p lilt! 1 r.- >- ce! :< rgl >ei rnrc ..-IT. I /; gartjot -.i'kii; ^ m 'A 6 First Edition THE PENALTY AND REDEMPTION By GEORGE MILES WHITE Author of "FROM BONIFACE TO BANK BURGLAR" In "The Penalty and Redemption" is Related the Remarkable Story of the Conversion from Sin of the Author Through the McAuley Water Street Mission, Who Was Known in the World of Criminals as George Miles, alias Bliss, alias Williams, Etc. George Miles White Projected the Great Ocean Bank Robbery from Which He and His Confed- erate Mark Shinbnrn Obtained Nearly Two and a Half Millions of Dollars. THE SEABOARD PUBLISHING COMPANY NEW YORK, N. Y. 1907 Penalty and Redemption Copyright, 1907 By the Seaboard Publishing Company. Printed by The Seaboard Press, New York City, N. Y., U. S. A. Penalty and Redemption CONTENTS Chapter. I Breaking From Bondage II In Durance Vile III The Passing of Tom Baker IV Triumph Over Disappointment. V In the Light Patch. VI On to the Port of Dispair. VII The Grafting Chaplain. VIII Peter James and Others. IX Always to Me the "Little Mother X God's Light Athwart the Gloom XI Skelly Just Plain Skelly. XII The Banker and the Ex-Burglar. XIII Shadows and Sunshine. XIV The Penalty. Penalty and Redemption ILLUSTRATIONS DIRECTORY George Miles White . . Frontispiece Samuel Hopkins Hadley .... 8 Sing Sing Prison, Ossining, N. Y. . . 18 Bread Line at the McAuley Mission on a Christmas Day 44 The Chair and the Sofa in the Mission Room where Mr. White had the Memor- able Meeting with S. H. Hadley Supt. Wyburn observed Talking to the Author 64 Mr. and Mrs. Wyburn, co-laborers in the Work of Redeeming the Lost . . 72 Mrs. Maud Ballington Booth, the "Little Mother" 102 John H. Wyburn, Superintendent of the McAuley Mission 142 The Meeting Room where Mr. Rafter was Converted He is seen sitting at the left of Supt. Wyburn, who stands behind the desk 154 A Christmas Scene in the McAuley Mission 158 Facsimile of the Pardon granted to Mr. White by Theodore Roosevelt, as Governor of New York State 165 Joseph J. Rafter, the Redeemed Printer Penalty and Redemption FOREWORD Remarkable indeed is the story of the conver- sion to God of George Miles White as related by him in this volume. It is perhaps the most inter- esting turning to God of the latter-day great sin- ners, and an all-powerful and convincing example of what the Divine One is willing to do for a truly repentant man. Mr. White is an eleventh hour convert whose daily life is never so en- grossed with temporal things that he forgets how narrow was his escape from everlasting con- demnation. And with him every conscious hour is the settled conviction that he is paying the penalty of his hitherto lawlessness, in the knowl- edge of his ability to devote only a fragment of a misspent life to the service of God for his boundless mercy. In the matter of worldly possessions he is absolutely poor, yet he feels rich in the full real- ization that God has forgiven him. He is able to know this regardless of the fact that a great fortune, accrued as a burglar, has been swept away like dust in the teeth of a gale. And the deprivation of that fortune he does not accept as a punishment. He is glad that the fruit of his wickedness has gone from him forever. Wealth \ Penalty and Redemption of such origin would only create horror in his soul now. Rather he would be a doorkeeper in the Jerry McAuley Water Street Mission, whence the first seed of Christianity were sowed in his heart through the instrumentality of the late Sam- uel H. Hadley. From this godly man's lips came the words, "Remember, man, remember my brother, that some day you'll have to stand face to face with Jesus Christ!" This warning came to Mr. White while he was in the Cell of a Police Station many months later, but with such power as to strike terror to his soul. The Author has not spared himself in the chap- ters following. He wants the world to know how wicked he was that it may the more truly realize how vast is the love of God and how long- suffering He is. HARRY ARISTIDES DAYTON. Penalty and Redemption BREAKING FROM BONDAGE Penalty and Redemption CHAPTER I. BREAKING FROM BONDAGE. Life's December was upon me sowing to the winci, I had harvested the whirlwind ! Pandering to crime, it had me firmly in its octo- pus grasp! Struggling, gigantically, to free myself from it, I had become bruised and lacer- ated, as it were, yet, withal, horribly enthralled! My conscience, never entirely destroyed, but benumbed, vague, cried out as it did when I made the first fatal step down to the broad, alluring road of crime! Was the awful gloom but a signpost of ap- proach to that inevitable world of terror through which a criminal, ripe with time, must pass in his progress, his final steppings to the grave? Oh, God! how cold were the walls of my place of bondage on that night, yet, they were not colder than my trembling hands ! And my brow, too it was beaded with a sweat like that of death. My dulled brain was a mere toy of unrest. My heart throbs were sluggish, and my heart, sore with an unknown, mysterious force, seemed to be wedged as in a relentless vise, which was as cruel as the rough-hewn bench-bed, upon which my old bones ground painfully ! Sleep, which I cherished by day and looked for to soothe me at night, as a respite from the Penalty and Redemption haunting fears that tormented me, was still more distant when twilight came only to fade into the fulness of night. And, had sleep mercifully vis- ited me, of what avail would it have been? If, perchance, I could have slept, dreams would have come to remind me, in greater measure, of the enormity of my myriad crimes. These would have moved in ghastly parade, in pano- ramic view through my brain, and voices, accusing and just, would have cried insistently, that "retribution" had come. In no manner, seemingly, could I discover the peace that should be the certain heritage of old age. There was I, destitute, friendless, accused and accursed! And, bending under the weight of crushing years, my wealth was gone like the dis- sipated sunshine of my youth. Speeding to the grave, on to the sublime unknown, there was none to succor me, and none to offer hope or cheer. Accused, I was guilty, and must, alas! face the consequences. The curtain, whose dropping on my life was imminent, found me pursued by a merciless law that sought its victims among the poor, and being poor, I must pay the price! Recorded as an outlaw, an enemy of the com- monwealth, yet I was scourged with a conscience that would not altogether down. It was like the raw, bleeding flesh, being seared by the white- heated iron fresh from the blacksmith's fire. I could not sleep though my brain was sorely Penalty and Redemption fagged, and my body woefully sapped of strength. I groaned because the dim light in the white- washed corridor, just outside my Cell, was not extinguished, so, mayhap, I could court sleep. It's fitfulness, with each stirring breeze, was but a background of half yellow, against which strange, and yet not strange, shadows curled and twisted into weird but shapely creatures, that, vanishing, reappeared, misshapen, like unto repul- sive, creeping things! These shadows tortured me! They ground my soul, spelled all sorts of fears, painted in a masterly hand living pictures which filled me with a nameless horror! And again they conjured up forms, which, speaking, called me back to other days and things I would have forever forgotten. Oh, for the coming of another day! Better it and whatever would befall me, than the torments of the night. Better to face the inevitable, the legally paved and certain route to the State Prison Cell for which I was destined. Anything to escape, even momentarily, from the realized hell of a present, that was fraught with a yet living conscience, that would not die quickly, but burned and burned, until I was bordering on a state of madness. I felt a sensation, which, I apprehend, must be sensed by the living human brain imprisoned in the paralyzed clay of the body. A numbness had me within its dreaded grasp, and I wondered if it were the herald of death's foreclosure of its Penalty and Redemption certain claim upon my poor body ! I was stricken with an indescribable terror. I cried for God to spare me ! "See!" I pleaded, "see! I am on my knees before Thee ! Beside this Prison bed I ami pouring out my agony ! Have mercy on me, oh, my God, if Thou canst! The great wall of crime which I have, in the long years, builded between Thee, all that is good pure and holy and me, is closing down upon me. My eyes seem to be sightless I am in utter darkness! Hope is swallowed by despair, self-confidence transformed into abject fear, scoffing turned into the full knowledge that Thou, God, commandest the earth, and that the wages of sin must be paid " A voice, thick with a night's debauch, then half-shrill and expressive of rage, shocked me the voice of a woman whose Cell joined mine next but one. She had blasphemed the name of the Lord Jesus in a manner to interrupt my agony of fear, and send a thrill of horror through me. Why this should affect me, to whom oaths had long been a familiar practice, I could not tell! I felt a keen sense of pain, and could have cried aloud, so poignant was my mental distress. Even in the unusual experience of the moment, I mar- velled at it. "Woman, beware!" I was on the point of saying, when her blatant tongue sent forth fur- Penalty and Redemption ther sentences, each one prefaced with the Saviour's name. It was horrible! " Say, you thievin' coppers want two-thirds of every dollar we women earns ! " I heard her say between drunken sobs. " Why can't y'u be satis- fied with th' bit that 'u'd be square an' right? Y'u ought t' be 'shamed t' take blood-money of women an' with a home an' a wife an' young " Her voice was here choked off, and I heard sounds of a struggle on the cement floor. Then a man's voice, low, tense and filled with sup- pressed rage, reached me. " Shut yer infernal wobbly jaw, Diamond Nell, or I'll swat ye another hard one for company ! " came from his coarse lips, which must have been quivering with brutish anger. Then once more I heard her: " Swat an' be , an' I still say y'u dirty thiev- in' cops want, take an' keep more 'an y'ur bit ! " It seemed as if she had half wrenched her throat from his grasp, for her tones were yet guttural, and all but inaudible to me. There was another sound as of a blow on the face, and I knew by it that he had again lifted his cruel hands against her. I would have protested, but how powerless I was. I wondered why someone of the officers in the nearby waiting-room did not come in and put an end to this brutality. Or, was it a scene of nightly occurrence, a part of the midnight act in a Metropolitan Police Station- house? These telegraphic thoughts crowded on Penalty ana Redemption me, only to be interrupted again by the woman's voice. She screamed until the corridor echoed. " Don't y'u strike me again, Jim ! Jim oh oh oh! y'u brute!" cried the miserable creature. Lifting her tones yet higher and shriller, she mingled the Saviour's name with the vilest of words, until every fiber in me revolted at the sacrilege. Then she went on : " Remember, Jim ! remember ! y'u devil y'u an' me '11 be face t' face with th' judge in th' mornin', an' then, mark me, y'u'll repent this night's work, by " Her words died away suddenly, and it was not necessary for me to be on the scene to know that the policeman's hand had closed on her throat again, and rendered her speechless. His voice penetrated my Cell once more, and I gathered from his words, and her violent weep- ing, that he had broken the spirit which had been rendered unusually defiant by reason of her drunken condition. Presently I heard him close her Cell door and go his way. May I never again be a witness to another such awful enactment. It was terrible and the effect upon me was electrical. The blasphemy which fell from this fallen creature's lips had aroused memories which, for months, had been in abeyance. The name of the Lord Jesus Christ on her polluted lips, struck a chord that rent my soul, quickened my sluggish heart, and pricked my benumbed sensibilities. Her moans and Penalty and Redemption sobs over the loss of blood-money, the price of her shame, stirred me equally as did the cupidity in the unspeakable policeman for the money, aroused my sense of the horrible! But neither of these moved me like her profanation of the name of Jesus, supplemented by the threat that there would be a penalty awaiting her tor- mentor when they were face to face with the judge in the morning! "Remember, Jim, remember, y'u devil y'u an' me '11 be face t' face with th' judge in th' mornin', an', then, mark me, y'u '11 repent this night's work, by " Like a flash I was carried back to the last time I was incarcerated in Sing Sing Prison at Ossining, N. Y. I saw there the kindly face of a man whose words impressed me as I had never been before the face of Samuel Hopkins Hadley! This was on the platform in the chapel some time during the summer of 1898. That he was a man of God I did not' then doubt, little as I cared about it. I did feel that the man, his words, and his works bespoke a practical reli- gion. His God, he said, was the Convict's God, and he held out hope in the temporal, as well as the spiritual life. He declared that this hope was firmly anchored in the free, simple religion of the Lord Jesus Christ. Mr. Hadley made frequent and welcome visits to Sing Sing, and that they were errands of Penalty and Redemption mercy, I have never doubted. At a meeting in the chapel, about two months before my discharge, my interest was unusually excited. And, really, 1 could not help it his influence on this occa- sion being so powerful that I felt a compulsion to know him better. After the meeting he greeted me royally, and I was not sorry for having gone to him. And, besides, he told me more about this simple religion, in which he claimed to be an earnest, though not infallible worker. "When you leave Prison, come to the Jerry McAuley Mission and see me," he said at the termination of the interview, meanwhile shaking my hand heartily. There was something in the clear, piercing eyes of this man of God, which told plainly of the goodness of his soul. And he had not always been thus! Once he was a miserable drunkard without hope of reforma- tion an outcast of society! Perhaps this knowledge attracted me to him more than anything else. I, too, was a slave to an appetite for strong drink, a no small factor in shaping the crooked paths of my life. I re- called too, of wondering how it was possible, in any way, for Samuel H. Hadley, or any other man, to inspire religious interest in me, the great- est of sinners and drunkards, whose