GIFT OF MICHAEL REESE , / * rfi n n REESE LIBRARY OI Mil UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA CASE v,> REESE JIs it (Uas in Cbe Beginning. A POEM BY JOAQUIN MILLER DEDICATED TO THE MOTHERS OF MEN. REESt Copyright, 1903, In United States and Great Britain by JOAQUIN MILLER. 153 rf AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING. CANTO I. " In the beginning God created the heaven and the earth. And the earth was without form and void ; and darkness was upon the face of the deep. And the Spirit of God moved upon the face of the waters. " And God said, let there be light : and there was light." I They sat the sundown bank beside, Beyond the rock-locked Gate of Gold * So like that Golden Horn of old When Sappho sang and Phaon plied And silent watched the waning sun. Ten thousand miles of mobile sea This sea of all seas blent as one Wide, unbound book of mystery, Of "awe, of sibyl prophecy, Ere yet a ghost or misty ken Of God s far first beginning when Vast darkness lay upon the deep, And when God s spirit moved upon Such waters cradled in such sleep Such night as never yet knew dawn, Such night as wierd atallaph weaves But never mortal man conceives. II He said his face was leaned to hers, As warmest of all worshippers : 1 In the beginning ? Where and when, Before the fashioning of men Swung first His high lamp to and fro, To light us as we please to go ? And where the waters, dark deeps when God spake and said, Let there be light ? 3 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING They still house where they housed, as then Dark curtained with majestic night Dusk Silence in travail of light That knew not man or man s, at all Black battle-ship or steel-built wall. Ill " Aye, these, these were the waters when God spake and knew His white first-born, That far, first, new-born baby morn, Such eons ere the noise of men. Yon Southern Cross, high-built about The deep, set in a town of stars, Commemorates, forbids a doubt That here first fell God s golden bars Red bars, with soft, white silver blent, Broad sown from sapphire firmament. IV Behold what wave-lights leap and run Swift up the shale from out the sea ! Inwove with silver, golden sun Light lingers in the tawny mane Of wild oats waving lazily Far up the climbing poppy b plain, Far up yon steeps of dusk and dawn . Black night, white light, inwound as one. But when, when fell that far, first dawn With ways of gold to walk upon ? I know not when, but only know That darkness lay upon yon deep, Lay cradled, as a child asleep, And that God s spirit moved upon These waters ere the burst of dawn When first His high -lamps to and fro Shone forth to guide which way to go. 4 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING VI * I only know that Silence keeps High court forever still hereon, That Silence lords alone these deeps, The silence of God s house and keeps Inviolate yon water s face, As if still His abiding place, As ere that far, first burst of dawn Ere fretful man set sail upon. VII 1 The deeps," he mused, " are still as when Dusk Silence kept her curtained bed Low moaning for the birth of dawn, When she should push that night aside, As some dread nightmare most abhorred When she might laughing look upon God s first-born glory, holy Light, As when fond Eve, exulting cried, In mother-pain, with mother-pride, * Behold the fair first-born of men, Behold a man-child of the Lord ! I gat a man-child of the Lord ! VIII ( * Aye, Silence seems some maid at prayer, God s arm about her when she prays And where she prays and everywhere, Or storm-strewn days or sundown days What ill to Silence can befall Since Silence knows no ill at all ? IX 1 Vast Silence seems some twilight sky That leans as with her weight of stars To rest, to rest, no more to roam, But rest and rest eternally. She loosens and lets down the bars, She brings the kind-eyed cattle home, She breathes the fragrant field of hay And heaven is not far away. 5 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING X The deeps of soul are still the deeps Where stately silence ever keeps High court with calm Nirvana, where No shallows break the noisy shore Or beat, with sad, incessant roar, The fettered, fevered world of care As noisesome vultures fret the air. XI The star-sown seas of thought are still, As when God s plowmen scatter corn Along the mellow grooves at morn, In patient trust to wait His will. The star-sown seas of thought are wide But voiceless, noiseless, deep as night : Disturb not these, the silent seas Are sacred unto souls allied As golden poppies unto bees. Here, from the first, rude giants wrought, Here delved, here scattered stars of thought To grow, to bloom in years unborn, As grows the gold-horned yellow corn." XII As one beholding some sweet nook Of wild oats mantling yellow, pink, So dewy new that never yet E en timid rabbit s foot has set, Will pass, then turn, return to look, Then pass again to think and think, Then try to not turn back again, But try and try to quite forget And sighing, try and try in vain ; So you would turn and turn again To her, her girlish woman s grace Full-flowered yet fair baby s face. XIII Her wide, sweet "mouth, an opened rose, Pushed out, reached out, as if to kiss ; 6 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING A mobile mouth in proud repose This moment, then unlike to this As storm to calm, as day to night, As sullen darkness to swift light, This new-made woman was, this sun And surged sea inter wound in one. XIV Her proud and ample lips pushed out As kissing sea- winds unaware ; And then they arched in angry pout, As if she cared yet did not care, Then lightning lit her great, wide eyes, As if black thunder walled the skies, And all things took some touch of her, The while she stood nor deigned to stir : XV Such eyes as compass all the skies, That see all things yet naught have seen ; Such eyes of love and sorrow s eyes A martyr or a Magdalene. How sad that all great souls are sad ! How sad that gladness is not glad That I^ove s sad sister is sweet Pain, That only lips of beauty drain Life s full-brimmed, glittering goblet dry, And only drain the cup to die ! XVI The yellow of her poppy hair Was as red gold is, when at rest ; But when aroused was as the west In sunset flame and then take care ! Her tall, free-fashioned, supple form Was now some sudden, tropic storm, Was now some lily leaned at play. What sea and sun, sunshine and shower Full-flowered ere the noon of day, Full June ere yet the noon of May, 7 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING This sun-born blossom of an hour Precocious Californian flower ! XVII She answered not but looked away With brown hand arched above her brow, As peers a boatman from his prow, To where white sea-doves wheeled at play. She watched them long, then turned and sighed And looking in his face she cried While blushing prettily, Behold, There is. no mateless dove, not one ! And see ! not one unhappy dove. Ten thousand circling in the sun, Entangled as the mesh of fate, Yet each remains as true as gold And constant courts his pretty mate. See here ! See there ! Below, above I think yon dove would die for love." XVIII He watched the shallows spume the shore Then far at sea his swift eyes swept Where one tall, stately, snow-white sail Its silent course majestic kept. 1 The shallows murmur and complain, The shallows turn with wind and tide, They fringe with froth and moil the main ; They wail and will not be denied Poor, puny babes, unsatisfied ! XIX " The light-house clings her beetling steep Toward the rock-sown, ragged shore Where Scylla and Charybdis roar And dangers lurk and shallows keep Mad tumult in the house of sleep. The shallows moan and moan alway The deeps have not one word to say. 8 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING XX I reckon Silence as a grace That was ere light had name or place ; A saint enshrined ere hand was laid To fashioning of man or maid. For, storm or calm, or sun or shade, Fair Silence never truth betrayed ; For, ocean deep or dappled sky, L,o ved Silence never told a lie." / CANTO II. I From out the surge of Sutro s steep, Beyond the Gate a rock uprears So sudden, savage, unawares The very billows start and leap, As frightened at its lifted face, So shoreless, sealess, out of place ; A sea-washed, surge-locked isle, as lone As proud Napoleon on his throne, His Saint Helena throne, where still s The dazed world in dumb wonder turns To his high- throned, imperious will And incense burns and ever burns. Here huge sea-lions climb and cling, Despite of surge and seethe and shock, The topmost Iftnit of the rock, And one is named Napoleon, king. Behold him lord the land, the sea, In stern, unquestioned majesty ! II She saw, she raised her drooping head With eager face and cheering said : " What lusty, upheaved, bull-built, neck ! What lungs to lift above the roar ! What captain on his quarter deck To mock the sea and scorn the shore 1 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING I like that gash across his breast, I like his ardent, lover s zest ! " III The huge sea-beast uprose, uprose, As if he now must topple down. He reached his black and bearded nose Above his harem, gray, black, brown, Sleek, shining, wet, or steaming dry, And mouthed and mouthed against the sky. IV What eloquence, what hot love pain ! What land but this, what love but his ? What isle of bliss but this and this To roar and love and roar again ? What land, what love but this his own, Loud roaring from his slippery throne ! V At last her heart was moved and she Raised her great eyes to his black beard, Then sudden turned as if she feared And threw her headlong in the sea, Another Sappho, all for love, While Phaon towered still above. An instant only ; yet once more That upheaved head, that great bull neck, \ That sea-born, bossed, bull- throated roar A poise, a plunge, a flash, a fleck, And far down, caverned in the deep, Where sea-green curtains swing and sweep And vari-colored carpets creep, Soft emerald or amethyst Two lion lovers kept sweet tryst. VI She looked, looked long, then smiled, then sighed A proud, pure soul unsatisfied. 10 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING She threw her backward, arms wide out, And up the poppy spangled steep, O er grass set cushions sown in gold, As she would sleep yet would not sleep. She reached her wide hands fast about And grasses, gold and manifold, Of lowly blossoms, pink and blue, vShe gathered in and laughing threw, With bare-armed, heedless, happy grace Threw fragrant handfuls in his face And then as if to sleep she lay, A babe nursed at the breast of May I/ay back with blue eyes to the skies And clouds of wondrous butterflies : Such Mariposa blooms in air, Such bloomy, golden poppy hair ! And which were hers or poppy s gold Without your touch none could have told ; And which were butterflies or bloom, To guess, there was not guessing room, The while, in quest of sweets or rest They fanned her face, they kissed her breast. VII That face like to a lifted song, A face of sea-shell tint, with tide Of springtime flowing fast and strong And fearless in its maiden pride A red rose ambushed in such hair Of heedless, wind-kissed, poppy gold, Blown here, blown there, blown anywhere, Soft-lifting, falling fold on fold, As made gold poppies where she sat Turn envious, turn green thereat : A wise face yet a wilful face, A face that would not be denied No more than gipsy winds that race The sea bank in their saucy pride, A face that knew, and only knew, The natural, the human, true, ii AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING VIII Those two round mounds of Nineveh, What treasures of the past they knew ! But these two round mounds here today Hold treasures richer far than they, And prophesies more truly true. Old Nineveh s twin mounds are dust ; They only know the ghostly past ; But these two new mounds hold in trust The awful future, hold the vast And unborn empires, land or sea, Henceforth, for all eternity. I/et pass dead pasts ; far wiser turn And delve the future ; love and learn. IX It seems she dreamed. She slept, we know, A happy, quiet little space, Then thrust a right limb far below And half way turned aside her face, And then she threw her arms wide out In sleep and so reached blind about, As if for something she might find From fortune-telling, gipsy wind. X The soft, warm winds, from far away Were weary and they crept so near, They lay against her willing ear As if they had so much to say, And she, she seemed so glad to near The while she loving, sleeping lay And dreamed of love nor dreamed of doubt, But laughing, thrust her form far out And down the fragrant poppy steep In playful, restless, happy sleep. She sighed, she heaved her hilly breast, As one who would but could not rest. 12 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING XI How natural, how free, how fair The while the happy winds on wing, As larger butterflies, laid bare A rippled, braided rim of white And outstretched ankles exquisite What ankles, legs, what everything That makes great woman great and good That makes for noblest motherhood ! XII Such legs as mount the steeps of morn, Such legs as love, not lust, may share, Such legs as God has shaped to bear The weight of ages, worlds unborn; Such legs as Lesbian shrines revealed When comely, longing mothers kneeled ; Such legs as Milo dared to hew And all the clean world longed to view ; Such legs as Millais loved to draw When painting tall, Greek girls at play ; Such legs as blind old Homer saw, As Marlowe knew but yesterday When Helen climbed once more for him Her cloud-topt towers of Illium. CANTO III. I Bright sea-gulls glistened in the sun Ten thousand if a single one And every sea-dove knew its mate. Far, far at sea, the Farallones Sent up a million plaintive moans From sea-beasts moaning love or hate. The sun sank weary, flushed and worn, The warm sea-winds sank tattered, torn, The sun and sea lay welded, wed ; The day lay couched upon the deep 13 AS IT WAS IN THK BEGINNING Half closed, as eyes that close in sleep, Half closed, as some good book just read. The sea was an opal sea Inlaid in scintillating light, Yet close about and left and right The sea lay banked and bossed in night As black as ever night may be. The sundown sea all sudden then L,ay argent, pallid, white as death, As when some great thing dies, as when A god gasps in one final breath And heaves full length his somber bed. The sundown sea now shone, mobile, Translucent, flaming, molten steel, Red, green, then tenfold more than red, And then of every hue, a hint Of doubloons spilling from the mint, Alternate, changing, manifold, Yet melting, minting all to gold. II Far mountain peaks flashed flecks of gold . And dashed with dappled flecks the skies. 11 Behold," said he, " the fleecy fold Now slowly, surely, homeward hies. Such cobalt blue, such sheep of gold, Such gold as hath not place nor name In elsewhere land, because no seer Hath seen, or daring prophet told Where stood the loom in past ral peace That wove the fair, first golden fleece. Behold, what gold-flecked flocks of light. Ten million moving sheep of gold, Wee lambs of gold that nudge their dams, Great horned, wrinkled, heady rams. Ill * Slow-shepherded, the golden sheep, With bent horns lowered to the deep, Come home ; the hollows of the sea 14 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING Receive and house them lovingly. The little lambs of light come home And house them in the argent foam, The while He counts them every one, And shuts the Gate, for day is done. IV * Aye, day is done, the dying sun Sinks wounded unto death tonight ; A great, hurt swan, he sinks to rest, His wings all crimson, blood his breast ! With wide, low wings, reached left and right He sings, and night and swan are one. What crimson breast, what crimson wings The while he dies and dying sings ! Yet safe is housed the happy fold, The golden sheep, the fleece of gold That lured the dauntless Argonaut, The fleece that daring Jason sought. Some far-off day the golden sheep May rise from resting in the deep. So let us joy to know the lambs Of gold are resting with their dams Where lord and lead the heady rams." V She waking sighed, soft murmuring As waters from some wood-walled spring : 1 Oh happy, huge, horn-headed rams To guide and lead the golden fleece, To ward the fold of fat increase Fast mated to your golden dams ! What bridal gold, what golden bride, What golden twin lambs, side and side ! Oh happy, happy nudging lambs ! Thrice happy, happy golden dams !" VI His face was still against the west ; For still a flash of gold was there That would not or that could not rest 15 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING But seemed some night bird of the air. At last, with half averted head And heedlessly, as dreaming said : What banker gathers yonder gold That sinks, sea-washed, beyond the deeps ? Lie there no sands to house and hold This sunset gold in countless heaps ? There sure must be some far, fierce land, Some Guinea shore, some Indus strand, Some dreamy, palm-set, pathless spot Where all this sunset gold is stored, As misers gather hoard on hoard. There sure must be beyond this sea Some Argo s gold, some argosy, Some golden fleece, long since forgot, To wait the coming Argonaut. VII She sprang up sudden, savagely, And flushed and paled, looked far away, Grinding gold poppies with her heel. She could not say, she could but feel. She nothing said, because that they Who really feel can rarely say. And then she looked up, forth and far, And pointed to the pale North Star, The while her color went and came From pink to white, from frost to flame. VIII For this, the one forbidden theme, The one hard, dread, unquiet dream That he should gp, lead forth and far Below the tripple Arctic star As he had planned ; and now to speak, To hint she heard with pallid cheek. Hard had she tried, had fain forgot How strong, new men were trending far Toward this still elusive star, And he their Jason Argonaut ! 