PR0NTI8PIE0E. p. 25 MINISTERmG CHILDREN : ^ Sale DEDICATED TO CHILDHOOD- BY MAPJA LOUISA CHAP.LEoWOR' fi A-urnoB or " England's yeoiten," " mixtsiry of life," " suxdat xtteekoons m THE XURSEIIY," " COTTAGE AND ITS VISITOR," "AFRICA'S MOUK- TAIN VALLEY," "THE BEAUTIFUL HOME," ETC. "EYen a child isknoxrn by his doings, whether his work be pure, and wh«tuer ll be right,'" — Pboveebs xx. 11. "Doctrlnei are the pillars of a discourse.— Illustrations ars tha tdndowa that let la tte light" NEW YORK: ROBERT CARTER AND BROTHERS, No. 530 BROADWAY. 18G7. PREFACE. Difficulty being sometimes felt in training chil- dren to the exercise of those kindly feelings which have the Poor for their object, it was thought that an illus- trative tale might prove a help toward this important end. It must be allowed by all, that the present is a day of increased exertion in behalf of those who are in need ; but much care is necessary that the temporal aid extended may prove, not a moral injury, but a moral benefit, to both the receiver and the communi- cator of that aid. May it not be worthy of conside- ration, whetheT* the most generally effective way to msTje this moral benefit on both sides, would not be the early calling forth and training the sympathies of chiMren by personal intercourse with want and sorrow. while as yet those sympathies flow spontaneously. Let the truth be borne in mind, that the influence of the giver far ^ixceeds that of the gift on the receiver of it ; and it vCLuat surely then be admitted, that in all aid rendered 101692 ir PREFACE. to others, the calling into exercise the best feelings of the heart, in both the giver and the receiver, is the most important object to be kept in view. To this end it is necessary that the talent of money be not suffered . assume any undue supremacy in the service of jjnivolence. Let children be trained, and taught, a,nd led aright, and they will not be slow to learn that they possess a personal influence every where ; that the first principles of Divine Truth acquired by them, are a means of communicating to others present comfort and eternal happiness ; and that the heart of Love is the only spring that can elSectually govern and direct the hand of Charity. MINISTERING CHILDREN CHAPTER I. •*Ohl say not, dream not heavenly notes To childish ears are vain; That the young mind at random floats And can not catch the strain. Dim or unheard the words may fall, And yet the heaven-taught mind May learn the sacred air, and all The harmony unwind." "And this Is the confidence that we have In Him, that, if we ask any thing acoari- ing to His will, He heareth us."— 1 John, v. 14. fTlHE chimes of the great church clock in a large old town -*- were playing a quarter to nine, on a bright September morn- ing, when a little school-girl, shutting her mother's door, came stepping down the long dark flight of stairs at the top of which she lived ; she wore no shawl, or cloak, or bonnet ; a frock of dark brown stufi", a little white linen apron tied roimd her waist, a white linen tippet, and a little fine linen cap with a singlo border crimped close round her face ; this was the little school- girl's dress. Her name was Ruth : and on her arm she had hung her green baize bag with her Bible and school-books. 1 2 MINISTERING CHILDREN. " Good-by, mother," slie said : and shutting the door, stepped slowly down the dark stair-case, while her little white figure lighted up its gloom. When she reached the ground-floor of the house, she heard a low faint moan, as of some child in pain ; she stopped a minute to listen, and heard it again. The door at the bottom of the stair-case stood a little way open, and Ruth had sometimes seen the widow woman and her child who had come to live in that room ; and when she heard the moan again, she looked into the room, and there she saw the child in bed. " Are you ill?" asked Ruth. " Yes," said the child ; " and my pain is so bad ! and I have nobody to be with me." " Won't your mother come ?" asked Ruth. •' No, mother 's got a day's work ; she won't be home all day ; and my pain is so bad ! I wish you would stay with me." " I must go to school," said Ruth, " but I will ask mother when I come home, to let me stay with you a little." " do ! and make haste, do make haste ! I don't like to be left alone." Ruth went on her way to school. The sun was shining bright, and its warm rays beamed on her face, which was almost as white as the little crimped linen cap that pressed closely round it. Merry children, boys and girls, ran shouting and playing past her ; but she walked slowly on her way to school, and went up the high steps, and in at the school door, as the great church clock was striking nine. A good mark was set down in the book against her name, and she went to her place on the form. Lessons went on for an hour, and the great church clock struck ten. Lessons went on for another hour, and the great I. ^ ^ OF THE C MIVERSITY ^ MINISTERING CHILDREN. 3 cnurcL clock struck eleven. Then a lady came into the school, and called the second class to come to her. The chil- dren gathered round her, and Ruth was one of them ; they got their Bibles and stood before her, and little Ruth had the place that was always hers, close by that lady's side. Ruth did not answer so many questions as some of the other chil- dren; she never spoke unless she was asked, and then she answered so softly, that no one but the lady heard ; but the lady always seemed to smile at Ruth when she did answer, as if she had answered right. When the great church clock struck twelve, the lady went away ; and the children put up their books into their bags, and went to their homes. Ruth could not stay with the sick child till she had asked her mother ; but she thought she would just look in, and tell her she was come back. Ruth looked in, and the child was ^ying quite still in bed ; she did not speak, so Ruth went up and stood beside her. " Oh ! I am so glad you are come !" said the poor child ; " what a long time it was you kept at school ! Oh ! I want something so bad ! I can't eat this bread mother left me , it 's 80 hard, it hurts me when I try." " I have not had any food to-day," said little Ruth. "0 dear," said the sick child, " how bad it is ! what do you do when you have no food ?" " I tell Jesus," said httle Ruth. " Who do yQu tell ?" asked the poor child. " Jesus," said little Ruth. " Who is Jesus ?" asked the poor child. " What I don't you know who Jesus is ?" said little Rutli. '' I thought every body knew that except the poor heathen. . He Is our Saviour ?" "Does He give you some food ?" asked the poor child. 4 MINISTERING CHILDREN, "O yes, He often sends us some food when mother haa nothing : but I must go to mother now, or she will scold." " Do ask her to let you come and stay with me," said the poor child. "Yes, I will," replied little Ruth ; and she went up the high stair-case to her mother's room ; she did not run with light quick steps, like children generally ; but she went up slow and faint ; for it was not one day alone, but many days, that little Ruth went to school without food. She had lost her own father : the father she now had was not her own father, and he thought only of himself and his own wicked pleasures, and left his wife and her children without food. But little Ruth had learned to pray ; the lady who came to the school taught her from the Bible ; and she had learned to know the love of God her Saviour; she loved and trusted Him, and, as she said in her own words, when they had no food "she told Jesus." When Ruth went into her mother's room, she saw on the table a can of steaming soup. " mother ! is that for us ?" she asked- " Yes, to be sure it is. Miss Wilson sent it in this minute." Miss Wilson was the lady who came to the school. Ruth had not told Miss Wilson about their having no food that day *, so when she saw this can of hot soup she knew it was Jesus her Saviour who had put it into Miss Wilson's heart to send it to them. The poor babe was asleep on the bed ; but Mary, Ruth's little sister, was standing at the table crying to be fed. Then the mother got a bason, and poured it full for Mary There was meat, and rice, and potatoes in the nice hot soup ; and poor little Mary left oflf crying directly she had her spoon and began to eat. Then the mother poured out a larger bason for Ruth, who stood quite patient by the table. Ruth waited a minufc€ with her food before her. MINISTERING CHILDREN. 5 " What are you waiting for now ?" asked her mother ; " I have nothing more for you." " No mother ; but that widow's child is laid in bed ; she says her pain is so bad, and her mother 's out working, and she wants me to sit with her." " Poor thing !" said Ruth's mother ; " well, take your dinner, and then you may go a little while if you like." " She has no food, mother, but a hard bit of bread, and she says she can't eat it, because it hurts her." " Oh ! and so you want to be after giving her some of yours, do you ? here, give me yonr bason then, and you take this jug." And Ruth's mother, pouring some more soup into the broken jug she had taken for herself, gave it to Ruth. " There, take care how you go, that you don't lose it now you have got it !" said the mother. And Ruth, holding the jug in both hands, went slowly and carefully down stairs. How happy was she now — in her hands she held the food she so much wanted ; and the poor sick child, left all alone, was to share it with her and be happy also ! As she got near the bottom of the stair-case she stepped quicker in her eager haste ; then, pushing open the door, she went in saying, " See here, Miss Wilson sent us this beautiful soup, and mother 's given me some for you !" " dear, how nice ! how glad I am !" said the poor child. " Have you got a bason ?" asked Ruth. " Yes, there 's one in that closet, and a spoon too," said the child. Ruth found a small yellow bason and a spoon : she broke up the child's dry bit of bread in the bason ; poured some of the hot soup over it ; folded her hands, and asked a blessing in the name of Jesus ; and then the two children dined together. The warm nourishment brought the color to the white cheeks of little Ruth, and soothed the poor, faint, weary child. " How good 6 MINISTEJIING CHILDREN. you axe to me !" slie said to Rutli. " I feel better now ; I ^ink I shall go to sleep." Ruth put away the bason in the closet again ; the sick child had closed her eyes, already almost slum- bering ; and the little ministering girl went back to her mother. A day or two after, as Ruth came in from school, the sick child's mother was going out, and she stopped and said to Ruth, " My Lucy told me how good you were to her : the God above bless you for it ! She is always calling out for you ; I wish you would stay a bit with her when you can, just to pacify her." Ruth's mother gave her leave to take the babe down and nurse it in the poor child's room — where she still lay on her wi'etched bed, covered with a torn counterpane. Ruth walked up and down to quiet the babe and get it to sleep ; she hushed and hushed it, but that would not do ; so at last she began to sing one of her school hymns in a low voice, " Jesus, refuge of my soul, Let me to Thy bosom fly." The sick child listened ; the low sweet singing soothed the infant to sleep, and the sick child into quiet feeling. " Is that Jesus you sing about, who you ask for food ?" said the poor child. " Yes," replied Ruth, " that 's Jesus our Saviour ! I can sing you something else about our Saviour, if you like." " Yes, do," =iaid the poor child. And Ruth sang — " "We read within the Holy "Word Of how our Saviour died ; And those great drops of blood, He shed at eventide." Over and over again, while she rocked the sleeping baby, she Bang the same soft words. When she stopped, the sick child MINISTERING CHILDREN. 7 Raid, " I can 't read ; I never went to scliool long enough to leam.'^ " What, can't you read the Bible ?" said Ruth. " No, I can't read any thing ; I don't know any thing about it." " I can tell you all about it," said Ruth. " I know such a num- ber of stories out of the Bible ! Miss Wilson tells them to us, and sometimes we tell them to her. And I know a great many verses, and some chapters and Psalms.' " I like stories best," said the poor child. " Well, then, I will tell you one. Let me see, which shall I tell you ? Oh ! I know, I will tell you about the little lamb ! Once there was a good man, his name was David ; he was not at all old, he was quite young; and he didn't live in a town like this, but he lived in beautiful green fields, and on greai high hills, where the flowers grow, and the trees, and where tLe birds sing. He was quite young, but he loved God, and Jesus our Saviour. And he prayed to God. And when he saw the stars come out in the sky, he thought about Jesus our Saviour, who lives up above the stars in Heaven, and he wrote about Him in the Bible. He lived alone on the great high hills ; and God took care of him ; and he had a great many sheep and lambs, and they all ate the grass and were so happy ! and he took care of them all. But one day there came a great roar- ing lion ; he came so quiet ; he did not make any noise ! and he too'k a little lamb in his great mouth and ran so fast away ! but the little lamb cried out, and David heard the little lamb, and he ran so fast that the great lion could not get away ! and he caught the great lion and killed him ; and he took the little lamb in his arms, and carried it quite safe back to its mother. Is not that a pretty story ? And I know what Miss Wilson tells OS about it !" " What does she lell you ?" asked the })Oor child. 8 MINISTERING CHILDREN. " Slio tells US, that it is just like Jesus our Saviour ; vfheu Satan the great roaring lion tries to take us away, if we pray to Jesus, Jesus won't let him have us ; but Jesus will take us up safe in His arms, and carry us to Heaven when we die, and then we shall be so happy there !" " Will he carry me ?" asked the poor child. " Yes, He will if you pray to Him," said little Ruth. " I don't know how to pray," the poor child replied. " I will teach you my prayer," said little Ruth. " God, my Heavenly Father, give me Thy Holy Spirit to teach me to know and love Thee. "Wash me from all my sins in my Saviour's precious blood. Keep me from all evil, and make me ready to hve with Thee for ever in Heaven. For the sake of Jesus my Saviour. Amen." " That is one of my prayers, and I can teach it to you. x have taught it to our Mary, and she can't read yet." The poor child tried to learn it, but she could not remember the words; still it seemed to soothe her, to hear Ruth repeating them ; at last the poor child said, " Wash me from all my sins ! What are sins ?" " That is when we do wrong," said little Ruth ; " we can't go with our bad ways to Heaven, but Jesus can wash them all away in His blood." As little Ruth was coming home from school one of those bright September days, she saw a poor woman sitting on a door step with a basket full of small penny nosegays of autumn flowers. Ruth stood still before the. basket to look and admire. She had never known what it was to hunt over the meadow banks in spring for violets and primroses, or gather the yellow daffodil and beautiful anemone from the woods, or the sweet and frail ^vild rose from its thorny stem in the hedge ; she had Bometimes plucked a daisy from the grass, but this was the only . MINISTEBING CHILDREN. 