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FATHER STAFFORD.
FATHER STAFFORD.
BY
aj^thoi^y hope,
Author of " A Man of Bfarl:'^
CASSELL & COMPANY, Limited:
LONDON, PARIS i' MELBOURNE.
1891.
[all rights reserved.]
INDEX OF CHAPTERS.
CHAPTER PAGE
I. Eugene Lane and his Guests ... 9
II. "N'ew Faces and Old Feuds .... 25
III. Some Changes of "Views .... 41
TV. Sir Roderick Atre Inspects Mr. More-
wood's Masterpiece 59
V. How Three Gentlemen Acted for the Best 75
VI. Father Stafford keeps Vigil ... 93
VII. An Early Train and a Morning's Amuse-
ment 107
VIII. Stafford in Retreat, and Sir Roderick in
Action 122
IX. The Battle of Baden 146
X. Mr. Morewood is moved to Indignation . 162
XL Waiting Lady Claudia's Pleasure . . 181
XII. Lady Claudia is Vexed with Mankind . 196
viii INDEX OF CHAPTERS.
CHAPTER PAGE
XIII. A Lover's Fate and a Friend's Counsel . 215
XIY. Some People are as Fortunate as they
DESERVE TO be ... . . 235
XY. An End and a Beginning .... 249
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FATHER STAFFOPxD.
CHAPTER I.
EUGENE LANE AND HIS GUESTS.
The world considered Eugene Lane a very
fortunate young* man ; and if youth, health,
social reputation, a seat in Parliament, a large
income, and finally the promised hand of an
acknowledged beauty can make a man happy,
the world was right. It is true that Sir Roderick
Ayre had been heard to pity the poor chap on
the ground that his father had begun life in
the workhouse ; but everybody knew that Sir
Roderick was bound to exalt the claims of
birth, inasmuch as he had to rely solely upon
them for a reputation, and discounted the
value of his opinion accordingly. After all, it
was not as if the late Mr. Lane had ended life
in the undesirable shelter in question. On the
contrary, his latter days had been spent in the
handsome mansion of Millstead Manor ; and,
as he lay on his deathbed, listening to the
Rector's gentle homily on the vanity of riches,
his eyes could wander to the window and
survey a wide tract of land that he called his
10 FATHER STAFFORD.
own, and left, together with immense sums of
money, to his son, subject only to a jointure
for his wife. It is hard to blame the tired old
man if he felt, even with the homily ringing
in his ears, that he had not played his part in
the world badly.
Millstead Manor was indeed the sort of
place to raise a doubt as to the utter vanity of
riches. It was situated hard by the little
village of Millstead, that lies some forty miles
or so north-west of London, in the middle of
rich country. The neighbourhood afforded
shooting, fishing, and hunting, if not the best
of their kind, yet good enough to satisfy
reasonable people. The park was large and
well wooded; the house had insisted on re-
maining picturesque in spite of Mr. Lane's
improvements, and by virtue of an indelible
stamp of antiquity had carried its point. A
house that dates from Elizabeth is not to be
entirely put to shame by one or two unblushing
French windows and other trifling barbarities
of that description, more especially when it is
kept in countenance by a little church of still
greater age, nestling under its wing in a
manner that recalled the good old days when
the lord of the manor was lord of the souls
and bodies of his tenants. Even old Mr. Lane
EUGENE LANE AND HIS GUESTS. 11
had been mellowed by the influence of liis new
home, and before his death had come to play
the part of Squire far more respectably than
might be imagined. Eugene sustained the 7'dle
with the graceful indolence and careless effi-
ciency that marked most of his doings.
He stood one Saturday morning in the
latter part of July on the steps that led from
the terrace to the lawn, holding a letter in his
hand and softly whistling. In appearance he
was not, it must be admitted, an ideal Squire, for
he was but a trifle above middle height, rather
slight, and with the little stoop that tells of the-
man who is town-bred and by nature more given
to indoor than outdoor exercises ; but he was a
good-looking fellow for all that, with a bright
humorous face — though at this moment rather
a bored one — large eyes set well apart, and his
proper allowance of brown hair and white
teeth. Altogether, it may safely be said that
not even Sir Roderick's nose could have sniffed
the workhouse in the young master of Millstead
Manor.
Still whistling, Eugene descended the steps
and approached a group of people sitting under
a large copper-beech tree. A still hot summer
morning does not incline the mind or the body
to activity, and all of them had sunk into
12 FATHER STAFFOBR
attitudes of ease. Mrs. Lane's work was
reposing in her lap ; her sister, Miss Jane
Chambers, had ceased the pretence of reading ;
the Rector was enjoying what he kept assuring
himself was only just five minutes' peace
before he crossed over to his parsonage and his
sermon; Lady Claudia Territon and Miss
Katharine Bernard were each in possession of
a wicker lounge, while at their feet lay two
young men in flannels, with lawn -tennis
racquets lying idle by them. A large jug of
beer close to the elbow of one of them com-
pleted the luxurious picture that was framed in
a light cloud of tobacco smoke, traceable to
the person who also was obviously responsible
for the beer.
As Eugene approached, a sudden thought
seemed to strike him. He stopped deliber-
ately, and with great care lit a cigar.
^'Wliy wasn't I smoking, I wonder!" he
said. ^' The sight of Bob Territon reminded
me." Then, as he reached them, raising his
voice, he went on,
^^ Ladies and gentlemen, I am sorry to
interrupt you, and with bad news."
^' What is the matter, dear?" asked Mrs.
Lane, a gentle old lady, who having once had
the courage to leave the calm of her father's
EUGENE LANE AND HIS GUESTS. 13
country vicarage to follow the doubtful for-
tunes of her husband, was now reaping her
reward in a luxury of which she had never
dreamt.
^^ With the arrival of the 4.15 this after-
noon," Eugene continued, ^' our placid life will
be interrupted, and one of Mr. Eugene Lane,
M.P.'s, celebrated Saturday to Monday parties
(I quote from The Universe) will begin."
'^ Who's coming?" asked Miss Bernard.
Miss Bernard was the acknowledged beauty
referred to in the opening lines of this chapter,
whose love Eugene had been lucky enough to
secure. Had Eugene not been absurdly rich
himself he might have been congratulated
further on the prospective enjoyment of a nice
little fortune as well as the lady's favour.
'^ Is Rickmansworth coming ? " put in Lady
Claudia, before Eugene had time to reply to
his fiancee.
^'Be at peace," he said, addressing Lady
Claudia; '^yoiu: brother is not coming. I
have known Rickmansworth a long while, and
I never knew him to be polite. He inquired
by telegram, reply not paid, who were to be
here. When I wired him, telling him whom I
had the privilege of entertaining, and requesting
an immediate reply (not paid), he answered
14 FATHER STAFFORD.
that he thought I must have enough Territons
already, and he didn't want to make another."
Neither Lady Claudia nor her brother
Kobert, who was the young man with the beer,
seemed put out at this message. Indeed the
latter went so far as to say,
'^ Good ! Have some beer, Eugene ? "
^'But who is coming?" repeated Miss Kate.
'^Really, Eugene, you might pay a little atten-
tion to me."
^' Can't, my dear Kate — not in public. It's
not good form, is it. Lady Claudia ? "
'' Eugene," said Mrs. Lane, in a tone as
nearly severe as she ever arrived at, ^^if you
wish your guests to have either dinner or beds,
you will at once tell me who and how many
they are."
" My dear mother, they are in number five,
composed as follows. First, the Bishop of
Bellminster."
^^A most interesting man," observed Miss
Chambers.
^' I am glad to hear it, Aunt Jane," re-
sponded Eugene. ^' The Bishop is accom-
panied by his wife. That makes two. And
then old Mertonj who was at the Colonial
Office, you know, and Morewood the painter
make four."
EUGENE LANE AND HIS GUESTS. 15
^'Sir George Merton is a Radical, isn't he?"
asked Lady Claudia severely.
^' He tries to be," said Eugene. ^^ Shall I
order a carriage to take you to the station ? I
think, you know, you can stand it, with Had-
dington's help."
Mr. Spencer Haddington, the other young
man in flannels, was a very rising member of
the Conservative party, of which Lady Claudia
conceived herself to be a pillar. Identity of
political views, in Mr. Haddington's opinion,
might well pave the way to a closer union, and
this hope accounted for his having consented
to pair with Eugene, who sat on the other side,
and spend the last week in idleness at Millstead.
^^Well," said Mr. Robert Territon, ^4t
sounds slow, old man."
^'Candid family, the Territons," remarked
Eugene to the copper-beech.
^^ Who's the fifth ? you've only told us four,"
said Kate, who always stuck to the point.
^^ The fifth is " Eugene paused a
moment, as though preparing a sensation ;
'' the fifth is— Father Stafford."
Now it was a remarkable thing that all the
ladies looked up quickly and re-echoed the
name of the last guest in accents of awe,
whereas the men seemed unaffected.
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^^Whj, where did you pick km up?"
asked Lady Claudia.
'' Pick him up ! I've known Charley Staf-
ford since we were both that high. We were
at Harrow and at Oxford together. Rickmans-
worth knows him, Bob. You didn't come till
he'd left."
^^ Why is the gentleman called ' Father ' ? "
said Bob.
^'Because he is a priest," Miss Chambers
answered. ^^ And really, Mr. Territon, you're
very ignorant. Everybody knows Father
Stafford. You do, Mr. Haddington ? "
^^ Yes," said Haddington, '^I've heard of
him. He's an Anglican Father, isn't he ? Had
a big parish somewhere down the Mile End
Eoad?"
'' Yes," said Eugene. ^^ He's an old and a
great friend of mine. He's quite knocked ujd,
poor old chap, and had to get leave of absence ;
and I've made him promise to come and stay
here for a good part of the time, to rest."
^' Then he's not going off again on Mon-
day ? " asked Mrs. Lane.
'^ Oh, I hojDO not. He's writing a book or
something, that will keep him from being
restless."
^^ How charming!" said Lady Claudia.
EUGENE LANE AND HIS GUESTS. 17
^^ Don't you dote on him, Kate? Please, Mr.
Lane, may I stay too ? "
^'By the way," said Eugene, ^' Stafford has
taken a vow of celibacy."
^^I knew that," said Lady Claudia imper-
turbably.
Eugene looked mournful ; Bob Territon
groaned tragically; but Lady Claudia was
quite unmoved, and, turning to the Rector, who
sat smiling benevolently on the young people,
asked,
'^ Do you know Father Stafford, Dr.
Dennis ? "
^^No. I should be much interested in
meeting him. I've heard so much of his work
and his preaching."
^^ Yes," said Lady Claudia, ^' and his pen-
ances and fasting, and so on."
'' Poor old Stafford ! " said Eugene. '' It's
quite enough for him that a thing's pleasant to
make it wrong."
'' Not your philosophy. Master Eugene ! "
said the Rector.
" No, Doctor."
'^ But what's this vow ? " asked Kate.
'^ There's no such thing as a binding vow
of celibacy in the Anglican Church," announced
Miss Chambers.
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18 FATHER STAFFORD.
^^ Is that right, Doctor?" said Lady
Claudia.
'' God bless me, my dear," said the Rector,
^' I don't know. There wasn't in my time."
^^But, Eugene, surely I'm right," persisted
Aunt Jane. ^^His Bishop can dispense him
from it, can't he ? "
^' Don't know," answered Eugene. '' He
says he can."
'^ Who says he can ?"
^'Why, the Bishop!"
'' Well then, of course he can."
^^All right," said Eugene; ^'only Stafford
doesn't think so. Not that he wants to be re-
leased. He doesn't care a bit about women —
very ungratefully, as they're all mad about him."
'' That's very rude, Eugene," said Kate in
reproving tones. "Admiration for a saint is
not madness. Shall we go in, Claudia, and
leave these men to pipes and beer ? "
^^ One for you. Rector!" chuckled Bob
Territon, who knew no reverence.
The two girls departed somewhat scornfully,
arm-in-arm, and the Rector too rose with a
sigh, and accompanied the elder ladies to the
house, whither they were going to meet the
pony carriage that stood at the hall door. A
daily drive was part of Mrs. Lane's ritual.
EUGENE LANE AND HIS GUESTS. 19
^^By the way, you fellows," Eugene re-
sumed, throwing himself on the grass, '' I may
as well mention that Stafford doesn't drink, or
eat meat, or smoke, or play cards, or anything
else."
'' What a peculiar beggar ! " said Bob.
^^Yes, and he's peculiar in another way,"
said Eugene a little drily; ''he particularly
objects to any remark being made on his habits
— I mean on what he eats and drinks and
so on."
''There I agree," said Bob; "I object to
any remarks on what I eat and drink ; " and he
took a long pull at the beer.
" You must treat him with respect, young
man. Haddington, I know, will study him as
a phenomenon. I can't protect him . against
that."
Mr. Haddington smiled and remarked that
such revivals of medi^evalism were interesting,
if morbid ; and having so delivered himself, he
too went his way.
" That chap's considered very clever, isn't
he ? " asked Bob of his host, indicating Had-
dington's retreating figure.
"Very, I believe," said Eugene. "He's a
cuckoo, you see."
" Dashed if I do," said Bob.
B 2
20 FATHER STAFFORD.
''He steals other birds' nests — eggs and
all."
^'Your natural history is a trifle mixed,
old fellow ; kindly explain."
'^Well, he is a thief of ideas. Never was
the father of one himself, and gets his living
by kidnapping."
^' I never knew such a chap!" ejaculated
Bob helplessly. '' Why can't you say plainly
that you think he's an ass ? "
'' I don't," said Eugene. '' He's by no
means an ass. He's a very clever fellow. But
he lives on other men's ideas I "
'' Oh ! Come and play billiards."
''I can't," said Eugene gravely. '^ I'm
going to read poetry to Kate."
" By Jove, does she make you do that ? "
Eugene nodded sadly, and Bob went off
into a fit of obtrusive chuckling. Eugene cast
a large cushion dexterously at liim and caught
him just in the mouth, and, still sadly, rose
and went in search of his lady-love.
^'Why the dickens does he marry that
girl?" exclaimed Bob. ^^It beats me."
Bob Territon was not the only person in
whom Eugene's engagement to Kate Bernard
inspired some surprise. But neither he nor
anyone else succeeded in formulating very
EUGENE LAKE AND HIS GUESTS. 21
definite reasons for the feeling. Kate was a
beauty, and a beauty of a type undeniably
orthodox and almost aristocratic. She was tall
and slight, her nose was the least trifle arched,
her fingers tapered, and so, it was believed,
did her feet. Her liair was golden, her mouth
was small, and her accomplishments consider-
able. From her childhood she had been con-
sidered clever, and had vindicated her reputa-
tion by gaining more than one certificate from
the various examining bodies which nowadays
go up and down seeking whom they may
devour. All these varied excellences Eugene
had had full opportunities of ajDpreciating, for
Kate was a distant cousin of his on the
mother's side, and had spent a large part of
the last few years at the Manor. It was, in
fact, so obviously the duty of the two young
people to fall in love with one another, that
the surprise exhibited by their friends could
only have been based on a somewhat cynical
view of humanity. The cynics ought to have
considered themselves confuted by the fait
accomplij but they refused to do so, and, led by
Sir Roderick Ayre, had been known to descend
to laying five to four against the permanency
of the engagement — an obviously coarse and
improper proceeding.
22 FATHER STAFFORD.
It is possible that the odds might have risen
a point or two, had these reprehensible persons
been present at a little scene which occurred
on the terrace, whither the girls had betaken
themselves and Eugene in his turn repaired
when he had armed himself with Tennyson.
As he approached Claudia rose to go and leave
the lovers to themselves.
" Don't go, Lady Claudia," said Eugene.
" I'm not going to read anything you ought
not to hear."
Of course it was the right thing for Claudia
to go, and she knew it. But she was a mis-
chievous body, and the sight of a cloud on
Kate's brow had upon her exactly the opposite
effect to what it ought to have had.
''You don't really want me to stay, do
you? Wouldn't you two rather be alone?"
she asked.
'' Much rather have you," Eugene answered.
Kate rose with dignity.
" We need not discuss that," she said. '' I
have letters to write, and am going indoors."
" Oh, I say, Kate, don't do that. I came
out on purpose to read to you."
"Lady Claudia is quite ready to make an
audience for you," was the chilling re]3ly, as
Kate vanished through the open door.
EUGENE LANE AND HIS GUESTS. 23
^' There, you've done it now! " said Eugene.
^^ You really ought not to insist on staying."
^' I'm so sorry, Mr. Lane. But it's all your
fault." And Claudia tried to make her face
assume a look of gravity.
A j)ause ensued, and then tlie}^ both
smiled.
'^ What were you going to read?" asked
Claudia.
'' Oh, Tennyson — always read Tennyson.
Kate likes it, because she thinks it's simple."
" You flatter yourself that you see the
deeper meaning ? "
Eugene smiled complacently.
" And you mean Kate doesn't? I'm glad
I'm not engaged to you, Mr. Lane, if that's the
kind of thing you say."
Eugene opened his mouth, shut it again,
and then said blandly,
'' So am I."
'' Thank you. You need not be afraid."
^' If I were engaged to you I mightn't like
you so well."
A slight blush became visible on Claudia's
usually pale cheek.
Eugene looked away towards the horizon.
" I like the way quite pale peo2jle blush,"
he said.
24 FATHER STAFFORD.
iC
'' What do you want, Mr. Lane ? "
Ah ! I see you appreciate my character.
I want many things I can't have — a great
many."
^^No doubt J " said Claudia, still blushing
under the mournful gaze which accompanied
these words. " Do you want anything you
can have ? "
^^Yes! I want you to stay several more
weeks."
^^I'm going to stay," said Claudia.
^' How kind ! " exclaimed Eugene.
^' Do you know why ? "
'^ My modesty forbids me to think."
''I want to see a lot of Father Stafford!
Good-bye, Mr. Lane. I'll leave you to your
private and particular understanding of
Tennyson."
^'Claudia!"
''Hold your tongue," she whispered, in
tones of exasperation. ''It's very wicked
and very impertinent — and the library door's
open, and Kate's in there ! "
Eugene fell back in his chair with a
horrified look, and Claudia rushed into the
house.
25
CHAPTER II.
NEW FACES AND OLD FEUDS.
There was, no doubt, some excuse for the
interest that the ladies at Millstead Manor had
betrayed on hearing the name of Father
Stafford. In these days, when the discussion
of theological topics has emerged from the
study into the street, ther^ to jostle persons
engaged in tlieir lawful business, a man who
makes for himself a position as a j^rominent
champion of any view becomes to a consider-
able extent a public character ; and Charles
Stafford's career had excited much notice.
Although still a young man but little past
thirty, he was adored by a powerful body of
followers, and received the even greater com-
pliment of hearty detestation from all, both
within and without the Church, to whom his
views seemed dangerous and pernicious. He
had administered a large parish with distinction ;
he had written a treatise of profound j^atristic
learning and uncompromising sacerdotal pre-
tensions. He had defended the institution of
a celibate priesthood, and was known to have
treated the Reformation with even less respect
than it has been of late accustomed to receive.
26 FATHER STAFFOBI).
He had done more than all this : he had
impressed all who met him with a character of
absolute devotion and disinterestedness, and
there were many who thought that a successor
to the saints might be found in Stafford, if
anywhere in this degenerate age. Yet though
he was, or was thought to be, all this, his
friends were yet loud in declaring — and ever
foremost among them Eugene Lane — that a
better, simpler, or more modest man did not
exist. For the weakness of humanity, it may
be added that Stafford's appearance gave him
fully the external aspect most suitable to the
part his mind urged him to play : for he was
tall and spare, his fine-cut face, clean-shaven,
displayed the penetrating eyes, prominent
nose, and large mobile mouth that the memory
associates with pictures of Italian prelates who
were also statesmen. These personal charac-
teristics, combined with his attitude on Church
matters, caused him to be familiarly known
among the flippant by the nickname of the Pope.
Eugene Lane stood upon his hearthrug,
conversing with the Bishop of Bellminster and
covertly regarding his betrothed out of the
corner of an apprehensive eye. They had not
met alone since the morning, and he was
naturally anxious to find out whether that
NEW FACES AND OLD FEUDS. 27
unlucky ^^ Claudia" had been overheard.
Claudia herself was listening to the conversa-
tion of Mr. Morewood, the well-known artist ;
and Stafford, who had only arrived just before
dinner, was still Inisy in answering Mrs. Lane's
questions about his health. Sir George Merton
had failed at the last moment, '' like a Radical,"
said Claudia.
^'I am extremely interested in meeting
your friend Father Stafford," said the Bishop.
''Well, he's a first-rate fellow," replied
Eugene. " I'm sure you'll like him."
" You young fellows call him the Pope,
don't you ? " asked his lordship, who was a
genial man.
" Yes. You don't mind, do you ? It's not
as if we called him the Archbishop of Canter-
bury, you know."
"I shouldn't consider even that very per-
sonal," said the Bishop, smiling.
Dinner was announced. Eugene gave the
Bishop's wife his arm, whispering to Claudia
as he passed, "Age before impudence"; and
that young lady found that she had fallen to
the lot of Stafford, whereat she was well
pleased. Kate was paired with Haddington,
and Mr. Morewood with Aunt Jane. The
Bishop, of course, escorted the hostess.
28 FATHER STAFFOBD.
'' And who," said he, almost as soon as he
was comfortably settled to his soup, ^'is the
young lady sitting by our friend the Father —
the one, I mean, with dark hair, not Miss
Bernard ? I know her."
'^ That's Lady Claudia Territon," said Mrs.
Lane. ''Very pretty, isn't she? and really a
very good girl."
" Do you say ^ really,' because, unless you
did, I shouldn't believe it ? " he asked, with a
smile.
Mrs. Lane had been moved by this idea,
but not consciously and, a little distressed at
suspecting herself of an unkindness, entertained
the Bishop with an entirely fanciful catalogue
of Claudia's virtues, whicli, being overheard
by Bob Territon, who had no lady and was at
liberty to listen, occasioned him immense
entertainment.
Claudia, meanwhile, was drifting into a
state of some annoyance. Stafford was very
courteous and attentive, but he drank nothing
and apparently proposed to dine off dry bread.
When she began to question him about his
former parish, instead of showing the gratitude
that might be expected, he smiled a smile that
she found pleasure in describing as inscrutable,
and said,
NEW FACES AND OLD FEUDS. 29
^^ Please don't talk down to me, Lady
Claudia."
^' I have been tang-lit/' responded Claudia
rather stiffly, '^to talk about subjects in which
my company is presumably interested."
Stafford looked at her with some surprise.
It must be admitted that he had become used
to more submission than Claudia seemed in-
clined to give him.
^^ I beg your pardon. You are quite right.
Let us talk about it."
"No, I won't. We will talk about you.
You've been very ill, Father Stafford ? "
" A little knocked up."
"I don't wonder!" she said, with an irri-
tated glance at his plate, which was now
furnished with a potato.
He saw the glance.
" It wasn't that," he said; "that suits me
very well."
Claudia knew that a pretty girl may say
most things, so she said,
"I don't believe it. You're killing your-
self. Why don't you do as the Bishop does ? "
The Bishop, good man, was at this moment
drinking champagne.
"^Men have different ways of living," he
answered evasivel}^.
30 FATHER STAFFORD.
' ^ I tliink yours is a very bad way. Why
do you do it ? ''
*^ I'm sure you will forgive me if I decline
to discuss the question just now. I notice
you take a little wine. You probably would
not care to explain why."
'^ I take it because I like it."
'' And I don't take it because I like it."
Claudia had a feeling that she was being
snubbed, and her impression was confirmed
when Stafford, a moment afterwards, turned
to Kate Bernard, who sat on his left hand,
and was soon deep in reminiscences of old
visits to the Manor, with which Kate con-
trived to intermingle a little flattery that
Stafford recognised only to ignore. They
had known one another well in earlier days,
and Kate was immensely pleased at finding
her playfellow both famous and not forgetful.
Euo^ene looked on from his seat at the
foot of the table with silent wonder. Here
was a man who might and indeed ought to
talk to Claudia, and yet was devoting himself
to Kate.
^' I suppose it's on the same principle that
he takes water instead of champagne," he
thouorht ; but the situation amused him, and
he darted at Claudia a look that conveyed
NEW FACES AND OLD FEUDS. 31
to that young lady the urgent idea that she
was, as boys say, ''dared" to make Fatlier
Stafford talk to her. This was quite enough.
Helped by the unconscious alliance of Had-
dington, who thought Miss Bernard had let
him alone quite long enough, she seized her
opportunity, and said in the softest voice,
''Father Stafford?"
Stafford turned his head, and found fixed
upon him a pair of large dark eyes, brimming
over with mingled contrition and admiration.
^' I am so sorry — but — but I thought you
looked so ill."
Stafford was unpleasantly conscious of
being human. The triumph of wickedness is
a spectacle from which we may well avert our
eyes. Suffice it to say tliat a quarter of an
hour later Claudia returned Eugene's glance
with a look of triumph and scorn.
jVIeanwhile, trouble had arisen between the
Bishop and Mr. Morewood. Morewood was an
artist of great ability, originality, and skill ;
and if he had not attained the honours of the
Academy, it was perhaps more his own fault
than that of the exalted body in question, as
he always treated it with an ostentatious con-
tumely. After all, the Academy must be
allowed its feelings. Moreover, his opinions
32 FATHER STAFFORD.
on many subjects were known to be extreme,
and he was not chary of displaying them.
He was sitting on Mrs. Lane's left, oj)posite
the Bishop, and the latter had started with his
hostess a discussion of the relation between
religion and art. All went harmoniously for a
time ; they agreed that religion had ceased to
inspire art, and that it was a very regrettable
thing ; and there, one would have thought, the
subject — not being anew one — might well have
been left. Suddenly, however, Mr. Morewood
br^ke in :
'' Religion has ceased to inspire art because
it has lost its own inspiration, and having so
ceased, it has lost its only use."
The Bishop w^as annoyed. A well-bred
man himself, lie disliked what seemed to him
ill-bred attacks on opinions which his position
proclaimed him to hold.
"" You cannot expect me to assent to either
of your propositions, Mr. Morewood," he said.
^^ If I believed them, you know, I should not be
in the place I am."
^' They're true, for all that," retorted More-
wood. ^' And what is it to be traced to ?"
'' I'm sure I don't know," said poor Mrs.
Lane.
'^ Why, to Established Churches, of course.
NEW FACES AND OLD FEUDS. 33
As long as fancies and imaginary beings are
left free to each man to construct or destroy
as he will — or again, I may say, as long as
they are fluid — they subserve the pleasureable-
ness of life. But when you take in hand and
make a Church out of them, and all that, what
can you expect ? "
^' I think you must be confusing the Church
with the Royal Academy," observed the Bishop,
with some acidity.
^' There would be plenty of excuse for me
if I did," replied Morewood. ^^ There's no
truth and no zeal in either of them."
^' If you please, we will not discuss the
truth. But as to the zeal, what do you say to
the example of it among us now ? " And the
Bishop, lowering his voice, indicated Stafford.
Morewood directed a glance at him.
'^ He's mad ! " he said briefly.
^^I wish there were a few more with the
same mania about."
^' You don't believe all he does ?"
'^ Perhaps I can't see all he does," said the
Bishop, with a touch of sadness.
How do you mean ? "
I have been longer in the cave, and per-
haps I have peered too much through cave-
spectacles."
34 FATHER STAFFORD.
Morewood looked at liim for a moment.
^' I'm Sony if I've been rude, Bishop," lie
said more quietly, ^' but a man must say what
he thinks."
" Not at all times," said the Bislioj^ ; and
he turned pointedly to Mrs. Lane, and began to
discuss indifferent matters.
Morewood looked round with a discontented
air. Miss Chambers was mortally angry with
him and had turned to Bob Territon, whom
she was trying to persuade to come to a bazaar
at Bellminster on the Monday. Bob was re-
calcitrant, and here too the atmosj^here be-
came a little disturbed. The only people
apparently content were Kate and Haddington
and Lady Claudia and Stafford. To the rest
it was a relief when Mrs. Lane gave the signal
to rise.
Matters improved however in the drawing-
room. The Bishop and Stafford were soon
deep in conversation, and Claudia, thus de-
prived of her former companion, condescended
to be very gracious to Mr. Morewood, in the
secret hope that that eccentric genius would
make her the talk of the studios next summer
by painting her portrait. Haddington and
Bob had vanished with cigars ; and Eugene,
looking round and seeing that all was peace.
NEW FACES AND OLD FEUDS. So
said to himself in an access of dutifulness,
" Now for it ! " and crossed over to where Kate
sat, and invited her to accompany him into the
garden.
Kate acquiesced, but showed little other
sign of relaxing her attitude of lofty displea-
sure. She left Eugene to begin.
" I'm awfully sorry, Kate, if you were
vexed this morning."
Absolute silence.
^' But, you see, as host here, I couldn't very
well turn out Lady Claudia."
^'AVhy don't you say Claudia?" asked
Kate in sarcastic tones.
Eugene felt inclined to fly, but he recog-
nised that his only chance lay in pretending
innocence when he had it not.
'' Are we to quarrel about a trifle of that
sort?" he asked: ''a girl I've known like a
sister for the last ten years ! "
Kate smiled bitterly.
t/
'' Do you really suppose that deceives me?
Of course I am not afraid of your falling in
love with Claudia ; but it's very bad taste to
have anything at all like flirtation Avith her."
'^ Quite right; it is. It shall not occur
again. Isn't that enough ? "
Kate, in spite of her confidence, was not
c 2
36 FATHER STAFFORD.
anxious to drive Eugene with too tight a rein,
80, with a nearer approach to graciousness, she
allowed it to appear that it was enough.
'' Then come along," he said, passing his
arm round her waist, and running her briskly
along the terrace to a seat at the end, where
he deposited her.
'^ Really, Eugene, one would think you
were a schoolboy. Suppose any one had seen
us!"
^'Some one did," said Eugene, composedly
lighting his cigar.
''Who?"
" Haddington. He was sitting on the step
of the sun-dial, smoking."
" IIo?v annoying ! What's he doing there?"
" If you ask me, I expect he's waiting on
the chance of Lady Claudia coming out."
"I should think it very unlikely," said Kate,
with an impatient tap of her foot ; "and I wish
you wouldn't do such things."
Eugene smiled ; and having thus, as he
conceived, partly avenged himself, devoted the
next ten minutes to orthodox love-making, with
the warmth of which Kate had no reason to be
discontent. On the expiration of that time he
pleaded his obligations as a host, and they
returned to the house, Kate much mollified.
NEW FACES AND OLD FEUDS. 37
Eugene with the peaceful but fatigued air that
tells of duty done.
Before going to bed, Stafford and Eugene
managed to get a few words together. Leav-
ing the other men — except the Bishop, who
was already at rest — in the billiard-room, they
strolled out together on to the terrace.
^' Well, old man, how are you getting on ? "
asked Eugene.