reformation was reckoned among the impossibilities. "Yes, Mr. Hadley," I had promised him, "I'll call at the Mission, and let me thank you for the 8 Samuel Hopkins Hadley Penalty and Redemption interest you are taking in me. Where is the Mission ?" "At No. 316 Water Street, New York," he said. But the seed he sowed for me then, fell on soil that was none too fertile, for years in crime had rendered me hardened against religious impres- sions. I had always, from my youth up, per- sistently resisted the mellowing influences of Christianizing effort. Indeed, the tares had waxed luxuriant, nurtured by the criminal ten- dencies to which I catered in the process of ac- cumulating wealth. Little wonder, therefore, that the stout growth of these tares left scant sustenance for the nourishment of good seed. But I did not forget Mr. Hadley's invitation, and, one day in the summer of 1899, found me inquiring for him at the Jerry McAuley Mission. It was not necessary to make known my identity, for he recognized me at once. "You are George White !" he said, with a sim- plicity, frankness, and cordiality, that immedi- ately warmed into my best nature. Then he gave me the free hand of real, true fellowship. I have a faithful, mental picture of that meet- ing, which I never want to forget. The same couch upon which he bade me sit, and the chair in which he sat facing me, are in the Mission to this day ! I can see him now, sitting in his chair, and hear his deep-toned voice utter language as elementary as it was forceful. Penalty ana Redemption "Are you a true Christian?" he bluntly asked me, and I caught my breath with the suddenness of it. "Yes," was my hesitating reply, but I knew I lied. Why I made this false answer is a mystery yet unsolved, unless it was in my mind to claim a religion that was of the head and not of the heart, as I have heard it described. Perhaps, too, I arrogated to myself the right to thus reply, founding it on the fact that I was a member of a prominent church in New York City. As for being a true disciple of Christ, one of the heart and not of the head alone, that I knew I was not. There was deception in me therefore, when I told him I was a true Christian. To say that I was abashed but faintly portrays my feelings. Mr. Hadley being a plain man, gave me a sharp talk, in steel-like words. He did not mince them in expressing his opinion of non-Christians, alcoholic drink, and drunkards. He said that self-respect, aside from the duty a man owed his Maker, demanded the rennunciation of sin, and all intoxicating beverages. A drunkard, like a sinner, he declared, was offensive to God, and could not enter the Kingdom of Heaven. But it was Mr. Hadley's concluding sentence which fixed my attention. It pierced my soul in a startling way, and was the means of giving me the first real conception of the divine warning, "Prepare to meet thy God!" "Remember, man!" said he, "remember, my 10 Penalty and Redemption brother, that some day you'll have to stand face to face with the Lord Jesus Christ !" And soon after my sinful heart had been charged with this awful injunction, I left Mr. Hadley and the Mission. Shall I say it was with a determination to be a better man? I think so, but, as I have said, crime had hardened me, and soon his warning was a forgotten sound. But wondrous and mysterious are the ways of God! The words of this good man of the Mission glowed in my soul that night, as I listened to the weeping of the abandoned woman drunkard in the nearby Cell. I saw them as though they were scrawled on the walls of my Cell in living letters of electrical brilliance. And then and there with the knowledge which conies but once in a lifetime, I sensed the pres- ence of the hour, in which I must make the final choice. I had reached the dividing line, the ulti- matum between sin and righteousness. I felt that I was to renounce sin forthwith or be damned, and forever shut away from the face of God. I had ridden rough-shod in defiance of my Maker, until He had brought me up short to the crossing. I must decide whether I would go on on to destruction, on to everlasting damnation, or on to eternal life, where sin is not, and peace reigns tranquil as the depths of the vast ocean. At first I did not fathom the reason for my being brought face to face with the inevitable 11 Penalty and Redemption so suddenly. Then it came with the strength of an avalanche, and with the rapidity of thought. God had employed the lips of an unclean woman to point me out the way of salvation ! " Remember, Jim !" she said, "remember, y'u devil y'u an' me '11 be face t' face with th' judge in th' mornin' !" , Like the explosion of a bomb would rend things, these words from a miserable woman of the streets, cried to a wretched brute of a police- man, opened up in my memory Mr. Hadley's warning. Had such an agency ever before been used to awaken an immortal soul to its impending danger I could not say I only knew that from the woman's evil, thoughtless tongue had been projected the unerring lance of truth. It pierced my hard heart, and turned me from the unpar- donable sin. "Oh God, merciful One!" I pleaded, in abject humility, "at last I am indeed face to face with Thee, and Thy blessed Son the world's Saviour. And now, oh, hear my broken prayer ! Oh ! God, as Thou didst in the eleventh hour save the thief on the cross, so wilt Thou also save me in the name of Jesus, Whose precious blood was shed for the sake of the vilest of sinners, of which I am one! "Through Thy servant', Mr. Hadley, Thou didst once offer me salvation, but I spurned it and Thee, and Thy blood sacrifice! And now, wonderfully, and no less mercifully, Thou hast 12 Penalty and Redemption spoken to me again, this time through the lips of the unclean, and my soul hath hearkened! Oh God, I am such a miserable sinner before Thee! Hear me, I beseech Thee! Create within me a new, a clean heart wash away my manifold sins, and make out of me what Thou canst! "In youth, when my sisters and brothers gave themselves to Thee, I scorned Thy love, and bade Thee depart from iiie forever. It appeared to me then, that I had well-nigh committed the unpar- donable sin, for my understanding of Thy law was clear. Full pardon was offered me, but I rejected it as haughtily as it was freely extended. Now I have come with a lifetime of sin. "Even this moment I am before Thee, with a fresh stain on my soul, and for which I must yet pay the penalty on earth, in accordance with the law of man. And, oh God, I ask mercy and pardon of Thee not for the body, but for the soul ! With only a fragment remaining of an ill- spent life, I still ask for mercy, and wilt Thou give it to me? "As I kneel before Thee, the enormity and quality of my sins appall me. For years and years, Prison walls and bars, held no terror for me. Outlawed by man, I found delight and pride in outwitting man, when, in doing it, I garnered gold. Steeped in the blackness of sin, I have, hitherto, forgotten Thee, nor have I cared. "But to-night I am face to face with Thee. The teachings of my youth are coming down 13 Penalty and Redemption over the sins of years, only to awaken the memory of the prayers of my dear mother, my noble father, and later, those of my beloved wife ! They, all, everyone, were Thy servants, who, hearing Thy call, answered gladly, and were gathered to Thy merciful bosom! "Oh Jesus, Thou who didst die on the cross for the sake of the child of reason and the aged man in sin, is there yet time in which I may be saved? Has the glad hour which saw the salva- tion that Thou didst assure to the dying thief on the cross, passed for me? As the thief on the cross pleaded with Thee for the salvation of his guilty soul, so do I, as great a thief as he, now plead with Thee to cleanse away my sins, and make me free in the possession of Thy love and forgiveness ! "I remember from my childhood days, some- what of Thy messages in the Holy Writ. Thou didst say to all mankind, 'Ask and ye shall re- ceive; seek and ye shall find.' I am asking to- night, oh blessed Jesus, and, being repentant for my misdeeds, shall I find Thee? Hearken, oh! Jesus, to the prayers of my mother, my father, my wife, which, I feel, are coming up before Thee, as my prayer even now is being lifted to Thee. I am truly, sincerely repentant. Let the prayers and the tears of my beloved ones, shed on earth, and their prayers now before Thy throne, mediate for me! Let these tears that dim my fading eyes, and wet my time-lined 14 Penalty and Redemption cheeks, and which melt my soul, laying it bare before Thee, plead for me and wash my sins away, even as Thy precious blood was shed that all sinners might forsake their sins and accept the glories of Thy salvation! "My tears will not cease to flow. But the Cell does not seem so dark, and there has come over me a new consciousness, a feeling of trust and blissful rest. I know not what it is, oh God, unless it be that Thou hast searched my heart, and, finding me broken and contrite, hast for- given me. There is indeed, a peace settling upon me, the like of which I have never known. The arrogance that has ruled in all my life is gone. See! I am humble, pleading! Teach me Thy way, for I am ready, and will follow Thee, will- ingly! And, command me! oh merciful God! If Thou wilt put the heaviest cross upon me, I will go before the whole world, and confess my open and secret sins, that all may know of my repentance, and learn of Thy power to save me, the worst of sinners! Oh, God in Heaven, I thank Thee for salvation!" "Come, wake up there, you old crook! Hoist yourself quicker ! What on your knees ? Well, I'll be ! Drunk, are you? Or, maybe you 're praying! Come, up with you!" I heard these words indistinctly. Then a resounding blow, from a heavy hand, brought me to consciousness. My eyes opened to daylight. Straightway I remembered all, and a rush of 15 Penalty and Redemption joy flooded me. What a blessed, good world I seemed to be in ! Yes, God had not only forgiven me, but He had, also, mercifully given me sleep. The full realization of the change in my life filled my soul. So this was the peace that "passeth all understanding," of which I had heard. It had come to me, too, in the Cell of a Police Station in the Twenty-second Precinct of New York City, the scene of the boldest and most desperate misdeed of my criminal experience. I arose from my kneeling posture beside the crude bench which had answered for a bed, as quickly as my stiffened old joints would permit me. "I've been saved!" I said, to the doorman, smilingly, for he had entered the Cell, and, find- ing me kneeling, had awakened me. "Huh!" he grunted. "You won't mind if I pray, will you ?" I asked ; "you found me asleep !" "I'll have to stay here while you do it!" He said this rather gruffly. I thought he suspected I was unbalanced, and might do myself harm. However, he raised no objection. I dropped to my knees again, and asked God to strengthen me for the ordeal in the Police Court through which I must go in a few minutes, and that I be empowered to withstand any temptation, small or great, which might beset me. The doorman watched me curiously as I an- nounced myself ready to proceed with him to the corridor. There the patrolman who arrested 16 Penalty and Redemption me the night before took me in charge, and thence I proceeded to the patrol-wagon, standing in front of the Police Station door, the officer first making sure I was securely handcuffed to him. Knowing my reputation, he declined to run the risk of losing me. And I I was re- signed. "Want a lawyer when you get to court?" he asked as we drew near the patrol-wagon. "No," I said, and thanked him. "Better !" he urged dryly. "A crook with your record will get about all the law provides for a second or third offender. You're charged with attempted grand larceny, and don't you take your arrest as a good, fat joke! Yours is a mighty lean chance!" "Hardly a joke!" I told him. "I'm surely guilty, and I'm going to plead that way!" The policeman looked at me doubtfully. "You 're a fool, a fool !" he repeated, with an expletive. "A few dollars would help you a lot!" No one knew the efficacy of dollars better than I, but being determined to pay the price of my last crime, I made no answer. We climbed into the patrol-wagon. There had preceded us, the patrolman, Jim, and his victim, the unfortunate woman Diamond Nell, a most wretched appearing, pitiful thing. Conflicting thoughts occupied me, as we were whirled along toward the West Side Police Court, several blocks further uptown. 