9 flower that Ruth had ever gathered. And now she stood to look upon the woman's basket full of nosegays of garden flowers. While she stood looking, a mother and her Kttle girJ passed by. •^ Oh ! mamma," said the little girl, " look at those flowers !" " A penny a nosegay, ma'am ; only a penny a nosegay !" said the poor woman, holding out some of her flowers. " Do you wish for a nosegay, Jane ?" asked the mother of her little girl. " Yes, if you please, mamma." Ruth thought how happy that little girl was to have a nose- gay of her own ! she watched her take it ; and then the mo- ther and her little girl went on, and Ruth went slowly the other way to her home. But as soon as the little girl had left the basket of flowers, she said, "Mamma, did you see that poor child who looked so at the flowers ?" " Yes, Jane, do you think she wanted a nosegay ?" " O, mamma, will you buy her one ?" " I have not another penny with me, or I would." " Do you think she woidd hke me to give her mine, then, mamma ?" " Yes, suppose you do ; I dare say she very seldom has a flower." " Then I will ; mamma, shall we go back ?" The little girl looked back, and saw Ruth walking slowly away. " O, mamma, she will be gone !" The little girl did not like to leave her mother's side, so they walked quickly back together, till they overtook Ruth, and then the little girl gave her the flowers ; the bright color (jame into the cheeks of little Ruth as she curtsied and took the flowers ; and then she set oflf to run with them home; she could not run far, but she walked fast, and looked at them all the way she 1^ 10 MINISTERING CHILDREN. went. " Mamma, did you see how fast that little girl ran with her flowers ?" asked Jane. " I dare say she wanted to take them home," said her mother. And so that ministering child parted with her nosegay for the little girl, who had never gathered any flower but a da\sy. Ruth soon reached home with her flowers ; and first she went to the poor sick child, and she said, " See what beautiful flowers I have got ! A lady bought them in the street, and her little girl gave them all to me ! I will give you that beauty !" And Ruth pulled out the only rose from the nosegay, and put it into the httle thin hand of the dying child. " how sweet it smells !" said the poor sick child ; and she lay on her hard pillow and the rose in her hand — the only gift she had had to gladden her, except food, since she had lain ill in her bed. " Jesus, our Saviour, made the flowers !" said Ruth. " Miss Wilson says it was Jesus made every flower to grow out of the ground." " How kind He must be !" said the dying child. Then Ruth took the rest of her flowers up to her mother, and they were put in water to live many days. Ruth used to go in often to see the poor sick child, and tell her stories from the Bible, and sing her hymns when she had the baby with her. But one cold November day, when she came into the house from school, the poor child's mother came crying from her room, and said to her, " ! I am so glad you are come ! I thought I must have come after you ; my poor child's d}nng, and she keeps asking for you." Ruth went in and stood by the bed, and the dying child said, " Dear Ruth, I am quite happy. I love you very much ; and I want you to sing that about ' Those great drops of blood Jesus shed at even-tide.' " Ruth sang it as well as she could, but she was ready to cry MINISTERING CHILDREN. 11 " I want you to sing it over and over, as you do to the babe," said the dying child. Euth sang it two or three times, and then she stopped ; the poor child had shut her eyes, and seemed, asleep, but she soon opened them again, and said, " O do sing about ' Jesus let me to Thy bosom fly ;' " and while Ruth sang, and the mother stood weeping by, the little child fell asleep, and died. Ruth cried for her httle friend, and missed her very much. But now the child's poor mother said she wanted Ruth to comfort her up, as she had done her poor child ; and she begged Ruth to read to her, and tell her those beautiful stories, for she coula not read herself. And so Ruth became the poor widow's little comforter. When we see a child dressed neat and warm in her school dress, we often think she is well taken care of; but it is not always so ; and sometimes the little school girl or boy is much more hungry and faint, than the child who begs his food in the streets. We cannot tell how it really is with poor children, or poor men and women, unless we visit them in their homes. Miss Wilson had often been to see little Ruth, so she knew all her sorrows, and she comforted and often fed the httle girl, and loved her very much. Btit there was another child who went to the same school, and wore the same neat dress, and stood in the same class as Ruth, but she had no comforter ; her name was Patience. She lived like Ruth, in one room, up a dark staircase ; but she had no mother, like Ruth ; her mother died when she was an infant ; and poor Patience had never had any one to love or comfort her. Her father was a bad and cruel man ; Patience had been taken care of by an elder sister, but her sister was gone quite away from her home, and she lived alone with her father. She came to school every day, but she generally came late ; she had earned to read there, but she 12 MINISTERING CHILDREN. hardly ever knew her lessons ; and she never answere 1 when asked the reason. She was very small, and very thin.; and thejady who came to the school never saw her laugh, or smile, or cry ; she always looked upon the ground, her I'ps were pressed together, and she seldom answered when spoken to. Miss Wilson, the lady at the school, thought she did not care about any thing ; she had never been to see her in her home, she thought it was no use to go and see a child who seemed not to care for any thing ; so she did not kaow the sorrows of the little girl, and therefore she did not try to comfort her : nothing seemed to amuse or interest her, she looked with the same dull eyes on all. Poor Patience had no comforter, no blessed ministering child had been yet to her. One day as Pa tience was walking to school, a little companion came and walked by her side — a rosy-faced child, eating bread and butter, finishing her breakfast on the way to school. Poor Patience had had no food that morning, she would have been so thank- ful for part of the child's bread and butter ; but she did not ask for any, and when they reached the school, the child threw all she had left of it to a fat black goat who lived at a stable close by. The black goat tossed his head, and eat it up. Then pool Patience said, " Nancy, how glad I should be of the food you waste !" and she stood watching the black goat eating up the bread and butter. But Nancy was not like little Ruth, she was not a ministering child, and she ran up the steps into the school, and thought no more of her bread and butter, and hei little hungry school-fellow. CHAPTER II. **AEd If til ere be any other commandment, it is briefly comprehended in till* Bay- ing, namely, Tliou shalt love thy neighbor as thyself." — ^Kom. xiii. 9. TT was a large old town in wliich little Ruth and Patience -*- dwelt ; there were streets broad and narrow, long winding streets, and short ones that cut across from one long one to another ; old churches stood about the town, and new ones were built among the new-built houses ; there was a busy market, a town-hall, and shops large and small ; to which the country people came from far and near. In one of the broad streets, at the comer of a short and narrow one, there stood a large grocer's shop. Tea and coffee, white sugar and brown, dried fruits and spices, candles and sugar-candy — all sorts of things that grocers sell, were sold at that cor- ner-shop. Mr. Mansfield was the grocer's name ; and many a step passed in at that shop-door when no purchase was to be made, for there was no good cause in all the town that had not some interest in Mr. Mansfield's heart — and, for the most part, in his shop also, where gold and silver found a ready way out as well as in. The rule of weight in that shop seemed to be, ""Good measure, pressed down, and shaken to- gether, and running over." The poor people from far and near, had all a fancy for that corner-shop ; no one ever asked why ; perhap? there was no need, where every one felt the same. 14 M1NISTERI^G CHILDREN. Behind tlie shop there was a parlor, where Mrs. Mansfield usually sat, because it was easy for Mr. Mansfield to step in there, and rest himself a little when opportunity ofiered. It was Mrs. Mansfield and her little daughter Jane who passed by, when Ruth was looking at the flowers. Jane was the ministering child who had made little Ruth so happy with her nosegay. Little Jane had several -brothers and a baby Bister. Their nurse was a tall, grave woman ; she never played with them, never sang to the baby, and yet they were all as merry and happy as children could wish to be ; their hap- piness was her happiness, and their infant troubles her care to Boothe ; and just at the right time she could always think of and say the right thing. The nurse did not undertake to teach the children in her charge any lessons out of books ; her own reading was not of the most perfect kind ; but they learnt some lessons from her heart and life, no after-time could eflface. One lesson that they learned from their nurse was, reverence for old age. How quick those little children were to see an old man or an old woman coming down the street, when they were walking out ; to step ofi" the narrow pavement to leave them room, while they would look up at them with kindness and interest, and be sure to see in a moment if any thing could be done to help them. Another lesson these little chil- dren learned from their nurse, was truth ; their nurse had never any thing to conceal ; she always did and said the same in their mother's absence as in her presence, so that the children always believed their mother and their nurse to have one way in every thing. And the children were all familiar with the sight of the large Bible with its buckram cover, from which their nurse sat to read — learning, with earnest care, the way to heaven. Some hours of every day little Jane passed with her mother, MINISTERING CHILDREN. 15 .earning to read and work. One day, when the reading was done, before the work-box was opened, Mrs. Mansfield said to Jane, " I must go out to attend a penny-club meeting ; would you like to go with me ?" Jane was delighted to go, and ran up to nurse to put on her things. " I don't know where mamma is going," said Jane ; " I could not un- derstand." " I know," replied nurse ; " it 's the penny-club meeting to-day ; that 's where your mamma is going." " What is that ?" asked Jane. " It 's for the poor," replied nurse. Kow little Jane had so often heard her parents speaking of the poor, and seen her mother working hard ; and when^ she asked her, " Why do you work so long, mamma ?" she would say, " For the poor ;" that Jane had no doubt the poor belonged to her parents ; and, therefore, that they belonged also to her ; and she always listened with interest to all that was said about them. " Are you going for the poor, mamma ?" asked little Jane, as she set out with her hand in her mother's. "Yes, my dear," replied Mrs. Mansfield ; " your parents can buy you all the clothes you want, but there are a great many poor people who can hardly tell how to feed their children, and they can not possibly buy them warm clothing ; so some richer people said, that if these poor people would lay by one penny a week, for a whole year, they would put another penny to it ; and then, at the end of the year, these poor peo- ple would have all these pennies put together, which would make many shillings for them to take to the shop and buy warm clothes for their poor little children. But this is the Town Hall, where we are going, and you must try and listen to what is said." Jane sat on a step at the top of the room, by the bench where her mother was seated, and she looked up at the speaker, and 16 MINISTERING CHILDREN. listened to all he said. Before the speaker had done, he looked down to where little Jane was sitting, and said, " Perhaps there are some children here who could lay by one penny a week, to clothe some poor little boy or girl, who has no warm dress like their own. Would it not give them more pleasure than spend- ing their money on themselves ?" Jane heard and understood what the speaker was saying, and she thought it was exactly what she could do, because she received from her mother a penny every Saturday to spend as she hked best ; but she did not say any thing then to her mother, because she had been told at other meetings, that she must sit still and not speak. After the meeting, Mrs. Mansfield talked long with the ladies present ; little Jane held fast by her mother's hand, which she tried to draw with secret impatience towards the door ; at last Mrs. Mansfield said, " Good morning," to the ladies, and went down the Town Hall steps alone with her little girl. " mamma ! mamma ! would not my penny do for the poor ?'' asked Jane. " Not one penny, dear ; one penny would not do much in clothing a child." " No, mamma, not one penny ; but one penny every week for a whole year, like what you told me as we came." " Yes, that would meet some poor mother's penny, and clothe her child." " May I give it then, mamma ?" " I am afraid you would wish for it, after a little while ; — you could buy no ribbons for your doll, or sweatmeats and cakes for a feast ; nor could you go to the toy-shop for a whole year, and a year is a long time." " No, mamma ; but the httle child who has no warm clothes !" " Yes, y Du would make the poor child warm and happy ; you would be able to help buy new flannel, and white calico, and MINISTERING CHILDREN. • 17 pretty blue print with wMte spots upoi- it, and the poor mother would see her child rim about warm and neat, as I see you." " 0, mamma, I wish Saturday was come !" " But what if you grow tired, Jane, and begin to want the things you have been used to buy for play ? I can not help you ; your father and I have taken all the penny tickets we can afford ; if you begin you must go on, or you must disap- point the child 1" " I do not want any more toys or sweetmeats, mamma, I will not disappoint the child ; may I try ?" " Yes ; indeed you shall if you wish. I hoped to have found some lady at the Town Hall who would have been able to help a poor old woman who came to me yesterday to ask for her little grand-daughter, when all my tickets were promised, but now it seems my own little girl will be her friend !" " yes, mamma, how glad I am, shall I see the little girl, does she live in the town ?" " No, she lives in a village seven miles off ; she is a little orphan, her father and mother are both dead, and her poor old grandmother has taken her home to live with her. Her grand- mother said she was coming into the town to-morrow, and I told her to call on me, for I hoped to get her a ticket, so you can see her ; I do not know whether the little girl will be with her." " Do you know what the little girl's name is, mamma ?" " No, but we can ask her grandmother to-morrow. Now I B,m going into this shop to buy you some winter stockings :" Six pair of lamb's-wool stockings — how warm they looked 1 " Mamma," said little Jane, when they left the sh^p, " may L give my old socks to the little girl ?" " I am afraid they would not be large enough," replied Mrs. Mansfield, " but I have some worsted stockings of your brcthei 18 MINISTERING CHILDREN. Eklward's tliat would be sure to fit her : if you like to spend a little of your play-time every day in mending them neatly enough to be worn, then you shall have them to give to the little girl." "Do you not think her grandmother could mend them, mamma, as you do for us ?" " Yes, I dare say she could, but she is sure to have plenty of other things to do, and I could not let you give to the poor that which you had taken no pains to have ready for use and com- fort." " But I do not know how to mend stockings, mamma." " It is not very difficult ; you could soon learn how to do it, and I think you would be very happy working for the poor little orphan girl." " Yes, I should, is it as hard as stitching, do you think ?" " No, the threads are not so fine." " Shall I begin to-day, mamma ?" " Yes, if you like, I will find the stockings for you as soon as I go home." " Nurse ! nurse !" said little Jane, running in, " I am going to help buy warm clothes for a poor little girl with my penny every week ; and mamma is going to give me all Edward's old warm stockings, if I mend them up quite neat." " Well, that 's a good beginning," said nurse, " if you do but hold fast to it." And so, in one short hour, little Jane had stepped into a world of thought and feeling that seemed at first to hide from sight much that before had power to please ; it was but at first — the lighter tones of childhood's merriment soon blended with the deeper echoes of the heart's responsive sympathy — and her life yielded their mingled harmony. That afternoon little Jane began the stocking-mending in he/ MINISTERING CHILDREN, 19 play nours, seated at her mother's side. Affeei a while she sighed and said, " It is rather hard at first, mamma." " So are many good things at first, my child ; would you like to give up doing them, and learn when you are a little older to mend stockings for yourself, instead of learning now for the poor ?" " no, mamma ! how nice it will be when I have done one pair ! May I keep them in my own box ?" " Yes, you may have each pair as you finish them. You shall fold them up and keep them yourself; but if you get tired and wish to give up doing them, you have only to tell me ; I could not let you give up if