'^ Capitally ! stronger every day in body
and happier in mind. I grumbled a great deal
when I first broke down, but now I'm not sure
a rest isn't good for me. You can stop and
have a look where you are going to."
'' And you think you can stand it ? "
'' Stand what, my dear fellow ? "
^' Why, the life you lead — a life studiously
emptied of everything that makes life plea-
sant."
^^Ah! you are like Lady Claudia!" said
Stafford smiling. "I can tell you, though,
what I can hardly tell her. There are some
men who can make no terms with the body.
Does that sound very mediaeval ? I mean men
who, unless they are to yield utterly to ^jlea-
sure, must have no dealings with it."
^' You boycott pleasure for fear of being too
fond of it ? "
38 FATHER STAFFORD.
Yes ; I don't lay down that rule for
everybody. For me it is the right and only
one."
'You think it right for a good many people
though ? "
' AYell, you know, the many-headed beast
5?
is strong
''Forme?"
" Wait till I get at you from the pulpit."
"No; tell me now."
"Honestly?"
" Of course ; I take that for granted."
"Well then, old fellow," said he, laying a
hand on Eugene's arm, with a slight gesture of
caress not unusual with him, " in candour and
without unkindness, yes ! "
" I could never do it," said Eugene.
" Perhaps not — or, at least, not yet."
" Too late or too early, is it ? "
" It may be so, but I will not say so."
" You know I think you're all wrong?"
" I know."
" You will fail."
" God forbid ! but if He pleases "
" After all, what are meat, wine, and — and
so on for ? "
" That argument is beneath you, Eugene."
"So it is. I beg your pardon. I might
NEW FACES AND OLD FEUDS. 39
as well ask what the hano-man is for if noboclv
is to be hanged. However, I'm determined
that you shall enjoy yom'self for a week here,
whether you like it or not."
Stafford smiled gently and bade him good-
night. A moment later Bob Territon emerged
from the open windows of the billiard-room.
^' Of all dull dogs, Haddington's the worst ;
however, I've won five pound of him I Hist !
Is the Father here ? "
^' I am glad to say he is not."
^' Oh ! Have you squared it with Miss
Kate ? I saw something was up."
'' Miss Bernard's heart. Bob, and mine again
beat as one."
^' What was it particularly about ?"
^' An immaterial matter."
'' I say, did you see the Father and
Claudia?"
'' No. What do you mean ? "
^'Gammon! I tell you what, Eugene, if
Claudia really puts her back into it, I wouldn't
give much for that vow of celibacy."
''Bob," said Eugene, ''you don't know
Stafford ; and your expression about your
sister is — well, shall I say lacking in refine-
ment ? "
" Haddington didn't like it."
40 FATHER STAFFORD.
'' Damn Haddington, and you too ! " said
Eugene impatiently, walking away.
Bob looked after him with a chuckle, and
exclaimed enigmatically to the silent air, '' Six
to four, t. and o.''
41
CHAPTER III.
SOME CHANGES OF VIEWS.
For sheer placid enjoyment and pleasantness
of living there is nothing like a sojourn in a
well-appointed country house, peopled by well-
assorted guests. The guests at Millstead
Manor were not perhaps particularly well-
assorted ; but nevertheless the hours passed
by in a round of quiet delights, and the long
summer days seemed in no wise tedious. The
Bishop and Mrs. Bartlett had reluctantly gone
to open the bazaar and Miss Chambers went
with them, but otherwise tlie party was un-
changed ; for Morewood, who had come origin-
ally only for the two days, had begged leave to
stay, received it on condition of showing due
respect to everybody's prejudices, telegraphed
for his materials, and was fitfully busy making
sketches, not of Lady Claudia, to her undis-
guised annoyance, but of Stafford, with whose
face he had been wonderfully struck. Stafford
himself was the only one of the party, besides
his artistic tormentor, who had not abandoned
himself to the charms of idleness. His great
work was understood to make rajDid progress
42 FATHER STAFFORD.
between six in the morning, when he always
rose, and half-past nine, when the party
assembled at breakfast ; and he was also busy
in writing a reply to a daring person who had
recently asserted in print that on the whole the
less said about the Council of Chalcedon the
better.
'' The Pope's wild about it ! " reported Bob
Territon to the usual after-breakfast group on
the lawn : '^ says the beggar's impudence licks
him."
^^ He shall not work any more ! " exclaimed
Claudia darting into the house, w^lience she
presently emerged, followed by Stafford, who
resignedly sat himself down with them.
Such forcible interruptions of his studies
Avere by no means uncommon. Eugene how-
ever, who was of an observant turn, noticed —
and wondered if others did — that the raids on
his seclusion were much more apt to be success-
ful when Claudia headed them than under other
auspices. The fact troubled him, not only
from certain unworthy feelings which he did
his best to suppress, but also because he saw
nothing but harm to be possible from any close
7xipp7'ochement between Claudia and Stafford.
Kate, on the contrary, seemed to him to have
set herself the task of throwing them together :
SOME CHANGES OF VIEWS. 43
with what motive he conlcl not understand,
unless it were the recollection of his ill-fated
'' Claudia." He did not think this explanation
very convincing, for he was well aware that
Kate's scorn of Claudia's attractions, as com-
pared with her own, was perfectly genuine,
and such a state of mind would not produce
the certainly active efforts she put forth. In
truth, Eugene, though naturally observant,
was, like all men, a little blind where he himself
was concerned ; and perhaj)s a shrewd spectator
would have connected Haddington in some
way with Miss Kate's manoeuvres. Such, at
any rate, was the view of Bob Territon, and
no doubt he would have expressed it with his
usual frankness if he had not had his own
reasons for keeping silence.
Stafford's state of mind was somewhat
peculiar. A student from his youth, to whom
invisible things had always seemed more real
than visible and hours of solitude better filled
than busy days, he had had but little experience
of that sort of humanity among which he found
himself. A man may administer a cure of souls
with marked efficiency in the Mile End Eoad,
and yet find himself much at a loss when con-
fronted with the latest products of the West
End. The renunciation of the world, except
44 FATHER STAFFORD.
SO far as he could aid in mending it, had
seemed an easy and cheap price to pay for the ,
guerdon he strove for to one who had never
seen how pleasant this wicked world can look
in certain of its aspects. Hitherto, at school,
at college, and afterwards, he had resolutely
turned away from all opportunities of enlarging
his experience in this direction. He had
shunned society, and had taken great pains
to restrict his acquaintance with the many
devout ladies who had sought him out to
the barest essentials of what ought to have
been, if it was not always, their purpose in
seeking him. The prince of this world was
now preparing a more subtle attack ; and under
the seeming compulsion of common prudence
no less than of old friendship, he found
himself flung into the very centre of the sort
of life he had with such pains avoided. It
may be doubted whether he was not, like an
unskilful swimmer, ignorant of his danger ;
but it is certain that, had he been able to
search out his own heart with his former
acuteness of self -judgment, he would have
found the first germs of inclinations and
feelings to which he had been up till now a
stranger. He would have discovered the birth
of a new longing for pleasure, a growing
SOME CHANGES OF VIEWS. 45
delight in the sensuous side of things ; or
rather, he would have become convinced that
temptations of this sort, which had previously
been in the main creatures of his own brain,
postulated in obedience to the doctrines and
literature in which he had been bred, had
become self-assertive realities : and that what
had been set up only to be triumphantly
knocked down had now taken a strong root
of its own, and refused to be displaced by
spiritual exercises or physical mortifications.
Had he been able to pursue the analysis yet
further, it may be that even in these days he
would have found that the forces of this world
were already beginning to personify them-
selves for him in the attractive figure of
Claudia Territon. As it was ho\\ever this
discovery was yet far from him.
The function of passing a moral judgment
on Claudia's conduct at this juncture is one
that the historian respectfully declines. It is
easy to blame fair damsels for recklessness
in the use of their dangerous weapons ; and if
they take the censure to heart — which is not
usually the case — easy again to charge them
with self-consciousness or self-conceit. We do
not know their temptations and may not
presume to judge them. And it may well be
46 FATHER STAFFORD.
thought that Claudia would have been guilty
of an excessive appreciation of herself had her
conduct been influenced by the thought that
such a man as Stafford was likely to fall in
love with her. Of the conscious design of
attracting him she must be acquitted, for she
acted under the force of a strong attraction
exercised by him. Her mind was not entirely
engrossed in the pleasures and what she
imagined to be the duties of her station. She
had a considerable, if untrained and erratic,
instinct towards religion, and exhibited that
leaning towards the mysterious and visionary
which is the common mark of an acute mind
that has not been presented with any methodi-
cal course of training worthy of its abilities.
Such a temperament could not fail to be
powerfully influenced by StafPord ; and when
an obvious and creditable explanation lies on
the surface, it is an ungracious task to probe
deeper in the hope of coming to something less
praiseworthy. Claudia herself certainly under-
took no such research. It was not her habit to
analyse her motives ; and, if asked the reasons
of her conduct, would no doubt have replied
that she sought Stafford because she liked him.
Perhaps, if further pressed, she would have
admitted that she found him occasionally a use-
SOME CHANGES OF VIEWS. 47
fill refuge against attentions from two other
quarters which she found it necessary to avoid :
in the one case because she would have liked
them, in the other for exactly the opposite
reason.
It cannot however be supposed that this
latter line of diplomacy could be permanently
successful. When you only meet your suitor at
dances or operas, it may be no hard task to be
always surrounded by a clievaux-de-frise of
other admirers. We have all seen that manoeu-
vre brilliantly and jDatiently executed. But
when you are staying in a country house with
any man of average ^pertinacity, I make bold
to say that nothing short of taking to bed can
be permanently relied upon. If this is the case
with the ordinary man, how much more does it
hold good when the assailant is one like
Haddington — a man of considerable address,
unbounded persistence, and limitless com-
placency ? There came a time when Claudia's
forced marches failed her, and she had to turn
and give battle. When the moment came she
was prepared with an audacious plan of cam-
paign.
She had walked down to the village one
morning, attended by Haddington and pro-
tected by Bob, to buy for Mrs. Lane a fresh
48 FATHER STAFFORD.
supply of worsted wool, a commodity apparently
necessary to sustain that lady's life, and was
returning at peace, when Bob suddenly
exclaimed,
'* By Jove ! Tobacco ! Wait for me ! '' and,
turning, fled back whence he came at full
speed.
Claudia made an attempt at following him,
but the weather was hot and the road dusty,
and, confronted with the alternative of a tete-a-
tete and a damaged personal appearance, she
reluctantly chose the former.
Haddington did not let the grass grow
under his feet. ^' Well," he said, '•'- it won't be
unpleasant to rest a little while, will it ? Here's
a dry bank."
Claudia never wasted time in dodging the
inevitable. She sat down.
^' I am very glad of this opportunity,"
Haddington began, in such a tone as a man
might use if he had just succeeded in moving
the adjournment. ^' It's curious how little I
have managed to see of you lately, Lady
Claudia."
'^ We meet at least ^mq times a day, Mr.
Haddington — breakfast, luncli, tea "
" I mean when you are alone."
SOME CHANGES OF VIEWS. 49
^^ And yet you must know my great — my
only object in being here is to see you.''
'' The less I say the sooner it will be
over," thought Claudia, wliose experience was
considerable.
^' You must have noticed my — my attach-
ment. I hope it was without displeasure ? "
This clearly called for an answer, but
Claudia gave none. She sighed slightly and
put up her parasol.
^' Claudia, is there any hope for me ? I love
you more "
^^ Mr. Haddington," said Claudia, '^ this is
a painful scene. I trust nothing in my con-
duct has misled you.'' (This was known — how
I do not know — to her brothers as '* Claudia's
formula," but it is believed not to be u.n-
common.) '' But what you pro^^ose is utterly
impossible."
^' Why do you say that ? Perhaps you do
not know me well enouo-h vet — but in time,
surely ? "
^'Mr. Haddington," said Claudia, ^^let me
speak plainly. Even if I loved you — which I
don't, and never shall ; for immense admiration
for a man's abilities is a different thing from
love — (Haddington looked somewhat soothed)
I could never consent to accept the j)osition of
D
50 FATHER STAFFORD.
a pis-aller. That is not the Territon way."
And Lady Claudia looked very proud.
^'A pis-aller I What in the world do you
mean ? "
^' Girls are not supposed to see anything*.
But do you think I imagine you would ever
have honoured me in this way unless a greater
prize had been — had appeared to be out of
reach ? "
This was not fair ; but it was near enough
to the mark to make Haddington a little
uneasy. Had Kate been free, he would cer-
tainly have been in doubt.
'' I bear no malice about that/' she con-
tinued, smiling, ^^only you mustn't pretend
to be broken-hearted, you know."
^^ It is a great blow to me — a great blow."
Claudia looked as if she would like to say
'' Fudge ! " but restrained herself and, with the
daring characteristic of her, placed her hand
on his arm.
^'I am so sorry, Mr. Haddington. How it
must gall you to see their happiness ! I can
understand you turning to me as if in self-
protection. But you should not ask a lady to
marry you because you're piqued with another
lady. It isn't kind ; it isn't, indeed."
7?
Haddington was a little at a loss.
SOME GRANGES OF VIEWS. 51
^^ Indeed, you're wholly wrong, Lady
Claudia. Indeed, if you come to that, I
don't see that they are particularly rapturous."
^'You don't mean you think they're
unhappy ? Mr. Haddington, I am so
grieved ! "
^^ Do you mean to say you don't agree
with me ? "
'^ You mustn't ask me. But, oh ! I'm so
sorry you think so too. Isn't it strange ? So
suited to one another — she so beautiful, he so
clever, and both rich ! "
^' Miss Bernard is hardly rich, is she? "
^^ Not as Mr. Lane is, of com^se. She seems
rich to me — forty thousand pounds, I think.
Ah, Mr. Haddington, if only you had met her
sooner ! "
" 1 shouldn't have had much chance against
Lane."
' ' Why do you say that ? If you only
knew "
^^What?"
^' I mustn't tell you. How sad that it's too
late ! "
^^sit?"
^^ Of course. ^horfrQ engaged !^^
^' An engagement isn't a marriage. If I
thought "
52 FATHER STAFFOED.
^' But I can't tliink of that now. Good-bye,
Claudia. We may not meet again."
'' Oh, you won't go away ? You mustn't
let me drive you away. Oh, jDlease, Mr. Had-
dington ! Think, if you go, it must all come
out ! I should be so very very distressed."
^^ If you ask me, I will try to stay."
" Yes, yes, stay — but forget all this. And
never think again of the other — about them, I
mean. You will stav ? "
^' Yes, I will stay," said Haddington.
^' Unless it makes you too unhappy to see
Eugene's triumph in Kate's love ? "
^^I don't believe much in tliat. If that's
the only thing — but I must go. I see your
brother coming up the hill."
^' Yes, go — and I'll never tell that you tried
me as — as a second string ! "
^^ That's very unjust!" he protested, but
more weakly.
'' No, it isn't. I know vour heart, and I do
pity you."
'^ Perhaj^s I shall not ask for j^ity. Lady
Claudia ! "
^^ Oh, you mustn't think of that ! ''
^^ It was you avIio j^ut it in my head."
>^ Oh, what liave I done?"
SOME CHANGES OF VIEWS. 53
Haddington smiled, and witli a last squeeze
of her hand turned and walked away.
Claudia put her handkerchief into her
pocket and went to meet her brother.
Haddington returned alone to the house.
Although suffering under a natural feeling of
annoyance at discovering that he was not fore-
most in Claudia's heart, as he had led himself
to suppose, he was yet keenly alive to the fact
that the interview had its consolatory aspect.
In the first place, there is a fiction that a lady
who respects herself does not fall in love with
a man whom she suspects to be in love Avith
somebody else ; and Haddington's mind,
though of no mean order in some ways,
was not of a sort to rise above fictions. He
comforted his vanity with the thought that
Claudia had, by a conscious effort, checked a
nascent affection for him, which if alloAved
unimpeded growth would have developed into
a passion. Again, that astute young lady had
very accurately conjectured his state of mind,
while her pledge of secrecy disposed of the
difficulty in the way of a too rapid transfer of
his attentions. If Claudia did not complain,
nay, counselled such action, who had a right to
object ? It was true she had eagerly dis-
claimed any intention of inciting him to try to
54 FATHER STAFFOIW.
break the ties that now bound Miss Bernard.
But, he reflected, the important point was not
the view she took of the morality of such an
attempt, on which her authority was nought,
but her opinion of its chances of success, which
was obviously not wholly unfavourable. He
did not trouble himself to inquire closely into
any personal motive she may have had. It
was enough for him that she, a person likely to
be well informed, had allowed him to see that,
to her thinking, the relations between the
engaged pair were of a character to inspire in
the mind of another aspirant hope rather than
despair.
Having reached this conclusion, Hadding-
ton recognised that his first step must be to
put Miss Bernard in touch with the position of
affairs. It may seem a delicate matter to hint
to your host's fiancee that if she, on mature
reflection, likes you better than him, there is
still time ; but Haddington was not afflicted
with delicacy. After all, in such a case a
great deal depends upon the lady, and Had-
dington, though doubtful how Kate would
regard a direct proposal to break off her
engagement, was yet tolerably confident that
she would not betray him to Eugene.
He found her seated on the terrace that
SOME CHANGES OF VIEWS. 55
was the usual liaunt of the ladies in the fore-
noon and the scene of Eugene's dutiful
labours as reader-aloud. Kate was not look-
ing amiable ; and scarce six feet from her
there lay open on the ground a copy of the
Laureate's works.
" I liope I'm not disturbing you, Miss
Bernard ? "
" Oh no. You see, I am alone. Mr. Lane
was here just now, but he's gone,"
^^ How's that?" asked Haddington, seating
himself.
" He got a telegram, read it, flung his book
away, and rushed off.''
" Did he say what it was about ? "
^^No; I didn't a^k him."
A pause ensued. It was a little difficult to
make a start.
^' And so you are alone ? "
^' Yes, as you see."
"" I am alone too. Shall we console one
another ? "
"I don't want consolation, thanks," said
Kate, a little ungraciously. ^' But," she
added more kindly, ''you know I'm always
glad of your company."
*' I wish I could think so."
*' Why don't you think so.^^ "
56 FATHER STAFFORD.
^'Well, Miss Bernard, engaged people are
generally rather indifferent to the rest of the
world."
'' Even to telegrams ? "
'^ Ah I poor Lane ! "
^'I don't think Mr. Lane is in much need
of pity."
^'No — rather of envy."
Kate did not look displeased.
'' Still, a man is to be pitied if he does not
appreciate "
u
Mr. Haddinofton ! "
^' I beg your pardon. I ought not to have
said that. But it is hard — there, I am offend-
ing you again I "
" Yes, you must not talk like that. It's
wrong ; it would be wrong even if you meant it."
^' Do you think I don't mean it ? "
^' That would be very discreditable — but
not so bad."
'' You know I mean it," he said, in a low
voice. ' ' God knows I would have said nothing:
if — "
''If what?"
^' I shall offend you more than ever. But
liow can I stand by and see that ? " and Had-
dington pointed with fine scorn to the neglected
book.
SOME CHANGES OF VIEWS. 57
Kate was not agitated. She seldom was.
In a tone of grave rebuke, she said,
''You must never speak like this again. I
thought I saw something of it. ("Good!"
thought Haddington.) But whatever may be
my lot, I am now bound to it. Pledges are
not to be broken."
"Are they not being virtually broken ? " he
asked, growing bolder as he saw she listened
to him.
Kate rose.
" You are not angry ? "
" I cannot be angry if it is as you say.
But please understand I cannot listen. It is
not honourable. No — don't say anything else.
But you must go away."
Haddington made no further effort to stoj)
her. He was well content. When a lady hears
you hint that her betrothed is less devoted than
you would be in his place and merely says the
giving of such a hint is wrong, it may be taken
that her sole objection to it is on the score of
morality; and it is to be feared that objections
based on this ground are not the most efficacious
in checking forward lovers. Perhaps Miss Ber-
nard thought they were. Haddington didn't
believe she did.
"Go away I " he said to himself. "Hardly!
53 FATHER STAFFORD.
The play is just beginning. Little Lady
Claudia wasn't far out."
It is very possible she was not far out in
her estimation of Mr. Haddington's character,
as well as in her forecast of his prospects. But
the fruits of her shrewdness on this point
were hajopily hid from the gentleman con-
cerned.
59
CHAPTER IV.
SIR RODERICK AYRE INSPECTS MR. MOREWOOd's
MASTERPIECE.
About a fortnight later than the last recorded
incident two men were smoking on the lawn at
Millstead Manor. One was Morewood; the
other had arrived only the day before and
was the Sir Roderick Ayre to whom reference
has been made.
"• Upon my word, Morewood," said Sir Rod-
erick, as the painter sat down by him, ^^one
can't go anywhere without meeting you ! ''
" That's since you took to intellectual com-
pany," said Morewood grinning.
'' I haven't taken to intellectual company,"
said Sir Roderick with languid indignation.
'^ In the general upheaval, intellectual company
has risen in the scale."
**And so has at last come up to your
pinnacle ? "
^^And so has reached me, where I have
been for centuries."
'^ A sort of perpetual dove on Ararat ? "
^' My dear Morewood, I am told you know
everything except the Bible. Why choose your
allusions from the one unfamiliar source ? "
60 FATHER STAFFORD.
^^And how do you like your new neigh-
bour ? "
^' What new neighbour ? "
'intellect."
'^ Oh well, as personified in you, it's a not
unwholesome astringent. But we may take an
overdose."
^'Depends on the capacity of the consti-
tution, of course," said Morewood.
'' One objectionable quality it has," pur-
sued Sir Roderick, apparently unheedful.
^^Yes?"
^'A disposition towards what boys call
^scoring.' That will, no doubt, be eradicated
as it mixes more in society. Apropos^ what
are you doing down here ? "
'^ As an artist, I study your insolence pro-
fessionally, Ayre, and it doesn't annoy me. I
came down here to do nothing. I have stayed
to paint Stafford."
' ' Ah ! Is Stafford then a professional saint ? "
'' He's an uncommon fine fellow. You're
not fit to black his boots."
^' I am not fit to black anybody's boots,"
responded Sir Roderick. '' It's the other way.
What's he doing down here ? "
^' I don't know. . Says he's writing a book.
Do you know Lady Claudia well ? "
MTt. MORE WOOD'S MASTERPIECE. 61
*'Yes. Known her sinco she was a
child."
^' She seems uncommonly apj>reciative."
'^ Of Stafford?'^
^'Yes."
^'Oh, well, it's her way. It always has
been the way of the Territons. They only
began, you know, about three hundred years
ago, and ever since ''
'^ Oh, I don't want their history — a lot of
scoundrels, no doubt, like all your old families.
Only — I say, A3^re, I should like to show you
a head of Stafford I've done."
'^ I won't buy it," said Sir Roderick with
affected trepidation.
'^ You. be damned ! " said Mo re wood
^^ But I should like to hear what you think
of it."
^^ What do he and the rest of them
think ? "
'' I haven't shown it to any one."
^' Why not?"
^' Wait till you've seen it."
'' 1 should think Stafford would make rather
a good head. He's got just that "
^' Hush ! Here he comes ! "
As he spoke, Stafford and Claudia came up
the drive and emerged on to the lawn. They
62 FATHER STAFFORD.
did not see the others and appeared to be deep
in conversation. Stafford was talking vehe-
mently and Claudia listening with a look of
amused mutiny on her face.
^' He's sworn off, hasn't he?'' asked Ayre.
'^Yes."
^' She doesn't care for him ? "
^' I don't think so ; but a man can't tell."
'' Nonsense ! " said Ayre. '^ What's Eugene
up to ? "
^^ Oh, you know he's booked."
^' Kate Bernard?"
'' Yes."
'^ Tell you what, Morewood : I'll lay
you "
^' No, you won't. Come and see the picture.
It's the finest thing — in its way — I ever did."
'' Going to exhibit it ? "
'' I'm going to work up and exhibit another
I've done of him, not this one ; at least, I'm
afraid he won't stand this one."
'' Gad ! Have you painted him with horns
and a tail ? "
Whereto Morewood answered only,
'' Come and see."
As they went in, they met Eugene, hands
in pockets and pipe in mouth, looking im-
mensely bored.
MR. MORE WOOD'S MASTERPIECE. 63
''Dr. Livingstone, I presume?'' said he.
"' Excuse the mode of address, but I've not
seen a soul all the morning and thought I
must have dropped down somewhere in Africa.
It's monstrous ! I ask about ten people to my
house, and I never have a soul to speak to !"
'' Where's Miss Bernard ? " asked Ayre.
'' Kate is learning constitutional principles
from Haddington in the shrubbery. Lady
Claudia is learning sacerdotal principles from
Stafford in the shrubbery. My mother is
learning equine principles from Bob Territon
in the stables. You are learning immoral
principles from Morewood on the lawn. I
don't complain, but is there anything a man
can do ? "
'' Yes, there's a picture to be seen — More-
wood's latest."
''Good!"
" I don't know that I shall show it to
Lane."
"Oh, get out!" said Eugene. "I shall
summon the servants to my aid. Who's it
of?"
" Stafford," said Ayre.
" The Pope in full canonicals ? "
"All right. Lane. But you're a friend of
his, and you mayn't like it."
64 FATHER STAFFORD.
Tliey entered the billiard-room, a long
building tliat ran out from the west wing of
the house. In the extreme end of it More-
wood had extemporised a studio, attracted by
the good light.
/' Give me a good top-light," he had said,
^^ and I wouldn't change places with an arch-
angel ! "
" Your lights, top or otherwise, are not
such," Eugene remarked, ''as to make it likely
the berth will be offered you."
''This picture is, I understand, Eugene, a
stunner. Give us chairs and some brandy and
soda and trot it out," said Ayre.
Morewood was unmoved by their frivolity.
He tugged at his ragged red beard for a
moment or two, while they were settling them-
selves.
"Ell show you this first," he said, taking
up one of the canvases that leant against the
wall.
It was a beautiful sketch of a half-length
figure, and represented Stafford in the garb of
a monk, gazing up with eager eyes, full of the
vision of the Eternal City beyond the skies.
It was the face of a devotee and a visionary,
and yet it was full of strength and resolution ;
and there was in it the look of a man who had
MR. MOEEWOOD'S MASTERPIECE. 05
put aside all except the service and tlie con-
templation of the Divine.
Ayre forgot to sneer, and Eugene mur-
mured,
^'Glorious! \Yhat a subject! And, old
fellow, what an artist ! "
" That is good," said Morewood quietly.
^' It's fine, but as a matter of painting the
other is still better. I caught him looking like
that one morning. He came out before break-
fast, very early, into the garden. I was out
there, but he didn't see me, and he stood look-
ing up like that for ever so long, his lips just
parted and his eyes straining through the veil,
as you see that. It may be all nonsense, but
— line, isn't it ? "
The two men nodded.
'' Now for the other," said Ayre. '^ B}^
Jove ! I feel as if I'd been in church."
'' The other I got only three or four days
ago. Again I was a Paul Pry — we have to be,
you know, if we're to do anything worth
doing — and I took him while he sat. But I
daresay you'd better see it first."
He took another and smaller picture and
placed it on the easel, standing for a moment
between it and the onlookers and studying it
closely. Then he stepped aside in silence.
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66 FATHER STAFFORD.
It was merely a head — nothing more —
standing- out boldly from a dark background.
The face was again Stafford's, but the present-
ment differed strangely. It was still beautiful ;
it had even a beauty the other had not, the
beauty of youth and passion. The devotee
was gone ; in his place was a face that, in
spite of the ascetic cast of feature, was so
lighted up Avith the fire of love and longing,
that it might have stood for a Leander or a
Romeo. It expressed an eager yearning, that
made it seem to be craning out of the picture
in the effort to reach that unknown object on
which the eyes Avere fixed witli such devouring
passion.
The men sat looking at it in amazement.
Eugene was half angry, half alarmed. Ayre
was closely studying the picture, his old look
of cynical amusement struggling with a sur-
prise which it was against his profession to
admit. They forgot to praise the picture ;
but Morewood was well content with their
tacit homage.
'' The finest thing I ever did — on my life,
one of the finest things anyone ever did," he
murmured ; '' and I can't show it ! "
^'No," said Eugene.
Ayre rose and took his stand before the
MR. MORE WOOD'S MASTERPIECE. 67
picture. Then he got a chair, choosing the
lowest he could find, and sat down, sitting well
back. This attitude brought him exactly
under the gaze of the eyes.
''Is it your diabolic fancy," he said, ''or
did you honestly copy it ? "
"I never stuck closer to what I saw," the
painter replied. "It's not my doing; he
looked like that."
" Then who was sitting, as it were, where
I am now ? "
" Yes," said Morewood. " I thought you
couldn't miss it."
"Wlio was it?" asked Euo;ene in an
excited way.
The others looked keenly at him for a
moment.
"You know," said Morewood, "Claudia
Territon. She was sitting there reading. He
had a book too, but had laid it down on
his knee. She sat reading, and he looking.
In a moment I had caught the look. Then
she put down the book, and as she turned to
him to speak, in a second it was gone, and he
was — not this picture nor the other, but as we
know him every day."
" She didn't see ? " asked Eugene.
"No."
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68 ' FATHER STAFFORD.
'^ Thank God ! " lie cried. Then in a
moment, recollecting himself, he looked at the
two men, and saw what he had done. They
tried to look as if they noticed nothing.
'^ You must destroy that thing, Morewood,"
said he.
Morewood' s face was a study.
''I would as soon," he said deliberately,
'^ cut off my right hand."
'^ril give you a thousand pounds for it,"
said Eugene.
'' What would you do with it ? "
" Burn it."
" Then you shouldn't have it for ten
thousand."
" I thought you'd say that. But he mustn't
see it."
'' Why, Lane, you're as bad as a child. It's
a man in love, that's all."
" If he saw it," said Eugene, ^' he'd hang
liimself."
^' Oh, gently," said Ayre. '' If you ask me,
I expect Stafford will pretty soon get beyond
any surprise at the revelation. He must walk
his path, like all of us. It can't matter to you,
you know," he added with a sharp glance.
^'No, it can't matter to me," said Eugene
steadily.
MR. MOREWOOB'S MASTERPIECE. 60
^^ Put it away, Morewood, and come out of
doors. Perhaps you'd better not leave it
about at present at any rate."
Morewood took down the picture and
placed it in a large portfolio, which he locked,
and accompanied Ayre. Eugene made no
motion to come with them, and they left him
sitting there.
^' The atmosphere," said Sir Roderick, look-
ing up into the clear summer sky, '^ is getting
thundery and complicated. I hate complica-
tions ! They're a bore ! I think I shall go."
^^ I shan't. It will be interesting."
^^ Perhaps you're right. I'll stay a little
while."
^^Ah! here you are. I've been looking
for somebody to amuse me."
The speaker was Claudia, looking very
fresh and cool in her soft white dress.
''What have you done with the Pope?"
asked Ayre.
