THE LIBRARY OF THE UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA LOS ANGELES THE WORKS OF IVAN TURGENIEFF TRANSLATED FROM THE RUSSIAN BY ISABEL F. HAPGOOD MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN A NOBLEMAN'S NEST SCRIBNER'^ THE JEFFERSON PRESS BOSTON NEW YORK Copyright, 1903, by Charles Sceibneb's Sons Pr-. n CONTENTS PAGE I Khor and Kali'nitch 3 II Ermolai and the Miller's Wife 26 III The Raspberry Water 47 IV The District Doctor Q5 V My Neighbour Radiloff 83 VI Freeholder Ovsyanikoff 98 VII Lgoff 132 VIII Byezhin Meadow 151 IX Kasyan from the Fair-Metcha 188 X The Agent 221 XI The Counting-House 246 XII The Wolf 277 XIII Two Landed Proprietors . . . , . . » . 292 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN (1852) MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN KHOR AND KALINITCH ANY one who has had occasion to pass from XjL the Bolkhoff district to the Zhizdrin dis- trict, has, in all probability, been struck by the sharp difference between the races of people in the Governments of Orel ^ and Kaluga. The Orel peasant is small of stature, round-shoul- dered, surly, gazes askance from beneath his brows, lives in miserable huts of ash lumber, dis- charges husbandry-service for the lord of the manor, does not occupy himself with trading, eats bad food, and wears plaited slippers of lin- den bark ; the Kaluga peasant, who pays the lord of the manor a quit-rent in lieu of personal hus- bandry-service, is tall of stature, his gaze is bold and merry, he is clean and white of face, he deals in butter and tar, and wears boots on festival days. An Orel village (we are speaking of the eastern part of the Orel Government) is gener- ally situated in the midst of tilled fields, near a ra- vine somehow converted into a filthy pond. With '■ Pronounced: Arjol. — Translator. 3 ME.AIOIKS OF A SrOHTSMAN the exception of a few willow-trees, which are always ready for service, and two or three puny l)irches, vou will not see a tree for a verst round ahout; cottage clings close to cottage, tiie roofs are covered with rotten straw A Kaluga village, on the contrary, is generally surrounded by a forest; the cottages stand further apart and more upright, and are covered with boards; the gates are fast locked, and the wattled fence round the back yard is not broken down, nor does it bulge outward, inviting a visit from every passing pig And things are better for the huntsman, also, in the Kaluga Gov- ernment. In the Orel Government, the forests and squares ' will disappear within the next five years, and there is not a sign of a marsh; in the Kaluga Government, on the contrary, the clear- ings covered with a growth of bushes extend for hundreds, the marshes for scores, of versts," and that noble game-bird the black-cock has not been exterminated, the amiable snipe abounds, and that busybody the partridge gladdens and startles both gunner and dog with its abrupt flight. While visiting the Zhizdrin district, in the capacity of a s])ortsman, I met in the fields, and ' " Squares," in tlie Government of Orel, is the desifrnation for vast, flat masses of bushes; the dialect of Orel is distinguished, as a whole, hv a nndtitude of peculiar, sometimes very well-aimed, sometimes decidedly uncouth, words and turns of speech. — Authok. 'A verst is two-tiiirds of a mile. — Translator. KlIOR AND KALIMTCII struck up an acquaintance with, a petty landed proprietor of Kaluga, Polutykiu, who was pas- sionately fond of hunting and was, consequently, a splendid fellow. He had a few weaknesses, it is true: for example, he was in the habit of offer- ing himself in marriage to all the wealthy mar- riageable girls in the Government, and when his hand and house were declined, with shattered heart he confided his grief to all his friends and acquaintances, but continued to send sour peaches and other unripe products of his garden to the parents of the marriageable girls; he was fond of repeating the selfsame anecdote over and over again, which, notwithstanding ]\Ir. Po- lutykin's reverence for its qualities, absolutely never made a single person laugh; he was in the habit of lauding the writings of Akim Na- khimofF and the novel "Pinna"; he stuttered; he called his dog Astronomer; he said odndtche instead of odndko (but), and had set up in his house a French system of cookery, the secret whereof, according to his cook's understanding of the matter, consisted in completely altering the taste of every viand: meat, from the hands of this skilful artist, smacked of fish, fish tasted like mushrooms, macaroni like gunpowder; on the other hand, not a single carrot ever got into the soup, without having assumed the shape of a lozenge or a trapezium. But, with the excep- tion of these few and insignificant failings, INIr. 5 MEMOIUS OF A SPORTSMAN Poliitykiii was, as I have already said, a splendid I'ellow. On the first day of my acqnaintance with ]Mr. Polutykin, he invited me to spend the night with him. " It is ahont five versis to my honse," — he added: — " "t is a long way to trudge afoot; let us drop in first at Khor's." (The reader will ex- cuse me if I do not reproduce his stuttering.) " And who is Khor? " " Why, a peasant of mine lie lives not far from here." We wended our Avay thither. In the middle of the forest, in a cleared and cultivated glade, Khor's isolated farmstead was erected. It con- sisted of several edifices of pine logs, connected by fences; in front of the principal cottage stretched a penthouse, supported by slender posts. We entered. We were greeted by a young lad, tw^enty years of age, tall and handsome. "All, Fedya! Is Khor at home? "— ]\Ir. Polu- tykin asked him. " No. Khor has gone to town," — replied the young fellow, displaying a row of snow-white teeth. "Is it j^our order that I harness up the little cart? " " Yes, brother. And fetch us some kvas." ^ ' A sort of stnall hecr, made by j)()uring water on the crusts of the sour, hhick, rye bread (or on rye meal) and fermenting it. I leave the friendly, simj)le " brotlier " in literal translation, here KIIOR AND KALTNTTCH We entered the cottage. Not a single Suzdal ' picture was pasted upon the neat timber walls; in the corner, in front of a heavy, holy picture in a silver setting, burned a shrine-lanip; the linden-wood table had been recently planed off and washed; no lively cockroaches" were roaming between the planks and over the frames of the windows, neither were any meditative black bee- tles concealed there. The young man speedily made his appearance with a large white jug filled with good kvas, a huge hunk of wheaten bread, and a dozen salted cucumbers in a wooden bowl. He placed all these eatables on the table, leaned against the door, and began to gaze at us with a smile. Before we had had time to finish our refreshments, the cart rumbled up in front of the porch. We went out. A boy of fif- teen, curly-haired and rosy-cheeked, was sitting in the driver's place, and with difficulty holding in a well-fed piebald stallion. Round about the cart stood six young giants, all of whom bore a strong resemblance both to each other and to Fedya. " All young Polecats! " ^ remarked Po- lutykin. " All young Polecats," — chimed in Fedya, who had followed us out to the porch: as elsewhere, instead of using " my dear fellow," " my boy," " my lad," or tlie like. — Translator. * A kind of cheap lithograj)li made in tlie town named. — Thans- LATOR. '■' " Prussians," literally. — Translator. 'Khor', a polecat; Khor'ki, young polecats, or Khor's sons. — Translator. MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAX " and this is nut all, cither: Potiip is in the forest, and Sidor has gone to town with old Klior. . . . See here, Vasya," he went on, addressing the driver: — " go like the wind: thou art driving the master. Only, look out, and slow down at the jolting-places: otherwise thou wilt spoil the cart and disturb the master's belly!" The remain- ing young Kliors grinned at Fedya's sallies. — "Help Astronomer in!" exclaimed ]Mr. Polu- tvkin, solemnlv. Fedva, not witliout satisfaction, lifted the dog, which was smiling in a forced way, into the air, and deposited him on the bottom of the cart. Vasya gave the horse his head. We drove off. " That 's my counting-house yonder," said j\Ir. Polutykin suddenly to me, pointing at a small, low house: — " would you like to go in? " — " With pleasiu'e." — " It is abolished now," he re- marked, as he alighted: — " but it 's worth inspec- tion, all the same." — The office consisted of two empty rooms. The watchman, a crooked old man, ran in from the back vard. — " Good day, Minyaitch," said ]Mr. Polutykin: " But where 's the water? " — The crooked old man vanished, and immediately returned with a bottle of water and two glasses. " Try it," said Polutykin to me: " It 's good spring water." We drank a glass apiece, whereupon the old man made us a rever- ence to the girdle. — " Well, now, I think we can drive on," remarked mv new friend. " In this office I sold to merchant Alleluieff' four desya- 8 KIIOR AND KALINITCH tin as ^ of forest, at a good price." — We seated ourselves in the cart, and half an hour later we drove into the yard of the manor-house. " Tell me, please," I asked Polutykin at sup- per: — "why does your Khor live apart from your other peasants? " " This is why: he 's a clever peasant. Five and twenty years ago, his cottage hurned down; so then he came to my late father, and said : ' Per- mit me, Nikolai Kuzmitch, to settle in your for- est, on the marsh. I '11 pay you a good quit- rent there.' — ' But why dost thou wish to settle on the marsh? ' — ' Well, because I do: only, dear little father, Nikolai Kuzmitch, be so good as not to use me for work any more, but impose whatever quit-rent you see fit.' — ' Fifty rubles a year! ' — ' All right.' — ' And look out, I won't tolerate any arrears ! ' — ' Of course, there shall be no arrears.' And so he settled on the marsh. Since that time, the people have nick- named him The Polecat (Khor)," " Well, and has he grown rich? " " Yes. Now he pays me a hundred rubles quit-rent, and I 'm thinking of raising it again, ^lore than once I have said to him : ' Buy thy freedom! Khor, take my advice, buy thy free- dom !'.... But he, the beast, assures me that he can't afford to ; he has n't any money, he says. . . . But, of course, he has! " ' A desyatina is 2.70 acres. — Translatoh. 9 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN On the following day, we went oft' hunting again as soon as we had drunk tea. As we were passing through the village, ]Mr. Polutykin or- dered the coachman to lialt at a low-roofed cot- tage, and shouted loudly: " Kalinitch! '' — "Im- mediately, master, I "11 he there immediately," — rano- out a voice from the yard: — " I 'm tving on my linden-hark slippers." — AVe drove at a foot- pace; outside of the village we were overtaken by a man of forty, tall of stature, gaunt, with a small head which was bent backward. This was Kalinitch. His good-natured, swarthy face, pitted here and there with pock-marks, pleased me at the first glance. Kalinitch (as I afterward learned) went hunting with his master every day, carried his game-bag, sometimes his gun also, spied out where the bird alighted, fetched water, picked strawberries, erected huts of shel- ter, ran behind the drozhky; ^Nlr. Polutykin could not take a step without him. Kalinitch was a man of the merriest, gentlest possible nature, was incessantly humming to himself, casting care-free glances in all directions, spoke some- what through his nose, smilingly screwed up his bright-blue eyes, and frequently clasped his thin, w^edge-shaped beard in his hand. He walked in a leisurely way, but with huge strides, leaning lightly on a long, slender staff". In the whole course of the day, he never addressed me once, served me witliout servility, but looked 10 KIIOR AND KALiNITCH after his master as he would after a child. When the intolerable sultriness of midday made us seek a shelter, he led us to his bee-farm, in the depths of the forest. Kalfnitch threw open to us the tiny cottage, (li-a])ed with trusses of dry, sweet- smelling grass, made us a bed on the fresh hay, and j^utting on his head a sort of sack with a net, took a knife, a pot, and a fire-brand, and betook himself to his l)ee]ii\'es, to cut out some honey for us. We drank the warm, transparent honey like spring-water, and fell asleep to the monoto- nous humming of the bees and the chattering rustle of the leaves. A light gust of wind awakened me I opened my eyes, and saw Kalfnitch : he was sitting on the threshold of the half -open door, and carving a spoon with his knife. For a long time I admired his face, gen- tle and clear as the sky at eventide. JNIr. Polu- tykin also awoke. We did not rise at once= It is pleasant, after a long tramp and a deep sleep, to lie motionless on the hay: the body luxuriates and languishes, the face is flushed with a faint heat, sweet languor closes the eyelids. At last we rose, and went out to roam about until the evening. At supper I began to talk again about Khor and also about Ivalinitch. — " Kalfnitch is a good peasant," — said jNIr. Polutykin to me: — " a zealous and obliging peasant; but he cannot keep his domestic affairs in order: I am always taking him away. Every day he goes hiniting 11 MEMOIRS OF A SrOKTSMAX A\ itli me. . . What sort of fann-management is possible under the circumstanees — ^you eaii judge for yourself." — I agreed with him, and we went to bed. On the following day, JNlr. Polutykin was obliged to go to town on business connected with his neighbour Pitchukoff. His neighbour Pitchukoft' tilled some of his land, and on the land thus tilled had whipped one of his peasant women. I went hunting alone, and toward even- ing dropped in at Khor's. On the threshold of the cottage an old man received me, — a bald old man, low of stature, broad-shouldered, and thick- set—the Polecat himself. I gazed with curiosity at this Khor. The cut of his countenance re- minded me of Socrates : there was the same lofty, knobby brow, the same small eyes, the same snub nose. We entered the cottage together. The same Fedya brought me milk and black bread. Khor seated himself on the bench, and stroking his curly beard with the utmost composure, en- tered into conversation with me. He felt his dig- nity, ap})arently, and moved and spoke slowly, occasionally smiling beneath his long moustache. We chatted together about the seed-])lanting and the harvest, about the life of the peasants. . . . He seemed to agree thoroughly with me; only, afterward, I became ashamed, and felt that I had not been saying the right thing. . . . Some- how, it turned out so strangely. 7\hor sometimes 12 KlIOll AND KALINITCH expressed himself queerly, out of wariness, it iiiiist have been. . . . Here is a sample of our conversation : " See here, Khor," I said to him: " why dost not thou buy thy freedom from thy master? " " And whv should 1 buy niv freedom? As it is, 1 know my master, and I know M^hat quit- rent 1 have to pay. . . . we have a good master." " But it is better to be free, nevertheless," — I remarked. Khor gazed askance at me. " Of course," said he. " Well, then, why dost not thou buy thyself free? " Khor twisted his head around. " Wherewith wouldst thou have me buy my freedom, dear little father? " " Come now, enough of that, old man " "If Khor were to become a freeman," he went on in an undertone, as though speaking to him- self: — " any one who lives without a beard would be Khor's superior." " But shave oif thy beard." " What 's the beard? the beard is grass: it can be mown." "Well, what then?" " Why, you know, Khor will fall straightway amons" the merchants ; the merchants lead a com fortable life, and they wear beards." 13 MEMOIRS OF A SPOKTSMAN " AVhat then, thou art engaged in trade also, art thou not? " — I asked him. " We do a httle trade in hutter and tar Dost thou command us to harness up the hght cart, dear httle father? " " Thou keej^est a tight rein on th}^ tongue, and art a man who knows his own mind," I thought. "No," I said aloud: — ''I don't want the cart; I shall be roaming in the vicinity of thy farm to- morrow, and, with thy permission, I will stoj) and pass the night in thy hay -barn." " Pray do. But wilt thou be comfortable in the barn? I will order the women to spread a sheet and place a pillow for thee. Hey there, women!" — he shouted, rising from his seat: — "hither, women! .... And do thou go with him, Fedya. For women are a stupid lot. A quarter of an hour later, Fedya escorted me to the barn with a lantern. I threw myself down on the fragrant hay; my dog curled himself up at my feet ; Fedya bade me good night, the door squeaked and slammed. It was a good while before I could get to sleep. A cow came to the door, and breathed hard a couple of times; my dog growled at her with dignity ; a pig passed by, grunting meditatively; a horse somewhere near at hand began to chew hay and snort .... at last I fell asleep. At dawn Fedya waked me. That merry, dash- ing young fellow pleased me greatly; and, so 14 KTTOR AND KiVLINITCII far as 1 had been able to ()bser^x', he was a fa- vourite with old Klior also. The two bantered each other very amiably. The old man came out to meet me. Whether it was because I had passed the night under his roof, or for some other reason, at all events, Klior treated mc much more graciously than on the preceding evening. " The samovar is ready for thee,"^ — he said to me, with a smile: — " let us go and drink tea." We seated ourselves around the table. A ro- bust peasant woman, one of his daughters-in-law, brought a pot of milk. All his sons entered the cottage in turn. " What a tall family thou hast! " — I remarked to the old man. " Yes," he said, biting off a tiny morsel of sugar: — " they have, apparently, no complaints to make against me or against my old woman." " And do thev all live with thee? " " Yes. They want to, themselves, so here they live." " And are all of them married? " " That one yonder, the scamp, won't marry," - — he replied, pointing at Fedya, who, as before, was leaning against the door. — " Vaska is too young, he must wait a while." " But why should I marry? " retorted Fedya: " I 'm comfortable as I am. What do I w^ant with a wife? For the sake of snarling at each other, pray? " 15 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN " Oh, get out! ... 1 know thee! thou Avearest a silver ring.' Thou wouldst hke to be sniffing around the women among the house- serfs. . . . 'Stop that, you impudent thing!'" went on tlie old man, imitating tlie house-maids. "I know thee thoroughly, thou lazy creature!" " And what is there good about a woman? " " A woman is a worker," — remarked Khor, impressively. " A woman is a man's servant." " But what do I want with a worker? " " That 's exactly the point, thou art f(md of picking uj) the hot coals by making a catspaw of other people. We know all about fellows of your stamp." " Well, marry me off, then, if that 's the case. Hey? Wliat (fost thou say to that? Why art thou silent? " " Come, that will do, that will do, jester. Dost thou not see that we are bothering the gentleman. I '11 marry thee off, never fear. . . And be not angry, dear little father: the child is little as yet, seest thou, and has n't succeeded in acquiring sense." Fedya shook his head " Is Khor at home? " — resounded a familiar voice outside the door, — and Kah'nitch entered the cottage with a bunch of wild strawberries in his hand, which he had plucked for his friend * That is, he was getting foppish and so showing an interest — 'rnAxsi.AToit. 10 KIIOR AXD KAT.INTTCH Khor. The old man gave liiin a cordial greetings I stared in amazement at Kalinitcli : I mnst con- fess, that I had not expected such " sentimen- tality " from a peasant. On that (lav, 1 set out on mv hunt four hours later than usual, and spent the three following days with Khor. IMy new acquaintances inter- ested me. I do not know how I won their con- fidence, hut they talked unresei-vedly with me. I listened to them and watched them with plea- sure. The two friends did not resemhle each other in the least. Khor was a decisive, practi- cal man with an administrative head, a ration- alist; Kalinitch, on the contrary, belonged to the class of idealists, romanticists, exalted and dreamy people. Khor understood reality, that is to say: he had established himself comfortably, he had amassed a little money, he got along well with his master, and with the other authorities; Kalinitch wore linden-bark slippers, and worried along as best he might. Khor had bred a large family, obedient and harmonious; Kalinitch had had a wife, once upon a time, of w^hom he had been afraid, and had never had anv children at all. Khor saw through Mr. Polutykin; Kali- nitch worshipped his master. Khor loved Kali- nitch, and afforded him his protection; Kalinitch loved and respected Khor. Khor talked little, laughed and reasoned to himself; Kalinitch ex- pressed himself with fervour, although he could 17 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN not oabble as fluently ' as a dashino- factory hand. . . . But Kalinitcli was endowed with preroga- tiyes which Khor himself recognised; for exam- ple: he could conjure blood," fear, madness, and expel worms ; he was successful with bees, he had a light hand. Khor, in my presence, requested him to lead a newly bought horse into the stable, and Kalinitch, with conscientious pompousness,'' complied with the old sceptic's request. Kali- nitch stood closer to nature; but Khor to people, to society; Kalinitch did not like to reason, and belieyed eyerything blindly: Khor rose eyen to the ironical point of yiew on life. He had seen a great deal, he knew a great deal, and I learned much from him. For instance: from his narra- tiyes I learned that eyery summer, before the mowing, a small peasant cart of a peculiar as- pect makes its appearances in the villages. In this cart sits a man jn a kaftan, and sells scythes. For cash, he charges a ruble and twenty-fiye kopeks in coin, or a ruble and fifty kopeks in bank-bills; on credit, he asks three paper rubles and a silver ruble. xVU the peasants buy on credit, of course. Two or three weeks later, he makes his appearance again, and demands his money. The peasants oats are just reaped, so he has the wherewithal to pay, he goes with the mer- chant to the dram-shop, and there he discharges ' Russian: "Sing like a nightingale." — Translator. - Stop the flow, as in nosebleed. — Traxslator. ^ Because lie had " the lucky hand." — Translator. 18 KIIOR AND KALINITCH his debt. Some landed proprietors conceived the idea of buying the scythes themselves, for cash, and distributing them, on credit, to the peasants, at the same price; but the peasants proved to be dissatisfied, and even fell into a state of dejection; they had been deprived of the satis- faction of tapping the scythe and listening to the ring of it, of turning it about in their hands, and asking the crafty merchant from the petty burgher class, twenty times in succession: " See here, young fellow, that is n't such a very good scythe, is it?" — The same tricks take place also over^the purchase of reaj)ing-hooks, with merely this difference, that in this case the women take a hand in the matter, and sometimes force the ped- lar to thrash them, for their own benefit. But the women are the greatest sufferers in any case. The men who contract to supply material for the paper-mills entrust the purchase of rags of a special sort to men who, in some districts, are called " eagles." An " eagle " of this sort re- ceives from the merchant a couple of hundred rubles in bank-bills, and sets forth in quest of bootv. But, in contrast to the noble bird from whom he has received his name, he does not swoop down openly and boldly, — quite the reverse: the " eagle " resorts to craft and wiles. He leaves his little cart somewhere or other in the bushes near the village, and sets forth along the back yards and back doors, just as though he 19 MEiNIOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN were some passiii"" stran'»er, or simply a roving vagrant. The women divine his approaeh by instinet, and steal forth to meet him. The trad- ing compact is completed in haste. For a few copi^er farthings the peasant woman delivers to the " eagle " not only every useless rag, but fre- quently her husband's shirt and her own gown. Of late, the women have fomid it profitable to steal from themselves, and rid themselves in this manner of the hemp, especially of hemp-yarn, — an important extension and imi)rovement of the " eagles' " industry! On the otlier hand, the peas- ant men ha\'e grown alert, and at the slight- est suspicion, at tlie mere distant rumour, of the appearance of an " eagle," they proceed swiftly and vivaciously to corrective and pre- cautionary measures. And, as a matter of fact, is it not an outrage? Selling the hemp is their business, — and thev reallv do sell it — not in town, — they woidd have to trudge to the town, — but to travelling dealers, who, for the lack of scales, reckon forty handfuls as a pud,^ — and you know what sort of a fist and what sort of a palm the Russian man possesses, especially when he " waxes zealous "! Of such tales I, an inexperienced man, and a " resident " in the country (as we say in our government of Orel), lieard aplenty. Rut Khor did not tell stories all the time; he questioned me about many things. ' A trifle over thirty-six pounds, Englisii. — Traxslator 20 KIIOR AND KALINITCH He learned that 1 had been abroad, and his cu- riosity was inflamed. . . . Kah'nitch kept pace with him; but Kah'nitch was more affected by descriptions of nature, of mountains, waterfalls, remarkable buildings, great towns; administra- tive and governmental questions interested Khor. He inquired into everything in turn: — " Do they have everything yonder just as we have, or is it different? . . Come, tell me, dear little father, how is it? .... "Ah! Akh! O Lord, Thy will be done! " — Kah'nitch would exclaim in the course of my narrative ; Khor maintained silence, contracted his thick eyebrows in a frown, and merely remarked, from time to time, " That would n't suit us, but it 's good — it 's right." — I cannot transmit to you all his queries, and there is no reason that I should; but I carried away from our conversations one conviction, which, in all probability, will be utterly unexpected to my readers, — the conviction that Peter the Great was pre-eminently a Russian man — Russian, to wit, in his reforms. The Russian man is so con- vinced of his strength and vigour that he is not averse to making a violent effort: he takes little interest in his past, and looks boldly ahead. What is good pleases him, what is sensible he wants to have given to him, and whence it comes is a matter of perfect indifference to him. His healthy mind is fond of jeering at the lean Ger- man brain; but the Germans, in Khor's words, 21 me:moirs of a spoutsmax are an interesting little race, and he was ready to learn of them. Thanks to the exclusive nature of his situation, of his practical independence, Khor talked to me about many things which you could n't pi-y out of any other man with a crow- bar, — as the peasants say, grind out with a mill- stone. He really understood his position. In chatting with Khor, I heard, for the first time, the simple, clever speech of the Russian peasant. His knowledge was tolerably extensive, of its kind, but he did not know how to read; Kalinitch did. " Reading and writing came easy to that blockhead," remarked Khor: — " and his bees have never died when they swarmed." — " But thou hast had thy children taught to read and write? " — Khor remained silent for a while. — " Fedya knows how." — " And the others? " — "The others don't."— " Why not? "—The old man made no reply, and changed the conversa- tion. ^Moreover, sensible as he was, he had a great many prejudices and bigoted ideas. For example, he despised women from the bottom of his soul, and when he was in merry mood he jeered at and ridiculed them. His wife, aged and waspish, never descended from the oven all day long, and grumbled and scolded incessantly; her sons paid no attention to her, but she kept her daughters-in-law in the fear of God, — under her thumb. Not without reason does the hus- band's mother sing in Russian ballads: "What 99 KIIOU AND KALINITCH sort of a son art thou to nie, what sort of a family man! thou beatest not thy wife, thou beatest not the young woman " 1 once took it into my head to stand up for the daughters-in-law, I tried to arouse Klior's compassion; but he calmly replied to me, " ^Vhy do you bother your- self with such trifles, — let the women wrangle; .... if they are interfered with 't will be all the worse, and it is n't worth while to soil one's hands. " Sometimes the ill-tempered old woman crawled down from the oven, called the watch-dog in from the anteroom, saying: " Come here, come here, doggy! " and beat it on its gaunt back with the oven-fork, or took up her stand under the penthouse and " yowled," as Khor expressed it, at all the passers-by. But she feared her husband, and, at his command, she took herself off to her place on the oven. But the most curious thing of all was to listen to a dispute between Khor and Kalinitch, when JNIr. Polutykin was in question. — " Don't touch him, Khor,"^ — said Kalinitch. — " But why does n't he have some boots made for thee? " retorted the other. — " Eka, boots! .... what do I want of boots? I 'm a serf." . . . . " Well, and here am I a serf too, but see here — " .... At this word, Khor elevated his leg, and showed Kalinitch his boot, carved, probably, out of mammoth hide. — " Ekh, but art thou one of us? " rejDlied Kali- nitch. — " Well, he might, at least, give thee some 23 :ME:\rOIKS OF A SPORTSMAN bark slippers: for thou goest a-hunting witli liini; tliou must wear out a pair a day, I should think." — " He does give me money for slippers." — " Yes, and last year he presented thee with a ten- kopek piece." — Kalinitcli turned away in vexa- tion, but Khor burst out laughing, whereat his little eyes completely disappeared. Kalinitch sang quite agreeably, and played on the hdhildika.^ Klior would listen and listen to him, then suddenly loll his head on one side, and begin to chime in, in a mournful voice. He was especially fond of the song: " Oh, thou my Fate, my Fate! " Fedya omitted no opportunity to banter his father. " ^Vhat has moved thee to pity, old man? " But Khor propped his cheek on his hand, shut his eyes, and continued to bewail his fate On the other hand, there was no more active man than he at any other time; he was eternally busy about something or other — mending a cart, propping up the fence, look- ing over the harness. He did not, however, af- fect any special degree of cleanliness, and in re- \A\ to my comments he once said that " the cottage must smell as though it were inhabited." "But just see," — I retorted: — "how clean ever\i:hing is at Kalinitch's bee-farm." " The bees would n't live otherwise,"^ — he said with a sigh. " And hast thou a hereditary estate of thine ' A triangular, three-stringed guitar. — Translator. 24 KHOR AND KAI.INITCH own?" — he asked me on another occasion. — "Yes." — "Is it far from liere?" — "About a hundred versts." — " And dost thou hve on thy estate, dear httle father? " — " Ves, 1 do." — "And thou amusest thyself chiefly with thy gun, I sup- pose? " — " I must confess that I do." — "And a good thing it is, too, dear httle father; shoot as many black-cock as thou wilt, and change thy steward as often as possible." On the fourth day, at evening, Mr. Polutykin sent for me. I was sorry to part from the old man. In company with Kalinitch, I seated my- self in the cart. "Well, good-bye, Khor; may health be thine!" I said "Good-bye, Fedya." — " Good-bye, dear little father, good- bye; don't forget us." We drove off; the sunset had just begun to blaze out. — " The weather will be sj)lendid to-morrow%" I said, glancing at the clear sky. — " No, there will be rain," — Kalinitch replied: — "the ducks yonder are splashing, and the grass smells awfully strong." — We drove among the bushes. Kalinitch began to sing in a low tone, as he bounced about on the driver's seat, and kept staring, staring at the sunset glow On the following day, I quitted Mr. Polu- tykin's hospitable roof. 25 II ERMOLAI AND THE MILLER S WIFE Ix the evening, Ermolai and I set off to tlie " stand-shooting." .... But, possibly, not all my readers know what that is. Listen then, gen- tlemen. A quarter of an hour before sunset, in sj^riiig, you enter the woods with your gun, and without your dog. You search out for yourself a spot somewhere close to the border of the woods, scan your surroundings, look to your percussion-cap, exchange winks with youi' companion. A quar- ter of an hour has elapsed. The sun has set, but it is still light in the forest; the air is pure and limpid; the birds are chirping volubl}^; the young grass gleams with the gay shimmer of an emerald . . . you wait. The interior of the forest gradu- ally grows dark; the scarlet light of the evening sky glides slowly along the roots and })oles of the trees, rises ever higher and higher, passes from the lower, almost bare ])oughs, to the mo- tionless crests of the trees, which are falling asleep. . . . And lo, now tlie crests also liave grown dim; the crimson lieaven turns blue. The odour of the forest is intensified, a warm moisture 2« THE ^MILLER'S WIFE is lightly wafted abroad; the fleeting breeze dies away around you. Tlie birds sink to sleep — not all at once — but according to their species: now the chaffinches have fallen silent, in a few mo- ments the hedge-sparrows will do the same, and after them the greenfinches. In the forest, everything grows darker and darker. The trees flow together in huge, blackish masses; the first tiny stars peer out timidly in the blue sky. All the birds are asleep. The redtails, the little woodpeckers, alone are still chirping sleepily. . . . And now they, also, have grown silent. Once more the resonant voice of the pewit has rung out overhead; an oriole has uttered a mournful cry somewhere or other; the nightin- gale has trilled for the first time. Your heart is languishing with anticipation, and all of a sud- den — but only sportsmen will understand me — all of a sudden, athwart the profound silence, a peculiar sort of croaking and hissing rings out, the measured swxep of rapid wings becomes au- dible, — and a woodcock, his long beak hand- somely bent on one side, flies swimmingly from behind a dark birch-tree to meet your shot. That is what " stand-shooting " means. So, as I was saying, Ermolai and I set out for the stand-shooting; but pardon me, gentlemen; I must first make you acquainted with Ermolai. Picture to yourselves a man five and forty years of age, tall, gaunt, with a long, thin nose, 27 IMEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAX a narrow forehead, small grey eyes, dishevelled hair, and broad, mocking lips. This man went about, winter and summer, in a vellowisii nankeen kaftan, of German cut, but girt with a belt; he wore blue, full trousers, and a cap with a lamb- skin border, presented to him by a ruined landed proprietor in a merry mood. To his girdle were attached two bags, one in front, artfully twisted into two halves, for powder and shot, — the other behind, for game; but the wads Krmolai pro- cured from his own, seemingly inexhaustible, cap. He might easil}' have bought himself a cartridge-box and a game-bag out of the money i^aid to him for the game he sold, but he never once even so much as thought of such a purchase, and continued to load his gun as before, excit- ing the amazement of spectators by the art wherewith he avoided the danger of spilling or mixing the powder and shot. His gun was sin- gle-barrelled, with a flint lock, addicted, more- over, to the bad habit of " kicking " viciously, the result of M^hich was, that Krmolai's right cheek was always plumper than the left. How he could hit anything with that gun was more than even a clever man could divine; but hit he did. He had a setter dog, Valetka,^ a very re- markable creature. Ermolai never fed him. " As if I were going to feed a dog," — he argued : — " moreover, a dog is a clever animal, it will 'Little knave or valet; also, knave at cards. — Traxslator. 28 THE ]\rrLLKirs wife find food for itself/' xVnd, in fact, although Va- letka astonished even the indifferent passer-by witli his emaciation, still he lived, and lived long; and even, in sjiite of his wretched condition, he never once got lost, nor exhibited a desire to aban- don his master. Once upon a time, during his youthful years, he absented himself for a couple of days, led astray by love ; but that folly speed- ily broke away from him. Valetka's most re- markable quality was his incomprehensible in- difference to everything on earth If I were not speaking of a dog, I would use the word disenchantment. He generally sat with his bob-tail tucked up under him, scowled, shiv- ered, now and then, and never smiled. (Every- one knows that dogs have the power of smiling, and even of smiling very prettily.) He was extremely ill-favoured, and not a single idle house-serf omitted an opportunity to jeer spite- fully at his appearance; but Valetka endured all these jeers and even blows with remarkable cool- ness. He afforded particular satisfaction to the cooks, who immediately tore themselves from their work, and set out in pursuit of him with hue and cry, when he, in consequence of a weakness not confined to dogs alone, thrust his hungry snout through the half -open door of the seduc- lively warm and sweet-smelling kitchen. On a hunt, he distinguished himself by indefatigabil- ity, and he had a very respectable scent; but if 29 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN he accidentally overtook a wounded hare, he promptly devoured every bit of him, to the very last little bone, with great gusto, somewhere in the cool shade, at a respectful distance from Er- molai, who swore in all known and unknown dialects. Ermolai belonged to one of my neighbours, a country squire of tlie ancient sort. These old- fashioned landed proprietors do not like " snipe," and stick to domestic fowls. It is only on excep- tional occasions — on birth-davs, saints' days, and election days ' — that the cooks of squires of the ancient cut undertake to prepare the long-billed birds, and, waxing furious, as a Russian is wont to do when he himself does not quite imderstand M'hat he is about, they invent for them such coni- 2)licated sauces, that most of the guests survey with curiosity and attention the viands placed before them, but cannot possibly bring them- selves to taste them. Ermolai had orders to fur- nish his master's table, once a month, w^ith a couple of brace of black-cock and partridges, and, for the rest, was permitted to live where and how he pleased. He was discarded, as a man who was fit for no work whatsoever, — " a ne'er do well," as we say in the Government of Orel. They did not furnish him with powder and shot, as a matter of course, in consonance with the self- same principle on which he did not feed his dog. ' For Marshal of tlie Xobility.— Thaxslator. 30 THE MTTJ.EK'S WIFE Erniolai was a man of a very singular nature; care-free as a bird, decidedly loquacious, absent- minded, and clumsy in apj^earance; he was ex- tremely fond of drink, never lived long in one place, shuffled his feet as he walked, and swayed from side to side, — and with all his shuffling and swaying to and fro, he would cover a distance of fifty versts in twenty-four liours. He exposed himself to the most varied experiences; he would pass the night in the marshes, in trees, on roofs, under bridges, more than once he sat locked up in garrets, cellars, and barns, lost his gun, his dog, his most indispensable garments, was thrashed long and violently, — and, notwithstanding, after a while, he would return home clothed, with his gun and his dog. It was impossible to call him a jolly man, although he was almost always in a fairly cheerful mood; his general aspect was that of a droll fellow. Ermolai was fond of chat- ting with a nice man, especially over a glass of liquor, but even that not for long at a time; he would rise and walk off. — " But where the devil art thou going? Night is falling." — " Why, to Tchaplino."^ — "But what hast thou got to trudge to Tchaplino for — ten versts away? " — " Why, to spend the night there with peasant Sofron." — " Come, spend the night here." — " No, I can't." — And off would go Ermolai, with his Valetka, into the dark night, through the bushes and the ravines, and, as likely as not, the poor peasant 31 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN Sofron would not let him into the house, and, in all probability, would puniniel his back for him to boot: " Don't go bothering honest folks." On the other hand, there was no one who could be compared with Ermolai in the art of catching fish at flood-water in spring, of getting crawfish with his hands, of searching out game by instinct, of decoying woodcock, of training hawks, of en- ticing nightingales with the " forest pipes," with " cuckoo call." ^ . . . . One thing he could not do : train dogs ; he had not the patience. He had a wife. He went to see her once a week. She dwelt in a miserable, half-ruined little hut, scraped along somehow or other, and often did not know at night whether she would have enough to eat on the morrow or not, and, in gen- eral, her lot was a bitter one. Ermolai, that care- free, good-natured man, treated her harshly and roughly, ■ assuming at home a threatening and surly aspect, — and his poor wife did not know how to please him, trembled at his glance, bought him liquor with her last farthing, and servilely covered him with her sheepskin coat when he, stretching himself out majestically on the oven, fell into a heroic slumber. INIore than once I had occasion to observe in him the involun- tary manifestations of a certain surly ferocity. I did not like the expression of his face when ' Hunters for nifihtiiiffalcs are familiar witli these terms: they desig- nate the best "passages" in the ni{ihtiiigale*s song.— Author. 32 THE MITJ.ER'S WIFE lie bit the neck of a wounded bird. But Ermolai never remained at home for more than one day; and, away from home, he was again transformed into " Ermolka," as he was called for a hundred versts round about, and as he occasionally called himself.' Tlie meanest house-serf was conscious of his superiority over this vagabond, — and, pos- sibly for that very reason, treated him in a friendly manner; while the peasants first gladly pursued and caught him, like a hare in the field, but afterward released him and bade liim God- speed, and having once recognised the fact that he was a queer fish, they did not touch him again, but even gave him bread, and entered into con- versation with him This was the man whom I took with me as a hunter, and with him I set out for " stand-shooting " in a large birch grove on the bank of the Ista. Many Russian rivers have one hilly shore and the other in level plains, like the Volga; so has the Ista. This little river winds about in an ex- tremely capricious way, writhing like a snake, never flows straight for a single half-verst, and, in some places, from the crest of a steep hill, about ten versts of it are visible, with dams and ponds, mills, vegetable-plots enclosed with wil- lows, and dense gardens. The Ista abounds in fish, especially in mullet (the peasants catch * The diminutive form conveys the idea of an unliable, good fel- low. Ermolka may also mean the skull-ca]>. — Translator. 33 MEMOIRS OF A SrORTS:MxVX them, with their haiuls, in the lieat of tlie day, uiuler the hushes). Small sandpipers fly whis- tling along the roeky shores, dotted with cold, hright springs; wild ducks swim out into the cen- tre of the ponds, and gaze cautiously about; herons stand out prominently in the shadow, in the bays, under the precipices We had been standing at " stand-shooting " for about an hoiu', and had killed a couple of brace of wood- cock ; and, being desirous of trying our luck once more before sunrise (one can also go stand-shoot- ing early in the morning), we decided to pass the night in the nearest mill. AVe emerged from the grove, and descended the hill. The river was flowing on in dark-blue waves; the air had grown thick, burdened with the nocturnal moisture. We knocked at the gate. The dogs began to bark in the yard. " Who 's there? " — rang out a hoarse, sleepy voice. — " Sportsmen: let us in to pass the night." — There was no an- swer. — " We will pay." — " I '11 go and tell the master. . . Shut up, you damned beasts! . . . . Ekh, I 'd like to murder vou! " — We heard the labourer enter the cottage; he speedily returned to the gate. — " Xo," he said, " the master does not command me to admit you." — " Why not? " — " Why, he 's afraid: vou are hunters; the first thing anybody knows, you '11 be setting the mill afire; you see, you have that sort of ammunition." — " \Vhat nonsense! " — " Anyhow, our mill was 34 THE iNIILLER'S WIFE burned down the year before last: some cattle- drovers spent the night here, and, you know, probably they set it ablaze." — " But, brother, we can't spend the night out of doors, of course! " — " As you please." .... He went off, clumping with his boots. Ermolai wished him divers unpleasant things. " Let 's go to the village," — he ejaculated, at last, with a sigh. But it was two versts to the village. ..." Let 's pass the night here," — said I: — ^" it is warm out of doors; the miller will send us out some straw, if we pay for it." — Ermolai agreed, without making any difficul- ties.^ — Again we began to thump on the gate. — " What do you want now? " — rang out the voice of the hired man again: — "I told you, you could n't." — We explained to him what we wanted. He went to consult his master, and came back accompanied by the latter. The wicket screeched. The miller made his appear- ance, a man of lofty stature, with a fat face, a bull neck, and a huge, round belly. He assented to my proposal. A hundred paces from the mill there was a tiny shed, open on all sides. Thither they brought us straw and haj^; the workman placed the samovar on the grass beside the stream, and squatting down on his heels, began zealously to blow into the pipe The coals flared up brilliantly, illuminating his youthful face. The miller ran to arouse his wife, and, at 35 ME^SrOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN last, himself suggested to me thai we should spend the night in his cottage; but I preferred to remain in the open air. The miller's M'ife brought us milk, eggs, potatoes, and bread. The samovar soon began to hiss, and we set to drink- ing tea. Vapours rose from the river; there was no wind; the corncrakes were calling all around us; faint noises resounded near the mill-wheels: now the drops dripped from the blades, again the w^ater trickled through the bars of the sluice- gate. We built a small bonfire. AVhile Ermolai was roasting the 2)otatoes in the ashes, I managed to fall into a doze A faint, repressed whis- pering aroused me. I raised my head: before the fire, on an overturned cask, sat the miller's w^ife, chatting with my huntsman. I had al- ready, from her garb, her moA ements, and her mode of speech, divined that she w^as of the house-serf class^ — not a peasant w'oman, and not a petty burgheress; but only now did I scan her face w^ell. Apparently, she was about thirty years of age; her thin, ])ale face still preserved traces of remarkable beauty; I was particularly pleased by her eyes, which were large and mourn- ful. She had her elbows propped on her knees, and her face rested on her hands. Ermolai was sitting wqth his back toward me, and feeding the fire with chips. " There 's murrain in Zheltukhino again," — said the miller's wife: — "both of Father Ivan's 36 THE JMII.LER'S WIFE cows are tk)\vii with it Lord have mercy! " " And how are your pigs? " — inquired Ermo- lai, after a pause. " Thev re ahve." " You miglit, at least, give me a sucking-pig." The miller's wife remained silent for a while, then sighed. " Who 's this you 're with? " — she asked. " With a gentleman — the gentleman from Kostomarovsk." Ermoliii flung several fir-hranches on the fire; the branches immediately began to crackle vig- orously, the thick, white smoke puffed out straight in his face. " Why would n't your husband let us into the cottage? " " He 's afraid." "What a fat-belly! .... My dear httle dove, Arina Timofyeevna, do thou fetch me out a little glass of liquor! " The miller's wife rose, and disappeared into the gloom. Ermolai began to sing in an under- tone : " When cO my loved one I did go, All my boots I quite wore out. ?> Arina returned with a small caraffe and a glass. Ermolai half rose to his feet, crossed him- 37 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN self, and tossed off' a glassful at a gulp. " I love it! " he added. Again the miller's wife seated herself on the cask. " AVell, how gims it, Arina Timofyeevna, — thou art still ailing, I suppose? " " XT' T " Yes, 1 am. "What's the matter?" " INIy cough torments me at night." " The gentleman has fallen asleep, appar- ently," — said Ermolai, after a hrief silence. — - "Don't go to the doctor, Arina: 'twill be the worse for thee." " I 'm not going, as it is." " But do thou come and stay with me." Arina bowed her head. " I 11 drive my own wife away, in that case," — went or) Ermolai. . . " I really will, ma'am." " You 'd better wake up your master, Ermolai Petrovitch ; the potatoes are roasted enough, you see." " Why, let him go on with his nap," — re- marked my faithful servant, indiff'erently, — " he has run his legs off*, so he is sleepy." I turned over on the hav. Ermolai rose, and came over to me. — " The potatoes are ready, sir, please eat." I emerged from beneath the shed-roof; the miller's wufe rose from the cask, and started to go away. I entered into conversation with her. 38 THE MII.LER'S WIFE " Is it lon<>- since you took over this mill? " " Our second year began on Trinity-day." ^ " Where does tliy husband come from? " Anna did not understand my question. "Whence comes thy husband?"^ — repeated Ermolai, raising* Ijis voice. " From Byelyoff . He is a burgher of Bye- lyofF." " And art thou also from ByelyoiF? " " No, I 'm a serf. ... I was a serf." "Whose?" " Mr. Zvyerkoff 's. Now I 'm a free woman." "Of what Zvyerkoff?" " Alexander Silitch." " Wert not thou his wife's maid? " " And how do you know that? — Yes, I was." I gazed at Arina with redoubled curiosity and sympathy. " I know thy master," — I went on. " Do you? " — she replied, in a low voice, — and dropped her eyes. I must tell the reader why I gazed upon Arina with so much sympathy. During my sojourn in Petersburg, I had accidentally made the ac- quaintance of iNIr. Zvyerkoff.'' He occupied a ^ In the Eastern Cluirch this is Whitsunday, or Pentecost. Tlie following day, which is an equally great feast, is " the Day of the Descent of the Holy Spirit." But the grand Pentecost celebra- tion is on Trinity-day. — Translator. -The gentleman says, correctly, "otkiida" (whence); Ermoldi says, incorrectly, " otkeleva." — Translator. ^ Zvyerkoff is derived from Zvycr, a wild beast. — Translator. 39 ME.ArOlHS OF A SPORTSMAN rather important post, and bore the reputation of being a clever and active man. He had a wife, plump, sensitive, tearfid, and ill-tempered, a lieavy, commonplace creature; he had also a son, a regular little squire's son of the old-fashioned type, spoiled and stupid. ISlr. Zvyerkoff 's per- sonal appearance did not predispose one much in his favour: tiny, mouse-like eyes gazed craftily out of a broad, almost square face, a large, sharp- pointed nose, with flaring nostrils, projected from it ; closely-clipped grey hair reared itself in a brush above a furrowed brow, thin lips twitched and smiled incessantly. JNIr. Zvyerkoff gener- ally stood with his legs straddled far apart, and his thick little hands thrust into his pockets. It once fell to my lot to drive out of town in the same carriage with him. We fell into conversa- tion. Being an experienced, energetic man, INIr. Zvyerkoif began to instruct me in the " way of truth." " Permit me to remark to you," — he squeaked, at last: — ■" all you young men reason and talk about everything at random: you kno\v very little about your own fatherland; Russia is an un- known country to j^ou, gentlemen, — that 's what it is! ... . You never read anything but German books. Here, for example, you are telling me this, that, and the other, about . . . well, that is to say, about house-serfs. . . . Very good, I don't deny it, that 's all very good ; but you don't 40 THE IMILLKK'S WIFE know tliem, yon don't know what sort of folks they are/' JNlr. Zvyerkoff hlew his nose loudly, and took a pinch of snuff. " iVUow me to relate to you, as an example, one little anecdote: you may find it interesting." (^Ir. Zvyerkoff* cleared his throat). " You know, I suppose, what sort of a wife 1 have: apparently, it would be difficult to find a kinder woman than she, you must agree to that. Her maids never have any hard- ships — their life is simply paradise visibly re- alised But my wife has laid it down as a rule for herself: not to keep married maids. Really, it 's not the thing to do: children will ar- rive, — and this, and that, — well, and how is a maid to look after her mistress then, as she should, and attend to her ways: she no longer cares for that, she 's no longer thinking of that. One must reason humanely. So, sir, we were once driving through our village, it must be — I want to tell you accurately, not to lie — fifteen years ago. We saw that the Elder had a little girl, a daughter, a very pretty creature; there was even, you know, something obsequious about her manners. INIy wife says to me: ' Koko,' — that is to say, you understand, that 's what she calls me, — ' let 's take this young girl to Petersburg ; she pleases me, Koko.' . . . ' We '11 take her, with pleasure,' says I. The Elder, of course, fell at our feet; he could not have expected such luck, you understand Well, of course, 41 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN the girl wept, out of folly. Now, it really is rather painful, at first : the parental house . . . . in general .... it 's not in the least surpris- ing. Rut she soon got used to us; at first we put her in the maids' room; they taught her, of course. And what do you think? .... The girl made astonishing progress; my wife simply took a violent fancy to her, and at last appointed her as her personal maid, over the head of the other maids ohserve! . . . And I must do her the justice to sav, that mv wife had never before had such a maid, — positively, never; oblig- ing, modest, obedient — simply, everything that is required. On the other hand, I must admit that my wife petted her too much: she dressed her capitally, fed her from our own table,^ gave her tea to drink .... well, and every sort of thing you can imagine! So, after this fashion, she ser\'ed my wife for ten years. x\ll of a sud- den, one fine morning, just fancy, Arina comes in — her name was Arina — comes into my study, without being announced, — and, flop! she goes at my feet. ... I will tell you frankly, that I cannot endure that sort of thing. A man should never forget his dignity, is n't that so? " — ' What dost thou want?' — 'Dear little father, Alexan- der Silitch, I crave a favour.' — ' AVhat is it?' — ' Permit me to marry.' — I must confess to you ' Russian servants always used to have, and generally have still, their own cook and special food, such as cal)l)age soujj, Ijuckwheal groats, and sour, black rye bread. — Transi-atoh. 42 THE MILLER'S WIFE that I was amazed. — ' But dost not thou know, fool, that thy mistress has no other maid? ' — ' I will serve the mistress as usual.' — ' Nonsense! Nonsense! thy mistress does not keep married maids.' — ' Malanya can take my place.' — ' I beg that thou wilt not argue! ' — ' As you will.' I must admit, that I was dumfounded. I tell you this is the sort of man I am: nothing so offends me, I venture to assert, so violently of- fends me, as ingratitude For there is no need of my telling you — you know what sort of a wife I have: an angel in the flesh, kindness in- expressible It seems as though even a malefactor would have pity on her. I ordered Arina out of the room. Perhaps she '11 recover her senses, I thought ; one does n't wish, you know, to believe evil, black ingratitude in a per- son. But what do you think? Six months later, she is good enough to apply to me again, with the same request. Then I drove her away in wrath, I admit it, and threatened her, promised to tell my wife. I was upset But conceive my surprise: a little while later, my wife comes to me, in tears, so agitated that I was fairly fright- ened. — ' What has happened ? ' — ' Arma You understand. ... I am ashamed to speak out.' — 'It cannot be! ... . who is it?' — ' Pe- trushka, the footman.' I flew into a rage. That 's the kind of man I am .... don't like half-measures! Petrushka .... is not to 43 MEiyiOlKS OF A SPORTSMAX blame. Wc can punish him; but, in my opinion, he is not to bhime. Arina .... well, what is there .... well, well, what more is there to be said? ' Of course, I immediately gave orders to have her hair cut off short, to clothe her in striped ticking, and to exile her to the country. ]My wife was deprived of an excellent maid, but tliere was no help for it : one cannot tolerate disorder in the household. It is better to amputate an ailing member at one blow AVell, well, and now, judge for yoiu'self, — well, now, you know what my wife is, you see, you see, she 's,she 's,she 's . . . . an angel, in short! .... She had got attached to Arina, you see, — and Arina kne-\v it, and was not ashamed Hey? No, tell me . . . hey? But what 's the use of discussing it! In any case, there was nothing else to be done. And that girl's ingratitude pained me, me myself, for a long time. Say what you will you. need not look for heart, for feeling in those creatures! You may feed a wolf as you will, he always has his eye on the forest Forward march, science! But I merely wished to prove to you " And, without finishing his sentence, INIr. Zvyerkoff tiu-ned away liis head, and wi-a])ped himself more closely in his cloak, manfully stifling his involuntary emotion. The reader now understands, ])robably, why I gazed at Arina with sympathy. 4>4> THE INIILLER'S WIFE " Hast thou been inarrieil long to the miller? " — I asked her, at last. " Two years." " But is it possible that thy master permitted it?" " ^ly freedom was purchased." " By whom? " " Savely Alexyeevitch." "Who is he?" " My husband." (Ermolai smiled to himself.) " But did my master talk to you about me? " — added Arina, after a brief silence. I did not know what reply to make to her ques- tion. "Arina!" shouted the miller from afar. She rose and went away. "Is her husband a good man?" — I asked Ermolai. So-so. " And have they any children? " " They had one, but it died." " How did it come about — did the miller take a liking to her? Did he pay a large ransom for her? " " I don't know. She knows how to read and write; in his business it that sort of thing .... is an advantage. Consequently, he must have taken a fancy to her. " And hast thou known her long? " Yes. I used to go to her master's formerly. Their manor is not far from here." 45 5> MEMOIKS OF A SrOKTSMAX " Aiul dost thou know Petriishka the foot- man? " Piotr \^asiHevitchJ' Of course 1 know him." " Where is he now? " " He has become a sokher." We fell silent. " She appears to be ill?" — I asked Ermolai, at last. "111? I should say so! .... I think the stand-shooting will l)e good to-morrow. It would n't be a bad thing for you to get some sleep now." A flock of wild ducks dashed whistling over our heads, and we heard them drop down on the river, not far from us. It was completely dark now, and beginning to grow cold; a nightingale was trilling loudly in the grove. We buried our- selves in tlie hay, and went to sleep. 46 Ill THE RASPBERRY WATER The heat often becomes unbearable at the be- ginning of August. At that time, between twelve and three o'clock, the most resolute and concentrated man is in no condition to go hunt- ing, and the most devoted dog begins " to clean the sportsman's spurs," that is to say, trots be- hind him at a foot-pace, with his eyes painfully screwed up, and his tongue lolling out in an exaggerated manner; and, in reply to his mas- ter's reproaches, he meekly wags his tail, and ex- presses confusion on his countenance, but does not advance. Precisely on such a day I chanced to be out on a hunt. For a long time, I resisted " the temptation to lie down somewhere in the shade, if only for a moment ; for a long time, my indefatigable dog continued to rummage among the bushes, although, evidently, he did not expect any rational result from his feverish activity. At last, the stifling sultriness compelled me to think of saving my last strength and faculties. I man- aged to drag myself to the little river Ista, al- ready familiar to my indulgent readers, lowered myself from a crag, and strolled along the damp, 47 MEMOIKS OF A SPORTS.MAN yt'llow saiicl in the direction of a spring known throughout the whole neighbourhood as " The Raspberry Water." This spring wells forth from a crevice in the bank, which gradually is converted into a small but deep ravine, and twenty paces thence it falls into the river with a merry, babbling sound. Oak bushes have overgrown the slopes of the ravine; around the spring, soft, velvety grass gleams green; the sun's rays hardly ever touch its cold, silvery waters. I reached the spring; on the grass lay a birch-bark dipper, left behind by some passing peasant for public use. I took a drink, lay down in the shade, and cast a glance around me. At the bay formed by the spring's entrance into the river, and for that reason always covered with a faint ripple, sat two old men, ^vith their backs toward me. One of them, rather tliickset and lofty of stature, in a neat, dark-green kaftan and a flat felt cap, Avas catching flsli, — the other, a thin, small man in a patched seersucker short coat, and without a cap, was holding the pot of worms on his lap, and now and then })assing his hand over his small grey head, as though desirous of protecting it from the sun. \ looked more in- tently at him. and recognised in him Styopushka from Shumikhino. I beg the reader's permission to introduce this man to him. A few versts distant from my handet, lies the large village Shumikliino, with a stone church, 48 THE RxVSPBKKK\ W^ATER erected in the luinie of Saints. Koziiia and Da- mitin. Opposite this ehm'ch, a spacious manor- house of a huided proprietor formerly flaunted itself, surrounded by various out!)uildings, — offices, work-shops, bath-houses, and temporary kitchens, detached wings for visitors and stew- ards, hot-houses for flowers, swings for the re- tainers, and other moi'e or less useful structures. In this mansion dwelt wealthy landed gentry, and everything was proceeding in an orderly manner with them, — when, all of a sudden, one fine morning, this whole blessed establishment ' was burned to the ground. The gentry removed to another nest; the farm sank into a state of desolation. The vast heap of ashes where the manor had stood was converted into a vegetable- garden, encumbered here and there by piles of bricks, the remnants of the former foundations. A tinv hut had hastilv been constructed from the surviving beams, covered with barge-planks," which had been purchased ten years previously for the erection of a pavilion in the Gothic style ; and the gardener, Mitrofan, with his wife, Ak- sinya, and their seven children were established therein. jNIitrofan received orders to supply the master's table, one hundred and fifty versts dis- ' In the original, blagoddl, l)Iessing. — Translator. - Tlif ha'rges used on Hiissian rivers to transport firewood and sa forth are riveted togetiier with huge wooden pegs only, and are i)roken up at the end of tlie voyage. The lavishly perforated planks sell for a very low price. Tuansi.ator. 49 ME.AIOIRS OF xV SPORTSMAN tant, witli fresh licrbs and vegetables; to Aksinya was entrusted tlie oversight of the Tyrolean cow, which had been purchased at a high price in ]Mos- cow, but was unfortunately deprived of all pos- sibility of reproduction, and, consequently, had never given any milk since she had been acquired; into her hands was given also a crested, smoke- coloured drake, the "quality's" sole fowl; no duties were assigned to the children, on account of their tender age, which, nevertheless, did not, in the least, prevent their becoming thoroughly lazy. I chanced to pass the night, on a couple of occasions, with this gardener, — I was in the habit of getting cucumbers from him in passing, which cucumbers, heaven knows why, were character- ised even in summer by their size, their worth- less, watery flavoiu", and their thick, yellow skin. It was at his house that I had seen Styopushka for the first time. With the exception of Mitro- fan and his family, and of the deaf, old church- warden, Gerasim, who lived as a charity in a tiny chamber at the house of the one-eyed soldier's widow, not a single house-serf remained in Shu- mikhino, for it was not possible to regard Styo- pushka, whom I intend to introduce to the reader, either as a man in general, or as a house-serf in particular. Every individual has at least some sort of posi- tion in society, some connection or other; every house-serf receives, if not wages, at least the so- 50 THE RASPBERRY WATER called "allowance": Styopuslika received abso- lutely no aid, was related to no one, no one knew of his existence. This man had not even a past; no one mentioned him ; it is hardly probable tliat he was even included in the revision-lists/ Ob- scure rumours were in circulation, to the effect that, once upon a time, he had been valet to som^^i one; but who he was, whence he came, whose son he was, how he had got into the number of the Shumfkhino subjects, in w^hat manner he had acquired the seersucker kaftan which he had worn from time immemorial, where he lived, what he lived on, — as to these jDoints positively no one had the slightest idea, and, to tell the truth, no one bothered himself about these ques- tions. Grandpa Trofimitch, who knew the gene- alogy of all the house-serfs in an ascending line back to the fourth generation, once said merely, that Stepan was related to a Turkish woman, whom the late master. Brigadier" Alexyei Ro- manitch, had been pleased to bring back wdth him from a campaign, in his baggage-train. And it even happened that, on festival days, days of universal gifts and hospitable entertainment, with buckw^heat patties and green wine, after the ancient Russian custom, — even on such days, ' The revised lists of male serfs, made at intervals of years, in tlie pre-emanci})ati()ii days, as a basis of taxation. — TuAxsi.ATOii. " A military rank between Colonel and IJeutenant-General, instituted by Peter the Great, and abolished under Paul I. — Translator. 51 ]ME:\rOIKS OF A SPORTSMAN Styopusliku was not wont to present Iiinisell' at the tables set forth or at the casks of liquor, did not make his reverence, did not kiss the master's hand, did not drain off at a draught a glass under the master's eye and to tlie master's health, a glass filled by the fat hand ol* the superinten- dent, — perchance, some kind soul, in passing, woidd bestow upon the })oor fellow the bit of patty whjcli he had not been able to finish off. At Easter, people exclianged the kiss of greeting with him, but he did not tuck up his greasy sleeve, he did not pull a red egg out of his rear pocket, he did not present it, panting and blinking, to the young master, or even to the gentlewoman, the mistress herself. In shimmer, he lived in a pen behind the chicken-coop, and in winter, in the anteroom of the bath-house; in extremely cold weather he spent tlie night in the hay-loft. People got used to seeing him about, they even gave him a kick sometimes, but no one entered into conversation with him, and he himself, ap- parently, had never opened his mouth since he was born. After the conflagration, this forsaken man took refuge with the gardener, INlitrofan. The gardener let him alone, he did not say to him, " Live with me," but he did not turn him out of doors. And Styopushka did not live with tlie gardener: he lodged in, he hovered about, tlie vegetable-garden. He walked and moved with- out making a soimd; he sneezed and coughed 52 THE RASPBERKY WATER nto his liand, not without terror; he was eternally hustling ahout and making liimself husy, like an mt; and all for his food, for his food alone. And, as a matter of fact, had he not worried iihout his nourishment from morning until night, —my Styopushka would have died of hunger. T is a bad tiling not to know in the morning what you will have had to eat by nightfall! Now, Styopushka would be sitting under the hedge, gnawing at a radish, or sucking at a carrot, or crushing a dirty head of cabbage beneath him; again, he would be carrying a bucket of water somewhere or other, and grunting over it; and again, he would light a tiny fire under a pot, and fling some black morsels, drawn from the breast of his shirt, into the pot ; or he would be pounding away at his own place in the store-room with a billet of wood, driving in a nail, or putting up a small shelf for his bread. And all this he did in silence, as though from around a corner: cast a glance, and he had already vanished. And then, all of a sudden, he would absent himself for a couple of days ; of course, no one noticed his ab- sence And the first you knew, there he was again, somewhere near the hedge, placing chips stealthily under the tripod. His face was small, his eyes were yellowish, his hair grew clear down to his eyebrows, he had a small, pointed nose, very large ears, transparent like those of a bat, a beard which looked as apparently of a fort- 53 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN night's growtli, never any more of it, never any less. This was the Styopiishka whom I encoun- tered on the hank of the Ista, in the company of another old man. I went up to him, hade him good morning, and seated mvself hv his side. In Stvopiishka's companion I recognised another acquaintance; he Mas a man who had belonged to Count Piotr Hitch * * *, and had been set at liberty by him, ]Mikhailo Savelitch, nicknamed The Fog (Tuman). He lived with the consumptive petty burgher of BolkhofF who kept the posting-house, where I stopped quite frequently. The young officials and other j^ersons of leisure who traverse the Orel highway (the merchants, laden with their striped feather-beds,^ care not for it) can still see, at a short distance from the big, church- village of Troitzkoe (Trinity), a huge, wooden, two-storied house utterlv deserted, with roof fall- ing to ruin, and windows tightly nailed up, which stands on the very verge of the road. xVt mid- day, in clear, sunny weather, nothing more mel- ancholy can be imagined than this ruin. Here once dwelt Count Piotr Ilitch, famous for his hospitality, a wealthy grandee of the olden days. All the government used to assemble at his house, and dance and amuse themselves gloriously, to the deafening thunder of a home-trained orches- ' Even now, in some parts of Russia, mattresses, sheets, and towels must l)e carried by the traveller; and down-pillows, also, are very generally carried. — Translator. 54 THE RASPBEKRV WATER tra, the crash of rockets iiiid Roman candles; and, in all prohability, more than one old woman, who now passes the deserted mansion of the gentry, sighs and recalls the days gone by, and her van- ished youth, l^ong did the Count hold wassail, long did he stroll about, with a courteous smile, among the throng of his obsequious guests; but, unhappily, his estate did not hold out to the end of his life. Completely ruined, he betook him- self to Petersbiu'g, sought a jilace in the service, and died in a hotel chamber, before he had re- ceived an answer. The Fog had served as his butler, and had received his emancipation papers during the Count's lifetime. He was a man of sixt}^, with a regular and agreeable countenance. He smiled almost constantly, as only people of Katherine the Second's time do smile nowa- days, good-naturedly and majestically; when he talked, he slowly thrust forward and com- pressed his lips, caressingly screwed up his eyes, and uttered his words somewhat through his nose. He blew his nose and took snufF in a leisurely way also, as though he were engaged in serious business. " Well, how goes it, INIikhailo Savelitch," — I began: — " hast thou caught any fish? " " Wh}^ please to look in the basket yonder: I 've caught two perch, and five small mullet. » . . Show them, Styopka. " Styopushka held the wicker basket toward me. 55 MEMOIRS or A SPORTSMAN "How art thou getting on, Stepan?" — I asked him. " L .... i .... i . . . a-a .... so-so-o, dear little father, pretty well," — replied Stepan, stammering as though a pud weight were hung on his tongue. "And is ^Nlitrofan welH " " Yes, o-o-of course, dear little fa- ther." The poor fellow turned away. " The fish are n't hiting well, somehow," — re- marked The Fog: — "it's awfully hot; the fish have all hidden themselves under the bushes, and gone to sleep Bait the hook with a worm, Styopa." (Styopushka got a worm, laid it on his palm, gave it a couple of whacks, put it on the hook, spat on it, and gave it to The Fog. ) " Thanks, Styopa. . . . And you, dear little father," — he went on, turning to me : — " you are pleased to go a-hunting? " As you see. " Just so, sir And what 's that hound of yours, Fnglish or some sort of Kurland ani- mal? " The old man was fond of showing off : as nmch as to say, " We 've seen the world also ! " . " I don't know of what breed he is, but he 's a good one." " Just so, sir. . . . And are you pleased to travel with dogs? " " I have a couple of l-^ashes." 56 THE RASPBERRY WATER The Fog smiled, and shook his head. " That 's exactly the way: one man is i'ond of dogs, and another would n't take them as a gift. What 1 think, according to my simple judg- ment, is: that dogs should he kept more for the dignity of the thing, so to speak And that everything should he kept in style : and that the horses shoidd he in style, as is proper, and everything in style. The late Count — may the kingdom of heaven he his! -was not a sportsman by nature, I nuist admit; but he kept dogs, and was ])leased to go out with them a couple of times a year. The whippers-in would assemble in the courtyard, in scarlet kaftans trimmed with gal- loon, and blow blasts on their horns; his lUus- triousness would condescend to come out, and his Illustriousness's horse would be led up; his Illus- triousness would mount, and the head huntsman would put his feet into the stirrups, take off his cap, and present the reins to him in it. His Illustriousness would deign to crack his hunt- ing-crop, and the whippers-in would begin to halloo, and move away from the courtyard. A groom would ride behind his Illustriousness, and lead the master's two favourite hounds in a leash, with his own hands, and would so keep a watch, you know And he sits high aloft, the groom does, on a kazak saddle,^ such a rosy- cheeked fellow he was, and rolls his little eyes 'The kazak saddle has a fat down-cushion, between a liigh pom- mel and hifch I)ack. — Traxslator. o7 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN around Well, and of course there were guests on this occasion. And amusement and honoiu' were observed. . . . Akh, he lias broken loose, the Asiatic! " — he suddenly added, pulling out liis hook. " They say that the Count led a pretty lively life in his day — how was that? " — I asked. The old man spat on the worm, and flung in his hook. " He was a very lordly man, everybody knew, sir. The leading persons from Petersburg, as one may say, used to come to visit him. They used to sit at table and eat in their blue ribbons. Well, and he was a master-hand at entertaining them. He would summon me to him: ' Fog,' says he, ' I require some live sterlet to-morrow; order them to be procured, dost thou hear? ' — ' I obey, your Illustriousness.' He used to im- port embroidered coats, wigs, canes, perfumes, ladekolon ^ snuff-boxes, such huge pictures, of the best quality, from Paris itself. He would give a l)anquet, — O Lord and Sovereign INIaster of my life ! - what fireworks and pleasure-drives there would be! They would even fire off can- non. There were forty musicians alone on hand. He kept a (German bandmaster; and the Cxcrman was awfully conceited: he wanted to eat at the same table with the gentlemen and ladies; so his ' Eau de Cologne. — Translator. ^ A quotation from a familiar ]irayer, by St. Ephraim of Syria, used during the Oreat Fast (Lent). — Tuaksi.ator. 58 THE RASPBKlUn^ WATER Illustriousness gave orders that he should be turned out of doors, and bidden godspeed : ' My niusieians understand their })usiness without him,' says he. You know how it was: the master had the power to do as he hked. They woukl set to dancing, and (huice until dawn, and chiefly the lakosez-matradura 'eh eh eh thou art caught, brother! " . . . . (The old man pulled a small perch out of the water.) " Take it, Styopa. — He was the right sort of a master, the master was," — pursued the old man, throwing his line again: — " and he was a kind soul too ! He 'd thrash vou, on occasion — and the flrst you knew, he 'd have forgotten all about it. Okh, those mistresses. Lord forgive! 'T was they that ruined him. And, you see, he chose them chiefly from the lower classes. You 'd suppose that they could n't want for anything more. But no, — you must give them the most costly thing in the whole of Europe ! And I must say: why not live at ease, — that 's the proper thing for a gentleman but as for ruin- ing yourself, that 's not right. There was one in particular : her name was Akulina ; she 's dead now,- — the kingdom of heaven be hers! She was a simple wench, the daughter of the village po- liceman of Sitovo, and such a termagant! She used to slap the Count's cheeks. She bewitched him utterly. She shaved the brow of my ' L'^cossais. — Translator. 59 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN nephew : ' he had spilled ehocolate on her new gown .... and he was not the only one w^hose brow she shaved. Yes And neverthe- less, it was a good little time!" — added the old man, with a deep sigh, as he dropped his eyes and rela2)sed into silence. " But you had a severe master, I see," — I be- gan, after a brief pause. " That was the taste then, dear little father," — returned the old man, shaking his head. " That is no longer done now," — I remarked, without remo^'ing my eyes frcnn him. He surveyed me with a sidelong glance. " Now, things are better, certainly," — he mut- tered — and flung his line far out. We were sitting in the shade; but even in the shade it was stifling. The heavy, sultry air seemed to have died down; the burning face sought the breeze with anguish, but there was no breeze. The sun fairly beat from the blue, dark- ling sky; directly in front of us, on the other shore, a field of oats gleamed yellow, overgrown here and there with wormwood, and not a single ear of the grain stirred. A little lower down, a peasant's horse was standing in the river up to his knees, and lazily swishing himself with his wet tail; no^\' and then, a large fish swam up under an overhanging bush, emitted a bubble, ' That is, liad him inacle a soldier for the long term then obligatory. The iiair was shaved to mark the man and prevent desertion. — Traxslator. 60 THE RASPBERRY WATER and gently sank to the bottom, leaving behind him a faint surge. The grasshoppers were shrill- ing in the rusty grass; the quails were calling in a reluctant sort of way; hawks floated above the fields, and frequently came to a standstill, swiftly fluttering their wings, and spreading out their tails like a fan. We sat motionless, overwhelmed with the heat. All at once, behind us, in the ravine, a noise resounded: some one was descend- ing to the spring. I looked round, and beheld a peasant about fifty years of age, dusty, in shirt and bark-slippers, with a ^ilaited birch-bark wallet and a long coat thrown over his shoulders. He approached the spring, drank eagerly, and rose to his feet. "Eh, Vlas?" — cried The Fog, taking a look at him: — " good day, brother. Whence has God brought thee? " " Good day, Mikhailo Savelitch," — said the peasant, advancing toward us, — " from afar." "Where hast thou been?" — The Fog asked him. " I have been to Moscow, to the master." "AVhy?" " I went to petition him." " To petition him about what? " " Why, that he would reduce my quit-rent, or put me on husbandry-service, or send me for set- tlement elsewhere, perhaj)s. . . . ]My son is dead — so I can't manage it now alone." 61 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN "Is thv son dead? " " Yes. The deceased," — added the peasant, after a brief silence: — " hved in ^Moscow, as a cabman; I must confess that he paid my quit- rent." " But is it possible that thou art on quit-rent now J " Yes." " What did thy master say? " " What did the master sav ? He drove me off ! * How darest thou come straight to me,' says he; ' thou art bound to report first to the steward .... and where am I to transfer thee for set- tlement? Do thou first,' says he, ' pay up thine arrears.' He was thoroughly angry." " Well, and so thou hast come back? " " So I have come home. I should have liked to find out whether the deceased had left any goods behind him, but I could n't get a straight answer. I says to his employer, says I : ' I 'm Philip's father; ' and he saj's to me: ' How do I know that? — And thy son left nothing,' says he; ' he 's in debt to me, to boot.' Well, and so I went mv wav." The peasant told us all this with a grin, as though it were a question of some one else; but a tear welled up in his small, puckered-up eyes, and his lips quivered. Art thou going liome now? " Why, where else should I be going? Of 62 THE RASPBERRY WATER course, I 'm going home. INIy wife must be whistling into lier fist now with hunger, 1 think." " But tliou miglitcst . . . knowest thou . . ." be- gan Styopushka suddenly, — then grew confused, stopped short, and began to rummage in the pot. " And shalt thou go to the steward? " — went on The Fog, glancing at Styopa not without sur- prise. " AVhy should I go to him? .... I 'm in ar- rears, anyway. INIy son was ailing for about a year before he died, so that he did not pay even his own quit-rent. . . . And I don't care: there is nothing to be got from me. . . . Be as crafty as you will here, brother, — 't is in vain : mv head is not responsible!" The peasant broke into a laugh. " Kintilyan Semyonitch may worry over it as he will . . . .but . . . ." Again Vlas laughed. "Well, that's bad, brother Vlas,"— articu- lated The Fog, pausing between his words. " How is it bad? No " Vlas's voice broke. " How hot it is! " — he went on, mopping his brow with his sleeve. " Who is your master? " — I inquired. " Count * * *, Valerian Petrovitch." "The son of Piotr Ilitch? " " Yes, the son of Piotr Ilitch," — replied The Fog. " The deceased Piotr Ilitch allotted Vlas's village to him during his lifetime." "Is the Count well?" 63 ME:srOTT^S OF A SPORTS:\rAN Yes, thank God," — respoi ukd Vlas. — Handsome as steel, his face is as though it were stuffed with fat." " See there, dear httle father," — continued The Fog, turning to me: — " it would be all right near IMoscow, but he has put him on quit-rent here." " But at how much a houseliold? " " Ninety-five rubles a household, ' — muttered Vlas. "Well, there now, you see; and there's only the littlest bit of ground, because 't is all the master's forest." " And the}' say he has sold that," — remarked the peasant. " Well, there now, you see .... Styopa, give me a worm Hey, Styopa? What 's the matter with thee? hast thou fallen asleep?" Styopushka started. The peasant sat down beside us. Again we maintained silence for a while. On the other shore, some one started up a song, and such a mournful one! . . . INIy poor Vlas grew dejected Half an hour later we parted company. 64 IV THE DISTKICT DOCTOR One day, in aiitiiinii, on my way home from the distant fields, I eaught cold, and was taken ill. Fortunately, the fever ()\'ertook me in the coun- ty-town, in the hotel. 1 seiit for the doctor. Half an hour later, the district physician made his ap- pearance, a man of short stature, thin and hlack- haired. He prescribed for me the customary sudorific, ordered the application of mustard- plasters, very deftly tucked my five-ruble bank-note under his cufF, — but emitted a dry cough and glanced aside as he did so, — and was on the very verge of going off about his own affairs, but somehow got to talking and re- mained. The fever oppressed me; I foresaw a sleepless night, and was glad to chat with the kindly man. Tea was served. IVIy doctor began to talk. He was far from a stupid young fellow, and expressed himself vigorously and quite enter- tainingly. Strange things happen in the world: you may live a long time, and on friendly terms, with one man, and never once speak frankly from your soul with him; witli another you hardly manage to make ac(|uaintance — and behold: 65 MEMOIRS OF A SPOKTSMAX either you have })lurted out to him your most secret thoughts, as though you were at confes- sion, or he has blurted out his to vou. 1 know not how I won the confidence of mv new friend, — only, without rhyme or reason, as the saying is, he " took " and told me about a rather remarkable occurrence; and now I am going to impart his narrative to the indulgent reader. I shall endeavour to express myself in the physi- cian's words. " You are not acquainted," — he began, in a weak and quavering voice (such is the effect of unadulterated Bervozoff snufF) : — "vou are not acquainted with the judge here, Pavel Lii- kitch ]\Iyloft', are you? You are not? Well, never mind." (He cleared his throat and wiped his eyes.) " AVell, then, please to observe that the affair happened^ — to be accu- rate — during the Great Fast, in the very height of the thaw. I was sitting with him at his house, our judge's, and playing preference. Our judge is a nice man, and fond of playing preference. All of a sudden " (my doctor frequently em- j^loyed that expression: " all of a sudden ") " I am told: 'A man is asking for you.' 'What does he want if ' — said I. Thev tell me: ' He has brought a note — it must be from a sick person.' — ' Give me the note,' — said I. And so it proved to be iiom a sick person W^ell, very good, — that 's our bread and butter, you un- 66 TTTK DTSTKTCT DOCTOR (lerstand And this was what was the matter: the person who wrote to me was a hmded proprietress, a widow; she says: 'My (huii>liter is dying, come for the sake of our Tjord God, and horses have been sent for you.' A Veil, and all that is of no consecpience. . » . . But she lives twenty versts from town, night is falling, and the roads are such, that — faugh! And she herself was the poorest of the poor, I could n't expect to receive more than two rubles,^ and even that much was doubtful; and, in all probability, I should be obliged to take a bolt of crash-linen and some scraps or other. However, you under- stand, duty before everything. All of a sudden, I hand over my cards to Kalliopin, and set off homeward. I look: a wretched little peasant- cart is standing in front of my porch; peasant- horses, — pot-bellied, extremely pot-bellied, — the hair on them a regular matted felt; and the coachman is sitting hatless, by way of respect. Well, thinks I to mvself : evidently, brother, thy masters don't eat off gold You are pleased to laugh, but I can tell you a poor man, like myself, takes everything into consideration. .... If the coachman sits like a prince, and doesn't doff his cap, and grins in his beard to ^ The doctor's fee, as fixed bj^ law, in Russia, is absurdly small. Every one, tliercforo, gives what he sees fit — certain prices being only tacitly understood as projjcr for certain men. Tlie doctor is sujjposed to accept wliat is ottered, and it is contrary to eti- quette for him to remonstrate against the sum. — Thanslator. 67 ME^rOTl^S OF A SPORTSMAN boot, and waggles his whip, you may het boldly on getting a couple of bank-bills! But, in this case, I see that the matter does not smack of tliat. However, thought 1 to myself, it can't be helped: duty before everything. I catch up the most in- dispensable remedies, and set out. Will you be- lieve it, we barely managed to drag ourselves to our goal. Tlie road was hellish : brooks, snow, mud, water-washed gullies; for, all of a sudden, a dam had burst— alas! Notwithstanding, I got there. The house is tiny, with a straw-thatched roof. The windows are illuminated: which sig- nifies, that they are expecting me. ^Vn old woman comes out to receive me, — such a dignified old woman, in a mob-cap; ' Save her,' says she, ' she is dying.' ' Pray don't worry,' I say to her 'Where is the patient?' — 'Here, please come this way.'— I look: 'tis a neat little room, in the corner a shrine-lamp, on the bed a girl of twenty years, unconscious. She is fairly burning with heat, she breathes heavily: — 't is fever. There are two other young girls present, her sisters, — thoroughly frightened, in tears. — ' See there,' say they, ' yesterday she was ])erfectly well, and ate with appetite: this morn- ing she complained of her head, and toward evening, all of a sudden, she got into this condi- tion.' .... I said again: 'Pray don't worry,' — you know, the doctor is bound to say that, — and set to work. I let blood, ordered the appli- 68 THE DISTRICT DOCTOR cation of niiistanl-phisters, pi-cscribed a potion. Ill tlie iiicaiitiiiie, I looked and looked at her, and do you know: — well, upon my word, I never before had seen such a face .... a beauty, in one word! I fairly go to pieces with compassion. Such pleasing features, eyes Well, thank God, she quieted down; the perspiration broke out, she seemed to regain consciousness, cast a glance around her, smiled, passed her hand over her face Her sisters bent over her, and inquired: 'What ails thee?' — 'Nothing,' — says she, and turned away I look . . and lo, she has fallen asleep. ' Well,' I say, ' now the patient must be left in peace.' So we all went out of the room on tiptoe; only the maid re- mained, in case she should be needed! And in the drawing-room, the samovar was already standing on the table, and there was Jamaica rum also: in our business, we cannot get along without it. They gave me tea, and begged me to spend the night there. . • • I consented : what was the use of going away now ! The old woman kept moaning. ' What 's the matter with you? ' said I : ' she '11 live, pray do not feel uneasy, and the best thing you can do is to get some rest your- self: it's two o'clock.' — 'But will you give orders tliat I am to be awakened, if anything should liappen?'— 'I will, I will.'— The old woman went off, and the girls also betook them- selves to their own room; they made up a bed 69 ME.MOIKS OF xV SPORTSMxVX for me in tlie drawing-room. So I lay down, — but I couldn't get to sleep, — and no wonder! I seemed to be fretting over something. 1 could n't get my sick girl out of my mind. At last, I could endure it no longer, and all of a sudden, I got up : 1 thought : ' 1 '11 go and see how the pa- tient is getting along.' Her bedroom adjoined the drawing-room. AW'll, 1 rose, and opened the door softly, — and mv heart began to beat vio- lently. I took a look: the maid was fast asleep, with her jiiouth open, and even snoring, the beast! and the sick girl was lying with lier face toward me, and throwing her arms about, the poor thing! I went up to her. . . All of a sudden, she opened her eyes, and fixed them on me ! ' Who is this? Wilt) is this?' — I was disconcerted. — 'Don't be alarmed, madam,' said I : ' I 'm the doctor, I have come to see how you are feeling.' — ' You are the doctor? ' — ' Yes, the doctor Your mamma sent to the town for me; we have bled you, madam; now, please to lie quiet, and in a couple of days, God willing, we 11 have you on your feet again.' — ' Akh, yes, yes, doctor, don't let me die .... please, please don't ! ' — ' What makes vou sav that, God bless vou ! ' — ' Her fever is starting up again,' 1 thought to myself. I felt her pulse: it was the fever, sure enough. She looked at me, — then, all of a sudden, she seized my liand. — ' I '11 tell you why I don't want to die, I '11 tell you, I '11 tell you .... now we 70 THE DISTINCT DOCTOR are alone ; only, if you please, you must n't let anybody know .... listen! ' .... I bent down: she brought her lips to my very ear, her hair swept my cheek, — 1 confess that my head reeled, — and began to whisper 1 could under- stand nothing Akh, why, she was de- lirious She whispered and whispered, and very rapidly at that, and not in Russian, fin- ished, shuddered, dropped her head back on the pillow, and menaced me with her finger. — ' See that you tell no one, doctor.' . . . Somehow or other, I contrived to soothe her, gave her a drink, waked up the maid, and left the room." Here the doctor took snufF frantically, and grew torpid for a moment. " But, contrary to my expectation," — he went on, — " the patient was no better on the follow- ing day. I cogitated, and cogitated, and all of a sudden, I decided to remain, although other pa- tients were expecting me. . . . But, you know, that cannot be neglected: your practice suffers from it. But, in the first place, the sick girl was, really, in a desperate condition; and, in the second place, I must tell the truth, I felt strongly attracted to her. JNIoreover, the whole family pleased me. Although they were not wealthy people, yet their culture was, I may say, rare. .... Their father had been a learned man, a writer; he had died in poverty, of course, but had managed to impart a splendid education 71 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN to his children; he had also left behind him many books. AVhether it was because I worked so zealously over the sick girl, or for other reasons, at all events, 1 venture to assert that they became as fond of me as though I had been a relative In the meantime, the thaw had reduced the roads to a frightful con- dition: all communications were, so to speak, ut- terly cut off. . . . The sick girl did iiot get well . . . day after day, day after day. . . . But so, sir ... . then, sir . . . ." (The doctor paused for a M'hile). — " Really, I do not know how to state it to j^ou, sir . . ." (Again he took snuff, grunted, and swallowed a mouthful of tea.) " I will tell you, without circumlocution, — my pa- tient .... anyhow .... well, either she fell in love with me or, no, she did n't ex- actly fall in love with me . . . but, anyw^ay . . . really, how^ shall I put it? . . ." (The doctor dropped his eyes, and flushed crimson.) "No," — he went on with vivacity: — "she did n't fall in love with me! One must, after all, estimate one's self at one's true value. She was a cultivated girl, clever, well-read, and I had for- gotten even my Latin, completely, I may say. So far as my figure is concerned " (the doctor surveyed himself with a smile), "also, I have nothing to boast of, apparently. But the Lord God did n't distort me into a fool, either: I won't call white black; I understand a thing ov two 72 THE DISTRICT DOCTOR myself. For exaniple, 1 uiulerstood very well indeed that Alexandra Andreevna — her name was Alexandra Andreevna — did not feel love for me, but, so to speak, a friendly inelination, respect, something of that sort. Although she herself, possibly, was mistaken on that pointy yet her condition was such, as you can judge for yourself However," — added the doctor, who had uttered all these disjointed speeches without stopping to take breath, and with obvious embarrassment: — " I have strayed from the sub- ject a bit, 1 think. ... So you will not under- stand anything but here now, with your permission, I '11 tell you the whole story in due order." He finished his glass of tea, and began to talk in a more composed voice. " Well, then, to proceed, sir. My patient grew constantly worse, and worse, and worse. You are not a medical man, my dear sir; you cannot comprehend what takes place in the soul of a fellow-being, especially when he first begins to divine that his malady is conquering him. What becomes of his self-confidence! All of a sudden, you grow inexpressibly timid. It seems to you, that you have forgotten everything you ever knew, and that the patient does not trust you and that others are beginning to observe that you have lost your wifs, and communicate the symp- toms to you umvillingly, gaze askance at yon, 73 MEMOIRS OF A SPOUTS.MxVX whis2)er tot^cther eh, 't is an evil plight! J^ut there certainly ninst be a remedy for this malady, you think, if you could only find it. Here now, is n't this it? You try it — no, that 's not it ! You don't ^wa the medicine time to act properly .... now you grasp at this, now at that. You take your prescription-book, — it certainly must be there, you think. To tell the truth, you sometimes open it at liaphazard: perchance Fate, you think to yourself But, in the meanwhile, the person is dying; and some other 2^hysician might have saved him. A consultation is necessary, you say: ' I will not assume the responsibility.' xVnd what a fool you seem under such circumstances! Well, and you '11 leani to bear it patiently, in course of time you won't mind it. The man dies — it is no fault of yours: you have followed the rules. But there's another torturing thing about it: you behold blind confidence in you, and you yourself feel that you are not capable of helping. Well then, that was precisely the sort of confidence that Alexandra Andreevna's whole family had in me:— and they forgot to think that their daughter was in danger. I, also, on my side, as- sured them that it was all right, while my soul sank into my heels. To crown the calamity, the thaw and breaking up of the roads were so bad, that the coachman ^vould travel whole days at a time in quest of medicine. And I never left 74 THE DISTRICT DOCTOR tlie sick-chamber, 1 could n't tear myself away;, you know, 1 related ridiculous little anecdotes, and played cards with her. 1 sat up all night. ]My old woman thanked me with tears; but 1 thought to myself: ' I don't deserve your grati- tude.' I will confess to you frankly, — there 's no reason why I should dissimulate now,- — ^I had fallen in love with my patient. And Alexandra Andreevna had become attached to me: she would let no one but me enter the room. She woidd begin to chat with me, and would interro- gate me — where I had studied, how I lived, who were my parents, whom did I visit? And I felt that she ought not to talk, but as for prohibiting her, positively, you know, I could n't do it. I would clutch my head : — ' What art thou doing, thou villain ? ' — -But then, she would take my hand, and hold it, and gaze at me, gaze long, very long, turn away, sigh, and say: ' How kind you are ! ' Her hands were so hot, her eyes were big and languishing. — ' Yes,' she would say, — ' you are a good man, you are not like our neighbours . . . no, you are not that sort. . . . How is it that I have never known vou until now ! ' — ' Calm yourself, Alexandra Andreevna,' — I would sav. . . . ' I assure vou, I feel I do not know how I have merited .... only, compose yourself, for God's sake .... everything will be all right, you will get well.' — And yet, I must confess to you," added the doctor, bending for- 75 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAX ward, and elevating his eyebrows:— " tliat they had very little to do with the neighbours, because the lower sort were not their ecjuals, and pride prevented their becoming acquainted with the rich ones. As I liave told vou, it was an extremely cultured family: — and, so, you know, I felt flat- tered. She would take her medicine from no hands but mine . . . she would sit up half-way, the poor girl, with my assistance, take it, and look at me .... and my heart would fairly throb. But, in the meantime, she grew worse and worse: ' She will die,' I thought, ' she will infal- libly die.' Will you ])elieve it, I felt like lying down in the grave myself: but her mother and sisters were w^atching, and looking me in the eye .... and their confidence disappeared. '"What is it? What is the matter? '—' No- thing, ma'am ; 't is all right, ma'am ! ' — but it wasn't all right, I had merely lost my head! Well, sir, one night I was sitting alone once more, beside the sick girl. The maid was sitting in the room also, and snoring with all her might. . . . Well, there w^as no use in being hard on the unfortunate maid: she w'as harassed enough. Alexandra Andreevna had been feeling very badly all the evening; she w^as tortured by the fever. She kept tossing herself about clear up to midnight; at last, she seemed to fall asleep; at all events, she did not stir, but lay quietly. The shrine-lamp was burning in front of the 76 TUK DISTRICT DOCTOR holy picture in tiic corner. 1 was sitting, you know, with drooping head, and do/ing also. All of a sudden, I felt exactly as though some one had nudged nie in the ribs. 1 turned I'ound. . . Lord, my (xod! Alexandra Andreevna was staring at me with all her eyes her lips parted, her cheeks fairly blazing. — ' What is the matter \\'ith you ? '— ' Doctor, surely I am dy- ing? ' — ' Cxod forbid! ' — ' No, doctor, no; please don't tell me that I shall recover .... don't tell me ... if you only knew . . . listen, for God's sake, don't conceal my condition from me ! ' — and she breathed very fast. — ' If I know for certain that I must die .... I will tell you everything, everything! ' — ' For heaven's sake, Alexandra Andreevna! ' — ' Listen, I have n't been asleep at all, you see; I 've been watching you this long- while .... for God's sake ... I believe in you, you are a kind man, you are an honest man ; 1 adjure you, by all that is holy on earth — tell me the truth! If you only knew how important it is to me. . . Doctor, tell me, for God's sake, am I in danger? ' — ' What shall I say to you, Al- exandra Andreevna, for mercy's sake ! ' — ' For God's sake, I beseech you ! ' — ' I cannot conceal from you, Alexandra Andreevna, the fact that you really are in danger, but God is merciful '— ' I shall die, I shall die! ' . . . . And she seemed to be glad, her face became so cheer- ful; I was frightened. — 'But don't be afraid, 77 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN don't be afraid, death does not terrify me in the least.' — All of a sudden, she raised herself up, and propped herself on her elbow. — ' Now .... well, now I can tell you that I am grateful to you with all my soul, that you are a kind, good man, that I love you.' .... I stared at her like a crazy man; dread fell upon me, you know. . . ' Do you hear? — I love you! '....' Alexandra Andreevna, how liave 1 deserved this!' — 'No, no, you don't understand me .... thou dost not understand me.' .... And all of a sudden, she stretched out her arms, clasped my head, and kissed me. . . . AVill you believe it, I came near shrieking aloud I flung myself on my knees, and hid my head in the pillow. She was silent; her fingers trembled on my hair; I heard her weeping. I began to comfort her, to reassure her .... to tell the truth, I really do not know what I said to her. — ' You will waken the maid, Alexandra Andreevna,' I said to her. . . ' I thank you .... believe me .... calm your- self.'^ — -' Yes, enough, enough,' she repeated. ' God be with them all; well, they will wake; well, they will come — it makes no difference: for I shall die But why art thou timid, what dost thou fear? raise thy head. . . . Can it be myself ? .... in that case, forgive me,' — ' Alex- andra Andreevna, what are you saying? .... I love you, Alexandra Andreevna.' — She looked me straight in the eye, and opened her arms. 78 THE DISTRICT DOCTOR — ' Then embrace me.' . . I will tell you frankly: 1 don't understand why I did not go crazy that night. 1 was conscious that my patient was kill- ing herself; I saw that she was not quite clear in lier head; I understood, also, that had she not tiiought herself on the brink of death, she would not have thought of me; for, you may say what you like, 't is a terrible thing, all the same, to die at the age of twenty, without having loved any one: that is what was tormenting her, you see ; that is why she, in her despair, clutched even at me, — do you understand now? But she did not release me from her arms. — ' Spare me, Alexan- dra Andreevna, and spare yourself also,' I said. — ' Why should I? ' she said. ' For I must die, you know.' . . . She kept repeating this inces- santly. — ' See here, now; if I knew that I would recover, and become an honest young lady again, I should be ashamed, actually ashamed .... but as it is, what does it matter? ' — ' But who told you that you were going to die? ' — ' Eh, no, enough of that, thou canst not deceive me, thou dost not know how to lie; look at thyself.' — ' You will live, Alexandra Andreevna ; I will cure you. We will ask your mother's blessing on our mar- riage. \ . . We will unite ourselves in the bonds. . . We shall be happy.' — ' No, no, I have taken your word for it, I must die .... thou hast prom- ised me . . . thou hast told me so.' . . . This was bitter to me, bitter for many reasons. And you 79 .AIE.AIOIRS OF A SPORTS^MxVN can j 11(1^0 for yourself, what trifling things hap- pen: they seem to be nothing, yet they hurt. She took it into her head to ask nie \\hat my name was, — not my surname, hut my baptismal name. My ill-luck decreed that it should be Trifon. Yes, sir, yes, sir; Trifon, Trifon Ivanovitch. Everybody in the house addressed me as doctor. There was no help for it, I said : ' Trifon, mad- am.' She narrowed lier eyes, shook her liead, and whispered something in French, — okli, yes, and it was something bad, and then she laughed, and in an ugly way too. A Veil, and I spent the greater part of the night with her in that man- ner. In the morning, I left the room, as though I had been a madman; I went into her room again by daylight, after tea. ]My God, my God! She was unrecognisable: corpses have more col- our when they are laid in their coffins. I swear to you, by my lionour, T do not understand now, * I positively do not understand, how 1 survived that torture. Three days, three niglits more did my patient linger on ... . and what nights they were! AVliat was there that she did not say to me! .... And, on tlie last night, just ima- gine, — I was sitting beside her, and beseeching one thing only of God : ' Take her to Thyself, as speedily as may be, and me along with her.' . . . All of a sudden, the old mother bursts into the room I had already told her, on the preceding day, that there was but little hope, that 80 THE DISTRICT DOCTOR the girl was in a bad way, and that it wonld not be out ol' j)hice to send lor the priest. As soon as the siek girl beheld her mother, she said: — ' Well, now, 't is a good thing thou hast come . . . look at us, we love each other, we have given t^'aeli other our promise.' — ' What does she mean, doctor, what does she mean ? ' — I turned deathly pale. — ' She 's delirious, ma'am,' said I ; ' 't is the fever heat.' . . But the girl said : ' Enough of that, enough of that, thou hast just said some- thing entirely different to me, and hast accepted a ring from me AVhy dost thou dissimu- late? My mother is kind, she will forgive, she will understand; but I am dying — I have no object in lying; give me thy hand.' .... I sprang up and lied from the room. The old woman, of course, guessed how things stood. " But I will not weary you, and I must admit that it is painful to me to recall all this. My patient died on the following day. The kingdom of heaven be hers!" added the doctor hastily, with a sigh. " Before she died, she asked her family to leave the room, and leave me alone with her. — ' Forgive me,' — she said, — ' perhaps I am culpable in your sight my illness . . . but, believe me, I have never loved any one more than I have loved you .... do not forget me .... take care of my ring.' " The doctor turned away ; I took his hand. " Ekh,"— he said,—" let 's talk of something 81 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN else, or would iTt yoii like to play preference for a while? ^Nleii like us, you know, ought not to yield to such lofty sentiments. All we fellows have to think of is: how to keep the children from squalling, and our wiyes from scolding. For since then, you see, I haye managed to contract a legal marriage, as the saying is. . . Of course . . . . I took a merchant's daughter: she had seyen thousand ruhles of dowry. Her name is Akulina; just a match for Trifon. She's a yixen, I must tell you ; hut, luckily, she sleeps all day. . . But how ahout that game of prefer- ence? " We sat down to play preference, for kopek stakes. Trifon lyanitch won t^^'o rubles and a half from me — and went away late, greatly elated with his yictory. 82 MY NEIGHBOUR RADILOFF In autuiiiii, the woodcock frequently take up •their stand in ancient hnden parks. We have a good many such parks in the Government of Orel. Our great-grandfathers, in selecting resi- dence sites, invariahly laid out a couple of desya- tinas of good land in a fruit-orchard, with alleys of linden-trees. During the last fifty — at the most, seventy — years, these farms, these " nohle- men's nests," have been gradually disappearing from the face of the earth; their manors have rotted away or have been sold for removal, the stone offices have become converted into heaps of ruins, the ajjple-trees have died out and gone for firewood, the fences and wattled hedges have been annihilated. Only the lindens have thriven gloriously as of yore, and now, surrounded by tilled fields, proclaim to our volatile race " our fathers and brethren departed this life." ^ A most beautiful tree is such an aged linden. 'A quotation from the " aiifiinciited litany" in the services of the Eastern Catholic Church; " I'urtiierniore, we pray for ... . all our devout fathers and brethren departed this life before us. Orthodox believers, who here, and in all the world, lie asleep in the Lord." — Translatok. 83 ME.MUiKh OF A SrOKTS.MAN Even the ruthless axe of the Russian peasant spares it. Its leaves are small, its mighty boughs spread out widely in all direetions, be- neath them reigns eternal shadow. One day, as 1 was roving with Ermolai over the fields in quest of partridges, 1 espied on one side an abandoned park, and directed my foot- steps thither. No sooner had 1 entered the edge of the grove than a woodcock rose with a whir from the bushes. 1 fired, and at the same mo- ment a cry rang out a few paces from me: the frightened face of a young girl peered forth from behind the trees, and immediatelv vanished. Er- molai rushed up to me. — " Why do you shoot here? A landed proprietor lives here." Before I could answer him, before my dog, with noble dignity, could fetch me the bird 1 had killed, hasty footsteps made themselves audible, and a man of lofty stature, with moustaches, emerged from the grove, and halted in front of me, with an aspect of displeasure. I made my excuses as best I might, mentioned my name, and offered him the bird which had been shot on his domain. " Very well," — he said to me, with a smile, " I will accept your game, but only on one condi- tion: that you will stay to dinner with us." I must confess that I was not greatly pleased at his suggestion, but it was impossible to refuse. " I am the proprietor who lives here, and your S4< MY NEIGHBOUR RADIT.OTF neighbour, Kadilofi'; pcrlui])s you have lieard of me," — went on my new acciuaintance: — "this is Sun(hiy, and my dinner ought to be fairly decent, otherwise I would not have invited you." I made the sort of reply which is customary on such occasions, and started to follow him. The recently cleaned path soon led us out of the linden grove; we entered the kitchen-garden. Among the aged apple-trees and overgrown gooseberry bushes gleamed round, pale-green heads of cabbage; hop-vines garlanded the tall poles in festoons ; dark-brown sticks rose in dense array from the beds, entangled with dried pea- vines ; huge, flat squashes seemed to be wallowing on the ground; cucumbers gleamed yellow from beneath their dusty, angular leaves; along the wattled fence tall nettles rocked to and fro; in two or three places Tatar honeysuckle, elder- trees, and sweet-briar grew in masses, — the re- mains of bygone " flower-plots." By the side of a small fish-pond, filled with reddish and slimy water, a well was visible, surrounded by puddles. Ducks were busily splashing and waddling in these puddles; a dog, trembling all over and with eyes screwed up, was gnawing a bone in the open glade; a piebald cow was nipping idly at the grass there, now and then flirting her tail over her gaunt back. The path swerved aside; from behind thick willows and birches, there peeped forth at us a small, aged grey house, with a board 85 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN roof and a crooked porch. Radilofi' halted. — " By the wa}^" — he said good-naturedly, look- ing me square in the face: — " Now 1 come to think of it; perhaps you don't want to enter my house at all; in that case " I did not give him an opportunity to finish, and assiu'ed him that, on the contrary, it would give me great pleasure to dine with him. " Well, as you like." We entered the house. A young fellow in a long kaftan of heavy blue cloth met us on the porch. RadilofF immediately ordered him to give Ermolai some vodka; my huntsman made a respectfid obeisance to the back of the mag- nanimous giver. From the anteroom, papered with divers motley-hued pictures and hung around w'ith cages, we entered a small room — RadilofF's study. I took off my hunting accou- trements, and set my gun in one corner; the young fellow in the long-tailed kaftan bi'ushed me off with alacrity. " Come, now let us go into the drawing-room," — said Radiloff, cordiallv: — " I will introduce you to my mother." I followed him. In the drawing-room, on the central divan, sat an old lady of short stature, in a light-])rown gown and a white mob-cap, with a kindly, emaciated face, a timid and mournful gaze. " Here, mother, let me introduce our neigh- bour, * * *." 86 MY NEiGlllU)Uli RADILOFF The old lady half-rose, and bowed to me, witli- jut letting go her hold on a coarse worsted reti- cule in the shape of a bag. " Have you been long in our parts? " — she asked, in a weak and gentle voice, blinking her eyes. " No, madam, not long." " Do you intend to stay here long? " " Until winter, 1 think." The old lady relapsed into silence. " And here," — joined in Hadiloff, pointing to a tall, thin man, whom 1 had not noticed on en- tering the drawing-room: — "this is Feodor Mi- khyeitch. . . . Come on, Fedya, show the visitor thine art. Why hast thou tucked thyself into a corner? " Feodor IMikhyeitch immediately rose from his chair, picked up from the window-sill a miserable fiddle, grasped his bow — not by the end, as is the proper way, but by the middle, leaned the fiddle against his breast, shut his eyes, and began to dance, singing a song and sawing away on the strings. Judging from his appearance, he was seventy years old; a long nankeen coat dangled mournfully against his thin, bony limbs. He danced; now he shook his small, bald head in a dashing way, again he twisted it about, stretched out his sinewy neck, stamped his feet up and down on one spot, and sometimes, with evident difficulty, he bent his knees. His toothless mouth emitted a decrepit voice. IladilofF must have 87 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSxMAN divined, from the expression of my face, that Fedya's " art " did not afford me much pleasure. " Come, very good, old man, that will do," — he said: — " thou mayest go and reward thyself." Feodor Mikhveitch immechatelv laid the fiddle on the \\ indow-sill, bowed first to me, as visitor, then to the old lady, then to Radiloff, and left the room. " He was once a landed proprietor also," — pursued my new friend:—" and a rich one, but he ruined himself — so now he lives with me .... but in his day he was regarded as the leading gay rake in the government; he carried two wives away from their husbands, he kept singers, he himself danced and sang in a masterly manner. . . . But wouldn't you like some vodka? for dinner is already on the table." A young girl, the one of whom I had caught a glimpse in the garden, entered the room. " Ah, here 's Olya too! " — remarked Radiloff, slightly turning away his head: — "I beg that you will love and favour her. . . . Well, let 's go to dinner." We betook ourselves to the dining-room, and seated ourselves. While we were walking from the drawing-room and taking our seats, Feodor Mikhyeitch, whose eyes had begun to beam and his nose to flush a little red from liis " reward," sang: "Let the thunder of victory resound!" A special place was set for him in one corner, at 88 MY NETCTT130ITR RADILOFF a little tabic witliout a cloth. The poor old man could not boast of cleanliness, and therefore he was always kept at a certain distance from the company. He crossed himself, sighed, and be- gan to eat like a shark. The dinner really was far from bad, and, in its quality of a Sunday din- ner, did not lack quivering jelly and Spanish breezes (patties). At table, Radiloff, who had served for ten years in an army infantry regi- ment, and had been in Turkey, began to tell stories. I listened to him attentively, and stealthily watched Olga. She was not very pretty; but the calm and decided expression of her face, her broad, white brow, thick hair, and, in particular, her brown eyes, small but sensible, clear and vivacious, would have struck any one else in my place. She seemed to watch Radik)fF's every word; it was not interest but passionate attention which was depicted on her countenance. RadilofF, as to years, might have been her father; he called her " thou," but I instantly divined that she was not his daughter. In the course of the conversation he mentioned his deceased wife — " her sister," he added, indicating Olga. She blushed swiftly, and dropped her eyes. Radiloff paused for a while, and changed the subject. The old lady never uttered a word throughout the dinner, ate hardly anything herself, and did not press anything on me. Her features ex- haled a sort of timorous and hoj^eless expecta- 89 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN tion, that sadness of old age whieh makes the onlookers heart contract painfully. Toward the end of the dinner Feodor Mikhyeitch undertook to " glorify " ' the hosts and the guest, but Radi- loff, after a glance at me, requested him to hold his tongue; the old man passed his hand across his mouth, blinked his eves, bowed and sat down again, but this time on the very edge of his chair. After dinner, Radiloff and I betook ourselves to his study. In people who are powerfully and constantly occupied by a single thought or a single passion, there is perceptible something common to them all, a certain external resemblance in demeanour, however different, nevertheless, may be their qualities, capacities, positions in the world, and ^ The " Glory " is reckoned among the Christmas songs, or carols, and in its dignified form relates, like many other folk-songs, to the harvest. In this form, extracts or adaptations of it are used in connection with solemn occasions — a fragment of it appeared as part of the miniature decoration of the menu for the present Emperor's coronation banquet, for instance. In another form, it is one of tlie Twelfth-Niglit songs among young people, and used like the divining games conunon to All-Hallowe'en. In this lat- ter form, Ostrovsky has utilized it in his play, "Poverty is not a Sin," Act II, Scene v. Tlie form referred to above is the stately one, and runs somewhat as follows: "Glory to God in heaven. Glory .'—To our Lord on tliis earth, Olori/! — May our Lord (the word used is ijusuddi-, wiiicli, witli a ca])ital, means tlie I^mperor), never grow old. Glory! — May liis l)right robes never be spoiled, Glory! — May his good steeds never lie worn out, Glory! — May his trusty servants never falter, Glory! — May tlie right throughout Russia, Glory! — Be fairer than the bright Sun, Glory! — May the Tzar's golden treasury. Glory! — He for ever full to the brim. Glory! — May the great rivers. Glory! — Hear their renown to the sea, Glory! — The little streams to the mill. Glory!" — Obviously, this can easily be adapted to any circumstances. — Translator. 90 MY NEIGH HOUR KADIT.OIF education. The more 1 observed Kadiloff, the more did it seem to me that he belonged to the category of such people. He talked about farm- ing, about the harvest, the mowing, about the war, about the county gossip and the approach- ing elections,' talked without constraint, even with interest, but suddenly he heaved a sigh, dropped into an arm-chair, like a man who is exhausted with heavy toil, and passed his hand over his face. His whole soul, kind and warm, seemed to be permeated through and through, saturated with one feeling. I had already been struck by the fact that I could not discern in him a passion either for eating, or for liquor, or for hunting, or for Kursk nightingales," or for pigeons afflicted with epilepsy, or for Russian literature, or for pacers, or for hussar jackets, or for card-playing or billiards, or for dancing parties, or for paper-mills and beet-sugar fac- tories, or for embellished arbours, or for tea, or for trace-horses trained to the degree of perver- sion," or for fat coachmen girt directly under the armpits, for those magnificent coachmen, whose eyes — God knows why — twist asquint and 1 For Marshal of Nobility; for the Governmeut or district.— Trans- lator. - Tiie iiiglitingales from tlie Kurtsii Govcrnnieiit arc reputed the finest in the country, and have several extra " tifrns " to their song. — Translator. ■' Meaning — the side horses in llie troika or tlu'ec-iiorse team, trained to gallop spread out like a fan from the central trotter, with heads held down and backwards, so that those in the ccjuipage can see their eyes and nostrils — tiiis in extremes. — Translator. 91 ME.MOIKS OF A SPORTSMAX fairly pop out of their heads at every iiiove- nient of their necks. . . . ** What sort of a coun- try squire is he, I d hke to know! " 1 thought. And in the meantime, he put on no airs of heing a gloomy man, and discontented with liis lot; on the contrary, he fairly reeked with an atmo- sphere of unfastidious good-will, cordiality, and almost offensive readiness to be hail-fellow-well- met with every one who came along, without dis- crimination. It is true that, at the same time, you felt that he could not make friends, really become intimate, with any one whomsoever, and that he could not, not because he had no need of other people in general, but because his whole life had, for the time being, turned inward. As I intently observed Radiloff, I could not possi- bly imagine liim to myself as happy, either now or at any other time. He was not a beauty, either; but in his glance, in his smile, in his whole being there was concealed something extremely attractive, — precisely tliat: concealed. So, aj)- parently, one w^ould have liked to know him better, to love him. Of course, the country squire, the steppe-dweller, was apparent in him at times; but, notwithstanding, he was a splendid fellow. We had just begun to discuss the new INIarshal of the Nobility for the district, wlien, all of a sudden, Olga's voice resounded at the door: " Tea is ready." We went to the drawing-room. 92 MY NElCilTHOUlJ HADILOFF Feodor JMikhyeitcli was sitting, as before, in liis nook between the small window and the door, with his feet modestly tucked up. lladiloff' s mother was knitting a stocking. Through the windows ojien toward the garden there wafted in the chill of autumn and a scent of apples. Olga was busily poiu'ing out tea. I surveyed her now with greater attention than at dinner. She spoke very little, like all country maidens in general, but in her, at least, I did not observe any desire to say something fine, together with a torturing sense of emptiness and impotence; she did not sigh, as though from a superabun- dance of inex])ressible sentiments, did not roll up her eyes, did not smile dreamily and indefi- nitely. Her gaze was calm and indifferent, like that of a person who is resting after a great hap- piness, or a great anxiety. Her walk, her move- ments, were decided and unconstrained. She pleased me greatly. RadilofF and I got to talking again. I cannot now recall how we arrived at the familiar re- mark: how^ frequently the most insignificant things produce a greater impression than the most important. "Yes,"— said RadilofF:—"! have had that experience myself. I have been married, as you know. Not long .... three years; mj^ wife died in childbed. I thought that I should not survive her; I w^as frightfully afflicted, over- 93 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN whelmed, but 1 could not weep — I went about like a madman. They dressed her, in tlie usual way, and placed her on the table — here, in this room. The priest came; the chanters came, and they began to sing, to pray, to cense with incense; 1 made reverences to tlie earth, but not a tear did 1 shed. jNIv heart seemed to have turned to stone, and my head also, — and I had grown heavy all over. Thus passed the first day. On the following morning I went to my wife, — it was in summer, the sun ilhmiined lier from head to feet, and so brilliantl^^ — All at once I saw . . . ." Here RadilofF involuntarily shud- dered. . . " what do vou tliink ? One of her eves was not quite closed, and on that eye a fly was walking. ... I fell to the floor in a heap, un- conscious, and when I recovered mv senses, I began to w^eep, to weep, — I coifld not stop. ..." Radilofl' relapsed into silence. I looked at him, tlien at Olga. ... I shall never forget the expression of her face as long as I live. The old lady dropped the stocking on her knees, pulled a handkerchief from her reticifle, and stealthily wiped away a tear. Feodor ^Nlikhyeitch sud- denly rose to his feet, seized his fiddle, and started a song in a hoarse, wild voice. He probably wished to cheer us up; but we all shuddered at his first sound, and Radflofl' requested him to be quiet. "However," — he went on: — "what has haj^- 94 MY NEICTTBOn? HADILOFF pened, has happened; the past eaiiiiot be recalled, and, after all ... . everything is for the best in this world, as Voltaire — I think it was — once said," he added hastily. "Yes," — I returned: — "of course. Besides, every misfortune may be borne, and there is no situation so bad, but that one can escape from it." " Do you think so? " — remarked RadilofF. — " Well, perha]:)s you are right. I remember lying half -dead in the hospital in Turkey: I had putrid fever. Well, our quarters were nothing to brag of — of course, it was war-time, — and we thanked God for even that much! All of a sud- den, more patients were brought to us, — where were they to be put? The doctor rushed hither and thither : there was no room. At last he came up to me, and asked the assistant: ' Is he alive? ' The man answered: ' He was this morning.' The doctor bent over me, listening: I was breathing. My friend lost patience. ' Well, he has got a stupid sort of nature,' — said he : — ' why, the man will die, he will infallibly die, and he keej)s creaking on, dragging along; he merely takes up space, and interferes with others.' Well, I thought to myself, thou art in a bad way, Mi- khailo ^likhailitch. . . . And behold, I got well and am alive at the present moment, as you maj^ see. So, you must be right." " I am right, in any case," — I replied: — ■" even 95 me:moirs of a sportsman if 3^ou Imtl died, you would have escaped from your evil state."' " Of course, of course," — he added, — dealing the table a heavy blow with his hand. ..." All that is required, is to make up one's mind What 's the sense of enduring a bad situation? .... Why delay, drag matters out? . . ." Olga rose swiftly and went out into the garden. " Come, now, Fedya, a dance-tune," — ex- claimed Radilotf. Fedya leaped to his feet, strode about the room with that peculiar dandified gait wherewith the familiar " goat " treads around the tame bear, and struck up: " When at our gate . . . ." The rumble of a racing-gig resounded at the entrance, and a few moments later there came into the room an old man of lofty stature, broad- shouldered and heavily-built, freeholder Ovsy- anikoff. . . . But Ovsyanikoff is so remarkable and original a person, that, with the reader's permission, we will discuss him in another ex- cerpt. But now, I will merely add, on my ac- count, that on the following day Ermolai and I set off a-lninting as soon as it was light, and from the hunt went home; . . , that a week later, I ran in to see Radiloff, but found neither him nor Olga at home, and two weeks afterward learned that he had suddenly disappeared, aban- doned his mother, and gone off somewhere or 96 MY NEIGHBOUR RADILOFF other with his sistcr-in-hiw. The vvliole govern- ment was in eommotion, and gossiping about this occurrenee, and only then, at hist, did I under- stand the expression of Olga's face during Ra- diloff's story. It had not breathed forth compas- sion alone then: it had also flamed with jealousy. Before my departure from the country I called on old JMme. Radiloff . I found her in the drawing-room; she was playing "fool" with Feodor INIikhyeitch. "Have you any news from your son?"^ — I asked her at last. The old lady began to weep. I questioned her no further about RadilofF.^ * Marriage with a sister-in-law is prohibited in the Eastern Catholic Church. Two brothers may not even wed two sisters. — Translator. 97 VI FREEHOLDER OVSYANIKOFF * Picture to yourselves, dear readers, a stout, tall man, seventy years of age, with a face somewhat suggestive of that of Kryloff ,- with a clear and intelligent gaze, heneath overhanging eyehrows: with a stately mien, deliberate speech, slow gait; there is OvsyanikofF for you. He wore a ca- pacious blue surtout with long sleeves, a lilac silk kerchief round his neck, briglitly-polished boots with tassels, and, altogether, resembled a well-to- do merchant. His hands were very handsome, soft and white; in the course of conversation, he frequently fingered a button of his coat. Ovsy- iinikoff, by his dignity and impassiveness, his intelligence and la/iness, his straightforwardness and stubbornness, reminded me of the Russian ' The " freeholders " constitute a peculiar intermediate class, neither gentry nor peasants. Ihey are: 1. Settlers wiio regard tlicniselves of noble lineaire, and, in some cases, fornu'riy owned serfs. 2. Descendants of nobles of tlic court service and of military men who were colonised in the Ukraina (Border-Marches) in the XVlTlh century. They are found chiefly in tiie governments of Taml)(')ir, N'oronezii, and neigiibouring governments, once the Border-Marches.— Translator. -Ivan Andreevitch Krylotf (1TG3-I84i), the famous Russian fabulist. — Translator. 98 IREEIIOl.DKR OVSYANIKOFF boyars of the times jinterior to Peter tlie Great: .... the feryaz ' would have suited his style. He was one of the last survivors of the oldeu days. All his neighbours respected him ex- tremely, and regarded it as an honour to know him. His brother freeholders all but said their prayers to him, doffed their caps to him from afar, were proud of him. Generally speaking, to this day, we find it difficult to distinguish a freeholder from a peasant: his farming-opera- tions are almost worse than those of a peasant, his calves are forever in the buckwheat fields, his horses are barely alive, his harness is of ropes. Ovsyanikoff was an exception to the general ride, although he was not reputed to be wealthy. He lived alone with his wife, in a snug, neat little house, kept only a small staff of servants, clothed his people in Russian style, and called them la- bourers. And they really tilled his land. He did not claim to be a nobleman, he did not pretend to be a landed proprietor, he never, as the saying is, " forgot himself," he did not seat himself at the first invitation, and at the entrance of a new visitor he invariably rose from his seat, but with so much dignit}', with so much majestic courtesy, that the visitor involuntarily saluted him the more profoundly. Ovsyanikoff held to ancient customs not out of superstition (he had a fairly * An ancient, long-skirted coat, with long sleeves, no collar, and no defined waist-line.