I were teaching you for yourself^ but no one should work unwillingly for the poor." " I shall never like to give it up, mamma ; I do not mind if it Is a little hard." And Jane worked busily, on, till her mother said, " Now you have done quite enough for one day, and quite as well as I could expect ; you can go to the nursery and play with your brother till tea." And merry were the shouts of the happy child as she ran, fresh from her self-chosen service of love, across the nursery-floor with her httle brother at play. At tea Mr. Mansfield heard what Jane intended to do with her pennies — he quite approved ; but when she climbed upon his knee, before her mother took her to bed, he smiled and said, *' Perhaps my little daughter thinks her father can find her can- dies without pennies to buy them ?" " O no, papa, I don't want any more ; I shall be so happy when I have made the little girl quite warm !" " So you will, my Jane, and so is every one happy who tries from the heart to help the poor and needy;" and with his blessing he sent her to her rest. Jane went to her pillow full of thoughts of her little unknown friend. Already she loved 20 MINISTERING CHILDREN. the oi-phan her hand was helping to clothe ; she longed ibr the next day, that she might get on with the warm stockings for her feet, and then she remembered she was to see the old grand- mother who would put the penny to meet her penny ; her hap- py thoughts blended in bright confusion, till, like folded flowers at night, they closed their leaves, and all were lost in deep and gentle slumber. The next morning Jane gave many a look from the nursery window on the street below, and nurse was often called to see whether any one of those who came in sight could be the grandmother. At last a knock at the street-door, then her mother's call to her, and Jane came down, stopping a minute at the parlor-door, it stood open a little way, and Jane could see the old woman and the little girl. Jane ventured slowly in and stood close by her mother's side. " Well, Jane," said her mother, " this is your little friend. It is my little daughter, Mrs. Jones, who wishes to put her penny to meet yours. What is your grand-daughter's name ?" " Mercy, ma'am, Mercy Jones. Make a curtsey, Mercy, to the young lady, and say. Thank you." Jane hid her face behind her mother, and hoped nobody would say any more to her ; till after a time her mother said, " Now you may go back to the nursery, Jane." Jane stole a look at little Mercy, as she went slowly out, and she felt as if she cared more about that poor little girl than all her play ; and, going back to the nursery, she watched till they went away — the tall old woman and the little girl. Then the sound of' her brother at his play broke again upon her ear, and she ran to join him. In two days more the first pair of stockings were mended. Jane learned how to fold them up ; then she carried them safely to her own little trunk — all her treasures were taken out, MINISTERING CHILDREN. 21 and the stockings put in first, safe on one side of the box, plenty of room was left for the other five pair near them, and then the other contents of the box were piled on its other side ; and when at last Jane had shut the lid and turned away, ske came back once more to see again how nice they looked — all ready for the orphan child ! It was the first labor of her hands for the poor and needy ; a child's large feeling on so small occasion may win a smile ; but the occasion had, for the first time, touched the deep chord of human sympathy within her heart, and the vibration was long and full. Weeks passed away, and when the snow of New Year's day lay thick upon the ground, the stockings were all done — six folded pairs of mended stockings in Jane's own trunk, all ready for the orphan child. Then came another visit from the old grandmother, but not from the little Mercy. " Bless you. Miss," said the old grandmother, as she took the piled-up stockings from Jane's trembling hands, " would not Mercy have hked to come ! but her poor feet are so bad with the chilblains, she can 't put them to the ground ; but won 't they soon be well when she has run* about a bit in these warm stockings ! why, they are the most beautiful stockings that ever I saw, and enough of tliem to last her almost till she grows an old woman !" " They would not fit her then," said Httle Jane. " No, dear, no more they would, but I can biggen them a bit when they get too small ; I understand all that sort of thing ; I was always brought up to it." " Will they really make her feet well ?" asked Jane, remem- bering the old woman's words to that eflfect. " Yes, dear, that they will, the sight of them almost I think, for she has hardly had a bit of stocking under her boots all this hard winter ; and the boots ai*e got stiff, and her feet are tender, 12 MINISTEBTNG CHILDREN. for when her poor father was alive she was well clothed. I do all I can for her, and she never complains, but I am often afraid she feels the difference." " They are all mended," said Jane ; " Mamma says they will do quite well ; I did not know how to mend stockings before." " Well, dear, it will be none the worse for you that you learned it for the poor and fatherless. I think I see the look of my Mercy when I show them to her ! I know her first word will be, ' O grandmother, now I can soon go to the Sunday school again !' She is wonderfully fond of her school since Miss Clifibrd came to teach in it, and Miss Clifford takes a wonderful deal of notice of her, and has been to see her ; she did not know the poor dear had not a stocking to her foot, or that would soon have been there." " Could you not have told her ?" asked Jane. " Why, no. Miss, I never tell ; I say always, if it comes it oomes, and I know where it comes 'from ; but if I asked, why it might be another thing !" Mrs. Mansfield, who had left little Jane alone with the old woman, came back just in time to hear this last sentence, and to see the earnest inquiring look June fixed on the old woman, whose reply she had not been able to understand. Mrs. Jones shortly after took her leave, and Jane was left alone with her mother. " Did you understand what Mrs. Jones was saying when I came in, Jane ?" " No, mamma, what did she mean ? why did she not tell the lady about her little grand-daughter having no stockings ?" " 1 think you will understand her meaning if I put it in my words. Poor Mrs. Jones meant that she told her wants only to God, and then if help came to relieve those wants, she knew that it was God who sent it to her, by some earthly friend MINISTERING CHILDREN. 23 The honest aiid industrious poor, who have been accustomed to earn all they receive, do not often like to ask of any one but God.'' " But, mamma, if they do not tell, how can it be known?" " We must ask God to teach us to know the wants of the poor. And if we really wish to help and comfort them, God will put it into our hearts to supply the wants He knows they have. You did not know that little Mercy Jones had no stock- ings, but you wished to help and comfort her, and you were led to prepare the very thing she wanted most. God knows all the wants of the poor, and He can put the thought into our hearts of that which He knows will be best for them." little Jane was silent, lost in the thrilling awe of one who felt herself to have been chosen and taught of God to supply the want she had not known. Her mother knew the power such first impressions have to train the heart's young faith, and with her arm round little Jane, she sat in silence too. " Then, mamma," at last said Jane, " I can never know unless God teaches me ?" " God is your heavenly Father, Jane, and He will teach you all He wishes you to know if you love to learn of Him." " But how will He teach me to help the poor, mamma ?" " God will teach you sometimes by putting the thought in your heart ; but He will also teach you in other ways : has He not given you an eye and an ear ?" "Yes, mamma." " Then He meant you to use them ; do you not often find out what I want without my having to tell you ?" " Yes, mamma, because I live with you." " I am afraid I might get many little girls, and grown up people also, to live with me, and they would not find out the things I often want, without my asking, as you do. Is it only because you live with me I" 24 MINISTERING CHILDRSN. " 0, no, mamma, it is because I love you as weL !" " Yes, dear Jane, this is tlie secret : you love me, and tlier^' fore you find out my wishes and wants as far as your power permits ; and if you love God, you will quickly learn how to serve Him, according to His holy will ; and if you love the poor, you will be sure to find out their wants and how to com- fort them." The clock struck eleven. " mamma," exclaimed Jane, " I have not done my lessons, and it is eleven o'clock !" "Never mind that to-day, my dear ; perhaps we have been learning what lesson-books could not teach us ; you can do your writing now." And well it was for that young mind not at once to be pressed with lessons. It had felt and thought enough for one morning of its early years, and writing was meiital rest. CHAPTER III. 1/ ye love Me, keep my commandments."— John xIy. 1& rpHE village where Mercy lived with her grandmother wag -*- seven miles distant from the town where Mr. Mansfield lived and Httle Jane, where also Hved Patience and little Ruth. The village church stood on a hill, and close beside it the cler- gyman's dwelling, hid among trees. There was a large and beautiful house in the village, called the Hall, where the Squire lived ; and Miss Clifford, httle Mercy's friend, was the Squire's daughter. Miss Clifford loved the poor who lived around her house ; she had known and loved them from the time when she was but a Httle child, and they loved her ; for the heart of the poor can give as pure a response to hallowed interest and love as the heart of the rich. Miss Clifford had a white pony named Snowflake ; when a little child, she often rode out with her father, and called with him at the fanns, and sometimes at the cottages. And when she grew older, she had a groom of her own to ride out with her every day, and then she often went alone to the houses of the poor. She used to carry her little Bible with her, and read to the poor old people who could not read for themselves : the very sound of her voice seemed to com- fort them, and still more the blessed words that she read ; and feeble old people, and little children just able to run alone, would learn from her lips the holy words of the Bible — those precious words which lead all who love them to heaven. It was not Mrs, 26 MINISTERING CHILDREN. Clifford who had taught her Uttle daughter to visit- the poor. Mrs. CHfford felt for the poor, and sent them gifts at Christmas ; but she did not know what it was to love the poor and be loved by them, for she had never been among them herself ; but Mrs. Clifford loved the word of God, and she knew what was written there ; so she was happy that her child should early tread the blessed path that leads amongst the homes of the poor, though she felt unable to visit them herself. The visits, when a child, to the farm-houses, and sometimes to the cottages, with her father, might have been one means of leading Miss Clifford to think about and love the poor ; but that could not have been the only or the chief reason. The poor people, who had no one else to teach them as she did, believed that God had put it into her heart to be their comforter ; and this reason for her visits to them, and her care and love for them, no doubt was the true one. Miss Clifford had no sister, but she had a brother some few years younger than herself; he was a wild, high-spirited boy, with a generous disposition ; but a long habit of pleasing himself had made him selfish and too often disobedient. Mr Clifford was a very indulgent father ; he allowed Herbert — for Herbert was the boy's name — to amuse himself just as he pleased, to spend his money as he liked, and he provided for him every gratification suitable to his age and circumstances. But, with all this indulgence, Herbert was never allowed in a single act of disobedience, nor was he ever allowed to break through any rule or principle of justice toward others. Herbert knew that if the lessons that his tutor required him to prepare were neglected, his father would never admit any idle excuse. The rules to which Herbert was subjected by his father were but few ; but, such as they were, they might never be broken ; this Herbert knew ; but his wild spirits, and his haste after amusement, led him sometimes to forget ; and then he would MINISTERING CHILDREN. 27 fancy that not to be disobedience wliicli proved to be so, whei. tried by the rule of his kind but firm parent. Herbert liac never yet known what it was to be a ministering child. Mr. Clifford w^as a <]^reat favorite amono^ his tenants. He was no less firm as a landlord than be was as a father ; but thee he was as kind and considerate as he was firm. No rule he made was allowed to be trilled with ; but his rules were simple and few, and known by all who dwelt on his estate ;, and his tenants, both farmers and laborers, learned at last to know that he made their interest one with his own. His feeling wa5> strong of tlie common brotherhood uniting the whole human family, and made itself manifest, whether occasion led him to speak to the stone-breaker on the road, or the poorest cottage- child. Even with the lowest and most debased, he never lost the feeling of a common manhood, with all that it involved and demanded. It is ever those who best know, and best fill their own position, who can most readily and effectually keep all with whom they have intercourse, each one in his own .place. Li retaining ourselves, and regarding in others the simple standing that God has given, there is a native dignity, a moral elevation, which, while it tends to set aside the false assumptions of pride, makes a constant demand on the efibrt to maintain that integ- rity, both in ourselves and others, without which none can fill he earthly position to which God has called them. All the farms in the village were the property of Mr. Cliftord, except one occupied by a farmer named Smith, whose father and gi-andfather had rented the same farm before him. Farmer Smith's fields were kept like a garden for neatness ; and every ear of the wheat that waved on them in the golden harvest- time was sown by the hands of the village children. When brown and soft October came to mellow earth and sky, whei tihe plow had turned the fields' rich mold, and the heavy roll 28 MINISTERING CHILDREN. had pressed the long ridges flat, and the wide-spreading rake had broken the hard clods, then went the sowers forth — fathers with their merry children, girls and boys, all whose little feet could pace the fields backward and forward, and not grow weary, whose fingers could drop the precious grain from the little wooden basket held on their left arm, three grains into each hole, all these might go ; two lines following their fathers, who, walking backward, made two holes at every step with iron rods in their hands : following as fast as they could their fa- ther's fast steps, and stooping low as they followed, they dropped in the grain with their little fingers — thus the bread that was to feed thousands, was sown by the hands of little children. While the robin sung beside them on the yellow branches of the faded maple-tree, and, as the children passed it by, fiew on higher up in the hedge-row, and perched again beside them, as if to cheer their work with its song, or to win the ear of childhood for its strain of gentle mirth.. But wheat-sowing, like all other things on earth, has its wintry days ; and when November proves damp and cold, the wet land gets heavy, and the children suffer. This had been little Mercy's first year of dropping wheat. "When her parents were living, Mercy never thought of being among the little droppers ; but they had both died of fever in ono year, and left their orphan child to earn her bread under the care of her kind old grandmother, and her uncle Jem — hei grandmother's only son, who lived with his mother. Mercy had lived three years with her grandmother, and now she thought it a pleasant thing to go and work under the blue sky in the fresh-plowed fields ; and so it was ; but when the wintry rains came, the work grew heavy for her slight strength; her boots became stiff with the wet land, the chilblains settled in her feet, and when the dropping-time was over, little Mercy was laid up, unable to walk ; her greatest sorrow being, as her grandmother. MINISTERING CHILDREN. 