" He gave me to understand he had wasted
enough time on me, and went in to write."
" I should think he was right," said Sir
Roderick.
'' I daresay," said Claudia carelessly.
Her conscience was evidently quite at ease :
but they did not know whether this meant that
70 FATHER STAFFORD.
lier actions had deserved no blame. However,
they were neither of them men to judge such
a case as hers harshly.
"If I were fifteen years younger," said
Ayre, " I would waste all my time on you."
"Why, you're only about forty," said
Claudia. " That's not too old."
" Good! " said he, smiling. " Life in the
old dog yet, eh ? But go in and see Lane. He's
in the billiard-room, thinking over his sins and
getting low-spirited."
" And I shall be a change ? "
" I don't know about that. Perhaps he's a
homoeopathist.''
" I hate you!" said Claudia with a very
kind glance, as slie pursued her way in the
direction indicated.
" She means no harm," said Morewood.
" But slie may do the devil of a lot. We
can't help it, can we ? "
" No — not our business if we could," said
Morewood.
Claudia paused for a moment at the door.
Eugene was still sitting with his head on his
hand.
"It's very odd," thought she. "What's
he looking at the easel for ? There's notliing
on it/'
ME. MORE WOOD'S MASTERPIECE. 71
Then she began to sing. Eugene looked up.
'^ Is it you, Lady Claudia ? "
^' Yes. Why are you moping here ? "
^^ Where's Stafford?"
^^ Everybody," said Claudia impatiently,
throwing her hat, and herself after it, on a
lounge, ^' asks me where Father Stafford is.
I don't know, Mr. Lane, and what's more, at
this moment I don't care. Have you nothing
better than that to say to me when I come to
look for you ? "
Eugene pulled himself together. Tragedy
airs would be insufferable.
'' True, most beauteous damsel ! " he said.
'^ I am remiss. For the purposes of the
moment, hang Stafford ! What shall we do ? "
She got up and came close to him.
" Mr. Lane," she whispered, '' what do you
think there is in the stable ? "
^' I know what there isn't: that's a horse
fit to ride."
"A libel! a libel ! But there is (in a still
lower whisper) a sociable.''^
"A what?"
'^ A sociable."
^' Do you mean a tricycle ? "
^' Yes — for two."
'''' Oho ! " said Eugene, gently chuckling.
7-2 FATHER STAFFORD,
^'Wouldn't it be fun?"
''On the road?"
''N — no, perhaps not ; round the park."
" Hush ! S'death ! if Kate saw us ! Where
is she?"
" I saw her last with Mr. Haddington."
'' In the scheme of creation everything has
its use," replied Eugene tranquilly. '^ Had-
dington supplies a felt want."
" Be quiet. But will you ? "
''Yes ; come along. Be swift and silent."
" I must go and put on an old frock."
"All right ; be quick."
" What is the use ? " Eugene pondered : " I
can't have her, and Stafford may as well — if
he will. Will he, I wonder ? And would she ?
Oil lord ! what a nuisance they are I By Jove !
I should like to see Kate's face if she spots
us."
A few minutes later the strange and un edi-
fying sight of Lady Claudia Territon and
Mr. Lane, mounted on a very rickety old
" sociable," presented itself to the gaping gaze
of several labourers in the park. Claudia was
in her most boisterous spirits ; Eugene, by one
of the quick transitions of his nature, was
liardly less elate. Up:hill they toiled and down-
hill they raced, getting, as the manner of
MB. MOEE WOOD'S MASTERPIECE. 73
'^ cyclists" is, very warm and rather oily. But
retribution lagged not. Down a steep hill they
came, round a sharp turn they went, and, alas !
over into a ditch they fell. This was bad
enough, but in the calm seclusion of a garden
seat, perched on a knoll just above them, the
sinners as they rose, dirty but unhurt, beheld
Miss Bernard ! For a moment all was con-
sternation. What would she say ?
It was a curious thing, but Kate seemed
as embarrassed as themselves, and she said
nothing except —
"• Oh, I hope you're not hurt," and said
this in a hasty way and with ostentatious
amiability.
Eugene was surprised. But as his eyes
wandered, they fell on Haddington, and that
rising politician held awkwardly in his hand,
and was trying to convey behind his back,
what looked very like a lady's glove. Now
Miss Bernard had only one glove on.
'' The battery is spiked," he whispered
triumphantly. ^' Come along, Lady Claudia."
Claudia hadn't seen what Eugene had, but
she obeyed, and off they went again, airily
waving their hands.
'' What's the matter with her ?" she asked.
Eugene was struggling with laughter.
74 FATHER 8TAFF0ED.
^' Didn't you see ? Haddington had lier
glove! Splendid!"
Claudia, regardless of safety, turned for an
instant a flushed smiling face to him. He was
about to speak, but she turned away again,
exclaiming,
^^ Quick! I've promised to meet Father
Stafford at twelve, and I mustn't keep him
waiting. I wouldn't miss it for the world ! "
Eugene was checked ; Claudia saw it.
What she thought is not revealed, but they
returned home in somewhat gloomy silence.
And it is a comfort to the narrator, and it is
to be hoped to the reader, to think that Mr.
Eugene Lane got something besides pleasure
out of his discreditable performance and his
lamentable want of proper feeling.
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CHAPTER V.
HOW THREE GENTLEMEN ACTED FOR THE BEST.
The schemers scliemed and the waiters upon
events waited with considerable patience, but
although the days wore on, the situation
showed little signs of speedy development.
Matters were in fact in a rather puzzling
position. The friendship and intimacy between
Claudia and Stafford continued to increase.
Eugene, whether in penitence or in pique, had
turned with renewed zeal to his proper duties
and was no longer content to allow Kate to be
monopolised by Haddington. The latter' s
attentions had indeed been in danger of
becoming too marked, and it is, perhaps,
not uncharitable to attribute Kate's aj)parent
avoidance of them as much to considerations
of expediency as of principle. At the same
time, there was no coolness between Eugene
and Haddington, and when his guest presented
a valid excuse and proposed departure, Eugene
met the suggestion with an obviously sincere
opposition. Sir Roderick really could not
make out what was going on. Now Sir
Roderick disliked being puzzled : it conveyed
76 FATHER STAFFORD.
a reflection on his acuteness, and he therefore
was a sharer in the perturbation of mind that
evidently afflicted some of his companions, in
spite of their decorous behaviour. But content-
ment was not wanting" in some hearts. More-
wood was happy in the pursuit of his art and
in arguments with Stafford ; and Bob Territon
had found refuge in an energetic attempt to
organise and train a Manor team to do battle
with the village cricket club, headed as it had
been for thirty years past by the Rector.
Moreover, Stafford himself still seemed tran-
quil. It would have been difficult for most
men to fail to understand their true position in
such a case more fully than he, in spite of his
usual penetration of vision, had succeeded in
doing. But he was now in a strange country,
and the landmarks of feeling whereby the
exjDerienced traveller on such paths can learn
and note, even if he cannot check, his descent,
were to Stafford unmeaning and empty of
warning. Of course, he knew he liked
Claudia's society ; he found her talk at once a
change, a rest, and a stimulus ; he had even
become aware that of all the people at the
Manor, except his old friend and host, she had
for him the most interest and attraction ; per-
haps he had even suffered at times that sense
THREE GENTLEMEN ACT FOR THE BEST. 77
of vacancy of all the chairs when her chair
was vacant that should have told him of his
state if anything would. But he did not see ;
he was blind in this matter, even as, say, Ayre
or Morewood would have proved blind if called
upon to study and describe the mental process
of a religious conversion. He was yet far
from realising that an influence had entered
his life in force strong enough to contend with
that which had so long ruled him with
undivided sway. It was the part of a friend to
hope and try that he might go with his own
heart yet a secret to him. So hoped Eugene.
But Eugene, unnerved by self-suspicion, would
not lift a finger to hasten his friend's departure,
lest he should seem to himself, or be without
perceiving it even himself, alert to save his
friend, only because his friend's salvation
would be to his own comfort.
Sir Roderick Ayre however was not
restrained by Eugene's scruples nor inspired
by Eugene's devotion to Stafford. Stafford
interested him, but he was not his friend, and
Ayre did not understand, or, if truth be told,
appreciate the almost reverential attitude which
Eugene, usually so very devoid of reverence,
adopted towards him. Ayre thought Staf-
ford's vow nonsense, and that if he was in love
78 FATHER STAFFORD.
with Claudia Territon there was no harm
done.
'' Many people have been," he said, " and
many will be, before the little witch grows old
and — no, by Jove ! she'll never grow ngly ! "
Trivial as the matter seemed, looked at in
this light, it had yet enough of human interest
about it to decide him to leave the grouse
alone, and wait patiently for the partridges at
Millstead. After all, he had shot grouse and
most other things for thirty years ; and, as he
said, '^ the parson was a change, and the house
deuced comfortable, and old Eugene a good
fellow."
Now it came to pass one day that the
devil, having a spare hour on his hands and
remembering that he had often met with a
hospitable reception from Sir Roderick, to
say nothing of having a bowing acquaintance
with Morewood, looked in at the Manor, and
finding his old quarters at Sir Roderick's swept
and garnished, incontinently took up his abode
there, and proceeded to look round for some
suitable occupation. When this momentous
but invisible event accomplished itself. Sir
Roderick was outwardly engaged in the inno-
cent and aimless pursuit of knocking the
billiard-balls about and listening absently to a
THREE GENTLEMEN ACT FOR THE BEST. 79
discourse from Morewood on the essential
truths which he (Morewood) had grasped and
presented alone of modern artists. The theme
was not exhilarating, and Sir Roderick's tenant
soon grew very tired of it, the presentment of
truth, indeed, essential or otherwise, not being
a matter that concerned him. But in the
course of an inspection of Sir Roderick's con-
sciousness, he had come across something that
appeared wortli following up, and towards
it he proceeded to direct his entertainer's
conversation.
^' I say, Morewood," said Ayre, breaking in
on the discourse, '^ do you think it's fair to
keep that fellow Stafford in the dark ? "
" Is he in the dark ? "
'^ It's a queer thing, but he is. I never
knew a man who was in love before without
knowing it — they say women are that way —
but then I never met a ' Father ' before."
^^ What do you pro230se, since you insist on
gossiping ? "
^' It isn't gossip ; it's Christian feeling.
Someone ought to tell the poor beggar."
^' Perhaps you'd like to."
^' I should, but it would seem like a liberty,
and I never take liberties. You do constantly,
so you might as well take this one."
80 FATHER STAFFORD.
" I like that ! Why, the man's a stranger !
If he ought to be told at all, Lane's the man to
do it."
^' Yes, but you see, Lane "
^' That's quite true ; I forgot. But isn't he
better left alone to get over it?"
Sir Roderick, unprejudiced, might have
conceded the point. But the prompter inter-
vened.
"What I'm thinking about is this: is it
fair to her? I don't say she's in love with
him, but she admires him immensely. They're
always together, and — well, it's plain what's
likely enough to happen. If it does, what
will be said? Who'll believe he did it un-
consciously ? And if he breaks her heart, how
is it better because he did it unconsciously ? "
" You are unusually benevolent," said More-
wood drily.
^' Hang it ! a man has some feelings."
" You're a humbug, Ayre ! "
"Never mind what lam. You won't tell
him?"
"No."
"It would be a very interesting problem."
"It would."
" That vow of his is all nonsense, aint
it?"
THREE GENTLEMEN ACT FOR THE BEST. 81
'^ Utter nonsense I "
'' Why shouldn't he have his chance of being
happy in a reasonable way ? I shouldn't wonder
if she took him."
'' No more should I."
^' Upon my soul, I believe it's a duty I I
say, Morewood, do you think he'd see it for
hmiself from the picture ? "
" Of course he would. No one could help
it."
" Will you let him see it ? " .
Morewood took a turn or two up and down,
tugging his beard. The issue was doubtful.
A certain auditor of the conversation, perceiv-
ing this, hastily transferred himself from one
interlocutor to the other.
" I'll tell you what I'll do : I'll let him see
it if Lane agrees. I'll leave it to Lane."
'' Rather rough on Lane, isn't it ? "
'' A little strong emotion of any kind won't
do Lane any harm."
"Perhaps not. We will train our young
friend's mind to cope with moral problems.
He'll never get on in the world nowadays
unless he can do that. It's now part of a
gentleman's — still more of a lady's — edu-
cation."
Eugene was clearly wanted. By some
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82 FATHER STAFFORD.
agency, into which it is needless to inquire,
though we niay have suspicions, at that
moment Eugene strolled into the billiard-
room.
''We have a little question to submit to
you, my dear fellow," said Ayre blandly.
Eugene looked at him suspiciously. He
had been a good deal worried the last few days,
and had a dim idea that he deserved it, which
deprived him of the sense of unmerited suffer-
ing—a most valuable consolation in time of
trouble.
''It's about Stafford. You remember the
head of him More wood did, and the conclusion
we drew from it — or, rather, it forced upon us ? "
Eugene nodded, instinctively assuming his
most nonchalant air.
"We think he's a bad case. What think
you?"
"I agree — at least, I suppose I do. I
haven't thought much about it."
Ayre thought the indifference overdone,
but he took no notice of it.
"We are inclined to think he ought to
be shown that picture. I am clear about it ;
More wood doubts. And we are going to refer
it to you."
" You'd better leave me out."
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'' Not at all. You're a friend of his, known
him all your life, and you'll know best what
will be for his good."
^^ If vou insist on askin^^ me, I think vou
had better let it alone."
'^ Wait a minute. Why do you say
that?"
^' Because it will be a shock to him."
^^No doubt, at first. He's got some silly
notion in his head about not marrying, and
about it's being sinful to fall in love, and all
that."
^'It won't make him happier to be re-
fused."
Ayre leant forward in his chair, and said,
'' How do you know she'll refuse him ?"
'^ I don't know. How should I know ? "
''Do you think it likely?"
^'Is that a fair question?" asked More-
wood.
'' Perfectly," said Eugene, with an expres-
sionless face. ''But it's one I have no means
of answering."
"He's plucky," thought Ayre. "Would
you give the same answer you gave just now
if you thought she'd take him ? "
It was certainly hard on Eugene. Was he
bound, against even a tolerably strong feeling
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84 FATHER STAFFORD.
of his own, to give Stafford every eliance ? It
is not fair to a man to make him a judge
where he is in truth a party. Ayre had no
mercy for him.
'' For the sake of a trumpery pledge is he
to throw away his own happiness — and mark
you, Lane, perhaps hers ? "
Eugene did not wince.
^' If there's a chance of success, he ought to
be given the opjDortunity of exercising his own
judgment," he said quietly. ^'It would dis-
tress him immensely, but we should have no
right to keep it from him. And I suppose
there's always a chance of success."
^' Go and get the picture, Morewood," said
Sir Roderick. Then, when the painter was
looking in the portfolio, he said abruptly to
Eugene,
'* You could say nothing else."
^'No. That's why you asked me, I sup-
pose. I hope I'm an interesting subject. You
dig pretty deej)."
^'Serves you right!" said Ayre com-
posedly. '^ Why were you ever such an ass ? "
" God knows ! " groaned Eugene.
Morewood returned.
^' He's due here in ten minutes to sit to me.
Are you going to stay ? "
THREE GENTLEMEN ACT FOR THE BEST. 85
'^ No. You be doing something else, and
let that thing stand on the easel."
^'Pleasant for me, isn't it?" asked More-
wood.
^^ Are you ashamed of yourself for snatch-
ing it ? "
^^ Not a bit."
^' All right, then ; what's the matter? Come
along, Eugene. After all, you know, you'll
like showing it. For an outsider, like yourself,
it's really a deuced clever little bit. Perhaps
they will make you an Associate if Stafford
will let you show it."
Morewood ignored the taunt, and sat
down by the window on pretence of touching
up a sketch. He had not been there long
when he heard Stafford come in, and became
conscious that he had caught sight of the
picture. He did not look up, and heard no
sound. A long pause followed. Then lie felt
a strong grip on his shoulder, and Stafford
whispered,
^' It is my face? "
'^ You see it is."
^^Youdidit?"
^^Yes. I ought to beg your pardon," and
he looked up. Stafford was pale as death, and
trembling.
86 FATHER STAFFORD.
'^ A few days ago."
'^ On your oath — no, you don't believe tiiat
— on your honour, is it truth ? "
^'Yes, it is.''
'^ You saw it — just as it is there ? "
" Yes, it is exact. I had no right to take
it or to show it you."
^^What does that matter, man? Do you
think I care about that ? But — yes, it is true.
God help me ! "
'' We have seen it, you know. It was time
you saw it."
^' Time, indeed! "
' Where's the harm ? " asked More wood, in
a rough effort at comfort.
^^ The harm ! But you don't understand.
It is the face of a beast ! "
^'My dear fellow, that's stuff! It's only
the face of a lover."
Stafford looked at him in a dazed way.
'' I wish you'd let me go back to my room,
Morewood, and give me that pictm-e. No — I
won't hurt it."
^' Take it then, and pull yourself together.
What's the harm, again I say? And if she
loves you "
^' What ! '' he cried eagerly. Then, check-
THREE GENTLEMEN ACT FOR THE BEST. 87
ing himself, '^ Hold your peace, in Heaven's
name, and let me go ! "
He went his way, and Morewood leaped
from the window to find the other two. He
found them, but not alone. Ayre was discours-
ing to Claudia and appeared entirely oblivious
of the occurrence which he had precipitated.
Eugene was walking up and down with Kate
Bernard. It is necessary to listen to what the
latter couple were saying.
" This is sad news, Kate," Eugene said.
^^ Why are you going to leave us ? "
^'My aunt wants me to go with her to
Buxton in September, and we're going to have
a few days on the river before that."
^'Then we shall not meet again for some
time?"
'^ No. Of course I shall write to you."
" Thank you — I hope you will. You've
had a pleasant time, I hope ? Who are to be
your river party ? "
^^ Oh, just ourselves and one or two girls
and men. Lord Rickmansworth is to be there
a day or two, if he can. And — oh yes, Mr.
Haddington, I think."
'' Isn't Haddington staying here ? "
^^ I don't know. I understood not.
So your party will break up," Kate went
88 FATHER STAFFOBD.
on. '^ Of course, Claudia can't stay when I
go."
^' Why not?"
^' Really, Eugene, it would be hardly the
thing."
'' I believe my mother is not thinking of
gomo"
?5
^^ Do you mean you will ask Claudia ? "
'' I certainly cannot ask her to curtail her
visit."
''Anyhow, Father Stafford goes soon, and
she won't stay then."
This last shaft accomplished Miss Bernard's
presumable object. Eugene lost his temper.
" Forgive me for saying so, Kate," he said,
" but really at times your mind seems to me
positively vulgar."
"I am not going to quarrel. I am quite
aware of what you want."
''What's that?"
" An opportunity for quarrelling."
" If that's all, I might have found several.
But come, Kate, it's no use, and not very
dignified, to squabble. We haven't got on
so well as we might. But I daresay it's my
fault."
" Do you want to throw mo over?" asked
Kate scornfully,
THREE GENTLEMEN ACT FOB THE BEST. 89
^'For Heaven's sake, don't talk like a
breach-of-promise plaintiff. I am and always
have been perfectly ready to fulfil my engage-
ment. But you don't make it easy for me.
Unless you ' throw me over,' as you are
pleased to phrase it, things will remain as
they are."
^^I have been taught to consider an engage-
ment as binding as a marriage."
''No warrant for such a view in Holy
Scripture."
"And whatever my feelings maybe — and
you can hardly wonder if after your conduct
they are not what they were — I shall consider
myself bound."
" I have never proposed anything else."
'' Your conduct with Claudia "
'' I must ask you to leave Lady Claudia
alone. If you come to that — but there, I was
just going to scratch back like a schoohgirl.
Let us remember our manners, if nothing else."
''And our principles," added Kate
haughtily.
"By all means, and forget our deviations
from them. And now this conversation may
as well end, may it not ? "
Kate's only answer was to walk straight
awav to the house.
90 FATHER STAFFORD.
Eugene joined Claudia: Ayre, in his ab-
sence, had been reinforced by the accession
of Bob Territon.
^'Kate's going to-morrow," Eugene an-
nounced.
^^ So I heard," said Claudia. " We must
go too — we have been here a terrible time."
^^Why?"
'^ It's all nonsense ! " interposed Bob de-
cisively ; '^ we can't go for a week. The match
is fixed for next Wednesday."
'' But," said Claudia, " Fm not going to
play."
"1 am," said Bob. ^^And where do you
propose to go to ? "
^^ No, Lady Claudia," said Eugene, ^'you
must see us through the great day. I really
wish you would. The whole county's coming,
and it will be too much for my mother alone.
After the cricket match, if you still insist, the
deluge ! "
^^I'll ask Mrs. Lane. She'll tell me what
to do."
^' Good child ! " said Sir Roderick. ^^I am
going to stay right away till the birds. And
as Lane says I aint to have any birds unless I
field at long-leg, I am going to field at long-
leg."
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'^ Splendid ! " cried Claudia, clapping her
hands : '' Sir Roderick Ayre at a rustic cricket
match ! Mr. Morewood shall sketch you."
" I've had enough of sketching just now,''
said Morewood. Ayre and Eugene looked up.
Morewood nodded slightly.
'' Where's Stafford? " asked Ayre.
^^ In his room — at work, I suppose. He put
off my sitting."
^' Never mind Father Stafford," said Claudia
decisively. " Wlio is going to play tennis ? I
shall play with Sir Roderick."
'^ I'd much rather sit still in the shade,"
pleaded Sir Roderick.
' ' You're a very rude old gentleman ! But
you must play, all the same — against Bob and
Mr. Morewood."
^^ Where do I come in?" asked Eugene.
" Mayn't I do anything. Lady Claudia ?"
The others were looking after the net and
the racquets, and Claudia was left with him for
a moment.
*' Yes," she said; '^ you may go and sit on
Kate's trunks till they lock."
" Wait a little while ; I will be revenged on
you. I want, though, to ask you a question."
^' Oh! Is it a question that no one else —
say Kate for instance — could help you with?"
92 FATHER STAFFORD.
'' It's not about myself."
^^Is it about me?"
^'Yes."
'•^ What's the matter, Mr. Lane ? Is it any-
thing serious ? "
u Very."
^'Nonsense!" said Claudia. ^^ You really
mustn't dp it, Mr. Lane, or I can't stay for the
cricket match."
"■ We shall be desolate. Stafford's going in
a few days."
But Claudia's face was entirely guileless as
she replied,
^'Is he? I'm so sorry! But he's looking
much stronger, isn't he ? "
With which she departed to join Sir Rode-
rick, who had been spending the interval in
extracting from More wood an account of Staf-
ford's behaviour.
'' Hard hit, was he ? " he concluded,
" He looked it."
^' Wonder wliat he'll do ! I'll give you five
to four he asks her."
• '^ Done ! " said Morewood : ^' in fives."
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CHAPTER VI.
FATHER STAFFORD KEEPS VIGIL.
Dinner that evening at the Manor was not a
very brilhant affair. Stafford did not appear,
pleading that it was a Friday, and a strict fast
for him. Kate was distinctly out of temjDer,
and treated the company in general, and
Eugene in particular, with frigidity. Every-
body felt that the situation was somewhat
strained, and in consequence the pleasant flow
of personal talk that marks parties of friends
was dried up at its source. The discussion of
general topics was found to be a relief.
'' The utter uselessness of such a class as
Ayre represents," said Morewood emphatically,
taking up a conversation that had started no
one quite knew how, '^ must strike every sen-
sible man.''
" At least they buy pictures," said Eugene.
"' On the contrary. They now sell old
masters, and empty the j^ockets of would-be
buvers."
'' They are very ornamental," remarked
Claudia.
^'In some cases, undoubtedly," said More-
wood.
U FATHER STAFFORD.
^^ If you mean a titled class, '^ said Ayre,
^* I quite agree. I object to titles. They only
confuse ranks. A sweep is made a lord, and
outsiders think he's a gentleman."
^' Come, you're a baronet yourself, you
know," said Eugene.
'^ It's true," admitted Ayre, with a sigh ;
^^ but it happened a long while ago, and we've
nearly lived it down."
'' Take care they don't make you a
peer ! "
^' I have passed a busy life in avoiding it.
After all, there's a chance. I'm not a brewer or
a lawyer, or anything of that kind. But still,
the fear of it has paralysed my energies and
compelled me to squander my fortune. They
don't make poor men peers."
'^ That ought to have been allowed to weigh
in the balance in favour of Dives," suggested
Eugene.
^' Not a bit," said Ayre. " Depend upon it,
they kept it for him down below."
^' 1 hate cynicism ! " said Claudia, suddenly
and aggressively.
Ayre put up his eye-glass.
'' It's all affectation."
Really, Lady Claudia, you might be quite
u
FATHER STAFFORD KEEPS VIGIL. 95
old, from the way you talk. That is one of the
illusions of age which, by the way, have not
received enough attention."
^^ That's very true," said Eugene. "Old
people think the world better than it is because
their faculties don't enable them to make such
demands upon it."
" My dear Eugene," said Mrs. Lane perti-
nently, " what can you know about it? As we
grow old we grow charitable."
'^And why is that?" asked Morewood ;
" not because you think better of other people,
but because you know more of yourself."
" That is so," said Ayre. " Standing mid-
way between youth and age, I am an arbiter.
You judge others by yourself. In youth you
have an unduly good opinion of yoiu-self : tliat
unduly depresses your opinion of others. In
age it's the opposite way. But who knows
which is more wrong ? "
''At least let us hope age is right, Sir
Roderick," said Mrs. Lane.
"' By all means," said he.
''All this doesn't touch my point," said
Claudia. "You are accounting for it as if it
existed. My point was that it didn't exist. I
said it was all affectation."
"And not the only sort of affectation of
d6 FATHER STAFFORD.
the same kind ! " said Kate Bernard, with re-
markable emphasis.
Sir Roderick enjoyed a troubled sea. Turn-
ing to Kate, with a rapid side g-lance at Claudia
on the way, he said,
'' That's interesting. How do you mean,
Miss Bernard ?"
^^ All attempts to put oneself forward, to be
peculiar, and so on, are the same kind of affec-
tation, and are odious— especially in women."
There was nothing very much in the words,
and Kate was careful to look straight in front
of her as she uttered them. Still they told.
^' You mean," said Ayre, '' there may be an
affectation of freshness and enthusiasm — gush,
in fact — as bad, or worse, than cynicism, and
really springing from the same root ? "
Kate had not arrived at any such definite
meaning, but she nodded her head.
"An assumed sprightliness," continued Ayre
cheerfully, ^' perliaps coquettishness ? "
" Exactly," Kate assented, " and a way of
pushing into conversations which my mother
used to say girls had better let alone."
This was tolerably direct, but it did not
satisfy Ayre's malicious humour, and he was
on the point of a new question when Hadding-
ton, who had taken no part in the previous
FATHER STAFFORD KEEPS VIGIL. 97
conversation but had his reasons for interferini^:
now, put in suavely,
'^If Miss Bernard and you, Ayre, will for-
give me, are we not wandering from the
point?"
'' Was there any point to wander from?''
suggested Eugene.
So they drifted through tlie evening, skirt-
ing the coast of quarrels and talking of every-
thing except that of which they were thinking.
Verily, love affairs do not always conduce to
social enjoyment — more especially other peo-
ple's love affairs. Still, Sir Roderick Ayrewas
entertained.
Meanwhile, Stafford sat in his room alone,
save for the company of his own picture. He
was like a man who has been groping his way
through difficult paths in the dark — uneasy, it
may be, and nervous, but with no serious alarm.
On a sudden, a storm-flash may reveal to him
that he is on the very edge of a precipice or
already ankle-deep in some bottomless morass.
The sight of his own face, interpreted with all
Morewood's penetrating insight and mastery of
hand, had been a revelation to him. No more
mercilessly candid messenger could have been
found. Arguments he would have resisted or
confuted; appeals to his own consciousness would
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08 FATHER STAFFORD.
liave failed for want of experience ; lie could
not affect to disbelieve the verdict of his own
countenance. He had in all his life been a
man who dealt plainly with himself ; it was
only in this last matter that the power, more
than the will, to understand his own heart had
failed him. His intellect now re-asserted itself.
He did not attempt to blink facts : he did not
deny the truth of the revelation or seek to ex-
tenuate its force. He did not tell himself that
the matter was a trifle, or that its effect would
be transient. He recognised that he had fallen
from the state of a priest vowed to HeaA^en to
that of a man whose whole heart and mind
had gone out in love for a woman and were
filled witli her image. His judgment of him-
self was utterly reversed, his pre-suppositions
confounded, his scheme of life wrecked; all
this he knew for truth, unless indeed it might
be that victory could still be his — victory after
a struggle even to death : a struggle that
had found no type or forecast in the mimic
contests that had marked almost without dis-
turbing his earlier progress on the road of his
choice.
In the long hours that he sat gazing at
the picture his mind was the scene of chang-
ing moods. At first the sense of horror and
FATHER STAFFORD KEEPS VIGIL. 99
shame was paramount. He was aghast at him-
self and too full of self -abhorrence to do more
than fight blindly away from what he could
not but see. He would fain have lost his senses
if only to buy the boon of ignorance. Then
this mood passed. The long habit of his heart
asserted itself, and he fell on his knees, no
longer in horror, but in abasement and peni-
tence. Now all his thought was for the sin he
had done to Heaven and to his vow : but had he
not learnt and taught, and re-learnt in teaching,
that there was no sin without pardon, if pardon
were sought ? And for a moment, not peace,
but the far-off possible hope and prospect of
peace regained comforted his spirit. It might
be yet that he would come through the dark
valley, and gaze with his old eyes on the light
of his life set in the sky.
But was his sin only against Heaven and
his vow and himself ? Is sin so confined ? If
Morewood had seen, had not others ? Had not
she seen ? Would not the discovery he had
made come to her also ? Nay, had it not
come ? He had been blind ; but had she ?
Was it not far more likely that she had not
deceived herself as to the tendency of their
friendship, nor dreamt that he meant anything
except what his acts, words, and looks had so
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100 FATHER STAFFORD.
plainly — yes, to his own eyes now, so plainly
declared ? He looked back on her graciousness,
her delight in his society, her unconcealed
admiration for him. What meaning had these
but one ? What did she know of his vow ?
Why should she dream of anything save the
ha23py ending of the story that flits before
the half-averted eyes of a girl when she
is -with her lover ? Even if she had heard
of his vow, would they not all tell her it
was a conceit of youth, a spiritual affec-
tation, a thing that a wise counsellor would
tell him and her quietly to set aside ? Did it
not all point to this ? He was not only a
perjurer towards Heaven, but his sin had
brought woe and pain to her he loved.
So he groaned in renewed self-condemna-
tion. But what did that mean ? And then an
irresistible tide of triumph swept over him,
obliterating shame and horror and remorse.
She loved him. He had won. Be it good or
evil, she was his ! Who forbade his joy ?
