This ever-growing hour of shame and woe. — Was I not born a king ? and now they say (These rabble sans-culottes) because my sire Bequeathed to me a crown, it is my sin That I have worn it in the time gone by As 'twere not their good gift ; their gift, forsooth ! What can they know of God-anointed kings Heaven sends to curb their humours, and keep down This base-born rabble in its native mud — God sends them to obey, and us to reign ; They envy what's beyond them ; could they teach Me all their meanness and coarse thoughts, and oaths, Then might I reign in peace, the nation's king, sCExNEii. A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. 31 As Roland is its minister. 'Fore God, Feather than yield one inch of royal grace, I'll shed my royal blood ! and they shall see Their tortures have not tamed me, while their crime Shall bring them vengeance from all kings on earth, And the Great King in heav'n, who sent me here, Me, His anointed, to defend His church. . . . And yet, my wife, my children — what for you Remains were I to fall ? can I not save You from these traitors ? I would glad submit For your dear sakes — if need be, I must feign Submission for the time — would I were dead, Ere, shamed and scoffed at by my father's slaves, I, Louis, stoop to falsehood ! And God knows I've ever borne this people in my heart, And sought their good, if not their liberties : Could I have giv'n them bread, how willingly Should corn have ripened o'er the land's wide plain, And hunger never seeded to revolt ; 'Twas not my fault ; I never took their food, Or burned their houses, or laid waste their fields, Or tore their daughters from their cottage homes To my embraces ; no ; I never wronged One man of all the nation, and yet now They seek my death, with outcries fierce for blood Of all my house, more innocent than I. \_He sighs deeply, rests his head on his hands and appears sunk in thought, and quite oblivious of the shouts and curses which have begun to echo round the palace, as the crowd, led by S. Huruge, Theroigne, etc., march up and surround it, pouring in at every opening; at length they begin 32 A DREAM OF THE G1R0NDE. act n. to batter the door with cries of ' Where is the Tyrant ? ' ' Show us the Austrian Woman ! ' louis (starting up to tiuo lackeys who wait in the adjoining room). Throw the doors open ; let the rabble see I fear them not ; throw the doors open wide ! Scene III. He folds his arms, and advances to the excited mob as the doors are thrown open. LOUIS. You called for me, my people ? here I am ! Behold me, Louis, King of France and you ! The doors are open, enter then and see Your monarch and your father. jourdain (furiously). Fear you not ? A hundred swords are thirsting for your blood ; A hundred knives are trembling in the hands Of your would-be assassins. louis (calmly). Fear? Why fear? I feel no fear ; what cause have I to fear While standing 'midst my people ? Here I am, SCENE in. A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. 33 Your king: — the hundred swords may drink my blood. And then ? why then they in their turn drink yours For leading them to mine. — I fear you not. [People shout ' Down with the Veto ! ' The- roigne rushes in, pressed forward by the croivd surging on. THEROIGNE. Where is the traitor Louis ? Let my sword (Won on the Bastille, where his tyrant will Did patriot hearts to death, and where the tree Of Liberty now blooms), let my sword pierce His coward heart, and hers, and all the brood. Oh Jezebel of France, thine hour is come ! Thy blood shall be poured out before all men, And this thine Ahab, led to crime by thee, Be witness, and be sharer in thy shame. LOU 1 s (confronting her) . What have I done to thee, that thou dost thirst To sheathe thy sword in innocent pure hearts Of women and of children ? Let me learn The crime which drives thee, young and fair thyself. In madness to cast down thy sex and age And league thyself with murder. Drop thy sword, Oh woman ! those white fingers should be kissed By lover's warm lips, not by sword's cold steel ; Thy wondrous beauty should fill hearts with joy, Not lash them into madness. THEROIGNE. Drop my sword ! I'll cling to it, the one thing left to me, u 34 A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. act II. Till death takes both ! — Thou art a traitor, thou — Seek not with soft fair words to turn my wrath (My wrath against mankind) from thy false breast, I strike for Liberty ! For vengeance ! — [Strikes out furiously ; one of the officers who have now joined the king pushes up her arm, and she is forced back by the advancing crowd. rossignol {handing up a Phrygian cap on the top of a pike). If thou indeed art king, and lovest us, Put on the people's colours ; crown thyself With Liberty's insignia. [Louis takes the cap and places it on his head ; shouts of 1 Long live the king ! ' immediately re- sound through the room. LOUIS. Oh my friends ! Did you but know my heart, you soon would see Your colours there ; your wishes graven there ! \ Cries from below in the gardens, 'Strike down the tyrant ! ' ' Throw down his head ! ' etc. A beggar passes up a bottle. BEGGAft. An Louis loves us, let him drink to us. LOUIS {takes the bottle and drinks fearlessly). I drink the people's health, and may they learn How dear and precious to their patriot king Is their good health and comfort. — Your good health ! [Renewed shouts of ' Long live King Louis the scene iv. A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. 35 people's king !' The crowd opens, and makes way respectfully for Petion with escort of National Guards. Petion hastening to the king's side. Scene IV. PETION. I trust, Sire, you are safe ; I but now heard Of this tumultuous greeting, and came fast To bid your lieges .... louis (haughtily interrupting him). Peace ! I want no words To speak your service ; words are more than vain When actions contradict them. — Do your will, But prate not of your loyalty to me. [Turns away. petion (addressing the mob who begin to retire, and make way for him). I, Petion, do request you for the law Disperse, and to your homes ; the time goes fast, And evening shades draw on ; return then now ; Your mission is accomplished, and the king Has personally heard, and strongly pledged Himself to your petition. Citizens, I pray you leave the palace and return As you did come, for Liberty and law ; Not for revenge, or personal small aims, But with all moderation, to make clear d 2 36 A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. act II. Your wishes to the king : those wishes heard, Disperse, ere it be said your patriot aim Was not for Liberty, and right and truth, But for sedition, pillage, robbery — I, Petion, do request you to disperse In the name of law, and your assembly. [Cries of' Long live Potion !' ' Hurrah for Law and Liberty ! ' People gradually disperse. Scene V. Petion and Louis. PETION. You now are free, Sire ; what are your commands ? louis {bitterly). 'Twas not your fault I am not free indeed, Free from the life your friends have made a curse. Commands ? I take them— I have none to give — My one command is (and that one a prayer Since I cannot enforce it), leave me now, If possible, in peace. petion. Sire, I am gone. [Exeunt Petion and National Guards. louis {alone). Where is the queen ? I trust that I alone Was favoured by this greeting, ' for the law ' — scene vi. A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. 37 The law of base desires, the devil's law, To judge it by its fruits. — I'll to the queen. [Exit Louis. Scene VI. The Queen in a bow window, a heavy table rolled in front of her for protection, on which is seated the Dauphin with the Phrygian cap on his head, the Princess leaning close against the Queen who has her arm round her. Everything in disorder, tables and chairs overturned — carpets torn up, pictures scattered over the floor — the Queen striving to appear calm but with tears in her eyes. Princess de Lam- balle returning from looking out of the door. PRINCESS DE LAMBALLE. They've gone at last, my queen ; the last foul face Has passed your royal doors ; and now in peace You can repose and weep. [Marie Antoinette comes from behind the table and throws herself into an armchair. My queen ! My queen ! {Passionately weeping). Ah ! could I bear this shame and agony, So that thy royal head might ne'er be bowed, How willingly I would ! My queen ! my queen ! Would that my love for thee a shield might be To quench their hatred, and beat back their scorn ! Oh could this breast receive blows aimed at thee, 'Twould count them kisses. Oh my queen ! my queen ! [She throws her arms round her and kisses her. 38 A DREAM OF THE GIKONDE. act ii. Scene VII. Enter Louis, the Phrygian cap still on his head ; the Queen rises and Louis receives her in his arms ; the Children press close to them. LOUIS. Ah Madame, you are safe then ! God be praised ! But why this desolation ? Did they come (This rebel people) with threats for your ears And trait'rous cries ? My God ! Why did I bring You from your fatherland to share my crown ! A crown of misery — had I but known .... [Stops overcome. marie Antoinette {tenderly). Dear Louis, speak not thus : I would not change Our danger if I could, so it be ' ours,' Not ' mine,' or ' thine,' but ' ours : ' — we are alone When 'mine' or 'thine' comes first, but 'ours' sounds sweet E'en now — the bitter-sweet they've left to us. (Sees the Phrygian cap upon his head.) ( )h Louis, cleanse thy brow from that foul sign, The image of revolt, of treason, death — And worse than death, dishonour— tear it off And trample it. — Ah heaven ! on my child I see its sign of blood. {Tears it off the Dauphin's head, and tramples it underfoot. Can I forget The poisoned words of him who placed it there ? scene vii. A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. 39 Words I can ne'er repeat, and ne'er forgive, They're branded on my soul ! That I, a queen, A woman, should be forced by coward slaves And rebels such as these, to hear my name Made filthy by their lips — marred by their thoughts — And dragged thro' deeds I dreamed not of ! A wife Abused by that dear name (most tender, sweet, And holy of all names), which I have striven, As best I knew, to keep as lily-pure As when it first was mine — a child reviled Because of her proud lineage ! Oh my friend, Unutterable words I've heard to-day, An Austrian, a wife, can ne'er forgive ! My heart is sore with bearing — I must rest, Or weak flesh will betray me ; I shall quail Beneath the hating eyes which hunt me down And count each hard-wrung tear a triumph pearl To deck their envy with : poor triumph, theirs — To force the Austrian's tears from her sad eyes For country lost — love lost — all lost — would life Were lost with all the rest ! — Farewell to you ; Yield not one step ; we all must die at last, 'Twill be but sooner. — Struggle to the end ! \Exeunt Queen, Children, and Lamballe. Scene VIII. louis {alone). Why did I bring her from her happy home So lovely and so proud ? I can recall 4 o A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. act ii. When first a bride she flashed thro' all the land 'Mid glimmering jewels, drums, and triumph shouts — All people loving her for her fair face And gracious words — a blessing and a crown To this gay land, and me ; and now to-day, Instead of those blithe shouts, and merry jests, A cursing from all mouths, and swords upraised To pierce our helpless bosoms. Ah my God, ' Thy ways are not our ways ' ! I cannot tell If this be sent me for my sins gone-by, Or crimes of my fore-fathers (pauses). It is past For this once more ; the death-wave has rolled back, And left us stranded ; but another tide Will bear us from all landmarks far away Into the surging ocean of revolt, Which knows no bounds or fetters but — a grave. [Covers his face with his clasped hands and leans forward on the table overcome with sadness. scene I. A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. 41 ACT III. Scene I. A Wood near Paris, sunlight and shadow amidst the trees. Barbaroux and Camille Desmoulins walking. BARBAROUX. How lovely Nature seems after the din Of rival factions ! how her beauty falls, Like dew in summer, on our weary hearts Made thirsty, and worn sore by constant strain, In clanging Paris ! Almost I could cast The crown of fame I strive for to the winds, And grasp the poet's crown of fresh green leaves I feel within my reach. We are not one, Friend, in our aims, but in our poets' joy We are united, and fair Nature's voice Speaks to our hearts alike, and speaks to-day. CAMILLE. What ! Barbaroux, my firebrand of the South ! Is that thy voice, which speaks of poets' joys, Despising heroes' ? Can it be indeed The daring man who summoned from Marseilles The Revolution's spirit and its song ? 42 A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE, act in. BARBAROUX. ' How well and wisely spake the Christ of old " Ye cannot serve two masters ; " that will hold While the world lasts • if love we choose to serve We must resign all else, and strain each nerve To do her bidding ; but if we aspire To Godlike intellect, that divine fire Crowning the grand art-heights, and hope to reach The summit of all glory, we must teach Our hearts to beat responsive to no touch Of earth, or earth's allurements, we must clutch Our nature, nor release, till pale and dead It takes each hue of art, and passive led Drags no more backward to the joys behind Whose voices faintly reach us down the wind As upward still we climb, and never rest (Or dream of resting) on a dearer breast Than earth's, which greets us coldly at the last When art is realised, for life is past ! ' So wrote a poet once ; he felt its truth As I feel it to-day ; and yet I know I still shall join the combat, and shall strive As I have striven before. — Ah Camille ! thou Canst understand this weakness, and dost know Our actions seldom show the best in us, But only passion's strength in mastery : What's loveliest is weakest in our souls. CAMILLE. Dear friend, I catch your meaning, and I know Your actions noble as the heart which prompts, SCENE i. A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. 43 Though I, a poet, feel my poet's soul All glorious in the combat for our rights ; I triumph in the battle, and could shout My song of triumph as the traitors fall And Liberty blooms free ! No vain regrets Hold back my hand from grasping the sharp sword And piercing traitor hearts. I feel inspired To fight and sing together, as they fall ; But there are voiceless poets, whose deep souls Can ne'er express one half the mystery They find in their own depths, so silently Make their life sing, what words are weak to say ; The greatest are like this, and you are one ; But your life speaks, a glorious burning speech, A hymn of Liberty, which we can hear, And carry in our hearts, and combat for ! BARBAROUX. Your words describe not me, but speak of her, Our voice, our inspiration ! at whose side Cowards grow brave, and traitors become true ; Our own fair Roland, noblest, truest, best Of all her sex ; the strongest and most free, The emblem of our faith — of Liberty ! CAMILLE. The thought of her inspires us, each and all, To combat to the end, with voice, and sword, And life, and deed — her presence goes before Like fiery cloud, and leads us ever on, Nor hell nor devil bar our victory. \They turn towards Paris. 44 A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. act hi. BARBAROUX. This silence is not healthy ; I misgive This most unusual silence ; these last weeks Our Paris has scarce breathed ; 'twill prove, I trust, The calm before the thunder, cleansing quick With mighty force the creeping pestilence, Then passing into peace ; not the fierce storm Which sweeps o'er earth destroying, nor takes count Of its own ravage, seeking but to slay. CAMILLE. This Paris, once let loose, will rage, I fear, With boundless ruin : throne and altar down, It will attack its leaders ; — but who fears ? We shall at least have triumphed, and the end We have no power to see, and no desire. We struggle to surmount the jagged cliff Of popular favour, that most giddy height, Yet still surmountable to clinging hands, And hearts resolved to conquer ; but beware ! Look not behind, the precipice below Will chill thy courage, paralyse thy strength, And cast thee shuddering down the dread abyss Passed safely if not thought of : tremble not, Who trembles falls — but who with stedfast eye Looks up unshrinking, he shall reach the heights, And victory shall crown him at the top ! — The present is my god : I would be free From king and church, that won — then — then — why then — We'll think what more to strive for. [They enter Paris. scene ii. A DREAM OF THE G1R0NDE. 45 See, my friend, Our sleeping breathless Paris hath awaked From her short slumber ; hear the cries and shouts ! Some deed is doing I were loth to lose. Come, let us hasten. [They pass on rapidly. Scene II. A Street in Paris ; crowd appear bearing a bullock's heart pierced, with the inscription ' Aristocrat's heart.' People shouting ' Down with the tyrant ! ' ' Long live Roland ! ' ' Robespierre, the people's friend, for ever ! ' CAMILLE. Who shouts for Roland and Robespierre ? I shout with you, but wherefore shout to-day ? 1ST CITIZEN. Where have you come from, that you do not know ? 2ND CITIZEN. You must be traitor since you do not know. 3RD CITIZEN. His face speaks treason, strike the traitor down ! camille (drawing his sword). What, citizens ! I, Camille, I your friend, And you not know me ? Shame upon your eyes, 46 A DREAM OF THE GTRONDE. act hi. So blinded, you forget your faithful friends ! Shame on you, shame ! Throw down your swords, or I Will hew them from your hands. 1ST CITIZEN. It is a friend. 2ND CITIZEN. Why ! our brave Camille, here's long life to thee, Our patriot poet ! If our eyes were dim, 'Twas blindness from the traitor. [Crowd passes on with renewed shouting. Scene III. Roland's House, interior. Roland, Madame Roland. ROLAND. I still fear This Paris must be left, and in the South Our withered Liberty take root again ; The people sleep, and in their dreamless rest Seem to forget that slumber must mean death To those on precipice of tyrant's faith : — ' Down with the Veto ! ' has now died away Into grim silence, and the tyrant's star Seems brightening in its course for the eclipse It suffered with that cry. Could we unite, We well might dare the world, with all its kings, Its armies, and its pride, to cast us down, But as it is, I tremble. Robespierre scene iv. A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. 47 Keeps his ideas so secret, friend or foe Ne'er know his object ; when his speech seems fair Tis but to mask its depth. MADAME ROLAND. Fear not, my friend, He is with us, I feel it ; did we not Save him when threatened? how then could he cast Suspicion over us ? His only fault Is that one weakness, he is true as steel To Liberty and us — but hear those shouts, They sound not like deep slumber ; 'tis thy name I hear them shout, and his, in concert too, A happy omen. Scene IV. People appear under the windows, shouting ' Long live Roland and Robespierre ! ' ' Hurrah for Danton ! ' ' Liberty , Equality, Fraternity ! ' ' Down with all tyrants ! ' Buzot rushes in hurriedly. BUZOT. Roland, they shout for you ; The patriot ministry is back recalled — The people joy — all parties are at one — Show thyself now ; the tyrant is deposed And lodged within the Temple ! show thyself. [Roland goes to the window. Renewed shouting as before. 48 A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. act in. ROLAND. Thanks, friends and citizens ! you make me proud To hear my humble name resounding clear With sacred Liberty's : I firmly trust They e'er may be united, — that my deeds Be lighted ever by those triple lamps I bear within my heart. [Great shouting. Yet, one more word : I would beseech you conquering people, As ye have triumphed, be ye merciful In your great triumph ; let it ne'er be said The sons of Liberty forgot their queen, And trampled on the banner they had raised ; Shed not your brothers' blood ; be merciful, And raise those brothers, erring in the dark, Not crush them in their darkness ; brothers still, Brothers in blood and heart, they are to you. Oh let that blessed light shine in their eyes, The light ye joy in, in their darkened eyes, That they may clearly see ; and never hurl (Because they're blinded) deeper gloom on them. I pray you now, dear friends, be pitiful ! If ye can trust my words — be pitiful ! If I have served you well — be pitiful ! In Liberty's blest name — be pitiful ! 'Tis the one lesson I would fain teach you, "Who gloriously can combat, who can die, Nor murmur nor shrink back, can give your blood, Your sons, your land, your all, for Liberty — Oh Roman people, struggling for your rights, And conquering as ye must, be pitiful ! SCENE v. A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. 49 Tis my last word, your service calls me now : Farewell brave citizens, be pitiful ! [Roland bows and retires. People 'continue shout- ing, then gradually retire. Scene V. Roland coming back from the window. Enter D anton, Robespierre, Brissot, &>c. Madame Roland, Buzot as before. DANTON. Roland, you've heard the news? United now All parties march together — on — on — on — Till naught remains to conquer, none to die ! No power can curb us, no power but our walls. Hurrah for our Republic ! let the name Be shouted till the echo, speaking it, Gives forth no other tone — until each tongue Grows weary with the utt'rance and forgets All other forms of speech — until the names King, monarchy, and treason, have no sense, And yield no meaning to the intellect : Hurrah for our Republic ! now at last I can breathe openly ; all other thoughts Of Louis' fate, the war, our private aims, Can be deferred : triumphantly we'll shout That magic name Republic ! far and wide Its glory shall be seen, we'll swift convert The whole dull world to our great Liberty ! What matter thousands falling ? their red blood 5 o A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. act ill. Will make the plains more fertile, and send up A stronger, greener, tree of Liberty. Mow down the fruitless ears, and clear the grain From useless growing weeds, which suck the fields Dry, for their uselessness, and leave the corn All with'ring in the sun-glare— mow them down ; Let no false pity for the sickly things Urge us to spare them : — mow them swiftly down, And clear a path across their fallen stems For our Republic's passage. MADAME ROLAND. Nay, my friend ; Our blessed new Republic scarce will pass With tender feet across such bloody paths : How would her beauteous face be marred and wan, Her glory crushed away, and that pure brow Star-crowned, be lowered, low as human hearts, When they can stoop to vengeance ! To forgive, To pity, pardon — should be her high aims, Not to cut down the erring ; will the world Receive as goddess, she, who ruthlessly Tears up the strong roots of her smiling flowers, Useless perhaps, in contrast with the corn, And yet to those whose souls can pierce below The shell of things, and note the mind beneath, More useful than the grain — that can but feed This human nature, this poor body's lust, Which perishes so soon ; but they lift up The spirit of our souls, and heaven-high Raise our weak nature (not but nourish it At present height), and by their beauty-crown Mingle the usual in the infinite. SCENE v. A DREAM OF THE G MONDE. 51 ROBESPIERRE. To talk in poetry is doubtless good ; But to my mind the abstract should be sunk Into the depths of present need and act. 'Tis not what we would wish, or love, or gain, Or what in pure philosophy should live ; Or what ideal republics might be made ; But what the people need, what we can do For their deliv'rance ; — not what should be done By raising human nature to the stars, But what our present nature leaves to us, That seems to me the question ; we are men, [Turning to Madame Roland. And you speak only from your woman heart In urging us to pity. I am one Who turn most woman-like from sight of blood, And shrink to doom e'en traitors unto death. But 'tis not question now of ' like ' or ' leave,' The vermin in our path must be crushed down, Or they will turn and rend us. No man's death Or woman's sorrow shall be due to us Unless from strict necessity, to clear The path for our Republic ; then indeed Tremble the traitors who would stay our course ! We'll mow them down by thousands, yea the earth Shall be once more a void, before we pause. BRISSOT. You speak, Robespierre, as you ever spoke, A patriot clear and true ; no other thought Dwells in your mind but Liberty ; we know e 2 52 A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. act in. How faithful you have been, and still will be : For traitors in our path, let them beware, We'll hurl them from us swiftly ; but I hold We're strong enough to pardon, and to wait Till slow conviction drives the mist away From brothers' hearts, and lets in that clear light Which glads our own. ROLAND. My own opinion But now given to the people ; mercy yet Is only justice ; let the present show Our new Republic's beauty ; — soon these men Who horror-struck recoil, will swift return And join us, brothers in the victory. The battle is half won, now we again Stand firm united, and with close-clasped hands And eyes straight gazing into brother-eyes Together grasp the problem ; we are strong In all that makes men strong, firm faith and trust In our Republic, courage to cast down Our present good for future weal of her ; Then being strong, let us be merciful ; Not merciful as fools are merciful, Who spare the serpent coiling round their throats, Or merciful as cowards, who refrain From casting from them traitors, lest they turn And randomly strike home ; no : merciful As Romans knew of mercy, ere the lust Of blood (which grows in shedding) filled their hearts And choked out reason's voice, and so they fell. scene v. A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. 53 BUZOT. Oh Roman Roland, wisely dost thou speak ! My voice with thine for mercy, while we dare Together banded, scoff at threats and woes : Our dawning life in future shall not be The conqueror's lust of old ; no : we will prove The greatness of our end by stooping low And gath'ring the crushed bloom from out the dust To crown our goddess' brows ; all nature's heart Shall be at one with ours, well count her throbs By listening to our own, her blissful throbs When springing swift the tender violet, And dewy gleaming lily lie revealed, And show her thoughts ; while reveries of grass And high dreams of fair trees, adorn the world, And wake in poets echoes of their birth In mighty soul of Nature : — can we not In such wise make our thoughts, our dreams, our aims Outblossom for the people ? and lose count Of pardon or of vengeance ? I misgive This constant argument ; can we not strive O'er-looking those who soul-straight combat us, Not crying traitors simply, but by deeds Swift showing them their treasons, while we still March on, not pausing to cut down ; too great The lion is to heed the sting of flies, But children weary and strike out their fists To slay the puny terror, not seeing clear The truth of higher minds : ' Who suffers calm Is victor, while he suffers ! ' Oh my friends, 54 A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. act hi. Are we not like the lion ? we can bear And live beyond this petty ' treason ' cry (The children's terror, not the lion's fear). Is our Republic founded in our hearts Or merely in our voices ? All can shout Her blessed name, but time shows who can bear Her image undefiled thro' tears and blood, . Her white-enwrapping robe unstained, untorn, Thro' fire of treason — murder — sacrilege. MADAME ROLAND. You tell my heart-thoughts, Buzot, I can hear In your clear voice my inmost mind expressed ; Yes, Nature is our worship, and like her We should, with tender dew and falling rain Of pitying sufferance to misguided hearts, Make manifest our love ; she does not choose, Alone, the highest types to work upon And glory by their growing ; she creates A wondrous chain of being, stretching wide From earth's fair dawn till now, when gleaming sun, Lighting the dimness, shows the fading forms Of shadows, held realities in the dark : This wondrous chain of being cast across The mist of ages, vanishes at last In lowest form of scarcely breathing life, Which yet exists ; while the slow-growing chain Develops calm-browed heroes, poets crowned, Philosophers sublime, and all the race Holds best and noblest in the chain of life, And, ever-lengthening while the ages roll Their stately march, will coil thro' boundless space SCENE vi. A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. 