- FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS He sat, his head upon his nerveless hand, and mused on failure. p. 15. fragments in Baskets BY MRS. W. BOYD CARPENTER "Gather up the fragments that remain, that nothing be lost " JOHN vi. 12 NEW YORK J. SELWIN TAIT & SONS 31 EAST lyxH STREET 1894 COPYRIGHT, 1893, BY J. SELWIN TAIT & SONS ROW DIRECTORY ND BOOKBINDING COM CONTENTS PAGB THE ANCHOR OF THE SOUL ...... 9 THE BATTLE OF THE BOOKS BE STILL AND KNOW " 55 THE LIGHT OF LOVE ....... 75 ' IN WAYS THAT WE KNOW NOT " 87 ONLY A DROP OF WATER j 13 FOR THE MASTER'S USE. 121 THE SPARROW AND THE CUCKOO'S EGG .... 147 CHANCE OR DESIGN ? 165 THE MESSENGERS OF LOVE 177 NOW WE SEE THROUGH A GLASS, DARKLY . . . 185 WE SHALL ALL BE CHANGED . . . . 203 222912 PREFACE CONFUCIUS said: " Fishermen use baskets to catch fish. When they have caught the fish, they forget the baskets. Teachers use words to convey ideas. When they have caught the ideas, they can forget the words." In words of fancy I have tried to gather some fragments of truth. I shall not care if the baskets are thrown away, if only, through Hts help who bade His disciples gather the fragments into baskets, some truth remains to make strong the heart of any. A. M. CARPENTER THE PALACE, RIFON, August 31, 1893. THE ANCHOR OF THE SOUL " Butter and honey shall he eat, that he may know to refuse the evil, and choose the good." THE ANCHOR OF THE SOUL eaN Angel stood before God's throne, waiting the commands of the Eternal. He was young and eager and fain would fly down to earth and be busied in the ser- vice of his Lord. " Go," said God, " fly to and fro among my children, mark well their doings, make a note of all that is bright and happy, of all deeds of kindness, and all efforts of good, and bring me back a record of it all. See only what is good." And the Angel hesitated : his brow was knit, his eyes cast down and his wings re- mained folded before his face. Then God said to him in condescension, " Why doth my servant hesitate ? Thou art FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS not pleased ? Is not thy mission a happy one ? " To which the Angel made reply, " For- give me, Lord, but I would fain be of some use to poor struggling humanity, let me help to restore the stained and fallen, to strengthen the weak, to remove the blemishes in heart and life, and to lift them to a love of Thee." " So would 1 have it," replied the Eter- nal. " Thou shalt be to them a ministering spirit. I give thee power to enter unseen each home and to shed there the sunshine of thy presence : but I charge thee look ever on the sunny side, see only what is good." And still the Angel moved not. Then once again in patience the Al- mighty spoke to him. "What more would my servant have ? There is a doubt upon thy mind, speak that I may remove it." Then the Angel flung himself at the foot of the throne and craving pardon for his boldness, said : " How can I help the world if I see only good in it ? The earth is full 12 THE ANCHOR OF THE SOUL of sin and evil, let me look on it that I may cleanse it." To whom the Almighty, " Ye know not what ye ask ! Are ye able to drink of the cup that I drink of, or to see with mine eyes and live ? " To whom the Angel made reply, " I am able for the love I have to Thee and to the world whom I would fain serve by bringing it unto Thee. Deny me not this gift, touch but mine eyes and give me the power I crave. I shrink not, I am strong in my love of Thee. Wherever evil fronts me I will be valiant and will vanquish it. But if I see it not, if I look only on the good, how can I fight and overcome ? Therefore let me see evil, I pray Thee ! " Then spake the Eternal, " Ye know not what ye ask but be it so. Go forth, thy wish is granted and thou shalt see the spots that are upon the human breast." Whereat the Angel unfolded his wings and floated joyfully to earth. Down through the illimitable blue the Angel floated, down to the murky world, 13 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS and passing unseen among the haunts of men he sought to commence his mission. The smoke hung thick and dense o'er the town as a sombre pall, the air was chill with winter frost, yet the hum and roar of barter and of traffic stayed not. The Angel lighted on a roof-top and paused awhile to listen, and as he did so his eye fell upon a sheet of glass let into the roof for light, beneath which he dis- cerned a sculptor at his work. He was modelling in the plastic clay with eager fingers, in haste to avail himself of the fast waning light. The figure that he wrought was of a woman stooping o'er a child whose stiff and clumsy fingers she was guiding on the harp chords with a smile of love and of encouragement. He called her " Hope, the Mother of Success," and eagerly he worked as one who seeks to fix the thoughts within his brain. And as the Angel gazed upon the work, he saw it was not good ; the artist in his haste to teach his thought was careless of the form. " Here must I speak," he mur- mured, and placing himself behind the 14 THE ANCHOR OF THE SOUL worker breathed into his ear the suggestion that the maiden's head was not truly poised upon her shoulders. The artist paused, drew back a step or two, gazed at his work, sprinkled it afresh witji moisture and sought to pose the head anew. Again he drew aside, but still the Angel whispered, "It is not perfect yet." And once again he sought to mend his skill, but ever as he wrought, the meaning faded from the group. The head gained grace and finish, but the eyes lost meaning, till at last, vexed and discouraged that the forms which once were instinct with life should now be but dead, expressionless clay, he flung it from him in a heap upon the studio floor. The light had faded now, the hope that sped his eager fingers was gone too, and in the darkening twilight he sat, his head upon his nerveless hands and mused on failure. And as the Angel sped upon his way he murmured to himself, " 'Tis well, I have shown him the weakness of his work, he is saddened, it is true, but he will recover, and with such faults he never could have become truly great." So the Angel moved 15 onwards but somewhat more slowly, and with a feeling of heaviness about his wings. As he floated onwards over the town his ear was caught by strains of music, and pausing on his way, he sought to dis- cover whence they came. A narrow little street, filled with houses of the poorest description, was beneath him, and in much amazement he discerned a humble garret as the source whence rose the sounds which so much charmed his ear. Sinking lower, he beheld the little street crowded with listeners, spell-rapt by the music. The children ceased their noisy play, the women dropped their wrangling or their work, the tired toilers with their grimy hands stayed their gossip as they drew their little ones around them, and sitting upon the doorstep in the glow of evening twilight felt their hearts lifted insensibly into peace and the thought of something higher, by the sweet pure sounds which fell from the musician's fingers. The musician at his instrument played on, a glow of happy rapture on his face. Forgetful of his poverty, his loneliness, his 16 THE ANCHOR OF THE SOUL weakness, his fingers wandered o'er the instrument awakening melody divine and lifting his own heart and his hearers' nearer God. And as the Angel paused, there came to his remembrance the full-toned harmonies of heaven, rich with myriad voices, and the chords of many harps. " This melody is sweet," he mused, " but wrongly set, the air is pleasing, but the harmonies are poor. Here will I work, I will take this un- trained musician and pour into his ear the richer, fuller chords of the celestial choirs, so shall his praise be fitting and his Maker glorified." And to the listeners' ears a change came O o'er the music, the sound was fuller, the notes fell in richer, newer combinations, but with a hesitation in the touch, a halt- ing in the air. Gradually the sweetness of the melody faded and failed, the ear strained vainly after it amid the clash of chords, the spell was broken, the heart no longer felt the music's thrall, and one by one the listeners turned to earth again and all the cares and toils of daily life. B 1 7 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS And still the Angel flew upon his mission, but with a strange, new weight upon his wings. Doubtless this was due to the murky air in which he moved ; how could he expect it otherwise ? Surely it was only reasonable that he should feel some difference between the bright clear air of heaven and the tainted breath of earth. It could be nothing else, he would not stay to think of it, but speed upon his mission and seek new fields in which to exercise the gift entrusted to him. A door stood open and the Angel en- tered. "Here," thought he, "will I pause and rest." It was a newly made home, a bride and bridegroom recently united lived there; they were all in all to one another. As they sat and wove their happy dreams of the future the Angel listened. He was telling her of the great things he hoped to achieve, whilst she, with all her love in her eyes, was drinking in his aspirations, wrapt in her belief of him and her joy in present happiness. But as the Angel listened, he caught 18 THE ANCHOR OF THE SOUL the rin or of selfishness in the husband's o tone, he marked that his thoughts were not wholly loyal to his wife. He dwelt too much upon himself, upon his future, upon what he meant to do, and already her share in his life was becoming secondary, her happiness was swallowed up in his ambition. Then in her ear the Angel whispered, " Beware ! all is not love that bears its semblance. Are you sure that you are the true centre of his thoughts? Does he want you for yourself or for the help it gives him in his career to enlarge his social horizon through a well-ordered home ? " No more ; and yet the sweet face fell, the eager eves relaxed, and the form that o *> had so recently breathed forth a loving attention now sat listless by his side. The husband marked the change and a shade of disappointment crossed his face. Whence did the suggestion come, the unbidden thought arise in his mind ? " She is not wholly with you, she loves you but not your work, beware or your lives will drift apart." A hush fell on them both were conscious 19 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS of a cloud, so slight as to be but the semblance of a cloud, as when on a summer's day its fleecy down passing before the sun thrown a faint and fleeting shadow on the earth beneath. So faint, so fleeting, it had come and gone, and yet both were con- scious of a change, they knew not what. The Angel felt a qualm, he could not be quite sure that he had done well. He left them sadder than he found them, but then he reflected, it is for their good, there is no other way, they can only avoid dangers by being aware of them, and I was charged to help the erring, can I not do so best by showing them the pitfalls in their path ? And so he winged his way onward bu still less vigorously. His pinions drooped earthward ; it needed an ever-increasing effort to rise above the ground, and heavily he laboured now, all spring and joy of movement gone. "I must bestir myself," he thought, "I must fight against this strange lethargy and do my Master's bidding." Slowly and heavily his wings flapped to and fro scarcely raising him from the earth. The weight grew intolerable, so he sought 20 THE ANCHOR OF THE SOUL to move along the by-ways, far from the crowded town where spires and steeples urged a higher flight than was needed o'er the fields and hedgerows of the open country. As he sped along from out a lonely cot- tage came the tired voice of an invalid bewailing her sad lot. " There's work for me here," he thought, and gladly stayed his flight. Within, upon a four-post bed, there lay a pale and emaci- ated figure covered by a patch- work quilt. Beside her a young woman, whose resem- blance to the face upon the bed betrayed the relationship of mother and daughter. She was reading, and as the Angel entered laid down her book and rose in answer to the sick one's cry to smooth anew her pillow, and wet the parched lips with some cooling drink. Her touch was soft arid loving but not deft and prompt as of one trained to tendance on the sick ; she smoothed the bed-clothes, but slowly and with a hesitating touch, she feared to shake the pillows, yet the sick one smiled her thanks ere she dozed off to rest. 21 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS The Angel watching, saw how much more comfort could be given to the invalid were her nurse more skilled, and whispered doubts into the daughter's mind whether she were indeed right in yielding to her mother's strongly expressed wish to have only her own near her rather than a more skilful stranger, till at last she mur- mured to herself, " How I wish I could be trained for nursing." At this the Angel saw his opportunity and assuming, as he could, the form *of a human being, appeared at her side. " I heard your wish," he said, " and it can be granted; you think it is not possible because you cannot leave your mother. I will stay and nurse her in your stead. You shall leave me here, and when you have learnt all you wish, you may return and I will go." So the Angel sat by the bed-side. The room was trim and darkened for the night, the medicine given, the food prepared, the fevered brow bathed with soothing lotion, the bed-clothes changed to cool and snowy fresh- ness, and all was done with a touch whicli hesitated not and made no fault and yet 22 THE ANCHOR OF THE SOUL the sick mother in the half unconsciousness of her delirium felt there was a difference, she could not tell wherein it lay, only she missed a something in the touch. It was not what she gained in skill and comfort that troubled her, it was a loss, a loss of something, she knew not what, which seemed to pervade the whole. So she grew more restless and in her delirium a certain irritability increased upon her, and the time seemed long, for she missed the soothing touch of love. Anon the daughter returned trained and skilled in all the duties of a nurse and confident of her powers, so the Angel prepared to fly back to heaven. But now a strange thing happened to him. He had been sadly troubled to find that the weight of his wings had seriously increased each time he used them, but now they refused to bear him altogether, they could not raise him a foot above the earth ; in vain he struggled and strove, he could not rise. In his distress it occurred to him that he had better try and climb the mountain hard by. Of course it could not be his wings that were 2? at fault, it must be the heavy murky air of these dull towns, doubtless when he reached the free pure air of the mountain top all would be well. So he toiled heavily onward, and was surprised that he did not find more relief when he gained the summit, for it was still the same, hid wings refused to bear him upward. As he pondered there, two Angels winging their flight homewards and heaven- wards, stayed to ask if he would join them. " Ah, I cannot," he cried. I fain would come but I cannot move," and in com- passion they soared downward, and lifting him strongly, bore him back with them to heaven. And God sat upon His throne : around Him stood His ministers, each waiting for his call. But the Angel shrank backward for he could not stand upright, and in the shining company of heaven his wings seemed foul and black. Then said to him the Eternal; " How hast thou sped ? What hast thou wrought for me?" 24 THE ANCHOR OF THE SOUL To whom the Angel made reply, " I showed a sculptor how far he fell short of his ideal, I taught a musician how faulty were his harmonies, I warned a bride and bridegroom that their hearts were not true to one another, I showed a daughter that her mother suffered from her ignorance." "And were they happier? did this knowledge help them in their struggle ?" " Nay! that I know not," said the Angel. "My part was to show the evil that I found." " Come," said the Almighty, " thou shalt see what thou hast wrought," and touching the Angel's eyes He bade him look down- ward to the earth. And first he sees a tiny garret, poor and squalid, in it sits a man in tattered gar- ments working with soft clay which he presses into a mould. From out of it he draws piece after piece exactly alike. They are busts of a great man of the day, to be sold for a few pence to supply his daily food and as he works he sighs and murmurs, "I hoped once I might have been an artist, I believe I had it in me but distrust 25 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS of my powers beset me, and I lost all hope. Ah me I Ah me ! " And as the Angel wept some tears fell upon his blackened feathers and where they fell they washed away the murky hue of earth. And once again he looks. It is a cold and windy night, the rain beats pitilessly upon a man in rags who wanders along the dark and lonely streets, playing on his violin and eagerly watching for the welcome coin. And as he plays the strings wail forth an air which to the listening Angel says, " There was a time when men listened to my music, and I hoped that one day I could charm them with my melodies, but it was too hard for me, I lost heart and now have sunk to playing in the streets, I cannot reach perfection : nevermore, nevermore." And the Angel's tears fell faster as he turned his face away. And yet once more he looks. It is a bril- liant house, a crowd of guests are gathered there and all is bright. The husband and wife are there and smile upon the great ones assembled under their roof, but as the Angel looks he marks that the smile is but 26 THE ANCHOR OF THE SOUL upon the face and that the hearts beneath are cold and dead to one another. " He does not care, I hoped once that he did, but that is passed and now I amuse myself," she is saying, arid in his mind there runs the thought, " It is as I feared, she never truly cared for me, I was a fool to hope it." And folding his wings the Angel turns away as bitter tears pour from his eyes and his head sinks upon his breast. He can scarcely lift himself as he is bidden once again to look. It is a cottage home, he knows the scene, he has looked on it before. A sick woman lies upon the bed, the room is clean and trim, a wholesome order prevails everywhere' the invalid is tended and turned with the utmost skill and yet her restlessness in- creases. From side to side she turns, throwing the bed-clothes from her. In vain the daughter Reeks to cool her brow with soothing lotion, in her delirium she ceases not to cry, "My daughter, oh, my daughter, where is my daughter?" And the daughter's breast is rent with anguish, as she feels how powerless is skill to soothe 27 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS the heart, and realises that in gaining the knowledge which she coveted, she yet has lost, for the tender solicitude of love is swallowed up in the cold confidence of power, and it cannot satisfy the heart. Prone upon the ground now lies the Angel, sobbing silently. A voice sounds in his ear, he has heard the words before, "Are ye indeed able to drink of the cup that I drink of and live ? " " Nay, Lord, it is too bitter, let me now die," bursts from his lips. "Not so," replied the Eternal, "the burden that thou soughtest to bear is in- deed too heavy for thee. Well may it smite thee to the earth, but rise ! thy tears have washed away the stains of earth. Thou hast learnt thy lesson. Henceforth look ever on the sunny side of life, see only what is good. The evil is too hard for thee, none can bear that burden save Him who hung upon the tree. Henceforth cherish the good, foster it, fan it, so shall it grow to full flame in every human heart and consume the bud- ding germs of ill. Only through good canst thou overcome evil, therefore give unto my 28 THE ANCHOR OF THE SOUL children all that is good that they may learn to love it ; ' butter and honey shall they eat that they may refuse the evil and choose the good.' Remember too, that evil is fronted best by hope. Hope only makes endeavour possible. It is as an anchor of the soul both sure and stedfast, for hope maketh not ashamed. With the light of Hope upon them my children will learn not to despair of their own poor and feeble efforts, but to make of their dead selves a stepping-stone to nobler things." THE BATTLE OF THE BOOKS " Sorrow is knowledge ; they who know the most Must mourn thf. deepest o'er the fatal truth : The tree of knowledge is not that of life." THE BATTLE OF THE BOOKS sun was sinking to its rest behind the trees, and as it fell some lingering beams stole into a well-filled library and lighted up the books that stood upon the shelves. They were of all kinds and of all sizes, from the deepest science to the lightest fiction, from the largest folio to the smallest pocket edition. Of all ages and of all qualities too, for some had been written before the arb of printing was discovered, and some were only issued yesterday ; some were old and ragged, while others were new and uncut. There was only one point on which they were alike; one peculiarity which they all shared. Every one of them had on his c 33 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS back a small round ticket bearing a myste- rious number, which corresponded with that on another little ticket on the edge of the shelf below which they stood ; for it was a lending library, and as each book was occasionally sent away to be read, it was necessary to have some mark to indi- cate the spot where it should stand when it was returned. Throughout the day there was some little excitement amongst the books. Each one hoped that his turn was come for a change, that some one would take him from the shelf and read the secrets he was longing to impart ; for generally the room was fairly filled with readers, and the libra- rian came round and dusted the volumes, dipping now and again into one and another as he did so. But at sunset all was quiet ; for the present their fates were sealed ; the readers had all departed, the librarian had closed and locked the door, and until the next morning they were secure from any change. "My neighbour is out again," began a dull green book ; " in fact, my shelf is almost 34 THE BATTLE OF THE BOOKS empty. I never knew such gad-abouts as these novels are, they never are at home. I am sometimes tempted to wish that I were a novel, and then I should not be left here so long." " I think it quite contemptible," said ponderous folio from the shelf below that whereon the novels stood ; " they come and stand here in front of me time after time, and no one thinks of taking me down, while those frivolous, nonsensical books that only deal with imaginary persons and things get all the attention. If they would only study me they would learn some facts and opinions worth having, for I am much older and deal with much more important subjects. I arn one of the Fathers," added he, proudly. " You need not be so very proud of yourself," said a stout, short volume near, " for I observe that the few people who do read you, cannot get on without my assist- ance, and often take me down to see what you mean by your crabbed Latin words. It is one advantage which we dictionaries possess ; we are evidently looked up to, 35 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS and are often consulted ; though I could wish some one would sometimes take us home with him for a change," he sighed. " It does not follow that those of us who go out most frequently are the most valuable," said another large folio, who rejoiced in being printed on vellum, and gorgeously bound in crimson and gold. " You will notice how much attention I attract ; nearly every one who comes in takes me down and speaks of my beautiful type, and then the librarian shows them the inside of my covers and tells them that I was bound by Herring." " In all respect, I venture to differ from you," said a sober little volume, " for I am not beautiful outwardly, nor was I bound by any one in particular, and yet I am very valuable. I heard a gentleman say so. I was one of the earliest books ever printed some hundreds of years ago ; my type was carefully prepared by an artist called Francia, and modelled from the hand- writing of Petrarch, and I was printed by Aldus, who was quite an artist in his work ; I incline to the opinion that we are 36 THE BATTLE OF THE BOOKS valued for what is in us, and not for our outside." " It may be so, and yet that won't account for my being of value," chimed in another stout, dull volume. " 1 heard some one say that I was worth between two and three hundred pounds, more than all the novels put together," said he con- temptuously ; " yet I have nothing pecu- liar in binding or type, and it cannot be for what is inside me, for he also said that it is all locked up in a language which no one can read, for every one who used to speak it is now dead. I think I must be a relation of those large thick books in Hebrew, Greek, and Latin which stand on the shelves opposite, for he said that I, too, was a Bible, and that a missionary had written me in this language for the use of the poor Indians." "You can judge how they value me," said an open missal lying under a glass case, " by the care they take of me. I am always kept locked up here, and never a leaf turned over, unless some one wishes to see another of these illuminated letters. 