THE LIBRARY OF THE UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA LOS ANGELES ^ from Qld MINNIE WARD PATTERSON. CHICAGO: C. J. BURROUGHS & CO., PRINTERS, 198 CLARK ST. 1875. Entered according to Act of Congress, in the year 1875, by C. J. BURROUGHS & CO., in the Office of the Librarian of Congress, at Washington. rs DEDICATED To THE FRIENDS OF LANG SYNE. 759829 Friends of Lang Sync : Pursuant to your many requests I have at length put these poems into a book. Its errors and deficiencies, I know you will pardon, because of the friendship you bear me, and the old times recalled by its pages. A^ to the great world, I have heard it is full of willing surgeons, (some of whom may be quacks,) into whose hands the fledgeling must fall. If its eyes do not match, they will extract them ; if its limbs are unequal, they will amputate them ; if its blood is imperfect, they will remove it ; and, if its plumage offend, not a pin-feather will they allow to remain. How long it will take to complete the operation, I know not ; but, when the remains are brought to my view, and I gaze, through tears, on the fragments of that little crow, (which never pretended to be exactly white, nor altogether symmetrical,) when I think how hard I scratched for the worms which gave it what little roundness it possessed, and remem ber the maternal delusion that saw beauty in its form and gait, and heard music in its systematic cawings, I beg your sympathy, and somewhat expect it ; for some of you have learned by similar experience, both the value and method of suitable commiseration. At the cremation the last sad duty to the dissected bird all are respectfully invited to assist THE AUTHOR. P R E M. Weary, the traveler turns his feet towards the home of his childhood Golden its portals gleam, like a fane of enchanted glow ; Memory's sacred altar flushes the waste of its wildwood, Burning his present joys to brighten the long ago. What though the Indies pour their wealth in his willing bosom? Little and light the boon, as the slow years onward flow; Little and light, to one who treasures a withered blossom, Plucked by some loving hand, in the beautiful long ago. 6 POEMS. Amulets, quaint and fair, he bears on his desert roaming Rings and ringlets of gold, and letters that dearer grow: Sweet, to him, the mystic strains .they summon at gloaming Echoes of voices loved in the wonderful long ago. Each has his treasures old reminders of early rambles, Gathered with merry hands from the paths we used to know; Yours may be gems and flowers mine are but pebbles and brambles, Yet may you hold them dear, for the sake of the long ago. LEFT FOR DEAD. The battle is over, 'tis quiet again ; In the chill, and the blood, and the damp, They have left me for dead, so faint was my moan, And they've carried the wounded to camp. In the morning, they'll come and bury us boys, And they'll never know of the strife Of this struggling soul, and this dying tongue, For a day or two more of life. This cloud of smoke smothers me, where I lie, And the campfires look red through the haze ; The boys are rejoicing, I hear what they say, As they gather around the blaze. Yes, "the war is now past" from the very first fight,. I have carried my musket, till now : In Heav'n I'll be glad that I died for the right, Though no laurels encircle my brow ! 8 POEMS. I wish I but knew if their general FELL, When the ranks of the enemy broke ; For, when I took aim, there was haze in my eyes, And he waved, like a ghost, in the smoke. Well, death must come some time, and so let it come, But I hope they will let Mary know That the one she most honored was strong till the last That I died with my face to the foe. I've no fault to find in the matter, but yet, Though I'm proud to die just as I am, It would seem nearer right could I feel Katie's touch, Or the kiss of my dear little Sam. I know they remember me now, but I hope, To remember me longer, they'll try ; No matter they'll find me at roll call, I know Till then home and dear ones good-bye ! LINES UPON VISITING MY NATIVE VILLIAGE.* Dear old village ! am I wand'ring Once again your grassy way? Do I tread the quiet valleys, Where, a child, I used to play? Darling sister, 'tis like dreaming Holding thus your hand in mine ; And the old love, on me beaming, Thrills me like a gleam divine ! Oft, in slumber, comes a vision Of the happy long-ago ; But it always flees at morning, And I fear this may do so, While we linger near the cottage Where our precious mother died; And old mem'ries, thronging 'round us, Flit, like ghosts, on every side. *Niles, Mich. 10 POEMS. I can see her at the window, As I saw her when a child, As she glanced, from work or reading, At our merry sport, and smiled : Or, when ruder grew our gladness, As she turned on us her eyes, With a sadness that rebuked us, Like a whisper from the skies. Cruel hands have lopped the branches That o'erhung our humble door ; Yet the robins love to linger Where they sang, in days before. It may be the love of old times Clings to them as well as me; And, though gone, they love to warble Near where stood their native tree. Oh ! how little did I prize thee, Angel mother, while on earth ! But, in long, sad years without thee, I have partly learned thy worth. POEMS. II What would I not give to tell thee All the heart-aches of those years, And indulge, upon thy bosom, In the luxury of tears! Can it be my gentle mother That this lone, neglected mound, Where the grass, in wildness trailing, Shuts the sunlight from the ground ; And, with billows never broken, Hides thy dwelling can it be That the children thou hast cherished Make no fairer couch for thee ! Hard it is to gaze upon it, As the all that I may see ; But 'tis sweet to know one angel Loving waits in Heav'n for me. Tell me not, cold-hearted skeptic, That the dead are gone for aye : I have felt her soft arms fold me, As I knelt to weep and pray. 12 POKMS. Felt the air of Hqaven stealing O'er my earthly, tear-stained cheek, As she nightly hovered o'er me, Words of peace and hope to speak : Waked to hear the words of music Ling'ring still, as when I slept Known that angels were around me, And for very gladness wept! Farewell ! to thy low bed, mother ; Though I know 'tis nought of thee, Yet I would that ever near it, While on earth, my home might be. For, when sorrows thicken 'round me, It would seem a wond'rous rest, Could I seek thy lonely pillow Weep them out upon thy breast ! Farewell! gentle, patient sister, Who, through every good and ill, Unkind word of mine, and action, Faithful art, and patient still. POEMS. 