29 had stated, that she could not get to the Sunday-scho( where Miss Clifford now taught. The eldest of Farmer Smith's family was a son named Wil- liam. William seemed to know and love every foot of land on the farm, every tree and every living creature there ; but the chief favorites were a dog called Rover, and a young horse named Black Beauty. Black Beauty was born and reared on the farm ; when a foal he followed William like a dog, and now he was committed to AVilliam's care, and, though only lately broken in and full of spirit, William could manage him, without whip' or rein, by the sound of his voice. The horse was a beau- tiful creature, and Farmer Smith would say sometimes that if the children had not all been so fond of the horse, he must have taken one of the many high ojSfers he had had for him ; but, as it was, he made his children's affection for the creature a cover for his own, and a fair excuse for keeping him. Besides which, Farmer Smith knew that the last thing Mrs. Smith would approve, would be to see the horse led away ; and so, in conse- quence of all these reasons taken together. Black Beauty led an easy life, with none but familiar and kindly voices falling on his sensitive ears. Mr. Smith's next son, Joseph, called by the fam> ily Joe, was very quick at his books ; therefore, his father kept him a year longer than he would otherwise have done, as a boarder at a school in the town ; but it was considered that he had now learned sufficient, and he was put to work on the farm. The younger boys were Samson and Ted. Rose, the only girl, was the treasure of her father's heart, and the light of his life ; he had her named Rose, for that had been his moth sr's name, and he said, " May be, if she has the name, she may take after the nature too, and my mother was one of the best of women — ask the poor if that is n't true, and I will always trust them for knowing what any body is !" Little Rose grew up among the 80 MINISTERING CHILDREN. com, aud the barley, and the sweet-scented beans — for hex band was mostly in her father's, and her feet trotting by his side ; she hunted the red-cup moss in the muddy ditch, her little feet at the top, while her father stood at the bottom ; hers were the fii'st rosy nuts gathered from the hazel-tree, when glowing au- tumn came to ripen the fruits ; she called the wild birds all her own, and her displeasure fell on any one who dai'ed to take the warm, soft nest from tree or hedge. Rose went, when very young, to the village day-school ; there she formed a friendship with little Mercy, and was learning quite enough to satisfy her father ; but Mrs. Smith was not so easily satisfied. Mi-s. Smith said they had but one girl, and she should always consider that they had been very much to blame if they did not give her a good education, and a boarding-school was the place to which she ought to be sent ; that if she were willing to part with the child, she did not see why Mr. Smith should object. Mr. Smith felt as if the sunbeam would pass from every thing, if his little Rose were taken from his home ; but he never opposed any thing on which his wife was resolved ; so Mrs. Smith made all the arrangements, and William drove Rose with Chestnut, the gig-horse, to her boarding-school. The strange faces and stiflf ways of ine towns-people, and the long streets, instead of wild lanes and trees, were very dull to the country child ; but she learned her lessons, worked a sam- pler which was put in a frame, and came home at midsummer like a bird free from its cage. On reaching her home, Rose sprung from the gig into her father's arms, — her young broth- ers, Samson and Ted, came out with their welcome ; Rose kissed them, mshed up the staircase to her mother, who had not expected her so soon ; then down again to speak to Molly ; then into the farm-yai'd, where she stroked Rover, and all the cows, who were reposing in the straw till the cow-hous€ MINISTERING ^JUILDREN. 81 door sliould be opened ; then into the stable, where she threw her arms round Black Beauty's neck ; and, finally, was attempt- ing to count the fowls, which baffled her skill, by running one among another, when out came her mother at the back-door, saying, " Why, child ! you run about like wild ; come in to tea, do." And Eose was soon in her old place by her father's side at tea. But this Christmas time, her second holidays. Rose had come Tfith graver thoughts. A Httle school-fellow had died, and the sense of separation and death had passed, for the first time, over her heart. Rose did not say any thing about it, she did not know very well what to say ; her mother was a person of but few words, and these few were mostly quick ones ; and Rose hardly knew that a change had passed over her which others might obsen^e. Her mother saw that she had lost her wild spirits, but still she was often meny, and she ran about and made snow-balls with her brothers ; but at other times she would sit thinking alone in the chimney-corner, watching the burning wood and the flame creeping up the great log^. She wondered where her little school- fellow might be ; she knew that she was somewhere — not where her body was laid, in the dark grave — where then was ?he ? Rose knew there were two worlds beyond the grave, one the only heaven, and another the dreadful hell ; to which then was her little school-fellow gone ? Rose cou I not tell. And then came the thought — If I should die like he , where should I go ? Rose felt she did not know ; and then s! e thought upon the words their minister had said, whose serm( as she heard at school — ser- mons which even a child could unc erstand and remember ; and she wished that she could think oi all he had oreached about, and do as he had said that all who had God for their Heavenly Father should do ; and all these thoughts made her gravt On the last day of "^he -^ear Mrs. Smith was busy iroi mg : 82 MINISTERING CHILDREN. ■Rose had finislied the little things her mother had given her to do, and was seated on the stool by the fire, where she remained for some time, quite silent. " What are you thinking of, child ?" at last said her mother " Why, I was thinking, mother, that I wished our ministe* here preached hke the one where I go to school. I can't under- stand any thing here." " How does your minister preach ?" " He preaches about our Saviour, and he speaks it so plain, I am never tired of listening. I wish he were here." " And if he were here, you would not hear him half so often ; you have three times as many Sundays at school as you have at home ; I am sure I would not trouble about that." " No, mother ; but if he were here, then you and father would hear him too." " And I suppose it 's that you always sit thinking of?" ".No, mother, not of that." " What is it, then ?" " Why, the last Sunday before I came away from school, oul minister preached about, ' Feed my sheep,' and ' Feed my lambs ; he said that our Saviour had told us to do so, and that it meant doing all we could for others — to help them for this world, and that good place where good people go ; and I have been think- ing that I don't do any thing to help others." " Well, child, I am sure I don't know, for I never heard that plain way of preaching that one could understand ; but I can't see that it can belong to the like of you to be after doing for others. I think if you mind your lessons at school, and do what I set you to do at home, you may very well play between whiles, and take it easy too." " But, mother, so many people do think about helping others, it 's only I that do nothing !" MINISTERING CHILDREN. 33 " So many people, child ! what do you mean ? I think every body is for self — that is the beginning and the end, with most that I see." " That's how it is with me, mother, but it is not so t\ ith all I When I went to spend the day with aunt Mackenzie at the Uall, she put up the prettiest little apple-pudding in a basin with a cloth over it, and sent it up to Miss Chfford ; and 1 asked her if Miss Clifford was not well, for I thought that must V her dinner sent up to her ; and aunt Mackenzie laughed and said, that was not the way to serve up ladies' dinners ; and then she told me that there was a poor old woman near, dying of old age, and that Miss Clifford went to carry her a little pud- ding, which the old woman liked better than meat. I said, I wondered Miss Chfford did not send it, when she had so many sen-ants ! and aunt Mackenzie said. It was Miss Clifford's taking it that made the best part of it. She feeds herself ! and she said, none could think what her hand and her voice could do for sickness, that had not known it as she had." " Well, child, but you don't think you could do like Miss Clifford, I suppose ?" " No, mother, but you know you ofi*^n do send something to sick people ; and I thought if I took it to them, perhaps they might like it all the better, and then I shou^^ be trying to do as our minister said." " Well, I don't know but what they would, if you are bent on being like Miss Clifford !" " No, mother, I could never be like Miss Clifford ; but I do sometimes think if Miss Clifford did but teach me, as she teaches Mercy, I might learn more of what our minister at school says." " Well, child, it's all verj' well for Miss Clifford to be thinking about every body else, but, as I say. Miss Clifford is no rule £nt you, that I can see." 2* 84 MINISTERING CHILDREN. " No, mother, but there is Miss Mansfield in the town ; neigh- bor Jones says that she has put Mercy into the penny club this year, and Miss Mansfield is younger than I am." " I dare say that was her mother's doing ; and selling tea no doubt is better than sowing wheat, for it was not much of it that was likely to come up if the weather had held so wet as it was !" " But then, mother, there is Mercy herself — when I was at home last midsummer, and you sent me to ask how dame Clark was — there was Mercy, upon the table by the window, all alone, with the Bible on her knee; and I asked her why she was there ? and she said, dame Clark had just fallen asleep, and she had come down to watch, for the people made such a knocking on the door when they wanted any thing, she w^as afraid they would wake her. And I asked her who set her to nurse dame Clark ? and she said, nobody set her, but that she liked to do it. And I asked her if it was not very dull ? and she said, that it was not dull at all ; that dame Clark Hked her to read chap- ters and verses to her, and to hear her sing ; and she said dame Clark called her Comfort !" "I always did say that Mercy was the best child in the parish," replied Mrs. Smith ; " I never look twice after her, let her be doing what she will up here." " But, mother, I don't do any thing for others." " Well, child, what would you do 1" " Why, yesterday, ^vidow Lambert told me that little Johnnie could not leave his bed, with the chilblains in his feet ; she said he had quite outgrown and worn up his socks, and she eould not make the money to buy him any more ; and I thought if I might but have a little of our worsted, I could knit him a pair of socks in my play-time." " Well, I have no objection, I am sure," replied Mrs. Smith, ** but what's the use of one pair ?" MINISTERING CHILDREN. 85 " 0, mother, I could make hi)n two pair, if I might !** " Well, to be sure, two is better than one any day !" " May I begin to-day, then, mother "?" "I thought your pins were set fast with your father's stock- mgs, and you won't do much more than finish them of evenings, these short holidays ; but if you wish to be after the socks in the day, I will lend you mine, when I have finished the pair I am after now for Ted — but I am only in the fiist sock yet." A cloud passed over the joyous look that had kindled on the face of little Rose, at her mother's leave to make two pair of socks — when she found that she must wait days for pins ! but still her heart felt lighter — t^he had talked with her mother about it, and it was not so bad as she expected. When Rose was gone to her pillow that night, Mrs. Smith said, " I have found out what ails the child — she wants to be after the poor, doing for them !" " Don 't say a word against it," replied Mr. Smith ; '* let the child have her way, it's just like my mother ! she took to read- ing her Bible and caring for the poor, when she was quite young ; I have heard my grandfather say so ; and she made one of the best of women ; I hoped the child would take aftei her grandmother, when I named her Rose." CHAPTER IV. • Suffer little children to come unto Me, and forbid them not ; for of snch {s tha kingdom of heaven." — ^Makk x. 14. TpVERY one was up early who had any thing to do on Mr. -^ Smith's farm. Mr. Smith set all his men to work, and then was ready for breakfast by seven o'clock. It was the last day of the year on which Rose had talked to her mother about making the socks for little Johnnie, and on the new year's morning, while setting the breakfast table by caadle-light, she heard widow Jones speaking to her mother at the back-door. Rose guessed that widow Jones was going off to the town ; and she was riglit, it was the very day on which widow Jones received the stockings for Mercy from little Jane, O, thought Rose, if I had but two pence, neighbor Jones would buy me a set of pins ! but I dare not ask mother, she would think it all w^aste to have two sets, when I can not use both at once. O, if father would but come, he would give me two pence, and then mother would not mind, if father had given me the money for my own ! Rose looked from the front door out into the snowy morning ; far into the darkness her blight eyes searched, but no father was in sight. Could she ask her mother ? No ; she dare not. Y&t perhaps her mother would for once let her have another set, as she was going so soon back to school ? but while she stood full of doubt between hope and fear, she heard her mother's quick FOice say, "Well, good day, neighbor;" and the back door MINISTERING CHILDREN. 37 • shut, and poor Rose's hope was gone. William, and Rover, William's dog, had just come in, both were white with the fall- ing snow, but Rose stooped down and threw her arms round Rover to hide her tears. William's quick eye saw that his lit- tle sister was in trouble. " What are you telling Rover about, hey, Rose ? Come, look up and tell me, there 's no good in hid- ing it all in Rover's snowy ears ; and there 's nobody by but me." " Oh, it 's nothing now, William," replied Rose. " What was it then ?" asked the kind brother. " It was only that I did so want a set of pins, and neighbor Jones has just gone to the town, but they cost two pence, and I was afraid to ask mother, because I have one set, but they are fast with father's stockings, arid mother said she would lend me her's when Ted's socks are done ; but I am afraid that won't be in time for what I want before I go to school ; and father did n't come in sight, though I looked for him all the time that neighbor Jones stood at the door ! " I should hke to know why you could not have asked me," said William. " I should think I might have done as well as father for once, and better than Rover, but never mind now, I dare say it will all come right in the end." And Rose had wiped away her tears with William's red pocket-handkerchief, just as she heai'd her father shaking the snow from his feet out- side the door. While Rose was sitting between her father and William at breakfast, a thought came into her mind ; she knew that Mercy had a set of pins, and that it was very seldom that poor widow J )nes could buy any worsted to put them in use ; perhaps she might not have any use for them now, and if not, she knew that Mercy would lend them to her ; so after dinner that day. Rose said, " Mother, it 's fine now, may I go and call on Mercy, I have not seen her for a whole week ?" " Yes," replied her Daotiiei, " if you have a mind, only take care and keep out of 88 MINISTERING CHILDREN, the snow-drifts." So off set Rose, with the eAger step of hope an J •expectation; the sky was cloudless blue, and all the snow looked sparkling diamonds : Rose liked to feel it under her little feet, and the ministering child left the track of her footsteps in that pure untrodden snow. Rose knocked at widow Jones's door, and Mercy said, " Como in." Rose opened the door, and there sat little Mercy in her grandmother's old arm-chair, with her feet in another chair wrapped up in a thin old blanket ; a few coals were left close by her side to keep the little fire in, a table with a cup and plate from which she had taken, her dinner stood near her; on the table lay her little Bible ; her hymn-book was in her hand. " Why ! Mercy, are you ill ?" asked Rose, going up to her. " No, only my feet got worse with the chilblains. I have kept my bed nearly a week; but 'grandmother's gone to the town to-day, so uncle Jem carried me down before she went, that I might not feel so lonesome with no one in the house." " I wish I had known it," said Rose ; " are they very bad ?" " No, they are getting better now, and since I have been kept in-doors, I have learned a whole chapter out of the Bible, and three short Psalms, and two hymns, and Miss Clifford came to see me, and then I said some of them to her ; and grandmother said that was as good as going to school. I have been thinking, perhaps Miss Clifford will come to-day, it 's almost a week since she was here, and the weather has broken out so fine !" " Do you really think Miss Clifford will come to-day ?" asked Rose. " I seem to think she will," replied little Mercy, " only I don'l know ; but I have learnt another Psalm, perfect every word — and a hymn too." " Do you like going to the Sunday-school very much ?" asked Rose. p. sa MINISTERING CniLDREN. 