37 FRAGMENTS IX BASKETS No doubt it is for what is inside us that we are valued, and not for the outside. It cannot be for either binding or print, for my binding is gone, and I never was printed at all. I was written by hand entirely, by some old monks, long, long ago. Yes, it is for the inside they value us, and I am the most valuable of all because I am the only one with these lovely colours on my pages." " Well," said a novel, who had been quietly listening whilst the others talked, " I don't think any of you are right, and I think your ideas very vulgar ; you judge everything by money, you think yourselves of value because some one would give a number of pieces of gold for you. You may despise us as you like, but we are not so vulgar as that. We don't pride ourselves on what we ai*e worth ; we like to go about giving pleasure, and the more we go out the more we feel we are valued ; just the opposite of those who think they are prized because they are under lock and key," with a sneer at the missal. " Well," responded the dictionary, " I 38 THE BATTLE OF THE BOOKS am used the most frequently of you all, and yet I know I am not valuable ; no one would give any gold for me, I am only useful, but I know I am that because there are so many copies of me wanted. I have been printed over and over again. I help people to understand what they read in other books." " If you reckon by the number of times you have been printed," said Bunyan's Pilgrims Progress, "just look at me ; there are very few that can come up to me." " Except me," said a De Imitatione. " I believe my record is even higher." Lying on the table in the middle of the room was a small shabby book, bound in dull dark leather ; it was lying open, and its leaves were discoloured with use, plentifully scored with lines and covered with notes. It did not belong to the library, it was a Bible left by one of the readers, a tall, strong young man, who had brought it in his pocket, and it was with some surprise that it listened to the remarks of those upon the shelves. When the dictionary raised its plea of usefulness, 39 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS it gathered its courage together and ven- tured to make a remark. " I trust you will forgive a stranger," it began, " for joining in your discussion. I have been much interested in what has been said, and though I do not belong to this library, I should like to say that I think the dictionary is right, and that use is the greatest value of a book." At this the leaves of the novels fluttered joyfully, for who went out so often as they ? " I don't know how you will prove that," said a volume who had not spoken hitherto. " I am full of quite as much information as most of my fellows, and such helpful in- formation too, all about the powers of nature, dynamics, hydrostatics, chemistry, optics, and all sorts of useful things, and yet I am very little used." " And I," said another, " am occupied with human nature, anatomy, physiology, health and disease. What can they want more useful than that, I should like to know ? And yet it is one in a hundred who reads me." 40 THE BATTLE OF THE BOOKS "And no wonder," broke in the encyclo- paedia, "for all your information is too anti- quated. They prefer to read me, for I give them all the newest fa.cts ; you forget that knowledge progresses, and what they would learn from you is all wrong nowadays." Again the novels rejoiced, they had felt secretly a little uneasy at their youth, but after this they saw that youth, not age, was an advantage. But here the stranger was able to join in once more. "Yes, you are right ; newness of inform- ation is one cause of usefulness, but there are some truths which are ever old, though ever new, so it is not that solely. Neither does size add to usefulness, for by their own confession the large books are very little used. It clearly depends on the contents ; but again I observe that it is not the age of the inside that makes us of service, or the missal would be consulted more frequently ; neither does the beauty of the folio's binding attract more than a passing admiration. No, my friends, it is not the age of our print, but the eternal truths of which it tells ; not the 41 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS beauty of our binding, but of the thoughts which it encloses ; not the freshness of our information, but its everlasting truth ; not its age, but its never-ending newness. You must excuse my saying, that of all books there is none so highly valued as those of my family ; none so constantly used as a Bible." "Oh! oh!" sneered the disappointed novels, " that's a fine idea ! Why, there is not a single member of your family on the shelves, except those in languages which no one can read ; and you expect us to believe that you are more prized than we are, who are never allowed a moment's rest, but are wanted here, there, and everywhere." " It is because every reader has one of his own that no one wants to borrow a copy," replied the Bible. " More copies of me are distributed every year than of the De Imitations and the Pilgrim's Pro- gress put together, and we are read daily, whereas, when you have been once read, you are flung on one side, or only kept to be consulted at rare intervals." " Please not to forget that you owe 42 THE BATTLE OF THE BOOKS something to us," said a commentary in so many volumes that it entirely filled one shelf. " I am not very sure that I do," said the Bible. " I am so simply written that the wayfaring man, though a fool, shall not err in understanding me ; those who search me will find all things necessary for eternal life without your help, for you often put darkness for light in your attempts to explain what is quite clear already." " But nobody does search you nowadays," said one of the novels. " I am what is called a theological novel, and they much prefer to read me ; there is great interest in theology, I grant, but no religion. You are much too direct to suit the modern taste ; no one wants religion, only just a delicate flavour of theology in their read- ing, just sufficient to quiet the conscience, and make them feel that they are religious, without giving them the trouble of being so." "In saying that you remind me of another argument which proves my value," said the Bible. "It may be that I am 43 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS neglected by some, but anyway, I am written about and wrangled over on all sides, and but for me, many of you would never have had any being. I have given rise to half the literature of the world." " Yes," laughed one of the latest comers still uncut, " you are so full of blunders, it needs us to set your errors straight. You say such extraordinary things, and talk of science, and you know nothing at all about it, as my pages will soon show." "And your facts are all wrong, too," said a history. " Any one who reads me will soon see you are lull of mistakes." " They may think so," rejoined the Bible. " As for me, I am content to wait ; many things which now seem contradictory will one day become clear ; every day is bring- ing something to light which shows that others, and not I, have made the mistakes. For my part, I am not anxious about those things, as it is not my purpose to teach science or history, but only to help men to lead better lives, to comfort them in trouble, to strengthen them in weakness, to tell them of God, and lead them to Him. You 44 THE BATTLE OF THE BOOKS must judge me by my purpose, and how I accomplish it." "A queer sort of one you are to teach men the truth, when you are so wrong your- self," scoffed the number of a current maga- zine which lay near by on the table. " I know you claim a sort of divine authority for all you say, but I contain an article which disposes of all your vaunted inspira- tion ; it won't do to boast of that no\v, else how about Jephtha and his daughter, and Jael and Si sera ? Fine sort of doings these in a book which professes to teach morality ! " " And what about the Flood ? " said an- other of the magazines. " And the Gadarene miracle ? " " If you cared more for the truth of eternal principles than for the fleeting in- terest of your monthly readers," said the Bible, " you would remember that ' a tree should be judged by its fruits.' My fruit is seen in the lives of those who live by me, and I should like to know what help or comfort it is to any one to speculate, as you do, on points which are quite secondary 45 to my purpose of helping men to lead higher, holier lives." " But our point is that your purpose is vitiated because of the untrustworthy na- ture of your contents," replied a work just issued from the press. " If there's a mis- take here and an interpolation there, and this can be smoothed over and that ex- plained away, how about the credibility of your witness 1 If one part is wrong, . why not another ? And what is there left that we can believe ? What right have you to put yourself on a pedestal and pretend to pre-eminence ? " " I am quite content," said the Bible, " to be judged as to my literary merits in the same way as any other literary work, and quite convinced that the more I am examined the more my truth will be vindi- cated. But I must repeat that my purpose is an ethical one. I profess to teach all things necessary to salvation, and it is not necessary to salvation to know whether the earth was made in one day or twenty thousand years, whether the Flood covered a single country or the whole world, 46 THE BATTLE OF THE BOOKS whether our Lord caused the pigs to fly violently down a steep place into the deep or only took advantage of a coincidence to quiet the mind and restore the confidence of a lunatic. I claim to be judged by an ethical standard ; compare me with the highest of all other books, and you will be obliged to admit that the gap in spiritual elevation which separates us is tremen- dous." " It seems to me very queer," grumbled a work on the exact sciences, "to teach truth by means of untruth." " The untruth has yet to be proved," mildly suggested the Bible. "As time goes on you will find that each new-comer amongst you confirms some fresh point of my story. Meanwhile I achieve my pur- pose. Long before most of you came into being, I was read, not for my history or my science, but for my moral and spiritual teaching, and it is so still ; my purpose remains unaltered by anything you have said or can say." The novels, who had been feeling rather left out in the cold during this last phase 47 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS of the discussion, now joined in, to advance a new claim to superiority. " That is what we have said all along ; we must be judged by what we accomplish. It seems to us that half of you are written to contradict what the other half has said ; now we don't profess to deal with real people or real events, except so far as it suits us ; we have a purpose : we are an answer to the wish " O, wad some pow'r the glftie gie us To see oursels as others see us," and so T think we may claim to be allies of the Bible." "In so far as you show men themselves, and teach them their own weaknesses, we gladly accept your aid," he replied ; " but it is to be lamented that many among you foro-et to show them that weakness is too O often wickedness." " But that would not be pleasant, and our object is to please. We should not go out half so often if we delighted, as you seem to do, in making men miserable. We spend our lives in cheering men and help- 48 THE BATTLE OF THE BOOKS ing them to forget the dark side of life. I was up all last night," said a stout yellow- back, " amusing a poor young fellow who came home from a card party with empty pockets. A cosy arm-chair, a bright fire, a strong glass of brandy-and-water and I, helped to drive it out of his mind, and when he went to bed he had forgotten all about it." " Yes," said a second novel, " I know that young man." " And I, too," said another. " Many of us have spent the night with him on such occasions." With a flutter of conscious pride he added, " I think we can fairly claim to have a purpose, and to have accomplished it, too, though we did not make him miserable." " Perhaps it would have been better if you had," began the Bible ; but before another word could be said the books were all startled by the familiar sound of keys rattling in the door; it was flung open, and the librarian entered, accompanied by a tall young man with a strong, firm face, whom they recognised as having spent D 49 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS some hours in the library that afternoon. He stepped eagerly forward to the table where lay the open Bible, exclaiming, " I am glad to find rny Bible again ! I would rather lose all I possess than this one book. It is the joy arid rejoicing of my heart, and worth more than all yours put together," said he, turning to the librarian. At this the library books straightened themselves and drew their leaves together in disgust, but were a little comforted when the librarian replied : " Well, it ain't much to look at, anyway, and it wouldn't fetch half as much as many a one on these shelves." " Very likely," said the young man, " but for all that I would not part with it. It is endeared to me by many memories. This copy belonged to my father ; his mother gave it him long years ago, when he was quite a little boy, and after his death it came to me." " Oh, if that's it, I can understand it, though Bibles are cheap as dirt nowadays," said the librarian. " Say, rather, cheap as bread," suggested So THE BATTLE OF THE BOOKS the young man, " for, like bread, they are within reach of every one, the true bread of life, the only words that can feed the spirit of man. The books you have here may inform the mind, may train the in- tellect, and even quicken the moral sense, but this one book is more powerful than them all, for it alone can inspire men, and give them a sufficient motive to rise above themselves, to make of their dead selves a stepping-stone to higher things." " You may well say that," admitted the librarian ; " we had one here, a mere wreck for years through drink ; a clever man, too ; used to write a good deal, one of our most regular readers, knew half the books by heart as you may say, and yet he couldn't give up the drink. He got gradually shabbier and shabbier, his walk more shaky and his nose more red ; then I missed him for some weeks, and when he ca.me back he was a changed man. He was still shaky, it is true, and not altogether steady on his pins, but there was a different air about him, a sense of self-respect which he didn't wear before, and he's gone on im- FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS proving ever since. I once asked him if he'd been ill that time when he was away. * Yes, thank God,' he replied, and seeing me look rather surprised, he went on to explain, ' I shall always thank God for that illness, for it taught me to know and love my Bible above all things.' " " He is not the only one to whom that book has been precious," said the young man ; " few men had a harder life than my dear father, yet many a time would he say that his Bible was better to him than thou- sands of gold and silver, and that, when he had very little of either. He did not al- ways think so ; as a young man he used to delight in picking holes in its history, and scoffing at its teaching. He was a clever man, conversant with most of the works you have here, and he made a very profit- able use of his knowledge and his pen, for scepticism was fashionable, and it paid to abuse the Bible. But the expression of these opinions cost him his employment, and he was reduced to living upon his literary earnings. Upon these he might have Hone very well but that unexpectedly 52 THE BATTLE OF THE BOOKS he found he could write no more in the same strain as formerly. ' The entrance of Thy word giveth light/ and by its light he saw that he had been living in utter neglect of one side of life, ' of the soul which is bound up in the bundle of life with the Lord his God.' From that hour the book became a lamp unto his feet and a light unto his path, and though my mother's health was failing and poverty pressed us sorely, he never swerved from his love of his Bible. His last moments were spent over its pages, his last words were a witness to its quickening power, and he died with the testimony on his lips, ' This is my comfort in my affliction, for Thy word hath quickened me.' But I must go," he added, " now I have found what I was looking for. I have promised to read to-night to a friend who is passing through the valley of the shadow of death ; no words but these can give that true peace which enables a man to meet death calmly, and in the sure and certain hope of resurrec- tion to a life hereafter." So saying, they quitted the library. The 53 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS key turned again in the door, and the books were left once more in undisturbed posses- sion of the room until the morning. But O the discussion was not resumed. Even the novels felt it wiser to be content with their popularity, and not advance doubtful claims to superiority over their fellows, since the only point on which all were likely to agree was in mutual congratulations that so im- portant a rival as the Bible had proved to be, was no longer in their midst. BE STILL AND KNOW" " The ornament of a meek and quiet spirit* " In your patience possess ye your souls" "BE STILL AND KNOW" was a brilliant day in summer when the little spring first welled up from the mountain side ; and, bubbling in its joy, greeted the free atmosphere, the glorious sunshine, and the still pure blue of heaven. It had been a dry summer, an unusually dry summer. The grass was parched and burnt, the bracken clothing the hill- side was dried and withered, and had donned its autumn dress of rich warm russet ere its time, the soil was light and crumbling with cracks and fissures gaping for refresh- ment, so that the advent of the spring was greeted on all sides with a chorus of rejoic- ing. It stayed awhile, slowly welling up- wards and contemplating the scene upon 57 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS which it had arrived, whilst all around it heard the voices of grass and fern and earth crying to it, " Oh, come to us and kiss us with your freshness ; come and slake our parched thirst with your wel- come moisture." And the little spring sparkled to itself in joy, and reflected back the brilliancy of the sunlight and the calm hopefulness of the azure vault above, as it thought how all combined to welcome it, and how happy it would be in this new home, running to 7 c? and fro helping one and another, whilst it itself bore everywhere the glorious robe of azure caught from the heaven above and sparkled with sun-rays as they fell athwart its surface. It was in no hurry to do more. For the moment it was content and happy ; but life, it soon learnt, goes on and drives its children with irresistible, if imperceptible, force onward too. So, as it grew and gathered strength it found itself rolling slowly onward and downward. The thirsty grass received it with open arms and begged it to stay that it might drink 58 "BE STILL AND KNOW" its fill, but the spring heard other voices calling, and impelled by a power it knew not it pushed on, merrily babbling over the stones as it went. When it met one larger than another it just changed its course, and running round the impeding stone sped gaily onward, sparkling and singing in the light of heaven. The birds came and drank of its waters, the wind caressed it as it blew, and still the stream sped onward and ever down- ward too. As it passed along the moun- tain side it saw other streamlets, and greeting them with merry ripple said, " Come with me, let us join hands and go together, for I am off to see more of this glorious world. That beautiful golden globe that lives in the vault above is going down behind the world and I must go too ; so you see that I must hurry or I shall be left behind and I cannot live without him. I shall have hard work to keep up with him, no doubt, but come with me or you will die too and sink back into the cold dark earth again where we came from." And the wind that swept softly by 59 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS sighed gently to the stream : " Not so, dear stream, you are wrong ; haste not, for you cannot catch the golden sun however fast you go ; wait, be patient, obey the order of your being, go slowly on shedding refreshment as you go, and he will return and you shall shine again in his light and reflect once more the beauty of the heavens." But the stream believed not the wind. " Come back ? No ! I am not going to trust to that ; how do I know that he will return ? I prefer to make sure, I am not one of those that like to sit down idle, I shall be up and doing. I mean to work for my robe of blue and not be left in the lurch. If I only go fast enough I shall succeed, so come along, dear streamlets, join me and we'll run along together. It's only down the hill and across that field and we shall be there ; don't stay listening to the wind, but let's be off." But the wind knew better. Sweeping ceaselessly across the land the wind knew well that the field, as it seemed to the streamlet, was a wide stretch of country 60 "BE STILL AND KNOW" widening beyond all expectation away to