13 These few days with thee have shown me What an earnest soul can be ; And how much my own must conquer, Ere I sit in Heav'n with thee. Farewell ! friends, whom years of absence Had no power to estrange ! Faith in human-kind is strengthened By your truth, though all else change. How I will recall your sayings, In my lonely, coming years! Precious beacon-lights to cheer me O'er my stormy sea of tears ! Farewell ! dear old native village ! What sweet stories are entwined With each rock, and hill, and islet ! Must I leave them all behind, As I onward press to labor Toil and grasp for ends sublime ! No ! mirage -like, I shall view them, On the gath'ring mists of time! 14 POEMS. This may be a childish worship, But, in almost every mind, There's a "Holiest of Holies," Where some idol is enshrined : And, when I grow old and weary, And from earth would fain be free, Pilgrim-like, with rev'rent footstep, Mecca-shrine, I'll turn to thee ! Happy, if my native valley Will but hide me in her breast, And, where those I love lie mold'ring, Lull me peacefully to rest. Happy, if some loving footstep Will but seek my pillow, wild ; And the tear of pure affection Fall above this wayward child ! August, 1862. THE DEATH DREAM. Through the wide casement, the soft moonlight Filled, with its glory, a rude, little room ; Touching a sweet face, thin and white, And a watcher, who silently wept out his gloom. Too fair for earth was the beautiful brow, And sinless soul of his heart's young bride, Yet bright was the vision to him, even now, Of long, coming years she should walk by his side. Waking, the blue eyes sought his face, And the bright head pillowed itself on his breast, With a smile that said 'twas the dearest place On earth, for the loving one to rest. "Darling," she said, "I dreamed, to-night, That in glory the beautiful clouds unrolled, Where the sun went down, in a sea of light, And molded their mists into gates of gold. 1 6 POEMS. "Silent and pale, from her heights afar, Softly the vesper planet shone ; And I thought, as I gazed, that the evening star Was what mortals could see of the 'Great White Throne.' "Then away I soared, until, opening wide, Swung the golden gates, and I entered in ; And felt, as I left all my guilt outside, The rapture of souls that are free from sin. "Soft arms were about me, and voices sweet; And lips that in childhood my forehead pressed, Were first, 'mong the angel throng, to greet The wanderer home, to her welcome rest. "Teardrops of gladness a moment flowed Like balm and healing they bathed my eyes; Then down on the golden pavement glowed, In precious gems of a thousand dyes. "The angels told me the beautiful thrones And walls and gates and pillars of Heaven Were made of the tears of repentant ones, Who had sinned and suffered, and been forgiven. POEMS. 17 "They had all been gathered to deck the home That awaited the tread of their weary feet ; Some were chaplets of beauty, and some Were fountains that murmured in music sweet. "Some wafted up, and, in clouds of gold, Over the radiant city shone ; Some were gathered, in splendor untold, To soften the glory of God's great throne. "Some were love-light in angel eyes; Some were music on angel tongues; Some swept, in ecstatic melodies, O'er harps, and mingled with angel songs. "Whatever they were, they had all been kept, To gladden the mourners when they should be free And I wondered, if I had repented and wept Still more, if Heav'n could have been brighter to me. "And they told me the soul that had shed few tears, Of repentance and gratitude dear to God, Was only a child, and must grow for years, Ere it knew half the glory of his abode. 1 8 POEMS. "One moment, in meekness, I bowed my head. Mute with wonder and gratitude ; Then up from my soul the wild melody sped, And I swept my lute and sang 'God is good.' "Myriad harps, of a myriad tones, Caught the measure, and echoed it 'round ; Myriad voices of angelic ones Lovingly dwelt on the rapturous sound. "In forests of perfume, the laden air Swept through the green aisles, with ^olian trills; While footsteps of angels, in joy, everywhere, Whispered anthems of praise o'er the heavenly hills ! "The lilies of Heaven clapped their hands, And love looked out from their starry eyes; While crystal waters, o'er golden sands, Sang praise to the holy sacrifice. "And Jesus was there, the beloved and best Of the bright host of Heaven, and oh ! it was sweet To feel His smile on me, and lean on His breast, And kiss where the nails pierced His hands and His feet. POEMS. 19 "'Twas a beautiful dream, I seem dreaming it still; 'Round me angels are hov'ring I feel their soft breath ; And raptures of Heaven my dull senses fill Ah! dearest one ! this is no dreaming \>\\\. death!" One passionate moan one clinging caress One sudden death-pang, and then Life's brittle band Was shattered, and out from this world's wilderness, Together, they went, to that beautiful land! EXTRACT FROM AN ESSAY ON "MYSTERY." The flow'r that, with its smiling eye, Looks up to us from earth, Proclaiming to the passer by The pow'r that gave it birth; In its fair form, and way of life, Displays a wondrous plan, That should rebuke the pride, and strife For pow'r, twixt man and man. Yet all is mystery, we know, To solve, in vain we try; Such things we know are so and so, But none can tell us why! We turn our eyes at night, afar, Upon the feeble glow Of light, that started from a star A thousand years ago ; And wonder if, through all of space, Creative pow'r hath been ; POEMS. 21 And circling worlds have scattered rays That man hath ne^'er seen. And then we wonder what is light? And why it never dies, And if at last eternal night Will robe the wasted skies ! Thus on we muse, for this faint spark Of God, we call the soul, Would fain leap from its prison dark, And comprehend the whole. As waters, from the mountain, leap High from their valley bed, The human soul its goal will keep High as the Fountain-head! 