THE LIBRARY OF THE UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA GIFT OF JANE K. SATHER - THE SLAVE: OR MEMOIRS OF ARCHY MOORE. Leave wringing of your hands ; Peace ; sit you down $ And let me wring your heart ; for so I shall, If it be made of penetrable stuff; If damned custom hath not brazed it so, That it be proof and bulwark against sense. HAMLET. SEVENTH EDITION. TWO VOLUMES IN ONE VOL. I. BOSTON: PUBLISHED BY BELA MARSH, No. 25 CORNHILL. 1848. Entered according to act of Congress, in the year 1840, BY RICHARD HILDRETH, In the Clerk s Office of the District Court of Massachusetts. P : H^Ss- ADVERTISEMENT. IT is unnecessary to detain the reader, with a narrative of the somewhat singular manner in which the MS. of the follow ing Memoirs came into my possession. It is sufficient for me to say, that I received it, with an injunction to make it public an injunction which I have not felt myself at liberty to disobey. I would not be understood, however, as implicitly adopting all the writer s feelings and sentiments ; for it must be confessed that he sometimes expresses himself with a force and freedom, which by many will be thought extravagant. Yet, if I am not greatly mistaken, he preserves throughout, a moderation, a calmness, and a magnanimity, which have never yet been dis played upon the other side of the question ; and laying entirely out of account the writer s personal grievances, I do not know how it is possible to be over zealous in a cause so just as that in which he pleads. As lo the conduct of the writer, as described by himself, there are several occasions upon which it is impossible to approve it. But he has written Memoirs, not an apology, nor a vindication. No man who writes his own life, will gain much credit, by painting himself as faultless ; and few can have stronger claims to indulgence than Archy Moore. THE EDITOR. MEMOIRS. CHAPTER I. YE who would know what evils man can inflict upon his fellcw without reluctance, hesitation, or regret ; ye who would learn the limit of human endurance, and with what bitter anguish and indignant hate, the heart may swell, and yet not burst, peruse these Memoirs ! Mine are no silken sorrows, nor sentimental sufferings ; but that stern reality of actual woe, the story of which, may perhaps touch even some of those, who are every day themselves the authors of misery the same that I en dured. For however the practice of tyranny may have deadened every better emotion, and the prejudices of edu cation and interest may have hardened the heart, humanity will still extort an involuntary tribute ; and men will grow uneasy at hearing of those deeds, of which the doing does not cost them a moment s inquietude. Should 1 accomplish no more than this ; should I be able, through the triple steel with which the love of money and the lust of domination has encircled it, to reach one bosom, let the story of my wrongs summon up, in the mind of a single oppressor, the dark and dreaded images of his own misdeeds, and teach his conscience how to tor ture him with the picture of himself, and I shall be content. Next to the tears and the exultations of the emancipated, the remorse of tyrants is the choicest offering upon the al tar of liberty ! 1* 6 MEMOIRS OF But perhaps something more may be possible ; not likely but to be imagined and it may be, even faintly to be hoped. Perhaps within some youthful breast, in which the evil spirits of avarice and tyranny have as yet failed to gain unlimited control, I may be able to rekindle the smothered and expiring embers of humanity. Spite of habits and prejudices inculcated and fostered from his ear liest childhood, spite of the enticements of wealth and political distinction, and the still stronger enticements of indolence and ease, spite of the pratings of hollow-hearted priests, spite of the arguments of time-serving sophists, spite of the hesitation and terrors of the weak-spirited and wavering ; in spite of evil precept and evil example, he dares that generous and heroic youth ! to cherish and avow the feelings of a man. Another Saul among the prophets, he prophesies terrible things in the ear of insolent and luxurious tyranny ; in the midst of tyrants he dares to preach the good tidings of liberty ; in the very school of oppression, he stands boldly forth the advocate of human rights ! He breaks down the ramparts of prejudice ; he dissi pates the illusions of avarice and pride; he repeals the enactments, which though wanting every feature of justice, have sacrilegiously usurped the sacred form of law ! He snatches the whip from the hand of the master ; he breaks forever the fetter of the slave ! In place of r p l"cfant toil, drudging for another, he brings in smiling industry to "labor for herself! All nature seems 1 to exult in the change ! The earth, no longer made barren by the tears and the blood of her children, pours forth her treasures with redoubled liberality. Existence ceases to be torture ; and to live is no longer to millions, the certainty of being miserable. Chosen Instrument of Mercy ! Illustrious Deliverer ! Come ! come quickly ! Come ! lest, if thy coming be delayed, there come in thy place, he who will be at once, DELIVERER and AVENGER! ARCHY MOORE. CHAPTER II. THE county in which I was born, was then, and for aught I know, may still be one of the richest and most populous in eastern Virginia. My father, colonel Charles Moore, was the head of one of the most considerable and influential families in that part of the country ; and family, however little weight it may have in other parts of Ameri ca, at the time I was born, was a thing of no slight conse quence in lower Virginia. Nature and education had combined to qualify colonel Moore to fill with credit, the station in which his birth had placed him. He was a finished aristocrat ; and such he showed himself in every word, look and action. There was in his bearing, a con scious superiority which few could resist, softened and ren dered even agreeable by a gentleness and suavity, which flattered, pleased and captivated. In fact, he was familiarly spoken of among his friends and neighbors, as the faultless pattern of a true Virginian gentleman an encomium by which they supposed themselves to convey, in the most emphatic manner, the highest possible praise. When the war of the American Revolution broke out, colonel Moore was a very young man. By birth and edu cation, he belonged, as I have said, to the aristocratic party, which being aristocratic, was of course, conservative. But, the impulses of youth and patriotism were too strong to be resisted. He espoused with zeal, the cause of liberty, and by his political activity and influence, contributed not a little to its success. Of liberty indeed, he was always a warm and energetic admirer. Among my earliest recollections of him, is the earnestness with which, among his friends and guests, he used to vindicate the cause of the Frencli revolution, then going on. Of that revolution, throughout its whole prog ress, he was a most eloquent advocate and apologist ; and though I understood little or nothing of what he said, the spirit and eloquence with which he spoke could not fail to affect me. The rights of man, and the rights of human MEMOIRS OF nature were phrases, which, although at that time, I was quite unconscious of their meaning, I heard so often re peated, that they made an indelible impression upon my memory, and in after years, frequently recurred to my recollection. But colonel Moore was not a mere talker ; he had the credit of acting up to his principles, and was universally regarded as a man of the greatest good nature, honor and uprightness. Several promising young men, who after wards rose to eminence, were indebted for their first start in life, to his patronage and assistance. He settled half the differences in the county, and never seemed so well pleased as when by preventing a lawsuit or a duel, he hindered an accidental and perhaps trifling dispute from degenerating into a bitter, if not a fatal quarrel. The tenderness of his heart, his ready, active benevolence, and his sympathy with misfortune, were traits in his character spoken of by every body. Had I been allowed to choose my own paternity, could I possibly have selected a more desirable father ? But by the laws and customs of Virginia, it is not the father but the mother, whose rank and condition determine that of the child ; and alas ! my mother was a concubine, and a slave ! Yet those who beheld her for the first time, would hardly have imagined, or would willingly have forgotten, that she was connected with an ignoble and degraded race. Humble as her station might be, she could at least boast possession of the most brilliant beauty. The trace of African blood, by which her veins were contaminated, was distinctly visi ble ; but the tint which it imparted to her complexion only served to give a peculiar richness to the blush that mantled over her cheek. Her long black hair, which she under stood how to arrange with an artful simplicity, and the flash ing of her dark eyes, which changed their expression with every change of feeling, corresponded exactly to her com plexion, and completed a picture which might perhaps be matched in Spain or Italy, but for which, it would be in vain to seek a rival among the pale-faced and languid beau ties of eastern Virginia. AilCH X MOORE. 9 I describe her more like a lover than a son. But in truth, her beauty was so uncommon, as to draw my atten tion while I was yet a child ; and many an hour have I watched her, almost with a lover s earnestness, while she fondled me on her lap, and tears and smiles chased each other alternately over a face, the expression of which was ever changing, yet always beautiful. She was the most affectionate of mothers ; the mixture of tenderness, grief and pleasure, with which she always seemed to regard me. gave a new vivacity to her beauty ; and it was probably this, which so early and so strongly fixed my attention. But I was very far from being her only admirer. Her beauty was notorious through all that part of the country ; and colonel Moore had been frequently tempted to sell her by the offer of very high prices. All such offers however, he had steadily rejected ; for he especially prided himself upon owning the swiftest horse, the handsomest wench, and the finest pack of hounds in the " Ancient Dominion." Now it may seem odd to some people, in some parts of the world, that colonel Moore being such a man as I have described him, should keep a mistress and be the father of illegitimate children. Such persons however, must be totally ignorant of the state of things in the slave-holding states of America. Colonel Moore was married to an amiable woman, whom. I dare say, he loved and respected ; and in the course of time, she made him the happy father of two sons and as many daughters. This circumstance however, did not hinder him, any more than it does any other American planter, from giving, in the mean time, a very free indul gence to his amorous temperament among his numerous slaves at Spring-Meadow, for so his estate was called. Many of the young women occasionally boasted of his attentions ; though generally, at any one time, he did not have more than one or two acknowledged favorites. My mother was for several years, distinguished by colone! Moore s very particular regard ; and she brought him no less than six children, all of whom, except myself, who was the eldest, were lucky enough to die in infancy. From my mother I inherited some imperceptible portion 10 MEMOIRS OF of African blood, and with it, the base and cursed condition of a slave. But though born a slave, I inherited all my father s proud spirit, sensitive feelings and ardent tempera ment; and as regards natural endowments, whether of mind or body, I am bold to assert, that he had more reason to be proud of me than of either of his legitimate and ac knowledged sons. CHAPTER III. THAT education is the most effectual, which commences earliest a maxim well understood in that part of the world in which it was my misfortune to be born. As it sometimes happens there, that one half of a man s children are born masters and the other half slaves, it has become sufficiently obvious how necessary it is, to begin, by times, the course of discipline proper to train them up for these very different situations. It is, accordingly, the general custom, that young master, almost from the hour of his birth, has allotted to him, some little slave near his own age, upon whom he begins, from the time he can go alone, to practise his apprenticeship of tyranny. It so happened that within less than a year after my birth, colonel Moore s wife pre sented him with her second son, James ; and while we both slept unconscious in our cradles,^ I was duly assigned over and appointed to be the body-servant of my younger brother. It is in this capacity, of master James s boy, that following back the traces of memory, I first discover myself. The natural and usual consequences of giving one child absolute authority over another, may be easily imagined. The love of domination is perhaps the strongest of our pas sions, and it is surprising how soon the veriest child will become perfect in the practice of tyranny. Of this, colonel Moore s eldest son, William, or master William, as he was called at Spring-Meadow, was a striking instance. He was the terror and bugbear, not only of Joe, his own boy, but of all the children on the place. That unthinking and irrational delight in the exercise of cruelty, which is some- ARCHY MOORE. 1 1 times displayed by a wayward child, seemed in him, almost a passion ; and this passion, by perpetual indulgence, was soon fostered into a habit. When any delinquent slave was to be punished, he contrived if possible to find it out, and to be present at the infliction ; so that he soon became an adept in all the horrible practices and disgusting slang of an overseer. He always went armed with a whip, twice as long as himself, and upon the least opposition to his whims and caprices, was ready to show his skill in the use of it. All this he took some little pains to conceal from his father ; who however, was pretty careful not to see what he could, by no means, approve, but what, at the same time indul gent father as he was he would have found it very difficult to prevent or to cure. Master James, to whose service, I was particularly ap pointed, was a very different boy. Sickly and weak from his birth, his temper was gentle and his mind effeminate. He had an affectionate disposition, and soon conceived a fondness for me, which I very thankfully returned. He protected me from the tyranny of master William by his entreaties, his tears, and what had much more weight with that amiable youth, by threats of complaining to his father, and making a complete exposure of his brutal and cruel behavior. I soon learned to put up with and to pardon, an occa sional pettishness and ill humor, for which master James s bad health furnished a ready excuse ; and by flattery and apparent obsequiousness, for a child learns and practises such arts as readily as a man, I presently came to have a great influence over him. He was the master, and I the slave ; but while we were both children, this artificial dis tinction had less potency, and I found little difficulty in maintaining that actual pre-eminence, to which my superior vigor both of body and mind, so justly entitled me. When master James had reached the age of five years, it was judged expedient by his father, that he should be initia ted into the rudiments of learning. To learn the letters was a laborious undertaking enough, but for putting them into words, my young master seemed to have no genius what ever. He was not destitute of ambition ; he was indeed 12 MEMOIRS OF very desirous to learn ; it was the ability, not the incli nation that was wanting. In this difficulty, he had recourse to me, who was on all occasions, his chief coun sellor. By putting our heads together, we soon hit upon a plan. My memory was remarkably good, while that of my poor little master was very miserable. We arranged therefore, that the family tutor should first teach me the letters and the abs, which my strong memory, we thought, would enable me easily to retain, and which I was gradu ally, and between plays, as opportunity served, to instill into the mind of master James. This plan we found to an swer admirably. Neither the tutor nor colonel Moore made any objection to it ; for all that colonel Moore desired was, that his son should learn to read ; and the tutor was very willing to shift off the most laborious part of his task upon my shoulders. As yet, no one had dreamed of those barbarous and de testable laws unparalleled in any other codes, and destined to be the everlasting disgrace of America by which it has been made a crime, punishable with fine and imprisonment, to teach a slave to read. It is not enough that custom and the proud scorn of unfeeling tyranny unite to keep the slave in hopeless and helpless ignorance, but the laws too have openly become a party to this accursed conspiracy ! Yes, I believe they would tear out our very eyes, and that too by virtue of a regularly enacted statute had they ingenuity enough to invent a way of enabling us to drudge and delve without them ! I soon learned to read, and before long, I made master James almost as good a reader as my^cif. As he was sub ject to frequent fits of illness, which confined him to the house, and disabled him from indulging in those active sports to which boys are chiefly devoted, his father obtained for him a large collection of books adapted to his age, which he and I used to read over together, and in which we took great delight. In the further progress of my young master s studies I was still his associate ; for though the plan of teaching me first, in order that I might afterwards teach him, was pur- ARCHY MOORE. 13 sued no longer, yet as I bad a desire to learn, as well as a quick apprehension, 1 found no difficulty in extracting every day from master James, the substance of his lessons. In deed, if there was any difficulty in them, he was in the constant habit of appealing to me for assistance. In this way, I acquired some elementary knowledge of arithmetic and geography, and even a smattering of latin. These acquisitions however, I took great pains to con ceal, since even the fact that I could read, though it in creased my consequence among the servants, exposed me to a good deal of ridicule to which I was very sensitive. I was not looked upon, as I suppose they now look upon a slave, who knows how to read and who exhibits some marks of sense and ability, as a dreadful monster breathing war and rebellion, and plotting to cut the throats of all the good people in America ; I was regarded rather as a sort of prodigy like a three legged hen, or a sheep with four eyes ; a thing to be produced and exhibited for the enter tainment of strangers. Frequently at a dinner party, after the Madeira had circulated pretty freely, I was set to read paragraphs in the newspapers, to amuse my masters tipsy guests, and was puzzled, perplexed and tormented, by all sorts of absurd, ridiculous, and impertinent questions, which 1 was obliged to answer under penalty of having a wine 4 lass, a bottle, or a plate flung at my head. Master William especially, as he was prevented from using his whip upon me, as freely as he wished, strove to indemnify himself by making me the butt of his wit. He took great pride in the nick-name of the " learned nigger," which he had invented and always applied to me; though God knows, that my cheek was little less fair than his, and 1 cannot help hoping that at least, my soul was whiter. These, it may be thought, were trifling vexations. In truth they were so ; but it cost me many a struggle before I could learn to endure them with any tolerable patience. I was compensated in some measure, by the pleasure I took in listening, as I stood behind my master s chair, to the con versation of the company, I mean their conversation before they set regularly in to drinking ; for every dinner party was sure to wind up with a general frolic. 2 14 MEMOIRS OF Colonel Moore kept an open house, and almost every day, he had some of his friends, relatives, or neighbors, at his table. He was himself an eloquent and most agreeable talker ; his voice was soft and musical, and he always ex pressed himself with a great deal of point and vivacity. Many of his guests were well informed men ; and though politics was always the leading topic of conversation, a great variety of other subjects were occasionally discussed. Colo nel Moore, as I have already observed, was himself a warm democrat republican was then the phrase for democrat, however fond the Americans have since become of the name, was at that time regarded as an epithet of reproach. The greater part of those who frequented colonel Moore s house, entertained the same liberal opinions on political sub jects. I listened to their conversation with eagerness and pleasure ; and when I heard them talk of equal rights, and declaim against tyranny and oppression, my heart would swell with emotions of which I scarcely understood the meaning. All this time, I made no personal application of what I heard and felt. It was only the abstract beauty of liberty and equality, of which I had learned to be enam ored. It was the French republicans with whom I sympa thized ; it was the Austrian and English tyrants against whom my indignation was roused ; it was John Adams and his atrocious gag law. I had not yet learned to think about myself. What I saw around me I had always been accus tomed to see, and it appeared as it were, the fixed order of nature. Though born a slave, I had, as yet, experienced scarcely any thing of the miseries of that wretched condi tion. I was singularly fortunate in my young master, to whom I was, in many respects, as much a companion as a servant. By his favor, and through means of my mother. who still continued a favorite with colonel Moore, I enjoyed more indulgences than any other servant on the place. Comparing my situation with that of the field hand?, I might pronounce myself fortunate indeed ; and though ex posed to occasional mortifications, enough to give me already a foretaste of the bitter cup which every one who lives a slave must swallow, my youth and the buoyant vivacity of my temper as yet sustained me. ARCHY MOORE. 15 At this time, I did not know that colonel Moore was my father. That gentleman was indebted for no inconsider able part of his high reputation, to a very strict attention to those conventional observances which so often usurp the place of morals. Some observances of this sort, which pre vail in America, are sufficiently remarkable. It is consid ered for instance, no crime whatever, for a master to be, if he chooses, the father of every infant slave born upon his planta tion. Yet it is esteemed a very grave breach of propriety, indeed almost an unpardonable crime, for such a father ever, in any way, to acknowledge or take any notice, of any of his unfortunate children. Imperious custom demands that he should treat them, in every respect, like his other slaves. If he drive them into the field to labor, if he sell them at auction to the highest bidder, it is all well. But if he audaciously undertake to exhibit towards them, in any way, the slightest indication of paternal tenderness, he may be sure that his character will be assailed by the tongue of universal slander ; that his every weak point and unjustifi able action will be carefully sought out, malignantly magni fied, and ostentatiously exposed ; that he will be compelled to run a sort of moral gantlet, and will be represented among all the better sort of people, as every thing that is infamous, base and contemptible. Colonel Moore was far too wise a man, to entertain the slightest idea of exposing himself to any thing of that sort. He had always kept the best society, and though he might be a democrat in politics, he was certainly very much of an aristocrat and an exclusive in his feelings. Of course, he had the same sort .of indescribable horror, at the thought of violating any of the settled proprieties of the society in which he moved, that a modern belle has of cotton lace, or a modern dandy of an iron fork. This being the case, nobody will wonder so far at least as colonel Moore had any control over the matter that I was still ignorant who my father was. But though a secret to me, it certainly was not so to colonel Moore s friends and visitors. If nothing else had betrayed it, the striking resemblance between us, would 16 MEMOIRS OF certainly have done so ; and although that same regard 10 propriety, which prevented colonel Moore from ever no ticing the relationship, also tied up the tongues of his guests, yet, after I had learned the secret, there immediately oc curred to my mind the true explanation of certain sly jests and distant allusions, which had sometimes been dropped towards the end of a dinner, by some of those guests whom deep potations had inspired at once with wit and veracity. These brilliancies, of which I had never been able to under stand the meaning, were always ill received by colonel Moore, and by all the soberer part of the company, and were frequently followed by a command to me and the other servants to quit the room ; but why or wherefore, till I became possessed of the key above mentioned, I was always at a great loss to determine. The secret which my father did not choose, and which my mother did not dare to communicate, I might easily have obtained from my fellow servants. But at this time, like most of the lighter complexioned slaves, I felt a sort of contempt for my duskier brothers in misfortune. I kept myself as much as possible, at a distance from them, and scorned to associate with men a little darker than myself. So ready are slaves to imbibe all the ridiculous prejudices of their oppressors, and themselves to add new links to the chain, which deprives them of their liberty ! But let me do my father justice ; for I do not believe that he was totally destitute of a father s feelings. Though he never made the slightest acknowledgment of the claims which I had upon him, yet I am sure, in his own heart, he did not totally deny their validity. There was a tone of good natured indulgence whenever he spoke to me, an air of kindness, which though he always had it, seemed toward me, to have in it something peculiar. At any rate, he suc ceeded in captivating my affections ; for though I regarded him only as my master, I loved him very sincerely ARCHY MOORE. 17 CHAPTER IV. I WAS about seventeen years old, when my mother was attacked by a fever, which proved fatal to her. She early had a presentiment of her fate ; and before the disorder had made any great progress, she sent me word that she desired to see me. I found her in bed. She begged the woman who nursed her, to leave us together, and bade me sit down by her bed-side. Having told me that she feared she was going to die, she could not think it kind to me, she said, to leave the world, without first telling me a secret, which possibly, I might find hereafter of some consequence. I begged her to go on, and waited with impatience for the promised information. She began with a short account of her own life. Her mother was a slave ; her father was a certain colonel Randolph a scion of one of the great Vir ginian families. She had been raised as a lady s maid, and on the marriage of colonel Moore, had been purchased by him and presented to his wife. She was then quite a girl. As she grew older and her beauty became more noticeable, she found much favor in the eyes of her master. She had a neat little house, with a double set of rooms an arrange ment, as much for colonel Moore s convenience as her own ; and though some light tasks of needle-work were sometimes required of her, yet as nobody chose to quarrel with mas ter s favorite, she lived, henceforward, a very careless, indolent, but as she told me, a very unhappy life. For a part of this unhappiness she was indebted to her self. The air of superiority she assumed in her intercourse with the other servants, made them all hate her, and induced them to improve eveiy opportunity of vexing and mortifying her ; and to all sorts of feminine mortifications she w r as as sensitive as any belle that ever existed. But though vain of her beauty and her master s favor, she was not ill-tempered ; and the foolish pride from which she suffered, sprung in her, as a similar feeling did in me, from a groundless, though common prejudice. Indeed our situation was so superior to that of most of the other slaves, that we naturally imagined 2* 18 MEMOIRS OF ourselves, in some sort, a superior race. It was doubtless under the influence of this feeling, that my mother, having told me who my father was, observed with a smile and a self-complacent air, which even the tremors of her fever did not prevent from being apparent, that both on the father s and the mother s side, I had running in my veins, the best blood of Virginia the blood, she added, of the Moores and the Randolphs ! Alas ! she did not seem to recollect that though I might count all the nobles of Virginia among my ancestors, one drop of blood imported from Africa though that too, might be the blood of kings and chieftains, would be enough to taint the whole pedigree, and to condemn me to perpetual slavery, even in the house of my own father ! The information which my mother communicated, made little impression upon me at the* moment. My principal anxiety was for her ; for she had always been the tenderest and most affectionate of parents. The progress of her disorder was rapid, and on the third day she ceased to live. 1 lamented her with the sincerest grief. The sharpness of my sorrow was soon over ; but my spirits did not seem to regain their former tone. The thoughtless gaiety, which till now had shed a sort of sunshine over my life, seemed to desert me. My thoughts began to recur very frequently, to the information which my mother had communicated. I hard ly know how to describe the effect which it seemed to have upon me. Nor is it easy to tell what were its actual effects. or what ought to be ascribed to other and more general causes. Perhaps that revolution of feeling, which I now experienced, should be attributed in a great measure, to the change from boyhood to manhood, through which I was passing. Hither to things had seemed to happen like the events of a dream, without touching me deeply or affecting me permanently. I was sometimes vexed and dissatisfied ; I had my occa sional sorrows and complaints. But those sorrows were soon over, and as after summer showers the sun shines out the brighter, so my transient sadness was soon succeeded by a more lively gaiety, which, as soon as immediate g~ievanos were forgotten, burst forth, unsubdued either by reflections on the past, or anxieties for the future. In that ARCHY MOORE. 19 gaiety there was indeed scarcely anything of substantial pleasure; it originated rather in a careless insensibility. It was like the glare of the moon-beams, bright, but cold. Such as it was however, it was far more comfortable, than the state of feeling by which it now began to be succeeded. My rnind seemed to be filled with indefinite anxieties, of which I could divine neither the causes nor the cure. There was, as it were, a heavy weight upon my bosom, an unsatisfied craving for something, I knew not what, a long ing which I could do nothing to satisfy, because I could not tell its object. I would be often lost in thought, but my mind did not seem to fix itself to any certain aim, and after hours of apparently the deepest meditation, I should have been very much at a loss to tell about what I had been thinking. But sometimes my reflections would take a more definite shape. I would begin to consider what I was and what I had to anticipate. The son of a freeman, yet born a slave ! Endowed by nature with abilities, which I should never be permitted to exercise ; possessed of knowledge, which already, I found it expedient to conceal ! The slave of my own father, the servant of my own brother, a bounded, lim ited, confined, and captive creature, who did not dare to go out of sight of his master s house without a written permis sion to do so ! Destined to be the sport, of I knew not whose caprices ; forbidden in anything to act for myself, or to consult my own happiness ; compelled to labor all my life at another s bidding ; and liable every hour and instant, to oppressions the most outrageous, and degradations the most humiliating ! These reflections soon grew so bitter that I struggled hard to suppress them. But that was not always in my power. Again and again, in spite of all my efforts, these hateful ideas would start up and sting me into anguish. My young master still continued kind as ever. I was changing to a man, but he still remained a boy. His pro tracted ill health, which had checked his growth, appeared also to retard his mental maturity. He seemed every day to fall more and more under my influence ; and every day my attachment to him grew stronger. He was in fact, my 20 MEMOIRS OF sole hope. While I remained with him, I might reasonably expect to escape the utter bitterness of slavery. In his eyes, I was not a mere servant. He regarded me rather as a loved and trusted companion. Indeed, though he had the name and prerogatives of master, I was much less under his control than he was under mine. There was between us, something of a brotherly affection, at least of that kind, which may exist between foster brothers, though neither of us ever alluded to our actual relationship, and he probably, was ignorant of it. I loved master James as well as ever ; but towards colonel Moore, my feelings underwent a rapid and a radical change. While I considered myself merely as his slave, his apparent kindness had gained my affections, and there was nothing I would not have done or suffered, for so good naturcd and condescending a master. But after I had learned to look upon myself as his son, I began to feel that I might justly claim as a right, what I had till now regarded as a pure gratuity. I began to feel that I might claim much more, even an equal birth-right with my brethren. Occasional ly, I had read the bible ; and I now turned with new interest to the story of Hagar, the bond-woman, and Ishmael her son ; and as I read how an angel came to their relief, when the hard-hearted Abraham had driven them into the wilderness, there seemed to grow up within me, a wild, strange, uncertain hope, that in some accident, I knew not what, 1 too might find succor and relief. At the same time, with this irrational hope, a new spirit of bitterness burst in upon my soul. Unconsciously I clenched my hands, and set my teeth, and fancied myself, as it were, another Ishmael, wandering in the wilderness, every man s hand against me, and my hand against eveiy man. The injus tice of my unnatural parent, stung me deeper and deeper, and all my love for him was turned into hate. The atrocity of those laws which made me a slave a slave in the house of my own father seemed to glare before my too prophetic eyes in letters of blood. Young as I w ? as, and as yet un touched, I trembled for the future, and cursed the country and the hour that gave me birth ! I endeavored as much as possible, to conceal these ne\v ARCHY MOORE. feelings with which I was tormented ; and as deceit is one of those defences against tyranny of which a slave early learns to avail himself, I was not unsuccessful. My young master would sometimes find me in tears ; and sometimes when I would be lost in thought, he complained of my inattention. But I put him olf with plausible excuses": and though he suspected there was something which I did not tell him, and would frequently say to me, " Come Archy, boy, let me know what it is that troubles you," I made light of the matter and laughed off his suspicions. I was now about to lose this kind master, in whose tenderness and affection I found the sole palliative that could make slavery tolerable. His health which had always been bad, grew rapidly worse, and confined him first to his chamber and then to his bed. I nursed him during his whole illness with a mother s tenderness and assiduity. Never was master more faithfully served ; but it was the friend, not the slave, who rendered these attentions. He was not insensible to my services ; he did not seem to like that any one but I should be about him, and it was only from my hand that he would take his physic or his food. But it was not in the power of physician or of nurse to save him. He wasted daily, and grew weaker every hour. The fatal crisis soon came. His weeping friends were col lected about his bed, but the tears they shed were not as bitter as mine. Almost with his last breath he recom mended me to the good graces of his father ; but the man who had closed his heart to the promptings of paternal tenderness, was not likely to give much weight to the requests of a dying son. He bade his friends farewell, he pressed my hand in his ; and, with a gentle sigh, he expired in my arms. Would to God, I had died with him ! CHAPTER V. THE family of colonel Moore knew well how truly I had loved, and how faithfully I had served my young master. 22 MEMOIRS OF They respected the profound depth of my grief, and for a week or two, I was suffered to weep on unmolested. My feelings were no longer of that acute and piercing kind which I have described in the preceding chapter. The temperament of the mind is forever changing. That state of preternatural sensibility, of which I have attempted to give an idea, had disappeared when my attention became wholly occupied in the care of my dying master. It was succeeded by a dull and stupid sorrow. Apparently I now had increased cause for agitation and alarm. That which I then dreaded, had happened. My young master, upon whom all my hopes were suspended, lived no longer, and I knew not what was to become of me. But the fit of fear and anxious anticipation was over ; and I now waited my fate with a sort of stupid and careless indifference. Though not called upon to do it, I continued as usual to wait upon my master s table. For several days, I took my place instinctively near where master James s chair ought to have stood ; till the sight of the vacant place drove me in tears to the opposite comer. In the mean time, nobody called upon me to do anything, or seemed to notice that I was present. Even master William made an effort to re press his habitual insolence. But this could not last long. Indeed it was a stretch of indulgence, which no one but a favorite servant could have expected ; since slaves, in general, are thought to have no business to be sorry if it makes them unable to work. One morning after breakfast, master William having dis cussed his toast and coffee, began by telling his father, that in his opinion, the servants at Spring-Meadow, were a great deal too indulgently treated. He was by this time, a smart, dashing, elegant young man, having returned upwards of a year before, from college, and quite lately, from Charleston, in South Carolina, whither he had been to spend a winter, and as his father expressed it, to wear off the rusticity of the school-room. It was there perhaps, that he had learned the new precepts of humanity, which he was now preach ing. He declared that any tenderness, towards a servant only tended to make him insolent and discontented, and was quite thrown away on the ungrateful rascals. Then, look ARCHY MOORE. 23 ing about, as if in search of some victim upon whom to practise a doctrine so consonant to his own disposition, his <ye lighted upon me. There s that hoy Archy I ll bet ;i hundred to one I could make him one of the best ser vants in the world. He s a bright fellow naturally, and - Hiring has spoil d him, but poor James s over indulgence. Come father, just be good enough to give him to me, I \\ ant another servant most devilishly." Without stopping for an answer, he hastened out of the room, having, as he said, two jockey races to attend that morning ; and what was more, a cock-fight into the bargain. There was nobody else at table. Colonel Moore turned towards me. He began with commending very highly, my faithful attachment to his poor son James. As he men tioned his son s name the tears stood in his eyes, and for a moment or two he was unable to speak. He recovered himself presently, and added "I hope now you will transfer all this same zeal and affection to master William." These words roused me in a moment. I knew master William to be a tyrant from whose soul custom had long since obliterated what little humanity nature had bestowed upon him ; and to judge from what he had let drop that morning, he had of late improved upon his natural inclina tion for cruelty, and had proceeded to the final length of reducing tyranny into a system and a science. I knew too that from childhood, he had entertained a particular spite against me; and 1 dreaded, lest he was already devising the means of inflicting upon rne with interest, all those insults and injuries from which the protection of his younger brother had hitherto shielded me. It was with horror and alarm, that I found myself in danger of falling into such hands. I threw myself at my master s feet and besought him, with all the eloquence of ^rief and fear, not to give me to master William. The terms in which I spoke of his son, though I chose the mildest 1 could think of, and the horror I expressed at the thoughts of becoming his servant, though I endeavored as much as possible, to save the father s feelings, seemed to make him angry. The smile left his lip, and his brow grew dark and contracted. I began to despair of escaping the 24 MEMOIRS OF wretched fate that awaited me ; and my despair drove me to a very rash and foolish action. For emboldened by the danger of becoming the slave of master William, I dared to hint though distantly and obscurely at the informa tion which my mother had communicated on her death bed ; and I even ventured something like a half appeal to colonel Moore s paternal tenderness. At first he did not .seem to understand me ; but the moment he began to com prehend my meaning, his face grew black as a thunder cloud, then became pale, and immediately was suffused with a burning blush, in which shame and rage were equally commingled. I now gave myself up for lost, and expected an instant out-break of fury ; but after a mo mentary struggle, colonel Moore seemed to regain his composure; even the habitual smile returned to his lips; and without taking any notice of my last appeal, or giving any further signs of having understood it, he merely remarked, that he did not know how to refuse master William s request, nor could he comprehend the meaning of my reluctance. It was mighty foolish ; still he was willing to indulge me so far, as to allow me the choice of entering into master William s service, or going into the field. This alternative was proposed with an air and a manner, which was intended to stop my mouth, and allow me nothing but the bare liberty of choosing. It was indeed, no very agreeable alternative. But any thing, even the hard labor, scanty fare, and harsh treatment, to which I knew the field hands were subjected, seemed preferable to becoming the sport of master William s tyranny. I was piqued too, at the cavalier manner in which my request had been treated, and I d!d not hesitate. I thanked colonel Moore for his great goodness, and at once, made choice of the field. He seemed rather surprised at my selection, and with a smile which bordered close upon a sneer, bade me report myself to Mr Stubbs. An overseer, is regarded in all those parts of slave-hold ing America, with which I ever became acquainted, very much in the same light in which people, in countries uncursed with slavery, look upon a hangman ; and as this latter em ployment, however useful and necessary, has never sue- ARCHY MOORE. 26 needed in becoming respectable, so the business of an overseer is likely from its nature, always to continue contemptible and degraded. The young lady who dines heartily on lamb, has a sentimental horror of the butcher who killed it ; and the slave owner who lives luxuriously on the forced labor of his slaves, has a like sentimental abhorrence of the man who holds the whip and compels the labor. He is like a receiver of stolen goods, who cannot bear the thoughts of stealing himself, but who has no objec tion to live upon the proceeds of stolen property. A thief is but a thief; an overseer but an overseer. The slave owner prides himself upon the honorable appellation of a planter ; and the receiver of stolen goods assumes the character of a respectable shop-keeper. By such con temptible juggle do men deceive not themselves only, but oft-times the world also. Mr Thomas Stubbs was overseer at Spring-Meadow, a person with whose name, appearance and character I was perfectly familiar, though hitherto I had been so fortunate as to have had very little communication with him. He was a thick set, clumsy man, about fifty, with a little bullet head, covered with short tangled hair, and stuck close upon his shoulders. His face was curiously mottled and spotted, for what with sunshine, what with whiskey, and what with ague and fever, brown, red and sallow seemed to have put in a joint claim to the possession of it, without having yet been able to arrive at an amicable partition. He was generally to be seen on horseback, leaning forward over his saddle, and brandishing a long thick whip of twisted cow-hide, which from time to time, he applied over the head and shoulders of some unfortunate slave. If you were within hearing, his conversation, or rather his commands and observations, would have appeared a string of oaths, from the midst of which it was not very easy to disentangle his meaning. " You damned black rascal " was pretty sure to begin every sentence, and " by God," to end it. It was however, only when Mr Stubbs had sole possession of the field, that he sprinkled his orders with this strong spice of brutality ; for when colonel Moore or any other gentle man happened to be riding by, he could assume quite an air 3 26 MEMOIRS OF of gentleness and moderation, and what appears very sur prising, was actually able to express himself, with not more than one oath to every other sentence. Mr Stubbs, in his management of the plantation did not confine himself to hard words. He used his whip as freely as his tongue. Colonel Moore had received a European education ; and like every man educated any where except on a slave estate he had a great dislike to all unnecessary cruelty. He was usually made very angry, about once a week, by some brutal act on the part of his overseer. But "having satisfied his outraged feelings by declaring himself very much offended, and Mr Stubbs s proceedings to be quite intolerable, he ended with suffering things to go on just as before. The truth was, Mr Stubbs understood making crops ; and such a man was too valuable to be given up, for the mere sentimental satisfaction of protecting the slaves from his tyranny. It was a great change to me, after having been accustomed to the elegance and propriety of colonel Moore s house, and the gentle rule and light service of master James, to pass under the despotic control of a vulgar, ignorant and brutal blackguard. Besides, I had never been accustomed to se vere and regular labor ; and it was trying indeed to submit at once to the hard work of the field. However, I resolved to make the best of it. I was strong, and use would soon make my tasks more tolerable. I knew well enough, that Mr Stubbs was totally destitute of all humane feelings, but I had no reason to suppose that he entertained towards me any of that malignity which I had so much dreaded in mas ter William. From what I had known of him, I did not judge him to be a very bad tempered man ; and I took it for granted that he cursed and whipped, not so much out of spite and ill feeling, but as a mere matter of business. He seemed to imagine, like every other overseer, that it was impossible to manage a plantation in any other way. My diligence, I hoped might enable me to escape the lash ; and Mr Stubbs s vulgar abuse, however provoking the other servants might esteem it, I thought 1 might easily despise. Mr Stubbs listened to my account of myself very gra ciously, all the time, rolling his tobacco from one cheek to ARCHY MOORE. 27 the other, and squinting at me with one of his little twink ling grey eyes. Having cursed me to his satisfaction for " a damned fool," he bade me follow him to the field. A large clumsy hoe, with a handle six feet long, was put into my hands, and I was kept hard at work all day. At dark, I was suffered to quit the field, and the overseer pointed out to me a miserable little hovel, about ten feet square, and half as many high, with a leaky roof, and with out either floor or window. This was to be my house, or rather I was to share it with Billy, a young slave about my own age. To this wretched hut, I removed a chest, containing my olothes and a few other things, such as a slave is permitted to possess. By way of bed and bedding, I received a sin gle blanket, about as big as a large pocket handkerchief; and a basket of corn and a pound or two of damaged bacon, were given me as my week s allowance of provisions. But as I was totally destitute of pot, kettle, knife, plate, or dish of any kind, for these are conveniences which slaves must procure as they can, I was in some danger of being obliged to make my supper on raw bacon. Billy saw my distress and took pity on me. He helped me beat my corn into hominy, and lent me his own little kettle to cook it in ; so that about midnight I was able to break a fast of some six teen or twenty hours. My chest being both broad and long, served tolerably well for bed, chair and table. I sold a part of my clothes, which were indeed much too fine for a field hand ; and having bought myself a knife, a spoon and a kettle, I was able to put my house-keeping into tolerable order. My accommodations were as good as a field hand had a right to expect ; but they were not such as to make nit- particularly happy ; especially as I had been used to some thing better. My hands were blistered with the hoe, ana coming in at night completely exhausted by a sort of labor to which I was not accustomed, it was no very agreeable ecreation to be obliged to beat hominy, and to be up till after- midnight preparing food for the next day, with the recollection too, that I was obliged to turn into the field with the first dawn of the morning./ But this labor, severe 28 MEMOIRS OF is it was, had been in a manner, my own choice. In choosing it, I had escaped a worse tyranny and a more bitter servitude. I had avoided falling into the hands of master William. As I shall not have occasion to mention that amiable youth again, I may as well finish his history here. Some six or eight months after the death of his younger brother, he became involved in a drunken quarrel, at a cock-fight. This quarrel ended in a duel, and master William fell dead at the first fire. His death was a great stroke to colonel Moore, who seemed for a long time, almost inconsolable. I did not lament him, either for his own sake or his father s. [ knew well, that in his death, I had escaped a cruel and vindictive master ; and I felt a stern and bitter pleasure in seeing the bereavements of a man who had dared to trample upon the sacred ties of nature. CHAPTER VI. I HAD the same task with those who had been field hands all their lives ; but I was too proud to flinch or com plain. I exerted myself to the utmost, so that even Mr Stubbs had no fault to find, but on the contrary, pronounced me, more than once, a " right likely hand." The cabin which I shared with Billy, had a very leaky roof ; and as the weather was rainy, we found it by no means comfortable. At length, we determined one day, to repair it ; and to get time to do so, we exerted ourselves to get through our tasks at an early hour. We had finished about four o clock in the afternoon, and were returning together to the town, for so we called the collection of cabins, in which the servants lived. Mr Stubbs met us, and having inquired if we had finished ouj tasks, he muttered something about our not having half enough to do, and ordered us to go and weed his garden. Billy submitted in silence, for he had been too long under Mr Stubbs s jurisdiction, to think of questioning his com- ARCHY MOORE. 29 mands. But I ventured to say, in as respectful a manner as I could, that as we had finished our regular tasks, it seemed very hard to give us this additional work. This put Mr Stubbs into a liirious passion, and he swore twenty oaths, that I should both weed the garden and be whipped into the bargain. He sprang from his horse, and catching me by the collar of my shirt, the only dress I had on, he began to lay upon me with his whip. It was the first time, since I had ceased to be a child, that I had been exposed to this degrading torture. The pain was great enough; the idea of being whipped was sufficiently bitter; but these were nothing in comparison with the sharp and burning sense of the insolent injustice that was done me. It was with the utmost difficulty, that i restrained myself from springing upon my brutal tormentor, and dashing him to the ground. But alas ! I was a slave. What in a freeman, is a most justifiable act of self-defence, becomes in a slave, unpardonable insolence and rebellion. I griped my hands, set my teeth firmly together, and bore the injury the best I could. I was then turned into the garden, and the moon happening to be full, I was kept there weeding till near midnight. The next day was Sunday. The Sunday s rest is the sole and single boon for which t^e American slave is in debted to the religion of his master. That master, tramples under foot every other precept of the Gospel without the slightest hesitation, but so long as he does not compel his slaves to work on Sundays, he thinks himself well entitled to the name of a Christian. Perhaps he is so, but if he is, a title so easily purchased can be worth but little. I resolved to avail myself of the Sunday s leisure to complain to my master of the barbarous treatment I had experienced the day before, at the hands of Mr Stubbs. Colonel Moore received me with a coolness and distance, quite unusual in him, for generally he had a smile for every body, especially for his slaves. However, he heard my story, and even condescended to declare that nothing gave him so much pain as to have his servants unnecessarily or unreasonably punished, and that he never would suffer such things to take place upon his plantation. He then 3* 30 MEMOIRS OF bade me go about my business, having first assured me, that in the course of the day, he would see Mr Stubbs and inquire into the matter. This was the last I heard from colonel Moore. That same evening, Mr Stubbs sent for me to his house, and having tied me to a tree before his door, gave me forty lashes, and bade me complain at the house again, if I dared. " It s a damned hard case," he added, " if I can t lick a damned nigger s insolence out of him, without being obliged to give an account of it ! " Insolence ! the tyrant s ready plea ! If a poor slave has been whipped and miserably abused, and no other apology for it can be thought of, the rascal s insolence can be always pleaded, and when pleaded, is enough in every slave-holder s estimation, to excuse and justify any brutality. The slightest word, or look, or action, that seems to indicate the slave s sense of any injus tice that is done him, is denounced as insolence, and is punished with the most unrelenting severity. This was the second time I had experienced the disci pline of the lash ; but I did not find the second dose any more agreeable than hie ftist. A blow is esteemed among freemen, the very highest of indignities ; and low as their oppressors have sunk them, it is esteemed an indignity among slaves. Besides as strange as some people may think it a twisted cowhide, laid on by the hand of a strong man, does actually inflict a good deal of pain, especially if every blow brings blood. I will leave it to the reader s own feelings to imagine, what no words can sufficiently describe, the bitterness of that man s misery, who is every hour in danger of experi encing this indignity and this torture. When he has wrought up his fancy, and let him thank God, from the very bottom of his heart, that in his case, it is only fancy, to a lively idea of that misery, he will have taken the first step, tow ards gaining some notion, however faint and inadequate, of what it is, to be a slave ! I had now learned a lesson, which every slave early learns, I found that I did not enjoy even the privilege of complaining ; and that the only way to escape a reiteration of injustice, was to submit in silence to the first infliction ARCHY MOORE. 31 I did my best to swallow this bitter lesson, and to acquire a portion of that hypocritical humility, so necessary to a per son in my unhappy condition. Humility, and whether it be real or pretended, they care but little, is esteemed by mas ters, the great and crowning virtue of a slave ; for they understand by it, a disposition to submit, without resistance or complaint, to every possible wrong and indignity ; to reply to the most opprobrious arid unjust accusations with a soft voice and a smiling face ; to take kicks, cuffs and blows as though they were favors ; to kiss the foot that treads you to the dust ! This sort of humility was a virtue, with which, I must confess, nature had but scantily endowed me ; nor did I find it so easy as 1 might have desired, to strip myself of all the feelings of a man. It was like quitting the erect car riage which I had received at God s hand, and learning to crawl on the earth like a base reptile. This was indeed a hard lesson. But an American overseer is a stern teacher, and if I learned but slowly, it was not the fault of Mr Stubbs. CHAPTER VII. IT would be irksome to myself, and tedious to the reader, to enter into a minute detail of all the miserable and monot onous incidents that made up my life at this time. The last chapter is a specimen, from which it may be judged, what sort of pleasures I enjoyed. They may be summed up in a few words ; and the single sentence which embraces this part of my history, might suffice to describe the whole lives of many thousand Americans. I was hard worked, ill fed, and well whipped. Mr Stubbs having once begun with me, did not suffer me to get over the effects of one flogging before he inflicted another ; and I have some marks of his about me, which I expect to carry to the grave. All this time he assured me, that what he did was only for my own good ; and he swore that he would never give over till he had lashed my damned insolence out of me. MEMOIRS OF The present began to grow intolerable ; and what hope for the future has the slave ? I wished for death ; nor do I know to what desperate counsels I might have been driven, when one of those changes, to which a slave is ever exposed, but over which he can exercise no control, afford ed me some temporary relief from my distresses. Colonel Moore, by the sudden death of a relation, be came heir to a large property in South Carolina. But the person deceased had left a will, about which there was some dispute, which had every appearance of ending in a lawsuit. The matter required colonel Moore s persona) attention ; and he had lately set out for Charleston, and had taken with him several of the servants. One or two also had recently died ; and Mrs Moore, soon after her husband s departure, sent for me to assist in filling up the gap which had been made in her domestic establishment. I was truly happy at the change. I knew Mrs Moore to be a lady, who would never insult or trample on a ser vant, even though he were a slave unless she happened to be very much out of humor, an unfortunate occurrence, which in her case, did not happen oftener than once or twice a week except indeed in the very warm weather, when the fit sometimes lasted the whole week through. Besides, I hoped that the recollection of my fond and faithful attachment to her younger son, who had always been her favorite, would secure me some kindness at her hands. Nor was I mistaken. The contrast of my new situation, with the tyranny of Mr Stubbs, gave it almost the color of happiness. I regained my cheerfulness, and my buoyant spirits. I was too wise, or rather this new influx of cheerfulness made me too thoughtless, to trouble myself about the future ; and satisfied with the temporary relief I experienced, I ceased to brood over the miseries of my con dition. Aoout this time, Miss Caroline, colonel Moore s eldest daughter, returned from Baltimore, where she had been living for several years with an aunt, who superintended her education. She was but an ordinary girl, without much grace or beauty ; but her maid Gassy,* who had formerly * Cassandra. ARCHY MOORE. 