Though all the world, aye, and all heaven,
were against him, nothing should stojD him.
Should he sin for naught? Should he not
have the price of his soul ? Should he not
enjoy what he had bought so dearly ? Enough
of talking, and enough of reasoning ! Passion
FATHER STAFFORD KEEPS VIGIL. 101
filled liim, and he knew no good nor evil save
its satiety or hunger.
The mad mood passed, and there came a
worthier mind. He sat and looked along the
avenue of his life. He saw himself walking
hand in hand with her. Now she was not the
instrument of his pleasure, but the helper in his
Q-ood deeds. Bv her sweet influence he was
stronger to do well ; his broader sympathies
and fuller life made a servant more valuable
to his Master : he v/ould serve Heaven as well
and man better, and, knowing the common joys
of man, he would better minister to common
pains. Who was he that he should claim to
lead a life apart, or arrogate to himself an im-
munity and an independence other men had
not ? Man and woman created He them, and
did it not make for good ? And he sank back
in his chair, with the picture of a life before
him, blessed and giving blessings, and ending
at last in an old age, when she would still
be with him, when he should be the head and
inspiration of a house wherein God's service
was done, when he should see his sons' sons
following in his steps, and so, having borne his
part, fall asleep, to wake again to an union
wherein were no stain of earth and no shadow
of parting.
102 FATHER STAFFORD.
From these musings he awoke with a
shudder, as there came back to him many a
memory of lofty pitying words, with which
he had gently drawn aside the cloak of seem-
liness wherein some sinner had sought to wrap
his sin. His dream of the perfect joint-life,
what was it but a sham tribute to decency,
a threadbare garment for the hideousness of
naked passion ? Had he taught himself to con-
template such a life, and shaped himself for it,
it might be a worthy life — not the highest, but
good for men who were not made for saints.
But as it was, it seemed to him but a glozing
over of his crime. Sternly there stood between
him and it his profession and his pledge. If he
would forsake the one and violate the other,
by Heaven, he would do it boldly, and not seek
to slink out by such self-cozening ! At least
he would not deceive himself again. If he
sinned, he would sin openly to his own heart.
There should be no compact : nothing but
defeat or victory ! And yet, was he right ? It
would be pitiful if for pride's sake, if for
fear of the sneers of men, he were to kill her
joy and defile his own soul with her heart's
blood. People would laugh at the converted
celibate — was it that. he feared ? Had he fallen
so low as that ? or was the shrinking he felt
FATHER STAFFORD KEEPS VIGIL. 103
not rather the dread that his fall would be a
stone of stumbling to others ? for in his infatu-
ation he had assumed to be an example. Was
there no distinguishing good and evil ? Could
every motive and every act change form and
colour as you looked at it, and be now the
counsel of Heaven, and now the prompting of
Satan ? How then could a man choose his
path ? In his bewilderment the darkness closed
round him, and he groaned aloud.
It was late now, nearly midnight, and the
house was quiet. Stafford walked to the open
window and leant out, bending his tired head
upon his hand. As he looked out he saw
through the darkness Eugene and Ay re still
sitting on the terrace, Ayre was talking.
'' Yes," he was saying, ^^ we are taught to
think ourselves of a mighty deal of importance.
How we fare and what we do is set before us
as a thing about which angels rejoice or
mourn. The state of our little minds, or souls,
or Avhatever it is, is a matter of deep care to the
Creator — the Life of the universe. How can
it be ? How are we more than minutest points
in that picture in His mind, which is the world ?
I speak in human metaphor, as one must speak.
In truth, we are at once a fraction, a tiny frac-
tion — oh, what a tiny fraction ! — of the ^^icture,
104 FATHER STAFFORD.
and tlie like little jot of what it exists for.
And does what conies to lis matter very much
— whether we walk a little more or a little less
cleanly — aim a little higher or lower, if there
is a higher and lower ? What matter ? Ah,
Eugene, our parents and our pastors teach us
A^anity ! To me it seems pitiful. Let us take
our little sunshine, doing as little harm and
giving as little j)ain as we may, living as long
as we can, and doing our little bit of useful
work for the ground when we are dead, if we
did none for the world when we were livinfr.
If you cremate, you will deprive many people
of their only utility."
Eugene gently laughed.
" Of course you put it as unattractively as
you can."
" Yes ; but I can't put it unattractively
enough to be true. I used to fret and strive,
and think archangels hung on my actions.
There are none ; and if there were, what would
they care for me ? I am a part of it, I
suppose — a j)art of the Red King's dream, as
Alice says. But what a little part ! I do well
if I suffer little and give little suffering, and
so quietly go to help the cabbages."
'' I don't think I believe it," said Eu-
gene.
FATHER STAFFORD KEEPS VIGIL. 105
^^I suppose not. It's hard to believe and
impossible to disbelieve."
Stafford listened intently. Memories came
back to him of books he had read and put
behind him : books wherein Ayre had found
his creed, if the thing could be Called a creed.
Was that true ? Was he rending his soul for
nothing ? A day earlier such a thought would
have been to him at once a torture and a sin.
Now he found strange comfort in it. Why
strive and cry, when none watched the effort or
heard the agony ? Why torture himself ? Why
torture others ? If the world were good, why
was he not to have his part ? If it were bad,
might he not find a quiet nook under the wall,
out of the storm ? Why must he try to breast
it ? If Avre was rio^ht, what a tra^rical farce
his struggle was, what a perverse delusion,
what an aimless flinging away of tlie little joy
his little life could offer ! If this were so, then
was he indeed alone in the world — except for
Claudia. Was his choice in truth between this
world and the next ? He might throw one /
away and never find the other.
Then lie cursed the voice, and himself for
listening to it, and fell again to vehement
prayers and self-reproaches, trying to drown
the clamour of his heart with his insistent
106 FATHER STAFFORD.
petitions. If he could onlj pray as lie had
been wont to pray, he was saved. There lay
a respite from thought and a refuge from
passion. Why could he not abandon his whole
soul to communion with God, as once he could,
shutting out all save the sense of sin and the
conviction of forgiveness ? He prayed for
power to pray. But, like the guilty king, he
could not say Amen. He could not bind his
wandering thoughts, nor dispel the froward
imaginings of his distempered mind. He asked
one thing, and in his heart desired another ; he
prayed, and did not desire an answer to his
prayer ; for when he tried to bow his heart in
supplication, ever in the midst, between him
and the throne before which he bent, came the
form and the face and the voice he loved, and
the temptation and the longing and the doubt.
And he was tost and driven about through the
livelong niglit till, in utter weariness, he fell on
the floor and slept.
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CHAPTER VII.
AN EARLY TRAIN AND A MORNING'S AMUSEMENT.
It was still early when he awoke, weary, stiff,
and unrefreshed, but with a conviction in his
mind that had grown plain and strong in the
mysterious way notions sometimes seem to
gather force in hours of unconsciousness and
surprise us with their mature vigour when we
awake. " I must go ! " he kept muttering to
himself; ^' I must go — go and think. I dare
do nothing now." He hastily packed a hand-
bag, wrote a note for Eugene, asking that the
rest of his luggage might be forwarded to an
address he would send, went quietly downstairs,
and, finding the door just opened, passed out
unseen. He had three miles to walk to the
station, but his restless feet brought him there
quickly, and he had more than an hour to wait
for the first train, at half -past eight. He sat
down on the platform and waited. His capacity
for thought and emotion seemed for the time
exhausted. His thoughts wandered from one
trivial matter to another, always eluding his
effort to ^x them. He found himself acutely
studying the gang of labourers who were going
108 FATHER STAFFOEB.
by train to their day's work, and wondering
how many pipes each of their carefully guarded
matches would light, and what each carried in
his battered tin drinking-bottle, remembering
with a dreary sort of amusement that he had
heard this same incurable littleness of thought
settled on men condemned to death. Still, it
passed the time, and he was surprised out of
a sort of reverie by the clanging of the porter's
inharmonious bell.
At the same moment a 23haeton was rapidly
driven uj) to the door of the station, and all the
porters rushed to meet it.
'' Label it all for London," he heard
Eugene's voice say: " four boxes, a portman-
teau, and a hat-box. No, I'm not going — this
lady and gentleman."
Kate, Haddington, and Eugene came
through the ticket-office on to the platform.
Stafford involuntarily shrank back.
^^ Just in time ! " Eugene was saying ;
'^though why the dickens you people will
start at such an hour, I don't know. Hadding-
ton, I suppose, always must be in a hurry —
never does for a rising man to admit he's got
spare time. But you, Kate ! It's j^ositively
uncomplimentary ! "
He sjioke lightly, but there was a troubled
A MORNING'S AllUSEMENT. 109
look on his face ; and as Haddington went off
to take the tickets he drew near to Kate, and
said suddenly,
^' Yon are determined on tliis, Kate?"
^' On what ?" she asked coldly.
^^ Why, to go like this — to bolt — it almost
comes to that — leaving things as they are be-
tween us ? "
^^ Why not?"
" And with Haddington ? "
'^ Do you mean to insult me ? "
'' Of course not. But how do you think it
must look to me ? What do you imagine my
course must be ? "
'^ Really, Eugene, I see no need for this
scene. I suppose your course will be to w^ait
till I ask you to fulfil your promise, and then
to fulfil it. You have no sort of cause for
complaint."
Eugene could not resist a smile.
"• You are sublime!" he said. PerhajDS he
would have said more, but at this moment, to
his intense surprise, his eyes met Stafford's.
The latter gave him a quick look, in obedience
to which he checked his exclamation, and,
making some excuse about a parcel due and not
arrived, unceremoniously handed Kate to a
carriage, bundled Haddington in after her, and
ii
it
110 FATHER STAFFORD.
walked rapidly to the front of the train, where
he had just seen Stafford getting into a third-
class compartment.
" What in the workl's the meaning of this,
my dear old boy ? "
^^ I have left a note for you."
That will explain ? "
^ No," said Stafford, with his unsparing
truthfulness, " it will not explain."
'^ How fagged you look I "
^' Yes, I am tired."
'' You must go now, and like this ? "
" I think that is less bad than anything
else."
'' You can't tell me ? "
^' Not now, old fellow. Perhaps I will
some day."
^'You'll let me know what you're doing?
Hallo, she's off ! And, Stafford, nothing ever
between us ? "
"Why should there be?" he answered, with
some surprise. '' But you know there couldn't
be."
The train moved on as they shook hands,
and Eugene retraced his steps to his carriage.
"He's given her up," he said to himself,
with an irrepressible feeling of relief. " Poor
old fellow! Now ^"
A MORNING'S AMUSEMENT. Ill
But Eugene's reflections were not of a cha-
racter that need or would repay recording. He
ought to have been ashamed of himself. I
venture to think he was. Nevertheless, he
arrived home in better spirits than a man has
any right to enjoy when he has seen his mis-
tress depart in a temper and his best friend in
sorrow. Our spirits are not always obedient
to the dictates of propriety. It is often equally
in vain that we call them from the vasty deep,
or try to dismiss them to it. They are re-
bellious creatures, whose only merit is their
sincerity.
Sir Roderick Ayre allowed few things to
surprise him, but the fact of any one delibe-
rately starting by the early train was one of
the few. In regard to such conduct, he re-
tained all his youthful capacity for wonder.
Surprise, however, gave way to unrestrained
and indecent exultation when he learnt that
the early party had consisted of Kate and
Haddington, and that Eugene himself had
escorted them to the station. Eugene was in
too good a temper to be seriously annoyed.
" I know it makes me look an ass," he said,
as they smoked the after-breakfast j^ipe, " but
I suppose that's all in the day's work."
"No doubt. It is tlie day's work," said
112 FATIIEB STAFFORD.
Ayre; '^but, oli diplomatic young man, wliy
didn't you tell us at breakfast that the Pope
had also gone ? "
^' Oh, you know that ? "
'' Of course. My man Timmins brings me
what I may call a way-bill every morning,,
and against Stafford's name was placed ' 8.30
train.' "
^^ Useful man, Timmins," said Eugene.
^' Did he happen to add why he had gone ?"
^' There are limitations even to Timmins.
He did not."
^' You can guess ? "
^' Well, I suppose I can," answered Ayre,
with some resentment.
'^ He's given it up, apparently."
'^ I don't know.''
'^ He must have. Awfully cut up he looked,
poor old chap ! I was glad Kate and Hadding-
ton didn't see him."
'' Poor chap \ He takes it hard. Hallo !
here's the fo7is et origo maliy
More wood joined them.
"" I have been," he said gravely, ^^ rescuing
my picture. That inspired lunatic had wrapped
it up in broA\Ti paper, and put it among his
socks in his portmanteau. I couldn't see it
anywhere till I routed out the portmanteau.
A MORNING'S AMUSEMENT. 113
If it had come to grief I should have entered
the Academy."
'' Don't give way so," said Ayre ; ^' it's un-
manly. Control your emotions."
Eugene rose.
" Where are you going ? "
Eugene smiled.
'^ This," said Ayre to Morewood, with a
wave of his hand, "is an abandoned young-
man."
a
It is," said More wood. "Bob Territon
is going rat-hunting, and proposes we shall also
go. What say you ? "
"I say, 'Yes,'" said Sir Roderick, with
alacrity. " It's a beastly cruel sport."
"You have lost," said Morewood, as they
walked away together.
" Wait a bit ! " said his companion. " But
young Eugene ! It's a pity that young man
has no morals."
" Is that so ? "
"Oh! not sim2)liciter,jo\i ]Lnow. Secundum
" Secundum feminam J in fact ?"
"Yes; and I brought him up, too."
" By their fruits ye shall know them. But
here's Bob and the terriers."
"Don't you fellows ever have a sister,"
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114 FATHER STAFFORD.
said Bob, as he came ujo. '^ Claudia's just
savage because the Pope's gone. Can't get
her morning absolution, you know."
^'Are absolution and ablution the same
word, Morewood?" asked Ayre.
'' Don't know. Ask the Eector. He's sm^e
to turn up when he hears of the rats."
'^ I think they must be — a sort of spiritual
tub. But Morewood will never admit he's
been educated. It detracts from his claim to
genius."
Eugene, freed from this frivolous company,
was not long in discovering Claudia's where-
abouts. He felt like a boy released from
school and, turning his eyes away from future
difficulties, was determined to enjoy himself
while he could. Claudia was seated on the
lawn in complete idleness and, ajDjoarently, con-
siderable discontent.
'^ Do your guests always scurry away with-
out saying good-bye to anybody, Mr. Lane?''
she asked.
^'I hope that you at least will not. But
didn't Kate say good-bye, or Haddington ? "
^' I meant Father Stafford, of course."
^' Oh, he had to go. He sent an apology
to you and all the party."
'' Did he tell you why he had to go ? "
A MORNING'S AMUSEMENT. 115
^^No," said Eugene, regarding lier with
covert attention.
^' It's a pity if lie's unaccountable. I like
him so much otherwise."
'^ You don't like unaccountable people? "
Claudia seemed quite willing to let Stafford
drop out of the conversation.
^^ No," she said ; '^ I tolerate you, Mr. Lane,
because I always know exactly what you'll do."
'^ Do you ? " he asked, only moderately
pleased. A man likes to be thought a little
mysterious. No doubt Claudia knew that.
'' I don't think you know what I am going
to do now."
"What?"
" I'm going to ask you if you know why
Father Stafford "
" Oh, please excuse me, Mr. Lane. I can't
speculate on your friend's motives. I don't
profess to understand him."
This might be indifference ; it sounded to
Eugene very like pique.
" I thought you might know."
"Mr. Lane," said Claudia, "either you
mean something or you don't. If the one,
you're taking a liberty, and one entirely with-
out excuse; if tlie other, you are simply
tedious."
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116 FATHER STAFFORD.
^' I beg your pardon," said Eugene stiffly.
Claudia gave a little laugh.
^' Why do you make me be so aggressive?
I don't want to be. Was I awfully severe ? "
^' Yes, rather."
^^ I meant it, you know. But did you come
quite resolved to quarrel ? / want to be plea-
sant." And Claudia raised her eyes with a re-
proachful glance.
*' In anger or otherwise, you are always
delightful," said Eugene politely.
'^ I accept that as a diplomatic advance —
not in its literal sense. After all, I must be
nice to you. You're all alone this morning."
'^ Lady Claudia," said he gravely, '' either
you mean something or you do not. If the
one "
'^ Be quiet this moment ! " she said, laughing.
He obeyed, and lay back in his low chair
with a sigh of content.
'' Yes ; never mind Stafford and never mind
Kate. Why should w^e ? They're not here."
^' My silence is not to be taken for con-
sent," said Claudia, '' only it's too fine a day to
spend in trying to improve you or, indeed,
anybody else. But I shall not forget any of
my friends."
Now up to this point Eugene had behaved
A 3£0ENIN0\S AMUSEMENT. 117
tolerably well. It is, however, a dangerous
thing to set yourself deliberately to study a
lady's attractions. Like all other one-sided
views of a subject, it is apt to carry you too
far. The sun and the wind were playing
about in Claudia's hair ; her eyes were full
of light, and her whole air, in spite of a
genuine effort after demureness, conveyed to
any self-respecting man an irresistible challenge
to make himself agreeable if he could. Eugene's
notions of making himself agreeable were, as
may have been gathered, liberal ; they certainly
included more than can be considered strictly
incumbent on young men in society. And,
besides being polite, Eugene was also curious.
It is one thing to suffer silently under a passion
which a sense of duty forbids ; such a jDOsition
has its pleasures. The situation is altered when
the idea dawns upon you that there is no
reciprocity of graceful suffering : that, in fact,
the lady may prefer somebody else. Eugene
wanted to know where he stood.
"Shall you be sorry to leave here?" he
asked.
"My feelings will be mixed. You see,
Rickmansworth has actually consented to take
me with liim to his moor, and that will be
great fun."
118 FATHER STAFFORD.
'' Why, you don't go killing birds ? "
^^ No, I don't kill birds."
^^ There'll be only a pack of men there."
'' That's all. But I don't mind that— if the
scenery is good."
'^ I believe you're trying to make me
angry."
'^ Oh, no ! I know Sir Roderick doesn't let
you be angry. It's not good form."
^^ Have you no heart, Claudia ?"
^' I don't know. But I have a prefix."
^^ Have you, after ten years' friendship ? "
Claudia laughed.
" You make me rather old. Were we
friends when I was ten ? "
^' Oh, bother dates ! I don't count by time."
^^ Really, Mr. Lane, if you were anybody
else I should call this absurd. It would be
flattering you and myself to call it wrong."
^^Why?"
^^ Because that would imply you were
serious."
'' Would it be wrong if I were ? "
'' Well, it would be generally considered
so, under the circumstances."
^'I don't care about that. I have endured
it long enough. Oh, Claudia ! don't you see ? "
" I suppose," thought Claudia, ^' I ought to
A AWENING'S AMUSEMENT. 119
crusli liim at this point. I think I'll wait a
little bit, though."
^^ See what ? " she said.
' ' Why, that— that ' '
^'Weil?"
^' Hang it ! why is it always so abominably
absurd ? Why, that I love the ground you
tread on, Claudia ? Is this wretched thing to
keep us apart ? "
''Mr. Lane, you're magnificent; but isn't
there a trifling assumption in your last
remark ? "
"How?"
'' AVell, you seemed — perhaps you didn't
mean it — to imply that only that ' \AT:etched
thing ' kept us apart. That's rather taking mo
for granted, isn't it ? ''
''Ah! you know I didn't mean it. But if
things were different, could you ''
"A conditional proposal is a new fashion.
Is that one of Sir Roderick's ideas ? "
Eugene was at last angry. He was silent
for a moment. Then he said,
" I see. I must congratulate you."
"On what?"
" On having bagged a brace — without
accident to yourself. But I have had enough
of it."
120 FATHER STAFFORD.
And without waiting for a reply to this
very rude speech, he rose and flung himself
across the lawn into the house.
Claudia seemed less angry than she ought
to have been. She sat with a little smile for a
moment ; then she threw her hat in the air and
caught it ; then lay back, sighed gently, and
]nurmured,
^' Heigho ! a brace means two, doesn't it ?
Who's the other? Oh! Mr. Haddington, I
suppose. I didn't think he knew. Poor
Eugene ! He's very angry, or he'd never have
been so rude. ' Bagged a brace ' ! "
And she actually laughed again, and then
said " Heigho ! " again.
Just at this moment Ayre came up the
drive, looking very hot and very disgusted.
Seeing Claudia, he came and sat down.
''Bob's rat-hunting's a mere fraud," he
said. " I was there half-an-hour, and we only
bagged a brace."
'' What a curious coincidence ! " exclaimed
Claudia.
'' How a coincidence ?"
''Oh, nothing. Bagging a brace means
killing two, doesn't it ? "
"Yes. Why?"
" Oh, I wanted to know."
A MORNING'S AMUSEMENT. 121
Ayre looked at her.
'' \¥here's Eugene ? "
^' He was here just now, but he's gone into
the house."
Ayre stroked his moustache meditatively.
" Did you want him ? "
^' No, not particularly. I thought I should
find him here."
^' You would if you'd come a little sooner."
^'Ah! I'll go and find him."
^' Yes, I should."
And o£P he went.
''It is really very pleasant," said Claudia,
"to prevent Sir Eoderick finding out things
that he wants to find out. I think it does me
credit — and it annoys him so very much. I
will go and have a nice drive with Mrs. Lane,
and see some old women. I feel as if I ought
to do something proper."
And perhaps it was about time.
122
CHAPTER VIII.
STAFFORD IN RETREAT AND SIR RODERICK IN ACTION.
When Stafford got into the train on his head-
long flight from Millstead Manor, he had no
settled idea of his destination, and he arrived
in London without having made much progress
towards a resolution. Not knowing what he
wanted, he could not decide where he was most
likely to find it. Did he want to forget or to
think : to repent or to resolve ? This is the
alternative that presents itself to a mind
puzzled to know whether its doubt is a con-
cession to sin or a homage to reason. Stafford
had been bred in a school widely different
from that which treats all questions as open,
and all to be referred to the verdict of the
balance of expediency. Among other lessons,
he had been taught a deep distrust of the
instrument by which he was forced to guide
his actions. But no training had succeeded in
eradicating a strong mind's instinct of self-
confidence, and if up till now he had committed
no rebellion, it was because his reason had been
rather a voluntary and eager helper than a
captive or slave to the tribunal he distinguished
STAFFORD IN EETBEAT. 123
from it by tlie name of conscience. With some
surprise at himself — a surprise that now took the
place of shame — he recognised that he was not
ready to take everything for granted, that he
must know that what he was flying from was in
fact sin, not only that it might be. That it was
sin he fully believed, but he would be sure. So
much triumph his passion extorted from him as
he paced irresolutely up and down the square
in front of Euston, after seeing Kate and
Haddington safely away, while the porter and
cabman Avondered why the traveller seemed
not sure where he wanted to go. Of their
wonder and their irreverent suggestions he
was supremely careless.
No, he would not go back at once to his
active work. Not only did his health still
forbid that — and, indeed, last night's struggle
seemed to him to have undone most of the
good he had gained from the quiet of Millstead
— but, what was more, he believed, above all,
in the importance of the state of the pastor's
own soul, and was convinced that his work
would be weak and futile done under such
conditions : that, in theological language, there
would be no blessing on it. When he had once
reached that conclusion, his path was plain
before him. He would go to the Retreat. This
124 FATHER STAFFORD.
word Retreat has become familiar to those who
study ecclesiastical items in the paper. But the
Eetreat Stafford had in his mind was not quite
of the common kind. It had been founded
by one of the leaders of his party, and was
intended to serve the function of a spiritual
casual ward, whither those who were for the
moment at a loss might resort and find refuge
until they had time to turn round. It was not
a permanent home for anyone. After his stay,
the visitor returned to the world, if he would ;
if he were finally disabled he was passed on to
a permanent residence of another kind. The
Retreat was a temporary refuge only. Some-
times it was full, sometimes it was empty,
save for the Superintendent, as he was called ;
for religious terms were avoided, and a severe
neutrality of description forbade the possibility
of the Retreat itself seeming to take any side
in the various mental battles for which it
afforded a clear field, remote from interruption
and from the bias alike of the world and of
previous religious prepossessions. A man was
entirely left to himself at the Retreat. Save at
the dinner hour, no one spoke to him except
the Superintendent. The rule of his office was
that he should always be ready to listen on all
subjects, and to talk on all indifferent subjects.
STAFFORD IN BE TREAT. 125
Advice and exhortation were forbidden to him.
If a man wanted the ordinary consolations of
religion, his case was not the sj)ecial case the
Retreat was founded to meet. When nobody
could help a man, and nothing was left for him
but to go through with the struggle in his own
soul, then he came to the Retreat. There he
stayed till he reached some conclusion : that is,
if he could reach one within a reasonable time ;
for the pretence of unconquerable hesitation
was not received. When he arrived at his re-
solve, he went away : what the resolve was,
and where he was going, whether to High or
Low, to Rome or Islington, to Church or Dis-
sent, or even to Mohammed, or Theosophy, or
what not, or nothing, nobody asked. Sucli a
foundation had struck many devoted followers
of the Founder as little better than a negation
or an abdication. The Founder thought other-
wise. '^ If forms and words are of any use to
him, a man will never come," he said : '' if he
comes, let him alone." And it may be that
this difference between the Founder and his
disciples was due to the fact that the Founder
believed that, given a fair field in any honest
mind, his views must prevail, whereas the dis-
ciples were not so strong in faith.
It is very possible the disciples were right.
126 FATHER STAFFORD.
in a way ; but still the Founder's scheme now
and tlien caught a great prize that the disciples
would liave lost through their over-great med-
dling. The Founder would have rej)udiated tlie
idea of differences in value between souls. But
men sometimes act on ideas they repudiate,
and with very good results.
Whatever the merits or demerits of the
E^etreat might be, it was just the place Stafford
wanted. He shrank, almost with loathing,
from the thought of exposing himself to well-
meant ministrations from men who were his
inferiors : the theory of the equalising effect of
the sacred office, which appears to be held in great
tranquillity by many who see the absurdity of
parallel ideas applied in other spheres, was one
of the fictions that proved entirely powerless
over his mind at this juncture. He did not say
to himself that fools were fools and blind men
blind, whatever their office, degree, or pro-
fession ; but he was driven to the Eetreat by
a thought that a brutal speaker might have
rendered for him in those words without essen-
tial misrepresentation. Above all, he wanted
quiet — time to understand the new forces, and
to estimate the good or evil of the new ideas.
Arriving there late in the evening of the
same day on which he left Millsteadj for the
STAFFORD IN RETREAT. 127
Retreat was situated on the borders of Exmoor
and the journey from Paddington was long and
slow, he was received by the Superintendent
with the grave welcome and studious absence
of questioning that were the rule of the house.
The Superintendent was an elderly man, in-
clining to stoutness and of unyielding jDlacidity.
It was suspected that the Founder had taken
pains to choose a man who would observe his
injunction of not meddling with thorny ques-
tions the more strictly from liis own inability
to understand them.
^' We are very empty just now," he said,
with a sigh. Poor man ! perhaps it was dull.
^^ Only two, besides yourself."
" The fewer the better," said Stafford, with
a smile, half in earnest, half humouring the
genius of the place.
The Superintendent looked as if he might
have said something on the other side, but re-
frained, and, without more, made Stafford at
home in the bare little room that was to serve
him for sleeping and living. Stafford was
full of weariness, and sank down on the bed
with a sense of momentary respite. He would
not begin to think till to-morrow.
Here we must leave him to wage liis un-
certain battle. When the visible and the
128 FATHER STAFFORD.
invisible meet in the shock of strife about the
soul of a man, who may describe the changes
and chances of the fight ? In the peace of his
chosen solitude would he re-conquer the vision
that the clouds had hidden from him ? Or
would the allurements of his earthly love be
less strong because its dazzling incitements were
no longer actually before his eyes? He had
refused all aid and all alliance. He had chosen
to try the issue alone and unbefriended. Was
he strong enough ? — strong enough to think on
his love, and yet not to bow to it ? — strong
enough to picture to himself all its charms,
only to refuse to gather them ? Should he not
have seized every aid that counsel and authority
could offer him ? Would he not find too late
that his true strategy had been to fly, and not
to challenge, the encounter ? He had fancied
he could be himself the impartial judge in his
own cause, however vast the bribe that lay
ready to his hand. The issue of his sojourn
alone could tell whether he had misjudged his
strength.
While Stafford mused and strove, the world
moved on, and with it that small fraction of it
whose movements most nearly bore on the
fortunes of the recluse.
The party at Millstead Manor was finally
SIB BODEEICK IN ACTION. 129
broken up by the departure of the Territons
and of Morewood about a week after Stafford
left. The cricket match came off with great
eclat ; in spite of a steady thirteen from the
Rector, who spent two hours in ^'compiling"
it — to use the technical term — and of several
catches missed by Sir Roderick, who was tried
in vain in all positions in the field, the Manor
team won by five wickets, and Bob Territon
felt that his summer had been well spent.
Ay re lingered on, with Eugene, shooting the
coverts till mid September, when the latter
abruptly and perhaps rudely announced that
he could not stand it any longer, and straight-
way took himself off to the Continent, sending
a line to Stafford to apprise him of the fact,
and another to Kate, to say he would have no
address for the next month.
For a moment Sir Roderick was at a loss.
He was tired of shooting ; he hated yachting ;
the ordinary country house visit was nothing
but shooting in the daytime and unmitigated
boredom in the evening. Really he didn't
know what to do with himself. This alarming
state of mind might have issued in some incon-
gruous activity of a useful sort, had not he
been rescued from it by the sudden discovery
that he had a mission. This revelation dawned
130 FATHER STAFFORD.
upon liim in consequence of a note lie received
from Lord Rickmansworth. It appeared that
that nobleman had very soon got tired of his
moor, had resigned it into the eager hands of
Bob Territon, and was now at Baden-Baden.
This was certainly odd, and the writer evidently
knew it would appear so ; he therefore ap-
pended an explanation which was entirely
satisfactory to Sir Roderick, but which is,
happily, irrelevant to the purposes of this story.
What is more to the purpose, it further ap-
peared that Mrs. Welman, Kate Bernard's
aunt, had discarded Buxton in favour of the
same resort, and that Mr. Haddington, M.P.,
had also ^^ proceeded" thither.
'' They are at the Victoria," wrote Rick-
mansworth ; '' I am at the Badischerhof , and —
(irrelevant matter). I go about a good deal
witli them, but it's beastly slow. Haddington
is all day in Kate's pocket, and Kate at best
isn't amusing. But what's Lane up to ? Do
come out here, old fellow. I'll find you some
amusement. Who do you think is here with
— (more irrelevant matter)."
Sir Roderick was influenced in part, no
doubt, by the irrelevant matter. But he also
felt that what concerns us concerned him. He
had come to a very definite conclusion that
SIB BOBEBICK IN ACTION. 131
Kate Bernard ought not to marry Eugene
Lane. He was also sure that unless something
was done the marriage would take place. Kate
did not care for Eugene, but the match was
too good to be given up. Eugene would never
face the turmoil necessary to break it off.