17 Penalty and Redemption CHAPTER II. IN DURANCE VILE. A long, defiant shriek from the locomotive's whistle, and, presently, the train rushed up to the station, where it stopped with a series of groans, and nerve-testing creaks. These latter were supplemented by the hissing of the air- brakes mechanism, as it reluctantly relaxed its giant grasp of the throbbing wheels. The coach doors had, meanwhile, been thrown open, and the brakemen in their automatic voicing cried out that we had arrived at Ossining, N. Y., the home of Sing Sing Prison. To many of the passengers the place had no significance, except in the fact, perhaps, that its name had been changed from Sing Sing to Os- sining. How different in my case! The great, gray-stone Prison walls and what they hid from the outside world, yawned for me. As hopeful and as brave as I had determined to be, nevertheless, a shudder seized me. But it was only for an instant, and then I was strong and steadfast in purpose again. As the train drew away from the station, it left seven Convicts minus the stripes of whom I was one, standing on the platform of the station. The keepers who had us in charge from New York, seemed willing to gratify us with a linger- 18 Penalty and Redemption ing gaze at the last coach, as it vanished in the swirling clouds of dust and blue-black smoke. Just for a moment a yearning enwrapt me as a warm garment, and I wished that I was free, like those other passengers now rapidly moving northward, and leaving Sing Sing Prison behind. But what the thoughts of my fellows were, I will not venture to guess. Not one of them was happy. Neither did any of them assume the air of bravado, such as I have known in felons en route to serve their sentences. No, we were a serious seven. Presently I was shaken into even a sterner realization of my whereabouts, by our keepers' command to march, march, march ! As we pro- ceeded along the railroad tracks, in the direction of the Prison, now and again tripping over a gnarled tie, I could not avoid contrasting this mode of transit with that of my trip from Sing Sing depot thirty years prior. That was the occa- sion of my very first conviction for a crime. "Tall Jim/' Joe Kingsland, who was sometimes known as "Howard," and I, had robbed a bank at Adams, N. Y., and had been sentenced to Auburn Prison in that State, for ten years each. Then I was possessed of a fortune accounted as great. Also I had acquired the knowledge that money was all-powerful, even though it was at the command of an incarcerated thief. In less than five weeks after the beginning of my con- finement at Auburn, I had, with its potency, 19 Penalty and Redemption opened up an underground communication with friends in New York, and had found out who, among the Prison officials, were susceptible to bribes. Inspector Fordyce Laflin was in charge at Sing Sing, and Inspector Solomon Sheu at Auburn at that time, and both of these worthies were seek- ers after money of this kind. They soon arranged for my transfer to Sing Sing for $1,000. That is, I paid $1,000 to Laflin, but both inspectors were in the deal. This change was to be made so I might be nearer my New York friends, and in Sing Sing, from where I could better plan for and insure my escape. My trip from Auburn to Sing Sing was at- tended with all the pomp that a millionaire usually commanded in those days. I doffed the stripes, had to myself a stateroom in one of the railway's finest Pullman coaches, and had plenty of refresh- ments at my disposal. When the train reached Sing Sing, a splendid carriage and high-stepping horses were at the depot, and in this style I rode up to the Prison gate. The crowd which usually made things interesting about the rail- road station, no doubt conjectured that I was an highly important official of the State. Certain it is, I was not thought to be a notorious bank burglar. Therefore, it was only natural that I should have compared my former entrance to Sing Sing with the later one, emphasized as it was by a 20 Penalty and Redemption ride in a stuffy, stifling smoking-car, handcuffed to a keeper, followed by a walk to the Prison gate over railroad ties, subject to the knowing gaze of curious eyes. And now it was known that I must remain in* carcerated within Prison walls until the comple- tion of my term of two years and three months. In the first instance I had come with the knowl- edge that I was soon to be free in lieu of $40,000, for Warden Russell and Inspector Laflin had agreed to accept $30,000, and the remainder was to be the share of minor officials of the Prison, who would conveniently shut their eyes when my plan of escape matured. Indeed, four days after my get-away, I did meet Laflin and Rus- sell in my room at the Astor House in New York, and paid them their price. More, not long after that, my pals, "Tall Jim" and Joe Kings- land, were transferred from Auburn to Sing Sing, through the grace of Inspector Sheu, to whom I gave $1,000, and a five hundred dollar diamond ring, as a consideration. "Tall Jim" and Kings- land subsequently made their escape, all of which must impress one with the fact, that the Prison officials involved, were not serving the State entirely for their health. These ugly reminiscences were displaced by the cold fact that our squad of seven was at the Prison gate, which was emphasized by the shock of withdrawing bolts, and the clank, clank of the great gate-latch. In a moment the batch of seven 21 Penalty ana Redemption "fresh ones" was "tramp, tramp, tramping" along the flagstone walk, and on to the dingy, forbidding main hall of the Prison. I had no need to be reminded of the lot of the felon, yet there on the wall, and about the first thing to meet my eyes, were the Scriptural words : "The way of the transgressor is hard!" Yes, there was truth for me! But I did not shut the words from my vision, nor had I any wish to, and had I desired to forget the divine injunction, I doubt if I could have, for the awful truth, forced upon me through the blasphemous lips of the miserable woman in the Station-house Cell, was emblazoned on my very soul. Yes, some day I must meet Jesus Christ face to face ! And as I, with the others, walked toward the clerk's office, where the registration books were kept, I breathed forth a silent prayer for divine sustenance. My pedigree the longest one was the last of the seven to be taken. Warden Addison John- son was in the office. He knew me after a fash- ion, from my record, which was already told at length in the Prison books. There it was, "George White, alias George Bliss," and many other borrowed names, each one bringing to my mind an awful story of crime against God and man. And there it was again, "Noted bank- burglar and jail-breaker," and the like, and with- out end, it seemed to me. "This Convict White," said the warden, look- 22 Penalty and Redemption ing wisely at: State Agent James Jackson, and putting considerable emphasis on the word "Con- vict," "is a desperate criminal and escaper, I am told." "There is no doubt of that, warden," said Jackson, eyeing me critically. "This White, or Bliss, as he chooses to call himself, is a most desperate character, and it's true that he made a daring break from this very Prison in 1872." "So I observe in his record !" commented War- den Johnson, as he glanced at the entry in the book. In a moment he looked up and gasped : "How is this, Jackson? What do these lines in red ink mean?" The warden directed the state agent's attention to several words scrawled in the book. "They tell only what happened," exclaimed Jackson. "This man did escape from here in 1872, and it is a fact that he was pardoned while he was yet at liberty!" "Impossible, Jackson, impossible! How could a Convict be pardoned, meanwhile being an es- caped Convict still at large?" exclaimed War- den Johnson, incredulously. "I have often wondered at it myself, warden. Nevertheless his pardon is recorded in our books, and we can't go back of that." Warden Johnson seemed to be on the point of asking me for a solution of the mystery, but changing his mind, said to Jackson: "I want you to see that he doesn't have a 23 Penalty and Redemption chance to escape again, else he may get another, similar pardon." I thought I read within these words that my life within the Prison would not be that of the favored, if I did not press with gold the palms of one or more of the Prison officials. Having finished the routine in the clerk's office, the warden directed that the squad be taken at once to the bathing quarters. I had scarcely gotten under the shower-bath, when a Convict "trusty" came in and tossed a suit of stripes the ugly, broad, black and white badge of infamy on the floor beside me, accompanying the act with a string of vile language and oaths, which created within me a sensation akin to horror. At the same time a keeper, with a brutal tongue, ordered me to hustle in my clothing, and to recol- lect that I was not in a Fifth Avenue hotel. Not many minutes later found me in the ton- sorial department of the Prison, and, presently, I was out again with my moustache gone, and but precious little hair showing on any part of my scalp. Then I was bundled into a Cell that was, in all its environment, horribly suggestive of filth and vermin. Thus I was again installed in Sing Sing Prison, but I vowed, through the help of a merciful God, to make it the last time. Though I was again behind the bars, I pos- sessed a sensation of rest, of perfect peace, a sort of newness within me, that was completely satis- fying. Never had I experienced a similar state of 24 Penalty and Redemption mind, unless it was when God spoke to me in the Police Station Cell on that memorable night. I held the knowledge that God had forgiven my manifold sins, but the marvel was that he had offered pardon to me one who was so infamous among all of the world's sinful, erring creatures ! It must be that I had taken God at His word, for had He not said that if the wicked man for- sakes his way and his unrighteous thoughts, abundant pardon will be the reward of such earnest seeker ? And, at that moment, there came from the memories of long ago, these comfort- ing, assuring words, from God's glorious prom- ises: "I will uphold thee with the right hand of My righteousness !" And God had upheld me ! In the Police Court where I was arraigned, as a preliminary in the legal procedure, I found that His sustaining power was with me. And during the two nights which I spent in the Police Court Prison, His presence was still with me, unerringly pointing out the only path I should traverse, and revealing to me, beyond all doubt, that, being guilty, I must pay the certain penalty. In the Tombs, too, the jail of the county, that deep grave of millions of blasted hopes, the crucible of dried-up tears, that Port of Separation of the Good from the Evil, I had Him yet with me, the same, sure, Great Arm, upon which to lean; the same assuring Divine Voice heard by 25 Penalty and Redemption faith, to support and encourage me on. When brought before the Court of General Sessions, and the learned head of the court. Judge Martin T. McMahon, asked me, in solicitous tones, why sentence should not be imposed upon me, there was nothing to do but submit to the inevitable, for I was guilty, and, being guilty, why should I not pay the penalty? Realizing this, I was will- ing to pay the debt in full, so long as He was my Guide and my Staff. I determined that I would not falter in the way, while I had Him with me, and had His answers to prayer, as a bulwark of defense. My sleep last night was comparatively restful, though the environment of the Cell was of such a character as to bring into revolt my love of cleanliness. The bed was hard, the clothing filthy, and there was a decided dampness in everything, not to speak of the never-to-be-for- gotten, all-pervading Prison atmosphere. Thrice in the night I was disturbed by the snooping presence of a rat, which persisted in being my bed-fellow. I was first awakened by a warm weight, nestling heavily at my throat, which seemed, in my semi-consciousness, to be almost suffocating me. Only when I had flung the thing against the Cell-wall, was I made acquainted with the identity of this nocturnal caller. Then it ran squealing away as I thought. On two other occasions that night, the impu- 26 Penalty and Redemption dent, aggressive rodent called upon me, repeating precisely the program of the first visit. The last time it must have been so badly received, as to come to the conclusion that it was not a welcome adjunct to my quarters. But, as I have said, aside from the really momentary sensation of the "creeps" occasioned by this rodent, I passed a night tranquillity. My surroundings, however, were different from those experienced in other Prisons where I served sentences. In former days I had money in plenty, and that bought me all the comforts I wished for. Now, however, a change in my circumstances had come. All my possessions of the kind earthy, had vanished. I was poor and despised despised on the outside of the Prison walls, because of my crimes, despised and bru- talized inside of the bars, because I was penniless, and therefore impotent to buy salable privileges, which could be enjoyed only in violation of the law and rules of the Prison. My surroundings but emphasized and im- pressed upon me more forcibly the Divine dec- laration I had read on the wall in the main hall, that "The way of the transgressor is hard!" I had transgressed the laws, and, therefore, what else must I expect other than to pay the price that a transgressor should pay? One thing I missed from my Cell was a Bible. I saw Chaplain George Sanderson in his office, and he gave me one of large print, so complete 27 Penalty and Redemption explanatorily, that a child would understand its teachings. How grateful I was to him for this boon! I must tell how deeply impressed I was with his sincerity. Truly this Chaplain seemed to be a Christian, a godly man, and in every way worthy of his reputation. That my observa- tions anent him may not appear too peculiar, it should be explained that I had come in contact with Chaplains not a little during my wide expe- rience as a Convict. Of these I speak truthfully, when I say that Chaplain Sanderson was the first one to impress me as being really sincere in the profession of Christianity. His religion, the- oretically, seemed to be sound, and his religion, as practiced, contained a fervency, simplicity, and beneficence, that quite won me. He showed himself to be a man of God to whom I could appeal for counsel could appeal though I was inexperienced in the Christian pathway. I felt God had raised up for me this good man, that my efforts to be a Christian might be crowned with success, that my salvation might be assured. His immediate interest in my temporal and spir- itual well-being, gave me great hope, and an abiding faith in him. The atmosphere of Chaplain Sanderson's 1 office was devoid of graft indications, which so pervaded those of other Chaplains in Prisons where I had been. When I was serving my first sentence in Sing Sing, Chaplain Schoonmaker's office was notoriously corrupt. Very little atten- 28 Penalty and Redemption tion, if any, was paid to the saving of Convicts' souls, for soul-saving was thoroughly subsidiary to a grasping after gold to be had through political connivance. The Chaplain studied his political manual far more industriously than he dwelt upon the teach- ings of the Bible. The revelation of the next election of a governor was of far greater import to him, than the Revelation of St. John, or the beauties of the writings of Matthew, Mark, or Luke. I well remember those old days! A Convict desiring religious instruction, or anything apper- taining to his Christian welfare, had to seek it for himself. The good shepherd of the flock never went up on the mountains of sin, or rather, in the by-ways of the Prison, in search of lost sheep. The lost sheep, indeed, had to scurry to find the shepherd, and, upon finding him, had to pay well for his acceptance in the fold, and for the Christian counsel he obtained. Inasmuch as there were mighty few Convicts who confessed to be lost sheep in quest of a good shepherd, Chap- lain Schoonmaker was not unduly harassed by a preponderance of Christian effort, to the embar- rassment of his evidently more preferred work of preserving his tenure of office, and the accumu- lation of filthy lucre thereby. But, how vastly different was Chaplain San- derson ! His greatest desire, next to the salvation of his soul, was to be instrumental in pointing 29 Penalty and Redemption out God and His love, to the lowliest Convict in the prison horde. And, he did not tarry for the lowly ones to come to him. Day by day he labored among them, and sought out whom he might help to save from sin, and earnestly pleaded with the most hardened among them all. From the