— Than si.ator. 99 MEISrOIRS OF A SPORTS.MAX liberal soul), but from liabit. For example, he did not like ecjuipages with springs, because he did not find them comfortable, and drove about either in a racing-gig, or in a small, handsome cart with a leather cushion, and himself held the reins over a good bay trotter. (He kept only bay horses.) The coachman, a rosy-cheeked young fellow, with his hair cut in a bowl-shaped crop, clad in a bluish long coat and a low sheep- skin cap, and with a strap for a girdle, sat re- spectfully by his side. Ovsyanikoff always slept after dinner, went to the bath on Saturdavs, read only religious books (on which occasions he pompously set a j^air of silver-mounted specta- cles astride of his nose), rose and went to bed early. But he shaved off his beard, and wore his hair in foreign fashion. He w^elcomed visitors with much affection and cordiality, but did not bow to their girdles, did not fuss, did not treat them to all sorts of dried and salted viands. — "Wife!" he would sav deliberatelv, without rising from his seat, and turning his head slightly in her direction :- — " Fetch the gentlemen some dainty morsel or other." He regarded it as a sin to sell grain, the gift of God, and in the year 1840, at a time of general famine and fright- fully high prices, he distributed his entire store to the neigh})()uring landed proprietors and peasants; in the following year, they repaid their debt to him in kind, with gratitude. The neigh- 100 FREEHOLDKl^ OVSYANIKOFF hours frc(|iiently resorted to Ovsyaiiikoff' with appeals to arhitrate, to effect reconeihations he- tween them, and ahiiost always suhniitted to his decree, oheyed his advice. INIany, thanks to him, got the houndaries of thejr land definitely set- tled But after two or three skirmishes with landed proprietresses, he announced that he declined any sort of intervention hetween per- sons of the female "sex. lie could not endure haste, agitated precipitation, women's chatter and " fussiness." Once it happened that his house caught fire. A labourer rushed precipi- tately to him, yelling: "Fire! Fire!" — "Well, what art thou yelling for? " said Ovsyanikoff, calmly: — "Give me my hat and staff." — He was fond of breaking in his horses for himself. One day, a mettlesome Bitiuk ^ dashed headlong down-hill ^\\\\\ him, toward a precipice. " Come, that will do, that will do, thou green colt, — thou wilt kill thyself," Ovsyanikoff remarked good- naturedly to him, and a moment later flew over the precipice, along with his racing-drozhky, the small lad who was sitting behind, and the horse. Luckily, the sand lay in heaps at the bottom of the ravine. No one was injured, but the Bitiuk dislocated his leg.—" Well, there, thou seest,"— went on Ovsyanikoff in a calm voice, as he rose '" Bitiiiks "—horses from Bitiuk; a special race, which were reared in the Government of Voronezh, near the well-known "Khryenovoy" (the former stud-farm of Count Orloflf).— Trans- lator. 101 31E.M01KS OF A SrOKTS.MAN from the ground: — " 1 told thee so." — xVnd lie had found himself a wife to match him. Tatyana Ih'nitc'hna Ovsyanikolf was a woman of lofty stature, dignified and taciturn, Avith a cinnamon- hrown silk kerchief forever hound ahout her head. She exhaled a chilly atmosphere, although not oidy did no one accuse her of being severe, hut, on the contrary, many poor wretches called her " dear little mother " and " benefactress." Kegidar features, large, dark eyes, thin lips, still bore witness to her formerly renowned beauty. OvsvanikofF had no children. I made his acquaintance, as the reader already is aware, at Radiloif "s, and a couple of days later I went to see him. I found him at home. He was sitting in a large leathern arm-chair, and reading the Tchetva-]Minava.^ A grev cat was purring on his shoulder. He welcomed me, ac- cording to his wont, caressingly and in stately wise. We entered into conversation. " But pray tell me truly. Luka Petrovitch," — I said, among other things; — " Things were bet- ter formerlv. in vour time, were n't thev? " " Some things reallv were better, I will tell vou," — returned OvsvanikofF: — "We lived more peacefully: there was greater ease, really. . . . But, nevertheless, things are better now; and they will be better still for our children, God willing." ' " The Martyrologj"," or Lives of the Saints. — Tbakslatob. 102 FREEHOLDER OVSYAXIKOFF "But 1 expected, Eukji Fetrovitcli, tliut ycni would laud the olden days to me." " No, I have no special cause to laud tlie olden times. Here, now, to give an instance, you are a landed proprietor at the present day, just such a landed proprietor as your deceased grandfather was hefore vou, but vou will never have the power he had! and you are not the same sort of a man, either. Other gentlemen oppress us now- adays; but, evidently, that cannot be dispensed with. You can't make an omelette without breaking eggs. Xo, I no longer see what I used to wonder at in my youth." "And what was that, for example?" " Why, take this now, for instance, I will refer to your grandfather once more. He was an overbearing man! he wronged folks like me. Xow, perhaps you know — and how can you help knowing about your land? — that wedge wliich runs from Tcheplygino to jNIalinino; You have it planted to oats now. . . . Well, that 's ours, vou know, — every bit of it ours. Your grandfather took it away from us; he rode out on horseback, pointed it out with his hand, said: " ]My property," — and took possession of it. My father, now dead (the kingdom of heaven be his!), was a just man, but he was also a hot- tempered man, and he would not j)ut up with that, — and who does like to lose his property? — and he appealed to the court of law. One 103 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAX judge gave it to him, but the others did not agree, — they were afraid. So they reported to your grandfather to the effeet that ' Piotr Ovsyani- koff is making a eomphiint against you; lie says you hav'e been jjleased to deprive him of his land.' .... Your grandfather immediately sent his huntsman Bausch to us, with a squad. ... So they took my father and carried him off to your hereditary estate. I was a little lad then, and ran after them, barefooted. AVhat next? .... Thev took him to your house, and flogged him in front of the windows. And your grandfather stood on the balcony, and looked on; and your grand- mother sat at the window and looked on also. My father shouts: ' Dear little mother, JMarya Vasilievna, intercede! Do you, at least, spare me ! ' But all she did was to keep rising up, now and then, and taking a look. So then they made my father promise to retire from the land, and they ordered him to return thanks, to boot, that they had let him go alive. And so it has remained in your possession. Just go and ask your own peasants: ' What is that land called? ' The land of the oaken cudgel ^ it is called, because it was taken away by an oaken cudgel. And that is why it is impossible for us, the petty people, very greatly to regret the ancient order of things." I did not know what reply to make to Ovsy- anikofF, and did not dare to look him in the face. ' Dubovshntchimi, in Russian. — TnAXSLAxoR. 104 1 REKIIOI.DKU OVSYANl KOFF " And then take another of our nei^hhours, who made his nest among us in those days, — K6- molf, Stepjin Niktopohonitch. lie tormented my fatlier to death: if not with biting, witli serateliing. lie was a drunken fellow, and fond of standing treat, and when he had taken a glass too much, he would say in French, ' C'est bon,' and carry on so, that it was enough to make one want to take the holy pictiu'es out of the room, with shame! He would send and invite all the neighbours to favour him with their company. He had trcVikas standing ready har- nessed ; and if you did n't come, he 'd drop down on you himself. . . . And such a strange man as he was! When he was sober, he did not lie; but as soon as he began to drink he would begin to relate that in Peter ^ he had three houses on the Fontanka: one red, with one chimney; another yellow, with two chimneys; and the third blue, with no chimnejs — and three sons (but he was not married) : one in the infan- try, one in the cavalry, and the third a gentleman of leisure. . . . And, he said, that in each of his houses dwelt one of his sons; that admirals came to visit the eldest, generals to visit the second, and nothing but Englishmen to visit the third! Well, and he would rise to his feet and say: ' To the health of my eldest son, he 's the most re- spectfvd!' — and begin to weep. And woe be ' Petersburg. — Translator. 105 MEMOIRS OF A SPOUTSxMAX to the man wlio uiKlcrtook to refuse! ' I '11 shoot him,' — he would sav: 'and 1 won't allow him to be buried! ' . . . . Or he would spring up and be- gin to shout : ' Dance, ye people of God, for your own amusement and my consolation ! ' AVell, you 'd dance, though you miglit die for it, you 'd dance. lie utterly wore out his serf girls. They used to sing in chorus all night long until the morning, and the one who raised her voice the highest got a reward. And if they began to tire, he would drop liis head on liis hands, and begin to grieve: ' Okh, an orphaned orplian am I ! they are abandoning me, the dear little doves ! ' Then the stablemen would immediately admin- ister a little encouragement to the girls. He took a fancy to my father: how could one help that '{ He almost drove my father into his grave, you know; and he really would liave driven liim into it, had he not died himself, thank the Lord: he tumbled headlong from the pigeon-house, in a drunken fit. . . . So that 's the sort of nice neighbours we used to have! " " How times have changed! " — I remarked. " Yes, yes,"^ — assented Ovsyanikoff. . . . " Well, and there 's this to be said: in the olden days, the nobles really lived more sumptuously. Not to mention the grandees: I had a chance to admire them in ]Moscow\ 'T is said they have now died out there also." " Have you been in jNIoscow? " 106 FREEHOl.DEli () VS VAN I K ()1 F " Yes, long ago, very long ago. I 'm now in my seventy-third year, and 1 travelled to Moscow when 1 was sixteen." Ovsyanikoff heaved a sigh. " And wliom did you see there? " " Why, I saw a great many grandees — and everybody saw them: they lived openly, glo- rionsly, and amazingly. Only, not one of them equalled Count Alexyei Grigorievitch Orloff- Tehesmenskj\' I used to see Alexyei Grigorie- vitch frequently: my uncle served him as major- domo. The Count deigned to live at the Kaluga Gate, on Shablovka street. There was a grandee for you! It is impossible to imagine to one's self such an imposing carriage, such gracious cour- tesy, and impossible to describe it. What was not his stature alone worth, his strength, his glance! Until you knew him, you would n't enter his house — you 'd be afraid, regularly intimi- dated; but if you did go in, you felt as though the sun were warming you, and you 'd get cheer- ful all tln-ough. He admitted ever}' one to his presence, and was fond of everything. At races he drove himself, and would race with anybody; and he woidd never overtake them all at once, he would n't hurt their feelings, he would n't cut 'One of Katlieriiio II's favourites, wlio won his title of " Tches- m^nsky " by his victory over the Turivisii fleet at Tchesine in 17C9. A silver dinner-plate which he twisted into a roll with his fingers is j)rescrvcd in the Ilerniitage Museum, St. Petersburg. — Trans- LATOH. 107 MEIMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN them off short, l)iit probably lie would pass them just at the end; and he was so caressing, — he would comfort his adversary, praise his horse. lie kept first-class tumbler pigeons. He used to come out into the courtyard, seat himself in an arm-chair, and order them to set the pigeons flying; and all around, on the roofs, stood men with guns, to ward off the hawks. A big silver vase of water was placed at the Count's feet ; and he would look into the water and w^atch the pigeons. The poor and the needy lived on his bread by the hundred . . . and how much money he gave away! But when he got angry, it was like the thunder roaring. A great alarm, but nothing to cry about: the first you knew, — he would be smiling. He would give a feast, — and furnish drink for all jNIoscow! .... and what a clever man he was! he conquered the Turk, you know. He was fond of w^restling, too; they brought strong men to him from Tiila, from Kharkoff, from Tamboff, from everywhere. If he overcame a man, he would reward him ; but if any one conquered him, he would load that man witli gifts, and kiss him on the li])s. . . . And during my stay in Moscow, he organised such a hare-hunt as never was seen in Russia; he invited all the sportsmen in the whole empire to be his guests, and ap])ointed a day three months ahead. Well, and so they assembled. They brought dogs, huntsmen, — well, an army arrived, 108 1 KEEllOLDEH OVS YANl KOFF a regular army! First they feasted, as was proper, and then they set oli* for the barrier. An innumerable throng of people had collected. And what do you think? .... Why, your grandfather's dog outran them all." " \Vas n't it ISlilovidka? " ' I asked. " Yes, ]Milovidka. . . . So, the Count began to entreat him: ' Sell me thy dog,' says he: ' ask what price thou wilt.' — ' No, <^^-ount,' says he, ' I 'm not a merchant : I don't sell useless rags, and for the sake of honour, 1 'm even willing to surrender my wife, only not INIilovidka I '11 surrender myself as a prisoner first.' And Alexyei Grigorievitch praised him: ' I like that,' says he. And he drove yoiu' grandfather back in his own carriage; and when JVIilovidka died, they buried her in the garden with music,— they buried the bitch, and placed a stone with an in- scription on it over the bitch's grave." " Why, so Alexyei Grigorievitch really never did offend any one," — I remarked. " Yes, he was always like that : the man who is sailing in shallow water himself is the one who picks quarrels." " And what sort of a man was that Bausch? " — I asked, after a brief pause. " How is it tliat you have heard about Milo- vidka, and not about Bausch? .... He was the head huntsman and whipper-in of your 'From miJiy, j)ietty, and I'id, aspect. — Translator. 109 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN grandfather. Your grandfather loved him no less than he did jNlilovidka. He was a desperado, and no matter what your grandfather ordered, he executed it in the twinkling of an eye, even if it was to hurl himself on a knife And when he halloed on the hounds, it was as though a groan filled the forest. And all of a sudden, he would get a fit of obstinacy, and alight from his horse, and lie down. . . . And just as soon as the hounds ceased to hear his voice, it was all over! They would abandon a hot scent, they would n't continue the chase, on any terms what- soever. I-ikh, how angry your grandfather used to get! ' I '11 turn thee wrong side out, thou antichrist ! I 11 pull thy heels out through thy throat, thou soul-ruiner! ' And it would end in his sending to inquire what he wanted, why he was not uttering the halloo! And in such cases, Bausch would generally demand liquor, would drink it off, get up, and begin to whoop again magnificently." " You seem to be fond of hunting also, Luka Petrovitch ? " " I would have liked it ... . that 's a fact, but not now: now my day is over, — but in my youth .... and, you know, it 's awkward, be- cause of my rank. Pc is n't proper for the like of me to try to imitate the nobles. That 's the truth of it: one man of our class — a drunkard and incapable — used to tag on to the gentry .... 110 FRKKIIOLDKli OVSYANIKOFF but what pleasure is there in that! You only put yourself to shame. They gave him a miserable, stvunbling horse; and they kept picking off his cap and flinging it on the ground; they would strike him with their hunting-whips, as though he were a horse ; and he would laugh all the while himself, and make the others laugh. No, I tell you: the smaller the rank, the more rigidly must you behave, otherwise, the first thing you know, you will be disgracing yourself." " Yes," — pursued Ovsyanikoif , with a sigh, — " much water has flowed past since I have lived in the world: other days have, arrived. Espe- cially in the nobles do I perceive a great change. The petty gentry have all either entered the gov- ernment service, or else they don't stay still in one place; and as for the greater estate-owners, they are unrecognisable. I have had a good look at them, at the big men, in connection with the delimitation of boundaries. And I must tell you, my heart rejoices as I look at them: they are affable, polite. Only this is what sur- prises me: they have all studied the sciences, they talk so fluently that your soul is moved within you, but they don't understand real busi- ness, they are n't even awake to their own advan- tage : why, a serf, their manager, can drive them whithersoever he pleases, like a slave. Here now, for example, perhaps you are- acquainted with KorolyofF, Alexander Vladimirovitch, — 111 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN isn't he a regular noble? A beauty, rich, edu- cated at the " diversity,' I believe, and has been abroad, talks iiuently, modestly, shakes hands with all of us. You do know him? .... well, then hearken to me. Last week, we assembled at l^eryozovka, on the invitation of the arbitrator, Xikifor Ilitcli. And the arbitrator, Nikifor Hitch, says to us: ' Gentlemen, mc must fix the boundaries; 'tis a shame that our section has lagged behind all the rest; let's get to w^ork.' So we set to work. Discussions and disputes began, as is usual; our attorney began to put on airs. But Porfiry OvtchinnikofF was the first to make a row. . . . And on what groimd does the man make a row? He doesn't own an inch of land himself: he manages it on behalf of his brother. He shouts: ' No! you can't cheat me! no, you 've got hold of the wrong man ! hand over the plans, give me the surveyor, the seller of Christ, hand him over to me ! ' — ' But what is your claim ? ' — ' So you think you 've caught a fool, forsooth! have n't I just announced my de- mands to you? . . . no, you just hand over those 2)lans, — so there now ! ' And he is thwacking the plans with his hand the while. He dealt a deadly insult to ^Slarfa Dmitrievna. She shrieks: ' How dare you sully my reputation?' — 'I,' — says he, ' w^ould n't want my brown mare to have your reputation.' They administered some madeira to him by force. They got him ({uieted down, 112 1 UKEITOLDEK OVS\ ANIKOFF — and others l)egan to make a rumpus. Alex- ander Vladiniiriteli Korolyoff, my dear little dove, sits in a corner, nibbling at the knob of his cane, and merely shaking his head. I felt ashamed, 't was more than I could endure, I wanted to flee from tlie room. ' What does the man think of us? ' I said to myself. And behold, my Alexander Vladimiritch rises, shows that he wishes to speak. The arbitrator begins to fuss, says: ' Gentlemen, gentlemen, Alexander Vladi- miritch wants to speak.' And one can't help prais- ing the nobles: all of them immediately became silent. So Alexander Vladimiritch began and said: 'We appear to have forgotten the object for which we have come together; although the de- limitation of boundaries is, indisputably, advan- tageous for the pi-oprietors, yet in reality, it is established for what purpose? — it is for the pur- pose of making things easier for the peasant, so that he can toil and discliarge his obligations the more conveniently; but as things stand now, he does not know even which land is his, and not in- frequently has to travel five versts to till the soil, — and he cannot be held to account.' Then Alex- ander Vladimiritch said that it was a sin for a landed proprietor not to look out for the welfare of the peasants; that, in short, the sensible way cf viewing the matter was, that their advantage and our advantage are identical: if they are well ofT, we are well off, if they are in evil ])light, so 113 ME.MOIKS OF A SPORTSMAN are we ; . . . . and that, consequently, 't is a sin and foolish to fail of agreement hecause of trifles. . . . And he went on, and on. . . . And how he did talk! It fairly gripped your soul. . . . And all the nobles hung their heads, I myself was on the very verge of melting into tears. 'T is a fact, that there are no such speeches in the ancient books. . . . And what came of it? He himself would n't surrender four desyatinas of moss-bog, and would n"t sell it either. Says he: ' I '11 have my men drain that swamp, and I '11 set up — I '11 set up a cloth-mill on it, with im- provements. I,' says he, ' have already selected that location : I have my own calculations on that score. . . And if it had only been just! But the simple facts in the case were, — that Alexander Vladimiritch's neighbour, Anton KarasikofF, had been too stingy to bribe Alexander Vladimi- ritch's manager with a hundred rubles. So we parted without ha^'ing accomplished any busi- ness. And Alexander Vladimiritch considers himself to be in the right up to the present time, and keeps babbling idly about a cloth-mill, but he does n't set about draining the bog." "And how does he manage his estate? " " He is all the time introducing new-fangled notions. The peasants don't approve of them, — but there's no use in ])aying any attention to them. Alexander Madimiritch is acting rightly." 114 FKKKUOLDKU OVSVANIKOFF " How so, Lukti Petrovitch^ 1 thought you clung to the old ways." " I — am quite a different matter. 1 'm not a noble, you see, nor a landed proprietor. What does my farming amount to? ... . And I don't know any different way, either. I try to act according to justice and the law, — and tliat 's all a man can do. The young gentlemen don't like the former ways: I a])plau(l tliem. . .'T is time to use their brains. Only, there 's this sad point about it : the young gentlemen are awfully subtle. They treat the peasants as though they were dolls: turn them this way and that, break them and cast them aside. And the manager, a serf, or the steward, of German parentage, gets the peasants into his claws again. And if one of the young gentlemen would only set an example, would demojistrate : ' This is the way things should be managed !'.... But what is to be the end of it? Is it possible that I shall die with- out having beheld the new order of things? . . . Why is it? the old has died out, and the new does not prosper! " I did not know how to answer Ovsyanikoff. He cast a glance about, moved closer to me, and continued, in an undertone: " Have you heard about A'asily Nikolaitcli Liubozvonoff ? " ".No, I have not." " Please to explain to me what sort of marvels 115 ME.MOIKS OF A SrORTSMAN are these. 1 am utterly at a loss to uiulerstand. Why, his o\\n peasants told the tale, but I will not take their speeehes into aeeount. He 's a young man, you know, who came into his inheri- tance not long ago, at his mother's death. AVell, and he comes to his patrimonial estate. The peasants have assembled to have a look at their master. A^'asily Xikolaitch comes out to them. The peasants look, and — amazing to relate! — the master is wearing velveteen trousers as though he were a coachman, and has donned short boots with fancy tops; he has put on a red shirt, and a coachman's kaftan also; he has let his beard grow, and has sucli a queer little cap on his head, and his face is queer too, — not precisely drunk, but as thotigh he Avere out of his wits. ' Good day, my lads ! ' ^ says he : ' Good luck to you ! ' ^ The peasants make him a reverence to the girdle, — but in silence: they had got frightened, you know. And he himself seemed to be timid. He began to make a speech: " ' I 'm a Russian,' says he, 'and you are Rus- sians too; I love everything Russian I have a Russian soul,' savs he, ' and mv blood is Russian also.' .... And all of a sudden, as though it were a command : ' Come now, my ' Literally : " Health, my l;uls ! " The official greeting of an officer to his soldiers, to which there is an official reply. — Trans I. A TOR. ^Literally: "God l)e your hcl))er." The customary greeting to any jx-asant one may meet. — Tijansi.atok. IIG FUK ETTOT.DEU OVS^^\NI KOFF children, sing ca Russian folk-song! ' The jx?as- ants' hamstrings began to tremble; they turned utterly stupid. One bold lad tried to strike up a tune, but immediately squatted down on the ground, hid himself behind the rest And there was cause for amazement: there used to be among us landed proprietors, desperate fellows, arrant rakes, to tell the truth: they dressed almost like coachmen, and danced themselves,^ played on the guitar, sang and drank wdth the worthless house-serfs, feasted with the peasants; but this Vasily Nikolaitch, you see, is just like a hand- some girl : he 's always reading books, or writing, when he is n't declaiming verses aloud, — he never converses with any one, he holds himself aloof, he 's forever strolling in the garden, as though he were bored or sad. The former manager w^as thoroughly intimidated, at first; before the ar- rival of Vasily Nikolaitch, he made the rounds of all the peasants' houses, made obeisance to everybody, — evidently, the cat knew whose meat he had eaten, — that he was in fault! And the peasants cherished hopes ; they thought : ' Fiddle- sticks, brother! — thou wilt soon be called to ac- count, dear little dove; thou wilt soon be weeping thy fill, thou extortioner! ' . . . . But it turned out instead, — how^ shall I announce it to you! 'The view taken of danrine, in olden days, in Russia was — ■ that it was derogatory to tiie dignity of gentlefolks; something to be performed for them by their serfs, or paid inferiors. — Translator. 117 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN The Lord Himself eoiikl n't make head or tail of what happened! Vasily Xikolaiteh sum- moned him to his presence, and says to him, Hushing scarlet himself the while, and hreathing fast — so. you know: ' Be just, don t op])ress any one on mv estate, — dost thou hear? ' And from that day forth, he has never ordered him to ap- pear before him! He lives on his own paternal estate, as though he were a stranger. AVell, and the overseer breathed freely and enjoyed him- self; but the peasants don't dare to approach Vasily Nikolaitch : they 're afraid. And, you see, here 's another thing which is deserving of surjirise: the master bows to them, and looks courteous,^ — ^but their bellies fairly ache with fright. Now, what sort of queer goings-on do vou sav these are, dear little father? . . . . Either 1 have become stupid, or grown old, — but I don't understand." I answered OvsyanikofF, that, in all proba- ])ility, ^Ir. Liubozvonoff was ill. " 111, indeed ! He 's thicker through than I am, and his face, God be with him, is very big around, in S2:>ite of his youth. . . . However, the I^ord knows!" (And Ovsyanikoff heaved a deep sigh.) "Well, setting aside the nobles," — I began: — " AVhat have vou to sav to me about the free- holders, Luka Petrovitch? " " No, you must excuse me from that," — he 118 IRKKIIOLDKR OVSYAMKOFF said hastily:—" really ... 1 would tell you . . . but what's the use!" (Oysyaiiikoff ^vayed tlie subject aside with his hand.) "We 'd better drink tea. . . . Peasants, downright peasants; neyer- theless, to tell the truth, what are we to do? " He fell silent. Tea was seryed. Tatyiina lli- nitchna rose from her place and seated herself nearer to us. During the course of the eyening, she had noiselessly left the room seyeral times, and as noiselessly returned. Silence reigned in the room. Oysyanikoff drank cup after cup, hi a slow and stately way. " Mitya was here to-day," — remarked Ta- tyana Ilinitchna in an undertone. Oysyanikoff frowned. "What does he want?" " He came to ask forgiyeness." Oysyanikoff shook his head. " No\y, just look at that," — he continued, ad- dressing me: — "what ought a man to do about his relatiyes? 'T is impossible to. renounce them. . . Here now, God has rewarded me with a nephew. He 's a young fellow with brains, a dashing young fellow, there's no disputing that; he studied well, only, I can't expect to get any good of him. . . He was in the goyernment ser- yice — he abandoned the seryice: you see, he had no chance of promotion. . . . Was he a noble? And eyen nobles don't get to be generals instan- taneously. And so, now he is liying in idleness. 119 ME.AIOIUS OF A SrOKTSMAN . . . And that miglit pass, — but he has turned into a pettifogger! He composes petitions for the j^easants, Avrites reports, teaches the rural pohcemen, shows up the surveyors for \vluit they are, lounges about the dram-shops, picks up ac- quaintance at the posting-houses with petty burghers from the town, and with yard-porters. Isn't a catastrophe inmiinent? And the captain and commissary of the rural police have already threatened him. But lie, luckily, knows how to jest, he makes them laugh, and then, afterward, he '11 stir up a mess for them. . . . Come now, isn't he sitting in thy chamber?" . . he added, turning to his wife: — " I know thy ways: tliou art such a tender-hearted creature, — thou show- est him thy protection." Tatyana Ilinitchna dropped her eyes and blushed. " Come, that 's how it is," — went on Ovsyani- koff. ..." Okh, thou spoiler! ^Vell, order him to come in, — so. be it, for the sake of our dear guest, I will forgive the stui)id fellow. : . Come, order him in, order him in " Tatyana Ilinitchna went to the door and called out: "'Mitya!" j\Iitya, a young fellow of eight and twenty years, tall, finely built, and curly-haired, entered the room, and, catching siglit of me, halted on the threshold. His clothing was of foreign cut, but the unnatural size of the puffs on the shoulders 120 IREEIIOT.DER OVSYANIKOFF vv^erc sullicieiit proof in tlicniselves that it had heen made not only by a Russian tailor, but by a Russian of the Russians. " Well, come on, come on,"- — said the old man: "of what art thou ashamed? Thank thy aunt: thou art forgiven. . . Here, dear little father, let me introduce him," — he went on, pointing to Mitya: — "he's my own blood nephew, but I shall nev^er be able to get on with him. The end of the world has come! " (We bowed to each other.) " Come, speak up, what sort of a scrape hast thou got into yonder? What are they com- plaining about tliee for! Tell us? " INlitya, evidently, did not wish to explain and defend himself before me. " Afterward, uncle," — he muttered. " No, not afterward, but now," — went on the old man. ..." I know that thou art ashamed before the noble squire: so much the better, pun- ish thyself. Pray, be so good as to speak out. . . . We are listening." " I have no reason to feel ashamed," — began JNIitya, vvdth vivacity, and shook his head. — " Pray judge for yourself, dear uncle. The Ryeshetilovo freeliolders come to me and say: ' Defend us, bi-other.' — ' What do you want? ' — ' Why, tliis : our grain warehouses are in accurate order, — that is to say, nothing could be better; all at once, an official comes in : " I have orders to inspect the warehouses." He inspected them, and 121 :S1EM01KS OF A SPORTS.AIAX says: " Your warehouses are in disorder, there are important omissions, I am bound to report to the authorities." — " Why, wlierein consist the omissions? " — " I know what they are," says he. .... We came together, and decided to thank the official in proper fashion, — but okl Proklior- itch interfered; savs he: "In tliat wav, you'll only whet his appetite for more. Well, really now% haven't we any riglits? " — So we heeded the old man, but the official flew into a rage, and made a complaint, wrote a report." — ' But were your warehouses really in proper order? ' I asked. — ' As God sees me, they were in order and we have the legal quantity of grain. . . .' ' Well,' said I, ' then there 's no cause for you to fear,' and I wrote the document for them. .... And no one yet knows in whose favour it will be decided. . . . And as for people having complained to you about me in this connection, — that is easy to understand: everybody looks out for number one." " Kverybody else, — only, evidently, not thou>" — said the old man in an undertone " And what sort of intrigues hast thou been en- gaging in, witli the Shutolomovo peasants? " " How do you know about that? " " I do know. " I was in the right tliere also, — please judge for yourself again. lk"/])an(lin, a neighbour of the Shutolomovo peasants, ploughed four desya- 122 rUKKHOLDKH OVSYAX I KOKF tinus of land. ' The land is mine,' said he. The Shutoloniovo men are on quit-rent, their s(iuire has gone abroad, — judge for yourself, — who is there to stand up for them? But the land is theirs, indisputably, has belonged to the serfs since time immemorial. So they come to me, and say: ' Write a petition.' And I wrote it. But Bezpandin heard about it, and began to make threats : ' I '11 pull that JNIitka's shoulder-blades out of their sockets,' says he, ' if I don't tear his head clean off his shoulders. . . .' Let 's see how he '11 tear it off : it 's whole up to the present moment." " Well, don't boast ; thy head 's of no use to thee," — remarked the old man: — "thou art a downright crazy man! " " But, uncle, was n't it you yourself who said to me " " I know, I know what thou art going to say to me," — Ovsyanikoff interrupted him; — "exactly so: a man should live according to justice, and is bound to aid his neighbour. There are times when he should not even spare himself. . . But dost thou always act in that manner? Don't folks lead thee to the dram-shop? don't they treat thee to drinks ? don't they pay thee respect ? ' Dmitry Alexyeitch, dear little father,' say they, ' help us, and we will show thee our gratitude,' — and thnist a ruble or a blue bank-note into thy hand under their coat-tails? Hey? Isn't that 123 ' ME^IOIRS OF A SPOHTS^IAN what happens? Tell iiic, isn't that the Avay of it?" " In tliat respect, I really am guilty," — replied JNIitya, dropping his eyes, — " but I take nothing from tlie poor, and don't act against my con- science." " Thou dost not take now, but when thou find- est thyself in evil state, — thou wilt take. Thou dost not act against thy conscience .... ekh, shame on thee! Thou always upholdest saints, that means! — But hast thou forgotten Borka ^ Perekhodoff? . . . AVho bustled about on his behalf? Who lent him protection? Hey?" " Perekhodoff suffered through his own fault, t IS true. . . . " He spent the government money. ... A nice joke that! " " But just consider, dear uncle: poverty, a family " " Poverty, poverty. . . He 's a drinking man, a hard drinker; . . . that's what he is!" " He took to drink from misery," — remarked INIitya, lowering his voice. "From misery! Well, thou mightest have helped him, if thy heart is so warm, but thou mightest have refrained from sitting in the dram- shop with a drunken man thyself. That he talks eloquently, — much of a rarity that is, forsooth ! " " He 's the kindest man possible " " Everybody 's kind, according to thee *The disrespectful diniiiuitive of Boris. — Tkansi.atok. 124 FKKKITOT.DER OVSYAXIKOFF Anyhow," — continued OvsyanikofF, addressing his wife: — " they have sent him off .... well, yonder, thou knowest whither." .... Tatyana Ih'nitchna nodded her head. " ^Vhere hast thou (hsappeared to these (hiys? " — hegan the old man again. " I have been in the town." " I suppose thou hast been playing billiards all the while, and guzzling tea, and twanging on the guitar, and slipping stealthily through the public offices, concocting petitions in back rooms, and showing thyself off in great style with the young merchants ? That 's so, is n't it ? . . . . Tell me!" " Probably it is," — said Mitya, with a smile. . . " Akh, yes! I came near forgetting: Fiinti- koff, Anton Parfenitch, invites you to dine with him on Sunday." " I won't go to that big-bellied fellow's house. He '11 serve us with fish worth a hundred rubles, and prepared with tainted butter. I '11 have no- thing whatever to do with him! " " By the way, I met Fedosya Mikhailovna." "What Fedosya is that? " " Why, the one who belongs to Squire Gar- pentchenko, you know, who bought INIikulino at suction.^ Fedosya is from Mikulino. She lives in Moscow as a seamstress, and paid quit-rent, one hundred and eighty-two rubles a year. . . . And she knows her business: she received fine ^ Auction, — Translator. 125 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAX orders in Moscow. Rut now, (rurpentchenko has ordered lier back, and is keeping her here idle, and assigns lier no (hities. She is ready to purchase her freedom, and has tokl her Jiiaster so. but he announces no decision. You are acquainted witli (xarpentchenko, uncle, — so coukl n't you speak just a httle word to him? And Fedosya will pay a good ransom." " Xot out of thy money, is it? Well, well, all right, all right, I '11 speak to him. Only, I don't know," — went on the old man, with a displeased countenance: — " that Gar])entchenko,' I>ord for- give him, is an extortioner: he buys in notes, lends at usurious interest, acquires estates under the hammer And who brought him to our parts? Okh, how I detest these newcomers! It won't be a short matter to get any satisfaction from him ;— however, we shall see." " Use your efforts, uncle." "Good! I will. Only, see here now, mind what I say! Come, come, don't defend thyself. . . . God bless thee, God bless thee! . . . Only, hereafter, look out, or, by heaven, jNIitya, 't will be the worse for thee, — thou wilt come to grief, by heaven, thou wilt! ... I can't carry thee on my shoulders forever. ... I 'm not an influen- tial man myself. Now go, with Crod's blessing." ^ Evidently, from liis name, ending in ciiko, the man was a Little Russian, whose compatriots bear in linssia the reputation of l)eing as "canny" as tiic Scotch in iMigland, or as "sharp" as the Yankees in America. — Tkaxslator. 126 FREEHOLDKU OVSVANIKOFF JMitya left the room. Tatyana Ilinitelina fol- lowed him. " Give him some tea, thou child-spoiler," — shouted Ovsyanikolf after her " He 's not a stupid young' fellow," he went on: — "and lie has a kind soul, only, I 'm afraid for him. . . . But pardon me, for having taken up so much of your time with trifles." The door into the anteroom opened. There entered a short, greyish-haired man, in a velvet coat. "Ah, Franz Ivanitch!" — exclaimed Ovsyani- koff: — "good morning, what mercies does God show to you? " Permit me, amiahle reader, to make you ac- quainted with this gentleman also. Franz Ivanitch Lejeune, my neighbour and a landed proprietor of Orel, attained to the hon- ourable rank of a Russian noble in manner not entirely usual. He was born in Orleans, of French parents, and set off in company with Xapoleon to conquer Russia, in the capacity of a drummer. At first, everything went as though on oiled wheels, and our Frenchman entered Moscow with head erect. But on the return join-ney poor JNI — r. Lejeune, half frozen and without his drum, fell into the hands of the Smolensk peasants. The Smolensk peasants locked him up for the night in an empty fulling- mill, and on the following morning led him to a 127 ME^NIOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN hole in the ice, elose It) the dam, and began to entreat the drummer " de la grrrrande armee," to do them a favour, that is, to dive under the ice. JNI — r. Lejeune could not assent to their pro- posal, and, in return, he began to try to prevail upon the Smolensk peasants, in the French dia- lect, to set him free to return to Orleans. " There, messieurs," said he, " dwells my mother, line tendre mere."' But the peasants, probably in consequence of their ignorance as to the geographical situation of Orleans, continued to propose to him a trip under the ice, with the downward current of the winding little river Gnilotyorka, and had already begun to encour- age him with gentle thrusts in the vertebra^ of his neck and back, when, all of a sudden, to the inde- scribable joy of Lejeune, the sound of a small bell rang out, and on to the dam drove a huge sledge with a gay-hued rug on the exaggeratedly elevated foot-board beliind, and drawn by a team of three roan-horses. In the sledge sat a fat, red-faced landed pro])rietor in a wolf -skin coat. " What are you doing there? " — he asked the peasants. " Why, we 're drowning a Frenchman, dear little father." "All!" — returned the squire, indifferently, and turned awa5^ "Monsieur! ^Monsieur!" — shrieked the poor man. 128 FREKIIOLDKR OVSYANIKOFF "All, all!" — remarked the wolf-skiii eoat, re- provingly: — "lie has eome to Russia with the twelve nations,' lias hurned JMoscow, — the ac- cursed one! — has torn the cross from Ivan Ve- liky,- and now 'tis ' ]\Iusieu, INIusieu!' and now he has tucked his tail hetween his legs! The thief ought to suffer torture Drive on, Filka! " The horses started. "Ah, stop, though!" — added the s(iuire. . . . " hey, thou, IMusieu, dost understand music? " " Sauvez-moi, sauvez-rnoi, man hon mon- sieur! " — repeated Fe jeune. "Did any one ever see such a race! and not one of them knows a single word of Russian! Musiquc, tnii.siqiic, savez musique vous? — on piano jouez savez? " Lejeune understood, at last, what the landed proprietor was driving at, and nodded his head affirmatively. " Old, monsieur, oui, oui, je suis musicien; je joue tons les instruments possibles! Oui, mon- sieur Sauvez-7noi, monsieur! " " Well, thou hast had a narrow escape," — re- torted the squire. . . "Release him, my lads: here 's a twenty-kopek piece for you, for liquor." * In the grand Te Deum which is celebrated always on Christ- mas Day, ill commemoration of tiie delivery of Russia, in 1812, the French and their allies are called "the Gaids and the Twelve Nations " — the word employed for nation being the one which is derived from the same root as the word heathen. — Translator. The great l)elfry of the Kremlin. — Translator. 129 MEMOIKS OF A SPORTSMAN , " Thanks, dear little father, thanks. Please take him/' They seated Lejeune in the sledge. He was choking with joy, he wept, trembled, made obei- sance, thanked the squire, the coachman, the peasants. He wore a green under- jacket with pink ribbons, and the weather was gloriously cold. The squire cast a silent glance at his blue and benumbed limbs, wrapped the unliappy man in his fur cloak, and carried him home. The ser- vants flocked together. They hastily warmed, fed, and clothed the Frenchman. The squire conducted him to his daugliters. " Here, children, "^ — he said to them: — " I 've found a teacher for you. You have kept pester- ing me, ' Teach us music and the French dialect ': so here 's a Frencliman for you, and he plays on the piano too. . . . Come on, IMusieu," — he con- tinued, pointing to the miserable little piano, which lie liad 2:)urchased five years previously from a Je^v, who, however, peddled Cologne water: — " show us your skill: jouez!" Lejeune, wdth sinking heart, seated himself on the stool: he had never laid finger on a piano since he was born. " Come, joucz, joucz! " — repeated the squire. In desperation, the ])oor fellow banged on the keys as though they had been a drum, and played at haphazard "I really thought," he said, as he told the story afterward, " that my res- 130 FREEHOLDER OVSVANIKOFF ciier would seize me by the collar, and fling me out of the house." Rut, to tlie intense amaze- ment of the involuntary improvisatore, the landed proprietor, after a while, slapi)ed him ap- provingly on the shoulder. " Good, good," — said he, "I see that thou knowest how; go now, and rest." A couple of weeks later, Lejeune was trans- ferred from this landed proprietor to another, a wealthy and cultivated man, became a favourite with him tlu'ough his cheerful and gentle dispo- sition, married his pupil, entered the government service, married his daughter to landed pro- prietor EobysanyefF of the Orel government, a retired dragoon and poet, and himself removed his residence to Orel. And it was this same Lejeune, or, as he was now called, Franz Ivanitch, who entered the room of OvsyanikofF, with whom he was on friendly terms Rut, perliaps, the reader is already tired of sit- ting witli me at Freeholder Ovsvanikoff's, and therefore I will preserve an eloquent silence. 131 VII LGOFF ^ " Let 's go to Lgoff ," — said Ermolai, who is already known to the reader, to me one day; — " we can shoot a lot of dncks there." Although a wild duck offers nothing particu- larly attractive for a genuine sportsman, still, in the temporary absence of other game (it was the beginning of September; the woodcock had not yet arrived, and I had got tired of tramping over the fields after partridges), I gave heed to my huntsman, and set off for logoff. logoff is a large \illage on the steppe, with an extremely ancient stone church of one cuj^ohi, and two mills, on the marshy little river Rosota. Five versts from Lgoff tliis little stream becomes a broad pond, overgrown along the edges and here and there in the middle with dense reeds On this ])ond, in the bays or stagnant spots amid the reeds, there bred and dwelt an innumerable mass of ducks of all possible varieties: widgeon, semi-widgeon, pintails, teals, mergansers, and so ' The soft sifin between the J and the r/ rendei-s the former soft: so that lliis is j)ronounc'C(l ahnost as though s])elU'(l I>[i]goff. — Translatoh. 132 T.GOFF forth. Small coveys were constantly flying to and fro, hovering over the water, and a shot started up such clouds of them, that the sports- man involuntarily clai)pcd one hand to his cap and emitted a prolonged: " Phe-e-ew!" — Efrmo- lai and 1 started to walk along the edge of the pond, but, in the first place, the duck, which is a wary bird, does not take up its stand on the shore itself; in the second place, even if any lag- gard and inexperienced teal had succumbed to our shots and lost its life, our dogs would not have been able to retrieve it in the dense reed- growth: in spite of the most noble self-sacrifice, they could neither have swum, nor walked on the bottom, and would have cut their precious noses against the sharp edges of the reeds all in vain. "No," — said Krmolai at last: — "this won't do : we must get a boat. . . . Let 's return to LgofF." We set off. We had taken only a few steps when from behind a thick willow, a decidedly wretched setter ran forth to meet us, and in its wake a man made his appearance — a man of me- dium stature, in a blue, very threadbare coat, a yellowish waistcoat, trousers of the tint known as gris-de-laine or hleu-d' amour, hastily tucked into boot's full of holes, with a red kerchief on his neck, and a single-barrelled gun on liis shoul- der. While our dogs, with the Chinese ceremo- nial habitual to their race, sniffed at the unfa- 133 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN miliar individual, who was evidently intimidated, tucked his tail hetween his legs, dropped his ears, and hriskly wriggled all over without bending his knees and showing his teeth the while, — the stranger came up to us, and made a very polite obeisance. Judging by his appearance, he was about five and twenty years of age; his long, light chestnut hair, strongly impregnated with kvas, stuck out in motionless little pig-tails, — his small brown eyes blinked amiably, — his whole face, bound up with a black kerchief, as though he were suffering from the toothache, beamed voluptuously. " Allow me to introduce myself, "^ — he began, in a soft, insinuating voice: — "I 'm the huntsman here, A^ladimir On hearing of your ar- rival, and learning that you had deigned to di- rect your steps to the shores of our pond, 1 have decided, if it will not be disagreeable to you, to offer you my services." Huntsman A^ladimir talked precisely like a young provincial actor who plays the parts of the leading lovers. I accepted his proposal, and before we reached LgofF I had succeeded in learning his history. He was a house-serf who had been set at liberty; in his tender youth, he had studied music, then had served as valet, knew how to read and write, had read a few little books, so far as 1 could make out, and while now exist- ing, as many do exist in Russia, without a far- LGOFF thing in cash, without any fixed occupation, sub- sisted on something pi'ctty near akin to heavenly manna. He expressed himself with remarkable elegance and obviously took a foppish pride in his manners; he must have been a frightful dangler after the women, too, and, in all probability, en- joyed successes in that line: Russian maidens love ekxpience. Among other things, he directed my attention to the fact, that he sometimes called on the neighbouring landed proprietors, and went to town to visit, and played preference, and was acquainted with people in the county capital. He smiled in a masterly manner, and with ex- treme diversity; the modest, reserved smile which played over his lips wiien he was listening to the remarks of other people, was particularly becoming to him. He would listen to you, and agree with you perfectly, but nevertheless he did not lose the sense of his own dignity, and seemed to be desirous of giving you to understand that, on occasion, he might put forth an opinion of his own. Ermolai, being a man of not too much edu- cation, and not in the least " subtle," undertook to address him as " thou." You ought to have seen the grin with which Vladimir addressed him as " you-sir." .... " Why are you wearing that kerchief-band- age?" — I asked him. — "Have you the tooth- ache?" "No, sir," — he replied :^ — "it is, rather, the 135 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN noxious result of imprudence. I had a friend, a tine man, sir, not a huntsman at all, as that some- times happens, sir. Well, sir, one day he says to me: ' J\ly dear friend, take me a-hunting: I feel curious to know what diversion there is in that.' Naturally, 1 did not wish to refuse my comrade; I furnished him w ith a guii, sir, for nty part, and took him a-hunting, sir. Well, sir, we hunted our fill, as was proper ; and, at last, we took it into our heads to rest, sir. I sat down under a tree; but he, on his side, on the contrary, began to play pranks with his gun, sir, and took aim at me. I requested him to stop it, but, in his inexperience, he did not heed me, sir. The gun went off, and 1 lost my chin and the forefinger of my right hand " We reached Lgoff. But Vladimir and Er- moliii had decided that it was impossible to hunt without a boat. " Sutchok has a barge-plank punt," ^ — re- marked Vladimir: — " but I don't know where he has hidden it. I must run to him." " To whom? " I asked. " Why, a man lives here whose nickname is Sutchok" (The Twig). Vladimir, with Ermolai, set off in quest of The Twig. I told them that I Mould wait for them at the cliurch. As I inspected the tomb- stones in the churchyard, I hit upon a blackened, (juadrangular urn, with the following inscrip- ' A flat boat knocked together from old barge planks. 136 T.GOFF tions: on one side, in Fieneli characters: " Ci-git 'I'heophile-Henri, Viconite de Blangy;" on an- other: "Beneath this stone is interred the body of Count Blangy, French subject; born 1737, died 1799, at the age of 62; " on the third side: " Peace to his ashes; "on the fourth side: Beneath this stone lies a French emigrant: He had birth distinguished and talent. By the massacre of wife and family distressed, He abandoned his fatherland by the tyrant oppressed ; The shores of the Russian land having attained, In his old age a hospitable roof-tree he gained ; The children he taught, the parents consoled Here the Almighty Judge has given rest to his soul. The arrival of Ermolai, Vladimir, and the man with tlie strange nickname. The Twig, inter- rupted my meditations. Barefooted, tattered, and dishevelled. The Twig seemed, from his appearance, to be a re- tired house-serf, about sixty years of age. " Hast thou a boat? " — I asked. " I have," — he replied, in a dull and cracked voice: — " but it 's very bad." " How so? " " It 's coming apart; and the plugs have fallen out of the holes." * "A great misfortune that," put in Ermolai: " but we can stuff in tow." * See note on page 21 . — Traxslator- 137 MEIMOIRS OF A SPOKTSMAX " Of course, that is possible," — assented The Twig. "But who art thou?" " The squire's fisherman." " How canst thou be a fisherman, and have thy boat in such disrepair? " " Why, there are no fish in our river." " Fish don't hke rusty swamp-water," — re- marked my huntsman, pompously. " AVell," — I said to Ermolai: — " go, get some tow, and repair the boat for us, and be quick about it." Ermolai departed. " Well, I suppose we shall go to the bottom, anywaj^? " — I said to Vladimir. " God is merciful," — he replied. " In any case, w^e are bound to suppose that the pond is not deep." " No, it is n't deep," — remarked The Twig, who talked in a curious manner, as though half asleep: — "and there is slime and grass on the bottom, and it 's all overgrown with grass. However, there are pit-holes too." " But if the grass is so strong," — remarked Vladimir: — " it will be impossible to row." " Why, but who does row a punt? It must be shoved with a pole; I have a pole yonder, — or a shovel will do." " A shovel is clumsy, 1 don't suppose one coidd toucli hottom with it in some places," — said Vladimir. 138 LGOFl' " That 's true, it is awkward." I sat down on a grave to ^vait for Erniolai. Vladimir went off a little way, from a sense of propriety, and sat down also. The Twig con- tinued to stand in the same spot, with drooping head, and hands folded behind his back, out of old habit. "Tell me, please," — I began: — "hast thou been a fisherman here long? " " This is the seventh year," — he replied, with a start. " And what was thy previous occupation? " " Formerly I was a coachman." " Who discharged thee from the post of coach- man { " Why, the new mistress." " What mistress? " " Why, the one who has bought us. You don't know her: Alyona [Elena] Timofyeevna, such a fat w^oman .... and not young." " What made her take it into her head to pro- mote thee to be the fisherman? " " God knows. . She came to us from her es- tate, from Tamb6fi\ ordered all the house-serfs to assemble, and came out to us. First of all, we went and kissed her hand, and she made no ob- jection: she was not angry. . . And then she began to question us, one after the other: what did each do, what duties did he perform? My turn came; so she asks: ' What hast thou been? ' I sav: ' A coachman! ' — ' A coachman? Well, a 139 me:\ioirs of a spoutsmax pretty sort of coachman tliuii art ; just look at thyself: a coachman, forsooth! 'T is not fit that thou shouldst be a coachman: thou shalt be my fisherman, and thou must shave off thy beard. AVlien I come hither, thou art to supply fish for mv table, dost hear ? ' . . . So from that time forth, I have been reckoned a fisherman. And it is my business, you see, to keep the pond in order But how is it to be kept in order? " " To whom did you formerly belong? " " Why, to Sergyei Sergyeitch Pekhteroff. We came to him through inheritance. But he did not own us long, — six years in all. And I served as coachman to him . . . but not in town — there he had others, })ut in the country." " And wert thou always a coachman, from thy youth up? " "A coachman, indeed! I became a coachman under Sergyei Sergyeitch, but before that I was the cook, — but not in town, but thus, in the coun- try." " And whose cook wert thou? " " Why, my former master's, Afanasy Xefyo- ditch, uncle to Sergyei Sergyeitch. Pie bought LgofF, Afanasy Xefyoditch bought it, and Ser- gyei Sergyeitcli inlierited the estate." " From whom did he buy it? " "Why, from Tatyana Vasilievna!" " From what Tatyana Vasilievna? " Why, the one yonder, who died year before <( i.(;()FF last, near B(ilklu')fF .... I mean to say, near Kanitclievo,— a spinster And she was never married. Don't you know her? We came to her from her father, from Vasily Semyonitch. She owned us a pretty long time .... ahout twenty years." " Well, and so thou wert her cook? " " At first, in fact, I was a cook, and then I he- came kofischenk." "What?" " Kofischenk." " What sort of an employment is that? " " Why, I don't know, dear little father. I was attached to the hutler's pantry, and my name was Anton, and not Kuzma. Those were the mistress's orders." " Is thy real name Kuzma? " " Yes." " And wert thou kofischenk all the time? " " No, not all the time: I was also an actor." " Is it possible? " " Of course I was. ... I played in the keatre. Our mistress set up a keatre in her house." " What parts didst thou play? " " What were you pleased to ask, sir? " " What didst thou do in the theatre? " " Whv, don't A^ou know? Well, thev would take and dress me up; and I would Avalk about decked out, or stand, or sit, as the case miglit be. 141 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN They would tell nie: ' This is what thou must say ' — and 1 would say it. Once I represented a blind man. . . They put a pea under each of mv eyelids. . . So thev did! " " And after that, what wert thou? " " After that, I became a cook again." " ^Vhy did they degrade thee to the position of cook? " " Why, my brother ran away." " Well, and what wert thou with the father of thy first mistress? " " Why, I discharged various duties: first I was a page, a falet, a shoemaker, and also a whipper-in." "A whipper-in? .... And didst thou ride to hounds? " "I did, and injured myself: I fell from my horse, and hurt the horse. Our old master was veiy severe; he ordered me to be flogged, and to be apprenticed to a shoemaker in JNIoscow." " What dost thou mean by apprenticeship? I don't suppose thou wert a whipper-in while thou wert a child? " " I was over twenty." " And what sort of instruction could there be at twenty? " " Of coiu'se, if the master ordered, there was no help. But, luckily, he died soon after, — and they brought me back to the village." 142 I.GOFF " But when diclst thou Ituni the art of cook- ery? Tlie Twig raised his thin, sallow face a little, and laughed aloud. " Why, does one learn that? — But even the peasant women can cook! " " Well," said I : — " thou hast seen sights in thy day, Ku'/nia! And what dost thou do now, as fisherman, if there are no fish on thy mistress's estate? " " Wliy, dear little father, I have nothing to complain of. And thank God that I was made the lisherman. For the mistress ordered just such another old fellow as me — Andrei Pupyr — to the paper-mill as water-carrier. ' 'T is sinful,' says she, ' to eat the hread of idleness.' .... And Pupyr was counting on favour: his first cousin's son is clerk in the mistress's office, and he had promised to report about him to the mis- tress, to remind her of him. IMuch he reminded her! . . . And Pupyr, before my very eyes, bowed down to liis cousin-nephew's feet." " Hast thou any family? Hast thou been mar- ried? " " No, dear little father. The late Tatyana Va- silievna — the kingdom of heaven be hers! — per- mitted no one to marry. God forbid! She used to say: ' 1 live unwedded, as you see. What self- indulgence! who needs it?'". 143 ME.AIOIRS OF A SPORTS^IAN " On what dost thou hvc now? Dost thou re- ceive wages? " " Wages, indeed, dear little father! . . . They give me my victuals — and thanks to Thee, O Lord, for that same! I 'm well satisfied. May God prolong our mistress's life!" Ermoliii returned. " The boat is repaired,'' — he said surlily. — " Go fetch thy pole— thou! " The Twig ran for his pole. During the whole time of my conver- sation with the poor old man, A^ladimir the hunts- man had stared at him with a scornful smile. " A stupid man, sir," — he said, when tlie latter went awav: — "an entirely uneducated man, a peasant, sir, nothing more, sir. He cannot be called a house-serf, sir ... he was just brag- ging all the time, sir. . . . Just judge for your- self, sir, how could he be an actor, sir? You have' deigned to bother yourself unnecessarily, you have condescended to chat \\'ith him, sir! " A quarter of an hour later, we were seated in the punt. (We had left the dog in the cottage, under the oversight of the coachman legudiil.) We were not very comfortable, but hunters are not extremely fastidious folks. The Twig stood at the blunt-pointed stern, and " shoved." Vla- dimir and I sat on the cross-seats of the boat. Ermolai placed himself in front, at the very bow. In spite of the tow, water speedily made its a])])earance under our feet. Fortunately, tlie 144 LGOFF weather was calm, and the pond was as quiet as though asleep. We floated on rather slowly. The old man with difficulty pulled his long pole out of the ooze, all wound ahout with the green threads of the submarine sedges; the thick, circular pads of tlie marsli lilies also impeded the progress of our boat. iVt last we reached the reeds, and the fun began. The ducks rose noisily, " tore themselves " from thfe pond, frightened by our unexpected appearance in their domain, shots followed them thick and fast, and it w^as divert- ing to see those bob-tailed birds turn somersaults in the air and flop down heavily on the water. As a matter of course, we did not retrieve all the ducks we shot : the slightly wounded dived ; some, killed outright, fell into such dense clumps of reeds that even Ermohii's carroty-hued little eyes could not detect them; but, nevertheless, by dinner-time our boat was flUed to overflowing" with game. Vladimir, to the great amazement of Ermolai, proved to be very far from a good shot, and after each unsuccessful discharge felt surprised, in- spected and blew into bis gun, was puzzled, and, at last, explained to us the reason why he had missed his aim. Ermolai shot, as usual, with tri- umphant success; I, quite badly, according to my wont. The Twig gazed at us with the eyes of a man w^ho has been in the service of the gen- 145 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN try from liis youth up, shouted now and then, "Yonder, yonder is another (hick!" — and kept incessantly scratcliin*;- his hack — not with his hands, hut with his shoulders, which he set in mo- tion. The weather was magnificent: round, white clouds floated hii>h and softly ov^er our heads, and were clearly reflected in the water ; the reeds whispered aroimd us; the pond, in spots, glittered like steel in the sunlight. We were pre- paring to return to the village, when, all of a sudden, a decidedly unpleasant accident hap- pened to us. We had long since noticed that the water had been gradually but constantly gathering in our punt. Vladimir was commissioned to bail it out, by means of a dip])er, which my provident hunts- man had abstracted, in case of need, from a peas- ant woman who was not watching. Things went on as they shoidd, until Vladimir forgot his duty. But toward the end of the hunt, as though by way of farewell, the ducks began to rise in such flocks, that we hardly had time to load our guns. In the smoke of the firing, \\e paid no attention to the condition of our punt, — and suddenly, at a violent motion on the i)art of Krmolai (he was trying to secure a duck which had been killed, and was bearing his full weight against the gun- wale), our decrepit vessel careened, filled with water, and triumphantly went to the bottom, — fortunately, at a spot Avhere the water was not 146 LGOFF deep. \Ve cried out, but it was already too late: a moment later, we were standing up to our necks in the water, surrounded by the floating carcasses of the dead ducks. I cannot now recall without laughter the frightened, pallid countenances of my c()ni[)anions (probably, my own face was not distinguished by its high colour at the time, either) ; but at that moment, I must confess, it never entered my head to laugh. Kach of us held his gun over his head, and The Twig, proba- bly owing to his habit of imitating his superiors, elevated his pole on high also. Ermolai was the first to break tlie silence. "Whew, damn it!" — he muttered, spitting into the water: " here 's a pretty mess! And it 's all thy fault, thou old devil! " — he added angrily, turning to The Twig: — " what sort of a boat dost thou call that? " " Forgive me ! " — faltered the old man. " Yes, and thou art a nice one too," — went on my liuntsman, turning his head in the direction of Vladimir: — " why wert not thou on the look- out? ^^'hy didst thou not bail? thou, thou, thou . . . ." But Vladimir was already past retorting; he was trembling like a leaf, his teeth were chatter- ing, and he was smiling in a wholly senseless way. AVhat had become of his fine language, his sense of delicate propriety, and his own dig- nity! 147 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAX The accursed punt rocked \\eakly under our feet. . . . At the nionient of our ship-wreck, the water had seemed to ns extremely cold, hut we soon got used to it. \Mien the first alarm suh- sided, I glanced ahout me: all around, at a dis- tance of ten paces from us, grew reeds ; far away, over their tops, the shore was visible. " We 're in a had plight!" I thought. " AVhat are we to do? " — I asked Elrmolai. " Why, here now, let 's see; we can't spend the night here," — he replied. — " Here now, hold my gun," — he said to Vladimii'. Vladimir suhmissivelv obeyed. " I '11 go and search out a ford," — went on Ermolai, with confidence, as though in every pond there must, infallibly, exist a ford, — took the pole from The Twig, and set off in the direc- tion of the shore, cautiously probing the bottom. " But canst thou swim? " — I asked him. " Xo, I can't," — rang out his voice, from be- hind the reeds. " Well, then he '11 drown," — indifferently re- marked The Twig, who had at first been fright- ened, not at the danger, but at our wrath, and now, with perfect composure, merely drew a long breath from time to time, and, apparently, felt no imperative necessity to alter his situation. " And he '11 perish quite uselessly, sir," — added Vladimir, plaintively. Ermolai did not returxi for more than an hour. 148 LGOFF That hour seemed an eternity to us. At first wt exchanged shouts with him very assi(hiously; tlien he began to answer our calls more infrequently, and at last he fell silent altogether. In the vil- lage the bells began to ring for vespers. We did not talk with each other, we even tried not to look at each other. The ducks hovered over our heads; some prepared to alight beside us, but suddenly soared aloft, " like a shot," as the say- ing is, and flew quacking away. We began to grow numb. The Twig blinked his eyes, as though he were inclined to be sleepy. At last, to oiu* indescribable joy, Ermolai re- turned. " Well, what now?" " I have been to the shore; I have found a ford." " Let us go." We wanted to set off on the instant; but first he drew a rope from his pocket under water, tied the dead ducks by their legs, took both ends in his teeth, and strode on in front; Vladi- mir followed him, I followed Vladimir, and The Twig closed the procession. It was about two hundred paces to the shore. Ermolai walked onward boldly, and without a halt (so well had he taken note of the road ) , only calling out, from time to time: " More to the left, — ^there 's a sink-hole on the right! " or: " To the right, — there on the left j^ou '11 stick fast." .... At 149 ME]M01RS OF A SPORTS^SIAN times tlie water reached our throats, and twice the poor Twit>', beinlite(l in silence, and without haste. " Hut what 's tlie matter? " " The axletree is l)i-()ken hurne(t through," — he rephed gloomily, and suddenly adjusted the hreeching on the trace-horse with such iiuhgnation that the horse came near going over on its side, hut retained its footing, snorted, shook itself, and hegan very calmly to scratch itself with its teeth helow tlie knee of the right leg. I aliglited, and stood for some time in the road, confusedly ahsorhed hy a feeling of disagreeable surprise. The right wheel was turned almost completely under the cart, and seemed to have elevated its liub on high, in dumb despair. " ^Vhat is to be done now? " — I asked, at last. " Yonder 's the one who is to blame!" — said my coachman, pointing with his whip at the pro- cession, which had already had time to turn into the highway, and was ajjproaching us: — " I 've always noticed it," — he continued: — " 'T is a sure sign — to meet a corpse Yes." And again he ^vorried the trace-horse who, per- ceiving his displeasure and harshness, decided to remain impassive, and only swished its tail mod- estly from time to time. 1 walked back and forth for a while, and again came to a halt in front of the wheel. In the meantime, the corpse had overtaken us. 190 KASYAX FllOM THE FAIU-METC HA 'riiruino- out peaceably from the road upon the grass, the mournful procession passed our cart. The coacliman and I removed our caps, ex- changed bows witli the priest, and ghmces with the bearers. Tliev walked with difficulty; their broad chests heaved high. Of the two women who walked behind the coffin, one was very aged and pale ; her impassive f eatiu'es, cruelly distorted with grief, retained an expression of strict, rig- orous dignity. She w^alked on in silence, from time to time raising her gaunt hand to her thin, sunken lips. The eyes of the other woman, a yoimg one about five-and-twenty years of age, were red and moist, and her whole face was swol- len with weeping; as they came alongside of us, she ceased to wail, alid covered her face with her sleeve But now tlie corpse had passed us, had turned out again into the highway, and her mournful, soul-breaking chant rang out once more. Having silently gazed after the coffin, as it rocked with regular motion, my coachman turned to me. " 'T is Martyn the carpenter they 're burying," — said he: — "the one from Ryabaya." " How dost thou know that? " " I found it out by the women. The old one is his mother, and the young one is his wife." "Was he ill?" " Yes .... he had the fever The overseer sent for the doctor day before yesterday, 191 me:\i()trs of a sportsman but they did n't find the doctor at liome And he was a good carpenter; ratlier given to (h'inking, })ut a fine carpenter he was. You see how that woman of his is kilhng herself AVell, yes, 'tis well known: women's tears are cheap. \Vomen's tears are just tlie same as water. • • • • A. t^i3* And he bent down, crawled under the rein of the trace-horse, and seized the arch with both hands.' " But," — I remarked: — " what are w^e to do? " JNIy coachman first braced his knee against the shoulder of the shaft-horse, shook the arch a couple of times, adjusted the saddle, then crawled back again under the rein of the trace-horse, and, giving it a shove in the muzzle in passing, he stepped up to the wheel — stepped up to it, and, without removing his gaze from it, pulled from beneath the skirts of his coat a birch-bark snuff- box, slowly tugged at the strap on its cover, slowly thrust his two thick fingers into the snuff- box (and it would hardly hold two), kneaded and kneaded the snuff, puckered up his nose in advance, inhaled tlie snuff with pauses between, accompanying each sniff with a prolonged grimt, and, screwing up his lids in a painful way, and blinking his tearful eyes, he plunged into pro- found meditation. ' Tlie arch connect iiip the shafts, over the neck of the trotter. The side horses (sonictnnes only one is used, instead of two) are very slightly attached liy traces. — Traxsi.ator. 192 KASYAN FROM THE FAIR-IMKTCHA " Well, what now? " — I said at last. My coachman carefully- replaced the snuff-box in his pocket, pulled his cap down on his eye- brows, without using his hands, with a movement of his head alone, and thoughtfully climbed upon his box. " Whither art thou going? " — I asked him, not without surprise. " Please take your seat," — he replied calmly, and gathered up the reins. " But how are we going to drive? " " We '11 drive on all right, sir." " But the axle. ..." " Please take your seat." " But the axle is broken " " 'T is broken, yes, 'tis broken; but we shall manage to get to the settlement .... at a walk, — that is to say, yonder, behind the grove, there are dwellings: 'tis called Yiidino." " And dost thou think that we can get there? " My coachman did not vouchsafe me an an- swer. " I would rather go afoot," — said I. "As you please, sir " And he flourished his whip. The horses started. We really did reach the settlement, although the right front wheel hardly held, and revolved in a remarkably strange manner. On one hillock, it came near flying off; but my coachman shouted 193 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN in a vicious voice, and we made the descent in safety. ' The Yiidino hamlet consisted of six tinv, low- roofed cottages, which had already managed to sag down to one side, although, in all prohability, they had been erected not long before; not all their yards were enclosed with wattled hedges. As we drove into this settlement, we encountered not a single living soul; there were no hens, nor dogs even, visible in the street; only one black dog, with a bob-tail, sprang out at our appear- ance, from a completely dried trough, where it must have been driven by thirst, and immedi- ately, without barking, darted headlong under a gate. 1 entered the first cottage, opened the door into the anteroom, called for the owners, — no one answered me. I shouted a second time: the hun- gry mewing of a cat resounded on the other side of the door. I pushed it open with my foot; an emaciated cat slipped quickly past me, her green eyes flashing in the dark. I put my head into the room, and looked: it was dark, smoky, and empty. I betook myself to the back yard, and there was no one there, either. ... A calf was bleating in the paddock; a lame, grey goose was hobbling about a little to one side. I went on to the second cottage, — and there was not a soul in the second cottage. I went to the yard . In the very middle of the brightly illuminated yard, in the very heart of the heat, as the expres- 194 KASYAN FROISI I TTK FAIR-METCHA sion is, there was lying, as it seemed to me, a small boy, face to the groiuul, his head covered with [lis long peasant coat. A few paces from him, beside a wretched little cart, stood an emaciated horse in a tattered harness under a thatched shed. The sunlight, falling in streams through the nar- row interstices of the rickety penthouse roof, streaked its shaggy, reddish-brown hide with small, bright blotches. There, also, in a lofty bird-house, the starlings were chattering, staring down with calm curiosity from their aerial little dwelling. I went up to the sleeper, and began to rouse him He raised his head, saw me, and immediately sprang to his feet. ..." What is it, what 's wanted? What 's the matter? " he muttered, half^ awake. I did not answer him on the instant: so aston- ished was I by his personal appearance. Picture to yourself a dwarf fifty years of age, with a tiny, swarthy, wrinkled face, a sharp-pointed little nose, small, brown, hardly visible eyes, and thick, curly black hair, which sat on his tiny head like the broad cap on a mushroom. His whole body was extremely puny and thin, and it is absolutely impossible to convey in words how strange and remarkable was his glance. " What 's wanted? " — he asked me again. I explained to him the state of the case; he lis- 195 ME^rOTRS OF A SPORTSMAN tened to me, never taking his slowly blinking eyes oft* me. " Cannot we obtain a new axle? " — 1 said at last:—" I sliould be glad to pay for it." " But -mIio are you ( sportsmen? " — he incjuired, surveying me from head to foot witli a glance. les. " You shoot the l)irds of heaven, I suppose? . . and wild beasts? .... And don't vou think it is a sin to slay (rod's birds, to shed innocent blood?" The queer little old man spoke with great de- liberation. The sound of his voice also surprised me. Xot only was there nothing infirm audible in it, — it was wonderfully sweet, youtlifid, and almost eft'eminately tender. " I have no axle," — he added, after a brief pause: — "that one yonder is of no use" — (he pointed at his little cart) — "you have a large cart, I suppose? " " And cannot one be found in the village? " " AVhat sort of a village do you call this! . . . No one here has one. . . And there 's no one at home, either : they are all at work. Go your way," — he said suddenly, and lay down again on the ground. I had not in the least expected this termination. " Tiisten, old man," — I began, touching his shoulder:—" please, to hel]) me." "Go vour way, and God be with vou! I'm 196 KASYAN FROM TIIK 1 AIR-METCHA tired : 1 '\'e been to the town," — he said to nie, and dragged liis coat over his head. " But please do me the favour,"— I went on: — • " I ... I will pay." " I don't want thy pay." " But ])lease, old man . . . ." He half raised himself, and sat up, with liis thin little legs crossed. " I might guide thee to the place where they are felling timber. Some merchants have bought our grove, — may God judge them, they are carry- ing off our grove, and have ])uilt an office, — may God be their judge! Perhaps thou couldst order an axle of them there, or buy one ready-made." " Capital! "- — I exclaimed joyously. . . " The very thing! . . . let us go." " An oaken axle, a good one," — he went on, without rising from his place. " And is it far to the timber-felling place? " " Three versts." " Well, never mind ! We can drive there in thy tit . " But you can't . . . ." " Come along, let 's start," — said I. — -'' Let 's start, old man! My coachman is waiting for us in the street." The old man rose reluctantly, and followed me to the street. My coachman was in an exas- perated state of mind : he had undertaken to water his horses, but there turned out to be extremely 197 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN little water in the w cU, and it had a bad flavour, which, so coachmen say, is of prime importance. . . . Xevertheless, at the sight of the old man, he grinned, nodded his head, and exclaimed: " Ah, Kasyanushka! morning! " " iSIorning, Erofei, upright man!" — replied Kasyan, in a dejected voice. 1 immediately communicated his proposition to the coachman; Erofei expressed his assent, and drove into the yard. AVhile he, with deliberate bustle, unharnessed his horses, the old man stood, with his shoulders leaning against the gate, and stared uncheerfully now at him, now at me. He seemed, somehow, perplexed: he was not over- joyed at our appearance, so far as I could observe. " And dost thou mean to say tliat they have sent thee too off here to settle? " — asked Erofei, suddenly, as he removed the arch from the shaft- horse. " Me too." " Ekh! "^ — said my coachman through his teeth. — " Knowest thou Martyn the carpenter . . . for thou dost know ^lartyn from Ryabaya, of course? " " I do." " Well, he 's dead. We have just met his coffin." Kasyan shuddered. " He 's dead? " — he said, and dropped his eyes. " Yes, he is dead. Why didst not thou cure 198 KASVAN FROM THE FAIK-MKTCHA him, liey ? For they say that thou dost cure, that thou art a healer." My coachman was, evidently, amusing himself, ridiculing- the old man. " And is this thy cart? " — he added, indicating- it with his shoulder. Yes. "Well, what a cart! .... d' ye call that a cart? "—he repeated, and taking it by the shafts, he almost turned it upside down "A cart! . . . And what are }^ou going to drive to the clearing in? ... . You can't harness our horse in these shafts: our horses are large, — and what do you call that? " " I don't know," — replied Kasyan, — " what you will ride in : perhaps on that little beast yon- der," — he added, with a sigh. " On that one, dost thou mean? " — put in Ero- fei, and stepping up to Kasyan's wretched nag, he poked it disdainfully in the neck with the third finger of his right hand. — " Humph," — he added reproachfully: — "it's fast asleep, the idiot ! " I requested Erofei to harness it to the cart as speedily as possible. I wanted to drive with Kas- yan to the clearing: partridges are frequently to be fovmd at such spots. When the cart was quite ready, and I had contrived, somehow or other, to ensconce myself and my dog on its warped, lin- den-bark bottom, and Kasyan, curling himself up 199 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN in a ball and with his previous dejected expres- sion on his face, had also taken his seat, on the front rim,— Erofei approached me, and with a mysterions aspect whispered: " And well have yon done, dear little father, in driving with him. For he 's that sort of a man, he 's a holy fool,' and his nickname is — The Flea. I don't know how yon managed to nnderstand him. . . . o" I wanted to remark to Erofei, that, so far, Kasyan had seemed to me to be a very sensible man; but my coachman inmiediately pro- ceeded, in the same tone: " Just you keep a sharp watch, to see that he takes you to the right place. And please to pick out the axle yourself: please to get as healthy an axle as possible * "How now. Flea," — he added aloud: — "can a body get a bit of bread from you? " " Seek: perchance, it may be found,"— replied Kasyan, jerking the reins, and we drove off. His little horse, to my sincere amazement, went far from badly. During the entire course of our drive, Kasyan preserved an obstinate silence, and to my questions replied abruptly and reluctantly. We soon reached the felling-place, and there be- took ourselves to the office, a lofty cottage, which stood isolated above a small ravine that had been hastily spanned by a dam and converted into a These " holy fools," or siinple-niinded eccentrics, are greatly re- spected even at the present day in Russia. — Translator. 200 KASYAN FRO.AI TIIK 1 AIR-MKTCIlA pond. Ill that office 1 found two young mer- chants' clerks, with snow-white teeth, sweet eyes, sweet, alert speech, and sweetly-wily little smiles, struck a bargain with them for an axle, and set oft' for the clearing. I thought that Kasyan would remain with the horse, and wait for me; but he suddenly stepped up to me. " Art thou going to shoot birds? " — he began: —"hey?" " Yes, if 1 find any." " I '11 go with thee. . . . May I ? " " Yes, thou mayest." And he went. — The area which had been cleared was, altogether, about a verst in extent. I must confess, that 1 looked more at Kasyan than at my dog. Not without reason was he called The Flea. Plis black, wholly uncovered head (moreover, his hair was a fine substitute for any cap) fairly hopped tlirough the bushes. He walked with remarkable briskness, and kept con- stantly skipping, as it were, as he walked, bent down incessantly, plucked some weeds or other, thrust them into his bosom, muttered to himself, and kept looking at me and my dog, with a very strange, searching glance. In the low bushes, in the undergrowth, and on clearings there dwell small grey birds, wliich are incessantly flitting from tree to tree and cliiiping, suddenly swoop- ing in flight. Kasyan mimicked them, and an- swered their calls ; a young quail flew up, twitter- 201 ME.MOIKS OF A SrOllTSMAN ing, from under his very feet, — he twittered hack to it; a hirk hegaii to descend ahove him, flutter- ing its wings and warhhng loudly, — Kasyan joined in its song. AVith me he still would not talk. . . The weather was magnificent, still finer than hefore; hut the heat did not ahate. Athwart the clear sky floated infrequent, high-hanging clouds of a yellowish-white line, like late-lying sno\^' in spring, flat and long, like reefed sails. Their fancifully-patterned edges, light and downy as cotton, slowly but A'isibly changed wdth every passing moment: they melted away, those clouds, and no shadow fell from them. Kasyan and I roamed for a long time about the clearing. The young shoots, which had not, as yet, managed to extend themselves longer than an arsliin,' sur- rounded with their smooth, slender stems the low, blackened stumps; round, spongy excrescences with grey borders, those same punk-growths from which tinder is made, clung close to the stumps; the strawberry had sent forth its rosy tendrils over them; and mushrooms sat there also, close- crowded in famihes. One's feet were incessantly entangled and held fast in the long grass, dried tlu'ough and through by the burning sun; every- where the eyes were dazzled by the sharp, metal- lic glitter of the young, reddish leaves on the ^ Twenty-eifrht inches — tlie Russian measure corresponding to tiie yard. — Tkaksi.atok. 202 I KASYAX FROlNr THE FATR-^SIETCHA trees; all about, the blue elusters of the vetch, the golden ehaliees of the buttercups, the half-purple half-vellow Mowers of John-and-JNIarv ' i'ormed a gay-coloured carpet; here and there, alongside the abandoned paths, whereon the traces of wheels were indicated by streaks of ii fine, red weed, rose piles of firewood blackened by wind and rain, each containing a cord; a faint shadow was cast by their slanting corners, — there was no other shadow anywhere. A light breeze now woke up, now subsided: it would suddenly blow straight in my face, and frolic, as it were, — rustle merrily, nod and flutter around, gracefully rock the slen- der tips of the ferns,^and I would rejoice in it . . . but, lo, it has died down, and everything is calm again. Only the grasshoppers shrilled vig- orously, as though angry, — and that uninter- rupted, harsh, piercing sound is fatiguing. It is suited to the importunate heat of midday; it seems to be born of it, evoked by it, as it were, from the red-hot earth. At last, without having hit upon a single lair of game, we reached the new clearing. There the recently felled aspens lay sadly on the ground, crushing the grass and the undergrowth; on some, leaves still green, but already dead, hung limply from the motionless boughs; on others, they had already dried and ciu'led up. From the ' A iniiit-likc plant wliicli has l)riclit-piir))le leaves and stems and brifiht-yellow flowers, called " Iv.-'ni-da-Marva." — Translatob. 203 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN fresh, goklt'ii-wliite chips, which hiy in heaps arouiul the hrilhantly moist stumps, there was ex- haled iiVi extremely agreeahle, hitter odour. Far away, nearer the grove, the axes were tapping dully, and, at times, solemnly and quietly, as though howing and spreading out its arms, a curlv-foliaged tree sank earthward. For a long time, I found no game ; at last, out of a spreading oak-hush, through the wormwood with which it was overgrown, a corncrake flew forth. I fired; it turned a somersault in the air, and fell. On hearing the shot, Kasyan swiftly covered his eyes M'ith his hand, and did not move until I had reloaded my gun and picked up. the corncrake. But when I started onward, he went up to the spot where the dead hird had fallen, hent down to the grass, on which a few drops of blood were sprinkled, shook his head, cast a frightened glance at me Afterward, I heard him whispering: " A sin! .... Akh, this is a sin!" The heat made us, at last, enter the grove. I threw myself down under a tall hazel-bush, over which a stately young maple spread finely abroad its light branches. Kasyan seated himself on the thick end of a felled birch-tree. I looked at him. The foliage was swaying faintly up aloft, and its li(|uid greenish shadows sli])])ed gently back and forth over his puny body, wra]:)ped u]), after a fashion, in his dark coat, over his small face. He did not raise his head. Bored bv his taciturnity^ 204 KASYAX FKOM THE 1 AIK-MKTCIIA I lay on my back, aiitl began to admire tbe peace- ful play of the tangled leaves against the far-oft* brilliant sky. "T is a wonderfully agreeable oc- cu])atiori, to lie on one's back in the forest, and stare u})ward ! It seems to you as though you were gazing into a bottomless sea, that it spreads broadly beneath you, that the trees do not rise out of the earth, but, like the roots of huge plants, descend, hang suspended, in those crystal-clear wa\'es; the leaves on the trees now are of trans- lucent emerald, again thicken into golden, almost black green. Somewhere, far away, terminating a slender branch, a separate leaf stands motionless against the blue patch of transparent sky, and by its side sways another, recalling by its movements the play of a fish's gills, as though the movement proceeded from its own volition, and were not produced by the breeze. The white, round clouds softly float and softly pass, like enchanted sub- marine islands, — and then, all of a sudden, that whole sea, that radiant atmosphere, those boughs and leaves flooded with sunlight, begin to undu- late, to tremble with a fugitive gleam, and a fresh, hurried lisping, resembling the unending, tiny plash of swelling surge, arises. You do not stir — you gaze: and it is impossible to express in words what joy, tranquillity, and sweetness reign in your heart. You gaze : — that deep, pure azure evokes a smile upon your lips, as innocent as itself; as the clouds sail over the sky, and in 205 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSISIAN their company, as it were, happy ineniories pass in garhiiuls through your soul, and it seems to you tliat vour uaze recedes further and further awav, and (h'aws vou after it, into that cahn, beaming abyss, and that it is impossible to tear yourself i'rom that height, from that depth .... "Master, hev there, master!" — said Kasyan, suddenly, in his melodious yoice. I half-rose M'ith amazement; hitherto, he had barely answered my (juestions, and now he had suddenly begun to speak of his own accord. " AN^iat dost thou want^ " — I asked. "Well, why didst thou kill that bird?"— he began, looking me straight in the face. " AVhat dost thou mean by ' why '?.... The corncrake is game: it can be eaten." " That 's not the reason why thou didst kill it, master: much thou wilt eat it! Thou hast killed it for thine amusement." " AVhy, surely, thou thyself, I suppose, dost eat geese and chickens? " " That is a bird appointed by God for man, but the corncrake is a free bird, a forest bird. And not he alone: there are quantities of them, of all sorts of forest creatures, and creatures of the field, and the I'iver, and the swamp, both up-stream and down-stream, — and 't is a sin to kill them, and they ought to l)e allowed to live on the earth until their time comes. . . . Rut another food is appointed to man, a (hfferent food and a different 2()(> KASYAN VnOM THE 1 AIIMNIKTCIIA drink: grain is God's blessed gift, and the waters of heaven, and tame fowl, from our ancient fa- thers' day." I stared in amazement at Kasyan. Ilis words flowed fluently; he did not pause to seek them, he spoke with quiet enthusiasm and gentle digni- nity, closing his eyes from time to time. " And so, according to thy view, it is sinful to kill a fish, also?" — I asked. " A fish has cold blood," — he returned, with confidence: — " a flsh is a dumb brute. It does not fear, it does not rejoice: a flsh is a creature with- out the power of speech. A flsh does not feel, the blood in it is not lively. . . Blood," — he went on, after a pause, — " is a holy thing! Blood does not behold God's dear little sun, blood hides itself from the light . . . 't is a great sin to show blood to the light, a great sin and horror. . . . Okh, very great! " He sighed, and cast down his eyes. I must admit, that I stared at the strange old man in utter amazement. His speech did not have the ring of a peasant: the common peo- ple do not speak like that, neither do flne talkers. This language was thoughtfully-solemn and strange. ... I had never heard anything like it. " Tell me, please, Kasyan," — I began, without taking my eyes from his slightly-flushed face: — " what is thy occupation? " 207 MEMOIKS OF A SPORTSMAN He did not at once answer my (juestion. His gaze roved uneasily for a moment. " I live as the Lord commands," — he said at last, — " and, as for an occupation, — no, I have none. I have n't had much sense since my childhood; I work, as long as my strength lasts, — I 'm a poor workman .... how should I be otherwise! 1 have no health, and my hands are stupid. Well, and in springtime I snare nightingales." "Thou snarest nightingales!' — But didst not thou say, that one should not touch any creature of the forest or the field, and so forth? " " They must not be killed, that is true; death will take his own, in any case. There 's ]\Iartvn the carpenter, for example: INIartyn lived and did not live long, and died ; now his wife is wast- ting away with sorrow over her husband and her little children. . . . Neither man nor beast can cheat death. Death does not run, and you can- not run from it; but vou must n't aid it. And I don't kill the nightingales, — the Lord forbid! I don't catch them for torture, nor for the destruc- tion of their life, but for man's pleasure, consola- tion, and delectation." " Dost thou go to Kursk ' to catch them? " "I do go to Kursk, and even further, as it happens. I pass the night in the marshes, and ' The nightingales of the Kursk Government are accounted the finest in Russia. — Traxsi-ator. 208 KASYAX FRO]\r THE FiVIR-MP:TCIIA on the borders of the forest; 1 spend the night alone in the fields, in the wilds: there the snipe whistle, there the hares ery, there the wild drakes quack.^ — In the evening I observe, in the morn- ing I listen, at dawn I spread my nets over the bushes. . » . . Sometimes a nightingale sings so moui'nfnlly, so sweetly .... even mournfully." " And ciost thou sell them? " " I give them away to good people." " And what else dost thou do? " " What do 1 do?" " What is thy business? " The old man remained silent a while. " I have no business. ... I 'm a bad work- man. But I can read and write." " Thou canst? " " I can. The Lord, and good people, have aided me.'' " Well, art thou a family man? " " No, I have no family." "How is that? . . . Have they all died? " " No, it just happened so; it didn't chance to be my luck in life. But that is all under God's care, we all go under God's care; and a man must be upright, — so he must! He must please God, that is to say." " And hast thou no relatives? " " I have . . . yes .... in a way . . ." The old man stammered. 209 ME.AIOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN "Tell me, please," — I began: — "I heard my coaciimaii ask thee, why thou didst not heal Mar- tynJ* Dost thou know how to heal? *' " Thy eoachman is an u])right nian," — Kasyan answered me, thoughtfully: — "but he is not without sin also. Tliey call me a physician. ..la physician, forsooth! .... and who can cure? All that comes from God. But there are . . . there are plants, there are flowers: they do help, really. Here 's the bur-marigold, for example ; 't is a good weed for man ; here 's the plantain, too ; i is no disgrace to speak of them ; they are clean plants — (xod's plants. Well, but others are not like that : and they help, hut 't is a sin ; and 't is a sin to speak of tliem. It might be done with ])rayei', perhaps. .... Well, of course, thei-e are words which .... And he who be- lieves shall be saved/' — he added, lowering his voice. " Didst thou not give JNIartvn anvthiny? " — I asked. "I heard of it too late," — replied the old man. — " But what of that! — each one will get what is written in liis fate. ^lartyn was not destined to live long on earth : that 's a fact. Xo, the dear sun does not warm a man who is not fated to live long on earth, as it does other men, and neither does his bread profit him, — 't is as though some- thing summoned him away. . . . Yes; Lord rest his soul! " 210 KASYAN FROM THE 1 AIR-M 1<:TC HA " Is it loim' since tlicv sent vou to live in our jjarts? " — 1 asked liini, after a brief silence. Kasyan gave a start. " No, not long: four years. In the old master's time, we always lixed in our former place, but the Council of (iuardians removed us. Our old mas- ter was a gentle soul, a meek man, — the kingdom of heaven be his! Well, the Council of Guar- dians judged rightly, of course; 't is evident, that so it was right." " But where did you formerly live? " " We are from the Fair-Metcha." " Is that far from here? " " About a hundred versts." " And was it better than here? " " Yes . . . 't was better. There the lands were fertile river-meadows, our nest; but here we have cramped lands, and drought. . . . We are orphaned here. Yonder, at our Fair-lNIetcha you would climb a hill, and climb — and, O I^ord my God, what did you see? hey ? River, and meadows, and forest; and there was a church there, and then the meadows began again, you could see far, far away. How far you could see! . . . you gaze and gaze, — akh, truly, you cannot express your feelings! Well, here, to tell the truth, the land is better: clay, good- clay, say the peasants; and my orain bears well everywhere." " Come, old man, tell me the truth: I think thou wouldst like to visit thy native place? " 211 aME:S101KS OF A SPOKTS:\IAN <* A''. Yes, I would like to have u look at it. But 't is good everywhere. 1 in a man without a family, a rover. Well, and that 's nothing! can one sit much at home ( But when you walk, when you walk," he interposed, raising his voice, " your heart is lighter, in truth. The dear little sun lights you, and you are more visihle to God, and can sing in hettei" tune. Vou look to see what grass is growing; well, you ohserve it, you pluck it. The water flows fresh from a spring, for ex- ample: holy water; so you drink your fill, — you note it also. The heavenly birds sing. . . And then, beyond Kursk lie steppes, such level steppes, and there is wonder and satisfaction for a man, there is liberty, there is God's grace! And they extend, so people say, clear to the warm seas, where the bird Gamaiun the sweet-voiced dwells, and the leaves do not fall from the trees in winter, nor in autumn, and golden apples grow on silver boughs, and every man lives in abundance and uprightness, . . For I "ve been in ever so many places! I 've been to Romyon, and in Simbirsk the splendid town, and in golden-domed ^Moscow too; I 've been on our benefactress the Oka River, and on the Tzna, the darling, and on dear little mother Volga, and have seen many people, kind peasants, and have tarried in honourable towns. . . . Well, T would like to go thither — and you see .... and yet .... And I 'm not the only sinful one .... many other peasants 212 1 KASYAN FROM THE 1 AIR-METCIIA wear liiulen-bark slippers, roam about the world, seek the truth .... yes! .... 15ut as for home, hey? There's no upriglitness in man — that there is n't " These last words Kasyan uttered rapidly, al- most unintelligibly; tlien he said something more, which 1 could not catch, and his face assumed such a strange expression, tliat I involuntarily recalled the appellation " holy fool." He cast down his eyes, cleared his throat, and seemed to recover himself. "What a dear little sun!" — he said in an undertone: — "What grace,- — O I^ord! what warmth in the forest! " He shrugged his shoulders, paused for a mo- ment, glanced abstractedly about, and began to sing softly. I could not catch all the words of his drawling song; but I heard the following: " They call me Kasyan, Nicknamed The Flea. . , ." "Eh!"^ — thought I: — "why, he's improvis- ing." .... All at once he started, and stopped short, staring intently into the dense part of the forest. I turned round, and perceived a small peasant maiden, ten years of age, in a little blue sarafan,^ ^^'ith a checked kerchief on her head, ' The true peasant gown, gatliered full on a band, falling in straight folds from the armpits, and sujijiorted by cross-bands over the shoulders. — Traxslator. 213 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN and a j^laited basket in her bare, sunburned hand. She had, probably, not in the least expected to encounter us; she had hit on us, as the expression is, and stood motionless in a green clump of hazel- bushes in a shady little glade, timidly gazing at me with her black eyes. 1 barely managed to suryey her : she immediately ducked behind a tree. "Annushka! xVnnushka! come hither, fear not," — called the old man, affectionately. " I 'm afraid," — resounded a shrill little yoice. " Don't be afraid, come to me." Annushka silently abandoned her ambush, softly made the circuit of it, — her childish foot- steps were hardly audi})le on the thick grass, — and emerged from the thicket close to the old man. She was not a child of eight, as she had seemed to me at first, from her stunted growth, but of thirteen or fourteeen. Her whole body was small and thin, but very well made and agile, and her pretty little face bore a remarkable re- semblance to that of Kasyan, although Kasyan was not a beauty. There Avere the same sharp features, the same strange gaze, cunning and con- fiding, thoughtful and piercing, and the move- ments were the same. . . . Kasyan lan his eyes over her; she was standing with her side to him. " Well, hast thou been gathering nuishrooms? " — he asked. " Yes, mushrooms,"^ — she replied, with a shy smile. K AS VAN 1 JiOiM TllK FA I H-M J yiC'II A " Iliist thou foiHul iiiiiiiy? " " Yes." (She darted a swift glaiiee at him, and smiled again.) " And are there any white ones? " " Yes, some are white." " Show tlicm, show tlicm." . . . (She lowered the hasket from her arm and half -raised a broad burdoek leaf, whieh covered the mnslirooms. ) — "Kh!"— said Kasyan, ])en(ling over the basket; "why, what splendid ones! Good for thee, An- nushka! " Is this thy daughter, Kasyan?" — I asked. ( Annushka's face flushed faintly.) "No, just a relative," — said Kasyan, with i'eigncd carelessness. — " A Yell, run along, An- mishka," — he immediately added: — "run along, iind Ciod be with thee. And see here . . . ." " But why should she go afoot? " — I inter- rupted him. — " We will drive her with us." Annushka flushed as scarlet as a poppy, seized tlie handle of the basket witli both hands, and cast a glance of trepidation at the old man. " No, she '11 get there, all right," — he re- turned, in the same indifferently-drawling tone. — " What is it to her? . . . She '11 get there as she is. . . . Run along." Annushka w^alked off briskly into the forest. Kasyan gazed after her, then cast down his eyes, and smiled. In that prolonged smile, in the few words which he had uttered to Annushka, in the 215 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAX very sound ui' his voice when he spoke to her, there was inexphcahle, passionate love and ten- derness. He cast another ghmce in the direction whither she had gone, smiled again, and, mopping his face, shook his head several times. "Why didst tliou send her off so soon?" — I asked him: — " I would have liked to })uy her mushrooms " " But you can huy them at home, just as well, whenever you like,"- — he answered me, for the first time addressing me as " you." " Thou hast there a very pretty girl." " Xo. . . . The idea! .... So-so . . ." he replied, reluctantly, as it were; and, from that moment, relapsed into his former taciturnity. Perceiving that all my efforts to make him talk again were vain, I wended my way to the clear- ing. jNIoreover, the heat had decreased some- what; but my ill-success continued, and I re- turned to the settlement with nothing but the one corncrake and a new axle. As we were driv- ing into the yard, Kasyan suddenly turned to me. "Master, eh. Master," — said he: — "I am to blame toward thee ; f pr 't was I that drove all the game away from thee." " How so? " " Well, that 's mv secret. And thou hast a trained hound, and a good one, but thou couldst do nothing. AVIien you come to think of it, what 2ir> KASYAN ymm riiK iaik-metcha are men, — men, hey? Man's a \\'\\d beast, but see what lias been done with him! " It would have been useless for me t(j try to convince Kasyan that it was impossible to " bewitcli " the game, therefore 1 made him no reply. And besides, we immediatelj^ turned into the gate. Annushka was not in the cottage ; she had man- aged to get there already and leave her basket of mushrooms. Erofei fitted the axle in place, after having subjected it preliminarily to severe and unjust criticism; and an hour later, I drove out, having left Kasyan a little money, which, at first, he did not wish to accept; but afterward, when he had reflected and held it in his palm, he thrust it into his bosom. He hardly uttered a single word during the course of that hour; he stood as before, leaning against the gate, made no re- ply to the reproaches of my coachman, and took an extremely cold leave of me. As soon as I returned, I observed that my Erofei ^vas again in a gloomy frame of mind. . . . And, in fact, he had not found a morsel to eat in the village, and the watering facilities for his horses Avere bad. We drove off. With dissat- isfaction expressed even in the nape of his neck, he sat on the box and was frightfully anxious to enter into conversation with mc; but, in antici- pation of my putting tlie first question, he con- fined himself to a low growling under his breath, 21T MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN and hortatory, sometimes vicious s})eeches ad- dressed to liis horses. — -"A viUa(>'e!" — he mut- tered: "A pretty sort of village, forsooth! I asked for just a little kvas — and there was no kvas Akh, O Lord! ^Vnd the water, — simply — phew!" (He spat aloud.) "No cu- cumhers, no kvas, — no nothing. . . . Come now, thou,"^ — ^he added in a loud tone, addressing the right trace-horse: — "I know thee, thou pam- pered heast ! Thou 'rt fond of indulging thyself, I think. . . ." (And he lashed it witli his whip.) " The horse has grown thoroughly crafty, hut what a willing heast it used to he! . . . Come, come, look round this way! " ^ " Tell me, j^lease, Erofei," — I hegan: — " what sort of a man is Kasvan? " Erofei did not answer me promptly; he was, in general, a deliberate, leisurely man ; but I was instantly able to divine that my question had delighted and reassiu'ed him. " The Flea, you mean? " — he said, at last, jerk- ing at the reins: — " he 's a splendid man: a holy fool, right enough he is; you won't soon find another such fine man. Now, for example, he 's, point for point, exactly like our roan horse yon- der: he 's incorrigible, has got out of hand, — that is to say, he has struck work. Well, and, after all, 'A well-trained trace-horse (which gallops), in a three-horse span (a tr6ika), is supposed to hold its iiead lowered and twisted backward, so that the jiersons in tlie carriage can see its eyes and nostrils. — Tkansi.atoh. 218 KASYxVX FROM TIIK 1 AIU-^SIETCIIA what sort of a workman is he, what a wretclicd body holds Iiis soul, — well, and, all the same .... You see, he has been so from his ehildhood. At first, he used to go with his uncles in the carrying business: he had three of them; well, and then, later on, you know, he got tired of that — he threw it up. He began to live at home, and he would n't even sit still at home : such an uneasy man he was, — a regular flea. Luckily for him, he happened to have a kind master who did n't force him. So, from that time forth, he has been lounging about, like an unconfined sheep. And such a wonderful man he is, God knows: some- times he 's as silent as a stump, then, all of a sudden, he '11 start to talk, — and what he '11 say, God knows. Is that any way to do? 'T is not. He 's an inconsistent man, so he is. But he sings w^ell. So solemnly — 't is fine, fine." " And does he really heal? " " Heal, do you mean? . . . Come, how could he! As if he were that sort of a man! But he cured me of scrofula. . . How could he ! He 's a stupid man, so he is," — he added, after a brief pause. " Hast thou known him long? " " Yes. He and I were neighbours in Syt- chovko, on the Fair JNIetcha." " And who is that young girl, Annushka, who met us in the forest, — is she a relative of his? " 219 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN Erofei glanced at iiic over his shoulder, and grinned to the full extent of his mouth. "Eh! .... Yes, she's a relative. She's an orphan : she has no mother, and no one knows who her mother was. Well, and she must he related to him: she's awfully like him. . . . Well, and slie lives with liim. She 's a sharp-witted girl, there 's no denying it: she 's a good girl, and he, the old man, fairly adores her: she is a good girl. And 't is very likely, although you might not be- lieve it, that he has taken it into his head to teach his Annushka to read and write. That 's just what you might expect of liim: he 's such a pecu- liar man. So fickle, even ill-balanced, even . . . E-e-eh!" my coachman suddenly interrupted himself, and pulling up his horses, bent over to one side, and began to sniff the air. — " Don't I smell something burning? That I do! 1 would n't give a rap for these new axles. . . . But, appar- ently, I greased it all right. I must go and fetch some water: yonder is a ])ond handy, by the way." And Erofei slowly climbed down from his seat, untied the bucket, went to the pond, and, on his return, listened, not without satisfaction, to the hissing of the wheel-box, suddenly gripped by the water. ... In the space of about ten versts, he was forced to deluge the axle six times, and niglit had fully closed in when we reached home. 220 THE AGENT About fifteen versts from my estate, lives an ac- (luaintance of mine, a young landed proprietor, a retired officer of the Ciuards, Arkady Pavliteli Pyenotchkin. He has a great deal of game on his estate, his house is huilt after a plan by a French architect, his servants are dressed in English style, he gives capital dinners, welcomes his guests cor- dially, and, nevertheless, one is reluctant to go to his house. He is a sagacious, positive man, has received a fine education, as is proper, has been in the service, has mingled with the highest so- ciety, and now occupies himself, very success- fully, with the administration of his property. Arkady Pavlitch, to use his own words, is stern but just, is deeply concerned for the welfare of his subjects, and chastises them — for their own good. " One must treat them like children," he says, on such occasions: "their ignorance, mo?i cher, il faut prendre ccla en consideration." But on tlie occasions of such so-called sad necessity, lie avoids harsh and impetuous movements, and is not fond of raising liis voice, but is rather given to poking his finger straight out before him, calmly remarking: " Thou knowest, I requested 221 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN thee, my dear fellow," or: " What ails thee, my friend? Come to thy senses;" merely compressing his lips a little the while, and twisting his mouth. He is short of stature, elegantly built, very good- looking, keeps his liands and finger-nails with the greatest neatness; his rosy lips and face fairly glow with health. His laugh is resonant and care-free, he screws up his bright brown ej'^es a^ffahly. He dresses extremely well, and with taste; he imports French books, pictures, and newspapers, but is not very fond of reading: he has barely conquered " The Wandering Jew." He plays cards in a masterlj^ manner. Alto- gether, Arkady Pavlitch is regarded as one of the most cultured noblemen and most enviable matrimonial catches in our government; the la- dies are wild over him, and praise his manners in particular. His demeanour is wonderfully good, he is as cautious as a cat, and has never been mixed up in any scandal since he was born, al- though, on occasion, he is fond of asserting himself and reducing a timid man to confusion. He positively loathes bad company — he is afraid of compromising himself; on the other hand in jovial moments, he announces himself to be a disciple of Epicurus, although, on the whole, he speaks ill of philosophy, calling it " the foggy food of German brains," and sometimes simply " nonsense." He is fond of music, also; at cards, he hums through his teeth, but with feel- 222 -f THE AGENT ing; he remembers something)' from ".Lucia " and " Sonnambiila, " but always gets the pitcli rather liigh. In winter, he goes to Petersburg. His liouse is in remarkable order; even his coachmen have succumbed to his influence, and every day they not only wipe off the horse-collars and brush their coats, but even wash their own faces. Ar- kady Pavlitch's house-serfs, 't is true, have a rather sidelong look, — but with us in Russia one cannot distinguish the surly man from the sleepy man. Arkady Pavlitch speaks in a soft and agreeable voice, with pauses, emitting every word with pleasure, as it were, through his hand- some, perfumed moustache; he also employs a great many French expressions, such as : " Mais, cest imimyahle! " — " Mais, co7nment done? " — and so forth. Nevertheless, I, for one, am not overfond of visiting him, and if it were not for the black-cock and partridges, I should, in all probability, drop his acquaintance entirely. A certain strange uneasiness takes possession of you in his house ; even the comfort does not glad- den you, and every time that, at evening, the ciu'led valet presents himself before you, in his sky-blue livery with buttons stamped with a coat of arms, and begins obsequiously to pull off your boots, you feel that if, instead of his pale and lean face the wonderfully broad cheek-bones and incredibly-blunt nose of a stalwart young peas- ant, only just taken from the plough by his mas- 223 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN ter, but who had ah-eady contrived to burst in half a score of places, the seams of the nankeen coat recently presented to him, were suddenly to appear before you, — you would be unspeakably delighted, and would willingly subject yourself to the danger of being stripped of your boot and your leg, together, up to the very hip- joint In spite of my dislike for Arkady Pavlitch, I once happened to pass the night with liim. On the following day, early in the morning, I or- dered my calash to be harnessed up, but he would not let me go without breakfast in the English fashion, and conducted me to his study. Along with tea, thev served us cutlets, soft-boiled eggs, butter, honey, cheese, and so forth. Two valets, in clean white gknes, swiftly and silently antici- pated our slightest wishes. We sat on a Persian divan. Arkady Pavlitch wore full trousers. of silk, a black velvet round jacket, a red fez with a blue tassel, and yellow Chinese slippers, without heels. He drank tea, laughed, inspected his finger-nails, smoked, tucked pillows under his ribs, and, altogether, felt in a capital frame of mind. After having breakfasted heartily, and with evident pleasure, Arkady Pavlitch poured himself out a glass of red wine, raised it to his lips, and suddenly contracted his brows in a frown. "Why hasn't the wine been warmed?" — ^he asked one of the valets in a rather sharp voice. 224 THE AGENT The valet grew confused, stood stock-still, and turned pale. " Am not I asking thee a question, my dear fellow?" — went on Arkady Pavlitch, calmly, without taking his eyes off him. The unhappy valet shifted from foot to foot where he stood, twisted his napkin, and uttered never a word. Arkady Pavlitch lowered his head, and gazed thouglitfully askance at him. " Pardon, mem clierf — he said, with a pleasant smile, giving my knee a friendly touch with his hand, and again rivetting his eyes on the valet. — " Well, go," — he added, after a hrief silence, ele- vated his eyebrows, and rang the bell. There entered a thick-set, swarthy, black- haired man, with a low forehead, and eyes com- pletely buried in fat. " With regard to Feodor take mea- sures," — said Arkady Pavlitch in an undertone, and with entire self-possession. " I obey, sir,"^ — replied the thick-set man, and left the room. " Voila, mon cher, les desagrhnents de la cam- pagne" — remarked Arkady Pavlitch, merrily. " But where are you going? stay, sit with me a while longer." " No," — I answered: — " I must go." "Always hunting! Okh, I have no patience with those sportsmen! But where are you gomg f 225 .ME.MOIKS OF A SPORTSMAN " To Rviibovo, forty versts from here." " To Ryabovo? Akh, good heavens, in that case I will go w ith you. Ryabovo is only five versts from my Shipilovka, and 1 have n't been to Sliipilovka for ever so long: 1 have never man- aged to make the time. Now it has happened (luite opportunely: do you hunt at Ryabovo to- day, and come to my house in the evening. Ce sera channant. Wa will sup together, — we will take a cook with us, — you shall spend the night with m.e. Splendid! splendid! " — he added, with- out awaiting my reply. " C'est arrange. . . . Hey, who is there ? Order the calash to be brought round for us, and be quick about it. You have n't been to Shipilovka ? I should be ashamed to sug- gest your passing the night in my agent's cottage, ^vere it not that I know you are not fastidious, and would have to pass the night in a hay-barn at Ryabovo. . . . Come on, come on! " And Arkady Pavlitcli began to sing some French romance or other. " But perhaps you do not know," — he went on, rocking himself to and fro on both legs: — " my peasants there are on quit-rent. I 'm such a li))- eral man, — but what are you going to do about it? They pay me their dues promptly, however; I would have put them on husbandry-service long ago, I confess, but there is too little land; and I 'm amazed, as it is, how they make both ends meet. However, c'est leur affaire. My 226 THE AGENT agent there is a fine fellow, unc forte tctc, a states- man! VoLi will see. . . . How eonveniently this has happened, really! " Thei"e was no help for it. Instead of setting out at ten o'clock in the morning, we set out at two. Sportsmen will understand my impatience. Arkady Pa\'litch was fond, as he expressed him- self, of indulging himself on occasion, and took with him such an endless mass of linen, provisions, clothing, perfumes, pillows, and various dressing- cases, that an economical and self-contained Ger- man would have thought tliere w^as enough of these blessings to last him a whole year. Every time we descended a declivity, Arkady Pavlitch made a brief but powerful speech to the coach- man, from which I w as able to deduce the infer- ence, that my friend was a good deal of a coward. However, the joiu'ney was accomplished with entire safety; only on one recently-repaired ])ridge the cart with the cook tumbled in, and the hind wheel crushed his stomach. Arkady Pavlitch, at the sight of the downfall of his home-bied Karem, became seriously fright- ened, and immediately gave orders to inquire: "Were his arms w^hole?" On receiving an affirma- tive answer, he immediately regained his compo- sure. Nevertheless, we were a good while on the way; I rode in the same calash with Arkady Pav- litch, and toward the end of the iournev I felt bored to death, the more so as in the course of 227 me:moirs of a sportsman several hours my acquaintance had turned utterly insipid, and had begun to proclaim liberal views. At last, we arrived, only not at Ryabovo but di- rectly at Shipilovka: somehow, that was the way it turned out. Even without that, I coidd not have hunted my fill on that day, and therefore, possessing my soul in patience, I submitted to my fate. The cook had arrived a few minutes in advance of us, and, evidently, had already succeeded in making his arrangements, and notifying the proper persons, for at our very entrance into the boundaries we were met by the elder (the agent's son), a stalwart and red-haired peasant, a good seven feet in height, on horseback and without his cap, in a new peasant-coat wide-open on the chest. "And where is SofrcSn?" — -Arkady Pavlitch asked him. The elder first sprang alertly from his horse, made an obeisance to the girdle to his master, said: " Good-morning, dear little father, Arkady Pavlitch," then raised his head, shook himself, and announced that Sofron had gone to PerofF, })ut that he had already been sent for. — " Well, follow us," — said Arkadv Pavlitch. The elder led his horse aside, out of decorum, sprang on its back, and set off at a trot behind the calash, holding his cap in his hand. AVe drove through the village. Several peasants in empty carts met us; they were driving from the thresh- ing-floor and singing songs, jouncing about with 228 THE AGENT their whole bodies, and with their legs dangling in the air; but at the sight of our calash and of the elder, they suddenly fell silent, doffed their winter caps (it was summer-time), and half -rose, as though awaiting orders. Arkady Pavlitch graciously saluted them. An alarming agitation liad, evidently, spread abroad throughout the vil- lage. Women in plaidcd, liome-woven wool pet- ticoats were flinging chi])s at unsagacious or too zealous dogs, a lame old man with a beard which started just under his eyes jerked his lialf- watered horse away from the v/e\\, smote it in the ribs, for some unknown reason, and then made his obeisance. Dirty little boys, in long shirts, ran howling to the cottages, flung themselves, belly down, on the thresholds, Iiung their heads, kicked their legs in the air, and in this manner rolled with great agility past the door, into the dark an- teroom, whence they did not again emerge. Even the chickens scuttled headlong, in an accel- erated trot, under the board at the bottom of the gate ; one gallant cock, with a black breast, which resembled a black-satin waistcoat, and a hand- some tail, which curled over to his very comb, had intended to remain in the road, and was on the very point of crowing, but suddenly was seized with confusion, and fled also. The agent's cot- tage stood apart from the rest, in the middle of a thick green hemp-patch. We drew up at the gate. Mr. Pyenotchkin rose, picturesquely 229 JNIEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN flung aside his cloak, and alighted from the ca- lash, casting courteous glances around him. The agent's wife received us with low reverences, and approached to kiss the master's hand. Arkady Pavlitch allowed her to kiss it to her heart's con- tent, and ascended to the porch. In the ante- room, in a dark corner, stood the elder's wife, and she also bowed low, but did not venture to kiss his hand. In the so-called cold cottage,^ on the right of the anteroom, two other women were al- ready bustling about : they had carried thence all sorts of rubbish, empty tubs, sheepskin coats which had grown stiff as wood, butter-pots, and a cradle with a pile of rags and a gay-coloured baby, and had swept up the dirt witli a bath- besom. Arkady Pavlitch banished them from the room, and placed himself on the wall-bench, under the holy pictures. The coachmen began to bring in trunks, coffers, and other conveni- ences, using their utmost endeavours to subdue the clumping of their heavy boots. In the meantime, Arkady Pavlitch was ques- tioning the elder about tjie harvest, the sowing, and other agricultural subjects. The elder re- plied satisfactorily, but, somehow, languidly and awkwardly, as though he were buttoning his kaf- tan witli half-frozen fingers. He stood by the ' A '* cold " cottage, or cliurcli, in Russia means one that is not furnished with the means of heating. — TKAXsi.ATon. 230 THE AGENT door, and kept watching and glancing round, every now and tlien, making way tor tlie alert valet. I managed to catch a glimpse, past his hroad shoulders, of the agent's wife silently thrashing some other woman in the anteroom. All at once, a peasant-cart rattled up and halted in front of the porch : the agent entered. This " statesman," acording to Arkady Pav- litch's words, w^as short of stature, broad-shoul- dered, grey-haired, and thick-set, with a red nose, small blue eyes, and a beard in the shape of a fan. We may remark, by the way, that ever since Rus- sia has stood, there has never been an instance in it of a man who has grown corpulent and waxed wealthy, without a wide-spreading beard; a man may have worn a thin, wedge-shaped beard all his life long, — and suddenly, lo and behold, it has encircled his face like a halo, — and where does the hair come from! The agent must have been carousing in PerofF: his face Avas consid- erably bloated, and he exhaled an odom* of liquor. " Aldi, you, our fathers, our gracious ones," — he began in a sing-song tone, and with so much emotion depicted on his face, that it seemed as though the tears were on the point of gushing forth; — " at last, you have done us the favour to come to us! ... . Thy hand, dear little father, thy dear little hand," — he added, protruding his lips in advance. 231 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTS.AIAX Arkady Pavlitch complied with liis wish. — " Well, now then, hrother Sofron, how are thy affairs thriving? " — he asked, in a caressing voice. " Akh, you, our fathers," — exclaimed Sofron: " but how could they go badly, those affairs! For you, our fathers, our benefactors, you have deigned to illuminate our wretched little village with your coming, you have rendered us happy until the day of our coffins. Glorv to Thee, O I^ord, Arkady Pavlitch, glory to Thee, O Lord! Everything is thriving, thanks to your mercy. ..." Here Sofron stopped short, darted a glance at his master, and, as though again carried away by a trans2)ort of feeling ( and the liquor was begin- ning to assert itself, to boot ) , he again besought the privilege of kissing his hand, and w^ent on worse than before. " Akh, you, our fathers, our benefactors and what am I saying! By God, I have gone perfectly mad with joy. . . . Heaven is my witness, I look, and cannot believe my eyes Akh, you, our fa- thers! . . . ." Arkady Pavlitch glanced at me, laughed, and said: '' N'est-ce pas que c'est touchant! " " Yes, dear little father, Arkady Pavlitch,"— went on the indefatigable agent: — "how could you do such a thing! you afflict me to the last de- 232 THE ACCENT grce, dear little father: you did not deign to no- tify me of your eoniing. iVnd where are you to spend the night? For the dirt, the ruhhish here " " Never mind, Sofron, never mind," — replied Arkady Pavlitch, with a smile: — " it 's very nice here." " Yes, but you, our fathers, — for whom is it nice ? for the likes of us peasants 't is well enough ; but you .... akh, vou, mv fathers, benefactors, akh, you, my fathers! . . . Forgive me, I 'm a fool, I '^'e lost my wits, by God, I 've gone utterly crazy." In the meantime, supper was served; — Arkady Pavlitch began to eat. The old man drove his son away, — " Thou wilt make the air close," said he. " Well, old man, and hast thou settled the boundaries?" — asked i\Ir. Pyenotchkin, who, evidently, was desirous of imitating the peasant style of sj^eech, and winked at me." "We have, dear little father: all by thy bounty. We signed the affidavit day before yesterday. The KhlynofF folks were inclined to resist, at first . . . and they really did kick up a row, father. They demanded .... they demanded .... God only knows what it was they demanded ; but they are a foolish lot, dear little father, a stupid set of folks. But we, dear little father, by thy ^ He said slarind, instead of star'ik, for " old man."— Translator. 233 MEMUIKS OF A SPORTS.MAN mercy, showed our gratitude ' to Mikolai ]\Iiko- laiteh, the iniddleniau; we satisfied him; we acted entirely acconhng to thy conmiaud, dear httle father; as tliou wert pleased to command, so we acted, and everything was done with the know- ledge of Yegor Dmitritch." " Yegor reported to me," — remarked Arkady Pavlitch, })ompously. " Of course, dear little father, Yegor Dmi- tritch did so, of course." " Well, and 1 suppose you are satisfied nowf This was all that Sofron was waiting for. — " Akh, you, our fathers, our henefactors! " — he began to whine again. ..." Have mercy on me! .... for don't we pray to the Lord God, day and night, on behalf of you, our fathers. . . . There is n't much land, of course " Pyenotchkin interrupted him. — " Well, all right, all right, Sofron; I know thou servest me zealously. . . . Well, and how about the threshing? " Sofron heaved a sigh. " Well, you, our fathers, the threshing is n't very good. And here now, dear little father, Ar- kady Pavlitcli, allow me to announce to you what sort of a little business has come up." (Here he came close up to JNIr. Pyenotclikin, throwing his hands apart, bent down, and screwed up one ' That is — bribed. — Translator. 234 TTTE AGENT eye.) " We have found a dead b(x]y on our land." " How did that come about? " " WHiy, I myself can't comprehend it, dear lit- tle father, you, our fathers, — evidently, the devil made the mess, set the snare. And, luckily, it turned out to be near another man's boundary- line; only, what 's the use of concealing tiie sin? 'T was on our land. I immediately gave orders to have it dragged on to the other man's strip of land,^ while it was possible, and I set a guard over it, and gave him command: 'Hold thy tongue! ' says I. And I exj)lained it to the com- missary of police, by way of precaution. ' This was the way of it,' says I ; and I treated him to tea, and gratitude. . . . Now, what do you think of it, dear little father? You see, it has been left on the necks of others; for one has to pay two hundred rubles for a dead body, — as surely as one has to pay for a penny roll." INIr. Pyenotchkin laughed a great deal at his agent's clever ruse, and said to me several times, nodding his head in his direction: "Quel gaillard, eh?" In the meantime, it had grown completely dark out of doors; Arkady Pa\'litch ordered the table to be cleared, and hay to be brought. The valet ' Endless invcstisrations by the police, and complications, ensue from the finding of a dead body. The jierson wlio owns the land is compelled to explain how it came there, and who mur dercd the victim. — Translator. 23o MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN spread out sheets for us, and laid out pillows ; we lay down. Sofrcui went to his own (quarters, after receiving his orders for the following day. Ar- kady Piivlitch, wliile getting to sleep, talked a little more ahout the capital qualities of the Rus- sian peasant, and then immediately observed to me that, since Sofron had been in charge, the Shipilovka serfs had never been a penny in ar- rears The watclmian tapped on his board;' the ])aby, who, evidently, had not yet succeeded in becoming thoroughly permeated with a sense of dutiful self-sacrifice, set up a yell somewhere in the cottage, . . AVe fell asleep. We rose quite early on the following morning. I was on the point of setting off for Ryabovo, but Arkady Pavlitch wished to show me his estate, and begged me to remain. I was not averse to convincing myself, by actual observation, as to the capital qualities of the statesman Sofron. The agent presented himself. He wore a blue long-coat, girt with a red belt. He talked much less than on tlie preceding evening, gazed vigi- lantly and intently in his master's eyes, replied fluently and in business-like fashion. We went with him to tlie thresliing-floor. Sofron's son, the seven-foot elder, ])y all the tokens a very stupid fellow, also followed us, and the village scribe, Fedosyeitch, a former soldier, with a ^ To prove that he was alert; as with the modern watchman's clock- reeord. Sometimes the "boards" were sheets of iron. Some such can still l)e seen beaten into holes in monasteries. — Tkansi^atoe. 230 THE A(;kxt huge moustache aud an extremely strange ex- pression of couutenauee, jonied us: it seemed as though he must have beheld something re- markable \'ery long ago, and had never recov- ered himself from the sight since. We inspected the threshing-fioor, the barns, tiie grain-ricks, the sheds, the windmill, the cattle-vard, the aarden- stuff", the hemp-plots; everything really was in ca])ital order: the dejected faces of the serfs alone caused me some perplexity. In addition to the useful, Sofron looked after the agreeable: he had planted willows along all the ditches ; he had laid out paths and strewn them with sand between the ricks on the threshing-floor; he had constructed a weather-vane on the windmill, in the shape of a bear with gaping jaws, and a red tongue; he had fastened something in the nature of a Greek pediment to the brick cattle-shed, and had written in white-lead, under the pediment: " Bilt in the villige of Shipilofke in onetousan eigh Ilun- dert farty. This catle shet."— Arkady Pavlitch melted completely, took to setting forth to me, in the French language, the advantages of the quit-rent system, — remarking, however, in that connection, that husbandry-service was more profitable for the peasants, — and any quantity of other things! He began to give the agent advice, how to plant potatoes, how to prepare the fodder for the cattle, and so forth. Sofron listened to his master's remarks with attention, replying now 237 .MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSxMAN and then; but he no longer addressed Arkady I'livlitch either as " father," or as " benefactor," and kept insisting that they had very httle hind, that it would n't be amiss to buy some more. " Well then, buy some," — said Arkady Pavlitch: — " I 'm not ayerse to having it bought in my name. ' — To these words, Sofron made no reply, but merely stroked his beard. — " But it would n't be a bad idea to go to the forest now," — remarked jNIr. Pyenotchkin. Saddle-horses were immedi- ately brought for us ; we rode to the forest, or, as they say in our parts, " the forbidden ground." ^ In this " forbidden spot " we found an immense amount of thicket and game, for which Arkady Pavlitch praised Sofron, and patted him on the shoulder. Mr. Pyenotchkin, in the matter of for- estry, adhered to Russian ideas, and there, on the spot, he nariated to me what, according to his as- sertion, was a very amusing incident, — how a landed proprietor, given to jesting, had taught his forester a lesson, by plucking out about one- half of his beard, to demonstrate that the forest does not grow any thicker for being thinned out, .... However, in other respects, neither Sofron nor Arkady Pavlitch avoided innovations. On our return to the \ illage, the agent led us to in- ' The peasants Iiave no riglit to wood from the forests, and no forest-hmd was allotted to them after the Kmancijiation. To pre- vent their stealing timber (as in "The Wolf," which follows), i)road, deej) ditches are often dug across the forest roads by the T)roi)riet(jrs. — Translator. 