16 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING CANTO IV. t I How passing fair, how wondrous fair This daughter of the yellow sun ! Her sunlit length and strength of hair Seemed sun and gold inwound as one. How strangely silent, unaware, Unconscious quite of strength or grace Or peril of her beauteous face, She stood, the first-born of a race, A, proud, new race, scarce yet begun. How tall she stood, how debonair, To comb her mighty Titian hair ! II So beautiful she was, as one From out some priceless picture-book, You could but love, you had no choice But love and turn again to look. How young she was, and yet how old ! Red orange ripened in the sun Where never hand had reached as yet. The calm strength of her lifted face, The low notes of her tuneful voice Were mint-marks of that wondrous race But scarcely born nor known as yet Beyond yon yellow hills that fret Warm sea-winds with their waving pine ; A princess of that royal line Of kings who came and silent passed, Yet, passing, set bold, royal hand And mighty signet on the land, And set it there to last and last, As if in bronzen copper cast. III. He, too, was born of giant men, Of men who knew not tears or fears, Of men full-sexed, yet men who knew AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING Not sex till perfect manhood, when Men gat great men who dared to do ; Gat men of heart who dwelt apart, As Adam dwelt, when giants grew And men as gods drew ample breath Tall Adams with their thousand years, Ere drunkenness of sex had done The silly world to willing death ; Of royal parentage, of true Nobility, of those who knew The light, who chased the yellow sun From sea to sea triumphantly, And westward fought and westward won, As never daring man had done. IV They housed with God upon the height, Companioned with the peak, the pine, They led the red lit firing line. Walled round by room and room and room, They read God s open book at night, And drank His star-distilled perfume. By day they dared their trackless west And chased the battling sun to rest. V Such sad, mad marches to the sea, Such silent sacrifice, such trust ! Such months of battle, misery, Such mountains heaped with heroes dust ! Yet what stout thews the peerless few Who won the sea at last, who knew The cleansing fire and laid hold To hammer out God s house of gold ! VI Their cities zone the sea of seas, Their white tents top the mountain s crest. The coward ? He trenched not with these. The weakling ? He was laid to rest. 18 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING Each man stood forth a man, such man As God wrought not since time began, Each man a hero, lion each. Behold what length of limb, what length Of life, of love, what daring reach To deep-hived honeycomb ! What strength This out-door Adam ! He is clean, As virile nature s vernal green ; He stands so tall, so clean, he hears The morning music of the spheres. VII He loved her, feared her, far apart, He kept his ways and dreamed his dreams ; He sang strange songs, he tuned his heart To music of the pines that preach Such sermons on such holy themes As only he who climbs can reach Or comprehend, heart laid to heart ; For art is heart, as heart is art. VIII He would not selfish pluck one rose To wear upon his breast a day And let its perfume pass away With any wind that comes or goes, Why, he might walk God s garden through Nor touch a bud nor fright a bird. The music of the spheres he heard, The harmony he breathed, he knew. He never marred God s harmony With one harsh thought. The*favoredjfew Who cared to live above the sod And lift glad faces up to God He knew loved all as well as he, Had equal rights to rose or tree. IX And he must spare all to the day Their willing feet should pass the way God in his garden walked at eve. 19 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING And as for weaklings who by turn Would jest or jeer, he could but grieve, And pity all and silent say, Let us lead forth, make fair the way, By time and stress they, too, will learn Which way to walk, to love, to turn." X The long, lean Polar bear uprose, Outreached a claw and bare, black^sole Above his battlement of snows And showed his yellow teeth in vain, Then round about his bleak North Pole He dragged and clanked his icy chain. And he who dared not pluck a rose, As if in chorus with his pine, Must up and lead the battle line, Dare pluck the grizzled beard of Death, Dare laugh at Death with joyous breath. XI No idle talk, no idle tears, No airy sighs, no tales to tell ; He knew God is, that all is well, That faith is death to idle fears ; That death is but a name, a date, A milestone by the stormy road, Where you may lay aside your load And bow your face and rest and wait. XII Huge ships, black-bellied, lay below, Broad, yellow flags from silken Chind, Round, blood-red banners of Nippon, I/ike to their Orient sun at dawn Brave battle-ships as white as snow, With bannered stars tossed to thejwind, Warm as a kiss when love is kind. 20 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING \ XIII Twas night, such soft, sweet, maiden night As only Californians know, When nightingales are forth, and when The Bay lies bathed in mellow light Blown far from Honolulu s seas From sundown seas in afterglow, When Song sits at the feet of men And pipes, low-voiced as mated dove, For love to measure step with love. XIV And yet, for all the perfumed seas, The peace, the silent harmonies, The two stood mute, estranged before Her high-built, stately, opened door High up the terraced, plunging hill As hushed as death, as white and still. XV The moon, amid her yellow fleet, With full, white sail, moved on and on, And drew, as loving hearts are drawn, All seas of earth fast following, As slow she sailed her sapphire seas. Then as if pausing, pitying, She poured down at their very feet Broad silver ways to walk upon Which way they would, or east or west, Which way they would, or worst or best. XVI Her voice was low, low leaned her head, Her two white hands the instant pressed As if to hush her aching breast, As if to bind her breaking heart To silent bear its bitter part, The while she choking, sobbing, said : 4 Then here, for all our poppy days, Here, here, the parting of the ways ? 21 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING XVII " Aye, so you will it. Here divide The ways, forever and a day. You, you you women lead the way, You lead where loving men have died, You women lead to hollow lands, Of bloodless hearts and nerveless hands. I will not rival, look on such, Save but with pity and disgust, Because, because I loved so much Because, because I love you still. You women lead because you will, Men follow you because they must ; Because they love as lovers when Sierra States were born of men ; When giants knew the land and came With nerves of steel and souls of flame Could you not wait within your Gate, As their loves dared to wait and wait ? XVIII Her head sank lower still ; her hair, Her heavy hair, great bars of gold, Hung loosened, heedless, fold on fold, As if she knew not, could not care ; She tried to speak but nothing said ; She could but press her aching heart, Step back a pace and shudder, start, The while she slowly moved her head, As if to say, but nothing said. XIX His tongue was sudden loose with rage, He strode before her, forth and back, A lion strident in his cage, Hard bound within his narrow track. 1 My father, yours, each Argonaut An Alexander, to this sea Came forth and conquered mightily. An hundred thousand Didoes sat 22 ( I AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING Atlantic s sea-bank nor forgot, But patient sat as Dido when She waved her Eneas back again. Yet you, you cannot, will not wait My coming back through yonder Gate ! XX Hear me ! All Europe, rind to core Is rotting, crumbling, base to top. Withhold the gold and silver prop Our dauntless fathers hewed of yore From yonder seamed Sierra s core And such a toppling you may hear As never fell on mortal ear. XXI What s London town but sorrow s town And sins, such as I dare not name ? Such thousands creeping up and down Its dirty streets in draggled shame ! What s London but a market pen Its hundred thousand hungry men ? What s London but a town of stone, Its thousand thousand women prone ? XXII What s Paris but a painted screen, A gaudy gauze that scant conceals The sensuous nakexlness between The folds that but the more reveals ? What s Paris but a circus, fair, To tempt this west world s open purse With tawdry trinkets, toys bizarre ? Ah, would that she were nothing worse ! What s Paris but a piteous mart For west world mothers crazed to trade Some silly, novel-reading maid 23 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING For thread-bare, out-at-elbow rank To outworn, weak degenerate, Whose bank is but the faro bank ; Whose grave, his only real estate ; Whose boast, whose only stock in trade A duel and a ruined maid. XXIII "What s Berlin, Dresden, sorry Rome, But traps that take you unaware ? Behold those paintings, right at home, Where nature paints with patient care Such splendid pictures, sea and shore, As all the world should bow before : Such pictures hanging to the skies Against the walls of Paradise, From base to bastion, as should wake Piave s painter from the dust: Such walls of color crowned in snow, Such steeps, such deeps, profoundly vast, As old-time Art had died to know, And knowing, died content, as he Who looked from Nimo s steep to see, Just once, the Promised Land, and passed ! And yet, for all yon scene, this sea, You will not bide, Penelope ? XXIV * Then go, since you so will it, go ! My way lies yonder, forth and far Beneath yon gleaming northmost star, O er silent lands of trackless snow. L,o, there leads duty, hope, as when V This westmost world demanded men ; Such men as led the firing line When blood ran free as festal wine ; Such men as when, fast side by side, Our fathers fought and fighting died. 24 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING XXV But go Good bye ! Go see again T!le noisy circus, since you must ; Its painted women that disgust, Its nauseating monkey men ; But mark you, Miriam, the moth That loves that luring, passing light Nay, hear ! I am not wilful, wroth ; I love with such exceeding might, My Miriam, my all, my life, I would not, could not take to wife My lily tainted by the touch, The breath, the willing sight of such. XXVI Shall I see leprous apes lean o er My rose, touch, breathe it if they may With breath that is a very stench, The while they bow and bend before, Familiar, as with some weak wench, And smirk in double-meaning French ? XXVII You shrink back angered ? Well, adieu ! What, not a hand ? What, not a touch ? My crime is that I love too much, My crime is that I love too true, Love you, love you, not part of you Yea, how much less the rose that droops In fevered halls where folly stoops ! XXVIII Yon splendid, tripple, midnight star Is mine, I follow fast and sure, Because it guides so far, so far From fevered follies that allure Your soul, your splendid, spotless soul, To wreck where syren billows roll Good night ! What, turn aside your face That I might never see again 25 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING Its lifted glpry and proud grace, c As some brave beacon light to men ? Ha, ha ! Let s laugh lest one may weep How steep your hill seems, steeps how steep ! How deep down seems the silent town, How lonej how dark, how distant down ! The moon, too, turns her face, her light, As you have turned your face tonight, As you have turned your face from me, My heartless, lost Penelope." XXIX She heard and yet she did not hear ; All seemed as some mad, midnight dream, A far sea sound was in her ear ; Her eyes seemed hurt as by a beam Of light that fell too bright to last And left her blinded as it passed. XXX Then sudden .up she tossed her head. She strode her porch and striding said : Penelope ! To wait and weave ! Penelope ! To wait and wait As waits a dog within his gate, To weave and unweave, grieve and grieve, As some weak harem favorite Tight fenced from love and life and light ! XXXI Why, I should not have sat one day To that dull thud and thudding loom, With cowards crowding fast for room To say what brave men dared not say ! Why, I had snatched down from the wall His second sword that sad first day And set its edge to end it all ! Had hewn that loom to splinters, yea, Had slashed the warp, enmeshed the woof, And called that dog and put to proof Each silly suitor hounding me Then hoisted sail and bent to sea ! " 26 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING XXXII * Penelope ! Penelope ! Of all fool tales in historic I think this thing the foolishest ! Why, I, the favored of that land, Had such fools come to seek my hand, Had ranged in line the sexless list And frankly answered with my fist ! XXXIII She instant paused. Each helpless hand Fell down, fell heavy down as lead ; She tried but could not understand. At last she raised once more her head, Set firm her lips, stepped forth a pace, I/ooked long his far star in the face, Stood stately, still, as fixed as fate, Till all the east flushed sudden red. Then as she turned within she said, Said sad as night, yet glad as day, Said firm, yet soft as love could say, With one last word across the gate : 11 1 cannot and I will not wait." CANTO V. I His tripple star led on and on, L,ed up blue-bastioned Chilkoot c pass To clouds, through clouds, above white clouds That droop with snows like beaded strouds Above a world of gleaming glass, Where loomed such city of the skies As only prophets look upon, As only loving poets see, With prophet ken of mystery. II What lone, white silence, left or right, What whiteness, something more than white, Such steel blue whiteness, van or rear 27 AS IT WAS IX THE BEGIXNIXG Such aVM^ as you could but hear Above the sparkled, frosted rime, As if the steely stars kept time. Ill What temples, towers, tombs of white, White tombs, white tombstones, left and right, That pushed the passing night aside To ward where fallen stars had died To ward white tombs where dead stars lay White tombs more white, more bright than day ; White tombs high heaped white tombs upon, White Ossa piled on Pelion. IV Pale, steel stars flashed, rose, fell again, Then leaning sang a silent rune As if all heaven was in tune And earth had never heard of pain. They pxassed, returned, paled, flashed again, Then paused, leaned low, as pitying, And leaning so began to sing, The while they rocked, with mother care, The new moon s silver rocking-chair. V Night here, mid-year, is as a span, Thor came, as comes a king of war, Came only as a hero can ; Thor stormed the battlements and Thor, Far leaping, climbing high thereon, Threw battle hammer forth and back Until the wall blazed in his track With sparks and it was sudden