55 Until it reach the star-heights that we see And dream in gazing of infinity ! Our souls feel in such moments that their home Lies far beyond the present, that its joys, Its arguments, and questions, touch them not, Or only brush in passing ; that they wing Their flight (the chain completed) there to shine As stars among the stars ! Sure 'tis enough To wither all low motives, to believe, And feel the surety in our inmost minds When calmly we gaze there, that such a fate Awaits our human nature, that each one May help the march triumphant to the stars, By self-development and fitness for The crowning future. . . . But who enters now ? Scene VI. Enter Camille Desmoulins and Barbaroux, afterwards Chamfort, who comes in silently and unnoticed until he speaks. Camille aside to Barbaroux as they enter. camille. Robespierre and Danton here again ! What tempest can have wrecked them, that they come To shelter calmly 'neath the Gironde's wing, And join their voice with ours? We now shall hear The meaning of those patriots whe were loth 56 A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. ACT III. To leave my head upon its native stem, But offered it a pike to rest upon, Improving Nature ! {Aloud.) Greet you citizens ! Is it permitted that I, too, should know The object of your meeting, and the cause Ut this blithe gath'ring of long sever'd friends I joy to see once more ? We've but now come From wand'ring, dreaming, in the laughing woods, And met a crowd of patriots who were fain To send us seeking with their ready pikes A path for dreams behind the gate of death, Robespierre {aside). This dreaming Gironde maunder all alike Of dreams, and stars, and flowers. I hate this cant ! They seek to veil behind their high-pitched shrieks Of nature — beauty — love — their thirst for power, The Gironde power alone, no one to share Its shadow or its substance ; — for this time I must dissemble, but the people soon Will know its true friends from its dreaming ones, Then shall these poets find their life a dream. — {Aloud.) You will regret, friend, dreaming in the woods, When you hear this day's triumph ; as morn broke The nation rose in Paris with one voice, And surging to the Palace, forced the King (A king no more when this speech shall be done) To fly regardless, — massacred all those Who rashly stood 'tween tiger and his prey, And lodging Louis and his family scene vi. A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. 57 Within the Temple's hoary, time-worn walls, Blotted the monarchy beneath a storm Of traitor's blood for ever out of sight, Destroyed the name of king, and leaves us now To steel our minds to justice, on his head, This Louis, our woe's cause : the reason this Of all friends meeting, we have to agree Among ourselves, his punishment, and then In the Convention speak it. — Are you too Minded to pity, not your own dire foe But tyrant of the people ? For their sake My vote will claim his blood, and hers, and theirs, The adulteress and her brood — they die. MADAME ROLAND. Oh Robespierre, blinded by thy love Of Liberty and people, think again. Shed not his blood, nor hers, tho' sinning, still A helpless woman ; and the' children too, No crime have they committed ; pardon them ! If need be, let our France cast them away From her pure bosom, in a foreign land To wail their falsehoods and maybe repent, At any rate regret ; oh let not us Who preach the universal brotherhood Inaugurate our faith with brother's blood ! BARBAROUX. No ; exiles shall they be ; my voice I'll raise In the Convention, and shout hoarse until I wield them to that vote, ' exile not death ! ' Death is too good for traitors, death is rest, 58 A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. ACT III. And peace, and sleep, and calm, no vain regrets Or hopeless yearnings dim death's cool retreat ; — Life is for traitors, life, and endless woe, And sorrow ten times stronger that they know Their own base deeds poured gall into the wine So sweet once to their taste : ' exile not death ! ' DANTON. If Louis were an ordinary man One in the crowd, a traitor, still below The glaring heights of life (on which to live Needs marble hearts, opaque, unnoticing Of scorching popular breath ) ; if he were one E'en in the second height of mountain scale On which some shelter dwells, a stunted bush, Or dwarfed pine, or fading bramble twig To yield some cover, e'en tho' thin and poor To his enormities, I'd say ' forgive,' ' Exile not death,' my vote ; but as it is, He dwelling on the topmost pinnacle, Th' eternal peak of snow, and looking down Upon the people worshipping below, Did curse them as a god, and make so clear, By contrast of that snow, his blackened soul, That all the kneeling slaves rose up firestrung And swept him down, and trampled ; [Pauses, then cotitinues slowly and quietly. and were still — That we, their chosen, might decide for them The depth to cast him in ; earth has no gulf So deep 'twould hide his blackness, death alone, While blessing him with peace, not curses us scene vi. A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. 59 With his continual presence, maddening Our people with his plots — his treasons — death ! For their sake I too echo, ' Louis death ! ' CHAMFORT. Methinks this close-bound brotherhood will split Swift into fragments ; one shouts ' death ! death ! death ! ' Another cries for mercy, and exile ; In the Convention numbers will decide, Or eloquence may turn, but mercy's dead I see in all our hearts — no mercy now, And none deserved ; for my part I would rush And drag this trembling Louis from his hole And let the people hunt him for their sport. roland [sadly). Well, the Convention must decide ; and I Must cease to serve a nation drunk with blood, Incapable of reason ; — if he falls I feel the time draws near when ' Liberty' Shall be translated ' license 3 ' when each one Not for the nation, but himself, shall strike, And hurl down power that he may build his own, A tott'ring column on a shifting sand Of daily popular change. CAMILLE. Night draws on ; And prophecies dark as night grow with it. Roland, you see but shadow, there is light Beyond it : — were we one on each and all 6o A DREAM OF THE CIRONDE. ACT m. The subjects for discussion, why what need Of any words ? E'en brothers disagree Yet love not any less that diff'rent souls Speak from their diff'rent bodies ; we are one In love for our Republic, and the rest What matters it ? Good-night to all my friends. [Exit Camille singing. Daylight swift fades away, Life still rolls on ; We should be blithe and gay, Life still rolls on ; Love is the light of day, Life steals our love away ; Ah ! little love of mine, Shine thro' the darkness, shine ! Kiss me to slumber, Sing me to rest, Sweetest my dreams are On thy white breast. Ah ! little love of mine, Angels above Know not the rapture Of thy sweet love ; Sing, little bird of mine, Sing silver-clear, Sing thro' the darkness, I, thy love, hear. Ah ! little love of mine, Shine thro' the darkness, shine ! [His voice dies away in the distance. All say good- night and exeunt. scene i. A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. 61 ACT IV. Scene I. — A Room tastefully furnished with books, pictures, etc., one of which has a silken curtain drawn over it. buzot {alone). Ah God ! that she and I had met before, Or never met, in this world of farewells ; Must I for ever stand without the door And dream and long for what my nature tells Is mine by right of sympathy ? My soul Can fitly echo hers, and I express In words her own heart-throbs ; is not our goal The very same ? And as I onward press Her soft eyes watch me with a mute caress. I hate myself for dreaming, when to fight Is every Frenchman's duty ; and my arm Is strong as ever to uphold the right And strike for freedom at the first alarm. And she inspires me, yes ; my love for her Floats like a banner consecrating all, Over my life ; and still I would prefer To combat 'neath that banner till I fall, So she were near me when beneath the pall 62 A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. act iv. My stilled heart lay, and passionate no more Slept quiescent beneath her tender eyes, Nor flushed to wilder longing as of yore, When she would wonder with a sweet surprise At broken words, fire-quenched by their own might, Half bursting forth in passionate full speech, And crushed (how hardly !) far out of her sight, Leaving but anguished eyes, whose looks beseech Pardon for love, her pure soul dare not reach. I honour Liberty with soul as true As ever Roman bore ; and yet I know Her image floats before me, and shines thro' My loftier aims, and guides me where I go ; And thus it should be, there's no shame in this That seeing beauty, freedom, purity — I love it from afar, tho' perfect bliss Of fond possession, and the rarity Of love and worship joined be not for me. Tis better so perchance (I hate the man Who pratingly can maunder ' better so, If God so wills it : ' what God wills, he can Have no conception ; of the high, the low Knows nothing, nor can even comprehend What God wills ; if God be, too much for him To wonder at : he seeks to fix the end Of what has no beginning save his whim, And drowns himself in quibbles, ere he swim). Not such my lamentation ; I would give All ' betters ' in the future, so that now scene I. A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. 63 The ' good ' might be mine own, yea, I could live A happy life, with calm contented brow Far from ambition in a humble home, If love dwelt with me, and her gentle hand Led me from fame, where now my footsteps roam ; Ah love were rapture ! Yet I understand The greenest swamp may still be treach'rous land : And tho' its verdure glad me, and I strain My clanking fetters to break free and cast Myself upon its fairness ; and refrain Only because stern duty holds me fast And will not let me go ; yet were it mine My raptured eyes would drink its greenery, Forgetting stars above which faithful shine To guide us thro' this fleeting scenery, Unto the shores of death's deep mystery. [He rises, goes to the veiled picture and draws away the curtain, disc/osing Madame Roland. My love ! My star ! Set far above my clasp In heaven's brightness ! thou canst not descend To bless my human love, my clinging grasp Must close contented on the name of friend ; A poor name doth it seem when hungry love Is longing for love's kiss, and yet most sweet Of all earth's names, and raised far above All passion-struggle — ah ! it is not meet I should cast down that name which I would greet My life's best gift ! The name which speaks to me Of fairest, brightest hours ; of love and joy 64 A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. act iv. Of perfect peace, unstained purity, Of happiness without shade of alloy, Of sympathy in sorrow, of all trust, Of myriad gleaming beauties which shall last Graved on my heart, and when that turns to dust A flower-poem shall upspring, and cast A crown of memory o'er the time long-past : Friend ! friend ! my friend ! I'll call thee love no more Until time breaks our fetters ; if it be That merciful unclasping comes before I plunge with weary soul in that sad sea The boundary of our life, then may I rest The last brief hours with love ; and I and thou, Heart clasped to heart, and loving breast to breast, May dream of this time gone, and wonder, how We lived before, in rapture of the ' now ' ! Scene II. He draws the curtain and again throws himself into a chair sunk in thought. Silence for a short time, then enter Roland, who falls exhausted and overcome into the nearest seat. ROLAND. Ah Buzot ! all is lost, all reason gone — Brute cruelty triumphant ; we may wait Nor wait long now, our turn will come the next : The helpless, then their shield — so runs the world — SCENE II. A DREAM OF THE G1R0NDE. 65 There lives no gratitude or reverence In this wild people's heart. Did we not strive In the Convention with full heart and voice To tame this tiger madness ? Did we not Urge pardon ? Mercy ? And the comment this — The helpless prisoners surprised and slain, Nor age, nor sex, nor innocence, none spared. God ! are these creatures fiends ? They are not men ; No human blood can circle thro' their veins, Who calmly gaze on murder, who can drink The palpitating life of fallen hearts To pledge their hatred in, and calm decide In midnight meeting of base treach'rous knaves The morning massacre. I have no fear For us ; they dare not strike, at least not yet, But madness of the people grows apace : Louis, his queen and sister, are to fall, Then comes our turn to feast la guillotine ! This morning he will die ; thou knowest how We pledged our honour that he should be spared ; We did not speak in riddles, but plain prose, And yet this victim is torn from our hands, Our weak faint hands, which have no power to hold — This our Republic is trailed in the dust, And all her glorious aims brought down to this Mere wantonness of murder. — I can hold (If Louis falls, I wait to hear the news) My ministry no longer ; — with what pride I did receive it from the people's hands, Believing Liberty would blossom fair Beneath our grand Republic ! and yet now I feel my hands stained with the holding it F 66 A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. act iv. While such deeds have been done, tho' my firm will Ever resisted them. BUZOT. The tune may change E'en at the last ; the people hardly knows Its own requirements, and with blinded eyes Follows dog-like its masters : when they shout ' Down with the traitor ! ' quick it tears him down, Most passively brute-like ; but swift is turned To pity by a word. Louis must fall, He sinned too high for pardon ; but his queen, His sister, must be saved, or— we fall too : Our Liberty dishonoured, what remains But gallantly to die on her slain heart ! Scene III. Camille Desmoulins enters and sadly speaks. CAMILLE. He died (poor Louis !) every inch a king, The majesty of suffering on his brow : More king-like in his death, than living, he Constrained the people's tears ; I saw one man Red-capped, fierce-visaged, crying like a child, When Louis standing calm, with straight-fixed eyes And brow serene, unruffled, spread his hands (Those kingly hands, so weakly thin and white) scene in. A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. 67 Over the surging sea around, and blessed In clear and silver tones his murderers, Then bowed before his priest, and laid his head, As if to slumber, on the guillotine. Tears fell like rain \ but soon Legendre, Jourdain, Began the shout, ' Long live our Liberty ! ' 1 Our brotherhood is safe ! ' (their watchwords still When brotherhood is dead, and Liberty, Far worse than death, dishonoured) ; but the cry Struck on the people's heart. Each swiftly gazed To see if traitor tears were still upon His neighbour's face, and dashed away his own With louder shouts, and hoarser ' Liberty ! ' They're shrieking for the queen ; we soon shall see Her woman head struck down ' For Liberty ! ' Elizabeth struck down ' For Liberty ! ' The Gironde guillotined ' For Liberty ! ' I hate the very sound of Liberty ! \Exewit Camille and Roland. Scene IV. Buzot {alone). BUZOT. If I have e'er had power in my speech — If Nature's burning soul dwells in my breast : If I have strength my fluttering tongue to teach Impassioned utt'rance for the thoughts exprest- f 2 68 A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. act iv. Let them now serve me, let my words of fire Pierce thro' hearts hardened, by the growing might Of egotism unchecked ; let me aspire To hide the sword of death far out of sight, And crown once more our Liberty with right ! Oh woman ! I will save thee for the sake Of her, a woman fairer than thou art ; I will before thee stand, and seek to make A shield for thee of my own beating heart ; My voice shall ring distinct thro' trumpet bray Straight to the nation's heart, and it shall learn Again forgotten truths. I'll make a way For mercy in their souls, and they shall turn And pardon thee with shame and tears that burn ! Scene V. A Street. Crowd surrounding tumbril, on which Madame Elizabeth, calm and beautiful, is sitting on her way to the guillotine. 1ST CITIZEN. Louis is dead, the perjured queen is dead, And thou also wilt be with them, dead too. How friendly kisses our brave guillotine ! How loving are her lips ! she smiles on all, The dainty noble, the proud beauty — all Who seek her she receives, and welcomes them So warmly they've no taste for other joys. scene'v. A 'DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. 69 Elizabeth {wearily). Friend, I am ready, for no other joys Can ever glad me more ; my murdered Louis — My martyr'd sister, smiling, beckon me ; I hasten to their arms. Yet — taunt me not, Me, dying ; think — your own death-hour draws on, The future hides it yet, and lays bare mine, And I go forth to greet it with a smile, Ah, let it be in peace ! I pardon you [Shouts of women interrupt her, ' To the guillotine ! ' 2ND CITIZEN. 'Twere well the drums beat now, and drowned her voice, Lest she, with meek pathetic eyes, corrupt Our weaker brothers. [Buzot rushes through the crowd to the side of the tumbril, springs upon it and speaks passionately, while it rolls slowly on. BUZOT Oh citizens ! bid not the drums resound To drown her voice, which sounding angel clear In dark days past so often swept all hearts Into sweet music with its sympathy, Its pureness of full loving. Oh ! my friends, If each of you holds dear one human thing, As each of you must do, the man lives not Who brutal, hardened to the whole hard world, Keeps not still one soft fount of happiness, One little spot where flower of love up-springs, 70 A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. act iv. Tho' dry and empty of all nourishment Yet still a blossom, blessing him unknown, And holding in its beauty germs of good For the poor heart it dwells in. By this germ (The seed of heaven, but needing human rain Of opportunity to spring to life), Beseech you friends ! dear friends and countrymen, My brothers ! hear my voice that pleading deep For this one life, this helpless woman life, Still knocks at your heart-portals — let her eyes, Those meek pathetic wells of beauty, full Of mercy — pardon, pity, gentleness — Find echo in your souls — ah friends, dear friends, Spare her for my sake, brother in the fight For Liberty, and brotherhood ; dear friends, For my sake hearken ! 1ST CITIZEN. Guillotine him too, He speaks most traitor-like ; he too is one (Tho' prating glibly of fair Liberty, Friendship, and brotherhood) of that foul crew Whose captain, Louis, lately yielded up Polluted blood . . . tear down the traitor voice ! \_Shouts of ' Down with the traitor ! ' BUZOT. Nay, hear me brothers ! hear me ! but once more. 2ND CITIZEN. We will not hear thee, tremble for thyself, Who pities traitors, well may fall with them ; scene v. A DREAM OF 77IE GIRONDE. 71 Beware ! the people watch thee, thou art one Of that band whose brave words resound alone With no brave deeds to back them. legendre (hoarsely). Drummers, strike up and drown the voice of him A traitor to the people ! [Renewed shouting. Drums strike up, while Buzot with frantic gestures endeavours to pro- cure a hearing. MADAME ELIZABETH. I know you not, brave Frenchman, who have sought, With danger to your own, my life to save ; Poor thanks and prayers are all my fortunes leave To pay my debt of utter gratitude To that firm heart and eager stirring voice : Thanks ! thanks, dear friend ! I little thought to feel The glow of human greatness sweep my soul Clear of all petty sorrows at the end, And clothe me with the joy of sympathy To meet my God with. Now farewell, swift go : I trust a glorious life remains for you Who bravely have dared death. [Holds out her hand. BUZOT. I will not go. Perhaps .... Elizabeth (interrupting him). Say not ' perhaps ; ' ' perhaps ; no more Has any part for me ; if my commands, Which once were weighty, have not lost all charm 72 A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. act IV. They bore in days gone by, I conjure thee Swift leave me now ; — I would have no more thought, Even the purest, of mere earthly things : I would fix soul and spirit constantly Upon the heavenly bliss awaiting me. Suffering is blessed, easy to forgive When sin is absent from the suff'ring soul. My heart holds no place for the personal Small terror of itself, but brimmeth o'er With pity for the anguish which o'ertakes The one who sins, and forces heartlessly The cup of suff'ring to another's lips. — Farewell ! go, I command you \ and at once. buzot (sorrowfully pressing her hand). I go then, as you will, reluctantly. \Exit Buzot. Procession continues to move on, and disappears. Scene VI. Roland's House. Interior. Madame Roland. Enter Roland, Petion, Buzot, Brissot, Barbaroux, Vergniaud, &c. ROLAND. They seek to rob us of our last best gift, The firmness of our minds, which dare to raise Still in this madness voices of reproof Against the murderers of our Liberty : — scene vil. A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. 73 They seek to fright us with bare swords and words Of darkly hinted danger, but in vain ; — As Romans have we lived, and Romanly, If need be, we can die. We have no part (Since we resigned our Ministry) in death, Unless it be our own. Friends counsel flight, How think you, Petion ? Scene VII. Louvet rushes in pale and terror- stricken. LOUVET. Fly ! fly ! if you would live, 'tis your one chance. But now I entered under thick disguise The Jacobin Club chamber, and I heard Such hellish words, such most unnat'ral thoughts Of blood and fire, as made my trembling limbs Half shudder from their duty ; swift I came To warn you of your danger : linger not, Your blood shed by these murderers will be held A curse to our Republic, and will breed A race in horror to o'erthrow her state. Fly ! tarry not, e'en now methinks I hear The clash of swords, the jangling of fierce oaths, As those infernals, led by him, the fiend, (Cursed e'en by nature, mother of us all), That viper of the gutters, Marat ! he Who lives that he may slaughter and cut down All greater and more blessed than himself 74 A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. act iv. In beauty, intellect, and purity ! Oh tarry not, 'tis madness in such case, Time long enough to show your bravery When hope remains to guide you — but fly now ! [Petion walks coolly to the window and gazes out. BARBAROUX. Fly ? leave our other friends to such a fate ? Not I, for one ; I'd rather die with them Than live on, and in after years look back Upon this night, and think I saved myself By leaving friends to bear the penalty ! No, never will I fly ! They say each one Has at some single moment of his life The power to choose, and on that pivot hangs His life's renown, or high and holily To bear himself, or basely ; such he is For all years after as he makes himself At that one time-flash : and perchance to us That moment now has come — to choose, assert Our dignity in choosing, and make good Our oft-repeated promises ; — I choose To stay and die, on-fighting to the last ! [Sits down. petion {returning from the window calmly). Down pours the rain, 'twill cool our enemies, And bring their heated brains to calmer thoughts ; No fear for us to-night ; the patriot herd Like their warm shelter, and disdain to wet A sole of patriot foot ! Down pours the rain ; For this time we may rest, and calm disperse Unto our sep'rate dwellings ; so, good night. [Exit Pet i ox. SCENE vir. A DREAM OF THE GIROMDE. 75 vergniaud (sadly). Our hour is well-nigh come ; I feel the clouds Of threatening fate swift gath'ring, soon they close And hide blue heaven behind their inky folds ; Then falls the bolt, and cleaves a fiery way To waiting hearts, and withers them, and then Rebounds upon the hurlers, they will fall. I, close to death, see clearer than before ; I see the torrent raised, but never stilled, And bearing with its current friends and foes, Its leaders and its victims — on — on — on — Straight with resistless billows, reasonless And fetterless to death ! The end I see, The end of all things on the guillotine. — 'Tis the Republic's bitter fate to doom Her fairest children, her most loving sons, In blindness unto death :— an ancient saith, ' Whom the eternal gods hate and abhor They first make mad, and thus self-ruin them By their own madness : ' thus it is with her, Our loved Republic ; we have dreamed too much Perhaps of brotherhood and Liberty, Forgetting in our studies of old time The weak inglorious race, who living now, And aping young-world giants in their acts, But parody and drag them thro' the mire Of their base passions, powerless to see A man must be self-victor, ere he dare Impose his will on others. (After a pause.) Farewell friends ! Brissot, Buzot, and Barbaroux, are you For homeward turning? 7 6 A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. act iv. ALL THREE. Yes, we are— good-night, BUZOT to MADAME ROLAND. Clear hearts can sleep, while traitors watch and fear. [Exeunt the four. Scene VIII. Roland, Madame Roland. ROLAND. I feel a presage of this coming storm ; A most unusual languor weighs me down, And nails my spirit to its cross of pain : No torturing feeling that my own defects Have drawn this tempest on defenceless heads Maddens me with regret ; but that calm sigh The wisest cannot stifle, when on Death (Death present often in our thoughts and speech, But realised how seldom !) he must gaze ; Death, standing resolute, with hand upraised To strike him down— yet pausing ; 'tis that pause, And not the stroke, which shakes the firmest heart As mine is shaken now. MADAME ROLAND. Friend, calm thyself ; 'Tis no infirmity, but rather strength, That thou canst see, and calmly analyse scene ix. A DREAM OF THE CIRONDE. 77 Thy heart's new weakness ; weakness of the flesh — Thy never-quailing spirit shines above This human shudder, proving thee a man, Tho' noblest, still a man ; not merely hewn Emotionless and heartless from the stone. [A noise of people outside the door. Scene IX. Two Officers enter. 1ST OFFICER. We, under warrant, {showing a warrant) hasten to arrest You, Roland, traitor to this land : behold The pledge of our authority, and yield Yourself to us, resistance were most vain. Committee of the Revolution Have drawn this warrant ; look at it and see How plainly it commands you, and obey. roland (looking at the warrant). I yield not to your warrant, and deny Your vaunted power, and question utterly Authority you serve ; I will not yield. Return, and tell those traitors, Roland stands Firm by the constitution, and dares them To drag him from its shelter ! — I yield not. 7S A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. act IV. 2ND OFFICER. We are not messengers 'twixt you and they, But charged with your arrest. MADAME ROLAND. But are you charged With violent arrest ? Are your commands Merely to seize the traitor, or enforce With sword-point his attendance ? Answer that, Or your Committee may disown the deed And leave you with the burden. How say you ? 1ST OFFICER. Our warrant speaks not of resistance here In plain words certainly ; but still I think When traitors are at stake, 'tis no light thing To let them slip for quibble of a word, An oversight perhaps. MADAME ROLAND. Yet you must take This oversight upon you, and make good With your own heads his death, for taken alive This Roland will not be ; think you then well If you are warranted to murder him. 2ND OFFICER TO 1ST. 'Tis better that we seek a clearer, full, And more particular authority ; Thou know'st how ready men are now to leave scene IX. A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. 