'Tis hard, with all our pride, to think Our wisdom is in vain To learn a single mystic link, Of Nature's wondrous chain. We only know, rock, stream and sea, Bird, beast and flow'r and sod All things, that breathe, that live, or be, Proclaim "THERE is A GOD!" LINES TO A FRIEND. This life a gleam of Heaven would seem, If it had nought of sorrow; But trouble waits, while joy elates, To cloud the coming morrow. God knoweth best : a sweeter rest Shall crown our earthly labor, For ev'ry tear, if, while we're here, We love Him, and our neighbor. If it were mine to 'round thee twine Kind Heaven's choicest blessing, I'd ask for thee a spirit free From all complaint, depressing. Thy patient mind could ever find True cause enough for sorrow, O'er real woes our sad world knows, And never need to borrow. POEMS. 23 Wherever crime fills up the time Of spirits born immortal, I'd have thee stand with angel hand, And point to Heaven's portal. Where want and grief are, for relief, I'd have thee bend in pity ; Each tear will gem thy diadem, Within the Mystic City. And, living thus, sweet memories Shall weave their golden glory ; And round thee shine a light divine. While sunny locks grow hoary. And when, at last, the day is past, And angel ones caress thee Full many a heart shall feel the smart, And countless tongues shall bless thee. WHISPERS FROM BEYOND. Silvery murmurs on every side. Whispering through the gathering gloom, Like angel voices, at eventide, , Lovingly come. Voices like those of the dear, dead past, Sweeter and nearer are softly heard, Till I hush, and list ! and my heart beats fast ! Oh ! for one word! Vain ! 'tis the echo of other things The silvery touch of their airy tread Or the whispering whirr of their brooding wings, Over my head. WHY FULL OF CARE? Oh! what is there to make us sad? The world is bright and fair; And everything is gay and glad Why are we filled with care? The little brook, the lowly flow'rs. The birds among the trees, Smile, dream and sing away the hours, As careless as the breeze! There's not a spot, where'er I've strayed, Where all was sad and drear ; Where not one gleam of gladness played, The darkest scenes to cheer ; And, if we cherish, in the heart, The sunshine God has giv'n, We'll save from life full many a smart, And make earth almost Heav'n! A DREAM. Wierd and strange the scene that bound me Fitfully the quiv'ring gleam Of the lightning shot around me, As I saw it in my dream. Wildly, frightfully it glinted Through the blackness of the night, And the marble tombstones tinted, With its cold, unearthly light. As I wandered, drenched and weary, Through the city of the dead; With no friendly voice to cheer me, And nowhere to lay my head; Hard and bitter were the feelings That arose within my breast, Till I wooed the very lightning Down, to give my spirit rest. POEMS. 27 As, with eye and hand uplifted To the reckless blaze above, Hoarsely shrieked I that, in pity, ' Twould perform that deed of love ; Suddenly I heard a footstep O'er me crept an icy breath I remembered I was walking In the very home of Death. Nearer nearer drew that footstep Low as heart-throb was its fall, Yet, though raged and roared the tempest, Strangely was it heard o'er all. Closer crept the icy breathing, Till each swelling vein was still, Every weary limb was palsied, And my very heart grew chill. Then a voice, weighed low with anguish, Spoke these chiding words to me : " Thoughtless mortal ! art thou tired Of earth-life, and wouldst be free? l8 POEMS. Woulst thou leave this world of action, Ere thy life-task be half done? Rouse thee to the work that waits thee ! Ask no crown till it is won!" Then my heart resumed its throbbing Trembling life came back again ; And I saw one near me walking, Burdened low with sheaves of grain. Thin and white his damp locks floated On the howling, angry blast ; Dark his sable mantle fluttered 'Round about him, as he passed. "Whither walkest thou, oh stranger?" Said I to the drooping form, "Cruel night-winds moan about thee There's no pity in the storm. Why, for these, leave friends and hearthstone, Or hast thou no dwelling place?" Then a strange, unearthly gleaming Overspread his withered face POEMS. 29 Issued from his sombre raiment, Till I trembled at the sight- Till the earth and air was teeming With that cold, blue, ghastly light. "Mortal! dost thou call me stranger? There's no home I enter not Cross, unbidden, every threshold, Never there to be forgot. "Whither walk? go ask the tempest, Rushing madly to and fro, All its restless, trackless journeys Even then ye may not know. Floating on the breath of morning Resting not at sultry noon, Wand'ring through the mellow twilight Meeting every one too soon ; "Through the storm or hush of midnight Onward stern unwearied still; And the flash in yonder heaven Is but vassal to my will. 30 POEMS. War and pestilence and famine All these hasten at my word. " Then he leaned him, as one weary, On a gleaming, naked sword. "Men have called me King of Terrors Tried to shun my dreaded way, But in vain, for all are mortal, All must own my awful sway. Messengers of mine are waiting, Wand'ring ever to and fro, Some are lurking in the shadows. ' Neath the laughing waters flow. "Sting of scorpion, breath of nightshade, Wild tornado's blasting sweep Trackless oceans' angry billows Never weary, never sleep. Should the weal of future ages Ask a mighty city's fall ; Desolating fire and earthquake Slumber waiting but my call. POEMS. 31 "Scorching wrath of bursting mountains, Molten rock, and lava rain, For the toil and pride of millions, Leave a silent, vacant plain. Love and pride are strong but nothing Can an earthly idol save. " Then he stooped, and laid his burden Down, upon a new-made grave. And I saw, of what I once thought To be ripe and well filled sheaves, Some were only worthless branches, Others, little else than leaves. Myriads of gorgeous flowers, In the beauty of their bloom, Spread their glowing petals 'mong them, With a witching, strange perfume. Some, with scarce a leaf unfolded, Had been rudely snatched from earth Some, with every petal withered, Bore the glorious fruit of worth. 