the ocean, beyond which again the sun still held on his way, and that it was hope- less for the stream to attempt to follow. " Silly little stream," he wailed, as he floated sadly on, " were you as old as I you would be wiser and know you cannot earn for yourself, hurry and work as you will, the azure dress you admire so much ; for only by patient continuance in well doing your life's work can you be clothed upon with the robe of heaven. Only as you do your Maker's work and patiently spread yourself in blessing to His world can you reflect the likeness of heaven." But the stream heard not the wind, for he was half-way down the mountain by this time, the glad welcoming of grass and bracken all forgotten, as swollen and strengthened by the other streams which had joined him he sped onwards in the direction of the sun which was fast dis- appearing from his view. As he neared the level ground he saw to his dismay the colours go from fern and flower, from grass and leaf. A dull grey hue pervaded all that 61 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS was so bright awhile ago, and he shivered in his fear lest after all he could not speed fast enough to keep up with the sun, and was just bracing himself to renewed effort when a strange thing happened. He found to his horror that now the mountain was passed it was not so easy as he had expected to cross the field, seemingly so free from impeding stones and rocks. It was true there was no impediment, but all his strength was gone, and he crept slowly onward, obliged now to choose the channel that was least difficult to follow, instead of dashing impetuously on in a straight line for the desired goal. And so he learnt the lesson that he could not quite guide his own life and select his own path, but that he must accept its conditions as he found them, and sadly he flowed onward, all his fun and sparkle gone. But the morning light revealed further causes for dismay. All the clear bright water, which had welled from out the earth with such brilliant freshness, was muddy and turbid. During the night he had passed a little cluster of cottages, and 62 "BE STILL AND KNOW" from them had flowed occasional streams which had not contributed to his purity. The banks, too, through which he ran were soft and muddy, and to his disgust he found himself in his passage through the world carrying along much that he had not expected, and much for which he had not wished, and yet from which it seemed some- how impossible to escape. But worse than all, he was still farther from the sun and heavens than when on the distant moun- tain, and the direction in which he was travelling, though carrying him on, seemed to bring him no nearer. Indeed, he could not think where the sun was, for he was not to be seen anywhere nor any blue sky either ; all was grey and misty. With a saddened heart he rolled slowly onwards, growing wider and fuller, it is true, but growing blacker and thicker also. The way now led through more buildings, and every here and there a very large high house, with a number of windows in a row, would be close beside him and a great black wheel would be turning round and round just in his very path, so that he 63 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS could not avoid it, but must perforce submit to be broken and divided, half of him being carried up on the wheel and thrown down on the other side, whilst half crept under. And from every house or cottage which he passed he received some further additions, all of which robbed him of some of his purity. His friend, too, the wind, was absent, so that he could not ask him what it all meant, and it was with a very discontented heart he flowed along. " I don't call this life," he grumbled. " I seem to have lost all my strength and energy, as well as my beauty. I meant to choose my own path, and one that led upwards, and here I am condemned to crawl along in this uninteresting way." Just then a swallow paused upon his banks to refresh his thirst, and hearing the murmur of the stream, replied, " I don't think you ought to be dissatisfied with your life, dear stream, if I may say so, for you have the satisfaction of knowing how useful you are to others ; you have only to notice how the cottages and houses cluster 64 "BE STILL AND KNOW" along your banks wherever you go to know that they cannot do without you. I wish I could be of as much use ! " " It is all very fine for you to talk," said the stream, " when you have only to lift your wings and fly away upwards whither you please ; you'd tell another tale if you were tied here as I am, and had lost all your beauty, and fun, and sparkle." " I don't know," said the swallow ; " I think it is nobler to be of service than to be beautiful," and so saying he flew off", leaving the stream as discontented as ever. " I want to be doing ; I cannot bear being idle ; I don't believe in things coming to you by waiting. It's all very well of the wind to try and persuade me that I cannot recover my azure robe by going after the sun ; it seems to me it's the only way, and so I mean to try it if I can." But his medi- tations were interrupted by a change in the country through which he was passing. To his great joy, the plain which had seemed illimitable now appeared to open downwards, in the direction whither the sun had gone, and with a rush and a E 65 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS plunge he flung himself over the slope and hit against a huge piece of rock ; from this he bounded to another, and yet another. They rose at every point in his downward path, so that he was forced to split and divide, going round some and leaping over others. But he did not now grumble, for " This is life ! " he cried ; " now I live again* now I feel I am making some true pro- gress." And ever onward he rushed in tumultuous haste. As he dashed from side to side of the narrow channel and plunged amongst the rocks, he foamed and fretted until he grew a sparkling white with a brilliancy equal to the clouds. " Ah ! " thought he, " I was right ; I can achieve something. It's all very well to say, 'Be patient and go quietly on your way, and the likeness to the glorious heavens will be yours' it never would. Why, see, in half the time I have re- covered my dazzling purity. I wish the wind would but come along and see me now." And as he spoke he felt him creeping up the gulley down which 66 "BE STILL AND KNOW" lie was rushing, and greeted him exult- ingly. " See how wrong you were you told me I could do nothing. You advocated a policy of patience, and all the while I should have crept along as dull as ditch- water, had I followed your advice. Look at me now ; see how I sparkle and splash ! " " True," said the wind, " but it is not with likeness to heaven. You cannot make for yourself the grace and beauty that heaven alone can give. You fret and fume against the obstacles in your path, or you leap exultingly over them, and you gain a portion of the heavenly likeness, I admit, for your motive is pure ; but these are but broken rays of light, only of your own making by fussing and faming against the order of your being. The heavenly blue is lacking. True beauty only comes when you will lie outspread, submissive before heaven. In quietness and patience shall be your true strength ; cease from self and look upwards ; be content to give up your own way, and then, and then only, hope 67 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS will enter into your life, and you will be clothed upon with azure tints of deepest richness. Be still ; then only can you know your God. Heaven is above you wait. Days of darkness may come, but the glorious sun will return in due course. Cease from self; think not to make your own life, leave that in higher hands. As O you rush, and fret, and fume you are but widening the distance from the thing you seek. Quietness and repose, the contem- plation of what is above you, and the spreading of your life in willing service will alone give you true likeness to heaven. But," added the wind, y/ith a sigh, " you have not yet learnt that the way to this heavenly likeness is by living unto others. Did you but know it, you had more chance of the azure robe when peacefully wander- ing past the despised cottages tha/i now, whilst leaping from rock to rock." " That cannot be," replied the stream, " for I gathered so much evil by my contact with them that all my purity was gone, and it is only by my own efforts that I have recovered even a semblance of it. 68 "BE STILL AND KNOW" Why, if I were to do as you wish, I should be more than useless ugly and black." " No,'' said the wind, " not so ; you would be more serviceable. If, instead of tumbling over these rocks, you had been content to flow through the meadows and villages, you would have spread plenty as you went. You might have lost in one way by giving them of your strength and brightness ; but you would have gained really in width and volume as you flowed onwards. The path chosen for you, believe me, is best/' " And what would the end of it have been ? " inquired the stream. " It would have led onward through villages and towns to the mighty ocean." " There to be lost for ever ! " scoffed the stream. " No, thank you ; such a life is not to my taste, and the goal you paint is not one which attracts me." "It is one to which you must come," replied the wind, " whether you will or no." But the stream did not wait to listen, and bounded onward as before. Life was 69 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS bright, life was merry and free ; it knew no constraint and no compulsion, and gaily did it leap along, unconscious that while seeking its way to recover the heavenly likeness it was really being led thither- ward, though by a way that it knew not. Through fields all alike, through long stretches of country, with many twists and turns, and past buildings here and there, the stream dashed onwards, till it began to lose heart, and feared that, after all, the wind was right, and it could do nothing towards acquiring the likeness it desired so strongly. " Dear friend," he called, as he felt the wind breathe o'er his surface, "you are right ; I have been trying all this long while, I have been running on unceasingly, and yet heaven is no nearer, and I am no liker unto heaven. What shall I do ? " "Come," said the wind, " if you really long for heaven, come with me; I will take you. But I warn you, you will not like it ; you must be content to become foul in your own eyes ; you must spend 70 "BE STILL AND KNOW" and be spent for others ; you must flow past houses, cottages, wharves ; you must be used by all who need you ; you must bear the burdens of others ; the stately ships must ride upon your bosom ; and then shall you reflect the heavenly like- ness." " But how, dear wind ? Do tell me how I can do this." " Take this as your motto ' Be still, and know that I am God.' In quietness and confidence shall be your strength. Be passive in your Maker's hands ; let Him use you how He will. Heaven's light is only reflected in human stillness. It is in the restfulness of love that God's light may be seen in us. Your mistake has been in trying to make your own life. Be still, look up to Him ; He will do all. As you look upward more and more, laying yourself open to the gracious influences of heaven, you will reflect back more and more of its likeness, until at last, losing yourself in ocean, you are received upward, and find yourself indeed taken into the azure you so long for. Thus, and thus 71 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS only, can the longing of vour heart be satisfied, when you awake thus truly after His likeness." " But I shall get so much foulness and dirt from contact with houses and ships and the work-a-day world ; can it be that the way to heaven lies there ? " "Yes, indeed; be not afraid, look ever upward, and the reflection of heaven's likeness shall cover the deformities of earth, till the day comes when you your- self shall be called upwards. Then all the foulness and blackness, which you so rightly deplore, shall be left behind, and you shall shine as the clouds in the dazzling purity of your new life. Come ; I will take you." And the wind blew and drove the stream onwards, on and on, ever growing in strength and volume, as he spread over the land and flowed through villages and towns. Thirsty travellers drank of his waters, factories borrowed his strength to turn their wheels, children bathed in his shallows, heavily-laden barges floated on his bosom, and the emerald fields sucked up 72 "BE STILL AND KNOW his refreshment and smiled their thanks to Heaven. He began to think of life now in a different way ; it was so full, there was so much to do, there were so many to help, he had no time to spend in working out his own life. But ever and anon, while helping others, he would remember to look upward, and as he looked a calmness stole upon him, an unruffled serenity contrasting strangely with the impetuous haste of youth. And ever, as he looked upward, the likeness grew. Others saw in him what he could not see himself, as, day by day, he reflected more and more vividly the likeness of heaven, till, reaching ocean at length, he ceased to be as a stream, and ascended through the atmosphere to become, in very truth, part of the clouds he so much loved. 73 THE LIGHT OF LOVE " / drew them with cords of a man, with bands of love: 1 " The love of Christ constraineth us* THE LIGHT OF LOVE [WAY in illimitable space a morsel floated. What was it ? Whence came it ? Whither went it ? These thoughts rushed upon it as it came to consciousness such consciousness as conveys only a knowledge that it is, beyond which know- ledge all was unknown. The region where it found itself was dark and impalpable, it knew neither what it was, nor whence it came, nor whither it went. After a time spent in wonder, it began to experience a sense of motion of move- ment rapid and regular in the course of which it discerned by degrees spots of brightness in what looked the far, far dis- tance, but having nothing by which to 77 measure, this was by no means certain. Anon, they drew nearer and then flashed by, leaving the darkness greater than before. " What are you ? " he cried, as one crossed his path rather more slowly. "A star," was the answer. " Then am I a star, too ? " he asked ; but his informant was gone, and he could only wait and watch. The first thing he noted was that those who crossed his path shed around them a beautiful light as they moved, whilst he went on in darkness. No rays fell from him upon the surrounding blackness. If he were a star, he must be a useless star, different in some way from the others ; for besides lacking their brightness, he noticed that they all appeared to belong to one another, whereas he seemed to be wander- ing alone as though no one wanted him and there were no place for him in space. A third thing struck him ; that they were all hasting by, evidently bound on some mission which demanded fulfilment, whereas he seemed to have nothing by which to guide his movements, but to 78 THE LIGHT OF LOVE gyrate onward aimlessly in blackness and loneliness. He was very lonely and very sad life and being seemed to him a doubtful blessing. Whence came he ? Why had he come ? These questions echoed and re-echoed around him as he admitted that he would rather not have been called into being and sent forth thus, since there was no place for him, no work for him, and no one wanted him ; he was but a waif, floating astray, purposeless through space. As he thought thus, there neared him a body of stars, some larger, some smaller, some even as small as himself, whilst upon the outskirts of the circle they seemed to be held together by an unseen bond, for all moved regularly as though one body, and yet, all were quite distinct. "Now," thought he, "if I could bub attach myself to them, I should feel that I too had part in life, that I too was wanted somewhere, and perchance in time I might come to shine as they do. As they draw nearer I will try." But the stars drew 79 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS near and never noticed the poor little black and lonely star that tried to join them. They were moving at a great pace, bent on their own affairs and in a different plane from his, so that they only crossed his path for less than a single second, and heeded not the plaintive petition that they would make room for him. And once again he was alone in darkness. Again and again bodies of stars rushed by. Some larger, some smaller, but none would have anything to say to him ; indeed they went so fast, they had come and gone before even he could make his voice heard, or let them know that he was there. Some, indeed, for a while seemed to sweep him onward with them, but it was only the impetus of their own movement which unintentionally drew him forward in the rash of their train, and which died down as they out-distanced him, leaving him more lonely and unhappy than ever. " They are cruel," thought he, " and life is cruel ; I am not wanted, and I did not ask to be. Why should I wander thus alone ? I could be of some use ; I feel as 80 THE LIGHT OF LOVE though I could shine a little if I got the chance, but I am all alone and how can I ? No one will have me, every one is in such haste about his own affairs ; no one has any time to think of such as me. Ah, well ! it seems hard ; I should like to be as others, but I don't know how to ; I am not attractive, and I don't know what makes them shine, nor what it is that binds them all together so that they go about so happily and brightly w T ith one another. It must be something which I have not got, for I am but a solitary waif, whilst they are whole families of stars." But help was coming, though he knew it not. His pilgrimage through space had brought him nearer to a solution of his puzzles and sorrows, for there were still some who had thought and kindliness for others, and who would listen to his plea, nay, who would even seek out such as he. Though many bodies of stars seemed to be going so fast that they had no thought for any but themselves, and, indeed, some actually repelled him, yet presently one FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS cluster drew near, different from the rest, for even whilst they were yet far distant, he felt the faint drawings of attraction towards them. Perhaps he gained confi- dence from observing that they did not go so fast, perhaps from the fact that the stars forming the cluster were of various and smaller sizes, some nearer to his own size ; still more perhaps from the fact that all were not of equal brilliancy. Some indeed only shone in parts, some only on one side, some scarcely at all. They were led, it was true, by several stars brighter than any he had seen, and of these no doubt he would have been afraid, but that they seemed to shed around them the power of such a sweet attractiveness, that he could no longer be silent, but once again raised his voice and pleaded to be allowed to join them. Almost before he had spoken, he felt a thrill which he could not understand pass through him, and was drawn into their train, and had become one of them, held by the mysterious power which united them all together, and which seemed 82 THE LIGHT OF LOVE strongest in the largest and most brilliant of the stars. Near him were some smaller than the others, and of them he ventured to seek an explanation. "How is it," said he, "that you are all held thus together ? What is this sweet power which binds me to you, so that I feel no longer a wandering star reserved for blackness and darkness, but have a hope that there is yet a corner for me in which I may find some purpose and some use for my existence. What is it I "It is love," replied one of them; "we are drawn together with the bands of love. This love constraineth us to serve one another, and whilst you were yet in darkness and solitude, it was seeking and drawing you to itself. Nothing can separate us from this love." " But why are we not all alike, then ? " asked the little star. " Why are some so dark and some so bright ? " " Because one star differeth from another star in glory, just in proportion to the strength of its love. As this power deepens in us we shall draw nearer to the central 83 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS sun of our being, and grow more like him, reflecting back more and more of his efful- gence, for we have no glory of our own." "And these brightest of all, what are they?" "These are they that turn many to righteousness ; in them love glows with wondrous brightness, and they shall shine for ever and ever ; but beautiful as they are, there is another, the bright Morning Star, whom you have yet to see, more beautiful than any you can imagine, so exquisite in His glory that none of the stars are pure in His sight. At His birth we all sang together and shouted for joy, for He is the brightness of His Father's glory, and the express image of His person. It is His love," he added after a pause, " which binds us all to- gether ; He is the centre, and in Him we live and move and have our being." " And has He work for me, I wonder ? " " No doubt He has," was the answer, "for even the most feeble are necessary; you need no longer feel astray, a waif in the world's wilderness, for He it is who 84 THE LIGHT OF LOVE seeks the lost, and setteth the solitary in families. His love can never fail, you are His, and He who has begun this good work in you will accomplish it to the end." And the little star paused, struck dumb with wonder and with joy. With wonder at the graciousness of the love which sought him out whilst yet a wanderer, and which, working in his companions, held them all together with so firm yet so loving a bond that they were willing to make room even for him also ; and with joy, too, for was it not true that a faint scintillation of light fell from him ? Surely the darkness in which he moved was not so sombre as before ; could he be mistaken ? No, it was true ; a faint glow spread o'er him as he realised the depth of the love that held him, whilst the hope grew and strengthened within him that he might yet live to throw back upon the darkness of the world some of that light which had turned for him its darkness into day. IN WAYS THAT WE KNOW NOT " Therefore, behold, I will allure her, And bring her into the wilderness, And speak comfortably to her ; And I will give her her vineyards from thence, And the Valley of Trouble for a door of Hope. "IN WAYS THAT WE KNOW NOT" T was a long low room, lighted from the top as well as by windows in the side walls. In the summer this made it very hot, as it exposed us so constantly to the heat of the sun's rays which beat fiercely down upon us all the long hours when we were left to ourselves with nothing to do ; idleness making the heat all the more trying to bear. For you must know that our idle time was the day-time, and all the change and variety we ever knew was at night, when the long, low room became peopled with men in white aprons and shirt-sleeves, and the whirr and click of the machinery began. One end of the room contained a huge iron 89 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS erection, with a wheel attached to it, round which passed a broad band of leather stretching up to the ceiling and there going round another smaller wheel affixed to a long steel bar ; this went the