89 " Yes, that I do ! and so would any one if they did but once get into Miss CHifoiv^'s class," rephed Mercy. " I should like it, I am sure," said Rose. Just then they caught a sight of the black pony of Miss ChfFord's gi'oom passing the window, and the hearts of both the little girls beat quick as the lady entered. Miss Cliflford spoke kindly to Rose as well as to Mercy, saying as she made Rose sit down beside her, " I am afraid I have stopped some pleasant talk." " No, ma'am," replied Mercy, " Rose was only saying how she would like to gO to the Sunday-school." " Do you really wish to come to the Sunday-school ?" asked Miss Clifford looking at Rose. " I go to a boarding-school, ma'am and I am afraid mother would not let me," replied Rose. " What made you wish it ?" asked Miss Clifford ; " Come and tell me." Rose came within the arm so kindly opened to receive her, but she did not speak. " If you could tell me why you wished it," said Miss Clifford, " perhaps I could find some other way to help you, if your mother objects to your coming to the Sunday-school." Rose answered in a low voice, " Because I want to do as our Minister at school tells every body they must ; and I don't know how." " What is it that your Minister tells you to do ?" asked Miss Clifford. " He says. Every body must come to Jesus — and I don't know how," Rose answered ; and the child's large tear fell upon the hand that held her, and the tears of answering feel- ing gathered in Miss Clifford's eyes. When Mercy saw the tears in Miss Clifford's eyes, and on the cheek of Rose, she cried 40 MINISTERINa CHILDREN. too, she knew not why, except because she saw the tearo of those she loved — and that alone is often cause enough for child- hood's weeping ; a purer, higher cause than some that after years too often ofter. " Does not your Minister tell you how to come to Jesus ?'* asked Miss Clifford. " I don't know," repHed Rose, " because I can't remember only a little of what he says." " Will you listen to me, then, and try and understand, if I tell you ?" Miss Clifford asked. Rose looked up in the lady's face, and that look was assurance enough. " Who have you come to now, while you are standing here ?" asked Miss Clifford. " To you !" answered Rose. " Yes, you have come to me ; and you have been telling me what you want ; and I am going to give you, if I can, the knowledge that you tell me you want. Now, just as you have come close to me, and told me w^^^* you want, so you must come to the Lord Jesus and tell Him. I hear you now, be- cause I am near you ; but Jesus is always near to you. He hears every word ; and A^henever you speak to Him, He stoops down and listens to p you say ; and He can teach you all you want to know, and give you all you ask Him for. Do you pray to Him ?" " I say, * Our Father which art in Heaven,' " replied Rose : " our governess said I ought : and sometimes I say other things, when I want them very much. Our Minister said we might ask for all we wanted when we pray, only governess does not know w^hen I do that." " Do you tell our Saviour that you want to come to him ?" " No, I don't know how." MINISTERING CHILDREN. 41 " If I write you a short prayer, do you think you could read it?" " yes ; I can read writing a little." " Then go to the door, and ask the groom foi my basket ; I have ink and paper there." Rose brought the basket, and Miss Clifford wrote in a plain hand : — "O God, my Heavenly Father, I ask Thee to bow down thine ear and hsten to my prayer. I am a little, sinful, help- Jess child ; and I want to come to Jesus, that I may be safe and happy for ever. O lead me to Jesus my Saviour ! Let me come to Him, that I may know and love Him and keep His commandments. Let me be washed from all my sins in the precious blood of Jesus my Saviour. And give me the Spirit of Jesus to dwell in my heart, that I may be Thy child, and hve with Thee for ever. Thou hast said Thou wilt do this, if we ask ; and I ask Thee to do it for me, my Heavenly Father, for the sake of my Saviour, the Lord Jesus Christ. Amen." Miss Clifford heard Rose read the paper, then folded it up and gave it to her ; making her sit down by her, while she talked to Mercy. After a little conversation. Miss Clifford heard Mercy repeat her Psalm, which was said without one mistake ; then Mercy repeated her hymn, and Rose thought, as she listened, that certainly the hymn would please her father. After this, Miss Clifford took leave of the children, saying to Rose, " I have a class of farmers' daughters every Monday afternoon, at three o'clock, in my house. You are younger than any here, but if you would hke to come, and your mother has no objections, I shall be very happy to receive you ; do you think you would like to come 1" "Oh, yes, ma'am, very much," said Rose with brightening color. 42 MINISTERING CHILDREN. " Perhaps you would like me best to ask your mother about itr " Yes, if you please, ma'am." " Then I will ride round that way to-day, so you will not be kept long in suspense," said Miss Clifford, smiling at the eager look on the face of Rose ; and then, with her kind " Good- by !" to both children, the lady mounted her white pony, and was soon far away. " How glad I am that Miss Clifford did come," said Mercy, " I thought she would !" " How very kind she is," said Rose. " If mother will but let me go, how glad I shall be ! How I wish I knew that piece of poetry you said, Mercy." " It 's a hymn," rep-lied Mercy ; " have you got a book like mine ?" " No, I wish I had ; I learnt some pieces of poetry at our school ; but father says they are too fine for him, and I dare not try mother ; but I think father would like what you said. Is it very hard to learn 1" " No, it is not hard at all ; shall I lend you my book for a little while ? Only I must learn another before Miss Clifford comes again." " If you will let me have it," said Rose, " I will try and learn it to-moiTow, and then you shall be sure to have it back again." So Mercy lent her little treasure hymn-book ; Rose put it safe in her pocket ; then tucking the folded prayer down deep into her bosom, she remembered how long she had stayed. She had quite forgotten the pins, and no wonder — there had been enough in that call on Mercy to fill her young heart ; and now seeing the fire almost out, she stooped down to put on the shovel of coals that stood beside it ; Mercy guessed her inten- ion, and exclaimed, " Oh, no, not all those, only one or two. MINISTERING CHILDREN. 43 just to keep it in till grandmother comes ; that is all the coal there is, and there won't be any warmth left for grand- mother !" " But, Mercy, you will be froze ; you look as cold as the snow now." " That is only because the door stands opeu ; it goes so bad, it won't shut from outside, except by those that know how to humor it." " Not shut from outside !" said Rose ; " why don't you have a new one ?" " That is the new door," replied Mercy : " the old one was all to pieces ; grandmother went backward and forward to steward Jacobs about it till she gave up hope ; and then she dreaded the winter so bad, with only that old door to keep it out, that she went all that way to Squire LofFt himself; she only saw the ladies, but they came over in their carriage, and looked at the door ; and then they went to steward Jacobs and gave the order ; and steward Jacobs was angered to think grandmother should have been to Squire Lofft, and the door was made of gi'een wood, and it shrank all round, and now there is no keeping warm any how ; but Miss Clifford has found it out, and she says there are more ways than one of setting that right." " What will she do ?" asked Rose. "I don't know," replied Mercy; "but grandmother says that now it 's once in Miss Clifford's hands it 's sure to come out right." " Then you won't be cold long ?" said Rose earnestly — forget- ting all but the slight shiver of little Mercy. " I '11 see if I can't make the door shut outside for me ! Only I wish I had some of our logs, just to make up the fire fit to be seen. But I must go now, or mother will scold. Come now, door, you shall shut for me !" Rose gave a hard pull, b Mt back again went the door ; tf4 MINISTERING CHILDREN. then a gentle pull, but the moment she had let go, it flew opea " Was there ever such a door ?" said Rose in despair. " Never mind !" said little Mercy from within, " never mind trying it any more : there 's nobody but grandmother and uncle Jem can shut it from outside." But in the heat of her dis- pleasure with the door, and the man who had made it, and dis- tress at leaving the helpless little Mer(iy exposed to the cold evening air, Rose pulled and shook the door, but pulled and shook in vain. Horse's feet came down the lane, but Rose was still contending with the door, and did not hear them. It was William on Black Beauty. " Hey day, little miss ! are you breaking into neighbor Jones's while she is away? She will soon be home to find you out." " Oh, William !" said Rose, ready to cry with her vain effoi-ts ; *' I am so glad it is you ! There is poor Mercy — she can't put her feet to the ground with the chilblains, and not a bit of warmth in the fire, and I can't shut the door !" " It 's no more use to lose patience with a door, than it is with a donkey," said William, getting down from his horse. " Oh, do try to shut it !" said Rose ; " and speak to poor Mercy first." " Well, Mercy," said William, going in ; " why I guess you could not go dropping now. Poor thing ! and is that all the fire you can give New-year's day ?" " No, I have some coals, but I am keeping them till grand- mother comes in." " Let me see them. Well, to be sure — they would about fill the sugar-basin ! I left Jem riving wood hard enough to-day, and he shall feel a little of the weight of it home before long ; 80 don't save up that poor handful ; there — it is all gone ! That's the first coal I have put on neighbor Jones's fire ; and I think MINISTERING CHILDREN. 4.1 I have known her years enough to have done it sooner. Now for the door. Well, 'tis a fashion of flitting, to be sure ! I fancy he that made it would learn to work bettei', if he had just one night behind it this January weather ! A bit of string is the only thing that will do it." "William took from his pocket a ball of string ; slipping the string round the latch within, he drew the door quite close, and tied the string tight round the hook that fastened ba^k the shutter without. Then, lifting Rose on Black Beauty, he gave her the rein ; the little maiden, seated sideways on her brother's saddle, well at ease, pondered on past events, and felt to see her folded paper was quite safe, while William kept even pace by her side. Rose was soon seated before the warm wood-fire, making the ioast for tea, and wondering how William could manage about getting some logs for Mercy's fire, when William came into th« kitchen, and said, " Rose, look here !" Rose ran to his side at the window ; there, over the cold snow, which lay white beneath the darkness, Jem was making his way bome from the farm, with one of the deep farm-baskets on his shoulder, piled up with logs of wood. " Is all that for neighbor Jones ?" asked Rose, her face beam- ing with delight. " Yes, that it is," replied WiUiam, " it was father piled it up like that ; I found him, and I told him how the poor thing sat shivering there, and he said he should never forgive himself if tliat orphan child perished with cold. I will say it is a pleas- ant thing to see father give ! I told him about the state of things I had found, and he went at once to Jem and said, ' I suppose you would not be much against carrjdng half-a-dozen of these logs home with you to-night V Jem shook his head with a smile ; he never took it the least that father was in earnest, but father had piled up the basket with his own hands 46 MINISTERING CHILDREN. in no time, and then lie set it tlie next minute on Jem's tthoui- der, and said, ' There, now make the best of your way home, and tell your good mother I would give any lad on my farm such a load as that is, if I could find any to trust as I can her son !' and then father was off, as he always is when he thinks he haa done." Rose listened, and as she listened she slipped her hand into her brother's. William felt this silent expression of the new-formed link between them ; he had met his little sister in her heart's young sympathy, she felt she could turn to and de- pend on his aid, and it seemed to her he stood the nearest to her in the new world of feeling and effort her trembling steps had entered. Jem was out of sight, but Rose still watched from the window — as if she thought to see the dying embers on Mercy's cold heai'th blaze up around the new-year's logs ; William still stood by his little sister, and felt and shared her joy ; the flick- ering fire-light showed the elder and the younger face — both beaming with the glow of blessed charity. " Where 's Jem ?" asked Mrs. Smith, in a loud voice ; " ler' him know I want him before he 's off to-night." " He is oft* already, mother," said William ; " what did you want ?" " How vexing !" exclaimed Mrs. Smith ; " that is always the way — people are off just when you want them most ! Here I had a bottle of beer put up all ready fctr him to take home to his mother ; for how she will toil through the lanes in this deep snow, I can't think." " Never mind, mother," said William, " I '11 run after him ; don't wait tea for me if father comes in." WiUiam's hat was on, and away he ran, and Rose still stood at the window, watch- ing her brother through the darkness, by the light of the snow. " Tell Mercy to have a little heated right not, and let hei grandmother go warm *o rest," shouted Mrs. Smith after Wil- MINISTERING CHILDREN. 47 Ham " Yes, mother," William shouted back as he ran. " Ah !" thought little Rose, " what would have been the use of mother sending that message, if William and I had not seen to the fire !" William overtook Jem almost at the cottage-door, and deliver ing the bottle of beer and the message, he returned to the farm. Jem, with a thankful heart, stowed away the wood, made up the fire, set little Mercy carefully in another chair, that his mother's might look ready for her to sit down in at once ; set out the frugal meal, put the tin mug in readiness to heat the beer, and then, sitting down upon the stool, which was his usual seat, took little Mercy's feet carefully on his knees ; that, as he said, they might feel a bit of comfort from the fire too. Meanwhile poor widow Jones was toiling along the snowy lanes ; turning at last the longed-for corner, she suddenly caught sight of the ruddy glow, cast by the blazing wood-fire through the large casement on the snow. " And what 's the matter now ?'