32 POEMS. Then I asked the mighty angel "Why should all these flowers die? Why rob earth of fruits and beauty, Leaving such poor stalks as I? "I have wept, and, longing, listened For the coming of thy feet ; These have shunned thy dreaded visit Life, to them, was bright and sweet. " "Child of earth!" the angel answered, "Dost thou think my mission light, Thus to spread, o'er worth and beauty, Poisoned dew and early blight? "Is it joy for me to wander, P'or my awful, primal sin, ' Mong my children, shunned and hated, Till the last one's gathered in ! Thinkest thou it gives me pleasure, Thus to see and aid their fall ! And to hourly feel my sinning Once in Eden, caused ii all! " POEMS. 33 Then a music, low and plaintive, As the sobbing autumn breeze, Strangely heard, among the tossings And the moanings of the trees Wild, sweet measure, full of sadness, Floated solemnly along, Till all thought and being blended, In that sorrow-burdened song. "Over the land, and over the sea, Light and thought less swift than we Entering palace, and peasant's cot Hated, and never to be forgot We choose our victims, and nought can save ; Diamonds, and precious gems and gold Brighten the pageant to the grave, But cannot ransom a life once told. Hated by him who shared my sin, Yet loving him fondly as when of yore We wandered in Eden's sunny bow'rs, Nor dreamed of the destiny hovering o'er! Oh ! the joy of existence then i Days of Eden ! come back again ! " 34 POEMS. Nearer swelled the weeping cadence, Then it trembled to a sigh ; And a form, in sombre raiment, Passed in mournful silence by. Every feature, perfect beauty Form and motion, perfect grace; Heav'n of Love and Hell of anguish Met and blended in her face. Like" a cloud she floated onward, Murm'ring oft the sad refrain " Oh ! the bliss that's past forever ! Eden joys! come back again!" Half in terror, half in wonder, Then I bowed my dizzy head, While the other caught the measure Wailed it wildly o'er the dead : "Is there no rest for me? evermore Must I wander with grief and tears? . Is there no quiet, peaceful shore, Where I may hide from future years ! POEMS. 35 Say! may I never look upon joy Never listen to mirth and song, But I must change them to dirges and wo! Righteous Father! how long? how long?" On he chanted, till the tempest Hushed its noisy breath to hear Till the moon that lighted Eden Smiled again serene and clear Till, transported with an anguish Keener far than words could say, Broken grew his dismal measure, And the last sound died away. Then he murmured, " Look up, daughter ! " Sad, not fearful, was his face "Look on him who caused all sorrow Father of the human race ! Go ! my sword may not yet smite thee, Hate thy precious life no more; Go ! be useful, blest and happy Till thy active life is o'er. 36 POEMS. In my doom the price of sinning Know, and shun such fearful cost; In thy life may yet be brightness, And thy future what I've lost!" As he ceased, an awful darkness Hid him from my mortal sight Gloom so palpable oppressive I awakened with affright. Cold the moonbeams fell upon me, In the churchyard all alone; But the voices I had dreamed of Sheaves and angels, all were gone. Giant trees were strewn around me, Lightning-rifted, everywhere ; Dripping locks and drenched garments Told the tempest had been there. Ghastly white, the marble tombstones 'Round me gave the same cold gleam They had seemed to in my slumber Yet it must have been a dream ! NIGHT AND MORNING. ALUMNI POEM, June 16, 1875. Welcome ! bright, restful hour, with love and remem brance teeming; Welcome ! dear home, whose halls grow dearer with gath'ring years; There's a celestial ray 'mid the glow of our gladness streaming Prophecy, dim and fair, of a life that hath done with tears! Each, in this toilsome world, the servant of hard Ambition Striving and restless and wild for a share of its vain eclat, Finds, in a grateful word, a more than his hope's fruition ; And sweeter an hour of love than a life of the world's huzza ! 38 POEMS. So, in the rich To Be, that waiteth our fleet life's ending, Fair though its fragrant groves, and balm though its murm'ring air, Deep though the spirit thrill, with their beauties and harmonies blending, What were they all to the LOVE that shall clasp us forever there ! Some of our precious band have already its radiance entered Wooed from a wintry world by a dream of a fairer clime : Wearisome grew the way while their longing hopes were centered Far in the flow'ry shades of its wonderful summer time. Dear was thy true life, Laura,* that sped in the morning, smiling; Heavy the night that fell o'er hearts that had loved like ours; *Miss Laura Rowe, Preceptress, class of '65. POEMS. 39 Sweet, o'er its sobbing, rose the music of Faith's beguiling, That sung of a brighter dawn, in the bliss of im mortal bow'rs! Marvelous gem art thou, in the crown of our loving mother, Planet of magic glow in the ether of Memory's love! Ne'er can thy radiance pale in the splendors of another, For the glory that shines about thee is a ray from the world above ! Pure, as the dew, wert thou, that floats to the sky at morning ; Tender and true art thou, safe sheltered from earthly strife; Fitter, for thee, the gems of Heav'n's undreamed adorning Best, for thy fine, rare soul, the thrill of a finer life ! 40 POEMS. Scarce had the pitying sod stole over the grave we made thee, Scarce had the wildwood rlow'rs had time to wither and bloom, Ere, in the forest glade, where we sadly and lovingly laid thee, Sadly and lovingly laid we our brother * in the tomb. Strange that a soul so rich in itself, and with wealth so freighted, Drawn from the teeming mines and mints of the old and new, Should, in the glorious day for which we had prayer fully waited, Solemnly lift its white wings, and vanish from earthly view! Strange, till we think awhile, and the years that we deem as wondrous, Sink to but curving swells on the breast of a bound less sea: *Professor Wayland Dunn, class of '62. POEMS. 