79 The burdens of their deeds on others' backs, And stand unyoked themselves. [Turning to Roland. We shall return. [Exeunt Officers. MADAME ROLAND. Return to find the threatened bird has flown To safer branches ! Now, my friend, indeed You must consent to shelter ; I will seek In the Convention justice ; and will win Safety for you ere long, but for the time You must take refuge in some fast retreat From which if fortune frowns, you swift can wing Your way from Paris to the Provinces, And there perhaps (who knows what future holds ? ) Set up our dreamed Republic in the South. Farewell my husband ! Fare— thee — very well ; We must part now, I trust to meet again, But fate lowers darkly. Let me see thee go, That I may feel (my mission failing there) That thou at least art safe. Oh fare — thee — well ! [Takes his hand. Roland draws her towards him a?id kisses her. ROLAND. I go. Farewell, my most dear loving wife, The truest friend, and sweetest comforter, A man e'er gloried in ! I'll to our friends And warn them of this peril ; they must fly If danger darkens. (Goes out.) [Madame Roland, hastily throwing a shawl over her shoulders, follotvs i?i a few moments. 80 A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. act iv. Scene X. Street before the Tuileries, where the Convention held its sittings, doors closed; crowds of armed men no longer shouting, but sullenly muttering and lounging about ; an occasional cry ' To the Guillotine ! ' is heard. Enter Madame Roland, her head bare, the shawl dung over her light dress; she hurriedly walks tip to the closed doors and tries to enter. 1ST citizen. You seek to enter those closed doors in vain ; The country is in danger, and that cry Has swelled the tocsin's knell, and locked those doors, That patriots privately may concert means To obviate the peril. — Who art thou ? [Madame Roland turns from the door and slowly walks away, saying nothing, but gazing sadly at the lowering groups. 2ND citizen. She dare not answer ; I suspect that face, It looks not like our Marat and his friends : Shall we pursue, and drag her by the hair Unto the guillotine ? What say you, friends ? 3RD CITIZEN. Twill kiss her soon enough without our hands To urge the rolling wheel ; her very air Of gazing straight with deep unflinching eyes Speaks aristocrat plainly, and will count Enough for Marat ; we may spare our toil. \_G roups pass on sullenly muttering. scene xi. A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. Si Scene XI. — Roland's House. Madame roland {entering alone). It was in vain then that I trusted still In Liberty's strong shield ; 'tis pierced thro' With darts and arrows of men's tyrant wills, And powerless to guard. — Thank heaven at least My husband is in safety — he must fly From this mad Paris hastening to her fall ; And they, our friends, must fly, our brave young band, Devoted hearts, and souls, born to aspire To Liberty star-crowned ! And he my friend, Whom still with that weak woman-heart of mine I willingly could cling to ; he must go — The echo of my soul, my heart expressed In manhood's type — whose tender voice and thought I ever felt thrill me with a glow Of heaven's rapture ; tho' his uttered words Spoke like mine own of friendship, it was love Yea, love flame-pinioned, which flashed thro' our speech The commonest, and lit it with the glow Our hearts know once, no more ; which darkened We never can relight ! Calm love, indeed, And high-toned duty may fill up the void And give us a pure life, contented, brave, And nobly self-denying \ but the glow W T hich shone but once, and sharpened in its light Our rapture nigh to anguish, lighting up The highest peaks of life, and making clear A pathway to the stars, returns no more : Ah ! happy they who dare enjoy the gleam, G A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. act IV. And steep their souls in it, and carry it Undarkened to the end ! Some are so blessed The mystic glow comes spring-like, whispering With song of birds, and brooklet's murmuring, And fills their chainless hearts ; and they enjoy (Unknowing half their bliss) pure happiness ! But some, and such my fate, are cast upon A solitary shore, and, down the far Of heaven's distant blueness, see the glow, While wide between roll swelling ocean waves Of duties, fetters — banishing the light, And leaving dreams alone of what might be ! [She leans back wearily and falls asleep. Scene XII. A knock is heard at the door repeated twice or thrice. Madame roland {starting up half awake). What sound was that ? [Knocking again heard. Who knocks? At this hour too — Enter, whoe'er you be. [Two Officers enter. 1ST OFFICER. Where is Roland? Our duty is now plain, ' Arrest the man, At sword-point if need be : ' behold the words. MADAME ROLAND. He is not here ; I know not where he is. scene xni. A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. 83 2ND OFFICER. Look at this other warrant, 'tis for you ; You must prepare, and swiftly, to return A traitress to the prison ; and your house, Your goods, and treasures, we sign with the seal Of the Committee. [Begins sealing up desks, ete. MADAME ROLAND. If I deny your warrant, and refuse To leave my house ? 1ST OFFICER. We straight must drag you thence ; No choice, Madame, better come quietly ; You can retire, and bid all due farewells ; We will await you here ; but tarry not, We've other labours, ere the morning breaks. [Exit Madame Roland ; the Officers continue sealing up every things ruen t he piano. Scene XIII. Re-enter Madame Roland with little Marie and Nurse carrying a small bundle. madame roland (to the Nurse aside). Leave not my child one instant, until safe You place her in— her arms ; she will receive My treasure as a sacred trust, and hold g 2 S4 A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. act iv. Her, till I can reclaim. If nevermore, Alas ! [Pressing Marie tenderly to her bosom and kissing her.) My darling, may our God send down A double share of mother-love to her For my poor orphan ; oh my little one, The hardest pang is this ! Kiss me, my sweet, And twine thy little arms round mother's neck — And so farewell — my child — my own — farewell ! [Puts her down gently ; the child, frightened at the Officers and her mother's tears, begins to cry. MADAME ROLAND (to Nurse). Take her away ; poor little love ! Too young And tender for such scenes, lull her to sleep, And tarry not with first blush of the morn To carry her to (pauses) safety. I will write A few words of farewell to go with her. [Sits down to the table and writes. ist officer (aside). Treason perhaps, 'neath friendship's frippery. I must examine. (Aloud to Madame Roland.) You must give the name Of her, or him, you write to ; in such times, When treason lurks behind the simplest words, Suspicion is abroad ; write down the name. MADAME ROLAND. I will not. 1ST OFFICER. Then my duty plainly is scene xiii. A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. 85 To tear up that fair letter : will you say To whom it is addressed ? MADAME ROLAND. No ; I will tear It into fragments rather ! (Tears tip the letter.) {To the Nurse) Well, you know All I would say. Goodbye, my faithful friend ! I leave my heart's best jewel in your care. \_Exit Nurse weeping and carrying the child ; Madame Roland 7vatches them go, sighs deeply, then turning to the Officers. I wait your escort. [ ist Officer takes her bundle and signs to her to follow ; she docs so, 2ND Officer following behind. 86 A DREAM OF THE G1R0NDE. act v. ACT V. Scene I. — The Prison. Madame Roland alone, reading ; she presently lays down her book and speaks wearily. Thro' countless weary days has time rolled on And stranded me, half hopeless, on the shore Of gloomy prison life ; my trust, once bright, Of swift release, and triumph of the right, And Liberty's return, has worn away Itself to a mere shadow, and to-day All hope, all trust, seem but an empty dream. (Sighs sadly.) I read long since (I hardly know how long: Tis centuries by heart beats) of my friends Forced to take refuge in the Provinces, Or captive in their dwellings, waiting there The sentence of their virtues, counted crimes By Liberty's oppressors — oh, I yearn With longing inexpressible to know Their fate ! — My friends of happy days long past ! My husband has escaped at least arrest, But homeless wanders, far from wife and child, And wearily bears ever vain regrets For Liberty cast down — I cannot bear [Rises and paces hastily np and down. SCENE II. A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. 87 This torture of uncertainty. How long Will the dull hours slow drag themselves away Unto that one I wait for, which shall give Or death, or life, I reck not — so 'tis sure ! Scene II. Enter Madame Bonchaud. MADAME BONCHAUD. Friend (I may call you so, for sympathy Knows no fictitious barriers, and can scale With grand yet tender wing the dungeon tower, And dare all peril, or content can bask With equal joy in safety), I am come The bearer of good news : 'tis sweet for me That fortune should make possible to one Who loves, but never hopes with feeble steps Of merely loving to attain the height Unconsciously you bloom on, to give proof Of boasted friendship with my captive friend By leading to her presence one of those Whose glowing souls, strung high for Liberty, Made rapturous with glory other days. Buzot, your friend, has prayed me fervently To overlook all orders, and admit Him to your prison. MADAME ROLAND. Humbly do you speak Of my one solace ; friendship sweeter far 88 A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. act v. As the poor prison blossom, than as when It bloomed a rare exotic courting me, While warm the sun, and calm and blue the sky, But fading into nothingness when storms Had swept away my shelter. Ah ! dear friend, Your pure unselfishness in serving me Raises your loving soul above the heights You place me on ; — as far above my heart As heaven's arch is over human brows ! — Where is Buzot ? Ah where ? He should be far Away from here ere now ; I fear for him So well-known in his greatness. Bid him come. Scene III. Exit Madame Bonchaud. /;; a few moments enter Buzot. Madame Roland rises and gives him her hand silently, which he as silently holds while they gaze sadly at each other, too much affected to speak for some moments. MADAME ROLAND. Buzot, 'tis madness thus to beard grim Death In his own stronghold ; Paris is no place For one who loves not slaughter. Liberty, Our Liberty, our aim, is now brought down To a mere formula of ' guillotine.' — Why hast thou come to me ? I cannot say Half that I would, too full and sad my heart ; Thou knowest my soul's wish, oh tell me swift — scene ill. A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. 89 Our friends, my husband — tell me — what their fate ? Those tragic eyes speak death — see, I am calm ; Life is so short for me, that I can bear Ages of suffering pressed into a day. Speak then. buzot {wildly). That I should be the one sought out By irony of fate to anguish thee ! Oh God, 'tis torture ! Angel ! you are calm — I see it, as when queen of Girondists You held your court, and each one of our band Enshrined you in his heart, religion — Love, Liberty in one. MADAME ROLAND. Speak not of them In days gone by, but tell me of their fate. BUZOT. Then know, the people frantic in its rage, Lashed into madness by Marat, and he That Judas of our band, Robespierre, Surged menace-high thro' Paris and required Their truest friends should be resigned to them To wreak their fury on ; and twenty-two The bravest and most noted were decreed To stand their trial for treason — some indeed, With timely warning fluttered from the trap, Among them Roland, Barbaroux, Louvet, And Petion — where they wander I know not, But our brave South is friendly :— for the rest They were imprisoned, but their mighty hearts go A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. act v. Gave not one shudder, and the brotherhood (By Vergniaud their voice) when brought to trial Spoke with such fiery, burning eloquence That tears and mercy sprang from stony ground — The people cried for pity ; and their cause Was well-nigh won. Alas ! the transient gleam Of brighter fortune passed, and Vergniaud Was silenced ; then triumphantly they doomed The whole band to destruction ! — Calm, unmoved The heroes heard their fate — with one accord They raised their ringing voices mightily With ' Long live our Republic ! ' One alone As in a swoon down-fell, and voiceless lay ; It was Valaze, whose fierce love was touched With martyr longing ; who had joyed to brave A willing death for Liberty : they found, \\ Tien with soft hands and tender they had raised His fallen body, that brave heart was stilled For ever ; pierced he lay with dagger yet Warm with his life-blood, clasped in failing hand, And martyr rapture of embraced death Upon his pallid brow : — the gaze on him Strung to more vivid tension their tuned souls, And with triumphant mien and heightened brows They took their march to death — high rose the song, The voice of Revolution in its flow Resistless surging on, the Marseillaise, Flooded the streets they passed : — as one by one, The voices failed (the greedy guillotine Stifling their sweetness into a death-gasp), Louder and firmer chanted still unmoved The ever-lessening band ; — Brissot alone scene in. A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. 91 At length stood singing, and with triumph song He, smiling, met his death. — No more remains To tell or hear ; — I glory to belong To such a band ; tho' Girondists no more May realise their visions, freedom now Can never die, while tongue lives that can speak Of such sublimity ! — A martyr's blood Builds ever firmer, with cement of faith Made manifest in death, its edifice, And our Republic glorious shall arise From ashes of her errors, purified, Made perfect by her woe, and her sons' love. You can inspire with that flame-winged soul A band more blest, more fortunate than we, And o'er our martyrs' sacrificial dust Build Liberty's fair temple, flawless, new, And wholly indestructible ! For this I came to-day, to urge your swift escape, In my name, to our friends ; means I have found Which shall convey you safely unto them. Hasten to fly, no time is now to lose. MADAME ROLAND. You raise my soul on heroism's wing Beyond death to eternity; and then Would drag it down to meanness. Not in vain Our friends' sublime example ; I will fall As firmly as they fell for Liberty. Seek not to turn my mind; the pyramids Were easier hewed down than I escape, Escape, and leave my loving tender friend, The only solace of my dungeon life, 92 A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. act v. And thee, the brightener of my happy hours, The strengthener of my soul, my spirit's star, To suffer in my stead ? Listen, Buzot ; You cannot think me poor enough for this ! You shall not hold me low enough for this ! BUZOT. Low ? poor ? My nature's queen, I hold you poor ? You cannot see my heart, how fervently I cherish you, the angel of my soul, My life's good genius ! I can ne'er forget The weakness once you pardoned, and made me Look thro' the mist of passion, and see clear Behind the moment's longing, noble thoughts, And higher aims for seeking ; — if indeed I have done aught worth mem'ry, 'tis to you, To you alone, I owe it ; I am blessed In that my fate denying me all else Has given me the precious privilege Of dying at your side. You will net fly ? I also will remain — 'tis better so — I am content — nay, chide not — I am firm Unmoved as your own soul. MADAME ROLAND {firmly). 'Tis frenzy, thus To jest at human barriers ; while they stand We may o'erlook, but never can ignore : Their shadow darkens every path in life, While with their fetters cobweb fine and soft They hold society in union, tho' They cripple some, yet to the general flock scene in. A DREAM OF THE GIROXDE. 93 They prove most strong protection, and hold back The spoiler from his prey with iron bands Of what will the world think ? or say ? or do ? Were you my brother, ah, how willingly I could cling to your side ; or were that name Of closer union yours — but as it is, Tho' my heart feels the sweetness and leaps up In eagerness to drink at friendship's spring ; Yet my firm soul denies it, and casts down The sparkling draught, sweet, yes, but poison- charged ! — No, Buzot, you must fly ; in other lands Pursue the aims you strove for in your own, And find in other eyes the gift you seek But vainly here in mine. Death is too near For any self-deception. I may say Without a blush, had life been different I could have loved you, and for love resigned All other thought, or hope, or aim, but you — If this be any comfort, take it now. We never meet again ; farewell, Buzot ! \He makes gestures of dissent. Nay, strive not, you must leave me ; I have need To send some papers of great moment, swift Unto my husband ; you must fly, and bear Them safely to his hands. Farewell, Buzot ! [ Gives him a packet. Remember all our aims, and strive for truth, For Liberty and freedom, to the end. Farewell again. Farewell ! farewell ! I pray For my own sake, oh leave me ! leave me now. \Falls exhausted into a chair and covers her eyes 94 A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. act v. with her hand. Buzor kneels down at her side and kisses the other hand. BUZOT. Farewell my star ! I go to do thy will, But I return, to rescue thee or die ! [Exit Buzot. Scene IV. Madame Roland remains motion/ess for a short time, then raises herself and speaks, brokenly at first, but waxing clear and strong as her thoughts change. MADAME ROLAND. So the last pang is over, and now I Must fortify myself to stand before The murderers of my friends and Liberty With unmoved presence, dauntless in their sight, And hear unflinching basest calumnies Hurled on my name. Yet I am strong to bear, And I will show a woman can be brave, Tho' standing shelterless in the fierce heat Of tyrants' passions ; let them do their worst ! I can but die ; they rob me of my life, But that eternal thirst for Liberty, That high endeavour for humanity, That striving to make clear to human hearts The lowness of their aims, and in the strife To lighten them enlightening my own With flash of inspiration which all work — scene iv. A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. 05 The humblest, and the lowest as men hold With arbitrary will that sets a bound To work a gentleman may venture on, And yet not soil his hands, while baser clay Must toil in lower fields ; all work I say, If truly laboured at with heart and soul, Not merely superficial dallying, Brings inspiration to the labourer And blesses him with sense of comforting, And crown of satisfaction ; so he sees The eternal gods in common daily things, And clearly reads in wayside flower and leaf A higher truth, a sweeter sense of right, Of all due balancing of properties, And true proportion which is beauty's law — Than any gentleman who lounges on Thro' life ; too grand he thinks (poor brainless fool) To mar those fair white hands with labouring, Or tan the pale skin on his snowy brow By sweat of work and sunlight's wandering. — I feel that I have toiled, and now the time Has almost come when I can toil no more, But this sweet sense of full accomplishment They cannot take away ; they can but doom Me to a swifter glory. — I am strong, Yea eager, for the combat. — I will plead With all my strength, and Liberty shall light Me now, as ever, to the goal of life. 96 A DREAM OF THE CIRONDE, act v. Scene V. Jailor enters. JAILOR. They call for you, and wait below to lead You to the Tribunal. Will you descend ? MADAME ROLAND. Yes, gladly ; yield me but a moment's grace ; I'm still enough the woman to take count Of ruffled hair, and carelessness of dress, Or misplaced ribbon 'mid life's tragedy. Bid them wait for me but a little time, I will attend them willingly. JAILOR. I will. [Exit. Scene VI. Madame Roland retires to an inner room and quickly returns dressed in white, her long dark hair floating in carls over her shoulders. MADAME ROLAND. Now I am ready. 'Tis a foolish thought, A vestige of life's childhood, to connect The white robe with a sense of innocence; And so the prejudice, or vanity, scene vil. A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. 97 I know not which, has led me in this hour, This supreme hour of fate, to don the garb Which speaks of childhood and of purity. jailor (re-entering) I grieve to hasten you. Will you descend ? The officers refuse to tarry more. MADAME ROLAND. I will. Tho' death awaits me, yet I go With no weak trembling ; no fear of my fate, But glory far beyond it guides me now. [Exeunt Madame Roland and Jailor. Scene VII. The Tribunal President, seated ; various Members of Revolutionary Committee ; Public Accuser. Enter Madame Roland behind the bar of the accused. PUBLIC ACCUSER. This woman, Marie Roland, is accused Of plotting treason with the Girondists Against our liberties ; to seize the power, And guide the reeling vessel of the State Into the quicksands of their party ends. She holds communion with those traitors, and Is cognisant of where the rebels lurk. — I therefore on these pleas do summon her To this Tribunal to show cause and proof Why death be not awarded to her crimes. H 98 A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. act v. PRESIDENT. Speak, Marie Roland, answer if you can. madame roland, in a firm and clear voice, with dignified yet enthusiastic gestures, speaks. I count these accusations, and these crimes With which you charge me, glory ; and declare I have no feeling I should blush to own With all the world for witness. — Well I know You count my union with the Girondists The blackest of my deeds ; 'tis that alone Of which I am accused ; T joy to hear Such honour from your lips, and openly Confess the proudest of my life's fair gifts Was friendship of this Gironde, whose high aims And noble struggles for true Liberty, And our Republic's welfare, such as ye, Who strive alone for empire and not right, Cannot appreciate, or comprehend. Think not, I, helpless, here by force was drawn. No : friends were true, and would have made for me A passage of escape, but that I scorned To take advantage of their friendliness And lure them into danger ; I saw well The path of duty, honour, led me here ; Duty, in that I would not injure those In whose care I was placed, who changed for me A prison to a home, and solaced me For loss of freedom, by the countless small But sweet'ning daily actions which make life scene vii. A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. 99 A blessing or a curse : honour — in that If I had fled, the low malicious tongues Of stinging insects, waiting warily To note each flaw, each weakness, would have seized The moment, too propitious to be lost, To sting away my fair fame, and make black, With double meanings and contemptuous ' ifs,' My innocence and truth. — I stand alone And helpless in your hands, yet tremble not, Nor shrink before my doom. My country needs One more example, and I offer it Myself, with willing heart, and leave to you Completion of a sacrifice, for which The victim was self-offer'd : — afterwards, When calmer days have cooled the people's blood, They may turn, and reproach you with my death ; A woman's death, whose only crimes were these : That having friends whose faithfulness she knew, She scorned betrayal ; — and to mighty truth Her homage rendered, tho' death was the price ! — But souls like mine, who commune with the great Of other ages, see beyond their own ; And heed not in the bright'ning future's light The darkness of the present ; — noble hearts Forget themselves, and in the growing might Their sacrificial blood gives to the race They die for, find their best reward, — and I Am ready thus to fall ! Oh may I be The last of those who conquer human love, And frailty, by the strength of intellect, And mount unmoved the scaffold guilt and fear Have doomed them to ! H 2 ioo A DREAM OF THE G1R0NDE. act v. PRESIDENT. We still may pardon you, If you declare with accurate and true Description Roland's hiding-place. You know ( How should you not ?) his refuge ; answer then. MADAME ROLAND. There is no law which forces human hearts To sacrifice the nature in their depths, And tear out all the clinging loveliness Of earth's affections ; — if I know, or not, My husband's refuge, that you well may judge, But never from my lips shall sound proceed Which brings him into danger. — I can die, Despising, scorning death ! yea, limb from limb Can be torn at your pleasure ; but in vain You strive to wring from my resolved mind The utterance of weakness. You but know The anguish of the body, nor can dream What noble souls feel well, that fleshly pain The most intense and vivid you can give, Yea, pressed down till the poor humanity Sinks quailing into nothingness, — is naught Compared with that dread torture of the mind Which feels that it has sinned, and cast away Its heritage for safety. PRESIDENT. Then, since you, With obdurate proud will, disdain to yield Your country service, by revealing here scene vin. A DREAM OF HIE GIRONDE. ioi The lurking-place of traitors, we must doom You to submit to chastisement of crimes ; E'en death, for treason against Liberty. You, Marie Roland, we condemn to die ! MADAME ROLAND. You crown me with your doom ! I joy to hold The hand of fellowship in death with those (The noble hearts, the most undaunted souls) You counted worthy death ; and I shall strive To die like them, unmoved and willingly. — We prove our right to liberty, who dare Courageously meet death. [Curtain faffs. Scene VIII. The Prison. Madame Roland atone, cafm and resofved. Her voice changes as the changing thoughts sweep across her mind. MADAME ROLAND. To-morrow then I die ; yet I feel calm, As if the weary days were dragging on Still to an unknown bourne ; as if my mind Saw stretching far in fading distant blue Long years of living, and not one short night. E'en yet I cannot realise how near The great awak'ning is ; and dimly feel A shadow fading into brightening Of soul and mind, half fetterless from flesh ; 102 A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. act v And know, yet cannot grasp, a mighty truth The veil of life (transparent at the end) Still keeps behind its folds, yet half reveals. Farewell sweet life, farewell ! However good and fair Thou now dost seem to me, Yet I must from thee tear Myself, not willingly, But of compulsion ; And yet I weep not now As those who fear to die, Ah no ; the fear of death Has long ago gone by, And I can yield my breath With no impulsion To 'scape from these bare walls. — The grief that o'er me falls Is personal no more, But fully abstract now, For I have reached the door Which opens to death's hand, And with no sinking brow Can wholly understand What I before but dreamed, Tho' my dim visions seemed An echo from that shore I tread now evermore. Thoughts flood my soul, beyond control Of language, spring they winged to speech ; Oh give me time, in measured rhyme That I may leave them, I beseech ! SCENE vin. A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. 103 Ah ! I have fought with word and thought For glorious, sacred Liberty ; And from my youth have sought out truth And grasped the noble and the free. My life is sweet ; and tiny feet Make music in its quiet halls. My husband's voice bids me rejoice, And softer on my spirit falls Than angel's tone ; but now alone They lead me forth to die with morn, And he is far who was my star And soon will tread this earth forlorn. We had a dream, and like a stream Of glory from the sky it fell, To give this earth a second birth, And lo ! it proves a funeral knell. And yet I know, tho' now I go A martyr for that dream's decline, There shines a morn (yet to be born) When my vain dream a truth will shine ! We are not merely shadows in the motion Of star that links to star, Incapable of personal emotion — Just tossed down from afar ; No ; in each one there lives a will sufficing To guide him to his goal, If he but scorn the world's vain voice enticing Him to deny his soul. Each in himself contains his own fruition, Each to perfection tends, If he but follow Nature's pure tuition, Which inspiration lends 104 A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. act v. To each true heart who follows her kind leading ; She never can betray, But ever higher mind and spirit feeding With thoughts of perfect day, Of perfect knowledge, perfect peace abiding — Life's mysteries no more In souls prophetic, agonies providing While groping at the door ; The door which death alone can fully open, Tho' sometimes from afar A radiance gleameth, very faint and broken As from a distant star : It shineth now on me ; and yet one thought Will dim its brightness. Ah ! my fair young child, How will the harsh world treat thee when I'm gone? Will it press down a crown of thorns on thee To crush out thy brow's brightness ? Will it curse The Roman spirit in thy brave young heart (Thy Roman father's gift), and make thee drink The vinegar and gall prepared for those Who dare unveil its falsehoods ? — who can say? — Perchance thy path may be 'mid the deep grass Of life's low pasture lands, o'ershaded e'er By stately trees ; not envying their state, But joying in their shadow ; while the flowers Which gem thy life are simple, yet so sweet They drown all thought of wider, higher blooms : The daisy's golden eye is thy life's star, And homely murmur of the breeze-blown blades Lulls thee to slumber, while unheard above Rolls on the stately music of the spheres, Unknown to thee, and therefore undesired. — scene viii. A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. 