dawn Dawn sudden sparkled as a gem, A jeweled, frost-set diadem Of diamond, ruby, radium. VI Two tallest, ice-tipt peaks took flame, Took yellow flame, then flush, then pink, 28 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING Then, ere you yet had time to think, Took hues that never yet had name. Then turret, minaret and tower, As if to mark some mystic hour Or ancient lost Masonic sign, Took on a darkness like to night. Deep night below that yellow light That erstwhile seemed some snow-white tomb, Then all was set in gray and gloom, As some dim, lighted, storied shrine As if the stars forgot to stay At court when came the kingly day. s VII And now the high- built shafts of brass, Gate posts that guard the tomb-set pass Put off their crowns, rich robes and all Their sudden, splendid light let fall ; And tomb and minaret and tower Again gleamed as that midnight hour, While day, as scorning still to wait, Dashed fiercely through the ice-locked gate That guards the arctic, outer hem Of white, high-built Jerusalem. VIII To see, to guess the great white throne. Behold Alaska s ice-built steeps Where everlasting silence keeps And white death lives, and lords alone : Go see God s river born full grown The gold of this stream it is good, Here grows the Ark s white gopher wood A wide, white land, unnamed, unknown, A land of mystery and moan. IX Tall, trim, slim gopher trees incline, A leaning, laden, helpless copse, And moan and creak and intertwine 29 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING Their laden, twisted, tossing tops. The melancholy moose looks down In overcoat of mousy brown, While far against the gleaming blue, High up a rock-topt ridge of snow Where scarce a dream would care to go Climb countless monk-clad caribou In silent line till lost to view. X The rent ice surges, grinds and roars, Then gorges, backs and climbs the shore, Then breaks with sudden rage and roar And plunging leaps huge toppled stones Swift down the seething, surging stream Mad hurdles of some monstrous dream. XI To see this river born full grown, To see him burst the womb of earth And leap, a giant at his birth, Through shoreless whiteness with such shout, Is as to know, no longer doubt, Is as to know the great Unknown, Aye, bow before the great white throne. XII White-hooded nuns, in gleaming white, Kneel o er his cradle, left and right, On ice-heaved summits where no thing Has yet set foot or flashed a wing ; On ice-built summits where the white Wide world is but a sea of white White kneeling nuns that kneel and feed The new-born ice god in his greed And feed, forever feed, man s soul. The full grown river bounds right on From out his birthplace tow rd the Pole ; He knows no limit, no control, 30 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING He scarce is here till he is gone, This sudden, mad ice-born Yukon. XIII Beyond white plunging Chilkoot Pass, That trackless Pass of stately tombs, Of midday glories, midnight glooms, Of morn s great gate posts, girt in brass This courtier, born to nature s court, This comrade of white peaks still kept Companion with his stars and leapt And laughed, the gliding sea of glass Beneath his feet in merry sport. Then mute red men, the quick canoe Then o er the ice god s breast and on, Till gleaming snows, and steeps were gone, Till wide, deep waters, swirling blue, Received the sudden, swift canoe, That leapt and laughed and laughing flew. XIV Then tall, lean trees, girth scarce a span, With moss-set, moss-hung banks of mold, Most rich in hue, more gorgeous than Silk carpetings of Turkistan : Deep, yellow mosses, rich as gold, More gorgeous than the eye of man Hath seen save in this wonderland Then flashing, tumbling, headlong waves Below white, ice-heaved, ice-built shores d The river swept a seam of white, Where basalt bluffs made day like night, And then they heard no sound, the oars Were idle, still, as grassy graves. And then the mad, tremendous moon Spilt silver seas to plunge upon, Possessed the land, a sea of white ; That white moon rivalled the red dawn And slew the very name of night AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING And walked the grave of afternoon That vast, vehement, stark mad moon ! XV Then wide, still waters, sedgy shore, A lank, brown wolf, a hungry howl, A lean and hungry midday moon : \ And then again the red men s oar \ A wide-winged, mute, white Arctic owl, A black, red-crested, screeching loon That knew not night from middle noon, Nor gold-robed sun from lean, lank moon That crazy, black, red-crested loon. e XVI Swift narrows now, and now and then A broken boat with drowning men ; Then wide, still marshes, dank as death, Where conked the wild goose long and loud With unabated, angry breath. Black swallows twittered in a cloud Above the broad mosquito marsh, The wild goose conked, forlorn and harsh ; Conked, fluttered, flew in warlike mood Above his startled myriad brood. The while the melancholy moose, As mated to the conking goose, Sank to his eyes, his great, sad eyes, And watched boats pass in hushedrsurprise Watched broken barge and drowning men Drift, swirl and plunge the gorge again. XVII Again that great white Arctic owl, As pitying, it perched the bank Where swirled a barge and swirling sank A drowned man swirling with white face Low lifting from the swift whirlpool. That distant, doleful, hilltop howl That screaming, crimson-crested fool ! 32 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING v And oh, that ghastly, death s head moon That hung the cobalt tent of blue And looked straight down to look you through - That dead man swirling in his place, The owl, the wolf, the human loon, And oh, that death s head, hideous moon ! XVIII And this the* Yukon, night by night, The yellow Yukon, day by day ; A land of death, vast, voiceless, white, A graveyard locked in icy clay, A graveyard to the Judgment Day. XIX Again the swirling pool was gone, Again the boat swept on, swept on, That moon was as a thousand moons ! Two dead men swirled, one swept, one sank Two wolves, two owls, two yelling loons, Three lank, black wolves along the bank That watched the drowned men swirl or sink, Three screeching loons along the brink That moon disputing with the dawn That dared the yellow, mad Yukon ! XX And why so like some lorn graveyard Where only owls and loons may say And life goes by the other way ? Aye, why so hideous and so hard, So deathly hard to look upon ? Because this cold, white, wild Yukon, Or gold-sown banks or sea-white waves, Is but one land, one sea of graves ! XXI Behold where bones hang either bank ! Great tusks of beasts before the flood That floated here and floating sank Mid ice-locked walls and moss-hung steep ! 33 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING Lo, this is death-land ! Heap on heap, The Yukon cleaves a graveyard strown Three thousand miles of tusk and bone, All strown and sown just as they lay That time the fearful deluge passed, Safe locked in ices to the last, Safe locked, as records laid away, To wait the final Judgement Day. XXII He landed, pierced the icy earth, He burned it to the very bone Burned and laid bare the deep bedstone Placed at the building, at the birth Of morn, and here, there, everywhere, Such bones of bison, mastodon ! Such tusky monsters without name ! Great ice-bound bones with flesh scarce gone ; So fresh the wild dogs nightly came To fight about and feast upon. And gold above the bedrock lay So bounteous below the bones Men barely need to turn the stones To fill their skins within the day, With rich red gold and go their way. XXIII " The gold of that place it is good." L,o, here God laid the Paradise ! I/), here each witness of the flood, Tight jailed in ice eternal lies To wait the bailiff s chorus call : 1 * Come into court, come one, come all ! But why so cold, so deathly cold The battered beasts, the scattered gold, The pleasant trees of Paradise, Deep locked in everlasting ice ? XXIV Hear, hear the red man s simple tale : He says that once, o er hill and vale, 34 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING Ripe fruits hung ready all the year ; That man knew neither frost or fear, That bison wallowed to the eyes In grass, that palm trees touched the skies Where birds made music all day long. That then a great chief shaped a spear, Bone-tipt and sharp and long and strong, And also made a moon-shaped bow ; That then, exultant, crazed, he slew Ten bison, ten great bear and, too, A harmless, long-limbed, shambling moose ; That then the smell of blood let loose The passions of all men and all Uprose and slew, or great or small Uprose and slew till hot midday, All four-foot creatures in their way ; Then proud, exulting, every one Shook his red spear-point at the sun. XXV Then God said, through a mist of tears, What would ye, men made red with blood ? And then they shook their bone-tipt spears And cried, " The sun it is not good ! Too hot the sun, too long the day ; Break off and throw the end away ! XXVI Then God, most angered instantly, Drew down the day from out the sky And brake the day across his knee And hurled the fragments hot and high And far down till they fell upon The waters of the bronzed Yukon, Nor spared the red men one dim ray Of light to lead them on their way. XXVII And then the red men filled the lands With wailing for just one faint ray 35 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING Of light to guide them home, that they Might wash once more their blood-red hands. But God said, Yonder, far away Down yon Yukon, your broken day ! Go gather it from out the night ! That fitful, fearful Northern Light, Is all that ye shall ever know To guide which way you will to go. XXVIII Ye shall not see my face again, But ye shall see cold death instead, This land hath sinned, this land is dead ; Ye drenched your beauteous land in blood, And now behold the wild, white rain Shall fall until a drowning flood Shall fill all things above, below, And wash away the smell of blood And weave a piteous shroud of snow, In graveyard silence, ever so ! " XXIX The red men say that then the rain Drowned all the fires of the world, Then drowned the fires of the moon ; That then the sun came not again, Save in the middle summer noon, When hot, red lances they had hurled Are hurled at them like fiery rain, Till Yukon rages as a main. XXX With bated breath these skin-clad men Tell why the big-nosed moose foreknew The flood ; how, bandy-legged he flew Far up high Saint Elias, how, Down in the slope of his left horn, The raven rested, night and morn ; How in the hollow of his right, The dove-hued moose-bird nestled low 36 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING Until they touched the utmost height ; How dove and raven soon took flight And winged them forth and far away ; But how the moose did stay and stay, His great, sad eyes all wet with tears, And keep his steeps two thousand years. XXXI He heard the half nude red men say, Close hudled to the flame at night, How in the hollow of a palm A woman and a water rat, That dreadful, darkened, drowning day, Crept close and nestled in their fright ; And how a bear, tame as a lamb, Came to them in the tree and sat The long, long, drift-time to the sea, The while the wooing water rat Made love to her incessantly ; How then the bear became a priest And married them at last, how then Of them was born the shortest, least Of all the children of all men, And yet most cunning and most brave Of all who dare the bleak north wave. XXXII What tales of tropic fruit ! No tale But of some soft, sweet, sensuous clime, Of love and lovely maiden s trust Some peopled, pleasant, palm-hung vale Of everlasting summer time And, too, the deadly sin of lust ; Forbidden fruit, shame and disgust ! XXXIII And whence the story of it all, The palm land, love land and the fall ? Was t born of ages of desire From such sad children of the snows 37 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING For something fairer, better, higher ? God knows, God knows, God only knows. But I should say, hand laid to heart And head made bare, as I should swear, These piteous, sad-faced children there Knew Eden, the expulsion, knew The deluge, knew the deluge true ! XXXIV And what though this be surely so ? Just this : I know, as all men know, As few before this surely knew Just this, and count it great or small, The best of you or worst of you, The Bible, lid to lid, is true ! CANTO VI. t I The year waxed weary, gouty, old ; The crisp days dwindled to a span, The dying year it fell as cold As dead feet of a dying man. The hard, long, weary work was done, The dark, deep pits probed to the bone, And each had just one tale to tell. Ten thousand miners all as one, Agnostic, Christian, infidel, All said, despite of creed or class, All said as one, As surely as The Bible is, the deluge was, What e er the curse, what e er the cause ! " II What merry men these miners were, And mighty in their pent-up force ; They wrought for her, they thought of her, Of her alone, or night or day, In tent or camp, their one discourse The Love three thousand miles away, The Love who waked to watch and pray. 38 X AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING III Yet rude were they and brutal they, Their love a blended love and lust, Born of this modern, lustful day ; You could but love them for their truth, Their frankness and their fiery youth, And yet turn from them in disgust, To loathe, to pity and mistrust. IV The Siege of Troy knew scarce such men ; The cowards had not voyaged then, The weak had died upon the way. They sang, they sang some like to this, Of love, as love has been, still is : " I say risk all for one sweet kiss ; I say t were better risk the fall, Like Romeo, to venture all And boldly climb to deadly bliss. How brave that savage, Sabine way ; What warriors, heroes, came of it ! Their songs are ringing to this day, Their loves the love of Juliet, Of Portia, Desdemona, yea, All storied loves yet sung or writ, Of man s strong arm or woman s wit. V 1 Then take her, lover, sword in hand, Hot-blooded and red-handed, clasp Her sudden, stormy, where you stand, And lift her in your iron grasp And kiss her, kiss her till she cries From keen, sweet, happy, killing pain. Aye, kiss her till she seeming dies : Aye, kiss her till she dies, and then, Why, kiss her back to life again. VI 1 * I love all things that truly love, I love the low-voiced turtle dove 39 AS IT WAS IN THK BEGINNING In wooing time, he woos so true ; His soft notes fall so overfull Of love they thrill me through and through ; But when the thunder- throated bull Upheaves his head and shakes the air With eloquence and battle s blare And roars and tears the earth to woo, I like his warlike wooing too. VII " But best to love that lover is Who loves all things beneath the sun Then finds all fair things in just one, And finds all fortune in one kiss. How wisely born, how more than wise, How wisely learned must be that soul Who loves all earth, all Paradise, All peoples, places, pole to pole, Yet in one kiss includes the whole ! VIII * Give me a lover ever bold, A lover, strong, keen, sword in hand, Like to those white-plumed knights of old Whose loves held honor in the land ; Those men with hot blood in their veins And hot, swift, iron hand to kill Those women loving well the chains That bound them fast against their will ; Yet loved and lived are living still." IX Enough : the bronzed man launched his boat, A faithful Dwarf clutched at the oar, And Boreas began to roar As if to break his burly throat. Down, down by basalt palisade, Down, down by bleakest ice-piled isle f The mute, dwarf water rat afraid ? The water rat it could but smile 40 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING To hear the cold, wild waters roar Against his savage, Arctic shore. X But now he listened, gave a shout, A startled cry, akin to fear. The hand of God had reached swift out And locked, as in an iron vise, , The whole white world in blue, bright ice, And daylight scarce seemed living more. The day, the year, the world, lay dead, With star-tipt candles foot and head ; Great stars that burn a whole half year Stood forth, five-horned, and near, so near ! XI The ghost-white day scarce drew a breath, The dying day shrank to a span ; There was no life save that of man And woolly dogs man, dogs and death ! The sun, a mass of molten gold, Rolled feebly up, then sudden rolled Right back as in a beaten track And left the