41 What are the mines and mints of earth, with their treasures pond'rous, Viewed from the limitless fields of a blissful eternity? Nor is the labor lost to the soul that departs at morning Stronger have grown the pow'rs the infinite depths to explore; Clearer have grown the eyes for the new life's glori ous dawning Keener the sense may thrill to the joys of the mystic shore. Long had he walked on the verge of the valley, and, smiling, listened, Catching, with ravished ear, the strains from the other side : Narrower fell the stream, till the portals elysian glis tened, Fairer than mortal dream, through the vapors above the tide. 42 POEMS. 'Twas "but a step, at most," he said, as he wistfully waited Waited the welcome beckon of hands he had loved of yore : Feeling at last the thrill of a traveler weary, belated, Ending his desert march, on his beautiful, native shore! Peace to the precious dust of our sister and brother sleeping ! Nought can we ask for those who've ascended the shining way : So let our own lives glow with good, that, when done with weeping, They may, like theirs, be lost in a fuller and fairer day! Not alone for the young is mourning our Alma Mater ; Not alone to the young be the honors we proudly yield: What of her noble guardians whose triumphs ended later Giant, resistless victors, on many a hard fought field ! POEMS. 43 Tenderly cross the hands on the breast that has done with sorrow, Lovingly close the eyes that forever have done with tears Only for us the grief not a sigh nor a fear we borrow, For the soul* whose glorious good deeds so grandly outweighed his years. Ever forgetting self, ' twas his to support the falling Fanning to living flame, the hopes that might soon depart ; He had a ready ear for the voice of the needy calling There was no meed, for him, like the glow of a grateful heart! So, when our Alma Mater languished in early weak ness, His was the warm, true heart, that prompted the skilful hand; *Hon. Daniel Dunakin. 44 POEMS. His was the loyal soul that ever, in Christian meek ness, Held what he had of wealth as only at God's com mand! Now, in the beautiful land of the blessed, the gener ous giver, Crowned with eternal peace, whose gladness no tongue may sing, Done with the toil and pain and sorrows of earth forever, Hath his reward at last, from the hand of his Father King! Scarce had our sighing hearts accepted the sorrowful message, Silently asking who should follow his upward tread, When, from the thickening clouds of heavy and direful presage, Flashed the sad truth to us of another chieftain dead! POEMS. 45 Long shall we miss thee, Day,* thou veteran, honored and worthy ! Long shall we miss the skill and force of thy guiding hand : Much do we owe to thee for this monument gleaming o'er thee, Stately and fair and bright as the best in our sover eign land. Folded thy hands, that never yet faltered in right eous doing Silent thy silver voice, that ever was raised for right- Palsied thy eager feet, the path of the just pursu ing Vanished thy noontide glow, in the gloom of o'er whelm ing night ! Many the faithful ones who have fallen since last we parted : Many the weary feet that have crossed to the shining shore : *Rev. George T. Day, D.D. 46 POEMS. When the far death-knell sounded, bitter the tears that started Over our girlhood's treasure, our gentle Julia Moore.* Early, alas! she drooped, like some tender and tropical flow'r, Torn by the piercing blast of a clime too rude and chill ; Sweet, that we held her rich, rare bloom one precious hour Sweet, we may know in Heaven she is blooming for us still ! Calmly she walked among us, pure and serene and lowly, Holding the words of life with the meekness of a child, Shedding her crescent light, till these dear old haunts are holy, Blessed, for those bright, brief days, with her presence undefiled. *Mrs. Julia Moore Jordan, Preceptress. POEMS. 47 Long shall her virtues shine o'er the path she has trod before us.; Ever her voice be missed from the halls we have loved so long; So shall our loving praise, in ever repeating chorus, Dearer to her arise, and sweeter than poet's song! Not alone for the hands that have toiled for our loving mother Rises the heartfelt tear, or the mourner's voice to-day : Many the names remembered, of sister and of brother, Who, like the dew, have vanished, in the morning's early ray. Gone, with the fairy gleam of Life's gay spring about them Gone, with their glowing dreams of a long life wondrous fair ! Wearily blank grows life, in the homes that are blank without them ; Wearily sighs the soul 'neath the weight of its wounding care ! 48 POEMS. All that they might have been, is not for our mortal guessing; All that they were we honor, and garland with love Nor may we Heaven chide for their earthly live's suppressing Fitter our grateful praise for the years He left them here! Peace to the precious dead, and strength to the precious living Strength for the heavier burden, and zeal for the fiercer strife ! All that we have of good is only of God's kind giving All that we may return is only an earnest life ! Steady the iron heart of Time is forever beating Ages of wondrous deeds are born of these little years : History calmly ebbs and flows with a strange repeat ing, Borrowing light and shade from these little smiles and tears. POEMS. 49 Scatter the flow'rs of Love on the graves of the fair dead summers! Golden their billows rise through the haze of the hallowed past : Garland the flow'rs of Love on the brows of the bright new-comers - What they may bring for us, we are glad we may not forecast. It is'enough, to-day, to look in the dear old faces List to each well known voice, and grasp the fami liar hand Talk of the blest Lang Syne, and dream of the fair oases, Where we may camp again, on our way through the thirsty land!. LITTLE "PET." The mem'ry, now, seems like a dream, And yet I know 'tis true; A bright, alas ! a transient gleam I nevermore may view. 'Tis sweet to think about the loved, Though they are with the dead; They never seem indeed removed, Their tones are never fled ! This bonny lock hath brushed her brow, This ring her finger prest I gaze in sadness on them now, For she is laid to rest. These little, withered, wildwood flow'rs For me her fingers tied : Like her, they bloomed a few short hours, Like her, they drooped, and died! POEMS. 51 A trifling gift I deemed them then, And laid them lightly by; But now they bring her back again, Till moisture dims my eye. I almost see her sunny face, And hear her bounding tread, And listen to her winning voice I cannot think her dead! 