33 been my play-fellow, and who returned a woman, though she had left us a child, possessed a high degree of both. I learned from one of my fellow servants, that she was the daughter of colonel Moore, by a female slave, who for a year or two had shared her master s favor jointly with my mother, but who had died many years since, leaving Gassy an infant. Her mother was said to have been a great beauty, and a very dangerous rival of mine. So far as regarded personal charms, Cassy was not unworthy of her parentage, either on the father s or the mother s side. She was not tall, but the grace and elegance of her figure could not be surpassed ; and the elastic vivacity of all her movements afforded a model, which her indolent and languid mistress, who did nothing but loll all day upon a sofa, might have imitated with advantage. The clear soft olive of her complexion, brightening in either cjjeek to a rich red, was certainly more pleasing than the sickly, sallow hue, so common or rather so universal, among the patrician beauties of lower Virginia and she could boast a pair of eyes, w f hich for brilliancy and expression, I have never seen surpassed. At this time, I prided myself upon my color, as much as any Virginian of them all ; and although I had found by a bitter experience, that a slave, whether white or black, is still a slave, and that the master, heedless of his victim s complexion, handles the whip, with perfect impartiality ; still, like my poor mother, I thought myself of a superior caste, and would have felt it a degradation, to put myself on a level with those a few shades darker than myself. This silly pride had kept me from forming intimacies with the other servants, either male or female ; for I was deci dedly whiter than any of them. It had too, justly enough, exposed me to an ill will, of which I had more than once felt the consequences, but which had not yet wholly cured me of my folly. Cassy had perhaps more African blood than I ; but this was a point, however weighty and important I had at first esteemed it, which, as I became more acquainted with her, seemed continually of less consequence, and soon disap peared entirely from my thoughts. We were much together ; 34 MEMOIRS OF and her beauty, vivacity, and good humor, made eveiy day a stronger impression upon me. I found myself in love before I had thought of it ; and presently I discovered that my affection was not unrequited. Gassy was one of nature s children, and she had never learned those arts of coquetry, often as skilfully practised by the maid as the mistress, by which courtships are protracted. We loved; and before long, we talked of marriage. Gassy consulted her mistress ; and the answer was favorable. Mrs Moore listened with equal readiness to me. Women are never happier, than when they have an opportunity to dabble in match-making ; nor does even the humble condi tion of the parties quite deprive the business of its fasci nation. It was determined that our marriage, should be a little festival among the servants. The coming Sunday was fixed on as the day ; and a Methodist clergyman, who happened to have wandered into the neighborhood, readily undertook to perform the ceremony. This part of his office, I suppose, he would have performed for any body ; but he undertook it the more readily for us, because Gassy while at Baltimore, had become a member of the Methodist Society. I was well pleased with all this ; for it seemed to give to our union something of that solemnity, which properly belonged to it. In general, marriage among American slaves, is treated as a matter of very little moment. It is a mere temporary union, contracted without ceremony, not recognized by the laws, little or not at all regarded by the masters, and of course, often but lightly esteemed by the parties. The recollection that the husband may, any day, be sold into Louisiana, and the wife into Georgia, holds out but a slight inducement to draw tight the bonds of connubial intercourse ; and the certainty that the fruits of their mar riage, the children of their love, are to be born slaves, and reared to all the privations and calamities of hopeless servitude, is enough to strike a damp into the hearts of the fondest couple. Slaves yield to the impulses of nature, and propagate a race of slaves ; but save in a few rare instances, servitude is as fatal to domestic love as to all the ARCHY MOORE. 35 other virtues. Some few choice spirits indeed, will still rise superior to their condition, and when cut oft* from every other support, will find within their own hearts, the means of resisting the deadly and demoralizing influences of servi tude. In the same manner, the baleful poison of the plague or yellow fever innocent indeed and powerless in com parison ! while it rages through an infected city, and sweeps its thousands and tens of thousands to the grave, finds, here and there, an iron constitution, which defies its total malignity, and sustains itself by the sole aid of nature s health-preserving power. On the Friday before the Sunday which had been fixed upon for our marriage, colonel Moore returned to Spring- Meadow. His arrival was unexpected; and by me, at least, very much unwished for. To the other servants who hastened to welcome him home, he spoke with his usual kindness and good nature ; but though I had come for ward with the rest, all the notice he took of me, was a single stare of dissatisfaction. He appeared to be surprised, and that too not agreeably, to see me again in the House. The next day, I was discharged from my duties of house servant, and put again under the control of Mr Stubbs. This touched me to the quick ; but it was nothing to what I felt the day following, when I went to the House to claim my bride. I was told that she was gone in the carriage with colonel Moore and his daughter, who had ridden out to call upon some of the neighbors ; and that I need not take the trouble of coming again to see her, for Miss Caro line did not choose that her maid should marry a field hand. It is impossible for me to describe the paroxysm of grief and passion, which I now experienced. Those of the same ardent temperament with myself will easily conceive my feelings ; and to persons of a cooler temper, no description can convey an adequate idea. My promised wife snatched from me, and myself again exposed to the hateful tyranny of a brutal overseer ! and all so sudden too and with such studied marks of insult and oppression ! I now felt afresh the ill effects of my foolish pride in keeping myself separate and aloof from my fellow servants. Instead of sympathizing with me, many of them openly rejoiced at 36 MEMOIRS OF my misfortune ; and as I had never made a confidant or associate among them, 1 had no friend whose advice to ask, or whose sympathy to seek. At length, I bethought my self of the Methodist minister, who was to come that even ing to marry us, and who had appeared to take a good deal of interest in the welfare of Gassy and myself. I was de sirous not only of seeking such advice and consolation as he could afford me, but I wished to save the good man from a useless journey, and possibly from insult at Spring-Meadow ; for colonel Moore looked on all sorts of preachers, and the Methodists especially, with an eye of very little favor. I knew that the clergyman in question, held a meeting, about five miles off; and I resolved, if I could get leave, to go and hear him. I applied to Mr Stubbs for a pass, that is, a written permission, without which no slave can go off the plantation to which he belongs, except at the risk of being stopped by the first man he meets, horsewhipped, and sent home again. But Mr Stubbs swore that he was tired of such gadding, and he told me that he had made up his mind to grant no more passes for the next fortnight. To some sentimental persons, it may seem hard after the slave has labored six days for his master, and the blessed seventh at length gladdens him with its beams, that he can not be allowed a little change of scene, but must still be confined to the hated fields, the daily witnesses of his toils and his sufferings. Yet many thrifty managers and good disciplinarians are, like Mr Stubbs, very much opposed to all gadding; and they pen up their slaves, when not at work, as they pen up their cattle, to keep them, as they say, out of mischief. At another time, this new piece of petty tyranny, might have provoked me ; but now, I scarcely regarded it, for my whole heart was absorbed by a greater passion. I was slowly returning towards the servants quarter, when a little girl, one of the house servants, came running to me, almost out of breath. I knew her to be one of Cassy s favorites, and I caught her in my arms. As soon as she had recov ered her breath, she said she had been looking for me all the morning, for she had a message from Gassy ; that Gassy had been obliged, much against her inclination, to go out ARCHY MOORE. 37 that morning with her mistress, but that I must not be alarmed or down-hearted, for she loved me as well as ever. I kissed the little messenger, and thanked her a thousand times for her news. I then hastened to my house. It was quite a comfortable little cottage, which Mrs Moore had ordered to be built for Gassy and myself, but of which I expected every moment to be deprived. The news I had heard, excited new commotions in my bosom. I had no sooner sat down, than I found it impossible to keep quiet. My heart beat violently ; the fever in my blood grew high. I left the house and walked about, within the limits of my jail yard, for so I might justly esteem the plantation ; I used the most violent exercise, and tried every means I could think of to subdue the powerful emotions of mixed hope and fear, with which I was agitated, and which I found more oppressive than even the certainty of misery. As evening drew on, I watched for the return of the carriage ; and at length, its distant rumbling caught my ear. I hastened towards the house, in the hope of seeing Gassy, and perhaps, of speaking with her. The carriage stopped at the door, and I was fast approaching it ; but at the in stant, it occurred to me, that it would be better not to risk being seen by colonel Moore, who, I was now well satis fied, entertained a decided hostility towards me, and whom I believed to be the author of the cruel repulse I had that morning met with. This thought stopped me, and I drew back and returned home, without catching a glimpse, or exchanging a word. I threw myself upon my bed ; but I turned continually from side to side, and found it impossible to compose my self to rest. Hour after hour dragged on ; but I could not sleep. It was past midnight, when I heard a slight tap at the door, and a soft whisper, which thrilled through every nerve. I sprung up ; I opened the door ; I clasped her to my bosom. It was Gassy ; it was my betrothed wife. She told me, that since colonel Moore s return, even 1 thing seemed changed at the House. Miss Caroline had told her, that colonel Moore had a very bad opinion of me, and was very much displeased to find, that during his ab sence I had been again employed as one of the house ser- 4 38 MEMOIRS OF vants. She added, that when he was told of our intended marriage, he had declared that Cassy was too pretty a girl to be thrown away upon such a scoundrel, and that he would undertake to provide her with a much better hus band. So her mistress had bidden her to think no more of me ; but at the same time, had told her not to ciy, for she would never leave off teasing her father, till he had ful filled his promise ; " and if you get a husband," the young lady added, "that you know is all that any of us want." So thought the mistress ; the maid, I have reason to sup pose, was rather more refined in her notions of matrimony. I was not quite certain how to interpret this conduct of colonel Moore s. I was strongly inclined to consider it, only as a new out-break of that spite and hostility, which I had been experiencing ever since my useless and foolish appeal to his fatherly feelings. It occurred to me however as possible, that his opposition to our marriage might spring from other motives. Whatever I might imagine, I kept my own counsel. One motive which occurred to me, I could not think of myself, with the slightest patience ; and still less could I bear to shock and distress poor Cassy, by the mention of it. Another motive, which I thought might possibly have influenced colonel Moore, was less discredita ble to him, and would have been flattering to the pride of both Cassy and myself. But this, I could not mention, with out leading to disclosures, which I did not see fit to make. Cassy knew herself to be colonel Moore s daughter ; but early in our acquaintance, I had discovered that she had no idea, that I was his son. I have every reason to believe, that Mrs Moore was perfectly well informed as to both these particulars ; for they were of that sort, which seldom or never escape the eagerness of female curiosity, and more especially, the curiosity of a wife. Whatever she might know, she discovered in it no im pediment to my marriage with Cassy. Nor did I ; for how could that same regard for the decencies of life such is the soft phrase which justifies the most unnatural cruelty that refused to acknowledge our paternity, or to recognize any relationship between us, pretend at the same time, and on the sole ground of relationship, to forbid our union ? ARCHY MOORE. 39 But I knew that Gassy felt, rather than reasoned ; and though bom and bred a slave, she possessed great delicacy of feeling. Besides, she was a Methodist, and though as cheerful and gay hearted a girl as I ever knew, she was veiy devout in all the observances of her religion. I feared to put our mutual happiness in jeopardy ; I was unwilling to harass Gassy, with what I esteemed unnecessary scru ples. I had never told her the stoiy of my parentage, and every day I grew less inclined to tell it. Accordingly I made no other answer to what she told me, except to say. that however little colonel Moore might like me, his dislike was not my fault. A momentary pause followed ; I pressed Cassy s hand in mine, and in a faltering voice, I asked, what she intended to do. I am your wife ; I will never be any body s but yours," was the answer. I clasped the dear girl to my heart. We knelt together, and with upraised hands invoked the Deity to witness and confirm our union. It was the only sanction in our power ; and if twenty priests had said a benediction over us, would that have made our vows more binding, or our marriage more complete ? I hope at least, it would have rendered it more fortunate. CHAPTER VIII. IT was impossible for my wife to visit me except by stealth. She slept every night upon the carpet in her mistress s room, for a floor is esteemed in America, a good enough bed for a slave, even for a favorite and a woman. She was liable to be called upon in the night, at the caprice of a mistress, who was in fact, a mere spoiled child ; and she could only visit me at the risk of a discovery, which might have been attended with very unpleasant conse quences ; for if these clandestine visits had been detected, 1 fear that not all Cassy s charms whatever poets may have fabled of the power of beauty could have saved her from the lash. 40 MEMOIRS UF Yet short and uncertain as these visits were, they sufficed to create and to sustain a new and singular state of feeling. My wife was seldom with me, but her image was ever hefore my eyes, and appeared to make me regardless of all heside. Things seemed to pass as in a happy dream. The labor of the field was nothing ; the lash of the over seer was scarcely felt. My mind became so occupied and as it were, filled up, with the pleasure which I found in our mutual affection, and by the anticipated delights of each successive interview, that it seemed to have no room for disagreeable emotions. Strong as was my passion, there was nothing in it, uneasy or unsatisfied. When I clasped the dear girl to my bosom, I seemed to have reached the height of human fruition. I was happy ; greater happi ness I could not imagine, and did not desire. The intoxication of passion is the same in the slave and in the master ; it is exquisite ; and while it lasts, all-suffi cient in itself. I found it so. With almost every thing to make me miserable, still was I happy, for the excess of my passion rendered me insensible to any thing save its own indulgence. But such ecstasies are unsuited to the human constitu tion. They are soon over, and perhaps are ever purchased at too dear a price ; for they are but too apt to be succeed ed by all the anguish of disappointed hope, and all the bitterness of deep despair. Still I look back with pleasure to that time. It is one of the bright spots of my existence which eager memory discovers in her retrospections, scat tered and scarcely visible, tiny islets of delight, surrounded on all sides, by a gloomy and tempestuous ocean. We had been married about a fortnight. It was near midnight, and I was sitting before my door, waiting for my wife to come. The moon was full and bright ; the sky was cloudless. I \vas still at the height and flood of my intoxication ; and as I watched the planet, and admired her brightness, I gave thanks to heaven that the base ten dencies of a servile condition, had not yet totally extin guished within me, all the higher and nobler emotions of man s nature. Presently I observed a figure approaching. I should ARCHY MOORE. 41 have known her at any distance, and I sprang forward and caught my wife in my anus. But as I pressed her to my heart, I felt her bosom to be strangely agitated ; and when I brought her face to mine, my cheek was moistened with her tears. Alarmed at these unusual indications, I hurried her into the house, and hastily inquired the cause of her agitation. My inquiries appeared to increase it. She sunk her head upon my breast ; burst into sobs ; and seemed wholly incapable of spealdng. I knew not what to think, or what to do. I exerted myself to compose her ; I kissed off the tears that trickled fast down her cheeks ; I pressed my hand against her beating heart, as if, in that way, I could have checked its palpitations. At length she grew more calm ; but it was by slow degrees, and in broken sen tences, that I learned the origin of her terror. It seemed that colonel Moore, ever since his return, had distinguished her by particular kindness. He had made her several little presents ; had sought frequent occasions to talk with her, and was ever, half jocosely, complimenting her beauty. He had even dropped certain hints, which Gassy could not help understanding, but of which, she thought it best to take no notice. He was not to be repelled in that way ; but proceeded to words and actions, of which, it was not possible for her to affect to misunderstand the meaning. Her native modesty, her love for me, her religious feelings, were all alarmed ; and the poor girl began to tremble at the fate that seemed to await her. But as yet, she kept her terrors to herself. She was reluctant to torture me with the story of insults, which however they might pierce my heart, I had no power to repel. That day, Mrs Moore and her daughter had gone to visit one of the neighbors, and Gassy was left at home. She was employed on some needle-work in her mistress s room, when colonel Moore entered. She rose up hastily and would have gone away ; but he bade her stop and listen to what he had to say to her. He did not seem to notice her agitation, and appeared perfectly self-possessed himself. He told her that he had promised her mistress to provide her with a husband, in place of that scoundrel Archy ; that 4* lay body who was i t/> : -. : :- . ; Tbk be satid winb a tone of tendenje^f. * r.ir:h DO doubt. be ujeant to be im^titk-. To n&u;y * #{&*&. in Ca^y s . : \- . ". - ....... ^ . - . :.--. ;. , . .": . . - - . -.-.- . . . . : - ;< r l .V; ftfjUHdoeried her breaihing becaroe .- -. - . - . - . g : . - . ; - - - C _ r-.r-v- ;J C/okmel yiffjt*- *JP \jf^iPY<xL c^juld ^X have mkund^fi JtDod die feesM^ with which dw: lideoed to hk ofe. But :,.. - v . . afl die adranacM d* would derive Wn tJ.l . v;:.:.<*:. sl, him by y>bf aud Us3irfE ; winch sbt t/ove in vain t/> Upon this, colonel Moore in a lone of ;x>f^ ; a/id ri one, toM her " not to be a feol ;" atod catebiii^ one of her bands in b, he threw hi* atrn about her wakt, %nd ^<J/. her not provoke him by a u%ier$ r^ktwv:/;. Sbf; wiiei <-A a fergara of wrpw/; and tenror 9 and sunk at \m fait. At that moroent, the vjwivf of the cswnria^e %lv&k fclJ, %ne r^i/J, Bb? hea verity rrfj*k; on f*er r rar. Her master b ^rd it t^x> ; for 1 ie let go hk ^f-at^, a/id mistteiriri^ 3/jrr;^bm^ about another tiri*fr ; k^tily l/ift tiw v/nn. She rewjasofcd stltofM ifBidcgn oa th^; fvx/T; t! 3 t)e v//fyJ of her /ftjtife** Jootetei* in tl<e pflttfi^e, iw:aLWl he; to nenelC T7;e re^t r>f the atenooo and evening ^)M? liad pawwjd, irfie f^ardly knew [je had haidly bw wtt&At: of hot a painful f^ing of lan^y/r */. ! oppre^ ^yn. She had dam^d to leave beV roktrm t / /*; and ha/) ,: rvar bespit m:i> de iraa? oi -ier iXicCttX*. r^nl prowrc^r 1 iJi^ i^siu^ oc i s SSXT ; izi fcrxz^e is k ZZLJ AstrMugc. I belli ^.e pLz-_z^ ii s inni^ I Ss c^: 3. Li BKKSL I w wvQ, sbu Cs?y > c^aifry ^i^ *- . .;..!: _: - XLU 2 :c^ T^. , T re JITT venue rmit ;jf <: bur c ciiik* conkrc- -*^c^c :t ? of itiBitf ie x> oe 33Lj itjajec. 1 : ie ^ass. cc aifi^^cesraxLi^: itrrt> -i? of 4 ^ JstruxT **ifv i^ 4 TT ivsstf ^* iDr. Ot" at r** cifisiev si x -.v . ;T V> Vi ;.:. .>,.-. - C. L . :c 44 MEMOIRS OF by the offender s life. But beyond this, he did not dream of prohibition or restraint. Hardened and emboldened by certain impunity, provided the sufferer were a slave, he regarded the most atrocious outrage that could be perpe trated upon the person and feelings of a woman, rather as a matter of jest, a thing to be laughed at over the fourth bottle, than a subject of serious and sober reprehension. Of all this, I was well aware. I had from the first foreseen, that Cassy would be devoted by her master to the same purposes which had been fulfilled by my mother and her own. It was from these intentions, as I had all along believed, that his opposition to our marriage had originated. In imagining that it might spring from another cause, I had done him an honor to which as was now too evident he had not the slightest title. What I had just now heard, I had daily expected to hear. I had expected it ; yet such had been my intoxication, that even anticipations terrible as this, had not been able to alarm or distress me ; and now that anticipation was changed into reality, still I remained unmoved. The ecstasy of passion still sustained me ; and as I pressed my wretched, trembling wife to my bosom, I still rose superior to the calamity that assailed me ; even yet, I was happy. This seems incredible ? Love then as I did ; or if that suit your temperament better, hate with the same intensity with which I loved. Be absorbed in any passion, and while the fit continues, you will find yourself endowed with a surprising and almost super human energy. My mind was already made up. The unhappy slave has but one way of escaping any threatening infliction ; a poor and wretched resource, to which he recurs always at the imminent risk of redoubling his miseries. That remedy is flight. Our preparations were soon made. My wife returned to the House, and gathered up a little buudle of clothing. In the mean time, I employed myself in collecting such provisions as I could readiest lay my hands on. A couple of blankets, a hatchet, a little kettle, and a few other small articles, completed my equipments ; and by the time my ARCHY MOORE. 46 wife returned, I was ready for a start. We set out, with no other companion, but a faithful dog. I did not wish to take him, for fear that some how or other, he might lead to our detection ; but he would not be driven back, and I was afraid to tie him, lest his bowlings might give an alarm, and lead to an immediate pursuit. Lower Virginia had already begun to feel the effects of that blight, which has since lighted so heavily upon her, and which in truth, she has so well deserved. Already her fields were beginning to be deserted; already impenetrable thickets had commenced to cover plantations, which, had the soil been cultivated by freemen, might still have pro duced a rich and abundant harvest. There was a deserted plantation about ten miles from Spring-Meadow. I had formerly visited it several times, in company with my young master, James, who, when he was well enough to ride about, had a strange taste for wandering into out-of-the-way places. It was thither that, in the hurry of the moment, I resolved to go. The by-road which had formerly led to this estate, and the fields on both sides, were grown over with small scrubby pines, so close and tangled as to render the thicket almost impenetrable. I contrived however, to keep on in the right direction. But the difficulties of the way were so great, that the morning had dawned before we reached the plantation buildings. They were still standing ; but in a most dilapidated condition. The great House had been a structure of targe size, and considerable pretensions. But the windows were gone, the doors had dropped from their hinges, and the roof was partly fallen in. The court yarci was completely grown up with young trees. Wild vines were creeping over the house ; and all was silent, desolate and deserted. The stables, and what had been the servants quarter, were mere heaps of ruins, overgrown with weeds and grass. At some distance behind the house, there was a rapid descent, which formed one side of a deep ravine ; and near the bottom of this hollow, a fine bubbling spring burst from under the hill. It was now half choked with leaves and sand, but its waters were pure and cool as ever. Near the 46 MEMOIRS OF spring, was a little low building of brick, which perhaps had been intended for a dairy, or some such purpose. The door was gone, and half the roof had tumbled in. The other half still kept its position, and the vacancy occasioned by the part that had fallen, served well enough to admit the light and air, and to supply the place of windows, which had formed no part of the original construction. This ruinous little building was shaded by several large and ancient trees ; and w r as so completely hidden by a more recent growth, as to be invisible at the distance of a few paces. It was by mere accident that we stumbled upon it, as we were searching for the spring, of which I had drank upon my former visits, but the situation of which, I did not exactly recollect. It struck us at once, that this was the place for our temporary habitation ; and we resolved forth with to clear it of the rubbish it contained, and to turn it mto a dwelling. CHAPTER IX. I KNEW that the place where we now were, was veiy seldom visited by any body. The deserted house had the reputation of being haunted ; and this, as well as its seclu sion from the road, and the almost impenetrable thickets by which it was surrounded, would serve to protect us against intruders. There were several plantations about it ; for it occupied the highest ground between two rivers, which flowed at no great distance apart, and of which the low grounds were still in cultivation. But there were no culti vated fields nearer than four or five miles ; and no houses nearer than Spring-Meadow, which, I have said, was some ten or twelve miles distant. I judged that for the present, we might remain secure in this retreat ; and it seemed our best policy to suffer the search for us to be pretty well over, before we attempted to continue our flight. In the mean time, we exerted ourselves to make things as comfortable as possible. It was the height of summer ; ARCHY MOORE. 47 and we anticipated but little inconvenience from the open ness of our habitation. A heap of pine straw, in one corner of our ruinous hovel, formed our bed ; and sweeter slumbers, not down itself could have ensured. Out of such materials as the wainscoting of the deserted house supplied, I made two rude stools, and something that served for a table. The spring furnished us with water ; our principal concern \vas, to provide ourselves with food. The woods and thick ets produced some wild fruits ; and the peach-orchard near the house, though choked and shaded by a more recent growth, still continued to bear. I was an adept in the art of snaring rabbits, and such other small game as the woods supplied. The spring which furnished us with water, was one of the heads of a little branch or brook which dis- r barged, at a short distance, into a larger stream. In that stream there were fish. But our chief resource was in the neighboring corn-fields, which already furnished roasting ears, and from which I did not scruple to draw a plentiful supply. On the whole, though we were both quite unaccus tomed to so wild a livelihood, we passed our time very agreeably. Those who are always idle can never know the true luxury of idleness, the real pleasure with which he who has been pushed to work against his will, relaxes hi? strained muscles, and delivers himself up to the delight of doing nothing. I used to lie for hours, in a dreamy sort of indolence, outstretched upon the shady slope, enjoying the sweet consciousness of being my own master, and luxuria ting in the idea that I need come or go at no one s bidding, hut might work or be idle as suited my own good will. No wonder that emancipated slaves are inclined to indolence. It is to them a new pleasure. Labor, in their minds, is in- dissolubly associated with servitude and the whip ; and not to work, they have ever been taught to look upon as the budge and peculiar distinction of freedom. The present was passing pleasantly enough ; but it was necessary to be thinking about the future. We had always regarded our present place of refuge as temporary only ; and it was now time to think of leaving it. I should have esteemed it delightful indeed, to pass a whole life of solitude and seclusion with Cassy, where, if we had lacked the 43 MEMOIRS OF pleasures of society, we might have escaped its ten-fold greater ills. But this was not possible. The American climate was never meant for hermits. Our present station would answer well enough for a summer retreat ; but the winter would render it untenable ; and before long, winter would be approaching. Our hope was to escape into the free states, for I knew that north of Virginia there was a country where there were no slaves. If we could once get away from the neighborhood of Spring-Meadow, where I was well known, we should enjoy one great advantage du ring the remainder of our flight. Our complexions w r ould not betray our servile condition ; and we should find no great difficulty, we thought, in passing ourselves as free citizens of Virginia. Colonel Moore had, no doubt, filled the country round, with advertisements, in which our per sons were accurately described, and every peculiarity of each of us carefully noted. It was therefore necessary to use great caution ; and I considered it essential to our escape that Gassy should adopt some disguise. What this should be, or where we should get it, was now the question. We finally determined to assume the character of persons travelling to the north to seek our fortunes ; and we arranged that Cassy should adopt a man s dress, and accompany me in the character of a younger brother. The night on which we had left Spring-Meadow, I had brought away my best suit, one of the last gifts of poor master James, and such as would well enough enable me to play the part of a trav elling Virginian. But I had neither hat nor shoes ; nor any clothes whatever, that could properly serve as a dis guise for Cassy. Luckily I had a small sum, the accumulated savings of master James s liberality, which I had always kept in re serve, in the hope and expectation that I should sometime have a use for it. This money, I had been careful to take with me ; and it was now our sole reliance not only for the expenses of the road, but for procuring the means, without which we could not start at all. But though we had the money, how could we make any use of it, without running a very serious risk of detection ? There lived, about five or six miles from Spring-Meadow, and near the same distance from us. one Mr James Gordon. ARCHY MOORE. 49 He kept a little store; and bis principal customers were the slaves of the neighboring plantations. Mr James Gor don, or Jemmy Gordon, as he was familiarly called, was one of those poor white men, of whom the number in lower Virginia, is, or was very considerable, and who are spoken of, even by the slaves themselves, with a sort of contempt. Me had neither lands nor servants; for his father before him, had been a poor white man. He had been educated to no trade ; for where every planter has his own mechan ics on his own plantation, a free workman can expect no encouragement. The only resource for a man in Jemmy Gordon s situation, is to find employment as an overseer for some of his richer neighbors. But in Virginia, there are more persons who desire to be overseers than there are plantations to oversee. Besides, Mr Gordon was one of those careless, easy, good natured, indolent sort of men, who are generally pronounced good-for-nothing. He never could bring himself to that ever watchful scrutiny and as siduous oversight, which is so necessary among slaves, whose maxim it is to work as little as possible, and to plunder all they can. He was apt enough to get into a passion, and cut and slash, right and left, without discrimination : but he was incapable of that regular severity, and systematic cru elty, by which other overseers gained the reputation of ex cellent disciplinarians. Moreover, on a certain plantation of which he had been the manager, some large vacancies had occurred in the corn-crib, which were never very clear ly accounted for. How far this was occasioned by negli gence, or how far by dishonesty, was never, so far as I know, satisfactorily determined. All I can say is, that Mr Gordon was dismissed from his employment, and found it so difficult to get a new situation, that he gave up the search in despair, and resolved to turn trader. He had nothing to be gin upon ; and of course, traded in a very small way. He dealt principally in whiskey, but in addition, kept shoes, and such articles of clothing as slaves are in the habit of purchas ing to eke out the miserable and insufficient supply, which they receive from their masters. He took money in pay ment, but likewise corn and other produce without any strict inquiry how his customers came into possession of it. 5 50 MEMOIRS OF It is this class of men against whom the legislators of Vir ginia have exercised all their ingenuity in the construction of penal statutes ; and against whom, they have exerted all the severity which they have dared to use towards men. who might still claim the title and demand the rights of * free white citizens. But these penal enactments, have failed, in a great measure, of their object. Though the trade with slaves is dangerous and disgraceful, and the traders, in consequence, are desperate and reckless, their number is still so great as to furnish the planters with an inexhaustible topic of declamation and complaint, and to supply the slaves with numerous little comforts and luxuries which they might in vain have expected from the indul gence or humanity of their masters. These traders are. no doubt, the receivers of plunder ; and no small proportion of what they sell is paid for in that way. It is in vain, that tyranny fences itself about with the terrors of the law. It is in vain, that the slave-holder flatters himself with the hope of appropriating to his own sole use, the entire fruits of the forced labors of his fellow r men. The slave cannot resist the compulsion, with which the law has armed the hand of his master. The lash is an ensign of authority and of torture, to which the stoutest heart, and the most stubborn will, is soon compelled to yield. But fraud is the natural counterpart to tyranny ; and cun ning is ever the defence of the weak against the oppressions of the strong. Can the unhappy slave, who has been com pelled to plant in the day time for his master s benefit, be blamed if he strives in the night to gather some gleaning of the crop, for his own use ? Blame him you who can ! Join, if you will, in the clamor of the master against the cursed knavery of his slaves ! That same master, who thinks it no wrong to rob those slaves of their labor, their sole possession, their only property ! He to talk about theft ! he the slave-holder who has carried the art of pillage to a perfection of which robbers and pirates never dreamed ! They are content to snatch such casual spoils as chance may offer; but the slave-holder whip in hand extorts from his victims, a large, a regular, an annual plunder ! Nay more ; he sell? ARCHY MOORE. 51 for money, he has inherited from his lather, and he hopes to transmit to his children, the privilege of continuing this systematic pillage ! I had once saved Mr Gordon s life, and for this piece of service he had always expressed the greatest gratitude. This had happened several years before. He was fishing on the river not far from Spring-Meadow, when a sudden squall upset his boat. It was no great distance from the shore, but Mr Gordon was no swimmer, and was in the greatest danger. Master James and myself happened to be walking along the bank. We saw a man struggling in the water, and I plunged in after him, and caught him as he was sinking the third time. This service, Mr Gordon was in the habit of acknowledging by occasional little pres ents ; and I flattered myself with the hope that he would not refuse his aid in my present circumstances. My plan was, to get from Mr Gordon, a hat and shoes for myself, a man s dress for Gassy, and such information as he could give us about the route we ought to follow. A great man} difficulties presented themselves to my mind in the prose cution of the journey. I resolved however not to afflict myself with borrowed trouble, but to leave the future to take care of itself. The first thing was, to see Mr Gordon and find out how far he was disposed to assist me. His house and store both under the same roof were in a lonely part of the country, near the crossing of two roads, and out of sight of any other buildings. I did not think it safe to trust myself upon the high-way earlier than midnight ; and it was con siderably past that hour before I approached Mr Gordon s house. When I came within sight of it, I hesitated, and more than once, came to a halt. I did not like to trust my liberty and all my hopes of happiness, to the unsure guar dianship of any man s gratitude, and least of all, such a man as Mr Gordon. The risk seemed too great ; and my heart sunk within me, when I called to mind how frail was the prop on which depended, if not my life, every thing certainly that made life desirable. I was on the point of turning back ; but I recollected that this was my only resource. Mr Gordon must help us 52 MEMOIRS OF to escape, or our chance was worth nothing. This thought pushed me on. I plucked up courage and approached the door. Three or four dogs which kept watch about the house, immediately opened in full chorus ; but though they barked loud enough, they gave no signs of any intention to attack me. I knocked again ; and pretty soon, Mr Gor don thrust his head from the window, bade his dogs be quiet, and inquired who I was, and what I wanted. I begged him to open the door and let me in, for I had busi ness with him. Expecting perhaps, to drive a profitable trade with some midnight customer, he hastened to do as I had requested. He opened the door ; the moon-light, as I entered, fell upon my face, and he recognized me at once. " My God ! Archy, is it you," and he spoke it with an air of the greatest surprise "where, in the devil s name, did you spring from ? I hoped you were clear out of the neighborhood a month ago," and with these words he drew me into the house and shut the door. I told him, that I had a place of concealment near by, and that I had come to get a little assistance from him in making my escape. " Any thing in reason, Archy ; but if I were caught helping off a runaway, it would ruin me forever. There s colonel Moore, your master, and major Pringle, and captain Knight, and a half dozen more, were over here, it s only yesterday, and they swore if I did not leave off trading with the hands, they d pull my house down about my ears, and ride me on a rail out of the county ; and now if I were caught helping you, by God, Archy, twould do my busi ness for me with a witness. I m not quite such a fool as all that." I used tears, and flatteries, and entreaties. I reminded Mr Gordon how often he had wished for an opportunity to serve me ; I told him that all I wanted was a few articles of dress, and some directions about the road I ought to follow. " True, Archy, by God ; You saved my life, boy ; I can t deny it ; and one good turn deserves another. But this business of yours is a damned bad business, at the best. What, the devil, must you and that wench be running away ARCH\ MOORE. 53 for ? I never knew any mischief in my life, that a woman was nt at the bottom of it. It s that damned tattling widow Hmkley, that brought colonel Moore and the rest of em over here yesterday ; damn the envious old jade, she wants to drive me out of the neighborhood, and get all the custom for herself." I knew that Mr Gordon had no turn for sentiment, and that it would be casting pearls before swine s feet to waste any upon him. So I told him it was too late to talk about our reasons for running away, run away we had, and the only thing now was, to avoid being taken. " Ay, ay, boy, I understand you. It s a damned silly business, and you begin to be ashamed of it already. You had better make up your minds now to go in, take your whippings, and make the best of it. It s the loss of the wench that colonel Moore is most angry about ; and I dare say, if you were to go in, Archy, and make a merit of tell ing where he could find her, you might get off mighty easy, and shift all the blame upon her shoulders." I concealed the indignation which this base proposal excited. Such treachery to one another is too common among slaves, and is always promoted and rewarded by the masters. I could not expect Mr Gordon to rise very far above the level of current morals. So I passed by his proposal in silence. I only said, that I had made up my mind to undergo any thing rather than return to Spring- Meadow. If he was resolved not to assist me, I would be off, as soon as possible, trusting to his honor, to say nothing about this visit. As a last resource, I hinted that I had the money to pay for all I wanted, and that I should not dispute about the price. Whether it was this last hint, or some more generous motive, or the combined effect of both, I shall not undertake to determine ; but certain it is, that Mr Gordon began to exhibit a more favorable disposition. " As to money, Archy, between friends like us, there is no need of speaking about that. And if you will have your own way, considering what has happened between us, twould be mighty unkind in me not to let you have the things you re wanting. But you ll never get off mind 54 MEMOIRS OF now what I tell you you ll never get off. Why, boy, the colonel swears he ll spend five thousand dollars but what he ll catch you. He s got printed handbills stuck up all through the country, with Five Hundred Dollars Reward, at the head of em. Come into the store here, and I ll show you one. Five hundred dollars ! somebody is tc pocket that money, I reckon." I did not like the tone in which this was spoken. The emphasis with which Mr Gordon dwelt on the five hundred dollars, was rather alarming. The idea of this reward was evidently taking strong hold upon his imagination. Mr Gordon s establishment consisted of but two rooms, of which, one was his parlor, bed-room and kitchen, and the other his store. All this time we had been in the bed-room, with no light but that of the moon. I now followed him into the store. He struck a light, kindled a piece of light wood, and holding it up to a large handbill posted opposite the door, I read, to the best of my recollection, pretty much as follows ; " FIVE HUNDRED DOLLARS REWARD. Ran away from the subscriber, at Spring-Meadow, on Saturday evening last, two servants, Archy and Cassy, for whose apprehension the above reward will be paid. They are both very light colored. Of the two, Cassy is a shade the darker. Archy is about twenty-one years of age, five feet eleven inches high, and a stout muscular frame. He has a firm erect walk, and is a very likely fellow. Smiles when spoken to. His hair is a light brown, and curls over his head ; he has blue eyes and a high fore head. Said boy was raised in my family, and has always been kindly treated. It is not known what clothes he wore away. Cassy is about eighteen, five feet three inches, or there abouts, and a handsome face and figure. She has long dark hair, and a bright black eye. When she smiles there is a dimple in her left cheek. She has a good voice, and can sing several songs. No other marks particularly recol lected, except a mole on her right breast. She has been raised a lady s maid, and she took a variety of good cloth- ARCHY MOORE. 55 ing with her. Said slaves have gone off in company as is supposed. Whoever will return them to me, or lodge them in any jail, so that I can get them, shall be paid the above reward ; or one half for either separately. CHARLES MOORE. N. B. I suspect they have taken the road to Baltimore, as Gassy formerly lived in that city. No doubt they will attempt to pass for white people." While I was reading this advertisement, Mr Gordon looked over my shoulder, and added his comments upon each sentence of it. Neither his remarks, nor the adver tisement itself, were calculated to make me feel very com fortably. Perhaps Mr Gordon observed it ; for he handed me a glass of whiskey, and bade me keep up my spirits. He swallowed one himself; and drank to my escape. This reassured me a little, for to tell the truth, I was a good deal startled at Mr Gordon s very evident hankering after the five hundred dollars. The whiskey he drank, and he was not content with a single glass, seemed to rekindle his gratitude. He swore he would run any risk to serve me, and told me to pick out such articles as I wanted. I fitted myself with hat and shoes, and selected the same for Gassy. But it was necessary to have a man s dress for her. Mr Gordon did not deal in ready made clothing, but he had some cloth, which I thought, would answer OUT purpose ; and he undertook to get the suit made up for me. I gave him the measure by guess, and was to return in three days, by which time he promised to have the clothes finished. I had much rather have completed the business at once, and have started directly on our journey ; but that was impossible. A disguise for Gassy was absolutely necessary ; it would have been foolish to have attempted an escape without it. I pressed him to be sure and have the clothes finished, at the time appointed ; for a reward of five hundred dollars, and the chance of making friends with colonel Moore, and rising in the world by his assistance, was a temptation to which I wished to keep Mr Gordon exposed, for as short a time as possible. I now inquired 56 MEMOIRS OF what I had to pay for my various purchases. Mr Gordon took his slate and began to figure it up. He proceeded very diligently for a few minutes, and then suddenly came to a full stop. He looked at the goods 1 had selected, and then at the slate. For a moment he hesitated ; then looking at me, " Archy," he said, " you saved my life, you re welcome to them ere things, by God." I knew well how to value this instance of generosity. Whatever money Mr Gordon got, was pretty sure to go in gambling and dissipation. Of course he was not only poor, but often distressed and tormented to get the means of indulging his propensities. Money was to him, what whis key is to the lips of the drunkard. For such a person to be generous, is hard indeed ; and I ceased at once, to distrust a man, who gave so substantial a proof of his inclination to assist me. I bade him good night, and set out on my return home, with a heart much lightened. Mr Gordon put me some questions about the place of my retreat, to which however I thought it best to return a somewhat equivocal reply. Though greatly reassured, I still could see no good purpose to be answered by too great confidence ; and at setting out from Mr Gordon s, I was careful to take a direction quite wide of the true one. Once or twice, I thought I was followed. The moon was now setting, and her light was scanty and uncertain. My path led through a scattered growth of stunted trees and bushes. A pursuer might easily have concealed himself ; but when I stopped to listen, all was silent ; and I soon dismissed my fanciful fears. Taking a considerable circuit, I struck into the direction of the deserted plantation, and arrived there about day break. Gassy came out to meet me. It was the firsi time we had been so long separated since our escape from Spring-Meadow. I felt as overjoyed to see her, as if I had returned after a year s absence ; and the eagerness with which she flew into my arms, and pressed me again and again to her bosom, satisfied me that I was not alone in the feeling. We spent the three days in making preparations, starting and answering difficulties, and sometimes in pleasing ourselves with anticipations of future happiness. ARCHY MOORE. 57 At the appointed time 1 set off for Mr Gordon s. I approached the house, not trembling and hesitating as before, but with the confident step with which one hastens to the dwelling of a tried friend. I knocked. In a moment Mr Gordon opened the door ; he caught me by the arm, and would have drawn me into the house ; but the door half opened enabled me to discover that there were others there, beside himself. I snatched myself from his grasp, and starting back, I said in a whisper, " Good God ! Mr Gordon, who have you in the house ? " He returned me no answer ; but almost while I spoke, I heard Stubbs s grum voice growling, " Seize him, seize him ;" and that moment I knew I was betrayed. I ran ; bui very soon I felt somebody grasping at my shoulder. Luckily I had a thick stout stick in my hand, and turning short about, with one blow I struck my pursuer to the ground. It was the traitor Gordon. I was tempted to stop and renew the blow, but that moment, a pistol ball whizzed by my head, and looking round, I saw Stubbs and another man, with pistols in their hands, close upon me. There was no time to lose. I sprang forward, and ran for my life. Two or three shots were fired in quick succession, but without effect ; and presently I reached a thicket, where I felt myself more safe. It was soon evident that I was much the fleetest of the party ; for before long, I was out of sight and hearing of my pursuers. I kept on for near half an hour ; when, almost exhausted, I sunk upon the ground, and strove to recover my breath and to collect my thoughts. There was no moon ; the starlight was obscured by a thin mist ; and I did not well know where I was. Having deter mined, as well as I was able, the probable direction of the deserted plantation, I again set forward. In the race, I had sprained one of my ankles. This I had scarcely observed, at the moment ; but it now became painful, and I moved with difficulty. However, I kept on the best I could, and flattered myself with the hope of getting back before day light. I passed, for a considerable distance, through fields and thickets, with which I was not acquainted ; but presently, I reached a brook which I knew. I quenched 58 MEMOIRS OF my thirst, and pushed forward with greater alacrity. I was still five or six miles from the deserted plantation, and was obliged to take a very circuitous route. I kept on as fast as I was ahle ; but the sun was up some hours, before I arrived at the spring. Cassy was anxiously watching for me. She had become exceedingly alarmed at my delay ; nor did the disorder of my dress, and my appearance of hurry and fatigue tend to reassure her. I hastened towards the spring, and was stooping to drink, when Cassy gave a loud shriek. I looked up, and saw two or three men rushing down the side of the hollow. I sprang upon my feet; but immediately felt myself seized from behind. Two other men had rushed down the hollow, upon the other side, and while I was preparing to give bat tle to those I had first seen, before I was aware of my danger, I found myself in the grasp of their confederates. CHAPTER X. I LEARNED afterwards, that when Mr Stubbs and his companions, who were waiting for me at Gordon s, had failed to bring me down with their pistols, discovering that I ran too fast for them, they soon gave over the chase and returned to the store. They sent off immediately for assist ance; and were presently joined by two men, and what was of more importance, by a dog, named Jowler, and celebrated throughout the county for his skill in tracking out runaways. Jowler had no sooner arrived, than they tied a string about his neck, the other end of which, one of the party held in his hand. The dog was then put upon my trail, and trotted slowly forward with his nose to the ground, followed by Mr Stubbs and the rest of the party. All the latter part of the way, I had walked quite slowly, and Jowler, and his company had gained so fast upon me, that they reached the spring almost as soon as I did. Having dis covered my retreat, they resolved to make every thing ARCHY MOORE. 59 certain ; and dividing into two parties, they rushed down both sides of the hollow at the same time, and secured me in the manner I have related. Poor Gassy was seized at the same instant ; and almost before we knew what had happened, we found our hands tied, and ourselves connected by a stout chain, the ends of which were made fast about our necks. This was sad business for Gassy ; and the poor girl, when she felt the iron around her neck, wept bitterly. I do not believe the chain was drawn much tighter than was necessary ; yet when I saw the tears of my poor wife, I could not help feeling a choking sensation about my throat. What aggra vated my distress and my indignation, was the brutal jests of our captors. It was well my hands were fast, for had they been free, I verily believe I should have found the means to finish one or another of the scoundrels. Mr Gor don was one of the party. His head was bound up in a bloody handkerchief; but instead of joining in the jests of his companions, he tried to keep them from vexing and in sulting us. " I ll tell you what Stubbs, you damned infernal black guard, let that gal Gassy be. Ain t it I who ve taken them ? Ain t it I who am to have the reward ? Let them be I say ; I tell you they are under my protection." "A damned fine sort of protector they ve found in you," answered Stubbs, with a loud laugh, in which he was joined by his companions, " No question, they re mightily obliged to you. The devil take your nonsense and your self into the bargain ; I ll say what I please to the gal, and do what I please too. Ain t I the overseer?" and here he broke out with a fresh string of ribaldry, addressed to poor Gassy. It was only by a promise to treat his companions to a quart of whiskey, that Mr Gordon could prevail on them to let us alone. The word whiskey * worked like a charm, and by the influence of it, he persuaded the others to drop a little behind, and to give him a chance, as he expressed it, to have some private conversation with me. He had no objection to their hearing what he said to me, but he did not want to be interrupted by their " damned clatter." 60 MEMOIRS OF I was a good deal surprised at all this. Mr Gordon had betrayed me ; and after doing me so base and irreparable an injury, what could he mean by these little marks of good will ? Mr Gordon was, as I have described him, a good matured fellow. He had not been able to resist the tempta tion of five hundred dollars, and all the other advantages, which he expected to gain by betraying me ; but for all that, he had not forgotten that I had saved his life. He walked up beside me, and stammering and hesitating, he attempted to enter into conversation. " That was a damned hard blow you struck me, Archy," he began. " I am sorry it was not harder," was my answer. " Come, come now, don t be in such a devilish savage humor. Why, boy, I thought I might as well get the five hundred dollars, as to let it slip through my fingers, and all for nothing too. I knew right well, you were sure to be taken, and for all you pout so about it, I ve made better terms for you, than any body else would have done. Come, boy, cheer up, and I ll tell you how it all was. You see, when you left me t other night, I could not sleep a wink for thinking. Says I to myself, that s a damned foolish project of Archy s. He is sure to be caught ; and then it will be coming out as how I helped him, and then there will be the devil and all to pay. He ll be whipped, and I ll be fined and sent to jail, and for any thing I know, ridden on a rail out of the county, as colonel Moore and them others threatened me ; and then, to make a bad matter worse, somebody else will get the reward. Now that boy Archy, said I, saved my life there s no denying that, any how, and if I can save him a whipping, and at the same time, put five hundred dollars into my pocket, it will be a mighty pretty business for both of us. " So the next morning, I got up early and started off for colonel Moore s ; and a mighty fluster I found the colonel in, to be sure, for he could hear no news of you nowhere. So says I, colonel, says I, I hear as how you ve offered five hundred dollars reward to any body that ll catch them ere runaways of yours. Yes, says the colonel, cash down ; and he looked me in the face, as though he thought I knew where to find you. ARCHY MOORE. 61 c< Just so, colonel, says I; and perhaps I might, if you ll promise me something in the first place. " Promise you something, said the colonel ; haven t I promised five hundred dollars already! what is it you mean ? "Says I, colonel, it isn t the reward I was thinking about, the reward is handsome a very pretty reward surely. Pay me four hundred and fifty dollars, colonel, and promise me not to whip Archy, when you get him, and I ll not ask for the other fifty. " Pshaw, nonsense, says the colonel. Pray Mr Gordon, what is it to you how much I whip the scoundrel, provided you get your money ? " Says I, colonel, Jemmy Gordon isn t the chap to for get a favor. That boy Archy, saved my life, it s three years ago, this very month ; and if you ll promise me upon your honor, not to punish him for running away, I will un dertake to hunt him up for you ; and not otherwise. " The colonel higgled and haggled a good deal ; but when he found he couldn t get round me no how, he promised all I had asked him. So I told him how you had been at my house, and how you were coming again ; and he sent Stubbs and them other fellows to help me take you, and that s the long and the short of the whole mat ter. So don t be sulky Archy, but cheer up and take it kindly. You see, I meant to do what was best for us both." " I wish you much joy, Mr Gordon of your part of the bargain ; and may you lose your five hundred dollars, the next time you play cards, and that will be before you are twelve hours older." " You re in a passion, Archy, or you wouldn t talk in that way. Well, boy, to tell the truth, I don t much wonder at it. But by and by, you ll think better of it. I should think you might be content with having broken my head ; by God, Archy, but it aches as though it would split." So saying, Mr Gordon broke off the conversation and joined his companions. Little reason as I have to speak well of him, I am bold to say there are a great many men in the world, not much better than Jemmy Gordon. Five hundred dollars was a 6 055 MEMOIRS OF great temptation to him. Besides, he hoped to secure the good graces of colonel Moore, and expected by his assist ance, to get into the way of gaining a living respectably ; at least, as respectably as any poor man can, in that country. He not only quieted his conscience with the idea that, if he did not betray me, somebody else would, but he had made terms with colonel Moore, for my benefit ; and actually seemed to have flattered himself into the no tion, that he was doing me a favor by betraying me. There is many a gentleman in slave-holding America,, for anti-republican as it may seem, in no part of the world is the distinction between gentlemen and the common people, more distinctly marked, who would consider it an insult to be compared with Jemmy Gordon, but whose whole life is a continued practice of the very principles upon which that man acted, when he made up his mind to play the traitor. Many is the gentleman in slave-holding America, who knows full well, and in the secret recesses of his own soul, most unequivocally acknowledges, that to keep his fellow men in bondage, is a gross, flagrant, high handed violation of the first and clearest principles of jus tice and equity, a practice, abstractly considered, fully more criminal than piracy or highway robbery. Slavery, in the abstract, he acknowledges to himself and to others, to be totally indefensible. But then his slaves are his estate, and he cannot live, like a gentleman, without them. Besides, he treats his servants particularly well,: so very well, that he does not hesitate to argue that they are much happier as slaves, than freedom under any form, could possibly make them ! When men of sense and education, can satisfy them selves with such wretched sophistry as this, let us learn to have some charity for poor Jemmy Gordon. CHAPTER XI. IT was past noon before we arrived at Spring-Meadow, where colonel Moore had been, for some time, impatiently ARCHY MOORE. 