white world to the moon And five-homed stars of gleaming gold ; Such stars as sang in icy rune, And oh, the cold, such killing cold As few have felt and none have told ! XII And now he knew the sun s last light Lay on yon ice-shaft, steep and far, Where stood one bold, triumphant star, And he would dare the gleaming height, Would see the death-bed of the day, Whatever fate might make of it. A foolish thing, yet were it fit That he who dared to love, to say, To live, should look the last of light Full in the face, then go his way AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING j All silent into lasting night ; As he had left her, on her height. XIII He climbed, he climbed, he neared at last The Golden Fleece of flitting light ! When sudden as an eagle s flight An eagle frightened from its nest That keeps the topmost, rock-reared crest It swooped, it drooped, it, dying, passed As on some sunny, poppy day The Mariposa gathers gold Then careless brushes it away, Like star-dust when the day is old, So passed his light and all was night. Some stars or spattered flecks of gold Flashed from the far and fading wings That kept the sky, like living things Then oh, the cold, the cruel cold ! The light, the life of him had passed, The spirit of the day had fled ; The lover of God s first-born, Light, Descended, mourning for his dead. The last of light, the very last He deemed that he should look upon Until God s everlasting dawn Beyond this dread half-year of night Had fled forever from his sight. XIV Twas death to go, thrice death to stay, Turn back, go southward, seek the sun ? Yea, better die in search of light, Die boldly, face set forth for day, As many dauntless men have done, Than wail at fate and house with night, Slow waiting death in doleful plight. XV Some woolly dogs, a skin-clad chief His trained thews stood him now in stead 42 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING Broad snow-shoes, then a laden sled. . . That moon was as a brazen thief That robs to revel and carouse ! It followed, followed everywhere ; He hid his face, that moon was there. Such painful light, such piteous pain ! It broke into his very brain, As breaks a burglar in a house, To rob and revel and carouse. XVI Scarce seen, a change came, slow, so slow ! The moon sank slowly to the right, The lower world of gleaming white Took on a somber band of woe, A wall of umber round about, So dim at first you could but doubt That change there was day after day Nay, nay, not day, I can but say Sleep after sleep, sleep after sleep That band grew darker, deep, more deep, Until there girt a great dark wall, A low, black wall of ebon hue, Oppressive, deathlike as a pall ; It walked with you, close compassed you, While not one thread of light shot through, Above the black a gird of brown Soft blending into amber hue, And then from out the cobalt blue Great, massive, golden stars hung down Like towered lights of mountain town. XVII And now the moon moved gaunt and slow, Half veiled her hollow, hungry face In amber, kept unsteady pace, High up her star set wall of snow Nor scarcely deigned to look below. 43 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING I XVIII Then far beyond, above the night, Above the umber, amber hue, Above the lean moon s blare and blight, One mighty ice peak towered through. One gleaming peak, as white, as lone As one could think the great white^throne, Stood up against the cobalt blue And kept companion with the stars, Despite black walls or prison bars ! XIX That wall, that hideous prison wall, That blackness, umber, amber hue, It follows you, encircles you, It mantles as a hearse s pall, Your eyes lift to the star-tipt sky, You lift your frosted face, you pray That e en the sickly moon might stay A time, if but to see you die. Yet how it blinds you, body, soul ! You can no longer keep control, Your feebled senses fall astray ; You cannot think, you dare not say. XX And now such under gleam of light, Such blazing, flaming, frightful glare ; Some like a horrid, dread nightmare, Such hideous light, born of such night ! It burst, with changeful interval, From out the ice beneath the wall, From out the groaning, surging stream That breathed, or tried to breathe, in vain, That struggled, strangled, shrieked with pain ! Twas as if he of Patmos read, Sat by with burning pen and said, With piteous and pathetic voice, * The earth shall pass with rustling noise." 44 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING XXI Swift out the ice-crack, fiery red, Swift up the umber wall and black, Then round and round, up, down and back, The sudden lightning sped and sped, Until the walls hung burnished red, An instant red, then yellow, white, With something more than earthly light. XXII It binds your eyes until they burn, Until you dare not look or turn, But cry with him who saw and told The story of, the glory of The jasper walls, the streets of gold Where trail God s unseen garments hem The holy New Jerusalem. XXIII Then while he trudged he tried to think, And then another new born light, Or red or yellow, blue or white, Burst up from out the very brink Of where he passed and, left or right, It burnished yet again the walls ! Then up, straight up against the stars That seemed as jostled, rent with jars ! Then silent night. Where next and when ? Then blank, black interval, and then And oh, those blank, dread intervals, This writing on the umber walls ! XXIV The burning Borealis passed, The umber walls fell down at last And left the great cathedral stars, f The five-horned stars, blent, burnished bars. XXV The moon resumed all heaven now, She shepherded the stars below 45 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING Along her wide, white steeps of snow, Nor stooped nor rested, where or how. She bared her full white breast, she dared The sun e er show his face again. She seemed to know no change, she kept Carousal constantly, nor slept, Nor turned a breath, nor spared The fearful meaning, the mad pain, The weary eyes, the poor, dazed brain That came at last to feel, to see The dread, dead touch, of lunacy. XXVI How more than beautiful the shroud Of dead Light in the moon-mad north When great torch-tipping stars stand forth, Five-horned, as marshalled for the fight Against glad resurrecting Light ! XXVII The moon blares as mad trumpets blare To marshalled warriors long and loud : The cobalt blue knows not a cloud, But oh, beware that moon, beware Her ghastly, graveyard, moon-mad stare ! XXVIII Beware white silence more than white ! Beware the groaning stream below, Beware the wide, white seam of snow, Where trees hang white as hooded nun No thing not white, not one, not one. All day, all day, all night, all night Nay, nay, not yet or day or night, Just whiteness, whiteness, ghastly white Made doubly white by that mad moon, And sweet stars jangled out of tune ! XXIX At last he saw, or seemed to see, Above, beyond, another world. 46 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING Far up the icy path there curled A red- veined cloud, a canopy That topped the fearful, ice-built peak That seemed to prop the very porch Of God ; and then, as if a torch Burned dim, there flashed a fiery streak, A flush, a blush on heaven s cheek ! XXX The dogs sat down, men sat the sled And watched the flush, the blush of red. The little woolly dogs they knew, Yet scarce knew what they>were about. They thrust their noses up and out, They drank the light, what else to do ? Their little feet, so worn, so true, Could scarce keep quiet for delight. They knew, they knew, how much they knew, The mighty breaking up of night ! Their bright eyes sparkled with such joy That they at last should see the light ! The tandem sudden broke all rule, Swung back, each leaping like a boy Let loose from some dark, ugly school Leapt up and tried to lick his hand, And stand as happy children stand. XXXI How suddenly God s finger set A crimson flower on that height Above the battered walls of night ! A little space it flourished yet, And then His angel, His first-born, Burst through the bars, as primal morn ! XXXII His right hand held a sword of flame, His left hand javelins of light, 47 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING And swift down, down, right down he came ! His red wings wide as the wide sky, And right and left, and hip and thigh, He smote the marshalled hosts of night With all his majesty and might. XXXIII The scared moon paled and she forgot Her force and place and turned to fly ; The ice-heaved palisades, the high Heaved peaks that propt God s house, the stars That flamed above the prison bars, As battle stars with fury frought, Were burned to ruin and were not. XXXIV Then glad earth shook her raiment wide, As some proud woman satisfied, Tiptoed, exultant, till her form, A queen above some battle storm, Blazed with the glory, the delight Of battle with the hosts of night. And night was broken, Light at last Lay on the Yukon. Night had past. CANTO VII. The days grew longer, stronger, yet The strong man grew then as a child. Too hard the tension and too wild The terror ; he could not forget. And now at last when Light was, now He could not see, nor lift his eyes, Nor lift a hand in any wise. It was as when a race is won AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING By some strong favorite athlete Who sinks down dying at your feet. II The red chief drew him on and on To his own lodge up white Yukon And housed him kindly as his own, Blind, broken, dazed, and so alone ! The low, round lodge was desolate, And deathly cold by night, by day. Poor, hungered children of the snows, They heaped the fire as he froze, Did all they could, yet what could they But pity his most piteous fate, And pitying, silent, stare and wait ? Ill His face was ever to the wall Or buried in his skins ; the light He could not bear the light of day Nor bear the heaped-up flame at night Not bear one touch of light at all. There are no pains, no sharp death throes, So dread as blindness of the snows. IV He thought of home, he thought of her, Thought most of her, and pictured how She walked in silent splendor where Warm sea winds twined her heavy hair In great Greek braids piled fold on fold Or loosely blown, as poppy gold. V And then he thought of her afar Mid follies, and his soul at war With self, self will and iron fate Grew as a blackened gulf of hate ! And then he prayed forgiveness, prayed As one in sin and sore afraid. 49 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING VI And praying so he dreamed, he dreamed She sat there looking in his face, Sat silent by in that dread place, Sat still, sat weeping silently. He saw her tears and yet he knew, The blind man knew he could not see ; And then he seemed to hear her tears, To hear them steal her loose hair through And gently fall, as falls the dew The still, small rain of summer morn, That makes for harvest yellow corn. VII He raised his hand, he touched her hair ; He did not start, he did not say ; It seemed that she was surely there ; He only questioned would she stay. How glad he was ! Why, now, what care For hunger, blindness, blinding pain, Could he but touch her hair again ? VIII He heard her rise, give quick command To patient, skin-clad, savage men To heap the wood, come, go, and then Go feed his woolly friends at hand, To bring fresh stores, still heap fresh flame, Then go, then come, as morning came. IX All seemed so real ! He dared not stir, Lest he might break this dream of her. How holy, holy sweet her voice, Like benediction o er the dead ! So glad he was, so grateful he, In thanking God most fervently, Forgot his plight, forgot his pain And deep at heart did he rejoice ; Yet prayed he might not wake again To peril, blindness, piteous pain. 50 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING x Then, as he hid his face, she came And leaned quite near and took his hand. Twas cold twas very cold, twas thin And bony, black, just skin and bone, Just bone and wrinkled mummy-skin. She held it out against the flame, Then pressed it with her two warm hands. It seemed as she could feel the sands 6f life slow sift to shadow land. Close on his hurt eyes she laid hand, The while she wearied, nodded, slept. The flame burned low, the wind s wild moan Awakened her. Cold as a stone His starved form, shrunken to a shade, Stretched in the darkness and, dismayed, She put the skins back and she crept Close down beside and softly laid Her warm, strong form to his and slept, The while her dusk men vigil kept. XI That long, long night, that needed rest ! Then flames at morn ; her precious store Heaped hard by on the earthen floor While mute, brown men, starved men, stood by To wait the slightest breath or sigh Or sign of wakening request What silence, patience, trust ! What rest ! Of all good things I say the best Beneath the sun is sleep and rest. XII She slowly wakened from her sleep To find him conscious in her keep ! What food for all, what feast for all To chief or slave, or great or small, Around the flaming, glowing heap Such reach of limb, such rest, such rest, Such appetite, such hungry zest ! AS IT WAS IN THK BEGINNING XIII Why, he had gone, had gladly gone In quest of His eternal Light, Beyond all dolours, that dread night, Had she not reached her hand and drawn, Hard drawn jhim back and held him so, Held him so hard he could not go. And yet he lingered by the brink, As dulled and dazed as you can think. Long, long he lingered, helpless lay, A babe, a broken pot of clay. XIV She made a broader couch, she sat All day beside and held his hand Lest he might sudden slip away. And she all night beside him lay, Lest the last grain of sinking sand Might in the still night slip and pass, With none at hand to turn the glass. XV And did the red men prate thereat ? Why, they had laid them down and died For her, these simple dusky sons Of nature, children of the snows, Born where the ice-bound river runs, Born where the Arctic torrent flows. Look you for evil ? Look for ill Or good, you find just what you will. XVI He spake no more than babe might speak ; His eyes were as the kitty s eyes That open slowly with surprise Then close as if to sleep a week ; But still he held, as if he knew, The warm, strong hand, the healthful hand, The dauntless, daring hand and true, Nor, while he waked, would his unfold, 52 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING But held, as drowning man might hold Who hopes no more of life or land, But, as from habit, clutches hand. XVII Once, as she thought he surely slept, She slowly drew herself aside, He thrust his hand as terrified, Caught back her hand, kissed it and wept. Then she, too, wept, wept tears like rain, The very first, warm, welcome tears, Drew in her breath, put by her fears And felt she had not dared in vain. Yet day by day, hard on the brink He hung with half averted head, As silent, listless as the dead, As sad to see as she could think. Their low lodge hung the terraced steep Above the wide, wild, groaning stream That, like some monster in a dream, Cried out in broken, breathless sleep ; And looking down, night after night, She saw leap forth a sword of light. XVIII She guessed, she knew the flaming sword That turned which way to watch and ward And guard the wall and ever guard The Tree of Life, as it is writ. The hand, the hilt, she could not see, Nor yet the true, life-giving tree, Nor cherubim that cherished it, But yet she saw the flaming sword, As written in the Book, the Word. XIX She held his hand, he did not stir, And as she nightly sat and sat And silent gazed and guessed thereat. 