Desperafe ReTnecliesi «w Thomas Hard)^ WmfM WJIiliiilHiiiiWMII BMMBnwHtKmKitinntnMtiti e of adveutures which are only connected with each other by having happened to the panic individual islwhat raoat frequently occurs in nature, yet the province of the romance v/ritcv heing artificial, there is more required from him than a mere compli- ance with the simplicity of reality." SIR W. SCOTT. Chicago and New York: Rand, McNally & Company, Publishers. HENRY MORSE STEPHENS DESPERATE REMEDIES. I*^^! CHAPTER I. THE EVENTS OF THIRTY YEARS. § I. December and January, iSjS-36. In the long and intricately inwrought chain of circumstance which renders worthy of record some experiences of Cytherea Graye, Edward Springrove, and others, the first event directly influencing the issue was a Christmas visit. In the above-mentioned year eighteen hundred and thirty- five, Ambrose Graye, a young architect who had just com- menced the practice of his profession in the midland town of Hocbridge, wont to London to spend the Christmas holidays with a friend who lived in Bloomsbury. They had gone up to Cambridge in the same year, and, after graduating together, Huntway, the friend, had entered orders. Graye was handsome, frank, and gentle. He had a volatility of thought which, exercised on homeliness, was humor; on nature, picturesqueness; on abstractions, poetry. Being, as a rule, broadcast, it was all three. Of the wickedness of the world he was too forgetful. To discover evil in a new friend is to most people only an addi- tional experience; to him it was ever a surprise. While in London he-became acquainted with a retired officer in the navy named Bradleigh, who, with his wife and their daughter, lived in a small street not far from Russell Square. Though they were in no more than comfortable circumstances, the captain's wife came of an ancient family whose genealogical 4216 2 . ■ ' . ht^rii'^V.ki'E REMEDIES. tree \v?*il.J5iicflrKlejiXvh:h sOufe pPthe most illustrious and well known in the Icingdoni. The young lady, their daughter, seemed to Graye by far the most beautiful and queenly being he had ever beheld. She was about nineteen or twenty, and her name was Cytherea. In truth she was not so very unlike country girls of that type of beauty, except in one respect. She was perfect in her manner and bearing, and they were not. A mere distinguishing pecul- iarity, by catching the eye, is often read as the pervading charac- teristic, and she appeared to him no less than perfection throughout — transcending her rural rivals in very nature. Graye did a thing the blissfulness of which was only eclipsed by its hazardousness. He loved her at first sight. His introductions had led him into contact with Cytherea and her parents two or three times on the first week of his arrival in London, and accident and a lover's contrivance brought them together as frequently the week following. The parents liked young Graye, and having few friends (for their equals in blood were their superiors in position), he was re- ceived on very generous terms. His passion for Cytherea grew not only strong, but ineffably strong; she, without positively encouraging him, tacitly assented to his schemes for being near her. Her father and mother seemed to have lost all confidence in nobility of birth, without money to give effect to its presence, and looked upon the budding consequence of the young peo- ple's reciprocal glances with placidity, if not actual favor. Graye's whole delicious dream terminated in a sad and unac- countable episode. After passing throrgh three w-eeks of sweet experience, he had arrived at the last stage — a kind of moral Gaza — before plunging into an emotional desert. The second week in January had come round, and it was necessary for the young architect to leave town. Throughout his acquaintanceship with the lady of his heart there had been this marked peculiarity in her love: she had delighted in his presence as a sweetheart should, yet from first to last she had repressed all recognition of the true nature of the thread which drew them together, blinding herself to its meaning and only natural tendency, and appearing to dread his announcement of them. The present seemed enough for her without cumulative hope; usually, even if love is in itself an end. it must be regarded as a beginning, to be enjoyed. DESPERATE REMEDIES. ;] In spite of evasions as an obstacle, and in consequence of them as a spur, he would put the matter off no longer. It was evening. He took her into a little conservatory on the landing, and there among the evergreens, by the light of a few tiny lamps, infinitely enhancing the freshness and beauty of the leaves, he made the declaration of a love as fresh and beautiful as they. "My love — my darling, be my wife!" "We must part now," said she, in a voice of agony, "I will write to you." She loosened her hand and rushed away. In a wild fever Graye went home and watched for the next morning. Who shall express his misery and wonder when a note containing these words was put into his hand: "Good-by; good-by forever. As recognized lovers some- thing divides us eternally. Forgive me — I should have told you before; but your love was sweet! Never mention me." That very day, and, as it seemed, to put an end to a painful condition of things, daughter and parents left London to pay off a promised visit to a relative in a western county. No letter or message of entreaty could wring from her any explanation. She begged him not to follow her, and the most bewildering point was that her father and mother appeared, from the tone of a letter Graye received from them, as vexed and sad as he at this sudden renunciation. One thing was plain: without admitting her reason as valid, they knew what that reason was, and did not intend to reveal it. A week from that day Ambrose Graye left his friend Hunt- way's house and saw no more of the love he mourned. From time to time his friend answered any inquiry Graye made by letter respecting her. But very poor food to a lover is intelli- gence of a mistress filtered through a friend. Huntway could tell nothing definitely. He said he believed there had been some prior flirtation between Cytherea and some mysterious officer of the line, two or three years before Graye met her, which had suddenly been terminated by the vanishing of her vague military lover, and the young lady's traveling on the Continent with her parents the whole of the ensuing summer, on account of delicate health. Eventually Huntway said that circumstances had rendered Graye's attacliment more hopeless still. Cytherea's mother had unexpectedly inherited a large fortune and estates in the west of England by the rapid fall of 4 DESPERATE REMEDIES. S(jme intervening lives. This had caused their removal from the small house by Gower Street, and, as it appeared, a renun- ciation of their old friends in that quarter. Young Grave concluded that his Cytherea had forgotten him and his love; but he could not forget her. § 2. From 1843 to 1S61. Eight years later, feeling lonely and depressed — a man with- out relatives, with many acquaintances but no friends — Am- brose Graye met a young lady of a different kind, fairly endowed with money and good gifts. As to caring very deeply for another woman after the loss of Cytherea. it was an abso- lute impossibility with him. Withal, the beautiful things of the earth become more dear as they elude pursuit; but with some natures utter elusion is the one special event which will make a passing love permanent forever. This second young lady and Graye were married. That he did not, first or last, love his wife as he should have done, was known to all; but few knew that his unmanageable heart could never be weaned from useless repining at the loss of his first idol. His character to some extent deteriorated, as emotional con- stitutions will under the long sense of disappointment at having missed their imagined destiny. And thus, though naturally of a gentle and pleasant disposition, he grew to be not so tenderly regarded by his acquaintances as it is the lot of some of those persons to be. The winning and sanguine impressibility of his early life developed by degrees a moody nervousness, and when not picturing prospects drawn from baseless hope he was the victim of indescribable depression. The practical issue of such a condition was improvidence, originally almost an un- conscious improvidence, for every debt incurred had been mentally paid off with religious exactness from the treasures of expectation before menti(~)ned. Rut as years revolved, the same course was continued, from the lack of spirit sufficient for shifting out of an old groove when it has been found to lead to disaster. In the year eighteen himdrcd and sixty-one his wife died, leaving him a widower with two children. The elder, a son DESPERATE REMEDIES. 5 named Owen, now just turned seventeen, was taken from school, and initiated as pupil to the profession of architect in his father's office. The remaining child was a daughter, and Owen's junior by a year. Her Christian name was Cytherea, and it is easy to guess why. § 3. Odobcr the twelfth, 1863. We pass over two years in order to reach the next cardinal event of the story. The scene is still the Grayes' native town of Hocbridge, but as it appeared on a Monday afternoon in the month of October. The weather was sunny and dry, but the ancient borough was to be seen wearing one of its least attractive aspects. First on account of the time. It was that stagnant hour of the twenty-four when the practical garishness of day, having escaped from the fresh long shadows and enlivening newness of the morning, has not yet made any perceptible advance towards acquiring those mellow and soothing tones which grace its decline. Next, it was that stage in the progress of the week when business — which, carried on under the gables of an old country place, is not devoid of a romantic sparkle — was well-nigh extinguished. Lastly, the town was intentionally bent upon being attractive by exhibiting to an influx of visitors the local talent for dramatic recitation, and provincial towns trying to be lively are the dullest of dull things. Provincial towns are like little children in this respect, that they interest most when they are enacting native peculiarities unconscious of beholders. Discovering themselves to be watched they attempt to be entertaining by putting on an antic, and produce disagreeable caricatures which spoil them. The weather-stained clock face in the \o\v church tower standing at the intersection of the three chief streets was ex- pressing half-past two to the Town Hall opposite, where the much talked-of reading from Shakespeare was about to be com- menced. The doors were open, and those persons who had already assembled within the building were noticing the en- trance of the new-comers — silently criticising their dresses — questioning the genuineness of their teeth and hair — estimating their private means. 6 DESPERATE REMEDIES. Among these later ones came an exceptional young maiden who glowed amid the dullness like a single bright-red poppy in a field of brown stubble. She wore an elegant dark jacket, lavender dress, hat with gray strings and trimmings, and gloves of a color to harmonize. She lightly walked up the side pas- sage of the room, cast a slight glance around, and entered the seat pointed out to her. The young girl was Cytherea Graye; her age was now about eighteen. During her entry, and at various times while sitting in her seat and hstening to the reader on the platform, her personal appearance formed an interesting subject of study for several neighboring eyes. Her face was exceedingly attractive, though artistically less perfect than her figure, which ajiproached unusually near to the standard of faultlessness. I'.ut even this feature of hers yielded the palm to the gracefulness of her movement, which was fascinating and delightful to an extreme degree. Indeed, motion was her specialty, whether shown on its most extended scale of bodily progression, or minutely, as in the uplifting of her eyelids, the bending of her fingers, the pout- ing of her lip. The carriage of her head — motion within motion — a glide upon a glide — was as delicate as that of a magnetic needle. And this flexibility and elasticity had never been taught her by rule, nor even been acquired by obscr\'ation, but, ;/////,' ciiltu, had naturally developed itself with her years. In child- hood, a stone or stalk in the way, which had been the inevitable occasion of a fall to her playmates, had usuall\' left her safe and upright on her feet after the narrowest escape by oscilla- tions and whirls for the presen-ation of her balance. At mixed Christmas parties, when she numbered but twelve or thirteen years, and was heartily despised on that account by lads who deemed themselves men, her apt lightness in the dance covered this incompleteness in her womanhood, and compelled the self- same youths in spite of resolutions to seize upon her childish figure as a partner whom they could not afford to contemn. And in later years, when the instincts of her sex had shown her this point as the best and rarest feature in her external self, she was not found wanting in attention to the cultivation of finish in its details. Her hair rested gaily upon her shoulders in curls, and was of a shining corn yellow in the high lights, deepening to a definite DESPERATE REMEDIES. 7 nut brown as each curl wound round into the shade. She had eyes of a sapphire hue, though rather darker than the gem ordinarily appears; they possessed the affectionate and liquid sparkle of loyalty and good faith as distinguishable from that harder brightness which seems to express faithfulness only to the object confronting them. But to attempt to gain a view of her — or indeed of any fas- cinating woman — from a measured category, is as difficult as to appreciate the effect of a landscape by exploring it at night with a lantern — or of a full chord of music by piping the notes in succession. Nevertheless it may readily be believed from the description here ventured, that among the many winning phases of her aspect, these were particularly striking: 1. During pleasant doubt, when her eyes brightened stealth- ily and smiled (as eyes will smile) as distinctly as her lips, and in the space of a single instant expressed clearly the whole round of degrees of expectancy which lie over the wide expanse . between Yea and Nay. 2. During the telling of a secret, which was involuntarily accompanied by a sudden minute start, and ecstatic pressure of the listener's arm, side, or neck, as the position and degree of intimacy dictated. 3. When anxiously regarding one V\^ho possessed her affec- tions. She suddenly assumed the last-mentioned bearing during the progress of the present entertainment. Her glance was directed out of the window. Why the particulars of a young lady's presence at a very mediocre performance were prevented from dropping into the oblivion which their intrinsic insignificance would natu- rally have involved — why they were remembered and indi- vidualized by herself and others through after years — was simply that she unknowingly stood, as it were, upon the extreme posterior edge of a track in her life, in which the real meaning of Taking Thought had never been known. It was the last hour of experience she ever enjoyed with a mind entirely free from a knowledge of that labyrinth into which she stepped immediately afterward — to continue a perplexed course along its mazes for the greater portion of twenty-nine subsequent months. The Town Hall, in which Cytherea sat, was an Elizabethan 8 DESPERATE REMEDIES. building of brown stone, and the windows were divided into an upper and lower half by a transom of masonry. Through one opening of the upper half could be seen from the interior of the room the housetops and chimneys of the atljacent street, and also the upper part of a neighboring church spire, now in course of completion under the superintendence of Miss Graye's father, the architect to the work. That the top of this spire should be visible from her position in the room was a fact which Cytherea's idling eyes had discovered with some interest, and she was now engaged in watching the scene that was being enacted about its airy summit. Round the conical stonework rose a cage of scaf- folding against the white sky; and upon this stood five men — four in clothes as white as the new erection close beneath their hands, the fiftli in the ordinary dark suit of a gentleman. The four workingmen in white were three masons and a mason's laborer. The fifth man was the architect, Mr. Graye. lie had been giving directions, as it seemed, and now, retiring as far as the narrow footway allowed, stood perfectly still. The picture thus presented to a spectator in the Town Hall was curious and striking. It was an illuminated miniature, framed in by the dark margin of the window, the keen-edged shadiness of which emphasized by contrast the softness of the objects inclosed. The height of the spire was about one hundred and twenty feet, and the five men engaged thereon seemed entirely re- mrn'ed from the sphere and experiences of ordinary human beings. They appeared little larger than pigeons, and made their tiny movements with a soft, spirit-like silentness. One idea above all others was conveyed to the mind of a person on the ground by their aspect, namely, concentration of purpose; that they were indifferent to — even unconscious of — the dis- tracted world beneath them, and all that moved upon it. They never looked olT the scafTolding. Then one of them turned; it was Mr. Graye. Again Ire stood motionless, with attention to the operations of the others. Tie appeared to be lost in reflection, and had directed his face toward a new stone they were lifting. "Why does he stand like that?" the young lady thought at length, up to that moment as listless and careless as one of the ancient Tarcntines, who, on such an afternoon as this, DESPERATE REMEDIES. 9 watched from the theater the entr}^ into their harbor of a power that overturned the state. She moved herself uneasily. "I wish he would come down," she whispered, still gazing at the sky-backed picture. "It is so dangerous to be absent-minded up there." When she had done murmuring the words her father inde- cisively laid hold of one of the scaffold-poles, as if to test its strength, then let it go and stepped back. In stepping, his foot slipped. An instant of doubling forward and sideways, and he reeled off into the air, immediately disappearing down- ward. I lis agonized daughter rose to her feet by a convulsive movement. Her lips parted, and she gasped for breath. She could utter no sound. One by one the people about her, unconscious of what had happened, turned their heads, and inquiry and alarm became visible upon their faces at the sight of the poor child. A moment longer, and she fell to the floor. The next impression of which Cytherea had any conscious- ness was of being carried from a strange vehicle across the pave- ment to the steps of her own house by her brother and an older man. Recollection of what had passed evolved itself an instant later, and just as they entered the door — through which another and sadder burden had been carried but a few instants before — her eyes caught sight of the southwestern sky, and, without heeding, saw white sunlight shining in the shaft-like lines from a rift in a slaty cloud. Emotions will attach themselves to scenes that are simultaneous — however foreign in essence these scenes may be — as chemical waters will crystallize on twigs and wires. Ever after that time any mental agony brought less vividly to Cytherea's mind the scene from the Town Hall windows than sunlight streaming in shaft-like lines. § 4. October the nineteenth. When death enters a house, an element of sadness and an element of horror accompany it. Sadness, from the death itself; horror, from the clouds of blackness we designedly labor to introduce. The funeral had taken place. Depressed, yet resolved in his demeanor, Owen Graye sat before his father's private escritoire, Hi ^ DESPERATE REMEDIES. cnj^aj^cd in turning out and unfoUling- a heterogeneous collec- tion of papers — forbidding and inharmonious to the eye at all times — most of all to one under the influence of a great grief. Laminae of white i)aixr tied with twine were indiscriminately intermixed with other white papers bounded by black edges — tiiesc with blue foolscap wrapped round with crude red tape. The bulk of these letters, bills, and other documents were submitted to a careful examination, l)y which the appended par- ticulars were ascertained: First, that their father's income from professional sources had been very small, amounting to not more than half their expenditure; and that his own and his wife's property, upon which he had relied for the balance, had been sunk and lost in imwise loans to unscrupulous men. who had traded upon their father's too open-hearted trustfulness. Second, that finding his mistake, he had endeavored to regain his standing by the illusory path of speculation. The most notable instance of this was the following. He had been induced, when at Plymouth in the autumn of the previous year, to venture all his spare capital on the bottomry security of an Italian brig which had put into the harbor in distress. The profit was to be considerable, so was the risk. There turned out to be no security whatever. The circumstances of the case rendered it the most unfortiuiate speculation that a man like himself — ignorant of all such matters — could possibly engage in. The vessel went down, and all Mr. Graye's money with it. Third, that these failures had left him burdened with debts he knew not how to meet; so that at the time of his death even the few pounds lying to his account at the bank were his only in name. Fourth, that the loss of his wife two years earlier had awakened him to a keen sense of his blindness, and of his duty to his children. He had then resolved to reinstate, by unflag- ging zeal in the pursuit of his profession, and by no speculation, at least a portion of the little fortune he had let go. Cytherea was frefjuently at her brother's elbow during these examinations. She often remarked sadly: "Poor papa failed to fulfill his good intentions for want of time, didn't he, Owen? And there was an excuse for his past, though he never would claim it. I never forget that original disheartening blow, and how that from it sprang all the ills of DESPERATE REMEDIES. 11 his life — everything connected with his gloom, and the lassi- tude in business we used so often to sec about him." "I rememl^cr what he said once," returned the brother, "when I sat up late with him. He said, 'Owen, don't love too blindly: blindly you will love if you love at all, but a little care is still possible to a well-disciplined heart. May that heart be yours as it was not mine,' father said. 'Cultivate the art 6i renunciation.' And I am going to, Cytherea." "And once mamma said that an excellent woman was papa's ruin, because he did not know the way to give her up when he had lost her. I wonder where she is now, Owen? We were told not to try to find out anything about her. Papa never told us her name, did he?" "That was by her own request, I believe. But never mind her;- she was not our mother." The love affair which had been Ambrose Graye's disheart- ening blow was precisely of that nature which lads take little account of, but girls ponder in their hearts. § 5. J^rom October the ninetccuth to July the ninth. Thus Ambrose Graye's good intentions with regard to the reintegration of his property had scarcely taken tangible form when his sudden death put them forever out of his power. Heavy bills, showing the extent of his obligations, tumbled in immediately upon the heels of the funeral from quarters previously unheard and unthought of. Thus pressed, a bill was filed in chancery to have the assets, such as they were, administered by the court. "What will become of us now?" thought Owen continually. There is an unquenchable expectation, which at the gloom- iest time persists in inferring that because we are ourselves, there must be a special future in store for us, though our nature and antecedents to the remotest particular have been common to thousands. Thus to Cytherea and Owen Graye the question how their lives would end seemed the deepest of possible enigmas. To others who knew their position equally well with themselves the question was the easiest that could be asked — "Like those of other people similarly circumstanced." Then Owen held a consultation with his sister to come to 12 DESPERATE REMEDIES. sonic decision on their future course, and a month was passed in waiting for answers to letters, and in the cxaniination of schemes more or less futile. Sudden hopes that were rainbows to the sight proved but mists to the touch. In the meantime, unpleasant remarks, disguise them as well-meaning people might, were floating around them every day. The undoubted truth, that they were the children of a dreamer who let slip away every farthing of his money and ran into debt with his neighbors — that the daughter had been brought up to no I)rofession — that the son who had, had made no progress in it, and might come to the dogs — could not from the nature of things be wrapped up in silence in order that it might not hurt their feelings: and, as a matter of fact, it greeted their ears in some form or other wherever they went. Their few acquaint- ances passed them hurriedly. Ancient potwallopers and thriv- ing shopkeepers, in their intervals of leisure, stood at their shop doors — their toes hanging over the edge of the step, and their obese waists hanging over their toes — and in dis- courses with friends on the pavement, formulated the course of the improvident, and reduced the children's prospects to a shadow-like attenuation. The sons of these men (who wore breastpins of a sarcastic kind, and smoked humorous pipes) stared at Cytherea with a stare unmitigated by any of the respect that had formerly softened it. Now it is a notict?able fact that we do not much mind what men think of us, or what humiliating secret they discover of our means, parentage, or object, provided that each thinks and acts thereupon in isolation. It is the exchange of ideas about us that we dread most; and the possession by a hundred acquaint- ances, severally insulated, of the knowledge of our skeleton- closet's whereabouts, is not so distressing to the nerves as a chat over it by a party of half a dozen — exclusive depositaries though these may be. Perhaps, though Ilocbridge watched and whispered, its ani- mus would have been little more than a trifle to persons in thriving circumstances. Rut, unfortunately, poverty, while it is new, and before the skin has had time to thicken, makes people susceptible inversely to their opportunities for shielding themselves. In Owen was found, in place of his father's impressibility, a larger share of his father's pride, and a square- ness of idea wiiich, if coupled with a little more blindness, would DESPERATE REMEDIES. 13 have amounted to positive prejudice. To him Iiumanity, so far as he had thought of it at ah, was rather divided into distinct classes than blended from extreme to extreme. Hence, by a sequence of ideas which might be traced if it were worth while, he either detested or respected opinion, and instinctively sought to escape a cold shade that mere sensitiveness would have endured. He could have submitted to separation, sickness, exile, drudgery, hunger and thirst with stoical indifTerence, but superciliousness was too incisive. After living on for nine months in attempts to make an income as his father's successor in the profession — attempts which were utterly fruitless by reason of his inexperience — Graye came to a simple but sweeping resolution. They would privately leave that part of England, drop from the sight of acquaintances, gossips, harsh critics, and bitter creditors of whose misfortune he was not the cause, and escape the position which galled him by the only road their great poverty left open to them — that of his obtaining some employment in a distant place by following his profession as a humble under-clerk. He thought over his capabilities with the sensations of a soldier grinding his sword at the opening of a campaign. What with lack of employment, owing to the decrease of his late father's practice, and the absence of direct and uncompro- mising pressure toward monetary results from a pupil's labor (which seems to be always the case when a professional man's pupil is also his son), Owen's progress in the art and science of architecture had been very insignificant indeed. Though anything but an idle young man, he had hardly reached the age at wdiich industrious men who lack an external whip to send them on in the world are induced by their own common-sense to whip on themselves. Hence his knowledge of plans, eleva- tions, sections, and specifications was not greater at the end of two years of probation than might easily have been acquired in six months by a youth of average ability — himself, for instance — amid a bustling London practice. But at any rate he could make himself handy to one of the profession — some man in a remote town — and there fulfill his indentures. A tangi1)le inducement lay in this direction of survey. He had a slight conception of such a man, a Mr. Grad- field — who was in practice in Creston, a seaport town and water- ing-place in the west of England. a li DESPERATE REMEDIES. After sonic doubts, Grave ventured to write to tliis gentle- man, asking the necessary (jucstion, shortly alluding to his father's death, and stating that his term of apprenticeshiji had only half-expired, lie would be glad to complete his articles at a very low salary for the whole remaining two years, provided jiayment could begin at once. The answer from Mr. Gradfield stated that he was not in a want of a pupil who would ser\'c the remainder of his time on the terms Mr. Grayc mentioned. But he would just add one remark. He chanced to be in want of some young man in his office — for a short time only, probably about two months — to trace drawings, and attend to other subsidiary work of the kind. If Mr. Graye did not object to occupy such an inferior l)osition as these duties would entail, and to accept weekly wages which to one with his expectations would be considereut what is wisdom really? A steady handling of any means to bring about any end necessary to happiness. Yet whether one's end be the usual end — a wealthy position in life — or no. the name of wisdom is never applied but to the means to that usual end. CHAPTER II. THE EVENTS OP A FORTNIGHT. § I. The nintJi of July. The day of their departure was one of the most glowing that the cHniax of a long series of summer heats could evolve. The wide expanse of landscape quivered up and down like the flame of a taper, as they steamed along through the midst of it. Placid flocks of sheep reclining under trees a little way ofl; appeared of a pale-blue color. Clover fields were livid with the brightness of the sun upon their deep-red flowers. All wagons and carts were moved to the shade by their careful owners; rain-water butts fell to pieces; well-buckets were lowered inside the covers of the well-hole, to preserve them from the fate of the butts, and generally, water seemed scarcer in the country than the beer and cider of the peasantry who toiled or idled there. To see persons looking with children's eyes at any ordinary scenery is a proof that they possess the charming faculty of drawing new sensations from an old experience — a healthy sign, rare in these feverish days — the mark of an imperishable brightness of nature. I)Oth brother and sister could do this; Cytherea more noticeably. They watched the undulating corn-lands, monot- onous to all their companions; the stony and clayey prospect succeeding those, with its angular and abrupt hills. Boggy moors came next, now withered and dry — the spots upon which pools usually spread their waters showing themselves as circles of smooth, bare soil, overrun by a network of innumerable little fissures. Then arose plantations of firs, abruptly terminating beside meadows cleanly mown, in which high-hipped, rich- colored cows, with backs horizontal and straight as the ridge of a house, stood motionless or lazily fed. Glimpses of the sea 16 DESPERATE REMEDIES, ii(»\v interest them, which became more and more frequent till the train finally drew up beside the platform at Creston. "The whole town is looking out for us," had been Grave's impression throughout the day. He called upon Mr. Grad- field — the only man who had been directly informed of his coming — and found that Mr. Gradiield had forgotten it. However, arrangements were made with this gentleman — a stout, active, gray-bearded burgher of sixty — by which Owen was to commence work in his office the following week. The same day Cytherea drew up and sent off the advertise- ment appended : '"A young lady is desirous of meeting with an engagement a- governess or companion. She is competent to teach English. I'Vench, and music. .Satisfactory references. "Address, C. G., Post Office. Creston." It seemed a more material existence than her own that sli saw thus delineated on the paper. "That can't be myself; htiw odd I look," she said, and smiled. § 2. /u/v the eleventh. On the Monday subsequent to their arrival in Creston, Owen Graye attended at Mr. Gradlicld's office to enter upon his duties, and his sister was left in their lodgings alone for the first time. Despite the sad occurrences of the preceding autumn, an unwonted cheerfulness pervaded her spirit throughout the day. Change of scene — and that to untraveled eyes — conjoined with the sensation of freedom from supervision, revived the sparkle of a warm young nature ready enough to take advantage of any adventitious restoratives. Point-blank grief tends rather to seal up happiness for a time than to produce that attrition which results from griefs of anticipation that move onward with the days: these may be said to furrow away the capacity for pleasure. Her expectations from the advertisement began to be ex- travagant. A thriving family who had always sadly needed her was already definitely pictured in her fancy, which, in its DESPERATE REMEDIES. 17 exuberance, led her on to picturing its individual members, their possible peculiarities, virtues, and vices, and obliterated for a time the recollection that she would be separated from her brother. Thus musing, as she waited for his return in the evening, her eyes fell on her left hand. The contemplation of her own left fourth finger by symbol-loving girlhood of tliis age is, it seems, very frequently, if not always, followed by a peculiar train of romantic ideas. Cytherea's thoughts, still playing about her future, became directed into this romantic groove. She leant back in her chair, and taking hold of her fourth finger, which had attracted her attention, she lifted it with the tips of the others, and looked at the smooth and tapering mem- ber for a long time. She whispered idly, "I wonder who and what he will be? "If he's a gentleman of fashion, he will take my finger so, just with the tips of his own, and with some fluttering of the heart, and the least trembling of his lip, slip the ring so lightly on that I shall hardly know it is there — ^looking delightfully into my eyes all the time. "If he's a bold, dashing soldier, I expect he will proudly turn round, take the ring as if it equaled Her Majesty's crown in value, and desperately set it on my finger thus. He will fix his eyes uriflinchingly upon what he is doing, just as if he stood in balile before the enemy (though, in reality, very fond of me, of coitrse), and blush as much as I shall. 'Tf he's a sailor, he will take my finger and the ring in this way, and deck It out with a housewifely touch and a tenderness of expression about his mouth, as sailors do ; kiss it, perhaps, with a simple air, as if we were children playing an idle game, and not at the vev/ height of observation and envy by a great crowd saying 'Ahl they are happy now!' "If he should be r.ither a poor man — noble-minded and affec- tionate, but still poor — " Owen's footsteps rapidly ascending the stairs interrupted this fancy-free meditation. Reproaching herself, even angry with herself for allowing her mind to stray upon such subjects in the face of their present desperate condition, she rose to meet him, and make tea. Cytherea's interest to know how her brother had been received at Mr. Gradfield's broke forth into words at once. 2 18 DESPERATE RE MEDIES. Almost before they had sat down to table, she began cross- examining him in the regular sisterly way. "Well. Owen, how has it been with you to-day? What is the place like — do you think you will like Mr. Gradficldr'" "Oh, yes. But he has not been there to-day; I have only had the head clerk with me." Young women have a habit, not noticeable in men, of putting on at a moment's notice the drama of whomsoever's life they cluKise. Cytherea's interest was transferred from Mr. Grad- field to his representative. "What sort of a man is he?" "He seems a very nice fellow indeed: though of course I can hardly tell to a certainty as yet. But 1 think he's a ver>' worthy fellow; there's no nonsense in him, and though he is not a public school man he has read widely, and has a sharp appreciation of what's good in books and art. In fact, hi^ knowledge isn't nearly so exclusive as most professional men's." "That's a great deal to say of an architect, for of all pro- fessional men they are, as a rule, the most professional." "Yes; perhaps they are. This man is rather of a melancholy turn of mind, I think." "Has the managing clerk any family?" she mildly asked, after awhile, pouring out some more tea. "Family; no!" "Well, dear Owen, how should I know?" "Why, of course he isn't married. But there happened to be a conversation aljout women going on in the office, and I heard him say what he should wish his wife to be like." "What would he wish his wife to be like?" she said, with great apparent lack of interest. "Oh, he says she must be girlish and artless: yet he would be loath to do without a dash of womanly subtlety, 'tis so piquant. Yes, he said, that must be in her; she nnist have womanly cleverness. 'And yet I .should like her to blush if only a cock- sparrow were to look at her hard,' he said, 'which brings me back to the girl again: and so I flit backv.ard and forward. I must have what comes. I suppose,' he said, 'and whatever she may be, thank God .she's no worse. However, if he might give a final hint to Providence.' he said, 'a child among pleas- ures, and a woman among pains, was the rough outline of his requirement.' " desperate: remedies. 19 "Did he say that? What a musing creature he must be." "He did, indeed." § 3. From the tiuclfih to tJic Jificcnih of July. As is well known, ideas are so elastic in a human brain, that they have no constant measure which may be called their actual bulk. Any important idea may be compressed to a molecule by an unwonted crowding of others; and any small idea will expand to whatever length and breadth of vacuum the mind may be able to make over to it. Cytherea's world was tolerably vacant at this time, and the head clerk became factitiously pervasive. The very next evening this subject was again re- newed. "His name is Springrove," said Owen, in reply to her. "He is a man of very humble origin, it seems, who has made him- self so far. I think he is the son of a farmer, or something of the kind." "Well, he's none the worse for that, I suppose." "None the worse. As we come down the hill, we shall be continually meeting people going up." But Owen had felt that Springrove was a little the worse, nevertheless. "Of course he's rather old by this time." "Oh, no. He's about six-and-twenty — not more." "Ah, I see .... What is he like, Owen?" "I can't exactly tell you his appearance; 'tis always such a difficult thing to do." "A man you would describe as short? Most men are those we should describe as short, I fancy." "I should call him, I think, of the middle height; but as I only see him sitting in the ofifice, of course I am not certain about his form and figure." "I wish you were, then." "Perhaps you do. But I am not, you see." "Of course not; you are always so provoking. Owen, I saw a man in the street to-day whom I fancied was he — and yet, I don't see how it could be, either. He had light-brown hair, a snub nose, very round face, and a peculiar habit of reduc- ing his eyes to straight lines when he looked narrowly at anything." "Oh, no. That was not he, Cytherea." 20 DESPERATE RE .iEDIES. "Xot a bit like him, iti all probability." 'Not a bit. He has dark hair, almost a Grecian nose, rcini lar teeth, and an intellectual face, as nearly as 1 can recall h< mind." "Ah, there now, Owen, you have describcil him. P.ut 1 suppose he's not generally called pleasing, or — ' "Handsome?" "I scarcely meant that. But since you have said it, is he handsome?" "Rather." "His A'///* cuicmbU is striking?" "Yes — Oh, no, no — I forgot: it is not. He is rather untidy in his waistcoat, and neckties, and hair." "How vexing! .... it must be to himself, poor thing." "He's a thorough book-worm — despises the pap-and-daisy school of verse — knows Shakespeare to the very dregs of the foot-notes. Indeed he's a poet himself in a small way." "How delicious!" she said; "I have never known a poet." "And you don't know him," said Owen, dryly. She reddened. "Of course I don't. I know that." "Have you received any answer to your advertisement?" he inquired. "Ah — no!" she said, and the forgotten disappointment which had shown itself in her face at different times during the day became visible again. Another day passed away. On Thursday, without inquiry, she learnt more of the head clerk. He and Graye had become vcr}- friendly, and he had been tempted to show her brother a copy of some poems of his — some serious and some sad, some humorous — which had appeared in the poet's corner of a magazine from time to time. Owen showed them now to Cytherea, who instantly began to read them carefully and to think them very beautiful. "Yes — Springrove's no fool," said Owen didactically. "Xo fool! — I should think he isn't indeed," said Cytherea, looking from the paper in quite an excitement: to write such verses as these!" "What logic are you chopping. Cytherea? WVll, I d(»n't mean on account of the verses, because I haven't road them: but f<^r what he said when the fellows were talking about falling in love." DESPERATE REMEDIES. 21 ''Which yon will tell me?" ''He says that your true lover breathlessly finds himself engaged to a sweetheart, like a man who has caught some- thing in the dark. He doesn't know whether it is a bat or a bird ; takes it to the light when he is cool to learn what it is. He looks to see if she is the right age, but right age or wrong age, he must consider her a prize. Some time later he ponders whether she is the right kind of prize for him. Right kind or wrong kind — he has called her his, and must abide by it. After a time he asks himself, 'Has she the temper, hair, and eyes I meant to have, and was firmly resolved not to do without?' He finds it all wrong, and then comes the tussle — " "Do they marry and live happily?" "Who? Oh, the supposed pair. I think he said — well, I really forget what he said." "That is stupid of you!" said the young lady with dismay. "Yes." "But he's a satirist — I don't think I care about him now." "There you are just wrong. He is not. He is, as I believe, an impulsive fellow who has been made to pay the penalty of his rashness in some love affair." Thus ended the dialogue of Thursday, but Cytherea read the verses again in private. On Friday her brother remarked that Springrove had informed him he was going to leave Mr. Grad- field's in a fortnight to push bis fortunes in London. An indescribable feeling of sadness shot through Cytherea's heart. Why should she be sad at such an announcement as that, she thought, concerning a man she had never seen, when her spirits were elastic enough to rebound after hard blows from deep and real troubles as if she had scarcely known them? Though she could not answer this question she knew one thing, she was saddened by Owen's news. Ideal conception, necessitated by ignorance of the person so imagined, often results in an incipient love, which otherwise would never have existed. § 4. July the tzvcnty-first. A very homely and rustic excursion by steamboat to Lew- borne Bay forms the framework of the next accident in the chain. The trip was announced through the streets on Thurs- 22 DESPERATE REMEDIES. day niornin;,^ by the weak-voiced town crier to be at 6 o'cloc]< the same evening. The weather was lovely, and the opportunity being the first of the kind offered to thcin, Owen and Cytlierea went with the rest. They had reached the bay, and had lingered together for nearly an hour on the shore and up the hill which rose beside the cove, when Graye recollected that a mile or two inland from this spot was an interesting medieval ruin. lie was already familiar with its characteristics through the medium of an archaeological work, and now finding himself so close to the reality, felt inclined to verify some tlicory he had formed re- specting it. Concluding that there would i)e just sufficient time for him to go there and return before the boat had left the cove, he parted from Cytherea on the hill, struck downward, and then up a heathery valley. She remained where he had left her until the time of his expected return, scanning the details of the prospect around. Placidly spread out before her on the south was the open clian- nel, rciiecting a blue intenser by many shades than that of the sky overhead, and dotted on the foreground by half a dozen small craft of contrasting rig. their sails graduating in hue from extreme whiteness to reddish brown, the varying actual colors varied again in a double degree by the rays of the declining sun. Presently the first bell from the boat was heard, warning the passengers to embark. This was followed by a lively air from the harps and violins on board, their tones, as they arose, be- coming intermingled with, thougli not marred by. the brush of the waves when their crests rolled over — at the point where the check of the shore shallows was first felt — and tlien thinned away up the slope of pebbles and sand. She turned her face landward, and strained her eyes to dis- cern, if possible, some signs of Owen's return. Nothing was visible save the strikingly brilliant, still landscape. The wide concave which lay at the back of the cliff in this direction was blading with the western light, adding an orange tint to the vivid purple of the heather, now at the very climax of bloom, and free from the slightest touch of the invidious brown that so soon creeps into its shades. The light so intensified the color that they scorned to stand above the surface of th.c earth and float in mid-air like an exhalation of red. In the minor valleys, between the liiiloeks and ridc;es wln'ch diviTsifii'd the contour DESPERATE, REMEDIES. 23 of the basin, but did not disturb its general sweep, she marked brakes of tall, heavy-stemmed ferns, five or six feet high, in a brilliant light-green dress — a broad ribbon of them, with the path in their midst winding like a stream along the little ravine that reached to the foot of'thc hill and delivered up the path to its grassy area. Among the ferns grew holly bushes deeper in tint than any shade about them, while the whole surface of the scene was dimpled with small conical pits, and here and there were round ponds, now dry, and half overgrown with rushes. The last bell of the steamer rang. Cytherea had forgotten herself, and what she was looking for. In a fever of distress lest Owen should be left behind, she gathered up in her hand the corners of her handkerchief, containing specimens of the shells, seaweed, and fossils with which the locality abounded, descended to the beach, and mingled with the knots of visitors there congregated from other interesting points around, from the inn, the cottages, and hired conveyances that had returned from short drives inland. They all went aboard by the primitive plan of a narrow plank on two wheels — the women being as- sisted by a rope. Cytherea lingered till the very last, reluctant to follow, and looking alternately at the boat and the valley behind. Her delay provoked a remark from Captain Jacobs, a thickset man of hybrid stains, resulting from the mixed effects of fire and water, peculiar to sailors where engines are the pro- pelling power. "Now, then, missie, if you please. I am sorry to tell 'ee our time's up. Who are you looking for, miss?" "I\Iy brother — he has walked a short distance inland; he must be here directly. Could you wait for him — just a minute?" "Really, I'm afraid not, m'm." Cj'therea looked at the stovit, round-faced man, and at the vessel, with a light in her eyes so expressive of her own opinion being the same on reilection, and with such resignation, too, that, from an instinctive feeling of pride at being able to prove himself more humane than he was thought to be — works of supererogation are the only sacri- fices that entice in this way — and that at a very small cost, he delayed the boat till some elderly unmarried girls among the passengers began to murmur. "There, never mind," said Cytherea decisively. "Go on with- out me — I shall wait for him." 24 DESPERATE REMEDIES. "Well, 'tis a vcn- awkward tliinp: to leave you here all alone," saitl the captain. "I certainly advise you not to wait." "lie's {.i^one across to the railway station, for certain," said another passentjer. "No — here he is!" Cytherea said, regarding, as she spoke, the half-hiililen figure of a man who was seen advancing at a headlong pace down the ravine which lay between the licath and the shore. "He can't get here in less than five minutes." the passenger said. "People should know what they are about, and keep time. Really, if — " "You see. sir," said the captain, in an apologetic undertone, "since 'tis her brother, and she's all alone, 'tis only nater to wait a minute now he's in sight. Suppose now you were a young woman, as might be, and had a brother, like this one, and you stood of an evening upon this here wild, lonely shore, like her, why. you'd want us to wait, too, wouldn't you, sir? I think you would." The person so hastily approaching had been lost to view during this remark by reason of a hollow in the ground, and the projecting cliff immediately at hand covered the path in its rise. His footsteps were now heard striking sharply upon the stony road at a distance of about twenty or thirty yards, but still behinappointing death, had begun to accumulate, and to bear a fruit of generalities; his glance sometimes seeming to state, 'I have already thought out the issue of such conditions a^ these we are experiencing." At other times he wore an ihstracted look: "I seem to have lived through this moment ticfore." He was carelessly dressed in dark g^y, wearing a narrow bit of black ribbon as a necktie, the bow of which was disar- angcfl, and stood obliquely — a deposit of white dust having lodged in the creases. "I am sorry for your disappointment," he continued, keep- ing at her side. As he spoke the words, he glanced into her face — then fixed his eyes firmly, though but for a moment, on hers, which at the same instant w^ere regarding him. Their eyes having met, became, as it were, mutually locked together, and the single instant only which g(xj(\ breeding allows as the length of such a glance became trebled: a clear penetrating ray of intelligence had ^hot from each into each, giving birth to one of those unaccountable sensations which carry home to the heart before the hand has been touched or the merest compli- ment passed, by something stronger than mathematical proof, the conviction, "A tie has begun to unite us." lioth faces also unconsciously stated that their owners had been much in each other's thoughts of late. Owen had talked to the head clerk of his sister as freely as to CNlherea of the head clerk. A conversation began, which was none the less interesting to the part'' 'tir-.n j i.^r-.M-.. it consisted only of the most trivial and -. Then the band of harps and violins stn; \ , and the deck was cleared for dancing; the sun dipping beneath the horizon during the pro- ceeding, and the moon showing herself at their stern. The sea was so calm that the soft hiss produced by the bursting of the innumerable bubbles of foam behind the paddles could be dis- tinctively heard. The passengers who did not dance, including DESPERATE REMEDIES. 