* said widow Jones to herself, as she hastened on with quicker steps and beating heart ; " sure the child has not set herself afire and the old place too !" — the thought of a warm glowing hearth having been kindled up was too great an improbability to enter widow Jones's mind. At last her hand was on the latch, and in a moment more she saw the picture of comfort — the two she loved more than life, the logs of burning wood, the arm-chair waiting for her, the little supper-table set ready ! " There 's mother !" said Jem, and starting up, he laid little Mercy's feet gently upon the stool where he had been nursing them, and took his mother's old umbrella and basket from her hand. Widow Jones, overcome with fatigue, exhaustion, and surprise, sank down into her arm-chair, while Jem poured some beer from the black bottle into the tin mug, and set it on the side of the burning log to heat, and cutting off a piece of bread, he knelt down before the fire to make some toast to put into it, 48 MINISTERING CHILDREN. " Well, I never thought to find the like of this," said widov» Jones, at last. " Where in the world did you manage to get firewood and beer ?" " That 's all master's and mistress' goodness," replied Jem ; " but never mind that, mother, till you have taken a sip of beer, and got a little life into you." But widow Jones could not wait. " Bless them for it !" she said, fervently ; and then, taking up her basket from the table where Jem had set it down, she went on to say, in a livelier tone, " Here, Mercy, child, I have a rare surprise for you ; if you are not to run about with warm feet at last, I don't know who is ; look you here !" And pair after pair of warm stockings, all mended and folded, and given by the hand of httle Jane, were piled up on widow Jones's knee. " Oh, granny ! what, all for me ?" said Mercy, as she stretched out both hands to receive one pair, and feel its warnith. And then, while she imfolded pair after pair, widow Jones told the history of all : Jem opened both his eyes and mouth to listen, saying, as his mother ended, " Why ! the world is warm all over to-day, out here in the country, and down there in the town !" But the beer in the tin mug began to boil, and the toast to put into it had long been made ; so widow Jones and her son Jem and her little grand-daughter began, with thankful hearta and hungry appetites, to partake of their simple fare. At the farm, Mr. Smith had come in by the back door, and William returned by the front, and they all sat down to tea. " What 's this ?" asked Rose, as she took a long, thin parcel from under her plate. " You had better look and see," said William ; " it seems you have the best right to it." " There is no direction upon it," said Rose. " Mother, shaU I open it?" MINISTERING CHILDREN. 49 "Well, I suppose there is not much use in keeping it shut/* replied Mrs. Smith. Rose opened it slowly and carefully ; " my pins ! my pins !** she exclaimed, " mother, was it you ? Did you tell neighbor Jones?" " Tell neighbor Jones — no ; what should I have to tell her ?" " You had better ask Rover," whispered William, " he knows more about it than mother." Rose laughed at this : " 0, Wil- liam, how glad I am ! did you tell neighbor Jones ?" " No, not I. You seem to think no one has the sense to buy a set of pins but neighbor Jones ?" " You did not go after them yourself, did you ?" asked Rose. " You had better ask Rover about it," replied William, " he has the most right to answer, seeing you told him jfirst in the morning." So Rose was provided with her set of pins — four bright steel pins — and to-morrow she could begin little Johnnie's socks. Rose had now only one anxiety, and that one was, to know whether her mother had given leave for her to go up to Miss Clifibrd's class of farmers' daughters at the Hall ; but she could not venture to ask ; so she took the long stocking she was knitting for her father, and sat down on her stool in the chimney corner to her evening's work ; William went out to see after the cattle, Mr. Smith sat down to rest by the fire in his old-fashioned arm-chair, Mrs. Smith took her knitting at the table, Joe sat by the same table deeply occupied with a book of travels he had lately met with, and Samson sat down in the opposite chimney- corner to Rose ; Httle Ted was gone to rest for the night. At last Mr. Smith said, " Did I see Miss Cliflbrd cross the drift this afternoon ?" " She was there," replied Mrs. Smith, " whether you saw her or not." 3 , 50 MINISTERING CHILDREN. •• She did not call, I suppose, did slie ?" again inquired Mr. Smith. Rose looked up, unable to knit another stitch from anxiety. " Yes, that she did," replied Mrs. Smith, " she came to ask Rose to a class of farmers' daughters held at the Hall. I told her that I thanked her all the same, but I always had kept my- self to myself, and I meant that Rose should do the same." " Must not I go then, mother ?" asked Rose." " No, child ; I told Miss Chfford so, and she does not expect it now." Rose laid down her knitting, and hiding her face in her pinafore, cried and sobbed. Mr. Smith did not say a word, but he got up, took his hat, and went out for his last round in the farm-yard, unable to bear the sight of the child's grief which he felt he could not com- fort. Mrs. Smith knitted on, and Rose went on crying, while Samson spread out both his hands nearer and nearer over the fire, as if he did not quite know what he was doing. " There, child, leave off crying, do !" at last said Mrs. Smith. " What 's the use of taking on so because you can not go up to the Hall ? What 's the use of a boarding-school, I should like to know, if you have not lessons enough there, without going up to the Hall after them ?" But poor Rose was in no readi- ness to explain any feeling just then to her mother, she only cried on. " Now, Rose, leave off crying directly !'' said hei motner. Rose iiied to keep back her tears, and went on slowly witli her knitting; meanwhile, Samson had slipped out, and in a few minutes William came in and took Samson's place in the opposite chimney-corner to Rose. He stretched out his wet feet and cold hands to the fire, and said in a low tone, " Rose I have a secret to tell you," but poor Rose did not look up. MINISTERING CHILDREN. 61 " 0, I see how it is," said William, " there is nobody but Rover will do, you began with him this morning, and by what I can pee you mean to end the same. Here, Rover, go to Rose, ihe has something to tell you, I guess she is for sending poor neighbor Jones off for some worsted to the town, but she will tell you all about it ; go, sir, go." Rover looked up at his mas- ter, wagging his tail, and then went and looked up at Rose — as if by way of inquiry. " O, William, how can you talk so !" said Rose, too full of sorrow still to laugh, " I don't want you, Rover, go away." Poor little Rose ! her day had begun with tears, and for awhile it seemed hkely to end with the same ; and so it often is, that when we try to walk in the narrow way that leadeth to everlasting life, we find that tears are there as well as smiles — but the tears in that narrow way water its fair flowers, and make them grow the faster. After awhile, Mr. Smith came in again, Rose knew it was almost her bed-time, and she thought it would be pleasant just to hear what Williarc's secret w^as, so she went nearer to him and said, " What secret do you know William ?" " Why," said William, " I have thought of a way to keep up the fire on neighbor Jones's hearth all this whole winter !" " O, Will, have you ? what is it ?" " Why, it was only this morning that father was asking me who he should give a job of hedging and ditching to. I said then, ' We had better think who we can best spare to take it ;' but I have been thinking this evening, that it would be as well to consider who stands most in need of it, and I am pretty sui'e that will be Jem ; and then he will have all tiie wood he cuta away, and that will go far to keep a fire on their hearth all the winter." " Do you think father is sure to let him have it ?" asked Rose. 62 MINISTERING CHILDREN. " Yes, I am sure he will, if I Say only two words about it. Jem has not been put to it before, but I never saw the ''thing yet that he did not finish off as well as a man, and better than many men, because his mind is always in the thing he is after." So little Rose went to her pillow with thoughts of Jem hedg- ing and ditching, and the blazing fire kept up on widow Jones's hearth, and sympathy's warm light drank up the mist of sad- ness, and, having offered up the lady's prayer, she laid down her head and was soon asleep. CHAPTER V. "So then &itL cometh by hearing, and hearing by the word of God."— Eon. x. IT. rriHE next morning, Rose thought again of Miss Clifford, and -*- her lost hope of going to the class at the Hall ; she sighed once or twice while she was dressing ; but she had her little treasured prayer, and that comforted her; she had also her pins, and Mercy's hymn-book, from which to learn the hymn that she thought would please her father ; so she ran down stairs with a cheerful step, and was soon engaged preparing the breakfast. After breakfast, the boys helped clear the table ; Mrs. Smith went off to the dairy ; and Rose began her morn- ing's work. First, she made up the fire ; then she washed the cups and saucers, mugs and plates, from the breakfast-table, and put them away ; after this, she swept up the farm-house kitchen, the room they always occupied ; and then, with her little can of wheat, went out to feed the fowls ; — quite unconcerned at snow or freezing wind, she stood in the stone-yard, which was always swept early, and scattered the grain round her, while the hun- gry fowls came flying over the low wall at the sound of her voice to pick it up ; and the little birds peeped down from the bare branches of the old ash-tree that stood beside the low wall, watching till Rose should throw them a distant handful, which she never failed to do, looking up with a special call meant only for them — and then down flew on lighter wing the little birds of the air, while Rose stood a watcher between them 54 MINISTERING CHILDREN. and the fowls of the farm, guarding the rights of both. After thisj Rose went mth her mother to set the upper rooms iji or- der ; and then, tor the most part, her household work was done ; but, on churning days, and baking days, and washing days, and ironing days, there was more to be accomplished, and sometimes Kose was busy with her mother nearly the whole day ; but this was neither churning, nor baking, nor washing, nor ironing day, and Rose had done all, and put on her clean pinafore, by a little after eleven o'clock. And now her time was her own, to employ as she liked ; and she might begin her socks ; but she must ask her mother for the promised worsted ; and, she thought, perhaps her mother might be angry with her still, for crying the night before ; but if she did not ask, she could not begin poor little Johnnie's socks. Had she not better learn her hymn out of Mercy's book, and then she need not ask her mother at present ? Yes, but Rose knew that when she had set her sock on, and counted the stitches, she could knit and learn too ; and poor Johnnie had no socks to his feet ; so she went to her mother, and asked, " Mother, may I have that worsted for Johnnie Lambert's socks now ?" Mrs. Smith had looked many times at her little daugh- ter ; she had seen her pale with the last night's crying, yet busy all the morning, a little grave, but pleasant still in all she did or said ; she remembered how the child had wished she could learn of Mks Clifford, and she began to think whether she had done right in refusing ; but Mrs. Smith never liked to give up her o^vn way, and she had yet to learn that " a man's pride shall bring him low, while honor shall uphold the humble in spirit ;" but when her little girl asked in fear and trembling for the worsted, Mrs. Smith replied, " Yes, child, to be sure, did n't I tell you you might ? It 's in the drawer ; you may take what you want, and wind it at once " AI I N J 5 T E R I N G CHILDREN. 56 ** May I make two pair then, motlier ?" asked Rose, gathering courage. " Yes, to be sure, if you make one ; one pair is n't much use alone." So Rose ran off for her worsted ; she knew exactly the riglit size, and how many stitches to set on ; she opened Mercy's little hymn-book on the chimney-corner, hung the skein on the back of her father's arm-chair, and was just beginning to wind her worsted and learn her hymn, when her father passed the window and came in at the front door ; he took otY his great coat and hat, all white with the fresh-falling snow, and came in for a rest and a warm. " Well, little girl, busy as possible ; that 's all right ; never mind being tired with work, so long as you are never tired with idleness ; work well, and rest well, that 's my maxim ; but idle work, and idle rest, I should like to know what 's the good they ever did to any body ? What are you after now ?" " O, father, you can hold, my worsted, while I wind ; it gets tangled up on the chair. I am going to make some socks for poor little Johnnie Lambert ; he has not a bit of sock to his feet ; mother says I may make him two pair." " That won't do you, nor mother, nor Johnnie Lambert any harm, I guess ! What book have you got open there ? Are you so hard put to it for time that you must do two things at once ? That is not, for the most part, the best way." " No, father, but that is Mercy's book ; she lent it to me to learn a hymn, and she wants the book ; so I told her I would learn it to-day, if I could, and take it back to her." " And have you not books enough without Mercy's ! I should have thc'Ught yoM might ; I know I paid eleven shillings down this last half-year for books and such like things, and yet it seems you have to come to Mercy after all — whose schooling 66 MINISTERING CHILDREN. never cost a single bit of gold ; that is what comes of boarding- school expense?, I see." " 'No, father , but what I learn at school are pieces of poetry that are not any use at home, because you say they are too fine for you ; so I thought I would just learn such a beautiful hymn, that Mercy said out of her book to Miss Clifford, and see if yoii did not like that ; only you hear it, father !" Rose took up the book, and, standing at her father's knee, she read ; — " By cool Siloam's shady rill, How sweet the lily grows 1 How sweet the breath beneath the hill Of Sharon's dewy rose I "Lol such the child whose early feet The paths of peace have trod ; Whose secret heart, with influence sweet, Is upward drawn to God 1 " By cool Siloam's shady rill, The lily must decay ; The rose that blooms beneath the hill Must shortly fade away. " Thou, whose early feet were found "Within Thy Father's slirine — Whose years with changeless virtue crowned Were all alike divine ; — " Dependent on Thy bounteous breath — We seek Thy grace alone ; In childhood, manhood, age, and death, To keep us still Thine own." The father listened, then took the book and said, " Let me Bee it ;" and, looking at the first verse, read aloud the wordfi, " ' Of Sharon's dewy rose !' — that was what your grandmothei MINISTERING CHILDREN. 57 would often speak about wlien any one took notice of hei name." " I know, father, for our Minister preached about that, and governess always makes us learn the text when we come home ; It 's in the Bible, ' I am the rose of Sharon, and the hly of the valley ;' and our Minister said it meant our Saviour." " Oh, child, how like you are to my mother ! I never knew that was in the Bible, though I have heard her speak about it so often ! I suppose I did not take so much notice then ; she would have been pleased enough if I had thought about some of her words then as I do now ; but I can not remember many of them now, only I would give any thing to have you like her. Do you think you could find where that is in the Bible about the rose of Sharon ?" " No, father, I can't tell where to find any thing in the Bible, because I have not got one. Mercy has one of her own." " What then did I pay down that eleven shillings for, if you have not so much as got a Bible ?" " I did ask our governess, father, but she said that it was not her business to get rne a Bible ; — that if I wanted one, I must ask you for that, and I thought I would before I went to school again." "Sure enough you shall have one ! -I don't know that my mother ever had any books except her Bible and her prayer- book, and she had learning enough to make her one of the best of women, and how should you ever be hke her if you have not so much as a Bible to look into ! I will see to it next market- day, you may rest sure of that, and now I must be off again." And the happy child sat down to her knitting, and her hymn ; but how often did she cease to murmur the sweet words, while her thoughts were gone to her promised Bible. " Ther^, child," said her mother, coming in with a couple of 58 MINISTERING CHILDREN. pair of old socks in her hand, " if you take my advice, you will inend up those old soft socks first for widow Lambert's boy , they won 't be so stiff to his feet ; if they are as bad as you say, he would hardly bear the new ones for a time yet." " O yes, mother ; and then if I mend them on this snowy day I can take them to-morrow !" So when dinner was over, and cleared away. Rose still went on darning, and learning, till the light of the short day began to fade, and it was time to set the tea. Rose whispered to William in the evening, " What did father say about Jem ?" " 0, it 's all right enough," replied William ; " Jem's to begin to-morrow, and he looks as great as a prince about it. I called in this morning to hear how neighbor Jones was, after her walk in the snow ; Mercy was on her feet ; Miss Mansfield had sent her some warm stockings that had set her up again. Jem had been in to tell his mother the news about his getting the hedging and ditching, and she said she was thankful enough, but she knew it was all that blessed child's doing, who would not rest while the widow and the orphan were cold !" " Who did she mean, Will ?" " Why, you, to be sure !" " But it was not I ; it was you. Will, that did that." " No, Rose, I am aft aid I should never have thought of it, had it not been for your taking on so about Mercy's fire ; but now we have begun 'tis likely to go on well for them, I hope." The next was a bright winter's day, the heavens were clear, and all the earth looked white and beautiful ; within the house Rose was as busy as a bee among the flowers of spring. This was baking-morning ; Rose peeled apples for pies and turnovers, filled little round tartlets with jam, and washed over the tops of the loaves with a feather dipped in beer, to make them brown and shining. No play-time, no wo-k for Johnnie Lambert that MINISTERING CHILDREN. 