whole length of the room, and bore at intervals other little wheels, round which leather bands also passed. All these rotated together, set in motion by the one big wheel at the end. A little distance from it was a much smaller erection, which had now displaced the older and larger one in the work of setting all the w r heels in motion. The old one maintained a dignified silence, for the newer one was preferred before it, being worked by electricity, whatever that is, and doing twice the work at half the cost, so I've heard them say. Personally, I am grateful to both of them, for I always thought that what little change and variety I enjoyed was due to them ; and now I know that who- ever made them, made them both for the same purpose to convey strength to us and powers of life ; for movement is life, 90 "IN WAYS THAT WE KNOW NOT" is it not ? and without them we could not move at all. I quite admit that without the help of a power greater than myself I could never hope to be of any real use at all, so I don't mind now whether the power comes through the big engine or the little engine. I know that the power is the same through whatever channel it comes, because when I am called upon to do my life's work, I feel the strength which enables me to rise up. But I must tell you what is the work of my life, only I should just like to say that perhaps this is what they mean when I hear the men around us talking of liking this Church or that Church best. Are these like our big engine and our little engine, and are they only different channels for receiving strength from the same power ? But I must stop talking about the engines, and tell you what I am, and you will wonder why such an insignificant thing as I am wants to tell you his story at all. Well, it is just because I am so very insignificant that I think it may be a help 91 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS to others, for there are plenty more like me, whose lives must be very much the same day after day, and who find it very difficult, as I did, to see any meaning or use in their existence. For a long, long time I was very discon- tented. Part of my life was cheerful enough, part of it terribly painful, and in none of it could I see any meaning ; until at last I was shown what it was all for, and this is what I am so anxious to tell. I was looking for something I could do myself; and never thought that I was in the hands of the great power that was working us all, and that, instead of my doing anything, I had only to be quiet, and allow him to make use of me. Yet so it was ; and this is the truth I want to tell you. You will see then how exquisitely beautiful is the way everything is fitted in together to do his bidding, so that even the feeblest are necessary. I was going to say that I am the letter A, but I am not even that. I have a friend who is a real letter, and I hope some day he will tell you his story, too ; but I am only a mould a matrix, I think they 92 "IN WAYS THAT WE KNOW NOT" call me out of which the letter A is made. I live in a big machine made of iron and brass, with a lot of other moulds, some like me, but most of them quite different. We each have our own dwelling-place, with a door at the top and a door at the bottom, and all the A's live together, and all the B's live in another house, and all the C's in another. That sounds dull, perhaps, but it is not so really, because we very often meet one another, as you shall hear. No ! the dullest thing, perhaps, is the daily round, day after day alike, and then the long time of silence and repose, and no meaning in any of it ! But that is all changed now. Our busy time was at night. All the day through we stood idle in our homes, the wheels all still, and the whirr of the machines silent. We used to watch eagerly as through the side windows we saw the glow of rosy light when the sun set, and soon after that the stars appeared through the glass windows in the roof, and then we knew it would not be long before the gas would be lit, the men would come, and 93 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS then the wheel at the end of the room would begin to turn, and twist the leather baud round so that it would turn the smaller wheel on the steel bar, and as that revolved all the wheels along it would o turn round too. And these smaller wheels each communicating by a leather band with one of the machines, would set them all in motion, and the work of the night would begin ; for we never left off until long after midnight. At this point we all trembled with excitement, and got ourselves ready ; but without a special call none of us could come out. You see the power was there, for the wheels were turning, and presently we should feel it thrill through us, but until it did we could do nothing. You might almost say it made no difference at all to us until we actually felt its touch ; and this it is which makes me think the men must mean something of this sort when 1 have heard them talking about religion and different places and methods of worship, because I can quite see that it is not the same motive power to 94 "IN WAYS THAT WE KNOW NOT" each of them, only a few of them seem to make it their very own but I am wander- ing again ! The first time my turn came to leave my home I was thrilled with joy and excite- ment, and sallied forth in anticipation of a brilliant time. The whirr and clang and noise around me only added to my excite- ment as I dropped out of the bottom door of my home, and felt myself rapidly driven along to the left, and there held in place between some railings by two little iron fingers, who pinched me rather tightly, until a friend and neighbour, the letter N, came down beside me, and was pressed into place in his turn. Next came a D, and then a curious piece of steel which I have heard them call "justification" came and separated us from the comrades who followed. I wonder if it gets that curious name because it adjusts the distances be- tween us ? Wliilst we were waiting in position for the next change that was to come upon us, I took a look around ; for you must know that we cannot see much until we leave 95 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS our homes, except the rosy glow of sunset and the stars overhead. In front of our homes I saw a man seated on a. stool ; before him, on a small square board, was a piece of paper with curious black marks over it as though a fly had walked on it with dirty feet. The man gazed fixedly at this, and with his hands he pressed down one by one some round pieces of white stuff, with a black mark on each, which I think were letters, but I could not see very well from where I was, and I was so agitated that I could not notice everything. I did notice, however, that every time he touched one of these a neighbour of mine came out of his house and joined us, so there must be a connection somehow. When a certain number of us were, arranged side by side, a terribly be- wildering experience befell us. We heard a loud click, and before we had time to wonder what it was, we and the lines sup- porting us fell suddenly down and were drawn still farther to the left, where we felt it growing hotter and hotter. Then came another unexpected turn of the machinery, 96 "IN IV AYS THAT WE KNOW NOT" and an intolerable heat, as we were pressed close against an iron box with a rao-ino; fire O O beneath, and full of molten boiling lead. To our horror we were held close to this terrible place, and some of the lead was actually squeezed out upon us. We shrank back, you may be sure, but it was DO use, we were in the grasp of a stronger power. In spite of all our efforts the cruelly hot lead was pressed well home, so that, when at last we were released and with what joy we tore ourselves away ! I could see myself and all my comrades imprinted on the metal. We had left our impress there, and had just time to see it as the bar of lead was carried off down below, and we felt ourselves moving into a cooler atmosphere and upwards once again. By some means which I cannot explain (for every bit of the machinery seemed mov- ing at once, and all the wheels turning, and there was such a noise I could hardly think), we found ourselves running along a bar above our homes, and each one as he came to his own particular door dropped gladly G 97 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS off and returned to rest. All this time the man went on pressing down the knobs, and calling out one and' another to go through the same experience from which I had just returned. I meant to have warned them what was in store for them, but the very same movement which dropped me and my companions home again liberated others, and put them in line down below, so that they were off before ever I could get a word out. I now had a little leisure, for having been the first of my family to go out, and having returned by the upper door, I found my- self on the top of a pile of moulds of the letter A, and, since we all went out by the lower door, I knew my turn would not come again until all those below me had been called out first. But we were in greater demand than I thought, and before very long I trembled, partly with joy and partly with fear, to find myself again nearest to the door through which we all made our exits into the outer world. I confess I was somewhat disappointed to find that the journey I performed was exactly similar to 98 the previous one, except that my com- panions were a little different. This time I had an M on one side of me, and D E on the other. Several times that evening the process Avas repeated, until, thoroughly wearied out, we were left at last in peace as the gaslight paled before the dawn. I have forgotten to tell you what became of the bars of lead bearing our impress. As I dropped homewards, I saw a long, narrow, shining mass removed from the lower part of the machine, near the floor, and carried away down the room. I had just time to see that it was composed of numbers of bars of lead, all bearing the likeness of letters in a confused sort of way, for they all appeared topsy-turvy, as though they were standing on their heads with their backs to one another. What use was made of it I did not then know, and I shall not tell you now, because it belongs to my dis- covery of the meaning of my life ; but I may just tell you that I heard the man on the stool say that each of these bars of lead was a "line of type," whatever "type" may be ; and that the whole machine was 99 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS called a " line o' type " machine because it made them. " Well," thought I, " I am disappointed ! What is life ? What does it all end in "? Why nothing ! Here I am, doing the same thing day after day, living with the same people in the same house, with the same things happening over and over again, until I am sick of it, and no change of any sort. It is true I sometimes see a friend or neighbour for a few minutes, but their lives are just the same as mine. And added to this there's not a day that passes without some suffering, every day brings us to that raging furnace, and we can't avoid it. It's all very well for people to say that our lives are of use, I don't believe it ! " said I to myself; " I shouldn't mind half so much if I thought there was any purpose in this endless, weaiy round, day after day the same. Indeed, I should be quite content to suffer pain even, or at least I think I should, if it was of any use, but it's all so objectless and purposeless, that I lose all heart, and really wish I had never been, made." "IN WAYS THAT WE KNOW NOT" Thus did I grumble on, for at that time I was very discontented. I was by no means conscious of my own insignificance at that period. To myself I was at that time the most important element in the whole world. Now I know differently, now I realise how small and insignificant I am. For the greatness of life, and the greatness of the work that is ceaselessly going on in the world, when it is rightly understood, can- not fail to make one feel very small. And strange as it may seem, just as we realise our own insignificance, which you might expect would make us unhappy, there comes with it a great content; at least, it did to me. I saw then that a power be- yond me and far greater was making use of me, and I was content, without knowing how, "to will and to do of his good pleasure." But enlightenment came to me also. Why we took this weary round day after day was at last explained to me. One night as the men struck work a large sheet of paper was thrown down by one of them on our machine, and when I 101 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS was sufficiently rested to look at it, for we had been worked very hard that night, I observed that it was covered all over in regular lines with small black marks, neater, smaller, and straighter than those on the paper at which the men stare every night ; and on looking more closely I recognised every here and there my own likeness, just as I had seen it stamped upon the molten lead. This so excited my curiosity that I actually said out aloud, " Why I wonder how I came there, and what it all is ? " The paper rustled slightly and replied, " I am a newspaper, I carry news to every one, and you enable me to do it. If it were not for you, I should have no message for any one ; you and your neighbours are the letters which make me of value, without you I should be a plain sheet of paper and have nothing to say to any one. As it is, I carry news and information to all sorts of people and all sorts of homes. You cannot think how eagerly I am looked for and read every morning, now by a man in busi- ness, to whom I tell whether he is richer or poorer than he was yesterday now by a 102 U IN WAYS THAT WE KNOW NOT" poor young girl seeking employment for her daily bread now by a mother search- ing for tidings of her sailor boy and the safety of his ship now by the sufferer who hears through me of medical skill and the chance of renewed strength through the kindly charity which supports our hospi- tals." " But how can you do all this ? " I asked. " Can you go to so many homes ? " " Oh dear, no ! " the paper exclaimed, " I am only one, but there are thousands more exactly like me, and each one goes to a different place. Why, miles of paper are used every night, and every piece of it is covered with the same news, so that it goes to many, many places." "And do you really mean that I make it possible for you to carry all these messages to the different readers ? And am I really touching so many lives, all unknown to my- self?" I gasped. "Yes, indeed," he replied, "you have no idea of your influence ; I can only influence the one who happens to read me, but you are influencing every reader, for 103 your likeness is printed over and over again on each of us." " This is indeed marvellous ! " I ex- claimed, "but I don't see how it is done." " No, of course not," replied the paper, " because you live all your life here in one constant round, and never get beyond it, but none the less you are doing a great work we don't always know all we arc doing ; I don't myself, though I have more opportunities of knowing than you. Well, I will explain to you. Every time you are pressed against the hot lead, which is a disagreeable thing, I grant, your character is being moulded. It is then carried down below in common with the moulds of other characters who are your companions. These are taken away and placed in different machines, and over them there passes first a black mass and then the white paper, upon which each letter stands out clear and sharp to deliver its message to the world. Your character thus stamped day by day is made use of in ways of which you never dream, and is always teaching its message 104 to others. Even when you thought your work was done, the impression you made was carrying lessons more widely and continuously than you could imagine. The daily round is not the whole of life, greater issues hang upon your share in it than you have any conception of." " I am, indeed, astonished ! I thought life was one unceasing round, day after day alike, with no further result, and now you show me that there has been a purpose in it, and that even so insignificant a thing as myself has something to do, and can carry an influence and a message in ways I never dreamt of! But then," I reflected, " it is not I that do it after all, I am quite unconscious of anything beyond my daily round, and I am only one of many, so that after all my share is but a small one." " That may be," said the paper, " and it is not your business to know all the good you do. I don't suppose many of your companions are aware of their own in- fluence. Yet I can quite understand it is difficult to be contented with a dull jog- trot life like yours, until you know the 105 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS meaning of it," he added, sympathetically, for he doubtless noticed that I was not altogether consoled by his explanation, since it seemed a little hard that we should never actually see of the fruit of our labours. Oddly enough that very evening brought me the comfort I sought. It was early, the men had all returned ready for the night's work, but they had not begun. They were sauntering about waiting, I think, for the slips of paper, which each mm sets up in front of him, because, presently, some one came and gave them each a packet of such papers and they set to work at once. Meanwhile, they amused themselves by talking, and I overheard the two near me, and this is what they said. " I say, Bill, do you remember setting up that bit about the fishing-smack that was lost ? Such a curious thing happened ! One of the letters got wrong someway, an A was left out, but it made all the difference to a poor old woman in our street whose boy is a sailor, for she read in 1 06 "And I overheard the two near me." p. "IN WAYS THAT WE KNOW NOT" the paper that the Ann was wrecked and all hands lost ! Poor old lady, I thought it would have been her death- blow, she took on so ! But it was all right in the morning, when I took her in the next day's paper and showed her that it should have been printed Anna, and so her son on board the Ann was all safe. It's amazing the difference that one little letter made in her life, poor old soul ! " "Yes," rejoined Bill, "but I think I know something more remarkable still which came of the letter A. Do you remember Tom Jones, who used to work here ? Well, he's gone to London now, on a paper there; all the spare time he's got he spends in preaching. I asked him once what made him take to it ? And I opened my eyes, you may be sure, when he answered, ' The letter A.' >J " ' It's a queer story/ said Tom, ' but it's true ; the letter A was the letter that led me to my Saviour. I was in a peck o' trouble at the time, the missus and the babes were ill and I was worried, and I had less than no hope to look to anywhere, 107 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS for I didn't believe in religion and that sort of thing. Well, one night the paper given me to set up for printing was about a prize which was offered to any one who could correctly tell the number of A's in the Book of Hosea. It struck me I might try. I'd had extra expenses at home through illness and the doctor to pay, and so on, and my work being amongst letters all night I thought I stood as good a chance of the prize as any one, and so I determined I'd go in for it. I hoped to get the money, but I found what was better than silver or gold. I found the key to life. I used to fancy that life ended with what you see, and that we made our own lives, but that little letter showed me that we are being led by a way that we know not, and are in the hands of One who orders all things for our good. "'It was Friday night I set it up. As soon as we were free I got to work, and by Saturday night my task was done. But as I was counting the A's, one struck me more than the others ; perhaps, because it was a capital, and so I missed it at first, 1 08 "IN WAYS THAT WE KNOW NOT" having been counting the small ones, and had to go back for it ; perhaps, because it was an uncommon word "Achor." " Achor," I thought, " what a queer word ; I wonder what it means ? " and so 1 turned to the reference and saw in Joshua in the margin, " trouble." Well, that's odd, I said to myself, " the valley of trouble for a door of hope." I'm sure I'm in trouble enough, and yet I don't see where the hope's coming from. All day long that word Achor stuck in my mind. Saturday night I spent nursing my wife, and wondering what sort of " hope " there could be for me, with the prospect of losing her, for she was mortal bad that night. In the morning I got a turn out of doors, and as I passed an open church-door with service going on, I thought I'd look in and see if I could get any light on my difficulty how trouble could bring hope. I was late, and the clergyman was in the pulpit, so I don't know what his text was. He was talking about Atheism, and saying that " a " meant " without," and that without God there was no hope for any man. He then showed 109 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS that Christ was the hope of every man, the Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the end of all things. I'd heard lots of similar sermons, but you see I'd got the letter A in my head, having counted so many the day before, and so it struck me as curious that I should hear a sermon which was so much about it, and it made me listen, and there I found hope, for I found my Saviour. He led me through trouble by a way that I knew not/ said Tom Jones, as he ended his story, ' and now I feel I cannot be silent, but must spend myself for Him.'" "And so He does," added Bill, as he turned away to receive his night's work. As for me, only an ordinary letter though I am, I felt, like Tom Jones, that life had more in it than I knew ; that even trouble brought hope. No longer did I think it strange concerning the fiery trial which so often tried us, but gladly thenceforth did I go upon my daily work, longing only for the opportunity which is now mine of telling others how strangely mistaken we no "IN WAYS THAT WE KNOW NOT" are when we think the influence of our life goes no farther than we can see, forgetting that we are all in the hands of One, in whom and for whom all things live and move and have their being. in ONLY A DROP OF WATER "For that one ripple on the boundless deep Feels that the deep is boundless and itself For ever-changing form, but evermore One with the motion of the boundless deep* ONLY A DROP OF WATER OU ask me of my life ? Well, I am only a drop of water, but my life is one of change, and that without any will of my own, for at one time I am passing through the earth, at another through the air ; at one time I am helping to swell the noble river, at another I form part of a cloud. This used to trouble me ; I felt I was but the sport of circumstances, and resented having no will of my own. I did not then realise that I was only part of one great whole, and that the mighty ocean which had sent me forth would one day receive me again when I had accomplished the work to which he sent me. I will tell you how this came to me. "5 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS "When first I awoke to self- conscious- ness, I was in a garden on the petal of a rose, a glorious damask flower of deepest