27 Cytherea and Springrove, lapsed into silence, leaning against the paddle-boxes, or standing aloof — noticing the trembling of the deck to the steps of the dance — watching the waves from the paddles as they slid thinly and easily under each other's bosom. Night had quite closed in by the time they reached Creston harbor, sparkling with its white, red, and green lights in oppo- sition to the shimmering path of the moon's reflection on the other side, which reached away to the horizon till the flecked ripples reduced themselves to sparkles as fine to the eye as gold dust. "I will walk to the station and find out the exact time the train arrives," said Springrove, rather eagerly, when they had landed. She thanked him much. "Perhaps we might walk together," he suggested, hesitating- ly. She looked as if she did not quite know, and he settled the question by showing the way. They found, on arriving there, that on the first day of that month the particular train selected for Gray's return had ceased to stop at Galworth station. "I am very sorry I misled him," said Springrove. "Oh, I am not alarmed at all," replied Cytherea. "Well, it's sure to be all right — he will sleep there, and come by the first in the morning. But what will you do, alone?" "I am quite easy on that point; the landlady is vers' friend- ly. I must go indoors now. Good-night, Mr. Springrove." "Let me go round to your door with you?" he pleaded. "No, thank you; we live close by." He looked at her as a waiter looks at the change he brings back. But she was inexorable. "Don't — forget me," he murmured. She did not answer. "Let me see you sometimes," he said. "Perhaps you never will again — I am going away," she re- plied, in lingering tones; and turning into Cross street, ran indoors and upstairs. The sudden withdrawal of what was superfluous when first given is often felt as an essential loss. It was felt now with regard to the maiden. jNIore, too, after a first meeting, so pleasant and so enkindling, she had seemed to imply that they would 2S DESPERATE REMEDIES. never come together aj^ain. The younj^ man softly follow i.' I'cr, stood opposite the house, and watched her come into tl i:ppcr room with the light. Presently his gaze was cut shci : hy her approaching the window and pulling down the blind — Edward dwelling upon her vanishing figure with a hopeless sense of loss akin to that which Adam is said by logicians to fiave felt when he first saw the sun set, and thought, in his in- experience, that it would return no more. He waited until her shadow had twice crossed the window, when, finding the charming outline was not to be expccto ' again, he left the street, crossed the harbor-bridge, and enters his own solitary chamber on the other side, vaguely thinkiuj^ as he went (for unnamed reasons), "One hope is too like despair For prudence to smother." CHAPTER III. THE EVENTS OF EIGHT DAYS. § I. From the twenty-second to the twenty-seventh of July. But things are not what they seem. A responsive love for Edward Springrove had made its appearance in Cytherea's bosom with all the fascinating attributes of a first experience — not succeeding to or displacing other emotions, as in older hearts, but taking up entirely new ground; as when gazing just after sunset at the pale-blue sky we see a star come into existence where nothing was before. His parting words, "Don't forget me," she repeated to her- self a hundred times, and though she thought their import was probably commonplace, she could not help toying with them — looking at them from all points, and investing them with mean- ings of love and faithfulness — ostensibly entertaining such meanings only as fables wherewith to pass the time, yet in her heart admitting, for detached instants, a possibility of their deeper truth. And thus, for hours after he had left her, her reason flirted with her fancy as a kitten will sport with a dove, oleasantly and smoothly through easy attitudes, but disclosing its cruel and unyielding nature at crises. To turn now to the more material media through which this story moves, it so happened that the very next morning brought round a circumstance which, slight in itself, took up a relevant and important position between the past and the future of the persons herein concerned. At breakfast-time, just as Cytherea had again seen the post- man pass without bringing her an answer to the advertisement, as she had fully expected he would, Owen entered the room. "Well," he said, kissing her, "you have not been alarmed, of course? Springrove told you what I had done, and you found there was no train?" "Yes, it was all clear. But what was the lameness owing to?" "I don't know — nothing. It has quite gone off now. . , . Cytherea, I hope you like Springrove. Springrove's a nice fel- low, you know." 30 DESPERATE REMEDIES. "Vcs, I think he is, except that — " "It happened just to tlie puri)Ose that I should meet him there, di(hi"t it? And when 1 reached the station and learned that I could not get on by train my foot seemed better. I started off to walk home, and went about five miles along a path besitlc the railway. It then struck me that I might not be fit for anything to-day if I walked and aggravated the botlier- ing foot, so 1 looked for a place to sleep at. There was no available village or inn, and I eventually got the keeper of a gate-house, where a lane crossed the line, to take me in." They proceeded with their breakfast. Owen yawned. "You didn't get mucii sleep at the gate-house last night," I'm afraid, Owen," said his sister. "To tell the truth, I didn't. I w-as in such very close and narrow quarters. Those gate-houses are such small places, and the man had only his own bed to offer me. Ah, by the by, Cythie, I have such an extraordinary tiling to tell you in con- nection with this man! — by Jove, I had nearly forgotten it. But I'll go straight on. As I was saying, he had only his own bed to offer me, but I could not afford to be fastidious, and as he had a hearty manner, though a very queer one, I agreed to accept it, and he made a rougli pallet for himself on the floor close beside me. Well. 1 could not sleep for my life, and I wished I had not stayed there, though I was so tired. For one thing, there were the luggage trains rattling by at my elbow the early part of the night. But worse than this, he talked con- tinually in his sleep, and occasionally struck out widi his limbs at something or another, knocking against the post of the bed- stead and making it tremble. My condition was altogether so unsatisfactory' that at last I awoke him, and asked him what he had been dreaming about for the previous hour, for I could get no sleep at all. lie begged my panlon for disturbing me, but a name I had casually let fall that evening had led him to think of another stranger he had once had visit him, who had also accidentally mentioned the same name, and some very strange incidents connected with that meeting. The affair had occurred years and years ago; and what I had said had made him think and dream about it as if it were but yesterday. What was the word? I said. 'Cytherea,' he said. What was the story. I asked then. He then told me that when he was a young man ill London he borrowed a few pounds to add to a few he had DESPERATE REMEDIES. 31 saved up, and opened a little inn at Hammersmith. One even- ing, after the inn had been open about a couple of months, every idler in the neighborhood ran off to Westminster. The Houses of Parliament were on fire. "Not a soul remained in his parlor besides himself, and he began picking up the pipes and glasses his customers had has- tily relinquished. At length a young lady about seventeen or eighteen came in. She asked if a woman was there waiting for herself — Miss Jane Taylor. He said no; asked the young woman if she would wait, and showed her into the small inner room. There was a glass pane in the partition dividing this room from the bar to enable the landlord to see if his visitors, who sat there, wanted anything. A curious awkwardness and melancholy aJ)OUt the behavior of the girl who called caused my informant to look frequently at her through the partition. She seemed weary of her life, and sat with her face buried in her hands, evidently quite out of her element in such a house. Then a woman much older came in and greeted Miss Taylor by name. The man distinctly heard the following words pass between them: "'Why have you not brought him?' " 'He is ill ; he is not likely to live through the night' "At this announcement from the elderly woman, the younger one fell to the fioor in a swoon, apparently overcome by the news. The landlord ran in and lifted her up. Well, do what they would, they could not for a long time bring her back to consciousness, and began to be much alarmed. 'Who is she?' the innkeeper said to the other woman. 'I know her,' the other said, with deep meaning in her tone. The elderly and young woman seemed allied, and yet strangers. "She now showed signs of life, and it struck him (he was plainly of an inquisitive turn) that in her half-bewildered state (he might get some information from her. He stooped over her, put his mouth to her ear, and said sharply, 'What's your name?' 'Catch a woman napping if you can, even when she's asleep or half-dead,' says the gatekeeper. When he asked her her name, she said immediately: " 'Cytherea' — and stopped suddenly." "My own name!" said Cytherea. "Yes — your name. Well, the gateman thought at the time it might be equally with Jane a name she had invented for the 32 DESPERATE REMEDIES. occasion, that tlicy niijii^ht not trace her; but I think it was truth unconsciously uttered, for she added directly afterward, 'Oh, what have I said!' and was quite overcome again — this time with fright. Her vexation that the woman now doubted the genuineness of her other name was very much greater than that the innkeeper did, and it is evident that to blind the won was her main object. He also learned, from words this ot' woman casually let drop, that meetings of the same kind li been held before, and that the falseness of the soi-disaut W. Jane Taylor's name had never been suspected by this cc': panion or confederate till then. "She recovered, rested there for an hour, and first scndii off her companion peremptorily (which was another odd thin she left the house, offering the landlord all the money she 1 to say nothing about the circumstance. He has never si her since, according to his own account. I said to him ap, and again, 'Did you find out any more particulars aftenvar 'Not a syllable,' he said. Oh, he should never hear any mor< that — too many years had passed since it happened. 'At -i rate, you found out her surname ?' I said. 'Well, well, that's \ secret,' he went on. 'Perhaps I should never have been in ». part of the world if it hadn't been for that. I failed as a p; lican, you know.' I imagine the situation of a gateman \. given him and his debts paid off as a bribe to silence, but I cn;i ; say. 'Ah, yes,' he said, with a long breath, 'I have never hen- 1 that name mentioned since that time till to-night, and tli there instantly rose to my eyes the vision of that young \\ lying in a fainting fit.' He then stopped talking and fell asl< Telling the story must have relieved him as it did the Anci. Mariner, for he did not move a muscle or make another so' for the remainder of the night. Now. isn't that an odd stoi\ "It is, indeed," Cytherea murmured. "Very, very strange. ' "Why should she have said your most uncommon nam continued Owen. "The man was evidently truthful, for tb was not motive sufficient for his invention of such a tale. a;i I he could not have done it. either." Cvtherca looked long at her brother. "Don't you rccogni • anvthing else in connection with the storv?" she said. ''What?" he asked. "Do you remember what poor papa once let drop — that Cytherea was the name of his first sweetheart in Bloomsbury, DESPERATE REMEDIES. 33 who SO mysteriously renounced him? A sort of intuition tells me this was the same woman." "Oh, no — not likely," said her brother skeptically. "How not likely, Owen? There's not another woman of the name in England. In what year used papa to say the event took place?" "Eighteen hundred and thirty-five." "And when were the Houses of Parliament burned? — stop, I can tell you." She searched their litde stock of books for a list of dates, and found one in an old school history. "The Houses of Parliament were burned down in the evening of the sixteenth of October, eighteen hundred and thirty-four." "Nearly a year and a quarter before she met father," remarked Owen. They were silent. "If papa had been alive, what a wonder- fully absorbing interest this story would have had for him," said Cytherca, by and by. "And how strangely knowledge comes to us. We might have searched for a clue to her secret half the world over, and never found one. If we had really had any motive for trying to discover more of the sad history than papa told us, we should have gone to Bloomsbury; but not caring to do so, we go two hundred miles in the opposite direction, and there find information waiting to be told us. What could have been the secret, Owen?" "Heaven knows. But our having heard a little more of her in this way (if she is the same woman) is a mere coincidence after all — a family story to tell our friends, if we ever have any. But v*-e shall never know any more of the episode novv — trust our fates to that." Cytherea was silently thinking. "There was no answer this morning to your advertisement, Cytherea?" he continued. "None." "I could see that by your looks when I came in." "Fancy not getdng a single one," she said sadly. "Surely there must be people somewhere who want governesses." "Yes; bat those who want them, and can afford to have them, get them mostly by friends' recommendations; while those who w-inl them, and can't afford to have them, do without them." "What shall I do?" 34 DESPERATE REMEDIES. "Never mind it. Go on living with me. Don't let the diffi- culty trouble your mind so; you think about it all day. I can keep you, Cythie, in a plain way of living. Twenty-five shillings a week do not amount to much, truly: but then many mechan- ics have no more, and we live quite as sparingly as journeymen mechanics 'Tis a meager, narrow life we are drifting into," he added gloomily, "but it is a degree more tol- erable than the worrying sensation of all the world being ashamed of you, which we experienced at Ilocbridge." "I couldn't go back there again," she said. "Nor I. Oh, I don't regret our course for a moment. We did (|uitc right in dropj)ing out of the world." The sneering tones of the remark were almost too labored to be real. "Besides," he continued, "something better for me is sure to turn up soon. I wish my engagement here was a permanent one instead of for only two months. It may, certainly, be for a longer time, but all is uncertain." "I wish I could get something to do, and I must, too," she said firmly. "Suppose, as is ver}- probable, you are not wanted after the beginning of October, the time Mr. Gradfield men- tioned, what should we do if I were dependent on you only- tliroughout the winter?" They pondered on numerous schemes by which a young lady might be supposed to earn a decent livelihood, more or less convenient and feasible in imagination, but relinquished them all until advertising had been once more tried, this time taking lower ground. Cytherea was vexed at her temerity in having represented to the world that so inexperienced a being as her- self was a qualified governess; and had a fancy that this pre- sumption of hers might be one reason why no ladies applied. Tlie new and humbler attempt appeared in the following form : "Nurser)' Governess or Useful Companion — A young person wishes to hear of a situation in either of the above capacities. Salary very moderate. She is a good needlewoman. Address C., 3 Cross street, Creston." In the evening they went to post the letter, and then walked up and down the esplanade for awhile. Soon they met Spring- DESPERATE REMEDIES. 35 rove, said a few words to him, and passed on. Owen noticed that his sister's face had become crimson. Rather oddly, they met SpringTove again in a few minutes. This time the three wah^ed a httle way together, Edward ostensibly talking to Owen, though with a single thought lo the reception of his words by the maiden at the farther side, upon whom his gaze was mostly resting, and who was atten- tively listening — looking fixedly upon the pavement the while. It has been said that men love with their eyes; women with their ears. As Owen and himself were little more than acquaintances as yet, and as Springrove was wanting in the assurance of many men of his age, it now became necessary to wish his friends good-evening, or to find a reason for continuing near Cythcrca by saying some nice new thing. He thought of a new thing; he proposed to pull across the bay. This was assented to. They went to the pier; stepped into one of the gaily painted boats moored alongside, and sheered ofif. Cytherea sat in the stern steering. They rowed that evening; tlie next came, and with it the necessity of rowing again. Then the next, and the next, Cytherea always sitting in the stern with the tiller-ropes in her hands. The cun-es of her figure welded with those of the fragile boat in perfect continuation, as she girlishly yielded herself to its heaving and sinking, seeming to form with it an organic whole. Then Owen was inclined to test his skill in paddling a canoe. Edward did not like canoes, and the issue was, that, having seen Owen on board, Springrove proposed to pull ofif after him with a pair of sculls; but not considering himself sufficiently accomplished to do finished rowing before an esplanade full of promenaders when there was a little swell on, and with the rud- der unshipped in addition, he begged that Cytherea might come with him and steer as before. She stepped in, and they floated along in the wake of her brother. Thus passed the fifth evening. But the consonant pair were thrown into still closer com- panionship, and much more exclusive connection. § 2. J^i^y the twenty-nijith. It was a sad time for Cytherea — the last day of Springrove's 36 DESPERATE REMEDIES. management at Gradficld's, and the last evening before his ivtuni from Creslon to his father's house, previous to his de- parture {or London. Grave had been requested by the architect to sur\'ey a plot of land nearly twenty miles off, which, with the journey to and fro, would occupy him the whole day, and prevent his return- ing till late in the evening. Cytherea made a companion of her landlady to the extent of sharing meals and sitting with her during the morning of her brother's absence. Mid-day found her mi:^erable imder this arrangement. All tlie afternoon she sat alone, looking out of the window for she scarcely knew whom, and hoj)ing she scarcely knew what. Half-past five o'clock came — the end of Springrove's official day. Two min- utes later Springrove walked by. She endured her solitude for another half-hour, and then could endure no longer. She had hoped — under the title of feared — that Edward would have fouud some reason or other for calling, but it seemed that he had not. Hastily dressing herself, she went out, when the farce of an accidental meeting was repeated. Edward came upon her in the street at the first turning. "Pie looked at her as a lover can; She looked at him as one who wakes — The past was a sleep, and her life began." "Shall we have a boat?" he said impulsively. How exquisite a sweetheart is at first! Perhaps, indeed, the only bliss in the course of love which can truly be called Eden- like is tiiat which prevails inmiediately after doubt has ended and before reflection has set in — at the dawn of the emotion, when it is not recognized by name, and before the consideration of wiiat this love is has given birth to the consideration of what difTiculties it tends to create; when, on the man's part, the mistress appears to the mind's eye in picturesque, hazy, and fresh morning lights and soft morning shadows; when, as yet, she is known only as the wearer of one dress, which shares her own personality; as the stander in one special position, the giver of one bright, particular glance, and the speaker of one tender sentence; when, on her part, she is timidly careful over what she says and docs, lest she should be misconstrued or underrated to the breadth of a shadow of a hair. DESPERATE REMEDIES, 37 ''Shall wc have a boat?" he said again, more softly, seeing that at his first question she had not answered, but looked un- certainly at the ground, then almost, but not quite, in his face, blushed a series of minute blushes, left ofY in the midst of them, and showed the usual signs of perplexity in a matter of the emotions. Owen had always been with her before, but there was now a force of habit in the proceeding, and with Arcadian innocence she assumed that a row on the water was, under any circum- stances, a natural thing. Without another word being spoken on either side they went down the steps. He carefully handed her in, took his seat, slid noiselessly off the sand, and away from the shore. They thus sat facing each other in the graceful yellow cockle- shell, and his eyes frequently found a resting-place in the depths of hers. The boat was so small that at each return of the sculls when his hand came forward to begin the pull, they approached so near to her bosom that her vivid imagination began to thrill her with a fancy that he was going to clasp his arms around her. The sensation grew^ so strong that she could not run the risk of again meeting his eyes at those critical moments, and turned aside to inspect the distant horizon ; then she grew weary of looking sideways, and was driven to return to her natural position again. At this instant he again leaned forward to begin, and met her glance by an ardent fixed gaze. An involuntary impulse of girlish embarrassment caused her to give a vehement pull at the tillcr-rope, which brought the boat's head round till they stood directly for shore. His eyes, which had dwelt upon her form during the whole time of her look askance, now left her; he perceived the direc- tion in which they were going. "Why, you have completely turned the boat. Miss Graye," he said, looking over his shoulder. "Look at our track in the water — a great semicircle, preceded by a series of zigzags as far as we can see." She looked attentively. "Is it my fault or yours?" she in- quired. "Mine, I suppose?" "I can't help saying that it is yours." She dropped the rope decisively, feeling the slightest twinge of vexation at the answer. "Why do you let go?" 3S DESPERATE REMEDIES. "I do it SO badly." "0!i, no; you turned about for shore in a masterly way. Do you wish to return?" "Ves, if you please." "Of course, then, I will at once." "I fear what the people will think of us — g^oing in such absurd directions, and all through my wretched steering." "Never mind what the people think." A pause. "You surely arc not so weak as to mind what the people think on such a matter as that?" That answer might almost be called too firm and hard to be given by him to her, but never mind. For almost the first time in her life she felt the delicious sensation, although on such an insignificant subject, of being compelled into an opinion by a man she loved. Owen, though less yielding physically, and more practical, would not have had the intellectual independ- ence to answer a woman thus. She replied quietly and honestly — as honestly as when she had stated the contrary fact a minute earlier: "I don't mind." "I'll unship the tiller that you may have notliing to do going back but to hold your parasol." he continued, and arose to perform the operation, necessarily leaning closely against her, to guard against the risk of capsizing the boat as he reached his liands astern. His warm breath touched and crept round her face like a caress; but he was apparently only concerned with his task. She looked guilty of something when he seated himself. He read in her face what that something was — she had experienced a pleasure from his touch. But he flung a practical glance over his shoulder, seized the oars, and they sped in a straight line toward the shore. Cytherea saw that he read in her face what had passed in her heart, and that, reading it, he contiinied as decided as before She was inwardly distressed. .*^he had not meant him to trans- late her words about returning home so literally at the first; she had not intended him to learn her secret; but more than all. she was not able to endure the perception of his learning it and continuing unmoved. There was nothing but misery to come now. They would step ashore; he would say good-night, go to London to-mor- row, and the miserable she would lose him forever. She did DESPERATE REMEDIES. 39 not quite suppose, what was the fact, that a parallel thought was simultaneously passing through his mind. They were now within ten yards, now within five; he was only now waiting for a "smooth" to bring the boat in. Sweet, sweet Love must not be slain thus, was the fair maid's reason- ing. She was quite equal to the occasion — ladies are — and de- livered the god: "Do you want very much to land. Air. Springrove?" she said, letting her young violet eyes pine at him a very, very little. "I? Not at all," said he, looking an astonishment at her inquiry, which a slight t\vinkle of his eye half-belied. "But you do?" "I think that now we have come out, and it is such a pleasant evening," she said, gently and sweetly, "I should like a little longer row, if you don't mind. I'll try to steer better than be- fore, if it makes it easier for you. I'll try very hard." It was the turn of his face to tell a tale now. He looked, "We understand each other — ah, we do, darling!" turned the boat, and pulled back into the bay once more. "Now steer me wherever you will," he said in a low voice. "Never mind the directness of the course — wherever you will." "Shall it be Laystead shore?" she said, pointing in that direc- tion. "Laystead shore," he said, grasping the sculls. She took the strings daintily, and they wended away to the left. For a long time nothing was audible in the boat but the regular dip of the oars and their movement in the row-locks. Springrove at length spoke: "I must go away to-morrow," he said tentatively. "Yes," she replied faintly. "To endeavor to advance a little in my profession in London." "Yes," she said again, with the same preoccupied softness. "But I sha'n't advance." "Why not? Architecture is a bewitching profession. They say that an architect's work is another man's play." "Yes. But worldly advantage from an art doesn't depend upon mastering it. I used to think it did; but it doesn't. Those who get rich need have no skill at all as artists." "What need they have?" "A certain kind of energy which men with any fondness for 40 DESPERATE REMEDIES. art possess very scUlom ituleed — an earnestness in makings ac- (luaintanccs, and a love for using them. They g'ive tlicir whole attcntitni to the art of dining out, after mastering a few rudi- mentary facts to serve up in conversation. Now after saying that, do I seem a man Hkely to make a name?" "Vou seem a man Hkely to make a mistake." "What's that?" "To give too much room to the latent feeling, which is rather common in these days among the unappreciated, that because some markedly successful men are fools, all markedly unsuc- cessful men are geniuses." "Pretty subtle for a young lady," he said slowly. "From tliat remark I should fancy you had bought experience." She passed over the idea. "Do try to succeed," she said, with wistful thoughtfulness, leaving her eyes on him. Springrovc flushed a little at the earnestness of her words, and mused: "Then, like Cato the Censor, I shall do what 1 despise, to be in the fashion," he said at last. . . . "Well, when I found all this out that I was speaking of, whatever do you think I did? From having already loved verse passion- ately, I went on to read it continually; then I went rhyminf myself. If anything on earth ruins a man for useful occupa tion, and for content with reasonable success in a profession or trade, it is the habit or writing verses on emotional subjects, which had much better be left to die from want of nourish- ment." "Do you write poems now?" she said. "None. Poetical days are getting past with me, according to the usual rule. Writing rhymes is a stage people of my sort pass through, as they pass through the stage of shaving for a beard, or thinking they arc ill-used, or saying there's nothing in the world worth living for." "Then the dift'erence between a common man and a recog- nized i)oet is. that one has been deluded and cured of his de- lusion, and the other continues deluded all his days." "Well, there's just enough truth in what you say to make the remark unbearaJile. However, it doesn't matter to me, nov/ that I 'meditate the thankless muse' no longer, but ..." He paused as if endeavoring to think what better thing he did. Cytherea's mind ran on to the succeeding lines of the poem, and their startling harmony w ith the present situation suggested DESPERATE REMEDIES. 41 the fancy that he was "sporting", with her, and brought an awkward contemplativeness to her face. Springrove guessed her th^oughts, and in answer to them simply said, "Yes." Then they were silent again. "If I had known an Amaryllis was coming here, I should not have made arrangements for leaving," he resumed. Such levity, superimposed on the notion of "sport," was in- tolerable to Cytherea; for a woman seems never to see any but the serious side of her attachment, thoug-h the most de- voted lover has all the time a vague and dim perception that he is losing his old dignity and frittering away his time. "But will you not try again to get on with your profession? Try once more; do try once more," she murmured. "I am going to try again. I have advertised for something to do." "Of course I will," he said with an eager gesture and smile. "But we must remember that the fame of Christopher Wren himself depended upon the accident of a fire in Pudding- Lane. My success seems to come very slowly. I often think that before I am ready to live it will be time for me to die. How- ever, I am trying — not for fame now, but for an easy life of reasonable comfort." It is a melancholy truth for the middle classes, that in pro- portion as they develop, by the study of poetry and art, their capacity for conjugal love of the highest and purpst kind, they limit the possibility of their being able to exercise it — the very act putting out of their power the attainment of means sufficient for marriage. The man who works up a good income has had no time to learn love to its exquisite extreme ; the man who has learned that has had no time to get rich. "And if you should fail — utterly fail to get that reasonable wealth," she said earnestly, "don't be perturbed. The truly great stand upon no middle ledge; they arc either famous or unknown." "Unknown," he said, "if their ideas have been allowed to flow with a sympathetic breadth. Famous only if they have been convergent and exclusive." "Yes; and I am afraid, from that, that my remark was but discouragement, wearing the dress of comfort. Perhaps I was not quite right in — " "It depends entirely upon what is m.cant by being truly great. But the long and the short of the matter is that men must stick to 42 DESPERATE RE..IEDIES. a tiling- if they want to succeed in it — not givinjj^ way to over- niucli admiration for the flowers they see growing in other people's borders; which 1 am afraid has been my case." He looked into the far distance and paused. Adherence to a course with persistence sufficient to insure success is possible to widely appreciative minds only when there is also found in them a power — commonplace in its nature, but rare in such combination — the power of assuming to conviction that in the outlying paths which appear so much more brilliant than their own, there arc bitternesses equally great — unper- ceived simply on account of their remoteness. They were opposite Laystcad shore. The cliffs here were formed of strata completely contrasting with those of the farther side of the bay. while in and beneath the water hard bowlders had taken the place of sand and shingle, between which, how- ever, the sea glided noiselessly, without breaking the crest of a single wave, so strikingly calm was the air. The breeze had entirely died away, leaving the water of that rare glassy smooth- ness which is unmarked even by the small dimples of the least aerial movement. Purples and blues of divers shades were re- flected from this mirror according as each undulation sloped cast or west. They could see the rocky bottom some twenty feet beneath them, luxuriant with weeds of various growths, and dotted with pulpy creatures reflecting a silvers* and spangled radiance upward to their eyes. At length she looked at him to learn the effect of her words of encouragement. He had let the oars drift alongside, and the boat had come to a standstill. Everything on earth seemed taking a contemplative rest, as if waiting to hear the avowal of something from his lips. At that instant he appeared to break a resolution hitherto zealously kept. Leaving his seat amid- ships he came and gently edged himself down beside her upon the narrow seat at the stern. She breathed quicker and warmer: he took her right hand in his own right; it was not withdrawn. He put his left hand behind her neck till it came round upon her left cheek; it was not tlirust away. Lightly pressing her. he brought her face and mnuth toward his own; when, at this the very brink, some imaccountable thought or spell within him siuldcnly made him halt — even now, and. as it seemed, as much to himself as to her, he timidly whispered, "May I?" DESPERATE REMEDIES. 43 Her endeavor was to say No so denuded of its flesh and sinews that its nature would hardly be recognized, or in other words a No from so near the positive frontier as to be affected with the Yes accent. It was thus a whispered No, drawn out to nearly a quarter of a minute's length, the O making itself audible as a sound like the spring coo of a pigeon on unusually friendly terms with his mate. Though conscious of her success in producing the kind of word she had wished to produce, she at the same time trembled in suspense as to how it would be taken. But the time available for doubt was so short as to admit of scarcely more than half a dozen vibrations: pressing closer he kissed her. Then he kissed her again with a longer kiss. It was the supremely happy moment of their experience. The bloom and the purple light were strong on the lineaments of both. Their hearts could hardly believe the evidence of their lips. 'T love you, and you love me, Cytherea!" he whispered. She could not deny it; and all seemed well. The gentle sounds around them from the hills, the plains, the distant town, the adjacent shore, the water heaving at their side, the kiss, and the long kiss, were all "many a voice of one delight," and in unison with each other. But his mind flew back to the same unpleasant thought which had been connected with the resolution he had broken a minute or two earlier. "I could be a slave at my profession to win you, Cytherea; I would work at the meanest honest trade to be near you — much less claim you as mine ; I would — anything. But I have not told you all ; it is not this; you don't know what there is yet to tell. Could you forgive as you can love ?" She was alarmed to see that he had become pale with the question. "No — do not speak," he said. "I have kept something from you, which has now become the cause of a great uneasiness. I had no right — to love you; but I did it. Something for- bade — " "What?" she exclaimed. "Something forbade me — till the kiss — yes, till the kiss came; and now nothing shall forbid it! We'll hope in spite of all. . . . . I must, however, speak of this love of ours to your brother. Dearest, you had better go indoors while I meet him at the station, and explain everything." 44 DESPERATE REMEDIES. Cytlierca's short-lived bliss was dead and gone. Oh, if she had known of this secjuel would she have allowed him to break down the barrier of mere acquaintanceship — never, never! "Will you not explain to me?" she faintly urged. Doubt — indcfmite, carking doubt had taken possession of her. "Not now. You alarm yourself unnecessarily," he said ten- derly. "My only reason for keeping silence is that with my present knowledge I may tell an untrue stor>'. It may be there is nothing to tell. I am to blame for haste in alluding to any such thing. I<"orgive me, sweet — forgive me." Her heart was ready to burst, and she could not answer him. He returned to his place, and took to the oars. They again made for the distant esplanade, now, with its line of houses, lying like a dark-gray band against the light western sky. The sun had set, and a star or two began to peep out. They drew nearer their destination. Edward as he pulled tracing listlessly with his eyes the red stripes upon her scarf, which grew to appear as black ones in the increasing dusk of evening. She surveyed the long line of lamps on the sea-wall of the town, now looking small and yellow, and seeming to send long taper roots of fire quivering down deep into the sea. By and by they reached the landing-steps. He took her hand as before, and found it as cold as the water about them. It was not relinquished until he reached her door. His assurance had not removed the constraint of her manner: he saw that she blamed him mutely and with her eyes, like a captive sparrow. Left alone, he went and seated himself on a chair on the es- planade. Neither could she go indoors to her solitar>' room, feeling as she did in such a state of desperate heaviness. \\'hen Spring- rove was out of sight she turned back, and arrived at the corner just in time to see him sit down. Then she glided pensively along the pavement behind him, forgetting herself to marble, like Melancholy itself, and mused in his company unseen. She heard, without heeding, the notes of pianos and singing voices from the fashionable houses at her back, from the open win- dows of which the lamp-light streamed to meet that of the orange-hued fidl moon, newly risen over the bay in front. Then F.dward began to pace up and down, and C>'therca, fearing that he would notice her. doubled behind and across the road, dinging him a last wistful look as she pas.sed out of sight. No DESPERATE REMEDIES. 45 promise from him to write; no request that she herself would do so — nothing but an indefinite expression of hope in the face of some fear unknown to her. Alas, alas! When Owen returned he found she was not in the small sit- ting-room, and creeping upstairs into her bedroom with a light he discovered her there lying asleep upon the coverlet of the bed, still with her hat and jacket on. She had flung herself down on entering, and succumbed to the unwonted oppressive- ness that ever attends full-blown love. The wet traces of tears were yet visible upon her long drooping lashes. "Love is a sowre delight, and sugred griefe, A living death, and ever-dying life." "Cytherea," he whispered, kissing her. She awoke with a start, and ventured an exclamation before recovering her judg- ment. "He's gone!" she said. "He has told me all," said Grave, soothingly. "He is going ofif early to-morrow morning. 'Twas a shame of him to win you away from me, and cruel of you to keep the growth of this attachment a secret." "We couldn't help it," she said, and then jumping up — ''Owen, has he told you all?" "All of your love from beginning to end," he said simply. Edward then had not told more — as he ought to have done ; yet she could not convict him. But she would struggle against his fetters. She tingled to the very soles of her feet at the very possibility that he might be deluding her. "Owen," she continued, with dignity, "what is he to me? Nothing. I must dismiss such weakness as this — believe me, I will. Something far more pressing must drive it away. I have been looking my position steadily in the face, and I must get a living somehow. I mean to advertise once more." "Advertising is no use." "This one will be." He looked surprised at the sanguine tone of her answer, till she took a piece of paper from the table and showed it him. "See what I am going to do," she said sadly, almost bitterly. This was her third effort: "Lady's maid. Inexperienced. Age eighteen. G., 3 Cross street, Creston." : j DESPERATE REMEDIES. Owfii — Owen the respectable — looked blank astonishnieiit. He repeated in a nameless, varying tone the two words: "Lady's maid!" "Yes; lady's maid. 'Tis an honest profession," said Cytherea bravely. "lUityou, Cytherea?" "Yes, 1 — who am I ?" "You will never be a lady's maid — never. I am cjuite sure."' "I shall try to be, at any rate." "Such a disgrace — " "Nonsense! I maintain that it is no disgrace!" she said rather .warmly. "You know very well — " "Well, since you will, you must," he interrupted. "Why do you put 'inexperienced?' " "Because I am." "Never mind that — scratch out 'inexperienced.' We are poor, Cytherea, aren't we?" he murmured, after a silence, "and it seems that the two months will close my engagement here." "We can put up with being poor," she said, "if they only give us work to do Yes, we desire as a blessing what was given as a curse, and even that is denied. However, be cheerful. Owen, and never mind." In justice to desponding men, it is as well to remember that the brighter endurance of women at these epochs — invaluable, sweet, angelic, as it is — owes more of its origin to a narrower vision that shuts out many of the leaden-eyed despairs in the van than to a hopefulness intense enough to quell them. CHAPTER IV. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY. § I. August the fourth. Till four o'clock. The early part of the next week brought an answer to Cy- therea's last note of hope in the way of advertisement — not from a distance of hundreds of miles, London, Scotland, Ireland, the Continent, as Cytherca seemed to think it must, to be in keeping with the means adopted for obtaining it, but from a place in the neighborhood of that in which she was living, a country man- sion about fifteen miles off. The reply ran thus : "Knap water House, August 3d, 1864. "]\Iiss Aldclyfte is in want of a young person as lady's maid. The duties of the place are light. Miss Aldclyffe will be in Creston on Thursday, when (should G. still not have heard of a situation) she would like to see her at the Belvedere Hotel, esplanade, at four o'clock. No answer need be returned to this note." A little earlier than the time named Cytherea, clothed in a modest bonnet and a black silk jacket, turned down to the hotel. Expectation, the fresh air from the water, the bright, far-extending outlook, raised the most delicate of pink colors to her cheeks, and restored to her tread a portion of that elas- ticity which her past troubles, and thoughts of Edward, had well-nigh taken away. She entered the vestibule, and went to the window of the bar. "Is Miss Aldclyffe here?" she said to a nicely dressed bar- maul in the foreground, who was talking to a landlady covered with chains, knobs, clamps of gold in the background. 4 48 DESPERATE REMEDIES. "\t), slic isni," saiil the barniaid, not very civilly. Cytherea looked a shade too pretty for a plain dresser. "?\tiss Aldclyffe is e.xpccted here," the landlady said to a third person, out of sip;ht, in the tone of one who had known for several days the fact newly discovered from Cytherea. "Get ready her room — be quick." LVom the alacrity with which the order was given and taken, it seemed to Cytherea that Miss Aldclyffe must be a woman of considerable importance. "You arc to have an interview with Miss Aldclyffe here?" the landladv inquired. "Yes." "The young person had better wait." continued the landlady, didactically. \\'ilh a money-taker's intuition, she had rightly divined that Cytherea would bring no profit to the house. Cytherea was shown into a nondescript chamber, on the shady side of the building, which appeared to be either bed- room or dayroom, as occasion necessitated, and was one of a suite at the end of the first floor corridor. The prevailing color of the walls, curtain, carpet, and coverings of furniture was more or less blue, to wliich the cold light coming from the northeasterly sky. and falling on a wide roof of new slates — the only objects the small window commanded — imparted a more striking paleness. Rut underneath the door connnunicating with the next room of the suite gleamed an infinitcsimally small, yet very powerful, fraction of contrast — a very thin line of rudily light, showing that the sun beamed strongly into tliis room ad- joining. The line of radiance was the only cheering thing visible in the place. People give way to very infantine thoughts and actions when they wait; the battlefield of life is tcmjK^rarily fenced off by a hard and fast line — the interview. Cytherea fixed her eyes idly upon the streak, and began picturing a wonderful paradise on the other sitic as the source of such a beam — reminding her of the well-known good deed in a naughty world. While she watched the particles of dust floating before the brilliant chink she heard a carriage and horses stop opposite the front of the house. Afterward came the rustic of a lady's dress down the corridor, and into the room communicating with the one Cytherea occupied. The golden line vanished in parts like the phosphorescent streak caused bv the striking of a match; there was the fall of DESPERATE REMEDIES. 49 a light footstep on the floor just behind it; then a pause. Then the foot tapped impatiently, and "There's no one here!" was spoken imperiously by a lady's tongue. "No, madam; in the next room. I am going to fetch her," said the attendant. "That will do, or you needn't go in: I will call her." Cytherea had risen, and she advanced to the middle door with the chink under it as the servant retired. She had just laid her hand on the knob, v/hen it slipped round within her fingers and the door was pulled open from the other side. § 2. Four o'clock. The direct blaze of the afternoon sun, partly refracted through the crimson curtains of the window, and heightened by reflec- tion from the crimson-flock paper which covered the walls, and a carpet on the floor of the same tint, shone with a burning glow round the form of a lady standing close to Cytherea's front with the door in her hand. The stranger appeared to the maiden's eyes — fresh from the blue gloom, and assisted by an imagina- tion fresh from nature — like a tall black figure standing in the midst of fire. It was the figure of a finely built w^oman, of spare though not angular proportions. Cytherea involuntarily shaded her eyes with her hand, re- treated a step or two, and then she could for the first time see Miss Aldclyffe's face in addition to her outline, lit up by the secondary and softer light that was reflected ffom the varnished ^panels of the door. She was not a very young woman, but could boast of much beauty of the majestic autumnal phase. "Oh," said the lady; "come this way." Cytherea followed her to the embrasure of the window. Both the women showed ofT themselves to advantage as they walked forward in the orange light; and each showed, too, in her face that she had been struck with her companion's appear- ance. The warm tint added to Cytherea's face a voluptuous- ness which youth and a simple life had not yet allowed to ex- press itself there ordinarily; while in the elder lady's face it reduced the customary expression, which might have been called sternness, if not harshness, to grandeur, and warmed her decaying complexion with much of the youthful richness it plainly had once possessed. 4 50 DESPERATE REMEDIES. Slic appeared now no more than five-and-thirty, though she might easily have been ten or a dozen years older. She had clear, steady eyes, a Roman nose in its purest form, and also the rounil prominent chin with which the Caesars are repre- sented in ancient marbk-s; a mouth expressing a capability for and tendency to strong emotion, habitually controlled by pride. There was a severity ai)out the lower outlines of the face which gave a masculine cast to this portion of her countenance. Womanly weakness was nowhere visible save in one part — the curve of the forehead and brows; there it was clear and em- phatic. She wore a lace shawl over a brown silk dress, and a net bonnet set with a few blue cornflowers. "Vou inserted the advertisement for a situation as lady's maid, giving the address G, Cross street?" "Yes, madam. Graye." "Yes, I have heard your name — Mrs. Morris, my house- keeper, mentioned you. and pointed out your advertisement." This was puzzling intelligence, but there was not time enough to consider it. "Where did you live last?" contimied Miss AldclyfTe. "I have never been a servant before. I lived at home." "Never been out? I thought, too, at sight of you that you W(.-re too girlish-looking to have done nuicli. Rut why did you advertise with such assurance? It misleads people." "I am very sorry: I put 'ine.xperienced' at first, but my brother .said it is absurd to trumpet your own weakness to the world, and would not let it remain." "But your mother knew what was right. I suppose?" "I have no mother, madam." "Your father, then?" "I have no father." "Well." she said, more softly, "your sisters, aunts, or cousins?" "They didn't think anything about it." "You didn't ask them, I suppose?" "No." "You should have. then. Why didn't you?" "Because I haven't any of them, either." Miss Aldclyflfe showed her surprise. "You deserve forgive- t^css, then, at any rate, child." she .said, in a sort of dryly kind \nnc. "However. T am afraid you do not suit me. as I am looking for an elderly person. You see, I want an experienced DESPERATE REMEDIES. 51 maid who knows all the usual duties of the office." She was going to add, "Though I like your appearance," but the words seemed offensive to apply to the ladylike girl before her, and she modified them to, "Though I like you much." "I am sorry I misled you, madam," said Cytherea. Miss Aldclyffe stood in a reverie, without replying. "Good-aftemoon," continued Cytherea. "Good-by, Miss Graye. I hope you will succeed." Cytherea turned away toward the door. The movement chanced to be one of her masterpieces. It was precise: it had as much beauty as was compatible with precision, and as little coquettishness as was compatible with beauty. And she had in turning looked over her shoulder at the other lady with a faint accent of reproach in her face. Those who remember Greuze's "Head of a Girl" in one of the public picture galleries have an idea of Cytherea's look askance at the turning. It is not for a man to tell fishers of men how to set out their fascinations so as to bring about the highest possible average of takes within the year; but the action that tugs the hardest of all at an emotional beholder is this sweet method of turning which steals the bosom away and leaves the eyes behind. Now ]\Iiss Aldclyffe herself was no tyro at wheeling. When Cytherea had closed the door upon her, she remained for some time in her motionless attitude, listening to the gradually dying sound of the maiden's retreating footsteps. She niurmured to herself, "It is almost worth while to be bored with instructing lier in order to have a creature who could glide round my luxurious, indolent body in that manner, and look at me in that way — I warrant how light her fingers are upon one's head and neck What a silly, modest young thing she is, to go away as suddenly as that!" She rang the bell. "Ask the young lady who has just left me to step back again," she said to the attendant. "Quick ! or she will be gone." Cytherea was now in the vestibule, thinking that if she had told her story, Miss Aldclyffe might perhaps have taken her into the household; yet her history she particularly wished to conceal from a stranger. When slie was recalled, she turned back without feeling much surprise. Something, she knew not what, told her she had not seen the last of Miss Aldclyffe. "You have somebody to refer me to, of course," the lady said when Cvtherea had re-entered the room. 52 DESPERATE REMEDIES. "Yes; Mr. Thom, a solicitor at Reading." "And are yon a clever needlewoman?" "I am considered to be." "Then I think that at any rale I will write to Mr. Thorn," said Miss Aldclyffe, with a little smile. "It is trne, the whole pro- ceeding is very irregular; but my present maid leaves next M(jnday, and neither of the five I have already seen seem to do for me Well, 1 will write to Mr. Thorn, and if his reply is satisfactory you shall hear from me. It will be as well to set yourself in readiness to come on Monday." When Cytherea had again been watched out of the room, Miss AldclyfTe asked for writing materials, that she might at once communicate with Mr. Thorn. She indecisively played with the pen. "Suppose Mr. Thorn's reply to be in any way disheartening — and even if so from his own imperfect acquaint- ance with the young creature more than from circumstantial knowledge — 1 shall feel obliged to give her up. Then I shall regret that I did not give her one trial in spite of other people's prejudices. All her account of herself is reliable enough — yes, 1 can see that in her face. I like that face of hers." Miss AldclyfTe put down the pen, and left the hotel without writing to Mr. Thorn. CHAPTER V. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY. §1. August the eighth. Morning and afternoon. At post time on that following Monday morning-, Cytherea watched so anxiously for the postman that as the time which must bring him narrowed less and less her vivid expectation had only a degree less tangibility than his presence itself. In an- other second his form came into view. He brought two letters for Cytherea. One from Miss AldclyfTe, simply stating that she wished Cytherea to come on trial ; that she would require her to be at Knapwater House by Monday evening. The other was from Edward Springrove. He told her that she was the bright spot of his life; that her existence was far dearer to him than his own; that he had never known what it was to love till he had met her. True, he had felt passing attachments to other faces from time to time; but they all had been Vv^eak inclinations toward those faces as they then ap- peared. He loved her past and future, as well as her present. He pictured her as a child : he loved her. He pictured her of sage years: he loved her. He pictured her in trouble: he loved her. Homely friendship entered into his love for her, without which all love was evanescent. He would make one depressing statement. Uncontrollable circumstance (a long history, with which it was impossible to acquaint her at present) operated to a certain extent as a drag upon his wishes. He had felt this more strongly at the time of their parting than he did now — and it was the cause of his abrupt behavior, for which he begged her to forgive him. He saw now an honorable way of freeing himself, and th.e percep- tion had prompted him to :\rite. In the meantime might he 54 DESPERATE REMEDIES. iiululg-c in the hope of posscssinj^ her on sonic bright future day. when, by hard labor gencratcil from her own cncourapiiji^ worils, he had phiced himself in a position she would think worthy to be shared with him?'' Dear little letter! She huddled it up. How much more im- portant a love letter seems U) a girl than to a man! Springrove was unconsciously clever in his letters, and a man with a talent of that kind may write himself up to a hero in the mind of a young woman who loves him without knowing much about liim. Springrove already stood a cubit higher in her imagina- tion than he did in his shoes. During the day she flitted about the room in an ecstasy of pleasure, packing the things and thinking of an answer which should be worthy of the tender tone of the question, her love bubbling from her involuntarily, like prophecyings from a prophet. In the afternoon Owen went with her to the railway station, and put her in the train for Carriford Road, the station nearest Kna])water House. Half an hour later she stepped out upon the platfonn, and found nobody there to receive her — though a pony-carriage was w aiting outside. In two minutes she saw a melancholy luan in cheerful livery running toward her from a public-house close adjoining, who proved to be the servant sent to fetch her. There are two wa\s of getting rid of sorrows: one by living them down, the other by drowning them. The coachman drowned his. He informed her that her luggage would be fetched by a spring wagon in about half an hour, then helped her into the ciiaisc and drove ofT. Her lover's letter, lying close against her neck, fortifictl her against the restless tiiuidity she had previously felt concerning tb.is new undertaking, and completely furnished her with the confident ease of mind which is required for the critical observa- tion of surrounding objects. It was just that stage in the slow flecline of the sununcr days, when the deep. dark, and vacuous hot-weather shadows are lieginning to be replaced by blue ones that have a surface and substance to the eye. Tliey trotted along the turnpike road for a distance of about a miJe, which brought them just outside the village of Carriford. and then tinned through large lodge gates, on the heavy stone piers of DESPERATE REMEDIES. 