238 THE a(;ent spect a winnowing-machiiic, whicli had recently been imported from ^loseow. The vvinnowiiig- machine really did work well, but if Sofron had known what an unpleasant ex])erience was await- ing him and his master during this final stroll, he would, in all probability, have remained at home with us. This is what happened. As we emerged from the shed, we beheld the following spectacle. A few paces from the door, beside a filthy puddle, in which three ducks were carelessly splashing, stood two serfs: one was an old man of sixty years, the other a young fellow of twenty, both in home-made, patched shirts, barefooted, and girt with ropes. The scribe, Fedosyeitch, was bustling zealously about them, and would, proba- bly, have succeeded in prevailing upon them to withdraw, if we had tarried a little longer in the shed; but, on catching sight of us, he drew him- self up in military fashion, fingers on his trous- ers-seams, and stood stock-still on the spot. The elder was standing there also, with mouth agape, and suspended in the act of striking fists. Ar- kady Pavlitch frowned, bit his lips, and stepped up to the peasants. Both bowed to his feet, in silence. " What do you want? What are you petition- ing about?" — he asked, in a stern voice, and somewhat through his nose. (The peasants glanced at each other and uttered never a word, 230 ME^IOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN but merely screwed up their eyes, as though screening them from the sun, and began to breathe faster.) " Come now, what is it ? " — went on Arkady Pavlitch, and immediately turned to Sofron: — " from wliat family are they? ' " From the Tol)olyeefF family," — replied the agent, slowly. " Come now, what do you want? " — said Mr. Pyenotchkin again: — " Haye n't you any tongues, pray? Tell me, thou, what dost thou want ? " — he added, nodding his head at the old man. — " And don't be afraid, thou fool." The old man stretched out his dark-brown, wrinkled neck, opened awr}'' his lips, w^hich had turned blue, ejaculated in a hoarse yoice: " Inter- cede, sir! " and again banged his brow against the ground. The young serf also bowed low. Arkady Paylitch gazed pompously at the napes of their necks, tossed back his head, and straddled his legs somew^hat. — " AVhat 's the matter? Against whom are you complaining? " " Haye mercy, sir! Giye us a chance to breathe We are tcjrtured to death." (The old man spoke with difficult^^) " Who has tortured thee? " " Why, Sofron Yakoylevitch, dear little fa- ther." Arkady Paylitch said notliing for a while. "What's thy name?" 240 THE ACCENT " Antip, dear little father." "And who is this r' " My son, dear little father." Arkady Pavlitch again remained silent for a while, and twitched his moustache. " Well, and how does he torture thee? " — he began again, glancing at the old man through his moustache. " Dear little father, he has utterly ruined us. He has given tw^o of my sons as recruits out of their turn, dear little father, and now he is taking away the third one. Yesterday, dear little father, he took my last poor cow from my yard, and thrashed my wife — that 's his lordship yonder." (He pointed at the elder.) " H'm," — ^ejaculated Arkady Pavlitch. " Do not let him utterly ruin me, mv l)enefac- tor!" Mr. Pyenotchkin frowned. — " What 's the meaning of this? " — he asked the agent in an un- dertone and with a look of displeasure. " He 's a drunkard, sir/' — replied the agent, for the first time emplojdng the "sir": — "he won't work. He 's always in arrears, these last five years, sir." " Sofron Yakovlevitch has paid up my arrears for me, dear little father," — went on the old man: — "this is the fifth year that he has paid, and how has he paid — he has made me his serf, dear little father, and so " 241 MEMOIRS OF xV SPORTSMAN " Aiul how didst thou come to be in arrears? " asked Mr. Pyenotclikin, iiieiuicingly. (The old man hung his head.) — "Thou art fond of get- ting drunk, I think, — of roaming around among the dram-sliops ? " (The old man tried to open his mouth.) " 1 know vou," — went on Arkady Pavliteh. with vehemence: — " your business is drinking and lying on the oven; and a good peasant must be responsible for you. ' " And he 's an insolent beast, too," the agent interjected into the gentleman's speech. " Well, that one understands as a matter of course. That is always the case: I have observed it more than once. He leads a dissolute life for a whole year, is insolent, and now flings himself at my feet." " Dear little father, Arkady Pavhtch," — said the old man in despair: — "have mercy, defend us,- — I 'm not insolent! I speak as I would before the Lord God, 't is more than I can bear. So- fron Yakovlevitch has taken a dislike to me, — as for the reason why he has taken the dislike, the Lord be his judge ! He is ruining me utterly, dear little father. . , . This is my last son, here .... and you see " (A tear glittered in the old man's yellow, wrinkled eyes.) — " Have mercy, sir, defend us." " Yes, and not us alone — " began the young serf All at once, Arkady l^jivlitch flared up: 242 TllK AGENT " And who asked tlRv. hcy^ wlicn thou art not asked, hokl thy tongue. . . . What 's the mean- ing of this? Hold thy tongue, I tell thee! Hold tliy tongue! Akh, my God! why, this is simply mutiny! No, brother, I wouldn't advise anv one to mutiny on mv estate. . . I have " (Arkady Pavliteh began to stride baek and forth, then, probably, recalled to himself my ])resence, turned away, and put his hands in his pockets.) " Je voils vans demande hien pardon, mon clier" — he said, with a constrained smile, significantly lowering his voice. — " C'est Jc mauvais cote de la 7nedaille. . . . Come, very good, very good," — he went on, ^vithout looking at the peasant men: — " I will give orders . . . good, go your way." — (The peasants did not i-ise.) — " Well, have n't I told you? ... it 's all right. Go aw^ay, — I '11 give orders, I tell you." Arkadv Pavliteh turned his back on them.^ — " Eternal dissatisfaction," — he said betw^een his teeth, and walked off homeward with huge strides. Sofron followed him. The scribe's eyes bulged out, as thougli lie were on the point of making a long leap in some direction. Tlie elder scared the ducks out of the puddle. The petitioners stood a while longer on the same spot, stared at each other, and trudged away whence they came. A couple of hours later, I >vas in Kyabovo, and, in company with Anpadist, a peasant of my acquaintance, was preparing to set off hunt- 243 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN ing. Pyenotc'hkiii had sulked at Sofron up to the very monieiit of my departure. I hegan to talk with ^Vupadist ahout the Slii])il6vka serfs, about iSIr. Pyenotehkin ; I asked him, whether he knew the agent there. " Sofron Yakovlevitch, you mean? .... Oh, dont 1 just! " " And what sort of a man is he? " " He 's a dog, and not a man: you won't find sueh another dog this side of Kursk." " But what dost thou mean? " " Why, Shipilovka merely stands in the name of ... . how do you call him? Pyenkin; he does n't own it, you see: Sofron owns it." " You don't say so? " " He runs it as his own property. The peas- ants are up to their ears in debt to him: they drudge for him like hired men: he sends one off with the carrier's train, another somewhere else he harries them altogether." " They have not much land, it seems? " " Xot much? He hires eighty desvatinas from the Khli'novo folks alone, and fj-om us, one hundred and twenty; there's a whole hundred and fifty desyatinas there besides for you. And land is not the only thing he trades in: he trades in horses, and cattle, and tar, and butter, and flax, and a lot of things besides. . . . He 's clever, awfully clever, and rich too, the beast! But this is the bad part of it — he assaults folks. 244 THE AGENT He 's a wild beast, not a man ; — -I 've said it: he 's a dog, a dirty dog, that 's what lie is — a dirty dog." " But vvliy don't the people eoniplain of him? " " Eksta! What does the master eare! What is it to him, so long as the money is not in arrears? Yes, just try it," — he added, after a brief pause: — " complain. No, he '11 let thee . . . well, just try it . . . No, he '11 give you to under- stand ..." I mentioned Antip, and related what I had seen. "Well," — said Anpadist: — "now he'll de- vour him alive ; he '11 devour that man utterly. Now the elder will beat him. The poor, un- happy fellow, just think of it! And why is he suffering? . . . He picked a quarrel with him at the village-council, — with that agent, — things had got beyond endurance, you see. . . A great matter, forsooth! So then he began to peck at him, — at Antip, I mean. Now he '11 make an end of him. For he 's such a dirty dog, a hound, — the Lord forgive my sin! — he know-s whom to oppress. The old men, — he does n't touch those that are richer, — and with larffe families, the bald-headed devil, — but now he '11 let himself loose! You see, he gave Antip's sons for recruits out of their turn, — the cruel rascal, the dirty dog, — may the Lord forgive my great sin!" We set off on oiu- hunt. Salzbukg IX Silesia, July, 184.7. 245 XI THE COUNTING-HOUSE It happened in tlie autumn. I liad been roving about for several hours over the fields, with my gun; and, in all probability, would not have re- turned before the evening to the posting-station on the Kui'sk highwav, where mv troika was ^^•aiting for me, had not the extremely fine and cold, drizzling rain, which had been sticking to me ever since the morning, indefatigably and pitilessly, like an old maid, made me, at last, seek a temporary shelter, at least, somewhere in the vicinity. While I was deliberating in which direction to go, a low-roofed hut suddenly pre- sented itself to my eyes, beside a field sown with peas. I went to the hut, cast a glance under the straw penthouse, and beheld an old man so de- crepit, tliat lie immediately reminded me of that dying goat which Robinson Crusoe found in one of the caves of his island. The old man was squatting on his heels, puckering up his purblind, tiny eyes, and hurriedly but cautiously, like a hare (the poor fellow had not a single tooth), chewing a hard, dry pea, incessantly rolling it from side to side. Pie was so engrossed in his occu])ation, that he did not notice my ajiproach. 24G THE COUNTIXCMIOrSK "Grandpa! Hey thci-e, grandpa! "' — 1 said. He ceased chewing, elevated his eyebrows and, with an effort, opened his eyes. " What? " — he mumbled in a lioarse voice. " Where is there a village near at hand? " — I asked. The old man set to chewing again. He liad not lieard me. I repeated my question more loudly than before. "A village? .... but what dost thou want? " " Why, to shelter myself from this rain." "What?" " To shelter myself from the rain." " Yes! " (He scratched his sunburned neck.) " Well, thou must go, seest thou," — he began suddenly, flourishing his hands loosely: — " yo . . . yonder, right past the little wood, thou must go, — yonder, as thou goest — there '11 be a road ; do thou let it — the road, that is — alone, and keep on always to the right, keep right on, keep right on, keep right on Well, and then thou wilt come to Ananyevo. Or thou canst go througii to Sitovko." It was with difficulty that I understood the old man. His moustache interfered with him, and his tongue obeyed him badly. " But whence comest thou? " — I asked him. "What?" "Whence art thou?" 247 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN " From Aiuinyc'vo." " What art thou doing here?" "What?" " What art thou doing here? " " I 'm the watchman." " But what art thou guarding? " " AVhy, the peas." I could not lielp bursting into a laugh. "Why, good gracious, — how old art thou?" " God knows." "Thy sight is bad, is n't it?" " Yes. There are times when I hear nothing." " Then, how canst thou act as watchman, pray?" " Mv elders know." " Thy elders," I thought, and surveyed the poor old man, not Mithout compassion. He fum- bled about his person, got a crust of stale bread from his bosom, and began to suck at it, like a child, drawing in with an effort his cheeks, which were sunken enough ^vithout that. I walked off in the direction of the wood, turned to the right, kept on and on, as the old man had advised me, and at last reached a large village with a stone church in the new style, that is to say, with columns, and a spacious manor- house, also with columns. Already from afar, athwart the close network of the rain, I had ob- served a cottage with a board roof, and two chim- neys taller than the others, — in all probability, 248 TTTE COTTXTTNG-TIOUSE the dwelling of the elder, - and thither 1 direeted my steps, in the hope of finding in his house a samovar, tea, sugar, and cream which was not completely sour. Accompanied by my thor- oughly benumbed dog, 1 ascended the porch, en- tered the anteroom, and opened the door; but, in- stead of the customary appliances of a cottage, I beheld several tables loaded down with papers, two red cupboards spattered with ink, a leaden sand-box weighing about a pud, very long pens, and so forth. At one of the tables sat a young fellow of twenty years, with a puiFy and sickly face, tiny little ej^es, a greasy forehead, and in- terminable curls on his temples. He was dressed, as was proper, in a grey nankeen kaftan shiny on the collar and the stomach. " What do you want? " — he asked me, throw- ing his head upward, like a horse which has not been expecting to be seized by the muzzle. " Does the manager live here or " " This is the squire's principal counting- house," — he interrupted me. — " I 'm the clerk on duty. . . . Do you mean to say you did n't see the sign? That 's what the sign is nailed up for." " And where can I dry myself? Has any one in the village a samovar? " "Why shouldn't there be a samovar?" — re- torted the young fellow in the grey kaftan, pom- pously: " Go to Father Timofei, or to the cot- 249 .aie:moihs of a sportsman tage of the hovise-serfs, or to Xazar Tanisitcli, or to Agrafena the i)()iiltrv-woiiian." " Who 's that tlioii art talking to, tliou doH '. thou wilt not let one sleep, dolt!" — rang out a voice from the adjoining room. " A\'^hy, here \s some gentleman or other h : : come in, and is asking where he can dry himself. " " AVhat gentleman is it? " " I don't know. He has a dog and a gun." A hed creaked in the adjoining room. The door opened, and there entered a man about fifty years of age, low of stature, squat, with a bull- neck, protruding eyes, remarkably round cheeks, and a polish all over his face. "What do you want?" — he asked me. " To dr}-^ myself." " This is not the place for that." " I did not know that this was a counting- house; moreover, I am ready to pay " " You miglit do it here," — returned the fat man: — "please to come this way." (He con- ducted me into another room, only not the one from which he had emerged.) — " Shall you be comfortable here? " " Yes. . . . But cannot I get some tea M'ith cream f " Certainly, directly. In the meantime, please to undress voiu'self and rest, and the tea shall be readv immediately." " Whose estate is this? " 250 THK COnXTING-HOUSE " The estate of IMiiie. l^osiiyakoft*, Klriia \i- kolcievna." He left the room. 1 looked about me: along the partition whieh separated my room from the eounting-lionse stood a huge, leather-covered divan; two chairs, also upholstered in leather, with extremely high backs, reared themselves in the air, one on each side of the single window, which opened on the street. On the walls, hung with dark-green paper with pink patterns, were three enormous pictures, painted in oils. One depicted a setter liound with a blue collar and the inscription: "This is my delight;" at the dog's feet flowed a river, and on the opposite shore of the river, beneath a pine-tree, sat a hare of extravagant size, with ears pricked up. In the other picture, two old men were eating water- melon: beyond the watermelon, in the distance, a Greek portico was visible bearing the in- scription: " The Temple of Contentment." The third picture presented a half-naked woman in a reclining attitude, en raccoiirci, with red knees and very thick heels. ^ly dog, without the slightest delay, with superhuman efi'ort, crawled under the divan, and apparently found a great deal of dust there, for he began to sneeze frightfully. I walked to the window. Across the street, from the manor-house to the countin"'- house of the estate, in a diagonal line, lay boards: a very useful precaution, because everywhere 251 MEMOIRS OF A SrOKTS.MAX around, tluuiks to our ])lack soil, and to tlie prolonged rain, the mud was frightful. Round ahout the scju ire's residence, whieli stood with its hack to the street, that was going on which usu- ally does go on around the manors of the gentry: maids in faded cotton frocks were whisking to and fro; house-serfs were strolling through the mud, halting and meditatively scratching their spines, the nn*al policeman's horse, whicli was tied, was idly swishing its tail, and, with its muz- zle tossed aloft, was nihhling the fence; hens were cackling; consumptive turkeys were inces- santly calling to one another. On the porch of a dark and rotting building, ])rohably the bath- house, sat a sturdy young fellow with a guitar, singing, not without spirit, the familiar ballad: " E — I '11 to the desert hie myself away From these most lovely scenes " — and so forth.^ The fat man entered my room. " Here, they 're bringing your tea," — he said to me, with a pleasant smile. The young fellow in the grey kaftan, the clerk on duty, set out on an old 1 'ombre table the samo- var, the tea-pot, a glass with a cracked saucer, a pot of cream, and a bundle of Rolkhoff ring- rolls as hard as stone. The fat man withdrew. * The man's atrocious j)roiiiiiici;iti()n cannot he rejiroduced in English. — 'J'liANsi.ATou. 252 THE COUNTING-HOUSE " Who is that," — I asked the clerk on duty: — " the manager? " " Oil, no, sir; he used to be the head cashier, hut now lie has been promoted to be the head office-clerk." " But have you no manager here? " " No, sir, none. There 's a peasant overseer, Mikhailo Vikuloff, but there 's no manager." " So there 's an agent? " " Certainly, there is: a German, Lindamandol, Karlo Karlitch ; — only he does n't manage af- fairs." " But who does the managing? " " The mistress herself." " You don't say so! — And have you a large force in the office? " The young fellow reflected. Six men. " Who are they? " — I asked. "Why, these: — first, there's Vasily Niko- laevitch, the head cashier; and next, Piotr the clerk; Piotr's brother Ivan, a clerk; an- other clerk, Ivan ; Koskenkin ^ Narkizoff , also a clerk ; and myself ; — and you could n't reckon up all." " Your mistress has a great many menials, I suppose? " " No, not so very many. . . ." " But how many? " ' Konstantfn. — Translator. 253 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN " Thev sum lu) \o about ii liundred and fifty persons, probably/' AVe both remained silent for a while. " Well, and dost thou write well? " — I began again. The young fellow grinned to the full capacity of his mouth, nodded his head, went into the office, and brought back a written sheet of paper. " This is my writing,"— said he, without ceas- ing to grin. I looked at it: on a quarter-sheet of greyish paper, the following was written in a large, handsome script: "ORDINANCE" "From the head home office of the Andnyevo estate, to the Overseer Mikhailo VikiUoff , No. 209r " Thou art ordered, immediately on receipt of this, to institute an inquiry: who it was that, dur- ing the past night, in a state of intoxication and with improper songs, walked through the Eng- lish park, and waked up and disturbed the French governess, INIme. Eugenie? and what the watchman was about, and who was on guard in the park and permitted such disorder? Thou art ordered to report without delay to the office concerning the aforesaid, in full detail. Head clerlx, Nikolai Khvostoff. 254 5> THE COrXTINO-HOUSE A huge seal, bearing a coat of arms, was at- taclied to the orchiianee, with the inscription: " Seal of the head office of the Ananyevo es- tate; " and below was the signature: " To be exe- cuted punctually: Klkna Losnyakoff." " Did the mistress herself sign that, pray? " — I asked. " Certainly, sir, she herself: she always signs herself. Otherwise, the order cannot take effect." " Well, and shall vou send this ordinance to the overseer? " " No, sir. He will come himself and read it. That is to say, it will be read to him; for he can't read and write." (The clerk on duty lapsed into silence again.) "Well, sir," — he added, smilingly: — "it's well written, isn't it, sir?" 1 es. " Of course, I did n't comjwse it. Koskenkin is a master-hand at that." " What? Dost thou mean to say that with you the orders are first composed? " "How else, sir? They cannot be written out fairly straight off." " And how much of a salary dost thou re- ceive? " — I asked. " Thirty-five rubles a year, and five rubles for boots." " And art thou satisfied? " " Certainly I am. — Not every one can get into 25.5 MEMOIRS (3F A SPORTSMAN our counting-lioiise. (toiI himself ordered me there, to tell tlie trutli: my uncle serves as hutler/' "And art thou well off?" " Yes, sir. To tell the truth," — he went on, with a sigh: — " the likes of us are better off with the merchants. Fellows like me are very well off with the merchants. Xow, for instance, yes- terday there came to us a merchant from Ven- yovo, — so his workman told me. . . . They 're well off, there s no denying it, — well off." " But do the merchants give bigger wages? " "God forbid! Why, a merchant would pitch you out of doors by the scruff of the neck if you were to ask wages from him. No, you must live in faith and in fear with a merchant. He gives you food, and drink, and clothing, and every- thing. If you please him, — he '11 give you even more. . . . What do you want with wages! you don't need any at all. . . . And the merchant lives simply in Russian fashion, in our own fash- ion : if you go on the road with him, he drinks tea, and you drink tea ; what he eats, that you eat also. A merchant .... why, there 's no comparison : a merchant is not the same as a well-born master. A merchant is n't capricious ; now, if he gets an- gry, he '11 thrash you, and that 's the end of it. lie does n't nag and jeer. . . . Rut with the well-born master, — woe be to you! Nothing suits him : this is not right, and he is n't satisfied 256 I THE COUNTIXG-HOUSE witli the (jthcr. If you give him a ghiss of water or food, — ' Akh, the water stinks! akh, the food stinks!' Y^)u carry it away, and stand outside tlie door a l)it, and carry it in again: — 'Well, now, that 's good; well, now, that doesn't stink.' And the lady mistresses, I can just tell you, the lady mistresses! . . . or, take the young la- dies! " The clerk on duty briskly left the room. I fin- ished my glass of tea, lay down on the divan, and fell asleep. I slept two hours. On waking, I tried to rise, but indolence over- powered me ; I closed my eyes, but did not get to sleep again. A low-voiced conversation was in 2>rogress in tlie office, on the other side of the par- tition. 1 involuntarily began to listen. " Yis, sir, yis, sir, Nikolai Eremyeitch," — said one voice: — " vis, sir. That cannot be taken into account, sir; it really can't. . . . H m! " (The speaker coughed.) " Pray believe me, Gavrila Antonitch," — re- turned the fat man's voice: — "judge for your- self, whether I don't know the course of affairs here." " Who else should know it, Nikolai Eremye- itch: you are the first person here, sir, one may say. Well, and how is it to be, sir; " — pursued the voice which was unfamiliar to me : — " what shall we decide on, Nikolai Eremyeitch? — per- mit me to inquire." 257 .MK.MOIKS OF A SrORTSMA^ " What sliall we decide on, (Javrila x\nt6niteli;' The matter depends on you, so to s^Deak: you don't care about it, apparently." "Good oracious, Xikohii Kremyeitch: wliat are vou savins'? I'm a mercliant, a merchant; my business is to buy. That 's wliat we mer- chants stand on, Nikolai Eremyeitch, — 1 may say." " Eight rubles," — said the fat man, pausing between his words. A sigh was audible. " Nikolai Eremyeitch, you are pleased to de- mand an awful lot." " I can't do otherwise, Gavrila Antonitch, — 't is impossible, — I speak as in the presence of the Lord God." A silence ensued. I raised myself softly on my elbow, and peered through a crack in the partition. The fat man was sitting with his back toward me. Facing him, sat a merchant, about forty years old, gaunt and pale, as though smeared with fasting butter.' He kept incessantly running his fingers through his beard, blinking his eyes very rapidly, and twitching his lips. " The crops are wonderfully fine tliis year, sir," — he began again: — "all the time T have 'That is, witli oil, hiitlcr l)ein_ii forhiddcn during the Great Fast (Lent), because it is an animal ])roduc't. The wealthy replace it with costly nut-oils; the poor, with sunHower-seed and other strong, coarse oils. — Thaxslator. 258 TITE COTTNTTXG-TTOTTSE been driving I luive been admiring tbeni. Be- ginning witb Voronezh, they are splencHd, first- class, sir, 1 may say." " The crops really are n't bad," — replied the head of the counting-honse : "but, surely, you know, Gavrila Antonitch, that the autumn gives good promise, but 't will be as the spring wills." "That's a fact, Nikolai Eremyeitch: every- thing is according to God's will; you have deigned to speak the exact truth But I think your visitor has waked up, sir." The fat man turned round .... and lis- tened. " No, he 's asleep. However, possibly you know " He stepped to the door. " No, he 's asleep,"^ — he rejjeated, and re- turned to his place. " Well, and how is it to be, Nikolai Eremye- itch? "^ — began the merchant again: — " we really must close the bargain. . . . Let it go at that then, Nikolai Eremyeitch, let it go at that,"— -he went on, winking uninterruptedly: "two grey bank-notes and one white note for your grace, and yonder — " (he nodded his head in the direc- tion of the manor-house) " — six rubles and a half. Shall we strike hands on it? " " Four grey notes," ^ — replied the clerk. ' The (old-time) grey hank-note was for two rubles; the white, one ruble. — Translator. 259 .AIEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN " Come, three." " Four grey witliout the white." " Three, Nikolai Eremveitch." " Three and a half, not a kopek less." " Three, Nikolai Eremveitch." " Don't even mention such a thing, Gavrila Antonitch." "What a pig-headed fellow!" — muttered the merchant. — " I think I 'd ])etter settle the matter myself witli the lady."' "As you like," — replied the fat man: — "you ought to Imve done it long ago. Really, what 's the use of ])othering yourself? . . 'T is much hetter so! " " Come, enough! Stop that, Nikolai Eremye- itcli. Why, he flies into a rage on the instant ! I was only saying that, you know, to liear myself talk." ^ "• * " No, reallv now . . . ." " Have done, I tell you. ... I was joking, I tell you. Come, take three and a half, — what can one do with you? " " I ought to take foiu', hut, like a fool, I have, been too iiasty, ' — muttered the fat man. " So, yonder, at the house, six and a half, sir, Nikolai Eremyeitch, — the grain is sold for six and a half? " " Six and a half, ves, vou 've alreadv been told." " Well, then, strike liands on tlie bargain, Nikolai Eremveitch — " (the merchant smote the 260 THE couxrixcMiorsK clerk's palm with his outspread lingers) " — and God bless us!" (Tiie merchant rose.) — "So now 1 '11 be off to the lady mistress, dear little father, Nikolai Kremyeitch, and order them to announce me, and 1 '11 say: ' Nikolai Eremyeitch has settled on six and a half, ma'am.' " " Say just that, (iavrila Antonitch." " And now, please to accept." The mercliant handed over to the clerk a small bundle of paper-money, made his bow, shook his head, took up liis luit with two fingers, twitched his shoulders, imparted to his figure an undulat- ing motion, and left tlie room, his boots squeak- ing decorously. Nikolai Eremyeitch walked to the wall, and, so far as I could observe, began to sort over the money which the merchant had given him. A red head with thick side-whiskers thrust itself in at the door. " AVell, hoAv are things? " — inquired the head: — " Is everything as it should be? " 1 es. " How much? " The fat man waved his hand ^vith vexation, and pointed toward my room. "Ah, very good!" returned the head, and vanished. The fat man went to the table, sat down, opened a book, got out liis abacus,' and began to ' Tlic iiicrdiiiiits still use liu' i-oiinlinjz-fnuiif, r.tttliiig tlio CDlorcd balls on the wires to and fro with iiiarxelloiis rapidity, and thus lierforming the most intricate calculations, instead of using paper and pencil. — Translator. 261 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN deduct and add tlie hone balls, using for the pur- pose not his forefinger, hut the third linger of his right hand, wiiieh is more decorous. The clerk on duty entered. "What dost thou want?" " Sidor has arrived from Goloplyok." " Ah! well, call him in. Stay, stay Go first, and see whether that strange gentleman in there is still asleep, or whether he has waked up. The clerk on duty cautiously entered my room. T laid my head on my game-bag, which served me in lieu of a pillow, and shut my eyes. " He 's asleep," — whispered the office-boy, re- turning to the office. The fat man emitted a growl between his teeth. " Well, summon Sidor," — he said at last. Again I raised mj'self on my elbow. There entered a peasant of huge stature, about thirty years of age, healthy, rosy-cheeked, with light, chestnut hair, and a small, curly beard. He prayed before the holy pictures, bowed to the head clerk, took his cap in both hands, and straightened himself u^). " Good-day, Sidor," — said the fat man, rat- tling his counting-frame. " Good . . day, Nikolai Eremyeitch." " Well, and how 's the road? " " Good, Nikolai Eremyeitch. xV trifle mud- 262 THE COUNTING-ITOXTSE dy." (The peasant spoke neither fast nor l()U(ll3^ ) " Is thy wife well? " " What should ail her! She 's all right." The peasant heaved a sigh, and thrust out his leg. Nikolai Eremyeitch stuck liis pen behind his ear, and blew his nose. "Well, and why hast thou come?" — he went on with his questions, stuffing his checked hand- kerchief into his pocket. " Why, we 've heard, Nikolai Eremyeitch, that carpenters are required from us." " Well, what of that — are n't there any among you, I 'd like to know? " "Of course there are, Nikolai Eremyeitch: ours is a forest hamlet, — j^ou know well. But 'tis our working season, Nikolai Eremyeitch." "Your working season! That's precisely the point I you 're fond enough of working for other folks, but you don't like to work for your own mistress. ... It amounts to the same thing!" " The work is the same, in fact, Nikolai Ere- myeitch .... but . . . ." "Well?" " The pay is . . . you know .... awfully ..." " As if it was n't enough for you ! Just see, liow spoiled you are! Get out with you! " " Yes, and I want to sav, Nikolai Eremyeitch, there 's only work enough for a w-eek, but we shall be detained a month. First the material 2G3 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN gives out, and then we '11 be sent into the garden to clean the paths.'" " A pretty reason ! The mistress herself has deigned to command, and 't is not for me and thee to make anv argument." Sidor said notliing for a \vhile, and began to shift from foot to foot. Nikolai Eremyeitch twisted his head on one side, and rattled the reckoning-beads vigorously. " Our .... peasants .... Nikolai Ere- myeitch " began Sidor at last, stammer- ing over every word: — " have ordered me to give your grace . . . and here — there are . . . ." (He thrust his huge hand into the breast of his long coat, and began to draw thence a folded towel with red patterns.) " What dost thou mean, what dost thou mean, fool? hast thou gone crazy, pray? " — the fat man hastily interrupted him. — " Go, go to me in my cottage," — he continued, almost pushing out the astounded peasant; — "ask there for my wife . . . . she'll give thee some tea; I'll be there directly. Go thy way ! Pray, hast not thou been told to go? " Sidor left the room. "What a bear!" — muttered the head clerk after him, shook his head, and began again on his reckoning-frame. Suddenly shouts of: " Kuprya! Kuprya! you can't upset Kuprya!" — resounded on the street 264 M 1 THE COUNTING-HOUSE and on the porch, and a little latei- there entered tlie office a man of low stature, consumptive in appearance, with a remarkably long nose, large, impassive eyes, and a very haughty mien. He was clad in a tattered old great-coat, Adelaida colour, — or, as it is called among us, ' oddeloida,' — with a velveteen collar and tiny buttons. He carried a fagot of firewood on his shoulders. Five house-serfs crowded around him, and all were shouting, " Kuprya! you can't upset Ku- prya! Kuprya has been appointed to be stove- tender! " But the man in the great-coat with the velveteen collar paid not the slightest attention to the turbulence of his companions, and never changed countenance. With measured steps he walked to the stove, flung down his burden, rose, pulled a snuff'-box from his rear pocket, opened his eyes wide, and began to stuff his nose with powdered melilot mixed with ashes. When the noisy horde entered, the fat man was on the point of frowning, and half-rose from his seat; but on seeing what the matter was, he smiled, and merely ordered them not to shout: " There 's a sportsman asleep in the next room," — said he. "What sportsman ? "—asked a couple of the men, with one accord. " A landed proprietor." "Ah!" " Let them go on with theii' row," — said the 20.5 ]ME]MOIKS OF A SPORT S^SI AX man with tlie velveteen collar, flinging wide his anns: — " what do I care! ii' only they don't touch me. I have heen appointed to he the stove- tender! " "The stove-tender! the stove-tender!" — joy- ously chimed in the crowd. " The mistress ordered it," — he went on, shrugging his shoulders: — "hut just you wait .... you '11 be appointed swineherds yet. But that I have heen a tailor, and a good tailor, and learned my business in^ the best workshops in Moscow, and sewed for ' Enerals,' is sometliing that nobody can take away from me. But what are you putting on big airs about? . . . what? 3^ou are sluggards, drones, nothing more. If they were to set me free, I sliould n't die of hun- ger, I shouldn't go to destruction; give me a passport, — and I '11 pay in a good quit-rent, and satisfy the masters. But how about j^ou? You'd perish, perish like flies, and tliat 's all about it! " " Thou liast lied," — interrupted a pockmarked vounff fellow witli white eyebrows and lashes, a red neckerchief, and ragged el])ows: — "thou liast had a passport, and the masters never saw a kopek of quit-rent from thee, and thou hast never earned a penny for thyself: thou hadst all tliou could do to drag thy legs home, and ever since that time thou hast lived in one wretched kaftan." " And what is one to do, Konstantni Xarki- 266 TITE COTTNTTXCx-TTOITSE zitcli!" — retorted Kupriyan: — "if a man has fallen in love, and perished and gone to ruin? Do thou first go through my experience, Kon- stantin Narkiziteh, and then thou ma vest con- demn me." " And a pretty person thou didst choose to fall in love with! a regular monster!" " Xo, don't say that, Konstantin Xarkizitch." " But to whom art thou making that asser- tion? Why, I 've seen her myself; last year, in Moscow, I saw her with my own eyes." " Last year she really had gone off a hit in her looks,"— remarked Kupriyan. " No, gentlemen, see here," — interposed, in a scornful and negligent voice, a tall man, with a face S2)rinkled with pimples, and all curled and oiled, — prohably the valet: — " here now, suppose w^e let Kupriyan Afanasitch sing his httle song. Come on, begin, Kupriyan Afanasitch ! " "Yes, yes!" — chorused the others. — "Hey, there, Alexandra! thou hast caught Kuprya! there's no denying it. . . . Sing away, Kuprya! — Gallant lad, Alexandra!" (House-serfs, by way of showing greater tenderness, frequently use the feminine terminations in speaking of a man.) — " Pipe u])! " " This is not the place to sing," — retorted Kuprya, firmly: — "this is the gentry's count- ing-house." But what business is that of thine? I do be- 267 ME^rOIUS OF A SPOKTS:SIAX lieve thou art aiming at becoming liead of the office thyself! " — replied Konstantin, with a coarse laugh. — " It must be so! " " Everj-thing is in the power of the mistress/' — remarked the poor fellow. "See, see what he's aiming at! See there, wliat sort of a fellow lie is! Phew! phew! ah!" And all burst into violent laughter, and some even jumped. The one who laughed loudest of all was a wretched lad of fifteen, probably the son of an- aristocrat among the house-serfs ; he wore a waistcoat with bronze buttons, a neck- cloth of a lilac hue, and had already succeeded in acquiring a portly belly. " Hearken now, Kuprya, confess," — began Xikolai Eremyeitch, in a self-satisfied way, visi- bly in a sweat and affected: — " 't is a bad thing to be the stove-tender? Isn't it now? a trifling business, altogether, I fancy? " " And what of that, Xikolai Eremyeitch," — remarked Kupriyan: — "here you are now our head clerk, 't is true ; there 's no disputing that, it 's a fact ; but you were under the ban once, and lived in a peasant's hut yourself too." " Just look out for thyself, don't forget thy- self before me," — the fat man interrupted snap- pishly: — "they're jesting witli thee, fool; thou should feel it, and be grateful, fool, that tliey bother tliemselves about tliee, fool." 208 THE COUNTING-HOUSE " It just slipped off my tongue, Nikolai Ere- myeitch, pardon me. . . /' " Just so, 't was a slip of the tongue." The door flew wide open, and a page ran in. " Nikolai Eremyeitch, the mistress summons you to her presence." " AVho is with the mistress?" — he asked the page. " Aksinya Nikitishna and a merchant from Venyovo." " I 11 be there in a minute. And as for you, brothers," — he went on, in a persuasive voice: — " you 'd better take yourself away from here, with the newly appointed stove-tender: nobody knows when the German may drop in, and he '11 complain on the spot." The fat man smoothed his hair, coughed into his hand almost entirely covered by his coat- sleeve, hooked up his coat, and wended his way to the mistress, straddling his legs far apart as he walked. After waiting a while, the whole horde followed him, including Kuprya. ^ly old ac- quaintance, the clerk on duty, was left alone. He started to clean a pen, but fell asleep where he sat. Several flies immediately took advan- tage of the fortunate opportunity, and stuck themselves around his mouth. A mosquito alighted on his forehead, planted its little legs in regular order, and slowly plunged its whole stini2f into liis soft bodv. The former red-head 269 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN with side-wliiskcrs made its appearance again from behind the door, stared and stared, and en- tered the office with its decidedly ut»lv IkkIv. "Fedinshka! Hey, Fedinshka! thou art eter- nally asleep ! " — said the head cashier. The clerk on duty opened his eyes, and rose from his chair. " Has Xikolai Eremyeitch gone to the mis- tress? " " He has, Vasilv Xikolaitch." "Ah! ah!"— thought I: — "'tis he, the head cashier! " The head cashier began to walk about the room. However, he stole about, rather than walked, and, altogether, bore a strong resem- blance to a cat. From his shoulders depended an old, black dress-coat, with very narrow tails; he kept one hand on his breast, and with the other kept constantly clutching at his tall, tight stock of horsehair, and twisting his head in a strained way. He wore goatskin boots, and trod veiy softly. " Squire Yagiishkin was asking for you to- day," — added the clerk on duty. " H'm, — was he? What did he say?" " He said that he was going to Tiutiiirevo this evening, and would expect you. ' 1 must have a talk with Vasily Nikolaitch about a certain mat- ter,' says he, — but what the business was, he didn't mention: 'Vasily Nikolaitch will know,' says he. 270 THE COUNTINCMIOUSE " H'm! "- — returned the head eashier, and went to the window. " Is Nikolai Eremyeitch in the office? " — rang out a loud voice in the anteroom, and a tall man, evidently in a rage, \\ith an irregular, but bold and expressive face, and quite neatly dressed, strode over the threshold. "Isn't he here?" — he asked, casting a swift glance around. " Nikolai Eremyeitch is with the mistress," — replied the cashier. — " Tell me what you want, Pavel Andreitch: vou can tell me. . . . What do you wish? " " What do I want? You wish to know what I want? " (The cashier nodded his head in a sickly way.) — " I want to teach him a lesson, the fat- bellied wretch, the vile tale-bearing slanderer. . . I '11 teach him to tell tales! " Pavel flung himself on a chair. " What do you mean, A\'hat do you mean, Pavel Andreitch? Calm yourself. . . . . . Aren't you ashamed? Don't you forget of whom you are speaking, Pavel Andreitch!" — stammered the cashier. " Of whom I 'm speaking? And what do I care, that he has been appointed head clerk! A pretty one they have picked out for the appoint- ment, I must say ! They 've actually let the goat into the vegetable-garden, one may say! " " That will do, that will do, Pavel Andreitch, that will do! stop that . . . what nonsense!" 271 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN " AVcll, Lisa Patrikycvna,' go wag thy tail and fawn! ... I '11 wait for him,"— said Pavel, anarilv, and banned his hand down on the table. — " ^Vh, yonder he comes," — he added, glancing out of the window: — "talk of the devil. . . . You are welcome! " (He rose.) Nikolai Eremyeitch entered the office. His face was beaming with satisfaction, but at the sight of Pjivel he grew somewhat embarrassed. " Good day, Nikolai Eremyeitch," — said Pavel, significantly, as he moved slowly toward him: — " good day." The head clerk made no reply. The mer- chant's face made its appearance in the doorway. "Why don't you deign to answer me?" — went on Pavel. — " But, no ... . no," — ^he added: — " that 's not the point; nothing is to be gained by shouting and abuse. No, you 'd better tell me amicably, Nikolai Eremyeitch, why do you persecute me? why do you want to ruin me? Come, speak, speak." " This is not the place to give you an explana- tion," — replied the head clerk, not without agita- tion: — " and this is not the proper time. Only, I must confess that one thing amazes mc: whence have you derived the idea that I want to ruin you, or that I am persecuting you? And how, in short, can I persecute you? You are not in mv office." 'The Russian eqinvalciil of "Reynard tlie Fox."— Translator. '^72 THE COUNTING-HOUSE " I should think not," — rephed Pavel: — " that is the last straw! But whv do vou dissimulate, Nikolai Eremyeitch? — You understand me, vou see. " No, I don't understand you." " Yes, you do." "No,- by God, I don't!" " And he swears into the bargain! Well, then, if it has come to that, tell me : come, j'ou 're not afraid of God ! Well, why can't you let the poor girl alone? What do you want of her? " " Of whom are you speaking, Pavel Andre- itch? " — asked the fat man, with feigned amaze- ment. "Eka! you don't know% I suppose? I'm speaking of Tatyana. Have the fear of God before your eyes — what are you avenging your- self for? Shame on 5''ou: you are a married man, you have children as old as I am. But I mean nothing else than I want to many: I am acting honourably." " How am I to blame in the matter, Pavel Andreitch? Our mistress will not allow you to marry : 't is her ladyship's will ! What have 1 to do with that?" " What have you to do with it? and have n't you and that old witch, the housekeeper, entered into collusion, I 'd like to know? Aren't you a calumniator, I 'd like to know, hey! Tell me, are n't you accusing an innocent young girl of 273 31K.MOIRS OF A SPORTSMxVN all sorts of fictitious things? It is n't thanks to your gracious offices, 1 suppose, that she has been appointed disli-waslier instead of laundress? And they don't heat her, and keep her clad in striped ticking. })y youi- grace? . . . Sluune on 3^ou, shame on you, you old man! The first j''ou know, you '11 be smitten with paralysis. . . . You will have to answer to God." " Curse away, Pavel Andreitch, curse away. .... You won't have a chance to curse long! " Pavel flared up. "What? Hast thou taken it into thy head to threaten me?" — he began angrily. — "Dost think that I fear thee? No, brother, thou hast got hold of the wrong man! what liave I to fear? .... I can earn my bread anywhere. . But thou — that's another matter! Thou canst do nothing Init dwell here, and slander, and steal. ..." " Just see how conceited he is! " — the clerk in- terrupted him, beginning to lose patience: — " a medical man, a plain medical man, an ordinary little peasant-surgeon; and just listen to him, — whew, what an important peisonage! " " Yes, I am a peasant-surgeon, and were it not for that, your gi-acious person would now be rot- ting in the cemetery. . . . And "t was the Evil One who prompted me to cure him," — he added, between his teeth. " Thou (hdst cure me? .... Xo, tiiou didst 274 THE COUNTINCMTOUSE try to poison inc; thou didst give me a potion of aloes," — put in the elerk. " And wliat if nothing hut aloes would take effect on thee? " " Aloes are prohihited by the medical authori- ties," — went on Nikolai: — "I can enter a com- plaint about thee yet. . . . Thou didst try to murder me — that 's what! But the Lord did not permit." " That will do, that will do, gentlemen," — the cashier tried to speak. . . . " Stop that! "—shouted the clerk.—" He tried to poison me! Dost thou understand that? " " Much I care! .... Hearken to me, Niko- lai Eremyeitch," — said Pavel in desperation: — " For the last time I entreat thee .... thou hast forced me to it — my patience is exhausted. Leave us in peace, dost thou understand? other- wise, by God, 't will be the worse for some one of you, I tell thee." The fat man flew into a rage. " I 'm not afraid of thee,"— he yelled:—" dost hear me, booby! 1 mastered thy father, 1 broke his horns for him, — let that be a warning for thee, look out! " " Don't remind me of my father, Nikolai Eremyeitch, don't remind me of him! " " Get out! I don't take any orders from thee!" " Don't remind me of him, I tell thee! " 275 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTS^NIAX " And I tell thee, don't forget th3^self. . . . As the mistress does not need thee in thy line, if she had to choose between us two, thou Avouldst not be tlie winner, my dear little dove! Xo one is permitted to mutiny, look out!" (Pavel was quivering with rage.) — "And the girl Tatyana is getting what she deserves. . . . Just wait, and she '11 get something worse." I'iivel darted forward with upraised arms, and the clerk rolled heavily to the floor. "Handcuff him, handcuff him!" — moaned Nikolai Eremyeitch. . , . I will not undertake to describe the end of this scene. I am afraid I have wounded the sen- sibilities of the reader as it is. I returned home the same day. A week later, I learned that oNIme. LosnyakofF had retained both Pavel and Nikolai in her service, but had banished the girl Tatyana ; evidently, she was not wanted. 276 XII THE WOLF I WAS driving from the chase one evening alone in a racing-drozhky.' 1 was eight versts from my house; my good mare was stepping briskly along the dusty road, snorting and twitching her ears from time to time; my weary dog never (juitted the hind wheels, as though he had been tied there. A thunder-storm was coming on. In front of me a huge, purplish cloud was slowly rising from beliind the forest; overhead, and ad- vancing to meet me, floated long, grey clouds; the willows were rustling and whispering with apprehension. The stifling lieat suddenly gave way to a damp chill; the shadows swiftly thick- ened. I slapped the reins on the horse's back, descended into a ravine, crossed a dry brook all overgrown with scrub-willows, ascended a hillock, and drove into the forest. The road in front of me wound along amid thick clumps of hazel-bushes, and was already inundated with gloom; I advanced with difficulty. JNIy drozhky ' The racing-drozhky, which is also much used in the country, consists of a plank attached (without springs) to four small wheels. The driver sits astride of the plank, with his feet on the shafts. — Translator. 277 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAX jolted over the firm roots of the centenarian oaks and lindens, whicli incessantly intersected tlic long, deep ruts — the traces of cart-wlieels ; my horse began to stumble. ^V strong wind suddenly began to drone aloft, the trees grew turbulent, big drops of rain pattered sliarply and splashed on the leaves, the lightning and thunder burst forth, the rain poured in torrents. I drove on at a foot-pace and was speedily compelled to halt ; my horse had stuck fast. I could not see a single object. I sheltered myself, after a fash- ion, under a wide-spreading bush. Bent double, with my face wrapped up, I was patiently await- ing the end of the storm, when, suddenly, by the gleam of a lightning flash, it seemed to me that I descried a tall figure on the road. I began to gaze attentively in that direction — the same figm'e sprang out of the eartli, as it were, bj' my side. " Who is this? " — asked a sonorous voice. " Who are you yourself? " " I 'm the forester here." I mentioned my name. "Ah, I know; vou are on your way home?" " Yes ; but you see what a storm . . . ." " Yes, it is a thunder-storm," — replied the voice. A white flash of lightning illuminated the forester from head to foot ; a short, crashing peal of thunder resounded immediately afterward. The rain poured down with redoubled force. 278 THE WOLF " It will not pass over very soon," continued the forestei'. "What is to be done?" " I '11 conduct you to my cottage, if you like," — he said abrnpth\ " Pray do." " Please take your seat." He stepped to the mare's head, took her by the bridle, and turned her from the spot. We set out. I clung to the cushion of the drozhky, which rocked like a skiff at sea, and called my dog. JNIy poor mare splashed her hoofs lieavily through the mire, slipping and stumbling: the forester swayed to right and left in front of the shafts, like a spectre. Thus we proceeded for quite a long time. At last my guide came to a halt. — " Here we are at home, master," — he said, in a calm voice. A wicket-gate squeaked, sev- eral puppies began to bark in unison. I raised my head and by the glare of the lightning I descried a tiny hut, in the centre of a spacious yard, surrounded with a wattled hedge.^ From one tiny window, a small light cast a dull gleam. The forester led the horse up to the porch, and knocked at the door. "Right away! Right away!" — resounded a shrill little voice, and a patter of bare feet became audible, the bolt ' In central and southern Russia, wliere timber is scarce, long boughs of trees arc plaited into picturesque iiedges, to replace board fences. Farm buildings frequently have their walls of the same wattled work. — Translator. 270 me:moirs of a sportsman screeched, aiul a little girl about twelve years of age, clad in a miserable little smock, girt about with a bit of list, and holding a lantern in her hand, made her appearance on the threshold. " Light the gentleman," — he said to her: — " and I will put his carriage under the shed." The little lass glanced at me, and entered the cottage. I followed her. The forester's cottage consisted of a single room, smoke-begrimed, low- ceiled, and bare, without any sleeping-shelf over the oven, and without any partitions: a tattered sheepskin coat hung against the wall. On the wall-bench lav a single-barrelled gun: in one corner trailed a heap of rags; two Lirge pots stood beside the oven. A pine-knot was burning on the table, sputtering mournfully, and was on the point of going out. Exactly in the middle of the room hung a cradle, suspended from the end of a long pole.' The little maid extin- guished the lantern, seated herself on a tinv bench, and began to rock the cradle with her left hand, while with her right she put the pine-knot in order. 1 looked about, and mv heart grew sad: it is not cheerful to enter a peasant's hut by ' A stout, long, supple sapliui;- is tixed lirnily ajrainst one wall. The tip is in the niiildle of tlie room, anil from it is suspended the cradle, which depresses it, and acts as a natural sprin-j. The iradle mav he (like Peter the Great's, which is in the museum of the Kremlin in Moscow) of strong linen, distended liy poles at the ends, hammock-fashion; or even of a splint basket. It is often rocked from a distance Ity means of a rope attached to one of the anjrle-cords. — Tkaksi.atoh. 280 TIIK WOLF nijL^ht. The baby in the cradlo was biratliino ht'a^ ilv and rai)i(llv. " Is it possible tliat thou art alone liere? " — I asked the little girl. Ves," — she artieulated, almost inaudibly. "Art thou the forester's daui>liter? " " Yes,"— she whispered. The door ereaked, and tlie forester stepped across the threshold, bendin«)- his head as he did so. lie pieked up the lantern from the floor, went to the table, and ignited the wiek. " Pro})ably you are not accustomed to a pine- knot," — he said, tossing back his curls. I looked at him. Karelv has it been mv for- tune to behold such a line, dashing fellow. lie was tall of stature, broad-shouldered, and splen- didly built. From beneath his dripping shirt, which was open on the breast, his mighty nmscles stood forth prominently. A curly black beard covered half of his surly and manly face; from beneath his broad eyebrows, which met over his nose, small brown eyes gazed gallantly forth. He set his hands lightly on his hips, and stood bef(H-e me. I thanked him, and asked his name. "My name is Imiuki " ('IMiomas), he replied — " but my nickname is ' The \Volf.' " ^ 'Ah, are you The WolfT' * III lln' (lUMTiinuMit of Orel, a solitary, surly man is callod a wolf (hiriiik). •281 MEMOIKS OF A SPORTSMAN I gazed at him with i-edoubled interest. . From mv Ermolai and from others I had often heard about the forester — ^The AVolf, whom all the peasants round about feared like fire. Ac- cording to their assertions, never before had there existed in the ^vorld such a master of his craft. " He gives no one a chance to carry off trusses of brushwood, no matter what the hour may be; even at midnight lie drops down on you like snow on your head, and you need not think of offering resistance — he 's as strong and as crafty as the devil. . . . And it 's impos- sible to catch him by any means whatever; neither with liquor, nor witli monej"; he won't yield to any allurement. 31 ore than once good men have made preparations to put him out of the world ; but no, he does n't give them a chance." That was the way the neighbouring peasants expressed tliemselves about The Wolf. "So thou art The Wolf,"— I repeated.— " I 've heard of thee, brother. They say that thou givest no quarter to any one." He pulled his axe from his girdle, sat down on the floor, and began to chop a pine-knot. " Hast thou no housew^ife?" — I asked him. " No," — he replied, and brandished his axe fiercely. " She is dead, apparently." " No — yes — she is dead," — he added, and turned away. 282 THE WOLF I said nothing; he raised his eyes, und h)()ked at nie. " She ran away with a X'^'tty burghei- wh(j came along," — he remarked, with a harsh smile. The little girl dropped her eyes; the baby waked up, and began to cry ; the girl went to the cradle. —"There, give him that,"— said The Wolf, thrusting into her hand a dirty horn.^ — " And she abandoned him," — he went on, in a low tone, pointing at the baby. He walked to the door, and turned round. " Probably, master," — he said, — " you cannot eat our bread; and I have nothing but bread." " I am not hungry." " Well, 'suit yourself. I would boil tlie sa- movar for you, only I have no tea. . . I '11 go and see how your horse is getting along." He went out and slammed the door. I sur- veyed my surroundings. The hut seemed to me more doleful than before. The bitter odour of chilled smoke oppressed my breathing. The little girl did not stir from her place, and did not raise her eyes; from time to time, she gave the cradle a gentle shove, or timidly hitched up on her shoulder her smock, wliicli had slipped down; her bare legs hung motionless. " What is thy name? " — I asked. ' The Russian peasants use a cow's horn, with a cow's teat tied over the tip, as a nursing-hot tie. The dried teats arc for sale in the connnon street-markets. — Traxsi.ator. 283 .AIEMOIKS OF A SPORTSMAN " Ulita," — she said, drooping her sad httle face still lower than hefore. Tlie forester en- tered, and seated himself on the wall-bench. " The thunder-storm is passing over," — he re- marked, after a brief silence; — " if you com- mand, I will guide you out of the forest." I rose. The Wolf picked up his gun, and in- spected the priming. " What is that for? " — I inquired. " They are stealing in the forest. They 're felling a tree at tlie Hare's Ravine," — he added, in reply to my glance of inquiry. " Can it be heard from here? " " It can from the yard." We went out together. The rain had ceased. Heavy masses of cloud were piled up in the dis- tance, long streaks of lightning flashed forth from time to time; but over our heads tlie dark- blue sky was visible; here and there, little stars twinkled through the thin, swiftly-flying clouds. The outlines of the trees, besprinkled with rain and fluttered by the wind, were beginning to stand forth from the gloom. We began to lis- ten. The forester took off* his cap, and dropped his eyes. " The — there," he said suddenly, and stretched out his arm; — "you see what a night they have chosen. ' I heard nothing save the rustling of the leaves. The Wolf led my horse out from under the shed. — " But I shall probably let him shp, as matters •284 THE WOI.F stand," — he added aloud. — " 1 '11 o() with thee, may I?" — "All right," — he replied, and haeked the horse.^ — ^" We '11 eateh him in a trice, and then I '11 guide you out. Come on ! " We set off. The Wolf in advance, I hehind him. God knows how he found the road, hut lie rarely halted, and then only to listen to the sound of the axe. — " You see," — he muttered between his teeth. — " You hear? do you hear? " — " But where?" — The Wolf shrugged his shoulders. We descended into a ravine, the wind died down for an instant, measured blows distinctly reached my ear. The Wolf glanced at me, and shook his head. On we went, over the wet ferns and nettles. A dull, prolonged roar rang out " He has felled it,"— muttered The Wolf. In the meantime tlie skv had continued to * clear; it was almost light in the forest. We made our way out of the ravine at last. — " Wait here," — whispered the forester to me, crouched down, and raising his gun aloft, vanished among the bushes. 1 began to listen with strained in- tentness. Athwart the constant noise of the wind, I thought I discerned faint sovmds not far away: an axe was cautiousl}^ hewing branches, a horse was neighing. "Where art thou going? Halt!" — the iron voice of .The Wolf suddenly thundered out. An- other voice shrieked plaintively, after the fashion of a hare A struggle began. — " Thou 285 ME.AIOIKS OF A SPORTSMAN li-iest, tlioii li-iest," — The Wolf kept repeating, panting the while; "thou shalt not escape." — I (lashed forward in the direction of the noise, and ran to the scene of hattle, stunihling at every step. Beside the felled tree on the ground, the forester was tumbling about: he held the thief beneath him, and was engaged in binding the man's hands behind his back with his girdle. I stepped up. The Wolf rose, and set him on his feet. I beheld a peasant, soaked through, in rags, with a long, dishevelled beard. A misera- ble little nag, half-covered with a small, stiff mat, stood hard by, with the running-gear of a peasant-cart. The forester uttered not a word; the peasant, also, maintained silence, and merely shook his head. " Let him go," — I whispered in The Wolf's ear. — " I will pay for the tree." The Wolf, M'ithout replying, grasped the horse's foretop with his left hand ; with his right he held the thief by the girdle. — " Come, move on, booby!" — he ejaculated surlih\ " Take my axe yonder," — muttered the peas- ant. — "Why should it be wasted?" — said the forester, and picked up the axe. We started. I walked in the rear The rain began to descend again in a drizzle, and soon was pouring in torrents. A\'ith difficultv we made our way to the cottage. The Wolf turned the captiu'ed nag loose in the yard, led the peasant into the 286 THE WOI.F house, loosened the knot of the girdle, and seated him in one corner. The little girl, wlio had al- most fallen asleep hy the oven, sprang uj), and hegan to stare at ns in (hnnb affright. I seated myself on the wall-beneli. " Kkh, what a downpour!" — remarked tlie forester. — " We must wiut until it stops. Would n't you like to lie down? " " Thanks." "I would lock liim up in the lumber-room, on account of your grace," — he went on, pointing at the peasant, — " but, you see, the bolt " " Leave him there, — don't touch him," — I in- terrupted The Wolf. The peasant darted a sidelong glance at me. T inwardly registered a vow that I would save the poor fellow at any cost. He sat motionless on the wall-bench. By the light of the lantern I was able to scrutinise his dissipated, wrinkled face, his pendent, yellow eyebrows, his thin limbs. . . . The little girl lay down on the floor, at his very feet, and fell asleep again. The Wolf sat by the table, witli his head propped on his hand. A grasshopper was chirping in one corner. . . . The rain beat down upon tlie roof, and dripped down the windows; we all main- tained silence. " Foma Kuzmitch," — began the peasant, sud- denly, in a dull, cracked voice: — "hey, there, Foma Kuzmitch!" 287 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN "What dost thou want?" " Let me go." The Wolf made no reply. " Let me go Hunger drove me to it. .... Let me go." " I know you," — retorted the forester, grimly. " You 're all alike in your village, — a pack of thieves." " Let me go," — repeated the peasant. — " The manager .... w'e 're ruined, that s what it is let me go ! " "Ruined! .... Xo one ought to steal!" " Let me go, Foma Kuzmitch don't de- stroy me. Thy master, as thou knowest, will de- vour me, so he will." The Wolf turned away. The peasant was twitching all over, as though racked with fever. He kept shaking his head, and his breatli came irregularly. " Let me go," — he repeated, with mournful desperation. — " Let me go, for God's sake, let me go! I '11 pay, that I will, God is my witness. As God is my witness, hunger drove me to it the children were squalling, thou know- est how it is thyself. 'T is hard on a man, that it IS. " All the same, don't go a-thieving." " My horse," — went on the peasant, — " there 's my horse, take it if thou ^vilt . . . , 'tis my only beast ..... let me go!" 288 THE WOLF " Impossible, I tell thee. I, ulso, am a sub- ordinate; I shall be held responsible. And it is n't right, either, to eonnive at thy deed." " I jet me go! Poverty, Foma Kiizmiteh, pov- erty, that 's what \s the trouble let me go! " '*'I know thee!" " Ihit do let me go! " " Eili, what 's the use of arguing with thee; sit still, or 1 '11 give it to thee, understand? Dost thou not see the gentleman? " The poor fellow di'opped his eyes. .... The Wolf vawned, and laid his head on the table. The rain had not stopped. I waited to see what would happen. The peasant suddenly straightened himself up. His eyes began to blaze, and the colour flew to his face. — " Well, go ahead, devour! Go ahead, oppress! Go ahead!" — he began, screw- ing up his eyes, and dropping the corners of his lips: — " Go ahead, damned mui-derer of the soul, drink Christian blood, drink!" The forester turned round. " I 'm talking to thee, — to thee, Asiatic, blood- drinker, — to thee!" " Art drunk, that thou hast taken it into thy head to curse ! " — said the forester in amaze- ment. — " Hast thou gone crazy? " " Drunk ! .... It was n't on thy money, thou damned soul-murderer, thou \vild beast, beast, beast! " 289 MEMUIKS or A SrOKTS.MAN " Akh, iliou .... I '11 give it to thee!" " What do I care? 'T is all one to me — I shall perish anyway; what can I do without a horse? Kill me — it comes to the same thing; whether Mitli hunger, or thus, it makes no difference. Let everything go to destruction: wife, children, — let tliem all perish. . . . But just wait, thou shalt hear from us! " The AVolf half-rose to his feet. " Kill, kill," — the peasant hegan again, in a savage voice: " Kill, go ahead, kill " (The little girl sprang hastily from the floor, and riveted her eves on him.) — "Kill, kill!" " Hold thy tongue! " — thundered the forester, and advanced a couple of strides. " Enough, that will do, Foma Kuzmitch," — I shouted: — "let him alone. . . . Don't bother with hjm. ..." " I won't hold my tongue," — went on the un- fortunate man. — " It makes no difference how .; he murders me. Thou soul-miu'derer, thou wild beast, hanging is too good for thee But just wait a bit. . . Thou hast not long to vaunt thyself! They'll strangle thy throat for thee. Just w^ait a bit! " The Wolf seized him by the shoulder. . . I rushed to the rescue of the peasant. " Don't touch us, master! " — the foreste yelled at me. I did not fear his threats, and was on the point 290 I THE WOT.F of stretching fortli my arm \\iien, to my extreme amazement, with one twist of the luind, he tore the girdle from the peasant's elhows, grasped Iiim hy the eolhir, banged his cap down over liis eyes, finng open the door, and thrust liim out. " Take tliyself and thy horse off to the devil! " — he shouted after him: — " and look out, an- other time I '11 . . . ." He came back into the cottage, and began to poke about in the corner. "Well, Wolf,"— I said at last;— "thou hast astonished me. I see that thou art a s])lendid voung fellow\" " Ekh, stop that, master," — he interrupted me, with vexation. — " Only, please don't tell about it. Now I 'd better show you your way," — he added; — "because you can't wait for the rain to stop." The wheels of the peasant's cart rumbled through the yard. " You see, he has dragged himself oiF." — he muttered; — " but I '11 give it to him! " Half an hoiu* later he bade me farewell on the edge of the forest. 291 XIII TWO LANDED PROPRIETORS I haat: already liad tlie honour of introducing to you, my indulgent readers, several of my gen- tlemen neighbours ; permit me now, therefore, b}'^ the way (for us writers everything is " by tlie way " ) , to make you accjuainted ^^'ith two more landed proprietors, on whose property I have often hunted, extremely worthy, well-inten- tioned individuals, who enjoy the universal re- spect of several counties. I will first describe to you retired INIajor-Gen- eral VyatcheslafF Ilarionovitch Khvalvnskv. Picture to yourselves a tall man, finely propor- tioned in days gone by, but now somewhat pot- bellied, though not in the least decrepit, not even aged, a man of mature years, in the very prime of life, as the expression is. His once regular and still agreeable features have changed some- what, 't is true ; his cheeks have grown pendent in jowls, numerous radiating wrinkles have clus- tered round his eyes, some teeth are already miss- ing, as Saadi said, according to Puslikin's state- ment; his light-chestnut hair — all that is left of it, at least — has turned lilac, thanks to a preparation ])()ught at the Romny horse-fair 292 TWO LANDED I'ROriUKTOHS I'roni a Jew wlio gave liiiiiself out as being an Ar- menian; but A'vateheslaft' llarionovitcb steps out alertly, lias a ringing laugli, elanks bis s])urs, twirls bis moustaebe, ealls biniself, in sliort, an old eavalrvnian, wbile it is a well-known fact tbat real old men never call tbemselves old men. He generally wears a surtout buttoned up to the tbroat, a tall stock witb a starcbed collar, and trousers of a speckled grey, of military cut; and be wears bis bat straight on bis forehead, leaving the whole back of his head outside. He is a very kind-hearted man, but with decidedly peculiar ideas and habits. For example : be is utterly un- able to treat noblemen who are not wealthy nor of official rank as his equals. In talking witb them, be generally gazes at them askance, with bis cheek leaning heavily on liis firm, white collar, or he will suddenly take and illumine them with a clear, impassive stare, maintain silence, and wrioo'le the whole of his skin on his head mider his hair; lie even pronounces bis words in a dif- ferent way, and does not sav, for instance: " Thanks, Pavel Vasilitch," or: " Please come hither, ^likhailo Ivanitcb," but: " T'anks, Pall 'Asilicb," or: " Pe-ease come hither, Mikhal' 'Van itch." And be behaves in a still stranger manner to ])eople who stand on the lower rungs of the society ladder: be does not look at them at all, and before announcing bis wishes to them, or giv- •Mg them an order, be repeats several times in suc- 293 MEISIOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN cession, with a preoccupied and dreamy aspect: " What 's thy name? . . . What 's thy name? "-^ generally with a remarkably sharp emphasis on the first word, " wliat," and uttering the rest very rapidly, which imparts to his whole mode of speech a pretty close likeness to the cry of the male quail. He is a frightfully fussy man, and a skinflint, and a bad farmer: lie has taken to himself as manager a retired i\ pouiuls. — Translator. 301 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN o'clock in the evening. Tlie Vigil service had just ended, ^ and tlie priest, evidently a very timid young man, who had not been long out of the theological seminary, was sitting in the drawing- room, near the d(K)r, on the very edge of a chair. iSIardary Apollonitch received me very affec- tionately, according to his w'ont: he sincerely re- joiced over every guest, and, in general, he was a very kind-hearted man. The priest rose, and picked up his hat. " Wait, wait, batiushka," " said ^lardary Apollonitch, without releasing my hand. — " Don't go. . I have ordered them to bring thee some vodka." " I don't drink, sir," — mvu'mured the priest in confusion, and flushed scarlet to his very ears. " What nonsense ! " — replied JNIardary Apol- lonitch: — " JNIishka! Yushka! vodka for the batiushka ! " Yushka, a tall, thin old man of eighty years, entered with a wane-glass of vodka on a dark- painted tray Variegated with spots of flesh- colour. The priest began to refuse. ' The All-Night Vigil, consisting of Vespers (or Compline) and Matins, which is obligatory before the celebration of the morning Liturgy, may be read in an unconsecrated l)ui]ding, even by a layman, and is not mfrcquently requested by the devout. — Trans- lator. '"Dear little father": the form of address for ecclesiastics, in particular. — Translator. 302 TWO T.AXDED ruorui K/rous " Drink, bdliiislika, don't put on airs, il is n't nice," — remarked the squire, reprovingly. The poor young man obeyed. " Well, noNv thou mayest go, batiushka." The priest began to bow liis farewell. " Come, very good, very good, go along. . . . A very fine man," — went on JNIardary iVpoUo- nitcli, glancing after him: — "I'm very well satisfied with him, only — he 's young yet. 15ut how about you, mv dear fellow V .... How are you? ^vhat liave you been doing with yourself? Let 's go out on the balcony — just see what a magnificent evening it is." We went out on the balcony, sat down, and began to chat. Mardary ApoUonitch glanced down, and suddenly became frightfully agitated. "Whose hens are those? whose hens are those?" — he began to shout: — "whose hens are those running in the garden? .... Yi'ishka! Yiishka! go, find out instantly whose hens those are running in the garden! — Whose hens are those? How many times have I forbidden it — how many times have I spoken about that? " Off rushed Yushka. " What disorder! " jNIardary ApoUonitch kept reiterating: — " 't is frightful! " The unlucky hens, as I now recall the circum- stances, two speckled and one white with a crest, ' Bdtkishka, in adclrt'ssing social equals, has this sense. — riiAxsLATon. 303 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN continued to stalk about ^ erv quieth^ under the apple-trees, now and then giving vent to their feelings by a prolonged cackling, when sud- denly Yushka, hatless and stick in hand, and three other adult house-serfs, all fell upon them energetically and in unison. The fun began. The hens shrieked, flapped their wings, cackled deafeningly; the house-serfs rushed about, stum- bled, and fell; the master, from the balcony, yelled like a fanatic: " Catch, catch, catch, catch them! catch, catch, catch them! . . . Whose hens are those — whose hens are those?" At last, one of the men succeeded in seizing the crested hen and squeezing her throat to the ground, and, at the same moment, over the hedge of the garden leaped a little girl of eleven years, all dishevelled and with a switch in her hand. " Hey, so that 's the owner of the hens! " ex- claimed the squire, triumphantly: — " Ermil the coachman's hens! There, he has sent his Xatalka to drive them home — I wonder why he did n't send Parasha," — added the squire in an un- dertone, and grinned significantly. — -" Hey, Yushka! drop those hens: catch Xatalka for me." But before the panting Yushka could over- take the frightened little maid, the housekeeper made her appearance from somewhere or other, grasped her by the arm, and slapped her several times on the back. 304 TWO LANDED PROI'RIKIOUS " That 's right, that 's right," — chimed in the squire, — " te, te, te! te, te, te! — But take the hens away from her, Avdotya," — lie added in a loud voice, and, turning to me with a radiant counte- nance: — "What a hunt, wasn't it, my dear fel- low, hey? — Just look, I 'm all in a ]:)erspira- tion. And INIardary ApoUonitch burst out laughing. We remained on the balcon^^ The evening really was extremely fine. Tea was served. " Pray tell me," — I began, — " INIardary Apol- lonitch: are those your homesteads transplanted over yonder, on the highway, beyond the ra- vinef "Yes— why?" " How could you do such a thing, INIardary ApoUonitch? Why, that's a sin. The peasants have been assigned to wretched, cramped little huts ; there is n't a single tree to be seen all around ; there 's not even a pond ; there is only one well, and that is good for nothing. Is it pos- sible that you could find no other spot? — And 't is said that you have even deprived them of their old hemp-patches?" " But what is one to do with the boundary- survey?" replied jNIardary ApoUonitch. "This is where the survey sits with me." (He pointed to the nape of his neck.) "And I foresee no profit whatever from that survey. And as for 30.5 mk:moirs of a sports.aiax my having dejirived them of their hemp-patches and ponds, or not having dug any there, — why, mv dear fellow, 1 know my own business. I 'm a simple man, — I proceed in the good old way. In my opinion, if one is a gentleman — why, let him be a gentleman ; if he 's a peasant — then let him be a peasant. — So there you have it." Of course, it was impossible to make any an- swer to such a clear and convincing evasion. "And besides," — he went on: — "they are bad, disgraced peasants. There are two families there, in particular: my late father, even, — God grant him the kingdom of heaven! — did not fa- vour them, was very far from favouring them. And I take this as a sign, I must tell you: if the father is a thief, the son is a thief also; you may say what you like — oh, blood, blood is a great thing! " In the meantime the air had become perfectly quiet. Only now and then did the breeze blow in gusts, and, as it died down, for the last time, around the house, it wafted to our ears measured blows which followed one another quickly, re- sounding from the direction of the stables. JNIar- dary Apollonitch had only just raised his saucer of tea to his lips, and was already inflating his nostrils, without which, as every one knows, not a single genuine primitive Russian imbibes tea, — but he i^aused, listened, nodded his head, took a sip, and setting the saucer on the table, he ar- 30G TWO LANDED PUOrUlKTOKS ticiilated, with tlic most good-natured of smiles, and as though iiivohmtarily kee])ing time to the hlows: " Teliiuki-tehiuki-tehiuk! tehiuki-tchiuk! tchiiiki-tehiuk ! " " What 's that? "- — 1 asked in amazement. " Why, by my orders, that misehievous mon- key is being whipped yonder. — Do you know Vasya the butler? " "What Vasya?" " Why, the one who waited on us at dinner a little while ago. The one who wears such huge side-whiskers." The fiercest wrath could not have withstood the clear and gentle gaze of jNIardary Apollo- nitch. " What do you mean, young man, what do you mean?" — he said, shaking his head. "Am I a malefactor, I 'd like to know, that you stare at me like that ? Whom he loveth, he chasteneth : you know that yourself." A quarter of an hour later I bade JNIardary Apollonitcli farewell. As I drove through the village, I caught sight of Vasya the butler. He was walking along the street, nibbling nuts. I ordered my coachman to stop the horses, and called him to me. " Well, brothc]*, so they have been flogging thee to-day? " — I asked him. " And how do you know? " — answered Vasya. " Thy master told me." 307 ME:M0IKS OP" A SPORTSMAX "The jiiastcr liiiiiself?" " What did lie order thee to be whipped for? " *' I deserved it, dear httle father, I deserved it. We are not whipped for trifles ; that 's not the enstom with us — naw, naw. Our master is not that sort of a man; our master — why, j^ou could n"t find such another master in the whole government." "Drive on!" — I said to my coachman. "Here's ancient Russia for you!" — I said to myself, on my homeward journey. 308 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN (1852) CONTENTS PAGF 1 Lebedyan 3 II Tatyana Borisovna and her Nephew .... 25 III Death 47 IV The Singers 69 V PioTR Petrovitch Karataeff ...... 102 VI The Tryst 129 VII Hamlet of Shshtchi'gry County 146 VIII Tchertopkhanoff and Nedopiuskin , . . .191 IX The End of Tchertopkhanoff 224 X Living Holy Relics 285 XI The Rattling SIO Epilogue: Forest and Steppe 336 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN LEBEDYAN * OXE of the chief advantages of hunting, my dear readers, consists in this — that it forces you to go about constantly from place to place, which is extremely agreeable for an unoccupied man. In sootli, it is not always a very cheerful matter, especially in rainy weather, to roam about on the country roads, to go " cross-country," to stop any peasant you may meet with the ques- tion: " Hey there, my good fellow! how can we get to Mordovka? " and in Mordovka inquire of a dull-witted peasant wife (for the labourers are all in the fields) whether it is far to the posting- stations on the highway, and how one is to reach them, — and, after having traversed ten versts, in- stead of a posting-house, to find one's self in the extremely dilapidated little manorial hamlet of Khudobubnovo, to the intense surprise of a whole herd of swine, buried to tlieir ears in tlie dark- ^ I.ebedyan is the capital of the Government of Tamboff, and is celebrated for its horse-fair, to which cavniiy remount-officers resort to purchase horses. — Translatoii. 3 ME.AIOJKS OF A SPORTSMAN brown mud in the very middle of the street, and not at all expecting to be disturbed. Xeitlier is it exhilarating to cross (juaking little ])ridges, de- scend into ravines, and ford swampy brooks; it is not exhilarating to drive — for \\ hole days to drive along the greenish sea of the highways, or, which God forbid, to get bemired for several hours in front of a striped mile-post with the figures " 22 " on one side and " 23 " on the other; it is not ex- liilarating to subsist for weeks on eggs, milk, and the vaunted sour rye bread. . . . But all these discomforts and misadventures are redeemed by another sort of benefits and pleasures. However, let us begin the story. After all that has been said above, there is no necessity for my explaining to the reader, how I happened to come upon Lebedyan, five years ago, at the very height of the annual fair.^ We sportsmen may drive forth, some fine morning, from our more or less hereditary estates, with the intention of returning by the evening of the fol- lowing day, and, little by little, without ceasing to shoot woodcock, finally arrive on the blessed shores of the Petchora River. JNIoreover, every one who is fond of dog and gun is a passionate respecter of the most noble animal in the world — the horse. Thus, T arrived at I..ebedyan, ])ut up at the inn, changed my clothes, and set out * There are innumerable aiiniiMl fnirs in Russia, in the govern- ments and districts. — Translator. LEBEDYAN for the i'uir. (The waitci-, a loii^- and ^aiint young- i'cllow, of twenty years, witli a sweet, nasal tenor voiee, had aheady contrived to im- part to me, that Their ' Illustrious Highness, Prince N., remount-ollicei- of the * * * regiment, was stopping at our inn; that many other gen- tlemen had arrived; that the gipsies sang in the evenings, and that " Pan Tvardovsky " - was being played in the theatre; that horses, 'twas said, were selling for high prices, — and good horses had been brought to the fair.) On the fair-ground, in interminable rows, stretched peasant carts, and behind the carts were horses of all possible sorts: trotters, stud- farm horses, J)iiiuk'i '' draught-horses, ])osting- horses, and ])lain peasant-horses. Some, well- fed and smooth, assorted according to colour, covered with horse-cloths of varied hues, hitched short to a high rack, w^ere appit'hensively rolling their eyes backward at the too familiar whips of their owners, the horse-dealers; the horses of landed proprietors, sent by noblemen of the steppes one or two hundred vei'sts away, under the supervision of some decrepit coachman and two or three hard-headed grooms, were flour- ishing their long necks, stamping their hoofs, and gnawing the posts out of boredom; roan Vyatka "The respectful form for His. — Tr vvsi.ATori. ^The dramatisation of a novel of tliat title, published (1859) by Jos])eh Ignatius Kras(;'e\vsky (181:2-1887). — Translator. ^ Sec note on p. 101, Vol. I. 5 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAX Iiorses pressed close to one another; in majestic inini()l)ilitv, like lions, stood the broad-liaunclied trotters with waving tails and shaggy pasterns, dapple-grey, black, and brown. Experts pansed respectfully in front of them. In the streets formed by the carts, i)eople of all sorts of classes, stature, and aspect thronged: the horse-dealers, in blue kaftans and tall caps, craftily watched and waited for purchasers; goggle-eyed, curly- haired gipsies darted to and fro like madmen, in- spected the horses' teeth, lifted their feet and tails, shouted, Avrangled, served as go-betweens, cast lots, or fawned upon some remount-officer in military cap and cloak with beaver collar. A stalwart kazak towered up astride of a lank gelding with a deer-neck and sold it, " in one lot," that is to say, witli saddle and bridle. Peasants, in sheepskin coats tattered under the armpits, descended by tens on a cart, drawn by a horse which must be " tried," or, somewhere apart, with the aid of a cunning gipsy, they bar- gained until they were worn out, struck hands on the deal a hundred times in succession, each insisting on his own price, while the object of their dispute, a ^^•retche(l little nag covered with a shrunken rug, merely blinked its eyes, as though the matter did not concern it. . . . And, in fact, was it not all the same to it who would beat it! Broad-browed landed proprietors with dyed moustaches, and an expression of dignity 6 LEBEDYAN on tlieir faces, in braided jackets and canielot peasant-coats, worn with an arm in one sleeve, condescendin^iy conversed with })ot-helh*ed mer- chants in beaver Iiats and green ghnes. Officers of varions regiments were discnssing matters tliere also; a remarkably tall cuirassier, of (Ger- man extraction, was coolly asking a horse-dealer how much he expected to get foi- that sorrel horse. A fair-haired young hussar, nineteen years of age, was picking out a trace horse to go with an emaciated pacer; a postilion, in a low- crowned hat, surrounded with peacock feathers, in a bro\vn long-coat, and with leather mittens thrust into his narrow, greenish belt, was looking for a shaft-horse for a troika. The coachmen plaited their horses' tails, dampened their manes, and gave deferential advice to their masters. On concluding the trade, they hastened to the eating- tavern or the dram-shop, according to their means. . . . And all this uproar, shouting, bustle, wrangling, reconciliations, cursing, and laughter was going on in mud knee-deep. I wanted to buy a troika of fairly good horses, for my britchka: mine were beginning to shirk their work. I found two, but could not manage to match them with a third. After dinner, which I will not undertake to describe (even iEneas knew how unpleasant it is to recall bygone woe), I set out for the so-called coffee-house, where every evening the remount-officers, stud-farm 7 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN men, and otlier visitors ^vere wont to assemble. In the l)illiar(l-room, drowned in floods of leaden-hiied tobacco-smoke, were abont a score of men. There were free-and-easy young landed proprietors in braided luissar- jackets and grey trousers, with long mutton-chop whiskers and })omade(l moustaches, gazing loftily and boldly about ; other nobles in kazak coats, with remarka- bly short necks and little eyes swimming in fat, were painfully snoring away there also; the mer- chants sat apart, " pricking up their ears," as the saying is; the officers chatted freely among themselves. Prince N., a young man of five and twentv, with a merrv and somewhat scornfvd face, clad in a coat thrown open on the breast, a red silk shirt, and full velvet trousers, was play- ing billiards; he was playing with Viktor Khlo- pakofF*, a retired lieutenant. Ex-Lieutenant Viktor Khlopakoff, a thin and swarthy little man of thirty j'ears, Mith thin, black hair, brown eyes, and a short, tip-tilted snub-nose, is a diligent attendant upon elections and fairs. He skips as he walks, sets his arms akimbo swaggeringly, wears his cap on one ear, and turns up tlie sleeves of his military coat, lined with bluish calico. Mr. Khlopakoff under- stands how to curry favour with the wealthy Petersburg rakes, smokes, drinks, and plays cards with them, and addresses them as " thou." Why they favour him is a good deal of a puzzle. 8 LET3E1)YAN He is not clever, he is not even anuising; neither is he iisefnl as a Ijuft'oon. To tell tlie truth, tht'v treat liini in an aniieahly-careless wav, hke a good-natured l)ut enipty-pated fellow; they haunt his society for the space of two or three weeks, and then suddenly cease even to how to him, and he, also, no longer bows to them. A peculiarity of lieutenant Khlopakoff consists in this: that he uses one and the same expression constantly for the period of a year, sometimes two years, appropriately and inappropriately, an expression not in the least amusing, hut which, God knows wdiy, sets every one to laugh- ing. Eight years ago, he used to say, at every step, " JNIy respects to you, I thank you most humbly," and his patrons of that epoch fairly ex- pired with laughter every time and made him re- l)eat, " ^ly respects " ; then he began to use a rather complicated expression, " No, now you know, keskese — that proves proved," and with the same dazzling success; two years later, he in- vented a new quaint saying, " Ne vous gonjai- chez ^ pas, you man of (iod, sewn up in a sheepskin," and so forth. ^Vnd lo! as you see, his far from ingenious little remarks supply him with food, drink, and apparel. (He has long- ago squandered his property, and lives exclu- sively at the expense of his friends.) Observe, that he possesses positively no other amiable ^ OoryatchitDi/a, to get heated, angry. — Thanslatob. 9 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAX characteristics: 'tis true, tliat lie will smoke a hundred pipes of Zln'ikoff ' tobacco a day, and, when playin«>' billiards, he raises his right foot higher than his head, and as he takes aim, wrig- gles his cue violently in his hand; — well, but not every one is an admirer of such merits. He is a good drinker, also .... but it is difficult to distinguish one's self in Russia by that means. . . . In a word, his success is a complete mystery to me. . . . There may be one reason for it, per- haps: he is cautious, never tells tales out of school, never utters a bad word about anybody. " Come," — I thought, at sight of Khlopakoff : — " what 's his catchword at present? " The Prince pocketed the w^hite. " Thirty and nothing," roared the consumptive marker. The Prince drove the yelloAV ball into the i'ur- thest pocket with a crash. " Ekh!" approvingly grunted, with his whole body, a fat merchant, who sat in one corner at a tottering little table on a single leg, — grunted and quailed. But, luckily, no one noticed him. He sighed and stroked his beard. "Thirtv-six and verv little!"- shouted the marker through his nose. ' Equivalent to " navy-plup: " — tlie coarsest sort of tobacco. — Thaxsi.ator. "The game alluded to is a game witii five balls. It is a fasliion- able fad for the marker to say, instead of " tliirty and nothing," "tliirty and very little," even substituting "nobody" for "no- thing." — Tkanslatok. 10 LKHKDVAX " Well, what do yon lliiiik of thai, hrollicr:' " the Prince asked Klilopakolf. " Wliy, of course, rrrrakaliooon, a ic^iilar rrnakalioooii! " ' Tlic l*rincc huist out lau^l»ing. " \\'hat, what *s that^ say it again! " " Hrnakaiioon! " repeated the ex-heutenant, conceitedly. " That ^'s the word! " I thouolit. The Prince pocketed tlie red. "Kkh! that's wron<4-. Prince, tliat 's wrong," — suddenly stammered the fair-haired young officer with the reddened eyes, the tiny nose, and the childishly sleepy face. ..." ^^ou don't play right .... you ought to haye .... that 's wrong! " "How so?" asked the Prince oyer his shouldei'. " Vou ought to haye .... you know .... witli a triplet. . . ." "Really?' muttered the Prince through his teeth. " ^Vell, Prince, shall we go to the gipsies to- day? " put in the emharrassed young man. " vStyoshka is going to sing. . . . lliushka . . . ." The Prince did not answer him. " Rrrrakaliooon, my good fellow," said Khlo- pakoff, cunningly screwing up liis left eye. ' Rakalii/d means n scainji or ^ood-for-iiotliiiifr. Rut it lias no ajjpariiit coiiiiection with tliis nonsnisc- -Thansi.atok. 11 ME.MOIUS OF A SPORTSMAN And the Prince Inirst into a roar of laiigliter. " Thirty-nine and nothing," proclaimed the marker. " All .... just look now, what I 'm going to do witli tliat yellow . . . ." Khlopakoff wriaaled the cue in his hand, took aim, and missed. " Eh, rrakahoon," he sliouted wrathfully. Again the Prince laughed. "What, wliat, what?" But Khlopakoff did not wish to repeat his word : one must cocpiet a hit. " You have made a miscue," — remarked the scorer. — " Please to chalk .... Forty and very little!" " Yes, gentlemen," said the Prince, turning to the Avhole assembly, but not looking at any one in particular: — "you know, we must call out Verzhembitzkaya." " Of course, of course, without fail," several visitors vied with eacli other in exclaiming, being wonderfully flattered by the possibiHty of reply- ing to the remark of a Prince: — " Verzhembitz- kaya. . . ." " Verzhembitzkaya is a capital actress, — far better tlian Sopnyakova," scpieaked a rascally- looking man, with moustache and spectacles, from one corner. Unhappy man! in secret he was sighing violently for Mme. Soi)nyak6fF, but the Prince did not deign even to look at him. 12 LEEEDVAN " Wai-er, hey, a pipe," said a tall man in a stock, with a regular face, and the most nohle of miens, — hut yet hy all the signs, a ear(l-shar])er. The waiter ran for a l)ipe, and on his retm-n announced to His Illustrious Iligimess: " Posi- tilion l^akhiga is asking for you, sir." "Ah! well, order him to wait, and give him some vodka." " Verj' good, sir." Baklaga (The Flask) , as I was afterward told, was the nickname of a young, handsome, and ex- tremely petted postilion ; the Prince was fond of him, gave him liorses, di'ove races with him, spent whole nights witli him. . . . You would not rec- ognise that Prince — formerly a scapegrace and a spendthrift — now. . . . How puffed up, tight- laced, and perfumed lie is! How engrossed in the service, — and, chief of all, how soher- minded ! But the tohacco-smoke hegan to irritate my eyes. After listening to KhlopakofF's exclama- tion and the Prince's shout of laughter, for the last time, I betook myself to my chamber, where, on a narrow divan, with broken springs, covered with horse-hair, and with a tall, curved back, my man had already made up my bed. On the following day I ins])ected the horses in the yards, and began with tlie well-known horse-dealer Sitnikoff. Tln-ough a wicket 1 en- tered a coiu'tyard sprinkled with sand. In front 13 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAX of the wide-open door of the stable stood the proprietor himself, a man no longer young, tall and st(jut, in a short-eoat of peasant shape, lined with liareskin, and with a standing collar turned down. On perceiving me, he slowly moved to meet me, held his cap above his head with both hands, and said, in a singsong tone: " Ah, our respects to yon. I su])pose yon want to look at horses? " " Yes, I came to look at horses." " And what sort; exactly, may I venture to inquire? " " Show me what you have." " With pleasure." We entered the stable. Several white curs rose from the hay, and ran to us, wagging their tails ; a long-bearded goat stalked off to one side, in displeasure; three grooms, in strong but dirty sheepskin coats, bowed to us in silence. On the right and the left, in cleverly i-aised stalls, stood about thirty horses, splendidly groomed and cleaned. Pigeons w^ere hopping along the cross- beams and cooing. " For what, that is to say, do you recjuire the horse: for driving or the stud-farm? " — SitnikofF asked me. " Both for driving and for the stud." " I understand, sir, 1 understand, sir, I under- 14 LEBEDYAN stand, sir," articulatccl tlic horse-dealer, pausin*;' between liis words. — " Petya, show tlie gentle- man Ermine." We went ont into the yard. " Would n't you like to have a beneh brought out from the house? .... You don't want it? .... As you please." Hoofs thundered over planks, a whip cracked, and Petya, a man of forty years, pockmarked and swarthy, sprang forth from the stable, in company with a grey and fairly well-made stal- lion, allowed him to rear uj), ran with him a couple of times round the yard, and cleverly pulled him up at the show spot. Ermine stretched himself out, snorted with a whistling- sound, flirted his tail, twitched his muzzle, and gazed askance at us. " A well-trained l)ird! " thought I. " Give him his head, give him his head," said SitnikofF and fixed his eyes on me. " What do you think of him, sir? " — he asked, at last. " He is n't a bad horse — his fore legs are not sound." " His legs are splendid! " — returned Sitnikoff, with conviction. — " And his loins .... be so good as to look .... a regular oven; you might even sleep your fill on them." " His cannon-bones are long." 15 MEMOIKS OF A SPOKTS^MAX " AMiat do you call long — good gracious! Run, Petya, run, and at a trot, trot, trot .... don't let liini gallop." Again Petya ran round tlie yard with Ermine. We all maintained silence. " Well, put him back in his phice," said Sitni- kofF: — ^" and bring out Falcon." Falcon, a stallion bhick as a beetle, of Dutch pedigree, with a sloping back, and lean, proved to be little better than Ermine. lie belonged to the category of horses of w^hich sjiortsmen say that " tliey hack and cut and take prisoner," — that is to say, in action tliey turn out and fling out their fore legs to the right and left, but make little headway.' JMiddle-aged merchants ad- mire that sort of horses: their gait is suggestive of the dashing pace of an alert waiter; they are good in single harness, for a drive after dinner; stepping out cock-a-hoop, curving their necks, they zealously drag the clumsy drozhky, laden with a coachman who has eaten liimself into a state of numbness, and a squeezed merchant '■ suffering from heart-burn, and a lymphatic mer- chant's wife, in a sky-blue silk sleeved coat, and ^Dishing, in J'higli.sh. — Translator. ^ The smaller the drozhky, the more popular and stylish it is. If the passengers bulge over, and the eoacliman, through his own admired fat and the tightness of the drozhky, lias to straddle the dashboard with his knees, and keep his feet on iron supports out- side, the heiglit of fashion and hajijiiness is assured. If not fat enough naturally, eusliions are added to secure the " broad seat" which Russians consider stylish and safe. — Translator. 16 LEBEDVAX with a lilac kerchief on her head.' I declined Falcon. SitnikoiV showed nie several other horses. . . . At last one, a dappled-grey stallion, of \'oieikoff hreed, pleased nie. I could not re- frain from patting liim on the i'orelock with pleasure. SitnikofF immediately feigned indif- ference. " Does he drive well? " — I inquired. (The word " go " is not used of trotters.) " Yes," — replied the horse-dealer, calmly. " Cannot I see him? " . . . . " Why not? — certainly, sir. Ilej', there, Kuzya, put Overtaker in a drozhky." Kuzya, the jockey, a master of his business, drove past us three times along the street. The horse went well, did not break, did not sway, his action was free, he held his tail up and stepped out firmly, with a long, regular stride. " And what do you ask for him? " Sitnikoff mentioned a preposterous price. We had begun to chaffer there, in the street, when, suddenly, from round the corner thun- dered swiftly a splendidly matched posting- troika, and drew up in dashing fashion in front of the gate to Sitnikoff's house. In the dandi- fied sporting-cart sat Prince X.; beside him towered Khlopakoff. The Flask was driving, — ' Old-fashioned women of the nurciiant class, no matter how wealthy they may be, still wear no lionnets, but merely a silk ker- chief on the head. — TnANSt.ATon. 17 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMxVX and how lie drove! he could have got through an earring, the rascal ! The hrown side-horses, small, vivacious, hlack-eyed, lilack-legged, were fairly on fire, fairly gathered themselves together with nen^ous tension; if one had whistled, they would have vanislied like a shot. The dark -bay shaft- horse stood firmly, with his neck curved like a swan's, his chest thrown forward, his legs hke arrows; he shook his head and proudly screwed up his eyes. — Good ! 'T was like some one taking a drive on the bright festival (Easter). " Your Illustrious Ilighness! Deign to fa- vour us! " cried SitnikofF. The Prince sprang from his cart. Khlopa- koff slowly alighted on the other side. " Good morning, brother. . . . Have you any horses? " " Of course I have for Your Illustrious High- ness. Be pleased to enter.- — Petya, bring out Peacock, — and let Meritorious be made ready. And you and I, dear little father," — he con- tinued, addressing me : — " will settle our busi- ness another time. . . . Fomka, a bench for His Illustrious Highness." Peacock was led out from a special stable, which I had not noticed before. The powerful dark-brown horse fairly reared with all four feet in the air. SitnikofF even turned his head away and narrowed his eyes. "Ugh, rrakalion!" — proclaimed KhlopakofF. — " Zhemsa " (J'aime^a). 18 I.EBEDVAN The Prince laughed. lY^acock was halted with difHculty: he fairly dragged the stablemen round the yard; at hist they pressed him against the wall, lie snorted, quivered, and gathered himself together, hut Sitnikoff still teased him, flourishing a whip at him. " Where art thou staring? 1 11 give it to thee! ugh!" said the horse-dealer, with affectionate menace, himself involuntarily admiring his horse. " How much? " — asked the Prince. " For Your Illustrious Highness, five thou- sand." " Three." " Can't be done, Your Illustrious Highness, upon my word — " " You 've been told three, rrakalion," put in Khlopakoff. I did not wait to see the end of the bargain, and went away. At the extreme end of the street I noticed at the gate of a greyish little house a large sheet of paper pasted up. At the top was a pen-and-ink sketch of a horse, with a tail in the shape of a trumpet and an endless neck, and under the horse's hoofs stood the fol- lowing words, written in old-fashioned script: " P'or suk- here, horses of various colours, brought to the Lcbcdvi'iii fair from the well-kiioun st ud-fai-iii dii the steppe of Anastasey Ivanitcli Tchernobay, landed pro- 19 ME.MOIUS OF A SPORTSMAX prietor of TainbufF. These horses arc of excellent form, perfectly trained, and of gentle disposition. ^Messrs. Buyers will be so good as to ask for Anastasey Ivanitch himself: should Anastasey Ivanitch be absent, then ask for his coachman, Naz;vr Kuln'shkin. We beg the Messrs. Buyers to honour an old man." I halted. " Come," I thought, " I '11 take a look at the horses of tlie well-known horse- breeder, ]Mr. Tchernobav." I tried to enter the wicket-gate, but, contrary to custom, I found it locked. I knocked. "Who's there? .... A buyer?" — piped a feminine voice. " Yes." " Directly, dear little father, directly." The wicket opened. 1 beheld a peasant wo- man about fifty years of age, her hair uncovered, in boots and a sheepskin coat open on the breast. " Please to enter, benefactor, and I '11 go at once and announce you to Anastasey Ivanitch. . . . Nazar, hey, Nazar! " " What 's wanted? " mumbled the voice of an old man of seventy from the stable. " Get the horses ready; a buyer has come." The old woman ran into the house. " A buyer, a buyer," Nazar growled after her in reply. — " I have n't got all their tails w^ashed yet." "Oh, Arkadia!" I thought. 20 LKHKDVAN "Good morning, dcai- little f'ntlirr, I hcg yonr favour."- a succiik-nl and agivcablc xoicr re- sounded hcliind my hack. I glanced lound: in front of me, in a iong-slvirted, blue cloak, stood an old man ol' medium height, with white hair, an amiahle smile, and very handsome hlue eyes. " Didst thou want a horse!' Certainly, dear little i'ather, certaiidy. . . . I^ut wilt not thou first come in and drink a cup of tea with me? " I dechned, witli thanks. " Well, as thou wilt. Thou must excuse me, dear little father: 1 hold to the old-fashioned ways, seest thou?" (Mr. Tehernohay spoke without haste, with a rotund pronunciation of the o.' ) — "Everything ahout me is very sim])le, thou knowest. . . . Xazar, hey, Nazar," — he added in a drawl, and without I'aising his voice. Nazar, a wrinkled little old man with a hawk- like nose and a wedge-shaped little heard, made his appearance on the threshold of the stable. " \Vhat sort of horses dost thou require, dear little father? " went on Mr. Tehernohay. " Some that are not too dear, well broken to harness, for mv kibitka." " Very well — 1 have such .... certainly. ' I'll less tin- accent wliicli is variaMe Iiapi>eiis to fall on the o, it is pronounced slij:lilin;rly, somewhat liir scvtiity ytars, a remarkably eccentric Itt-rsuu. a UL-ll-rcad man. a iormer violinist and W(ir>liii)i)cr of Viotti. a personal foe of Xapo- Kmhi. itr. as lie says, of ' H()nai)arlishka," ' and a passionate adorer of ni^litinoales. He always keejjs five or six of them in his room; early in the ^prin^^ he sits lieside their eat>es for whole days at a tinu-. awaiting- tlieir first "warble"; and when it comes lie covers his face with his hands and moans: " Okh, 'tis j)itifnl, pitiful! "—and heiriiis to weep as thou])ular s|)i'<-(li, tin- town of .Mtziiisk is failed Anitehensk, and its «iti/.«iis Aintcliiiiii. The Auitehani men are daring; not without reason is an enemy witii us promised "an auitchanin." 30 tatyAna borisovna then '? His Illustrious Ilif^hness the late Prince INIikhailo llarionnvitch Golenishshtcheff-Kutu- zoff-Sniolensky, with the help of (xod, Mas pleased to expel Boiui})artishka from the con- fines of Russia. On that occasion, also, the hal- lad was composed : ' Bonaparte does n't feel like dancing, he has lost his garters/ Dost understand? He freed thy fatherland." — " And what care I for that? " — " Akh, thou stupid boy, thou stupid! Why, if the most illustrious Prince Mikhailo Ilarionovitch had not chased out Bona- partishka, some ' mossoo ' or other would be whacking thee over the head with a stick, seest thou? He would come up to thee and say: ' Coman vu porte vu?' — and whack, whack!" — " Then I 'd hit him in the belly with my fist." — " And he 'd say to thee: ' Bonzhur, vene isi,' — and he 'd grab thee by the hair, by the hair! "— " And I 'd stamp on his feet, his feet, his knobby feet." — " That 's so, they do have knobby feet Well, and when he began to bind thy arms, what wouldst thou do then?" — " I wouldn't let him: I 'd call Mikhei the coachman to my assis- tance." — " And dost thou think, Vasya, that the Frenchman could not overpower Mikhei? " — "Overpower him, indeed! just see how robust Mikhei is!" — "Well, and what would you two do to him? " — " We 'd beat him on his back, — yes, on his back." — "And he'd begin to shriek: 'Pardon! pardon, pardon, sivuplay!'" — "And 31 MKMOTllS OF A SPOKTSAIAX we'd .say to liiin: ' X«^ sivuplay tor thee, thou (iMiniiecl Kreiiehiiiaii! . . .' " "Brave lad, Vasyal Come, now, shout: ' Honapartishka is a bri- ^rand! ' "— " Then ilo tliou give me some sugar! " — " \\'hat a boy! " . . . . Tatvana Horisovna eonsorts very little with till- landed proprietors: they go to her reluc- tantly, and she does not know how to entertain tlKiii; she falls into a doze at the noise of their remarks, gives a start, makes an effort to open lier eyes, and again relapses into slumber. In general, Tatyana Borisovna is not fond of wo- men. ( )ne of her friends, a tine, peaceable yovmg man. had a sister, an old maid of eight and thirty years and a half, the kindest of beings, but un- natural, affected, and given to enthusiasms. Her brother freciuently narrated to her anecdotes of tlieir neighbour. One fine morning, my old maid, without saying a word to any one, ordered her horse to l)e saddled, and set out to see Ta- tyana l^)ri.sovna. In her long habit, with her hat on iier head and a green veil and curls floating, she entered the anteroom, and dodging tlie panic- stricken Vasya, wlio took her for a water-nymph, slie ran into tlie drawing-room. Tatyana Bori- sovna was frightened, and tried to rise, but her limbs gave way beneath her. — " Tatyana Bori- sovna," — began the visitor, in a tone of entreaty, "excuse my l)()l(lne.ss; I am the sister of your friend, Alexyei Nikolaevitch K * * *, and I 32 TATYANA liOKlSOVNA have heard so mueh about you iVoni him, tluit I made u}) my mind to become accjuainted with you." — " 1 feel greatly honoured," murmured the astounded hostess. The visitor threw off her hat, shook back her curls, seated herself beside Ta- tyiina Borisovna, and took her hand. ..." So, this is she," — she began in a pensive, touched voice: — "this is that good, serene, noble, holy being! This is she! this simple and, at the same time, profound woman! How glad I am, how glad I am! How we shall love each other! I shall rest, at last. . . . She is exactly as I have pictured her to myself," — she added, in a whis- per, boring her eyes into the eyes of Tatyana Borisovna. " You will not be angry with me, will you, my kind, my good one! " — " Really, I am very glad Would not you like some tea? " — The visitor smiled condescendingly. " Wie tcalir, uie unreflccMrt/' — she whispered, as though to herself. " Permit me to embrace you, my dear." The old maid sat for three hours with Tatyana Borisovna, and never held her peace for a mo- ment. She tried to expound to her new acquain- tance her own significance. . . . Immediately after the departure of the unexpected visitor, the poor gentlewoman betook herself to the bath, drank a dose of linden-flower tea, and went to bed. But on the following day, the old maid returned, sat four hours, and withdrew promising to visit 33 MK.MOIKS OF A SPORTSMAN Tatyaiia liorisovna every day. Vou will please tt> observe, that slie had taken it into her head to develop, to i)iit the tinisliing touches to the edu- eati«)n of sneh a lieli nature, as she expressed herself; and. jjiohahly, she would have com- pletely exhausted it in the end, had it not been for the fact that, in the first place, she got " utterly " disenchanted as to her brother's friend in the course of a fortnight; and, in the second place, if she had not fallen in love with a passing student, with whom she instantly entered into an active and ardent correspondence; in her epistles, as was fitting, she blessed him for a holy and most beautiful life, oft'ered " the whole of herself " as a sacrifice, demanded only the name of sister, plunged into descri])tions of nature, alluded to (ioethe, Schiller, Eettina, and (German philoso- phy, — and. at last, drove the poor young man to grim despair. But youth asserted its rights: one fine morning, he awoke with such exasperated hatred for his " sister and best friend," that he came near knocking his valet down, in the heat of passion, and, for a long time, all but bit at the slightest hint about exalted and disinterested love. . . . Rut, from that time forth Tatyana Rorisovna began more than ever to avoid inti- macy with her neighbours. Alas! nothing is stable upon earth. Every- thing whieh I have related concerninii- mv kind gentlewoman's mode of life is a thing of the 34 TATYANA BORISOVNA past; the tranquillity which reigned in her house has heen destroyed forever. For more than a year now, her nephew, an artist from Peters- burg, has been living with her. This is the way it came about. Eight years ago, there hved with Tatyana Eorfsovna a boy of twelve, orphaned of father and mother, Andriiisha, the son of her deceased brother. Andriiisha had large, bright, humid eyes, a tiny mouth, a regular nose, and a very handsome, lofty brow. He spoke in a soft, sweet voice, kept himself tidy and decorous, was cordial and attentive to visitors, and kissed his aunt's hand with an orphan's sensibility. No sooner would you make your appearance than, lo and behold, he was ali'eady bringing you an arm- chair. He never played any pranks at all; he never made any noise; he would sit by himself in a corner, over his book, so modestly and sub- missively, and not even lean against the back of the chair. A visitor would enter, — my Andri- iisha would rise, smile coiu'teously, and flush ; the visitor would leave the room; — he w^ould seat himself again, pull a little brush and mirror from his pocket, and arrange his hair. He had felt an inclination for drawing from his earliest years. If a scrap of j)aper fell into his hands, he would immediately ask Agafya the housekeeper for her scissors, carefully cut from the paper a regular square, draw a narrow frame around it, and set 35 MKMOIHS OF A SPORTSMAN to work: lie unuld draw an vyv w illi a huge pupil, or a (iivrian ?><)sc, or a house with a ehininey and smoke in the form of a serew, a dog " en face," resenihhng a htiieh. a tree with two doves, and sitrn it: "Drawn 1)V .Vndrei Bvelovzoroff, on sueh a date, of such a year, village of ^laliya liryki." lie toiled with particular zeal, for a coui)le of weeks before Tatyana Borisovna's name-day,' was the first to present himself to congratulate her, and offered a roll tied up with a j)iiik lihhon. . Tatyana Eorisovna kissed her nephew on the brow, and untied the knot; the roll spread out, and disclosed to the curious view of the sj)ectator a round temple with an altar in the middle, boldly washed in in India ink; on the altar lay a flaming heart and a w'reath, and above, on an undulating scroll, in 2)lain letters, stood written: " To my aunt and l/cnefactress Tatyana liorfsovna Hogdanoff, from her res])ectful and loving nephew, in token of the most profound devotion." Tatyana Borisovna kissed him again and gave liim a ruble. J^ut she felt no great af- fection for him: Andriusha's obsecpiiousness did not altogether please her. In the meantime, An- driusha was growing up; Tatyana Borisovna was beginning to grow anxious as to his future. An unexj)ected event rescued her from her di- lemma. . . . ''lilt- iiaiiio-diiy— llie (l;.y of the Saint after whom a person is named Ls eelehraled instead of tl;- hiiihday.— Tkanslator. 36 TATYANA RORISOVNA To wit: one day, eight years ago, a certain Mr. 15ene\'olensky, a collegiate assessor ^ arid cavalier of an order, dropped in to call. Mr. Benevolenskv had formerly been in the service in the neighbouring county town, and had been an assiduous visitor at Tatyana Borisovna's ; he had removed to Petersburg, had entered a min- istry, had attained to a fairly important post, and during one of his frequent trips on government business he had recalled his old friend, and dropj^ed in to see her, with the intention of res1>- ing for a couple of days from the cares of the service, " in the lap of rustic tranquillity." Ta- tyana Borisovna received him with her habitual cordiality, and Mr. Benevolensky .... But before we go on with om* story, permit us, dear reader, to make you acquainted with this new person. ]Mr. Benevolensky was a rather fat man, of medium height, soft in aspect, with small, short feet, and plump little hands; he wore a capacious and extremely neat swallow-tailed coat, a tall and broad neckerchief, snow-white linen, a gold chain on his silk waistcoat, a ring with a stone on his forefinger, and a blond wig; he talked persuasively and gently, walked noiselessly, smiled pleasantly, rolled his eyes about pleas- ^ Grade No. 8, corresponding to the (former) title of Major, in Peter the Great's famous Table of RaniiS. There are fourteen grades in all. — Translator. 37 .MKMOIKS Oi' A srOUTSMAN ant In , plun^v*! liis diiii into his neckerchief pleaNiintlv: altooetlier, lie was a pleasant man. The Lord h;nl also endowed him with the kindest (.f hearts: lie wept and went into raptures easily; ahove all, he Innned with disinterested ardour lor art, and this ardour was genuinely disin- teresteil. for, ji' the truth must he told, it was pre- cisely in the matter of art that Mr. Benevolensky had positively no understanding whatsoever. One even marvelled whence, hy virtue of what mysterious and incomprehensihle laws, he had l>ecome infected with that passion. Apparently, he was a sedate, even a commonplace man howcN er, there are quite a good many sucli people among us in Uussia. Love for art and artists imparts to these peo- j)lr an inexplieahle mawkishness; it is torture to know them, to converse with them: they are regu- lai- hloekheads smeared with honey. For exam- \Av. they never call Raphael Raphael, or Correg- u:'u) CorreMiiio: thev sav, " the divine Sanzio, the ineomj)arahle de Allegris," and invariahly they jironounce their o's hroadly. They laud every homespun, conceited, over-elaborated and medi- ocre talent as a genius, or, to be more accurate, "janius"; the blue sky of Italy, the southern lemon, the perfumed gales of the shores of the Hrenta, are eternally on their lips. " Kkh, \"anya, Viinya," or " Kkh, Sasha, Siisha," they say to each other with ecstasy, " we ought to go 38 TATYANA lUJRiSOVNA to the south, to the southland . . . for you and I are Greeks in spirit, ancient Crreeks! " They may be observed at exhi})itions, in front of the productions of certain Russian painters. (We must remark, that the majority of these gen- tlemen are frightfully patriotic.) First they retreat a pace, and loll their heads on one side, then they approach the picture again; their little eyes become suffused with an oily moisture. . " Phew, O my Ciod," — they say, at last, in a voice broken with emotion, — " what soul, what soul! What heart, what heart! how much soul he has put into it! a vast amount of soul! .... And how it is conceived ! conceived in a masterly man- ner! " — And what pictures they have in their own drawing-rooms! What artists frequent them of an evening, drink their tea, listen to their conversation! AVhat perspective views of their own rooms they offer them, with a brush in the right foreground, a pile of dirt on the polished floor, a yellow samovar on a table by the window, and the master of the house himself, in dressing- gown and skull-cap, with a brilliant spot of light on his cheek! What long-haired nurslings of the JNIuses, with feverishly-scornful smile, visit them! What pale-green young ladies squeal at their pianos! For that is the established order of things with us in Russia: a man cannot devote himself to one art alone — -give him all! Hence, it is not in the least surprising, that these gentle- 39 ME>rOTRS OF A SPORTSMAN iiien-aniatcurs also (lisi)lay great patronage to Kiissiaii literature, especially to draniatie litera- ture. . . . 'IMk ■ .laeol) Saupasaros " are written lor tlieiii: the eoiiHiet of unrecognised talent with peoj)le, with the whole world, which has been de- j)ieted a thousand times, shakes them to the very lM)ttoni of the soul. . . . On the day following the arrival of Mr. Benevolensky, Tatyana Eorisovna, at tea, com- nianded her nephew to show the visitor his drawiuiis. " ^Vnd dcx^s yoin* relative draw?" ejaculated Mr. Eenevolenskv, not without sur- prise, and turned sympathetically to Andrinsha. " C'ertainl\' he does! " — said Tatyana Borisovna: — "he's so fond of it! and he does it all alone, without anv teacher, von know." — " Aldi, show me. show me," — interposed ^Nlr. Benevolensk5\ y\ndriusha, blushing and smiling, brought his sketch-book to the visitor. Mr. Benevolenskj'^ l)egan, with the air of a connoisseur, to turn over the lea\es. " (rOod, young man," — he said at last: — " Good, very good." And he stroked Andiiiisha's head. iVndriusha kissed his hand on the Hy. — 'Just see, what talent! I con- gratulate you, Tatyana Borisovna, I congratu- late you!"— "But what is to be done, Piotr Mikhailitch^ I cannot find any teacher for him here. It costs too much to have one come from town; there is an artist at my neighbours', the Artamonofi's, and a capital one he is, they say, 40 TATYANA BORISOVNA but the lady forbids liini to give lessons to outsiders. She says he will s|)oil liis taste." — " H'm," — ejaculated Mr. Beuevolensky, as he fell to meditating, and east sidelong glances at Andriusha. " Well, we will talk the matter over," — he suddenly added, rubbing his hands. That same day he requested permission of Ta- tyana Borisovna to have a private conversation wnth lier. They locked themselves up. Half an hour later, they called Andriusha. Andriusha entered. INIr. Benevolensky was standing at the window, with his face slightly flushed and his eyes beaming. Tatyana Borisovna was sitting in one corner, and wiping away her tears. — " Well, An- driusha," — she began at last: — "thank Piotr Mikhailitch: he is going to take thee under his charge, and carry thee off to Petersburg." An- driusha was fairly petrified where he stood. — " Tell me frankly," — began Mr. Benevolensky, in a voice permeated with dignity and condescen- sion: — " Do you wish to become an artist, young man, do you feel a sacred vocation for art? " — " I do want to be an artist, Piotr Mikhailitch," — affirmed Andriusha, tremulously. — " In that case, I am very glad. Of course," — pursued Mr. Benevolensky, — " you will find it hard to part from your respected aunt ; you must feel the live- liest gratitude to lier." — " I adore my aunty," — Andriusha interrupted him, blinking his eyes. — " Of course, of course, that is very natural and 41 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAX does you imit'li lionnur: ])ut. on the other hand, just iina«iiiR', wliat joy, in course of time .... your successes. . ."— " Enibnice me, Andri- lisha,"— murmured the kind hidy. Andriusha Huinr liiniself on lier neck. — " Well, and now thank thy benefactor. . . ." Andriusha em- braced Mr. Jicnevolensky's paunch, raised him- self on tiptoe, and so managed to grasp his hand, which the benefactor, truth to tell, accepted, yet made no great haste to accept. . . . The child must l)e soothed, satisfied, — well, and one may indukre one's self also. Two days later Mr. Be- nevolensky departed, and carried with him his new protege. During the first three years of his absence, Andriusha wrote with tolerable frequency, some- times enclosing drawings in his letters. Mr. Iknevolensky occasionally added also a few words from himself, chiefly of apj^roval; then the letters became more and more infrequent, and, at last, ceased altogether. Tatyana Bori- sovna's nephew maintained silence for a whole yeai': slie had already begun to worry, when, suddeidy, she received a note whose contents were as follows: " Dkar Aunty! " Two (lays ago, Piotr ^Nlikliaflovitch, my benefactor, (lied. A severe shock of paralysis has deprived me of my last support. Of course, I am already twenty years 42 TATYANA BORISOVNA of age ; in the course of seven years I have made notable progress ; I have strong hopes of my talent and can earn my living* by means of it; I am not downcast, but, nev- ertheless, if you can, send me, for present expenses, two hundred and fifty rubles. I kiss your hands, and re- main," — and so forth. Tatyiina Borisovna sent her nephew the two hundred and fifty rubles. Two months later, he demanded some more; she gathered together her last resources, and sent again. Six weeks had not elapsed after the last despatch, when he asked for the third time, nominally for the pur- pose of purchasing paints for a portrait which a Princess Tertereshneff had ordered from him. Tatyana Borisovna refused. " In that case," he wrote to her, " I intend to come to you, in the country, to recuperate my health." And, in fact, in the month of INI ay of that same year, Andri- lisha retiu'ned to INIaliya Bryki. ^ At first, Tatyana Borisovna did not recognise him. From his letters, she had expected a thin and sickly man, but she beheld a broad-shoul- dered, stout young fellow, with a broad, red face and curly, greasy hair. The pale, slender An- driusha had been converted into sturdy Andrei IvanofF ByelovzorofF. His external appear- ance was not the only thing in him which had undergone a change. The sensitive shyness, the caution and neatness of former years, Iiad been replaced by a careless swagger, by intolerable 43 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN slovenliness: lie swayed to rii^lit and left as he walked, (lung liiinsell' into arni-ehairs, sprawled over the table, lolled, yawned to the fifll extent of liis jaws, and behaved imjjudently to his aunt and the servants, — as much as to say: " I 'm an artist, a free kazjik! 1 "11 show' you what stuff I ni made of! " For whole days together, he would not take a brush in his hand; when the so- called inspiration came upon him, he w^ould be- have as wildly as though he were intoxicated, painfullv, awkwardly, noisily; his cheeks would burn w ith a coarse flush, his eyes w^ould grow in- ebriated: he would set to prating about his tal- ent, his successes, of how he was deyeloping and advancing. . . . But, as a matter of fact, it turned out that his gift barely sufficed for tol- ei-ably fair ])etty portraits. He was an utter ig- iioiaiiius, lie had read nothing; and wlw should an artist read ^ Nature, freedom, poetry, — those are his elements. So, shake thy curls, and chatter away volubly, and inhale Zhukoff > with frenzy! Russian swagger is a good thing, but it is not becoming to many; and talentless second-rate PolezluieiTs are intolerable. Our Andrei lyan- iteh continued to live at his aunt's: evidently, gratuitous food was to his taste. He inspired visitors with deadly ennui. He would seat him- self at the piano (Tatyana Bdrisovna had set up a piano also) and begin to pick out with one ' The coarsest sort of tobacco.— Translatoe. 44 TATYANA BORISOVNA finger " Tlie dashing Troiku"'; he would strike chords, and thump tlie keys; for hours at a stretch he would howl ^^arlanloff's romances " The solitary Pine," or " No, Doctor, no, do not come," and the fat would close over his eyes, and his cheeks would sliine like a drum And then, suddenly, he would thunder: " Be- gone, ye tumults of passion!" .... And Ta- tyana Borisovna would fairly jump in dismay. " 'T is extraordinary," — she remarked to me one day, — " what songs are composed nowadays, — they are all so despairing, somehow; in my day, they used to compose a different sort: there were sad ones then too, but it was always agreea- ble to listen to them For example : " Come, come to me in the meadow, Where I wait for thee in vain ; Come, come to me in the meadow. Where my tears flow hour after liour .... Alas, thou wilt come to me in the meadow, But then 't will be too late, dear friend ! " Tatyana Borisovna smiled guilefully. " ' I shall suf-fer, I shall suf-fer,' " howled her nephew in the adjoining room. " Stop that, Andriuslia! " " ' My soul is lan-guishing in part-mg,' " con- tinued the irrepressible singer. Tatyana Borisovna shook her head. 45 MEMOIHS OF A SPORTSMAN ' ( )kli. tliosf artists! '".... A WAV lias j)assc'(l since \hv\\. Byelovzoroff is still li\ iii^- N\ itii liis amit, and still preparing to go to I'ett'ishnig. lit has become broader than he is Ion;* in the conntrv. His annt — who would have thought it f--is perfectly devoted to him, and the young girls of the neighbourhood fall in love with him. . . . Many of Tatyana Borisovna's former acquahi- tances have ceased to visit her. 46 Ill DEATH I HA>'E a neighbour, a young agriculturist and young spoi'tsman. One fine morning I dropped in on him for a call, on horseback, with the sug- gestion that we should set out together in quest of woodcock. He consented. " Only," said he, " let us go through my tract of second growth of trees to the Zusha; I '11 take a look at Tchaply- gino by the way. Do you know my oak forest? It is being felled." — "Come on."^ — He ordered his horse to be saddled, donned a green surtout with bronze buttons representing boars' heads, a game- bag embroidered in worsted, and a silver flask, threw over his shoulder a rather new French gun, turned himself about, not without pleasure, in front of the mirror, and called his dog Esperance, which had been presented him by his cousin, an old maid with an excellent heart, but without any hair. We set out. JNIy neighbour took with him the village policeman Arkhip, a fat and ex- tremely short peasant with a square face and cheek-bones of antediluvian development, and a recently-engaged superintendent from the Baltic 47 MK.MOIKS OF A SPORTSMAN provimrs, a young fellow of nineteen years, thin, lair-liaiivtl, niok-eyed, with sloping shoulders, and a long neck, Mr. Gottlieb von der Koch. ]My neighbour hiniscH" had entered into possessioH of his estate not long before. It had come to him by inheritance from his aunt, the wife of Coun- cillor of State ' Kardon-Kataeff, a remarkably la I woman, wlio, even when she was lying in bed, groaned in a prolonged and plaintive manner. \Vc rode into the tract of second growth trees. ■ WnW for me here, in the glade," said Ardalion Mikhailitcli (my neighbour), turning to his satel- lites. The German bowed, slipped off his horse, pulled a small book from his pocket, apparently a romance ])y Johann Schopenhauer, and sat down under a bush; iVrkbip remained in the sun, and never moved for the space of an hour. We made a circuit through the bushes, and found not a sin- gle covey. Ardalion ^likhailitch announced that he intended to !)etake himself to the forest. For some reason or other, I myself had no faith in the success of our hunt on that day: I wended my way after him. The German noted his page, rose, put the book in his pocket, and mounted, not without difhculty, liis bob-tailed, imperfect mare, uhich s(iuealed and kicked out at the slightest touch: Arkhip gave a start, jerked both reins si- multaneously, flung his feet about, and, at last, ' The fifth grade from tlie top, in Peter the Great's Table of Hanks. — Translator. 48 DEATH got his stupefied and spiritless little nag to move from the spot. We rode off. Ardalion ^Nlikhailitch's forest had been fa- miliar to me from my childhood. In company with my French tutor, ]M — r. Desire Fleury, the kindest of men (who, nevertheless, came near ruining my health for life, by making me drink De Roy's potion of an evening), I frequently walked to Tchaplygino. The entire forest con- sisted of about two or three hundred enormous oak-trees and maples. Their stately, mighty boles darkled magnificently against the translu- cent golden-green of the hickories and mountain- ashes; they rose higher, outlined themselves gracefully against the clear azure, and there, at last, flung wide the canopy of their broad, gnarled boughs; hawks, honey-buzzards, kestrels soared whistling over the motionless crests, spotted woodpeckers tapped vigorously on the thick bark ; the resonant song of the black thrush suddenly rang forth in the dense foliage, follow- ing the variable cry of the oriole ; down below, in the bushes, hedge-sparrows, finches, and pewits twittered and warbled ; chaffinches hopped briskly along the paths ; a white hare stole along the edge of the woods, cautiously "limping"; a reddish- brown squirrel leaped in an offhand way from tree to tree, and suddenly sat down, with tail aloft, over our heads. In the grass, near the tall ant-hills, beneath the liglit shadow of the deeply 49 .MK.MOllJS or A SPORTSMAN dented ht-iiitifiil fronds of the ferns, violets and lilies of the valley l)loonied, and mushrooms of various sorts, and erimson fly-agaric orevv; in the httle ^la(ks. amid the hushes, strawherries "learned red. . . And what shade there was in the forest! In the \ ery height of the heat, at noonday, it was perfect night: silence, perfume, coolness. . . . Cheerfully had I passed the time in Tehaplygino, and therefore, I confess, it was not without a feeling of sadness that I now rode into the forest which was but too familiar to me. The pernicious, snowdess winter of 1840 had not spared my old friends, the oaks and maples; with- ered, stripped hare, here and there covered with consunij)ti\e foliage, they drooped mournfully o\ci- the young coppice which had " taken their place hut not I'eplaced them." ' Some, still clothed with leaves helow, reared their lifeless, hroken l)ougiis aloft as though with reproach and despaii-: in the case of others, from the foliage, still tolerahly dense, though not abundant, not copious as of yore, thick, dry, dead branches pro- truded; the hark of others had fallen at a dis- ' III tlu' year IS+O, althougli tlicre was a most rigorous frost, no Miow fell until the very end of December; all the crops were frozen, a!iil many fine oak forests were ruined by that ruthless winter. It is difticnlt to re})lace them: the productive power of the soil is evidently lesseiiinfr; on " forliidden " winter-killed lands (around which tiicre had i)een a procession wiiii holy j)ic- tures), in ])lace of the former noble trees, birches and aspens are sprinfrinp up of themselves; and with us no one knows how to propagate woods otherwise. 50 DEATH tance; others still had rallen altogether, and were rotting, like corpses, on the ground. Who could have foreseen it — that it would be impossible to find shade — shade in Tchaplygino — anywhere! Well, I thought, as 1 gazed at the moribund trees: I think you must feel ashamed and bitter. .... Koltzoff 's ^ verse recurred to my mind : " What has become Of the lofty speech, The haughty power, Th' imperial valour.'' Where now is thy Green might . . . ," " Why is this, Ardalion Mikhailitch,"^ — I be- gan: — "Why didn't you fell these trees last year? You will not get a tenth j^art as much for them now, you see, as you would have got then." He merely shrugged his shoulders. " You VI better have asked my aunt; — but the merchants came, brought their money, and im- portuned her." " Mein Gott!" — von der Koch exclaimed at every step. — " Vat a prank! vat a prank! ' " What prank do you mean? " — remarked my neighbour, with a smile. " Dat is, vat a peety, I meanttt to zay." (It is a well-known fact, that all Germans, when they *Alexyei ^'asilievitc•h Koltzoff (1809-184.2), a writer of extremely original natiojial ballads. — Traxslator. 