105 I cannot wholly wish that thine should be A lot like this, and yet — 'tis happiest, As common minds count bliss. The poet soul Alone can soar, and fully knowing still The beauty of the low, and all the bliss Found in the shadow, yet dares seek the high, All careless of the glare which burns his soul Into a keener glory by its pain ; And gives him for the earthly laurel wreath A crown of suffering : — while life's homely joys, The pleasure of the green grass, zephyr-stirred — The violet's meek perfume — tender sounds Of streamlet rippling, and the low of kine — And thousand twinkling joys of wayside life, Are his to feel, to glad in, and to sing — But never to enjoy ; his poet heart Sees but the poetry, and never tastes (It cannot, 'tis impossible) the prose : Thank heaven it is impossible ! A soul Tuned to the stars could never make its home Where clasping bind-weed hides the heaven's blue, And rises just so high as loving hearts Support it, but again falls to the earth, And twines itself content round stone, or twig, Or common wreck of life ; — wilt thou be thus, My daughter? Oh my darling, may thy path, Howe'er it be, ne'er leave bright truth's highway ! And may'st thou, like thy mother, gladly fall For Liberty and right ! May thoughts of death Be powerless to turn thy heart away From following, honour-led, thy father's aim ! Oh God, send down all blessings on my child, 106 A DREAM OF THE CIRONDE. act v. My own, own child, my darling ! and make her Worthy her name, her country, and her God ! — I leave her in Thy hands ; my faith is sure, Tho' sav'ring not of dogmas harshly held By canting priest and persecuting Church ; No ! the eternal spirit, fetterless, And boundless in its flight as the wide arch Of unimaginable space above, Bearing sun, moon, and stars within our ken As but an atom in its boundlessness, Can never be chained down to one alone Of countless lights in this dark world of ours ! The Church's kindly beams are shed around, And in their little circle make a glow To warm tired hearts by, who with youthful haste Have torn themselves in struggles with mankind, Or bruised their wings with combats in the dark Of yet unfledged spirits — childish souls Have need of childish nourishment ; — I say This not with scorn, or with the pride of one Who thinks herself above such comforting, But as a truth — slow-dawning— still a truth : — For those without the circle of the Church, Souls star-aspiring, needing earthly props No more to reach the heavens, her little light Seems glimmering but to make more visible The darkness of her path : — for those, I hold, Who bear within their spirits evidence Of their high destiny, nor need a man Far lesser than themselves (in that his mind Feeds on the leavings of past greater souls Who long ago saw truth, and left a sign SCENE vin. A DREAM OF THE GIROXDE. 107 Of what she said to them ; but not to bind The coming hearts, but merely indicate, The mind must from itself evolve its gods Or follow blindly false ones !) to make clear God's will to them (a lesser god than they); For these to bow their shoulders to the yoke Were merely mockery, and 1 held it so ; And struggled free from Church, and creed, and priest, But not from God ; no ! My immortal soul Knew that its inspiration dwelt not here ; And looking round on nature, saw with eyes Clear opened to behold, each plant, and bird, Or humble creeping life, slow-working still On to a definite end with no false aim, But merest germ of longing in a shoot To twine round something, teaching it to turn In subtle revolution, seeking rest, Until it finds completion, when again Its journey is repeated, on, on, on, The ceaseless striving of humanity In lower type clear-speaking — so my mind Raised step by step, and strengthening as it grew Towards the stars, by study of the earth, Felt that its yearnings must like nature's throbs Speak possibilities of inner life Out-blossoming some time ; and cast about In twining convolutions (like the shoot) To find support for climbing ; and drew forth From treasure store of boundless intellect, An image (faint and dim, but growing still More bright and clear, for gazing of clear eyes) Of that eternal, reigning loveliness ; io8 A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. act v. Truth manifest — yea, God !— such is my faith ; And having this sublime belief, shall I Tremble to die ? a moment's agony, Too great a price to pay for endless bliss ? No ; I feel raised above all human pain, My spirit e'en now soars, and with foretaste Of dreams' fulfilment, scoffs at earthly bands. Would that the hour were come ! I could die now With rapture ! May my soul resigned and calm Thus bear herself to-morrow ! I will rest This weary body, lest its humanness Drag down my spirit at the final hour. Sleep, sweet and gentle, under thy kind wing I shelter me ; be merciful, and swift Waft all my waiting into strengthening. [Speaks towards the end slowly and drowsily, then gradually falls back asleep. Scene IX. Street with guillotine erected. On one side gigantic statue of Liberty. Executioner ; scattered groups of people with sullen brows occasionally muttering dis- contentedly. Tumbril appears in sight, -with Madame Roland and an Old Man. Madame Roland in white as at the Tribunal; Old Man stretching out his hands to the people. old man. Oh brothers, save me ! I am old, and weak, I cannot injure you, oh let me live ! scene IX. A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. 109 I dare not die, I fear — I cannot die ! Oh brothers, be but merciful this once, And spare my old defenceless, harmless life ! 1ST CITIZEN. Some sport is here — a man afraid to die ; The first one of the batch ! Let's follow him. 2ND citizen to Old Man. A life like yours (so very near its close) Would never pay for saving ; but at least We will see last of you. [To 3RD citizen] Keep close, keep close. 3RD CITIZEN. How the crowd presses ! 'tis the woman there Who draws all eyes upon her. MADAME ROLAND (to Old Man). Friend, why fear To close your span of life ? one moment more Or less of living cannot conquer death ; In Nature's course you must have perished soon ; Calm yourself then ; 'tis but an instant's pain, With everlasting rest beyond the stroke. I too shall die — my doom is first to fall. Look on me, do I tremble ? be a man ! You must have looked on death with unmoved eye In battle-fields ere now. OLD MAN. Aye, that I have ! But this slow-growing horror strikes me down, I IO A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. act v. I cannot conquer it.— You die the first, And will not see the anguish of my fall ; But I shall feel the quivering of your heart As the knife falls, and doubly suffer death, In witnessing, ere I can suffer it ! MADAME ROLAND. You fear to see my spirit quail at last, And nature shrink at the dread agony ? Ah friend, my strength is greater ; I can bear To see you fall, nor sigh— and then calm mount The scaffold and firm die :— your turn shall be The first then. Courage ! die for Liberty Without a groan ; 'tis but a moment's pang. [Old Man falls back with a sob of relief. Tum- bril stops at the foot of the guillotine. Executioner advances to Madame Roland. EXECUTIONER. Being a woman, 'tis your privilege To suffer death the first. MADAME ROLAND. But I would choose To waive that privilege, and render up My turn to this poor man : let him die first. EXECUTIONER. I cannot change my orders for a whim. MADAME ROLAND. But can you have the heart to take from me scene ix. A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. in My woman's right of choosing? 'tis the last Of my free actions, do not then deny Me the poor granting of a woman's wish. Lead this man tenderly ; so old and weak With fighting battles for his murderers ; And hasten to abridge the agony Weak souls feel in suspense. [Executioner half unwillingly turns to Old Man and takes hold of his arm \ Old Man does not move. EXECUTIONER. Come, waken now ; You soon will sleep enough. {Shakes him roughly.} Why ! what is this? He's dead already ; I may spare my toil. {Drops his arm, Old Man falls motionless to the ground. To Madame Roland.) You have your privilege against your will. MADAME ROLAND. Poor human creature ! he has gone to rest ; The fear of death has stifled in his heart All power of life. {To Executioner.) I thank you for the grace You rendered me, tho' vain. [She mounts the sea fold with a firm undaunted step, and turning towards the statue of Liberty, gravely bows. MADAME ROLAND {to statue). Farewell my goddess ! I shall greet this mom True Liberty unveiled : — her image here, 112 A DREAM OF THE GIRONDE. act v. Standing with calm unruffled brow to see The death of all who loved her, is a type Of earthly Liberty, set up to cloke The basest crimes with plausibility ! Yet, Liberty, thou blessest with thy look Of high resolve, and dauntless suffering, My dying hour ; I have lived as thy child, And die now as thy martyr ! Farewell life ! [ Curtain falls as she stands with clasped hands, and eyes tipraised to the statue. POEMS THE STAR- GOD. The moonlight lay calm on the folded mountains, And touched their whiteness with silver shine ; The breezes swept o'er the echoing fountains ; Earth's whispered beauty looked half divine : And the star-god, gazing while onward singing His chariot rolled thro' the ether's blue, Felt a dream-like yearning to hear the ringing Of earth-bells lost from that distant view. He knew but the moonlight rapture of beauty, Nor dreamed of the darkness ere the morn ; For right is desire, and pleasure is duty, In that fair world to which he was born : So leaving the glory, and music blisses He ever tasted, so never knew, He slid down the rapturous clinging kisses Of breezes moon-driven the blueness thro'. A shadow of sorrow, a dim regretting (As moment's darkness on moon's fair light) Fell over his spirit, as onward setting His will in his wings, he took his flight. I 2 Ii6 THE STAR-GOD. He passed thro' the dreamy stillness, swift-weaving Such visions of earth-love rapture clear As only are known in the world he was leaving, And cannot even be dreamed of here. He floated away, while his star grew dimmer, And sighed its chorus with waning voice, As the spheres rolled on, and its weeping glimmer, Was lost, since its god had made his choice ; And chosen the sad-browed earth for his dwelling, Forsaking his glory, love, and star ; The white clouds marvelled, and wept in the telling, With rain down-falling on us afar. But the star-god recked not the tender weeping Of clouds, his friends in the days gone by ; Still onward he slid thro' the moonlight, keeping His watch on the earth, forgetting the sky. At last on the mountain's fair silver foldings, That mystic fretwork of light and shade, He thought he could trace clear his dim beholdings ; And passion of fragrant wings delayed. But as his chilled feet the sharp coldness tasted (Earth's coldness piercing through heaven's dreams) Of the snow peaks for whose sake he had hasted From star-world rapture, and angel beams, A doubt struck his soul with prophetic warning, That earth might be fair, yet hard and cold ; THE STAR-GOD. 117 For moonlight was fading, and cloudy dawning Half froze the fragrance of star-wings' fold. • Oh hills, whose wild beauty, my spirit's longings For something beyond its tasted bliss, Answered with dreamy yet far wafting songings Which spoke to me clear with breeze's kiss ; ' Did my soul receive your dim message wrongly? Speak to me now, I have come to you ; For my heart is sad, and my pinions strongly Flutter to soar the moonlight thro'.' The star-god listened for answer, deep-pleading With glorious sadness of his eyes, While the silver faded ; and sun rose, leading Morn to her place 'mid the darkling skies. Then the mountains quivered, and half-revealing Beneath the realist sun their brows, With no moonlight glory of poet healing To hide the bareness which night allows : Said sadly : ' Oh star-god, no word or whisper Came from us floating to you afar ; It might be the streamlet, the valley's lisper, Whose voice reached thro' space, your distant star : ' Seek not in silence of mountains, upraising Their heads to listen against the sky, But in prattling plains for ever praising Their greenness and beauty, with no sigh u8 THE STAR-GOD. ' For the heights they reach not, nor in their vision Dream of reaching; too lowly their soul; It is but a high mind whose prevision Can seek the high in its wishecl-for goal ! 1 Too great our wild longing, and patient yearning For something we know not, yet can feel Is waiting in space for our future learning, But which must be known ere it can heal : ' Too mighty our patience for word of wailing, Rapture of beauty, or song of love ; Calm, unmoved and sublime, with never-failing Expectant peaks we gaze on above. •' Seek in the valley the streamlet's low tinkle, Murmuring " follow me " to its shore ; Or seek the wide ocean whose brow no wrinkle Bears on its fairness for evermore.' The star-god listened, and calm at the ending With wondering brow he gazed below To the plain, and with footsteps slow descending And longings cast upward did he go. Green lay the valley, with bright sunlight waking Over each dew-laden leaf and bloom ; While the birds rejoicing greeted morn breaking, Which spake to them but of conquered gloom ; And the star-god knew that their voices gladdened A scene of beauty, and hoped again, THE STAR-GOD. 119 With a soul rebounding from words that saddened To find his dream of the mountains vain : And he sang with the magic rhythm of glory The stars repeat to each passing cloud : ' Ah little birds, tell me the joyous story I heard in my distant world, and loud Echoing thro' all the brightness and wonder Of boundless space did its notes resound, Till I left my star for the song-world under And on snow mountain my footsteps found ; 1 But the hills denied what my fervent dreaming Had crowned them with, and bade me seek In the valley's streamlet my vision's gleaming, And not on the silent mountain peak : ' Tell me, oh gay birds ! your sweet meaning clearly What is the rapture you lured me to ? Come to me closely, and whisper me nearly The secret which drew me down to you.' But the birds still singing, light answered, straying The while thro' the green leaves fresh with dew ; ' Oh star-god, we know not your cause for praying, We never whispered or sang to you : ' We twitter with rapture, and sing souls afire At glory of blossom, fruit, and leaf — We some of us into the blueness aspire, And some of us weary earth with grief; 120 THE STAR-GOD. ' But no voice of ours 'mid the stars on-singing, Could ever be heard thro' distant space : Seek farther, oh star-god ! the music ringing In thy dreams of earth has here no place.' ' Oh greenness of valleys, flower-besprinkled ! Tell me, oh tell me, was yours the tone Which rang thro' the stillness, and silver tinkled 'Mid rapture-music to me alone ? ' Smiling, the sweetness of blossoms repeated, ' Star-god, seek farther, no tone of mine Could draw thee away from thy glory, heated By dreams of beauty and love divine.' — Then with sorrowful steps, the star-god pondered, ' Where shall I find my dream's clear voice ? ' Till he came to a stream, which rippling wandered And chanted away, ' Rejoice, rejoice ! ' ' At last then 'tis found,' said the star-god singing ; ' Oh brooklet, whisper me, why rejoice ? For your joyous song thro' the ether ringing Drowned to my ears every other voice ; ' And lured me away to the mystic glowing Of beauty I felt behind that tone ; I have sought but vainly for further knowing, But now I hear it is yours alone ; ' Tell me the meaning, for I am so weary Of asking vainly all this while ; THE STAR-GOD. 121 And my soul finds darkness of earth more dreary For memory of a past star-smile.' Then the brooklet murmured, ' You question vainly ; The meaning I know not nor can tell Of my happy song, it speaks to me plainly Of rain-drops which in the night down-fell ; ' When the pattering blessings dropping sweetly, Have given my happy heart a voice, I sing and flow on to the ocean fleetly With joyous refrain, " rejoice ! rejoice ! " ' Come, follow me, follow me, till my flowing Is lost in the whelming ocean tide ; For the ever- restless may all unknowing Have lured thee to her echoing side." So the star-god followed the brooklet's leading Till its voice was drowned in mighty roar Of the surge resistless, as shoreward speeding It leapt to his feet ; and then once more With his voice sad ringing he questioned, craving ; ' Oh mighty ocean ! was yours the song Which rang thro' the moonlight and white clouds, waving Me from my star-world to earth along ? ' ' Seek farther yet, for thy dream's solution, No voice of mine spoke of rapture clear ; I know not that song, and stern resolution Is all my mission to teach or hear. — 122 THE STAR-GOD. ' When ships down-sinking, and prayers and groaning Ring o'er my waves 'mid die tempest's glare, Dost dream I think aught of thy brightness roaming In blueness and glory thro' the air ? ' No ; — yet in the silence of moon down-shining, When my restless ocean-heart is still, A dawning idea which is half divining — A shadow of stars — my waters fill ; ' And I murmur, flowing with tender sweetness, " Oh shadows, whose light my spirit knows, Will time ever come when with full completeness The sea will rest from its wrecks and woes ? " ' But the stars and the moonlight leave me ever Without a word, when the morning beams, And a song of rapture has blossomed never From my soul whose torment endless seems. ' Seek in the ancient mysterious hushing Of forests primeval, wise, and old, The clear voice of rapture and glory rushing Till space was flooded, and thy star told.' Then the star-god turned from ocean denying The voice whose whisper had drawn him down, Till he missed heaven's music for earth's sighing And won but regret for his lost crown ; And came to the many- voiced, waving wonder Of greenness twined in weaving fold, THE STAR-GOD. 123 And parted the gleaming branches asunder Whose beauty his soul joyed to behold ; And he gazed entranced, and half forgetting The prayer his voice so often told, While the murmur swept o'er his rapt soul, setting Each separate thought in frame of gold ; For the yellow sunlight crept thro' the tracing Of convolute branch's bloomy spray, Whose scarlet blossoms flame-tipped, up-facing The god with their glory, bade him stay. ' Forest mysterious, whispering treasure Of wisdom my spirit craves to know ; Beseech you, reveal me the secret measure Your swinging rhythm wafts to and fro : ' I have sought (but vainly) on crowned snow mountain That voice and beauty which filled my dream ; Have sought them in valley, and ocean's fountain — In glad bird-songs and murmuring stream : ' But alas for my seeking ! it hath met ever Denial swift given in refrain ; Tell me, oh forest ! will questioning never Give me fruition, or dream, again ? ' Then the mystic forest, so gray and hoary, Whose wondrous voices are only known To the poet who weaves them in his story And makes their longings and love his own ; 124 THE STAR-GOD. Answered the star-god with green light thro' shining Emerald-glory 'tween bough and grass, Slow-weaving the song of the leaves entwining In verses where sunlight and shadow pass : ' Star- god, we cannot reveal to your pleading Wisdom and beauty you yearn to grasp ; For the voice you heard, and the dreams down-leading, Are not for a mortal hand to clasp ; • But we are so old that the fading glory Of earth's rare beauty and fervent love Seems but a repeating of one sad story Now shrieked below, now murmured above : ' We see the myriad life 'neath our branches Bud and blossom, or fruit, and then die, Just as fate threatens it, or fortune chances, Or storm or sunlight reigns in the sky ; ' And we know the striving and helpless longing Of lives with nerve-tension strung so fine That it quivers beneath mere human songing, And dreams that earth-beauty is divine ! ' Star-god, no voice merely objective singing Could e'er have drawn thee from bliss afar 'Twas subjective poet-heart in thee ringing, Inspired by the beauty of thy star : ' Never on earth will the realisation Of thy fair vision and hope be found, THE STAR-GOD. 125 For thou must on-struggle without cessation Thro' thy sharp longings, the earth-life round : ' 'Twas the light of thy poet soul uplifting Its own rare beauty, and shedding far Its glory across the blueness, and gifting Earth with a sweetness beyond thy star. ' Oh poet ! sing on when the darkness closes, And moon arises with mystic light ; Sing sadly beneath thy crowning earth-roses For blisses dreamed of, but lost from sight : ' Sing on, oh star-god ! with yearning and wonder Of glory and rapture in the blue, When the stars sweep on, and are cast asunder But swift to return their mazes thro' : ' Sing all the passionate throbbing of sorrow An earth-life, born to the stars must feel ; But sing, ah ! sing on of that dawning morrow Which bears in its bosom strength to heal. 1 Enter the hard world, oh star-god and poet ! As it is now, not as in thy dream : Too soon thou wilt learn to dread it, and know it, Careless of beauty, or love, or beam — ' Ever seeking its weeds of selfish pleasures, Passing all flowers of noble deeds ; Counting its mean worthless baubles its treasures, And recking not of its high souls' needs : ia6 THE STAR-GOD. ' Crushing the genius with iron fetters Of custom — mode — and striving to burn Into his bright soul with blood-red, harsh letters, " No place in our world for souls who yearn 1 " For aught beyond our most usual living : No ; raise us corn for our bread alone, And prate not of rapture which comes in giving, Let each one firm grasp, and keep his own." 1 Enter this hard world, oh star-poet ! fated To suffer its torments, and make clear To weaker souls in its meshes belated, That glory exists beyond the " here " : ' Enter, and struggle for earth-food to nourish Star nature touched with the earthly need ; Strive where man's industry most high doth flourish, But struggle also his soul to lead ' Up wonder to fragrant rapture of beauty Thou knewest once in thy lost star-home, And know in fulfilling this oft irksome duty Swifter to glory thy steps will roam ! ' Silent the forest grew ; not a leaf trembled, Or flower whispered, syllable more, While the fleet shadows dispersed and assembled Noiseless, in dances o'er the green floor. Slowly the star-god turned sad from the sweetness Of blossoms recalling his lost home, THE STAR-GOD. 127 To seek in the strange world sense of completeness He dreamed he had missed in heaven's dome. He came to a valley with pines straight growing Stern, stately, and grand to arching skies, And felt in his soul that this all unknowing And peaceful spot grew dear in his eyes ; So he rested and chose for his daily toil, Care and tending of trees and flowers, Soft laying the seed in the fair fruitful soil, And watching it bud thro' changing hours ; The blossoms springing reminded him faintly Of lost star fragrance, and joyed his heart, While the stately trees so calm-browed and saintly Taught him to suffer, meek-eyed, his part : And the people wondered at his sweet speaking, And fabled his home Arcadian land ; And strove to inspire him with the wealth-seeking Hard spirit, they best could understand ; But he turned from urging, with eyes uplifting Their calmness to blue sky overhead, And murmured denial with sweetness, gifting Star-glow to commonest words he said : Then they talked to him of their little story, Their wars — and battles — and soldiers' might — How the German had won eternal glory, And Frenchman was beaten in the fight : 128 THE STAR-GOD. How their social science, and social measures Were leading the earth to perfect bliss ; While the sea was dredged for its buried treasures, And time was settled for mystic kiss Of darkness and light, as the planets veiling In eclipse-shadow, their shining eyes Came forth from the blackness, in beauty sailing With clear undimmed lustre thro' the skies : They marvelled greatly that after relation Of tales of wonder and joy, or grief, His calm brow nor smiled, nor showed elation, And always came answer low and brief : ' What does it matter?' he murmured slowly, Turned to his labour without a sigh For the triumph-glory ; his mind too lowly, Recked not, they said, of aught grand or high. They tried to excite his feelings, but vainly, With ' how do you like ? ' ' would you prefer But always he answered kindly but plainly ; ' The same 'tis to me ; ' nor would defer Duty of tendance for pleasure or gaining ; His soul rose above, to his lost star, And he gazed in the moonlight to blue dome straining Tired eye with watching it beam afar. Yet the people loved him, and sought untiring To draw his spirit within their grasp, THE STAR-GOD. 129 Not knowing that calm spirit was aspiring To heaven's rapture once his to clasp : And they whispered his fairness had the glory Of moonlight blueness on starry night, And recalled to their minds some saintly story Of angels descending thro' rays of light : And the maidens half fearful, spoke all trembling Of glorious eyes (with vague alarm), Which sought not their glances, only resembling Lily-kissed lakes in their moveless calm : They knew not his brow bore echoes undying, Within its whiteness, of his lost star, Which drowned all the voices of earthly sighing And drew his spirit into the far. At last a youth-crowned and beauteous maiden, Cold to all lovers of earthly mould, Wooed warmly but vainly by suitors love-laden, Chanced the star-god one day to behold : His beauty and sadness pierced thro' the shielding Of loveless heart and high maiden pride, And she worshipped him, suddenly up-yielding Spirit and soul to her new love-guide. Alas for the maiden ! that she could never Let her heart answer a mortal voice ; Seed only of star-love can blossom ever In his sad soul who became her choice ! K no THE STAR-GOD. She marvelled, and wept, that her fairness, striven For, as a jewel of untold price, Touched him not at all to whom it was given ; He passed her unnoting— cold as ice. There came a day once, when she watched him gazing Into the blueness, with tragic eyes ; And her passion of words swept forth, upraising Pathos of sad love unto the skies : ' Oh why, my beloved, with hopeless weeping Gazest thou into answerless skies ? Let thy soul rest in the tender love-keeping Which speaks to thee clear in these brimming eyes. ' Turn not from pleasures most sweet in the tasting When shared with fair love, who blesses all ; Ah, my beloved one ! why art thou wasting Life hours but once safe within thy call ? ' Look on me, maiden unmaidenly pleading For love treasure precious in my sight ; Give not thy spirit to sleep and dream-leading, Turn from the shadow into life's light. ' Oh, my beloved one ! have I not wondered, Watching thee ever with longing eyes, What fearful doom life and spirit has sundered, Leaving earth empty, and hopeless skies. < Canst thou not tell me, and find in the telling Peace for the anguish which saddens thee ? THE STAR-GOD. 131 Little thou knowest the deep love up-welling Over my heart, and constraining me ' Thus to pour forth on thy cold moveless hearing Passion of pity, and yearning too ; What is the fate thou art trembling at nearing ? Cannot pure love-light shine a way thro' ? ' Softened and tender the star-god's blue eyes grew : Gravely he answered, ' Ah child, in vain Sweetest of earth-!oves to who sees the death thro*, Happiness buds not for me again ! ' I have known ideal rapture round-clasping Passionate fragrance of wings, and still Sighed for a higher, diviner close- grasping Of what eluded my fervent will ; ' So all unknowing the bliss I was leaving, I floated down from yon distant star, And reaching earth found that I had been grieving For shadows, which live not near or far : ' The voice which I heard 'mid the stars on-singing I vainly sought in all earthly bliss ; It never was aught but my soul out-ringing, To greet the distant with poet kiss ' Of sweet impossible longing and yearning To grasp the substance, unknowing still Even the shadow was but my soul turning Back on itself with wild eager will, O 7 ^5 V K 2 132 THE STAR-GOD. 1 Constrained by passionate heart of poet, A mystic chrism touching each thing With a glory unspeakable, souls who know it Wear their hearts sore with striving to sing ' Its all impossible passion of glory ; Mortal words sink into soundless sighs, And give no idea of the blissful story Poets see clear by their clear souls' eyes. ' Love that thou pleadest for, never was given Unto the true poet heart to feel ; Too far his spirit from mortal aims riven For love to reign there — the man's life seal — ' No ; in his singing he sees but the many, Sings of their beauty, dreams of their love — But never can choose as the only one, any To wear in his heart, and waft above : ' The love of the poet is for his singing j The strife for the shadow holds it all ; And voices of sweetness and earth-love ringing Like faintest echoes on his soul fall. ' Seek not, fair child, by thy sad tender pleading Sweetness like this which to bitter turns ; Pity-feigned love bears but poisonous seeding — Hungry heart ever for fulness yearns, — ' And oft forgetting, in pain of that yearning Patience of waiting (the unloved's doom), THE STAR-GOD. 133 Crushes the buds of affection, swift spurning Promise of brightness in present gloom : ' Love is a star-crowned, steep ladder for climbing ; Possible — yes— but a weary toil ! Some creep up half-way ! while others subliming Souls to the combat, reck not the soil ' Of fair fingers bleeding with holding tightly Tremulous bending of earthly wood. But bear heavy burdens with glad faces, lightly Suffering anguish for coming good ; ' Such souls undaunted find joy at the ending (Love's ladder reaches the highest star) ; Yet those whose footsteps below them are wending Envy not glory seen from afar. ' Fair child, too tender and sweet for the mounting ! Seek not the star, but earth's fragrant flow'rs : Thou shalt find joy in their keeping and counting, And rose-crowned sing thro' life's passing hours : ' But if unheeding of sorrow, not counting Peril of heart, earth's joys cast away, Thy soul firm chooses, and holds by, the mounting, Then, oh fair woman, there dawns a day ' When all the terror of darkness, and grasping Thorns to white breast with bitterest tears, Shall be forgotten, and love crowned, round-clasping Beauty and rapture, be thine thro' all years ! 