55 which stood a pair of bitterns cast in bronze. They then entered the park and wound along a drive shaded by old and drooping lime-trees, not arranged in the form of an avenue, but standing irregularly, sometimes leaving the track completely exposed to the sky, at other times casting a shade over it which almost approached gloom — the under surface of the lowest boughs hanging at a uniform level of six feet above the grass, the extreme height to which the nibbling mouths of the cattle could reach. "Is that the house?" said Cytherca expectantly, catching- sight of a gray gable between the trees, and losing it again. "No; that's the old manor-house — or rather all that's left of it. The Aldclyffes used to let it sometimes, but it was oftener empty. 'Tis now divided into three cottages. Respectable people didn't care to live there." "Why didn't they?" "Weil, 'tis so awkward and unhandy. You see, so much of it has been pulled down, and the rooms that are left won't do very well for a small residence. 'Tis so dismal, too, and like most old houses stands too low down in the hollow to be healthy." "Do they tell any horrid stories about it?" "No, not a single one." "Ah, that's a pity." "Yes, that's what I say. 'Tis just the house for a nice ghastly hair-on-end story, that would make the parish religious. Per- haps it will have one some day to make it complete ; but there's not a word of the kind now. There, I wouldn't live there for all tiiat. In fact, I couldn't. Oh, no, I couldn't." "Why couldn't you?" ■ "The sounds." "What are they?" "One is the waterfall, which stands so close by that you can hear that there waterfall in every room of the house, night or day, ill or well. 'Tis enough to drive anybody mad; now listen." He stopped the horse. Above the slight common sounds in the air came the unvarying steady rush of falling water from some spot unseen on account of the thick foliage of the grove. "There's something awful in the regularity of that sound, is there not, miss?" 5C DESPERATE REMEDIES. "Wlicn you say there is, there really seems to he. Yon said tiicre were two — what is the other horrid sound?" "The pnuipiiif^ en.u^ine. That's clo.se by the Old House, and sends water up tlie hill and all over the Great House. We shall hear that directly There, now listen." From the same direction down the dell they could now hear the whistling creak of cranks, repeated at intervals of half a minute, with a sousing noise between each; a creak, a souse, then another creak, and so on continually. "\ow, if anybody could make shift to live through the other sounds, these would finish him ofT, don't you think so, miss? That machine goes on night and day, summer and winter, and is hardly ever greased or visited. Ah. it tries the nerves at night, especially if you are not very well; though we don't very often hear it at the Great House." "That sound is certainly ver\' dismal. They might have the wheel greased. Does Miss AldclyfTe take any interest in these things?" "\Vell, scarcely; you see her father doesn't attend to that sort of thing as he used to. The engine was once quite his hobby. lUit now he's getting old and very selilom goes there." "How many are there in the family?" "Only her father and herself. He's an old man of seventy." "I had thought that Miss AldclyfFe was sole mistress of the property, and lived here alone." "Xo, m — " The coachman was continually checking him- self thus, being about to style her miss involuntarily, and then recollecting that he was only speaking to the new lady's maid. "She will soon be mistress, however, I am afraid," he con- tinued, as if speaking by a spirit of prophecy denied to ordi- nary humanity. "The poor gentleman has decayed verv' fast latelv." The man then drew a long breath. "Why did you breathe sadly like that?" said Cytherca. "Ah! .... When he's dead peace will be all over with us old scrv'ants. I expect to see the whole house turned inside out." "She will marn-, do you mean?" "Marr}' — not she! I wish she would. Xo, in her soul she's as solitary as Robinson Crusoe, though she has acquaintances in plenty, if not relations. There's the rector, Mr. Raunham — he's a relation by marriage, yet she's cjuite distant toward him. DESPERATE REMEDIES. 57 And people say that if she keeps single there will be hardly a life between Mr. Raunham and the heirship of the estate. Dang it, she don't care. She's an extraordinary picture of woman- kind—very extraordinary." "In what way besides?" "You'll know soon enough, miss. She has had seven lady's maids this last twelvemonth. I assure you 'tis one body's work to fetch 'em from the station and take 'em back again. The Lord must be a Tory at heart, or he'd never permit such over- bearen goings on." "Does she dismiss them directly they come?" "Not at all — she never dismisses them — they go tJiemselves. You see 'tis like this. She's got a very quick temper; she flies in a passion with them for nothing at all; next mornen they come up and say they are going; she's sorry for it, and wishes they'd stay, but she's as proud as Lucifer, and her pride won't let her say 'Stay,' and away they go. 'Tis like this in fact. If you say to her about anybody, 'Ah, poor thing!' she says, 'Pish! indeed!' If you say, 'Pish! indeed!' 'Ah, poor thing!' she says directly. She hangs the chief baker, and restores the chief but- ler, though the devil but Pharaoh herself can see the difierence between 'em." Cytherea was silent. She feared she might be again a burden to her brother. "However, you stand a very good chance," the man went on; "for I think she likes you more than common. I have never known her to send the pony-carriage to meet one before — 'tis always the trap ; but this time she said, in a very particular lady- like tone, 'Roobert, gow with the pony-kerriage.' .... There, 'tis true, pony and carriage, too, are getten rather shabby now," he added, looking round upon the vehicle as if to keep Cytiierea's pride within reasonable limits. " 'Tis to be hoped you'll please in dressen her to-night." "Why to-night?" "There's a dinner-party of seventeen; 'tis her father's birth- day, and she's very particular about her appearance at such times. Now look; this is the house. Livelier up here, isn't it, miss?" They were now on rising ground, and had just emerged from a clump of trees. Still a little higher up than where they stood DS DESPERATE REMEDIES. was situatc'l the mansion, called Knapwater House, the offices gradually losing themselves among the trees behind. § 2. Evening. The house was regularly and substantially built of clean gray freestone throughout, in that plainer fashion of Greek classi- cism that prevailed at the latter end of the last century, when the copyists called designers had grown weary of fantastic variations in the Roman orders. The main block approximated to a square on the ground plan, having a projection in the cen- ter of each side, surmounted by a pediment. From each angle of the cast side ran a line of buildings lower than the rest, turn- ing inward again at their farther end and forming within them a spacious open court, within which resounded an echo of astonishing clearness. These erections were in their turn backed by ivy-covered ice-houses, laundries, and stables, the whole mass of subsidiary buildings being half-buried beneath close- set shrubs and trees. There was opening sufficient through the foliage on the right hand to enable her on nearer approach to form an idea of the arrangement of the remoter or soutli front also. The natural features and contour of this quarter of the site had evidently dictated the position of the house primarily, and were of the ordinary, and, upon the whole, most satisfactory' kind, namely, a broad, graceful slope running from the terrace beneath the walls to the margin of a placid lake lying below, upon the sur- face of which a dozen swans and a green punt floated at leisure. An irregular wooded island stood in the midst of the lake: beyond this and the further margin of the water were planta- tions and greensward of varied outlines, the trees heightening. l)y half-veiling, the softness of the exquisite landscape stretch- ing behind. The glimpses she had detained of this portion were now checked by the angle of the building. In a minute or two they reached the side door, at which Cytherea alighted. She was welcomed by an elderly woman of lengthy smiles and general ])leasantness, who announced herself to be M^rs. Morris, the housekeeper. "Mrs. Graye, T believe?" she said. "I am not — oh, ves, we are all mistresses," said Cvtheron. DESPERATE REMEDIES. 59 smiling-, but forcedly. The title accorded her seemed disagree- ably like the first slight scar of a brand, and she thought of Owen's prophecy. Airs. Alorris led her into a comfortable parlor called The Room. Here tea was made ready, and Cytherea sat down, looking whenever occasion allowed at Mrs. Morris with great interest and curiosity, to discover if possible something in her which should give a clue to the secret of her knowledge of her- self, and the recommendation based upon it. But nothing was to be learned, at any rate just then. Mrs. Morris was perpetually getting up, feeling in her pockets, going to cupboards, leaving the room for two or three minutes, and trotting back again. "You'll excuse me, Mrs. Graye," she said. "But 'tis the old gentleman's birthday, and they always have a lot of people to dinner on that day, though he's getting up in years now. How- ever, none of them are sleepers — she generally keeps the house pretty clear of lodgers (being a lady with no intimate friends, though many acquaintances), which, though it gives us less to do, makes it all the duller for the younger maids in the house." ]\Irs. Morris then proceeded to give in fragmentary speeches an outline of the constitution and government of the estate. "Now are you sure you have quite done tea? Not a bit or drop more? Why, you've eaten nothing, I'm sure Well, now, it is rather inconvenient that the other maid is not here to show you the ways of the house a little, but she left last Saturday, and Miss Aldclyffe has been making shift with poor old clumsy me for a maid all yesterday and this morning. She is not come in yet. I expect she will ask for you, Mrs. Graye, the first thing I was going to say that if you have really done tea, I will take you upstairs and show you through the wardrobes — Miss Aldclyfife's things are not laid out for the night yet." She preceded Cytherea upstairs, pointed out her own room, and then took her into Miss Aldclyffe's dressing-room, on the first floor; where, after explaining the whereabout of various articles of apparel, the housekeeper left her, telling her that she had an hour yet upon her hands before dressing-time. Cytherea laid out upon the bed in the next room all that she had been told would be required that evening, and then went again to the little room w^iich had been appropriated to herself. Here she sat down by the open window, leaned out upon the 60 DESPERATE REMEDIES. sill like another Blessed Daniozel, and listlessly looked down upon tiic brilliant pattern of colors formed by the flower-beds on the lawn — now richly crowded with late summer blossom. I'.ut the vivacity of spirit which had hitherto enlivened her was fast ebbinjij under the pressure of prosaic realities, and the warm scarlet of the geraniums, glowing^ most conspicuously, and minj^linpf with the vivid colcl red and green of the verbenas, the rich depth of the dahlia, and the ripe mellowness of the calceo- laria, backed by the pale hue of a tlock of meek sheep feeding in the open park, close to the other side of the fence, were, to a great extent, lost upon her eyes. She was thinking that noth- ing seemed worth while; that it was possible she might die in a workhouse; and what did it matter? The petty, vulgar de- tails of scr\-itude that she had just passed through, her depend- ence wpnn tlie whims of a strange woman, the necessity of quenching all individuality of character in herself, and relin- quishing her own peculiar tastes to help on the wheel of this alien establishment, made her sick and sad. and she almost longed to pursue some free, out-of-doors employment, sleep under trees or a hut, and know no enemy but winter and cold weather, like shepherds and cowkeepers, and birds and animals — ay, like the sheep she saw there under her window. She looked sympathizingly at them for several minutes, imagining their enjoyment of the rich grass. "Yes — like those sheep." she said aloud; and her face reddened with surprise at a discovery she made that very in- stant. The flock consisted of some ninety or a hundred young stock ewes; the surface of their fleece was as rounded and even as a cushioi\, and white as milk. Now she had just obsen'ed that on the left buttock of ever)- one of them were marked in distinct red letters the initials "E. S." "E. S." could bring to Cytherea's mind only one thought, but that inmicdiately and forever — the name of her lover, Ed- ward .*-^pringrove. "Oh, if it should be . . . !" She interrupted her words by a resolve. Miss AldclyfTe's carriage at the same moment made its appearance in the drive; but Miss AldclyfFe was not her object now. It was to ascertain to whom the sheep belonged and to set her surmise at rest one way or the other. She flew downstairs to Mrs. Morris. DESPERATE REMEDIES. 61 "Whose sheep are those in the park, Mrs. Morris?" "Farmer Springrove's." "What Farmer Springrove is that?" she said quickly. "Why, surely you know? Your friend, Farmer Springrove, the cider-maker, who keeps the Three Tranters Inn, who recommended you to me when he came in to see me the other day?" Cytherea's mother-wit suddenly warned her in the midst of her excitement that it was necessary not to betray the secret of her love. "Oh, yes," she said, "of course." Her thoughts had run as follows in that short interval: "Farmer Springrove is Edward's father, and his name is Edward, too. "Edward knew I was going to advertise for a situation of some kind. "He watched the Times, and saw it, my address being at- tached. "He thought it v^-ould be excellent for me to be here that we might meet whenever he came home. "He told his father that I might be recommended as a lady's maid ; that he knew my brother and myself. "His father told Airs. Morris; Mrs. Morris told Miss Ald- clyffe." The whole chain of incidents that drew her there was plain, and there was no such thing as chance in the matter. It was all Edward's doing. The sound of a bell was heard. Cytherea did not heed it, and she continued in her reverie. "That's Miss Aldclyffe's bell," said Mrs. INIorris. "I suppose it is," said the young woman placidly. "Well, it means that you must go up to her," the matron con- tinued, in a tone of surprise. Cytherea felt a burning heat come over her, mingled with a sudden irritation at Mrs. Morris' hint. But the good sense which had recognized stern necessity prevailed over rebellious indepndence; the flush passed, and she said hastily: "Yes, yes; of course I must go to her when she pulls the bell — whether I want to of no." However, in spite of this painful reminder of her new position in life, Cytherea left the apartment in a mood far different from the gloomy sadness of ten minutes previous. The place felt 6 62 DESPERATE REMEDIES. like home to licr now; she did not mind the pettiness oi lu r occupation, because Edward evidently did not mind it; and thi was Edward's own spot. She found time on her way to Mi- AldclyfTc's dressing-room to hurriedly glide out by a side do. >v and \- ter)' of her late movements. The lady withdrew her eyes: Cy therea went to fetch the dressing-gown, and wheeled around again to bring it up to Miss AldclyfFc, who had now partly re- moved her night-dress to put it on the proper way, and still sat with her back toward Cytherea. Her neck was again quite open and uncovered, and though hidden from the direct line of Cytherea's visioTi. she saw it rt fleeted in the glass — the fair white surface and the inimitabl. combination of cur\'es between throat and bosom which artist ^ adore being brightly lit up by the light burning on either side. And the lady's prior proceedings were now explained in the simplest manner. In the midst of her breast, like an island in a sea of pearl, reclined an exquisite little gold locket, embellished with aral)csque work of blue. red. and white enamel. That was undoubtedly what Miss AldclyfTe had been contemplating, and, moreover, not having been put ofT with her other ornaments, it was to be retained during the night — a slight departure from the custom of ladies which Miss Aldclyffe had at first not cared to exhibit to her new assistant, though now. on further thought, she seemed to have become indifferent on the matter. "My dressing-gown," she said quietly, fastening her night- dress as she spoke. Cytherea came fonvard with it. Miss Aldclyffe did not turn her head, but looked inquiringly at her maid in the glass. "You saw what I wear on my neck, I suppose?" she said t' ■ Cytherea's reflected face. "Yes, madam. I did." said Cytherea to Miss Aldycliffc'- reflected face. Miss Aldclyffe again looked at Cytherea's reflection as if she DESPERATE REMEDIES. 67 were on the point of explaining. Again she checked her re- solve and said lightly: "Few of my maids discover that I wear it always. I generally keep it a secret — not that it matters much. But I was careless with you, and seemed to want to tell you. You win me to make confidences that . . . ." She ceased, took Cythcrea's hand in her own, lifted the locket with the other, touched the spring, and disclosed a miniature. "It is a handsome face, is it not?" she whispered mournfully, and even timidly. "It is." But the sight had gone through Cytherea like an electric shock, and there was an instantaneous awakening of perception in her, so thrilling in its presence as to be well-nigh insupport- able. The face in the miniature was the face of her own father — younger and fresher than she had ever known him, but her father! Was this the woman of his wild and unquenchable early love? And was this the woman who had figured in the gate- man's story as answering the name of Cytherea before her judgment was awake? Surely it was. And if so, here was the tangible outcrop of a romantic and hidden stratum of the past hitherto seen only in her imagination; but as far as her scope allowed, clearly defined therein by reason of its strangeness. Miss Aldclyffe's eyes and thoughts were so intent upon the miniature that she had not been conscious of Cytherea's start of surprise. She went on, speaking in a low and abstracted tone: "Yes, I lost him." She interrupted her words by a short meditation, and went on again. "I lost him by excess of honesty as regarded my past. But it was best that it should be so I was led to think rather more than usual of the circumstances to-night because of your name. It is pro- nounced the same way, though differently spelled." The only means by which Cytherea's surname could have been spelled to ]\Iiss Aldclyfife must have been by Mrs. Morris or Farmer Springrove. She fancied Farmer Springrove would have spelled it properly if Edward was his informant, which made Miss Aldclyffe's remark obscure. Women make confidences and then regret them. The impulsive rush of feeling which had led Miss Aldclyfife to indulge in this revelation, trifling as it was, died out immedi- 68 DESPERATE REMEDIES. ately her words were beyond recall, and the turmoil occasioned in her by dwelling u|)on that chapter of her life found vent in another kind of emotion — the result of a trivial accident. Cytherea, after letlinjj down Miss Aldcly lie's hair, adopted some plan with it to which the lady had not been accustomed. A rai)id revulsion to irritation ensued. The maiden's mere touch seemed to dischargee the pent-up regret of the lady as if she had been a jar uf electricity. "How strangely you treat my hair!" she exclaimed. A silence. "I have told you what I never tell my maids as a rule; cf course nothing that I say in this room is to be mentioned outside of it." She spoke crossly no less than emphatically. "It shall not be, madam," said Cytherea. agitated and vexed that the woman of her romantic wonderings should be s<» disagreeable to her. "Why on earth did I tell you of my love?" she went on. Cytherea made no answer. The lady's vexation with herself and the accident which had led to the disclosure swelled little by Uttle till it knew no bounds. But what was done could not be undone, and though Cytherea had shown a most winning responsiveness, quarrel Miss AldclylTe must. She recurred to the subject of Cytherea'> want of expertness, like a bitter reviewer, who, finding th sentiments of a poet unimpeachable, quarrels with his rhyme-. "Never, never before did I serve myself such a trick as thi- in engaging a maid." She waited for an expostulation: none came. \Iiss AldclyfTc tried again. "The idea of my taking a girl without asking her more than three questions, or having a single reference, all because of her good 1 , the shape of her face and body! It was a fool's trick. There, I am served right — quite right, by being deceived in such a way." 'T didn't deceive you," said Cytherea. The speech was an un fortunate one. and was the very "fuel to maintain its fires" that the other's petulance desired. "Ynti did." she said hotly. "I told you I couldn't promise to be acquainted with every detail of routine just at first." "Will you contradict me in this way! You are telling un- truths, 1 say." DESPERATE REMEDIES. 69 Cytherea's lip quivered. "I would answer that rcmarlv if "If what?" "If it were a lady's!" "You girl of impudence — what do you say? Leave the room this instant, I tell you." "And I tell you that a person who speaks to a lady as you do to me is no lady herself!" "To a lady? A lady's maid speaks in this way. The idea!" "Don't 'lady's maid' me; nobody is my mistress. I won't have it!" "Good heavens!" "I wouldn't have come — no — I wouldn't, if I had known!" "What?" "That you were such an ill-tempered, unjust woman!" Possessed beyond the muse's painting, Miss Aldclyfife ex- claimed : "A woman, am I! I'll teach you if I am a woman!" and lifted her hand as if she would have liked to strike her com- panion. This stung the maiden into absolute defiance. "I dare you to touch me!" she cried. "Strike me if you dare, madam ! I am not afraid of you — what do you mean by such an action as that?" Miss Aldclyffe was disconcerted at this unexpected show of spirit, and ashamed of her unladylike impulse now it was put into words. She sank back in the chair. "I was not going to strike you. Go to your room — I beg you to go to your room," she repeated in a husky whisper. Cytlierea, red and panting, took up her candlestick and ad- vanced to the table to get a light. Standing close to them the rays from the candles struck sharply on her face. She usually bore a much stronger likeness to her mother than to her father, but now, looking with a grave, reckless, and angered expression of countenance at the kindling wick as she held it slanting into the other flame, her father's features were distinct in her. It was the first time Miss Aldclyffe had seen her in a passionate mood, and wearing that expression which was invariably its concomitant. It was Miss Aldclyffe's turn to start now; and the remark she made was an instance of that sudden change of tone from high-flown invective to the pettiness of curiosity which so often makes women's quarrels ridiculous. Even Miss TO DESPERATE REMEDIES. AldclyfFe's dignity had not sufficient power to postpone the a!)sori)int,^ desire she now felt to settle the strange suspicion that had entered her head. "You spell your name the common way, G, R, E, Y, don't you?" she said with assumed indifference. "No," said Cytherea, poised on the side of her foot, and still looking into the flame. "Yes, surely? The name was spelled that way on your boxes; I looked and saw it myself." The enigma of Miss Aldclyffe's mistake was solved. "Oh, was it?" said Cytherea. "Ah, I remember Mrs. Jackson, the lodging-house keeper at Creston, labeled them. \\'e spell our name G, R, A, Y, E." "Wliat was your father's trade?" Cytherea thouglit it would be useless to attempt to conceal facts any longer. "Pie was not a trade," she said. "He was an architect." "The idea of your being an architect's daughter!'' "There's nothing to offend you in that, I hope?" "Oh, no." "Why did you say 'the idea?' " "Leave that alone. Did he ever visit in Gower street one Christmas, many years ago? — but you would not know that." "I have heard him say that Mr. Huntway. a curate some- where in that part of London, and who died there, was an old college friend of his." "What is your Christian name?" "Cytherea." "No! And is it really? And you knew that face I showed you? Yes, I see you did." Miss Alddyffe stopped, and closed iier lips impassibly. She was a little agitated. "Do you want me any longer?" said Cytherea. standing candle in hand and looking quietly in Miss Aldclyffe's face. "Well — no: no longer," said the lady lingeringly. "With your permission, I will leave the house to-morrow morning, madam." "Ah!" Miss Aldclyffe had no notion of what she was saying. "And I know you will be so good as not to intrude upon me during the short remainder of my stay?" Saying this Cytherea left the room before her companion DESPERATE REMEDIES. 71 had answered. Miss Aldclyffe, then, had recognized her at last, and had been curious about her name from the beginning. The other members of the household had retired to rest. As Cytherea went along the passage leading to her room her dress rustled against the partition. A door on her left opened, and Mrs. Morris looked out. "I waited out of bed till you came up," she said, '"it being your first night, in case you should be at a loss for anything. How have you got on with Miss Aldclyffe?" "Pretty well — though not so well as I could have wished." "Has she been scolding?" "A little." "She's a very odd lady — 'tis all one way or the other with her. She's not bad at heart, but unbearable in close quarters. Those of us who don't have much to do with her personally stay on for years and years." "Has Miss AldclyfTe's family always been rich?" said Cy- therea. "Oh, no. The property, with the name, came from her mother's uncle. Her family is a branch of the old Aldclyffe family on the maternal side. Her mother married a Bradleigii — a mere nobody at that time — and was on that account cut by her relations. But very singularly the other branch of the fam- ily died out one by one — three of them, and Miss Aldclyffe's great-uncle then left all his property, including this estate, to Captain Bradleigh and his wife, INIiss Aldclyffe's father and mother, on condition that they took the old family name as well. There's all about it in the 'Landed Gentry.' 'Tis a tiling very often done." "Oh, I see. Thank you. Well, now I am going. Good- night." CHArXER \-I. THE EVENTS OF TWELVE HOURS. § I. Aui^us/ thr ninf/i. Or- /., /.-.... .''.■L,,-k a. in. Cvtiicrca entered her bedroom, an-i titri:; lurself on the bed, hewiklered l>v a whirl of thought. Only one subject was clear in her mind, and it was that, in spite of family discoveries, that day was to be the first and last of her exj)erience as a lady's maid. Starvation itself should not compel her to hold such a humiliating- post for another instant. "Ah," she thought, with a sigh at the martyrdom of her last little fragment of self-con- ceit, "Owen knows everything better than I." She jumped up and began making ready for her departure in the morning, the tears streaming down when she grieved and wondered what practical matter on earth she could turn her hand to next. All these preparations completed, she began to undress, her mind unconsciously drifting away to the con- tomi)lation of her late surprises. To look in the glass for an instant at the reflection of her own magnificent resources in lace and bosom, and to mark their attractiveness unadorned, was perhaps but the natural action of a young woman who had so lately been chidden while passing through the harassing ex- perience of decorating an older beauty of Miss Aldclyffe's temper. But she directly checked her weakness by sympathizing re- flections on the hidden troubles which must have thronged the l^ast years of the solitary lady, to keep her, though s^^ rich ancl courted, in a mood so repcHant and gloomy as that in which Cytherea found her; and then the young girl marveled again and again, as she had marveled before, at the strange con- fluence of circumstances which had brought herself into con- tact with the one woman in the world wliose history was so DESPERATE REMEDIES. 73 romantically intertwined with her own. She almost began to wish she were not obliged to go away and leave the lonely woman to loneliness still. In bed and in the dark, Miss Aldclyffe haunted her mind more persistently than ever. Instead of sleeping, she called up staring visions of the possible past of this queenly lady, her mother's rival. Up the long vista of bygone years she saw, behind all, the young girl's flirtation, little or much, with the cousin, that seemed to have been nipped in the bud, or to have terminated hastily in some way. Then the secret meet- ings between IMiss Aldclyffe and the other woman at the little inn at Hanmiersmith and other places; the commonplace sobriquet she adopted; her swoon at some painful news, and the very slight knowledge the elder female had of her partner in mystery. Then, more than a )'ear afterward, the acquaint- anceship of her own father with this his first love; the awaken- ing of the passion, his acts of devotion, the unreasoning heat of liis rapture, her tacit acceptance of it, and yet her uneasiness under the delight. Then his declaration amid the evergreens; the utter change produced in her manner thereby, seemingly the result of a rigid determination; and the total concealment of her reason by herself and her parents, whatever it was. Then the lady's course dropped into darkness, and nothing more v.'as visible till she was discovered here at Knapwater, nearly fifty years old, still unmarried and still beautiful, but lonely, embit- tered, and haughty. Cytherea imagined that her father's image was still warmly cherished in Miss Aldclyffe's heart, and was thankful that she herself had not been betrayed into announcing that she knew many particulars of this page of her father's his- tory, and the chief one, the lady's unaccountable renunciation of him. It would have made her bearing toward the mistress of the mansion more awkward, and would have been no benefit to either. Thus conjuring up the past, and theorizing on the present, she lay restless, changing her posture from one side to the other and back again. Finally, when courting sleep with all her art, she heard a clock strike two. A minute later, and she fancied she could distinguish a soft rustle in the passage outside her room. To bury her head in the sheets was her first impulse; tlien to uncover it, raise herself on her elbow, and stretch her eves wide 74 DESPERATE REMEDIES. open in me darkness; her lips being parted with the intentness of her listening. Whatever the noise was, it had ceased for the time. It began again, and came close to the door, lightly touciiing the panels. Then there was another stillness; Cytherea made a movement which caused a faint rustling of the bedclothes. Before she had time to think another thouglit a light tap was given. Cytherea breathed; the person outside was evidently bent upon finding her awake, and the rustle she had made had encouraged the hope. The maiden's physical condition shifted from one i)ole to its opposite. The cold sweat of terror forsook her, and modesty took the alarm. She became hot and red; her door was not locked. A distinct woman's whisper came to her through the key- h.ole: "Cytherea." Only one being in the house knew her Christian naine. aiid that was Miss AldclyfTe. Cytherea stepped out of bed, went to the door, and whispered back, "Yes?" "Let me come in, darling." The young woman paused in a conflict between judgement and emotion. It was now mistress and maid no longer; woman and woman only. Yes, she must let her come in, poor thing. She got a light in an instant, opened the door, and raising her eyes and the candle, saw Miss Aldclyffe standing outside in her dressing-gown. "Now you see that it is really myself, put out the light," said the visitor. "I want to stay here with you, Cythie. I came to ask you to come down into my bed, but it is snugger here. But remember that you arc mistress in this room, antl that I have no business here, and that you may send me awav if vou choose. Shall I go?" "Oh, no; you sha'n't, indeed, if you don't want to," said Cy- therea generously. The instant they were in bed Miss AldclyfFe freed herself from the last remnant of restraint. She flung her anus round the young girl, and pressed her gently to her heart. "Now kiss me." she said. Cytherea, upon the whole, was rather discomposed at this change of treatment; and, discomposed or no, her passions were not so impetuous as Miss AldclyfFe's. She could not bring her soul to her lips for a moment, try how she would. DESPERATE REMEDIES. 75 "Come, kiss me," repeated Miss Aldclyfife. Cytherea gave her a very small one, as soft in touch and in sound as the bursting of a bubble. "More earnestly than that — come." She gave another, a little, but not much, more expressively. "I don't deserv^e a more feeling one, I suppose," said Miss Aldclyffe, with an emphasis of sad bitterness in her tone. "I am an ill-tempered woman, you think; half out of my mind. Well, perhaps I am; but I have had grief more than you can think or dream of. But I can't help loving you — your name is the same as mine — isn't it strange?" Cytherea was inclined to say no, but remained silent. "Now, don't you think I must love you?" continued the other. "Yes," said Cytherea absently. She was still thinking whether duty to Owen and her father, which asked for silence on her knowledge of her father's unfortunate love, or duty to the woman embracing her, which seemed to ask for confidence, ought to predominate. Here was a solution. She would wait till Miss Aldclyfife referred to her acquaintanceship and attach- ment to Cytherea's father in past times, then she would tell her all she knew; that would be honor. "Why can't you kiss me as I can kiss you? Why can't you?" She impressed upon Cytherea's lips a warm, motherly salute, given as if in the outburst of strong feeling, long checked, and yearning for something to love and be loved by in return. "Do you think badly of me for my behavior this evening, child? I don't know why I am so foolish as to speak to you in this way. I am a very fool, I believe. Yes. How old are you?" "Eighteen." "Eighteen .... Well, why don't you ask me how old I am?" "Because I don't want to know." "Never mind if you don't. I am forty-six; and it gives me greater pleasure to tell you this than it does you to listen. I have not told my age truly for the last twenty years till now." "Why haven't you?" "I have met deceit by deceit, till I am weary of it — weary, weary — and I long to be what I shall never be again — artless and innocent, like you. But I suppose that you, too, will prove 76 DESPERATE REMEDIES. to he not worth a thought, as every new friend docs on more intimate knowledg^c. Come, why don't you talk to me, child? Have you said your prayers?" "Yes — no! I forgot them to-night." "I suppose vou sav them evt-rv night a^ a niK""' Ves." Why do you do that?" "iJecause I always have, and it would seein strange if I wero not to. Do you?" "I? A wicked old sinner like me! No, I never do. I have thought all such matters humbug for years — thought so so long that I should he glad to think otherwise from very weariness; and yet. such is the code of the polite world, that I subscribe regularly to missionary societies and others of the sort. . . . Well, say your prayers, dear — you won't omit them now you recollect it, I should like to hear you very much. Will you?" "It seems hardly — " "It would seem so like old times to me — when I was young, and nearer — far nearer Heaven than 1 am now. Do, swert one." Cytherea was embarrassed : and her embarrassment arose from the following conjuncture of affairs: Since she had loved Edward Springrove. she had linked his name with her brother Owen's in her nightly supplications to the Almighty. She wished to keep her love for him a secret, and above all a secret from a woman like Miss AldclyfFe; yet her conscience antl the honesty of her love would not for an instant allow her to think of omitting his dear name, and so endanger the efficacy of all her previous prayers for his success by an imworthy shame now ; it would be wicked of her. she thought, and a grievous wrong to him. Under any worldly circumstances slie miglit have thought the position justified a little finesse, and have ski]ipo pt-rform with pleasure, as a work of supererogation, what as a duty was simnlv intolerable. Miss AldclyfTe was already out of bed. The bright pcnetrat- DESPERATE REMEDIES. 85 ing light of morning made a vast difference in the elder lady's beliavior to her dependent; the day, which had restored Cytherea's judgment, had effected the same for Miss Aldclyffe. Though practical reasons forbade her regretting that she had secured such a companionable creature to read, talk, or play to her whenever her whim required, she was inwardly vexed at the extent to which she had indulged in the womanly luxury of making confidences and giving way to emotions. Few would have supposed that the calm lady sitting so aristocratic- ally at the toilet-table, seeming scarcely conscious of Cytherea's presence in the room, even when greeting her, was the passion- ate creature who had asked for kisses a few hours before. It is both painful and satisfactory to think how often these antitheses are to be observed in the individual most open to our observation — ourselves. We pass the evening with faces lit up by some flaring illumination or other; we get up the next morning — the fiery jets have all gone out, and nothing con- fronts us but a few crinkled pipes and sooty wirework, hardly recalling the outline of the blazing picture that arrested our eyes before bedtime. Emotions would be half-starved if there were no candle-light. Probably nine-tenths of the gushing letters of indiscreet con- fidences are written after nine or ten o'clock in the evening, and sent off before day returns to leer invidiously upon them. Few that remain open to catch our glance as we rise in the morning survive the rigid criticism of dressing-time. The subject uppermost in the minds of the two women who had thus cooled from their fires, were not the visionary ones of the later hours, but the hard facts of their earlier conversation. After a remark that Cyth.erea need not assist her in dressing unless she wished to. Miss Aldclyffe said, abruptly: "I can tell that young man's name." She looked keenly at Cytherea. "It is Edv.^ard Springrove, my tenant's son." The inundation of color upon the younger lady at hearing a name which to her was a world handled as if it were only an atom, told Miss Aldclyffe that she had divined the truth at last. "Ah — it is he, is it?" she continued. "Well, I wanted to know for practical reasons. His example shows that I was not so far wrong in my estimate of men after all, though I only generalized, and had no thought of him," This was perfectly true. ■•', DESPERATi: REMEDIES. 'What do you mean?" said Cytherea, visibly alarmed. "Mean? Why, that all the world knows him to be engaged to be married, and that the wediling is soon to take place." She made the remark bluntly and superciliously as if to obtain absolution at the hands of her family pride for the weak con- fidences of the night. I>ut even the frigidity of Miss AldclyfFe's mood was over- come by the look of sick and blank despair which the carelessly uttered words had produced upon Cytherea's face. She sank back into a chair, and buried her face in her hands. "Don't be foolish," said Miss AldclyfTe. "Come, make the best of it. I can not upset the fact I have told you of, unfortu- nately. lUit I believe the match can be broken oflf." "Oh, no, no." "Nonsense. I liked him much as a youth, and I like him now. I'll help you to captivate and chain him down. I have got over my absurd feeling of last night in not wanting you ever to go away from me — of course I could not expect such a thing as that. There, now, I have said I'll help you, and that's enough. He's tired of his first sweetheart now that he's been away from home for awhile. The love which no outer attack can frighten away quails before its idol's own homely ways; 'tis always so. . . . Come, finish what you are doing if you are going to, and don't be a little goose about such a trump- ery affair as that." "Who — is he engaged to?" Cytherea inquired by a move- ment of her lips, but no sound of her voice. But Miss AldclyfTe did not answer. It mattered not. Cytherea thought. Another woman — that was enough for her; curiosity was stunned. She applied herself to the work of dressing, scarcely knowing how. Miss AldclyfTe went on: "You were too easily won. I'd have made him or anybody else speak out before he should have kissed my face for his ])leasure. But you are one of those prccipitantly fotid things who are yearning to throw away their hearts upon the first worthless fellow who says good-morning. In the first place, you shouldn't have loved him so ([uickly; in the next, if you must have loved him ofT-hand, you should have concealed it. It tickled his vanity: 'By Jove, that girl's in love with mc already!' he thought." To hasten awav at the end of the toilet, to tell Mrs. Morris — DESPERATE REMEDIES. 87 who stood waiting" in a little room prepared for her, with tea poured out, bread and butter cut into diaphanous slices, and eggs arranged — that she wanted no breakfast ; then to shut her- self alone in her bedroom was her only thought. She was followed thither by the well-intentioned matron with a cup of tea and one piece of bread and butter on a tray, cheerfully insisting that she should eat it. To those who grieve, innocent cheerfulness seems heartless levity. "No, thank you, Mrs. Morris," she said, keeping the door closed. Despite the incivility of the action, Cytherea could not bear to let a pleasant person see her face then. Immediate revocation — even if revocation would be more effective by postponement — is the impulse of young wounded natures. Cytherea went' to her blotting-book, took out the long letter so carefully written, so full of gushing remarks and tender hints, and sealed up so neatly with a little seal bearing "Good Faith" as its motto, tore the missive into fifty pieces, and threw them into the grate. It was then the bitterest of anguishes to look upon some of the words she had so lovingly written, and see them existing only in mutilated forms without meaning — to feel that his eye would never read them, nobody ever know how ardently she had penned them. Pity for one's self for being wasted is mostly present in these moods of abnegation. The meaning of all his allusions, his abruptness in telling her of his love; his constraint at first, then his desperate manner of speaking, was clear. They must have been the last flickering of a conscience not quite dead to all sense of perfidiousness and fickleness. Now he had gone to London: she would be dis- missed from his memory, in the same way as Miss Aldclyffe had said. And here she was in Edward's own parish, reminded continually of him by what she saw and heard. The landscape, yesterday so much and so bright to her, was now but as the banquet-hall deserted — all gone but herself. Miss Aldclyffe had wormed her secret out of her, and would now be continually mocking her for her trusting simplicity in believing him. It was altogether unbearable; she would not stay there. She went downstairs, and found that Miss Aldclyffe had gone into her breakfast-room, but that Captain Aldclyffe, who rose later, with increasing infirmities, had not yet made his appear- 88 DESPERATE REMEDIES. ance. Cythcrca entered. Miss Aklclyffe was looking out of the window, watching a trail of white smoke along the distant landscape — signifying a passing train. At Cytherea's entry she turned and luokeil inquiry. "I must tell Nou now," began Cvtherea. in a trenudous voice. "Well, what?" Miss AldclyfTe said. "I am not going to stay with you. I must g3 away — a very long way. I am very sorry, but indeed I can't remain!" "Pooh! What shall we hear next?" Miss AldclyfTe surveyed Cytherea's face with leisurely criticism. "You are breaking your heart again aI)out that worthless young Springrove. 1 knew how it would be. It is as Hallam says of Juliet — what little reason you may have possessed originally has all been whirled away by this love. I sha'n't take this notice, mind." "Do let me go." Miss AldclyfTe took her new pet's hand, and said with sever- ity, "As to hindering you, if you arc determined to go, of course that's absurd. But you are not now in a state of mind fit for deciding upon any such proceeding, and I shall not listen to what you have to say. Now, Cythie, come with me; we'll let this volcano burst and spend itself, and after that we'll see what had better be done." She took Cytherea into her workroom, opened a drawer, and drew forth a roll of linen. "This is some embroidery I began one day, and now I should like it finished." She then preceded the maiden upstairs to Cytherea's own room. "There," she said, "now sit down here, go on with this work, and remember one thing — that you are not to leave the room on any pretext whatever for two hours, unless I send for you — I insist kindly, dear. While you stitch — you are to stitch, recollect, and not go mooning out of the window — think over the wiiole matter, and get cooled; don't let the foolisii love alTair prevent you thinking as a woman of the world. If at the end of that time you still say you must leave me, you may. I will have no more to say in the matter. Come, sit down, and promise to sit here the time I name." To hearts in a despairing mood, compulsion seems a relief; and docility was at all times natural to Cytherea. She prom- ised, and sat down. Miss AldclyfTe shut the door upon her and retreated. She sewed. stopi)ed to think, shed a tear or two, recollected DESPERATE REMEDIES. 89 the articles of the treaty, and sewed again; and at length fell into a reverie which took no account whatever of the lapse of time. § 4. Ten to twelve o^elock a. iu. A quarter of an hour might have passed when her thoughts became attracted from the past to the present by unwonted movements downstairs. She opened the door and listened. There was hurrying along passages, opening and shutting of doors, trampling in the stable-yard. She went across into another bedroom from which a view of the stable-yard could be obtained, and arrived there just in time to see the figure of the man who had driven her from the station vanishing down tlie coach-road on a black horse — galloping at the top of the animal's speed. Anodier man went in the direction of the village. Whatever had occurred, it did not seem to be her duty to inquire or meddle with it, stranger and dependent as she was, unless she were requested to, especially after Miss Aldclyffe's strict charge to her. She sat down again, determined to let no idle curiosity influence her movements. Her window commanded the front of the house; and the next thing she saw was a clergyman walk up and enter the door. All was silent again till, a long time after the first man had left, he returned again on the same horse, now matted with sweat and trotting behind a carriage in which sat an elderly gentleman driven by a lad in livery. These came to the house, entered, and all was again the same as before. The whole house — master, mistress, and servants — appeared to have forgotten the very existence of such a being as Cytherea. She almost wished she had not vowed to have no idle curiosity. Half an hour later, the carriage drove off with the elderly gcndeman, and two or three messengers left the house, speeding in various directions. Rustics in smock-frocks began to hang- about the road opposite the house, or lean against trees, looking idly at the windows and chimneys. A tap came to Cytherea's door. She opened it to a young maid-f.ervant. "Miss Aldclyffe wishes to see you, ma'am." Cytherea has- tened down. 90 DESPERATE REMEDIES. Mis? AlclclyfTc was staiulinp^ on the hcarth-ruj^, her elbow on the mantel, her hand to her temples, her eyes on the ground; perfectly calm, but very pale. "Cytherea," she said, m a whisper, "come here." Cytherea went close. "Somethinjjf very serious has taken i>lace." she said ap^ain, and then paused, with a tremulous movement of her UKJUth. "Yes," said Cytherea. "My father — he was found dead in his bed this morning." '"Dead!" echoed the younger woman. It seemed impossible that the announcement could be true: that knowledge of so great a fact could be contained in a statement so small. "Yes, dead," murnnired Miss AldclyfTe solemnly. "He died alone, though within a few feet of me. Tlie room we slept in is exactly over his own." Cytherea said, hurriedly. "Do they know at what hour?" "The doctor says it must have been between two and three o'clock this morning." "Then I heard him!" "Heard him?" "Heard him die!" "You heard him die? \Vhat did you hear?" "A sound I had heard once before in my life — at the death- bed of my mother. I could not identify it — though I recog- nized it. Then the dog howled: you remarked it. I did not think it worth while to tell you what I had heard a little earlier. " She looked agonized. "It would liave been useless," said Miss AldclyfFe. "All was over by that time." She addressed herself as much as Cytherea when she continued. "Is it a Providence who sent vou here at this juncture that I might not be left entirely alone?" Till this instant Miss AldclyfFe had forgotten the reason of Cytherea's seclusion in her own room. So had Cytherea her- self. The fact now recurred to both in one m(-»ment. "Do you still wish to go?" said Miss .MdclyfTe anxiously. "I don't want to go now," Cytherea had remarked simul- taneously with the otlier's question. She was pondering on the strange likeness which Miss AldclyfTe's bereavement bore to her own: it had the appearance of being still another call to her not to forsake this woman so linked to her life, for the sake of anv trivial vexation. DESPERATE REMEDIES. 91 Miss Aldclyffe held her ahiiost as a lover would have held her and said musingly: "We get more and more into one groove. I now am left fatherless and motherless as you were." Other ties lay behind in her thoughts, but she did not mention them. "You loved your father, Cytherea, and wept for him?" "Yes; I did. Poor papa!" "I was always at variance with mine, and can't weep for him now. But you must stay here always and make a better woman of me." The compact was thus sealed, and Cytherea, in spite of the failure of her advertisements, was installed as a veritable com- panion. And, once more in the history of human endeavor, a position which it was impossible to reach by any direct at- tempt, was come to by the seeker's swerving from the path, and regarding the original object as one of secondary importance. CHAPTER VII. THE EVKNTS OF EIGHTEEN DAYS. § 1. August iJic scviiitcetith. Tlie time of the day was four o'cI)ck in the afternoon. The place was the lady's study or boudoir, Knapwater House. The person was Miss AldclyfFc sitting there alone, clothed in deep mourning. The funeral of the old captain had taken place and his will had been read. It was very concise, and had been executed about five years previous to his death. It was attested by his solicitors, Messrs. Xyttleton and Tayling, of Lincoln's-Inn- I'ields. The whole of his estate, real and personal, was be- (pieathed to his daughter Cytherea, for her sole and absolute use, subject only to the payment of a legacy to the rector, their relative, and a few small amounts to the servants. Miss Aldclyffe had not chosen the easiest chair of her boudoir to sit in, or even a chair of ordinan»- comfort; but an ur.com fortable, high, narrow-backed, oak framed and seated chair, which was allowed to remain in the room only on the ground of being a companion in artistic quaintness to an old coffer beside it, and was never used except to stand in to reach for a book from the highest row of shelves. But she had sat erect in this chair for more than an hour, for the reason that she was utterly unconscious of what her actions and bodily feelings were. The chair had stood nearest her path on enter- ing the room, and she had gone to it in a dream. She sat in the attitude which denotes unflagging, intense, concentrated thought — as if she were cast in bronze. Her feet were together, her body bent a little forward, and quite imsup])orted by the back of the chair; her hands on her knees, her eyes fixed intently on the corner of a footstool. At last she moved and tapped her lingers upon the table at DESPERATE REMEDIES. 