51 MKMOIHS OF A SPOUTSJMAN have at last iiiastcircl our lettti- /. with hard pro- muK-iatioii, throw rciiiarkahlc stress upon it.') 1 1 is rt'«rrt't was particuhirly aroused by the oaks uliic-li l:i\ on the onnind, — and, as a mat- ter t)!' f'aet. any miller would have paid a high price lor them. On the other hand, xVrkhip, the village polieemaii. maintained imperturbable e<»mj)osure, and did not grieve in the least; on the ct>ntrary. he lea})ed over them not without satis- faetioii. and lashed them with his whip. \\'e w c re making our way to the spot where the fVlliiig was ill ])rogress, when suddenly, follow- ing the noise ol" a falling tree, a shout and talking rang out. and a few moments later a young peas- ant, pale and dishevelled, sprang out of the thieket toward us. ' What 's the matter? — Whither art thou nm- ning'" — Ardalion ^likhailitch asked him. lie immediately came to a halt. "Akh. dear liUle father, Ardalion Mikhai- liteh, i is a catastrophe! " " \\'hat has hai)i)ened? ". " Maxim, dear little father, has been hurt by a tree." " I low did that hapi)en? . . . Maxim the eniitraetori' " " Yes, the contraetoi-, dear little father. We ''I lie ii.inl / is so difficult of pronunciation that some Russians renounce the attempt, and substitute oo: e.g., oodshad (horse) for Uinfuid. Tlu- word lure is khnti/rlll. and I have trebled the / to rep- rt'ient the author's trebled /.- Tuanslatob. 52 • DEATH began to fell a maple, and he stood and watched. . . . He stood and stood, then went off to the well for water : he wanted a drink, you see ; when, an at once, the maple began to crack and fell straight toward him. We shouted at him, ' Run, run, run ! ' . . . He ought to have leaped to one side, but he took and ran straight toward it ... . he must have got frightened. And the ma2:)Ie covered him with its upper boughs. And why it fell so suddenly, — the I^ord knows. . . . The heart must have been rotten." " Well, and did it injure Maxim? " " It did, dear little father." "Mortally?" " No, dear little father, he is still alive, — but what of that? it has broken his arms and legs. So I 'm running for Selivestritch, — for the doctor." Ardalion Mikhailitch ordered the policeman to gallop to the village for Selivestritch, and he himself rode forward at a swift trot to the clear- ing. . . . T followed him. We found poor INIaxim on the ground. Half a score of peasants were standing around him. We alighted. He was hardly groaning; from time to time he opened and dilated his eyes, gazed around him, as though in surprise, and bit his lips, which were turning blue. . . . His chin quiv- ered, his hair adhered to his brow, his chest heaved unevenly : he was dying. The light shade of a young linden flitted across his face. 53 MKMOIKS or A SPORTSMAN \\\ hciit over liim. He recognised Ardalion Mikliailiteli. • Dear little lather,"— he began, in a barely audible tone:— "order .... the priest ....'. to l.c- sent for Tlie Lord .... has pun- ished nie .... my legs and arms are all smashed. . . . To-day .... is Sunday .... and I . . . . and I . . . . you see . . . did not let tlic lads go." lie ceased speaking. His breath failed him. " And give my money .... to my wife .... to my wife .... after deducting .... lor my debts. . . Onisim here knows to whom I am in debt." " We have sent for the doctor, Maxim," — said my neighbour: — " perhaps thou wilt not die yet." He tried to open his eyes, and raised his lids and his eyebrows with the effort. " Yes, I shall die. Yonder .... yonder it is tapping, yonder it is, yonder For- give uv\ my lads, if in anything " " (iod pardons thee, Maxim Andreitch," — said the peasants dully with one voice, and took off their caps: — " do thou forgive us." He .suddenly shook his head in a desperate way, painfiiily heaved his chest, and lowered it again. " Hui Ik cannot be left to die here," — ex- claimed Ardali('»ii Mikhailitch: — "fetch hither a mat lioiii tlie earl yonder, my lads, — let's carry iiiiii to the hospital." A rly lat grty horse, such as millers use. In the cart .sal a robust peasant, in a new long-coat, and with a streaky beard.—" Iley there, Vasily Dmi- tritcli," — sliouted Kapiton from the window: — " pray come in ... . 'T is the miller from Ly- l)(')lf ■' he whispered to me. The peasant de- .scended. gruiiting, from his cart, entered the doc- tor's room, sought the holy pictures with his eyes, and crossed himself.—" Well, what now, Vasily Dmitritch. what \s the news .... But you must be ill: your face doesn't look right." — "Yes, .Kapit('>ti Timofeeitch, something's wrone-." — ' W'iiat s the matter with you?" — "Why, this, Kaj)iloii Timofeeitch. Xot long ago, I bought a mill-stone in town: well, 1 brought it home, and wlien I began to unload it from the cart, I strained inxsrlf. probably, or something of the sort, and tlieic- was a ripping in my belly, as though something had broken . . . and ever 58 DEATH since then I have heen aihng all the time. To- day I even feel very bad." — " H'm," — said Kapiton, and took a pinch of snuff: " that means, yon 've ruptured yoiu'self . And did this happen to you long since? "^ — "Why, ten days ago." — "Ten days?" (The doctor inhaled the air through his teeth, and shook liis head.) "Allow me to feel of you. . . . Well, Vasily Dmitritch," he said at last: " 1 'm sorry for thee, my dear fellow, but thou 'rt in a bad way, thou 'rt seriously ill ; remain here with me; I will use every effort, but I will guarantee nothing."^ — " Is it as bad as that? " — muttered the astonished miller. — " Yes, Vasily Dmitritch, it is very bad ; you ought to have come to me a couj^le of days earlier, and it would n't have amounted to anything; I could have relieved you easilj^; but now there is inflammation, that 's what 's the matter : the first you know, gangrene will set in." — ^" But it cannot be, Kapiton Timo- feeitch."— " But I tell you it is so."— " But why?" — (The doctor shrugged his shoulders.) — " And must I die from that trifle? " — " I don't say that .... but do stay here." The peasant meditated, meditated, stared at the floor, then at us, scratched his head, then caught up his cap. " Whither art thou going, Vasily Dmitritch? " — " Whither? home, of course, if matters are as bad as that. I must make my arrangements, if that is so." — " But, g(wd hea\ens! you will do yourself an injury, A^asily Dnn'tritch; I 'm amazed that 59 MKMOIHS OF A SPORTSMAX v<.u niAiniiXvd t.. oct licre, as it is. Uo stay."— •• Ni.. bn.tlKT. Kapitoii Tiinofeeitch, if I must (lie, tluu 1 II (lie at home; for if 1 were to die here, the Lord oidy knows what would happen at iiiv house."—" We don't know, as yet, Vasily Dinitriteh, liow the affair will turn out 'riuie is danger, of eourse, very great danger, there's n<> (lis|)uting tliat but that is preeiscly the ivason why you ought to remain." (The peasant shook iiis head.)— "No, Kapiton 'riniof'eeiteh. I will not stay but won't vou i)reseril)e some medicine?" — "Medicine alone will not help."—" I won't stay, I tell you." — '* \\\11. do as you please .... only, look out, that \nii dont blame me afterward!" Tlie doctor tore a leaf out of the album, and, haxiiiL' written a prescription, he advised him wlmt to do in addition. The peasant took the j)ai)er, gave Kapiton lialf a ruble, left the room, and c]iml)ed into his cart. — " Well, good-bye, Kaj)it(')n Timofeeiteh: don't bear me ill-will, and dont forget my orphans, if anything " ■ II( y. stay here. \^isily! " — The peasant merely shook his head, slapped his horse with the reins, and drove out of the yard. I went out into the street and "a/ed after liim. The road was muddv and full ol" holes: tlie miller drove cautiously, without haste, guiding the horse skilfully, and nodding to the ])ersons whom he met On the fourth dav he died. GO DEATH On the whole, it is wonderful how Russians (lie. JNIany dead now recur to my mind. I recall thee, my old friend, Avenir Sorokoiimoff', my fellow-student, who did not finish his course, a fine, nohle man! Again 1 hehold thy consump- tive, greenish face, thy thin, reddish hair, thy gentle smile, thy ecstatic glance, thy long limbs; I hear thy weak, caressing voice. Thou livedst with the Great Russian landed proprietor, Gur Kupryanikoff ; thou didst teach his children, Fof a and Zyozo, to read and write Russian, together with geography and history ; thou didst patienth^ endure the heavy jokes of Gur himself, the coarse amiability of the butler, the stale pranks of the malicious little boys; not without a bitter smile, but also without complaint, didst thou comply with the capricious demands of the bored lady of the manor ; on the other hand, when thou wert resting, how blissfully happy wert thou in the evening, after supper, when, having rid thy- self, at last, of all obligations and occupations, thou wert wont to seat thyself at the window, and pensively smoke thy pipe, or eagerly turn over the leaves of a mutilated and soiled number of the thick journal brought from town by the sur- veyor, the same sort of homeless wight as thyself ! How pleased wert thou then by all poems and novels, how easily did the tears well up to thine eyes, with what pleasure didst thou laugh, with what genuine love for mankind, with what noble 61 MK.M(MKS OF A SPORTSMAN sviiii)atliv lor tvcrvliiin^- tliat was good and * * •I'll iK-aiitiliil was thy soul— pure as that of a child — pcriiK-atcd! I must say, to tell the truth, thou wcrt not distinguished for extraordinary wit; nature liad not gifted thee with either memory or studi(»usness; in the university thou wert reck- oned one (.f the worst students; at the lectures thou ut rt wont to sleep, — at the examinations, to maintain a solemn silence; but whose eyes heamed with iov, whose breath came short over the success, ovei the good fortune of a comrade? — Avenir's. . . . \Vho believed blindly in the lofty mission of his friends, who extolled them with pride, wlio defended them with obduracy? Who was it tliat knew neither envy nor self-love, who was it tliat disinterestedly sacrificed himself, who was it that ^villin<>•lv vielded submission to peoj)le wlio were not .vorth the soles of his shoes? .\lwavs thou, always thou, our kind Avem'rl 1 remember, that thou l)a(lest thy com- rades I'arewell w ith broken heart, when thou ^vert setting off to become a tutor; evil premonitions tormented thee. . . . iVnd, in fact, thou didst fare l)ut ill in the country; in the country there was no one foi- thee to listen to adoringly, no one to ad- mire, no one to love And those steppe- dwellers and cultivated gentry treated thee like a teacher: some roughly, others carelessl3\ And moreover, tliou didst not ])re(lispose in thy favour l>y thine ap[)earance; thou wert shy, thou didst 62 DEATH blush, cast down thine eyes, stammer. . . . The country air did not even restore thy health: thou didst melt away like a candle, poor fellow! Truth to tell, thy chamber looked on the garden; bird-cherry trees, apple-trees, linden-trees shed their light blossoms on thy table, on thy ink- bottle, on thj^ books ; on the wall hung a little blue silk cushion for thy watch, given to thee at the hour of parting by a kind, sentimental little German governess with blonde curls and small blue eyes ; sometimes an old friend from Moscow dropped in to see thee, and wrought thee to ec- stasy by other people's verses, or even by his own ; but solitude, the intolerable slavery of the teach- er's calling, the impossibility of winning freedom, the endless autumns and winters, importunate illness. . . . Poor, poor Avenir! I visited SorokoiimoiF not long before his death. He w as hardly able to walk. Squire Gur Kupryanikoff did not eject him from his house, but he ceased to pay him any salary, and hired an- other tutor for Zyozo. . . . Fofa had been sent off to the cadet school. Avenir w^as sitting by his window, in an old Voltaire chair. The weather w^as magnificent. The bright autumnal sky gleamed blue above the dark -brown row of naked lindens; here and there the last bright- yellow leaves on them were rustling and whisper- ing. The earth, penetrated with frost, w^as sweating and thawing in the sun; its slanting 63 ^IKMOTRS OF A SPORTSMAN crimson rays beat .)l)liciiiely on tlie pale grass; one tVlt conscious of a slight crackling in the air; the voices of tilt' hihourers resounded clearly and in- tclligilily in tlir garden. Avenir wore an old IJukhani (hvssing-gown: a green neckerchief cast a dcathlv hue upon liis dreadfully emaciated face. He was extremely delighted to see me, stretched out his hand, and began to speak, and to cough. 1 allowed him to quiet down, and seated myself l)eside him. ... On Avenir's lap lay a note- !)ook filK'd with poems of Koltzoif, carefully copied; he tapped it with the other hand. • There was a poet,'' he faltered, with an effort repressing his cough, and tried to declaim, in a barely audible voice: "Or luith the falcon Fettered wings? Or are his patlis All ordered?" I sto])ped him: the doctor had forbidden him to talk. I knew what would please him. Soro- koiimoff' had never, as the saying is, " kept in touch "" with science, but he was curious to know what the great minds had done, and how far they had got now. lie would, sometimes, take a com- lade off in one corner, and begin to interrogate hijn: he would listen, and marvel, and believe him imi)licitly, and then re])eat it all after liim. (ierman philosophy in particular possessed a 64) DEATH strong interest for him. — I began to talk to him about Hegel (this happened long ago, as you see). Avenir nodded his head affirmatively, ele- vated his eyebrows, smiled, whispered: " I under- stand, I understand .... ah! good, good! . . . ." The childlike curiosity of the poor, dying, home- less, and discarded fellow touched me to tears, I admit. I must remark, that Avenir, contrary to the habit of most consumptives, did not deceive himself in the least as to his malady .... and what then? He did not sigh, he did not grieve, he did not even once refer to his condition. . . . Collecting his forces, he talked of INIoscow, of his comrades, of Pushkin, of the theatre, and of Russian literature; he recalled our merry- makings, the heated discussions of our circle, with regret he mentioned the names of two or three friends who had died " Dost thou remember Dasha? " — he added at last: — " that was a soul of gold! that was a heart! and how she loved me! ... . What has become of her now? — I think she must have withered away, gone into a decline, has n't she, poor girl? " I did not dare to undeceive the sick man, — and, in fact, wliy should he know that his Dasha was now twice as broad as she was long, and consorted with merchants — with the brothers Kondatchkoff, powdered and painted herself, squealed and wrangled? " But," I said to myself, as I gazed at his ex- 65 MK.MOl HS OF A SPORTSMAN haustcd I'acf, " cannot he be got caway from here? Perliaps tlRiv is still a possibility of curing bini ....'" -But Avcnir did not permit me to finish my ]iroi)osal. •• No, brother, thanks,"— he said: — "it makes IK. (liflVrence wheie I die. I certainly shall not survive- nntil the winter. . . . Why disturb peo- ple unnecessarily^ I have become accustomed to this house. To tell the truth, the master and mis- tress here are . . . ." " Air unkind, thou meanest?" I interpolated. '' \o, not unkind! they are wooden creatures, somehow. However, 1 cannot complain of them. There are neighbours: I^anded Proprietor Kasat- kin has a daughter, a cultivated, amiable, ex- tremely kind young girl .... not proud . . . ." Again Sorokoumofi* had a fit of coughing. " Nothing would matter," — he went on, after resting: — " if I were only permitted to smoke my i)ipe. . . . 15ut I 'm not going to die like this. I will smoke my pipe! " — he added, with a sly wink.^ — " Thank God, I 've lived enough, enough. I "ve known good people. . . ." " Hut Ihou shouldst write to thy relatives," — I interrupted him. " What 's the good of w'riting to my relatives? So far as helj)ing is concerned, — they won't help me: when I die, they will hear of it. But what 's the use ol" talking about this. . . . Tell me, rather, what hast thou .seen abroad? " 66 DEATH I began to narrate. He fairly bored his eyes into me. Toward evening I went away, and ten days later I received the following letter from Mr. KupryanikofF : " I have the honour to inform you herewith, my dear sir, that your friend, tlie student Mr. Avenir Sorokoil- mofF, who resided in my house, died three days ago, at two o'clock in the afternoon, and was buried to-day in my parish church at my expense. He requested me to send you the accompanying seven books and note-books. It turned out that he had twenty-two rubles and a half, which, together with his remaining things, become the property of his relatives. Your friend died perfectly conscious, and, I may say, with equal lack of feeling, without having displayed any signs whatsoever of regret, even when our entire family bade him farewell. My con- soi-t, Kleopatra Alexandrovna, sends you her compli- ments. The death of your friend could not fail to have an effect upon her nerves ; so far as I am concerned, I am well, thank God, and have the honour to be — Your most humble servant G. KupryanikofF." Many other instances occur to my mind, — but it would be impossible to recount them all. I will confine myself to one. An aged landed proprietress died in my pres- ence. The priest began to read over her the pray- ers for a departing soul, but suddenly observed that she was actually dying, and with all haste 67 MI.MOllJS OF A SPORTSMAN iiuw licr the cross to kiss. The ladv tlinist it aside impaticiitlv. \\'li\ art thou in such a luirrv, ba- tiuslikaf" — she said w itii her sluggish tongue: — " thou will lia\c ])lcnty of time." . . . She kissed the cross, tried to thrust her hand under the pilIo\\. and (h'cw her hist breath. Under the pil- low lay a siKcr ruble: she wanted to pay the priest lor her own prayer-service. . . . Ves. wonderful is the wav in which Russians die! 68 IV THE SINGERS The small village of Kolotovka, which formerly belonged to a landed proprietress who was known throughout the neighbourhood as the Planer on account of her energetic and evil disposition (her real name remained unknown), but now the property of some Petersburg Germans or other, lies on the slope of a bare hill, intersected from top to bottom by a frightful ravine, which, yawn- ing like a bottomless pit, winds its way, cleft and excavated by torrents, through the very middle of the street, and separates the two sides of the poor little hamlet Avorse than a river, — for across a river a bridge may, at least, be built. A few spindling willows timidly descend its sandy slopes; at the very bottom, dry and yellow as brass, lie huge slabs of clayey stone. The aspect is cheerless, there 's no denying that, — and yet, all the inhabitants of the neighbourhood are well acquainted with the road to Kolotovka: they re- sort thither often and gladly. At the very apex of the ravine, a few paces 69 MKATOIKS OF A SrOHTSMAX Irniii tijc point wluii- it lias its hc'^iiining as a narrow clvi'i, stands a tiny lour-sqiiarc cottage, — alont', apart from the rest. It is roofed with straw thatcli, and has a cliimney; one window is turnt-d t(. the ra\ inr, Hke a vigilant eye, and on winter e\enings. illuminated from within, it is visihle from afai', athwart tlie dim mist of the frost, and twinkles forth as a guiding star to man\ a wayfaring peasant. Over the door of the cottage a hlue hoard is nailed n]): this cot is a dram-shop, called " The Pritvnnv." ^ Pro})abIv the licjuoi" ill this dram-shop is not sold for an}'' less than the current price, but it is much more diligently fre(juented than all the other establish- ments of the same character in the vicinity. Xikohii Ivaniteh. the tapster, is the cause. Xikohii l\;t!iiteh. once upon a time a slender, eiirlv-haired. I'osv-cheeked voung fellow, but now a icmarkahly obese man, already turning grey, with a lace swimming in fat, cunning but good- natured little eves, and a Heshv brow, intersected by thi-ead-like wi'inkles, has been living in Ko- l<)t(n ka foi- more than twenty years. Nikolai I\;initeh is a smart, shrewd man, like the ma- jority of dram-shop keepers. Without being dis- tinguished by any s])ecial amiability or loquacity, he possesses the gift of attracting and retaining his patrons, w Ik;, i'or some reason, find it particu- ' Any place wlicre p«-<>j»le arc fond of asseiiil)ling, any agreeable (priyatny) place, is called " pritynny." 70 THE SINGERS larly jolly to sit in front of his counter, beneath the calm and cordial, though keen gaze of tlie ])hlegmatic liost. lie has a great deal of com- mon sense; he is well acquainted with the ways of the gentry and of the peasantry and of tlie burghers; in (hffieulties, he might give advice which was far from stupid, but, as a cautious man and an egoist, he prefers not to interfere, and, at most, merely by distant hints uttered as though wholly devoid of intention, will he guide his pa- trons — and even then only his favourite patrons — into the way of truth. He is a good judge of everything which is important or interesting to the Russian man : of horses and cattle, of forests and of bricks, of crockery and dry-goods and leather wares, of songs and dances. When he has no guests, he generally sits, like a sack, on the ground in front of his cottage, with his thin legs tucked up under him, and exchanges affable re- marks with all the passers-by. He has seen a great deal in his day, he has outlived scores of petty gentry who have come to him for " alco- hol," he know^s everything that is going on for a hundred versts round about, and never blurts it out, never even has the appearance of knowing tliat which not even the most penetrating com- missioner of rural police so much as suspects. He minds his own business, holds his tongue, smiles to himself, and shifts his drinking-glasses about. The neighbours respect him. The ci- 71 MKMOIRS OF A SPOHTS:srAN .ilian Cic-m-ral ' Slislitcherspetenko, tlic Icadino- s«iuirc 111" tlic district as to rank, always nods con- dtscvndin«il\- to liini wlienevci- he passes his little iiouse. Nikolai Ivaniteh is a man of influence: he forced a well-known horse-thief to restore a horse wiiich he had ahstracted from the yard of one of his aciiiiaintances, he hrought to their senses the peasants of a neighbouring village who were un- \\illing to accept a new manager, and so forth. Hilt it must not be supposed that he did this out of love for justice, out of zeal for his neighbours no! lie simply endeavours to prevent anything whicli may in any way disturb his tranquillity. Nikolai Ivaniteh is married, and has children. His wife, an alert, sharp-nosed, and quick-ej^ed woman of the burgher class, has also grown rather heavv in bodv of late, like her husband. lie relies upon her thoroughly, and she keeps their money under lock and key. Boisterous drunkards fear her; she is not fond of them: there is little j)rofit from them, but much uproar; the silent, surly sort are more to her taste. Xikolai Ivanitch's children are still small; all the first- born have died, but the rest resemble their pa- rents: it is a pleasure to look at the clever faces of these robust vounosters. ' Aorordiiig to Peter the Great's famous Table of Ranks, civil- ians liohi military titles (though they are rarely used, except in the case of " general ") which correspond with tlie grade they have attained. In order of precedence, tlie "generals" run as follows: Actual Privy Councillor corresponds to General of Cav- alry. Infantry, or Artillery; Privy Councillor, to Meutenant-Gen- cral; Actual Councillor of State, to xMajor-General.— Tkanslator. 72 THE SINGERS It was an intolerably hot July day, when, slowly putting one foot before the other, and ac- companied by my dog, I made my way upward along the Kolotovka ravine in the direction of the Pritynny dram-sho}). The sun was blazing in the sky, as though in a furious rage; it stewed and baked one unremittingly; the air was impreg- nated with stifling dust. The daws and crows, covered with gloss, with gaping bills stared at the passers-by, as though entreating their sympa- thy ; the sparrows were the only ones who did not grieve, and puffing out their feathers, they twit- tered more violently than ever, and fought in the hedges, flew amicably from the dusty road, and soared in grey clouds above the green patches of hemp. I was suff"ering tortures from thirst. There was no water near; in Kolotovka, as in many other villages of the steppes, the peasants drink a sort of liquid mud from the pond, in de- fault of springs or wells. . . . But who would call that repulsive beverage water? I wanted to ask Nikolai Ivanitch for a glass of beer or kvas. I must admit that Kolotovka does not present a very cheerful spectacle at any season of the year; but it arouses a particularly sad feeling when the glittering July sun with its pitiless rays is heating the dark-brown, half -dispersed thatches of the houses, and that deep ravine, and the burnt-up, dusty pasture, across which hopelessly wander gaunt, long-legged hens, and the grey, aspen framework with holes in lieu of windows, 73 MK.MOIKS OF A SPORTS.MAX tlu- niiiiKiiit oi' the* fornicr manor-house, com plfttly ovirgrowii with ritttles, steppe-grass, and wonuuootl, and covered with goose-down, the hhiek pond, n-d-hot as it were, with a fringe of half-drifd nind. and a dam, twisted awry, by whose sidt . (»ii the asli-hUe soil, trodden fine,sheep, barely l)reathing and sneezing with the dust, sadl\- imddlc close to one another, and with de- jected patience bow their lieads as though wait- ing for that intolerable heat to pass off at last. With wiaiy stc])s I approached the abode of Ni- kolai haiiiteli, exoking in the small brats, as was j)roj)er, a suiprise which rose to the pitch of .strainedly-irrational stares, and in the dogs wrath u Inch was expressed by l>arking so hoarse and vicious, that it seemed as though all their entrails were bring torn out of them, and they themselves coughed and panted after it, — when, all of a sud- den, on the threshold of the dram-shop there made his ap{)earance a peasant of lofty stature, capless, in a frieze cloak, girt low v»ith a sky-blue girdle. I'rom his apj)earance, he seemed to be a house- servant; his thick grey hair rose in disorder above his lean, \\ rinkled face. He called some one, hur- riedly gesticulating with his arms, which, evi- dently, made more sweeping flourishes than he himself intended. It was obvious that he had al- ready succeeded in getting intoxicated. " Come along, come along, I say!" — he stam- mered, ele\ating his thick eyebrows with an ef- 74 THE SINGERS fort: — " come along, Blinker, come along! deuce take thee, my good fellow, thou fairly crawlest, upon my word. 'T is not well, my good fellow. They are waiting for thee, and here thou art crawling. . . . Come along." " Well, I 'm coming, 1 'm coming," — re- sounded a quavering voice, and from behind the cottage, on the right, a short, fat, lame man made his a])pearance. He wore a fairly clean woollen overcoat, with his arm in one sleeve only; a tall, conical cap, pulled straight down to his brows, imparted to his round, plump face a sly and jeer- ing expression. His small, yellow eyes fairly darted about, a repressed, constrained smile never left his lips, and his long, sharp nose pro- jected audaciously in front like a rudder. — " I 'm coming, my dear fellow," — he went on, hobbling in the direction of the dram-shop: — "why dost thou call me? . . . Who is waiting for me? " " Why do I call thee? " — said the man in the frieze coat, reproachfully. — ^" Thou 'rt a queer fellow, Blinker: thou art called to the dram-shoji, and thou askest : ' Why ? ' Good men are waiting for thee: Turk-Yashka, and Wild Gentleman, and the contractor from Zhisdra. Yashka and the contractor have made a bet: thev have wa- gered a gallon of beer as to which one of them will outdo the other, — that is to say, which will sing the best Dost understand? " 7o MKMOIHS OF A SPORTSMAN "Is Vaslika ^oino- to sing?" — said tlie man callfd lilinker, with vivacity, — "And art not thou \\\\\^. Ninny :* " •' 1 III not lyinu/' — replied The Ninny, with (h'tJ-nitv: •' hut thou art talking- crazy nonsense. Oi" course he "s going to sing, if he has made a bet, thou hi(ly-hug, tliou rogue, Blinker!" *' Well, come on then, silly," retorted Blinker. " Come, kiss me at least, my darling," — stam- mered The NiiHiy, opening his arms widely. " Pshaw . wliat a tender ^-Esop," — replied Hhnker, scornfully, irpulsing him with his elbow, and both, l)ending down, entered the low-browed d(X)r. The conversation I had overheard powerfully excited my curiosity. JNIore than once rumours liad readied me about Turk-Yashka as the best singer in the vicinity, and an opportunity^ had now presented itself to me to hear him in compe- tition with another master of the art. I redoubled my i)ace, and entered the establishment. In all l)robal)ihtv, not many of mv readers have had a chance to take a peep at country dram-shoj^s; but into what i)laces do not we sportsmen enter! Their arrangement is extremely simple. They usually consist of a dark anteroom and a light cot- tsige, separated into two divisions by a partition, behind which no visitor has the right to go. In this partition, above the broad, oaken table, a large, oblong opening is made. On the table or 76 THE SINGERS counter the liquor is sold. Sealed square bottles of various sizes stand in rows on shelves, directly opposite the aperture. In tlie central ])art of the cottage, designed for patrons, are benches, two or three empty casks, and a corner table. The majority of country dram-shops are rather dark, and almost never Mill you see on their board walls any of the brilliantly coloured cheap pictures which are lacking in very few cottages. When I entered the Pritynny dram-shop, a fairly numerous company was already assembled there. Behind the counter, as w^as proper, almost to the full extent of the aperture, Nikolai Ivanitch was standing in a gay-coloured cotton shirt and with a languid smile on his plump cheeks, and pouring out w ith his fat, white hands two glasses of liquor for the friends who had just entered. Blinker and The Ninny; and behind him, in the corner, near the window, his brisk-ej^ed wife was to be seen. In the middle of the room stood Yashka-the-Turk, a spare and well-built man of three-and-twenty years, clad in a long-tailed nan- keen kaftan, blue in coloin*. He looked like a dashing factory-hand, and, apparently, could not boast of very robust health. His sunken cheeks, his large, uneasy grey eyes, his straight nose with thin, mobile nostrils, his white receding brow, with light chestnut curls tossed back, his large but handsome and expressive lips — his whole counte-= 77 MK.MOIKS OF A SPORTSMAN iiaiuv (li-nott'd ;iii iiiij)ivssionablc and ])assi()nate man. I h was in a state of gvvat excitement: his eyes were w inking' Iianl, lie was breathini>' irregu- larlv, his hands were trenibhn^' as though with fever,- -and lie really had a fever, that palpitat- inir. sudden fexcr whieh is so familiar to all peopli' who speak or sing })efore un audience. Jieside him stood a man about forty years of age, broad-shouldered, with broad cheek-bones, and a low brow , nairow Tatar eyes, a short, thick nose, a scjuarc cliiii, and shining bhick liair as stiff as bristles. The expression of his swarthy and leaden-hued face, especially of his pallid lips, might ha\e been designated as almost fierce, had it not been so composedly-meditative. He hardly stiiTed. and only slowly glanced around him, like ;'n ox from beneath his yoke. He w'as dre.s.sed in some sort of a threadbare coat with sMUJotii, l)rass l)uttons; an old, black silk kerchief encircled liis Imgc mek. He was called the Wild (ientleman. Directly opposite him, on the bench, beneath tlu' holy })ictu,res, sat Yashka's com- j)etitor, the contractor from Zhisdra: he was a thick-set j)easant, low of stature, aged thirty, j)ockmarked and curly-haired, witli a stub})y, snub nose, small, lively brown eyes, and a small, thin beard. lie cast bold glances about him, with liis Ii.uKJs tucked under him, chattered inces- santly, and kept tapping with his feet, which were shod ill danditied boots with a border. 78 THE SINCxERS He wore a new, thin arniyak ' of grey cloth, with a velveteen collar, against which tlie edge of a scarlet shirt, closely hiittoned around the throat, stood out sliarply. In the opposite corner, to the right of the door, at the tal)le, an insignificant lit- tle peasant was sitting, clad in a scant, threadbare smock-frock with a huge hole in the shoulder. The sunlight streamed in a thin, yellowisli flood through tlie dusty panes of two tiny windows, and, apparently, could not conquer the liahitual gloom of the room: all the objects were scantily illuminated, — in spots, as it were. On the other liand, it was almost cool there, and the sensation of suffocation and sultry heat slipped from my shoulders, like a burden, as soon as I had stepped across the threshold. My arrival — I could see it — somewhat discon- certed Nikolai Ivanitch's guests at first; but, perceiving that he boAved to me, as to an acquain- tance, they recovered their composure, and paid no further attention to me. I ordered some beer, and seated myself in the corner, beside the peas- ant in the torn smock. "Well, what now!" — suddenly roared The Ninny, tossing oil" a glass of beer at one gulp, and accompanying his exclamation with the same strange flourishing of the hands, without which, ^ A coat wliich is fitted as far as the waist-line, folds diaarted to tlie tails by plaits inserted at the waist where the curving seams from the shoulders join the sii)n»vingly. ■ \\\ \\ ill l)ei'iii. il' voii like," — said the con- tractor, coolly, and Nvith a self-satisfied smile: — 1 III iiady." " And 1 III ready," — enunciated Yakoff, with agitation. " Well, hegin, my lads, begin," piped Blinker. IJiit, despite the unanimously expressed desire, no one did l)egin; the contractor did not even rise from his bench, — all seemed to be waiting for sometliing. Hegin! " — said the AVild Gentleman, sharply and morosely. ^'akof^ gave a start. The contractor rose, pulled (low II his girdle, and cleared his throat. "But who's to begin?" — he asked, in a slightly altered voice of the Wild Gentleman, wjio still continued to stand motionless in the middle of the room, with his thick legs strad- dled I'ar apart, and his mighty arms thrust into the pockets of his full trousers almost to the elhow . " Tlioii. thou, contractor," — lisped The Ninny, — " thou, my good fellow." The Wild (ientleman darted a sidelonfy glance at him. The Xinny gave a faint squeak, grew 80 THE SINGERS confused, stjired at some point on the ceiling, twitclied his shoulders, and relapsed into silence. " Cast lots," — said the Wild Gentleman with a pause between his words: — " and let the meas- ure of beer be placed on the counter." Nikolai Ivanitch bent down, picked up the measure from the floor, ^vitli a grunt, and set it on the table. The Wild Gentleman glanced at Yakoff, and said: " Go ahead! " Yakoff fumbled in his pockets, drew forth a two-kopek piece, and bit a mark in it. The con- tractor pulled from beneath the tails of his kaf- tan a new leathern purse, deliberately untied the cords, and pouring out a quantity of small change into his hand, selected a new two-kopek bit. The Ninny held out his well-worn cap, with its broken and ripped visor; Yakoff tossed his coin into it, and the contractor tossed in his. " 'T is for thee to draw,"— said the Wild Gen- tleman, turning to Blinker. Blinker laughed in a self-satisfied way, took the cap in both hands, and began to shake it. Instantaneously a profound silence reigned: the coins, faintly jingling, clinked against each other. I cast an attentive glance around: all faces expressed strained expectation; the Wild Gentleman himself screwed up his eyes; my neighboiu-, the wretched little peasant in the torn smock, even craned out his neck with curiosity. 81 MKMOIKS OF A SPORTSMAN HIiiiktr tlinist his hand into tlic cap and drew out the contractors coin: all heaved a sigh. Yakoff fhislud scarlet, and the contractor passed his hand over his hair. '* There, did n"t I say that thou sliouldst be- •riu."— exclaimed The Ninny. " 1 told you so! " " Well. well, don't s({uawk," ' — remarked the Wild (ientlenian. disdainfully. "Begin," — he added, noddirjg his head at the contractor. 'What song shall I sing? " — inquired the con- tractor, hecoming flustered. '■ Whatever one thou wilt," — replied Blinker. ■ Whatever song comes into thy head, sing that." Wluitever one thou pleasest, of course, "^ — ■ added Nikolai Ivanileli, slowly folding his arms on liis chest. — "There's no decree for thee on that matter. Sing what thou wilt; only, sing well; and afterward, we will decide according to our consciences." " According to our consciences, of course," — put in The Ninny, and licked the rim of his empty glass. " Let me clear my throat a bit, my good fel= lows," — began the contractor, drawing his fingers alf)ng the- cdllai- of his kaftan. ■'Come, come, don't dawdle — begin!" — said the Wild Crentleman, with decision, and dropped his eves. * ' Hawks squawk wlien they are frightened by anything. 82 THE SINGERS The contractor reflected a while, shook his head, and advanced a pace. Yakoff riveted his eyes upon him. ... But before 1 enter upon a description of the contest itself, 1 consider it not superfluous to say a few words about each of the acting personages of my tale. The life of several of them was al- ready known to me, when I encountered them in the Pritynny dram-shop; I collected information concerning the others later on. Let us begin with The Ninny. This man's real name was Evgraf Ivanoff ; but no one in all the country round about called him anything but The Ninny, and he alluded to himself by this nick- name also; so well did it fit him. And, as a mat- ter of fact, nothing could have been better suited to his insignificant, eternally alarmed features. He was an idle, unmarried house-serf, who had very long since been discarded by his owners, and who, although he had nc duties and received not a penny of wages, found the means, nevertheless, to indulge in daily sprees at other people's ex- pense. He had a multitude of acquaintances, who treated him to licjuor and to tea, without themselves knowing why they did so, because he not only was not entertaining in company, but even, on the contrary, bored every one with his senseless chatter, his unbearable insolence, his feverish movements and incessant, unnatural laughter. He could neither sing nor dance; in all 83 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN his lilV lie- had not uttered a witty nor even a sensi- ble word: lie did nothing but "tipple" and lie at random — a regular ninny! And yet, not a single drinking-bout took place within a circuit of forty \ersts ^^'ithout his long-limbed figure turning u}) among the guests, — so wonted had they become to him, and so tolerant of his pres- ence as an inevitable evil. He was treated scorn- I'ully, it is true, but no one except the AVild Gen- tleman knew how to put a stop to his inopportune outbursts. Blinker did not in the least resemble The Ninny. Tiie name Blinker suited him also, although he did not ])link his eyes more than other people: 't is a ^^ell-known fact that the Russian populace are master-hands at bestowing nicknames. Despite my efforts to investigate more circumstantially the past of this man, there yet remained for me — and, probably, for others also — dark spots in his life, i)laces, as the men learned in book-lore ex- press it, veiled in the profound gloom of obscur- ity. All 1 found out was, that he had formerly been the coachman of an old, childless landed ])roprietres.5, had absconded with the team of three horses entrusted to him, had disappeared for a \vhole year, and having become convinced by experience, it is to be presumed, of the disad- \antages and miseries of a vagabond existence, had returned of liis own accord, but lame, had liung himself at the feet of his mistress, and. 84 THE SINGERS Iiaving for the space of several j^ears atoned for his crime by exemplary conduct, had gradu- ally got into her good graces, had at last won her complete confidence, had been made over- seer, and after the death of his mistress now turned cut to have been emancipated, no one knew how, had inscribed himself in the burgher class, had begun to hire ground for raising mel- ons and cucumbers from the neighbours, had grown rich, and now lived in clover. He was a man of experience, opinionated, neither good- natured nor malicious, but calculating, rather; he was a cunning rogue, acquainted with men's ways, and knew how to take advantage of them. He was cautious and, at the same time, enterprising, like a fox ; loquacious as an old wo- man, yet never made a slip of the tongue, while he made every one else betray himself in speech; moreover, he did not pretend to be a simpleton, as some crafty persons of the same stamp do; and, indeed, it would have been difficult for him to dis- simulate: I have never seen more piercing and clever eyes than his tiny, crafty " peepers." ^ They never simply looked — they were ahvays watching or spying out. Blinker would some- times consider for weeks at a stretch some appar- ently simple undertaking, and then suddenly de- cide upon some desperately-bold operation, in The people of the Orel (Aryol) Government call eyes "peepers," as thej^ call the mouth " the eater." 85 MKMOIKS OK A SPORTSMAN uliiili. t.. all apiK-araiiccs, lie was sure to l»reak his iRvk Viul the first you knew,— every- thin«r had turneil out a success, everything was niiiiiiiii'- as though on oiled wheels. He was lucky, and i)elieved in his luck, and believed in omens. Altogether, he was very superstitious. He was not hcloNcd, because he cared nothing for any one, but he was respected. His entire family consisted of one small son, whom he fairly adored, and who, reared by such a father, would in all probability go far. "Little Blinker" (Morga- tchonok) "takes after his father," the old peo- ple already said of him, with bated breath, as they sat on the earthen banks around the cottages and chatted among themselves on summer even- ings; and everybody understood what that meant, and added not a word more. There is no necessity for occupying ourselves {ouir with "S'likofF-the-Turk and the contractor. ^'^ikof!^ nicknamed the Turk, because he really was descended from a Turkish woman captive, was ill soul an artist in every sense of the word, and by profession a moulder in the paper-mill of a merchant; as for the contractor, he seemed to me to be a i-(?sourceful and dashing town- dweller of the burgher class. But it is worth while to speak in more detail concerning the Wild (ientleman. The first impression which the as})ect of this man made upon you was a sensation of some 86 THE SINGERS coarse, heavy but irresistible force. He was avvk- vvardly Iniilt, " flung together," as our expression runs, but he exhaled an atmosphere of invincible health, and, strange to say, his ursine figure was not devoid of a certain peculiar grace, enia^ nating, possibly, from perfectly composed confi- dence in his own might. It was difficult to de- cide, ofF-hand, to A\'hat social class this Hercules belonged; he resembled neither a house-serf noi- a biu'gher, nor an impoverished pettifogger out of a job, nor a ruined nobleman of small estate — a keeper of dogs and bully: in truth, he was a unique specimen. Xo one knew whence he had descended upon our district; it was said that liis ancestors had been peasant-freeholders,^ and it was supposed that he had formerly been in the government service somewhere, but no one knew anything definite in regard to that; and from whom were they to find out — certainly not from the man himself : there never was a more taciturn and surly person. Moreover, no one could say with authority what were his means of subsis- tence ; he cccupied himself with no handicraft, he visited no one, he knew hardly any one, yet he was supplied with money, — not much, to tell the truth, but enough. His demeanour was not pre-, cisely unassuming, — on the w^iole, there was no- thing unassuming about him, — but quiet : he lived as thouo^h he did not notice any one around him, 1 See the sketch in Vol. I, " Freeholder Ovsyanikoff," p. 98. 87 MK.MOIKS OF A SPOHTSMAX ami (It'citlctUv stood in no need of anv one. The \Vild (ientlenian (sueli was the nieknanie whicli liad been eonfefred upon him: but his real name was Perevlyesoff ) enjoyed immense intiuenee throui^iiout the whole eountryside ; people yieldetl him instantaneous and Avilling obedience, al- tbouuh he not onlv liad no shadow of rii>ht to issue orders to any one whomsoever, hut did not even manifest the slightest pretensions to the obe- dience of the people with Mhom he came into con- tact. He s[)()ke, — he was oheyed; power always asserts its rights. He drank hardly any licjuor, did not consort with women, and was passionately fond of singing. There was a great deal that was mysterious about this man; it seemed as thouffh some \ ast forces or other were morosely reposing within iiim, as though aware that, having once risen up, having once broken loose, they were bound to destroy both themselves and evervthina' with wliich they should come into contact; and I am greatly mistaken, if such an outburst had not already taken place in that man's life, if he, taught l)y experience and barely rescued from perdition, were not now holding a very tight rein over himself. AVhat especially struck me in him was tlu mixture of a certain innate, natural fii rceness and an e(iually innate nobility, — a mix- tuie wliicli I jiave never encountered in any one else. So tlien. tiie contractor stepped forward, half^ 88 TITE SINGEHS closed liis eyes, and began to sing in a high fal- setto. His voice wrfs tolerably agreeable and sweet, although somewhat husky ; he played with his voice and flung it about like a whirligig, inces- santly trilling and executing roulades in a de- scending scale, and incessantly returning to his upper notes, which he held and drew out with pe- culiar pains, then paused, and again suddenly took up his former refrain with a certain daring, s])irited dash. His transitions were sometimes quite bold, sometimes quite amusing: they would have afforded connoisseurs great satisfaction; a German would have been enraged by them. He was a Russian tenorc di grazia, tenor leger. He sang a merry dance-tune, the words of which, so far as I could make them out amid the inter- minable ornamentation, the supplementary con- sonants and exclamations, were as follows : « " I '11 plough, will I, the stripling young, A little patch of ground : I '11 sow, will I, the stripling 3'oung, A little flower of scarlet hue." He sang; all listened to him with great atten- tion. He evidently felt that he had to deal with people who were good judges, and therefore, as the saying is, he fairly " crawled out of his skin " in his efforts. As a matter of fact, people in am- parts are good judges of singing, and not with- 89 MK.MUIHS UF A SPORTSMAN out cause is tilt' \illagc' oi' Scrgicvskoe, on the givat Orel higliuay, reno%vned throughout the whole of Hussia for its pecuharly agreeable and hannonioMs nielodv. For a long time the con- traetor continued to sing, witliout evoking any special sympalliy in his hearers. lit lacked the su])p()rt of a chorus; at last, at one [)articulai"ly successful passage, which made even the Wild (ientleman smile, The Ninny could contain liiniself no longer, and shouted aloud with delight. K\ery one gave a start. The Ninny and Blinker began to hum in an undertone, to accompany Iiini. and to shout: " That 's a dandy! (ro ahead, thou rascal! . . . Go ahead, keep on, thou brigand! Lash out again! Split thy throat again, thou dog, thou hound! . . . Let Herod slav thy soul!" . . . and so « ^ forth. Nikolai Ivanitch, behind his counter, nodded his head to right and left in approbation. At last. The Ninny began to stamp his feet, to shift from foot to foot, and to twitch his shoul- (leis, and ^'akoff^s eyes fairly blazed up like coals of tire, and he (juivered all over like a leaf, and smiled flabbily. The Wild Gentleman alone did not change countenance, and, as before, did not stir from his seat; but his gaze, riveted upon the contractoi-, l)ecame somewhat softer, although the exj)rcssion of his lips remained scornful. En- couraged by these tokens of universal approval, the contractor became a perfect Avbirlwind, and 90 TllK SlXCiEHS began to emit such fioriturc, clicked and drummed so with his tongue, made liis throat perform such frantic feats, that wlien, at hist, exhausted, pale, and drenched in l)()iling perspiration, he threw his whole body backward and gave vent to a final expiring outcry, a general unanimous shout re- sponded to him in a vehement outburst. The Ninny flung himself upon his neck, and began to choke him with his long, bony arms; on Nikolai Ivanitch's fat face a flush broke forth, and he seemed to have grown young again; Yakoff shouted like a madman: "Well done! well done! " ' — even my neighbour, the peasant in the torn smock, could not contain himself, and smit- ing the table with his flst, he shouted: "A-ha! good, devil take it— 't is good ! " — and spat de- cisively to one side, " Well, brother, thou hast diverted us! " — cried The Ninny, without releasing the exhausted con- tractor from his embrace, — " thou hast diverted us, there's no denying that! Thou hast won, brother, thou hast won ! I congratulate thee, — the measure of beer is thine! Yashka is far behind thee. . . . Just mark what I am saying to thee: thou 'rt far ahead of him. . . . Believe me ! " (And again he clasped the contractor to his breast.) " Come, let him go, let him go, thou nui- ' Literally: "Fine, dashing young fellow." Possibly, "Bully for you ! " would be the more accurate translation. — Translator. 91 M MOIHS OF A SPORTSMAN siinee . . ." said IJlii.ker, with vexation:— " let IniM sit (1..NM1 nil the heiieh ; dost not thou see he's tired! . . . What a ninny thou art, my good iVIL.w. really, a ninny ! Wliy dost thou stick to him lilaa hath-leaiT' ^ • Will, all light, let liim sit down, and I '11 drinU t.. his health,' —said The Ninny, steppmg up to Ilk- eounter.— " At thy expense, brother," — lie added, addressing the contractor. 'Vhc latter nodded in assent, seated himself on till- IkmcIi. i)ulled a towel out of his cap, and be- gan to mop his face; hut The Ninny, with greedy liaste, (h-ained his glass, and, accordmg to the cus- tom of confirmed drunkards, he assumed a grieved and careworn aspect. " Tiion singest well, brother, well," — i-emarked Nikolai Ivanitcli, caressingly. — "And nov.^ 'tis tliv turn, ^'ashka: look out, don't be timid. Let 's see who s who; let's see. . . But the contractor sinus well, — hv heaven, he does! " " Very well, indeed," — remarked Nikolai Ivan- itch's wife, glancing at Yakoff with a smile. "Wry well indee-ed!" repeated my neigh- hour, in a!i undertone. ■ llev, Savage-Polvekha! " ^ suddenly roared ' The usual l)ath-i)esoin, for agreeable massage after the steain- l)ath, is a fan-like hiincii of hircli-hraiiclies, with the leaves left on, and (ii|)i>e(l in hot water to i)revent tiieir falling off. Sometimes the peasants use htniches of nettles. — Transi.atok. 'Tlie inhaliitants of southern Polyesye are called Polyekhi. 'I'he I'oiyesyi- is a long forest tract which hegins at tiie hoiiiulary of tlic HolklKiff ami Zhizdra districts. Its iiihahitants are distin- 92 THE SINGERS The Ninny, and stalking np to the peasant with the hole on his shoulder, he pointed his finger at him, began to skip about, and burst into a peal oi' laughter. — "A Polyekha! a Polyekha! Ha, bddijc,^ drive on. Savage? Why hast thou fa- voured us with thy company? " he shouted, through his laughter. The poor peasant was dis- concerted, and was making ready to rise and de- part as speedily as possible, when suddenly the Wild Gentleman's brazen voice rang out: " Why, what intolerable animal is this? " — he ejacidated, gnashing his teeth. "I didn't do anythhig," ^ — mumbled The Ninny: — "I didn't do anything. ... I only just . . . ." "Well, very good, hold thy tongue!" — re- torted the Wild Gentleman. — " YakofF, begin! " Yatoff clutched his throat w ith his hand. " Well, brother, you know . . . somehow . . . H'm . . . . I don't know, really, somehow, you know . . . ." " Come, have done with that, don't get fright- ened. Art ashamed? . . . Why dost thou wrig- gle? Sing as God j^rompts thee." And the Wild Gentleman lowered his eyes in anticipation. guished by many peculiarities in their manner of life, customs, and dialect. Tliey are called savages because of tlieir suspicious and dull dlsjiositioii. ' The Polyekhi add the exclamation "■ ha ! " to nearly every word, also " oddye." The Ninny says " panyai " instead of "pogon- ydi " ("drive on"), also in mimicry. 93 MK.MOIHS OF A SrOUTSMAN ^';ll^nlr lifid his peace for a little, cast a glaiKc loiiml him, and covered his face with his liand. Kverv one fairlv bored into him with his eyes, especially tlie contractor, upon whose coun- tenance, athwart his wonted self-assurance, and the triumph of success, there broke forth a faint, in\()hintary uneasiness. He leaned back against tile wall and a«4ain tucked both his hands under him. hut \\v \\n longer swung his feet to and fro. W'luii. at last, Vakoff uncovered his face, it ^^ as i)ale as that of a corpse, and his eyes barely gleamed through his lowered lashes. He heaved a deep sigh, and began to sing. . . . The first sound of his voice was weak and uneven, and. aj)parently, did not emanate from his chest, but was wafted from some distant place, as though it had flown accidentally into the room. This tremulous, ringing sound had a strange eft'ect on all of us; we glanced at one another, and Xikolai Ivanitch's wife actually straight- ened Iierself up. This first sound was followed by another, more firm and prolonged, but still <)b\iouslv tremulous, like a chord when, suddenly resounding beneath a strong finger, it quivers with a final, expiring tremor; the second note was followed by a third, and, gradually, warm- ing II J) and broadening, a melancholy song poured lorth. " Not one path alone in the field is trodden," 94 THE SINGERS he sang, and we all felt sweetness and sadness in our hearts. I am bound to confess, that rarely have I heard such a voice: it was slightly broken, and had a cracked ring ; at first it even had a sort of sickly sound; but it contained both genuine and profound passion, and youth, and power, and sweetness, and a certain captivatingly-care-free, despondent pain. iVn upright, burning, Russian soul resounded and breathed in it, and fairly gripped our hearts, laid hold directly upon their Russian chords. 'The song swelled and broad- ened. Yakoff, evidently, had been seized with a fit of rapture ; he was no longer timid, he surren- dered himself wholly to his bliss; his voice no longer trembled, — it quivered, but with that barely perceptible inward quiver of passion, which pierces the soul of the hearer like an arrow, and grew constantly stronger, firmer, more volu- minous. I remember having seen, once upon a time, of an evening, at ebb-tide, on the flat, sandy shore of the sea, which was roaring menacingly and heavily in the distance, a large white sea-gull ; it was sitting motionless, with its silky breast exposed to the crimson glow of the sunset, and only now and then did it slowly spread its long wings in the direction of its familiar ocean, toward the purpling sun : I recalled that sea-gull as I listened to Yakoff. He sang on, utterly oblivious of his rival, and of us all, but evidently upborne, like a \'igorous swimmer by the waves, 95 MKMOIIJS OF A SrORTS^rAX Ity our siknt. passionate interest. He sang, and every sound of his voice breatlied forth something which was akin to us, and boundlessly vast, as though the familiar steppes were unrolling them- selves iR'fore us, stretching out into the illimitable distance. I felt that tears were gathering in my heart, and welling up into my eyes; dull, sup- pressed .sobs suddenly startled me I glanced around — the i)ublican's wife was weep- ing, bent forwaid, witli her bo.som against the window. Viikoff' shot a swift glance at her, and l)egan to warble even more sweetly than be- fore. Nikolai Ivanitch dropped his eyes; Blinker turned away: The Xinny, completely melted, stood with his mouth stupidly agape; the grey little peasant was sobbing softly in his corner, shaking Iiis head with a bitter whisper; and across the iron face of the Wild Gentleman, from be- neath his l)rows, which were completely contracted in a frown, a heavy tear was trickling slowdy; tli( contractor raised his clenched fist to his brow, and (lid not stir. ... I know^ not in what the uni- versal anguish would have culminated, had not ^'akoff' suddeidy wound up on a liigh, remarka- bly thin note— as though his voice had broken off short. Xo one cried out, no one even stirred; all .seemed to be waiting to see whether he would not sing some more; but he opened his eyes, as though suri)rised at oin- silence, surveyed us all with an HKjuiriiig glance, and saw that the victory was liis. . . . 96 THE SINGERS " Yjishka," — said the W'^ild Gentleman, laying his hand on his shoulder, and — said no more. We all stood as though stunned. The con- tractor rose softly, and stepped up to YakofF. — " Thou .... thy .... thou hast won," — he enunciated at last with difficulty, and rushed headlong from the room. His swift, decisive movement seemed to hreak the spell: all suddenly hegan to talk noisily, joy- ously. The Ninny gave an upward leap, stam- mered, fluttered his arms like the wings of a wind- mill; Blinker hohhled up to YakofF and began to kiss him; Nikolai Ivanitch half rose, and sol- emnly announced that he would add an extra measure of beer on his account. The Wild Gen- tleman laughed with a good-natured sort of laugh, which I had never expected to encounter on his face ; the wretched little peasant kept reit- erating in his corner, as he wiped his eyes, cheeks, nose, and beard with both his sleeves: " But 'tis good, — by heaven, 't is good ! Well, now, I '11 re- nounce my parents and become a dog if it is n't good! " while Nikolai Ivanitch's wife, all flushed, rose hastily and withdrew. YakofF enjoyed his victory like a child ; his whole face was trans- figured; his eyes, in particular, fairly beamed with hap])iness. He was dragged to the counter; he called to him the tear-sodden peasant, de- spatched the tapster's little son for the contractor, whom the boy did not find, however, and the ca- rouse began. — " Thou wilt sing for us again, 97 MKMOIKS OF A SPORTSMAN tlion wilt sing lor us until the evening," The Ninny lapt irpeating, raising his hands on hiiifli. 1 east one more ghuice at YakofF, and de- parted. I di- eoiulitioii of a man who has got thoroughly tipsy, when every passer-by, on glanc- ing at his I'aee, will infallibly say: " 'T is good, brothtr. t is good!" Blinker, all scarlet as a eraylish, and u itli his nostrils widely inflated, was jeering spitefully from a corner; Nikolai Ivan- itch alone, as is befitting a genuine publican, pre- served his invariable coolness. A number of new individuals had assembled in the room; but I did not see the Wild (ientleman among them. I turned away, and with swift steps began to descend the hill on which Kolotovka lies. At the foot of this hill, the broad ravine spreads out; sub- merged in the misty billows of the evening fog, it appeared more limitless than ever, and seemed to merge into the darkened sky. I was proceed- ing with great strides on the road which runs along the precipice, when suddenh', far away in tlie ravine, there rang out the resonant voice of a boy. — "Antropka! iVntropka-a-a! " — it shouted in persistent and tearful desperation, prolonging tile last syllable for a very, very long time. He st()j)i)ed for a few moments, and again be- gan to shout. His voice rang out sonorously on the MH'tionless, lightly-slumbering air. Thirty times, at least, had he shouted the name of An- tropka, wiien suddenly from the opposite end of the field, as though from another world, the barely audible reply was wafted: 100 THE SINGERS "Wlia-ca-aaat?" The boy's voice instantly shouted with joyous wrath : " Come hither, thou devil, thou forest-fi-i-i- iend! " " Why-y-y-y ? "—replied the second voice, after a long pause. " Why, because thy daddy wants to spa-a-a-a- ank thee," — hastily shouted the first voice. The second voice did not respond again, and again the boy began to call Antropka. His shouts, which grew ever weaker and more infre- quent, still continued to reach my ear, when it had already grown completely dark, and I was dou- bling the edge of the forest which surrounded my hamlet and was situated four versts from Ko- lotovka " Antropka-a-a! " seemed to be still audible in the air, filled with the shades of night. 101 I'lOTK I'KTKOVITCH KARATAEFF Five years ago, in autuniii, I was compelled to sit for almost an entire day in a postiiig-Iiouse on the Iiiiiiiwav from Moscow to Tula, for lack of horses. I was returning from a hunting-expedi- tion, and had heen so incautious as to send my troika on ahead. The superintendent, a surly fellow, alieady aged, with hair which hung over his nose, and tiny, sleepy eyes, replied to all my eomi)laints and requests by a growl, slammed the door \\ i-atiil'nlly, as tliough cursing his own office, and emerging upon the porch, set to berating the 2>ostilions, who were slowly tramping through the mud with arches weighing about forty ]>oun(ls apiece in their arms, or were sitting on the l)ench, yawning and scratching their heads, and paid no particular attention to the angry ex- clamations of their superior. I had already set to woi'k three times to drink tea, I had several times \ainly endeavoured to get to sleep, I had perused all the inscriptions on the windows and on the walls; 1 wds oppressed by frightful te- dium. I was staring with chill and hoj)eless de- spair at tlu' upturned shafts of my tarantas, when 102 PIOTR PETROVITCH KARATAEFF suddenly a small hell resounded, and a little cart, drawn by three weary horses, drew up hefore the porch. The newcomer sprang from his cart, and witli tlie shout: " Horses, and be quick about it! " entered the room. Wliile he listened, with the customary strange surprise, to the superinten- dent's reply, that there were no horses, 1 suc- ceeded, witli tlie eager curiosity of a bored man, in scanning my new companion from head to foot with a glance. Apparently, he was about thirty years of age. The smallpox had left ineffaceable traces on his face, which was harsh and yellow, with an unpleasant brazen tint; his long, bluish- black hair fell in rings upon his collar behind, in front it curled in dashing ringlets on the temples ; his small, swollen eyes had sight, and that was all ; on his upper lip, several small hairs stuck out. He was dressed like a dissolute landed proprietor, a frequenter of liorse-fairs, in a flowered Cauca- sian overcoat, considerably soiled, a faded silk neckerchief of lilac hue, a waistcoat with brass buttons, and grey trousers with huge bell-bot- toms, from beneath which the tips of his un- cleaned boots were barely visible. He reeked strongly of tobacco and vodka; on his fat, red fingers, which were almost covered by the sleeves of the overcoat, silver and Tiila rings of gold and black steel were discernible. Such figures are to be encountered in Russia not by the dozen but by the hundred ; acquaintance with them, truth to 103 MKMOIKS OF A SPORTSMAN tell, (Iocs not all'ord any pleasure whatever, but, in spite of the prejudice wherewith I surveyed the newcomer, 1 could not but notice the uncon- cernedly good-natured and passionate expression of his face. " Tiiey ' have been waiting here for more than an hour, sir,"— said the superintendent, pointing at me. More than an hour! — The malefactor was making fun of me. ■ Hut perhai)s he does not need them so badly," — replied the newcomer. " We can't tell about that, sir," — ^^said the su- l)erintendent, surlily. " And is n't it possible to manage it in some way ^ ^Vre there positively no horses? " " Can't be done, sir. There is n't a single lorse. " \W'll, then, order the samovar to be brought lor me. I '11 wait, there 's nothing else to be one. The newcomer seated himself on the wall- bench, flung his cap on the table, and passed his hand over his hair. "And have you already drunk tea?" — he asked me. 1 es. " Won't you drink again, to keep me com- pany? " 'Respectful form for "he." — Translator. 104. PIOTR PETKOVITCH KARATAEFF I consented. The fat, reddisli sinnovar made its appearance on the table for the fonrth time, I prodnced a bottle of rnm. I had made no mis- take in taking .my interlocutor for a noble of small estate. His name was Piotr Petrovitch Karataeif. We entered into conversation. Half an hour had not elapsed since his arrival before he, with the most good-humoured frankness, had related to me the story of his life. " Now I 'm going to Moscow,"^ — he said to me, as he drained his fourth cup: — " there 's nothing more for me to do in the country now." " Why not? " " Just because there is n't . . . not a thing. My farming operations are thoroughly disor- ganised, I have ruined the peasants, I must confess; we have had bad years; poor harvests, various calamities, you know. . . . And besides," — he added, with a dejected glance aside: — " I 'm no sort of a landlord ! " " How so? " " Because I 'm not," — he interrupted me. " There are geod landlords of a very different sort from me. See here, now," — he went on, twisting his head on one side, and sucking dili- gently at his pipe: — " Perhaps you are thinking, as you look at me, that I — you know .... but I must admit to you, that I received a medio- cre education ; means were lacking. You must 105 MK.MUIKS OF A SPORTSMAN excuse inc, 1 "in an outspoken man, and in .slldlt .... * Uv (lid not finish liis remark and waved his hand. I he«ian to assure him, that lie was in error, that 1 was very <>lad that we had met, and so lorth, after whieh I remarked that, for the man- aiiement of an estate, too intense culture was not necessary, apparently. "Agreed," — he replied: — "I agree with you. Hut nevertheless, a certain special inchnation is retjuisite! One man will do God knows what, and it 's all right! hut I . . . . Permit me to inquire, are you I'rom Peter ^ or from jNIoscow? " " 1 am from Petersburg." lie emitted a long wreath of smoke through his nosti'ils. " And 1 'm going to ]SIoscow to enter the gov- eniment service." " Where do you intend to establish yourself? " "That I don't know: as fortune favours. I must confess to vou, that I 'm afraid of the ser- \ ice: the first y{ni know, you incur some responsi- bilitv. I have alwavs lived in the countrv; I 'm used to that, you know .... but there's no help foi- it ... . necessity compels! Okh, hang that necessity! " ■'()ii the other hand, you will reside in the ca|)ital.'' ^'c s, ill the capital .... well, I don't know ' Abbreviation of St. Petersburg. — Tuaxslatoh. lOG PIOTR PETKOVITCII KARATAEFF what there is good there, in the capital. We shall see, perhaps it is good. . . . But I think that i\p- thing can be better than the countiy." " But is it impossible for you to live in the country any longer if " He heaved a sigh. " It is. The village is hardly mine any more." "How is that?" " Why, a kind man there — a neighbour has in- stituted .... a lawsuit there was a note of hand " Poor Piotr Petrovitch passed his hand over his face, meditated, and shook his head. "Well, never mind! .... But I must ad- mit," — he added, after a brief pause: — " I have no complaint to make of any one, I myself am to blame. I was fond of having my own way, — devil take it, I was fond of showing my inde- pendence! " "Did you live in jolly style in the country? " — I asked him. " Sir," — he answered me, pausing between his words, and looking me straight in the eye, — " I had twelve leashes of greyhounds, — such grey- hounds, I must tell you, are rare." (He pro- nounced this last word with a drawl.) — "They would shake the life out of a hare on the instant, and as for deer, — they were serpents, regular asps. But that 's a thing of the past now, there 's no use in lying about it. I used to hunt with a 107 Ml.MolKS OF A SPOKTSMAX ^aiM. 1 had a do^'. Koiiteska: a remarkable pointer, slit- took c\{.'rvtliiiig by her extremely tine seent. I used to approaeh the marsh, and say: 'Charge!' and she wouldn't hunt; even if you were to pass hy with a dozen dogs, — you would waste your time, nothing would you find! hut when she thd begin, — you 'd simply be glad to (he on the spot! .... And she Avas so polite in the house, (rive her bread with your left hand and say: — 'A Jew bit it,' — and she wouldn't take it. lint give it to her with your right hand, and say: " A young lady tasted it,' — and instantly siie (1 take it and eat it. I had a pup of hers, a eapital pu]), and I wanted to take it to ^Moscow, but a friend begged it of me, along with my gun; says he: ' In Moscow, brother, you will have no use f'oi- tlieni: everything will be quite different there, brother.' So 1 gave him the pup, and the gun too; everything remained there — behind, you know." " Hut you might have bunted in Moscow so. " No; what 's the use? I have n't known how to Ik 'id my ground, so now let me endure with pa- tience. IJut iiere now, permit me rather to in- (|uire, how is living in ^Moscow— dear? " " Xo, not very." "Not very? .... Hut tell me, please, the gipsies live in Moscow, don't they? " " ^Vhat gij)sies? " 108 PIOTR PKTHOVTTC IT KARATAEFF " Why, the ones wlio travel round to tlie fairs? " " Yesr, they live in INIoscow. . . ." " Well, that 's good. I 'ni fond of gipsies, — damn it, 1 love them " And Piotr Petrovitch's eyes s})arkled with au- dacious jollity. But, all at once, he began to wriggle about on the bench, then grew thought- ful, drooped his head, and stretched out his empty glass to me. " Give me some of your rum, pray," — said he. " But the tea is all gone." " Never mind, I '11 take it so, without tea. . . . . Ekh!" KarataefF laid his head on his hands, and propped his arms on the table. I gazed at him in silence, and waited for those emotional exclama- tions, probably, even, those tears, of which a man in a carouse is so lavish; but when he raised his head, the profoundly-melancholy expression of his face amazed me, I must confess. " What is the matter with you? " " Nothing, sir. ... I have been recalling old times. There 's an anecdote, sir. . . . I 'd tell it to you, only I 'm ashamed to disturb you. . . ." " Pray, do not mention it! " "Yes," — he went on, with a sigh: — "things happen . . . however, i'or instance, to me also. Here now, if you like, I '11 tell you the story. However, I don't know. . 109 ?5 ^TKMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAX *' 'IVll lUf. my dear I'iotr Petrovitch." . . . " Vtrv utll. altlioii^h it's rather .... Well, you see."— he l)egan: — " l)ut really, I don't know " Come. enoii^Ii ol' tliat, my dear Piotr Petro- viteh. ■ " Well, as you like. So then, this is what hap- pened to me, so to say. I was living in the vil- la crt- sir All at once, I took a fancy to a y«)uu«i- i^irl. Akh, what a girl she was! . . . . i)eautif'ul. clever, and so good-natured! Her name was Matryona, sir. And she was a simple lass, that is to say, you understand, a serf, sim- ])1\- a slave, sir. And she was n't my girl, but the property of another, — and therein lay tlie misfor- tune. Well and so I fell in love with her, — really, sir, the anecdote is of a sort, — well, here troes. So ]SIatrv6na began to entreat nie to buy her from her mistress; and I was thinking of that same thing myself. . . . But her mistress was wealthy, a dreadful old woman; she lived about fifteen \ersts from me. Well, one fine day, as the saying is, I ordered my troika to be harnessed, — I had a pacer for a shaft-horse, a wonderful Asiatic heast, and his name was I.ampurdos, by the way, — dressed myself in mv best, and drove oil* to Matryona's mistress. I arrived: 'twas a hig house, with wings, in a park jNIatryo- iia was waiting for me at the tm'n of the road, and tried to s[)eak to me, but merely kissed my 110 piOiu rKTUovncii karataeff hand and stepped aside. So then, I entered the anteroom, and inquired: ' Is the lady at home? ' .... And a footman as tall as that, says : 'What name shall I announce? ' Says I: ' My good fel- low, announce that S(iuire Karataeff has come to talk over a matter of business.' The lackey with- drew; I waited, and thought to myself: 'How will it turn out? I suppose tlie beast will demand a frightfid price, in spite of the fact that she 's rich.' Well, at last, the footman returned, and said: ' Please come with me.' I followed him to the drawing-room. In an arm-chair sat a tiny sallow old woman, blinking her eyes. . . . ' What do you want ? ' — I thought it necessary first, you know, to declare that I came to make her acquaintance. — ' You are mistaken, I am not the mistress of the house, I am a relation of hers. . . . What do you want ? ' — Thereupon I re- marked to her, that 1 must speak with the mis- tress herself. — ' JNIarya Ilinitchna is not receiving to-day; she is not well What do you want? '....' There 's no help for it,' said I to myself, ' I '11 explain the circumstances to her.' The old woman heard me to the end. — ' Ma- tryona? what jNIatryona? — Matryona Feodoroff, the daughter of Kulikoff — Feodor Kulikoff's daughter? .... but how do you know her? ' ' Accidentally.' — ' And is she acquainted with your intention? ' — ' Slie is.' — The old woman was silent for a while. — ' I '11 give it to her, the 111 MK.MOIirS OF A sroRTs:\rAN wrclc-lil ... 1 Nvas aiiia/cd, 1 iiiiist admit. — ' What lor, yood »>raci()iis! .... I am ready to j)a\- a ^(>roper gratitude.^ And behold, the rural chief of ' Tlial is, liiilicd in the proper quarter. — Tkanslator, 120 PIOTR PETROVITCII KARAT AEFF police conies to inc; and this chief of police was a man I knew, Stepan Sergyeitch Kuzovkin, a nice man ; that is to say, in reality not a nice man. So he comes and says: thus and so, Piotr Petro- vitch, — how came you to do this? .... 'T is a heavy responsibility, and the laws are clear on this point. — I said to him : ' Well, of course, you and I will talk this over, but won't you have a bite after your journey? ' He consented to have a bite, but said : ' Justice demands, Piotr Petro- vitch, judge for yourself.' — ' It 's all right about justice, of course,' — said I: 'that's understood . . . but see here, I have heard, that you have a black horse, so would n't you like to swap it for my Lampurdos ? . . . . And I have n't got the girl Matryona Feodorova in my house.' — ' Well, Piotr Petrovitch,' says he ; ' the girl is in your house, we are n't living in Switzerland, you know .... but I might swap my horse for your Lam- purdos; I might take him now, if you like.' So I managed to get rid of him that time, somehow. But the old lady made a bigger fuss than before ; ' I won't hesitate to spend ten thousand rubles,' said she. You see, as she looked at me, she Jiad suddenly taken it into her head, to marry me to her green companion, — I found that out after- ward; and that is why she made such a row. What whims those well-born ladies do take into their heads! . . . Out of boredom, I suppose. I was in a bad fix: I did not spare my 121 MKMOIKS OF A S1M)HTSMAN money, and I concealed Matryona, — in vain! They harassed me to deatli. tliey got me com- pletely tied II J) in a snarl. I got into debt, I lost my health. . . . So, one night 1 lay in my hed and thought: ' () Lord my God, why do I endure itf What am I to do, if I can't renounce my love for her? . . . Well, I can't, and that 's all there is about it! ' — and INIatryona walks into my room. All this time I had been hiding iier at my farm, a couple of versts from my house. 1 was frightened. — ' What 's the matter' have they discovered thee there? ' — ' No, ri(')tr Petn'nitch,'^ — says she: ' no one is troubling me at Bubnova: but can this continue long? jNIy heart/ says she. ' is breaking, Piotr Petrovitch; 1 'm so sorry l'(n- you, my darling: as long as I live I shall never forget your kindness, Piotr Pe- trovitch, but I have come now to bid you fare- well.' — ' A\'hat art thou saying, what art thou .saying, thou madwoman^ . . . What dost thou mean, what dost thou mean, by bidding me fare- wells ' — ' Whv, so . . I '11 go and surrender mv- self.' — ' But 1 '11 lock thee up in the garret, thou mad creature. . . . Ilast thou taken it into thy head to ruin me? dost thou wish to kill me, pray? ' — The girl said nothing, but stared at the floor. — 'Come, speak, s])eak!' — 'I don't want to cause you any more trouble, Piotr Petrovitch.' — Well, it was no use talking to her. . . ' But knowest thou, Tool, knowest thou, thou era .... crazy woman ' " 122 riOTR PF/IHOVITCII KARxVl AEIF And Piotr Petrovitcli burst out sobbing bit- terly. "And, wbut do you think?" — he went on, smiting the table with his fist, and trying to frown, while the tears continued to stream down his flushed cheeks: — " the girl actually gave her- self up, — she went and gave herself up. . . ." " The horses are ready, sir! " — cried the super- intendent solemnly, entering the room. We both rose. " And what did they do with JNIatryona? " — I asked. KarataefF waved his hand. A year after my meeting with KarataefF, I hap- pened to go to Moscow. One day, before dinner, I entered a cafe whicli is situated behind the Okhotny Ryady,' — an original, Moscow cafe. In the billiard-room athwart the billows of smoke, one caught fleeting glances of reddened faces, moustaches, crest-curls, old-fashioned hussar- jackets, and the newest-patterned coats. Gaunt old men in plain coats were reading the Rus- sian newspapers. Waiters were flitting briskly about with trays, treading softly on the green carpets. JMerchants were drinking tea with painful assiduity. All at once there emerged from the billiard-room a man who was some- what dishevelled, and not quite steady on his legs. He thrust his hands into his pockets, ^ Or, " gainc-iii.irket." — Translatob. 123 MIMOIKS OF A SPORTSMAN luiiiLi Ills IkmiI. and stared stupidly around liiin. •Ha. l.a, l.a! Tiotr IVtrovitcli I .... How are you '. Piotr IVtrovitcli I'aiily hurled himself on my neck, ;.iid drew me aside with somewhat stag- ^eriu«»- steps, into a pi'ivate room. •• litre now,"- -lie said, solicitously seating mc in an casy-ehair: — '' Here you will be com- ' tnrtahle. Waiter, beer! No, I mean cham- pagne! Well, I admit, that I wasn't expecting, I was n't expecting. . . . Have j^ou been in town longf are you here for long? Here, (hxI has hiought, as the saying is, the nuui . . ." " Hut, do you remember . . . . " ■' How could I fail to remember? how could I fail to lemember? "— he hastily interrupted me: — " "t is an affair of the past .... an affair of the past. ..." Well, what are you doing here, my dear l»iotr retnnitchr' ■ I ani living, as you are pleased to observe. Life is good here, the people are cordial. I have recovered my composure here." And he sighed, and raised his eyes to heaven. " Aw yon in the service? " " Xo sii\ I 111 not serving yet, but 1 'm think- ing of finding a position soon. And what 's the Jici'vice? People — that 's tjie principal 124. riOTR PKl HOVITCH KARATAEFF thing. What tine people i ha\e made acquain- tance with here ! " .... A boy entered with a bottle of champagne on a black tray. " Here, he 's a fine man too . . . thou art a fine man, art thou not, Vasya? To thy health! " The lad stood still for a moment, shaking his little head decorously, then smiled, and left the room. " Yes, the people here are nice," — went on Piotr Petrovitch: — "they have sentiment, they have soul. ... I '11 introduce you, shall I? Such splendid fellows. . . . They will all be delighted to know you. I must tell you. . . . BobrofF is dead, and that 's a pity." "What BobrofF?" " Sergyei Bobroff. He was a splendid man; he took care of me, an ignoramus, a steppe- dweller. And Pantelei GornostaefF is dead too. All are dead, all ! " " Have you been living all the time in JNIoscow? Have you not made a trip to your village? " " To the village .... they have sold my village." "Sold it?" " At suction^ It 's a pity that you did not buy it! " " What are you going to live on, Piotr Petro- vitch? " ^ Auction. — Translator. 125 .MKMOIIJS OF A SPORTSMAN " W'liN . I shall not (lie of hunger. God will piovidcl \\ 1 have no money, 1 shall have friends. And \shat is money? — -dust! Gold dust!" He sercweii up his eyes, fumbled in his pocket with his hand, and held out to me on his palm two Hfteen-kopek pieces, and a ten-kopek piece. *' What's that? Dust, isn't it?" (And the money t^e^\• to the floor.) " But do you tell me, rather, ha\e yon I'ead Polezhaeff ? " 1 es. " Have you seen JNIotchalofF in Hamlet? " " No, I have not seen him." " You haven't seen him, you have n't seen iiim. . .'' (And Karataeff's face turned pale, liis eyes roved uneasily; faint convulsive twitches flitted across his lips.) "Akh, ISlotchalofl-, Motchaloif! 'To die, to sleep ' " — he quoted, in a dull voice: '* No iiioi'L-; aiul by a sleep to say we end The heart-ache and the thousand natural shocks 'I'liat flesh is heir to 'T is a consummation Devoutly to he wished! To die, — to sleep. ... " ' 'J\) sleep, to sleep! ' " — he muttered, several times in succession. " Tell me, please," — I began; but he went on fervidly: " I-'or wlio would bear the whips and scorns of time, 'i'he ()])j)ressor's wrong, the proud man's contumely, 126 PIOTR PETROX riCII KARAT AEFF The pangs of dispriz'd love, the law's delay, When he himself might his quietus make With a bare bodkin? .... Nymph, in thy orisons Be all my sins remembered ! " And lie dropped his head on the table. He was beginning to hiccough and to talk at random. " ' And in one month,' " he enunciated, with fresh force : " A little month, or ere those shoes were old With which she followed my poor father's body, Like Niobe, all tears, — why, she, even she, — O God ! a beast, that wants discourse of reason, Would have mourned longer. . . ." He raised his glass of champagne to his lips, but did not drink the wine, and continued : " For Hecuba ! What 's Hecuba to him, or he to Hecuba, That he should weep for her.'' .... Yet I .... a dull and muddy-mettled rascal, peak, Like John-a-dreams ! Who calls mc villain ? Gives me the lie i' the throat.'* 'Swounds, I should take it ; for it cannot be But I am pigeon-livered, and lack gall To make oppression bitter. . . ." KarataefF dropped his glass and clutched his head. It seemed to me that I understood him. " Well, never mind," — he said at last: — " when 127 ME^rOTKS OF A SPORTSMAN M)rnj\\ is asleep, wake it not. ... Is n't that tnief" (And he l)eoan to huigli.) — "To your heahhl" " Shall you iciiiain in .Moscow?" — I asked hint. " 1 sliall die in Moseow! '" '* Karatiieft'," — shouted some one in tlie ad- ioiniuir room — " KarataefF, where art thou? come liither, my dear fe-ow! " ^ " They are calling me," — he said, rising heav- ily from liis seat. — " Ciood-bye; drop in to see me if you can, I live in * * *." Hut on the i'ollowing day, owing to unforeseen circumstances, I was obliged to leave JNIoscow, and never saw Piotr Petrovitch Karataeff again. ' It is rather fasliional)le to ])ronounce tchelovyek tche-a-ek. 'I'luTchy, .'ilso, the " liard /" is avoided, which is as difficult to pro- iioimce, for some Russians (not to mention foreigners), as the r is for many Knplishnicn and Americans.- — Translator. 128 VI THi: TRYST I WAS sitting ill ji bircli grove in autumn, about the middle of September. A fine dri/zling rain had been descending ever since dawn, inter- spersed at times wixli >\'arm sunshine; the weather was inconstant. Now the sky would be com- pletely veiled in porous white clouds; again, all of a sudden, it would clear up in spots for a moment, and then, from behind the parted thunderclouds, the clear and friendly azure would show itself, like a beautiful eye. I sat, and gazed about me, and listened. The leaves were rustling in a barely audible manner overhead ; from their sound alone one could tell what season of the year it was. It was not the cheerful, laughing rustle of spring- time, not the soft whispering, not the long conver- sation of summer, not the cold and timid stam- mering of late autumn, but a barely audible, dreamy chatter. A faint breeze swept feebly across the tree-tops. The interior of the grove, moist with the rain, kept changing incessantly, ac- cording to whether the sun shone forth, or was covered with a cloud; now it was all illuminated, • as though everything in it were suddenly smiling: 129 MKMOIKS OF A STOKTSMAN tlic slfiuli r l»<>k's (if tlie Jiot too thickly set birches MuKkiiiy assimicd the tender gleam of white silk, thf small leaves w hieh hiy on the ground smldenly grew varitgatt'd and Hgiited up with the golden hue of dueats, and the handsome stalks of the tall, eurlv feiiis, already stained with their autum- nal hue. hke the colour of over-ripe grapes, seemed fairly transparent, as they intertwined interminal)l\- and crossed one another before one's eves; now, ol" a sudden, everything round about wouhl turn slightly blue: the brilliant hues were extinguished i'or a moment, the birches stood there all white, devoid of reflections, white as newly fallen snow, which has not yet been tt)uche(l i)y the spai'kling rays of the winter sun; and tlie fine rain began stealthily, craftily, to sprinkle and whisiier through the forest. The I'oliage on the trees was still almost entirely green, although it had faded perceptibly; only here and there stood one, some young tree, all .scarlet, or all gold, and you should have seen how brilliantly it flamed up in the sun, when the rays gliding and changing, suddenly pierced through the thick network of the slender branches, oidy just washed clean by the glittering rain. Xol a single bird was to be heard; they had all taken refuge, and fallen silent; only now and then did the jeering little voice of the tom-tit ring our like a tiny steel belh Before I had come to a halt iti this hiirh-forest i and my dog had trav- I'M) THE TRYST ersed a grove of lofty aspens. I must confess that I am not particularly fond of that tree, the aspen, with its pale-lilac trunk, and greyish-green, me- tallic foliage, which it elevates as high aloft as possible, and spreads forth to the air in a trem- bling fan ; I do not like the eternal rocking of its round, dirty leaves, awkwardly fastened to their long stems. It is a fine tree only on some summer evenings when, rising isolated amid a plot of low- growing bushes, it stands directly in the line of the glowing rays of the setting sun, and glistens and quivers from its root to its crest, all deluged with a uniform reddish-yellow stain, — or when, on a bright, windy day, it is all noisily rippling and lisping against the blue sky, and its every leaf, caught in the current, seems to want to wrench itself free, fly ofl" and whirl away into the distance. But, on the whole, I do not like that tree, and therefore, without halting to rest in that grove, I wended my way to the little birch-cop- pice, nestled down under one small tree, whose boughs began close to the ground, and, conse- quently, could protect me from the rain, and after having admired the surrounding view, I sank into that untroubled and benignant slumber which is known to sportsmen alone. I cannot tell how long I slept, but when I opened my eyes, — the whole interior of the forest was filled with sunlight, and in all directions, athwart the joyously rustling foliage, the bright- 131 M KM OIKS OF A SPORTSMAN l»luf sky sttiiR-d to l)c sparklin-^-: tlie clouds had vaiiislud. (lisjKTSfd l»y the sportive hree/c; the weathtr had cleared, ami in the atmosphere was jHretptil)le that i)eeuliar, dry chill which, tilling tlic hiart \\ith a sort of sensation of alertness, al- most always is the liarhinger of a clear evening after a stormy (hiy. I was ])reparing to rise to my feet, and try my luck again, when suddenly mv eyis lialted on a motionless human form. I took a more attentive look: it was a young peas- ant maiden. Slie was sitting twenty paces distant from me. w ith hei- liead drooping thoughtfully, and holli arms lying idly on lier knees; on one of them, wiiieh was half hare, lay a thick hunch of field How CIS. w hich went slipping softly down her plaid |)etticoat at each hreath she drew. Her dean w Iiite chemise, unlnittoned at the throat and wrists, fell in short, soft folds ahout her figure: two rows of large yellow pearl-heads depended from her neck upon her hreast. She was very comely. Ilei- thick, fair hair, of a fine ash-hlond hue, fell in two carefully hrushed semi-circles from heneath a narrow, red hand which was pulled down almost on her very hrow, as white as ivory: the rest of her face was slightly sunhurned to that golden tint which only a fine skin assumes. I coidd not see her eyes— she did not raise them; hut 1 did see her high, slender eyehrows, her long eyelashes; tliey were mf)ist. and on one of her cheeks there glittered in the sunlight the dried 132 THE TRYST trace of a tear, that had stopped short close to her h"ps, which had grown sh'ghtly pale. Her whole little head was extremely charming; even her rather tliick and rounded nose did not spoil it. 1 was particularly pleased with the expression of her face: it was so simple and gentle, so sad and so full of childish surpi-ise at its own sadness. She was evidently waiting for some one; some- thing crackled faintly in the forest. She imme- diately raised her head and looked about her; in the transparent shadow her eyes flashed swiftly before me, — large, clear, timorous eyes, like those of a doe. She listened for several moments, with- out taking her widely opened eyes from the spot where the faint noise had resoimded, sighed, gently turned away her head, bent down still lower than before, and began slowlj^ to sort over her flowers. Her eyelids reddened, her lips moved bitterly, and a fresh tear rolled from be- neath her thick eyelashes, halting and glittering radiantly on her cheek. Quite a long time passed in this manner; the poor girl did not stir, — only now and then she moved her hands about and lis- tened, listened still. . . . Again something made a noise in the forest, — she gave a start. The noise did not cease, grew more distinct, drew nearer ; at last brisk, decided footsteps made themselves audible. She drew herself up, and seemed to be frightened; her attentive glance wavered, with, expectation, apparently. A man's figure flitted 133 MKMOIHS OF A SPORTSMAN swiftly tliioiiLili IIr' thicket. She glanced at it, suddenly lluslitd up, smiled joyously and hap- j)ily, tried to rise to her feet, and immediately htnt clear nwv once more, grew pale and con- fused,— and only laised her palpitating, almost iK-seechiiig glance lo the approaching man when the latter had come to a halt hy her side. I gazed at him with interest from my ambush. I must confess that he did not produce a pleasant impression on me. From all the signs, he was the petted \;il(t of a young, wealthy gentleman. His clothing hetrayed pretensions to taste and fop- pish carelessness: he wore a short overcoat of hronze hue, i)rol)al)ly the former property of his master, buttoned to the throat, a small ^Jink neck- erchief with lilac ends, and a black velvet cap, with gold galloon, j)ulle(l down to his very eye- brows. The round collar of his white shirt j)ropj)e(l up his ears, and ruthlessly sawed his cheeks, and his starched cuffs covered the whole of his hands down to his red, crooked finders, adorned with gold and silver rings with turquoise forget-me-nots. His fresh, rosy, bold face be- longed to the category of visages which, so far as I ha\e been able to observe, almost always irritate men and. unfortunately, very often please women. He was, obviously, trying to impart to his some- what coarse features a scornful and bored ex- pression; he ke])t incessantly screwing up bis little milky-grey eyes, which were small enough VS4> n^ THE TRYST without that, knitting liis hrows, drawing down the corners of his hps, constrainedly yawning, and with careless, although not quite skilful ease of manner he now adjusted with his hand his sandy, dashingly upturned temple-curls, now plucked at the small yellow hairs which stuck out on his thick upper lip, — in a word, he put on in- tolerable airs. He began to put on airs as soon as he caught sight of the young peasant girl who was waiting for him; slowly, with a swaggering stride, he approached her, stood for a moment, shrugged his shoulders, thrust both hands into the pockets of his coat, and, barely vouchsafing the poor girl a fugitive and indifferent glance, he dropped down on the ground. " Well," — he began, continuing to gaze off somewhere to one side, dangling his foot and yawning: — " hast thou been here long? " The girl could not answer him at once. " A long time, sir, Viktor Alexandrovitch," — she said at last, in a barely audible voice. " All! " (He removed his cap, passed his hand majestically over his thick, tightly curled hair, which began almost at his very eyebrows, and after glancing around him with dignity, he care- fully covered his precious head again.) "Why, I came pretty near forgetting all about it. And then, there was the rain, you know!" (He yawned again.) — "I have a lot of things to do: I can't attend to them all, and he scolds 135 MKMOTKS or A SPORTSMAN into the- har^aiii. To-inorrow we are going away. ... • ro-iiKiriow :■ '" — ejaculated the girl, and ti\t.(i a IriLilitciird glaiRv on him. " \\s. to-iuoiTow. . . . Come, come, come, piay." he interposed liastily and with vexation, seeing tliat .she was heginning to tremhle, and had .softly drooped her head: — "Pray, don't crjs Akulina. Thou knowest that 1 cannot endure that." ( And he wrinkled up his stuhhy nose.) — *' 11' thnii (lost, T Ml go away instantly. .... How stupid it is lo whimper! " " AVdI. I wont, 1 won't," — hastily articulated ^Akulina, swallowing her tears wuth an effort. — ".So you are going away to-morrow?"- — she added after a .short silence: — " When will God grant ine to see you again, Viktor Alexandro- vitehr" " We shall see each other again, we shall see each other again. If not next year, then later on. I think the master intends to enter the ffov- ernment .service in Petershurg," — he went on, uttering his words carelessly and somewhat through his nose: — "and perhaps we shall go ah road." " You will forget me, Viktor Alexandro- vitch," — said iVkulina sadly. " Xo, why .should I? I will not forget thee: only, thou must he sensihle, don't make a fool of thyself, heed thy father. . . . And I won't for- THE TRYST get thee — no-o-o." (And he cahnly stretched himself and yawned again.) " Do not forget me, Viktor Alexandrovitcli," she continued, in a tone of entreaty. " I think that I have loved you to such a degree, it always seems as though for you, I would .... you say, I must obey my father, Viktor Alexandrovitcli. . . . But how am I to obey my father " " But why not? " (He uttered these words as though from his stomach, as he lay on his back, with his arms under his head. ) " But what do you mean, Viktor Alexandro- vitcli . . . you know yourself. . . ." She stopped short, Viktor toyed with the steel chain of his watch. " Thou art not a stupid girl, Akulina," — he began at last: — "therefore, don't talk nonsense. I desire thy welfare, dost understand me? Of course, thou art not stupid, not a regular peasant, so to speak ; and thy mother also was not always a peasant. All the same, thou hast no education — so thou must obey when people give thee orders." " But I 'm afraid, Viktor Alexandrovitcli." " I-i, what nonsense, my dear creature! What hast thou to be afraid of? What 's that thou hast there," — he added, moving toward her: — "flow- ers? " Yes," — replied Akidina, dejectedly. — "I have been plucking some wild tansy," — she went 137 Ml. Mollis OF A SPORTSMAN on, after a hiicf pause :^ — " 'T is e*>an to stick it into his eye; but try as he would to hold it fast with his frowning- brows, the monocle kept tumbling out and falling into his hand. " What is that? "^ — inquired the amazed Aku- lina at last. " A lorgnette," — he replied pompously. " What is it for? " " To see better with." " Pray let me see it." Viktor frowned, but gave her the monocle. " Look out, see that thou dost not break it." "Never fear, I won't break it." (She raised it timidly to her eye.) " I can see nothing," — she said innocently. " Why, pucker up thine eye,"^ — he retorted in the tone of a displeased preceptor. ( She screwed up the eye in front of which she was holding the glass.) " Not that one, not that one, the other one! " — shouted Viktor, and without giving her a chance to repair her mistake, he snatched the lorgnette away from her. Akulina blushed scarlet, smiled faintly, and turned away. " Evidently, it is not suited to the like of me," — said she. " I should say not! " The poor girl made no reply, and sighed deeply. 139 MI.MOIHS OV A SPOirrSMAN " Akii. N'iktor Alexjiiulrovitch, what shall I do Nsithoiit you! "she siuidtnly said. \^ikt6r wiped tile loryriette with the tail of his coat, and put it haek in his ptjcket. "Yes, yes," — lie said at last: — "thou wilt really lind it \ery hard at first." (He patted her eondeseendingly on the shoulder; she softly re- moved his liand from her shoulder, and kissed it timidlv.) — "Well, ves, ves, thou really art a good girl," lie went on, with a conceited smile; " l)iit wliat can one do? Judge for thyself! tile master and I cannot remain here; winter will soon l)e iiere, and the country in winter — tliou knowest it tliyself — is simpty yile. 'T is (juite anotlier matter in Petersburg! There are simply swell marvels there as thou, silly, canst not even imagine in tliy dreams. Such houses, such streets, and society, culture — simply astound- ing! . . ." (xVknlina listened to him with de- vouring attention, her hps slightly parted, like those of a ciiild.) — " Eut what am I telling thee all this for? " — he added, turning over on the ground. " Of course, thou canst not under- stand! " " Wliy not, A'iktor Alexandrovitch? 1 have understood — I have understood everythinsr." " Did any one ever see such a girl! " iVkuli'na dropped her eyes. " You did not use to talk to me formerly in that 14.0 THE TKYST way, Viktor Alexiindrovitcli," — she said, without raising her eyes. " Foi'inerly? . . . formerly! Just see there, now! .... Formerly!" — he remarked, as though vexed. Both maintained silence for a while. " But I must be off," — said Viktor, and began to raise himself on his elbow " Wait a little longer," — articulated Akulina, in a beseeching voice. " What 's the use of waiting? ... I have al- ready bade thee farewell, have n't I? " " Wait," — repeated Akulina. Viktor stretched himself out again, and began to whistle. Still Akulina never took her eyes from him. I could perceive that she had grown somewhat agitated: her lips were twitching, her pale cheeks had taken on a faint flush. . . . " Viktor Alexandrovitch," — she said at last, in a broken voice: — " 'tis sinful of you . . . sinful of you, Viktor Alexandrovitch: by heaven, it is! " "What's sinful?" — he asked, knitting his brows, and he half rose and turned toward her. " 'T is sinful, Viktor Alexandrovitch. You might at least speak a kind word to me at ])art- ing; you might at least say one little word to me, an unhappy orphan. ..." " But what am I to sav to thee? " " I don't know ; you know that better than I do, 141 MKMOIKS OF A S1H)UTSMAX X'iktor Alexiiiulrovilcli. Here you are going away, and not a single word. . . How have T de- served swell ti-eatnient:" " " A\'liat a (]iR'er ereature tliou art! What can 1 dor" " Voii inii>ht say one little word. . . ." " Come, thou 'rt wound uj) to saj' the same tiling over and over," — he said testily, and rose to his feet. " Don't l)e angry, Viktor Alexandrovitch," — .she added hurriedly, hardly able to repress her tears. " I 'm not angry, only thou art so stupid. . . . What is it thou wantest? I can't marry thee, can 1 '. 1 cant, can I ? Well, then, what is it thou dost want:* What?" (He turned his face toward her, as though awaiting an answer, and sjjread his fingers far apart.) " I want nothing nothing," — she re- plied, stammering, and barely venturing to .stretch out to him her trembling arms: — "but yet, if you would sav only one little word in fare- well. ..." And the tears streamed down her face in a torrent. " Weil, there she goes! She 's begun to cry," said X^iktor coldly, pulling his cap forw^ard over liis eyes. " T want nothing," — she went on, sobbing, and C()\erino- her face with both hands; — "but how 142 THE TRYST do I stand now with my family, what is my posi- tion? and what will happen to me, what will be- come of me, unhappy one? They will marry off the poor deserted one to a man she does not love. .... Woe is me ! " " O, go on, go on," — muttered Viktor in an un- dertone, shifting from foot to foot where he stood. " And if he would say only one word, just one. . . . . such as: ' Akulina, 1 ' " Sudden sobs, which rent her breast, prevented her finishing her sentence — she fell face down- ward on the grass, and wept bitterly, bitterly. . . . Her whole body was convulsively agitated, the back of her neck fairly heaved Her long-suppressed woe had burst forth, at last, in a flood. Viktor stood over her, stood there a while, and shrugged his shoulders, then wheeled round, and marched off with long strides. Several minutes elapsed She quieted down, raised her head, glanced around, and clasped her hands ; she tried to run after him, but her limbs gave way under her — she fell on her knees I could not restrain myself, and rushed to her; but no sooner had she glanced at me than strength from some source made its ap- pearance, — she rose to her feet with a faint shriek, and vanished behind the trees, leaving her flowers scattered on the ground. 143 >If:M(MRS OF A SPORTSMAX 1 nIixkI tlicif lor a wliilc, picked up the bunch of coni-Howers, aiul emerged from tlie grove into the Helds. The sun hung low in the palely-clear skv, its ravs, too. seemed to liave grown ])allid, somehow, and cold: tliey did not beam, they dis- .seminated an even, almost watery light. Xot more tlian half an hour remained before night- fall, and the sunset glow was only just begin- ning to kindle. A gusty breeze dashed swiftly to meet me across the yellow, dried-up stubble- field; small, ^varped leaves rose hastily before it, and darted past, across the road, along the edge of the \NOO(ls; the side of the grove, turned toward the field like a wall, was all quivering and spark- liiig with a drizzling glitter, distinct but not bril- liant: on tlie reddish turf, on the blades of grass, oil the straws, everywhere around, gleamed and undulated the innumerable threads of autumnal spiders' webs. I halted. ... I felt sad: athwart the cheerful though chilly smile of. fading nature, the mournful tei-ror of not far-distant winter seemed to be creeping up. High above me, cleav- ing the air heavily and sharply with its wings, a cautious I'aven flew past, cast a sidelong glance at me, soared aloft and, floating on outstretched wings, disa])peared behind the forest, croaking s])asmo(iieal]y: a large flock of ])igeons fluttered sharply from the tliresliing-floor and, suddenly rising in a cloud, eagerly dispersed over the fields — a sign of autumn! Some one was driving past 144 THE TRYST behind the bare hill, iiis empty cart runi])lino- loudly. . . . I returned home; but the image of poor Akii- lina did not leave my mind for a long time, and her corn-flowers, long since withered, I have pre- served to this day. . . . VII HAMLET OF SHSHTCHIGRY COUNTY l)ri?TX(; one of my excursions, I received an in^^ \ itation to dine with a wealthy landed proprietor, who was also a sportsman, Alexander Mikhailo- \itc'ii (;***. His large village was situated five versts distant from tlie tiny hamlet where I had settled down at that time. I donned my dress-suit, without which I would not advise any one to leave home, even on a hunting-expedition, and set off for Alexander ^likhailovitch's house. The (hnner was ai)pointed for six o'clock; I ar- rived at five, and found a large number of nobles, ill uiiifoiins, civilian garb, and other arrays, al- ready there. The host received me cordially, but immediately ran off to the butler's pantry. He was expecting an important dignitary and felt a certain pei-tur})ation, which was entirely incom- jjatible with his independent position in the world and his wealth. Alexander Mikhailo- vitch had never married, and did not like women; it was bachelor society which assembled at his house. He lived on a grand scale, had aug- mented and refitted his ancestral mansion in mag- nificent stvle, imi)ovted every year from Moscow HAMLET OF SIISHTCHIGRY fifteen thousand rubles' worth of wine, and, alto- gether, enjoyed the greatest respect. Alexander Mikhailovitch had long since resigned from the service, and aspired to no honours What, then, induced him to invite the dignitary to be his guest, and agitate himself from daybreak on the day of the ceremonious dinner? That is a point which remains shrouded in the gloom of obscu- rity, as a certain attorney of my acquaintance was wont to say when asked whether he accepted bribes from willing givers. On parting from my host, I began to stroll through the rooms. Almost all the guests were entire strangers to me ; a dozen men were already seated at the card-tables. Among the number of these devotees of preference were two military men with noble but somewhat worn countenances ; several civilians in tight, tall stocks and with pen- dent, dyed moustaches, such as are possessed only by decided but well-intentioned persons (these well-intentioned persons were pompously gather- ing up their cards, and casting sidelong glances at those who approached them, but without turn- ing their heads) ; and five or six officials of the dis- trict with rotund paunches, plump, perspiring hands, and discreetly-impassive feet (these gen- tlemen were talking in low tones, smiling benig- nantly on all sides, holding their cards tightly against their shirt-fronts, and, when they trumped, they did not bang the table, but, on the 147 MKMOIHS OF A SPORTSMAN coiitiarv (lr.>iM'^»' *''^"" '''^^''^'^' '^^'^'^ ^"^ luululating inovciiR-iit (.11 the orcrn cloth, and wlien they gathcml in their tricks they produced a light, ex- tremely courteous and decorous grating noise). The rJst of the no])les were sitting on the divans and huddling in groups round the doors and win- dows: one landed proprietor, no longer young hut of eifeniinate ai)pearance, was standing in a corner, (piaking and hlushing, and twisting his watch-chain on his stomach with perturhation, al- tliougli no one was paying any attention to him; other gentlemen, in round-tailed dress-coats and checked trousers, the work of a ^Moscow tailor, the |)erpetual meml>er of the guild and master, Firs Kliukhin, were chatting with unwonted ease of manner and alertness, freely turning their fat and hare napes; a young man of twenty, mole-eyed and fair-haired, clad in hlack from head to foot, was evidently intimidated, hut smiled spite- fully. . . . I was beginning to be somewhat bored, how- ever, when suddenly I was joined by a certain \"oinitzyn, a young man who had not completed his studies, and wlio lived in xVlexander ^likhai- lovitcir.s house in the capacity it w^ould be difficult to say in precisely what capacity. lie was a capital shot, and knew how to train dogs. 1 had known him previously, in ^Moscow. He belonged to tlie category' of young men who, at every examination, " played the dumb game," — 148 HAIMLET OF STTSHTCHIGRY that is to say, did not answci- the professors' ques- tions by a single word. Tliese gentlemen were also called sidewhiskerites, by wa}^ of fine lan- guage. (This happened long ago, as you can easily see.) This is the way it was done: Voinit- zyn, for example, was called up. Voinitzyn — wlio, up to that moment, had been sitting motion- less and bolt uprigiit on liis bench, bathed from head to foot in boiling-liot perspiration, and roll- ing his eyes about slowly but stupidly — rose, has- tily buttoned liis undress uniform up to the throat, and stole sideways to the table of the ex- aminers. — " Please take a ticket," the professor said to him, pleasantly. Voinitzyn stretched out his hand, and tremulously touched the package of tickets with his fingers. — " Be so good as not to pick and choose," — remarked some irritable old man who had nothing to do with the matter, a professor from some other faculty, who had con- ceived a sudden hatred for the unlucky sidewhis- kerite. Voinitzyn yielded to his fate, took a ticket, showed the number, and went off and took his seat near the window, while the man ahead of him answered his question. At the window, Voinit- zyn never took his eyes from the ticket, unless it was to gaze about him slowly, as before, and otherwise he did not move a limb. But now the man ahead of him has answered his question, and the professors say to him: " Good, you may go," or even: " Good, sir, very good, sir," according to 149 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMxVN his capacities. 'I'licii they call up A^iinitzyn; — Voinit/yn rises, and ai)pn)aches the table with firm steps. — " Head your ticket," they say to him. X'oitu'tzyu lifts the ticket to his very nose with l)()tii hands, slowly reads it, and slowly lowers his hands. — " \Vell, sir, please give the answer," lan- ^aiidly articulates the same professor, throwing hack his body, and folding his arms on his chest. A piofonnd silence reigns. — " \Vhat have you to sayC" — \'oinitzyn maintains silence. He be- i»ins to net on the nerves of the old man who is not concerned. — "Come, say something!" — My \'oinit/yn remains silent, just as though he had expired. His closely-clip})ed nape rears itself up in front of the curious glances of all his conn*ades. The eyes of the meddlesome old man are ready to ])()p out of his head: he has finally arrived at de- testation of Voinitzyn.— " But this is strange," — I'cmarks the other examiner: — " Why do you stand there like a dumb man? come now, don't you know? if you do, then s])eak." — " Allow me to take another ticket," articulates the unlucky night dully. The professors exchange glances. — " AVell, do so," — replies the head-examiner, w itii a wave of the hand. Again Voinitzyn takes a ticket, again he goes off to the window% again he returns to the table, and again he maintains silence like that of a dead man. The unconcerned old man is ready to devour him alive. At last they (lri\e him off, and ])lace a ciy)her against his 1.50 HAMLET OF SlISHTCIIIcaiY name. You think: " Now he will go away, at least?" Nothing of the sort ! He returns to his place, sits there in the same impassive manner until the end of the examination, and as he takes his departure he exclaims: " Well, that was like a hot bath! what a tough job! " — And he roams about jMoscow all that day, from time to time clutching at his head, and bitterly upbraiding his unhappy lot. As a matter of course, he does not touch a book, and the next morning the same story is repeated. So then, this Voinitzyn joined me. We chatted together about JMoscow, about sport. " Would n't you like to have me introduce you to the leading wit of these parts? " — he suddenly whispered to me. " Pray do." Voinitzyn led me to a man of short stature, with a lofty curled crest and a moustache, in a cin- namon-b]-own dress-coat and a flowered necker- chief. His bilious, mobile features really did ex- hale cleverness and malice. His lips curled incessantly in a fleeting, caustic smile; his small black eyes, which he kept screwed up, peered forth audaciously from beneath uneven lashes. B}^ his side stood a landed proprietor, a broad, soft, sweet man, — a regular Sugar-Honey, — and with only one eve. He lauffhed in advance at the witticisms of the little man, and seemed to be fairly raptur- ous with delight. Voinitzyn presented me to the 151 MK.MOIKS OF A SPORTSMAN wit. whose name was Piotr Petmvitch Lupikhin. We made ae(]uaiiitance, and exehanged the pre- liminary greetings. *• And allow me to iiitrodiiee to you my best friend." ^said Lupikhin suddenly, in a sharp voice, seizino- the sweet proprietor by the hand. — " Come now, don't hang back, Kirila Selifan- itch," — he added : — " nobody is going to bite \()ii. Here, sir," — he went on, wdiile the discon- certed Kirila Selifanitch bowed as awkwardly as thongh his paunch were falhng off: — " Here, sir, I recommend him to you, sir, a splendid noble. He enjoyed excellent health up to the age of fifty, and all of a sudden took it into his head to put himself through a course of treatment for his eyes, in consecjuence of which he has lost the siiiht of one of them. Ever since then, he has been treating his peasants with like success Well, and they, of course, with the same devo- ion .... " What a fellow he is! " — muttered Kirila Se- lifanitch — and burst out laughing. " Si)eak ont, my friend — ekh, finish what you were about to say," — interpolated Lupikhin. — " Whv, the first vou know, vou may be elected judge, and you will be elected, see if you are n't. Well, of course the assessors will do your think- ing for you, I suppose; for, you know% 't is neces- sary, in case of need, to understand how to enun 152 HAMLET OF SHSIITCIIK^RY ciate other people's ideas, at least. Perhaps the Governor will drop in; — he will ask: 'What makes the judge stammer? ' \Vell, let us assume that they tell him: ' He has had a stroke of pa- ralysis.' — ' Then bleed him,' he will say. And that is unseemly in your position, you must admit yourself." The sweet landed proprietor fairly roared with laughter. " There, you see, he 's laughing," — pursued Lupikhin, with a vieious glance at Kirila Seli- fanitch's heaving paunch. — " And why should n't he laugh?" — he added, addressing me: — "he's full-fed, healthy, has no children, his serfs are not mortgaged, and he gives them medical treat- ment, — his wife is rather crack-brained." (Ki- rila Selifanitch turned somewhat aside, as though he had not heard, and went on roaring with laughter.) — " I laugh also, and my wife eloped with a surveyor." (He grinned.) " Why, did n't you know that? Certainly! She just took and ran away, and left a letter for me: ' jNIy dear Piotr Petrovitch,' says she, ' excuse me: carried away by passion, I am departing with the friend of my heart. . . .' And the sur- veyor fascinated her simply because he did n't cut his finger-nails, and wore trousers like tights. You are surprised? Here 's a frank man, you say. — I-i, good heavens, we steppe-dwellers 153 MK.MOIKS OF A SPORTSMAN speak the tnitli straight out. But let us step •isiilc \\'1»\ shoukl we stand by the future jiidufef He took my arm, and we walked off to the u intioNv. •• 1 hear the reputation of a wit here," — he said to nie in the eourse of our eonversation : — " don't vou helieve it. I am simply an embittered man, and I am shearing aloud: that is why I am so free and easy. xVnd, as a matter of fact, why should 1 stand on ceremony? I don't care a copper for anybodx's opinion, and am not in quest of any- thing: I am spiteful, — what of that! A spiteful man stands in no need of brains, at least. And you would n"t believe how refreshing it is. . . . Here, now, for example, — here now% just look at our host I Xow why' is he rushing about, for mercy's sake, constantly looking at his watch, smiHng, })erspiring, assuming a pompous mien, torturing us with hunger? A pretty thing, truly, a dignitary! There, there he is rushing about again, — he has even begun to limp, — just look! " xVnd Lupikhin laughed shrilly. " 'T is a great pity that there are no ladies," — he went on, with a deep sigh; — " it is a bachelor (hnner, — and there 's no profit for the likes of us in that. Look, look," — he suddenly exclaimed: — " yonder comes Prince Kozelsky — that tall man with the beard, in yellow gloves. It is im- mediately evident that he has been abroad .... 154 HAMLET OF SHSHTCHIGRY and he always arrives so late. I '11 tell you one thing, though: he's as stupid as a pair of mer- cliant's horses; and you just ought to see how condescendingly he talks to men like me, how maffuanimouslv he deigns to smile at the amiahle attentions of our hungry wives and daughters! .... And he sometimes makes a joke, although he lives here only temporarily; — but what jokes! Precisely as though he were sawing at a hawser with a dull knife. He can't endure me. ... I '11 go and make my bow to him." And Lupikhin hastened to meet the Prince. " And yonder comes my personal foe," — he said, suddenly returning to me: — "do you see that fat man, with the dark -brown face, and the brush on his head, — yonder, — the one who has his cap clutched in his hand, and is making his way along the wall, and darting glances on all sides, like a wolf? I sold him for four hundred rubles a horse which was worth one thousand rubles, and that dumb beast now has a perfect right to despise me ; but he is so devoid of capacity for thinking, especially of a morning, before tea, or immedi- ately after dinner, that if you saj^ to him : ' Good morning,' he will reply: ' what, sir? ' And yonder comes the General," went on Lupikhin: — " a ci- vilian general on the retired list, a bankrupt gen- eral. He has a daughter made of beet-root sugar and a scrofula factory. . . . Excuse me, I did n't mean to say that .... well, you understand. 155 .ArE:NroTKs of a sportsman Ah' and tlit- arcliitect has got Jiere! A German, aiul witli a iiioustachc, and does n't know his busi- ness, — astounding! — But why should he know his business f all he has to do is to take bribes, and set up as many columns and pillars as possible for our ancient nobility." ^ Again Lupikhin began to laugh violently. . . . Hut suddenly a breathless agitation spread all ()\cr the house. The dignitary had arrived. Tiic host fairlv Hew headlong to the anteroom, licliind him scurried several devoted domestics and zealous guests. . . . The noisy conversation was converted into a soft, agreeable murmur, re- sembling the humming of bees in their native hive in springtime. The irrepressible wasp, Lupi- khin. and the magnificent drone, Kozelsky, alone did not lower their voices. . . . And now, at last, tlie queen-bee entered — the dignitary en- tered. Hearts flew to greet him, heavy seated bodies rose; even the landed proprietor wdio had bought Lupikliin's horse cheap, even that pro- prietor tlu'ust his chin into his chest. The dig- nitary preser\'ed his dignity to perfection: nod- ding his liead backward, as though bowing, he uttered a few words of approval, each one of which began with the letter a, enunciated with a drawl through the nose; — with indignation which reached the pitch of biting, he stared at ' A pun is here intended. Slolh, a pillar or ])ost, stolhovoi dvo- ryaniit (c<)liiMin-nol)lc), a nobleman of ancient family.— Trans LATOb. 156 HAMLET OF SHSHTCHIGRY Prince Kozelsky's beard, and gave the ruined civil General with the factory and the daughter the forefinger of his left hand. After a few moments, during the coiu'se of which the digni- tary had managed to remark twice that he was very glad he had not arrived late for dinner, the whole company wended their way to the dining- room, big-wigs at the head. Is it necessary for me to describe to the reader how the dignitary was given the principal seat, between the civil /General and the INIarshal of No- bility for the Government, a man with a free and dignified expression of countenance, which thor- oughly matched his starched shirt-front, his capa- cious waistcoat, and his circular snuff-box filled with French snuff; — how the host fussed and ran about, and Inistled, and urged the guests to eat, bestowed a smile in passing on the dignitary's back, and, standing in one corner, like a school- boy, hurriedly swallowed a plate of soup, or a bit of roast beef; — how the butler served a fish an arshin and a half ^ in length, and with a nosegay in its mouth ; — how the liveried servants, surly of aspect, gruffly plied each nobleman now with Malaga, now with dry Madeira, and how almost all the noblemen, especially the elderly ones, drank glass after glass, as though resigning themselves to a sense of duty: — how, in conclu- sion, bottles of champagne were cracked, and they ^ Forty-two inoC-3S. — Traxslatou. 157 Ml^.MOlKS OF A SPORTSMAN lK.«ran to tlriiik toasts to the health of various |>ersoiisf All this is, prohahly, hut too familiar to the reader. IJut what struek nie as especially noteworthy was an anecdote, related hy the dig- nitarv himself amid universal iovous silence. Some one the ruined General I think it was, a man aeciuainted with the newest literatiu'e — al- luded to the influence of women in general, and upon young men in particular. — " Yes, yes," — put ill tlif dignitary: — " that is true; young men should he kept under strict discipline, otherwise they are likely to go out of their heads over every petticoat." (A smile of childlike mirth flitted across the faces of all the guests; the gratitude of one landed ])roprietor even glistened in his glance.) — " For young men are foolish." (The dignitary, prohahly with a view to increasing their imixntance, sometimes altered the generallj^- received accentuation, of words.) — "Now, there 's my son Ivjin, for instance," he continued: "the fool is only twenty years of age, and all of a sud- den he says to me: ' Dear little father, permit me to marrv.' I sav to him: ' Serve first, thou fool! ' .... Well, then came despair, tears hut 1 *m . . . you know . . . ." (The words " you know " the dignitary uttered with his helly rather than with Jiis lips; then he remained silent a little while, and cast a majestic glance at his neighhoui- the C^eneral, at the same time elevating his eyehrous more than one might have expected 158 HAMLET OF SHSIITCHICxRY from liiin. The civilian General bowed his head pleasantly somewhat on one side, and winked the eye which was turned toward the dignitary with extreme rapidity.) — "And what do you think," — began the dignitary again, " now he writes to me, saying: ' Thanks, father, for having taught the fool a lesson.' .... That 's the way one must proceed." — All the guests entirely agreed with the narrator, as a matter of course, and seemed to brighten up as a result of the pleasure and instruction which they had received. . . . After dinner, the whole company rose and with- drew to the drawing-room with great but decor- ous uproar, as though it were permitted on this occasion They sat down to play cards. I managed to while away the evening, and hav- ing enjoined my coachman to have my calash ready at five o'clock on. the following morning, I retired to rest. But it was my lot to make ac- quaintance on that same day with still another remarkable man. In consequence of the multitude of guests who had arrived, no one had a bedroom to himself. In the small, greenish, and rather damp chamber to which Alexander INIikhailovitch's butler con- ducted me, there was already another guest, com- pletely undressed. On catching sight of me, he briskly dived under the coverlet, covered himself up with it to his very nose, nestled about a little 159 MKMOIKS OF A SPORTSMAN in the spoil t^ry feather-bed, and quieted down, peerin-r l*>i'tli keenly from ])eneath the round bor- (kr of liis eollon nigliteap. I stepped up to the other l)ed (there were only two in the room), un- dressed, and lay down in the damp sheets. ]My neiirlibonr turned over in his bed I wished him good ni«4ht. Half an hour elapsed. Despite my efforts, I eould not ^et to sleep; useless and ill-defined thou«Ahts followed one another in endless succes- sion, persistently and monotonously, like the buckets of a pumping-machine. " Vou are not sleepy, apparently," — remarked my neighbour. " As you see,"— I replied.—" And you 're not sleepy, either? " " 1 'm never sleepy." "Why so?" " Because I fall asleep I don't know why; I lie and lie. and then get to sleep." " But why do you go to bed before you feel like sleeping? " " Whv, what would vou have me do? " I made no answer to my neighbour's question. " I 'm surprised," he went on, after a brief pause: — " that there are no fleas here. I thought they were everywhere.," " ^'^ou seem to regret them," — I remarked. " Xo, I don't regret them; but I like logical sequence in everything." 160 HAJNILET OF SHSITTC II KiRY " You don't say so," — I reniurked to niystlf : " what words lie uses! " Again my neighbour was silent for a while. " Would vou like to make a bet with me? " — he suddenly said, in quite a loud voice. "What about?" I was beginning to find my neighbour amus- ing. " H'm .... what about? Why, about this: I 'm convinced that you take me for a fool." " Good gracious," — I murmured in amaze- ment. " For a steppe-dweller, an ignoramus. — Con- X Coo» • • • " I have not the pleasure of knowing you," — I returned. — " How have you arrived at the con- clusion? . . . ." " How? Why, from the mere sound of your voice: you answ^er me so carelessly. . . . But I 'm not in the least what you think. . . ." " Permit me ..." " No, do you permit me. In the first place, I speak French quite as well as you do, and German even better; in the second place, I have spent three years abroad: I have lived eight months in Berlin alone. I have studied Hegel, my dear sir, I know Goethe by heart; more than that, I was for a long time in love with the daughter of a' Ger- man professor, and married at home a consump- tive young gentlewoman, — a bald, but very re- 161 me:moirs of a sportsman inarkal)lc iiulix icliuil. Consequently, I am a l)crrv from the same field as yourself; I 'm not a rustic steppe-ihveller, as you suppose. . . . I also am bitten with reflex action, and there 's nothing (hreet alM)ut me. . . ." I raised my liead, and looked at the eccentric w ilh redoubled attention. In the dim light of the night-lami) I could barely distinguish his fea- tures. " There now, you are staring at me," — he went on, adjusting his nightcap, — " and, probably, you are asking yourself: ' How comes it that I did not notice liim to-day? ' I will tell you why you did not notice me: — because 1 do not raise my voice; because 1 hide behind other people, stand behind doors, converse with no one ; because the butler, as he passes me with a tray, elevates his elbow in ad- vance on a level with my breast. . . . And wlience does all this proceed? From two causes: in the first place, I am poor, and in the second, I am resigned. . . . Speak the truth, you did n't observe me, did you? " " I really did not have the pleasure. . . ." "Well, wtII, yes," — he interrupted me: — "I knew it." He raised himself half-way, and folded his arms; the long shadow of his nightcap flitted from the wall to the ceiling. " Come now, confess," — he suddenly added, casting a sidelong glance at me: — " I must seem 162 HAMLET OF SHSHTCHIGRY to you a great eccentric, an original, as they say, or, perhaps, even something still worse; perhaps you think that I pretend to be an eccentric?" " I must repeat to you, once more, that I do not know you. . ." He cast down his eyes for a moment. " Why I have so unexpectedly set to talking with you, — with a man who is an entire stranger to me, — the Lord — the Lord only knows! " (He sighed.) " 'T is not in consequence of the af- finity of our souls ! Both you and I are respecta- ble persons, egoists; you have nothing to do with me, neither have I the slightest thing to do with you; isn't that so? But neither of us is sleepy. . . . Why not have a chat ? I 'm in the mood, and that rarely ha])pens with me. I 'm timid, you see, and not timid in virtue of the fact that I am a provincial, without official rank, a poor man, but in virtue of the fact that I am a frightfully con- ceited man. But sometimes, under the influence of propitious circumstances, accidents, which I am unable, however, either to define or foresee, my timidity disappears completely, as on the present occasion, for instance. You might set me face to face with the Dalai-Lama himself now, — and I 'd ask him for a pinch of snufF. But per- haps you want to go to sleep? " " On the contrary," — I hastily returned: — " I find it very agreeable to chat with you." " That is, I amuse you, you mean to say. . . . 163 MKMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN So imuh tlu- iK'tter. ... So tlicn, sir, I must in- i'oiiii you, that 1 am called an original in these parts: that is to say. I am so called by those from wliosc ton o IRS my name chances, accidentally, to fall. ali'iiLi' witli otlicr trifling things. ' Xo one is urcatlv concerned as to mv fate.' . . . They think to wound me O my God! if they only knew . . . why, I 'm perishing precisely because there is positively nothing original about me, nothing except such sallies as my present con- versation witli you, for example; l)ut, you see, those sallies are n't worth a copper coin. That 's tlie very clieapest and most vulgar sort of origi- nality." lie tui-ned his face toward me and w^aved his hands. " My dear sir! " — he exclaimed: — " My opin- ion is, that tlie originals are the only people who enjoy life on earth; they alone have the right to live. 3lon verre nest pas grand, mais je hois dans mon verre, some one has said. — ^You see," — he added in an undertone: — "what pure French I speak. \Vliat care I if a man has a great and ca- pacious head, and understands everything, knows a great deal, and keeps abreast of the times, — but iias notliing s])ecial of his own! It merely makes one storeliouse for commonplaces more in the world, — and who derives any satisfaction out of that? Xo, be stupid if you will, only do it in your own way! Have an odour of your own, that's 164 HAMLF/r OF SIISIITCHiGRY what! — And do not imagine that my demands with respect to that odour are great God forbid ! There 's a mass of such originals : no matter in what direction you look, you behold an original; every living man is an original, but for some reason I have n't fallen into their cate- gory! . o . " And yet," — he went on, after a brief pause: —"what expectations 1 aroused in my youth! what a lofty opinion 1 cherished of myself before I went abroad, and diu'ing the early days after my return thence! Well, while I was abroad, I kept on the alert, I always made my way about alone, as is fitting for a fellow like me, who under- stands everything, is up to everything ; and in the end, lo and behold, — he has n't understood the first thing ! . . . "An original, an original! "^ — he resumed, shaking his head reproachfully. . o . " They call me an original as a matter of fact, it ap- pears that there is n't a less original man in the world than your most humble servant. I must have been born in imitation of some one else. . . . By heaven, I must! I exist as though in imita- tion of the writers I have studied, I exist in the sweat of my brow; and I have studied, and fallen in love, and married, in conclusion, just as though it were not of my own volition, just as though I were performing some duty, executing some les- son, — who can explain it ! " 165 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN lit tore llic nightcap from his head and tluiig it on tlic hetl. " Shall 1 Icll you the story of my life?" — he asked me in a spasmodic voice: — "or, rather, a few incidents of my Hfe? " " Pray do." " C)r — no, 1 had hetter tell you how I came to niarr\-. For marriage is an important affair, the test-stone of every man; in it, as in a mirror, is re- flected .... Rut tliat c()m])arison is too hack- neyed. ... If you permit, 1 will take a pinch of snuff." lie pulled a snuff-box from under his pillow, opened it, and began to talk again, waving the open I)ox. " Put yourself in my position, my dear sir. — Judge for yoiu'self, what profit, — come now, for mercy's sake, tell me, — what profit could I extract from IlegeFs encycloptedia? Tell me, what has that encyclopfcdia in common with Russian life? And how would you have me apply it to our ex- istence — and not that encyclopiedia alone, but (Tcrman philosophy in general .... I will say more — German science? " He leaped up in his bed, and muttered in an un- derto!ie. viciouslv setting- his teeth: " Ah, that 's the point, that 's the point! Then why didst thou trot off abroad? AVhy didst not thou stay at home, and study the life which surrounded thee on the spot? Thou wouldst have 106 HAMLET OF SIISnTCTIIGRY learned its requirements and its future, and thou wouldst have become clear concerning tliine own v^ocation, so to speak. . . . But good gracious," — he continued, again altering his voice, as though defending himself and quailing: — " how is a man like me to inform himself about a thing concern- ing which not a single wiseacre has written any- thing in a book! I would be glad to take lessons from it, from tliat same Russian life, — but it maintains silence, my dear little dove. ' Under- stand me,' it says, 'as I am;' but that is beyond my power: give me the deductions, present to me the conclusion of the matter The conclusion? — 'Here is the conclusion for thee,' people say: 'just listen to our Moscow folks — they 're nightin- gales, are n't they ? ' — And precisely therein lies the calamity, that they warble like Kursk night- ingales, but don't talk like human beings So I meditated and meditated, — you see, science is the same everywhere, apparently, and is the only genuine thing, — and took and set off, with God's aid, to foreign parts, to infidels. . . . What would you have,^ — I was besotted with youth, w^ith pride. I was n't willing, you know, to swim in fat before my time, although 't is healthy, they say. However, the person who has not been endowed by nature with flesh, will never behold fat on his body ! " But I believe," — he added, after reflecting a while, — " that I promised to narrate to you how 167 ME.MOTHS OF A SPORTSMAN 1 came ti) yvt married. IJsten, then. In the first placr. I must ini'orm yoii that my wife is no lnii«r(.i- iii thf world: in the second place . . . . hut ill the second place, I perceive that I mnst tell vou ahout niv vouth, otherwise vou will not un- derstand anything You are sure you don't want to go to sleep? " ■ No, 1 don't." " A^'ery good. Just listen .... how vulgarly M !