hue. " ' How lovely is that rose ! ' fell from the lips of a girl in the prime of her maiden beauty, as she passed along the garden walk with her companion, a young man, tall and handsome. " ' It is yours,' he replied, presenting it to her. ' How I wish that I could as easily give you all the flowers of life ! ' "'And with them tears too ; for see/ said she, ' the dewdrop sparkling here.' " ' Nay, give me but the right,' he pleaded, ' and I will sweep all sorrow from your path, as now I sweep this dewdrop.' " I was gone, his rough hand dislodged me from my resting-place, and I fell upon the ground, thinking as I did so, ' Then all life is beauty, and for tears there is no place/" A quiet room with darkened window and dimmed light. On the bed tossed the strong man in the cruel grasp of fever; 116 OXLY A DROP OF WATER by his side sat the young wife, watching through the long night hours. Ere morning broke that form was still, its tossing ceased, and outwardly there was pea^e. They led her from the room, no sound came from her lips, no tear fell from her eyes, they trembled for her reason. "God send her tears," they cried, " or she will die." Ere yet another dawn their prayer was answered. As they laid in her arms the little one whose advent had been shadowed by so great a sorrow, the flood-gates opened and I fell upon his brow, baptising him into this world of weeping with the benediction of those tears which it had been his father's fondest wish to banish from his mother's path for ever. And I felt that hearts have need of weeping, as flowers have need of rain. Yet once again I crossed their lives. It was to mark the triumph of my foster-son. I was in a room of science, round which were ranged learned doctors to whom the new invention was to be explained. With 117 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS others I was imprisoned in the boiler of an engine, and we jostled one another in our eagerness to set it in motion and be free. In the place of honour sat the proud mother, and escaping from my imprison- ment I noted her triumphant look as she glanced at her son, whose face also was irradiated with happiness. And I thought, " How fleeting is beauty, and how passing are tears ; in work, and work only, is the satisfaction of the heart." " I was wrong. I had not fully learnt my lesson yet. Work only cannot satisfy the heart nor irradiate the face. Work paints strong and dusky lines of toil there, but rounds them not to curves of happiness. Mere toil, however arduous or honourable, cannot fill the life. Work only brings satis- faction when we can lose ourselves in it when in it we can bury our whole heart wide and warm, so that it throbs in unison with all creation. I learned this later." Once more there is a form upon the bed, from which the life is passing. The day 118 ONLY A DROP OF WATER has come when she too must quit her earthly tabernacle. By her side sits the son, his hand in hers, and from her lips there fall the words : " My Father worketh hitherto, and shall not we ? Work on, my son ; my time is almost o'er, there is little more that I can do for Him. He has taught me many lessons, but foremost of them all is this, that true happiness is independent of the change of circumstances and can only be found in union with Him. He may send joy, He may send sorrow, or His most blessed gift of healthy toil, but these are fleeting in a life of change. They only can bring joy as we realise that we are one with Him, that round us, through it all, are the Everlasting Arms, and that when the stream of our life shall run low, it is but to lose itself in the ocean of His love. 'All creation travaileth together till that day, the day of the coming of the Lord, when the earth shall be full of the glory of the Lord as the waters cover the sea.' ' "Yes ! I know it now, though work, work evermore, is my unceasing portion. First, 119 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS as the gentle dewdrop adding depth and brightness to the petal of the flower ; then sinking to the earth again to be absorbed and find new birth as dew from human eyes, giving grace and tenderness to life ; returning yet once more to earth, there side by side with others working in increasing stream to refresh the thirsty toilers on her breast. Work ! yes for all creation worketh together until now. Work ! yes, it is the heaven-bestowed dowry of all the sons of men. Yes work, but work with a purpose, and that pur- pose God's. Work in one unceasing round as from dew to rivulet, and rivulet to stream, and stream to ocean, I fulfil my Maker's bidding, till at His word I return to Him who made me." 120 FOR THE MASTER'S USE " Esteeming sorrow, whose employ In to develops, not destroy, Far better than a barren joy* FOR THE MASTER'S USB OW delightful it is to be at rest at last! and how soft is this delicious cotton wool ! just the place I should have chosen to rest in after all that I have suffered. I feel as though I could gladly remain here for ever," soliloquised a beautiful Diamond as it lay in the jeweller's drawer. " It is rather dark though, and very lonely," it added after some time. " I wish I had some one to talk to," but just at that moment it felt itself rudely jerked about and bathed in a flood of light, for some one had opened the drawer. A large hand hung over it and dropped other objects into the drawer and then pushed it to, yet not so 123 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS vlosely as to exclude all light. Being a very brilliant gem and able to concentrate and reflect the light, the diamond soon discovered that it was no longer alone. Two others now shared his solitude, both were to him unknown, and it was with some curiosity and wonder that he observed them. One was about his own size, but quite different in shape, being smooth and round, whilst he was all angles and edges ; it was like him in being white, but the white was so different, not clear and bright, but soft and milky. The other was far larger than either of them, and of a lovely yellow colour, but of no special form ; he heard a voice say "Gold" as it was dropped into the drawer, so that he guessed that was its name. By way of beginning conversation, he remarked, " I hope you find this soft bed pleasant to rest upon ; I was just rejoicing in it when you joined me." " I do, indeed," they ejaculated together, "we are glad to get apart and rest awhile." " As for me," said the Diamond, " I 124 FOR THE MASTER'S USE should be content, I think, to remain here for ever. I don't believe any one ever suffered as I did." " I am, indeed, sorry to hear you speak so," politely sympathised the Gold. " I have been a severe sufferer myself, so I can judge what you must have felt, but I hardly think this can be the end. It is pleasant to be here for a time, but surely there must be something else in store for us after all the preparation we have been through." " And I, too," chimed in the smooth white ball, " have suffered loss and been torn from home and kindred ; my home is far, i'ar away below the restless, roaring sea." "Indeed," replied the Diamond, "I should like to hear about your home, for I was never in the sea. I saw it once, for I was brought here in a large boat, but that was I before my trials began, when I took life pretty much as it came, and did not trouble my head about what it meant, and why things happened. Do tell me all about it ; but, first, what is your name ? " 125 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS " They call me Pearl," she replied, " and if you wish it, I shall be very happy to tell you of my life. But you must both tell me yours afterwards, it will help to while away the time, for, as the Gold has said, I do not believe this is the end, we are only waiting here for a little rest before the jeweller makes use of us." As both the Diamond and the Gold agreed to this proposal, the Pearl began : " You must know that I was not always as you see me now. I am all that is left of what is called an oyster, and though the jeweller now values me highly, it is only for what he has done for me. There was a time in my young days when it was just the reverse, and every one looked down upon me, and despised me, and thought that I should never be of any good." " We all lived far down below the sea. There were many of us, and a merry time we had ; numbers of fish came and went, and though we remained where we were, they brought us news of all that passed : so we had plenty to chat about. 126 FOR THE MASTER'S USE Some of my family were very vain. 1 don't rnind confessing that I was too. I was young, and plump, and took great pride in my shell. You must know that our shell was supposed to be our chief beauty. I know better now. But at that time we thought less about beauty in ourselves than in our surroundings, and our great care was to cover our houses with brightness and smooth away all the fretting roughnesses that would worry us arid make life painful. We have a peculiar gift by which we are able to do this : a fluid which we spread over our shells, and at that time I thought this was the best use to which it could be put. Experience taught me another purpose for it, and life gave it new meaning ; but you will see that as I go on. One special day marks a change. From that day I began to think more about what I was and less of what others thought of me. It all arose out of a very simple affair ; some- thing strange came into my shell, and with a sharp pang of pain I suddenly closed it. 127 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS " After a little while I cautiously opened it again, and endeavoured to get rid of this horrid thing which troubled me. But no ! it would not go ; the more I tried the more it pained me, until at last I could not open my shell at all. Of what use then was all its beauty ? I could display it now no more. My friends and com- panions thought at first that I was sulky and gave me no sympathy. Afterwards they said it was a disease. I was ' smitten ' and ' afflicted,' and they gave me what was worse than no sympathy, they gave me contempt. I was looked down on and despised. I fretted con- tinually at first, and lost all my plumpness and colour. I struggled constantly against my fate, and the more I struggled, the more I suffered until at last in despair I gave it up. It was then, just at the depth of my despair, that I found escape. The moment I ceased to rebel and accepted my lot it became less hard, and the gift, of which I spoke just now, helped me. I used to think that soft and beautiful liquid was given for our enjoyment solely, and as 128 FOR THE MASTER'S USE long as everything was bright and comfort- able it almost looked like it. There seemed no great wrong in being happy and delighting in my own beauty. I thought it was the end of life and I was quite content. But when this trouble fell upon me my content was gone. For a long time it seemed as though I should never again be happy, and it was only after I had determined to give up struggling and to make the best of it, accepting the loss of my beauty, that contentment returned. The fluid which I had used to cover my shell now began to cling round the intruder which had caused me so much suffering, until at last I grew quite used to it and felt hardly any pain. Then it was that I became conscious of the contempt of my former friends, for the lump had grown so large that whenever I opened my shell they saw it, and not having one themselves they looked down upon me and said many very unkind things which hurt me terribly. But my day of triumph was coming ! " It had long been a story with us, how i 129 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS ages before, from the world above us, there had come down One who had gone about amongst our ancestors, selecting some and leaving others. He had taken away with him those whom he had chosen. We all thought it more or less of a fable, yet we had always talked as though it were true, and had all confessed an eager desire to see more of the wonders above, and had often speculated as to which of us would be chosen when he came again. Many had assured me that I should be one, as my shell was so smooth and so brilliant, and my keenest pang was now caused by the knowledge that all agreed in considering my chance quite gone since this lump had grown. When therefore we were all thrown into excited commotion by the appearance of a large dark object in the water, and knew that the day of which we had long dreamed was come at last, I closed my shell tightly to hide what I looked upon as my deformity. But it was of no use, I was picked up, my shell forced open, I just heard the words, ' This will do, it is a beauty ; truly perfect,' and I was flung into a basket and felt my- 130 FOR THE MASTER'S USE self going upward, upward, and knew then that I had been chosen. " In our journey I had time to look about me, and found the basket filled with numbers of other oysters, and all like me, were afflicted, as I thought. Every one ol them had lumps, some quite small ones, others larger, but none so large as mine. No one knew where we were going or what was to be our fate. This damped our triumph somewhat, and our hopes were further quenched when we left the water and found ourselves piled together in a mass upon a sloping bed of sand. I thought I had suffered enough already, but it was nothing to what now befell me. Day after day we were left on the hot and blistering sand, without one drop of water ; our shells gaped with the heat, and the wider we opened them the more we suffered. Truly I envied my fellows whom I had left in the cool delicious sea, and could have wished myself back again, but that I still hoped there was something better in store for me. My contentment was all gone, and in about a week there was FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS nothing left of me but the poor despised lump. Then, to my intense surprise, I saw that it must have been for this that I was valued, since my shell and all else was thrown away. I next found myself in my captor's hands being placed in a round hole in a piece of wood, and, oh joy! I- was plunged into the water again. It was delicious ! How I revelled in it ! " But a strange thing happened : the wood came closer and closer, and at last pinched me so tightly that I could have screamed. When I thought I could endure it no longer the wood and I were lifted out of the water, and then began a horrid process. I was rubbed violently with a white powder, which I found to be made of the smallest pearls ground to a very fine dust, and though it increased my smoothness and brilliancy it was most un- pleasant to bear. That is the whole of my story. I have lost everything, first beauty, then health, then friends, last of all my home was taken from me, and only that left which I had thought my greatest dis- figurement. * Even then I suffered agonies FOR THE MASTER'S USE in being polished and rubbed by my fellows, and only now do I begin to taste of peace." " You are indeed very beautiful," put in the Diamond, whereat the Pearl blushed a rosy red. " Such beauty as I have was given me by the Jeweller who brought upon me all these changes. I was not ever thus ; but now it is your turn, tell me of yourself," she said, turning to the Diamond. " In many things my experience re- sembles yours," said the Diamond, " it is true it was shorter, but I think it was sharper also. Until a few months ago my life was very quiet and uneventful. You must know I was not as you see me now, but rough and dull-looking and of no particular attractiveness. Indeed it sur- prises me, now I come to think of it, why the Jeweller should have picked me out from amongst hundreds of others all more or less alike. He must be wonderfully clever to know what is in us as he does ! Well, he brought me home with others 133 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS across the sea, and I was pleased enough to see more of the world. At times he would take us out of the soft green bag in which we lived and show us to his friends. I could not help noticing that though there were stones of other colours with us, they gave me the most attention, and when they discussed about a ' rose- diamond ' and a ' brilliant ' I thought they spoke of our colour, but I know better now. I quickly gathered that a ' brilliant ' was the most valued, and I determined that I was a ' brilliant ' for I could see I was quite colourless and unlike the rosy rubies ; but I little knew all that was meant by becoming a ' brilliant.' I was quite satisfied with myself as I was I knew no better and when they knocked me against hard corners and tried to scratch me, I resisted with all my might. I rebelled against the rough treatment, and rejoiced when they spoke of my hard- ness. I thought it was a virtue and I gloried in it. But I learnt differently, it cost me pain enough by-and-by. "When we reached land and I was 134 FOR THE MASTER'S USE next taken out of the bag it was in a dull little room, where I noticed they talked more distinctly of my being a ' brilliant ' presently, and spoke of ' cutting ' me, and then of ' polishing,' after which they said I should be ready for the Jeweller's use. I had no idea what they meant, but I was not left long in ignorance. I felt myself firmly fixed, and then piece by piece was taken from me till I was left little more than half the size I was originally. I cannot tell the agonies I suffered ! " I thought it would never end, first one side was cut, then another and another, until I felt as if there would be nothing left and life was over for me at last ! Bitterly did I regret my wish to be a ' brilliant ' for I found that ' brilliant ' and ' rose ' are only two different names which they give to diamonds according to the way they cut them, and the rose does not suffer so much, as it is not so much cut about. At the same time I must admit that they said only the very best quality of stone would stand the amount of cutting necessary to make it a ' brilliant.' But it was too late US FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS now ; I could only submit, and I know I ought to have been proud and happy to think that I was allowed to undergo all this, for some of the smaller stones that came over with me were simply pounded up in a steel mortar and used to polish others with, just as your small relations were," added the Diamond, turning to the Pearl. " Doubtless their lives were equally useful, though not so honoured, and as we did not make our own but were chosen by the Jeweller himself, we may rejoice and be thankful that he has so honoured us. I could not help seeing now that they had cut away my earthy outside, that I was more admired than ever, and strange to say, I gathered that the more I was cut the more the Jeweller would value me, even though my size were less. " This puzzled me very much at first, but I know why it is now, every cut means a new side from which to reflect light and brilliance ; the more sides I have, the more I shine. " But you must not think this was all that I suffered or that I shone all at once ; 136 FOR THE MASTER'S USE oh no ! I had more to undergo. The powdered diamonds were rubbed against me again and again till I flashed out in agony, and as they rubbed they searched me eagerly to see how I stood it, and whether any flaw or imperfection would be revealed. The more they rubbed, the more I flashed back, till at last they pronounced me ' brilliant ' indeed, and flung me into this delightful softness, where I was thankfully reposing when you joined me. You seem to think that this is not the end, for myself I hope it is, I am so tired." " Oh, no ! " rejoined the Pearl, " you are far too lovely to be shut up here in the dark ; you must show others how beautiful you have become ; you must shine as the stars for ever." "That will be as the Jeweller orders," said the Diamond ; and turning to the Gold, he added, "it is your turn now." " My life, like both of yours, has been f 11 of changes," sighed the Gold, "but nlike you I have not gained by it. '37 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS I observe that each of you is conscious of improvement, whereas I am only an unformed useless mass without light or O brilliancy." " Do not say that," softly interposed the Pearl, "your colour is lovely, so rich, so mellow, so much more glorious than any I can show." " Or I either," said the Diamond. " Well, it is kind of you to say so, but, like yourselves, I must acknowledge that an} 7 beauty you find in me is not really mine, but is the work of the Jeweller. I can claim nothing of my own, indeed the only virtue I possess is that I am the most docile of all metals and the least volatile. I heard the Jeweller say that it was on this account that he selected me, because he could make of me the most readily what he wished, and that I should lose nothing, no matter in how fierce a heat he tried me. " When I first came into his possession, I was embedded in a part of the earth, which I believe is called rock. It had always been my home and always would 138 FOR THE MASTER'S USE be, so I thought, and I was very well content. I had no wish for higher things like the Pearl, and would gladly have escaped suffering if I could. The first thing required of me was to come out ot my earthy surroundings and be separated. To achieve this I was cruelly crushed by huge piles of wood shod with iron which were driven down upon me by machinery, and which there was no means of avoid- ing. I noticed how the rocky matter split and cracked, and how readily it parted from me, and was washed away, whilst I remained caught in the hairy surface of a blanket. Not a scrap of me was lost ; and though I was sadly beaten and battered about T was not yet freed from all im- purity. " I was a little consoled after this, for my closest friend, another mineral called mercury, for whom I have the greatest possible liking, joined me, and I eagerly rushed to greet him, leaving all else behind and throwing myself upon him in a close embrace. But we were not to enjoy it long ; they soon parted us, draw- 139 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS ing off my only friend by a mysterious process which I think they call distilling. I cannot explain it, I only know I lost him ; he grew fainter and fainter in spite of my clinging, and at last floated quite away, leaving me worse off than ever, for I was now nothing but a fine powder of a dull brown colour, no better than the earth from which I was taken. Ah, how I sighed for my quiet home ! How I pitted myself thus uprooted, crushed, robbed of friends and acquaintance, reduced to less than nothing, useless ! So I thought, for I did not know that the object of all this painful discipline was just the reverse, and that only through suffering could I be perfected. " But all was not yet over. ' I will purely purge away thy dross and take away all thy tin,' ' I will sit as a purifier and refiner and purge thee,' said the Jeweller, and my pain began anew. I was flung into a biting cruel acid ; I seemed to lose my very identity. I changed colour, and just as I felt I could bear it no longer and gave myself up for lost, all was 140 FOR THE MASTER'S USE changed in a moment, and once again I was a dull brown powder. It is not pleasant to feel oneself reduced to nothing in this way ; it is most humbling ; and a trial through which neither of you have passed, I think, so