93 her side. Her pent-up ideas had finally found some channel to advance in. Motions became more and more frequent as she labored to carry farther and farther the problem which occupied her brain. She sat back and drew a long breath: she sat side- ways and leaned her forehead upon her hand. Later still she arose, walked up and down the room — at first abstractedly, with her features as firmly set as ever; but by degrees her brow relaxed, her footsteps became lighter and more leisurely; her head rode gracefully and was no longer bowed. She plumed herself like a swan after exertion. *'Yes," she said aloud. "To get him here without letting him know that I have any other object than that of getting a useful man — that's the difficulty, and that I think I can master." She rang for the new maid, a placid woman of forty, with a few gray hairs. "Ask Miss Graye if she can come to me." Cytherea was not far off, and came in. "Do you know anything about architects and surveyors?" said Miss Aldclyffe abruptly. "Know anything?" replied Cytherea, poising herself on her toe to consider the compass of the question. "Yes — know anything?" said Miss Aldclyffe. "Owen is an architect and surveyor's clerk," the maiden said, and thought of somebody else who was likewise. "Yes; that's v/hy I asked you. What are the different kinds of work comprised in an architect's practice? They lay out estates and superintend the various works done upon them, I should think, among other things?" "Those are, more properly, a land or building steward's duties — at least I have always imagined so. Country architects include those things in their practice; city architects don't." 'T know that. But a steward's is an indefinite fast-and-loose profession, it seems to me. Shouldn't you think that a man wdio had been brought up as an architect would do for a steward? Cytherea had doubts whether an architect pure would do. Tlie chief pleasure connected with asking an opinion lies in not adopting it. Miss Aldclyffe replied decisively: "N'onsense ; of course he would. Your brother Owen makes plans for country buildings — such as cottages, stables, home- steads, and so on?" 7 04 DESPERATE REMEDIES. "Yes; he docs." "And superintends the building of them?" *'Ycs; he will soon." "And he surveys land?" "Oh, yes." "And he knows about hedges and ditches — how wide they ought to be, boundaries, leveling, planting trees to keep away the winds, measuring timber, houses for ninety-nine years, and such things?" "I' have never heard him say that; but I think Mr. Grad- ficld does those things. Owen, I am afraid, is inexperienced as yet.". "Yes; your brother is not old enough for such a post yet, of course. And then there are rent days, the auditing and winding up of tradesmen's accounts. I am afraid, Cytherea, you don't know much more about the matter than I do myself I am going out just now," she continued. "I shall not want you to walk with me to-day. Run away till dinner-time." Miss Aldclyffe went out of doors, and down the steps to the lawn; then turning to the right, through a shrubber}-, she opened a wicket and passed into a neglected and leafy carriage- drive leading down the hill. This she followed till she reached the point of its greatest depression, which was also the lowest ground in the whole grove. The trees hero were so interlaced, and hung their branches so near tlic ground, that a whole summer's day was scarcely long enough to change the air pervading the spot from its normal state of coolness to even a temporar}- warmth. The unvarying freshness was helped by the nearness of the ground to the level of the sjirings, and by the presence of a deep, sluggish stream close bv, ccjually well shaded by bushes and a high wall. Fol- lowing the road, which now ran along at the margin of the stream, she came to an opening in the wall, on the other side oi the water, revealing a large rectangular nook, from which the stream proceeded, covered with froth, and accompanied by a (lull roar. Two more steps, and she was opposite the nook, in lull view of the cascade forming its farther boundary. Over the to]) could be seen the bright outer sky in the form of a crescent caused by the cun'c of a bridge across the rapids and the trees above. Beautiful as was the scene, she did not look in that direction. DESPERATE REMEDIES. 95 The same standing-ground afforded another prospect, straight in the front, less somber than the water on the right or the trees on the left. The avenue and grove which flanked it abruptly terminated a few yards ahead, where the ground began to rise, and on the remote edge of the greensward thus laid open stood all that remained of the original manor-house, to which the dark marginal line of the trees in the avenue formed an adequate and well-fitting frame. It was the picture thus presented that was now interesting Miss Aldclyffe — not artistically nor historically, but practically, as regarded its fitness for adaptation to modern requirements. In front, detached from everything else, rose the most ancient portion of the structure — an old arched gateway, flanked by the bases of two small towers, and nearly covered with creepers, which had clambered over the eaves of the sinking roof, and up the gable to the crest of the Aldclyffe family perched on the apex. Behind this, at a distance of ten or twenty yards, came the only portion of the main building that still existed — an Elizabethan fragment, consisting of as much as could be con- tained under three gables and a cross roof behind. Against the wall could be seen ragged lines indicating the form of other destroyed gables which had once joined it there. The mullioned and transomed windows, containing five or six lights, were mostly bricked up to the extent of two or three, and the remain- ing portion fitted with cottage window-frames carelessly inserted, to suit the purpose to which the old place was now applied, it being partitioned out into small rooms downstairs to form cottages for two laborers and their families; the upper portion was arranged as a storehouse for divers kinds of roots and fruit. The owner of the picturesque spot, after her survey from this point, went up to the walls and walked into the old court, where the paving-stones were pushed sideways and upward by the thrust of the grasses between them. Two or three chil- dren, with their fingers in their mouths, came out to look at her, and then ran in to tell their mothers, in loud tones of secrecy, that Miss Aldclyfife was coming. Miss Aldclyffe, how^ever, did not come in. She concluded her survey of the exterior by making a complete circuit of the building, then turned into a nook a short distance off, where round and square timber, a saw-pit, planks, grindstones, heaps of building-stone and brick, 7 DESPERATE REMEDIES. explained that this spot was the center of operations for the builihncf work done on the estate. She paused and looked around. A man who had seen her from tlic window of the workshops behind came out and respect- fully lifted his hat to her. It was the first time she had been seen walkincf outside the house since her father's death. "F.urden, could the Old House be made a decent residence ol without nuich trouble?" she inquired. The tradesman considered, and spoke as each consideration completed itself. "You don't forget, madaiu, that two-thirds of the place is already pulled down, or gone to ruin?" "Yes; I know." "And that what's left may almost as well be, madam?" "Why may it?" " 'Twas so cut up inside when they made it into cottages that the whole carcass is full of cracks." "Still, by pulling down the inserted partitions and adding a little outside, it could be made to answer the purpose of an ordinary six or eight roomed house?" "Yes, madam." "About what would it cost?" was the question which had invariably come next in every conuuunication of this kind to which the clerk of works had been a party during his whole experience. To his surprise Miss Aldclyfte did not put it. The man thought hor object in altering an old house must have been an unusually absorbing one not to prompt what was so instinctive in owners as hardly to require any prompting at all. "Thank you; that is sufficient, Burden," she said. "You will miderstand that it is not unlikely some alteration may be made here in a short time, with reference to the management of affairs." r.urdcn said "Yes" in a complex voice, and looked uneasy. "During the life of Captain AldclyfTe, with you as the foreman of works and he himself as his own steward, everything worked well, but now it niay be necessary to have a steward whose management will encroach farther upon things which have hitherto been left in your hands than did your late master's. What I mean is, tlir.t he will dircctlv and in detail superintend all." "Then — I shall U'tt lie wanted." madam?" he faltered. rJESPERATE REMEDIES. 97 "Oh, yes; if you like to stay on as foreman in the yard and workshops only. I should be sorry to lose you. However, you had bettor consider. I will send for you in a few days." Leaving him to suspense, and all the ills that came in its train — distracted application to liis duties, and an undefined number of sleepless nights and untasted dinners — Miss Aldclyffc looked at her watch and returned to the house. She was about to keep an appointment with her solicitor, Mr. Nyttleton, who had been to Creston, and was coming to Knapwater on his way back to London. § 2. August the twejttieth. On the Saturday subsequent to Mr. Nyttleton's visit to Knap- water House, the subjoined advertisement appeared in the "Field" and the "Builder" newspapers: "Land Steward. "A gentleman of integrity and professional skill is required immediately for the management of an estate, containing about 800 acres, upon which agricultural improvements and the erec- tion of buildings are contemplated. He must be a man of su- perior education, unmarried, and not more than thirty years of age. Considerable preference will be shown for one who pos- sesses an artistic as well as a practical knowledge of planning and laying-out. The remuneration will consist of a salary of £220, with the old manor-house as a residence. Address Messrs. Nyttleton and Tayling, solicitors, Lincoln's-Inn-Fields." A copy of each paper was sent to Miss Aldclyffe on the day of publication. The same evening she told Cytherea that she was advertising for a steward, who would live at the old manor- house, showing her the papers containing the announcement. What was the drift of that remark? thought the maiden; or was it merely made to her in confidential intercourse, as other arrangements were told her daily. Yet it seemed to have more meaning than common. She remembered the conversation about architects and surveyors, and her brother Owen. Miss Aldclyffe knew that his situation was precarious, that he was well educated and practical, and was applying himself heart and soul t(j the details of the profession and all connected witli it. 7 9C DESPERATE REMEDIES. Miss Aldclyffc might be ready to take him if he could compete successfully with others who would reply. She hazarded a (|uestiou: "Would it be desirable for Owen to answer it?" "Xot at all," said Miss Aldclyflfe peremptorily. A Hat answer of this kind had ceasei! to alarm Cytherea. Miss AldclyiTe's blunt mood was not lier worst. Cytherea thought of another man, whose name, in sj^ite of resolves, tears, renunciations, and injured pride, lingered in her ears like an old familiar strain. That man was qualified for a stewardship imder a king. "Would it be of any use if Edward Springrove were to answer it?" she said, resolutely enunciating the name. "Xone whatever," replied Miss AldclyfFe, again in the same decided tone. "You are ver)- unkind to speak in that way." "Xow, don't pout like a goosie, as you are. I don't want men like cither of them, for, of course* I must look to the good of the estate rather than to that of any individual. The man I want must have been more specially educated. 1 have told you that we are going to London next week; it is mostly on this account." Cytherea thus found that she had mistaken the drift of Mis:; Aldclyffe's peculiar cxplicitncss on the subject of advertising. .'11(1 wrote to tell her brother that if he saw the notice it would lie useless to reply. § 3. Aui-usf the iwcntx-fifth. Five day? after the above-mentioned dialogue took place they went to London, and. with scarcely a minute's pause, to the solicitor's ofiices in Lincoln's-Inn-1'ields. They alighted opposite one of the characteristic entrances about ihe place — a gate which was never, and could never be. clo<;cd, flanked by lamp-standards carrying no lamp. Rust was the only active agent to be seen there at this time of the day and year. The j^alings along the front were rusted away at their base to the thinness of wires, and the successive coats of paint, with which they were overlaid in by-gone days, had b( en completely undcrmimd by the same insidious canker, DESPERATE REMEDIES. 99 which Hfted off the paint in flakes, leaving the raw surface of the iron on palings, standards, and gate hinges, of a staring blood red. Put once inside the railings the picture changed. The court and offices were a complete contrast to the grand ruin of the outwork which inclosed them. Well-painted respectability extended over, within, and around the doorstep; and in the carefully swept yard not a particle of dust was visible. Mr. Nyttleton, who had just come up from JMargate, where he was staying with his family, was standing at the top of his own staircase as the pair ascended. He politely took them inside. "Is there a comfortable room in which this young lady can sit during our interview?" said Miss Aldclyffe. It was rather a favorite habit of hers to make much of Cy- thcrea when they were out, and snub her for it afterward when they got home. "Certainly — j\Ir. Tayling's." Cytherea was shown into an inner rnoni. Social definitions are all made relatively: an absolute datum is only imagined. The small gentry about Knapwater seemed unpracticed to Miss Aldclyffe, Miss Aldclyffe herself seemed unpracticed to Mr. Nyttleton's experienced old eyes. "Now, then," the lady said, when she was alone with the lawyer; "what is the result of our advertisement?" It was late summer; the estate-agency, building, engineering and surveying worlds were dull. There were forty-five replies to the advertisement. Mr. Nyttleton spread them one by one before ^liss Aldclyffe. "You will probably like to read some of them yourself, madam?" he said. "Yes, certainly," said she. "I will not trouble you with those which are from persons manifestly unfit at first sight," he continued ; and began select- ing from the heap twos and threes which he had marked, collect- ing others into his hand. "The man we want lies among these, if my judgment doesn't deceive me, and from them it would be advisable to select a certain number to be communicated with." "I should like to see every one — only just to glance them over — exactly as they came," she said suasively. 100 DESPERATE REMEDIES. Ho looked as if he thoufjht this a waste of his lime, ])ut dis- inissini^ his scnliment unfolded each singly and laid it bcforeher. As he laid thcni out. it struck him that she stutlied them quite as rapidly as he could spread them. He slyly i;lanced up from the outer corner of his eye to hers, and noticecl that all she did was to look at the name at the bottom of the letter, and then put the inclosure aside without further ceremony. He thought this an odd way of inciuiring into the merits of forty-five men, who at considerable trouble gave in detail reasons why they believed themselves well qualified for a certain post. She came to the final one, and put it down with the rest. Then the lady said that in her opinion it would be best to get as many replies as they possibly could before selecting — "to give us a wider choice. What do you think, Mr. Xvttleton?" It seemed to him, he said, that a greater number than those they already had would scarcely be necessary, and if they waited for more there would be this disadvantage attending it, that some of those they now could command would possibly not be availa1)le. "Never mind, wc will run that risk," said Miss Aldclyffe. "Let tlic adxcrtiscmcnt be inserted once more, and then we will cer- tainly settle the matter." Mr. Xyttlcton bowed, and seemed to think Miss Aldclyffo, for a single woman, and one who till so very recently had never concerned herself with business of any kind, a very meddlesome client. But she was rich and handsome still. "She's a new- broom in estate-management as yet," he thought, "She v.i!l soon get tired of this," and he parted from her without a senti- ment which could mar his habitual blandness. The two ladies then proceeded westward. Dismissing the call in Waterloo place, they went along Pall >Tall on foot, wlicre in place of the usual well-dressed clubbists — rubicund with alcohol — were to be seen in linen pinafores flocks of house- painters pallid from white lead. When they had reached the Green Park, Cylhcrea proposed that they should sit down awhile under the young elms at the brow of the hill. This they did — the growl of Piccadilly on their left hand — the monastic seclu- ?i<">n of the palace on their right: before them, tlie clock tower rif the Houses of Parliament, standing forth with a metallic luster against a livid Lambeth sky. Miss AldclytTe still carried in iier hand a copy of the news- DESPERATE REMBDIEJS. ,,.._,_, ,^ ,^ , , J.01 paper, and while Cytherea had been ihtefest'ing herself m'the picture around, glanced again at the advertisement. She heaved a slight sigh, and began to fold it up again. In the action her eye caught sight of two consecutive advertise- ments on the cover, one relating to some lecture on art, and addressed to members of the Society of Architects. The other emanated from the same source, but was addressed to the pub- lic, and stated that the exhibition of drawings at the society's rooms would close at the end of that week. Her eye lighted up. She sent Cytherea back to the hotel in a cab, then turned round by Piccadilly into Bond street, and proceeded to the rooms of the society. The secretary was sit- ting in the lobby. After making her payment, and looking at a few of the drawings on the walls, in the company of three gentlemen, the only other visitors to the exhibition, she turned back and asked if she might be allowed to see a list of the mem- bers. She was a little connected with the architectural world, she said with a smile, and was interested in some of tlie names. "Here it is, madam," he replied, politely handing her a pam- phlet containing the names. Miss Aldclyffe turned the leaves till she came to the letter M. The name she hoped to find there was there, with the ad- dress appended, as was the case with all the rest. The address was at some chambers in a street not far from Charing Cross. "Chambers" as a residence had always been assumed by the lady to imply the condition of a bachelor. She murmured two words, "There still." Another request had yet to be made, but it was of a more noticeable kind than the first, and might compromise the secrecy with which she wished to act through this episode. Ker object was to get one of the envelopes lying on the secretary's table, stamped with the die of the society ; and in order to get it she was about to ask if she might vrrite a note. But the secretary's back chanced to be turned, and he now went toward one of the men at the other end of the room, who had called him to ask some question relating to an etching on the wall. Quick as thought. Miss Aldclyffe stood before the table, slipped her hand behind her, took one of the envelopes and put it in her pocket. She sauntered round the rooms for two or three minutes longer, then withdrew and returned to her hotel. 102 DESPERATE REMEDIES. Here she cut thd 'Kitapwatcr advertisement from the paper, put it into the envelope she had stolen, eml)o?scd with the society's stamj). and directed it in a round, clerkly hand to the address she had seen in the list of members' names submitted to her: Aeneas Manstun, Esq.. Wykeham Chambers, Spring Gardens. This ended her first day's work in London. § 4. From Aui^ust t)te Ixuenty-sixtli to September the firs'. The two Cythereas continued at the Westminster Hotel. Miss AldclyfTe informing her companion that business would detain them in London another week. The days passed as slowly and drearily as days can pass in a city at that time of the year, the shuttered windows about the squares and terraces confronting their eyes like the white and sightless orbs of a blind man. On • Thursday Mr. Nyttleton called, bringing the whole number of replies to the advertisement. Cytherea was present at the ititcr- view. by Miss AldclyfFe's request — either from whim or design. Ten additional letters were the result of the second week's insertion, making fifty-five in all. Miss Aldclyffe looked them over as before. One was signed: Aeneas Manston. 133 Durngate Street, Liverpool. "Xow then, ^^r. Xvttleton. will you make a selection and I will add one or twti." Miss AldclylTc said. Mr. Xyttleton scanned the whole heap of letters, testimonials nufl references, sorting them into two heaps. Manston's mis- sive, after a mere glance, was thrown among the summarily rejected ones. DESPERATE REMEDIES. 103 Miss Aldclyfife read, or pretended to read, after the lawyer. When he had finished, five lay in the group he had selected. "Would you like to add to the number?" he said, turning to the lady. "Xo," she said carelessly. "Well, two or three additional ones rather took my fancy," she added, searching for some in the larger collection. She drew out three. One was Manston's. "These eight, then, shall be communicated with," said the lawyer, taking up the eight letters and placing them by them- selves. They stood up. "If I myself, madam, were only concerned personally," he said in an off-hand way, and holding up a letter singly, "I should choose this man unhesitatingly. He writes honestly, is not afraid to name what he does not consider him- self well acquainted with — a rare thing to find in answers to advertisements; he is well recommended, and possesses some qualities rarely found in combination. Oddly enough, he is not really a steward. He was bred a farmer, studied building affairs, served on an estate for some time, then went with an architect, and is now well qualified as architect, estate agent, and surveyor. That man is sure to have a fine head for a manor like yours." He tapped the letter as he spoke. "Yes, I should choose him without hesitation — speaking personally." "And I think," she said, artificially, "I should choose this one as a matter of mere personal whim, which, of course, can't be given way to when practical questions have to be considered." Cytherea, after looking out of the window, and then at the newspapers, had become interested in the proceedings between the clever Miss Aldclyffe and the keen old lawyer, which re- minded her of a game at cards. She looked inquiringly at the two letters — one in Miss Aldclyffe's hand, the other in Mr. Nyttleton's. "What is the name of your man?" said Miss Aldclyffe. "His name," said the lawyer, looking down the page; "what is his name — it is Edward Springrove." Miss Aldclyffe glanced toward Cytherea, who was getting red and pale by turns. She looked inquiringly at Miss Ald- clyffe. "The name of my man," said Miss Aldclyffe, looking at her letter in turn, "is, I think — yes — Aeneas Manston." DESPERATE REMEDIES. § 5. Sfpli-mbfr the thirJ. Tlie next mominjj but one was appointed for the inten-icw^, wliicli were to ])c at the lawyer's offices. Mr. Nvttlcton and Mr. Tayhnpj were both in town for the day, and the candidates were admitted one by one into a private room. In the window recess was seated Mis.<^ .-Mdclyffe, wearing^ her veil down. The lawyer had, in his letters to the selected number, timed each candidate at an inter\-al of ten or fifteen minutes from those preceding and following. They were shown in as they arrived, and had short conversations with Mr. Xyttleton — terse, and to the point. Miss Aldclyffe never moved nor spoke during this proceeding; it might have been supposed that she was quite unmindful of it, had it not been for what was revealed by a keen penetration of the veil covering her countenance — the rays from two bright black eyes directed toward the lawyer and his interlocutor. Springrove came fifth; Manston seventh. When the exam- ination of all was ended, and the last man had retired, Xyttle- ton again, as at the former time, blandly asked his client which of the eight she personally preferred. "I still think the fifth we spoke to, Springrove, the man whose letter I pounced upon at first, to be by far the best qualified, in short, most suitable generally." "I am sorry to say that I differ from you; I lean to my first notion still — ^that Mr. — Mr. Manston is most desirable in tone and bearing, and even specifically I think he would suit me best in the long run." Mr. Xyttleton looked out of the window at the whitened wall of the court. "Of course, matlam, your opinion may be perfectly sound and reliable; a sort of instinct, I know, often leads ladies by a .short cut to conclusions truer than those come to by men after laborious roundabout calculations, based on long experience. I must say I shouldn't recommend him." "Why. pray?" "Well, let us look first at his letter of answer to the advertise- ment. He didn't reply until the last insertion; that's one thing. His letter is bold and frank in tone, so bold and frank that the second thought after reading it is that not honesty, but un- DESl'ERATE REMEDIEIS. 105 scrupulousness of conscience dictated it. It is written in an inditlerent mood, as if he felt that he was humbugging us in his statement that he was the right man for such an office, that he tried hard to get it only as a matter of form which required that he should neglect no opportunity that came in his way." "You may be right, Mr. Nyttleton, but I don't quite see the grounds of your reasoning." "He has been, as you perceive, almost entirely used to the office duties of a city architect, the experience we don't want. You want a man whose acquaintance with rural landed proper- ties is more practical and closer — somebody who, if he has not filled exactly such an office before, has lived a country life, knows the ins and outs of country tenancies, building, farming, and so on." "He's by far the most intellectual looking of them all." "Yes; he may be — your opinion, madam, is worth more than mine in that matter. And more than you say, he is a man of parts — his brain power would soon enable him to master de- tails and fit him for the post, I don't much doubt that. But to speak clearly" (here his words started off at a jog-trot) "I wouldn't run the risk of placing the management of an estate of mine in his hands on any account whatever. There, that's flat and plain, madam." "But, definitely," she said, wath a show of impatience; "what is your reason ?" "He is a voluptuary with activity; which is a very bad form of man — as bad as it is rare.'' "Oh. Thank you for your explicit statement, Mr. Nyttle- ton," said Miss Aldclyffe, starting a little and flushing with dis- pleasure. Mr. Nyttleton nodded slightly, as a sort of neutral motion, simply signifying a receipt of the information, good or bad. "And I really think it is hardly worth while to trouble you further in this," continued the lady. "He's quite good enough for a little insignificant place like mine at Knapwater; and I know that I could not get on with one of the others for a single month. We'll try him." "Certainly, madam," said the lawyer. And Mr. Manston was written to, to the effect that he v/as the successful com- petitor. "Did you see how unmistakably her temper was getting the 106 DESPERATE REMEDIES. better of her that minute you were in the room?" said Xyttleton to Tayling^, when their cHent had left the house. Xyttleton was a man who surveyed everybody's character in a sunless and shadowless northern light. A culpable slyness, which marked him as a boy, had been molded by Time, the Improver, into honorable circumsj)ecti()n. We frec|uently fnul that the quality which, conjoined with the simplicity of the child, is vice, is virtue when it pervades the knowledge of the man. "She was as near as damn-it to boiling over when I added up her man," continued Xyttleton. "His handsome face is the qualification in her eyes. They have met before; I saw that." "He didn't seem conscious of it." said the junior. "He didn't. That was rather puzzling to me. r>ut still, if ever a woman's face spoke out plainly that she was in love with a man, hers did that she was with him. Poor old maid, she's almost old enough to be his mother. If that Mansion's a schemer he'll marry her, as sure as I am Xyttleton. Let's hope he's honest, however." "I don't think she's in love with him," said Tayling. He had seen but little of the pair, and yet he could not reconcile what he had noticed in Miss Aldclyffe's behavior with the idea that it was the bearing of a woman toward her lover. "Well, your experience of the fiery phenomenon is more recent than mine," rejoined Xyttleton carelessly. "And you may remember the nature of it best." CHAPTER VIII. THE EVENTS OF EIGHTEEN DAYS. § I . From the third to the nineteenth of September. Miss Aldclyfife's tenderness toward Cytherea, between the hours of her irascibihty, increased, till it became no less than doting fondness. Like nature in the tropics, \vith her hurricanes and the subsequent luxuriant vegetation effacing their ravages, Aliss Aldclyffe compensated for her outbursts by excess of generosity afterward. She seemed to be completely won out of herself by close contact with a young woman whosajnodesty was absolutely unimpaired, and whose artlessness was as perfect as w^as compatible with the complexity necessary to produce the due charm of womanhood. Cytherea, on her part, perceived with honest satisfaction that her influence for good over Miss AldclyfTe was considerable. Ideas and habits peculiar to the younger, which the elder lady had originally imitated in a mere whim, she grew in course of time to take a positive delight in. Among others were evening and morning prayers, dreaming over out-door scenes, learning a verse from some poem while dressing. Yet try to force her sympathies as much as she would, Cy- therea could feel no more than thankful for this, even if she always felt as much as that. The mysterious cloud hanging over the past life of her companion, of which the uncertain light already thrown upon it only seemed to render still darker the unpenetrated remainder, nourished in her a feeling which was scarcely too light to be called dread. She would have infinitely preferred to be treated distantly, as the mere dependent, by such a changeable nature — like a fountain, always herself, yet al- ways another. That a crime of any deep dye had ever been perpetrated or participated in by her namesake, she would not believe ; but the reckless adventuring of the lady's youth seemed connected with deeds of darkness rather than light. 108 DESPERATE REMEDIES. Sometimes Miss AldclyfTe appeared to be on the point of making some absorbini^ confidence, but reflection invariably restrained her. Cytherea hoped that such a confidence would come witli time, and that she rnVf^^hi thus be a means of soothing a mind which had obviously known extreme sufTering. r.ut Miss Aldclyffe's reticence concerning her past was not imitated by Cytherea. Though she never disclosed the one fact of her knowledge that the love-suit between Miss Aldclyffe and her father terminated abnomially, the maiden's natural ingenuousness on subjects not set down for special guard had enabled Miss AldclyfTe to worm from her, fragment by frag- ment, every detail of her father's history. Cytherea saw how deeply Miss AldclyfTe sympathized — and it compensated her, to some extent, for tlie hasty resentment of other times. Thus uncertainly she lived on. It was perceived by the servants of the house that some secret bond of connection existed between Miss AldclyfTe and her companion. But they were woman and woman, not woman and man, the facts were ethereal and refined, and so they could not be worked up into a taking stor}-. Whether, as critics dispute, a supernatural machinery be necessary to an epic or no, a carnal plot is decid- edly nccessar}- to a scandal. Another letter had come to her from Edward — very short, but full of entreaty, asking why she would not write just one line — just one line of cold friendship at least? She then allowed herself to think, little by little, whether she had not perhaps been too liarsh with him ; and at last wondered if he were really much to blame for being engaged to another woman. "Ah, Brain, there is one in me stronger than you!" she said. The young maid now continually pulled out his letter, read it ami re-read it, almost crying with pity the while, to think what wretched suspense he nnist be enduring at her silence, till her heart chid her for her cruelty. She felt that she must send him a line — one little line — just a wee line to keep him alive, poor thing; sighing like Donna Clara: "Ah, were he now before rue. In spite of Injured pride. I fear my eyes would pardon Before my tongue could chide." DESPERATE REMEDIES. 109 § 2. September the twentieth. Three tofotcrp. m. It was the third week in September, about five weeks after Cytherea's arrival, when Miss Aldclyffe requested her one day to go through the village of Carriford and assist herself in collecting the subscriptions made by some of the inhabitants of the parish to a religious society she patronized. Miss Ald- clyffe formed one of what was called a Ladies' Association, each member of which collected tributary streams of shillings from her inferiors to add to her own pound at the end. J\Iiss Aldclyffe took particular interest in Cytherea's appear- ance that afternoon, and the object of her attention was, indeed, gratifying to look at. The sight of the lithe girl, set off by an airy dress, coquettish jacket, flexible hat, a ray of starlight in each eye, and a war of lilies and roses in each cheek, was a palpable pleasure which appeared to partake less of the nature of affectionate satisfaction than of mental gratification. Eight names were printed in the report as belonging to Miss Aldclyffc's list, with the amount of subscription money attached to each. "I will collect the first four, while you do the same with the last four," said Miss Aldclyft'e. The names of two tradespeople stood first in Cytherea's share; then came a Miss Hinton; last of all in the printed list was Mr. Springrove the elder. Underneath his name was penciled in Miss Aldclyffe's handwriting, "Mr. Manston." Manston had arrived on the estate, in the capacity of steward, three or four days previously, and occupied the old manor- house, which had been altered and repaired for his reception. "Call on Mr. Manston," said the lady, impressively, looking at the name written under Cytherea's portion of the list, "But he does not subscribe yet?" "I know it; but call and leave him a report. Don't forget it" "Say you would be pleased if he would subscribe?" "Yes — say I should be pleased if he would," repeated Miss Aldclyffe, smiling. "Good-by, Don't hurry in your walk. If you can't get easily through your task to-day put off some of it till to-morrov/." Each then started on her rounds: Cytherea going in the first place to the old manor-house. Mr. Manston was not indoors, 8 no L>i.M'i:nA 1 1: kj: .muiiuj.s. which was a relief to her. She called then on the two ger.tlc- inan-fariners" wives, who soon transacted their l)usiness with her, frigidly indifferent to her personality. A person who social- ly is nothing is thought less of by people who are nut much than by those who are a great deal. She then turned toward Peakhill Cottage, the residence of Miss Ilinton, who lived there hapi)ily enough, with an elderly servant and a house-dog as conipani«,)ns. Her father, and last remaining parent, had retired thitiier f jur years before this time, after having filled the post of editor to the "l-'roominster Chron- icle" for eighteen or twenty years. There he died soon after, and though comparatively a poor man, he left his daughter suffi- ciently well provided for as a modest fundholder and claimant of sundry small sums in dividends to maintain herself as mis- tress at IVakhill. At Cytherea's knock an inner door was heard to open and close, and footsteps crossed the passage hesitatingly. The next minute Cytherea stood face to face with the lady herself. Adelaide Ilinton was about nine-and-twenty years of ago. Her hair was plentiful, like Cytherea's own; her teeth equaled Cytherea's in regularity and whiteness. Rut she was mucli paler, and had features too transparent to be in place among househoUl surroundings. Her mouth expressed love less forcibly than Cytherea's, and, as a natural result of her greater maturity, her tread was less elastic, and she was more seli- possessed. She had been a girl of that kind which mothers praise as not f(jrward, by way of contrast when disparaging those nobler ones with whom loving is an end and not a means. Men of forty, too, said of her, " a good sensible wife for any man, if she cares to marry," the caring to marry being thrown in as the vaguest hypothesis, because she was so practical. Yet it would be singular if. in such cases, the important subject of mar- riage should be excluded from manipulation by hands that arc ready for practical performance in every domestic concern besides. Cytherea was an acquisition, and the greeting was hearty. "Good-aflernoon! Oh. yes — Miss Graye. from Miss .\1<1 clyffe's. I have seen you at church, and I am so glad you have called I Come in. I wonder if I have change enough to pay niv subscription." .^he spoki- girlislily. DESPERATE REMEDIES. Ill Adelaide, when in the company of a younger woman, always leveled herself down to that younger woman's age from a sense of justice to herself — as if, though not her own age at common law, it was in equity. "It doesn't matter. I'll come again." "Yes ; do at any time ; not only on this errand. But you must step in for a minute. Do." "I have been wanting to, for several weeks." "That's right. Now you must see my house — lonely, isn't it, for a single lady? People said it was odd for a young woman like me to keep on a house; but what did I care? If you knew the pleasure of locking up your own door, with the sensation that you reigned supreme inside it, you would say it was worth the risk of being called odd. Mr. Springrove attends to my gardening, the dog attends to robbers, and whenever there is a snake or toad to kill, Jane does it." "How nice. It is better than living in a town." "Far better. A town makes a cynic of me." The remark recalled, somewhat startlingly, to Cytherea's mind that Edward had used those very words to herself one evening at Creston. Miss Hinton opened an interior door, and led her visitor into a small drawing-room commanding a view of the country for miles. The missionary business was soon settled; but the chat con- tinued. "How lonely it must be here at night," said Cytherea. "Aren't you afraid?" "At first I was slightly. But I got used to the solitude. And you -know a sort of common sense will creep even into timidity. I say to myself sometimes at night, 'If I were anybody but a harmless woman, not worth the trouble of a worm's ghost to appear to me, I should think that every sound I hear was a spirit.' But you must see all over my house." Cytherea was very interested in seeing. "I say you must do this, and you must do that, as if you were a child," remarked Adelaide. "A privileged friend of mine tells me this use of the imperative comes of being so constantly in nobody's society but my own." "Ah, yes. I suppose she is right." Cytherea called the friend "she" by a rule of ladylike prac- 112 DESPERATE REMEDIES. ticc; for a woman's "friend" is delicately assumed by aii.jilur friend to he of their own sex in tiie absence of kncjwledge to tlie contrary; just as cats are called shes until they prove themselves hcs. Miss Ilinton laughed mysteriously. "I get a humorous reproof for it now and then, I assure yon." she continued. ■"Humorous reproof:* that's not from a woman: who can repnjve humorously but a man?" was the groove of Cytherca's thought at the remark. "Your brother reproves you, I expect." said that innocent young lady. "No," said Miss Hinton with a candid air. " 'Tis o;ily a gentleman I am acquainted with." She looked out of the window. Women are persistently imitative. No sooner did a thought flash through Cytherea's mind that the gentleman was a lover than she became a Miss Aldclyffe in a mild form. "I imagine he's a sweetheart." she said. Miss Hinton smiled a smile of experience in that line. I-^ew women, if taxed with having an admirer, are so free from vanity as to deny the impeachment, even if it is utterly untrue. \Vhen it does happen to be true, they look pityingly away from the person who is so benighted as to have got no farther than suspecting it. "There nov,-. Miss Hinton; you arc engaged to be married!" said Cytherea, accusingly. Adelaide nodded her head practically. "Well yes, I am," she said. The woril "engaged" had no sooner passed Cytherea's lips than the sound of it — the mere sound by her own lips — carried her mind to the time and the circumstances under which Miss AldclyfTe had used it toward herself. A sickening thought followed — based but on a mere surmise; yet its presence took every other idea away from Cytherea's mind. Miss Hinton had used Edward's words about towns; she mentioned Mr. Spring- rove as attending to her garden. It could not be that Edward was the man! that Miss AldclyfTe had planned to reveal her rival thus! "Arc you going to be married soon?" she inquired, with a steadiness the result of a sort of fascination, but apparently of indifference. DESPERATE REMEDIES. 113 "Not very soon — still, soon." "Ah — ha. In less than three months?" said Cytherca. "Two." Now that the subject was well in hand, Adelaide wanted no more prompting. "You won't tell anybody if I show you some- thing?" she said with eager mystery. "Oh no, nobody. But does he live in diis parish?" "No." Nothing proved yet. "What's his name?" said Cytherea, flatly. Her breath and heart had begun their old tricks, and came and went hotly. Miss Hinton could not see her face. "What do you think?" said Miss Hinton. "George?" said Cytherea, with deceitful agony. "No," said Adelaide. "But now, you shall see him first; come here;" and she led the way upstairs into her bedroom. There, standing on the dressing-table in a little frame, was the unconscious portrait of Edward Springrove. "There he is," JNIiss Hinton said, and a silence ensued. "Are you very fond of him?" continued the miserable Cy- therea ai length. "Yes, of course I am," her companion replied, but in the tone of one who lived in Abraham's bosom all the year, and was therefore untouched by solemn thought at the fact. "He's my cousin — a native of this village. We were engaged before my fathers death left me so lonely. I was only twenty, and a much greater belle than I am now. We know each other thoroughly, as you may imagine. I give him a little sermoniz- ing now and then." "Why?" "Oh, it's only in fun. He's very naughty sometimes — not really, you know — but he will look at any pretty face wdien he sees it." Storing up this statement of his susceptibility as another item to be miserable upon when she had time, "How do you know that?" Cytherea asked, with a swelling heart. "Well, you know hovv^ things do come to \vomien's ears. He used to live at Creston as an assistant architect, and I found out that a young giddy thing of a girl, who lived there somewhere, took his fancy for a day or two. But I don't feel jealous at all 114 DESPERATE REMEDIES. jealous. And it was a mere flirtation — she was too silly for him. He's fund of rowing;, and kindly pave her an airing for an cvcningf or two. I'll warrant they talked the most umniti- gated rubbish ujider the sun — all shallowness and pastime, just as everything; is at watering; places — neither of them caring a bit for the other — she giggling like a goose all the time — " C'oncentrated essence of woman i)ervaded the ro )m rather than air. "She tlidn't! and 'twasn't shallowness!" Cytherca burst out with brimming eyes. " 'Twas deep deceit on one siile. and entire confidence on the other — yes. it was!" The ])ent-up emotion had swollen and swollen inside the young thing till the dam couKi no longer embay it. The instant the words were out she woulil have given worlds to have been able to recall them. "Do you know her — or him?" said Miss Hinton, starting with suspicion at the warmth shown. • The two women had now lost their personality quite. Tiiere was the same keen brightness of eye, the same movement of nioutli, the same mind in both, as they looke% since it may settle him down and do him good. . . . Ay, we'll hope for the best." He let go her hand and accompanied her to the door, saying, "If you should care to walk this way and talk to an old man once now and then it will be a great delight to him. Miss Graye. Good-evenen to ye. . . . Ah, look! a thunder- storm is brewen — be quick home. Or shall I step up with you?" "No, thank you, Mr. Springrove. Good-evening," she said in a low voice and hurried away. One thought still possessed her: Edward had trifled with her love. § 4. Five to six p. in. She followed the road into a bower of trees, overhanging it so densely that the path appeared like a rabbit's burrow, and presently reached a side entrance to the park. The clouds rose more rapidly than the farmer had anticipated ; the sheep moved in a trail, and complained incoherently. Livid gray shades, like those of the modern French artists, made a mystery of the remote and dark parts of the vista, and seemed to insist upon a suspension of breath. Before she was half-way across the park the thunder nnnbled distinctly. The direction in which she had to go would take her close by the old manor-house. The air was perfectly still, and between each low rumble of the thunder behind she could hear the roll of the waterfall before her, and the creak of the engine among the bushes hard by it. Hurrying on, with a growing dread of the gloom and of the approaching storm, she drew near the Old House, now rising before her against the dark foliage and sky in tones of strange whiteness. 124 DESPERATE REMEDIES. On tlie flight of steps, which clescendctl from a terrace in from to the level (»f the park, stood a man. lie appeared, partly from the relief the position gave to his figure, ami partly from fad. to be of towering height. lie was dark in outline, and wa- looking at the sky, with his hands behind him. It was necessary for Cytherea to pass directly across the line t)f his front. She felt so reluctant to do this that she was about to turn under the trees out of the path and enter it again at a point beyond the Old House; but he had seen her, and she came on mechanically, unconsciously averting her face a little, and dropping her glance to the ground. Her eyes unswervingly lingered along the path until they fell upon another path branching in a right line from the path she was pursuing. It came from the steps of the Old Mouse. "I am exactly opposite him now," she tliought, "and his eyes are going through me." A clear, masculine voice said at the same instant: "Are you afraid?" She, interpreting his question by her feelings at the moment, assumed himself to be the object of fear, if any. ''I don't think I am," she stammered. He seemed to knowthat she thought in that sense. "Of the thunder, I mean," he said; "not of myself." .She must turn to him now. "I think it is going to rain." she remarked for the sake of saying something. He could not conceal his suqjrise and admiration of her face and iiearing. He said courteously: "It may possibly not rain before you reach the house, if you are going there." "Yes, I am." "May 1 walk up with you? It is lonely under the trees. " "Xo." I'earing his courtesy arose from a belief that he was addressing a woman of higher station than was hers, she added: "I am Miss Aldclyffe's companion. I don't mind the loneli- ness." "Oh. Miss Aldclyffe's coinpanion. Then will you be kind cni>ugh to take a subscription to her? She sent to me this after- noon to ask me to become a subscriber to her society, and I was out. Of course I'll subscribe if she wishes it. I take a great interest in the society." "Miss .XhldyfTe will be glad to hear that. I know." "Yes: let me see — what socictv did she sav it was? I am DESPERATE REMEDIES. 125 afraid I haven't enough money in my pocket, and yet it would be a satisfaction to her to have practical proof of my wilUngness. I'll get it, and be out in one minute." He entered the house, and was at her side again within the time he had named. "This is it," he said pleasantly. She held up her hand. The soft tips of his fingers brushed the palm of her glove as he placed the money within it. She wondered why his fingers should have touched her. "I think after all," he continued, "that the rain is upon us, and will drench you before you reach the house. Yes; see there." He pointed to a round wet spot as large as a nasturtium leaf, which had suddenly appeared upon the v/hite surface of the step. "You had better come into the porch. It is not nearly night yet. The clouds make it seem later than it really is." Heavy drops of rain, followed immediately by a forked flash of lightning and sharp rattling thunder, compelled her, willingly or no, to accept his invitation. She ascended the steps, stood beside him just within the porch, and for the first time obtained a series of short views of his person, as they waited there in silence. He was an extremely handsome man, well-formed and well- dressed, of an age which seemed to be two or three years less than thirty. The most striking point in his appearance was the wonderful, almost preternatural clearness of his complexion. There was not a blemish or speck of any kind to mar the smoothness of its surface or the beauty of its hue. Next, his forehead was square and broad, his brows straight and firm, his eyes pene- trating and clear. By collecting the round of expressions they gave forth, a person who theorized on such matters would have imbibed the notion that their owner was of a nature to kick against the pricks; the last man in the world to put up with a position because it seemed to be his destiny to do so; one who took upon himself to resist fate. with the vindictive determina- tion of a Theomachist. Eyes and forehead both would have expressed keenness of intellect too severely to be pleasing had their force not been counteracted by the lines and tone of the lips. These were full and luscious to a surprising degree, pos- sessing a v.'onian-like softness of curve, and a ruby redness so i:g desperate remedies. intense, as to testify stronjjly to much susceptibility of heart where feminine beauty was concerned — a susceptibility that might require all the ballast of brain with which he had pre- viously been creilited to confine within reasonable channels. His manner was elegant; his speech well-finished and un- constrained. The break in their discourse, which had been caused by tliv jK-al of thunder, was unbroken by either for a minute or two, during which the ears of both seemed to be absently following the low roar of the waterfall as it became gradually rivaled 1>y the increasing rush of rain upcMi the trees and herbage of the grove. After her short looks at him Cytherea had turned her head toward the avenue for awhile, and now, glancing back again for an instant, she discoveretl that his eyes were engaged in a steady, though delicate, regard of her face and form. At this moment, by reason of the narrowness of the porch, their dresses touched, and remained in contact. His clothes are something exterior to every man; but to a woman her dress is part of her body; its motions arc all present to her intelligence if not to her eyes; no man knows how his coat-tails swing. By the slightest hyperbole it may be said tlK-.t her dress has sensation. Crease but the very Ultima Thule of fringe or flounce, and it hurts her as much as i)inching her. Delicate antennae, or feelers, bristle on every outlying frill. G- • to the uppermost: she is there; tread on the lowest: the fai;- creature is there almost before you. Thus the touch of clothes, which was nothing to Manston. sent a thrill through Cytherea. seeing, moreover, that he was o{ the nature of a mysterious stranger. She looked out again at the storm, but still felt him. At last to escape the sensation she moved away, though by so doing it was necessary to advance a little into the rain. "Look, the rain is coming into the porch upon you." he said. "Step inside the door." Cytherea hesitated. "Perfectly safe. I assure you." he added, laughing and holding the door open. You shall see what a state of disorganization I am in — boxes on boxes, furniture, straw, crockery in ever>- for:u of transposition. An old woman is in the back-quarters some- where beginning to put things to rights. . . . You knov. the inside of the house, I dare say?" DESPERATE REMEDIES. 