•. Kaiitagriukhin is snoring yonder, in the next room! — I am the son of poor parents, — parents, 1 say, hecause, in addition to a mother, there is a tradition that I had a father also. I do not re- memher him; thev sav that he was a man of lim- ited eai)acity, liad a huge nose and freckles, and took snuff up one nostril; in my mother's bed- room hung his portrait, in a red uniform with a hlack collar reaching up to his ears, and remarka- hly hideous. They used to lead me past it on my way to a whipping, and on such occasions my mother always pointed it out to me, with the re- mark: 'Thou wouldst have fared still worse at his hands.' You can imagine how greatly this encouraged me. I had neither brothers nor sis- ters; that is to say, to tell tlie truth, I did have a .sort of wretched little brother, who was afflicted with the rickets, but he died very soon. . . . And why should the rickets perch in the Zhigry dis- trict of the Kursk government? But that is not the point. My mother busied lierself over my 168 HAMLET OF SIISHTCHIGRY education witli the headlong zeal of a hinded pro- prietress of tlie steppes; she hnsied herself with it from the very magnifieeiit day of my birth until I had attained the age of sixteen. . . . Do you follow the thi'ead of mv storv? " " Certainly, proceed." " Well, good. So then, when I had attained the age of sixteen, my mother without delay took and dismissed my French tutor and the German Philipovitch from the Greeks of Nyezhin : ^ she took me to JMoscow, entered me in the university, and surrendered her soul to the Almighty, leaving me in the hands of my own uncle, the pettifogger Koltun-Babur, a bird who was known to more than the Zhigry district. This own uncle of mine, the pettifogger Koltun-Babur, robbed me of my last penny, as is the custom. . . . But again, that is not the point. I entered the univer- sity, to do my mother justice, tolerably well pre- pared; but the lack of originality was discerni- ble in me even then. ]\Iy childhood had differed in no respect from the childhood of other j^ouths : I had grown up as stupid and drowsy as though I had been under a feather-bed, and began just as early to commit verses to memory, and to lan- guish under the pretext of an inclination to dreaminess and all the rest of it. In the university I did not travel along a new road: I immediately fell into a circle. Times were ^A Greek colony in Little Russia. — Translatoh. 1C9 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN dillVrent then Rut perhaps you do not know what a cirele is?— I remember that Schiller says somewhere : " Gefalirlich ist's, den Leu zu wcckcn, Und sclireckHcli is dcs Tigers Zaliii, Doch das schrecklichste der Schrecken — Das ist der Mensch in seincm Wahn ! " He did not mean to say that, I assure you; he meant to say : ' Das is ein circle in der Stadt Moskau! " Rut what is it that you find dreadful in a cir- cle? " — I inquired. My neighbour snatclied up his nightcap, and pulled it down on his nose. ''Wliat is it that I find dreadful? "—he sliouted. — " Why, this: a circle — why, that is the penhtion of all independent development; a circle is a hideous substitute for society, women, life ; a circle. . . . O, but wait; I will tell you what a circle is! A circle is that sluggish and drow^sy dwelling together, side by side, to which the sig- nificance and aspect of a sensible deed is attached; a circle substitutes arguments for conversation, trains men to fruitless jabbering, diverts you from solitary, beneficent work, infects you wath the literary itch; it robs you, in short, of your freshness and virginal lirmness of soul. A circle — why, it is staleness and boredom under the 170 HAMLET OF SHSHTCHIGRY name of brotherhood aiul friendship, a coneate- nation of misunderstanchngs and cavilhngs under the pretext of frankness and sympathy; in a cir- cle — thanks to the right of every friend to thrust his unwashed fingers, at all seasons, at all hours, straight into the interior of a comrade — no one has a pure, imtouched spot in his soid ; in a circle, men bow down before an empty, fine talker, a conceited clever fellow, a premature old man; they bear aloft in their arms the talentless scrib- bler of verses, but with ' hidden ' thoughts ; in a circle, young fellows of seventeen discourse craf- tily and wisely of women, or talk with them just as in a book, — and what things they talk about! In a circle cunning eloquence flourishes; in a cir- cle, men watch each other in a way not at all in- ferior to police officials. . . . O circle! thou art not a circle : thou art an enchanted ring, in which more than one honest man has gone to destruc- tion!" " Come, you are exaggerating, allow me to ob- serve to you," — I interrupted him. My neighbour stared at me in silence. " Perhaps, — the Lord knows, — perhaps I am. But, you see, only one pleasure is left to fellows like me — to exaggerate. So, sir, in this man- ner I spent four years in Moscow. I am not able to describe to you, my dear sir, with what rapidity, with what frightful rapidity, that time passed ; it even makes me sad and vexed to recall 171 \T mi;m()IH.s of a stortsman it. "'1' is as tlu)iif»li you rose in tlie morning and NMiit coasting down liill on a sled The first Noii know, lol \ou have readied the end; and already it is evening; here's the sleepy servant pulling otr your eoat, — and you change your tlress, and wend your way to your friend, and set to smoking a i)i{)e, and drinking glasses of weak tea, and discussing German philosophy, love, the eternal sun of the spirit, and other remote objects. Hut there also I met original, independent peo- ple-: IK) matter how capricious one of them might he, no matter liow much he hid himself in a corner, still natiu'c would assert her rights; I alone, unhaj)py wight, moulded myself like soft wax, and my miserable nature did not display the slightest resistance! In the meantime, 1 had reached the age of one and twenty. I entered into possession oi' my inheritance, or, to speak more accurately, of that 2)ortion of my inheri- tance which my guardian had graciously seen fit to leave me, gave a power of attorney to manage all my hereditary estates to an emancipated house- serf, \"asilv Kudrvasheff, and went abroad to Ikrlin. I remained abroad, as I have already had the honour to inform you, three years. And what came of that? There, abroad, also, I re- mained the same un-original being. In the first ])lace, there 's no disputing the fact, that I did not make ac(|uaintance with the actual Euro])e, with European existence, not the least bit; 1 listened 172 HAMI.ET OF STTSTTTCITTOKY to the German professors, and read (iernian books on the very spot of their birth that is all the differenee there was. I led an iso- lated life, jnst as thon(>h I had been a monk; I consorted with retired lientenants who were op- pressed, like myself, with a thirst for knowledge, bnt were very dnll of understanding, and not en- dowed with the gift of words; I fiXMjuented the society of dull-witted families from I'enza and other grain-producing governments; I lolled in the cafes, read the newspapers, went to the theatre in the evenings. I had little acquain- tance with the natives of the country, I talked with them in a constrained sort of way, and never saw a single one of them at my own (juarters, with the exception of two or three intrusive young fellows of Jewish extraction, who kept incessantl}* running to me and borrowing money from me, — luckily, dcr Ilusse was confiding. A strange freak of chance at last took me into the house of one of my })rofessors; and this was the way it came about : I went to him to enter myself in his course, and the first I knew he suddenly in- vited me to spend the evening with him. Tliis professor had two daughters, twenty-seven years of age, such buxom girls — God ])less them! — such magnificent noses, curls in papers, ]:)ale-blue eyes, and red hands with ])allid nnils. One was named I.inchen, the other Minchen. I began to frequent the professor's house. I must tell you that that 173 MKMOTRS OF A SPORTSMAN professor was not exactly stupid, but cracked as it wtre; he talked (juite coherently on the lecture- platform, hut at home he lisped, and kept his si)ectacles always on his forehead; moreover, he was an extremely learned man. . . . And what came of it!" ^Vll of a sudden, I took it into my head that I had fallen in love with Linchen, — and for six whole months I thought so. I talked very littk- to her. it is true, — I chiefly stared at her; l)ut I read aloud to her divers affecting compo- sitions, pressed her hand on the sly, and of an evening meditated by her side, gazing intently at the moon, or simply into the air. INIoreover, she did make such capital coffee! . . . .' What more do I want? ' I thought to myself. One thing troubled me: at the very moments of inexpressi- ble bliss, as the saying is, I always had a pain in the lower part of my chest, for som^ reason or other, and an acute, cold chill coursed through my stomach. At last, I could endure such happi- ness no longer, and I fled. I spent two whole years abroad after that: I was in Italy, in Rome I .stood in front of the ' Transfiguration,' in Flor- , ence in front of the ' Venus ' ; all at once, I went into exaggerated raptures, as though seized w^ith a fit of ferocity; in the evenings I scribbled verses, and started a diary; in a word, I conducted my- self there as everybody does. And yet, just see how easv it is to be orioinal. I understand no- thing about j)ainting and sculpture, for example. 174 HAMLET OF SHSHTCHlGRY ... I might simply have said that aloud . . . , . no, impossible. I engage a cicerone, and run and look at the frescoes. . . ." Again he dropped his eyes, and again flung off his nightcap. " So, at last, I returned to my native land," — he went on, in a weary tone: — " I arrived in INIos- cow. In Moscow I underwent an amazing change. Abroad I had chiefly held my tongue, but here, all of a sudden, I began to talk with unexpected boldness, and at the same time, con- ceived God knows what lofty opinion of my- self. Indulgent people turned up, to whom I ap- peared something very like a genius; but I was not able to maintain myself at the height of my glory. One fine morning a calumny sprang into existence with regard to me (who brought it fortli into the light of God, I know not: some old maid of the male sex, it must have been, — there 's a lot of such old maids in jNIoscow), — sprang into ex- istence, and began to put forth shoots and run- ners, just as though it had been a strawberry- plant. I got confused, tried to jump out of it, to break asunder the adhesive threads, — but it could n't be done I went away. In that case also, I proved myself an absurd man; I ought to have quite quietly awaited the attack, waited for this misfortune to run its course, just as one awaits the end of nettlerash, and those same indulgent persons would again have opened 175 AfEMOTRS OF A SPORTSMAN tljc'ir arms to im-, tliose same ladies would again liavc smiled at my speeches But there 's the pity oi' it : 1 "m not an original man. Consci- entiousness, yon will he pleased to ohserve, sud- denly awoke in me: for some reason, I became ashamed to chatter, chatter without ceasing, to chatter — N'esterdav on the Arbat, to-day on the Truhil, to-morrow at the Sivtzevoy-Vrazhek/ And forever ahont tlie selfsame thing, . . . And was it wanted ? Just look at the genuine warriors ill that career: that is a matter of no consequence to them: on the contrary, that is all they require; some of them will toil twenty years with their tonii'ues, and alwavs in the same direction. . . . Th.at "s what confidence in one's self and self- conceit will do for a man! And I had it, too, — self-conceit, — and it has not entirely quieted down even yet. . . . But the fatal point, I will i"ei)eat it once more, is, tliat 1 am not an original man, I stopped short in mid-career: nature should Iiave allotted to me a great deal more conceit, or not given me any at all. But, at first, I really did have a pretty hard time: in addition to tins, my trip abroad liad completelj^ exhausted my resources, and I did not wish to marrj^ a mer- chant's widow, witli a youthful but already flabby l)ody, in the nature of jelly, and so I withdrew to my estate in the country. I think," — added ' Squares and streets in Moscow. — Translator. 176 HAMLET OF SHSHTCHTORV my neighbour, casting another sidelong ghmco at me, — " that I may pal^s over in silence my first impressions of country life, allusions to the beauty of nature, the tranquil charm of solitude, and so forth. ..." " Vou may, you may," — I replied. " The more so," — pursued the narrator, — " as all that is nonsense, — at least, so it seems to me. I got as bored in the country as a locked-up puppy, although I admit that, as I passed, for the first time, in springtime, on my homeward journey, through the familiar birch -grove, my head began to swim and my heart to beat with confused, sweet anticipation. But these sweet anticipations, as you yourself know, never are re- alised, but, on the contrary, other things come to pass, which you are not in the least expecting, such as: murrain, tax-arrears, sales at public auc- tion, and so forth, and so forth. I made shift to live from day to day, with the assistance of the peasant overseer Yakoff, who had superseded the former manager, and proved, later on, to be as great a thief as he, if not even greater than he, and who poisoned my existence, into the bargain, with the odour of his tarred boots. ... I one day called to mind a neighbouring family, with whom I was acquainted, consisting of the widow of a re- tired Colonel and her two daughters, ordered my drozhky harnessed, and drove off to my neigh- 177 MEArOTRS OF A SPORTSMAN lK)iirs. That day must forever remain memorable to me; six montlis later, I married the Coloneless' second daughter. . . . ' The narrator hung his head, and raised his arms to heaven. " A\u\ yet," — he went on with fervour:—" I do not w ish to inspire you with a bad opinion of my deceased wife. Ciod forbid! She was the no- blest, kindest creature, a loving creature, and ca- j)al)le of every sacrifice, although I must confess, bttwtcii ourselves, if I had not had the misfor- tune to lose her, I probably should not have been in a position to chat with you to-day, for there still exists, in the cellar. Df my cherry-shed,^ a beam on ^\•llich I repeatedly made preparations to liang mvself ! " Some pears," — he began again, after a brief pause, — "must be allowed to lie for a certain time in the cellar, jn order, as the saying is, to ae(juire their real savour; my deceased wife, evi- dently, also belonged to that sort of products of nature. Oidy now do I do her full justice. Only now, for example, do the memories of cer- tain evenings, which 1 spent with her before the wedding, fad to arouse in me the slightest bit- terness, but, on the contrary, affect me almost to tears. They were not wealthy people; their Iiouse, very old, of wood, but comfortable, stood ' In districts where the winter is too severe for unprotected cherry-trees, they are phinted in a rouglily-roofed, deep trench.^ TUANSI.ATOU. 178 HAMLET OF SHSHTCHIGRY on a hill between a neglected park and an over- grown yard. At the foot of the hill Howed a river, which was barely visible through the dense foliage. A large veranda led from the house to the garden; in front of the veranda flaunted a long flower-bed, covered with roses; at each end of the bed grew two acacias, which in their youth had been interwoven in the form of a spiral by the deceased owner. A little further off, in the very thickest part of the neglected raspberry-plot, which had run wild, stood an arbour, very art- fully painted inside, but so aged and decrepit outside, that it made one uncomfortable to look at it. A glazed door led from the veranda into the drawing-room; and in the drawing-room this is what presented itself to the curious gaze of the observer : in the corners, tiled stoves ; a discordant piano on the right, loaded down with manuscri])t music; a divan, upholstered in faded sky-blue material with whitish patterns; a circular table; two etageres, with trifles of porcelain and glass beads dating from the time of Katherine II ; on the wall, the familiar portrait of a fair-haired young girl with a dove on her bosom and her eyes rolled heavenward ; on the table, a vase filled w ith fresh roses You see how minutely I de- scribe. In that drawing-room and on that terrace the entire tragicomedy of miy love was enacted. ]My neighbour's wife herself Avas a spiteful wo- man, with a permanent hoarseness of malice in 179 ME.MOIKS Ol A srORTSiMAN Irt throat, — a Ma^i.iiin- aiul (juarrelsome person; one of her (hm^^Iiters. Vcni, was in no waj' differ- ent from ordinary young eountry gentlewomen; the other was S(')fya, — and I fell in love with S(')f\a. TIk- two sisters had still another room, tlitir eoiiiniou hedroom, with two innoeent little wooden hcds, yellowish alhums, mignonette, and portraits of their friends, male and female, drawn in |)tiK-il, and pretty hadly done; among them one was especially noteworthy, — that of a gentleman with a remarkahly energetic expression of coun- tenance and a still more energetic signature, who in his yf)uth had aroused incommensurable expec- tations, and had ended, like all the rest of us, in — nothing; with busts of Goethe and Schiller, with German books, withered wreaths, and other ob- jects whicli had been preserved in commemora- tion. JJut 1 entered this room rarely and unwil- lingly: foi- some reason or other, my breathing was ')pj)ressed there. ]Moreover — strange to say! — I liked Sofya best of all when I was sitting with niy back to her, or still more, probably, when I was thinking or meditating about her, especially in the evening, on the veranda. Then I gazed at tlie sunset glow, at the trees, at the tiny green leaves, which had already grown dark but were still distinctly discernible against the rosy sky; in the drawing-room, at the piano, sat Sofya, un- interru])te(lly ])laying some favourite, passion- ately i)ensive passage from Beethoven ; the spite- 180 HAMLET OF STTSTTTCTTKiRY fill old woman snored reynlarlv, as she sat on tlic divan; in the dining-room, illuminated by a flood of crimson light. Vera busied herself "with the tea; the samovar hissed sportively, as though re- joicing over something; the cracknels broke with a merry snap, the teas])oons rattled resonantly against the cups; tlie canary-bird, which had been trilling ruthlessly all day long, had suddenly quieted down, and only now and then gave vent to a chirp, as though making an inquiry about something; sparse rain-drops fell from a light, transparent little cloud as it swept past. . . . And I sat and sat, and listened and listened, and my heart swelled, and again it seemed to me that I was in love. So, under the influence of an even- ing of tliis sort, I one day asked the old woman for her daughter's hand, and two months later I was married. It seemed to me that I loved her. . . . And even now, though it is time for me to know, yet, by heaven, I don't know even now whether I loved Sofya. She was a good-natured, clever, taciturn creature, ^^'ith a warm heart; but, God knows why, whether from having lived so long in the country, (3r from some other causes, at the bottom of her soul ( if there be such a thing as a bottom to the soul) she had a hidden wound, or, to express it better, she had a running sore, which nothing could heal, and neither she nor I was able to put a name to it. The existence of this wound I divined, of course, only long after the wedding. 181 . MKMOIHS OF A SPORTSMAN And what efforts 1 nuule over her — all was to no avail! In my eliildhood I had a fineh wliich the cat oiur held in lier paws for a while: the finch was resfued and nursed, hut it never recovered; it sulked, pined away, and ceased to sing. . . . The end of it was. that one night a mouse got into its open cage, and gnawed off its bill, in consequence (if uhleh. at last, it made up its mind to die. I know not what cat had held my wife in its claws, hut she sulked and j)ine(l in exactly the same way as my unhaj)i)y finch. Sometimes it was evident that she herself wanted to shake her wings, to re- joice in the fresh air, in the sunshine, and at lib- erty: she would make the effort — and curl up in a l)all! .Vnd yet she loved me: how many times did slie assure me that she had nothing more to wish for, — whew, damii it! — and her eyes would darken the while. I thought to myself: ' Isn't tliere something in her past?' I made incjuiries: I found that there had been nothing. Well, so now then, judge for yovn-self : an original man would have shrugged his shoulders, heaved a couple of sighs, and taken to living in his own way: l)ut I 'm not an original being, I began to stai-e at tlie rafters. My wife had become so thor- oughly corroded with all the habits of an old maid, — Beethoven, nocturnal rambles, mignon- ette, corres])on(lence with her friends, albums, and so forth, — that it was utterly im])ossible for ill r to get used to any other mode of life, espe- • 182 HAMLET OF SIISHTCIIIGRY cially to the life of the mistress of the house; and yet, it is ridieulous for a married woman to lan- guish with a nameless woe, and sing in the even- ing : ' Wake thou her not at dawn ! ' " So, sir, after this fashion we enjoyed felicity for three years; in the fourth year Sofya died in childhed with her first child, — and, strange to say, I seemed to have had a presentiment that she would not be capable of giving me a daughter or a son, a new inhabitant for the earth. I remember her funeral. It was in the spring. Our parish church is small and old, the ikonostasis has turned black, the walls are bare, the brick floor is broken in places; on each side of the choir is a large, an- cient holy picture. The coflin was brought in, and placed in the very centre, in front of the Im- perial Door,^ draped in a faded pall, and three candlesticks were set around it. The service be- gan. The decrepit lay-reader, with his little pig- tail behind, girt low on the hips with a green girdle, mumbled mournfully in front of the fold- ing reading-desk; the priest, also aged, with a kindly and sightless face, in a lilac cope with yellow patterns, did his own j)art of the service and the deacon's also. The fresh young foliage of the weeping birches fluttered and whispered to the full extent of the open windows; the fra- grance of the grass was wafted in from out of ^ The double central door in tiie ikonostasis (image-screen), which corresponds to tlie chancel-rail in the Western Church. — Translator. 183 MK.MOIKS Ol' A SPORTSMAN cl(M)rs: thf ivd lianif of the wax candles paled ill the elieeiriil li^lit of the spring day; the spar- rows fairly filled the ehureh with their twittering; and now and then, up under the cupola, resounded the ringing eiv of a swallow which had flown in. The reddish-hrown heads of a few peasants, who ^^ere /ealously praying for the dead woman, rose and fell in the golden dust of the sun's rays; the smoke escaped from the orifice of the censer in a slender, hluish stream. I looked at the dead face of mv wife. . . . Mv God! even death, death itself, had not released her, had not healed her wound: there was the same painful, timid, dumh expression, — as thougli she were not at her ease even in the grave. . . . JNIy blood surged bitterly within me. She was a good, good crea- ture, but she did a good thing for herself wiien she died!" The narrator's cheeks reddened and his eyes grew dim. " Having, at last, got rid of the heavy depres- sion which took possession of me after the death of my wife," — he began again, — " I conceived the notion of taking to business, as the saying is. I entered government service in" the capital of the (.o\ernment,' but the huge rooms of the govern- mental establishment made my head ache, and my eyes worked badly; and other causes pre- sented themselves also, by the way I re- ' Corrpspoiulinp to a State In the United States.— Thaxslator. 184 HAMLET OF S11SIITCII1(;RV tired. 1 wanted to go to Moscow, but, in the first place, I lacked the money; and, in the second 2)lace .... I have already told 3'ou that I have become resigned. This resignation came upon me botii suddenly and not suddenly. In spirit I had long since become resigned, but my head still refused to bend. I ascribed the modest frame of my feelings and tliouglits to the inlhience of country life, of unhappiness. . . . On the other hand, 1 had already long before noticed that al- most all my neighbours, old and young, Avho had been frightened at first by my learning, by my trip abroad, and by the other opportunities of my education, had not only succeeded in becoming thoroughly accustomed to me, but had even be- gun to treat me, if not rudely, at least with sneer- ing condescension, did not listen to me to the end when I was arguing, and in speaking with me no longer used the ' sir.' ^ I have also forgotten to tell you that during the course of the first year after my marriage 1 had tried my hand at litera- ture, out of tedium, and had even sent an article to a newspaper, — a story, if I mistake not; but some time afterward I received a polite letter from the editor, in which, among other things, he said that while it could not be denied that I had brains, it could be denied that I had talent, and in literature talent was necessary. In addition to ^The addition of the letter s to words, here indicated, is not precisely "sir" or "madam," hut a courteous, lesser equivalent, Mliich must he rendered thus. — Tkanslator. 185 MKMOIKS OF A SPORTSMAN this, it came to my knowledge that a man from Moscow, wlio chanced to he passing tln'oiigh, — an extremely amiahle young fellow, hy the way, — had rel'erred to me in i)assing as an extinct and tinpty mail, at an evening party at the Gov- ernor's. Hut my semi-voluntary hlindness still continued: 1 did n't want to ' hox my own ears,' you know : at last, one fine morning, I opened my eves. This is the wav it came ahout. The chief of ruial police dropped in to see me, with the ])ur- ])ose of calling my attention to a ruined hridge on my domains, which 1 positively had not the means of mending. As he washed down a bit of dried sturgeon with a glass of vodka, this patro- nising guardian of order reproved me in a pater- nal ^^ay for my thoughtlessness, but entered into my situation, and merely recommended me to order my peasants to throw on a little manure, lighted his ])ipe, and began to talk about the ap- proaching elections. A certain OrbassanofF, an emi)ty swashbuckler, and a bribe-taker to boot, was at that time a candidate for the honourable post of ^Marshal of the Nobility for the Govern- ment. Moreover, he was not noteworthy either for his wealth or for his distinction. I expressed my opinion concerning him, and rather carelessly at that: 1 must confess that I looked down upon Mr. OrbassiinofT. The chief of police looked at me, tapped me affectionately on the shoulder, and said good-naturedly: — ' Ekh, Vasily Vasilievitch, 186 HAMLET OF SITSITTCTIIC;RY 't is not for you and me to judge of such persons; — how can we? .... Let every one keep his proper place.' ^ — 'Why, good gracious!' — I re- torted with vexation, ' what difference is there between me and ]Mr. OrbassanoflP? ' — The chief took liis pipe out of his mouth, opened liis eyes very w^de, and fairly burst witli laugliter. — ' Come, you funny man,' — he said at last, through his tears: ' \\'liat a joke you have got off ah! wasn't that a good one! ' — and he never stopped making fun of me until he de- parted, now and then nudging me in the ribs with his elbow and even addressing me as ' thou.' He went away at last. That was the last drop: the cup overflowed. I paced up and down the room a few times, halted in front of the mirror, stared for a long, long time at my disconcerted counte- nance, and, slowly sticking out my tongue, shook my head with a Ijitter smile. The veil fell from my eyes; I saw clearh% more clearly than I saw my face in the mirror, what an empty, insignifi- cant, and useless, unoriginal man I was! " The narrator made a brief pause. " In one of Voltaire's tragedies," — he went on dejectedly,—" a certain gentleman is delighted that he has reached the extreme limits of ill luck. Although there is nothing tragic in my fate, yet I must confess that I have tasted something of 'In Russian, literally: "Let the cricket know his hearth." — Traxslatoh. 187 MKMOIRS OF A SPOKTSMAX tliat mm(. 1 have learned to know the venomous raptures of eold despair; 1 iiave learned by expe- rienee liow sweet it is to lie, without haste, in bed for an entire niornino- and curse the day and bour of iiiv hirtii; — I eould not resign myself all at once. And. in fact, judge for yourself: my lack of money lettered me to my detested country- place; I was tit for nothing, — neither agriculture, nor the service, nor literature; I avoided tlie hmded proprietors, books revolted me; for the dropsical and sickiy-scntimental young ladies, who shook their curls and feverisbly reiterated the word ' life,' I bad ceased to be in the least at- tractive as soon as I ceased to chatter and go into ecstasies: I did not know bow to isolate myself completely, neither could I do so. ... I began to — what do you think? — I began to haunt my neighi)ours. As though intoxicated witli scorn for myself. 1 purposely subjected myself to all sorts of petty liumiliations. They passed me over at the ta})le, they greeted me coldly and liaughtily; at last, they took no notice wbatever of me; they did not even allow me to mingle in tlie general conversation, and I myself used de- liberately to back up from a corner some ex- tremely stupid babbler, who at one time, in Mos- cow, would have kissed mv feet, the hem of mv cloak, in rapture. , . I did not even permit my- self to think that I was surrendering myself to the bitter satisfaction of irony. . . . Good 188 lIAMi>KT OF SIISiriCllKiKV heavens, what is irony in sohtude! This, sir, is the way 1 hehaved for several years in succession, and the way I am behaving up to the present time, . . ." " Why, this is outrageous," growled the sleepy voice of ISlv. Kantagrii'ikhin, from the adjoining room: — " What fool has taken it into his head to prate by night? " The narrator briskly dived down under his coverlet and, timjdly peering out, shook his finger at me. " Sh sssssh!" — he whispered; and, as though apologising and bowing in the direction of JNIr. Kantagriiikhin's voice, he said respect- fully: — ■" I obey, sir; I obey, sir; excuse me, sir. .... It is permissible for him to sleep, he has a right to sleep," — he went on again in a whisper: " he must gather fresh strength, well, if only in order that he may eat with his usual satisfaction to-morrow. We have no right to disturb him. Moreover, I think I have told you all I wished; probably, you would like to go to sleep also. I wish you a good night." The narrator turned over with feverish haste, and bvu'ied his head in his pillows. " Permit me at least to incpiire," — I asked : — " W'ith whom liave I the honour . . . ." He raised his head alertly. " No, for God's sake," — he interrupted me: — " don't ask my name of me or of others. Let me ME.AIUIKS OF A SPORTSMAN remain for you an unknown being, Vasily Vasilie- viteh, l)rnisetl by fate, ^loreover, as an unorigi- nal man. I do not deserve to have a name of my own. . . . l^ut if you absolutely insist upon giv- ing me some api)ellation. then call me .... call me the Ilandet of Shshtehigry County. There are lots of such Hamlets in every county, but per- haps von have not encountered any others. . . . Herewith, farewell." Again he ])uried liimself in his feather-bed, and on the following morning, when they came to wake me, he was no longer in the room. He had departed at daybreak. 190 VIII TCHERTOPKHANOFF AND NEDOPIUSKIN One hot summer day I was returning from the hunt in a peasant cart; Ermolai was dozing as he sat beside me, and bobbing his head forward. The skimbering hounds were jolting about hke dead bodies under our feet. Tlie coachman kept incessantly flicking the gadflies ofl* the horses with his whip. The white dust floated in a light cloud after the cart. We drove into the bushes. The road became more full of pits, the wheels be- gan to come in contact with the branches. Kr- molai gave a start, and glanced around him. . . . "Eh!"^ — said he: — "why, there ought to be black-cock here. Let 's alight." — We halted and entered the tract of second gro^\i:li and bushes- ]My dog hit upon a covey of birds. I fired, and was beginning to reload my gun when, suddenly, behind me, a loud crash made itself heard, and, j^arting the bushes with his hands, a man on horse- back rode up to me. — " Per-mit me to inquire," — he said, in an arrogant voice, " by what right you are shooting here, m' d'r s'r." ' The stranger spoke with unusual rapidity, ab- ^ His pronunciation is indicated as affected. — Translator. 191 MK.MOTKS or .\ SPOKTSMAN niptly, .111(1 tliidu^h liis nose, i looked liiiii in the latr: ncvci- in my lifV had I beheld anything hke him. Fiiiure to yourself, dear readers, a tiny, lair-iiaired man u itli a little red snub-nose and a loriLT red moustaehe. An octagonal Persian cap with a crimson cloth top covered his forehead to his \(r\- l)ro\\s. Tic was chul in a long, thread- i)are. yellow Caucasian coat with black velveteen cartri('ge-sheaths on the breast and faded silver galloon on all the seams; across his shoulder hung his hunting-horn, a dagger projected from his belt. His emaciated, roman-nosed, sorrel horse staggered beneath him, like a drunken creature; two greyhounds, gaunt and wry-footed, pranced about between its legs. The face, the glance, the \()ice, every movement, the whole person of the stranger exhaled mad hardihood and boundless, unprecedented pride; his pale-blue, glassy eyes were shifty and squinting, like those of a tipsy man; lie flung his head })ack, puffed out his cheeks, snorted and quivered all over, as though wlih excess of pride — for all the world like a tuikey-cock. He repeated his question. " I did not know that sluxjting here was for- bidden," — I replied. " You are on my land here, my dear sir," — he went on. " Very well, I will go." " Jiut per-mit me to inquire," — he returned: 192 TCHERTOPKHANOFF " have I the honour to explain niyseli* with a noble? '' I mejitioned my name. " In that case, pray go on shooting. 1 am a noble mj^self, and am very glad to be of service to a noble JNIy name is Tchertop-khanofF, Pantelei." He bent forward, gave a whoop, lashed his horse on the neck witli his whip, shook his head, dashed aside, and cruslied the paw of one of his dogs. The dog began to wliimper shrilly. Tcher- topkhanoff began to seethe and hiss, smote his liorse on the head between the ears, s})rang to the earth quicker than a flash of lightning, scru- tinised the dog's paw, spat on the wound, kicked the animal in the side with his foot to stop its out- cries, grasj^ed the horse's forelock, and tln-ust his foot into the stirrup. The horse tossed its muzzle, elevated its tail, and darted sideways into the bushes; he went hopping after it on one leg, but vaulted into the saddle at last; he flourished his kazak whip like a man in a frenzy, blew a blaring blast on his horn, and galloped off". Before I could recover myself from this unexpected ap- parition of Tchertopkhanoff', suddenly, almost without a sound, a rather corpulent man of forty rode out of the bushes on a small, black nag. He drew up, removed from his head a green leather cap of military shape, and in a shrill, soft voice 193 MK.MOIKS OF A SPORTSMAN asked mc uhctlicr I liad seen a rider on a sorrel horse. I leplied that 1 luul. " In what (lireetion (Hd they' deign to ride?" — lie Weill on. in tlie same tone, and without put- ting on his eap. " In that (hreetion, sir." " I am greatly ohliged to you, sir." He ehirrui)ed, jogged his feet against the horse's rihs, and rode off at a trot, — jog-trot, — in the (lireetion indicated. 1 watched him until his peaked eaj) \ anished among the boughs. This new stranger did not in the least resemble his pre- decessor, so far as his external appearance was concerned. His face, round and puffy as a ball, expressed bashfulness, good-nature, and gentle resignation: his nose, which was also round and ])uffy and si)eckled with blue veins, betrayed the sensualist. Not a single hair remained on his head in fiont; at the back, thin red hair stuck out; his small eyes, which seemed to have been cleft with a cutting sedge, blinked amiably; his red, lush lips smiled sweetly. He \vore a surtout with a standing collar and brass buttons, extremely threadbare, but clean; above the yellow^ tops of liis boots, his fat calves w^ere visible. " ^Vho is that? " — I inquired of Krmolai. "That? Xedopiuskin, Tikhon Ivanitch. He lives with Tehertoi)khanoff." 'The respectful torm of "lie" or "she," according to the context. — Translator. 194 TCITERTOrKTTAXOFF " What is he, — a poor man? " "He isn't rich; but tlien, TchertopkhanofF has n't a brass cent." " Then why has he taken up his abode with him? " " Why, they have struck up a friendship, yon see. The friend never goes anywhere without his friend 'T is a regular case of whitherso- ever the steed goes with his hoofs, thither also "oes the crab with his claws. . . ." We emerged from the bushes; all at once, the two huntsmen began to " give the view-halloo " alongside of us, and a huge grey hare rolled over the oats, which were already fairly tall. In their wake, the harriers and harehounds leaped out of the edge of the woods, and in the wake of the dogs forth flew TchertopkhanoflP himself. He was not shouting nor urging them on, nor hallooing; he was panting and gasping; from his gaping mouth abrupt, unintelligible sounds broke forth from time to time; he dashed onward, with protruding eyes, and flogging his unhappy horse frantically with his kazak whip. The hare- hounds " overshot " ; the hare squatted, turned sharply back on its track, and dashed past Ermolai into tlie bushes The hounds swept by. — " L-1-l-look o-o-out, 1-1-1-look o-o-out! " fal- tered the fainting sportsman, with an efl'ort, as though stammei'ing: — "look out, my good man!" Ermolai flred .... the wounded hare 195 MKMOIRS OF A SPOKTSMAN rolled like a spimiiii^-top over the smooth, dry grass. «rjive a leap upward, and began to scream j)itifnll\ ill the tcetli of the dogwhichwas rendmg him asumlri-: the harriers immediatelydashed up. TehertopUhanoft' flew' off his liorse like a tum- l)ler j)ige(»n. jerked out his dagger, ran up, strad- dhng his legs far ai)art, to the dogs, with wrathful exclamations wrested from them the tortured hare, and with his face all twisted awry. ])lunged liis daauer ui) to the very hilt into the creature's throat .... plunged it in, and began to cackle. Tikhoii Iviiniteh made his appearance on the edge of the woods. " Ilo-ho-ho-ho-lio-ho-ho! " roared Tehei'topkhanoff a second time. . . . " Ilo-ho-ho-ho."' repeated his comrade quietly. " But. you know, it isn't the proper thing to hunt in the summer," — I remarked, indicating the rtattened oats to Tchertopkhanoff. " "T is my field,' — replied Tchertopkhanoff, barely breathing. lie ripped up the hare, disembowelled it, and distributed the paws to the dogs. " Charge the cartridge to me, my dear fellow," —he said, according to the rides of sport, address- ing Krmolai. — " And as for you, my dear sir," — he added in the same abrupt and cutting voice: — " I tliank you." lie mounted his horse. " I'er-mit me to iiKpiire ... 1 forgot about that . . . youi- name and surname." 196 TCHKHTOPKITANOFF Again J intioduced myself. " Very glad to make your aecjiiaiiitaiiee. If you happen to come my way, j^ray droj) in to see me But where 's that Fomka, TiUhon IvanitchJ'" — he went on testily : — "the hare has been run down in his absence." " His liorse tumbled down under him," replied Tikhon Ivanitch, with a smile. "Tumbled down? Orbassan tumbled down! Phew, pshaw! Where is he, where is he?" " Yonder — the other side of the wood." Tchertopkhanoff lashed his horse on the muz- zle with his kazak whipj and galloped off at a breakneck pace. Tikhon Ivanitch made me a couple of bows, — one for himself, one on his com- rade's account, — and again set oiF at a trot through the bushes. These two gentlemen had strongly excited my curiosity. . . . What could unite in the bonds of indestructible friendship two beings so utterly different? I began to make inquiries. This is what I learned. Tchertopkhanoff, Pantelei Eremyeitch, bore the reputation throughout the whole countryside of being a dangerous and crackbrained man, an arrogant man and bully of the worst sort. He ' This nagaika is a cruel — a deadly iiuplenient. It consists of a short, thick handle, jointed to a stiff "lash" of nearly tiie same lenptl) (l)oth of rawhide), terminal ing in a small, flat disk, also of rawhide. — Traxslatou. 197 MK.MOIKS OF A SrORTSMxVN had served ior a \ ery brief period in the army, and liad retired from it, " in eonsequence of mipleas- antnesses," with that rank concerning which there exists a wide-spread opinion that a "chicken is not a l)ird " — that is, too insignificant to be considered as rank at all. He was descended from an an- cient house wliich liad once been wealthy; his an- cestors had lived luxuriously after the manner of the stepi^es: that is to say, they welcomed bidden and un!)idden guests and fed them to satiety, as though for slaughter: provided strange coachmen w ith half a dozen bushels of oats for their troika horses; kept musicians, singers, buffoons and hounds: travelled to ^loscow in the winter in their own i)onderous ancient coaches; on festival days supplied the populace with liquor and home-made heel": and sometimes were without a penny for months at a stretch, and subsisted on horse-prov- ender.' Pantelei Eremyeitcirs father inherited the property in a ruined condition; he, in his turn, also '' caroused," and, dying, left to his onlj^ son and heir, I'antelei, the mortgaged hamlet of Bez- sonovo, with thirty-five souls of the male sex and se\enty-six of the female sex, together with four- teen desyatinas and an eighth of inconvenient land in the Kolobrod waste, to which, however, the deceased possessed no documentary proofs of his ownership. The deceased had ruined himself ' Oatiiieiil and coriimcal (wliicli I;ist is Uiiowii iti llic south of Russia) would coiiit' undtr tliis licad. — Translator. 198 TCIIKllTOPKIIAXOFF in a very strange manner, it must be confessed — " domestic economy " luid been bis ])erdition. According to bis ideas, a nobleman ougbt not to depend upon tbe mercliants, tbe town-dwellers, and sucb-like "brigands," as he expressed it; be set up on bis estate all sorts of handicrafts and workshops: " 'T is both more seemly and cheaper," — he was wont to say: "'tis domestic economy! " He never got rid of that pernicious idea to the end of his life; and it ruined him. On the other hand, bow he did enjoy himself! He never denied himself a single whim. Among other caprices, he once had constructed, accord- ing to bis own designs, such a huge family car- riage that, in spite of the vigorous efforts of the peasants' horses, which had been impressed from the entire village, along with their owners, it tumbled down at the first declivity, and went to pieces. Efremyei Liikitcb (that was the name of Pantelei's father) caused a monument to be erected on the bill, but was not in tbe least disconcerted. He also took it into bis head to build a church, on his own responsibility, of course, without tbe aid of an architect. He burned a whole forest to bake tbe bricks, he laid an enormous foundation, as though for the cathe- dral of a government capital, reared the walls, and began to construct the arch for the cupola: the cupola caved in. He rebuilt it, — again the cupola fell ; he did it a third time, and for tbe third 199 .MKMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAX time tlie fui)()la IVll to pieces. My Eremyei Lu- kiteh relteeted. " There 's sometliino- wrong," he tlioijoht " some damned witchcraft is mixed ii[) with it . . . ." and all of a sudden he ordered that all the old jjcasant women in the village should he fiogged. The women were flogged, — but the cupola refused to be con- structed, nevertheless. He began to rebuild the peasants' cottages on a new plan, and all at his own expense; he built three cottages together in a triangle, and in the centre he erected a pole surmounted by a painted starling-house and a Hag. He was in the habit of devising a fresh freak every day: now he made soup of burdock, ai»ain he shaved off the tails of the horses to make caps for his house-serfs, next he made j)re])arations to replace flax with nettles, or to feed his pigs on mushrooms. . . . One day he read in TJic Moscotc News an article by a land- owner of the Kluirkhoff Government, named Khrvak-Khrupyorsky, concerning the advan- tages of morality in the life of the serfs, and on the very next day he issued an order to all the serfs that they should forthwith learn the Khar- khoff s(|uire's article by heart. The serfs learned the article; their noble master asked them: " Did they understand what was written therein? " The overseer replied: " How could they fail to under- stand ? " About the same time he commanded all his subjects, on the score of order and domestic 200 re 1 1 KUTOPKHAXOFF economy, to he iiiunhered, and each one to have his number sewn on his collar. Each person, on meeting the master, used to call out: " Such-and- such a number is coming! " and the master would reply amiably: " (ro thv way, and God protect thee!" But, in spite of order and domestic econom^^ Eremyei Lukitch gradually got into very difficult straits: first he began to mortgage his estates, then he proceeded to sell them, and the last one, the ancestral nest, the large village witli the un- finished church, was sold by the treasury, fortu- nately, not during the lifetime of Eremyei Lii- kitch, — he could not have borne that blow, — but two wrecks after his death. He managed to ex- pire in his own house, in liis own bed, surrounded by his own people, and under the supervision of his own medical man, but poor Pantelei inherited nothing except Bezsonovo. Pantelei was already in the service, in the very thick of the above-mentioned "unpleasantnesses," when he heard of his father's death. He had re- cently attained the age of eighteen. From his very childhood, he had never quitted the parental roof, and under the guidance of his mother, an extremely amiable, but tlioroughly dull-witted woman, Vasilisa Vasilievna, he had grown u]) a spoiled child, and a regular little country squire. She alone took charge of his education; Eremyei Liikitch, absorbed as he was in his experiments in 201 ME^roiRS OF A sports:ma>; tloiiiestic economy, had no time for that. To tell the truth, lie did once chastise his son with his own hands I'or pronouncing the letter Rtzy,' artzy; but that (lav. Kremvei Liikitch ^vas ijrofoundlv and secretly afflicted; his best hound had been killed against a tree. However, Vasilisa Vasi- lievna's anxieties in regard to the education of Pantiusha were confined to torturing effort alone; in the sweat of her brow she hired for him as governor an ex-soldier, an Alsatian, a certain BirchhofF (and to the day of her death, she trem- bled like a leaf before him: " Well," she said to herself, '' if he resigns — I am lost! What shall I do? Where shall I find another teacher? Even this one I liu'ed awav from a neighbour with the greatest difficulty!"'). xVnd BirchhofF, like the shrewd man he was, immediately took advantage of his exceptional position : he drank himself dead drunk, and slept from morning till night. At the conclusion of his " course of sciences," Pantelei entered the service. Vasilisa A^asflievna was no longer living. She had died six months previous to this important event, from fright; in her dreams she had ])eheld a vision of a white man rid- ing a bear. Eremyei I^ukitch speedily followed his better half. Pantelei, at the first news of his illness, gal- ' The Slavonic name of the letter R. Russian children are taught a certain amount of Old Church Slavonic, to enable them to un- derstand the services of tiie Church, which arc conducted ex- clusively in that language. — Traxsi.atoh. 202 TCIlKJ{T(/iM\IlA\C)FF loped home at breakneck speed, hut (hd not find his parent ahve. But what was the amazement of the res2)eetful son, wlien he suddenly found him- self con\ erted fi'om a wealthy heir into a paujjer! Few are able to endure so abrupt a change. Pan- telei grew unsociable and hard. From an honour- able, lavish, amiable, though harebrained and hot- tempered fellow, he changed into an arrogant man and a bully, and ceased to hold intercourse with his neighbours,— he was ashamed before the wealthy, despised the poor, and behaved with unheard-of insolence to everybody — even to the constituted authorities; as much as to say: " I 'm a nobleman of ancient lineage." Once he came near shoctting the commissary of rural ])olice, who had entered his room with his cap on his head. The powers, of course, on their side, did not par- don his attitude, and, on occasion, made them- selves felt; yet, all the same, he was feared, be- cause he was a frightfully hot-tempered man, and at the second word pi'o])osed a duel with knives. At the slightest 02)i)osition, Tchertopkhanoff's eyes began to groA\' wild, his voice began to break. .... "Ah,va-va-va-va-va! " he stammered, "damn my head! '".... And bang it would go against the wall! iVnd more than that, he was a clean man, and not mixed up in anything. Of course no one went to his house And, neverthe- less, his was a kind, even a great soul, in its way: he would not tolerate injustice or oppression even 203 .MKMOUiS OF A SPOKTSMAX toNsanl a .straii«>vr: lie stood up for liis peasants l)y cNtrv ineaiis in his power. — " Wliat ? " lie said, i'rantieally slai)pint4- his own liead:— " toueli my pe()i)le, my pe()i)le^ Not while 1 am Tcliertop- khanott'! ." . . ." Unlike l\intelei Eremyeiteh, Tikhon Ivanitch Xedopiuskin could not cherish pride in his ex- traction. His father had come of the petty free- holder class, and only bv dint of forty years of .service had he acquired nobility. ]Mr. Xedopiu- skin Senior had belonged to the category of peo- ple whom ill-liK'k pursues with an obduracy which resembles personal hatred. For the space of sixty whole years, from his very birth to his very death, the poor man had contended with all the poverty, infirmities, and calamities which are ])eculiar to petty people; he floundered like a flsh on the ice, never had food or sleep enough, cringed, toiled, grieved, and languished, trembled over every ko})ck, actually sufl^'ered in the service, though innocent, and died, at last, in a garret or a cellar, without having succeeded in amassing either for himself or his children a bit of daily bread. Fate had shaken him as a dog shakes a hare in the chase. He had been a good and hon- est man, but had taken bribes — ranging from a twenty-ko})ek piece to two rubles, inclusive.. X^e- dopiuskin bad had a wife, a thin, consumptive woman: and he had had children: luckily, they had all died soon, with the exception of Tikbon 204 TC'IIKHTOPKIIAXOFF and a daughter ]Mitrod6ra, by profession a " dandy of tlie niercliant class," who, after many sorrowful and ridiculous adventures, liad married a retired pettifogger. Mr. Xedopiuskin Senior had managed, during his lifetime, to get Ti'khon appointed as sui)crnumerary official in a chan- cellery; but immediately after his parent's death, Tfkhon resigned. The eternal trepidations, the torturing battle with cold and hunger, the melan- choly dejection of his mother, the toilsome, anx- ious despair of his father, the rough oppressions of landlords and shopkeepers, — all this daily, un- intermittent woe had bred in Tfkhon inexpressi- ble timidity: at the very sight of his superior offi- cial he would begin to quake and turn faint, like a captured bird. He abandoned the service. In- different, and perhaps derisive, nature imbues people with various cajjacities and inclinations, which are not at all in accordance with their posi- tion in society and with their means; with the care and love peculiar to her, she had moulded Tfkhon, the son of the poverty-stricken official, into a sen- sitive, indolent, soft, impressionable being, ad- dicted exclusively to enjoyment, gifted with an excessively delicate sense of smell and taste .... had moulded him, carefully put on the finishing touches, and had left her production to grow up on sour cabbage and putrid fish. But he did grow up, that product of hers, and began, as the saying- goes, to " live." Then the fun began. Fate, 205 MK.MOIHS OF A Sl^ORTSMAX whicli had nnrcniittintrly tormented Nedopiuskiu Senior, hegan on his son: eviilently, she had ac- (juirecl a taste. Hnt with Tikhon slie adopted a diflVrent eonrse: slie did not tortnre liim, — she amnsed lieisclf w itli liini. She never once drove him to despair, never made him experience the mortilyin^- tortnre of linnger. hnt slie drove him all over Knssia, from A\'liky-Usting to Tzarevo- Kokshiiisk, from one hnmiliatino- and ridicnlous employment to another: now she promoted him to !)(.■ ■ iiiajordomo " to a \'ixenis]i and splenetic henefactress of nol)le hirth; then appointed him at tile head of the domestic chancellery of a mole-eyed nohleman with his hair clipped in the Knglish fashion; then made him half-hutler, half- jester to a master of the honnds In a word. Fate forced poor Tikhon to drain drop by (li'op. and to the last drop, the whole bitter and venomons j)oti()n oj' an inferior existence. He sei\i(l. III his time, the ponderons caprice, the sleepy and spiteful tedium, of idle gentlefolk. . . . . How many times, alone in his chamber, dismissed at last with the words " God be with thee " ' after a horde of guests had amused them- selves with him to their fill, had he vowed, all flushed with shame, with cold tears of des])air in his ( yes, to run away secretly that very day, to tiy his hick in the town, to find himself some petty j)lace, if only that of a copying-clerk; or, ' EquivaU-iil to ])olite dismissal. Tkanslatoh. 206 TCIIERTOPKIIAXOFF once for all, to die of hunger in the street. lUit, in the first place, God did not give him tlie strength for that; in the second place, timidity began to torment him; and, in the third place, in conclusion, — how was he to obtain a ])lace for liimself, whom was he to ask? " They won't give me one," the unhappy man would whisper, as he tossed dejectedly on his bed: " they won't give me one! " On the following day, he would begin to bear the yoke again. . His position was all tlie more painful, in that nature had not troubled her- self to endow him with even a small modicum oi' those capacities and gifts without which the part of jester is almost impossible. For example, he could not dance until he dropped with fatigue in a bear's skin worn wrong side but; neither could he play the buffoon and the courtier in the im- mediate vicinity of freeh' used dog-whips; when put out of doors naked at a temperatiu'e of twenty degrees below zero, he sometimes caught cold; his stomach could digest neither wine mixed with ink and other filth, nor toadstools and poison-mushrooms crumbled up in vinegar. Tlie liOrd knows what would have become of Tikhon, if the last of his benefactors, a distiller who had acquired wealth, had not taken it into his head, in a jovial hour, to add a codicil to his will: " And to Zyoza (also called Tikhon) Nedopiuskin I bequeatli for eternal and hereditary possession my village :^f Bezselendyeevka, acquired by my- 207 MKMOIKS Ol' A srOHTSMAX self, toiivtlu r \\ itii all ils (lo|K!uKM\i'ii\s." Sf\ i mm] iljivs hitiT, tlu' Ih'Iu r.u-lor dii'ii of m stroke" of j);i- ralvsis. omt a sltiKt soiii). 'riuro w as a comnu)- tii>n; tiu" olliirrs o\' [\\c law made' a (k'scriil aiul atlixcHJ M'als io the property in tlu' ri\<4ular I'onn. 'Vhv ix'lalixfs assi'iiibU'd ; llu' will was oj)eMH>(l; tlicv read it, aiui drinaiuK-d Xi'dopiuskin. \ih1o- piuskin pri'sciitrd liimsell'. 'Pin- majority ni' \\\c asscMiilih N\ ere aware oi' tlu- i)osl wliii-h Tikhon Ivaniti'h IkuI oc'i'iii)i<.'d iiiulcr his boiicl'ai'lor; ik'atViiin*»" (.'xolamations. jieiinL!' I'onnratiilalions, wcro siiowcMvd iii)oii liim on his a])i)caraiKV. " 'Vhc landed prv^j)rittoi\ tluii- he is, the new landed ])roj)rietor! " yelled the othei- luars. " Well, now yon know," j)nt in one well-known jester anel wit: '" \ow, really, yon know, one" m.ay sav re'allv, \ou know .... thai .... is what is ealle-el .... that 's the heir." .\nel all I'airly hursl \\ilh huiiihler. l'\>r a long time, Xedopii'iskin we)nlel not he>lie"\ e in his good fortnne. They slu)weel him the will, he turned searlet, seri'weel \\\) his eyevs, iR^gan to brandish his arms, anel fell to w e\>i)ing in torrents. The ne)isv langhter e)l' tlu" assembly ehanoeel into a thiek anel unanime)us roar. The> village' of Bezseientlyeevka eonsisteel, in all, ol' two-anel- twenty serfs; ne) e)ne greatly begruelged it ; there- fore, why not ha\e se^me spe)rt out of it ^. Owe heir nidy, a man from Pe'te'i-shnrg, a pom])e>ns man with a (ireeian nose anel the nuxst ne)ble' e\- '20S rCHKHTOIMxIIAXr)! ] pnrssion of '■()\\h\nr^' expressecJ liimself in insnfrer- afily elear, (k;M, nnd legular Janr>uage. 'Idie flus- tered, njj;'\\ii\<(l \'doj;irisl:in did nr;t eateh the words of tlie strange gentJenjan, fiut alJ t}je others imnjediately fell silen^; tlie wit smiled conde- seerjdingly. Mr. Sehtoppf 1 nih}>ed his hanrjs anrl r-epejd'd liis (juestion. Xf-dojjiriskin raiser] Ijis eyes in ama/ement, and opr-ned his /nonth. Ilos- tishifl* Adjimiteh narrowed his eyes \(./ionjfjusJy. I efjngialniate you, my dear sir, I eongratu- late you," he went on:—" truth U) teJJ, not every one woiilfJ have consented to earrrrn his daily hread i»i that manner; hut de guHtibuH non est dis- '/mtandum, that is to say, every one to his taste. . . . Is n't t}i?it so? " Some onr- in the rear ranks gave a swift hut de- corous squeal of surj>rise and delight. "Tell me," pursued Mr. Sehtoppel, greatly en(;ourau('d hv the smiles of the assemhiv: — "to which talent in [)articular are you indehted for your gofnl fortune? No, he not ashamed, speak out; we are all of the family here, so to speak, 200 MKMOIUS OF A SPORTSMAN cji fdniillf. Wc arc liere eu famillc, are wc not, gentlemen ? " Tlie lieir to w lioni RostislafF Achiniitch chanced to appeal with this (piestion did not know French, unfortunately, and therefore confined himself to emitting a I'aint grunt of approval. On the other hand, another heir, a young man with yellowish hlotciies on his hrow, made haste to put in: "Voui, voiii , ol' course! " " Perhaps," — hegan ]Mr. Schto])pel again, " vou can walk on your hands, with your feet ele- vated, so to speak, in the air? " Xedopiiiskin cast a sorrowful glance around him — all faces wore a spiteful smile, all eyes were covered with the moisture of satisfaction. " Or, perchance, you can crow like a cock? " A gufi'aw of laughter ran the round, and im- mediately ceased, quelled hy expectation. " Or, perchance, you can halance things on your nose Stop! " — -a sharp, loud voice suddenly in- terrupted Kostislaff Adamitch: — "aren't you ashamed to torment the poor man! " All glanced round. At the door stood Tcher- topkhanoff. In his quality of nephew thrice removed of the deceased distiller, he also had re- ceived a note of invitation to the family gather- ing. During the whole time of the reading, he — as always — had held himself haughtily apart fi'oMi llie rest. 210 TCTIEKTOl^KIIAXOFF "Stop!" — he repeated, throwing liis head back arrogantly. JMr. Schtoppel turned swiftly round, and, be- holding a man poorly clad, not good-looking, he asked his neighbour in a low tone (caution is never amiss) : "Who is that?" " TchertopkhanofF, a person of no impor- tance," the latter replied in his ear. RostislafF Adamitcli assumed an arrogant mien. " How came you to be conmiander? " — he said through his nose, puckering up his eyes. — " What sort of a bird are you, permit me to inquire? " TchertopkhanofF flared up, like powder at a spark. Rage stopped his breath. " Dz-dz-dz-dz," — he hissed, like a choking man, and suddenly thundered out: " Who am I? who am I? I am Pantelei Tcher- topkhanofl^, a noble of ancient lineage, — my great-great-grandfather's grandfather served the Tzar, — but who art thou? " Rostislaif Adamitcli turned pale, and retreated a pace. He had not anticipated such resistance. " I am a bird, I — I a bird! .... Oo . . o! . . . ." Tchertopkhanoff darted forward; Schtoppel sprang aside in great perturbation, the guests flew at the irritated squire. " Exchange shots, exchange sliots this very momeni, across a handkerchief! " — shouted the 211 MKMOIKS OF A STOUTSMAN thon)u<>lil\ infiiriatcil Pantelei: — "or thou must beg my pardon, aiul liis " llv^x liis pardoii, hvy; liis pardon," — mur- mured till- startled heirs round about Selitoppel: " he 's a reguhu- madman, you know, — quite ready to cut your throat." " Kxeuse me, excuse me, 1 did not know," — stammered Selitoppel: — " I did not know " " And do thou ask his pardon also!" — roared the irrepressible Pantelei. " And do you pray excuse me also," — added Rostislaff Adamitch, turning to Nedopiuskin, who was shaking as though with fever. Tchertopkhanoff calmed down, went up to Ti'khoti hanitch, took him by the hand, cast a challenging glance around, and, without meet- ing any one's eye, left the room in triumph, ac- companied by the new owner of the village of Bezselendyeevka. Fiom that day forth, they never parted com- pany again. (The village of Bezselendyeevka was only eiyht versts distant from BezscSnovo.) Xedoi)iuskin's unbounded gratitude speedily pa.ssed into servile adoi-ation. The weak, soft, not altogether clean Ti'khon bowed down in the dust before the fearless and disinterested Pantelei. " 'T is no small matter," he sometimes thought to himself: — "he talks with the Governor, he looks him straight in the eye. . . . Christ is my witness, ^je looks him in the eye, that he does! " lie admired him to ihc ])oint of perplexity, to 212 TCTIKRTOPKTTAXOFF the enfeeblement of his mental powers; he re- garded liini as a remarkable, a wise, a learned man. And, truth to tell, bad as Tchertopkha- noff's education had been, still, in comparison with that of Tfkhon, it might be considered bril- liant. Tcherto})kluinoff\ it is true, read little in Russian, understood French imperfectly, — so im- perfectly that one day, in reply to the question of a Swiss tutor: "Vous paiiez fran^ms. Monsieur?" he answered: '" je ne understand," and after re- flecting a while, he added : '' pas " ; — but, never- theless, he remembered that there had existed in the world a very wittv writer, Voltaire, and also that Frederick the Great, King of Prussia, had distinguished himself in the military line. Among Russian writers he respected Derzhavin, but loved jMiirlinsky, and named his best dog Ammalat-Beg. . . . A few days after my first encounter with the two friends, I set off for the hamlet of Bezso- novo, to call upon Pantelei Eremyeitch. His tiny house was visible from afar; it reared itself up on a bare spot, half a verst from the \'illage, " in an exposed site," as the saying is, like a hawk hovering over ploughed fields. Tchertopkha- noff's entire manor consisted of four ancient log edifices of various sizes, namely : a wing, a stable, a carriage-house, and a bath-house.' ' The bath-house is always sepaiattd from the house, and consists generally of an anteroom iiml tin- main diamber, witii slielves of different heights. The steam is generated i>\ throwing coM 213 Ml.MOlirs OF A Sin)RTSMAX Kai'li loo -house stood apart by itself: neither Wnvv loimd abcnit iioi- gate was visible. ]My coaehiuaii halted in perplexity at the half-rotten and ehoked-up well. Near the carriage-house, several gaunt and shaggy hare-hounds were tear- ing a dtad horse, — probably Orbassan; one of theni raised his bloody muzzle, gave a hurried yelp, and began again to gnaw at the bared ribs. Heside the horse stood a voung fellow of seven- teen, with a bloated and sallow face, dressed as a page, and with bare feet: he was pompously watehing the dogs, which were entrusted to his oversight, and now and then he lashed the most greedy of them with a long whip. " Is the master at home? " — I asked. ■ Why. the Lord only knows! " — 'replied the voung fellow. — " Knock." I sprang out of my drozhky and walked to the ])()i'eh ol' the wing. 'I'hi' dwelling of ]Mr. TchertopkhanofF pre- senled a very sorry aspect: the beams had turned black, and protruded themselves forward " in a paunch," iiie chimney had tumbled down, the corners were ruined with dampness, and were tot- tering, the tiny, dim, dark-blue windows gazed foi'th ',\ith indescribable sourness from beneath the shaggy roof, which sagged forward: some aged street-walkers have eyes like that. I uatrr on stones hciti'd to a plow wlicn a liatli is wanted. Peter the Creat, in some of his haths, api)ro])ria1ely used eaiinoii-balls. TaANSI.A'l-OK. 214 TCHERTOPKIIAXOFF knocked; no one responded. But 1 heard these words sharply uttered on the otlier side of tlie door : "A, B, V;' come now, you fool," — said a hoarse voice;— "A, B, V, G Not that way! G, D, E, E! . . . . Come now, you fool ! " I knocked again. The same voice sliouted: — " Come in, — who 's there? . . . ." I entered a bare little anteroom, and through the open dooi- I descried Tcliertopkhanoff liim- self. Clad in a dirty Bukhara dressing-gown and full trousers, with a red fez on his head, he was sitting at a table, gripping the muzzle of a young poodle with one hand, and with the other holding a bit of bread directly above his nose. " Ah! " — he said with dignity, without stirring from his seat: — " I am very glad of your visit. Pray take a seat. I 'm bothering over Venzor - here, as vou see. . . . Tikhon Ivanitch," — he added, raising his voice: — "please come hither. A visitor has arrived." " Immediately, immediately," — replied Ti- khon Ivanitch from the adjoining room. — " Masha, give me my neckerchief." Tcliertopkhanoff again turned his attention to Venzor, and laid the bit of bread on his nose. I ^ The Russian alphabet runs in the order here indicated. — ■ Translator. ^ Probal)ly intended for Windsor. — Translatob. 215 M KM OIKS OF A SPORTSMAN ^laiK't'd al)()iit inc. There was absolutely no fur- niture ill tlie room, with the exception of a NNarpnl extensioii-tahle on thirteen legs of iiii- e(jual leniith. and lour clila])idate(l straw-seated chairs: the walls, which had been whitewashed long, long ago, with blue spots in the shape of stars, hail peeled off in many places; between the windows hung a cracked and dimmed little mirror in a huge frame of imitation mahogany. In the corners stood Turkish pipes and guns; from the ceiling depended thick, l)lack spiders' webs. " A, 15, V, G, D," — enunciated Tchertopkha- noff slowly, then suddenly cried fierceh': — "E! E! E! . .". . What a stupid beast! . .\ . E!" Rut the ill-starred poodle only trembled, and could not make up his mind to open his mouth; he continued to sit there, with his tail painfully tucked between his legs, and, contorting his muz- zle, blinked dejectedly and screwed u]) his eyes, as though he were saying to himself: " As you like, of course ! " " Come, eat, dost hear! Take! " — repeated the irrepressible s(]uire. " You have frightened him," — I remarked. " Well, then away Avith him! " He gave him a kick. The poor animal rose (juietly, dropped the bread from his nose, and went off, on tiptoe as it were, to the anteroom, deeply wounded. And, in fact, a strange man 216 TCHEKTOPKIIAXOFF liad arrived for the first time, and tliat was the way he was heing treated! The door from the adjoining room creaked cantionsly, and ^Nlr. Xedopiiiskin entered, amia- bly bowing and smihng. I rose and mude my boAv. " Don't disturb yourself, don't disturb your- self," — he stammered. We took our seats. Tehertopkhanoff with- drew into the next room. "Have you been long in our parts?" — said Nedopiiiskin in a soft voice, discreetly coughing behind liis hand, and, out of a sense of propriety, keeping his fingers in front of his lips. " This is the second month." " Just so, sir." We were silent for a while. " We are having fine weather just now," — went on Nedopiiiskin, and looked at me with gratitude, as thougli the w^eather depended upon me: — "the grain is thriving wonderfully, one may say." I inclined my head, in token of assent. Again we were silent for a space. " Pantelei Eremyeitch ran down two grey hares yesterday," — began Xedopiiiskin again, with an effort, being obviously desirous of enli- vening the conversation: — "Yes, sir, two ex- tremely large grey hares." " Has jNIr. Tehertopkhanoff good dogs? " 217 MKMOIHS OF A SPORTSMAN • Wry R'liiarkable dogs, sir!" — returned Xe- dopii'iskin, with pleasure: — " the best in the Gov- eriinient, 1 may say." (He moved up closer to me.) *' Hut it s a I'aet, sir! Pantelei Eremye- iteh is that sort of a man! Xo sooner does he wish I'or a thing — no sooner does he take a thing into his liead — the first you know, there it is ac- e(iiiij)hshed, everything is fairly seething, sir. Pantelei Eremveitch, 1 must tell you . . . ." 'IV'hertopkhanoff entered the room. X'^edo- pii'iskin grinned, fell silent, and indicated him to me with his eyes, as much as to say: " There, convince yourself." We began to chat about hunting. '' \\\)uld you like to have me show you my lea,sh of hounds?" — TchertopkhanofF asked me, and, without waiting for an answer, he called Karp. There entered the room a robust young fellow in a nankeen kaftan green in hue with a sky-blue collar and livery buttons. " Order Fomka," — said TchertopkhanofF ab- rui)tly: — "to fetch in Ammalat and Saiga (Ga- zelle), and in proper order, dost understand? " l\ai-p grinned to the full extent of his mouth, emitted a vague sound, and left the room. Foma made his appearance, with his hair brushed, his belt dra^vn tight, booted, and with the dogs. I, out of [)ropriety, admired the stupid animals (all hare-hounds are extremely stupid). Tchertop- 218 TC HEin UPK H ANOFF kluinoff spat straight into Aninialats nostrils, which, however, apparently, did not afford the dog tlie shghtcst pleasnre. Xedopiuskin ca- ressed iVmniahit from behind also. Again we began to chat. Tchei'topkhanoff gradually grew thoronghly mild, and ceased to bear himself like a cock and to snort; the expression of his face un- derwent a change. He glanced at me and at Ne- dopiuskin. " Eh ! " — he suddenly exclaimed : — " Why should she sit there alone? Masha! hey there, Masha! come hither! " Some one stirred in the adjoining room, but there was no reply. " ^la-a-asha," — repeated Tchertopkhanoff ca- ressingly: — "Come hither. There's nothing wrong, have no fear." The door opened softly, and I beheld a woman of twenty, tall and slender, with a swarthy gipsy face, yellowish-brown eyes, and hair as black as pitch ; her large, white teeth fairly glittered from beneath her full red lips. She wore a white gown; a light blue shawl, fastened close around tlie throat with a golden pin, half covered her slender, high-bred hands. " Here, let me commend her to your favour," — said Pantelei Eremyeitch: — " she 's not exactly mv wife, but the same as a wife." ^lasha flushed slightly and smiled in coni'u- sion. I made her a \'ery low bow. She pleased 219 MKMOIHS OF A SPORTSMAX nie •'^rcath-. Tier thin, a(|uiliiu' nose, witli its (iptii. lialf-transpaiviil nostrils, the hold line of \wv arching- evehrows, her pale, slightly sunken cheeks, — all tlie features of her face, expressed way\\ai-d passion and reckless daring. From ])eneath (1r' coils of lier hair, down npon her hroad neck, ran two small tufts of shin- ing littk' hairs — a token of good ])lood and of strength. She walked to the window and sat down. I did not wish to heighten her confusion, and be- gan to talk to Tchertopkhanoff. ]Masha turned lier head slightly, and began to dart sidelong, stealthy, wild, swift glances at me. Her gaze Hashed out like the sting of a serpent. Xedo- ])iuskin sat down beside her and whispered some- thing in her ear. She smiled again. When she smiled, she slightly Avrinkled up her nose and ele- vated her upper lip, which imparted to her face an expression which was not exactly that of a cat, nor yet that of a lion " Oh yes, thou art a ' touch-me-not,' " — I thought, in my turn stealthily inspecting her willowy form, her sunken chest, and angular, agile movements. " Well, now, Masha,"^ — asked Tchertopkha- nofF: — " Must the visitor be treated to some sort of refreshments, hey? " " We liave some preserves," — she replied. " Well, fetch Jiitlier the preserves, and some 220 TCIIKRTOPKIIANOFF vodka too, by llie way. And listen, Maslia," — lie shouted after Iier: — " fetcli thy guitar also." " What 's the guitar for? 1 won't sing." "Why not?" " I don't feel like it." " Kh, nonsense, thou wilt feel like it, if . . ." " If what? " — asked JNlasha, swiftly eontract- ing her brows. " If thou art asked," — Tchertopkhanolf' eoni- pleted his phrase, not without eonfusion. "All!" She left the room, speedily returned with the preserves and the vodka, and again seated herself by the window. The furrow was still visible on her forehead; both her eyebrows kept rising and falhng, hke the feelers of a wasp. . . . Have you observed, reader, what a vicious face the wasp has? "Well," I said to myself, "there's going to be a thunderstorm." The conversation would not go. Nedopiuskin became absolutely dumb and smiled constrainedly; TchertopkhanofF puffed, and flushed, and protruded his eyes; I was preparing to take my departure when, suddenly, Masha rose to her feet, threw open the window with one movement, tlirust out her head, and screamed angrily to a passing peas- ant-woman: "Aksinya!" The woman gave a start, tried to turn round, but slipped and fell heavily to the ground. JNIasha threw herself backward, and burst into a ringing laugli ; Tcher 221 M KM OIKS OF A SPORTSMAN t()j)klK'tiK)tt" also began to laugh; Xedopiiiskin sciuealt'il with delight. We shook out our feath- ers. The thunilerstorni had dissolved in one flash ol' liuhlninii' the air had eleared. Half an hour later, no one would have recog- nised us: we were chattering and frolicking like children. Masha was playing the maddest pranks of all, Tchertopkhanoff was fairly devouring her with his eyes. Her face had grown pale, her nos- trils were dilated, her glance blazed and darkened at one and the same time. The savage was be- ginning to rise in her. Xedopiiiskin waddled after her on his short, thick legs, like a drake after a duck. Kven Venzor crawled out from under the wall-bench in the anteroom, stood for a wiiile on the threshold, gazed at us, and suddenly began to lea}) and bark. ^lasha fluttered out into the adjoining room, brought her guitar, flung the shawl from her shoulders, briskly took a seat, I'aised her head, and struck up a gipsy song. Her voice tinkled and (piivered like a tiny cracked glass bell, it flared up and died away. ... It l)ro(liiced a pleasing yet painful sensation in one's heart. — " A'l, burn away, spread out!" . . . Tchertopkhanoff* began to dance. jNIasha writhed all over, like a piece of birch-bark in the fire: her slender Angers flew^ rapidly (ner the guitar, her swarthy neck heaved slowly under her necklace consisting of a double row of amber beads. Then, all of a sudden, she stopped short, 222 TCHERTOPKIIAXOFF merely shrugged lier shoulders, and fidgeted about on her seat, while Nedopiuskin wagged his head like a porcelain Chinaman; — then she began to warble again, like a madwoman, draw- ing up her figure and protruding her chest, and again Tcliertopkhanoff began to squat down to the ground and leaj) u]) to the very ceiling,' spinning round like a peg-top and shouting: " Faster! " . . . . " Faster, faster, faster, faster! " — chimed in Nedopiiiskin, volubly. I^ate at night I took my departure from Bez- sonovo. . . . ^ These are figures, so to speak, in the favourite Russian dance. — Translator, 223 IX THE END OF TCHERTOPKHANOFF Two years after my visit, Pantelei Eremyeitch's calamities — precisely that, calamities — began. He had experienced unpleasantnesses, failures, and even misfortunes before that, but he had paid no attention to them, and had " reigned " as hitherto. The first calamity which overtook him was for him the most acute of all: Masha left him. A\'hat it was that made her abandon his roof, to wliieh, apparently, she had become so thor- ouuhlv accustomed, it would be difficult to sav. Tchertopkhcinoff, to the end of his days, cher- ished the conviction that the cause of ^lasha's treachery was a certain youthful neighbour, a re- tired captain of ulilans, nicknamed YafF, who, according to Pantelei Kremyeitch's assertion, had fascinated her merely bv incessantly twirling his moustache, using pomatum in excessive (pianti- ties, and smiling affectedly to a very decided de- gree ; but we must assume, rather, that the roving gipsy ])lood which flowed in jNIashas veins had asserted itself. At any rate, one fine summer 224 THE END OF TC UEK lOlMvIlANOFF evening, Maslui took liersell' off from Tcherlop- khiinoff's house, after having made up a small bundle of some rags of elothing. For three days l)efore that she had sat in a corner, bent double and huddling closely against the wall, like a wounded fox, — and not a word would she utter to any one, but merely rolled her eyes about, and mused, and twitched her brows, and displayed her teeth in a faint grin, and moved her liands aliout as though she were wrapping herself up. This " quiet fit " had come over her on previous occasions, but had never lasted long; Tchertopkhanoff was aware of this, — and conse- quently Mas not worried himself, neither did he worry her. But when, on his return from his ken- nels, — where, according to the statement of his whipper-in, his last two greyhounds were " moulting," — he met a maid-servant, who in a trembling voice announced to him that ^larya Akinfievna had ordered her to present her com- pliments to him, and to say that she wished him everything that was good, but would never return to him again — Tchertopkhanoff, after si)inning round a couple of times on tlie spot where he stood and emitting a hoarse roar, immediately dashed off in pursuit of the fugitive, catching up his pistol by the way. He overtook her a couple of versts from his house, beside a birch coi)pice, on the highway leading to the county town. The sun hung low 225 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN above the horizon, and cvervtliing round about — the trees, the grass, and the earth — suddenly turned erinison. "To Vafi'! to Vaff'!"— moaned Tchertopkha- lioil". as soon as he espied Masha: — "to VafF! " — lie repeated, as lie rushed up to her, stumbling at almost every step. Masha halted and turned her face toward him. She stood with her back to the light, and appeared com])letely Iilack, as though carved out of dark wood. Onlv the whites of her eyes stood out like silver almonds, while the eyes themselves — the ])upils — grew darker than ever. She tossed her bundle aside, and folded her arms. " She has set off for YafF, the good-for- nothing hussy! " — repeated Tchertopkhanoff, at- tempting to seize her by the shoulder; — but the glance he encountered from her intimidated him, and made him stop short on the spot. " I have not started for ]Mr. YafF, Pantelei Kremyeitch,"^ — replied ]Masha in a (juiet, even tone: — " onlv, I cannot live with vou anv longer." " AVhy canst not thou live with me^ Wby so? Have I offended thee in any way? " Miislia shook her head. — " You have not of- fended me in any wa}^ Pantelei Eremyeitch, only I have begun to languish at your house. ... I thank voii for the past, but stay I cannot — no!" 226 THE END OF TCIIEIU OPKH AXOFF Tchertopkluinoff was cli unfounded; he even smote his hps with his hands, and gave a leaj). " How so^ Thou hast Hved on and on, and hasu experienced nothing but pleasure and traiujuil- lity — and, all of a sudden, thou hast taken to |)in- ing! ' Herewith,' says she, ' I 11 abandon him! ' She takes and throws a kerchief on her head — and off she goes. She has received every respect, just as much as a born lady. . . ." " I coidd have dispensed with that, at least," — interrupted JNIasha. " Why couldst thou have dispensed with it? From a gipsy stroller, thou hast got into the sta- tion of a born lady — yes: thou didst not care for it^ ^Vlly not, thou base-born miscreant? Is tliat credible? There's treachery concealed here, — treachery ! " Again he began to foam at the mouth. " There is no treachery whatever in mv thoughts, and there has been none," — said Masha in her drawling, distinct voice; — " but 1 have al- ready told you: I was seized with a pining." "iNIasha!" — cried Tchertopkhanoff, and smote his breast with his clenched fist: — " come, stop it, enough, thou hast tortured me ... . come, enough of this. ^Vnd by God! only thin.k what Tisha will say; thou mightest, at least, have pity on him ! " " Give my regards to Tikhon Iviinitch, and tell him . . ." 227 MKMOIHS OF A SPORTS^NIAX 'rc-lR-rt()j)kli;ui()f!' l)i'an(lishe(l his arms. — " But !i(). thou art l\in«>- — tliou \\ ilt not arts, — why remain? Uo thou remember thy ^lasha, — such another friend thou wilt never find, — and I shall not forget thee, my falcon; — but my life and thine together is at an end! " " I have loved thee, ^Masha," — murmured TchertopkhiinofF into his fingers, wherewith he had covered his face. . . " And I have loved thee, dear friend, Pantelei Eremyeitch! " " I have loved thee, I do love thee madly, un- boundedly, — and when I think now that thou art al)andoning me thus, for no cause, without rliyme or reason, and art setting out to wander about the 229 MKMOIKS OF A SPOliTSMAX NVDild, well, tlitn I l)egii) tc imagine that were I not an 11 111 lap J )y beggar, thou wouldst not have cast mv off! " Masha nicrcly laut^iied at these words. " \\'li\ , I was a ])enniless vagrant myself when thou didst take nie in!" — she said, and gave Tchertopkhanofr a flourishing slap on the shoulder. He sj)rang to his feet. " A\'ell, at least take some money from me, — liow canst thou go off so, without a farthing? lint best oi' all: kill me! I'm talking sense to thee: kill me on the spot! " Again Mjisha shook her head. — " Kill thee? But what are people sent to Siberia for, my dear little dove?" Tchertopkhanoff shuddered.—" So 't is only for that, out of fear of the gallevs, that thou wilt not." Again he fell prone on the grass. ^Iiisha stood over him in silence. — " I 'm sorry for thee, Pantelei Eremyeiteh," — she said, with a sigh: — "thou art a good man but there 's no help for it: farewell! " She turned away, and took a couple of steps. Xight had already begun to close in, and dim shadows were Ixiginning to glide up from all. (piarters. Tchertopkhanoff rose briskly to his feet and grasped ]Masha by both elbo^vs from behind. •J30 THE END OF TCIIEHTOPKHAXOFF " So thou art going, serpents To VafF! " "Farewell!" — repeated ^Nlasha signifieantly and sharply, wrenched herself free, and walked away. Tchertopkluinoff' stared after her, ran to the spot where tlie })istol lay, seized it, took aim, and fired. . . . l-Jnt hefore he pidled the trigger he threw liis hand upward; the bullet whistled past over JNlasha's head. She darted a glance at him over her shoulder, without pausing, — and pro- ceeded on her way, swaying her hips as she walked, as though to provoke him. He covered his face^ — and set off on a run. . . . But before he had run fifty paces, he came to a sudden halt, as tliough rooted to the spot. A fa- miliar, a too-familiar voice reached his ears. Ma- sha was singing. " Life young, life charming," — she sang; every sound seemed prolonged in the evening air — wailing and resonant. Tcher- topkhanoff lent an ear. The voice retreated fur- ther and further; now it died away, again it floated to him in a barely audible, but still burn- ing wave. She 's doing that to irritate me," thouglit Tchertopkhanoff ; but immediately added, with a groan: " Okh, no! she is taking leave of me for- ever; " — and burst into a flood of tears. On the following da\% he ])resented himself at the quarters of ^Ir. Yaff, who. like a true man of 231 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN the world, not liking the solitiulc of the country, liad removed to the county town,—" nearer to the vouno- ladies," as he expressed it. Tchertopkha- iiott' did not find Vaff; the latter, according to the statement of his valet, had set out for Mos- cow on the i)receding day. "Exactly so!" — exclaimed Tchertopklianoff in a fury:—'' it was a plot between them; she has eloped with him .... but wait a bit!" He forced his way into the study of the young cavalry captain, despite the valet's opposition. In the study, over the divan, hung a portrait of the master of the house, in his uhlan uniform, painted in oils. — " Ah, there thou art, thou tail- less ape!" — thundered Tchertopkhanoff, as he sprang upon the divan, — and smiting the tightly- stretched canvas ^^ ith his fist, he broke a huge hole in it. " Sav to thv rascally master," — he said, ad- dressini>[ the valet, — " that in default of his own disgusting phiz, nobleman Tchertopkhanoff has disfigured his painted phiz; and if he desires satis- faction from me, he knows whei-e to find noble- man Tchertopkhanoff! — If he does not, I will find him! I 11 hunt out the dastardly ape at the bottom (jf the sea! " As he uttered these w^ords, Tcherto])klianofF sprang from the divan and withdrew in triumph. Rut Captain Vaff did not demand any satis- faction from him, — he did not even encounter him 232 THE END OF TC TTEirrOPTCTlAXOFF anywhere, — and Tchertopklidnoff did not divam of looking up his enemy, and no scan(hd resulted from this affair. xMasha herself soon afterwai'd disappeared without leaving ii trace. Tehertop- khanofi' would have liked to take to drink; he " saw the error of his ways," however. But at this point, a second calamity overtook him. II Namely: his bosom friend, Tikhon Ivanitch Ne- dopiuskin, expired. The latter's health had be- gun to fail tw o years previous to his death : he had begun to suffer from asthma, was incessantly falling asleep, and, on waking, he was slow in coming to himself: the county physician declared that he had had slight strokes of apoplexy. Dur- ing the three days which preceded the departure of JNIasha, — those three days w^ien she had been " pining,"^ — Nedopiuskin had been lying in bed at his own home in Bezselendyeevka : he had caught a heavy cold. The shock of ^Nlasha's behaviour was all the more unexpected to him: he was al- most more deeply affected by it than even Tcher- topkhanoff himself. Thanks to the gentleness and timidity of his character, he displayed no emotion, save tender sympathy for his friend, and pained surprise .... but everything within him broke and relaxed. " She has taken the soul out of me," he whispered to himself, as he sat on 233 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAX his favourite little couch covered with oiled cloth, and twiddled his fingers. Kven when Tchertop- kluinol!" recovered, he, Xedo})iuskin, did not re- cover,^ — and continued to feel that " there was a void within hini." — " Right here," — he was wont to say, })ointing to the centre of his hreast, above tlie stomach. lie dragged on thus until the win- ter. His asthma was relieved by the first cold weather, but on the other hand, he was visited not by a small shock of apoplexy, but by a real one. He did not immediately lose consciousness; he could still recognise TchertopkhanofF, and even to liis friend's despairing cry: " How comes it that thou, Tisha, art leaving me without my per- mission, just like ]Masha? " replied with falter- ing tongue: — "But, P .... a .... lei K . . . e . . . yeitcli . . . I al . . . ays .... have .... mind .... ed ... . you . . ." This did not prevent his dying the same day, how- ever, before the arrival of the county physician, for whom, at the sight of his corpse, which was barely cold, there was nothing left to do except, with melancholy consciousness of the transitori- ness of all things earthly, to request " a little vodka and dried sturgeon." Tikhon Ivanitch had b'j(iueathed his property, as might have been expected, to his " most respected benefactor, Pan- telei Eremyeitch TchertopklianofF " ; but it did not do his most respected benefactor much good, for it was speedily sold at public auction, — partly 234. THE END OF TCIIEKTOPKIIAXOFF in order to defray the expenses of a mortuary nioniinient, a statue, wliich TehertopkhanoiF — (evidently, a cliaracteristic of his father's was making itself felt!) — had taken it into his head to erect over the ashes of his friend. This statue, which was intended to represent an angel in prayer, he had ordered from. Moscow; but the commissioner who had been recommended to him, taking into consideration the fact that expert judges of sculpture are rare in the iin*al districts, had sent him, instead of the angel, a statue of the goddess Flora, which for many years had adorned one of the neglected parks in the vicinity of ^los- cow of the Empress Katherine II's day; — as he, the agent, had obtained the said statue — which was an elegant one, in the rococo taste, with plump little hands, curling locks, and a garland of roses around its bare bosom and curved figure — for nothing. Consequently, to this day, the mythological goddess stands, with one foot grace- fully uplifted, over the grave of Tikhon Ivan- itch, and, with a genuine Pompadour-like grim- ace, surveys the calves and sheep, those inevitable visitors of our cemeteries, which roam round about her. Ill After losing his faithful friend, Tchertopkha- nofF again took to drink, and this time far more seriously. His affairs were completely on the 235 .MEMOIRS OF A SrOKTSMAN downward path, 'riicrc was nothing lel'l to hunt, liis hist slender resources were exhausted, his last wretched serfs had fled. A reign of absolute iso- lation set in for Pantelei Eremyeitch: there was not a soul with whom he could exchange a word, much less any one to whom he could unburden his mind. The oidy thing in him which was not di- minished was his pride. On the contrary: the worse his circumstances became, the more arro- gant and haughty and unapproachable did he be- come. At last, he grew^ thoroughly wild. One consolation, one iov, alone remained to him: a marvellous grev saddle-horse of Don breed, which he had named INIalek-Adel, and was, really, a remarkable animal. lie had ac(iuired the horse in the following manner: As he was passing one day, on horseback, through a neighbouring village, TchertopkhanofF heard an u])roar among the peasants, and the shouting oi" a crowd around the dram-shop. In the centre of this crowd, robust arms kept inces- santly rising and falling. " \\'hat \s going on there? " — he inquired, in the imperious tone peculiar to him, of an old ])casant-woman, who w^as standing on the thresh- old oj' her cottage. Leaning against the lintel of the door, and seemin-, with his feet wide apart and his httle fists clenched, hetvveen her plaited bast-slippers; in the same place a siiiall chicken was pecking at a crust of rye bread as hard as wood. " The I^ord only knows, dear little father," — replied the old woman, — and, bending forward, she laid her dark, wrinkled hand on the head of the little boy: " 1 've heard say that our lads are beating a Jew." "A Jew? What Jew?" " The Lord knows, dear little father. Some Jew or other made his appearance among us; and whence he came — who knows? Vasya, my little gentleman, come to mamma: 'ssh, 'ssh, thou good- for-nothing! " The woman friglitened off the chicken, and Vasya clutched hold of her plaid petticoat of homespun. " And so, sir, they 're thrashing him yonder." "Thrashing him? What for? " " AVhy, I don't know, dear little father. For cause, it must be. And how could they fail to thrash him? For he crucified Christ, dear little father!" Tchertopkhanoff gave a view-halloo, lashed his ' The cross ])lac{'lit and left, without discrimination, on tlie peasants, crying as he did so, in a very ab- rupt voice: — " Ta . . . . king the law .... into your own hands! Ta king the law .... into your own hands! The law ought to chastise — hut the un . . . hap . . . . py peo .... pie! The law! The law! the la .... a ... . aw! ! " Two minutes had not elapsed before the whole crowd had dispersed in various directions; and on the ground, in front of the dram-shop, there ap])eared a small, thin, swarthy-visaged being in a nankeen kaftan, dishevelled and mauled The pallid face, the eyes rolled up, the mouth agape .... Wliat was it? ihe swoon of terror, or death itself. " Whv have vou killed the Jew?" — shouted TchertopkhanofF loudly, as he brandished his whi]) menacingly. The throng buzzed faintly in reply. One peas- ant was clutching his shoulder, another his side, a third his no.se. " 'T ^v'as a hearty thrashin<]^! " was heard from the real' ranks. "With a kazak whip, too!" said another voice. " Why have you killed the Jew? I ask j'ou, 238 THE EXD OF TC IIKUTOPKIIAXOFF you damned Asiatics!" — repeated Tchertopkha- noff. At this point, tlic l)eing who was lying on the ground sprang alertly to his feet, and I'unning after Tchertopkhanoff, convulsively grasped tlie edge of his saddle. A hearty laugh thundered through the throng. "He's alive!" proceeded a voice once more from the rear ranks. " He 's jast like a cat! " " Defend me, save me, Your Veil-Born! " — the unhappy Jew stammered, the while pressing him- self, with his whole hreast, against Tchertopkha- noff's foot: " or they vill kill me, they vill kill me, Your Veil-Born ! " "What did they do that to you for? "—in- quired TchertopkhanofF. " Vy, God ees my vitness, 1 cannot tell! — Zeir cattle begin to die .... and zey suspect me .... but, as God ees my vitness, I . . . ." " Well, we '11 look into that later on ! " — inter- rupted Tchertopkhanoff — " but now, do j^ou lay hold of my saddle, and follow me.— And as for you!" — lie added, turning to the crowd, — "you know me ? — I 'm landed proprietor Pantelei Tchertopkhanoff, and I live in the village of Bez- sonovo, — well, and that means that you can com- plain of me whenever you see fit, — and of the Jew also, by the way! " "Why should we complain?" — said a stately,, grey-bearded peasant, a perfect patriarch of the 239 ^rKMOIHS OF A SPORTSMAN oUkn (lays, in a low tone. — (He had not been worrying the .Jew with the rest, by the way.) — " \Vv know thy grace well, dear httle father, Tantelei Krcniyeitch; we are greatly indebted to thy grace i'or the lesson thou hast given us! " "Why complain!" — joined in others: — "but we will lune our will wdth that pagan! He shall not escape us ! — We '11 hunt him like a hare in the fields. . .' Tchertopkhanoff twitched his moustache, snorted, and rode off at a foot-pace to his own \illage, accompanied by the Jew whom he had rescued from his oppressors, as he had formerly rescued Tikhon Ivanitch. IV A FEW days later, TchertopkhanofF's sole re- maining page announced to him that some man or other had arrived on horseback, and wished to speak to him. Tchertopkhanoff w^nt out on the j)orch, and beheld his acquaintance the little Jew, mounted on a fine horse of the Don, which was standing motionless and proudly in the middle of the court-yard. — The Jew wore no cap — he w^as holding it under his arm; he had not put his feet into the stirrups themselves, but into the stirrup- straps; the tattered tails of his kaftan hung down on each side of the saddle. On catching sight of Tchertoj)khanoff he began to make a smacking 240 THE END OF TCTTERTOPKHAXOFF noise witli his lips aiul to twitch his clhows and jerk his legs about, l^iit Tchertopkhanoff' not only (lid not reply to his greeting, but even flew into a rage; he suddenly flared up all over: a scabby Jew had the audacity to sit on such a mag- nificent horse .... how indecent! "Hey there, thou Ethiopian phiz!" — he shouted: — "dismount this instant, if tliou dost not wish to be hauled ofl' into the mud! " The Jew innncdiately obeyed, tumbled in a heap ont of the saddle like a sack, and holding the bridle with one hand, moved toward Tchertoj^- khanoff*, smiling and bowing. "What dost thou want?" — asked Pantelei Eremyeitch, with dignity. " Your Veil-Born, please to look, — is n't dis'a fine little horse? " — said the Jew, continuing to bow. " H'm .... ves .... 't is a ffood horse. •/ CD Where didst thou get it? Stole it, I suppose? " " No, indeed I deed n't. Your Veil-Born ! — I 'm an honest Jew, I deed n't steal it, but I got it for Your Veil-Born, really I deed! And vat trouble I have, vat trouble! And vat a horse eet ees! You can't find such anoder horse in all ze Don Proveence. See, Your Veil-Born, vat a horse eet ees ! Blease to gome here ! Whoa there whoa turn round, stand side- ways! — And ve vill take off ze saddle. — Vat do you zink of heem, Your Veil-Born? " 241 MK^rOlRS OF A SPORTSMAN " T is a good liorse," — repeated Tchertop- kluinoft". with iVit>iR'd indifference, — but his heart heiran lairlv to tliunin in liis breast. He was a passionate lox t r oi' " horse-flesli," and was a fine jii(l«4e of it. " Hut zhiist inspect heem, Your Yell-Born! Stroke hees naick, hee, hee, hee! That 's^ right! " Tcliertoi)khanoff, as though unwillingly, laid his iiand on tlie horse's neck, administered a couple of pats, then ran his fingers down the ani- nials back, beginning with his forelock, and on reacliing a certain place above the kidneys, he exerted a slight pressure on the spot, in expert fashion. — The steed instantly arched his back, and darting a sidelong glance round at Tchertop- khanofi* from his haughty black eye, he snorted and shifted his forefeet. The Jew burst out laughing, and clapped his hands softly. — " He recognises hees master, Your Yell-Born, hees master! " " Come now, don't lie," — interposed Tchertop- khanofi'. testily. — "I haven't tlie means where- with to buv this horse of thee . . . and I have never yet accepted a gift from the Lord God Himself, much less from a Jew! " " And how zhould I dare to gif you anyzing, good gracious! " — exclaimed the Jew: — " Buy it, "S^our Yell-Born .... and as for ze money, I \ ait for heem." Tchc rtopkhcinofF reflected. 24.2 THE END OF TC IIKRTOPKIIAXOFF " Wiiat wilt thou take?" — he said at hist, ■through his teeth. The Jew slirugged his shoulders. " Vat 1 pay niyzelf — two hundred rul)les." The liorse was worth dou})le, — ^pro})ahly exen thriee that sum. Tehertopkhanoff turned away, and yawned feverishly. " And when dost thou want the money? " he asked, eontraeting his brows with an effort, and without looking at the Jew. " Venever Your Veil-Born likes." Tehertopkhanoff threw })ack his head, but did not raise his eyes. — " That 's not an answer. Talk sense, thou Herod's race! — Am I to run into debt to thee, pray? " " Veil, zen, let us zay zo," — said the Jew^ has- tily, — " in seex monts .... ees eet a bargain? " Tehertopkhanoff made no reply. The Jew tried to get a look at his eyes. — " Do you agree? Vill you order ze horse to be taken to ze stable? " "I don't want the saddle," — articulated Teher- topkhanoff,. abruptly. — " Take off the saddle — dost hear me? " " Zertainly, zertainly, I vill take eet, I vill take eet," — stammered the delighted Jew, and threw the saddle over his shoulder. " And the money," — went on Tehertopkhanoff . ..." is to be paid six months hence. — x\nd not ' 243 MK.MOIKS OF A SPORTSMAN two Immlifil rubles, l)ul two hundred and fifty. Hold tliv tonoue! Two hundred and fifty, I tell thee! Follow nie." Tchertopkhanoflf still could not bring himself to raise his eyes. Never had liis pride suffered so. — " Obviously, 't is a gift," — he said to himself: " this devil is offering it to me out of gratitude! " And Ik- would have liked ])oth to embrace the .lew and to murder him. . . . " Vour A'^ell-Born," — began the Jew, gaining courage, and displaying his teeth in a grin: — " you ought, after ze Russian custom, to receive heem from ze coat-tail to ze coat-tail." .... " \W'll, here 's a pretty thing thou hast taken into thy head! — A Jew .... and Russian cus- tom! — Hev, who's there? Take the horse, lead him to the stable. — And give hhn some oats. I '11 he there directly mvself, and look him over. xVnd understand: his name is ]Malek-Adel! " Tehertopkhanoff' started to ascend the porch- steps, but wheeled sharply round on his heels, and running up to the Jew, he shook him warmly by the hand. — The latter bent forward, and had al- ready thrust out his lips — but Tchertopkluinoff sprang back and, saying in an undertone: " Don't tell anybody! " he disappeared through the door. l''i(o.M that day forth, ]Malek-Adel became Tcher- topkhanoff's chief business,' liis chief care, his 244 THE EXD OF 'IC IIKUroPKIIAXOFF greatest joy in life. He eume to lo\c him as lie had not loved even iMaslui, he beeunie more at- tached to liim than to Xedopiiiskhi. — And wliat a horse it was! Fire, regidar fire, simply powder — and stately as a hoyar! — Indefatigable, with great power of en(hn"ance, turn him wliitherso- ever you would, he ol)eyed implicitly; and it cost nothing to feed him: if tliere was nothing else, lie would eat the eartli undei* liis hoofs. ^Vhen he went at a foot-pace, his rider felt as though he were being borne in arms; wlien he trotted, — as though he were being rocked on the surge of the sea; and when he galloped, the very wind could not overtake him. He never got blown, for liis lungs were fine. His legs were of steel; and as ff)r stumbling — there was never even a hint of such a thing! It was a mere nothing for him to leap over a ditch or a paling. And what a clever beast he was! Pie would run in answer to a call, tossing back his head; order him to stand still, and go away yourself — and he would not stir; as soon as vou started to retiu*n, he would whinny ahnost inaudibly, as mucli as to say: " Here am I!" — And he was afraid of nothing: he would find his road in pitch-darkness, or in a blinding snow- storm; and he would not let a stranger touch him on any account whatsoever: he would bite him. And let no dog sneak about him: he would smite the dog instantly on the brow witli liis hoof, whack! and that was the last of tlie dog. — He was a s])irited steed: you might flourish a whip 245 M KM OIKS OF A SPORTSMAN oMT liini hy way of display — but God preserve tlif person wlio should touch him with it! But what is the use of going into lengthy details? — lie was a perfect treasure, not a horse! W'lieii Tehertopkhanoff undertook to describe his Mak k-A(kl, he could not lind words to do him justice. And liow he caressed and petted him! — The creatures coat shone with the gleam of silver — and not of old. but of new silver, which has a dai'k gloss; pass your hand over it and it \sas like velvet! The saddle, the horse-cloth, the bit, — all his trappings were accurately adjusted, and burnished to such a degree that you might take a pencil and make sketches on them! Teher- topkhanoff' — and what more can one say? — per- sonally, with his own hands, plaited his pet's fore- lock, and washed its mane and tail with beer, and even anointed its hoofs with salve. . . . He used to mount >Malek-Adel and ride off — not to call on his neighbours, — for, as in the past, he had no intercourse with them, — but across their fields, past their manor-houses. . . . As much as to sav: " ^Vdmire from a distance, vou fools! " And if he heard that a hunt was on hand anywhere, — that a wealthy gentleman was pre- paring to set off for remote fields, — he immedi- ately betook himself thither, and pranced about at a distance, on the horizon, astounding all be- holders w ith the beauty and swiftness of his steed, hut ])ei-niitting no one to ap])roach close to him. 240 TPIE END OF ICIIEKTOIMkHAXOFF On one occasion, a sportsman, accompanied by his whole suite, pursued him; perceiving tliat Tcher- t()j)khanoiF was escaping him, lie began to shout at him at the top of his lungs, galloping at top- speed the while: " Iley, there! Listen! I '11 pay thee whatever thou askest for thy horse! I won't begrudge a thousand rubles! 1 '11 give my wife, my children! Take my last farthing! " TchertopkluinofF suddenly reined Malek-Adel up short. The sportsman dashed up to him. — "Dear little father!" he cried: "tell me, what wilt thou take? My own father! " " If thou wert the Tzar," — said Tchertopkha- noff, enunciating each word distinctly {and never in his life had he heard of Shakespeare), — ^" and if thou wert to give me thy whole kingdom for my horse, — I wouldn't accept it!" — So saying, he gave a guffaw, made JNIalek-Adel rear up on his hind legs, wheeled him round in the air, on his hind legs alone, just as though the animal had been a peg-top or a teetotum, — and off he flew! He fairly flashed in sparks over the stubble-field. And the sportsman (they say that he was a very wealthy prince) " dashed his cap on the ground," — -and then flung himself, face down, on his cap ! And there he lay for the space of half an hour. And how could Tchertopkhanoff fail to prize his horse? Was it not thanks to him that he again became superior to all his neighbours — indubita- bly, deflnitively superior to all his neighbours^ 247 .AIKMOIHS OF A SPOKTSMAiN VI In tlie meanwliilc, time passed, the term for pay- iiRiit (Ircu near — and TeliertopkluinofF had not tirt\- i'nl)le.s, niueh less two liundred and fifty. What was to be done, how was the situation to be redeemed ^ — " Never mind," — he decided at hist, " if tlie Jew Avill not show mercv, if lie will not wait a little longer, — I "11 hand over to him my house and my land, — and I myself will ride off on the horse in some direction, at random! I '11 })erish with hunger, — but ^lalek-Adel I will not surrender! " lie became greatly agitated, and even grew pensive; but at this point Fate — for tlie first and last time — showed pity on him, smiled on him: some distant aunt, whose very name TchertopkhanofF did not know, left him in her w ill what was a huge sum in his eyes — two thousand rul)les! — And he received this mone}' just in time, so to speak: the day before the Jew's arrival. Tchertopkhanoff nearlj^ went out of his senses for joy — but the thought of vodka did not enter his head: he had not taken a drop into his mouth since the day ^lalek-Adel had come to him. He hastened to the stable, and kissed his friend on both sides of his muzzle above the nostrils, in the spot where a horse's skin is so soft. — " Now we shall not be parted!" — he cried, patting ]\Ialek- Adel's neck, beneath the well-combed mane. On 24-8 THE END OF TCTTERTOrKTlAXOFF his return to the house, he counted out and sealed up in a packet two liundred and fifty ruhles. Then he mused, as lie lay on his back and smoked his pipe, as to how he should dispose of the re- maining- money — in fact, as to what sort of hounds he should get, — genuine Kostroma hounds, and they must, without fail, be the red- spotted variety! He even had a chat with Per- fishka, to ^^'holn he promised a new kaziik coat with yellow galloon on all the seams — and went to bed in the most blissful mood possible. He had a bad dream : he thought he had ridden out to a hunt: only, not on JNIalek-Adel, but on some strange animal, in the nature of a camel; a white fox, white as snow, came running to meet him. . . . He tried to swing his whip, he tried to set the dogs on it — but in his hand, instead of a whip he found a wisp of bast,^ and the fox kej)t trotting on in front of him, and sticking out its tongue at him in mockery. He sprang from his camel, stumbled, fell .... and fell straight into the arms of a gendarme, who summoned him to the Governor-General, in whom he recognised Yaff. ... Tchertopkhanoff awoke. The room was dark ; the cocks had just crowed for the second time. . . . Somewhere, far, far away, a horse was neigh- ing. 'Bunches of shredded h:\s\ from tlic inner hark of the Ihulen tree form tlic favoriU- hath-sponges. — Translator. 2M) MKMOIKS OF A wSPOKTSMAN Tcliertopklij'uiofF raised liis head Again a i'aliit, faint nei^liing was audible. ■ Thai s Maleiv-Adel neighing!" — he said to liiiiiself "That's liis neigh! But why is it so i'ar away? Good heavens! ... It cannot I '' 1)0 ... . ^VIl at once, Tchertopkhanoff turned cold all over, leaped from his bed on the instant, found his hoots, his elotl)ing, by groping, dressed himself, and, snatching the kev to the stable from beneath his pillow, he rushed out into the court-yaid. VII The stable was situated at the very end of the yard; one of its walls abutted on the open fields. Tchertopkhanoff did not immediately insert the key into the lock — his hands were trembling — - and did not immediately turn the keA^. . . . He stood motionless, holding his breath, to see if any- thing Avere stirring behind the door. " ISIaleshka! Maletz!" he called in an undertone: deathly si- lence! Tchertopkhanoff involuntarily pulled out the key: the door creaked on its hinges, and opened. . . . That meant, that the door had not been locked. He stepped across the threshold and again called his horse — this time by his full name: " ^laiek-Adel! " But his faithful comrade did not respond, only a mouse rustled in the straw. Then Tchertopkhanoff flung himself into that 250 THE END OF TCHERTOPKIIAXOFF one of three stalls in which ]Malek-Adel had Ikch lodged. He went straight to that stall, although such darkness reigned all around that it was ini- possihle to see a hand's-breadth in front of one. . . . It was empty! Tchertopkhanoff's head reeled; a bell seemed to be booming under his skull, lie tried to say something — but merely hissed, and groping with his hands above, below, on all sides, panting, with knees bending under him, he made his way from one stall to the second .... to the third, which was filled witli hay al- most to the top, hit against one wall, then the other, fell, rolled heels over head, rose to his feet, and suddenly rushed headlong through the half- open door into the court -yard. ... " They have stolen him! Perfishka! Perfishka! They have stolen him! " — he roared, at the top of his lungs. Perfishka the page flew out of the garret in which he slept, topsy-turvy, clad in nothing but his shirt. ... The two crashed together like drunken men — the gentleman and his solitary sertant — in the middle of the yard ; they spun round like madmen in front of each other. The gentleman could not explain wliat the matter was; neither could the servant comprehend what was wanted of him. — "Alas! alas!" — stammered Tchertopkhanoff. — " Alas! alas! " the page repeated after him. — " A lantern! give me tlie lantern, light the lantern! A 251 MKMOIHS OF A SPORTSMAiX liulit I A liiilitl "" hurst J'ortli, at last, iVoni Teller- topUhaiioft's exhausted hreast. Perfishka flew to the house. Hut it was no easy matter to light the lantern, or to get a light: sulphur matches were consid- ered a rarity in Russia at that epoch; the last em- bers in the kitchen had long since died out; flint and steel were not speedily to be found, and worked badly, (ruashing his teeth, Tchertopkha- nofl' snatched them from the hands of the panic- stricken Perfishka, and began to strike a light liiinself: sparks showered forth in abundance, oaths and even groans showered forth in still greater abundance — but the tinder either did not take fire at all, or went out, despite the strenu- ous efl'orts of four inflated cheeks and lips! At last, at the end of five minutes, no sooner, the morsel of tallow candle was burning in the bot- tom of the broken lantern, and Tchertopkha- noft', accompanied by Perfishka, precipitated himself into the stable, elevated the lantern above his head, looked about him Completely empty! He rushed out into the yard, traversed it in all directions at a run — the horse was nowhere to be found! The wattled fence surrounding Pantelei Kremyeitch's manor had long since fallen to de- cay, and in many ])laces it was bent over and hanging close to the ground. . . . Alongside the stable it had tumbled down completely for a 252 THE END OF ICIIEliiOrK II AXOKF space more than two feet in width. Perfislika pointed out this place to TchertopklianoiF. " Master! look here: this was not so to-day. Yonder, the posts are sticking out of the ground, too; some one must have pulled them out." Tchertopkluinoff daslied up with liis lantern, passed it along the ground. . . . " Hoofs, hoofs, the prints of a horse's shoes, prints, fresh prints!" — he muttered rapidly. — " Here is where they led liim through, here, here! " He instantly leaped over the hedge, and with the cry: " JNIalek-Adel ! ]Malek-Adel! " he ran straight olf across the fields. Perfishka remained standing in bewilderment by the wattled fence. The bright circle cast by the lantern speedily vanished from his eyes, swal- lowed up by the thick darkness of the starless and moonless night. TchertopkhanofF's despairing cries resounded with ever-increasing faintness. . . . VIII Day was dawning when he retiu'ned home. He no longer bore the semblance of a man : his entire clotliing was covered with mud, his face had as- sumed a strange and savage aspect, his eyes had a morose and stupid look. In a hoarse wliisper he drove Perfishka away from him, and locked 2.53 .MKMOIKS OF A SPORTSMAN hiinsclt' u]) in his own room. He could scarcely stand, so exliausted was he, — yet he did not go to bed, l)ut sat down on a chair near the door, and clasped liis head in liis liands. '* They liave stolen him! stolen him!" Rut how had the thief contrived to steal jNIalek- Adel l)y ni<^ht from the fast-locked stable? Malek-Adel. who bv dav would not allow a stranger to come near him — to steal him without noise, without a sound? And how is it to be ex- l)lained that not a single yard-dog barked? To tell the truth, tliere M'ere only two of them, two young puppies, and even they had buried them- selves in the ground, with cold and hunger — but notwithstanding. . . . " And ^vhat am I to do now without ^lalek- Adel? " thought TchertopkhanofF. " I have now been deprived of my last joy — it is time for me to die. Sliall 1 buy another horse, seeing that I am now provided ^^ ith money? Rut where am I to find another horse like that? " "Pantelei Eremveitch! Pantelei Eremveitch!" — a timid call made itself audible outside the door. Tchertopkhanoif sprang to his feet. " ^Mio is it?" — he shouted in an unnatural voice. " 'T is I, your page, Perfishka." " ^^^lat dost tliou want? Has he been found, lias he run home? " 254 THE END OF TCIIERTOPKIIAXOFF " Not at all, sir, Pantelei Eremyeitch ; but tliat little Jew who sold him . . . ." "Well?" " He has arrived." " Ho-ho-ho-ho-ho-ho ! " — TchertopkhanofF guf- fawed with laughter, — and flung the door open with a bang. — " Drag him hither, drag him, drag him!" At the sight of the savage, disordered figure of his " benefaccor," which thus suddenly presented itself, the Jew, who was standing behind Per- fishka, made an attempt to take to his heels; but TchertopkhanofF overtook him in two bounds, and seized him by the throat like a tiger. " Ah! thou hast come for thy money! for thy money! " — he yelled hoarsely, as though he were being strangled, instead of himself doing the strangling; "thou hast stolen him by night, and by day hast come for thy money? Hey? Hey?" "Have mercy, Yo . . ur Ve-ell-Bo-orn ! " groaned the Jew. " Tell me, where is mv horse? What hast thou done with him? To whom hast thou disposed of him? Tell me, tell me, tell me! " The Jew could no longer groan; even the ex- pression of terror had vanished from his face, which had turned blue. His hands dropped and swung limply; his wliole body, vehemently shaken by TchertopkhanofF, swayed back and forth like a reed. 255 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN '■ 1 11 i)ay [hvv thy money, 1 '11 pay thee thy money in full, to the uttermost kopek," — yelled Tehertopkhanoff — " only I '11 strangle thee, like the meanest of chiekens, if thou dost not instantly tell me. . . .' " But you have strangled him, master," — re- marked the })age Perfishka suhmissively. Only then did Tehertopkhiinoff come to his senses. He relinquished his hold on the Jew's throat; the latter fell in a heap on the floor. Tchertop- khanofl' picked him up, seated him on a bench, poiH'ed a glass of vodka down his throat — and restored him to consciousness. And .having re- stored him to consciousness, he entered into conversation with him. It appeared that the Jew had not the slightest comprehension as to the tlieft of ^lalek-AdeL And why should he steal the horse which he him- self had obtained for " his most respected Pan- telei Eremyeitch "? Then TchertopkhanofF led him to the stable. Together they inspected the stall, the manger, the lock on the door; they rummaged in the hay, the straw, and then went into the yard; Tchertop- khanofi' pointed out to the Jew the imprints of hoofs beside the wattled fence — and all at once smote himself on the thigh. " Stop! " — he cried. — " Where didst thou buy tlie horse? " 256 THE END OF TCITEK rOPKTIAXOFF " In INlaloarkliangel district, at tlie Verkliosen- skoe horse-fair," — replied the Jew. " From whom? " " From a kazak." Stay! Was tliat kazak a young mati or an old one 7 " A sedate man, of middle age." " And what was he like? How did he look? A sly rascal, I suppose." " He must have been a rascal, Your Veil- Born." " And what did that rascal say to you, — had he owned the horse long? " " I remember that he said he had." " Well, then, no one but himself could have stolen it! Judge for thyself, listen, stand here . . . . what's thy name?" The Je^^' gave a start, and turned his little black eyes on Tchertopkhanoif . " What is mi) name? " " Well, yes; what art thou called? " " INIoshel Leiba." " Well, judge for thyself, Leiba, my friend, — - thou art a clever man, — into whose hands, save those of his former master, would Malek-Adel have surrendered himself? For he saddled him, and bridled him, and took his blanket off him— yonder it lies on the hay! He simply be- haved as though he were at home! ]\Ialek-Adel would certainly have crushed under his iioofs any 2.57 MEMOIKS OF A SPORTSMAX one who was not his master! He would have raised siieh an uproar that he would have thor- out»lily ahirnied the whole village! Dost thou agree willi nieC ' ■' I (Im. I do. Your Veil-Born. . . ." ■ Well, then, first of all, we must find that kaziik! " " Hut how are ve to find him, Yoiu* Veil-Born? 1 have never seen him except vun little time — and vera ees he now — and vat is hees name? Ai, va'i, vai! " — added the Jew, dolefully shaking his ear- locks. " Leiba! " — shouted Tchertoj)khanofF sud- denly, — " Leiba, look at me! I have lost my mind, I am not mvself ! .... I shall lav violent hands oil myself, if thou wilt not help me! " " But how can I? . . ." " Come with me — and we will find that thief! " " But vere zhall ve go? " " Among the fairs, on the big highways, on the little highways, to the horse-thieves, the towns, the villages, the farms — everywhere, everywhere! And as for money, thou needst not wony : I have received an inheritance, brother! I '11 squander the last kopek— but I '11 get my friend. And the kazak, that villain, shall not escape us! AVhither- soever he goes, thither will we go also! If he is under the earth — we, too, will go under the earth! If he goes to the devil — we '11 go to Satan too!" 258 THE END OF TCIIER TOPKIIAXOFF " Veil, but vy to Zatan? " — remarked the Jew, — " ve can get along vizoiit heem." "Leiba!" — interposed TchertopklianofF, — " Leiba, although thou art a Jew, and thy faith is accursed — yet thou hast a soul better than that of many a Christian! Thou hast taken i)itv on me! there is no use in my setting off alone, I can- not deal with this affair alone. I am hot-headed — but tluMi hast a good liead, a head of gold ! That 's the way with thy race: it has attained to every- tiling without science! Perhaps thou hast thy doubts, and sayest to thyself : ' Whence has he the money? ' Come into my room with me — 1 '11 show thee all the money. Take it, take my cross, from my neck — only give me ^lalek-Adel, give him to me, give him to me! " Tchertopkhanoff shook as though in fever: the perspiration poured down his face in streams, and mingling with his tears, became lost in liis mous- tache. He pressed Leiba's hands, he entreated him, he almost kissed him. . . He had got into a transport. The Jew tried to reply, to convince him that it was impossible for him to absent him- self from his business In vain ! Tchertop- khanoff would not listen to anything. There was no help for it : poor Leiba was forced to consent. On the following day, Tchertopkhanoff, ac- companied by Leiba, drove away from Bezsonovo in a peasant-cart. The Jew wore a somewhat dis- concerted aspect, clung to tlie rail with one hand, 259 >rKM()TKS OF A SPORTSMAN and liis wliok- w i/.cmd IuhIv jolted about on tlie (|iiakin^- scat; tlir other liand lie pressed to his breast, where lay a package of bank-notes, \\ ra|)ped up in a bit of newspaper. Tchcrtopkha- noir sat hhe a statue, merely turned his eyes about him, and took the air into his lungs in deep breaths: a dagger j)rojccted from his belt. Look out foi- thyself now, thou villain-sepa- rator! he muttei-ed, as they emerged upon the highway. He Iiad entrusted his house to Perfishka, the page, and to the peasant who acted as his cook, a deaf old woman, whom he had taken under his protection out of compassion. " I shall return to vou on ^Falek-Adel," — he shouted to them in farewell, — " or I shall not re- tui-n at all! " " Thou mightest, at least, many me, T think! " — jested Perfishka, nudging the old woman in the ribs with his elbow. — "Anyhow, — we. shall never see the master again, and otherwise, thou Avilt certainly exjjire with tedium! " IX A YEA If. jxissed a whole year: no news arrived of Pantelei Eremyeitch. The old woman died: Peilishka himself was preparing to aban- don the house and betake himself to the town, whither he was })eiug lured by his cousin, who was 260 THE END OF TCIIEHTOPKIIAXOFF living tilt re as ussistaiil lo a liaii-dresser, — wlicn, suddenly, a rumour became current that tlie mas- ter was coming back! The deacon of the ])arish had received a letter from Pantelei Eremyeitch himself, in which the latter informed him of his intention to come to Bezsonovo, and recpiested him to notify his servants, in order that the proper reception miglit be made ready. These words Perfislika understood in the sense that he must wipe off a little of tlie dust; he had not much faith in the accuracy of the news, however: but he was forced to the conviction that the deacon had told the truth when, a few days later, Pan- telei P^remyeitch himself, in person, made his ap- pearance in the court-yard of the manor-house, mounted on JNIalek-Adel. Perfishka rushed to his master, and, holding his stirrup, attempted to assist him in alighting from his horse ; but the hitter sprang off unaided, swept a triumphant glance around him, and exclaimed in a loud voice: " 1 said that I would find Malek- Adel, and I have found him, to the discomfiture of my enemies and of Fate itself! " Perfishka advanced to kiss his hand, but Tchertopkhanoff paid no heed to his servant's zeal. Leading Ma- lek-Adel after him by the bridle he wended his way with long strides to the stable. Perfishka scrutinised his master with more attention — and quailed: — " Okh, how thin and old he has grown in the course of the year — and how stern and grim 261 MK.MOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN liis i'licc lias bcconiu! " Vet it would have seemed fittin«^- lliat Paiitelei Eremyeitch should rejoice, ill view of the fact that he had accomplished his oil jcct ; and lie tlid rejoice, as a matter of fact .... and. nevertlieless, Perfishka quailed and even felt afraid. Tchertopkhanoff jjlaced the horse in his former stall, slai)pcd him gently on the crupper, and said: " Now, then, thou art at home again! Look out! . . . ." On tliat same day he hired a trustwortliy watchman, an untaxable, landless peasant, established himself once more in his own rooms, and began to live as of yore. ... Hut not altogether as of yore Of this, however, later on. On the day following his return, Paiitelei Ere- myeitch summoned Perfishka to his presence, and, in tile absence of any other companion, began to nan-ate to him — without losing the sense of his own dignity, of course, and in a bass voice — in what manner he had succeeded in finding JNIalek- Adel. While the story was in progress, Tcher- topkhanoif sat with his face to the ^vindow, smok- ing the pipe of a long Turkish tchibiik, while I'erfishka sUxkI on the threshold of the door, with his hands clasped behind him, and gazing respect- fully at the back of his master's head, listened to the story of how, after many fruitless efforts and l)eregri nations, Pantelei Eremyeitch had, at last, arrived at the fair in Romny, alone, Avithout the Jew Leiba, who, through weakness of character, 202 TH^ END OF TCHERTOPKIIAXOl F luul not lield out and had deserted him; how, on the fii'tli (hiv, wlien he was ah-eadv on tlie |)<)iiit oi' departiiig, he had passed, for the hist time, al()n<^ tlie rows of carts, and Iiad suddenly espied, anion «^" tliree otlier horses hitched to the • canvas feed- trough — had espied ^lalek-Adel! How he liad recognised liim on the instant, — and how ]\lalek- Adel had also recognised him, had begun to whinny and paw the earth with his lioof . — " And he was not with the kazak," — pursued Tchertop- khanofF, still without turning his head, and in the same bass voice as before, — " but with a gipsy horse-dealer; naturally, I immediately seized on my horse, and tried to recover it by force; but the beast of a gipsy set up a howd, as though he were being scalded, and began to swear, in the hearing of the whole market-place, that he had bought the horse from another gipsy, and wanted to produce his witnesses. ... I spat — and paid him money : devil take him! For me the chief thing, the precious thing, was that I had found my friend, and had recovered my S2:)iritual peace. But, seest thou, I had grabbed a kazak, as the Jew Leiba put it, in the Karat chevoe district, — 1 had taken him for my thief,- — and had smashed in his whole ugly phiz; but the kazak turned out to be the son of a priest, and was infamous enough to wring one hundred and twenty rubles from me. Well, money is a thing that can be acquired; but the Xn-uicipal point is, that ]Malek-Adel is with me 263 MK.MOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN once more! Now I am liappy — I shall enjoy tran(|iiillity. And here are thy instnietions, Por- i'l'n : .just as soon as thou shalt heliokl a kaziik in the- nciuhhourhood — whieh Ciod forhid! — run and I'etelinie niv "un that verv second, without utterino- out- word, and I shall know how to act! " 'IMuis spake Pantelei Eremyeitch Tchertop- kliaiioff': this was what his lips expressed; hut he was not so trancjuil at heart as he asserted. Alas! in the depths of his soul he was not fully con\inee(l that the horse he had brought home was really Malek-Adel. X A DIFFICULT time began for Pantelei Eremye- itch. Tranquillity was precisely the thing which he enjoyed least of all. (xood days did come, it is true: the doubt which had assailed him seemed to him nonsense, he thrust from him the awkward thought as he would an importunate fly, and even laughed at himself; but he had his bad days also: the persistent thought began again to prey stealthily on his lieart and to gnaw at it, like a mouse under the floor, — and he tormented himself keenly, and in secret. In the course of that mem- orable day on which he had found JNIalek-Adel, Tchertojjkhanoff' had felt only blissful joy .... but on the following morning, when, under the low j)enthouse of the posting-station, he began to saddle his treasure-trove, close to which lie had 264 THE END OF rciIERTOPKHANOlF passed the night — something stung him for the first time. . . . He merely shook his head — hut the seed was sown. In the course of his home- ward journey (it lasted for about a week) , doubts awoke rarely within him : they became more pow- erful and distinct as soon as he had reached his Bezsonovo, as soon as he found himself in the place where the former, the indubitable INIalek- Adel had dwelt. . . . On the road he had ridden mainly at a foot-pace, at a jog-trot, gazing about him on all sides, had smoked his tobacco from a short pipe, and had indulged in no meditations, unless it were to say to himself, " Whatever the TchertopkhanofFs want, that they get ! " and grin ; but A\'hen he got home, it was quite a differ- ent matter. All this, of course, he kept to him- self: his pride alone forbade his displaying his inward trepidation. He would have " rent asun- der " any one who had even distantly hinted that Malek-Adel did not appear to be the former horse; he accepted congratulations on his " lucky find " from the few persons with whom he chanced to come in contact; but he did not seek these congratulations, and avoided intercourse with people more assiduously than ever — which is a bad sign ! He was almost constantly putting Malek-Adel through his examination, if one may so express it; he would ride off on him to some extremely distant spot in the fields, and put him to the test; or he would creep stealthily into the 265 MEMOIKS OF A SPORTSMAX stable, l(K'k tlic door beliind him, and, placing the horse's head before him, would gaze into his eyes, askiim' in a whis])er: " xVrt thou he^ Art thou he? ^Art thou hef . . . ." or he would stare at him in silence, and so intently, foi- whole hoin's at a stretch, now rejoicing and muttering: " Yes! 'T is he! Of course, 'tis he! " — again perplexed and disconcerted. And TchertopkhanofF was perturbed not so much by the ])hy.sical dissimilarity between that ^lalek-Adel and this one — it was not so very great: that one's mane and tail seemed to have been thinner, his ears more pointed, his cannon- bones shorter, and his eyes brighter, — moreover, that might only seem to be the case; but what troubled 'J'chertopkhanofF was, so to speak, the moral dissimilarity. That one had different habits, his whole moral nature was unlike. For example: that ]Malek-Adel had been wont to glance round and whinny slightly ever}^ time TchertopkhanofF entered the stable; but this one went on munching his hay, as though nothing were ha2)pening- — or dozed with drooping head. Neither of them stirred from the spot when their master sprang from the saddle; but that one, when lie was called, immediately advanced toward the voice, — while this one continued to stand stock-still. TJiat one galloped with equal swift- ness, but jumped higher and further; this one had a more undulating gait when walking, but jolted 26G THE END OF TCHERTOPKHANOFF more on a trot, and sometimes interfered witli his shoes — that is to say, struck the hind shoe against the fore shoe; iJuit one never had such a disgrace- ful trick — God forbid! This one, so it seemed to TchertopkhiinofF, was forever twisting his ears, — wliile with the other the contrary was the case : lie w^ould lay one ear back, and keep it so, — watch- ing his master! TJiat one, as soon as he saw that there was dirt around him, would immediately tap on the wall of his stall with his hind foot ; but this one did not mind if the manure acciunulated up to his very belly. That one, if he were placed head on to the wind, for example, — would im- mediately begin to inhale with all his lungs, and shake himself, but this one would simply snort; that one was disturbed by dampness foreboding rain — this one cared nothing for it. . . . This one was coarser, coarser! And this one had no charm, as that one had, and was hard-mouthed- there was no denying it! The other was a pleas- ing horse — while this one .... This was the way things sometimes seemed to Tchertopkhanoff, and these reflections bred bit- terness in him. On the other hand, there were times when he would launch his steed at full gallop over some unploughed field or make liim leaj) to tlie very bottom of a ravine washed out by the rains and leap back again straight uj) the steep, and his heart would swoon within him for rapture, a thui'oiit tliat^" Grev horses turn very white ill oiif year. Teliertopkhanoft" shuddered .... it was just as tli()u«4li some one had pricked liis heart with a spear. And. in fact, grey horses do change col- ourl How was it that so simple a thought had not entered his head up to that moment? " Tliou damned pig-tail!