'' I am the man," said Sir Roderick to him-
self. '^ I couldn't catch the parson, but if I
can't catch Miss Kate, call me an ass ! "
And he took train to Baden, sending off a
wire to Morewood to join him if he could, for
a considerable friendship existed between them.
Morewood, however, wouldn't come, and Ayre
was forced to make the journey in solitude.
'^ I thought I should bring him ! " ex-
claimed Lord Rickmansworth triumphantly,
as he received his friend on the platform,
and conducted him to a very perfect drag
which stood at the door. " Oh, you old
thief ! "
Rickmansworth was a tall, broad, reddish-
faced young man, with a jovial laugh, infinite
capacity for being amused at things not intrin-
sically humorous, and manners that he had
tried, fortunately with imperfect success, to
model on those of a prize-fighter. Ayre liked
him for Avhat he was, while sliuddering at
what he tried to be.
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132 FATHER STAFFORD.
'' I didn't come on that account at all/' he
said '' I came to look after some business."
^^ Get out!" said the Earl pleasantly;
" do you think I don't know you ? "
Ayre allowed himself to yield in silence.
His motives were a little mixed ; and, any-
how, it was not at the moment desirable to
exj^lain them. His vindication would wait.
In the afternoon he paid his call on Mrs.
Welman. She was delighted to see him, not
only as a man of social repute, but also
because the good lady was in no little
distress of mind. The arrangement between
Kate and Eugene was, as a family arrange-
ment, above perfection. Mrs. Welman was
not rich, and, like people who are not rich,
she highly esteemed riches; like most women,
she looked with favour on Eugene ; the fact
of Kate having some money seemed to her,
as it does to most people, a reason for her
marrying somebody who had more, instead
of aiding in the beneficent work of a more
equal distribution of wealth. But Kate was
undeniably wilful. She treated her engage-
ment, indeed, as an absolutely binding and
unbreakable tie — a fact so conclusively ac-
complished that it could almost be ignored.
But she received any suggestion of a possible
SIR RODERICK IN ACTION. 133
excess in her graciousness towards Haddington
and her acceptance of his society as at once
a folly and an insult : and as she was of age
and paid half the bills, all means of suasion
were conspicuously lacking. Mrs. Welman
was in a position exactly the reverse of the
pleasant one : she had responsibility without
power. It is true her responsibility was
mainly a figment of her own brain, but its
burden upon her was none the less heavy for
that.
It must be admitted that Ayre's dealings
with her were wanting in candour. Under
the guise of family friendship, he led her on
to open her mind to him. He extracted
from her detailed accounts of long excursions
into the outskirts of the forest, of numberless
walks in the shady paths, of an expedition to
the races (where perfect solitude can always
be obtained), and of many other diversions
which Kate and Haddington had enjoyed to-
gether, while she was left to knit '' clouds "
and chew reflections in the Kurhaus garden.
All this Ayre recognised, with lively but sup-
pressed satisfaction, was not as it should be.
^'I have spoken to Kate," she concluded,
'^but she takes no notice; will you do me a
service ? "
134 FATHER STAFFORD.
'^ Of course," said Ayre ; '^ any tiling I can."
" Will you speak to Mr. Haddington ? "
This by no means suited Ayre's book.
Moreover, it would very likely expose him to
a snub, and he had no fancy for being
snubbed by a man like Haddington.
^^I can hardly do that. I have no posi-
tion. I'm not her father, or imcle, or any-
thing of that sort."
"You might influence him."
"No, he'd tell me to mind my own busi-
ness. To speak plainly, my dear lady, it isn't
as if Kate couldn't take care of herself. She
could stop his attentions to-morrow if she liked.
Isn't it so ? "
Mrs. Welman sadly admitted it was.
" The only thing I can do is to keep an
eye on them, and act as I think best ; that I
will gladly do."
And with this very ambiguous promise poor
Mrs. Welman was forced to be content. What-
ever his inward view of his own meaning was,
Ayre certainly fulfilled to the letter his promise
of keeping an eye on them. Kate was at first
much annoyed at his appearance ; she thought
she saw in him an emissary of Eugene. Sir
Roderick tactfully disabused her mind of this
notion, and, without intruding himself, he
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managed to be with them a good deal, and with
Haddington alone a good deal more. More-
over, even when absent, he could generally
have given a shrewd guess where they were
and what they were doing. Without altogether
neglecting the other claims at which Rick-
mansworth had hinted, and which resolved
themselves into a long-standing and entirely
platonic attachment, he yet devoted himself
with zest and assiduity to his self-imposed
task.
In its 25i*C)secution he contrived to make
use of Rickmansworth to some extent. The
young man was a hospitable soul, delighting
in parties and picnics. Only consent to sit
with him on his four-in-hand and let him
drive you, and he cheerfully feasted you and
all your friends. His acquaintance was large,
and not, perhaps, very select. But Ayre in-
sisted on the proper distinctions being observed,
and was indebted to Rickmansworth's parties
for many opportunities of observation. He
was sure Haddington meant to marry Kate
if he could ; the scruples which had in some
degree restrained his actions, though not his
designs, at Millstead had vanished, and he was
pushing his suit, firmly and daringly ignoring
the fact of the engagement. Kate did nothing
186 FATHER STAFFORD.
to remind him of it that Ayre could see, but
her behaviour, on the other hand, convinced
him that Haddington was to her only a
second string, and that, unless compelled,
she would not let Eugene go. She took
occasion more than once to show him that
she regarded her relation to Eugene as fully
existent. No doubt she thought there was a
chance that such words might find their way
to Eugene's ears. It is hardly necessary to
say they did not.
Watch as he might, Ayre's chance was slow
in coming. He knew very well that the fact
of a young lady, deserted by him who ought to
have been in attendance, consoling herself with
a flirtation with somebody else was not enough
for him to go upon. He must have something
more tangible than that. He did not indeed
look for anything that would compel Eugene
to act ; he had no expectation and, to do him
justice, no hope of that, for he knew Eugene
would act on nothing but an extreme necessity.
His hope lay in Kate herself. On her he was
prepared to have small mercy ; against her he
felt justified in playing the very rigour of the
game. But for a long while he had no oppor-
tunity of beginning the rubber. A fortnight
wore away, and nothing was done. Ayre
SIR BODEBICK IN ACTION. 137
determined to wait on events no longer; he
would try liis hand at shaping them.
^^ I wonder if Rick is too great a fool ? " he
said to himself meditatively one morning, as
he crossed one of the little bridges, and took
his way to the Kurhaus in search of his friend.
'^ I must try him."
He found Lord Rickmansworth alone, but
quite content. It was one of his happy
characteristics that he existed with delight
under almost any circumstances. One of his
team was lame, and a great friend of his was
sulky and had sent him away, and yet he sat
radiantly cheerful, with a large cigar in his
mouth and a small terrier by his side, sub-
jecting every lady who passed to a respectful
and covert but none the less searching and
severe examination.
'' I say. Rick, have you seen Haddington
lately?"
^' Yes; he's gone down the road with Kate
Bernard to play tennis, or some such foolery."
''With Kate?"
'' Rather ! Didn't expect anything else, did
you ? "
'' Does he mean to marry that girl ? " asked
Ayre, with a face of great innocence, much as
if it had just occurred to him.
138 FATHER STAFFORD.
'^ Well, lie can't, unless she chucks old
Eugene over."
'' Will she, do you think ? "
^'Well, I'm afraid not. I've got some
money on that they're never married, but I
don't see my way to handling it."
^'Much?"
^^ Well, no ; about twopence-halfpenny — a
fancy bet."
'' I'm glad it's nothing, because I want you
to help me, and you couldn't have if you had
anything on ; besides, you shouldn't bet on
such things."
'^ Oh, I'm not going to meddle with the
thing. It's enough work to prevent oneself
getting married, without troubling about other
people. But I rather like you telling me not
to bet on it ! "
^^ She wouldn't suit Eugene."
^' No ; lead him the devil of a life."
^' She don't care for him."
^' Not a straw."
'' Then, why don't she break it off ? "
^' Ah, you innocent ! " said Rickmansworth,
with a broad grin. " Never heard of such a
thing as money in the case, did you ? Where
have 3^ou been these last five-and-forty
years ? "
SIE BODE RICK IN ACTION: 139
^^ Your raillery's a little fatiguing, Rick,
if you don't mind my saying so."
'' Say anything you like, old cliap, as long as
it isn't swearing. That's verhot here — penalty
one mark — see regulations. You must go out-
side if you want to curse, barring of course
you're a millionaire and like to make a splash."
" Rick, Rick, you do not amuse me. I do
not belong to the Albatross Club."
" No ; over age," replied his companion
blandly, and chuckled violently.
^' I like to score off old Ayre, you know,"
he said, in reporting the episode afterwards.
^' He thinks himself smart."
^'But look here. I want you to do this:
you go to Haddington and stir him up ; tell
him to bustle along ; tell him Kate is fooling
him, and make him put it to her — yes or no."
^' Why ? it's not my funeral ! "
'' Is that your latest American ? I wish
you'd find native slang ; we used in my day ;
but I'll tell you why. It's because she's
keeping him on till she sees what Eugene '11
do. She's treating Eugene shamefully."
''Oh, stow all that! Eugene is not so
remarkably strict, you know." And Lord
Rickm an s worth winked.
''Wellj we'll leave that out," said Ayre,
140 FATHER STAFFORD.
smiling. '' Tell him it's treating hiiii shame-
fully."
^' That's more the ticket. But what if she
says ^No'?"
'^ If she says ^No' right out, I'm done," said
Ayre. ^^ But will she?"
'' The devil only knows ! " said Lord Rick-
mans worth.
'' Do you think you won't bungle it ? ''
^'Do you take me for an ass? I'll make
him move, Ayre ; he shall give her a chaste
salute before the day's out. Old Eugene's no
better than he should be, but I'll see him
through."
Ayre thought privately that his companion
had perhaps other motives than love for
Eugene : perhaps family feelings, generally
dormant, had asserted themselves ; but he had
the wisdom not to hint at this.
^^If you can frighten him, he'll press it
on.
'' Do you think I might lie a bit ? "
'^ No, I shouldn't lie. It's awkward. Be-
sides, you know you. wouldn't do it, and you
couldn't if you tried."
"I'll stir him up," reiterated Rickmans-
worth. " Give me my prayer-book and parasol,
and I'll go and find him."
SIR EODEBICK IN ACTION 141
Ayre ignored what he supposed to be the
joke buried in this saying, and saw his friend
off on his errand, repeating his instructions as
he went.
What Lord Rickmans worth said to Mr.
Haddington has never, as the newspapers put
it, transpired. But ever since that date Sir
Roderick has always declared that Rick is not
such a fool as he looks. Certainly the envoy
was well 23leasedwith himself when he rejoined
his companion at dinner, and after imbibing a
full glass of champagne, said,
'^ To-night, my worthy old friend, you will
see."
''Did he bite?"
'' He bit. That fellow's no fool. He saw
Kate's game when I pointed it out."
'' Will he stand up to her ? "
'' Rather ! going to hold a pistol to her
head."
'' I wonder what she'll say ? "
'' That's your look-out. I've done my
stage."
Ayre was nearer excitement than he had
been for a long while. After dinner he could
not rest. Refusing to accompany Rickmans-
worth to the entertainment the latter was
bound for, he strolled out into the quiet walks
142 FATHER STAFFORD.
outside the Kiirliaus, which were deserted by
visitors and peopled only by a few frugal
natives, who saved their money and took the
music of the band from a cheap distance. But
surely some power was fighting for him, for
before he had gone a hundred yards he saw
on one of the seats in front of him two persons
whom the light of the moon clearly displayed
as Kate and Haddington. At Baden there is
a little hillside — one path runs at the bottom,
another runs along the side of the hill, half-
way up. Ayre hastily diverted his steps into
the upper path. A minute's walk brought him
directly behind the pair. Trees hid him from
them ; a seat invited him. For a moment
he struggled. Then, 7''uhesco referens^ he sat
down and deliberately listened. AVith the
sophisms by which he sought to justify this
action, we have no concern ; perhaps he was not
in reality much concerned about them. But.
what he heard had its importance.
"" I have been more patient than most men,"
Haddington was saying.
'' You have no right to speak in that way,"
Kate protested ; '^ it's — it's not respectful."
^^ Kate, have we iiot got beyond respect ?"
" I hope not," said Sir Eoderick to him-
self.
8IE RODERICK IN ACTION. 143
^^I mean," Haddington went on, ^'tliere is
a point at which you must face realities. Kate,
do you love me ? "
Ayre leant forward, and peered through
the bushes.
'^ I will not break my engagement."
^^ That is no answer."
^^ I can't help it. I have been taught "
'' Oh, taught! Kate, you know Lane;
you know what he is. You saw him with
Lady "
'^ You're very unkind."
'^ And for his sake you throw away what I
offer?"
^' Won't you be patient ? "
'^ Ah, you admit "
^^No, I don't!"
'^ But you can't deny it. Now you make
me happy."
The conversation here became so low in
tone that Ayre, to his vast disgust, was unable
to overhear it. The next words that reached
his ear came again from Haddington.
^' Well, I will wait — I will wait three
months. If nothing happens then, you will
break it off?"
A gentle ^^Yes" floated up to the eaves-
dropper.
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'' Though why you want him to break it
off rather than yourself, I don't know."
^' He doesn't appreciate her morality," re-
flected Ayre, with a chuckle.
^^Kate, we are promised to one another?
Secretly, if you like, but promised ? "
^' I'm afraid it's very wrong."
'' Why, he deliberately insulted you ! "
The tones again became inaudible ; but
after a pause there came a sound that made
Ayre almost jump.
"' By Jove ! " he whispered in his excitement.
^^ Confound these trees ! Was it only her hand,
or "
u
Then I have your promise, dear ? "
'' Yes ; in three months. But I must go
in. Aunt will be angry."
'^ You won't let him win you over ? "
^^He has treated me badly; but I don't
want it said I jilted him."
They had risen by now.
"• You ask such a lot of me," said Hadding-
ton.
'' Ah ! I thought you said you loved me.
Can't you wait three months ? "
^^ I suppose I must. But, Kate, you are
sincere with me? Tell me you love me."
Again Ayre leant forward. They had
SIR RODERICK IN ACTION. 145
begun to walk away, but now Haddington
stopped, and laying his hand on Kate's arm,
detained her. '^ Say you love me," he said
again.
'' Yes, I love you ! " said Kate, with com-
mendable confusion, and they resumed their
walk.
^^ What is her game ? " Ayre asked himself.
' ' If she means to throw Eugene over, why
doesn't she do it right out? I don't believe
she does. She's afraid he'll throw her over.
And, by Jove ! she fobbed that fool off again !
We're no further forward than we were. If
he makes trouble about this she'll deny the
whole thing. Miss Bernard is a lady of talent.
But — no, can I ? Yes, I will. Rather than
let her win, I'll step in. I'll go and see her
to-morrow. We shall neither of us be in a
position to reproach the other. But I'll see
what I can do. But Haddington ! To think
she should get round him again ! "
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CHAPTER IX.
THE BATTLE OF BADEN.
Lord Rickmansworth was enjoying himself.
Over and above the particular pleasures for
wliose sake he had come to Baden, he relished
intensely the new attitude in Avhich he found
himself standing towards Ay re. Throughout
their previous acquaintance it had been Rick-
man sworth who was eager and excited, Ayre
who applied the cold water. Now the parts
were reversed, and the younger man found
great delight in jocosely rallying his senior on
his unwonted zeal and activity. Ayre accepted
his friend's jocosity and his own excitement
with equal placidity. Reproaches had never
stirred him to exertion : ridicule would not
stop him now. He took leave to add himself
to the materials for slightly contemptuous
amusement that the world had hitherto afforded
him, and he found his own absurd actions a
very sensible addition to his resources. He
realised why people who never act on impulse
and never do uncalled-for things are not only
dull to others, but suffer boredom themselves.
However the Millstead love affairs affected the
THE BATTLE OF BADEN. 147
principal actors, there can be no question that
they relieved Sir Roderick Ayre from ennui
for a considerable number of months and exer-
cised a very wholesome effect on a man who
had come to take pride in his own miserable
inca]3acity for honest emotion.
He rose the next morning as nearly with
the lark as could reasonably be expected : more
nearly with the lark than the domestic staff of
the Badischerhof at all approved of. Was not
Kate Bernard in the habit of taking the waters
at half -past seven ? And in solitude ! For
Haddington's devotion was not allowed by him
to interfere with that early ride which is so
often a mark of legislators, and an assertion,
I suppose, of the strain on their minds that
might be ignored or doubted if not backed up
by some such evidence. The strain, of course,
followed Haddington to Baden : it was among
his most precious appurtenances ; and Ayre,
relying upon it, had little doubt that he could
succeed in finding Kate alone and unpro-
tected.
He was not deceived. He found Kate just
disposing of her draught, and an offer of
his company for a stroll was accepted with
tolerable graciousness. Kate distrusted him,
but she thought there was use in keeping on
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148 FATHER STAFFORD.
outwardly good terms ; and she had no sus-
picion of his shameless conduct the night be-
fore. Ayre directed their walk to the very
same seat on which she and Haddington had
sat. As they passed, either romance or lazi-
ness suggested to Kate that they should sit
down. Ayre accepted her proposal without
demur, asked and obtained leave for a cigar-
ette, and sat for a few moments in apparent
ease and vacancy of mind. He was thinking
how to begin.
" Ought one ever to do evil that good may
come ? '' he did begin, a long way off.
" Dear me, Sir Roderick, what a curious
question ! I suppose not."
*'I'm sorry; because I did evil last night,
and I want to confess."
^' I really don't want to hear," said Kate, in
some alarm. There's no telling what men will
say when they become confidential, and Kate's
propriety was a tender plant.
'' It concerns you."
" Me ? Nonsense ! How can it ? "
^' In order to serve a friend, I did a — well
— a doubtful thing."
Kate was puzzled.
'' You are in a curious mood, Sir Roderick.
Do you often ask moral counsel ? "
THE BATTLE OF BABEN. 149
'' I am not going to ask it. I am, with
your kind permission, going to offer it."
" You are going to offer me moral coun-
sel ? "
''• I thought of taking that liberty. You
see, we are old friends."
*"' We have known one another some time."
Ayre smiled at the implied correction.
" Do you object to plain speaking ? "
" That depends on the speaker. If he has
a right, no ; if not, yes."
'' You mean I should have no right ? "
^' I certainly don't see on what ground."
'' If not an old friend of yours, as I had
hoped to be allowed to rank myself, I am,
anyhow, a very old friend of Eugene's."
'' What has Mr. Lane to do with it ? "
'^ As an old friend of his "
'^ Excuse me. Sir Roderick : you seem to
forget that ]\[r. Lane is even more than an old
friend to me."
^' He should be, no doubt," said Ayre
blandly.
^'I shall not listen to this. No old friend-
ship excuses impertinence, Sir Roderick."
^' Pray don't be angry. I have really
something to say, and — pardon me — you must
hear it."
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■'^ And what if I refuse ? "
^^True; I did wrong to say ^mnst.' You
are at perfect liberty. Only, if you refuse,
Eugene must hear it."
Kate paused. Then, with a laugh, she
said,
'^ Perhaps I am taking it too gravely. What
is this great thing I must hear ? "
^' Ah! I hoped we could settle it amicably.
It's merely this : you must release Eugene
from his engagement."
Kate did not trouble to affect surprise. She
knew it would be useless.
"• Did he send you to tell me this ? "
'^ You know he didn't."
'' Then whose envoy are you ? Ah !
perhaps you are Claudia Territon's chosen
knight ? "
"Not at all," said Ayre, still unruffled.
' ' I have had no communication with Lady
Claudia — a fact of which you have no right to
affect doubt."
" Then what do you mean ?"
" I mean you must release Eugene."
" Pray tell me why," asked she calmly, but
with a calm only obtained after effort.
" Because it is not usual — and in this matter
it seems to me usage is riglit — it is not usual for
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a young lady to be engaged to tAVO men at
once."
'^ You are merely insolent. I will wisli you
good-morning."
'' I am glad you understand my insinuation.
Explanations are so tedious. Wliere are you
going, Miss Bernard ? "
''Home."
"" Then I must tell Eugene."
'' Tell him what you like." But she sat
down again.
'' You are engaged to Eugene ? "
'' Of course."
" You are also engaged to Spencer Had-
dington ? "
''It's untrue; you know it's untrue. Are
you an old woman, to think a girl can't speak
to a man without being engaged to him ? "
" I must congratulate you on your liberality
of view, Miss Bernard. I had hardly given
you credit for it. But you know it isn't un-
true. You are under a promise to give Had-
dington your hand in three months : not, mark
you, a conditional promise — an absolute pro-
mise."
" That is not a happy guess."
"It's not a guess at all. No doubt you
mean it to be conditional. He understood, and
152 FATHER STAFFORD.
you meant him to understand, it as an absolute
promise."
^' How dare you accuse me of such
tilings ? "
''Nothing short of absolute knowledge
would so far embolden me."
" Absolute knowledge ? "
'' Yes, last night."
Kate's rao'e carried her awav. She turned
on him in fury.
'^ You listened I " she cried.
''Yes, I listened."
" Is that what a gentleman does ? "
" As a rule, it is not."
" I despise you for. a mean dastard! I have
no more to say to you."
" Come, Miss Bernard, let us be reasonable.
We are neither of us blameless."
" Do you think Eugene would listen to such
a tale ? And such a jDcrson ? "
" He might and he might not. But Had-
dington would."
" What could you tell him ? "
" I could tell him that you're making a fool
of him — keeping him dangling on till you have
arranged the other affair one way or the other.
What would he say then ? "
Kate knew that Haddington was already
THE BATTLE OF BADEN. 153
tried to the uttermost. She knew what he
would say.
^^You seel could — if you'll allow me the
metaphor — blow you out of the water."
^^You daren't confess how you got the
knowledge."
^^Oh, dear me, yes," said Ayre, smiling.
''When you're opening a blind man's eyes he
doesn't ask after your moral character. You
must consider the situation on the hypothesis
that I am shameless."
Kate was not strong enough to carry on
the battle. She had fury, but not doggedness.
She burst into tears.
' ' If I were doing all you say, whose fault
was it?" she sobbed. ''Didn't Eugene treat
me shamefully ? "
" If he flirted a little, it was in part your
fault. If you had flirted a little with Had-
dington, I should have said nothing. But this
— well, this is a little strong."
" I am a very unhappy girl," said Kate.
"It isn't as if you cared twopence for
Eugene, you know."
"No, I hate him!" said Kate, unwisely
yielding to anger again.
"I thought so. And you will do what I
ask?"
154 FATHER STAFFORD.
'' If I don't, what will you do ? "
'' I shall write to Eugene. I shall see Had-
dington; and I shall see your aunt. I shall
tell them all that I know, and how I know it.
Come, Miss Bernard, don't be foolish. You
had better take Haddington."
'' I know it's all a plot. You're all fighting
in that little creature's interest."
'' Meaning ? "
^' Claudia Territon. But if I can help it,
Eugene shall never marry her."
^^ That's another point."
^'His friend Father Stafford will have to
be considered there."
^^Do not let us drift into that. Will you
write ? "
^' To whom?"
^'To Eugene."
Kate looked at him with a healthy hatred.
^' And you will tell Haddington he needn't
wait those three months ? "
^' I suppose you're proud of yourself now ? "
she broke out. ''First eavesdropj^ing, and then
bullying a girl ! "
'' I'm not at all proud of myself, and I am,
if you'd believe it, rather sorry for you."
'' I shall take care to let your friends know
my opinion of you."
THE BATTLE OF BADEN. 155
'' Certainly — with any details you think
advisable. Have I your promise ? Is it any
use struggling any longer ? This scene is so
very unpleasant."
" Won't you give me a week ? "
^'Not a day!"
Kate drew herself up with a sort of dig-
nity.
^^I despise you and your schemes, and
Eugene Lane, and Claudia Territon, and all
your crew ! " she allowed herself to say.
^' But you promise ? "
^^Yes, I promise. There! Now, may I
go?"
Ayre courteously took off his hat, and
stood on one side, holding it in his hand and
bowing slightly as she swept indignantly by
him.
''I'll give her a day to tell Haddington,
and three days to tell Eugene. Unless she
does, I must go through it all again, and it's
fatiguing. She's not a bad sort — fought well
when she was cornered. But I couldn't let
Eugene do it — I really couldn't. Ugh ! I'll
go back to breakfast."
Kate was cowed. She told Haddington.
Let us pass over that scene. She also wrote to
Eugene, addressing the letter to Millstead
156 FATHER STAFFORD.
Manor. Eugene was not at Millstead Manor ;
and if Ayre had hastily assumed that his
'fiancee would be in possession of his address,
was it her business to undeceive him ? She
was by no means inclined to do one jot more
than fulfil the letter of her bond — whereby it
came to pass that Eugene did not receive the
letter for nearly two months, and did not
know of his recovered liberty all that time.
For Haddington, in his joy, easily promised
silence for a little while ; it seemed only
decent ; and even Ayre could not refuse to
agree with him that, though Eugene must be
told, nobody else ought to be until Eugene
had formally signified his assent to the lady's
transfer. Ayre could not take upon himself,
on his friend's behalf, the responsibility of
dispensing with this ceremony, though he was
sure it would be a mere ceremony.
As for Ayre himself, when his task was
done he straightway fled from Baden. He
was a hardened sinner, but he could not face
Mrs. Welman.
It was, however, plainly impossible to con-
fine the secret so strictly as to prevent it coming
to the knowledge of Lord Rickmansworth. In-
deed he had a right to know the issue, for he had
been a sharer in the design ; and accordingly,
THE BATTLE OF BAEEN, 157
when he also left Baden and betook himself to
his own house to spend what was left of the
autumn, he carried locked in his heart the
news of the fresh development. On the whole,
he observed the injunction of silence urgently
laid upon him by Ayre with tolerable faithful-
ness. But there are limits to these things, and
it never entered Rickmans worth's head that his
sister was included among the persons who
were to remain in ignorance till the matter was
finally settled. He met Claudia at the family
re-union at Territon Park in the beginning of
October, and when she and he and Bob were
comfortably seated at dinner together, among
the first remarks he made — indeed, he was
brimming over with it — was —
''I suppose you've heard the news,
Clau?"
What with one thing and another — packing
and unpacking, travelling, perhaps less obvious
troubles — Lady Claudia was in a state which,
if it manifested itself in a less attractive
person, might be called snappish.
'' I never hear any news," she answered
shortly.
" Well, here's some for you," replied the
Earl, grinning. '' Kate has chucked Eugene
over."
158 FATHER STAFFORD.
^' Nonsense ! " But she started and coloured,
all the same.
'' I suppose you were at Baden and saw it
all, and I wasn't ! " said Rickmansworth, with
ponderous satire. ^^ So we won't say any more
about it."
'' Well, what do you mean ? "
^' No ; never mind ! It doesn't matter — all a
mistake. I'm always making some beastly
blunder — eh, Bob ? " and he winked gently
at his appreciative brother.
^^ Yes, you're an ass, of course! " said Bob,
entering into the family humour.
'^ Grood thing I've got a sister to keep me
straight ! " pursued the Earl, who was greatly
amused with himself. ' ' Might have gone
about believing it, you know."
Claudia was annoyed. Brothers are annoy-
ing at times.
'' I don't see any fun in that," she said.
Lord Rickmansworth drank some beer
(beer was the Territon drink), and maintained
silence.
The butler came in with his satellite,
swept away the beer and the other impedi-
menta^ and put on dessert. The servants dis-
appeared, but silence still reigned unbroken.
Claudia arose, and went round to her
TEE BATTLE OF BADEN. 159
brother's cliair. He was ostentatiously busy
with a large plum.
^^ Eick, dear, won't you tell me ? "
^^Tell you! Why, it's all nonsense, you
know."
'^ Rick, clear ! " said Claudia again, with her
arm round his neck.
He was going to carry on his jest a little
further, when he happened to look at her.
'^ Why, Clau, you look as if you were
almost "
^' Never mind that," she said quickly.
^'Oh! do tell me."
'^It is quite true. She's written breaking
it off, and has accepted Haddington. But it's
a secret, you know, till they've heard from
Eugene, at all events. Must hear in a day or
two."
^' Is it really true ? "
'^ Of course it is."
Claudia kissed him, and suddenly ran out
of the room.
The brothers looked at one another.
'' I hope that's all right?" said the elder,
questioningly.
"I expect so," answered the younger.
'^ But, you see, you don't quite know where to
have Eugene."
160 FATHER STAFFORD.
'^ I shall know wliere to have him, if neces-
sary."
'^ You'd better keep your hoof out of it, old
man," said Bob candidly.
Pursuing his train of thought, Rickmans-
worth went on :
^^ Must have been rather a queer game at
Millstead ? "
'^ Yes. There was Eugene, and Kate, and
Claudia, and the j)arson, and old Ayre sticking
his long nose into it."
' ' Trust old Ayre for that ; and is it a
case ? "
'^ Well, now Kate's out of it, I expect it is,
only you don't know where to have Eugene.
And there's the parson."
" Yes ; Ayre told us a bit about him. But
she doesn't care for him ? "
'^ She didn't tell him so — not by any
means," said Bob ; '' and I bet he's far gone on
her."
'' She can't take him."
'^ Good Lord ! no."
Though how they proposed to prevent it
did not appear.
'' Think Lane'll write to her ? "
^^ He ought to, right ofP."
^' Queer girl, ain't she ? "
THL' BATTLE OF BADEN. 161
'' Deuced ! "
'^ Old Ayre ! I say, Bob, you should have
seen the old sinner at Baden."
^'What? with Kate?"
^' No ; the other business."
And they plunged into matters with which
we need not concern ourselves, and proceeded
to rend and destroy the character of that
most respectable middle-aged gentleman Sir
Roderick Ayre. The historian hastens to
add that their remarks were, as a rule, entirely
devoid of truth, with which general comment
we may leave them.
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162
CHAPTER X.
MR. MOREWOOD IS MOVED TO INDIGNATION.
When Morewood was at work he painted
portraits, and painted them uncommonly well.
Of course he made his moan at being com-
pelled to spend all his time on this work. He
was not, equally of course, in any way com-
pelled, except in the sense that if you want to
make a large income you must earn it. This
is the sense in which many people are com-
pelled to do work, which they give you to
understand is not the most suited to their
genius, and it must be admitted that, although
their words are foolish, not to say insincere,
yet their deeds are sensible. There can be no
mistake about the income,' and there often is
about the genius. Morewood, whose eccentri-
city stopped short of his banking account,
painted his portraits like other people, and
only deviated into landscape for a month in
the sunmier, with the unfailing result of
furnishing a crop of Morewoodesque parodies
on Mother Nature that conclusively proved
the fates were wiser tlian the painter.