moment the gate of Sing Sing closed me in, my prayers were earnest and my efforts unceasing, that I might be able to carry the cross of the Christian, faithfully, and uncomplainingly, but, at times, it was almost greater than I could bear. Mindful of the Scriptural injunction, that I must not hide my light under the bushel, and zealous to fulfil my promise to God that all men should know me as an example of His wonderful, saving power, I trimmed my lamp, and kept it burning as brightly as I was able to, though I fear it did but feebly light the way for my fellow wayfarers. But at least I endeavored to do my best, though it was haltingly. No one could have started out with a more steadfast purpose than I. And how hard is the course of the transgressor who has forsaken his unrighteousness, I learned as the days went by. My record, known to every inmate from one end of the Prison to the other, sadly handicapped me. Advanced in years, somewhat feeble of body, I was accused of turning to God because I could no longer gain a livelihood by means of the cunning I once notoriously possessed. Attempts were 30 Penalty and Redemption very often made to discredit my motives. Ridi- cule was my daily sup, and contempt at the hands of calloused thieves, was the reward of effort to hold up the Word of God as a light to be fol- lowed. By day and by night, the word "hypocrite" was whispered in my ear. If I did not hear it while at my daylight tasks, which were not made easy by the keeper because of my age, then I heard it hissed through the grated door in my Cell, in the early night, by a "trusty" Convict, who chanced to pass by. No one believed me, so it seemed, except good Chaplain Sanderson. He had faith in me, and by word and look did what he could to smooth my tempestuous way. In all the trials of the first few days of my sojourn in Sing Sing, I failed not to pray. Spiritual strength was asked for from the Divine Source, and though I prayed I knew but little how to. It was just an opening of the heart in which there was absolutely nothing to be con- cealed. At morn, noon, and night, I prayed with the simplicity of the child, for I was indeed an infant, a weakling, toddling along in the life hitherto to me, unexplored! No supplication so completely comforted me as the simple words I was taught to utter at the knee of my mother : Now I lay me down to sleep, I pray Thee, Lord, my soul to keep. If I should die before I wake, I pray Thee, Lord, my soul to take. 31 Penalty and Redemption And, frequently, I breathed to God a part of that universal prayer: "Our Father, which art in Heaven, hallowed be Thy Name. Thy kingdom come. Thy will be done in earth as it is in Heaven. Give us this day our daily bread, and forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us !" In a weak moment, while kneeling at my bed- side one night, I attempted to pray as I had at my conversion in the Police Station Cell, but my thoughts were as lead, and my tongue seemed to be dumb. Then, I realized that a quickened soul, struggling back from the brink of over- shadowing perdition, would only be accorded the power to pray like that. God at that time searched into the innermost recesses of my heart, and, finding that I had cast my all, fully and freely, on the altar of His tender mercy and boundless compassion, created in me a sudden and full knowledge of the awfulness of my lost condition, which must have lifted high the flood-gates of my soul, that I might pour out its agonizing plea for salvation. It seemed to me that God, in His all-wise plan of my salvation from a wasted life of sin, no longer required the anguish of soul I suffered that night. Indeed, knowing my physical frail- ties, I doubt whether my poor, abused body would have been able to withstand another mental strug- gle like it. And not again did I thus venture to encroach upon that world of supplication. Rather, 32 Penalty and Redemption thereafter, I humbly prostrated myself before His throne of mercy, and realizing my nothing- ness, drew nigh to pray, with faltering tongue and broken language, for the bestowal of His beneficence upon me. And so, day by day, He heard my petitions. 33 Penalty and Redemption CHAPTER III. THE PASSING OF TOM BAKER. From the beginning I was resolved to bear without outward murmur or complaint the bur- dens of Prison life. How great some of these were, only the perusal of my memoir will reveal. As I had served several terms in State Prisons, my assignment to duty placed me in a Convict squad which was divided into three gangs, and recognized as the Third Termers. To be num- bered among this squad was to be put in the dual position of being subjected to the greatest degree of ignominy and laborious tasks of the most servile character. First Termers, openly and without restriction, sneered at the Third Termers, and when favorable opportunities arose, actually heaped indignities upon them. In the college days, it is the freshman who is put through the sprouts, and thus initiated into the ways and by-ways of College life. In my Prison life it was quite different. The old-timer, the Convict of experience, hardened in crime, and, presumably, possessed of all the knowledge that the novice lacked, was the victim of initia- tion. The greater the length of his Prison record, the more liable he was to be the recipient of the rough, coarse and, not infrequently, brutal and inhuman Prison custom. 34 Penalty and Redemption I have endeavored to think that the sore trials which fell to my lot, seemingly at the hands of my Fellow Convicts, were mine more by accident than by design. However that may have been, it has always been my desire to let the facts tell the tale, that the Divine One and the justice- dealing public, the American people, may judge me. As for the punishments I received from the Prison officials who had charge of my body, they were accepted as a part of the price I was called upon to pay as an atonement for my crimes. Whether or not I was too grievously afflicted, I will not venture to say. The verdict in this regard I also must accept at the hands of God and my fellow-men. In less than a week after my incarceration began, I was installed in scavenger duty. This included a class of work highly offensive to a man unaccustomed to the conventionalities and niceties of life. To one whose early youth had been toned with refining influences, and whose later dollars were potent to thrust him in good society, this menial employment for the State, was not alone bitter punishment, but was, at the same time, positively nauseating. And then, there were periods when my body was scourged almost to the limit of endurance. Confident I am now that God's sustaining power kept me from crying out under bodily distress, that my punishment was more than I could endure. Frequently I was called to the Prison yard on 35 Penalty and Redemption railroad duty, which also took me outside of the walls. This task consisted in dragging railroad freight cars in and out of the Prison, and unload- ing them. The officials did not take pains to select fair weather in which to perform the work, and, perhaps, they could not have done differently had they been inclined toward leniency. Nevertheless, the December days I spent in and about Sing Sing were remarkable for the bit- terness of the cold. The icy Hudson River, with its broad sweep, lay up against the west side of the Prison, and was only separated from the yard by a formidable iron fence. In the north wall, the Prison gate opened to a spread of rail- road tracks, on which were rolled the cars that were switched to them from the main line in front of the Prison. The north and west winds seemed to blow continuously, and with a strength and iciness that sent them piercing into the blood, and chilling the marrow. To successfully breast this trying weather, it required the blood of fresh young manhood. Ad- versely, the Third Termers were composed, for the most part, of men well advanced in years, which, of itself, unfitted them for these tasks. In addition to this handicap many of them were in feeble health, and, in several instances, far ad- vanced in the stages of consumption. These latter, very often, won my sympathy, and more than once I was so moved to pity that I would have protested had there been any chance of 36 Penalty and Redemption obtaining relief for them. They, too, were paying the penalty, and that it was a cruel one I dare not gainsay. I was more than three-score years of age and though much better equipped to withstand the slavish work than they, it bore me to the earth only too often, until I was glad to escape to the seclusion of my Cell, where I was kept in soli- tary confinement, until strong enough to resume my task again. I think it was in the second week of my incar- ceration, that there came a sudden increase in the manufacturing done in the Prison shops. This cause produced the logical effect of a great influx of freight-bearing cars, and a consequent unloading and reloading of them with Convict- made wares. This placed an enormous strain upon the human machines the Third Termers! From the time of their induction into this work, which was early in the morning until the locking up hour at night, it was an incessant grind, and an awful rush, entailing great exhaustion upon the men. There were days when the duties waxed so exacting that the midday meal was not reckoned a necessity in the manual of the care- less, or should I say, heartless keepers! Not infrequently I saw a poor emaciated fellow sink in his tracks in the snow, and it seemed to me that he was only removed in order that his body might not cumber the railroad tracks, and, in consequence, retard the moving of cars. 37 Penalty and Redemption One day in the beginning of this period of multiplied labor I shall not forget, nor will my fellow-victims of the squad. And, right here, I must describe the scene. There was an apology for a yard, which was corrugated with the rails of three tracks. That is, with a snowless ground, the corrugation was there in view, but on this day the rails were undisclosed because of a four- inch layer of hard-frozen snow, and newly formed ice. At least ten freight- weighted cars stood ice- bound to the tracks situated farthest from the Prison gate. Not a few of the squad had failed to respond to the breakfast call. The hardships of the pre- vious day had left them in their cells at night, more dead than alive. So, off to the hospital they were dragged or carried for physical repairs, or, death not coming, happily to release them from their torture, bundled in with the next transfer party destined for Clinton Prison farther north in the State. That left the several gangs con- siderably depleted, and, thereby, still less capable of coping with the gigantic task which they must perform. As I have heretofore related, the morning was bitterly cold, the thermometer having well-nigh ceased to register its frigidity. There was a searching northwesterly wind blowing, that fairly ate into the vitals. The cheap, threadbare suits of stripes, always the clothing of the Third Tenners, were little protection from the devour- 38 Penalty and Redemption ing cold which seemed to burn the flesh like hot iron. It was a Prison regulation that Convicts per- forming such work, must be supplied with gloves or mittens, but these were not in evidence, except in rare instances. The man who was fortunate enough to have covering for his hands owed it to his perspicacity in stealing a pair of mitts or gloves. I recall that I could have had, and did have a pair of mittens, but I gave them to Tom Baker, a frail fellow, a comrade whose Cell was but a few paces from mine. Of nights his incessant, dry cough, often awoke me to the fact that he would not long be a burden to the State, nor to the world, except for the nameless grave he must soon fill. As I have said, I gave my mittens to him, and though he was a criminal with his wife's blood on his hands and soul, he appeared to be grateful, and I real- ized a sense of gladness in doing it. Therefore most of us were gloveless or mittenless, and ill- prepared to face the weather of winter days. As a contrariety, the trio of keepers who con- trolled us, one at the head of each of three gangs, were bundled up in woolens and fur coats, and their hands were comfortably geared in wool- lined gloves. Neither of the three failed to have with him the stout hickory stick, which too often was plied upon the head, shoulders, or back of a Convict, who happened, in any way, to offend 39 Penalty and Redemption die dignity of one of these high and mighty per- sonages. One of the trio on that particular morn- ing, must have met with some serious disappoint- ment the preceding night, for he was in an ex- ceedingly disgruntled frame of mind. At his best he was offensively overbearing, but on this occasion there was the brute ferocious flaunted in his every word and act. A dozen of us, unfortunately, were in the gang which came under this fellow's immediate com- mand. I presume he did not especially select me as a mark at which to fire the guns of his dis- pleasure, but so it appeared to me. At any rate, he was not at all tardy in directing his attention my way, as I found out. "Pick up them drag lines, you old fakir, and don't stand looking like an undertaker at a funeral!" he shouted at me, meaning the half dozen lengths of coarse rope which lay almost buried in the snow, and which were used as draught ropes by the Third Termers. Each gang was provided with a rope, at one end of which was a large iron hook shaped to fit in the draw- head of a car, where it could be held in place by a coupling-pin. As I attempted to lift the bundle of ropes and iron, he kicked his hob-nailed boots against one of the frozen coils as a sort of emphasis to his command. The result was extremely painful to me, for a nail in the boot cut a ragged gash across the back of my right hand, which was excep- 40 Penalty and Redemption tionally sensitive, because of its half-frozen con- dition. For an instant I withdrew from the task to stem the flow of blood that he plainly saw was staining the snow. The pain which he had acci- dentally or purposely inflicted upon me did not appear to excite either his sympathy or interest. "You 're wasting precious time, you old fool!" he shouted again, puncturing his coarse remarks with two stinging strokes of his cane across my bent shoulders. For the moment I was staggered by unpreparedness, and then down on my knees I went with considerable force, and surprising suddenness. When I had struggled to a standing posture again, the left side of my face was bleeding freely from half a dozen small jagged wounds, caused by a rough patch of ice over which it had