63 expecting us. But as he happened to have a large party to dine with him, he was too busy in entertaining his com pany, to pay any immediate attention to us. Yet, no sooner had he received notice of our arrival, than he sent out Mr Gordon s five hundred dollars. It was a large roll of bank notes ; the fellow s eye kindled up at the sight of it, and he snatched it eagerly. I was looking steadily at him, and his eyes met mine. The change was sudden. He blushed and grew pale by turns ; shame, remorse and self-contempt were painted in his face. He thrust the money hastily into his pocket, and walked away without speaking a word. Gassy and myself were driven to the stables, and locked up in a close, narrow, dark room, which served sometimes as a corn-crib, and sometimes, as a sort of dungeon for refractory slaves. We sat down upon the floor for there was nothing else to sit upon and poor Gassy sunk into my arms. Her grief and terror seemed to burst out afresh, and she wept bitterly. I kissed away her tears, and tried to console her. But she would not be comforted ; and little indeed, was the comfort I had to offer. The more I said to her, the more she wept; and she clung to me closer and closer, till her embrace became almost convulsive. " He will kill us He will separate us forever," she murmured, in a low, inarticulate voice ; and it was the only reply she made to all I could say to her. Our situation was indeed pitiable. Had we fallen into the hands of an ordinary pirate or robber, there might have been some room for hope. The consciousness of his own violence, might perhaps alarm him ; the fear of avenging justice might stay his hand. At the worst, death, and that too a speedy and an easy one, would be the farthest limit of his malice. But we unhappy creatures could flatter ourselves with no such prospect. We were runaway slaves, who had fallen again into the hands of their master; a master, whom the very recollection that he owned us, inspired with rage at our insolence, in daring to run away from him ; and who knew well, that both the law and public opinion would amply justify him in the infliction of any tortures not likely to result in immediate death. 64 ML.MC RS OF It is true that we had flet from the greatest outrage that can be inflicted upon a wife ind a husband. But that was no excuse, not even the /tightest palliation. Slaves are not permitted to fly at al> It is their duty^ alas ! that such a word should be so ] restituted ! to submit without a murmur, to all the insults outrages and oppression of their masters. I clasped my wife to my bosom, with almost the same trembling earnestness, with which she clung to me. I felt, as she did, that it was the last time ; and this idea sunk into my heart with a bitterness, which all my late ecstasies served only to aggravate. I almost stifled her with eager kisses ; but the fever that glowed in her cheek was not the flush of pleasure ; and those deep sighs she heaved, they could not be mistaken for the pantings of delight. The speedy separation that threatened us, was not only terrible in anticipation, but it seemed to destroy all our capacity for present enjoyment. But for that, with Cassy in my arms, what should I have cared for chains and a dungeon ! Dreading that, her lips lost all their sweet ness, her bosom was an uneasy pillow, and though I could not leave her, every embrace seemed to increase both her distress and mine. We passed several hours in this way. without any inter ruption. We had not tasted food that day, and nobody brought us even a cup of cold water. The heat and close ness of the room, into which the air had* no admission, aggravated the fever in our blood, and made our thirst almost intolerable. How I longed for the cool spring, the balmy air, the freedom, we had lost ! Toward evening, we heard somebody approaching ; and I soon recognized the voices of colonel Moore and his overseer. They opened the door, and bade us come out. At first, the light dazzled my eyes so that I could scarcely distinguish one object from another ; but in a little while I was enabled to see that our visitors were accompanied by Peter, a tall fellow, with a very suspicious smile, the spy and tell-tale of the place, the detestation of all the servants, but the especial favorite of Mr Stubbs, and his regular assistant on all occasions. ARCHY MOORE 65 Colonel Moore s face was a good deal flushed, and I judged that he had been drinking. This was a practice very unusual with him. For though every dinner at his house, was pretty sure to end by putting the greater part of the guests upon the floor, colonel Moore generally passed the bottle, under the plea that his physician had forbidden its use, and commonly rose up the only sober man, from his own table. It was too plain, that on the present occasion, he had forgotten his accustomed sobriety. He spoke not a word to me, and I found it impossible to catch his eye ; but turning to his overseer, he said, in an under tone, and with the air of being a good deal irritated " It was a damned blunder, Mr Stubbs, to shut them up together. I thought you understood my orders better." The overseer mumbled out some unintelligible apology, of which colonel Moore took no notice ; and without further preface or explanation, he ordered Mr Stubbs to tie me up. The padlock by which the chain was fastened about my neck was undone. They stripped me almost naked. Mr Stubbs produced a piece of rope with one end of which he bound my hands, and the other end, he made fast, with Peter s assistance, to a beam over my head ; not however, till he had drawn it so tight as almost to lift me from the floor. Colonel Moore then ordered them to free Cassy from the chain. He put a heavy whip into her hand, and pointing to me, " Take care my girl," he said, " that you lay it on to some purpose." Poor Cassy looked about in utter amazement. She did not understand him ; she had no idea of such refined cruel ty, such ferocious revenge. He repeated his commands, with a tone and a look that were frightful. " If you wish to save your own carcass, see that you bring blood at every blow. I ll teach you both of you to trifle with me." She now comprehended his brutal purpose ; and giving one look of mingled horror and despair, sunk senseless to the ground. Peter was sent for water. He dashed it in her face, and she soon revived. They placed her on her feet, and colonel Moore again put the whip into her hand and repeated his orders. 66 MEMOIRS OP She threw it down, as if the touch had stung her ; and looking him full in the face, the tears, all the while, streaming from her eyes, she said in a tone firm, but full of entreaty, " Master, he is my husband!" That word husband, seemed to kindle colonel Moore into a new fury, which totally destroyed his self-cornrnand. He struck Gassy to the ground with his fists, trampled on her with his feet, and snatching up the whip which she had thrown down, he laid it upon me with such violence, that the lash penetrated my flesh at every blow, and the blood ran trickling down my legs and stood in little puddles at my feet. The torture was too great for human endurance ; I screamed with agony. " Pshaw," said my executioner, " his noise will disturb the House ; " and drawing a hand kerchief from his pocket, he thrust it into my mouth, and rammed it down my throat with the butt-end of his whip- handle. Having thus effectually gagged me, he renewed his lashes. How long they were continued I do not know ; a cloud began to swim before my eyes ; my head grew dizzy and confused ; and a fortunate fainting-fit soon put me beyond the reach of torture. CHAPTER XII. WHEN I recovered my senses, I found myself stretched upon a wretched pallet, which lay upon the floor, in one corner of a little, old, and ruinous hoveL I was very weak and hardly able to move ; and I afterwards learned that I had just passed through the paroxysm of a fever. A deaf old woman, too much superannuated to be fit for any thing but a nurse, was my only companion. I recognized the old lady, and forgetting that she could not hear me, I put her a thousand questions in a breath. I dreaded, yet I wished to learn the fate of poor Gassy ; and it was to her that most of my questions related. But to all my inquiries the old woman returned no answer. I might scream myself deaf, she said, and she could not hear a word. Besides, she told me, I was too sick and weak to talk. ARCHY MOORE. 67 T was not to be silenced in that way, and only bawled the louder, and added signs and gestures, to enable the old woman to understand me. But it was plain that aunt Judy had no intention to gratify my curiosity ; for when she found she could not quiet me, she went out and locking the door after her, left me to my own meditations. These were not very agreeable. As yet however, my thoughts were so confused, and my head so dizzy, that I could scarcely be said to reflect at all. I learned afterwards, that it was more than a week, that I had remained delirious, the effect of the violent fever into which I had been thrown, and which threatened a speedy termination to my miserable existence. But the crisis was now past. My youth and the vigor of my constitution had carried me through it, and had preserved me for new sufferings. I recovered rapidly, and was soon able to walk about. Lest I should make an undue use of my returning strength, and attempt another escape, I was presently accommodated with fetters and handcuffs. My fetters were taken off once a day, for about an hour, and under Peter s supervision, I was allowed to breathe the fresh air, and to take a short walk about the plantation. It was in vain that I attempted to get from Peter any information concerning my wife. He could not, or he would not tell me any thing about her. I thought that perhaps he might sell the information which he refused to give ; and I promised to make him a present of some clothes, if he would allow me to visit my former house. We went together. This house, 1 had been enabled, in anticipation of my marriage, and through the bounty of Mrs Moore and her daughter, to fit up quite comfortably. It was furnished with a variety of things, seldom seen in a slave s cabin. But I found it stripped and plundered ; every article of furniture was gone, and my chest was broken open and all my clothes taken away. For this I was no doubt indebted to my fellow servants. The strongest, or almost the strongest impulse of the human mind, is the desire of acquisition. This passion, the slave can only gratify by plunder. Besides, such is the baneful effect of slavery, that it almost destroys the very germ of 68 MEMOIRS OF virtue. If oppression makes the wise man mad, it too often makes the honest man a villain. It embitters the feelings, and hardens and brutifies the heart. He who finds himself plundered from his birth, of his liberty and his labor his only inheritance becomes selfish, reckless, and regardless of every thing save the immediate gratification of the present moment. Plundered of every thing himself, he is ready to plunder in his turn, even his brothers in mis fortune. Finding my house stripped, and my clothes stolen, it put me in mind to feel in my pockets, for my money. That was gone too. Indeed I soon recollected, that when sur prised and seized by Mr Gordon and his assistants, Mr Stubbs had searched my pockets, and transferred their con tents to his own. This, of course, was the last that I expected to see of my money. According to the Virginian code of morals, Mr Stubbs was a very respectable man, who did what was perfectly proper. Certainly, it was highly dangerous to trust a rogue and a runaway with the possession of a considerable sum of money. But according to the same code, the servants who had stolen my clothes, were a set of outrageous thieves, who richly deserved a whipping. So Mr Stubbs declared, whom we happened to meet, as we were returning, and to whom I complained that my house had been plundered. That honest gentleman worked himself quite into a passion, and swore roundly that if he could catch the thieves he would make them smart for it. Notwithstanding this outburst of virtuous indignation, Mr Stubbs said nothing about returning my money, and I judged it safest not to introduce the subject myself. In two or three weeks I had nearly recovered my strength, and the gashes with which my back had been scored were quite healed over. I was beginning to wonder what colonel Moore intended to do with me ; when, one evening, I received a message from Mr Stubbs, to be up by sunrise, the next morning, and ready for a journey. Where we were going, or what was to be the object of our travels, he did not condescend to inform me ; nor did I feel much curiosity to know. I had now one great consolation. Do what they pleased, it was impossible to render me any ARCHY MOORE. 69 more miserable. It was this idea which sustained me, and enabled me to regard the future with a sort of careless and stupid indifference, at which, when I reflect upon it, I am myself surprised. In the morning, Mr Stubbs came for me. He was on horseback, whip in hand, as usual. He undid my fetters, but allowed me to retain my handcuffs. He tied a piece of rope about my neck, and fastened the other end of it to his own waist. Thus guarded against escapes, he mounted his horse, and bade me walk beside him. I was still rather weak, and sometimes my pace flagged a little ; but a stroke from Mr Stubbs s whip soon quickened me into vigor. I inquired where we were going. " You ll know when you get there," was the answer. That night we lodged at a sort of tavern. We both occupied one room, he the bed, and I the floor. He took the cord from my neck and bound my legs with it. It was drawn so tight, and caused me so much pain, that I could not sleep. Several times I complained to Mr Stubbs ; but he bade me hold my " damned tongue," and not be troubling him with foolish complaints. The next morning when he came to untie me, he found my ankles a good deal swollen. He seemed sorry that he had paid no more attention to my appeals, but excused himself by saying, that we were all such a devilish pack of liars, there was no telling when to believe us ; and he did not want to be at the trouble of getting up for nothing. The next day we continued our journey ; but I was so broken down by the fatigues of the day previous, and by the want of sleep, that nothing but the frequent application of Mr Stubbs s whip could stimulate me into the necessary exertion. My spirits and that stubbornness of soul, which hitherto had sustained me, seemed to fail at the same time with my strength, and I wept like a child. At last, we reached our journey s end. Late that evening, we entered the city of Richmond. I am not able to describe the town ; for I was hurried off to jail, and there locked up for safe keeping. I was now told why we had come. Colonel Moore, according to Mr Stubbs s account, was sick of such an 70 MEMOIRS OF unruly fellow, and had determined to sell me. I had not seen him since the day I had fainted under the energy ol his paternal discipline. Nor did I ever see him afterwards. A strange parting that, between a son and a father ! CHAPTER XIII. THE next day I was to be sold. There was to be a public sale of slaves, and several besides myself, were to be disposed of. I was fettered and handcuffed, and taken to market. The rest of the merchandise was already col lected ; but it was some time before the sale began, and I occupied the interval in looking about me. Several of the groups attracted my particular attention* The first that caught my eye, was an old man whose head was completely white, and a pretty little girl, his grand daughter, as he told me, about ten or twelve years old. Both the old man and the little girl had iron collars about their necks, which were connected by a heavy chain. One would have imagined, that the old age of the man, and the youth of the girl, would have made such savage precautions unnecessary. But their master, so far as I could learn, had resolved to sell them in a fit of passion, and the chains perhaps were intended more for punishment than security. A man and his wife with an infant in her arms, stood next to the old man and his daughter. The man and wife were quite young, and apparently fond of each other; at least, they seemed very much distressed at the idea of falling into the hands of different purchasers. The woman now and then would address some one or other of the company, who seemed to indicate an intention of buying. She would beg them to purchase herself and her hus band ; and she ran over, with great volubility, the good qualities of both. The man looked on the ground, and preserved a moody and sullen silence. There was another group of eight or ten men and women, who seemed to regard the sale with as much unconcern, as ARCHT MOORE. 71 if they were merely spectators. They laughed, and talked, and jested with one another with as much gaiety as any of the company. An apologist for tyranny, would no doubt, rejoice in such a spectacle, and would be emboldened to argue, that after all being sold at public auction is not so terrible a thing, as some weak people are apt to imagine. The argument would be quite as sound as any that the slave-holder ever uses ; and for ingenuity and conclusiveness, deserves to be compared with that of the philosopher, who having seen through the grates of a prison, a parcel of condemned criminals laughing and jesting together, con cluded that the expectation of being hung, must have some thing in it very exhilarating. The truth is, that the human mind, in its eager, though too often unavailing struggle after happiness, will still make the most of its means ; and even in the valley of despair, or under the ribs of death itself, still strives to create some matter of enjoyment. Even the slave will sing at his task ; he can laugh too, though he find himself sold like an ox in the market. The tyrant discovers that all his wrongs and oppressions have not been able to extinguish in the soul of his victim, the capability of enjoyment ; and he points you to these outbursts of a nature not yet totally subdued, and dares to boast of the happiness he causes ! But to be sold, is not always a laughing matter. The first bargain which the auctioneer offered to the company, was a man apparently about thirty, with a fine, open, pre possessing countenance. He had no expectation of being 5old, till the moment he was placed upon the table ; for it appeared that his master who lived near the city, had lured him to town under the delusive pretext of an intention to hire him out to some one of the citizens. When the poor fellow found that he was actually to be sold, he was seized with such a trembling that he could scarcely support himself. He shook from head to foot ; and his face indicated the greatest terror and distress. The two principal bidders, ind they seemed to enter into a pretty warm competition, were a gentleman of the neighborhood, who appeared to know the poor fellow on sale, and a dashing, buckish young man, who, it was said, was a slave-trader from South 72 MEMOIRS OF Carolina, who had come to purchase slaves for that market. As the sale proceeded, it was curious, but at the same time most distressing, to observe the anxiety of the unhap py slave. When the slave-trader took the lead, his jaw fell, his eyes rolled wildly, and he seemed the very picture of despair; but when the Virginian bid higher, a gleam of pleasure shot across his face, the tears ran down his cheeks, and his earnest "God bless you, master!" was enough to touch the hardest heart. He interrupted the sale by his cries and vociferations, and not even the whip could keep him still. He called upon his favorite bidder by name, and entreated him to persevere, by every motive he could think of. He promised to serve him faithfully to the last minute of his life, and work himself to death in his service, if he would only buy him, only save him from being wholly separated from his wife and children, and sent away he knew not whither from the place where he was born and raised, and where, as he said, he had always behaved well, and borne a good character. Not that he had any particu lar objections to the other gentleman either, for the poor fellow began to see the danger of offending a man who was likely to become his master ; no doubt he was a very fine gentleman too ; but he was a stranger, and would take him out of the country, and carry him far away from his wife and children ; and as he mentioned them, his voice sunk, choked and interrupted, to an inarticulate sobbing. The bidders kept up the contest with much spirit. The man was evidently a first-rate hand. Aside from this, the Virginian seemed touched by the poor fellow s entreaties, and dropped some hints about slave-traders, which put his opponent into a violent passion, and came near ending in a quarrel. The interposition of the by-standers, kept the competitors apart; but the slave-trader, whose passions were roused, swore that he would have the boy, cost what he might, if it were only to teach him a little good man ners. One or two of the company cried shame, and called upon the slave-trader to leave off bidding, and suffer the poor fellow to remain in the country. He replied with an oath and a sneer, that he was not fool enough to be bam- ARCHY MOORE. 73 boozk d by any such nonsense ; and immediately rose fifty dollars on the last bid. This was more than the Virginian could afford to sacrifice to a fit of good nature, and piqued and chagrined, he yielded up the contest. The auctioneer knocked off the purchase ; and the man, more dead than alive, was delivered into the hands of the slave-trader s attendants, who received orders to give him twenty lashes on the spot, for his "damned ill-manneredly Virginian inso lence." The sneering emphasis, with which this was spoken, created no little sensation among the by-standers ; but as the slave-trader strutted about with his hand on his dirk handle, and as two pistols might plainly be seen sticking out of his pockets, nobody saw fit to question this provoking exercise of his sacred right of property/ and the sale pro ceeded as before. At length came my turn. I was stripped half naked, the better to show my joints and muscles, and placed upon the table or platform, on which the subject of the sale was exposed to the examination of the purchasers. I was whirled about, my limbs were felt, and my capabilities dis cussed, in a slang much like that of a company of horse- jockeys. Various were the remarks that were made upon me. One fellow declared that I had "a damned sullen look;" another swore that my eye was "devilish mali cious ; " a third remarked that these light-colored fellows were all rascals ; to which the auctioneer replied, that he never knew a slave of any smartness who was not a rogue. Abundance of questions were put me, as to where I was raised, why 1 was sold, and what I was fit for. To all these inquiries I made the shortest and most indefinite answers. I was not in a humor to gratify this curiosity ; and I had none of that ambition to bring a high price, so common among slaves, the last and lowest form in which is displayed that love of superiority, which exercises so prin cipal an influence over the feelings and the actions of men. Mr Stubbs kept in the back ground, and said nothing. He had his own reasons, I suppose, for this reserve. The auctioneer did his best. According to his account, there was not a stronger, more laborious, docile and obedient servant 7 MEMOIRS OF to be bought in all the States. Notwithstanding all these praises, a suspicion seemed to spread itself that my master had some reasons for selling me, which he did not think fit to avow. One suggested that I must be consumptive ; another thought it likely I was subject to fits ; while a third expressed the opinion that I was an unruly fellow and " mighty hard to manage." The scars on my back tended to confirm these suspicions ; and I was knocked off, at last, at a very low price, to a portly, smiling old gentleman, by name, major Thornton. No sooner had the auctioneer s hammer struck upon the table, than my new master spoke kindly to me, and ordered my irons to be taken off. Against this, Mr Stubbs and the auctioneer remonstrated very earnestly ; and assured the purchaser that if he unchained me, he did it at his own risk. " I know it," replied my new master, " the risk is mine, but I will never own a servant who wants to run away from me," CHAPTER XIV. WHEN my new master learned that I had but just recov ered from a fever, and that my strength was not yet entirely restored, he procured a horse for me, and we set out together for his plantation. He lived a considerable dis tance west of Richmond, in that part of the State, known as Middle Virginia. During the ride, he entered into conversation with me, and I found him a very different person from any one I had ever met with before. He told me that I might consider myself lucky in falling into his hands ; for he made it a point to treat his servants better than anybody in the neighborhood. " If they are discontented, or unruly, or apt to run away," he added, " 1 sell them at once, and so get rid of them. I don t want any such fellows about me. But as my servants know very well, that they stand no chance to better themselves by changing their master, they are very cautious how they ARCUY MOORE. 75 offend me. Be obedient, my boy, and do your task, and 1 will ensure you plenty to eat, enough clothes, and more indulgence than you will be likely to get from any other master." \Such was the amount of major Thornton s lec ture, which, it took him however, some five or six hours to get through with. ] It was late in the evening before we arrived at Oakland, for that was the name of major Thornton s property. The house was of brick, with wooden porticos. It was not large, but neat and very handsome, and presented many more appearances of substantial comfort than are to be found about most of the houses of Virginia. The grounds around it, were prettily laid out, and ornamented with flowers and shrubbery, a thing quite uncommon, and which I had seldom seen before. At a distance, on a fine swell, were the servants cabins, built of brick, neat and substantial ; not placed in a straight line, but clustered together in a manner that had something picturesque about it. They were shaded by fine large oaks ; no underbrush nor weeds were suffered to grow about them, and altogether, they presented an appearance of neatness and comfort, as new and singular as it was pleasing. The servants cabins, on all the plantations I had ever seen before, were a set of miser able ruinous hovels, with leaky roofs and clay floors, almost buried in a rank growth of weeds, and as dirty and ill-kept as they were uncomfortable. The children, who were playing about the cabins, fur nished a new occasion of surprise. I had been accustomed to see the children of a plantation, running about stark naked, or dressed if dressed at all in a shirt of dirty osnaburgs, hanging in tatters about their legs, and never washed after it was once put on. But the children at Oakland were neatly and comfortably clothed, and pre sented nothing of that squalid, pinched, neglected and half-starved appearance, to which my eye was so well accustomed. Their merry faces, and boisterous sports, called up no idea of juvenile wretchedness. I observed too, that the hands, who were just coming in from their work, were all well clothed. I saw none of those patched, tattered, ragged and filthy garments so common on other plantations. 76 MEMOIRS OF Major Thornton was not a planter ; that is to say, he did not make tobacco, and he chose to call himself a farmer. His principal crop was wheat ; and he was a great advocate for the clover system of cultivation, which he had adopted and pursued with much success. He owned some thirty or forty working hands ; the children and superannuated, made his entire stock of slaves upwards of eighty. He kept no overseer, but managed for himself. Indeed it was a maxim with him, that an overseer was enough to ruin any man. He was naturally stirring and industrious, and agri culture was his hobby, a hobby which he rode to some purpose. In all these things, and many others, he was the perfect contrast of all his neighbors ; and for that reason, very little liked by any- of them. He carefully avoided horse-racing, cock-fights/ political meetings, drinking, gambling, and frol icking of every sort. His money, he used to say, cost him too much to make it, to be thrown away upon a bet ; and as to frolics, he had neither time nor taste for any such nonsense. His neighbors revenged themselves for this contempt of their favorite sports, by pronouncing him a mean-spirited money-making fellow. They went further, and accused him of being a bad citizen and a dangerous neighbor. They complained most bitterly, that his exces sive indulgence to his servants made all the slaves in the neighborhood, uneasy and discontented ; and at one time, some of them went so far as to talk about giving him warn ing to move out of the county. But major Thornton was a man of spirit. He under stood his own rights ; he knew well the people among whom he lived, and what sort of reasoning would influence them most. He contrived to get hold of an offensive remark of one of the busiest of his ill-disposed neighbors, and sent him a challenge. It was accepted ; and his antagonist was shot through the heart at the first fire. Henceforward, though his neighbors liked him no better than before, they took very good care how they talked about him, and allowed him to go on in his own way, without any interference. Major Thornton had not been bred a planter, and this ARCHY MOORE. perhaps was the reason, why he departed so much froi<v the ordinary routine, and managed things so very differently from all his neighbors. He was horn of a good family, as they say in Virginia, hut his father died when he was a mere hoy, and left hut a very scanty property. He began life, in a small way. in a country store. His shrewdness, economy, and attention to his business, enabled him, in the course of a few years, to lay up a considerable sum of money. In Virginia, trade is hardly looked upon as respec table, at least, such was the case at the time of which I am speaking, and every one who desires to be any body, aims at becoming a landed proprietor. About the time that major Thornton had made enough, to think of changing his store for a plantation, the proprietor of Oakland, having already wasted two good estates on dogs, horses, and wild debauchery, became so pressed for money, as to be obliged to bring his remaining property under the hammer. Major Thornton became the purchaser; but the place he bought, was very different from Oakland as I saw it. The build ings which were old and ugly, were all out of repair and just tumbling to the ground ; and the land was nearly ruined by that miserable, thriftless system of cultivation, so universal throughout the slave-holding states of America. In a few years after the property had passed into the hands of major Thornton, every thing was changed. The old houses were torn down and new ones built. The grounds about the house were enclosed and ornamented ; and the land, under skilful management, was fast regaining its origin al fertility. Those who had been born and bred planters, and whose estates were very much in the same way in which Oakland had been before it fell into the hands of major Thornton, looked at what was going on there, with astonishment and envy, and wondered how it could possibly happen. Major Thornton was always ready to tell them ; for he was extremely fond of talking, particularly about himself and his system of farming. But though he hau explained the whole matter at least ten times, to every on^, of his neighbors, he never could make a single convert He nad three favorite topics ; but he was equally cessful upon all of them. He never could persuade 78 MEMOIRS OF one of his neighbors that a clover lay was the true cure for sterile fields ; that the only way to have a plantation well managed, was to manage it one s self; or that to give servants enough to eat, was a sure method to prevent them from plundering the corn-fields and stealing sheep. But though major Thornton could gain no imitators, he still persevered in farming according to his own notions. In no respect was he more an innovator than in the manage ment of his slaves. A merciful man, he used to say, is merciful to his beast ; and not having been raised on a plantation, he could not bear the idea of treating his servants worse than his horses. " It may do very w r ell for you, colonel," he said one day, to one of his neighbors, " to tie a fellow up and give him forty lashes with your own hand ; you were born and bred to it, and I dare say you find it very easy. But as odd as you may think it, I had much rather be flogged myself than to flog one of my servants ; and though sometimes I am obliged to do it, it is a great point with me to get along with as little whipping as possi ble. That s a principal reason why I keep no overseer, for a cow-hide and a pair of irons, are the only two things those fellows have any notion of. They have no wish, and if they had, they have not the sense, to get along in any other way ; the devil take the whole generation of them. Every body, you know 7 , has their oddities. For my part, I hate to hear the crack of a w r hip on my plantation, even though it be nothing more than a cart-whip." The above speech of major Thornton s, contained a brief summary of his system. He was, what every other slave holder is, and from the very necessity of his condition must be, a tyrant. He felt no scruple in compelling his fellow men to labor, in order that he might appropriate the fruits of that labor to his own benefit, and in this certainly, if in any thing, the very essence of tyranny consists. But though a tyrant, as every slave-holder is and must be, he was a reasonable and, as far as possible, a humane one, which very few slave-holders either are or can be. He had no more thought of relinquishing what he and the laws, called his property in his slaves, than he had of leaving his land to be occupied by the first comer. He would have ARCHY MOORE. 79 oeen as ready as any of his neighbors, to have denounced the idea of emancipation, or the notion of limiting his power over his servants, as a ridiculous absurdity, and an imperti nent interference with his most sacred rights. But though in theory, he claimed all the authority and prerogatives of the most unlimited despotism, he displayed in his practice, a certain share of common sense and common humanity, two things, which so far as relates to the management of his slaves, it is extremely uncommon for a slave-holder to have, or if he has them, very difficult for him to exercise. These unusual gifts led him to a discovery, which at the time was entirely new in his neighborhood ; though I hope before now, it has become general. He discovered that men cannot work without eating ; and that so far as the capability of labor is concerned, there is the same policy in attending to the food, shelter and comfort of one s slaves, as in spending something on corn and stabling for one s horses. Feed well and work hard, 5 was major Thornton s motto and practice, a motto, and a practice, which in any other country than America, would never have subjected him to the charge of unreasonable and superfluous humanity. As to whipping, major Thornton, to use his own phrase, could not bear it. Whether he felt some qualms of con science at the barefaced, open tyranny of the lash, which I do not think very probable, for I once heard him tell a Methodist parson, who ventured to say something to him on that delicate subject, that he had as much right to flog his slaves as to eat his dinner; or whether it was the influ ence of that instinctive humanity which is wanting only in brutal tempers, and which, till evil custom has worn it out, will not permit us to inflict pain, without feeling ourselves a sympathetic suffering ; or whatever might be the reason ; unless major Thornton was put into a passion to which he was but seldom liable he certainly had a great horror at using the whip. But this was not all. Another man might have detested it as much as he did ; but the practice of a year or two in planting, and the apparent impossibility of dispensing with its use, would have taught him to get rid of so inconvenient a squeamishness. There are very few men indeed and 80 MEMOIRS OF of U men in the world, very few planters whose good sense and knowledge of human nature, would enable them to manage their slaves by any other means. Major Thorn ton, however, contrived to get on wonderfully well ; and in all the time that I lived with him, which was nearly two years, there were not more than a half a dozen whippings on the place. If one of his servants was guilty of any thing, which in a slave, is esteemed especially enormous ; such as running away, repeated theft, idleness, insolence or insubordination, major Thornton sent him off to be sold. By a strange, but common inconsistency, this man of feel ing, who could not bear to whip a slave, or to see him whipped, or even to have him whipped on his own planta tion, felt no scruples at all, at tearing him from the arms of his wife arid children, and setting him up at public sale, to fall into the hands of any ferocious master, who might chance to purchase him ! This dread of being sold, was ever before our eyes ; and was as efficacious as the lash is, on other plantations, in forcing us to labor and submission. We knew very well, that there were few masters like major Thornton; and the thought of exchanging our nice, neat cottages, our plentiful allowance, our regular supply of clothing, and the general comfort and indulgence of Oakland, for the fare and the treatment to be expected from the common run of masters, was more terrible than a dozen whippings. Major Thorn ton understood this well ; and he took care to keep up the terrors of it, by making an example of some delinquent, once in a year or two. Then he had the art of exciting our emulation by little prizes and presents ; he was very scrupulous never to exact any thing beyond the appointed task ; and he kept us in good humor, by allowing us, when not at work, to be very much our own masters, and to go where, and do what we pleased. We were rather cautious though, how we visitea the neighboring plantations ; for with a magnanimity worthy of sWe-holders, some of major Thornton s neighbors were in the habit of gratifying their spite against him, by improv ing every opportunity that offered, to abuse his servants. And >iere I may as well relate an incident that happened ARCHY MOORE. 81 lo myself, which will serve, at once, as a curious illustration of Virginian manners, and a proof of what I believe, will be found to be true all the world over, that where the laws aim at the oppression of one half the people of a country, they are seldom treated with much respect by the other half. Captain Robinson was one of major Thornton s nearest neighbors, and a person with whom he had frequent alter cations. I was passing along on the public road one Sun day, at a little distance from Oakland, when I met captain Robinson on horseback, followed by a servant. He bade me stop, and inquired if I was the fellow whom that " damned scoundrel Thornton" sent to his house yesterday with an insolent message about his lower-field fences. I answered, that I had been sent yesterday with a message about the fence, which I had delivered to his overseer. " A mighty pretty message it was, by God. I ll tell you what, boy, if my overseer had known his business, he would have tucked you up on the spot and given you forty lashes." I told him that I had only delivered the message which my master had sent me with, and it seemed hard to blame me for that. " Don t talk to me, don t talk to me, you infernal scoun drel I ll teach both you and your master what it is to insult a gentleman. Lay hold of him Tom, while I dust that new jacket of his a little." Having received these orders from his master, captain Robinson s man Tom, jumped off his horse and laid hold of me ; but as I struggled hard and was the stronger of the two, I should soon have got away, if the master had not dismounted and come to the aid of his servant. Both to gether, they were too strong for me ; and having succeeded in getting me down, they stripped off my coat, and bound my hands. Captain Robinson then mounted his horse, and beat me with his whip, till it was quite worn out. Having thus satisfied his rage, he rode off followed by Tom, with out taking the trouble to loose my hands. They had no sooner left me, than I began to look about for my hat and coat. Both were missing ; and whether it was the cap tain or his servant that carried them off, I never could dis- 82 MEMOIRS OF cover. I suppose though, it was the servant, for I recol lect very well seeing Tom, a few Sundays after, strutting about at a Methodist meeting, with a blue coat on, which I could almost have sworn to be mine. When I got home, and told my master what had hap pened, he was in a towering passion. At first, he was for riding at once to captain Robinson s and calling for an explanation. But presently he recollected that the county court was to meet the next day, at which he had business. This would give him an opportunity to consult his lawyer ; and after a little reflection, he thought it best not to move in the affiiir till he had legal advice upon it. The next day he took me with him. We called upon the lawyer ; I told what had happened to me, and major Thornton inquired what satisfaction the law wculd af ford him. The lawyer answered, that the law in this case was very clear, and the remedy it provided, all-sufficient. "Some people," he said, "who know nothing about the matter, have asserted that the law in the slave-holding States, does not protect the person of the slave against the violence of the free, and that any white man may flog any slave, at his own good pleasure. This is a very great mistake, ; if not a wilful falsehood. The law permits no such thing. It ex tends the mantle of its protection impartially over bond and free. In this respect, the law knows no distinction/ If a freeman is assaulted, he has his action for damages against the assailant ; and if a slave is assaulted, the master of that slave, who is his legal guardian and protector, can bring his action for damages. Now in this case, major Thornton, it is quite plain that you have good ground of action against captain Robinson ; and the jury, I dare say, will give you a swinging verdict. I suppose you are able to prove all these facts?" " Prove them to be sure," answered my master, " here is Archy himself who has told you the whole story." " Yes, my good sir, but you do not seem to remember that a slave cannot be admitted to testify against a white man." " And pray tell me then," said major Thornton, " what ARCHT MOORE. S3 good the law you speak of is going to do me ? Did not Robinson catch Archy alone, and abuse him as he has told you ? You don t suppose he was fool enough to call in a white man on purpose to be a witness against him. Why, sir, notwithstanding the protection of the law, which you commend so highly, every servant I have may be beaten by this Robinson every day in the week, and I not be able to get the slightest satisfaction. The devil take such law I say." "But my dear sir," answered the lawyer, "you must consider the great danger and inconvenience of allowing slaves to be witnesses." " Why yes," said my master with a half smile, " I fancy it would be rather dangerous for some of my acquaintances ; quite inconvenient no doubt. Well sir, since you say the law can t help me in this matter, I must take care of myself. I cannot allow my servants to be abused in this way. I ll horsewhip that scoundrel Robinson at sight." With these words, my master left the office, and I fol lowed behind him. We had gone but a little way down the street, when he had an unexpected opportunity of carry ing his threat into execution, for as it chanced, we met captain Robinson, who had business, it seemed, at the coun ty court, as well as major Thornton. My master did not waste many words upon him, but began striking him over the shoulders with his riding whip. Captain Robinson drew a pistol ; my master threw down his whip and drew a pistol also. The captain fired, but without effect ; major Thornton then levelled his weapon, but Robinson called out that he was unarmed and begged him not to fire. Ma jor Thornton hesitated a moment, and then dropped his hand. By this time, quite a crowd had collected about us, and some friend of captain Robinson s handed him a loaded pistol. The combatants renewed their aim, and fired to gether. Captain Robinson fell desperately wounded. His ball missed my master, but passed through the body of a free colored man, who was the only person, of all the com pany, who made any attempt to separate the parties. The poor fellow fell dead ; and the people about declared that it was good enough for him, for what right had " a damned 84 MEMOIRS OF free fellow" like him to be interfering between genth men Captain Robinson s friends lifted him up and carried him 1 iome. Major Thornton and myself walked off the field in triumph, and so the affair ended. Such affrays are much talked about ; but the grand jury very seldom hears any thing of them ; and the conqueror is pretty sure to rise in the public estimation. CHAPTER XV. SOME persons perhaps may think that having fallen into the hands of such a master as major Thornton, I had now nothing to do, but to eat, to work and to be happy. Had I been a horse or an ox, there would be good ground for this idea ; but unfortunately. I was a man ; and the animal appetites are by no means, the only motive of hu man action, nor the sole sources of human happiness or misery. It is certainly true that several of major Thornton s ser vants, born perhaps with but little sensibility, and brutalized by a life of servitude, seemed very well content with their lot. This was the sort of servant, which major Thornton especially admired. In this particular, he did not differ much from his neighbors. The more stupid a field hand is, the more he is esteemed ; and a slave who shows any signs of capacity, is generally set down as certain to be a rogue and a rascal. I soon discovered my master s fondness for stupid fel lows ; and I took care to play the fool to his entire satisfac tion. In a short time, I made myself quite a favorite ; and my master having taken a fancy to me, I was more indulged perhaps, than any servant on the place. But this could not make me happy. Human happiness with some very limited exceptions is never in fruition, but always in prospect and pursuit. It is not this, that, or the other situation that can give happi- ARCHY MOORE. 85 ness. Riches, power or glory, are nothing when possessed. It is the pleasure of the pursuit and the struggle, it is the very labor of their attainment, in which consists the happi ness they bring. Those moralists who have composed so many homilies upon the duty of contentment, betray an extreme ignorance of human nature. No situation, however splendid, in which one is compelled to remain fixed and stationary, can long afford pleasure ; and on the other hand, no condition, how- over destitute or degraded, out of which one has a fair propect, or any thing like a sufficient hope of rising, can justly be considered as utterly miserable. This is the con stitution of the human mind ; and in it, we find the ex planation of a thousand things, which without this key to their meaning, seem full of mystery and contradiction. Though all men have not the same objects of pursuit, all are impelled and sustained by the same hope of success. Nothing can satisfy the lofty desires of one man, but influ ence, fame, or power, the myrtle wreath or laurel crown ; another aims no higher than to rise from abject poverty to a little competency, or, if his ambition is of another sort, to be the chief person in his native village, or the oracle of a country neighborhood. How different are these aims ! and yet, the impulse that prompts them, is the same. It is the desire jpf social superiority. He whom circumstances permit to yield to this impulse of his nature, and to pursue successfully or not, it matters little but to pursue with some tolerable prospect of success, the objects which have captivated his fancy, may be regarded as having all the chance for happiness, which the lot of humanity allows ; while he, whom fate, or fortune, or whatever malignant cause, compels to suppress and forego the instinctive impulses and wishes of his heart whatever in other respects may be his situation is a wretch condemned to sorrow, and deserving pity. To the one, toil is itself a pleasure. He is a hunter whom the sight of his game fills with delight, and makes insensible to fatigue. Desire sustains him, and Hope cheers him on. These are delights the other never knows ; for him, life has lost its relish ; rest is irksome to him, and la bor is intolerable. 8 86 MEMOIRS OF This is no digression. He who has taken the pains to read the preceding paragraph, will be able to understand, how it happened, that even with such a master as major Thornton, I was neither happy nor content. It is true I was well fed, well clothed, and not severely worked ; and in these particulars, as my master was fond of boasting, and as I have since found to be the case, my situation was far superior to that of very many freemen. But I lacked one tiling which every freeman has ; and that one want was enough to make me miserable. I wanted liberty ; the liberty of laboring for myself, not for a master ; of pursuing my own happiness, instead of toiling at his pleasure, and for his gain. This liberty can lighten the hardest lot. He knows but little of human nature, who has not discovered, that to all who rise one step above the brutes, it is far pleasanter to starve and freeze after their own fashion, than to be fed and clothed and worked upon compulsion. I was wretched, for I had no object of hope or rational desire. I was a slave ; and the laws held out no prospect of emancipation. All the efforts in the world could not better my condition ; all the efforts in the world could not prevent me from falling perhaps tomorrow into the hands of another master, as cruel and unreasonable as evil pas sions and hard-heartedness could make him. The future offered only the chance of evils. I might starve with cold and hunger as well as another ; I might perish by gun-shot wounds, or the torture of the lash ; or be hung up, perhaps, without judge or jury. But of bettering my condition, I had neither chance, nor hopes. I was a prisoner for life ; at the present moment, not suffering for food or clothing, but without the slightest prospect of liberation ; and likely enough at any moment, to change my keeper, and under the discipline of a new jailer, to feel the pinchings of cold and hunger, and to tremble daily beneath the whip. I was cut off and excluded from all those hopes and wishes, which are the chief impulses of human action. I could not aim to become the master of a little cottage, which, howevei ftumbie, I .might call my own ; to be the lord of one poor acre, which however small or barren, might still be mine ARCHY MOORE. 87 I could not many alas, poor Gassy! and become the father of a family, with the fond hope, that when age should overtake me, I might still find pleasure and support, in the kindness of children and the sympathy of a wife. My children might be snatched from the arms of their mother, and sold to the slave-trader ; the mother might be sent to keep them company, and I be left old, desolate, uncom- forted. Motives such as these, motives which strengthen the freeman s arm and cheer his heart, were unfelt by me. I labored ; but it was only because I feared the lash. The want of willingness unnerved me, and every stroke cost a new effort. It is even true, that major Thornton s humanity, or to speak more correctly, his sense of his own interest, while it preserved his servants from the miseries of hunger and nakedness, at the same time, exposed those among them, whom slavery and ignorance had not completely brutalized, to other and more excruciating miseries. Had we been but half fed and half clothed, like the servants on several of the neighboring plantations, we should, like them, have enjoyed the excitement of plunder. We should have found some exercise for our ingenuity, and some object about which to interest ourselves, in plans and stratagems for eking out our short allowance by the aid of theft. As it was, stealing was but little practised at Oakland. The inducement was too small, and the risk too great, for detection was certain to result in being sold. Money was no object to us ; we could only spend it on food and clothes, and of these we had enough already. Whiskey was the only luxury we wanted ; and we could make enough to purchase that, without the necessity of theft. Mr Thornton allowed each of us a little piece of ground. That was customary ; but what was quite contrary to custom, he allowed us time to cultivate it. He endeavored to stimulate our industry by the promise of buying all we could produce, not at a mere nominal price, as was the fashion on other plantations, but at its full value. I am sorry to say it, but it is not the less true, that major Thornton s people, like all slaves who have the means and the opportunity, were generally drunkards. Our master MEM IRS OP took good care that whiskey did not interfere with our work. To be drunk before the task was finished was a high mis demeanor. But after the day s labor was over, we were at liberty to drink as much as we pleased ; provided always, that it did not prevent us from turning out at daylight the next morning. Sunday was generally a grand Saturnalia. Hitherto, I had scarcely been in the habit of drinking. But now I began to be eager for anything which promised to sustain my sinking spirits, and to excite my stagnant soul. I soon found in whiskey, a something that seemed to answer the purpose. In that elevation of heart which drunkenness inspires, that forgetfulness of the past and the present, that momentary halo with which it crowns the future, I found a delight which I hastened to repeat, and knew not how to forego. Reality was to me a blank, dark and dreary. Action was forbidden ; desire was chained ; and hope shut out. I was obliged to find relief in dreams and illusions. Drunkenness, which degrades the freeman to a level with the brutes, raises, or seems to raise the slave, to the dignity of a man. It soon became my only pleasure, and I indulged it to excess. Every day, as soon as my task was finished, I hastened to shut myself up with my bottle. I drank in solitude, for much as I loved the excitement of drunkenness, I could not forget its beastliness and insanity, and I hated to expose my folly to the sight of my fellow servants. But my precautions were not always successful. In the phrensy of excitement I sometimes forgot all my sober precautions ; undid the bolts I had carefully fastened ; and sought the company I most desired to shun. One Sunday, I had been drinking, till I was no longer the master of my own actions. I had left my house, and gone to seek some boon-companions with whom to protract the revel and increase its zest. But I was unable to distinguish one object from another, and after straggling off for some distance, I sunk down, almost insensible, upon the carnage way, which led towards major Thornton s house. I had grown a little more sober, and was endeavoring to rally my thoughts and to recollect where 1 was, and what had brought me there, when I saw my master riding up the road, with two other gentlemen. They were all on horse- ARCHY MOORE. 89 back ; and as drunk as I was, I saw at a glance, that my master s two companions, were very much in the same predicament. The manner in which they reeled backward and forward in their saddles was truly laughable ; and I expected every moment to see them fall. I made these observations as I lay upon the road, without once thinking where I was, or recollecting the danger I was in, of being ridden over. They had come quite near before they noticed me. By that time I was sitting up, and my master s drunken companions took it into their heads, to jump their horses over me. Major Thornton did his best to prevent them ; one, he succeeded in stopping ; but the other evaded his attempt to seize the bridle, swore that the sport was too pretty to be lost, put spurs to his horse, and brought him up to the leap. But the horse had no fancy for this sort of sport. When he saw me before him, he started back, and his drunken rider came tumbling to the ground. The others dismounted and went to his assistance. Before he was well upon his feet, he begged major Thornton s attention, and forthwith commenced a very grave lecture on the indecency of allow ing servants to get drunk, and to lie about the plantation, particularly across the roads, frightening gentlemen s horses, and putting the necks of their riders into jeopardy. " Especially you, major Thornton, who pretend to be a pattern for all of us. By God, sir, if you did as you ought to do, every time one of the damned fellows had the inso lence to get drunk, you would tie him up and give him forty lashes. That s the way I do, on my plantation." My master was so very fond of setting forth his method of farming, and his plan of plantation-discipline, that he did not always stop to consider whether his auditors were drunk or sober. The present opportunity was too good to be lost, and rubbing his hands together, he answered, with a half- smile, and a very sagacious look, " But, my dear sir, you must know it is a part of my plan to let my servants drink as much as they please, so that it does not interfere with their tasks. Poor fellows ! it serves to keep them out of mischief, and soon makes them so stupid they are the easiest creakires in the world to manage." Here he paused a 8* 90 MEMOIRS OF minute, and assuming the look, which a man puts on, who thinks he is going to urge an unanswerable argument " Besides," he added, " if one of these drinking fellows happens to take a huff and runs away, the very first thing he does, is to get drunk, so that you seldom have any difficulty in catching him." Though I was still too much under the influence of whiskey, to be capable of much muscular motion, I had so far recovered my senses as to comprehend perfectly, all that my master was saying ; and no sooner had he finished, than, drunk as I was, I made a resolution to drink no more. I was not yet so far lost, as to be able to endure the idea, of being myself the instrument of my own degradation. My resolution was well kept ; for I have seldom tasted spirits since that day. CHAPTER XVI. IT is the lot of the slave, to be exposed, in common with other men, to all the calamities of chance and all the caprices of fortune. But unlike other men, he is denied the consolation of struggling against them. He is bound hand and foot ; and his sufferings are aggravated ten fold, by the bitter idea that he is not allowed to help himself, or to make any attempt to escape the blow, which he sees impending over him. This idea of utter helplessness, is one of the most distressing in nature : it is twin-sister to Despair. Major Thornton, by over exertion and imprudent ex posure, brought on a fever, which in a short time, assumed a very unfavorable aspect. It was the first time he had been sick for many years. The alarm and even terror, which the news of his danger excited at Oakland, was very great. Every morning and evening, we collected about the house to learn how our master did ; and mournful were the faces, and sad the hearts, with which we heard the bitter words, " no better." The women, at Oakland, had always ARCHY MOORE. 