134 THE STAR- GOD. ■ Thou wilt swift feel all the fragrance and sweetness Of my lost star-world, and comprehend Emptiness of all mere earthly completeness To poet- soul who dreams of the end : ' Thy star with mine will be linked so divinely, Mortals may wonder if they be two, As in the blueness enraptured, they finely Float on in glory the moonlight thro' ! ' Plead not then, woman, for earth-love, swift turning Away from its object, seeking still Ideal beauty and rapture, and yearning For more than mortal hearts can fill : ' Being the " distant," and far from thy clasping, Love seems eternal, and half divine, But once the bloom near, and within thy grasping, Again beyond it new loves will shine : ' It is the fate of the artist and poet, And all whose high souls cling to a star, Ever to dream of perfection, and know it, But see it beyond them down the far ' Of beauty impossible ! while their singing Strives to realise their fair dream, But it soars above them with mighty winging, And words which describe it, lifeless seem. ' If thou would'st reach the fair glory at ending, Gather a wreath of noble deeds ; THE STAR- GOD. 135 ' And unmoved, seeking not joy in thy wending, Struggle on, heedless of earthly needs ; ' Nor rest that love, seeking still the ideal On a poor blossom, or fading leaf ; Bitter the wak'ning to find but the real ! Earth-love illusion ever is brief : ' Think of the star-worlds, dream but of their beauty ; Into their rapture plunge thee deep ; And every step of mere earthly duty Will be to their bliss a full soul-leap.' — Hushed lay the world while the star-god and poet Spoke from his soul the whole earth's strong need ; Then a whisper arose ; ' We all feel it, and know it — And weep it forth, but man will not heed ; ' He passes us by with scornful exclaiming ; " I alone speak, all the rest are mute ; " And in his haughtiness gives us a naming And crushes our beauty with absolute ' Hardness of planting, and taming, unknowing The secret law which our being guides ; So he turns the stream to the ocean flowing With musical murmuring green sides, ' Into a channel smoke-grimed with his shipping ; Bearing, instead of its swans and blooms And jewelled butterflies sunnily skipping, Poisonous drugs to his cities' glooms. i 3 6 THE STAR-GOD. ' 'Tis but a poet, slow-growing for ages, From heaven-rays caught in common mould, Who knows us, and rippling thro' his sweet pages Glimpses of beauty shine forth untold ; ' He clearly sees (but alas for his vision !) Words fail, and shrink into soundless tone ; And the hard world recks not the true prevision Which its poor poet has made his own ; ; But calls him " dreamer," and places with scorning Pebbles of custom to block his way ; And then, when he stumbles, instead of mourning, And helping him softly, what does it say ; ' But, " Ah thou prophet ! with all thy fair teachings, Canst thou not tread a path to us clear ? What is the good of thy mighty star-reachings If thou must stumble and fall down here?" ' So the poor bruised cast-down soul of the poet Comes back to nature, to mourn alone Willi the sweetness and beauty, who well know it And comfort it softly with each tone : ' And we pour such wonderful dreams of blisses (Cerms of possible budding life) Into his mind, with the fragrant kisses Borne to his brow by the cool wind's strife ; ' That he, all forgetful of former falling, Struggles again thro' his hard life-round, THE STAR-GOD. 137 And hears 'mid earth's clanging the angels calling With blissful murmur of waving sound.' — Sank into stillness the mystical singing ; Faintly the pale stars shone overhead ; Plashing of ocean heard distantly ringing Greeted the rising moon, rosy red, Drifting the blue thro' ; in eagerness veiling Bright face 'neath snow of breeze-driven cloud, But swift in splendour and majesty sailing Thro' the wide arch to her beauty bowed : Then a great calmness sank down on the maiden, Law of repression had found her heart, Rhythm of beauty, whose form passion-laden Souls cannot grasp ; and she did depart, With sad eyes love-yearning, back-turned no longer To him watching calm the distant blue ; For her life had grown in that murmur stronger And heaven's beauty had pierced it thro'. Never again would the earth-love up-springing Turn her soul from the possible star ; No : her soaring spirit thro' rapture winging Would rest not until it reached the ' far.' — So the years rolled on, and the people striving No more to draw him within their ken, The star-god passed calmly his life, deriving All pleasure from nature, far from men : 138 THE STAR-GOD. And they called him ' dreamer,' and muttered slowly He came of a harmless, helpless race, With no mind, or soul, and with heart too lowly To answer the beauty of his face : And he poured forth rapturous, deathless singing, As inspiration flooded his mind ; But ever the fragrance of angel-winging Whispered of glory still left behind : While his songs (the true artist's soul out-flowing) More suggested than fully exprest ; So that those who read them felt half unknowing A dim recalling of what was best In all their lives, and a possible glory Springing thence into the highest sky, And marvelled heart-pierced on the poet's story, And felt his power, and wondered why ; For his words sped forth thro' the dark world name- (No name had the one who gave them birth); [less His poems struck home, nor were rendered aimless By lack in the man of human worth : And the girl who loved him, her love down-casting In self-abasement, gathered a crown Of noble, pure actions, more sweet and lasting Than passion's rapture, or earth's renown : — And she faded gently, and in the gloaming Of one fair and silent summer-day, THE STAR-GOD. 139 Her soaring spirit, set free from its roaming On weary earth, took its joyous way, And swift thro' the blueness of ether winging Pierced the sky-dome, a radiant star Whose voice the poet could hear 'mid the singing Of mystic sphere-music, and afar Gazing calm-eyed saw it rapturous sailing Over his life with a guiding eye ; And he sighed, ' Ah love, thou hast true unveiling, And knowest star- beauty in the fair sky ; 'Now I can love thee, my ideal glory ! Star I have lost, but shall find once more ; Bless me, oh dream-love ! and whisper my story In thro' the rapture of heaven's door, ' That I may be freed from this earth, which drew me By moonlight beauty to her cold breast ; And struck back the rapture which rippled thro' me, And fragrance of loving harsh represt ; ' That I may once more feel wings strongly flutter In passionate, boundless, eager flight, And taste all the blisses words cannot utter, Revealed to me in thy tender light ! ' Ah, my beloved ! if far-distant gazing Floods my spirit with beauty and love, What will the end be when clearly upraising Pinions I float on, a star above ? 140 THE STAR- GOD. ' Thine was the voice whose unspeakable sweetness Drew me the blueness and moonlight thro' ; Now I see clear, not but dream of completeness ; For, oh beloved, it dwells in you ! ' It was the germ of the possible mounting Hid in thy soul, whose echo in mine Led me from blisses of rapture, not counting Star-glow without thee, beauty 'divine.' — He turned, with the calm-eyed patience, which never Left his white brow, to his work and rest, But a prayer-longing was wafted ever Across the distance to her star's breast ; As each night fell down with its dimness, shading Long- par ted hearts into love once more By mystic yearning for oneness unfading, Daylight sees not on its golden floor, Nor heeds the trueness, that unity presses Unlovely fragments in lovely whole, And all humanity in its recesses Bears only the impress of one soul : Oh night ! the revealer of hidden feelings, Of choked back terror and deathless love, Filling our souls with the gracious healings Heaven holds in mercy clouds above ; And pours down softly in sleep to the mourner — Rest and calm to the weariest one — THE STAR-GOD. 141 And the higher blessing to souls forlorner Of death-releasing, while sleeps the sun ; How oft in thy silence of coldness, breathless With yearning eyes ever upward turned, Did the star-god gaze, while with brightness deathless Her star above in the blueness burned : Till one night he felt longing, half unknowing Floating away into deepest rest, And his spirit knew star-rapture in-flowing Thro' all the calmness of his sad breast ; And he mused with that love, whose strength divineth Thought of the loved one, without a word ; ' My star-love's prayers, as for me she pineth Have floated thro' space, and now are heard ; ' And the golden fragrance of doors whose clasping Binds the zone of the fair angel band Has opened, and thro' all the darkness gasping My soaring brothers have sought this land : ' They come, oh the bright ones ! down ether winging, To carry me back to my lost star ; The soft moonlight quivers to hear their singing, And wooes them to rest in it afar ; ' But onward the passionate white wings flutter ; Oh rapture of fragrant flight untold ! My soul longs with yearnings I cannot utter To feel once more the close snowy fold, 1 42 THE STAR- GOD. ' And soar, and soar with the ever unchanging Joy of the winging from star to star, With no earth-tiring, no death, and no changing, But ever fresh beauty in the far.' And the white-winged, star-crowned angel creatures Floated down swiftly, and touched his home With their glowing pinions and fire-strong features, Till it gleamed with glory like their own • While the pure flame (spurning the earthly veiling Which hid the star-god's beauty divine) Rose, round him flowing and o'er him sailing Until he shone with the mystic shine Of moonlight glory and rapture's revealing, Sought for in vain, but now in his grasp ; For the strength of conquering love bore healing, And might of blessing within its clasp : So the star-god, with beauty undimmed by the passing A yearning poet-life on earth, And tasting the depths of her sad alas — ing, And learning how faint, and little worth The answerless nature within our longings Must be to the soul who cannot soar, Nor hear above, the tuned answering songings Which the stars chant on for evermore : And having with deathless singing, the human Taught to question its guiding soul, THE STAR-GOD. 143 And let star-rapture and beauty flow thro' man Whispering dreams of his far-off goal ; Rose swift above, thro' the moonlight, aspiring Again to reach his dreamings fulfilled ; And his eager pinions, snow-spread untiring, Bore him thro' blueness where he willed : So he soared to his star-home, once more glowing With joy of realised poet's dream ; And felt in his soul the rapture all-knowing Of conquered self, in its silver beam ; And the love who waited with prayers falling Like burning tears on the golden gate, While her song was ever an upward calling, A passion of music, sad as fate, For her star-god left lonely on earth, bearing With calm poet-heart his dream's decline, And raising blue eyes to the blueness, caring Alone for the beauty of her shine ; Now felt his presence with mighty quivering ; And sped cloud-speed to his star's embrace, And he clasped her close — his great delivering Shedding new beauty o'er his god-face ; And fast united, they sail on for ever, Two stars in one with a double light, Whose glory, thro' darkness expiring never Whispers of rapture and star-love bright. 144 THE STAR-GOD. Next morn when the people arose from sleeping, The star-god's dwelling in ruins lay : And they gazed, and wondered, and some half weeping Cleared the poor blackened fragments away, And sought with tenderness unavailing To find the poet, who was not there, But far above their blind labours was sailing In rapture of star-bloom thro' the air : And they said at last (their voices low-toning), ' The fate of dreamers is ever thus ; No shadow of earth care, or human groaning, Brought his beauty nigh unto us ; ' And now behold ! in the darkness unknowing, When slumber soft on our spirits fell, And rest from anguish o'er all men was flowing, His soul was taken ; nor left to tell ' The tale of his passing one human creature ;. Alone did he live, and so did he die : And of his beauty no one earthly feature Remains, in peace 'neath the grass to lie.' And their men of science, with sharp eyes casting Spying glances far into the blue, With. their small minds seeking the everlasting Glory of heaven soft peeping thro', Found one day at last, with great acclamation, A new and wonderful double star : THE STAR-GOD. 145 And proclaimed the marvel with exaltation That science sublime could reach so far ; And they gave it an earthly name, and weighed it, And sought its radiance to describe By telling of metals which they had made it Reveal to them burning, thro' glass bribe ! And the people talked of advance, and wonder Of knowledge, their boundless souls could win ; How their science tore the heavens asunder, And forced a way for their spirits in, Till nothing remained of fear or mystery But their eyes had pierced its hidden fold, And written out clear the planet's history — And measured the length of the sun's gold : — And they thought no more of the star-god poet Whose song to listening souls spoke clear ; They had had revealing, and did not know it : Ah fate of all inspiration here ! We nations see but shadow casting Its weight on the earth, nor look above Where the substance in beauty everlasting Reigns and blossoms and waits for our love ; And we pride ourselves on our minds upraising Boundless pyramids over the sand Of our life ocean ; and stifle with praising The work of a feeble human hand ; L 146 THE STAR-GOD. Nor heed the truth which to future seeking Will be revealed, that our mighty tombs Are merely the emptiness, broadly speaking, Of soul which lost itself in their glooms ! 147 LOST HAPPINESS. My darling, oh my darling, now the joyous spring is here, Wilt thou come back to me smiling, With thy low sweet voice beguiling All my fear Into depths of merely loving, while I gaze down eyes of blue In a tender mist of tear-drops all their beauty shin- ing thro' ? Oh my own, my twilight love-dream, with thy breeze- stirred fragrant hair Floating shadow-like around thee, oh thou sweetest and most fair ! Oh my darling, come anear me, let thy little fingers twine Into mine, And resting there securely, let me hear thee whisper low ; ' I will kiss thee in the twilight, and the daylight shall not know.' Then, beloved, I will crown thee with the purple violet, Pale primroses and narcissus, and the sweetest blooms that yet In the fairness of our mother earth the blessed spring has set — L 2 148 LOST HAPPINESS. I will fling their sweetness o'er thee, oh my own, my little one, And thou shalt backward toss me Only one, Just one lily for an emblem of thy youth and purity, And my heart shall wear that blossom thro' the dim eternity. — Oh my darling, now the spring-time with each happy singing-bird Has come forth from winter's veiling, And now suns are brightly sailing, And are heard All the myriad sounds, so gaily Flooding all the hard world daily Till the poet's soul springs upward, and his brows can reach the stars, And his bounding heart re-echoes all the shining dim afars, Where the dreams of ancient singers are hid deep be- yond the ken Of the merely earthly-seeking, groping humanness of men. — Wilt thou not come to me, sweetest ? See ! I open wide my arms, And my heart, with bitter longings For the calms Which have fled with footsteps fleetest 'Mid alarms That they never will return, and my vain and empty songings LOST HAPPINESS. 149 Are but beatings of despair against the iron wall of fate, Which is higher than our reaching — And lies far beyond our preaching — And the knowledge of whose mystery will dawn not till too late ! Oh my sweetest, let a whisper Fall upon my waiting heart Till it drown the babbling lisper That apart Seeks to strike us with the clangour of her wailing dis- cord notes ; Let the sighing breeze re-echo, as around my brow it floats, The veiled sweetness of thy singing Thro' the stilly twilight ringing, And not merely all the sadness which so agonised and low Flies out dimly thro' the darkness, which is all my soul can know Of the land where thou art dwelling, Since that time so long ago — Since that spring-tide when we parted Broken-hearted In the glow Of the blossomy bright weather, When the breezes swept the heather Swift or slow As by sun or cloud on-driven They did go ; ISO LOST HAPPINESS. While the shadows softly lengthened Till the veil of heaven was riven, And forgiven All the earthliness dropt from us, and our souls sprang upward strengthened, And we paced the earth together As if God dwelt everywhere ! Oh how fair Blooms that evening's wild revealing, And the blissfulness of feeling, As our fingers clung together, and my eyes gazed deep in thine, That the love my heart held dearer Than itself, but drew it nearer To the beauty of the universe — the one pervading soul ! For all the myriad glories, And the high heroic stories — Music's rapture — art's proud dreaming — Fairness ever brighter gleaming In the eyes of the beloved one, are but fragments of the whole — Scattered star-beams of the beauty gath'ring strength as onward rolls The unceasing subtle-changing earth, between her guiding poles. — Ah my sweetest, all the glory Faded swifter than it came ! And it seems some olden story, Or dim legend with no name ; LOST HAPPINESS. 151 Yet it woke the soul within me, springing up with sudden flame, And I knew I was a poet, And I felt that thou didst know it, And the joy that knowledge gave was far dearer than the fame Which the years have showered o'er me, And all men have laid before me, With no blame For the weakness in my singing — For the half-tones ever ringing With one name ; And the minor sounding ever 'Mid the music's glad acclaim ; For, oh dearest, I can never While life lasts, forget those eyes, And they whisper 'mid life's tumult of the calmness in the skies ; And they draw me ever upward to the rapture of the stars Till my soul forgets her singing, and but murmurs of afars, — And again the heavens open and reveal their bliss to me ; Oh my darling, earth is heaven when my spirit reaches thee ! But alas ! the vision passes, as reality has passed And my spirit, tasting heaven, to the cold earth back is cast : Oh my darling, I am lonely, And this spring-tide whispers only 15= LOST HAPPINESS. 'Mid its music, and its blossom, and its happy sweet bird- songs, Of that other blither spring-tide whose fair glory could not last ; And the throngs Of wild thoughts and bitter longings flood my yearning soul in vain, For the beauty of that spring-tide can for me ne'er bloom again. But oh sweetest, thro' the twilight Bid the fluttering angel-wings Sweep down softly ere the star-light Its wild mystic chant out-rings All the earth to flood with glory, While the mountains bare and hoary Lie reflected in the ocean Surging with a wild emotion And a strife to reach the fairness shadowed in its depths, and sings To the shore with fainter plashing Of its waves, for ever clashing Will to will against the power Given the earth to hold her dower Of fair cities and green trees — On my knees I beseech a sign or token That our love-vow is not broken; ( )h my one love, give me answer down the sighing of the breeze ; Let thy spirit for one instant swiftly from the heaven fly To thy earthly lover, winging thro' fair blueness of the sky. — LOST HAPPINESS. 153 Sweetheart, 'tis the happy spring-time ; Crocus flames are springing bright, Golden, purple, snowy chaliced In the light Which the waking sun doth quiver O'er the throbbing, pulsing earth-veil — Here with snowdrops and narcissus Fair and pale, There with purple glory turning Violets into lips to kiss us, And now burning Into daffodils whose beauty, golden, dewy-eyed and tall, Seems like shadows of the star-lights gleaming clear thro' heaven's wall ; Ah my sweetest, like a love-crown thy flower-face peeps thro' them all ! While the river Flowing with a murm'ring sound, And a rime From the dimness of the mountains Where its youth first sprang to light, 'Mid the snowy air-kissed fountains And the stately rocks high-palaced Of the height — Whispers to my yearning fancy but thy name with myriad tone, Echoing my craving sighing for one glimpse of thee, my own ! — But the breeze sighs on unheeding With its dreary monotone, 154 LOST HAPPINESS. And the passion of my pleading Falls alone Down the silent twilight throbbing With its waking stars to life, While the strife To catch echoes from the regions Which are hidden from our knowing, But felt drearily, And wearily, When dear ones to them going, Flood their dimness with the legions Of their passing spirits, robbing Earth of all its pleasant fairness, and the spring-tide of its youth ; For the sweetest is the fleetest to depart, and this sad truth Ever rings amid the music of the highest earthly bliss ; ' What is lost is ever dearest,' and no present love's warm kiss Can ever fill our spirits like the lost love that we miss ! 155 THISTLE-BL OSSOM. No legend this of fabled ancient time, Lost in the mist of proofless ignorance, Tho' bearing in its bosom deeds sublime The blossoms of world's youth, intolerance — Intolerance of meanness — cowardice, Fair speech and treach'rous action, which lead still To deeper hells than churchmen frame I wis, Or bigots hold with hard relentless will To crush the life of freedom in our souls, and kill The possibility so humanly Soft springing with world spring, that crocus flame Lights up with splendour glowing all that we Find echoing in our souls and speaks the name Of happiness made perfect thro' the strife — Of hope-bells ringing paeans for the fight, In snowdrop glimm'ring 'mid its peaceful life, Or violet springing purple-crowned to light, And all the young earth's beauty breaking on our sight ! Her loveliness, o'erpowering our soul With mighty rapture 'mid the joyous spring, Doth it not murmur of the yearned-for goal With every bloom or flutter of bird-wing ? 156 THISTLE-BLOSSOM. Doth not the streamlet wand'ring whispering ' I, happy, seek full happiness where I Feel dimly my fate lies, and onward sing, Clear gazing upward to the gleaming sky ; Thro' flowers I go, thro' wedding-bells that ring, Thro' forests' gloomy darkness, lonely, yet I sing ; ' And like that brooklet, half unknowing still The meaning of its song, yet singing clear Because its full heart and its chainless rill Make music of the present and the near ; So I from throbbing life, in this our time Catch melodies familiar yet more sweet Than past romances, and my simple rime Flows from my full heart, kindred hearts to greet And guide to higher grander climbing weary feet. The poet sees in common daily life, In earth's most usual landmarks, loveliness — Can trace in bud and flower the endless strife, The quivering upward, and the dreams that press The rose's glowing heart to open fair Its sweetness to the sun ; while the slight lark, Tho' leaving love on earth, still seeks the air With dawn's first blush, and only in life's dark Can quench with human blessings inspiration's spark. And as tho' colourless the beam of light May pass the crystal medium on its way, Nor think the earthly goblet has the might To change the whiteness of its snowy ray ; THISTLE-BLOSSOM. 157 Yet look and see in countless glowing tints The ray appears transmuted — move the glass — The glory fades, for broken are the hints Which earth may give of heaven, and alas They need the poet's soul all pure thro' which to pass ! And is mine so ? I know not, nor can guess, For there are depths unsounded and unknown In every human soul, which can express Sweet music or the harshest discord tone : Oh life ! oh fate ! be merciful to me, Give me the poet's soul, and make me strong ; I love the heights, I love the purity Of calm endurance, echoing not wrong, But weaving beauty-dreams, in actions all life long.— Oh stars, send down your brightness on my heart, Drop your eternal calmness down on me j Let me, oh watchers, link my human part Of helpless longing, to sublimity In gazing at your light ! — like Dante, I Would wish to end each song with that word 'star'— The type of highest possibility — A whisper of the lowly to the far — A yearning for the calmness of the ruler Star ! I5S THISTLE-BLOSSOM. PART I. A bare stretch of grey moorland, toned and touched, When sunlight glittered, with a gleam of gold From yellow waving corn. The tender heart Hid in the bareness struggled to express Its dreams of beauty in the purple glow Of heather bloom, like rosy blush of love Struggling thro' calmness of a hard borne life — Behind the moorland rose serene dark pines, Raising their sombre heads upright and bare — No tendril ivy clung, no blossom drooped Round the straight stems, and yet the sun had given A deeper colour, an intenser glow, To those bare stems, than any blossoms frail, Which cling in summer, but when dark days dawn And winds are howling in their mad career Shrink into dust and nothingness, nor leave A pledge of loving to the desolate. — The deep pines' wavelike murmur dashing on (With ceaseless whisper of unuttered dreams), The blue air's shimm'ring shore, spoke clear to one Who dwelt beneath their shadow ; and his soul, To art full-consecrate, took deeper draughts Of truth and beauty 'mid the solitude ; No loneliness to one who could express In colouring of Nature all the thoughts, The dreams, the aims, the longings, of the trees, And read the voice of waving in the grass, Or dewdrop in the bloom, or falling leaf, Or humble moss with glowing scarlet seal THISTLE- BL OSSOM. 