59 morning, but Rose had finished darning the soft socks the day ])efore. When baking was over, her mother gave her two large rosy apples, but she slipped them both into her pocket — one for Mercy, and one for little Johnnie Lambert. After dinner. Rose had her mother's leave to take the socks she had mended to Johnnie Lambert. "Are you going any where else, child ?" asked her mother. " Only to take Mercy back her hymn-book, mother." " I thought it was hkely you were going there ; you may take her one of those apple turnovers you made this morning, if you have a mind ; I dare say she gets little more than bread, and not too much of that ; it must be a hard matter for the old woman to make out this winter time." Rose lifted her beaming face to her mother, who stuffed turnover and socks into a basket ; and off set the ministering child, pressing with light step the soft and sparkling snow. First to Johnnie Lambert's, under the hill. His mother was seated at work, patching up Johnnie's frock, while the poor little fellow was wrapped up in her cloak by the fire. Rose found ready entrance. " Look, Johnnie, see ! I have brought you two pair of soft wai'iu socks ; won 't you soon nin about now ?" "Well, I am sure ! who would have thought of seeing socks on you, Johnnie ?" said his mother. " I am knitting him new ones, and they will be done before I go to school," said Rose. "And there's an apple for ycu, Johnnie !" " Look, mother, look !" said little Johnnie, who understood the pleasure of an apple, more than the comfort of warm socks — to which his little feet had been strangers quite long enough for him to forget them. Many a sweet golden apple had Rose gathered ft'om their orchard-trees, but never one before had OTven her so much pleasure as this — while she lookerl at the 6C MINISTERING CHILDREN. little cliilblain prisoner, wrapped up in his mother's cloat his face all one glad smile at this autumn treasure come in winter's depth to cheer him. Then on went the happy child — ^lightly along the snowy lanes as the bird that glides over the summer lawn, her basket in her hand, her little shawl pinned round her, and her face glowing with the healthful breath of the frosty air ; up the hill side, then along the winding lane, to widow Jones's door. At the door she stood still in amazement ; it was new all over^ and fitted so close that not one cold blast of wind could possibly make its way in, to get itself a warm at the winter fire. At last Rose knocked with some hesitation, but the new door was quickly opened, and Mercy stood before her. " Why, Mercy, how quick you have got a new door ! Did Miss Cliiford do that ?" " Yes, that she did ; it 's hardly been up an hour yet, and it goes as well as a door can go ; and grandmother's out, and she does not know a word about it, and I have had nobody to tell. 1 am so glad you 're come ! Grandmother will be so surpiised, she won't know the place ; just you come and feel how warm it is by the fire now ; and look here, only look !" and Mercy's little hand drew out to view a dark crimson curtain, hung by rings on a strong cord, behind widow Jones' old arm-chair, between the fire and the back door. Rose looked in silent admiration from the new door to the thick sheltering curtain, then back again to the new door. " But Miss Clifford could not biing the door ?" said Rose, un- able still to take the mystery in. " no, I will tell you all about it. I was sitting here all alone, so warm on one side by the fire you made us ; and so cold the other, for the wind drove in piercing ; and I heard a great lumbering outside, so I went to look, and there was car- p. 60. MINISTERING CHILDREN. 61 penter Masou with liis man and cart, and this new door. He said he heard that there was some little fault about the other, and so he brought a new one ; and while he was doing it Miss Cliflbrd came, and carpenter Mason took great notice of the least word she said ; and she asked him to drive those two big hooks into the wall ; and he took a deal of pains, and said he had made them both fast in a beam ; and that beautiful cmlain was rolled up on the groom's saddle, and carpenter Mason hung it up, and drew it himself behind grandmother's chair ; and when he was gone, Miss Clifford said that I might tell grand- mother that the curtain came from her room — where some new ones had been put up. I am sure I can't think what grand- mother and uncle Jem will say when they come home ? The draught from that back-door used to blow the candle-flame all on one side, so that it was no use to try and bum one on windy even- ings ; but now, what with the new door, and the curtain, and the warm fire, we shall not know how to be comfortable enough !" After a little more admiration and conversation, Rose opened her basket, and said, " See what mother has sent you ! We baked to-day, and I made that turnover, and I brought you that big apple ! Shall we set the table together ?" Mercy willingly agreed and the small round table was set out to the best effect, the turnover in the middle ; then Mercy also agreed that Rose should put on another log, to make a real good fire for once ; and Rose filled the kettle, and hung it over the fire to boil — ^for little Mercy was still lame ; and then the chil- dren looked round on all with eatire satisfaction, and, saj^ng " Good by" to each other, Mercy waited within, in glad expecta- tion of the happy surpiise of her grandmother, and uncle Jem ; while Rose ran swiftly home to tell them all the welcome tidings of the new door and the wanii curtain. The next day farmer Smith and his son William went off to 82 MINISTERING CHILDREN. tlie market ; and all day long Rose thought upon the promised Bible ; the hour for her father's return came, but Rose could not watch, she must pi'epare the tea and make the toast ; but pres- ently she heard his cheerful voice in the back kitchen, saying, *' Well, wife, it 's cold enough !" and then his hat was hung on the peg in the passage, and the whip set down in the corner by the hat, and his next step was in at the kitchen door , down went the toast, and Rose was at her father's side. " Well, my little girl," said her father, with his kindest smile, " all safe and right — Chestnut, and William, and father, and Bible, and all !" and he drew the precious book from his inside- pocket, and placed it in the hands of his child. Rose took it with trembling joy, the gilt edges of its leaves all sparkled in the fire-light blaze. " Oh father, is this mine ?" she asked. " Yes, to be sure it is," said her father ; and then, lajdng hia hand upon her head, he said in the solemn, tone of prayer, " Mv mother's God give thee his blessing with it !" The past excitement of hope and expectation through the day. and now her hope fulfilled, and the voice of prayer — heard for the first time by Rose from her father's lips — prayer of which her Minister at school had said so much ! all these mingled feel- ings overcame the little girl ; she threw her arms round her father's neck and sobbed : he pressed her to his heart, and the first tear he had shed since he had wept for his mother, fell on the head of his child. Rose heard her mother's step, and at the sound her arms un- clasped from her father's neck, she folded up her precious Bible, and sat down again to finish the toast. William smiled a know- ing smile at her when he came in, and whispered, " It was I who helped father to choose you such a beauty of a book !" But it was not its purple cover, it was not its gilt edges, that had made the hand of little Rose tremble with joy. No, it waa MINISTERING CHILDREN. 63 that she held at last her own Bible — the Book from which she had heard the Minister preach such ' sweet words — words that had already taught her to know and love her Saviour. Before i«a, Rose showed her treasure to her mother, who said, she hoped Rose was not going to take such a book as that to bo worn shabby at school ! But her father replied, that he bought it for her to have always with her ; for that, he beheved, was the use of a Bible ! So Mrs. Smith said no more, and Rose, relieved from all apprehension of separation, carried her treasure up with her that night to bed. The next day was Sunday, and after breakfast, while Mrs. Smith was still busy in the back-kitchen, Rose sat down on her father's knee by the fire. She had been thinking of how her father had said, when he gave her the Bible, " My mother's God give thee His blessing !" and now, putting her arm round his neck, she asked, " Father, why did you say, My mother's God — is not God jour God !" " I don't know. Rose," replied her father. " Then, father, won't you ask God to be your God ? Our Minister says, that God will do all good things that we ask Him for ; and I know it is so, because I asked Him that mother might let me do something to help others, as our Minister said we should, and then mother did. And I asked that I might have a Bible of my own, and now I have. So, won't you ask, father?" " Yes, Rose, I hope I shall. I don't feel comfortable never reading the Bible with you children. I should like to have family prayers as my mother used, but I don't know what has become of the book of prayers she used ; I am afraid it 's alto- gether lost : and our Minister here is not one that you can speak to about that sort of tl: ing, for he has never spoken a word to me about it himseK!" 64 MINISTERING CHILDREN " Oh, but father, our Minister at school says that we may pray to God in words from om' own hearts ; and I tried, and I found it was right !" " Well, Rose, I don't know, for I have not tried it yet ; but I do know it 's the thinor that ouo^ht to be done, and I will talk to your mother ; for there is nothing like to-day. My mother used to say, * To-day, "William, not to-morrow !' I have found it a good rule for this world, and it is not likely to be worse for the next." " No, father, to-day must be right, for that is what we say every Sunday in the Psalm at church, ' To-day if ye will hear His voice, harden not your hearts !' " As they walked to church that morning, their children being on before, Mr. Smith said to his wife, " Do you know where my mother's Bible is ?" " Yes, to be sure, I locked it up to keep it safe from the chil- dren." " I wish you would look it out then ; for I feel I have been very wrong to neglect it so : a locked-up Bible is a bad witness against me. I should wish we should read it every day with the children — have family prayers I mean, morning and even- ing, as they do at the Hall, for I know there is but one Way alike for all." " Well, I think it was a pity you did not consider of it from the first ; I never can see the use of changes — it 's nothing more than saying, We have been wi'ong all along before !" " And so we have, wife, and all the shame lies in the wrong thing — not in tiying to do the right : and are we not always telling our people that they must make a change, and do better by us? And if they never see us take a step in the good way they may well think what 's the need for them to change ? for you may be sure they are well aware we are not all we ought to MINISTERING CHILDREN. 65 be yet ; but if they see us doing better than before, may be lliey will think it time to begin to consider their own ways, before it be too late." " Well, I am sure I don't understand it, so you must do as you please ; that is all I have to say." That afternoon when Mr. Smith went into his little parlor, his mother's Bible had been laid, by his wife, on the table : he took it in his hand — the lamp that had lighted his steps to the kingdom of Heaven ! — he opened it — he saw the well-worn leaves — he could not read the words, for his eyes were dim with tears ; but kneeling down, he took it for his own — his lamp in life — his guide to Heaven. That evening, when they were all assembled, farmer Smith sent Rose to the parlor to fetch her grandmother's Bible ; he took it from her hands and said, " My boys, you don't know this Bible, but I know it well ; it was your grandmother's, and it has been my sin that you have not known it as long as you have known any thing. It guided your grandmother to Heaven ; she never looked on any thing as she looked on this book. I have heard her talk to it and say, " My blessed Bible, my comforter, my guide to Heaven's gate — how I thank God for you !" and then she would say to me, ' My son, bind the words of this book as chains about thy neck, write them on thine heart.' Ah ! my mother, I have not done so ! but I trust, by God's help, I shall ; and see to it, my boys, that you lay up its words in your hearts, that it may lead you to a better world than this." Then Molly was called in, and took her seat, and farmer Smith read the first Psalm. " Let us pray," then said the father, and all knelt down, while, with a trembling voice, he offered up his prayer. " O God, pardon our manifold sins. Pardon, God, our neg- lect of Thy Word. May the Bible be from this time our de 66 MINISTERING CHILDREN. ligtt. We thank Thee for Thy mercy ; we thank Thee fol Thy patience ; we thank Thee for Thy goodness. O God, bless GUI children ; bless our servants ; and take care of us this night, for tlie love of Thine only Son our Saviour Jesus Christ. Amen." The next morning, when farmer Smith came in to breakfrist, Mrs. Smith had laid the Bible ready for him. Molly was called in ; the yard-boy was set in the back kitchen, that no one might make a disturbance, and Mrs. Smith failed not to say to him, " You may keep near the passage here ; you will be none the worse for hearing!" The father read the second Psalm, and prayed again. " O God, we thank Thee for the night : we thank Thee for safety and rest. God, take care of us this day ; keep us from all evil ; teach us to please Thee. O God, bless us all ; and make us to remember and love Thy Word, through Jesus Christ our Saviour. Amen." From that day, morning and evening prayers were always heard in farmer Smith's dwelling. Rose could not finish the socks for little Johnnie Lambert till the day before that on which she was to return to school ; she could not hope to be spared to take them, because it was time for her things to be packed up ; so after dinner she said, " Mo- ther, I have finished little Johnnie's last sock ; will you please give them to widow Lambert when you see her ?" " And why not take them yourself, child ?" " I thought you would want me, mother, for packing my clothes." " 0, 1 can see to that ; it is n't likely when you have worked up all your playtime into socks for a barefoot child, that I should hinder you from the sight of them on his feet. I have found yo'i up an old pair of Ted's boots, for I dare say the child's are a8 much to pieces as they are together, and there 's no use in his MINISTERING CHILDREN. 