127 "I have never been in." "Oh, well, come along. Here, you see, they have made a door through; here they have put a partition dividing the old hall into two, one part is now my parlor; there they have put a plaster ceiling, hiding the old chestnut carved roof because it was too high and would have been chilly for me; you see, being the original hall, it was open right up to the top, and here the lord of the manor and his retainers used to meet and be merry 1)y the light from the monstrous fire which shone out from that nionstrous lire-place, now narrowed to a mere nothing for my grate, though you can see the old oudine still. I almost wish I could have had it in its original state." "With more romance and less comfort." "Yes, exactly. Well, perhaps the wish Is not deep-seated. You will see how the things are tumbled in anyhow, packing- cases and all. The only piece of ornamental furniture yet un- packed is this one." "An organ?" "Yes, an organ. I made it myself, except the pipes. I opened the case this afternoon to commence soothing myself at once. It is not a very large one, but quite big enough for a private house. You play, I dare say?" "The piano. I am not at all used to an organ." "You would soon acquire the touch for an organ, though it would spoil your touch for the piano. Not that that matters a great deal. A piano isn't much as an instrument." "It is the fashion to say so now. I think it is quite good enough." "That- isn't altogether a right sentiment about things being good enough." "No — no. Wliat I mean is, that the men who despise pianos do it as a rule from their teeth, merely for fashion's sake, because cleverer men have said it before them — not from the experience of their ears." Now Cytherea all at once broke into a blush atthe conscious- ness of a great snub she had been guilty of in her eagerness to explain herself. He charitably expressed by a look that he did not in die least mind her blunder, if it were one; and this atti- tude forced him into a position of mental superiority which vexed her. "I play for my private amusement only," he said. "I have 12S DESPERATE REMEDIES. never learned scientificallv. All I know is what I taught niv- self." The thunder, lij^ditning. and rain had now increased to a terrific force. The clouds, from which darts, forks, zigzags, and balls of fire continually sprang, did nut appear to be more than a hundred yards above their heads, and every now and then a flash and a peal made gaps in the steward's descriptions. He went toward the organ, in the iniilst of a volley which seemed to shake the aged house from foundations to chimney. "You arc not going to i)lay nov.-, are you?" said Cytherea uneasily. "Oh, yes. Why not now?" he said. "Von can't go home, and therefore we may as well be anuised, if you don't mintl sit- ting on this box. The few chairs I have unpacked arc in the vither room." Without waiting to see whether she sat down or not, he turned to the organ and began extemporizing a harmony which meandered through every variety of expression of which the instrument was capable. Presently he ceased and began search- ing for some music-book. "What a splendid flash!" he said, as the lightning again shone in through the mullioned window, which, of a proportion to suit the whole extent of the original hall, was much too large for the present room. The thunder pealed again. Cytherea. in spite of herself, was frightened, not only at the weather, but at the general unearthly weirdncss which seemed to surround her there. "I wish I — the lightning wasn't so bright. Do you think it will last long?" she said timitlly. "It can't last much longer," he murmured, without turning, running his fingers again over the keys. "But this is nothing." he cvMitinued, suddenly stt»pping and regarding her. "It seems brighter because of the deep shadow under those trees yonder. Don't mind it; now look at me — look in my face — now." He had faced the window, looking fixedly at the sky with his dark, strong eyes. She seemed compelled to do as she was bidden, and looked in the too delicately beautiful face. The flash came; but he did not turn or blink, keeping his eyes fixed as firmly as before. "There," he said, turning to her, "that's the way to look at lightning." "Oh, it might have blinded you," she exclaimed. DESPERATE REMEDIES. 129 "Nonsense — not lightning of this sort — I shouldn't have stared at it if there had been danger. It is only sheet lightning now. Now, will you have another piece? Something from an oratorio this time?" "No, thank you — I don't want to hear it while it thunders so." But he had commenced without heeding her answer, and she stod motionless again, marveling at the wonderful indifference to all external circumstances which was nov/ evinced by his complete absorption in the music before him. "Why do you play such saddening chords?" she said when he next paused. "H'm — because I like them, I suppose," he said lightly. "Don't you like sad impressions sometimes?" "Yes, sometimes, perhaps." "When you are full of trouble." "Yes." "Well, why shouldn't I when I am full of trouble?" "Are you troubled?" "I am troubled." He said this so thoughtfully and abruptly — so abruptl}' that she did not push the dialogue further. He nov/ played more powerfully. Cytherea had never heard music in the completeness of full orchestral power, and the tones of the organ, which reverberated with considerable effect in the comparatively small space of the room, heightened by the ele- mental strife of light and sound outside, moved her to a degree out of proportion to the actual power of the mere notes, prac- ticed as was the hand that produced them. The varying strains — now loud, now soft; simple, complicated, Aveird, touching, grand, boisterous, subdued; each phase distinct, yet modulat- ing into the next with a graceful and easy flow — shook and bent her to themselves, as a gushing brook shakes and bends a shadow cast across its surface. The power of the music did not show itself so much by attracting her attention to the subject of the piece, as by taking up and developing as its libretto the poem of her own life and soul, shifting her deeds and intentions from the hands of her judgment, and holding them in its own. She was swayed into emotional opinions concerning the strange man before her; new impulses of thought came with new harmonies, and entered into her with gnawing thrill. A dreadful flash of lightning then, and the thunder close upon it. 130 DESPERATE REMEDIES. She found licrsclf involuntarily shrinking up beside him, and looking- witli parted lips at his face. He turned his eyes and saw her emotion, which greatly increased the ideal element in her expressive face. She was in the state in which woman's instinct to conceal has lost its power over her impulse to tell ; and he saw it. Rending his handsome face over her till his lips almost touched her ear, he murmured without breaking the harmonies: "Do you very much like this piece?" '■\'ery nnich indeed," she sai(l. "I couUl see you were affected by it. I will copy it for you." "Thank you much." "I will bring it to the house to you to-morrow. Who shall I ask for?" "Oh, not for nic. Don't bring it," she said, hastily. "I shouldn't like you to." "Let me see — to-morrow evening at seven or a few minutes past I shall be passing the waterfall on my way home. I couUl conveniently give it you there, and I should like you to have it." He modulated into the pastoral symphony, still looking in her eyes. "\'cr\- well," she .said, to get rid of the look. The storm had by this time considerably decreased in vio- lence, and in seven or ten minutes the sky partially cleared, the clouds around the western horizon becoming lighted up with the rays of the sinking sun. Cytherea drew a long breath of relief and j^repared to go away. She was full of a distressing sense that her detention in the old manor-house, and the ac(iuaintanccship it had set on foot, was not a thing she wished. It was such a foolish thing to have been excited and dragged into frankness by the wiles of a .stranger. "Allow me to come with you." he said, accompanying her t.> the door, and again showing by his behavior how powerfully he was impressed with her. His influence over her had van- ished with the nmsical chords, and she turned her back upon him. "May T come?" he repeated. "Xo, no. The distance is not three hundred yards — it is not really necessary, thank you," she said quietly. And wishing him good-evening, without meeting his eyes, she went down the >-'«ps. leaving i>i'ii << -nding at the door. DESPERATE REMEDIES. 131 '"Oh, how is it that man has so fascinated me!" was all she could think. Her own self, as she had sat spellbound before him, was all she could see. Her gait was constrained, from the knowledge that his eyes were upon her until she had passed the hollow by the waterfall, and by ascending the rise had be- come hidden from his view by the boughs of the overhanging trees. § 5. S/x to seven p. VI. The wet, shining road threw the western glare into her eyes with an invidious luster which rendered the restlessness of her mood more wearying. Her thoughts flew from idea to idea without asking for the slightest link of connection between one and another. One moment she was full of the wild music and stirring scene with Alanston — the next, Edward's image rose before her like a shadowy ghost. Then Manston's black eyes seemed piercing her again, and the reckless, voluptuous mouth appeared bending to the curves of his special words. What could be those troubles to which he had alluded? Perhaps Miss Aldclyfife was at the bottom of them. Sad at heart she paced on: her life was bewildering her. On coming into Miss Aldclyffe's presence, Cytherea told her of the incident, not without a fear that she would burst into one of her ungovernable fits of temper at learning Cytherea's slight departure from the programme. But, strangely to Cytherea, Miss Aldclyffe looked delighted. The usual cross-examina- tion followed: "And so you were with him all that time?" said the lady, with assumed severity. "Yes, I was." "I did not tell you to call at the Old House twice." "I didn't call, as I have said. He made me come into the porch?" "What remarks did he make, do you say?" "That the lightning was not so bad as I thought." "A very important remark, that. Did he" — she turned her glance full upon the girl, and eying her searchingly, said : "Did he say anything about me?" "Nothing," said Cytherea, returning her gaze calmly, "ex- cept that I w^as to give you the subscription." x,2 DESPERATE REMEDIES. "Vou are quite sure?" •Quite." ■ I believe you. Did he say anything striking or strange about himself?" "Uiily one thing — that he was troubled." "Troubled !" After saying the word. Miss AldclyfFe relapsed into silence. Such behavior as this had ended, on most previous occasions, by her making a confession, and Cytherea expected one now. But for once she was mistaken ; nothing more was said. When she had returned to her room she sat down and penned a farewell letter to Edward Springrove, as little able as any other excitable and brimming young woman of nineteen t<) feel the wisest and only dignified course at that juncture was to do nothing at all. She told him that, to her painful suq:)rise, she had learned that his engagement to another woman was a matter of notoriety. She insisted that all honor bade him marry his early love — a woman far better than her unworthy self, who only dcser\'ed to be forgotten, and begged him to remember that he was not to see her face again. She upbraided him for levity and cruelty in meeting her so frequently at Creston. and above all in stealing the kiss from her lips on the last evening of the water excursions. "I never, never can forget it," she said, and then felt a sensation of having done her dutyj ostensibly persuading herself that her reproaches and conmiands were of such a force that no man to whom they were uttered could ever approach her more. Yet it was all unconsciously said in words which betrayed a lingering tenderness of love at every unguarded turn. Like Beatrice accusing Dante from the chariot, try as she might to play the superior being who contemned such mere eye-scnsu- ousness, she betrayed at every point a pretty woman's jealousy of a rival, and covertly gave her old lover hints for excusing himself at each fresh indictment. This done. Cytherea, still in a practical mood, upbraided her- self with weakness in allowing a stranger like .^Ir. Manston to influence her as he had that evening. What right on earth had he to suggest so suddenly that she might meet him at the waterfall to receive his music? She would have given much to be able to annihilate the ascendency he had obtained over her during that extraordinary interval of melodious sound. Not DESPERATE REMEDIES. 133 being- able to endure the notion of his Hving a minute longer in the belief he was then holding, she took her pen and wrote to him also: "Knap water House, September 20th. "I find I can not meet you at seven o'clock by the waterfall as I promised. The emotion I felt made me forgetful of realities, "C. Graye." A great statesman thinks several times, and acts; a young lady acts, and thinks several times. When, a few minutes later, she saw the postman carry off the bag containing one of the letters, and a messenger with the other, she, for the first time, asked herself the question whether she had acted very wisely in writing to either of the two men who had so influenced her. CHAPTER IX. THE EVENTS OF TEN WEEKS. § I . From S(-pttmb<-r the tiiu-nty-first to the viiddlc of Novetnber. Tlic foremost figure within Cytherca's horizon, exclusive of tlie inmates of Knapwater House, was now the steward, Mr. Manston. It was impossible that they should live within a quarter of a mile of each other, be enj^aged in the same sen'ice, and attend the same church, without meeting at some spot or another, twice or thrice a week. On Sundays, in her pew, when by chance she turned her head, Cytherea found his eyes waiting desirously for a glimpse of hers, and at first, more strangely, the eyes of Miss AldclyfTc furtively resting on him. On comitig out of church he freciucntly walked beside Cytherea till she reached the gate at which residents in the house turned into the shrubbery. By degrees a conjecture grew to a certainty. She knew that he loved her. lUtt this strange fact was connected with the development of his love — he was palpably making the strongest efforts to sub- due, or at least to liidc, the weakness, and as it sometimes seemed, rather from his own conscience than from surrounding eyes. Hence she found that not one of his encounter? with her was anything more than the result of ]nire accident. He made no advances whatever: without avoiding her, he never sought her: the words he had whispered at their first interview now proved themselves to be quite as much the result of imguarded impulse as was her answer. Something held him back, bound his ihipulsc down, but she saw that it was neither pride of his person nor fear that she would refuse him — a course she imhesi- tatingly resolved to take should he think fit to declare himself. She was interested in him and his man-elous beauty, as she might have been in some fascinating panther or leopard — for some undcfinablc reason she shrank from him. even while she DESPERATE REMEDIES. 135 admired. The keynote of her nature, a warm "precipitance of soul" as Coleridge happily writes it, which Manston had so directly pounced upon at their very first interview, gave her now a tremulous sense of being in some way in his power. The state of mind was on the whole a dangerous one for a young and inexperienced woman; and perhaps the circum- stance which, more than any other, led her to cherish Edward's image now, was that he had taken no notice of the receipt of her letter, stating that she discarded him. It was plain then, she said, that he did not care deeply for her, and she thereupon could not quite leave ofif caring deeply for him: -Ingenium mulierum, Nolunt iibi velis, ubi nolis cupiunt ultro." The month of October passed, and November began its course. The inhabitants of the village of Caeriford grew weary of supposing that Miss Aldclyffe was going to marry her steward. Xew whispers arose and became very distinct (though they did not reach Miss Aldclyfife's ears) to the effect that the steward was deeply in love with Cytherea Graye. Indeed, the fact became so obvious that there was nothing left to say about it except that their marriage would be an excellent one for both; for her in point of money — and for him in point of love. As circles in a pond grow wider and wider, the next fact, which at first had been patent only to Cytherea herself, in due time spread to her neighbors, and they too wondered that he made no overt advances. By the middle of November a theory made up of a combination of the other two was received with general favor: its substance being, that a guilty intrigue had been commenced between Manston and Miss Aldclyfife, some years before, when he was a very young man, and she still in the enjoyment of some womanly beauty, but now that her seniority began to grow emphatic she was becoming distasteful to him. His fear of the efTect of the lady's jealousy would, they said, thus lead him to conceal from her his new attachment to Cytherea. Almost the only woman who did not believe this was Cytherea herself, on unmistakable grounds, which were hidden from all besides. It was not only in public, but even more markedly in secluded places, on occasions when gallantry woukl have been safe from all discovery, that this guarded 136 DESPERATi. lu. vi i.nIES. o)ur!>c of action was pursued, all the strcnrtli of a ron^niniii- passion buniintj in his eyes the while. § 2. November the eighteenth. It was on a Friday in this month of November that Owen Grave paid a visit to his sister. Ilis zealous integrity still retained for him the situation at Creston, and in order that there should he as little interruption as possible to his duties there he had decided not to come to Knapwater till late in the afternoon, and to return to Creston by the first train the next morning. Miss Aldclyffc having made a point of frequently offering Iiim lodging for an unlimited period, to the great pleasure of Cytherea. He reached the house about four o'clock, and ringing the bell of the side entrance, asked of the page who answered it for Miss Graye. When Graye spoke the name of his sister, Maiiston, who was just coming out from an interview with Miss Aldclyffe, passed him in the vestibule and heard the question. The steward's face grew hot, and he secretly clinched his hands. He half crossed the court, then turned his head and saw that the lad still stood at the door, though Owen had been shown into the house. Manston went back to him. "Who was that man?" he said. "I don't know, sir." "Has he ever been here before?"' "Yes, sir." "How many times?" " i'hree." ■ \'ou are sure you don't know him?" I think he is Miss Grave's brother, sir." Then why the devil didn't you say so before?" Manston exclaimed and again went on his way. "Of course that was not the man of my dreams — of course it couldn't be!" he said to himself. "That I should be such a fool — such an utter fool. Good God ! to allow a girl to influence me like this, day after day, till I am jealous of her very brother. A lady's dependent, a waif, a helpless thing entirely at the mercy of the world: \c ;. curse it, llint is in dismantling it. While she looked, she thought in an inattentive manner: "What a remarkaljly quiet sleeper Mr. Manston must be!" The upper bedclothes were flung back, certainly, but the bed was scarcely disarranged. "Anybody would almost fancy," she thought, "that he had made it himself after rising." But these evanescent thoughts vanished as they had come, and Mrs. Crickett set to work; she dragged off the counter- pane, blankets, and sheets, and stooped to lift the pillows. Thu> stooping, something arrested her attention ; she looked closely — more closely — very closely. "Well, to be sure!" was all slie could say. The clerk's wife stood as if the air had suddenly set to amber, and held her fixed like a fly in it. The object of her wonder was a trailing brown hair, \cry little less than a yard long, which proved it clearly to be a hair from some woman's head. She drew it off the pillow and took it to the window; there holding it out she looked fixedly at it, and became utterly lost in meditation; her gaze, which had first actively settled on the hair involuntarily dropped past its object by degrees and was lost on the floor, as the inner vision obscured the outer one. She at length moistened her lips, returned her eyes to the hair, wound it round her fingers, put it in some paper, and secreted the whole in her pocket. Mrs. Crickett's thoughts were with her work no more that morning. She searched the house from roof-tree to cellar for some other trace of feminine existence or appurtenance; but none w^as to be found. She went out into the yard, coal-hole, stable, hay-loft, green- DESPERATE REMEDIES. 145 house, fowl-house and piggery, and still there was no sign. Coming in again, she saw a bonnet, eagerly pounced upon it, and found it to be her own. Hastily completing her arrangements in the other rooms, she entered the village again, and called at once upon the post- mistress, Mrs. Leat, an intimate friend of hers, and a female who sported several unique diseases and afBictions. Mrs. Crickett unfolded the paper, took out the hair, and waved it high before the perplexed eyes of Mrs. Leat, whi,ch immediately mooned and wandered after it like a cat's. "\Miat is it?" said Mrs. Leat, contracting her eyelids, and stretching out toward the invisible object a narrow bony hand that would have been an unparalleled delight to the pencil of Carlo Crivelli. "You shall hear," said Mrs. Crickett, complacently gather- ing up the treasure into her own fat hand; and the secret was then solemnly imparted, together with the accident of its dis- covery. A shaving glass was taken down from a nail, laid on its back in the middle of a table by the windovv^, and the hair spread carefully out upon it. The pair then bent over the table from opposite sides, their elbow^s on the edge, their hands support- ing their heads, their foreheads nearly touching, and their eyes upon the hair. "He ha' been mad a'ter my lady Cytherea," said Mrs. Crickett, "and 'tis my very belief the hair is — " "No, 'tidn'. Hers id'n so dark as that," said Mrs. Leat. "Mrs. Leat, you know me, and have known me for many years," said the clerk's wife parenthetically. "True, I have, Mrs. Crickett." "And you know that as the faithful wife of a servant of the church I should be glad to think as you do about the hair. Mind I don't wish to say anything against Miss Grave, but this I do say, that I believe her to be a nameless thing, and she's no right to stick a moral clock in her face and deceive the country in such a way. If she wasn't of a bad stock at the outset, she w^as bad in the planten, and if she wasn't bad in the planten, she was bad in the growen, and if not in the. grow^en," she's made bad by what she's gone through since." "But I have another reason for knowing it idn' hers," said Mrs. Leat. lO 14G DESPERATE REMEDIES. "Ah! I know wliosc it is, then — Miss Aldclyffc's, upon my song!*' '* 'Tis the color of hers, but 1 do not bcHcvc it to be hers, either." "Don't you beheve what they d' say al)out her and him?" "I say nothcn about that; but you dt)n't know what I know about his letters." "What about 'cm?" "He d' post all his letters here except them for one person, and they he d' take to Creston. My son is in Creston postofficc, as you know, and as he d' sit at desk he can see over the blind of the window all the people who d' post letters. Mr. Mansion d' unvariably go there wi' IcttL^rs for that person; my boy il" know 'em by sight well enough now." "Is it a she?" " 'Tis a she." "What's lier name?" "The little stunpoll of a fellow couldn't call to mind more than that "tis Miss Somebody of London. However, that's the woman who ha' been here, depend upon't — a wicked one — some poor street-creature escaped from Sodom, I warrant ye." "Only to find herself in Gomorrah, seemingly." "That may be." "Xo, no, Mrs. Leat, this is clear to me. 'Tis no miss who came here to see our steward last night — whenever she came, or wherever she vanished. Do you think he would Jia' let a miss, get here how she could, go away how she would, without breakfast or help of any kind?" Mrs. Leat shook her head — Mrs. Crickett looked at her solemnly. "Mrs. Leat, I ask you, have you. or ha'n't you known me many years?" "True, I have." "And I say I d' know she had no help of any kind. T know it was so, for the grate was quite cold when I touched it this morning with these fingers, and he was still in bed. No, he wouldn't take the trouble to write letters to a girl and then treat her so ofTf-hand as that. There's a tie between 'em stronger than feclen. She's his wife." "He married! The Lord so 's, what shall we hear next. Do DESPERATE REMEDIES. 147 he look married now? His are not the abashed eyes and hps of a married man." "Perhaps she's a tame one — but she's his wife still." "No, no; he's not a married man." "Yes, yes; he is. I've had three, and I ought to know." "Well, well," said Mrs. Leat, giving way, "whatever may be the truth on't I trust Providence will settle it all for the best, as he always do." "Ay, ay, Elizabeth," rejoined Mrs. Crickett with a satirical sigh, as she turned on her foot to go home, "good people like you may say so, but I have always found Providence a different sort of feller." § 5. November- the ttventieth. It was Miss AldclyfTfe''s custom, a custom originated by her father, and nourished by her own exclusiveness, to unlock the post-bag herself every morning, instead of allowing the duty to devolve on the butler, as was the case in most of the neighbor- ing county families. The bag was brought upstairs each morn- ing to her dressing-room, where she took out the contents, mostly in the presence of her maid and Cytherea, who had the entree of the chamber at all hours, and attended there in the morning at a kind of reception on a small scale, which was held by ]\Iiss Aldclyffe of her namesake only. Here she read her letters before the glass, while undergoing the operation of being brushed and dressed. "What woman can this be, I wonder?" she said on the morn- ing succeeding that of the last section, " 'London, N!' It is the first time in my life I ever had a letter from that outlandish place, the North side of London." Cytherea had just come into her presence to learn if there was anything for herself; and on being thus addressed, walked up to Aliss Aldclyffe's corner of the room to look at the curios- ity which had raised such an exclamation. But the lady, having opened the envelope and read a few lines, put it quickly in her pocket, before Cytherea could reach her side. "Oh, 'tis nothing," she said. She proceeded to make general remarks in a noticeably forced tone of sang-froid, from which she soon lapsed into silence. Not another word was said about the letter; she seemed ver^- anxious to get her dressing done and the room cleared. Thereupon Cytherea went away to the 148 DESPERATE UK-MKI'IKS. Other window, and a few minulci later left the room to follow her own pursuits. It was late when Miss Aldclyffe descended to the breakfast- table, and then she seemed there to no purpose: tea, coffee, eg^gs, cutlets, and all their accessories, were left absolutely un- tasted. The next that was seen of her was when walking up and dtjwn the south terrace, and round the flower-beds; her face was i)alc, and her tread was fitful, and she crumpled a letter in her hand. Dimier-time came round as usual; she did not speak ten words, or indeed seem conscious of the meal; for all that Miss Aldclyffe did in the way of eating, dinner might have been taken out as perfect as it was taken in. In her own private apartment Miss AldclyflTe again pulled out the letter of the morning. One passage of it ran thus: "Of course, being iiis wife, I could publish the fact, and com- pel him to acknowledge me at any moment, notwithstandiiig his threats and reasonings that it will be better to wait. I have waited, and waited again, and die time for such acknowledg- ment seems no nearer than at first. To sjiuw you how patiently I have waited I can tell you that not till a fortnight ago. when by stress of circumstances I had been driven to new lodgings, have I ever assumed my married name, solely 0:1 account of its having been his request all along that I should not. This writing to you, madam, is my first disobedience, and I am jus- tified in it. A woman who is driven to visit her husband like a thief in the night, and then sent away like a street dog; left to get up, unbolt, unbar, and find her way out of the house as she best may. is justified in doing anything. "T)Ut should I demand of Iiim a restitution of rights, there would l)e invftlved a publicity which I could not endure, and a noisy scandal flinging my name the length and breadth of the country. "What I still prefer to any such violent means is that you reason with him privately, and compel him to bring me home to your parish in a decent and careful manner, in a way that would be adoi)ted by any respectable man whose wife had been living away from him for s house. DESPERATE REMEDIES. 149 "You will, I know, oblige me in this, especially as knowledge of a peculiar transaction of your own, which took place some years ago, has lately come to me in a singular way. I will not at present trouble you by describing how. It is enough, that I alone, of all people living, know all the sides of the story; those of whom I collected it having each only a partial knowl- edge which confuses them and points to nothing. One person knows of your early engagement and its sudden termination; another, of the reason of those strange meetings at inns and coffee-houses; another, of what was sufficient to cause all this, and so on. I know what fits one and all the circumstances like a key, and shows them to be the natural outcrop of a rational (though rather rash) line of conduct for a young lady. You will at once perceive how it w^as that some at least of these things were revealed to me. "This knowledge, then, common to, and secretly treasured by us both, is the ground upon which I beg for your friendship and help, with a feeling that you will be too generous to refuse it to me. "I may add that, as yet, my husband knows nothing of this, neither need he if you remember my request." "A threat — a flat, stinging threat! as delicately wrapped up in words as the woman could do it; a threat from a miserable unknown wretch to an Aldclyffe, and not the least proud mem- ber of the family either! A threat on his account — oh, oh, shall it be?" Presently this humor of defiance vanished, and the members of her body became supple again, her proceedings proving that it was absolutely necessary to give way, Aldclyffe as she was. She wrote a short answer to Mrs. Manston, saying civilly that Mr. Manston's possession of such a near relation was a fact quite new to herself, and that she w^ould see what could be done in such an unfortunate affair. § 6. November the twenty-first. Manston received a message the next day requesting his attendance at the house punctually at eight o'clock the ensuing evening. Miss Aldclyffe was brave and imperious, but with the puipose she had in view she could not look him in the face while daylight shone upon her. mo DESPERATE REMEDIES. The steward was shown into the hbrary. On entering it he was ininifcliately struck with the unusual gloom which pervaded the apartment. The fire was dead and dull, one lamp, and that a comjiaralivcly small one, was burning at the extreme end, leaving the main jjrojiorliim of the lofty and somber room in an artificial twilight, scarcely powerful enough to render visible the titles of the folio and quarto volumes wliich were jammed into the lower tiers of the book-shelves. After keeping him waiting for more than twenty minutes (Miss AldclylTe knew that excellent recipe for taking the stiff- ness out of human flesh, and for extracting all pre-arrange- nient from human speech) she entered the room. Manston sought her eye directly. The hue of her features was not discernible, but the calm glance she flung at him, from which all attempt at returning his scrutiny was absent, awoke him to the perception that probably his secret was by some means or other known to her; how it had become known he could not tell. She drew forth the letter, unfolded it, and held it up to him, letting it hang by one corner from between her finger and thumb, so that the light from the lamp, though remote, fell directly upon its surface. "Vou know whose writing this is?" she said. lie saw the strokes plainly, instantly resolving to burn his ships and hazard all on an advance. "My wife's," he said calmly. His cjuiet answer threw her off her balance. She had no more expected an answer than does a preacher when he exclaims fmm the pulpit, "Do you feel your sin?" She had clearly expected a sudden alarm. "And why all this concealment?" she said again, her voice rising, as she vainly endeavored to control her feelings, what- ever tliey were. "It doesn't follow that, because a man is married, he must tell every stranger of it, madam," he answered, just as calmly as before. "Stranger! well, perhaps not; but Mr. Manston, why did you choose to conceal it, I ask again? I have a perfect right to ask this question, as you will perceive, if you consider the ternu of my advertisement." ■'1 will tell you. There were two simple reasons. The first DESPERATE REMEDIES. 151 was this practical one: you advertised for an nnman-ied man, if you remember?" "Of course I remember." "Well, an incident suggested to me that I should try for the situation. I was married ; but knowing that in getting an office where there is a restriction of this kind, leaving one's wife be- hind is always accepted as a fulfillment of the article, I left her behind for a while. The other reason is, that these terms of yours afforded me a plausible excuse for escaping (for a short time) tb.e company of a woman I had been mistaken in mar- rying." "Mistaken! what was she?" the lady inquired. "A third-rate actress, whom I met with during my stay in Liverpool last summer, where I had gone to fulfill a short engagement with an architect." "VVhere did she come from?" "She is an American by birth, and I grew to dislike her when we had been married a week." "She was ugly, I imagine?" "She is not an ugly woman by any means." "Up to the ordinary standard?" "Quite up to the ordinary standard, indeed handsome. After a while we quarreled and separated." "You did not ill-use her, of course," said Miss Aldclyffe, with a little sarcasm. "I did not." "But at any rate,' you got thoroughly tired of her." Manston looked as if he began to think her questions out of place ; however he said quietly, "I did get tired of her. I never told her so, but we separated ; I to comie here, bringing her with me as far as London and leaving her there in perfectly com- fortable quarters; and though your advertisement expressed a single man, I have always intended to tell you the whole trutli ; and this was when I was going to tell it, when your satisfaction with my careful management of your affairs should have provetl the risk to be a safe one to run." She bowed. "Then I saw that you were good enough to be interested in my welfare to a greater extent than I could have anticipated or hoped, judging you by the frigidity of other employers, and this caused me to hesitate. I was vexed at the complication of 152 DESPERATE REMEDIES. affairs. So matters stood until three nights ago; I \sa> iinii walking home from the pottery, and came up to the railway. The down-train came along close to me, and there, sitting at a carriage-window, I saw my wife; she had found out my ad- dress, and had thereupon determined to follow me here. I had not been home many minutes before she came in ; next moniing early she left again — " "i3ecause you treated her so cavalierly?" " — And as I suppose, wrote to you directly. That's the whole story of her, madam." Whatever were Mansion's real feelings toward the lady wlui had received his e.xjilanation in these supercilious tones, they remained locked within him as within a casket of steel. "Did your friends know of your marriage, Mr. Mansion?" she continued. "Nobody at all; we kept it secret for various reasons." "It is true, then, that as your wife tells me in tiiis letter, she has not passed as' Mrs. Manston till within these last few days?" "It is quite true; I was in receipt of a very small and uncer- tain income when we married; and so she continued playing at the tiieater as before our marriage, and in her maiden name." "Has she any friends?" "I have never heard that she has any in England. She came over here on some theatrical speculation, as one of a company who were going to do mucli, but who never did anything; and here she has remained." .\ pause ensued, which was terminated by !Miss Aldclyffe. i understand," she said. "Now, though I have no direct right to concern myself with your private affairs (beyond those which arise from vour misleading me and getting the office you hold)—" "As to that, madam," he interrupted, rather hotly, "as to com- ing here. I am vexed as much as you. Somebody, a member of the Society of Architects — who, I could never tell — sent to my old address in London your advertisement cut from the paper; it was forwarded to me; I wanted to get away from Liverj^ool, and it seemed as if this was put in my way on pur- pose, by some old friend or other. I answered the advertise- ment certainly, but I was not particularly anxious to come here. nor am I anxious to stav." DESPERATE REMEDIES. 153 INIiss Aldclyfife descended from haughty superiority to womanly persuasion with a haste which was ahnost hidicrous. Indeed, the Quos ego of the whole lecture had been less the genuine menace of the imperious ruler of Knapwater than an artificial utterance to hide a failing heart. "Now, now, Mr. Manston, you wrong me; don't suppose I wish to be overbearing, or anything of the kind ; and you will allow me to say this much at any rate, that I have become interested in your wife, as well as in yourself." "Certainly, madam," he said, slowly, like a man feeling his way in die dark. Manston was utterly at fault now. His previous experience of the effect of his form and features upon womankind en masse had taught him to flatter himself that he could account by the same law of natural selection for the extraordinary interest Miss AldclyfTe had hitherto taken in him, as' an unmarried man; an interest he did not at all object to, seeing that it kept him near Cytherea, and enabled him, a man of no wealth, to rule on the estate as if he were its lawful owner. Like Curiiis at his Sabine farm, he had counted it his glory not to possess gold himself, but to have power over her who did. But at this hint of the lady's wish to take his wife under her wing also, he was perplexed: could she have any sinister motive in doing so? But he did not allow himself to be troubled with these doubts, which only concerned his wife's happiness. "She tells me," continued Miss Aldclyffe, "how utterly alone in the world she stands, and that is an additional reason why I should sympathize with her. Instead, then, of requesting tlie favor of your retirement from the post, and dismissing your interests altogether, I will retain you as my steward still, on condition that you bring home your wife, and live with her respectably, in short, as if you loved her; you understand. I wish you to stay here, if you grant that everything shall flow smoothly between yourself and her." The breast and shoulders of the steward rose, as if an expres- sion of defiance was about to be poured forth; before it took form, he controlled himself, and said in his natural voice: "My part of the performance shall be carried out, madam." "And her anxiety to obtain a standing in the w^orld insures that hers will," replied Miss Aldclyf=fe. "That will be satisfac- tory, then." After a few additional remarks she gently signified that she 154 DESPERATE REMEDIES. wished to put an end to the interview. The steward took the hint and retired. ile felt Vexed and mortified; yet in walkinjj liomeward he was convinced that telhnfi^ the whole truth a? he had dojie. witli the singflc exception of his love for Cytherea (which he tried to hide even frt>in himself), had never served him in better stead than it had that nij^^ht. Manston went to his desk and thought of Cytherea's beauty with the bitterest, wildest regret. After the lapse of a few min- utes he calmed himself by a stoical effort and wrote the sub- joined letter to his wife: "Knap water, Xov. 21st, 18O4. "Dear Eunice: "1 hope you reached London safely after your llighty visit to me. "As 1 promised, I have thought over our conversation that night, antl your wish that your coming here should be no longer delayed. After all, it was perfectly natural that you should have sjjoken unkindly as you did, ignorant as you were of the circumstances which bound me. "So I have made arrangements to fetch you home at once. It is hardly v.orth while for you to attempt to bring with you any luggage you may have gathered about you (beyond mere clothing). Dispose of superfluous things at a broker's; your bringing them would only make a talk in this parish, and lead people to believe we had long been keeping house separatelv. "Will next Monday suit you for coming? You have nothing to do that can occupy you for more than a day or two, as far as I can sec, and the remainder of this week will afford ample time. I can be in London the night before, and we will come down together by the miil-day train. "Vdur very affectionate husband. "Aeneas Manston. ■■\<)w. of course. T shill n.. l-.nger write to you as Mrs. Rondley." The address on the envelope was: "Mrs. Manston, "41 Charles Square, "Hoxton. "London, X." DESPERATE REMEDIES. 155 He took the letter to the house, and it being too late for the country post, sent one of the stablemen with it to Froominster, instead of troubling to go to Creston with it himself as hereto- fore. He had no longer any necessity to keep his condition a secret. § 7. Froin the twenty-second to the twcnty-scve^ith of November. But the next morning Manston found he had been forgetful of another matter in naming the following Monday to his wife for the journey. The fact was this. A letter had just come, reminding him that he had left the whole of the succeeding week open to an im- portant business engagement wuth a neighboring land-agent, at that gentleman's residence thirteen miles off. The particular day he had suggested to his wife had, in the interim, been appropriated by his correspondent. The meeting could not now be put off. So he wrote again to his wife, stating that business, which could not be postponed, called him away from home on Mon- day, and would entirely prevent him coming all the way to fetch her on Sunday night as he had intended, but that he would meet her at the Carri ford-Road station with a conveyance when she arrived there in the evening. The next day came his wife's answer to his first letter, in which she said that she would be ready to be fetched at the time named. Having already written his second letter, w^hich was by that time in her hands, he made no further reply. The week passed away. The steward had, in the meantime, let it become generally known in the village that he was a mar- ried man, and by a little judicious management, sound family reasons for his past secrecy upon the subject, which were floated as adjuncts to the story, were placidly received; they seemed so natural and justifiable to the unsophisticated minds of ninc- tenths of his neighbors that curiosity in the matter, beyond a strong curiosity to see the lady's face, was well-nigh extin- guished. CHAPTER X. THE EVENTS OF A DAY AND NIGHT. §1. No'i'fmbcr the twctity-ci^ltth. Until ten p. in. Monday came, the day named for Mrs. Manston's journey from London to her husband's house; a day of sin£rular ai^I fi:reat events, influencins: the present and future of nearly all the personages whose actions in a complex drama form tlie subject of this record. The proceedings of the steward demand the first notice. While taking his breakfast on this particular moniing, the clock pointing to eight, the horse and gig that was to take him to Chettlewood waiting ready at the door, Manston hurricdh- cast his eyes down the column of "liradshaw," which showed the details and duration of the selected train's journey. The inspection was carelessly made, the k-af being kept open by the aid of one hand, while the othtr still held his cup of coffee; nuich more carelessly than woultl have been the case had the expected new-comer been Cytlierea Graye instead of his lawful wife. He did not perceive, branching from the colunm down which his finger ran, a small twist, called a shunting-line. inserted at a particular place, to imply that at that point the train was divided into two. \\\ tiiis oversight he understood that the arrival of his wife at Carri ford- Road station would not be till late in the evening; by the second half of the train, containing the third- class passengers, and passing two hours and three-quarters later than the previous one. by which the lady, as a second-class passenger, would really l)e brought. He then considered that there would be plenty of time for l-im to return from his day's engagement to meet this train. He finished his breakfast, gave proper and precise direction.^ to his servant on the prej^arations that were to l)e made for the lady's reception, jumped into his gig. and drove off to Lord Clavdonfield's at Chettlewood. DESPERATE REMEDIES. 157 He went along by the front of Knapwater House. He could not help turning to look at what he knew to be the window of Cytherea's room. While he looked, a hopeless expression of passionate love and sensuous anguish came upon his face and lingered there for a few seconds; then, as on previous occa- sions, it was resolutely repressed, and he trotted along the smooth white road, again endeavoring to banish all thought of tiie young girl whose beauty and grace had so enslaved him. Thus it was that when, in the evening of the same day, Mrs. ^lanston reached Carriford-Road station her husband was still at Chettlewood ignorant of her arrival, and on looking up and down the platfonii, dreary with autumn gloom and wind, she could see no sign that any preparation whatever had been made for her reception and conduct home. The train went on. She waited, fidgeted with the handle of her umbrella, walked about, strained her eyes into the gloom of the chilly night, listened for wheels, tapped with her foot, and showed all the usual signs of annoyance and irritation: he was the more irritated in that this seemed a second and cuhninating instance of her husband's neglect — the first having been shown in his not fetching her. Reflecting awhile upon the course it would be best to take, in order to secure a passage to Knapwater, she decided to leave all her luggage, except a carpet-bag, in the cloak-room, and walk to her husband's house, as she had done on her first visit. She asked one of die porters if he could find a lad to go with her and carry her bag: he ofifered to do it himself. The porter was a good-tempered, shallow-minded, ignorant man. Mrs. Manston, being apparently in very gloomy spirits, would probably have preferred walking beside him without saying a word; but her companion would not allow silence to continue between them for a longer period than two or three minutes together. He had volunteered several remarks upon her arrival, chiefly to the effect that it was very unfortunate Mr. Manston had not come to the station for her, when she suddenly asked him con- cerning the inhabitants of the parish. He told her categorically the names of the chief— first the chief possessors of property; then of brains; then of good looks. As first among the latter he mentioned Miss Qlherea Graye. 11 1:8 DESPERATE REMEDIES. After gettinjj him to describe her appearance as coniplclcly as lay in liis power, she wormed out of him the statement that everybody had been saying — before Mrs. Manston's existence was heard of — how well the handsome Mr. Manston ami the beautiful Miss Graye were suited for each other as man and wife, and that Miss Aldclyffe was the only one in tlie parish who took no interest in bringing about the match. "lie rather liked her, you think?" The porter began to think he had been too explicit, and has- tened to correct the error. "Oh. no, he doesn't care a bit about her, madam." he said s< 'lonmly. Any more than he does about me?" Xot a bit." "Then that must be little indeed," Mrs. Manston murmured. She stood still, as if reflecting upon the painful neglect her words had recalled to her mind; then with a sudden impulse, turned round, and walked petulantly a few steps back again in the direction of the station. The i)orter stood still and looked suq^rised. "I'll ff:;o back again, yes, indeed, I'll go back again!" .<;lu' said plaintively. Then she paused and looked anxiously up and down the deserted road. "Xo, I mustn't go back now," she continued in a tone of resignation. Seeing that the porter was watching her. she turned about and came on as before, giving vent to a slight laugh. It was a laugh full of character; the low forced laugh which seeks to hide tlie painful perception of a humiliating position under the mask of inditTercnce. Altogether her conduct had shown her to be what in fact she- was, a weak, though a calculating woman, one clever to con- ceive, weak to execute: one whose best-laid schemes were for- ever liable to be frustrated by the ineradicable blight of vacilla- tion at the critical hour of action. "Oh. if I had only known that all this was going to happen!" she nuirmured again, as they paced along upon the rustlin;^ leaves. "What did you sny. madam?" said the porter. "Oh. nothing particular; we are getting near the old manor- house bv this time. I imagine?*' DESPERATE REMEDIES. 159 "Very near now, madam." They soon reached Mansion's residence, round which the wind blew mournfully and chill. Passing under the detached gateway, they entered the porch. The porter stepped forward, knocked heavily, and waited. Nobody came. Mrs. Manston then advanced to the door and gave a different series of rappings — less forcible, but more sustained. There was not a movement of any kind inside, not a ray of light visible; nothing but the echo of her own knocks through the passages, and the dry scratching of the withered leaves blown about lier feet upon the floor of the porch. The steward, of course, was not at home. Mrs. Crickett, not expecting that anybody would arrive till the time of the later train, had set the place in order, laid the supper-table, and then locked the door, to go into the village and converse with her friends. 'Ts there an inn in the village?" said Mrs. Manston, after the fourth and loudest rapping upon the iron-studded old door had resulted only in the fourth and loudest echo from the pas- sages inside. "Yes, madam." "Who keeps it?" "Farmer Springrove." "I will go there to-night," she said decisively. "It is too cold, and altogether too bad, for a woman to wait in the open road on anybody's account, gentle or simple." They went down the park and through the gate, into the village of Carriford. By the time they reached the Three Tranters it was verging upon ten o'clock. There, on the spot where twa months earlier in the season the sunny and lively group of villagers making cider under the trees had greeted Cytherea's eyes, was nothing now intelligible but a vast cloak of darkness, from which came the low sough of the elms and the occasional creak of the swinging sign. They went to the door, Mrs. Manston shivering; but less from the cold than from the dreariness of her emotion. Neglect is the coldest of winter winds. It so happened that Edward Springrove was expected to arrive from London either on that evening or the next, and at the sound of voices, his father came to the door fully expecting 11 IflO DESPERATE REMEDIES. to sec him. A picture of disappointment seldom witnessed in a man's face was visible in old Mr. Springrove's when he saw that the comer was a stranji^er. Mrs. Manston asked for a room, and one that had been pre- pared for Edward was immediately named as beinpf ready f'.r her. another being- adaptable for Edward should he come in. Without partaking- of any refreshment, or entering any room downstairs, or even lifting her veil, she walked straigiit along the passage and up to her apartment, the chambermaid pre- ceding her. "If Mr. Manston comes to-night," she said, sitting on the bed as she had come in and addressing the woman, "teJl him I can- not see him." N'es. madam." I lie woman left the room, and Mrs. Manston locked the • i'or. Uefore the servant had gone down more than two or three stairs, Mrs. Manston unfastened the door again, and held it ajar. "Bring me some brandy," she said. Tile chambermaid went down to the bar and brought up tlie spirit in a tumbler. When she came into the room Mrs. Man- ston had not removed a single article of apparel, and was walk- ing up and down, as if still quite undecided upon the course it was best to adopt. Outsfde the door, when it was closed upon her, the maid paused to listen for an instant. She heard Mrs. Manston talk- ing to herself. "This is welcome home!" she said. § 2. From ti-n to ha If -past eleven p. m. A strange concurrence of phenomena now confronts us. During the autumn in which the past scenes were enacted. Mr. Springrove had plowed, harrowed, and cleaned a narrow and shaded piece of ground, lying at the back of his house, which for many years had been looked upon as irreclaimable waste. The couch-grass extracted from the soil had been left to wither in the sun; afterward it was raked together, lighted in DESPERATE REMEDIES. 