1 59 To guard the treasure of its fairy cup From prying ant, or buzzing summer fly : He knew, perhaps, the treasure out of sight Might well seem precious, and its rarity The tiny moss held sacred, tho' alas, Mere emptiness appeared to common eyes Beneath the mystic chrism of the cup. He painted thus so humanly, each spray, Each leaf, bore its own impress and made clear A character full written, and each bloom Sang its own meaning from the canvas, plain, And spoke to poets — artists — for all time Expressing clear the boundless humanness Seen not alone in man but each still life Same spirit, with but different shades of growth — Beneath the pines he dwelt, and pondered deep On all the systems which humanity Had slow invented, to bind down its soul To usual common living, that its wings Might never soar above the firm hard ground Of • I believe ; ' ' 'tis God's will,' and so forth, The ever uttered answers, given swift With sombre brow, and terror-stricken eye To question of the free. 'Tis not ' I know ; ' But, ' I believe ; ' they dare not seek to know ; Alas that this should be ! alas ! alas ! What hope of happiness when all our life Is founded on a fancy, not a truth ? For truth until discovered to be such, And not alone discovered, but made clear With demonstration far beyond dispute, May well be fable ; and our manliness, l6o THISTLE-BLOSSOM. Our hero-strifes, our dream-thoughts, and our aims Are wrecked alike on this one rock of ' fear ■ — Fear to look into darkness — fear to find We know not what dim horror in the dusk. Not so my artist : the calm standing pines And bracing moorland strengthened his soul, And, eagle-like, he dared to face the sun, Or, fearless, mole-like burrow in the dark Of the world's by-ways, seeking everywhere A truth which he dare hold to light the earth With touch of faith and reason, budding fair, And bearing blossoms of heroic deeds To strew the rugged pathway to the stars. He listened while his kindred the dark pines, With surging motion, murmured doubtfully : ' Wilt thou never, never learn it, never learn it, doubt or spurn it ? Is our melancholy sighing all in vain ? All the winds thro' us are rushing, flowers crushing, song-birds hushing, Is there none to hear our crying and our pain ? ' Now triumphantly we spurn them, fling them from us, backward turn them, And our voices sink a moment into rest ; But these winds are so persisting, there is no hope of resisting, For they fly to us from north, south, east and west ! ' We have dim mysterious feelings of some future gracious healings Which will come some day if only we are heard ; THISTLE-BLOSSOM. 161 But mankind pass on unheeding of our rapture or our needing, And alas 1 in vain each sigh or wailing word. ' Oh true artist, swiftly listen, rise and hear while dew- drops glisten ; Watch the dawning and the waning of each star ; Ope thy fair soul's golden portal, let her hear the song immortal, Send thy fearless spirit seeking down the far. 'Know the deep sky's gleaming blueness, and the magic air-wave's thro'ness Are but shadows of the possible in life ; While a flash of inspiration, bearing godlike wise elation, Speak the constant stars on-shining o'er the strife ; 'While the highest dream of any, ever hidden from the many, All the human on earth seeking highest flight, That most glorious dream of one god, springs itself from the low world-sod, Tis humanity grown perfect in the light ! ' So did my artist open all his soul To the low sighing of the universe ; His longings and his searchings did outflow In torrent of full song which thus expressed Itself in music, to the monotone Of swinging pine-boughs, and of heather stirred By wayward breeze which swept down from the hiUs :— M 162 THISTLE-BLOSSOM. ' Thy sun upon me, Thy winds around, No creeds shall bind me Till thou art found ! Thy dewdrops glisten, Thy flowers smile ; My soul must listen Yet for awhile ; Sweet Nature's voices Speak to me clear, Each thing rejoices, Why should I fear? Thou art my father, I am thine own, Would I then rather Be left alone ? No ; for the beauty None can express Of thy smile on me Sweet to excess — Of thy voice to me 'Mid starry night, In the winds round me Murmuring light ; Tho' the full union Here has no place, Spiritual communion Shadows thy grace : All things of beauty Typify thee, Making hard duty Love-service free ! THIS TLE-BL OSSOM. 1 63 O'er the snow-mountain My soul doth climb, By scented fountain, 'Neath fragrant lime, 'Mid forests ancient — In every place My spirit patient Sees clear thy face. Ah god ! love ! brother ! Come to me now ! Where is another Lovely as thou ? I cannot tell them How I know thee ; I cannot make them Happy and free ; They will not know thee, Or comprehend What thou art to me ; Nearer than friend — Closer than brother — Dearer than all — I need no other, Thou art them all ! So, they reproach me, Make my soul grieve ; But god, thou know'st me, That I believe ; Help me, oh fair lord, And my soul save When it sinks toward Despair's deep wave ; M 2 1 64 THISTLE-BLOSSOM, Send then thy love-smile Straight to my heart, Keep me thine own, while We are apart : Here in the dim light Of our dark star, Glimpses of thy light Gleam from afar : 'Mid tinsel glories Of passing creeds, In the old stories Of noble deeds ; 'Mid the grief-languish Of the death room, Softening its anguish Lightening its gloom ; Thro' all a sunbeam, From thee doth fall, As the fair gold-gleam Sanctifies all Trouble and danger, Anguish and toil — Life with the stranger On foreign soil — Have no more power O'er the man's soul Now his sought dower Gleams from the goal : So in my seeking, Falsehood and crime Melted, repeating Lies to all time ; THISTLE-BLOSSOM. 165 But still I found thee Shining thro' all, Like a fair jewel Hid 'neath a pall. Custom's chains bound me Far from the light ; Error's waves drowned me In deepest night ; Then in my sorrow I turned to thee ; Scon dawned the morrow joyous and free : Shadows have left me, Doubts are no more, Truth's unveiled radiance Dawns from the shore ; Ghosts of creeds vanished Melt in the light Of true life, banished From my rapt sight ; For now morn breaketh O'er death's dark night, My soul awaketh, And it is light ! ' So sang he, and in singing swept away The mist of ignorance which ever clings Unto the soul of weak humanity, Until the unveiled art reveals herself To chosen hearts, and touches them with fire, And they see clearly ; tho' their words express Not half the meaning and the rarity 1 66 THISTLE-BLOSSOM. Of beauty that they know — his artist mind, Swept like a harp by Nature's witching hand, Gave forth a sweetness inexpressible, And sent the true tone from its inmost depths Which we call inspiration ; — so he knew The meaning of the pine-song, that the sky With broad blue arch o'ersheltering our life, And bearing calmness of eternal stars, Was but the height of possibility Within our human reach, with piercing flash Of inspiration lighting up its depths To softer radiance and intenser might, And showing far beneath the frippery Of tinsel creeds and dogmas harsh down-pressed On weary brows to crush them, and cast down In dust of earth the yearning for the stars, A statue calm, sublime — the human god — The god of humanness — the highest form — The type of human possibility ! — Who can imagine that which lies beyond His nature and his mind ? Impossible The strife to grasp a phantom which eludes With Proteus change our seeking ; if indeed The God we hear of is beyond our ken, Why seek to comprehend the mystery, The hopelessness, of faith in what dwells far Beyond the grasp of longest human arms — Above the height of highest human souls — Below the depth of broadest human hearts — Tis vanity and sloth which urge men still To bow their reason to the priestly thrall Which speaks of comprehension as a sin, THISTLE-BLOSSOM. 167 And seeking, as a crime most worthy hell ; And lulls men to dull slumber on the earth With dreams of God, far over human power To reach or equal — leave him, brothers, there ; A solitary form — an emptiness — A mere negation, feelingless and cold — A rock where warm hearts beat themselves in vain To deeper deaths — but brothers, hear the truth My artist found, and finding, laid his life Before the treasure as an offering, A lamp to shine for ever, and guide men Far from the phantoms to reality — Deep thought he 'mid the silence of the wood ; No rest or sleep his seeking spirit knew ; He watched the rising of th' eternal stars — He marked their waning when the sun arose — He listened to the breathing loveliness Of moss and fern — to rapture of green leaves — To tender longings of the budding flowers — To every twitter of the singing birds — To all sound and all silence : — when night fell And breezes whispered thro' the swinging bough His soul sought in rapt music mysteries Which even Nature knows not, and he played With merest shadow of caressing sound That wondrous moonlight poem — how it flowed — A dream of harmony ; a chime of stars ; A vision of the wild moon-driven clouds : — First slowly dropping weary solemn tones A soul in shadow of earth's littleness, With gleams of heaven's beauty streaming thro,' A whisper from the god humanity i6S THISTLE-BLOSSOM. Fast prisoned in its depths : — low, dim at first The whisper comes, as overarching trees Catch the fair moonbeams from the poet's brow Sad waiting for their crown, but gath'ring bright With every gliding note, until at last The forest passes, and full moonlight glow Rises in glory, and the blue above Intenser burns, and earth is out of sight, But snowy angels fill the distant air And drop the gladness of their melodies Into the waiting lonely poet-heart, And so the songs we marvel at have birth : — The rapture passes as the strife had passed, And now the wonders of the night lie bare ; The white wild clouds fly raving thro' the sky ; The stars are hidden ; the moon veils her face ; And swift alternate lights and shades flit by ; The blueness rocks — the angel bands sweep on ; A murmur greeting rises from the earth (Still out of sight to the rapt poet's mind), And mingles with the star-song, till at last United is humanity with God ! Nay, rather God has crowned humanity With precious jewel of its own great heart ! — Thus did that music poem clear express Its meaning to the poet ; when I say An artist, poet, or musician, I mean one bearing on his fair life-shield A shadow of true art, not separate : (Tis but our littleness which cuts away A portion from its home, and with false pride, That child of ignorance, and loud high voice THISTLE-BLOSSOM. 169 Declares it whole — ) all art is one alone, Seen but from different views, at diff' rent times, And speaking myriad-voiced to gazing souls. One even as his fingers kissed the keys, And wooed their sweetness in low undertone To sing to him of angels with the grail, And white clouds floating thro' the bare blue heav'n, And Lohengrin in quest of holiness — (It was a blissful dream half-realised Of his own search for pure humanity ; And struck straight from the poet heart who sang Into his own with mighty echoing) ; He turned his rapt face to the loveliness Of harmony without, beneath the moon, And knew a thrill swift quivering adown His spirit to its depths — a ripple sweep Of passionate delight which seemed to breathe, And yet half trembled in its blissfulness ; For lo ! the Nature had sprung into life With highest glory ! and stood typified In a fair maiden, standing goddess-wise With stedfast eyes upturned, hair backward thrown, And white hands clasped in an ecstasy: Was it the magic of the holy grail ? Had Elsa come to life ? or had his dreams Thus shaped their own fair fruition at last ? Well might he wonder, for a sweeter dream Sure never gladdened a true artist soul. — Serene she stood ; the patient stars had given A crown of calmness to the broad white brow, And azure blueness with wind-driven sighs Of floating cloud-dreams whispered in her eyes ; 1 70 THISTLE-BL OSSOM. Her dark hair threaded with a gleam of gold Fell rippling down the night, and made it glow With subtle perfume of the nature pure Deep dwelling in her soul. His fingers strayed Unknowing o'er the keys, and warbled forth The passionate full rapture Lohengrin Found in his bridal song, and then slow drew The wailing, melting excess of sad love Which follows rapture in that master-mind Who sweeps the whole chord of humanity, And speaks in tones so true, that half the world Feign him a madman — inspiration's fate In this earth ever is to be called mad ! Mad as the angels ! Christ would be called mad Now, as of old ; let one but try His words Writ into actions, all the world lifts eyes Of scornful pity on the blasphemer Of long-established custom, and stones him With social pebbles of sharp stinging slights, And poison-drop in sweet of his life's cup ; In hope, perchance, he dash the goblet down, And die despairing ! — As the last notes passed, And silence like a presence downward fell, He dared to near the vision, to make clear His dazzled eyes that she indeed stood there, A portion of the sleeping loveliness, The pine-wood's tender soul. The moonlight caught With soft caress her downward streaming hair, As half surprised, half rapturous, she turned To wonder why the sweetness of the tone Had died away, and left — my artist there ! They stood with eyes straight gazing each at each, THISTLE- BL OSSOM. 1 7 I. A rapture and a passion in each soul Ne'er felt before, and inexpressible, But deathless in its might. Oh glowing souls, Why must the torture of a hopeless love Blaze in your depths ? a glory, yet a curse ! Why must a passion reaching unto heav'n In its wide grasping boundlessness, shrink back To a mere fading earthly dream ? Oh love ! Oh piercing sweetness, passing bitterly To dust and ashes ! Oh the serpent trail Amidst the flowers, crushing out their life, Stifling their fragrance, making pale their hues In yearning for the inexpressible, Impossible of love ! Immortal love, The deathless passion of exalted souls, How can the dull earth satisfy thy needs ? We think (poor fools) with a most childish wish, Of each new treasure our hearts hunger for, ' Oh if it were but mine, my life would be A Paradise ! ' No longing dwells beyond (So in our blindness dream we) the dear ' now Of coveted possession ; but alas The jewel ours, how different its ray ! How faded, dim, and earthly doth it shine Upon our earthly finger, tho' it gleamed Star-like while out of reach! Tis ever so — Love, fame, and glory blossom valueless When woven in our crown ; 'tis when above Our feeble grasp they hang, we hold them dear, And strive to pluck, and die ; or living, find Attainment vain, content an empty dream. — He strove to speak, and holding forth his hand, 172 THISTLE-BLOSSOM. Hers, like a white dove, fluttered to his clasp With utter trustfulness of innocence ; And so these children of humanity, Each with a gospel budding silently In fragrant youthful heart, stood drinking deep The poison rapture of a deathless love. — ' Whence come you ? from the clouds or music-land ? ' At last he uttered ; and the speaking dream Made answer, rippling with a sweet low laugh, ' No ; the enchanted forest drew me forth With mystic singing of the moonlight boughs ; My home (a cold one) lies beyond the bound Of its fair leafage, over the wide heath, Upon the distant blue of yonder hill ; And you, 5 — she paused, as memory's swift flash Recalled the blissful tones of Lohengrin, And marvelled if a question broke the dream, And cast him into shadow-land again : ' I dwell beneath the pine-boughs,' answered he, ' And paint fair Nature as she speaks to me ; Calmly I live, no earthly ties have I ; My art alone, and my philosophy Dwell in my soul ; she dreams as yet, but soon Will break the golden fetters of her sleep, And try her pinions 'mid humanity.' — He paused, and she, her sweet voice quivering, Told him her story ; how in Italy The fragile blossom of her mother's life Had faded into death ; her father's heart Drew him with force resistless after her, And she, their love-crown, was brought home across The wailing sea to her dead mother's land, THISTLE-BLOSSOM. 173 An orphan and a stranger : — wealth she had, And friends as the world counts them ; but they sought To form her, as they called it, for the life Of fashion, and unheard, to drown in her All those pure yearnings for sublimity, And action in the struggle, which she felt Ripple the calmness of her virgin mind ; A strife to reach the higher peaks of life, Not simply vegetate in the low vale. — He listened ; and then questioned eagerly, With heart aflame, on which the falling tones Of her low voice dropped incense-like to depths Unfelt before, and raised a glory mist Of rapturous new feelings ; — so they stood Forgetful of all else ; the moonlight fair Gleamed on their upturned faces silently ; They talked ; not merely babbled, letting swim A bubble weather-wisdom down the tide (In subtle evolution) of their speech, And hiding 'neath the courtesy of tone, And slow correctness of a lazy drawl, Their emptiness of feeling, and of aim : — Far different their words ; from heart to heart The wing of speech flew swift, and answer found Ere resting-place was reached : two souls had met This moonlight eve, 'mid dreams of holy grail, And angels sweeping thro' the gleaming blue, Whose clasping fingers typified the bond Of love which clasped their hearts — for evermore. — She was no fragile blossom, floating down The lilied stream of life ; a beauteous gem 174 THISTLE-BLOSSOM. Fit only for man's royal diadem, To dazzle and no more ; beauty she had, A glorious richness of full loveliness To light up death with, and to gladden life — The wayside life of mortals, not of kings. She was a flower whose rich colour-crown Flashed on the portals of each passing heart And filled them with rare music, echoing The chorus of the stars ; but far beyond The beauty of her face, and melody Of her most rhythmic form, lay richer gifts But shadowed forth in these — a soul so pure, And so intensely loving, that it twined Round merest life-wreck, with ideal grace Transfiguring the bareness : — and for him, We know the poetry of thought and deed Which clasped hands in his heart ; and so the two Flashed into friendship, with a gleam of stars, A radiance of moonlight, and a breeze Of music whisp'ring from the swinging pines. — Each day which chased its brother down the gold Of the world's life thread held a pearl for them To count the time by : so the summer passed ; And his heart numbered in its precious shrine The hours marked by her presence : ' such a one She musing stood, while I played Lohengrin ; ' ' Ah ! then we wandered hand in hand among The waving fern blades underneath the pines ; ' Or, ' the day passed without her, but at eve, As wailing music stole from my sad soul, Her presence blessed me with its blissfulness ; ' And so with everyone until the end. — THISTLE-BLOSSOM. 175 But summer blooms not always, and at last The gorgeous wreaths of autumn passed away With fruition's swift pace, and left the ground Weeping and sad for beauty desolate ; And winter dawned with sad prefigurement Of parting and of sorrow — still she came ; And still their souls grew closer for the fear Which lurked in each, a changing doubt in his — A certainty in hers — that they must part, Or that sublime endeavour for mankind Would ne'er outblossom from their happy hearts. — One evening when they met, he said no word Of usual greeting, but his fingers strayed Among the tangled sweetness of the notes And drew forth a love-song — a curtain hung Before them on the wall ; the silken hue Of cloudless heav'n bore ' Hope ' in silver thread Upon its azure — but he spoke not yet And sang on with a passionate deep voice : — ' My heart has blossomed ; behold the love flow'r, I offer it unto thee ; May its fragrance sweeten the passing hour And dwell in thy memory ! ' By it may my soul to thine own speak clear, Or sweet, oh crown of the strife ! Wilt thou wear my blossom each passing year, And bless with thy love my life ? ' Oh lily-fair heart ! oh divine rapt eyes ! Oh beauty beyond compare ! 1 76 THIS TLE-BL OSSOM. Oh rapture of loving that slumb'ring lies Caught in mesh of golden hair ! ' Be mine, be mine own : and I dare to win A laurel wreath for thy brow ; I will storm fame's height, I will enter in, And my name, unknown till now, ' Shall ring thro' the earth with a mighty sound, And all men triumphantly Shall greet the fair treasure my life has found : Oh love, give thyself to me ! ' Then sinking into minor, that gay song Fell dropping with a tender monotone Of rippling treble, like a human sigh Too deeply felt for speaking. So it ran : — ' Oh love me, my beloved, Love but me, But me alone ! For I love thee With every tone My life can quiver from its soul's deep chords. Oh love me, my beloved, Love but me ! ' Oh lily of the pine wood, on my brow Pour gently down, My sweetest now, Thy fair love-crown ; THISri.E-BL OSSOM. 1 7 1 And coolness of thy kisses ; that they drown All other sound Amid their blisses. With a bound My soul springs up to greet thee ; Oh beloved, love me, Love but me, But me alone ! Oh love me, my beloved, Love but me ! ' In faintest murmurs died the song away, And answerless it swept adown the air; Then turned he and straight gazed into her eyes, And drew the silken curtain from the wall, The cloud which hid the blossom ; — there it hung, His deep soul speaking out of his art's might ; A revelation of love's pow'r in him, A pleading strong — half-irresistible. — 'Twas cloudy moonlight, breaking into gleams Of silver whiteness thro' black shadowing, Within the picture ; and a mountain stood Clear in the light, snow-topped with rugged sides, And jagged cliffs, whose darkness seemed a fear, A shudder, and a warning ; no path led, At the first gazing, up the precipice, While far below a swirling torrent rushed In utter wild abandonment, and bore Amid its foam torn blossoms down the stream ; And hurled high trees from forests in its flow Mad surging on resistless ; — but the eye Grown soon familiar with the gloominess, N I ; S THIS TLE-BL OSSOJf. And darkness of the scene, began to trace The merest shadow of steps, ruggedly Up -creeping thro' the snow ; so faint they were, So slipp'ry gleaming in the changing light, It seemed impossible a human foot Could mount their dizziness, yet on the track A pilgrim stood, with frail staff firmly grasped In guiding hand, and deep and tender eyes Raising their mute pathetic hopefulness To cloud-capped summit with its crown of stars : And as the gaze (grown clearer) followed his In its dumb rapture of expectancy, The clouds rolled into order, and disclosed (As 'neath a veil) a lonely woman's form, Tall, beautiful, and calm, with hair back flung Upon the pinions of the waiting breeze, And eyes down-drooping to the wanderer ; A crown of laurel in her outstretched hand She held towards him, with the tender smile Of waiting rapture knowing well the end. — ' Oh love,' he said, 'a cloud is o'er thy face ; I cannot see those eyes bent down on me For drooping lids ; oh lift the veil away And shine forth, in my heart full-blossoming ! ' He turned, and lo ! a mistiness of tears Drowned the blue sweetness of the deepest eyes Which ever mirrowed heav'n to lover's sight : A passion swept his spirit, like a breath Of the night breezes rushing thro' the pines, And standing straight with rapturous unrest He seized her quiv'ring to his throbbing heart, And with the might of kisses calmed away THISTLE- BL OSSOM. 1 79 The glist'ning rain-veil of her loveliness, And pressed his warm lips on her rose-like mouth As if to stifle aught but answ'ring kiss : — Yet pale she grew, as for a moment clung Her lips to his in love's forgetfulness : Then gently slipping from his arms' fond clasp She stood a marble type of innocence, And answered with a sob which caught her voice And crushed its sweetness to monotony : ' Not so, oh love ; it is not happiness Which gains life's highest crown ; it is not love. But suffering alone which raises us Unto the brightness of the mountain peak, And fair glow of the stars — ah not in vain The lessons of thy grand philosophy, And most sublime art-teaching ! Do we not Both hold the faith, of possibility For highest climbing in the lowest worm, Tho' waiting springtide of development In slumbering heart ? Oh love, and can we not Make our strong faith stand forth in stronger deeds, And lead the march of triumph on its way ? I dare not think, oh love — I dare not pause — Too weak my heart, too wholly thine ! I know The right stands clear before me, dare I choose The pleasant and the happy, here with thee ? What peace can dwell with shadow of a grave O'ercasting it for ever ? — Oh my love, Would not our noblest feelings lie entombed ? Our highest, purest aims be buried deep Beneath the grave of earthly happiness ? The acted lie is ever more accursed N 2 x8o THISTLE-BLOSSOM. Than the outspoken one, for that can be With truth confronted till it fall to dust, And all lies die, swift pierced by heaven's light ; But oh, beloved, would the acted lie Of stifling in our souls the solemn truth The stedfast stars, the everlasting hills, The blueness silver-flecked of moonlight eve, And rapture of the sun-dawn gave to us — "Would that die soon unnoticed, echoless ? No ; rather would it drag the coming souls, Who felt like us the possibility Of higher climbing, down to common earth, If we, apostles of the dawning truth, Cast down our inspiration, and our crown For a mere wreath of fading earthly blooms. Oh love, my soul is stedfast, but my heart Holds thee alone, and will not let thee go ! My love ! my love ! so brave, so fetterless— So gentle yet so strong— oh pity me ! I cannot reach thy stature, but I feel Its might and majesty of godliness — I know the glorious fate which hangs for thee "Unknown in some fair star ; go forth, oh love, Go forth and struggle for the nobleness Thou feelest in thy soul, and know'st thereby Humanity bears veiled and slumbering Until the word is spoken, and it burst In mighty purple bloom ; the thistle crown— The passionate rich heart behind the pricks. I dare not drag thee down, oh love ! oh love ! And yet I never knew what bitterness Lay hidden in this hour !— -Farewell my love ! THISTLE-BLOSSOM. i8r I cannot say more now — my heart will break ; But when full seven days have chased away This weakness, I will come, and meet thee here, And then no more, oh never any more, Thro' all the long days of eternity ! ' A sob drowned her sweet voice, and turning swift She fled adown the pine trees' shadowing Like hope before despair, and he, alone, Let fall the curtain o'er his bloom of art And dimly groped in his soul's bitterness For star to pierce the darkness, and none came. Without her what was life ? an empty void — Philosophy a dream — and art a curse, Since with its beauty it still back recalled The vanished hopeless beauty of his love. — Deep night fell o'er his spirit, and he felt The direful tempting every soul must know Who lives beyond the usual, and can taste The rapture and the thirst undying, fierce, For the eternity which dwells beyond Our seeking, yet puts forth a thrill of pain In every passion which can rise above The commonplace, and lose sight of itself In reckless torment of that shadow grasp. Death stood beside him, still and beautiful, A mystic weaving shade of loveliness — A flicker of white moonlight hid the eyes So cold and pitiless, and made them gleam Like dewy blossoms on a rippling stream ; She laid her cool white hand on his hot brow, And whispered with the rhythmic hopelessness Of her low voice, to weary souls so sweet : THISTLE-BL OSSOM. ' Linger not — tarry not — Come to me swift ; Life holds no joy for thee Sweet as my gift ; Peace — sorrow, out of sight — Rest — after life's hard fight. ' Whisper low, ere I go, Thy heart shall steep In all the blissfulness Of slumber deep : Tired soul, come to me ; Toss not on life's rough sea. : All thy high dreams must die, Why not then thou ? Life wears no happiness To crown thy brow Like that sweet rest of mine — Mortal, become divine ! ' Doth not every whisper of the pine-boughs — Doth not every sighing of the leaves — Every murmur as the wailing wind soughs Thro' the fragile blossoms which it grieves — Every ray of moonlight falling faintly — Every bird with weary song to morn — Every human brow, tho' high and saintly, Curse the wretched hour when it was born ? ' Mortal, let thy spirit sink to slumber, Let my cooling hand upon thy brow THISTLE-BLOSSOM. 