91 been treated with peculiar indulgence, such as their sex and weakness demands, but demands so often without obtain ing it. Major Thornton s illness gave an instance how full of gratitude is the female heart, and at what a trifling ex pense, one may purchase its most zealous affection. All the women on the place, were anxious to be employed, in some way, in ministering to the comfort of their suffering master. The most disagreeable duties were eagerly per formed ; and if ever man was tenderly and assiduously nursed, it was major Thornton. But all this care, all our sympathy, our sorrow and our terrors, were of no effect. The fever raged with unabated fury, and seemed to find new fuel in the strength of the patient s constitution. But that fuel was soon exhausted ; and in ten days, our master was no more. When his decease became known, we looked upon each other in silent consternation. A family of helpless orphans, from whom death had just snatched their last surviving parent, could not have felt a greater destitution. Tears rolled down the cheeks of the men ; and the lamentations of the women were violent and wild. His old nurse, in particular, wept, and would not listen to any consolation. She had good reason. At his father s death she had been sold, with the other property, to satisfy the creditors. But major Thornton had re-purchased her, out of his very first earnings ; he had made her the head-servant of his household, and had always treated her with great tender ness. The old woman loved him like her own child, and lamented her " dear son Charley," as she called him, with all the pathetic energy of a widowed and childless mother. We all attended the funeral, and followed our dead master to the grave. The hollow sound of the earth as it fell upon the coffin, was echoed back from every bosom ; and when this last sad office was finished, we stood over the spot, and wept together. Doubt not the sincerity of our sorrow ! It was for ourselves we were lamenting. Major Thornton was never married ; and he left no chil dren whose rights the laws acknowledged. If he had in tended to make a will, his sudden death prevented him ; and his property passed to a troop of cousins for whom, 92 MEMOIRS OF I suspect, he did not entertain any great affection. At all events, I had never seen any of them at Oakland, nor could I learn from the other servants, that either of them had ever made a visit there. It was thus that we hecame the property of strangers, who had never seen us, and whom we had never seen. These heirs-at-law were poor as well as numerous, and seemed very eager to turn all the property into money, so as to get their several shares with the least possible delay. An order of court, or whatever the legal process might be called, was soon obtained ; and the sale of the slaves was advertized to take place at the county court-house. The agent to whom the care of the estate was intrusted, made the necessary preparations. Of course, it was not thought expedient that we should know what was going on, or what our new owners intended to do with us. The secret was carefully kept lest some of us should run away. The day before that which had been appointed for the sale, we were collected together. The able bodied men and women were handcuffed and chained in a string. A few old grey headed people and the younger children were carried in a cart. The rest of us were driven along like cattle men, women and children together. Three fellows on horseback, with the usual equipment of long whips, served at once, as guards and drivers. I shall not attempt to describe our affliction. It would be but the repetition of an oft-told tale. Who has not read of slave-traders on the coast of Africa ? Whose heart has not ached at picturing the terrors and despair of the kid napped victims ? Our case was much the same. Many of us had been born and reared at Oakland, and all looked upon it as a home, nay more, as a city of refuge, where we had always been safe from gratuitous insults and aggres sions. From this home, we were now snatched away, without a moment s warning ; and were driven chained to the slave-market to be sold to the highest bidder. Is it strange that we were reluctant to go? Had we been setting out, of our own accord, to seek our fortunes, we could not have broken, all at once, all the ties that bound us to Oakland, without some throbs of natural grief ARCHY MOORE. 93 What then, must have been our anguish to leave it as we did ? But the tears of the men, the sobs of the women, and the cries and terrors of the poor children, availed us nothing. Our conductors cracked their whips, and made a jest of our lamentations. Our sorrowful procession moved slowly on ; and many a sad lingering look, we cast behind us. We said nothing; and our melancholy reflections were only interrupted by the curses, shouts, and loud laughter of our drivers. We lodged, that night, by the road side ; our drivers sleeping and keeping watch by turns. The next day, we reached the county court-house, and at the appointed hour, the sale began. The company was not very numerous, and the bidders seemed extremely shy. Many of our late master s neighbors we re present. One of them remarked that several of us were fine stout fellows, but, for his part, he should be afraid to buy any of the Thornton hands, for we had been so spoiled by our late master s foolish indul gence, that one of us would be enough to spread discontent through a whole neighborhood. This speech was received with evident applause, and it had its intended effect. The auctioneer did his best, and harangued most eloquently upon our healthy, sound and plump condition. " As to the over indulgence, that gentleman speaks about," he added, " a good cow-hide and strict discipline will soon bring them into proper subordination ; and from what I have heard of that gentleman s own management, he is the very person who ought to buy them." A slight titter ran through the company, at this sally of the auctioneer s, but it did not seem to make the bidding much brisker. We went off at very moderate prices. Most of the younger men and women, and a large proportion of the children were bought by a slave-trader, who had come on purpose to attend the sale. It was very difficult to get a bid for several of the old people. Mr Thornton s nurse, who, as I have mentioned, had been his house-keeper, and a person of no little consequence at Oakland, was knocked off for twenty dollars. She was bought by an old fellow, well known in the neighborhood for his cruelty to his servants. He shook his head as the 94 MEMOIRS OF auctioneer s hammer struck the table, grinned a significant smile, and said he believed the girl was yet able to handle a hoe ; any how, he would get one summer s work out of her. The old lady had scarcely held up her head since the death of her master; but she forgot all her sorrows, she forgot even to deplore the lot that seemed to await her, in her anger at being sold at so small a price. She turned to her purchaser, and with an indignant air, told him that she was both younger and stronger than folks thought for, and assured him that he had made the best bargain of any of the company. The old fellow chuckled, but said nothing. It was easy to read his thoughts. He was evidently re solving to hold the old woman to her word. Some of the old and decrepit slaves could not be sold at all. They were not worth purchasing, and nobody would make an oiler. I do not know what became of them. The slave-dealer who had purchased most of the children, declined buying such of the mothers as were past the age of child-bearing. The parting of these mothers from their children, was a new scene of misery and lamentation. The poor things, snatched a little while before, from the home of their birth and their infancy, and now, torn from the mothers that bore and nursed them, clasped their little hands, and shrieked with all the unrestrained vehemence of infant agony. The mothers wept too ; but their grief was more subdued. There was one old woman, the mother, she said, of fifteen children. One little girl, about ten or twelve years old, was all that remained to her. The others had been sold and scattered, she knew not whither. She was now to part from her youngest and only remaining child. The little girl clung to her mother s dress with all the terror of one who was about to be kidnapped, and her screams and cries might have touched a heart of stone. Her new master snatched the child away, hit her a cut with his whip, and bade her hold her " damned clatter." A slave-trader, however he may have the exterior of a gentleman, is in fact, the same ferocious barbarian, whether on the coast of Guinea, or in the heart of the f Ancient Dominion. When our new master had completed his purchases, he prepared to set out with his drove. He was one of a ARC1IY MOORE. 95 ?lave-dealing firm, whose head quarters were at the city of Washington, the seat of the federal government, and the capital of the United States of America. It was to this place that he intended to carry us. The whole purchase was about forty head, consisting in nearly equal proportions of men, women and children. We were joined in couples hy iron collars about our necks, which were connected by a link of iron. To these connecting links, a heavy chain was fastened, extending from one end of the drove to the other. Besides all this, the right and left hands of every couple were fastened together by hand-cuffs, and another chain passed along these fastenings. The collars about our necks, with their connecting chain, might have been thought perhaps, under ordinary circumstances, a sufficient security; but as our new master had heard from major Thornton s neighbors, who were present at the sale, that we were " a set of very dangerous fellows," he thought it best, as he said, to omit no reasonable means of security. The drove was presently put in motion. Our purchas ers, with two or three assistants, rode beside us on horseback, armed with whips, as usual. The journey was slow, sad and wearisome. We travelled without any good will ; the poor children harassed with the weight of their chains, and unaccustomed to fatigue ; and all of us, faint for want of food ; for our new master was an economist, who spent as little on the road, as possible. I will not dwell upon the tedious monotony of our suffer ings and our journey. Suffice it to say, that after travelling for several days, we crossed the no})te and wide-spreading Potomac, and late at night, began to enter the federal city. Perhaps I ought to say, the place where the federal city was to be, for Washington, at that time, seemed only a .straggling village, scattered over a wide extent of ground, and interspersed with deserted fields, overgrown with bush es. There were some indications however, of the future metropolis. The Capitol, though unfinished, was rearing its spacious walls in the moonlight, and gave promise of a magnificent edifice. Lights gleamed from the windows. The Congress perhaps was in session. I gazed at the building with no little emotion. " This," said I to myself, 96 MEMOIRS or " is the head quarters of a great nation, the spot in which its concentrated wisdom is collected, to devise laws for the benefit of the whole community, the just and equal Jaws of a free people and a great democracy !" I was going on with this mental soliloquy, when the iron collar about my neck touched a place from which it had rubbed the skin; and as I started with the pain, the rattling of chains remind ed me, that c these just and equal laws of a free people and a great democracy* did not avail to rescue a million* of bondmen from hopeless servitude ; and the cracking of our drivers whips told too plainly that within a stone s throw of the Temple of Liberty nay, under its very porticos the most brutal, odious and detestable tyranny found none to rebuke, or to forbid it. What sort of liberty is it whose chosen city is a slave-market ? and what that freedom, which permits the bravado insolence of a slave-trading aris tocracy to lord it in the very halls of her legislation ? We passed up the street which led by the Capitol, and presently arrived at the establishment of Savage, Brothers & Co, our new masters. Half an acre of ground, more or less, was enclosed with a wall some twelve feet high, well armed at the top, with iron spikes and pieces of broken bottles. In the centre of the enclosure, was a low brick building of no great size, with a few narrow, grated win dows, and a stout door, well secured with bars and pad locks. This was the establishment used by Messrs Savage, Brothers & Co as a ware-house, in which they stowed away such slaves, as they purchased from time to time, in the neighboring country, to be kept till they were ready to send them off in droves, or to ship them to the South. In common with all the slave-trading gentry, Messrs Savage, * The slaves in the United States are now nearly two millions and a half. It ought perhaps to be added, that by the federal constitution the general government has no right to interfere with the question of slavery in the States. The legislature of each State is the sole judge of that question, within its own limits. Slavery however, is still tolerated within the District of Columbia, which includes the city of Washington, over which Congress has an exclusive right of legislation. It is to be hoped that the people of the free States will not be deterred by the insolent and ferocious spirit of the slave-holders, from doing themselves the justice to abolish slavery wherever it is within their power. EDITOR. ARCHY MOORE. 97 Brothers & Co had the free use of the city prison ; but this was not large enough for the scale on which they earned on operations ; so they had built a prison of their own. It was under the management of a regular jailer, and was very much like any other jail. The slaves were allowed the liberty of the yard during the day time; but at sunset, they were all locked up promiscuously in the prison. This was small and ill-ventilated ; and the number that was forced into it, was sometimes very great. While I was confined there, the heat and stench were often intolerable ; and many a morning, I came out of it, with a burning thirst and a high fever. The states of Maryland and Virginia claim the honor of having exerted themselves for the abolition of the African slave-trade. It is true they were favorable to that measure, and they had good reasons of their own for being so. They gained the credit of humanity, by the same vote that secured them the monopoly of a domestic trade in slaves, which bids fair to rival any traffic ever prosecuted on the coast of Africa. The African traffic, they have declared to be piracy, while the domestic slave-trade flourishes in the heart of their own territories, a just, legal and honorable commerce ! The District of Columbia, which includes the city of Washington, and which is situated between the two states above mentioned, has become, from the convenience of its situation, and other circumstances, the centre of these slave- trading operations, an honor which it shares however, with Richmond and Baltimore, the chief towns of Virginia and Maryland. The lands of these two states have been ex hausted by a miserable and inefficient system of cultivation, such as ever prevails where farms are large, and the laborers enslaved. Their produce is the same with the productions of several of the free states north and west of them ; and they are every day, sinking faster and faster, under the competition of free labor to which they are exposed. Many a Virginian planter can only bring his revenue even with his expenditures, by selling every year, a slave or two. This practice, jocularly, but at the same time significantly known, as eating a negro a phrase worthy 9 98 MEMOIRS OF of slave-holding humanity is becoming every day, more and more common. A very large number of planters have ceased to raise crops with the expectation of profit. They endeavor to make the produce of their lands pay their cur rent expenses ; but all their hopes of gain are confined to the business of raising slaves for the southern market ; and that market is as regularly supplied with slaves from Vir ginia, as with mules and horses from Kentucky. But the slave-trade in America, as well as in Africa, carries with it the curse of depopulation ; and, together with the emigration which is constantly going on, has already unpeopled great tracts of country in the lower part of Virginia, and is fast restoring the first seats of Anglo- American population to all their original wildness and solitude. Whole counties almost, are grown up in useless and impenetrable thickets, already retenanted by deer and other wild game, their original inhabitants. CHAPTER XVII. WE were driven into the prison-yard, through a stout gate well studded with iron nails. The heavy padlocks of the prison-door were unfastened, and we were thrust in, without further ceremony. A faint glimmer of moon-light stole in at the narrow and grated windows of the prison ; but it was some time before I was able to distinguish one object from another. When at length, my eyes had ac commodated themselves to the faintness of the light, I found myself crowded into the midst of perhaps a hundred human beings, most of them young men and women between the ages of eighteen and twenty-five, closely packed on the bare floor. A considerable number started up at our entrance, and began to crowd about us, and to inquire who we were, and whence we came. They seemed glad of anything to break the monotony of their confinement. But wearied and fatigued, we were in no humor for talking ; and sink- ARCHY MOORE. 99 ing down upon the floor of our prison, notwithstanding the poisonous stench, and the confined and impure atmosphere, we were soon buried in profound slumbers. Sleep is the dearest solace of the wretched ; and there is this sweet touch of mercy in it, that it ever closes the eyes of the oppressed, more willingly than those of the oppressor. I hardly think that any member of the firm of Savage, Broth ers &t Co slept so soundly that night, as did the most unquiet of their newly purchased victims. Day came the prison-door was unlocked, and we were let out into the enclosure about it. The scanty allowance of corn-bread which the penuriousness of our wealthy but economical masters allowed us, was doled out to each. My meal finished, I sat down upon the ground, and observed the scene about me. With a few exceptions, the prisoners were collected in groups, some containing two or three, and others a much larger number. The men were more numer ous than the women, though the females had received a considerable addition from our party. The acquaintance of these new comers was eagerly sought for, and they were constantly receiving solicitations to enter into temporary unions, to last while the parties remained together. Most of the women whom we found in the prison, had already formed connections of this sort. These courtships, if so they should be called, were still going on, when a tall young fellow, with a very quizical face, produced a three-stringed fiddle, and after preluding for a few moments, struck up a lively tune. The sound of the music soon drew a large group about him, who provided themselves with partners and began a dance. As the fid dler warmed to his business, he played faster and faster; and the dancers, amidst laughs and shouts and boisterous merri ment, did their best to keep up with the tune. It is thus that men, whenever their natural sources of enjoyment fail them, betake themselves to artificial excite ments. Too often, we sing and dance, not because we are merry, but in the hope to become so ; and merriment itself is seldomer the expression and the evidence of pleasure, than the disguise of weariness and pain, the hollow echo of an aching heart. 100 MEMOIRS OF But the entire company did not join the dancers. As it happened, it was Sunday ; and a part of them seemed to entertain conscientious scruples about dancing on that, and for aught I know, upon any other day. The more sober part of the company gradually collected together in the op posite corner of the prison-yard ; and a sedate young man, with a handsome and intelligent face, mounted upon the head of an empty barrel which happened to be standing there, and taking a hymn-book from his pocket, struck up a Methodist psalm. His voice was sweet and clear, and his singing far from disagreeable. He was soon joined by several others ; and as the chorus swelled, the sound of the psalmody almost drowned the scraping of the fiddle and the laughter of the dancers. I observed too, that several of the dancing party, cast their eyes, from time to time wistfully towards the singers ; and before the psalm was half finished, several of the females had stolen softly away, and mingled in the group collected about the preacher. The singing being ended, he began to pray. His hands were clasped, and raised, and he spoke with a ready fluency, and a natural earnestness and unction, not always heard from a regular clergyman in a cushioned pulpit. Tears ran down many a face ; and sighs and groans almost drowned the voice of the speaker. These perhaps, were mere practised responses, as artificial, and as little sincere, as the drawl of the parish clerk in the English church service. And yet in some cases, they had every appearance of being genuine bursts of natural feeling, an involuntary tribute to the elo quence and fervor of the speaker. Next followed the exhortation. The text was from Job ; and the preacher began upon the trite subject of patience. But like all ignorant and illiterate speakers, he soon desert ed his original topic, and ran on from one thing to another, with very little of method or connection. Now and then, some sparks of sense were struck out ; but they were speed ily quenched in a flood of absurdity. It was a strange farrago ; but it was delivered with a volubility, an earnest ness and a force, which produced a strong effect upon the hearers. It was not long before he had worked them up to a pitch of excitement, which far surpassed that of the ARCHY MOORE. 101 dancers in the opposite comer. Indeed, the dancing group grew thinner and thinner, and the squeak of the fiddle sounded weaker and weaker, till at last the fiddler threw down his instrument, and with his remaining adherents hastened to swell the audience of a performer whose powers so much out-matched his own. As the sermon proceeded, the groans and cries of mercy and amen, grew louder and more frequent; and several, overcome by their feelings, or wishing, or affecting to be so, fell flat upon the ground, and screamed and shouted as if they were possessed by evil spiiits. So strong was the contagion, and so powerful the sympathetic infectiousness of this spiritual intoxication, that I, a mere looker on, felt a strong impulse to rush among the crowd, and to shriek and shout with the rest. The paroxysm was now at its height, and the speaker was almost exhausted by his vehement gesticulation, when stamping his foot, with more than com mon energy he burst in the head of the barrel and tumbled headlong among his auditors. This unlucky accident instantly converted the cries and groans of his hearers, into shouts of irrepressible laughter ; and they seemed to pass all at once, from a state of the ut most terror and solemnity, into outrageous and uncontrollable merriment. The fiddler crept out from amidst the hurly burly, caught up his fiddle, and struck up a lively air, I forget the name of it, but I recollect very well that it con tained some allusion to the disaster of his rival. The dance was renewed ; while the preacher, with a few of his more attached hearers, slunk away mortified and disheartened. The dancers grew more boisterous, and the fiddler played his best ; till at last the party had fairly tired themselves out, and were too much exhausted to keep it up any longer. Men bom and bred in slavery, are not men but children. Their faculties are never permitted to unfold themselves ; and it is the aim of their masters, and the necessary effect of their condition, to keep them in a state of perpetual im becility. Tyranny is ever hostile to every species of men tal developement ; for a state of ignorance involves of necessity, a state of degradation, and of helplessness. 9* 102 MEMOIRS OF I soon made myself acquainted with a number of my fellow prisoners, and entered into conversation with them. Some of them had been in the jail a fortnight, and others longer. I presently discovered that they considered their confinement as a sort of holy day. They had nothing to do ; and not to be compelled to work seemed, for them, the supreme idea of happiness. As to being confined within the walls of a prison ; they had the liberty of the yard, and it was just as agreeable being shut up within four brick walls, as to be prisoner on a plantation, forbidden to go be yond the line of its zig-zag fences. Then they had no overseer to harass them, and nothing to do but to dance and sleep. Nothing was wanted but a little whiskey, and even that was not always wanting. They seemed anxious to drown all memory of the past, and all dread of the fu ture, and to bask without concern, in the sunshine of their present felicity. CHAPTER XVIII. I HAD been in the jail ten days or a fortnight, when Messrs Savage, Brothers &, Co selected from among their chattels a cargo of slaves for the Charleston market. I was one of the number ; and with some fifty others, was loaded on board a small vessel bound for that port. The captain s name was Jonathan Osborne. He was a citizen of Boston, and the vessel, the brig Two Sallys, belonged to that port, and was the property of a rich and respectable merchant. The people of the northern States of the American Union, talk finely upon the subject of slavery, and express a very proper indignation at its horrors. Yet while the African slave-trade was permitted, their merchants carried it on ; and these same merchants do not always refuse to employ their vessels in the domestic slave-trade, a traffic not one iota less base and detestable. Northern statesmen have permitted slavery where no constitutional objections prevented them from abolishing it ; ARCHY MOORE. 103 the courts and lawyers of the North scrupulously fulfil to the utmost letter, the constitutional obligation to restore to the Southern master, the victim who has escaped his grasp, and fled to the * free States, in the vain hope of protection ; whilst the whole North looks calmly on, and tamely suffers the Southern slave-holders to violate all the provisions of that same constitution, and to imprison, torture, and put to death, the citizens of the North without judge or jury, whenever they imagine that such severities can contribute, in the slightest degree, to the security of their slave-holding tyranny. Nay more ; many of the Northern aristocrats, in the energy of their hatred of democratical equality, seem almost ready to envy, while they affect to deplore, the con dition of their Southern brethren. And yet the northern States of the Union dare to assert that they are undefiled by the stain of slavery. It is a vain, false boast. They are partners in the wrong. The blood of the slave is on their hands, and is dripping in red and gory drops, from the skirts of their garments. Before leaving the prison, we were supplied with hand cuffs, those usual badges and emblems of servitude, and having reached the wharf, we were crammed together, into the hold of the vessel, so close that we had hardly room to move, and not room enough either to lie or sit with comfort. The vessel got under way soon after we came on board, and proceeded down the river. Once or twice a day, we were suffered to come on deck, and to breathe the fresh air for a few minutes ; but we were soon remanded to our dun geon in the hold. The mate of the vessel seemed to be a good natured young man, and disposed to render our con dition as comfortable as possible ; but the captain was a savage tyrant, worthy of the business in which he was en gaged. We had been on our voyage a day or two, and had already cleared the river, and were standing down the bay, when I became excessively sick. A burning fever seemed raging in my veins. It was after sunset ; the hatches were closed down ; and the heat of the narrow hold in which we were confined, and which was more than half filled up with boxes and barrels, became intolerable. I knocked 104 MEMOIRS OF against the deck, and called aloud for air and water. It was the mate s watch. He came forward to ascertain what was the matter, and bade the men unfasten the hatches and lift me upon deck. I snatched the basin of water which he gave me, and though brackish and warm, it seemed to my feverish taste the most delicious of drinks. I drained it to the bottom and called for more ; but the mate, who feared perhaps that excessive drinking might aggravate my disor der, refused this request. I w r anted air as much as water. This he did not refuse me ; and I was lying on the deck, imbibing at every pore the cool breeze of the evening, when the captain came up the companion-way. He no sooner saw the hatches off, and me lying on the deck, than he stepped up to his mate, with a clinched fist and a face distorted with passion, and addressed him with " How dare you, sir, take off the hatches after sundown, without my orders ? " The mate attempted an apology, and began with saying that I was taken suddenly sick, and had called for assistance ; but without waiting to hear him out, the brutal captain rushed by, and hitting me a kick, precipitated me headlong, into the hold, upon the heads of my companions. Without stopping to inquire, whether or not my neck was broken, he bade his men replace and secure the hatches. Luckily I sustained but little injury ; though I came within an inch of having my skull broken against one of the beams. The water I had drank, and the cool air I had breathed, abated my fever, and I soon began to grow better. In the course of the next day, we passed the capes of the Chesapeake, and entered the great Atlantic. We stood to the southward and eastward, and were making rapid way, when it came on to blow a furious gale. The tossing and pitching of the ship was terrible indeed to us poor prisoners, confined in the dark hold, and expecting, at every burst of thunder, that the vessel was breaking in pieces. The storm continued to increase. The noise and tumult on deck, the creaking of the rigging, the cries of the seamen, and the sound of cracking spars and splitting canvass, added to our terror. Pretty soon, we found that the hold was filling with water, and an alarm was given that the vessel had sprung ARCHY MOORE. 105 a-leak. The hatches were opened, and we were called on deck. Our hand-cuffs were knocked off, and we were set to work at the pumps. I could not tell whether it were night or morning ; for the gale had now lasted a good while, and since it began, we had not been suffered to come on deck. However it was not totally dark. A dim and horrid glimmer, just suf ficient to betray our situation, and more terrible perhaps than total darkness, was hovering over the ocean. At a distance, the huge black waves, crested with pale blue foam, seemed to move on like monsters of the deep ; nor when nearer, did they lose any of their terrors. Now we sunk into a horrid gulf, between two watery precipices, which swelled on either side, black, and frowning, and ready to devour us ; and now, lifted on the top of a lofty wave, we viewed all around, a wild and fearful waste of dark and stormy waters. It was a terrible sight for one who had never seen the sea before ; and as I gazed upon it, half stu pefied with terror, little did I think that this same fierce and raging element, was to prove hereafter, my best and surest friend ! The brig was almost a total wreck. Her foremast was gone by the board ; and she was lying to on the starboard tack, under a close reefed main-top-sail. These are terms which, at that time, I had never heard.. It was long after wards that I learned to use them. But the whole scene remains as distinct upon my memory as if it had been paint ed there. Notwithstanding all our efforts, the leak gained upon us ; and the captain soon made up his mind that it would be im possible to keep the vessel afloat. Accordingly he made his preparations for quitting her. He and his mates were armed with swords and pistols ; and cutlasses were put into the hands of two or three of the crew. The long boat had been washed overboard ; but they had succeeded in secur ing the jolly boat, which they now lowered away and dropped into the water under the vessel s lee. The crew were already embarking, before we well understood what they were about ; but as soon as we comprehended that they were going to desert the ship, we rushed franticly for- 106 MEMOIRS OP ward, and demanded to be taken on board. This they had expected, and they were prepared for it. Three or four pistol shots were fired among us, and several of us were severely wounded by the sailors cutlasses. At the same time, they cried to us to stand back, and they would take us on board as soon as all things were ready. Terrified and confused, we stood a moment doubting what to do. The sailors improved this interval to jump on board, " Cast off" shouted the captain, the seamen bent to their oars, and the boat was fast quitting the vessel, before we had recovered from our momentary hesitation. We raised a shout, or rather a scream of terror, at finding ourselves thus deserted ; and three or four poor wretches, on the impulse of the moment, sprang into the water, in the hope of reaching the boat. All but one sunk instantly in the boiling surge ; he, a man of herculean frame, springing with all the effort of a death-struggle, was carried far beyond the rest, and rising through the billows, found himself just behind the boat. He ^stretched out his hand and caught the rudder. The captain was steering. He drew a pistol and fired it at the head of the swimmer. We heard a scream above all the noise of the tempest. It was only for a moment ; he sunk, and we saw him no more. It is impossible to convey any adequate idea of the terror and confusion which now prevailed on board. The women, now screaming, now praying, were frantic with fear. Four or five poor fellows lay about the deck bleeding and des perately wounded. Death seemed to ride upon the storm, and to summon his victims. The vessel still lay with her head to windward ; but the spray dashed over her continu ally, and every now and then, she shipped a sea which set the decks a-float and drenched us in salt water. It occurred to me, that unless the pumps were kept going, the vessel would soon fill and carry us to the bottom. I called about me, such of the men as seemed to be most in their senses, and endeavored to explain to them our situation ; but they were stupefied with terror, and would not, or could not, un derstand me. As a last resource, I rushed forward, crying " Pump my hearties, pump for your lives." This was the phrase which the captain and his mates had continually AJICHY MOORE. 107 repeated, as they stood over us, and directed our labor. The poor creatures seemed to obey as if instinctively, this voice of command. They collected about me and began to work the pumps. If it had no other good effect, at least it served lo call off our attention from the horrors with which we were surrounded. We plied our work till one of the pump? was broken and the other choked and rendered useless. By this time the storm had abated, and the vessel, notwithstand ing all our fears to the contrary, still rode the waves. It grew lighter by degrees. Presently the clouds began to break away, and to drive in huge, misty masses along the sky. Occasionally the sun broke out ; and after a con siderable dispute, whether it were rising or setting, we con cluded it must be some four or five hours past sunrise. As soon as the women had recovered from the first par oxysm of their terror, they gave such care as they could, to the poor sufferers, who had been wounded. They had bound up their wounds, and had collected them together on the quarter deck. One poor fellow who had been shot through the body with a pistol ball, was much worse hurt than the others. His wife was supporting his head on her lap, and was trying to prevent the pitching of the vessel from aggravating his sufferings. She had been standing by him, or rather clinging to him, at the moment he was wounded. She had caught him in her arms as he fell, had dragged him from the press, and from that moment seemed to forget all the horrors of our situation, in her incessant efforts lo soothe his pains. Her affectionate care had proved of little avail. The struggle was now almost over, [n a little while, he expired in her arms. When she found that he was dead, her grief, which she had controlled and suppressed so long, burst forth in all its energy. Her female companions gathered about her, but the poor woman was beyond the reach of consolation. Some of us now ventured below, and took the liberty of overhauling the steward s stores. Every thing was more or less damaged with salt water ; but we lighted upon a cask or two of bread, which was tolerably dry, and which suf ficed to furnish us a sumptuous repast. We had not finished it, before we discovered a vessel 108 MEMOIRS OF standing towards us. As she approached, we waved frag ments of the tattered sails, and shouted for assistance. Having run down pretty near us, she hove to, and sent a boat on board. When the boat s crew had mounted over the brig s side, they seemed utterly amazed at the scene which her decks presented. I stepped forward, and ex plained to the officer the nature of our situation ; that we were a cargo of slaves bound from Washington to Charles ton, and that the vessel and her lading had been deserted by the crew ; that contrary to every expectation, we had succeeded in keeping her afloat, but that the pumps were out of order and she was again filling. The mate hastened back to his own ship and soon re turned with the captain and the carpenter. After examin ing and consulting together, they determined to put a part of their own crew on board the brig, and to navigate her into Norfolk, to which port they were bound, and which was the nearest harbor. The carpenter was put to work stopping her leaks and repairing her pumps. Her new crew set up a jury foremast, out of such materials as they found on board. She was soon in sailing order, and they shook the reefs out of her main-top-sail and put her before the wind. The vessel which had rescued us, was the Arethusa, of New York, Charles Parker, master ; and lest we might need assistance, she slackened sail and kept us company. Before night we made the land, and a pilot came on board. The next morning we entered the harbor of Norfolk. The vessel had scarcely touched the wharf, before we were hur ried away, and locked up in the city jail for safe keeping. CHAPTER XIX. WE remained in jail some three weeks, before anybody condescended to inform us why we were kept there, or what was to become of us. We now learned that captain Par ker and his crew, had libelled the Two Sallys and her cargo ARCHY MOORE. 109 for salvage ; and that the Court had ordered the libelled property to be sold at auction, for the joint benefit of the owners and salvors. This was all Greek to us. I had not the most distant idea what was meant by libelling for salvage, and I hardly think that any of the others under stood it better than I. Nobody took the trouble to explain it to us ; it was enough for us to understand, that we were to be sold ; the why and the wherefore, it was thought of no consequence for slaves to know. As I had already been twice sold at public auction, the thing had lost its interest and its novelty. I was tired of the confinement of the prison ; and as I knew that I must be sold at last, I was as ready to take my chance now as ever. The sale was much like other sales of slaves. There was only one circumstance about it, that seemed worthy of particular notice. The wounded men, though they were not yet cured, indeed two of the four were hardly thought out of danger, were to be sold among the rest. "Damaged articles," the auctioneer observed, "which he was willing to dispose of at a great discount." The four were offered in one lot, " Like so many broken frying pans," said one of the. spectators, " but for my part, I have no fancy for specu lating either in broken frying pans, wounded slaves, or sick horses." A physician who was present, was advised to purchase. " If they should happen to die," said his adviser, " they would be quite useless to any body else, but you might find some use for their dead bodies." Various other jests equally brilliant and pointed, were thrown out by others of the company, and were received with shouts of laughter that contrasted a little harshly, with the sad, woe-begono faces, and low moans of the wounded men, who were brought to the place of sale on little pallets, and who lay upon the ground, the very pictures of sickness and distress. This jocular humor had reached a high pitch, when it was rather suddenly checked, by a tall fine looking man, who had more the air and manners of a gentleman than the greater part of the company. He observed, with a tone and a look of some severity, that in his opinion, selling men upon their death-beds was no laughing matter. He imme- 10 1 10 MEMOIRS OF diately made a bid quite beyond any thing that had been offered, and the auctioneer pronounced him to be the pur chaser. I hoped this same gentleman might have purchased me also ; but as soon as he had given some directions about the removal of the wounded men, he left the place of sale, Perhaps I had no reason to regret it. This gentleman, for aught I could tell, had acted, as a hundred other slave- buyers might have done, from a momentary impulse of humanity, which disgusted him, it is true, with the brutality of the rest of the company, but which in all likelihood, was neither strong nor steady enough to render his treatment of his servants much different from that of his neighbors. Such temporary fits of humanity and good nai.ure, are occa sionally felt by every body ; but they are no guarantee whatever, against an habitual disregard of the rights and feelings of those, who are not allowed to protect themselves, and who are protected neither by the laws nor by public opinion. I was purchased by an agent of Mr James Carleton, of Carleton-Hall, in one of the northern counties of North Car olina ; and \vas presently sent off with two or three of my companions, for the plantation of our new master. After a journey of four or five days, we arrived at Carle ton-Hall. It was like the residences of so many other American planters, a mean house, with no great signs about it, either of ornament or comfort. At a short distance from the House, was the servants quarter, a miserable collection of ruinous cabins, crowded together without any order, and almost concealed in the vigorous growth of weeds, that sprung up around and among them. Soon after our arrival, we were carried into the presence of our new master, who examined us one by one, and in quired into our several capabilities. Having learned that I had been raised a house-servant, and being pleased, as he said, with my manners and appearance, he told me he would take me into the house to supply the place of his man John, who had become so confirmed a drunkard, that he had been obliged to turn him into the field. I was well enough pleased with this arrangement ; for in general, those slaves who are house servants, are infinitely ARCHY MOORE. Ill better off than those who are employed in field labor. They are better fed, and better clothed, and their work is much lighter. They are sure of the crumbs that fall from their master s table ; and as the master s eyes and those of his guests, would be offended by a display of dirt and rags in the dining room, house servants are comfortably clothed, not so much, it is true, on their own account, as for the gratification of their owner s vanity. As it is a matter of ostentation to have a house full of servants, the labor be comes light when divided among so many. Sufficient food, comfortable clothing, and light work are not to be despised ; hut the circumstance which principally contributes to make i lie condition of the house servant more tolerable than that of the field hand, is of a different description. Men, and especially women and children, cannot have any thing much about them, be it a dog, a cat, or even a slave, without insensibly contracting some interest in it and regard for it ; and it thus happens that a family servant often becomes quite a favorite, and is at length regarded with a feeling that bears some faint and distant resemblance to family affection. This is the most tolerable in fact, the only tolerable point of view in which slavery can be made to present itself; and it has been, by steadily fixing their eyes on a few cases of this sort, and as steadily closing them to all its intrinsic horrors and enormities, that some bold sophists have mustered. courage to make the eulogium of slavery. Yet this best condition of a slave, that I mean of a household servant, is often, almost too miserable for en durance. If there are kind masters and good natured mistresses, it happens too frequently, that the master is a capricious tyrant, and the mistress a fretful scold. The poor servant is exposed, every hour of his life, to a course of harsh rebukes, and peevish chidings, which are always threatening to end in the torture of the lash, and which to a person of any spirit or sensibility, are more annoying than even the lash itself. And all this is without hope or chance of remedy. The master and the mistress indulge their bad humor without restraint. No fear of warning puts any curb upon them. The slave is theirs ; and they can treat 112 MEMOIRS OF him as they please. He cannot help himself; and there is no one to help him. Mr Carleton, while he entertained most of the notions of his brother planters, differed from the greater part of them in one striking particular. He was a zealous presbyterian. and very warm and earnest, in the cause of religion. Had any one told him, that to hold men in slavery was a high handed offence against religion and morality, what would have been his answer ? Would his heart have responded to the truth of a sentiment so congenial to every more generous emotion and better feeling ? I am much afraid it would not. I fear he would have answered much like those of his brother slave-holders, who made no pretensions whatever to peculiar piety. With a secret consciousness of his criminality, but with a fixed determination never to ad mit it, he would have worked himself into a violent passion ; talked of the i sacred rights of property, more sacred in a slave-holder s estimation than either liberty or justice ; and declaimed against impertinent interference in the affairs of other people, a topic, by the way, which is very seldom much insisted upon, except by those whose affairs will hardly bear examination. Mr Carleton, though a zealous presbyterian, had, as I have said, most of the feelings and notions of his brother planters. It thus happened, that his character, his conver sation and his conduct were full of strange contrasts, and were forever presenting an odd, incongruous mixture of the bully and the puritan. I use the word bully for want of a better, not exactly in its most vulgar sense, but intending to signify by it, a certain spirit of bravado and violence, a disposition to settle every disputed point by the pistol, so common, I might almost say universal, in the southern States of America. Mr Carleton with all his piety, talked as fa miliarly of shooting people, as if he had been a professed assassin. As I had the honor of waiting upon Mr Carleton s table, and the pleasure and advantage of listening every day to his conversation, I soon came to understand his character perfectly, as perfectly at least as it was possible for any body to understand so very inconsistent a character. He had ARCHY MOORE. 113 family prayers, night and morning, with the most punctilious regularity. He prayed long and fervently, and on his bended knees. He was particularly earnest in his petitions for the universal spread of the gospel ; he asked most devoutly, that as all men were creatures of the same God, they might speedily hecome children of the same faith. Yet not only the plantation slaves were never invited to join in this family worship, but even the house-servant^ were excluded. The door was shut ; and at the very moment when the devout Mr Carleton professed to prostrate himself in the dust before his Creator, he felt too strongly the sense of his own superiority, to permit even his household servants to participate in his devotions ! But for all this, Mr Carleton evidently had the cause of religion very much at heart, and seemed ready to spend and be spent in the service. There were very few clergy men in the part of the country in which he resided, and his zeal frequently led him to supply the gap, by acting as an exhorter. Indeed there was scarcely a Sunday that he did not hold forth somewhere in the neighborhood. Within ten miles of Carleton-Hall, in different directions, there were as many as three churches, wretched, ruinous, little buildings, that looked more like deserted barns than places of public worship. All of these Mr Carleton had caused to be re paired, principally at his own expense, and in each of them he preached occasionally. But he did not consider a church as indispensable to an exhortation. During the summer, he frequently held meetings in some shady grove, or by the side of some cool spring ; and in the winter, sometimes in his own house, and sometimes in the houses of his neighbors. He was generally pretty sure of a con siderable audience. That part of the country was thinly inhabited, and the people had but few amusements. They were glad of any occasion of assembling together, and seemed to care very little whether it were a preaching or a frolic. Besides, Mr Carleton was really an agreeable speaker ; and the earnestness and vehemence of his man ner, were well calculated to attract an audience. A very considerable proportion of his hearers were slaves ; for though he did not judge it expedient to allow them to 114 MEMOIRS OF become partakers in his private devotions, be had no objec tion to their swelling his audience, and giving a sort of eclat to his public performances. Indeed, towards the end of his discourses, he would often condescend to introduce a few sentences for their particular benefit. The change which took place in his manner, when he came to that part of his sermon, was sufficiently obvious. The phrase, * dear brethren, which in the earlier part of it, he was forever repeating, was now suddenly dropped. The preacher as sumed a condescending, patronizing air, and briefly and dryly informed those of his hearers, whom God had appointed to be servants, that their only hope of salvation was in pa tience, obedience, submission, diligence and subordination. He warned them earnestly, against thieving and lying, their easily besetting sins; and enforced at some length, the great wickedness and folly of being discontented with their condition. All this was applauded by the masters as very orthodox doctrine, and very proper to be preached to ser vants. The servants themselves received it with an outward submission, to which their hearts gave the lie. Nor is it very strange, considering the doctrines which he preached to them, that the greater part of Mr Carleton s converts among the slaves, were hypocritical fellows, who made their religion a cloak for their roguery. There was in fact, much truth in the observation of one of Mr Carleton s neighbors, that most of the slaves, in that part of the coun try, had no religion at all, and that those who pretended to have any were worse than the others. And how could it be otherwise, when in the venerable name of religion, they had preached to them a doctrine of double-distilled tyranny, a doctrine which not content with now and then a human victim, demanded the perpetual sacrifice of one half the entire community ? Alas Christianity ! What does it avail, thy concern for the poor, thy tenderness for the oppressed, thy system of fraternal love and affection ! The serpent knows how to suck poison from the harmless nature of the dove. The tyrants of every age and country, have succeeded in prosti tuting Christianity into an instrument of their crimes, a terroi to their victims, and an apology for their oppressions ! Noi ARCHY MOORE. 115 have they ever wanted time-serving priests and lying proph ets, to applaud, encourage, and sustain them ! However little the slaves might relish Mr Carleton s doctrines, of which indeed their own hearts instinctively made the refutation, they were very fond of attending upon his performances. It was some relief to the eternal monotony of their lives ; and it gave them an opportunity of getting together after the meeting was over, and having a frolic among themselves. This recreation, which it afforded to the servants, was in my opinion, the best effect of Mr Carleton s labors ; though certain gentlemen, who dreaded every assembly of slaves, as a source of discontent and conspiracy, were very earnest in the condemnation of his meetings, under the hypocritical pretence of being shocked at the violations of the Sabbath, of which they furnished the occasion ! Mr Carleton was president of a Bible society, and was very anxious and earnest about the universal diffusion of the Bible. I soon found out however, that besides myself, there was not a single slave on his plantation, nor indeed in all the neighborhood, who knew how to read : and what was more, I learned that Mr Carleton was extremely un willing to have any of them taught. There is connected with this subject, a point of view, in which the system of domestic slavery that prevails in Amer ica, exhibits itself as out-braving all other tyrannies, and betraying a demoniac spirit almost too horrid to be thought of. Mr Carleton believed, and the immense majority of his fellow countrymen believe also, that the Bible contains a revelation from God, of things essential to man s eternal welfare. In this belief, and animated by a lofty spirit of philanthropy, they have formed societies and of one of these Mr Carleton was president ; and contribute their money as Mr Carleton did very liberally to disseminate the Bible through the world, and to put this divine and unerring guide into the possession of every family. But while they are so zealous to confer this inestimable treasure upon all the world beside, they sternly withhold it from those, o f whom the law has made them the sole guardians. They withhold it from their slaves, of whom, to use their own 116 MEMOIRS OF hypocritical cant, God has appointed them the natural pro tectors ; and in so doing, by their own confession, they voluntarily and knowingly expose those slaves, to the dan ger of eternal punishment ! To this awful danger, they voluntarily and knowingly expose them, lest, should they learn to read, they might learn at the same time, their own rights, and the means of enforcing them. What outrage upon humanity was ever equal to this ? Other tyrannies have proceeded all lengths against man s temporal happiness ; and in support of their evil dominion, have hazarded every extreme of temporary cruelty ; hut what other tyrants are recorded in all the world s history, who have openly and publicly confessed, that they prefer to expose their victims to the imminent danger of eternal misery, rather than impart a degree of instruction, which might, by possibility, endanger their own unjust and usurped authority ? Can any one calmly consider the cool diabolism of this avowal, and believe it is men who make it ? Men too, who seem in other matters, not destitute of the common feelings of good will ; men who talk about liberty, virtue, and religion, and who speak even of justice and humanity ! Were I inclined to superstition, 1 should believe they were not men, but rather demons incarnate ; evil spirits who had assumed the human shape, and who falsely put on a semblance of human feelings, in order the more secretly and securely to prosecute their grand conspiracy against mankind. I should believe so, did I not know that the love of social superiority, that very impulse of the human heart, which is the main-spring of civilization and the chief source of all human improvement, is able, when suffered to \vork on, uncontrolled by other more generous emotions, to corrupt man s whole nature, and to drive him to acts the most horrid and detestable. When to the corruptest form of this fierce passion, is joined a base fear, at once cowardly and cruel, what wonder that man becomes a creature to be scorned and hated ? To be pitied rather ; the maniac can hardly be held accountable for the enormities to which his madness prompts him, even though that madness be self- created. However diabolical the tyranny may be esteemed, which ARC II Y MOORE. 117 to secure its usurped authority, is ready to sacrifice both the temporal and eternal happiness of its victims, it is no doubt well adapted to accomplish the end at which it aims ; namely, its own perpetuation. But it is necessary to go one step further. The slave-holders ought to recollect, that all knowledge is dangerous ; and that it is impossible to give the slaves any instruction in Christianity, without imparting to them some dangerous ideas. It matters not that the law prohibits the teaching them to read. Oral instruction is as dangerous as written ; and the catechism is nothing but a Bible in disguise. Let them go on then, and bring their work to a glorious completion. Let them prohibit at once, all religious instruction. They must come to this at last. Let me tell them, that the time is past, in which Mr Carleton s doctrine of passive obedience is all that a religious teacher has to utter. There is another spirit abroad ; and that spirit will penetrate, wherever reli gious instruction opens the way for it. Now-a-day it is impossible to hail the slave as a Christian brother, without first acknowledging his rights as a fellow man. CHAPTER XX. 1 HAD not been long in Mr Carleton s service, before I discovered, that a pretty sure way of getting into his good graces, was to be a great admirer of his religious perform ances, and a devout attendant upon such of them as his servants might attend. There never was a person less inclined by nature to hypocrisy than myself. But craft and cunning are the sole resource of a slave ; and I had long ago learned to practise a thousand arts, which, at the same time that I despised them, I often found extremely useful. For these arts, I now had occasion ; and I plied my flattery to such purpose, that I soon gained the good will of my master, and before long, was duly established in the situation of confidential servant. This was a station of very 118 MEMOIRS OF considerable respectability; anil next to the overseer, I was decidedly the most consequential person on the place. It was my duty to attend specially upon my master, to ride about with him to meetings, cany his cloak and Bible, anil take care of his horse ; for among other matters Mr Carle- ton was a connoisseur in horses, and he did not like to trust his, to the usual blundering negligence of his neighbor." grooms. Pretty soon, my master found out my accomplishments of reading and writing, for I inadvertently betrayed a secret, which I had determined to keep to myself. At first he did not seem to like it ; but as he could not unlearn me, he soon determined to turn these acquirements of mine to some account. He had a good deal of writing, of one sort and another ; and lie set me to work as copier. In my charac ter of secretary, I was often called upon, when my master was busy, to write passes for the people. This raised my consequence extremely ; and my fellow servants soon began to look upon me, as second only to master himself. Mr Carlcton was naturally humane and kind-hearted ; and though his sudden out-breaks of impatience and fret- fulness were often vexatious enough, still if one humored him, they were generally soon over; and as if he reproached himself for not keeping a better guard upon his temper, they were often followed by an affability and indulgence greater than usual. I soon learned the art of managing him to the best advantage, and every day I rose in his favor. I had a good deal of leisure ; and I found means to em ploy it both innocently and agreeably. Mr Carlcton had a collection of books very unusual for a North Carolina planter. This library must have contained between two and three hundred volumes. It was the admiration of all the country round ; and contributed not a little, to give its owner the character of a great scholar, and a very learned man. My situation of confidential servant, gave me free access to it. The greater part of the volumes treated of divinity, but there were some of a more attractive descrip tion ; and I was able to gratify occasionally and by stealth ARCHY MOORE. 119 for I did not like to be seen reading any thing but the Bible tbat taste for knowledge which 1 bad imbibed \vhen a child, and which all the degradations of servitude, had not utterly extinguished. All things considered, 1 found myself much more agreeably situated, than I bad been at any time since the death of my first master. I wish, both for their sakes and his own, that all the rest of Mr Carleton s slaves had been as well off and as kindly treated as myself. The house servants, it is true, had noth ing to complain of; except indeed, those grievous evils, which are inseparable from a state of servitude, and which no tenderness or indulgence on the part of the master, can ever do away. But the plantation hands some fifty in number were very differently situated. Mr Carleton, like a large proportion of American planters, had no knowledge of agriculture, and not the slightest taste for it. He had never given any attention to the business of bis plantation ; bis youth had been spent in a course of boisterous dissipa tion ; and since his conversion, he had been entirely devoted to the cause of religion. Of course his planting affairs and all that related to them, were wholly in the hands of his overseer, who was shrewd, plausible, intelligent and well acquainted with his business ; but a severe task-master, bad tempered, and if all reports were true, not very much over burdened with honesty. Mr Warner, for this was the overseer s name, was engaged on terms which however ruinous to the planter and his plantation, were very common in Virginia and the Carolinas. Instead of receiving a reg ular salary in money, he took a certain proportion of the crop. Of course, it was his interest to make the largest crop possible, without any regard whatever to the means used to make it. What was it to him though the lands were exhausted, and the slaves worn out with heavy tasks and unreasonable labors? He owned neither the lands nor tbe slaves, and if in ten or twelve years, and for some thing like that time he had been established at Carleton- Hall, he could scourge all their value out of them, the gain was his, and the loss would be his employer s. This desirable consummation, he seemed pretty nearly arrived at. The lands at Carleton-IIall, were never cultivated, it 120 MEMOIRS OF is likely, with any tolerable skill ; but Mr Warner had car ried the process of exhaustion to its last extremity. Field after field had been turned out as they call it that is, left uncultivated and unfenced, to grow up with broom-sedge and persimmon bushes, and be grazed by all the cattle of the neighborhood. Year after year, new land had been opened, and exposed to the same exhausting process, which had worn out the fields that had been already abandoned : till at last, there was no new land left upon the plantation. Mr Warner now began to talk about throwing up his em ployment ; and it was only by urgent solicitations, and a greater proportion of the diminished produce, that Mr Carle- ton had prevailed upon him to remain another year. But it was not the land only, that suffered. The slaves were subjected to a like process of exhaustion ; and what with hard work, insufficient food, and an irregular and ca pricious severity, they had become discontented, sickly and inefficient. There never was a time that two or three of them, and sometimes many more, were not runaways, wan dering in the woods ; and hence originated further troubles, and fresh severity. Mr Carleton had expressly directed, that his servants should receive an allowance of corn, and especially of meat, which in that part of the world was thought extremely liberal ; and I believe, if the allowance had been faithfully distributed, the heartiest man upon the place would have received about half as much meat as was consumed by Mr Carleton s youngest daughter, a little girl some ten or twelve years old. But if the slaves were worthy of belief, neither Mr Warner s scales nor his measure were very authentic ; and according to their story, so much as he could plunder out of their weekly allowance, went to increase his share in the yearly produce of the plantation. Once or twice, complaints of this sort had been carried to Mr Carleton ; but without deigning to examine into them, he had dismissed them as unworthy of notice. Mr Warner, he said, was an honest man and a Christian, in deed it was his Christian character that had first recom mended him to his employer ; and these scandalous stories were only invented out of that spite which slaves always ARCHY MOORE. 