^ Get out!" — he yelled suddenly, his eyes flashing with fury — and instantly vanished from the sight of the as- tounded deacon. ^^'ell! All was at an end! Kvervthing was reallv at an end now% every- thing had hurst, the last card was trumped! Everything had crashed into ruin at that one phrase: " They turn white! " Grey horses turn white ! Gallop, gallop, thou accursed one! Thou canst not gallop away from that word! Tchertopkhanoif dashed home, and again locked himself up. XII That this wretched nag was not JSIalek-Adel; that not the slightest likeness existed bet^veen him and ^lalek-Adel; that any man who had the least ' Ecclesiastics in Russia all wear their hair lonj;, and, as described in this story, often braid it to keep it out of the way, in private life. — TUANSLATOK. TIIK END OF T( irKKTOPKirAXOKF sense must have perceived this at the very first glance; that he, Pantelei Tchertopkluinoff", had deceived himself in the most vulgar manner — no! That he had deliberately, with premeditation cheated himself, had lowered that haze over him- self — there now remained not the faintest doubt! Tchertopkhanoff ])aeed back and forth in his room, wheeling on his heels as he reached each wall, exactly as a wild beast does in a cage. His pride was suffering intolerably; but it was not wounded pride alone which was harrying him: despair had taken possession of him, fury was choking him, the thirst for vengeance was kindled witliin him. But against whom? On whom was he to revenge himself? The Jew, Yaff, ^lasha, the deacon, the thieving kazak, all his neighbours, the whole w^orld, himself in conclusion? His mind became confused. His last card had been trumped ! ( This comparison pleased him. ) And again he was the most insignificant, the most de- spised of men, a general laughing-stock, a ridicu- lous fool, a thorough-going idiot, an object of derision to — the deacon ! ! . . . He imagined that he could picture clearljr to himself how that vile pig-tail w^ould take to telling about the grey horse, about the stupid gentleman. . . . O damn it! . . . In vain did Tchertopkhanoff strive to suppress the rising bile; in vain did he strive to convince himself that that horse, although not Malek-Adel, was every whit as good as he, and 273 .MKMOIKS OF A SPORTSMAN Fiiiiiht SLr\(.' him for iiianv years: lie immediatelv repelled this thought with vehemence, as though it contained a fresh insult for that ]Malek-Adel toward \\hoMi he ali'eady, and without that, felt himself to blame The idea! Like a blind man, like a dolt, he had placed that carrion, that jade, on a le\ el w ith him, with 3Ialek-Adel! And as for the service which that vile nag might still render him . . . . why, would he ever deign to mount it^ \ot for anything on earth! Never! ! .... He would give it to a Tatar,' to the dogs to eat — that was all it was good for. . . . Yes! that would be best of all ! Foi- more than two hours Tchertopkhanoff wandered about his room. "Perfishka!" — he suddenly issued his com- mand. '■ Go to the dram-shop this very instant; bring hither a gallon and a half of vodka! Dost hear me? A gallon and a half of vodka, and be (juiek about it! Let the vodka be here instantly, and standing on my table! " The vodka made its appearance without delay on Pantelei Eremyeitch's table, and he began to drink! XIII Any one who had looked at Tchertopkhanoff then, any one wlio could have witnessed the grim \iciousness wlierewith he drained glass after glass, ' Tlie Tatirs are extremely fond of horseflesh. In St. Petersburg and Moscow (where thej' pursue tlie avocations of old-clothes men and \\aiters) horse-meat shops exist for their benefit. — Tkansi^vtor. 274 THE END OF TClIEKTOPKnAxOEF would certainly have felt an involuntary terror. Night came; a tallow candle hurned dimly on the table. Tchertopkhanoff' liad ceased to rove from corner to corner; he sat, all red in the face, with dimmCvl eyes, wliich he sometimes lowered to the floor, sometimes riveted persistently on the dark window; he would rise to his feet, ])oin' himself out some vodka, drink it off, then sit down again, again fix his eyes on one point, and never stir — except that his breathing grew quick, and his face more scarlet. It seemed as though some decision were ripening within him, which daunted him, but to ^vhich he w'as gradually accustoming liim- self ; one and the same thought importunately and unintermittently moved up ever closer and closer, one and the same image delineated itself ever more and more clearly ahead; and in his heart, under the inflaming pressure of heavy intoxica- tion, the irritation of wrath was replaced by a feeling of flerceness, and a grin which boded no good made its appearance on his lips. " Well, all the same, 't is time! " — he said, in a businesslike, almost bored tone: — "'tis time to stop taking my ease! " He drank off the last glass of the vodka, got his pistol from under his bed, — -the same pistol from which he had fired at INIasha, — loaded it, put several percussion-caps in his pocket, " in case of need," and set off* for the stable. The watcliman stai'ted to i-un to liini when he began to o^x^n the door, hut he shouted at him; 275 :mem()iks or a sportsman '• It is 11 l)«)st iiol thou sec? Ik'gone!" The w atclimaii withch'cw a little to one side. " Go off to thy hedl" TehertopkluiiiofF shouted at him: • there \s no neeil for thee to stand on guard liere! A fine wonder, what a treasure! " He en- tered the stahle. :Malek-xVdel .... the false Malek-Adel, was lying on the litter. Tchertop- khiinoft' gave him a kick, saying: " Get up, thou crow ! " Then he untied the halter from the man- ger, took oft' the hlanket and flung it on the ground, and roughly turning the obedient horse round in the stall, he led it forth into the yard, and from the yard into the open fields, to the in- tense amazement of the watchman, who could not possibly comprehend where the master was going l)v niuht with the bridleless horse in tow. He was afraid to ask him, of course; so merely fol- lowed him with his eyes until he disappeared at the turn of the road which led to the neighbour- inir forest. XIV TcHEKTOPKHANOFF Walked witli huge strides, neither halting nor looking behind him. Malek- Adel — w'e shall call him by that name to the end — followed submissi\ely in his wake. The night was fairly light; Tchertopkhanoff could distin- guish the indented outline of the forest, which rose blackly in front of him, like a dark blotch. Thus embraced bv the nocturnal chill, he cer- 270 THE END OF ICTTKirrOPKHANOFE tainlv would have felt the intoxicatini*- effeets of the vodka lie had drunk, had it not heen .... had it not heen for another, a more powerful intoxi- eation, whieh had taken complete possession of him. His head grew heavy, the blood throbbed with a roar in his throat and ears, but he walked on firmly, and knew where he was going. He had decided to kill JNIalek-Adel ; all day long he had thought of nothing else Now he had reached a decision! • He j^roceeded to this deed, not precisely with composure, but with confidence, irrevocably, as a man proceeds who is obeying a sense of duty. It seemed to him a very " simple matter " to annihi- late this pretender, he would thereby be quits with " everybody," would also punisli himself for his stupidity, justify himself to liis genuine friend, and demonstrate to the whole world (Tchertop- khiinoff was greatly concerned about " the whole world") that no one could jest with him. . . . But the principal thing was, — that he meant to annihilate himself along with the pretender, for what w^as there now left for him to live for? How all this had stowed itself awav in his head, and whv it seemed to him so simi)le, it is not easy, al- though it is not utterly impossible, to explain: wounded, solitary, without a single human soul who was near to him, without a copper fartliing, and with his blood lieated by liquor, to boot, he was in a condition bordering on insanity, and there 277 MKMOIRS OF A SPORTSMxVX can be no duubl tlial, in the most absurd freaks of insane people, tliere is a sort of looie and even i-iyht in their eyes. As to tlie right, Tchertopkha- nofl' was. at any rate, fully convinced; he did not hesitate, he made haste to execute the sentence on the criminal, without, however, clearly rendering himsell' an account as to whom, precisely, he was calling 1)\ that name. . . . Truth to tell, he had reflected vvvy little on what he was about to do. " I must make an end of it — I must," was what he kept repeating to himself, dully and sternly: " I must make a!i end of it! " And the innocent culprit trotted obediently behind him. . . . But there was no pity in Tcher- topkhanoff's heart. XV X(yr far from the edge of the forest, whither he was leading his horse, stretched a small ravine, half overgrown with oak bushes. Tchertopkha- noff descended into it. . . . j\Ialek-Adel stum- bled and came near falling on him. "Dost want to crush me, damn thee!" — sliouted Tchertopkhanoff — and, as though de- fending himself, he jerked the pistol out of his pocket. He MO longer felt hardness, but that jjeculiar \voo(len rigidity of the emotions which is said to take possession of a man before the perpetration of a ci-ime. But his own voice frightened him — so sa\age]y did it resound bcneatli the canopy of •278 THE KM) OF TCIIKKTOPKIIAXOFF the dark boughs, in the decaying and stilling dampness of the forest ravine! jNloreover, in re- ply to his exchimation, some hirge bird or other suddenl}' began to rustle in tlie crest of the tree over his head. . . . TchertopkhanofF shuddered. It was as tliough he had aroused a witness to his deed — and where? In this remote spot, where he should not have encountered a single living crea- ture! ... " Begone, devil, to the four winds! " — he said through his teeth — and relintjuishing JNIalek- Adel's bridle, he dealt him a flourishing blow on the shoulder with the butt of the pistol. ^Nlalek- Adel immediately turned back, scrambled out of the ravine .... and set off at a gallop. But the sound of his hoof -beats was not audible long. The rising wind interfered and shrouded all sounds. Tchertopkhanoff, in his turn, slowly made his way out of the ravine, gained the edge of the for- est, and trudged homeward. He was dissatisfied with himself: the heaviness which he felt in his head and in his heart diffused itself over all his limbs; he strode onward — angry, gloomy, dissat- isfied, hungry, exactly as though some one had insulted him, had robbed him of his booty, his food. . . . A suicide who has been prevented from carry- ing out his intentions is acquainted with such sen- sations. All at once, something touched him from be- 270 MK.MOIKS OF A SPORTSMAN hind, on the shoulder. He glanced round. . . . Malek-A(K1 was standing in the middle of the road. lie iiad followed his master, he had touched him with his muzzle, he had announced his presence. . . . " Ah ! " — screamed TchertopkhanofF, — " so thou hast come thyself, of thine own accord, to tliy deatlil Then take that!" In the twinkling of an eye he pulled out his pistol, c(K'ked it, placed the muzzle to Malek- Adel's forehead, and fired. . . . The poor horse sprang to one side, reared up on his hind legs, leaped hack half a score of paces, and suddenly fell heavily to the ground and be- gan to I'attle hoarsely in his throat, as he writhed convulsively on the ground. . . . Tchert(^pkhanoff stopped up his ears with both hands and set off on a run. His knees gave way beneatli liim. Intoxication, and furv, and hlind self-confidence — all deserted him on the in- stant. Xothing remained but a feeling of shame and disgust, and the consciousness, the indubi- table consciousness, that this time he had done for himself also. XVI Six weeks later, Perfishka the page considered it his duty to stop the commissaiy of rural police as the latter was passing EezscSnovo manor-house. 280 THE END OF TCTTKRTOPKHANOFF " What dost thou want? " — inquired tlie guar- dian of order. " Please, Your \Vell-Born, come into our house," — repHed the page, with a low bow: " Pantelei Eremyeitcli seems to be on tlie point of deatli; and so, I 'm afraid." " What? He is dying? " questioned the com- missary. " Exactly so, sir. At first he drank vodka every day, but now, you see, he has taken to liis bed, and has got very ill. I don't suppose he can understand anything now. He 's perfectly speechless." The commissary alighted from his cart. — " Well, hast thou not been to summon the priest, at least? Has thy master made his confession? Has he received the Sacrament? " " No, sir, he has not." The commissary of police frowned. — " How comes that, my good fellow? Is that the proper way to behave — hey? Or dost not thou know . . . that the responsibility for it is very great — hey? " " But I asked him the day before yesterday, and yesterday, too," put in the intimidated page, — " ' Do not you command me,' says I, ' Pan- telei Eremyeitch, to run for the priest? ' — ' Hold thy tongue, fool,' says he. ' Don't meddle in what isn't thy business.' And to-day, when I began to repoi't — he merely stared at me — and twitched his moustache." 281 MK.MOIKS OF A SPORTSMAN "xVirI lias lie drunk iiuicli vodka?" — asked the c'oiiiiiiissarv. " Aw an fill lot! — But Ix,' so good, Your Well- born, as to c-onie to his room." " \\\\], kad the way! " — growled the commis- sary, and I'ollowed l*erfishka. ^Vn astonishing sight awaited him. In the rear room of the house, dark and damp, on a niiseral)le pallet, covered with a horse- hlanket, with a shaggy kazak felt cloak in place of a pillow, lay Tchertopkhanoff , no longer pale, hut of a yellowish-green hue, like a corpse, with eyes sunken heneath glossy lids, with a sharpened hut still crimson nose above his dishevelled mous- tache, lie was lying arrayed in his inevitable kaziik coat, with the cartridge-cases on his breast, and full Circassian trousers. A kazak fur cap with a deep crimson top covered his forehead to his very eyebrows. In one hand Tchertopkha- noff held his kazak hunting-whip, in the other an embroidered tobacco-j^ouch, JNlasha's last gift. On the table by the bedside stood an empty liquor-bottle; and at the head of the bed, fas- tened to the wall with pins, two water-colour drawings were visible: one, so far as could be dis- cernedj represented a fat man wath a guitar in his hands — probably, Xedopiiiskin; the other de- picted a gallo])ing horseman The horse resembled those fabulous animals which children draw on walls and fences; but the carefully 282 THE END OF TCTTERTOPKTIAXOFF shaded dapples on its flanks and tlie cartridge- cases on the rider's breast, the pointed toes of his boots, and his luige moustache left no room for doubt : tlie sketch was intended to depict Pantelei Eremyeitch mounted on jNIalek-Adel. The astonished commissary of ])()lice (hd not know what to do. Deathly silence reigned in the room. " Why, he has already expired," he said to himself, and, raising his voice, he said: — "Pan- telei Eremyeitch! Hey there, Pantelei Eremye- itch!" Then something remarkable took place. Tchertopkhanoff 's eyes slowly opened, the extin- guished pupils moved first to the right, then to the left, came to a rest on the visitor, and saw him. . . . Something glimmered in their dull white- ness, the semblance of a glance made its appear- ance in them; — the lips, already blue, gradually parted, and a hoarse, already sepulchral voice made itself heard. " Pantelei Tchertopkhanoff, nobleman of an- cient lineage, is dying; who can hinder him? — He is indebted to no one, he demands nothing. . . . Leave him, ye jjeople! Begone! " The hand wliich held the kazak whip made an effort to rise In vain ! The lips again adhered to each other, the eyes closed, and Tcher- topkhanoff' lay as before on his hard pallet, stretched out flat and with his feet drawn close together. 283 AIKMOIKS OF A SPORTSMAN ** Let me kntnv when he is dead."-- whispered the commissary of i)olice to Perfislika, as he left the room: "and 1 think thou mightest go for tlie priest now . Due order must be observed, — ^lie must reeeive Holy l^nction." ' Tliat same (hiy Perfislika went for the priest; and on the following morning he had to notify the commissary of police that Pantelei Eremye- itch had died that night. At his funeral, his coffin was escorted by two men: Perfishka, the page, and ^Nloshel Leiba. Tlie news of Tchertopkhanoff's demise had, in some manner, reached the Jew; and he had not failed to pay his last debt to his benefactor. ^This unction in the Eastern Catholic Church is not Extreme Unction in the sense of those words in the Roman Church, although it is pciieraily administered before death. In the true spirit of James v, 1 1— Ij it may be administered any number of times during life, when a person is ill and not expected to die. 'Ihe full rite calls for seven priests, but one priest can administer it. — Trans- lator. 284 X LIVING HOLY RELICS O native land of ])atient fortitude — Land of the Russian folk art thou! F. TlUTCIIEFF. A French saying runs: " A dry fisherman and a wet sportsman are sorry sights." As -1 have no partiaHly for fishing, I am not able to judge of a fisherman's feehngs in fine, clear weather, and to what degree the satisfaction afforded liim in stormy weather by an abundant catch outweighs the unpleasantness of being wet. But for the sportsman rain is a veritable calamity. To pre- cisely such a calamity were Eremyei and I ex- posed during one of our excursions after wood- cock in the Byelovoe district. The rain had not ceased falling since daybreak. What did not we do to escape from it! We drew our rubber coats up almost over our heads, and stood under trees, so that there might be less dripping. . . . The waterproof coats let the water througii in the most shameless manner, not to mention the fact that they interfered witli om- shooting; while, al- though at first it did not appear to drip under the trees, yet later on the moisture, which had been gradually accumulating on the foliage, suddenly 285 MKMOIKS OF A SPORTSMxVX l)n)kt' tliioiigli. cNcrv branch showered down on us watir as llioiigh from a rain-spout, a chilly stream maik- its way under my neckerchief and trickled down my spine. . . . AVell, this was " the last stra^^• "! as Krmolai was wont to express him- self. — " Xo, Piotr Petrovitch," — he exclaimed at last. " This is unendurable! .... We cannot hunt t()-(hiy. The dogs' scent will be drowned out; tlie ^nns will miss fire. . . . Phew! What a mess! "' " Whiit is to l)e done? " — I asked. " Why, this. — Let us go to Alexyeevka. Per- haps you (h) not know that there is a farm there which belongs to your mother; it is eight versts from here. We can pass the night there, and to- morrow . . . ." " AVe can return here? " " No, not here. ... I know some places the other side of Alexyeevka mucli better places for woodcock." I did not interrogate my faithful companion as to wliy he liad not guided me straight to those places and that same day we reached ni}' mother's farm, wliose existence, I must confess, I had not hitherto suspected. At the farm there turned out to be a small, detached building, very old, but not inliabited, and therefore clean; in it I passed a fairly (juiet night. On the following morning I awoke very earlj'. The sun had only just risen; there was not a sin- 280 t;ivixg ttot.y relics gle cloud in the sky; everything round ahoiit was ghstening with a powerful (l()ul)le gleam: tlie gleam oi' tlie young morning rays, and of the heavy rain of the day before. — While my two- wheeled cart was being harnessed, I went off for a stroll in the small garden, which had formerly been a fruit orchard, and was now utterly run wild, surrounding tlie little wing on all sides witli its fragrant, succulent thickets. Akh, how good it was in the open air, beneath the clear sky, where the larks were trilling, whence the silver notes of their ringing voices showered down! They had, probably, borne off drops of dew on tlieir wings, and their songs seemed besprinkled vvith dew. I even took my liat from my head, and inhaled joyously, to the full extent of my kmgs. . . . On the slope of a small ravine, close beside the wattled fence, a collection of beehives was visible; a narrow path led to it, winding in ser- pentine fashion between dense walls of tall steppe-grass and nettles, over whieli liung, brought God knows whence, the sharp-tipped stalks of dark-green hemp. I wended my way along this path, and readied the beehives. Alongside them, stood a small shed with wattled walls,' a so-called ain.shdnik, where coals are stored for winter use. I glanced in at the half -open door; it was dark, still, dry; ' In the ceiitrp and south of Russia, where wood is scarce, fences and walls are made of lrec-l)oughs interwoven. — Tuansi.atok. 287 .AIEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN there was an odour of mint and sweet-clover. In one corner a platfoi-m had been fitted, and on it, covered witli a (luilt, \ay a tiny figure. ... I was on the point of l)cating a retreat .... " ;Master, liey, master! Piotr Petrovitch! " — I heard a voice, weak, slow, and hoarse, like the rus- thng of marsh sedges. 1 stopped. " Piotr Petrovitcli ! Come hither, please ! " — repeated the voice. It was wafted to me from the corner with the platform which I had noticed. I approached — and grew rigid with amaze- ment. Before me lay a living human being; but what did it mean? The head was completely dried up, all of one bronze hue, — precisely like a holy picture painted in ancient times; the nose was as narrow as the blade of a knife; the lips were hardly visible, — only the teeth and the eyes gleamed white, and from beneath the kerchief thin strands of j^ellow hair escaped upon the foreliead. Two tiny hands, also bronze in colour, were moving by the chin, at the fold of the coverlet, the fingers like little sticks intertwining slowly. I looked more attentively: the face was not only not hideous, it was even beautiful, — but terrible, remarkable. And the face seemed all the more terrible to me, because I saw that a smile was striving .... striving to spread over it, — over its metallic cheeks, — and could not. 288 LTVTNC; ITOLV RKTJCS " Don't you recognise nic, master? " — wliis- pered the voice again; it seemed to evaporate from the barely-moving hps. — " But how should you! — I am Lukerya. . . . You remember, the one who used to lead the choral songs and dances at your mother's, at Spasskoe? ... I was the leader of the singers, as well; don't you remem- ber? " "Lukerya!" — 1 exclaimed. — "Art thou she? Is it possible? " " Yes, it is 1, master, — I am Lukerya." I did not know what to say, and stared like one stunned at that dark, motionless face with the clear and deathly eyes riveted upon me. Was it possible? That mummy was Lukerya, the great- est beauty among all our domestics, — tall, plump, white, and red, — the giggler, the dancer, the singer! Lukerya, the clever Lukerya, to whom all our young men had paid court, for whom I myself had sighed in secret, — I, a lad of sixteen ! "Good heavens, Lukerva," — I said at last: — " what has liappened to thee? " " Why, such a calamity has befallen me ! But do not look at me with aversion, master, do not loathe my misfortune, — sit down on that small tub yonder, — come nearer, or you will not be able to hear me. ... I have become so loud- voiced, you see! ... . Well, and how glad I am to see you! How comes it that you are in Alexyeevka? " 289 >rEMOTRS OF A SPORTSMxVX Liiktrya .si)()ke very softly and feebly, but witbout any breaks. " Krniolai tbe lumter brougbt nie bitber. . But tell nie . . . . " " I am to tell you about my misfortune? — Cer- tainly, master. It liappened to me long since, — six or seven years am). Tbev bad just betrotbed me to Vasilv PolvakofF, — do vou remember, be was sueb a stately, curly-baired fellow,^ — be used to serve in yom* motber's bouse as butler? But you were no longer in tbe country at tbat time; you bad gone away to ^Moscow to study. — Vasily and I were very mucb in love witb eacb otber; I tbougbt of bim continually; and it bappened in tbe spring. So, one nigbt ... it was not long before dawn . . . and I coidd not sleep: tbe nigbtingale in tbe garden was singing witb such wonderful sweetness! I could bear it no longer, so I got up, and went out on tbe porcb to listen to it. It warbled and warbled . . . and suddeidy it seemed to me tbat some one was call- ing me in Yasya's voice, softly, so: ' Liisba! ' . . . . I glanced aside, and not being fully awake, j^ou know, I made a misstep, straight from tbe land- ing, and flew down — bang! on tbe ground. And I did not appear to liave burt myself badly, for I soon rose and returned to my chamber. Only, it was as though something inside me — in my belly — had been broken. . . . Let me take breath for just a minute .... master." 290 T.IVING TTOT.Y REIJCS Liikerya stopped speaking, and 1 stared at lier in amazement. Wliat particukirly astonnded me was, that she told her story almost cheerily, .vith- out any groans and sighs, without making the slightest complaint, and without any appeal for sympathy. " From the moment of that accident," — went on liukerya, — " I hegan to wither, to pine away; I hegan to turn black ; it became difficult for me to walk, and I had not full control of my legs; I could neither stand nor sit; I wanted to lie down all the time. I did n't feel like either eating or drinking: I grew worse and worse. Your motlier, in her goodness, showed me to the doctors, and sent me to the hospital. But I obtained no relief. And not a single doctor could even tell what sort of malady 1 liad. They did all sorts of things to me: they burned my back with red-liot irons, they laid me in cracked ice — but it did no good. At last, I got perfectly ossified Then the gentlemen decided that it was useless to treat me any longer, and it was n't fitting that a cripple should be kept in the gentry's manor- house well, and so they transferred me hither, — I have relatives here. And so I live as you see." Again Lukerya ceased speaking, and again she tried to smile. "But th}^ condition is frightful!" — I ex- claimed . . . and, without knowing what more 291 MEMOTKS OF A SPOKTSMAX to say, 1 iiujuired: — "And wliat alxnit Vasily I'olvakoffV " — Tt was a very stupid question. J.ukerya turned her eyes aside. *' What about PolyakofF? — He grieved and nricved, — and then he married another, a girl fVoni (Th'nnoe. Do you know Gh'nnoe? It lies not far from us. Her name was Agrafena. He \\ as \ cry i'ond of me, — but he was a young man, \<)ii see, — lie eould not remain a bachelor. And liow eould I be his dear friend? But lie has found foi- himself a good, kind wife,- — and he has chil- dren. He lives there as manager to a neiglibour; your mother gave him his passport, and he \s doing very well, thank God! " " And so thou liest here always like this? " — I put another question. " And so I lie here like this, master, this is the seventh year. In summer I lie here in this wat- tled shed, and when cold weather comes on they carry me to the anteroom of the bath-house. There I lie." "But who tends on thee? Does any one look after thee?" " Why, there are kind people here also. They do not desert me. And I do not need much look- ing after. As for eating — I eat hardly anything, and as for water — yonder it is, in that jug: it always stands filled with pure spring water. I can reach the jug for myself: I can still use one of mv hands. And tlien there is a little girl, an 292 LIVING IIOI-Y KET;rCS orplian; slie always gives iiic wluit I need, tlwiiiks to her. She was here a httle while ago Did n't you meet her? She 's sueh a pretty, white little thing. She brings nie flow^ers; I'm very fond of them, — of flowers, I mean. We have no garden-flowers here, — there were some, but tliey have run out. But the wild flowers are nice too, you know ; they smell even better than the garden - flowers. Take lilies of the valley, for instance . . . . what can be more agreeable! " " Dost thou never feel bored or afraid, my ])oor Lukerya? " " But what is one to do? I will not lie — at flrst I found it very tiresome; but afterward I got used to it, I grew^ patient, — 't is nothing, some ])eople are still worse off." How^ so: " Why, one person has no shelter! Another is blind or deaf! But 1, thank (xod, can see splen- didly, and hear everything, everything. If a mole is burrowing underground, I hear it. And I can detect every odour, no matter how faint it is! If the buckw^heat in the fields comes into bloom, or the linden in the garden, — it is not necessary to tell me about it : I am the first of all to perceive it, if only the breeze blow s from that quarter. No, why anger God? — many people are worse ofl" than I. Take this, for example: a healthy man can very easily fall into sin; l)iit from me sin has departed of itself. A while ago, 293 MEMO IKS OF A SPORTSMAN Father Alexyei undertook to give me the Sacra- ment, anil lie said : ' There 's no use in confessing thee: is it possible for thee to sin in thy condition?' — Hut I answered him: — 'And how about sin of thought, batiushka? ' ' — ' Well,' says he, and be- gins to laugh, ' that 's no great sin.' " And it must be that I am not very guilty of that same, — that mental sin," — went on Lukerya> — -" because I have trained myself so; not to think, and — most of all — not to remember. The time passes more quickly so." I must confess that I was astonished. — " Thou art always entirely alone, Lukeryai* Then how canst thou prevent thoughts from coming into thy headi" Or dost thou sleep all the time? " '* Oi, no, master! I am not always able to sleep. Althougli I do not suffer great pain, — yet there is a gnawing there inside me, and in my bones also; it will not let me sleep as I should. No. ... I just lie here by myself, and lie and lie — and don't think; I am conscious that I am alive, I breathe — and that is all. I see, I hear. The bees hum and drone among the hives; a pigeon alights on the roof and begins to coo; a mother-hen comes along with her chicks and be- gins to peck up the crumbs; or a sparrow or a butterlly flutters in — ^which pleases me very much. The year before last the swallows built themselves •"Dear little father," literally; used in respect fully-aflFeetionate address to a man of any rank, from tiie l-".ini)er()r down, hut es- pecially the prerogative of the priesthood. — Tuansi-atok. 294 LIVINC; llOLV KKLICS a nest yonder in tlie corner, and i-aised their brood. How interesting it was! One would lly to the nest, alight on it, and feed the l)al)ies — and off it would go again. And lo, the other one would take its place. Sometimes tlie bird would not fly in, but merely dash across the open door — but the nestlings would immediately begin to squeak, and ojjen their bills, ... I watched for them the next year, but I was told that one of the sportsmen in the neighbourhood had shot them. And why did he covet them? For, altogether, a swallow is no bigger than a beetle. . . . How wicked you sportsmen are! " " I do not shoot swallows," — I hastened to remark. " And then, once, what a good laugh I had! " - — began Lukerya again. — " A hare ran in, — it really did ! The dogs were chasing it, I suppose, — ^only it seemed just to roll in through the door! .... It squatted down quite close to me, and sat there for a long time,^ — and kept moving its nose and twitching its moustache, just like an officer! And it stared at me. It understood, probably, that 1 was not dangerous to it. At last it got up, went hop-hop to the door, glanced round on the threshold — and vanished from sight! It w^as so funny! " Lukerya cast a glance at me .... as much as to ask: "Wasn't it funny?" I laughed to please her. She bit her withered lips. " Well, and in wintei', I am not so well off, of 295 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTS^SIAN course: because it is dark; one hates to light a caiulle. and wliat 's the use of it? Although I can read and write, and was always fond of reading, \shat is tliere for nie to read? There are no hooks wliatever here, and even if there were any, how could 1 hold a book? Father Alexyei Ijiouffht me a calendar to divert me, but saw that it was useless, so he took and carried it away again. But although it is dark, there is always something to listen to: a cricket will begin to chirp or a mouse to gnaw somewhere. — And un- der such circumstances it is a good thing not to think! " And then I recite prayers," — continued Lu- kerya, after resting a while. — " Only I don't know many of them, — of those same prayers. ^Vnd why sliould I worry the Lord God? What can I ask of Him? He knows better than I do \vhat I need. He has sent me a cross — which sig- nifies that He loves me. We are commanded to understand it so. I repeat the Our Father, the Hail Mary, the acathistus ^ to the Virgin of Sor- rows, — and then I go on lying here without any thought at all. And I don't mind it! " A couple of minutes passed. I did not break the silence, and did not stir on the narrow^ tub \\hich served me as a seat. The stiff, stony im- ' A service of liymns and prayers to the Saviour, tlie Virgin Mother, or a Saint. The congregation stands throughout. — Traxs- LATOU. 296 LIVING HOLY RELICS mobility of the living, iinliappy being who lay there before me had communicated itself to me; I also seemed to have become petrified. " Hearken, Lukerya," — I said at last. — " Hearken to the proposition which I am about to make to thee. I will have thee taken to a hos- pital, to a good hospital in the town: wouldst thou like that? Perhaps they can cm-e thee — who knows? At any rate, thou wilt not be alone. . . ." Lukerya contracted her brows almost imper- ceptibly. — " Okh, no, master," — she said, in an anxious whisper, — " don't transfer me to the hospital, don't touch me. I shall only undergo more tortures there. — Cure me indeed! Why, a doctor once came here, and wanted to examine me. I begged him : ' Do not disturb me, for Christ's sake ! ' It was no use ! He began to turn me about, he kneaded and bent my arms and legs, and says he: 'I 'm doing this in the interests of science ; that 's what I 'm a learned man in the ser- vice for! And thou,' says he, ' canst not oppose me, because I have been given an Order to wear on my neck for my laboiu-s, and I exert myself for the benefit of you fools ! ' He mauled me, and mauled me, and told me the name of my ailment, — such a hard name, — and then he went away. And all my bones ached for a whole week after- ward. You say that I am alone, always alone. No, not always. People come to me. I am quiet, I do not disturb them. The young peasant girls 297 .AIKMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN ilrop in, and chatter; a pilgrim strays in, and be- gins to tell me about Jerusalem, about Kieff, al)out the holy cities. And I am not afraid to be alone. I even like it better so, truly I do! ... . Don't touch me, master, don't take me to the hos- pital I thank you, — you are kind, — only don't touch me, my dear little dove." " Well, as thou wilt, as thou wilt, Lukerya. I meant it for thy good, seest thou. . . ." " I know, master, that it was for my good. But, master dear, who can help another? Who can enter into this soul? A man must help him- self! Xow, you will not believe it — but I some- times lie here alone like this and it seems as though there were not another person in all the world except myself. I alone am living! And I feel as though something were blessing me. . . . Thoughts come to me — even wonderful thoughts." " What dost thou think about at such times, Lukerya? " " 'T is utterly impossible to tell thee that, mas- ter: it can't be explained. And one forgets it afterward, too. It is as though a little cloud de- scended, and spread al)road, and everything be- comes so cool and pleasant, — but what has hap- pened you can't understand. Only, I think to myself: ' If there were people about me, nothing of this sort wordd take place, and I should feel nothing, except my own misfortune.' " 298 LIVING IIOLV HKLKS Lukerya drew brejith with difficulty. Her lungs did not obey her, any more than the rest of her members. " When I look at you, master," — she began again, — " I feel very sorry for you. l^nt you must not pity me too much, really! 111 tell you something, for example: sometimes, even now, I .... Of course, you remember what a merry girl I was in my day? A dashing maid! . . . So, do you know what? I sing songs even now." "Songs? .... Thou?" " Yes, songs, ancient ballads, choral songs, ^ Christmas carols, all sorts of songs! 1 knew a great many, you see, and have not forgotten them. Only I don't sing any dance-songs. It is n't fitting, — in my present condition." " But how dost thou sing them to thyself? " " Both to myself and with my voice. I can't sing loudly, but they are audible, nevertheless. There now, I have told you that a little maid comes to me. She 's a (juick-witted orphan, you see. So I have taught her; she has already learned four songs from me. Don't you believe it? Wait, — in a minute I '11 . . . ." Lukerya mustered her forces. . . . The thought that this half -dead being was preparing ' The choral songs whicli accompany the games of the jjeasant girls. Many of these games consist of slow, circling movements. — Translator. 299 .MKMOlliS OF A SrORTSMAX lo shiy: aroused in inc involuntary terror. But before I could utter a word, a prolonged, barely audible, but pure and true sound tienibled on my ears .... followed by a second, a tliird. Lu- kerya was singing " In tlie Meadows." Sbe sang witiiout altering the expression of her petrified eountenance, even fixing her eyes in a stare. But so touchingly did that poor, forced little voice ring forth, like a wreath of luidulating smoke, so greatly did her soul long to pour itself out .... that I no longer felt terror: unutter- able pity gripped my heart. " Okh, 1 cannot!" — she said suddenly, — "I have not the strength It has given me great pleasure to see you." She closed her eyes. I laid my hand on her tiny, cold fingers. . . . She darted a glance at me — and her dark eyelids, fringed with golden lashes, as in an ancient statue, closed again. A moment later, they began to aleam in the semi-darkness Thev were wet with tears. As before, I did not stir. "What a goose I am!" — said Lukerya sud- denly, with unexpected force, and opening her eyes wide, she tried to wink the tears from them. — " Isn't it shameful^ What ails me? 'T is a long time since anything of this sort happened with me .... not since the day when Vasily Polyakofi^' came to me, last spring. As long as he 300 rjvrxc; iioT.Y kelics was sitting uiicl talking with mc, it was all right; but when he went away, I iust cried all bv niv- self! I can't tell what made me do it! ... . Tears come easy to us women, you know. Mas- ter," — added Lukerya, — " you haye a handker- chief, I suppose. . . . Don't disdain to wipe my eyes. ..." I hastened to comply with her request — and left her the handkei'chief. At first she tried to refuse saying: " ^Vhy should you make me such a gift? " The handkercliief was a yery plain one, but clean and white. Then she seized it in her feeble fingers, and did not relax them again. Haying become accustomed to the gloom in which we both were, 1 could distinctly' discern her features, could eyen detect a faint flush which flitted across the bronze of her face, coidd dis- coyer in that face — at least so it seemed to me — traces of its former beauty. " You w^ere asking me, master," — Lukerya again began to speak, — " whether I sleep? As a matter of fact, I sleep rarely; but when I do, I haye such fine dreams! I neyer see myself as ill: in my dreams I am always so healthy and young. . . . . One thing is unfortunate: I wake up, and want to stretch myself well, and lo! 1 am as though fettered all o\'er. Once I had a wonder- ful dream! I '11 tell you about it, shall I ?— Well then, listen. — I seem to be standing in a field, and all around is rye, so tall and ripe and golden ! . . . 301 :mkmoirs of a sportsman And I seem to have with me a small, reddish dog, a \ c TV, very vieious beast — it is continually trying to bite me. xVnd there seems to be a reaping-hook in niv hands — not an oi-dinary hook, but exactly like the moon when it resembles a reaping-hook. And with that moon I am to reap the rye clean, l^it I am greatly fatigued with the heat, and that moon dazzles me, and languor comes upon me; and all around corn-flowers are growing, and such big ones ! And they have turned their little heads toward me. And T think to myself: ' I will pluck those corn-flowers; Vasya has promised to come — so I Avill first weave myself a wreath; I shall have time to do the reaping.' I begin to pluck corn-flowers, but they begin to melt away, — melt away between my Angers, — I never saw anything like it! And I cannot weave myself a wreath. Ikit, in the meantime, I hear some one coming toward me, so close, and calling : ' Liisha ! Lusha!' ' Ai,' thinks I to mj'self, 'woe is me, I have n't got through the reaping! Nev- ertheless, I will place the moon on my head in- stead of the corn-flowers.' I put on the moon ex- actly like a kokoshnik,' and immediately I myself began to beam all over, and lighted up the whole fleld. And lo! over the verj^ crests of the vye- ears, there comes swiftly advancing toward me — not Vasya, but Christ Himself! And how I * The c-oronet-shaped head-dress of the peasant maidens. — Tkansi.atoii. 302 LIVINC; HOLY RELICS knew that it was Christ, I cannot tell. — He is not painted in that way, — hnt it was no one else but He! 15eardless, tall, young, clad all in wliite, — only His girdle was of gold, — and He stretches out His hand to me. — ' Fear not, my bride adorned for my coming,' — He says, ' follow me: tliou shalt lead the chorals in my heavenly kingdom, and play the songs of paradise!' — And how I glue ni}^ lips to His hand! — JVIy dog instantly falls at my feet .... but tlieii we soared up- ward! He in front .... His wings spread out over all the sky, as long as those of a sea-gull, — and I after Him. And the little dog was forced to leave me. Only then did I understand that that dog was my malady, and that in the kingdom of heaven there will be no room for it." Lukerya paused for a moment. " And I saw something else in a dream," — she began anew, — " or perhaps it was a vision — really, I do not know. It seemed to me that I am lying in this same wattled shed, and my dead pa- rents come to me,^ — mv father and mv mother, — and bow low before me, but say nothing. And I ask them : ' Whv do you do reverence to me, dear father and mother? ' — ' Because,' — thev sav to me, ' in that thou sufFerest great torture in this world, thou hast not only lightened thine own soul, but hast removed from us also a great bur- den. And things have become much more pro- pitious for us in the other world. Thou hast al- 303 MKMOIirs OF A SPORTSMAN rciulv finisliecl with thine own sins; now thou art con(iuering our sins.' And having spoken thus, my paients did nic reverence again — and became invisible; t)iily tlie walls were visible. I was greatly perplexed al'terward as to what had hap- pened to me. I even told the priest about it in confession. I5ut he thinks that it was not a vision, because only persons of the ecclesiastical profes- sion have visions. " And then, here is another dream I had," — pursued Lukerya. — " I see myself sitting, appar- entlv, on the hi<'liwav, under a willow-tree, hold- ing a peeled staff in my hand, with a wallet on my shoulders, and my head enveloped in a ker- chief — a regular tramp! And I have to go somewhere very, very far off, on a pilgrimage. And tramps keep passing me; they are walking softly, as though unwillingly, and all in one di- rection; all their faces are dejected, and they all resemble one another greatly. And I see that a woman is winding in and out, darting about among them; and she is a whole head taller than all the rest, ami she wears a peculiar garb, not like ours, not Russian. And she has a peculiar face, too, — a fasting, stern face. And all the others seem to draw a^^'ay from her, and, all of a sudden, she wheels round, and makes straight toward me. She comes to a halt and gazes, and her eyes are like those of a falcon, yellow, large, and bright, very bright. And I ask her: 'Who 304 LIVING IIOT.Y KEIJCS art thou?' — And she says to me: '1 am thv death.' I suppose I ought to liave felt afraid ; hut, on the contrary, I am ghid, so very glad, and I cross myself! And the woman says to me: ' I am sorry for thee, Lukerva, hut I cannot take thee with me. — Farewell!' — O Lord! how sad I he- came then !....' Take me,' I say, ' dear little mother, my dear little dove, take me ! ' — And my death turned round to me, and hegan to repri- mand me I understand that she is ap- pointing me my hour, but so unintelligibly, indis- tinctly. . . . ' After the fast of St. Peter,' says she. . . Thereupon I awoke. ... I do have such wonderful dreams ! " Lukerya raised her eyes upward .... he- came pensive. . . . '' Only, this is my misfortune: it sometimes happens that a whole week ^^'ill pass without my getting to sleep a single time. Last year a lady passed by, and saw me, and gave me a phial with medicine to prevent sleeplessness; she ordered me to take ten drops at a time. It helped me a great deal, and I slept ; only the phial was emptied long ago. . . . Don't you know what medicine it was, and how I could get some? " The passing lady had, evidently, given Lu- kerya opium. I promised to procure for her an- other such phial, and again could not help ex- pressing aloud my amazement at her patience. " Ekh, master! " — she returned. — " What 30.5 MEMOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN makes vou sav thatr What do you mean by I)atience^ Tliere was Simeon the StyHte, he had •^rieat patience: he stood for thirty years on a pil- hirl And another saint ordered them to bury him in the earth up to his very chest, and the ants devoured his face. . . . And here is something whicli a well-read person once told me: there was a certain country, and Agarians ^ conquered that countrv, and thev tortured and slew all the inhabi- tants: and do what the inhabitants would, they could not possibly free themselves. And then a holy, chaste virgin woman made her appearance among those inhabitants; she took a great sw^ord, put on armour eighty pounds in weight, went against the Agarians, and drove them all beyond the sea. Then, after she had driven them out, she said to the people: ' Xo^y do you burn me, for such was my vow, that I would die a death by fire for my people.' — ^And the Agarians took her and burned her, and that people set themselves free, from that time forth forever! That was a feat! But what have I done! " Thereupon, I marvelled inwardly, at the place and the form ^^•hieh the legend of Jeanne d'Arc had attained, and, after preserving silence for a few moments, I asked Lukerya how old she was. " Twenty-eight .... or nine. ... I am not yet thirty. But ^\•hat is the use of reckoning *In Russian, EngVushmen is AnijUlchdne. Lukerya says A(/aryr()IHS OF A SPORTSMAN (Jilt of the way, in the wilds; all its inhabitants ap- peared to be poverty-stricken; it was with diffi- culty that we had hunted up one cottage which, if not clean, w as at least tolerably spacious. " It is, ' re])lie(l Ennoliii with his customary ini})erturl)ability. — '' You have spoken truly al)out this vi]la<>e; only, in this same place there used to li\e one peasant. — Such a clever fellow! So rich! He Iiad nine horses. He is dead, and his eldest son now administers everything. He 's a man — the stupidest of the stu])id. Imt he has n't yet managed to get rid of all the paternal goods. — ^Ve '11 get some horses from him. — If you com- mand, I will bring him here. — His brothers are lively lads, I 'm told .... nevertheless, he is their head." "Why is that?" " Because he 's the eldest ! — That means, — Younger lads, obey!" — At this point, Ermolai expressed himself in strong and unprintable lan- guage about younger brothers in general. — " I '11 bring him. He 's simple-minded. — You can make your own terms with him." While Krmolai went in search of his " simple- minded " man, the idea occurred to me: " Would it not be better for me to go to Tiila myself ? " In the first place, taught by experience, I had not much confidence in Ermolai; I had once sent him to town to make some ])urchases, he had promised to execute my commissions in the space of one day 312 TTTE K ATI 1. IXC — tiiid had disappeared for a whole week, liad drunk up all the money, and had returned on foot, although he had set out in a racing-drozhky. In the second place, I was acquainted with a horse- dealer in Tula; I might buy from him a horse to take the place of the lame shaft-horse. " That settles it! "—I thought.—" I '11 go my- self; and I can sleep on tlie road — luckily, the tarantas is comfortable." "I've brought him!" — exclaimed Ermolai, a quarter of an hour later, tumbling into the cot- tage. — In his wake there entered a tall peasant, in a white shirt, blue trousers, and plaited linden- bark slippers, — a man with white eyelashes, blear- eyed, with a small, red, wedge-shaped beard, a long, thick nose, and a gaping mouth. He really did look like a " weak-minded " person. " Here, if you please," — said Ermolai, — " he has horses, and he consents." " This you see, — I . . . ." the peasant began in a husky voice and with a stutter, tossing back his thin hair, and fingering the rim of his caj), which he held in his hands. — " I, you see " " What is thy name? " — I inquired. The peasant dropped his eyes and seemed to be meditating. — " What is my name, did you say? " "Yes; what is thy name?" " Why, my name will be Filofei." " Well, see here now, my good Filofei ; 1 hear 31.3 MKMOIUS OF A SrORTSMAN tliat thou liast horses.— Bring hither a troika- \ve will hitch them to my tarantas, — it is a light Qi^e, — aiul do thou drive me to Tula. It is a moonlight night, the trip will be light and cool. What sort of a road have you thither?" "Koad^ The road's all right. — It's twenty versts, all told, to the highway. Tliere 's one small stretch wliich is bad; otherw^ise, it 's all right." '* What is that bad stretch?" " \Miy. the river must be forded." " 15ut are you going to Tiila yourself?" — in- (juired Ermolai. 1 es, I am. " Weill " — said my faithful servitor, and shook his head, — " We-e-ell!" — he repeated, spat, and left the room. The trip to Tula, evidently, no longer had any attractions; it had become for him an empty and uninteresting matter. " Dost thou know the road well? " — I said, ad- dressing Filofei, "Why shouldn't w^e know the road! — Only, you see, 1 can't go anyhow .... it 's so sud- den " It turned out that Ermolai, in hiring Filofei, had announced to him that he had no doubt that he, the fool, would be ])ai(l and nothing- more ! Filofei, although he was a fool, accord- ing to Krmolai's statement, was not satisfied 314 THE RAT TTJXG with that annouiiccnieiit alone. He deniaiuled from me fifty rubles, — a huge sum; 1 offered him ten rubles, — a low price. — We began to haggle; at first, Filofei was obdurate — then he began to yield, but slowly. I]irmolai, who came in for a minute, began to assure me that " this fool " — (" Evidently, he has taken a fancy to the word! " — commented Filofei in an undertone) — "this fool does n't know the value of money " — and, incidentally, reminded me how, twenty years pre- viously, the posting-station erected by my mother on a fine site, at the intersection of two highways, had sunk into utter decay, owing to the fact that the old house-serf, who had been placed there to manage the establishment, reallj'^ did not know how to reckon money, and judged of it accord- ing to its quantity,^ — that is, he would give, for instance, a silver quarter-ruble for six copper five-kopek pieces, swearing roundly the while. " Ekh, thou, Filofei, art a regular Filofei ! " — ejaculated Ermolai at last, — and quitting the room in a rage, he banged the door behind him. Filofei made him no reply, as tliough conscious of the fact that to be named Filofei was, in re- ality, not (|uite expedient, and that a man may be upbraided for it, although, pro])erly speaking, the person to blame in the matter is the ])riest, who has not been as benignant to him as he should have been. 315 M KM OIKS OF A SrOKTSMAX But, ;it hist, we agreed upon twenty rubles.— ^^ He went oti' to get the horses, and an liour hiter led up five from wliieh I was to make my ehoice. The horses seemed to l)e pretty good, although theii- manes and tails were tangled, and their bel- lies were bii>- and taut as a drum. — With Filof ei eame two of his brothers, who bore not the slight- est resemblanee to liim. Small, black-eyed, sharp- nosed, they really did produce the impression of heinii' " lively lads "; thev talked much and fast, — " cackled," as Ermolai expressed it,— but ren- dered obedience to their elder brother. They rolled the tarantas from beneath the shed, and worked over it and tlie horses for an hour and a half; now they loosened the rope traces, again they hitched them up very tight!. Both brothers insisted upon harnessing the " roan " in the shafts, because " you kin let that critter fidl-tilt down hill"; ' — but Filof ei decided in favour of a very shaggy horse. — So the shaggy horse was put in the shafts. They stuffed the tarantas full of hay, and thrust under the seat the lame horse's collar — in case it should prove necessary to fit it to the newly-purchased horse in Tula. . . . Filofei. who liad contrived to run home and return thence in a long, white peasant-coat which had belonged to his father, a tall conical cap, and oiled boots, clambered solemnly to the driver's box. — I took ' Russians drive at full speed down and up liiils. — Translator. 316 TIIK UATTLIXC; my seat, and looked at my watcli: it was a quai- ter past ten. — Ermolai did not e\'en take leave of me, having set about thrashing his Valetka; Filofei jerked the reins, shouted in an extremely shrill little voice: " Kkh, you tiny beasts!" — his brothers sprang up on each side, lashed the trace- horses under the belly, and the tarantas rolled off, and turned through the gate into the street. The shaggy horse made an attempt to dash to his place in the yard, — but Filofei brought him to his senses by a few blows of his whip, — and we had soon left the village behind and were bowling along a tol- erably level road, between dense thickets of nut- bushes. The night was calm and magnificent, the most convenient sort for driving. At times, the breeze would rustle among the bushes, rocking the branches; at times it would die away completely: but here and there in the sky motionless silvery clouds were visible; the moon rode hif^h, brilliantly illuminating the country- side. — I stretched myself out on the hay, and was already beginning to fall into a doze when the " bad stretch " suddenly recurred to my memory, and I started up. " How now, Filofei ? Is it far to the ford ? " " To the ford, you say? It will be about eight versts." " ' Eight versts,' "—I thought to myself.— *' We shall not get there under an hour. — I can ;)17 MKMOIHS OF A SrOUTSMAN take a nap." — " Dost thou know the road well, Filofeif " — 1 Lisktd another (juestion. " \Vhy, how could 1 help it, knowing the roadf T is n't tlie first time I 've been over it." He added something more, hut I was no longer listening- to liini. ... I was asleep. \y 1 1 AT aroused me was not my intention to awake l)recisel\' an liour later, as is often the case, — but a strange, though faint dragging through mud and gurgling directly under my ear. — I raised my head. . . . What marvel Avas this ? — I was lying, as before, in tlie tarantas; but around the tarantas, — and about fourteen inches — not more — from its rim, a \\ atei-y expanse, lighted up by tlie moon, was dimpling and undulating in small, distinct rip- ples. I cast a glance ahead: on the box, with drooping head and bowed back, sat Filofei, like a statue, — and further away still, over the purl- ing water, — the curving line of the shaft-arch and the heads and backs of the horses were visible. — And everything was so motionless, so noiseless, — exactly as in the realm of encliantment: in a dream, a fantastic dream. . . . AVhat did it mean? — I darted a glance backward from be- neath the liood of the tarantas. . . . Why, we were in the very middle of the river .... the sliores were more than thirty paces distant from us! 318 THE RATTLING "Filolei!"— 1 shouted. " What r'— he replied. " What dost thou mean by ' wliat '? Good gra- cious! Where are we?" " In the river." " I see tliat we are in the river. — But if we go on like this, we shall drown. — Dost mean to say that thou art traversing the ford in this manner? Hey? — Why, thou art fast asleep, Filofei! Come, answer me! " " I 've got a trifle astray," — said my driver: — " I 've gone to one side, you know, more 's the pity ; but now we must wait." "What dost thou mean by 'must wait'? — What are we to wait for? " " Why, here, let the shaggy horse look about him: wherever he turns, there the ford will be, you see, and we must drive in that direc- tion." I half sat up on the straw. — The head of the shaggy horse hung motionless over the water. — The only thing that could be seen by the clear light of the moon was, that one of its ears was moving backward and forward almost impercep- tibly. " Why, he 's fast asleep also, thy shaggy horse! " "No," — replied Filofei: — "he's sniffing the water now." Again everything relapsed into silence, and, as 319 MKMOlirS OF A SPOHTSMzVX IkIoic, tlierc uas no sound save the purling of the water. — I also grew benumbed. Tlie Miooiilight, and the night, and the river, and wc in it ... . ■ What 's that making such a hoarse sound?" — 1 asked Filoiei. "That^ — Dneklings in the reeds .... or snakes." All at once the head of the shaft-horse began to shake, he pricked up his ears, he began to snort, and turned round. — " Xo-no-no-noo! " Filofei suddenly roai-ed at the top of his lungs, and, half- rising, he brandished his whip. The tarantas im- mediately moved from its stand, dashing forward at an angle across the current of the river — and advanced, quivering and swaying. ... At first it seemed to me that we w^ere sinking, plunging into the depths; but after two or three jolts and dives, the watery expanse seemed suddenly to grow shallower. ... It kept sinking lower and lower, the tarantas kept rising higher and higher out of it, — lo! the wheels and the horses' tails had already made their a])pearance, — and now% with mighty and violent splashings, raising sheaves of diamonds, — no, not of diamonds, but of sap- I)hires, which dispersed in the full gleam of the moon, — the horses dragged us cheerily and w ith a final effort on to the sandy shore, and proceeded along the road, up-hill, vying with each other in trotting along with their shining, wet hoofs. THE KATTTJXG "What will Filolci say now r'— flushed through my mind: " ' Vou see I was right! ' — or something of that sort t " Hut he said nothing at all. Consequently, I did not consider it necessary to upbraid him for his lack of caution, and stretching myself out again upon the hay, I tried to get to sleep. But I could not get to sleep, not because I was fatigued with hunting, and not because the trepi- dation I had undergone had driven slumber from me, — but probably because we were obliged to pass through very beautiful places. Now there WTre spacious, luxiu'iant, grassy water-meadows, with a multitude of small pools, lakes, brooks, creeks overgrown at their extremities with wil- lows and vines, genuine Russian spots, beloved of the Russian folk, similar to those whither the heroes of our ancient epic songs ^ were wont to go to shoot white swans and grey ducks. The well-beaten road wovmd in a yellowish ribbon, the horses ran lightly — and I could not close an eye, — to such a degree was I admiring things! And all this glided past me so softly and sedately, be- neath the friendly moon. — Even Filofei was af- fected. " Those are what are called among us the Saint-George meadows," — he said, turning to me; — "and next come the Grand-Prince mea- *See "The Epic Songs of Russia," l)y Isabel F. Hapgood. Charles Seribner's Sons. 321 MEMOIRS OF A srORTSMAN (lows; tlRTc are no otlier meadows like them in all Russia They are very heautiful!" — The sliat't-horse snorted and shook himself. . . . • Lord hless thee! " said Filofei, staidly and in an undertone. — '' Aren't they beautiful! " he repeated, u itli a sigh, and then indidged in a prolonged groan. " The mowing-lands begin pretty soon, now, and what a lot of hay they get from them — an awful lot! — And there are quan- tities of fish in the ereeks, too. — Such bream! " — he added in a (lra\\l. " In a word : there is no need of dying from hunger! " Suddenly he raised his hand. "Ehva! — just look yonder! over yonder lake .... is n't it a heron standing there? can it be possil)le that it is catcliing fish by night? Ekh-ma! t is a stump, not a heron. I was fooled that time! but the moon always deceives." Thus did we drive on and on. . . . But now the meadows came to an end, small tracts of for- est made their appearance, and tilled fields; a handet on one side twinkled with two or three lights, — not more than five versts remained to the highway. — I fell asleep. Again I did not wake of my own accord. This time Filofei's voice aroused me. "Master .... hey, master!" I raised myself on my elbow. — The tarantas was standing still on a level spot, in the very mid- dle of ihe highway; turned round toward me on 322 THE RATTLING the box, full face, with his eyes widely opened (1 was even astonished, not having- supj)()se(l that he had such large eyes), Filofei whispered sig- nificantly and mysteriously: "There's a rattling! .... There's a rat- tling!" " What 's that thou 'rt saying? " " I say there 's a rattling! — Just bend down and listen. Do you hear? " I thrust my head out of the tarantas, and held my breath: — and, in fact, I did hear some- where in the distance, far away from us, a faint, spasmodic rattling, as though of rumbling wheels. " Do you hear? " — repeated Filofei. " Well, yes," — I replied. " Some equipage is driving on the road." "But you don't hear it hist! There it is ... , harness-bells and a whistle too Do you hear? Come, take off 5^our cap you will hear more distinctly." I did not take off my cap, but lent an ear. — " Well, yes perhaps I do. — But what of that?" Filofei turned his face toward his horses. " A peasant-cart is rolling swiftly unladen, tlie wheels have tires," he said, as he gathered up his reins. ^—" It means, master, that evil peo[)le are driving yonder; for here, in the vi- cinity of Tula, there 's a lot of frolicking." 323 MKMOIHS OF A SPORTSMAN • What nonsense! Why dost thou assume that tliey must, iiif'allihly, he wieked people?" •■ I 111 ulhno you truly. — Witli hells . . . . and in an unladen eart. . . . Who can it he? " • \\\11. and is it very far to Tula still T' • It must l)e a good fifteen versts, and there 's noi a sign of a dwelhng/' •• Well, tluii, drive on as rapidly as possihle; we must make no delay." Filofei flourished his whip, and again the ta- rantas rolled on. Although I did not helieve Filofei, still I coidd no longer sleep.— And what if, in reality . . . . ? An unpleasant sensation hegan to stir within me. — 1 sat up in the tarantas — up to that time I had been lying down — and began to gaze on all sides. While I had been asleep, a thin mist had gathered — not over the earth, but over the sky; it lay liigh up, — the moon hung in it like a whitish s])ot, as tliough veiled in crape. Everytliing had grown dull and confused, although below things were more visible. — All around lay flat, melan- choly places; fields, and more fields, here and tliere a few bushes, ravines — and then more fields, and chiefly fallow land, w itli sparse, weedy grass. Empty .... dead! Not even a quail was call- ing. We drove on for half an hour. — Filofei was contiriually cracking his whip and chirru]iing 324 TTTK T^ATTTJXC; with liis lips, but ucitlRi- lie iioi- i iitleivd a word. Now we ascended a hillock r'iloiei stopped the troika, and ininiediately said: " There 's a rattlin<4- a raltlin<>\ mas- ter! '' Again 1 hung out of the tarantas; I)ut 1 niight as well have remained under the hood, so clearly, though distinctly, was there now borne to my ears the sound of cart-^^•heels, men whistling, the jing- ling of the harness-hells, and the trampling of horses' hoofs; 1 even fancied I heard singing and laughter. The breeze, it is true, was blowing from that qnarter, but there was no doubt of the fact that the unknown travellers had drawn nearer to us l)y a whole verst — possibly, even, by two versts. Filofei and I exchanged glances, — he merely moved his cap from the back of his head over his brow, and immediately, bending over the reins, began to lash the horses. They set out at a gal- lop, but could not keep up the pace long, and again dropped into a trot. — Filofei continued to belabour them. We must make our escape! T could not account to myself for the fact that this time I, who had not at first shared Filofei's sus])icions, had suddenly acquired the conviction that it was really evil-doers who were driving in pursuit of us. ... I had heard nothing new: there Avere the same bells, there was the same rattlino- sound of an unloaded cart, the same whis- MEMOIRS OF A SP01iTSMA^ tling, the same confused uproar. . . . But I now no longer cherished any doubt. . Filofei could not he mistaken! And thus twenty more minutes passed. . . . In the course of these last twenty minutes, athwait the rattling and rumbling of our own equipage, we could hear another rattling, another rumbling. . . . ■ Hall, Filofei! " — I said: " it makes no differ- ence — there can be but one end to this:' " Filofei uttered a faint-hearted " Whoa! " The horses stopped instantly, as though delighted at the possibility of taking a rest! Good heavens! the bells were simply roaring behind our backs, the cart was thundering on with a rattle, men were whistling, shouting, and singing, the horses were neighing and pounding the earth M'ith their hoofs. . . . They had overtaken us ! " Ca-la-mee-ty! " — said Filofei brokenly, in an undertone — and, with an irresolute chirrup, he began to urge on his horses. But at the same mo- ment, something seemed suddenly to give way with a crash and a roar and a groan, — and a very large, broad peasant-cart, drawn by three ema- ciated horses, overtook us abruptly, like a whirl- wind, dashed past us, and immediately slowed down to a walk, blocking the road. "A regular brigand trick!" — whispered Filofei. 326 / TIIK RATTLING 1 must admit tluit my heart began to l)cat wildly. ... I began to stare intently into the semi-gloom of the moonlight veiled in va])onrs. In the cart, in front of us, half-sitting, half-lying, were six men in shirts, with their peasant-coats wide open on the breast ; two of them were bare- headed ; huge feet in boots dangled, jolting, over the rail; hands rose and fell at random bodies heaved to and fro It was plain that the whole gang was drunk. Some were yell- ing hoarsely w'hatever happened to come into their heads; one w^as w'histling in a very clear and piercing manner, another was swearing; on the driver's seat sat a sort of giant in a short, sheepskin coat, driving. They drove on at a foot-pace, as though paying no attention to us. What was to be done? We drove after them, also at a foot-pace. For a quarter of a verst we proceeded in this manner. — Anticipation was torturing What chance was there of saving ourselves, de- fending ourselves! There were six of them: and I had not even a stick with me! Should we turn back on our course? — but they would immediately overtake us. I recalled a verse of Zhukovsky (where he is speaking of the murder of Field- Marshal Kamensky) : <( The despised axe of the brigand . 327 »> MKMOTRS OF A SPORTSMAX If not that, tluy would strangle us with a filtliy rope .... and fling us into the ditch . . . . . and tliere we might rattle in the throat and struggle like a hare in a snare Kkh. we were in a had plight! IJut tliev continued to drive at a walk, as be- fore, and pay no attention to us. " Filofei! "—1 whispered, — " pray try to turn more to the right. Endeavour to pass them." Filofei made the attempt, — and turned out to the riglit .... hut they immediately drove to the. right also; .... evidently, it was impossi- ])le to pass them. Filofei tried again: he turned out to the left. .... But they did not let him pass on that side, either. They even burst out laughing. Which mea?it, that they would not let us pass. ''Regular brigands!" — whispered Filofei to me over his shoulder. " But wliat are they waiting for? " — I asked, also in a whisper. " Whv, vonder — ahead, in the ravine, over the stream — is a small bridge. . . . They 're going to attack us there! They always do like that .... near a l)ridge. We're done for, master!" — he added, witli a sigh : — " it is n't likely that they will release us alive; l)ecause the principal thing with tliem is — to hide all traces. — I 'm sorry for one tiling, master: my troika-team will be lost, and mv brothers will not get it! " 328 TITE RATTLING I was surprised that Filofei could worry about his horses at such a monieut, — and I must confess that 1 did not think much of him just then " Is it possible tliat they will kill us? " I kept re- iterating mentally. — " What for? I will give up to them everything I have about me. . . ." And the bridge drew nearer and nearer, became more and more clearly visible. Suddenly a sharp yell rang out, the troika in front of us seemed to soar into the air, dashed off, and having galloped to the bridge, came to an ab- rupt halt, as though rooted to the spot, a little to one side of the road. Mv heart fairly sank into my boots. " Okh, brother Filofei,"— said I:—" tliou and I are driving to our death. — Forgive me, if I have destroyed thee." " How is it thy fault, master! No one can es- cape his fate! Come on, shaggy, my faithful nag," — said Filofei, addressing the shaft-horse, — " go ahead, brother! Render us the last service! — All together now! Lord, give us thy blessing! " He launched his troika at a gentle trot. We began to approach the bridge, — to ap- proach that motionless, menacing cart. . . . ^Vll had grown silent in it, as though of set purpose. Not a sound was to be heard ! Thus does the pike, the hawk, every beast of prey grow silent wh.en its prey is approaching. — And now we came 329 ME.AIOIRS OF A SPORTSMAN alongside the eart Suddenly the giant in the short sheepskin coat gave a great leap from it, and dashed straight at us! Not a word did he say to Filofei, but the latter immediately drew rein. . . . The tarantas came to a standstill. The giant laid his hands on the carriage-door — and bending forward his shaggy head, and grin- ning broadly, he uttered the following w^ords in a quiet, even voice, with the accent of a factory- hand : " Respected sir, we are on our way from an honourable carouse, from a wedding-feast; we have been marrying off our fine young fellow, you know; we have just put the young pair to bed ; we lads are all young, reckless, — we 've drunk a lot, — but there was n't enough for us to get drunk on; — so, will not you do us a favour, will not you contribute to us just the least little bit of money, — so that we may buy a dram of liquor for each brother of us? — We would drink your health, we would remember Your Stateliness; ^ — but if you will not do us the favour, — well, then, we beg that you will not be angry." " What 's the meaning of this? " — I said to ' Step^nstvo, the title given by the populace to respected per- sons of their own and of the burgher class. In Siberia, Orenburg, and the Caucasus, the title is applied to Asiatic suHans, inurzas, l)ftty princes, and elders, while it is decreed by law to the Kirghiz sultans. But Khans are called "Your High-Statelines»"— Trans- lator. 330 THE RATTLING myself. ..." Is it raillery? .... Is lie jeer- ing at me? " The giant eontinued to stand there, witli bowed head. At that instant the moon emerged from the mist, and illuminated liis face. It was smihntJ-, •was that face — both with eyes and lips. iVnd no menace was perceptible in it only, it seemed to be all alert and his teeth were so white, and so large. . . " I will contribute with pleasure Here, take this. ..." I said hastily — and drawing my purse from my pocket, I took from it two silver rubles: at that time, silver money was still current in Russia. — " Here, if this is enough." "We're very grateful!" — bawled the giant, in soldier fashion — and his thick fingers instantly snatched from me — not my whole piu'se — but only those two rubles. " We 're very grate- ful!" — He shook back his hair, and ran to the cart. "My lads!" — he shouted: "The gentleman- traveller contributes two rubles to us ! " — They all instantly began to yell The giant clambered to the box. . . . " May you be happy! "... The horses started off, the cart thundered up hill, — once more it flashed through the dark streak which separated earth from heaven, sank into it, and vanished. 331 MK^rOTRS OF A SPORTSMAN Aiul now the rattling, and the shoiithig, and the bells were no longer to be heard. . . . Deathlike silence reigned. FiLOFEi and 1 did not speedily recover ourselves. " Akh, curse thee, what a jester thou art! " — said Filofei at last— and taking off his cap, he began to cross himself.—" Rea%, he is a joker," — he added, and turned to me, all radiant with delight.—" But he must be a good man — really! — No-no-noo, my little ones! bestir yourselves! — You 're safe and sound ! We 're all safe and sound ! — That 's why he would n't let us pass ; he was driving the horses. What a joker of a lad. — No-no-no-noo ! — proceed, with God's blessing! " I held my peace, — but I also felt relieved in soul. " We 're safe and sound! " — I repeated to myself, and stretched myself out on the hay. — " We got off cheaply ! " I even felt a little conscience-stricken at hav- ing recalled Zhukovsky's lines. All at once an idea occurred to me : "Filofei!" "What?" " Art thou married? " " Yes." " And hast thou children? " " I have." " How was it tliat thou didst not think of them? 332 THE RATTLING Thou wert sorry about the liorses — but not about thy wife and eliildren?" " But why should I feel sorry for them? They would n't have fallen into the hands of tliieves, you see. — And 1 kept them in my thoughts all the while, — and I 'm keeping them there now .... so I am." — Filofei stopped. — " Perhaps .... it was for their sakes that the Lord God had mercy on you and me." " But supposing they were not brigands? " "And how do we know? — Is it possible to crawl into another man's soul, I 'd like to know? — Another man's soul is ... . darkness . . . everybody knows that. But 't is always better to have God's blessing. — No . . as for my family, I always .... Now-now-now, little ones, Go-d be with us! " It was almost daybreak when we began to enter Tula. I was lying in the semi-forgetfulness of slumber. . . . " JNIaster," — said Filofei suddenh^ to me, "look yonder: there it stands, yonder by the dram-shop their cart." I raised my head .... it was they, in fact, and their cart, and their horses. On the threshold of the drinking-establishment the familiar giant in the short sheepskin coat suddenly made his aj)- pearance. " Sir! " he exclaimed, waving his cap, "We're drinking up your money!— Well, and your coachman," — he added, nodding his head 33.3 ME:NrOIKS OF A SPORTSMAN toward Filofei, — " 1 fancy that fellow w^as pretty well scared, — was n't he? " " A very jolly fellow," — remarked Filofei, Avhen we had driven about twenty fathoms from the dram-shop. We arrived in Tula at last; I bought the bird- shot, and wine and tea also, by the way, — and even took a horse from the horse-dealer. — At mid- day we set off on our return journey. As we drove past the spot where, for the first time, we had heard the rattling of the cart behind us, Filo- fei, who liad drunk considerable liquor in Tula, showed himself to be a very loquacious man, — he even narrated stories to me, — as we drove past that spot, Filofei suddenly burst out laughing. " But dost thou remember, master, how I kept saying to thee : ' There 's a rattling '....' there 's a rattling,' I said . . . . ' there 's a rattling! ' " lie brandished his hand several times These words struck him as very amusing. That same evening we reached his village again. I imparted our adventure to Ermolai. As he was sober, he expressed no sympathy, and merely grinned, — whether approvingly or reprovingly, is more than he himself knew, I suppose. But a couple of days later he informed me, with much satisfaction, that on that same night when Filofei and I liad driven to Tula, — and on that selfsame road, — a merchant had been robbed and mur- 334 THE RATTLING dered. At first I did not believe this news; ])ut afterward I was eonipelled to: tlie eoniniissary of rural poliee confirmed its veracity to me, as he galloped by to the inquest. — Was it not from that " wedding-feast " that our bold lads were re- turning, and was not he that " dashing young fel- low " whom, according to the expression of the giant-jester, they had " put to bed "? I remained for five days longer in Filofei's village. — And on every occasion that I chanced to meet him, I said to him: — " Hey! There 's a rattling! " " A jolly fellow," — he replied to me every time, and began to laugh. as 5 EPILOGUE FOREST AND STEPPE .... And backward, frradually, longing him to draw Began; to the country, to the dusky park. Whose hndens are so vast, so dense with shade, And hhes of the valley are so virginally sweet, Where globe-shaped willows from the dam In serried ranks over the water bend. Where grows tlie luxuriant oak upon the luxuriant raeadj Where hemp and nettle their perfume emit .... Thither, thither away, to the abundant fields. Where, like unto velvet black the earth lies duskilj-. Where, — turn your eyes whichever way you will, — The rye streams gently on in billows soft. And from behind transparent, round, white clouds A heavy ray of yellow light falls down So beautifully .... (From a poem consigned to the flames.) PERCHANCE, the reader is already bored with mv memoirs ; I hasten to reassure him with the promise to confine myself to the frag- ments which have been printed ; but in taking my leave of him, I cannot refrain from saying a few words about hunting. Hunting with gun and hound is very fine in itself, /'//■/' sich, as people used to say in days of old; })ut, supposing you were not born a sports- man : nevertheless, you are a lover of nature ; con- 336 EPILOGUE sequently, you cannot but envy liuntsmen like us. . . . Listen. Do you know, for example, what a delight it is to sally forth in springtime before the dawn? You step out on the porch. ... In the dark-blue sky stars are twinkling here and there; a damp breeze SAveeps past, from time to time, in light gusts; the repressed, ill-defined whispering of the night is audible; the trees are rustling, as they stand enveloped in shadow^ Now they lay a rug in the peasant-cart, and place a box with the samovar at your feet. The trace-horses fidget, neigh, and shift coquettishly from foot to foot ; a pair of white geese, which have just waked up, waddle silently and slowly across the road. Be- yond the wattled hedge, in the garden, the watch- man is snoring peacefully; every sound seems to hang suspended in the chill}^ air, — to hang and not pass on. Now you have taken your seat ; the horses have set off on the instant, the cart has begun to rattle loudly .... you drive on and on ... . past tlie church, down-hill to the right, across the dam The pond is barely be- ginning to smoke. You feel a little cold, you cover up your face with the collar of your cloak ; you sink into a doze. The horses plash their hoofs sonorously through puddles; the coachman be- gins to whistle. But now, you have got four versts from home .... the rim of the sky is be- ginning to flush crimson; the daws scatter over 337 EPILOGUE the birch-trees, flying aA\k\vardly from tree to tree: the sparrows are chirping around the dark ricks. Tlie air grows clearer, the road becomes \isihle, sleepy voices make themselves heard be- ll ind tlie o-ates. And in tlie meantime, the dawn 's kindling; and lo, already golden streaks have tlium" themselves athwart the skv, the mists are swirling in the ravines; the larks are warbling loudly; the breeze which precedes the dawn has begun to blow, — and the crimson sun glides softly up. Tlie light fairly gushes forth in a flood; j^our heart flutters within you, like a bird. All is bright, cheerful, agreeable! For a long distance round about everytliing is visible. There, behind the grove, lies a village; yonder, further away, is another, with a white church; yonder is a small birch-coppice, on the hill; behind it lies the marsh whither you are directing your course. . . . Faster, ye steeds, still faster! Advance at a smart ti'ot! .... Only three versts remain, not more. The sun is rising swiftly; the sky is clear. .... The weather will be magniflcent. A flock of sheep is advancing in a long line, from the vil- lage, to meet you. You have ascended the hill. . . . AVhat a view! The river winds about for ten versts, gleaming dully blue through the mist; be yond it lie watery-green meadows; beyond the meadows are sloping hillocks; far away, lapwings are hovering and calling over the marsh; athwart the moist gleam difl'used in the air, the distance 338 EPILOGUE stands forth clearly .... not as in suinincr. How boldly the bosom heaves, how swiitly the limbs move, how strong the whole man becomes, thus seized in the embrace of the fresh breath of the spring! . . . And the summer — July — morning! AVho, save the sportsman, has experienced the joy of wan- dering at dawn among the bushes? The trace of your footsteps leaves a green line on tlic dewy, whitened grass. You thrust aside the wet bushes, — you are fairly drenched with the warm perfume which has accumulated over night; the air is all impregnated with the fresh bitterness of worm- wood, the honey of buckwheat and clover; far away, like a wall, stands an oak forest, glittering and crimsoning in tlie sun ; it is still chill}^ but the approaching heat can be felt. The head swims with the excess of perfume. There is no end to the thicket. . . . Here and there, perchance, in the distance, the ripening rye gleams yellow, and the narrow strips of buckwheat shine with a red- dish glint. Now a cart creaks; a peasant is making his way along at a foot-pace, to put his horse in the shade as soon as possible. . . . You have exchanged greetings with him, and have gone on, when the ringing whine of the scythe re- sounds behind vou. The sun rides higher and higher. The grass will soon be drv. It is already hot. One hour passes, then anotlicr. . . . The sky grows dark along the rim; the motionless air 339 EPILOGUE is l)laziiig with stingino- heat. — " Where can I get a (h-ink, hrotherT' — you ask a mower. — " Yon- (kr, in tlie ravine, is a well." You descend to the l)ottoin of the ravine, tlu'ongh tlie dense hazel- hushes, all intertwined witli tenacious grass. And, in fact, heneatli the very cliff a spring is concealed; an oak-hush has eagerly thrown over the water its claw-like branches; great, silvery l)ubbles rise, dimpling, from the bottom cov- ered witli fine, velvety moss. You throw yourself down on the ground, you drink> but languor is be- ginning to stir within von. You are in the shade, you are inhaling the fragrant moisture, you are comfortable^ wliile opposite you the bushes are getting red-liot, and seem to be turning yellow in the sun. But what is this? A breeze has sud- denly flown up and dashed past; the surrounding air has quivered; is not that a clap of thunder? You emerge from the ravine .... what is yon leaden streak on the horizon? Is the sultry heat growing more intense? Is it a tliunder-cloud coming up? .... But now comes a faint flash of lightning. . . . Eh, yes, it is a thunder-storm! The sun is still shining brilliantly round about you; it is still possible to hunt. But the cloud waxes: its front edge throws out a branch, it bends over into a vault. The grass, the bushes, every- thing round about lias grown dark of a sudden. . . . Be quick! yonder, methinks, a hay-barn is \isi})le .... be quick! You have fled 340 EPILOGUE to it, have entered. . . . What rain! what h^lit- ning! Here and there the water has di'ipped througli upon the fragrant liay. . . . But now the sun has hroken forth again. The thunder- storm lias passed over; you step out. Heavens, liow merrily everything round ahout is sparkling, how fresh and thin the air is, what a strong scent of strawberries and mushrooms is abroad! . . . But now evening is drawing on. The sun- set glow has embraced half the sky in its confla- gration. The sun is setting. The air close at hand seems somehow peculiarly translucent, like glass; far away a soft mist is spreading, and is warm in aspect; along with the dew a crimson glow falls upon the fields, so recently flooded with streams of liquid gold ; long shadows have begun to run out from the trees, from the bushes, from the lofty ricks of hay. . . . The sun has set; a star has kindled and is trembling in the fiery sea of the sunset. . . . Now it waxes pale; the sky grows blue; separate shadows disappear; the air is permeated with vapour. 'T is time to go home to the village, to the cottage where you are to spend the night. Throwing your gun over your shoulder, you walk briskly on, in spite of the dis- tance. . . . And, in the meantime, night has come ; you can no longer see twenty ])aces in front of you ; the dogs are barely visible as ^vhite spots in the gloom; yonder, above the black bushes, the rim of the sky is confusedly perceptible 341 EPILOGUE Whid is that?— a fire? ... . No, it is the moon risinff. And vonder, down below, to the right, the tinv hghts of a viUage are twinkhng. . . . Now, at last, you reach your cottage. Through the tiny window you descry the table, covered wdth a wliite cloth, a burning candle, — supper. . . . Or you order your racing-drozhky to be har- nessed up, and set out in quest of hazel-hens. 'T is jolly to make your way along the narrow path, between two walls of lofty rye. The ears slap you gently in the face, the corn-flowers cling al)(>ut your feet, the quail utter their calls all around you, your horse runs on in a lazy trot. And now here is the forest. Shade and silence. The stately aspens are whispering high overhead ; the long, pendent branches of the birch-trees are barely stirring; a mighty oak stands, like a war- rior, by the side of a handsome linden. You drive along the green pathway flecked with shadows; huge yellow flies hang motionless in the golden air and suddenly fly away; gnats circle in a col- umn, gleaming brightly in the shadow, darkling in the sunlight; birds warble peacefully. The golden voice of the hedge-sparrow rings with in- nocent, loquacious joy; it fits in with the perfume of the lilies of tlie valley. Further, further yet, into the depths of the forest. . . . The forest grows dense. . . . Inexpressible tranquillity falls upon the soul; and all round is so dreamy and (juiet! But now a breeze has sprung up, and 342 EPlLOCiUE the crests of the trees have begun to ripple, hkc falling waves. Here and thei-e tall blades oj' grass are springing up through last year's brown foliage; mushrooms stand apart beneath their caps. A hare suddenly leaps out, a dog dashes in pursuit with a ringing bark. ... And how fine is the same forest in late autumn, when the woodcock are flying! They do not har- bour in the very densest parts: they must be sought along the edges. There is no wind, tliere is neither sun, nor light, nor shadow, nor move- ment, nor noise; the autumnal scent, akin to the smell of wine, is disseminated through the soft air; a thin mist stands far off aliove the vellow fields. The motionless sky gleams peacefully white between the brown, naked branches of the trees ; here and there on the lindens hang the last golden leaves. The damp earth is springy under foot; the tall, dry grass-blades do not stir; long- threads glisten on the whitened grass. The breast rises and falls in quiet breathing, and a strange disquietude descends upon tlie soul. You stroll along the skirt of the forest, you glance at your dog, and, meanwhile, beloved images, be- loved faces, both dead and living, come to mind, impressions long since sunk to sleej) unexpect- edly wake up; your imagination flutters and soars like a bird, and everything moves along and stands before the eves so clearlv. The heart sud- denly begins to quiver and throb, dashes passion- 343 EPILOGUE ately ahead, or is irrevocably submerged in memories. The n\ hole of life unfolds lightly and swiftly, like a scroll; the man is in full possession of his past, his feelings, his whole soul. And no- thing round about him hinders — there is no sun, no \\ind, uo noise. . . . And the clear, somewhat chilly autumnal day, which has been cold in early morning, when the birch, like a fabulous tree, all gold, is beautifully outlined against the pale-blue sky, when the low- hanging sun no longer warms, but shines more brilliantly than in summer, the small aspen grove is all glittering through and through, as though it found it a merry and easy thing to stand naked, the hoar-frost is still lying white on the bottom of the ravine, and the fresh breeze is softly stirring and driving along the fallen, withered leaves, — - when blue waves dash gaih^ down the river, rock- ing the scattered geese in regular measure, and far away a mill is clattering, half-hidden by wil- lo^vs, and pigeons circle swiftly above it, flashing in motley hues through the bright air. . . Beautiful also are the cloudy summer daj^s, al- though the sportsman does not love them. On such days shooting is impossible: a bird, after flut- tering up from under your very feet, instantly disappears in the whitish mist of the motionless haze. But how quiet, how inexpressibly quiet is everything around! Everything is awake, and everything is silent. You walk past a tree — it is 344. EPIT.OGUE not rustling; it is taking its ease. A long streak lies blaekly before you, spread out evenly in tlie air, like a thin vapour. You take it for the forest hard by; you approacli — the forest turns into a tall bed of wormwood on the grass-strip between the tilled fields. Above you, around you, — every- where, lies the mist. . . . But now the breeze is beginning to stir lightly. — A scrap of pale-blue sky stands forth confusedly through the tliinning, smoke-like vapour, a golden-yellow ray of sun- light suddenly breaks forth, begins to stream in a long flood, beats upon the fields, rests upon the grove, — and now, everything is again shrouded in clouds. For a long time does this conflict last; but how unutterably magnificent and clear does the day become, when the light at last triumphs, and the last waves of heated mist roll away and spread out like a table-cloth, or wreathe about and vanish in the deep, tenderly-radiant heights of heaven! . . . But now you have betaken yourself to the re- mote fields, to the steppes. You have driven ten versts along country roads, — and here, at last, is the highway. For a long, long time, you drive past endless trains of freight-wagons, past tiny posting-stations with a hissing samovar under the shed, wide-open gates and a well, from one church-village to another, through boundless fields, along green hemp-patches. ^Magpies flut- ter from willow to willow; peasant women, with 345 EPILOGUE long rakes in their hands, roam about the fields; a wayfare)\ in a tliieadbare nankeen kaftan, with a wallet on his back, trudges wearily along; the heavy carriage of a landed proprietor rolls sniootlily to\\ard you, drawn by six well-grown and broken-winded horses. From the window projects the corner of a pillow, and on the foot- board, clinging to a cord, sits a footman sideways, wrap|)e(l in a cloak, and mud-bespattered to the very eyebro\vs. Here is a wretched little county town, with wooden houses all askew, interminable fences, uninhabited stone buildings belonging to merchants, and an ancient bridge over a deep ra^'ine. . . . Furtlier, further! .... The steppe regions have begun. You cast a glance from the crest of a hill — what a view! Round, low hillocks, l)l()ughcd and planted to their very summits, s])read out in broad waves; ravines overgrown with bushes wind about between them; small groves are scattered ab(jut, like long islands ; from village to village run narrow paths; churches gleam white; between the sides of the cliffs a little river glitters, traversed in four places bj-- dams; far away in the fields bustards stand up prominently in goose file; an ancient manor- liouse, with its offices, its fruit-orchard and thresh- ing-floor, is nestled down beside a tiny pond. But you drive further and further. The hills grow smaller and smaller, hardly a tree is to be 346 EPIIX)(;UE seen. Here it is, at last, the boundless, limitless steppe! . . . And on a winter day to roam anion <»• the tall snow-drifts in seareh of hares, to inhale the keen, frosty air, involuntarily to narrow the eyes from the dazzling, fine glitter of the soft snow, to ad- mire the green hue of the sky aboAe the reddish forest! .... And the first spring days, when everything round about is glittering and falling; athwart the heavy steam of the meltino; snow there is already an odour of the warming earth; on the thawed spots, beneath the slanting rays of the sun, the larks are warbling with confidence; and, with merry noise and roar, the floods gather from ravine to ravine. . . . But it is time to end. Ey the way, — I have mentioned the spring: in spring it is easy to part, in spring the happy long to rove afar. . . . Farewell, reader: I wish you permanent good fortune. 347 A NOBLEMAN'S NEST (1858) A NOBLEMAN'S NEST THE brilliant, spring day was inclining toward the evening, tiny rose-tinted cloud- lets hung high in the heavens, and seemed not to be floating past, but retreating into the very depths of the azin-e. In front of the open window of a handsome house, in one of the outlying streets of O * * * the capital of a Go\ ernment, sat two women ; one fifty years of age, the other seventy years old, and already aged. The former was named INIarya Dmitrievna Kalitin. Her husband, formerly the govern- mental procurator, well known in his day as an active official — a man of energetic and decided character, splenetic and stubborn — had died ten years previously. He had received a fairly go(xl education, had studied at the university, l)ut, liax- ing been born in a poverty-stricken class of so- ciety, he had early comprehended the necessity of opening up a way for himself, and of accumu- lating money. jNIarya Dmitrievna had married 3 A XOBI.EMAX'S NEST liim for love-; he was far from uncomely in ap- pearance, 1r' was clever, and, when he chose, he couUi be very amiable, ^larya Dnn'trievna (her maiden name had been PestofF) had lost her pa- rents in early childhood, had spent several j^ears in ^loseo^\ , in a government educational institute, nil 1, on returning thence, had lived fifty versts from ()***, in her native village, Pokrovskoe, with lier aunt and her elder brother. This bro- ther soon removed to Petersburg on service, and kept his sister and his aunt on short commons, until liis sudden death put an end to his career. ]Marya Dnn'trievna inherited Pokrovskoe, but did not live there long; din-ing the second year after her marriage to Kalitiii, who succeeded in con- quering her heart in the course of a few days, Po- krcSvskoe w^as exchanged for another estate, mucli more profitable, but ugly and without a manor- house, and, at the same time, Kalitin acquired a house in the town of O * * *, and settled down there permanently with his wife. A large gar- den was attaelied to the house; on one side, it joined (hrectly on to the open fields, beyond the town. Kalitin, — who greatly disliked the stagna- tion of the country, — had evidently made up his mind, that there w^as no reason for dragging out existence on the estate. Marya Dnn'trievna, manv a time, in her own mind regretted Iier pretty Po- krovskoe, with its merry little stream, its broad meadows, and verdant groves; but she opposed 4 A NOBLKi\IAN\S NEST ner Imsbaiid in nothing, and worsliippcd his clev- erness and knowledge of the world. But when, after fifteen years of married life, he died, leav- ing a son and two daughters, Marya Dniitrievna had become so wonted to her house, and to town life, that she herself did not wish to leave O * * *. In her youth, IVIarya Dmitrievna had enjoyed the reputation of being a pretty blonde, and at the age of fifty her features were not devoid of attraction, although they had become some- what swollen and indefinite in outline. She was more sentimental than kind, and even in her ma- ture age she had preserved the habits of her school-days; she indulged herself, was easily irri- tated, and even wept when her ways were inter- fered with; on the other hand, she was very af- fectionate and amiable, when all her wishes were complied with, and when no one contradicted her. Her house was one of the most agreeable in the town. Her fortune was very considerable, not so much her inherited fortune, as that acquired by her husband. Both her daughters lived with her; her son was being educated at one of the best government institutions in Petersburg. The old woman, who was sitting by the window with ^larya Dmitrievna, was that same aunt, her father's sister, with whom she had spent several years, in days gone by, at Pokrovskoe. Her name was Marfa Timofeevna PestofF. She bore the reputation of being eccentric, had an independent 5 A XOET.EMAX'S XEST c'liaracter, tokl tlie entire truth to every one, straight in tlie face, and, with the most scanty resources, bore herself as though she possessed tliousands. She had not been able to endure the deceased Kalitin, and as soon as her niece married liim, she retired to her tiny estate, where she lived for ten whole years in the hen-liouse of a peasant. ]Marya Dmitrievna was afraid of lier. Black- haired and brisk-eyed even in her old age, tiny, sliarp-nosed Marfa Timofeevna walked quickty, held herself ui)riglit, and talked rapidly and in- telligibly, in a shrill, ringing voice. She always wore a white cap and a wliite jacket. " What art thou doing that for? — " she sud- denly inquired of INIarya Dmitrievna. — " What art thou sighing about, my mother? " " Because," said the other. — " What wonder- full v beautiful clouds!" " So, thou art sorry for them, is that it? " ]Marva Dmitrievna made no replv. " Isn't that Gedeonovsky coming yonder?" — said ^larfa Timofeevna, briskly moving her knit- ting-needles (she was knitting a huge, motley- hued scarf). " He might keep thee company in sighing, — or, if not, he might tell us some lie or other."' " How harslily thou always speakest about liim! Sergyei Petrovitch is an — estimable man." "FiStimable!" repeated the old woman re- proachfully. 6 A NOBLEMAN'S NPLST " And how devoted he was to my dead hus- band!" remarked Marya Dniitrievna; — "to this day, 1 cannot tliink of it with indifference." " I shoukl think not! he ])ulled liim out of the mire by his ears," — growled ^larfa Timofeevna, and her knitting-needles moved still more swiftly in her hands. " He looks like such a meek creature," — slie began again, — " his head is all grey, but no sooner does he open his mouth, than he lies or calumni- ates. And he 's a State Councillor, to boot ! Well, he's a priest's son: and there's nothing- more to be said ! " "Who is without sin, aunty? Of course, he has that weakness. Sergyei Petrovitch received no education, — of course he does not speak French ; but, say what you will, he is an agreeable man." " Yes, he 's always licking thy hand. He does n't talk French, — what a calamity ! I 'm not strong on the French ' dialect ' myself. 'T would be better if he did not speak any language at all : then he would n't lie. But there he is, by the way — speak of the devil, — " added INIarfa Timo- feevna, glancing into the street. — " There he strides, thine agreeable man. What a long-legged fellow, just like a stork." Marya Dmitrievna adjusted her curls. Marfa Timofeevna w^atchcd her with a grin. " Hast thou not a grey liair there, my mother? 7 A NOBLEMAN'S NEST Thou sliouldst scold thy Paldshka. Why does n't she see it ? " " Oh. aiiiitv, you're always so ... " muttered Marya Dniitrievna, with yexation, and drummed on the arm of her chair witli her fingers. " Sergyei Petroyitch Gedeonoysky ! " squeaked a red-cheeked page-lad, springing in through the door. 8 II There entered a man of lofty stature, in a neat coat, short trousers, grey chamois-skin gloves, and two neckties — one black, on top, and the other wliite, underneath. Everything about Iiim ex- haled decorum and propriety, beginning with his good-looking face and smoothly brushed temple- curls, and ending with his boots, wliicli liad neither heels nor squeak. He bowed first to the mistress of the house, then to Marfa Timofeevna, and slowly drawing off his gloves, took Marya Dmi- trievna's hand. After kissing it twice in suc- cession, with respect, he seated himself, without haste, in an arm-chair, and said with a smile, as he rubbed the very tips of his fingers : "And is Elizaveta JNIikhailovna well?" " Yes," — replied JNIarya Dmitrievna, — " she is in the garden." " And Elena INIikhailovna? " " Lyenotchka is in the garden also. Is there anything new? " " How could there fail to be, ma'am, how could there fail to be," —returned tlie visitor, slowly blinking his eyes, and protruding his lips. " Hm ! 9 A XOl^LKMxVN S NEST . . . now , here s a bit of news, if you please, and a very astounding' bit: Lavretzky, Feodor Iva- nitch, has arrived/' •• FedyaT' — exchiimed INIarfa Timofeevna. — " But come now. my father, art not thou in- venting that? " " Xot in the least, ma'am, I saw him myself." " AVell, that 's no proof." " He has recovered his health finely," — went on Gedeonovsky, pretending not to hear ISIarfa Timofeevna's remark: — "he has grown broader in the shoulders, and the rosy colour cov^ers the whole of his cheeks." " He has recovered his health," — ejaculated ]Marya Dmitrievna, with pauses: — "that means, that he had something to recover from? " " Yes, ma'am," — returned Gedeonovsky: — " Any other man, in his place, wovdd have l>een ashamed to show himself in the world." " Why so? " — interrupted Marfa Timofeevna; — " what nonsense is this? A man returns to his native place — what would you have him do with himself? And as if he were in any way to blame !" " The husband is always to blame, madam, I \enture to assure you, when the wife behaves badly." " Thou sayest that, my good sir, because thou hast never been married thyself." Gedeonovsky smiled in a constrained way. " Permit me to inquire," he asked, after a brief 10 A NOBLEMAN'S NEST pause, — " for whom is that very pretty scarf destined? " Marfa Timofeevna cast a swift ghmee at Iiiiii. " It is destined " — she retorted, — "for the man who never gossips, nor uses craft, nor hes, if such a man exists in the world. I know Fedya well; his sole fault is, that he was too indulgent to his wife. Well, he married for love, and nothing good ever comes of those love-marriages," — added the old woman, casting a sidelong glance at jMarya Dmitrievna, and rising. — "And now, dear little father, thou mayest whet thy teeth on whomsoever thou wilt, only not on me; I 'm going away, I won't interfere." — And Marfa Timo- feevna withdrew. " There, she is always like that," — said ]Marva Dmitrievna, following her aunt with her eyes: — " Always! " " It 's her age ! There 's no help for it, ma'am!" remarked Gedeonovsky. — " There now, she per- mitted herself to say : ' the man who does not use craft.' But who does n't use craft nowadays? it 's the spirit of the age. One of my friends, a very estimable person, and, I must tell you, a man of no mean rank, was wont to say : that ' now- adays, a hen approaches a grain of corn craftily — she keeps watching her chance to get to it from one side.' But when I look at vou, mv ladv, vou have a truly angelic disposition ; please to favour me with your snow-white little hand." 11 A NOBLEMAN'S NEST Marya Dniitricviia smiled faintly, and ex- tended her plump hand, with the little finger standing out apart, to Gedeonovsky. He applied his lips to it, and she moved her arm-chair closer to him, and hending slightly toward him, she asked in a low tone: " So, you have seen him? Is he really — all right, well, cheerful ? " "He is cheerful, ma'am; all right, ma'am," returned Gedeonovsky, in a whisper. " And you have not heard where his wife is now? " " She has recently been in Paris, ma'am; now, I hear, she has removed to the kingdom of Italy." " It is dreadful, really, — Fedya's position ; I do not know how he can endure it. Accidents do happen, w^ith every one, in fact; but he, one may say, has been advertised all over Europe." Gedeonovsky sighed. "Yes, ma'am; yes, ma'am. Why, she, they say, has struck up accjuaintance with artists, and ])ianists, and, as they call it in their fashion, with lions and wild beasts. She has lost her shame, completely. . ." " It is very, very sad," — said INIarya Dmi- trievna: — "on account of the relationship; for you know, Sergyei Petrovitch, he 's my nephew, once removed." " Of course, ma'am; of course, ma'am. How could I fail to be aware of everything which 12 A NOBLEMAN'S NEST relates to your family C Upon my word, ma am ! " Will he come to see us, — what do you think? " " We must assume that he will, ma'am; hut 1 hear, that he is going to his country estate." JNIarya Dmltrie^'na cast her eyes heavenward. " Akh, Sergyei Petrovitch, when 1 think of it, how circumspectly we women must behave! " " There are different sorts of women, Marya Dmitrievna. T Unfortunately, there are some of fickle character . . . well, and it 's a question of age, also; then, again, the rules have not been in- culcated in their childhood." (Sergvei PetnS- vitch pulled a checked blue handkerchief out of his pocket, and began to unfold it). — "Such women exist, of course," (Sergyei Petrovitch raised a corner of the handkerchief to his eyes, one after the other), — " but, generally speaking, if we take into consideration, that is . . . There is an unusual amount of dust in town," he con- cluded. " Main an, main an " — screamed a pretty little girl of eleven, as she rushed into the room: — " Vladimir Nikolaitch is coming to our house on horseback! " Marya Dmitrievna rose; Sergyei Petrovitcli also rose and bowed: — " Our most humble salute to Elena ^likhailovna," he said, and withdrawing into a corner, out of propriety, he began to blow his long and regularly-formed nose. 13 A NOBLEMAN S NEST *' What a splendid horse he has! — " went on tlii? httle girl. — " He was at the gate just now, and told Liza and me, that he would ride up to the porch." The trampling of hoofs became audible; and a stately horseman, on a fine brown steed, made his appearance in the street, and halted in front of the open window. 14 Ill "Good afternoon, Marya Dmitrievna!" — ex- claimed the horsenian, in a ringing, agreeable voice. — " How do you like my new purchase? " Marya Dmitrievna went to the window. " Good afternoon, Woldemar! Akh, wliat a magnificent horse! From whom did j'^ou buy it? " " From the remount officer. . . He asked a high price, the robber! " " What is its name? " "Orlando. . . . But that's a stupid name; I want to change it. . . Eh hien, eh hien, mon gaiyon. . . What a turbulent beast ! " The horse snorted, shifted from foot to foot, and tossed his foaming muzzle. " Pat liim, Lenotchka, have no fears. . . " The little girl stretched her hand out of the window, but Orlando suddenly reared up, and leaped aside. The rider did not lose control, gripped the horse with liis knees, gave him a lash on the neck with his whip, and, despite his oppo- sition, placed him once more in front of the window. ''Prenez garde! jjrenez garde!" — ^larya Dmi- trievna kept repeating. 15 A XOTU.EMAN S XEST " Pat liiiii, Lycnotdika," — returned the rider, — " I will not permit him to be wilful." Again the little girl stretehed forth her hand, and timidly touched the quivering nostrils of Or- lando, wlio trembled incessantly and strained at the bit. " Bravo! " — exclaimed ^larya Dnu'trievna, — " and now, dismount, and come in." The liorseman turned his steed round adroitly, gave him the spurs, and after dashing along the street at a brisk gallop, rode into the yard. A minute later, he ran in through the door of the anteroom into the drawing-room, flourishing his whip; at the same moment, on the threshold of another door, a tall, graceful, black-haired girl of nineteen — ^larya Dmitrievna's eldest daugh- ter, Liza — made her appearance. 16 IV The young man, with whom we have just made the reader acquainted, was named Vladimir Niko- laitch Piinshin. He served in Petersburg, as an official for special commissions, in the Ministry of the Interior. He had come to the town of O * * * to execute a temporary governmental commission, and was under the command of Governor-General Zonnenberg, to whom he was distantly related. Panshin's father, a staff -cap- tain of cavalry on the retired list, a famous gam- bler, a man with a crumpled visage and a nervous twitching of the lips, liad passed his whole life in the society of people of quality, had frequented the English Clubs in both capitals, and bore the reputation of an adroit, not verj'' trustworthy, but charming and jolly fellow. In spite of his adroit- ness, he found himself almost constantly on the very verge of indigence, and left behind him to his only son a small and impaired fortune. On the other hand, he had, after his own fashion, taken pains with his education: Vladimir Niko- laitch spoke French capitally, English well, and German badly; but it is permissible to let fall a German word in certain circumstances — chiefly 17 A XOBLEMAX'S XEST huiiioious, — "c'est meme trh chic" as the Peters- burg Parisians express themselves. "N^hidimir Nikoliiitch ah-eady iiiiderstood, at the age of fif- teen, how to enter any drawing-room whatever witlioiit embarrassment, how to move about in it agreeably, and to withdraw at the proper time. Piinshin's father had procured for his son many influential connections; as he shuffled the cards between two rubbers, or after a successful capture of all the tricks, he let slip no opportunity to drop a nice little word about his " Volodka " to some important personage wlio was fond of social games. On his side, Vladimir Xikolaitch, during his stay in the university, whence he emerged with the rank of actual student, made acquaintance with several young men of quality, and became a frequenter of the best houses. He was received gladly everywhere; he was extremely good-look- ing, easy in his manners, entertaining, always well and ready for everything; where it was requisite, lie was respectful; where it was possible, he was insolent, a capital companion, //// charmant gar foil. The sacred realm opened out before him. Piinshin speedily grasped the secret of the science of society; he understood how to imbue himself with genuine respect for its decrees; he under- stood how, w^ith half-bantering gravity, to busy himself with nonsense and assume the appear- ance of regarding everything serious as trivial; he danced exquisitely, he dressed in Knglish style. 18 A NOBLEMAN'S NEST In a short time he became renowned as one of the most agreeable and adroit young men in Peters- bm'g. Piinshin was, in reahty, very adroit, — no less so than his father: but lie was, also, very gifted. He could do everything : he sang prettily, he drew dashingly, he wrote verses, he acted very far from badly on the stage. He had only just passed his twenty-eighth birthday, but he was al- ready Junior Gentleman of the Emperor's bed- chamber, and had a very tolerable rank. Panshin firmly believed in himself, in his brains, in his penetration; he advanced boldly and cheerfully, at full swing; his life flowed along as on oil. He was accustomed to jilease everybody, old and young, and imagined that he was a judge of peo- ple, especially of women: he did know well their everyday weaknesses. As a man not a stranger to art, he felt within him both fervour, and some enthusiasm, and rapture, and in consequence of this he permitted himself various deviations from the rules: he caroused, he picked up acquaintance with persons who did. not belong to society, and, in general, maintained a frank and simple de- meanour; but in soul he was cold and cunning, and in the midst of the wildest carouse his clever little brown eye was always on guard, and watching; this bold, this free young man could never for- get himself and get completel) carried away. To his honour it must be said, that he never bragged of his conquests. He had hit upon ^Marya Dmi- 19 A XOBT.EMAX'S NEST trieviia's liouse iiiiiiiediatcly on his arrival in O * * *, and liad j)roniptly made himself en- tirely at iioino tliere. Marva Dmitrievna fairly adored him. PaMshiii amial)ly saluted all >vho were in the room, shook hands witli Mtirya Dmitrieyna and Lizaveta Mikhailovna, lightly ta])ped Gedeonoy- sky on the shoulder, and whirling round on his heels, eaught Lyenotehka by the head, and kissed her on the brow. " xVnd you are not afraid to ride sueh a yicious horse?" — ^larya Dmitrievna asked him. " Good gracious! it is a very peaceable beast; but I 11 tell you what I am afraid of: I 'm afraid to play preference with Sergyei Petrovitch; last night, at the Byelenitzyns', he won my last farthing." Gedeonovsky laughed a shrill and servile laugh : he fawned on the brilliant young official from Petersburg, the pet of the governor. In his conversations with ]Marya Dmitrievna, he fre- quently alluded to Panshin's remarkable capaci- ties. " For why should not I praise him? " he ar- gued. " The young man is making a success in the highest sphere of life, discharges his service in an exemplary manner, and is not the least bit proud." INIoreover, even in Petersburg Panshin was considered an energetic official: he got through an immense amount of work; he alluded to it jestingly, as is befitting a fashionable man 20 A NOBLEMAN'S NEST who attaches no particidar importance to liis la- bours, but he was " an executor." Tlie hi^lier officials love such subordinates; he never had the slightest doubt hinisell', tliat, if he so wished, lie could become a INl inister in course of time. " You are pleased to say that I beat you at cards," — remarked Gedeonovsky: — " but who was it that won twelve rubles from me last week? and besides . . . ." " Villain, villain," Panshin interrupted him, with a caressing but almost disdainful careless- ness, and without paying any further attention to him, he stepped up to Liza. " I have not been able to find the overture of ' Oberon ' here," he began: — " Mme. Byelenit- zyn was merely boasting, that she had all the classical music, — as a matter of fact, she has no- thing except polkas and waltzes; but I have al- ready written to JNIoscow, and within a week I shall have that overture. By the way," — he con- tinued, — " I wrote a new romance yesterday; the words also are my own. Would you like to have me sinff it for you? I do not know how it has turned out; Mme. Byelenitzyn thought it ex- tremely charming, but her words signify no- thing, — I wish to know your opinion. However, I think it will be better later on " "Why later on? "—interposed Marya Dmi- trievna: — " Why not now? " " I obey, ma'am,"— said Panshin, with a cer- 21 A XOHLKMAX'S NEST tain bright, sweet smile, which was wont to appear on liis face, and suddenly to vanish, — pushed for- ward a chair with his knee, seated himself at the piano, and after striking several chords, he began to sing, clearly enunciating the words, the follow- ing romance: The moon floats high above the earth Amid tlic clouds so pale; But from the crest of the sea surge moveth A magic ray. The sea of my soul hath acknowledged thee To be its moon, And 't is moved, — in joy and in sorrow, — By thee alone. With the anguish of love, the anguish of dumb aspira- tions, The soul is full ; I suff'er pain. . . But thou from agitation art as free As that moon. Panshin sang the second couplet with peculiar expression and force; the surging of the waves could be heard in the tem])estuous accompani- ment. After the words: " I suffer pain. . ." he lieaved a slight sigh, dropped his eyes, and low- ered his voice, — morendo. When he had finished, IJza praised the motive, ^Nlarya Dmitrievna said : "It is charming;" — while Gedeonovsky even shouted: "Ravishing! both ])oetry and harmony are equally ravishing! . . . "' Lyenotchka, with 22 A X()15LE]MAN'S NP:ST childish adoration, gazed at the singer. In a word, the com])osition of the youthl'nl (hlettante pleased all present extremely; but outside of the door of the drawing-room, in the anteroom, stfK)d an elderly man, who had just arrived, to wliom, judging by the expression of his downcast face and the movement of his shoulders, Pansliin's ro- mance, charming as it was, afforded no pleasure. After waiting a wliile, and whisking the dust from his boots with a coarse handkerchief, this man suddenly screwed up his eyes, pressed his lips together grimly, bent his back, which was al- ready sufficiently bowed witliout that, and slowly entered the drawing-room. " Ah ! Christof or Feodoritch, g(K)d after- noon ! "— Panshin was the first of all to exclaim, and sprang hastily from his seat. — " I had no sus- picion that you were here, — I could not, on any account, have made uj) my mind to sing my ro- mance in your presence. I know that you do not care for frivolous music." " I vas not listening," remarked the new- comer, in imperfect Russian, and having saluted all, he remained awkwardly standing in the mid- dle of the room. " Have vou come, JNIonsieur Lemm," — said Marya Dmitrievna, — " to give a music lesson to Liza? " " No, not to Lisafeta Mikliailovna, ])ut to Elena Mikhai'lovna." 23 A NOHLKMAXS XEST "Ah! Well,— very good. Lyenotchka, go ii]).stairs with Monsieur lA^mni." Tlie okl man was on the point of following the little girl, but Piinshin stopped him. " Do not "o away after the lesson, Christofor Feodoritcli." — he said: — " I.izaveta ^likhailovna and I will ]il:iy a Ik'ethoven sonata for four hands. The old man muttered something, but Panshin went on in German, pronouncing his words badly: " Lizaveta Mikliailovna lias shown me the si)iritual cantata which you presented to her — 't is a very fine thing! Please do not think that I am incai)able of a])preciating serious music, — quite tlie contrary: it is sometimes tiresome, but, on the other hand, it is very beneficial." The old man crimsoned to his very ears, cast a sidelong glance at Liza, and hastily left the room. Marya Dmitrievna requested Panshin to re- peat the romance; but he declared, that he did not wish to wound the ears of the learned Ger- man, and proposed to Liza that they should oc- cupy themselves with the Beethoven sonata. Then Marya Dmitrievna sighed, and in her turn, proposed to Gedeonovsky that he should take a stroll in the garden with her. — " I wish," — she said, " to talk and take counsel with you still fur- tliei'. over our poor Fedya." Gedeonovsky grinned, bowed, took up — with two fingers, his 24 A NOBLEMAN'S NEST hat, and liis gloves neatly laid on its brim, and withdrew, in com])any with ^Slarya Dmitrievna. Panshin and I^iza were left alone in the room; she fetched the sonata, and opened it : both seated themselves, in silence, at the piano. — From above, the faint sonnds of scales, played by T^ye- notchka's nncertain little fingers, were wafted to them. Oi 25 Christopher-Thkodore-Gottijeb Lemm was horn in the year 1786, in the kingdom of Sax- ony, in tlie town of Chemnitz, of poor musicians. His father })hiye(l the French horn, his mother the harp: lie himself, at the age of five, was already practising on three different instruments. At eiglit years of age he hecame an orphan, and at the age of ten he hegan to earn a bit of bread for Iiimself by his art. For a long time he led a wan- dering life, played everywhere — in inns, at fairs, and at peasant weddings and at balls; at last, he got into an orchestra, and rising ever higher and higher, he attained to the post of director. He was rather a ])oor executant; but he possessed a tliorough knowledge of music. At the age of twenty-eight he removed to Russia. He was im- ported by a great gentleman, who himself could not endure music, but maintained an orchestra as a matter of pride. liCmm lived seven years with him, in the capacity of musical conductor, and left him with empty hands; the gentleman was ruined, and wished to give him a note of hand, but afterward refused him even this, — in a word, (lid not j)ay him a farthing. Peo})Ie advised him 26 A NOBI.KiMAX S XKST to leave the country: but he was not willing to return home in ])overty from Russia, from great Russia, that gold-mine of artists; he decided to remain, and try his luck. For the space of twenty years he did try his luck: he sojourned with vari- ous gentry, he lived in JNIoscow and in the capitals of various governments, he suffered and endured a great deal, he learned to know want, he floun- dered like a flsh on the ice ; but the idea of return- ing to his native land never abandoned him in the midst of all these calamities to which he was subjected; it alone upheld him. But it did not suit Fate to render him happy with this last and first joy: at the age of fifty, ill, prematurely in- firm, he got stranded in the town of O * * * and there remained for good, having finally lost all hope of quitting the Russia which he detested, and managing, after a fashion, to support his scanty existence by giving lessons. Lemm's ex- ternal appearance did not predispose one in his favour. He was small of stature, round-shoul- dered, with shoulder-blades which projected crookedly, and a hollow chest, with huge, flat feet, with pale-blue nails on the stiff", unbend- ing fingers of his sinewy, red hands; he had a wrinkled face, sunken cheeks, and tightly-com- pressed lips, that he was incessantly moving as though chewing, whicli, added to his customary taciturnity, produced an almost malevolent im- pression; his grey hair Imng in elf-locks over his 27 A XOHLEMAX S XEST low brow ; his tiiiv, motionless eyes smouldered like eoals whieh had just been extinguished; he walked hea\ ily, swaying his clumsy body from side to side at every step. Some of his move- ments were suggestive of the awkward manner ill which an owl in a cage plumes itself when it is conscious that it is l)cing watched, though it itself hardly sees anything with its huge, yellow, timorouslv and dozilv blinking eyes. Confirmed, inexorable grief had laid upon tlie poor musician its ineffaceable seal, had distorted and disfigured liis already ill-favoured figure; but for any one who knew enough not to stop at first impres- sions, something unusual was visible in this half- wrecked being. A worshipper of Bach and Handel, an expert in his profession, gifted with a lively imagination, and with that audacity of thought which is accessible only to the German race, I^emm, in course of time — who knows? — might have entered the ranks of the great com- ])osers ol' his native land, if life had led him differently; but he had not been born under a fortunate star! He had written a great deal in his day — and he had not succeeded in seeing a single one of his compositions published; he had not understood how to set about the^iiatter in the proper way, to cringe opportunely, to bustle at the right moment. Once, long, long ago, one of his admirers and friends, also a German and also ])oor, had published two of his sonatas at 28 A NOBLEMAN S NEST his own expense, — and the wliole edition re- mained in the cellars of the musical shops; they had vanished dully, without lea\'ing a trace, as though some one had flung them into the river by night. At last Lemm gave up in despair; moreover, his years were making themselves felt: he had begun to grow rigid, to stiffen, as his fingers stiffened also. Alone, with an aged cook, whom he had taken from the almshouse (he had never been married), he hved on in () * * *, in a tiny house, not far from the Kalitin residence; he walked a great deal, read the Bible and col- lections of Protestant psalms, and Shakespeare in Schlegel's translation. It was long since he had composed anything; but, evidently, Liza, his best pupil, understood how to arouse him: he had written for her the cantata to which Ptinshin had alluded. He had taken the words for this cantata from the psalms ; several verses he had composed himself; it was to be sung by two choruses, — the chorus of the happy, and the chorus of the un- happy; both became reconciled, in the end, and sang together: "O merciful God, have mercy upon us sinners, and purge out of us by fire all evil thoughts and earthly hopes! "—On the title- page, ve^ carefully written, and even drawn, stood the following: " Oidy the Just are Right. A Spiritual Cantata. Com.posed and dedicated to Miss Elizaveta Kalitin, my beloved inipil, by her teacher, C. T. G. Lemm." Lhe words: 20 A NOBLEMAN S NP^ST " Only the Just are Right," and " Elizaveta Kah'tin, " were surrounded hy rays. Below was added: "For you alone," — "Fur Sie allein." — Therefore Lemni liad crimsoned and had cast a sidelong glance at Liza; it pained him greatly when Panshin spoke of his cantata in his presence. 30 f VI Panshin struck the opening chords of the sonata loudly, and with decision (he was playing the second hand), but Liza did not begin her part. He stopped, and looked at her. Liza's eyes, fixed straight upon him, expressed displeasure; her lips were not smiling, her whole face was stern, almost sad. " What is the matter with you? "—he inquired. " Why did not you keep your word? " said she. — " I showed you Christofor Fe6doritch\s cantata on condition that you would not mention it to him." " Pardon me, Lizaveta JNIikhailovna, it was a slip of the tongue." " You have wounded him — and me also. Now he will not trust me any more." " What would you ha\'e me do, Lizaveta JVIi- khailovna! From mj^ earliest childhood, I have never been able to endure the sight of a German: something simply impels me to stir him up." "Why do you say that, Vladimir Xikolaitch! This German is a poor, solitary, broken man — and you feel no pity for him? You want to stir him up? " 31 A XOliLK.MAX S NEST Paiisliin \vas disconcerted. ■' You are right, Lizaveta ^Nlikhailovna," — he said. '* My eternal thoughtlessness is responsible for Ihf wliole thing. No, do not say a word; I know inyscir well. My thoughtlessness has done me many an ill turn. Thanks to it, I have won the reputation of an egoist." Pjinsliin [)aused for a moment. Xo matter how lie began a conversation, he habitually wound up by speaking of himself, and he did it in a charm- ing, soft, confidential, almost involuntary wav. " And here in vour house," — he went on: — " your mother likes me, of course, — she is so kind; you . . . however, I do not know your opinion of me; l)ut your aimt, on the contrary, cannot bear me. I must have offended her, also, by some thouglitless, stujjid remark. For she does not like me, does she? " " No," said Liza, with some hesitation: — " j^ou do not please her." Panshin swept his fingers swiftly over the keys; a barely perceptible smile flitted across his lips. "Well, and you?"