53 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING His fancies seemed t6 come to her, She could not see the Tree of Life, How fair it grew or where it grew, But this she knew and surely knew, That gleaming sword meant holy strife To keep and guard the Tree of Life. XX Oh, flaming sword, rest not nor rust ! The Tree of Life is hewn and torn, The Tree of Life is bowed and worn, The Tree of Life is in the dust. Hew brute man down, hew branch and root, Till he may spare the Tree of Life, The pale, the piteous woman wife Till he shall know as know he must Her name is not a name for lust. XXI She watched the wabbly moose at morn Climb steeply up the further steep, Huge, solitary and forlorn. She saw him climb, turn, look and keep Scared watch, this wild, ungainly beast, This mateless, lost thing and the last That roamed before and since the flood That climbed and climbed the topmost hill / As if he heard the deluge still. XXII The sparse, brown children of the snow Began to stir, as sap is stirred In springtime by the song of bird, And trudge by, wearily and slow, Beneath their load of dappled skins That weighed them down as weighty sins. XXIII And oft they paused, turned and looked back Along their desolate white track, With arched hand raised to shield their eyes - 54 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING Looked back as if for something lost Or left behind, of precious cost, Sad-eyed and silent, mutely wise, As just expelled from Paradise. XXIV How sad their dark, fixed faces seemed, As if of long-remembered sins ! They listless moved, as if they dreamed, As if they knew not where to go In all their wide, white world of snow. She could but think upon the day God made them garments from the skins Of beasts, then turned and bade them go, Go forth as willed they, to or fro. XXV Between the cloud-capped walls of snow, A wide-winged raven, croaking low, Passed and repassed, each weary day, And would not rest, not go, not stay, But ever, ever to and fro, As when forth form the ark of^old ; And ever as he passed, each day Let fall one note, so cold, so cold It seemed to strike the ice below And break in fragments hard as fate ; It fell so cold and desolate. XXVI At last the sun hung hot and high, Hung where that heartless moon had hung. A dove-hued moose bird sudden sung And had glad answering hard by ; The icy steeps began to pour Mad tumult down upon the deep. The great Yukon began to roar, As if with pain in broken sleep. The breaking ice began to groan, The very mountains seemed to moan, 55 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING Then, bursting, like a cannon s boom, The great stream broke its icy bands And rushed and ran with outstretched hands That laid hard hold the willow lands, Rent wide the somber gopher gloom . And roared for room, for room and room ! XXVII The stalwart moose climbed hard his steep, Climbed till he wallowed, brisket deep, In soft ning, sinking steeps of snow, Then raging, turned to look below. He tossed, shook his ungainly head, Blew blast on blast through his huge nose, Then, crazed with savage rage and fright, He climbed, climbed to the highest height As if he knew the flood once more Had come to swallow sea and shore. XXVIII The waters sank, the man uprose, A boat of skins, an Eskimo, Then down from out the world of snow They passed to seas of calm repose Where wide sails waited, warm sea wind, For mango isles and tamarind. CANTO VIII. I They passed to soft Samoas* seas Where giants strode in naked strength, Where long-limbed women loomed full length, And loved beneath their tropic trees. Hand still in hand, close side by side, They sailed, they sailed which way they cared, Nor questioned nor one wish denied, Nor kept one sweetest scene unshared. The while they sought and saw and knew Just nature, beautiful and true : 56 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING And then the toy world, dwarf Japan The childish soul, the baby man. II Of all fair trees to look upon, Of all trees pleasant to the sight Give me the Poet s tree in white Pink cherry trees of blest Nippon With lovers passing to and fro Pink cherry lanes of Tokio : Ten thousand cherry trees and each Hung white with Poet s plaint and speech. Ill Of all fair lands to look upon, To feel, to breathe, at Orient dawn, I count this baby land the best, Because here all things rest and rest And all men love all things most fair And beautiful and rich and rare ; And women are as cherry trees With treasures laden, brown with bees. IV Of all loved lands to look upon Give me this love land of Nippon, Its bright, brave men, its maids at prayer, Its peace, its carelessness of care. A mobile sea of silver mist Sweeps up for morn to mount upon ; Then yellow, saffron, amethyst Such changeful hues has blessed Nippon ! See but this sunrise then forget All scenes, all suns, all lands save one, Just matin sun and vesper sun ; This land of inland seas of light ; This land that hardly recks of night. V The vesper sun of blest Nippon Sinks crimson in the yellow sea ; 57 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING The purple butterfly is gone, The rainbow bird housed in his tree Hushed, as the last loved, trembling note Still thrills its sweet, inspired throat Hushed as the harper s weary hand Waits morn to waken and command. VI Fast homeward bound, brown, busy feet In wooden shoon clang up the street ; But not through all the thousand year In Buddha s temple may you hear One step, see hue of sun or sea, Though wait you through eternity. VII Behold brown, kneeling penitents ! What perfumed place of silent prayer ! Burned santalum, sweet frankincense ! Pale, yellow priests pass here and there And silent lisp with bended head The Golden Rule on scrolls of gold As gentle, ancient Buddhists read These precepts sacred unto them And watched the world grow old, so old, Ere yet the Babe of Bethlehem. VIII How leaps the altar s forky flame ! How dreamful, dense, the sweet incense, As pale priests burn, in Buddha s name, Red-written sins of penitents Mute penitents with bended head And unsaid sins writ deep in red. IX Now slow a priest with staff and scroll, Barefoot, as mendicant and old You sudden start, you lift your head, You hear and yet you do not hear, 58 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING A sound, a song, so sweet, so dear It well might waken yonder dead. His staff has touched the sacred bowl Of copper, silver, shot with gold And wrought so magic-like of old That all sweet sounds, or east or west, Sought this still hollow where to rest. X And you, you lean, lean low to hear ; You doubt your ears, you doubt your eyes, Your hand is lifted to your ear, You fear, how cruelly you fear The melody may die it dies Dies as the swan dies, as the sun Dies, bathed in dewy benison. 4 XI It lives again ; you breathe again ! What cadences that speak, that stir, Take form and presence, as of her Whom first you loved, ere yet of men. It utters essence as a sound ; As Santalum sends from the ground For devotee and worshipper Where saints lie buried, balm and myrrh. XII But now so low, so faint, so low You lean to hear yet hardly hear. Again your hand is to your ear, Your lips are parted, leaning so, And now again you catch your breath ! Such breath as when you lie becalmed At sea, and sudden start to feel A cooling wave and quickened keel And see your tall ship kiss the shore. You hear, you more than hear, you feel, As when the white wave shimmereth. Your love is at your side once more, 59 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING An essence of some song embalmed, hidden in the house of death. XIII Now low, so low, so soft, so still, As when a single leaf is stirred, As when some doubtful matin bird Dreams russet morning decks his hill Then nearer, clearer, lilts each note And longer, stronger swells the wave Ten thousand dead have burst the grave, An angel s song in every throat ! The forky flame turns and returns To burn and burn red sins away ; Such incense on the altar burns As some may breathe but none may say, Though cherished to their dying day. x XIV And now the sandaled pilgrims fall With faces to the jeweled floor The incense darkens as a pall, As clouds that darken more and more. You dare not lift your bended head The silence is as if the dead Alone had passed the temple door. And now the melody, the song ! So stronger now, so strong, so strong ! XV The black smokes of the ashen urn Where pale priests burn red sins away Begin to stir, to start to turn, As turns some evil thing abhorred To seek the huge bossed copper door An evil thing that dares not stay. The while the rich notes roll and roar To drive dread, burned sins out before Calm Dia-Busta, the adored, As cherubim with: flaming sword. 60 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING XVI And far, so far, such rich notes roll That barefoot fishers far at sea Fall prone and pray all silently For wife and babes that wait the strand, The tugging net clutched tight in hand, The while they bow a space *to pray ; For every asking, eager soul Knows well the time and patiently It lists, an hundred leagues away. XVII The thousand pilgrims girt in straw That press Fujama s holy peak, Prone, fasting, penitent and meek, Hear notes as from the stars and pray As we who know and keep the law As we who walk Jerusalem With pilgrim step and pallid cheek : How earnestly they silent pray To do no thing, or night or day They would not others do to them ! XVIII And wee, brown wives on high, wild steeps Of terraced plot and bamboo patch Where toil, hard toil, incessant, keeps Sweet virtue, sweet sleep and a thatch, They hear and hold, with closer fold, Their bare, brown babes against the cold. They croon and croon, with soothing care, To babes meshed in their mighty hair And loving, crooning, breathe a prayer. XIX The great notes pass, pass on and on, As light sweeps up the doors of dawn, And now the strong notes are no more, But feebler tones wail out and cry, As sad things that have lost their way 61 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING At night and dare not bide the day But turn back to the shrine to die And steal in softly through the door, And gently fade along the floor. XX The barefoot priest scarce moves a hand, Faint and more faint the last notes fall ; You hear them now, then not at all, And now the last note of the land Wails out as when a baby cries At night, and at the altar dies. How sweet, how sad, how piteous sweet This last note at the bowed monk s feet That dies as dies some holy light A mist is rising to the eyes, So loving sad, so tearful sweet, This last, lost note, Good night, good night ! CANTO IX. I They lay low-bosomed on the bay Of Honolulu ; h soft the breeze And soft the dreamful light that lay On Honolulu s sabbath seas The ghost of sunshine gone away, Red roses on the grave of day. II Their dusky boatman set his face From out the argent, opal sea Tow rd where his once proud, warlike race Lay housed in everlasting dust. He sang low- voiced, sad, silently, In listless chorus with the tide, Because his race was not, because His sun-born race had dared, defied The highest, holiest of all laws 62 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING And so fell stricken and so died Died stricken of dread leprosy Begot of lust prone in the dust Degenerating love to lust. Ill Sweet sandal-wood burned bow and stern In colored, shapely crates of clay, Sweet sandal-wood long laid away, I/Dng caverned with dead battle kings Whose dim ghosts rise betimes and burn The torch, and touch sweet taro strings Such giant, stalwart, stately kings ! i IV \ Sweet sandal- wood, long ages torn From high -heaved, cloud-capped lava steep, Then hidden where dead giants keep Their sealed Walhalla, waiting morn Deep-hidden, till such sweet perfume Betrayed their long-forgotten tomb. The sea s perfume and incense lay About, above, lay everywhere ; The sea swung incense up the air The censer, Honolulu Bay And then the song, the soft, low rune, So sad, as if dead kings kept tune. VI The moon hung twilight from each horn, Soft, silken twilight soft to touch As baby lips and over much Like to the baby breath of morn. Huge, five-horned stars swung left and right O er argent, opal, amber night. 63 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING VII What changeful, dreamful, ardent light, When Mauna Loa, far afield, Uprose and shook his yellow shield Below the battlements of night ; Below the Southern Cross, o er seas That sang deep, silent symphonies ! VIII Far lava peaks still lit the night, Like holy candles foot and head, That dimly burned above the dead, Above the dead and buried Light. There was such perfume of the sea, Such Sabbath breath, soft, silently, As when some burning censer swings, As when some surpliced choir sings. IX He scarce had lived the whole long year, But now yon mitred tongues of flame That tipt the star-lit lava peak Brought back such fervor to his cheek He could but answer to his name. He could but heed, he could but hear That call across the lap of night From tripple mitred tongues of Light, That soulful, silent, perfumed night. He said and yet he said no word : No word he said, yet all she heard, So close their souls lay, white, so white, That holy Honolulu night. X Lies yonder Nemo s Mount, my sweet, The Promised Land beyond, beyond The grave of rest, the broken bond, Where manly force must loose control, Must press the grapes and fill the bowl, Go round and round, rest, rise up, eat, Tread grapes then wash the wearied feet ? AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING XI I know I have enough of bliss, I know full well I should not dare To ask a deeper joy than this, This scene, your presence, this soft air, This incense, this deep sense of rest Where long-sought, sweet Arcadia lies, Against these gates of Paradise. XII " And yet, my own, I dare ask more. Lone Adam had all Paradise And yet how poor he was, how poor, With all things his beneath the skies ! Aye, sweet^it were to roam or rest, To ever rest or ever roam As you might reck or reckon best ; But, Sweet, there comes a sense of home, Of hearthstone, happy babes at play And you and I not far away. XIII Nay, do not turn aside your face Be fruitful ye and multiply Meant all ; it meant the human race, And he or she shall surely die Despised and rot to nothingness Who does not love the little dress, The heaven in the mother s eyes, His holy, secret, sweet surprise The time she tells how truly blest, With face laid blushing to his breast. XIV 1 How flower-like the little frock The daffodil forerunning spring The doll-like shoes, socks, everything, And each a secret, secret stored): And yet each day the little hoard, As careful merchants note their stock, 65 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING Is noted with such happy care As only angel mothers share. XV At last to hear her rock and rock Behold her bowed Madonna face ! She lifts her baby from its place, Pulls down the crumpled, dampened frock, And never Cleopatra guessed The queenliness, the joy, the pride She knows with baby to her breast And his chub fists churned either side ! The bravest breast faith ever bared For brother, country, creed or friend, However high the aim or end, Was that brave breast a baby shared With kicking, fat legs half unfrocked, The while sweet mother rocked and rocked. XVI As when first blossoms ken first bees, As when the squirrel hoists high sail And leaps his world of maple trees And quirks his saucy, tossy tail ; As when Vermont s tall sugar trees First feel sweet sap then don their leaves In haste a million Mother Bves ; As when strange winds stir sleeping ships Long ice-bound fast in Arctic seas ; So she, the strong, full woman now, Felt new life thrilling breast and brow And tingled to her finger tips. Her limbs reached out, outstretched her head As if to say she nothing said. But something of the tender light That lit her girl face that first night, The time she pulling poppies sat The sod and saw the golden sheep Safe housed within the hollowed deep Was hers ; and how she blushed thereat ! Yet blushing so, still, silent, sat. 66 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING XVII He paused ; the low, soft monotone Of song, the half-dipt, heedless oar Kept chorus, and, then as before, For now he knew him not alone : God s pity for the breasts that bear A little babe then banish it To stranger hands, to alien care, To live or die as chance sees fit. Poor, helpless hands, reached anywhere, As God gave them to reach and reach, With only helplessness in each ! Poor little hands, pushed here, pushed there And all night long for mother s breast. Poor restless hands that will not rest And gather strength to reach out strong To mother in the rosy morn ! Nay, nay, they gather scorn for scorn And hate for hate the lorn night long Poor dying babe ! to reach about In blackness, as a thing cast out ! XVIII God s pity for the thing of lust That bears a frail babe to be thrust Forth from her arms to alien thrall, As shutting out the light of day, As shutting off God s very breath ! But thrice God s pity, let us pray, For her who bears no babe at all, But gaily leads up Fashion s Hall And grinning leads the dance of death. That sexless, steel-braced breast of bone Is like to some assassin cell, A whited sepulcher of stone, A graveyard at the gates of hell, A mart where motherhood is sold, A house of murders manifold ! 