This year it so chanced that he chose the
MB. MOBEWOOD IS INDIGNANT. 163
wilds of Exmoor for the scene of his outrages.
He settled down in a small inn and plied his
brush busily. Of course he did not paint any-
thing that the ordinary person cared to see, or
in the way in which it would appear to such
person. But he was greatly pleased with his
work ; and one day, as he threw himself down
on a bank at noon and got out his bread and
cheese, he was so carried away, being by
nature a conceited man, as to exclaim,
^' My head of Stafford was the best head
done these hundred years ; and that's the best bit
of back-ground done these hundred and fifty!"
The frame of the phrase seemed familiar to
him as he uttered it, and he had just succeeded
in tracing it back to the putative parentage of
Lord Verulam, when, to his great astonishment,
he heard Stafford's voice from the top of the
bank, saying,
" As I am in your mind already, Mr. More-
wood, I feel my bodily appearance less of an
intrusion on your solitude."
'' Why, how in the world did you come
here ? "
The spot was within ten miles of the
Retreat, and part of Stafford's treatment for
himself consisted of long walks ; but he only
replied,
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164 FATHER STAFFORD.
^' I am staying near here."
^^ For health, eh?"
'^ Yes — for health."
^^Wellj I'm glad to see you. How are
you ? You don't look very first-class."
Stafford came down the bank without
replying, and sat down. He was, in spite of it
being the country and very hot, dressed in his
usual black, and looked paler and thinner than
ever.
" Have some lunch ? "
Stafford smiled.
'^ There's only enough for one," he said.
^^ Nonsense, man ! "
^^No, really; I never take it."
A pause ensued. Stafford seemed to be
thinking, while Morewood was undoubtedly
eating. Presently, however, the latter said,
'' You left us rather suddenly at Millstead."
''Yes."
''Sent for?"
" You of all men know why I went, Mr.
Morewood."
" If youdon't mind my admitting it, I do.
But most people are so thin-skinned."
" I am not thin-skinned — not in that way.
Of course you know. You told me."
"That head?"
ME. MOREWOOD IS INDIGNANT. 165
^^ Yes ; you did me a service."
^' Well, I think I did, and I'm glad to hear
you say so."
'' Why ? "
^^ Shows you've come to your senses," said
Morewood, rapidly recovering from his lapse
into civility.
StafPord seemed willing, even anxious, to
pursue the subject. The regimen at the
Retreat was no doubt severe.
^^ What do you mean by coming to my
senses ? "
^' Why, doing what any man does when he
finds he's in love — barring a sound reason
against it."
^' And that is?"
^^ Try his luck. You needn't look at me. I've
tried my luck before now, and it was damned
bad luck. So here I am, a musty old curmud-
geon ; and there's Ayre, a snarling old cur ! "
^^ I don't bore you about it ?"
^^No, I like jawing."
^^ Well then, I was going to say, of course
you don't know how it struck me."
^'Yes, I do, but I don't think any the
better of it for that."
" You knew about my vow ? I suppose you
think that ?
166 FATHER STAFFORD.
" Bosh ? Yes, I do. I think all vows bosh ;
but without asking you to agree to that, though
I think I did ask Bishop of Bellminster to, I
do say this one is utter bosh. Why, your own
people say so, don't they ? "
" My own people ? The people I suppose
you mean don't say so. I took a vow never to
marry — there were even more stringent terms
— but that's enough."
^^Well?"
^^A vow," continued Stafford, ^^ that you
won't marry till you want to is not the same as
a vow never to marry."
'' No. I think I could manage the first
sort."
" The first sort," said Stafford, with a
smile, "' is nowadays a popular compromise."
'^ I detest compromises. That's why I liked
you."
'' You're advising me to make one now."
^' No, I advise you to throw up the whole
thino-
?5
' That's because you don't believe in any-
thing ? "
'' Yes, probably."
'^ Suppose you believed all I believe and
had done all I had ? "
'^ How do you mean ? "
MR. MORE WOOD IS INDIGNANT. 167
^^ You believed what a priest believes — In
heaven and hell — the gaining God and the
losing Him — in good and evil. Supposing you,
believing this, had given your life to God, and
made your vow to Him — had so proclaimed
before men, had so lived and worked and
striven ? Supposing you thought a broken
vow was death to your own soul and a trap
to the souls of others — a baseness, a treason, a
desertion — more cowardly than a soldier's flight
— as base as a thief's purloining — meaning to
you and those who had trusted you the death
of good and the triumj^h of evil ? "
He sat still, but his voice was raised in ra})id
and intense utterance ; he gazed before him
with starting eyes.
" All that," he went on, '' it meant to me--
all that and more — the triumph of the beast in
me — passion and desire rampant — man forsaken
and God betrayed — my peace for ever gone,
my honour for ever stained. Can't you see ?
Can't you see ? "
Morewood rose and paced up and down.
" Now — now can you judge ? You say you
knew — did you know that ? "
" Do you still believe all that ? "
'^ Yes, all, and more than all. For a
moment — a day — perhaps a week, I drove
168 FATHER STAFFORD.
myself to doubt. I tried to doubt — I rejoiced
in it. But I cannot. As God is above us, I
belieA^e all that."
^' If you break tliis vow you think you will
be ?"
''The creature I have said? Yes — and
worse."
'' I think the vow utter nonsense," said
More wood again.
" But if you thought as I think, then would
your love — yes, and would a girl's heart weigh
with you ? "
More wood stood still.
''I can hardly realise it," he said, ''in a
man of your brain. But "
" Yes?" said Stafford, looking at him almost
as if he were amused, for his sudden outburst
had left him quite calm.
"If I believed that, I'd cut off my hand
rather than break the vow."
" I knew it," cried Stafford, " I knew it."
Morewood was touched with pity.
" If you're right," he said, " it won't be so
hard to you. You'll get over it."
"Get over it?"
"Yes; what you" believe will helj) you.
You've no choice, you know."
Stafford still wore a look of half-amusement.
MB. MORE WOOD IS INDIGNANT. 169
^' You have never felt belief ? " he asked.
'^ Not for many years. That's all gone."
^' You think you have been in love ? "
^^ Of course I have — half-a-dozen times."
^'No more than the other," said Stafford
decisively.
Morewood was about to speak, but Stafford
went on quickly,
^'I have told you what belief is — I coiddtell
you what love is ; you know no more the one
than the other. But why should I ? I doubt
if you would understand. You think you
couldn't be shocked. I should shock you.
Let it be. I think I could charm you too.
Let that be."
A pause followed. Stafford still sat motion-
less, but his face gradually changed from its
stern aspect to the look that Morewood had once
caught on his canvas.
^' You're in love with her still ? " he
exclaimed.
^' Still?"
^' Yes. Haven't you conquered it ? I'm a
poor hand at preaching, but, by Jove ! if I
thought like you, I'd never think of the girl
again."
''I mean to marry her," said Stafford quietly.
^'I have chosen."
170 FATHER STAFFORD.
More wood was in very truth shocked. But
Stafford's morals, after all, were not his care.
" Perhaps she won't have you," he sug-
gested at last, as though it were a happy
solution.
Stafford laughed outright.
"^ Then I could go back to my priesthood,
I suppose?"
'' Well — after a time."
''As a burglar who is caught before his
robbery goes back to his trade. As if it
made the smallest difference — as if the result
mattered ! "
'' I suppose you are right there."
'^ Of course. But she will have me."
''Do you think so ? "
" I don't doubt it. If I doubted it, I should
die."
"I doubt it."
" Pardon me ; I daresay you do."
" You don't want to talk about that ? "
" It isn't worth while. I no more doubt it
than that the sun shines. Well, Mr. Morewood, I
am obliged to you for hearing me out. I had
a curiosity to see how my resolution struck
you."
"If you have told me the truth, it strikes me
as devilish. I'm no saint; but if a man believes
MB. MOREWOOD IS INDIGNANT. 171
in good, as you do, by God, lie oughtn't to
trample it under foot ! "
Stafford took no notice of him. He rose
and held out his hand. ^' I'm going back to
London to-morrow," he said, ''to wait till she
comes."
'' God help you ! " said Morewood, with a
sudden impulse.
''I have no more to do with God," said
Stafford.
''Then the devil help you, if you rely on
him ! "
" Don't be angry," he said, with a swift
return of his old sweet smile. " In old days I
should have liked your indignation. I still
like you for it. But I have made my
choice."
" ' Evil, be thou my good.' Is that it ? "
"Yes, if you like. Why talk about it any
more ? It is done."
He turned and walked away, leaving
Morewood alone to finish his forgotten lunch.
He could not get the thought of the man
out of his mind all day. It was with him as
he worked, and with him when he sat after
dinner in the parlour of his little inn, with his
pipe and whiskey and water. He was so full
of Stafford that he could not resist the impulse
172 FATMEB STAFFORD.
to tell somebody else^ and at last he took a
sheet of j^aj^er.
'' I don't know if he's in town," he said,
"" but I'll chance it ; " and he began :
" Dear Ayre,
" By chance down here I met the parson.
He is mad. He painted for me the passion of belief —
which he said I hadn't and implied I couldn't feel. He
threatened to paint the passion of love, with the same
assertion and the same implication. He is convinced
that if he breaks his voav (you remember it, of course)
he'll be worse than Satan. Yet his face is set to break it.
You probably can't help it, and wouldn't if you could,
for you haven't heard him. He's going to London. Stop
him if you can before he gets to Claudia Territon. I
tell you his state of mind is hideous.
" Yours,
"A. MOREWOOD."
This somewhat incoherent letter reached 8ir
Roderick Ayre as he passed through London,
and tarried a day or two in early October. He
opened it, read it, and put it down on the
breakfast-table. Then he read it again, and
ejaculated,
'' Talk about madness! Why, because Staf-
ford's mad — if he is mad — must our friend the
painter go mad too ? ' Not that I see he is mad.
He's only been stirring up old Morewood's
dormant piety."
ME. MORE WOOD IS INDIGNANT. 173
He lit his cigiar, and sat pondering the
letter.
'' Shall I try to stop him ? If Claudia and
Eugene have fixed up things it would be
charitable to prevent him making a fool of
himself. Why the deuce haven't I heard any-
thing from that young rascal ? Hallo ! who's
that ? "
He heard a voice outside, and the next
moment Eugene himself rushed in.
^' Here you are!" he said. ^^ Thought I
should find you. You can't keep away from
this dirty old town."
'^ Where do you spring from ? " asked
Ayre.
^^ Liverpool. I found the Continent slow,
so I went to America. Nothing moving there,
so I came back here. Can you give me break-
fast ? "
Ayre rang the bell, and ordered a new
breakfast ; as he did so he took up More wood's
letter and put it in his pocket.
Eugene went on talking with gay affec-
tation about his American experiences. Only
when he was through his breakfast did he
approach home topics.
^' Well, how's everybody? "
Ayre waited for a more definite question.
174 FATHER STAFFORD.
Seen the Territons lately ? "
Not very. Haven't you ? "
No. They weren't over there, you know.
Are they alive ? "
''My young friend, are you trying to de-
ceive me ? You have heard from at least one
of them, if you haven't seen them."
'' I haven't — not a line. We don't corre-
spond : not comme il fautT
'' Oh, you haven't written to Claudia ? "
'' Of course not."
''Why not?"
"Why should I?"
" Let us go back to the previous question.
Have you heard from Miss Bernard ? "
"Why probe my wounds? Not a single
line."
" Confound her impudence ! slie never
wrote ! "
" I don't know why she should. But in
case she ought, I'm bound to say she couldn't."
" Why not? She said she would ; she said
so to me."
" Slie couldn't have said so. You nmst
have misunderstood her. I left no address,
you know ; and I had no difficulty in eluding
interviewers — not being a prize fighter or a
minor poet."
ME. MOREWOOD IS INDIGXANT. 175
Sir Hoderick smiled.
^' Gad! I never thought of that. She held
me, after all."
'^ What on earth are you driving at ? "
^' If there's one thing I hate more than
another, it's a narrative ; but I see I'm in for
it. Sit still and hold your tongue till I'm
through with it."
Eugene obeyed implicitly; and Ayre, not
without honest pride, recounted his Baden
triumph.
'' And unless she's bolder than I think,
you'll find a letter to that effect."
Eugene sat very quiet.
^' Well, you don't seem over-pleased, after
all Wasn't I right?"
'' Quite right, old fellow. But, I say, is
she in love with Haddington ? "
'^ Ah, there's your beastly vanity ! I think
she is rather, you know, or she'd never have
given herself away so."
^' Rum taste ! " said Eugene, whose relief at
his freedom was tempered by annoyance at
Kate's insensibility. ^'But I'm awfully obliged.
And, by Jove, Ayre, it's new life to me ! "
'' I thought so."
Eugene had got over his annoyance. A
sudden thought seemed to strike him.
176 FATHER STAFFORD.
'' I say, does Claudia know ?"
'^ Rickmansworth's sure to have told her on
the spot. She must have known it a month ;
and what's more, she must think you've known
it a month."
^^ Inference that the sooner I show up the
better ? "
^^ Exactly. What, are you off now? Do
you know where she is ? "
^^I shall send a wire to Territon Park.
Rick's sure to be there if she isn't, and I'll
go down and find out about it."
^^ Wait a minute, will you? Have you
heard from your friend Stafford lately ? "
A shadow fell on Eugene's face
^^No. But that's over. Must be, or he'd
never have bolted from Millstead."
Ayre was silent a moment. Morewood's
letter told him that Stafford had set out to go
to Claudia. What if he and Eugene met ?
Ayre had not much faith in the power of
friendship under such circumstances.
'' I think, on the whole, that I'd better
show you a letter I've had," he said. "" Mind
you, I take no responsibility for what you do."
'^ Nobody wants you to," said Eugene, with
a smile. ^'We all understand that's your
position."
MB. MOBEWOOD IS IXDIGNANT. 17/
Ayre flung the letter over to him, and he
read it.
^'Oh, by Jove, this is the devil!" he ex-
claimed, jmnping off the writing-table, where
he had seated himself.
" So Morewood seems to think."
^^ Poor old fellow ! I say, what shall I do ?
Poor old Stafford ! Fancy his cutting up like
this."
'' It's kind of you to pity him."
^' AYhat do you mean ? I say, Ayre, you
don't think there is anything in it ? "
'^ Anything in it ? "
^^ You don't think there's any chance that
Claudia likes him ? "
^' Haven't an idea one way or the other,"
* said Ayre rather disingenuously.
Eugene looked very perturbed.
^^ You see," continued Ayre, ''it's pretty
cool of you to assume the girl is in love with
you when she knew you were engaged to some-
body else up till a month ago."
"Oh, damn it, yes!" groaned Eugene j
''but she knew old Stafford had sworn not to
marry anybody."
" And she knew- — of course she knew — you
both wanted to marry her. I wonder what she
thought of both of you ! "
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178 FATHER STAFFOBD.
" She never had any idea of the sort about
him. About me she may have had an ink-
linof."
'^Just an inklings perhaps," assented Sir
Roderick.
^^ The worst of it is, you know, if she does
like me, I shall feel a brute, cutting in now.
Old Stafford knew I was engaged too, you
know."
'^ It all serves you right," observed Ayre
comfortingly. ^^If you must get engaged at
all, why the deuce couldn't you pick the right
girl ? "
'' Fact is, I don't show up over well."
" You don't : that is the fact."
'- ' Ayre, I think I ought to let him have his
shot first."
'' Bosh ! why, as like as not she'd take him !
If it struck her that he was chucking away his
immortal soul and all that for her sake, as like
as not she'd take him. Depend upon it, Eugene,
once she caught the idea of romantic sin, she'd
be gone — no girl could stand up against it."
^' It is rather the sort of thing to catch
Claudia's fancy."
^^ You cut in, my boy," continued Ayre.
^^Friendship's all very v/ell -"
^' Yes, ^ save in the office and affairs of
MR. MORE WOOD IS INDIGXANT. 179
love ' ! " quoted- Eugene, with a smile of scorn
at himself.
^'Well, you'd better make up your mind,
and don't mount stilts."
'' I'll go down and look round. But I can't
ask her without telling her or letting him tell
her."
^^ Pooh ! she knows."
^' She doesn't, I tell you."
'^ Then she ought to. You're a nice fellow !
I slave and eavesdrop for you, and now you
won't do the rest yourself. What the deuce
do you all see. in that parson ? If I were your
age, and thought Claudia Territon would have
me, it Avould take a lot of parsons to put me on
one side."
^' Poor old Charley!" said Eugene again.
^' Ayre, he shall have his shot."
"Meanwhile, the girl's wondering if you
mean to throw her over. She's expected to
hear from you this last month. I tell vou
what : I expect Rick '11 kick you when you do
turn up."
" AYell, I shall go down and try to see her :
when I get there I must be guided by circum-
stances."
''Very good. I expect the circumstances
will turn out to be such that you'll make love
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180 FATHER STAFF OBI).
to Claudia and forget all about Stafford. If
you don't "
^^What?"
^^ You're an infernally cold-blooded con-
scientious young ruffian, and I never took you
for that before ! "
And Ayre, more perturbed about other
people's affairs than a man of his creed had any
business to be, returned to the Times as Eugene
went to pursue his errand.
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CHAPTER XI.
WAITING LADY CLAUDIA'S PLEASURE.
Stafford had 2Drobably jd^i^^^^cI his state of
mind in colours somewhat more startling than
the reality warranted. When a man is going-
to act against his conscience, there is a sort of
comfort in making out that the crime has
features of more striking depravity than an
unbiassed observer would detect ; the incli-
nation in this direction is increased when it is
a question of impressing others. Sin seems
commonplace if we give it no pomp and cir-
cumstance. No man was more free than
Stafford from any conscious hypocrisy or
posing, or from the inverted pride in immor-
ality that 'is often an affectation, but also
more often than we are willing to allow a real
disease of the mind. But in his interview with
Morewood he had yielded to the temptation of
giving a more dramatic setting and stronger
contrasts to his conviction and his action than
the actual inmost movement of his mind justi-
fied. It was true that he was determined to
set action and conviction in sharp antagonism,
and to follow an overpowering passion rather
182 FATHER STAFFORD.
than a belief that he depicted as no less domi-
nant. Had his fierce words to Morewood re-
produced exactly what he felt, it maybe doubted
whether the resultant of two forces so opposite
and so equal could have been the ultimately
unwavering intention that now possessed him.
In truth, the aggressive strength of his belief
had been sap23ed from within. His efforts
after doubt, described by himself as entirely un-
successful, had not in reality been without result.
They had not issued in any radical or wholesale
alteration of his views. He was right in suppos-
ing that he would still have given as full intel-
lectual assent to all the dogmas of his creed
as formerly ; the balance of probability was
still in his view overwhelmingly in their
favour. But it had come to be a balance
of probability — not, of course, in the way in
which a man balances one account of an ordin-
ary transaction against another, and decides
out of his own experience of how things happen
—Stafford had not lost his mental discrimina-
tion so completely — but in the sense that he had
appealed to reason, and thus admitted the juris-
diction of reason in matters which he had
formerly proclaimed as outside the province
of that sort of reasoning that governs other
intellectual questions. In the result, he was
WAITING LADY CLAUDIA'S PLEASURE. 183
left under the influence of a persuasion, not
under the dominion of a command ; and the
former failed to withstand an assault that the
latter might well have enabled him to repel.
He found himself able to forget what he
believed, though not to disbelieve it ; his
convictions could be j)ostponed, though not
expelled ; and in representing liis inind as the
present battle-ground of equal and opposite
forces, he had rather expressed what a
preacher would reveal as the inner truth of
his struggle than what he was himself con-
scious of as going on within him. It is likely
enough that his previous experience had made
him describe his own condition rather in the
rhetoric of the pulpit than in the duller
language of a psychological narrative. He
had certainly given Morewood one false im-
pression, or rather, perhajDS, Morewood had
drawn one false though natural inference for
himself. He thought of Stafford, and his letter
passed on the same view to Eugene, as of a
man suffering tortures that passed enduring.
Perhaps at the moment of their interview
such was the case : the dramatic picture
Stafford had drawn had for the moment
terrified afresh the man who drew it. His
normal state of mind, however, at this time
184 FATHER STAFFORD.
was not imliappy. He was "wretclied now and
then by effort ; he was tortured by the sense
of sin when he remembered to be. But for
the most part he was too completely conquered
by his passion to do other than rejoice in it.
Possessed wholly by it, and full of an un-
doubting confidence that Claudia returned his
love, or needed only to realise it fully to
return it fully, he had silenced all opposition,
and went forth to his wooing with an exulta-
tion and a triumph that no transitory self-
judgments could greatly diminish. Life lay
before him, long and full and rich and sweet.
Let trouble be what it would, and right be
what it might, life and love were in his own
hands. The picture of a man giving up all
he thought worth having, driven in misery by
a force he could not resist to seek a remedy
that he despaired of gaining — a remedy which,
even if gained, would bring him nothing but
fresh pain — this picture, over which Eugene
was mourning in honest and perplexed friend-
ship, never took form as a true presentment
of himself to the man it was supposed to
embody. If Eugene had known this, he
would probably have felt less sympathy and
more rivalry, and would have assented to
Ayre's view of the situation rather than
WAITING LADY CLAUDIA'S PLEASURE. 185
cloubtingly maintained his own. A man may
sometimes change himself more easily than
he can persuade his friends to recognise the
change.
Stafford left the Eetreat the morning after
his meeting with Morewood, feeling, he con-
fessed to himself, as if he had taken a
somewhat unfair advantage of its hospitality.
The result of his sojourn there, if known to
the Founder, might have been a trial of that
enthusiast's consistency to his principles, and
Stafford was glad to be allowed to depart,
as he had come, unquestioned. He came
straight to London, and turned at once to
the task of finding Claudia as soon as he
could. The most likely quarter for informa-
tion was, he thought, Eugene Laiie or his
mother ; and on the afternoon of his arrival
in town — on the same day, that is, as Eugene
had surprised Sir Roderick at breakfast — he
knocked at the door of Eugene's house in
Upper Berkeley Street, and inquired if
Eugene were at home. The man told him
that Mr. Lane had returned only that morn-
ing, from America he believed, and had
left the house an hour ago, on his way to
Territon Park ; he added that he believed
Mr. Lane had received a telegram from Lord
186 FATHER STAFFORD.
Rickmansworth inviting him to go down.
Mrs. Lane was at Millstead Manor.
Stafford was annoyed at missing Eugene,
but not surprised or disturbed to hear of his
visit to Territon Park. Eugene did not strike
him as a possible rival. It may be doubted
whether in his present frame of mind he would
have looked on any man's rivalry as dangerous,
but of course he was entirely ignorant of the
new development of affairs, and supposed
Eugene to be still the affianced husband of
Miss Bernard. The only way the news affected
him was by dispelling the slight hope he had
entertained of finding that Claudia had already
returned to London.
He went back to his hotel, wrote a single
line to Eugene, asking him to tell him Claudia's
address, if he knew it, and then went for a
walk in the Park to pass the restless hours
away. It was a dull evening, and the earliest
of the fogs had settled on the devoted city.
A small drizzle of rain and the thickening
blackness had cleared the place of saunterers,
and Stafford, who prolonged his walk ap-
parently unconscious of his surroundings, had
the dreary path by the Serpentine nearly to
himself. As the fog grew denser and night
fell, the spot became a desert, and its chill
WAITING LADY CLAUDIA'S PLEASURE. 187
^loom began to be burdensome even to his
prepossessed mind. He stopped and gazed as
far as the mist let him over the water, which
lay smooth and motionless, like a sheet of
opaque glass ; the opj^osite bank was shrouded
from his view, and imagination allowed him
to think himself standing on the shore of
some almost boundless lake. Seen under such
conditions, the Serpentine put off the cheerful
vulgarity of its every-day aspect, and exer-
cised over the spirit of the watcher the same
fascination as a mountain tarn or some deep
quick-flowing stream. '' Come hither and be
at rest," it seemed to whisper, and Stafford,
responsive to the subtle invitation, for a
moment felt as if to die in the thought of
his mistress would be as sweet as to live in
her presence, and, it might be, less perilous.
At least he could be quiet there. His mind
travelled back to a bygone incident of his
parochial life, when he had found a wretched
shop-boy crouching by the water's edge, and
trying to screw his courage up for the final
plunge. It was a sordid little tragedy — an
honest lad was caught in the toils of some
slatternly Jezebel ; she had made him steal
for her, had spent his spoil, and then deserted
him for his ''pal" — his own familiar friend.
188 FATHER STAFFORD.
Adrift on the world, beggared in character
and fortune, and sore to the heart, he had
wandered to the edge of the water, and
listened to its low-voiced promises of peace.
Stafford had stretched forth his hand to pluck
him from his doom and set him on his feet ;
he prevailed on the lad to go home in his
company, and the course of a few days proved
once again that despair inay be no more en-
during than delight. The incident had almost
faded from his memory, but it revived now as
he stood and looked on the water, and he
recognised with a start the depths to which he
was in danger of falling. The invitation of
the water could not draw him to it till he
knew Claudia's will. But if she failed him,
was not that the only thing left ? His desire
had swallowed up his life, and seemed to point
to death as the only alternative to its own
satisfaction. He contemplated this conclusion
not with the personal interest of a man who
thought he might he called to act upon it,
Claudia would rescue him from that, but with
a theoretical certainty that if by any chance
the staff on which he leant should break, he
would be in no other mind than that from
which he had rescued his miserable shop-boy.
Death for love's sake was held up in poetry
WAITING LADY CLAUDIA'S PLEASURE. 189
and romance as a thing in some sort noble and
honourable ; as a man might die because he
could not save his country, so might he because
he could not please his lady-love. In old days,
Stafford, rigidly repressing his aesthetic delight
in such literature, had condemned its teaching
with half- angry contempt, and enough of his
former estimate of things remained to him to
prevent him regarding such a state of mind as
it pictured as a romantic elevation rather than
a hopeless degradation of a man's being. But
although he still condemned, now he under-
stood, if not the defence of such an attitude, at
least the existence of it. He might still think
it a folly ; it no longer appeared a figment.
A sin it was, no doubt, and a degradation, but
not an enormity or an absurdity ; and when he
tried again to fancy his life without Claudia,
he struggled in vain against the growing con-
viction that the pictures he had condemned as
caricatures of humanity had truth in them, and
that it might be his part to prove it.
With a shiver he turned away. Such
imaginings were not good for a man, nor the
place that bred them. He took the shortest
cut that led out of the Park and back to the
streets, where he found lights and peo23le, and
his thoughts, sensitive to the atmosphere round
190 FATHER STAFFORD.
him, took a brighter hue. Why should he
trouble himself with what he would do if he
were deceived in Claudia ? He knew her too
well to doubt her. He had pushed aside all
obstacles to seek her, and she would fly to
meet him ; and he smiled at himself for con-
juring up fantasies of impossible misfortune,
only to enjoy the solace of laying them again
with the sweet confidence of love. He passed
the evening in the contemplation of his happi-
ness, awaiting Eugene's reply to his note
with impatience, but without disquiet.
This same letter was, however, the cause of
very serious disquiet to the recipient, more
especially as it came upon the top of another
troublesome occurrence. Rickmans worth had
welcomed Eugene to Territon Park with his
usual good nature and his usual absence of
effusion. In fact, he telegraphed that Eugene
could come if he liked, but he, Rickmansworth,
thought he'd find it beastly slow. Eugene
went, but found, to his dismay, that Claudia
was not there. Some mystery hung over her
non-appearance ; but he learned from Bob that
lier departure had been quite imjjromptu,
decided upon, in fact, after his telegram
was received, and that she was stayinor
some five miles off, at the Dower House, with
WAITING LADY GLAUBIA'S PLEASURE. 191
her aunt, Lady Julia, who occuj)ied that resi-
dence.
Eugene was much annoyed and rather
uneasy.
" It looks as if she didn't want to see
me/' he said to Bob.
" It does, almost," replied Bob cheerfully.
"" Perhaps she don't."
^^ Well, I'll go over and call to-morrow."
'' You can if you like. / should let her
alone."
Very likely Bob's words were the words of
wisdom, but when did a lover — even a toler-
ably cool-headed lover like Eugene — ever listen
to the words of wisdom ? He went to bed in
a bad temper. Then in the morning came
Stafford's letter, and of course Eugene had no
kind of doubt as to the meaning of it. Now, it
had been all very well to be magnanimous and
propose to give his friend a chance, when he
thought the pear was only waiting to drop
into his hand ; magnanimity appeared at once
safe and desirable, and there was no strong
motive to comiteract Eugene's love for Stafford.
Matters were rather different when it appeared
that the pear was not waiting to drop — when,
on the contrary, the pear had pointedly re-
moved itself from the hand of the plucker, and
192 FATHER STAFFORD.
seemed, if one may vary the metaphor, to have
turned into a prickly pear. Eugene still be-
lieved that Claudia loved him ; but he saw
that she was stung by his apparent neglect,
and perhaps still more by the idea that in his
view he had only to ask at any time in order
to have. When ladies gather that impres-
sion, they think it due to their self-respect to
make themselves very unpleasant, and Eugene
did not feel sure how far this feelino^ mio:ht
not carry Claudia's quick, fiery nature, more
especially if she were offered a chance of
punishing Eugene by accepting a suitor who
was in many ways an object of her admira-
tion and regard, and came to her with
an indubitable halo of romance about him.
Eugene felt that his consideration for Stafford
might, perhaps, turn out to be more than a
graceful tribute to friendship : it might mean
a real sacrifice, a sacrifice of immense gravity ;
and he did what most people would do — he
re-considered the situation.
The matter was not, to his thinking, com-
plicated by anything approaching to an implied
pledge on his part. Of course Stafford had not
looked upon him as . a possible rival ; his en-
gagement to Kate Bernard had seemed to j^ut
him hors de combat. But he had been equally
WAITING LADY CLAUDIA'S PLEASURE. 193
entitled to re^^ard Stafford as out of the runnino::
for surely Stafford's vow was as binding as his
j^romise. They stood on an equality : neither
could rej)roach the other — that is to say, each
had matter of reproach against the other, but
his mouth was closed. There was then only
friendship — only the old bond that nothing
was to come between them. Did this bond
carry with it the obligation of standing on one
side in such a case as this ? Moreover, time
was precious. If he failed to seek out Claudia
that very day, she, knowing he was at Ter-
riton Park, would be justly aggrieved by a
new proof of indifference or disrespect. And
yet, if he were to wait for Stafford, that day
must go by without his visit. Eugene had
hitherto lived pleasantly by means of never
asking too much of himself, and in conse-
quence being always tolerably equal to his
own demands upon himself. Quixotism was
not to be expected of him. A nice observance
of honour was as much as he would be likely
to attain to ; and friendship would be satisfied
if he gave the doubtful points against himself.
He sat down after breakfast, and wrote a
long letter to Stafford.