67 wearing out your work as soon as you have done it, for want of a pail of boots to cover it." So away went the ministering child, with her own hand to draw on the socks of the fatherless boy, and to see him stoop down and feel them with his little fingers, while the tear of thankfulness glistened in his mother's eye. Rose took a fare- well of Mercy, and then hastened home. And when she turned the corner of the road, there, on the top of the green slope at the garden-gate of the farm, was Miss Clifford on her white pony, and David her groom holding his black pony at her side. Rose longed to run home for fear Miss Clifford should be gone ; but she did not like Miss Clifford to see her running, so she walked down the hill to the bridge, and then began as fast as she could to climb the green slope. Miss Clifford was talking to Mrs. Smith, but she saw Rose coming, and wishing Mrs. Smith " Good day," she rode down the slope and met the child. " I heard from Mercy that you were going back to school," said Miss Clifford, " so I called to wish you good-by, and to bring you a Kttle hymn-book like Mercy's, for she tells me that you have no hymn-book, and were pleased with her's ; there it is, I have written your name and mine in it ; so now there will be no fear of forgetting each other — will there ?" Rose took the book from Miss Clifford's hand, and curtsied to the very ground, while her eyes told her young heart's gladness. Then with a parting smile on the little girl, Miss Clifford raised Snow- flake's rein, and in a moment more she was cantering up the opposite hill, while Rose ran with her treasure to her mother, Mrs. Smith was greatly pleased at Miss Clifford's call and pres- ent to Rose, aftei her refusal about the class ; and the last evening of the little girl's holidays was soothed by the tender- ness of all in her home, and so went the ministering child back again to her school in the town. CHAPTER VI. '*How much better is It to get wisdom than gold? and to get underetandlng rather to be chosen than silver." — Peovekbs xvi. 16. " TTTHERE is Herbert ?" asked Mr. Clifford, on sitting down to * ' the dinner-table one day, as the month of January was drawing to a close. " Mr. Herbert came in late, sir, and will soon be down," said a servant in waiting. Herbert quickly entered, with glowing cheeks, " I am very soriy to be late, mamma, but papa will not mind when I tell him what has hindered me ! I know, papa, you thought I never should be charitable, but I shall ; I have taken up with it at last, and capital fun it is 1" " Indeed," replied Mr. Clifford, " Charity, havicg to do with the wants, and often with the sorrows of others, is not generally associated with fun ; but it is always pleasant to hear of charity, so after dinner we* shall call on you for an account." " 0, papa ! you take things in such a serious way, it puts out all the fun in no time ! but I will tell you, papa, and I am sure you will say I could not but do as I did." So when the dessert was on the table, Herbert began. " Now, papa, for my story. I had been skating, and I thought I should be late home, so to save myself the corner of the road, I just cut across old Willy Green's garden. I leaped the ditch, and as I stopped a minute to recover breath, I saw Willy Green sitting on a trunk of a tree, on the edge of his garden ditch, a little lower down. I thought, as he had seen me come in, in that sort of way, I must stop and speak to him ; so I said, well, Willy, you won't take MINISTERING CHILDREN. Qd me up for trespassing, you know at least I am an honest lad ! but he did not speak a word, he only shook his head, and sat panting for breath. I was frightened enough then, for I be- lieved he was going to die, and I alone with him there ! So I said. Do you feel ill, Willy ? After a minute he managed to speak, and then he said, ' O, master, I been after riving a bit of ^rewood, and I thought my breath would never come again !' And there was his hatchet wedged in the old tree, and he had not had the strength to get it out again. I soon pulled it out for him, and then I asked him how he could think of trying at what he had no strength for ? and he said he had been perished with cold the last night, and laid shivering for houi-s ; so he thought he would try after a few chips, just to make a blaze and get a little warmth into him, but that it had almost cost him his life's end." Herbert saw the tears fill his sister's eyes, so he made haste to what he thought the best part of the stoiy. " Well, papa, I had spent the last of my money on a new- fashioned riding-whip, but I remembered that my next month's allowance would be mine in a week, and a week would be quite soon enough to pay for some coals, if I had them sent in to old Willy to-morrow ; and I thought, papa, you would not mind my giving a promise in such a case ; so I said to old Willy, who was standing by me, Never mind, Willy ; you shall not be tempted to kill yourself over an old log ; and I gave a desperate push, and sent the old tree down into the ditch, for, being hol- low, it was not so heavy as it looked ; but the poor old fellow called out as if it had been his barn of a cottage blown down. It was such fun, because I knew how I meant to surprise him ! So I said, Don't break your heart after the old log ; you shall see plenty of shining black coal at your stile to-morrow ! I thought he would be as pleased as possible at this ; but I sup- pose it seemed to him too good to be true, for he only shook 70 M NISTERING CHILDREN. his head, and said, ' I thfink you, master, but I fear there 's no good comes of casting away the least of God's creatures.' But I shall show him what I mean when to-morrow comes. I could not have done better ; could I, papa ?" " Indeed, Herbert, I am afraid you will find youi-self in a seri- ous difficulty : you seem to have thrown my rule, as to your monthly allowance, overboard, with old Willy's log. It can be hardly necessary for me to remind you of what I have repeated to you year by year, that I never allow you to anticipate your allowance by any debt or promise. I give you what is amply sufficient for you, mouth by month, and while I am spared to watch over you, I never will allow you to acquire the habit of making the expenditure of the present a debt upon the future." " But, papa, it was only one week beforehand, and it was for charity !" " Whatever the length of time, or whatever the object, your father's rule, my boy, was the same, and you can not break the mle without incurring the penalty. Your next month's allow- ance is forfeited, as I always told you it would be if my rule was broken by you." " But, papa, I promised !" " You promised what you had no right to engage for, and have no power to perform : if you learn by this lesson to avoid a too hasty promise through life, it will be well for you ; and this was a promise made in direct infringement of my rule, and therefore the sorrow of recalling the promise must be yours. If you had not wasted your money, you would not have found yourself without any, when a real want came before you." " Then, papa, I must leave old Willy to perish with cold, and the only bit of firewood he has, in the ditch !" " God forbid, Herbert, that you should have a heart, &nd I a «on, capable of such an act ! K you can render no aid to the MINISTERING CHILDREN. 1l fleedy without your purse, then you put your moLey before youi powers of heart, and mind, and body ; and this is a base substi- tution, and proves that, for your own sake, you have need, in* deed, to be separated from your purse for a time." Herbert said no more ; he saw his father was resolved, and tliat all appeal was hopeless : he tried to restrain his feelings while his father was present, but when Mr. Clifford retired to his study after dinner, poor Herbert's despair broke forth. " Oh, mamma, you will help me, will you not ?" " What can I do for you, Herbert ?" " Will you send as much coal as would last out that old log ?" " No, dear Herbert, I can not do that ; the work is yours, and I must not take it out of your hands. Try to look at it calmly, it is your first real difficulty in life, and all your future will be influenced by it." " It is not any use to think about it, mamma ; if you will not help me, I shall never get out of it. And perhaps old Willy will die with the cold, and the whole village will say it was I who robbed him of his firewood ; they will think I did it for mischief, and never meant to give him any thing better ; and then, mamma, I shall hate the place, and never be able to bear it !" And Herbert hid his face in his hands in a passion of tears. Mrs. Clifford remained silent ; and his sister's face grew pale, but she did not speak. Looking up at last, Herbert said, " Mamma, do you think that if I asked papa, he would let me have a man to get the log out of the ditch ? If I could but once right old Willy, I would never meddle with charity again !'* " You can ask your papa, if you think it likely," replied Mrs. Clifford, sorrowfully, without looking at her son. " But, mamma, if papa does not, what am I to do ? Is it not dreadful to be in such a state ? It seems the worst thing in the world — to have gone and robbed that poor old fellow of his log;, 72 MINISTERING CHILDREN. and then leave him to perish with cold ; that is what he will think, and all the village will think — it drives me wild ! will you not give me a word of advice, mamma ?" " I will tell you something, dear Herbert, if you will listen to me." " Yes, mamma, I will listen to any thing ; I seem to have no thoughts, only one dreadful blank of dead hopeless cold in me." And Herbert came and stood by his mother's chair, and put his arm around her neck ; the storm of his passion had spent itself, but it was with a face expressive of utter hopelessness that he stood prepared to listen. " When you were a little child, Herbert, and when you loved the Bible you so seldom look at now, you were standing one day at my knee, having tried long and patiently to learn that beautiful verse, * Unto us a Child is born, unto us a Son is given, and the government shall be upon His shoulder ; and His name shall be called Wonderful, Counselor, The mighty God, The Everlasting Father, the Prince of Peace.' When I had ex- plained it a little to you, I said, ' Herbert, will you make that blessed Saviour, God's beloved Son, your Counselor ?' You looked very thoughtful, and said, * I don't know, mamma.' I replied, *He is your papa's Counselor, Herbert; your papa goes to ask Him in every difficulty, to teach him what to do ; and so do I : if you do not, you can not walk with us in the narrow way to heaven — for none can walk in that way without His help.' Then you looked up, and said, 'I will, mamma; I will do as you and papa do, and go to heaven with you.' Oh ! Herbert, how earnestly your mother prayed for you, that your infant words might not fall to the ground, but might be fulfilled from your early years. And now comes the trial, wheth- er you will forsake Him whom you chose as the Guide of your youth, or whether you will turn to that Heavenly Counselor, MINISTERING CHILDREN. 7S and seek for direction in your present trouble where none ever tsought it aright and in vain." " But, mamma, it is so long since I have really prayed — if I ever did." " Perhaps it is to lead you back to prayer, dear Herbert, that you have been suffered to fall into this difficulty." " But, mamma, what use is it to pray, when, if papa will not let me have any money, it is not possible to get out of this trouble 1" " Do you think, Herbert, that God who made you, made you to be dependent upon money ? or that if you truly turn to Him, acknowledging your fault, and asking His forgiveness and help, He could not aid, and would not pity you ?" " Well, mamma, I will try, but indeed it is very hard to look out into the dark where I can not see as if any light could come." " Only try, dear Herbert, and it may be your glad sui-prise will prove the first beginning in your heart of a blessed life of prayer and praise." " My head aches, mamma, and I have not begun to prepare for my tutor, to-morrow, and he never will hear of an excuse unless papa speaks for me, and I am sure papa will not do that now ; so I shall not have time to come down again this even- ing." Herbert wished his mother good night ; and then went to the sofa where his sister had been silently listening to ali, and as he stooped to kiss her, she said, " Have you never watched till you have seen the first bright star shine through the dark cloud at night ?" " Yes, I have seen that,!' replied Herbert. " There is no darkness upon earth, dear Herbert," said his sister, "that God can not lighten. Prayer is sure at last to 4 74 NISTERING CHILDREN. bring a star in the dark cloud, if you do not give it up ;" and Herbert looked at her sweet smile, and the first ray of peace- ful hope seemed to steal into his heart. Herbert went round by his father's study, and on being ad* mitted, he went up to his parent and said, " Will you forgive me, papa, for my disobedience ? I am very sorry for it." " Yes, my dear boy, you have my full forgiveness. I sull«. r as well as you, while I leave you unaided in what looks to you so hard a lesson ; and it is a hard one if you try i in any way bul the right way ; do you know that one right way, Herbert 1" " Yes, papa, I think I do." " If so, my boy, it may prove the best lesson you have ever learned, and sad would be the act that should deprive you of the need to acquire a knowledge so blessed !" " But, papa, if I get out of this, I can never try charity again !" " I think that depends upon -jvhether you get out of this trouble on the right side or the wrong. The after-efiect of all our troubles depends upon whether we scramble out of them a» best we can on this world's side, and by its way ; or whether we ask our Saviour to give us His hand in the deep waters, and help us out on the side nearest heaven, on which none can get out without Him. Suppose I ask you to give me back that many- bladed knife I gave you on your last birth-day, because, the first time you opened it you cut your fingers with it ? Do you wish for that reason to part with it ?" " no, papa, that was only the first time, and I am sure any one might have done the same ! I soon learned to know the different springs." " And even so with blessed charity, my boy — it is a finely- tempered instrument, and many there are who wound both themselves and others for want of sldll in using it. None but the God who creates it in man can ever teach us to manage it MINISTERING CHILDREN. 75 ariglit. You have wounded yourself, and risked ine injuring another, by a mistaken use of it ; but if you once learn how to use it, you will be willing to part with your purse, yes, with every earthly possession, rather than with it. And now, good night, and God bless you, my child, and pour into your heart that most excellent gift of chanty, the very bond of peace and of all virtues, without which, whosoever liveth is counted dead before Him — even true love to God and man." Herbert went slowly and sorrowfully to his room to take his mother's counsel ; the hope that for a moment had soothed him, reflected from his sister's smile and words of assurance, was gone again ; his head was heavy and his prayer was heavy, it did not seem to rise to heaven or bring him any light. He sat down to prepare his lessons ; but all attempts at study wero vain, his thoughts still wandered to that shivering old man and his wasted log in the ditch ; he was learning a deeper lesson, in which his books of human learning could not aid him, and his mind refused to turn to studies which yielded no sympathy in his pressing need. Weary with the vain struggle of feeling, he thought he would lie down on his pillow and try to lose him- self and his trouble in sleep — but he could only wake to find all the same as he had left it. Then his sister's words came back upon his heart — " Prayer is sure at last to bring a star in the dark cloud — if you do not give it up," so kneeling down again he tried to lift the same heavy heart and heavy prayer to heaven. He rose and drew back his curtain, and standing within it looked up to the sunless sky; the heavy clouds wore chasing each other across the low horizon, and not a star was visible. Yet, thought Herbert, the stars are still the same, and perhaps to-morrow night the sky will be cloudless ; but I shall have no comfort, for no stars* lie for me behind my trouble ! He turned back asjain into his room ; he had placed his lamp m a 70 MINISTERING CHILDREN. further corner wheu lie went to tlie window, and now as b«3 looked toward it, its light fell on the crimson cover of his Bible, and he remembered his mother's words, " that Bible, Herbert, you so seldom look at now !" He went and t:)ok it sorrowfully and hopelessly down, but still he took it — ^li