scraped. "Blockhead! Dolt!" roared the keeper, inter- mittently, in a string of oaths. "Of what earthly use," he added, "is such an old, canting hypo- crite as you!" Then, with a hand that was far from gentle, he shoved me aside to make room for the next nearest Convict, who proved to be No. 333 of the squad Tom Baker. "See if you can pick up a few ounces of rope !" he bellowed at him. The words contained a de- cided vein of sarcasm clearly intended for me. I felt my blood tingle a little ! Poor Tom weakly gathered up the mass of rope with his hands in the mittens I had given 41 Penalty and Redemption him, and moved on ahead of the gang, his haunt- ing, dry cough beating a sort of dirge to his every step. I, with the others of our gang, fol- lowed, still bleeding, but resolved and prayerful. The cars which were to be transferred, stood outside of the Prison yard, and pretty well up toward the depot, which was probably three hun- dred yards distant from the Prison proper. The one that my gang was expected to tackle first, was heavily laden with dozens of bags of cement, and several scores of barrels containing lime. The car must be hauled along the tracks into the Prison yard, and alongside a platform. After that it was the duty of the gang to carry the cement and lime from the car to the storehouses which were some distance away. As Tom Baker staggered on with his heavy burden, it was apparent that he would not be able to stand the strain long, and my heart bled for him, smarting though I was with the distress of my wounds. I wondered, indeed, if he would reach the car and succeed in stretching the draught rope in front of it. Though the poor lad was a sorry spectacle, no one in our gang, nor any one of the entire squad of Third Termers, dared to enter a protest. To do so would have, as each man knew, uselessly invited the dis- pleasure of all of the keepers, without benefiting in the least the object of pity. The penalty for creating this displeasure was of such a character that no one felt quite brave enough to risk the 42 Penalty and Redemption consequent three days of solitary confinement in the Dark Cell, with its menu per diem of a small square of black bread, and a thimbleful of brack- ish water. As best he could, the wretched Tom tottered along to the first car. When he halted in front of it and threw down the rope, I saw that he was stumbling about as a blind man might have done. Then he fell prone on the snow-crust, where he lay panting for breath, a sight to be witnessed with naught but profound compassion. I was smitten to the heart. Pushing forward, I was on the point of offering him assistance, when the keeper seized me roughly by the shoul- der and hurled me backward. "Are you in charge here?" he demanded with a sneer. "I'm sure I am not, sir," was my quiet reply, "but I'd like to be for a moment. It seems to me that No. 333 isn't feeling well this morning." "And that 's none of your infernal business," he cried, angrily. "Let me inform you that you 're interfering with what is no affair of yours, and I won't have it. I'm the keeper here, and you 're simply an old white-livered Convict!" "Your pardon, keeper," I said, stepping back a pace or two. He turned to Tom Baker. "Up with you, No. 333," he cried, as with brute strength he grasped the motionless con- sumptive by the lapels of the coat, and sought to drag him to his feet. The rotted cloth was rent 43 Penalty and Redemption with the effort, disclosing underneath it a folded newspaper which Tom had spread over his lungs to protect them from the cold. When the cloth yielded, No. 333 fell back on the snow again with a lead-like thud, that must have bruised him. "Wait keeper," he said, in a hoarse whisper that thrilled even the most hardened of the Third Termers. My compassion swelled beyond all control. Bleeding though I was, it required but an instant to brush aside the keeper, and put my- self beside this stricken comrade. I tried to gather up his emaciated body in my arms, but was unequal to the strain, unexacting as it was. Two of the men boldly came to my assistance, and together we raised him to a sitting posture. But the grim, merciless messenger of death was knocking at Tom's door with a certainty that none of us could misunderstand. A rivulet of bright arterial blood trickled from his lips, and threaded its way to the immaculate snow, where in crimson vividness it stood out in startling con- trast "Wait wait oh, wait," the suffering man murmured, his voice pitifully weak and gurgling with the flow. A Convict removed his coat and spread it on the snow. Gently we laid No. 333 on it. He made another effort to speak, but the ominous letting of lifeblood choked his utterance. "Off with your coats, boys!" I said to three of the Third Termers, and while they obeyed, knowing intuitively the reason, I chafed the hands 44 ' *'"" R?vaBBi5:r Bread Line at the McAuley Mission on a Christmas Day Penalty and Redemption of the poor fellow. By the time my comrades had covered him with their coats, he gave symptoms of returning consciousness. "Better, comrade?" I asked, and it was en- couraging to note that he understood. Then I put my lips to his ear and whispered : "Pray, Tom, pray to God while you have time I In another hour it may be too late !" He shook his head in a hopeless sort of way. I felt that here was a soul about to go to its Cre- ator a soul that was blinded by the blackness of its crime. I felt that to make him know I must speak in a language that would be familiar to him. Bending even closer, I whispered: "Dump the old game, Tom, and take a tumble ! Pray to Jesus! He'll hear you! Don't mind if your life is blacker than hell. I swear that Jesus will save you! I'm a square one, Tom, and am not lying to you ! He's forgiven me, and that 's why I can swear to you ! I'm saved, Tom, and am going to Heaven ! You must go, too !" He opened his eyes widely, wonderingly, in- credulously eyes that were almost beautiful, I thought. "It's God's truth, Torn will you pray?" I urged. "I don't know how," he breathed, so softly that I could scarcely catch the words. "You don't have to know how, Tom, old pal," I whispered, feeling my eyes filling, and my throat throbbing with emotion. "J us * think, 45 Penalty ana Redemption yearn, reach out, believe, no matter how black your crimes! Pray to Him say anything one word, two, a dozen this, 'God be merciful to me, a sinner !' Say those words twice, and belief will come He '11 hear and forgive you ! I swear it, old pal! He saved me, and He'll save you! Won't you try, Tom?" He nodded his head feebly in the affirmative, and I saw his lips move. It seemed to me that there was a sudden change in his pale face it became illuminated, strangely illuminated. Could it be that hope had entered his stricken soul ? All this occupied but a moment, and, in the meantime, the keeper had been more deeply stirred with pity than I thought it was in him to be. He had hastily sent half a dozen of the gang back to the Prison for blankets, brandy, and a litter. By the time these things arrived, No. 333 was able to be moved, and I was one of those who lifted him on the litter. The strain was almost too much for his feeble strength. One of the men drew the cork from a brandy bottle, and placed the liquid to Tom's lips. He tried to turn away his head. "Don't," I said! "he can't stand it! 'T would strangle him !" In my heart I believed that Tom had, at last, repelled his lifelong enemy the real author of his terrible record of crime. As they started away with him, I quickly reached for his hand and whispered : 46 Penalty and Redemption "Is it all right with you, Tom?" It seemed as if he pressed my hand. That was all the answer I got, except I discovered an unusual glad light in his eyes. In some manner I was led to believe that he had found the peace which cometh from God, and which passeth the understanding of the wicked mortal, and is potent to deliver from the torments of sin the vilest transgressor of Divine law. I can not positively say that he made his peace with God, but I firmly believe he did. I walked along by the side of the litter for a few paces, intending to accompany him to the hospital door, but the gruff voice of the keeper halted me. "About face, White!" he commanded, "and get your old hulk on top of that freight car, and let off them brakes !" I took a lingering glance at the receding form of No. 333, and straightway turned away to obey. I have ever since carried a vivid picture in my memory of him as he appeared that day, for he never came in my life again. It was no easy thing for me to climb the iron ladder which extended up the side of the tall box car, to the top of which I had been told to go. I swung myself clumsily and safely up the first few frosted rungs, but, unfortunately, my snow-clogged shoes slipped, and with a groan I fell backward to the earth, a distance, perhaps, of six feet. In the desperate effort to save myself, my bared 47 Penalty and Redemption hands were thrust in the snow. Flushed with shame over the sorry figure I was cutting, I scrambled to my feet, and made another attempt, but with what result one may well conceive, when my wet hands came in contact with the frost- encrusted iron. My palms and fingers clung, became glued as it were, to the rungs, and to remove them instantly meant to lacerate my flesh. That alone was sufficient to make me hesitate, to say nothing of the burning sensation experienced through the contact. The keeper saw my uncertainty, and it angered him. With an oath he caught me by the coat collar, and yanked my hands away from the car, leaving small patches of flesh on the rungs. I could have howled with pain, but I set my teeth determinedly, meanwhile praying in my soul, that God would take away from me the burning desire to kill the brute with anything that would serve as a club. I did snatch a coupling-pin from the car-bumper nearest me, but instead of braining him, I slid it in its place, after another Convict had inserted the hook of a draught rope in the opening of the drawhead. Upon leaving hold of the pin, its shank bore other shreds of my flesh and stains of blood. Again I could have cried with excruciating pain, but controlled myself with a mighty effort, while from my heart I breathed a silent' prayer for spir- itual and physical strength to still continue to uncomplainingly bear the wages of my sins. 48 Penalty and Redemption Long I contemplated as to whether or not 1 would cumber these pages with the manifold trials of that day, with the multiplied experiences of the succeeding days and weeks, in which I remained in Sing Sing with the tale of the indignities, the cruelties, the repeated inhuman- ities, the concentrated horrors, the like of which even the black slaves of the South, in the darkest hours of their bondage, never endured or suf- fered. I feared my motive would be misunderstood, if I told too much of a plain tale. There might be those, too, who would accuse me of attempting to set myself upon the pedestal of the martyr, when, of a truth, I only desired to show, in every act and word, how efficacious was the religion of Jesus Christ to succor in the day of tribulation so debauched and wicked a creature as I. I argued that a diary of my daily hardships, a veracious chronicle of the darkest side of Sing Sing, of the undercurrent of officialdom there, in so far as it dominated the lives of the Convicts, and shaped their future, would be of immense value in the way of bringing about a much-needed reformation. It seemed to me that the world ought to know, must know, what sort of influ- ence the Prison keepers were exerting over their charges whether it served to force the penal- ized man, who yet had a soul, into a still deeper pit of degradation than he had hitherto descended to. Or, whether this official influence was of 49 Penalty ana Redemption such a character as to uplift the soul wallowing in the abyss of unrighteousness to a better, a purer life, where there would be more likelihood of fitting that soul to be with the Divine Power Who created it, and for the betterment of the world at large. It occurred to me that there might be those who would, in all conscientiousness, and with logical foundation, doubt me, the lowly Convict, ques- tion my sincerity, and find me guilty of crucifying the truth on the altar of self-exaltation. If only a few believed this, even then the cross would be heavy to bear. Adversely, if many regarded me as an apostle of untruth, a son of the Father of Lies, then woe unto me, and to the good that I would, through His will, accomplish ! All would be absolutely overwhelmed in a vast sea of pre- judice. I prayed to God with my soul fervently, irrev- ocably committed to Him. I appealed for guid- ance in this regard, in the halting, irresolute style of the one precipitately transported into the beauties of Salvation one whose faltering tongue was too uncertain for fluency in prayer, but whose heart-earnestness gave him admission to the Throne of Indulgence. Having one's heart searched by the all-seeing Eye, that every vestige of hidden sin might be brought into the pure sunshine of truth, means that room has been created therein for as per- fect a faith as a soul may possess and exist in 50 Penalty and Redemption the flesh. And thus was I tested of God, and taught to recognize in His gracious voice, as it spoke to my soul, the reassurance that He would stand by me, even unto the finality of all things worldly. In the end, His still small voice bade me speak the truth, but revile no man ! Sufficient was it to permit the iron to sear where it would, but the artisan guiding it must harbor no bit- terness in his heart, believing and never doubting that in God alone was vested the power to say: "Vengeance is mine, I will repay, saith the Lord 1" I have written of the evil things that befell me as best I could, hoping that by my example others, enthralled in the snares of sin, might be saved. In no word or deed, regardless of adverse interpretation, have I intended to mali- ciously inveigh against any one. In each intona- tion, by the look of the eye, flourish of the hand, in my goings and comings, I have labored to have the spirit of God speak through me, a feeble instrument in His scheme of salvation. Therefore, it was to the glory of my Master that I was able to bear, with no outward lamenta- tion, the bruising and starving of my body, the humbling of my pride, and that which was of equal moment, the suspicion that I was not sincere in my profession of Christianity, but was, rather, a wolf in sheep's clothing. When I was directed by my keeper to obtain a tin cup from the Prison kitchen for him, from which he might drink hot water to relieve a 51 Penalty