you can hardly know what it is like. I thought that now at last I might rest but no. I was carefully gathered up and placed in an iron vessel upon a terrible furnace, which raged with such cruel heat that I dissolved into fluid and turned a greenish blue. I had no more strength left in me. But like you," he added, turning to the Pearl, " at the moment when I felt all was lost I was nearest to relief. I was removed from the furnace, poured out and left to cool, and on coming to my senses found myself as you now see me." " Your experience has indeed been varied," said the Diamond. " It all seems very puzzling to me. You were chosen because you would lose nothing ; I gained by loss : you were soft and docile ; in me hardness was a virtue. I should like to 141 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS know what is your opinion about it all, and how you understand life." "One thing," replied the Gold, " is quite clear; we have all been brought through great suffering of various kinds to a new state of being, and it is a very different state from our previous one. It is also clear that the discipline used to perfect us was just the one best suited to attain its end and calculated most surely to turn our defects into virtues. Had I been treated as the Diamond, my softness and docility would have caused much loss in value ; yet the hardness of the Diamond was the very thing that made his treat- ment effectual to his perfecting. Truly the Jeweller is all wise, ' he knoweth whereof we are made,' and gives to each of us the experience most efficacious to change the ugliness which was ours by nature into beauty. You, dear Pearl, have been afflicted- with disease and the contempt of friends ; the Diamond has suffered loss to the half of all he possessed ; whilst I have been through every conceivable change, so bewildering in character that only now can 142 FOR THE MASTER'S USE I begin to think of it calmly. One thing I see quite clearly, we all had blemishes in ourselves by nature which we could not have got rid of without the Jeweller's help. In our original state we were each devoid of beauty, and but for the Jeweller who brought all these influences upon us, painful though they were, we should have remained unfruitful and should have merited no praise but rather blame." "Well," said the Diamond, "that is true, but is there any purpose in it ? " " Surely," replied the Gold. " We all agree, do we not ? that what we have gone through is preparation, and preparation of our very selves. It must be for some purpose that he sought each of us out in such different ways, and from such dif- ferent circumstances, and prepared us for himself; he must have some work or place for us by-and-by for which he has so care- fully fitted us." " I hope so,'"' said the Pearl. " I should like to have the opportunity of showing to others all that he has done for me. It would help them to see what his wisdom FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS can make of the most unpromising ma- terials, and our only way of thanking him is to let others see the beauty he has given us." As the Pearl uttered these words the drawer was again opened, and they heard the voice of the Jeweller speaking : " These are my most beautiful gems, they are nearly perfect. This Diamond and Pearl are almost faultless, they will shine with a light above the brightness of the sun in the day when I make up my jewels. The Gold, too, is pure gold, tried in the fire ; it is the best and most useful servant that I have, indeed I could do little with- out it, even my brightest, purest gems would lack half their beauty had I no gold in which to set them, so true is it that ' the greatest is he who doth serve.' ' Soon after this their repose was again broken, and their lives were separated. The Diamond and Pearl once more re- cognised each other in the same piece of jewelry as it was clasped round the 144 FOR THE MASTER'S USE arm of a beautiful girl by her fond lover. For the Gold a nobler service was re- served. A plain and unpretentious ring was made of it, and when next the three met together the ring was on the girl's finger binding two hearts in one by a life- long troth. THE SPARROW AND THE CUCKOO'S EGG Out present holds our future." THE SPARROW AND THE CUCKOO'S EGG PRING-TIME at last! How delightful it is to feel the sun after the long cold winter, when it was so hard to find anything to eat, and even the worms would not come out of the hard ground ! How delightful to feel the sun shining warmly on your back whilst you smooth out your feathers and sharpen your bill against a twig and make ready to enjoy the day ! " So thought a fine young sparrow as she sat on the branch of an oak-tree one morn- ing in February. " I cannot think what the winter is for," she murmured to herself discontentedly ; " it is so cold and gloomy, and all the land 149 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS looks so white it makes your eyes ache to look at the snow, and it is such hard work to find any food. Mother says the winter is necessary, I know, and that the snow keeps things warm, and that we should never have any delightful spring if we did not go through the winter first ; and of course mother has been through several winters, and this is only my first, but all the same I don't believe she knows. Old people always think they know everything, but I must say I don't see why we need have any winter at all. If I had arranged things it should only be spring-time and summer oh yes, and autumn too, because there are so many nice berries to eat then, but never winter." So saying, she flew down to the smooth lawn where she had caught sight of a nice tender young worm, which made a tempting breakfast. Brighteyes, as our friend was called, had been born a year ago, and this was her first spring. She had not had much experience of life yet, and, as we have heard, she was not very willing to take lessons from the wisdom and experience of others. Her 150 THE SPARROW AND THE CUCKOO'S EGG mother, who was a wise old sparrow, was often very anxious about her daughter. She was so pretty, her shape was so comely, her feathers so soft and so smooth, her feet so trim, her beak so polished, and, above all, her eyes so bright, that she had many admirers; and as St. Valentine's Day was so near, when the little sparrows seek to begin life for themselves and make a home together in a cosy little nest of their own, it is no wonder that her mother should be doubly anxious that she should choose a steady young bird for her husband. Strong Bill was known to be very much in love with Brighteyes, and so was Brown Wing, and either of them would have made her happy, but they had a powerful rival in young Tightclaw, with whom Brighteyes was very fond of spending a day flying over the meadows and hills. This made her mother very unhappy, as she feared that he was too fond of his own way and of his own comfort to take real care of her daughter or to make her married life a happy one. Many a time did she warn FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS Brighteyes, but she did not seem to pay much attention. " Don't you be afraid, mother dear, I know what I'm about. Tightclaw is a little fond of his own way, I admit, but then I like that in a husband. I am sur- prised to hear you take the other view. As for me, I'm not one of the new-fashioned sort that hold the wife may do as she likes and the husband have no control over her. I believe that the husband should be the lord and' master. So never you fear, mother ; you know a great many things, I daresay, but not quite everything, and you don't know Tightclaw as I do." It was with an anxious heart that her mother awaited St. Valentine's Day, on which morning all the suitors would come to accost Brighteyes, and she would make her choice by flying off with one of them. The morning opened brightly, the sun rose early, and the air was merry with the joyous songs of many happy hearts eager to greet St. Valentine. Strong Bill was the first to approach Brighteyes. As he drew near she put her head on one side 152 Don't you be afraid, mother dear, I know what I'm about." p. 152. THE SPARROW AND THE CUCKOO'S EGG eoquetishly, then smoothed a feather in her wing, and stood by her mother looking very demure. This made it rather hard for him, for he did not feel sure how he would be received. After paying his respects as a dutiful sparrow should to the mother, he turned to Brighteyes and told her how he had found a sheltered and secure corner in a neighbouring hedge near some moist ground where worms were plentiful, and which he thought was the very spot for a home ; and how he had marked some twigs and some rnoss in the wood hard by and some hair in the farmyard ; and how he knew these would make a cosy little nest to live in, and it only wanted one thing to make it perfect ; and would Brighteyes come and see it ? Brighteyes twittered and chirped, and flew round about and made as though she would, and then she wouldn't, and at last poor Strong Bill saw that it was of no use, and he flew oft' alone. Brown Wing and the others fared alike, and it was with a sad heart that her mother saw her worst fears realised as FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS Brighteyes left her side to fly away with Tight claw. " Oh, mother, come and see iny little home and share with me the joys that are coming. Look at these dear little eggs in my nest," said Brighteyes some time later, as her mother flew past. It was the first visit from her parent since she had left her old home. The mother settled on a twig close by, and looked at the nest with a critical eye. Yes, it was well placed and well made. Tight- claw was a good husband so far ; the boughs clustered well over it to protect it from rain, and the spot was a secure one. But when Brighteyes hopped off the nest and invited her mother to look in and inspect her treasures, her heart sank within her. One, two, three and what is this ? four yes, she counted over again. Four eggs ; there could be no mistake, for the fourth was quite different from the rest, it was larger and smoother and of a different colour. Now the mother, as I have said, was a wise old bird, but alas ! no amount of wisdom will save those from trouble who are deter- THE SPARROW AND THE CUCKOO'S EGG mined to have their own way and not to accept lessons from those who are older than themselves. Her heart sank because she knew that there was trouble in store for her daughter ; she knew that the only way to secure happiness is to get rid of evil at once, to turn it out resolutely, to give it no quarter, not to let it stay with us an hour, and she recognised in the stranger egg the seed of an enemy of her race. So when Brighteyes asked her if she did not think her very happy in expecting four pairs of little bright eyes in her nest some morning when most of her friends had only three, the mother slowly shook her head. " No, my child, I do not ; for look," said she, "this one is different from the others ; it is not your own at all, it will not bring you happiness but misery ; turn it out at once." Now Brighteyes did not quite know how this egg had come into her nest. She knew that she had found it there one morning when she had jumped off to enjoy an early breakfast with Tightclaw, and she did not think it had been there FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS the night before when she came home but then it was late and rather dark (she had been spending the afternoon with Mr. and Mrs. Strong Bill), and it was quite true that when she returned it was too dark to see. But still how could it have got there ? Who could have put it in the nest ? No ! it was just one of her mother's fads, there was nothing in it ; she was always croaking and thinking she knew better than any one else. Why, she had said Brighteyes would not be happy if she married Tight- claw, and every one knew what an excel- lent husband he made ! It was just nonsense and absurd to worry herself about it, so she determined to pay no attention. Besides, she was particularly fond of this fine egg ; all her friends and neighbours came to look at it, and all declared that they had none like it ! It might be a peculiarity of her own, but there was no harm in it. She would not deny the difference between herself and the other young mothers whom she visited, but to say anything BO harmless was " evil " was surely too 156 THE SPARROW AND THE CUCKOO'S EGG much, and far too serious a view of the matter. "Turn it out, mother! Oh no, I could not do that; why should I?" she indig- nantly replied. " My child, believe me, the time will come when you will bitterly rue the day that you refused to do as I told you. That egg is harmless now but wait, harbour it in your bosom, nurse it to your heart, and you are nursing a power which will by-and-by become so strong that it will be your master. All your happiness will be gone, your life ruined, your little ones will find themselves robbed of what should be theirs, and eventually they will be turned out of their home, and this selfish evil one will take it for his own. Your husband will leave you, and your whole life will be wretched, because you will not put from you now an evil which will grow too strong for you after a while." At thisBrighteyes grew very angry. (We always are angry, you know, when we mean to do wrong and any one tells us the truth about it.) She knew there was something '57 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS strange about this egg which charmed her so, she felt as though it did not really belong to her, she did not quite understand it; and yet it was so difficult to believe that anything that looked so harmless could be a source of evil, and it was so nice to be different from the other birds who had only three. Surely some other time would do to turn it out if need be, there was no such absurd hurry; she would wait and see. And so time went on ; and by-and-by her long patient brooding over the nest was rewarded by the sight of some bright little eyes and some widely gaping yellow bills. Tightclaw, who had been a most attentive and devoted husband, was de- lighted, and flew round and round the nest and chirped gaily to let all the neighbours know. Great, was the excitement to see what should come from the strange egg, but there was nothing yet, and Brighteyes could not help thinking of her mother's words as she noted this more distinct sign of difference. Why was this little one longer in coming ? She confided her doubt 158 THE SPARROW AND THE CUCKOO'S EGG to her husband, who only laughed at her for listening to "old women's fables." " Why, my dear, don't you know your mother better than that ? She is always pro- phesying evil and it never comes ; don't you believe her, my dear. I am sure I am quite capable of taking care of you, and she can just mind her own business," said Tightclaw, decisively. And Brighteyes re- membered that her mother had been wrong about her husband ; he had never been unkind, and had they not been married a long time already ? And so she would be wrong again ; and she put it all out of her mind. She had plenty to think of now. There were three little ones to be nursed ; there were the remains of the broken shells to turn out of the nest ; there were some wee fluffy feathers to smooth ; and, most important of all, there were three little mouths to feed. So for a few days all went well and all alarm was forgotten. But before tjuC week was ended a fourth mouth gaped widely for some breakfast, and another pair of eyes twinkled brightly in the morning. 159 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS It was hard work now for Tio-htclaw o to bring home enough to feed them all, for Brighteyes could not go far as she was wanted to keep them warm until their feathers should have grown longer. And the last comer had such a big mouth and seemed so hungry, it took several worms to satisfy him. Besides this, the novelty of the family was beginning to wear off, and Tightclaw was getting tired of having so much to do. Added to this, Brighteyes could not help noticing that the stranger always managed to get the best worms and the most food, and that her three little ones came off rather badly. Then he was so big and so awkward in the nest, he pushed them about so, and always seemed to get the most comfortable place for himself. She had told her mother that it did not matter to any one but herself if she chose to let him stay in the nest, but now that he was there she began to feel that her mother was right and that he did make a great difference to every one. More difference perhaps to others than to 160 THE SPARROW AND THE CUCKOO'S EGG herself, for Tightclaw was grumbling and beginning to be quite bad-tempered, and her little ones were not getting on nearly so well as they did. The nest seemed much too small for four ; perhaps, after all, three would have been better ; " but never mind, they will be able to fly soon, and the warmer weather is coming when they need not sleep in the nest, so it will all come right." But she had forgotten that little ones may grow faster than we expect, and that selfish natures are not changed all in a day. The needs of his family increased so fast that at last Tightclaw refused to feed them, and upbraided her for not taking her mother's advice and turning out the stranger. He called her selfish and vain, and told her it was now too late ; she had chosen her own way, and he should go his. The sun seemed suddenly to disappear as he said this ; her heart sank within her as her mother's words came back to her mind, and in terror and grief she assured him she would at once fly home and do as he wished the stranger should go, even though it L Id FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS was tearing out her own heart ; she would do anything if he would but forgive her. " Turn him out I It is too late ; your mother was right. Try," scoffed he, with a mocking laugh, as she flew homewards. Alas ! it was too true ! The nest held but one where there had been four. On the ground below lay her fondly cherished ones, all lifeless, whilst the stranger filled the nest. " Oh ! mother, mother," she wailed, " why did I not believe you ? Who would have thought that anything so innocent and apparently so strengthless could have wrought such harm ? My husband gone, my children dead, my home filled with misery, and all because I would do as I pleased, and hug to my heart this evil thing, and refused to crush it before it had grown too strong for me. My life in wasted ! Others have happy homes and are good wives and mothers, but I can never be either ! " " Not so, my child," said a voice at her side, and turning round she found her mother near. " Not so ; whilst life lasts there is hooe for all of us. You have learnt 162 THE SPARROW AND THE CUCKOO'S EGG your lesson ; you will not now refuse to believe that the growth of evil is sure and swift, and that the only hope of overcoming it is to crush it at the first. You will begin again, and in a new home you will be able to avoid the mistakes you now so bitterly regret." " Indeed, indeed I will ; but where is my husband ? I have lost him." "He will come back to you," said her mother. " He too has learnt a lesson, I doubt not. Another and a brighter spring- time will yet be yours, but remember it must be winter first." But Brighteyes did not now grumble at the winter. She began to realise that there was a use in the winter when Tightclaw came and helped her to pull up the re- luctant worms and to find the hidden berries, and it was with a humbled and yet happy heart that she welcomed the return- ing spring, and determined with herself that henceforth she would seek only the happiness of others, and pluck out even her right eye rather than let it cause her to offend. 163 CHANCE OR DESIGN? "All nature is but art, unknown to thee ; All chance direction which thou canst not see' CHANCE OR DESIGN? TELL you you're mistaken ; as it was in the beginning, so now and for ever after. There is nothing outside what you see, everything works by itself at least by a law, if you choose to describe it so, by a power, if you prefer to think of it in that way which goes oh from day to day the same." " Well, I can't help feeling my doubts about it. What is it all for ? I can't be satisfied until I see the end ; there must be a purpose. What is it ? " The speakers were two straight flat pieces of lead about an inch wide, and a sixteenth of an inch in depth, very bright and shining, and bearing some slightly 167 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS raised irregularities along one edge. These were letters forming words. Each piece of lead represented a line of type cast on the molten metal by the move- ments of a machine called " the linotype machine." But this they did not know, and, like many others, they found it difficult nay, almost impossible, to believe what they could not see. Let us listen while they talk. " A purpose ? Yes, of course, the purpose is just what you see, no more. You go through your day's work, the machine begins to move, the wheels turn, the bars clang as they rise or fall, the great leather band whirrs as it twists end- lessly round the wheels, the door opens, and first you appear, then I, followed by others exactly like us. We go through the same round day by day, always being placed side by side, and having the same black mass passed over us, and then the great white sheet, after which we are taken up and returned to the quietude of the box out of which we started, there to repose through the long hours 1 68 CHANCE OR DESIGN? until, with the return of warmth and light, all is set in motion again, and once more we repeat the events of the previous day. That's the purpose, and the end of all things too." " Don't think me obstinate that I venture to doubt it. I cannot be satisfied to think that we are such mere puppets, the sport of this power which gives us life." " I don't see why you need speak of a 'power that gives us life,' as though it were personal, it is nothing more than the order of things. Look how regular it is, always the same ; we know exactly what will happen day after day, and if anything were damaged, it would be a miracle, and all clever people know that miracles do not happen." " I grant that, yet I don't think I need a miracle to happen, to prove that I am right in believing that the power which enables us to move and act is something rather greater than 'the order of things.' I have a conviction, unreasonable though you may think it, that our life means more 169 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS than appears, and if I could only know this, it would be a greater proof of power to me, a greater miracle than any irregu- larity of movement on the part of the machine. Purpose is surely greater than power, because it implies mind, intelligence, will. That the laws under which we work should be changed, that the wheels should go backward, and the bars move upward instead of downward would be a miracle, because it is contrary to the laws of our being as we know them. Such an exhibi- tion of power, I agree with you, would be a wonder, a miracle : but even if it were possible, it would not be so wonderful to my mind as our daily life, if, as I believe, it has a constant meaning and a purpose." " This is too absurd ! Mind, intelligence, will ! you will be claiming moral