'Twas very hard to lay her low The sunshine of our home The cherished bud but then we know The lost in Heaven will bloom. I'll meekly try to bear the blow My God in love hath given : He took my treasure home, I know, To draw me nearer Heaven ! GOD KNOWETH BEST. God knoweth best, though years of bitter sorrow Weary thy soul, and cloud thy earthly life ; We know there cometh soon a brighter morrow, A rest, and gladness after all the strife. Riches may fail, and all the pow'r they lend thee, And proud Ambition die within thy breast ; Then, sweet to know a Father doth befriend thee, And tune thy heart to sing God knoweth best. When dark temptation wearies thee and tries thee, Till thou dost almost sink and faint for rest, Cheer up, and know in love God doth chastise thee, Thy victory is strength He knoweth best. Dear Father ! let what trial may come o'er us Still let us lean upon thy loving breast; Dark though the past, the way is bright before us, While we can meekly say God knoweth best ! TO VI R A C . In the beautiful past, there are names that we love, Which like stars in the heavens lie aglow; And their light meets our eye through the haze'in the sky, From the realm of the sweet Long Ago. Though the storm-cloud arise, and o'erspread^all'our skies, Still the magic light flushes the haze ; Oh ! thus, may our love for each other unchanged, Light the mem'ry of these happy days ! WORK AS WELL AS PRAY. Though your heart may never weary, Waiting through the lonely night; Though your hearth may still be cheery Ne'er have known the wine-cup's blight ; Think of those who daily sorrow O'er some darling gone astray ; For the sunshine of their morrow, Up and work as well as pray! Though no wealth you have to offer, You can always give good cheer ; Better, far, than burdened coffer, Often comes the heartfelt tear. To the noble cause we cherish, You can give your heart and voice ; Holy deeds can never perish Loving words the Heavens rejoice ! TO When the misty future changes These bright days to memories; And thy fancy fondly ranges O'er their quiet happiness; ' Mong the friends that made them cheery, Link this humble name of mine; Hide the faults that make me weary Simply let my friendship shine! There's a home, whose vernal glory Haunts me, when I close my eyes Fairer forms than dwell in story Flow'rs that bloom not 'neath the skies- Harps that yield their rapturous measure . Only to the courts above; And the joy-awaking treasure, Of that beauteous land, is Love. Oh! when Death, with chilling finger, Points us from this world of care, Let that treasure with us linger Let us love each other there ! POEM, DELIVERED AT THE QUINQUENNIAL RE-UNION OF THE ALUMNI OF HILLSDALE COLLEGE, JUNE ISTH, 1870. From tumult and toil, and the din of life's battle, On furlough we haste, to the home of our love. The heart of the mother, that waits for our coming, Is true as the Heav'n that is smiling above. Youth leaps in our veins, as we answer her summons, Unmindful of years that upon us have rolled : We say "boys" and "girls" when we talk of each other, We speak from the soul, and that never grows old! The June roses blush at the kiss of the sunshine, The lily -buds laugh for their love of the lea; And birds of the woodland, from hilltop and valley, Pour out a sweet welcome of caroling glee ! POEMS. 57 Yet not all is gladness, for Sorrow is brooding, With shadowy wing, o'er the hearts of our band ; For some that we loved, and who once were among us, Have gone, at the beckon of God's loving hand. In youth they were dear, and, as time wore upon us, We learned but the better their virtues to prize ; But we'll meet them no more, till we cross the bright threshold Of that mystical home, where the soul never sighs ! Our strife may be hard, and our skies often lower, Till courage and joy spread their wings to depart; Yet still, like a perfume of magical power, Their mem'ry shall linger to gladden each heart. Though the Father of love give us singing or mourn ing, We know that in mercy he opens his hand; And, kneeling before him, we meekly adore him, And pray for a blessing on us, and our Land. 58 POEMS. Oh! wonderful land, with her valleys of vineyards, Her vast, lowing herds, and her- mountains of ore ! No gem is so rare that her brow does not wear it No want of the world can endanger her store ! Her girdle of iron links ocean with ocean ; Her forests, unmeasured, the world might sustain ; Her shipping, uncounted, ploughs wealth from her rivers, And a common mart makes of the desolate main ! And still there are mountains and valleys and prairies That wake to no sound but the song of the bird : There are solitudes deep, in whose wildness unbroken, The tramp of the white man has never been heard ! Oh ! beautiful land ! Fairer skies than Italia's Hang over thy mountains, and burnish their haze ! No hues of the Orient can mimic their purple, Or vie with the gold of their sun-sinking blaze ! And bright, flitting birds, with their plumage of crim son, Sip nectar from flow'rets of tropical dye : Oh! land of my birth, God hath breathed his own spirit Upon thee, till thou mayst with Paradise vie ! POEMS. 59 In beauty and strength, through the dusk of the ages, Prophetic thy pillars shine forth on my sight; Thy presence repeating the proverb of sages " Eternal the structure supported by right ! " Yes, glorious land, 'neath the shade of thy banner, The poor and oppressed ever find a sweet home ; The golden grain waves in the fields of their tilling, And kindly invites all the needy to come. Thy schoolhouses teem with the sons of all nations, Thy colleges claim them with honor and pride ; There's no caste of wealth, and there's no caste of color, On the throne of our country they sit side by side ! 'Twas not ever thus; we with sadness remember When the chains of our bondmen were riveted strong ; When a vile Congress blackened our laws, and its mem'ry, By lending its voice to oppression and wrong. 