67 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING XIX " Of all cursed things, thrice doubly cursed, I count this painted thing the worst : This barren, blighted, cursed fig tree, This shameless, jeweled thing of shame Who barters life for noisy name, This unclean thing so more than she Who trails the street in misery ! XX "And who the best, who best of all The famed four hundred, great or small Four hundred, thousand, million, aye, Of all this broad, brave earth today ? Why, such grand Gracchi Mother, she Who knew not gem nor jewelry Yet ranged her jewels at her side With all a Roman Mother s pride, And reckoned hers the richest home On all the seven hills of Rome. XXI " I know the world is good, my love, But weak, as man grown weak of mind, And he who wishes well his kind Will show respect unto its will, And walk somewhat its way, will find Some common ground, nor walk above, Nor strangely turn and strangely talk, But speak somewhat as others speak. Man is not wicked, man is weak, Is but as some poor tottling child That cries out if not well beguiled Starts terrified at honest talk And falls, ere yet it knows to walk. XXII He who would save the world must stand Hard by the world with steel mailed hand 68 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING And save by smiting hip and thigh. The world needs truth, tall truth and grand, And keen sword-cuts that thrust to kill. The man who climbed the windy hill To talk is talking, climbing still, And would not help or hurt a fly. The stoutest swimmer and most wise Swims somewhat with the sweeping stream, Yet leads, leads unseen as a dream. The weak fool turns his back and flies, The strong fool breasts the flood and dies. XXIII I know you scorn the narrow deeds Of men who make their god of creeds Yond men as narrow as the miles That bank their rare acacia isles ; But come, my Lone Star, come with me To yon far church, high-built and fair, For God is there, as everywhere, Or Arctic snow or Argent sea ; And if these learned men may not know, For all their books and boast and show, That here, right here, the womb of night Gave us God s first-born, holy Light, Why, pity, nor yet blame them quite : Because they know not, cannot read, Save as commanded by some creed. XXIV What eons they may have to wait Within their wall, without the gate, Nor once dare lift their eyes to look Beyond their blinding creed and book We know not, but we surely know Yon lava-lifted, star-tipt height Is bannered still by that first Light. We know this phosphorescent glow At every dip of dripping oar Is but lost bits of Light below 69 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING The primal darkness rush and roar Where moves God s spirit as of yore. Aye, here, right here, from out the night, God spake and sad : Let there be light. XXV And dare ask doubting, creed-made men Why we so surely know and how ? Why, here the waters, now as then Why here the waters, then as now ? > We know because we read, yet read So little that we much may heed. We read : God s spirit moved upon The waters ere that burst of dawn. What waters ? Why, The Waters, these, These soundless, silent, sun-down seas. XXVI * The morning of the world was here, Twas here He made dry land appear, Here Darkness lay upon the deep. What deep ? This deep, the deepest deep That ever rolled beneath the sun When night and day they were as one And dreamless day lay fast asleep Rocked in this cradle of the deep. XXVII " Hear me ! How happy, long I laid My body, soul, at your brave feet ! How long, how happy, Sweet, my Sweet, Close at your side by death s cold door, Or here where tropic passions pour : And have you ever been betrayed ? What hand, what finger have I laid Against your garment s hem ? What word, What sign have you yet seen or heard That said you should not still remain My Shrine, my Saint without a stain ? 70 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING XXVIII Hear me ! How pitiful the plea Of men who plead for temperance, Of men who know not one first sense Of self-control, yet, fire-shod, Storm forth and rage intemperately At sins that are but as a breath, Compared with their low lives of death ! XXIX And oh, for prophet s tongue or pen To scourge, not only, and accuse The childless mother, but such men As know their wives but to abuse ! Give me the brave, child-loving Jew, The full-sexed Jew of either sex, Who loves, brings forth and nothing recks Of care or cost, as Christians do Dulled souls who will not hear or see How Christ once raised His lowly head And, as rebuking, gently said, The while he took them tenderly, little children come to me. XXX Go forth among this homeless race, This landless race that knows no place Or name or nation quite its own, And see their happy babes at play, Palace or Ghetto, rich or poor As thick as birds about your door At morn some sunny Vermont May Then think of Christ and these alone. Yet we deride, we jeer, we gibe To see their plenteous babes ; we say Behold the Jew and all his tribe ! Yet Solomon upon his throne Was not more kingly crowned than they, More surely born to lord, to lead, To sow the land with Abram s seed ; AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING Because their babes are healthful born And welcomed as the welcome morn. XXXI 4 Hear me this prophecy and heed ; Bxcept we cleanse us kirk or creed, Except we wash us word and deed The Jew shall rule us, reign the Jew. And just because the Jew is true, Is true to nature, true to truth ; Is clean, is chaste, as trustful Ruth Who bore us David, Solomon The Babe, that far, first Christmas dawn. XXXII 11 You shrink, are angered at my speech ? So be it then ; there lies the beach, And up the beach the ways divide. I would not leave the truth untold To win the whole world to my side : And yet, to win you for my bride Would count down blood, as counting gold. High yonder lifts the clear church light For seamen, souls sea- tossed at night. XXXIII 1 I see the spiked Agave s plume, The pepsin lane, acacia s blown Far up beyond tall cocoa trees That gird the pretty, peaceful town. That lane leads up, the church looks down There lie the ways, now which of these ? Bear with me, I must dare be true. The nation, aye, the Christian race, Here fronts its Sibyl, face to face, And I must say, say now to you, Whate er the cost, of fortune, fame, The Christian is a thing of shame Must say because I know it true, The better Christian is the Jew. 72 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING XXXIV " Behold the pale, wan, piteous wife Of him who pleads his perfect life ! Her step is slow, she waits for death ; How thin is she, how full is he ! Hear her wan baby s hollow cry ! He scarce can cry above his breath. Poor babe ! begotten but to die, Or, harder fate, live feebly on, The shame of mother, curse of state Half witted, worthless, jest of fate. XXXV 4 Behold, God s image, fashioned tall As heaven stooping down to crawl Upon his belly as a snake, Ere yet his sense is well awake, Ere yet his force has come, ere yet The child- wife knows but to regret. And lo ! the greatest is the least ; For man lies lower than the beast. XXXVI * Such pity that pure love should lie Prone, strangled in its bed of shame And no man dare to publish why ! Such pity, that in slain Love s name The weak bring forth the weaker, bring The leper, idiot, anything That lawless passion can beget ! Sweet pity, pity for them all The child that cries, child- wife that dies Ere yet the soul has waked to see The weaklings that may linger, yet A feeble day to feebly fall As food for sword or cannon ball, For prison wall or charity Or fruit of gruesome gallows tree ! 73 AS IT WAS. IN THE BEGINNING XXXVII " But pity most poor man, blind man Whose passsions stoop him to a span. Why, man, each well-born man, was born To dwell in everlasting morn, To top the mountain as a tower A thousand years of pride and power, To face the four winds with the face Of youth until full length he lies Still God-like even as he dies. XXXVIII 1 1 Could I but teach lorn man to live, Could I but teach blind man to see, But teach lost man to truly love, And wisely, he would turn to me And give great thanks, and ever give Glad heed, as to some soft- voiced dove That speaks as prophet from above. XXXIX " The burning cities of the plain, The high-built harlot, Babylon, The bannered mur ls of Rome undone, That rose again and fell again To ashes and to heaps of dust, All died because man lived in vain ; Because man sold his soul to lust, Because man could not, would not love, Live, stand erect and look above. XL 1 And count what crimes have come of it ! I say all sins, or said or writ, Lie gathered here in this dark pit Of man s unbridled, mad desire, Where her frail form is ruthless thrown, As on some sacrificial stone, And burned as in a living fire To leave but ashes, rue and ire. 74 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING Aye, even crimes as yet unnamed Are born of man s unbridled lust. The wildest beast man ever tamed, Or ever yet has learned to know, The vilest beast would know disgust Could it but know how low, how low God s image sinks in muck and slime, In crimes so deeper than all crime, In slime that hath not yet a name, And yet man knows no whit of shame ! XLII Poor, weak, mad man, so halt, so blind ! Poor, weak, mad man that must carouse And prostitute what he should house And husband for his coming kind ! Behold the dumb beasts at glad morn, Clean beasts that hold them well in hand ! How nobler thus to lord the land, How nobler thus to love your race, To house its health and strength and grace, Than rob the races yet unborn And build new Babylons to scorn ! " I say that each man has aright, The right the beast has to be born Full-flowered, beauteous, free and fair As wide-winged bird that rides the air ; Not as a babe that cries all night, Cries, cries in darkness for such light As man should give it at its birth . I say the poor babe has a right, The right, at least, of a wild beast Aye, red babe, black babe, west or east, To rise at birth and lord the earth, Strong-limbed, long-limbed and fair and free As supple beast or tossing tree. 75 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING CANTO X. I Hear me, my Morning, May, my June My Midnight, Midday, Afternoon These truths I have from one who knew The deeps of truth, from one who drew My senses to his high control, As tides turn to the high, white moon, Because he was so pure so true, So soulful, such unselfish soul, With passions in one perfect whole. II He loved, he wooed, he won, he wed, And that was all, aye, that was all For days, for months, maybe for years. He still would woo, put by her fears, Make her his friend, let what befall, And bide her will and bridal bed ; Bide her sweet will and loving, bide Blest dalliance with his maiden bride. Ill One night in May, such soulful night Of cherry blossoms, birds, such birds As burst with song, that sing outright Because so glad they cannot keep Their song, but sing out in their sleep ! Such noisy night, a cricket s night, A night of Katydids, of dogs That bayed and bayed the vast, full moon In chorus with the tuneful frogs With May s head laid in lap of June. How hot, how sultry hot the room ! Their garden tree in perfect bloom Gave out far Nippon s full perfume The night grew warm and very warm, And warm her warm, full-bosomed form ! 76 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING IV How vital, virile, strong with life, The world without, the maiden wife How wondrous fair, full at his side And ever still a maiden bride ! The man uprose, caught close a skin, A lion s skin, threw this about His great, Herculean, pent-up form, Thrust feet into his slippered shoes, Then, with a careless, loosened gown He strode the wide room up and down, The skin s claws flapping at his thews. He turned, he caught her suddenly And instant wrapped her close within ; Then down the stairs and back and out Beneath a blossomed apple tree ; Beneath the tree he pressed her form, He was so warm, so very warm, He held her close as close could be Beneath the blossomed apple tree. V He held her in his strong right arm, Held her so hard he shook the tree Because he trembled mightily And shook in his hard, happy pain Because he quivered as a pine When tropic storm sweeps up the line, As when some swift horse, harnessed low, Frets hard and bites the bit to go. She laughed such low, sweet laugh, and said, The while she raised her pretty head, Please, please be gentle, good to me, And please don t hurt the apple tree. VI 11 The warm land lay as in a swoon, Full length, the happy lap of June A fair bride fainting with delight And fond forgetfulness with night. 77 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING How warm the world was and how wise The world is in its love of life, Its hate of harshness, hate of strife, Its love of Eden, peace that lies In love-set, leaf-sown Paradise : VII How generous, how good is night ! How warm this garden was, how warm With life, with love, in any form ! Two lowly crickets, clad in black, Came shyly forth, shrank sudden back Then chirped in chorus, side by side ; And oh, their narrow world was wide As oceans, light their hearts as air, And oh, their little world was fair, And oh, their little world was warm Because each had a lover there, Because they loved and didn t care. VIII 1 How languid all things with delight, With sensuous longings, sweet desire That burned as with immortal fire, Immortal love that burns to live And lives to burn, to take, to give, Create, bring forth, and loving share With God the fruitage, flesh or flower Just loving, loving, bud or bower, * Or bee or birdling, small or great, Just loving, loving to create, With just one caution, just one care : That all creation shall be fair. IX 1 The very garden wall was warm With happy sunshine gone away ; Each vine, with eager, reaching arm, Clung amorous, tiptoed to kiss, With eager lips, the ardent clay 78 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING That held her to its breast of bliss. White apple blossoms, basking lay, A perfect pathway of perfume ; The tiger lily scarce had room For lilacs bending in a storm Of laden sweetness more than sweet. The moon leaned o er the garden wall Then smiling tiptoed up her way The while she let one moon beam fall Ix)ve-laden in the sensuous heat. So sweet, so warm, so still withall, Love heard pink apple blossoms fall. X 1 A Katydid laid his green thigh Against another leaf-green form And so began to sing and sigh, As if it were his time to die From stress and strain of passion s storm - He, too, was warm and very warm. XI 11 A tasseled hammock, rich and red, Swung, hung hard by, and foot and head, A maple tree, a cherry tree. This famed tree of the Japanese, Whatever other trees may be, Is held most sacred of all trees ; Not quite because of its perfume, Not all because of its rich bloom, But most because its blossomed boughs Not only list to lover s vows But true to lovers, ever true, Refuse to let one moonbeam through. XII * 4 Here, close beneath this Nippon tree, The sweetest tree of fair Japan, The lover s tree of mystery, Where not a thread of moonlight lay, 79 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING While waves of moonlight laughed and played At hide and seek the other way, He threw her, full length, from his arm ; Full length, then raised her drooping head, Threw back the skin and, blushing red, He sought to say He nothing said ! He nothing did but blush and blush And feel his hot blood rush and rush The very hammock bed was warm - The while he leaned low from his place And felt her warm breath in his face. XIII 1 * Then, all abashed, he trembled so He clutched the hammock hard and fast, He held so hard it came, at last, To shake, to swing fast to and fro. Such awkwardness ! He clutched, let go, Then clutched so hard he shook the tree Till perfumed silence came to see Till fragrance fell upon her hair, Her midnight hair, a storm of snow. How fair, how fair, how sensuous fair, Half hidden in a great snow storm : And yet how warm, how more than warm ! XIV * How shamed he was ! His great heart beat As beats some signal for retreat. This stupid, bravest of brave men, Confused, dismayed, hung down his head, Then turned and helplessly had