qualities next for your mysterious Power ! No, believe me, there is nothing beyond what you are already acquainted with. The power is resident in the material around you, and it works according to certain fixed laws, and your life is fixed and you 170 CHANCE OR DESIGN? cannot alter it. You may as well do as I do, make yourself as comfortable as you can, and enjoy yourself, and leave off worrying and speculating about mere theories." But the bar of lead was troubled, and could not accept the easy philosophy of his companion, but pondered in silence for a while over the problem of existence. At last it began again. " Then how do you explain what we go through every day ? What is the use of the characters impressed upon us day by day ? I feel, and I am sure you must feel, too, that I am not always the same as I was before. Is this, too, chance or law?" "Well, it certainly isn't anybody's doing but your own ; you can't be so absurd as to imagine that everything is arranged and ordered to account for each little variety in every one of us. What can so insignificant a thing matter, and o ^j how could it possibly be done without dis- arranging the whole 1 " " That I don't know, but I do know 171 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS that I come forth different day by day, and perhaps if we knew more about it, instead of thinking that our affairs created a disarrangement of the whole, we should see that the entire machine is in the hands of one who so thoroughly understands it, and who has it in such complete control that he is able to guide each one of us to the carrying out of his will." " Oh ! then you prefer to believe that you have no will of your own, that you can't help doing what you do day by day ? In fact, you prefer to believe in the existence of a will of which you have no evidence, to believing in your own will which you do know." "Not so. I believe in both because I think it is quite possible that if I went any other way than the right way, or if I received a wrong impression, the Power presiding over the whole machine could put it right again." " And supposing I grant your idea for the sake of argument, of what good would it be to this Power ? What can it matter to him how we spend our lives ? " 172 CHANCE OR DESIGN? "A very great deal if, as I imagine, there is a purpose behind our lives." But here the dialogue was arrested by the removal of the last speaker from the machine. A hand was stretched down to where he lay, and he found himself lifted out of his surroundings, and listening to the following words : "These little marks along the edge are letters which are moulded or cast upon the lead. Each bar of lead is one line of the type ; these are placed side by side, and from them we print off thousands and thousands of copies." " But do show us how this is done." " I touch these keys, which are each marked with a letter, and as I press them down the mould for the letter drops into position. When in this way I have called out all the moulds I want to make the words, I set the other part of the machine going, and they are held in front of this box of molten lead, some of which is then squeezed into them and receives from them the impress of the letters, so enabling us to print from it We can work four times as. 173 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS quickly with this machine as we could when setting up the letters by hand. Then, if you watch, you will see that the same movements which bring out the fresh moulds for the next line return the others to their places ready for future use." " How wonderful it is ! It seems as though it worked by itself, everything is so very complete and well organised ; it is difficult to believe it cannot do all the work alone." " Yet it needs continual attention, or it will not work rightly." " But do you ever have mistakes ? Do the letters ever get wrong or make bad impressions ? " " Yes, sometimes. Then I have to check the machine, and set the line over again." " Is not that a great trouble ? " "No! it is worth the slight upset, because one wrong letter would spoil the line, and might even convey a different message from the one I wish to set up. Before all things, it is important that the printing be correct. The whole object of the machine is to make 174 CHANCE OR DESIGN? t so, and no amount of trouble do I grudge to bring it about." "Well, I call it little short of miraculous, to think that you can sit here by a machine, which seems to go on with such perfect regularity and order that it almost works by itself, and yet you are influencing it every moment, making it set up all these different letters in due order, so that hundreds of words can be printed from them, and sent all over the world." " How little these letters think," said one of the speakers, taking up the bar of lead and looking attentively at it, "how great a part they are playing, and how endless is the message they tell by the impressions received in the machine ! " But the bar of lead knew now that its conjectures were correct. It knew that the daily round which seemed to go on always the same was yet presided over by a mind > intelligence, and will ; that all things worked together for a good purpose; that no amount of trouble, even to the disarranging of the machine, would be grudged to replace a 175 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS letter that had gone wrong ; that the very perfection of the machine and the ease with which it worked was a more constant miracle than its occasional disarrangement, even though it lacked, by reason of its very constancy, the more startling elements of the unexpected. THE MESSENGERS OF LOVE " Some feel the rod And own, like MS, the Father's chastening hand." " Whom the Lord loveth He chasteneth." THE MESSENGERS OF LOVE sat upon His throne, and round Him stood His messen- gers, the angel minist rants of His sovereign will. " The Earth has wandered far," He said ; " far from her allegiance to my throne. She has forgotten that she is mine, bought with a price. I would fain draw her to my side again ; whom shall I send ?" And the Angel of Prosperity said, " Send me." And God said, " Go." " And the Angel flew to Earth, and circling her round with brightness, sought to win her buck by gentleness to God. But she said " See, how all things smile on me, arid how happy is life ; what more do I need ? Life is full of plenty and of 179 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS joy ; talk not to me of God, I have every- thing I want." And the Angel left her, and returned depressed to the Throne of God, and told his tale. " She is content ; I cannot reach her heart." Then said the Angel of War, " Send me ; I will shake her from her peace, she shall remember she is not her own." And the second Angel flew to Earth, and sowed the seeds of disruption amongst her nations till she was red with blood and war. But still she turned not, nor faltered on her course. " For see." said she, " these things must be. 'Tis but the passions of men ; nations will strive, and grow but stronger for the fight." And the Angel of War knew that he had sped no better than the Angel of Prosperity. Then God spake again : " I am loth to cause grief to her whom I cherish, and yet I fain would win her love again. She is drifting from me, and I must reach her heart." And turning to the Angel of Famine, 1 80 THE MESSENGERS OF LOVE He said, " Go, yet use not all your power. Walk through the Earth, yet smite her gently. In wrath remember mercy." Then Famine stalked ahroad and spread his black wings o'er the Earth, and where their shadow fell the vegetation withered and the fruit hung dead. And from the Earth there rose a wail of anguish ; for the people failed, their strength diminished, and the weak ones sank, and upon all was set the seal of pinching want. Then mindful of his Lord's commands the Angel stayed his progress, and stood awhile at rest. And as he rested, he listened, hoping to detect amid the wail of stricken souls the cry to God for help and love and shelter. But the Earth was recovering. The mountains and fields were green again with grass, and men's hearts grew light with returning plenty. "Nature never fails," said Earth, and still she turned not from her course. So yet another Angel returned in sad- ness and failure to his Master's feet. And God said, " I would fain draw her 181 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS unto me with the cords of love, and she will not. The pleasures and ambitions of life hold my people in bondage, and will not let them go : their heart is hardened. But I have yet one messenger who will wake them from their sloth, and whom I must now send. She will not listen to the gentler voices ; she will hear you. Go, Angel of Death, and draw her to my side." And the Angel left the presence of the Eternal, and circling the Earth in his embrace, sought to draw her back to God. Wherever he stepped he left the mark of his sad presence in lowly cottage, in stately mansion alike. All knew him by the destruction which marked his track. A wail of anguish rose ; but still no note of supplication, no thought of God. Men's hearts shrank with fear, but as yet they turned not to their God. And the Angel stayed awhile and waited, and men began to lose their fears. " He is gone/' said they, " we need not fear." And the Angel knew his work was not yet done, and once again he brooded o'er 182 THE MESSENGERS OF LOVE the Earth. With mighty finger he touched the great ones of the land and laid them low; the old and the young alike fell down before him as he cried, " Turn ye, turn ye ; why will ye die ? " And yet again he paused ; but still the Earth turned not, nor sought her Lord. And once more, with unwilling feet, the Angel sped upon his mission of destruc- tion ; for he dared not return until he had fulfilled his Lord's behest. A third time he stretched out his hand to gather of Earth's fairest and greatest, and both he found combined in one young life. The greatest, for was he not heir to the throne of Earth's greatest nation ? The fairest, for did not the fairest hopes encircle him ? In the full strength of his manhood, and in the joy of blossoming love, he stood upon the threshold of his life, and all hearts beat in eager sympathy with its brightness. " This flower will I pluck," said Death ; " it will win them to the thought of God," and stretching out his hand he gathered him with one swift stroke from the hearts that loved him. FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS And the Earth paused, stunned by the sudden blow. " What hand is this ? " they said. " We thought Prosperity was of our own making, that Famine was only nature's work, and War but the fruit of men's passions ; but this dread Hand that robs us of our love, whence comes it ? It is something greater than nature or man; it is God. We have forgotten God," they cried ; " our hearts hunger for love, and God is love ; let us turn to Him ! " And God said, "It is well; I have smitten and I can heal ; I also will hear their cry and will help them ; I will satisfy the hunger of their heart, for I alone can, and I love them with an everlasting love." And the Angel knew that his mission was accomplished. 184 " NOW WE SEE THROUGH A GLASS, DARKLY." " Where'er thou art, He is; the eternal Mind Acts through all places ; is to none confined; Fills ocean, earth, and air, and all above, And through the universal mass doth move." NOW WE SEE THROUGH A GLASS, DARKLY." HE beach was a pleasant one, with long stretches of bright smooth sand, broken here and there by rocks and pools. These lent an agreeable variety of form and a bright contrast of colour to the scene, for the rocks abounded in rich marine vegeta- tion ; feathery weeds of brightest scarlet and deepest purple lay side by side with floating ribbons of emerald hue. The placid pools that nestled in the hollows held many a gem of purest ray hidden within their depths, and from their mirror-like surface flashed back the reflection of the sunlight. Nor were they devoid of life. When the tide was high, and the sea covered them, 187 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS they became the favourite haunt of certain sea-mice, crabs, shrimps, and other creatures, which now and then found themselves im- prisoned in these shallow depths until they should be released by the return of the tide, and so enabled to seek their homes in the greater depth beyond. The crabs, of course, were independent of the tide. They could breathe in the air or under the water equally well, and would often go to and fro across the hard smooth sand back to their ocean home. Owing to this peculiarity they held their heads rather high, and were inclined to think themselves very superior in knowledge and power ; they certainly had better opportunities of knowing things, and as knowledge is said to be power, perhaps they were not so very far wrong. Anyway, this was. the spirit which animated a certain crab who frequented the largest of the pools ; and appa- rently not without reason, for he was constantly appealed to in any matter of doubt or difficulty, and this surely was some excuse for him if he seemed at times 188 "NOW WE SEE THROUGH A GLASS, DARKLY" to think that he knew everything. He was of an inquiring and reflective turn of mind, a bit of a philosopher too. He made friends with every creature in his own ele- ment, the sea, and learnt from them what he could; but he made friends also in his ex- cursions to the pools with others who lived in the air, from whom he learnt new facts. Upon these he was wont to enlarge when he returned to the sea, and so he gradually acquired a position of teacher, and was con- stantly referred to in matters of dispute. His most attentive pupil and most con- stant disputant was a young sole whose home was far below the surface, and who rarely quitted its unruffled depths. Half buried in the sand, she would lie and listen to the wondrous stories of her friend and teacher, the crab. Around them would gather one and another of their acquaintances and neighbours, occasionally throwing in a word of comment or approval, or propounding a difficulty, or, more rarely, contributing a piece of information. " But what is the sun ? You keep talk- ing of the sun, and I don't know what you 189 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS mean ; what is the sun ? " she sharply inquired, in the midst of an interesting ac- count of the crab's morning on the rocks. " The sun is the source of life," said the crab, sententiously, not best pleased at having his story spoilt. " Well," said the sole, " we seem to get on very well without him ; none of us have seen the sun, and yet we live very comfort- ably, and have got all we want, plenty of food and comfortable snug homes." " Ah ! " rejoined the crab, "you don't really live without the sun ; you think you do because you don't know him ; but it would be a very different world, I can tell you, if there were no sun." " Well, tell me what he is like. Have you seen him ? " " No, I cannot say I have," admitted the crab ; " no one has seen him at any time." " Then I don't believe there is any such thing ; it is only your absurd imagination, and you think to impose upon us because you know some things which we don't. I sha'n't believe it unless you can prove it," said the sole, wriggling the sand triumph- 190 "NOW WE SEE THROUGH A GLASS, DARKLY" antly off her back as she glanced round for approval at the plaice and whiting who had gathered near, and settling herself again with the air of having completely posed her teacher. " Well, I believe in him because I have felt his heat and have seen his light," said the crab. " Then, did the sun make light and heat ? " asked a whiting, who had been listening very attentively. " They are part of him," replied the crab ; " he would not be a sun without light and heat, and none of them can be separated. There can be no life without heat and light ; everything would die if they were gone. As long as the world has been, so have they." " You speak in riddles," petulantly put in the sole. " What do we know of sun, or heat, or light, living down here ? Per- haps, if you could tell us what these things are, we could follow you." " Well, it will be difficult," admitted the crab, " because you have had no experience of these things. And yet I think I can do it, because if I can show that I speak the 191 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS truth about the things you do know, you will believe me when I tell you about what is above you, won't you ? To begin with, you cannot see the sun ; I have never actually seen him myself ; neither can you feel his heat, for you are a fish. But here I may remark that you must be willing to believe the testimony of those who can, if you see that it is not contradicted by anything you know. It is as much beyond your power to feel heat as it is to see the sun ; bub this is no proof that they do not exist ; you must ' take these on faith,' as they say. And yet not altogether, now I come to think of it, for you can examine carefully the evidence there is of such a thing as heat. Though you cannot yourself experi- ence it, you can test the assertions of those who have ; and you can observe its effects, and see if they can be accounted for in any other way. If they cannot, it clearly shows that tlis, which is called heat, is a very real thing. And when you see that it fits in and explains a whole number of things you could not understand before, you will be ready to believe you have found what is 192 "NOW WE SEE THROUGH A GLASS, DARKLY " true, will you not? But I won't ask you to agree to this yet. I will first show you that you have some knowledge of light. There is not one of you that is entirely destitute of light. Let us put it to the test, come along." So saying, the crab crawled upward, ac- companied by his friend the sole, and by several others who had been attracted by the conversation, and were interested in its continuance. After going some distance, he approached a rock which reared itself to within a short distance of the sea's surface. Upon this he mounted, and,' turning to the sole, inquired : " Do you see no difference in the sea here from what it was below ? " " Yes," she replied, " it is bright and blue; down below it is dull and dreary. I often come up here to enjoy a good swim, and I love the change." " This is light," said the crab, " and down below is darkness. You love light, you say ; and you evidently know the difference between light and darkness, since you come up here to enjoy it." N 193 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS " But it is all very well for you to argue like that. Of course, I know the difference between blue sea and gloomy sea, but it does not prove to me that light has got anything to do with it, nor that light coines from the sun," objected the sole. " We must go a little further then," said the crab, crawling onwards towards the shore. By-and-by he gained a rock which rose above the waves, and, calling to the sole, urged her to swim upward as he climbed until they touched the surface. A.s they did so, he bade her notice how much paler the ocean grew, so pale that she could hardly bear it, yet for one moment, before she sank relieved to the ocean bed, she caught a glow of golden glorious light. " Now," said he, " I have proved to you that there is such a thing as light ; you have felt it in your own experience. It must come from somewhere. You did not make it, did you ? Neither did I. You have seen that the higher you go the more light you get, and it would go on increasing if 194 "NOW WE SEE THROUGH A GLASS, DARKLY" you could bear it, until at length you would reach the sun." " But where is the sun ? " timidly asked a plaice that was floating near. " The sun is everywhere, throughout all nature, and yet we think of him most often as in heaven," replied the crub. " I admit that we are wrong to do this, because, as I said to you, the whole world would be different if there were no sun everything would lack life. And yet it is difficult to avoid speaking of him in this way to you, who live down here and cannot see all the wondrous things he does." " Well, I admit the light," sighed the sole, as she sank somewhat exhausted on the sand ; " but I did not see any sign of a sun, nor do I see that it is necessary to believe in one ; there was only a great flood of light, and surely this is part of that same nature you keep talking about so much. We could get on very well if we had light only. What gain would a sun be, and why need you assert that the light has any connection with the sun ? " "The sun makes us sure that we shall 195 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS always have light. There are times when we seem to lose it, and have to try and find our way in the dark with no light to guide us. I have often been caught on the rocks by darkness coming on," said the crab, "and all the world has seemed topsy-turvy, and everything in confusion, but I could always console myself by saying, ' By-and-by it will be light,' as I shuffled back to the sea, for I knew the sun was somewhere. There are times when we don't see the sun for several days ; we have light all the same, but not for so long together, nor so bright everything is cold and chill. I have learnt from a swallow who often comes and sits on the rocks and chats to me, that they call this winter. Then, again, there are times when the sun shines constantly, and it is hardly dark at all ; they call that summer. It is lovely and warm then ; everything bursts into life." "But," objected the sole, "this does not prove that there is a sun ; it only proves that you feel the light and the heat ; and you don't expect rne to believe in an argument which is only drawn from your feelings, iy6 "NOW WE SEE THROUGH A GLASS, DARKLY " feelings which I don't share. It is all very well for you to persuade yourself that there is a sun because you feel what you call its light and heat, but it is no proof." " True," rejoined the crab, " I don't ask you to go by what I feel, nor yet by what you feel yourself, because, as I said before, being a fish, you cannot feel heat, even if you would. But you can judge of the truth by the difference which its absence makes. When there is no heat all is barren and bare ; there is no life in anything. My friend, the swallow, tells me that after he flies away, in the winter, everything dies ; the trees are bare, the leaves all withered, the flowers dead. But when summer comes and the sun shines, the warmth calls out new life, and everything seems to smile ; the grass begins to grow, the trees to deck themselves with leaves, and the flowers to bloom. The swallow tells me, too, that there are lands where they always enjoy the sun, because they are nearer to him than we are, and flowers blossom and fruit ripens every day. Surely you will believe that there is a sun somewhere when you 197 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS see what a tremendous difference his absence makes." " What did you mean when you said you had never actually seen the sun ? " asked the sole. " I meant that I had only seen the light and felt the heat and knew the life-giving power of the sun, and I said I had never actually seen it, because I believe that there are some of those beings they call men who think that they have, and who maintain that it is only the same as the earth after all. Two of them were down on the beach some time ago with a long round thing which they looked through. They were looking at the ships, I know, for I heard them say so, and then they sat down, and one told the other that they could make things like the one which he held, through which they could look at the sun itself, and that they could find out of what it was made, and that after all it was not so wonderful as some people imagined. That a long time ago people used to worship the sun, but that nobody thought of doing so nowadays. 