60 POEMS. But the heart of the nation beat true at the center, And freemen, united, arose, and withstood The giants of evil, till hilltop and valley Blushed out the foul shame, in a deluge of blood ! Like gems on the breast of the bright sunny south land, Green hillocks lie thick, where our heroes repose ; They fell and forever their names shall awaken The homage of friends, and the honor of foes ! One stain still dishonors the flag of our country, And may call for blood from the hearts we love best: It makes us the by-word of civilzed nations, It blackens the heart of our beautiful West. Go fill up the coffers that war has just wasted, Go fill up the garners, for loved ones at home ! Be statesmen, in earnest the gall we have tasted Is but too prophetic of strife that must come ! But when, with pure heart, woman stands as the helper And equal of man, soon may usher the day The demon of crime, that debases and thralls us, Must let go the nation and hasten away. POEMS. 6 1 Not quick, as by force, but as vanished the millions Of strange, frightful creatures that roamed o'er the earth, And breathed her crude poison, and fed upon mon sters, In armies of terror, ere man came to birth. The vapory vail of creation was rended; The sunlight crept into their caverns of slime ; The pure air appalled and dispersed them, scarce leaving A trace on the rude, rocky tablet of Time ! So Love shall illume, and the grat heart maternal Shall beat for her daughters and sons, then as now ; That Love shall be crowned with a vict'ry supernal, As crime and intemperance waver and bow! Oh! give but the power to those who now sorrow In vain o'er the frenzy of those they love best How soon would be lightened the load of their anguish, And singing be heard in the happy home nest ! Fear not ! ne'er can liberty rob her of home-love Or gentleness You would not fear that the vine, Transplanted from cellar to garden, and flinging Its boughs to the breezes, would e'er be a pine! 62 POEMS. The wind and the tempest may visit it harshly ; Its tendrils may shrink from the midsummer sun ; While broad spread the branches, with strength for their burden Of fruit, that is yours when the harvest is done! My Michigan! dearest and best of our number! All honor to thee for that triumph of right Which opened the halls of our pride to thy daughters Let History write it in letters of light ! Thy record is fair as the sky that hangs o'er thee, As breath of the 'prairie thy spirit is free : To the grand march of progress thy footsteps are hast'ning, As hasten thy lakes to the surge of the sea. The beauty of truth through thy vestment is shining, Like perfume, thy liberty sweetens the gale; Nor least of thy gems is our dear Alma Mater Her light be our beacon, and nJer may it pale ! How oft have our voices awakened her echoes, In times that grow sacred with gathering years! The visions of Lang Syne arise, rainbow-tinted, To us, as we view them through fast rising tears ! POEMS. 63 Dear home of my youth ! may the fame of thy future Be fair as thy past, in its palmiest day; May concord, and kind emulation uplift thee, And golden endowment untrammel thy sway ! The ivy of love be thy bond and thy beauty, And brighten its green whene'er clouds dim the sky ; Beneath thee, like granite, may temp'rance and justice Thy columns uphold, and thy ruin defy ! Dear brothers and sisters, we part, and the billows That part us may never their power withhold; But ties have been formed, in this circle fraternal, More lasting than time, and more precious than gold. The principles dearest to each of our number Are links that might well our great Commonwealth bind: Be Justice her shield, and, adown in the future, Her arms may encircle and bless all mankind! May her time-tested banner float ever above us All bright be its stripes, and undimmed every star, While we swear, by the hearts that we love and that love us, To revere it in peace, and avenge it in war! THE FORSAKEN HOME. Sister, I've wandered to the home, Where we, in childhood played ; Nor dreamed that, in these few fleet years, We could so far have strayed. The robins chirp among the trees, As blithe as when, before, We clinked our jack-stones on the lawn, Before the cottage door. The walnut tree, down by the spring, Where swaying grapevines hung; And where, with hearts as pure and free As the waters there, we swung, Is cut away, but one is left, Where, often, you and I Gathered the falling nuts, beneath The hazy, autumn sky. You know we wandered in the woods, One Indian-summer day, And dug up all the wild-flow'r roots, We found along the way ; POEMS. 65 And planted in the little spot We called our garden then ; I sought, but found them not, the place Had grown to grass again. The dear old home looks desolate, And everything around; And the wind sweeps through the vacant hall, With a sad and weary sound. In empty rooms I hear a tone The voice of an echo sweet, But vainly look for the dear ones gone, And list their coming feet. 'Tis but the house, the dear old house, And yet it seems to feel, Or to have felt, the yearning pain, That will upon me steal. Mournful and dumb, it still remains, Pathetic crumbling dead From which the living, loving band, Which was its soul, has fled ! SUSPENSE. Darling sister, when the twilight Like an angel cometh down, (With the vesper star, that dimly Burns above the dusty town) How the flooding memories flow From the gladsome long ago. Daytime with its cares and bustle, Anxious greed and strife for pelf Fills and kills the hours till twilight Kindly woos our thoughts from self, And our weary spirits roam, Backward, to our father's home. How its dear old shadows haunt me, When I close my tearful eyes! How the murmurs of its voices, Round my loneliness, arise ; Till, within its humble door, We seem gathered, as of yore. POEMS. 