and Redemption stomach badly ravaged by indigestion, I knew 1 was expected to steal. It was contrary to the rules set down by the warden for even a keeper to have in the institution a cup such as he wanted, yet, if I would remain on amicable terms with him I must obey. Of one thing I was certain I would not steal ! I would go to the kitchen, and take the cup in the presence of the official in charge, and if he asked me what I wanted it for, I would tell him. Within twenty-four hours the keeper had the cup. I had picked it up from a table, with the officer's eyes upon me. He reported the fact to the head keeper, who interrogated me. I told that dignitary the truth. My keeper laughed de- risively, and declared I was a sly old beggar. "It is a pity that this snivelling hypocrite can not be content with his preaching and praying," he said to the head keeper, "and not spoil his piety-game by stealing in Prison. But it's in the blood, and he can't help it. That's why he is a Third Termer !" That night I was in the Dark Cell, and for three days and two nights thereafter. The name Dark Cell does not adequately describe its hor- rors. A more fitting appellation would be the Black Cell, or, still better, the Black Hole! In- deed, language is too weak a vehicle, when used to convey what it really was and stood for. This Black Hole completely answered the purpose for which it was created. A legally proved bad man 52 Penalty and Redemption was eligible to occupy it, only when discovered to be doubly bad, and being adjudged doubly bad, he was immeasurably punished. In the Black Hole there was not a glimmer of light by day or by night. Its odor of the grave was stench in the nostrils. Eyes might as well be sightless, for there was naught to see, and ears served no purpose, unless it was to intensify to madness the sounds of the shuf- flings of the incarcerated one, for there was no vibration coming in from the outer world to give notice that it existed. The black bread for sustenance, and brackish water for thirst, were there to be discovered more by the true instinct of the animal than by the reasoning of intellect. It was the life sub- terranean of the mole, plus the power of reason- ing, and, co-equally, the intellect of the human, plus the half blind groping of the mole ! Who can say that the mole is not the more fortunate? It is happy, no doubt, in its imper- fect seeing, in that it burrows as the price of its existence. Surely man in the Black Hole had de- scended to the role of the creeping thing. I can not believe that God, in His infinite mercy, lent His hand to the invention of so base a cru- elty! It remained for man to enact the bar- barous ! I lived in the Black Hole seventy-two hours, but my experience was not like what I have so weakly described, true as it was in regard to 53 Penalty and Redemption others. For I had with me the staff of His truth to guide my feet, the illumination of His blessed sacrifice for the lost in sin to banish the darkness, the soft whisperings of His reassuring voice to speak to my soul, and faith in the ful- fillment of His glorious promise, that He would be with me always, even unto the end. 54 Penalty and Redemption CHAPTER IV. TRIUMPH OVER DISAPPOINTMENT. It was on a Monday morning that the Black Hole delivered me to the world my Prison world again. That marvellous human telegraph which is extant among Convicts soon gave me a full understanding of what had occurred during my isolation. "Samuel Hopkins Hadley talked to the pris- oners in the chapel yesterday," said my informant,, and there fell upon me a heaviness that wore into my soul. Of all human beings I most desired to see and hear, Samuel Hopkins Hadley was the one. He was the instrument that God had em- ployed to reach down in the depths of the pit and lift me to a realization of the saving grace of my Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ! J I wanted to hear him utter some of the mes- sages from the Master he served, in his gruff, bluff, convincing style, that appealed to one steeped in vice with a power that was more effective than much of the polished eloquence heard in the pulpit. I wanted to grasp his hand and say, in the fulness of my heart, how grateful I was for the help he had been to me. While I was in temporary exile, he had talked to the prisoners. No doubt he had repeated the story of his life, boldly confessing to half of it 55 Penalty and Redemption being spent in professional gambling, drunken- ness, debauchery, and crime, often a companion of these. I imagined that he must have spoken in this vein, for he had done so on a Sunday two years prior, when I was an inmate of Sing Sing, and nearing the completion of my second term there. On that occasion, his words had pierced my heart, with an arrow that stood quivering in the wound. He painted a masterful picture of his life. He had been a drunkard, and I was, too, when freed from Prison restraint. God had reformed him, while I, even as he spoke, was yearning for liquor to quench a thirst that years of indulgence had made well-nigh perpetual. He had gambled for a livelihood. So had I. I had been the pro- prietor of one of the most elaborate of New York's gilded hells, and from which I had started many a bright young man on the sure road to eternal damnation. Samuel H. Hadley, I remembered, laid bare his wicked life before his Convict auditors. He did not fail to tell them of his guilt as a thief, forger, and liar. With what rapt attention I drank in his words only God knew, and with what suddenly awakened anguish I realized the blackness of my sin-infected soul, it makes me shudder to recall. If Mr. Hadley believed himself to have been vile, what, then, was my condition ? Shadowy as his record was, it shone in immaculate whiteness compared with mine! I had robbed banks, cor- 56 Penalty and Redemption rupting young bank clerks to do it, encouraged police officials in crime, insuring my freedom through the money I paid them, and, more awful than all of these, I had imputed to me the hor- rible characterization of having posed as a pure, noble-minded man in a church pew, that I might better pursue the calling of a successful thief. I was regarded as a living example of "Good and Evil" the Good a cloak for the Evil 1 And Mr. Hadley told of the loyalty of his wife, until, at length, his debauchery drove her in sor- row from him. So I had been loved by a woman one better, sweeter, and more companionable never having breathed the breath of life ! Shall I ever forget the agony that came in her eyes, and blanched her cheeks, upon learning of my true character ? But she clung to me as the vine clings to the old oak, and would not lose hope of my ultimate reformation, until, at last, weighted with sorrow and disappointment over a broken idol, she faded away and passed on to her heavenly reward! How abhorrent to her pure soul my black life must have been, I now know. Tottering on the brink of the grave, I have come to realize how her spirit was crushed at the outset, how her tender, wifely love was put to the test ! If weep- ing tears of blood could eradicate these memories, how gladly would my eyes do such a penance. My soul, groveling in the dust of repentance, even as I write, cries out in agony: 57 Penalty and Redemption "How infinite must be the compassion of Almighty God, that it will cover my sins with a mantle of charity!" And when Mr. Hadley had sinned almost be- yond redemption, God's boundless mercy stepped in and showed him the only way in which he could escape from an eternity of well-earned pun- ishment. His words must have sunk as deeply into the hearts of other Convicts, as they did into mine, for I was not alone, when, after the service, I eagerly sought him in the warden's office, and felt his strong hand-clasp. "I thank you for your words, Mr. Hadley!" I said hesitatingly, tears gathering in my eyes. "The thief on the cross, breathing his last, brother, cried out for salvation, and our Lord Jesus interceded for him, and the dying one was saved ! So will he intercede for us to-day if we ask Him in simple faith !" "The thief on the cross, and you in your sins, were holy compared with my shameless life," I said, in a voice that toned faintly in my own ears. I was afraid he had not heard me. "Christ's precious blood was shed freely, that the whole world might be saved from sin," said Mr. Hadley, and, continuing, "that same blood was shed for you, my brother ! Can you believe it?" "I am going to try," I said. "When do you leave here?" he asked. "In two months." 58 Penalty and Redemption "As soon as that?" "Yes, sir." "Well, my brother," he said, shaking my hand heartily, "will you promise to call on me at the McAuley Mission in Water Street, New York, as soon as you are free ?" I said 1 would, and it was useless to conceal the tears that forced themselves in my eyes. One fell on the back of his hand clasping mine. "God's Holy Spirit is striving with you now, my brother," he said fervently, "so don't grieve It by sending It away. Pray, pray for help, my brother in sin and now farewell till we meet again at the Mission!" And this ended my first interview in 1899 with Samuel H. Hadley. True to my promise I went to the Mission, at the Water Street address, and was accorded a warm reception. Two months had done much to harden the softening influence of his talk in the Prison. His warnings had ceased to ring in my ears, and I had again resumed my close compan- ionship with that subtle of all deceivers rum. Mr. Hadley was a keen observer, and he no doubt saw the evidence of liquor's reascendency over me, if indeed he didn't realize that the reason for keeping my promise to call on him was to seek pecuniary aid to supply me with whiskey and food, rather than to look after the welfare of my soul. 59 Penalty and Redemption He startled me in a most abrupt manner. His quick perception of my condition truly demon- strated that he was a man possessed of a more than ordinary power of observation. "Why don't' you take a tumble to yourself?" he asked in a stern appreciation of the valuable time I was losing in making peace with God. What could I say but mumble unintelligible words, the meaning of which was as vague to him as it was to me? He saw my plight, and, I think, pitied me. \"Come and sit here, Mr. White !" he said. He motioned to a place on a sofa in his office. I sat on it clumsily, while he drew up his arm chair and seated himself directly in front of me. "I'm not going to lecture you on the past," he said, "so don't arm yourself for a defense on that score. Also, consider me a friend, no matter what happens to you and me !" I felt a lump rising in my throat. This was a man so utterly different from any other I had ever met in missionary work. He went on: "I speak to you as one who knows what it is to be shipwrecked in a vast sea of sin, without chart or compass, and then to have the Great Captain of us all come along on the good ship Salvation, and throw me a line. This Great Captain said to me, 'Let the wicked man forsake his way, and the unrighteous man his thoughts, and let him return unto the Lord, for he will abundantly pardon.' And instantly I was in 60 Penalty and Redemption prayer. I asked Him if that message was meant for the thief and the drunkard. In the still, small, but unfailing voice, there came to me a some- thing that pointed out the dying thief on the cross. My brother, I took courage and grasped the rope of eternal salvation and was pulled on board! Soon I learned that the ship's chart to guide me was an abiding faith in Jesus, and that the compass was found in a fervent uplifting of the heart in prayer to God." "But I can't pray, Mr. Hadley," I said. "Once I knew how, but now I can't! I am ashamed to offer Him in repentance this fragment of life I have left!" "The thief on the cross was wiser than you, Mr. White/' said this good man. "Oh, but I was better taught in youth than he, perhaps!" I argued, a feeling of opposition pos- sessing me. "Don't be a fool don't dissemble!" he cried. "Christ died to save both you and me! Do you doubt His word? Can't you feel it is so?" I was tempted of the devil, it seemed, for I said, "It's easy to be a Christian, Mir. Hadley, when the sailing is smooth. You have comforts here you want nothing you are not beset with sin, while I am, even now, beseiged by the torments of an appetite for drink that I can't control, and that must be satisfied or I believe I will go mad i I am hungry for food, too, and my raiment is this !" and I showed him my clothing, which too 61 Penalty and Redemption plainly bore the label of the recently discharged Convict. "I will feed and clothe you, man!" he said, ignoring my reference to a desire for drink. "Drive those things from your mind, my dear fel- low!' he cried aloud. "It is your soul I want for Jesus! In the name of God, can't you see how I am troubled over you ? Can't you realize what a reformed thief and drunkard is saying to you?" "Yes, yes, I know, Mr. Hadley forgive me don't think I am ungrateful, for I'm not only only. 1 am so so " "Remember, man, my brother!" he exclaimed, at the top of his musical voice, then full of sobs, "that some day you will have to stand face to face with the Lord Jesus Christ! Do you know that ? What will you say and do then ? Will you plead for food to fill your stomach? Will you call for whiskey to satiate that damnable thirst? What will you do then in God's name, I say to you now, what will you say when you come face to face with Jesus Christ, who gave His blood to save you, vile as you are?" I forgot my appetites, forgot I was hungry everything for the moment was swallowed up in the sudden knowledge of this man s earnestness for my soul's salvation. In an instant he was standing in front of me, trembling in every fibre of his body, his crippled limb forgotten in the compassion of his wrought- up soul. Then he fell to one knee, and we were 62 Penalty and Redemption face to face, I yet sitting on the sofa, not having changed my posture. I saw that he was in agony the tears were coursing down his cheeks tears that were being shed for me! "Down on your knees right here !" sobbed Mr. Hadley. "Right here beside me! God is speaking to you this minute ! Can't you hear his voice, my dear brother?" He caught me about the shoulders, and pulled me to my knees, and we were together beside the sofa. "Pray! pray! my brother in sin!" he urged brokenly. "You can't pray twice in dead earnest without having faith born in you ! I never knew it to fail ! 