121 feel against an overseer, who compels them to do their duty. It might be so ; I cannot undertake positively to contradict it. Yet I know that these imputations upon Mr Warner s honesty were not confined to the plantation, but circulated pretty freely through the neighborhood ; and if he was not a rogue, Mr Carleton, by an unlimited, unsuspicious and unwise confidence, did his best to make him so. Whether the slaves were cheated or not, of their allow ance, there is no dispute that they were worked hard, and harshly treated. Mr Carleton always took sides with his overseer, and was in the habit of maintaining that it was impossible to get along on a plantation without frequent whipping and a good deal of severity ; and yet, as he was naturally good natured, it gave him pain to hear of any very flagrant instance of it. But he was much from home ; and that kept him ignorant, to a great degree, of what was going on there ; and for the rest, the overseer was anxious to save his feelings, and had issued very strict orders, which he enforced with merciless severity, that nobody should run to the House with tales of what was done upon the planta tion. By this ingenious device, though a very common one, Mr Warner had every thing in his own way. In fact, Mr Carleton had as little control over his plantation as over any other in the county ; and he knew just as little about it. When my master was a young man, he had betted at horse-races and gambling-tables, and spent money very freely in a thousand foolish ways. Since he had grown religious he had dropped these expenses, but he had fallen into others. It was no small sum that he spent every year, upon Bibles, church repairs, and other pious objects. For several years his income had been diminishing ; but without any corresponding diminution of his expenses. As a natural consequence, he had become deeply involved in debt. His overseer had grown rich, while he had been growing poor. His lands and slaves were mortgaged, and he began to be plagued by the sheriff s officer. But these perplexities did not cause him to forego his spiritual la bors, which he prosecuted, if possible, more diligently than before. 11 122 MEMOIRS OF I had now been living with him some six or seven months, and was completely established in his favor, when one Sunday morning, we set off together for a place about eight miles distant, where he had not preached before, since I had been in his service. The place appointed for the meeting, was in the open air. It was a pretty place though, and well adapted to the purpose, being a gentle swell of ground over which were thinly scattered a number of ancient, and wide-spreading oaks. Their outstretched limbs formed a thick shade, under which there were neither weeds nor undergrowth, but something more like a grassy lawn, than is often to be seen in that country. Near the top of the swell, somebody had fixed up some rude benches ; and partly supported against one of the largest trees, was a misshapen little platform, with a chair or two upon it. which seemed intended for the pulpit. Quite a troop of horses, and as many as ten or twelve carriages, were collected at the foot of the swell ; and the benches were already occupied by a considerable number of people. The white hearers however, were far outnum bered by the slaves, who were scattered about in groups, most of them in their Sunday dresses, and many of them very decent looking people. A few however, were miser ably ragged and dirty ; and there was quite a number of half-grown children from the adjoining plantations, with out a rag to hide their nakedness. My master seemed well pleased with the prospect of so large an audience. He dismounted at the foot of the hill, if a rise so gentle deserved the name, and delivered his horse into my charge. I sought out a convenient place in which to tie the horses ; and as I knew the services would not begin immediately, I sauntered about, looking at the equipages and the company. While I was occupied in this way, a smart carriage drove up. It stopped. A ser vant jumped from behind, opened the door and let down the steps. An elderly lady, and another about eighteen or twenty, occupied the back seat. On the front seat, was a woman whom I took to be their maid, though I could not see her distinctly. Something called off my attention and il turned another wav. When I looked again, the two ARCHY MOORE. 123 ladies were walking up the hill and the maid was on the ground, with her back towards me, taking something from the carriage. A moment after, she turned round, and I knew her. It was Gassy, it was my wife. I sprang forward and caught her in my arms. She recognized me at the same moment ; and uttering a cry of surprise and pleasure, she would have fallen had I not supported her. She recovered herself directly, and bade me let her go, for she had been sent back for her mistress s fan, and she must make haste and carry it to her. She told me to wait though, for if she could get leave, she would come back again immediately. She tripped up the hill, and overtook her mistress. I could see by her ges tures, the eagerness with which she urged her request. It was granted ; and in a moment she was again at my side. Again I pressed her to my bosom, and again she returned my embrace. Once more I felt what it was to be happy. 1 took her by the hand and led her to a little wood, on the opposite side of the road. Here was a thick young growth where we could sit, screened from observation. We sat down upon a fallen tree ; and while I held her hands fast locked in mine, we asked and answered a thousand ques tions. My history, since our separation, has been told already. Here follows a summary of hers. END OF VOL. I. THE SLAVE: OR MEMOIRS OF ARCHY MOORE. Leave wringing of your hands ; Peace ; sit you down; And let me wring your heart ; for so I shall, If it be made of penetrable stuff; If damned custom hath not brazed it so, That it be proof and bulwark against sense. HAMLET SEVENTH EDITION. TWO VOLUMES IN ONE, VOL. II. BOSTON: PUBLISHED BY BELA MARSH, No. 25 CORNHILL. 1848. Entered according to act of Congress, in the year 1840, BY RICHARD HILDRETH, In the Clerk s Office of the District Court of Massachusetts. MEMOIRS. CHAPTER I. IT seemed to be with the greatest reluctance, that the poor girl carried back her recollection to that terrible day which had separated us, as we then thought, forever. She hesitated, and seemed half ashamed, and almost unwilling to speak of what had followed after that separation. I pitied her ; and great as was my curiosity if my feelings on that occasion deserve so trifling a name I could almost have wished her to pass over the interval in silence. Dis tressing doubts and dreadful apprehensions crowded upon me, and I almost dreaded to hear her speak. But she hid her face in my bosom, and murmuring in a voice half Choked with sobs, " My husband must know it," she began her story. She was already, she told me, more than half dead with fright and horror, and the first blow that colonel Moore struck, beat her senseless to the ground. When she came to her senses, she found herself lying on a bed, in a room which she did not recollect ever to have seen before. She rose from the bed as well as her bruises would allow her; for she did not move without difficulty. The room was prettily furnished ; the bed was hung with curtains, neat and comfortable ; a dressing table stood in one corner ; and there was all the usual furniture of a lady s bed-chamber, but it was not like any room in the house at Spring- Meadow. 4 MEMOIRS OF She tried to open the doors, of which there were two, but both were fastened. She endeavored to get a peep from the windows, in the hope that she might know some part of the prospect. But she could only discover that the house seemed to be surrounded by trees ; for the windows were guarded on the outside by close blinds, which were fastened in some way she did not understand, so that she could not open them. This fastening of the doors and windows, satisfied her that she was held a prisoner, and confirmed all her worst suspicions. As she passed by the dressing table, she caught a look at the glass. Her face was deadly pale ; her hair fell in loose disorder over her shoulders, and looking down, she saw stains of blood upon her dress, but whether her own or her husband s she could not tell. She sat down on the bedside ; her head was dizzy and confused, and she scarce ly knew whether she were awake or dreaming. Presently one of the doors opened, and a woman entered. It was Miss Ritty,* as she was called among the servants at Spring-Meadow, a pretty, dark-complexioned damsel, who enjoyed at that time, the station and dignity of colonel Moore s favorite. Cassy s heart beat hard, while she heard some one fumbling at the lock. When the door opened she was glad to see that it was only a woman, and one whom she knew. She ran towards her, caught her by the hand, and begged her protection. The girl laughed, and asked what she was afraid of. Gassy hardly knew what answer to make. After hesitating a moment, she begged Miss Ritty to tell her where she was, and what they intend ed to do with her. " It is a fine place you re in," was the answer, " and when master comes, you can ask him what is to be done with you." This was said with a significant titter, which Cassy knew too well how to interpret. Though Miss Ritty had evaded a direct answer to her inquiry, it now occurred to her where she must be. This woman, she recollected, occupied a small house the same that once had been inhabited by Cassy s mother and by mine, at a considerable distance from any other on * Henrietta. ARCHY MOORE. 5 the plantation. It was surrounded by a little grove which almost hid it from view, and was very seldom visited by uny of the servants. Miss Ritty looked upon herself, and was in fact regarded by the rest of us, as a person of no little consequence ; and though she sometimes condescend ed to make visits, she was not often anxious to have them returned. Gassy, however, had been once or twice at her house. There were two little rooms in front, into which she was freely admitted ; but the apartment behind was locked ; and it was whispered among the servants, that colonel Moore kept the key, so that even Miss Ritty herself did not enter it except in his company. This perhaps was mere scan dal ; but Gassy recollected to have noticed that the windows of this room were protected against impertinent curiosity, by close blinds on the outside ; and she no longer doubted where she was. She told Miss Ritty as much, and inquired, if her mis tress knew of her return. Miss Ritty could not tell. She asked if her mistress had got another maid in her place. Miss Ritty did not know. She begged for permission to go and see her mistress ; but that, Miss Ritty said, was impossible. She requested that her mistress might be told where she was ; and that she wished very much to see her. Miss Ritty said that she would be glad to oblige her, but she was not much in the habit of going to the House, and the last time she was there, Mrs Moore had spoken to her so spitefully, that she was determined never to go again, unless she were absolutely obliged to. Having thus exhausted every resource, poor Gassy threw herself upon the bed, hid her face in the bedclothes, and sought relief in tears. It was now Miss Ritty s turn. She patted the poor girl on the shoulder, bade her not be down-hearted, and un locking a bureau which stood in the room, she took out a dress which she pronounced to be "mighty handsome." She bade Gassy get up and put it on, for her master would be coming presently. This was what Gassy feared ; but 1 * D MEMOIRS OF she hoped, if she could not escape the visit, at least to defer it. So she told Miss Ritty that she was too sick to see any body ; she absolutely refused to look at her dresses, and begged to be allowed to die in peace. Miss Ritty laughed when she spoke of dying ; yet she seemed a little alarmed at the idea of it, and inquired what was the matter. Cassy told her that she had seen and suffered enough that day, to kill any body ; that her head was sick and her heart was broken, and the sooner death came to her relief the better. She then mustered courage to mention my name, and endeavored to discover what had become of me. Miss Ritty again shook her head and declared that she could give no information. At that moment the door opened, and colonel Moore came in. He had a haggard and guilty look. The flush which overspread his face, when she had last seen him. was wholly gone ; his countenance was pale and ghastly. She had never seen him look so before, and she trembled at the sight of him. He bade Ritty begone ; but told her to wait in the front room as perhaps he might need her assist ance. He bolted the door, and sat down on the bed by Cassy s side. She started up in terror, and retired to the farthest corner of the room. He smiled scornfully, and bade her come back, and sit down beside him. She obey ed ; for however reluctant, she could do no better. He took her hand, and threw one arm about her waist. Again she shrank from him, and would have fled ; but he stamped his foot impatiently, and in a harsh tone, bade her be quiet. For a moment he was silent-; then changing his manner, he summoned up his habitual smile, and began in that mild, gentle, insinuating tone, in which he was quite unsurpassed. He plied her with flattery, soft words and generous prom ises. He reproached her, but without any harshness, for her attempts to evade the kindness he intended her. He then spoke of me ; but no sooner had he entered on that subject, than his voice rose, his face became flushed again, and he seemed in manifest danger of losing his temper. She interrupted him, and besought him to tell her how I did and what had become of me. He answered that I was ARCHY MOORE. 7 well enough ; much better than I deserved to be ; but she need give herself no further thought or trouble on that score, for he intended to send me out of the country as soon as I was able to travel ; and she need not hope nor expect ever to see me again. She most earnestly besought and begged that she might be sent off and sold with me. He affected to be greatly surprised at this request, and inquired why she made it. She told him, that after all that had happened, it were better that she should not live any longer in his family ; beside, if she were sold at the same time, the same person might buy her that bought her husband. That word, hus band, put him into a violent passion. He told her that she had no husband, and wanted none ; for he would be better than a husband to her. He said that he was tired of her folly, and with a significant look, he bade her not be a fool, but to leave off whining and crying, be a good girl, and do as her master desired ; was it not a servant s duty to obey her master ? She told him that she was sick and wretched, and begged him to leave her. Instead of doing so, he threw his arms about her neck, and declared that her being sick was all imagination, for he had never seen her look half so hand some. She started up ; but he caught her in his arms, and dragged her towards the bed. Even at that terrible mo ment, her presence of mind did not forsake her. She ex erted her strength, and succeeded in breaking away from his hateful embraces. Then summoning up all her ener gies, she looked him in the face, as well as her tears would allow her, and striving to command her voice, " Master, Father!" she cried, "what is it you would have of your own daughter ? " Colonel Moore staggered as if a bullet had struck him. A burning blush overspread his face ; he would have spoken, but the words seemed to stick in his throat. This confu sion was only for a moment. In an instant, he recovered his self-possession, and without taking any notice of her last appeal, he merely said, that if she were really siclc, he did not wish to trouble her. With these words he unbolted the door, and walked out of the room. 8 MEMOIRS OF She heard him talking with Miss Ritty ; and he had been gone but a few moments, before she entered. She began with a long string of questions about what colonel Moore had said and done ; but when Gassy did not seem inclined to give her any answer, she laughed, and thanked her, and told her she need not trouble herself, for she had been peeping and listening at the key-hole, the whole time. She said, she could not imagine, why Cassy made such a fuss. In a very young girl it might be excusable ; but in one as old as she was, and a married woman too, she could not understand it. Such is the morality, and such the modesty to be expected in a slave ! The poor girl was in no humor for controversy ; so she listened to this ribaldry without making any answer to it. Yet even at that moment, a faint ray of hope began to dis play itself. It occurred to her, that if Miss Ritty could be made sensible of the risk she ran in aiding to create herself a rival, she would not be pleased at the prospect of being perhaps supplanted in a situation, which she seemed to find so very agreeable. This idea appeared to offer some chance of gaining over Miss Ritty to aid her in escaping from Spring-Meadow ; and at once, she resolved to act upon it. It was necessary to be cautious and to feel her way, lest by piquing the girl s pride, she might deprive herself of all the advantage to be gained from working upon her fears. She approached the subject gradually, and soon placed it in a light, in which, it was plain, her companion had never viewed it. When it was first suggested to her, she expressed a deal of confidence in her own beauty, and af fected to have no fears ; yet it soon became obvious, that notwithstanding all her boasting, she was a good deal alarmed. Indeed it was quite impossible for her, to look her anticipated rival in the face, and not to perceive the danger. Cassy was well pleased to see the effect of her suggestions ; and began to entertain some serious hopes of once more making her escape. It was, to be sure, a miserable, and most probably ar; ineffectual resource, this running away. But what else could she do ? What other hope was there of escaping a fate which all her womanly and all her religious feelings ARCHY MOORE. 9 taught her to regard with the utmost horror and detestation ? This was her only chance ; she would try it, and trust in God s aid to give her endeavors a happy issue. She now told Miss Ritty distinctly, how she felt, what she intended, and what assistance she wanted. Her new confederate applauded her resolution. " Certainly, if colonel Moore was really her father, that did make a difference ; and her being a Methodist might help to account for her feelings, for she knew that sort of folks were mighty strict in all their notions." But though Miss Ritty was ready enough to encourage and applaud, she seemed very reluctant to take any active part in aiding and abetting an escape, which though ap parently it tended to promote her interests, might end, if her agency in it were discovered, in bringing her into danger and disgrace. Several plans were talked over, but Miss Ritty had some objection to all of them. She preferred any thing to the risk of being suspected by her master, of plotting to defeat his wishes. As they found great difficulty in fixing upon any feasible plan, it was agreed at last, in order to gain time, to give out that Gassy was extremely sick. This indeed was hardly a fiction ; for nothing but the very critical nature of her situation had enabled the poor girl to sustain herself against the shocks and miseries of the last four and twenty hours. Ritty undertook to persuade her master, that the best thing he could do, was to let her alone till she got better. She would promise to take her into training in the mean time, and was to assure colonel Moore, that she did not doubt of being soon able to convince her, that it was both her interest and her duty, to comply with her master s wishes. So far things went extremely well. They had hardly arranged their plan, before they heard colonel Moore s step in the outer room. Ritty ran to him, and succeeded in persuading him to go away without any attempt to see Gassy. He commended her zeal, and promised to be governed by her advice. The next day a circumstance happened which neither Gassy nor Ritty had anticipated, but which proved very favorable to their design. Colonel 10 MEMOIRS OF Moore was obliged to set off for Baltimore, without delay. Some pressing call of business, made his immediate depart ure indispensable. Before setting out, however, he found time to visit Ritty. and to enjoin upon her to keep a watch ful eye upon Gassy, and to take care and bring her to her senses, before his return. If Gassy was to escape at all, now was the time. She soon hit upon a scheme. Her object was, to screen Ritty from suspicion as much as to favor her own flight. Luckily the same arrangement might be made to accomplish both purposes. Gassy could only escape through the door, or out of the windows. Escaping through the door was out of the question, because Ritty had the key of it, and was supposed to be sleeping, or watching, or both together, in the front room. The escape then must be by the windows. These did not lift up as is commonly the case, but opened upon hinges on the inside. The blinds by which they were guarded on the outside were slats nailed across the window-frames and not intended to be opened. These must be cut or broken ; and as they were of pine, this was a task of no great difficulty. Ritty brought a couple of table knives, and assisted in cutting them away, though according to the story she was to tell her master, she was sleeping all the time, most soundly and unsuspiciously, and Gassy must have secretly cut away the slats with a pocket- knife. Early in the evening of colonel Moore s departure, every thing was ready, and Gassy was to sally forth as soon as she dared to venture. Ritty agreed not to give any notice of her escape till late the next day. This delay she could account for by the plea of not being able to find the over seer, and by a pretended uncertainty as to whether it would be colonel Moore s wish, that the overseer should be in formed at all about the matter. At all events, they hoped that no very vigorous pursuit would be made until colonel Moore s return. Gassy now made ready for her departure. She felt a pang at the idea of leaving me ; but as Ritty could not or would not tell her what had become of me, and as she knew, that separated and helpless as we were, it was im- ARCHY MOORE. 11 possible for us to render each other any assistance, she rightly judged, that she would best serve me, and best comply with my wishes, by adopting the only plan, that, seemed to carry with it any likelihood of preserving herself from the violence she dreaded. Gassy had supplied herself from Kitty s allowance, with food enough to last for several days. It was now quite dark, and time for her to go. She kissed her hostess and confederate, who seemed much affected at dismissing her on so lonely and hopeless an adventure, and who freely gave her what little money she had. Gassy was a good deal touched at this unexpected generosity. She let her self down from the window, bade Ritty farewell, and sum moning up all her resolution and self-command, she took the nearest way across the fields, towards the high-road. This road was little travelled except by the people of Spring- Meadow and one or two other neighboring plantations, and at this hour of the evening, there was little danger of meet ing any body, except perhaps a night-walking slave, who would be as anxious as herself to avoid being seen. There was no moon, but the glimmer of the star-light served to guide her steps. She felt no apprehension of losing her way, for she had frequently been in the carriage with her mistress, as far as the little village at the court-house of the county ; and it was hither, that in the first instance, she de termined to go. She arrived there, without having met a single soul. As yret there were no signs of morning. All was still, save the monotonous chirpings of the summer insects, interrupted now and then by the crowing of a cock, or the barking of a watch dog. The village consisted of a dilapidated court house, a black-smith s shop, a tavern, two or three stores, ^nd half a dozen scattered houses. It was situated at the meeting of two roads. One of these she knew, led into the road that ran towards Baltimore. She had flattered herself with the idea of reaching that city, where she had many acquaintances, and where she hoped she might find protec tion and employment. Her chance of ever getting there was very small. Baltimore was some two or three hundred miles distant; and she did not even know which of the 12 MEMOIRS OF roads that met at the court-house she ought to take. She could not inquire the way, beg a cup of cold water, or even be seen upon the road, without the risk of being taken up as a runaway, and carried back to the master from whom she was flying. After hesitating for some time, she took one of the roads that offered themselves to her choice, and walked on with vigor. The excitement of the last day or two seemed to give her an unnatural strength ; for after a walk of some twenty miles, she felt fresher than at first. But the light of the morning dawn, which began to show itself, reminded her that it was no longer safe to pursue her journey. Close by the road side was a friendly thicket, the shrubs and weeds all dripping with the dew. She had gone but a little way among them, when she found them so high and close as to furnish a sufficient hiding-place. She knelt down, and destitute as she was of human assistance, she besought the aid and guardian care of Heaven. After eating a scanty meal, for it was necessary to husband her provisions, she scraped the leaves together into a rude bed, and composed herself to sleep. The three preceding nights she had scarcely slept at all, but she made it up now, for she did not wake till late in the afternoon. As soon as evening closed in, she started again, and walked as vigorously as before. The road forked frequently ; but she had no means of determining which of the various courses she ought to follow. She took one or the other, as her judgment, or rather as her fancy decided ; and she com forted herself with the notion, that whether right or wrong in her selections, at all events, she was getting further -from Spri ng-Meadow. In the course of the night she met several travellers. Some of them passed without seeming to notice her. She discovered some at a distance, and concealed herself in the bushes till they had gone by. But she did not always es cape so easily. More than once, she was stopped and questioned ; but luckily she succeeded in giving satisfactory answers. Indeed there was nothing in her complexion, especially in the uncertain light of the evening, that would clearly indicate her to be a slave ; and in answering the ARCHY MOORE 13 questions that were put to her, she took care to say nothing that would betray her condition. One of the men who questioned her, shook his head, and did not seem satisfied; another, sat on his horse and watched her till she was fairly out of sigkt ; a third told her, that she was a very suspicious character ; but all three suffered her to pass. She was the less liable to interruption, because in Virginia, the houses of the inhabitants are not generally situated along the public roads. The planters usually prefer to build at some dis tance from the high way, and the roads, passing along the highest and most barren tracts, wind their weary length through a desolate, and what seems almost an uninhabited country. When morning approached again, she concealed herself as before, and waited for the return of night to pur sue her journey. She proceeded in this way for four days, or rather nights, at the end of which time her provisions were entirely ex hausted. She had wandered she knew not whither, and the hope of reaching Baltimore, which at first had lightened her fatigue, was now quite gone. She knew not what to do. To go much further without assistance was scarcely possible. Yet should she ask any where for food or guid ance, though she stood some chance perhaps of passing for a free white woman, still her complexion, and the circum stance of her travelling alone, might cause her to be sus pected as a runaway, and very probably, she would be stopped, put into some jail, and detained there, till suspicion was changed into certainty. She was travelling slowly along, the fifth night, exhausted with hunger and fatigue, and reflecting upon her unhappy situation, when descending a hill, the road came suddenly upon the banks of a broad river. There was no bridge ; but a ferry boat was fastened to the shore, and close by was the ferry house, which seemed also to be a tavern. Here was a new perplexity. She could not cross the river with out calling up the ferry people or waiting till they made their appearance, and this would be exposing hersell at once to that risk of detection which she had resolved to defer to the very last moment. Yet to turn back and seek another road seemed to be an expedient equally desperate. Any VOL. II. 2 14 MEMOIRS OF other road, which did not lead in a direction opposite to that which she wished to follow, would be likely to bring her again upon the banks of the same river ; and as she could not live without food, she would be soon compelled to ap ply somewhere for assistance, and to face the detection she was so anxious to avoid. She sat down by the roadside, resolved to wait for the morning, and to take her chance. There was a field of corn near the house, and the stalks were covered with roasting ears. She had no fire, nor the means of kindling one ; but the sweet milky taste of the unripe kernels served to satisfy the cravings of hunger. She had chosen a place where she could observe the first movements about the ferry house. The morning had but just dawned, when she saw a man open the door and come out of it. He was black, and she walked boldly up to him, and told him that she was in great haste and wished to be taken across the ferry immediately. The fellow seemed rather surprised at seeing a woman, a traveller, alone, and at that hour of the morning ; but after staring at her a minute or two, he appeared to recollect that here was an opportunity of turning an honest penny, and muttering something about the earliness of the hour, and the ferry boat not starting till after sunrise, he offered to take her across in a canoe, for half a dollar. This price she did not hesi tate to pay ; and the fellow no doubt, put it into his own pocket, without ever recollecting to hand it over to his master, or to mention a word to him about this early pas senger. They entered the boat, and he paddled her across. She did not dare to ask any questions, lest she should betray herself; and she did her best to quiet the curiosity of the boatman, who however, was very civil and easily satisfied. Having landed on the opposite shore, she travelled on a mile or two further. By this time it was broad day-light, and she concealed herself as usual. At night, she set out again. But she was faint with hunger, her shoes were almost worn out, her feet were swollen and very painful, and altogether, her situation was any thing but comfortable. She seemed to have got off the ARCHY MOORE. 15 high-way, and to be travelling some cross-road, which wound along through dreary and deserted fields, and appeared to he very little frequented. All that night, she did not meet a single person, or pass a single house. Painful as was the effort, she still struggled to drag along her weary steps ; hut her spirits were broken, her heart was sinking, and her strength was almost gone. At length the morning dawned ; but the wretched Gassy did not seek her customary hiding- place. She still kept on in hopes of reaching some house. She was now quite subdued; and chose to risk her liberty, and even to hazard being carried back to Spring-Meadow, and subjected to the fearful fate from which she was flying, rather than perish with hunger and fatigue. Sad indeed it is, that the noblest resolution and the loftiest stubbornness of soul is compelled so often to yield to the base necessities of animal nature, and from a paltry and irrational fear of death, of which tyrants have ever known so well to take advantage, to sink clown from the lofty height of heroic virtue, to the dastard submissiveness of a craven and obedi ent slave ! She had not gone far before she saw a low mean looking house by the road side. It was a small building of logs, blackened with age, and not a little dilapidated. Half the panes or more, were wanting in the two or three little win dows with which it was provided, and their places were supplied by old hats, old coats, and pieces of plank. The door seemed dropping from its hinges ; and there was no enclosure of any kind about the house, unless that name might properly be given to the tall weeds with which it was surrounded. Altogether, it showed most manifest signs of thriftless and comfortless indolence. She knocked softly at the door ; and a female voice, but a rough and harsh one, bade her come in. There was no hall or entry ; the out-door opened directly into the only room; and on entering, she found it occupied by a middle aged woman, barefooted, and in a slovenly dress, with her uncombed hair hanging about a haggard and sun-burnt face. She was setting a rickety table, and seemed to be making preparations for breakfast. One side of the room was al most wholly taken up by an enormous fire place. A fire 16 MEMOIRS OF was burning in it, and the corn-cakes were baking in the ashes. In the opposite corner was a low bed, on which a man, the master of the family most likely, lay still a-sleep, undisturbed by the cries and clamors of half-a-dozen brats, who had been tumbling and bawling about the house, un washed, uncombed, and half naked, but who were seized with sudden silence, and slunk behind their mother, at the sight of a stranger. The woman pointed to a rude sort of stool or bench, which seemed the only piece of furniture in the nature of a chair, which the house contained, and asked Cassy to sit down. She did so ; and her hostess eyed her sharply, and seemed to wait with a good deal of curiosity to hear who she was, and what she wanted. As soon as Cassy could collect her thoughts, she told her hostess that she was trav elling from Richmond to Baltimore to see a sick sister. She was poor and friendless, and was obliged to go on foot. She had lost her way, and had wandered about all night, without knowing where she was, or whither she was going. She was half dead, she added, with hunger and fatigue, and wanted food and rest, and such directions about the road, as might enable her to pursue her journey. At the same time she took out her purse, in order to show that she was able to pay for what she wanted. Her hostess, notwithstanding her rude and poverty-strick en appearance, seemed touched with this pitiful story. She told her to put up her money ; she said she did not keep a tavern, and that she was able to give a poor woman a breakfast, without being paid for it. Cassy was too faint and weak to be much in a humor for talking; besides, she trembled at every word, lest she might drop some unguarded expression that would serve to betray her. But now that the ice was broken, the curiosity of her hostess could not be kept under. She overwhelmed her with a torrent of questions, and every time Cassy hesi tated, or gave any sign of confusion, she turned her keen grey eyes upon her, with a sharp and penetrating expres sion that increased her disorder. Pretty soon the ash-cakes were baked, and the other preparations for breakfast were finished, when the woman ARCHY MOORE. 17 shook her good man roughly by the shoulder, and bade him bestir himself. This connubial salutation roused the sleeper. He sat up on the bed, and stared about the room with a varan t gaze ; but the redness of his eyes, and the sallow paleness of his face, seemed to show that he had not quite slept off the effects of the last night s frolic. The wife ap peared to know what was wanting ; for she forthwith pro duced the whiskey-jug, and poured out a large dose of the raw spirit. Her husband drank it off with a relish, and with a trembling hand, returned the broken glass to his wife, who filled it half full, and emptied it herself. Then turning to Gassy, and remarking, that, " a body was fit for nothing till they had got their morning bitters," she offered her a dram, and seemed not a little astonished at its being de clined. The good man then began leisurely to dress himself; and had half finished his toilet before he seemed to notice that there was company in the house. He now came forward, and bade the stranger good morning. His wife immediate ly drew him aside, and they began an earnest whispering. Now and then they would both look Gassy in the face, and as she was conscious that she must be the subject of their conversation, she began to feel a good deal of embarrass ment, which she was too little practised in deceit to be able to conceal. This matrimonial conference over, the good woman bade Gassy draw up her stool and sit down at the break fast table. The breakfast consisted of hot corn-cakes and cold bacon, a palatable meal enough in any case, but which Cassy s long starvation made her look upon as the most de licious she had ever eaten. Sweet indeed, ought to be that mess of pottage, for which one sells the birthright of freedom ! She ate with an appetite which she could not restrain : and her hostess seemai a good deal surprised and a little alarmed, at the rapidity with which the table was cleared. Breakfast being finished, the man of the house began to question her. He asked her about Richmond, and whether she knew such and such persons, who, as he said, were living there. Gassy had never been in Richmond, and knew the town only by name. Of course, her answers 2* 18 MEMOIRS OF were very little to the purpose. She blushed and stam mered and held down her head, and the man completed her confusion by telling her, that it was very plain she had not come from Richmond, as she pretended ; for he was well acquainted with the place, and it was clear enough, from her answers, that she knew nothing about it. He told her that it was no use to deny it ; her face betrayed her ; and he " reckoned," if the truth was told, she was no better than a runaway. At the sound of this word, the blood rushed into her face, and her heart sunk within her. It was in vain, that she denied, protested, and entreated. Her terror, confusion and alarm only served to give new assurance to her captors, who seemed to chuckle over their prize, and to amuse themselves with her fright and misery, very much as a cat plays with the mouse it has caught. He told her that if she were in fact a free woman, there was not the slightest ground for alarm. If she had no free papers with her, she would only have to lie in jail till she could send to Richmond and get them. That was all ! But that was more than enough for poor Cassy. No proofs of freedom could she produce ; and her going to jail would be almost certain to end in her being restored to colonel Moore, and becoming the wretched victim of his rage and lust. That fate, must be deferred as long as possible, and there seemed but one way of escaping it. She confessed that she was a slave, and a runaway ; but she positively refused to tell the name of her master. He lived, she said, a great way off; and she had run away from him not out of any spirit of discontent or disobedience, but because his cruelty and injustice were too great to be endured. There was nothing she would not choose rather than fall into his hands again ; if they would only save her from that, if they would only let her live with them, she would be their faithful and obatlient servant as long as she lived. The man and his wife looked at each other and seemed pleased with the idea. They walked aside and talked it over. Nothing appeared to deter them from accepting her proposal, at once, but the fear of being detected in harbor ing and detaining a runaway. Cassy did her best to quiet ARCHY MOORE. 19 these apprehensions ; and after a short struggle, avarice and the dear delight of power triumphed over their fears, and Gassy became the property of Mr Proctor for so the man was named. His property, as he might speciously argue, by her own consent ; a ten times better title, than the vast majority of his countrymen could boast. To prevent suspicions among the neighbors, it was agreed that Gassy should pass for a free woman, whom Mr Proctor had hired ; and as that gentleman had been so fortunate as to have been initiated into the art and mystery of penmanship an accomplishment somewhat rare among the poor white folks of Virginia in order that Gassy might be prepared to answer impertinent questions, he gave her free-papers, which he forged for the occasion. It was a great thing to have escaped returning to Spring- Meadow. But for all that, Gassy soon discovered, that her present situation would not prove very agreeable. Mr Proctor was the descendant and representative of what, at no distant period, had been a rich and very respectable family. The frequent division of a large estate, which no body took any pains to increase, while all diminished it by idleness, dissipation and bad management, had left Mr Proctor s father in possession of a few slaves and a consid erable tract of worn-out land. At his death, the slaves had been sold to pay his debts, and the land, being divided among his numerous children, had made Mr Proctor the possessor of only a few barren acres. But though left with this miserable pittance, he had been brought up, in the dis sipated and indolent habits of a Virginian gentleman ; the land he o\vned, which was so poor and worthless that none of his numerous creditors thought it worth their while to disturb him in the possession of it, still entitled him to the dignity of a freeholder and a voter ; and he felt himself as much above, what is esteemed in that country, the base and degraded condition of a laborer, as the richest aristo crat in the whole state. He was as proud, as lazy, and as dissipated as any of the nabobs, his neighbors ; and like them, he devoted the principal part of his time to gam bling, politics and drink. Luckily for Mr Proctor, his wife was a very notable 20 MEMOIRS OF woman. She boasted no patrician blood ; and when her husband began to talk, as he often did, about the antiquity and respectability of his family, she would cut him short by observing, that she thought herself full as good as he was, but for all that, her ancestors had been poor folks as far back as any body knew any thing about them. If the question between aristocracy and democracy were to be settled by the experience of the Proctors, the plebeians, most undoubtedly, would carry the day ; for while her hus band did little or nothing but frolic, drink, and ride about the country, Mrs Proctor ploughed, planted and gathered in the crop. But for her energy and industry, it is much to be feared that Mr Proctor s aristocratic habits would have soon made himself and his family a burden upon the county. Cassy s services were a great accession to this estab lishment. Her new mistress seemed resolved to make the most of them ; and the poor girl before long, was almost completely broken down, by a degree and a kind of labor to which she was totally unaccustomed. Two or three times a week, at least, Mr Proctor came home drunk ; and on these occasions, he blustered about, threatened his wife, and beat and abused his children without any sort of mercy. Gassy could hardly expect to com/3 off better than they did ; indeed his drunken abuse would have become quite intolerable, if the energetic Mrs Proctor had not known how to quell it. At first, she used mild measures, and coaxed and flattered him into quiet ; but when these means failed, she would tumble him into bed by main strength, and compel him to lie still by the terror of the broom-stick. It was nothing but the wholesome authority, which Mrs Proctor exercised over her husband, that protected Gassy against what she dreaded even more than Mr Proctor s drunken rudeness. Whenever he could find her alone, he tormented her with solicitations of a most distressing kind ; and nothing could rid her of his importunities, except the threat of complaining to Mrs Proctor. But her troubles did not end even here. Mrs Proctor listened to her com plaints, thanked her for the information, and said she would speak to Mr Proctor about it. But she could not imagine ARCHY MOORE. 21 that a slave could possibly be endowed with the slightest particle of that virtue, of which the free women of Virginia boast the exclusive possession. Full of this notion, she judged it highly improbable, whatever merit Gassy might pretend to claim, that she had actually resisted the impor tunities and solicitations of so very seducing a fellow as Mr Proctor ; and filled with all the spite and fury of female jealousy, she delighted herself with tormenting the object of her suspicions. Mrs Proctor, with all her merit, had one little foible which, most likely, she had adopted out of compliment to her husband. She thought a daily dram of whiskey necessary to keep off the fever and ague ; and when through inadvertence, as sometimes would happen, she doubled the dose, it seemed to give a new edge to the natural keenness of her temper. On these occasions, she plied both words and blows with a fearful energy ; and though perhaps it were difficult to say which of the two was most to be dreaded, both together they were enough to exhaust the patience of a saint. Poor Gassy could discover no means of delivering her self from this complication of miseries, under which she was ready to sink, when she was most unexpectedly re lieved, by the unsolicited interference of a couple of Mr Proctor s neighbors. They were men of leisure like him ; like him too, they were of good families, and one of them had received an excellent education, and was more or less distantly connected with several of the most distinguished people in the state. But a course of reckless dissipation had long ago stripped them of such property as they had inherited, and reduced them to live by their wits ; which they exercised in a sort of partnership, principally on the race-course and at the gaming-table. These two speculating gentlemen were on terms of inti macy with Mr Proctor, and they knew that he had a free woman, for such they supposed Gassy to be, living at his house. In common with most Virginians, they considered the existence of a class of freed people as a great social annoyance, and likely enough in the end, seriously to endanger those c sacred rights of property, in defence of which there is nothing, which a true-born son of liberty 22 MEMOIRS OF ought not to be proud to undertake. Instigated doubtless, by such patriotic notions, these public-spirited persons judged that they would be rendering the state a service, to say nothing of the money they might put into their own pockets, by applying to this great political evil, so far at least as Gassy was a party to 4t, a remedy, which the doctrines of more than one of the Virginian statesmen, and the spirit of more than one of the Virginian statutes, would seem fully to sanction. In plain English, they resolved to seize Gassy, and sell her for a slave ! The business of kidnapping is one of the natural fruits of the American system of slavery ; and is as common, and as well organized in several parts of the United States, as the business of horse-stealing is, in many other countries. When they take to stealing slaves, the operations of these adventurers become very hazardous; but while they confine themselves to stealing only free people, they can pursue their vocation with comparatively little danger. They may perhaps inflict some trifling personal wrong ; but accord ing to the doctrines of some of the most popular among the American politicians, they are doing the public no incon siderable service ; since, in their opinion, nothing seems to be wanting to render the slave-holding states of America a perfect paradise, except the extermination of the emanci pated class. It was no doubt, by some such lofty notions of the public good, that Cassy s friends were actuated. At all events, those sophistries which tyranny has invented to justify oppression, are as much an apology for them as for any one else. As far as Gassy could learn, their scheme was pretty much as follows. They invited Mr Proctor to a drinking frolic, and as soon as the whiskey had reduced him to a state of insensibility, a message was sent to his wife that her husband was taken dangerously ill, and that she must instantly come to his assistance. Notwithstanding a few domestic jars, Mr and Mrs Proctor were a most loving couple ; and the good woman, greatly alarmed at this un expected news, immediately set out to visit her husband. The conspirators haO followed their own messenger, and were concealed in a thicket close to the house watching for ARCHY MOORE. 23 her departure. She was hardly out of sight, before they rushed into the field where Gassy was at work, bound her, hand and foot, put her into a sort of covered wagon or carry-all, which they had provided for the occasion, and drove oft as fast as possible. They travelled all that day, and the following night. Early the next morning, they reached a small village where they met a slave-trader with a gang of slaves, on his way to Richmond. The gentle men-thieves soon struck up a bargain with the gentleman slave-trader ; and having received their money, they de livered Gassy into his possession. He seemed touched with her beauty and her distress, and treated her with a kindness which she hardly expected from one of his profession. Her shoes and clothes were nearly worn out. He bought her new ones ; and as she was half dead with fatigue, terror and want of sleep, he even went so far as to wait a day at the village, in order that she might recover a little before setting out on the journey to Richmond. But she soon found that she was expected to make a return for these favors. When they stopped for the night, at the end of the first day s journey, she received an inti mation that she was to share the bed of her master ; and directions were given to her how and when to come there. These directions she saw fit to disregard. In the morn ing her master called her to account. He laughed in her face, when she spoke of the wickedness of what he had commanded, and told her he did not want her to be preach ing any of her sermons to him. He would excuse her dis obedience this time ; but she must take very good care not to repeat it. The next evening she received directions similar to those which had been given the day before ; and again she dis obeyed them. Her master, who had been drinking and gambling half the night, with some boon companions whom he found at the tavern, enraged at not finding her in his room as he had expected, sallied forth in pursuit of her. Luckily he was too drunk to know very well where he was going. He had gone but a few steps from the tavern door, before he stumbled over a pile of wood, and injured him- 24 MEMOIRS OF self very seriously. His cries soon brought some of the tavern s people to his assistance. They carried him to his room, bound up his bruises, and put him to bed. It was late the next morning before he was able to rise ; but he was no sooner up than he resolved to take ample vengeance for his disappointment and his bruises. He came hobbling to the tavern door, with a crutch in one hand and a whip in the other. He had all his slaves paraded before the house ; and made two of the stoutest fellows among them hold Cassy by the arms, while he plied the whip. Her cries soon collected the idlers and loungers, who seem to constitute the principal population of a Virginian vil lage. Some inquired the cause of the whipping, but without seeming to think the question of consequence enough to wait for an answer. It seemed to be the general opinion that the master was tipsy, and had chosen this way to vent his drunken humors ; but whether drunk or sober, nobody thought of interfering with his sacred and unques tionable rights. On the contrary, all looked on with unconcern, if not with approbation; and the greater number seemed as much pleased with the sport, as so many boys would have been, with the baiting of an unlucky cat. Just in the midst of this proceeding, a handsome travel ling carriage drove up to the door. There were two ladies in it ; and they no sooner saw what was going on, than with that humanity, so natural to the female heart that not even the horrid customs and detestable usages of slave- holding tyranny can totally extinguish it, they begged the brutal savage to leave beating the poor girl, and tell them what was the matter. The fellow reluctantly dropped the lash, and answered in a surly tone, that she was an insolent disobedient bag gage, not fit to be noticed by two such ladies, and that he was only giving her a little wholesome correction. However, this did not seem to satisfy them ; and in the mean time the carriage steps were let down and they got out. Poor Cassy was sobbing and crying and scarcely able to utter a word ; her hair had fallen down over her face and shoulders ; and her cheeks were all stained with tears. Yet even in this situation, the two ladies seemed ARCHY MOORE. 25 struck with her appearance. They entered into conversa tion with her, and soon found that she had been bred a ladies maid, and that her present master was a slave-trader. These ladies, it seemed, had been travelling at the north ; and while on their journey, had lost a female servant by a sudden and violent attack of fever. They were now on their return to Carolina ; and the younger of the two, sug gested to her mother for such their relation proved to be to buy Gassy to supply the place of the maid they had lost. The mother started some objections to purchasing a stranger, about whom they knew nothing, and who had been sold by her former owner, they knew not for what reasons. But when Cassy s tears, prayers and supplica tions, were added to the entreaties of her daughter, she found herself quite unable to resist; and she sent to ask the man his price. He named it. It was a high one. But Mrs Montgomery for that was the lady s name was one of those people, who when they have made up their minds to do a generous action, are not easily to be shaken from their purpose. She took Gassy into the house with her, ordered the trunks to be brought in, and told the man to make out his bill of sale. The purchase was no sooner completed, than her new mistress took Gassy up stairs, and soon fitted her with a dress better becoming her new situa tion, than did the coarse gown and heavy shoes for which she was indebted to the disinterested generosity of her late master. Gassy was dressed, the bill of sale was delivered, and the money paid, when Mrs Montgomery s brother and trav elling companion rode up. He rallied his sister not a little, on what he called her foolish propensity to interfere between other people and their servants ; he took her to task rather severely, for the imprudence of her purchase, and the high price she had paid; and he told her with a smile and a shake of the head, that one time or other, her foolish confi dence and generosity would be her ruin. Mrs Montgomery took her brother s raillery all in good part; the carriage was ordered, and they proceeded together on their journey. The ladies with whom Gassy had come to the meeting, were Mrs Montgomery and her daughter. They lived VOL. II. 3 26 MEMOIRS OF some ten miles from Carleton-Hall. So near had Cassy and myself been to each other for six long months or more, without knowing it. Cassy spoke of her mistress with the greatest affection. Her gratitude was unbounded ; and she seemed to find a real pleasure and enjoyment in serving a benefactress who treated her with a gentle and uniform kindness, not often exerted even by those who are capable of momentary acts of the greatest generosity. As Cassy finished her story, she threw her arms about my neck, leaned her head upon my bosom, and looking me in the face, while the tears were streaming from her eyes, she heaved a sigh, and whispered, that she was too, too happy ! With such a mistress, and restored so unexpect edly to the arms of a husband, whom, fondly as she loved him, she feared to have lost forever, \vhat more could she desire ! Alas poor girl ! she forgot that we were slaves ; and that the very next day might again separate us, subject us to other masters, and renew her sufferings, and my miseries! CHAPTER II. BEFORE we had half finished what we had to say to each other, the movement of the people on the hill-side informed us that the morning s religious services were over. Never before had one of my master s sermons seemed so short to me. We hastened towards the spot ; I to receive my master s orders, and Cassy to attend upon her mistress. As we came near the rural pulpit, I observed Mr Carleton in conversation with two ladies, who proved to be Mrs Montgomery and her daughter. We stopped at a little distance from them. Miss Montgomery looked around, and seeing us standing together, she beckoned to Cassy, and pointing to me, she inquired if that was the husband, who had put her into such a flutter that morning ? This question drew the notice of the other two ; and my master seemed a little surprised at seeing me in this new character. ARCHY MOORE. 