108 "NOW WE SEE THROUGH A GLASS, DARKLY ' They call themselves 'scientific' I be- lieve." "Well," said the sole, "you have better opportunities than we of knowing these things, and I am glad to hear all about the sun. It must be very nice to be able to get near him, I know this from the greater joy I feel when I can sport and splash in the clear blue waters above. How happy you must be when you can crawl across the golden sand, and lie basking in his rays ! I wonder what those other creatures feel whom you call ' men.' ' " Oddly enough, I heard two of them talk- ing about him not long ago," said the crab. " I was lying in a pool half hidden beneath a bunch of cool sea-weed, when they came along the beach and sat down on the rock above me. This is what I heard, and though they never mentioned the sun by name, but always talked of ' him,' it is quite clear whom they meant." "What I crave is more certain know- ledge. 'No man hath seen him at any time,' " said the younger of the two, " and so we have nothing definite to go upon." 199 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS "Nothing but his revelation of himself, his works, and the proofs of his ever-con- stant presence," assented the elder. " ' In the beginning he created,' we are told ; ' all things were made by him, and without him was not anything made that was made.* That was one revelation of himself. ' In him was light, and the light was the life of men ' ; thus he continues to show us of himself, because that 'true light' is still 'the life of men, and lighteth every man that cometh into the world.' Again, not only was he ' in the world, and the world was made by him,' but 'he came unto his own "' "Here I lost the end of the sentence," explained the crab, " for at that moment a large wave washed towards us, causing them to rise to their feet and almost sweep- ing me from my' niche. I managed to cling to the rock pretty firmly, and when it sub- sided the younger of the two was speak- ing." " ' A consuming fire,' you say ? " "Yes," was the reply, "as a fierce heat. It was foretold that he should be ' like a 200 "NOW WE SEE THROUGH A GLASS, DARKLY" refiner's fire, and should sit as a refiner and purifier,' for not only is it true that ' the fire shall try every man's work,' 'in the day when he shall judge the secrets of men,' but it is equally true that he is doing so now. You know it yourself, you feel it in your soul, and though you may be troubled with these doubts so that darkness hath blinded your eyes for a time, all would be clear to you if you would but keep close to him who hath said, ' I am the light of the world, he that followeth me shall not walk in darkness, but shall have the light of life/" "Again the wave washed towards us, and this time my two friends turned home- wards, doubtless continuing the conversa- tion as they went, for they moved slowly, with their faces toward the ground. As for me, I crawled homewards too, to be met, oddly enough, by your question, 'What is the sun?'" 201 WE SHALL ALL BE CHANGED " There is no Death ! what seems so is transition; This life of mortal breath Is but a suburb of the life elysian, Whose portal we call Death" WE SHALL ALL BE CHANGED T was hot, very hot, as was only natural in the middle of August, and in the ordinary way I should have enjoyed it. Just the very day for cricket or a lazy row down stream, but to-day it irritated me. I was hot too ; that was the secret. My father and I had fallen out. I had spoken hotly, and the blood still surged turbulently through my veins as I flung the window open and leaped upon the lawn. Every- thing had gone wrong lately everything was unsatisfactory. They were disap- pointed at home because I had only taken a .good place in my form ; they had pictured to themselves a scholarship ; they found fault with my manners, blamed me 205 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS for want of affection, and called me in- different to religion because I liked to argue out everything, and, in a discussion with those whose opinions were already most firmly fixed on the orthodox side of the question, I was obliged, for the purpose of sustaining the argument, to represent and defend the contrary view. I felt I was not understood. I felt there was no sympathy between us, and after enduring it as patiently as I could, it culminated thus in a rupture with my father. I was vexed vexed that it should have happened, for I greatly loved him, vexed too with myself, and vexed with the world. Vexed, also, with the glorious summer day, with the scorching heat, with the song of the birds, the murmur of the bees, and the perfume of the flowers that floated across my path. In short, every- thing vexed me, even life itself, and I wished that I were dead. I said so over and over again, as I fled across the fields, away down to the lazy river that slowly floated out its life at the foot of the hill. Dead? Yes, I did wish I were dead, 206 WE SHALL ALL BE CHANGED whatever that might mean, and who could tell ? Even this very thought vexed me, for it recalled a discussion we had had the other day as to what grounds there were for believing in a " hereafter " at all. My parents, of course, took the old-fashioned view that it was quite certain, that the Bible told us so, that it was impious to doubt it ; and as to what that " hereafter " was like, was it not an " eternal Sabbath " of singing and joy ? We should be like the angels, and so on language I deemed wholly figurative, yet which they evidently under- stood most literally. I had been reading. I knew some fellows at school whose libraries were supplied with more recent literature than Hooker, Toplady, Paley, or M'Cheyne, the best our shelves could boast, and eagerly I devoured all the articles in the current periodicals which bore upon such topics as those that troubled me. No doubt it was the natural reaction ; the more placidly content my people seemed with their own views and beliefs, the more I learnt to doubt, the more I longed to sift them for myself. I saw it would not do to quote 207 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS "authority " in this democratic age, which only bows before the strength of stern reason. What "authority" was a book, around whose origin hung so much dark- ness, in the face of clearly demonstrated facts of science which it seemed to contra- dict? Science or their interpretation of the book must be wrong, and they preferred to throw science overboard rather than change their time-honoured view. This vexed me. Hastily I strode on, and as I did so my eye fell on the path before me, but just too late to prevent my foot crushing a worm which was slowly wriggling on its way. " Death again ! and death at my com- mand," I thought. " Surely the world is made up of injustice and wrong ! And yet I envy the worm. I would thank any one who came and so robbed me of my life, and all these myriad problems which press upon me so heavily, and for which there seems no possible and sure solution." Brooding thus, I reached the bank of the stream and flung myself down am ongst 208 I reached the bank of the stream and Hung myself down. p. 208. WE SHALL ALL BE CHANGED the long grass beneath a branching elm. The quiet of the spot was strangely out of harmony with my turbulent bosom, and I felt inclined to scorn the calm inaction of the stream and all things round me, but by-and-by their influence began to be felt. I drew my cap half over my eyes, and lazily noted the scene about me ; for even here, when I came to look more closely, I saw it to be teeming with life and the problems of life. I watched the delicately made yet gorgeous dragon-fly as it skimmed swiftly by, flashing in the sun- light. I watched the fish scarce moving in the stream. My eye was caught by the bright butterfly as it flitted along, and then my glance fell upon the insect life barely visible in the long tangled grass. " And all these will die," I thought, " do die, every minute, and so end their exist- ence, and why not we ? I confess I could see more in favour of the theoiy of annihila- tion than of resurrection. Death seemed such a dreadful change. My mind reverted to the worm I had trodden on. There it lay, a mass of crushed and inert o 209 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS matter. Might it not be a fit emblem of ourselves ? What right had we, in the face of such evident contradictions in the life of nature around us, to conclude that we alone were the noble exceptions to a general law ? Was it not absolutely incongruous to tell me that when this life is ended I should enter upon another, one made up of elements wholly unattractive, wholly different from those surrounding me now, and for which I should feel my- self entirely unfitted ? " As I reached this point in my meditations my attention was attracted by the motion of a caterpillar crawling up the stem of an adjacent plant. Then I saw another of a different hue, and as I marvelled at the richness of their colours in the hot and lazy air, I began to lose consciousness of all that had just passed, of the thoughts that were troubling me, and to sink into a kind of dreamland with my eyes still fixed upon my friend the caterpillar. I watched him till he met his fellow, whom I perceived from the smoothness of his skin, the tenderness of his sinews, and his 210 WE SHALL ALL BE CHANGED general plumpness, to be very much his junior, and without any surprise found myself a listener to their conversation. As I listened, I caught the words " change," " death." They were so in harmony with my mood and thought that I lay quite still, and tried more intently to hear what was passing. I don't think the wonder of it struck me at all ; it never seemed strange that I should be able to share the thoughts of beings so infini- tesimally smaller than I. I had worked myself into such an excitement that every faculty was strained beyond its natural power, and the wonder would have been if I had found myself insensible to the movements of nature around me. I was like a highly strung instrument, ready to vibrate at the minutest touch. " Good morning, Brother Smoothskin ; you seem in a hurry to-day whither away ? " said my first friend the Elder. " Well, yes, brother, I am rather ; I am going down to see Sister Blanche. I am somewhat out of sorts. I have just had all my notions upset. I was thoroughly 211 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS enjoying this lovely hot day and the cool luscious leaves of this plant, and rejoicing in my own growth, and feeling the fulness of strength and life, and an entire satis- faction with the arrangement of all things, when by flutters one of those gay creatures they call butterflies. I made some remark about its idle life, so different from ours, when grandfather who, you may have noticed, is growing very stiff and shrivelled rpiped out that that was what I would come to some day, and that it was indeed worth living for. Now, I don't want it ; I don't like it. I cannot imagine what attraction any one can find in such a life ; it looks so different from all I have been accustomed to here. I am sure it cannot be happy, and I said so, and yet I have a sort of uncomfortable feeling in myself as though there were some truth in it. I don't want to believe it, and so I ' am j ust going down to see Sister Blanche. She is always so kind and good, I shall get the truth from her." So saying, he crept steadily on till he reached the bottom, then across an open 212 space, round a large smooth stone, and up the stalk of a plant with long, rough, green leaves, which curled under at the edges. Near the top he turned aside and crept beneath the leaf, and soon I heard his greeting, and the repetition of his trouble. " Come with me," was the only answer he received, and I saw my friend and his conductor coming quickly downwards. On reaching the level ground they turned towards a shrub I had scarcely noticed, but which I now saw to be bristling with caterpillar life. Sister Blanche seemed an old friend, and exchanged many a kindly greeting, but Smoothskin was more shy and self-conscious. Turning to him, she said, " Now look around you. You live too much alone on your cabbage plant. You have not mixed with the world yet, or studied your fellows. You are too young and too new in the possession of your life to know much about it. Walk around and ask one and another what they think and feel." As he did so, I noticed that each one 213 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS spoke of change, constant change. One told him he had just been through a great trouble ; he had been ill and unable to move about. After a time he felt himself grow old and wizened, and crept away alone into a corner, thinking that the end of all things had come, when, to his amaze- ment, he found one day that new vigour was his, and that by the exercise of some little effort he could free himself from the covering of the past. The dead and shrivelled skin which had confined and cramped him was now cast aside, and he emerged a new and stronger creature. " That," said he, " was my first experience of change. It seemed to me very terrible before I had been through it ; but, looking back upon it now, nothing appears more natural." Sister Blanche next took Smoothskin to a deep crevice in the leaf, where he beheld one of his brethren undergoing such a change. He saw him lying inert and help- less, withered and yellow, and taking no notice of his visitors. At first, Smoothskin shrank from the sight, but Sister Blanche 214 WE SHALL ALL BE CHANGED told him he would have to pass through a similar experience, and had better become familiar with it, so that, when his time came, he would not be frightened. " But must we all go through this change ? " " Yes, all ; it is our gain. We are thus renewed from day to day, though out- wardly we perish. I can quite understand," she said, " that you do not like the thought of it. You are young yet, and full of life and its enjoyments, and it must seem to you that you have everything you require to make life perfect. But that is only be- cause you do not know, because you have not yet experienced the increase of power which comes after such a change. It is thus we go from strength to strength." And as I listened the words crossed my mind : " That ye put off . . . the old man which is corrupt . . . and be renewed in the spirit of your mind, and that ye put on the new man, which after God is created in righteousness and true holiness." I lay musing on this thought, and so lost what passed next, but I was recalled to my 215 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS friend the caterpillar by the voice of Sister Blanche. " Now," said she, " I must show you a further stage of our development. We are not always thus, doomed to only a partial exercise of our powers. Though, as I have told you, every change as it comes brings us renewed strength, yet we are sorely cramped and hindered by these dull grovel- ling bodies which tie us to the earth, and we all look forward to the time when we shall shuffle off this tedious frame, and shall be able to expand and soar to regions of life which we cannot now reach. Then we shall truly live, when every movement is delight ; when, no longer tied to earth, we shall be free indeed." " But are you not frightened at the thought of that new life ? " " No, indeed," was the reply ; " we long for it. It is our one desire to reach that happy state of being ; iny turn will soon come now," she said, " and I cannot tell you how I yearn for the time when I shall put on such glorious apparel, and shall be freed from the trammels of this body. Why, all 216 WE SHALL ALL BE CHANGED my senses will be released from their imprisonment, and reach fullest perfection. Surely you can feel that that alone is an element of happiness. But you speak of it as a new life. I would have you understand that it is no new life at all ; it is the same life continued under different conditions. All the present is a preparation for it ; every change is helping to form that body that shall be. We appear to die, it is true but it is only outwardly ; inwardly the body of the new life is growing from day to day. But come and see, and then you will understand more of what I have been saying to you." By this time they had reached their destination, and I confess my curiosity was aroused as to what new " change " was to be seen. I watched my two friends climb- ing up the rough stalk and along the leaf until they came upon quite a colony of cater- pillars, all of whom, I observed, had very white smooth skins, and whom I judged, therefore, to be quite young. They seemed to be in deep grief, and I gathered that these were children grieving for the death of 217 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS their mother. They took Sister Blanche and Smoothskin along the leaf until they came to some fine silky substance woven in and out and round about and thickening towards the centre, where I recognised what I knew well to be a cocoon. Sister Blanche spoke to them kindly, telling them not to grieve for their mother. " You call her dead," said she ; " she is not dead, she is only resting. If you understood rightly, you would know that she is near very great happiness. You will see her again, and by-and-by you will join her in the regions above. She will come forth from the darkness, leaving behind her the old body, which has only been a covering all this time, whilst the new one was growing." Turning to Smoothskin, she added : " Like you, poor things, they are young yet, and all this sounds very dreadful. When you have lived as long as I have, and have passed from change to change through all the stages of life's journey, and have cried out in the bitterness of each : ' Oh ! this is death, this must be death,' and then have awoke to find that out of 218 WE SHALL ALL BE CHANGED pain was born new power, you will learn to see that even this change, which seems so different and so much greater, is yet the same only another step, greater perhaps because a final one, but still only another step on the way to life, fullest, perfect life." " But how do I know," persisted Smooth skin, "that this change will end for me in this new life ? " " If you have gone through all these changes of which I have been speaking, in the fulness of time you will put on this glorious covering of golden thread, and go fearlessly into the darkness and silence from out of which the joyful awakening will be yours. It follows as surely as the dawn succeeds the darkness. It is only those," said Sister Blanche, " who will not learn the lesson of these changes, and who are too careless and faithless to weave the protecting robe, who find the life within is chill and starved for want of nourishment, and to their dismay, when the time comes to fling off the old, discover that the new is yet unformed." 219 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS As I listened, there ran through my mind the echo of familiar words : " For in this we groan, earnestly desiring to be clothed upon with our house which is from heaven ; " " Until Christ be formed in you;" " Who shall change our vile body, that it may be fashioned like unto His glorious body." But I was recalled from these reflections by the voice of. my caterpillar-friend : " Then you mean to say, Sister, that all my present life is a preparation leading up to this new life, and that I need not dread the strangeness, because there will be formed within me, through all these changes, that new body which will be fitted to enjoy it ? Well, it may be so, and I am prepared to believe it, because I felt something within me when grandfather spoke which told me he was right. I don't know how it is. I have tried not to believe, and to persuade myself that the change was too great to be true ; that there was nothing in me of aninity with the glory and the freedom of the butterfly ; and yet all the while I feel that I possess powers within for which 220 WE SHALL ALL BE CHANGED as yet I have no scope, powers which can- not end with this creeping earthly exist- ence ; and now you have shown me that from day to day these are growing and developing, and gradually forming a new body for the new life, so that the change itself ceases to seem wonderful it is only the dropping off of the old and the re- leasing of the new and I could almost begin to long for that happy time to come." The sun was touching the horizon, and its bright beams smote my eyes and roused me from my reverie. I still lay prone upon the grass. The fever of my mind had left me. Quietly I mused on what I had heard. A better spirit hnd come over me, and, like the caterpillar, I felt within me that death was not the end of life. It might not be demonstrable, but there was much that made it probable. The change from the grovelling life of a worm to the glad free- dom of a butterfly was surely stupendous and incredible, and yet I had seen that it was most natural, that the new life was being formed within the old, that the death 221 FRAGMENTS IN BASKETS of the seed meant the blossoming of fresh beauty. Added to this, I remembered that nothing in nature is ever lost or annihilated ; that force, when it appears to cease, is merely passing in disguise ; that no particle of matter ever perishes, and, though it may disappear beyond reach of our senses, it is but to reappear in some other form, and so from age to age to do its Maker's bidding. Then why not I ? It did not now seem strange to me to contemplate the possibility of a life beyond the present, even though made up, as I had said, of elements wholly different from those surrounding me now, and for which I felt myself wholly unfitted. 1 was content to trust. " For nothing worthy proving can be proven, Nor yet disproven; wherefore thou be wise, Cleave ever to the sunnier side of doubt, And cling to Faith beyond the forms of Faith," I murmured to myself as I -slowly wended my way homewards. I had found almost more than the " sunnier side of doubt." I had reached a measure of conviction. I perceived that the Bible and science were 222 WE SHALL ALL BE CHANGED not so irreconcilably antagonistic as I had thought, and I confessed that a future, which meant the dropping away of the limitations against which I was now in- clined to fret, might not be without its charm. I returned with a prayer in my heart that I might " put on the new man, which after God is created in righteousness and true holiness," content in the humility which is born of truer, deeper faith, to wait through all the puzzling, unknown dis- ciplines of life until I could say with ful- ness of conviction : " I will greatly rejoice in the Lord, my soul shall be joyful in my God ; for He hath clothed me with the garments of salvation, He hath covered mo with the robe of righteousness." ,. U .S.S?. U .L H .!!?. N ..?. EGIONAI - LIBRARY FACILITY A 000129348 9