^ — he said: — "Do I seem an egoist to you also? " " I know you very slightly," — returned Liza: — " but I do not consider you an egoist; on the contrary, I ought to feel grateful to you. ..." " I know. I know, what you mean to say," — Pansliin interru])ted her, and again ran his fin- 32 A NOBLEMAN S NEST gers over the keys: — " for the iiiusic, for tlie books which 1 ])ring you, for the ])a(l (h-awiiio-s witli which 1 decorate your album, and so forth and so on. 1 can do all that — and still be an egoist. J venture to think, that you are not bored in my company, and that you do not regard me as a bad man, but still you assume, that I — how in the world shall I express it? — would not spare my own father or friend for the sake of a jest." " You are heedless and forgetful, like all worldly j^eople," — said Eiza: — "that is all." Panshin frowned slightly. ' " Listen," he said: — " let us not talk any more about me ; let us play our sonata. One thing only I will ask of you," — he said, as with his hand he smoothed out the leaves of the bound volume which stood on the music-rack: — " think what you will of me, call me an egoist even, — so be it! but do not call me a worldly man: that appellation is intolerable to me. . . . AncJiio son inttore. I also am an artist, — and I will immediately prove it to you in action. Let us begin." " We will begin, if you please," — said liiza. The first adagio went quite successfully, al- though Panshin rnade more than one mistake. He played his own com])ositions and those whicli he had practised very ])rettily, but he read music badly. On the other hand, the second part of the sonata — a rather brisk allegro — did not go at all : at the twentieth measure, Panshin, who had got 33 A XOHLKMAN'S NEST two iiRasurcs behind, could hold out no longer, and })iishL'd back his chair with a laugh. "No!" — he exclaimed: — "I cannot pla}^ to- day; it is well that Lenmi does not hear us: he would fall down in a swoon." Liza rose, shut the piano, and turned to Pcinshin. " AVhat shall we do now? " — she asked. " I recognise you in that question! You can- not possil)ly sit with folded hands. Come, if you like, let us draw, before it has gro^Mi completely dark. Perha])s the other muse, — the muse of drawing .... what 's her name? I 've forgot- ten .... will be more gracious to me. AVhere is your album? Do you remember? — my land- scape there is not finished." I^iza went into the next room for her album, and Piinshin, when he was left alone, pulled a batiste handkerchief from his pocket, polished his nails, and gazed somewhat askance at his hands. Thev were very handsome and white; on the thumb of the left hand he wore a sj^iral gold ring. Liza returned ; Panshin seated himself near the window, and opened the album. "Aha! " — he exclaimed: — "I see that you have beguii to copy my landscape — and that is fine. Very good! Only here— give me a pencil — the shadows are not put on thickly enougli. . . . Look." And Pansliin, with a bold sweep, prolonged 34 A NOm.KMAN'S NKST several long strokes. He eonstaiitly drew one and the same landseape: in the foreground were large, dishevelled trees, in the distanee, a meadow, and saw-toothed mountains on the horizon. Liza looked over his shoulder at his work. " In drawing, and in life in general," — said Piinshin, hending his head now to the right, now to the left: — "lightness and boldness are the principal thing." At that moment, Lemm entered the room, and, with a curt inclination, was on the point of de- parting; but Panshin flung aside the album and pencil, and barred his way. " Whither are you going, my dear Christofor Feodoritch ? Are not you going to stay and drink tea? " " I must go home," — said Lemm in a surly voice: — " my head aches." " Come, what nonsense! — stay. You and I will have a dispute over Shakespeare." " My head aches," — repeated the old man. " We tried to play a Beethoven sonata without you," — went on Panshin, amiably encircling liis waist with his arm, and smiling brightly: — " but we could n't make it go at all. Just ima- gine, I could n't play two notes in succession correctly." " You vould haf done better to sing your ro- mantz," — retorted Ijcmm, ])ushing aside Pan- shin's arm, and left the room. 35 A XOBLEMAX S XEST Liza ran after liiin. She overtook liini on the steps. ■ C'hiistofor Feodoritch, listen,"— she said to him in Ciernian, as she accompanied him to the gate, across tlie close-cropped green grass of the yard: — " 1 am to hlame toward you — forgive me. Lemm made no reply. " I showed your cantata to Vladimir Niko- laitch; I was convinced that he would appreciate it, — and it really did please him greatly." Lemm halted. " Zat is nozing,"^ — he said in Russian, and then added in liis native tongue: — " but he can- not understand anything; how is it that you do not perceive that? — he is a dilettante — and that 's all there is to it ! " " You are unjust to him," — returned Liza: — " he understands everything, and can do nearly everything himself." " Yes, everything is second-class, light-weight, hasty work. That pleases, and he pleases, and he is content with that — well, and bravo! But I am not angry; that cantata and I — we are old fools; I am somewhat asliamed, but that does not matter." " Forgive me, Christofor Feodoritch," — said Liza again. " It does not mattair, it does not mattair," he repeated again in Russian: — "you are a goot 80 A NOBT.EMAX'S XKST girl . . . but see yonder, some vuii is eoming to your house. Good-bye. You are ji fery goot gu-1. And Lemrn, witli liasty strides, betook himself toward the gate, througli ^^•hich was entering a gentleman witli whom lie was not aecjuainted, clad in a grey coat and a broad-brimmed straw hat. Courteously saluting him (he bowed to all newcomers in the town of O * * * ; he turned away from his ac(juaintances on the street — that was the rule which he had laid down for himself) , Lemm passed him, and disappeared behind the hedffe. The stranger looked after him in amaze- ment, and, exchanging a glance with Liza, ad- vanced straight toward her. 37 VII " You do not recognise me," — he said, removing Ills hat, — " hut 1 recognise you, although eight yeais have passed since I saw you last. You were a child then. I am Lavretzkv. Is your mother at liome!' Can I see her? " " ]\Ianima will be very glad," — replied Liza: — " she lias heard of your arrival." "Your name is Elizaveta, I believe?" — said Lavretzky, as he mounted the steps of the porch, les. " I remember you well ; you had a face, at that time, such as one does not forget ; I used to bring you bonbons then." Liza blushed and thought, " What a strange man he is! " Lavretzky i:)aused for a minute in the anteroom. Liza entered the drawing-room, where Panshins voice and laughter were re- sounding; he had imparted some gossip of the town to Marya Dmitrievna and Gedeonovsky, who had already returned from the garden, and was himself laughing loudly at what he had nar- rated. At the name of Lavretzkv, INIarva Dmi- trievna started in utter trepidation, turned pale, and advanced to meet him. 38 A NOBLEMAN'S NEST " How do 3^ou do, 1k)\\' do you do, my dear cousin! " — she exclaimed, in a drawling and al- most tearful voice : — " how glad 1 am to see you ! " " How do you do, my kind cousin," — returned Lavretzky; and shook her proffered hand in a friendly way: — " how does the Lord sho\v mercy on you? " " Sit down, sit down, my dear Feodor Ivanitch. Akh, how deliglited 1 am ! Permit me, in tlie first place, to present to you my daughter Liza. . . " " I have already introduced myself to Lizaveta Mikhailovna," — Lavretzky interrupted her. " Monsieur Panshin .... Sergyei Petro- vitch Gedeonovsky .... But pray sit down! I look at you, and I simply cannot hclieve my eyes. How is your health? " " As you see, I am blooming. And you, cousin, — I don't want to cast the evil eye on you — you have not grown thin during these eight years." " Just think, what a long time it is since we saw each other," — remarked ^Nlarya Dmitrievna, dreamily. — " Whence come you now? Where have you left .... that is, I meant to say " — she hastily caught herself up — " 1 meant to say, are you to be with us long? " " I have just come from Berlin," — returned Lavretzky,—" and to-morrow I set out for my estate — probably to lemain there a long time." " Of course, y»)u will live at Tjavriki? " 39 A XOBT.KMAX'S NEST ■ No, not at Lavn'ki, l)iit 1 have a tiny village about twenty-five versts from here; I am going- there. ' •" The village u liieh yon inherited I'roni Glafira IVtrovna? " 1 lie same. " Good graeious, Feodor Ivanitch! Vou have a splendid house at I^avriki! " Laxret/.ky scowled slightly. " Yes .... hut in that little estate there is a .small wing: and, for the present, I need nothing more. That place is the most convenient for me just now." ^Slarya Dmitrievna again became so perturbed, that she even straightened herself up, and fiung her hands apart. Panshin came to her assistance, and entered into conversation with Lavretzky. iSIarya Dmitrievna recovered her composure, leaned back in her chair, and only interjected a word from time to time; but, all the while, she gazed so compassionately at her visitor, she sighed so sionificantlv, and shook her head so mourn- fully, that the latter, at last, could endure it no longer, and asked her, quite sharply: was she well? "Thank God, yes,"— replied INIarya Dmi- trievna, — " why? " " Because it seemed to me that you were not quite yourself." Marya Dmitrievna assumed a dignified and 40 A NOHLKAFAN'S NKST somewhat off'ciuled aspect. — ^" If tliat 's the way you take it," — she said to lierself, — " 1 don't care in the least; evidently, my good man, nothing af- fects thee any more than water does a goose; any one else would have pined away with gi'ief, hut it swells thee up more tlian ever." ]Marya l)n)i- trievna did not stand on ceremony with herself; she expressed herself more elegantly aloud. As a matter of fact, Lavretzky did not resemhle a victim of fate. His rosy-cheeked, purely-Kus- sian face, with its large, w^hite hrow, rather thick nose, and hroad, regular lijjs, fairly overflowed with native health, with strong, durahle force. He was Qiagnificently huilt, — and his hlond hair curled all over his head, like a young man's. Only in his eyes, which were blue and prominent and fixed, was there to be discerned something which was not re\ ery, nor yet weariness, and his voice sounded rather too even. In the meantime, Panshin had continued to keep up the conversation. He turned it on the profits of sugar-refining, concerning which two French pamphlets had recently made tlieir a])- pearance, and with calm modesty undertook to set forth their contents, but without saying one word about them. "Why, here's Fedya!" suddenly rang out Marfa Timofeevna's voice in the adjoining room, behind the half-closed door: — " Actually. Fe- dj^a!" And the old woman briskly entered the 41 A XOBLKMAN S NKST room. 15efore Lavretzky could rise from his c'liair, she dasped him in her embrace. — " Come, sho\\ thyself, show thyself," — she said, moving back from his face. — " Eh! What a splendid fel- low thou art! Thou hast grown older, but hast not grown in the least less comely, really! But w liy art thou kissing my hands, — kiss me myself, if my ^MMnkled cheeks are not repulsive to thee. Can it be, that thou didst not ask after me: ' Well, tell me, is aunty alive?' \Vhy, thou wert born into my arms, thou rogue! Well, never mind that; why shouldst tliou have remembered me? Only, thou art a sensil)le fellow, to have come. W^'ll, my mother," — she added, addressing Ma- rya Dmitrievna, — " hast thou given him any re- freshments? " " I want nothing," — said Lavretzky, hastily. " Come, drink some tea, at least, my dear little father. O Lord my God! He has come, no one knows whence, and they don't give him a cup of tea ! Go, Liza, and see about it, as quickly as possible. I remember that, as a little fellow, he was a dreadful glutton, and he must be fond of eating even now." " iSIy respects, Marfa Timofeevna,"— said Panshin, approaching the angry old woman from one side, and bowing low. " Excuse me, sir," — retorted jNIarfa Timo- feevna, — " I did not notice you for joy. — Thou liast grown to resemble thy mother, the darling," 42 A NOBLEMAN'S NEST — she went on, turning again to Lavrelzky: — " only, thy nose was and remains hkc thy fa- ther's. Well — and art thou to he long with us^ " " I am going away to-morrow, aunty." "Whither?" " Home, to Vasilievskoe." " To-morrow? " " Yes." " Well, if it must be to-morrow, it must. God be with thee, — thou knowest best. Only, see here, thou must come to say farewell." — The old woman tapped him on the cheek. — " I did not think I should live to see thee; and that not be- cause I was preparing to die ; no — I am good for another ten years, probably: all we Pestoffs are tenacious of life; thy deceased grandfather used to call us double-lived; but the Lord only knew how much longer thou woiddst ramble about abroad. Well, but thou art a dashing fine fel- low, a fine fellow; thou canst still lift ten puds in one hand as of yore, I suppose ? Thy deceased father, excuse me, was cranky in some respects, but he did well when he hired a Swiss for thee; thou rememberest, how thou and he had fist- fights; that's called gymnastics, isn't it? — But why have I been cackling thus ? I have only been keeping Mr. Panshin " (she never called him Panshin, as she ought) " from arguing. But we had better drink tea; let us go and drink it on the terrace, my dear ; our cream — is not like what you 43 A XOBT.EMAX S XEST get ill your LoikIdiis and Parises. Let us go, let us go, and do thou, Fediusha, give me thy arm. ()! how thick it is! There 's no danger of falling with tliee." .Vll rose and betook themselves to the terrace, with tlie exception of Gedeonovsky, who quietly departed. During the entire duration of La- vretzky's coinersation with the mistress of the house, Piinshin, and ^larfa Timofeevna, he had sat in a corner, attentively blinking, and sticking out his lips, in childish curiosity: he now hastened to carry the news about the new visitor through- out tlie town. On that same day, at eleven o'clock in the even- ing, this is what was going on at jNIme. Kalitin's liouse. Down-stairs, on the threshold of the drawing-room, Vladimir Xikolaitch, having seized a favourable moment, was saying farew^ell to Liza, and telling her, as he held lier hand: " You know w^ho it is that attracts me hither ; you know ^^•hy I am incessantly coming to your house ; what is the use of words, when everything is so plain? " Liza made him no reply, and without a smile, and witli eyebrows slightly elevated, and blusliing, she stared at the floor, but did not withdraw her hand; and up-stairs, in Marfa Timofeevna's chamber, b}^ the light of the shrine-lamp, which hung in front of the dim, ancient lioly pictures, Lavretzky was sitting in an arm-chair, with his 44 A NOBLKMAN'S NKST elbows on his knees, and his face in his hands; the old woman, standing before him, was silently stroking his liair, from time to time. Tie spent more than an honr with lier, after taking leave of tlie mistress of the honse; he said almost nothing to his kind old friend, and she did not interrogate him. . . And what was tlie nse of talking, what was there to interrogate him alxMit? She nnderstood everything as it was, and she sym])athised with everything wherewith his heart was full to overflowing. 45 VIII Fkodou Ivanovitch T^avretzky (we must ask tlie reader's permission to break the thread of our nai-rative I'or a time) was descended from an an- cient family of the nobihty. The ancestral foun- der of tlie Layretzkys had come out of Prussia (hning tlie j^rinccly reign of Vasily the Bhnd, and had been granted two hundred quarters^ of land, on l^yezhetsk Heights. Many of his de- scendants were members of yarious branches of the j3ublic seryice, and sat under princes and (Hs- tinguishcd personages in distant goyernorships, but not one of them eyer rose aboye the rank of table-decker at the Court of the Tzars, or ac- (juired any considerable fortune. The most opu- lent and noteworthy of all the I^ayretzkys had been P^eodor lyanitch's great-grandfather, An- drei, a harsh, insolent, cleyer, and crafty man. Down to the day of which ^^e are speaking, the fame of his arbitrary yiolence, of his fiendish dis- })osition, his mad layishness, and unquenchable thirst had not died out. He had been ver}^ stout and lofty of stature, swarthy of yisage, and ' An ancient laiul-nicasiire, varying in different localities; the average "quarter" being aLjout thirty by forty fathoms. — Tuans- LATOtt. ^6 A XOULKMAN S XKST beardless; lie lisped, and a[)peared to be sleepy; but the more soi'tly he spoke, the more did rwvv one around him tremble. lie obtained I'oi- him- self a wife to mateh. (i()i>lisli ship wliicli sailed (tliere was no thouglit of steamers in those days). A few months later, he received a letter from l^es- toff. The kind-hearted sqm're conf»ratnhited Ivan Petroviteli on tlie birth of a son, who had made his appearance in the world, in tlie \ illage of Pokrovskoe, on Angnst 20, 1807, and was named Feodor, in honour of the holy martyi-, Feodor the Strategist. Owing to her extreme weakness, JNIalanya Sergyeevna added only a few lines; but those few lines astonished Ivan Petro- vitch: he was not aware that ^Nlarfa Timofeevna had taught liis w^ife to read and write. However, Ivan Petrovitch did not give himself up for long to the sweet agitation of paternal emotions: he was paying court to one of the most famous Phrynes or Laises of the period (classical a^jpel- lations were still flourishing at that epocli) ; the peace of Tilsit had just been concluded, and everybody was making haste to enjoyment, every- thing was whirling round in a sort of mad whirl- wind. He had very little money; but he played luckily at cards, lie ])icked up acquaintances, he took part in all the merrymakings, — in a word, he was dashing along under full sail. 57 IX It was long before old Lavretzky could forgive his son for his marriage; if, after the lapse of lialf a year, Ivan Petrovitch had presented him- self in contrition, and liad flung himself at his feet, he would, probal)ly, have pardoned him, af- ter first scolding him roundly, and administering a few taps with his crutch, by way of inspiring awe; but Ivan Petrovitch was living abroad, and, evidently, cared not a ra]). — " Hold your tongue! Don't dare ! " Piotr Andreitch kept repeating to his wife, as soon as she tried to incline him to mercy: " He ought to pray to God for me for- ever, the pup, for not having laid my curse upon him ; my late father would have slain him with his own hands, the good-for-nothing, and he would liave done right." At such terrible speeches, Anna Pcivlovna merely crossed herself furtively. As for Ivan Petrovitch's wife, Piotr Andreitch, at first, would not allow her to be mentioned, and even in reply to a letter of PestofF, wherein the latter alluded to his daughter-in-law, he gave or- ders to sav to him, that he knew nothing whatever about any daughter-in-law of liis, and tliat it was j)rohibited by the laws to harbour runaway maids, 58 A NOBLEMAN S NEST on which point he regarded it as his duty to warn him; but hiter on, when he learned ol' the birth of a grandson, he softened, gave orders that in- (juiries should be made on the sly concerning the health of the young mother, and sent her, also as tliough it did not come from him, a little money. Fedya had not reached his first birtliday, when Anna Pavlovna was seized with a fatal illness. A few days before her end, when she could no longer leave her bed, she declared to her husband, in the presence of the priest, that she wished to see and bid farewell to her daughter-in-law, and to bestow her blessing on her grandchild. The afflicted old man soothed her, and immediately sent his own equipage for his daughter-in-law, for the first time calling her JNIalanya Sergyeevna.^ She came with her son and with INIarfa Timofeerna, who would not let her go alone on any terms, and would not have allowed her to be affronted. Half dead with terror, JMalanya entered Piotr Andre- itch's study. The nurse carried Fedya after her. Piotr Andreitch gazed at her in silence; she ap- proached to kiss his hand; her quivering lips hardly met in a noiseless kiss. " Well, new^-ground, undried noblewoman,"' — he said at last: — " how do you do; let us go to the mistress." He rose and bent over Fedya ; tlie baby smiled, ^ Serfs were not addresst-d w itli tlicir j)atn)iiymic by tlicir superiors.— TitANsi.ATOK. 59 A XOliLEMAX S NEST and stretclied out his little, white arms. The old man was completely upset. '' Okh," he said, — "thou orphan! Thou hast plead thy father's cause with me; I will not aban- don tliee. my hirdling! " As soon as ^lalanya Sergyeevna entered the bedcliamber of Anna Pavlovna, she knelt down near the door. ^Vnna Pavlovna beckoned her to the bed, embraced her, blessed her son ; then, turn- ing her countenance, ravaged by disease, to her husband, she tried to sj^eak. . . '' 1 know, I know what entreaty thou desirest to make," — said Piotr Andreitch :— " do not worry: she sliall stay with us, and I will pardon A'iinka for her sake." Anna Pavlovna, with an effort, grasped her husband's hand, and pressed it to her lips. On that same evening she died. Piotr Andreitch kept his word. He informed his son, that, for the sake of his mother's dying hour, for the sake of baby Feodor, he restored to him his blessing, and would keep ^lalanya Ser- gyeevna in his own house. Two rooms were set apart for lier use in the entresol, he introduced her to his most respected visitor, one-eyed Briga- dier Skuryokhin, and to his wife; he presented her with two maids and a page-boy for errands, ^larfa Timofeevna bade her farewell; she de- tested Glafira, and quarrelled with her thrice in the course of one day. 60 A NOBLEMAN S NEST At first tlic poor woman found litr situation painful and awkward; but afterward, slie learned to bear things patiently, and became accustomed to her father-in-law. He, also, became accus- tomed to her, he even grew to love her, although he almost never spoke to her, although in his ca- resses a certain involuntary disdain toward her was perceptible. JNlalanya Sergyeevna had most of all to endure from her sister-in-law. Gla- fira, already during her mother's lifetime, had succeeded in getting gradually the entire house into her hands : every one, beginning with her fa- ther, was subject to her; not a lump of sugar was given out without her permission ; she would have consented to die, rather than to share the power with any other mistress of the house! Her bro- ther's marriage had angered her even more than it had Piotr Andreitch: she took it upon herself to teach the upstart a lesson, and from the very first hour INIalanya Sergyeevna became her slave. And ho\v could she contend witli the self- willed, arrogant Glafira, she who was mild, con- stantly 'agitated, and terrified, and also weak in health? Not a day passed, that Glafira did not re- mind her of her former position, did not ])raise her for not forgetting her place. ^lalanya Ser- gyeevna would gladly have reconciled herself to these reminders and praises, however bitter they miffht be ... . but thev took Fedva awav from her: that was what broke her heart. Under the A NOBLEMAN S NEST pretext tliat she \\ as not competent to take charge of liis education, she was hardly permitted to see him: Ghifira took this matter upon herself; the child passed under her full control. Malanj^a Sergyeevna hegan, out of grief, to entreat Ivan I'etrovitch. in her letters, to come home as s}3eed- ily as possible; Piotr xVndrcitch liimself wished to see his son : but he merely wrote in reply, thanking his father about his wife, and for the money sent, and promising to come soon, — and did not come. The year "12 recalled him, at last, to his father- land from abroad. On meeting again, for the first time, after their six years' separation, the father and son ex- changed embraces, and did not allude, by so much as a word, to their former dissensions; they were not in the mood for it then: all Russia had risen against the enemy, and both of them felt that Russian blood ^^'as flowing in their veins. Piotr Andreitch, at his own expense, clothed an entire regiment of soldiers. But the war came to an end, the danger passed; again Ivan Petrovitch began to feel bored, again he longed for far-away places, for the world to which he had grown fast, and where he felt himself at home. INIalanya Ser- gyeevna could not hold him back; she counted for too little witli him. Even her hopes had not been realised: her husband, also, deemed it much more fitting that Fedya's education should be entrusted to Cilafira. Ivan Pet rov itch's poor wife could 62 A NOBLEMAN'S NEST not withstand this blow, could not endure this sec- ond parting: without a murmur, in a few days she expired. During tlie wliole course of her life, she had never been able to offer resistance, and she did not combat her malady. She could no longer S])eak, the shadows of the toinl) liad al- ready descended upon her face, but hei- features, as of old, expressed patient ])er])lexity, and the steadfast gentleness of submission; with the same dumb humility she gazed at Glafira, and, like Anna Pavlovna on her deathbed, she kissed the hand of Piotr Andreitch, and pressed her li])s to Glafira's hand also, entrusting to her, Glafira, her only son. Thus ended its earthly careei- a kind and gentle being, torn, God alone knows why, from its native soil and inmiediately flung aside, like an uprooted sajjling, witli its roots to the sun; it faded away, it vanished, without a trace, that being, and no one mentioned it. Those who grieved for Malanya Sergyeevna were her maid and Piotr Andreitcli. The old man missed her silent presence. " Forgive — farewell, my pa- tient one! " he whispered, as he made her the part- ing reverence in church. He wept as he threw a handful of earth into the grave. He did not long survive lier — not more than five years. In the winter of 1811), lie died peace- fully in Moscow, \vhither he had removed with Glafira and his grandson, and left orders in his will, that he should be buried by the side of Anna 63 A XOTJLEMAN'S XEST Pdvlovna and " Malasha." Ivan Petrovitcli was in Paris at the time, for his pleasure; he had re- signed from tlie service soon after 1815. On lieariptj" of liis father's death, he decided to return to Russia. It was necessary to consider the or- ganisation of tlie estate . . . and Fedya, ac- conhng to Glaffra's letter, had reached the age of twelve years, and tlie time had arrived for oc- cupying himself seriously witli the hoy's educa- tion. o4 X Ivan Petkovitch returned to Russia an Aiiirlo- maniac. His closely-clipped liair, starched neck- cloth, long-skirted, yellowish-gray overcoat with a multitude of capes, his sour expression of vis- age, a certain harshness and also indifference of demeanour, his manner of talking through his teeth, a w ooden, ahrupt laugh, the ahsence of smiles, a conversation exclusively political and politico-economical, a passion for hloody roast beef and port wine, — everything about him fairly reeked of Great Britain ; he seemed thoroughly imbued with her spirit. But — strange to say! while he had turned into an Anglomaniac, Ivan Petr()vitch had simultaneously become a patriot; at all events, he called himself a patriot, although he was but badly acquaijited with Russia, was not wedded to a single Russian habit, and expressed himself queerly in Russian: in ordinary conver- sation, his speech was clumsy and ])ithless, studded all over with Gallicisms; but no sooner did the dis- cussion touch upon important topics, than Ivan Petrovitch instantly brought out such expressions as: " to show new proofs of self-zeal,"^ " that dotif ' That is to say, he used sucli fundamentally national words as oc- cur only in the Old Church Slavonic, well-nitrh untranslatable here, also employed upon occasions of ceremony. — Translator. 65 A XOHLEMAX S XEST not agree \\itli the imturu of the eircumstances," and so forth. Ivan Petrovitch brought with him several nianuseript plans touching the organisa- tion and amelioration of the empire; he was ex- tremely dissatisfied with everything he saw, — the absence of system, in particular, stirred up his ])ile. On meeting his sister, he announced to her, wWh his \ery first words, that he intended to in- troduce radical reforms, that henceforth every- thing on his estate should i)roceed upon a new system. Glafira Petrovna made no reply to Ivan Petrovitch, but merely set her teeth, and said to herself: " And what is to become of me? "—But when she reached the country estate, in company with her brother and her nephew, she speedily re- gained her composure. In the house, several changes actually took place: the female hangers- on and drones were subjected to instant expul- sion; among their number two old women suf- fered, one who was blind and the other crippled with paralysis, also a decrepit INIajor of the Otchakoflf period, who, on account of his truly astonishing \'oracity, was fed on nothing but black bread and lentils. A decree was also issued, that the former guests were not to be received: they were superseded by a distant neighbour, a fair- Jiaired, scrofulous baron, a very well educated and very stupid man. New furniture from INIos- cow made its appearance; cuspidors, and bells, and wash-stands were introduced and they began A NOBLEMAN S NEST to serve the noon breakfast (lifTVinitly; foi- eign wines took the place of vodka and lionic- made li(|ueurs; new liveries were made f(^r tlic servants; the motto, " in recto virtus," was addrd to the family coat of arms. . . . But, in reality, (rlafira's power was not diminished: all the dis- bursements and purcliases depended on hei-, as before; the imported Alsatian valet made an at- tempt to vie with her — and lost his place, in spite of the fact that his master took his side. So far as the management, the administration, of the estates was concerned (Glafira Petrovna entered into all these matters), despite Ivan Petrovitch's frequently expressed intention " to infuse new life into this chaos," everything remained as of yore, except that, here and there, the quit-rents were augmented, and the husbandry-service be- came more oppressive, and the peasants were for- bidden to apply directly to Ivan Petrovitch. The patriot heartily despised his fellow-citizens. Ivan Petrovitch's sj^stem w^as applied, in its full force, to Fedj'a only: his education actually was sub- jected to " radical reform " ; his father had ex- clusive charge of it. 67 XI Up to the time of Ivan Petrovitch's return from abroad, Fedya had been, as we have already said, in the liands of Glafira Petrovna. He was less tlian eight years of age when his mother died, he had not seen her every day, and he had loved her passionately : the memory of her, of her pale and gentle face, her melancholy glances and timid caresses, had forever imprinted itself upon his heart; but he dimly comprehended her position in the house; he was conscious that between him and her there existed a barrier which she dared not and could not overthrow. He shunned his father, and Ivan Petrovitch never petted him; his grandfather occasionally stroked his head, and permitted him to kiss his hand, but he called him and considered liim a little fool. After the death of ]\Ialanya Sergyeevna, his aunt took him in hand definitively. Fedya feared her, — feared her ])riglit, keen eyes, her sharp voice; he dared not utter a sound in her presence; it sometimes hap- pened that when he had merely fidgeted on his chair, she would scream out : " AVliere art thou going? sit still! " On Sundays, after the Liturgy, he was ])ermitted to play, — tliat is to say, lie was 08 A NORLKMAX S NEST given ii tliick book, a mysterious l)ook, the work of a eertaiii Maxiinoviteh-Anihodik, enlitk-d: " Symbols and Kmbkms." This book contained about a thousand in part very puzzHng pictures, with equally i)U'/zling explanations in five lan- guages. Cupid, with a plump, naked body, played a great part in these pictures. To one of them, labelled " Saffron and Rainbow," was ap- pended the explanation : " The action of this is great . . . "; opposite another, which represented " A Heron flying with a violet blossom in his mouth," stood the inscription: " All of them are known unto thee." Cupid and a bear licking its cub was designated as: " Little by little." Fedj^a contemplated these pictures ; he was familiar with the most minute details of them all ; some of them • — always the same ones — set him to thinking and excited his imagination; he knew no other diver- sions. Whei? the time came to teach him lan- guages and music, Glafira Petrovna hired, for a paltry sum, an eklerly spinster, a Swede, with frightened, hare-like eyes, who spoke French and German indifferently, played the piano after a fashion, and, in addition, knew how to salt cu- cumbers in first-class style. In the society of this instructress, of his aunt, and of an old chamber- maid, Vasilievna, Fedya passed four whole years. He used to sit in the corner with, his " Emblems " — and sit . . . and sit . . . while the low-ceiled room smelled of geraniums, a solitary tallow 69 A XOBLEMAX'S XEST candle burned dimly, a cricket chirped monoto- nously, as tlu)u<>li it were bored, the little clock ticked hastily on the wall, a mouse stealthily scratched and gnawed behind the wall-hangings, and the three old maids, like the Parca?, moved their knitting-needles silently and swiftly to and fro, the shadows cast by their hands now flitted, again (juivered strangeh' in the semi-darkness, and strange thoughts, also half-dark, swarmed in the child's head. Xo one would have called Fedya an interesting child : he was quite pallid, but fat, awkwardly built, and clumsy, — " a regular peas- ant," according to Glaf ira Petrovna's expression ; the pallor would speedily have disappeared from his face if he had been permitted to go out of doors more frequently. He studied tolerably well, although he frequently idled; he never wept; on the other hand, at times a fierce obsti- nacy came over him; then no one could do any- thing with him. Fedya loved none of the j^er- sons around him Woe to the heart which loves not in its youth ! Thus did Ivan Petrovitch find him, and with- out loss of time he set to work to apply his sys- tem to him. — " I want to make a man of him first of all, un Iwmme," — he said to Glafira Petrovna: — " and not only a man, but a Spartan." Ivan Petrovitch began the execution of his intention by dressing his son in Highland garb: the lad of twelve began to go about with bare knees, TO A NOBLEMAN'S NEST and with a cock's feather in his crush-cap; the Swede was superseded by a youn;^' SnnIss man, who had learned gymnastics to pcri'ection; music, as an occupation unwortiiy of a man, was han- islied forever; the natural sciences, international law, mathematics, the car])enter's trade after the advice of Jean-Jacques Rousseau, and heraldry, for the maintenance of knio-htly sentiments — these were the things wherewith the future " man " was to occupy himself; he was waked at four o'clock in the morning, was immediately drenched with cold water, and made to run around a tall pillar, at the end of a rope; he ate once a day, one dish, rode on horseback, practised firing a cross-bow; on every convenient opportunity he exercised his strength of will, after the model of his parent, and every evening he noted down in a special book an account of the past day and his impressions; and Ivan Petrovitch, on his side, wrote him precepts in French, in which he called him mon fits, and addressed him as vous. In Rus- sian Fedya called his father " thou," but he dared not sit down in his presence. The " system "' be- wildered the boy, introduced confusion into his head, squeezed it; but, on the other hand, the new mode of life acted beneficially on his health: at first he caught a fever, but soon recovered, and became a fine, dashing fellow. His father was proud of him, and called him, in his strange jar- ji-on: "A son of nature, iiiv i)roduct." When 71 A XOBT.EMAX'S XEST Fedya reached tlie age of sixteen, Ivan Petro- vitch reaarded it as iiis dutv to instil into liini be- times scorn for the fair sex, — and the youthful Spartan, with timidity in his soul, with the first down upon his lips, full of vigour, strength, and blood, attempted to appear indifferent, cold, and harsli. ^Meanwhile, time passed and passed. Ivan Pe- trovitch spent the greater part of the year at I^avriki (that was the name of his paternal es- tate), and in tlie winters he went alone to ]Mos- cow, stopped at an inn, diligently frequented the club, orated and set forth liis ])lans in drawing- rooms, and conducted himself more like an An- glomaniac, a grumbler, and a statesman than ever. But the year 1825 arrived, and brought \\ ith jt much woe.^ Ivan Petrovitch's intimate friends and acquaintances were subjected to se- vere trials. Ivan Petrovitch made haste to re- treat to his country estate, and locked himself up in his house. Another year elapsed, and Ivan Petrovitch suddenly grew feeble, weakened, de- clined, his health deserted him. A free-thinker — he took to going to church, and to ordering ser- vices of prayer; a European — he began to steam himself at the bath, to dine at two o'clock, to go to bed at nine, to fall asleep to the chatter of the aged butler; a statesman — he burned all his plans, all his correspondence, trembled before the gov- ' At tlic accession to the tlirone of Nicholas I. — Traxslator. 72 A NOBLKiMAN S XKST eriior, and fidgeted in the presence of the rural chief of i)()liee; a man with a will of iron-he whimpered and complained when an ahscess broke out on him, when he was sensed with a j)late of cold soiip. (xlafira I'etrovna again reigned over everything in the house; again clerks, village bailiffs, common peasants, began to creep through the back entrance to the " ill-tempered old hag," — that was what the house-servants called her. The change in Ivan I^etrovitch gave his son a great shock ; he was already in his nineteenth year, and had begun to reason and to free himself from the weight of the hand which oppressed him. He had noticed, even before this, a dis- crepancy between his father's words and deeds, between his broad and liberal theories and his harsh, petty despotism; but he had not anticipated such a sudden break. The inveterate egoist sud- denly revealed himself at full length. Young Lavretzky was getting ready to go to Moscow, to prepare himself for the university, — when an unforeseen, fresh calamity descended upon the head of Ivan Petroviteh: he became blind, and that hopelessly, in one day. Not trusting in the skill of Russian physicians, he began to take measures to obtain permission to go abroad. It was refused. Then he took his son with him, and for three whole years he roamed over Russia, from one doctor to anotiier, incessantly journeying from town to town and 73 A XORLKMAX S NEST driving the j)Iiy.sic'iajis, his son, his servants, to despair by his pusilhniiniity and impatience. He returned to I^avriki a perfect rag, a tearful and capricious child. Bitter days ensued, every one ciuhncd much at his hands. Ivan Petrovitcli cahned down only while he was eating his dinner; lie had never eaten so greedily, nor so much; all the rest of the time he never gave himself or others any peace. He prayed, grumbled at fate, railed at himself, reviled politics, his system, — re- viled everything which he had made his boast and upon which he had prided himself, everything which he had held up as an example for his son; he insisted that he believed in notliing, and then I)rayed again; he could not bear to be left alone for a single moment, and demanded from the members of his household, that they should sit uninterruptedly, day and night, beside his arm- chair, and amuse him with stories, which he in- cessantly interrupted with the exclamation: "You are inventing the whole of it — what trash ! " Glaf ira Petrovna had a particulai'ly hard time ; he positively could not get along without her — and to the end she comj)lie(l with all the invalid's whims, although sometimes she could not make up her mind on the instant to answer him, lest the sound of her voice should betray her inward ^^I•ath. In this mannev he lingered on two years, and died in the beginning of May, when he had been carried out upon the balcony, in the sunshine. 74 A NOBLKINJiVX S NEST " Glashka, Glashka! the bouillon, the bouillon, you old foo " lisped his stiffening tongue, and without finishing the last word, it became si- lent forever. Glafira I'etrovna, who had just snatched the cup of bouillon from the hands of the butler, stopped short, stared her brothei- in the face, crossed herself slowly and broadly, and wntlidrew in silence; and his son, who was present, said nothing, either, but leaned against the railing of the balcony, and gazed for a long time into the garden, all fragrant and verdant, all glittering in the rays of the golden sun of spring. He was twenty-three years old; how terribly, how im- perceptibly fast those three and twenty years had sped past! Life was opening before him. 75 XII After having buried his father, and entrusted to the ininiutable Glafira Fetrovna the management of the farming and the oversight over the clerks, young Lavretzky betook himself to ^Moscow, ^\•hitller he was drawn by an obscure but powerful sentiment. He recognised the defects of his edu- cation, and intended to repair omissions, so far as possible. During the last five years, he had read a great deal, and had seen some things ; many thoughts had been seething in his brain; any pro- fessor might have envied him some of his know- ledge, but, at the same time, he did not know mucli with which every gymnasium lad has long been familiar. The Anglomaniac had played his son an evil trick; his whimsical education had borne its fruits. For long years, he had abased himself before his father without a question ; but when, at last, he had divined him, the deed was done, the habits had become rooted. He did not know how to make acquaintance with people: at twenty-three years of age, with an indomitable thirst for love in his sliame-stricken heart, he did not dare to look a single woman in the eye. With liis clear, solid ])ut somewhat heavy sense, wuth 76 A NOBLEMAN'S NEST his inclination to stubl)ornness, conteni])latioii, and indolence, he ought, I'roni his earliest years, to have been cast into the whirlpool oi' life, l)Mt he had been ke^jt in an artificial isolation. . . . And now the charmed circle was broken, yet he continued to stand in one spot, locked up, ti<4hlly compressed in himself. It was ridiculous, at his age, to don a student's uniform: but he was not afraid of ridicule: his Spartan training had served its turn to this extent at least, that it had devel- oped in him scorn for other people's remarks, — and so, unabashed, he donned the uniform of a student. He entered the physico-mathematical department. Healthy, rosy-cheeked, with a well- grown beard, taciturn, he produced a strange im- pression upon his conn-ades; they did not suspect that in this surly man, who punctually drove to the lectures in a roomy country sledge and pair, there was concealed almost a child. He seemed to them some sort of wise pedant; they did not need him and did not seek his society, he avoided them. In the course of the first two years which he spent at the university, he came into close con- tact with ordy one student, from whom he took lessons in Latin. This student, Mikhalevitch by name, an enthusiast and a poet, sincerely loved Lavretzky, and quite innocently became the cause of an important change in his fate. One day, at the theatre (JNIotchaloiF was then at the height of his fame, and I^avretzky never 77 A NOBLEMAN'S NEST missed a performance), he* saw a young girl in a box of the bd-ctage, — and, although no woman ever passed his surly figure without causing his heart to (|ui\ei-. it never yet had beaten so vio- lently. With her elbows resting on the velvet of the box, the young girl sat motionless; alert, young life sparkled in every feature of her pretty, round, dark-skinned face; an elegant mind was expressed in the beautiful eyes which gazed at- tentivelv and softly from beneath slender brows, in the swift smile of her expressive lips, in the very attitude of her head, her arms, her neck; she was chai'mingly dressed. Beside her sat a wrin- kled, sallow woman, forty-five years of affe, with a toothless smile on her constrainedly-anxious and empty countenance, and in the depths of the box an elderly man was visible, wearing an ample coat and a tall neckcloth, w^ith an expression of feeble stateliness and a certain obsequious sus- picion in his little eyes, with dyed moustache and side-whiskers, an insignificant, huge forehead, and furrowed cheeks, — a retired General, by all the signs. Lavretzky could not take his eyes from the young girl who had startled him ; all at once, the door of the ])ox opened, and ^likhalevitch en- tered. The appearance of that man, almost his sole acquaintance in all Moscow, — his appearance in the company of the only young girl who had engrossed his whole attention, seemed to La- vretzky strange and significant. As he continued 78 A NOBLEMAN S NEST to gaze at the box, he iioliecd that all tlie persons in it treated JNlikhalevitch hke an old friend. The perforniaiiee on the stage ceased to intei-est Lavretzky; Motchalof!' himself, although that evening he was " in high feather," did not |)io- duce upon him the customary impression. In one very pathetic passage, Lavretzky involuntai-ily glanced at his beauty: she was bending her whole body forward, her cheeks were aflame; under the influence of his persistent gaze, her eyes, which were riveted on the stage, turned slowly, and rested upon him. . . . All night long, those eyes flitted before his vision. At last, the artificiall\- erected dam had given way: he trembled and burned, and on the following day he betook him- self to jMikhalevitch. From him he learned, thai the l^eauty's name was Varvara Pavlovna Ko- robyn; that the old man and woman who had sat with her in the box were her father and mother, and that he himself, Mikhalevitch, had made their acquaintance a year previously, during his stay in the suburbs of INIoscow, " on contract ser- vice " (as tutor) with Count N. The enthusiast expressed himself in the most laudatory manner concerning Varvara Pavlovna — " ^ly dear fel- low," he exclaimed, with the im])etuous harmony in his voice which Mas peculiar to him, — " that young girl is an amazing, a talented being, an artist in the genuine sense of the word, and ex- tremely amiable to boot." — Perceiving from I^a- 79 A XOHLEMAX S XEST vrttzky's (jucstion wliat an impression Varvara Pjivlovna liad produced u])on him, he himself pro- posed to introduce liim to her, adding that he was quite at liome in their house; that the General was not at all a proud man, and the mother was so stupid that she all but sucked a rag. Lavret- zky blushed, muttered something unintelligible, and fled. For five whole days he wrestled with his timidity; on the sixth day the young Spartan donned a new uniform, and placed himself at the disi)osition of ^Mikhalevitch, who being his own valet, confined liimself to brushing his hair, — and the two set out for the Korobvns'. 80 XIII The fatlier of Varvara Pavlovna, Pavel Petro- vitch Korobyu, INIajor-Cieneral on the retired list, had spent his whole life in Petersburg, in the service; had borne the reputation, in his youth, of being an accomplished dancer and officer of the line; found himself, owing to poverty, the adjutant of two or three ill-favoured Generals; married the daughter of one of them, receiv- ing twenty-five thousand rubles as her dowry; ac- quired, in its finest details, the love of drills and reviews; toiled, and toiled hard, for his liveli- hood, and at last, at the end of twenty years, at- tained to the rank of General, and received a regiment. It was time for him to rest, and with- out delay to establish his prosperity on a firm ba- sis; this was what he calculated on doing, but he managed the matter somewhat incautiously: he hit u23on a new method of putting the coin of the realm into circulation, — the method proved to be a capital one, but he did not get out in sea- son: a complaint was made against him; a more than unpleasant, an ugly scandal ensued. The (ieneral managed to wriggle out of the scandal, after a fashion, but his career was ruined: he was 81 A XOBLEMAX S NEST advised to resign. He hung about in Petersburg for a couple of years longer in the hope that some snug little place would get stranded on him: hut the place did not strand on him, and his daughter came out of the government school, and his expenses increased eveiy day. . . . Repress- ing his wiath, he decided to remove to INIoscow for the sake of economy, hired a tinv, low-roofed house on Old Stable Street, with a coat of arms a fathom tall on the roof, and began to live the life of a Moscow General on the retired list, spending 27.'50 rubles a year. JNIoscow is a hos- pitable town, glad to welcome everybody who comes along, and more particularly', Generals; Pavel Petrovitch's heavy figure, which yet was not lacking in military mien, speedily began to make its appearance in the best drawing-rooms of M()sco\N'. His bald nape, with tufts of dyed hair, and the dirty ribbon of the order of St. Anna on a neckcloth the hue of the raven's wing, began to be well known to all the easily bored and pallid young men who morosely hovered around the gambling-tables while dancing was in progress. Pavel Petrovitch understood how to ])lace himself in society; he talked little, but, by force of old habit, thiough his nose, — of course, not with indi- viduals l)elonging to the higher ranks; he played cards cautiously, at home he ate sparingly, but when visiting he ate for six. Concerning his wife, there is hardly anything to say: her name was 82 A xNOBLKMAN'S XKST Kalliopc Karluviui; a tear uozcd Iroin lur kit eye, by virtue of whicli Kalliope KarloMia (she was, moreover, of (ierinan extraction) regarded herself as a woniau of sentiment; slie hved in con- stant fear of something, never seemed to have had quite enougli to eat, and wore tight velvet gowns, a tur])an, and dull bracelets of hollow metal. Varvara Pavlovna, the only daughter of Pavel Petrovitch and Kalli6j)e Karlovna, had just passed her seventeenth birthday when she came out of the * * * Institute, where she had been considered, if not the greatest beauty, certaiidy the cleverest girl and the best musician, and where she had received the chiffrc;^ she was not yet nineteen when Lavretzkv beheld her for the iirst time. 1 In the Government Institutes for girls, the chief prize is the Empress's initial, in jewels. — Traxslator. 8S XIV TjiE legs of the Spartan gave way beneath hhn wlicn ]Mikhalevitoh conducted him into the rather shabbily furnished drawing-room of the Koro- l)yns, and presented him to the master and mis- tress of the house. But the feehng of timidity ^liich had taken possession of him promptly dis- appeared: in the (ieneral the kindliness of na- ture innate in all Russians was greatly increased by that special sort of courtesy which is peculiar to all besmirched people; the Generaless soon disappeared, somehow; as for Varvara Pavlovna, she was so calm and self-possessedly amiable, that anv one would immediately have felt himself at home in her presence; moreover, from the whole of her enchanting person, from her smiling eyes, from her innocently-sloping shoulders and faintly-rosy hands, from her light and, at the same time, rather languid gait, from the very sound of her voice, which was low and sweet, — there breathed forth an insinuating charm, as intangible as a delicate perfimie, a soft and as yet modest intoxication, something which it is diliicult to express in words, but which touched and excited, — and, of course, excited something which was not timidity. Lavretzky turned the 84 A NOBLEMAX'S XEST conversation on tlie theatre, on the perrorinanec of the preceding evening; she immechately hegan, herself, to sjjeak of ^NIotehalofF, and did not con- fine lierself merely to exclamations and sighs, l)iit uttered several just and femininelv-l)enetratin- another fifty years or more. La- vretzivy made the round of all the rooms, and, to the great discomfiture of the aged, languid flies, with white dust on their backs, who were sitting motionless under the lintels of the doors, he or- dered all the windows to be opened; no one had opened them since the death of Glafira Petrovna. Kvervtliing in the house remained as it had been: the small, si)indle-legged couches in the draw'ing- room, covered \\ ith glossy grey material, worn through and flattened down, vividly recalled the days of Katlierine II; in the drawnng-room, also, stood the mistress's favourite chair, with a tall, straight back, against wiiich, even in her old age, she had not leaned. On the principal wall hung an ancient portrait of Feodor's great-grand- father, iVndrei Lavretzky; the dark, sallow face was barely discernible against the war])ed and blackened background; tlie small, vicious eyes 114 A NOIU.K^IAX'S NEST gazed surlily from bcncatii pendent, swoIIlii lids; the blaek hair, devoid of powder, rose in a hrush over the heavy, deeply-seamed brow. On the corner of the portrait hung a wreath of (hisly immortelles. " Glafira Petrovna herself was pleased to weave it," announced Anton. In tlie bedchamber rose a narrow bed, under a tester of ancient, striped material, of very excellent quality; a mountain of faded pillows, and a thin quilted coverlet, lay on the bed, and by the head of the bed hung an image of the Presentation in the Temple of the All-Holy 15irthgiver of God, the very same image to which the old spinster, as she lay dying alone and forgotten by every one, had pressed for the last time, her lips which were already growing cold. The toilet-table, of inlaid wood with brass trimmings and a crooked mirror with tarnished gilding, stood by the window. Alongside the bedroom was the room for the holy pictures, a tiny cham- ber, with bare walls and a heavy shrine of images in the corner ; on the floor lay a small, threadbare rug, spotted with w^ax; Glafira Petrovna had been wont to make her prostrations upon it. Anton went off with Lavretzky's lackey to open the stable and carriage-house; in his stead, there presented herself an old woman, almost of the same age as he, with a kerchief bound round her head, down to her very brows; her head trembled, and her eyes gazed dully, but expressed zeal, and 115 A XOHLKMAN'S XEST 11 long-cstahlishcd liabit of serving with assiduity, and, at the same time, a certain respectful com- miseration. She kissed Lavretzky's liand, and })aused at the door, in anticipation of orders. He positi\ely was unable to recall her name; he could not even remember whether he had ever seen her. It turned out tliat her name was Apraxyeya; ff)rty years before, that same Glafira Petrovna had banished her from the manor-house service, and had ordered her to attend to the fowls; how- ever, she said Httle, — as though she had outlived her mind, — and only looked on cringingly. In addition to tliese two old people, and three pot- bellied brats in long shirts, Anton's great-grand- children, there dwelt in tlie service-rooms of the manor a one-armed little old peasant, who was exem])t fi'(^m compulsory service; he made a drumming noise like a woodcock when he spoke, and was not capable of doing anything. Not much more iiseful than he was the decrepit dog, who had welcomed Lavretzky's home-coming with his bark: it liad already been fastened up for ten years with a heavy chain, bought by order of Glafira Petrovna, and was barely in a condition to move and drag its burden. After inspecting the house, Lavretzky went out into the park, and was satisfied with it. It was all overgrown M'ith tall grass, burdock, and gooseberry and rasp- ])erry bushes; but there was much shade in it: tliere were many old linden-trees, which surprised llC) A NOBLE^FAX'S XKS T the beholder by their liuge si/c and tlu- strange arrangement of tlieir ])ran('lie.s; they had btiri too closely planted, and at some time or otbrr a hundred years before — had l)een pollaided. Tlie park ended in a small, clear pond, with a liin of tall, reddish reeds. The traces of human hie fade awav very nuicklv: Glafira Petnn na\s farm had not succeeded in running wild, ])ut it already seemed plunged in that tranquil dream where- with everything on earth doth dream, where the restless infection of people does not exist. Feo- dor Ivanitch also strolled through the village; tlie women stared at him from the thresholds of tlieir cottages, each with her cheek propped on one hand; the peasant men saluted liim from afar; the children ran away; the dogs barked indifferently. At last he felt hungry, but he did not expect his servants and cook until toward evening; the cart with provisions from I^avriki had not yet arrived, — he was compelled to appeal to Anton. ^Vnton immediately arranged matters: he cauglit an old hen, cut its throat, and plucked it; Apraxyeya rubbed and scrubbed it for a long time, and washed it, like linen, before she placed it in the stew-pan; when, at last, it ^vas cooked, ^Vnton ])nl on the table-cloth and set the table, ]daced in front of the plate a blackened salt-cellar of plated ware on three feet, and a small faceted carafe with a round glass stopper and a narrow neck; then he announced to T.avretzky, in a chanting 117 A XOBl.EMAX S NEST voice, that the meal was ready, — and took up his post behind his eliair, having wound a napkin around his right fist, and disseminating some strong, ancient odour, which resembled the odour of cypress wood. I^avretzky tasted the soup, and came u])on the hen; its skin was all covered with big pimples, a thick tendon ran down each leg, its flesh had a flavour of charcoal and lye. When he had finished his dinner, Lavretzky said that he would like some tea, if " This very moment, sir, I will serve it, sir," — interrupted the old man, —and he kept his promise. A pinch of tea was hunted up, wrapped in a scrap of red paper, a small but very mettlesome and noisy samovar was searched out, also sugar, in very tiny bits, that seemed to have been melted around the edges. Lavretzky drank his tea out of a large cup; he remembered that cup in his childhood: playing- cards were depicted on it, only visitors drank out of it, — and he now drank out of it, like a visitor. Toward evening, his servants arrived; La- ^■retzky did not wish to sleep in his aunt's bed; he gave orders that a bed should be made up for him in the dining-room. Extinguishing the candle, he stared about him for a long time, and meditated on cheerless thoughts; he experienced the sensation familiar to every man wdio chances to })ass the night, for the first time, in a place which has long been uninhabited; it seemed to him that the darkness which surrounded him on 118 A XOHLKMAX'S XKST all sides could not accustom itscll" to the new in- habitant, that the very walls of the house were waxing indignant. At last he sighed, drew the coverlet up over him, and fell asleep. i\nton i-c- mained afoot longer than the rest; foi- a long- time he whispered with Apraxyeya, groaned in a low tone, and crossed himself a couple of* limes. Neither of them expected tliat the niaster would settle down among them at Vasilie\sk()e. when, near at hand, he owned such a magnificent estate, with a capitally-organised manor-house; they did not even susj^ect that it was precisely that manor- house which was repugnant to Lavretzky: it evoked in him oppressive memories. After hav- ing whispered his fill, Anton took his staff', and beat upon tlie board at the store-house which had long been hanging silent,^ and immediately lay down for a nap in the yard, without covering up his grey head with anything. The May night was tranquil and caressing — and the old man slumbered sweetly. ^ It is the duty of tlic iiirAX S NEST heart," said Anton to a little ^irl of two years, whom he was dandljn^- in his arms. " Feteh some kvas," repeats the same female ^•()ice, — and all at once a deatlilike silenee ensues; iiolhiuii' makes any noise, nothing stirs; the hree/e does not flutter a leaf; the swallows dart alonn- near the ground, one after the other, without a ery, and sadness descends upon the soul from their silent flight. — " Here I am, sunk down to the hottom of the river," Lavret/ky says to himself again. — " And life is at all times tranquil, leisurely here," he thinks: — "whoever enters its cirele must he- come submissive: here there is nothing to agitate one's self about, nothing to disturb; here success awaits only him who lays out his path without haste, as the husbandman lavs the furrow with his plough." And what strength there is all around, what health there is in this inactive calm! Yonder now, under the window, a sturdy burdock is making its way out from among the thick grass; above it, the lovage is stretching forth its succu- lent stalk, the Virgin's-tears ' toss still higher their rosv tendrils; and vonder, further away, in the fields, the rye is gleaming, and the oats are beginning to shoot up their stalks, and every leaf on every tree, every blade of grass on its stalk, spreads itself out to its fullest extent. " My best years have been spent on the love of a woman," *This plant bears round seed-pods of mottled-prey, whioh an- often used to make very pretty rosaries.— Tuaxsivtuh. 121 A XOBI.EMAX'S XEST l^iiMvtzky pursued his meditations: — "may the irk son HI less here sober me, may it soothe me, pre- })are ine so that 1 may understand how to do my work without haste "; and a^j^ain lie began to lend an ear to the silence, expecting nothing, — and, at the same time, as it were incessantly expecting sometliing: tlie silence enfolds him on all sides, the sun glides (juietly across the calm blue sky, a cloud Moats gently in its wake; it seems as though tliev know wliitlier and whv thev are floating. At that same moment, in other spots on earth, life was seething, bustling, roaring; here the same life was flowing on inaudibly, like water amid marsh-grass; and until the very evening, Lavretzky could not tear himself from the con- templation of that life fleeting, flowing onward; grief for the past melted in his soul like snows of spi'ingtime, — and, strange to say! — never had the feeling of his native land been so deep and strong within him. 122 XXI In the course of a fortnight, Feodor Ivjuiitcli hrought Glafira Petrovna's httle liouse into or- der; cleaned up the yard, the garden; conif()rtal)le furniture was brought to him from Layriki, wine, books, newspapers from the town; horses made their appearance in the stables; in a word, Feodor Ivanitch provided himself with everytliing that was necessary and began to live — not exactly like a country squire, nor yet exactly like a re- cluse. His days passed monotonously, but he was not bored, although he saw no one; he occupied himself diligently and attentively witli tlie farm- ing operations, he rode about the neighbourliood on horseback, he read. He read but little, how- ever: it was more agreeable for him to listen to the tales of old Anton. As a rule, Lavretzky would seat himself with a pipe of tobacco and a cup of cold tea near the window; Anton would stand near the door, with his hands clasped beliind him, and begin his leisurely stories of olden times, — of those fabulous times — when tlie oats and barley were sold not by measures ])ut ])y liuge sacks, at two or three kopeks the sack; when in all directions, even close to tlic town, stretched iiii- 1 '2H A XOBLKMAX S NEST penetrable forests, untouched steppes. " And no^^ ."' \vailed the old man, who was already over eighty years of age: — "they have felled and ])loughed up everything until there is no place to drive through." Anton, also, related many things concerning his mistress Glafira Petrovna: how sagacious and economical she had been ; liow a certain gentleman, a youthful neighbour, had attempted to gain her good-will, had taken to calling frequently, — and how she had been pleased, for his benefit, even to don her cap with rose-purple ribbons, and her yellow gown of tru- tru levantine ; but how, later on, having flown into a rage with her neighbour, on account of the unseemly question: "What might your capital amount to, madam?" she had given orders that he should not be admitted, and how she had then commanded, that everything, down to the very smallest scrap, should be given to Feodor Ivanitch after her death. And, in fact, Lavretzky found all his aunt's effects intact, not excepting the festival cap, with the rose-purple ribbons, and the gown of yellow tru-tru levantine. The ancient pa}:)ers and curious documents, which Lavretzky had counted upon, proved not to exist, with the exception of one tattered little old book, in which his grandfather, Piotr Andreitch, had jotted down, now—" Celebration in the city of Saint Petersburg of the peace concluded with the Turk- ish Empire by his Illustriousness Prince Alexan- 124 A NOBI.KMAX S XKS T tier Alexiindrovitc'li Prozomvsky " ; now a recipe for a decoction for the chest, with the comment: " This instrnction was given to Cieneraless Pras- kovya Feodorovna Saltykoff, by Feodor A\ ksen- tievitch, Arclipriest of the Chnrch of tin Life- giving Trinity"; again, some item ol" pohtieal news, like the following: "In the ' Mo.scorv News/ it is annonnced that Premier-Major Mi- khail Petrovitch Kolytcheff" has died. Was not he the son of Piotr Vasilievitch Kolytehelfr' Lavretzky also fonnd several ancient calendars and dream-books, and the mystical works of Mr. Ambodik; many memories were awakened in him by the long-forgotten but famiUar " Symbols and Emblems." In Glafira Petrovna's toilet- table Lavretzky found a small packet, tied with black ribbon, and sealed with black wax, thrust into the remotest recesses of the drawer. In the packet, face to face, lay a pastel portrait of his father in his youth, with soft curls tumbling over his brow, with long, languid eyes, and mouth half opened, — and the almost effaced portrait of a pale w^oman in a white gown, with a A\hite rose in her hand, — his mother. Glafira Petrovna liad never permitted her own portrait to be made. — "Dear little father Feodor Ivaniteh." -Anton was wont to say to Lavretzky: — " althougli I did not then have my residence in the manor-house of the masters, yet T remember your great-grand- father, Andrei Afaiuisievitch, — that T do: I was 12.5 A XOBLKMxVN'S NEST (.ightceii years of age when lie died. Once I met liini in the garden, — my very hamstrings shook; hut he chd nothing, only inquired my name, — and sent me to his chamher for a pocket-handker- chief. He was a real gentleman, there 's no gain- saying that, — and he recognised no superior over him. For I must inform you, that your great- grandfather had a wonderful amulet, — a monk from Mount Athos gave him that amulet. And that monk said to him : ' I give thee this for thine airabililv, Bovarin; wear it^ — and fear not fate.' AW'll, and of course, dear little father, you know, ^^hat sort of times those were; what the master took a notion to do, that he did. Once in a while, some one, even one of the gentry, would take it into his head to thwart him; but no sooner did he look at him, than he would say : ' You 're sailing in shoal water ' — that was his favourite expression. And he lived, your great-grandfather of blessed memory, in a tiny wooden mansion; but what property he left be- hind him, what silver, and all sorts of supplies, — all the cellars were filled to the brim ! He was a master. That little carafe, which you were pleased to praise, — belonged to him: he drank vodka from it. And then your grandfather, Piotr Ivanitch, built himself a stone mansion; but he acquired no property; with him ever\i:hing went at sixes and sevens ; and he lived worse than his papa, and got no pleasiu'e for himself, — but 126 A NOBLEMAN'S NEST wasted all the money, and tliere was none to pay for requiems for his soul; he left not even a silver spoon behind him, so jt was Ineky that (ilaffra Petrovna brought things into order." " And is it true," — Lavretzky interrupted him, — " that slie was called an ill-tempered old hag? " "Why, surely, some did call her that!" — re- turned iVnton, in displeasure. " Well, little father," — the old man one day summoned the courage to ask ; — " and how about our young mistress; where is she pleased to have her residence? " " I have separated from my wife," — said La- vretzky, with an effort: — " please do not inquire about her." " I obey, sir,"— replied the old man, sadly. After the lapse of three weeks, Lavretzky rode into O * * * on horseback, to the Kalitins', and passed the evening with them. I^emm was there ; I^avretzky conceived a great liking for him. Al- though, thanks to his father, he did not play on any instrument, yet he was passionately fond of music, — intelligent, classical music. Pansliin was not at the Kalitins' that evening. The Governor had sent him off somewhere, out of town. Liza played alone, and with great precision; liCmm grew animated, excited, rolled a piece of paper into a baton, and beat time. Marya Dmitrievna iaughed, at first, as she watclied him. and then 127 A XOBLE:\rAX'S XEST went off to bed; as she said, Beethoven was too agitating for her nerves. At midnight, La- vretzky escorted Lemm to his lodgings, and sat with him until three o'clock jn the morning. Lemm talked a great deal; his bent shoulders straightened up, his eyes opened widely and sparkled; his ver}' hair stood upright above his brow. It was such a very long time since any one had taken an interest in him, but Lavretzky evidently did take an interest, and interrogated him solicitously and attentively. This touched the old man ; he ended by showing his visitor his music, he even played and sang to him, with his ghost of a voice, several selections from his com- positions, — among others, the whole of Schiller's ballad " Fridolin," which he had set to music. Lavretzky lauded it, made him repeat portions of it, and invited him to visit him for a few days. Lemm, who was escorting him to the street, im- mediately accepted, and shook his hand warmly; but when he was left alone, in the cool, damp air of the day which was just beginning to dawn, he glanced around him, screwed up his eyes, writhed, and went softlv to his tinv chamber, like a guilty creature: " Icli bin wohl nicht klug " (I 'm not in my riglit mind), — he muttered, as he lay down on his hard, short bed. He tried to assert that he was ill when, a few days later, T^a- vretzkv came for him in a calash; but Feodor Ivanitch went to him, in his room, and persuaded 128 A NOBI.EIMAN'S XKST him. The circimistant'c which ()j)tralc(l most powerfully of all on Lemm was, thai Lavretzky had ordered a piano to be sent to iiis eoi in try- house f I'om the town : a piano for his — Lemm's — use. Together they went to the Kalitins', and spent the evening, but not so agreea})ly as on the former occasion. Panshin Mas there, had a great deal to narrate about his journey, and very amus- ingly mimicked and illustrated in action the coun- try squires he had seen; Lavretzky laughed, })ut Lemm did not emerge from his corner, main- tained silence, quietly quivered all ovei- like a spider, looked glum and dull, and grew animated only when Lavretzky began to take his leave. Even when he was seated in the calash, the old man continued to be shy and to fidget; but the quiet, warm air, the light breeze, the delicate shadows, the perfume of the grass, of the birch buds, the peaceful gleam of the starry, moonless heaven, the energetic hoof -beats and snorting of the horses, all the charms of the road, of s])ring, of night, — descended into the heart of the i)0()r German, and he himself was the first to address Lavretzky. 129 XXII He began to talk of music, of Liza, then again of music. He seemed, somehov/, to utter his words more slowly when he spoke of Liza. La- vretzky turned the conversation on his composi- tions, and, half in jest, proposed to write a libretto for him. " H'm, a libretto!" — rejoined Lemm: — "no, that is beyond me : I liave not that animation, that phiy of fancy, which is indispensable for an opera ; I have already lost my powers But if I could still do something, — I would be satis- fied with a romance ; of course, I should like some good words. . . ." He relapsed into silence, and sat for a long time motionless, with his eyes raised heavenward. " For example," he said at last: — " something of this sort : ' Ye stars, O ye pure stars ' ? " . . . La\'retzky turned his face slightlj^ toward him and began to stare at liim. " ' Ye stars, ye pure stars,' " — repeated Lemm. . . . " ' Ye gaze alike upon the just and upon the guiltv .... but onlv the innocent of heart,' — or something of that sort . . . ' understand you,' that is to say, no, — ' love you.' However, I am 130 A NOBLEMAN'S XEST not a poet . . how should 1 ht* ! But soiiKtliini^ ii- that style, something- lofty." Lemm pushed his hat hack on the nape of his neck; in the delicate gloom of the linht Flight, his face seemed whiter and more youthlul. And ye also,' " — he went on, with a voice which gradually grew quieter: — " ' ye know who loves, who knows how to love, for ye are pure, ye, alone, can comfort.' . . . Xo, that 's not right yet! I am not a poet,"— he said: — "hut something of that sort. . . ." " I regret that I am not a poet," — remarked LavretzkJ^ " Empty visions!" retorted Lemm, and liuddlcd in the corner of the calash. He closed his eyes, as though preparing to go to sleep. Several moments elapsed. . . . Lavretzky lis- tened. . . . " ' Stars, pure stars, love,' " — the old man was whispering. " Love," — Lavretzky repeated to himself, })e- came thoughtful, and Jiis soul grew heavy within him. " You have written some very heautiful music for ' Fridolin,' Christofor Feodoritch," — he said aloud: — " and what think you; did that Fridolin, after the Count had led him to his wife, hecome her lover — hey? " " That is what you think," — returned Lemm: " hecause, prohahly, experience . . . . " He sud- denly fell silent, and turned away in confusion, 131 A NOBLEMAN'S NEST Lavretzky laughed in a constrained way, turned away also, and began to stare along the road. The stars had already begun to pale, and the sky was grey, \\hen the calash rolled up to the porch of the little house at Vasilievskoe. La- vretzky conducted his guest to the chamber which had been assigned to him, returned to his study, and sat down by the window. In the park, a nightingale was singing its last lay before the dawn. I^avretzky remembered that a nightingale had been singing in the Kalitins' garden also; he recalled, too, the tranquil movement of Liza's eyes when, at the first sounds of it, they had turned toward the dark window. He began to think of her, and his heart grew calm within him. " Pure little star," — he said to himself, in a low tone: — " pure stars," — he added, with a smile, and calmly lay down to sleep. But Lemm sat, for a long time, on his bed, with a book of music-paper on his knees. It seemed as though a strange, sweet melody were about to visit him: he was already burning and growing agitated, he already felt the lassitude and sweetness of its approach . . . but it did not come. " I am not a poet, and not a musician! " — he whispered at last And his weary head sank back heavily on the pillow. 132 XXIII On the following morning, host and guest drank tea in the garden, under an ancient linden-tree. "JSIaestro!" — said I.avretsky, among other things: — "you will soon have to compose a tri- umphal cantata." " On what occasion? " " On the occasion of the marriage of JNlr. Panshin to Liza. Did you notice how he was paying court to her last evening? It seems as though everything were going smoothly witli them." " That shall not be! " exclaimed Lemm. "Why not?" " Because it is impossible. However," — he added, after a pause: — "everything is possible in this world. Especially here, with you, in Russia." " Let us leave Russia out of the question for the present; but what evil do you see in that mar- riage ? " All is evil, all. Lizaveta IVIikhaflovna is an upright, serious maiden, with exalted senti- ments, — but he he is a di-let-tante, in one word." 133 A NOBLEMAN'S NEST " But surely she loves him? " Lenmi rose from the bench. " No, she does not love him, that is to say, she is very pure in heart, and does not know herself what ' love ' means. INIadam von Kalitin tells lier, that he is a nice young man, and she listens to ^Nladam von Kalitin, because she is still a perfect child, although she is nineteen years of age: she says her prayers in the morning, she says her prajxrs in the evening, — and that is very praiseworthy; but she does not love him. She can love only the fine, but he is not fine; that is, his soul is not fine." Lemm uttered this whole speech coherently and with fervour, pacing back and forth, with short strides, in front of the tea-table, and with his eyes flitting over the ground. "My dearest ^Maestro!" — exclaimed Lavret- zky all at once: — " it strikes me, that you are in love with my cousin yourself." Lemm came to a sudden halt. " Please," — he began in an uncertain voice: — " do not jest thus with me. I am not a lunatic." Lavretzky felt sorr}?^ for the old man; he en- treated his forgiveness. After tea, Lemm played him his cantata, and at dinner, being instigated thereto by Lavretzky himself, he again began to talk about Liza. Lavretzky lis- tened to him with attention and curiosity. " What think vou, Christofor Feodoritch," — 134 A NOBTvEMAN'S XKST he said at last — " everytliiiio- appears to be in order with us now, the garden is in full bloom. .... Shall not we invite her here for tlie day, together with her mother and my old aunt, — hey? Wovdd that be agreeable to j'^ou? " Lemm bent his head over his ])late. " Invite her," — he said, almost inaudibly. " And Panshin need not be asked? " " He need not," — replied the old man, with a half -childlike smile. Two days later, Feodor Ivaniteh set out for the town, to the Kalitins. 135 XXIV He found them all at home, but he did not im- mediately announce to them his intention: he wished, first, to have a talk alone with Liza. Chance aided him: they were left alone together in the drawing-room. They fell into conversa- tion: she had succeeded in getting used to him, — - and, in general, she was not shy of any one. He listened to her, looked her straight in the face, and mentally repeated Lemm's words, and agreed with him. It sometimes happens, that two persons who are already acquainted, but not intimate, suddenly and swiftly draw near to each other in the course of a few minutes, — and the consciousness of this approach is immediately re- flected in their glances, in their friendly, quiet smiles, in their very movements. Precisely this is what took place with Lavretzky and Liza. " So that 's what he is like," she thought, gazing caressingly at him; "so that's what thou art like," he said to himself also. And therefore, he was not greatly surprised when she, not with- out a slight hesitation, however, announced to him, that she had long had it in her heart to say something to him, but liad been afraid of annoy- ing him. 13r. A X()HLKMAX\S XKST "Have no fear; speak out," — he said, and halted in front of her. Liza raised her elear eyes to his. " You are so kind," — she began, and, at the same time, she said to herself: — " ' yes, he reallv is kind ' . . . you will pardon me, })ut 1 oughl not to speak of this to you .... hut how eould you . . . why did you separate from your ^^•ife? " Lavretzky shuddered, glanced at Liza, and seated himself beside her. " My child," he began, — " please do not toucli that wound ; your hands are tender, but neverthe- less I shall suffer pain." " I know," — went on Liza, as though she had not heard him: — " she is culpable toward you, 1 do not wish to defend her; but how is it possible to put asunder that which God has joined to- gether? " " Our convictions on that point are too dis- similar, Lizaveta jNIikhailovna," — said Lavret- zky, rather sharply; — "we shall not understand each other." Liza turned pale; her whole body quivered slightly ; but she did not hold her peace. "You ought to forgive," — she said softly: — " if you wisli to be forgiven." "Forgive!" — Lavretzky caught her up: — " Ought not you first to know for whom you are pleading? Forgive that woman, take her back into my house,— her,— tliat empty, heartless crea- 137 A XOBLEMxVN'S NEST til re! And who has told you, tliat she M'ishes to return to me^ Good heavens, she is entirely sat- isfied with lier position But wliat is the use of talkin<>- ahout it! Her name ought not to be uttered by you. Vou are t(w pure, you are not even in a position to understand what sort of a being she is." " Why vihfy her? " — said Eiza, Avitli an effort. Tlie trenibhng of lier hands became visible. " It was you yourself who abandoned her, Feodor Ivaniteh." " But I tell vou," — retorted Lavretzkv, with an involuntary outburst of impatience: — "that you do not know what sort of a creature she is! " " Then why did you marry her? " — whispered Liza, and dropped her eyes. Lavretzkv sprang up hastily from his seat. " Why did 1 marry? I was young and inex- perienced then; I was deceived, I w^as carried away by a beautiful exterior. 1 did not know women, I did not know anything. God grant that you may make a happier marriage! But, be- lieve me, it is impossible to vouch for anything." " And I may be just as unhappy," — said Liza (her voice began to break) : " but, in that case, I must submit; I do not know how to talk, but if we do not submit . . ." Lavretzkv clenched liis fists and stamped his foot. 138 A NOBLEMAN'S NEST "Be not angry; forgive nie! " — ejaculated Liza, hastily. At that moment, IVIarya Dniitrievna entered. Liza rose, and started to leave the room. " Stop! " — Lavretzky unexpectedly called after her. " I have a great favour to ask of your mother and of you: make me a visit to celehrate my new home. You know, I have set up a ])iano; Lemm is staying with me; the lilacs are now in bloom; you will get a breath of the country air, and can return the same day, — do you accept? " Liza glanced at her mother, and ISIarya Dnii- trievna assumed an air of suffering, but Lavret- zky, without giving her a chance to open her mouth, instantly kissed both her hands. Marya Dmitrievna, who was always susceptible to en- dearments, and had not expected such amiability from " the dolt," was touched to the soul, and consented. While she was considering what day to appoint, Lavretzky approached I^iza, and, still greatly agitated, furtively whispered to her: " Thank you, you are a good girl, I am to blame." .... And her pale face flushed crimson with a cheerful — bashful smile; her eyes also smiled, — up to that moment, she had been* afraid that she had oiFended him. "May Vladimir Nikohiiteh go with us?" — asked Marya Dmi'trie\'na. " Certainly," — responded Lavretzky: — " but 139 A NOBLEMAX'S XEST would it not be better if we confined ourselves to our own family circle?" " Yes, certainly, but you see . . . ." Marj^-a Dinitrievna began. " However, as you like," sbe added. It was decided to take Lyenotcbka and Scbu- rotcbka. Marfa Tiniofeevna declined to make the iournev. " It is too hard for me, my dear," — she said, — "my old bones ache: and I am sure there is no j^lace at yoiu* house where I can spend the night ; and I cannot sleep in a strange bed. Let these young people do the gallivanting." Lavretzky did not succeed in being alone again with I^iza; but he looked at her in such a way, that she felt at ease, and rather ashamed, and sorry for him. On taking leave of her, he pressed her hand warmly; when she was left alone, she fell into thought. 140 XXV When Lavretzky reached home, he was met on the thresliold of the drawing-room hy a tall, thin man, in a threadbare bine coat, with frowzy grey side-whiskers, a long, straight nose, and small, inflamed eyes. This was :Mikhalevitch, his former comrade at the university. Lavretzky did not recognise him at fii-st, but embraced him warmly as soon as he mentioned his name. They had not seen each other since the ^loscow days. There was a shower of exclamations, of ques- tions; long-smothered memories came forth into the Hght of day. Hurriedly smoking pipe after pij)e, drinking down tea in gulps, and floui*- ishing his long arms, JNIikhalevitch narrated his adventures to Lavretzky; there was nothing very cheerful about them, he could not boast of success in his enterprises, — but he laughed incessantly, with a hoarse, nervous laugli. A month pre- viously, he had obtained a situation in the private counting-house of a wealthy distiller, about three hundred versts from the town of Q * * *, and, on learning of Lavretzky's return from abroad, he had turned aside from his road, in order to see 141 A NOBLEMAN'S NEST his old friend. ]Mikhalevitch talked as abruptly as in his younger days, was as noisy and effer- vescent as ever. Lavretzky was about to allude to his circumstances, but ]Mikhalevitch inter- rupted him, hastily muttering: "I've heard, brother, I 've heard about it, — who could have anticipated it?" — and immediately turned the conversation into the region of general com- ments. "I, })rother," — he said: — "must leave thee to-morrow; to-day, thou must excuse me — we will go to bed late — I positively must find out what are thy opinions, convictions, what sort of a person thou hast become, what life has taught thee." (Mikhalevitch still retained the phrase- ology of the '30s. ) " So far as I myself am con- cerned, I have changed in many respects, bro- ther: the billows of life have fallen upon my breast,— who the dickens was it that said that? — although, in imj)ortant, essential points, I have not changed; I believe, as of yore, in the good, in the truth; but I not only believe, — I am now a believer, yes — I am a believer, a religious be- liever. Hearken, thou knowest that I write verses; there is no poetry in them, but there is truth. I will recite to thee my last piece: in it I have given expression to my most sincere convic- tions. Listen." — IMiklialevitch began to recite a poem; it was rather long, and wound up with the following lines: 142 A NOBLEMAN'S NEST "To new feeling- I liuve suit; lulered nivsili" uith all my heart, I have become like a child in soul : And I have burned all that I worshipped. I have worshipped all that I burned." As he declaimed these last two lines, Miklia- levitch was on the verge of tears; slight convul- sive twitchings, the signs of deep feeling — flitted across his broad lips, his ugly face lighted up. Lavretzky listened and listened to him; tlie spii'it of contradiction began to stir within him: the ever-ready, incessantly-seething enthusiasm of the Moscow student irritated liim. A (luarttr of an hour had not elapsed, before a dispute flared up between them, one of those intermina- ble disputes, of which only Russians are capable. After a separation of many years' duration, spent in two widely-different spheres, under- standing clearly neither other people's thoughts nor their own, — cavilling at words and retorting with mere words, they argued about the most ab- stract subjects, — and argued as though it were a matter of life and death to both of them : they shouted and yelled so, that all the people in the house took fright, and poor Lemm, who, from the moment of JMikhalevitch's arrival, had locked himself up in his room, became bewildered, and began, in a confused way, to be afraid. "But what art thou after this? disillusioned? " 143 A XORLEMxVX'S NEST ■ — shouted iSIiklialevitdi at one o'clock in the iiiorniiig-. " Arc tlicrc any such chsiUusioncd people? " — retorted Lavretzky: — " they are all poor and ill, — and I '11 pick thee up with one hand, sliall I? " " Well, if not a (lisUlusioned man, then a scep- tuik, and that is still worse." (Mikhalevitch's pronunciation still smacked of his native Little Russia.) "And what right hast thou to be a sceptic? Thou hast had bad luck in life, granted; tliat was no fault of thine: thou wert born with a passionate, loving soul, and thou wert forcibly kej^t away from women: the first \\'oman that came in thv wav was bound to deceive thee." " And she did deceive me," — remarked La- vretzky, gloomily. " Granted, granted ; 1 was the instrument of fate there, — "but what nonsense am I talking? — there 's no fate about it ; it 's merely an old habit of expressing myself inaccurately. But what does that prove? " " It proves, that they dislocated me in my childhood." " But set thy joints! to that end thou art a liuman being, a man ; thou hast no need to borrow energy! But, at any rate, is it possible, is it per- missible, to erect a private fact, so to speak, into a general law, into an immutable law? " "Where is the rule?" — interrupted Lavret- zky, — " I do not admit . . ." 144 A NOBLEMAN'S XEST " Yes, it is tliy rule, tliy rule," Mikhalevitch interrupted him in his turn. . . . "Thou art an egoist, that's what thou art!" — he thundered, an hour later: -" thou hasl de- sired thine own personal enjoyment, thou hast desired happiness in life, thou hast desired to live for thyself alone. ..." " What dost thou mean hy personal enjoy- ment?" "And everything has deeeived thee; every- thing has crumhled awav heneath thv feet." "What is personal enjoyment, — I ask thee?" " And it was bound to crumble. For thou hast sought support where it was not to be found, for thou hast built thy house on a (|uieksand. . ." " Speak more plainly, without metaphors, be- cause I do not understand thee." " Because,- — laugh if it pleases thee, — because there is no faith in thee, no warmth of heart; mind, merely a farthing mind; thou art sim])ly a pitiful, lagging Voltairian — that 's what thou art! " " Who — I am a Voltairian ? " " Yes, just the same sort as thy father was, and dost not suspect it thyself." " After that,"— cried Eavretzky,— " I have a right to say that thou art a i'anatie! " "Alas'." — returned Mikhaieviteh, with contri- tion:— " unha])pily, as yet I have in no way earned so lofty an appellation. . ." 145 A XOBLEMAX S NEST " Now 1 have di.sco^•ered what to call thee," — ■ shouted this same Miklialevitch, at three o'clock ill the morning; — " thou art not a sceptic, not a disillusioned man, not a Voltairian, — thou art a triHer, and thou art an evil-minded trifler, a con- scious trifler, not an ingenuous trifler. Ingenuous triflers lie around on the oven and do nothing, hecause they do not know how to do anything; and they think of nothing. But thou art a thinking man, — and thou liest around; thou mightest do something — and thou dost nothing; thou liest with thy well-fed belly upward and sayest: ' It is proper to lie thus, because every- tliing that men do is nonsense, and twaddle which leads to nothing.' " " But what makes thee tliink that I trifle," — insisted Lavretzky: — "why dost thou assume such thoughts on my part? " " And more than that, all of you, all the people of your sort," — pursued the obstreperous JNIikha- levitch : — " are erudite triflers. You know on what foot the German limps, you .know what is bad about the English and the French, — and your knowledge comes to your assistance, justifies your shameful laziness, your disgusting inactivity. Some men will even pride themselves, and say, ' What a clever fellow I am! — 1 lie around, but the others, the fools, bustle about.' Yes!— And there are such gentlemen among us, — I am not saying this with reference to thee, however,—- 146 A N015LKMAX\S XEST who puss their whole hves in a sort of stupor of tedium, grow accustomed to it, sit in it hke .... hke a mushroom in soui- cream," Mikhalevitch caught himself up, and hurst out laughing at his own comparison. — " Oli, lluit stupor of techuni is the ruin of the Russians! The repulsive Irilkr, all his life long, is getting ready to work " " Come, what art thou calling names for? " — roared T>avrctzky, in his turn. — " Work . . . act . . . Tell me, rather, \\'hat to do, hut don't call names, j^ou Poltava Demosthenes! " " Just see what a freak he has taken! 1 '11 not tell thee that, brother; every one must know that himself," retorted Demosthenes, ironically. — " A landed proprietor, a nobleman — and he does n't know what to do! Thou hast no faith, or thou wouldst know; thou hast no faith — and there is no revelation." " Give me a rest, at any rate, you devil: give me a chance to look around me," — entreated Lavretzky. "Not a minute, not a second of respite!" — retorted iMikhalevitch, with an imperious gestuie of the hand. — "Not one second! — Death does not wait, and life ought not to wait." . . . " And when, where did men get the idea of becoming triflers? " — he shouted, at four o'clock in the morning, but his voice had now begun to be rather hoarse: "among us! now! in Knssia! when on every separate individual a tluty, a great 147 A NOBLEMAN'S NEST ohliiiatioii is incumbent toward God, toward the nation, toward himself! We are sleeping, but time is passing on; we are sleeping. . . ." " Permit me to observe to thee," — said La- vretzky, — " that we are not sleeping at all, now, but are, rather, preventing others from sleeping. We are cracking our throats like cocks. Hark, is n't that tlie third cock-crow? " « This sally disconcerted and calmed down ^likhalevitcli. " Farewell until to-morrow,"^ — he said, with a smile, — and thrust his pipe into his tobacco-pouch. " Farewell until to-morrow," repeated I^avretzky. But the friends conversed for an hour longer. However, their voices were no longer raised, and their speeches were quiet, sad, and kind. jNIikhalevitch departed on the following day, in spite of all Tjavretzky's efforts to detain him. Feodor Ivanitch did not succeed in persuading liim to remain; but he talked with him to his heart's content. It came out, that ]Mikhalevitch had not a penny in the world. Already, on the preceding evening, I^avretzky, with compassion, had observed in him all the signs and habits of confirmed poverty; his boots were broken, a but- ton was missing from the back of his coat, his hands were guiltless of gloves, down was visible in his hair; on his arrival, it had not occurred to him to ask for washing materials, and at supper he ate like a sliark tearing the meat apart with 148 A NOBLEMAX'S XEST his hands, and cracking the hones noisily witli his strong, hhick teetli. It ap|)eare(l, also, tlial the service had heen of no henetit to liim, that he- liad staked all his hopes on the revenue-farmer, who had engaged liim sini])ly witli tlie ohject of having in his counting-house " an echicated man." In spite of all this, IMiklialevitch was not de- jected, and lived on as a cynic, an idealist, a poet, sincerely rejoicing and grieving over the lot of mankind, over his own calling, — and trouhled himself very little as to how he was to keep him- self from dying with hunger. ]\likhalevitch had not married, hut had heen in love times witliout number, and wrote verses about all his lady-loves; with especial fervour did he sing the praises of one mysterious " panna "^ with })lack and curling locks. . . . Rumours were in circulation, it is time, to the effect that the " panna " in question was a plain Jewess, well known to many cavalry offi- cers . . . but, when vou come to think of it, — does that make any difference? Mikhalevitch did not get on well with Lemm: his vociferous speeches, his harsh manners, f riglit- ened the German, who was not used to such things. . . An unfortunate wretch always scents another unfortunate wretch from afar, but rarely makes up to him in old age, — and this is not in the least to be wondered at: he has nothing to share with him, — not even hopes. * Polish for " gentlewoman." — Tran'8i.atoh. 14.9 A XOBLEMAN'S NEST Before his departure, ^likhalevitch had an- other long talk with Lavretzky, prophesied per- dition to him, if he did not come to a sense of his errors, entreated him to oecupj^ himself seriously with the existence of his peasants, set himself up as an example, saying, that he had been purified in the furnace of affliction, — and immediately thereafter, several times mentioned himself as a happy man, compared himself to the birds of heaven, the lilies of the field " " A black lily, at any rate," — remarked La- vretzky. " Eh, brother, don't put on any of your aristocratic airs," — retorted INIikhalevitch, good- naturedly : — " but thank God, rather, that in thy veins flows honest, plebeian blood. But I per- ceive, that thou art now in need of some pure, unearthly being, who shall wrest thee from this apathy of thine." "Thanks, brother," — said Lavretzky: — "I have had enough of those unearthly beings." " Shut up, cuinuih! " — exclaimed Mikhale- vitch. " Cynic," — Lavretzky corrected him. " Just so, cuinuih" — repeated Miklialevitch, in no wise disconcerted. Even as he took his seat in tlie tarantas, to which his flat, yellow, strangely light trunk was carried forth, he continued to talk; wrapped up in some sort of a Spanish cloak with a rusty col- 150 A NOBLEMAN'S NEST lar, and lion's paws in place oi' chisi).s, lu- still went on setting forth his views as to the fate of Russia, and waving liis swarthy luind tlirougli the air, as though he were sowing the seeds of its future welfare. At last the horses started. . . . " Bear in mind my last three words,"— he shouted, thrusting his whole hody out of the ta- rantas, and balancing himself: — " religion, prog- ress, humanity! .... Farewell! " His head, with its cap pulled down to the very eyes, vanislied. Lavretzky remained standing alone on the porch and staring down the road until the tarantds dis- appeared from his sight. " But I think he probably is right," — he said to himself, as lie re- entered the house: — " probably I am a trifler." Many of Mikhalevitch's words had sunk indelibly into his soul, although he had disputed and had not agreed with him. If only a man be kindly, no one can repulse him. 151 XXVI Two davs later, JNIarva Dmitrievna arrived with all her young people at Vasilievskoe,, in accord- ance with her promise. The little girls imme- diately ran out into the garden, while Marya Dmitrievna languidly traversed the rooms, and languidly praised everything. Her visit to La- vretzky she regarded as a token of great .con- descension, almost in the light of a good deed. She smiled affahly when Anton and Apraxyeya, after the ancient custom of house-serfs, came to kiss her hand, — and in an enervated voice, through her nose, she asked them to give her some tea. To the great vexation of Anton, who had donned white knitted gloves, the jiewly-arrived lady was served with tea not by him, but by La- vretzky's hired valet, who, according to the as- sertion of the old man, knew nothing whatever about proper forms. On the other hand, Anton reasserted his rights at dinner: firm as a post he stood behind ^larva Dmitrievna's chair — and yielded his place to no one. The long-unpre- cedented arrival of visitors at Vasilievskoe both agitated and rejoiced the old man: it pleased him to see, tliat liis master knew nice people. How- 152 A XOBLE:\rAX'S XEST ever, he was not tlie only one wlio was excited on that day: Lemm, also, was excited. lie put on a short, snufF-colonred i'rock-coat, willi a sharp-pointed collar, honnd his ncckerchicl* tiglitly, and incessantly con*>hc(l and stepped aside, with an agreeahle and conrteons mien, I .a- vretzky noted, with satisfaction, that the close relations hetween himself and Liza still contin- ued: no sooner did she enter, than she offered him her hand, in friendly wise. After dinner, Lemm drew forth, from the hack pocket of his coat, into which he had heen constantly thrusting his hand, a small roll of music, and pursing up his lips, he silently laid it on the piano. It was a romance, which he had composed on the preceding day to old-fashioned German words, in which the stars were alluded to. Liza immediately seated her- self at the piano and hegan to decipher the romance. . . . Alas, the music turned out to he complicated, and disagreeahly strained; it was ohvious that the composer had attem])ted to ex- press some passionate, profound sentiment, hnt nothing had come of it: so the attempt remained merely an attempt. . Lavretzky and Liza hoth felt this, — and Lemm understood it: lie said not a word, put his romance hack in his p(x*ket. and in reply to Liza's proposal to ])lay it over again, he merely said significantly, with a shake of his head: "Enough — for the present!" — hent his shoulders, shrank together, and left the room. 153 A xoble:max\s nest Toward evening, they ail went fishing to- gether. Tlie })()n(l beyond the garden contained a quantity of carp and loach. They placed Miirya Dniitrievna in an arm-chair near the bank, in the shade, spread a rug under her feet, and gave her the best hook; xVnton, in the quality of an old and expert fisherman, offered liis services. He assiduously spitted worms on the hook, slapped them down with his hand, spat on them, and even himself flung the line and hook, bend- ing forward \vith his whole body. That same day, iSIarya Dmitrievna expressed herself to Feodor Ivanitcli, with regard to him, in the fol- lowing phrase, in the French language of girls' institutes: " II ny a plus maintenant de ces gens comme f'« com me autrefois." Lemm, with the two little girls, went further away, to the dam; Lavretzky placed himself beside Liza. The fish bit incessantly, the carp w^hich were caught were constantly flashing their sides, now gold, now silver, in the air; the joyous exclamations of the little girls w^ere unceasing; Marya Dmitrievna herself gave vent to a couple of shrill, feminine shrieks. I^avretzkv and Liza caug-ht few^er than the others; tliis, probably, resulted from the fact that they paid less attention than the rest to their fishing, and allowed their floats to drift close in- shore. The tall, reddish reeds rustled softly around tliem, in front of them the motionless water gleamed softly, and their conversation was 154. A NOBLEMAN'S NKST soft also. Liza stood on a small raft; Lavrctzk}- sat on the inclined trunk of a willow; Liza wore a white gown, girt about tlie waist with a Ijroad ribbon, also white in hue; her straw hat was hang- ing from one hand, with the other, slie suj)i)()rte(l, with some effort, the curved fishing-iod. La- vretzky gazed at the pure, rather severe profile, at her hair tucked behind her ears, at her soft cheeks, which were as sunburned as those of a child, — and said to himself: " () how charm- ingl}^ thou standest on my pond! " T^iza did not turn toward him, but stared at the water, — and half smiled, half screwed up her eyes. The shadow of a linden-tree near at hand fell upon both of them. "Do you know,"^ — began Lavretzky: — ^" I have been thinking a great deal about my last conversation with vou, and have come to the con- elusion, that you are extraordinarily kind." " I did not mean it in that way at all ... ." Liza began, — and was overcome with shame. " You are kind," — repeated Lavretzky. " I am a rough man, but I feel that every one must love you. There 's Lemm now, for example: he is simply in love with you." Liza's brows quivered, rather than contracted; this always happened with her when she heard something" disagreeable. " I felt verv sorrv for him to-day," — Lavret- » • * zky resumed: — "with his unsuccessful romance. 1.3.5 k A NOBLEMAN S NEST To be youn^', and be able to do a thing — that can be borne; but to grow old, and not have the power — is painful. And the offensive thing about it is, that you are not conscious when your powers begin to wane. It is difficult for an old man to endiu'e these shocks! .... T^ook out, the fish are biting at your hook. . . They say," — added Lavret/ky, after a brief pause, — " that Vladimir Nikolaitch has written a very pretty romance." " Yes," — replied Liza; — " it is a trifle, but it is not bad." " And M'hat is your opinion," — asked Lavret- zky: — " is he a good musician? " " It seems to me that he has great talent for music; ))ut up to the present time he has not cul- tivated it as he should." " Exactly. And is he a nice man? " Liza laughed, and cast a quick glance at Feo- dor Ivanitch. "What a strange question ! "—she exclaimed, drawing up her hook, and flinging it far out again. *' Why is it strange? — I am asking you about him as a man who has recently come hither, as your relative." " As a relative? " " Yes. I believe I am a sort of uncle to you." " Vladimir Nikolaitch has a kind heart," — said 156 A NOBT.E:\rAN\S XEST Liza; — "he is clever; inaninia is very rond of him." " And do you hke him? " "He is a nice man: why sliould not I hke him? " "Ah!" — said Lavretzky, and icla[)s(,(! into si- lence. A half-mournful, half-sneerinn- expres- sion flitted across his face. His tenacious gaze discomfited Liza, hut she continued to smile. "Well, God grant them hai)|)iness! " — he mut- tered, at last, as though to himself, and turned away his head. Ijiza hlushed. " You are mistaken, Feodor Ivaniteh," — she said: — " there is no cause for your thinking .... But do not you like Vladimir Xikolaitch?" " I do not." "Why?" " It seems to me, that he has no heart." The smile vanished from I^iza's face. " You have hecome accustomed to judge i)eo- ple harshly," — she said, after a long silence. " I think not. What right have I to .judge others harshly, when I myself stand in need of indulgence? Or have you forgotten that a hi/y man is the only one who does not laugh at me? .... Well," — he added: — "and have yon kept your promise? " " AVhat promise? " " Have you prayed for me? " 157 A NOBLEMAN'S NEST " Yes, I have prayed, and I do pray for you every day. But please do not speak lightly of that." Lavretzky began to assure Liza, that such a thing had ne\'er entered his head, that he enter- tained a profound respect for all convictions; then he entered upon a discussion of religion, its significance in the history of mankind, the significance of Christianity. . . . " One must be a Christian," — said Liza, not without a certain effort: — "not in order to un- derstand heavenly things yonder . . . earthly things, but because every man must die." Lavretzk}^ with in^'oluntary surprise, raised his eyes to Liza's, and encountered her glance. "What a word you have uttered!" — said he. " The word is not mine," — she replied. " It is not yours. . . But why do you speak of death? " " I do not know. I often think about it." "Often?" " Yes." " One would not sav so, to look at vou now: you have such a merry, bright face, you are smiling " " Yes, I am very merry now," — returned Liza, ingenuously. 158 A NOBLEMAN'S NEST Lavretzky felt like seizing both Iicr liaiids, and clasping them tightly. "Liza, Liza!" — called INIarya Dmitrievna, — "come hither, look! What a carp I liave caught!" "Immediately, maman," — replied Liza, and went to her, but Lavretzky remained on his wil- low-tree. " I talk with her as though I were not a man whose life is finished," he said to liimself. As she departed, Liza had luuig her hat on a bough; with a strange, almost tender sentiment, Lavret- zky gazed at the hat, at its long, rather crumpled ribbons. Liza speedily returned to liim, and again took up her stand on tlie laft. " Why do you think that Vladimir Nikolaiteh has no heart? "- — she inquired, a few moments later. " I have already told you, that I may be mis- taken; however, time will show." Liza became thoughtful. I^avretzky began to talk about his manner of life at Vasilievskoe, about Mikhalevitch, about Anton; he felt im- pelled to talk to Liza, to communicate to her evervthinof that occurred to his soul: she was so charming, she listened to him so attentively; her infrequent comments and replies seemed to liim so simple and wise. Pie even told lier so. Liza was amazed. "Really?"— she said;— "why. T have always 159 A XOBLE:\rAX\S XEST thought that 1, hke my maid Xastya, had no woixls oi" my own. One day she said to her be- trotlu'd: ' Tliou must find it tiresome with me; thou always sayest such fine things to me, but I ha^•e uo words of my own.' " "And thank God for that!" thought La- vretzkv. 100 XXVII In the meantime, evening drew on, and jNlarya Dmitrievna expressed a desire to return home. The httle girls were, with difficulty, torn away from the pond, and made ready. Lavretzky an- nounced his intention to escort his guests half way, and ordered liis horse to be saddled. As he seated Marya Dmitrievna in the carriage, he remembered Lemm ; but the old man was nowhere to be found. He had disappeared as soon as the angling was over. Anton slammed to the carriage door, with a strength remarkable for his years, and grimly shouted: "Drive on, coacliman!" The carriage rolled off. On the back seat sat Marya Dmitrievna and Liza; on tlie front seat, the little girls and the maid. The evening was warm and still, and the windows were lowered on both sides. Lavretzky rode at a trot bv I-.iza's side of the carriage, with his hand resting on the door, — he had dropped the reins on the neck of his steed, which was trotting smoothly, — and from time to time exchanged a few words witli the young girl. The sunset glow vanished; night descended, and the air grew even warmer. ^Mtirya Dmitrievna soon fell into a doze; the httle girls and the maid also dropped off to sleep. The 161 A NOBLEMAN'S NEST carriage rolled swiftly and smoothly onward; Liza leaned forward; the moon, which had just risen, shone on her face, the fragrant night breeze blew on her cheeks and neck. She felt at ease. Her hand lay on the door of the carriage, alongside of Lavretzky's hand. And he, also, felt at ease: he was being borne along through tlie tranquil nocturnal warmth, never taking his eyes from the kind young face, listening to the youthful voice, which was ringing even in a whis- per, saying simple, kindly things ; he did not even notice that he had passed the half-way point. He did not wish to awaken ^larya Dmitrievna, pressed I^iza's hand lightly, and said: — " We are friends, now, are we not? " She nodded, he drew up his horse. The carriage rolled on, gently swaying and lurching: Lavretzky proceeded homeward at a footpace. The w^itchery of the summer night took possession of him ; everything around him seemed so unexpectedly strange, and, at the same time, so long, so sweetly familiar ; far and near, — and things were visible at a long dis- tance, although the eye did not comprehend much of what it beheld, — everything was at rest; young, blossoming life made itself felt in that very repose. Lavretzky's horse walked briskly, swaying regularly to right and left; its huge ])lack shadow kept j^^ce alongside; there was something mysterioush^ pleasant in the tramp of its Iioofs, something cheerful and wondrous in the 162 A NOBLEMxVN'S NEST resounding call of the quail. The stars were hid- den in a sort of hrilliant smoke; the moon, not yet at the full, shone with a steady gleam; its liglil flooded the hlue sky in streams, anil fell like a stain of smoky gold upon the thin cloudlets whicli floated past; the crispness of the air called forth a slight moisture in the eyes, caressingly enveloped all the limhs, poured in an abundant flood into the breast. Lavretzky enjoyed himself, and rejoiced at his enjoyment. " Come, life is still before us," he thought : — " it has not been completely ruined yet by " He did not finish his sentence, and sav who or Avhat had ruined it. . . Then he began to think of Liza, that it was hardly likely that she loved Panshin; that had he met her under different circumstances, — God knows what miglit have come of it ; that he understood Lemm, although she had no " words of her own." Yes, but that was not tiiie: she had words of her own. ..." Do not speak lightly of that," recurred to I.avretzky's memory. He rode for a long time, with drooping liead, then he straightened himself u[), and slowly recited : " And I have burned all that I worshipped, I have worshipped all that I burned . . . ." but immediately gave his horse a cut with the whip, and rode at a gallop all the rest of the way home. 163 A NOBLEMAN'S NEST xVs he alighted from his horse, he cast a last «>lance around him, with an involuntary, grate- ful smile. Night, the speechless, caressing night, lay upon the hills and in the valleys; from afar, from its fragrant depths, God knows whence, — whether from heaven or earth, — emanated a soft, quiet warmth. Lavretzky wafted a last salutation to I^iza, and ran up the steps. The following day passed rather languidly. Rain fell from early morning; Lemm cast furtive glances from beneath his eyebrows, and pursed up his lips more and more tightly, as though he had vowed to himself never to open them again. On lying do^vii to sleep, Lavretzky had taken to bed with him a whole pile of French newspaj^ers, which had already been lying on his table for two weeks, with their wrappers unbroken. He set to work idly to strip off the wrappers, and glance 'through the columns of the papers, which, however, contained nothing new. He was on the point of throwing them aside,— when, all of a sudden, he sprang out of bed as though he had been stung. In the feuilleton of one of the pa- pers, IVI'sieu Jules, already know^i to us, imparted to his readers " a sad bit of news ": " The charm- ing, bewitching native of Moscow," he wrote, " one of the queens of fashion, the ornament of Parisian salons, ^ladame de Lavretzki, had died almost instantaneously, — and this news, unhap- pily only too true, had only just reached him, 164 A NOBr.KMANS XKST M. Jules. He was," — he continued, " li< mi^lit say, a friend of tlie deceased " Lavretzky dressed himself, went out into the garden, and until morning dawned, he paced back and forth in one and the same alley. 165 XXVIII On the following morning, at tea, Lemm re- quested LaA'retzky to furnish him with horses, tliat he might return to town. "It is time that I sliould set ahout my work, — that is to say, my lessons," remarked the old man: — "but here I am only wasting time in vain." Lavretzky did not immediately reply to him: he seemed pre- occupied. "Very well," — he said at last; — ^" I will accompany you myself." — Without any aid from the servants, grunting and fimiing, Lemm packed his small trunk, and tore up and burned several sheets of music-paper. The horses were brought round. As he emerged from his study, Lavretzky thrust into his pocket the newspaper of the day before. During the entire journey, Lemm and Lavretzky had very little to say to each other: each of them was engrossed with his own thoughts, and each was delighted that the other did not disturb him. And they parted rather coldly, — which, by the way, frequently happens between friends in Russia. Lavretzky drove the old man to his tiny house: the latter alighted, got out his trunk, and without offering his hand to his friend (he held liis trunk in front of his chest 160 A NOBLEMAN'S NEST with both hands), without even looking- at him, — he said in Russian: " (rood-bye, sir!" — " (xood- bye," — repeated Eavretzky, and ordered liis coachman to drive him to his own lodgings. (He had hired a lodging in the town of () * * * in case he might require it.) After writing several letters and dining in haste, I..avretzky took his way to the Kalitins. In their drawing-ioom he found no one but Panshin, who informed liini that JNIarya Dmitrievna would be down directly, and immediately entered into conversation with him, with the most cordial amiability. Up to that day, Panshin had treated Lavretzky, not ex- actly in a patronizing way, yet condescendingly; but Liza, in telling Panshin about her jaunt of the day before, had expressed herself to the effect that Lavretzky was a very fine and clever man; that was enough: the " very fine " man must be captivated. Panshin began with compliments to Lavretzky, with descriptions of the raptures with which, according to his statement, ]Marya Dmi- trievna's whole family had expressed themselves about Vasilievskoe, and then, according to his wont, passing adroitly to himself, he began to talk about his own occupations, his views of life, of the world, of the government service; — he said a couple of words about the future of Russia, about the proper v/ay of keeping the governors in hand; thereupon, merrily jeered at himself, and added, that, among other things, he had been 107 A NOBLEMAN'S NEST commissioned in Petersburg — "dc populariser Vidcc du cadastre/' He talked for quite a long time, ^vitll careless self-confidence solving all dif- ficulties, and juggling with the most weighty ad- ministrative and political questions, as a sleight- of-hand performer juggles with liis balls. The expressions: " This is what I would do, if I were the government " ; " You, as a clever man, will immediately agree with me " — were never absent from his tongue. Lavretzky listened coldly to Panshin's idle chatter: he did not like this hand- some, clever, and unconstrainedly elegant man, with his brilliant smile, courteous voice, and searching eyes. Panshin speedily divined, with the swift comprehension of other peoj^le's senti- ments which was peculiar to him, that he was not affording his interlocutor any particular pleasure, and made his escape, under a plausible pretext, de- ciding in his own mind that Lavretzky might be a very fine man, but that he was not sympathetic, was ''aigri," and, '' en somme" rather ridiculous. — INIarya Dmitrievna made her appearance ac- companied by Gedeonovsky; then JNIarfa Timo- feevna entered with I^iza; after them followed the other members of the household; then came that lover of music, INIme. Byelenitzyn, a small, thin lady, with an almost childish, fatigued and hand- some little face, in a rustling black gown, with a motley-hued fan, and heavy gold bracelets; her husband also came, a rosy-cheeked, plump man, 168 A XOHLEMAN'S XKST with huge feet and hands, ^vith wliite evelashes, and an ini|)assive smile on liis thiek hps; in com- pany his wife never spoke to him, l)iit at liomc in moments of tenderness, she was wont to call liim " lier little ])ig"; Panshin returned: the rooms became very full of peo])le and very noisy. Such a throng of peo])le was not to La\retzky's liking; ]\Ime. Byelenit/yn ])articulai-ly enraged him by constantly staring at him throuiili hei- lorgnette. He would have withdrawn at once, had it not been for Liza: he wished to say two words to her in private, but for a long time he was not able to seize a convenient moment, and contented himself with watching her in secret joy; never had her face seemed to him more nohic and charming. She appeared to great a(haii- tage from the proximity of Mme. Byelenitzyn. The latter was incessantly fidgeting about on her chair, shrugging her narrow little shoidders, laughing, in an enervated way, and screwing uj) her eyes, then suddenly opening them very wide. Liza sat quietly, her gaze was direct, and she did not laugh at all. The hostess sat down to play cards w^ith Marfa Timofeevna, Mme. l^yelenit- zyn, and Gedeonovsky, who played very slo\\ly, was constantly making mistakes, blinking his eyes, and mopping his face with his ha'ul- kerchief. Panshin assumed a melancholy mien, expressed himself with brevity, with great sig- nificance and mournfulness, — for all the world 1()9 A NOBLEMAN'S XEST like an artist who has not had his say, — but de- spite the entreaties of ^Ime. Byelenitzyn, who was having a a iolent flirtation with him, he would not consent to sing his romance: Lavretzky embarrassed him. Feodor Ivanitch also said little; the peculiar expression of his face had startled Liza, as soon as he entered the room : she immediately felt that he had something to com- municate to her, but, without herself knowing wliy, she was afraid to interrogate him. At last, as she passed into the hall ^ to pour tea, she invol- untarily turned her head in his direction. He immediately followed her. " What is the matter wdth you? " — she said, as she placed the teapot on the samovar. " Have you noticed it? " " You are not the same to-day as I have seen vou heretofore." Lavretzky bent over the table. " I wanted," — he began, — " to tell you a cer- tain piece of news, but now it is not possible. — However, read w^hat is marked with pencil in this feuilleton," — he added, giving her the copy of the newspaper which he had brought with him. — " I beg that you will keep this secret ; I will call on you to-morrow morning." I^iza was surprised. . . Panshin made his ap- pearance on the threshold of the door: she put the newspaper in lier pocket. ' A conjl)ination of music-room, ball-room, play-room, also used for all sorts of purposes, in all wclMo-do Russian houses.— Translatou. 170 A NOBLEMAN'S NKST " Have you read Obermann, Lizaveta Mikhai- lovna? " — Panshin asked her meditatively. Liza gave him a superfieial answer, left the hall, and went up-stairs. Lavretzky retui'iied to the drawing-room, and approached the eai'd- table. JNIarfa Timofeevna, with her eap-ril)l)<)ns mitied, and red in the face, began to comi)Iaiii to him about her partner, Gedeonovsky, who, ac- cording to her, did not know how to lead. " Evidently," — she said, — " playing cards is quite a different thing from inventing fibs." Her partner continued to blink and mop his face. I^iza entered the drawing-room, and seated herself in a corner; Lavretzky looked at her, she looked at him, — and something like dread fell upon them both. He read surprise and a sort of secret reproach in her face. I^ong as he might to talk to her, he could not do it; to remain in the same room with her, a guest among strangers, was painful to him: he decided to go away. As he took leave of her, he managed to repeat that he would come on the morrow, and he added tliat he trusted in her friendship. " Come,"- — she replied, with the same amaze- ment on her face. Panshin brightened up after Lavretzky's de- parture; he began to give advice to Gedeonovsky, banteringly paid court to ^Ime. Byelenitzyn, and, at last, sang his romance. But he talked \vitli Liza and gazed at her as before: significantly and rather sadly. 171 A XOBLEMAX'S XEST ^Vnd again, Lavretzky did not sleep all night long. He did not feel sad, he was not excited, he had grown altogether calm; hut he could not sleep. He did not even recall the past ; he simply gazed at his life: his heart beat strongly and evenly, the hours flew past, but he did not even think of sleeping. At times, only, did the thought come to the surface in his mind: " But that is not true, it is all nonsense," — and he paused, lowered his head, and began again to gaze at his life. 172 XXIX Marya Dmitrievna (lid not receive I^avretzky with any excess of cordiality, when he presented himself on the following day. " Well, you are making yourself pretty free of the house," — she said to herself. Personally, he did not greatly please her, and, in addition, Panshin, under whose influence she was, had sung his praises in a very sly and careless manner on tlie preceding even- ing. As she did not look upon him in the light of a guest, and did not consider it necessary to trouble herself about a relative almost a mem- ber of the family, half an hour had not elapsed before he was strolling down an alley in the garden with Liza. Lyenotchka and Schurotchka were frolicking a sliort distance away, among the flower-beds. Liza was composed, as usual, but paler than usual. She took from her pocket and handed to Lavretzky the sheet of newspaper, folded small. " This is dreadful! "—said she. Lavretzky made no reply. " But perhaps it is not yet true," — added Liza. " That is why I asked you not to mention it to any one." 173 A XOBLEMAX'S XEST Liza walked on a little waj\ " Tell iiie," — she began : — " you are not grieved^ Not in the least?" " 1 do not know myself what my feelings are," — replied Lavretzky. " Bnt, assnredlv, vou used to love her? " " Yes, I did." " Very much? " " Very much." " And you are not grieved by her death? " " It is not now that she has died to me." " ^Vhat you say is sinful. . . . Do not be angry Avith me. You call me your friend: a friend may say anything. To tell the truth, I feel terrified. . . . Your face was so malign yesterday. . . . Do you remember, how you were complaining of her, not long ago? — and perhaps, already, at that very time, she was no longer alive. This is terrible. It is exactly as though it had been sent to you as a chastise- ment." Lavretzky laughed bitterly. "Do you tliink so? . . . At all events, I am free now." Liza gave a slight start. " Stop, do not talk like that. Of what use to you is your freedom? You must not think about that now, but about forgiveness. . ." " I forgave her long ago," — interrupted La- vretzky, A\itli a w'ave of the hand. 174 " xr. A NOBLEMAN'S NEST No, not that," — retiinitd l.i/a, and lihislicd. You did not understand nie ri^litly. You must take means to obtain foigiveness. . . ." " Wlio is there to forgive me^' "Who?— God. Who else In.t (Jod ean for- give usf Lavretzkv cauglit hei- liand. " Akh, Lizaveta Mikliailovna, heheve riie," — he exclaimed: — "I have been sutHeiently \n\\\- ished as it is. I have already atoned for c\eiy- thing, believe me." "You cannot know that," — said Liza in a low voice. " You have forgotten; — not \ery long ago, — when you were talking to me, — you were not willing to forgive her. . . ." The two walked silently down the allev. " And how about vour daughter? " — Liza sud- denly inquired, and halted. Lavretzk}^ started. " Oh, do not worry yourself! I ha\e already despatched letters to all the proper places. Tlie future of my daughter, as you call .... as you say ... is assured. Do not disquiet yourself." Liza smiled sadly. " But you are right," — went on Lavi'etzky: — " what can I do with my freedom? Of what use is it to me? " "When did you receive tliat news])aj)er? " — said Liza, making no reply to his (piestion. " The day after your visit." 175 A XOBLEMAN'S XEST *' And is it possible .... is it possible that you did not even weep? " " Xo. I was stunned ; but where were the tears to come from? Weep over the past, — but, you see, it is entirely extirpated in my case! .... Her behaviour itself did not destroy my happi- ness, but merely proved to me that it had never existed. What was there to cry about? But, who knows? — perhaps I should have been more grieved if I had received this news two weeks earlier " " Two weeks? " — returned Liza. " But what has happened in those two weeks?" Lavretzky made no answer, and Liza suddenly blushed more fm*iouslv than before. " Yes, yes, you have guessed it," — interposed Lavretzky: — "in the course of those two weeks I have learned what a pure woman's soul is like, and my past has retreated still fiu'ther from me." Liza became confused, and softly M^alked toward the flow^er-garden, to Lyenotchka and Schurotchka. " And I am glad that I have shown you this newspaper," — said Lavretzky, as he followed her: — " I have already contracted the habit of concealing nothing from you, and I hope that you will repay me with tlie same confidence." "Do you think so? "^ — said Liza, and stopped short. " In that case, I ought to but no! That is impossible." 176 A NOHLKMAWS XKST " What is it? Speak, speak! " " Really, it seems to me that I ought not. . . . However," added Liza, and turned to Lavi-etzky with a smile: — " what is half-frankness worths — Do vou know? I received a letter to-dav." " From Panshin? " " Yes, from him How did you know!'" " He asks your hand? " " Yes," — uttered I^iza, and looked seriously in Lavretzky's eyes. Lavretzky, in his turn, gazed seriously at Liza. " Well, and what reply have you made to him? " — he said at last. " I do not know what re[)ly to make," — replied Liza, and dropped her clasped hands. "What? Surely, you like him?" "Yes, he pleases me; he seems to he a nice man. . . ." " You said the same thing to me, in those very same words, three days ago. What I want to know is, whether you love him with tliat strong, passionate feeling which we are accustomed to call love? " " As you understand it,- -no." " You are not in love with him?" " No. But is that necessary? " " Of course it is! " "Mamma likes him," pursued Liza:— "he is amiahle; I have nothing against him." " Still, you are wavering? " 177 A NOBLEMAN'S NEST " Yes . . . and perhaj^s, — your words may be the cause of it. Do you remember what you said day l)efore yesterday^ But that weakness . . . ." "Oh, my cliild!" — suddenly exclaimed La- vretzky^ — and his voice trembled: — "do not argue artfully, do not designate as weakness the cry of \our heart, which does not wish to surren- der itself without love. Do not take upon your- self that terrible responsibility toward a man whom you do not love and to whom you do not wish to belong. . . .' " I am listening, — I am taking nothing u])on myself. . ." Liza was beginning. " Listen to your heart; it alone will tell you the truth," — I^avretzky interrupted her. . . " Ex- perience, reasoning — all that is stuff and non- sense! Do not deprive yourself of the best, the only happiness on earth." " Is it you, Feodor Ivanitch, who are speak- ing thus? You, yourself, married for love — and were you happy? " Lavretzky wrung his hands. " Akh, do not talk to me of that ! You cannot even understand all that a young, untried, ab- surdly educated lad can mistake for love! . . . Yes, and in short, why calumniate one's self? I just told you, that I had not known happiness .... no! I was hap])y! " " It seems to me, Feodor Ivanitch, "^ — said Liza, lo\vering her voice (when she did not agree 178 A NOBT.EMAN'S XKST with her mterlocutor, she always lowered Ik i- voiee; and, at the same time, she heeame gieatlv agitated) :-" happiness on earth does not (K- pend upon us. . . .' " It does, it does depend upon us, Ijclieve me " (he seized both her hands; Liza turned [)ale, and gazed at him almost in terror, l)iil with atten- tion) : — " if only we have not ruined our own lives. For some people, a love-marriage may prove unhappy; hut not for you, with your calm temperament, M'ith your clear soul! I entreat you, do not marry without love, from a sense of duty, of renunciation, or anything else That, also, is want of faith, that is calculation, — and even worse. Believe me, — I have a right to speak thus: I have paid dearly for that right. And if your God . . . ." At that moment, T^avretzky noticed that Lye- notchka and Schurotchka were standing beside Liza, and staring at him with dumb amazement. He released Liza's hands, said hastily: " Pray pardon me," — and walked toward the house. " I have only one request to make of you," — he said, returning to Liza: — "do not decide in- stantly, wait, think over what I have said to you. Even if you have not believed me, if you have made up your mind to a marriage of reason, — even in that case, you ought not to marry Mr. Panshin: he cannot be your luisband. . . . Promise me, will you not. not to be in a hurry ^ " 179 A x()blp:max's nest Liza tried to answer Lavretzky, but did not utter a word, — not because she had made up her mind " to be in a liurry "; but because her heart was beating too violently, and a sensation re- sembling fear had stopped her breath. 180 XXX As he was leaving the Kah'tins' house, Lavretzky encountered Panshin; thev sahitcd each other coldly. Lavretzky went home to his ai)artnient, and locked himself in. He experienced a sensa- tion such as he had, in all proha])iIity, never ex- perienced before. Had he remained lon^- in that state of " peaceful numbness "? had lie long con- tinued to feel, as he liad expressed it, " at tlie bot- tom of the river"? AVhat had altered his posi- tion? what had brought him out, to tlie surface? the most ordinary, inevitable though always un- expected of events; — death? Yes: but he (hd not tliink so much about tlie death of his wife, about his freedom, as, — what sort of answer would Liza give to Panshin:' He was conscious that, in the course of the last three days, he had come to look upon her with different eyes; he re- called how, on returning home, and tliinking about her in the silence of the night, he had said to himself: " If . . . ." That " if," wherein he had alluded to the past, to the inii)ossible, had come to pass, although not in. tlie way lie had an- ticipated, — but this was little in itself. " She will obey her mother," he thought, " she will marry 181 A XOBLEMAX'S NEST ranshin; but even if she refuses him, — is it not all tlie same to me? " As he passed in front of the mirror, he cast a cursory glance at his face, and shrugged his shoulders. The day sped swiftly by in these reflections; evening arrived. Lavretzkv wended his way to the Kalitins. He walked briskly, but approached their house with lingering steps. In front of the steps stood Piinshin's drozhky. " Come," — thought Ijavretzky, — " I will not be an egoist," and entered the house. Inside he met no one, and all was still in the drawing-room; he opened the door, and beheld Marya Dmitrievna, playing picquet with Ptinshin. Panshin bowed to him in silence, and the mistress of the house uttered a little scream: — "How unexpected!" — and frowned slightly. I^avretzky took a seat by her side, and began to look over her cards. "Do you know how to play picquet?" — she asked him, with a certain dissembled vexa- tion, and immediately announced that she dis- carded. Panshin reckoned up ninety, and politely and calmly began to gather up the tricks, with a severe and dignified expression on his coun- tenance. That is the way in which diplomats should play; probably, that is the way in which he was wont to play in Petersburg, with some powerful dignitary, whom he desired to impress with a favourable opinion as to his solidity and 182 A NOBLEMAN S NKST maturity. " One hundred and one, one liuudivd and two, hearts; one hun(h-ed and three,"— ran^- out his measured tone, and Lavretzky eould not understand what note resounded in it: reproach or self-conceit. "Is Marfa Timofeevna to he seen?" — lie asked, observing that Panshin, still with great dignity, was heginning to shuffle the cards. Not a trace of the artist was, as yet, to be observed in him. " Yes, I think so. She is in her own apart- ments, up-stairs," — replied jNItirya Dmitrievna: - — " you had better inquire." Lavretzky went up-stairs, and found Marfa Timofeevna at cards also: she was playing duratchki (fools) with Nastasya Karpovna. Roska barked at him; but both the old ladies wel- comed him cordially, and jNIarfa Timofeevna, in particular, seemed to be in high spirits. "Ah! Fedya! Pray come in," — she said: — " sit down, my dear little father. AVe shall be through our game directly. AVouldst thou like some preserves? Schurotchka, get him a jar of strawberries. Thou dost not want it ? \Vell, then sit as thou art; but as for smoking — thou must not: I cannot bear thy tobacco, and. moreover, it makes JMatros sneeze." Lavretzky made haste to assert that he did not care to smoke. "Hast thou been down-stairs?" — went on the 183 () A NOBLEMAN'S NEST 1(1 woniaii:— " whom didst thou see there? Is Panshin still on hand, as usual? And didst thou see Liza? No? She intended to come hither. . . . Yes, there she is; speak of an angel. . ." Liza entered the room and, on perceiving La- vretzky, she blushed. " I have run in to see you for a minute, JNIarfa Timofeevna," she began. . . . "Why for a minute?" — returned the old woman. " ^Vhat makes all you young girls such restless creatures? Thou seest, that I have a visitor: chatter to him, entertain him." Liza seated herself on the edge of a chair, raised her eyes to Lavretzkv, — and felt that it was impossible not to give him to understand how her interview with Panshin had ended. But how was that to be done? She felt both ashamed and awkward. She had not been acquainted with him long, with that man who both went rarely to church and bore with so much indifference the death of liis wife, — and here she was already imparting her secrets to him. . . . He took an in- terest in her, it is true; she, herself, trusted him, and felt attracted to him; but, nevertheless, she felt ashamed, as though a stranger had entered her pure, virgin chamber. ]Marfa Timofeevna came to her assistance. " If thou wilt not entertain him," — she began, " who will entertain him, poor fellow? I am too old for him, he is too clever for me, and for 184 A NOBLEMAN'S NEST Nastasya Karpovna lie is too old, you must give her nothing but very young men." "How can I entertain Feodor Tvauiteh^'— said Liza. — " Tf he hkes, 1 will play something for him on the piano," — she added, irresolutely. " Very good indeed: that 's mj' clever girl," — replied INIarfa Timofeevna, — " Go down-stairs, my dear people; when you are through, come back ; for I have been left the ' fool,' and I feel insulted, and want to win back." Liza rose: Lavretzky followed her. As they were descending the staircase, Liza halted. "They tell the truth," — she began: — "when they say that the hearts of men are full of contra- dictions. Your example ought to frighten me, to render me distrustful of marriage for love, but I " "You have refused him?" — interrupted La- vretzky. "No; but I have not accepted him. I told him everything, everything that I felt, and asked him to wait. iVre you satisfied? " — she added, with a swift smile, — and lightly touching the railing with her hand, she ran down the stairs. " What shall I play for you? "—she asked, as she raised the lid of the piano. " Whatever you like," — replied Lavretzky, and seated himself in such a position that he could watch her. Liza began to play, and, for a long time, never 185 A NOBLEMAN'S NEST took her eyes from her lingers. At last, she o-lanced at I.avretzky, and stopped short: so won- derl'nl and strange did his face appear to her. " ^Vllat is the matter with you?" — she asked. " Notliing,"— he rephed:— "all is very well with me; I am glad for j^ou, I am glad to look at you, — go on. ' " It seems to me," — said Liza, a few moments later: — " that if he really loved me, he would not liave written that letter ; he ought to have felt that I could not answer him noW'." " That is of no importance," — said Lavretzky: — " the important point is, that you do not love him." " Stop, — w'hat sort of a conversation is this! I keep having visions of your dead w^ife, and you are terrible to me ! " " ]\Iy Lizeta plays charmingly, does she not, Valdemar?" — ^larya Umitrievna was saying to Panshin at the same moment. " Yes," — replied Panshin ; — " very charm- ingly." ^larya Dmitrievna gazed tenderly at her young partner; but the latter assumed a still more important and careworn aspect, and announced fourteen kings. 