161 the customary- way, and now lay smoldering in a large heap in the middle of the plot. It had been kindled three days previous to Mrs. Mansion's arrival, and one or two villagers, of a more cautious and less sanguine temperament than Springrove, had suggested that the fire was almost too near the back of the house for its continu- ance to be unattended with risk; for though no danger could be apprehended while the air remained moderately still, a brisk breeze blowing toward the house might possibly carry a spark across. "Ay, that's true enough," said Springrove. "I must look round before going to bed and see that everything's safe; but to tell the truth I am anxious to get the rubbish burned up be- fore the rain comes to wash it into the ground again. As to carrying the couch into the back-field to burn, and bringing it back again, why 'tis more than the ashes would be worth." "Well, that's very true," said the neighbors, and passed on. Two or three times during the first evening after the heap was lit, he went to the back door to take a survey. Before bolt- ing and barring up for the night he made a final and more care- ful examination. The slowly smoking pile showed not the slightest signs of activity. Springrove's perfectly sound conclusion was, that as long as the heap was not stirred, and the wind continued in the quarter it blew from then, the couch would not flame, and that there could be no shadow of danger to anything, even a combustible substance, and if it were no more than a yard of¥. The next morning the burning couch was discovered in pre- cisely the same state as when he had gone to bed the preceding night. The heap smoked in the same manner the whole of that day ; at bed-time the farmer looked toward it, but less carefully than on the first night. The morning and the whole of the third day still saw the heap in its old smoldering condition; indeed, the smoke was less and there seemed a probability that it might have to be rekindled on the morrow. After admitting Mrs. Manston to his house in the evening and hearing her retire, Mr. Springrove returned to the front door to listen for a sound of his son, and inquired concerning him of the railway-porter, who sat for a while in the kitchen. The porter had not noticed young Mr. Springrove get out 11 1C2 DESPERATI-: REMEDIES. of the train, at which intcllii^cnco the old man concluded that he would probably nut see liis son till the next day, as Edward had hitherto made a point of coming by the train which brought Mrs. Manston. Half an hour later the porter left the imi. Springrove at the same time going to the door to listen again for an instant, then he walked arouiul and in at the back of the house. The farmer glanced at the heap casually and indifferently in passing; two nights of safety seemed to insure the third; and lie was about to bolt and bar as usual, when the idea struck iiim that there was just a possibility of his son's return by the latest train, unlikely as it was that he would be so delayed. The old man thereupon left tiic door unfastened, looked to his usual matters indoors, and then went to bed. This was at half-past ten o'clock. l"'armers ami horticulturists well know that it is the nature of a heaj) of couch grass, when kindled in calm weather, to smolder for many days, and even weeks, until the whole mass is reduced to a powdery charcoal ash, displaying the while scarcely a sign of combustion beyond the volcano-like smoke from its summit; but the continuance of this cjuiet i)rocess is tliroughout its length at the mercy of one particular freak of nature; that is, a sudden breeze, by which the heap is liable to be fanned into a flame so brisk as to consume the whole in an hour or two. Had the fanner narrowly watched the pile when he went to close the door, he would have seen, besides the familiar twine of smoke from its summit, a quivering of the air around the mass, showing that a considerable heat had arisen inside. As the railway-porter turned the corner of the row of houses adjoining the Three Tranters, a brisk new wind greeted his face, and spread past him into the village. He walked along the high-road till he came to a gate, about three hundred yards from tlic imi. Over the gate could be discerned the situation of the building he had just quitted. He carelessly turned his head in passing, and saw behind him a clear ref! gl<>w indicating the position of the couch-heap: a glow without a flame, increasing and diminishing in brightness as the breeze quickened or fell, like the coal of a newly lighted cigar. If those cottages had been his, lie thought, he should not care to have a fire so near to thctn as that — and the wind DESPERATE REMEDIES. 163 rising. But the cottages not being his, he went on his way to the station, where he was about to resume duty for the night. The road was now quite deserted; till four o'clock the next morning, when the carters would go to the stables, there was little probability of any human being passing the Three Tranters Inn. By eleven, everybody in the house was asleep. It truly seemed as if the treacherous element knew there had arisen a grand opportunity for devastation. At a quarter-past eleven a slight stealthy crackle made itself heard amid the increasing moans of the night wind; the heap glowed brighter still, and burst into a flame; the flame sank, another breeze entered it, sustained it, and it grew to be first continuous and weak, then continuous and strong. At twenty minutes past eleven a blast of wind carried an airy bit of ignited fern several yards forward in a direction parallel to the houses and inn, and there deposited it on the ground. Five minutes later another pufT of wind carried a similar piece to a distance of live and twenty yards, where it also was dropped softly on the ground. Still the wind did not blow in the direction of the houses, and even now to a casual observer they would have appeared safe. But nature does few things directly. A minute later still, an ignited fragment fell upon the straw covering of a long thatched heap or "grave" of mangel-wurzel, lying in a direction at right angles to the house, and down toward the hedge. There the fragment faded to darkness. A short time subsequent to this, after many intermediate deposits and seemingly bafTled attempts, another fragme^Uf" fell on the mangel-wurzel grave, and continued to glow; the glow was increased by the wind; the straw caught fire and burst into flame. It was inevitable that the flame should run along the ridge of the thatch toward a piggery at the end. Yet had the jMggery been tiled, the time-honored hostel would even now at this last moment have been safe; but it was constructed as piggeries are mostly constructed, of wood and thatch. The hurdles and straw roof of the frail erection became ignited in their turn, and abutting as the shed did on the back of the inn, flamed up to the eaves of the main roof in less than thirty seconds. DESPERATE REMEDIES. § 3. Half -past eleven to t^uelve p. vi. A hazardous length of time elapsed before the inmates of the Tlircc Tranters knew of their danger. When at length the dis- covery was made, the rush was a nish for bare life. A man's voice calling, then screams, then loud stamping and shouts were heard. Mr. Sjiringrove ran out first. Two minutes later appeared the hostler and chambcmiaid, who were man and wife. The inn, as lias been stated, was a quaint old building, and as inflammable as a bee-hive; it overhung the base at the level of the first floor, and again overhung at the eaves, which were finished with heavy oak barge-boards; every atom in its sub- stance, every feature in its construction, favored the fire. The forked flames, lurid and smoky, became nearly lost to view, bursting forth again with a bound and loud crackle, in- creased tenfold in power and brightness. The crackling grew sharper. Long quivering shadows began to be flung from the stately trees at the end of the house; the square outline of the church tower, on the other side of the way, which had hitherto been a dark mass against a sky comparatively light, now began to appear as a light object against a sky of darkness; and even the narrow surface of the flagstaff at the top could be seen in its dark surrounding, brought out from its obscurity by the rays from the dancing light. Shouts and other noises increased in loudness and frequency. Tlie lapse of ten minutes brought most of the inhabitants of that end of the village into the street, followed in a short time by the rector. Casting a hasty glance up and down, he beckoned to one or two of the men, and vanished again. In a short time wheels Avere heard, and Mr. Raunham and the men reappeared with the garden engine, the only one in the village, except that at Knapwatcr House. After some little trouble the hose was connected with a tank in the old stable-yard, and the puny instrument began to play. Several seemed paralyzed at first, and stood transfixed, tluir rigid faces looking like red-hot iron in the glaring light. In the confusion a woman cried, "Ring the 1>clls backward!" and three or four of the old and superstitious entered the belfry DESPERATE REMEDIES. 165 and jangled them indescribably. Some were only half-dressed, and, to add to the horror, among them was Clerk Crickett, running up and down with a face streaming with bloo'd, ghastly and pitiful to see, his excitement being so great that he had not the slightest conception of how, when, or where he came by the wound. The crowd was now busy at work, and tried to save a little of the furniture of the inn. The only room they could enter was the parlor, from which they managed to bring out the bureau, a few chairs, some old silver candlesticks, and half a dozen light articles; but these were all. Fiery mats of thatch slid off the roof and fell into the road with a deadened thud, while white flakes of straw and wood- ash were flying in the wind like feathers. At the same time two of the cottages adjoining, upon which a little water had been brought to play from the rector's engine, were seen to be on fire. The attenuated spurt of water was as nothing upon the heated and^ dry surface of the thatched roof; the fire prevailed without a minute's hindrance, and dived through to the rafters. Suddenly arose a cry, "Where's Mr. Springrove?" He had vanished from the spot by the churchyard wall, on which he had been standing a few minutes earlier. "I fancy he's gone inside," said a voice. "Madness and folly, what can he save!" said another; "Good God, find him! Help here!" A wild rush was made at the door, which had fallen to, and in defiance of the scorching flame that burst forth, three men forced themselves through it. Immediately inside the thresh- old they found the object of their search, lying senseless on the floor of the passage. To bring him out and lay him on a bank was the work of an instant; a basin of cold water was dashed in his face, and he began to recover consciousness, but very slowly. He had been saved by a miracle. No sooner were his preservers out of the building than the window-frames lit up as if by magic with deep and waving fringes of flame. Simultaneously the joints of the boards fonning the front door started into view as glowing bars of fire; a star of red light penetrated the center, gradually in- creasing in size till the flames rushed forth. Then the staircase fell. "Everybody is out safe," said a voice. 160 DESPERATE REMEDIES. "Vcs, thank God!" said three or four others. "Oh, we forgot that a stranjjcr came! I think she is safe." 'i hope she is," saitl the weak voice of some one coming up from behind. It was the chambermaid's. Springrove at tliat moment an^used liimself; he staggered to his feet and threw his hands up wildly. "Everybody, no! no! The lady who came by train. .Mrs. Manston! I tried to fetch her out, but I fell." An exclamation of horror burst from the crowd: it wa< caused partly by this flisclosurc of Springrove, more by the added perception wiiich followed his worils. An average interval of about three minutes had elapsed between one intensely fierce gust of wind and the next, and now another poured over them; the roof swayed, and a moment afterward fell in with a crash, pulling the gable after it. and thrusting outward the front wall of wood-work, which fell into the road with a rumbling echo; a cloud of black dust, myriads of sparks, and a great outburst of flame followed the uproar of the fall. "Who is she — what is she?" burst from every lip again anf him," Manston murmured. "What's his name?" he said again. "Springrove — I-'armcr Springroves son, Edward." "Farmer Springrove's son, Edward," the steward rej)eated to himself, and considered the matter to which the words had painfully recalled his mind. The matter was Miss AldclyfFc's mention of the young man as Cytherea's lover, which, indeed, had scarcely ever been absent from his thoughts. "But for the existence of my wife that man might have been my rival," he pondered, following the porter, who had now come back to him. into the luggage-room. And while the man was carrying out and putting in one box. which was sufficiently portable for the gig, Manston still thought, as his eyes watched the process: "But for my wife, Springrove might have been my rival." He examined the lamps of his gig. carefully laid out the reins, mounted his seat and drove along the turnpike road toward Knapwater Park. The exact locality of the fire was plain to him as he neared home. He soon could hear the shout of men, the flapping of DESPERATE REMEDIES. 171 the flames, the cracking of burning wood, and could smell the smoke from the conliagration. Of a sudden, a few yards ahead, widiin the compass of the rays from the right-hand lamp, burst forward the figure of a man. Having been walking in darkness the new-comer raised his hands to his eyes, on approaching nearer, to screen them from the glare of the reflector. Manston saw that he was one of the villagers: a small farmer originally, who had drunk himself down to a day-laborer and reputed poacher. "Hoy !"' cried Alanston, aloud, that the man might step aside out of the way. "Is that Mr. Manston?" said the man. "Yes." "Somebody ha' come to Carriford: and the rest of it may concern you, sir," "Well, well." "Did you expect Mrs. Manston to-night, sir?" "Yes, unfortunately she's come, I know, and asleep long before this time, I suppose?" The laborer leaned his elbow upon the shaft of the gig and turned his face, pale and sweating from his late work at the fire, up to Manston's. "Yes, she did"' come," he said "I beg pardon, sir, but I should be glad of — of — " "What?" "Glad of a trifie for bringen ye the news." "Not a farthing! I didn't w^ant your news; I knew she was come." "Won't you give me a shillen, sir?" "Certainly not." "Then wall you lend me a shillen, sir? I be tired out and don't know what to do. If I don't pay you back some day I'll be d d." "The devil is so cheated that perdition isn't worth a penny as securitv." "Oh!" "Let me go on," said INIanston. "Thy wife is dead; that's the rest o' the news," said the laborer slowly. He waited for a reply: none came. "She went to the Three Tranters, because she couldn't get 172 DESPERATE REMEDIES. into thy house, the burncii roof fell in upon her before she could be calleil up, and she's a cinder, as thou'lt be some day." "That uill do. let nie drive on," said the steward calmly. Expectation of a concussion may be so intense that its failure strikes the brain with more force than its fulfillment. The lab )rer sank back into the ditch. Such a Cushi could not real- ize the possibility of such an unmoved king^. Manston drove hastily to the turning: of the road, tied his horse, and ran oil foot to the site of the fire. The stajj^nation caused by the awful accident had been passed thr 'U^h, anil all hands were helping to remove from the re- maininj^ cottages what furniture they could lay hold of: the thatch of the roofs being already on fire. The Knapwater fire- engine had arrived on the spot, but it was small ami ineffectual. A group was collected round the rector, who in a coat which had become bespattered, scorched, and torn in his exertions, was directing on one hand the proceedings relative to the re- moval of goods into the church, and with the other was pointing out the spot on which it was most desirable that the puny engines at their disposal should be made to play. Every tongue was instantly silent at the sight of Manston's pale and clear countenance, which contrasted strangely with the grimy and streaming faces of the toiling villagers. "Was she burned?" he said in a firm though husky voice, and stepping into the illuminated area. The rector came to him. and took him aside. "Is she burned?" repeated Manston. "She is dead: but thank God, she was spared the horrid agony of burning," the rector said solemnly; "the roof and gable fell in upon her and crushed her. Instant death must liave followed." "Why was she here?" said Manston. "From what we can hurriedly collect, it seems that she found the door of your house locked, and concluded that you had retired, the fact being that your sen-ant. Mrs. Crickett. had gone out to supper. She then came back to the inn and went to bed." "W'here's the landlord?" said Manston. Mr. Springrove came up. walking feebly, and wrapped in a cloak, and corroborated the evidence given by the rector. "Did she look ill, or annoyed, when she came?" said the steward. DESPERATE REMEDIES. 173 "I can't say; I didn't see; but I think . . ." "What do you think?" "She was much put out about something." "My not meeting her, naturally," murmured the other, lost in reverie. He turned his back on Springrove and the rector, and retired from the shining light. Everything had been done that could be done with the limited means at their disposal. The whole row of houses was de- stroyed, and each presented itself as one stage of a series, pro- gressing from smoking ruins at the end where the inn had stood, to a partly flaming mass — glowing as none but wood embers will glow — at the other. A feature in the decline of town fires was noticeably absent here; steam. There was present what is not observable in towns; incandescence. The heat, and the smarting effect upon their eyes of the strong smoke from the burning oak and deal, had at last driven the villagers back from the road in front of the houses, and they now stood in groups in the churchyard, the surface of which, raised by the interments of generations, stood four or five feet above the level of the road, and almost even with the top of the low wall, dividing one from the other. The headstones stood forth whitely against the dark grass and yews, their brightness being repeated on the white smock- frocks of some of the laborers, and in a mellower, ruddier form on their faces and hands, on those of the grinning gargoyles, and on other salient stonework of the weather-beaten church in the background. The rector had decided that, under the distressing circum- stances of the case, there would be no sacrilege in placing in the church, for the night, the pieces of furniture and utensils which had been saved from the several houses. There was no other place of safety for them, and they accordingly were gath- ered there. § 6. Half-past twelve to one a. m. Manston, when he retired to meditate, had walked round the churchyard, and now entered the opened door of the building. lie mechanically pursued his way round the piers into his 12 174 DESPERATE RE:<>i.i.ii,.s. own scat in the north aisle. Tlic lower atmosphere of this spot was shaded by its own wall from the shine which streamed in over the wind )w sills on the same side. The only light burnini:: inside the cluirch was a small tallow candle, standings in th.> front, in the opposite side of the buildinjT^ to t'lat in which Man- ston had sat down, and near where the furniture was piled. The candle's mild rays were oveqjowercd by the ruddier li.qfht from the ruins, making the weak f^amc to appear like the moon by ilay. Sitting there he saw Farmer Springrove enter the door, fol- lowed by his son Edward, still carrying his traveling-bag in his hand. They were speaking of the sad death of Mrs. Manston. but the subject was relinquished for that of the houses burned. This row of houses, running from the inn eastward, had been built under the following circumstances. P^ifty years before this date the spot upon which the cottagc<; afterward stood was a blank strip, along the side of the village street, difficult to cultivate on account of the outcrop thereon of a large bed of flints called locally a "launch." The AldclyfTe then in possession of the estate conceived the idea that a row of cottages would be an improvement to the spot, and accordingly granted leases of portions to several respectable inhabitants. Each lessee was to be subject to the payment of a merely nominal rent for the whole term of lives on condition that he built his own cottage and delivered it up intact at the end of the term. Those who had built had, one by one, relinquished their indentures, either by sale or barter, to Farmer Springrove's father. New lives were added in some cases by payment of a sum to the lord of the manor, etc., and all the leases were now held by the farmer himself, as one of the chief provisions for his old age. The steward had become interested in the following con- versation : "Try ntH to be so depressed, father: they arc all insured." The words came from Edward, in an anxious tone. "Vou mistake. Edward; ''^''^ -i'-'' not insured." returned the old man gK^omily. "Xot?" the son asked. "Not one!" said the farmer. "In the Helmet Fire Office, surely?" DESPERATE IIEMEDIES. 175 ''They were insured there every one. Six months ago the office, which had been raising the premiums on thatched prem- ises higher for some years, gave up insuring them aUogether, as two or three other fire offices had done previously, on account, they said, of the uncertainty and greatness of the risk of thatch undetached. Ever since then I have been continually intending to go to another office, but have never gone. Who expects a fire?" "Do you remember the terms of the leases?" said Edward, still more uneasily. "No, not particularly," said his father absently. "Where are they?" "In the bureau there ; that's why I tried to save it first, among other things." "Well, we must see to that at once." "What do you want?" "The key." They went into the south aisle, took the candle from the font, and then proceeded to open the bureau, which had been placed in a corner under the gallery. Both leaned over upon the flap; Edward holding the candle, while his father took the pieces of parchment from out of the drawers, and spread the first out before him. "You read it, Ted. I can't see widiout my glasses. This one v^all be sufficient. The terms of all are the same." Edward took the parchment, and read quickly and indis- tinctly for some time; then aloud and slowly as follows: "And the said John Springrove for himself his heirs execu- tors and administrators doth covenant and agree with the said Gerald Fellcourt Aldclyffe his heirs and assigns that he the said John Springrove his heirs and assigns during the said term shall pay into the said Gerald Fellcourt Aldclyfife his heirs and assigns the clear yearly rent of ten shillings and six- pence .... at the several times hereinbeiorc appointed for the payment thereof respectively. And also shall and at all times during the said term well and sufficiently repair and keep the said Cottage or Dwelling-house and all other the premises and all houses or buildings erected or to be erected thereupon in good and proper repair in every respect without exception; and the said premises in such good repair upon the determina- 12 176 DESPERATE REMEDIES. tiun of tliis demise shall yieUl up unto the said Gerald Fellc Jurt Aldclyfife his heirs and assigns." They closed the bureau and turned toward the door of the church without speaking. ManstDu also had come forward out of the glo ^m. Not- withstanding the farmer's own troubles, an instinctive respect and generous sense of sympathy with the steward for his awful loss caused the old man to step aside, that Mansion might pass out without speaking to them if he chose to do so. "Who is he?" whispered Edward to his father, as Manston ap[)roached. "Mr. Manston, the steward." Manston came near, and passed down the aisle on the side of the younger man. Their faces came almost close togetlier: one large flame, which still lingered upon the ruins outside, threw long dancing shadows of each across the nave till they bent upward against the aisle wall, and also illuminated their eyes, as each met those of the other. Edward had learned, by a letter from home, of the steward's passion for Cytherea, and his mysterious repression of it, afterward explained by his marriage. That marriage was now naught. Edward realized the man's newly acquired freedom, and felt an instinctive en- mity toward him — he would hardly own to himself why. The steward, too, knew of Cytherea's attachment to Edward, and looked keenly and inscrutably at him. § 7. One to two a. in. Manston went htMiicward alone, his heart full of strange emotions. Entering the house and dismissing tlie woman to hor own home, lie at once proceeded upstairs to his bedroom. Reasoning worldlincss and infidelity, especially when allied with sensuousness, cannot repress on some extreme occasions the human instinct to pour out the soul to some Being or Per- sonality, who in frigid moments is dismissed with the title of Chance, or at most Law. Manston was impiously and inhu- manly, but honestly and unutterably, tliankful for the recent catastrophe. P.esiiie his bed. for the first time during a period of nearly twenty vears. he fell down upon his knees in a pas- sionate outburst of feeling. DESPERATE REMEDIES. 177 Many minutes passed before he arose. He walked to the window, and then seemed to remember for the first time that some action on his part was necessary in connection with the sad circumstances of the night. Leaving the house at once, he went to the sceric of the fire, arriving there in time to hear the rector making an arrange- ment with a certain number of men to watch the spot till morn- ing. The ashes were still red-hot and flaming. Manston found nothing could be done toward searching them at that hour of the night. He turned homeward again in the company of the rector, w4io had considerately persuaded him to retire from the scene for a while, and promised that as soon as a man could live amid the embers of the Three Tranters Inn, they should be carefully searched for the remains of his unfortunate wife. Alanston then went indoors, to wait for morning. 12 CHAPTER XI. THE EVENTS OF FIVE DAYS. {i I. Xoiumlur the tu-ffity-ninlh. The search was commenced at dawn, but a quarter past nine o'clock came without bringing any result. Mansion i)artook of a little breakfast, and crossed the hollow of the park which intervened between the okl and modern manor-houses to ask for an interview with Miss Aldclyffe. He met her midway. She was about to pay him a visit of contjolence, and to place every man on the estate at his dis- posal, that tlie search f )r any relic of his dead and destroyed wife might not be delayed an instant. He accompanied her back to the house. At first they con- versed as if the death of die i)oor woman was an event which the husl)and must of necessity deeply lament: and when all under this head that social form seemed to require had been uttered, they spoke of the material damage done, and of the steps which had better be taken to remedy it. It was not till both were shut inside her private room that she spoke to him in her blunt and cynical manner. A certain newness of bearing in him, peculiar to the present morning, had hitherto forbidden her this tone: the demeanor of the sub- ject of her favoritism had altered, she could not tell in what way. He was entirely a changed man. "Are you really sorry for your poor wife, Mr. Mansion ?" she said. "Well. I am," he answered shortly. "P>ut only as for any human being who has met with a violent death?" He confessed it — "For she was not a good woman," he added. "I should be sorry to say such a thing now the poor creature is dead." Miss AlddyfTe returned reproachfully. "Why?" he asked; "why should I praise her if she doesn't DESPERATE REMEDIES. 179 deserve it? I say exactly what I have often admired Sterne for saying in one of his letters — that neither reason nor scripture asks us to speak nothing but good of the dead. And now, madam," he continued, after a short interval of thought, ''I may, perhaps, hope that you will assist me, or rather not thwart me, in endeavoring to win the love of a young lady living about you, one in whom I am much interested already." "Cytherea?" ''Yes, Cytherea." "You have been loving Cytherea all the while?" "Yes." Surprise was a preface to much agitation in her, which caused her to rise from her seat, and pace to the side of the room. The steward quietly looked on and added, "I have been loving and still love her." She came close up to him, wistfully contemplating his face, one hand moving indecisively at her side. "And your secret marriage was, then, the true and only reason for that backwardness regarding the courtship of Cy- therea, which, they tell me, has been the talk of the village; not your indifiference to her attractions." Her voice had a tone of conviction in it, as well as of incjuiry; but none of jealousy. "Yes," he said; "and not a dishonorable one. What held me back was just that one thing — a sense of morality that perhaps, madam, you did not give me credit for." The latter words were spoken with a mien and tone of pride. Miss Aldclyffe preserved silence. "And now," he went on, "I may as well say a word in vindi- cation of my conduct lately, at the risk, too, of offending you. My actual motive in submitting to your order that I should send for my late wife, and live with her, was not the mercenary policy of wishing to retain an office which brings me a higher income than any I have enjoyed before, but this unquenchable passion for Cytherea. Though I saw the weakness, folly, and even wickedness of it continually, it still forced me to try to continue near her, even as the husband of another woman." He waited for her to speak : she did not. "There's a great obstacle to my making any way in winning ]Miss Grave's love," he went on. "Yes, Edward Springrove," she said quietly. "I know it, T did once want to see them married; they have had a slight ISO DESPERATE REMEDIES quarrel, and it will soon be made up agam iiiiks> — sIk- si)oke as if she had only half attended to Manston's last statement. "He is already engaged to be married to somebody else," said the steward. "Pooh!" said she, "you mean to his cousin at Peakhill; that's nothing to help us; he's now come home to break it ofT." "Me must not break it off," said Manston, firmly and calmly. His tone attracted her, startled her. Recovering herself, she said haughtily, "Well, that's your affair, not mine. Though my wish has been to see her your wife. I can't do anything dis- honorable to bring about such a result." "But it must be made your affair," he said in a hard, steady voice, looking into her eyes, as if he saw there the wliolc pano- rama of her past. One of the most difficult things to portray by written words is that peculiar mixture of moods expressed in a woman's coun- tenance when, after having been sedulously engaged in estab- lishing another's position, she suddenly suspects him of under- mining her own. It was tlius that Miss Aldclyffc looked at the steward. "You — know — something — of me?" she faltered. "I know all," he said. ''Then curse that wife of yours! She wrote and said she wouldn't tell you!" she burst out. "Couldn't she keep her word for a day?" She reflected, and then said, but no more as to a stranger, "I will not yield. I have committed no crime. I yielded to her threats in a moment of weakness, though I felt inclined to defy her at the time: it was chiefly becau.se I was mystified as to how she got to know of it. Pooh! I will put up with threats no more. Oh, can you threaten me?" she added, softly, as if she had for the moment forgotten to whom she had been speaking. "My love must be made your affair." he repeated, without taking his eyes from her. An agony, which was not the agony of being discovered in a sccrci, obstructed her utterance for a time. "How can you turn upon me so v>hcn I schemed to get you here — schemed that you might win her till I found you were married? Oh, how can you! Oh! . . . Oli!" She wept; and the weep- DESPERATE REMEDIES. 181 ing of such a nature was as harrowing as the weeping of a man. "Your getting me here was bad poHcy as to your secret — the most absurd thing in the world," he said, not heeding her distress. "I knew all except the identity of the individual long ago. Directly I found that my coming here was a contrived thing and not a matter of chance, it fixed my attention upon you at once. All that was required was the mere spark of life to make of a bundle of perceptions an organic whole." "Policy, how can you talk of policy? Think, do think! And how can you threaten me when you know — you know — that I would befriend you readily without a threat?" "Yes, yes, I think you would," he said more kindly, "but your indifference for so many, many years has made me doubt it." "No, not indifference — 'twas enforced silence: my father lived." He took her hand, and held it gently. "Now listen," he said, more quietly and humanly, when she had become calmer. "Springrove must marry the woman he's engaged to. You may make him, but only in one way." "Well: but don't speak sternly, Aeneas!" "Do you know that his father has not been particularly thriving for the last two or three years?" "I have heard something of it, once or twice, though his rents have been promptly paid, haven't they?" "Oh, yes; and do you know the terms of the leases of the houses which are burned?" he said, explaining to her that by those terms she might compel him even to rebuild every house. "The case is the clearest case of fire by negligence that I have ever known, in addition to that " he continued. "I don't want them rebuilt; you know it was intended by my father, directly they fell in, to clear the site for a new entrance to the park?" "Yes, but that doesn't affect tht position, which is that Farmer Springrove is in your power to an extent which is very serious for him." "I won't do it — 'tis a conspiracy." "Won't you for me?" he said eagerly. Miss Aldclyffe changed color. 182 DEsrM:RATE uemf:dies. "I don't threaten now, I implore," he said. "Because yon might threaten if yon chose," she mournfuny answered. "Cnt why be so — wlien your marriage with her was my own pet itlea long before it was yours! What nnist 1 dt)?" * "Scarcely anything: simply this. When I have seen old Mr. Springrove. which I shall (lo in a day or two, and told him that he will be expected to rebuild the houses, do y<>u see the young man. See him yourself, in order that the proposal made may not appear to be anything more than an impulse of your own. You or he will bring up the subject of the hou.ses. To rebuild them would be a matter of at least six hundred pounds, and he will almost surely say that we are hard in insisting upon the extreme letter of the leases. Then tell him, that neither can you yourself think of compelling an old tenant like his father to any such painful extreme — there shall be no compulsion to buihl, simply a surrender of the leases. Then speak feelingly of his cousin, as a woman whom you respect and love, and whose secret you have learned to be that she is heartsick with hope deferred. Beg him to marry her, his betrothed and your friend, as some return for your consideration toward his father. Don't suggest too early a day for their marriage, or he will su>^- pect you of some motive beyond womanly sympathy. Coax him to make a promise to her that she shall be his wife at the end of a twelvemonth, and get him, on assenting to this, to write to Cytherea, entirely renouncing her." "She has already asked him to do that." "So much the better — and telling her, too, that he is about to fulfdl his long-standing promise to marry his cousin. If you think it worth while, you may say Cytherea was not indis- posed to think of me before she knew I was married. I have at home a note she wrote me the first evening I saw her. which looks rather warm, and which I could show you. Trust me, he will give her up. When he is married to Adelaide Hinton, Cytherea will be induced to marry me — perhaps before; a woman's pride is soon wounded." "And hadn't I better write to Mr. \yttleton and inquire more particularly what's the law upon the lionses?" "Oh, no, there's no hurry for that. We know well enough how the case stands — quite well enough to talk in general terms about it. And T want the pressure to be put upon young Springrove before he goes away from home again." DESPERATE REMEDIES. 183 She looked at him furtively, long, and sadly, as after speak- ing he became lost in thovight, his eyes listlessly tracing the pattern of the carpet. "Yes, yes, she will be mine," he whis- pered, careless of Cytherea Aldclyfife's presence. At last he raised his eyes inquiringly. "I will do my best, Aeneas," she answered. Talibiis incusat. Manston then left the house, and again went toward the blackened ruins, where men were still raking and probing. § 2. From November the Hventy-ninth to December the second. The smoldering remnants of the Three Tranters Inn seemed to promise that, even when the searchers should light upon the remains of the unfortunate Mrs. Manston, very little would be discoverable. Consisting so largely of the charcoal and ashes of hard dry oak and chestnut, intermingled with thatch, the interior of the heap was one glowing mass of embers, which on being stirred about emitted sparks and flame long after it was dead and black on the outside. It was persistently hoped, however, that some traces of the body would survive the elTect of the hot coals and after a search pursued uninterruptedly for thirty hours, under the direction of Manston himself, enough was found to set at rest any doubts of her fate. The melancholy gleanings consisted of her watch, bunch of keys, a few coins, and two charred and blackened bones. Tv,-o days later the official inquiry into the cause of her death was held at the Traveler's Rest Inn, before Mr. Floy, the coroner, and a jury of the chief inhabitants of the district. The little tavern — the only remaining one in the village — was crowded to excess by the neighboring peasantry as well as their richer employers: all w'ho could by any possibility obtain an hour's release from their duties being present as listeners. The jury viewed the sad and infinitesimal remains, which were folded in a white cambric cloth, and laid in the middle of a well-finished coffin lined with white silk (by Manston's order), which stood in an adjoining room, the bulk of the coffin being completely filled in with carefully arranged flowers and evergreens — also the steward's own doing. 1S4 DESPERATE REMEDIES. Abraham Brown, of Hoxton, London — an old whilc-hcadcd man, wiiliout the rudcHncss which makes white hairs so pleasing — was sworn, and deposed that he kt-pt a lodging- house at an addrjss he named. On a Saturday evening less than a month before the fire, a lady came to him, with very little luggage, and took the front room on the second floor. He did not inquire where she came from, as she paid a week in advance, but she gave her name as Mrs. Manston, refer- ring him. if he wished for any guarantee of her respectability, to Mr. Man.ston, Knapwater Park, near Froominster. Here she lived for three weeks, rarely going out. She slept away from her lodgings one night during the time; at the end of that time, on the twenty-eighth of November, she left his house in a four-wlijeled cab, about twelve o'clock in the day, telling the driver to take her to the Waterloo station. She paid all her lodging expenses, and not having given notice the full week previous to her going away, ofTercd to pay for the next, but he only tO':)k half. She wore a thick black veil, and gray water-proof cloak, when she left him. and her luggage was two boxes, done of plain deal, with black japanned clamps, the other sewn up in canvas. Joseph Chinney, porter of the Carri ford- Road station, deposed that he saw Mrs. Manston, dressed as tlie last wit- ness had described, get out of a second-class carriage on the night of the twenty-eighth. She stood beside him while her luggage was taken from the van. The luggage, consisting of tlie clamped deal box and another covered with canvas, was placed in the cloak-room. She seemed at a loss at find- ing nobody there to meet her. She asked him for some person to accompany her. and carry her bag to Mr. Man- sion's house, Knapwater Park. He was just off duty at that time, and offered t ) go himself. The witness here repeated the conversation he had had with Mrs. Manston during their walk, and testified to having left her at the door of the Three Tranters Imi, Mr. Manston's house Ixing closed. Next Farmer Springrove was called. A murmur of sur- prise and conuniscration passed round the crowded room when he stepped fonvard. The events of the few preceding days had so worked upon his nen-ously thoughtful nature, that the blue orbits of his eyes, and the mere .spot of scarlet to which the ruddiness of DESPERATE REMEDIES. 185 his cheeks had contracted, seemed the result of a heavy sick- ness. A perfect silence pervaded the assembly when he spoke. His statement was that he received Mrs. Manston at the threshold, and asked her to enter the parlor. She would not do so, and stood in the passage while the maid went upstairs to see that the room was in order. The maid came down to the middle landing of the staircase, when Mrs. Manston fol- lowed her up to the room. He did not speak ten words with her altogether. Afterward, while he was standing at the door listening for his son Edward's return, he saw her light extinguished, hav- ing first caught sight of her shadow moving about the room. The Coroner: "Did her shadow appear to be that of a woman undressing?" Springrove: "I cannot say, as I didn't take particular notice. It moved backward and forward: she might have been undressing or merely pacing up and down the room." Mrs. Fitler, the hostler's wife, and chambermaid, said that she preceded Mrs. Manston into the room, put down the candle and went out. Mrs. Manston scarcely spoke to her, except to ask her to bring a little brandy. Witness went and fetched it from the bar, brought it up, and put it on the dress- ing-table. The Coroner: "Had Mrs. Manston begun to undress when you came back?" "No, sir; she was sitting on the bed, with everything on, as when she came in." "Did she begin to undress before you left?" "Not exactly before I had left; but when I had closed the door, and was on the landing, I heard her boot drop on the floor, as it does sometimes when pulled off." "Had her face appeared worn and sleepy?" "I cannot say, as her bonnet and veil were stilV on when I left, for she seemed rather shy and ashamed to be seen at the Three Tranters at all." "And did you hear or see any more of her?" "No more, sir." Mrs. Crickett, provisional servant to Mr. Manston, said that in accordance with Mr. Manston's orders, everything had been made comfortable in the house for Mrs. Manston's expected return on Monday night. INIr. Manston told her 18G desperatl: remedies. that himself and Mrs. Manston would be home late, not till between eleven and twelve o'clock, and that supi)er was to be ready. Not expecting Mrs. Manston so early, she had gone out on a very imixjrtant errand to Mrs. Leat's, the post- mistress. Mr. Manston deposed that in looking down the columns of "Bradshaw" he had mistaken the time of the train's arrival, and hence was not at the station when she came. The broken watch produced was his wife's — he knew it by a scratch on the inner plate, and by other signs. The bunch of keys belonged to her; two of them fitted the locks of her Uvo bo.xes. Mr. Flooks, agent to Lord Claydonfield at Chettlewood, said that Mr. Manston had pleaded as his excuse for leaving him rather early in the evening after their day's business had been settled, that he was going to meet his wife at Carriford- Road station, where she was coming by the last train that night. The surgeon said that the remains were those of a human being. The small fragment seemed a portion of one of the lumbar vertebrae — the other the extreme end of the os fem- oris — but they were both so far gone that it was impossible to say definitely whether they belonged to the body of a male or female. There was no moral doubt that they were a woman's. He did not believe that death resulted from burn- ing by fire. He thought she was crushed by the fall of the west gable, which being of wood, as well as the floor, burned after it had fallen, and consumed the body with it. Two or three additional witnesses gave unimportant testi- mony. The coroner summed up, and the jury without hesitation fcnmd that the deceased Mrs. Manston came to her death accidentally through the burning of the Three Tranters Inn. § 3. Dcconber the scconJ. Aficrnoon. \\'hcn Mr. Springrove came from the door of the Travel- er's Rest at the end of the inquiry. Manston walked by his side as far 0-=; tlu' sfil(> f<> the n.Trk. a (list.Tiu-c of about a stone's throw. DESPERATE REMEDIES. 187 "Ah, Mr. Springrove, this is a sad affair for everybody concerned." "Everybody," said the old farmer, with deep sadness; "'tis quite a misery to me. I hardly know how I shall live through each day as it breaks. I think of the words, 'In the morning thou shalt say, Would God it were even! and at even thou shalt say, Would God it were morning! for the fear of thine heart wherewith thou shalt fear, and for the sight of thine eyes which thou shalt see.' " His voice became broken. "Ah — true. I read Deuteronomy myself," said Manston. "But my loss is as nothing to yours," the farmer continued. "Nothing; but I can commiserate you. I should be worse than unfeeling if I didn't, although my own affliction is of so sad and solemn a kind. Indeed my own loss makes me more keenly alive to yours, different in nature as it is." "What sum do you think would be required of me to put the houses in place again?" "I have roughly- thought six or seven hundred pounds." "If the letter of the law is to be acted up to," said the old man with more agitation in his voice. "Yes, exactly." "Do you know enough of Miss Aldclyffe's mind to give me an idea of how she means to treat me?" "Well, I am afraid I must tell you that though I know very little of her mind as a rule, in this matter I believe she will be rather peremptory; she might share to the extent of a sixth or an eighth perhaps, in consideration of her getting new lamps for old, but I should hardly think more." The steward stepped upon the stile, and Mr, Springrove went along the road with a bowed head and heavy footsteps toward his niece's cottage, in which, rather against the wish of Edward, they had temporarily taken refuge. The additional weight of this knowledge soon made itself perceptible. Though in-doors with Edward or Adelaide nearly the whole of the afternoon, nothing more than monosyllabic replies could be drawn from him. Edward continually dis- covered him looking fixedly at the wall or floor, quite uncon- scious of another's presence. At supper he ate just as usual, but quite mechanically, and with the same abstraction. DESPEHATH REMEDIES. § 4. JJi-it)!U cf i/u- inttii. The next morning' he was in no better si)irits. Afternoon came; his son was alarmed, and managed to draw from him an account of the conversation with tiie steward. "Nonsense! he knows nothing: about it," said Edward, vehemently. "I'll see Miss AldclyfTe myself. Now promise me, father, that you'll not believe till I come back, and tell you to believe it, that Miss AldclyfTe will do any such unjust thing." Edward started at once for Knapwatcr House. He strode rapidly along the high-road, till he reached a wicket a few yards below the brow of P>uckshead Hill, where a foot-path allowed of a short cut to the mansion. Here he leaned down upon the bars for a few minutes, meditating as to the best manner of opening his speech, and surveying the scene before him in that absent mood which takes oognizance of little things without being conscious of them at the time, though they appear in the eye afterward as vivid impressions. It was a yellow, lustrous, late-autumn day, one of those days of the quarter when morning and evening seem to meet ti:)gcther without the intcr\cntion of a noon. The clear yellow sunlight had tempted forth Miss AldclyfTe herself, who was at this same time taking a walk in the direction of the village. As Springrove lingered he heard behind the plantation a woman's dress brushing along amid the prickly husks and leaves which had fallen into the path from the boughs of the chestnut trees. In another minute she stood in front c\ him. He answered her casual greeting respectfully, and was about to request a few minutes' conversation with her. when she directly addressed him on the subject of the fire. "It is a sad misfortune for your father," she said, "and I hear that he has lately let his insurances expire?" "He has, madam, and you are probably aware that either by the general tenns of his holding, or the same coupled with the origin of the fire, the disaster may involve the neces- sity of his rebuilding the whole row of houses, or else of becoming a debtor to the estate, to the extend of some hun- dreds of pounds?" DESPERATE REMEDIES. 189 She assented; "I have been thinking of it," she went on, and then repeated in substance the words put into her moutli by the steward. Some disturbance of thought might have been fancied as taking place in Springrove's mind during her statement, but before she had reached the end, his eyes were clear, and directed upon her. "I don't accept your conditions of release," he said. "They are not conditions exactly." "Well, whatever they are not, they are very uncalled-for remarks." "Not at all — the houses have been burned by your family's negligence." "I don't refer to the houses — you have of cour-se the best of all rights to speak of that matter; but you, a stranger to me comparatively, have no right at all to volunteer opinions and wishes upon a very delicate subject, which concerns no living beings but Miss Graye, Aiiss Hinton, and myself." Miss Aldclyffe, like a good many others in her position, had plainly not realized that a son of her tenant and inferior could have become an educated man, who had learned to feel his individuality, to view society from a Bohemian stand- point, far outside the farming grade in Carrlford parish, and that hence he had all a developed man's unorthodox opinion about the subordination of classes. And fully conscious of the labyrinth into which he had w^andered between his wish to behave honorably in the dilemma of his engagement to his cousin Adelaide, and the intensity of his love for Cytherea, Springrove was additionally sensitive to any allusion to the case. He had spoken to Miss Aldclyffe with considerable warmth. And Miss Aldclyfife was not a woman likely to be far behind any second person in warming to a mood of defiance. It seemed as Sf she was prepared to put up with a cold refusal, but that her haughtiness resented a criticism of her conduct ending in a rebuke. By this, Manston's discreditable object, which had been made hers by compulsion only, was now adopted by choice. She flung herself into the work. A fiery man in such a case would have relinquished per- suasion and tried palpable force. A fiery woman added unscrupulousness and evolved daring strategy; and in her obstinacy, and to sustain herself as mistress, she descended 13 I'JO DESPERATE REMEDIES. to an action tlic meanness of which liauntcnl her conscience to her (iyinj^ honr. "1 don't cjuite see, Mr. Springrove," she said, "that I am aUogether wliat you are pleased to call a stranger. I have known your family, at any rate, for a good many years, and I know Miss Grayc particularly well, and her state of mind with regard to this matter." Perplexed love makes us credulous and curious as old women. Edward was willing, he owned it to himself, to get at Cytherea's state of mind, even through so dangerous a medium. "A letter I received from her," he said, with assumed cold- ness, "tells me clearly enough what Miss Grayc's mind is." "You think she still loves you? Oh, yes, of course you do — all men are like that." "I have reason to." He could feign no further than the first speech. "1 should be interested in knowing what reason?" she said, with sarcastic archness. Edward felt he was allowing her to do, in fractional parts, what he rebelled against when regarding it as a whole; but the fact that his antagonist had the presence of a queen, and features only in the early evening of their beauty, Avas not witliout its influence upon a keenly conscious man. Her bearing had charmed him into toleration, as Mar>' Stuart's charmed the indignant Puritan visitors. He again answered her honestly. "The best of reasons — the tone of her letter." "Pooh. Mr. Springrove!" "Not at all, Miss AldclyfFe! Miss Graye desired that wc should be strangers to each other for the simple practical reason that intimacy could only make wretched complications worse, not from lack of love — love is only suppressed." "Don't you know yet. that in thus putting aside a man, a woman's pity for the pain she inflicts gives her a kindness of tone which is often mistaken for suppressed love?" said Miss AldclyfTe. with soft insidiousness. This was a translation of the ambiguity of Cytherea's tone which he had certainly never thought of; and he was too ingenuous not to own it. DESPERATE REMEDIES. 