'Twill be an evidence of God's spirit working in you !" I was choking with emotion was possessed of a new sensation but I seemed to feel that I was not in the mind Mr. Hadley expected me to be. Nevertheless, I was shaking with a chill as of approaching death. "I want to pray, but I can't !" I said in a voice that was almost smothered with sobs. "You can you must pray! Say this, 'God be merciful to me a sinner !' " '"God be merciful to me a sinner!" I said obediently. "God be merciful to me a sinner!" repeated Mr. Hadley so weakly that I could scarcely catch his words. "God be merciful to me a sinner !" I said after 63 Penalty and Redemption him. I felt as though I had done something right, but I was not in the realm where this godly man was. I was on my knees in his office, and trying to pray as he bade me to. With him, how different. He was not beside me I realized that. The body, the clay, was there in the little office, but Hadley, the man of God, was elsewhere! Shall I say that his spirit was at the feet of his God whom he adored, pleading for me? Ah, it must have been so ! How he prayed ! "Oh, God, I pray Thee take this man's sins away, and give him a clean heart! Help him to know how to believe make him to have a realiz- ing sense of his utter hopelessness in sin, and how anxious Thou art to save him from everlasting damnation ! Oh Christ, hear Thou my prayer for his deliverance!" His words died away in an agony of supplica- tion, after which he rested heavily on the sofa, as though physically exhausted. I remained on my knees for, perhaps, five minutes. Meanwhile he did not stir. Then he rose with much effort, and, standing, put his right hand in mine. I stood up beside him. He pressed my hand and smiled wearily. For an instant it seemed as if I was being greeted by one who had been on a long journey and just returned. "How do you feel, Mr. White ?" he asked me. "I don't know!" 64 s " "2 < s a v> be .- I .'fe "3 Penalty and Redemption "Don't you feel that your soul has been saved ?" he inquired simply. I shook my head negatively, but the act only indicated the uncertainty I felt. "But you will be saved !" he said with a posi- tiveness that I regarded in wonderment. "I feel I know that my prayer will be answered! Won't you try to pray for yourself from now on? Oh, the religion of Jesus Christ is wonder- ful, for it passeth all temporal understanding !" I bowed my head. "Ycu are resolved to turn over a new leaf, Mr. White of that I am sure !" He declared this, as one having a complete understanding. , "With God's help, Mr. Hadley and will you pray for me always?" "Until the blessed Saviour calls me home, and if it is possible that I can approach the throne of grace there, and you need my feeble prayers, I won't forget!" Was it possible that this reformed drunkard and transgressor of the laws of God and man was so close to the Saviour that he heard the sum- mons that was soon to come: "Well done, good and faithful servant, enter thou into the joy of thy Lord !" I was hungry when I went to the Mission and he fed me, penniless and he put money in my pockets, desperate and he encouraged me, with- out hope of a better life, and he pointed out the way I should go. 65 Penalty and Redemption "You don't feel that you have been saved, Mr. White?" Mr. Hadley asked, as he gave me a parting shake of the hand. "I'm afraid not, Mr. Hadley," I replied, "but I am going to pray, and pray hard, and somehow I feel there is hope for me! But, Mr. Hadley, I am an awful sinner !" "Come here every day!" he said. "There will be none more welcome than you, whether you are saved or unsaved!" Deep in my heart I resolved to give a good account of myself to him, even though I failed to experience that change of heart which seemed to uplift him to a world of which I was not a part. As I walked away, these, his words, rang in my ears: "Remember, man, remember, my brother, that some day you will have to stand face to face with Jesus Christ!" That memorable visit which was destined to figure prominently in my after experience, was followed by many others. Whenever I saw Mr. Hadley which was often he was always the same earnest seeker after my temporal and spir- itual welfare, but there came a day when the tempter found me disarmed not armed and for- tified with that saving power, that breastwork of Divine creation, which defies all the great bat- teries which Satan and his cohorts in sin can array to possess a saved soul. I had been trying to be a Christian, bulwarked 66 Penalty and Redemption by a will to be somebody, and to do something. Perhaps I may call it a determination to reform my old habits, and become a good citizen, and in accomplishing these things, show Mr. Hadley, with pride, what I could do. When the crucial test came, how weak was the mortal to with- stand it. I had not found the Saving Grace which would have enabled me to cry out in deri- sion: "Get Ihee behind me, Satan !" And so the demon rum got me in its toils again, and down I went before it. I had pulled myself together, found employment that brought me in revenue honestly acquired, and was in a fair way to win the full confidence of those who trusted me, despite the past, when the crash came. Before it self-pride went crumbling to destruction, swiftly as the dust flies from the teeth of the hurricane. The few dollars I had garnered melted in drink at the end of a week, and there was nothing left to satisfy a craving for rum that seemed to be intensified ten thousand times over what I had ever known. The thirst I had, and that which would satiate it I must have, therefore the inev- itable followed. I stooped, I, the bank burglar who had stolen millions, stooped to mean, petty forgeries! But I got what I madly craved for! It must be mine rum, rum, rum! When the revenue from the first forgery was exhausted, still I must have rum, and I forged 67 Penalty ana Redemption again. Then came the penalty discovery, pur- suit, arrest, and the Cell in the Twenty-second Precinct Police Station, New York, and there, in that Cell, Mr. Hadley's warning was awakened in my soul by the words of a vile, profane, debauched woman. And he had said: "Remember, man, remember, my brother, that som TJ -S s 3 - Facsimile of the Pardon granted to Mr. White by Theodore Roosevelt, as Governor of New York State Penalty and Redemption Lane, I would question the validity of my peace with God. No, no, no ! I have diligently searched my heart and in it there is no resentment, and I do forgive him fully and freely, as it behooves me to do, who knows what it is to have a sinful life washed clean by the blood of Jesus Christ. In penning "From Boniface to Bank Burglar" I demonstrated what the life of a law breaker is, veneered with allurements. There was put for- ward the brightest side of a man's life given over t'o crime. One having read the various chapters of veracious and vivid experiences, be- comes unconsciously sympathetic. At the outset my readers grasped the awfulness of the wrongs I suffered, and I won their profound pity. And then they marvelled not in the least, when re- venge stormed my heart and bitterness filled my soul. When I escaped from persecutions, these same sympathetic and unmarvelling ones lifted their heads high with broad approval. Free from durance, penniless in a great city, and in danger of betrayal back into the clutches of the enemy,' these friendly followers of my unfortunate career gasped in dismay when I robbed the first bank under their very eyes, and regained in booty an amount more than equal to all I had been defrauded of. Shocked that I had become a thief, yet they condoned the crime, and forgave the criminal, knowing the magnitude of his wrongs. 165 Penalty and Redemption Following me, faithfully, they fathomed my new motive. Having regained my stolen fortune, the new motive was to steal from the rich, who could afford to lose, and never to exact from the poor what must further impoverish them. In this I gained more sympathy from the observers of my fortunes. And, as I rapidly progressed in the highway of crime, which grew broader and broader as my experience lengthened and cor- respondingly multiplied my golden returns, these sympathizers, presently, came to be admirers of my skill. When my carefully prepared schemes, involv- ing months of labor and small fortunes to com- plete them, failed to net me millions, their regrets were as poignant as mine. When I corrupted young bank clerks and watchmen of banks, as tools in looting vaults and safes, and gained hun- dreds of thousands, these same admirers gloated with me, and applauded my genius as a burglar. If, again, I adroitly escaped the penalty for a crime by evading the officers of the law, or bribed the police, these friends, in their gladness, un- consciously lost sight of the crime, and glorified the skill of the one who could vanquish the law. When justice triumphed in my capture, and my penalty fated me to a Prison-Cell, these perusers of my chronicle were as gloomy and disconsolate as I, under restraint, cursed the fate that cut me off, temporarily, from the pursuit of conquest and pelf. 166 Penalty and Redemption And so I was able to control the minds of these readers to the end of the final chapter, mindful the while of the dual objects to be attained. One was the seeking of a means to justify my plunge into crime, the other the weaving of a frail fabric of criminal achievement, with all of the superficial allurements possible, that it's ultimate rending might disclose to the reader the hellish- ness it secreted, and the penalty that must, inev- itably, be paid by the adherent of crime. The former object, I did attain, but in such a degree that I have repented of it. The bitterness of my soul, as it pondered over the wrongs of earlier days, expanded beyond the bounds of Christian forbearance, and in attaining that object, the good was overshadowed by the ag- grandizement of self. My failure, in this regard, was so signal that I humbly petitioned God to use it as an instru- ment for good, poor, weak thing that it was. But, in vivifying the allurements of the bur- glar-craft, I feel that I have been unusually suc- cessful. I have glorified crime, and the criminal may it demonstrate ever so forcefully how hellish is crime, and how tremendous is the descending crash of the criminal. For "The way of the trans- gressor is hard," and "The wages of sin is death." Sin is death to all that is good here on earth, and if unrepented of, a living death in eternity. It robs the body and ruins the life, sets a-tremble the stoutest heart, and besets the soul with an 167 Penalty and Redemption ever present, aching fear of an unknown, unde- fined something that haunt's man with the per- sistence of his shadow. I have blazoned my career of crime, and may the penalty I paid be the more surely grasped and profited by. What my transgressions netted me is only an example of the profit that must come to all transgressors of whatever degree. Again, I must not be accused of judging the acts of my fellow-men as individuals, nor of saying that what befell them on earth is a just penalty. That is, as I have already tried to explain, a prerogative of Divinity. In relating what befell men more or less associated with me in the past, I but state facts. If these facts be- speak a penalty, then let God be the judge. It is for us to recognize the truth, and direct our lives accordingly. I do repeat, in the light of wide experience, and in all solemnity, that "The way of the transgressor is hard," and should be avoided. As I look over the procession of evil men who figured in my life, it is to compile a long list of lamentable failures, climaxed by death, in which example seemed to justify the Scriptural teach- ing, that it does not profit a man, if he gain the whole world, and in the end lose his immortal soul. I have in mind my old associate Mark Shin- burn, or Baron Schoenbirn, as the police records have described him. Through his unconscious 168 Penalty and Redemption aid I was involved in crime, as my preceding book relates. That was more than forty years ago. He escaped at the time from a ten-year term in the Concord State Prison of New Hamp- shire. To-day, after many intervening years, he is in a Cell at Concord paying the penalty of a crime committed in 1864. As I write, he is an unrepentant, tottering, friendless old man on the verge of the grave, threatening to beat out his brains on the bars or walls of his Cell. May God reach his hard heart before it is too late. Shinburn was a multi-millionaire when wd dissolved our partnership in crime in 1869. He went to Frankfort-on-the-Main in Germany, and bought a large estate, and the title of Baron. But he lost the fortune gained in crime, and, return- ing to the old life, became involved with the law, resulting in his recapture and incarceration in his declining years. James Cummings, who was associated with him in that early crime, died years later in pov- erty and unregretted. William Meagher, or Billy Matthews, as he is known in my book, who was a friend of Shin- burn's, and later of myself, accumulated consider- able money as a gambler and accomplice of thieves. He, too, lost all, and when old age was pressing hard, descended to the bookmaker's stall at racing paddocks, for a precarious existence. Health failing him, he was sent to Hot Springs, 169 Penalty and Redemption Arkansas, by his gambler friends. Death claimed him in the early part of 1906. These same gam- bler friends stood between him and a numbered grave on Hart's Island, the Potter's Field of N. Y. No less sad and impressive was the early de- parture of others I knew through long personal acquaintanceship. Jim Burns, who, with "The Congressman," stole $20,000 from the Treasury Department at Washington, D. C, became piti- fully poor, and in great despondency in Paris ended his life with a bullet. "The Congressman," though never arrested for his participation in the crime, was avoided by all good men, and died in poverty. Jim Griffin, the famous bank sneak, who figured in one of my biggest robberies, died in destitution while a prisoner in a Police Station at Newark, New Jersey. George Wilkes, who was a king among for- gers, a living exponent of the theory of "honor among thieves," squandered fortunes, and filled a grave provided by charity. "Tall Jim" was one of my closest associates in crime. He is yet alive and was unrepentant the last time I saw or heard of him. As a practicing physician in a middle Western State, he had attained renown, wealth, and a beautiful, confid- ing wife, who has no knowledge of his criminal past. In New York State he has relatives of affluence, but he never visits or communicates with them. It is as though he were dead. 170 Penalty and Redemption I have it on excellent authority that his life is a continnual nightmare of apprehension. Retri- bution personified meets him in giant shapes, at dawn, in the noontime, at twilight, and in