186 XXXI Lavretzky was not a young man; he could not long deceive liiniself as to the sentiments witli which Liza had inspired him; he })ecame defin- itively convinced, on that day, that lie had fallen in love with her. This conviction hrought no great joy to him. " Is it possihle," he tliought, " that at the age of five and thirty I liave notiiing hetter to do than to put my soul again into tlie hands of a woman? But Liza is not like iliat one: she would not require from me shameful sacri- fices; she would not draw me away from m\' oc- cupations; she herself would encourage me to honourable, severe toil, and we would advance to- gether toward a fine goal. Yes," lie wound uj) his meditations: — "all that is good, but the bad thing is, that she will not in the least wisli to marry me. It was not for nothing tliat she told me, that I am terrible to her. On the other hand, she does not love that Panshin either. ... A jxxn* consolation ! " Lavretzky rode out to Vasilievskoe ; but he did not remain four days, — it seemed so irksome to him there. He was tortured, also, by ex])ectaiK\ : the information imparted by JNl — r. .Tnles n- 187 A NOBLEMAN'S NEST quired contirniation, and he had received no let- ters. He returned to the town, and sat out the evening at the Kah'tins'. It was easy for hirA to see, that ^Nlarya Dniitrievna had risen in revolt against him; but he succeeded in appeasing her somewhat by losing fifteen rubles to her at picquet, — and he spent about half an hour alone M'ith Liza, in spite of the fact that her mother, no longer ago than the day before, had advised her not to be too familiar with a man ''qui a un si grand ridicule/' He found a change in her: she seemed, somehow, to have become more thought- ful, she upbraided him for his absence, and asked him — would he not go to church on the following morning (the next day was Sunday) ? " Go," — she said to him, before he had suc- ceeded in replying: — " we w'\\\ pray together for the repose of her soul." — Then she added, that she did not know what she ought to do, — she did not know whether she had the right to make Panshin wait any longer for her decision. " Why? "—asked Lavretzky. "Because," — said she: "I am already begin- ning to suspect what that decision will be." She declared that her liead ached, and went off to her own room up-stairs, irresolutely offer- ing Lavretzky the tips of her fingers. The next <\&.y, Lavretzky went to the morning service. Liza was already in tlie cliurch when he arrived. She observed liim, although she did 188 A NOBLEMAN'S NEST not turn toward him. She prayed devoutly; lier eyes sparkled softly, her head hent and rose softly. He felt that she was praying for liiin also, — and a wonderful emotion filled his soul. He felt happy, and somewhat conseienee-strieken. The decorously-standing congregation, the fa- miliar faces, the melodious chanting, the odour of the incense, the long, shuiting rays of light from the windows, the very gloom of the walls and vaulted roof, — all spoke to his ear. He had not been in a church for a long time, he had not ap- pealed to God for a long time: and even now, he did not utter any words of prayer, — he did not even pray without words, but for a moment, at least, if not in body, certainly with all his mind, he prostrated himself and bowed humbly to the very earth. He recalled how, in his childhood, he had prayed in church on every occasion until he became conscious of some one's cool touch on his brow; " this," he had been accustomed to say to himself at that time, " is my guardian-angel accepting me, laying upon me the seal of the chosen." He cast a glance at Liza. ..." Thou hast brought me hither," he thought: — " do thou also touch me, touch my soul." She continued to pray in the same calm manner as before; her face seemed to him joyful, and he was profoundly moved once more ; he entreated for that other soul — peace, for his own — pardon They met in the porch; she greeted liiin with 189 A XOBLEMAX'S XEST cheerful and amiable diiinitv. Tlie sun brilliantly illuminated the young grass in the churchyard, and the motley-hued gowns and kerchiefs of the women; the bells of the neighbouring churches were booming aloft ; the sparrows were chirping in the hedoerows. Lavretzkv stood Avith head un- covered, and smiled; a light breeze lifted his hair, and the tips of the ribbons on Liza's hat. He put Liza into her carriage, distributed all his small cliange to the poor, and softly wended his way homeward. 190.. XKXII Difficult days arri(\e(I for F'^^^'"' Ivaiiitcli. He found liiinself i/?i a coiistj^it fever. Every niornincj- he went t^) the pos'-offiee, with exeite- ment l)roke tlie seal^ of iiis Icttci-s and newspapers, — and nowliere did he find anything which niiglit have confirmed or refuted the fateful rumour. Sometimes he became repulsive even to himself: " Why am I thus waiting," — he said to himself, " like a crow for blood, for the sure news of mv wife's death?" He went to the Kalitins' every day; but even there he was no more at his ease: the mistress of the house opeidy sulked at him, received him with condescension; Panshin treated him with exaggerated courtesy; Lemm had be- come misanthropic, and hardly even bowed to him, — and, chief of all, I^iza seemed • to avoid him. But when she chanced to be left alone with him, in place of her previous trustfulness, confu- sion manifested itself in hei-: slu' did not know what to say to him, and he liini'^elf felt agitation. In the course of a few days, Liza had become quite different from herself as lie had ])reviously known her: in her movements, her voice, in her very laugh, a secret trepidation was pcrcei)tiblc, 191 A XOBT.K^MAXVS XEST '^'-mevenness wliich hJi^^l not heretofore existed. ^^'^•'.i Dinitrievna, lik\^ the genuine egoist she was, ^^,)ecte(l nothing; Vhi; ]Marfa Timofeevna hegan tt.^^..^^^^^]^ her I'avoA n-ite. I^avretzky more than once isproached hinii^^lf with having shown to Liza the c^^y of the ne''Avspaper which he had received : he cot\(\ not fail vo recognise the fact, tliat in his spiritual conditicftn there was an ele- ment which was peh^irbing tcp pure feeling. He also assumed tliat the changi* in IJza had been brought about by her conflict: with herself, by her doubts: what answer should she give to Pan- shin? One day she brought him a book, one of Walter Scott's novels, which she herself had asked of him. " Have you read this book?"— he ask^d. " No; I do not feel in a mood for ])ooks now," — she replied, and turned to go, " \Vait a minute: I have not been alone with you for a long time. You seem to be afraid of me." " Yes.'-' " ^Vhy so, pray? " "I do not know." Lavretzky said nothing for a while. "Tell me," — he began: — "you have not yet made up your mind? " "What do you mean by that?"— she said, without raising lier eyes. " You understand me. ..." 192 A NORl .kmA's XKST Liza siuldciily Ihislied nj). " Ask iiR' IK) (|U(stior>'' alxnil ;iii\ lliid;^," sIh ejaculated, witli \i\acity: — "1 know iiofliiii;^. 1 do not even know mystlt' " i\ii(l she im- mediately heal a retreat. On the followiti^day, J^a\ rel/ky ariixcd at the Kalitins' af'tei- diiHitr, and i'onnd all ])it para- tions made to have the All-Xi^ht \'i^il serviee held there.^ In one corner of the (liiiin<4-n)()iii, on a square table, covered with a clean cloth, small holy pictures in gold settings, with tiny, dnll brilliants in tlieir halos, were already |)laced, leanino' a<>ainst the wall. An old man-servant, in a oTev frock-coat and sli|)i)ers, walked the whole length of the room in a deliberate manner, and without making any noise with his heels, and placed two wax tapers in slender candlesticks in front of the holy images, crossed himself, made a reverence, and softly withdrew. The unlinhted drawini^r-room was deserted. Lavretzk\- walked down the dining-room, and intjuired -was it not some one's Name-day? Tie was answered, in a whisper, that it was not, but that the Mgil ser- vice had been ordered at the desire of Li/aveta Mikhailovna and jNIarfa Timofeevna: that the in- tention had been to bring thither the wonder- w^lrking ikona, but it had gone to a sick person. r This service, c-onsistiiij;: (genern.ry) of V-Jspers aiul Matins, can Ix- r4d in private houses, and even by laymen: whereas, the I.iturKy, or rJ^'ss, must be celebrated at a duly consecrated altar, by a duly <>r- /ined priest.— Tkanslatoh. 193 A NOBLEMAN S NEST thirty versts distjint. There soon arrived, also, in eonipany with tlie elianters, the priest, a man no longer young, with a small hald spot, who eoughed loudly in the anteroom; the ladies all immediately trooped in single file from the bou- doir, and a})pr()aehed to receive his blessing; Lavretzkv saluted him in silence; and he returned the salute in silence. The priest stood still for a short time, then cleared his throat again, and asked in a low tone, with a bass voice: " Do you command me to proceed? " " Proceed, batiushka," — replied JNIarya Dmi- trievna. He began to vest himself; the chanter obsequi- ously asked for a live coal; the incense began to diffuse its fragrance. The maids and lackeys emerged from the anteroom and halted in a dense throng close to the door. Roska, who never came down-stairs, suddenly made his ap- pearance in the dining-room : they began to drive him out, and he became confused, turned around and sat down; a footman picked him up and carried him away. The A^igil service began. Lavretzkv pressed himself into a corner; his sensations were strange, almost melancholy; he himself was not able clearly to make out what he felt. iNIarya Dmitrievna stood in front of them all, before an arm-chair ; she crossed herse^lf with enervated carelessness, in regular lord, v fashion, — now glancing around her, again sue • denly casting her eyes u})ward: she was bore( VJ4< A NOBLEMAN S N KST Marfa 'riinofeevna seemed troiihlcd: Nastasva Karpoviia kept pr().straliii«>' herself, and lisiiin with a sort of modest, soi'l rustle; Li/.a look up her stand, and never stirred from her |)laee, never moved; from the eoneentrated exjjression of her countenance, it was ])ossihle to divine thai she was praying assiduously and fervetitiy. When she kissed the cross, at the end of the sei\ ice. she also kissed the priest's large, red hand. Maiya Dmitrievna invited him to drink tea: lie took of!" his stole, assumed a rather secular air, and |)ass((l into the drawing-room with the ladies. A not over animated conversation began. The piiest drank four cups of tea, incessantly moj)j)ing his bald spot with his handkerchief, and narrated, among other things, that merchant Avo.shnikoff had contributed seven hundred rubles to gild the "cupola" of the church, and he also imj)arted a sure cure for freckles. Tjavretzky tried to seat himself beside I^iza, but she maintained a seMre. almost harsli demeanour, and never once glanced at him; she appeared to be deliberately refrain- ing from noticing him; a certain cold, dignified rapture had descended upon lui-. I'oi- some rea- son or other, Lavretzky felt inclined to smile nn- irterruptedly, and say something amusing: but there was confusion in bis heart, and he went away at last, secretly ])erple\ed. . . . lie felt that there was something in Liza into which he could not penetrate. On another occasion. Lavretzky, as he .sat \\\ 195 A XOBLEMAX'S XEST the drawing-room, and listened to the insinuating but lieavv cliatter of Gedeonovsky, suddenly turned round, without himself knowing why he did so, and caught a deep, attentive, questioning ffaze in Liza's eves It was riveted on him, tliat puzzling gaze, afterward. I^avretzky thought about it all niglit long. Pie had not fallen in love in boyish fashion, it did not suit him to sigh and languish, neither did Liza arouse that sort of sentiment; but love has its sufferings at every age, — and he underwent them to the full. 196 XXXI u One day, acconliii<4' to his ciistoni, Lavrctzky was sitting at the Kah'tiiis'. A f'ationinoly-lioi day had been followed by so line an evening, that jMarya Dmitrievna, despite her aversion to the fresh air, had ordered all the windows and doors into the garden to be opened, and had annonneed that she would not play eards, that it was a sin to play cards in such weather, and one must en- joy nature. Panshin was the only visitor. Tuned up by the evening, and unwilling to sing l)efore Lavretzkv, vet conscious of an influx of artistic emotions, he turned to poetry: he recited well, but with too much self-consciousness, and with unnecessary subtleties, several of Lermontofi's poems (at that time, Pushkin had not yet become fashionable again) — and, all at once, as though ashamed of his ex])ansiveness, he began, apropos of the familiar " Thought," to upl)raid and reprove the present generation: in that connec- tion, not missing the opportunity to set forth, how he would turn everything around in liis own way, if the power were in his hands. " Uussia," said he, — "has lagged behind Europe; she must catch up with it. People assert, that we are young 197 A NOBLEMAN'S NEST C — that is nonsense; and moreover, that we pos- ^ sess no inventive genius: X . . . himself admits V that A\e have not even invented a mouse-trap. Consequently, we are compelled, willy-nilly, to borrow from others. ' We are ill,' — says Ler- montoff, — I agree with him; but we are ill be- V cause we have onlv half converted ourselves into <^ Europeans; that is where we have made our mis- take, and that is what we must be cured of." (''l^c cadastre'' — thought Lavretzky). — "The best heads among us," — he went on, — '' Ics meilleurs ^ tetes — have long since become convinced of this; ' all nations are, essentially, alike; only introduce '^^ good institutions, and there 's an end of the mat- ter. One ma}^ even conform to the existing na- tional life; that is our business, the business of men . . . ." (he came near saying: "of states- men ") " who are in the service; but, in ease of need, be not uneasy: the institutions will trans- form that same existence." JNIarya Dmitrievna, with emotion, backed up Panshin. " What a clever man this is," — she thought, — " talking in my house!" Liza said nothing, as she leaned against a window-frame; Lavretzky also main- tained silence ; JNIarf a Timof eevna, who was play- ing cards in the corner with her friend, nnittered something to herself. Panshin strode up and down the room, and talked elo(juently, but with a secret spite: he seemed to be scolding not the whole race, ])ut certain individuals of his ac- 198 A NOBLEMAN S XKST quaintancc. In the Kalitiiis" oank'ii. in .1 l;ii..( lilac-busli, dwelt a iii<»litin<4ale, wliose fiist e\in- ing notes rang forth in the intervals ol' this elo- quent harangue; the first stars lighted up in the rosy sky, above the motionless crests of the lin- dens. Lavret/ky rose, and began to reply to l^arishin; an argument ensued. Lavret/ky de- fended the youth and independence of l{ussia: he siuTendered himself, his generation as sacrifice, — but upheld the new men, their convictions, antl their desires; Panshin retorted in a sharp and irri- tating way, declared that clever men must reform everything, and went so far, at last, that, I'orget- ting his rank of Junior Gentleman of the Im- perial Bedchamber, and his official career, he called Lavretzky a " laggard conservative," lie even hinted, — in a very remote way, it is true, — at his false position in society. Lavretzky did not get angry, did not raise his voice (he remem- bered that ]Miklialevitch also had called him a laggard — only, a Voltairian) — and ealml\ \ ;m- quished Panshin on every ])oint. He demon- strated to him the impossibility of leaps and supercilious reforms, unjustified either l)y a knowledge of the native land or actual faith in an ideal, even a negative ideal; he cited, as an exam- ple, his own education, and demanded, first of all, a recognition of national truth and submission to it, — that submission without which even bohhiess against falsehood is imi)ossible: he did not evade, 199 ^ A NOBLEMAN'S NEST in conclusion, the reproach — merited, in his opin- ion — of frivolons waste of time and strength. "All that is very fine!" — exclaimed the en- raged Panshin, at last: — "Here, you have re- turned to Russia, — what do you intend to do? " "Till the soil," — replied Lavretzky: — "and try to till it as well as possible." " That is very praiseworthy, there 's no dis- puting that," — rejoined Panshin: — " and I have been told, that you have already had great suc- cess in that direction; but you must admit, that not every one is fitted for that sort of occu- pation. . . " " Une nature poetique" — began Marya Dmi- trievna, — " of course, cannot till the soil . . . . et puis, you are called, Vladimir Nikolaitch, to do everything en grand" This w^as too much even for Panshin: he stopped short, and the conversation stopped short also. He tried to turn it on the beauty of the starry sky, on Schubert's music — but, for some reason, it would not run smoothly; he ended, by suggesting to Marya Dmitrievna, that he should play picquet with her. — "What! on such an evening?" — she replied feebly; but she ordered the cards to be brought. Panshin, with a crackling noise, tore open the fresh pack, while Liza and Lavretzky, as though in pursuance of an agreement, both rose, and placed themselves beside INIarfa Timofeevna. 200 A NOBLEMAN'S NEST Thev both, siKldciilv, i'cll :; > xvv\ imicli ;il case that they were even afraid to he left alone to- gether, — and, at the same time, holii IVlt that tlu- embarrassment whicli tliev liad ex})erieneed dur- ing the last few days had vanished, ne\er more to retnrn. The old woman stealthily j)atte(l La- vretzky on the eheek, slyly screwed u\) her eyes, and shook her head several times, remarking in a whispei': " Thon hast got the best of the clever fellow, thanks." Everything in the room became still; the only sound was the faint crackling of the wax candles, and, now and then, the taj)ping of hands on the table, and an exclamation, or the reckoning of the spots, — and the song, mighty, resonant to the verge of daring, of the night- ingale, poured in a broad stream through the w indow, in company with the dewy coolness. 201 XXXIV Liza had not uttered a single word during the course of the dispute between Lavretzky and Piinshin, but had attentively followed it, and had been entirely on Lavretzky's side. Politics pos- sessed very little interest for her; but the self- confident tone of the fashionable official (he had never, hitherto, so completely expressed himself) had repelled her ; his scorn of Russia had woimded her. It had never entered Liza's head, that she was a patriot; but she was at her ease with Rus- / sian people; tlie Russian turn of mind gladdened , her; without anj^ affectation, for hoiu-s at a time, (^ she chatted with the overseer of her mother's es- ' tate, when he came to town, and talked with him as with an equal, without any lordly condescen- sion. Lavretzky felt all this: he would not have undertaken to reply to Panshin alone; he had been talking for Liza only. They said nothing to each other, even their eves met but rarelv; but botli understood that they had come very close together tliat e^'ening, understood that they loved and did not love the same things. On only one point did they differ; but Liza secretly hoped to bring him to God. Thej'^ sat beside JNIarfa ~ 202 A NOBLE.AIAX'S NEST Timofeeviia, and apjR'ared to he watching- hw play; and they really were watehino- it, hut. ;,, the meanwhile, their hearts hud waxed ^reat in their hosonis, and notliino- esea|)e(l tlieni: for them the nightingale was singing, the stars were sinn- ing, and the trees were sol'tly whispering, lulled hoth hv slumher and hy the softness ol" the sum- mer, and hy the warmth. Layretzky surrendered himself wholly to the hillow whieh was hearing him onward, — and rejoiced; hut no word can ex- press that which took place in the young girl's pure soul: it was a secret to herself; so let it remain for all others. Xo one laiows. no one has seen, and no one ever will see, how that whieh is called into life and blossom pours forth and ma- tures grain in the bosom of the earth. The clock struck ten. Marfa Timofcevna went off to her rooms up-stairs, with Xastasya Kar- povna; Lavret/ky and Liza strolled through the room, halted in front of the open door to the garden, gazed into the dark distance, then at each other — and smiled; they would have liked, it aj)- peared, to take each other by the hand, and talk their fill. They returned to jNIarya Dnn'trievna and Panshin, whose picfjuet had become pro- tracted. The last " king " came to an end at length, and the hostess rose, groaning and sigh- ing, from the cushion.-gainished arm-chair; I'jin- shin took his hat, kissed Marya Dinih'icvna's hand, remarked that nothing now prevented other 203 A NOBLEMAN'S NEST liappy mortals from going to bed, or enjoying the night, bnt that he must sit over stupid papers until the morning dawned, bowed eoldly to Liza (he had not expected that in reply to his offer of marriage, she would ask him to wait, — and therefore he was sulking at her) — and went away. Lavretzky followed him. At the gate they parted; Panshin aroused his coachman by poking him with the tip of his cane in the neck, seated himself in his drozhky, and drove off. La- vretzky did not feel like going home; he walked out beyond the town, into the fields. The night was tranquil and bright, although there was no moon ; Lavretzky roamed about on the dewy grass for a long time; he came by accident upon a narrow path; he walked along it. It led him to a long fence, to a wicket-gate; he tried, without himself knowing why, to push it open : it creaked softly, and opened, as though it had been await- ing the pressure of hir: hand; Lavretzky found himself in a garden, advanced a few paces along an avenue of lindens, and suddenly stopped short in amazement: he recognised the garden of the Kalitins. He immediately stepped into a black blot of shadow which was cast by a thick hazel-bush, and stood for a long time motionless, wondering and shrugging his shoulders. " This has not happened for nothing," he thought. 204 A NORT.E:\rAX'S XKST Everything^ was sikul round al)()ul : tml a soninl was borne to him from the (hi-cctlon of the house. He cautiously advanced Lo, al Mir turn in the avenue, the whole liouse suddeidy «4a/.i(l al liim with its dark front; oidy in two of tlu- n|)|)( r win- dows M-ere lights twinkling: in Ij/as room, a candle was burning ))ehind a wiiile sliadc, and in JNfarfa Timofeevna's bedroom a shrine-lamp was glowing with a red gleam in front of llie liolv pictures, reflecting itself in an even halo iii the golden settings; down-stairs, the dooi- lead- ing out on the balcony yawned broadly, as it stood wide open. I^avretzky seated himself on a wooden bench, propped his head on his hand, and began to gaze at the door and the window. Mid- night struck in the town; in the house, the small clocks shrilly rang out twelve; the watchman beat with a riffle of taps on the board. Lavretzky thought of nothing, expected nothing: it was pleasant to him to feel himself near Liza, to sit in her garden on the bench, where she also Iiad sat more than once The light disai)peare(l in Liza's room. "Good night, my dear girl." whisi)ered La- vretzky, as he continued to sit motionless, and without taking his eyes from the darkened window. Suddenly a light appeared in one of the win- dows of the lower storey. ])assed to a second, a tlnrd. . . . Some one was walking through the 205 A NOBLEMAN'S NEST rooms with a candle. " Can it be Liza? Im- possible! " . . . . Lavretzky half rose to his feet. A familiar figure flitted past, and Liza made her appearance in the drawing-room. In a white gown, with her hair hanging loosely on her shoulders, she softly approached a table, bent over it, set down the candle, and searched for some- thing; then, turning her face toward the garden, she approached the open door, and, all white, light, graceful, paused on the threshold. A quiver ran through Lavretzky's limbs. " Liza! " — burst from his lips, in barely audi- ble tones. She started, and began to stare into the dark- ness. "Liza!" — repeated Lavretzky more loudly, and emerged from the shadow of the avenue. Liza, in alarm, stretched forth her head, and staggered backward. He called her for the third time, and held out his arms toward her. She left the door, and advanced into the garden. " Is it you?" — she said. — " Are you here? " " It is I I . . . listen to me," — whispered Lavretzky, and, grasping her hand, he led her to the bench. She followed him without resistance; her pale face, her impassive eyes, all her movements, were expressive of unutterable amazement. I^avret- zky seated lier on the bench, and himself took up his stand in front of her. 206 A NOBLEMAN'S NEST " I had no thought of coniiii"^ IiitlitT," Ik l.c- gan: — " I came hither hy cliaiice I . . . . I ... I love you," — he said, with irivoluiitaiv terror. Liza slowly glanced at him; aj)|)arently, s\\v had ordy that moment compreliended where she was, and that she was with him. She tried to rise, hut could not, and covered her face with her hands. " Liza," — said Lavretzky: — " Liza," — lie re- peated, and bowed down at her feet. . . . Her shoulders began to quiver sh"ghtly, the fingers of her pale hands were pressed more tightly to her face. " What is the matter with you? " — Lavretzky uttered, and caught the sound of soft sobl)iiig. His heart turned cold. . . . He understood the meaning of those tears. " Can it be that you love me? " — he whispered, and touched her knee. " Rise," he heard her voice: — " rise, Feodor Ivanitch. What is this that you and I are doing? " He rose, and seated himself bv her side on the bench. She was no longer weeping, but was gazing attentively at him with her wet eyes. " I am frightened: what are we doing? " — she repeated. " I love you," — he said agnin: — " 1 am ready to give the whole of my life to you. " Again she shuddered, as though something 207 A NOBLEMAN'S NEST liad si'iing lier, and raised her gaze heaven- ward. " All this is in God's power," — she said. " But do you love me, Liza? Shall we be happy?" Slie dropped lier eyes; he softly drew her to him, and lier head sank upon his slioulder. . . . He turned lier head a little to one side, and touched her pale lips. Half an hour later, I^avretzky was standing be- fore the wicket. He found it locked, and was obliged to leap across the fence. He returned to the town, and walked through the sleeping streets. A sensation of great, of unexpected happiness filled his soul; all doubts had died within him. " Vanish, past, dark spectre," he thought: " she loves me, she will be mine." All at once, it seemed to him that in the air, over his head, wondrous, triumphant sounds rang out; the sounds rolled on still more magnificently; in a chanting, miglity flood they streamed on, — and in them, so it seemed, all his happiness was sjieak- ing and singing. He glanced around him: the sounds were floating from two upper windows of a tiny house. "Lemm!" — cried Lavretzkv, and ran to the liouse. — " Lemm! I^emm! " — he repeated loudly. The sounds died away, and the figure of the old man in his dressing-gown, with breast bare, 208 A NOrJT.EIMAX'S XKST and hair dishevelled, niade its appearance ;il ihc window. "Aha!" — he said, with di«>nitv: — "is that you?" " Christofor Feodoritcli! wliat s])]eiidid music! For God's sake, let nie in." The old man, Avithout ntterin^- a word, with a majestic movement of the arm fluno- the door- key out of the window into the street. I .avretzk v briskly ran up-stairs, entered the I'oom, and was on the ])oint of rushing at T.enim. hnl the latter imperiously motioned him to a chair; he said, abruptly, in Russian: "Sit down and listen!" seated himself at the piano, oa/ed proudly and sternly about him, and began to i)lay. It was long since Lavretzky had heard anything of the sort: a sweet, passionate melody, which gripj)ed the heart from its very first notes; it was all beam- ing and languishing with inspiration, with luip- piness, with beauty; it swelled and melted away: it touched everything which exists on earth of precious, mysterious, holy; it breathed foitli deathless sadness, and floated away to die- in heaven. Lavretzky straightened liimseli" u]) and stood there, cold and pale with i*apture. Those sounds fairly sank into his soul, which had only just been shaken with the bliss of love; they lluin- selves were flaming with love. " Repeat it." - he whispered, as soon as the last chord resoujidcd. The old man cast u])on him an lagle glance, •200 A NOBLEMAN'S NEST struck his breast with his hand, and saying delib- erately, in his native language: — -" I made that, for I am a great musician," — he again played his wonderful composition. There was no candle in the room; the light of the rising moon fell aslant through the window; the sensitive air trembled resonantly ; the pale, little room seemed a sanctuary, and the head of the old man rose high and inspired in the silvery semi-darkness. I^avretzky approached and embraced him. At first, Lemm did not respond to his embrace, he even repulsed it with liis elbow; for a long time, without moving a single limb, he continued to gaze forth, as before, sternly, almost roughly, and only bellowed a couple of times: "Aha!" At last his transfigured face grew calm, relaxed, and, in reply to Lavretzky's warm congratula- tions, he first smiled a little, then fell to weeping, feebly sobbing like a cliild. "This is marvellous," — he said: — "that pre- cisely you should now liave come; but 1 know — I know^ all." "You know all?" — ejaculated Lavretzky, in confusion. "You have heard me," — returned Lemm: — " have not j'ou understood that I know all? " Lavretzky could not get to sleep until the morning: all niglit long, he sat on his bed. And Liza did not sleep: slie prayed. 210 XXXV The reader knows how Lavretzky had ^rowii uj) and devek)ped; let us say a few words al)()ut Liza's hringing up. She was ten years okl wIrii her father (Hed; hut he had paid httle heed to her. Overwhehned with husiness, eonstaiitly al)- sorbed in increasing his })ropcrty, splenetic, harsli, impatient, he furnished money unsparingly for teachers, tutors, clothing, and the other wants of the cliildren; but he could not endure, as he expressed it, " to dandle the scpialling ])rats," — and he had no time to dandle them: he worked, toiled over his business, slept little, occasionally played cards, worked again; he compared himself to a horse liarnessed to a tlu'eshing-machine. " My life has rushed by fast," lie said on liis death- bed, with a proud smile on his parched lii)s. Marya Dmitrievna, in reality, troubled herself about Liza hardly more than did the fathei-, al- though she had boasted to -Lavretzky that she alone had reared her children; she had dressed Liza like a doll, in the presence of visitors had patted her on the head, and called her, to her face, a clever child and a darling — and that was all: any regular care wearied the lazy gentlewoniaii. 211 A XOBLEMAX'S NEST During lier father's lifetime, Liza had been in tlie hands of a governess, ^Nllle. ^Nloreau, from Paris, and after his death she had passed into the charge of ]Marfa Timofeevna. The reader is acquainted with ^larfa Timofeevna; but jNIlle. JNloreau was a tinv, wrinkled creature, with birdlike ways and a tiny, birdlike mind. In her youth she had led a very dissipated life, and in her riper years she had but two passions left — for dainties and for cards. ^Vhen she w^as gorged, was not playing cards, and not chattering, her face instanth^ as- sumed an almost deathlike expression : she would sit, and gaze, and breathe, and it was evident that no thought was passing through her head. It was not even possible to call her good- natured : there are also birds which are not good- natured. ^Vhether it was in consequence of her frivolously-spent youth, or of the Paris air, which she had breathed since her childhood, — she har- boured within her a certain cheap, general scepticism, which is usually expressed by the words : " tout fa c'est des hetises." She talked an irregular, but purely Parisian jargon, did not gossip, was not capncious, — and what more could be desired in a governess? On Liza she had little influence; all the more powerful upon her was the influence of her nurse, Agafya Vlasievna. The lot of this woman was remarkable. She sprang from a peasant family ; at the age of six- teen, they married her to a peasant; but there 212 A NOBLKMAX'S XEST was a sharp (listinction bctwctii lie r .ind her sister- peasant women. For twenty years Ik r r.itlicr had been the village elder, had accmniilalcd a good deal of money, and had petted lur. SIk- was a wonderful beauty, the most dashingly-clcgarit peasant maid in all the country romid about, clever, a good talker, daring. Her masttr, Dmi'- try Pestoff, the father of Marya Dmitrieviia. a modest, quiet man, caught sight oi' her one day at the threshing, talked with her, and fell passion- ately in love with her. Soon afterward, she became a widow: I'estoff, although he was a married man, took her into his house, and clothed her in the style ol' a house- servant. Agafva immediately accommodated herself to her new position, exactly as though she had never lived in any other way. Her skin be- came white, she grew plum}); her arms, under their muslin sleeves, became " like fine wheat flour," like those of a cook; the samovar stood constantly on her table; she would wear nothing but velvet and silk, she slept on a feather-bed of down. This blissful life lasted for the space of five years; but Dmitry Pestoff died: his widow, a good-natured gentlewoman, desirous of sparing her husband's memory, was not willing to be- have dishonoiu'ably towai'd her rival, the more so, as Agafya had never forgotten herself before her; but she married her to the cow-herd, and sent her out of her sight. Three yeai-s jiassed. 213 A NOBLEMAN'S NEST Once, on a hot suinnier dav, the lady of the manor went to her dairy. Agafya treated her to such splendid cold cream, bore herself so modestly, and was so neat in person, and so cheerful and satis- fied with everytliing, that her mistress announced to her her pardon, and permitted her to come to the manor-house; and six months later, she had become so attached to her, that she promoted her to the post of housekeeper, and entrusted the en- tire management to her. Again Agafj^a came into power, again she grew plump and white- skinned; her mistress had complete confidence in her. In this manner, five more years elapsed. Again misfortune fell upon Agafya. Her hus- band, whom she had had raised to the post of foot- man, took to drink, began to disappear from the house, and wound up by stealing six of the fam- ily's silver spoons, and hiding them— imtil a con- venient opportunity — in his wife's chest. This was discovered. He was again degraded to the rank of cow-herd, and a sentence of disgrace was pronounced upon Agafya; she was not banished from tlie house, but she was reduced from the place of housekeeper to tliat of seamstress, and ordered to wear a kerchief on her head, instead of a cap. To the amazement of all, Agafya ac- cepted the blow which had overtaken her with humble submission. She was then over thirty years of age, all her children had died, and her husband did not long survive. The time had ar- 214 A NOBLEMAN S NKS T rived for her to eome to a sense of Irt position- she did so. She heeaiiie very taeitmii and dcNout. never missed a single ^Matins serviee, nor a single Liturgy, and gave away all her fine- clotlus. Fif- teen years she spent (juietly, i)eaeelully, \s itii dig- nity, quarrelling with no one, yielding to every one. If any one spoke rudely to her, — she merely bowed, and returned thanks for the les.soii. Her mistress had forgiven her long sinee, had re- moved the ban from her, and had given her a cap from her own head; but she herself refused to remove her kerchief, and always went about in a dark-hued gown; and after the death of her mistress, she became still more quiet and humble. A Russian easily conceives fear and affection; but it is difficidt to win his respect: it is not soon given, nor to every one. Every one in the house respected Agafya; no one even recalled her for- mer sins, as though they had been buried in the earth, along with the old master. When Kalftin became the husband of Marya Dmitrievna, he wished to entrust the housekeep- ing to AgJifya; but she declined, " because oi' tlir temptation"; he roared at her, she made him a lowly reverence, and left the room. The clever Kalftin understood people; and he also under- stood Agafya, and did not forget hei'. On re- moving his residence to the town, he api)ointt(l her, with her own consent, as nurse to Liza. \\ lio had just entered her fifth year. 21o A XOBLEMAX'S NEST At first, Liza was frightened by the serious and stern face of her new nurse; but she speedily became accustomed to lier, and conceived a strong affection for her. She herself was a serious child ; lier features recalled the clear-cut, regular face of Kalitin; only, she had not her father's eyes; hers beamed with a tranquil attention and kind- ness wliich are rare in children. She did not like to play with dolls, her laughter was neither loud nor long, she bore herself M'ith decorum. She was not often thoughtful, and was never so with- out cause; after remaining silent for a time, she almost always ended by turning to some one of lier elders, with a question which showed that her brain was working over a new impression. She very early ceased to lisp, and already in her fourth year she spoke with perfect distinctness. She was afraid of her father; her feeling toward her mother was undefined, — she did not fear her, neither did she fondle her ; but she did not fondle Agafya either, although she loved only her alone. Agafya and she were never separated. It was strange to see them together. Agafya, all in black, with a dark kerchief on her head, with a face thin and transparent as wax, yet still beautiful and expressive, would sit upright, engaged in knitting a stocking; at her feet, in a little arm- chair, sat Liza, also toiling over some sort of work, or, with her bright eyes uplifted gravely, listening to what Agafya was relating to her, and 216 A X()BLK>rAN\S XKST Agafya did not tell her fairy-stories; in a meas- ured, even voiee, she would narrate the life of the Most-pure Virgin, the lives of liie hermits, tin- saints of God, of the holy martyrs; she would tell Liza how the holy men Ii\ed in the deserts, how they worked out their salvation, endured hunner and want, — and, fearing not kings, eonfessed Christ; how the hirds of heaven hrought them food, and the wild heasts oheyed them; how on those spots where their hlood fell, flowers sjjrang up. — '"Yellow violets?" — one day asked Li/n, wh(^ was very fond of flowers. . . . Agai'yn talked gravely and meekly to Liza, as though she felt that it w^as not for her to utter sueh lofty and sacred words. Liza listened to her and the image of the Omnipresent, Omniscient (rod pene- trated into her soul with a cei'tain sweet powei-, filled her with pure, devout awe, and Christ he- came for her a person close to her, almost a rela- tive: and Agafya taught her to pray. Some- times she woke Liza early, at davhreak, hastilv dressed her, and surreptitiously took hei- to Matins: I^iza followed her on tiptoe, hardly breathing; the chill and semi-ohscurity of the dawn, the freshness and emptiness of the sticets, the very mysteriousness of these nnex peeled ;ih- sences, the cautious return to the house, to In-d, all this mingling of the forbidden, the strange, the holy, agitated the little girl, penetrated into the very depths of her l)eing. iVgjifya never eon- 217 A XOBLEMAX S XEST demned anybody, and did not scold Liza for her pranks. ^Vhen she was displeased over anything, she simply held her peace; and Liza understood that silence ; with the swift perspicacity of a child, she also understood verv well when Ao'afva was displeased with other people — with ^Nlarya Dmi- trievna herself, or with Kalitin. Aoafva took care of Liza for a little more than three years; she was replaced by ^Ille. ^loreau; but the frivo- lous Frenchwoman, with her harsh manners and her exclamation: "tout ^yi cest des hctiscs," — could not erase from T^iza's heart her beloved nurse: the seeds which had been sown had struck down roots too deep. jMoreover, Agafya, al- though she had ceased to have charge of Liza, re- mained in the house, and often saw her nursling, who confided in her as befcM-e. l^ut Ao'afva could not "'et alono- with Marfa Timofeevna, when the latter came to live in the Kalitin house. The stern dio-nitv of the former " peasant woman " did not please the impatient and self-willed <^ld woman. Agafya begged per- mission to go on a pilgrimage, and did not retiu'n. Dark rumours circulated, to the effect that she had withdrawn to a convent of Old Ritualists. But the traces left by her in Lizas soul were not effaced. xVs before, the latter went to the Liturgy as to a festival, prayed with delight, with a cer- tain repressed and bashful enthusiasm, which se- cretly amazed >hirya Dnu'trievna not a little, al- 218 A NOBLEMAN'S NKST though slie put no coiistrainl upon Li/a, hut mereh^ endeavoured to moderate her zeal, and did not permit her to make an exeessive nunihcr of prostrations: that was not lady-hke niaiincis, she said. Liza stuched well, — that is to say, assi(hi- ously; God had not endowed liei- willi particularly hrilliant capacities, with a great mind; she ac- quired nothing Avithout lahour. She i)layed well on the piano; ])ut Lemm alone knew what it cost her. She read little; she had no " words of her own," but she had thoughts of her own, and she went her own way. It was not for nothing that she resembled her father: he, also, had not been wont to ask others what he should do. Thus she grew up — quietly, at leisure; thus she attained her nineteenth year. She was very pretty, with- out herself being aware of the fact. An uncon- scious, rather awkward grace revealed itself in her every movement; her voice rang with the silvery sound of unaffected youth, the slightest sensa- tion of pleasure evoked a winning smile on her lips, imparted a deep gleam and a certain mys- terious caress to her sparkling eyes. Thoroughly imbued with the sense of duty, with the fear of wounding any one whatsoever, with a kind and gentle heart, she loved every one in general, and no one in particular; God alone she loved with rapture, timidly, tenderly. Lavretzky \vas the first to break in upon her tranquil inner life. Such was I^iza. 219 XXXVI At tM'clve o'clock on the following day, La- vretzky set out for the Kalitins'. On the way tliither, he met Panshin, who galloped past him t)n horseback, with his hat pulled down to his verv eyebrows. At the Kalitins', Lavretzky was not admitted, — for the first time since he had known them. IMarya Dmitrievna was " lying down," — so the lackey announced; "they" had a headache. Neither Marfa Timofeevna nor Lizaveta jNIikhailovna was at home. Lavretzky strolled along the garden, in anxious hope of meeting Liza, but saw no one. He returned a couple of hours later, and received the same an- swer, in connection with which the lackey be- stowed a sidelong glance upon liim. It seemed to Lavretzky impolite to intrude himself upon them for a third time that day — and he decided to drive out to Vasilievskoe, where, without ref- erence to this, he had business to attend to. On the way he constructed various plans, each more beautiful than the other; but in his aunt's hamlet, sadness fell upon him; he entered into conversa- tion witli Anton; the old man, as though ex- pressly, had nothing but cheerless thoughts in his 220 A XOTU.KMAX S XKST niiiul. He narratctl lo La\rcl/ky, liow (ilalira Petroviia, before her death, had hittcii her own hand, — and, after a shoit pause-, lie a(hled: "Everyman, niaster---dear little fatlitr. is i/\\v]\ to devouring himself." It was ahcady late w lien Lavretzky set out on tlie ictuiii jouiiu y. 'I'he sounds of the preeeding (hiy took i)ossessioii of him, the image of Liza arose in his soul in all its gentle trans])areney : he melted at tiic thought that she loved him, — and drove up to his little town-house in a eomposed and haj)])y frame of mind. The first thing whieh struck him on entering the anteroom was the scent of patcliouli, which was very repulsive to him; several tali trunks and coffers Avere standing there. The face ol" the valet who ran forth to receive him seemed to him strange. Without accounting to himself for his impressions, he crossed the threshold of the draw- ing-room From the couch there rose to greet him a lady in a black gown with Hounces, and raising a batiste handkerchief to lier pale face, she advanced several paces, bent her care- fully-dressed head, — and fell at liis feet. . . . Then only did he recognise her: the lady was — his wife. It took his breath away. . . He leaned against the w^all. " Theodore, do not drive me away! " — she said in French, and her voice cut his heart like a knife. 221 A NOBLEMAN'S NEST He glaiiced at her without comprehending, yet he imniechately noticed that she had grown pale and thin. " Theodore/' — she went on, from time to time raising her eyes, and cautiously wringing her wondrously-heautifid fingers, with rosy, polished nails: — " Theodore, I am to blame toward vou, deeply to blame, — I will say more, I am a crim- inal ; but do you listen to me ; repentance tortures me, I have become a burden to myself, I could not longer endure my position; how many times have I meditated returning to you, but I feared your wrath ; — I have decided to break every con- nection with the ]3ast .... inds, j'ai ete si malade, — I have been so ill," — she added, and passed her hand across her brow and her cheek, — " I have taken advantage of the rumour of my death which had got into circulation, I have abandoned every- thing; witliout halting, day and night I have hastened hither; I have hesitated, for a long time, to present mj^self before you, my judge- — paraitre devant vous, inon juge, — but, at last, I made up my mind, remembering your invariable kindness, to come to j^ou; I learned your address in Mos- cow. Believe me," she continued, softly rising from the floor, and seating lierself on the very edge of an arm-chair: — " I have often meditated death, and I would luive summoned up sufficient courage to take my life — akh, life is now an In- tolerable burden to me! — but the thought of my 222 A N015LKMAX S XKST (laughter, of my Adotclika, held mv l)ack; sht- is here, she is asleep in the adjoining room, poor child! She is weary, — you sludl see lier: she, at least, is not guilty toward you, and 1 am so >m- liappy, so unlKijjpy!" — exclaimed Mwiv. i.avret- zky, and hurst into tears. Lavretzky came to himself, at last; lie sep- arated himself from the wall, and moved toward the door. "You are going away?" — said his wife, in despair: — "oh, this is cruel! — Without saying one word to me, without even one reproach. . . . This scorn is Idlling me, this is terrible! " Lavretzky stopped short. " What is it that you wish to hear from me? " —he uttered, in a toneless voice. " Nothing, nothing," — she caught him u}) with vivacity: — " I know that I have no right to de- mand anything; — I am not a fool, believe me; — I do not hope, I do not dare to hope for your forgiveness; — I only venture to entreat you, that you will give me directions what 1 am to do, where I am to live? — I will fulfil your eonunand, whatever it may be, like a slave." " I have no commands to give you," — returned Lavretzky, in the same voice: — " you know, that everything is at an end between us . . . and now more than ever. — Vou may live wheie you see fit; — and if your allowance is insufficient . . ." "Akh, do not utter such di-eadful words,"— 223 A XOBT.EMAX S NEST Varvara Pavlovna interrupted him: — -" spare me, if only .... if only for the sake of that angel " And, as she said these words, Varvara Pavlovna flew headlong into the next room, and immediately returned with a tiny, very elegantly dressed little girl in her arms. Heavy, ruddy-gold curls fell over her pretty, rosy little face, over her large, black, sleepy eyes; she smiled, and blinked at the light, and clung with her chubby hand to her mother's neck. "Ada, vols, cest ton pere/' — said Varvara Pav- lovna, pushing the curls aside from her eyes, and giving her a hearty kiss: — " prie le avec moi." " Cest fa, papa? " — lisped the little girl, brokenl5\ "Old, mon enfant, nest ce pas, que tu Vaimes? " But this was too much for Lavretzky. " In what melodrama is it that there is pre- cisely such a scene? " — ^he muttered, and left the room. Varvara Pavlovna stood for a while rooted to the spot, slightly shrugged her shoulders, carried the little girl into the other room, undressed her, and put her to bed. Then she got a book, sat down near the lamp, waited for about an hour, and, at last, lay down on the bed herself. "l^li hien, madame? " — inquired her maid, a Frenchwoman, whom she had brought from Paris, as she removed her corsets. " Eh hien, Justine," — she replied ; — " he has 224 A NOTJT.KMAWS XKST aged greatly, but it strikes ww Ilia I lie is as good- natured as ever. — Give nie my gloves for the night, prepare my high-neeked grey gown I'oi- to- morrow; and do not forget the mutton (■ho])s for Ada. . . . Really, it will he dillieull lo ol)lain them here; but we must make the effort." '^A la guerre, comme a la guerre '' — responded Justine, and put out the light. 225 XXXVII For more than two hours Lavretzkv roamed about the streets of the town. The night which he had spent in the suburbs of Paris recurred to his mind. His heart swelled to bursting within him, and in his head, which was empty, and, as it w^ere, stunned, the same set of thoughts kept swirling, —dark, wrathful, evil thoughts. " She is alive, she is here," he whispered, with constantly aug- menting amazement. He felt that he had lost Liza. Bile choked him ; this blow had struck him too suddenlv. How could he so lightlv have be- lieved the absurd gossip of a feuilleton, a scrap of paper? " Well, and if I had not believed it, Avhat difference Avould that have made? I should not have knowii that Liza loves me; she herself would not have known it." He could not banish from himself the form, the voice, the glances of his wife .... and he cursed himself, cursed every- thing in the world. Worn out, he arrived toward morning at Lemm's. For a long time, he could produce no effect with his knocking; at last, the old man's head, in a nightcap, made its appearance in the 22f> A N015LKMAX S XKST window, sour, wrinkled, no JonocT lu-arin^r tlu- sliglitest rescnihlant'f to tiiat iiispirc'dlv-inorosc head vvhieh, four and cwenty hours previously, had gazed on Lavretzky from tiie lull JKlght of its artistie majesty. " ^Vhat do you want? "— iiKpiiic d Leinni: — " I cannot play every night; 1 have taken a de- coction." — But, evidently, Lavretzky's face was very strange: the old man made a shield I'oi- liis eyes out of his hands, stared at his nocturnal visitor, and admitted liim. Lavretzky entered the room, and sank down on a cliair; the old man halted in front of him, with the skirts of his motley-hued, old dressing- gown tucked up, writhing and mumhling with his lips. " My wife has arrived," — said I^avretzky, raising his head, and suddenly hreaking into an involuntarj^ laugh. Lemm's face expressed surprise, hut he did not even smile, and only wrapped himself more closely in his dressing-gown. You see, you do not know," — went on La- vretzky: — " I imagined .... I read in n news- paper, that she was no longer alive." "O — o, 3^ou read that a short time ago?" — asked I^emm. 1 es. " O — o," — repeated the old man, and elevated his eyebrows. — "And she has arrived?" 227 A NOBLEMAN'S NEST " Yes. She is now at my house ; but I ... I am an unhappy man." And again he broke into a hiugh. " You are an unhappy man," — repeated Lemm, slowly. " Christofor Feodoritch," — began Lavretzky: — " will you undertake to deliver a note? " " H'm. May I inquire, to whom?" "To Liza. .'. ." " Ah, — yes, yes, I understand. Very well. But when must the note be delivered?" " To-morrow, as early as possible." " H'm. I can send Katrina, my cook. No, I will go myself." " And will vou bring me the answer? " " Yes, I will." liemm sighed. " Yes, my poor young friend ; you really are — an vmhappy man." Lavretzky wrote a couple of words to Liza: he informed her of his wife's arrival, begged her to appoint a meeting, — and flung himself on the narrow divan, face to the wall; and the old man lay down on the bed, and tossed about for a long time, coughing and taking sips of his decoction. IVIorning came: they both rose. With strange eyes they gazed at each other. Lavretzky wanted to kill himself at that moment. The cook, Ka- trina, brought tliem some bad coffee. The clock struck eight. Lemm put on his hat, and saying 228 A NOT^T.KMAX S XKST that he had a lesson lo <»i\(' al the Kali'tins' at nine, hut that lie would find a deecMit |)iiU\l, set out. Lavretzky again Hung hinisell" on I he little couch, and again, from the depths ol' liis soul, a sorrowful laugh welled up. lie tiiouglit of how his wife had driven him out of his house; lie pic- tured to himself Liza s position, closed his eyes, and threw his hands hehjnd his Jicad. At last Lemm retiu'ned, and hrought him a scrap of pa- per, on which Liza had scrawled with pencil the following words: " We cannot see each other to- day; perhaps — to-morrow evening. I'arewell." Lavretzky quietly and abstractedly thanked Lemm, and went to his own house. He found his wife at breakfast; Ada, all curls, in a white frock M'ith blue ribl)ons, was eating a mutton chop. Varvara Pavlovna immediately rose, as soon as Lavretzky entered the room, and approached him, witli humility (lej)ieted on lur face. He requested her to follow him to his study, locked the door behind liim, and began to stride to and fro; she sat down, laid one hand modestly on the other, and began to watch liini w^ith her still beautiful, although slightly painted 'eyes. For a long time Lavretzky did not speak: he felt that he could not control himself: he per- ceived clearly, that Varvara PavloN na was not in the least afraid of him, but was assuming the air of being on the very verge of falling into a swoon. 2*20 A NOBLEMAN'S NEST " Listen, madam,"— he began, at last, breath- ing heavily at times, grinding liis teeth: — " there is no necessity for our dissembling with each other; I do not believe in your repentance; and even if it were genuine, it is impossible for me to become reconciled to you, to live with you again." Varvara Pavlovna compressed her lips and narrowed her eyes. " This is disgust," — she thought: — ^" of course! I am no longer even a woman to him." " It is imjjossible," — repeated Lavretzky, and buttoned up his coat to the throat. — " I do not know whv you have taken it into your head to come hither: probably, you have no money left." "Alas! you are insulting me," — whispered Varvara Pavlovna. " However that may be, — you are, unliappily, my wife, nevertheless. I cannot turn you out .... and this is what I have to propose to you. You may set out, this very day, if you like, for Lavriki, and live there; the house is good, as you know; you will receive all that is necessary, m addition to your allowance. . . . Do you agree? " Varvara Pavlovna raised her embroidered handkerchief to her eyes. " I have already told you," — she said, her lips twitching nervously: — " that I shall agree to any- thing whatever you may see fit to do with me: on this occasion, nothing is left for me to do, except 230 A NOBLK.MAX S XKST to ask you: will you permit mc, at least, to thank you for your niagiiauiniity!; " " No gratitude, I beg of you; il is Ixtlcr so," — hastily returned Lavretzkv. — " Aceordiimlv," — he went on, ai)i)roaehing tlie door: -" I may count upon . . . ." " To-morrow I shall be at I^avriki," — said \'ar- vara Pavlovna, respectfully rising from her seat, — " But, Feodor Ivanitch " (she no longer ealkd him Theodore) .... "What do you want?" " I know that I have, as yet, in no way eanud my forgiveness; may I hope, at least, in time , . . ." " Ekh, Varvjira Pavlovna,"^ — I^avretzky in- terrupted her: — " you are a clever woman, and as I am not a fool, I know that that is (|uite un- necessary for you. And I forgave you long ago: but there was always a gulf between us." " I shall know how to submit," — replied Var- vara Pavlovna, and bowed her head. " I lia\e not forgotten my fault; I should not be sur- prised to learn that you were even delighted at the news of my death," — .she added gently, pointing slightly with her hand at the eoi)y ol" the newspaper which lay on the table, forgotten 1>\ Lavretzky. Feodor Tvaniteli shuddered: the Ceuillrtoii was marked with a pencil. Varvara Pavlovna gazed at him with still greater humility. She was very A NOBLEMAN'S NEST pretty at that moment. Her grey Paris gown "■racefnllv clotlied licr willowy form, M'hich was almost that of a girl of seventeen; her slender, (U'licate neck encircled with a white collar, her bosom which rose and fell evenly, her arms de- void of bracelets and rings, — her whole figure, from her shining hair to the tip of her barely revealed little boot, was so elegant Lavretzky swept an angry glance over her, came near exclaiming: '' Brava! " came near smit- ing her in the temple M'ith his fist — and left the room. An hour later, he had already set out for A'^asilievskoe, and two hours later, Varvara Pavlovna gave orders that the best carriage in town should be engaged, donned a simple straw hat with a black veil, and a modest mantle, en- trusted Ada to Justine, and set out for the Kali- tins: from the inquiries instituted by her servant she had learned that her husband was in the habit of going to them every day. 232 XXXNIII The day oi' the aiTi\al oT La\ irt/.k\ s wife in town of () * * *, a du'crk'ss day InV liim, was also a painful day lor Liza. She had not snc- ceeded in going down-stairs and hidchng Ikt mother " good morning," hd'orc tin- tramphng of a horse's hoofs resounded under the window, and with secret terror she heheld Pansliiu ridino- into the yard: " He has presented himself thus carlv for a definitive explanation,"— she tliought and she was not mistaken; after spending a whili- in the drawing-room, he suggested that she should go with him into the garden, and demanded lier decision as to his fate. Li/a summoned np Ik r courage, and informed him that she could not he his wife. He hstened to her to the end, as he stood wdth his side toward her, and his hat j)ulle(l down on his hrows; courteously, I)ut in an altered tone, he asked her: was that hei last '.void, and had he, in any way, given hei- cause for such a change in her ideas^ then lie ])ressed his lunid to his eyes, sighed hriefly and ahruj)tly, and removed his hand from his face. " I have not wished to follow the heaten i)atii. " — he said, in a dull voice, — " I have wished to find '2Xi A XOBLEMAX S XEST my companion after the inclination of the heart; but. evidently, that was not destined to be. Fare- well, dream!" — He bowed profoundl}^ to Liza, and returned to the house. She hoped that he would immediately take his departure ; but he went into Marya Dmitrievna's boudoir, and sat with her for about an hour. As he went awav, he said to Liza: " Voire mere vous appelle; adieu a jamais . . " mounted his horse, and set off from the very porch at full gallop. Liza went in to ^Nlarya Dmitrievna, and found her in tears : Panshin had communicated to her his misfortune. "Why hast thou killed me? Why hast thou killed me? " — in this wise did the mortified widow begin her complaints. — " AVhom else didst thou want? What! is not he a suitable husband for thee? A Junior Gentleman of the Emperor's Bedchamber! not interessant! He might marry any INIaid of Honour he chose in Petersburg. And I — I had been hoping so! And hast thou changed long toward him? What has sent this cloud drifting hither — it did not come of itself! Can it be that ninny? A pretty counsellor thou hast found ! " And he, my dear one," — pursued Marya Dmitrievna: — "how respectful, how attentive, even in his own grief! Pie has promised not to abandon me. Akh, I shall not survive this! Akh, I have got a deadly headache. Send Palasha to 234 A NOHLKMAX'S XKST me. Thou wilt l)e the death of inc if thou dost not change thy mind, — dost tliou hearT' And calHng lier an ingrate a eouj)k' of limes, Marva Dnn'trievna sent Liza away. She went to her own room. But before she liad time to recover her breath from her explanation with Panshin and her mother, another thunder- storm broke over her, and this time from a (juar- ter whence she had least ex])eeted it. MVul'a Timofeevna entered her room, and immediately slammed the door behind her. The old woman's face was pale, her cap was awry, her eyes were flashing, her hands and lips were tix-mbHiig. Liza was amazed: never before had she seen her sensible and reasonable aunt in such a state. "Very fine, madam," — began Marfa Timo- feevna, in a tremulous and broken whisper: " ^•ery fine indeed! From whom hast thou learned this, my mother? . . . Give me water; I cannot sj)eak." " Calm yourself, aimtv; what is the matter witli you? " — said Liza, giving her a glass of water. — " Why, you yourself did not favour Mr. P.-in- shin." Marfa Timofeevna set down the glass. " I cannot drink: I shall knock out my last rt- maininff teeth. What dost thou mean i)v Pan- shfn? What has Panshin to do with it ^ Do tlmn tell me, rather, who taught thee to appoint iriule/- vous by night — hey? my mother? " Liza turned pale. 235 A NOBLEMAN'S NEST " Please do not think of excusing thyself," — continued Mdvi'n Timofeevna. — " Schurotchka herself saw all, and told me. I have forbidden her to chatter, but she does not lie." " I have made no excuses, aunty," — said Liza, in a barely audible voice. "All, ah! Now, see here, my mother; didst thou appoint a meeting with him, with that old sinner, that quiet man?" " No." " Then how did it come about? " " I went down-stairs, to the drawing-room, for a book; he was in the garden, and called me." "And thou wentest? Very fine. And thou lovest him, dost thou not? " " I do," — replied Liza, in a tranquil voice. "Gracious heavens! she loves him!" — Marfa Timof eevna tore off her cap. — " She loves a mar- ried man! Hey? she loves! " " He told me," — began Liza .... " What did he tell thee, the darling, wha-at was it? " " He told me that his wife was dead." INIarfa Timofeevna crossed herself. — " The kingdom of heaven be hers," — she whispered: — "she was a frivolous woman — God forgive her. So that 's how it is: then he 's a wddower. Yes, I see that he is equal to anything. Pie killed off his first wife, and now he 's after another. Thou art a sly one, art thou not? Only, this is what I have to say to thee, niece: in my time, w-hen I was 236 A NOBT.K.MAN S \KST young, girls were severely pnriislicd tor siieli capers. Thou must uol he angry witli hk . my mother; only fools get angry at the trulii. 1 li;i\ e given orders that he is not to he admiltcd to-day. I am fond of him, hut I shall ne\cr lorgivt- liiin for this. A w idowei-, forsooth! (iive me some water. . . ]5ut thou art my hrave girl, for send- ing Panshin off with a long face; only. d( 1 sit out nights with that goat's hreed, — with men, do not grieve me, an old woman! Vov I am not always amiahle — I know how to hite, also! . . . . A widower! " ]Marfa Timofeevna departed, hut Liza sat down in the corner and hegan to cry. She I'elt hitter in soul; she had not deserved such humilia- tion. Her love had not announced its presence by cheerfulness; this was the second time she had wept since the night hefore. That new. unex- pected feeling had barely come to life in her heart when she had had to pay so heavily for it, when strange hands had roughly touched her private secret! She felt ashamed, and |);iiiu(l. and bitter: but there was neither doubt noi- terror in her, — and l^avretzky became all the deaitr to her. She had hesitated as long as she did not understand herself; but after that meeting she could hesitate no longer; she knew that she lo\ed, — and had fallen in love h.onouiably. not .jest- ingly, she had become strongly attached, lor her whole life; she felt that force could not break that bond. 237 XXXIX Marya Dmitrievna was greatly perturbed when the arrival of Varvara Pavlovna was an- nounced to her; she did not even know whether to receive her; she was afraid of offending Feo- dor Ivanitch. At last, curiosity carried the day. " What of it? " — she said to herself, — " why, she is a relative also," — and seating herself in her arm-chair, she said to the lackey: "Ask her in! " Several minutes elapsed; the door opened, Var- vara Pavlovna approached INIarya Dmitrievna swiftly, with barely audible footsteps, and, with- out giving her a chance to rise from her chair, almost went down on her knees before her. " Thank you, aunty,"^ — she began in a touched and gentle voice, in Russian: "thank you! 1 had not hoped for such condescension on your part; you are as kind as an angel." As she uttered these words, Varvara Pavlovna unexpectedly took possession of one of Marya Dmitrievna's liands, and pressing it lightly in her pale-lilac gloves, obsequiously i-aised it to her full, rosy lips. Marya Dmitrievna completely lost her head, on beholding such a beautiful, charm- ingly-dressed woman, almost on her knees at her 238 A noble:max\s XKST feet; slic did iiol know wlmt lo d,,.; she did not wish to withdraw her hand, sht- wislicd to ^ivc her a seat, and to say soniethinn- aiMial)le to ht r; she ended hy risino-, and kissino- \'arvaia Pav- lovna on her sni(K>tli. i'l-a^^Tanl l)i()\\. \'ai\.iia Pavlovna was perfectly (hind'oundcd hy this kiss. "Good morning, — bon jo////' said .M.iiya Dmitrievna: — "of conrsc, I liad no i(l( a however, of course, 1 am dehglited to see yon. You understand, my dear, — it is not for me to sit in judgme?it hetween wife and liushand." " JNIv hushand is wliollv in the right," V-av- xiira Pavlovna interrupted her: — " I alone am to blame." " That is a very praisewortliy sentiment," — returned Marva Dmitrievna: — " very. Have you been here long? Have you seen hirnf Hut sit dovvn, pray." " I arrived yesterday," — replied A'arviira Pa\ - lovna, meekly seating herself on a cliair: ' I have seen Feodor Ivanitcli, I liave talked with liiiii. " " Ah! Well, and hoAv does he take it ( " " I was afraid that my sudden ai ri\al would arouse his wrath," — went on Varviira P;i\l()\na: — " but he did not deprive me of his presence." " That is to say, he did not .... ^\'s, yes, 1 understand," — ejaculated M/irya Dmitriex iia.— " He is only rather rougli in a|)pearane( . hut his heart is soft." "Feodor Ivanitcli has not lorgixen nu : lie A XOBT.EMAX'S NEST would not listen to nie. . . . But lie was so kind as to appoint Lavriki for my place of residence." " Ah! ^V very fine estate! " " I set out thither to-morrow, in compliance with his will ; but I considered it my duty to call on you first." " I am very, very grateful to you, my dear. One must never forget one's relatives. And, do you know, I am astonished that you speak Rus- sian so well. C'est ctonnaut!" Varvara Pavlovna sighed. " I have spent too much time abroad, INIarya Dmitrievna, I know that; but my heart has al- ways been Russian, and I have not forgotten my native land." " Exactly so, exactly so ; that is the best of all. Feodor Ivanitch, however, did not in the least ex- pect you. . . . Yes; believe my experience; la patrie avant tout. Akh, please show me, — what a charming mantle that is you have on ! " "Do you like it?" — Varvara Pavlovna promptly dropped it from her shoulders. — " It is a very simple thing, from ]Madame Baudran." " That is instantly perceptible. From Madame Baudran. . . . How charming, and what taste! I am convinced that you have brought with you a mass of the most entrancing things. I should like to look them over." " My entire toilette is at your service, my dear- est aunt. If you will ])ermit, I can give your 240 A XoniJvMAWS XKST maid some points. I li.ivc- a maid-scrxanl f,om Paris, — a woiidci lul seamstress." "You are very kind, my dear. Hul. really. I am ashamed." "Ashamed! . . ." repeated Vaivara IVivlovna. reproachfidly.— " If you wish to make me lia|)j)y, — command me, as thonnh I helon^e,! i,, you." ^larya Dmitrievna tliawed. "Vous ctes charmanic," she said.—" Hul uiiy do not you take off your honnet, your n loves? " " What? You permit? "—asked Yarvara l»av- lovna, clasping her liands, as though with emotion. " Of course; for vou will dine with us. I hope. I .... I will introduce you to mv (humhter." — Marya Dmitrievna hecame slightly eonfnsed. " Well! here goes! "—she said to liei-scll'. " She is not quite well to-day." "Oh, ma laiilc, how kind you are!" — ex- claimed Yarvara Pavlovna, and raised her hand- kerchief to her eyes. A page announced the arrival of (iede(')no\ sky. The old chatterl)ox entered, made his hows, and smiled. INIarya Dmitrievna presented him lo lici- visitor. He came near heing discomfited at jiist : but Yarvara Pavlovna treated him with such coquettish respect, that his eai's hegan lo l>iini. and fibs, scandals, amiable remarks ti'iekled out of his mouth like lioney. \"ar\'ara l\i\ lo\ iia lis- tened to him with a rej)i-essed smile, and heeanie rather talkative herself. She modestly talke'l 241 A NOBLEMAN'S NEST about Paris, about ber travels, about Baden; twice slie made Marya Diiiitrievna laugb, and on eacb occasion sbe beaved anotber bttle sigb, as tbou<>li slie were mentally reproaciiing berself for ber ill-timed mirtb; sbe asked permission to bring Ada ; removing ber gloves, she showed, with her smooth liands washed with soap a la guimauve , bow and where flounces, ruches, lace, and knots of ribbon were worn; she promised to bring a phial of the new^ English })erfume, Victoria's Es- sence, and rejoiced like a child when INIarya Dmi- trievna consented to accept it as a gift ; she wept at the remembrance of the feeling sbe bad ex- perienced when, for the first time, she had beard the Russian bells; — "so profoundly did they stagger my very heart," — she said. At that moment, Liza entered. From the morning, from the very moment when, chilled with terror, she had perused La- vretzky's note, I^iza had been preparing herself to meet his wife; sbe bad a presentiment that she should see her, by w^ay of ])unisbment to her own criminal hopes, as she called them. She bad made up her mind not to shun her. The sudden cri- sis in her fate bad shaken her to the very foun- dations; in the course of about two hours ber face had grown haggard; but sbe did not shed a tear. " It serves me riglit ! " — she said to lier- self, witli difficulty and agitation suppressing in her soul certain bitter, spiteful impulses, which 242 A NOHLKMAX'S XKST alarmed even herself*:— " Conie, 1 imist ^o down!"— she thought, as soon as slic heard of Mme. Lavretzky's .-iiTivMl. and slic uinl. For a lon<>- time she stood outside liie door ol' the drawing-room. Ijel'oi-e she eould hiing lieisell' to open it; with tiie thought: " I am to hiame toward her," — she erossed the threshold, and CokkI Ikt- self to look at her, foreed herself to smih . \'ar- vara Pavlovna advaneed to meet lier as soon as she saw her, arid made a slight hut ne\t rtlii-less respectful inclination hefore her. — " Allow me to introduce myself," — siie hegaii, in an insin- uating voice: — '' youv ni a in an is so indulgent to- ward me, that I hope you will also he kind. " The expression on Varvara Pa\io\iia*s I'aee, as she uttered this last word, her sly smile, he r cold and at the same time soft glance, the movement of her arms and shoulders, her very gown, her whole being, aroused in Liza such a feeling of repulsion, that she could make her no answer, and with an effort she offered her hand. " Tiiis young lady despises me,"- — thought \'ai\ara Pavlovna, as she wannly pressed Liza's cold fin- gers, and, turning to ^Nlarya l)mitrie\ na. she said in an undertone: ''Mais cllr csf (Ii'l/ciciisi! " Li/a flushed faintly, insult was audihle to lui- in this exclamation; but she made up her mind not to trust her impressions, and seated herself l»y the window, at her embroidery-frame. Kven then-. Varvara Pavlovna did not leave her in peace: she 243 A NOBLEMAN'S NEST went up to her, began to praise her taste, her art. . . . liiza's heart beat violently and pain- fully, slie could hardly control herself, she could liardly sit still on her chair. It seemed to her tliat Varviira Pavlovna knew everything, and, secretly triumphing, was jeering at her. For- tunately for lier, Gedeonovsky entered into con- versation with \^arvara Pavlovna, and distracted her attention. Liza bent over her embroidery- frame, and stealthily watched her. " He loved that Avoman," — she said to herself. But she im- mediately banished from her head the thought of Lavretzky: she was afraid of losing control over herself, she felt that her head was softly whirling. jNIarya Dmitrievna began to talk about music. " I have heard, my dear," — she began: — " that you are a wonderful performer." " It is a long time since I have j^layed," — re- plied Varvara Pavlovna, as she seated herself, in a leisurely manner, at the piano, and ran her fin- gers in a dashing way over the keys. — " Would you like to have me play? " " Pray do." Varvara Pavlovna played a brilliant and diffi- cult etude of Herz in a masterly style. She had a great deal of strength and execution. "A sylph!" — exclaimed Gedeonovsky. "Remarkable!" — assented INIarya Dmitri- evna. — " Well, Varvara Pavlovna, I must con- fess," — she said, calling her, for the first time, 244 A NOBLEMAN S XKST by her name: — " yoii Imve amazed me; you mi^^lit even give concerts. \\c have- an old musician here, a (German, an eccentric fellow, \(r\- learned; he gives Liza lessons: he will simply go out oi' his mind over you." " Lizaveta ^likliailovna is also a mnsiciaFJ? " — inquired Varvara Pavlovna, turning her head shglitly in her direction. " Yes, she plays qnite well, and loves music; but what does that signify, in comparison uilli you? But there is a young man liere; you ought to make his acquaintance. lie is — an artist in soul, and composes very prettily. lie is the only one who can fully ai)i)reciate you." " A young man? " — said Varvjira Pavlovna. — " Who is he? Some poor fellow? " " Good gracious, — he 's our chief cavalier, and not among us only — et a Pctershonrg. A Junior Gentleman of the Bedchamber, received in the best society. You certainly must have heard of him, — Panshin, Vladimir Xikolaitch. He is here on a government commission .... a future jNIin- ister, upon my word ! " " And an artist? " " An artist in soul, and such a charming fel- low. You shall see him. He lias been at my house very frequently of late; I have invited Iiim for this evening; I hoj>e that he will come," — added Marya Dmitrievna, with a gentle sigli and a sidelong bitter smile. 24.5 A NOBLEMAN'S XEST lAza understood the significance of that smile; hut she cared nothing for it. " And is he young? " — repeated Varvara Pav- lovna, hghtly modulating from one key to an- other. " He is eight and twenty — and of the most happy personal apj^earance. Un jeune liomme accompli, upon my word." " A model young man, one may say," — re- marked Gedeonovskv. Varvara Pavlovna suddenly began to play a noisy Strauss waltz, which started with such a mighty and rapid trill as made even Gedeonov- sky start; in the very middle of the waltz, she abruptly changed into a mournful motif, and wound up with the aria from "Lucia": " Fra poco." . . . She had reflected that merry music was not compatible with her situation. The aria from " Lucia," with emphasis on the sentimental notes, greatly affected JMarya Dmitrievna. "What soul! ' — she said, in a low tone, to Gedeonovskv. "A sylph!" — repeated Gedeonovsky, and rolled his eyes heavenward. Dinner-time arrived. ]Marfa Timofeevna came down-stairs when the soup was already standing on the table. She treated Varvara Pav- lovna very coolly, replying with half-words to her amiabilities, and not looking at her. Varvara Pav- lovna herself sj)eedily comprehended that she 246 A XOTU.EMAX S \ KS r could do notliing wiHi 11,^ old uoiiiaii, and erased to address her; on the otlur hand, Marva Dmi- trievna became more affectionate than cxci- with her guest: her aunt's discourtesy cnra«>c(i |i,.|-. However, Varvara Pavlovna was no! the onlx person at whom Marfa TiniofVcv na idnMd to look: she never cast a glanee at Li/.a, (.itiu r, al- though her eyes fairly flashed. She sal like a stone image, all sallow, pale, with tightly com- pressed lips — and ate nothing. Li/a seemed to be composed; and, as a matter of fact, all had become more traufjuil in her soul; a strange in- sensibility, the insensibility of the man condemned to death, had come upon her. At dinner \^ii\;ira Pavlovna talked little: she seemed to iiave be- come timid once more, and spread over her face an expression of modest melancholy, (rcded- novsky alone enlivened the conversation with liis tales, although he kept casting cowardly glances at Marfa Timofeevna, and a cough and tickling in the throat seized upon him every time that he undertook to lie in her presence, — but she did rn>t hinder him, she did not jntcrmpt him. Altii- dinner it appeared that Varvjira 1M\ loMia was extremely fond of preference: this pleasi-d Ma- rya Dmitrievna to such a degree, that she i\t(i became o-reatlv affected, and thouuht to herself: — " But what a fool Feodor Ixanitch must he: he was not able to appreciate such a woman! She sat down to })lay cai-ds with her and 247 A XOBLEMAX'S NEST Gedeonovsky, while ^liirfa Timofeevna led Liza off to her own rooms iip-stairs, saying that she looked ill, that her head must be aching. " Yes, she has a frightful headache," — said JNIarya Dmitrievna, turning to Varvara Pav- lovna, and rolling up her eyes. — " I myself have such sick-headaches " Liza entered her aunt's room and dropped on a chair, exhausted. Miirfa Timofeevna gazed at her for a long time, in silence, knelt down softly in front of her — and began, in the same speechless manner, to kiss her hands, in turn. Liza leaned forward, blushed, and fell to weeping, but did not raise jNIarfa Timofeevna, did not v/itlidraw her hands: she felt that she had not the right to withdraw them, had not the right to prevent the old woman show- ing her contrition, her sympathy, asking her par- don for M'hat had taken place on the day before; and JNIarfa Timofeevna could not have done with kissing those poor, pale, helpless hands — and si- lent tears streamed from her eyes and from Liza's eyes; and the cat JNIatros purred in the wide arm- chair beside the ball of yarn and the stocking, the elongated flame of the shrine-lamp quivered gently and flickered in front of the holy picture, — in the adjoining room, behind the door, stood Nastasj'^a Karpovna, and also stealthily wiped her eyes, with a checked handkerchief rolled up into a ball. 248 XL And, in the meaiitiiiu', ' i'ace ex- pressed. "Goodness, J/ ''o/r/c///*'//*."— exclaimed M.iiya Dmitrievna: — " von always used to enter without being announced ! " Panshin replied to Marya Dmi'trit\ na nurrly with a look, bowed courteously to her. In it did not kiss her hand. She introduced iiiin to \'ai- vara Pavlovna; he retreated a j)ace, bowed to her with equal courtesy, but with a shade ol' ele- gance and deference, and seated liiinself at the card-table. The game of |)reference soon came to an end. Panshin iminii'ed alter liizaveta Mi- 241) A XOBLEMAX'S XEST kliai'lcnna, learned tliat she did not feel quite well, and ex))ressed his regrets; then he entered into conversation with Varvara Pavlovna, weighing and chiselling clearly every word, in diplomatic fashion, respectfully listening to her replies to the very end. Eut the importance of his diplomatic tone had no effect on Varvara Pavlovna, did not communicate itself to her. Quite the contrary: she ga'/ed into his face with merry attention, talked in a free-and-easy way, and her delicate nostrils quivered slightly, as though with sup- pressed laughter. jNIarya Dmitrievna hegan to extol her talent; Panshin inclined his head as [)olitely as his collar permitted, declared that " he was convinced of it in advance," — and turned the conversation almost on iNIetternich himself. Varvara Pavlovna narrowed her velvety eyes, and saying, in a low tone: " Whj^ you also are an artist yourself, uti confrere"- — added in a still lower tone: " Venez!" — and nodded her head in the direction of the piano. That one carelessly dropped word : " Venez! " — instantaneously, as though by magic, altered Panshin's entire aspect. His careworn mien vanished; he smiled, became animated, unlnittoned his coat, and repeating: " What sort of an artist am I, alas! But you, I hear, are a genuine artist "—wended his way, in company with Varvara Pavlovna, to the piano. "Make him sing his romance: — 'When the moon floats,' " — exclaimed INIarya Dmitrievna. 2.)0 A XOHMvMAXS XKST " Do you siiigT" said N'iirvjira IMvlovua. il luminatinu- liini witli a hrioht, swift ^rlaiicf. " Sit down." Piinsliin began to dcclim . " Sit down," — slic ivj)calc(l, iiisislcnf 1\ laji- ping the back of the chaii'. He sat down, eoiiglu-d. |)ullt(l (i|)< n his coll.n-, and sang his ronianee. "Channant! " — said \'ar\ai-a l*a\l«i\iia: " you sing beautifully, x'ok.s arc::: du .st//lf, \ing it again." She walked round the ])iano, and look ii|) Ik r stand directly opposite IMnshin. lie sang his romance again, imparting a melodramatic (|iii\(r to his voice. Varvara l^avlo\-na gazi-d intently at him, with her elbows i)ro])ped on the piano, and her white hands on a IcncI with In r lij)s. Panshin finished. "Charmant, cJiarmantc idee," — said she. with the calm confidence of an exj)erl. " Tell iim . have vou written anvthing for the female voice, for a mezzo-soprano? " " I hardly write anything," — re|)lied Panshin: — " you see, I only do this sort of thing in the in- tervals betw^een business ali'aiis .... but do you sing? " " Yes." " Oh! do sing something for us," — said Marya Dmftrievna. Varvara Pavlovna pu.shed back Ik i- hair from 2.51 A XOBLEMAX'S NEST her flushed cheeks A\'ith her hand, and shook her head. " Our voices ought to go well together," — she said, turning to Panshin : — " let us sing a duet. Do you know ' Son geloso,' or ' La ci darem,' or ' Mira la bianca luna ' ? " " I used to sing ' Mira la bianca luna,' "—re- plied Panshin : — " but I have forgotten it long ago." " Xever mind, we will try it over in an under- tone. Let me come." Varvara Pavlovna sat down at the piano. Pan- shin stood beside her. They sang the duet in an undertone, Varvara Pavlovna correcting him sev- eral times ; then they sang it aloud, then they re- peated it twice : " jNIira la bianca lu . . . u . . . una." Varvara Pavlovna's voice had lost its freshness, but she managed it very adroitly. Panshin was timid at first, and sang rather out of tune, but later on he warmed up, and if he did not sing faultlessly, at least he wriggled his shoulders, swayed his whole body, and elevated his hand now and then, like a genuine singer, ^^arvara Pavlovna played two or three little things of Thal])erg's, and coquettishly " recited " a French ariette. ^larya Dmitrievna no longer knew how to express her deliglit; several times she was on the point of sending for Liza; Gedeonovsky, also, found no words and merely rocked liis head, — but all of a sudden he. yawned, and barely succeeded 252 IIS A XOHIJvMANS .\ KST ill concealing liis moutli with liis IkhmI. 'ii yawn did not escape Vanaia Pavlov mm . sIk sud- denly turned her hack lo tlic piano, said : "J.s.h-z de musiquc, conunc ya; id us eliat."' and folded her hands. "Oiii, as.sc: dc >nnsi(/nc." inirrily repeated Panshin-and sti-uck ii|) a coiiNcrsation with her, — daring, light, in tin- Freiidi language. "Exactly as in the hcsl Parisian salon/' thought Marya Dinitrievna, as slu- listened to their evasive and ninil)le speeches. Pansliin IVlt perfectly contented; his eyes sj)arkled, he smiled: at first, he passed liis hand ()\(i- liis face, con- tracted his brows, and sighed spasmodically w lien he chanced to meet the glances of ^Nhirya Dini- trievna; but later on, he entirely forgot her. and surrendered himself conii)letelv to the eniovment of the half-fashionahle, half-artistic chatter. Yarvara Pavlovna showed herself to he a great philosopher: she had an answer ready for every- thing, she did not hesitate over anything, she doubted nothing; it could be seen that she had talked much and often with clever ])ersons of various sorts. All her thoughts, all her feelings, ch'cled about Paris. Panshin turned the eotiMi-- sation on literature: it appeared that she. as well as he, read only French books: (ieorges .Sand excited her indignation: lialzac she admired, al- though he fatigued her: In Sue and .Seribi- she discerned great exjjerts of the heart: she adored Dumas and Feval; in her soul she [)referred 2,53 A XOBLEMxVN'S NEST Paul (le Kock to the whole of them, but, of course, she did not even mention his name. To tell tlie truth, literature did not interest her greatly. A^arvara Pavlovna very artfully avoided evervthino- wliich could even distantlv recall her position; there was not a hint about love in her remarks: on tlie contrary, they were rather dis- tinguislied by severity toward the impulses of passion, by disenchantment, by meekness. Pan- shin retorted; she disagreed with him .... but, stransie to sav! — at the very time when words of condemnation, often harsh, were issuing from her lips, the sound of those words caressed and ener- vated, and her eyes said precisely what those lovely eyes said, it Avould be difficult to state; but their speech was not severe, not clear, yet sweet. Panshin endeavoured to understand their mysterious significance, endeavoured to talk with his own eyes, but he was conscious that he was not at all successful; he recognised the fact that Varvara Pavlovna, in her quality of a genu- ine foreign lioness, stood above him, and there- fore he was not in full control of himself. Var- vara Pavlovna had a habit, while talking, of lightly touching the sleeve of her interlocutor; these momentar}^ touches greatly agitated Vla- dimir Nikolaitch. Varvara Pavlovna possessed the art of getting on easily with every one; two hours had not elapsed before it seemed to Pan- shin that he had known her always, and Liza, 254 A NOBLE^rAX'S NEST that same Liza, wIkmti he loved, iR-vcrtheliss. to whom he had offered liis liaiid on fhc pnccdiii^r day, — vanished as in a mist. Tea was sei-ved : the eonversation heeame still more unconstrained. JNlarya Dniitrievna riiwjj; for licr pa^e, and or- dered him to tell Li/,a to come (low n-stairs if li< r head felt better. Panshin, on hearing- Liza's name, set to talking about self-saeritiee, about who was the more capable of sacrifice —man or woman? INIarya Dmftrievna immediately be- came agitated, began to assert that woman is the more capable, declared that she would prove it in two words, got entangled, and wound u|» by a decidedly infelicitous comparison. \^n\ara Pavlovna picked np a music-book, half-concealed herself with it, and leaning over in the direction of Panshin, nibbling at a biscuit, with a ealiu smile on her lips and in her glance, she remarked, in an undertone: "FJllc n'a pas inventc hi poudrc. la bonne dame" Panshin was somewhat alarmed and amazed at Varvara Pavlovna's audacity; but he did not understand how much scorn for liini, himself, was concealed in that unexpected sally. and, forgetting the affection and the devotion of Marya Dmitrievna, forgetting the dinners where- with she had fed him, the money which she had lent him, — he, with the same little smile, the .same tone, replied (unlucky wight!) : '\le crois hien." — and not even: "Je crois hirn," but: — "Je crois ben! " •2.55 A XOBLE.AIAN S XEST Varvara Pavlovna cast a friendly glance at him, and rose. Liza had entered; in vain had ^liirfa Timofeevna sought to hold her back: she liad made up her mind to endure the trial to the end. Varvara Pavlovna advanced to meet her, in company with Panshin, on whose face the for- mer diplomatic exj^ression had again made its appearance. " How is your health? " — he asked Liza. " I feel better now, thank you," — she replied. " We have been having a little music here ; it is a pity that you did not hear Varvara Pavlovna. She sings superbly, uu artiste consommee." " Come here, ma clierie," — rang out Marya Dmitrievna's voice. Varvara Pavlovna instantly, with the submis- siveness of a little child, went up to her, and seated herself on a small tabouret at her feet. ^Nlarya Dmitrievna had called her for the pur- pose of leaving her daughter alone with Panshin, if only for a moment : she still secretly cherished the hope that the girl would come to her senses. Moreover, a thought had occurred to her, to which she desired to give immediate expression. " Do you know," — she whispered to Varvara Pavlovna: — " I want to make an effort to re- concile vou with yom* husband : I do not guarantee success, but I will try. You know that he has great respect for me." Varvara Pa^'lovna slowly raised her eyes to 256 A NOBLEMAxN S NKST INIdrya Dmitricvna, and clasi)!.!! licr li.inds prettily. "You would be my saviour, nui hinli,"— ahv said, in a mournful voice: — " 1 do not know how to thank vou for all vour affection; hut 1 am loo guilty toward Feodor Ivjinlteh; he cannot foi- give me." " But is it possible that you .... really " began Marya Dnn'trievna, with curiosity. " Do not ask me," — Varviira I'aviovna inter- rupted her, and dropped her eyes. — " I ^vas young, giddy. . . . However, I do not wisli to defend myself." " Well, nevertheless, why not make the effort ? Do not despair," — returned Marya l)Fniti"ievna, and was on the point of patting her on the shoul- der, but glanced at her face — and grew timid. " She is a modest, modest creature," — she thought, — "and exactly like a young girl still." " Are you ill? " — Panshin was saying, mean- while, to I^iza. " Yes, I am not very well." " I understand you," — he said, after a rather prolonged silence. — " Yes, I under.stand you." "How so?" " I understand you," — significantly i(.j)cated Panshin, who simply did not know what to say. Liza became con.fused, and tlien .said to her- self: " So be it! " Panshin a.ssumed a my.sterious air, and fell silent, gazing severely to one side. 2.57 A XOBLEMAX'S NEST " But tlie clock lias struck eleven, I think," — remarked ]Marya Dmitrievna. The guests understood the hint, and began to take their leave. Varvara Pavlovna was made to promise that she would come to dinner on the morrow, and bring ^Vda; Gedeonovsky, who had almost fallen asleep as he sat in one corner, of- fered to escort her home. Panshin solemnly sa- luted every one, and at the steps, as he put Var- vara Pjivlovna into her carriage, he ^^ressed her hand and shouted after her: ''Au revoir!" Gedeo- novsky seated himself by her side; all the way home, she amused herself by placing the tip of her foot on his foot, as though by accident; he became confused, and paid her compliments; she giggled and made eyes at him when the light from a street-lantern fell on the carriage. The ^valtz which she had herself played, rang in her head, and excited her; wherever she happened to find herself, all she had to do was to imagine to herself lights, a ball-room, the swift whirling to the sounds of music — and her soul went fairly aflame, her eyes darkened strangely, a smile hov- ered over her lips, something gracefully-bacchic was disseminated all over her body. On arriving at home, Varvara Pavlovna sprang lightly from the carriage, — only fashionable lionesses know how to spring out in that way, — turned to Ge- deonovsky, and suddenly Imrst into a ringing laugh, straight in his face. 258 A XOBT.E>rAX S XKST "A charming jkmvsoji," Uiou^^lit tlic Sl.tl* Councillor, as he wended liis way lioinew.ird to his lodgings, w^herc his servant was awaiting him with a bottle of eau de Cologne: " it is \v(ll tliat I am a staid man .... only, wlial was she laughing at? " Marfa Timofeevna sat all night long hy Liza's pillow. 259 XLI Lavretzky spent a day and a half at Vasiliev- skoe, and during nearly the whole of that time he wandered about the neighbourhood. He could not remain long in one place: anguish gnawed him; he experienced all the torture of incessant, impetuous, and impotent impulses. He recalled the feeling M'hich had taken possession of his soul on the daj^ following his arrival in the coun- try; he recalled his intentions at that time, and waxed very angry with himself. What could have torn him away from that which he recog- nised as his duty, the sole task of his future ? The thirst for happiness — once more, the thirst for happiness! — " Obviously, ^Nlikhalevitch is right," he thought. " Thou hast wished once more to taste of happiness in life," — he said to himself, — " thou hast forgotten what a luxury, what an umiierited mercy it is when it has visited a man even once. It was not complete, thou wilt say? But put forth thy claims to complete, genuine happiness ! Look about thee : who of those around thee is blissful, who enjoys himself? Yonder, a peasant is driving to the reaping; 2:)erchance, he is satisfied with his lot. . . . What of that? Wouldst thou change with him? Remember thy mother: how insignificantly small were her 260 A XOHI.KMAN S XKST demands, and what lot (Vll to Ikt sliaic' Tlinu hast, evidently, only heen hianni,,^ hcloic- Tan- shin, wlien thou saidst to him, that thou hadst come to Russia in oi-dc-r to till liic cMrlii; iiioii hast come in order to run altir liu- niijs in thiiii- old age. The news of thy Irtrdoni caiiir, and thou didst discard everything, thou didst lor^'tt everything, thou didst run hkc a little hoy aflir a butterfly." .... Liza's iniagv luiintirruptcdly presented itself before his thougiits: with an ef- fort he drove it away, as he did also anotiur importunate image, other iniperturhahly-crafty, beautiful, and detested features. Old Antiai no- ticed that his master was not himself: after heav- ing several sighs outside the door, and several more on the threshold, he made uj) his mind to approach him, and advised him to diink some- thing warm. Lavretzky shouted at him, oideied him to leave the room, but afterward begged his pardon; but this caused Anton to grow still more disconsolate. Lavretzky could not sit in the drawing-room; he felt as though his great-grand- father Andrei were gazing scornfully from the canvas at his puny descendant. — " Kkh, look out for thyself! thou art sailing in shoal water! " his lips, pursed up on one side, seemed to he saying. " Can it be,"— he thought,—" that I shall not be able to conquer myself, — tliat I shall give in to this- — nonsense?" (The severely-wounded in war ahvavs call their wounds " non.sense." 1 1 a man 261 A NOBLKMAX'S NEST could not deceive liiinself, — he could not live on the earth.) "Am I realh^ a niiserahle little boy? Well, yes: 1 have beheld close by, I have almost held in my hand, the possibility of happiness for mv whole life— it has suddenly vanished; and in a lottery, if you turn the wheel just a little fur- ther, a poor man might become a rich one. If it was not to be, it was not to be, — and that 's the end of the matter. I '11 set to work, with clenched teeth, and I will command mvself to hold mv tongue ; luckily, it is not the first time I have had to take myself in hand. And why did I run away, why am I sitting here, with my head thrust into a bush, like an ostrich? To be afraid to look catastrophe in the face — is nonsense! — Anton!" — he called loudly, — ^" order the taran- tas to be harnessed up immediately. Yes," — he meditated once more, — " I must command myself to hold my tongue, I must keep a tight rein on myself." .... V^'\\\\ such arouments did Lavretzky strive to alleviate his grief ; but it was great and powerful ; and even Apraxyeya, who had outlived not so much her mind as every feeling, even Apraxyeya shook her head, and sorrowfully followed him with her eyes, when he seated himself in the tarantas, in order to drive to the town. The horses galloped off; he sat motionless and up- right, and stared impassively ahead along the road. 262 XLII Liza had written to Lavretzky on llu- day ht- fore, that he was to come to theii- Ikhisj in llic evening; but lie first went n[) to liis ow n (|narter.s. He did not find either liis wife or his daughter at home; from the servants he karned tiiat she liad gone with her to the Kah'tins'. Tliis n(\\.s Iiotli startled and enraged him. " Kvidently, N'arvara Pavlovna is determined not to give me a ehanec to hve," — he thought, with the excitement of wratli in his heart. He began to stride to and fro. incessantly thrusting aside with liis iVcl and hands the child's toys, the books, and Hit.- IVini- nine appurtenances which came in liis way; In- summoned Justine, and ordered Ir r lo remove all that "rubbish." — ■" Qui, in o n. si c ii r, " sn'ul she. with a grimace, and began to put the room in order, gracefully bending, and gi^ ing La\ rt't/ky to understand, bv everv movement, thai shi' re- garded him as an unlicked bear. With haired lu watched her worn but still " piciuanl." sneering. Parisian face, her white cuffs, her silken apion. and light cap. He sent lier away, at last, and after long wavering (Varvara P;i\lo\na still did not return) he made up his mind to hitake him- A XOBLEMAX'S NEST self to the Kalitins', — not to Marya 13mitrievna — (not, on any account, would he have entered her drawing-room, that drawing-room where his wife was ) , but to JNIarf a Timof eevna ; he remem- bered that a rear staircase from the maids' en- trance led straight to her rooms. This is w^hat Lavretzky did. Chance favoured him: in the yard he met Schurotchka; she conducted him to IMarfa Timofeevna. He found her, contrary to her wont, alone; she was sitting in a corner, with hair uncovered, bowed over, with her hands clasped in her lap. On perceiving Lavretzky, the old W'Oman was greatly alarmed, rose briskly to her feet, and began to walk hither and yon in the room, as though in search of her cap. " Ah, here thou art, here thou art," — she began, avoiding his gaze, and bustling about — " well, how do vou do? Come, what now? What is to be done? Where wert thou yesterday? Well, she has come, — w^ell, yes. Well, we must just somehow or other." Lavretzky dropped into a chair. " Come, sit down, sit down," — went on the old w^oman. — " Thou hast come straight up-stairs. Well, yes, of coiu'se. What? thou art come to look at me? Thanks." The old woman was silent for a while ; I^avret- zky did not know what to saj'' to her ; but she un- derstood him. " Liza .... yes, Liza was here just now," — 264 A XOBLEMAX S XKST went on Mtiri'a TinKjlecM! :, iylw^ .iihI imtvin^r the cords of her retieiile. " She is iiol <|uilc well. Sehiirotehka, where art lliou^ Come liitlur, my mother, why canst thou iiol sit stillf And I have a headache. It must he from I hat from tlie sin^r. mg and from the music." " From what sin^in«^\ aunty? " " Why, of course, tliey keep si?iniM(r wliat do you call it? — duets. And always in Italian: tchi-tchi, and tcha-tchu, regular mag|)i( s. Tlicv begin to drag the notes out, and it \s just like tug- ging at your soul, l^ansliin and that wifV of yours. And all that lias come about so (juiekly; already thev are on the footing of relatives, thev do not stand on ceremony. However, I will say this mnch: even a dog seeks a refuge: no harm will come to her, so long as peo])k' dorTt turn her out." " Nevertheless, I must confess tliat I did not exjject this," — replied J^avrctzky: — "it must have required great boldness." " No, my dear soul, that is not l)ol(lness: it is calculation. The I^ord l)e with Ik r I want nothing to do with her! They tell me that thou art sending her to Lavriki, — is it true? " " Yes, I am pkieing tliat estate at the (lisjK)sal of Varvara Pavlovna." " Has she asked for money?" " Not yet." "Well, it will not he- long helore she does. •2(5.5 A XOBT.EMAX'S NEST But I have only just taken a good look at thee. Art tliou well ? " les. " Seliurotchka,"^ — suddenly cried INIarfa Timo- feevna: — "go, and tell liizaveta INIikhailovna — that is to sa3% no, ask her . . . she 's down-stairs, is n't she? " 1 es, ma am. " Well, yes; then ask her: ' Where did she put my book?' She knows." " I obey, ma'am." Again the old woman began to bustle about, and to open the drawers of her commode. La- vretzky sat motionless on his chair. Suddenly light footsteps became audible on the stairs — and Liza entered. Lavretzky rose to his feet, and bowed ; Liza halted by the door. " Liza, Lizotchka," — said INIarfa Timofeevna hastily; — "where is my book, where didst thou put my book? " "What book, aunty?" " Why, my book; good heavens! However, I did not call thee .... Well, it makes no differ- ence. What are you doing there — down-stairs? See here, Feodor Ivanitch has come. — How is thy head?" " It is all right." " Thou art always saying: ' It is all right.' What 's going on with you down-stairs, — music agam f 266 A NOBT.KMAX S XKST " No — they arc pla\ iii«>- cards." "Yes, of course, she is uj) lo ex (.lyUiin^r. Schiirotchka, I perceive thai Ihoii \\ ishcst tn have a run in the "anlcii. (io alorm." " Why, no, Marfa TiMiolccMia ' " Don't argue, if you please, (iol Xaslasyii Karpovna lias gone into the garden alone: stay with her. Kespect the old woman." Schurolchka left the room. — " Why, where is my cap^ Ideally, now, where has it got to? " " Pray let me look for it," — said Liza. "Sit down, sit down; mv own le<»s haven't given out yet. 1 mu.st have left it yonder, in my hedroom." And, casting a sidelong glance at Lavret/ky. Marfa Timofeevna left the room. She was on the point of leaving the d(M)r open, hut suddenly turned round toward it, and shut it. Liza leaned against the hack of her chair, and gently lifted her hands to her face: Lavretzky remained standing, as he was. " This is how we were to meet again," Ik. said, at last. Liza took lier hands from hei" face. " Yes," — she said dully: — " we were prom])tly punished." "Punished?"— said Lavretzky. " l?ut what were you puni.shed fnr? " Liza raised her eves to him. Tliev expressed neither grief nor anxiety: they looked smaller 207 A NOBLEMAN'S NEST and dimmer. Her face was pale; her slightly parted lips had also grown pale. Lavretzky's heart shuddered with pity and with love. " You wrote to me : ' All is at an end,' " — he whispered: — "Yes, all is at an end — before it has begun." * " We must forget all that," — said Liza: — " I am glad that you came ; I wanted to write to you, but it is better thus. Only, we must make use, as promptly as possible, of these minutes. It re- mains for both of us to do our duty. You, Feo- dor Ivanitch, ought to become reconciled to your wife." " Liza! " " I implore you to do it; in that way alone can we expiate . . . everything which has taken place. Think it over — and you will not refuse me." " Liza, for God's sake, — you are demanding the impossible. I am ready to do everything you command ; but become reconciled to her now! . . . I agree to everything, I have forgotten every- thing; but I cannot force my heart to Have mercy, this is cruel! " *' I do not require from you . . . what you think; do not live with her, if you cannot; but become reconciled," — replied Liza, and again raised her hand to her eyes. — " Remember your little daughter; do this for me." 268 A NOBLEMAN'S XKST "Very well,"— said Lavretzkv, tliiounl, |,i.s teeth: — " I will do it; let ns assunic tliat tlurchy I am fulfilling my duty. Well, and yon in what does your duty consist ^ " " I know what it is." Lavretzky suddenly started. " Surely, you are not preparing to marry Tan- shin? " — he asked. Liza smiled almost imperee])tibly. Oh, no! " — she said. Akh, Liza, Liza!" — cried Lavretzky: — how happy we might have been! " Again Liza glanced at him. " Now yovi see yourself, Feodor Ivanitcli. that happiness does not depend upon us, hut upon God." " Yes, because you . . . ." The door of the adjoining room ()1)(.ir<1 swiftly, and jNIarfa Timofeevna entered, witli lici- cap in her hand. " I have found it at last," — slif said, taking up her stand between Lavretzky and Liza. — " T had mislaid it myself. That's what it is to Ik- old, alack! However, youth is no better. W'til. and art thou going to T^avriki thy sell", with thy wife?" — she added, addressing Feodor Ixiinitcli. "With her, to Lavriki^ — I do not know," — he said, after a pause. " Thou art not going down-stairs? " " Not to-dav." 269 A xoble:man's xest "Well, very ^ood, as it pleases thee; but I think thou shouldst go down-stairs, Liza. Akh, gracious gCKxlness! — and I liave forgotten to give the bullfineli liis food. Just wait, I 11 be back directly " And ]Marfa Tiniofeevna ran ovit of the room, witliout putting on her cap. Lavretzky went quickly up to Liza. "Liza," — he began in a beseeching voice: — " we are parting forever, my heart is breaking, — give me your hand in farewell." Liza raised her head. Her weary, almost ex- tinct gaze rested on him. . . " Xo," — she said, and drew back the hand which she had already put forward — " no. La- vretzky "- — (she called him thus, for the first time) — " I will not give you my hand. To what end? Go away, I entreat vou. You know that I love you,' — she added, with an effort: — " but no . . . no." And she raised her handkerchief to her eyes. The door creaked. . . The handkerchief slipped off Liza's knees. Lavretzky caught it before it fell to the floor, hastily thrust it into his side pocket, and, tiu-ning round, his ej^es met those of Marfa Timofeevna. " Lizotchka, I think thy mother is calling thee," — remarked the old woman. Liza immediately rose, and left the room. 270 ii A XOIJLK.MAX S XKST Miirl'a 'rimofc'CN iia sal (Ijwh a^aiii in lu r cor- ner. Lavrctzky l)C'^ai» to take leave ol' lier. Fedya," -slie suddenly said. What, aunty ( " Art thou an houourahlc mini!'" "Whatr' " I ask thee: art tlioii nn lioiiour.-iMc man !* " " I hope so." " H'ni. Hut give me tliy word of lionour that thou art an honoui'ahle man." "Certainly.— But why?" " I know whv. Yes, and thou also, ni\ heue- factor, if thou wilt think it over well, I'oi- thou art not stupid, -wilt understand thysell' why 1 ask this of thee. ^Vnd now, farewelK my deai'. Thanks for thy visit; and remem])er the woid that has been spoken, Fedya, and kiss me. Okli, my soul, it is hard for thee, I know: l)ut then, life is not easy for any one. Tiiat is \\h\ 1 ustd to envy the flies; here, 1 thouglil. is something tliat finds hfe good; ])ut once, in the night, 1 heard a fly grieving in the cla\vs of a spider, no. I thought, a thundercloud hangs om r lluiii also. What is to be done, Fedya ^ but rcnicmlur thy word, nevertheless. — Go."' Lavretzky emerged from the back eiitianc-i', and was already approaching the gate . . . when a lackey overtook liini. " Marva Dmiti-ievna ordei-cd me to ask >ou to 271 A NOBLEMAN'S NEST be so good as to come to her," — he annouiicecl to Lavretzky. " Say to her, my good fellow, that I cannot at present . . .' began Feodor Ivanitch. " She ordered me to entreat you urgently," — went on the lackey: — " she ordered me to say, that she is at home." "But have the visitors gone?" — asked La- vretzky. " Yes, sir," — returned the lackey, and grinned. Lavretzky shrugged his shoulders, and fol= lowed him. 272 Marya D.MITKIKVNA w as siUiii^' alone, in her boudoir, in a sofa-chair, and sniflinn «an dt- Cologne; a glass ol' orangc-llowci- water was standing beside her, on a small tahU . Slie was excited, and seemed to hv t inn irons. Lavretzky entered. " You wished to see me,"^ — lie said, saluting her coldly. " Yes," — returned Marya Dmitrievna, anf" that," -he interrupted her. " And 1 shall know how to iLspccl your inde- pendence, and your repose," — she completed her phrase, which she had pre})ared in advance. Lavretzky had made her a low l)ow. N'arvarti Pavlovna understood that hei- luishMiid. in his sold, was grateful to her. On the second day, toward the evening, they reached liavriki; a week later, Lavretzky set oft' for INIoscow, leaving his wife five thousand riihles for her expenses — and tlie day after Lavretzky's departure, Panshin, whom Varvara Pavlovna had hegged not to forget her in her isolation, made his appearance. She gave him the w;irni- est sort of a welcome, and until late into the night the loftv rooms of the house and the verv t»arden rang with the sounds of music, singing, and merry French speeches. Panshin visited Varvjira Pav- lovna for three days; when he took leave of her, and Avarmly pressed her heautiful hands, he promised to return very soon — and he kej)t his promise. 287 XLV Liza had a separate little room, on the second story of her mother's house, small, clean, bright, witli a white bed, pots of flowers in the corners and in front of the holy pictures, with a tiny writ- ing-table, a case of books, and a crucifix on the wall. This little chamber was called the nursery; Liza had been born in it. On returning to it from church, where she had seen Lavretzky, she put everything in order, even more carefully than usual, wiped the dust off everything, looked over and tied up with ribbons her note-books and the letters of her friends, locked all the drawers, watered the plants, and touched every flower with her hand. She did all this without haste, without noise, with a certain touched and tranquil solici- tude on her face. She halted, at last, in the mid- dle of the room, slowly looked around her, and stepping up to the table over which hung the crucifix, she knelt down, laid her head on her clasped hands, and remained motionless. JNIarfa Timofeevna entered, and found her in this position. Liza did not notice her entrance. The old woman went outside the 'door, on tiptoe, and gave vent to several loud coughs. Liza 288 A NOHLKMAX'S XKST rose quickly to her red, and ui|H(l lu r eyes, in which glittered clear tears whicli had 11..I Vallen. " I see that thou hast heen arranging- lliy httli- cell again,"'- -said Marl'a TimolV-ev !ia. and hdit low over a pot containing a young rosc-husli: "what a splendid i)errumc il has!" Liza gazed thoughtfully at lu r aunt. " What a word you have uttered! " — slit- whis- pered. "What sort of a word, what word f " inter- posed the old woman, vivaciously: — " what dost thou mean? — This is dreadful," — she said, sud- denly tearing off her cap, and seating iierself on Liza's bed: — "this is beyond inv streniith! to- day is the fourth day that 1 seem to he seithing in a kettle; I can no longer pretend that I notice nothing, — I cannot see thee growing i)ale, wither- ing away, weeping, — I cannot, 1 cannot!" " Why, what is the matter with you, aunty ^ " — said Liza: — "I am all right. . . .'" " All right?" — exclaimed Marfa Timofeevna: — " tell that to others, but not to me! All right! But who was it that was on her knees just now' whose eyelashes are still wet ^\ith tears f All right! Why, look at thyself, what hast th<»u done to thy face, what has l)eeome of thiiic eves? — All right! As though I did not know all!" "It will ])ass off, aunty; give uw tinic." " It will pass off, hut wIrii.'' () Lord (iod. my Master! is it possible that thou didst lo\c liim •281) A NOBLEMAN'S NEST so? whv, he is an old man, I^izotchka. Well, I do not dispute that he is a good man, he does not bite; but M'liat does that signify? we are all good people: the world is large, there will always be plenty of that sort." " I tell 5^ou, that it will all pass off, it is all over already." " Listen, Lizotchka, to what I have to say to thee," — said ]Marfa Timofeevna, suddenly, making Liza sit down beside her on the bed, and adjusting now her hair, now her kerchief. — " It only seems to you, while it is fresh, that your grief is beyond remedy. Ekh, my darling, for death alone there is no remedj^! Only say to thyself : ' I won't ffive in — so there now ! ' and afterward thou wilt be amazed thyself — how soon, how well, it will pass off. Only have patience." " Aunty," — replied Liza: — " it is already past, all is over already." " Past — over — forsooth! Why, even thy little nose has grown pointed, and thou sayest : ' It is over — it is over! " Yes, it is over, aunty, if you will only help me," — cried Liza, with sudden animation, and tln-ew herself on Marfa Timofeevna's neck. — " Dear aunty, be my friend, help me; do not be angry, understand me." " Why, what is this, what is this, my mother? Don't frighten me, please; I shall scream in an- 290 A NOBLKMAX S XKST other minute; don't look at nie like that: tell nir quickly what thou meanest?" "I ... I want " Liza hid h( r faee in Marfa Timofeevna\s hosom. ..." I want to in- ter a convent," — she said, in a (hill torn-. The old woman fairly leaped on tlie hed. "Cross thyself, my motlier, Lizotehka; conic to thy senses: God he with thee, wliat dost thou mean?" — she stammered at last: " lit down, my darling, sleep a little: this comes from lack of sleep, my dear." Liza raised her head, her cheeks were hurning. " No, aunty," — she articulated, " do not speak like that. I have made up my mind, I have prayed, I have asked counsel of God; all is ended, my life with }''ou is ended. Sucli a lesson is not in vain; and it is not the first time I have thought of this. Happiness was not suited to me; even when I cherished hopes of happiness, my heart was always heavy. I know everytliing, my own sins and the sins of others, and how papa acquired his wealth ; I know everything. All that must be atoned for by prayer — -atoned I'or ])y prayer. I am sorry for all of you — I am sorry for mamma, for Lyenotclika; but there is no help for it; I feel that I cannot live here; I have al- ready taken leave of everything, I have made my reverence to everytliin.g in tlie house for the last time; something is calling me hence; I am weary; I want to shut myself up forever. Do not hold 291 A NOBLEMAN'S NEST me back, do not dissuade me; help me, or I will go away alone." ]Marfa Timofeevna listened in terror to her niece. " She is ill, she is raving," — she thought: — " I must send for a doctor; but for which? Gedeo- novsky was praising some one the other day; he 's always lying, — but, perhaps, he told the trutli that time." But when she became con- vinced that Liza was not ill, and was not raving, when to all her objections Liza steadfastly made one and the same reply, ^Nlarfa Timofeevna be- came seriously frightened and grieved. — " But thou dost not know, my darling," — she began to try to prevail upon her; — "what sort of a life thev lead in convents! Why, my own one, they will feed thee with green hemp-oil ; they will put on thee coarse, awfully coarse linen; they will make thee go about cold; thou canst not endure all that, Lizotchka. All that is the traces of Aga- f ya in thee ; it was she who led thee astray. Why, she began by living her life, living a gay life; do thou live thy life also. Let me, at least, die in peace, and then do what thou wilt. And who ever heard of any one going into a convent, all on account of such a goat's beard — the Lord for- give me! — on account of a man? Come, if thy lieart is so heavy, go away on a journey, pray to a saint, have a prayer-service said, but don't put 292 A NOHLKMAX S XKST the black cowl on lliy lund, iii\ dt ar little rallicr, my dear little niothei- " And iMarf'a TiinolVrvnn ))c^an lo wccj) l»il- terly. Liza comforted Ik r, w ijxd :i\\;ty Ik r tears, hut remained inflexible. In Ikt despair. M.irfa Timofeevna tried lo risorl to liiit.its: sIk wnuld tell Tiiza's mother e\ ci-ylliin^^ : i)iil ( \( n that wa.s of no avail. Only as a concession Id tin old woman's urgent entreaties, did Li/a coiisi iit tn defer the fultilnienl of lier intention loi- six months; in return, Miirfa Timofeex na was cntii- pelled to give her her word that she would IkIj) her, and obtain the permission of Marya Diiii- trievna if, at the end of six months, siie had not changed her mind. AVitli the advent ol" the first cold wcatiier, Varvara Pavlovna, desi)ile her i)romise to shut herself up in the depths of the country, after j)ro- vidinff herself with monev, removed to IVtcrs- burg, where she hired a modest hut |)i-(,tty aj)ait- ment, which had l)een fouiul i'or Ik i- hy ranshiii. who had quitted the (iovernjnent of () * * * he- fore her. During the latter pai't of his so')ouiii in O * * * he had completely fallen out of fa\<>ur with iNIarya Dnn'trievna: he had suddeidy ceased to call upon her and liardly ever (piitted La\ riki. Varvara Pavlovna had enslaved him, precisely 293 A NOBLEMAN'S NEST that, — enslaved him; no other word will express her unlimited, irrevocable, irresponsible power over him. Lavretzky passed the winter in ^Moscow, but in the spring of the following year the news readied liim that Liza had entered the B * * * convent, in one of the most remote corners of Kussia. 294 EPILOCiUK EIGHT years liave passed. Sprinn- luis coim again. . . lint first, let us say a IVu \v(»i(ls about the fate of Miklialeviteh, IMiisliin. .Mi.n, Lavretzky — and take our leave of them. Mi- khalevitch, after long- peregrinations, has tiiialiy hit upon his real voeation: he has obtained thr post of head inspeetoi- in a govennnent insti- tution. He is very well satisfied with his lot, and his pupils "adore" him, although they mimic him. Panshin has advanced greatly in lank, and already has a directorship in view; he walks with his back somewhat bent: it must be the cross of the Order of Vladimir, which has been conferred upon him, that drags him forward. The oflicial in him has, decidedly, carried the day omi- the artist; his still youthful face has tuiiud (|nite yellow, his hair has grown thin, and lu- no longer sings or draws, but secretly oecuj)ie.s himstif with literature: he has written a little coniedy. in the natvn-e of " a proverb," — and, as every one who writes nowadays " show s uj) " .some one or something, he has shown up in it a co(|uette. and he reads it surreptitiously to two oi- three ladies who are favourably disj)ose(l towai'd him. lint 2\)5 A XOBLEMAX S XEST he has not married, altlioiigh many fine oppor- tunities of so doing have presented themselves: for this Varvara Pavlovna is responsible. As for her, she lives uninterruptedly in Paris, as of yore : Feodor I vanitch has "iven her a bill of ex- change on himself, and bought himself free from her, — from the possibility of a second, un- expected invasion. She has grown old and fat, but it is still pretty and elegant. Every person has his own ideal: Varvara Pavlovna has found hers — in the dramatic productions of Dumas fils. She assiduously frequents the theatre where consumptive and sentimental ladies of the frail class are put on the stage; to be JMme. Doche seems to her the very apex of human felicity ; one day, she declared that she desired no better lot for her daughter. It is to be ho])ed that fate will deliver Mademoiselle Ada from such felicity: from a rosy, plump child, she has turned into a weak-chested, pale-faced young girl; her nerves are already deranged. Tlie mnnber of Varvara Pavlovna's admirers has decreased ; but they have not transferred their allegiance: she will, in all probability, retain several of them to the end of her life. The most ardent of them, of late, has been a certain Zakurdalo-SkubyrnikofF, one of the retired dandies of the Cruards, a man of eight and thirty, of remarkably robust build. The Frenchmen who frequent INIme. Lavretzkj^'s salon call him " le gros taureau de VUhrdine " ; 296 A XOHLKMAX S XKST Varvara Pavlovna never iiiviUs liim lo h, i i.-isli- ionable evening- gatlicrin^s, hul Ik (tijoys licr favour in the fullesl measure. So ... . eiglit years Ijave passed. Ag.iin llic sky is breathing forth the heaniiug liappimss ol" spring; again it is suiihng ui)()n the earth and upon men; again, beneath its eares.s, everything has burst into blossom, into love and song. 'I'he town of O * * * has undergone very little- change in the course of those eight years; hut .M:iiva Dmitrievna's house seems to liave grown Nounu : its recently painted walls shine as in weleotni-. and the panes of the open windows aic erini- soning and glittering in the rays of the setting Sim. Through these windows, out upon the street, are wafted the sounds of ringing young voices, of incessant laughter; the whole Iioiis( seems bubbling with lii'e, and o\ ei-llow ing the brim with merriment. The mistress of the house herself has long since gone to her grave: Mjirya Dmitrievna died two years after Liza's profes- sion as a nun; and Marfa Timoieevna did not long survive her neice; they rest side hv side- in the town cemetery. Xastasva Karpovna, also, is dead; the faithful old woman went, cMry week, for the space of several yeais. to pray o\ er the ashes of her friend. . . Her time came, and her bones also were laid in the (lam|) earth. Hut Marva Dmitrievna's house has not passed into the hanels e)f strangers, has not le It lui- fainily : the- •ii)7 A NOBLEMAN'S NEST nest lias not been destroyed: Lyenotchka,who has become a stately, beautiful young girl, and her betrothed, a fair-haired officer of hussars; ^la- rya Dmitrievna's son, who has just been married in Petersburg, and has come with his young wife to spend the spring in O * * * ; his wife's sister, an Institute-girl of sixteen, with brilliantly scarlet cheeks and clear eyes ; Schiirotchka, who has also grown up and become pretty — these are the young folks who are making the walls of the Kalitin house re-echo with laughter and chatter. Everything about it has been changed, everything has been brought into accord with the new in- habitants. Beardless young house-servants, who grin and jest, have taken the places of the former sedate old servitors ; where overgrown Roska was wont to stroll, two setters are chasing madly about, and leaping over the divans ; the stable has been filled with clean-limbed amblers, high- spirited shaft-horses, fiery trace-horses ^ with braided manes, and riding-horses from the Don ; the hours for breakfast, dinner, and supper have become mixed up and confused ; according to the expression of the neighbours, " an unprecedented state of affairs " has been established. On the evening of which we are speaking, the inhabitants of the Kalitin house (the oldest of them, Lyenotchka's betrothed, was only four and 'The trotter as shaft-horse, and the galloping side-horses of a troika. — Translatok. 298 A NOHLKMAX S NKST twenty) were engaged in a lai- Iroin cnnijilicatcd. but, judging from their vigorous laughhr, a very amusing game: tliey were ninning llnougli the rooms, and eatehing eaeh oUu r: the dogs, also, were running and harking, and the canaries which hung in eages in IVonl of the windows vied with each other in singing at tlie t()|)s of their voices, increasing the uproai- ol" ringing xolleys of noise with their furious ehirj)ing. While this deafening diversion was at its very heiglit, a nmd-stained tarantiis drove n|) to the gate, and a man of forty-five, chid in lra\elhng garh, (K- scended from it, and stopped short in ama/ement. He stood motionless for some time, s\\(.j)l an at- tentive glance over tlie house, passed through tlie gate into the yard, and slowly ascended the steps. There was no one in the anteroom to receive him; but the door of the "hall" Hew wide ()i)en; through it, all flushed, bounced Schiirotclika, and instantly, in pursuit of her, with rifiging laughter, rushed the whole youthful band. She came to a sudden halt and fell silent at tiie sight of tlie stranger; but the clear eyes fa.stened u\h)i\ liim were as caressing as ever, the fresh faces did not cease to smile. ISIarya Dnn'trievna's .son .stepped up to the visitor, and courteously asked him wliat he \vished. " I am Lavretzky," — .said the \ isitor. A vigorous shout rang out in response and not because all the.se young people were so e\- 299 A NOBLEMAN'S NEST tremely delighted at the arrival of the distant, al- most forgotten relative, hut simph^ because they were ready to make an uproar and rejoice on every convenient opportunity. They immediately surrounded Lavretzky: Lyenotchka, in the qual- ity of an old acquaintance, was the first to intro- duce herself, and to assure him that, in another moment, she certainly would have recognised him, and then she j^i'esented all the rest of the company, calling each one of them, including her betrothed, by his pet name. The whole throng moved through the dining-room to the drawing- room. The hangings in both rooms were differ- ent, but the furniture remained the same; Lavretzky recognised the piano; even the same embroidery-frame was standing in the window, in the same position — and almost with the same unfinished bit of embroidery as eight years pre- viously. They made him sit down in a comfort- able easy-chair; all seated themselves decorously around him. Questions, exclamations, stories showered down without cessation. " But it is a long time since we have seen you," — remarked Lyenotchka, ingenuously: — "and we have not seen Varvara Pavlo\Tia either." " I should think so! " — interposed her brother, hurriedly. " I carried thee off to Petersburg, but Feodor Ivanitch lived in the country all the time." " Yes, and manmia has died since, you Imow." 300 A XOHIJvMAX s .\i<:s'r "And Marfa Timofeevna,"— sai(I Scln'i rotchka. "And Nastiisya Karpovna," — rcjoiiKd \ac- notchka. — " And JSI'sieu Lenini " "What? And is Lemm dead also^"- askt-d Tiavretzky. "Yes,"- — replied young Kalilin: "lie went away from here to Odessa — they say that some one decoyed him thither; and there he died." " You do not know — whether he left any music hehind him? " " I don't know, — it is hardly probable." All fell silent, and exchanged glances. A cloud of sadness had descended u])on all tlie young faces. " And Matroska is alive," — suddenly remarked Lyenotchka. " And Gedeonovsky is alive," — added her brother. At the name of Gedeonovsky a vigorous peal of laughter rang out in unison. " Yes, he is alive, and lies just as he always did," — w^ent on Marya Dmitrievna's son: — " and just imagine, that naughty child there " (and he pointed at his wife's sister, tlie In- stitute-girl) " put pepper in his snuff-])ox yes- terday." " How he did sneeze! " exclaimed Lyenotchka : — and again a peal of irrepressible laughter rang out. A XOBLEMAX S NEST " We received news of Liza recently,"— said young Kalitin, — and again everything grew still round about: — "things are well with her, — her health is now improving somewhat." " Is she still in the same convent? " — asked I^avretzky, not without an effort. " Yes, still in the same place." " Does she write to you? " " Xo, never; the news reaches us through other people." — A sudden, profound silence ensued. " The angel of silence has flown past," all said to themselves. " Would not you like to go into the garden? " — Kalitin turned to Lavretzky: — "it is very pretty now, although we have rather neglected it." I^avretzky went out into the garden, and the first thiuQ- that struck his eves was the bench on which he had once spent with Liza a few happy moments, never to be repeated; it had grown black and crooked; but he recognised it, and his soul was seized by that feeling which has no peer in sweetness and in sorrow, — the feeling of living grief for vanished youth, for happiness which it once possessed. In company with the young people, he strolled through the alleys: the linden-trees had not grown much older and taller during the last eight years, but their shade had become more dense; on the other hand, all the shrubs had sprung upward, the raspberry-bushes had waxed strong, the hazel co])se had become 302 A XOHLKMAX S NKST entirely im])ciR'tral)l(.', and (.'vcrvuhirc Www was an odour of thickets, forest, grass, and lilacs. "What a good place this would Ik- tn |)lay at i)uss-in-the-eorner," — suddeidv crird Lnc- notcldva, as they entered a small, \c rdant glade, hemmed in ])v hndens: — " l»v tlu wav. tli( ic aic • • • five of us." "And hast tliou forgotUii I'eodor I\ ;iiiitcli ' " — her brother observed to lier. . . " Or art thou not reckoning in thyself? " Lyenotchka blushed faintlv. "But is it possible that KccMJor haiiitcli. al his age, can . . ."' — she began. " Please play,' — interposed Lavretzky, has- tily: — " pay no heed to me. It will be all the more agreeable to me if I kncnv that 1 am not rin- barrassing you. And there is no need for you to bother about me; we old fellows have occupations of which you, as yet, know nothing, and which no diversion can replace: memories." The young people listened to Lavretzky with courteous and almost mocking respect. — exactly as though their teacher were reading them a Us- son, — and suddeidy all of them flew away from him, and ran over the glade: four of tiurn took up their stand neai- the trees, one stood in the centre, — and the liin l)cgan. But I.avret/ky i-eturned to the house. \v< iit into the dining-room, a|)proached Die piano, and touched one of the keys: a laint. l)nt |iuic sound A NOBLEMAN'S NEST rang out, and secretly trembled in his heart: with that note began that inspired melody wherewith, long ago, on that same blissful night, Lemm, the dead Lemm, had led him to such raptures. Then Lavretzky passed into the drawing-room, and did not emerge from it for a long time : in that room, where he had so often seen Liza, her image rose up before him more vividlj^ than ever; it seemed to him, that he felt around him the traces of her presence; but his grief for her was exhausting and not light: there was in it none of the tran- quillity which death inspires. Liza was still liv- ing somewhere, dully, far away; he thought of her as among the living, but did not recognise the young girl w^hom he had once loved in that pale spectre swathed in the conventual garment, sur- rounded by smoky clouds of incense. Lavretzky would not have recognised himself, had he been able to contemplate himself as he mentall}' con' templated Liza. In the course of those eight years the crisis had, at last, been effected in his life ; that crisis which many do not experience, but without which it is not possible to remain an hon- ourable man to the end: he had really ceased tc think of his own happiness, of selfish aims. He had calmed down, and — why should the truth be concealed? — he had aged, not alone in face and body, he had aged in soul; to preserve the heart youthful to old age, as some say, is difficult, and almost absurd: he may feel content who has not ao4. A XoHlJvMAXS NKS'I" lost I'aitli ill •^(uhI, stead last iK.vs oT will. diMif loj- activity. . . . Lavirtzky had a li^rhi to Iffi suti.s- fied: he iiad Ircouk' a irally line- aM-ricidtiirist. In- had really Icanifd to till the soil, .ind l,c had toiled not for hiinscll' aloiu-: in s<» far as he- had hc-ei) ahlc, he had freed fr<»iii care and estah- lished oTi a firm foundation the i-xisteiiee of his serf's. Lavret/ky einerord from the house into tin- L»arden: he seated himself on the familiar Ixrieh — and in that dear spot, in the face of the house, where he had, on the last oceasion. stretched out his hands in vain to the i'atal ciij) in which seetlies and sparkles the wine of delight, — he, a solitary, homeless wanderer,- to the sounds of the merry cries of the vounyer «»eneration which had alreadv superseded hini, — took a snr\iy of iiis life. Ilis heart was sad, hut not hea\ y and not \ery sor- rowful; he had notliin<^' which li< had lu cd to regret or be ashamed of. " IMay on. make merry, grow on, young forces," he thought, and there was no l)itterness in his meditations: " life lies before vou, and it will he easier for mmi to live: vou will not he conipelled. as we ha\r hetii. to seek your road, to struggle, to fall, and to rise to your feet again amid the gloom ; we liave given ourselves great trouble, that we might n-main whole, — and how many of us liave failed in that! — but you must do deeds, work, and the blessing of old fellows like mi' Ix upon \«iii. Hut all that 30.') A NOBLEMAN'S NEST remains for me, after to-day, after these emo- tions, is to make my final reverence to you, and, although with sadness, yet without envy, without any dark feelings, to say, in view of the end, in view of God who is awaiting me: 'Long live solitary old age! Burn thyself out, useless life!'" Lavretzky rose softly, and softly went away; no one noticed him, no one detained him; the merry cries resounded more loudly than ever in the garden behind the green, dense wall of lofty lindens. He seated himself in his tarantas, and ordered the coachman to drive home, and not to press the horses hard. "And the end ?" perchance some dissatisfied reader will say. " And what became of Lavret- zky? of Liza?" But what can one say about people who are still alive, but who have already departed from the earthly arena, — why revert to them? They say that Lavretzky paid a visit to that distant convent where Liza had hidden herself — and saw her. In going from one choir to the other, she passed close to him — passed with the even, hurriedly-submissive gait of a nun— and did not cast a glance at him ; only the lashes of the eye which was turned toward him trembled almost imperceptibly, and her haggard face was bowed a little lower than usual — and the fingers of her clasped hands, interlaced with her rosary, ^06 A XOHl.KMAX S NKSr were pressed more tiglitly to one iiiiotlier. What did they both think, — what did tluy hoth feel? Who knows? Who sliall sav? There are nio- ments in life, there are feelings . . . \vc can only indicate them, — and pass by. 307 UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA LIBRARY Los Angeles This book is DUE on the last date stamped below. AUG 2 4 '?^(k JO*' ' ^954 ^•^ DEC 2 8 RECD .dAN 27195! 3 19e' BEffDU). ^Ee27&6filAR2 01973 Mr ' m '^' mi M \'^Bt ■J\:A w fK'D LD-URI. 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