191 "I had never thought of it," he said. "And don't believe it?" "Not unless there was some other evidence to support the view." She paused a minute and then began hesitatingly. "My intention was — what I did not dream of owning to you — my intention was to try to induce you to fulfill your promise to I\Iiss Hinton, not solely on her account and yours (though partly). I love Cytherea Graye with all my soul, and I Vv'ant to see her happy even more than I do you. I do not mean to drag her name into the afTair at all, but I am driven to say that she wrote that letter of dismissal to you — ■ for it was a most pronounced dismissal — not on account of your engagement. She is old enough to know that engage- ments can be broken as easily as they can be made. She wrote it because she loved another man; very suddenly, and not with any idea or hope of marrying him, but none the less dccplv." "Who?" "Mr. Manston." "Good ! I can't listen to you for an instant, madam; why, she hadn't seen him!" "She had ; he came here the day before she wrote to you ; and I could prove to you, if it were worth while, that on that day, she went voluntarily to his house, though not art- fully or blamably; stayed for two hours playing and singing; that no sooner did she leave him than she went straight home, and wrote the letter saying she should not see you again, entirely because she had seen him and fallen des- perately in love with him — a perfectly natural thing for a young girl to do, considering that he's the handsomest man in the county. Why else should she not have written to you before?" "Because I was such a — because she did not know of the connection between me and my cousin until then." "I must think she did." "On what ground?" "On the strong ground of my having told her so, dis- tinctly, the very first day she came to live with me." "Well, what do you seek to impress upon me after all? This — that the day Miss Graye wrote to me, saying it was 13 1D2 DESPERATE REMEDIES. better we should part, coincided with the day she had seen a certain man — " "A remarkably handsome and talented man." "Yes. I admit that." "And that it coincided with tlie hour just subsequent to her seein.ij him." "Yes, just when she had seen him." "And been to his hoTise alone with him." "It is nothinj:^." "And stayed there playing- and singing" with him." "Admit that, too," he said: "an accitlent might have caused it." "And at the same instant that she wrote your dismissal she wrote a letter referring to a secret appointment with him." "Xever, by God, madam! never!" "What do you say, sir?" "Never." She sneered. "There's no accounting for beliefs, and the whole history is a very trivial matter; but I am resolved to prove that a lady's word is truthful, though ui)oii a matter which con- cerns neither you nor herself. You shall learn that she did write him a letter concerning an assignation — that is, if Mr. .Manston still has it, and will be considerate enough to lend it me." "lUit besides," continued Edward, "a married man to do what would cause a young girl to write a note of the kind vou mention!" She flushed a little. "That I don't know anything about," she stammered. "But Cytherea didn't, of course, dream any more than I did, or others in the parish, that he was married." "Of course she didn't." "And I have reason to believe that he told her of the fact directly afterward, that she might not compromise herself, or allow him to. It is notorious that he struggled honestly and hard against her attractions, and succeeded in hiding his feelings, if not in quenching them." "\\Y^'ll "hope that he did." "But circumstances are changed now." "\'cry greatly changed," he murmured, abstractedly. DESPERATE REMEDIES. 193 "You must remember," she added, more suasively, "that Miss Graye has a perfect right to do what she hkes with her own — her heart, that is to say." Her descent from irritation was caused by perceiving that Edward's faith was reaUy disturbed by her strong assertions, and it gratified her. Edward's thoughts flew to his father and the object of his interview with her. Tongue fencing was utterly distasteful to him. "I will not trouble you by remaining longer, madam," he remarked, gloomily ; "our conversation has ended sadly for me." "Don't think so," she said, "and don't be mistaken. I am older than you are, many years older, and I know many things." Full of miserable doubt, and bitterly regretting that he had raised his father's expectations by anticipations impossible of fulfillment, Edward slowly wended his way into the village, and approached his cousin's house. The farmer was at the door looking eagerly for him. He had been waiting there for more than half an hour. His eye kindled quickly. "Well, Ted, what does she say?" he asked, in the intensely sanguine tones w^iich fall sadly upon a listener's ear, because, antecedently, they raise pictures of inevitable disappointment for the speaker, in some direction or another. "Nothing for us to be alarmed at," said Edward, with a forced cheerfulness. "But must we rebuild?" "It seems we must, father." The old man's eye swept the horizon, then he turned to go in, without making another observation. All light seemed extinguished in him again. When Edward went in he found his father with the bureau open, unfolding the leases with a shaking hand, folding them up again without reading them, then putting them in their niche only to remove them again. Adelaide was in the room. She said thoughtfully to Edward, as she watched the farmer: "I hope it won't kill poor uncle, Edward. What should we do if anything were to happen to him? He is the only near relative you and I have in the world." It was perfectly 13 194 DESPERATE REMEDIES. truf, and somehow Edward ftlt more bound up witli licr after that remark. She continued, "And he was only saying so hopefully, the day before the fire, that he wouldn't for the world let any one else give me away to you when we arc married." For the first time a conscientious doubt arose in Edward's mind as to the justice of the course he was pursuing in resolv- ing to refuse the alternative offered by Miss Aldclyflfe. Could it be selfishness as well as independence? H<)w much he had thought of his own heart; how little he had thought of his father's peace of mind! The old man did not speak again till supper-time, when he began asking his son an endless number of hyjiothetical questions on what might induce Miss AldclyfTc to listen to kinder terms: speaking of her now not as an unfair woman, but as a Lachesis or Fate whose course it behooved nobody to condemn. In his earnestness he once turned his eyes on Edward's face; their expression was woful; the pupils were dilated and strange in aspect. "If she will only agree to that!" he reiterated for the hun- dreilth time, increasing the sadness of his listeners. An ari.stocratic knocking came to the door, and Jane entered with a letter, addressed : "Mr. Edward Springrove, Junior." "Charles from Knapwater House brought it." she said. "Miss AldclyfTe's writing." said Mr. Springrove. before Edward had recognized it himself. "Now 'tis all right! she's going to make an offer; she doesn't want the houses there, not slie; they are going to make that the way into the park." Edward opened the seal and glanced at the inside. He said, with a supreme effort of self-c»Mimiand: "It is only directed by Miss Aldclyffc, and refers to noth- ing connected with the fire. I wonder at her taking the trouble to send it to-night." His father looked absently at him. and turned away again. Shortly afterward they retired for the night. Alone in his btvlroom Edward opened and read what he had not dared to refer to in their presence. The envelope contained anotlier (.nvelope in Cythcrca's DESPERATE REMEDIES. 195 handwriting, addressed to " — Manston, Esq., Old Manor House." Inside this was the note she had written to the steward after her detention in his house by the thunder-storm: "Knapwater House, September 20th. "I find I cannot meet you at seven o'clock by the waterfall as I promised. The emotion I felt made me forgetful of realities. C. Graye." Miss Aldclyffe had not written a line, and, by the unvary- ing rule observable when words are not an absolute necessity, her silence seemed ten times as convincing as any expression of opinion could have been. He then, step by step, recalled all the conversation on the subject of Cytherea's feelings that had passed between him- self and Miss Aldclyffe in the afternoon, and by a confusion of thought, natural enough under the trying experience, con- cluded that because the lady was truthful in her portraiture of elifects, she must necessarily be right in her assumption of causes. That is, he was convinced that Cytherea — the hitherto- believed-faithful Cytherea — had, at any rate, looked with some- thing more than indifference upon the extremely handsome face and form of Manston. Did he blame her, as guilty of the impropriety of allowing herself to love him in the face of his not being free to return her love? No; never for a moment did he doubt that all had occurred in her old, innocent, impulsive way; that her heart was gone before she knew it — before she knew anything, beyond his existence, of the man to whom it had flown. Perhaps the very note inclosed to him was the result of first reflection. Manston he would unhesitatingly have called a scoundrel, but for one strikingly redeeming fact. It had been patent to the whole parish, and had come to Edward's own knowledge by that indirect channel, that Manston, as a married man, conscientiously avoided Cytherea after those first few days of his arrival during which her irresistibly beautiful and fatal glances had rested upon him — his upon her. Taking from his coat a creased and pocket-worn envelope containing Cytherea's letter to himself, Springrove opened it and read it through. He was upbraided therein, and he 19« DESPERATE REMEDIES. was dismissed. It bore the date of tlie letter sent to Manston, and by containinj:; uilliin it the phrase, "All the day long I liave been thinking," afforded jnstifiable ground for assum- ing that it was written subsequently to the other (and in Edward's sight far sweeter) one, to tiie steward. But though he accused her of fickleness, he would not doubt the genuineness, of its kind, of her partiality for him at Creston. It was a short and shallow feeling; not genuine love. "Love is not love. Which alters when it alteration flnds." But it was nut flirtation; a feeling had been born in her and had died. It would be well for his peace of mind if his love for her could flit away so softly, and leave so few traces behind. Miss AldclyfTe had shown herself desperately concerned in the whole matter by the alacrity with which she had obtained the letter from Manston, and her labors to induce himself to marry his cousin. Taken in connection with her apparent in- terest in, if not love for, Cytherea. her eagerness, too, could only be accounted for on the ground that Cytherea indeed loved the steward. § 5. Dticmbcr the fourth. Edward passed the night he scarcely knew how. tossing feverishly from side to side, the blood throbbing in his temples and singing in his cars. As soon as day began to break he dressed himself. On going out upon the landing he found his father's bedroom door already open. Edward concluded that the old man had risen softly, as was his wont, and gone out into the fields to start the laborers. But neither of the outer doors were unfastened. He entered the front room, and found it empty. Then ani- mated by a new idea, he went round to the little back parlor, in which the few wrecks saved from the fire were deposited, and lked in at the door. Here, near the window, the shutters of which had been opened half way, he saw his father leaning on the bureau, his elbows resting on the flap, his body DESPERATE REMEDIES. 197 nearly doubled, his hands clasphig his forehead. Beside him were ghostly-looking square folds of parchment — the leases of tlic houses destroyed. His father looked up when Edward entered, and wearily spoke to the young man as his face came into the faint light: "Edward, why did you get up so early?" "I was uneasy, and could not sleep." The farmer turned again to the leases on the bureau, and seemed to become lost in reflection. In a minute or two, with- out lifting his eyes, he said: "This is more than w^e can bear, Ted, more than we can bear! Ted, this will kill me. Not the loss only — the sense of my neglect about the insurance and everything. Borrow I never will. 'Tis all misery now. God help us — all misery now!" Edward did not answer, continuing to look fixedly at the dreary daylight outside. "Ted," the farmer went on, "this upset of been burned out o' home makes me very nervous and doubtful about everything. There's this troubles me besides — our liven here with your cousin, and fillen up her house. It must be very awkward for her. But she says she doesn't mind. Have you said anything to her lately about when you are going to marry her?" "Nothing at all lately." "W^ell, perhaps you may as well, now we are so mixed in to- gether. You know, no time has ever been mentioned to her at all, first or last, and I think it right that now, since she has waited so patiently and so Icng — you are almost called upon to say you are ready. It would simplify matters very much, if you were to w-alk up to the church wa' her one of these morn- ings, get the thing done, and go on liven here as we are. If you don't I must get a house all the sooner. It would lighten my mind, too, about the two little freeholds over the hill — not a morsel apiece, divided as they were between her mother and me, but a tidy bit tied together again. Just think about it, will ye, Ted?" He stopped from exhaustion produced by the intense con- centration of his mind upon the weary subject, and looked anxiously at his son. "Yes, I will," said Edward. "But I am going to see her of the Great House this morn- ing," the farmer went on, his thoughts reverting to the old 198 DESPERATR REMEDIES. sul)jcct. "I iniisl know the lij^hls of the matter, the when aiu' the where. I don't Hke seen lier, but I'd rather talk to her than the steward. I wonder what she'll say to me." The younjjer man knew e.xactly what she would say. If his father asked her what he was to do, and when, she would sim- l>ly refer him to Mansion: her character was not that of a wt)man who shrank from a proposition she had once laid down. If iiis father were to say to lier that his son had at last resolved to marry his cousin within the year, and had piven her a prom- ise to that effect, she would say. ".Mr. Springrove, the houses are burned; we'll let them go; trouble no more about them." His mind was alreatly made up. He said calmly, "Father, when you are talking to Miss .MdclytTe, mention to her that 1 have asked Adelaide if she is willing to marry me next Christ- mas. She is interested in my union with Adelaide, and the news will be welcome to her." "And yet she can be iron with reference to me and her prop- erty," the farmer murmured. "Very well, Ted, I'll tell her." § 6. Dcccmbn- the fifth. Of the many contradictory i)articulars constituting a woman's heart, two had shown tlicir vigorous contrast in Cy- therea's l)osom just at this time. It was a dark morning, the morning after old Mr. Spring- rove's visit to Miss .Mdclyffe, which had terminated as Edward had intended. Having risen an hour earlier than was usual with her, Cytherea sat at the window of an elogant little sitting- room on the ground floor, which had been appropriated to her bv the kindness or whim of Miss AldclyfTe, that she might not be tlriven into that lady's presence against her will. She leaned with her face on her hand, looking out into the gloomy gray air. A yellow glimmer from the flajiping flame of the newly lit fire fluttered on one side of her face and ntck like a butterfly about to settle there, contrasting warmly with the other side of the same fair face, which received from the window the f.iint cold morning light, so weak that her shadow from the fire had a distinct outline on tJie window-.shutter in spite of it There the shadow danced like a demon, blue and grim. The contradiction alluded to was that in spite of the decisive mood which two months earlier in the year had caused her td DESPERATE REMEDIES. 199 write a peremptory and final letter to Edward, she was now hoping for some answer other than the only possible one a man who, as she held, did not love her wildly, could send to such a communication. For a lover who did love wildly, she had left one little loophole in her otherwise straightforward epistle. Why she expected the letter on some morning of this particular week was, that hearing of his return to Carriford, she fondly assumed that he meant to ask for an interview before he left. Hence it was, too, that for the last few days she had not been able to keep in bed later than the time of the postman's arrival. The clock pointed to half-past seven. She saw the postman emerge from beneath the bare boughs of the park trees, come through the wicket, dive through the shrubbery, reappear on the lawn, stalk across it without reference to paths — as country postmen do — and come to the porch. She heard him fling the bag down on the seat, and turn away toward the village, with- out hindering himself for a single pace. Then the butler opened the door, took up the bag, brought it in, and carried it up the staircase to place it on the slab by Miss Aldclyfife's dressing-room door. The whole proceeding had been depicted .by sounds. She had a presentiment that her letter was in the bag at last. She thought then in diminishing pulsations of confidence, "He asks to see me! perhaps he asks to see me: I hope he asks to see me." A quarter to eight : Miss Aldclyfife's bell — rather earlier than usual. "She must have heard the post-bag brought," said the maiden, as, tired of the chilly prospect outside, she turned to the fire, and drew imaginative pictures of her future therein. A tap came to the door, and the lady's maid entered. "Miss Aldclyfife is awake," she said, "and she asked if you were mov- ing yet, miss." "I'll run up to her," said Cytherea, and flitted ofif with the utterance of the words. "Very fortunate this," she thought; "I shall see what is in the bag this morning all the sooner." She took it up from the side table, went into Miss Aldclyfife's bedroom, pulled up the blinds, and looked round upon the lady in bed, calculating the minutes that must elapse before she looked at her letters. "Well, darling, how are you? I am glad you have come in :00 DESPERATE REMEDIES. to see me," said Miss AldclyfTe. "You can unlock the bag this morning, child, if you hkc," she continued, yawning facti- tiously. "Strange!" Cythcrea thought; "it seems as if she knew there was likely to be a letter for me." IVom her bed Miss AldclyfFe watched the girl's face as she trLinblingly opened the post-bag and found there an envelope addressee! to her in Edward's handwriting; one he had written the day bef jre, after the decision he had come to on an impar- tial, and on that account torturing, sun'cy of his own, his father's, his cousin Adelaide's, and what he believed to be Cy- therea's position. The haughty mistress' soul sickened remorsefully within her when she saw suddenly appear upon the speaking countenance of tlie young lady before iier a wan, desolate look of agony. The master-sentences of Edward's letter were these: "Vctu speak truly. That we never meet again is the wisest and only l)roj)er course. That I regret the past as much as you do your self it is hardly necessar}' for me to say." CHAPTER XII. THE EVENTS OF TEN MONTHS. § I. December to April. Week after week, month after month, the time had flown by. Christmas had passed: dreary winter with dark evenings had given place to more dreary winter with hght evenings. Thaws had ended in rain, rain in wind, wind in dust. Showery days had come — the period of pink dawns and white sunsets: with the third week in April the cuckoo had appeared; with the fourth, the nightingale. Edward Springrove was in London, attending to the duties of his new office, and it had become known throughout the neighborhood of Carriford that the engagement between him- self and ]\Iiss Adelaide Hinton would terminate in marriage at the end of the year. The only occasion on which her lover of the idle delicious days at Creston watering-place had been seen by Cytherea after the time of decisive correspondence was once in church, when he sat in front of her, and beside Miss Hinton. The rencontre was quite an accident. Springrove had come there in the full belief that Cytherea was away from home with jNIiss Aldclyfife; and he continued ignorant of her presence throughout the service. It is at such moments as these, when a sensitive nature writhes under the conception that its most cherished emotions have been treated with contumely, that the sphere-descended Maid, Music, friend of Pleasure at other times, becomes a positive enemy — racking, bewildering, unrelenting. The congregation sang the first Psalm, and came to the verse : "Like some fair tree which, fed by streams, With timely fruit doth bend, He still shall floiu-ish, and success All his designs attend." 202 DESPEUATr: REMEDIES. Cythcrca's lips did not move, nor did any sound escape her: but could she help singing the words in the depths of her, altiunigh the man to whom she applied them sat at her rival's side? Perhaps the moral comi)ensation for all a woman's petty cleverness under thriving conditions is the real nobility that lies in her extreme foolishness at these other times: her sheer inability to be simply just, her exercise of an illogical power entirely denied to men in general — the power not only of kiss- ing, but of delighting to kiss the rod by a punctilious observ- ance of the self-innnolating doctrines in the Sermon on the Mount. As for Edward — a little like other men of his temperament, to whom, it is somewhat humiliating to think, the aberrancy of a given love is in itself a recommendation — his sentiment, as he looked over his cousin's book, was of a lower rank, Horatian rather than Psalmodic: "O. what hast thou of her, of her Whose every look did love inspire; Whose every breathing fanned my fire, And stole me from myself away!" Then, without letting him see her, Cytherea slipped out of church early, and went home, the tones of the organ still linger- ing in her ears as she tried bravely to kill a jealous thought that would nevertheless live: "My nature is one capable of more, far more, intense feeling than hers! She can't appreciate all the sides of him — she never will! He is more tangible to me even now, as a thought, than his presence itself is to her!" She was less noble then. Out she continually repressed her misery and bitterness of heart till the effort to do so showed signs of lessening. At length she even tried to hope that her lost lover aiul her rival would love one another very dearly. The scene and the sentiment dropped into the past. Mean- while, Manston continued visibly before her. He, though quiet and subdued in his bearing for a long time after the calamity of Xovember, had not simulated a grief that he did not feel. At first his loss seemed so to absorl> him — though as a star- tling change rather than as a heavy sorrow — that he paid Cy- therea no attention whatever. His contluct was uniformly kind and respectful, but little mf)rc. Then, as the date of the catastro- DESPERATE REMEDIES. 203 phe grew remoter, he began to wear a different aspect toward her. He ahvays contrived to obUterate by his manner all recol- lection on her side that she was comparatively more dependent than himself — making much of her womanhood, nothing of her situation. Prompt to aid her whenever occasion offered, and full of delightful peiits. soins at all times, he was not officious. In this way he irresistibly won for himself a position as her friend, and the more easily, in that he allowed not the faintest symptom of the old love to be apparent. Matters stood thus in the middle of the spring, when the next move on his behalf was made by Miss Aldclyffe. § 2. The third of May. She led Cytherea to a summer-house called the Fane, built in the private grounds about the mansion in the form of a Grecian temple: it overlooked the lake, the island on it, the trees, and their undisturbed reflection in the smooth still water. Here the young and old maid halted: here they stood, side by side, mentally imbibing the scene. The month was May — the time, morning. Cuckoos, thrushes, blackbirds and sparrows gave forth a perfect con- fusion of song and twitter. The road was spotted white with the fallen leaves of apple-blossoms, and the sparkling gray dew still lingered on the grass and flowers. Two swans floated into view in front of the women, and then crossed the water toward them. "They seem to come to us without any will of their own — quite involuntarily — don't they?" said Cytherea, looking at the birds' graceful advance. "Yes, but if you look narrowly you can see their hips just beneath the water, working with the greatest energy." "I'd rather not see that, it spoils the idea of proud indifference to direction which we associate with a swan." "It does; we'll have 'involuntarily.' Ah, now this reminds me of something." "Of what?" "Of a human being who involuntarily comes toward your- self." Cytherea looked into Miss Aldclyffe's face; hef eyes grew round as circles, and lines of wonderment came visibly upon her countenance. She had not once regarded Manston as a 204 DESPERATE REMEDIES. lover since his wife's sudden appearance and subsequent death. Tlic death of a wife, and such a death, was an overwhelmiiii^ matter in her ideas of things. "Is it a man or a woman?" she said quite innocently. ".Mr. Mansion," said Miss AldclyflFe quietly. "Mr. Manston attracted by me now?" said Cytherea, standing' at j^aze. "Didn't you know it?" "Certainly 1 did not. Why, his poor wife has only been dead si.x months." "Of course he knows that. But loving is not done by months, or method, or rule, or nobody would ever have invented such a phrase as "falling in love.' He does not want his love to be observed just yet, on the very account you mention; but con- ceal it as he may from himself and us, it exists definitely — and very intensely, I assure you." "I suppQse then, that if he can't help it, it is no harm of him," said Cytherea naively, and beginning to ponder. "Of course it isn't — you know that well enough. She was a great burden and trouble to him. This may become a great good to you both." .\ rush of feeling at remembering that the same woman, before Mansion's arrival, had just as frankly advocated Ed- ward's claims, checked Cythcrea's utterance for awhile. "There, don't look at me like that, for heaven's sake!" said Miss AldclyfFe. "You could almost kill a person by the force of reproach you can put into those eyes of yours, I verily believe." Edward once in the young lady's thoughts, there was no get- ting rid of him. She wanted to be alone. "Do you want me here?" she said. "Xow there, there; you want to be off, and have a good cr\'," said Miss .'Vldclyflfe, taking her hand. "But you mustn't, my dear. There's nothing in the past for you to regret. Compare Mr. Mansion's honorable conduct toward his wife and your- self with Springrove's toward his betrothed and yourself, and then see which appears the more worthy of your thoughts," § 3. From the fourth of May to the twenty-first of June. The next stage in Mansion's advances toward her hand was a clearly defined courtship. She was sadly perplexed, and DESPERATE REMEDIES. 205 some contrivance was necessary on his part in order to meet with her. But it is next to impossible for an appreciative woman to have a positive repugnance toward an unusually handsome and talented man, even though she may not be inclined to love him. Hence Cytherea was not so alarmed at the sight of him as to render a meeting and conversation with her more than a matter of difficulty. Coming and going from church was his grand opportunity. IManston was very religious now. It is commonly said that no man was ever converted by argument, but there is a single one which will make any Laodicean in England, let him be once love-sick, wear prayer-books and become a zealous Episco- palian — the argument that his sweetheart can be seen from his pew. Alanston introduced into his method a system of bewitching flattery; everywhere pervasive, yet, too, so transitory and in- tangible, that, as in the case of the poet Wadsworth and the Wandering Voice, though she felt it present, she could never find it. As a foil to heighten its effect, he occasionally spoke philosophically of the evanescence of female beauty — the worth- lessness of mere appearance. "Handsome is that handsome does" he considered a proverb which should be written on the looking-glass of every woman in the land. "Your form, your motions, your heart have won me," he said in a tone of playful sadness. "They are beautiful. But I see these things, and it comes into my mind that they are doomed, they are gliding to nothing as I look. Poor eyes, poor mouth, poor face, poor maiden! 'Where will her glories be in twenty years?' I say. 'Where will all of her be in a hundred?' Then I think it is cruel that you should bloom a day, and fade for ever and ever. It seems hard and sad that you will die, as ordinarily as I, and be buried ; be food for roots and worms, be forgotten and come to earth, and grow up a mere blade of churchyard grass and an ivy leaf. Then, Miss Graye, when I see you are a Lovely Noth- ing, I pity you, and the love I feel then is better and sounder, larger, and more lasting, than that I felt at the beginning." Again an ardent flash of his handsome eyes. It was by this route that he ventured on an indirect declara- tion and offer of his hand. She implied in the same indirect manner that she did not love him enough to accept it. 14 206 DESPERATE REMEDIES. An actual refusal was more than he had expected. Cursin«]j himself for what he called his egregious folly in making himself the slave of a mere lady's attendant, and for having given the parish, should they know of her refusal, a chance of sneering at him — certainly a ground for thinking less of his standing than before — he went home to the Old House, and walkctl indecisively up and down his back yard. Turning aside, lu- leaned his arms uj^on the edge of the rain-water butt standing in the corner, and looked into it. The reflection from ih.e smooth stagnant surface tinged his face with the grecnisli shades of Correggio's nudes. Staves of sunlight slanted dowti through the still pool, lighting it up with wonderful distinctness. Hundreds of thousands of minute living creatures sported and tumbled in its depths with every contortion that gayety could suggest; perfectly happy, though consisting only of a head, or a tail, or at most a head and a tail, and all doomed to die within the twenty-four hours. "D — n my position! Why shouldn't I be happy through my little day, too? Let the parish sneer at my repulses, let it. I'll get her, if I move heaven and earth to do it." Indeed, the inexperienced Cythcrea had, toward Edward in the first place, and Manston afterward, unconsciously adopted bearings that would have been the very tactics of a professional fisher of men who wished to have them each successively dan- gling at her heels. For if any rule at all can be laid down in a matter which, for men collectively, is notoriously beyond regu- lation, it is that to snub a petted man. and to pet a snubbed man, is the way to win in suits of botli kinds. Manston with Springrove's encouragement would have become indif- ferent. Edward with Mansion's repulses would have sheered ofT at the outset, as he did afterward. Her supreme indifference added fuel to Mansion's ardor — it completely disarmed his pride. The invulnerable Nobody seemed greater to him than a susceptible princess. § 4. From the twenty- first of June to the end of July. Cytherea had in the meantime received the foil ~»\ving letter from her brother. It was the first flofinite notification of tlv enlargement of that cloud no bigger than a man's hand which DESPERATE REMEDIES. 207 had for nearly a twelvemonth hung before them in the distance, and which was soon to give a color to their whole sky from horizon to horizon: "Creston, Saturday. "Darling Sis: "I have delayed telling you for a long time of a little matter which, though not one to be seriously alarmed about, is suffi- ciently vexing, and it would be unfair in me to keep it from you any longer. It is that for some time past I have again been distressed by that lameness which I first distinctly felt when we went to Lewborne Bay, and again when I left Knapwater that morning early. It is an unusual pain in my left leg, between the knee and the ankle. I had just found fresh symptoms of it when you were here for that half-hour about a month ago — when you said in fun that I began to move like an old man. I had a good mind to tell you then, but fancying it would go off in a few days I thought it was not worth while. Since that time it has increased, but I am still able to work in the office, sitting on the stool. My great fear is that Mr. G. will have some out- door measuring work for me to do soon, and that I shall be obliged to decline. However, we will hope for the best. How it came, what was its origin, or what it tends to, I cannot think. You shall hear again in a day or two, if it is no better. . . . "Your loving brother, "Owen." This she answered, begging to know the worst, which she could bear, but suspense and anxiety never. In two days came another letter from him, of which the subjoined paragraph is a portion : "I had quite decided to let you know the worst, and to assure you that it was the worst, before you wrote to ask it. And again I give you my word that I will conceal nothing — so that there will be no excuse whatever for your wearing yourself out with fears that I am worse than I say. This morn- ing then, for the first time I have been obliged to stay away from the office. Don't be frightened at this, dear Cytherea. Rest is all that is wanted, and by nursing myself now for a week I may avoid a sickness of six months." After a visit from her he wrote again : 14 208 DESPERATE REMEDIES. "Dr. Chestman has seen me. He said that the aihtjcnt was some sort of rheumatism, and I am now undergoing proper treatment for its cure. My leg and foot have been placed in hot bran, liniments have been applied, and also severe friction with a pad. He says I shall be as right as ever in a very short time. Directly I am I shall run up by the train to see you. Don't trouble to come to me if Miss Aldclyffe grumbles again about your being away, for I am going on capitally You shall hear again at the end of the week." At this time mentioned came the following: "I am sorry to tell you, because I know it will be so disheart- ening after my last letter, that I am not so well as I was then, and tliat there has been a sort of hitch in the proceedings. After I had been treated for rheumatism a few days longer (in which treatment they pricked the place with a long needle several times), I saw that Dr. Chestman was in doubt about something, and I requested that he would call in a brother professional man to sec me as well. They consulted together and then told me that rheumatism was not the disease after all, but erysipelas. They then began treating it differently, as became a different matter. Blisters, flour, and starch seem to be the order of the day now — medicine, of course, besides. "Mr. Gradfield has been in to inquire about me. He says he has been obliged to get a clerk in my place, which grieves me very much, though, of course, it could not be avoided." A month passed away. Throughout this period Cytherea visited him as often as the limited time at her command would allow, and wore as cheerful a countenance as the womanly de- termination to do nothing which might depress him could enable her to wear. Another letter from him then told of these additional facts: "The doctors find they are again on the wrong tack. They cannot make out what the disease is. Oh. Cytherea! how 1 wish they knew! This suspense is wearing me out. Could not Miss Aldclyffe spare you for a day? Do come to me. We will talk about the best course then. I am sorry to complain. l>ut I am worn out." Cytherea went to Miss AldclyfTe. and told her of the melan- choly turn her brother's illness had taken. Miss Aldclyffe at once saifl that Cytherea might go, and offered to do anything to assist her which lay in her power.* Cytherea's eyes beamed DESPERATE REMEDIES. 209 gratitude as she turned to leave the room and hasten to the station. "Oh, Cytherea," said Miss Aldclyffe, calling her back; "just one word. Has ISIr. Manston spoken to you lately?" "Yes," said Cytherea, blushing timorously. "He proposed?" "Yes." "And you refused him?" "Yes." "Tut, tut! Now listen to my advice," said Miss Aldclyffe emphatically, "and accept him before, he changes his mind. The chance which he offers you of settling in life is one that may possibly, probably, not occur again. His position is good and secure, and the life of his wife would be a happy one. You may not be sure that you love him madly ; but suppose you are not sure? Aly father used to say to me as a child when he was teaching me whist, 'When in doubt win the trick.' That advice is ten times as valuable to a .woman on the subject of matri- mony. In refusing a man there is always the risk that you may never get another offer." "Why didn't you win the trick when you were a girl?" said Cytherea. "Come, my lady Pert, I'm not the text," said Miss Aldclyffe, her face glowing like fire. Cytherea laughed stealthily. "I was about to say," resumed Miss Aldclyffe severely, "that here is Mr. Alanston waiting with the tenderest solicitude for you, and you overlooking it, as if it were altogether beneath you. Think how you might benefit your sick brother if you were i\Irs. Manston. You will please me very much by giving him some encouragement. You understand me, dear?" Cytherea was silent. "And," said ]\Iiss Aldclyffe, still more emphatically, "on your promising that you will accept him some time this year, I will take especial care of your brother. You are listening, Cy- therea." "Yes," she whispered, leaving the room. She went to Creston, and passed the day with her brother, and returned to Knapwater wretched and full of foreboding. Owen had looked startlingly thin and pale — thinner and paler than ever she had seen him before. The brother and sister had 14 ■J DESPERATE REMEDIES. that day decided that, notwithstanding the drain upon their slender resources, another medical man should sec him. Time was everythinjij. Owen told her the result in his next letter: "The three practitioners between them have at last hit the nail on the head, I hope. They probed the place and discov- ered that the secret lay in the bone. I underwent an operation for its removal three days ag^o (after taking chloroform). . . 'I^hank God it is over. Though I am so weak, my si)irits are rather better. I wonder when I shall be at work again? I asked the doctors how long it would be first. I said a month? They shook their heads. A year? I said. Xot so long, they said. Six months? I inquired. They would not, or could not tell me. But never mind. "Run down, when you have half a day to spare, for the hours drag on so drearily. Oh. Cylhcrea, you can't think how drearily !" She went. Immediately en her departure, Miss Aldclyflfc sent a note to the Old House, to Mansion. On the maiden's return, tired and sick at heart as usual, she found Mansion at the station awaiting her. He asked politely if he might accompany her to Knap water. She tacitly actpuesced. During tlicir walk he in(|uircd the particulars of her brother's illness, and with an irresistil)le desire to pour out her trouble to some one, she told him of the length of time which must elapse before he could be strong again, and of the lack of comfort in a lodg- ing-house. Slanston was silent awhile. Then he said impetuously: "Miss Graye, I will not mince matters — I love you — you know it. Stratagem they say is fair in love, and I am compelled to adopt it now. Forgive me, for 1 cannot help it. Consent to be my wife at any time that may suit you. any remote day you may name will satisfy me — and you shall lind him well provided for." For the first time in her life she truly dreaded the handsome man at her side who pleailed thus selfishly, and shrank from the hot voluptuous nature of his passion for her, which, disguise it as he might under a quiet and polished exterior, at times radiated forth with a scorching white heat. She perceived how animal was the lov-e which bargained. "I do not love you, Mr. Mansion," .she replied coldly. DESPERATE REMEDIES. 211 § 5. From the first to the twenty-seventh of August. The long- sunny days of the later summer-time brought only the same dreary accounts from Creston, and saw Cytherea pay- ing the same sad visits. She grew perceptibly weaker in body and in mind. Manston still persisted in his suit, but with more of his former indirect- ness, now that he saw how unexpectedly well she stood an open attack. His was the system of Dares at the Sicilian games: "He, like a captain who beleaguers round Some strong-built castle on a rising ground, Views all the approaches with observing eyes, This and that other part again he tries, And more on industry than force relies." Miss Aldclyfife made it appear more clearly than ever that aid to Owen from herself depended entirely upon Cytherea's acceptance of her steward. Hemmed in, and distressed, Cy- therea's answers to his importunities grew less uniform; they were firm or wavering as Owen's malady fluctuated. Had a reg- ister of her pitiful oscillations been kept, it would have rivaled in pathos the diary wherein De Quincey tabulates his combat with opium — perhaps as noticeable an instance as any in which a thrilling dramatic power has been given to mere numerals. Thus she wearily and monotonously lived through the month, listening on Sundays to the well-known round of chapters narrating the history of Elijah and Elisha in famine and drought: on week days to buzzing flies in hot sunny rooms. "So like, so very like, was day to day." Extreme lassitude seemed all that the world could show her. Her state was in this wise, when one afternoon, having been with her brother, she met the surgeon, and begged him to tell the actual truth concerning Owen's condition. The reply was that he feared that the first operation had not been thorough: that although the wound had healed, another attempt might still be necessary, unless nature were left to effect her own cure. But the time such a self-healing proceed- ing would occupy might be ruinous. "How long would it be?" she said. "It is impossible to say, A year or two, more or less." 212 DESPERATK REMEDIES. "And suppose he submitted to another artificial extraction?"' "Then he might be well in four or six months."' Xow the remainder of his and her possessions, together willi a sum he had borrowed, would not provide him with necessarv comforts for half that time. To combat the misfortune, there were two courses open: her becoming betrothed to Manston. or the sending Owen to the County Hospital. Thus terrified, driven into a corner, panting antl tlutlerin..^ about for some loophole of escape, yet still shrinking from the idea of being Manston"s wife, the poor little bird endeavored to find out from Miss Aldclyfife whether it was likely Owen would be well treated in the hosjiital. "County Hospital!" said Miss AldclyfFe. "Why, it is only another name for Slaughter House — in surgical cases at any rate. Certainly if anything about your body is snapped in two they do join you together in a fashion, but 'tis so askew and ugly, that you may as well be ajiart again." Then she terrified the inquiring and anxious maiden by relating horrid stories of how the legs and arms of poor people were cut oft at a mo- ment's notice, especially in cases where the restorative treat- ment was likely to be long and tedious. "You know how willing I am to help you, Cytherea," she added rei)roachfully. "You know it. Why are you so obstinate then? Why do you selfisldy bar the clear, honorable, and only sisterly path which leads out of this difficulty? I cannot, on my conscience, countenance you: no, I cannot." Manston once more repeated his offer; and once more she refused, but this time weakly, and with signs of an internal struggle. Manston's eye sparkled: what Lavater calls the boundary line between affection and appetite, never very dis- tinct in him. was visibly obliterated. ^Ioreover he saw for the hundri'dili time in his life that perseverance, if only systematic, was irresistible by womankind. § 6. The /•u'.-ntv-srv.ti/hof Air^iist. On going to Croston three days later, she found to her sur- prise that the steward had been there and introduced himself and had seen her brother. A few delicacies had been broug!it him also by the same hand. Owen spoke in warm terms of Manston and his free and unceremonious call, as he could not DESPERATE REMEDIES. 213 have refrained from doing of any person, of any kind, whose presence had served to help away the tedious hours of a long day, and who had, moreover, shown that sort of consideration for him which the accompanying basket implied — antecedent consideration, so telling upon all invalids — and v.-hich he so seldom experienced except from the hands of his sister. How should he perceive, amid this tithe-paying of mint, and anise, and cumin, the weightier matters which were left undone? Again the steward met her at Carriford-Road station on her return journey. Instead of being frigid as at the former meet- ing at the same place, she was embarrassed by a strife of thought, and murmured brokenly her thanks for what he had done. The same request that he might see her home was made. He had perceived his error in making his kindness to Owen a conditional kindness, and had hastened to efface all recollec- tion of it. "Though I let my offer on her brother's — my friend's — behalf seem dependent on my lady's graciousness to me," he whispered wooingly in the course of their v/alk, "I could not conscientiously adhere to my statement; it was said with all the impulsive selfishness of love. Whether you choose to have me, or whether you don't, I love you too devotedly to be anything but kind to your brother Miss Graye — Cytherea, I will do anything," he continued earnestly, "to give you pleasure — indeed I will." She saw on the one hand her poor and nuich-loved Owen recovering from his illness and troubles by the disinterested kindness of the man beside her; on the other hand she drew him dying, wholly by reason of her self-enforced poverty. To marry this man was obviously the course of common sense, to refuse him was impolitic temerity. There was reason in this. But there was more behind than a hundred reasons — a woman's gratitude and her impulse to be kind. The wavering of her mind was visible in her tell-tale face. He noticed it, and caught at the opportunity. They were standing by the ruinous foundations of an old mill in the midst of a meadow. Between gray and half-over- grown stonework — the only signs of masonry remaining — the water gurgled down from the old mill-pond to a lower level, under the cloak of rank broad leaves — the sensuous natures of the vegetable world. On the right hand the sun, resting on the 214 DESPERATE REMEDIES. iK.ri/.on-liuc. streamed across the ground from below copper- cut what was love without a home? Misery. What was a home without love? Alas, not much; but still a kind of home. "Yes," she thought, "I am urged by my common sense to marry Mr. Mansion." Did anytliing nobler in her say so too? With the death (to her) of Edward her heart's occupation was gone. Was it necessary or even right for her to tend it and take care of it as she used to in the old time, when it was still a capable minister? By a slight sacrifice here she could give happiness to at least two hearts whose emotional activities were still unwounded. She would do good to two men whose lives were far more im- portant than hers. "Yes," she said again, "even Christianity urges me to marry Mr. Manston." Directly Cythcrea had persuaded herself that a kind of heroic self-abnegation had to do with the matter, she becanie to DESPERATE REMEDIES. 217 much more content in the consideration of it. A willful indif- ference to the future was what really prevailed in her, ill and worn out, as she was, by the perpetual harassments of her sad fortune, and she regarded this indifference, as gushing natures will under such circumstances, as genuine resigna- tion and devotedness. Alanston met her again the following day: indeed there was no escaping him now. At the end of a short conversation between them, which took place in the hollow of the park by the waterfall, obscured on the side by the low outer hanging branches of the limes, she tacitly assented to his assumption of a privilege greater than any that had preceded it. He stooped and kissed her brow. Before going to bed she wrote to Owen explaining the whole matter. It was too late in the evening for the postman's visit, and she placed the letter on the mantel-piece to send it the next day. The morning (Sunday) brought a hurried postscript Owen's letter of the day before. "September 9th, 1865. "Dear Cytherea: "I have received a frank and friendly letter from Mr. Manston explaining the position in which he stands now, and also that in which he hopes to stand toward you. Can't you love him? Why not? Try, for he is a good, and not only that but a talented man. Think of the weary and laborious future that awaits you if you continue for life in your present position, and do you see any way of escape from it except by marriage? I don't. Don't go against your heart, Cytherea, but be wise. "Ever afifectionately yours, "Owen." She thought that probably he had replied to Mr. Manston in the same favoring mood. She had a conviction that that day would settle her doom. Yet "So true a fool is love," that even now she nourished a half hope that something would happen at the last moment to thwart her deliberately formed 218 DESPERATE REMEDIES. intentions, and favor the old emotion she was using all her strength to thrust down. § 8. Thf trnth of Seplntthn. The Sunday was the thirteenth after Trinity, and the after- n(M)n service at Carriford was nearly over. The people were singing the Evening Hymn. Manston was at church as usual in his accustometl place, two scats forward from the large square pew occupied by Miss AldclyfFe and Cytherea. The ordinary sadness of an autumnal evening service seemed, in Cytherea's eyes, to be doubled on this particular occasion. She looked at all the people as they stood and sang, waving backward and forward like a forest of pines swayed by a gentle l)reeze; then at the village children singing too, their heads inclined to one side, their eyes listlessly tracing some crack in the old walls, or following the movement of a distant bough or binl with features petrified almost to painful- ncss. Then she looked at Manston; he was already regarding her with some purpose in his glance. "It is coming tliis evening." she said in her mind. A minute later, at the end of the hymn, when the congregation began to move out, Manston came down the aisle. lie was opposite the end of her seat as she stepped from it, the remaimler of tiieir progress to the door being in contact with each other. Miss AldclyfFe had lingered behind. "Don't let's hurry," he said, when Cytherea was about to enter the private path to the House as usual. "Would you mind turning down this way for a minute till Miss AldclyfTe has passed?" She could not very well refuse now. They turned into a secluded path on their left, leading round through a thicket of laurels to the outer gate of the churchyard, walking very slowly. By the time the farther gate was reached, the church was closed. They met the sexton with the keys in his hand. "We are going inside for a luinute." said Manston to him, taking the keys unceremoniously. "I will bring them to you when we return." The sexton nodded his assent, and Cytherea and Manston walked into the porch and up the nave. DESPERATE REMEDIES. 219 They did not speak a word during their progress, or in any- way interfere with the stillness and silence that prevailed everywhere around them. Everything in the place was the em- bodiment of decay: the fading red glare from the setting sun, which came in at the west window, emphasizing the end of the day and all its cheerful doings, the mildewed walls, the uneven paving-stones, the wormy poppy-heads, the sense of recent occupation, and the dank air of death which had gathered with the evening, would have made grave a lighter mood than Cytherea's was then. "What sensations does the place impress you with?" she said at last, very sadly. "I feel imperatively called upon to be honest, from despair of achieving anything by stratagem in a world where the materials are such as these." He too spoke in a depressed voice, purposely or otherwise. "I feel as if I were almost ashamed to be seen walking such a world," she murmured; "that's the effect it has upon me: but it does not induce me to be honest particularly." He took her hand in both his, and looked down upon the lids of her eyes. "I pity you sometimes," he said, more emphatically. "I am pitiable, perhaps: so are many people. Why do you pity me?" "I think that you make yourself needlessly sad." "Not needlessly." "Yes, needlessly. Why should you be separated from your brother so nmch, when you might have him to stay with you till he is well?" "That can't be," she said, turning away. He went on, "I think the real and only good thing that can be done for him is to get him away from Creston awhile ; and T have been wondering whether it could not be managed for him to come to my house to live for a few weeks. Only a quarter of a mile from you. How pleasant it would be !" "It would." He moved himself round immediately to the front of her, and held her hand more firmly, as he continued, "Cytherea, why do you say Tt would,' so entirely in the tone of abstract supposition? I want him there; I want him to be my brother too. Then make him so and be my wife! I cannot live with- 220 DESPERATE REMEDIES. out vou — O Cvlhcrca, inv darling', inv love, come and be mv wife!" His face bent closer and closer to her, and the last words sank to a whisper as weak as the emotion inspiring it was stronq^. She said firmly and distinctly, "Yes. I will." "Xext month?" he said on the instant, before taking breath. 'Xo; not next month." "The next?" ".