27 u What s this, Archy," he said, "what is the meaning of all this ? It is the first I ever heard of your being married. You don t pretend to claim that pretty girl there for your wife?" I replied that she was indeed, my wife, though it was now some two years or more, since we had seen or known any thing of each other. I added, that I had never men tioned my marriage to him, because I had despaired of ever seeing my wife again ; and now, it was nothing but the merest accident that had brought us together. " Well, Archy, if she is your wife, I don t know how I can help it, though I suppose I shall have you spending half your time at Poplar-Grove ; is not that what your place is called, Mrs Montgomery?" She said it was ; and after a moment s pause, observed, that too little respect, she feared, was often paid to the matrimonial connexions of servants. For her part, she could not but regard them as sacred ; and if Gassy and myself were really married, and I was a decent, civil fellow, she had no objection to my visiting Poplar-Grove, as often as Mr Carleton would permit. My master undertook to answer for my good behavior ; and turning to me, he bade me bring up the horses. I made all the haste I could; but before I returned, Mrs Montgomery was gone, and Gassy with her. We mount ed, and had already taken the road to Carleton-Hall, when my master seemed to recollect that I had just found a wife from whom I had been long separated ; and it began to occur to him, that possibly we might take some pleasure in being indulged with a little of one another s company. He gave me joy of my discovery, with an air half serious, half jocose, as if in doubt whether a slave were properly enti tled to a master s serious sympathy, and remarked, in a careless tone, that perhaps I would like to spend the remainder of the day at Poplar-Grove. As I knew that Mr Carleton had much real goodness of heart, I had long since learned to put up with his cavalier manner ; and however little 1 might be pleased with the style in which he made the offer, the matter of his present proposal was so much to my fancy, that I eagerly 28 MEMOIRS OF caught at it. He took his pencil from his pocket, and wrote me a pass ; I asked and received such directions as he could give me about the way ; and putting spurs to my horse, I soon overtook Mrs Montgomery s carriage, which I followed to Poplar-Grove. This was one of those pretty, and even elegant country seats, which are sometimes seen, though very seldom, in Virginia and the Carolinas ; and which may serve to prove that the inhabitants of those states, notwithstanding their almost universal negligence of such matters, are not totally destitute of all ideas of architectural beauty and domestic comfort. The approach to the house was through a broad avenue of old and venerable oaks. The buildings had the appearance of considerable antiquity ; but they were in perfect repair, and the grounds and fences were neat and well kept. As the ladies left the carriage, I came up. I told Mrs Montgomery that my master had given me leave to visit my wife, and I hoped she would have no objection to my spending the afternoon there. Mrs Slontgomery answered, that Cassy was too good a girl to be denied any reasonable indulgence ; and as long as I behaved well, she would never make any objection to my coming to see her. She put me several questions about our marriage and separation ; and the softness of her voice and the unassuming gentleness of her manner, satisfied me that she was an amiable and kind-hearted woman. No doubt, through the broad extent of slave-holding America, there are many amiable women and kind-hearted mistresses. Yet how little does their kindness avail ! It reaches only here and there. It has no power to alleviate the wretchedness, or to diminish the sufferings of myriads of wretches, who never hear a voice softer than the over seer s, and who know no discipline milder than the lash. The house servants at Poplar-Grove, were treated with kindness and even with indulgence, and were much at tached to the family ; but as happens in so many other cases, the situation of the field hands was extremely differ ent. Some three years before, Mrs Montgomery, by her hus band s death, and the will which he left, became the owner ARCHY MOORE. 29 and sole mistress of the estate. Upon this occasion, her good nature, and her sense of justice, prompted her to extend the same humane system to the management of the plantation, which she had always acted upon, in the gov ernment of her own household. During her husband s life, the servants quarter had been three miles or more from the House ; and as the slaves were never allowed to come there, unless they were sent for, Mrs Montgomery saw scarcely any thing of them, and knew very little of their wants and grievances, and next to nothing of the general management of the estate. Indeed she spent the greater portion of every year, in visiting her relations in Virginia, or in trips to the northern cities ; and when at home, her husband s manifest disinclination to her having any thing to do with those matters, had always prevented her from med dling in any way, with the plantation affairs. But when her husband was dead, and the plantation and slaves had become her own property, she could not recon cile herself to the idea of taking no thought, concern or care for the welfare and well-being of more than a hundred human creatures, who toiled from morning to night for her sole benefit. She resolved upon a total change of system ; and ordered the servants quarter to be removed near the house, so that she might be able to go there daily, and have an opportunity of inspecting and relieving the wants and grievances of her servants. She was shocked at the miserable pittance of food and clothing which her husband had allowed them, and at the amount of labor which he had exacted. She ordered their allowances to be increased, and their tasks to be diminished. Several instances of outrageous severity having reached her ears, she dismissed her overseer and procured a new one. The servants no sooner discovered that their mistress had interested herself in their welfare, than she was overwhelm ed with petitions, appeals and complaints. One wanted a blanket, another a kettle, and a third, a pair of shoes. Each asked for some trifling gift, which it seemed very hard to refuse ; and every request that was granted was followed by half-a-dozen others, equally trifling and equally reasonable. But before the end of the year, these 3* 30 MEMOIRS OF items amounted to a sum sufficient to swallow up half the usual profits of the plantation. Scarcely a day passed, that Mrs Montgomery was not pestered with complaints about the severity of her new overseer ; and the servants were constantly coming to her to beg off from some threatened punishment. Two or three instances in which the overseer was checked for the tyrannical manner in which he exer cised his authority, only served to increase this annoyance. She was perplexed with continual appeals, as to which she found it next to impossible to get at the truth ; since the overseer always told one story, and the servants another. The second overseer was dismissed; a third threw up his place in disgust ; and a fourth, who resolved to humor the indulgent disposition of his employer, suffered the hands to lake their own course and to do pretty much as they pleased. Of course they did not care to work, while they had the choice of being idle. Every season, since Mrs Montgomery had commenced her experiments, the crop had fallen lamentably short ; but that year, there was scarcely any crop at all. Her friends now thought it time to interfere. Her brother, whom she loved, and for whose opinion and advice she entertained a high regard, had all along, remonstrated against the course she was pursuing. He now spoke in a more decided tone. He told her, that the silly notions she had taken up about the happiness of her slaves, would cer tainly ruin her. Where was the need of being more hu mane than her neighbors ? and what folly could be greater than to reduce herself and her children to beggary, in the vain pursuit of a sentimental and impracticable scheme ? Mrs Montgomery defended herself and her conduct with great earnestness. She pleaded her duty towards those unhappy beings whom God had placed in her power and under her protection. She even went so far as to hint at the injustice of living in luxury upon the fruits of forced labor; and she spoke with much feeling of the savage bru tality of overseers, and the torture of the lash. Her brother replied, that such talk was very pretty, and generous, and philanthropic, and all that ; and while it went no further than talk, he had not the least objection to it. But pretty ARCHY MOORE. 31 and philanthropic as it was, it would not make cither corn or tobacco. She might talk as she pleased ; but if she ex pected to live by her plantation, she must manage it like other people. Every body who knew any thing about the matter would tell her, that if she wished to make a crop she must keep a smart overseer, put a whip into his hands, and give him unlimited authority to use it. If she would do this, she might justly call herself the mistress of the planta tion ; but as long as she followed her present plan, she would be no better than the slave of her own servants ; and her philanthropy would end in their being sold for debt, and in her being left a beggar. These warm remonstrances made a deep impression upon Mrs Montgomery. She could not deny that the plantation had produced scarcely any thing since she had come into possession of it ; and she was conscious that after all her labors in their behalf, her servants were discontent ed, idle and insubordinate. However, she did not feel inclined to yield the point. She still maintained that her ideas on the mutual relation of master and servant, were the obvious dictates of justice and humanity, which no one could despise or overlook, who made any pretensions to v irtue or to conscience. She argued that the system, which she was attempting to introduce, was a good one ; and that nothing was wanting except an overseer who had sense enough to carry it into judicious operation. Possibly there was something of truth in this. If she could have found a man like major Thornton, and made an overseer of him, she might perhaps have succeeded. But such men are seldom found any where, and in slave-holding America, very seldom indeed. Take the American overseers to gether, and they are the most ignorant, intractable, stupid, obstinate, and self-willed race that ever existed. What could a woman do, who could only act through assistance of this sort, and who had the prejudices of the whole neigh borhood actively excited against her ? Things went on from bad to worse. The ready money which her husband had left was all spent, and her affairs soon became so entangled and embarrassed, that she was obliged to call upon her brother for assistance. He refused in the most positive 32 MEMOIRS OF manner, to have any thing to do with the business, unless she would surrender to him the sole and exclusive manage ment of her affairs. To these hard terms, after a short and ineffectual struggle, she was obliged to consent. He immediately took the plantation into his own hands. He removed the cabins to their former situation ; revived the old rule that no servant should ever go to the House unless specially sent for ; reduced them to their former al lowance of food and clothing ; and engaged an overseer on the express condition that Mrs Montgomery should never listen to any complaints against him, or intermeddle, in any way, with his management of the plantation. Within the first month after this return to the old system ; near one third of the working hands were runaways. Mrs Montgomery s brother told her, that this was no more than might be expected ; for the rascals had been so spoiled and indulged as to render them quite impatient of the necessary and wholesome severity of plantation discipline. After long searching, and a good deal of trouble and expense, the runaways, except one or two, were finally recovered ; and Poplar-Grove, under its new administration, passed by de grees to its ancient routine of whipping and hard labor. Once in a while, notwithstanding all the pains that were taken to prevent it, some instance of severity would reach the ear of Mrs Montgomery ; and in the first burst of in- (dignant feeling, she would sometimes declare, that the- /narrowest poverty would be far better, than the wealth and luxury for which she was indebted to the whip of the slave- driver. But these exclamations of generous passion were scarcely uttered, before she acknowledged to herself, that to think of giving up the luxury to which she had been ) accustomed from her infancy, was out of the question. She strove to escape from the knowledge, and to banish the recollection of injustice and cruelty, which her heart con demned, but which she lacked the power, or rather the spirit, to remedy. She fled from a home, where she was forever haunted by the spectre of that delegated tyranny, for which, however she might attempt to deny or disguise it, she could not but feel herself responsible ; and while her slaves toiled beneath the burning sun of a Carolina summer. ARCH* MOORE. 33 and smarted under the lash of a stern and relentless over seer, she attempted to drown the remembrance of their wrongs, in the dissipations and gaieties of Saratoga or New York. But she was obliged to spend a part of the year at Pop lar-Grove ; and with all her care, she could not always save her feelings from some rude brushes. Of this I had a striking instance on my first visit. One of her plantation hands had been so far indulged by the overseer, who, by the way, was a very rigid presbyterian, as to receive a pass to attend Mr Carleton s meeting. After the meeting was over, his mistress happened to see him there ; and as she wished to send a message to one of her neighbors, she called him to her, and sent him with it. It so happened that Mrs Montgomery s overseer, was at this neighbor s, when the servant arrived there with his mistress s message. The overseer no sooner saw him, than he inquired what business he had to come there, when his pass only allowed him to go to the meeting and back again. It was in vain that he pleaded his mistress s orders. The overseer said that made no difference whatever ; for Mrs Montgomery had nothing at all to do with the plantation hands ; and to impress this fact upon his memory, he gave him a dozen lashes on the spot. The poor fellow was bold enough to come to the House, and make his complaint to Mrs Montgomery. Nothing could exceed her anger and vexation. But her agreement with her brother left her without a remedy. She made the servant a handsome present ; told him that he had been very unjustly punished ; and begged him to go home and say nothing about it to any body. She submitted to the mortification of making this request, in hopes of saving the poor fellow from a second punishment. But by some means or other, as I learned afterwards, the overseer found out what had been going on ; and to vindicate his supreme authority, and keep up the discipline of the plantation, he inflicted a second whipping more severe than the first. Such is the malignant nature and disastrous operation of the slave-holding system, that in too many instances, the sheerest good will, and best intended efforts in the slave s behalf, end only in plunging him into deeper miseries. It 34 MEMOIRS OF is impossible to build any edifice of good upon so evil a foundation. The whole system is totally and radically wrong. The benevolence, the good nature, the humanity of a slave-holder, avail as little as the benevolence of the bandit, who generously clothes the stripped and naked trav eller in a garment plundered from his own portmanteau. What grosser absurdity than the attempt to be humanely cruel, and generously unjust ! The very first act in the slave s behalf, without which, all else is useless and worse than useless, is to make him free ! CHAPTER III. I HAVE before observed that Sunday is the slave s holi day. Where intermarriages are allowed between the slaves of different plantations, this is generally the only occasion on which the scattered branches of the same family are in dulged with an opportunity of visiting each other. Many planters, (who pride themselves upon the excellence of their discipline, forbid these intermarriages altogether/ ; and if they happen to have a superabundance of men-servants, they prefer that one woman should have a half-a-dozen husbands rather than suffer their slaves to be corrupted, by gadding about among other people s plantations. Other managers, just as good disciplinarians, and a little more . shrewd than their neighbors, forbid the men only to marry away from home. They are very willing to let their women get husbands where they can. They reason in this way. When a husband goes to see his wife, who lives upon another plantation, he will not be apt to go empty- handed. He will carry something with him, probably something eatable, plundered from his master s fields, that may serve to make him welcome, and render his coming a sort of festival. Now every thing that is brought upon a plantation in this way, is so much clear gain ; and so far as it goes, it amounts to feeding one s people at the expense of one s neighbors ! ARCHY MOORE. 35 Sunday, as I have said, is the day upon which are paid the matrimonial visits of the slave. But Sunday was no holiday to me ; for I was generally obliged, on that day, to attend my master upon his ecclesiastical excursions. To make up for this, Mr Carleton allowed me Thursday after noons, so that I was able to visit Gassy at least once a week. The year that followed, was the happiest of my life ; and with all the inevitable mortifications and miseries, which slavery, even under its least repulsive form, ever carries with it, I still look back to that year with pleasure, a pleasure that yet has power to warm a heart, saddened and embittered by a thousand painful recollections. Before the end of the year, Gassy made me a father. The infant boy had all his mother s beauty ; and only he who is a father, and as fond a husband too as I was, can know the feelings with which I pressed the little darling to my heart. No ! no one can know my feelings, no one, alas, but he, who is, as I was, the father of a slave. The father of a slave ! And is it true then, that this child of my hopes and wishes, this pledge of mutual love, this dear, dear infant of whom I am the father, is it true he is not mine ? Is it not my duty and my right, a right and duty dearer than life, to watch over his helpless infancy, and to rear him with all a father s tenderness and love, to a manhood, that will perhaps repay my care, and in turn, sustain and cherish me, a tottering weak old man ? My duty it may be ; but it is not my right. A slave can have no rights. His wife, his child, his toil, his blood, his life, and every thing that gives his life a value, they are not his ; he holds them all but at his master s pleasure. He can possess nothing ; and if there is any thing he seems to have, it is only by a sufferance which exists but in his owner s will. This very child, this very tender babe, may be torn from my anus, and sold to-morrow into the hands of a stranger, and I shall have no right to interfere. Or if not so ; if some compassion be yielded to his infancy, and if he be not snatched from his father s embraces and his mother s 36 MEMOIRS OP bosom while he is yet all unconscious of his misery, yet what a sad, wretched, desolate fate awaits him ! Shut out from every chance or hope of any thing which it is worth one s while to live for ; bred up a slave ! A slave ! That single word, what volumes it does speak ! It speaks of chains, of whips and tortures, compulsive labor, hunger and fatigues, and all the miseries our wretched bodies suffer. It speaks of haughty power, and insolent commands ; of insatiate avarice ; of pampered pride and purse-proud luxury ; and of the cold indifference and scorn ful unconcern with which the oppressor looks down upon his victims. It speaks of crouching fear, and base servility ; of low, mean cunning, and treacherous revenge. It speaks of humanity outraged ; manhood degraded ; the social charities of life, the sacred ties of father, wife and child trampled under foot ; of aspirations crushed ; of hope ex tinguished ; and the light of knowledge sacrilegiously put out. It speaks of man deprived of all that makes him amiable or makes him noble ; stripped of his soul, and sunk into a beast. And thou, my child, to this fate thou art born ! May heaven have mercy on thee, for man has none ! The first burst of instinctive and thoughtless pleasure, with which I had looked upon my infant boy, was dissipa ted forever, the moment I had recovered myself enough to recollect what he was born to. Various and ever changing, but always wretched and distressing were the feelings with which I gazed at him, as he slept upon his mother s bosom. or waking, smiled at her caresses. He was indeed a pretty baby ; a dear, dear child ; and for his mother s sake I loved him, how I loved him ! Yet struggle as I might, I could not, for a moment, escape the bitter thought of what his fate must be. Full well I knew that did he live to be a man, he would repay my love , and justly, with curses, curses on the father who had bestowed upon him nothing but a life incumbered and made worse than worthless, by the inheritance of slavery. I found no longer the same pleasure in Cassy s society, which it used to afford me ; or rather the pleasure which 1 could not but take in it, was intermingled with much new ARCHY MOORE. 37 misery. I did not love her less ; but the birth of that boy had infused fresh bitterness into the cup of servitude. Whenever I looked upon him, my mind was filled with horrid images. The whole future seemed to come visibly before me. I saw him naked, chained, and bleeding under the lash ; I saw him a wretched, trembling creature, cringing to escape it ; I saw him utterly debased, and the spirit of manhood extinguished within him; already he appeared that worthless thing, a slave contented with his fate ! I could not bear it. I started up in a phrensy of pas sion ; I snatched the child from the arms of his mother, and while I loaded him with caresses, t looked about for the means of extinguishing a life, which, as it was an emana tion from my existence, seemed destined to be only a pro longation of my misery. My eyes rolled wildly, I doubt not ; and the stern spirit of my determination must have been visibly marked upon my face ; for gentle and unsuspicious as she was, and wholly incapable of that wild passion which tore my heart, my wife, with a mother s instinctive watchfulness, seemed to catch some glimpse of my intention. She rose up hasti ly, and without speaking a word, she caught the baby from my feeble and trembling grasp ; and as she pressed it to her bosom, she gave a look that told me all that she feared ; and told me too, that the mother s life was bound up in that of the child. That look subdued me. My arms dropped powerless, and I sunk down in a sort of sullen stupor. I had been prevented from accomplishing my purpose, but I was not satisfied that in foregoing it, I did a father s duty to the child. The more I thought upon it and it so engrossed me that I could scarcely draw my thoughts away, the more was I convinced that it were better for the boy to die. And if the deed did peril my own soul, I loved the child so well I did not shrink, even at that ! But then his mother ? I would have reasoned with her ; but I knew how vain would be the labor to array a woman s judgment against a mother s feelings ; and I felt, that one tear stealing down her cheek, one look of hers, like that she gave me when VOL. II. 4 38 MEMOIRS OF she snatched the child away, would, even in my own mind, far outbalance the weightiest of my arguments. The idea of rescuing the boy, by one bold act, from all the bitter miseries that impended over him, had shot upon my mind, like some faint struggling star across the darkness of a midnight storm. But that glimmer of comfort was now extinguished. The child must live. The life I gave him, I must not take away. No ! not though every day of it would draw new curses on my devoted head, and those too, the curses of my child. This, this alas ! is the barbed arrow that still is sticking in my heart ; the fatal, fatal wound, that nought can heal. CHAPTER IV. ONE Sunday morning when the boy was about three months old, two strangers unexpectedly arrived at Carle- ton-Hall. In consequence of their coming, some urgent business occupied my master s attention, so that he found himself obliged to give up the meeting which he had appointed for that day. I was not sorry for it ; for it left me at liberty to visit my wife and child. It was the autumn. The heat of summer had abated, and the morning was bright and balmy. There was a soothing softness in the air ; and the woods were clothed in a gay variety of colors, that almost outvied the foliage of the spring. As I rode along towards Poplar-Grove, the seren ity of the sky, and the beauty of the prospect, seemed to breathe a jfeaceful pleasure to my heart. It was the more needed ; for I had been a good deal irritated by some occurrences during the week ; and every new indignity to which my situation exposed me, I now seemed to suffer twice over, once in my own person, and a second time, in anticipation for my child. I had set out in no very agree able frame of mind ; but the ride, the prospect, and the fine autumnal air, had soothed me into a cheerful alacrity of spirit, such as I had hardly felt for some weeks before. ARCHY MOORE. 39 Cassy welcomed me with a ready smile, and those ca resses which a fond wife bestows so freely on the husband whom she loves. Her mistress, the day before, had given her some new clothes for the child, and she had just been dressing him out, to make the little fellow fit, she said, to see his father. She brought the boy and placed him on my knee. She praised his beauty ; and with her arm about my neck, she tried to trace his father s features in the baby s face. In the full flow of a mother s fond affection she seemed unconscious and forgetful of the future ; and by a thousand tender caresses, and all the little artifices of a woman s love, she sought to make me forget it too. She had but little success. The sight of that poor, smiling, helpless and unconscious child, brought back all my melan choly feelings. Yet I could not bear to disappoint my wife s hopes and efforts ; and to make her think herself successful, I strove to affect a cheerfulness I did not feel. The beauty of the day tempted us abroad. We walked among the fields and woods, carrying the child by turns. Cassy had a hundred little things to tell me of the first slight indications of intelligence which the boy was giving. She spoke with all a mother s fluency and fervor. I said but little ; indeed I hardly dared to speak at all. Had I once begun, I could not have restrained myself from going on ; and I did not wish to poison her pleasure, by an out pouring of that bitterness which I felt bubbling up, at the bottom of my heart. The hours stole away insensibly, and the svm was already declining. I had my master s orders to be back that night ; und it was time for me to go. I clasped the infant to my heart. I kissed Cassy s cheek and pressed her hand. She seemed not satisfied with so cold a parting ; for site threw her arms about my neck and loaded me with embraces. This was so different from her usual coy and timid manner, that I was at a loss to understand it. Is it possible that she felt some instinctive presentiment of what was going to hap pen ? Did the thought dart across her mind, that this might be our last, our final parting ? 40 MEMOIRS OF CHAPTER V. WHEN I got back to Carleton-Hall, I found every thing in the greatest confusion. It was not long before I was made acquainted with the cause. It seemed that some twelve months previous, Mr Carleton had found himself very much pressed for money. This had obliged him to look a little into his affairs. He found himself burdened with a load of debt of which before, he had no definite idea ; and as his numerous creditors, who had been too long put off with promises, were beginning to be very clam orous, he saw that some vigorous remedy was necessary. To borrow, seemed the most certain means of relief from the immediate pressure of his debts ; and he succeeded in obtaining a large loan from some Baltimore money-lenders, of which he secured the repayment by a mortgage upon his slaves, including even the house servants, and myself among the number. This money he expended in satisfying seve ral executions, which had already issued against him ; and in stopping the mouths of the most clamorous of his credit ors. The money was borrowed for a year ; not with any expectation on Mr Carleton s part, of being able to repay it in that time, out of any funds of his own ; but in the hope that before the year s end, he might succeed in obtaining a permanent loan, and so be enabled to cancel the mortgage. In this expectation, he had hitherto been disappointed ; and he was yet negotiating with the persons from whom he expected to borrow, when the time of repayment, mentioned in the mortgage, expired. This happened about a month previous ; and when I got back to Carleton-Hall, I found that the strangers who had arrived that morning, were the agents of the Baltimore money-lenders, who had been sent to take possession of the mortgaged property. They had already caught as many of the slaves as they could find ; and I no sooner entered the house, than I was seized, and put under a guard. These precautions were thought neces sary to prevent the slaves from running away, or concealing themselves from the agents of their new owners. ARCHY MOORE. 41 My poor master was in the greatest distress and embar rassment that could be imagined. It was in vain that he begged for delay, and proposed various terms of accommo dation. The agents declared that they had no discretion in the matter; they were instructed to get either the money or the slaves ; and in case the money was not forthcoming, to proceed with the slaves to Charleston, in South Carolina, which, at that time, was esteemed the best market for dis posing of that commodity. As to paying the money at once, that was out of the question ; but Mr Carleton hoped that he might be able in the course of a few days, if not to obtain the loan for which he was negotiating, at least to get such temporary assistance as would enable him to discharge the mortgage. The agents agreed to give him twenty-four hours, but refused to wait any longer. Mr Carleton despaired of doing any thing in so short a time ; and did not think it worth his while to attempt it. The plantation hands must go ; there did not seem to be any remedy for that ; but he was very desirous to save his house servants from the slave-market, and he begged the agents not to leave him without a ser vant to make his bed or cook his dinner. The agents replied that they were truly sorry for the disagreeable situation in which he found himself; but that, since the mortgage was made, several of the slaves included in the schedule were dead ; that some of the others seemed hardly worth the sum at which they had been valued ; that the price of slaves had fallen considerably since the mort gage was made, and seemed likely to fall more ; and that every thing considered, they thought it more than doubtful whether the mortgaged property would be sufficient to sat isfy the debt. However, they were desirous to indulge him as far as their duty to their principals would allow ; and if he would pay the value of such of the slaves as he wished to retain, they had no objections to receive the money instead of the servants. Mr Carleton had not fifty dollars in the house ; but he immediately started off to see what he could borrow in the neighborhood. Wherever he went, he found that the news of what had happened, had preceded him. Besides this 4* 42 MEMOIRS OF Baltimore mortgage, he was known to owe many other debts ; and his neighbors generally looked upon him as a ruined man. Of course, the greater part of them felt no inclination to lend him their money ; and in fact, very many of them were not so much better ofT than Mr Carle- ton as to have much money to lend. After riding about the greater part of the day, he succeeded in borrowing a few hundred dollars, on condition however, that he should secure the repayment by a mortgage of such slaves as he should redeem. He had returned to the house a little before I did, and was already considering with himself which of his slaves he should retain. He told me that I had been a good and trust-worthy servant; and that he was very unwilling to part with me. But he had not money enough to redeem us all ; and his old nurse and her family were entitled to be retained in preference to any of the rest of us. Not only were their services the most essential to him, but the mother had long been a favorite servant, her children were born and bred in his family, and he consid ered it a matter of conscience to keep them, at all events. The agents released those of the servants whom he selected. The rest of us were kept confined, and received notice to be ready for a start, early the next morning. I had yet one hope. I thought if Mrs Montgomery could be informed of my situation she would certainly buy me. I mentioned it to my master. He told me not to flatter myself too much with that idea ; for Mrs Mont gomery already had more servants about her house than she had any kind of use for. However, he readily undertook to write her a note explaining my situation. It was de spatched by a servant, and I waited with impatient hope for the answer. At last the messenger returned. Mrs Montgomery and her daughter had gone that morning to visit her brother, who lived some ten miles from Poplar-Grove, and they were expected to be absent three or four days. 1 believe I had heard something of this in the morning ; but in my hurry, confusion and excitement, it had escaped my memory. My last hope was now gone ; and as it went, the shock ARCHY MOORE. 43 I felt was dreadful. Till that moment, I had concealed from myself, the misery of my situation. I had been familiar with calamity, hut this exceeded any thing I had ever suffered. It is true, I had once before been separated from my wife ; but my bodily pains, my delirium and fever had helped to blunt the agony of that separation. Now, I was torn from both wife and child ! and that too, without any thing to call off my attention, or to deaden the torture of conscious agony. My heart swelled with impotent pas sion, and beat as though it would leap from my bosom. My forehead glowed with a burning heat. I would have wept ; but even that relief was denied me. The tears refused to flow ; the fever in my brain had parched them up. My first impulse was, to attempt making my escape. But my new masters were too well acquainted with the business of legal kidnapping, to give me an opportunity. We were all collected in one of the out-houses, and care fully secured. With many of the plantation hands, this was quite an unnecessary precaution. A large proportion of them were so sick and weary of the tyranny of Mr Carleton s overseer, that they were glad of any change ; and when their master made them a farewell visit, and began to condole with them upon their misfortune, several of them were bold enough to tell him that they thought it no misfortune at all ; for whatever might happen, they could not be worse treated than they had been by his overseer. Mr Carleton seemed not well pleased at this bold disclo sure, and took his leave of us rather abruptly ; and certainly this piece of information could not have been very soothing to his feelings. At early dawn we were put into travelling order. A wagon earned the provisions and the younger children. The rest of us were chained together, and proceeded in the usual fashion. It was a long journey, and we were two or three weeks upon the road. Considering that we were slaves driven to market, we were treated on the whole, with unexpected humanity. At the end of the third or fourth day s journey, the women and children were released from their chains ; 44 MEMOIRS OF and two or three days later, a part of the men received the same indulgence. Those of us, of whom they were more suspicious, were still kept in irons. Our drivers seemed desirous to enhance our value by putting us into good con dition. Our daily journey was quite moderate ; we were all furnished with shoes, and were allowed plenty to eat. At night we encamped by the road-side ; kindled a large fire, cooked our hominy, and made a hut of branches to sleep under. Several of the company declared that they were never so well treated in all their lives ; and they went along laughing and singing more like men travelling for pleasure, than like slaves going to be sold. So little accus tomed is the slave to kindness or indulgence of any sort, that the merest trifle is enough to put him into ecstasy. The gift of a single extra meal is sufficient to make him fall in love even with a slave-driver. The songs and laughter of my companions only served to aggravate my melancholy. They observed it, and did their best to cheer me. There never was a kinder-hearted company, and I found some relief even in their rude efforts at consolation ; for there is more power in the sympathy of the humblest human creature than the haughty children of luxury are apt to believe. I was a favorite among the servants at Carleton-Hall, because I had taken some little pains to be so ; for I had long since renounced that silly prejudice and foolish pride, which at an earlier period, had kept me aloof from my fellow servants, and had justly earned me their hatred and dislike. Experience had made me wiser ; and I no longer took sides with our oppressors by joining them in the false notion of their own natural superiority ; a notion founded only in the arrogant preju dice of conceited ignorance, and long since discarded by the liberal and enlightened ; but a notion which is still the orthodox creed of all America, and the principal, I might almost say the sole foundation, which sustains the iniqui tous superstructure of American slavery. I had made it a point to gain the good will and affection of my fellow ser vants, by mixing among them ; taking an interest in all their concerns ; and rendering them such little services as my favor with Mr Carleton put in my power. Once or ARCHY MOORE. 45 twice indeed, I had overstepped the mark, and got myself into very serious trouble by letting my master know what severities his overseer inflicted. But though my attempts at serving them were not always successful, their gratitude was not the less on that account. When my companions observed my melancholy they stopped their songs, and having run through their few topics of condolence, they continued their conversation in a sub dued and moderated tone, as if unwilling to irritate my feeling by what might seem to me, unseasonable merriment. I saw, and in my heart acknowledged the kindness of their intention ; but I did not wish that my sadness should cast a shade over what they enjoyed as a holiday, the only holiday perhaps which their miserable fate would ever allow them. I told them that nothing would be so likely to cheer me, as to see them merry ; and though my heart was aching and ready almost to burst, I forced a laugh, and started a song. The rest joined in it ; the chorus rose again loud as ever ; the laugh went round ; and the turbulence of their mer riment soon allowed me to sink again into a moody silence. I had the natural feelings of a man ; I loved my wife and child. Had they been snatched from me by death, or had I been separated from them, by some fixed, inevitable, natural necessity, I should have wept, no doubt, but my feelings would have been those of simple grief, unmixed with any more bitter emotion. But that the dear ties of husband and father, ties so twined about my inmost heart, should be thus violently severed, without a moment s warning, and at a creditor s caprice ; and he too the creditor of another ; to be thus chained up, torn from my home, and driven to market, there to be sold to pay the debts of a man who called himself my master ; the thoughts of this stirred up within my soul a bitter hatred and a burning indignation against the laws and the people that tolerate such things ; fierce and deadly passions which tore my heart, distracted and tormented me, even more than my grief at the sudden separation. But the more violent emotions ever tend to cure them selves. If the patient survive the first paroxysm, his mind speedily begins to verge towards its natural equilibrium. 1 4t> MEMOIRS OF found it so. The torture of furious but impotent emotions at first almost overpowered me. But my feelings softened by degrees ; till, at length, they subsided into a dull, but fixed and settled misery ; a misery which the impulse of temporary excitement may sometimes make me forget, but which, like the guilty man s remorse, is too deeply rooted to be ever eradicated. CHAPTER VI. AT length we arrived at Charleston, the capital of South Carolina. We spent several days in recruiting ourselves after our long journey. As soon as we had recovered from our lameness and fatigues, we were dressed up in new clothes, and fitted out to show off to the best advantage. We were then exposed for the inspection of purchasers. The women and children, pleased with their new finery, seemed to enjoy the novelty of their situation, and appeared as anxious to find a master and to bring a high price, as though the bargain were actually for their own benefit. The greater part of our company were bought up by a single purchaser, and I among the rest. We were pur chased by general Carter, a man of princely fortune, indeed one of the richest planters in South Carolina ; and were immediately sent off to one of his plantations, at some distance from the city. The lower country of South Carolina, from the Atlantic for eighty or a hundred miles inward, including more than half the state, is, with the exception I shall presently men tion, one of the most barren, miserable, uninviting countries in the universe. In general, the soil is nothing but a thirsty sand, covered for miles and miles, with forests of the long-leaved pine. These tracts are called, in the ex pressive phrase of the country, Pine Barrens. For a great distance inland, these Barrens preserve almost a perfect level, raised but a few feet above the surface of the sea. The tall, straight, branchless trunks of the scattered ARCHY MOORE. 47 pines, rise like slender columns, and are crowned with a tuft of knarly limbs and long, bristly leaves, through which the breezes murmur with a monotonous sound, much like that of falling waters, or waves breaking on a beach. There is rarely any undergrowth, and the surface is either matted with the saw-palmetto, a low ever-green, or covered with a coarse and scattered grass, on which herds of half- wild cattle feed in summer, and starve in winter. The trunks of the pines scarcely interrupt a prospect, whose tedious sameness is only varied by tracts, here and there, of almost impenetrable swamp, thickly grown up with bays, water oaks, cypresses and other large trees, adown whose spreading branches and whitened trunks, a long dusky moss hangs in melancholy festoons, drooping to the ground, the very drapery of disease and death. The rivers, which are wide and shallow, swollen with the heavy rains of spring and winter, frequently overflow their low and marshy banks, and help to increase the extent of swampy ground, the copious source of poisonous vapors and febrile exhalations. Even where the country begins to rise into hills, it pre serves, for a long distance, its sterile character. It is a col lection of sandy hillocks thrown together in the strangest confusion. In several places, not even the pine will grow ; and the barren and thirsty soil, is clothed only with stunted bushes of the black jack, or dwarf oak. In some spots even these are wanting ; and the bare sand is drifted by the winds. Throughout this extent of country, of which, with all its barrenness, a great part might be, and by the enterprising spirit of free labor doubtless would be, brought into profit able cultivation, there are only some small tracts, principally along the water courses, which the costly and thriftless system of slave labor has found capable of improvement. All the rest still remains a primitive wilderness, with scarcely any thing to interrupt its desolate and dreary monotony. This description does not include the tract stretching along the sea-shore, from the mouth of the San tee to that of the Savannah, and extending in some places, twenty or thirty miles up the country. The coast between these rivers, is a series of islands ; the famous sea-islands of the 48 MEMOIRS OF cotton markets; and the main land, which is separated from these islands by innumerable narrow and winding channels, is penetrated, for some distance inland, by a vast number of creeks and inlets. The islands present a bluff shore and a fine beach towards the ocean, but the opposite sides are often low and marshy. They were originally covered with a magnificent growth of the live, or ever-green oak, one of the finest trees anywhere to be seen. The soil is light ; but it possesses a fertility never yet attained in the dead and bar ren sands of the interior. These lands are protected by embankments from the tides and floods, and the fields are. divided and drained by frequent dikes and ditches. Such of them as can be most conveniently irrigated with fresh water, are cultivated as rice-fields ; the remainder are em ployed in the production of the long staple, or sea-island cotton, a species of vegetable wool, which excels every other in the length of its fibre, and almost rivals silk in strength and softness. These beautiful districts present a strong contrast to the rest of the lower country of South Carolina. As far as the eye can stretch, nothing is to be seen but a smooth, level, nighly-cultivated country, penetrated in every direction by creeks and rivers. The residences of the planters are often handsome buildings, placed on some fine swell, and shaded by a choice variety of trees and shrubbery. These houses are inhabited by their owners only in the winter. They are driven from home in the summer, partly by the tire someness of a listless and monotonous indolence, and partly, by the unhealthiness of the climate, which is much aggra vated by the rice cultivation. This absentee aristocracy congregates in Charleston, or dazzles and astonishes the cities and watering places of the North, by its profuse ex travagance and reckless dissipation. The plantations are left to the sole management of overseers, who, with their families, form almost the only permanent free population of these districts. The slaves are ten times as numerous as the free. The whole of this rich and beautiful country is devoted* to the support of a few hundred families in a lordly, luxurious, dissipated indolence, which renders them useless to the world and a burden to themselves ; and to contribute ARCHY MOORE. 49 towards this same great end, more than a hundred thousand human beings are sunk into the very lowest depths of deg radation and misery. General Carter, our new master, was one of the richest of these American grandees. The plantation to which we \vere sent, was called Loosahachee ; and though very ex tensive, was but one out of several, which he owned. Coming as I did from Virginia, there were many things in the appearance of the country, and in the way in which tilings were managed, that were entirely new to me. I and my companions who had always been accustomed to some small quantity of meat as a relish to our corn diet, found our mere unseasoned hominy neither so palatable nor so nourishing as we could wish. Being strangers and new comers, we had not yet learned the customs of the country ; and were quite unacquainted with many of the arts by which the Carolina slaves are enabled to eke out their scanty and insufficient allowance. Our only resource was an appeal to our master s generosity ; and it happened, that about a fort night after we were put upon the plantation, general Carter,, with several of his friends, made a flying visit from Charles ton to Loosahachee, to see how the crops were coming on. This we thought to be a good opportunity to get some im provement of our fare. We did not like to ask too much, lest our request should be rejected without ceremony. In deed, we determined to be as moderate as possible ; and after due consultation, it was resolved to petition our master for a little salt to season our hominy, a luxury to which we had always been accustomed, but which was not included in the Loosahachee allowance, which consisted simply of corn, a peck a week to each working hand. My companions requested me to act as spokesman, and I read ily undertook to do so. When general Carter and his friends came near my task. I walked towards him. He asked me what I meant by leaving rny work in that fashion, and inquired what I want ed ? I told him that I was one of the servants whom he had lately purchased ; that some of us were born and raised in Virginia and the rest in North Carolina ; that we were not used to living upon bare hominy without any VOL. II. 5 50 MEMOIRS OF thing to give it a relish ; and that we should take it as a very great favor if he would be kind enough to allow us a little salt. He seemed to be rather surprised at the boldness of this request, and inquired my name. " Archy Moore," I answered. " Archy Moore ! " he cried with a sneer, " and pray tell me how long it has been the fashion among you fellows to have double names ? You are the first fellow I ever owned, who was guilty of such a piece of impertinence ; and a damned impertinent fellow you are. I see it in your eye. Let me beg leave to request of you, Mr Archy Moore, to be satisfied with calling yourself Archy, the next time 1 inquire your name." I had taken the name of Moore, since leaving Spring- Meadow ; an assumption not uncommon in Virginia, and which is there thought harmless enough. But the South Carolinians, who of all the Americans, seem to have carried the theory and practice of tyranny to the highest perfec tion, are jealous of every thing that may seem in any respect, to raise their slaves above the level of their dogs and horses. The words and manner of my master were sufficiently irritating, but I was not to be shuffled off in that way. I passed over his rebuke in silence, but ventured again, in the most respectful terms I could command, to renew the re quest, that he would be pleased to allow us a little salt to season our hominy. " You are a damned, unreasonable, dissatisfied set ol fellows as ever I met with ! " was the answer. " Why boy, you eat me out of house and home already. It is as much as I can do to buy com for you. If you want salt, isn t there plenty of sea-water within five miles ? If you want it, you have nothing to do but to make it ! " So he said ; and as they wheeled their horses and rode away, he and his companions joined in a loud laugh at the wit and point of his answer, ARCHY MOORE. 51 CHAPTER VII. AMONG Mr Carleton s servants, or rather the servants that had been Mr Carleton s, but who had now become the property of general Carter, was one named Thomas. While we had lived together at Carleton-Hall, I had con tracted an intimacy with him, which we still kept up. He was of unmixed African blood, with good features, a stout muscular frame, and on several accounts, a very re markable man. His bodily strength, and his capacity for enduring priva tion and fatigue, were very uncommon ; but the character of his mind was still more so. His passions were strong and even violent ; but what is very rare among slaves, he had them completely under his control ; and in all his words and actions he was as gentle as a lamb. The truth was, that when quite young, he had been taken in hand by cer tain Methodists, who lived and labored in his neighborhood ; and so strong and lasting were the impressions which their teaching made upon him, and so completely had he imbibed their doctrines, that it seemed as if several of the most powerful principles of human nature had been eradicated from his bosom. His religious teachers had thoroughly inculcated into a soul, naturally proud and high-spirited, that creed of passive obedience and patient long-suffering, which under the sacred name of religion, has been often found more potent than whips or fetters, in upholding tyranny, and subduing the resistance of the superstitious and trembling slave. They had taught him, and he believed, that God had made him a servant ; and that it was his duty to obey his master, and be contented with his lot. Whatever cruelties or indignities the unprovoked insolence of unlimited authority might in flict upon him, it was his duty to submit in humble silence ; and if his master smote him on one cheek, he was to turn to him the other also. This, with Thomas, was not a mere form of words run through with, and then forgot ten. In all my experience, I have never known a man 52 MEMOIRS OF over whom his creed appeared to hold so powerful u control. Nature had intended him for one of those lofty spirits who are the terror of tyrants, and the bold assertors of lib erty. But under the influence of his religion, he had become a passive, humble and obedient slave. He made it a point of duty to be faithful to his master in all things. He never tasted whiskey ; he would sooner starve than steal ; and he preferred being whipped to telling a lie. These qualities, so very uncommon in a slave, as well as his cheerful obedience, and laborious industry, had gained him the good will even of Mr Carleton s overseer. He was treated as a sort of confidential servant ; was often trusted to keep the keys, and give out the allowance ; and so scrupulously did he fulfil all that was required of him, that even the fretful caprice of an overseer had no fault to find. He had lived at Carleton-Hall more than ten years, and in all that time, had never once been whipped. What was most remarkable and uncommon of all, at the same time that he obtained the confidence of the overseer, Thomas had succeeded in gaining the good will of his fellow ser vants. There never lived a kinder-hearted, better tempered man. There was nothing he was not ready to do for a fellow creature in distress ; he was ever willing to share his provisions with the hungry, and to help the weak and tired to finish their tasks. Besides, he was the spiritual guide of the plantation, and could preach and pray almost as well as his master. I had no sympathy for his religious enthu siasm, but I loved and admired the man ; and we had long been on terms of close intimacy. Thomas had a wife, Ann, by name, a pretty, sprightly, good natured girl, whom he loved exceedingly. It was a great comfort to him, indeed he regarded it as a special interposition of Providence in his behalf, that when carried away from Carleton-Hall they had not been separated. Never was a man more grateful, or more delighted than Thomas was, when he found that both he and Ann had been purchased by general Carter. That they should fall into the hands of the same owner was all he desired ; and he readily transferred to the service of his purchaser, all ARCHY MOORE. 53 that zeal and devotion, which, as he had been taught to believe, a slave owes to his master. While all the rest of us, upon our first arrival at Loosahachee, had been com plaining and lamenting over the hardness of our tasks, and the poor and insufficient food which our new master allowed us, Thomas said not a word ; but had worked away with such zeal and vigor, that he soon gained the reputation of being one of the best hands on the place. Thomas s wife had an infant child but a few weeks old, who, according to the Carolina fashion, was brought to her in the field to be nursed ; for the Carolina planters, spend thrifts in every thing else, in all that regards their servants, are wonderful economists. One hot afternoon, Ann sat down beneath a tree, and took the infant from the hands of the little child herself scarcely able to walk, who had the care of it during the day. She had finished the maternal office, and was returning slowly, and perhaps rather unwill ingly to her task, when the overseer rode into that part of the field. The name of our overseer was Mr Martin. He was one of those who are denominated smart fellows and good disciplinarians. He had established a rule that there was to be no loitering at Loosahachee. Walking was too lazy a pace for him ; if there was any occasion to go from one part of the field to another, it was to be in a run. Ann had perhaps forgotten, at all events, she was not complying with this ridiculous piece of plantation discipline. This was no sooner observed by the overseer, than he rode up to her ; cursed her for a lazy vagabond ; and commenced beating her over the head with his whip. Thomas happened to be working close by. He felt every stroke ten times as keenly as though it had lighted upon his own shoulders. Here was a trial too strong for the artificial principles of any creed. He moved forward as though he would go to his wife s assistance. We who were by, begged him to stop ; and told him he would only get himself into trouble. But the cries and shrieks of his wife made him deaf to our entreaties ; he rushed forward ; and before the overseer was aware, he seized his whip, snatched it from his hand ; and demanded what he meant by beating a woman in that way, for no offence whatever? 5* 54 MEMOIRS OP To judge from Mr Martin s looks, this was a display of spirit, or as he would call it, of insolence and insubordina tion, for which he was not at all prepared. He reined back his horse for a rod or two ; when, seeming to recollect himself, he put his hand into his coat-pocket and drew out a pistol. He cocked it and pointed it at Thomas, who dropped the whip and turned to run. Mr Martin fired ; but his hand shook too much to enable him to take a very effectual aim ; and Thomas continued his flight ; leaped the fence ; and disappeared in the thicket by which it was bordered. Having put the husband to flight, the overseer turned to the wife who stood by trembling and crying. He was boil ing over with rage and passion, and seemed determined to spend his fury on this helpless and unhappy woman. He called the driver of the gang, and two or three other men to his assistance, and bade them strip off her clothes. The preparations being complete, Mr Martin commenced the torture. The lash buried itself in her flesh at every blow ; and as the poor wretch threw up her gashed and gory arms, the blood ran down in streams. Her cries were dreadful. Used as I had been to similar scenes, my heart sickened, and my head grew dizzy. I longed to seize the monster by the throat and dash him to the ground. How I restrained myself I do not know. Most sure I am, that nothing but the base and dastard spirit of a slave could have endured that scene of female torture and distress, and not have interfered. Before Mr Martin had finished, poor Ann sunk to the ground in a state of total insensibility. He ordered us to make a litter, of sticks and hoe-handles, and to cany her to his house. We laid her down in the passage. The over seer brought a heavy chain, one end of which he put around her neck, and the other he fastened to one of the beams. He said her fainting was all pretence ; and that if he did not chain her, she would be running away and join ing her husband. We were now all ordered into the woods to hunt for Thomas. We separated and pretended to examine every place that seemed likely to conceal him ; but with the ex- ARCHY MOORE. 55 ception of the drivers, and one or two base fellows who sought to curry favor with the overseer, I do not believe that any of us felt any great anxiety, or took much pains to find him. Not far from the fence was a low swampy place, thickly grown up with cane and gum-trees. As I was making my way through it, I came suddenly upon Thomas, who was leaning against the trunk of a large tree. He laid his hand upon my shoulder, and asked what the overseer had done to his wife. I concealed from him, as well as I could, the miserable torture which had been inflicted upon her ; but I told him that Mr Martin was all fire and fury, and that it would be best for him to keep out of the way till his passion could subside a little. I promised to return in the evening and to bring him food. In the mean time, if he would lie close, there would be little danger that any one would find him. We were presently called back from our ineffectual search, and ordered to resume our tasks. I finished mine as quickly as I could ; hastened home, got some food ready, and went to see poor Ann. I found her lying in the passage chained as we had left her. Her low moans showed that she had so far recovered herself as to be once more sensitive to pain. She complained that the chain about her neck hurt her and made it difficult to breathe. I stooped down and was attempting to loosen it, when Mrs Martin made her appearance at the door ; she asked what right I had to meddle with the girl ; and bade me go about my business. I would have left the food I had brought ; but Mrs Martin told me to take it away again ; it would learn the wench better manners, she said, to starve her for a day or two. I took up my little basket, and went away with a heavy heart. As soon as it grew dark, I set off to meet Thomas : but lest my steps might be dogged by the overseer or some of his spies, I took a very round-about course. I found him near the place where I had met him before. His earnest entreaties to know the whole, drew from me the story of his poor wife s sufferings and her present situation. It moved him deeply. At intervals he wept like a child ; then he strove to restrain himself, repeating half aloud, some texts 56 MEMOIRS OF of scripture, and what seemed a sort of prayer. But all would not do ; and carried away at last, by a sudden gust of passion, forgetful of his religious scruples, he cursed the brutal overseer with all the energy of a husband s vengeance. Presently he recovered his self-command, and began to take fault to himself, ascribing all the blame to his o\vn foolish interference. The thought that what his affec tion for his wife had prompted him to do, had only served to aggravate her sufferings, seemed to agitate him almost to distraction. Again, the tide of passion swept all before it. His countenance grew convulsed ; his bosom heaved ; and he only found relief in half-uttered threats and muttered execrations. He consulted with me as to what he had better do. 1 knew that the overseer was terribly incensed against him. I had heard him say, that if such a daring act of insolence was not most signally punished, it would be enough to corrupt and disorder the whole neighborhood. I was aware that Mr Martin would not dare absolutely to put him to death. But this prohibition to commit murder is the sole and single limit to an overseer s authority ; and I knew that he had both the right and the will to inflict a torture compared to which the agonies of an ordinary death-struggle w r ould be but trifling. I therefore advised Thomas to fly ; since even if he were caught at last, no severer punishment could be inflicted upon him than he would be certain of, upon a voluntary surrender. For a moment, this advice seemed to please him ; and an expression of daring determination appeared in his face^ such as I had never seen there before. But it disappeared in an instant. " There is Ann," he said, " I cannot leave her, and she, poor timid thing, even if she were well, I could never persuade her to fly with me. It will not do, Archy ; I cannot leave my wife ! " What could I answer? I understood him well, and knew how to sympathize with him. I could not but admit the force of his objection. Such feelings I knew it would be in vain to combat with arguments ; indeed I could not make up my mind to attempt it ; and as I had no other advice to give, I remained silent. ARCHY MOORE. 