After touching very lightly on Stafford's
position, and disclaiming not only any right to
194 FATHER STAFFORD.
judge, but also any inclination to blame, he
went on to tell in some detail the change that
had occurred in his own situation, avowed his
intention of gaining Claudia's hand if he could,
clearly implied his knowledge that Stafford's
heart was set on the same object, and ended
with a warm declaration that the rivalry be-
tween them did not and should not alter his
love, and that if unsuccessful he could desire
to be beaten by no other man than Stafford.
lie added more words of friendship, told
Stafford that he should try his luck as soon as
might be, and that he had Rickmansworth's
authority to tell him that if he saw proper to
come down for the same purpose his coming
would not be regarded as an intrusion by the
master of the house.
Then he went and obtained the authority
he had pledged, and sent his servant up to
London with the letter, with instructions to
deliver it instantly into Stafford's own hand.
His distrust in the integrity of the postmaster's
daughter in such a matter prevented his send-
ing any further message by the wires than one
requesting Stafford to be at home to receive
his letter between twelve and one, when his
messenger might be exj)ected to arrive.
With a conscience clear enough for all
WAITING LADY CLAUDIA'S PLEASURE. 195
jDractical purposes^ he then mounted his horse,
rode over to the Dower House, and sent in his
card to Lady Julia Territon. Lady Julia was
probably well posted up : at any rate, she re-
ceived him with kindness and without surprise,
and, after the proper amount of conversation,
told him she believed he would find Claudia
in the morning-room. Would he stay to
lunch ? and would he excuse her if she re-
turned to her occupations? Eugene prevari-
cated about the lunch, for the invitation was
obviously, though tacitly, a contingent one, and
conceded the lady's excuses with as respect-
able a show of sincerity as was to be expected.
Then he turned his steps to the morning-room,
declining announcement, and knocked at the
door.
'' Oh, come in," said Claudia, in a tone
that clearly implied: "If you won't let me
alone and stay outside."
'' Perhaps she doesn't know who it is,''
thought Eugene, trying to comfort himself as
he opened the door.
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196
CHAPTER XII.
LADY CLAUDIA IS VEXED WITH MANKIND.
Of course she knew who it was, and her unm-
viting tone was a result of her knowledge.
We are yet awaiting a systematic treatise on
the psychology of woman: perhaps they will
some day be trained highly enough to analyse
themselves. Until this happens, we must wait ;
for no man unites the experience and the tem-
perament necessary. This could be proved, if
proof were required ; but, happily, proof of
assertions is not always required, and proof of
this one would lead us into a long digression,
bristling with disputable matter, and requiring
perhaps hardly less rare qualities than the task
of writing the treatise itself. The modest
scribe is reduced to telling how Claudia be-
haved, without pretending to tell why she be-
haved so, far less attempting to group her under
a general law. He is comforted in thus taking
a lower place by the thought that after all no-
body likes being grouped under general laws —
it is more interesting to be peculiar — and that
Claudia would have regarded such an attempt
with keen indignation ; and by the further
LADY CLAUDIA IS VEXED. 197
thought that if you once start on general laws,
there's no telling where you will stop. The
moment you get yours nicely formulated, your
neighbour comes along with a wider one, and
reduces it to a subordinate proposition, or even
to the humiliating status of a mere example.
Now even philosophers lose their temper when
this occurs, while ordinary mortals resort to
abuse. These dangers and temptations may
be conscientiously, and shall be scrupulously,
avoided.
Eugene advanced into the room with all
the assurance he could muster : he could muster
a good deal, but he felt he needed it every
bit, for Claudia's aspect was not conciliatory.
She greeted him with civility, and in reply to
his remark that being in the neighbourhood he
thought he might as well call, expressed her
gratification and hinted her surprise at his re-
membering to do so. She then sat down, and
for ten minutes by the clock talked fluently
and resolutely about an extraordinary variety
of totally uninteresting things. Eugene used
this breathing-space to recover himself. He
said nothing, or next to nothing, but waited
patiently for Claudia to run down. She
struggled desperately against exhaustion ; but
at last she could not avoid a pause. Eugene's
198 FATHER STAFFORD.
generalship had foreseen that this opening was
inevitable. Like Fabius he waited, and like
Fabius he struck.
'' I have been so completely out of the
world — out of my own world — for the last
month that I know nothing. Didn't even have
my letters sent on."
^' Fancy ! " said Lady Claudia.
'' I wish I had nov/."
Claudia was meant to say ''Why?" She
didn't, so he had to make the connection for
himself.
" I fomid one letter waiting for me that
was most important."
''Yes?" said Claudia, with polite but ob-
viously fatigued interest.
" It was from Miss Bernard."
" Fancy not having her letters sent on ! "
" You know what was in that letter. Lady
Claudia?"
" Oh, yes ; Rickmansworth told me. I don't
know if he ought to have. I am so very sorry,
Mr. Lane."
' ' From not getting the letter, I didn't know
for a month that I was free. I needn't shrink
from calling it freedom."
' ' As you were in America, it couldn't make
much difference whether you knew or not."
LADY CLAUDIA LS VEXED. 199
^^ I want you to know that I didn't know."
'^ Really you are very kind."
^' I was afraid you would think "
''Pray what?" asked Claudia in suspiciously
calm tones.
Eugene was conscious he was not putting
it in the happiest possible way ; however, there
was nothing for it but to go on now.
" Why, that — why, Claudia, that I shouldn't
rush to you the moment I was free."
Claudia was sitting on a sofa, and as he
said this Eugene came up and leant his hands
on the back of it. He thought he had done it
rather well at last. To his astonishment, she
leapt up.
" This is too much ! " she cried.
^' Why, what ? " exclaimed poor Eugene.
" To come and tell me to my face that
you're afraid I've been crvins^ for you for a
month past I "
" Of course I don't mean "
'^ Do I look very ill and worn ? " demanded
Claudia, with elaborate sarcasm. "Have I
faded away ? Make your mind easy, Mr. Lane.
You will not have another girl's death at your
door."
Eugene so far forgot himself as to stare at
the ceiling and exclaim, " Good God ! "
200 FATHER STAFFORD.
This appeared to add new fuel to the
flame.
'^ You come and tell a girl — all but in words
tell her — she was dying for love of you when
you were engaged to another girl : dying to
hear from you : dying to have you propose to
her ! And when she's mildly indignant you
use some profane expression, just as if you
had stated the most ordinary facts in the
world ! I am infinitely obliged for ^^our com-
passion, Mr. Lane."
'' I meant nothing of the sort. I only meant
that considering what had passed between
us "
'^ Passed between us ? "
'' Well, yes, at Millstead, you know."
'' Are you going to tell me I said anything
then, when I knew you were engaged to Kate ?
I suppose you will stop short of that ? "
Eugene wisely abandoned this line of argu-
ment. After all, most of the talking had been
on his side.
'' Why will you quarrel, Claudia? I came
here in as humble a frame of mind as ever man
came in."
^^ Your humility, Mr. Lane, is a peculiar
quality."
'' Won't you listen to me ?"
LADY CLAUDIA IS VEXED. 201
'' Have I refused to listen ? But no, I don't
want to listen noAv. You have made me too
angry."
'' Oh, but do listen just a little "
Claudia suddenly changed her tone — indeed,
her whole demeanour.
^' Not to-day," she said beseechingly, ^4'eally
not to-day. I won't tell you why, but not to-
day."
'' No time like the present," suggested
Eugene.
^' Do you know there is something you don't
allow for in women ? "
'' So it seems. What is that ? "
^' Just a little pride. No, I will not listen
to you ! " she added, with an imperious little
stamp of her foot, and a relapse into hostility.
^' May I come again ? "
''I don't know."
Eugene was not a patient man. He allowed
himself a shrug of the shoulders.
''• Are you about to congratulate me on
having ' bagged ' another ? "
^^ You're entirely hopeless to-day, and en-
tirely charming! " he said, ''li any girl but
you had treated me like this, I'd never come
near her again."
Claudia looked daggers.
202 FATHER STAFFORD.
'' Pray don't make me an exception to yom^
usual rule."
^ ' As it is, I shall go away now and come
back presently. You may then at least listen
to me. That's all I've asked you to do so far."
' ' I am bound to do that. I will some day.
But do go now."
^^ I will directly; but I want to speak to
you about something else."
'' Anything else in the world ! And on any
other subject I will be — charming — to you.
Sit down. What is it?"
'' It's about Stafford."
^^ Your friend Father Stafford ? What about
him ? "
'' He's coming down here."
^' Oh, how nice ! It will be a pleasant ref —
resource."
Eugene smiled.
'^ Don't mind saying what you mean — or
even what you don't mean ; that generally
gives people greater pleasure."
^' You're making me angry again."
'^ But what do you think he's coming for?"
^^ To see you, I suppose."
^' On the contrary. To see you."
^' Pray don't be absurd."
^^It's gospel truth, and very serious. He
LADY CLAUDIA IS VEXED. 203
is in loYG with you. No — wait, please. You
must forgive me speaking of it. But you
ought to know."
^'Father Stafford?"
''No other."
'' But he — he's not going to marry anybody.
He's taken a vow."
'' Yes. He's going to break it — if you'll
help him."
''You wouldn't make fun of this. Is it
true ? "
" Yes, it's desperately true. Now, I'm not
going to tell you any more, or say anything
more about it. He'll come and plead his own
cause. If you'd treated me differently, I
miglit have stopped him. As it is, he must
come now."
" Why do you assume I don't want him to
come ? "
" I assume nothing. I don't know whether
you'll make him happy or treat him as you've
treated me."
" I shan't treat him as I've treated you.
Eugene, is he — is he very unhappy about it ? "
"Yes, poor devil!" said Eugene bitterly.
" He's ready to give up this world and the next
for you."
" You think that strange ? "
204 FATHER STAFFORD.
Eugene shook his head with a smile.
" A man had given all other bliss
And all his worldly worth,"
he quoted. ^^ Stafford would give more than
that. Good-morning, Lady Claudia.''
"• Good-bye," she said. '' When is he
coming ? "
"^ To-day, I expect."
" Thank you."
'' Claudia, if you take him, you'll let me
know ? "
^' Yes, yes."
She seemed so absent and troubled that he
left her without more, and made his way to his
horse and down the drive, without giving a
thought to the contingent lunch.
^' She'll marry me if she doesn't marry him,"
he thought. '^ But, I say, I did make rather
an ass of myself ! " And he laughed gently and
ruefully over Claudia's wrath and his own
method of wooing. He would have laughed
much the same gentle and rueful laugh over his
own hanging, had such an unreasonable acci-
dent befallen him.
So far as the main subject of the interview
was concerned, Claudia was well pleased with
herself. Her indignation had responded very
LADY CLAUDIA IS VEXED. 205
satisfactorily to her call upon it, and had
enabled her to work off on Eugene her resent-
ment, not only for his own sins, but also for
annoyances for which he could not fairly be
held responsible. A patient lover must be a
most valuable safety-valve. And although
Eugene was not the most patient of his kind,
Claudia did not think that she had put more
upon him than he was able to bear — certainly
not more than he deserved to bear. She would
have dearly loved tlie luxury of refusing him,
and although she had not been able to make up
her mind to this extreme measure, she had, at
least, succeeded in infusing a spice of difficulty
into his wooing. She was so content with the
aspect of affairs in this direction that it did not
long detain her thoughts, and she found herself
pondering more on the disclosure Eugene had
made of Stafford's feelings than on his revela-
tion of his own. It is difficult, without the aid
of subtle distinctions, to say exactly what
degree of surprise she felt at the news. She
must, no doubt, have seen that Stafford was
greatly attracted to her, and probably she
would have felt that the description of his state
of mind as that of a man in love only erred to
the extent that a general description must err
when applied to a particular case. But she was
206 FATHER STAFFORD.
both surprised and disturbed at hearing that
Stafford intended to act upon his feelings, and
the very fact of her power having overcome
him did him evil service in her thoughts. The
secret of his charm for her lay exactly in the
attitude of renunciation tliat he was now
abandoning. She had been half inclined to
fall in love with him just because there was no
question of his falling in love with her. Her
feelings towards Eugene, which lay deeper
than she confessed, had prevented her actually
losing her heart, or doing more than contem-
plate the picture of her romantic passion,
banned by all manner of awful sanctions, as a
not uninteresting possibility. By abandoning
his position Stafford abandoned one great
source of strength. On the other hand, he no
doubt gained something. Claudia was not
insensible to that as23ect of the case which
Ayre had apprehended would influence her so
powerfully. She did perceive the halo of
romance ; and the idea of an Ajax defying
heavenly lightning for her sake had its
attractiveness. But Ayre, reasoning, as a man
is prone and perhaps obliged to do, from him-
self to another, had omitted to take account of
a factor in Claudia's mind about the existence
of which, even if it had been suggested to him.
LADY CLAUDIA 18 VEXED. 207
he would have been profoundly sceptical. Ay re
had never been able, or at least never given
himself the trouble, to understand how real a
thing Stafford's vow had been to him, and
what a struggle was necessary before he could
disregard it. He would have been still more
at a loss to appreciate the force which the same
vow exercised over Claudia. Stafford himself
had strengthened this feeling in her. Although
the subject of celibacy, and celibacy by oath,
had not been discussed openly between them,
yet in their numerous conversations Stafford
had not failed to respond to her sympathetic
invitations so far as to give himself full liberty
in descanting on the excellences of the life
he had chosen for himself. Every word he had
spoken in its praise now rose to condemn its
betrayal. And Claudia, who had been brought
up in entire removal from the spirit which
made Ayre and Eugene treat Stafford's vow as
one of the picturesque indiscretions of devotion,
was unable to look upon the breaking of it in
any other light than that of a falsehood and
an act of treachery. Religion was to her a
series of definite commands, and although her
temperament was not such as enabled or led
her to penetrate beneath the commands to the
reason of them, or emboldened her to rely on
208 FATHER STAFFORD,
the latter rather than the former, she had never
wavered in the view that at least these com-
mands may and should be observed, and that,
above all, by a man whose ^^rofession it was to
inculcate them. This much of genuine dis-
approval of Stafford's conduct she undoubtedly
felt ; and there it would be pleasant to leave
the matter. But in the commanding interest
of truth it must be added that this genuine
disapproval was, unconsciously perhaps to
herself, strengthened by more mundane feel-
ings, which would, if analysed, have been
resolved into a sense of resentment against
Stafford. He had come to her as it were
under false pretences. Relying on his peculiar
position, she had allowed herself, without
scruple, a freedom and expansion in her rela-
tions towards him that she would have con-
demned, though perhaps not abstained from,
had he stood exactly where other men stood ;
and she felt that if charged with encouraging
him and fostering a delusion in his mind, her
defence, though in reality a good one, was not
one which the world would accept as justifying
her. She could not openly plead that she had
flirted with him, because she had never thought
he would flirt with her, or allowed him to
believe she entertained a deeper regard for him
LADY CLAUDIA IS VEXED. 209
than she did because he could be supposed
to feel none for her. Yet that was the trutli ;
and 23erhaj)s it was a good defence. And
Claudia was resentful because she could not
defend herself by using it, and her resentment
settled u|)on the ultimate cause of her per-
plexities.
When Eugene got back to Territon Park he
was received by the brothers with unaffected
interest. They were passing the morning in
an exhaustive medical inspection of the dogs,
but they left even this engrossing occu2:)ation,
and sauntered out to meet him.
^^Well, what luck?" asked Hickmans-
worth.
" The debate is adjourned," answered
Eugene.
^' Did Clau make herself agreeable ? "
^^ Well, no; in fact, she made herself as
disagreeable as she knew how."
'^ Raised Cain, did she?" inquired Bob
sympathetically.
" Something of the sort : but I think it's all
right."
" You play up, old man," said Bob.
'^ Well, but what the devil are we to do
with this parson ? " Lord Rickmansworth de-
manded. '' He'll be here after lunch, you
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210 FATHER STAFFORD.
know. You are an ass, Eugene, to bring him
down ! "
^' I'm not quite sure, you know, that he
won't persuade her."
'' Why didn't you settle it this morning ? "
^^My dear fellow, she was impossible this
morning."
" Oh, bosh ! " said his lordship. '' Now, I'll
tell you what you ought to have done "
" Oh, shut up, Rick ! What do you know
about it ? Stafford must try his luck, if he
likes. Don't you fellows bother about him.
I'll see him when he comes down."
'' Would it be infernally uncivil if we
happened to be out in the tandem ? " suggested
Rickm an s worth.
^^ I expect he'd be rather glad."
" Then we will be out in the tandem. If
you kill him, or the other way, just do it out-
side, will you, so as not to make a mess ? Now
we'll lunch, and then. Bob, my boy, we'll
evaporate."
It was about three o'clock when Stafford
arrived. He had managed to catch the 1.30
from London, and must have started the
moment he had read his letter. He was shown
into the bilHard-room, where Eugene was rest-
lessly smoking a cigar.
LADY CLAUDIA IS VEXED. 21]
He came swiftly up, and held out his hand,
lO*.
saying,
'^ This is like you, my dear old fellow.
Not another man in England would have
done it."
'^ Nonsense I " replied Eugene. '^ I ought to
have done more."
'^More? How?"
^'I ought to have waited till you came
before I went to see her."
'' No, no ; that would have been too
much."
He was quite calm and cool ; apparently
there was nothing on his mind, and he spoke
of Eugene's visit as if it concerned him little.
" I daresay you're surprised at all this," he
continued, '^ but I can't talk about that now.
It would upset me again. Besides, there's no
time."
^' Why no time?"
^^ I must go straight over and see her."
^' My dear Charley, are you set on going ? "
'^ Of course. I came for that pm-pose.
You know how sorry I am we are rivals ; but I
agree with what you said — we needn't be
enemies."
^' It wasn't that I meant. But you don't
ask how I fared."
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212 FATHER STAFFORD.
" Well, I was expecting you would tell me,
if there was anything to tell."
'^ I went, you know, to ask her to be my
wife."
Stafford nodded.
''Well, did you?"
'' No, not exactly."
''I thought not."
" I tried to — I mean I wasn't kept back by
loyalty to you — you mustn't think that. But
she wouldn't let me."
''I thought she wouldn't."
Euo^ene beo^an to understand his state of
mind. In another man such confidence would
have made him angry ; but he had only pity
for Stafford.
'' I must try and make him understand," he
thought.
"Charley," he began, ''I don't think you
quite follow, and it's not very easy to explain.
She didn't refuse me."
'' Well, no, if you didn't ask," said Stafford,
with a slight smile.
'' And she didn't stop me in — in that way.
Look here, old fellow : it's no use beating about
the bush. I believe she means to have me."
Stafford said nothing.
'' But I don't say that to put you off going,
LADY CLAUDIA IS VEXED. 213
because I'm not sure. But I believe she does.
And you ought to know what I think. 1 tell
you all I know."
" Do you tell me not to go ? "
^' I can't do that. I only tell you what I
believe."
'^ She said nothing of the sort ? "
^'No — nothing explicit."
^ ' Merely declined to listen ? ' '
'' Yes — but in a way."
^'My dear Eugene, aren't you deceiving
yourself ? ' '
"I think not. I think, you know, you're
deceiving yourself."
They looked at one another, and suddenly
both men smiled.
^'I want to spare you," said Eugene;
^^but it sounds a little absurd."
'' The sooner I go the better," said Stafford.
' ' I must tell you, old fellow, I go in confident
hope. If I am wrong "
"Yes?"
''Everything is over I Would you feel
that?"
Eugene was always honest with Stafford.
He searched his heart.
" I should be cut up," he said. " But no —
not that."
214 FATHER STAFFORD.
Stafford smiled sadly.
'^ How I wish I could do things by halves! "
he exclaimed.
^' You will come back ? "
^^I'll leave a line for you as I go by.
Whatever happens, you have treated me well."
^' Good-bye, old man. I can't say good
luck. When shall I see you ? "
'^ That depends/' said Stafford.
Eugene showed him the road to the Dower
House, and he set out at a brisk walk.
215
CHAPTER XIII.
A lover's fate and a friend's counsel.
It was about half-past three when Stafford
left Territon Park ; about tlie same hour Claudia
sallied forth from the Dower House to take
her constitutional. When two people start to
walk at the same time from opposite ends of
the same road, barring accidents, they meet
somewhere about the middle. In accordance
with this law, when Claudia was about two miles
from home, walking along the path through
the dense woods of Territon Park, she saw
Stafford coming towards her. There were no
means of escape, and with a sigh of resignation
she sat down on a rustic seat and awaited
his approach. He saw her as soon as she saw
him, and came up to her without any embar-
rassment.
'' 1 am lucky," he said. " 1 was going over
to see you."
Claudia had given some thought to this inter-
view, and had determined on her best course.
" Mr. Lane told me you were coming."
'' Dear old Eugene ! "
^' But I hoped you would not."
216 FATHER STAFFORD.
^^ Don't let us begin at the end. I haven't
seen you since I left Mills tead. Were you
surprised at my going ? "
" I was rather surprised at the way you
went."
'^ I thought you would understand it. Now,
honestly, didn't you ? "
'' Perhaps I did."
" I thought so. You had seen what I only
saw that very night. You understood "
'' Please, Father Stafford "
'' Say Mr. Stafford."
'' No. I know you as Father Stafford, and
I like that best."
'^ As you will — for the present. You knew
how I stood. You saw I loved you — no, I am
going on — and yet felt myself bound not to
tell you."
'^ I saw nothing of the kind. It never
entered my head."
''Claudia, is it possible? Did you never
think of it ? "
'' As nothing more than a possibility — and
a very unhappy possibility."
'' Why unhappy ? " he asked, and his voice
was very tender.
'' To begin with, you could never love any-
one."
A LOVER'S FATE. 217
^^ I have swept all that on one side. That
is over."
^' How can it be over ? You had sworn."
'' Yes ; but it is over."
^^ Dare you break yoiu* vow ? "
^^ If I dare, who else dare question me ?
Have I not counted the cost ? "
^' Nothino^ can make it rif^ht."
^' Why talk of that ? It is my sin and my
concern."
'^ You destroy all my esteem for you."
^^ I ask for love, not for esteem. Esteem
between you and me ! I love you more than
all the world."
''Ah! don't say that ! "
'' Yes, more than my soul. And you talk
of esteem ! Ah ! you don't know what a man's
love is."
'' I never thought of you as making love."
'^ I think now of nothing else. Why
should I trouble you with my struggles ? Now
I am free to love — and you, Claudia, are free
to return my love."
'' Did you think I was in love with you ? "
" Yes," said Stafford. '' But you knew my
promise, and did not let yourself see your own
feelings. Ah, Claudia ! if it is only the
promise ! "
218 FATHER STAFFORD.
^' It isn't only the promise. You have
no right to speak like that. I should never
have done as I did if I'd even thought of you
like that."
^' What do you mean by saying it's not only
the promise ? "
^' Why, that I don't love you — I never did
— oh, what a wretched thing! " And she rose
and paced about, clasping her hands.
Stafford was very pale now, but very quiet.
'' You never loved me ? "
'' No."
^' But you will. You must, when you know
my love "
^^No."
^' Yes, but you will. Let me tell you what
you are "
^'No, I never can."
^^s it true? Why?"
'' Because — oh ! don't you see ? ''
"No. Wasn't it because you loved me that
you wouldn't let Eugene speak? "
"No, no, no ! "
"Claudia," he cried, clasping her wrist,
" were you playing with him ? "
No answer seemed j^ossible but the truth.
"Yes," she said, bowing her head.
" And playing with me? "
A LOVER'S FATE. 219
^' No, that's unjust. I never did. I
thought ' '
" You thought I was beyond hurt ? "
'' I suppose so. You set up to be."
^^Yes, I set up to be," he said bitterly.
^^And the truth — in God's name let us have
truth — is that you love him ? "
^^Have you no pity ? Why do you press
me ? "
' ^ I will not press you ; God forbid I should
trouble you ! But is this the end ? "
^^Yes."
'^ Is it final — no hope? Think what it
means to me."
''If I do care for Mr. Lane, is this friendly
to him?"
''I am beyond friendship, as I am beyond
conscience. Claudia, turn to me. No man
ever loved as I do."
''I can't help it," she said; ''I can't help
it!"
Stafford sank down on the seat and sat there
for a moment without speaking. Claudia was
awed at the look on his face.
'' Don't look like that ! " she cried. '' You
look like a man lost."
''Yes, lost!" he echoed. "All lost— all
lost — and for nothing ! "
220 FATHER STAFFORD.
Silence followed for a long time. Then he
roused himself, and looked at her. Claudia's
eyes were full of tears.
^^It's not your fault, my sweet lady," he
said gently. '' You are pure and bright and
beautiful, as you ever were, and I have raved
and frightened you. Well, I will go."
" Go where ? "
'^ Where ? I don't know yet."
'^I am so very, very sorry. But you must
try — you must forget about it."
He smiled.
" Yes, I must forget about it."
*^ You will be yourself again — your old
self — not weak like this, but giving others
strength."
'' Yes," he said again, humouring her.
'' Surely you can do it — you who had such
strength. And don't think hardly of me."
'^ I think of you as I used to think of God,"
he said ; and bent and kissed her hand.
'^ Oh, hush ! " she cried. '' Pray don't ! "
He kissed her hand once again, and then
straightened himself, and said,
' ' Now I am going. You must forget —
or remember Millstead, not Territon. And
I "
u
Yes, and you ? "
A LOVER'S FATE. 221
^^ I will go too where I may find forgetful-
ness. Good-bye."
^' Good-bye," said Claudia, and gave him
her hand again, her heart full of j^ity and
almost of love. He turned on his heel, and she
stood and watched him go. For a moment a
sudden thoutyht flaslied throuo^h her head.
^^ Shall I call him back? Shall I ever find
such love as his ? "
She started a step forward, but stopped
again.
"No, I do not love him," she said. "And
I do love my careless Eugene. But God com-
fort him ! God, comfort him ! "
And so standing and praying for him, she
let him go.
And he went, with no falter in his step and
never a look backward. This thing also had
he set behind him.
Claudia still stood fixed on the spot where
he had left her. Then she sat down on the
seat, and gave herself up to memories of their
walks and talks at Millstead.
"Why need he spoil it all?" she cried.
" Why need he give me a sad memory, when I
had such a pleasant one ? Oh, how foolish
they are ! W^hat a pity it's Eugene, and not
him ! Eugene would never have looked like
222 FATHER STAFFORD.
that. He'd have made a bitter little speech,
and then a pretty little speech, and smoothed
his feathers and flown away. But still it is
Eugene ! Oh, dear, I shall never be quite
happy again ! "
We may reasonably, nay confidently, hope
that this was looking at the black side of things.
It is pleasant to act a little to ourselves now
and then. The little pieces are thrilling, and
they don't last much longer than their counter-
parts upon the stage. With most of us the
curtain falls very punctually, leaving time for
a merry supper, wdiere we forget the headache
and the thousand natural and unnatural ills
that passed in our sight before the green baize
let fall its merciful veil.
Stafford pursued his way through the
woods. Arriving at the lodge gates, he stopped
abruptly, remembering his promise to Eugene.
He saw a little fellow playing about, and called
to him.
^' Do you know Mr. Lane, my boy?" he
asked.
^^ Yes, sir," said the child.
^^Then I'll give you something to take to
him."
He took a card out of his pocket and wrote
on it : ' ^ You were right. I am going to
A LOVER'S FATE. 223
London ; " and giving it, with a sixj)ence, to his
messenger, resumed his journey to the station.
He was stunned. It cannot be denied that
he had been blindly hopeful, blindly confident.
He had persuaded himself that his love for
Claudia could be nothing but the outcome of a
natural bond between them that must produce
a like feeling in her. He had attributed to her
the depth and intensity of emotion that he
found in himself. He had seen in her not
merely a girl of more than common quickness,
and perhaps more than common capacity, but
a great nature ready to respond to a great
passion in another. She had much to give to
the man she loved ; but Stafford asked even
more than was hers to bestow. He had
deceived himself, and the delusion was still
upon him. He was conscious only of an utter
hopeless void. He had removed all to make
room for Claudia, and Claudia refused to fill
the vacant place. With all the will in the
world she could not have filled it ; but no such
thought as this came to console Stafford. He
saw his joy, but was forbidden to reach out his
hand and pluck it. His life lay in the hollow of
her hand, to grant or withhold, and she had
closed her grasp upon it.
He did not rest until he reached his hotel,
224 FATHER STAFFORD.
for he felt a longing to be able to sit down
quietly and think it all over. He fancied that
when lie reached his own little room, the cloud
that now seemed to hang over all his faculties
would disperse, and he would see some plain
road before him. In this he was not altogether
disappointed, for it did become clear to him, as
he sat in his chair, that the question he had to
solve was whether he could now find any
motive strong enough to keej) him in life. He
realised tliat Claudia's action must be accepted
as a final destruction of his short dream of
happiness. He felt that he could not go back
to his old life, much less to his old attitude of
mind, as if nothing had happened — as if he
were an unchanged man, save for one sorrow-
ful memory. The transformation had been too
thorough for that. He had almost hoped that
he would find himself the subject of some
sudden revulsion of feeling, some uncontroll-
able fit of remorse, which would restore him,
beaten and bruised, to his old refuge ; but had
his hope been realised, his sense of relief
would, he knew, have been mingled with a
measure of contempt for a mind so completely
a prey to transient emotions. His nature was
not of that sort, and he could not by a spasm
of penitence nullify the events of the last few
A LOVER'S FATE. 225
months. He must accept himself as altered by
what he had gone through. Was there, then,
any life left for the man he was now ?
Undoubtedly, the easiest tiling was to bid a
quiet good-bye to the life he had so mis-
managed. He had never in old days been
wedded to life. He had learnt always to regard
it rather as a necessary evil than as a thing
desirable in itself. Its momentary sweetness
]eft it more bitter still. There would be a
physical pang, inevitable to a strong man, full
of health. But this he was ready to face ; and
now, in leaving life he would leave behind
nothing he regretted. The religious condem-
nation of suicide, which in former days would
not have decided but prevented such a discus-
sion in his mind, now weighed little with him.
No doubt it would be an act of cowardice : but
he had been guilty of such a much more
flagrant treachery and desertion, that the
added sin seemed a small matter. He felt that
to boggle over it would be like condemning a
murderer for trying to cheat the gallows. But
still, there was the natural dislike of an
acknowledgment of utter defeat ; and, added to
this, the bitter reluctance a man of ability feels
at the idea of his powers ceasing to be active,
and himself ceasing to be. The instinct of life
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226 FATHER STAFFORD.
was strong in him, though his reason seemed to
tell him there was no way in which his life
could be used.
'' It's better to go ! " he exclaimed at last,
after long hours of conflicting meditation.
It was getting late in the evening. Eleven
o'clock had struck, and he thought he would go
to bed. He was very tired and worn out, and
decided to put off further questions till the
next day. '
After all, there was no hurry. He knew
the worst now : the blow had been struck, and
only the dull unending pain was with him — and
would be till the hour came when he should
free himself from it. He resolutely turned his
mind away from Claudia. He could not bear
to think about her. If only he could manage
to think about nothing for an hour, sleep would
come.