183 Give thee calm and blisses without number ; Lean thy aching heart upon me now. Life is but a weariness ; and living Beareth ever a sharp stinging pain ; Peace can never blossom but in giving Soul and form to nothingness again ! ' So Death low-murmured, letting fall a sound Cool as the night wind on his aching brow ; Then silently she waited that her words Might bud, and grow to their own fruition. — Oh Death, so witching fair to the sad soul With wooing sweet white arms and peace-crowned brow, Thou would'st have conquered in that hour of woe, Of hopes downcast, and fair dreams ruthlessly Torn up by their strong roots and cast adown The precipice of fate — but heedlessly And half despairing in the conflict, he Struck forth his hands, and striking touched the keys Whose music ever vanquished his heart plague — A note flashed forth, a tone of Lohengrin, Where snowy angels float down the far blue In mystic bearing of the holy grail ; A mist fell from his spirit, and he knew The horror of the Death so near his heart With icy fingers clutching at his brow, And shook her from him, and rose strengthened; Then passed into the night and wandered on Beneath the moaning pine-boughs where the stars Were blotted out by umbrage of thick leaves : No sound struck on the stillness save the sigh 1 84 THIS TLE-BI OSSOM. Of these same breeze-blown branches, whispering A faintest requiem for his loneliness : — He sought in Nature gracious comforting, Nor sought in vain ; the poet ever finds A healing blessing in her silences — A throbbing rapture in her breathlessness, Which raises him beyond the present ill To distant future brightness. Ah that gift, That blessed gift, of art ! that nature throb — That solace of all sorrow, that pure joy ; That revelation of all mysteries In human darkened life — to those who bear This blessing in their souls the deepest woes Fall powerless to crucify; they feel, Even in sharpest anguish, a faint glimpse Of ever-brightening glory, which can still The thrilling of humanity to rest ! — The seven dragging days passed by at last, And left their crust of healing on his mind ; Time's gentle fingers never pass in vain Their soft caressing touch on weary brows, But leave them cooler for their sympathy, Unheard, but felt thro' every quivering nerve : Ah would that human sympathy were deep And voiceless as the years' ! true sympathy Can never speak its sorrow, but in deeds Lets fall the dew of healing on the bloom Of life down-crushed by anguish — when our souls Half maddened by the conflict tired sink To rest awhile in sadness, and lay down The growing burden which our spirits bear, A look may comfort, a caressing touch, THIS TLE-EL OSSOM. 1 85 But words — ah words are poisoned burning draughts, And fire sparks dropped into the open wound, A torture, and a tempting to cast down Life's self upon its burden ! Careless words Falling across our life at every step, How wondrous is their power ! like butterflies They glad youth's summer day and float above The perfumed flow'rs in beauty and in love, Making the earth a very paradise While our hearts echo ; but alas how soon Like poisoned wasps they sting our spirits bare ! The butterflies have fled, the buzzing swarm Of word tormentors wear the night away. — Again 'twas eventide, the seventh eve (From that one branded on my artist's soul With scorching letters) gloomed at last in tears, As if to sympathise with her sad heart : She came between the dark boughs silently; A mistiness of raindrops, and a wave Of rushing sadness from the surging pines, These were her welcome ; to the happy heart A low pathetic poem ; but her soul, Torn with the struggle, anguished with regret, Felt but the moaning of its hopelessness ; The tragedy of living pierced her thro' ; The bearing of life's burden pressed her down To merest helplessness of wondering When would the end come ? but the woman soul Is ever instinct with the bearing grief, Not casting it impatient down the far Of death-illusion — is it weakness this? 1 86 THISTLE- BL OSSOM. I know not ; but the man's thought ever is To toss life down ; the woman's, to endure — Perhaps 'tis cowardice, a fear to strike ; Perchance 'tis nobleness, a feeling strong, Deep-rooted in some minds, that holiness Is born in suffering, and rendered pure By patiently worn sorrow ; and now ' Dream ' (So had my artist named her) came adown The dripping forest with a will resolved To bear his sorrow (harder than her own), Yet to be stedfast for the sacrifice. — He saw her coming, and sprang forth to greet With clasping hand the coldness of her own, Which met his for the parting : so they stood, Their faces passion pale ! no moonlight gleam Of glory on the fairness of their brows ; No calmness of the stars in their wild eyes : And neither spoke : too great the agony For mortal words to speak it ; hand clasped hand As if the holding of the fingers twined Could distance parting, and ward off despair : — Sky's falling tears mixed with the human ones Which drifted down her cheeks ; the moaning winds Rushed wailing thro' the wood ; no other sound Disturbed the silence ; but the surging clouds Tossed rudderless and aimless thro' the air : Both at the same quick time-flash wandered back To that first eve of meeting, and their hands Unknowing grasped more close ; a whisper might Of bygone rapture flooded all his soul, And loosed his tongue, and he burst suddenly Into a chainless tide of burning speech : THISTLE-BLOSSOM. 187 1 Oh my beloved, speak ! Dost thou not know I cannot let thee go ? I cannot, 'tis impossible ! Oh see, What now remains for me If thou, my love, dost leave me ! all in vain, And breathing but of pain, My art, my life, my grand philosophy — I give them up for thee ! Oh whisper not of parting, my heart's star ! Gleam down the distant far Of my life's blackness, making it to glow With love our sad hearts know. Shine not alone, my darling, stay with me ! What am I without thee? A cloud wind-driven — a strong tree uptorn ; Ah better never born, Than cast adrift when most I feel the pain Of life so cold and vain : My soul's one love, I will not let thee go ; Thou shalt not leave me so ! Ah my art's dream of beauty, tinging all On which thy look did fall With that sweet soul outshining thro' those eyes ! Gaze not in sad surprise At my wild passion springing into speech ; I fall down, and beseech, In merest whisper, that thou leave not me, I have no world but thee ; No life, no hope, no aim ; mere helplessness (Unless thy lips will press My cold ones into being) weighs me down ; Life holds for me no crown iSS THISTLE-BLOSSOM. Unless thy love can reach it from the height Beyond my blinded sight, Unless thy beauty be my ladder fine, And lighted lamp to shine Thro' blackness of the air, and give it me. Oh love, I kneel to thee ; Oh leave me not in darkness ; nay, I swear Thou shalt not leave me there ! Thou shalt be mine, I swear it ; and thy heart Bears in its inmost part A blessing on my daring ; for I know The love within says, " No ; " Tis but the will to bear and sacrifice, (No matter at what price) Thy happiness for duty, which impels What thy sweet face out-tells Is anguish to thy spirit : oh my love, Raise thy fair height above This madness of denial ; as we two stand Hand locked in clasping hand, So let us pass thro' life, and let our dreams Like two uniting streams Whose waters joined, flow on with stronger sound, And more resistless bound, And brave the heat of scorching summer-glow To stop their gentle flow, Because they rush together to the sea ; Thus through eternity Let our lives flow together ; oh my sweet, My feeble words repeat, And still repeat, this burden, " leave not me ; " I perish without thee ! THISTLE-BLOSSOM. 189 I struggle for expression to make clear The beauty of the near, Of love, of happiness ; oh sweet ! the " far," Be it a distant star, Or merely earthly wreck, cannot compare With joy of present fair ; I strive to speak it, but how small a part Up-surging in each heart Can find expression in mere earthly speech : My wailing looks beseech What dwells beyond my asking ; — I have done : Love, have I lost, or won ? ' She raised her sad eyes to his glowing face With mute denial, half drowned in tenderness : ' It is because I love thee, I say " lost " ' (Fell from her pale lips down the sighing wind) ; ' It is because I would not have thee lose, For sweetness of the present, future bliss, Which comes in climbing up the heights of life And proving humanness can raise itself To the fair stars : it is for this, oh love, That rny voice murmurs brokenly, but firm, " Lost ! lost for ever : " thy philosophy Has entered in my soul, and dwelleth there, Transmuting littleness and ignorance To high endeavour and clear-sightedness. — Scorn not the earth ; despise not daily joys : No ladder that, to reach the distant sky ; Heav'n will be realised, and truly known, When earth is understood— not trodden down, But raised, and purified, and blossoming ! — When human souls have learned the nobleness 1 90 THISTLE-BL OSSOM. Which makes a crime impossible, disease And misery unknown ; 'tis our false thoughts, Our base desires, our meanness and our sin, Which hinder human blooming into god, And earth becoming heaven : the hour dawns When human souls will shudder, looking back To this same present we so haughtily Hold crowned and conquering, and call the time A hideous dream of darkness ; when the child Shall no more drink with unpolluted breath The fcetid air of soul-destroying creeds, And baseless superstitions making life A mere graveyard for stumbling ; then indeed, When sovereign mind shall choose its own pure food Adulterate no more, but nourishing To highest peaks of knowledge undismayed By spectres of dead giants, life will be A gift worth holding, a fair thistle-bloom To crown our human brows ! How few there are Who feel this boundless possibility In commonplace of life : but we, oh love, We know it, and must bear it different ways, Unheeding that our life paths separate And join not until death. Oh love ! oh love ! Farewell, farewell ! yea farewell evermore ! My passing spirit will unite with thine And draw thee to me when death reaches us.' — Her low tones dropped to silence, and far off Seen dimly thro' the rain-flecked looming sky A faintest glimmer of the wannest gold Stole, half afraid to greet the coming morn, And pierced the weeping clouds, and down the east THIS TI.E-BL OSSOM. 1 9 1 Rose like the promise of eternity Beyond the mist of death — a great calm fell Across the wailing branches, and they paused To marvel where the torturing wind had flown Which lashed them into madness through the night . And a mere shadow of half-veiled sound Came from the drowsy birds still slumbering Yet singing 'mid their dreams. All agony Must sink at last to silence, and a time Comes in all sorrow when the sharpest pang Fails to disturb the calmness. Hopelessly, But dumbly, did he loose her clasped hand And let it flutter from his clinging grasp To wander o'er the earth, or find its rest Beneath the canopy of heaven's stars. — And so they parted, with no farewell kiss Of passionate mute love to gleam adown The darkness of their path, a flash of light In which the bare bleak years stood glimmering : And she alone passed from beneath the pines Which silent stood, and musical no more Sang neither song of woe or joyfulness : Her light feet trod the heather brown and sere And glided o'er the grass blades up the hill Into the silence of her dwelling place ; He watched her slipping from his yearning sight, And saw the dull days rise and wane, and still His life stretched boundless, on a level plain, No glints of sunlight on its hopelessness ; His spirit bowed beneath the agony, And turning, as the tired soul ever will Unto the deepest passion which it knows, 1 92 THIS TLE-BL OSSOM. His fingers sought the keys which sang to him In happy days of grand ideal art, Of love, philosophy, and all that we Bear highest in our minds. Is there aught here Which music cannot soothe ? her wordless tone Of sympathy falls sweeter on our ears, And opens our heart portals silently With precious healing overflowing all The wreck-strewn shore of life — than any word The dearest and the truest of our kind Can ever speak, with wet eyes and soft hand Seeking to soothe what is unsoothable Except by time, and music ; for the mind, Borne high above the common tide of life By wave of anguish, raises up unknown Its stature to the universal height Of the great world-soul, ' possibility,' And only in the union with pure truth Can find surcease for sorrow of the ' now.' — When the wan dawn had brightened into day He left his stedfast pine-wood, and sped on Across the bare brown heather, and the grass, Whose dewdrops fastened on his eager feet As if to drag them backward, but in vain : He passed the hill, his beacon point till now, With stern denial of gazing, for she dwelt Upon its summit, and he dare not see Her eyes again, or they would chain him there. And so he left behind him his fair youth, And art-dreams for reality ; and strode Down to the world from great heights of his love. And there we leave him, but shall catch again THISTLE-BLOSSOM. 193 The gold thread of his life, unravelling His sorrows, and his aim to light mankind To the fair distance of true holiness And mountain peak of stars, and gleaming blue Of over-arching sky above their brows. And her strife in the petty narrowness The usual woman life must circle thro', And count it blessing that the storms of fate Or glory rapture crowning manly brows Are shielded from her weakness ; count it bliss If one of these same crowned ones offer her The blessed title to make glad his life, And rule his house, and decorate his feasts, And bear his humours patiently, and serve Her lord and master, until the death hour Shall sound releasing from the torturer ! Their life threads yet may cross in distant time, Each seeking to express the soul's deep thoughts In deeper deeds of loving sufferance ; And striving with the leaven of their minds To fuse the whole dull lump of humanness To living genius — borne above the clay Of their base natures trailing thro' earth- dust. o i 9 4 ' THISTLE-BLOSSOM. PART II. The years toiled on with aged, halting feet, Up the steep gorge of dusk eternity, And left their footsteps carved in the stone, Some firm and lasting, others dim and pale, And half effaced by following rough years Who trod them down with scoffing out of sight : And these years caught my artist and left him, As one by one they passed, more desolate ; With less of hope, but more of firm resolve Graved on his brow, and lighting up his eyes. He roamed across the world, and ever strove To make men listen to the singing stars, And live, not vegetate, and call it life ! He learned their hand-crafts, and their brain-crafts too, And sought the usual and the commonplace, The hills and vales of life ; but ever found Himself mocked as a dreamer, and his creed The scoffing butt of fools : he sang to them ; He borrowed music's pleading, stronger far Than any human word ; they listened calm And praised the artist, but ignored the man ; Or shrugging scornful shoulders muttered low : ' A genius' skull is ever full of dust To fly in reason's eyes, and blind the sight For daily human life ; mark not his words, But hear his gift of music readily.' And so the blind world heard him willingly, THISTLE-BLOSSOM. 195 When music pleaded at their deafened hearts, But understood not what the music meant, Or why its might so pierced them that they came Again, and yet again to hear the voice Which, singing, swayed their souls, but speaking truth, The music's utterance, in human speech, Fell echoless adown their barren lives. — One man there was in all the multitude Who listened when he spoke with longing eyes Half grasping with their yearning at his words The sweetness of the truth beyond the rind : And one day as he stood with distant gaze, Oblivious of all save the far blue Of skyward dreaming where his spirit roamed, My artist drew towards him, and with tone Of softest sympathy held out his hand ; A yearning for the fellowship of man Came with resistless surging o'er his soul So high and desolate among mankind ; He felt this heart bore kindred with his own, A germ of brighter possibility Lay hid in those deep eyes : ' Oh friend,' he said, ' I know that nobleness abides in you, I feel its echo striking from your soul, Straight to the depths of mine ; oh dream no more, Speak to me clear ; I know the aim is high Beneath that thoughtful brow : have you found truth 3 Oh hold her light across me, that her rays Fall on the darkness, ever unexplored Of humanness beneath my spoken word ; If I can teach you, see how willingly o 2 1 96 THISTLE-BL OSSOM. My thoughts are yours, my hopes, my aims, my voice- Speak then, oh brother ! take my hand in thine, The grasp of fellowship gives mighty pow'r To every human soul to bear and do ! ' The deep eyes turned the pathos of their look Straight on my artist, and with monotone Of wearied sadness, answered his appeal : ' At dawn of life, I might have raised A name the wise had loved to bless, My truth-filled poems had been praised, My wisdom lauded to excess ; ' I felt the fiery touch had given Unto my brow a crown of rays, Which, if to burnish I had striven, Had lit up all the after days : ' My thoughts sprang forth half wing'd to heav'n ; Had I sustained their early flight, They soon had lost the dull earth's leav'n, And soared above in perfect light. ' Alas ! alas ! I might have sung The martyr's hope, the hero's fame ; My sounding verses might have rung For ever with fair freedom's name : ' All this (nay more) I might have done, My soul had pow'r to strive and gain, But never was aught precious won By counting cost, or heeding pain ; TUTS TLE-BL OSSOM. \ 97 ' For while I waited, watching flow The strong waves of life's swift river, My hour had time to come, and go Again to the mighty giver ; ' And still tho' indolent and slow, I might have caught its burning pow'r, But that another magic glow Swept o'er my spirit at that hour : ' Love flew in with wings outspread ; Love the fair, The sweetly smiling ; With radiant hair, And soft low voice my sense beguiling : ' Alas ! how often had I heard and read Of just such coming, yet it seemed to me A grand new dream, wonder and mystery ! And ever as a wave draws to the shore, And melts away all landmarks ; more and more My soul drank that sweet poison, and lost count Of all the many steps it had to mount Before the god-like heights of fame were reached. ' Love with a halo round her head, A purple mist Like amethyst, Flew, steeped in perfume o'er my waning sense ; How could I wait ? I felt my fate And kneeling low resigned all vain defence : 19S THISTLE-BLOSSOM. Then light beamed round O'er all the ground, And filled the earth with beauty, me with bliss : My soul woke blind, How could I find The heights of glory bartered for a kiss ? The kiss was sweet : J t is but meet, Since love has blessed me, I should give her praise ; The vow she took With her fair look Has ne'er been broken thro' the passing days : Yet still I long For that wild song My soul could hear in youth's days long ago ; It is not best Just to find rest, And inspiration cometh but from woe ! 'Tis when the soul Beyond control Has lost itself in sea of agony, That, maimed and worn, Its flight is borne By angels, thro' time to eternity ; So journeying On spirit's wing Can hear, and drink, the music of the spheres ; And then can sing To us within The prison-house below — the vale of tears : And ring thro' time With mystic rime, Leading men on to glory, or the grave, THIS TLE- BL OSSOM. 1 99 And sounding clear, That all may hear Who dare the witching looks of love to brave ; And cast away Her magic sway To choose a nobler lot : — no light or glow, No thrilling kiss Of love, nor bliss Of rapture, which she lends to all below, Can e'er compare (For those who dare To gaze but on the stars, nor heed her song) With that soul- voice ! Oh had my choice But kept to that, for which I ever long '. Love's rosy crown I would cast down, And be alone, my visions only near, Could I but now Feel on my brow The crown of inspiration ; could I hear That mystic rime In youth's fair time So near me : falling on my spirit free As summer rain ; But ne'er again Will God be near me as he used to be. Repentance late, And moans at fate, May make life bitter, but can ne'er repair The ruin wrought By want of thought And passion's voices followed without care. 203 THISTLE-BLOSSOM. Yet it may be I still shall see In some more blessed life that hour again, And then shall know Before it go Soul pleasures only bring no yearning pain ! ' 4 Oh brother,' said my artist, ' is not love The highest inspiration ? I had lost All other hope, how willingly for her ! Tho' swift denial met all my pleading heart And crushed it into silence, yet my creed Was ever, that love purifies the soul And raises it beyond the present gift Of dear possession to th' eternal stars.' ' Nay, rather does it chain to this dull earth The soaring soul if ever realised ; ' Made answer wearily the saddened voice : ' It is but while a dream, unknown, untouched — And bearing still the magic rarity Of growing beyond reach — that it can raise To its own height of blooming ; and that height Is not reality, but semblance fair We ever feign to gift our ideal ; Once let us reach it, wear it as our own, Alas, from a bright star which led us on Across the swamps of life to the far hill Of nobleness and glory, it will shrink Into a sharp and stinging fetter point Struck thro' our souls to pin them to the earth. Speak no more to me ; offer me no more The hand of fellowship ; my home is here ; But yours is far beyond ; eternity thistle-blossom: 201 Lies waiting for your presence ; never more Will I hear your tone's magic, which recalls The beauty of the past — in hopelessness ! ' — And turning with no parting farewell word He passed into the darkness ; and unknown, Unseen again, sped down the distant night Of human life's forgetfulness ; and he Who would have sought a brother, heard instead An echo of his Dream's words bitterly Float over from the past : — so he toiled on To other lands, and other humanness, And myriad development of life With the same spirit hid beneath the veil ; The same hard scoff at holiness and truth, The same contemptuous sentence ; ' he is mad ' ! On all his fervent words, and deeds, and thoughts — Yet he still struggled with a deathless love — A stern repression of earth's weaknesses ; And strove (nor vainly) on his human brows To wear the calmness of the stedfast stars, And hold the deepness of infinity Within his patient eyes ; — and she his Dream Reigned always in his heart, and reigned alone ; A sweet pathetic memory of bliss Felt clearly in all beauty ; greeting him At midnight 'neath the glory of the moon, And rapture of the stars, and floating clouds, By soft breeze whisper, and hushed brooklet's sound, And perfumed pray'r of blossom, and each tone Revealing Nature to her worshipper : — His thoughts sprang into music sad and low, Its sweetness melting into silences 202 THISTLE-BLOSSOM. With feeling rhythm quivering all thro ' : (Our words flash forth in poems, constantly When a great passion sways us ; be it joy, Or anguish, 'tis the same ; the breath divine Which raises us beyond the commonplace, And makes us one with Nature, gifts our voice With music like her own, to shadow forth The human and the god in unison !) ' Tho' thy presence is to me But a sad sweet memory, Yet more high and holily Fair my love, I love thee. ' When the night breeze sweeps adown From the hill-top's snowy crown, And across the heather brown, Fair my love, I love thee. ' When the calmness of the stars Shines thro' my life's prison bars, Gleaming from the dim " afars " Fair my love, I love thee. 4 When my soul, half in despair, Doubts if glory heights compare With the vales so cool and fair ; Sweet my love, I love thee. ' When on wings of music borne, My weak spirit sad and worn Dreams it is not left forlorn : Sweet my love, I love thee. THISTLE-BLOSSOM. 203 ' When I see the blossoms round Spread their beauty o'er hard ground, Seeking soul, and having found : Sweet my love, I love thee. ' Oh my love, the mystery Which the green leaves sing to me Is but shadowing of thee ! Pure my love, I love thee. ' 'Mid the mystic silentness Of the earth's vast wilderness, Where no mouth my lips dare press, Pure my love, I love thee. 1 Never love-clasp glads my own, And no other's look or tone Have I sought, save thine alone ! Pure my love, I love thee. ' Tho' I know my eye in thine Ne'er may see the answ'ring shine Of true love which is divine, Yet, my love, I love thee. ' When pale death with noiseless feet Shall our hearts with coldness greet, Then, and then alone, oh sweet, I dare prove I love thee ! ' Then my life, its struggle past, Peaceful lies, but holds thee fast ; Oh my love ! my own at last, I dare prove I love thee ! 20 1 THISTLE-BLOSSOM. ' Then that kiss we never knew Pierces the last anguish thro' ; Death is rapture borne with you ! I dare prove I love thee.' So he sang on, but sudden sprang upright, For borne upon the night breeze faint and low A kiss flashed on his lips : and murmur wan Came floating down the stillness of the wood, The merest whisper, of a woman's sigh Heard far off in the blueness of the hills : He knew it for the summons she had pledged : ' Farewell ! farewell ! yea, farewell evermore ! My passing spirit will unite with thine, And draw thee to me, when death reaches us : ' So had she spoken ; and the time had come, The blossom of the thistle to his soul ; And he sped onward, counting each time-flash A jewel lost, which parted him from her. — At last he reached the pinewood, and again Passed swift beneath its branches, the same man To outward seeming who had dwelt there once ; But oh how different ! Then, art was life, And dreams a glory, and the life, a crown ; Pure happiness a possibility — Earth, heaven's germ, and humanness, a star Of nobleness and fame ; while now, alas ! Naught of these jewels bound his weary brows Save life alone, a woven wreath of thorns ! The swinging pine boughs murmured constantly Their old refrain, but hopelessly and sad, And answerless for ever, to his soul. THISTLE-BLOSSOM. 205 But he passed on unheeding, and came out Upon the moorland, where the heather bloom Had faded into blackness ; and the grass Hung, waving tattered banners of defeat : He crushed them without thinking, and sped on Up the far hill, on which his Dream had dwelt, And waited for his step with craving eyes Whose death-like calmness melted into mist Of sobbing tear-clouds when they met his gaze. Serene she lay, and patient ; a soft couch Of purple, wheeled into the window-space Which opened to the ground, and let the gleam Of tender moonlight flood the flowers pale Of ling'ring monthly roses round its frame — Was all the space her eager rhythmic form Xow circled on — so passionate before In its lithe rapture of swift quivering Adown the nills, and thro' the forest wide, And o'er the springing heather's rosy bloom. — They met, as they had parted, hand to hand Close-clasping with a passionate hard grasp ; And anguished eyes of his in calm of hers De p-gazing silently — with not a word Of greeting on their lips ; then he dropped down Beside her on the ground, and whispered low, ' Is it so near, oh love ? so very near ? Wilt thou indeed be but a memory Thro' all the coming years? Art thou still free ? Oh love, oh darling, let me kiss thy lips, Then thou indeed art mine ! ' With warning hand She prayed for silence, and then with a voice Of tender sighing answered his pray'r : 2o5 THISTLE-BLOSSOM. ' I am all thine, my love ; yea, thine and death's, If thou care for my kisses ; but before My mouth feels sweetness of thy answ'ring mouth It must unveil its secrets. — Since that hour When we two parted in the years gone by, I never felt love-flash ; I heard indeed Fair words of love, but ever answered them, " Give me the hand of fellowship, oh man, And not the kiss of love ! " And strove to live Up to the highest possibility Thy art had taught me ; with philosophy To crown my struggles, and make clear to all The deep right lying hidden in our strifes, Behind the present passion and the need : I strove indeed to raise the woman-mind Up to the heights, where men so calmly claim The privilege of reigning ; while to us They leave the low spots with o'ershadowing From their most royal brows ; I strove indeed For equal rights ; and freedom to evolve His higher nature, for the labourer — For light and air to all men's darkened souls — But far beyond all this, and lying deep, Almost too deep for grasping, did I strive For that eternal abstract principle Of justice in our souls, beyond the needs Of present remedies for tyrannies : — Till that be understood — till each one feels The standard for true judgment does not lie In what he thinks, in what his brother needs — In what is best for nations, or for one — But in what is above the present ill, THISTLE-BLOSSOM. 