57 Thomas seemed lost in thought, and continued for some minutes with his eyes fixed upon the ground. Presently he told me that he had made up his mind. He was de termined, he said, to go to Charleston and appeal to his master. The little I had known of general Carter, did not incline me to put much dependence on his justice or generosity ; but as Thomas seemed pleased with this plan, and as it was his only chance, I applauded it. He ate the food I had brought, and determined to set off immediately. He had only been once to Charleston, during all the time we had been at Loosahachee ; but as he was one of those people, who, if they have been once to a place, find little difficulty in going a second time, I had no doubt of his finding his way to town. I returned to my cabin ; but I was so anxious and un certain about the success of Thomas, in the scheme he had adopted, that I could not sleep. At daylight I went to my task. My anxiety acted as a stimulus upon me, and I had finished long before any of my companions. As I was passing from the field to my cabin, I saw general Carter s carriage driving up the road ; and as it passed me I ob served poor Thomas behind, chained to the footman s stand. The carriage drove up to the house. General Carter got out of it, and sent off in great haste for Mr Martin, who had taken his gun and dog early that morning, and had been beating about the woods all day, in search of Thomas. In the mean time, general Carter ordered all the hands on the plantation to be collected. At last Mr Martin arrived. The moment general Carter saw him, he cried out " Well, sir, here is a runaway, I have brought back for you. Would you believe it ? the fellow had the impertinence to come to Charleston with the story of his grievances ! Even from his own account of the matter, he was guilty of the greatest insolence I ever heard of. Snatching the whip from the hand of an overseer ! Things are coming to a pretty pass indeed, when these fellows undertake to justify such insubordination. The next tiling we shall hear of, they will be cutting our throats. 58 MEMOIRS OF However, I stopped the scoundrel s mouth before he had said five words. I told him, I would pardon any thing sooner than insolence to my overseer. I would much sooner excuse impertinence towards myself. And to let him know what I thought of his conduct, here you see I have brought him back to you ; and I have done it, even at the risk of being obliged to sleep here to-night, and catching the coun try fever. Whip the rascal well, Mr Martin ! w r hip him well! I have had all the hands collected, that they may see the punishment, and take warning by it." Mr Martin thus invited, sprung upon his prey with a tiger s ferocity. But I have no inclination to disgust my self with another description of the horrid torment of which in America, the whip is the active and continual instrument. He who is curious in these matters, will do well to spend six months upon an American plantation. He will soon discover that the rack was a superfluous invention ; and that the whip, by those well skilled in the use of it, can be made to answer any purposes of torture. Though Thomas was quite cut up with the lash, and whipped by two drivers till he fainted from pain and loss of blood, such was the nerve and vigor of his constitution, and the noble firmness of his mind, that he stood it like a hero, and disdained to utter any of those piercing screams and piteous cries for mercy, which are commonly heard up on the like occasions. He soon got over the effects of this discipline ; and in a few days was at work again as usual. Not so with his wife. She was naturally of a slender constitution, and perhaps had not entirely recovered from the weakness incident upon child-birth. Either the whip ping she had suffered, or her chains and starvation after wards, or both together, had brought on a violent disorder, of which at first, she seemed to get better, but which left her suffering under a dull nervous fever, without strength or appetite, or even the desire of recovery. Her poor baby seemed to sympathize with its mother, and pined from day to day. At length it died. The mother did not long sur vive it. She lingered for a week or two. Sick as she was, she had no attendant except a superannuated old woman ARCHY MOORE. 59 who could neither see nor hear. Thomas of course was obliged to go to his tasks as usual. He returned one night, and found her dead. One of the drivers, a mean spirited fellow, and Mr Mar tin s principal spy and informer, was the only person al lowed to preach at Loosahachee, and to act as the leader in those mummeries to which the ignorant and superstitious slaves give the name of religion. He paid a visit to the afflicted husband, and offered his services for the funeral. Thomas had so much natural good sense, that he was not, like many persons of his way of thinking, imposed upon and taken in, by every one who chose to make use of the cant of sanctity. He had long ago seen through this hypocritical fellow, and learned to despise him. He therefore declined his assistance ; and pointing to me, " Himself and his friend," he said, " would be sufficient to bury the poor girl." He seemed about to add something more ; but the mention of his wife had overpowered him ; his voice choked, his eyes filled with tears, and he was constrained to be silent. It was a Sunday. The preacher soon left us ; and poor Thomas sat the whole day watching his wife s body. I re mained with him ; but I knew how useless any attempt at consolation would be, and I said but little. Towards sun-set, several of our fellow servants came in ; and they were presently followed by most of the plantation people. We took up the body and carried it to the place of burial. This was a fine smooth slope covered with tall trees. It seemed to have been long used for its present purpose. Numerous little ridges, some of them new, and others just discernible, indicated the places of the graves. The husband leaned over the body, while we busied ourselves in the sad office of digging its last resting place. The shallow grave was soon finished. We all remained silent, in expectation of a prayer, a hymn, or some similar ceremony. Thomas attempted once or twice to begin ; but his voice rattled in his throat, and died away in an inarticu late murmur. He shook his head, and bade us place the body in the grave. We did so ; and the earth was soon heaped upon it. It was already growing dark ; and the burial being fin- 60 MEMOIRS OF ished, those who had attended at it, hastened homeward. The husband still remained standing by the side of the grave. I took his arm, and with a gentle force, would have drawn him away. He shook me off, and raising his hand and head, he muttered in a low whisper, " Murdered, mur dered ! As he spoke these words, he turned his eyes on me. There gleamed in them, a spirit of passionate and in dignant grief. It was plain that natural feeling was fast gaining the mastery over that system of artificial constraint in which he had been educated. I sympathized with him ; and I pressed his hand to let him know I did so. He re turned the pressure ; and after a short pause, he added, " Blood for blood ; is it not so, Archy ? " There was some thing terrible in the slow, but firm and steady tone in which he spoke. I knew not what to answer; nor did he appear to expect a reply. Though he addressed me, the question seemed intended only for himself. I took his arm, and we walked off in silence. CHAPTER VIII. IT is customary in South Carolina, to allow the slaves the week from Christmas to the new year, as a sort of holi day. This indulgence is extended so far, that during that week, they are, for the most part, allowed to leave the plan tations, the scenes of their daily labors and sufferings, and to wander about in the neighborhood, pretty much at their own will and pleasure. The high-ways present at that season, a singular appearance. The slaves of every age and sex, collected from the populous plantations of the tide waters, and dressed in the best attire they have been able to muster, assemble in great numbers, swarming along the road, and clustering about the little whiskey-shops, produ cing a scene of bustle and confusion, witnessed only at the Christmas holidays. Those shops are principally supported by a traffic with the slaves for stolen rice and cotton, a traffic which all the ARCHY MOORE. 61 vindictive fury of the planters, backed by an abundant legis lation, has not been able to eradicate. They are the chief support, in fact, the only means of livelihood, open to a con siderable portion of the lower order of the white aristocracy of the country. It is the same in Carolina as in Lower Vir ginia. The poor whites are extremely rude and ignorant, and acquainted with but few of the comforts of civilized life. They are idle, dissipated, and vicious ; with all that vulgar brutality of vice, which poverty and ignorance ren der so conspicuous and disgusting. Without land, or at best, possessing some little tract of barren and exhausted soil, which they have neither skill nor industry to render productive ; without any trade or handicraft art ; and look ing upon all manual labor as degrading to freemen, and fit only for a state of servitude, these poor white men have become the jest of the slaves, and are at once, feared and hated by the select aristocracy of rich planters. It is only the right of suffrage which they possess, that preserves them the show of consideration and respect with which they are yet treated. This right of suffrage, of which the select aristocracy are extremely anxious to deprive them, is the only safeguard of the poor whites. But for this, they would be trampled under foot without mercy ; and by force of law and legislation, would soon be reduced to a condition little superior to that of the very slaves themselves. On the Christmas holidays which succeeded my becoming an inhabitant of Loosahachee, a great number of slaves, of whom, I was one, were assembled about a little store on the neighboring high road, laughing, talking, drinking whis key, and making merry after our several fashions. While we were thus employed, I observed riding along the road, a mean looking fellow, shabbily dressed, with a face of that disagreeable cadaverous hue that makes the inferior order of whites in Lower Carolina look so much like walking corpses. He was mounted on a lean scraggy horse, w host- hips seemed just bursting through the skin, and he carried in his hand an enormous whip, which he handled with a familiar grace, seldom acquired except by an American slave-driver. As he passed us, I noticed that all the slaves who had hats, pulled them off to him ; but as I did not see VOL. II. 6 MEMOIRS OF any thing in the fellow s appearance that demanded any particular respect, and as I was ignorant of the Carolina etiquette, which requires from every slave an obsequious bearing towards every freeman, seldom expected in Vir ginia, I let my hat remain upon my head. The fellow noticed it ; reined up his jaded beast, and eyed me sharply. My complexion made him doubt whether I might not be a freeman ; my dress and the company I was in, gave him equal grounds for supposing me a slave. He inquired who I was ; and being told that 1 was one of general Carter s people, he rode towards me with his upraised whip, de manding why I did not take off my hat to him ; and without waiting for an answer, he began to lay the lash over my shoulders. The fellow was evidently drunk, and my first impulse was to take the whip away from him. Luckily I did not yield to this impulse ; for any attempt to resist even a drunken white man, though that resistance was only in repelling the most unprovoked attack, according to the just and equal laws of Carolina, might have cost me my life. I learned upon inquiry that this fellow had been an over seer ; but some time previous had been discharged by his employer for suspected dishonesty. Not long after, he had set up a whiskey shop about half a mile distant. From what he said to the owner of the store where we were as sembled, it would seem that his shop had not been so much frequented during the holidays as he had expected ; and in beating me, he had vented his drunken spite and ill humor on the first object that gave him any thing like a pretence to exercise it. I learned too, that this fellow whose name was Christie, was a cousin of Mr Martin, our overseer. They had been close friends ; but had lately had a violent quarrel. Christie had stabbed Martin ; and Martin had shot at Christie with his double-barrelled gun. He had taken a still more effectual revenge by doing his best to stop the trade from Loosahachee to Christie s shop, which he had formerly winked at, and which had been carried on. much to Christie s benefit, by the exchange of well watered whiskey for general Carter s rice and cotton. I no sooner heard this account of Mr Christie, lhan it oc curred to me that I had him in my power ; and at once, 1 ARCHY MOORE. resolved to make him smart in his turn, for the lashes he had inflicted upon me. It is true, I was obliged to play the part of a spy and an informer ; but such low means are the only resource which the condition of servitude allows. As soon as I got home, I hastened to the overseer, and with an abundance of hypocritical pretences and professions of zeal for my master s service, I communicated to him as a great secret, the fact that Mr Christie was in the habit of trading with the hands, and buying whatever they brought him, without asking any questions. Mr Martin said that he was well aware of it ; and he would give me five dollars, if I would help him to detect Christie in the fact. We quickly struck up a bargain. The overseer furnished me with a quantity of cotton ; and I set off, one moon-light night, to pay a visit to Mr Christie s shop. He recognized me at once, and jested a good deal, about the whipping he had given me. He thought it an excel lent joke ; and it best answered my purpose to appear very much of the same opinion. I found him not at all disin clined to trade, provided I would exchange my cotton for his whiskey, at the nominal price of a dollar a quart. It was not long before I paid him a second visit. That time, Mr Martin and one of his friends were posted outside the shop, at a place where they could peep between the logs and see and overhear the whole transaction. To buy rice, cotton, or in fact any thing else of a slave, unless he produces a written permit from his master to sell it, according to the Carolina statute-book, is one of the most enormous crimes a man can commit. Mr Christie was in dicted at the next court. He was found guilty on the express testimony of Mr Martin and his companion ; and was fined a thousand dollars, and sentenced to a year s im prisonment. The fine swept away what little property he had ; and how his imprisonment ended I never heard. More than one of the jurymen who convicted him, were grievously suspected of the very same practices ; but the dread of incurring fresh suspicion, or perhaps the jealous rivalry of trade, made those very fellows the most clamorous for his condemnation. 64 MEMOIRS OF Mr Martin was so well pleased with my services in this affair, in which he fancied I had put myself forward mere ly to be used as his cat s paw, that he took me quite into favor, and began to employ me as one of his regular spies and informers. Tyranny, whether on the great scale or the little, can only be sustained through a system of espionage and betrayal, in which the most mean-spirited of the op pressed are turned into the tools and instruments of oppres sion. There are many alleviations of the wretchedness of servitude to be expected from the favor and indulgence of, an overseer. Let it be remembered also, that so strong arc the allurements which power holds out, that even among freemen, there are hundreds of thousands always to be found, who are ready to assist in sacrificing the dearest rights of their neighbors, by volunteering to be the instruments of superior tyrants. What then can be reasonably expected from those who have been studiously and systematically degraded? What wonder, if among the oppressed, are found the readiest and most relentless instruments of op pression ? As I knew I could turn Mr Martin s favor to good ac count, I took care not to let him suspect, with what scorn and loathing I regarded the office in which he sought to employ me. But while he imagined that I was engaged heart and hand in his service, I counter-worked him more than once, by communicating his plans and stratagems to those whom he sought to entrap. This same Mr Martin, though he was absolute viceroy over more than three hun dred people, was a very ignorant and a very stupid fellow. Several circumstances occurred, which with a shrewd per son would have betrayed me ; but I succeeded so complete ly in blinding Mr Martin s eyes, that he still continued to place an unlimited confidence in my fidelity. Of this, he soon gave me a new proof; for riding one day, into the field, where I w r as at work, and not finding matters going on just to suit him, he called out the driver of the gang, and took from him the whip, which he carried as the badge and principal instrument of his office. He then called for me ; and having given me t\venty or thirty lashes, according to the custom in such cases, he put the whip into my hand ; ARC II Y MOORE. 65 appointed me driver of the gang, and bade me do the first duty of my new office upon the fellow to whose place I had succeeded. It is under the inspection of drivers, who are appoint ed from among the slaves, at the will of the overseer, that the culture of a Carolina plantation is carried on. The overseers have learned too much of the airs and the luxu rious indolence of their employers, to be willing to be riding about all day, in the hot sun, looking after the la borers. The slaves are divided into gangs, and each gang is put under the charge of a driver, who is generally select ed for his cowardly and mean-spirited subserviency, and his readiness to tyrannize over and to betray his companions. The driver is entrusted with all the unlimited and absolute authority of the master himself. He receives a double al lowance ; he has no task ; his sole business is to look after his gang and see that they perform the work assigned them ; and for this purpose he takes his station in the midst of them, whip in hand. When the overseer makes his ap pearance in the field, all the drivers collect about him to receive his orders. For the performance of the work as signed to his gang, each driver is himself responsible ; and that he may perfectly understand by what means he is to enforce its performance, the overseer usually inducts him into office by giving him a severe castigation with the very whip which he afterwards puts into his hand to be used upon his companions. The absolute power of an overseer, is often, I ought rather to say, always shockingly abused ; but the absolute power of drivers is yet one step higher towards the perfec tion of tyranny. The driver faithfully copies all the arro gance and insolence of the overseer from whom he receives his commission ; and as he is always among his gang, the aggravating weight of his authority is so much the heavier. He is but one of themselves ; and the slaves are naturally more impatient of his rule, than they would be of the same dominion, exercised by one belonging to what they have been taught to regard as a superior race ; and whom, being a freeman, they are ready to acknowledge as actually their superior. Besides, the drivers are far from limiting 6* 66 MEMOIRS OF their demands, as the overseer himself generally would do, to the performance of the field labor. They have a thou sand little spites to gratify ; a thousand purposes of their own to accomplish. They are in fact, the absolute masters of every thing which any of their gang may happen to possess; and the persons of the women are as much at their disposal as at that of the overseer, or the master. Even, if by chance, a driver should happen not to be disposed to abuse his authority, the dread of losing his situation, and the knowledge that all the deficiencies of any of his subor dinates will be visited upon his head, makes him of neces sity, hasty, harsh, and cruel. Heaven is my witness that while I held the office of driver, my great object was, to use the authority which it gave me, to alleviate as far as I could, the misery of my companions. My gang consisted of the Carleton hands, with whom I had long been connected, and whom I looked upon as friends and fellow sufferers. Many is the time, when I have seen one and another fainting under his task, and unable to finish it, that I have dropped the whip, seized the hoe, and instead of the stimulus of the lash, have used the encouragement of aid and assistance. This I did repeatedly ; though Mr Martin, more than once, when he found me so employed, expressed his disapprobation, and told me it was no way, and would only bring the station of driver into contempt. But it is no part of my purpose to write an eulogium on myself ; and I shall not hesitate to confess the whole truth. There were times that I abused my office ; and I verily believe that no man ever exercised an unlimited authority who did not abuse it. The consciousness of my power, made me insolent and impatient ; and with all my hatred, my hearty, experimental hatred of tyranny, the whip had not long been placed in my hands, before I caught myself m the act of playing the tyrant. Power is ever dangerous and intoxicating. Human nature cannot bear it. It must be constantly checked, controlled and limited, or it declines inevitably into tyran ny. Even all the endearments of the family connection ; the tenderness of connubial love, and the heart-binding ties ARCHY MOORE. 67 of paternity, seconded as they always are by the strong influence of habit and opinion, have not made it safe to entrust the head of a family with absolute power even over his own household. What terms then are strong enough in which to denounce the vain, ridiculous, and wanton folly of expecting any thing but abuse where power is totally unchecked, by either moral, or legal control ? CHAPTER IX. SINCE the death of his wife, a remarkable change had taken place in my friend Thomas. He had lost his former air of contentment and good nature, and had grown morose and sullen. Instead of being the most willing and industri ous laborer in the field, as he used to be, he seemed to have imbibed a strong distaste for work, and he slighted and neglected his task as much as possible. Had he been under any other driver than myself, his idleness and neglect would have frequently brought him into trouble. But I loved and pitied him ; and I screened him all I could. The wrongs and injuries that had been inflicted upon him since his arrival at Loosahachee, seemed to have sub verted all the principles upon which he had so long acted. It was a subject on which he did not seem inclined to con verse, and upon which I was unwilling to press him ; but I had abundant reason to suspect that he had totally re nounced the religion in which he had been so carefully instructed ; and which, for so long a time, had exercised so powerful an influence over him. He had secretly returned to the practice of certain wild rites, which in his early youth, he had learned from his mother, who had herself been kidnapped from the coast of Africa, and who had been, as he had often told me, zealously devoted to her country s superstitions. He would sometimes talk wildly and incoherently about having seen the spirit of his depart ed wife, and of some promise he had made to the apparition ; and I was led to believe that he suffered under occasional fit B ? f partial insanity. 68 MEMOIRS OF At all events, he was in most respects, an altered man. He had ceased to be the humble and obedient slave, con tented with his lot, and zealously devoted to his master s service. Instead of promoting his master s interest, it seemed now to be his study and his aim to do as much mischief as possible. There were two or three artful, daring, unquiet spirits on the plantation, from whom till lately, he had kept aloof, but whose acquaintance he now sought, and whose confidence he soon obtained. They found him bold and prudent, and what was more, trusty and magnanimous ; and they soon gave place to his superi ority of intellect, and acknowledged him as their leader. They were joined by some others, whose only motive was the desire of plunder, and they extended their depredations to every part of the plantation. In this new character, Thomas still gave evidence that he was no ordinary man. He conducted his enterprises with singular address ; and when all other stratagems by which to save his companions from detection proved un availing, he had still one resource that showed the native nobleness of his soul. Such was the steady firmness of his mind, and the masculine vigor of his constitution, that he was enabled to do what few men could. He could brave even the torture of the lash a torture, as I have said already, not less terrible than that of the rack itself. When every other resource failed him, he was ready to shield his companions by a voluntary confession ; and to concentrate upon himself a punishment, which he knew that some among them were too feeble and faint-hearted to endure. Mag nanimity such as this, is esteemed even in a freeman the highest pitch of virtue ; how then shall we sufficiently admire it in a slave ? Thank God, tyranny is not omnipotent ! Though it crush its victims to the earth ; and tread them into the dust ; and brutify them by every possible inven tion ; it cannot totally extinguish the spirit of manhood within them. Here it glimmers ; and there it secretly burns ; sooner or later, to burst forth in a flame, that will not be quenched, arid cannot be kept under ! So long as I was in the confidence of Mr Martin, I was ARCHT MOORE. 69 able to render Thomas essential service, by informing him of the suspicions, plans, and stratagems of the overseer. It was not long however, before I forfeited that confidence ; not because Mr Martin entertained any suspicions of my playing him false, for it was very easy to throw dust into the eyes of so stupid a fellow, but because I did not come up to his notions of the spirit and the duty of a driver. The season was sickly ; and as the hands who composed my gang were from a more northern climate, and not yet seasoned to the pestiferous atmosphere of a rice plantation, they suffered a good deal from sickness, and several of them were often unable to work. I had explained this to Mr Martin, and he seemed to be satisfied with my explanation ; but riding into the field one day, in a particularly bad hu mor, and I believe, a little excited with liquor, he got into a towering rage at finding not half my gang in the field, and more than half the tasks untouched. He demanded the reason. I told him that the hands were sick. He swore they had no business to be sick ; he was tired, he said, of this talk about cloknocc ; IIQ knpw vxwy wall it was all sham ; and he was determined to be imposed upon no longer. " If any more complaints are made of sickness, Archy, you have nothing to do but whip the scoundrels and set them to work." " What," said I, " if they are really sick?" " Sick or not sick, I tell you. If they are not sick a whipping is no more than they deserve ; and if they are, why nothing is so likely to do them good as a little blood letting." " In that case," said I, " you had better appoint another driver ; I should make but a poor hand at whipping sick people." " Hold your tongue, you damned insolent blackguard. Who gave you leave to advise me, or dispute my orders ? Hand me your whip, you rascal." I did so ; and Mr Martin thereupon administered upon rne a fresh infliction of that same discipline he had bestowed when he first put the whip into my hand. So ended my drivership ; and though I now lost my double allowance, 70 MEMOIRS OF and was obliged to turn into the field again, and perform my task like the other hands, I cannot say that I much regretted it. It was a pitiful and sorry office, which no one but a scoundrel ever ought to undertake. I now united myself more closely to the party of Thom as, and joined heart and hand in all their enterprises. Our depredations became at last so considerable, that Mr Martin was obliged to establish a regular watch, consisting of his drivers and a few of their subordinates, who kept prowling about the plantation all night, and made it unsafe to venture into the fields. This arrangement was hastened by a cir cumstance that happened upon the plantation, about which a very strict inquiry was instituted, but which led to no definite result. On one and the same night, general Car ter s splendid plantation-seat, and his expensive rice mills were discovered to be on fire ; and notwithstanding all efforts to save them, both were totally consumed. Several of the slaves, and Thomas among the rest, were put to a sort of torture to make them acknowledge some participa tion in this house-burning. That cruelty availed nothing. They all stoutly denied knowing any thing about it. I was, as I have said, very much in Thomas s confidence ; yet he never spoke to me about that fire. As he was one of those men who know how to keep their own secrets, I always suspected that he knew much more about the matter than he chose to divulge. At all events, it was evidently a much more potent feel ing, than the mere love of plunder by which Thomas was actuated. Since his wife s death, he sometimes drank to excess ; but this was seldom, and there never was a man more temperate in his meats and drinks, or less fastidious than Thomas generally was. He had formerly dressed with much neatness ; now he neglected his dress altogether. He did not love society ; he had little intercourse with any body except with me ; and it was not always that he seemed to wish even for my company. Thomas had little use for his share of the plunder ; and in fact, he generally distributed it among his companions. When the thing was first proposed, he seemed to have little inclination to extend our depredations beyond the ARCHY MOORE. 71 limits of Loosahachee. But as it was no longer safe to continue them there ; and as his companions had rioted too long in plunder to be willing to relinquish it, Thomas yielded at last to their urgent solicitations, and led us, night after night, to the neighboring plantations. We soon pushed our proceedings so far, as to attract the notice of the overseers, whose domains we had invaded. At first, they supposed that the thieves were to be looked for at home ; and numberless were the severities they exercised upon those whom they suspected. But in spite of all their cruelties, the depredations were still continued ; and such was the singular art and cunning which Thomas displayed, in varying the scene and manner of our visits, that for a long time, we escaped all the traps and ambushes that were planned against us. We were one night, in a rice field, and had almost filled our bags, when the watchful ear of Thomas detected a sound, as if of some one cautiously approaching. He sup posed it might be the patrol, which, of late, instead of whiling away their time by the help of a fiddle and a bottle of whiskey, had grown more active, and actually performed some of the duties of a night watch. Under this impres sion, he gave a signal for us to steal off quietly, in a certain order which he had arranged before hand. The field was bordered on one side, by a deep and wide river, from which it was protected by a high embankment. We had come by water ; and our canoe lay in the river, under the shade of a clump of bushes and small trees which grew upon the dike. One by one, we cautiously stole over the bank, carefully keeping in the shade of the bushes, and all but Thomas were already in the boat. We were waiting for our leader, who, as usual, was the last man in the retreat, when we heard several shouts and cries, which seemed to indicate that he was discovered, if not taken. The sound of two musket shots fired in rapid succession, increased our terror. We hastily shoved the boat from the shore ; and pushing her into the current of the flood-tide, which was setting up the river, we were carried rapidly and silently out of sight of our landing place. The shouts were still continued ; but they grew fainter and fainter, and seemed 72 MEMOIRS OF to take a direction from the river. We now put out our paddles, and plying with all our strength, we pretty soon reached a small cove or creek, the place where we kept our boat, and at which we were accustomed to embark. We drew the canoe on shore, and carefully concealed it among the high grass. Then, without taking out our rice-bags, and leaving our shoes in the boat, we ran towards Loosa- hachee, which we reached without any further adventure. I was very anxious about Thomas ; but I had scarcely thrown myself upon my bed, before I heard a light tap at the door of my cabin, which I knew to be his. I sprang up and let him in. He was panting for breath and covered with mud. Thomas said, that just as he was going to climb the embankment, he looked behind him, and saw two men rapidly approaching. They seemed to observe him just at the same moment, and called to him to stop. If he had attempted to reach the boat, it would have drawn them that way, and perhaps led to the detection of the whole company. The moment they called to him, he dropped his rice-bag, and stooping as low as he could, he pushed rapidly through the rice in a direction from the river. His pursuers raised a loud shout, and fired their muskets at him, but without effect. He jumped several cross ditches, made for the high ground, at a distance from the river, and drew off the patrol in that direction. They pursued him closely ; but as he was very strong and active, and well acquainted with the place, he succeeded in escaping from among the ditches and embankments of the rice-field, gained the high grounds, and took a direction towards Loosahachee. But though he had distanced his pursuers, they had still kept upon his track ; and he expected that they would fol low him up, and would shortly be arriving. While Thomas was telling his adventures, he had stripped off his wet clothes, and washed off the mud with which he was covered. I furnished him with a dry suit, which he took with him to his own cabin which was close by mine. I hastened round to the cabins of our companions and told them what visitors to expect. The barking of all the plan tation dogs pretty soon informed us that the patrol was coming. They had roused up the overseer, and with ARCHY MOORE. 73 torches in their hands, they entered and searched every cabin in the quarter. But we were prepared for their visit ; we were roused with difficulty out of a deep sleep ; and seemed to be very much astonished at this unseasonable disturbance. The search proved to be a very useless one ; but as the patrol were certain that they had traced the fugitive to Loosahachee, the overseer of the plantation upon which we had been depredating, came over the next morning to search out and punish the culprit. He was accompanied by several other men, who it seems were freeholders of the district, selected with such forms, or rather such neglect of all form, as the laws of Carolina prescribe in such cases. Five Carolina freeholders, selected at hap-hazard, constitute such a court as in most other countries, would hardly be trusted with the final adjudication of any matter above the value of forty shillings at the utmost. But in that part oi the world, they not only have the power of judging all charges against slaves, and sentencing the accused to death ; but what the Carolinians, doubtless consider a much graver matter the right of saddling the state treasury with the estimated value of the culprit. This law for refunding to the masters, nominally a part, but what by over- valuation, usually amounts to the entire value, of condemned slaves,, deprives the poor wretches of that protection against an unjust sentence, which otherwise they might find in the pecuniary interest of their masters ; and leaves them with out any sort of shield against the prejudice, carelessness, or stupidity of their judges. But why should we expect any thing like equity or fairness in the execution of laws which themselves are founded upon the grossest wrong ? It must be confessed, that in this matter the Americans preserve throughout, an admirable consistency. A table was set out in the passage of the overseer s house ; some glasses and a bottle of whiskey were placed upon it ; and the court proceeded to business. We were all brought up and examined, one after the other. The only witnesses were the patrol who had pursued Thomas ; and they were ordered by the court to pick out the culprits. That was rather a difficult matter. There were between VOL. II. 7 74 MEMOIRS OF sixty and seventy men of us ; the night had been cloudy and without a moon ; and the patrol had only caught some hasty and uncertain glimpses of the person whom they had followed. The court seemed rather vexed at their hesita tion. Yet perhaps it was not very unreasonable ; since they were quite unable to agree together as to what sort of a man it was. One thought him short ; the other was certain that he was quite tall. The first, pronounced him a stout, well-set fellow ; the other had taken him to be very slender. By this time, the first bottle of whiskey was emptied. and a second was put upon the table. The court now told the witnesses that it would not do ; they did not come up to the mark at all ; and if they went on at that rate, the fellow would escape altogether. Just at this moment, the overseer of the plantation which had been plundered, rode up ; and as soon as he had dismounted, he stepped forward to the relief of the witnesses. He said, that while the court was organizing, he had taken the opportunity, to ride over and examine the rice-field, in which the rogue had been started up. It was much trampled in places, and there were a great many foot-prints ; but they w r ere all just alike, and seemed to have been made by the same person. He took a little stick from his pocket, on which, he said, he had carefully marked their exact length and breadth. Now this was a trick for detecting people* which Thomas understood very well ; and he had taken good care to be prepared for it. Our whole company were provided with shoes of the largest size we could get, and all exactly of the same pattern ; so that our tracks had the appearance of being made by a single person, and he a fellow with a very large foot. This speech of the overseer seemed to revive the droop ing hopes of the judges ; and they made us all sit down upon the ground and have our feet measured. There was a man on the plantation named Billy, a harmless, stupid fellow, wholly unconnected with us ; but unluckily for him, the only one of all the slaves whose foot corresponded at all with the measure. The length of this poor fellow s foot was fatal to him. The judges shouted with one voice. ARCHY MOORE. 7& and in the style of condemnation to be expected from such a court, that " they would be damned if he was not the thief." It was in vain that the poor fellow denied the charge and pleaded for mercy. His terror, confusion, and surprise, only served to confirm the opinion of his guilt ; and the more he denied, and the louder he pleaded, the more positively his judges were determined against him. Without further ceremony they pronounced him guilty, and sentenced him to be hung ! The sentence was no sooner pronounced than prepara tions were made for its execution. An empty barrel was brought out, and placed under a tree that stood before the door. The poor fellow was mounted upon it ; the halter was put about his neck, and fastened to a limb over his head. The judges had already become so drunk as to have lost all sense of judicial decorum. One of them kicked away the barrel, and the unhappy victim of Carolina justice dropped struggling into eternity. The execution over, the slaves were sent into the field ; while Mr Martin, with the judges and witnesses, and several others whom the fame of the trial had drawn to Loosaha- chee, commenced a regular drunken debauch, which they kept up all that day, and the night following. CHAPTER X. THE authority of masters over their slaves is in general a continual reign of terror. A base and dastard fear is the sole principle of human nature to which the slave-holder appeals. When it was determined to hang the poor fellow, whose fate I have described in the last chapter, his judges could not know, nor do I suppose, they much cared, whether he were innocent or guilty. Their great object was to terrify the survivors ; and by an example of what they would denominate wholesome and necessary severity, to deter from any further trespasses upon the neighboring plantations. In this they succeeded ; for though Thomas 76 MEMOIRS OF endeavored to keep up our spirits, we were thoroughly scared, and felt little inclination to second his boldness, which seemed to grow more determined, the more obsta cles it encountered. One of our confederates in particular, was so alarmed at the fate of poor Billy, that he seemed to have lost all self- control ; and we \vere in constant fear lest he should betray us. When the first paroxysm of his terror was at its height, the evening after he had witnessed the execution, I believe he would gladly have confessed the whole, if he could have found a white man sober enough to listen to him. After a while, he grew more calm ; but in the course of the day he had dropped some hints, which \vere carefully treasured up by one of the drivers. He reported them, as I discovered, to the overseer ; but Mr Martin had not yet recovered from the effects of the frolic ; and he was too drunk and stupid to understand a word that the driver said to him. We had begun to get the better of our fears, when a new incident happened, which determined us to seek our safety in flight. Some persons, in passing along the river bank, had discovered our canoe, which in the hurry of our retreat, we had taken too little care to conceal. It contained not only our bags full of rice, for we had not yet recovered courage enough to go after them, but our shoes also, all exactly of the same size, and corresponding with the meas ure which had been produced upon the trial. Here was ample proof that quite a number had been engaged in the scheme <3f depredation ; and as one of the company had been traced to Loosahachee, it would be reasonable to look for the others upon the same plantation. Luckily I ob tained an early intimation of this discovery, by means of one of the overseer s house-servants, with whom I had the policy to keep up a pretty intimate connection. A man had arrived at the overseer s house, his horse dripping with foam, and with an appearance of great haste and impa tience, he had asked to see the overseer. The moment he came in, the stranger requested to speak with him alone ; and Mr Martin took his guest into another room and locked the door. The girl, who was my spy and informant, under an appearance of the greatest simplicity, was artful and ARCHY MOORE. 77 intelligent ; and she was prompted to overhear this secret conversation, as much by her own curiosity, as by the sus picion that it might possibly be something, in which I would take an interest. She contrived to conceal herself in a closet, which was separated from the room in which the overseer and his visitor were conversing, only by a thin partition ; and having overheard his story, the substance of which I have already mentioned, and learned besides, that the court would hold a new session at Loosahachee, the day following, she hastened to inform me of what she had heard. She knew nothing in particular, of our affairs ; but she had reason to believe that this piece of news would not be entirely uninteresting to me. I informed Thomas of what she had told me. We agreed at once, that our best chance of safety was in flight ; and we immediately communicated our intention, and the cause of it, to the rest of our confederates. They were anxious to accompany us ; and we all resolved to be off that very night. As soon as evening came on, we stole away from the plantation and gained the woods in company. As we an ticipated that a very diligent search would be made for us, we thought it best to separate. Thomas and myself resolved to keep together ; the others scattered and took various di rections. As long as the darkness lasted, we travelled on as rapidly as we could. When the morning began to appear, we plunged into a thick swampy piece of w r oods, and having broken down some branches and young trees, we made as dry a bed as we were able, and lay down to sleep. We were much fatigued with our long and rapid journey, and slept soundly. It was past noon when we waked. Our appetites were sharp, but we had no provis ions. Just as we were beginning to consider what course it would be best for us to pursue, we heard the distant bay ing of a hound. Thomas listened for a moment, and then exclaimed that he knew that cry. It was a famous dog, a cross of the blood-hound, which Mr Martin had long had in training, and upon whose performances in tracking out run aways he very much prided himself. The place where we were, was a thick swamp, in which it was difficult to move, 7* 78 MEMOIRS OF and not easy to stand. To cross it would be impossible; and we resolved to get into the edge of it, where the ground was harder, and the undergrowth thinner, and to continue our flight. We did so; but the hound gained rapidly upon us, and his baying sounded louder and louder. Thomas drew a stout sharp knife, which he carried in his pocket. We were now just at the border where the dry ground came down upon the swamp, and looking behind us, across the level and open woods, we could see the hound coming on with his nose to the ground, and uttering at intervals a deep and savage cry. Farther behind, but still in full view, we saw a man on horseback, whom we took to be Mr Martin himself. The dog was evidently upon our track ; and following it to the place where we had first plunged into the swamp, he disappeared from our view. But we could still hear his clamor, which grew louder and almost constant ; and we soon perceived by the rustling and cracking of the under wood that he was close upon us. At this moment we faced about, and stood at bay ; Thomas in front, with his knife in hand, and I just behind, with a sharp and heavy lightwood knot, the best, indeed the only weapon, of which I could avail myself. Presently the dog emerged from the swamp. The moment he saw us, he redoubled his cry, and dashed forward foaming and open-mouthed. He made a great leap directly at Thomas s throat, but only succeed ed in seizing his left arm, which Thomas raised as a shield against the dog s attack. At the same instant he dealt a stroke with his knife, which penetrated to the hilt, and dog and man came struggling to the ground. How the contest would have ended had Thomas been alone, is very doubt ful; for though the hound soon received several wounds, they only seemed to increase his ferocity, and he still strug gled to get at the throat of his antagonist. My lightwood knot now did good service. Two or three heavy blows upon the dog s head laid him senseless and sprawling on the ground. While we had been awaiting the dog s attack, and during the contest, we had scarcely thought of his master ; but looking up, after it was over, we discovered that Mr Martin ARCHY MOORE. 79 was already very near us. When the dog took to the swamp, his master had followed along upon its edge, and came suddenly upon us before we had expected him. He pointed his gun and called upon us to surrender. Thomas no sooner saw the overseer, than he seemed to lose all his self-control, and grasping his knife, he rushed directly upon him. Mr Martin fired ; but the buck-shot rattled harm lessly among the trees, and as he was attempting to wheel his horse, Thomas dashed upon him, seized him by the arm, and dragged him to the ground. The horse ran frightened through the woods ; and it was in vain that I attempted to stop him. We looked round in expectation of seeing some others of the huntsmen coming up. None were in sight ; and we seized the opportunity to retreat, and to carry our prisoner into the covert of the swamp. We learned from him, that by the time the court and their attendants arrived at Loosahachee, our flight had been discovered, and that it was immediately resolved to raise the neighborhood, and to commence a general search for the runaways. All the horses, dogs and men that could be come at, were put into requisition. They were divided into parties, and immediately commenced beating through the woods and swamps in the neighborhood. A party of five or six men, with Mr Martin and his blood-hound, had traced three of our companions into a thick swamp, just on the bank of a river. The pursuers dismounted, and with their guns in their hands, they fol lowed the dog into the thicket. Our poor fellows were so overcome with fatigue, that they slept till the very moment that the hound sprang in upon them. He seized one of them by the throat, and held him to the ground. The others ran ; and as they ran, the pursuers fired. One of the fugitives fell dead, horribly mangled and cut to pieces with buck-shot ; the other still continued his flight. As soon as the dog could be compelled to quit his hold of the man he had seized, which, was not without difficulty and delay, he was put upon the track of the surviving fugitive. He followed it to the river, where he stood at fault. The man had probably plunged in, and swum to the other side ; but as the dog could not be made to take the water, and as SO MEMOIRS OF the swamp on the opposite bank was reputed to be very soft and dangerous, no further pursuit was made ; the chase in that direction was given up, and the poor fellow was suffered to escape for the present. The pursuers now separated. Two of them undertook to carry back to Loosahachee the captive they had taken, and the other three, with Mr Martin and his hound, were to continue the hunt in search of the rest of us. They learned from their captive the place at which we had part ed company, and the direction which the several parties had taken. After beating about for some time, the hound struck upon our trail, and opened in full cry ; but the horses of Mr Martin s companions were so broken down, that when he began to spur on, to keep up with the hound, he soon left them far behind. Mr Martin ended his story by advising us to go in and surrender ourselves ; giving us his word and honor as a gentleman and an overseer, that if we would offer him no further violence or injury, he would protect us from punishment, and reward us most handsomely. The sun was now setting. The short twilight which follows a Carolina sunset would soon be succeeded by the darkness of a cloudy and moonless night ; and we felt but little apprehension of being immediately troubled by our pursuers. I looked at Thomas, as if to inquire what we had better do. He drew me aside, having first examined the fastenings of our prisoner, whom we had bound to a tree, by some cords found in his own pocket, and which were doubtless intended for a very different purpose. Thomas paused for a moment, as if to collect his thoughts; then pointing to Mr Martin, "Archy," he said, "that man dies to-night." There was a wild energy, and at the same time, a steady coolness, in the tone in which he spoke. It startled me ; at first I made no answer ; and as meanwhile I looked Thomas in the face, I saw there an expression of stern ex ultation, and a fixedness of purpose not to be shaken. His eyes flashed fire, as he repeated, but in a low and quiet tone that contrasted strangely with the matter of his speech, " I tell you, Archy, that man dies to-night. She com mands it ; I have promised it ; and now the time is come. 5 ARCHY MOORE. 81 " Who commands it ?" I hastily inquired. " Do you ask who ? Archy, that man was the murderer of my wife." Though Thomas and I had lived in great intimacy, this was almost the first time, since the death of his wife, that he had mentioned her to me in such plain terms. He had, it is true, now and then made some distant allusions to her ; and I recollected that on several occasions before, he had dropped some strange and incoherent hints about an inter course which he still kept up with her. The mention of his wife, brought tears into his eyes ; >- but with his hand, he wiped them hastily away, and soon recovering his former air of calm and steady determina tion, he again repeated, in the same low but resolute tone, "Archy, I tell you that man dies to-night." When I called to mind all the circumstances that had attended the death of Thomas s wife, I could not but acknowledge that Mr Martin had been her murderer. I had sympathized with Thomas then, and I sympathized with him now. The murderer was in his power ; he believed himself called upon to execute justice upon him ; and 1 could not but acknowledge that his death would be an act of righteous retribution. Still, I felt a sort of instinctive horror at the idea of shed ding blood ; and perhaps too, there still crept about my heart some remains of that slavish fear and servile timidity, which the bolder spirit of Thomas had wholly shaken off. I acknowledged that the life of the overseer was justly forfeit ; but at the same time, I reminded Thomas that Mr Martin had promised, if we would carry him home in safety, to procure our pardon and protect us from punish ment. A scornful smile played about the lip of my comrade while I was speaking* "Yes, Archy," he answered, "par don and protection ! and a hundred lashes, and a hanging the next day perhaps. No ! boy, I want no such pardon ; I want no pardon such as they will give. I have been a slave too long, already. I am now free ; and when they take me, they are welcome to take my life. Besides, we cannot trust him ; if we wished it, we cannot trust him. 82 MEMOIRS OF You know we cannot. They do not think themselves obliged to keep any promises they make us. They will promise any thing to get us in their power ; and then, their promises are worthless as rotten straw. My promises are not like theirs ; and have I not told you that I have prom ised it ? Yes, I have sworn it ; and I now say, once for all, that man must die to-night." There was a strength and a determination, in his tone and manner, which overpowered me. I could resist it no longer, and I bade him do his pleasure. He loaded the gun, which he had taken from Mr Martin, and which he had held in his hand all the time we had been talking. This done, we returned to the overseer, who was sitting at the foot of the tree to which we had bound him. He looked up anxiously at us as we approached, and inquired if we had determined to go in ? " We have determined," answered Thomas. " We allow you half an hour to prepare for death. Make the most of it. You have many sins to repent of, and the time is short." It is impossible to describe the look of mingled terror, amazement and incredulity, with which the overseer heard these words. One moment, with a voice of authority, he bade us untie him; the next, he forced a laugh, and affected to treat what Thomas had said, as a mere jest; then, yield ing to his fears, he wept like a child, and cried and begged for mercy. " Have you shown it ? " answered Thomas. " Did you show it to my poor wife? You murdered her; and for hei life you must answer with your own." Mr Martin called God to witness, that he was not guilty of this charge. He had punished Thomas s wife, he con fessed ; but he did only what his duty as an overseer demanded ; and it was impossible, he said, that the few cuts he gave her, could have caused her death. "The few cuts!" cried Thomas. - Thank God, Mr Martin, that we do not torture you as you tortured her! Speak no more, or you will but aggravate your sufferings. Confess your crimes ! Say your prayers ! Do not spend your last moments in adding falsehood to murder ! " ARCHY MOORE. 83 The overseer cowered beneath this energetic reproof. He covered his face with his hands, bent down his head, and passed a few moments in a silence which was only interrupted by an inarticulate sobbing. Perhaps, he was trying to prepare himself to die. But life was too sweet to be surrendered without another effort to save it. He saw that it was useless to appeal to Thomas ; but rousing himself once more, he turned to me. He begged me to remember the confidence, he had once placed in me, and the favors, which as he said, he had shown me. He prom ised to purchase us both, and give us our liberty, any thing, every thing, if we would only spare his life ! His tears and piteous lamentations moved me. My head grew dizzy, and I felt such a faintness and heart-sinking, that I was obliged to support myself against a tree. Thom as stood by, with his arms folded and resting on the gun. He made no answer to the reiterated prayers and promises of the overseer. Indeed lie did not appear to notice them. His eyes were fixed, and he seemed lost in thought. After a considerable interval, during which the unhappy overseer continued to repeat his prayers and lamentations, Thomas roused himself. He stepped back a few paces, and raised the gun. " The half hour is out," he said ; " Mr Martin, are you ready ? " " No ! oh no ! Spare me, oh spare me ! one half hour longer I have much " He did not live to finish the sentence. The gun flashed ; the ball penetrated his brain, and he fell dead without a struggle. CHAPTER XL WE scraped a shallow grave, in which we placed the body of the overseer. We dragged the dead hound to the same spot, and laid him with his master. They were fit companions. We now resumed our flight, not as some may perhaps suppose, with the frightened and conscience-stricken haste 84 MEMOIRS OF of murderers, but with that lofty feeling of manhood vindi cated, and tyranny visited with a just retribution, which animated the soul of the Israelitish hero whilst he fled for refuge into the country of the Midianites ; and which burned in the bosoms of Wallace and of Tell, as they pursued their midnight flight among the friendly cliffs and freedom-breath ing summits of their native mountains. There were no mountains to receive and shelter us. But still we fled through the swamps and barrens of Carolina, resolved to put, as soon as possible, some good miles be tween us and the neighborhood of Loosahachee. It was more than twenty-four hours since we had tasted food ; yet such was the excitement of our minds that we did not faint, and were hardly sensible of weakness or fatigue. We kept a northwesterly direction, steering our course by the stars, and we must have made a good distance ; for we did not once stop to rest, but pushed forward at a very rapid pace all night. Our way lay through the open " piney woods," through which we could travel almost as fast as on a road. Sometimes a swamp or the appearances of a plan tation, would compel us to deviate from our track, but as soon as we could, we resumed our original direction. The darkness of the night, which for the last hour or two that it lasted, had been increased by a foggy mist, was just beginning to yield to the first indistinct grey dawn of the morning. We were passing along a little depression in the level of the pine barrens, now dry, but in the wet season, probably the bed of a temporary stream, looking for a place in which to conceal ourselves, when we suddenly came upon a man, lying, as it seemed, asleep in the midst of a clump of bushes, with his head resting on a bag of corn. We recognized him at once. He was a slave belonging to a plantation next adjoining Loosahachee, with whom we had had some slight acquaintance, but who, as we were informed, had been a runaway, for some two or three months past. Thomas shook him by the shoulder, and he wakened in a terrible fright. We told him not to be alarmed, for we were runaways like himself, and very much in need of his assistance, being half dead with bun ger, and in a country with which we were totally unac- ARCHY MOORE. 