fled, Had she not reached a timid hand And, half as pleading, half command And half way laughing, shyly said, From out her snood of snow and rain, Please shake the Nippon tree again ! XV He shook the tree ; a snowy shower On laughing face and loosened hair 80 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING A flash of perfume and of flower Oh, she was fair and very fair ! Then with a sudden strength he plucked His red-ripe cherry from the tree, Wound round the skin and loosely tucked The folds about her modestly, Then on and up with giant stride He bore his blushing, maiden bride, So cherry ripe, so cherry red, And laid her in her bridal bed Laid perfumed bride, laid flesh and flower. What snows strewn in her ample hair, What low, light laughter everywhere, Or cherry tree, or step or stair ! Just low, soft laughter, cherry bloom, Just love and love s unnamed perfume. XVI " He tossed the lion s skin aside, With folded arms leaned o er his bride, Turned low the lamp, then stood full length, Then strode in all his supple strength The room a time, tossed back his hair, Then to his bride, swift bent to her, And kneeled as lowliest worshipper. XVII 1 And then he threw him by her side, His long, strong limbs thrown out full length, His two fists full of housed-up strength. What pride, what manly, kingly pride That he had conquered, bravely slain His baser self, was self again ! XVIII " He held a hand, exceeding small, He breathed her perfume, thrend her hair Across her breast with such sweet care He scarce did touch her form at all. Again he rose, strode to and fro, Came back and turned the light quite low. 81 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING XIX 1 He bowed his face low to her feet ; Now he would rise, then would not rise ; He breathed, blushed to his very eyes, Then sudden pushed aside the sheet And kissed her pink and pearly toes. Their perfume was the perfect rose When perfect summer, passion, heat, Points both hands of the clock straight up, As when we lift and -drain the cup, As when we lift two hands and pray, When\eve have lived our little day, The horologe of life may stop With both hands pointing to the top. XX " Then suddenly, in strength and pride, Full length he threw him at her side And caught again her baby hand, A bird that had escaped his snare. He caught it hard, he held it there, He begged her pardon, begged and prayed She would forgive him, then he laid His face to her face and the land Was like to fairy land. They lay As children when outworn at play. As children bounding from their bed, So rested, radiant, satisfied With self and selfishness denied, They laughed with early morn, they led, So full of soul, of strength were they, The laughing dance of life all day. XXI All day ? A month of days, and each A song, a sermon, but to teach, A holy book to teach the truth Of endless, laughing, joyous youth. 82 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING XXII At last, one springtime morning, she Held close his hand without the door, Would scarce let go, said o er and o er, 1 Good bye ! Come early back to me. And then, close up beside, as one Might eager seek some stout oak tree When storm was sudden threatened, she Put up her pretty, pouting mouth, Half closed her laughing, saucy eyes Such lips ! Such roses from the south, The warm, south side of Paradise ! He kissed her, kissed her crimson red, Then, like some burglar, turned and fled. XXIII " Good bye ! Come early back to me. Why, he heard nothing else all day, Saw nothing else, knew naught but this, Their fond, fond, first full-flowered kiss, W herein she led the rosy way, As is her right, as it should be. He looked the clock hard in its face A hundred times, he blushed, he smiled, Did leave his desk and lightly pace The floor, half laughing, as a child. A million kisses ! He d had one, Scarce one, his joy had just begun ! XXIV Come early ! He was at the gate And through the door ere yet the day Had kneeled down in the west to pray Its vesper prayer, all brimming o er And blushing that he could not wait To kiss her just once more, once more ! Take breath, then kiss her o er and o er^. XXV 1 By some sweet chance he found her there, Close fenced against the winding stair, 83 AS IT WAS IN THK BEGINNING With no escape, behind, before. She put her lips up as to plead She might be spared a little space ; But there was mischief in her face, A world of frolic and of fun, And he could run as he could read, Aye, he could read as he could run. And then she pushed her red lips out : You are so strong you hold so fast ! You know I tried to lock the door And then she frowned, began to pout And sighed, Dear, dear, t is not well done ! And then he caught her close, and then He kissed her, once, twice, thrice again ! XXVI Then days and many days of this Ah ! man, make merry and carouse Upon your way, within your house, Hold right there in your manly hand Your snow-white maid who waits your kiss ; Carouse on kisses and carouse In soul, the livelong, busy day When duty tears you well away, To know what waits you at the gate, And waiting loves and loves to wait. XXVII And how to kiss ? A thousand ways, And each way new and each way true, And each way true and each way new Each day for thrice a thousand days. How loyal he who loves, how grand ! He does not tell her overmuch, He does not sigh or seek to touch Her garment s hem or lily hand ; She is his soul, his life, his light, His saint by day, his shrine by night. 84 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING XXVIII " True love leads home his maiden bride Low-voiced and tender, soft and true ; He leans to her to woo, to woo, As if she still turned and denied No selfish touch, no sated kiss To kill, and dig the grave of bliss. XXIX * True love will hold his maiden bride As nobles hold inheritance ; He will not part with one small pence Of her fair strength and stately pride, But wait serenely at her side, Supremely proud, full, satisfied. XXX * Why, what a glorious thing to view ! Each morn a maiden at your side, The one fair woman, maid and bride, With all her sweetness waiting you ! How wise the miser, more than wise, Who knows to count and keep such prize ! XXXI " How glad the coming home of him Who knows a maiden waits and waits, All pulsing, still, within his gates, To kiss his goblet s golden brim ; How joyous still to woo and woo, To read the old new story through ! XXXII * Ah me, behold what heritage ! What light by which to walk, to live This age when lights resplendent burn, This glorious, shining, new-born age, When love can bravely give and give And get thrice ten- fold in return, If man will only live and learn. 85 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING XXXIII * My Soul, my Life, you taught me all I know, taught me to love, to live, YOU gave me all I now would give To man, to turn him from his thrall To turn him from his selfish self, Teach him to love and not to use, To cherish, cherish, not abuse, To count her precious, pure as dawn, Aye, love her just to look upon, As meanest miser loves his pelf, Above all appetite and self. ***** XXXIV * And now soft colors through the house Began to slowly bud and bloom ; The wise, the fair, far-seeing spouse Began to deck the bridal room ; Began to build, as builds a bird, When first footfalls of spring are heard. XXXV The warm- toned colors of the wall, Then gorgeous, grass-like carpetings Strown, sown with lily, pink and all That nature in her season brings ; Then curtains of the Orient, Then silken couch, soft as a kiss, Then music such as science lent But rarely to such loves as this : Mute music, where not hand of man Or foot of man is seen or heard, Such soft, sweet sound as only can In happy blossom time be*heard Be heard from happy, nested bird. XXXVI " And now full twelve o clock, the noon Of faithful, trustful wedded love, The two hands pointing straight above. 86 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING , Their noon was midnight and the moon Came through the silken sheen and laid A sword of silver at her side. And peace, sweet perfect peace was hers As when nor bird nor blossom stirs And she was never more afraid ; The moon surrendered to the maid, Drew back and softly turned aside As bridesmaid turning from the bride. XXXVII "All voiceless, noiseless, tenderly He pressed beside her, took her hand He took her from the leaning moon, And far beyond the amber sea, While morning stars still sang in rune, They sailed the seas of afternoon The far, still seas, so grandly grand, Until they came to Baby land. ***** XXXVIII 4 And while the red stars sang in rune Far down dim seas of afternoon, Because of treasured strength and truth, God trusted, kissed her tenderly And loving took her soul to be In partnership, to rear the youth, The man-child mightily with Him Or cherubim or seraphim." ***** XXXIX He looked far up the mango lane Below the wide-boughed banyan tree, He looked to her, then looked again, As one who tried yet could not see But this one straight and upward way : I said two ways, here seems but one, Or set of moon or rise of sun, 87 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING But one way to the perfect day, And you will go, and I must stay ? She looked far up the steep of stone And said : "I go, but not alone." XL The boat s prow pushed the cocoa shore, The man spake not, but, leaning o er, Strong-armed, he drew her to his side And was not anywise denied. He pointed to the failing fire That still tipt lava peak and spire, While stars pinned down the robe of night : Twas here God said, Let there be Light ! XLI A little church, a lava wall, A soft light looking gently down, The Light of Christ, the second light, Where two as one, passed up the town. She gave her hand, she gave her all, And said, as such proud woman might, In ample right, in hallowed cause : " As it in the beginning was, So let the man-child be full born Of Love, of Light, the Light of Morn !" SIT LUX. 88 NOTES * Nine people in ten, even in California where you find the widest traveled and best read people under the path of the sun, will tell you that the Golden Gate owes its name to the ingress and egress of the Argonauts. The facts are the Bay of San Francisco was discov ered and named by a party of priests making a journey of discovery from San Diego to the north. And the Golden Gate was named and surveyed by a party of sun-bronzed overland explorers with the dust of three thousand miles travel on their leathern habiliments, years before the discovery of gold. John C. Fremont, in his book, " Memoirs of My Life, writes : "To this gate I gave the name of Chrysopylae or Golden Gate, for the same reasons that the harbor of Byzantium (Constantinople) was named the Golden Horn (Chrysoceras)." b The California poppy, now the State Flower by act of the Legislature, was called The Cup of Gold or Holy Grail by the priests and Spanish explorers. Long years later, after the discovery of Alaska and her gold fields by a Danish navigator, Vitus Bering in the service of Russia (1745-9), a Russian Prince of culture, took the seed from Fort Ross, California, where Russia was then trying to get a foot-hold in or der to grow cereals for her gold miners in Alaska and first exploited our poppy in the gardens of his Im perial master at Saint Petersburg. Hence the flower in botany now bears his name. It is a generous and prolific plant, and nearly a quarter of a century ago I was delighted to find it already getting a foothold on the hillsides and along the mountain byways of Italy and Southern France. Mrs. Fremont says 4 The golden poppy is a poetical expression from Mother Earth in California, of the gold hidden in her bosom." The golden poppy is God s gold, The gold that lifts, nor weighs us down, The gold that knows no miser s hold, The gold that banks not in the town, But singing, laughing, freely spills Its hoard far up the happy hills ; Far up, far down, at every turn, What beggar has not gold to burn ! 89 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING c Few indeed are the survivors of the Chilcoot ter rors, but they are loyal and loving as veterans of the Civil War. Now and then a bent old man, with white flags of truce fluttering from his temples, climbs my steep and sits silently down and we repeat the lines : And you, too, banged at the Chilcoot, That rock-locked gate to the golden door ! These thunder-built steeps have words built to suit, And whether you prayed or whether you swore T were one where it seemed that an oath was a prayer Seemed God couldn t care, Seemed God wasn t there ! And you, too, climbed to the Klondike And talked, as a friend, to those five-horned stars ! With muckluck shoon and with talspike You, too, bared head to the bars, The heaven-built bars where morning is born, And drank with maiden morn From Klondike s golden horn ! And you, too, read by the North Lights Such sermons as never men say ! You sat and sat with the midnights That sit and that sit all day : You heard the silence, you heard the room, Heard the glory of God in the gloom When the icebergs boom and boom ! Then come to my Sunland, my soldier, Aye, come to my heart and to stay ; 3?or better crusader or bolder Bared never a breast to the fray. And whether you prayed or whether you cursed You dared the best and you dared the worst That ever brave man durst. d From my Journal, Aug. <5, 1897. Bravo ! We are now through the great canyon of the upper Yukon and below the fearful White Horse Palls. Captain McCormick, in charge of the barge, has shot the canyon and the White Horse Falls, of the upper Yukon this hour without loss or serious dam age. The feat is the most remarkable thing that has taken place in the history of this country. The White Horse Falls has been the terror of all travelers on this river. It has never been shot with cargo, crew and passengers before. It is a truly ter rible place, magnificently terrible. It is called the slaughter pen. How many have perished here no one can say, as these cataracts rarely give up their dead. 90 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING This is one of the portages, and all boats have always stopped at the head of the canyon and falls to take out effects, leave all passengers and all the crew that can be spared or who do not care to take the chances, and then the boats are, as a rule, let down and guided by long, heavy cables. x But many times strangers have been drawn in here and made to take the shoot whether they would or not. It is stated on good authority that twenty- three men have perished here in these precipitous waters, all having been strangers and drawn into the canyon before knowing their peril. Of course there is no such danger if the boat is emptied and the usual care taken. But so great is the danger to strangers that the Canadian government has set up red flags all along either bank for more than a mile before reaching the canyon and falls, and just at the entrance to the " Slaughter Pen " is the peremptory order, " STOP ! " We may all have to answer for what has been done, but the divine audacity and the glorious sensation of it is worth almost any sentence that can be imposed. And all brute courage, do you say ? * Foolhardy excitement?" Pardon me, nothing of the sort. Never yet did men dare death for a higher purpose or a nobler cause. There are thousands on their way to the Klondike. There will be tens of thousands on their way in the spring. Are there supplies in the new mines ? Will men suffer if not informed by this hasty and swift expedition ? And will tens of thou sands sacrifice their small fortunes to rush to a false field of discovery ? We were sent out to see and to say. That is the situation. This is our reason for the boldest captain and the best crew and some de voted scribes taking their lives in their hands and rushing on and on and on. To have stopped and made the portage would have taken at least two days to carry over our cargo time enough to lose or win a Waterloo. Let me tell you of our wild dash right here on the banks of this regiment of wild and terrible white horses, for it is from their resemblance to a great band of plunging white battle steeds that the White Horse Falls take their name. The Canadian officer waited at the head of the canyon with another barge and hailed us as we passed, pointing out to the cap tain the point to land and unload, for the portage. AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING " I am