207 Above the daily thoughts, above our life — Beyond all personal aims or ideas — Almost above our holding ; but in truth Not beyond reach of striving earnestness To grasp and judge by, thro' eternity. I thought to leaven with a spark of soul One merely earthly nature, and to build On this frail corner-stone my pyramid Of glory for the race : — The man loved me As best he could (or thought so) for the time ; He was most plastic clay in my weak hands, And I, poor fool, had visions of the crown Of joy on human brows, which might outshine The gleaming of the stars ; and gave myself To bring life to the marble ; but alas, The statue was but clay and rottenness ! — Ah poor hearts, poor hearts ! How I long to bless With a woman's kiss of love, And a tender meaning of thoughts that press .From the pitying sky above ! Poor souls toiling on, how I yearn to part Your sorrows between us here ! Oh brothers, your griefs I feel in my heart, Your wailing voices I hear ! Oh love, down-pressed by the thorns of life — Oh sore and wearying feet — Can I never aid you amid the strife And make word and action meet ? This pleading ever-echoed in my soul, Until I paused not to take count and see If marble could be modelled from the clay To strength and beauty by the godlike force 2o8 THISTLE BL OSSOM. Of our philosophy, and art divine ; But gave myself to purchase, as I thought, His struggle with me for humanity ! Alas ! such ideals ever break beneath The weight down-cast upon them — the time fled, And his love fled before it down the days Of our life-stream, grown flowerless and chill : — He was a good man, as the world counts good — He was a wise man, as the world holds wise — And ever sought to love me, as he could, And shield me from rough weather and life-storms ; But when he found my spirit firmly set Not with a child's heart but a woman's soul On our grand life-aims, he would answer me With a'half-scornful wonder and a smile Which stirred me into anger swift and hard (Was I so weak that he should pity me?) And yet his words fell soft and music-like. One even when the moon did climb The arch of heav'n so calm and blue, My spirit tasting the sublime Did gaze the passing ages through ; And noted on the toilsome track Of life, the spirits pressing on ; While some gazed forward, some looked back, And some mused o'er their treasures won : But each whene'er he looked above, A shining statue, perfect, whole, And lovely, saw with looks of love Awaiting him at life's last goal : This statue was his perfect life As he might make it, and a sigh THISTLE-BLOSSOM. 209 Stole from his lips, " Ah me, the strife Will mar its beauty ere I die ! " Yet still a thrill of rapture glowed, And lit up each pale bowed down face, As they gazed on where downward flowed The sight of that exceeding grace. • • • • • But while I gazed at each wan form (Seen clearly by my spirit clear), With all its sorrows 'mid life's storm Thus toiling on from year to year, With all its hopes unguessed, unknown By the surrounding world ; its dreams So scorned, and ever sentence thrown Not on what " is" but on what " seems " ; A cloud passed o'er the scene, and I Had sudden reached the statue-land ; It stood close to the far blue sky And stars gleamed thro' on either hand : I looked ; and lo each toiler knelt Before the statue of his life, Its image now, and yet there dwelt On each the tokens of the strife ; The radiant beauty passing song Was marred and wrinkled, and the grace Which to the statue did belong Had flown from the worn spirit's face ; And one had lost the strong right hand ; And one was blind, and tears did fill His sightless eyes ; and one did stand With pain comparing thought and will. 210 THISTLE-BLOSSOM. My heart was sad, for if there be No grief so sharp as in despair To see in thought the joys that we Have known long since so sweet and fair ; Yet still to feel the struggle o'er, No chance again to fight or gain A vict'ry, and that hope no more May draw bright presages from pain ; To know the time for struggle past, And late repentance worse than vain ; And feel the chains which fate has cast Resistless as her iron reign : This surely is enough to daunt The boldest from the strife, and give Some foothold for the scoffing taunt ; " Is God a fiend who bids us live ? Who bids us struggle for a dream ? — A shadow we can never reach — While we bow to His will supreme, And strive our aching souls to teach That all we have, or hope, or gain, Is but His love ? — a God's to slaves ! Who godlike can rejoice in pain, And with crushed hearts his sanctu'ry paves ? My brothers, let us strive no more, Heav'n has no bliss which can repay The daily torment o'er and o'er Returning with each dawning day, But seize and taste the present bliss, If bliss there be, and have no care For future years ; love's offered kiss Will make e'en anguish calm and fair ! THIS TLE-BL OSSOM. 2 1 1 We all must die, what matter how, Or where ? for dreaded, hoped, or wooed, The moment comes ; the awful ' now ' — Which we must meet ; and, or subdued, Or joyful, 'tis for all the same : Some tears — a grave — perchance some love More lasting may recall our name To memory, when our tomb above She passes ; but the praise, or blame, Will little move the senseless dust ! A nation's tears — eternal fame — What are they when grim death says ' must ? ' Then strive not man to please, or God ; Please but thyself, and take surcease With pleasures gathered from the sod, For strife which soon will end in peace ! " My being rose in mutiny, and I Hurled back his promises before the day Of sacrifice (I called it) for a dream — And he spoke calmly, almost wearily : " You are a child, and know not what you need. A woman's duty rarely lies beyond Her own life circle, and her children's eyes ; Those are her stars, and they should guide her way, With no vain outward dreams. Humanity Can well support itself, and yields no grace To those wild spirits who would spoil its peace ! " Then turned and left me ; and I fell upon The earth's cold bosom with most bitter tears ! My heart broke in that moment, for my dream Alone had held me living without thee ; — My love ! my love ! my godlike, noble love ! — 212 THISTLE-BLOSSOM. I faded as the summer bore away Her perfumed jewels, and my husband said The distant Italy would call again Spring roses to my cheeks, and so we went ; Yet gathered no bright blooms in that fair land, But only pale death-flowers ! — He was brave, And reckless like his nation ; and one day While a storm threatened, showed his fearlessness And utter scorn of peril, and embarked In a frail boat upon the surging sea, Laughing and gay, and boasting he would bear His vessel back to harbour in the calm : He came indeed — the blue waves bore him back Long ere the calm had settled over them, With all his gaiety drowned out of him, And death's calm on his brow : — I laid him down Beneath the fragrant waving orange trees, With requiem of blue sky and sighing air ; And then I sought the pinewood, and the hill, Where we two met, and parted, years ago. I waited patiently until I knew My weary life grew very near its end, And then my passing spirit summoned thine, Oh true love, and thou heardest, and art here ! — Now kiss me ; lay thy fresh cool lips on mine And let me so pass to eternity ! ' Her tender voice sank mournfully to rest, And he pressed all the passion of his soul In that first love-kiss. As rose-petals pale Take a rich glow from sunlight wooing them, So all the wanness of her quiv'ring mouth Flashed into ruby brightness at his touch ; THISTLE-BLOSSOM. 213 She clung to him, the whole unlovely past Since they two parted faded into dust ; Again she felt young, happy, beautiful ; And sprang up lightly with a passing strength : 1 Oh love,' she said, ' let me hear Lohengrin Once more, but this once more ; my spirit sees The gleaming angels floating down the blue, With perfumed presence of the holy grail ; And yearns to join the song — oh sweetheart, play That glorious dream again ! ' Half-wild he stood With anguish of the parting ; but he touched With master-hand the keys, and shadowed forth That wondrous revelation : — not a sound Fluttered the stillness, till half unaware The sweetness melted in the triumph-song And rose sublime and strong — then a wild cry Broke from her pallid lips : ' Oh love, my love, Where art thou ? speak ; this blackness frightens me ! My hands grope blindly forth to find thy hands, And miss them in the dark — where art thou, love ? Oh leave me not alone ! alone ! alone ! ' Her voice pierced into shrillness at the end, Then fell down into sudden silentness. He sprang up madly, all his spirit's fear Bursting in cry of anguish from his lips, Now pale as hers, who lay so lifeless there. He pressed her dead heart to his beating one ; He held her cold mouth to his own warm lips, And conjured her in wildest words of love To open those sweet eyes, and look at him Once more, but once ! — Her dead heart gave no sign, Her wan lips answered not his passionate 214 THISTLE-BLOSSOM. Wild raving of despair — in vain, in vain The human seeks to dash itself against The marble veil of death, and pierce beyond (With the dear passing one) its mystery ! — His anguish sank to silence presently, As passion ever must tho' true and real : And he sought calmness in the wooing keys, His only joy, his ruling love in death ; — For death could not divide them ; when morn broke They found the master cold, with fingers still Upon the whiteness, breathing his swan-song. — They bore the lovers to one resting place Across the heather, to the stately pines Whose swinging branches murmur constantly Above their peaceful grave, and thistle-bloom Springs from their loving hearts, a purple crown Of deeper fuller blossom for their brows Than any flower with mere sweetness fair, Crushed into nothingness by careless hand, And bearing 'neath its beauty no stern thorn To beat the scoffer at its holiness Back from its bosom, and develope thence Beyond its bareness a triumphant crown ! And like the thistle our humanity Bears hid within its soul the purple glow Of fair development ; and each true heart May hold the blossom of its nobleness Before the eyes of men, until their minds Spring by the gazing into fruition, And heav'n is reached, for earth is understood ! 215 DULCAMARA. 'Twas long ago, as men count time, By days, and months, and years — Yet not so long but that my rime Can up the steep of mem'ry climb, And catch the dropping tears ; And hold them with unanguished brow, Tho' sighing softly still ; They bear no stinging sorrow now, Tho' looking back I wonder how Such torture could not kill. — Ah well ! time passes steadily And hardens as he goes ; And tho' sometimes we readily Could wish our bodies dead, that we Might sink in death's repose ; Yet ere a year, or may-be two, Have slid into the past, We catch a glimpse of heaven's blue, Soft peeping all the darkness thro', E'en sorrow cannot last : 216 DULCAMARA. And Nature's blessed voices fall, On tired hearts dropping down ; The calm stars shine thro' heaven's wall, And breathe their glow, and lighten all, And wan brows feel their crown ; And every tiny bloom that springs — Or dew-drop on the grass ; And every flutter of bird wings — And every note that music sings — Wake echoes as they pass, And bury with caressing tone Our sorrow out of sight ; While every sigh, and every moan Are whispering that not alone Nor outcast from the light, We suffer, 'mid our pilgrimage In darkness drearily ; There dwelleth One who can assuage The tempest, tho' its wildness rage O'er our souls wearily ; Else why instinctive do we cry, And lift our eyes above, Nor turn below — but seek the high? Ah scoffers, tell the reason why, If not, that God is love ! And teaches us like creeping things, And twining fragile life, DULCAMARA. 217 To seek in climbing, budding wings And grasp, and strike the angels' strings Clear harping thro' the strife. They say, who deeply have down-gazed Thro' Nature's mysteries, That every groping may be raised To heights unknown, but not unpraised In poets' histories ; And that the need bespeaks the power In plant, or tree, or man : It may not be that one life-dower Shall see the end, or fading flower Amid its blooming's span ; But yet the race is strong to win, And triumphs at the last ; For tho' in storms the springs begin To let their freshness blossom in While skies are overcast ; Yet soon the sunshine's golden hue Conquers the tempest's might, And beam-like kisses down the blue Slide sweetly to the rain-drop's dew And glorify their light ! And so from storm of unbelief, And tearing at the chain, Whose end we miss when utter grief Has darkened all hope of relief, And made our faith seem vain ; 2iS DULCAMARA. And searchings into secrets hid For ever out of sight, Translations of earth's pyramid, And strife to raise the coffin lid, And pierce the distant night Which closes life, but leaves behind A rope to reach the skies, Tho' trembling fingers cannot find The strands, and often we are blind To aught but the dead eyes, And twine our minds in bondage strong With chain of golden hair ; Forgetting, as we gaze along The weary coming years, the wrong Will fade to silence there. Ah merciful strong years ! how brave We learn to be from you ! How soon forgotten is the grave O'er which the clinging grasses wave And mosses struggle thro' ! How small a wreath does memory weave Of all our anguish blooms ; How calmly does our spirit leave The thought behind, and rarely grieve O'er vanished sorrow's glooms ! Half bitterly my soul looks back To those same dropping tears, DULCAMARA. 219 Which left on my life's arid track A little spot — the merest wrack On-dwelling thro' past years ; But when they fell ; ah me, how deep The anguish they exprest ; My heart sank down — I could but weep And wish my sobs could ever steep My dead one's place of rest : And yet my sorrow faded swift. What now remains to tell The story of my life's one gift — The star whose glow could well-nigh lift A lost soul out of hell — The jewel which my mortal brow Let fall unwillingly And never found again, yet how It gleamed before, forgotten now, Or called back chillingly? A lock of hair whose golden hue Shines yet undimmed and bright, As if the sunlight glinted thro' And kissed it now, as I used to, And gloried in its light ; A few old letters breathing still In fading dusty ink The love which chained my ardent will, And challenged death itself to kill, Or break the clasping link — 220 DULCAMARA. And yet 'tis broken ; or, could I, Tho' sobbingly and low, Speak of him here beneath the sky, Or dream of grave where he doth lie, And yet faint anguish know ? Sometimes I wondered in my pain (Amid the dropping tears) If peace indeed could bloom again — If God were not a phantom vain, And tragedies the years, Whose heavy brows would never bow On me their cooling breath ; Alas, I know the presage now Was but an empty doubt and vow The coolness is of death. I'd rather have my memories Clear-cut against the black Of daily life, than in strange eyes See smiling love with mystic ties Whose chains my hours lack !— Let me recall the day gone by (How little time it seems) When first beneath the summer sky I saw his face, nor marvelled why He stepped from out my dreams Can my words paint him as he stood, With sunlight falling fair DULCAMARA. 221' Around him, while from out the wood Of pines, a whisper, understood Like music everywhere, Came floating down the perfumed breeze, And tossing here and there The waving rhythm of the trees Till pale rose-petals on their knees Fell with a fragrant prayer ; And he with calm eyes, saw not me At first, but gazed unmoved, And knew a quiver, even he Had marked not, till the hour when we Met 3 and in meeting — loved. I loved him with the untried might Of passion in my soul ; I loved him as I loved the light Returning to my craving sight As night away did roll : All beauty, music, nobleness, I loved, as I loved him : His lightest word could firm impress The calmness of his stedfastness Upon my passing whim. He cared not for the world's gay jest And rarely entered in, But loved divinest music best, And in her sweet tones found a rest Which light laugh could not win ; 222 DULCAMARA. And I loved best what he could choose, And music spoke to me As none could speak ; nor did I lose A shadow joy, and could refuse Content, all gaiety. Ah love, it seems like yesterday That sunny time in June ! How swift the sunlight passed away, And left a shadow where it lay, Like echo of love's tune. — Alas, I wander, but recall My eyes, with tear-drops dim • I stood behind the garden wall, Whose shadow o'er the road did fall Dreaming ; and so, saw him. Men told me I was fair, and I Had (smiling half in scorn) Oft in my child's heart wondered why ; And gazed down blueness of the sky, And dreamed I was not born, And marvelled if my fairness then Had shone out in a star ; To blossom far beyond their ken, Yet win like praises from these men, While I looked on afar \ I knew, with that instinctive thrill Which moves a maiden's heart, DULCAMARA. 223 That they who wooed me could not fill The depths of loving and of will, So held myself apart From all their smiles, and tender eyes, And clasping fingers' touch ; Love whispered of all mysteries, Of rapture boundless as the skies, And here I found not such, Until that sunny day behind The garden wall I stood, Whose shadow stood out cool defined, And thro' the white clouds golden-lined A breeze stole down the wood ; And he passed by ; and all the air Fell chiming, wave on wave ; I knew my fate, I felt it fair, My dream's fulfilment met me there ! Aye scoffers, you may rave, First- sighted love may call a jest, Or out of fashion quite ; But ah the souls who love the best Wait not till wisdom crowns the rest Ere bathing in love's light ! My weak words hover (like a bird At drowsy close of day, When scarce a passing leaf is stirred, And thro' the sweetness dimly heard Her ' good-night ' floats away) 224 DULCAMARA. Around him ; and half fear to paint (For longing after sight) My one lost love. No crowned saint, With prayer and fasting waxing faint In dawning heaven's light, Was he ; but just a man, and brave, And strong, and true, and free ; Whose broad white brow a something grave, The shadow of a bygone wave, Bore on its majesty ; The sweetest eyes mine ever knew, With sunbeams prisoned there, Dark grey, while ever peeping thro' You caught a dash of heaven's blue In which star-raptures were ; A mouth which smiled to meet the eyes, Yet closed firm in repose ; Whose clear-cut lips would know not sighs At any fate ; while calm and wise He stedfast plucked the rose Although the thorns were piercing deep The human finger-tips, Yet unmoved that the bloom would steep Him sorrow full, he firm would keep That calm smile on his lips, And know the gift God offered him, Tho' turning swift to woe, DULCAMARA. 225 A blessing bore beneath the rim Of golden chalice, tho' so dim The light of love below, That who sees not, will not believe The rich wine brimming there ; And rather would men sigh and grieve For that they have not, and bereave Their souls of faith so fair. Oh mole-like in your platitudes, Ye little race of men, Ye burrow 'mid your latitudes, And know not any gratitudes For aught beyond your ken ! The boundless over-arching blue Of God's love o'er you cast — The rapture star-lights shining thro' — The glories hid in dropping dew — In present, and in past — Would the poor mole who seeks the light And finds it darker still Than burrowing below in night, Which seems clear to his blinded sight And natural to his will, Would he believe ? No ; he would scorn, And call you dreamer then, If you but hinted at the mora ; And rather would he dwell forlorn, Than list your tale, oh men ! Q 22(, DULCAMARA. And mole-like are ye, oh most wise ! God speaks so clear to you, And still ye wall not lift your eyes To find revealings in the skies, So broad, and high, and blue. Not such my love ; his soul drank deep In wisdom readily ; Philosophy for him did steep Her highest glory in calm sleep, But he gazed steadily Beyond her slumbers to the end, And found in his own soul A revelation, and a friend Who half could the thick veiling rend Hiding the final goal. He quaffed the poet's nectar cup At inspiration's spring, And music bore his spirit up Till his soul dare with angels sup, Borne on melodious wing. And all men loved him, women too, And children most of all ; They felt the glory shining thro' The sweetness of his deep eyes' blue Where'er their glance did fall. And I, his chosen, what felt I ? Alas ! how can I tell ? DULCAMARA. 22-j How in hard words can make reply, Or speak, or think, or reason why ? Oh love, I loved thee well ! And yet not well enough, or thou Hadst rested here with me : Oh love ! my love ! tho' tears drop now, And furrowed is my once smooth brow With craving sore for thee — Yet, had I loved thee, oh mine own, Could I live patiently Without thee in the world alone, With but a smothered sigh and moan To speak my agony ? Ah well ! souls are so many-faced, And hold such different creeds ; And yet I say there is no waste Of sweetness, and to every taste Is portioned what it needs. A little of life's precious wine My youth drank from God's cup, And held the chalice all divine Round which love's roses thick did twine. And blooming, bore it up : But when they faded, and a thorn Pressed in my heart abode, To call to memory how forlorn An even springs from fairest morn "When sunshine only glowed ; Q2 228 DULCAMARA. Then, I could feel a Father's hand (And not an iron fate) Was leading me through sorrow's land To join my love amid the band Passing down heaven's gate. — Our love grew with the summer hours, And 'mid the autumn's gold ; The time passed like a dream of flow'rs, And I thought happiness like ours Had never bloomed of old : And one day as a silence fell From utter blissfulness Upon my happy heart (how well Do I remember) he did tell Me of his first love's miss. He was a boy, scarce twenty years Had crisped his golden hair ; And she an orphan girl whose tears He wiped away, and calmed her fears, And knew that she was fair ; And gave the treasure of his love Into her trembling hand ; Timid she was, a tender dove, Whom angels called to bloom above, And leave her lover's land : And so he lost her — ah how sweet His eyes looked into mine, DULCAMARA. 229 To kiss away a shade, or greet The sunshine surging his to meet Behind the tear-drop's shine : I felt no jealousy; ah no ! My love pierced far too deep ; And in the strength such passions know I grudged her not that bitter woe Which once had made him weep ; And but drew closer to his side ; That he knew suffering, And in grief's furnace had been tried, And chosen once another bride, Bruised not my love's light wing. — At last the ling'ring autumn swept Her glory far away, And winter to her place swift stept, While snow and ice the flowers kept Safe, till the spring woke gay ; And when again the rose-leaves fell Adown the summer breeze, And nightingales strove sweet to tell The rapture which they knew so well, Amid the whisp'ring trees ; And moon-fair breezes fluttered down The silver stars' deep light, Whose beauty is the heaven's crown, And bears the magic power to drown, By gazing with rapt sight, 230 DULCAMARA. All mortal anguish terror-strung On feeble human heart ; My love said joy-bells should be rung And clust'ring lily-garlands hung, And we no more should part. Alas, for poor humanity So weak beneath the sun ! How swift the visions fair that we Build up with dreams infinity To chaos only run ! Again the roses bloomed ; again The lilies budded fair ; Again the earth with many a chain Of woven blossoms, hill and plain Held fettered everywhere ; Again the holy nightingale Beneath the mystic stars Poured out her rapture down the vale, And breathed again her last year's tale, And whispered of afars ; But all the sweetness spoke to me, Who bore a lonely heart, Of my past vanished ecstasy ; For he, my love, was o'er the sea And we were still apart. With the fair waking spring's first breath Of perfumed purple bloom DULCAMARA. 231 My love was called to meet stern death Where war's fierce wave deep whispereth The highway to the tomb. His country lay from mine apart A space of ocean tears, But ' fatherland ' dwelt in his heart And bid him from my love depart — Ah bitter passing years, Swift back ye roll ! Again I see His blue eyes as he pressed One kiss upon my mouth, while he Strove hard to murmur hopefully, And give my anguish rest : ' Sweetheart, beloved, I back return ; The laurel on my brow Will with intenser glory burn For every sigh thro' which I yearn In sorrow of the " now " ; ' Yet if, oh love, the winging death Shall strike me bitterly, I'll bless thee with each passing breath, And every tone that whispereth, And die in loving thee ! ' We clung together ; hand in hand Close-grasping, till the pain Which wrung our hearts could understand The type of clasping fingers' band, And strike it back again : 23 2 DULCAMARA. Our lips met in a long embrace, Yet parted in despair, While passion-pale shone out his face, Grief's shadow blotting its fair grace Beneath his golden hair. — My love ! My star ! the heightener Of wan life into bliss, Whose kindling eye I would prefer To even Christ the lightener (May God forgive me this !) So left me in the summer-time, The happy time of flow'rs, Whose fragrant bells a funeral chime Seemed ringing with a mystic rime All thro' the dragging hours ; And envious death, who marked afar My life-crown on my brow, Strode cloud-enwrapped to dim my star, And show what shadows mortals are Before whose pomp we bow ! What ! Do my tears drop down again So that I cannot speak ? Has time then never healed the pain ? I little thought in my disdain That I was half so weak ; But speaking of the parting, brings My darling back to me ; DULCAMARA. And every chord of mem'ry springs Swift to its place, and wildly rings The bygone agony. — Well ; let it pass — I cannot tell How many years have flown, Since he my love, who loved me well Was killed : nor how the deed befell, For that was never known : They found him when the fight was o'er Dead — dead — beneath the sky ; Ah God ! (my heart is still so sore) Is there no pity evermore ? Is there no reason why ? No cause, that we a moment press With rapturous dim bliss A glowing love with joy's excess, And earth's vain dream of blessedness Held perfect in a kiss ? No cause, why we, to our wild heart A glory- image hold, And holding, swift are struck apart, Yet know not whence the stinging dart Came winging, hard and cold ? There is no answer — save a sigh From every human soul ; We feel our destiny is high — We feel we have a helper nigh — We strive to grasp a whole, R 'jj 234 DULCAMARA. And find a fragment in our hand, A fragile silver thread, Whose end we cannot understand — A fragile thread — a broken strand — And all we know — is said. — Oh love ! my love ! thy calm dead eyes Bore no reproach, or tear ; But mutely gazed to the blue skies ; And still that smile so sweet and wise Thy lips held firm and clear : So much they told me ; oh my love, That face still haunts my sight ! I gaze on earth, I gaze above, And know nor faith, nor hope, nor love, Nor glow, nor joy, nor light, Save in those eyes, which shadow me In blissful heaven-calm. When shall I feel the ecstasy Of clasping hands again with thee With no death to alarm ? 'Twas long ago, as men count time By days, and months, and years But still my mind serene can climb Life's ladder to the rhythmic chime Of stars — thro' falling tears. i> tistvoode &> Co., Printers, New-street Square, Lor.don. UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA LIBRARY Los Angeles This book is DUE on the last date stamped below. 'orm L9-32m-8,'58(5876s4)444 UC SOUTHERN REGIONAL LIBRARY FACILITY AA 000 371 927 5 FR 5193 P98d till mm mm