85 quainted. At first the man appeared very reserved and suspicious. He feared it seemed, lest we might be decoys, sent out on purpose to entrap him. At last however, we succeeded in dissipating his doubts ; and no sooner was he satisfied with the account we gave of ourselves, than he bade us follow him, and we should presently have food. With his bag of corn upon his shoulder he pursued the shallow ravine in which we had found him, for a mile or more, till at length it widened into what seemed a large swamp, or rather a pond grown up with trees. We now left the ravine, and followed along on the edge of the pond for some distance, when presently our guide began wading in the water, and called to us to follow him. We plunged in ; but before going far, he laid down his bag of corn upon a fallen tree, and going back, he carefully effaced the marks which our footsteps had made upon the muddy edge of the pond. He now led us forward through mud and water up to our waists, for near half a mile. The gigantic trees among which we were wading, sprung up like columns,, from the surface of the water, with round, straight, whitish- colored, branchless trunks, their leafy tops forming a thick canopy over head. There was scarcely any undergrowth, except a species of enormous vines, which ran twining like great cables about the bodies of the trees, and reaching to the very tops, helped with their foliage to thicken the canopy above us. So effectually was the light ex cluded, and so close did the trunks of the trees stand to gether, that one could see but a very little way into this watery forest. The water began to grow deeper, and the wood more gloomy, and we were wondering whither our guide was leading us, when presently we came to a little island which rose a few feet from the surface of the water, so regular and mound-like, that it had quite the appearance of an artificial structure. Perhaps it was the work of the ancient inhab itants of the country, and the site of one of their forts or fastnesses. It was about an acre in extent, and was covered with a thick growth of trees, quite different however, from those of the lake by which it was surrounded, and much in ferior in size and majesty. Its edges were bordered by low VOL. II. 8 86 MEMOIRS OF shrubs and bushes, whose abundant foliage gave the islet the appearance of a mass of green. Our guide pointed out to us a little opening in the bushes, through which we ascended ; and after having gained the dry land, he led us through the thicket along a narrow and winding path, till presently we came to a rude cabin built of bark and branches. He now gave a peculiar whistle, which was immediately answered ; and two or three men presently made their appearance. They seemed a good deal surprised at seeing us, and me especially, whom apparently they took for a freeman. But our guide assured them that we were friends and fellow- sufferers, and led the way into the cabin. Our new hosts received us kindly ; and having heard how long we had been without food, before asking us any further questions, they hastened to satisfy our hunger. They produced beef and hominy in abundance, on which we feasted to oui hearts content. We were then called upon to give an account of our selves. Accordingly we made a relation of our adventures, omitting however, any mention of the fate of the over seer ; and as our guide, who knew us, could confirm a part of our story, our account was pronounced satisfactory, and we were presently admitted to the privilege of joining their fraternity. There were six of them, besides ourselves ; all brave- fellows, who weary of daily task-work and the tyranny of overseers, had taken to the woods, and had succeeded in regaining a savage and stealthy freedom, which, with all its hardships and dangers, was a thousand times to be pre ferred to the forced labor and wretched servitude from which they had escaped. Our guide was the only one of them whom we had ever seen till now. The leader of the band had fled from his master s plantation in the neighbor hood, with a single companion, some two or three years oefore. They did not then know of the existence of this retreat ; but being sharply pursued, they had attempted to cross the pond or swamp, by which it was surrounded, a thing, I suppose, which had never been tried before. In this attempt they were fortunate enough to light upon the ARCHY MOORE. 87 islet, which being unknown to any one else, had ever since served them as a secure retreat. They soon picked up a recruit or two ; and had afterwards been joined by their other companions. Our guide, it seems, had been to a neighboring planta tion to trade for corn ; a traffic, which our friends carried on with the slaves of several of the nearest plantations. After the business was concluded, the men with whom he had been dealing, had produced a bottle of whiskey of which our guide had drank so freely, that he had not gone far on his way home, before his legs failed him. He sunk down in the place where we had found him, and fell fast asleep. Drinking whiskey away from home, according to the prudent laws of this swamp-encircled commonwealth, was a high misdemeanor, punishable with thirty-nine lashes, which were forthwith inflicted upon our guide with a good deal of emphasis. He took it in good part though, as being the execution of a law to which he had himself assented, and which he knew was enacted as much for his own benefit, as for the benefit of those who had just now carried it into execution. The life upon which we now entered had at least, the charm of novelty. In the day time we eat, slept, told stories and recounted our escapes ; or employed ourselves in dressing skins, making clothes, and curing provisions. But the night was our season of adventure and enterprise. As the autumn was coming on, we made frequent visits to the neighboring corn fields and potato patches, which we felt no scruples whatever in laying under severe contribu tion. This however was only for a month or two. Our regular and certain supply was in the herds of half wild cattle, w 7 hich wander through the " piney woods " and feed upon the coarse grass which they furnish. * We killed as many of ttiese cattle as we needed, and their flesh cut into long strips, we dried in the sun. Thus cured, it is a pal atable food ; and we not only kept a stock on hand for our own consumption, but it furnished the principal article of a constant but cautious traffic which, as I have already men tioned, we carried on with the slaves of several neighboring plantations. 88 MEMOIRS OF This wild life of the woods has its privations and its sufferings ; but it has too, its charms and its pleasures ; and in its very worst aspect, it is a thousand and ten thousand times to be preferred to that miscalled civilization which degrades the noble savage into a cringing and broken-spir ited slave ; a civilization, which purchases the indolence and luxury of a single master, with the sighs and tears, the forced and unwilling labor, the degradation, misery and despair of a hundred of his fellow men ! Yes there is more of true manhood in the bold bosom of a single outlaw than in a whole nation of cowardly tyrants and crouching slaves ! CHAPTER XIL BY the end of the winter, the herds of cattle which were accustomed to frequent our neighborhood, were a good deal thinned ; and the pasturage had now become so bare and withered, that what remained of them were little better than walking skeletons, and in fact, scarcely worth the trouble of killing. Moreover, the overseers of the neighboring plantations, were beginning to be very well aware that they were ex posed to some pretty regular and diligent depredators. We learned from the slaves with whom we trafficked, that there was a good deal of talk about the rapid disappearance of the cattle ; and that preparations were making for a grand hunt in search of the plunderers. With the double object of disappointing these prepara tions, and of getting among some fresh herds of cattle, it was resolved that five of us should make an excursion to a considerable distance, while the other two remained at home and kept close. One of our number undertook to lead us into the neigh borhood of a plantation beyond the Santee, on which he had been raised. He knew all the country about it per fectly well. There were several good hiding places, he said, in which we could conceal ourselves in the day time ; ARCH* MOORE. 89 and the extensive woods and wastes furnished a good range, and abundance of cattle. We set off under his guidance, and kept on for several days, or nights rather, in a northwardly direction. On the fifth or sixth evening of our journey, we started soon after sun-set, and having travelled till a little past midnight, through a country of abrupt and barren sand hills, our guide told us that we were now in the neighborhood into which he intended to carry us. But as the moon had gone down, and it was cloudy and quite dark, he was rather uncertain as to the precise place we were at ; and we should do best, he said, to camp where we were, till day-light, when he would lead us to some better place of concealment. This advice was very acceptable ; for by this time, we were way-worn, tired, and sleepy. We kindled a fire, cooked the last of the provisions we had brought with us, and having appointed one of our number to keep watch, the rest of us lay down and were soon fast asleep. I, at least, was sleeping soundly, and dreaming of poor Gassy and our infant child, when my dream was interrupted, and I was roused from my slumbers, by what seemed a dis charge of fire-arms and a galloping of horses. I sprang upon my feet, hardly knowing whether I was awake. At the same moment, my eye fell upon Thomas, who had been sleeping beside me, and I perceived that his clothes were all stained with blood. He had already gained his feet ; and without stopping to hear or see any thing further, we sprung together into the nearest thicket, and fled for some time, we scarcely knew where or why. At last, Thomas cried out that he could go no further. The bleeding of his wounds had weakened him much, and they were now growing stiff and painful. The morning was just beginning to dawn. We sat down upon the ground, and endeavored to bind up his wounds the best we were able. A ball or buck-shot had passed through the fleshy part of his left arm, between the shoulder and elbow. Another shot had struck him in the side, but as far as we could judge, had glanced on one of his ribs, and so passed off without doing any mortal injury. These wounds had bled profusely, and were now very painful. We bound them up as well as we 8* 90 MEMOIRS OF could ; and looking round we found a little stream of water with which to wash away the blood, and quench our thirst. Thus recruited and refreshed, we began to consider which way we should turn, and what we were to do. We did not dare to go back to the camp where we had slept ; indeed we were very doubtful whether we were able to do so ; for the morning had been dark, and we had fled with heedless haste, taking very little note of our direction. Our island retreat was at the distance of some seven or eight days journey ; and as we had travelled in the night, and not always in precisely the same direction, it would be no very easy matter to find our way back again. However. Thomas prided himself upon his woodrnanship, and though he had not observed the course of our journey quite so closely as he could have wished, he still thought that he might succeed in finding the way back. But his wounds were too recent, and he felt too weak, to think of starting off immediately. Besides it was already broad day-light ; and we had the best of reasons for travel ling only by night. So we sought out a thicket in which we concealed ourselves till night-fall. As the evening came on, Thomas declared that he felt much better and stronger ; and we resolved to set out at once, on our return. In the first place however, we deter mined to make an attempt to find the camp of the preceding night, in hopes that some of our companions might have escaped as well as ourselves, and that by some good luck, we might chance to fall in with them. After wandering about for some time, at length we found the camp. Two dead bodies, stiff and bloody, lay by the extinguished embers of the fire. They seemed to have been shot dead as they slept, and scarcely to have moved a limb. The bushes about were stained and spattered with blood ; and by the moon light, we tracked the bloody flight of one of our luckless companions for a considerable dis tance. This must have been our sentinel, who had proba bly dropped asleep, and thus exposed us to be surprised. Perhaps he might be lurking somewhere in the bushes, wounded and helpless. This thought emboldened us. We Shouted and called aloud. But our voices echoed through ARCHY MOORE. 91 the woods, and died away unanswered. We returned again to the camp, and gazed once more upon the distorted faces of our dead companions. We could not bear to leave them unburied. I hastily scraped a shallow trench, and there we placed them. We dropped a tear upon their grave, and sad, dismayed, dejected, we set out upon our long, weary and uncertain journey. CHAPTER XIII. WE travelled slowly all that night, and soon after the morning dawn, we concealed ourselves again, and lay down to sleep. Thomas s wounds were much better, and seemed disposed to heal. The hurt in his side was far less danger ous than we had at first supposed, and as the pain had subsided, he was now able to sleep. We slept well enough, but awoke weak and faint for want of food ; for it was now some twenty-four hours since we had tasted any. The sun was not yet down ; yet we resolved to set out immediately, in hopes that day-light might point out to us something with which to satisfy our hunger. After travelling a considerable distance through the woods, just as the sun was setting, we struck into a road. This road we determined to follow, in hopes that it might presently lead us into the neighborhood of some farm-house near which we might light upon something eatable. It was an unlucky resolve ; for we had not gone above half a mile, when just upon the crest of a short hill, we suddenly came upon three travellers on horseback, whom the undu lations of the road had concealed from us, till we were within a few yards of each other. Both parties were mutually surprised. The travellers reined up their horses and eyed us sharply. Our appear ance might well attract attention. Our clothes, such as we had, were torn and ragged. 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E: ^*l "HJ2I 1IH: J^ r^VT HHI>iKl HTC -53PTJLJt _ iftvl^fHS-*^" IS "_Jtr HJ1.-1 ~ li".-r-t :UL T ~ llr-: ~ V :" is :HH nfuic :SJTT- Tararr agyr8aB^ -nsa: 5e iait adnr " T T rV T i. v ~r . T i rfyrrrir sunn Itf l::Lll:r ISiT iif "- UH. Hilt TnS^TIgTnilg "i L rEns i*3nL jiim i ITT^L ^>inai.. l ?* ; ant ITHTT ^nrnL i =^nr? n "HKir 2rr5e?_ tier TME nF ant 3^nnKf .lone Trasi r^ innselL Xacorj isat sn>inst n see ^^im: :nitr : nm E? iss: JUSL vsr? iiL iranf SMIS. 3i za:s: IE "aif ymitv LJ? v^=^ ^iffar rilei IT UIlI Lr J./ . i.Hlttrf V :_ i ". ..I" LI I JIIT: a 94 MEMOIRS OF It appeared in the course of the conversation between the landlady and her guests, that the murderous kind of at tack to which our companions had fallen victims, hut which had been intended for another party of runaways, is an operation occasionally practised in Lower Carolina, when a party of slave-hunters falls in with a gang of fugitive slaves? too large to be easily arrested. The dispersion of the attacking party, and each one shooting and returning by himself, is only the effect of an ancient and traditionary prejudice. By the law of Car olina, the killing a slave is regarded as murder ; and though probably, this law was never enforced, and would doubtless be treated by a jury of modern slave-holders, as an old- fashioned and fanatical absurdity, there still linger, in the breasts of the people, some remains of horror at the idea of deliberate bloodshed, and a sort of superstitious apprehen sion of the possible enforcement of this antiquated law. To blindfold their own consciences, and to avoid the possibility of a judicial investigation, each man of an attacking party takes care to see none of the others when they fire ; and no one goes to the place to ascertain how many have been killed or disabled. The poor wretches who are not so for tunate as to be shot dead upon the spot, are left to the lin gering torments of thirst, fever, starvation and festering wounds ; and when at length they die, their skeletons lie bleaching in the Carolina sun, proud proofs of slave-holding civilization and humanity. While our captors were at supper, the little girl, the landlady s daughter, came to look at us, as we lay in the passage. She was a pretty child, and her soft blue eyes filled with tears as she looked upon us. I asked her for water. She ran to get it for us ; and inquired if we did not want something to eat. I told her that we were half dead with hunger ; and she no sooner heard it, than she hastened away, and soon returned with a large cake of bread. Our arms were bound so tight that we were utterly help- loss, and the little girl broke the bread, and fed us with her own hand. Is not this one instance enough to prove that nature never intended man to be a tyrant ? Avarice, a blind lust of dom- ARCHY MOORE. 95 ination, the false but specious suggestions of ignorance and passion combine to make him so ; and pity at length, is banished from his soul. It then seeks refuge in the woman s heart; and when the progress of oppression drives it even dience, as sad and hesitating, it prepares to wing its way to heaven, still it lurks and lingers in the bosom of the child ! By listening closely to the conversation of the travellers, for by this time the landlady had produced a jug of whiskey, and they had become very communicative, we learned that we were within a few miles of the town of Camden, and on the great northern road leading from that town into North Carolina. Our captors it seemed, were from the upper-country. They had not passed through Camden, but had struck into this road very near the place where they met us. They were travelling into Virginia to purchase slaves. After discussing the question at considerable length, they concluded to delay their journey for a day or two, and to take us to Camden, in hopes to find our owner and obtain a reward for apprehending us ; or if nobody should claim ns immediately, they could lodge us in jail, advertise us in the newspapers, and give further attention to the business upon their return. By this time, the whiskey jug was emptied, and the travellers made preparations for sleeping. There were but two rooms in the house. . The landlady and her daughter had one ; and some beds were prepared for the guests, in the other. We were carried into their room ; and after Bgain lamenting that the landlady could not furnish them with chains, they carefully examined and retightened the ropes with which we were bound, and then undressed and threw themselves upon their beds. They were probably fatigued with their journey, and the whiskey increased their drowsy inclination ; so that before long, they all gave evi dent tokens of being in a sound slumber. I envied them that happiness ; for the tightness of my bonds, and the uneasy position in which I w r as obliged to He, prevented me from sleeping. The moonbeams shone in at the window, and made every object distinctly visible. Thomas and myself were lamenting in whispers, our wretch- 96 MEMOIRS OP ed condition, and consulting hopelessly together, when we saw the door of the room cautiously and silently opening. In a moment, the landlady s little daughter made her ap pearance. She came towards us with noiseless steps, and one hand raised, as if motioning to us to be silent. In the other, she held a knife ; and stooping down she hastily cut the cords by which we were bound. We did not dare to speak ; but our hearts beat hard, and I am sure our looks expressed the gratitude we felt. We gained our feet with as little noise as possible, and were stealing towards the door, when a new thought struck Thom as. He laid his hand upon my shoulder to draw my atten tion, and then began to pick up the coat, shoes, and other clothes of one of our captors. At once I understood his intention, and imitated his example. The little girl seemed astonished and displeased at this proceeding, and motioned to us to desist. But without seeming to understand her gestures, we gained the door with the clothes in our hands ; und passing out of the passage, we walked slowly and cautiously for some distance, taking good heed, lest the sound of our footsteps might give an alarm. In the mean time, the little girl patted the house dog on the head, and kept him quiet. When we had gained a sufficient distance, we started upon a run, which we did not give over till we were fairly out of breath. As soon as we had recovered ourselves a little, we stripped off our ragged dresses, and hid them in the bushes. Luckily the clothes which we had brought oft" in our flight, fitted us very tolerably, and gave us a much more respecta ble, and less suspicious appearance. We now went on for two or three miles, till we came to a road that crossed the one upon which we were travelling, and ran off towards the south. In all this time, Thomas had said nothing ; nor did he scarcely seem to notice my remarks, or to hear the ques tions, which, from time to time, I put to him. When we came to the cross-road, he suddenly stopped, and took me oy the arm. I supposed that he was going to consult with me, as to the course which we should take ; and great was my surprise to hear him say, " Archy, here I leave you." ARCHY MOORE. 97 I could not imagine what he intended, and I looked at him for an explanation. "You are now," he said, "on the road to the north. You have good clothes, and as much learning as an over seer. You can readily pass for a freeman. It will be very easy for you to get away to those free States of which I have heard you speak so often. If I go with you, we shall both be stopped and questioned. We shall be pur sued ; and if we keep together, and follow this road, we shall certainly be taken. It is a great way to the free States, and I have little chance and no hope of ever getting there; and if I did, what should I gain by it? I will try the woods again, and do as I can. I shall be able to get back to our old place; but you, Archy, you can do better. You are sure of getting away to the north. Go, my boy, go, and God bless you." I was deeply moved ; and it was some time before I was able to reply. The thoughts of escaping from my present situation of danger and misery, to a land where I could bear the name, and enjoy the rights of a freeman, flashed upon my mind with a radiant and dazzling brightness that seemed almost to blot out every other feeling. Yet still my love for Thomas, and the gratitude I owed him, glimmered through these new hopes ; and a low voice from the very centre of my heart, bade me not to desert my friend. After too long a pause, and too much hesitation, I began to answer him. I spoke of his wounds ; of our sworn friend ship ; and of the risk he had so lately run in my behalf; and insisted that I would stay with him to the last. I spoke, I fear, with too little of zeal and earnestness. At least, all that I said, only seemed to confirm Thomas in his determination. He replied that his wounds were heal ing ; and that he was already almost as strong as ever. He added, that if I stayed with him, I might do myself much harm without the chance of doing him any good. He pointed along the road, and in an energetic and com manding voice, he bade me follow it, while he should take the cross-road towards the south. When Thomas had once made up his mind, there was a firmness in the tone with which he spoke, sufficient often to VOL. IT. y 98 MEMOIRS OF overawe the most unwilling. At the present moment, I was but too ready to be prevailed upon. He saw his ad vantage and pursued it. "Go, Archy," he repeated, "go; if not for your own sake, go for mine ! If you stay with me, and are taken, I shall never forgive you for it." Little by little, my better feelings yielded ; and at last I consented to the separation. I took Thomas by the hand, and pressed him to my heart. A nobler spirit never breathed ; I was not worthy to call myself his friend. " God bless you, Archy," he said, as he left me. I stood watching him as he w r alked rapidly away ; and as I looked, I was ready to sink into the earth with shame and mortification. Once or twice, I was just starting to follow him ; but selfish prudence prevailed, and I held back. 1 watched him till he was out of sight, and then resumed my journey. It was a base desertion, which not even the love of liberty could excuse. CHAPTER XIV. I WALKEB on as fast as I was able, till after daylight, without meeting a single individual, or passing more than two or three mean and lonely houses. Just as the sun was rising, I gained the top of a considerable hill. Here there was a small house by the road side ; and a horse saddled and bridled was tied to a tree near by. The animal was sleek, and in good condition : and from the cut of the saddle-bags I took him to belong to some doctor, who had come thus early to visit a patient. It was a tempting opportunity. I looked cautiously this way and that, and seeing nobody, I unfastened the horse, and jumped into the saddle. I walked him a little distance, but presently put him into a gallop, that soon carried me out of sight of the house. This was a very lucky acquisition ; for as I was upon the same road, which the travellers from whom I had escaped would follow, as soon as they resumed their journey, I was in manifest danger of being overtaken and ARCHY MOORE. 99 recognized. As I found that my horse had both spirit and bottom, I put him to his speed, and went forward at a rapid rate. My good luck did not end here ; for happening to put my hand into the pocket of my new coat, I drew out a pocket-book, which beside a parcel of musty papers, I found on examining it a little, to contain quite a pretty sum of money in bank notes. This discovery gave a new im pulse to my spirits, which were high enough before ; and I pushed on all day without stopping, except now and then to rest my horse in the shade of a tree. Towards evening I got a supper, and corn for my horse, at a little hedge tavern ; and waiting till the moon rose, I set out again. By morning, my horse was completely broken down, and gave out entirely. Thankful for his services thus far, for according to my reckoning he had carried me upwards of a hundred miles in the twenty-four hours, I stripped off his saddle and bridle, and turned him into a \\ heat-field to refresh himself. I now pursued my jour ney on foot ; for I feared if I kept the horse, the possession of him might perhaps get me into difficulty ; and in fact, he was so jaded and worn out, that he would be of very little use to me. I had got a good start upon the travellers, and I did not doubt that I could get on as fast upon foot, as they would on horseback. Before sunset, I arrived at a considerable village. Here I Indulged myself in a hearty meal, and a good night s sleep. Both were needed ; for what with watching, fasting, and fatigue, I was quite worn out. I slept some ten hours, and awoke with new vigor. I now resumed my journey which I pursued without much fear of interruption ; though I judged it prudent to stop but seldom, and to push forward as rapidly as possible. I kept on through-rNorth Carolina and Virginia ; crossed the Potomac into Maryland ; and avoid ing Baltimore, I passed on into Pennsylvania, and congratu lated myself that at last I trod a soil, cultivated by freemen. I had gone but a very few miles, before I perceived the difference. In fact, I had scarcely passed the slave-holding border, before the change became apparent. The spring was just opening, and every thing was beginning to look fresh, green, and beautiful. The nicely cultivated fields, 100 MEMOIRS OF the numerous small enclosures, the neat and substantia. farm-houses, thickly scattered along the way, the pretty vil lages, and busy towns, the very roads themselves, which were covered with wagons and travellers, all these signs qfjmiversal_ thr ulrfnd comfort, gave abundant evidenceTtKat at length I saw a country where labor was honorable] and where every one labored for himself. It was an exhila rating and delightful prospect, and in strong contrast with all I had seen in the former part of my journey, in which a wretched and lonely road had led me on through a vast monotonous extent of unprofitable woods, deserted fields grown over with broomsedge and mullen, or fields just ready to be deserted, gullied, barren and with all the evidences upon them, of a negligent, unwilling, and unthrifty cultiva tion. Here and there, I had passed a mean and comfort less house ; and once in fifty miles, a decaying, poverty- stricken village, with a court house, and a store or two, and a great crowd of idlers collected about a tavern door ; but without one single sign of industry or improvement. I was desirous of seeing Philadelphia ; but that city, so near the slave-holding border, I feared might be infected with something of the slave-holding spirit ; for the worst plagues are the most apt to be contagious. I passed by, without passing through it, and hastened on to New York. I crossed the noble Hudson, and entered the town. It was the first city I had ever seen ; at least, the first one worthy to be called a city ; and when I beheld the spacious harbor crowded with shipping ; the long lines of warehouses, the numerous streets, the splendid shops, and the swarming crowds of busy people, I was astonished and delighted with the new idea which all this gave me of the resources of human art and industry. I had heard of such things before, but to feel, one ought to see. I did nothing for several days, but to wander up and down the streets, looking, gazing, and examining with an almost insatiable curiosity. New York then, was far infe rior, to what it must by this time, have become ; and the commercial restrictions which then prevailed must have tended to diminish its business and its bustle. Yet to my rustic inexperience, the city seemed almost interminable; ARCHY MOORE. 101 and the rattling of the drays and carriages over the pave ments, and the crowds of people in the streets, far ex ceeded all my previous notions of the busy confusion of a city. I had now been in New York about a week, and was standing one forenoon by a triangular grass-plot, near the centre of the town, gazing at a fine building of white mar ble, which one of the passers-by told me was the City Hall, when suddenly I felt my arm rudely seized. I looked round, and with horror and dismay, I found myself in the gripe of general Carter, the man who in South Carolina had called himself my master ; but who, in a country that prided itself in the title of a - free State, ought no longer to have had any claim upon me. Let no one be deceived by the false and boastful title which the northern States of the American Union have thought fit to assume. With what justice can they pre- ^ tend to call themselves free States, after having made a bargain with the slave-holders, by which they are bound to deliver back again, into the hands of their oppress ors, every miserable fugitive who takes refuge within their territory ? The good people of the free States have no slaves themselves. Oh no ! Slave-holding they confess, is a horrible enormity. They hold no slaves themselves ; they only act as bumbailifFs and tipstaves to the slave holders ! My master, for so even in the free city of New York 1 must continue to call him, had seized me by one ami, and a friend of his held me by the other. He called me by name ; and in the hurry and confusion of this sudden sur prise, I forgot for a moment, how impolitic it was for me to appear to know him. A crowd began to collect about us. When they heard that I was seized as a fugitive slave, some of them appeared not a little outraged at the idea that a white man should be subject to such an indignity. They seemed to think that it was only the black, whom it was lawful to kidnap in that way. Such indeed is the untiring artfulness of tyranny that it is ever nestling even in the bosoms of the free ; and there is not one prejudice, the offspring as all prejudices are, of ignorance and self- 102 MEMOIRS OP conceit, of which it has not well learned how to avail itself. Though several of the crowd did not scruple to use very strong expressions, they made no attempt to rescue me; and I was dragged along towards that very City Hall which I had just been admiring. I was carried before the sitting magistrate ; some questions were put and answered ; some oaths were sworn, and papers written. I had not yet re covered from the first confusion of my seizure ; and this array of courts and constables was a horrid sort of danger to which I was totally unaccustomed, so that I scarcely know what w r as said or done. But to the best of my rec ollection, the magistrate declined acting on the question ; though he consented to grant a warrant for detaining me in prison, till I could be taken before some other tribunal. The w r arrant was made out, and I was delivered over to an officer. The court-room was filled with the crowd, who had followed us from the street. They collected close about us, as we left the court-room ; and I could see by the expression of their faces, and the words which some of them dropped, that they were veiy well inclined to favor my escape. At first, I seemed all submission to the officer ; we had gone however but a very few steps, when with a sudden spring I tore myself from his grasp, and darted among the crow r d, which opened to give me a passage. 1 heard noise, confusion, and shouts behind me ; but in a moment, I had cleared the enclosure in which the City Hall stood, and crossing one of the streets by which it was bounded, I dashed down a narrow and crooked lane. The people stared at me as 1 ran, and some shouted, " Stop thief!" One or two seemed half inclined to seize me; but I turned one short corner, and then another, and finding that I was not pursued, I soon dropped into a walk. For this escape I return my thanks, not to the laws of New York, but to the good will of her citizens. The secret bias and selfish interest of the law-makers, often leads them wrong ; the unprompted and disinterested impulses of the people, are almost always right. It is true that the artful practice and cunning instigation of the purchased friends and bribed advocates of oppression, joined to the ARCHY MOORE. 103 interest which the thieves and pick-pockets of a great city always have in civil tumult and confusion, may now and then succeed in exciting the young, the ignorant, the thoughtless, and the depraved, to acts of violence in favor of tyranny. But so congenial to the human heart is the love of freedom, that it burns not brighter in the souls of sages and of heroes, than in the bosoms even of the most ignorant and thoughtless, when not quenched by some ex cited prejudice, base passion, or sinister influence. In my previous wanderings about the town, I had dis covered the road that led northwardly out of it; and I soon turned in that direction, determined to shake off from my feet, the very dust of a city, where I had been so near fall ing back again into the wretched condition of servitude. I travelled all that day, and at night, the inn-keeper, at whose house I lodged, told me that I was in the state of Connecticut. I now pursued my flight for several days, through a fine hilly and mountainous country, such as I had never seen before. The nobleness of the prospect, the craggy rocks, and rugged hills, contrasted finely with the excellent cultivation of the valleys, and the universal thrift and industry of the inhabitants. Where freedom nerves the arm, it is in vain that rocks and hills of granite, oppose the labors of the cultivator. Industrious liberty teaches him the art to extract comfort, competence, and wealth from a soil the most unwilling and ungrateful. I knew that Boston was the great sea-port of New Eng land ; and thither I directed my steps, resolved to leave a land however otherwise inviting, whose laws would not acknowledge me a freeman. As I approached the town, the country lost much of its picturesque and hilly grandeur ; but this was made up for by tha greater beauty of its smoother and better cultivated fields ; and by the pretty dwellings scattered so numerously along the road, that the environs of the town seemed almost a continued village. The city itself, seated on hills, and seen for a considerable distance, gave a noble termination to the prospect. I crossed a broad river, by a long bridge, and soon en tered the town ; but I did not stop to examine it. Liberty was too precious to be sacrificed to the gratification of an 104 MEMOIRS OF idle curiosity ; a New York mob had set me free ; a . Bos ton mob might perhaps delight in the opportunity of restoring me to servitude. I found my way, as soon as the crooked and irregular streets would allow me, to the wharves. Many of the ships were stripped and rotting in the docks ; but after some search and inquiry, I found a vessel about to sail for Bordeaux. I offered myself as a sailor. The cap tain questioned me, and laughed heartily at my land-lubberly air, and rustic ignorance ; but finally he agreed to take me at half wages. He advanced me a month s pay ; and the second mate who was a fine young fellow, and who seemed to feel for my lonely and helpless ignorance, assisted me in buying such clothes as would be necessary for the voyage. In a few days, our cargo was completed, and the ship was ready for sea. We dropped off from the wharf; threaded our course among the numerous islets and head lands of Boston harbor ; passed the castle and the light house ; sent off our pilot ; and with all sail set, and a smacking breeze, we left the town behind. As I stood upon the forecastle, and looked towards the land, which soon seemed but a little streak in the horizon, and was fast sinking from our sight, I seemed to feel a heavy weight drop off me. The chains were gone. I felt myself a freeman ; and as I watched the fast receding shore, my bosom heaved with a proud scorn, a mingled feeling of safety and disdain. " Farewell, my country !" such were the thoughts that rose upon my mind, and pressed to find an utterance from my lips ; " And such a country ! A land boasting to be the chosen seat of liberty and equal rights, yet holding such a portion of her people in hopeless, helpless, miserable bondage ! " " Farewell, my country ! Much is the gratitude anti thanks I owe thee ! Land of the tyrant and the slave Farewell!" " And welcome, welcome, ye bounding billows and foamy surges of the ocean ! Ye are the emblems and the children of liberty I hail ye as my brothers ! for, at last, I too am free ! free ! free ! " ARCHY MOORE. 105 CHAPTER XV. THE favorable breezes, with which we had set out, did not last long. The weather soon became tempestuous, and we were involved in fogs, and driven about by contrary winds. Our labors and hardships were very great ; but still I found a sort of pleasure in them. Tt was for myself that I toiled and suffered ; and that thought gave me strength and vigor. I applied myself with the greatest zeal and good-will to learn the business of my profession. At first, my compan ions laughed at my ignorance and awkwardness, and were full of their jokes and tricks upon me. But though rude and thoughtless, they were generous and good-natured. In the very first week of our voyage, I had a fair fight with the bully of the ship. I whipped him soundly ; and the crew all agreed, that there was something in me. I was strong and active; and as I made it a point to imitate whatever I saw done by any of the crew, I was surprised to find in how short a time I was able to run over the rigging, and venture upon the yards. The maze of ropes and sea-terms that at first perplexed me, soon grew clear. Before we were across the ocean, I could hand, reef, and steer with any man on board; and the crew swore with one consent, that I was born to be a sailor. But I was not satisfied with setting sails and handling ropes. I washed to understand the art of navigation. One of our crew was a young man of good education, who served before the mast, as is common with New Englanders, in expectation of presently commanding a ship himself. He had his books and his instruments ; and as he had already been one or two voyages, he understood pretty well, how to apply them, and used to keep a reckoning of the ship s course. This same young sailor, Tom Turner by name, was a fine, free-hearted fellow as ever lived ; but he was of a slight make, and his strength was not equal to his spirit. I had gained his good-will by standing by him in some of our forecastle frolics ; and seeing how anxious I was to learn, 106 MEMOIRS OF he undertook to be my instructor. He put bis Navigator into my band, and whenever it was my watch below, I was constantly poring over it. At first, the whole matter seemed mighty mysterious. It was some time before 1 could see into it. But Tom, who had a fluent tongue, lectured and explained ; and I listened and studied ; and presently T began to understand it. All this time, we were beating about in the neighborhood of the banks of Newfoundland ; and as we experienced a constant succession of storms and contrary winds, we made but little progress. We lost a couple of top-sails and sev eral of our spars ; and had been out some seventy days in very rough weather. I took it all kindly though ; I was in no hurry to get ashore. I had chosen the ocean for my country ; and when the winds roared, the rigging rattled, and the timbers creaked, I only wrapped my monkey-jacket a little closer, braced myself against my sea-chest, and studied my Nav igator ; that is, if it happened to be my watch below ; for when upon deck, I was always ready at the first call, and was the first to spring into the rigging. At last, the weather moderated, and we made sail for the coast of France. We had made the land, and were within a few leagues of our harbor, when an armed brig, with the British colors flying,- bore down upon us, fired a shot a-head. and sent a boat s crew on board. In those days, American vessels were quite accustomed to such sort of visitations ; and our captain did not seem to be much alarmed. But no sooner had the boat s officer reached our deck, than laying his hand upon his sword, he told the captain that he was a prisoner. It seemed that while we were beating about on the Grand Bank, America, at last, had screwed up her courage, and had declared war against England. The armed brig was a British privateer, and we were her prize. At first we were all ordered below ; but presently we were called up again, and offered the choice of enlisting on board the privateer, or being carried prisoners into England. Near half our crew were what the sailors call Dutchmen, that is, people from the North Sea, or the coasts of the Baltic. These ARCHY MOORE. 107 adventurers readily enlisted. Tom Turner was spokesman for the Americans ; and when called upon to follow this example, he answered the lieutenant, in a tone so gruff as to be little better than a growl, " We ll see you damned first!" For myself, I felt no patriotic scruples. I had renounced my country ; if indeed that place can be fitly called one s country, which while it gives him birth, cuts him off, by its wicked and unjust laws, from every thing that makes life worth having. Despite the murmurs and hisses of my companions, I stepped forward, and put my name to the shipping paper. Had they known my history, they would not have blamed me. After cruising for some time, without success, we returned to Liverpool to refit. Our crew was recruited ; and we soon put to sea again. Cruising off the coast of France, we took several prizes, but none of very great value. We now made sail for the West Indies ; and, in the neighbor hood of the Bermudas, while close hauled to the wind and under easy sail, we discovered a vessel a-head, and gave chase. The chase slackened sail and waited for us to come up. This made us suppose that it might be a man-of-war ; and as we were more anxious for plunder than for fighting, we put up the helm, and bore away. The chase now made sail in pursuit ; and as she proved to be much the better sailer, she gained rapidly upon us. When we saw that there was no chance of escaping, we took in our light canvass, brought the vessel to, ran up the British flag, and cleared for action. The enemy was an armed and fast-sailing schooner an American privateer, as it proved, about a fair match for the brig, in point of size and armament, but in much finer trim, and most beautifully worked. She ran down upon us ; her crew gave three cheers ; and shooting across our bows, she gave us a broad-side that did much execution. She tacked and manoeuvred till she gained a favorable position, and then poured in her fire with such steadiness, that she seemed all a-blaze. Her guns were well shotted, and well aimed, and did serious damage. Our captain and first 108 MEMOIRS OF lieutenant were soon wounded and disabled. We paid back the enemy as well as we could ; but our men dropped fast ; and our fire began to slacken. The schooner s bow sprit got fast in our main rigging, and directly we heard the cry for the boarders. We seized our pikes, and prepared to receive them ; but a party of the enemy soon got a foot ing on board the brig ; wounded the only officer on deck ; and drove our men frightened and confused towards the forecastle. I saw our danger ; and the idea of falling again into the hands of the tyrants from whom I had escaped, summoned back my ebbing courage. I seemed to feel a more than human energy spring up within me. I put myself at the head of our yielding and dispirited crew, and fought with all the frantic valor of a mad hero of romance. I struck down two or three of the foremost of the enemy ; and as they quailed and shrunk before me, I cheered and encour aged my companions, and called on them to charge. My example seemed to inspire them. They rallied at once, and rushed forward with new courage. They drove the enemy before them ; tumbled some into the sea ; and pressed the others back into their own vessel. Nor did our success stop here. We boarded in our turn ; and the decks of the schooner saw as bloody a battle as had been fought on those of the brig. The fortune of the fight still ran in our favor, arid we soon drove the enemy to take refuge on the quarter-deck. We called to them to sur render; but their captain waving his bloody sword, sternly refused. He encouraged his men to charge once more, and rushed furiously upon us. His cutlass clashed against my pike, and flew from his hand. He slipped, and fell upon the deck ; and in a moment, my weapon was at his breast. He cried for quarter. I thought I knew his face. "Your name?" "Osborne!" il Jonathan Osborne late commander of the Two Sallys? " "The same!" "Then die, v a wretch like you deserves no mercy!" and as I spoke I plunged the weapon to his heart, and felt thrilling to the very elbow-joint, the pleasurable sense of doing justice on a tyrant ! ARCHY MOORE. 109 But justice ought never to be sullied by passion, and if possible, should be unstained with blood. If in my feelings at that moment, there was something noble, there was far too much of savage fury and passionate revenge. Yet from what I then felt, I can well understand the fierce spirit and ferocious energy of the slave, who vindicates his liberty at the sword s point, and who looks upon the slaughter of his oppressors almost as a debt due to humanity. The crew no sooner saw their captain slain, than they threw down their arms and cried for quarter. The schoon er was ours, and a finer vessel never sailed the seas. Every officer on board the brig was wounded. All con fessed that the capture of the prize was, in a great measure, due to me ; and with the approbation of all the crew, I was put on board as prize-master. CHAPTER XVI. \YE had a short passage to Liverpool. The schooner was condemned as a prize, and was bought in by the own ers of the brig. They fitted her out as a privateer ; and as they had been informed how large a share I had in her capture, they offered me the command of her. I readily accepted it ; and having selected an experienced old sailor for my first lieutenant, I soon collected a crew, and set sail. The cruising ground which I preferred, was the coast of America. Off the harbor of Boston, we were so lucky as to fall in with, and make prize of a homeward bound East- Indiaman, with a very valuable cargo of teas and silks. We put a prize-crew on board and sent her off for Liver pool, where she arrived safely, and produced us a very handsome sum in prize-money. We now stood to the southward ; and for a month or two, we cruised off the capes of Virginia. As we kept well in to the coast, we often made the land ; and I never saw it without feeling a strong inclination to send a boat s crew ashore, and to kid nap from their beds, such of the nearest planters as I could VOL. II. 10 110 MEMOIRS OF lay my hands upon. But I did not think it prudent to attempt to carry into execution, this piece of experimental instruction, of which the Virginians stand so much in need. My cruising adventures, chases, and escapes would fill a volume ; but they are little to my present purpose. Suf fice it to say, that while the war lasted I kept the seas ; and when it ended, most reluctantly I left them. My share in the prizes we had taken, rendered me wealthy, at least what the moderation of my wishes made me esteem so. But what was to supply the ever varying stimulus and excitement, which till now, had sustained me, and pre vented my mind from preying on itself, and poisoning my peace with bitter recollections ? The images of my wife, my child, and of the friend to whom I owed so much, often, on my voyages, flitted mournfully across my mind ; but the cry of l Sail ahead would call off my thoughts, and dissipate my incipient melancholy in the bustle of action * But now that I was on shore, homeless, alone, a stranger, with nothing to occupy my mind, the thoughts of those dear sufferers haunted me continually. The very first thing I did, was to look up a trusty agent whom I might send in search of them. Such an one I found. I gave him all the information which might promote the object of his mission ; I allowed him an unlimited credit on my banker ; and stimu lated his zeal by a handsome advance, and the promise of a still larger reward, if he succeeded in the object of his mission. He sailed for America by the first opportunity ; and I consoled myself with the hope that his search would be successful. In the mean time, to have some occupation that might keep off anxious doubts and troublesome anxie- eies, I applied myself to study. When a child, I had a fond ness for reading, and an ardent love of knowledge. This love of knowledge, the accursed discipline of servitude had stifled and kept under, but had not totally extinguished. I was astonished to find it still so strong. Having once turned my attention that way, my mind drank in all sorts of information, as the thirsty earth imbibes the rain. I might rather be said to devour books, than to read them. I scarcely gave myself time to sleep. No sooner had I fin ARCHY MOORE. Hi ished one, than I hurried to another with restless inquietude. I read on without selection or discrimination. It was a long time before I learned to compare, to weigh, and to judge. It happened to me as it has happened to mankind in general. Tn my anxiety to know, I was ready to take every thing on trust ; and I did not stop to distinguish between what was fact, and what was fiction. But while I allowed an abun dance of folly and falsehood to be palmed upon me undei the sober disguise of truth, I had but little taste for writers professedly imaginative. I could not understand why they wrote, or what they aimed at. I despised the poets ; but voyages, travels, histories and narratives of every sort, I devoured with undistinguishing voracity. Time and reflec tion have since enabled me to extract something of truth and philosophy from these chaotic acquisitions. For a while, my studies had much the same stimulating and exciting effect with my former activity. They raised my spirits, and enabled me to bear up under the discour aging advices which I received from America. But they palled at last; and when my agent returned with the disastrous information, that all his searches had been una vailing, I found no support under the load of grief that over whelmed me. From such information as my agent had been able to obtain, it appeared that Mrs Montgomery, Cassy s mistress, had become security to a large amount for that brother of hers, by whose advice and agency she managed her affairs. That brother was a planter ; and among the American planters, the passion for gambling is next to universal, for it is one of the few excitements by which they are able to relieve the listless and wearisome indolence of their use less lives. Mrs Montgomery s brother was a gambler, and an unsuccessful one. Having ruined himself, he began to prey upon his sister. Besides embezzling all such money of hers as he could lay his hands upon, and as he had the entire management of her Affairs, her income was much at his disposal, he induced her, under various pretences, to put her name to bonds and notes to a large amount. On these notes and bonds suits were commenced ; but this, her brother, who strove to defer the disclosure of his villames as 112 MEMOIRS OF long as possible, took care to conceal from her ; and the first thing she knew of the matter, her entire property was seized on execution. Among her other chattels, my wife and child were sold, for it is the law and the practice of America to sell women and children to pay the debts of a gambler ! Cassy and her infant had fallen into the hands of a gen tleman, such is the American phrase, who followed the lucrative and respectable business of a slave-trader. My agent no sooner learned his name, than he set out in pursuit of him. But he found that the man had been dead for a year or two ; and that he had left no papers behind him, from which might be traced the history of his slave-trading expeditions. Not yet discouraged, my agent travelled over the entire route, which he was told the deceased slave- trader had usually followed. He even succeeded in getting some trace of the very gang of slaves which had been pur chased at the sale of Mi s Montgomery s property. He tracked them from village to village, till he arrived at Au gusta in the state of Georgia, but here he lost sight of them altogether. That town is or was, one of the great marts of the American slave-trade ; and here in all proba bility, the slaves were sold ; but to whom, it was impossible to discover. Thus baffled in his search, my agent had recourse to advertisements in the newspapers, in which the person of my wife was particularly described, mention was made of the name of her late owner, and a very generous reward was offered to any one who would give information w 7 here she or her child was to be found. These advertisements brought him an abundance of communications, but none to the purpose ; and after having spent near two years in the search, he gave it up, at last, as unavailing. Of Thomas he could learn nothing, except that general Carter had never retaken him. A man of his figure and appearance had been occasionally seen, traversing the woods of that neighborhood, and lurking about the planta tions ; and it seemed not unlikely that he was still alive, and the leader of some band of runaways. Such was the information which my agent brought me. ARCHY MOORE. 113 While he remained in America, however little encour agement his letters gave, still I could hope. But now, the last staff of consolation was plucked from under me. What availed it, that I had myself shaken off the chains, which were still hanging, and perhaps with a weight so much the heavier, to the friend of my heart, to the wife of my bosom, to the dear, dear infant, the child of my love ? The curse of tyranny indeed is multifold ; nay, infinite ! It blasted me across the broad Atlantic ; and when I thought of Gassy and my boy, I shrunk and trembled as if again the irons were upon me, and the bloody lash cracking about my head ! Almighty God ! why hast thou created beings capable of so much misery ! I recovered slowly from the shock, which at first had quite unmanned me. But though I regained some degree of composure, it was in vain that I courted any thing like enjoyment. A worm was gnawing at my heart which would not be appeased. Never was there a bosom more inclined than mine to the gentle pleasures of domestic life. But I found only torture in the recollection that I was a husband and a father. Oh, had my wife and my dear boy been with me, in what a sweet retirement I could have spent my days, ever finding a new relish for present bliss in the recollection of ills endured, and miseries escaped ! The sense of loneliness which oppressed me, an<J the bitter thoughts and hateful images that were ever crowding on my mind, made my life an irksome burden, and drove me to seek relief in the excitements of travel. I visited every country in Europe, and sought occupation and amuse ment in examining their scheme of society, and studying their laws and manners. I traversed Turkey and the regions of the East, once the seats of art and opulence, but long since ruined by the heavy hand of tyranny, and the ever renewed extortions of military pillage. I crossed the Persian deserts, and saw in India a new and better civiliza tion slowly rising upon the ruins of the old. The interest I felt in the oppressed and unfortunate race, with which, upon the mother s side I am connected, carried me again across the ocean. I have climbed the lofty crests of the Andes, and wandered among the flowery forests of Brazil 10* 114 MEMOIRS OF Every where I have seen the hateful empire of aristo cratic usurpation, lording it with a high hand, over the lives, the liberty, and the happiness of men. But every where, or almost every where, 1 have seen the bondsmen beginninc io forget the base lore of traditionary subserviency, and already feeling the impulses, and lisping in the language of freedom. I have seen it every where ; every where, ex cept in my native America. There are slaves in many other countries ; but no where else is oppression so heartless and unrelenting. No where else, has tyranny ever assumed a shape so fiendish. No where else is it, of all the world beside, the open aim of the laws, and the professed purpose of the masters, to blot out the intellects of half the population, and to extinguish at once and forever, both the capacity and the hope of freedom. In catholic Brazil, in the Spanish islands, where one might expect to find tyranny aggravated by ignorance and superstition, the slave is still regarded as a man, and as en titled to something of human sympathies. He may kneel at the altar by his master s side ; and he may hear the catholic priest proclaiming boldly from his pulpit, the sacred truth that all men are equal. He may find consolation and support in the hope of one day becoming a freeman. He may purchase his liberty with money ; if barbarously and unreasonably punished, he may demand it as his legal right ; he may expect it from the gratitude or the generosity of his master; or from the conscience-stricken dictates of his priest-attended deathbed. When he becomes a freeman, he has a freeman s rights, and enjoys a real and practical equality, at the mere mention of which, the prating and prejudiced Americans are filled with creeping horror, and passionate indignation. Slavery, in those countries, by the force of causes now in operation, is fast approaching to its end ; and let the Afri can slave-trade be once totally abolished, and before the expiration of half a century, there will not a slave be found in either Spanish or Portuguese America. It is in the United States alone, that country so apt to claim a monopoly of freedom, that the spirit of tyranny still ARCHY MOORE. 115 soars boldly triumphant, and disdains even the most distant thought of limitation. Here alone, of all the world beside, oppression riots unchecked by fear of God, or sympathy for man. To add the last security to despotism, the American slave-holders, while they fiercely refuse to relinquish the least tittle of their whip-wielding authority, have deprived themselves, by special statute, of the power of emancipa tion, and have thus artfully and industriously closed up the last loop-hole, through which Hope might look in upon their victims ! And thou my child ! These are the mercies to which thy youth is delivered over ! Perhaps already the spirit of manhood is extinguished within thee ; already perhaps the frost of servitude has nipped thy budding soul, and left it blasted , worthless. No! oh no! It ought not, must not, cannot, shall not be so ! Child ! thou hast yet a father ; one who has not forgotten, and who will not forsake thee. Thy need is great and great shall be his efforts ; that love is little worth which disappointment tires, or danger daunts. Yes ; I have resolved it. I will revisit America, and through the length and the breadth of the land, I will search out my child. I will snatch him from the oppressor s grasp, or perish in the attempt. Should I be recognized and seized ? It is not in vain that I have read the history of the Romans ; I know a way to disappoint the tyrants ; the guilt be on their heads ! I cannot be a slave the sec ond time. FINIS. GENERAL LIBRARY - U.C. BERKELEY RETURN CIRCULATION DEPARTMENT TO ^ 202 Main Library LOAN PERIOD 1 HOME USE 2 3 4 5 6 ALL BOOKS MAY BE RECALLED AFTER 7 DAYS Renewals and Recharges may be made 4 days prior to the due date. Books may be Renewed by calling 642-3405 DUE AS STAMPED BELOW DEC 2 11997 .% ILI n 4 Ofti JUN 4 SJ UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA, BERKELEY