going right through. They want me to go through, and I am going." "What ! What ! You ! , and then I heard, as we flew on over the little whi^e hills that were grow ing higher and bigger at each bound, the first real hard swearing I have met with in this expedition. I/oud and long above the roar of the canyon and falls that dismayed officer called as he came running down to the foaming river and up the steep bluff that looks down into the foaming white canyon in its narrow, perpendicular basalt walls. And as he ran the miners, boatmen, other government officers and all ran after him, leaving their boats and their packs and stores and all to take care of themselves. Men beckoned to us, but we could not hear their cries above the roar of the mad, wild waters. Boom ! Bang ! We were literally loaded into a cannon, shot in and down and out as though out of a gun into a very hell of waters, and then the shout that went up from the hill top with the tossing arms and waving hats ! It was hearty, heartful, human. A wild, wild, Western shout from the strong Western men, yet a shout with tears in it. But the regiment of unbridled white horses still plunged and leaped and charged in our narrow way. Ten thousand gleaming white horses these must be ridden down in one desperate dash. .There was no old guard to follow if our first brave charge failed. We must ride them down this instant or be ridden down. The special expedition, all the time quietly planning for this time-saving venture, had the day before forgotten to take down the American flag, al though on British soil, and with all respect to the honest Britons. And never flew flag so gloriously indeed sublimely beautiful. It is the only American flag seen along the upper Yukon, although we are never out of sight of boats. And now, as we paused a second on the waves at the lower end of the canyon, ready for the final and more desperate charge, the excited people above us suddenly caught sight of "Old Glory," and such a shout and then they broke forth in a tempest of cheers and song, Canadians and all, in which the American Flag, " " Dixie, " " Marching Through Georgia," and "John Brown" were heard ; anything 92 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING to give vent to the pent-up hearts as we rode the mad charge into the flying white battle horses. They smote us right in the breast till the waters plunged ten feet in the air and drenched even the cap tain away back at the helm. The oarsmen were knocked down, but again they grasped their oars and again we plunged on and again they were knocked down and the boat was sent reeling to the right. And then from our rear the rushing cateract came and we spun almost like a top, drifting and tossing as if from one white horse to another as a toy. The captain now guided his boat from the bow. Again the barge was knocked around and whirled about in the white sea of white horses until the cap tain once more stood in the stern. Of course there was wild excitement with us some of us and there were oaths from the grand old captain, for his boatmen did not understand the nautical terms of the old sea-dog and Alaska steamer captain ; and so con fusion followed and the oaths often came like a thun derstorm. That is, in brief, the story of the most daring enter prise in which I ever took part ; and I am no child in either years or adventure. Our crew and passengers are all Americans. One is an old Yankee soldier of the Civil War. Two are from Illinois, and are father and son, the boy but fifteen. It makes me proud to be an American when I find such courage and cool heads in a lot of men from far apart, who were strangers but yesterday, and who are entirely, as a rule, untrained to handling water craft. Captain McCormick was born and reared on the shores of Lake Erie. He is tall, strong, and has a voice like a lion. But we did not know he had such a voice till we were in the whirlpool and the foaming canyon, and had charged into the camp of wild white battle horses. We have no official survey of the canyon and falls as yet, but the canyon is simrjly a white sea of foam in a cleft of black basalt, and it is said to be, by moun taineers and boatmen, eighty feet wide and three- fourths of a mile long. Some idea of its velocity may be had from the fact that the parties on the bluff above, who were waiting to get their own boats through, and hence were deeply interested, held their watches on us from start to finish, and found that we 93 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING made the plunge and pass in one minute forty-five seconds. The canyon and falls together make up a dash of two and a half miles. The falls are counted the more perilous because of the hidden rocks. While I have been writing this, two more large boats, not loaded, have come through. Oh for England s old-time thunder ! Oh for England s bold sea-men, When we banged her over, under, And she banged us back again ! e Aug. 7. We tented in an aspen park, a world of waters before us and behind us, and almost entirely around us, for the river debouching into the lake is many miles wide. Our beautiful camp, at the head of beautiful Lake La Barge with its one island, was also in a graveyard. Here we were not troubled by mosquitoes ; they seem not to like the quaking and restless aspen leaves. I learn that they are not found in these sweet groves, as a rule. A dolorous loon kept diving and disappearing between his melancholy cries as some men with Winchesters took turns at try ing to hit the red crown that blossomed from his black head. And then a great white owl, as white as his melancholy companion was black, and as mournful as any board in the grass at the head of a grave, came out to see with his great big eyes, if he could see in the golden twilight, what the men- were shooting at. I expected the men to turn loose on the owl with a will. They did not. Quietly they sat waiting for the loon to come back. Quietly they sud denly sat down on the edge of the steep bluff by the graves. Quietly they sat there with their guns in their laps across their knees. The loon came back at last, close by, too, but they did not lift a hand nor say .a word. The fact is, they had suddenly seen something else : a white, white face upturned to the great white moon from without the swirling water ; then another white face, then another, swirling and sweeping around and around and around. They sat there in the golden, awe-inspiring Arctic twilight, silent, a loon in the water, with his crimson crown at their feet, a snow-white owl as big as a pil low at their side, the six dead men in their graves under the grass there, and none could say which of all 94 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING was the most silent the dead men under the grass, the great owl out of the aspen grove at their side, the crimson-crowned loon at their feet or the armed ar gonauts with their rifles lying across their laps, with their weary feet dipping to the dark, still waters. Then the loon cried again and was gone, the owl lifted like a little white cloud back into the aspen trees and the men melted away one by one in silence to their tents. T is a land so far through the dead, white weather That the sun falls weary and flushed and red : T is a land so far that you wonder whether If God would know it should you fall dead ; That the sea and sky seem coming together, Seem closing together as a book that is read. 1 1 named the great stars that seemed to perch on the peaks and steeps close at either hand as we as cended the ice floor of the Yukon, " Cathedral stars" simply because they looked it at the time, although Ordinarily they seemed to be normal stars, except that ihey were incredibly large and their five horns far brighter than rays of the sun. But when a seam or stream of flame would burst from the edge of the riWer s bed and suddenly take possession, for a few seconds, of heaven and earth, they would flare up like things of life, their five horns of gold pointing straight ujj> like cathedral spires. Then as suddenly all would bei black, umber, amber, cobalt, and the great, glit- telfing stars again would be normal. I had, to my dismay, as a hired scribe when trying to get from Klondike to the Bering sea by way of the Yukon 1 89^ found the river closed at the edge of the Arctic circle. It was nearly two thousand miles to the sea, all ice and snow, with not so much as a dog-track before me and only midnight round about me. There was nothing to do but to try to get back to my^cabin on the Klondike. In the line of my employment I kept a journal of the solitary seventy-two days and nighty mostly night spent in the silent and ter rible Ascent of the savage sea of ice. But enough ; a tithe ofr the scenes, the colors, the unnatural phenom ena in these lines would be Weary work and dreary reading^ Nor have I time or disposition, even in this note, ta explain, urge or argue. I have resorted to this forpi of expression only to give a few facts in a 95 t AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING matter of which I was forced to see much, and should know a little something worth noting. Briefly, then, "The Borealis race," as seen even by Burns in vScotland, is a substance. It is not only vis ible and varied, but it is tangible and subject to the law of gravitation, although a certain sort of elec tricity. It is born of friction ; yet it is as cold as the electric force which we have harnessed is hot ; and I believe that a full charge of it, when suddenly burst ing from a rent or fissure in the ice, is deadly ; else why do the dogs fall down and whine when they hear and see it shoot up too near at hand ? I can no more account for the manifold colors than I can for the little gathering of cardinal hues when you smite the transparent ice covering a lake or river. I can only say that it would take the keen eyes of a Lyons silk-weaver to distinguish and name the colors that burst up through the ice from the groaning, grind ing waters of the Yukon ; but the prevailing color is positive ; that is, red, yellow, saffron, crimson and so on. And these seem most forceful if they do not burst forth at an angle and collide and carrom and burnish the walls round about. They seem to in fluence the stars, as they leap up, up and up. But the colder colors seem more slow and heavy. I once saw a slanting, steel-colored column break overhead and fall to pieces right in my path. It lay like a dull, mobile smoke on the snow for some seconds. As the dogs sat down and whined, I jerked off a glove and tried to take some of it in my hand. I may have fan cied it, but it seemed to sting and tingle like a little battery ; and it surely was as cold as death. I spent some time with the Bishop of Selkirk, on Mission Island, trying to get some light on all this, for he had been hereabouts for near thirty years ; but the good man seemed to depend on what he had read, rather than what he had seen, contenting himself with admiring the works of God and the glory of it all. He gave 7 me his London book, ".The Bible Under the Northern Lights, from which I have pilfered generously. When I told him that I had come to a positive con clusion on the points set down, he said : * Well, maybe it all comes from friction, but you must know that the same phenomena is seen at Great Slave Lake, 96 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING as well as on the seas of northern Greenland. No, it is as well to say that it is all the glory of -God." I can only answer that the ice is groaning and grind ing in the rise and fall of tides around Greenland and like seabanks to the north, quite as well as along the Yukon, only there the forces are not confined, and so appear only in the heavens in variable bodies, in stead of in sudden bursts and shafts, as here. But it is not so easy to account for the Lights on Great Slave Lake. I must leave the phenomena there for those who care to look further. s l Home is the hunter Home from the hills, Home is the sailor Home from the sea." Nothing proves more entirely to me the patent of Robert Louis Stevenson to immortality, than his love of Samoa, and his selection of this magnificent isolation for his final home. As Napoleon will forever be Km- peror of Saint Helena, so will Stevenson be Lord of Samoa to the end. Far, far away such cradled Isles As Jason dreamed and Argos sought Surge up from endless watery miles ! And thou, the pale high priest of thought, The everlasting high throned king Of fair Samoa ! Shall I bring Sweet sandal- wood ? Or shall I lay Rich wreaths of California s bay From sobbing maidens ? Stevenson, Sleep well. Thy work is done ; well done ! So bravely, bravely done ! h The best hearted and most entirely just and gen erous people I ever lived amongst are, or rather were the Hawaiians, for they are fast passing to the beyond. Our treatment of this dusky race, is one of the crimes of the past century. Fair land of flowers, land of flame, Of sun-born seas, of sea-born clime, Of clouds low shepherded and tame As white pet sheep at shearing time, Of great, white, generous high-born rain, Of rainbows builded not in vain Of rainbows builded for the feet Of love to pass dry-shod and fleet From isle to isle, when smell of musk Mid twilight is, and one lone star Sits in the brow of dusk. 97 AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING Oh, dying, sad-voiced, sea-born maid ! And plundered, dying, still sing on. Thy breast against the thorn is laid Sing on, sing on, sweet dying swan. How pitiful ! And so despoiled By those you fed, for whom you toiled ! Aloha ! Hail you, and farewell, Far echo of some lost sea-shell ! Some song that lost its way at sea, Some sea-lost notes of nature, lost, That crying, came to me. Dusk maid adieu ! One sea-shell less ! Sad sea-shell silenced and forgot. O Rachel in the wilderness, Wail on ! Your children they are not. And they who took them, they who laid Hard hand, shall they not feel afraid ? Shall they who in the name of God Robbed and enslaved, escape His rod]? Give me some after-world afar From these hard men, for well I know Hell must be where they are. ***** 1 Ye Cyprians of fashion, ye whited, cursed mothers ! Yea, as the Christ cursed the barren fig tree, With your one sickly branch where a dozen should be It were better ye never were born to be mothers, Or, millstone at neck, ye be cast in the sea. Ye are dried, wrinkled peppers in a dried-up pod, Ye are hated of men and abhorred of God ! Oh give me good mothers ! Yea, great, glad mothers, Proud mothers of dozens, indeed, twice ten ; Fair mothers of daughters and mothers of men, With old-time clusters of sisters and brothers, When grand Greeks lived like to gods, and when Brave mothers of men, strong- breasted and broad, Did exult in fulfilling the purpose of God. Yea, give me grand mothers, old world mothers, Who peopled strong, lusty, loved Germany, Till she pushed the Frank from the Rhine to the sea. Yea, give me mothers to love, and none others ; Blessed, beautiful mothers of men for me, For they, they have loved in the brave old way, And for this all honor for aye and a day. Oh ye of the West, ye ultimate mothers, Ye firmest of foot and most mighty of hand, Dominion is yours, through the whole wide land, To the end of the world. For who but your brothers, And men of your breasts led the Pioneer band, Led west to the sea ? Who hewed the red way ? Yea, who are the captains that lead us today ? From " The Baroness of New York" London and New York City, 1877, Pages 136-7. AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING A PREFATORY POSTSCRIPT. When, like a sentinel on his watch tower, the President, with his divine audacity and San Juan valor, voiced the real heart of the Americans against " race suicide," I hastened to do my part, in my own way, ill or well, in holding up his hands on the firing line. For I had wrought here and fought here while he was still in school. See note ! on page 98? But I was alone then, and as the stork had not so notably disappeared from the homes of those best able to wel come and entertain him, my book was no more wel come to them then, than the stork is now. However, I venture this new book with confidence, not only because it is right, proper, clean, courageous, but now seems opportune. " L,et the galled jade wince ! " I give no quarter and ask none, except pardon for errors incident to great haste. 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