\'o." "December? Ciiristmas Day, say?" "I don't mind." "Oh you darling!" He was about to imprint a kiss upon her pale cold mouth, but she hastily covered it with her hand. "Don't kiss me — at least where we are now!" she whispered iinj)loringlv. •Why?'' "We are too near God." He gave a sudden start, and his face flushed. She had spoken so emphatically that the words, "Near God," echoed back again through the hollow building from the far end of the chancel. "What a thing to say!" he exclaimed; "surely a pure kiss is not inappropriate to the place!" "Xo," she replied, with a swelling heart; "I don't know why 1 burst out so — I can't tell what has come over me! Will you forgive me?" "How shall I say 'Yes' without judging you? How shall I say 'Xo' without losing the pleasure of saying 'Yes?'" He was himself again. "f don't know," she absently nnirmurcd. "I'll say Yes." he answered, daintily. "It is sweeter to fancy we are forgiven, than to think wc have not sinned; and you shall have the sweetness witb.out the need." She did not reply, and they moved away. The church was nearly dark now, and melancholy in the extreme. She stood beside him while he locked the door, then took the arm he gave her, and wended her way out of the churchyard with him. Then they walked to the House together, but the great mat»er having been set at rest, she persisted in talking only on indiffer- ent subjects. DESPERATE REMEDIES. 221 "Christmas Day, then," he said, as they were parting at the shrubbery. "I meant Old Christmas Day," she said, evasively. ''H'm! people do not usually attach that meaning to the words?" "No, but I should like it best if it could not be till then." It seemed to be still her instinct to delay the marriage to the utmost. "\'ery well, love," he said gently. " 'Tis a fortnight longer still, but never mind. Old Christmas Day." § g. The eleventh of September. "There. It will be on a Friday!" She sat upon a litde footstool gazing intently into the fire. It was the afternoon of the day following that of the steward's successful solicitation of her hand. "I wonder if it would be proper in me to run across the park and tell him it is a Friday," she said to herself, rising to her feet, looking at her hat lying near, and then out of the window toward the Old House. Proper or not, she felt that she must at all hazards remove the disagreeable, though, as she herself owned, unfounded impression the coincidence had occasioned. She left the house directly, and went to search for him Manston was in the timber-yard, looking at the sawyers as they worked. Cytherea came up to him hesitatingly. Till within a distance of a few yards she had hurried forward with alacrity; now that the practical expression of his face became visible she wished almost she had never sought him on such an errand: in his business-mood he was perhaps very stern. "It will be on a Friday," she said confusedly, and without any preface. "Come this way!" said Manston, in a tone he used for work- men, not being able to alter at an instant's notice. He gave her his arm and led her back into the avenue, by which time he was lover again. "On a Friday, will it, dearest? You do not mind Fridays surely? That's nonsense." "Not seriously mind them, exactly — but if it could be any other dav?" "Well let us say Old Christmas Eve then. Shall it be Old Christmas Eve?" 15 222 DESPERATE REMEDIES. "Yes, Old Christmas Eve." "Your word is suleiim and irrevocable now?" "Certainly; I have solemnly pledged my word; I should not have i)romised to marry you if I had not meant it. Don't think I should," She spoke the words with a dij^nified impressive- ness. "You must not be vexed at my remark, dearest. Can you think the worse of an ardent man, Cylherea, for showing some anxiety in love?" "No; no." She could not say more. Slie was always ill at ease when he spoke of himself as a piece of human nature in that analytical way, and wanted to be out of his presence. The time of day and proximity of the House afTorded her a means of escape. "I must be with Miss AldclyfTe ndw; will you excuse my hasty coming and going?" she said prettily. Before he had rei)lied she had parted from him. "Cytherea, was it Mr. Manston I saw you scudding away from in the avenue just now?" said Miss AldclyfTe, when Cvtherea joined her. '"Yes."^ "'Yes.' Come, why don't you say more than that? I hate those taciturn 'Yeses' of yours. I tell you everything, and yet you are as close as wax with me." "I parted from him because I wanted to come in." "What a novel and important announcement! Well, is the dav fixed?" "Yes." Miss Aldclyflfe's face kindled into intense interest at once. "Is it indeed? When is it to be?" "On Old Christmas Eve." "Old Christmas Eve." Miss AldclyflFe drew Cytherea round to her irout, and took a hand in each of her own. "And then you will be a bride!" she said slowly, looking with critical thoughtfidness upon the maiden's delicately rounded cheeks. The normal area of the color upon each of them decreased perceptiblv after that slow and emphatic utterance bv the elder lady. Miss AldclyfTe continued impressively. "You did not say 'Old Christmas Eve' as a fiancee should have said the words: and you don't receive my remark with the warm excitement that DESPERATE REMEDIES. 223 foreshadows a bright future How many weeks are there to the time?" "I have not reckoned them." ''Not? Fancy a girl not counting the weeks! I find I must take the lead m this matter — you are so childish, or frightened, or stupid, or something, about it. Bring me my diary, and we will count them at once." Cytherea silently fetched the book. Miss Aldclyffe opened the diary at the page containing the almanac, and counted sixteen weeks, which brought her to the thirty-first of December — a Sunday. Cytherea stood by, look- ing on as if she had no appetite for the scene. "Sixteen to the thirty-first. Then let me see: Monday will be the first of January, Tuesday the second, Wednesday the third, Thursday fourth, Friday fifth — you have chosen a Friday I do declare!" "A Thursday, surely?" said Cytherea. "No: Old Christmas Day comes on a Saturday." The perturbed litde brain had reckoned wrong. "Well, it must be a Friday," she muttered in a reverie. "No; have it altered, of course," said Miss Aldclyfife cheer- fully. There's nothing bad in Friday, but such a creature as you will be thinking about its being unlucky — in fact, I wouldn't choose a Friday myself to be married on, since all other days are equally available." "I shall not have it altered," said Cytherea firmly; "it has been altered once, already ; I shall let it be." CHAPTER XIII. THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY. §1. The fifth of January. Before dawn. \Vc pass over the intervening weeks. Tlie time of the story is thus advanced exactly three months and twenty-four (hiys. On the michiight precechng the morning which would make her the wife (jf a man whose presence fascinated her into invol- untariness of bearing, and whoin in absence slie almost dreaded. Cytherea laid in her little bed, vainly endeavoring to sleep. She had been looking back amid the years of her short though varied past, and thinking of the threshold upon which she stood. Days and months had dimmed the form of Edward Springrove like the gauzes of a vanishing stage-scene, but his dying voice could still l)e heard faintly behind. That a soft small chord in her still vil)rated true to his memory, she would not admit: that she did not approRch Manston with feelings which could by any stretch of words be calleil hymeneal, she calmly owned. "W'hy do I marry him?" she said to herself. "Because Owen, dear Owen, my brother, wishes me to marry him. P>e- cause Mr, Manston is and has been uniformly kind to Owen and to me. 'Act in obedience to the dictates of common sense,' Owen said, 'and dreatl tlie sharp sting of poverty. How many thousands of women like you marry every year for the same reason, to secure a hcMue and mere ordinary material comforts, which after all go far to make life endurable, even if not supremely happy.' " 'Tis right, I suppose, for him to say that. Oh, if people only knew what a timidity and melancholy upon the subject of her future grows up in the heart of a friendless woman who is blown about like a reed shaken with the wind, as I iin, thev wt)uld not call this resignation of one's self bv the DESPERATE REMEDIES. 225 name of scheming to get a husband. Scheme to marry? I'd rather scheme to die! I know I am not pleasing my heart; I. know that if I only were concerned, I should like risking a single future. But why should I please my useless self over- much, when by doing otherwise I please those who are more valuable than I?" In die midst of desultory reflections like these, which alter- nated with surmises as to the inexplicable connection that appeared to exist between her intended husband and Miss Aldclyffe, she heard dull noises outside the walls of the house, which she could not quite fancy to be caused by the wind. She seemed doomed to such disturbances at critical periods of her existence. "It is strange," she pondered, "that this my last night in Knapwater House should be disturbed precisely as my first was, no occurrence of the kind having intervened." As the minutes glided by the noise increased, sounding as if some one were beating the wall below her window with a bunch of switches. She would gladly have left her room and gone to stay with one of the maids, but they were without doubt all asleep. The only person in the house likely to be awake, or who would have brains enough to comprehend her nervousness, was Miss Aldclyffe, but Cytherea never cared to go to Miss Aldclyffe's room, though she was always welcome there, and was often almost compelled to go against her will. The oft-repeated noise of switches grew heavier upon the wall, and was now intermingled with creaks, and a rattling like the rattling of dice. The wind blew stronger; there came first a snapping, then a crash, and some portion of the mystery was revealed. It was the breaking off and fall of a branch from one of the large trees outside. The smacking against the wall, and the intermediate rattling, ceased from that time. Well, it was the tree which had caused the noises. The unexplained matter was that neither of the trees ever touched the walls of the house during the highest wind, and that trees could not rattle like a man playing castanet or shaking dice. She thought, "Is it the intention of Fate that something connected with these noises shall influence my future as in the last case of the kind?" During the dilemma she fell into a troubled sleep, and dreamed that she was being whipped with dry bones suspended 226 DESPERATE REMEDIES. on Strings, which rattled at every blow like those of a male- factor on a gibbet; that she shifted and shrank and avoided every blow, and they fell then upon the wall to which she was tied. She could not see the face of the executioner for his mask, but his form was like that of Manston's. "Thank heaven!" she said, wlien she awn met his eye, dreaming no more of seeing his Cytlierea there than of seeing the dead themselves. "Cytherea !" "Mr. Springrove." she returned, in a low voice, across the stream. DESPERATE REMEDIES. 237 He was the first to speak again. "Since we have met I want to tell you something before we become quite as strangers to each other." "No — not now — I did not mean to speak — it is not right, Edward." She spoke hurriedly and turned away from him, beating the air with her hand. "Not one common word of explanation?" he implored. "Don't think I am bad enough to try to lead you astray. Well, go — it is better." Their eyes met again. She was nearly choked. Oh, how she longed — and dreaded — to hear his explanation ! "What is it?" she said desperately. "It is that I did not come to the church this morning in order to distress you; I did not, Cytherea. It was to try to speak to you before you were — married." He stepped closer, and went on, "You know what has taken place? Surely you do? — my cousin is married, and I am free." "JMarried — and not to you?" Cytherea faltered in a weak whisper. "Yes, she was married yesterday! A rich man had appeared, and she jilted me. She said she never would have jilted a stranger, but that by jilting me she only exercised the right everybody has of snubbing their own relations. But that's nothing now. I came to you to ask once more if But I was too late." "But, Edward, what's that, what's that!" she cried in an agony of reproach. "Why did you leave me to return to her? Why did you write me that cruel, cruel letter that nearly killed me?" "Cytherea ! Why, you had grown to love — like — Mr. Man- ston. and how could you be anything to me — or care for me? Surely I acted naturally?" "Oh, no — never! I loved you — only you — not him — always you! till lately. ... I try to love him now." "But that can't be correct! Miss Aldclyffe told me that you wanted to hear no more of me — proved it to me !" said Edward. "Never! she couldn't." "She did, Cytherea. And she sent me a letter — a love-letter you wrote to Mr. Manston." "A love-letter I wrote?" 18 238 DESPERATE REMEDIES. ''Yes, a lovc-lctter — you could not meet him just tlien. you said you were sorry. Init the emotion you had fch with him made you forj:;;etful c»f reahtics." The strife of thout,dit in the unhappy girl who listened to this distortion of her meaning could find no vent in wonls. And then there followed the slow revelation in return, bringing w ith it all the misery of an explanation which comes too late. The question whether Miss AldclyfTe was schemer or dupe was almost passed over by Cytherea under the immediate opi)ressiveness of her despair in the sense that her position was irretrievable. Not so Springrove. He saw through all the cunning half- misrepresentations — worse than downright lies — which had just been sufficient to turn the scale both with him and with her; and from the bottom of his soul he cursed the woman and man who had brought all this agony upon him and his love. lUit he could not add more misery to the future of the poor child by revealing too much. The whole scheme she should never know. "I was indifferent to my own future," Edward said, "aiid was urged to promise adherence to my engagement with my cousin Adelaide by Miss AidclyfFe: now you are married I caimot tell you how. but it was on account of my father. Being for- bidden to think of you, what did I care about anything? My new thought that you still loved me was first raised by what my father said in the letter announcing my cousin's marriage. He said that although you were to be married on Old Christmas Day — that is to-morrow — he had noticed your appearance with l)ity; he thought you loved me still. It was enough for me — I came down by the earliest morning train, thinking I could see you some time to-day. the day. as I thought, liefore your mar- riage, hoping, but hardly daring to hope, that you might be induced to marry me. I hurried from the station; when I reached the bottom of Church Lane I saw idlers about the church, and the private gate leading to the house open. I ran into the church by the north door, and saw you come out of the vestry; I was too late. I have now told you. I was com- jielled to tell you. Oh, my lost darling, now I shall live con- tent — or cKe content!" "I am to blame, Edward. I am." she said mn than she would naturally have been. She thought and thought of that single fact which had been told her — that the first Mrs. Manston was still living — till her brain seemed ready to burst its confinement with excess of throbbing. It was only natural that she should, by degrees, be unable to separate the discovery, which was matter of fact, from the sus- picion of treachery on her husband's part, which was only matter of inference. And thus there arose in her a personal fear of him. "Suppose he should come in now and murder me!" This at first mere frenzied supposition grew by degrees to a definite horror of his presence, and especially of his intense gaze. Thus she raised herself to a heat of excitement, which was none the less real for being vented in no cry of any kind. No: she could not meet Manston's eye alone, she would only see him in her brother's company. Almost delirious with this idea, she ran and locked the door to prevent all possibility of her intentions being nullified, or a look or word being flung at her by anybody while she knew not what she was. § 8. Half -past eigJit o'clock p. m. Then Cytherca felt her way amid the darkness of the room till she came to the head of the bed, where she searched for the bell-rtipe and gave it a pull. Her sunmions was speedily answered by the landlady herself, whose curiosity to know the meaning of these strange proceedings knew nbody to get her away from you, lier husband, you may sue them for the damages accruing from the delay." "Yes, yes," said Manston, who had completely recovered his self-possession and connnon sense, "let it all be settled by herself." Turning to Cytherea he whispered so softly that I hven did not hear the words: "Do yc»u wish to go back with your brother, dearest, and leave me here miserable, and lonely, or will you stay witii me, your own husband?" "I'll go back with Owen." "\'ery well." lie relincjuished his coaxing tone, and went on ;ternly, "And remgmber this, Cytherea, I am as innocent of deception in this thing as you are yourself. Do you believe mc ?" "I do." she said. "I had no shadow of suspicion that my first wife lived. I "'■n't think she does even now. Do you believe mc? " "1 believe you," she said. "And n nv, good-evening." he cotitinued. opening tin.' (i<"»r and politely intimating to tlie three men standing by that there was no further necessity for their remaining in his room. "In three days I shall claim her." The lawyer and the hotel-keeper retired first. Owen, gath- ering up as much of his sister's clothing as lav about the rooni, toc^k her upon his arm, and followed them. Edward, to whom she owed everything, who had been left standing in the street like a dog without a home, was utterly forgotten. Owen paid the landU)rd and the lawyer for the trouble he had occasioned them, looked to the j^acking, and went to the do >r. A cab. which somewhat unaccotmtably was seen lingering in front of the house, was called up, and Cytherea's luggage put upoti it. "Do you knrfw of any hotel near the station that is open for night arrivals?" Oweit inquired of the driver. .» "A place has been bespoken for you, sir, at the White l^ni- corn — and the gentleman wished me to give you thi>." "Bespoken by Springrove, who ordered the cab, of cotU'^c," DESPERATE REMEDIES. 261 said Owen to himself. By the Hght of the street lamp he read these lines, hurriedly traced in pencil : "I have gone home by the mail train. It is better for all parties that I should be out of the way. Tell Cytherea that T apol3gize for having caused her such unnecessary pain, as it seems 1 did. But it cannot be helped now. "E. S." Owen handed his sister into the vehicle, and told the cabman to drive on. "Poor Springrove — I think we have served him rather badly," he said to Cytherea, repeating the words of the note to her. A thrill of pleasure passed through her bosom as she listened to them. They were the genuine reproach of a lover to his mistress ; the trifling coldness of her answer to him would have been noticed by no man who was only a friend. But in enter- taining that sweet thought, she had forgotten herself and her position for the instant. Was she still jNIanston's wife — that was the terrible suppo- sition, and her future seemed still a possible misery to her. For, on account of the late jarring accident, a life with j\Ian- ston, which would otherwise have been only a sadness, must become a burden of unutterable sorrow. Then she thought of the misrepresentation and scandal that would ensue if she were no wife. One cause for thankfulness accompanied the reflection: Edward knew the truth. They soon reached the quiet old inn which had been selected for them by the forethought of the man who loved her well. Here they installed themselves for the night, arranging to go to Creston by the first train the next day. At this hour Edward Springrove was fast approaching his native county on the wheels of the night mail. CHAPTER XI\'. THE EVENTS OF FIVE WEEKS. § I. From tlw sixth to the thirtt-rnth of Janiuiry. Mansion had evidently resolved to do nothing in a hurry. I "his much was plain, that his earnest desire and intention was to rai.se in Cythcrea's bosom no feelings of permanent aversion to him. The instant after the first burst of disappoint- ment had escaped him in the hotel at Southampton, he had seen how far better it would be to lose her presence for a week than her respect forever. "She shall be mine; I will claim the young thing yet," he insisted. And then he seemed to reason over methods for compassing that object, which, to all those who w-ere in any degree acquainted with the recent event, appeared the least likely of possible contingencies. Me returned to Knapwater late the next day, and was pre- paring to call on Miss Aldclyffe, when the conclusion forced it.sclf upon him that nothing would be gained by such a step. No; every action of his should be done openly — even relig- iously. At least he called on the rector, and stated this t.) be his resolve. "Certainly." said Mr. Raunham. "it is best to proceed can- didly an' circumscribing it, a tranquillity began to sprcatl itself thr.^ugh the mind of the maiden, which Graye hoped would be a preface to her complete restoration, .'^hc felt ready and willing to live the whole remainder of her days in the retirement of their present quarters; she began to sing about the house in low tremulous snatches: " — 1 said. If there's peace to bo found in the world, A heart that is humble may hope for it there." §2. The third of March. Her convalescence had arrived at this point on a certain evening toward the end of the winter, when Owen had come in from the building hard by. and was changing his muddy boots for slippers, previously to sitting down to toast and tea. A prolonged tiiough quiet knocking came to the door. The only person who ever knocked at their door in that way was the new vicar, the prime mover in the church building. l)Ut he was that evening dining with the squire. Cytherea was uneasy at the sound — she did not know why, unless it was because her nerves were weakened by the sickness she had undergone. Instead of opening the door she ran out of the room and upstairs. "What nonsense, Cytherea," said her brother, going to the do()rter's face, whose experience had not so schooled his features but that they betrayed a consciousness, to one half-initiated as the other was, that his late proceeding hail been connected with events in the life of the steward. Manston said no more, but. taking his newspaper, followed Owen from the office, and disappeared in the gloom of the street. Edward Springrove was now in London again, and on this same evening before leaving I'roominster, Owen wrote a care- ful letter to him, stating therein all the facts that had come to his knowledge, and begging him. as he valued Cylherea, to make cautious intpiiries. A tall man was standing under the lamp-post, about half a dozen yards above the postoffice, when he dropped the letter into the box. That same night, too, for a reason connected with the rencounter with Owen Graye, the steward entertained the idea of rushing off suddenly to London by the mail train, which left Froominster at ten o'clock. But remembering that letters posted after the hour at which Owen had obtained his informa- tion — whatever that was — could not be delivered in London till Monday morning, he changed his mind and went home to Knapwatcr. Making a confidential explanation to his wife, arrangements were set on foot for his departure by the mail on Sunday night. §3. .^farr/i the eleventh. Starting for church the next morning several mimitcs earlier than was usual with him, the steward intentionally loitered al' hands, like the droppings from a harpy; ("foedissima venlris proluvies. uncaeque manus, et pallida semper ora.") A baby was crying against every chair-leg. the whole family r){ six or seven being small cninigh to be covered by a washing- tub. Mrs. Higgins sat helpless, clothed in a dress which had hooks and eyes in plenty. Init never one opposite the other, thereby retidering the dress almost useless as a screen to the Ix^som. No workbox was visible anywhere. It was a depressing picture of married life among the veiy poor of a city. Only for one short hour in the whole twenty- fo\ir did husband and wife taste genuine happiness. It was in the evening, when, after the sale of some necessary article of '.iniiture. they were under the influence of a bottle of gin. Of all the ingenious and cruel satires that from the begin- ning till now have been stuck like knives into womankind, surely there is not one so lacerating to them, and to us who I n'e them, as the trite old fact, that the most wretched of men can, in the twinkling of an eye. find a wife ready to be more wretched still for the sake of his company. Edward hastened to dispatch his errand. Mrs. Higgins had lately pawned the workbox with other useless articles of lumber, she said. Edward bought the dupli- cate of her, and went downstairs to the pawnbroker's. In the back division of a musty shop, amid the hetero- DESPERATE REMEDIES. 295 geneous collection of articles and odors invariably crowding such places, he produced his ticket, and with a sense of satis- faction out of all proportion to the probable worth of his acquisition, took the box and carried it ofi under his arm. He attempted to lift the cover as he walked, but found it locked. It was dusk when Springrove reached his lodging. En- tering his small sitting-room, the front apartment on the ground floor, he struck a light, and proceeded to learn if any scrap or mark within or upon his purchase rendered it of moment to the business in hand. Breaking open the cover with a small chisel, and lifting the tray, he glanced eagerly beneath, and found — nothing. He next discovered that a pocket or portfolio was formed on the underside of the cover. This he unfastened, and slipping his hand within, found that it really contained some substance. First he pulled out about a dozen tangled silk and cotton threads. Under them were a short household account, a dry moss-rosebud, and an old pair of carte-de-visite photographs. One of these was a likeness of Mrs. Manston — "Eunice" being written under it in ink — the other of Manston himself. He sat down dispirited. This was all the fruit of his task — not a single letter, date, or address of any kind to help him — and was it likely there would be? However, thinking he would send the fragments, such as they were, to Graye, in order to satisfy him that he had done his best so far, he scribbled a line, and put all except the silk and cotton into an envelope. Looking at his watch he found it w^as then twenty minutes to seven ; by affixing an extra stamp he would be enabled to dispatch them by that evening's post. He hastily directed the packet, and ran with it at once to the postoffice at Charing Cross. On his return he took up the workbox again to examine it more leisurely. He then found there was also a small cavity in the tray under the pincushion, which was movable by a bit of ribbon. Lifting this, he uncovered a flattened sprig of myrtle and a small scrap of crumpled paper. The paper contained a verse or two in a man's handwriting. He recognized it as Manston's, having seen notes and bills from him at his father's 296 DESPERATE REMEDIES. house. The stanza was of a comphnientary character, descript- ive of the lady who was now Manston's wife. "EUNICE. "Whoso for hours or lengthy days Shall catch her aspect's changeful rays, Then turn away, can none recall Beyond a galaxy of all In hazy portraiture; Lit by the light of azure eyes Like summer days by summer skies: Her sweet transitions seem to be A kind of pictured melody, And not a set contour. "AE. M." To shake, pull, and ransack the bo.x till he had almost destroyed it was now his natural action. But it contained absolutely nothing more. "Disappointed again." he said, flinging d'lwn the bo.x, the bit of paper, and the withered twig that had lain with it. Yet valueless as the new acquisition was, on second thoughts he considered that it would be worth while to make good the statement in his late note to Graye — that he had sent everything the bo.x contained except the sewing-thread. Thereupon he inclosed the verse and myrtle-twig in another envelope, with a remark that he had overlooked them in his first search, and put it on the table for the next day's post. In his hurry and concentration upon the matter that occu- l)ied him, Springrove on entering his lodgings and obtaining a light had not waited to pull down the blind or close the shutters. Consequently all that he had done had been visible from the street. Rut as on an average not one person in five minutes passed along the quiet pavement at this time of the evening, the discovery of the omission did not much concern his mind. But the real state of the case was, that a tall man had stood against the opposite wall and watched the whole of liis proceed- ing. When Edward came out and went to the Charing Cross postoffice, the man followed him and saw him drop the letter into the box. The stranger did n >t further trouble himself to follow Springrove back to his lodging again. DESPERATE REMEDIES. 297 Manston now knew that there had been photographs of some kind in his wife's workbox, and though he had not been near enough to see them, he guessed whose they were. The least reflection told him to whom they had been sent. He paused a minute under the portico of the postofhce, look- ing at the two or three omnibuses stopping and starting in front of him. Then he rushed along the Strand, through Holywell Street, and on to Old Boswell Court. Kicking aside the shoe- blacks who began to importune him as he passed under the colonnade, he turned up the narrow passage to the publishing- of^ce of the Post-Office Directory. He begged to 1)e allowed to see the Directory of the Southwest counties of England for a moment. The shopman immediately handed down the volume from a shelf, and Manston retired with it to the window-bench. He turned to the county, and then to the parish of Palchurch. At the end of the historical and topographical description of the village he read: "Postmistress — Mrs. Hurston. Letters received at 6:30 a. m. by foot-post from Mundsbury." Returning his thanks, he handed back the book and quitted the office, thence pursuing his way to an obscure coffee-house by the Strand, where he now partook of a light dinner. But rest seemed impossible with him. Some absorbing intention kept his body continually on the move. He paid his bill, took his bag in his hand, and went out to idle about the streets and over the river till the time should have arrived at which the night mail left the Waterloo Station, by which train he intended to return homeward. There exists as it were an outer chamber to the mind, in which, when a man is occupied centrally with the most momentous question of his life, casual and trifling thoughts are just allowed to wander softly for an interval, before being banished altogether. Thus, amid his concentration did Man- ston receive perceptions of the individuals about him in the lively thoroughfare of the Strand: tall men looking insignifi- cant: little men looking great and profound: lost women of miserable repute looking as happy as the days are long: wives, happy by assumption, looking careworn and miserable. Each and all were alike in this one respect, that they followed a solitary trail like the inwoven threads which form a banner, . .s DESPERATE REMEDIES, aiul all were e^iually unconscious of the significant whole they collectively showed forth. At ten o'clock he turned into Lancaster Place, crossed the river, and entered the railway station, where he took his seat in the down mail train, which bore him, and Edward Spring- rove's letter to Grave, far awav from London. CHAPTER XVIL THE EVENTS OF ONE DAY. § I. March the thirteenth. Three to six o'' clock a. m. They entered Mundsbury Station — the next but one to Froo- minster on the London side — in the dead, still time of early morning, the clock over the booking-office pointing to twenty- live minutes to three. Manston lingered on the platform and saw the mail-bags brought out, noticing, as a pertinent pastime, the many shabby blotches of wax from innumerable seals that had been set upon their mouths. The guard took them into a fly, and \f as driven down the road to the postoffice. It was a raw, damp, uncomfortable morning, though, as yet, little rain was falling. Ivlanston drank a mouthful from his flask and w^alked at once away from the station. Avoiding ]\Iundsbury by keeping in a lane which curved about its out- skirts, he pursued his way through the gloom till he stood on the side of the town opposite to the railway station, at a distance from die last house in the street of about two hundred yards. Here the turnpike-road into the country lay, the first part of its course being across a moor. Having surveyed the highway up and down to make sure of its bearing, Manston method- ically set himself to walk backward and forward a stone's throw in each direction. Although the spring was temperate, the time of day, and the condition of suspense in which the steward found himself, caused a sensation of chilliness to pervade his frame in spite of the overcoat he wore. The drizzling rain in- creased, and drops from the trees at the wayside fell noisily upon the hard road beneath them, which reflected from its glassy surface the faint halo of light hanging over the lamps of the adjacent town. 300 DESPERATE REMEDIES. Plere he walked and lingered for tvvo hours, without seeing or hearing a living soul. Then he heard the market-house clock strike five, and soon afterward, quick, hard footsteps smote upon the pavement of the street leading toward him. They were those of the postman for the Palchurch heat. He reached the iKjttom of the street, gave his hags a final hitch-up, stepped ofT the pavement, and struck out for the country with a hrisk shuffle. Manston then turned his hack upon the town, and walked slowly on. In two minutes a flickering light shone upon his form, and the postman overtook him. The new-comer was a short, stooping individual of ah«^»ve five-and-forty. laden on hoth sides witii leather hags large and small, and carrying a little lantern strapped to his hreast, which cast a tiny patch of light upon the road ahead. "A tryen mornen for travelers!" the postman cried, in a cheer- ful voice, without turning his head or slackening his trot. "It is, indeed," said Manston, stepping out abreast of him. "You have a long walk every day." "Yes — a long walk — for though the distance is only sixteen miles on the straight — that is eight to the farthest place and eight back, what with the ins and outs to the gentlemen's houses, d' make two-and-twenty for my legs. Two-and-t\venty miles a day, how many a year? I used to reckon it. but I never do now. I don't care to think o' my wear and tear now, now d' begin to tell upon mc." Thus the conversation was begun, and the postman pro- ceeded to narrate the different strange events that had marked his experience. Manston grew very friendly. "Postman, I don't know what your custom is," he said, after awhile; "but between you and me. I always carry a drop of something warm in my pocket when I am out on such a morning as this. Try it." He handed the bottle of brandy. "If you'll excuse me. please. 1 haven't took no stinunilcnts these five years." " 'Tis never too late to mend." "Against the regulations, I be afraid." "W'lio'll know it?" "That's true — nobody will know it. Still, honesty's the best policy." DESPERATE REMEDIES. 301 "Ah — it is certainly. But, thank God, I've been able to get on without it yet. You'll surely drink with me?" "Really, 'tis a'most too early for that sort o' thing — how- ever, to oblige a friend, 1 don't object to the faintest shadder of a drop." The postman drank, and Manston did the same to a very slight degree. Five minutes later, when they came to a gate, the flask was pulled out again. "Well done!" said the postman, beginning to feel its effect; "but, guide my soul, I be afraid 'twill hardly do !" "Not unless 'tis well followed, like any other line you take up," said Manston. "Besides, there's a way of liking a drop of liquor, and of being good — even religious — at the same time." "Ay, for some thimble-and-button in-and-out fellers; but I could never get into the knack o' it; not I." "Well, you needn't be troubled; it isn't necessary for the higher class of mind to be religious — they have so much com- mon sense that they can risk playing with fire." "That hits me exactly." "In fact, a man I know, who always had no other god but Me, and devoutly loved his neighbor's wife, says now that believing is a mistake." "Well, to be sure ! However, believing in God is a mistake made by very few people, after all." "A true remark." "Not one Christian in our parish would walk half a mile in a rain like this to know whether the Scripture had concluded him under sin or grace." "Nor in mine." "Ah, you may depend upon it they'll do away wi' Providence altogether, afore long, although we've had him over us so many years." "There's no knowing." "And I suppose the Queen will be done away wi' then. A pretty concern that'll be! Nobody's head to put on your letters; and then your honest man who do pay his penny will never be known from your scamp who don't. Oh, 'tis a nation!" "Warm the cockles of your heart, however. Here's the bottle waiting." "I'll oblige you, my friend." The drinking was repeated. The postman grew livelier as 20 302 DESPERATE REMEDIES. he went on, and at Icn^'lh favored the steward with a song, Manston himself joining in the chonis. "He flung his mallet against the wall, Said. 'The Lord make churches and chapels to fall. And there'll be work for tradesmen all!' When Joan's ale was new, My boys. When Joan's ale was new." "You understand, friend," the postman added, "I was origi- nally a mason by trade: no offense to you if you be a parson?" "None at all," said Manston. The rain now came down heavily, but they pursued their path with alacrity, the produce of the several fields bctw-cn which the lane wended its way being indicated by the pecuhar character of the sound emitted by the falling drops. Some- times a soaking hiss proclaimed that they were passing by a pasture, then a patter would show that the rain fell upon some large-leafed root crop, then a paddling plash announced the naked arable, the low sound of the wind in their ears rising and falling with each pace they took. Besides the small private bags of the county families, which were all locked, the postman bore the large general budget for the remaining inhabitants along his beat. At each village or hamlet they came to the postman searched for the packet of letters destined for that jilace, and thrust it into an ordinary letter-hole cut in the door of the receiver's cottage — the village postoffices being mostly kept by old women, who had not yet risen, though lights moving in other cottage windows showed that such people as carters, woodmen, and stablemen had long been stirring. The postman had by this time become markedly unsteady, but he still continued to be too conscious of his duties to suffer the steward to search the bag. Manston was perplexed, and at lonely points in the road cast his eyes keenly upon the short bowed figure of the man trotting through the mud by his side, as if he were half inclined to run a very great risk indeed. It frequently hai>pened that the houses of farmers, clergy- men, etc., lay a short distance up or down a lane or path branching fn^n the direct track of the postman's journey. To DESPERATE REMEDIES. 303 save time and distance, at the point of junction of some of these lanes with the main one, the gate-post was hollowed out to form a letter-box, in which the postman deposited his missives in the morning-, looking in the box again in the evening to col- lect those placed there for the return post. Palchurch Vicarage and Farmstead, lying apart from the village, were unitedly served on this principle. This fact the steward now learned by conversing with the postman, and the discovery relieved Man- sion greatly, making his intentions much clearer to himself than they had been in the earlier stages of his journey. They had reached the outskirts of the village. Manston in- sisted upon the flask being emptied before they proceeded farther. This was done, and they ascended the sandy hill from which branched the lane leading to the church, the vicarage, and the farm-house in which Owen and Cytherea were living. The postman paused, fumbled in his bag, took out by the light of his lantern some half-dozen letters, and tried to sort them. He could not perform the task. ''\\"e be crippled disciples a b'lieve," he said, with a sigh and a stagger. "Not drunk, but market-merry," said Manston cheerfully. "Well done! If I ben't so weak that I can't see the clouds — much less letters. Guide my soul, if so be anybody should tell the queen's postmaster-general of me! The whole story will have to go through Parliament House, and I shall be high-treasoned — as safe as houses — and be fined, and who'll pay for a poor martel ! Oh, 'tis a world !" "Trust in the Lord — he'll pay." "He pay a b'lieve! why should he when he didn't drink the drink, and the devil's a friend o' them who did? He pay a b'lieve! D'ye think the man's a fool?" "Well, well, I had no intention of hurting your feelings — but how was I to know you were so sensitive?" "True — you were not to know I was so sensitive. Here's a caddie wi' these letters! Guide my soul, what will Billy do!" Manston offered his services. "They are to be divided," the man said. "How?" said Manston. "These, for the village, to be carried on into it: any for the vicarage or vicarage-farm must be left in the box of the gate- post just here. There's none for the vicarage-house this morn- 20 304 DESPERATE REMEDIES. en, but I saw when I started there was one for the clerk o' works at the new church. Tliis is it, isn't it?" He held up a lar^e envelope, directed in Edward Spring- rove's handwriting:, "Mr. Owen Grave, "Clerk of Works, "Palchurch. "Near Mundsbury." The letter-box was scooped in an oak p^ate-post about a foot square. There was no slit for inserting the letters, by reason of the opportunity such a lonely spot would have afforded mischievous peasant-boys of floing mischief had such been the case; but at the side was a small iron door, kept close by an iron reversible strap locked across it. One side of this strap was painted black, the other white, and white or black outward implied respectively that there were letters inside or none. The postman had taken the key from his pocket and was attempting to insert it in the keyhole of the box. He touched one side, the other, above, below, but never made a straight hit. "Let me unlock it." said Manston, taking the key from the postman. He opened the box and reached out with his other hand for Owen's letter. "Xo, no. Oh. no — no." the postman said. "As — one — of — ■ Majesty's servants — care — Majesty's mails — duty — put letters — own hands." He slowly and solemnly placed the letter in the small cavity. "Now lock it." he said, closing the door. The steward placed the l)ar across, with the black side out- ward, signifying "empty," and turned the key. "You've put the wrong side outward!" said the postman. " 'Tisn't empty." "And dropped the key in the nuid. so that T can't alter it." said the steward, letting something fall. "What an awkward thing!" "It is an awkward thing." They both went searching in the mud. which their own trampling had reduced to the consistency of pap. the postman DESPERATE REMEDIES, 305 unstrapping his little lantern from his breast, and thrusting it about, close to the ground, the rain still drizzling down, and the dawn so tardy on account of the heavy clouds that dayliglit seemed delayed indefinitely. The rays of the lantern were ren- dered individually visible upon the thick mist, and seemed almost tangible as they passed off into it, after illuminating the faces and knees of the two stooping figvuxs dripping wath wet ; the postman's cape and private bags, and the steward's valise, glistening as if they had l3een varnished. "It fell on the grass," said the postman. "No: it fell in the mud," said Manston. They searched again. "I'm afraid we shan't find it by this light," said the steward at length, washing his muddy fingers in the wet grass of the bank. "I'm afraid we shan't," said the other, standing up. "I'll tell you what we had better do," said Manston, "I shall be back this way in an hour or so, and since it was all my fault, I'll look again, and shall be sure to find it in the daylight. And I'll hide the key here for you." He pointed to a spot behind the post. "It will be too late to turn the index then, as the people wall have been here, so that the box had better stay as it is. The letter will only be delayed a day, and that will not be noticed: if it is, you can say you placed the iron the wrong way without knowing it, and all will be well." This was agreed to by the postman as the best thing to be done under the circumstances, and the pair went on. They had passed the village and come to a cross-road, when the steward, telling his companion that their paths now diverged, turned off to the left toward Froominster. No sooner was the postman out of sight and hearing than IManston stalked back to the vicarage letter-box by keeping inside a fence, and thus avoiding the village; arrived here, he took the key from his pocket, where it had been concealed all the time, and abstracted Owen's letter. This done he turned toward home, by the help of what he carried in his valise ad- justing himself to his ordinary appearance as he neared the quarter in which he \Aas known. An hour and a half's sharp walking brought him to his own door in Knapwater Park, DESPERATE REMEDIES. § 2. Eiji^ht o'clock a. m. Seated in his private office he wetted the flap of the stolen letter and waited patiently till the adhesive gum could be loosened. lie took out luiward's note, the accounts, the rose- hud, and the photog^raphs, regardinj^ them with the keenest interest and anxiety. The note, the accounts, the rosebud, and his own photo- graph he restored to their places again. The other i)hotograph he took between his finger and thumb, and held it toward the bars of the grate. There he held it for half a minute or more, meditating. "It is a great risk t(5 run, even for such an end," he muttered. Suddenly, impregnated with a bright idea, he jumped up and left the office for the front parlor. Taking up an album of por- traits, which lay on the table, he searched for three or four likenesses of the lady who had so lately displaced Cytherea. which were interspersed among the rest of the collection, and carefully regarded them. They were taken in different attitudes and styles, and he compared each singly with that he held in his hand. One of them, the one m)st resembling that abstracted from the letter in general tone. size, and attitude, he selected from the rest, and returned with it to his office. Pouring some water into a plate, he set the two portraits afloat upon it, and sitting down tried to read. At the end of a quarter of an hour, after several ineffectual attempts, he found that each photograph would peel from the card on which it was mounted. This done, he threw into the fire the original likeness and the recent card, stuck upon the original card the recent likeness from the album, dried it before the fire, and placed it in the envelope with the other scraps. The result he had obtained, then, was this: in the envelope were now two photographs, both having the same photog- rapher's name <>n the back and consecutive numbers attached. .•\t the bottom of the one which showed his own likeness, his own name was written down; on the other his wife's name was written; while the central feature, and whole matter to which this latter card and writing referred, the likeness of a ladv rir.unted upon it. had bf^cn changed. .Mrs. Manston entered t!ie room, and begged him to come to DESPERATE REMEDIES. 307 breakfast. He followed her, and they sat down. During the meal he told her what he had done, with scrupulous regard to every detail, and showed her the result. "It is indeed a great risk to run," she said, sipping her tea. "But it would be a greater not to do it." "Yes." The envelope was again fastened up as before, and Manston put it in his pocket and went out. Shortly afterward he was seen on horseback riding in a direction skirting Froominster and toward Palchurch. Keeping to the fields, as well as he could, for the greater part of the way, he dropped into the road by the vicarage letter-box, and looking carefully about to ascertain that no person was near, he restored the letter to its nook, placed the key in its hiding-place, as he had promised the postman, and again rode homeward by a roundabout way. § 3. Afternoon. The letter was brought to Owen Graye the same afternoon by one of the vicar's servants, wdio had been to the box with a duplicate key, as usual, to leave letters for the evening post. The man found that the index had told falsely that morning for the first time within his recollection; but no particular attention was paicj to the mistake, as it was considered. The contents of the envelope were scrutinized by Owen and flung aside as useless. The next morning brought Springrove's second letter, the existence of which was unknown to Manston. The sight of Edward's handwriting again raised the expectations of brother and sister, till Owen had opened the envelope and pulled out the twig and verse. "Nothing that's of the slightest use after all." he said to her; "we are as far as ever from the merest shadow of legal proof that would convict him of what I am morally certain he did, marry you, suspecting, if not knowing, her to be alive all the time." "What has Edward sent?" said Cytherea. "An old amatory verse in Manston's writing. Fancy," he said bitterly, "this is the strain he addressed her in when they were courting — as he did you, I suppose." 308 DESPKKATE REMEDIES. He liancltd her the verse and she read: '• EUNICE. " 'Whoso for hours or lengthy days Shall catch her aspect's chanpfful rays, Then turn away, can none recall Beyond a galaxy of all In hazy portraiture; Lit by the light of azure eyes, Like summer days by summer skies, Her sweet transitions seem to be A kind of pictured melody, And not aset contour. " 'AE. M.' " A strang-e expression had overspread Cytherea's counte- nance. It rapidly increased to the most death-hke anguish. Slie flung down the paper, seized Owen's hand trembhngly, and covered her face. "Cytherea! What is it, for heaven's sake?" "Owen — suppose — oh, vou don't know what I think." "What?" " 'The light of azure eyes,' " she repeated, with ashy lips. "Well, 'tlie light of azure eyes?' " he said, astounded at her manner. "Mrs. Morris said in her letter to me that her eyes are black!" "H'm. Mrs. M'jrris must have made a mistake — nothing likelier." "She didn't." "They might be cither in this photograph," said Owen, look- ing at the card bearing Mrs. Man.ston's name. "VAuc eyes would scarcely photograph so deep in tone as that." said Cytherea. "Xo, they seem black here, certainly." "Well, then, Manston must have blundered in writing his verses." "But could he? Say a man in love may forget his own name, but tint that he forgets the color of his mistress' eyes. Besides, she would have seen the mistake when she read them, and have had '"t corrected." "That's true, she would," mused Owen. "Then, Cytherea, it coiTics to tliis — you nuist have been misinformed by Mrs. Morris, since there is no other alternative." "I suppose 1 nuist." DESPERATE REMEDIES. 309 Her looks belied her words. "What makes you so strange — ill?" said Owen again. "I can't believe Mrs. Morris wrong." "But look at this, Cytherea. If it is clear to us that the woman had blue eyes two years ago, she must have blue eyes now, whatever Mrs. Morris or anybody else may fancy. Any one would think that Manston could change the color of a woman's eyes to hear you." "Yes," she said, and paused. "You say yes, as if he could," said Owen impatiently. "By changing the woman herself," she exclaimed. "Owen, don't you see the horrid — what I dread? — that the woman he lives with is not Mrs. IManston — that she was burned after all —and that I am HIS WIFE!" She tried to support a stoicism under the weight of this new- trouble, but no! The unexpected revulsion of ideas was so overwhelming that she crept to him and leaned against his breast. Before reflecting any further upon the subject Graye led her upstairs and got her to lie down. Then he went to the window and stared out of it up the lane, vainly endeavoring to come to some conclusion upon the fantastic enigma that confronted him. Cytherea's new view seemed incredible, yet it had such a hold upon her that it would be necessary to clear it away by positive proof before contemplation of her fear should have preyed too deeply upon her. "Cytherea," he said, "this will not do. You must stay here alone all the afternoon while I go to Carriford. I shall know all when I return." "No, no, don't go !" she implored. "Soon, then, not directly." He saw her subtle reasoning — that it was folly to be wise. Reflection still convinced him that good would come of persevering in his intention and dispelling his sister's idle fears. Anything was better than this absurd doubt in her mind. But he resolved to wait till Sunday, the first day on which he might reckon upon seeing Mrs. Manston without suspicion. In the meantime he wrote to Edward Springrove requesting him to go again to Mrs. Manston's former lodging. CHAPTER Win. THE EVENTS OF THREE DAYS. § I. JL:rc-/i //i<- (-/[i^/i/ct-fif/i. Sunday morniiii;- had come, and Owen was trudj^inc: over tlie six miles of hill and dale that lav between Palchurch and Carri- ford. Edward Springrove's answer to the last letter, after express- in