He rose to take his candle, but at the same
moment a waiter opened the door.
'^ A gentleman to see you, sir."
^^ To see me? Who is it?"
^'He says his name's Ayre, and he hopes
you'll see him "
^^I can't see him at this time of night,"
said Stafford, with the petulance of weariness.
Why did the man bother him ?
A FRIEND'S COUNSEL. 227
But Ayre had followed close on his
messenger, and entered the room as Staiiord
spoke.
^' Pray forgive me, Mr. Stafford," he said,
^^for intruding on you so unceremoniously."
Stafford received him with courtesy, but
did not succeed in concealing his questioning
as to the motive of the visit.
Ayre took the chair his host gave him.
'' You think this a very strange proceeding
on my part, I daresay ? ' '
'^ How did you know I was here ? "
^^I had a wire from Eugene Lane. I'm
afraid I seem to be taking a liberty ; and that's
a thing I hate doing. But I was most anxious
to see you."
" Has Eugene any news ? "
" What he says is this : ' It has happened as
we feared. I am uneasy about him. Can you
see him to-night ' ? "
^'I suppose, then, my fortune is known to
you ? "
''Yes; I wish I had seen you before you
went. Do you mind my interfering ? "
''No, not now. You could have done no
good before."
" I could have told you it was no use."
" I shouldn't have believed you."
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228 FATHER STAFFORD.
^'I suj)pose you were bound to try it for
yourself. . Now you think I don't understand
your feelings."
^'I suppose most people think they know
how a man feels when he's crossed in love,"
said Stafford, trying to speak lightly.
'^ That's not the only thing with you."
^^No, it isn't," he replied, a little surprised.
^^ I feel rather responsible for it all, you
know. I was at the bottom of Morewood's
showing you that picture."
'' It must have dawned on me sooner or
later."
^^I don't know. But, yes — I expect so.
You're hard hit."
Stafford smiled.
^'Hard hit about her; and harder hit
because it was a plunge to go into it at all."
'' You're quite right."
^' Of course I can't go into that side of it
very much, but I think I know more or less
how you feel."
'' I really think you do. It surprises me."
^^ Yes. But, Stafford, may I go on taking
liberties ? "
'' I believe you're my friend. Let us put
that sort of question out of the way. Why
have you come ? "
A FEIENL'S COUNSEL. 229
^^ What does lie mean by sa}dng he's uneasy
about you ? "
'^ It's the old fellow's love for me."
Ayre was silent for a moment. Then he
asked abruptly,
^^ What are you going to do ? "
'' I have hardly had time to look round
yet."
^^Wliy should it make any difference to
you ? "
Stafford was puzzled. He thought Ayre
had really recognised the state of his mind.
He was inclined to think so still. But how,
then, could he ask such a question ?
'' You've had your holiday," Kjicq went on
calmly, "• and a precious bad use you've made
of it. Why not go back to work now ? "
^^ As if nothing had happened ? " This was
the very suggestion he had made to himself,
and scornfully rejected.
'^ You think you're utterly smashed, of
course — I know what a facer it can be — and
you're just the man to take it very hard.
Stafford, I'm sorry." And with a sudden
imjDulse he held out his hand.
Stafford grasped it. The sympathy almost
broke him down. ^' She is all the world to
me," he said.
230 FATHER STAFFORD.
^' Aye, but be a man. You have your work
to do."
^'No, I have no work to do. I threw all
that away."
'' I expected you'd say that."
^'I know, of course, what you think of it.
In your view, that vow of mine was nonsense
— a part of the high-falutin' way I took
everything in. Isn't that so ? "
^^I didn't come here to try and persuade
you to think as I do about such things. I am
not so fond of my position that I need prose-
lytise. But I want you to look into yours."
''Mine is only too clear. I have given up
everything and got nothing. It's this way :
all the heart is out of me. If I went back to
my work I should be a sham."
'' I don't see that. May I smoke ? "
He lighted a cigar, and sat quiet for a few
seconds.
'' I suppose," he resumed, '' you still believe
what you used to teach ? "
' ' Certainly, that is — yes, I believe it. But
it isn't part of me as it was."
'' Ah ! but you think it's true ? "
''I remain perfectly satisfied with the de-
monstration of its truth — only I have lost the
faith that is above knowledge."
A FRIEND'S COUNSEL. 231
It was evidently only with an effort that
Ayre repressed a sarcasm. Stafford saw his
difficulty.
^' You don't follow that?"
'^I have heard it spoken of before. But,
after all, it's beside the point. You believe
the things so that, as far as honesty goes, you
could still teach them ? "
'' Certainly I should believe every dogma I
taught."
^' Including the dogma that people ought to
be good ? "
^'Including that," answered Stafford, with
a smile.
^'I don't see what more you want," said
Sir Roderick, with an air of finality.
Stafford felt himself, against his will,
growing more cheerful. In fact, it was a
pleasure to him to exercise his brains once
again, instead of being the slave of his emo-
tions. Ayre had anticipated such a result
from their conversation.
''Everything more," he said. ''Personal
holiness is at the bottom of it all."
" The best thing, I daresay," Ayre con-
ceded. "But indispensable? Besides, you
have it."
" Never again."
2S2 FATHER STAFFORD.
^' Yes, 1 say — in all essentials."
'' I can't do it. Ali, Ayre! it's all empty to
nie now."
"For God's sake, be a man! Is there
nothing on earth to be but a saint or a
husband ? "
Stafford looked at him inquiringly.
''Heavens, man! have you no ambition?
Here you are, with ten men's brains, and you
sit — I don't know how you sit — in sackcloth,
clearly, but whether for heaven or for Claudia
I don't know. You think it odd to hear me
preach ambition ? I'm a lazy devil ; but I
have some power. Yes, I'm in my way a
power. I might have been a greater. You
might be a greater than ever I could."
Stafford listened.
" Do good if you can," Ayre went on ;
"and you can. But do something. Don't
tln^ow up the sponge because you liad one fall.
!Make yourself something to live for."
" In the Church ? "
"Yes — that suits you best. Your own
Church or another. I've often wondered Avhy
you don't try the other."
" I've been very near trying it before now."
"It's a splendid field. Glorious! You
might do anything."
A FBIEXD'S COUNSEL. 233
Stafford was silent, and Ayre sat regarding
liim closely.
'^ Use my office for personal ambition?" he
asked at last.
''Pray don't talk cant. Do some good
work, and raise yourself liigh enough to do
more."
'' I doubt that motive."
''Never mind the motive. Do, man, do,
and don't puke. Leave Eugene to lounge
through life. He does it nicely. You're
made for more."
Stafford looked up at him as he laid a hand
on his shoulder.
"It's all misery," he said.
"Now, yes. But not always.'^
"And it's not what I meant."
"No, you meant to be a saint. Many of
us do."
"I feel what you mean, but I have
scruples."
Ayre looked at him curiously.
"You're not a man of scruples really," he
said ; " you'll get over them."
" Is that a compliment ? "
" Depends on whom you ask. You'll think
of it ? Think of what you might do and be.
Now I'm off."
234 FATHER STAFFORD.
Stafford rose to show liim out.
" I'm not sure whether I ous^ht to thank
you," he said.
^^ Youwillthmkof it?"
'' Yes."
^^ And you won't kill yourself without see-
ing me again ? "
^^ You were afraid of that ? "
'^ Yes. Was I wrong ? "
'' No."
'^ You won't, then, without seeing me
again ? "
^^No ; I promise."
Ayre found his way downstairs, and into
the street.
" It will work," he said to himself. ^' If
the Humane Society did its duty, I should have
a gold medal. I have saved a life to-night —
and a life worth saving."
And Stafford, instead of going to bed, sat
in his cliair again, pondering the new things
in his heart.
235
CHAPTER XIV.
SOME PEOPLE ARE AS FORTUNATE AS THEY DESERVE
TO BE.
Eugene Lane had been rather puzzled by
Claudia's latest proceedings. On the morrow
of her interview with Stafford he had received
from her an incoherent note, in which she
took grave blame to herself for ^' this unhappy
occurrence," and intimated that it would be
long before she could bear to discuss any
question pending between herself and her cor-
respondent. Eugene was not disposed to
acquiesce in this decision. He had done as
much as honour and friendship demanded, and
saw no reason why his own happiness should
be longer delayed : for he had little doubt that
Stafford's rebuff meant his own success. He
could not, however, persist in seeking Claudia
after her declaration of unwillingness to be
sought ; and he departed from Territon Park
in some degree of dudgeon. All this sort of
thing seemed to him to have a touch of the
theatre about it. But Claudia took it seri-
ously ; she did not forbid him to write to her,
but she answered none of his letters, and Lord
Rickmansworth, whom he encountered at one
236 FATHER STAFFORD.
of the October race-meetings, gave him to
understand that she Avas living a life of seclu-
sion at Territon Park. Rickmansworth openly
scoffed at this behaviour, and Eugene did not
know whether to be pleased at finding his
views agreed with, or angry at hearing his
mistress' whims treated with fraternal dis-
respect. Ultimately, he found himself, imder
the influence of lunch, coinciding with Rick-
mansworth's dictum, that girls rather liked
making fools of themselves, and that Claudia
was no better than the rest. It was one of
Eugene's misfortunes that he could not clierish
illusions about his friends, unless his feehng
towards Stafford must be ranked as an illusion.
About the latter he had heard nothing, excejDt for
a short note from Sir Roderick, telling him that
no tragedy of a violent character need now be
feared. He was anxious to see Ayre and learn
what had passed, but that gentleman had also
vanished to recruit at a German bath after his
arduous labours.
It was mid-November before any jDrogress
was made in the matter. Eugene was in
London, and so were very many people, for
Parliament met in the autumn that year, and
the season before Christmas was more active
than usual. He had met Haddington about
EUGENE IS IMPATIENT. 237
the House, and congratulated him with a fer-
vour and sincerity that had made the recipient
of his blessings positively uneasy. Why should
Lane be so uncommonly glad to get rid of
Kate? thought the happy man who had won
her from him. It really looked as if there were
something more than met the eye. Eugene
detected this idea in Haddington's mind, and
it caused him keen amusement. Kate also he
had encountered, and their meeting had been
marked by the ceremonious friendship de-
manded by the circumstances. The flavour of
diplomacy imparted to private life by these
episodes had not, however, been strong enough
to prevent Eugene being very bored. He was
growing from day to day less patient of
Claudia's invisibility, and he expressed his
feeling very plainly one day to Rickmans-
worth, whom he happened to encounter in the
outer lobby, as the noble lord was finding his
way to the unwonted haunt of the House of
Lords, thereto attracted by a debate on the
proper precautions it behoved the nation to
take against pleuro-pneumonia.
"Surprising," he said, "what interesting
subjects the old buffers get hold of now and
then ! Come and hear 'em, old man."
" The Lord forbid ! " said Eugene. " But
238 FATHER STAFFORD.
I want to say a word to you, Eick, about
Claudia. I can't stand this much longer."
'' I wouldn't," said Rickmansworth, ^^if I
were you ; but it isn't my fault."
*^ It's absurd treating me like this because
of Stafford's affair."
^^Well, why don't you go and call in
Grosvenor Square? She's there with Aunt
Julia.''
'' I will. Do you think she'll see me ? "
^' My dear fellow, I don't know ; only if I
wanted to see a girl, I bet she 'd see me."
Eugene smiled at his friend's indomitable
self-confidence, and let him fly to the arms
of pleuro-pneumonia. He then dispensed with
his own presence in his branch of the Legis-
lature, and took his way towards Grosvenor
Square, where Lord Rickmans worth's town
house was.
Lady Claudia was not at home. She had
gone with her aunt earlier in the day to give
Mr. Morewood a sitting. Mr. Morewood was
painting her portrait.
'^ I expect they've stayed to tea. I haven't
seen old Morewood for no end of a time.
Gad! I'll go to tea.^'
And he got into a hansom and went, won-
dering with some amusement how Claudia had
EUGENE IS IMPATIENT. 239
persuaded Morewood to paint her. It turned
out, however, that the transaction was of a
purely commercial character. Rickmans worth,
having been very successful at the race-meet-
ing above referred to, had been minded to
give his sister a present, and she had chosen
her own head on a canvas. The price offered
was such that Morewood could not refuse ; but
he had in the course of the sitting greatly
annoyed Claudia by mentioning incidentally
that her face did not interest him and was,
in fact, such a face as he would never have
painted but for the pressure of penury.
'' Why doesn't it interest you ? " asked she,
in pardonable irritation.
''I don't know. It's — but I daresay it's
my fault," he replied, in that tone which
clearly implies the opposite of what is asserted.
^' It must be, I think," said Claudia gently.
^* You see, it interests so many people, Mr.
Morewood."
^^Not artists."
'' Dear me ! no ! "
^'Whom then?"
'' Oh, the nobility and gentry."
^' And clergy ? "
A shadow passed across her face — but a
fleeting shadow.
240 FATHER STAFFORD.
^' You paint very slowly," she said.
^^ I do when I am not inspired. I hate
painting young women.''
^^Oh! Why?"
'' They're not meant to be painted ; they're
meant to be kissed."
^' Does the one exclude the other ? "
^^ That's for you to say," said More wood,
with a grin.
'' I think they're meant to be painted by
some people, and kissed by other people. Let
the cobbler stick to his last, Mr. Morewood."
^^ I wonder if you'll stick to your last,"
said Morewood.
Claudia decided that she had better not see
this joke, if the contemptible quip could be so
called. It was very impertinent, and she had
no retort ready. She revenged herself by
declaring her sitting at an end, and inviting
herself and her aunt to stay to tea.
^' I've got no end of work to do," Morewood
protested.
^^ Surely tea is compris?^'' she asked, with
raised eyebrows. ^' We shan't stay more than
an hour."
Morewood groaned, but ordered tea. After
all, it was too dark to paint, and — well, she was
amusing.
EUGENE IS IMPATIENT. 241
Eugene arrived almost at the same moment
as tea. Morewood was glad to see him, and
went as near showing it as he ever did. Lady-
Julia received him with effusion, Claudia with
dignity.
^' I have pursued you from Grrosvenor Square,
Lady Julia," he said. ^' I didn't come to see
old Morewood, you know."
'' As much as to see me, I daresay," said
Lady Julia in an aside.
Eugene protested with a shake of the head,
and Morewood carried him off to have such
inspection of the picture as artihcial light could
afford.
^' You've got her very well."
^' Yes, pretty well. It's a bright little shal-
low face."
" Gro to the devil ! " said Eugene, in strong
indiornation.
^^I only said that to draw you. There is
something in the girl — but not overmuch, you
know."
''There's all I want."
"Oh, I should think so. Heard anything
of Stafford?"
"' No, except that he's gone off somewhere
alone again. He wrote to Ayre; Ayre told
me. He and Ayre are very thick now."
p
242 FATHER STAFFORD.
^' A queer combination."
'^ Yes. I wonder what they'll make of one
another ! '^
Morewood was a good-natured man at
bottom, and after a few minutes' more talk he
carried off Aunt Julia to look at his etchings.
^'So I have run you down at last?" said
Eugene to Claudia.
'^ I told you I didn't want to see you."
^^ I know. But that was a month ago."
'^ I was very much upset."
^' So was I, awfully ! "
'' Do you think it was my fault, Mr.
Lane ? "
''Not a bit. So far as it was anybody's
fault, it was mine."
'' How yours ? "
'' Well, you see, he thought "
''Yes, I see. You needn't go on. He
thought you were out of the question, and
therefore "
' ' Now, Lady Claudia, are you going to
quarrel again ? "
" No, I don't think so. Only you are so
annoying. Is he in great trouble ? "
" He was. I think he's better now. But it
was a terrible blow to him, as it would be to
any one."
EUGENE IS IMPATIENT. 24?
^^ To you?"
'' It Avould be death ! "
^' Nonsense I " said Claudia. ^' What is he
going to do ? "
'^ I don't know. I think he will go back to
work."
'' I never intended any harm."
'^ You never do."
'' You mean I do it ? Pray don't try to be
desperate and romantic, Mr. Lane. It's not in
your line."
^' It's curious I can never get credit for deep
feeling. I have spent a miserable month."
" So have I."
'^ Because I could not see the person I love
best in the world."
'^ Ah I that wasn't my reason."
^^ Claudia, you must give me an answer."
Claudia rose, and joined her aunt and More-
wood. She gave Eugene no further oppor-
tunity for private conversation, and soon after
the ladies took their leave. As Eugene shook
hands with Claudia, he said,
'^ May I call to-morrow ? "
'^ You are a little unkind ; but you may."
And she rapidly passed on to Morewood, and
with much sparring made an appointment for
her next sitting.
p 2
244 . FATHER STAFFORD.
^' Why does she fence so with me?" he
asked the painter, as he took his hat.
" What's the harm ? You know you enjoy
it."
''1 don't."
But it is very possible he did.
The next day Eugene took advantage of
Claudia's permission. He went to Grosvenor
Square, and asked boldly for Lady Claudia.
He Avas shown into the drawing-room. After
a time Claudia came to him.
''I have come for my answer," he said,
taking her hand.
Claudia was looking grave.
''You know the answer," she said. ''It
must be ' Yes.' "
Eugene drew her to him and kissed her.
"But you say 'Yes' as if it gave you
pain."
" So it does, in a way."
"You don't like being conquered even by
your own prisoner ? "
"It's not that: that is, I think, rather a
namby-pamby feeling. At any rate, I don't
feel it."
" What is it, then ? You don't care enough
for me ? "
"Ah, I care too much ! " she cried. "Eugene,
THE REWARD OF DEVOTION. 245
I wish I could have loved Father Stafford, and
not you."
^' Why so?"
^^ I was at the very centre of his life. I don't
think I am more than on the fringe of yours."
' ' A very priceless fringe to a very worth-
less fabric ! " said he, kissing her hand'.
"Yes," she answered, witli a smile, "you
are perfect in that. You might give lessons in
amatory deportment."
" Out of a full heart the mouth speaketh."
"Ah! does it? May not a lover be too
point- de- vice in his speeches as well as in his
accoutrements? Father Stafford came to mo
pale, yes, trembling, and with rugged words."
" I am not the man that Stafford is — save
for my lady's favour."
" And you came in confidence ? "
" You had let me hope."
" You have known it for a long Avhile. I
don't trust you, you know, but I must. Will
you treat me as you treated Kate ? "
"Slander!" cried he gaily, "I didn't
' treat ' Kate. Kate ^ treated ' me."
" Poor fellow ! "
He had sat down in a low chair close to
hers, and she bent down and kissed him on the
forehead.
246 FATHER STAFFORD.
" At least, I don't think you'll like any one
better than you like me, and I must be content
with that."
'' I have worshipped you for years. Was
ever beauty so exacting ? "
'' With lucid intervals ? "
'' Never a moment. A sense of duty once
led me astray — dynastic considerations — a suit-
able cousin."
'^ Yes ; and I suppose a moonlight night."
^^ Pereani quae ante te ! You know a little
Latin ? "
'^ I think I'd better not just now."
'' You may want it for yourself, you know,
with a change of gender. But we'll not bandy
recriminations."
" I wasn't joking."
"" Not when you began ; but with me all
your troubles shall end in jokes, and every tear
in a smile. Claudia, I never knew you so
alarmingly serious before."
^' Well, I won't be serious any more. The
fatal deed is done."
^'And I may say ^Claudia' now without
fear of any one ? "
^' You will be able to say it for about the
next fifty years. I hope you won't get tired of
it. Eugene, try to get tired of me last of all."
THE REWARD OF DEVOTIOX. 247
" Never while I live ! You are a perpetual
refreshment."
^^ A lofty function!"
'^ And the spring of all my life. Let us
be happy, dear, and never mind fifty years
hence."
*' I will," she said; ^^ and I am happy."
^^ And, please God, you shall always be so.
One would think it was a very dangerous thing
to marry me ! "
^' I will brave the danger."
'' There is none. I have found my god-
dess."
The door opened suddenly, and Bob Terri-
ton entered at the very moment when Eugene
was sealing his vow of homage. Bob was
pleased to be playful. Holding his hands be-
fore his face, he turned and pretended to
'' Come in, old man," cried Eugene, '^ and
congratulate me."
^' Oh, you have fixed it, have you? "
" We have. Don't you think we shall do
very well together? "
Bob stood regarding them, his hands in his
pockets.
''Yes," he said at length, ''I think you
will. There's a pair of you,"
248 FATHER STAFFORD.
And he could never be persuaded to explain
this utterance. But it is to be feared that the
thought underlying it was one not over- compli-
mentary to the happy lovers. And Bob knew
them both very well.
249
CHAPTER XV.
AN END AND A BEGINNING.
When Sir Roderick Ayre returned to England,
he had to undergo much questioning concerning
his dealings with Stafford. It liad somehow
become known throughout the little group of
people interested in Stafford's abortive love-
affair that he and Ayre had lield conference
together, and the impression was that Ayre's
counsel had, to some extent at least, shaped
Stafford's resolution and conduct. Ayre did
not talk freely on the matter. He fenced with
the idle inquiries of the Territon brothers ; he
calmed Mrs. Lane's solicitude with soothing
words ; he put Morewood off with a sneer at
the transitoriness of love-affairs in general.
To Eugene he spoke more openly, and did
not hesitate to congratulate himself on the
part he had taken in reconciling Stafford to
life and work. Eugene cordially agreed with
his point of view ; and Ayre felt that he was
in a fair way to be rid of the matter, when
one day Claudia sprang upon him with a new
assault.
He had come to see her, and tender hearty
congratulations. He felt that the successful
250 FATHER STAFFORD.
issue of Eugene's suit was in some degree his
own work, and he was well pleased that his
two favourites should have taken to one an-
other. Moreover, he reaped intellectual satis-
faction from the fulfilment of a prophecy made
when its prospects of realisation seemed very
scant. Claudia admitted her own pleasure in
her engagement, and did not attempt to deny
that her affection had dated from a period
when by all the canons of propriety she should
have had no thoughts of Eugene.
'' We are not responsible for our emotions,"
she said, laughing; ^^ and you will admit I
behaved with the utmost decorum."
'^ About your usual decorum," he replied.
^' The situation was difficult."
'' It was indeed," she sighed. '' Eugene
was so very — well, reckless. But I want to
ask you something."
" Say on."
'^ I heard about your interview with Father
Stafford ; what did you say to him ? "
'^ Of course Eugene has told you all I told
him ? "
" Probably. I told him to."
'' Well, that's all." .
^^ In fact, you told him I wasn't worth
fretting about?"
^.V END AND A BEGINNING. 251
'^ Not in that personal way. I asserted a
general principle, and reluctantly denied that
you were an exception."
*' I hope you did tell him T wasn't worth it,
and very plainly. But hasn't he gone back to
his religious work ? "
'' I think he will."
^' Did you advise him to do that ? "
"' Yes, certainly. It's what he's most fit
for, and I told him so."
^^ He spoke to me as if — as if he had no
religion left"
''Yes, it took him in that way. He'll get
over that."
" I think you were wrong to tell him to go
back. Didn't you encourage him to go back
to the work without feeling the religion ? "
" Perhaps I did. Did Eugene tell you that?"
" Yes."
" I'll never say anything to a lover again."
"Didn't you tell him to use his work for
personal ends — for ambition, and so on?"
" Oh, in a way. I had to stir him up — I
had to tide him over a bad hour."
" That was very wrong. It was teaching
him to degrade himself."
" He can pursue his work in perfect
sincerity. I found that out."
252 FATHER STAFFORD.
^^ Can he, if he does it with a low motive ? "
^^My dear girl, whose motives are not
mixed ? Whose heart is single ? "
'^ His was once! "
'^ Before he met — you and me? I made the
best job I could. I cemented the breakage ;
I couldn't undo it."
^' I would rather "
'' He'd picturesquely drowned himself?"
^' Oh, no," she said, with a shudder ; '^ but
it lowers my ideal of him."
^' That, considering your position, is not
wdiolly a bad thing."
^' Do you think he's justified in doing it? "
^' To tell the truth, I don't see quite to
the bottom of him. But he will do great
things ' '
^' Now he is well quit of me ? "
Sir Roderick smiled.
'' Well, I don't like it."
^^ Then you should have married him, and
left Eugene to do the drowning."
'^ Do you know, Sir Eoderick, I rather
doubt if Eugene would have drowned him-
self ? "
^'I don't know; he has very good man-
ners."
They both lauglied.
AN END AND A BEGINNING. 253
^' But all the same, I am unhappy about
Mr. Stafford."
'^ Ah ! your notions of other people's
morality are too exalted. I don't accept
responsibility for Stafford. He would not
have followed my suggestion unless the idea
had been in germ in his own mind."
Claudia's pre- occupation with Stafford's fate
would have been somewhat disturbing to a
lover less philosophical or less sympathetic
than Eugene. As it was, he was pleased with
her concern, and his sorrow for the trouble it
occasioned her was mitigated by a conviction
that its effect would not be permanent. In
this idea he proved perfectly correct. As the
weeks passed by and nothing was heard of the
vanished man, his place in the lives of those
who had been so intimately associated with
him became filled with other interests, and
from a living presence he dwindled to an
occasional memory. It was as if he had really
died. His name was now and then mentioned
with the sad affection we accord to those who
have gone before us ; for the most part the
thought of him was thrust out in the busy
give-and-take of every-day life. Save for the
absence of that bitter sense of hopelessness
which the separation of death brings, Stafford
254 FATHER STAFFOBD.
might as well have passed on the road which,
but for Ayre's intervention, he had marked
out for himself. Claudia and Eugene were
wrapped up in one another : their love for
him, though not dead, was dormant, and his
name was oftener upon the lips of Ayre and
Morewood than of those who had been most
closely united with him in tlie bonds of common
experience. But Ayre and Morewood, besides
entertaining a kindly memory of his personal
charm, found delight in studying him as a
problem. They were keenly interested in the
upshot of his new start in life, and their blunter
perceptions were deaf to the dissonance between
the ideal he had set before himself and the
alternative Ayre had suggested for his adoption.
Perhaps they were right. If none but saints
may do the work of the world, much of its
most useful work must go undone.
Haddington and Kate Bernard were mar-
ried before Christmas. Claudia deprecated
such haste : and Eugene willingly acquiesced
in her wish to put off the date of their own
union. He thought that being engaged to
Claudia was a pleasant state of existence,
and why hasten to change it ? Besides, as he
suggested, they were not people of fickle mind,
like Kate and Haddington (for, of course,
^xV END AND A BEGINNING, 255
Claudia had told him of Haddington's proposal
to herself — it is believed ladies always do
tell these incidents), and could afford to
wait. Eugene went to the wedding. He was
strongly opposed to such foolish things as
standing quarrels, and Kate was entirely
charming in the capacity of somebody else's
wife: it is a comparatively easy part to fill,
and he had no fault to find with her concep-
tion of it. The magnificence of his wedding
present smoothed his return to favour, and
Kate had the good sense to accept the role
he offered her, and allow it to be supposed
that she had been the faithless, he the for-
saken, one ; whereas in reality, as Ay re re-
marked, she had herself doubled the parts.
Claudia judiciously avoided the question of
her presence at the ceremony by a timely
absence from London, and enjoyed only at
second-hand the amusement Eugene derived
from Haddington's hesitation between triumph
over his supposed rival and doubt which had
in reality gained the better j^art. In spite of
this doubt, it is allowable to hope for a very
fair share of working happiness in the Had-
dington household. Kate was hardly a woman
to make a man happy ; but, on the other hand,
she would not prevent him being happy if his
256 FATHER STAFFOEB.
bent lay in that direction. And Haddington
was too entirely contented with himself to be
other than happy.
Eugene's wedding was fixed for the Easter
recess, and among the party gathered for the
occasion at Millstead were most of those wlio
had been his guests in the previous summer.
The Haddingtons were not there — Kate re-
torted Claudia's evasion ; and of course Staf-
ford's figure was missing ; but the Territon
brothers were there, and Morewood and Ayre,
the former bringing with him the completed
picture, which was Rickmans worth's present to
his sister. The party was to be enlarged the
day before the wedding by a large company
of relations of both their houses. '%■'•
The evening before this invasion was ex-
pected, Eugene came down to dinner looking
rather perturbed. He was a little silent during
the meal, and when the ladies withdrew, he
turned at once to Ayre,
" I have heard from Stafford."
"" Ah ! what does he say ? "
'^ He has joined the Church of Eome."
'^ I thought he would."
Morewood grunted angrily.
'^ Did you tell him to ? " he asked Ayre.
'' No ; I think I referred to it."
AN END AND A BEGINNING. 257
^' Do you suppose he's honest?'' Morewood
went on.
^^Why not?" asked Eugene. ^^ I could
never make out why he didn't go before.
What do you say, Ayre ? "
Sir Roderick was a little troubled. This
exact following of, or anyhow coincidence
with, his advice seemed to cast a responsibility
upon him.
^^Oh, I expect he's honest enough; and it's a
splendid field for him," he answered, repeating
the argument he had urged to Stafford himself.
^^ Ayre," said Morewood aggressively,
^' you've driven that young man to perdition."
'^ Bosh ! " said Ayre. '^ He's not a sheep to
be driven, and Rome isn't perdition. I did no
more than give his thoughts a turn."
'' I think I am glad," said Eugene ; ^^ it is
much better in some ways. But he must have
gone through another struggle, poor fellow ! "
^' I doubt it," said Ayre.
*^ Anyhow, it's rather a score for those
chaps," remarked Rickmansworth. ^' He's a
good fish to land."
^' Yes, it will make a bit of a sensation,"
assented Ayre. ^' We'll see what the Bishop
says when he comes to turn Eugene off. By
the way, is it public property ? "
Q
258 FATHER STAFFORD.
'^ It will be in the papers, I expect, to-
morrow. I wonder wliat they'll say ! ''
" Everything but the truth. ^'
' ' By Jove, I hope so ! And we alone know
the secret history ! "
^^ Yes," said Ay re; '^ and you, Rick, will
have to sit silent and hear the enemy triumph."
Lord Eickmansworth did not think it worth
while to repudiate the odium theologicum imputed
to him. Probably he knew he was in reality
above the susjoicion of caring for such things.
^' Shall you tell Claudia?" Ayre asked
Eugene, as they went upstairs.
" Yes ; I shall show her his letter. I think
I ought, don't you ? "
'' Perhaps ; will you show it me ? "
^' Yes ; in fact he asks me to give you the
news, as he is too occupied to write to you.
The note is quite short, and, I think, studi-
ously reserved."
He gave it to Ayre, who read it silently.
" Dear Eugene/' it ran :
" A line to wish Lady Claudia and yourself all
happiness and joy. Do not let your joy be shadowed
by over-kind thoughts .of me. I am my own man
again. You will see soon by the papers that I have
taken the important step of being received into the
Catholic Church. I need not trouble you with an
^.Y END AND A BEGINNING. 259
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