67 Precious Mem'ry ! ever faithful Art thou to thy sacred trust! Thon hast garnered up my sunlight, Though its source hath tnrned to dust, And amid these sadder days, I can bask me in its rays. In the quiet village graveyard, We have made one mound no more, You and I are left, but, sister, In our loved home-band were/ct. 1867. POOR OLD NANCE, OR "MY DEAR BOY JAMIE'S HAIR." On Croghan street still stands a cot, That sheltered once a dame ; So poor and lonely was her lot, None cared to ask her name. And years went by, and white locks drooped, Above her dark eyes glance ; But not a soul yet cared to know A word of poor old Nance. CHORUS But oh ! her heart was warm and true As ever beat for me or you ; And mem'ries bright as earth has known, Hung 'round her pathway lone. One bitter morn she came not forth, But pity heeded not; A week went by, and children missed The smoke above her cot : 198 SONGS. Their curious eyes her window sought, But shrank, and lost their mirth ; For poor old Nance sat, white in death, Before her silent hearth! CHORUS Yet once her heart, &c. The tears were fro/en on her cheeks; Her white lips wore a smile ; Her hands an open Bible pressed, With rev'rent touch, the while; And one bright curl, of sunny gold, Lay softly shining there : And on the time-stained page they read- " My dear boy Jamie's hair ! " CHORUS Oh! ves, her heart, &c. LOVE'S LAST LULLABY, OR "MAMA SING!" Summer twilight lost her glow, In the pale moon's mellow light. As a mother, fair and young, Watched her babe the lone, still night, Once, one mocking moment, Death Hid the shadow of his wing; And the dim eyes brightened fair, As he whispered, "Mama sing!" CHORUS By oh ! by, my baby by, Be thy tears forever dry ; Rest ! my Love ! nor wake to weep Rest, baby, rest ! Sleep, baby, sleep ! All her loving labor done, She had only now to wait, Clinging to the pale, sweet one, Till he reached the shining gate. SONGS. Oh ! the agony and love, In the kisses gently pressed On the drooping baby head, Pillowed on her aching breast 1 By oh! by, my baby by, Be thy tears forever dry ; Rest, my Love ! nor wake to weep Rest, baby, rest! Sleep, baby, sleep! Thus her cadence, soft and sweet As an angel's, stirred the air, While the death shades closed again, O'er the eyes that beamed so fair ; Till she hushed him to a sleep, Sweeter far than earth's repose Waking only on the Breast Where a love supernal glows ! By, oh ! by, my baby by, Be thy tears forever dry; Rest, my Love, nor wake to weep Rest, baby, rest! Sleep, baby, sleep! "SHE SPELT THE PARSON DOWN." Oh ! yes, I'll surely marry, At last I've found my girl A fair and rosy maiden, That sets my heart awhirl. Her eyes with mirth are brimming, Her heart is kind and true ; I more than guess she's willing, So I'll marry would'nt you? CHORUS She's the prettiest little maiden, With eyes of brightest brown ; And wise enough, for oh ! you know, She spelt the parson down ! The moon was brightly beaming, The air was soft and cool, As, on, we slowly wandered, Home from the spelling school. SONGS. I asked her if she loved me, And heard her softly say A word I must not tell you, But oh ! it was not nay. CHORUS. Oh ! in the bright years coming, As down life's stream we float, We'll cast a fond look backwards, From out our gliding boat ; And lovingly remember That evening bright and cool. And bless the time we wandered Home from the spelling school. CHORUS. "ANGELS HOLD HER IN SAFE KEEPING." IN MEMORY OF LULU In the brightness of her beauty, We have laid our loved to rest ; We have kissed her waxen forehead, And her slender fingers pressed ; While so peaceful was her sleeping, And so bright the smile she wore, That it seemed while yet we lingered, That her slumber must be o'er. CHORUS Gentle Lulu ! Darling Lulu ! Death nor Time shall part our love : Soon the angels too will bear me To thy blissful home above ! Lilies, loving hands had scattered, Drooped on brow and breast and cheek, Breathing, in their silent perfume, Sweetest language love can speak ; "204 SONGS. But their bloom, alas ! has withered, And their loving breath has fled, While our lily blooms immortal Darling Lulu is not dead! CHORUS. Oft, when fades the sunset glory, Comes the voice I love so well ; And her love-smile beams upon me, With a calm and holy spell; Till my yearning soul half pierces, Through the shadows cold and gray ; And the breath and glow of Heaven Cheer and light my lonely way. CHORUS. Then away ! with woe and weeping, Let my heart her anguish stay! Angels hold her in safe keeping, Till awakes the coming day, When her arms shall clasp around me, And her kiss be on my brow ; And anew her love hath crowned me With a bliss I dream not now! CONTENTS. POEMS. PAGE. Proem, - - 5 Left for dead, . - 7 Lines upon visiting my native Village, 9 The Death-dream, ... j^ Extract from an Essay on Mystery, 20 Lines to a Friend, - - 22 Whispers from beyond, 24 Why full of care? 25 A Dream, 26 Night and Morning, - 37 Little "Pet," 50 God knoweth best, 52 To Vira C , - 53 Work as well as Pray, 54 To-, . 55 Poem delivered at the Quinquennial Reunion of the Alumni of Hillsdale College, 56 The forsaken Home, 64 Suspense, 66 To the Hon. Mr. H and Lady, 70 To a flower, 72 Eighteen, 75 By-and-By, - 78 To J-, 78 All about Blackbirds, - 79 "One man missing," Si Mrs. Shoddy, 83 Lines on the death of a little child, - 86 A sigh, 87 CONTENTS CONTINUED. Poem delivered at the dedication of the Society Hall of the Eclectics and Atheniades, Albion College, 89 The soul can never grow old, .... 96 At last, . --- 99 Never Mind, - 101 Concerning a Lawyer's handwriting, ... 102 A glimpse of doom, 106 The thought that clings, - - - 117 Decoration day, - 121 The happy past, - -----123 Fragment, - - 124 Poem delivered at New England Dinner, Marshall, Michigan, 1871, 125 A Voice from the Ranks, 129 SONGS. Away to the silver-lit sea, 164. Greeting song, - 166 Never fear Molly ! or all for this chilly, driving rain, 168 A Tribute to the Mennonites, .... iy O "Waiting for Papa," 172 Mary ! Sweet Mary ! I dream of thee ever ! - 175 "The Old Homestead Tree," - 177 Society greeting song, 180 Song of Freedom, - - - - - - 182 Song of the Exile, 183 Temperance Army Song, - - - - 185 In Sunny Lands, 187 Song, 189 Italian child's song, 191 Come to me Ella, ...... 193 Minne-ha-ha, ....... 195 Poor old Nance, or "My dear boy Jamie's hair," - 197 Love's last Lullaby, or "Mama Sing !" 199 "She spelt the parson down," .... 2 oi "Angels hold her in safe keeping," 203 UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA LIBRARY Los Angeles This book is DUE on the last date stamped below. Form L9-lCOm-9,'52(A3105)444 Patterson - Peebles for old F2?8p pathways. UCLA-Young Research Library PS2524 .P278p yr L 009 578 489 8 PS 252U P2?8p UC SOUTHERN REGIONAL LIBRARY FACIL TY AA 001217530 3