the midnight hour. Once, he did murder. A guar- dian of the law stood between him in the Cell and freedom. The death blow was dealt. Now the fear that the law will find him out conjures the unexpected rustle of a leaf, or the whistle of the wind, into giants of terror. Though these haunting spectres render him a cringing coward, yet more awful is the constant dread that the trusting, unsuspecting wife, whom he loves to madness, will hear the truth, and know him as "Tall Jim" the Murderer. Still another dread storms his soul, and is ever whispering in his frightened ears, "Beware!" The officials of Sing Sing Prison want him, and would tear him away from the companionship of his beloved wife, if they but knew where to find him "Tall Jim," who owes the larger part of a sentence for burglary committed more than a score and a half years ago. All these secrets he has buried in his bosom. How great must be the burden thus borne in secret. How horrible to bear it alone, to live another life separate from that of his adored wife, and of which life he would not have her a part for all the wealth of combined worlds. And unrepentant "Tall Jim," the accomplished gentleman, physician, the murderer, the fugitive 171 Penalty and Redemption from justice, the deceiver of a noble woman, surrounded by wealth, petted by society, which believes him to be all he appears to be, lives on tormented by a dread so horrible that it must be indescribable. Oh God ! if it be that this man is now paying the penalty for his misdeeds, how great must the price be. I would that "Tall Jim" were of a mind to cast the awful burden upon the all-sus- taining Power. But would that entail a full confession of his sins to the whole world? This question I have asked of myself times innumer- able. Perhaps so. But the world, the law and those administering it what would they all say, or do ? Forgive him ? Nay, nay, nay ! The world would cry out in horror, and recede yet further in its robe of self-righteousness. And what of the law of man? Adamant, it would claim its due. Inexorable, it would rightfully gather in the victim who offended it. There would be no deviation that a woman's heart might remain undisturbed in its supreme love and wifely trust, or that her sweet dignity might not be brought low in the dust of a blighting, withering shame. All that lofty sentiment which appeals to the souls of those bathed in the milk of human kindness, and dwellers in the realm of pity, would be crushed low by the wheels of the swift moving chariot of justice. But what of God ? Would He lend a listening ear to "Tall Jim's" secret prayer, the laying bare 172 Penalty and Redemption of his sinful soul, and lavish on him the peace that passeth all understanding, which is the fruit of Divine forgiveness? It is not for me to know that is a problem to be solved between God and "Tall Jim." How could I, so great a sinner, know? Nor dare I to assume to judge "Tall Jim" for his criminal deeds. If I dared to attempt to pass judgment upon him, my humiliation would be complete. For how manifold were my transgressions against God and his Divine law. Unlike "Tall Jim," I never took the life of man, but in the desperate calling in which I was engaged, it might have happened. Inadvertently, as I trust it was in his experience, I might have shed blood. Thanks be to His holy name and mercy, my soul was not thus weighted. But what more could I say to justify myself if I would? Not an iota. I bow my head in shame, and only lift it at the word of my Lord and Master, who has bidden me to look and live. Now that I have cast myself fully on the lov- ing kindness of the Redeemer, the dark clouds that hung so threateningly over me have been dissipated by the warm sunshine of Divine ap- proval. I am traveling on a highway that leads to real peace and happiness Heavenward, and not to perdition. What this nearly diametrical al- tering of my course has meted me, is too great for mere language to accurately and adequately por- tray. Whereas all was darkness and uncer- 173 Penalty and Redemption tainty, there is open before me a well-defined, perfectly illuminated Christian vista, whose ten- dency is ever upward and away from the low- lands of sin inhabited by the cohorts of Giant Despair. While this highway of the mountain surely leads to God I am mindful of its narrowness and difficult windings, and how, to my shame, I have slipped to the wayside, struggled up again, fallen again and doggedly pressed onward, ac- quiring, through bitter experience, the knowledge that I must be eternally vigilant, must be ever armed with an unwavering faith, and an unalter- able belief in the efficacy of prayer, if I eventually possess the everlasting Crown of Righteousness. Each day's travel renders the journey easier, puts greater distance between me and the dis- carded burden of sin, and fits me to better tell of the joys of the new life, to those who yet pursue the ignis fatuus, which is dazzling them onward and downward into the quicksands of procrastination, where are heard the wailings of the hopeless and the lost, whose vain regrets are voiced in the awful significance of : "What might have been." Oh, would I were able to tell all that' God has done for me. I would shout it from the highest mountain tops so that all might hear, know and be saved. I would I were endowed with a gift to paint a vivid picture of my black life, and yet another one of the different man, regenerated 174 Penalty and Redemption through the blood of Jesus Christ the Saviour. In one picture I would point out the weary, friendless, almost crippled old man, loaded with his unmanageable pack of sin. He would be seen slowly tottering along toward the inevitable grave, his weary body trembling, and his ashen face reflecting his hopelessness in a fate believed to have been irrevocably fixed. I would that I were endowed with the power to show the helping hand of God outstretched toward this aged man, who, realizing his last chance for salvation, would cry out, "Lord, Lord, I believe!" See ! The great pack of sin then rolls from his pitifully bent and decrepit old shoulders. The pain-inflicting shackles, clanking, fall from his feet, and he stands erect, another, a newer man. His face, which was, but a moment before, a mere mask of death, lights up with the glory of a soul illumined of God. In the place of repining and hopelessness, there is new-born joy and laughter. Eyes once dull and watery, snap with the fire of regeneration, and hitherto faltering, un- musical lips sing loud pseans of praise. With buoyant feet and flinging arrris the inspired soul bounds along in the highway of God, beckoning wildly for his fellows, still in the bondage of sin, to hasten on and join him in his belief in Jesus, Who is willing and anxious to save them. Aye, in such straits God found me. I was spiritually blind, and He gave me sight. I was 175 Penalty and Redemption lame and halt, plodding along in the broad road of sin, and God set me on my feet, and bade me run in the King's Highway of Righteousness. Come out of the ranks of sin, oh, fellow-man, and believe in the Redeemer as I believe in him. Escape from the awful, the final penalty, as I have escaped, before it is everlastingly too late. THE END. 176 Joseph J. Rafter, the Redeemed Printer Penalty and Redemption Nearly eighteen months have passed since the death of the honored and much loved Superin- tendent Samuel Hopkins Hadley, and the ap- pointment of John H. Wyburn to the office of Superintendent of the McAuley Water Street Mission. It was at Mr. Hadley's earnest re- quest a request that came a few days prior to his death, that his mantle fall upon the trained and able shoulders of the man with whom he had long been associated. At the time of the earthly departing of Mr. Hadley, John H. Wyburn had been converted seventeen years, and the greater part of that period had been spent with Mr. Had- ley in Mission work in the McAuley Mission. What Mr. Hadley thought of Mr. Wyburn, as his successor in this peculiar labor for the Lord, has been related in detail in several pages pre- ceding this afterthought, and it is not necessary to reiterate it at this time. Thousands know Mr. Wyburn, and tens of thousands have heard of him and his work. As a Rescue-worker, as a man of faith, of prayer, tenderness in love, patience, forbearance, pity and long-suffering in treating with the erring, John H. Wyburn is the equal of any man living. And it is not surprising that it is so, when the years he spent in the work Penalty and Redemption with that Prince of Rescue-workers, Mr. Hadley, are taken into consideration. In the past months the work of the Mission has progressed wondrously, under the watchful and prayerful effort of the beloved Superintend- ent. The interest in the diligent reaching out after weary souls lost in sin, has increased greatly, and the testimonies from Converts in earnest of it, have been unusually stamped with sincerity and have been profoundly convincing. All this happy fruition, has been the result of a largely increased attendance at the nightly meetings. Of those saved from sin very recently, many have proved themselves to be remarkably bright, and evinced a capability highly gratifying to the devout workers of the Mission. They have been aided and given food, shelter, and clothing, until in a position to help themselves. A large per- centage of these have secured profitable employ- ment, having exemplified the truth of the words, "They sought first the Kingdom of God." These new Converts were so enthused over their deliv- erance from a lost condition, that they have, ever since, been telling their friends to resort to the same remedy to cure their ills. Thus the work of the Mission, for the past months, has been one perpetual revival. Its force of laborers has been largely increased through the rending of the chains of drunkenness and kindred evils, and these men happily free, stand Penalty and Redemption ready to go anywhere to tell the story of deliver- ance the story of how Christ Jesus proclaims liberty for the captive, and how he stands ready and anxious to save. How to furnish employment for the Mission's Converts, has always been a problem for serious consideration. A partial solution of it came, happily, through the suggestion of Mr. Joseph J. Rafter, that a printing and binding company be established whose employes should be drawn from the Converts of the Mission, in so far as they could be utilized to promote the success of the enterprise. The suggestion met with the instant approval of Superintendent Wyburn. Mr. Raf- ter, being a printer of national reputation, at once became an important factor in the work of creating a printing company on the lines men- tioned. His renown as an artisan in his profes- sion, peculiarly fitted him into the plan which soon became a verity. Working in perfect uni- son these energetic Converts of the Mission, soon established the Seaboard Press with Lee L. Crit- tenden as president, for the purpose of doing general printing. Subsequently it was decided to add book publishing to the enterprise and a separate comjpany was organized under the head of the Seaboard Publishing Company, of which John H. Wyburn was made president. Both institutions were incorporated under the laws of New York State, and are now thoroughly Penalty and Redemption equipped with the most modern requirements of the trade, including- a Linotype Department. As contemplated, a number of the Mission's Con- verts are being furnished with employment, and as rapidly as others become available through knowledge of what is required of them, they will be added to the working force. Thus far the Converts have found no small degree of assist- ance in starting out in the Christian life, and it is the earnest desire of the projectors of these companies to create employment for as many struggling ones who are young in the espousal of Christianity as possible. To realize this laud- able end, the Seaboard Press and the Seaboard Publishing Company must expand their plants so that they can employ hundreds of hands. Suc- cess of course depends upon the quality of work turned out, and as orders are multiplying daily, the prospect of a largely increased business in the very near future is highly gratifying in whatever aspect the enterprise is regarded. Mr. John S. Huyler, philanthropist and presi- dent of the Mission believed in the enterprise from its inception and came to its assistance financially. Consequently the success hoped for seems absolutely assured. . At the present time the Seaboard Press is turn- ing out all kinds of modern printing. It makes a specialty of personal embossed stationery, cards, etc., also Church calendars, invitation Penalty and Redemption cards, and, in fact everything required by Churches and Christian workers. Christian friends and all others are invited to inspect the plants. Also, if they have work to be done, Mr. Rafter, the chief of the Estimating Department, will be glad to furnish estimates on short notice. With Mr. Rafter is Lee Crittenden, also widely known in the printing profession. It can be de- pended upon that first class work in every particu- lar will be the result of every order received. The Seaboard Publishing Company has pub- lished several books, and others are in press. Among these are " From 'Boniface to Bank Burglar," and "The Penalty and Redemp- tion." As a work of art in the printing line, the latter easily leads the list, as an examination of its pages will reveal. Mr. Rafter was also a member of the editorial staff of the Inland Printer of Chicago. The edi- tor says : "Estimating has come to be a very important factor in the printing business. One must under- stand the work thoroughly to intelligently make a price that will be profitable to the employer and at same time give the customer the benefit of experience and knowledge of the art. We have been fortunate in securing the services of Mr. Jos. J. Rafter who is one of our foremost printers, to conduct this department, one of the most im- portant of the paper. We have many times been Penalty and Redemption delighted in looking over samples of his work when at the case. He is a practical compositor, pressman and lithographer, and has been con- nected with some of our largest concerns as super- intendent or manager. Printers and others are invited to make use of this department. You will find Mr. Rafter ever ready to give any and all information requested." GEORGE M. WHITE. Penalty ana Redemption FROM BONIFACE TO |i| BANK BURGLAR OR THE PRICE OF PERSECUTION HOW A SUCCESSFUL BUSINESS MAN, THROUGH THE MISCARRIAGE OF JUSTICE, BECAME A NOTORIOUS BANK LOOTER BY GEORGE M. 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